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Anyone wanna play modern warfare? Dont wanna sleep.. Feeling shit. Dont wanna sleep yet. Just drink and chill.. any up for chat and mw?,-0.03133004926108285,1.185103206896553,1.0808866995073885,94.69206896551724,120.3793103448276,1.6571428571428577,14.487684729064041,3.1291,-1.2085211822660096,119,3,21,0,7,37,21,29,0.259,0.531,0.21,-0.594,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,8,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303771040375298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763824907261862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619686676127121,0.2348629901411307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424488475076393,0.17127691110789894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712937266630732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492198316808433,0.0,0.0,0.4798447852910625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blahblahxbla,2020/01/01,"Looking for men in their late twenties/thirties to chat with. Hi, I am 27F looking for a guy to text with, in a non-sexual way. I have many female friends but I miss talking to men. Let’s just about anything and everything.",1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,83.66666666666667,5.377777777777778,26.777777777777786,6.742157984588678,1.1795777777777778,174,8,36,2,5,56,35,45,0.049,0.899,0.053,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,10,5,0,4,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389629428663635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772894830770604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383717590996768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054960860459047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34803855857418203,0.0,0.0,0.3154958018138572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181798728513753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280394220009056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798706414842986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448990610660313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wisqrg50,2020/01/01,"i can't talk to anyone anyone else get invited to events and surround urself with ppl but feel very lonely? I just can't talk to anyone and that makes me feel so isolated. yesterday, this women was talking about her iphone when i was trying to talk to her. i didn't say anything, so she turn her back to her friend and talked about iphone for like half hr. having conversation is so natural for everyone but i just have nothing to say. im so lonely and it's killing me. i can't take this anymore, if nothing changes in 2020, i'm ending my life. this is hell",2.4489473684210523,4.297982315789476,3.6577543859649104,89.14294736842106,76.71929824561403,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,1.003360701754386,440,14,92,6,10,143,69,114,0.185,0.722,0.092,-0.9319,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,17,12,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,4,14,2,13,14,0,7,1,2,0,0,15,2,1,1,6,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531434945884493,0.3239229004227652,0.15822189854755792,0.1270747917238213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873971841620115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335625635822731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899838879609085,0.0,0.1367705969391926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755526328786014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561591389460907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930478042438555,0.0,0.0806782601340899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680047816194776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084323952984734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907166093609094,0.07544198361384248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307678364366707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963409837890667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560252280203304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610488639223493,0.6205861455245801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484128217284136,0.16796499938753084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274129621007201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drewyaboi,2020/01/01,"Last year was exactly how I predicted it. At the beginning of the year, I knew it would be the worst of my life. And that nothing, literally absolutely nothing, even the most minute things in my life would change. I spent yet another year a lonely shit and probably will this year too. Fuck",2.764060606060603,5.453054163636367,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,80.0909090909091,8.757575757575756,25.53030303030303,9.2995712137729,2.5673030303030298,229,9,45,7,6,74,40,55,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9287,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,5,0,5,4,1,1,1,8,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,2,2,9,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279351405422602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995241359307905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357319241144326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009583620896748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718847142820032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707476096732755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171516046462787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343654730284828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313084512528686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444133405396483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883189373032,0.0,0.0,0.5599258069793579 lonely,motril91,2020/01/01,"i want to flyy away! (i want to get away. yeah!) was watching this beautiful sunset, alone as usual, and thought how wonderful it must be to just be on a plane and travel. be up in the clouds and see the sun setting illuminate the clouds and just go somewhere new. theres always that hope of meeting someone new when getting to a new place. im tired of being stuck where i am after all these years. makes me sad i cant get on a plane and just fly away like the lenny kravitz song",1.8157575757575763,3.6628212828282862,2.7646464646464644,94.8336363636364,78.5959595959596,5.612121212121212,22.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2171292929292932,373,11,84,3,9,118,69,99,0.094,0.748,0.158,0.7851,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,8,1,0,2,2,17,20,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,2,15,12,1,19,0,1,2,0,1,9,0,2,8,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821989743100496,0.0,0.0,0.1463786561528903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958449237143963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573116645161905,0.0,0.09997879141244004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747272077004096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002265018209916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594511130464642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742726289548992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097108445701724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379785676878446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401846241457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490555525844836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965999327168355,0.0,0.20219295040624766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937498660498487,0.0,0.2075231052271818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907765933991974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328603388791125 lonely,Birbybutt,2020/01/01,"Yuck yuck I’ve been crying for a good 2 hours because my bf cancelled plans with me. I cry whenever I end up alone at home. I hate being alone so fucking much man it’s like I have no control over how much I cry, I can’t even be 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lonely,gameondudesey,2020/01/01,Im so lonely How is everyones 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lonely,onesad24yearold,2020/01/01,"Girlfriend dumped my on new years eve We went out to a freinds party everything was fine we stayed past midnight then caught a cab back to my place she sat down and just said "" I love you but I don't see us being together forever anymore"" then walked out been dating for a year and a half of talked to my parents about marrying her I feel crushed and alone how do you fill the void left when they were the only person you talked to everyday?",2.6549719101123586,4.662674764044944,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,76.64044943820224,6.6971910112359545,23.484550561797754,7.645422480735847,0.919594382022472,350,11,75,5,8,108,69,89,0.091,0.8440000000000001,0.066,-0.4939,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,3,1,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,13,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,3,15,2,11,5,0,22,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,0,11,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290805517168617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935570052179906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007731332592613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878646674275235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183758542422698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031772756328296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962774749514428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362147606733667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822086399983344,0.0,0.0,0.2455993356276423,0.0,0.21114573922939145,0.0,0.19312987126646505,0.2310908422641297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039721629508365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625549849078045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575336630126115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555962478587666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660578538817314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504035080669972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848712759567536 lonely,jimjaniskurt,2020/01/01,"18M- Wants someone to talk to! Hello! I feel like I’m slowly losing my best friends, I feel like over time they are gradually getting more annoyed with me. I want to talk to somebody about it. I felt like this was a good place to post! PM me if you’re down to talk. We don’t have to just talk about this though! I love listening to music and playing piano! So please, shoot me a PM! I don’t care about gender but I’d like for you to be around my age!!",-0.1717338331771323,1.878043597938145,1.5954826616682285,99.32990627928775,87.24742268041237,4.352014995313964,17.06560449859419,5.565023196281405,-0.7636927835051552,347,8,84,2,11,113,64,97,0.055999999999999994,0.691,0.253,0.9406,0,0,0,1,0,1,14.0,1,1,1,2,7,12,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,3,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,14,10,17,13,2,7,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,1,6,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900988711485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745092639590416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211524347558428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063152490834924,0.2552126764309469,0.1715034459195436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380015576568471,0.0,0.0933217053662421,0.0,0.0,0.14981818633586252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490593156250292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199830364078834,0.0,0.0,0.1612117442775882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662013790885212,0.1960713895849572,0.0,0.0,0.17106881884012576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134435334787202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742727454038944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549348311685284,0.0,0.10415490087527722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070969595412228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meli1182,2020/01/01,"I don’t have any friends Sometimes I wonder why I really don’t have any friends. I see all my other siblings hanging out with their friends every other day - except from me. During the entire holiday, I haven’t gotten a single notifications from any of my so-called friends besides the times where I texted them first. I wonder why it is like that. Maybe it’s because I’ve opened up to them about my mental struggles. But nevertheless, it feels lonely and boring to not have anyone to hang out with, especially when it’s something I enjoy doing.",5.78962912087912,6.9144260673076925,6.20236263736264,77.05692307692307,67.17307692307692,7.865934065934066,29.28021978021977,7.957251820313856,2.0204604395604395,437,15,76,5,7,141,69,104,0.069,0.735,0.196,0.9259999999999999,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,13,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,2,15,6,13,12,2,11,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,5,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666982962499086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256818850252778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095708851892896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592065667742732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144291694199394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088447399544963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289100730105165,0.0,0.0,0.5554821722092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781432894919343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057801437848686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114068604106234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514925123332355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432334953260734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383764844683769,0.1777724035372071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790850343384186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481075642693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243838144134492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898515755987609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cactuscoolr,2020/01/01,"Searching for new friends! Hey guys! I’m 23/F/California. I’m new to Reddit and still trying to figure this all out. I’m a student and I also work full-time. During my free time I like to play video games, watch my favorite shows and eat! I don’t have very many friends, so I would really like to change that this upcoming year. Thanks! :)",0.2876811594202877,2.666376318840584,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,90.15942028985506,4.8057971014492775,17.81159420289855,6.42735559955562,-0.18472753623188345,262,7,58,3,9,84,50,69,0.0,0.645,0.355,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,6,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560636467665612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587541463484193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502866508350275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779543838994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421922492439476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899820556640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479857968538097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724720051390276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566968895987482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953377092402027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251946247479462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262810528671904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606720229445945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182044432872973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807156118625514,0.0,0.0,0.17375667378026555,0.0,0.0,0.15751424603415656 lonely,shurik3nn,2020/01/01,ehm hello im new so i cant get over someone can somebody help?,-4.5440000000000005,-6.4557173999999975,-0.2599999999999998,102.27000000000002,156.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.2600666666666664,49,2,12,0,5,18,14,15,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776954037624575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35626426763535746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741289667621509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133418924184372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450352157037502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anterosa,2020/01/01,30/F Feeling stupid... I met someone online who lived 3 hours from me. We talked everyday for 2 months. He told me last night he was being transferred for work and he doesn’t realistically think things will work. I’m crushed. I tried not to get attached but I did. We had so much in common and he actually talked about important things with me. I’ve been single for 10 years and I thought I’d seen a light after all these years. No one to blame but myself.,1.0798616600790538,3.5418761956521787,2.2935573122529647,93.5154743083004,85.95652173913044,5.084584980237153,19.233201581027668,6.574015621080383,0.002095652173913276,358,10,78,4,11,114,70,92,0.09,0.87,0.04,-0.6542,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,3,10,0,10,5,3,10,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,9,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.2321270138303311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202743264438127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427736809737687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425424362457384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389597098526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004375527887456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986573389330166,0.0,0.17486197559943906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232250802966775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611870118563141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154665880416664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823821322636685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160607985549178,0.15241762714293414,0.0,0.18884237805610185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272951813766531,0.0,0.161498259812989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463446948756344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063612354372757 lonely,AtomicKillerGem,2020/01/01,"My crush rejected me on the first day of 2020 on her birthday I'm 19 [M] in college, so this girl i have a crush on her for quite a while, the whole semester there was a thing between us so i found out from a mutual friend that her birthday is today so i texted her happy birthday and she was rude and rejected me. I thought in 2020 I'll get a gf not like 2019 but no the first fucking day sucks dick Is it me? Am i too ugly ? Is there something wrong with me ? Why am i so undatable? And i thought 2019 was shit",-0.12905405405405546,1.8184219729729776,1.9436261261261296,97.60300675675678,86.02702702702703,5.501801801801802,20.96171171171171,6.816661863887847,0.23412252252252275,393,13,96,5,12,131,68,111,0.293,0.67,0.037000000000000005,-0.9844,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,7,10,4,0,8,0,9,3,2,0,0,10,16,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,0,18,3,11,10,1,12,0,2,0,2,9,6,4,0,7,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869991950758803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785312927604113,0.0,0.2439691240133336,0.17190954234615802,0.20570555534591692,0.1162515259455674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368644732593405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870643096285476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366652163117068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284018138584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129794118733424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782478373212068,0.0,0.0,0.35329384502269545,0.0,0.0,0.21091207413797025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26765037110304624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007793440373776,0.2484228333229106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432781532759587,0.0,0.0 lonely,SmokingGreenSanity,2020/01/01,"Im always called ‘wierd’... I’ve never felt like i fitted in. As Dave Chappelle phrased it, “my parents had just enough money so that they could raise me poor amongst rich white kids..” The rich kids always saw me as too poor... whereas the poor kids always saw me as too rich. On the first day of anything, whilst everyone else seperates and forms their groups, im always the last-chick standing, until the other social rejects motion for me to join them. I suspected i was on the spectrum, so i explored that avenue. But it turns out they dont believe im on the spectrum- guess im not wierd or quirky enough for their tastes. I feel like i need a tribe to validate me, as i’m in a perpetual state of not knowing what my identity is. ‘Bout the only thing im sure of, is that i like dope, but as you guessed it.. not a lot of chicks who grew up on the good end of town, identify as mary-janes. At least not the dirty bong kind. It’s almost like, name the topic, and i’ll tell u how i dont fit into it, lol. If there is a tribe that im supposed to belong to, then i bet im not cool enough to hang with them either.",4.136758241758243,3.9130878162393152,4.947374847374848,89.3623076923077,70.41025641025641,7.711355311355313,26.11599511599513,6.868970318607317,0.8822354090354088,855,22,197,6,14,278,135,234,0.086,0.797,0.11699999999999999,0.8771,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,6,1,7,12,0,0,15,2,8,1,0,1,2,32,18,17,0,3,11,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,5,1,0,5,0,8,4,8,1,0,1,5,7,23,11,30,12,7,26,0,1,3,0,18,13,0,7,11,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943555507856693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362037947775745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754146732340926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616248593433616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621713976258092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523324707072929,0.0,0.0,0.060769148778984074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208686070882216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871525275716366,0.0,0.08345788043007675,0.29208758096279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003872027978167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764441714040644,0.06731637360402734,0.09047348432178552,0.0,0.0,0.08015013575622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903382500509509,0.0,0.0,0.20760513465612654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7124755080082017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098123774607887,0.051785145731177866,0.07680824991177024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413981334456386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801091231456941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986873474843251,0.07267430392666555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166450335748603,0.0,0.0,0.1046288432610888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605339634113373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880860543174586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823592681453404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260077679634818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249281021676597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sippinxx,2020/01/01,"i don’t know I honestly just don’t know what to do rn. I’m bored all the time, even when I’m doing things. I feel so unsure about everything. My relationship ist going downhill all the time. I got cheated on multiple times and that sucked everything out of my soul. I want to feel other emotions than sadness and emptiness.",2.8169270833333333,5.0366651718750015,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,76.96875,7.3916666666666675,26.291666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.8920604166666664,257,10,50,5,6,84,45,64,0.247,0.69,0.063,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,14,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,1,7,13,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045720052938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822920789343181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960929770392421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27910270556689265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685430538859474,0.0,0.22073839523919847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033592422624034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963153164052552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833587986076146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828046706756951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162788987857497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigfishsh,2020/01/01,Hmm How tf does someone feel this lonely? I honestly don’t know,-0.7856410256410236,0.4384699230769229,1.5307692307692342,91.80589743589745,119.0,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.8179948717948724,51,2,10,1,3,17,13,13,0.193,0.605,0.20199999999999999,0.0323,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124846245408294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35388897778076994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38464511451631545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930204987899589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Movingforwardtimes,2020/01/01,Anyone else feel surrounded yet still lonely? Like surrounded by family members that you don’t connect with and they don’t understand you so it really doesn’t contribute to your mood other than negatively?,9.9425,10.484750472222228,9.785555555555558,56.965,58.16666666666667,14.977777777777774,37.444444444444436,13.816669648895859,6.2390444444444455,171,7,24,7,2,56,31,36,0.069,0.861,0.069,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915565177186661,0.4272370898181797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34832660160445644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930840923615416,0.0,0.2108335719779868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371145729616416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671229405951968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299437809510496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340825576598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,katalinka05,2020/01/01,"2020 sucks Husband cheating online Found out yesterday my husband has a profile on mygirlfund.com. He’s struck up a relationship with one particular woman. Paid for her nudes and over 4months in 2019 they messaged about anything and everything. Says he was mentally messed up at the time. We have a 2 year old. I wasn’t finding inew parenthood easy either and our marriage wasn’t great but didn’t emotionally be unfaithful. He also got found out in 2009 emailing an old flame inappropriately. Guy has problems and I feel like I don’t even know him. So last night (NYE) kicked my husband out. Spent it alone. This whole thing made me realise how alone I am. Can’t tell friends/family because I’m so fucking humiliated/mortified at what husband has done. Tonight sleep in our bed alone with this fucking mess. To everyone alone. My heart goes out to you. To know what it is to be truly alone is soul destroying. I love you all.",3.296677821721936,6.134521265895955,3.9217462731974457,83.16310009126866,79.11560693641619,7.110313355643445,28.18040766656525,8.20500826718156,2.2285560693641626,741,33,136,15,19,234,121,173,0.17,0.737,0.09300000000000001,-0.8883,1,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,2,1,0,6,11,5,0,5,0,16,6,3,2,1,23,30,9,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,11,0,0,6,0,2,0,5,8,0,1,11,2,17,3,21,17,3,21,1,0,0,4,24,13,3,0,9,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402393986290768,0.0,0.0988703290399858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017405192694107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536634004085016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652084452128806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907198053374134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816593089475118,0.0,0.0,0.1181379005559866,0.11111456382406716,0.0,0.1165514431584696,0.0,0.06251323204829236,0.08832439006141668,0.0,0.0,0.11299953780307707,0.0,0.0,0.2711173228643577,0.0,0.22859589175170775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988816679188261,0.13630728530195538,0.0,0.12241742447014067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650727633622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589238891128316,0.10077848021118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040148863094982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115848098392377,0.11698579240713095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459432554386295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602244349382315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594668636222339,0.0,0.08377782169540451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830135663720133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273700157281584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831898154145058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123723617243089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806185383115544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213715522515229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209217206893144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803331421808346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961645501477331 lonely,cookie321211,2020/01/01,"So now ...nothing I spent my first new years in along time alone with my daughter's. I told him leave, again, on Saturday. I swore to myself new year no going back. New year's was my first hurdle. I caved over Christmas. Let him in. I want him to want me. To fight for me. But that's not going to change 8 years in. I want to feel alive again. I want to move on. If I move on its 100% over. My head is mush. I feel empty. And alone. Sorry for rant",-2.4076773802304423,-0.8007357216494809,-0.2265615524560332,106.84971497877504,107.24742268041237,2.6947240751970893,9.829593693147364,4.514644488427479,-2.119533171619163,333,4,87,1,17,108,57,97,0.16399999999999998,0.753,0.083,-0.7717,0,2,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,13,4,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,3,2,19,0,18,9,0,27,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,15,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598921238595673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730065228104478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137646004721493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426656810669553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595159541979619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339405819022902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655913432768007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152720984152116,0.0,0.1559915384951117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242705791764808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419979007297457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637473947100568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076595245248333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895246340678703,0.0,0.0,0.14576696712804155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599090654650752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929458413048311 lonely,temp625,2020/01/01,"I Need A Friend Just someone that I can talk to about anything really. Share laughs, interests, and be cool with.",3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,75.19047619047619,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,89,3,17,2,2,27,20,21,0.0,0.486,0.514,0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338198957715837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072938991806062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908933925616712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377216398216222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466734494932262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237230898695922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,171533-32,2020/01/01,I know I know this looks bad; but— I really need someone to just cheer me up. 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I don't have my own car and I barely ever get to hang out with anyone and everyone hates me. They all made New Year's plans and I wasn't invited to any of them. One of my better friends was invited and I tried to talk to them, but I did what I always do and I asked if they hate me because I need reassurance that at least one person Actually wants to be my friend and they flipped out on me, rightfully so. It just hurts because like nobody texts me. My Snapchat is all "">"" and I've just added another "">"" to the list.",2.511363636363633,3.6062777121212117,4.129212121212124,88.9688181818182,74.9090909090909,8.007272727272726,23.806060606060605,8.548686976883017,1.2276460606060602,486,14,113,9,10,163,83,132,0.109,0.768,0.12300000000000001,0.2417,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,5,10,3,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,3,22,17,12,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,1,26,6,15,12,4,12,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,75,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.15850854568679146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822880835314644,0.0,0.0,0.13515502480837766,0.0,0.0,0.11045817657805963,0.1703223361267019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357504513185193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185040760344634,0.0,0.15260861732858602,0.0,0.0,0.19803201118454936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365640398057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692750912622976,0.0,0.31041823221801257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212964210189685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509864996292737,0.0,0.08486312968854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810988909526143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996113018121608,0.0,0.17388499971536153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472932723115335,0.15871048356128664,0.0,0.14342893414457208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369548088606505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044001214435204,0.0,0.15687619960801344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013395521142493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182787607701805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871459196823102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438813921780532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055532546942336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027951409660354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580560162403667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459979018096092 lonely,Ink_Stain1,2020/01/01,"This is the year! This year I really want to work on trying to get a small group of friends together, wish me luck on this attempt.",3.1133333333333333,4.2203160740740735,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,73.44444444444444,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4710888888888878,102,3,23,2,2,33,22,27,0.0,0.6629999999999999,0.337,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264738609513524,0.0,0.22077357660875604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070694626460784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28689494298806506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924069389522105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859306672545331,0.0,0.0,0.307633474210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442379953586428 lonely,Bo-Lee,2020/01/01,"I have no idea what makes me happy. I sit in my computer chair, I try and do the things that make me happy, I get exhausted easily just doing that. So I move to my bed, I’m not tired. Just limp. Sometimes that doesn’t feel right so I roll onto the floor. I hate feeling like a bum, so I rack my brain on things I’d like to be doing. I just can’t think of anything. All the things that I know I love to do give me nothing in return now. Daily I just literally sit and stare. How do I find what makes me happy?",-0.06435876623376657,1.6102875803571486,2.393409090909092,96.03795454545455,83.91071428571428,5.501298701298702,16.43181818181818,6.574015621080383,-0.4737607142857141,387,7,96,4,11,133,67,112,0.07200000000000001,0.701,0.22699999999999998,0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,9,4,1,4,1,18,21,6,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,20,6,8,20,1,11,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,4,64,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125974010843742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916268712388216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359067903116607,0.12263236392841186,0.0,0.0,0.15689211591468094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968411361799662,0.16466979977551788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481987481644992,0.0,0.16947653535774265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378075768940475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943386355710004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772665693944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549278630689991,0.0,0.3437487357924631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244507128123394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471028512287933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465948200615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697739497539003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421254368564989,0.1099913845887188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729538488903808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654437572920047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ppangus,2020/01/01,"That shit hurted Soo, I didn't realize how unlovable I was until NYE we all got drunk/high and everyone there was kissing and confessing their love for each other and I was just there alone on the couch watching everyone make out just sipping my beer. It hurt knowing that I'm not good enough for people :/",5.503474576271188,6.6096091355932245,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,67.8135593220339,8.611864406779661,30.00423728813559,8.841846274778883,2.332047457627118,245,9,46,4,4,76,47,59,0.195,0.6509999999999999,0.154,-0.2283,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,1,15,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,6,3,5,4,3,3,1,2,1,2,4,2,1,0,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594718879769213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886282860255777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787812834469241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013135267847668,0.20037046389321936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469703097545383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363917108929269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768386789381554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261116805723695,0.0,0.16722966591241922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368486214231402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716382321260195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CheetahsAreSpeedy,2020/01/01,"Why do I feel lonely??? I’m a pretty shy person. However, I do have a pretty large group of friends...how I came to be in the group, I have no idea, but I am, which I’m very VERY grateful for. But I still feel lonely every time I go home after a night out, when I’m in bed waiting to fall asleep, when I’m laying about watching videos. A couple years ago, I didn’t have any friends. I sat in the school bathroom to eat lunch so I didn’t have to talk to people because it scared me so much, and because there wasn’t anyone who wanted to talk to me. I used to think that getting friends would instantly stop all my feelings of loneliness, but I was wrong, and I don’t understand why. Once I realised that having friends didn’t stop the loneliness, I figured that maybe it was because I didn’t have a significant other. However, the more I think about it, the less I believe that dating someone will change it. Am I going to be lonely forever? This is the thing that has caused some of my worst depressive periods, and I don’t know if anyone else has any similar experiences to me, and has any answers? I’m just really lonely all the time, and extremely confused as to why...",4.075693277310922,4.766034163865548,5.1843592436974815,84.38729516806724,70.80672268907563,8.302941176470588,28.320378151260506,8.472884824447931,1.8836966386554628,913,32,190,14,16,302,121,238,0.195,0.7070000000000001,0.099,-0.9726,2,8,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,12,0,27,3,1,2,2,33,47,14,0,3,5,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,14,7,2,3,10,1,0,4,8,9,0,0,9,4,25,3,23,34,7,21,0,5,1,0,9,4,0,3,13,125,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659475103854894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453232486697717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816379377082846,0.12321077646557704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219910638711612,0.0,0.0,0.13548105636075353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375344572777284,0.0,0.1235303165086626,0.12720901070692975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330548140188125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357151948401176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304621083444565,0.10045380438661199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131617395603222,0.0,0.0,0.11762799516286715,0.0,0.0,0.1824066921680931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787155526589515,0.0,0.06282588672152205,0.0,0.13668218151758568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062098629472727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574809896947285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608649171794109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080772007589655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839790252320114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112846882926689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806278380817526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833665074862075,0.10499803753492633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244675837018752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770355048914621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039165867035992,0.12169985541146175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188779943593844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603214903750616,0.20106948851569686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330548187267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988904267576045,0.15410324057944513,0.0,0.0,0.14023798596909468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518493888768056,0.0,0.10385776268671752,0.0,0.19843839741930802,0.07092681942098714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255219289874988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854224555905337,0.1314749683947631,0.0,0.07743733460128725 lonely,Oneannoyedcanadian,2020/01/01,I wish i had someone I could sit and enjoy movies with. Anyone else feel this way or is it just me ?,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,81.72727272727272,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.270345454545454,76,1,19,0,2,25,20,22,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033469261304035,0.42544666850817453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33152305350060485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468668702627332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995003230147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35181845350808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295859579139741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774877944891161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MRLOcelot23,2020/01/01,"I sent new year's alone. I am an 18 year old boy from London. On new year's I should be out with friends, getting drunk, getting high all that. Insaid I sent it alone in my room because I have no friends, or the social skills to get them.",1.8455882352941158,2.9769139019607853,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,76.64705882352942,5.1000000000000005,22.553921568627448,3.1291,-0.35692549019607833,183,5,45,0,4,57,39,51,0.163,0.72,0.11699999999999999,-0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,6,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605779488945303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554333889022716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435762528757952,0.0,0.34850826019051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492644339179836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294967012674339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332037224887436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266592329369492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42956100047275997 lonely,EliseFerrell,2020/01/01,"For All Sad People Who Spent New Years Alone Today is our best chance for the next 365 days to start fresh and try things we avoided last year. I'm going to try, and I hope you will too. Somebody recently posted an excellent list of suggestions in this Sub (see below). But, of course, it can be friggin' hard to take risks when you're feeling really down. So... For all who have spent the past year listening to really dark, depressing music during your bad days, if you haven't already heard this playlist, please check it out (and if possible listen in order rather than on shuffle-play). Even though many of the songs are sad or about feeling lonely, this music will gradually help you feel BETTER, and thereby give you courage for making and tackling your New Years Resolutions. If you have been finding it difficult to feel normal emotions lately, again this will help. Good luck! I hope your dreams will finally come true this year... [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkEou8U9uSA&t=19s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkEou8U9uSA&t=19s)",8.882758620689659,10.949688482758622,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,60.72413793103448,8.788505747126436,28.29310344827586,9.075114841892004,2.246986206896552,852,24,135,13,12,234,120,174,0.12,0.6579999999999999,0.222,0.9675,0,4,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,8,0,3,8,17,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,1,3,28,31,13,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,2,3,2,1,8,0,0,4,10,12,9,20,22,3,29,0,4,1,0,19,6,0,7,19,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165489229514554,0.1402767883396215,0.0,0.0,0.2754624678837567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613739884422717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334014660033962,0.11242467077260423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950005374495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639599186390071,0.0,0.10948569978516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429895337404089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395959032981344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570967313152663,0.0,0.0,0.13925047781452168,0.11618264988628345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194222496538565,0.07224352971825483,0.10661972216111032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387187818709145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040771289197504,0.0,0.0,0.25251175861927044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036173342837213,0.14339353109912775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485159539214124,0.12887670262040266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554081272107486,0.13519038883794846,0.0,0.12454768637621386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134757555142682,0.08812693350686765,0.0,0.0,0.13953631126214502,0.0,0.14330533608087775,0.12174296312915325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286883118765752,0.0,0.1255127179846747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129580401443944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997407833281497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557617627322736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844508971780885,0.0,0.12489182300643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049206795337132,0.0,0.0,0.17260821963704734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092959536829432 lonely,Jessica0895,2020/01/01,"I just have one goal for 2020 It should be stop being lonely, but I've been failing in it for so long that I won't set it as a goal anymore. My only goal is to become a mobile developer. I tried last year but I failed. I wanted to this post here to make this goal official for myself. I don't know if this post should be here, but I like this sub and the people here. If it's against the rules, just tell me that I delete it.",1.669072948328271,2.450263202127662,3.3301215805471145,95.10500000000002,76.55319148936171,6.222492401215807,18.74772036474164,6.1826913282559595,-0.3807003039513681,327,5,82,2,7,109,59,94,0.135,0.8290000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8402,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,13,8,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,11,1,9,6,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,58,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038281689687145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122426358896815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553758208174336,0.2304549829316552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381229802466072,0.0,0.0,0.2501987905661183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887181628729828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157876193814213,0.21502171859176986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960028319348008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415362725536917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636703967284875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471102226193217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919486955792516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675590576877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206276521594889 lonely,AloneInTheDark90,2020/01/01,"Sick and alone Spent this NYE the same as every other, alone except this time I'm sick as a dog. Guess life just loves kicking me when I'm down",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,81.58064516129029,4.133333333333334,13.559139784946234,3.1291,-1.5769440860215056,113,1,27,0,3,35,25,31,0.284,0.617,0.099,-0.7096,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7384854837302404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003798505340896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927422334165669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518175797229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32176933521868833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078871695395796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fairy-lights-hoe,2020/01/01,"2020 What’s everyone’s New Years resolutions? Mine are to lose 3 stone and to try and be more positive in day to day life",0.4752564102564101,2.7216462692307712,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.30769230769229,8.082051282051282,20.2051282051282,8.841846274778883,1.4106051282051282,97,3,23,3,3,33,21,26,0.098,0.7609999999999999,0.141,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207192344817869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38576230241702814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851523836806271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516483383201135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899057315210685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740926585617501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599760690873757 lonely,randomperson010,2020/01/01,I can’t stand being single for another year I’ve never been in a relationship or even close to it. I’m turning 20 years old in a few months and I just can’t stand being single for another year. I’ve finally made a couple friends in the last two months (I’ve never really had friends either) but it still doesn’t fill the hole that not having a relationships creates.,6.408200000000001,5.670223653333338,7.455833333333333,75.00375000000003,65.8,10.7,30.75,10.125756701596842,2.8356,294,9,58,6,4,100,49,75,0.034,0.903,0.063,0.2213,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,2,10,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,6,6,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,39,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910333653511575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631139911446816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315325418733965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042548018949868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28811281549923395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198754373538673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643035698334478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976567938706904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761464970705497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956555169319396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944928797089492,0.0,0.0,0.4003706106616616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148904999597352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028119439419263,0.18214163859502305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360217064593272 lonely,Depressedcountryboy,2020/01/01,New Year... This will be one hell of a shitty lonely year once again. Lots of disappointments as always and lots of tears. A shit here we go again :/,-0.17724137931034534,2.009084379310348,0.9133793103448262,98.84455172413792,101.75862068965515,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.60972275862069,113,1,25,1,5,35,23,29,0.507,0.493,0.0,-0.9666,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751519785623454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793287897568747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622640664139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193724892780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521630600783895,0.2240771048322276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394379328704412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425893735971755 lonely,throwaway20202992,2020/01/01,"no one hardly talks about the dark side of recovery i see so many people shitting on those for having “depressing” posts under subreddits like this, especially in the friend making ones. people are dismissively told to go see a therapist but it’s not always that simple. what if you’re a minor that has parents that don’t believe in mental health/mental illness? what if you don’t have access to a therapist because of your location? what if you’re poor? therapy is not cheap at all, in fact a GOOD therapist will cost you anywhere from $70-$200 per session and that’s including the sliding scale. the average recommendation for therapy is once per week so that’s up to $800 per month! others may be advised to a see a therapist 2-3 time per week so that cost could triple!! that’s months worth of groceries and mortgage/rent payments. at the minimum this will only get you 4 hours out of the 672 that’s in a month, so you’ll probably have to be in therapy at the very least for 3 months until you see any improvements in your life. which just means even more $$$ you’ll have to give that you probably don’t even have. some people may not even be able to work to be able to afford therapy due to their conditions/environmental factors. and if you do get free therapy from the state or through a local organization/institution, more than likely you’ll just be getting a shitty therapist that’s about as helpful as a middle school guidance counselor. this would be especially unhelpful for the those with intensive mental illnesses like schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or ocd. and this is all saying if it works because therapy isn’t guaranteed to be able to help everyone. so please be kinder. you’re not obligated to be anyone’s therapist but the least you could do is provide human decency and ignore posts you don’t like, instead of making someone feel like shit or even more like a burden for venting or just wanting someone to lend a listening ear.",6.623811360448812,7.296017470430115,7.053847592332867,73.29751051893408,65.15591397849461,10.66311360448808,34.184665731650306,10.568078804390687,3.741401916783543,1577,67,279,39,23,515,184,372,0.098,0.779,0.124,0.8788,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,13,1,2,15,14,2,0,22,0,37,7,3,2,3,40,53,24,0,9,18,1,2,6,1,8,4,3,0,1,23,7,0,1,2,0,6,2,10,5,0,2,1,9,15,10,47,33,9,31,0,1,4,0,25,16,2,12,16,186,38,5,0.20953910797223804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581177745536209,0.0,0.0,0.047497926274434735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883820544037325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515539689879423,0.0,0.0,0.07869293996592823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153328490895736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015857555194199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004999045104955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453147280702645,0.0,0.0,0.06674119908955738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531642297883508,0.04989826020108677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396313167837331,0.0,0.10947553550774758,0.06700300192579074,0.03969530129708701,0.058583820750490574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256862768929196,0.0,0.0,0.07424342442801889,0.0,0.0,0.09363309811930733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878460430453838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933455625613903,0.20474044785213047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324598777953873,0.07081325567345974,0.0,0.07608317235873244,0.0,0.0,0.1407774244745658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300282248498868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438410379124925,0.0946594149844842,0.05312131126890585,0.0,0.0,0.07755612737386358,0.0,0.0,0.14526803403376,0.0,0.0,0.07667033904678329,0.0,0.0,0.1337870289854003,0.0,0.1506123991069463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554463631449684,0.0,0.07068825467565935,0.22263405324548047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339258878373992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836120413651376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613986592924832,0.0,0.0,0.4792524629611823,0.4865821091622087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072797964249381,0.0,0.0,0.06674119908955738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763056959591365,0.04119719828437075,0.0,0.11205308880745143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169797746834704,0.0,0.0,0.04961685677758949,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PhantomPrice,2020/01/01,"Abandoned. It's so difficult to have discussions these days. No one wants to understand a different perspective. Everyone fancies judgements. Or am I stupid for wanting to connect with strangers online? I don't know. If I can't even run to the internet, where do I go?",2.7363265306122457,5.771787938775513,3.756326530612245,80.59938775510206,87.9795918367347,8.514285714285714,33.53061224489796,8.841846274778883,4.098257142857143,215,13,36,7,7,69,41,49,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.8946,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546011161550344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124621696754751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607491585422682,0.0,0.0,0.3772302087655897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436316697306768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696133923746252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751385473543776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410980993050016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657041803674205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FastMain,2020/01/01,my friend ghosted me again he made new email and skype to get back to me then yesterday i sent him new year card in email and it said that email is not available. so he deleted it again without saying goodbye. am i such a trash to him?,1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,82.06122448979592,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,-0.05623591836734665,184,6,42,1,5,57,37,49,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,5,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,8,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567586573772428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257980527906258,0.0,0.17445587734133006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159567654384597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449909433468586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31762794058436106,0.2655411973526692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218804314055899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150291679403203 lonely,EroDav,2020/01/01,"Anyone wanna talk? I feel so unexplainably lonely, everyone I’d speak to is busy with their own lives, everyone I care about isn’t here anymore, I feel desolate - practically a shell waiting someone to fill my mind up, I dislike this apps user interface for texting so if you do wanna chat, I’m @deadmemehunter on snap 16/M if anyone cares",3.8472395833333337,6.322882578125004,5.348125,75.71770833333336,74.78125,8.641666666666666,29.416666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.1064354166666672,271,12,46,7,6,91,51,64,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.2075,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,9,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25661765824260274,0.3618581661207191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276405158603716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945072753897746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616708770896071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848738918814096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612710554240593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192441751415816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079792730736502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,X_Ix3,2020/01/01,"I'm uncomfortable even around myself It's hard for me to socialize and keep people interested/wanting to be around me, so I'm alone most of the time. Oftentimes when I'm by myself and dancing/vibing to music, I think to myself ""man, what the fuck am I doing lmao, this is pretty weird, I should just stop."" Am I the only one who feels this way or is it normal? Or is it me hating myself?",2.95804166666667,4.103089387500007,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,73.875,7.333333333333335,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7603333333333335,301,6,62,4,6,104,53,80,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.7217,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,11,0,9,14,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,3,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751977479476313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598815899008392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060399583586494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060369133062935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387931827195099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313850908006907,0.2550167006106725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958794182357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307809250171004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503002814838467,0.19644796258670555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790719432761983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627828544630298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633032132605708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159494569687596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550751367559846,0.0,0.0,0.15061617324427778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502565416373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sunflowersareawesome,2020/01/01,I just want to be enough I just realised I'm not enough and I never will be no matter how hard I try. People say I just be myself but what's the point when nobody accepts me? No one loves me or cares about me. I will never be enough. I just want a friend who loves me - the real me. But no one ever will,-1.652075163398692,0.2574321911764734,0.8919607843137278,102.1249346405229,94.73529411764706,3.0222222222222217,10.496732026143787,3.1291,-2.019358169934641,231,2,58,0,9,78,39,68,0.051,0.584,0.365,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,3,18,13,6,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,13,5,2,6,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192400073528305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139122081786142,0.0,0.0,0.17914652235648565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530120493922701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741286787173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574936369827626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054949632189018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684060511420249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730213516376172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872201772722596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542294847910274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574963937579552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446216814712644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336286847205937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pixiedustbb,2020/01/01,Happy new year Sending everyone their first *hug* of 2020. Good luck this year mates,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,84.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,67,2,12,1,2,19,14,15,0.0,0.556,0.444,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880077038493987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34539440411141725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405838385016248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322583900526119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921752505553583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229786165748093 lonely,kermiT_sewersid3,2020/01/01,"I have ""friends"" yet I feel so lonely. I've recently started college and it's great don't get me wrong but ever since starting i've drifted away from my friend group. A load of my previous friends have turned their backs on me and I've been able to make new friends in my course but they never really want to hang out or anything. I'm always locked away in my bedroom because my family and I don't really have a solid relationship to the point that I can sit and talk to them so i'm just alone most of the time. It really sucks especially currently because it's the holiday period meaning I don't get to see anyone at college and i'm not able to meet up with anyone,, I just need more friends aaaaaaa.",3.9778620689655178,4.8265333034482785,5.201551724137931,83.5961206896552,71.13793103448276,8.83448275862069,28.98275862068965,9.120678840339163,2.2571931034482757,559,21,117,11,10,186,88,145,0.09,0.747,0.163,0.9324,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,7,9,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,21,23,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,2,16,6,18,22,2,23,0,1,1,0,12,9,1,2,11,70,20,2,0.2809966070332621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551387037188018,0.0,0.0,0.11690584361026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647936113419695,0.0,0.11561813256289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640055621504186,0.10803452296157892,0.0,0.17129292353126435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270887592104706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244929652667947,0.0,0.07104016375968585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427432038791916,0.0,0.14680912946762276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548998756296691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378370858455774,0.0,0.0,0.15304384101866475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417771181004223,0.10836095311769528,0.13569413703670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281630988821938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002043269227943,0.0,0.13872512488104285,0.15084259795458935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119589575260776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622164853836495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889084473974208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129272143855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192569063797492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528218091226154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286953959963256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536128391022475,0.0,0.0 lonely,MicrowaveSama,2020/01/01,"a journal entry to myself My new years eve was a little sad - I spent it working on a food handlers certificate for my part time job. When the clock struck midnight I sat alone staring at a computer screen feeling frustrated, stagnant, and sad. The biggest lesson that I had to learn this year was the lesson of self love. I could have added the word “lonely” to that list but I opted out purposefully. My biggest fear used to be the thought of dying alone, though because of the growth I experienced this year, I no longer feel this way. I studied abroad this year and I was forced to face my own sense of being alone. This isn’t the first time I’ve been in this situation - when I lived on my own in 2017 I described it as the worst feeling in the world. I often experienced panic attacks and crying myself to sleep at night was a regular occurence. I spent most of that year in bed and staring at the four blank walls that housed me. I let the idea of isolation consume me and become a living nightmare. They do say that the worst form of punishment is total isolation, and I was just living that out of no other choice, people wanting to spend time with me felt like a treat that I had to cherish. This year I was faced with a similar pit feeling, I felt it often and I felt it strongly. When I moved out of my studio apartment back in 2017 I vowed to never let myself feel this way again. This wasn’t the right approach. The reality is that for the majority of this decade I have felt this way - the only difference being my environment and the people around me. Those things constantly change but the feeling of being alone stays consistent. I spend most days by myself, and getting to spend time with people who want to be around me is something that I value and I don’t take for granted. Another reality I was forced to face this year is that all people are temporary, and take that as you will but the only person who will share a deathbed with you is yourself. When I started to think about things this way my mentality towards my loneliness shifted into something much healthier, and let me tell you how and why: Who is *always* going to be there to take care of you?: You are. Who is going to *always* want to do the things you want to do and spend time the way that you want to spend it?: You are. Who will fight harder for your dreams and goals more than anyone else will? *You.* Who will always be there for you when no else is? *You are.* I started to realize that my relationship with myself is the most important relationship that I will have in this lifetime. When I realized this I started taking better care of myself. I became more mindful of how I was eating, I started to exercise (albeit not without struggle) and I started taking myself out on dates. I learned that the person that I can always rely on to be there to love me - is *me*. I often feel guilty asking for help, and that’s because I don’t like the feeling of not being in control. To not be able to do something without the assistance of another person makes me feel vulnerable and incapable. I don’t want to be “independent” but I don’t want to be “dependent” either. I often feel useless and not valuable to other people, so asking things of others just makes me feel worse. My resolution for this year is to get a full time job doing what I went to college for. The job search has been making me feel helpless. The one thing that would give me complete autonomy over myself is being financially independent. It’s the one thing that I’ve struggled with for years now. I have to accept that sometimes I need to ask the help of people who don’t want to help me. I just want to prove to myself that I am capable of being of use to the world - instead of floating along aimlessly hoping for people to catch notice of me.",3.8739930007548224,5.592913304993253,4.770753676891059,83.22817882385236,72.49527665317139,7.290935291292115,26.054598687069692,7.949061565357697,1.556632544202749,2993,100,570,42,59,971,275,741,0.136,0.746,0.11800000000000001,-0.9718,4,8,3,0,1,0,73.0,0,12,1,8,27,29,4,4,40,0,72,9,4,11,4,110,132,35,1,13,14,0,16,2,0,7,1,1,2,4,61,33,2,1,27,2,7,7,17,15,0,4,22,22,94,14,106,85,17,83,0,5,3,2,39,32,0,9,40,448,155,10,0.051239950783114205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122765434027609,0.0,0.0,0.17054297519370254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745911217941297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582816497575096,0.05250138483453794,0.0,0.09122883939477958,0.1437073112918936,0.058292841255263975,0.0,0.039400359298810014,0.0,0.062470796810715774,0.05659049992147156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045317572497231465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448508957417896,0.0,0.054205073753522466,0.0,0.05372411351523552,0.055372183470538815,0.0574699618247136,0.04091093126757422,0.0,0.05628467989252313,0.033045529279744135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317897916794257,0.05353484270076006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052431261718862386,0.08560880782483123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765919018528892,0.31090150445039,0.0,0.1967935529964168,0.0,0.0,0.04358467596017595,0.06195955187823215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354151886639955,0.049154029826068965,0.05824168971034596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303517675434412,0.0,0.0,0.0508928327252024,0.0,0.05912402359623215,0.0,0.05784366748589063,0.0,0.0,0.15254323409439274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571889638658404,0.0,0.050066503445485085,0.051355891902748765,0.13573744590271836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924921122460114,0.0,0.10260919509740196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637818624335564,0.0,0.051737743422923914,0.0,0.0,0.05445995858136913,0.03766725956988976,0.037993774246620315,0.03951940888670448,0.049487863762674916,0.0,0.04808522272049299,0.0,0.0,0.058337023582682626,0.0,0.0,0.06944303350197491,0.07794058306234243,0.0,0.06011904197983916,0.0,0.0554878734013605,0.0,0.24866331113068746,0.13422224582033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002506224959972,0.0,0.04375863799844499,0.0,0.04074806548376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345444368481712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057595851549999584,0.0512769556627696,0.0,0.0,0.11834105241102122,0.0506776215266489,0.0,0.18133950447433775,0.0546149698424105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713424388916656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926303304917307,0.0,0.04478597547669391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424927886505453,0.03283249148328845,0.050342991484969665,0.04067879736374922,0.1792705641744165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850973142585224,0.0,0.0,0.27200385497905205,0.2033594395412324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047499947727046604,0.046236085717249326,0.0,0.0,0.09878696810602866,0.0,0.037303294434975605,0.0,0.052217887399456604,0.03639939089031559,0.0,0.0,0.2969716350289392 lonely,Quazzyy001,2020/01/01,"Life sure can suck some days!! Is it ok to feel like I just wana disappear be gone from everything, it really sucks not having a family I can count on when I’m feeling so down, I know I’m 27 but some days I just really want my mom to hold me.",0.1933333333333352,1.7124531481481462,3.0442222222222237,92.47300000000004,82.33333333333334,8.023703703703704,16.355555555555554,8.841846274778883,0.5968711111111116,186,3,47,5,5,66,41,54,0.1,0.736,0.165,0.3457,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,12,14,3,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,5,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404215809422165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28165093513473816,0.0,0.29543222622790005,0.0,0.3169145368301902,0.22388286647456695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222863096127422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135364692804715,0.15310446417603166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670336422465741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015259154471096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953623923448921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484305475695034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OscarMJr,2020/01/01,"Women like me, but think bad of me.....Guys admire me, but are jealous of me.......I love being lonely! I live and work in Vietnam.....culture here is completely different than he West. People judge and label me with out knowing....hate me for being unapologetically me! https://imgur.com/gallery/zWSzRA7 Women are attracted to me but think I’m a Player or F**kboy.....Men admire me (physically and sports wise) but are low key jealous of me. All this has made be lonely, not alone but lonely.....it has been great because it had made me find myself. Made me realize my own thoughts, subconscious beliefs and future plans. Spiritual Awakening oh freaking yes!!! Made me value friendship, open minded and non judgmental people.....I know I’m going through this for a reason.....I know my life purpose now! To whoever is feeling lonely, ask yourself “Why am I going through this?”......You would be surprised what response you get back. :)",3.3789233954451348,6.525408962732918,4.037267080745341,79.77258799171845,83.59627329192546,6.048033126293997,26.300207039337483,7.447530270364453,1.970779710144928,717,30,113,12,21,227,105,161,0.14300000000000002,0.624,0.233,0.9597,1,9,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,0,2,3,16,2,0,2,1,15,2,0,4,1,31,32,11,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,8,0,0,7,1,17,8,13,20,2,10,1,4,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458288106268327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575858612414442,0.0,0.0,0.12961636045184766,0.14074503845389974,0.10275588168781533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673757768389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611492868909592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852317131599537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406568941754625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880684457201923,0.0,0.19159916257537452,0.0,0.0,0.1858439095501156,0.0,0.16690621275442985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852782320286981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906270208103445,0.08235252257394599,0.0,0.14884630519491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521368227750381,0.6380024948658429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702029656534999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686199944896218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331326932186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601975851822572,0.0,0.13382207055169254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210402287855576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271759302639745,0.0,0.0,0.11974399862920387,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghost15624,2020/01/01,"For all the people who New Years Eve alone....... Happy new year to ya, cheers.Prolly will get downvoted to hell for this. I just wanted to say that I found that I started working on myself for a few months and I met a lot of new and interesting people. So I’m just suggesting that you should work on urself. Go to the gym, doodle, improve any of ur skills and u will find a lot of people with same interests and skills....... thanks for listening, and cheers to a successful new year",2.851710526315792,4.608107894736842,4.0707236842105265,87.02819078947371,75.31578947368422,7.697368421052633,21.348684210526315,8.472884824447931,1.1146052631578949,370,9,77,7,8,121,60,95,0.045,0.747,0.207,0.9382,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,5,3,7,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,6,15,7,5,13,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,10,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199312428134308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292980719568545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178028398997925,0.0,0.0,0.18208156006207374,0.0,0.0,0.08676204125981413,0.0,0.09437849341366908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677914362632616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823648303480697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325513960431483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415459506632399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453854170462733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206145113595796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175415707462148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289022211555245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794936377591948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417944084829053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208209976967349 lonely,amndeep666sea,2020/01/01,"socially disconnected teach me how to transform from and ambivert to and extreme introvert. //[none around connect,none from 17 years]\\",9.61285714285714,13.580543857142858,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,62.80952380952381,9.914285714285716,53.35714285714285,10.125756701596842,7.023457142857144,115,9,14,3,2,32,18,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939639479255254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6801429736878442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42966540925210656 lonely,Ardie_BlackWood,2020/01/01,"The fourth wheel... I have some really awesome friends...but I feel like I'm fourth wheeling hard. They have a bond I'll never achieve and it formed rather quick. I feel like. I'm dragging them down and it's gotten so bad with other issues I cry randomly for nearly an hour over it. I'll cry and cry or hate myself silently as I try to think of ways to tell them...last time I did I came off as jealous so easily it made me sick to my stomach...I just have given up... And just cry. And dissociate. And cry some more.",-0.0061538461538468425,2.1972178148148203,1.8537037037037043,96.56935897435899,88.44444444444444,4.8045584045584055,17.566951566951563,6.297961479604792,-0.3236390313390314,396,10,91,4,13,130,71,108,0.258,0.64,0.10300000000000001,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,20,14,11,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,12,2,13,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,6,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419790746646732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012745589239014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8169604452669814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042236004242052,0.2125304158339152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332484981177061,0.14685731147896147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648627524188162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525369187623428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124902471162813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453409809770201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074843364137027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472320333852995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529142529064616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001182750624962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531135972570348,0.0,0.0,0.08673583422158992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098975443093623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806880209256987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LionForrest19,2020/01/01,"She called..... She called last night, and want me to hang out with her and her new girlfriend. I feel like it's desperation because her brother messaged me that her parents rejected her coming out. I guess allot of her friends did too. I don't know why, but I told her when she broke up with me that we can be friends still and she replied it wouldn't be a good idea, and now, I guess I'm her last ditch effort.... Am I wrong if I respond back I don't think it a good idea like she did me?",2.053173076923077,3.124637201923079,2.868461538461542,97.65153846153852,76.01923076923076,5.9692307692307685,23.57692307692308,5.985473137389443,0.11840769230769198,375,11,93,2,8,118,61,104,0.168,0.718,0.114,-0.7825,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,22,18,7,0,3,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,26,6,7,12,1,13,0,2,0,0,24,3,0,4,10,61,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370363237066124,0.0,0.10599614571198196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551035558645165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978294656457308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791937686673144,0.12422050631352702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686798101712198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916859965088863,0.0,0.0,0.3830986958978005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925806053620366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556036188292001,0.28347218313391725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989879000828706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679351980816555,0.0,0.1631753886385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307409459313976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886146284759232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141582080006687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615059341680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025594240953484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690041200167926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011140146418493,0.0,0.0 lonely,SEMPER-FI666,2020/01/01,Lonely af Im geoff (15 male) im to shy to go out and get freinds. And i have never had a gf:( fifteen fucking years of pointless life. Happy-Fucking-Newyear. Its so fucking hard without freinds. Im always the weird white edgY kid. im always bullied i get no satisfaction after watching porn. All i want is a fucking gf and someone that loves me like my dog. His name is geoff too. If yall could message me and start a conversation that would be great. And if your interested in dating message me on my profile or we could just be freinds:),1.3035015290519891,3.652130963302756,3.1084633027522948,88.95486620795107,83.40366972477064,4.734250764525996,27.43195718654434,5.985473137389443,1.0361186544342504,421,20,84,3,12,140,74,109,0.125,0.726,0.149,0.5759,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,0,3,9,3,0,4,0,9,6,0,0,2,19,18,9,0,6,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,12,4,8,12,1,9,0,1,2,5,13,3,3,3,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26093488687980804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503788669179091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348681620736962,0.1638396439713685,0.0,0.08911119733308827,0.0,0.0,0.1728689528124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404590756762988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774695168410088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075017027780472,0.07660296413954887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415151742179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093130749826272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285336392149796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098153537689433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248277619594056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511464563032769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138390113894453,0.0,0.0,0.10097195593437117 lonely,wowweirdwind,2020/01/01,"Some contemplation... It's morning of 1st January, 2020 and I had some things in my mind that I needed to share. I don't post stuff on reddit but here we go. I moved to US about 3 years ago and this will be the 3rd time that I've spent new years eve alone. Also first January marks passing of my grandfather, who was like a second father to me as my grandparents raised me in my childhood. I got really sad around 2-3 am (of course i stayed up the whole night). I thought about where I've been going wrong, what i should be doing etc. After some contemplation, I've chosen to look at my situation as an opportunity of a new beginning. As this new year, new decade begins, I'm going to try my best and honor my grandparents. I hope this reaches to someone who needs it. Don't give up.",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,3.615000000000002,88.14333333333337,79.0,7.016666666666668,20.666666666666664,8.021203637495839,0.8380291666666659,610,16,132,11,15,204,103,160,0.068,0.787,0.145,0.9124,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,15,25,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,2,0,2,6,1,20,6,23,15,6,31,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,4,17,86,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773513158319527,0.0,0.0,0.1492431790617538,0.0,0.11523597464015063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827872354750228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122308431358936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607085545084117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257059577857166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823295890059956,0.2456844676373381,0.0,0.11524919040232293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143122891029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039952713506697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100692696572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454989832064145,0.0,0.0,0.15315450722850346,0.0,0.2136952698485086,0.0,0.5566871210186107,0.0,0.13522721615233368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800707690421815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923135544481942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619733927885125,0.0,0.0,0.12209467483971308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359043619205912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495896035466054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573301948567202,0.0,0.0,0.11439856597732527,0.08402532683924759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783380997749767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733334393953027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088146617068536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754971257194578,0.0,0.27838523084040584 lonely,WL143Pi,2020/01/01,"What's left of me? I'm running it through my head over and over again... I don't have the desire to die but what do I desire to live for? I have friends sure, but not the kind that I need and it's more of I'm the friend that they need. I just want to feel but nothing is there to digest into my emotions. There are so many things that I'd leave unsaid but I guess a note (or many notes) will suffice. If I were to do it I would make a lot of people sad but what do I really mean to them? I WANT TO FUCKING FEEL SOMETHING BUT I CAN'T. I always just wanted someone to be there for me but more than just a friend. You know what I mean? Everything in my head is just negativity... Just...zooming back and forwards. I am a very caring person and I always look after my friends, but I can only do so much until I reach my breaking point. From my childhood to now, everything has just been fucked up and nothing is getting better. I really really don't want to harm myself but my brain keeps stumbling onto the subject. Why do bad things happen to the people who need good the most?",0.6740333333333339,2.7856018311111117,2.383583333333334,94.671375,84.02222222222224,4.816666666666666,18.708333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.2696333333333336,832,21,185,6,24,273,118,225,0.12300000000000001,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.8787,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,13,14,2,0,10,0,22,6,3,1,1,44,45,19,1,11,17,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,13,6,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,3,31,9,27,40,5,17,0,1,1,2,9,9,2,5,7,139,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792683308311225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683306640982692,0.09428843109247254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987380450875977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260626799966878,0.0,0.0,0.11513550743311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719928223690655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270264670685457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298108113890356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419748221970814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489851604764122,0.20879639740629186,0.058999135365111886,0.0,0.0,0.09471690879518103,0.0,0.0,0.12440063860864604,0.0,0.09986002320802853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317891579250368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037375145042574,0.0,0.1175949741718179,0.062061135530880926,0.0,0.0,0.1195722501658192,0.1226943487575674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997156613470021,0.0,0.09482933651919408,0.0,0.0,0.0960055838138098,0.0,0.0,0.07537893233053751,0.2289783285961852,0.0,0.24601887704942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301354885886057,0.2511994292206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167109427960249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588525517935336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565772364470405,0.0986025626196548,0.0,0.0,0.10675150073031206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170297190308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568177043993928,0.0869358947134049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064313486075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004593453359868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317571531359667,0.2664265472978772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189808349635072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021933765846351,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mint1111,2020/01/01,"I was moving to another school and hopping someone would actually care enough to say goodbye and all the that stuff well You probably already guessed the rest of the story And sorry if my english is bad my main language is not english",6.34901515151515,7.705780113636365,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,66.04545454545455,8.593939393939394,39.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,3.8352212121212133,191,11,31,3,3,61,36,44,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,2,3,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.24526475684388754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773522198877792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635445689959382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098525602916612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562507482134626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596941788499679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687163962182193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671272081217371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709794875414089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199870092680598,0.0,0.25436241824426703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295363882306914,0.0,0.0,0.2813467212272442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771615887517205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259785546252306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853975506305556,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neolisour,2020/01/01,"Since it's new year I have been thinking a lot about my current life lately because I pretty sure my 17 years old won't believe the fact that 24 years old her still alive till this day. I used to think one day I will end myself but somehow I climb to the success road too high that I afraid to do it. So I figure I will live on. But the loneliness getting on me pretty bad lately, I have quite new friend, job quite tough, I living like normal person but once the day ended, thats when everything hit. I need someone. I endured for long time but lately its quite unbearable. I cant have relationship, I am lesbian and my situastion doesnt allow me to have a girlfriend, after thinking about it yesterday, if I want to continue to live on, I should make sure I actually happy. Theres no way I want to live years of loneliness like this. Does anyone know how to cope with this? Or, any suggestion of what I should do?",3.9652765072765055,4.9402683135135135,4.885405405405408,85.38320166320169,71.27027027027026,7.854469854469856,26.122661122661125,8.139509932561175,1.4767089397089401,718,22,148,10,13,234,113,185,0.09699999999999999,0.71,0.193,0.9586,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,1,6,0,15,2,0,4,3,28,26,11,0,7,6,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,26,7,19,19,1,32,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,27,94,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.10233009351399942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130969178755515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733218826710085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755531122829181,0.06392284446077337,0.0,0.0,0.11814345877763703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028817626264704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176536038607497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575304768877324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424311936605484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101604827213796,0.0,0.05478601774618869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162744858509673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079236075790193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405926101337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762936103219647,0.0,0.3548663914950673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406706517616156,0.10246046075376923,0.0,0.3703799357954837,0.09279948678949096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914984238339972,0.0,0.0,0.06999613636357825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775377442369524,0.0,0.2025525640457197,0.0,0.0,0.10274240335809963,0.0,0.0,0.22006986085643626,0.11167450731638542,0.07105714119320444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156137140095263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336451339541346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346006334617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258244331792584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674285206109629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884915246417398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374285339885433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766221038596493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157382522637304,0.0,0.0,0.061145820528153524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056701825562567,0.0,0.0,0.12370053779592027,0.0832344998755927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701105171178009 lonely,depressedcat543,2020/01/01,"i don’t want to be alone please, god... i want to be happy, not sad. i was alone in new year night. i am always alone in my birtdays, in school. i am always alone. what can i do? nothing",-2.8780139372822333,-1.3483948292682904,-0.06668989547038251,105.9729268292683,107.04878048780488,2.342857142857143,10.735191637630662,3.1291,-2.1342222996515683,136,2,36,0,7,46,25,41,0.18100000000000002,0.5660000000000001,0.253,0.486,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7852319373144359,0.0,0.0,0.3154276696333683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177060857302054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306050453341186,0.0,0.17787199653693697,0.0,0.18187032301014994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805981097241072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918262666976476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359314942924385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205860680244075 lonely,Stonewall-hackson,2020/01/01,"Lonely crew will crush 2020 Hey, usually it’s negative shit on here, and I understand. I’m subscribed to this sub for a reason lol. But I want all the lonely people here to take 2020 on head on. Change is possible. Everything we want to do is in our power, it just takes patience, effort, and hard work. I believe in all of you lonely bastards. Here’s to starting the new year off right, good luck everyone.",1.7366944444444457,4.243034725000001,3.216666666666665,87.8327777777778,83.0,6.555555555555558,22.63888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.311597222222222,318,11,62,6,9,104,59,80,0.23399999999999999,0.644,0.121,-0.8885,1,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,3,4,7,2,0,3,1,4,2,2,1,2,12,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,2,12,10,2,11,0,3,0,0,4,7,2,1,4,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456280591885705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390200045199725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159002690455192,0.2030649276107856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951206802222986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240247008149226,0.0,0.2318849043020069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821922932942556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664191463665042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547192024967944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230924052750795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295591958301656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319294447796852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599251368098697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397652601612796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521686468972675,0.0,0.0,0.2488466563099975,0.0,0.2665366015250067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449075680629105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550126570087396 lonely,luckyguy7,2020/01/01,Imagine having someone to spend New Year’s Eve with... I mean it sucks but it’s gone now. From now on it’s back to just regular loneliness instead of Extra loneliness with a side of despair. Happy new year to everyone in here ♥️,-0.6803782505910156,1.1772281489361731,2.01262411347518,89.93444444444447,107.93617021276596,5.493144208037824,22.243498817966906,6.937597516519254,1.3479427895981089,181,8,36,4,9,62,35,47,0.228,0.677,0.095,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,3,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,8,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399182888854476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032033344187509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377824303336602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34564364840627565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129200140368708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688557611307926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086745154852248 lonely,JadeBl4ck,2020/01/01,"Escaping into my Imagination Tired. Tired of trying, Tired of everything. Tired of life and tired of always feeling like this. I create stories, mainly just for my own pleasure. I do this as a form of escapism. To escape from the cold reality that I’m forced to live everyday. Call me crazy if I actually love my own take on reality instead of the real thing, but I just love how it makes me feel. It....always makes me feel...happy...even if it’s just for a little while...",1.8564130434782624,4.310857032608698,4.030608695652177,82.55134782608697,81.93478260869566,6.723478260869566,22.243478260869566,7.908726449838941,1.3392182608695655,365,12,70,7,10,125,59,92,0.138,0.679,0.183,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,8,0,3,0,15,9,7,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,14,9,4,5,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1351054286407649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303999128951784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137104646857984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914437011475971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442827521360265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100106423703192,0.09890739014227333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977900268157165,0.06763877562065577,0.13876142371280076,0.12225225802891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499097319108924,0.0,0.18483043808232055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758431142004306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409578305023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197880281292144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7956289425310921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399720978929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hibiro,2020/01/01,"Boredom is strongest in the Boring. I realize now why I get bored so easily. I'm sure there's plenty of complicated reasoning, but put simply: I'm a boring person. Nothing special about me, no amazing skills, no unique traits, no motivation, nothing to set me apart. I'm just bland and boring; which makes it clear why I'm bored easily, and why I'm always feeling so lonely. There's no place for the boring people but to rot away in the background of everyone's lives, contributing nothing substantial or noteworthy.",6.881875000000001,7.7068484375,7.489583333333332,69.86375000000001,64.625,10.566666666666666,33.70833333333333,10.504223727775694,3.8304083333333336,414,17,67,10,6,137,62,96,0.298,0.512,0.19,-0.8826,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,13,9,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,9,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659291601886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873568500082867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054946958953145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100830158256319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418604754183558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608699804620662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311098508209968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740318849401458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824917347930404,0.17412138691973006,0.2083461128804973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046703948496675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503171561092695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794617035228015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398227536322775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skxnnylegend,2020/01/01,Alone on New Year's again I hate new year's to me it's the loneliest time of year. Not everyone celebrates Christmas but just about everyone celebrates New Year's and they do it publicly so you see all these people surrounded by friends and family celebrating and you're just here alone. I had plans with a friend but she bailed 😔 so for the second year in a row I rang in the new year completely alone in my apartment.,3.522142857142857,5.392989785714287,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,73.76190476190476,8.609523809523811,26.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.1021142857142863,338,12,70,8,7,107,55,84,0.182,0.6729999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.1164,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,7,3,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,8,2,10,3,1,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,12,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43955993427598256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483283232161719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703607843934898,0.0,0.0,0.13336507355479782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859832918670066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396720725233648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465293977823394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807729998968663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273306085529995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824921388371458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466112177494336 lonely,staininthewater,2020/01/01,"Somebody? It is 3:15 am. January 1st, 2020. No sleep at all. I need someone in my life to fill in the countless sleepless nights. Other methods just don't cut it anymore.",0.16000000000000014,2.3390945454545458,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727273,103.54545454545456,3.412121212121213,26.71212121212121,5.46131890053228,0.9049030303030308,132,7,25,1,6,42,31,33,0.067,0.878,0.055,-0.0992,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607847854722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281795418120835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451477190081903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360206340601799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649621953654396,0.0,0.3936766507047885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shriharsh_tupa,2020/01/01,"Anyone else ? Hi ! So this is my first post ever on reddit and i feel very depressed and sad. Today on 1st January, i woke up and started texting back people for the new year as did nothing on new year's eve. My mom heard my texting sound and yelled at me because she thought i was playing on the phone. Yes i love games but this time i was not playing. So my mom told me to study and then she went back to sleep saying that the thing you do on first day of the year is what happens to you most of the year. After an hour of studying i started crying and i feel like i will be crying for the rest of the year.!!!",1.0151282051282071,2.7259853076923086,2.4319230769230766,96.9222435897436,80.53846153846155,4.641025641025641,20.833333333333336,4.7782277997778095,-0.3595897435897433,470,13,109,1,12,152,79,130,0.102,0.816,0.08199999999999999,-0.6855,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,8,1,8,2,1,0,1,13,19,11,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,6,18,4,18,9,2,30,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,1,22,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995718399363216,0.14590921669357038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899900663011512,0.0,0.08680785333188397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128471213035071,0.09183847831114733,0.0,0.12265192796587117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189598534510871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881212069055534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400697913707464,0.10173309058027434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422566928180849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259269468925696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023876487961245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957115820220214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852472073528384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335625218727533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750683800134688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664000121281608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098724658302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363831913516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324498078007199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250634452338815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158786391512287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460655937409873,0.0,0.0,0.11305247429352615,0.08303662743798731,0.0,0.13498186948683144,0.13607264912747769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749780319527442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200947342020536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458515933371641 lonely,ConsoleCowboyBebop,2020/01/01,"Anyone interested in connecting over a game of chess? No pressure, plus I'm definitely not a great player. I'm accepting 1 and 2-day (per move) correspondence challenges at [https://lichess.org/@/ConsoleCowboyBebop](https://lichess.org/@/ConsoleCowboyBebop). We can play rated or casual, no judgement. The casual games are unrated but I'm generous with takeback requests. For what it's worth, the Lichess mobile app is 100% free and really makes correspondence games easy.",9.777282608695652,14.34358808695652,8.12447463768116,52.17627717391304,66.68115942028984,10.406521739130435,30.36413043478261,10.125756701596842,4.524491304347827,394,15,47,12,8,119,58,69,0.087,0.586,0.327,0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,7,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450716286609147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182712432032459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440933037887393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941981159059625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245199305406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161532758215405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wishitwas93,2020/01/01,"This NYE has been incredibly painful I know I can not look at social media, but seeing people that I used to be friends with and seeing so many people at parties looking happy and talking about how blessed they are to have their friends in their life, meanwhile I’m nearly 30 and had a long fight with my parents and didn’t get invited anywhere, it hurts so much. I’ve spent NYE alone before but this one is the worst. This is the most pain I’ve ever felt. This is worse than having gallstones, worse than having OCD, worse than anxiety, just gut wrenching pain. Everyone talks about how we need to erase the stigma of mental health and that we should reach out to those who are suffering, that’s just a big lie. No one cares. I’ve found that no one in real life cares, people on the internet care more. I don’t know how I can keep going forward. I take medicine, I go to a doctor but it’s all really expensive as he doesn’t take insurance. I have no idea how I’m going to keep going on. All I want is some companionship and to have a feeling of meaning. I feel like I’m having a breakdown and this NYE just put me over the edge.",3.983152173913041,4.8934173478260865,4.637989130434782,87.41394021739131,71.17391304347825,7.489130434782607,25.67934782608696,7.645422480735847,1.1773260869565214,890,26,187,10,16,285,132,230,0.2,0.647,0.154,-0.9257,1,2,0,0,1,0,21.0,2,0,3,0,12,15,1,0,10,0,22,8,1,5,3,43,52,17,0,3,7,1,3,1,2,1,7,0,0,0,13,12,0,2,8,0,2,6,7,7,0,3,6,7,17,8,26,44,7,18,1,2,4,0,15,11,0,2,4,122,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112462647559787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216975786320649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139955820201956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285405655706589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099405619925609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716015193950174,0.0,0.1026366089864834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862129975267704,0.07673503459973144,0.10313220362445552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177715302427607,0.16597223068549605,0.0,0.0561182492212302,0.0,0.2441784788650723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434189301090993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417375514352092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498658823535908,0.1212548846790482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094514400275994,0.0,0.0,0.11806146815954835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517363076797124,0.0524759957781573,0.0,0.0,0.095056091709042,0.18039777387703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889873920101552,0.0,0.11700297444994905,0.0,0.0,0.10824586362714114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896005585117566,0.07964451278818845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183551126257464,0.0,0.3428812886310822,0.0,0.1192681286576197,0.0,0.0,0.22339752073305266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079785590094702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225818082751733,0.06881077033651194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118664769095815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949283654248494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152066094466874,0.17266712455082067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276933624266714,0.0,0.0,0.06335428175298054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283855013005048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigmoneysilvia1,2020/01/01,I went bowling alone Yep I did.. I went bowling for 3 hrs until midnight by myself and bowled 11 games... Highest score was 116. I'm trash at bowling lmao 🤪,-1.4817857142857136,-0.2235802499999977,0.5741071428571445,99.08875000000003,117.125,1.8285714285714283,20.19642857142857,3.1291,-0.638782142857143,120,5,25,0,7,39,26,32,0.064,0.74,0.196,0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876880113317809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8730179858417882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,01-47am,2020/01/01,"Sad tbh I'm honestly so disheartened by my experiences with romance. Every time I've said I love you in a serious long-term relationship it's ended within three days. Every real kiss I've had has either been ""a mistake"" by the other person afterwards or out of pity. The only people who find romantic feelings for me are always drunk or high then the feelings are gone in the morning. Half the time I end up setting them up with their crushes. I'm really just sad because why can't I just not have feelings. Why can't I just be good enough to warrant having feelings. Why can't I just be better. I'm trying quite hard.",2.932412023460412,4.9516674758064525,4.698299120234606,81.4560850439883,75.85483870967742,7.089736070381233,25.788856304985337,8.00094639256281,1.7411709677419354,493,18,91,8,11,167,85,124,0.207,0.674,0.11900000000000001,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,5,12,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,0,0,18,22,4,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,6,10,6,13,16,2,16,0,4,0,2,8,7,0,2,7,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009750094042234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263691606174537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489097665462325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858485526213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982520587854226,0.1739714330927168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371832403231656,0.0,0.0,0.16469837116713934,0.0,0.0,0.34053214456274755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388731985955698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412209422284914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082663511924488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789236895378632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490023358086152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519606863624801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805313026199378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672670246449884,0.14701437131360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908244134270265,0.0,0.19164215767225054,0.1078622666321464,0.0,0.0,0.1807665926371444,0.0,0.0,0.1601586242299998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963560446039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431231914435318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557837733202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hellomynameisdude12,2020/01/01,"2020 is gonna suck How I started my new year? Alone in my room, drinking, and cutting. Found out my “friends” had a party and didn’t even invite me. And I mean everyone I know was invited except me. I have never felt more alone and rejected. As a cherry on top, I didn’t even get a happy new year from anyone as well. I hate my life. I just wanna die. I don’t want to go another year alone.",-0.11011904761904744,1.8186034642857152,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,85.78571428571429,5.638095238095239,18.857142857142858,6.937597516519254,0.15612857142857184,297,8,69,4,9,103,58,84,0.191,0.588,0.22,-0.09,0,4,1,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,15,18,7,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,1,14,3,9,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403420947826421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235546533698874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159902615639047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804868343994013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036154361745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297263708423372,0.0,0.0,0.16617450908814407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669769050020872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906788076487172,0.13435924193510068,0.0,0.0908586381341978,0.0,0.09883471223371376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512602985353227,0.0,0.1716960404369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557411681548332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283485731121735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894344720959502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412692606925078,0.33591874125701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309146819373047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257418647102767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563622602501787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359690310684421 lonely,Ellebell87,2020/01/01,"How many schools did you attend? How many elementary schools have you lonely folks attended, I did 5. Middle schools I did 3 High schools another 3. Thats allot of moving, just wondering how many other lonely people had such a turbulent or transient time being a kid.",4.040204081632652,6.859435061224495,5.089142857142857,76.03085714285714,75.93877551020408,8.001632653061224,30.20816326530613,8.841846274778883,3.1160089795918373,214,10,34,5,5,70,35,49,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,22,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838925630339026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982073609686265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464413600248619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909502300433693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455367655330245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273023608436858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047612360861526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948336904634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Starbuckingboi,2020/01/01,"First day of 2020 Surprisingly I had a great NYE with my friends, but just waking up today with nicotine withdrawals, a headache and no warm body beside me wasn’t a nice feeling. I’m trying hard to keep my head up and I hope it pays off. The morning after is always the worst when it comes to drinking. Especially those with depression and anxiety. I truely hope this year is a better one. And I truely hope I can find the strength to keep bettering myself.",3.342949438202247,5.521529404494383,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,75.17977528089888,6.6971910112359545,25.73174157303371,7.645422480735847,1.4315044943820223,363,13,69,5,8,116,64,89,0.155,0.547,0.298,0.9343,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,2,13,0,0,7,0,5,4,3,0,0,17,13,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,3,9,11,11,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565391491368579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391886000445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327712199981105,0.0,0.2089699101388345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620572523101727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132822311450532,0.0,0.1620360088202941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842956820412949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512413106189363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719473220583054,0.16002319843341267,0.0,0.0,0.14534869551653345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074138809802319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852743960638095,0.0,0.1930755548074771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605663245585364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344370016766078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748169035440726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832514953074388,0.0,0.0,0.12772785420582006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114948872997093 lonely,lustonmedia,2020/01/01,"Am I Really Lonley? I geuss you vould say I'm not especially if you just look at me. I mean I've dated and fucked more people than I can count but theres something I need to get off my chest. It's a new year a ""new me"", I feel diffrent already but thats probably just from my recent break up so meh I geuss. Since i can remember I never really ""liked"" anyone and i don't know what it means. I date people not for love but, for the sense of not being loney I always feel empty even when I do date. And I feel as though the media the pushing down the fact that you need love to live but I want to think thats not true but I dont want be alone I dont want to be hollow any more. I cant even cry any more I need to tell some one see if someone feels the same.",-0.6770175438596517,1.0624848362573118,1.778157894736843,99.23460526315789,86.60233918128654,4.969590643274853,14.178362573099413,6.139981653823899,-0.9824479532163748,581,8,150,5,18,198,98,171,0.121,0.815,0.064,-0.8985,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,9,5,1,0,7,0,11,4,1,0,3,36,32,14,0,8,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,7,26,4,15,29,5,15,0,0,2,3,7,4,1,3,10,94,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005944642423482,0.14923174504576606,0.0,0.11252375940497494,0.0,0.0,0.18392463474005288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945572765122493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854587287969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698151817164816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786387659219984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350921213600937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125019696234547,0.07065307709399146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431990597945043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606746694256266,0.0,0.11941222977301715,0.0,0.11356072224449243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410410744640115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294614329162329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008181819760937,0.10429916453242616,0.2612155895215336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163662338190964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750552002832566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580284164941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732660134252115,0.0,0.13352516943104006,0.0,0.15319136094449626,0.0,0.0,0.1075418207406202,0.0,0.0,0.10776230178787896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186521061665752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145815351622959,0.10410810994788676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181986258544574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665112985475484,0.13286463790484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392898040322897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708489855128007 lonely,Jeremiah0024,2020/01/01,Just got a hug Good friend of mine hugged me for New Years few hours ago. She’s the first person to hug me besides my family in years. Felt so good to just get hugged and feel cared about :/,-0.12075000000000102,2.1092384250000045,0.5100000000000016,105.65500000000002,89.75,4.2,10.5,5.6839178017228535,-1.75415,147,1,37,1,5,44,33,40,0.042,0.53,0.428,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,8,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434095275606153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799651752676047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886120528182,0.0,0.13884212975450505,0.0,0.26365169317800924,0.0,0.0,0.23356809079461044,0.0,0.0,0.21214934861716525,0.0,0.14346315607915872,0.0,0.0,0.46063002739710496,0.21961656624827414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704181270477585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652029779253888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397634260801973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536569080035857 lonely,GaelReyes,2020/01/01,Anyone know ways I can feel less lonely? Like coping mechanisms or activities to do. I feel like when I’m down in the dumps nothing can help me but it’s usually because I’m bored out of my mind.,-0.3221138211382097,1.9546441463414648,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,95.34146341463415,5.660162601626017,19.028455284552845,7.1686216300943375,0.6331430894308943,154,5,33,3,6,53,34,41,0.188,0.73,0.08199999999999999,-0.5222,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490435992066377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711901926287674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36018232080584295,0.25444920022296785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873444519752535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957427028413147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480150944429937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596319779591069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34175644157425983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392272910629241,0.0,0.0,0.28271259100359003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxxhotpocketz,2020/01/01,"New Years loneliness I’m with family but I feel alone and they aren’t celebrating, it’s depressing that I don’t have any friends to have fun with on New Years. It’s supposed to be a day to celebrate and I’m home in my room, doing nothing as usual. No friends, no relationship, no one. I barely have anyone to talk to today",1.2818336886993578,3.4865250298507497,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,82.28358208955223,7.410660980810236,23.004264392324096,8.418075326091056,1.5648950959488281,255,9,54,6,7,88,46,67,0.158,0.544,0.298,0.9411,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,10,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414490921974244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853424108295114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630077024964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503475215467232,0.0,0.20079180014416326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197712309268228,0.0,0.1178759317273109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602264266301206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338452220643679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503106971217911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369148426966687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797277579251462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502909739652888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737851813085124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097697941305144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567562712592518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30025207490286204 lonely,notreallydolan,2020/01/01,"Happy 2020 It’s my first time being alone for the holidays, away from home in general. It’s difficult as hell. All we got are our headphones and reddit it seems.",0.6099999999999994,3.0955875000000006,2.3934999999999995,89.3015,95.875,6.3100000000000005,18.9,7.554174236665415,1.075705,128,4,25,3,5,42,29,32,0.225,0.619,0.156,-0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023312801748041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649744712369796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304270588538994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31068993976930803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135268747548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896608046842021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536427992789432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651633077550945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HoboMasta,2020/01/01,"Alone but should'nt feel this way. My GF of 5 years is a huge alcoholic with no help in sight. She dram herself to sleep by 4pm today and never woke up. This happena everydays, i wish she aould get help but she wont....Once again i am lonely on new years(5th year). I wish she would get help",-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,91.66666666666666,5.0,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.2449999999999997,224,6,53,3,8,70,49,60,0.10400000000000001,0.609,0.287,0.9343,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,10,10,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,7,7,0,12,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,7,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748526014121624,0.0,0.2301525739630199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236094883780724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322012255044318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44684750860586303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138951918045567,0.21462115488286693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665671026319735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238016771137192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063827631582852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638764113956468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110833378699442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785848723186388,0.0,0.0,0.2862043805910333 lonely,suman7421,2020/01/01,"Happy new year folks My first post of this year 🙂💜 I always wish to go out of my country Bcos I live in a country where we have hundreds of festivals. It feels like we have something to celebrate everyday. Our festivals r very different than other places. Festivals celebration spread in the whole City everywhere u go. Everyone enjoys, so happy, hangout with friends and I maybe the only one in my city who doesn't even have anyone to talk to. So I just sit in home . My parents force me to go out in festivals but I have huge anxiety about it. I wish I could fly to another country where I could live a peaceful life away from all this celebration and happiness all around me",2.1668181818181798,4.801852348484847,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,82.33333333333334,7.762424242424243,26.224242424242426,8.648137234880735,2.3569660606060614,538,23,103,14,15,177,83,132,0.013999999999999999,0.718,0.268,0.9849,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,13,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,17,10,22,11,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,6,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227869018077504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473602991310825,0.11288774104809253,0.0,0.0,0.10318171991154193,0.0,0.0,0.1313652061256577,0.0,0.0,0.13864330488273602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563921033791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541752738047534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974660850575543,0.0,0.0,0.1410058303519544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461390588007354,0.10542132459039072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551973650902642,0.0,0.0,0.114009282040176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515958207293824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471260899806451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480209329753536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423037291564828,0.07209339271155364,0.0,0.2606073207883905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825008471217618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252035797079898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999467789458584,0.11223074663081213,0.0,0.0,0.16385480465460575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541752738047534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132763098167814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360367215918385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860812390527806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175757149079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475239525971735,0.3393877006480968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005559259480576 lonely,MUFFINMAN5743,2020/01/01,Alone on New Years Currently sitting on my couch all alone in the dark. Not a single person I know has told me happy new year. Feels great. I thought last year was bad,0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,85.76470588235293,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.5293882352941175,131,3,29,1,4,40,29,34,0.182,0.63,0.18899999999999997,0.3182,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,3,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838472019755667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503370729519648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810758787174827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575282727970857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486555621587515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283722000811154,0.19040294057949764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511956720133192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039574008571378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854403879833021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320046514506195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512632197338754 lonely,that_guy_you_know-26,2020/01/01,Well New Years was ruined New Years was going fine until about 11:40. We were playing a game of paranoia and someone’s answer was me. We flipped the coin and it landed heads so she had to reveal the question which was “who here is most likely to never find love?” and honestly it really fucking hit home way too hard.,3.837903225806453,5.617037951612903,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,72.70967741935483,6.250322580645161,23.690322580645162,6.742157984588678,0.8079574193548384,251,7,47,2,5,79,51,62,0.14,0.737,0.12300000000000001,-0.2887,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,1,11,11,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,6,1,4,6,5,4,1,9,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,2,7,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304143159870104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233061864939664,0.0,0.0,0.14327391827275035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583157595661346,0.0,0.2587267505084621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287628775731524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231630496732749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752958227541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443462534073064,0.4869584095852204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240906233091045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150135312991534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360303277712672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010479686098226,0.0,0.0,0.2266676675604748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324687540855411 lonely,deyeeted,2020/01/01,"Looking forward to 2020 I was alone for the entire 2019... hoping 2020 will be different and I’ll make some friends. I’m feeling pretty optimistic, so hopefully that’s a good sign. Happy New Year my lads",2.034615384615382,4.829951435897434,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,85.92307692307692,6.196923076923077,25.748717948717946,7.554174236665415,1.8140317948717937,162,7,29,3,5,52,36,39,0.04,0.502,0.457,0.9626,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,2,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949193586871463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975074160081705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398022321509976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200003026663912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388382196437056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031260225394628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656501221846706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391217174666755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900755654452366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750172734062925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896972792821428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337229717648465 lonely,saddyforlife,2020/01/01,"Happy new year fellow depressed/lonely people 1 year ago at this exactly moment I was having a panic attack and didn’t have a single soul to talk to, so I joined reddit and shared my first post about what a sad piece of shit I was. So many people related and it made me feel less lonely. Life is still hard and there are plenty of challenges awaiting me at the start of 2020, but at least I know I’m not alone and neither are you. Hope everyone is being kind to themselves whether they’re out partying and trying to overcome their anxiety, working (like myself), or at home alone watching tv and crying like I did last year.",7.7748780487804865,6.418729048780488,7.562723577235773,77.35432926829269,63.39024390243903,9.826016260162604,31.882113821138212,8.344100000000001,2.3430065040650403,495,14,93,5,6,158,90,123,0.154,0.6920000000000001,0.154,0.2518,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,5,12,2,1,4,0,11,2,1,1,1,17,17,12,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,3,11,7,13,11,5,16,1,2,1,0,5,5,1,2,12,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564050026592958,0.0,0.0,0.3654809687628061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497748788565928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007280102869176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381302336917774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859769343803205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921427148355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008129808214046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878255684335441,0.15805718887133602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698550349229766,0.1752465110777614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837369747028484,0.09696779449440338,0.1438236097969538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462605564536967,0.17240109423775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669534897102354,0.0,0.17888428338487805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040858212645044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070164263245456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446450448645653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898246365485864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111496388165288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488640847048235,0.0,0.1409066429561549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181722885875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979239477851406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128451725938192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408681873987324 lonely,sailor_sin,2020/01/01,"It's the same every new year Every New Year I stay home and just be on my phone, computer or watch the Seattle New Year special while my sister is out and having the best time of her life ( I live with my parents cause I'm still in school). My boyfriend is out with his homies and my friends are having a boys-only night which I'm not invited to. It gets lonely for a sister out here.",4.114444444444445,4.150046617283952,4.7131851851851865,90.12533333333332,70.48148148148148,7.467654320987655,24.841975308641967,6.742157984588678,0.6870967901234564,300,7,68,2,5,96,56,81,0.031,0.847,0.12300000000000001,0.8176,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,9,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,10,8,2,16,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,10,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076985004316915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331216435651364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335021101460135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529078417144117,0.0,0.1034018803479231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852384810071008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979248950979056,0.0,0.0,0.17476166082111494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734396344150486,0.0,0.18572885310386425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976004133982036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002995030280194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109499579547552,0.15805435151826475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540522706576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823503220446264 lonely,deletechrisdelete,2020/01/01,"Happy New Year, everyone. I was celebrating the new decade but now since everything is settled, my emptiness has kicked in. I wish I had someone to enjoy this new year with. Hope you guys are all doing good.",3.1303846153846173,5.7393650512820535,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.97435897435899,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.7236615384615384,163,6,30,3,4,52,34,39,0.073,0.546,0.381,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335287814850227,0.21007447667109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605378920447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314437954479736,0.0,0.24882535723971666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216102092813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772556581826104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933558584888754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805094878156831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687946291254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104757731161913 lonely,Gondal90,2020/01/01,"I have to make a social life from scratch This is not going to be easy. I will have to start at basically 0 and find a kind of girl I want and real genuine friends. It will take countless meeting of people and if I do find someone I like there is no guarantee they will like me back. So basically: 1. I will have to look through countless different people and put myself out there with countless different people in order to find the kind of person I like 2. Even if I find a person I like then I have to deal with the work of making them like me and there’s no guarantee for that. 3. If I manage to find someone then I will have to maintain the friendship/relationship so it doesn’t go astray. A lot of hard work.",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,3.355340136054424,89.70811224489798,79.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,23.42517006802721,7.1686216300943375,0.831280272108843,560,19,119,7,14,185,78,147,0.04,0.794,0.166,0.9432,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,2,0,22,23,12,0,4,4,0,2,5,1,5,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,17,8,21,17,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,9,85,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740036116210514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058980019496086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646835260696723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366343846390725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57886418580363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786387281945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397740816161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134702162796563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263811781127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946980260209561,0.3094194827470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636975069081546,0.0,0.0,0.10768914336054793,0.0,0.0,0.1691045942879969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634482463349956,0.22120433166175932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273369638099835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441766373835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599470906751068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912272114170395,0.21465184595680795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965671147720286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523904905728567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471244251443697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443254910178988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,27back,2020/01/01,"Expecting to celebrate How can people expect me to celebrate anything? The world is in a bad state, future looks bleak. My inner world is nothing great either. Yet, people expect me to celebrate holidays and my birthday. There is nothing to celebrate... I've spent the last 9 months doing nothing to improve, what kind of celebrations does that deserve?",5.504644808743169,8.567624737704923,5.97827868852459,70.30927595628418,72.11475409836065,8.656830601092896,33.11748633879781,9.2995712137729,3.931424043715847,283,14,39,7,6,91,44,61,0.124,0.687,0.18899999999999997,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163943511955765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459044723676215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442806677115864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701472747370799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551618271706341,0.0,0.19973277085582786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057641233907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955812125872688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7053408598599337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397469494468416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kiko5566,2020/01/01,"Drinking and dancing alone in my room Happy new years... Remember that no matter what anyone says you’re awesome, ok? Ok bye gonna keep dancing by myself in the dark",3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,76.1875,5.5166666666666675,26.291666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.1894041666666673,131,5,23,1,3,42,29,32,0.10400000000000001,0.568,0.32799999999999996,0.8442,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730553800941251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518580619196187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35285585384495266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834363198749496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201595731296173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478804305005629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080328949122331,0.0,0.0,0.2864430485530209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195500738381275 lonely,SenMahogany,2020/01/01,"New Year same shit; alone, no friends, no family, no significant other I celebrate yet another New Years alone at home on the computer. I have never celebrated a New Years out of the house. Funds were low after rent and Christmas(long story) or I would have taken an Uber and went somewhere solo. I'm used to going places solo; that's my life the majority of the time. Entering a new decade all I can ruminate on is what a waste and failure my life has been. My 20s have been so much misery and disappointment. Very long story short I have tried to make friends, tried to form connections, kissed family ass for stronger relationships, tried to network to get a career I would love, go to therapy, exercise, do what I'm supposed to do. Anything that's been told in the how to be a friend handbook I've tried and failed miserably. You can't force people to like you or want to be your friend or care about you and so on. I feel horrible going into this new decade the same as the old ones.",7.2552331606217635,6.429304704663219,7.466533678756478,75.9066398963731,64.12953367875646,11.450569948186526,32.253367875647676,10.793553405168565,3.2105092227979286,780,25,155,18,10,254,118,193,0.203,0.645,0.151,-0.8966,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,5,13,1,1,13,0,18,7,2,3,2,22,33,13,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,2,3,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,5,0,1,7,1,14,8,23,22,6,29,0,4,0,3,11,10,2,3,15,97,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305441489317561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670658078956953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158949557410123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347662660133602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098453588397848,0.0,0.056276058261983744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439569566998552,0.0,0.0581490714974922,0.0,0.18976115643370456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164185214352673,0.0,0.0,0.12842396510623724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722738193862082,0.05437501120850675,0.0,0.0,0.19699201417602916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045158527100748,0.0,0.07429286714742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181748356110491,0.0,0.08584055818908598,0.5374657628548984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678945285518873,0.0,0.07541900203065023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716063007274744,0.0,0.11628364161955393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949334547703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142467016770989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272799699258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489927240444078,0.0,0.0,0.10635085016083012,0.0,0.3022585367024452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612649790059667,0.0,0.0918332327765637,0.06564696351811047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317517750661127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812706312105854,0.0,0.0,0.21501849036837867 lonely,ZaneZ_93,2020/01/01,To another year alone 🍾🥂🍻🍸 Sorry but the Emojis tied my depression together.,-0.2177083333333308,1.8034943125000042,4.190000000000001,74.52166666666669,105.875,9.633333333333333,24.08333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.828608333333333,63,3,11,3,3,24,16,16,0.435,0.565,0.0,-0.7717,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838533166170338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898746417787639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402377899063786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229651470410311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008459483958366 lonely,adriftblockofcheese,2020/01/01,"What's the point? I don't want to end my life or anything, but i've really been struggling with finding the point of being here. I know a lot of people feel as if they have a point to living, and i think i do in the short term, but even though i know long term i want to work in a certain area, i still don't feel as if the end goal motivated me or gives me purpose. i just am really struggling with finding my purpose to be here.",4.655425531914894,3.455089436170212,5.8015744680851125,86.95300000000003,69.53191489361703,8.796595744680852,28.374468085106386,7.554174236665415,1.344742978723405,333,9,80,3,5,112,54,94,0.11800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.4641,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,22,16,10,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,13,1,12,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,6,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547190664153914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131428230468793,0.0,0.0,0.11675913837405212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876690863566755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231408357627407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695800213226802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194303361678846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486239215262275,0.0,0.0,0.15609679105944693,0.15644154231725754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028896519047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255449059945543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013324831731529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264949640983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117385340161565,0.0,0.0,0.3696101301846616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132711727912064,0.17368190562762273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853458987511853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286953173132191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vent1667,2020/01/01,"another year a new year, a new decade, and i hope maybe i could get someone that loves me...yeah, that'd be nice...",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,0.8049999999999997,103.54,91.08333333333334,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.6478166666666665,85,2,22,1,3,27,19,24,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719859765008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152237559839984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580442491663442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004516758694577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730188971703539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039028402022116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843145608726166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563080539147836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896013583939088 lonely,NotTheObvious,2020/01/01,"It's The New Year What really new about the new year? Time isn't a new concept, it's very old, and if we do the same thing every year, then the only thing that's new is the not real, year. You can't feel, touch, smell, or see a year because it's abstract. So if the year isn't real, then what is real and new about the new year. What to be happy or excited about. When nothing changes, your still the same lonely being, with nothing to do but go to school every day only to learn something you'll forget tomorrow. Maybe people just need hype, a reason to be happy. Or others a reason to be drunk, a reason to stay up late until exactly 12:00. What is anything without someone to really, really like. A friend or a love. A loved parent, a best friend, the perfect person. Or for me, the person you've never talked to, never know their personality, only to find what about them from paying attention, but for some odd bizarre reason, are so attached the them, so attracted to someone you don't even know, that you think it's love in itself. But second guessing yourself, reminding you that you don't know her. Unable to speak to her, everyday is just another failed attempt. Maybe this stupid, dumb text is just because I'm dumb, but maybe it's the truth. Who am I to say, I just sharing my problems with the internet, trying not to spill information that mean, awful people will steal, and screw me. But for those who care on anything, anything ever. I'm sad, and lonely.",4.868584957202696,5.590305955017303,5.612693498452014,81.91396284829726,69.03460207612457,8.021926789291568,26.62921143689674,8.032893268588372,1.5859854671280282,1147,33,221,14,19,374,144,289,0.15,0.66,0.19,0.9653,1,4,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,7,3,4,15,25,4,0,22,1,20,5,0,4,6,56,36,23,0,4,19,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,22,7,1,0,14,1,1,1,10,10,0,1,0,6,18,15,30,30,4,33,0,4,1,4,29,3,3,9,29,149,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756942432966142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262580562968725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018916400373599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763238558742222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542262433520178,0.0,0.07825592974912195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047707870108195535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048859907507164464,0.06691478381692982,0.1246545562691207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037404072789995635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676119726773528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430607830717368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204179851472676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149199879359004,0.0,0.0,0.15749590545736633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196446991856215,0.0,0.08344722311182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036140535425057366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029645945647506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229540282454837,0.08058065559768879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054851657279671236,0.11410843566516868,0.5001198163402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196235715838207,0.0,0.07762450552885003,0.0,0.0,0.16878436935073576,0.0,0.0,0.08214068098971031,0.0,0.0,0.10257014840403768,0.19377681667674315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078425494613322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525998439674648,0.14217118014217828,0.3042352148440938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882803082991631,0.0,0.07486682965799403,0.0589486394057822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253578568159885,0.056949706258276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788476972224459,0.05907667284709811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594584460860216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829164265355532,0.04740030718688763,0.0,0.0,0.04313552128567095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022429012167145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061037269300639886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130943194899497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33346312560633945 lonely,zeldalockheart,2020/01/01,I’m lonely Hi I hope you all have a great 2020 and find what you are looking for!As for myself I’m cried a lot few hours ago so I feel a bit better. I don’t have much hope for myself since I really don’t have much self-confidence left. I’m ugly with not many redeeming qualities. It is really hard and painful for me accept the position I am in but I guess it like this for a lot of us. I might have given up but I wish you all the best.,-0.1891836734693868,1.57956885714286,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,84.91836734693878,6.3689795918367365,15.922448979591836,7.554174236665415,-0.06052163265306065,340,6,84,6,10,118,63,98,0.092,0.674,0.23399999999999999,0.9441,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,2,1,9,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,2,18,20,5,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,15,7,8,18,9,5,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,6,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593321655655494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886301850442196,0.1589689160599773,0.1962338389180121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744028773482564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908839412623622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642827129532406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816833820790045,0.1980082242191036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101527289975248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705259605604084,0.1770115829996409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952923263974048,0.0,0.0,0.08781381421222544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093964740094495,0.0,0.0,0.3056237552910693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223215225053452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067992507619252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426496808234795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126023451425525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029715253715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875121393954544,0.0,0.0,0.1486860519481209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620983923119744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066966705941289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luna_abaddon,2020/01/01,"Feeling quite lonely this New Years. I will say, I am quite content with the way my life is going. I know 2020 will be another year of successes and goal achievements for me. But, I feel quite alone. Been feeling it for a while now. I have no real family besides my grandparents, I have a very small circle of friends, only because I am very picky of who I consider a best friend. I've been through so much transformation from three years ago when a fake world I thought was real, fell apart, and my heart was utterly destroyed by someone I had loved. Now, I know boundaries, love myself (still a WIP), and am reaching my goals slowly. I just long to have people to talk to, and people that won't flake or stop talking. People with a genuine interest to converse and that's so rare to find these days apparently. I can only keep pushing forward and hope for the best this 2020. I hope the same for everyone! And my words to reach a state of optimism from my experience: There is no light at the end of the tunnel. You have to make 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lonely,eito_8,2020/01/01,"If you are bored hit me up We can text about anything, im a good listener no worries : 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lonely,Quister152,2020/01/01,Its still 2020 Its still 2019 in the west coast and i feel left 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lonely,177StingRay,2020/01/01,"Happy New Years! Like some of you here, I too am spending NYE all alone, and so my ""celebration"" involves a couple of sparklers and firecrackers, and watching the ball drop while eating ice cream (followed by crying myself to sleep tonight because my friends all ditched me). Anyways happy New Years! 🎆🎇✨🎉🎊🧨",2.6085467980295576,5.465619017241384,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,82.9655172413793,4.693596059113301,28.975369458128082,6.1826913282559595,1.3803714285714288,245,12,44,2,7,75,50,58,0.111,0.679,0.21,0.8118,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,4,2,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,7,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535770662740053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925022924463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090724137888594,0.2689417073508252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505291505993265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891602897072492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212666123311702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961488404505805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729297776550682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450135992606001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153337194338925 lonely,feirnd,2020/01/01,"Wish I could end it Everything makes me lonely. I have no friends no family. I am a coward, I am not man enough to take my life. I don’t have anyone to talk to. No gf no wife, I am a complete failure. 37 years old, not man enough to off myself, completely lost in life. Nothing to live for, not brave enough to kill myself. WHAT DO I DO. Tell me life is worth living. I used to think so. I’m tired of pretending it is worth living.",-1.2017558528428085,0.8535088913043509,1.278695652173912,98.49974916387959,95.95652173913044,4.56989966555184,14.685618729096987,6.297961479604792,-0.6359775919732438,326,7,78,4,13,110,56,92,0.29100000000000004,0.605,0.10400000000000001,-0.963,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,11,4,0,2,0,8,18,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,11,16,3,5,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948008506588247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328329431424576,0.0,0.0,0.12501148854064684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867796844130126,0.4853479638605382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071849152271482,0.0,0.14760390268933296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096857763913316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322578032223726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317782482120857,0.0,0.0,0.4147727670148072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091886657021862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451426892230743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502368437275863,0.0,0.1642979299584055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772405861576896,0.1258481396296442,0.13685245695015408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003262088066217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799586218045534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522954541795662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005221452560605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082843386582534 lonely,Garrett_Kat,2020/01/01,"I hate today Today was tough, it just reminded me of how alone and how I don’t have any friends, I just really need that connection, it’s hard to find. I guess I’m just am looking for a friend.",2.391428571428573,3.0852867142857145,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,23.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.28032380952381,150,4,36,3,3,51,33,42,0.2,0.653,0.147,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,9,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716071100420776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854825658515498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534132364250035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284252048834746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054363057202058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837306790152175,0.27373967820318845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232830976948922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055869019063921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762169163992603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525625554822367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,avolpone,2020/01/01,"I'm seeing all of these threads asking for anyone out there who is also spending NYE alone... It tugs at my heart. I've spent this entire day holed up in my room crying, but many of us can say the same. There's an aura of melancholy to it all. But a bit of solace as well.",1.154576271186443,2.520424118644073,2.812000000000001,95.91901694915256,79.0,4.7200000000000015,16.884745762711866,3.1291,-0.9583111864406776,209,3,49,0,5,69,50,59,0.09699999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.5023,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,6,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,11,5,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009385167657526,0.0,0.2323653483146011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317034851625432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716397796656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31722257455461744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191728640757731,0.18739088940820028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443218468780679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945880935840849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106956974499904,0.0,0.0,0.2315433060122126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951485545577266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612535306735146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spikerbuckeye,2020/01/01,"It doesn’t get better I’ve spent my entire 26 years as an adult (I am 44) with the wrong two partners. The last one I was with for a long time didn’t want me to have friends. Some I eradicated were honestly for the best. Some weren’t. Now I’m alone. I am great at making friends, but I put zero effort into anyone anymore. I feel like people are not worth the time, but I am also sad to be alone. My kids are my friends and that’s stupid. I am probably a burden. Is this just depression rearing its head again? Solitude is so delightful, but horribly addictive.",1.2596666666666678,3.455261452173918,2.923152173913042,91.17400362318844,82.30434782608695,6.268115942028986,21.757246376811594,7.492282038375204,0.8112463768115941,437,14,94,7,12,144,82,115,0.21899999999999997,0.578,0.204,-0.6304,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,1,0,7,0,15,2,1,1,0,14,21,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,5,0,3,5,1,12,8,9,15,3,10,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,8,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045145055195141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885993938679872,0.0,0.15002571701591788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605135098857134,0.13117608728499758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968773356093966,0.16591923838311068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158182894695552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948575022667778,0.13402332203828934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348238683661193,0.0,0.09801460606402383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068325089081961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253437243902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292114328194775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165314537410142,0.0,0.0,0.1660223815272338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125226180217435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712436473030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006000896434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226731340053808,0.0,0.0,0.18859241105245167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878514840386984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326046285537329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065286345637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511397302854487,0.0,0.12080991199115215 lonely,34thandvine,2020/01/01,"20 minutes to go and I'm alone I don't really care about New Year's. I want things to change but I don't think any specific date will make that difference. Actually not sure what would make that difference.... Happy New Years to all.",0.3662917933130707,2.8115709787234096,2.0924012158054737,92.02,94.53191489361704,6.941033434650456,17.352583586626142,7.957251820313856,0.9029477203647418,184,5,40,5,7,60,36,47,0.125,0.7440000000000001,0.132,0.3258,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,10,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.21477828986118205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279491973566459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967027906178726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243987199186848,0.0,0.2328284200733323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598991194650791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508349918793252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429229550537006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938265753270857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251329381105825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099673280812258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074343434029541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621951294174368,0.14102622853877078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981611298479645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634722150107014,0.0,0.0,0.2834643893496693 lonely,fijiwaterstorm,2020/01/01,Happy new year and new decade to everyone else with no friends At least I have my fish :/,1.125,3.451149277777777,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,84.0,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.2392444444444446,69,2,16,1,2,21,17,18,0.18100000000000002,0.551,0.268,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053026765184209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34922154638205183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282360649035573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890488305082224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059449907462094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353502255149671 lonely,domcioonline,2020/01/01,"Feeling extra lonely this New Year's Eve as the decade ends ""the best years of my life"" are about to come but the actual best years of my life were the years 2010-2018. At midnight I decide to watch the YouTube Poops and [GMOD]s that I used to watch at the beggining of last decade and they still give me a good laugh like back in the day but back then I didn't feel as lonely as I do now. I wish I could go few years back before all the innocence got ripped from me. Everything so hard and stressful these days. I don't want the year 2020. I feel like it's going to bring even more pain into my life. I just want peace for couple more years. Happy New Year or decade or something",4.137973395931142,4.394090809859153,4.191502347417842,93.11351330203443,70.47887323943662,7.437871674491394,21.411580594679187,6.937597516519254,0.18332613458528968,533,8,124,4,9,164,88,142,0.115,0.638,0.24600000000000002,0.9785,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,1,10,0,6,5,1,1,1,20,19,12,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,6,15,7,17,15,7,29,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,2,23,75,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.11704166264502475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766735171154642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020579471526626,0.0,0.2517339356098099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331550433636914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576030475954428,0.13270852149906726,0.0,0.15469948283855706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622899284217063,0.0,0.0,0.07921756311648477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779205808062282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193195494407693,0.0856833474908863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150549432746558,0.13632644830048235,0.10059785352193006,0.095924945611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767565953054025,0.10744040867807113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977650401382185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414613114575324,0.11719077223706292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316726981753477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762191679089402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233371858755164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578221283555824,0.0,0.13738795857444802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358745930385156,0.0,0.0,0.14148444623220766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379221632897906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617886350647179 lonely,artemis991,2020/01/01,"Going into 2020 alone. I pulled up to my house and thought ""wow no one even thought of me at all today."" Not one invite to a party or to just hang out. Nothing. I see everyone else with their best friend and their close knit group of friends and its depressing. I have my family but a good friend is something i truly need. I wouldve like to go sit at the bar tonight with a friend but i dont have any. Ill just get drunk at home alone. Cheers to all my fellow lonely reddit users! Happy New Year!",0.13687826736370567,2.4429629417475742,1.3621359223301006,99.40861090365948,89.48543689320387,4.33427931292009,15.690067214339061,5.8734145424116955,-0.7730770724421209,385,8,88,3,13,121,74,103,0.115,0.5529999999999999,0.33299999999999996,0.9853,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,12,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,19,11,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,2,0,4,3,2,0,2,2,1,12,10,15,9,3,16,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,5,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465057510027449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375695341438975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555130066396465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440790538306454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605232244629955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397419788935898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048765599950107,0.0,0.0,0.1598443568206419,0.0,0.0,0.1576978292360479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169641656322477,0.0,0.08739752356636556,0.0,0.19013952374815046,0.14030753531102078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807394969947318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779668449439258,0.0,0.0,0.19302004705857653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172514540875878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240368913844175,0.0,0.1615612269140065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605108245476486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267081429704271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330145971622365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878124162258173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656051771800441,0.0,0.0,0.15856301945262458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772360930982458 lonely,peg-me-mommy,2020/01/01,“You should smile more” What the fuck does that even mean? I’m a guy and I already have dead eyes. Smiling at nothing will not do me any favors,-1.003,1.0234313666666708,0.12333333333333485,104.86500000000002,102.0,2.4000000000000004,16.0,3.1291,-1.4087999999999998,111,3,26,0,5,34,29,30,0.215,0.586,0.2,-0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224188682790843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603106866830189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33498257217236593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528295347226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538836765582042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790228067032269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169711057971828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367297837221884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yogurteatingfish,2020/01/01,Not sure what to do. I graduated high school about 2 years ago. I had a group of friends that I had known since before 5th grade and we always hung out and did everything together. However after graduating we all really stopped talking. They stopped inviting me to things and we dont really talk anymore. Since starting college I've tried making a few friends but to no avail. I cant shake the feeling that I'm too boring or that theres something wrong with me that I cant see. I have a girlfriend and weve been together for years now. We do everything together. Recently however she doesnt initiate talking with me and usually replies with one or two words now and sees no problem with it. She says she talks like that to everyone but I've seen her texting other people and it's nothing like that. She rarely engages with me and with her as my only friend left I feel incredibly lonely. I always feel like there is something wrong with me and I just cant shake the it.,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.51604166666667,84.058125,73.58333333333334,8.133333333333335,29.1875,8.841846274778883,2.38436875,776,33,152,16,16,251,110,192,0.16,0.725,0.115,-0.8432,2,2,2,0,0,0,13.0,5,0,1,0,7,15,0,2,5,0,14,0,0,1,2,38,23,14,0,1,6,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,12,21,0,2,4,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,6,7,27,8,17,17,2,16,0,1,3,0,22,3,0,2,14,100,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153809694411224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093963878526608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478663303152294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706956067461136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746837750574907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023314827217438,0.2261704967598572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908658270325331,0.0898908769863486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916410238723997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329431975425335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671146913015247,0.0,0.0,0.18441823760826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399053978217184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073445788756307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526367245750854,0.09569714930707643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723264047519512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039950334667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121607356848516,0.0,0.1242390421104174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000627286417726,0.0,0.12734370256241884,0.20053575227484385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081708890048831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373563667382526,0.0,0.0,0.08906104087556672,0.0,0.0,0.21039411306900466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859051518658505,0.0,0.0,0.404540099148888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359390776679834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542831440679075,0.0,0.12291475448047272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858073015576772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751442754481583,0.0,0.1620570028017322 lonely,nllhz2010,2020/01/01,"Have I brainwashed myself that it’s good to be lonely? I’m turning 20 soon. I’ve wasted all of my youth either being alone or brainwashing myself to enjoy being alone. I feel like I have no one to hang out or talk to all the time. I’m friends with everyone but I never truly connect with anyone. At a young age my family has always told me that I shall never fall in love or choose friends over family because they will always betray me. During holidays my family would guilt me into not hanging out with my friends because family should always be more important. I know it’s stupid but unfortunately my friends all have proven it to be true, that everyone will always choose someone over me, but not my family. As time went on I just do everything by myself. Eat, travel, go to concerts, movies, karaoke, go shopping, etc. My friends already don’t hang out with me, now they think I like being alone, and they hang out with me less. They all know my family is strict about this (despite being 19!) , plus I’m not that fun to hang out with, so it’s never worth the trouble to ask me out. I have never dated, not that anyone in interested in me anyway. I keep telling myself that this is good, that this will always be how things will be, so have to love it. And sometimes I do. But most of the time it’s hard. Right now I can’t even go to crowded, loud places (ex. night clubs) because I get depressive episode. Seeing people having fun with each other reminds me of how lonely I am. I don’t drink because I’m scared that if I let me guard down, people will know that I’m so lonely and insecure inside, instead of the image that I put out, which is being independent and chill. It’s Jan 1st, 2020 today. My family doesn’t want me to leave the house, and no one asked to hang out anyway. I spend last night crying in my bed as I listened to the fireworks, thinking how many times I have to do this until I’m over this whole lonely bs. Sorry for the long post I just needed to vent a bit haha. Happy new year everyone!!",2.842549019607844,4.5814128024691385,4.118798111837329,86.74900326797386,75.2962962962963,6.641249092229488,22.035221496005807,7.39963492309942,0.7860297748729126,1575,41,316,19,34,517,187,405,0.18100000000000002,0.693,0.126,-0.9706,0,11,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,4,0,16,28,1,3,9,1,38,4,0,4,9,66,66,23,0,5,15,1,2,2,5,8,0,3,1,0,25,23,2,2,8,6,3,13,14,10,0,2,2,6,50,18,52,45,12,58,0,5,1,2,19,21,0,5,25,225,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327500990217088,0.08266419324876607,0.0,0.31165238299927034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475654461171703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006002797490116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265587471366412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178147309846226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228426691833005,0.0,0.0,0.06451920629309876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733825229041337,0.0,0.07665083895614021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354358796746328,0.04947683706093649,0.0,0.0,0.2147369258397736,0.06732358184605862,0.0,0.4943242583956522,0.0,0.037876355262740906,0.05351516577717092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893734096124413,0.0,0.03913697864168602,0.0,0.12771791767453805,0.12566060887446678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974226364362387,0.06710395251755931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643518890340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658276163525204,0.0,0.0,0.12350445412733015,0.061061016911892065,0.0,0.07931805393279137,0.0,0.07659975848993994,0.0,0.07319372769006448,0.0,0.0,0.06629230745088042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521700161435835,0.0,0.0,0.07594619734865728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055544241653561865,0.2310984513368576,0.07234779692878437,0.0,0.14059446757859226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015208599428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386525023934008,0.0,0.07826419719596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174233135720565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530446185257933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397206941430858,0.0,0.0,0.07499720290306601,0.0,0.05969295431875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347034380983435,0.0,0.07408713959904438,0.08385474521475213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020919807232958,0.06547396498228297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976636097099297,0.09599761419851606,0.0,0.0,0.17472068753930853,0.0,0.07100518701729934,0.07157897527992453,0.0,0.0,0.08147972678953404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044183402123809216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944160266776668,0.0,0.08363347528374178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321336465628952,0.0,0.0,0.04823908532788713 lonely,peepeeEnima,2020/01/01,"Interesting title I'm past being lonely. I'm past being cynical. I'm past a point of no return. I hope this is my last post, but I'm hopless. Happy new year everyone!",-1.019047619047619,0.966537428571428,3.5421428571428564,80.05702380952383,103.28571428571428,6.904761904761906,17.261904761904766,7.793537801064563,1.4583333333333337,130,4,25,4,6,50,25,35,0.138,0.617,0.245,0.7177,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625165314717376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743356435482189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559628318820075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006694072663185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488966142026608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380361829484012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436179673195965,0.0,0.2468136436468253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595591738837626 lonely,Toniivana,2020/01/01,"First breakdown of 2020 :) As much as I love my mum she can be really cruel sometimes. I told her in the heat of the moment during an argument that I felt suicidal because no one listens to me and she told me “everyone would laugh if I killed myself” I confronted her about it today just a few hours ago on New Years and she said that I was trying to threaten her by saying I wanted to kill myself when I was just trying to get her to listen to me and my emotions and she said that she thinks okay to say that to someone. I’ve been crying non stop for 2 hours. She never shows me any sort of affection and ignores me throughout the day and when I told her she used the same excuse of “you’re always wanting to talk when I’m doing something” we’d had a separate argument that I don’t even remember the details of which is why she was mad at me and I don’t even remember it being a big deal and she wanted me to apologise to her which I said I wasn’t going to because nothing could be worse than literally telling someone no one would care if they died. And now she’s playing the victim saying how I treat her like shit and that I don’t care about her which is a complete lie that she full heartedly believes is true. I couldn’t live without her but dang, sometimes she really hurts my feelings :/ I also can’t keep friends, I’ve been to 4 schools primary and I’m talk to none of the people from them except one person. I’ve lost all my childhood friends. I feel very replaceable and that no one really missed me enough to talk to me. I’m also an only child and I’m very scared that in the future I’ll never get married and my parents will die and I’ll be all alone. The fact that my parents smoke doesn’t help either lol. I feel so ugly and worthless Sorry for the rambling lol I just wanted to get some things off my chest. Advice would be very helpful also",4.202642487046632,4.644634518134716,5.227454922279795,85.0846435233161,70.39896373056996,7.937658031088081,27.357098445595852,7.839951260653429,1.512137948186528,1468,46,306,17,25,484,191,386,0.17600000000000002,0.705,0.11900000000000001,-0.972,2,1,2,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,2,2,16,24,7,1,16,3,29,4,3,3,6,56,61,29,5,11,9,3,4,1,2,4,0,8,0,2,16,16,0,3,7,2,0,1,14,13,0,5,15,12,62,11,39,34,10,26,0,4,0,1,51,7,2,4,19,214,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975544517768139,0.0723487794874383,0.0,0.0,0.08453087038870373,0.0,0.19580788812583316,0.06791210135945376,0.0,0.0,0.05550253787741267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950625243160012,0.0,0.0,0.09195470673621256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642847905412328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855741478263644,0.0,0.0,0.06516474355622101,0.0,0.08965273137762372,0.05263638285596532,0.08414381474852553,0.0,0.0,0.16941166738031455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180843592545604,0.0,0.08433245074704325,0.0,0.10781486543086577,0.0,0.0,0.07798879279590575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380442207637295,0.0,0.07836537214622956,0.0,0.0,0.06942360254157721,0.0,0.0,0.12611459046264925,0.0,0.12792495447194355,0.0,0.04638497165259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671685008371568,0.10941266245856113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075312777814174,0.0,0.08737296850265715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254517378383357,0.1805948186650791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039874072242980035,0.0,0.07206953886705089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909488431014742,0.0,0.07366276675620052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059998079591088715,0.0,0.1258965301352935,0.0788264615671539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831396544823155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212238797657944,0.06207360661947895,0.0,0.0,0.18125262447553167,0.0,0.0,0.056583133859717735,0.0712650462636848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685832656282367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849128981624716,0.0,0.2329101229348229,0.19471597116389014,0.08171311889568424,0.0826010278839414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377894799370897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830808481714515,0.06283295681293645,0.1614431208727219,0.0913638442563866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823568676947958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927603912593833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680259410702375,0.07133708562550183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542228831691807,0.05229704681682655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736362243341315,0.2339663783877172,0.0,0.11082552868186996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049111046718112,0.0,0.2020283698332131,0.19255990630077496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736468854522523,0.0,0.0,0.07867612938486457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317496414779067,0.17393568658629358,0.0,0.0,0.052558841693222016 lonely,ducj3,2020/01/01,Happy new year May you loneliness get filled or if not embrace it,1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,94.3846153846154,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,53,2,10,1,2,17,13,13,0.258,0.542,0.2,-0.016,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148462551981369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.641504632206732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820181762983871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880702061525912 lonely,-just_another_nerd,2020/01/01,"Always the same It never changes. I sit here alone again, with nothing but Netflix and ice cream. I tried to make a difference, to meet new people, to make plans with friends, to exist as a person in the lives of others. I suppose I thought living in their lives would make them want to live in mine. I was wrong. Hope y’all are having a better new years than me.",2.8481278538812766,4.481309726027399,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,75.02739726027397,5.414611872146119,21.755707762557076,5.46131890053228,-0.01963744292237424,282,7,60,1,6,87,55,73,0.073,0.754,0.17300000000000001,0.8248,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,10,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,13,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064685534807995,0.0,0.0,0.14513168377720662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426060425528906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451357762889264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223211722639407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475671122175642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323873931977912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160653736488099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34928076606135666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452370810566494,0.3369124755215004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736100696712772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092109250141392,0.15229710098300944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847025592762666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841995212286173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287762736678403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390319524744135,0.1907012455513249,0.0,0.11232097136772083 lonely,bayfarm,2020/01/01,"I realize you have to reach out and not cut yourself off from the world Its so easy to want to isolate yourself and say nobody cares about me. I realize it keeps you lonely and nobody is gonna know what you're going through if you seclude yourself from the world. A lot of times i don't want to say hi or connect with others but its better than curling up in a ball. Theres people that care about you. You just have to have the courage to open up.",4.090886524822693,4.391363265957445,4.5795744680851085,90.13333333333335,70.59574468085106,7.117730496453903,27.368794326241137,6.42735559955562,0.960530496453901,353,11,78,2,6,112,64,94,0.032,0.748,0.221,0.9493,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,13,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,19,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,1,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572467723912214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931132356572554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530548605083403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853449480995794,0.0,0.0,0.15985199407170886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472833260844821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016494160007967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626156146172648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960592943439814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431198486371104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Deadspace10,2020/01/01,Who else is spending New Years alone? Just chilling by myself with a couple of beers and watching TV. Really hope the upcoming decade will be better btw.,3.9270238095238135,6.85847575,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,77.21428571428572,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5848190476190482,123,4,20,2,3,38,28,28,0.096,0.7140000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.6115,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40556765221902097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463282600583065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332852945638384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32712199513170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889357976585037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781986723136324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086165934628896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521701945200819 lonely,brandonbrunner,2020/01/01,Hi I know this is probably gonna get buried but I just need someone to talk to Hi most of my friends are just out doing stuff for New Year’s Eve and I’m alone I find comfort in friendship more then family and idk why but I pushed a lot of my friends away when I was together with my ex and now that she has moved on I kinda took the burden of re building relationships and finding new ones so I would really appreciate someone to talk to it could be anyone I don’t care who you are just HMU,2.4798113207547168,3.544137500000001,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,74.94339622641509,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.1275698113207548,389,12,90,6,8,130,79,106,0.065,0.721,0.214,0.9653,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,20,17,9,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,13,4,13,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,7,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794778769403125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688777076142246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049667230443935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502036181378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488871734931666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107339802179228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317198720668024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804059412188573,0.0,0.09481038139597998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973095187137017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427897309345204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287347663008486,0.0,0.13455741649702915,0.0,0.3505289604890899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296850427505998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565493243852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162540790258258,0.0,0.0,0.19483044814306494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075172234953665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773928734215166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291716797305524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161941395542865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637480973241735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891080439848754,0.0,0.0,0.11686047919035715 lonely,IntelligentPattern8,2020/01/01,"Consciously Uncoupled 2 years ago So almost another year gone by and I find myself comfortably numb and emotionally absent from any desire to come.. romance ..close to any other human....distrust? Likely. Who would care to put any effort to start something anew after a long term sole mate commitment was shattered to pieces? I have figured out how to get through the black hole cycles, only to continue to live this purposeless, meaningless existence....sounds depressing? Maybe so, but to me it is just a statement of facts. I do foolishly dream about finding someone that feels like me...not wanting or seeking any emotional attention or attachment....and absolutely ....positively no physical (sexual) contact. It’s an impossible dream, perhaps a fantasy of mine....to find a free spirited, artistically minded human creature, male or female, to share, explore artistic experiences, concepts, design and engage the senses to create artwork for our enjoyment.... Cheers 🥂",8.226371308016876,10.755887860759497,8.215886075949367,59.610073839662455,62.79746835443038,11.595780590717304,39.74894514767932,11.374738998889045,5.807669198312236,774,42,98,25,12,250,126,158,0.081,0.6890000000000001,0.23,0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,2,28,12,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,9,5,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,11,20,9,2,14,1,1,1,0,7,2,0,4,10,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440950901813843,0.0,0.16277522799691066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442171561560625,0.17045296162519813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657355304951507,0.0,0.0,0.14002663267182447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000827709494348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657047139651434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900986123340274,0.0,0.0,0.08219262987957092,0.11612923638388617,0.0,0.0,0.4457166370810581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849282138628877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883220356879255,0.0,0.14353893425640404,0.14385595056272166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330822249069646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413408626563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363030872235516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341254902680466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773221950483205,0.1251426857849773,0.0,0.0,0.11505717838312254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587907792054287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547432046988727,0.0,0.0,0.20936002202853712 lonely,phosTR,2020/01/01,"hurr durr new year, much happines and peace and... fuck you fucking happy people. I hope everyone fucking suffers and cry like i am because of my shitty ass existence, fuck you if you are happy, i fucking hate you.",4.900916666666671,6.528527925000006,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.75,7.333333333333335,33.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.6268333333333334,167,8,28,2,3,54,29,40,0.371,0.373,0.256,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,9,1,2,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,2,3,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618170827440757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913343118953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644146559574974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8051572584509067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708468633104306,0.0,0.1719718671902512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300525024706334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509811199104518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804619666577916,0.0,0.0,0.16822919448565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207581165188433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216958652415662 lonely,dumbfatandugly,2020/01/01,"Alone for the New Year So I was having a pretty good day. I did not mind spending the New Year at home, but I literally just went on Snapchat for a quick second to see all my ""friends"" at a New Years party. That hit me so hard😓. I don't want to be like this next year.",0.5839999999999996,1.7250827333333376,2.4633333333333347,98.77500000000002,80.0,5.466666666666668,18.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.6244333333333332,204,4,54,1,5,68,46,60,0.055,0.76,0.185,0.8295,0,1,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,7,4,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,11,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075789667915607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292569911872861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484719526250104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810626160546116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795406642975354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104175643606897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979171121734474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023712493467656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807126570223192,0.2131533492292821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390340662413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971209251001062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182153520116131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579518798976707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162663062273734 lonely,JamesonRae,2020/01/01,"Happy New Year to my lonely pals out there I moved to a brand new city for grad school five months ago with my boyfriend. He works nights and I go to school during the day and I'm alone 98% of the time. I've never had issues making friends at school until now where I just don't click with anyone in my department. Now it's New Year's Eve, and I've been alone since this morning and it's two hours until midnight and I'm just so sad. I can hear the party in the apartment next door and hearing all the laughter hurts. I feel bad for venting even though it's appropriate here because I'm sure there are so many more people alone more often than I am, but this has been happening for months and I'm just so down about it. I hope you all have a happy new year, and if you're lonely and don't want to be, I'm hanging out with ya in spirit and thinking of you!!",3.4896014492753618,3.8077406413043486,4.178043478260872,92.41840579710146,71.93478260869566,6.785507246376812,22.94202898550725,5.985473137389443,0.2009072463768118,674,14,157,3,12,215,106,184,0.096,0.7859999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7849,0,7,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,16,10,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,4,30,25,18,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,6,15,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,5,0,2,3,4,13,5,23,21,4,34,1,4,1,0,8,9,0,3,21,94,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606563448089,0.0,0.0,0.3717749130470037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366452995685546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990569925774206,0.07293968104054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716662788162648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903002780013764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060500419735716335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244402013057457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800185826998227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580922103484776,0.2547468143462692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269716447952839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884295305128685,0.11783462425607745,0.0,0.12809157813536018,0.0,0.0,0.12488719790572167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798696601113091,0.12130989861754753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101261147932205,0.12717276587466544,0.0,0.0,0.0922841784087103,0.4622484978591975,0.12725288613492244,0.11228673194688027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295269161783328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632872797586764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897863612384043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277203557617928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666915034919991,0.11755898528609145,0.0,0.06977093531910866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688411204977385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057475185506959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710919459192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311588501395589 lonely,jjman824,2020/01/01,"Melancholy End to the Decade. I'm 28 and don't have pretty much any family. Holidays pretty much turn into just normal days but it doesn't stop the feelings or the memories of days past. you think of the phone calls and we'll wishes of family when that midnight hits, or Christmas day so you spend it doing what you can in hopes that you'll feel those happy times again. Every day I think about when I will die, not out of a morose attitude, but just because I know that no one would even notice and I honestly wonder how long it will take for someone to find my body. I have a hereditary illness and one day it will take me. But it makes me at peace to know that the few loved ones I have left have their own lives and are happy, that's all I can ask of anything. As long as they are happy my own doesn't matter.",5.795575279421435,4.890433396449706,6.046942800788955,85.15425378040764,67.10650887573965,9.16791584483892,26.47008547008547,8.167268648758528,1.3549403024326103,640,13,140,7,9,205,103,169,0.095,0.703,0.20199999999999999,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,2,0,9,6,0,0,7,0,18,3,1,2,1,32,35,16,1,4,8,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,8,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,18,6,16,28,6,19,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,4,14,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391329389372243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154413073810012,0.0,0.11535830371149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522086127843415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370647830386189,0.0,0.0,0.12600078585755606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39790002700872973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280652342899007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929194680016066,0.0,0.0,0.08150168294100822,0.0,0.1039661825056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326529305489053,0.0,0.12478512697903114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278141612031707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940709880348547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255975290625215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563007742647634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340697674916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896064625176397,0.21840258772545015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136941898927684,0.0,0.08236757465732117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142004594117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209015671252724,0.0,0.1404867996675528,0.0,0.0,0.2508483190457577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779513917828816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510755364415275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455275932402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316431386568238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555638932336369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813393863202205,0.0,0.0,0.0719530133945579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421906599934305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189894236526074,0.0,0.13381735137319056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765675075590758,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Annekke,2020/01/01,"Happy next year!! This new year might be shit so I’m wishing for you to have happy next year! I wish I could give every single one of you a hug! Next year we can all have a big new year party together and everyone is invited! My house? (I have had a few drinks on my own. Felt sad and soppy. Might delete later.)",-0.8501515151515129,1.2785773181818172,1.573030303030304,96.84621212121212,94.0,4.751515151515153,13.393939393939394,6.42735559955562,-0.7082606060606054,237,4,55,3,9,80,47,66,0.086,0.667,0.247,0.9108,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,10,3,1,0,1,10,15,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,8,3,4,9,4,13,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,11,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707530240174925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364547759483984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354545356908465,0.1401150530524319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407916173863248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066467635540694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121891996149055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919592703633582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111096369790964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832400258668213,0.467840708113608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936298068802897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051767468096686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372436839168747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472137382065413 lonely,002_M4Y0_03,2020/01/01,"Anyone lonely on New Years Eve? I'm open to anyone who is in need of a friend before the year ends so I can try to brighten up your year. I want everyone here to be happy today and I'm here to be your friend and the person to comfort you. Please DM me if you're lonely and need someone to talk to and please be 13-18 years old (I don't have time for creeps) I want to see happiness in everyone's faces today :) Remember you're beautiful and you're special to me~",1.1757555555555539,2.8214014200000013,3.2573333333333347,91.49922222222223,79.8,6.4444444444444455,20.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.4361777777777776,362,9,82,5,9,123,61,100,0.044000000000000004,0.644,0.312,0.9816,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,12,14,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,15,11,0,16,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,1,11,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223515068926085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352963843020925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082586452674484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386059552292305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456843681527145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385146493693005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579139378171676,0.0,0.15356216384476226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668426375609943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883173864686846,0.0,0.3490661720122609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801148002847019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267015668838924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471928309031014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277973225424678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927135586222184,0.0,0.3014248014576473,0.0,0.0,0.10794984105134042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875633847657899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40956040898573576 lonely,ThatBaboonGuy,2020/01/01,"The girl I like spent the last hour asking me if my step-brother is cute and to send pics of him She makes me hate myself beacause she's always about male Hollywood stars and how they are so pretty and all but now that she discovered that I have a step brother she is asking me if he is cute, if he has na Instagram acount or if I have any pic of him. This is just destroying me on a completly new level.",1.3062790697674416,3.120295151162793,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,80.04651162790697,6.625581395348838,20.05232558139535,7.645422480735847,0.5162372093023251,317,8,72,5,8,105,59,86,0.08,0.8059999999999999,0.114,0.2635,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,13,11,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,3,5,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,5,5,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507554017420421,0.0,0.0,0.2049349218262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634612552109095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159698991400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297530301098101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967785882809119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245648367568474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722912123507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115993175993885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910550644509508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065911433430709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1BitElectricTheWolf,2020/01/01,"Got rejected again on New Years Eve This is my forth time being denied. She said she was sorry when in reality she’s not sorry, i might as well give up trying to find love...",2.2325000000000017,3.783030583333337,4.167777777777779,86.555,76.5,7.022222222222222,17.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,0.2927888888888881,135,2,29,2,3,46,33,36,0.221,0.727,0.053,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,5,2,5,3,0,9,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147652221174777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639430816483567,0.0,0.0,0.22005769618330429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483280945709017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918841766839209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265735674408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617248377600957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160020959286421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604386094231626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680463400504171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473873921061843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771836381564213 lonely,justbriar23,2020/01/01,Help I am in high school and I have a lot of aquintences and I need tips on how to go from casual friends to real friends,-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,87.14814814814815,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.1190888888888888,95,3,24,1,3,31,22,27,0.0,0.64,0.36,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550852314849115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260359182319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389502204622121,0.3766551793916447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030782054462303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643355701926917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057678904472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607906686440156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brandito128,2020/01/01,"Spending New Year's Eve with family, but still lonely. It's already hard to believe that we are ushering in a new decade, but spending this time with family is terrible. I can't connect with any of them, and seeing my friends go out and party and have fun with each other sucks as well. Just kinda sucks overall, hopefully 2020 will be better.",6.302272727272726,6.727229378787879,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.81818181818181,9.630303030303034,31.65151515151515,9.516144504307137,2.8871333333333333,273,10,49,5,4,88,55,66,0.17800000000000002,0.573,0.25,0.8076,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,3,9,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,9,9,1,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,2,6,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115628608227216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709688967269154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768404126010011,0.0,0.21731789379805092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632827441763324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898413713549304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964738887840075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011535866980864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405374356565945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746325863825306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580569485076385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962309748435458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328033357903486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209302872398511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582345476009463 lonely,Niceniceaway,2020/01/01,"End of 2019 was the worst So me 15m had a gf for bout 3 months and she just broke up with me a day before 2020 i feel devastated and i dont even have anyone to talk to. No friends no nothing, she was the only one i could talk to.",-2.7911111111111104,-1.1290320555555553,0.3721296296296313,104.41708333333335,101.03703703703705,3.4407407407407407,12.305555555555555,5.148860815047168,-1.6347333333333336,175,3,49,1,8,61,42,54,0.262,0.685,0.053,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,7,1,7,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118588680385148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578236525447901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419142480396622,0.0,0.0,0.19540460505522855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35510406023737234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683607470543587,0.0,0.0,0.2001231852903941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320172655812087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340906650870199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418451144706029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907287442337275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531504307918716,0.2304388699927215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870665635790254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YoungWhiteAbs,2020/01/01,m 19 lonely on new years i know alot of you are also lonely and its comforting but I just wanted to post this cause I miss a special someone and was wishing i could spend my new years with them oh well 😔 Wish i couls go to a party and gwt drunk but i wasnt invited to none so sitting at home sober sad yet again 🤕,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,84.0,5.142857142857143,18.57142857142857,6.1826913282559595,-0.2945714285714285,245,6,59,2,7,83,55,70,0.16399999999999998,0.609,0.22699999999999998,0.705,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,9,3,7,7,2,11,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915241549799644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460274525550316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912173594774305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361105916298607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023312512670594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162025051983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626117441808414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937011526022175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029234316735849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126042248707849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533486839024074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508151199792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084540006544919 lonely,7ethan99,2020/01/01,"When does the dread end? Every successful person I see speak on the ""mental issues"" of todays youth says ""everybody feels like that at your age."" But whenever i talk about how i feel with anyone i know they act like i should ""just be happy"" even though im in a constant state of existential dread about wasting my life and being stuck alone. Other people get to go to parties or hang out with their friend group but i cant even talk to one stranger on the internet... i finally figured out a path to financial success but if i never find anyone i know how to relate with what good is it? And that's assuming i'm able to use that money to create an otherwise meaningful life. I just want to be fulfilled and half of everyone says ""chase your wildest dreams"" while the other half says ""pfft better learn to love what you were born with"". How the fuck do you relate to someone else? When does the dread of wasting your entire life go away??",3.638688524590165,5.454064781420769,4.192043715846996,86.73724590163934,73.31693989071039,7.284371584699452,23.67540983606557,8.021203637495839,1.2253318032786888,737,21,145,11,15,233,116,183,0.1,0.682,0.218,0.9773,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,2,3,12,13,1,3,9,0,8,5,0,4,1,32,22,15,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,1,3,4,0,1,8,9,0,0,9,1,1,4,2,4,0,3,2,7,18,9,27,16,0,23,0,0,1,2,17,7,1,3,13,93,26,3,0.14312200232433764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823123107050445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001484635549656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134467832471933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657978036972475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466403948978288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049405743236325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956006792776823,0.0,0.12676361319845272,0.0,0.0,0.18906146543894686,0.0,0.12058645975959875,0.13675920657957008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473356942038165,0.10224638705763507,0.0,0.15678315779810648,0.1308109172507539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057570396630614,0.1323139849116297,0.07477533907166327,0.0,0.16267906433751791,0.12004394517224695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235603281707666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459632236919096,0.14938218616303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731221902747522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303273908586416,0.13984436192818436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917319495375984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423331568872966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038451138409952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969831728015046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922277567100446,0.12496861195663415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144908223457004,0.0,0.0,0.11404970578439005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126680812095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007208820641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406166406135652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566292338699273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361145740046145,0.0,0.0,0.08441706513411003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Inocent-Onion,2020/01/01,"Why ghosting? So this is mostly just a rant cause i am so tired of people who are ghosting, i don't get why people post about wanting to talk with someone then you talk with them have a nice conversation with them poof nothing they don't come back, if you want someone to talk then you ghosted really why do it even if you like the person i think at least have the respect to finish the conversation.",5.351125,5.795896862500001,5.547500000000002,83.78750000000002,67.875,7.9,28.5,7.554174236665415,1.531075,319,10,64,3,5,101,52,80,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11699999999999999,0.3734,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,3,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,13,6,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,9,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,3,5,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687967052183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962262598406085,0.0,0.16454354643264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616440154519587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979808293998432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933208689098873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183285199938276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648531700126492,0.16678798191727778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829407221401648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236987184214387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236948203771864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605947687979293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239547093729612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195450274359547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253326129281723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170872416313912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxxsynnerxxx,2020/01/01,She must be having a better year ending day today. Hope you’re happy & doing much better <3 I miss you.,0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,91.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-1.8784121212121208,85,0,15,0,3,29,20,22,0.057,0.5,0.44299999999999995,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35197089941121323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746004207664533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209499030754032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771745877957106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34580499471279885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226457363717413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879945466298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079163695531962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919040775304207 lonely,KenPC,2020/01/01,"It's new year's It's New Year's Eve. For some people it's the best time of year. For many other people it's the worst time of year, because they get reminded that everyone else has friends and they don't. And the best thing you can do when you know someone who will be spending tonight alone is to invite them to whatever you're doing. No matter what it is. For some, when you see the Facebook statuses and pics with friends, when you see the snap chat story of someone else's party, new York times square commercials, it only brews and brews resentment and it makes society a crappier place to live. It takes the smallest amount of effort to say ""hey, you want to come with?"" To make someone's life that much better",5.2556332556332555,5.7331099790209805,5.2122610722610725,85.99309246309247,68.0909090909091,8.593317793317793,28.47630147630148,8.515128840125781,1.8212725718725715,569,18,117,8,9,177,83,143,0.073,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.9001,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,3,4,3,7,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,15,18,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,5,15,16,7,17,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,2,15,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454434762663873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507582068159653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929238335127045,0.1234314229473181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022047610782415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317261680969265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335766123117718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565081633254304,0.0,0.07291548836650631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669973428949654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985769079660728,0.0,0.0,0.12323597794969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186317702095584,0.1414941638687991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259427394354616,0.0,0.0,0.4043701222008189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614334068000099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935097114891802,0.0,0.14581279286791782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098546166211434,0.0,0.0,0.22242600564753767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547517930335125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493340435151964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271892313523428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413952038106798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231740045767859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35949391977744466 lonely,throwaway63843,2020/01/01,"this is my 8th year in a row spending new years alone i’m 16, no job, can’t drive, abusive household (grandmother’s the bad one), i have no friends in real life and i dont think my mom likes me all that much and she goes to parties every new years and i get it but its really hard on me every year. every time i sob my eyes out until i get tired and go to sleep. this year is even worse cause i’m stuck in the middle of a nowhere town i’m unfamiliar with in a room where if i make more than a peep i get yelled at by the woman i’m staying with. so i’m sitting alone in the dark desperately trying for human contact because i dont know what else to do. i hope everyone spending tonight alone is doing okay. this probably sounds pathetic jdbdjsbaj sorry folks",2.684855072463765,3.72381702484472,4.300885093167704,88.12391563147,74.40372670807453,7.35424430641822,25.217908902691512,7.793537801064563,1.1590741200828159,595,19,133,8,12,200,106,161,0.23199999999999998,0.698,0.07,-0.9763,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,1,9,4,2,2,1,16,23,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,7,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,2,0,1,1,4,15,4,18,22,3,26,0,1,1,0,6,12,1,2,11,72,22,1,0.0,0.15164369182076787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976678660555626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068638168858696,0.07801970034083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147792667257135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999996718739959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691673348216203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845342205906699,0.0,0.3235037568094281,0.1222970837548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988824552835689,0.0,0.20060380870793687,0.0,0.07273797374977188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465123200253792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271199908253937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700737006367252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033831983689316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040101827313808,0.0625279938043014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854323306506476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498968526611828,0.0,0.0,0.09408518713816724,0.0,0.0,0.24722132570012295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867273180618917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379916561237332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567725033033382,0.0819917632332295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807945214213792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327099205690624,0.0,0.1364171356462604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200891545311101,0.0,0.0,0.07463026144946669,0.14710225350062198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689478627303218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304297090905145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120972279591565 lonely,sadudethrowaway,2020/01/01,I don’t even know if I want to go out tbh My friends are having a party and I just feel more alone than ever. I feel like me going would be more of a burden than anything.,-1.5884615384615373,0.3069891282051316,1.0673846153846152,101.30261538461541,93.6153846153846,3.12,12.928205128205128,3.1291,-1.6726348717948716,132,2,33,0,5,45,32,39,0.133,0.633,0.23399999999999999,0.4817,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703779873853035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294284050959908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619922925718356,0.3234803578200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616385545871567,0.2554779501076483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762899990304601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064780681096527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965340996419279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747110677826964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109287122527798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540371710203888,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BIGGS0329,2020/01/01,"I hate myself, why? Why am alone here drinking alcohol wondering what the hell is so wrong with me that the only girl I've ever really had a chance with doesn't even want to be friends anymore, or why all my friends won't even talk to me. I feel dead, like if I died right now or fucking hung myself no one would care, not really. I'm sorry for putting this here but just needed to vent a tiny bit I guess.",4.531279069767444,4.152409569767444,5.250558139534885,88.05374418604653,69.5813953488372,8.74046511627907,26.50232558139535,8.238735603445708,1.331653953488372,317,8,73,4,5,103,66,86,0.18600000000000005,0.693,0.121,-0.7037,0,1,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,2,16,16,5,2,4,6,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,9,4,6,12,2,4,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849888591672734,0.0,0.17927707204444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166646156157153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897791802709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648469897703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796481424978258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169569902235708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286588711133684,0.15657683066766642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875234266248718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674697943634263,0.16002608650134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906866938520293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089819787337507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456682025559058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283497930325378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172955195195291,0.13164864380085686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401105507010536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178171030033828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782453814747715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937687665309847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912941974144344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209754151357013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685814044629838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771713292425046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296367970597255,0.1892552232464512,0.0,0.0 lonely,minimumevil,2020/01/01,"Hypithesis: Reducing emissions will reduce loneliness I believe a large part of social isolation stems from a globalized economy. The more resources are acquired and distributed locally, the better chances of human contact across all demographics in one region. The more we import from far regions, the more social contact happens between people who are not local to each other, thus they don't build reliable social networks. This is why millennials want to ditch the car. They're right about that. But we need to reduce CO2 emissions globally to reduce loneliness",7.983145161290324,11.116532838709679,7.3415994623655925,63.1323991935484,64.69892473118279,10.241397849462368,38.506720430107535,10.411451182825502,5.2910655913978495,466,25,56,13,8,145,71,93,0.086,0.852,0.062,-0.5106,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,12,7,6,9,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,0,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753737335668476,0.0,0.2161665604519351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613673224630825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812317616523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562296778349592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646792861797108,0.0,0.16944764853159006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873038304871872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474556235032338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441632033187831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054790377108627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unkown12Rt,2020/01/01,"Hopefully next years efforts for myself will be better, nye story if care to read So my coworkers hoping I can get into hanging out with them and stuff got invited to go to bars nye well they decided not to go and so I invited the guy I met not to long ago figured we can play some games n stuff and well turns out he is gay and just wanted me that way not to mention I found his Twitter and he is a self hating person. Nice. Seems only people who want anything to do with me that I try to be friends with just want something from me. Hopefully I’ll have better luck next year finding friends and maybe a relationship at least once. It’s tough to find good people to actually hang out with just tired of putting effort into myself studying and practicing social shit ( I have no problem talking to people just learning how to catch people’s interest) Good luck to rest of y’all",3.6330857142857127,5.318018451428571,4.591285714285714,84.40921428571431,73.05714285714284,7.2857142857142865,26.785714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6510000000000007,699,25,135,10,14,227,112,175,0.08,0.684,0.235,0.9804,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,2,4,9,21,2,0,3,0,10,4,1,1,0,43,26,11,0,8,8,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,17,1,0,7,4,0,6,4,4,2,0,3,0,17,17,27,20,3,19,0,0,0,1,19,6,1,8,6,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.11497591777075718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044408602757007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695632157763463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084055067157077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012596238618678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153718027789398,0.0,0.0,0.12918421554000942,0.1820558192488056,0.0,0.06155640491534663,0.0,0.1339203336278129,0.19764467238527847,0.09423190349052082,0.0,0.0,0.11666092584217168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163234581161968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510673456618243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426753065379828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836663709744738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506071069209817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547510247845098,0.0,0.08960788173184646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267278988959372,0.10287641052271176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273841002141928,0.0,0.11844225350579972,0.0,0.0,0.1178524921243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649524006915827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072594566676826,0.12291259006670263,0.0,0.12094116118400285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010327255521805,0.0,0.09070406038222703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269752816098285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946997419014091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541745700792351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999245901621273,0.12815498867626182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848094201941328,0.09352051468688448,0.0,0.0,0.21186975290610405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174521755374082 lonely,killingforcompany91,2020/01/01,"It just never ends I've been isolated for years. I feel like it's physically crushing me. I feel horrible. I need a hug so bad. I just want to belong.",-1.15625,0.8906433750000033,2.3934999999999995,89.3015,99.625,6.3100000000000005,18.9,7.554174236665415,0.9735175000000004,116,4,26,3,5,42,25,32,0.337,0.474,0.18899999999999997,-0.7669,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675500292240992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898880441899041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451584085221161,0.3144801798365894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506031339532056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264039800760669,0.3395106858071957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596423657462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834754598767964 lonely,Elcucey,2020/01/01,"2020 rap 2019 was just like every other year..miserable, lonely and unsuccessful. Will 2020 just be a repeat of every other year that I've had? [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpfFPtwKbgM&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpfFPtwKbgM&feature=youtu.be)",23.114285714285717,31.21114328571429,11.161428571428573,27.508571428571447,44.714285714285715,7.085714285714286,17.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.539328571428571,244,3,19,3,4,57,23,28,0.184,0.732,0.083,-0.466,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7055651536460876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486564854163697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590695096982166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193456403198901 lonely,ltina0403,2020/01/01,"New Years Is anybody living alone or going to be alone for new years? Do you want to talk about life, goals, etc and be internet pen pals? Feel free to message me. Anything creepy I will block . I feel alone this new yrs and would like to have conversations with people in a similar boat.",3.0941071428571405,5.1818759107142895,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,75.60714285714286,6.622857142857143,21.91428571428571,7.554174236665415,0.6794257142857143,225,6,47,3,5,69,44,56,0.14800000000000002,0.738,0.114,-0.2869,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039062911369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994470136716407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216766818015379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965521761292317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046132640222048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728477536251854,0.09495624880414848,0.0,0.17162664054371185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631527964821111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474726394035952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622211828488294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464070098595835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807034163924425,0.0,0.0,0.25032760227082584 lonely,MorniingRose,2020/01/01,"I've spent the whole decade alone, wishing things were different. I'll spend this next decade feeling the same exact way, with no way to ever change anything. What kind of life is this, I ask? It's not one.",2.305243902439024,4.545214097560977,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,78.75609756097559,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.21534634146341425,162,4,35,1,4,48,35,41,0.10300000000000001,0.813,0.084,-0.2023,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094015362102297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527566078690305,0.0,0.2445619936695177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767395921263574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27331778203870233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663344158182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227352714295906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724175998568049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847768039799226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782160547268184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772678776781912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379634479187678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152940266041286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920686187006548,0.3008286974402408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mattyfunnyguy,2020/01/01,"WHO'S GOING INT0 2020 SINGLE AND ALONE AGAIN Well. Here it comes 2020 and here I am still single and alone and it's probably going to be another shit year with all the same bullshit. I really thought 2019 was going to be my year well I was wrong about that. Let's bring in 2020 :/",-0.6644827586206894,1.400823931034484,1.1168275862068988,97.38593103448278,102.79310344827587,4.388965517241379,12.696551724137931,6.2581,-0.7161020689655175,220,4,48,3,10,71,38,58,0.264,0.6729999999999999,0.063,-0.9251,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,9,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,4,2,5,6,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624022135458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407829494920315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922946665800472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806037983897516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826992146318845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406819334261425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300818364189588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291445173975628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827342372106236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722133254912167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014248896365958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440692308176795,0.0,0.28750827512593313 lonely,Late-Homework,2020/01/01,"Doesn’t feel like New Years... I feel no excitement for the new year at all. Christmas felt bland and so did Thanksgiving and my birthday... Why aren’t holidays fun anymore? I remember being a kid it was so exciting to have a birthday or wait up for Santa Claus on Christmas Eve and watch the ball drop on television but now everything has changed. I genuinely don’t care about any of it. Spending time with family doesn’t help at all either, I just feel so alone and isolated. I even have friends that want me to come with them to a house party tonight but I have no motivation to go. Even with friends I feel alone. What’s the point in any of this...",2.6389534883720915,4.78397392248062,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,77.2170542635659,7.710852713178295,26.25387596899225,8.59863814320734,1.845578294573644,512,20,108,11,12,162,85,129,0.11,0.654,0.23600000000000002,0.955,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,2,24,21,10,0,1,5,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,7,2,1,2,6,0,0,0,3,6,10,7,18,17,3,18,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,9,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36174881059103375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375224219224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731959853540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805715258064292,0.0,0.184745998253154,0.15043692456597413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069618918096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695520062013996,0.0,0.16463508035246535,0.0,0.3532129917042569,0.12476287432213687,0.16768181869573312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698529122452722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925195521746788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705753272733364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015111502236287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532029861392854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373368638450505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509127963665995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978331131148336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183400753961226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300721610861208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758546607634738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249249106407677 lonely,cookiefreak91,2020/01/02,"i got cheated on i met a girl. she made me feel safe. she knew i had recent trauma of a girl going behind my back with another guy. she went out of her way to tell me she didn’t wanna be with anyone or kiss anyone else & i didn’t have to worry about it ever multiple times. i really felt safe with her. she didn’t make me feel bad about being myself or yell at me or put me down for being weird. i still knew she’d grow disinterested like everyone else. i saw the same signs. instead of getting sad like usual though i cherished those moments extra hard because i know she could leave the next day. new year’s eve we kissed at 12. she had no fun with me and yelled at for being so disappointing and boring. she left. spent the night alone with a guy she was falling in love with a month ago. she kissed him in front of her apartment. she begged him a couple time to come up to her room and fuck her. she didn’t even care. this entire time she’s been telling me i’m the nicest best guy she’s met so far and then she forgets me completely a couple hours later and tries fuck some dude. i’m so worthless it makes it hard for people to think about me. i’m nothing to anyone. even the nicest people with the best intentions can’t help it. no one will ever convince me otherwise. you don’t do this to someone that doesn’t deserve it.",1.222199383350464,3.300349251798565,2.5864594039054483,94.2028237410072,81.66187050359713,5.26639260020555,18.201952723535456,6.367922702773337,-0.2326047276464545,1044,23,231,9,28,337,154,278,0.149,0.684,0.16699999999999998,0.8618,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,14,24,3,0,12,0,20,6,0,4,2,39,46,13,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,9,15,0,2,7,0,1,7,9,10,0,1,18,8,46,14,35,21,5,42,0,3,1,6,36,13,2,4,23,149,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727598183754302,0.0,0.0,0.11365531624581104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890091342368722,0.0,0.0,0.11506970277985427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301937664266548,0.11243939440620887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438163208279548,0.0916265200696474,0.06689517413309604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303262042443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188505058699533,0.0,0.0,0.09452943996502967,0.11505804671060095,0.0,0.0,0.08761674288816051,0.2428456850977765,0.0,0.07077183414793968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334378298778173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496162845830746,0.198528333861774,0.0,0.10485921732603164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097350730383124,0.0,0.10536554412659437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290174601224228,0.05733349678203356,0.0,0.06236654843357201,0.0,0.08776738250013914,0.0,0.0,0.3259731700816243,0.0,0.0,0.1966071157894307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355496693599488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806967614975337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030905185693922,0.0,0.0,0.11619653707936176,0.11923049390695682,0.0,0.0,0.10722473978902346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904269307436588,0.10383660596934263,0.14650173252408652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759170402337972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598549827721147,0.11670744724264034,0.10298153733695682,0.0,0.10529642565554054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436120644531616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215681427230826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110316847931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030087599677211,0.0,0.10835288690555933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929805232512178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763678787724141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183143364165334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031558254820372,0.10781687936435433,0.0,0.1919670665274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450479601432322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086073690517192,0.0,0.0,0.08710479657199488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172808533694562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144411234914392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066757678807656 lonely,77honey,2020/01/02,"I reached out to some friends and got ghosted.. again I dont regret it because atleast i did my part in reaching out and now i have somewhat of an answer. I am grateful for the friends i do have now.",2.9521428571428565,3.78526897619048,3.6366666666666654,93.925,73.52380952380952,5.6000000000000005,35.42857142857143,3.1291,1.5200857142857152,155,9,35,0,3,49,31,42,0.0,0.6629999999999999,0.337,0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,6,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000997153602256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806664797376586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337271156607472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801649872370897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441282121533297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhoDaZogCares,2020/01/02,Goddammit... Being lonely sucks. Being lonely and having seasonal depression on top of regular depression sucks even more. I need help. Or preferably someone to love so I won't be so lonely anymore.,3.429509803921569,6.47486155882353,4.6670588235294135,71.69509803921571,95.17647058823529,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.477172549019608,159,8,20,4,6,52,27,34,0.39899999999999997,0.42100000000000004,0.18,-0.8727,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,3,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37703548913850027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548953672112936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511046960828873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482602277970395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34312646192191804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818979697993675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32212449985466296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hikigaya-oniichan,2020/01/02,"Almost 24 and life is USELESS I'm boutta be 24 and as usually, I get constantly disappointed and let down. Family forcing me into things because ""I'm supposed to listen to them because god said so"", working/finding work is a pain and all jobs in my area hope people have 8 years of experience while only looking for employees at the age of 18 (stick with me here), friends are ""living life"" so they should always apparently get the free pass to ignore my texts when the only thing they constantly post is smoking weed and being with their s/o like yeah. MY QUESTION WHERE I NEEDED SOMEONE ELSES OPINION IS OBVIOUSLY TAKING AWAY FROM YOUR DEAR SWEET TIME I had several plans for my life, but family and money are always the two main reasons why nothing goes right. For anyone that plans on saying some stupid fucking shit or how my friends are not my friends... 1) STFU 2) just know I had plans to move out since I was 17. I had several contingency plans with friends to live together, travel, work, etc. And life fucked them, which fucked me and my plans",4.437149999999999,6.321793015000001,4.979000000000003,81.62950000000002,71.35,7.800000000000002,28.0,8.472884824447931,2.0783000000000005,833,31,153,14,16,266,135,200,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.9095,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,5,7,7,18,5,0,5,1,16,9,1,2,2,30,30,16,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,0,0,4,13,0,1,3,1,2,3,1,9,0,1,5,5,22,10,22,21,4,22,0,2,1,3,14,10,4,6,9,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191373849290294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599027212848124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814675621948577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500430267515884,0.0,0.0,0.13625844729999909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415505525299172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933630097976804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246444396728276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932491538703644,0.21071898498373764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214866184505744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538891493533314,0.3099671675614415,0.11678231428557348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100512111036744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090677716608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142160380516928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428446166055165,0.3157638988723283,0.05460138472294674,0.0,0.19737620950807175,0.0,0.0938521328519806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878557302228518,0.0,0.08287028420010735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723888271460062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700004381552838,0.1189229022859137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748186445261711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703733117524078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519928584492213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491019582718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544434158086636,0.10631148273275914,0.0888778183847987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251903677972143,0.11472233242727288,0.0924508791490934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469578255484568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403129486315948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849973118705273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516946042008008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917546796707116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309031678030133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084803733416434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272848237506687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197121774762556 lonely,alone-anonymous,2020/01/02,We are the lost souls. Sometimes it feels like I have more demons on me then angels,-0.31078431372549176,1.8055681176470595,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,103.11764705882356,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-2.049886274509804,66,1,15,0,3,19,17,17,0.122,0.745,0.133,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837882481146207,0.4009618939868356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742016702775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126779813750322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550972211763618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NYC_V0,2020/01/02,Sounds pathetic to say but reddit is my only social interaction atm It’s made me feel less alone,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.0,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.7060315789473686,79,2,14,2,2,27,19,19,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.5284,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896696297039278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390576966540093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473669518876964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595794036897725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759829478423084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48195161287075805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pizza_Godz,2020/01/02,"Join this discord if you need someone to talk to! We’re all ears here! ‘Evening everyone! I won’t take most of your time and just inform you that a friend of mine has made a discord for anybody that feels like they need somebody to listen. Feel free to get anything off your chest and talk about your problems. We might feel like we have nobody, but we have each other, we will always be here for you! The link will be here: https://discord.gg/Q3X5Df",4.2648338870431886,6.199147709302328,3.3339867109634547,93.04174418604653,71.90697674418605,5.84451827242525,23.913621262458467,6.1826913282559595,0.39963654485049815,357,10,72,2,7,103,60,86,0.062,0.82,0.11800000000000001,0.6083,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,6,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,2,1,1,22,18,4,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,13,5,10,11,3,2,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,3,3,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488854123284416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274185532047355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469909947140706,0.0,0.0,0.2238057983224047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35528370840612905,0.3346514630106673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095661944954547,0.0,0.12236949068599012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885464053942586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162319237803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846879789285714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34734007568209724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411545693809656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984525611131723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761031508408694,0.3765118902088792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657468134061695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZedDwerkzy,2020/01/02,"Sometimes you just need to open up to someone... If there is even ONE person who you think might maybe listen, even slightly - whether they are family or friend, open up to them - tell them how horribly lonely you are and how it just destroys you; and as a result I can 100% guarantee you’ll feel much better honestly, I haven’t done it yet but I will soon. Be brave soldiers - nothings worse than the situation we are in, we are strong and deserve everything in the world 💚",6.82054945054945,6.480607758241763,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,64.82417582417581,9.917362637362636,32.48571428571429,9.3871,2.673534505494505,370,13,73,6,5,116,68,91,0.10300000000000001,0.733,0.16399999999999998,0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,5,3,2,9,7,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,3,0,20,16,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,13,5,9,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,3,2,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666003944751347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069396895772234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236066964278302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016728642191927,0.0,0.23094015838813706,0.0,0.12386646891156836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926669262104806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610981414983454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598792337067326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008444615586186,0.18164548923125945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350596417440795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600106259897354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139022861087323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753616043665708,0.0,0.0,0.2075661006396021,0.0,0.24228604653836405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411851250568795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696976929565246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496499463761712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,edrumm10,2020/01/02,"Feel like I need to go out more I am 20, single, and I rarely go out. I’m either at work or university, otherwise I’m at home. I’m fortunate to have have some work friends and a group of good friends at university but they mostly live further away. I often find myself quite fed up and over the past while I realised I definitely spend an unhealthy amount of time in my own company. I’ve decided this year that needs to change even if it’s just slightly. Small progress is better than none Anyone else experiencing this at the moment? How do I get myself out there a bit more?",2.3578996865203763,4.5074026896551755,3.781347962382444,86.73481191222571,78.13793103448276,6.97680250783699,23.476489028213173,8.00094639256281,1.2218206896551729,456,15,95,8,11,150,84,116,0.039,0.7859999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,5,5,5,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,20,15,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,5,17,14,10,20,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,5,6,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891494847250358,0.21821494409947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000941699786569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835639441460733,0.2325102244943803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252960979279087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779107472383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066597306776227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076850236552462,0.15214721302125764,0.0,0.0,0.1946525159978293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32908322084483504,0.0,0.11126906064720037,0.0,0.24207374918692506,0.1786307782957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136282437022161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040473435609796,0.0,0.188058145280147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31583202422120743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330583709737332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652189803685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241856643822822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100922512999893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714696170227705 lonely,DepressedPickle6,2020/01/02,"I dont have any friends or anybody and i feel like shit because i know its my fault. Im always shy and quiet around new people so nobody wants to talk to me and if i do find some friends they eventually stop talking to me because who would want to be friends with me? I just want a hug from someone who actually cares.... like a hug that lasts a few minutes.... is anybody here from Slovakia that would like a hug?",2.4286050420168053,3.967680835294118,3.4445378151260506,91.99470588235296,75.94117647058823,5.798319327731093,27.43697478991597,6.1826913282559595,0.8628151260504202,321,13,71,2,7,103,56,85,0.187,0.609,0.204,0.1526,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,0,18,13,6,0,6,3,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,10,8,10,2,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,3,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1791491664438635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527546034203392,0.0,0.0,0.12484178802554904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634265517699489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238192873399772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717368338525014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215156276131965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282437649741013,0.13115073670533414,0.0,0.0,0.1677902629152683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255040824684789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829963829651712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089165012048036,0.14964351199651402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906610031066913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773042599872815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127272371197478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844388142277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554809984633627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348244367254218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951118834800274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484356469045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608222127649327,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,McTheBussy,2020/01/02,"Don’t Spend 2020 Alone (Discord) I don’t want anyone to feel so lonely in this new decade. I made a discord server so we can all be a family. This is the link: https://discord.gg/vwdfHRG I’m really looking forward for you to join us ❤️",-0.08062500000000128,2.174902187500006,1.9916666666666671,91.47,100.04166666666666,4.9,16.416666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.09986666666666676,187,5,38,3,8,62,39,48,0.171,0.754,0.075,-0.6642,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,8,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37959176701957054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627092347005137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34551113499058594,0.0,0.18531746301560748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077744223708903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467987424008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35397572149185885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347944172265851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408640110541841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161759211567341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Halberd96,2020/01/02,"All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put Humpty together again That's how I feel, broken, tainted and unfixable. Sometimes I wish I could just start life over again and not feel so worthless. I wish I didn't make so many mistakes and regrets, I wish I could feel complete. I don't know why my brain won't allow me to just love myself and feel proud to be me. I don't know what it takes for me to feel good again. The bitterness and regret feels like it's attached to my brain, like it's corrupted and will never be pure again. I wish there was some way to undo it, it didn't used to be this way. I just want to feel like I'm a good and worthwhile person.",3.0072916666666667,3.663145145833333,3.8746111111111112,92.9315,73.2361111111111,6.871111111111111,22.73333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.3578883333333329,527,12,123,4,10,169,74,144,0.125,0.648,0.22699999999999998,0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,0,4,0,13,4,2,4,4,42,33,11,0,12,4,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,8,17,7,9,22,3,10,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831858408058066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298700867384694,0.0,0.0,0.20253930741149048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489309805011428,0.18122588374252754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127710394257442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941346358127082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958928147528389,0.18589961077959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447605673413801,0.0,0.08466520913099784,0.12859361016187082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782512225001268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074986507421462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750701087065375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544581664661916,0.0,0.08977643995038061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536623224014676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954712558925388,0.0,0.0,0.07481221426071508,0.2013558663374436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445137630015692,0.0,0.583428791283676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,themillers420,2020/01/02,"Going through a divorce. All the people I used to talk to have pretty much ghosted me. Pretty much self explanatory. It's a complicated situation all around. I'm just looking for somebody who I can confide in and be friends with. Without having them ghosting me or taking hour or days to respond. I prefer female companionship, not because I'm pervy or anything, but my whole life I've gotten along better with women rather than men. 🤷‍♂️ nothing against you dudes. Anyways. That's my story.",2.8021114369501454,5.673185946236561,4.201896383186707,79.99557184750732,82.01075268817203,5.102248289345064,28.884652981427173,6.574015621080383,1.7703204301075273,395,19,64,4,11,130,75,93,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.8442,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,17,11,5,2,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,13,9,5,5,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,2,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825504279000713,0.19747923461793648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522790843329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619408930041096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306453689428192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138834871615954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260733380272798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846174197436127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668786944722088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862846359849412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261469350860832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285564454276115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379171976575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513697274227938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314211754930937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935063860766524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679151234224265,0.17830171488391452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191593295871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766966746308094,0.0,0.21383999819821645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dougall-22,2020/01/02,"Can’t shake the feeling Feeling incredibly alone today and I can’t shift it. Would be nice to feel something other than this, feel free to message, could use the discussion",7.17625,8.074339125000002,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,64.0,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.98895,140,6,24,2,2,43,26,32,0.111,0.637,0.252,0.6258,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543578819335793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317405342147266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6919929185516758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633990799984907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243123992235261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295502465376653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430492008736354,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,winvin32321,2020/01/02,Lonely M21 M21 . Never had a girlfriend. Never kissed or even held a hand with a girl. I just want to have contact with a girl even just holding hand. I have no luck on dating sites and to awkward and shy around girls. If anyone is in my situation what advice can you have with dealing with it. Not looking for pity just advice. Thanks 🙏,1.2460074626865671,3.7469955970149305,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,85.56716417910448,3.9470149253731344,18.82276119402985,5.148860815047168,-0.4175358208955222,263,7,53,1,8,83,48,67,0.14,0.654,0.207,0.7188,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,0,2,19,10,4,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,4,3,10,8,0,7,0,2,1,1,7,4,0,3,3,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328545116402132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064095211536494,0.0,0.0,0.24271341854057596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810868349833817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36016122371790044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289546083615681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205639748670854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064663787503115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101650295156697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081412153865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Daffodil_Dream,2020/01/02,I feel like the biggest pest. I’ve recently made a friend. He and I chat daily and get along well. We were pretty close for the month we’ve been chatting. The past couple days I have just realized he’s withdrawing. I often just go ahead and detach then and I want to. I want to just remove him from my life but I also want to talk to him. He makes the loneliness go away when we have actual conversations. I feel like I’ve annoyed him.....pushed him away or he’s pushing me away. It just makes me feel even more lonely. Especially today.....,0.8677205363443896,3.2728008532110096,2.6194495412844034,91.21635850388144,86.33944954128441,5.922653493295695,17.55892731122089,7.321109707123232,0.28947649964714195,419,10,89,7,13,138,66,109,0.1,0.7659999999999999,0.134,-0.3159,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,25,16,9,0,3,6,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,3,16,4,11,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,10,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.17445313085512626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296181168640093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038791625982765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780492299466876,0.0,0.11529146336850316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807549202627285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711735156979773,0.2554257671008614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811678251472478,0.0,0.09339962463338884,0.0,0.2031975211810579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627010266011698,0.17467538192866475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691559134725729,0.2386599037890653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269201663880074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065560507317307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818727321407078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651319966401538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368805908392626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945247294525526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163284430695193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607351454313528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kathyrosse,2020/01/02,"needing advice my friends all went out together for new years and i wasn’t invited. we made plans to stay in at a friends house but it was cancelled and it was decided we weren’t going to do anything. i spoke to them on new year’s eve and none of them mentioned about going out. it wasn’t until new year’s day when i saw a post on instagram of them all together at a party. i feel extremely sad and confused about this. do they not like me anymore? should i confront them? they are my only friends and i don’t want to lose them. any advice would be appreciated! also, if i were to message them how would i go about it without sounding like i think i was entitled to an invite? i just don’t want to come across as being rude",0.7594546162835982,3.02470235099338,2.643654070899885,91.92934553954031,85.09271523178808,5.672146474483834,22.789637709388394,7.048011613610866,0.7754274250097395,569,21,123,8,17,189,87,151,0.161,0.6940000000000001,0.145,-0.6702,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,8,2,7,10,2,1,4,0,17,0,0,2,2,29,30,12,0,7,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,11,4,24,5,24,14,3,25,0,2,1,0,16,8,0,2,12,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029183379174549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394932176744253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540180978596854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371323815438276,0.0,0.0,0.12754755124371828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351433502194374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995885279803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837005084450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592458989318328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264261427280305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884324143980873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514453046175722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733995857155078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665987021674012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492671383804348,0.0,0.44908496219863797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788056416602105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484422172399024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520388234160294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993144384339638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283995104103104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368177439581195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494094998400876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020778212643635,0.0,0.0,0.29943479595232875 lonely,nagiakicita,2020/01/02,"It Makes a Difference Folks, I've never posted to this sub. I haven't even joined. But, I ran across a comment about the unsolicited pictures of genitals and the like one person experienced after messaging a few guys. It blew up, naturally. I just want to say this: Your efforts do count. They aren't all turned into dick pics. Personally, I had zero messages over the holidays that anyone gave a rat's ass or even remembered me. A message from someone sweet would have meant the world to me. Would I have liked it to turn into something romantic, something special? Sure. Would I have gone in that direction? Probably not. I'm fairly reserved and have never sent an unsolicited pic in my life, never mind one of my genitals. I've pretty much gone through hell and back a couple of times. Someone saying, ""Hey, as a human being, I see you,"" during the holidays would have been great. Please don't let the jackasses steer you away from this. Yes, I know the person posting about that incident got 5 jerks out of 5. Still, if I were the one person you reached out to after that disgusting experience, it would have meant a lot to me. It makes a difference just knowing y'all are out there. Don't doubt it. It makes a difference.",3.3927506827936007,5.782955253218888,4.442600468201331,82.07492684354274,75.86695278969957,7.841513850955912,26.04155286773313,8.710501217029153,2.131593991416309,966,36,179,21,22,314,135,233,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.9651,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,5,1,1,9,10,3,1,19,1,22,3,2,3,5,36,40,7,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,0,6,14,8,0,0,5,2,0,4,8,4,0,4,11,5,20,6,29,22,4,26,1,0,1,2,21,12,3,4,10,129,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515597956734657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098565325184836,0.08264929561454362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893005812372033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33689670237500946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198559790192875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051409105702746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596553731564667,0.11850254215613612,0.0,0.10642700404297724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814184040114815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991064864294303,0.07591980230472117,0.10502343931105827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137986489875276,0.0,0.0,0.2152411259516532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852916386272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901380917801915,0.0,0.2486970702082844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185037613774524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754068666809687,0.0,0.11798620327802,0.0,0.0,0.20588175028418704,0.10935084060166277,0.11588696070836008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175950088354233,0.0,0.0,0.17095270042322494,0.0,0.0,0.08565159287610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821433068524801,0.1654943389369903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583762377182054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130329789580003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267534153292548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338255315482129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633974111983348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817711400888013,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackpixi,2020/01/02,"54M UK Feeling Lost Normal bloke ex life coach, empath photographer and adventurer. All stopped when I sustained a brain injury early last year, spent most of 2019 healing now missing out on lady/girl company. Not a perv , last of the true gents and toffs, hit me up for a chat, you might like it.",7.323157894736844,6.67715114035088,7.139298245614036,77.7184210526316,63.91228070175439,9.705263157894738,33.03508771929825,8.841846274778883,2.5589929824561413,233,8,45,3,3,74,52,57,0.15,0.703,0.147,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,11,6,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,3,6,2,2,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662981692031214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591083366538045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349344808935982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176575277379985,0.1603062424551864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581893025298852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480908166308227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214947210267387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743288039583196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130298325927188 lonely,Deadspaz98,2020/01/02,"Happy New Year If anyone needs a chat for the new year, feel free to pm me and I’ll reply 😊 Happy New Year 🍺",-2.0608974358974343,-0.44442734615384616,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,91.69230769230772,3.466666666666667,8.666666666666666,3.1291,-2.1928564102564105,83,0,22,0,3,30,21,26,0.0,0.64,0.36,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501739491974401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932920272769568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024549314889261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499176007449793,0.0,0.6837937441496317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559307424824408 lonely,BriToTheIzA,2020/01/02,"Finally confident enough to admit I'm not okay. These last few years have been weird. I got married to a man I thought was my person and then I got sick. The longer the sickness went on, the more abusive he became. The details are long and painful to recount, but I divorced him and am in a better place now. That’s where the emptiness comes in. In order to heal, I withdrew. He immediately started dating and sleeping around and I did the opposite. I put myself first, or maybe work first, either way it wasn’t a man. And while I saw extreme success at work, I look around now and see the hole that still remains. I’m a fairly social person but don’t feel the need to dress up or go out to bars or clubs. I don’t want to date anyone I work with but those are the only people I am surrounded by. I’m the girl who has always been told after the fact that someone liked me. So instead I continue to build up my career and pieces of myself but that hole remains. I should be happy, I’m incredibly lucky compared to most, but I’m not. The loneliness I feel is only getting bigger by the day. I’m afraid of speed dating, online dating, or dating apps. I don’t lack confidence but I also struggle to put myself out there. Advice?",1.5335049627791584,3.810599137096773,3.165483870967744,89.3566873449132,81.82258064516128,5.266997518610422,21.635235732009924,6.490185161304077,0.4593872208436722,958,30,192,9,26,316,144,248,0.077,0.787,0.136,0.9578,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,10,10,0,2,17,1,17,6,1,0,1,38,40,22,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,8,14,1,0,4,2,0,5,6,4,0,2,11,5,24,6,27,27,7,43,0,0,3,0,13,15,0,6,22,132,32,5,0.0,0.16753953622268306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817746051699056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307999794516005,0.11765869632243947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887232652964308,0.0,0.0,0.2517574540495135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505953984831808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180623915197993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119329341882547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610718876234835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429952994028638,0.0,0.0,0.15490017057169014,0.0,0.2405547878960484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387727699471362,0.0,0.08036263323249898,0.0,0.2261859329011183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052621596881893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526238908932825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908240598157714,0.0,0.0,0.12513728269639435,0.11874298017926775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420584072089101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484859763116154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508683974371387,0.15046285470431095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803109652777234,0.2469354435776491,0.14773613027083826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429831736143346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267995317712914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415052070673101,0.14414264034320382,0.11981037712488166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008583309385408,0.0,0.11292468829430932,0.0,0.0,0.14782520890318182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225825655609076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511670975337545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340320460488293,0.11223918904478868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108207872181407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088293952957901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105895223460243 lonely,Bigbearcrain,2020/01/02,Just moved I just moved to a new place in a new country and it sucks. All my old friends message me and ask how I am and I lie and tell them I’m good but honestly. I’m lonely this is the first time I’ve ever been on my own fully and it’s weird.,-1.32977011494253,0.19727027586207235,1.4041379310344837,102.21298850574713,87.6206896551724,4.55632183908046,16.563218390804597,5.46131890053228,-0.962354022988506,188,4,52,1,6,65,42,58,0.127,0.736,0.13699999999999998,0.1417,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,7,3,3,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392968860347377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315390255557624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772748670216466,0.0,0.0,0.1977613651024568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469503352003924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441100408161721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944337871939907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685968831427432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267433598975991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372858499522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925784700506178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosalielie,2020/01/02,"A guy ghosted me since a few months ago but... He texted me “Happy New Year, Rosalie :)” on New Year’s Day. I wished him a Happy New Year back because I’d feel rude if I ignored his message. I’m not interested in him anymore, so I’m not going to have any further conversations with him. I remember saying that I’d feel less lonely if he ever texted me, but it turns out that I still don’t feel any less lonely.",4.476511627906973,4.084039209302329,5.936604651162792,83.13513953488373,69.69767441860465,8.275348837209302,28.827906976744185,7.554174236665415,1.5603748837209306,316,10,69,3,5,108,55,86,0.11800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.081,-0.2484,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,10,5,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,11,3,5,10,3,17,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,2,12,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558554847133532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871564547146645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740660570157379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496201488290993,0.0,0.10699375283577307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319417624197055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876549959973474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662405509587569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975055980937383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378978001918113,0.0,0.373682984365033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009628126679846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085472765622678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882695246453694,0.0,0.0,0.13957844847459885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518977295183216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016838946861526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091248530411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018363005827359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390822735279667 lonely,Norwoodlevi16,2020/01/02,"I need friends I am lonely af, I’m 17 male, like gaming and memes. DM if you wanna chat about anything.",-1.7668181818181845,-0.06629904545454579,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,107.63636363636364,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.451763636363636,79,2,18,0,4,26,20,22,0.10400000000000001,0.664,0.23199999999999998,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729932365017425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379574606273665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401756223449596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162955233592801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyLatino,2020/01/02,"As everyone else, so lonely Wish i could turn back time. Change everything...or just not exist. Feel so empty",1.9208333333333345,4.750470750000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,91.5,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,1.0191666666666674,85,2,15,2,3,27,19,20,0.23800000000000002,0.636,0.126,-0.3877,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893955349263481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981361234717615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004906820449295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439823361740543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35962553154043936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902975607140052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945697001706604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093686720418058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43279232475427787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LadyZey,2020/01/02,"love sucks my best friend humored a relationship with me, not once but twice, and then told me that he wanted to “just be friends” because he was comfortable being independent. i understand that, but it still really hurts. we aren’t friends anymore so it’s just misery with a side of sadness. i wish i could’ve been worth it. i really loved him.",3.5522727272727264,5.830645136363637,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.062533333333334,273,10,53,6,6,87,52,66,0.17,0.46799999999999997,0.36200000000000004,0.9494,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,8,4,7,1,3,0,2,0,2,11,1,1,0,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588113171289114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326963616249875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844285620149035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738006238769739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045395709296474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330320907753393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929313343399001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318232383454249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789041387428204,0.0,0.0,0.2337080074762274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384038604448926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080035937169966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661367387176534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839393674546032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503224909989473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Girlwith-brokenheart,2020/01/02,"hello i am so lonely. im always at home alone. i have friends, but after school they always seem to be busy, or they just dont want be with me more than they need to.. I am scared to make new friends because i am bullied (because of my weight mostly), and i feel no one wants to be friends with me... it feels sometimes like my loneliness is just too much to take and i want give up. I wont, but it feels sometimes like that. What should i do?",1.3308510638297868,2.761020968085109,2.4244148936170227,98.60875,78.68085106382978,5.125531914893617,21.324468085106385,5.148860815047168,-0.31529361702127634,337,9,82,1,8,107,59,94,0.204,0.6409999999999999,0.154,-0.5325,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,0,20,23,6,0,5,5,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,15,5,12,18,3,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948310760562594,0.0,0.0,0.28839345767938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112801078527655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310243038755973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628720407989015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016657791389311,0.0,0.0,0.16624197630321388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383071012137835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719016338753744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693280186552457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567688644744932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273930071447289,0.12849730002455506,0.0,0.1673710233737152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743032230224212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735002188443727,0.17538550245437867,0.0,0.15776279828244966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427897157871814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029754406790447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30664463370765643,0.0,0.0,0.21102868238766925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VincentInTheWoods,2020/01/02,"Hi... Can Someone Pls Talk To Me On Wattpad. Im Lonely. [https://www.wattpad.com/user/VincentWoods16](https://www.wattpad.com/user/VincentWoods16)",26.24538461538461,30.713390461538467,8.116307692307693,41.50369230769232,105.92307692307692,4.1169230769230785,25.676923076923078,5.6839178017228535,1.5258738461538464,128,3,10,1,5,25,13,13,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790019904270355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532615542368645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052494245652123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suicidal_Bisexual,2020/01/02,"I want to know everybody's thoughts on the Meaning of life... Nobody belongs anywhere, nobody exists on purpose, everybody's going to die. \-Morty",4.967866666666667,8.401619120000003,5.596,69.78466666666668,77.8,6.533333333333335,40.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.385533333333334,118,8,14,2,3,38,20,25,0.155,0.794,0.052000000000000005,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967086339942756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199798294533184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263024664190052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33804756111418016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213329724537419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799529473340874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822891997338243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashlpaca,2020/01/02,"I don't have any friends. When I started university I was severely depressed and in a difficult situation so I didn't have the ability to socialise. Now I'm nearing the end of the course and I'm lonelier than ever. My friends from my hometown don't ask to hang out anymore; instead, I get to watch them socialise with each other on Instagram. They'll message me during term time saying they miss me, we should link up etc. but the second I say, ""I'm back, when works for you?"" I'm met with radio silence. Every time I think about it I get suicidal so now I spend most of my time trying to get out of my mind.",1.7516933333333315,3.7963285360000008,3.6709,87.29728333333338,79.64,6.7266666666666675,26.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5904266666666662,477,20,99,8,12,161,81,125,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,3,1,10,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,20,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,3,3,20,2,19,15,4,19,0,2,1,0,12,6,0,1,12,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794694842954555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011755982148599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896401062883276,0.0,0.0,0.15598138169980727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471693124685622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966748591827447,0.0,0.22623463854651085,0.0,0.18349208860961305,0.17091234238388475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134473408259097,0.0,0.3179468502209649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048236322906204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226335834934277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291660709532129,0.0,0.0,0.22801519236950854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358034783464466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218881809062603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299799666132781,0.0,0.0,0.35485552410779664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377238237602885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476793489062919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chameleonchild,2020/01/02,"I've always been alone and I dont know how much longer I can keep it up. I'm 26 and I've never had a girlfriend or even a woman interested in me. When I was 15 and in high school, a girl I liked told me that nobody would ever want me and that I'd be better off dead. I still wonder sometimes if that's true. And my friends dont even truly know the weight of my emptiness. I laugh and smile and put on a good show because I dont want anyone to worry about me. I'm always there in a heartbeat if anyone ever needs me, but very few people would likely return that favor. I don't know how to really express my emotions. They're clunky and awkward and make me feel stupid. But like anyone else, I just want to be loved. I want to feel like I matter. But that's a selfish way for me to feel and I dont even know if love truly exists. The best way I can describe what it's like living in my head is with the music that's gotten me this far, so here's some lyrics: ""Never mind the cost, On this beaten path I'm lost. Betrayed all sense of self, Ruin knows me all too well.""",1.4190467585272195,2.6561850858369134,3.1703139823808435,94.17501920036142,77.96995708154506,5.2486107973797145,17.842557036367744,4.9825596385082,-0.6434841201716743,827,13,193,2,19,276,129,233,0.161,0.636,0.203,0.6920000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,16,22,2,1,10,0,15,4,1,3,7,49,39,21,1,10,8,0,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,3,11,11,1,1,9,1,1,1,7,6,1,0,6,4,26,16,18,29,6,20,0,2,0,2,9,10,0,6,12,120,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061109839035872,0.0,0.0,0.17049912916015078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149137220398623,0.10497577380509082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245473577595397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751868438027848,0.09061184299915127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802992105304568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558679808414299,0.11524645874226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030088191041065,0.18535021092415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554107863521359,0.07319283967973148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791553619231276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593318049039697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514690458681183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824780523299668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091065426538989,0.0,0.0,0.28152897032074153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502681575671287,0.0,0.0904683655035752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184015722839873,0.0,0.1849366656611509,0.0,0.06838854307566954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344888364121348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531515088465171,0.0759680123464309,0.1580369943107653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102839446221276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299411995646947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563437037267937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368846670936392,0.0,0.0,0.1068814014491074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132918495631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181954082721396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789876170649774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453491212091288,0.2417190432797001,0.16264572520278994,0.0,0.12476082801750693,0.09211804951385152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110650928756,0.0,0.10404655762915464,0.0,0.14556013091034425,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Corellirosenberg,2020/01/02,"3 years of isolation, coping with mental illness It’s so funny. Last July the doctor at the sleep disorders centre said to me “that I should only be seeing one doctor” because I had been seeing a private psychiatrist. Then my next appointment with that doctor was booked for this month. So basically: “You should only be seeing one doctor (me). Our next appointment will be next year btw” I have been existing with insomnia and headaches (everyday and all the time). I stopped my university degree and have been greatly isolated since then. When I go out I feel like I’m in the matrix, and that everyone is some kind of AI mechatron. It’s so strange, watching this world go by and not really take part in it",4.551818181818182,6.678411757575763,5.449090909090909,77.36863636363638,71.57575757575758,8.73939393939394,27.90909090909091,9.339509955726095,2.6975363636363645,560,21,97,13,11,183,87,132,0.09300000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.043,-0.6774,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,14,7,1,0,1,16,23,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,6,12,3,12,11,3,20,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,1,14,68,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314299735557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563164846097954,0.558409951491699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303279308534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896364456682727,0.09743812058976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502887431527326,0.0,0.0,0.15037211910866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203076712370638,0.0,0.11117728297746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663400142283749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374505604703453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886640045957252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351617483571412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848448313637539,0.20746377578885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769871194230186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737589254891671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297395574786867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260591196982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282446487431867,0.0,0.1364900083470832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402940792149155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254943990681373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953098516441451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566331880162658 lonely,jhnnym122,2020/01/02,"PTSD, Manic episodes, bipolar depression, narcissistic I’m only a kid. I’m 21 and suffer from every single one of these. My brain moves at a rapid rate way too quick for me to handle it’s like it dials a million words a minute and only a few are able to slip through to help me spill my thoughts and explain them. I just need someone who can understand. If you can help me you need to know that my mood will change rapidly day to day due to the amount that moves through my head and I can’t make it stop and I can barely fit or type correct sentences because my brain won’t find when to stop or put periods. Someone help, I have noeone",2.041386768447836,3.975974557251909,2.8995610687022904,93.7179421119593,78.23664122137404,5.588040712468194,23.89376590330789,6.42735559955562,0.503396437659033,501,17,109,4,12,158,87,131,0.087,0.807,0.106,0.1045,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,8,4,3,1,1,21,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,15,1,13,14,3,14,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,3,9,65,22,1,0.16354271102094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969411868980703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651355046425063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300650327054778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094303811519174,0.0,0.14085909736086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779178757443802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947507504712607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784200358076554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32885769559484296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987879696572601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989870774341787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091660295364469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764003994401943,0.0,0.2425296959597336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108207735064234,0.24876320249646894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911726774303868,0.1644055953759361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771384166637867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734580587427153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983464465254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025372981628745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298125917218245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brokenclocks1,2020/01/02,"Struggling I’ve been having depressive episodes on and off for some time. I suffer from extreme anxiety and depression but I feel like nobody even wants to recognize that. Really could chat with someone. :(",5.418428571428574,8.873081628571434,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,75.57142857142857,9.214285714285714,31.607142857142854,9.516144504307137,4.074571428571431,167,8,24,5,4,51,32,35,0.316,0.608,0.076,-0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,3,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261774971848002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27321145360776306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894567486982898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260137499005023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730219147790783,0.24446112589915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717710596630628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921614394516156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899370950949642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577320485897529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953416649955527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183295842183574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amievenreal99,2020/01/02,"If you feel like talking, feel free to hit me up So I've been browsing this subreddit for a while and as, I know well what loneliness makes you feel like, because I have been through that for all my life, wouldn't want anyone feeling the same. If you want to have someone to talk to, feel free to drop me a message.",2.8955384615384645,4.176225938461542,3.2769230769230795,94.72307692307696,74.23076923076924,6.430769230769231,26.84615384615385,6.742157984588678,0.8725999999999998,246,9,56,2,5,76,45,65,0.122,0.6859999999999999,0.192,0.7897,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,15,6,0,5,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,8,7,10,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960255438991506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786142021286533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132243696421276,0.3465677050746389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330381712612285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132625339704116,0.2370036779576309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190969315333328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551904376101388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899186949583013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286134594821169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180892362945728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuryanshuBhandari,2020/01/02,"WhatsApp group invitation. Hello everyone, I hope you are doing good. We have created a WhatsApp group for meditation, exercise, self improvement and to listen each other. If anyone is interested into joining, just text me and I will add you. We have people from around the world and is quite helpful. Have a nice day/evening/night. :)",4.23268472906404,7.493153844827589,5.137980295566507,72.9836206896552,79.51724137931033,8.141871921182268,28.975369458128082,8.841846274778883,3.2739921182266007,265,12,40,7,7,86,47,58,0.0,0.665,0.335,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225879078483645,0.0,0.0,0.3084303693957203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344348278997853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33106544438260643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060129148064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322304937628762,0.0,0.0,0.34412133928620403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251371628653167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401975935805405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685118362366835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614421474815849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vellichorrr,2020/01/02,"Wading through... There's a lot wrong in my life. I can't find a new job, I'm disorganised, afraid of the future, friends I might see once a month, stuck at home with my parents and lonelier than ever. I feel like I need to wade through it all and sort these out before entertaining the idea of meeting someone but I just can't stand it anymore. There's potentially someone who I might meet up with, we've been talking for a couple of months now but my head is a mess. I'm going back into therapy again. This feels like a pattern that I'm always repeating; I meet someone online, I'm too anxious to make a move and too wary of opening up, they just become a pen pal and ghost me eventually, I spend months alone and my depression worsens, therapy helps me think I can open up and then I repeats again and again...",3.2007410881801133,4.727917329268294,4.295853658536586,86.73282363977488,73.87804878048779,7.241275797373358,27.24953095684803,7.882392219407189,1.5423410881801132,638,24,133,9,13,208,105,164,0.159,0.764,0.077,-0.9224,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,10,0,7,2,1,1,2,30,19,10,1,1,4,1,2,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,6,13,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,3,17,4,19,15,2,26,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,4,16,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453498765272196,0.0,0.0,0.11611940923266265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765534957982374,0.13839923655177208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073077666233046,0.0,0.0,0.15412550207004874,0.11874946134299914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441291818330402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019693298691154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623382359593122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411245425004892,0.1993936120503735,0.0,0.0,0.12754906083648576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781842592846996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931127733870037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432218041629432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353954209143496,0.0,0.13998319884377672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753853217778785,0.0,0.0,0.13848497877919613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857052461520156,0.1363572506186575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186431069220022,0.0,0.0,0.09315281854337214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960877006062381,0.0,0.0,0.3341700048272052,0.14832292470847838,0.0,0.10347690052963524,0.0,0.13478131240014865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486195618273685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549572701672743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112058012221654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547288210696534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216754454509738,0.0,0.0,0.3191824033168285,0.0,0.0,0.08942003058984191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257947401303826,0.0,0.0 lonely,AJGold22,2020/01/02,"Here for anyone I’m not a licensed therapist but after scrolling through this page I realized I want to help my fellow lonely humans. I too have suffered from feeling lonely at times. Going into this new year I want to help others heal. So if you have an issue that you want to fix, I am here and I want to help anyway I can.",3.1961194029850724,4.36972741791045,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,73.32835820895522,6.554029850746268,23.84776119402985,6.742157984588678,0.8090620895522385,255,7,51,2,5,85,47,67,0.142,0.618,0.239,0.5267,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,10,11,1,7,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174013569818875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142193589370071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771692324200894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226510209968931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128600741624825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510296321826486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017838792057209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515597979122495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132235481688909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737814226197995 lonely,GodOfLegends0181,2020/01/02,"I'm 18 soon, never had a girlfriend before. Hello reddit, i don't understand why girls are not attracted to me, i'm beautiful, polite,respectful,friendly but none of girls like me, i don't understand why? I've seen ugly douchebags with beautiful girls but i can't get girlfriend i don't know why girls don't like me.. I can't get female friends too, i feel lime girls hate me for no reason?? Why. I'm kissless virgin, never held girls hand. I have good style, i like videogames, i am athletic, i like running, gym, books, social media. Why girls are not attracted to me? I am so angry now because girls don't want to see me!!",0.8264099999999992,3.319923656000004,2.560875,90.6173125,88.44,5.6850000000000005,21.4125,7.1686216300943375,0.8698899999999994,487,17,98,8,16,160,67,125,0.311,0.605,0.084,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,13,2,1,1,2,14,27,3,0,1,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,13,1,0,0,3,4,17,8,6,24,1,5,0,0,2,1,13,0,0,0,8,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545949536631937,0.0,0.13325170018085505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917966537599025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419714313363361,0.0,0.1636299401660924,0.0,0.0,0.1313453326303955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546061739443857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606109081695809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060196698398626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415530469976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610068149676934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478677305344565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962994694856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260440103405651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236440441716537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7065178668451718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Redneck_Barbie,2020/01/02,"Beware the playlist shuffle I have a couple of different playlists on my phone that I listen to while I'm at work. I have 2 that are completely ""safe"" songs. No love songs, just fun. Well today I stupidly decided to listen to the other ""not safe"" one and hit shuffle. The first damn song that came up was an older country song by Shenandoah ""I Want To Be Loved Like That"". Fuck....My.....Life. I couldn't stop listening once it started and listened to the whole damn thing. Now I'm fighting back tears at my desk because I've never known and never will know that kind of love. I have no idea why I even have those songs on there, but they are gone now!",2.2107435897435934,4.218562869230773,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,78.0,5.564102564102565,22.371794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.31164102564102514,503,15,108,4,12,156,86,130,0.10800000000000001,0.768,0.124,0.46799999999999997,1,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,7,13,4,0,6,0,10,3,0,0,2,18,25,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,9,4,0,3,4,5,0,2,6,4,1,2,3,9,11,9,13,18,1,18,0,0,0,3,10,5,2,0,12,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448229630685271,0.0,0.11481121061316055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541246435722647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974724455810052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083962517444431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677674735229492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439776315283793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020315624697673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411865203340793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261459207835973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196128655887272,0.1035075451160442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920141276436883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099565839367384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29052110161148115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057751634457446,0.12762505285740816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330906025593126,0.0,0.0,0.15746190040489286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512570230436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852568922953255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110886774333384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693415984009391,0.0,0.16994887999573874,0.2102765226722582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371148316521578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisNotMyMainAcc,2020/01/02,"I'm just so tired of being alone... My whole life, no matter how hard I've tried, i just keep ending up completely alone. I've never had friends, or been close to anyone, I've never even hugged someone before. I'm so tired of this, and it definitely doesn't help with my mental state",3.8479310344827553,4.664330517241385,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,71.41379310344827,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.4612965517241378,222,4,47,2,4,72,43,58,0.313,0.628,0.057999999999999996,-0.9397,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,11,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44096563978978337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488529013876947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114794571963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232040121685593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855135113035967,0.0,0.0,0.14060736301114818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644730523135024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070155595230606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269113898947422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892203926455971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036571821555889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453622112006526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837733542278963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037526654180264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893559037558045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445337364193654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376765193098701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CerealKiller659,2020/01/02,"I really wanna die ...not like I’m brave enough to do anything, but I really want to die.",-2.446052631578948,-1.295493631578946,1.7888157894736842,90.69796052631581,116.89473684210527,6.110526315789473,10.013157894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.05709473684210575,67,1,15,2,4,25,14,19,0.332,0.4370000000000001,0.23199999999999998,-0.6723,0,0,0,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859571903628944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212858944089667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590532346761457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976756268469126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452259206617343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204960417412786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cereal_kellogs,2020/01/02,"Just broken up with my boyfriend, and I’m feeling depressed. Serious people only please.. I just need someone to have a good conversation with.. I’m not mentally stable right now.",3.6178125,6.776370156250002,4.492500000000003,77.1025,81.8125,6.95,29.875,8.07648339933343,2.8657250000000003,143,7,22,3,4,46,27,32,0.266,0.611,0.122,-0.6355,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32606196831467626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914164736226189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175267321415574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815097323806716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807050148731235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879197047616414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624529181177956,0.0,0.0,0.41555640956563067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32329689202366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207613115733178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordKund6969,2020/01/02,"For some time now I can’t find any boyfriend material guy and it’s quite depressing. I miss all the small things that you experience in a relationship, to be physically close with someone.",7.90942857142857,8.211842942857142,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,62.42857142857143,12.714285714285715,37.5,12.161744961471696,4.6998571428571445,153,7,29,5,2,50,34,35,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.5819,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411530259615066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918463239352184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511464215723152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280966369679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554416775131052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818140883743648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854047960191261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041583436346946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848703210141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932120314289576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gibbo263,2020/01/02,"Crippling I’m at the point now where I don’t see a reason to try. 8 years feeling like this, I’ve tried putting myself out there, meeting people, none of it lasts. I’m getting more and more introverted, I end up sitting watching Netflix or gaming, being distracted is better than like this, but even that doesn’t help me anymore",5.8515625,6.42063103125,5.953125000000004,80.87937500000002,66.8125,7.65,33.1875,7.1686216300943375,2.18160625,262,11,48,2,4,83,55,64,0.027999999999999997,0.804,0.168,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,6,8,3,11,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813000238428133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508613104132604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512256383033624,0.0,0.0,0.1873451147969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341963929599955,0.2026363339182616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819301701521911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012153589968325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312088626216134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27714963467894715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664400945368204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681365899047071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514197528663515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916347172877343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260286639915988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851532218745097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265834106008086 lonely,Bonez_1999,2020/01/02,"pain i couldn't help but notice you pain my pain? it runs deep, share it with me.",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,0.3755555555555557,108.40000000000002,87.88888888888891,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.458533333333333,62,0,17,0,2,19,15,18,0.479,0.415,0.106,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401346755246526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295428393048011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9239914996747526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyAllie,2020/01/02,"I Hate Sex Why does sex mean so much? What is it about a dick and a vagina that is so special? It can bring people together, tear people apart, bring feelings of ecstasy, and feelings of fear and powerlessness. It can bring out the sparks in a relationship or be a revengeful tactic. If sex is really just penises in vaginas, why does it hurt so much to know when someone you care about has stored their nether regions in another? Sex can bring us to love, to lust, to hate, and even to kill. What is it about the devils tango that can make one heart flutter with nervousness, and another stretch and tear apart? Sometimes sex seems so anatomical and scientific, other times it seems like it’s the only force keeping a relationship together. Isn’t it crazy how sex can make you feel so close to someone, yet also so lonely, longing for touch. Many times I find myself wondering, “Am I good at sex? Maybe they’ve been with someone better. I bet they wish they were with them right now”. And it just destroys me. Why can’t sex just be sex? Why do we all have to be magicians in bed? I hate sex because of the perversion that’s associated with it. I hate that people can just fuck with no hesitation, and be regardless of the damage they leave behind. I hate that people have dirty urges, it makes me feel so disgusting at times. Is there such a thing as pure love anymore? A type of sex that isn’t perverted? I just don’t know anymore.",3.690672505473884,5.566839115107914,4.404488583046604,85.01278229590244,73.31654676258992,7.856365342508602,25.75602126994057,8.587818076936951,1.7456873318736317,1126,38,224,21,23,360,141,278,0.239,0.67,0.091,-0.9933,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,5,1,23,22,9,2,12,0,26,20,5,4,2,45,54,22,1,3,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,21,17,0,1,11,0,2,4,5,15,0,1,2,5,20,7,30,48,3,23,1,3,0,19,13,12,2,6,8,145,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520952578617372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972334151691743,0.0,0.0,0.18653913686335208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733031081973501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831771211349909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958874060701596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460270746077574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211730012029399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582926627149432,0.19021239570515264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595745290570603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869451370408624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888234392530494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642607826946972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114464054530964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067949137052434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359348804453796,0.1040493118120354,0.0,0.10337178228500177,0.0,0.0,0.09958242389327886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459467199191325,0.0,0.0,0.08322882791641406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976257112597234,0.0,0.18833174373366798,0.0953491171614584,0.09448307069569226,0.10244499064836993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827105201891696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637288284795911,0.07152714677186567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608019956182868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060249055690858686,0.0,0.0,0.20194303062413496,0.0,0.08031580980471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123410913112344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905770635567986,0.0,0.09301510280174018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624807923053508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451906634214086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312722281835999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394519424222395,0.0,0.1081496586522654,0.0,0.1019901954977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uncreative_fool,2020/01/02,"My girlfriend just broke up with me and I don't know what to do A few days before we started dating I was about to kill myself, felt lonely a lot of the time, and got rejected so I thought the relationship might end shortly afterwards. But It lasted longer then 2 months and she would always talk about our future with me so I had hope that it would last. But you already know it didn't because then you wouldn't be reading this. Anyways I'm not sure what I'm going to do since I'm so used to being with her everyday and I don't know if I can handle the change.",2.0934453781512588,3.651137546218493,3.4291512605042023,91.67246638655465,76.89915966386555,6.104537815126051,21.984033613445376,6.742157984588678,0.3800581512605037,444,12,98,4,10,145,78,119,0.132,0.84,0.027999999999999997,-0.9018,0,3,0,0,0,1,6.0,2,2,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,0,14,0,0,1,1,26,27,12,1,5,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,1,16,2,11,15,2,16,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,4,13,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688169473701127,0.0,0.16353319215322726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198061521702506,0.0,0.16723714500637074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079083874723436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267490703354176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407202452595408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870479936289808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169559372249467,0.0,0.15718730864614014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520399204528244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174372946164359,0.0,0.3240321385354434,0.32040515511627843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708736403452315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084929950876261,0.0,0.0,0.15687267664775714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965885795369611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100546212587687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625761090792909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910876362507804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523228319682392,0.0,0.0,0.1579677052842725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560271498322926,0.11460136889349813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974347844295035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792262104242315,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3eve3,2020/01/02,"FENG'S FAN CLUB - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We play WoW and League! We also have an ethot. &#x200B; APPLY HERE: (please also read!!) [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6\_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform) We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously. Like, anything. We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our community bigger and better. We're a tight knit little community and we want to expand! Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP. IF YOU PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT OR LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: This isn't a requirement to join, there's just a lot of us here who play those games and we'd love to find new buddies \^\^ The rules are; Just be social and not too much of a dick. That's it. Also we have an ethot. See you soon!",6.7235039470333575,10.464473598930486,5.488204736440033,71.57527629233516,72.36898395721927,5.7009421950598425,20.669467787114847,7.07126945348624,0.5864965113318057,941,22,148,10,21,279,113,187,0.028999999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.257,0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,12,3,0,5,13,11,0,0,11,0,10,2,1,1,1,30,17,16,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,2,1,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,15,10,16,14,6,14,0,0,2,2,29,7,1,3,7,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29905917347428435,0.0,0.13506341374056366,0.15146921495642107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516054308702464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958518396363485,0.0,0.0,0.13767142279785025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102470324894834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823333136693538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393222046996312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963079821446475,0.0,0.06512698325093266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355347865620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090003422321921,0.12493684835997415,0.0,0.0,0.1046786291521596,0.0,0.0,0.10597704543201394,0.11250581553579374,0.0,0.08320804081252815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163561419458506,0.0,0.0,0.240784747435978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736670543122289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468852414655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933372914932806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082794442490772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372488919382946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537442191365052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449833094941804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352462530210742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146921495642107,0.0 lonely,Jaal0504,2020/01/02,"I really need a girlfriend I want to be important for someone. I've got a few friends, but need a girl, a love. Feel very lonely at the moment",0.8399999999999999,2.7999216666666698,3.256666666666668,89.525,82.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2003333333333337,110,4,24,2,3,38,24,30,0.115,0.5589999999999999,0.327,0.7043,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,5,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958830974703953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993073615835158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098423607343747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496472261275762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745102994345772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248180915962714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282461434511741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196488638783179,0.2285009105220198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohhiheyhihelloidk,2020/01/02,"red wine is good I keep trying to think of things to say but idk so. anyone else drown out the voices with wine? my ""go to"" is that louis jadot beaujolais. its fairly cheap but its good shit nonetheless. I honestly wish I could be drinking wine just all the time. everyday. I remember my dreams better too after I drink. oh happy 2020 btw. congratulations on making it here alive. I did too. I think that's about all we have in common. that's all that really matters though, isn't it? all the other stuff is just imaginary fodder. idk I'm half drunk. dude fuck terraria.",0.4159174964438108,2.7600538918918964,1.8902228544333823,91.91607396870558,100.17117117117118,5.219724988146041,14.851114272166905,6.8360192770164,0.04297117117117066,446,10,89,8,19,143,79,111,0.151,0.5920000000000001,0.257,0.9442,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,3,0,8,8,1,1,4,19,16,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,3,6,1,3,7,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,10,5,10,13,4,8,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,4,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357464473854667,0.21038944308206264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160166383366289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394287641135194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022992432608673,0.0,0.0,0.17153061255383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982842076538486,0.0,0.0,0.11669631859174392,0.3444496445287117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185823752724325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825107229896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706236181310247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315425276634654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260394160962625,0.0,0.0,0.1632902223592578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077289600558088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350588571255464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641510652770042,0.26314009125418203,0.20174008695176554,0.0,0.11973218826046035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940863540910864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612452181916024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AbyssalKraken,2020/01/02,Spent Christmas and New Years alone. My family was gone on vacation and I didn’t want to invite myself to any parties my friends were invited to. I’m just looking for a friend.,3.3779047619047624,5.350543171428576,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.435095238095238,141,6,27,3,3,46,30,35,0.051,0.643,0.306,0.836,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,4,2,5,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856608514700743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532229458672828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510353229183478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753810426530835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31269525870972914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596352450479937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963223932708584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979272361068235 lonely,InfamousCauliflower4,2020/01/02,im so alone im crying so hard why wont anyone just talk to me???,-3.8811764705882372,-2.6797282352941174,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,96.05882352941177,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.339094117647059,48,0,15,0,2,19,14,17,0.423,0.5770000000000001,0.0,-0.7943,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33257719113009543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453032784452134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35272857645501765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876550102769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6937163009613437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580992153290975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897553779650081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TurboCancer4202,2020/01/02,Alone. What’s the point. Life is gray. I feel hopeless.,-2.0713636363636354,-4.109474727272728,-1.6447727272727253,111.75284090909092,159.9090909090909,1.1,11.840909090909092,3.1291,-2.2088363636363635,42,1,10,0,4,12,11,11,0.41700000000000004,0.583,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278839502234926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306534205515676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282067018935343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730947097592838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YukimoTheVixen,2020/01/02,"Everyone has someone Seeing social media everyone is calling in love, has someone they consider significant other, a person they are in love with. To the guys I wish could make it work. I'm happy you are loving them, sorry it was never me, don't be sorry that I am hurt. I rather just be happy you guys found someone. I just hope one day I would feel that way too.",2.1726418786692747,4.3176422328767154,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,78.72602739726028,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.9313968688845402,285,8,54,4,7,97,52,73,0.069,0.62,0.311,0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,1,1,12,22,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,11,6,4,16,0,5,0,1,1,3,13,2,0,1,2,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547830470170644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210265785007654,0.0,0.0,0.09775840391695476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896878354274606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664484806491971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620278089808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001817244632136,0.0,0.3227255441513167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505559815947022,0.0,0.0,0.16227258566909894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104283453081332,0.0,0.10118273544165493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169100456464428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102716468252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235630565401246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079191312285012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451963546935954,0.38530699357324655,0.0,0.0,0.3393692007546209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031941787165268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431280700601084,0.0,0.0,0.11035412669400804,0.0,0.0,0.10768011390780627,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tommy_gakes,2020/01/02,16M please I need to talk to someone Can someone please just talk to me and comfort me,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,84.26315789473685,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.007610526315788845,69,3,16,0,2,22,13,19,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536293611061545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6672557141284098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150439581532115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885806792746326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,halfdeadgyal,2020/01/02,"he had a PREGNANT gf the whole time. I fell in love with him when we were young, but I never perused it, especially since I transferred to another school. He was always so kind to me and was always there for me in times of need while we went to the same school but I thought he wouldn’t remember me. He actually did and kept in contact with me for years afterwards. I went through hardships and heart aches and he was always there for me, even at 12pm on a Sunday before school that one time. He always came to see me to make sure I was okay, no matter the weather. I knew he liked me back, but I was too nervous to say anything. I’ll never forget when he told me he did over the summer in 2018. The moment will forever repeat in my head. After a few months of giving him the run around, being afraid of love hurting me again, I gave him a chance. We again talked for months and started dating in November 2019. I felt on top of the world. We had always loved each other as friends but it continued to grow for a while.. we planned our lives together out, thought about even moving in with each other (yeah I know I’m nuts) but eventually he began to change slowly, I noticed and didn’t know why. Sad to say now I do. I can’t believe he had a girlfriend this whole time (they were dating since FEBRUARY of 2019). I can’t believe he got her pregnant while trying to date me, and continued on to become my boyfriend even though he knew the entire time that she was carrying his child. We had sex in THEIR APARTMENT, on multiple occasions, on the same exact bed they made that child. I am disgusted by his behaviors. He hid her so well it makes me sad. I can’t believe I found out two days before this year is over. I just can’t. It just doesn’t feel real. I just hate him so much for this. I can’t believe I let him in my life showed him all my vulnerabilities and told him everything I could just so he could get to know me better as a person. He told me many things as well, but I’m not even sure they are true at this point, I feel as if he really just took advantage of me. It all just hurts. [ Sorry to those of you who had to read this shit show. I just couldn’t handle it being on my chest anymore. Also has this ever happened to you? What did you do? I am at a loss for words at this point. Happy 2020. ]",1.7660056436703329,3.5562676527196686,3.162085238882945,92.19130728811912,78.53974895397491,6.2038338036391965,20.739710032110537,7.121374137718711,0.3523447893354099,1790,46,399,21,43,584,223,478,0.092,0.773,0.134,0.9702,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,7,3,4,5,31,25,3,2,17,2,38,9,4,3,9,74,75,30,0,6,15,0,3,1,3,2,1,2,1,3,22,23,0,1,12,3,0,8,13,10,2,2,35,6,71,15,64,32,10,73,0,5,1,4,62,29,1,1,37,275,93,5,0.0,0.0,0.07442045034273173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098648018160309,0.3172793545212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996707624219615,0.0,0.0,0.07563114681612287,0.0,0.0,0.06275690818810302,0.06788911063390529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864056518087408,0.0,0.0,0.08422509231695073,0.12978623537143896,0.3436834309577512,0.0,0.0674473053331559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722310598586154,0.0,0.0,0.08067480137607587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177757636229992,0.0,0.0,0.04918250869158559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148062113788426,0.06898310340009015,0.0,0.0,0.06853912807151022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712044704249495,0.0,0.07322322294159075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361705376275956,0.058919625599444615,0.0,0.03984360781023295,0.07315720316299963,0.0,0.0,0.0609934743760838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674379984723341,0.08118203266545955,0.0,0.07529267264203593,0.0782665393812742,0.0,0.0,0.0903705205747442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327952452775965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941485925787008,0.12573436181976716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798278869644107,0.053865917216427785,0.0372576305257462,0.0,0.06734050725762566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648757397408168,0.07216069552353996,0.10181059767557256,0.07731742732473983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174277511122215,0.08105415300197356,0.0560611484083531,0.05654710857531808,0.11763549947121425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682448827216174,0.0,0.0,0.051676923826341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658880354413835,0.0,0.0,0.14418397496609764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628237032553062,0.08680254776446776,0.04885521883620678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638967694596587,0.0,0.0,0.1212927817167086,0.0,0.2315428350929385,0.06077072741576822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828157282668435,0.12616898690738704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536876624923999,0.053978447005258536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375156132004174,0.0,0.0,0.061296292095663577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066490663024021,0.0,0.07492676529129301,0.1210865946778587,0.22234414843266506,0.0,0.0,0.2186140614958424,0.08472959119337241,0.051776710631512436,0.0,0.07449663169958258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713691293783115,0.1413907807109827,0.06881435211411202,0.17028700245465164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982201111907752 lonely,DarkDawgYT,2020/01/02,"Sad New Years Rant [18M] The start of a new year is most certainly a joyous occasion. It opens the possibility for growth and exploration, an opportunity unlike any other. But it also begs several questions: Will I follow through on my resolutions? Will I reach more success than last year? Will I be a better person, a better friend? Will I find the one? Of course, it’s not all open-ended questions and self pity. The few friends I’ve made and the things I’ve been blessed with serve as proof of that. Yet there’s patterns I’m terrified of following. Patterns I’ve followed for years on end. What makes this year any different? Unhealthy eating habits, daily long naps, late nights, last minute cramming and my sloth all make up the bulk of my life. I eat midnight snacks because I slept through dinner time. I nap through dinner time because I go to bed late. I go to bed late because I napped and woke up during the night. In between, I masturbate because, along with video games and YouTube videos, it’s the only thing that gives me any sort of noticeable pleasure. I keep gaining weight because of my midnight snacking and I don’t exercise because my naps take up all my afternoon time. I get random urges to get my life together in the middle of the night, when I can’t do anything about it. When I wake up, I find myself unmotivated to go to class, do exercise, even talk to other people, all the while feeling lonely and like nobody cares about me. But people do care, specifically my family. They love me so much and I take it all for granted because their love is all I’ve known from them. My parents, who I thought were the perfect couple, are now separated, shattering my entire perspective on love. I was spoiled. All my life, the only problems I suffered were self-inflicted. I complained a lot as a child and in doing so, isolated myself from my classmates. I didn’t learn, and did the same upon entering high school. All of the friend groups I did have at one point all fell apart. I only talk to a small handful now. At college, it’s hard to get to know people because everyone’s always busy with their own lives. So here I am. Living an unhealthy life full of loneliness and regret. I neglect my body because I don’t feel like I matter, and I lack the motivation to do anything about it. All I’ve ever wanted was to find a girl to love who’d love me back. The one time I fell in love, my heart got fucking crushed. Now I’m scared. Scared of women, scared of taking risks, scared of putting myself out there because I know that I haven’t put in the work to be loved. I don’t love myself. At most, I tolerate myself. That’s it. And until I love myself, and I don’t know when that will be, I can’t find anyone who’ll love me either. This feeds back into my lack of motivation and so it goes. Here’s to another lousy year. Don’t be like me.",2.9730728241563043,5.007404959147426,3.93390444049734,86.91373765541742,75.78507992895204,6.706486678507992,25.29197158081705,7.627320914984058,1.3026275950266433,2244,79,446,31,50,722,257,563,0.114,0.6990000000000001,0.187,0.9934,3,2,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,4,9,23,40,1,5,28,0,37,30,5,5,14,75,80,30,0,5,4,1,5,3,3,6,6,0,2,5,25,23,8,2,17,9,0,13,10,14,0,3,13,5,69,26,66,56,22,74,1,6,0,11,34,25,1,7,39,288,94,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500787857430879,0.04683028310506336,0.0,0.0,0.1148189870355225,0.05901551371277465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935296911628615,0.0,0.0926289005372449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655319767038386,0.0,0.34308362418585703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995519046044154,0.0,0.06251548003295668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476441804675132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062273832784615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880164426155041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151789841621416,0.0,0.0,0.09969648463272034,0.0,0.0,0.037173055832404316,0.05090936765435464,0.0,0.053778887304979234,0.0,0.0,0.05305669812442253,0.0,0.05691470807544781,0.04020714264464936,0.0,0.0,0.2057591807684608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044763429830547,0.0520308581879287,0.08821346585072952,0.05398984343729303,0.09595733208787616,0.0,0.04501304027334397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504167024751001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669323109996615,0.0,0.059463944356001885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002512009194398,0.0,0.0,0.09279166255457004,0.09175301921800677,0.19046218722415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901167958219578,0.08248813043526429,0.0,0.09939427114857004,0.04980689535783045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047848075720822905,0.507957809056207,0.05325442314903215,0.07513598102587732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041372995339065265,0.0,0.0,0.10871304045862333,0.0,0.15844765864648966,0.0,0.0,0.064076267621832,0.0,0.0,0.11441234380524525,0.12841266194767242,0.0,0.0,0.0624933667771369,0.0,0.0,0.11705443321200115,0.04914238000616978,0.0,0.0,0.05320371677715603,0.06344834745250442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053853295992873536,0.0,0.11315585761585495,0.1260951539792197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253883131095252,0.056959355448301524,0.0,0.0,0.11742667104947226,0.06358148652873218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039835966614372616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269488758662084,0.09047303807276294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478116326117848,0.0,0.0,0.044680810681394165,0.13127156582332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033195979605387574,0.0,0.0,0.06853507024066963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040973223016832865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745863139826055 lonely,Musicnerd7_,2020/01/02,I’m so gay. Please just love me. I look in the mirror and wonder if a man will ever truly love me.,-3.4010869565217376,-2.028636434782607,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,109.0,2.3000000000000003,5.75,3.1291,-2.6149043478260867,74,0,19,0,4,27,20,23,0.0,0.536,0.46399999999999997,0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379851954453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376946023977703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744621953959481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101523138602656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052043433840812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Novx008,2020/01/02,"Book to read and get free from this burden? Hi, I'm just another lonely guy out there. After spending my birthday and NYE alone, I still feel the deep wound of having my eyes open in my dark room while hearing the firework outside and hearing the neighbors enjoy themselves. It's been like this for years, sometimes I think I will never have a girlfriend/marry a women and I just can't take it anymore, I'm planning to change things and get some company because I know there are people out there that I'll get along with and enjoy my time with, but I don't know how, maybe can you suggest me a book to read to learn how to get free from loneliness, maybe a book that made you less lonely and get ""real"" friends? or general advice? I love reading, and I believe that books have magical effect to the brain. If I am still breathing today, it's because of all the fictional characters I've read about that are hard working, persistent and fighting even though it's tough. I'm 24, and I can invest 3 or 4 years of training to change, I don't care if I get rejected (I'm used to it now), I'm pretty sure someone will accept me, I feel it! But I need some help :) Thank you and my best wishes for 2020.",6.133808010171649,5.4002935123967015,6.346859504132233,82.71476478067389,66.35537190082644,8.933757151938973,31.838525111252387,7.882392219407189,2.077781563890655,938,32,192,9,13,301,135,242,0.10099999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9832,0,6,0,0,2,1,30.0,0,3,0,5,13,18,1,0,9,0,14,5,3,5,3,46,40,21,0,4,8,0,3,1,2,2,1,2,2,2,13,17,0,0,8,8,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,6,24,14,23,36,5,16,0,3,1,1,14,6,0,6,11,119,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287728779257533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196359115414066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112472374889002,0.0,0.0,0.11455716771699045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408304582572315,0.0,0.0,0.1301428118546812,0.1212230378078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289499348622237,0.0,0.0,0.117772493685045,0.0,0.24439340512033203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629478818935365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681298457281905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892445204887331,0.0,0.3621024713638607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437534300760414,0.0,0.0,0.10347633656715256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603815263710541,0.0,0.07742546330832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696508410566867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056433477588967364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425436538173584,0.10930053618997364,0.0,0.0,0.2320952730478541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565091068528716,0.08909021090979312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008168809866394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751754185370515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621742580462098,0.13147829222650895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787320137931847,0.0,0.11424462352560046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449655235799128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886898065790468,0.0,0.0868508778576649,0.0,0.0,0.10634821109849664,0.0,0.0,0.07674124286806132,0.07401562101613897,0.11349025341152755,0.0,0.06735615411152898,0.0,0.10949215886937616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976554384839482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328334503213504,0.0,0.0,0.08409433396055087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877227471135535 lonely,isaiah111400000,2020/01/02,"A night Last night I went to a party for the new year . It was the first time I went to one and I was excited to go . The first hour ish was fun I talked to my friends and drank a little . Then things got bad for me as I allowed myself to just sit in that chair and become miserable . All I thought about was how no one in this room gives a damn about you and that I could just sit there and no one would say a word to me . Three of my friends asked me if I was ok and I said yes , I hate Lying about myself to them . At the point in time I was the furthest thing from ok . Feeling lonely in a room full of thirty people is the worst feeling ever . After the party I got home and I felt like I had to put on a mask because I told my mom it was fun and that I was just tired and then I laid in my bed feeling extremely lonely and depressed. Then next day I laid in bed until four then I played video games and it was nice when my friends told me they were there me if I wanted to talk and I almost cried .",1.0376565656565653,2.197537472727273,2.532121212121215,98.67762626262629,78.81818181818181,5.434343434343433,18.585858585858585,5.46131890053228,-0.6257626262626271,764,14,194,3,18,249,111,220,0.159,0.665,0.17600000000000002,0.0591,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,11,19,2,1,14,3,14,2,0,2,2,31,32,22,0,5,5,1,4,1,3,1,1,2,5,0,9,12,1,0,5,3,0,4,2,8,0,7,21,6,36,11,28,9,3,39,0,4,0,0,16,13,1,3,21,139,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018321109710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215389767377818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855039798524732,0.07925104838555877,0.14358249538671494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379999484266687,0.0,0.14280656297833216,0.08384374695301393,0.0,0.11197482145587312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175987565372052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720630622814814,0.0,0.12482708870947053,0.0,0.0,0.22116774171167985,0.0,0.0,0.30132921097849513,0.0,0.0,0.12471454167278312,0.07388596280077514,0.0,0.20795691669337013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835497741690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040760115784913,0.0,0.12803068748300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597304057899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351484356884772,0.13030114811566254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226260381926246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556155150180334,0.13826389822947704,0.2440054878120897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26428828296108625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013047059340308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289861816062085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069292316565773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236664093704882,0.1033867686706956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898937204909626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274172155560244,0.0,0.0,0.10321102027588792,0.1516162311652162,0.1494238988213669,0.0,0.2484544816175529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668148522552083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103554606698804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235322857794732,0.0,0.0,0.08372023273576078 lonely,chloe_cameron,2020/01/02,"Making friends while not in college anymore I'm new to this reddit thing but I think this is appropriate for this subreddit. I never really went to a ""real"" college campus since I attended a community college. After I graduated a couple years ago, I have found it so difficult to make friends. I never really made that many friends when I went to this college but I had made more than I have in my full-time job working adult life. Don't get me wrong, my coworkers are nice and I really like being around them. But, they are coworkers at the end of the day. I am trying to find places other than bars and conventions to make friends with people and I have found it exceptionally difficult. Many other people make friends just fine. Does it make me pathetic for thinking these things?",4.595045045045048,6.590950486486491,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,71.16216216216216,8.987387387387386,28.54954954954956,9.516144504307137,2.7769306306306314,624,24,112,15,12,204,90,148,0.084,0.722,0.193,0.9501,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,4,11,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,7,2,26,25,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,13,5,1,0,5,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,7,0,18,8,18,17,1,18,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,11,78,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070314442460464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974467847212385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748692921951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359990777756464,0.0,0.07786928980522713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566307216790807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069425194908627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035697638095668,0.0,0.0,0.2647770829642756,0.4664289727257829,0.0,0.06308326935733656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981886367509305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528439947326248,0.0589889638826367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285000200988379,0.4029846761862563,0.2448290384331208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862489946811884,0.11661440712766726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741608026779425,0.0,0.12615080683540533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743204499976674,0.2320533028059165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987991327904844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604326579632129,0.15473456470899868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197661714674613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238600667569136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790239128738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201358990374504,0.0,0.07775457684537168 lonely,randommskittles,2020/01/02,"Today's my birthday Hi there. Today's my birthday and I really don't have anyone to spend it with. My friends didn't even remember that it was my birthday. I listened to Youtube so someone could sing for me. I just thought that maybe I'd get some birthday messages from you guys. Thank you so much. I appreciate your time. Have a blast.",0.3851560379918588,2.773227895522393,1.5794843962008152,94.58705563093623,98.40298507462688,4.2274084124830384,24.001356852103118,6.1124844417494595,0.6972805970149261,267,12,54,3,11,84,48,67,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8214,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,12,2,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955459043223652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328704405604985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847138597774824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160658707453469,0.0,0.1461116517216164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769089681181672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809576822887108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558346599454813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791583923167189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168020940872252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369563796505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574748422353569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220200845514796,0.16307293723431018,0.0,0.530173023875148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pluton19,2020/01/02,"I’m just venting So here’s the thing. I’ve always been lonely, but lately I’ve been feeling so sad about it. I really have no one but my mom and my little sister. I really miss having friends and oh God, I really wish that someone would like me back. I thought I had my life figured it out but it has turned out that I want to do other things. I think I’m too afraid to do the things I really want to. Have you ever felt out of place? Like you don’t belong anywhere? That’s exactly how I feel. Right now there’s nothing I wish for more than a hug. Please be kind to one another ❤️.",0.2177649909145956,2.0972905826771684,2.5286614173228337,94.33340399757724,84.11811023622046,5.797456087219867,17.643246517262266,7.010146845296331,-0.035442883101150624,452,10,106,6,13,154,81,127,0.087,0.638,0.275,0.9794,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,1,2,23,25,8,0,5,4,2,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,3,16,5,11,18,1,10,0,3,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431284408968175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926102014786562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241206050162522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460119714656244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323574843648242,0.0,0.15498675199867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471127374330533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809217898844994,0.0,0.0,0.18208672082425845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401442353149427,0.1577215235925417,0.16178340724702334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905100375875267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154885082639676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187622520662983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864762615677265,0.1771886720334177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136344389892867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785023080279868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676908725046935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32171716854913884,0.10343024225212563,0.0,0.1281479923020543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557661095725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041723165071373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37124584668220784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466683299168498,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cassandraaaaaaaa,2020/01/02,"Wish I had someone to talk to I really just wish I had someone to talk to. My fiancee is really the only person I frequently talk with. I dont really talk to any of my family or my old friends anymore and I feel like I'm a burden or a waste of time for anyone new I try to talk to these days. I love my fiancee and he's great, but I really just wish I could talk about literally anything with more than one person. Shits tough.",2.1895807453416154,3.230494076086959,4.67049689440994,84.98630434782609,75.63043478260869,8.300621118012423,22.92546583850932,8.841846274778883,1.4333552795031057,333,9,74,7,7,118,53,92,0.105,0.713,0.18100000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,14,11,5,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,14,4,14,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,13,0,1,2,6,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627267384383215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581617040258586,0.08870708469946842,0.0,0.10439923479846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129152435083014,0.0,0.0,0.08181754680266277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868504792952614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959720244970028,0.0,0.06414684766193232,0.09063251104543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801572455987123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986931052807286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197991949560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145007794927921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225271828842623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331236670121063,0.0,0.08596713031238068,0.09648668732987838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154756621587107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250923354684057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022528575548384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498491326196767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118165641548076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397610758232874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613313062061137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437666093371364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abrahammms,2020/01/02,Sad and alone It's been a few weeks that I started to feel lonely and last night was my first time spending NYE alone. This shit really fucking sucks.,1.16,3.7736293333333366,1.495000000000001,97.7025,89.0,4.333333333333334,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.40399999999999947,120,3,25,1,4,36,28,30,0.4370000000000001,0.563,0.0,-0.9357,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356808060344948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517032309074755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610363019954524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371032194374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501523089205032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879908693379792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965984478099864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315013136292513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721484724090087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894716471559294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616470931935236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,terortoc,2020/01/02,"Im a college student, And this year was the year I officially left my parent's house. It wasn't the best parting, but I still love them dearly. I'm currently living in my dorm room alone as all my roommates have gone home for the winter break. I have no friends in the city I live in, and the only person I talk to regularly is a deadbeat highschool buddy who lives in our home town many miles away. Hes my best friend and sometimes it feels like he's my only tether to what happiness I find in life. The only time I speak to him is over PSN. I've got no gf to speak of either. The only people I see IRL are my coworkers who are okay, I suppose. Anyway, spending the new year alone and sick with the stomach flu really made me realize how much I miss people. My parents would at least make me some soup if I got sick and asked. Now I have to get feeling better on my own. I don't know why I'm posting this either. It won't change much, but It would be nice to know some people read it. Anyway Happy New Year to you all. May we find an end to our lonliness.",3.3206845238095246,3.7948581517857134,4.720607142857143,87.81605952380954,72.39285714285714,7.401904761904763,24.30833333333333,7.3011,0.8573890476190478,822,21,183,8,15,275,134,224,0.125,0.705,0.17,0.9356,3,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,1,3,5,13,0,0,12,1,16,6,1,3,2,29,32,10,0,3,5,2,2,1,3,4,4,2,4,1,10,7,0,0,7,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,6,5,30,12,21,21,13,28,0,1,1,1,21,13,0,4,13,116,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195824868459237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910220032034206,0.0,0.09959703107681822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224955346759855,0.0937545440230972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214131060992556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389070449820247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072006110787082,0.07573139539820586,0.0,0.0,0.19377688702359053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380143297947414,0.0,0.055384262781617566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956690412665382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256927661623515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126672539151461,0.0,0.0,0.12231780229212907,0.0,0.0,0.11450571069909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651730885535748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517687524327433,0.0,0.07487585281675457,0.05178964740056456,0.0,0.2808182708428753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567542270592366,0.10030635133281283,0.07076047081972929,0.10747442181810228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558546299358997,0.0,0.0,0.20476437046711585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32249228823325266,0.0,0.0,0.2354163741995862,0.11479521039821168,0.0,0.2204756414311034,0.09256119102886293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152536732156353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603564977940573,0.0,0.06791077482654526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844738245757088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484359679010444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465729741868817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520438121803638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181351248812881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565479558946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060860975501275,0.0,0.0,0.2730600338472605 lonely,Creator_of_OP,2020/01/02,Talk to me? I’m just so lonely every day. I want people to talk to so 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lonely,yohan410,2020/01/02,"i feel as if my i have lost complete sight of who i am i’m new to reddit just an fyi ... just in the past few days i feel as if i have lost complete sight of who i am, that my philosophical outlook on life has been shattered, and my self esteem has gone down the drain. usually i can pinpoint what caused a troubling mood or depressed feeling, but this time i can’t. my anxiety is through the roof due to my little mental break.. i feel like i don’t even know how to talk to people. so when in a room i feel like a fucking idiot, boring, and extremely alone. i don’t have many friends due to being someone who has a lot on their plate, very focused and sometimes is my own worst enemy. each time i find someone i click with, things go well as friends for awhile and then BAM, some bizarre thing happens and they lash out at me and then friendship ended. it has happened so many times that now i don’t have anyone to turn to while all these thoughts are bouncing around in my head of how i feel like i don’t know who i am anymore, my outlook on life is evolving rather quickly and that i am simply alone. i have a very loving boyfriend whom i care for so very much, supportive parents and my sister but then i feel like i have no one else. now i’m not discrediting the people i just mentioned, but it can be troubling when you want to call up a girlfriend to vent about things you can’t talk about with your parents or don’t want to talk about with your sister and let’s be honest, everyone needs a gal friend to escape to when they need a little break from their boyfriend. i don’t have that and it’s been YEARS. yes years. and the pains of being alone have plagued me for just that same time.. years. but w these dark feelings and thoughts i’ve been having lately, the ache of being alone is ever more present. if anyone could offer some guidance, support and/or kind comments you have no idea how much that would mean to me. thank you in advance :))",4.371217948717948,4.959354835858587,4.355050505050503,90.96667832167832,70.08585858585857,6.900388500388501,27.351981351981355,6.297961479604792,0.8930997668997671,1529,48,332,8,26,470,191,396,0.14,0.6890000000000001,0.171,0.9435,2,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,4,3,24,26,2,0,15,1,44,6,1,4,2,64,76,37,0,10,15,4,8,4,4,1,3,0,1,1,21,18,0,0,15,0,0,3,11,10,1,1,8,11,47,15,44,60,12,47,0,3,3,2,32,15,1,8,31,232,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33043675140128964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101757194119479,0.0,0.07910229015355809,0.11154263446615584,0.0,0.0,0.07100492791265435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144573340164712,0.0,0.0813224886163174,0.08193735780361855,0.0,0.0,0.1672574958807969,0.0,0.0,0.06368332086136111,0.0,0.0,0.05143977364855109,0.0,0.06869873639181368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663076356793224,0.0,0.07064529559439321,0.0,0.0,0.05268192809609259,0.07214913022690778,0.0,0.07621583457820166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226397713396606,0.22792743295624324,0.0,0.0,0.07290085603418267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487134663860702,0.07373851485852298,0.0,0.0,0.04533047890150997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410662232982717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185863586736776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004138312592057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305965867201233,0.08767001770774364,0.0,0.08997480413058431,0.0,0.0,0.08156186225030876,0.11267626083736915,0.15587038009337018,0.15988459029561708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413889152295473,0.06781064478598575,0.07198815425128584,0.0,0.0,0.16173192732453498,0.0,0.08688400205241822,0.0,0.0,0.08038115169088687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172682265025202,0.11828475378654492,0.0,0.07703446020647432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404867167614024,0.0,0.08487219726737961,0.0,0.177132117944737,0.0,0.07614167988103421,0.11059360237705558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320897088314104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516385797684533,0.0,0.07888647684561897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102553017584014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232858234227385,0.0,0.0734339650610745,0.0,0.0,0.15897062177089066,0.0,0.0,0.12664394696012196,0.18603902845505554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675795307466352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784637312639326,0.1974355578962144,0.09409117283954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171545279053626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666050655423074,0.0,0.0,0.15409198580348313 lonely,mt_oyster,2020/01/02,"Need a hug I had a very lonesome New Years and all I could think about today is how nice a hug from another human, any human, would be. I am on the spectrum, so I typically don’t even enjoy hugs or being touched by someone I don’t have a close relationship with, but I guess the lack of human interaction lately is making me feel otherwise.",8.36391304347826,5.750474666666669,9.284347826086961,69.46391304347829,63.20289855072463,12.098550724637684,36.04347826086956,10.504223727775694,3.5527739130434783,268,9,53,5,3,93,54,69,0.075,0.769,0.157,0.5193,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,2,1,15,16,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,5,6,11,2,6,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,4,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561492103636546,0.3016308195944996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296687080014188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999308134689866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544675597785184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168838572533445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32448680027755633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201160942335727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132921635600857,0.0,0.27781850424735416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883327648263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437287205672729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431738574015494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726628271814221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373450844074681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043415003960892,0.0,0.0,0.18524006398212892 lonely,justjust000,2020/01/02,"Inspiring song I've found this song somewhat inspiring to listen to from time to time: I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack https://youtu.be/DmBSGlXqC4Q",6.4750666666666685,10.283171440000004,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,74.6,8.133333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.4303333333333343,126,4,19,3,3,36,19,25,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.8024,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820363536121633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272418070767199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.619071692087703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Biglad69XD,2020/01/02,Feeling lonely I’m up at 4:00 in the morning and haven’t slept. I’m just feeling isolated in this world. Just thinking about shit and crying. I just feel trapped.,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,2.2800000000000007,92.965,85.875,4.45,26.75,5.985473137389443,0.9444750000000006,130,6,25,1,4,40,24,32,0.38299999999999995,0.54,0.077,-0.9169,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,8,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926343071659253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6802950089359381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603583556883357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873679254334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,place_of_desolation,2020/01/02,"Spent another NYE alone, and the only options to not spending it alone involved spending money at a club or bar. Going to a bar alone isn't something I'm comfortable doing, and clubs are more for the younger crowd (I'm 41) and I was never really into dancing anyway. Sigh... Another holiday season has passed, another reminder of my inability to find what seems to come so easily for most others, another year down the shitter. I'm a 41 year old guy who's still never been married or in any kind of serious or LTR, and I go years without any kind of affection. When you're younger, it's vastly easier to meet people via networking since you're in a common environment like school, but when you're older it's almost impossible since there really isn't that kind of situation. I work a solo job so it's not like I can meet co-workers either. Knowing that I need to have friends first, some kind of a social circle, before I can even consider the possibility of a relationship, means I pretty much have to start from scratch. I'm not sure I even know how to make friends anymore, and being that I've settled into a deep long-term depression, it makes me not even feel like trying to reach out to anyone. I am so profoundly lonely it hurts. I find myself randomly breaking down in tears more and more lately. I'm tired of going through life alone, always alone. It would be nice to have people to do stuff with and it would be nice to be special to someone.",5.5580350877193005,6.138764470175443,6.566754385964912,76.18311403508774,67.45614035087719,9.56140350877193,30.570175438596486,9.586721724236666,2.7899122807017536,1154,42,214,23,18,386,163,285,0.122,0.742,0.136,0.7512,1,7,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,12,19,0,0,12,0,20,4,0,4,3,44,39,17,0,3,10,0,2,3,2,2,2,0,0,1,15,12,2,0,7,6,4,6,9,4,1,1,3,2,13,14,36,30,7,33,0,3,0,0,10,11,0,9,18,133,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805454880603886,0.4553725031700041,0.0,0.0,0.07316925390542812,0.0,0.0,0.1195981041685945,0.3688315184874382,0.0,0.0,0.08720823630168427,0.06148643993336623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482650441951004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574851599028606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573858639559146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424140408502672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044462754119838965,0.06282103019488326,0.0,0.0,0.16074263001190994,0.07479776210292555,0.0,0.0,0.13587726349239398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149927054249778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706981971424893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413660877616106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726226426178382,0.0,0.0,0.3662845324222396,0.09665393512612287,0.0,0.09919490275926998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211133686281463,0.12888230776784154,0.0,0.0,0.07782001583253627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739505526332032,0.0,0.0,0.095787373123008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464259876457702,0.06520294633112818,0.135642322868564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922733554279275,0.0,0.0,0.06687879468677438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192659644657518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913389236227296,0.0,0.08946186226329855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266727130812612,0.0,0.0,0.09440965488678503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889952668391127,0.0,0.08005303821553804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548205715978815,0.09884301551968892,0.0,0.08963901334557993,0.07450733501526699,0.06769692703720992,0.0,0.0,0.06224109192839877,0.0,0.07022528251846546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006649351337404,0.0,0.0,0.08287802483554167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106874673524764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059702329076865075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476653750982936,0.0,0.12803596132512934,0.0,0.0,0.12493349648821064,0.0,0.0,0.1698824431512553 lonely,davfraizer21,2020/01/02,Alone on New Years All of my friends ditched me on new years and I got really depressed because of it,7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,64.71428571428572,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.2252476190476203,81,4,18,1,1,25,17,21,0.218,0.662,0.121,-0.3597,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410339383872799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072553970438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836076863069939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440028758608235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335465075148623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360397926524246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109446826174189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240900087102001 lonely,muffintopbegone,2020/01/02,"Alone in my room It just hit me how lonely I am. My kids are gone for the night. No significant other. No friends in town. Siblings are all busy. How to keep my mind busy or meet new people?",-1.4991071428571416,0.3358818750000019,0.5035714285714299,101.63,105.25,3.2857142857142865,13.214285714285715,5.288315135182226,-1.3243214285714284,145,3,35,1,7,47,33,40,0.19,0.705,0.105,-0.4588,0,3,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43104681188411453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215469798253745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699283555617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42023275862781206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019584182013582,0.0,0.39056565780006985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28853340021804363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dahomieviben,2020/01/02,"I’m really bored and want to here your guys and gals problems :) Hey I’m a bi 18m, and I’m sick of talking to others about my awful life for now, I want to hear about yours :3 I’m a good listener and consider myself a kind and caring person hmu.",-0.5757575757575779,1.2837052727272749,2.5740909090909128,92.93446969696971,87.18181818181819,5.848484848484849,16.439393939393938,7.1686216300943375,-0.019060606060606226,190,4,45,3,6,68,38,55,0.172,0.5429999999999999,0.285,0.7604,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,7,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273117697609303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692649707740598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178704531547684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618244614802796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343036389840656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675318335820985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031126099608905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071826253971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056602201770978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803198161280905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787039578473157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wawzaer,2020/01/02,"I don't know what to do I went to my first real NYE party last night with friends from highschool. To start with the first few hours of the party I just kinda sat and watched everyone else talk and have fun. Until one girl who I've been friends with for many years got really drunk. I've had a crush on this girl and asked her out once and was rejected, but after she had drank a lot she started to cuddle up with me and we ended up sleeping on the couch together that night (no sex btw). I was sober the whole time and as much as I loved actually feeling wanted and cared for; I hate that she had to be drunk for that. I asked her out to dinner today to talk about last night but she never returned my call or text me back. I just needed to vent this because I feel terrible and alone tonight. Also I wanted to know if letting her snuggle up to me while drunk was the wrong thing to do? Sorry for the long post and I'm not sure if it even belongs here on this sub so sorry if I should move it somewhere else. I guess I just want some feedback as to why I feel so alone tonight.",3.1343226872246714,3.9235927488986815,3.8744025330396465,92.55451128854624,73.05286343612335,6.732268722466961,23.438601321585907,6.6274283507984215,0.4282513215859032,842,21,193,6,16,268,129,227,0.151,0.758,0.091,-0.9385,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,8,0,14,9,1,0,2,43,36,23,0,8,10,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,16,5,0,5,3,0,2,4,4,0,3,11,4,27,6,36,22,5,34,0,1,1,3,19,8,0,8,23,132,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.11438984448386295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280920806941186,0.0,0.0937408192434178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191698174417972,0.0,0.0,0.09013497097362212,0.0,0.07145624503737681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196947612154088,0.0,0.11951363748387656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958445949656761,0.0,0.10382215782210463,0.0,0.0,0.07742272726224371,0.0,0.0,0.11200876632398836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780991454142475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941460293656946,0.0,0.0,0.18112781576377926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375156984779136,0.0,0.1291310835110783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573051593523513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115438121809839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288421307906943,0.19109994654275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986542718193928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037360418377798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965628150826283,0.1057956577166928,0.0,0.0,0.1188427165764006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458634574189342,0.08617021287139494,0.08691717029598013,0.09040731699635532,0.0,0.0,0.3300091850408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483551110002375,0.07943132905909595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226439044568368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342206199845036,0.07509415569459248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730468941228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624364633661085,0.16593788750204738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047849527907376,0.0,0.0,0.18843404703866287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778757823089233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835194477855909,0.0,0.11111088653210123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741824025270292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866414636364047,0.10577284873095158,0.1308719823563471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816170622219414,0.0,0.07548585901158686 lonely,roseflowr,2020/01/02,idk what to do my eating disorder is making me extremely isolated and its just awful ): i hope u guys are doing better than i am :) happy 2020,1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,82.21428571428572,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.9294619047619048,109,3,19,3,3,40,27,28,0.29100000000000004,0.419,0.29100000000000004,0.2516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419762734462538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443154832560521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39565772186489423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828619435734775,0.0,0.41161509514122013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840484015676595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581037790794645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dreamer1021,2020/01/02,"2019 was shit, 2020 hasn’t started off any better. I really need someone to talk to. I have no friends and am all alone. I’m 23 f if that matters.",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,91.5,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,-0.07052500000000039,112,4,27,1,4,38,29,32,0.217,0.585,0.198,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39737585756825056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091495905380546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339333002984342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964295369639365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844932064841394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457946694424528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938411038722122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250900739582353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715700564796529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083867437829583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxxblake_100,2020/01/02,"If you feel alone, listen. I am just an average guy I’m 16 trying to be a friend to anyone who needs one I would love for anyone to text me on here idc I really just wanna be a friend I am not perfect and I don’t have hella time but I’ll make time for ANYONE who needs it. I love you guys hbu.",-2.067663398692812,-0.261378191176469,1.2390196078431366,99.63669934640524,95.61764705882356,4.1986928104575165,10.496732026143787,5.82211442006289,-1.4502405228758173,225,2,58,2,9,80,46,68,0.052000000000000005,0.76,0.188,0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,13,15,3,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,9,5,7,12,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,1,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527893666932516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562726024741944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099816293230107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361016006018759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307461751570227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926298094565697,0.0,0.14519230429952065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225677948257637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739313628953468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393450576233702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366836062646064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767774862876532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451572639607558,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aloneandboredagain,2020/01/02,"""My bf hasnt texted me in 3 hours :((("" posts are so funny to me I havent got a text in 3 weeks, and that was only because of my job. I guess loneliness means a completely different thing to me.",1.8307142857142864,2.3853044523809537,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,75.90476190476191,8.457142857142857,23.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.28032380952381,145,4,36,3,3,51,33,42,0.071,0.835,0.095,0.2362,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914595493365063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32930569441259044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814554577700245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511975447808539,0.0,0.34599325841196504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093043969271501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116747914767098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421239386437739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887111530456626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008007150393253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866002932697172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519351053032547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CastawayOnALonelyDay,2020/01/02,"I really don't know anymore I've been like this for 15 years now. I am 30. Italian. Gay. I like games. I keep trying to make friends, and sometimes someone gets interested, only to either end up disappointing me, going away because they get in a relationship or, in the case of the last one, abusing me mentally. I feel really lonely, depression kicking me stronger and stronger every day, feeling suicidal again (but I won't try doing it another time, not yet at least.) All of this and knowing that I don't know if I'd be able to keep up with meeting someone else, or pretending that I'm fine to not show off my depression. Yet being alone is making things worse. I've been told it gets better, that if I try things change, and that's been going on for 15 years, but despite trying and trying, nothing changes. I tried joining discord servers to meet people, but I never fit in. I feel ignored in most. And I'm making a mess in writing this. I sometimes think back to the mid 2000s and realise that it was going OK, but I still couldn't enjoy life. I had online friends, some of which were great friends, but life sometimes moves on and people aren't around anymore. I sometimes also wish I could still be taking pills for depression, but my doctor won't prescribe me anything anymore bc my suicide attempt involved pills. Sigh. I'm not even sure I should be writing this.",4.097468671679199,5.824856165413539,4.654511278195495,84.25276942355895,71.93233082706767,6.871177944862156,29.959899749373434,7.447530270364453,1.875498245614036,1084,46,202,12,21,345,149,266,0.16399999999999998,0.7,0.136,-0.8988,0,4,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,1,2,10,20,0,0,5,1,21,6,0,3,3,48,45,19,2,6,14,0,3,2,3,3,5,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,7,3,0,4,10,7,1,1,7,3,25,12,26,29,5,33,0,5,0,1,12,15,0,6,16,129,40,1,0.09032355170087,0.10701863894905617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354795940416756,0.0,0.07223171166218532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947121194139142,0.0,0.0,0.2687300778747284,0.0,0.0,0.07432858698444299,0.08040711071877353,0.0,0.0,0.08486195009247174,0.0694532359178552,0.0,0.05506039876395343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798838414138468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110068244793094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211600633885104,0.0,0.0,0.058251218566064675,0.0,0.23338662818268754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244998250243476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545373738106888,0.0,0.07999985735647105,0.0,0.0,0.059657854036720324,0.0,0.07610148793082437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370109049770849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093512559605039,0.0,0.1415709833897627,0.0,0.1539988678160106,0.0,0.0,0.09958203462035822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605674457364928,0.0,0.0,0.14891838554955567,0.0736257499600646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275963915021889,0.08825504988444123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087501640261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102489578839228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959996410881129,0.0,0.0,0.06966309134204693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866678838966453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120557622440075,0.06869513120363284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523795590721412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157271601726038,0.0,0.0,0.09697369188114166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306170449028628,0.0,0.35732920879758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426501012800594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759861091017986,0.0,0.0851288785427432,0.0,0.06791206997435001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001390853217316,0.0578756848247492,0.0,0.0,0.05266838935953898,0.0,0.0,0.08630802438095309,0.0,0.3679425756674489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386762685279824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204741574008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163308118427858 lonely,Tommo7744,2020/01/02,....M20 next week is my birthday and imma be alone for it at 21 loool,-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333373,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,95.0,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.5903333333333332,51,1,13,0,2,17,15,15,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138011621976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302843467499564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753838191680747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway1934812,2020/01/02,"Does anyone know this feeling? I was looking through my reddit saved RES comments and found this: > Playing online games made me suicidal so I stopped playing. The reason is because I used to play team games like Rocket League. Everyone is always in a party with friends. If you're not, you're playing with randoms and they fucking hate you for every little mistake, if the team loses it's all your fault. Every time that happened it reminded me how much better the game would be with friends, and then that reminded me how my whole life would be better with friends, and I have no friends. No joke, it made me have crying mental breakdowns. The game had nothing to do it with it, really, but what it reminded me of. I have no one to just dick around with and be carefree for just one second, not even in a video game. This is exactly how I feel right now. I relate to this so much since I've stopped playing all online games entirely. It's something I always wanted to tell someone but I could never put it into words. This feeling of isolation even in an online environment where it should, supposedly, be easy to make some friends. Alas, I have failed here as well. I would have talk to this person but he has deleted his account. Kind of hits me in the gut that I can't find these kinds of people because, like me, they are completely isolated and alone; Probably lurkers like I am. So they usually never post these kinds of stories for someone to see.",4.0352422360248426,5.960199257142861,4.413540372670808,85.10276397515528,72.5,7.012422360248448,28.60248447204969,7.7425588080867325,1.8169782608695657,1152,46,215,15,23,362,153,280,0.142,0.6940000000000001,0.165,0.3023,0,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,3,6,15,27,2,0,8,0,24,4,2,8,5,55,40,19,1,9,9,0,3,3,5,4,1,0,0,1,21,14,0,2,7,15,1,1,8,6,1,3,5,5,28,21,30,25,6,19,0,2,2,2,24,9,2,4,11,153,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637897865931872,0.0,0.0,0.17092974313422554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181883662249967,0.0,0.0,0.09143573381707372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252249439194766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168138599952025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076919047863811,0.0,0.0,0.08200742323166223,0.0,0.11282465156355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988423626195566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568102654199193,0.0,0.17307910535085186,0.09814601560769412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580329308606955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387719223626427,0.0,0.0,0.11261874841237432,0.3967763867142116,0.09495587721691973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082815815225913,0.0,0.0,0.10140714335172077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32087720097174915,0.056448000431212064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254874342033336,0.15054014210515998,0.10294471996158827,0.0,0.0,0.08625247319336375,0.1149088041631263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437774589582224,0.06856126573097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035098521465847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101073487286512,0.0,0.15843613381667485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985552333820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920104144391987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120778434744084,0.08968442890483931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837000244248388,0.0,0.11074124435213713,0.0,0.0,0.10325424273550804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580013706721498,0.10560536328844172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771575310542556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184841433293183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496468575825028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405561702509698,0.07907295572811812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717441837112435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235059827605702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255626558810156,0.08977508778127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989237502757842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871045928638678,0.11312310041158047,0.0,0.06058238271064807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235070360176724,0.0,0.0,0.11467462810725608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889163812431214,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Matt2473k,2020/01/02,Finally hanging with friends And I still feel so lonely. I only see them every few weeks cause it seems like they never want me around and I don't feel happy around them either. We're drinking and smoking and I should feel happier than usual but all I can still think about is my lost friends. The people that I cared to have in my life. Who left me. And my past that hurts so much more without them still with me. I just want to leave this house and die.,1.3509677419354844,3.652033182795705,1.8671075268817208,98.24066129032258,82.76344086021507,4.580215053763442,17.902150537634412,5.6839178017228535,-0.5659539784946239,358,8,79,2,10,109,65,93,0.193,0.675,0.132,-0.6666,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,9,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,25,15,9,1,3,4,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,17,5,10,13,5,13,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,1,9,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941404215663907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844064058382485,0.16971419924572098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145989639570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184101580407653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919492655377752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506024964017459,0.0,0.0,0.1809773682558052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552786941901585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586706534279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062793455083804,0.17685865866156034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749314947491723,0.17949905430125407,0.0,0.11669134747942525,0.08071231930334542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803441270536708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144694246512625,0.0,0.1274186503643606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564818379350973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770979900529652,0.11453447592309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164944432224646,0.15039922453811666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958061406230557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585866212962064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181953351577664,0.0,0.19488800325763864,0.0,0.13251995066385264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925468654836147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galskap_,2020/01/02,Can anyone please talk to me? Can't sleep and I feel numb.,-1.8761538461538485,0.0006371538461564796,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,100.53846153846158,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.8066615384615385,45,0,12,0,2,14,13,13,0.175,0.657,0.168,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686767615518041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666016151909436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787799132250604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527646949509702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237965702899821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ciyira,2020/01/02,"She lied to me again who would have guessed My gf of 7months left me for someone else again without a word, now I'm gonna go get a drink",10.327096774193553,3.539737193548394,9.061290322580646,85.31193548387098,64.16129032258064,12.4,43.903225806451616,3.1291,2.9227161290322576,107,4,29,0,1,33,28,31,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756873034092627,0.0,0.0,0.3203678573200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036468340955174,0.0,0.2179538042088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224722009317222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416677535913318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249411626733843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696835653643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242979229771114,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starlordfunny,2020/01/02,I am very lonely I don’t have someone that hear my problems I don’t have someone that can help me I only want a person that can understand my feelings and help me. I hate myself I hate my life,0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,81.38095238095238,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.3160761904761906,152,5,33,1,4,52,25,42,0.28300000000000003,0.57,0.147,-0.8016,0,2,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,13,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,13,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307211351055151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104920425303844,0.0,0.0,0.29138343491696805,0.0,0.34657600734188665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182608221608238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966246160186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257394586888616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737942860146445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381052680916505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691400811286893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133153031627812,0.15248839119769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,confusedgamergirl123,2020/01/02,"My best friend died two days ago. My 8-month old kitten, Dipper, died two days ago. I found him unconscious on the floor and he died in my arms, purring. I can’t stop crying and I feel more lonely than ever since he was my only friend. I used to have a friend group but they all dropped me because apparently I ended a win streak in a game we all played. I just feel very lost and alone right now.",2.11836236933798,3.758746585365856,2.7932055749128932,95.90109756097564,77.04878048780488,5.661324041811848,19.031358885017426,6.1826913282559595,-0.32673728222996523,308,6,71,2,7,96,59,82,0.19899999999999998,0.617,0.183,0.1201,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,3,14,8,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,14,6,5,5,4,15,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864059214461418,0.0,0.0,0.16731548200149393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847844054602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953513990218155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745339535983454,0.20837078165322945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029853825130257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308398364756209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612982906666494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336750868546526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712954580402684,0.3744358136911895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763492253619542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894643789743646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695179312743342,0.0,0.0,0.12286488194610096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379615004291329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363455383674913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506174453237538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315618739074823,0.0,0.0,0.13952599884991942,0.0,0.13329439655668215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chilling_Night,2020/01/02,A post for anyone that needs someone to talk to or listen If you need I'm here for you,-0.4160000000000004,1.231961400000003,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.0,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.334,68,1,17,0,2,23,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366636952002425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665251443403068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296276991786212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800910461262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360561731795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rest_in_grace,2020/01/02,I’m lonely but... As a New Years resolution I’ve decided to step out and try to make friends. It’s difficult for me since I live with crippling anxiety and depression...But today I approached a runner in this running group and asked if I can start jogging with them. They said yes! I’ll be going out with them on Saturday. I was shaking when I asked and probably looked ridiculous. So I encourage everyone here to take baby steps to make a friend this year ;). Cheers!,2.328666666666667,4.95377786666667,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.44444444444446,7.6,26.777777777777786,8.548686976883017,2.3272444444444447,368,16,70,9,10,120,66,90,0.11599999999999999,0.711,0.17300000000000001,0.8114,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,3,8,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,14,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,0,8,0,4,0,0,2,2,10,4,13,10,0,19,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671183817192498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319014521024736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207272396728813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35693494459062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128074417021188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397431231243135,0.0,0.19397904443751932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083841731031941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309804590040744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490535049481013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197307531173625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108285182004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350064850965065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368076553050985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189578555922813,0.0,0.0,0.15683159178558992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975085940285995 lonely,swift77,2020/01/02,"New year, but alone again... This is more like a vent in some ways.. I have a different kind of loneliness, at least I feel that way. I have wonderful friends and family that if I needed anything they'd be there for me.. But there's that one thing I don't have that a lot of my peers/friends have that I seem to lack and it's every year end when it hits hardest and most notable. The 4 big holidays. Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years and V day(fake and hallmark but still). I'm pretty laid back and worry free of it prior to the end of the year into the new year.. But it's at this time of year I am most lonely, as it's time for gathering and being with those you love and etc, etc, etc. Which then follows the questions from those friends and family about you not having someone on your arm or by your side. The you're a ""great/good person"" speeches/statements that come into play. As I've gotten older I have had a love hate relationship with the holidays, now in my 4's it's a constant reminder when you're out and everyone around you has their person in they life. Makes coming out for gatherings and parties difficult and these close people not understand why you'd rather stay home haha. I know the routine of ""do you"" and ""don't go look, things will happen/come in time"" or ""just occupy yourself with other things and even the ""get out more"" bs... it's whatever... The older you are without said person, it can make you harder as a person. I have terrible taste... seems like all the ladies I come to like before even getting to know them are either already married or spoken for or way too young for me. It's like WTF lol. I've learned to be alone in a way and just deal with, at least until this time of year and my hardened shell gets a few large cracks in them. Well lets see how many will repeat what I've already said or just plain say get over it... I really wonder who else feels this way or is in the same boat is what I really like to hear. Someone at least to understand or hear me out rather than just simply say this is all it'll take to fix it. Well happy New Year and I wish you all a wonderful, better and healed year..",4.409098522167486,4.8544315839080445,4.927319376026271,87.40693965517242,69.94252873563218,8.145320197044336,25.42077175697865,8.07648339933343,1.2401116584564855,1669,43,359,21,28,533,212,435,0.079,0.7240000000000001,0.198,0.9961,1,4,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,10,5,1,22,21,1,0,22,2,29,6,1,3,3,82,66,38,0,6,22,0,2,5,2,3,2,6,1,4,34,33,1,0,13,3,1,5,5,4,2,1,4,11,35,18,53,52,19,67,0,1,2,2,35,23,0,18,38,243,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146857143838418,0.15073315169999627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620196894029937,0.06079811446088109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251557666064025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811505203029412,0.0,0.0,0.060402455584316436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649343566737205,0.0,0.0738039499553991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404541118573628,0.07041040280972131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135501264202923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705272731214315,0.0,0.12098035710857286,0.0,0.2285050120933031,0.0902180169338731,0.0,0.05754251001561416,0.0652599639297889,0.0,0.0,0.1287671939435211,0.0,0.06906524069593939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829646791977256,0.0,0.1427278222125474,0.0,0.03881431508825444,0.05728362812175523,0.0,0.07529682244486341,0.0,0.0,0.06039412082216927,0.0727025949828336,0.0,0.06742837675457737,0.0,0.0,0.15394960463819396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850667609072653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112000227976772,0.07506763161480427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698375110363733,0.04823963916871734,0.16683041389809047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735162303433061,0.0,0.0,0.05806300301348186,0.1232800080406032,0.0,0.09117651289010713,0.06924164644989074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064078093662739,0.0,0.26384365517992303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627928544715728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734799888982832,0.23853449614452615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948180755592012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650739549275835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750461330485185,0.0,0.0,0.07332457995294323,0.0,0.0,0.12993068770266694,0.10862378895869927,0.0,0.0,0.054423244122594916,0.12434862532121956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157343292899249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279468224708012,0.05454144863592771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051350257044018785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611891938308054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929629785858554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219754494232004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710517981803017,0.0,0.0,0.12281300567578995,0.0,0.061626714760580265,0.0,0.07853728121463384,0.06583511786402743,0.22219300822850974,0.0,0.06935812547102589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958247321330636 lonely,BriscWRLD,2020/01/02,"I know you are not as more quiet than me First off before I begin, I have 3 good friends that I would hang out with. When we hang out together I am the most quiet person at the back of the group. I would come out and say a couple things in a convo and sometimes its stupid shit to make them laugh. I'm never the center of a conversation. I don't follow a bunch of memes or watch a lot of movies to follow references they say. I have such a bad memory, I would forget so many scenes in a movie to remember a reference. My friends know I am extremely shy even though I try not to be. I'm usually the listener of the group and I don't have many jokes in my head to make the group laugh. My friends are still good friends though, I am not trying to portray them to be evil. They all still like me which is a blessing to have. But if I were to go out to an event with new people included in my group of friends. I am literally quiet and I have difficulty starting a conversation. Yea I could do small talk but in my head, it's always running with so many thoughts of like ""don't make things awkward"" and shit like that. Not only that I cannot walk up to girls and be the center of ""attention"" in a conversation. Especially girls that look very pretty and have high standards, it's impossible to get their attention. It's easier to speak to ""less prettier"" girls if that makes sense no offence. They are easier to talk to but still I can't hold a conversation and make people laugh other than my 3 good friends. So when i'm at partys with my friends I get drunk to make myself ""confident"" and not give a fck about anything and just talk about anything. Or even get high because I'm a more crazy and social person. But then after a while being drunk or high I snap to reality of how stupid doing this shit is and how it doesn't help at all. Basically when meeting new people I just have nothing to say. I always cling along with my friends because I cant leave my friend and be alone with new people in a party. A girl called me cute at a family friend party and she I believe is a couple years older than me but I just didn't have the confidence to go up to her and have a conversation. Instead I stayed with the boys in the family friend party and chilled with them playing video games and talking. I feel so stupid because she is really pretty and the day after I was so sad because I have no way of contacting her through any social media. I don't even know her name. I also feel like if I were to go out of my way to find her instagram and message her. I feel like it would be super weird because I didn't speak to her at the party at all. It made me realize that I need to stand up and converse with the opposite sex because as humans I believe it makes us truly happy. I read stories that people in their early 30's feel like they wasted their 20s and I don't want to be like that. I am 20 years old and I am super quiet and shy. I believe I can change but I think I need to start small. I'm sure im missing some points but this is all I can think of. Thanks for reading. PS: PM me if you want to talk about being a quiet person and maybe if you have some tips on helping me out thanks.",3.285782058654397,4.1209172957957945,4.6243709667113935,87.14682863714779,72.73873873873873,7.7101271484250224,24.530573126317805,7.987972078202968,1.1352055204140306,2493,69,548,34,47,829,249,666,0.126,0.6829999999999999,0.191,0.9943,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,3,10,3,28,46,7,1,36,1,56,8,5,10,6,115,101,56,0,14,23,0,4,7,11,4,0,11,0,9,22,42,2,1,17,8,0,10,19,12,0,1,7,17,87,34,88,81,12,75,1,2,2,1,75,34,3,12,34,376,109,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056676164105619785,0.0,0.04376168512782596,0.09106726060448199,0.0,0.0,0.03721327995977893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006416004155943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420783416508316,0.04569112875162669,0.2001505248821707,0.0,0.0465649464384413,0.1849610689669007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587794617153225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788930997586439,0.04713871932469167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369158489330501,0.12109914745365488,0.0,0.03529158352390024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843138686647742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031752924506174,0.0,0.110677668569858,0.11728162082109984,0.0,0.0,0.05001551265120414,0.04654705993629,0.0,0.0,0.4650644380885409,0.0,0.08577098141207246,0.052494954293448914,0.0933004328476141,0.13769629289320734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058253280742940824,0.0,0.0,0.11232245711668748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733588804210737,0.17345245933350786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910985474143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022241544880312,0.0,0.0,0.0579433872655065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714306573769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459532455268072,0.0,0.0,0.046523241929964335,0.0,0.05177989657220234,0.25569456651875444,0.16644054056260302,0.05497625927665563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115230631422904,0.042205482857713084,0.15855443524129514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525078605850834,0.0,0.05742221805668622,0.0,0.0,0.041619042832704775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896889837698968,0.14334512723442658,0.0,0.0,0.05173059417559297,0.0,0.0,0.11134522070464474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947492168918732,0.0,0.03505673220023031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199009730593355,0.0,0.0,0.13055294811142193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851604803972908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156570489596006,0.0,0.0,0.054122102199059774,0.0,0.07746594964979571,0.05832706607698936,0.1311047420081326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157545200500595,0.0,0.0,0.2199199745751884,0.0,0.1007625316997125,0.0,0.0,0.07271059698415253,0.07012813174643086,0.10752945572724457,0.0434436732019468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430617739747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582461267522828,0.0,0.06026927014965856,0.04515191901690619,0.06455367606816885,0.0868725882425753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549360797947098,0.0,0.0,0.0704791876224291 lonely,Skinnychiknnugg,2020/01/02,Wishing love wasn’t so hard to find What if we had some sort of device that told us how close we were to our soulmate? Or how long until we found them? Would you want it? I just kind of wish there was an easier way to find that perfect person. What do you think?,1.2437499999999986,2.8719344464285754,2.2637142857142862,98.78128571428572,79.53571428571428,5.194285714285715,16.557142857142857,5.6839178017228535,-0.8232528571428572,203,3,49,1,5,64,45,56,0.025,0.6679999999999999,0.307,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,5,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,20,13,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,9,3,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,4,2,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269203554510584,0.0,0.0,0.2560751709619805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092146407363537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432060536248863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668411869316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078770588656734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039265734009069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496492055429533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316672916617095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093151055665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775365317599936,0.18538086628299705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371412152519801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590699282616744,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LETSTALK444,2020/01/02,"Vent2Me - Phone venting service Hello reddit community, I am offering a service in which you are given the opportunity to talk about anything that needs to be released from your mind. This is a judgement free zone for those times that you just want someone to speak to and hear your truth. If you are interested email [letstalk444@yahoo.com](mailto:letstalk444@yahoo.com) , please add a subject title and payment information will be sent to you so we can connect ASAP. Also add letstalk444 on Instagram , Thank you for you time.",12.869999999999996,12.22229844186047,10.495,58.11250000000002,52.95348837209302,11.855813953488376,43.593023255813954,10.686352973137794,4.840846511627908,430,19,61,7,4,129,67,86,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,8,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,6,11,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,1,2,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625029730595452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701233934200943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36996381447707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314409045273704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433946683714271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603220788255743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781268196867072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638364907226071,0.0,0.3022103018533285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38281271411084855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936115101637423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeeMannn1,2020/01/02,"I'm here for y'all If you need to talk, I hardly get sleep as it is so I'll be on anytime if you wanna talk just dm me",-0.00580645161290505,-0.639125612903225,3.3969354838709687,98.31540322580648,79.3225806451613,6.2,18.725806451612907,3.1291,-0.818561290322581,90,1,28,0,2,34,26,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887553911674116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924281802622806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248262562544572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383902855227621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042144359050309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OmG_SaLaMi,2020/01/03,"I have lost my friends First of all. I have some friends but they live far away. i keep in touch with them but its not easy because i am not really good with texting.Also my parents dont like the place that they live in so they rarely drive me there to see them. Now to the point. I live in a certain area and go to school in a town 20 miles away. (lv living area) lv: After primary school i lost touch with 95% of my friends i do see them rarely but the connection isn't there. Now i had been friends with this kid for about 5 years and our friendship has had its fair amount of pauses because of our life situations. He was my best friend but i wasn't his. So now having only one friend i go into puberty. FUCKING GREAT. First there was light in the tunnel i started hanging out with other kids my age but now they all have motorbikes and because i am not their friend dont invite me to their rideouts Also i DONT have a motorbike because my dad wont let me. Then i see the kid that i had been friends going out not inviting me excluding me turning down my suggestions to hang out even worse making plans and then cancelling out on multiple occasions. So i have spent my Christmas holidays and I haven't even met up with someone. The only thing I do is stay at home and play video games all day. My life is miserable and I have given up. All hope is lost and everytime i see teens going out i die inside. Fuck me.",1.385979381443299,3.57725857731959,2.547639175257732,94.07403608247424,81.78350515463917,5.8043986254295525,21.727491408934707,7.0316486544052195,0.5071149140893471,1110,35,243,14,30,354,144,291,0.124,0.687,0.18899999999999997,0.9793,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,9,7,14,21,2,1,9,0,30,4,0,1,5,38,51,19,1,1,9,2,2,1,8,1,2,0,1,3,7,20,0,1,0,4,1,7,11,6,0,3,14,7,48,15,36,35,7,46,0,4,4,2,29,25,2,2,14,171,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644645775352865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030511006478598,0.0,0.0,0.2080193366861969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952870077936237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055018580137892036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853941791140209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999518029261195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269430937144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451310987818782,0.0,0.0,0.5272889454363668,0.157737412171022,0.0,0.0,0.19393697982977032,0.0715548748339676,0.0,0.09405575174089714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557395531135041,0.0847331380905503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582839551047935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723634526608617,0.12051545811367385,0.041678677752756466,0.0,0.3013249379622513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938131951663164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056945799188752075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578089863745755,0.12976582032953055,0.0,0.0,0.09472784321254066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913190672078768,0.0,0.08064653260183584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465245356941225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726787072181896,0.2719274982355233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958932128848118,0.0,0.0,0.07228378960854145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038361180193048,0.09093024564884457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667688167544799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279394241604136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693926486084326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054937529646864734 lonely,qwertyuiop4000,2020/01/03,"I hate and love my personality sometimes Bit of background. I'm an autistic 17 year old guy who couldn't communicate directly with someone with confidence if my life depended on it. I feel like my autism has hindered my personality and thoughts in some areas, like trying to talk with people. I always struggle to get involved with a conversation. I do think sometimes it's a benefit though. There were plenty of things that no one should say to someone, but because of how badly I communicate, no one understands me, so I offend nobody. It feels more like a downside though because of the summer break just over a year ago. (this next bit will likely make most people cringe, so sorry for that in advance) I was going to this thing called NCS (national citizen service, it's a UK thing where you get to do a bunch of activities then organise charity stuff the couple weeks after) anyway, I was suprisingly popular there, even though I barely talked. While there I met a group of girls who were sweet and kind to me, but one in particular stood out to me. Georgia seemed to pay more attention to me, asking me to join their group, asking me to sit next to her, and she often seemed excited to see me. When I arrived one week her even friend told me that she'll be glad to see me, and sure enough she was. I didn't know if she was just kind and polite anyway or if she had a crush on me, but me being me, I didn't ask for a phone number or social media. I was planning to, but she was surrounded by friends and everywhere she went she was with someone. We had an awards ceremony for participation in it and I was going to then, but I felt like her friends would laugh at me for it. I didn't know what would happen, what if they would laugh at me for being pathetic looking or making it too obvious I had a crush on her, then have her tell me she liked me as a friend? I instead stood in a corner of the room, just one small comment away from breaking down in tears. I had some girls approach me and they seemed to notice I was down so they tried getting me to do more stuff while there, which helped, but I feel like because of my autism my thoughts are suppressed by my own self. I might not be so lonely and pathetic if I had just talked to her. She seemed to be the only person I knew who didn't have any negative traits or thoughts, always happy. I don't really know if she was even real or if it was all one big elaborate dream in my head, she just seemed too kind to exist. Now I'm stuck on r/needafriend and r/makefriendshere trying desperately to just have a friend I can talk for a while, but then conversations just die off like they don't want to anymore. Am I just irritating to talk to? Is it me who can't make conversations flow? Why is it people like me so much yet once I start to get closer they are more difficult to talk to?",5.6835495553070245,5.568628151142357,6.190432976513822,81.39088139745435,67.1370826010545,9.42772540874474,29.19321510358417,9.095868883498916,2.115631048623316,2234,68,464,36,33,726,249,569,0.1,0.716,0.184,0.9956,0,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,6,3,34,34,2,1,20,0,51,3,1,5,3,86,97,48,1,13,28,0,4,9,5,7,1,1,1,8,27,18,0,1,19,1,1,6,12,6,0,6,33,9,83,28,71,51,14,58,0,1,3,1,68,28,0,23,30,344,110,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056367884561854924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058224206932844,0.0,0.0,0.04324275641038533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306328257606818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783416236870376,0.0,0.05974403588495016,0.0,0.05309422746013394,0.11628994276028727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884561651438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649315625394969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036010989227033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599542782876497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570452027256396,0.0,0.12599996707022848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964576516879573,0.13628415893636606,0.0610554909437336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456438355673472,0.0,0.13289068347968575,0.0,0.07227828156997636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296318876914317,0.05623161532066898,0.06769176036069424,0.0,0.06278105371423376,0.06526074371518154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262242135086875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986547310578444,0.10484068962010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044914849260417736,0.27959772167742625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533988136689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057391629305112074,0.0,0.12733861829563672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745796723974191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674529201851529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525542049359146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239659146967492,0.0667260448596067,0.06772029714444815,0.2585376464946949,0.04836236239302829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225398880873998,0.16657060130989929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723782968847742,0.04073679430346233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056859038799825,0.0,0.0,0.1013445311014859,0.28944556065754073,0.06633728092424034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482106126876318,0.16163646880106036,0.0,0.12578245638876628,0.07118277132878888,0.045008679622246216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647711531137257,0.14558857096661726,0.0,0.0,0.059931957360880826,0.0,0.0,0.306662973022908,0.055579660583156366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673728184821706,0.04074531621378121,0.18742785099755715,0.15144788472351553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060762093024683474,0.0,0.12951843800621754,0.0,0.0,0.0661984770859098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750648817610069,0.0,0.10201465209945236,0.0,0.0,0.05894771620550636,0.05737925597256952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551557845402878,0.0,0.0,0.08189856808248545 lonely,tmvstefan,2020/01/03,"I'm not ok I promise I don't have the biggest issues in my life, I'm just feeling so lonely beside of some problems I'm having with family - this is such a big deal to me right now. I'm looking for some comfort. I'm looking for some attention. **My father and his coldness** Sometimes he would show kindness, then he would destruct me emotionally. Recently, it was too much for me. He went too far with some behaviors he had. I just don't want to hear from him anymore. I wish him the best, but I just can't be around him anymore. It's so hard for me to open my heart to him, and then see him consuming all my positive energy, seeing him destroying me mentally. I even had this argument with him, I asked him why he would never laugh with me, why he would never ask how I'm feeling Seeing how other fathers behave toward their kids, and then looking at my father, and the cold way he treats me is hard. **My mother and her lack of love** I remember this talk I had with my mom. She told me this story about me as a kid. There was this teacher I cherished so much. She told me there was this day, when I cried terribly after her because she had to change school. My mother told me, as a kid, I would get attached to anyone around. Truth is I was attached because of the love I would get from those ""people around"". I didn't want to tell my mom. I didn't want to cause her pain. There was that day, when my mom approached me to hug me. It was so unusual. It felt so weird. I suddenly had madness growing inside me. I thought that this was so unfair. She was giving me love, when I didn't need it. I'm a grown man now. I thought "" where were you when I needed this ? "" **No recognition for the achievements I make** I have accomplished so many things in my life, and yet I'm just 21. I have proved how strong I am, I have involved financially in a way that no one has seen before. I have worked hard in order to be wise, mature, and good. I'm doing my best in order to be attractive with really good clothing and taking care of my body. I feel like all of this is in vain. No one is beside me in order to recognize those achievements. Whatever I'm doing - I could even win the lottery and no one would be around to recognize this achievement. I wish I had someone whom sharing those accomplishment with. **My experience as a closeted gay** They are all asking this question "" so when are you getting a girlfriend ? "" I would deeply feel uncomfortable, then create some random excuse to justify myself. This is so much pressure. It's about playing a role in front of everyone in my family. It's a non stop job. I just want to be myself. I just want to be able to talk freely about my feelings. *You made it all the way through ? Thanks for your time.*",0.6335326086956528,3.0508667373188456,2.3655072463768114,92.35195652173914,88.14855072463769,5.373913043478261,20.318840579710145,6.895973343053719,0.4758427536231884,2117,68,445,30,69,694,230,552,0.135,0.6809999999999999,0.184,0.99,1,2,0,0,0,0,89.0,0,4,2,10,42,35,3,1,16,1,54,10,2,6,8,81,108,34,0,20,8,8,9,1,1,8,3,1,1,4,29,21,0,1,12,2,0,5,13,10,0,3,27,19,90,25,61,66,15,53,0,1,7,5,63,21,0,7,22,324,119,8,0.06875813704457738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637919217129685,0.04807728812788467,0.0,0.0,0.24483727816503398,0.19283872941134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382864430483909,0.0,0.05850811034884824,0.0,0.14431484557667154,0.0,0.0,0.07637478984409407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010350320656286,0.07063354704532131,0.07273699198954625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489777752956285,0.0,0.07552758491008578,0.08868662034999507,0.0708866201332932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734364958291401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082820208901723,0.0,0.0,0.06570134651132344,0.0,0.06725865168167501,0.12963810457627745,0.0,0.17383090020298714,0.04912082684317146,0.06601859427856842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776986615502113,0.06595907036249271,0.0,0.1153421262905502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478135595238465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749541763842609,0.08147872345534651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176563114970982,0.06823184146214904,0.0,0.0,0.07160101894472877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713181122854968,0.033591752652326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732185538143712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861707095388969,0.0650606117737816,0.04589659039293966,0.06970995894685494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929203005450865,0.0,0.0,0.24158609727905106,0.0,0.0,0.15163542642123165,0.10196657477472623,0.10606102818694267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977687940793646,0.0,0.07316350562454313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766823476986912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579225116241956,0.0,0.0,0.07702484952882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044048223243478825,0.0,0.06789036528806032,0.0,0.07788956567374518,0.05871907334799099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958690551085475,0.16437399923554574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825854638928209,0.0,0.0680035556780988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748488135483824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051697562001786386,0.11053037208898146,0.060097642414527815,0.0633032546435958,0.0,0.0,0.045679851017367885,0.0,0.0,0.10917256090991384,0.04009342264898404,0.0,0.0,0.1971040395339703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277665345397167,0.16373102627443256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373948189862086,0.1240870480773026,0.0,0.1581369285674566,0.0,0.0,0.05005674267391218,0.0,0.0,0.3907504623131257,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Strange_Bean_Guy,2020/01/03,"Looking for advises , please Hi everyone, Im just looking for some advises. Im 25M, finished my university studies1 year ago, still don’t have a job , don’t have many friends (and the 2 I have are in other cities now), and I just broke up with my first gf (2 years relationship). So, the thing is.. I feel so damn sad and alone all the time. This feeling began when I was like 5 years old . Always felt different. I tried : - I’m trying to find a job , but no chance so far. - to find a passion but I don’t find anything I like. - psy, but it’s way to expensive for me - meeting new people, I’m way to awkward (probably because of my social anxiety) so it doesn’t work very well so far - gym , eating better food and sleep early. the only things with results in the list. - meditate (make me even more sad) - read and try to learn new things every day Im probably forgetting some , but it’s pretty much it If anyone have any ideas , please.. I’m so tired to feel sad and lonely . Im just some geek trying to be happy in this crap society.",1.6578872180451114,3.4456960619047656,3.6110025062656654,88.85943609022556,78.85714285714286,6.897243107769424,22.957393483709275,7.85451343220497,1.0677619047619051,783,25,170,13,19,265,123,210,0.138,0.7170000000000001,0.145,0.397,3,3,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,3,14,16,2,1,8,0,12,6,2,2,1,32,23,18,0,1,8,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,9,2,1,0,5,9,1,1,3,6,12,7,17,19,6,24,0,5,2,1,8,6,2,4,18,92,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983424193896948,0.0,0.0,0.1049605358322453,0.0,0.0,0.08432529459834573,0.0,0.0,0.06891655189251694,0.0,0.07752693390152225,0.0,0.0,0.07086121402694735,0.0,0.08339645639767135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177760577794265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962943555946695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653576962289463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588161434126046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369894357910317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693593709770522,0.0,0.08538564605498622,0.0968373499897396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372583317530933,0.0,0.09730494212751828,0.0,0.27787633958493113,0.08620209976144448,0.12254406748514005,0.0,0.07829716487216468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078812523263023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440364039284315,0.437870284591966,0.0,0.2011341034228511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902190688896854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020478890335328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676470791424468,0.1027456521175489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744985891406121,0.0,0.0,0.195754937948776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063421787803772,0.0,0.0,0.07707573554916558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702583094397818,0.0,0.0,0.22248783532170704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310202015206868,0.21852927133572764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137018464478996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880419761483576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141594838387748,0.10330618127719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093245892975201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019828795907084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590937782481684,0.11647859433076835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752203265115184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361839035254509,0.0,0.1608823313109609,0.0,0.0,0.09111931188556527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377873616067426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578424408060804 lonely,skempfire,2020/01/03,Blown off by friends I made a New Years resolution like many of you to reconnect with friends. I invited my best friend to my basketball game and he said YES. OMG HE SAID YES. I was so excited. I texted him that I’m gonna pick him up around 7ish and he said “for what?” My heart dropped. He didn’t even remember that 4 hours earlier he accepted my invite. He told me he is hanging out with all my other friends without me. You love to see it. Going to go take it out on the other team. Please leave me messages for after my basketball game when I’m lonely.,1.0958405797101456,3.250744895652176,2.82054347826087,91.90965579710146,82.65217391304348,6.96376811594203,23.49637681159421,8.07648339933343,1.2880289855072466,433,16,97,9,12,143,77,115,0.054000000000000006,0.6829999999999999,0.264,0.9792,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,10,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,2,1,13,16,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,4,17,9,18,8,2,15,0,1,1,1,24,6,0,0,6,54,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119635501859774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823983986259426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217975621747647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524881386514875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305147917583584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126487421107228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726122704213053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983930425597766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297675252368261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329001588030916,0.1607096342387078,0.0,0.1721942308827021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403551044192205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864367050790031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239910706594054,0.0,0.4846790042726505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353429495731836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770086314632725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229234676641074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372267366392373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093733786088952 lonely,Xwarndie,2020/01/03,"What about face to face communication? I see a lot of people lonely because no one will text them or call them, I don't have that problem. I'm lonely because of the lack of real human contact. Face to face communication. Hanging out with people. Going camping or to the beach. I feel so isolated because I crave these kind of interactions. Is it just me?",2.214117647058824,4.9294907058823565,4.2102941176470585,80.01632352941179,83.11764705882355,5.752941176470588,24.676470588235286,7.1686216300943375,1.3781117647058831,280,11,50,4,8,95,48,68,0.183,0.784,0.032,-0.8622,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,4,4,0,0,10,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,7,1,10,7,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279047956677759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29476051360228434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595832822760035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405568081699384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006014756974078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454137208913021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956077201025996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002496592059476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621461370744643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856538683228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002962557758985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sleepytides,2020/01/03,"I might end up making myself more lonely I’m thinking about dropping out of college. Rn it’s my only guaranteed social experience, but I just don’t see the point it anymore and it just makes me feel worse. I just feel like a loser all the tine still I had an ex block me out the blue today and Idek why which is chill just a weird loss. I just feel like everything is going to end soon and I’ll go back to a lonely friendless summer where the only person I saw was my mum. I just feel like I need to be accepted again.",2.872,3.8028425181818193,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,73.81818181818181,6.954545454545455,21.93181818181818,7.1686216300943375,0.5430909090909086,407,9,89,4,8,136,73,110,0.217,0.6809999999999999,0.102,-0.9329,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,2,1,24,20,4,0,1,7,2,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,7,13,4,8,15,2,16,0,4,3,0,4,5,0,1,11,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669479785933898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370002075491879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31560796028869664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012592549329369,0.17428250855538474,0.0,0.0,0.360348411326498,0.38184980120000256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025139800837752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611316807268589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785706991803596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900811056022349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321093271736022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710096112338785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556944033299433,0.0,0.0,0.16842636521914794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197684219439974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816198562784366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422852086618289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416287129400148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888244763874052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607689232345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815684308168668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,username2J,2020/01/03,"I came back to ny over the Christmas/New Years break and when I fully saw my room I cried and sobbed heavily because I realized what I was coming back to. I was with my uncle and cousins in the PA woods and god when I saw that place every morning I was filled with such calmness. Now I’m back here and all the memories of 2019 (getting high and cutting myself) hit me so badly. I just couldn’t stop the tears. But I’m going to a therapist soon and I hope I can have content or something. Cause now when I look at my family, the one I’ve been living with for years. I just can’t help but think how much I hated all of this. When I was in PA I was really happy and I wasn’t alone, but now I’m back in this cycle of hell. And it’s true misery, that I really want to take a bunch of Ativan pills and drink so I could die.",0.8197835195530736,2.3475155698324035,2.8803875698324037,94.33778805865923,80.45251396648045,6.039245810055866,18.450069832402235,6.9077264865688965,-0.0642824022346371,633,13,151,7,16,214,102,179,0.195,0.7070000000000001,0.099,-0.9627,0,1,2,0,1,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,19,9,3,0,7,0,12,2,0,2,3,33,28,21,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,15,1,1,2,1,0,4,3,5,0,1,10,3,24,4,17,15,4,28,1,1,3,0,4,8,2,2,15,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977459395399772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041860881561792,0.13686869874699367,0.0999258231032984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874840243618021,0.0,0.16839387981852036,0.0,0.1412049855376054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087902474564198,0.0,0.18006150884892486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012599603142262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058194709778267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811203681023498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453183589882066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564290222096264,0.0,0.09316111015627276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449887868541136,0.0,0.16183983718915967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987400376283336,0.17319344806510795,0.0,0.16281233663573189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447468438612046,0.0,0.1376538748395724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050212607248804,0.0,0.0,0.15831767073798353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107833797126274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712644465793476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002629830616876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619578718156554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370468085941853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324955218592508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903270160048665,0.0,0.105035117318589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966859200482179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111218296020683 lonely,Ov-_-vO,2020/01/03,"alone in my room i got up to piss once yesterday and took a drink of water straight from the tap. that was it. i'm still in bed after doing the same thing this morning and it's almost 4pm. just on my phone and sleeping. had cramps from dehydration/not eating yesterday as i fell asleep about 1am this morning. still haven't eaten anything since one my meal on wednesday. i post this knowing there are others in a similar situation, and that somehow putting this into words may somehow help motivate me a bit, come to terms with stuff, or help motivate someone else. i'm going to go take a shower soon and go out to eat. alone. <crossposting to r/depression>",3.6752642706131087,5.6970362868217075,4.351078224101482,84.75507399577168,73.72868217054264,7.481606765327696,27.231148696264967,8.296473431620573,1.8864201550387585,527,20,101,9,11,168,93,129,0.054000000000000006,0.847,0.1,0.7003,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,0,6,0,6,10,3,2,0,20,17,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,11,9,6,0,3,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,5,0,7,0,20,11,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,5,8,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751468705233226,0.36230754655631453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393583869094762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909561692772996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066928060364548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713449872540943,0.0,0.35795272509540943,0.14611467018179372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821576187360066,0.0,0.13989132260439702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344766658338638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612583614728422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627319824223312,0.11852338788931525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751521159934055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583263079089084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468717047746965,0.1966059116320683,0.1750360892753575,0.0,0.1482004818138575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793663389683258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022984160585167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151038040104676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620228017231472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433119193515566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MonaLisaRevenge,2020/01/03,"Eradicate Your Facebook News Feed, Will Help With FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) I installed this in my browser about 8 or so months ago. I've never been happier. Its called facebook eraditcator. What it does is eliminate your news feed on facebook. So if you want to see an update, you have to physically go to the persons page to see it. You get bombarded with nonsense posts you don't want to see that will keep you addicted and wasting time. I've since kicked the facebook habit and all together just quit facebook. If I'm honest here though, I did develop a new online addiction of watching youtube videos. So pretty much I stopped paying attention to friends and thier families and my own, and started having control of what I saw on youtube. However, my quality of life improved from not having to sit and mope and gripe at the fact that I had to see everyone else having fake ass happy lives while I suffered alone without a partner. If anyone else in interested in doing the same here is that browser extension for chrome. I'm sure there is one for all other browsers if you check. &#x200B; [https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/news-feed-eradicator-for/fjcldmjmjhkklehbacihaiopjklihlgg?hl=en](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/news-feed-eradicator-for/fjcldmjmjhkklehbacihaiopjklihlgg?hl=en) &#x200B; Now if only I could stop watching youtube....lol Which can be even worse sometimes, because you see stuff you don't really want to see and youtube 'suggests' you want to see it. Bunch of brainwashing if you ask me. Manipulation fine tuning itself to take over all our brains. We are all basically vegetables waiting to happen.",8.347718612603812,11.578259928838953,6.261735873636218,70.84543234000978,63.943820224719104,8.089171144764698,32.207946588503496,8.841846274778883,2.9673596808337415,1359,55,199,23,23,392,167,267,0.128,0.7609999999999999,0.111,-0.7312,1,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,2,12,0,2,11,10,0,1,7,0,19,8,2,2,7,44,42,20,0,11,10,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,14,12,3,5,1,1,2,1,5,4,0,1,4,10,25,6,32,34,9,22,0,2,10,1,21,8,1,7,11,134,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973578034121424,0.0,0.0,0.08933767784454939,0.0,0.0,0.10438036025219426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183957704299091,0.2449237360486328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046952446834112,0.1032636649329741,0.0,0.0,0.09421810928374094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143612640207832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250669202915192,0.10291028413051899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303623514467752,0.08046669077063208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819551644750075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683818298202142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656594473987286,0.0,0.0,0.09630207580067966,0.0,0.0,0.095008848649772,0.11340842368949115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786437265472912,0.0,0.052654739314468735,0.0,0.057277063741592464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912170419814029,0.10728493231279664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755244013849952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958018933549879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118571798202769,0.0,0.0,0.08899286610395031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044369522750701,0.0,0.07408679377557395,0.0,0.07772974009137422,0.09733644546602004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682928856646067,0.07664969485467478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799946301495526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652185443365542,0.10253211762754494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719468125975533,0.0,0.0,0.06456390255179431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621746850053748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336839307851128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996765503504457,0.0,0.07133443008471217,0.0,0.0,0.16851750216938433,0.0,0.0,0.11537194407740567,0.0,0.0,0.09498639058246484,0.0,0.07577595892571737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901837486403947,0.0,0.05876713388797445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377767116010869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971508123680441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270606089571188,0.0,0.0,0.2449237360486328,0.0 lonely,edgyandcringy,2020/01/03,"What should I do? I've felt so lonely lately, that just thinking about having somebody that'll comfort and help, makes me want to cry. My only friend abandoned me on the last day of school and now I have no one. As for my online bff, our relationship has been awful and I no longer can open up to her without feeling uncomfortable. I've been thinking about a person that I stopped talking to 3!!! years ago and I'm so desperate now that I barely hold myself to not text him. He is a nice person but our friendship ended somehow badly, so if a get rejected, I'm just afraid that my reaction will be too much and who knows what I will do after that. Now my only options are to either get new online buddies (feel free to hmu, but know that talking to me can worsen your mood) or text him. What should I do?",5.772058623040216,5.219201570552151,6.313824130879348,82.05344921608726,67.03680981595092,8.471438309475117,29.76755282890252,7.3871296695380915,1.690723790047716,628,19,128,5,9,205,103,163,0.172,0.71,0.11800000000000001,-0.8622,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,4,1,18,0,0,1,0,31,31,13,0,4,9,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,3,7,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,3,21,5,16,22,2,15,0,3,0,0,15,3,0,4,12,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856924171750534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158779307261571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888663296459886,0.12264028788934775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684291896173321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923056403396705,0.0,0.18258761866043144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469205219107646,0.0,0.1987060710155776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274631699083142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901873099989324,0.15500934389777293,0.21451369433997008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693619481080845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397926938481718,0.0,0.0,0.1836619352501491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886029980781966,0.28925714774035866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208838890552617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416536825762707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245649662825476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898592980136608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569383746981776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436993018661211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121638734622724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833116683603165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245962063969774 lonely,IamaCraab,2020/01/03,"To those who think that being lonely is ""pathetic"" or makes you worse than the rest Pathetic... many people find loneliness pathetic. Like, we want something we can't have and the rest of the world have it so it seems like we are worse than the rest in it. But I don't think it's that simple. At all. I mean, different people require different kind of things, and not being lonely is not a matter of an only factor ""being social"" ""being popular"", that's just teenager fears expressed, the way I see it. I'd say that people who are more ""like the rest"" or share more things with them, tend to feel less lonely, but not being like the rest is not necessarily being worse than the rest (nor better). As years have passed, I've seen that loneliness, with sadness, gives a sense of inferiority to people, but when you fight that fears, or just for luck, you know more people... you end seeing the truth: I can socialize like any other, everybody is liked by some people, disliked by some people, going out every weekend, having people calling you for events, is ""easy"" for everybody (ok, that word may be wrong, the only problem is psychological, but that doesn't make things easy, what I'm trying to say is that once a person has lost fears, it doesn't matter how not funny you think you are, how boring you think you are when you talk, people are searching just like you for other random people to go out, and in big groups the truth is, talking is almost always anything but interesting, it's just making noise and smile. I guess young people will always desire things and after they get them they will always think ""why did I even thought I would like this"". The thing is, in the end, if you are lonely, that's probably because you just don't get along with others, because you wouldn't feel less lonely doing the same things that other people do. I tend to think that many people end ""forgetting how lonely they feel"" precisely in the search of not feeling lonely by going out with strangers that don't satisfy their solitude, and that's all. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe they truly enjoy that. But those who have really good relationships don't need to see them all the time, and I've never met a person who had more than a couple of friends like that if they have them. When they have them, it doesn't depend (at all) in how smart, pretty, ingenious, funny... you are, it doesn't seem to depend on any factor but compatibility, which vary a lot from one person to another. It's true that some things allow you to meet more people, and that can lead to have more good relationships, but factors for having that kind of relationships are not so simple, I wouldn't say that even honesty or kindness are ""good"" or ""worse"" for that, some people fit with some people, and that's all, they don't even have to be the same. So, I hope that if you think that you are pathetic for not having friends, you stop thinking that. You are not pathetic. We are just mutant weirdos that will be forever alone no matter how good we become in anything or how much strangers love us. But who knows, maybe we learn how to feel well with some regular people, or we met other muties at some point in life :)",9.539173929518752,6.976798151067327,8.73580459770115,74.15023209549072,60.92118226600986,11.339674118984465,32.6184792219275,9.265573868473778,2.620583124921056,2490,56,478,30,26,784,222,609,0.151,0.682,0.16699999999999998,0.9678,2,15,1,0,1,0,103.0,8,20,13,4,23,50,1,3,24,1,66,2,0,14,10,135,110,43,0,11,34,0,5,9,2,7,1,3,0,3,58,26,0,2,21,1,0,5,24,18,1,1,7,12,51,32,58,87,30,38,0,10,4,1,71,18,0,28,23,351,109,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050596119468239484,0.052331382956017546,0.0,0.0,0.12612909936620212,0.0,0.0,0.0687210376833384,0.05298262220998055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315986312982601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616023445466864,0.05580379396783586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468757975750727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159435621734744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590785792449271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055812313486992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342574396623906,0.0,0.0,0.10011906275073884,0.0,0.04257170475760582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705728827586115,0.1277414312967354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461813354448978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807503814280105,0.0,0.05279719902972476,0.04847070368540903,0.08614804403861477,0.1695207041321012,0.0,0.0,0.055661877376676126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050185334212945736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578502435117772,0.05553732447699963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568915703793276,0.22216721553572624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515687332706645,0.04295678135971464,0.04560315585291398,0.0,0.1011827495845878,0.1024541657566,0.15228537727083266,0.055039398188911834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714361942884322,0.0374655949861016,0.0389700206625595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381027342272774,0.03423882753662871,0.07685707397848437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955014039867653,0.13235632415426687,0.0,0.0,0.0477649392308972,0.0,0.0,0.05140476139279943,0.05447732757217954,0.04834811487432748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0323692915162354,0.0,0.0,0.16274328501060148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054479041531448,0.0,0.0,0.12079193000667833,0.09199690737773958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301310471167922,0.0,0.038898635612252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224335842255432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122438482410044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349781701927788,0.2590085039328645,0.0,0.040113291631917736,0.02946306547791875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034304941828264185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060778513652043974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029802503370257912,0.040106478229812434,0.0,0.0,0.045430404553131104,0.0,0.045593324053064606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596787332987074,0.03589337631963923,0.11048805573622172,0.0,0.032538134999971116 lonely,vinghtdix,2020/01/03,"Roads Untravelled Weep not for roads untraveled Weep not for sights unseen May your love never end And if you need a friend There's a seat here alongside me",2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,1.8883333333333359,94.8825,86.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2410000000000005,128,3,25,2,4,37,25,30,0.196,0.608,0.196,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,2,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845915675182142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227084757403898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938029095619248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056872702467469,0.42197758529973706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,makeeh,2020/01/03,"I wish i didn't feel like this :( For most of my life i've actually been kind of contempt being alone and single and whatever, becasue of how badly i've been treated in my youth, but within about the last 2 months, that's not the case anymore, i can't take this anymore, i hate being alone and single and friendless, suddenly i feel like all i need is a beautiful girlfriend who loves me and actually cares about how i'm doing and who wants to marry me and maybe even start a family with me (Even though the thought of being a dad is not appealing to me in the slightest.) my thoughts are conflicting with each other. I'm just wondering what the hell triggered all these feelings, i don't want to be alone in my room alone anymore and just go to work everyday, i don't want that to be my life. But i'm scared that's all it will be, my depression won't allow me to be happy no matter what I have, even though i have succesfully bought the few materialistic things i wanted, and at that point i truly realized that money can't buy happiness, i feel just as bad as before, they brought me no joy at all. The thing is these feelings came like a train out of nowhere, i went from feeling \~\~ok\~\~ to feeling worse than ever in my life within a matter of days. I'm confused why and day to day life is becoming more and more exhausting, days feel longer and more meaningless than ever, just feels like the little meaning i did have in my life has been thrown out of the window. Sorry for this rant, it will probably drown with all the other posts &#x200B; Edit: (M / 19) if that helps.",10.323280590717296,6.278711306962028,9.766075949367092,71.94717299578062,60.93037974683544,13.06497890295359,38.991561181434605,10.504223727775694,3.765971308016877,1247,40,254,20,12,404,156,316,0.266,0.638,0.096,-0.9955,0,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,15,21,3,2,15,1,29,7,0,4,7,64,62,21,1,7,9,1,9,4,1,3,6,0,2,0,21,19,0,1,14,0,3,4,10,9,0,0,11,9,30,12,38,41,13,31,1,1,0,1,7,14,1,4,16,178,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.16669208910028366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382838685112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925397064155776,0.10378026361742636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541058366168781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262449333609592,0.0,0.0943266032946544,0.07267605413193794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768418282635873,0.08707931197061711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203247919956708,0.0,0.07356192364543047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923385388034398,0.15451314209233274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051521275915588,0.0,0.38866439041930334,0.1830468211693059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048539425947302185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183715040814127,0.0,0.08432287656715652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724728977825039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893945638822806,0.0,0.06961905023102245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016315485447145,0.16690445270517462,0.08560141453204836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708419957254987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580397704190773,0.09303452524275288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817197901483002,0.0,0.0,0.0633290689426802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073831820150065,0.0,0.08179740893694841,0.0,0.09208444267097206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550846841657929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560744341417034,0.06045233572396853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642163076559694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348277377214736,0.0,0.16782616845790235,0.1356090787944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150378407706246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917422061977494,0.0770675806257342,0.0,0.09821516976281153,0.0,0.0926215069911988,0.06217815818263466,0.0,0.08703821235805392,0.0,0.0,0.10378026361742636,0.0 lonely,SquidInk8618,2020/01/03,"I'm posting this here for you guys to watch. Watch it if you want, I cant make you but give it a chance! https://youtu.be/n3Xv_g3g-mA I'm guessing many will have seen this before but man I want you guys to understand how bad this situation can get! Take a chance and do something. It's a new decade! If it goes wrong fuck it who cares!? Only you can make your future but please understand what locking yourself away can do. You might think no one likes you and everything else. The main problem with us all on this sub is that we haven't found our group yet. There are people out there who will appreciate you for who you are. So make your new years resolution to put in the effort and find them! Edit: drunken spelling",2.310425531914891,4.821223446808516,2.5540141843971647,93.494,80.48936170212768,5.745815602836879,20.038297872340426,7.0316486544052195,0.2541268085106383,570,15,120,7,15,173,93,141,0.134,0.753,0.113,-0.8109999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,11,1,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,4,1,26,32,10,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,14,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,17,2,10,27,2,11,0,0,3,1,23,4,1,4,6,78,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604619040691744,0.0,0.12979052282445874,0.0,0.0,0.1322726951306286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848707558563752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985479221796378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970441728240515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207439635865868,0.0,0.0,0.1704379979653346,0.0,0.1437068857188227,0.08121387254517824,0.1491175147024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712407740550657,0.307831023445183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594283307035704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112832907634737,0.1575973671405283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490314023865124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002605189579146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533391266042696,0.11822332860441714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776635662194564,0.0,0.0,0.17063251020773673,0.0,0.0,0.14887384660634193,0.0,0.0,0.14874037681402882,0.0,0.1562656898727619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472728626113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966956175141755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687569153895384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960321765686013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323648553229802,0.18698183054913503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337159960904004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995528250038758,0.0,0.10010182347960188 lonely,peteolivetree,2020/01/03,"What to do when you're so lonely not even Lord of the Rings helps? Please help. I'm 30M, I feel so lonely tonight... It's Friday night here and I'm just at my house (still our house but she's not with me anymore). I miss her and her company... And need to know what I can do to not feel this way...",-1.5659328358208953,0.2366367910447771,0.5329664179104512,106.15825559701496,91.53731343283579,3.9470149253731344,12.852611940298507,5.148860815047168,-1.631117910447761,223,3,62,1,8,73,48,67,0.09699999999999999,0.82,0.084,-0.2123,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,6,10,0,6,1,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267251970141837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798914604393454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725145958772142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36125382672540746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218879934509832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809928327789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998161710983934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528889345937267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958083619287359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152072545292896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390085808313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scottish-Guy1,2020/01/03,"Anyone want a good chat, I’m up all night so anywhere in the world Aye aye, one Scottish Guy just kicking about, feel free to HMU If anyone needs a Scottish friend. I’m open to talking about anything so feel free",0.5551937984496114,3.0431794418604667,1.2003488372093043,99.22129844961245,91.7906976744186,2.8666666666666667,21.12015503875969,3.1291,-0.5285937984496125,168,6,35,0,6,51,32,43,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,15,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708847410926933,0.0,0.2770917724040952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405113791703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601489454802491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824246613647141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334056220978458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967352586104716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159887991256136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817010634929466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706426863426389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860611045142454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zalmalt,2020/01/03,"I haven’t had any friends for 6 years. I moved away from my childhood home 6 years ago when I was 10 due to my mom dying and my dad remarrying . Since then so much has changed about my life and me that if I met myself from before my mom died we would have no similarities. The closest thing to a friend I’ve had in those six years is my narcissistic stepbrother who I am desperately trying to cut ties with even though we live in the same house. I’ve seen my old childhood friends many times since I left but with each time I can feel how much more we’ve grown apart even though they are the exact same people I remember. I’ve effectively been locked in a box alone with my thoughts with no one to talk to slowly going more insane with every passing day for over 6 years. Even with everything that’s changed I feel like every day is exactly the same as the last with the same routine. Get up, do chores and eat, do some school and look at my phone in my bed until I go to bed(and go to church for a religion I don’t believe in two days a week). I feel incredibly isolated from society for various reasons which only makes me feel more alone. Ultimately I’m just waiting until I’m an adult and can start going out and making new friends which doesn’t sound like a lot until you realize that that is several years away and I’ll just be waiting for the whole time.",6.813355601233297,5.572926255395682,6.8406166495375125,81.3864748201439,65.22302158273382,10.38890030832477,31.72764645426516,9.424239791934726,2.403783350462488,1081,33,235,17,14,346,157,278,0.08199999999999999,0.843,0.076,0.0698,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,1,1,11,7,1,0,13,0,20,2,0,5,2,45,40,19,2,2,4,3,4,2,4,1,1,1,3,1,9,18,1,2,9,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,7,7,29,6,38,31,14,46,1,0,2,0,16,14,0,3,27,148,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630931200122541,0.0,0.0,0.20168415605077414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621239352563206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829576069241398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828515132612452,0.109698429329481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060011789980364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837954237998936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021016050327999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962998832501707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292848320527087,0.0,0.16407054162693696,0.0,0.08750651349242465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969252200764743,0.06955847338659543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30089971422496403,0.0,0.050869850588051116,0.0,0.2213419504182374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766629443359943,0.0,0.0,0.11234758782281026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936649467759213,0.0,0.0,0.1057887230155318,0.0,0.06877266671328558,0.09513646992694062,0.0,0.08597618867835558,0.0,0.08176313348056256,0.0,0.0,0.08277730976910329,0.0,0.0,0.1299854650889929,0.09871410226189103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806836662593605,0.0,0.10348492215839136,0.14315080385843246,0.0,0.0,0.09403693764499997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216950785293123,0.0,0.06597789553638117,0.07405142586672317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750150298186319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010872842403908,0.0,0.0,0.1102969886542911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853985012276324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999615609784057,0.0,0.16108474773150902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891633777770798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825930913081422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468581466349925,0.0,0.19132370610450328,0.07729793206498492,0.17032514219747316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610529714855147,0.0,0.09511268512430128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781013382459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870594868332252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916619532989866,0.0,0.0,0.3135033858387992 lonely,username_number_27,2020/01/03,"Im sorry so my second post here. I guess I have regrets too. in school once, I had a really big crush on someone and one of my best friends accidentally told him u know what (Shes cool tho we still great friends <: ) He asked me if it was true and others were watching. I said it was true and tried to act casual. I asked if he liked me and he looked like he was laughing (Maybe he wasn't? I dunno) he said no Treated him like crap after, said he was stupid but he still wanted to be friends with me I was watching Jaiden animations and she said that that's the worst thing someone could do to another person. Remembered this and felt like dying. I just wanted to say sorry.",-0.16543165467625798,2.1501037338129514,1.6370467625899288,95.70449100719429,94.3956834532374,4.506618705035971,17.021942446043166,6.2581,-0.3002981294964031,525,14,116,6,20,171,89,139,0.12300000000000001,0.672,0.204,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,7,19,2,0,2,1,13,1,1,0,2,23,26,11,1,6,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,14,10,18,15,9,10,2,8,0,1,3,0,25,3,1,4,7,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782967969044246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576333928718305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794155276498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494671765076677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641731289841144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262061067904331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046581232727542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491661700297806,0.14479952878494526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198123622834638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722377576292089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568660765255669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037920220141023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320523843182126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998274227568505,0.08906932944252949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477115201337686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588627303254604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420589422334898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889954793345678,0.0,0.5001304197273048,0.10452892639305517,0.0,0.13302755873688302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274283199780276,0.0,0.0,0.29427985267497536,0.0,0.0,0.2099414547950696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732503650930534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559963211417746,0.0,0.08924132001715533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505723658661055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,[deleted],2020/01/03,"Who Needs a 22M Friend? Loner Here. If you are interested, just hit me up with whatever you wanna know about me and we can get to know each other from there! Lets talk about anything.",0.4735135135135131,2.9257444594594624,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,90.8918918918919,5.122162162162162,15.508108108108113,6.742157984588678,-0.2798821621621621,143,3,31,2,5,46,33,37,0.057,0.79,0.153,0.5983,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681414326601381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456313576660626,0.0,0.23372857722121645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917177453059231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457458730559053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317138170878273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595732396697281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,250gamin,2020/01/03,Getting sent home on new years I spent new years alone smoking as much as I could to numb my feelings. She told me to go home after like 2 hours when we were gonna spend the whole day together. She told me she just wanted to be friends after I got home. I dont even know what to do because no one else talks to me or even wants to be around me. I'm so fucking alone,3.1840740740740765,2.988594567901238,3.98479012345679,95.34755555555556,72.45679012345678,6.973827160493825,24.841975308641967,5.6839178017228535,0.2867264197530859,284,7,72,1,5,91,56,81,0.106,0.825,0.069,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,20,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,6,1,13,2,12,10,2,13,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,1,10,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398046639297733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603584840002226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000100706093527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097749782043328,0.0,0.0,0.1057961919982808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922608595924534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370395037814007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670186256159105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294665969018511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674164430030627,0.15165801717831073,0.08570733974204088,0.0,0.09323120435957148,0.0,0.13120268765058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493654975290978,0.0,0.16155240774502638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015547083538128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014465990786726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059279159277525,0.0,0.0,0.3168735771728125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111619130552305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185407698499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31350624220998113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351733262061493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831516618995308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128067717720025 lonely,baynesyn,2020/01/03,"Looked up my horoscope today. Looked up my horoscope today read, "" Cancelled due to lack of interest.""",4.984705882352942,8.388226588235298,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,77.23529411764707,5.752941176470588,32.029411764705884,7.1686216300943375,2.6203176470588243,80,4,11,1,2,24,12,17,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616762907634938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673302627490256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6961838793267399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youreahypocrit,2020/01/03,"I’m losing my mind, I am home 24/7 with nothing to do I am tired of colleagues talking about what they did for the weekend or getting notifications on their phone, while I in the other hand have nothing of that. I only have my wine to drink.",9.083265306122447,5.790974163265308,8.895612244897956,74.92260204081633,62.46938775510204,10.616326530612248,38.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.866502040816327,190,7,39,1,2,62,38,49,0.111,0.825,0.064,-0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894596792767986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943635485370725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306105832758621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414020855360784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081301163790484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585628968331288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320920795997603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528043304529185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074279855351365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,confusing_rants,2020/01/03,"It’s so bad It hurts so much. I’m hurting, oh my god it’s scary.",-6.4311764705882375,-7.901012941176469,-1.7698823529411758,113.80752941176472,149.0,1.36,9.282352941176473,3.1291,-2.621225882352941,48,1,16,0,5,18,13,17,0.545,0.369,0.086,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34605353350599444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8873676588108269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30467292305783866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somewhereinside,2020/01/03,"Had plans to meet my only friend yesterday but they canceled to cook for their boyfriend and his family Pretty disappointing to be looking forward to spending time with someone just for them to back out, honestly it feels like having the wind knocked of your lungs sometimes. The same person never texts first, just leaves me on read when I ask how their day has been. Tried planning something later, they can't because ""they have their surgery consultation soon"" and ""their boyfriend's birthday is coming up"". 4 months ago I hadn't had friends in two years, I feel like going back to then because atleast you know you won't be disappointed. And then if I did follow through with commiting suicide I wouldn't feel like I was letting anyone down.",10.752009803921569,8.920862338235299,8.520588235294117,74.34598039215689,57.970588235294116,11.125490196078431,41.784313725490186,9.2995712137729,3.841704901960785,602,26,106,7,6,176,101,136,0.092,0.753,0.155,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,3,8,3,7,8,0,0,2,0,16,2,1,1,2,20,25,9,1,2,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,4,2,1,4,5,2,0,2,6,4,20,6,17,14,1,24,0,2,1,0,18,6,0,1,19,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211079724830873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998493588830796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042046384186942,0.0,0.0,0.2638957137572425,0.0,0.209208441328166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781601999690472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106661676563355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617668162240289,0.0,0.2602944994832006,0.36776778531359655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459607142686151,0.0,0.0,0.26515154831669663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975227926221208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430547793975703,0.0,0.0,0.18169693647659416,0.0,0.17547003188280652,0.0,0.2515015579275714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409865089727136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696745773880234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323465420242522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050760300118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983228576770735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457631015461608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164389959457532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539397344688754,0.13210411042170747,0.1697142785281443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769977299997867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005986055796368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650341334501367,0.0,0.1676257871512104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050314005354793 lonely,Cuntman999,2020/01/03,"Isolated since 12 years old Im 24 now and its been 12 years since I lost most of social interactions. I was popular and fun kid back then. I was dumb and cringy but had tons of friends, tons of invites. After my 12th birthday I changed school with hope my grades will become better. They did but new class was abusive. I've been bullied for 3 years straight everyday. Finished that school with good grades and with absolutely destroyed confidence. Since then I became much stronger mentally and started to go to gym. I learned to hide my feelings, ignore and dont trust anyone. Now I dont have any friends. Didn't have any relationship for a decade. I count only on my self, feel anger and feel like this world is unfair. All the anger I use in the gym and I feel happy for 2 hours but when I come back home I realise I have nothing. Everyone who opens up and are kind for me leaves me confused. Don't want to brag but one time I saved collapsed woman that noone cared about in cold winter and bring to the closest warm place and called ambulance . People around me said Im very kind for the thing I did but I felt like shit I didnt feel like I deserve any of these kind words. I feel like I have no fucking human feelings and doomed to die alone in the dark. Does anyone feel the same and has any advices how to cope with that?",2.927007191892777,4.828730808270682,3.1602844066688465,93.0038231448186,75.50375939849624,6.12984635501798,23.97123242889833,6.895973343053719,0.641523896698267,1049,33,224,10,23,321,154,266,0.213,0.565,0.222,0.4753,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,8,29,6,1,7,0,21,2,1,2,1,46,41,22,1,2,5,0,10,4,2,1,0,1,1,4,8,20,0,1,10,2,0,3,6,10,0,1,13,12,28,19,28,27,6,34,1,2,0,1,13,11,3,3,24,126,36,6,0.0,0.11279379130302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930261596499788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985961801932459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895099390696114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312898931993966,0.0,0.0,0.08474619893091201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464024187630927,0.0,0.0,0.10513845831561074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419469192844233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720756752856184,0.0,0.09706047172265383,0.0,0.1007066185179078,0.08200444998279788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880025609022876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330821057605389,0.0,0.22314215628780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096554941644623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850788254951797,0.20402791900813386,0.09140478877729567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709912283021334,0.08800880492066107,0.0,0.0,0.05410308686386589,0.07984737334928692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133979699605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549112586074973,0.09455286628439637,0.09375062790764553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565985652882984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974014859480281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080069358946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860352883546194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391961217654272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959369620073608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998131498480606,0.0,0.0,0.09194260005761973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913448283860724,0.0,0.0998940462530616,0.0,0.06450847309432191,0.07240219431499764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599814761491933,0.0,0.0994614084614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220677885028666,0.0,0.0,0.09055487990803754,0.0,0.0,0.19269045242152755,0.0,0.0,0.0993120365951728,0.0,0.09771914348928992,0.236245738753832,0.0,0.0,0.09704213858589153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738147200892547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324516871720623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055510585595411666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222030836409057,0.0,0.07854813065975128,0.05615011158740802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391272924923224 lonely,LeKekkington,2020/01/03,"FENG'S FAN CLUB - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We play WoW and League! We also have an ethot. ! APPLY HERE: (please also read!!) [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6\_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform) We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously. Like, anything. We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our community bigger and better. We're a tight knit little community and we want to expand! Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP. IF YOU PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT OR LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: This isn't a requirement to join, there's just a lot of us here who play those games and we'd love to find new buddies \^\^ The rules are; Just be social and not too much of a dick. That's it. Also we have an ethot. See you soon!",6.573894009216595,10.289563747311831,5.4374039938556065,71.85467741935486,72.81720430107526,5.6933947772657465,20.147465437788018,7.07126945348624,0.5086562211981569,931,21,148,10,21,277,112,186,0.028999999999999998,0.713,0.258,0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,12,3,0,5,13,11,0,0,11,0,10,2,1,1,1,30,17,16,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,2,1,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,15,10,16,14,6,14,0,0,2,2,29,7,1,3,7,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091355102874872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120731106197582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908141928481898,0.0,0.0,0.1423100486910074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396163592102025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510740747106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777099061700275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995529308102093,0.0,0.06732133633243292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086368684032034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629519667877339,0.12914640244196385,0.0,0.0,0.10820561383625324,0.0,0.0,0.109547778246645,0.11629652517232728,0.0,0.08601160719390136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472313464073097,0.0,0.0,0.24889761749597475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28288784290029145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888971132783128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268062568552866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254051348473014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688280453321076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502725884611233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649895260978902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600192395842928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dementedwhiskeyjar,2020/01/03,"My Life is a Joke Here's a joke for you guys. I'm 21 years old. Thanks to years of being clueless about the realities of my existence as well as bad decisions I'm in a rut. My college degree is a wall. I absolutely do not want to continue on anymore but for several reasons can't change degrees or enter another college. I have to continue doing something I hate that fucks me up emotionally. My home life is a mess. I have grown to hate my hometown and house. The accumulated stress of living there has become unbearable but I can't move forward or away. Thanks to bad reactions to complex emotional stress, as well as the existential crisis and depression that I have been suffering from due to college, family and personall issues, I have managed to push everyone who might have an bit of care and concern for me away; family friends and colleagues. I have resorted to self destructive behavior (not drinking, drugs or violence at least) to cope with this, but just now realized the truth: I've been ignorant and arrogant all my life, partly out of ugly things that I cannot control and has been secretly governing my life ever since, partly out of my ignorant reactions and bad decisions concerning these things. And now, I can add lonely, clueless and desperate to those two adjectives. I have never been more alone, more harshly aware of the ugliness cruelty and indifference of the universe, as well as the pain of living, and this much of a societal nobody. I am alone in pretty much every way. My mom is the only one who remotely cares about me and even she has some issues too. Nobody cares, and I learnt it too late. I foresee a sad, lonely death surrounded by my vices not too far in the future. Where is the joke, you ask? Well, after everything I have said, I still wanna keep on living! Imagine that! Lol! I sigh. No going back now. Ironic that nothing you do seems to affect the people around you, but if you die you will affect them greatly. TL;DR: My lowest point, and I still wanna keep on going. Ba dum tsshh.",4.67876414273281,6.506409065274153,5.7796005221932125,76.36456179286338,70.61879895561357,9.493089643167973,29.476849434290692,9.888512548439397,3.1326153872932987,1604,64,283,42,30,532,205,383,0.272,0.611,0.11699999999999999,-0.998,1,6,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,6,1,1,23,35,4,2,19,1,31,8,0,4,4,56,49,29,2,4,12,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,3,14,20,1,5,8,4,0,7,8,18,5,2,5,1,40,15,52,41,10,43,0,5,0,1,19,19,1,7,18,214,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661060352218658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940421938167681,0.0,0.0,0.08455659453594595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590089854426703,0.07970808446683349,0.0,0.16021215553349008,0.06556090581851191,0.21356961833364205,0.0,0.09416473609889536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308358222979143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260789644012907,0.0,0.09019546518063126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562813186572436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343568924411391,0.0,0.08848807743891285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352390640790405,0.0988763846741616,0.0,0.0,0.1918156432397221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631448122103186,0.07712399652241153,0.07183657344320714,0.08147111049676539,0.07662762639683396,0.0,0.1607540926228177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587289895437523,0.07882297327259488,0.0,0.0,0.09691226176016904,0.0,0.0,0.09400121256672343,0.0,0.08442238662443252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835635211505606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552433439219265,0.0,0.0,0.09838043641193707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779819128748125,0.0,0.1515688513044924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617879604436157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408911520249671,0.0,0.0,0.2258626587484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044908147985614,0.0,0.0998573528601462,0.0,0.09061958517573818,0.12535416940614394,0.0,0.06575900042877904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181080260044356,0.0,0.08946770433929536,0.0,0.0577754652520675,0.06484528715635934,0.09072435144142073,0.0,0.0,0.18466000345565275,0.0,0.0591096564733637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059976889832313,0.0,0.0,0.08674169705324364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766312283031891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110330421062904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761895642913151,0.08894644136169312,0.09632133675720976,0.0,0.07052927476345454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563854348587858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618004426885666,0.0,0.19533374440614773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699484798182667,0.0,0.0,0.11328803403048535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328819204910504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028949943016947,0.06767668772741765,0.0,0.0,0.3066416636888425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098113471348742 lonely,DaftZack,2020/01/03,"Last night was rough. I went to the Flames game last night with the family (ma, pa, my sister, and her fiance), and holy crap was I reminded how lonely I am. The amount of gorgeous women there was insane, and it simply reminded me how I will never have someone. Just wanted to vent a bit here, because why not?",4.571721311475411,5.20010449180328,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,69.65573770491804,8.067213114754097,23.44672131147541,8.07648339933343,1.1700459016393443,238,5,47,3,4,78,47,61,0.122,0.815,0.063,-0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,1,10,8,5,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,4,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621748658517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559511920950545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725142598158241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712695475211377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229525237671436,0.0,0.0,0.5425547630114416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493237847178875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705039727464542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679754966708348,0.2608452983020905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyKay23,2020/01/03,"I don't get it. I (23F) don't understand people at all, I really really don't, I have no friends in real life whatsoever, and I thought that I could try reddit, no one really stuck around except for I don't know 3 people, after a few minutes, or days I'll be ghosted again by them, I guess speaking to the depressed girl cleared their conscience, so they can sleep well at night, I feel like I should stop writing on here because there is no point to it, I can't make friends here and I can't do it irl, I'm just destined to be a friendless person I guess, no one will ever truly care about me or love me, so I give up, I sick and so fucking tired of putting energy into people.",10.194895104895108,4.792659118881122,10.169594405594406,73.0913146853147,62.70629370629371,13.118321678321678,40.488111888111895,9.3871,3.608108811188811,526,17,116,6,5,177,93,143,0.152,0.665,0.183,0.3758,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,3,0,12,8,1,0,3,0,15,6,1,1,3,24,29,8,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,2,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,2,1,2,2,2,20,6,16,22,2,15,0,1,0,2,11,8,1,4,7,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464737541664868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905022204386246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566574865297778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297321959363685,0.0,0.0,0.1047903077859945,0.0,0.1399493275416042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469782821095758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215802321973828,0.11608034094172727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510732317425556,0.15021608999487504,0.08489245540362371,0.1558717934517405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579942519466706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929829475889242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476897365445048,0.07938266416324076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466503506115326,0.0,0.1084609564469469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248251120998754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202100257696772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379429032318452,0.1418768868064103,0.0,0.0,0.153602200421005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334374526051995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494513474062116,0.3122789110394102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260377979553506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358459345150863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289960787138704,0.0,0.186754253204466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031762282087128,0.0,0.0,0.1691541082234696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609481803471994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBagelofNuts,2020/01/03,Does anyone want to talk? Been feeling like absolute garbage and it’s only the 4th day of 2020.,2.16,4.604149473684213,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,80.57894736842105,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,76,3,15,1,2,24,19,19,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392645035120789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129151351171391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42460351939788105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533269803218816,0.3466283889957127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370451772441391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690179672051892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899869696271858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618469691929976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pmohney37,2020/01/03,Lonely and feeling hopeless Maybe it just winter blues im not sure. The last few monthes ive been feeling really down and lonely. Didnt enjoy the hoildays at all and dread getting outb of bed for work. Feel the only thing in my house that cares about me is my dog. My wife just wants my paycheck could care less about how im doing. My kid is at the age shes busy with her friends and thays normal i guess. Just wish I had someone to hug me and tell me I matter and everything is going to be ok. Not sure what expect from strangers on the internet but at least ive come out and said how I feel.,1.7167965367965363,3.362295095238096,2.9248917748917767,94.49435064935066,78.20634920634922,5.534199134199136,20.978354978354982,6.1124844417494595,0.01115238095238169,466,12,105,3,11,150,87,126,0.09699999999999999,0.784,0.11900000000000001,0.2004,0,4,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,5,1,12,1,0,2,3,32,25,10,0,5,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,6,16,8,15,19,4,13,0,3,1,1,7,7,0,1,4,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36227623511982776,0.0,0.0,0.15303997021429247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184854714931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967103353904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593247195505813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726112047094252,0.0,0.09282099463457764,0.0,0.1009693352480774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571458017771692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049979452654085,0.0,0.0,0.3838106142294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481813670521046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848522833723865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180801007301244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407091194375438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351198582972144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381474356099865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899712304383488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053232637514685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488842088674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528430561708784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803065246714685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478957430564713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430238324191224,0.0,0.0,0.12933995769678774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hopelessromantic_99,2020/01/03,I get way too attached to girls I was attached to this one girl for eight years and I haven’t even seen or talked to her in two years but I went to a party and that kinda drew me to this other girl I talked to for only a bit but now I’m like really attracted to her the only problem is I can’t talk to her cause I don’t think she’d remember me,0.12166071428571355,1.3813079875000014,2.7321428571428577,95.83,81.625,6.071428571428572,17.67857142857143,6.868970318607317,-0.2482678571428569,269,5,69,3,7,94,51,80,0.046,0.8109999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,1,13,2,11,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510943786462252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626766189330545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190916950394195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016261094115112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123636740622817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585019614577594,0.34984229649578186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007363360738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734033829015322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053888467207903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5545824967186863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737116106771173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246711646690819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825588943472338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320716555286387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962177788674684 lonely,ManyStaples,2020/01/03,"I was excited because I thought I got a text, but it was just my phone telling me to charge it. So, uh... that's all that's happening in my life right now.",3.2779411764705912,2.6923726764705904,4.575294117647061,92.53882352941179,72.23529411764707,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.0315176470588234,117,5,31,2,2,39,27,34,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900949464968736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806085335825723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208233416583879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361314955664143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064030041876302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159442755016447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777993605732203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,demonscalling,2020/01/03,"So much for that Met a girl via a friend. Was very blunt and honest with this person about myself and my character flaws. This person has now left my life. I’m not okay 😣",0.4708333333333314,2.6345033055555582,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,85.3888888888889,4.711111111111111,11.777777777777779,5.985473137389443,-1.2882555555555557,133,1,31,1,4,42,31,36,0.045,0.775,0.18100000000000002,0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301944932108954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246247806661108,0.0,0.2760462333462984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872961170050227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6824942134574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224656887549089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MadFries,2020/01/03,I'm kinda struggling If anyone's willing to let me vent to them I'd appreciate it :-/,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5048,67,3,13,1,2,25,16,18,0.231,0.637,0.132,-0.2516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313682974356961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308476005249044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449439486338325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamnotruby,2020/01/03,"Should i get a sex doll for comfort? All my life I've been lonely and never had any type of affection! I was planning on buying a sex doll not to smash but to only sleep with it, at least feel loved in some sort of way (physical touch) but I'm not sure. Should I get one?",0.09141242937853278,1.9192863050847428,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,84.2542372881356,5.289265536723164,16.612994350282484,6.42735559955562,-0.5222225988700564,208,4,51,2,6,69,46,59,0.069,0.769,0.163,0.7756,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,1,3,15,10,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,4,3,9,5,3,5,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,2,1,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211259213639026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874548141477836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873875934836784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618611765863203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33460291693079164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28593377678953824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512197095086399,0.28196076191427943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710028567724374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494134596477875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942722790238437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stupidwh0relmao,2020/01/03,"Fuck I wanna go to house parties, I wanna stay up until morning dancing and having fun but none of my friends seem to like me and I’m always the one putting in the effort.",0.7325000000000017,2.9611616944444457,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,84.83333333333334,3.6,22.88888888888889,3.1291,-0.02131111111111084,135,5,27,0,4,45,30,36,0.13699999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,8,5,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044095572160871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826483489152043,0.3382147075008371,0.0,0.0,0.20791623877918392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221321417272215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873174931875574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479037680217352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677719013140525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304849532142894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899385188563788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tyro420,2020/01/03,"Need someone to chat to Hello all, Would anyone to chat about something? I’m a 21M and studying for a philosophy degree. I’m feeling low today and was hoping I could talk to some likeminded people on here, I feel welcomed by the Reddit community. Not trying to come off as desperate, I’m going through a tough time mentally and would just like to have my mind taken off the suicidal thoughts for a while. I love talking to new people. Anyways, if anyone else on this subreddit is feeling alone like I am, please feel free to comment down below or message me 🙂",5.584613368283089,6.3039917339449545,6.5048754914809965,76.16027522935781,67.44036697247708,8.797378768020971,33.002621231979035,8.841846274778883,2.8620290956749668,445,19,79,7,7,148,78,109,0.106,0.698,0.196,0.8625,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,21,7,1,6,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,4,6,7,20,15,2,13,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,4,6,52,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909808324465838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578708947269757,0.18893765688042755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588426457429009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722688780214382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540409611072764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372948903834208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479769649229023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183148932116962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801752064064208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166426495441572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582992597331036,0.0,0.18618952710324305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367288635304347,0.0,0.17809284560407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567686591357924,0.0,0.0,0.20241375323621524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623992188302938,0.14195867547601232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170160547742289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964244350604272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639150344019936,0.1075240219837167,0.0,0.1747878490482324,0.0,0.0,0.1251942138219408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198225621533866,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,angeldelrey805,2020/01/03,Anxiety can’t sleep Anyone just wanna talk about stuff I can’t sleep so if you need someone to talk to HMU,0.01463768115942088,2.32551539130435,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,90.7391304347826,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.32530724637681097,86,2,19,1,3,28,18,23,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390354995441551,0.0,0.0,0.21848336882189104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316894487138333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253829646991473,0.0,0.264751278065833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576986108496694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022963854970725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,royalewithcheese77,2020/01/03,22 M is anyone else here from Tennessee? Anyone wanna share music together or talk?,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,5.428333333333337,69.5025,84.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.7263333333333337,67,2,9,2,2,23,14,15,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705519953441862,0.4913021415269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005588685942347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38540215368041225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nativeamericanwitch,2020/01/03,"? Do you ever know you’re toxic but truly and I mean truly have no control over your emotions because you have a stack of mental illnesses that make normal levels of emotional control pretty much entirely absent and it causes you to act out in ways you try to control but frequently have that *snap* where you lose control like the way normal people have a breakdown of that capacity that once a lifetime if at all but you seem to have one every other day and it’s driving you to the brink of suicide on a consistent daily basis and there’s just a single solitary reason why you’re still holding on but it’s wearing thin and you’re pushing everyone you love away and no one wants you not your parents friends siblings significant other literally no one wants to be around you and no one even cares that you’re acting out because of a deep routed depression because they don’t care enough to try to help you find the cause of the problem and fix it with their support and you try so hard to be a good person to act normal and speak normal and try to self medicate and take prescriptions alcohol street drugs therapy meditation diet exercise and the time to practice functioning normal but it’s pointless because the emotions eventually take over your entire psyche and you lose all control as if you’re watching your life through the back seat seeing from inside your eyes knowing you have no control over your mouth or body and your trauma has turned you into an evil monster that’s destined to be miserable and have no one to love and no one to be loved by and eventually will die alone and broken because everyone you ever needed to stay in your life fucking hates you or is just me? lmao, jk.. unless?",6.672484662576686,7.2922286104294525,6.765773006134971,75.58743251533744,65.04294478527608,9.096687116564418,33.17116564417178,8.982922981607832,2.9077526380368104,1381,55,237,21,20,442,170,326,0.19899999999999998,0.653,0.147,-0.9662,1,1,2,0,0,1,8.0,0,25,2,8,12,18,3,1,15,0,16,16,4,10,4,66,36,31,2,11,13,1,2,1,1,1,7,1,0,2,13,24,2,7,6,1,0,5,9,9,0,6,0,6,29,9,40,31,5,34,0,4,3,4,36,19,1,5,8,170,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759708666792657,0.0,0.07520116919271203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463752684690025,0.0,0.0,0.06821867529312613,0.055831945223674115,0.0,0.2213092829410125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065238375418304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805971066290333,0.14917917165722755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886239340514279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046826887202770166,0.0,0.06253814416002808,0.0,0.07535682173449494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420354819874913,0.0,0.0,0.2450265219653213,0.0,0.07502464919504664,0.0,0.047957650852720315,0.13135824453646486,0.06117633036737409,0.13876228590127038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636343670214058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056097639900314224,0.06712597806847284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090110003312992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504352575551886,0.07168649145396105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866837466322179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980816669828038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257196294661404,0.0354731571952142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246210543677755,0.0,0.0,0.1965977456719738,0.0,0.04846716343097293,0.0,0.0,0.0790926373749399,0.0,0.07314606766139131,0.07317293324761626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337607094094485,0.05383875579637195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557076942777555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732636225894599,0.29521098626873143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062385503148121,0.0,0.0,0.05033803394277055,0.0633994986323717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386959679739148,0.0,0.0694771389830984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465428689389136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057860082245364,0.06610063222229562,0.07574716639355165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739168014963183,0.057985751395990215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942261202674245,0.08239598933970528,0.0,0.0,0.10918607090730134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303487724660014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042338972272204095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971873540389052,0.07897789189989814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856535016548965,0.11526750812677053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551845341168074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bruhinations,2020/01/03,"Just sad, no pals, no one :( pupper#3932 is my discord hmu if ya want...",-0.7721428571428568,1.3918989285714325,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,95.42857142857142,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,51,2,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.5670000000000001,0.433,0.0,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7542824373920634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565500777868265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dumdumgrl,2020/01/03,anyone wanna talk? and maybe exchange snapchats/numbers? we can send memes or complain about our shitty existences or whatever<3,7.808333333333334,12.100284500000004,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,79.0,6.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,7.793537801064563,4.103666666666667,110,6,12,2,3,30,19,20,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775066990367717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860750978324639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488973606323689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,showersongs,2020/01/03,"Jerkin Off A LOT During the winter and summer especially I jerk off upwards of 5 times a day, which is a lot for me. Normally I can get by with 1 or 2 every other day, maybe even once every day. I caught myself today, I had already done it 7 times and just finished around 30 minutes ago. It depresses me that I need to jerk off in order to feel happy for those few, fleeting seconds. I’m on break right now too which sort of makes it worse. Not sure I’m posting this, I’m just very sad and feel alone.",1.743700209643606,3.265012216981134,3.4750314465408785,91.12583857442348,77.77358490566039,5.843186582809224,21.211740041928717,6.42735559955562,0.21245199161425574,389,10,86,3,9,130,76,106,0.18,0.785,0.035,-0.9237,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,13,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,2,8,2,14,10,3,22,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,4,11,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573100225255194,0.0,0.0,0.19363679622588295,0.2063178010737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643629013963848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617260946544152,0.0,0.1610305532089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913275802875796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348698783981432,0.0,0.3150479904597692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890677456194708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768020537894663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199025089836514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178977144808817,0.0,0.0,0.12479894062390992,0.0,0.1878289909489396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863034706922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318358358586687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910899275054667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790584226108874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596649791522254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620997200057298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803870961837715,0.0,0.17721861757189336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542636676256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053079081903254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,karmrking,2020/01/03,hi first post here im having a pretty lonely morning rn so feel free to dm me :),-2.4683333333333337,-0.8058556111111077,1.1722222222222245,97.345,105.11111111111113,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.6945777777777775,61,1,14,0,3,22,18,18,0.099,0.514,0.387,0.8062,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976750891907706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201730433255743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335754307841432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730894317268992,0.5025479622908836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Puckslun,2020/01/03,"Marriage I think most of us grew up seeing marriage as an inevitability. You’d just grow up, meet a girl, and settle down with 2.5 kids and a dog. Marriage was the end goal. The only people who didn’t get married were creeps and spinsters of course. You might notice it as a kid growing up. You might have it told straight to your face by an all-too-honest child. One way or another though you eventually come to the realization that you aren’t normal. You don’t quite fit in with people. It’s like everybody is acting out a play together and you never got the script. People start to pair off as early as middle school. What does that matter though? You know middle school relationships don’t count. Soon comes high school. Things are more dire now. You’re given more freedoms to experience life yet have nobody to experience it with. You feel like you’re a spectator in life, seeing how other people progress because you can’t seem to make any progress yourself. It doesn’t matter though, barely anybody stays in touch post high school. The high school sweethearts rarely stay together. You’ll be fine once you find like-minded people in college, right? Maybe you’re like me and are in college now. No doubt you’ve realized how fucked you are. You have the emotional intelligence of a toddler and can’t seem to understand how anybody could be social. So you isolate yourself. Nobody can hurt you in your own world, but nobody can help you either. Maybe you try apps to meet people and get struck with the reality that you’re scum compared to others. You’re an ugly boring piece of shit with nothing to offer anybody. Why would they want to spend time with you anyways? Apps fuel the fire that is your self hatred, but you can’t seem to get rid of them. The perceived cost of using them is so low and the “what if” in your mind beckons so persuasively. And that’s sorta where I’m at now. Maybe you read this and related to it a bit, but for your sake I hope not. I’m going to turn 21 soon and have given up on the idea that I’ll get married one day. I’ve had flings here and there, but nobody ever wants to stick around too long. I’ll never hear the words “I love you” whispered into my ear on a cold winters night, snuggling closer to somebody for warmth. I try to distract myself. I’ll never know what it’s like to have somebody want to spend their life with me. I think “well nobody can experience everything life has to offer, I guess love just isn’t for me.” I know this is just me trying to cope though. The saddest part though? Even if I found somebody who was over the moon, head over heels in love with me, I wouldn’t know what to do. I’d squander that love like it were nothing. How can I hope to get married when I get too nervous to say “hello”?",3.199230138590668,5.156247686238533,3.676927581495218,89.35412648838572,74.88990825688073,6.106187780597308,22.421432754245558,6.855684769269737,0.5439919968768292,2179,59,439,20,47,681,255,545,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,27,4,4,32,23,2,3,25,0,41,14,5,6,4,82,86,36,0,11,12,0,3,5,1,5,4,4,0,5,26,25,0,0,16,2,3,7,15,8,1,2,11,10,50,15,68,66,8,64,0,2,2,5,58,34,2,14,24,272,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443447570289699,0.06837794037644268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805035993907445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039751160538718334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119198265757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123445746985791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206455110644143,0.0,0.0,0.04205479060771966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706535125855813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335201127768476,0.057756341113416834,0.0,0.0,0.043070318894269134,0.05898580707124027,0.0,0.0,0.05860617435271617,0.19136247396965225,0.0,0.0,0.0329719278075453,0.04658574380701939,0.0,0.0,0.059600383481225226,0.0,0.0,0.07149894913410369,0.0,0.06028521476953965,0.20441591469311812,0.0,0.03706011249923828,0.0,0.052154065775875405,0.0,0.07183571468809379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692385184966085,0.0,0.07349594671620555,0.0,0.04370861331903268,0.2066925348567792,0.0,0.1295356721675521,0.0,0.0,0.06980821431459178,0.07361368926818193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433499401635911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423784631524465,0.1911486695555375,0.0,0.0,0.05770843472936243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541680210012544,0.0,0.043527907388196285,0.0,0.1965353924152803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835413906205754,0.1316861925707269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508809665236581,0.0,0.0,0.06119478237788281,0.06389155245630257,0.12514071977923985,0.07424154991371704,0.0,0.06944608466445902,0.0883754110387494,0.04959483131262123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061563085909639,0.0,0.2712487124630739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624527611974775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935842529793883,0.06522723619524451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001069517359028,0.0,0.055688633180150965,0.0,0.05185728293478373,0.0,0.3299779300134682,0.10392720032136893,0.17809308368774596,0.06802782358807881,0.0,0.06693670659041435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647296451326426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046155683118385006,0.13900949210563115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043322353742784,0.08356734387703085,0.3203404532492037,0.0,0.038024236070687584,0.0,0.0,0.06231055731461513,0.0,0.13281909251229065,0.07092930802995695,0.0,0.06788548246562487,0.07843910718872281,0.056320148337605035,0.0,0.0,0.1153869163238406,0.05176033693158008,0.0,0.0,0.05863125236611065,0.0,0.05884151186984874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632302146478477,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,robynem,2020/01/03,"Having a lonely night I’m not really sure what to do with my nights after work tbh. I’m usually too tired to be crazy productive and sitting around watching tv alone isn’t super uplifting. Idk. I’ve thought about going somewhere like a pub or something but i’m afraid of either being looked at pathetically for being alone drinking hot chocolate OR ALSO I don’t want random men to think i’m trying to get picked up. What do you all do after work?",1.33001872659176,3.993566786516855,3.080028089887641,86.19022940074908,89.0,5.213857677902623,19.77621722846442,6.816661863887847,0.63023520599251,360,11,66,5,12,119,67,89,0.177,0.759,0.063,-0.8041,0,4,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,1,2,15,19,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,3,3,13,15,2,10,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,3,6,38,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615679641333554,0.0,0.1781965331479862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983653445392855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182879094930341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641912697288748,0.0,0.12663904224352154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108863154148701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712051457471046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182204590336899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275017342982196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715449032008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001400462498584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427800359704753,0.0,0.1769015962065532,0.0,0.256109533092966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128648685524893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24541502377383675,0.0,0.13143051100186556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444480943239024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idfcatalltbfh,2020/01/03,"do any of you understand this?? Have y’all ever had a very minimal amount of friends turn on you all at once and then either ignore you or bully/harass you? Literally everyone I know (including family) wants nothing to do with me. Idc that I can go out and find more, I’m just really hung up on the fact that every ex-friend and family member hates me. How fucked in the head am I for this to happen. I know most of it wasn’t my fault but holy shit, I feel like the problem. In fact, most people would say I’m the problem. But I feel like I’m not 100% the problem. I get clingy and sometimes that ruined a very spontaneous and pointless friendship. But most of the time, those friends were horrible to me. I’m not even going to mention my family, there’s no negotiating there. I think I might make an effort to make new friends, but for rn, I’m completely alone, years of baggage from fucked up shit, and utterly miserable.",3.118396396396399,4.747537740540544,4.464324324324327,85.02261261261263,74.29729729729729,8.176576576576577,24.76576576576577,8.841846274778883,1.7348630630630626,722,23,149,15,15,239,113,185,0.251,0.655,0.095,-0.9882,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,1,6,17,5,1,9,0,10,5,3,3,4,41,32,13,0,5,9,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,3,3,19,5,22,27,7,15,0,2,0,2,10,8,4,5,7,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868411723138712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844933343051314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302723327019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206505338578543,0.112390006170794,0.10468483606427993,0.11872489788326895,0.0,0.0,0.35139167334142324,0.0,0.125647688952612,0.1775265032016403,0.0,0.0,0.11356100390635453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839767571079615,0.22973172688043844,0.06491478502622608,0.0,0.14122672823478347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987265998302016,0.0,0.0,0.12266980645644494,0.1275149480157572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656760379756036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140321668080553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587386094599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180816975310214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000010853548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921991887997604,0.0,0.0,0.1323207441164527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613836102054652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566674984091419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795968588805124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988075036762976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507888220172525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288507971735395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796135100997515,0.0,0.0,0.07245037982548783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351468389259998,0.0,0.12934721371200664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503627694936127,0.0732850656882188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826266735638838,0.0,0.0,0.08001204902889937 lonely,Anth0ny33,2020/01/03,"I'm numb again I am in some weird state, idk what I'm feeling. Every night I dream of being with someone, it's not even sex I miss it's just romance and just the feeling of human contact and love. It's small things I dream about, like just having a genuine conversation, and just casual physical contact like grabbing my hand to pull me up onto something higher up, the feeling, I miss it.",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.4919871794871824,87.39259615384617,80.28205128205127,5.438461538461539,25.134615384615394,6.6274283507984215,1.0213538461538465,308,12,59,3,8,101,52,78,0.064,0.595,0.341,0.9622,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,11,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,7,5,9,10,1,9,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575444958159095,0.0,0.3007360001321614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414363458274345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487641492349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32215084556036466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349625126337904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243275153609045,0.274788621955223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371340153362088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Littleman2263,2020/01/03,"How Many Friend’s Do You Think You Have? First off I’m a little new here. I like to pride myself on how many “friend’s” I have and how I can always count on them. I still believe I can, if I truely need them I believe some of them would come to my aid. but here latterly I feel like I have so much support but, feel so lonely, like no one actually knows who I am or cares. Ik they would support me but I don’t feel like they actually care. I don’t have meaningful talks with anyone. We always talk about games or other things. I guess what I actually need is someone to talk my issues out with, but I don’t feel like any of my friend’s are the right people Becuase they wouldn’t care or I would be a burden.",0.05236455108359195,2.1271857302631574,2.026006191950465,96.46233746130034,86.43421052631578,4.8922600619195045,16.178018575851393,6.2272716619740125,-0.6016142414860686,549,11,130,5,17,182,81,152,0.071,0.691,0.23800000000000002,0.9772,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,6,2,9,16,0,0,3,0,18,0,0,3,0,32,34,14,0,7,8,0,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,4,30,14,12,29,2,10,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,6,8,89,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.32939748464862273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724426924577955,0.0,0.0,0.07651458236533888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867364295342072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535334869907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34415198085132365,0.0,0.0,0.09692237357911032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756541742477426,0.2411438670806645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570585702762613,0.0,0.0,0.26078821586694584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394880650004128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743723203315333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061835725002101084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748476107178681,0.11277036113476367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281466627607719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271203765085415,0.16685803649472708,0.0,0.1086684324142004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624359811665593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800426830500441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960878533507839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953342473357459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985523977560328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553631262999981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713077432562295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475047842853394,0.07209556263837992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397839256823391,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anxious-Process,2020/01/03,"25f stuck in a loveless relationship I feel trapped. I live in the middle of nowhere, have no friends, and my family is abusive and worse than my neglectful partner. I'm basically just choosing the lesser of two evils. My boyfriend owns the car and I would lose my job and fail college without rides if I broke up with him. I don't know how to get out of this hole. I need some kind of support but staying in this isolated situation is making that impossible. He's the only bf I've had. I'm definitely a lover type person and am really depressed that I'm aging and not able to feel that beautiful feeling of passion, infatuation, even friendship with anyone. I'm just so fucking lonely. I don't know what to do. Keep this sham of a relationship going and get my degree? Or use my tax return to buy a car and move out of town where housing might be available, but give up on college and higher pay? I'm just financially dependent on him. I feel horrible. It's getting so bad that I actually have romantic dreams of some of the youtubers I watch. They're the only other people in my life, according to my pathetic subconscious. I keep trying to fix things with us but he just doesn't care, mocks my crying and says I'll never find anyone else because I'm too annoying. I'm starting to believe it. Don't know how to escape this sad situation.",4.123867924528302,5.596538320754718,5.652216981132077,78.1387028301887,71.45283018867924,8.620754716981134,30.23113207547169,9.120678840339163,2.656664150943396,1065,45,202,22,20,361,154,265,0.21100000000000002,0.65,0.139,-0.9729,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,11,18,4,0,10,0,14,4,0,5,1,49,43,19,0,3,11,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,2,13,15,0,3,9,1,3,5,8,12,0,1,2,6,23,6,32,38,3,23,0,7,1,3,14,13,1,6,4,125,36,7,0.1258353155661177,0.1490942722027746,0.12279711603003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597395692129658,0.12893315132709704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506723235306567,0.07670804040793294,0.0,0.0,0.14177330946856145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829749070381324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822418537817166,0.0,0.0,0.10838177290880303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511925932047156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311303915029487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862633645944437,0.0,0.2545044659136565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501119872847687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722005265838601,0.11633272155761475,0.19723127616653285,0.1207127009292148,0.0715151097122099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519705919042825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487213399165205,0.22369642051733488,0.0,0.13103811710204108,0.20746739567200412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888120477674477,0.0,0.0,0.11111488905473466,0.0,0.0,0.14077753069133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399605026762266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349138422562476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374302607766445,0.0,0.09330529203878232,0.09705195286572553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914068556890403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723836366970515,0.10987454385794797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061332534906275,0.0,0.0,0.2702000727315817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000692935979186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828883339787229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906688402851291,0.13412370347198915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279642488847533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359939222985477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543391922234317,0.0,0.1229228187216124,0.0,0.15136439093228873,0.10868131032938838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213007537620298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823693697363986,0.08938979778658865,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlertNScared,2020/01/03,"I've Never Felt So Alone I'm moving into my new place, but I've not felt so alone in a long time. It's hard to explain the bittersweet emotion of having your own place and most likely never sharing it with anyone. I don't want to come home to emptiness anymore. Yet I know the chances of meeting someone are slim. I'm not being totally negative. I get that I can work on myself and make improvements. I just want someone to share my milestones with.",2.1032478632478657,4.340089263736264,3.524761904761906,87.80079365079365,79.43956043956044,5.8026862026862025,25.49572649572649,6.937597516519254,1.182061294261294,357,14,69,4,9,117,64,91,0.16899999999999998,0.69,0.142,-0.1614,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,21,16,5,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,3,9,3,11,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829982141471515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336965083505727,0.12928534619905316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927370529960194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079859514127976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550631555663449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660184672241247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563275859687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854682940043217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161539257943424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033207862175692,0.0,0.0,0.16362937420069354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342119968421808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651786810582608,0.0,0.0,0.2852102787266702,0.17857614543025874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863592052210343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133278365850012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781581551960398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181158785258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346083266797269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-JeanP-,2020/01/03,"All the friends i had, gone in the blink of an eye So im just posting this because i feel very lonely and i wanna know your opinion on what should i do to make it better So i just graduated from high school about a year ago, and all throughout elementary through highschool i grew up with the same people and had lots of friends and i felt happy back then, i would hangout with all the guys and we would usually just do silly things when we were younger and when we grew up we would love to talk about all the good and funny moments, our favourite things to do were playing videogames or meeting up at the park to play soccer, or just hangout and do anything together, over time most of us started getting jobs, or girlfriends so we started hanging out less often but would still see each other and have fun, we would see each other everyday in high school so it was cool. Fast forward to the end of high school we all graduated and everything, i was happy to finally have graduated, but had memories there and was sad that most of the people i went to highschool with i wouldnt see again or not as much, especially my mates. Once college started it felt weird and boring tbh, i only had 2 or 3 friends i knew from highschool that went to the same college i went, and im the beginning we would hangout a bit, but then as time went on and on everyone started parting ways, a lot of my friends moved to different states and we lost contact, others just left and stopped talking to us, and some were just busy with work or college or even their girlfriends, ever since college began, i havent talked to a single of my friends again. It felt like it just happened so suddenly out of nowhere. Now people would probably say just go out and make new friends but its not the same. I find myself usually just alone thinking, and being bored, sometimes i get lonely and i have nothing to do, even when i used to love playing videogames with my friends, nowadays i turn on my pc to play or my console and play for like 10 minutes and just sit and think again and get bored so i turn it off, i have so many games but i dont even touch them, i domt even go to the park anymore either, so much soccer equipment just gathering dust, and although i feel lonely all the time, i dont feel like talking to people or making friends, and i dont want to contact my old ones, we havent talked in so long, so i kinda just said forget about it. But yeah this was just my post, don't really know what to do, im not sad or happy, i just feel bored all the time.",6.456534963254023,5.675514634577602,6.2745994324383325,83.6540049479735,65.71905697445972,9.033864512842902,33.783089572873465,7.921354282810032,2.263375405661064,1995,76,416,19,27,626,209,509,0.075,0.764,0.161,0.9936,2,7,0,0,0,0,41.0,13,1,2,3,43,37,0,0,19,2,37,3,1,4,8,129,80,60,0,11,34,0,8,3,11,9,0,2,0,1,19,46,0,1,13,11,0,12,10,11,0,1,23,15,54,26,57,47,24,73,0,6,4,2,42,21,0,18,40,298,73,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382774612424293,0.0,0.0,0.06289126455456584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022142556265349,0.0,0.0,0.04997029179235531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669264687441072,0.0,0.03701650070401659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370502826563422,0.06629436827630879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344316524492229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350257723271546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378302450827384,0.0,0.0,0.16042927734087595,0.05492791001291232,0.0,0.05802393584100585,0.054574393924273164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281456665517886,0.04338090247076015,0.17491233660208996,0.0665196597476211,0.05550020696738039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375318793548688,0.0,0.09517661557050444,0.0,0.06902116375107062,0.05093201654926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012584234058215,0.0536976176623339,0.19392398276363326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247323243779751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677550012370645,0.0,0.06025873443295539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674412883892862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597629378863608,0.0,0.0,0.0889993495194005,0.0,0.0,0.05373841381829538,0.0,0.0,0.06628690694703546,0.10324994862746316,0.10961071453736222,0.0,0.12160028482012368,0.0615641292026541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453950319462451,0.08927756401839462,0.0,0.0,0.058647164349826524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826586543677713,0.0,0.06371913068045712,0.06466857840211439,0.0411478359449062,0.04618298141034397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575766629163668,0.0,0.16839220154881884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163127137675635,0.0,0.06547023653946292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890104868626131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057761983251694564,0.048289788882870714,0.0,0.18436636485251115,0.1451663762161871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023113210111255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600571245666361,0.0,0.17192171030900436,0.0,0.04849389006300088,0.05076759069140393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403636908218584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068403116218173,0.07781837313765748,0.0,0.0,0.14163351632557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209952841849604,0.0,0.0,0.14608586150060648,0.0524456338465557,0.13375678023760013,0.0501032723165012,0.0358163117038684,0.04819951222812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516528531646576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442074535690108,0.0,0.0,0.3019537778010912,0.0,0.0,0.039103962876640384 lonely,IlliteratScribe,2020/01/03,"I’ve tried everything I’m a consistent A student who plays an instrument well. I work out a lot, I play a sport, I’ve been trying to be more chill but it’s like I have no one to prove it to. That probably doesn’t make any sense, but I feel trapped by who I was and so I can’t influence anyone’s opinions on me, as they are already set. No one responds to my texts, hell, no one notices me doing what I’m good at. I’m the last person who should feel lonely, but here I am. Edit: The song “The Sad Cafe” really represents this sub, I just noticed.",0.251073446327684,2.1186032881355916,2.645,93.613488700565,83.91525423728814,6.306214689265537,20.850282485875713,7.492282038375204,0.602438418079096,420,13,99,7,12,144,82,118,0.217,0.687,0.096,-0.9581,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,1,14,16,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,3,1,3,2,3,12,5,9,12,2,5,1,2,0,0,6,3,1,2,2,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738941817353984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628845228383516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504163664938276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333529180765469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754149130320274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043180278958149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535088298965648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509638906175547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288667552327564,0.0,0.0,0.14359375560031712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898293354019554,0.0,0.0,0.4373110701348697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783381298484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193491261922106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378108863621664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921036710108058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341802140212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660936056747748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asianboyopoyo,2020/01/03,"Sometimes I feel like it would be better if I just didn't try.... To save myself from embarrassment. My birthday is coming up, and I just didn't tell anyone because I thought that it would be better to just let people have the excuse of not knowing, instead of knowing that they knew and just didn't say anything.",7.885519125683062,6.64905186885246,7.428524590163933,78.01961748633883,63.098360655737714,8.789071038251366,35.087431693989075,6.42735559955562,2.2896513661202182,248,9,46,1,3,78,42,61,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.4717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,16,3,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,2,7,4,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279562795085366,0.0,0.2151319000869938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936329057507953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624213451873071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251959547795461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321851951189298,0.18676328757101512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873465561585236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732651417534764,0.0,0.12771988103235532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124035791888007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078970056917112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585576921477631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849845969489824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754359910491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749156961373916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714200556644255,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohmymy78,2020/01/03,"I dont know what to do I'm in high school my parents are getting a divorce,or at least I think they are. Mom wants to move to a different place, my self esteem is really low... I'm insecure... I dont really talk to people, I cant cry ...and I really want to...what should I do?",-2.3362007168458803,-0.5594526129032253,1.7515053763440849,94.77503584229393,99.32258064516128,5.9813620071684594,14.953405017921147,7.3871296695380915,0.14069318996415747,206,5,52,5,9,77,39,62,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.4848,2,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,16,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,6,15,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288216918525716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764240825817496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882818072823505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088347748868819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200937782726745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448319832025533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243973287257728,0.0,0.22140340647944706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130657341891955,0.0,0.0,0.1444177798171654,0.0,0.21764240825817496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003513012234545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082354835964714,0.0,0.0,0.21731555130728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167433837402615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347835082809473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457364257934551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,writingatstarbucks,2020/01/03,"A friend for you Hi everybody! I understand the holiday blues, and understand how it feels to be all by yourself. This is why I realize that I can help it. I want to make friends! It's strange how this subreddit seems to just be a collection of people lost in their situation and I hope to be a light in the dark, so if anybody (and I mean anybody) feels that they need a friend for right now, tomorrow, or anytime, my inbox is open. We can get through this season making new friends and connecting! Thanks,",2.91,5.028847272727276,3.9565656565656586,86.28818181818184,76.27272727272728,8.44040404040404,29.181818181818183,9.150863307647796,2.601472727272727,396,18,81,10,9,128,67,99,0.038,0.7190000000000001,0.243,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,4,1,24,21,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,11,6,11,17,1,8,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,4,4,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258826553012764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885457844210363,0.0,0.09949905135284297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765049828104405,0.0,0.0,0.1891537141279862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789195913753947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254245497411601,0.0,0.0,0.20744918319416605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121170168092426,0.0,0.18393185707531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202978648347155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263800734536493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337292848294808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406686670147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533511015570022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965175284576095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232871696890948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184595299264438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MerkuriyOfSmolensk,2020/01/03,"Fix myself I'm a terrible person who ruined my last friendship, the only person who really made my life worth it at the time, we used to talk obsessively with each other. Maybe thats a problem as well. It happened around a month and a half ago and while I'd love to say I'm over it, I loved her and the time we spent, it's such a hard thing to get over. Everything feels almost like its stuck on pause, maybe stuck in a snow globe while everything continues along outside me. Fuck, I need to fix myself. Even still, I feel im destined to repeat the same mistakes over and over. Never felt more alone, despite being around family for Christmas, feel like I can't explain it to anyone, even people I have told what happened to. Just blows man, haha, apologies for the rant.",4.875294117647059,5.554208457516339,5.261967320261436,84.58785294117645,69.0,7.950065359477126,25.757516339869284,7.908726449838941,1.3387155555555554,606,16,121,7,10,193,102,153,0.14400000000000002,0.708,0.149,0.4211,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,8,12,1,1,11,1,3,4,0,2,1,25,23,7,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,12,11,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,6,6,13,6,21,16,3,20,0,1,0,3,15,9,1,1,13,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306232093698305,0.0,0.14755688524916322,0.15261755152227258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303553518412974,0.0,0.0,0.2623581837816719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946559961360688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487018302225823,0.0,0.13891519265544552,0.0,0.2235245854921544,0.10527196685908048,0.14148595851542914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622929704849493,0.07698802122163427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606148560773239,0.0,0.13200304928430814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917099267098173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201157327157638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040827024885047,0.1439825059640947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659911355222466,0.13943288431092765,0.0,0.0,0.2960800969882452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761905947980245,0.0,0.0,0.10926344862526624,0.1136509069766195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207174151713928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021588835820284,0.2573331333244737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410008774092401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944007541300885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718430842548767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767959855194472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844008351714698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789753290963957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185026114672158,0.0,0.0,0.14080605757348935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726925245318296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249176146161634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harrysinghs,2020/01/03,I want freinds Heya im 34 male u.k i would like to get to know anyone,-4.3438235294117655,-4.0853431764705865,-1.4383823529411757,112.94477941176471,127.82352941176471,1.7000000000000002,10.132352941176473,3.1291,-2.479105882352941,54,1,16,0,4,18,14,17,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836399515461301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866552852694796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926533191361578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015324275459197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805044256257593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32361736085795706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897565104693625,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Civil-Awareness,2020/01/03,"Having a girl squad is harder than finding true love.. Not that I’ve found or believe in it, but honestly I want to say ‘fuck you’ to Claire’s, Lisa Frank, Disney Channel/ Nickelodeon sitcoms, chick flicks, etc for portraying this. This image has been constantly shoved in my face since I was a toddler: BFFs for life, let’s play outside together, cheery smiles, friendship jewelry. I thought I had attained it at 12, only to find out I had been lied to. I should also add I had strict-ass parents which played a partial role. I barely had friends and even when I did, I’d only see them once or twice a year outside of school. Women in every age group have a Girl Squad. Sex and the City and Golden Girls are examples of that, so it’s not an out-of-reach thing that's not around after graduating college. I want to have a group where I get to bitch about periods, talk about guys I like, life goals, music, movies, tv shows. I want to get to have nights out, sleepovers and roadtrips. Eat our feelings together. And me craving for 3/4 this stuff at 24 is just pathetic to most probably. Fuck, I’d be willing to settle for a virtual one for now since I’m moving out-of-state soon. I mean, I should be glad I finally made my first IRL friend since 2016, but we see each other all the time cuz we’re busy, frugal, and live far from each other. We don’t even constantly communicate with each other unless it’s about making time to hang out and for holiday greetings. Why must it be this way?",5.368401360544219,5.647140465986396,5.550068027210886,84.36278911564625,67.80952380952381,8.710204081632652,28.91836734693877,8.515128840125781,1.8941306122448969,1163,37,238,16,18,368,184,294,0.062,0.769,0.17,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,1,1,3,13,12,3,0,10,0,25,8,1,3,3,45,42,16,0,6,9,1,1,1,2,4,2,1,0,6,18,18,1,0,6,6,0,2,4,3,0,3,11,4,24,9,36,23,6,28,0,0,2,4,20,11,3,3,15,146,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142506607270207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129046554442393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289279603111935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741140778469285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977767947388008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144780577735389,0.16753865160301015,0.0,0.10685886107355858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412852827011409,0.0,0.0,0.13893491616904416,0.23183872652485585,0.10788064069604017,0.0,0.13906139815642074,0.19597546543455746,0.2345026425014571,0.132525784163774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558060123692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296911950405693,0.1791660773494169,0.06196221894645504,0.0,0.11199228710422067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144680797621042,0.12000861977168124,0.0846593094518445,0.0,0.0,0.13815390852043402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479910300138884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902037862661745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506869327289875,0.08594257937026765,0.19291826431544945,0.0,0.0,0.14082854058566474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136743060016976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085947215781448,0.0,0.12835766920816769,0.20213250625635446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147426559616687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518880501945505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101940306397445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425951927767608,0.0,0.0,0.10068801994433688,0.14790996219824112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244210034871354,0.10067091768373554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444340104791625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167368601637717 lonely,Kevin_Malone_1223,2020/01/03,"I need new friends. Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes, im typing this in a public restroom. I made a bunch of new friends through one of my elementary school buddies in grade 10, and it was cool hanging out with them at first but it's sucked being their friends latley. Nothing against them, they're good guys but we don't do anything anymore. We used to hang out once a month at one of their place, and they'd all find time/book time off work to come and it was this big fun little party with the 8 ish of us that'd go. On Mondays we'd grab wings at a bar by our school but we don't do that shit anymore, they're all so stale now. Even at lunch, when we're all together under the stairs they all go browse reddit the whole time, no one really says a thing. A couple of them have actually been going to the mall latley without the rest of us, the rest of us all know it happens, the plan and talk about their trips to the mall in front of all of us so it's not like their hiding it at all. Whenever I tried to plan something for the group to do, I'd say ""Hey you guys want to get together sometime next week or something?"" everyone is either busy or just straight up tell me they'd rather be at home playing video games and masturbating until 2 am. A couple of the guys a few months ago had a falling out with the rest of the group, I messaged them for a bit at first then stopped, hoping they initiate conversation with me. Needless to say they haven't despite being on discord 18 hours a day, what great friends eh? The best part about being in that friend group though was that I could always talk to them and they'd always help me, and I'd do the same for them. I have bad mood swings, I'll be on top of the world one day I and thinking of ending it all the next, I have really bad anxiety and social anxiety and I get heartbroken to easily. Latley I've been messaging the group chat on discord venting and asking for advice like I'd always do and instead if helping now they just ignore me for a few hours then change the subject. Hell even on discord they ignore me, they never say shit in our groupchat to begin with but whenever they do and I say stuff it's never acknowledged, its like they're giving me the silent treatment, I srsly think they're trying to tell me they don't want to be friends without saying it, I mean that's what I do when I don't want to be friends with someone, silent treatment until they fuck off. Anyways that's it for now, TL;DR= friends boring, possibly giving me silent treatment. Thanks for reading my rant",4.477366515837108,5.060373107692313,4.829705882352943,87.6764705882353,69.84615384615385,7.579185520361992,27.60180995475113,7.39963492309942,1.3066187782805434,2016,64,426,19,34,637,230,520,0.115,0.7020000000000001,0.183,0.9898,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,10,1,22,7,17,31,5,0,31,1,36,5,2,2,10,69,61,29,0,9,14,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,1,3,23,26,2,3,6,8,0,9,11,11,0,6,7,8,57,19,74,41,20,71,1,0,0,1,71,31,5,4,34,282,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.06469529703302689,0.0,0.0,0.06478364821623785,0.05876737154117189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654906573825074,0.0,0.0,0.04508352854088163,0.0,0.10143246117964397,0.0,0.13149556299871026,0.0,0.0,0.05455592914858312,0.0,0.06197777654148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070872061616016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957352351941236,0.0,0.07237802159853879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013233881371443,0.05710810227833435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052931932274248535,0.14671044520676846,0.0,0.08551082381194737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871854594450821,0.0,0.0,0.08757571723151512,0.0,0.0,0.0633486341408182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059330955332385,0.1127826253101031,0.0,0.0,0.40976077534344935,0.061289549943416476,0.06927380928976601,0.12719425821636388,0.11303257148276935,0.05560590876280454,0.0,0.07309153376421779,0.0,0.1969302805972509,0.058625301545310676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887357370178572,0.0,0.06650025679670968,0.0658468505015482,0.13057633941404356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716110169854179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643452773051002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716657702993854,0.06644597196530917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273084359884118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722157395398111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583361107293722,0.0,0.0,0.0491576168753501,0.10226306807967277,0.1280581092593871,0.14101301851024714,0.0,0.0,0.06361276495559688,0.0,0.0,0.07060303742282896,0.1796954423845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179206793688428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926517144319219,0.0,0.0,0.07473873765395063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631390409310453,0.0,0.08494178360022829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316327266429567,0.0,0.1341901087959918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136103707594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675803859038615,0.05617235470439639,0.10207574320441344,0.06556840304915489,0.07421290336732045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542639399252453,0.0,0.0,0.07589301699582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657236837157706,0.11589118836057635,0.06103641601392538,0.0,0.0,0.044044092295849525,0.08495955294792844,0.06513544750025167,0.0,0.11597312830137872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002121482125447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189835249613682,0.05725842659023553,0.0,0.0,0.11730923076051017,0.0,0.05317862297983871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401707564205445,0.0,0.12781388600437765,0.0,0.04826425098280487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thegoodsock,2020/01/03,"Ended a lonely friendship I miss her so much. I've missed her for months and months. I'd give anything for things to be good between us again. I never thought I'd be the one to end it. I've always loved her more, missed her more. Losing her was my biggest fear. But I lost her a long time ago.",0.040952380952383294,2.0978502380952366,1.4057142857142857,101.01428571428572,86.30158730158729,3.6,16.936507936507937,3.1291,-1.1436920634920629,227,5,54,0,7,72,43,63,0.245,0.619,0.136,-0.6928,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,11,2,5,5,3,10,0,6,0,1,9,1,0,0,9,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216670199856895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976913853836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767884254802095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40399747235371936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566375973646336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878163870866135,0.0,0.19129089648553896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183118697191973,0.0,0.25514745856005305,0.24896092309413356,0.0,0.20583842216407489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640801272901083,0.0,0.1676547132254537,0.0,0.17589851875065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545433886114966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515168817059351,0.0,0.0,0.1810588873268456,0.13298708821056507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433525416454274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mlgray,2020/01/03,"i don’t care I feel like i’m always the friend people want to get rid of, and like i understand it. and i don’t want to want friends anymore. i tell myself i don’t care over and over again while i’m crying, but i do and it’s so goddamn annoying. that’s all, thank you.",-1.5571721311475422,0.3682249836065559,1.1181762295081974,100.62677254098362,94.24590163934424,4.361475409836066,15.821721311475413,5.985473137389443,-0.7437065573770494,208,5,53,2,8,71,36,61,0.18,0.531,0.29,0.0118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,15,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,5,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976169312240054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235533685469468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842890242031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260879832843367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008586330929145,0.16966824917320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669799321609656,0.0,0.1240826324207433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320585472787788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465085085808434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758326810061714,0.21865577337766906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724325540306466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420246506125568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GibMoneyForMe,2020/01/03,"Its Over I dont mean my live, but the holiday spirit at least for people in my area is over. No more of these annoying songs about love which just make me feel worse than it already is. And wouldnt ya know it. I still cant get over my fuck ups. Even tho i tell my few friends that we all need to move on, I still cant. No matter how i try, I just cant",-0.06058201058201008,1.0965923950617302,1.8882892416225765,102.13444444444444,81.83950617283949,5.616225749559083,16.509700176366838,6.1826913282559595,-0.8497633156966495,268,4,75,2,7,89,60,81,0.20600000000000002,0.631,0.16399999999999998,-0.46,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,1,14,15,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,2,13,2,12,14,4,11,1,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,2,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801979913095511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758274503427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677063528474137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838543806759234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617163109013291,0.23473737272392894,0.13265843856147372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954328794701393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420877615505225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916531786154634,0.0,0.1694881018428147,0.0,0.0,0.2765843930089377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698680658482703,0.0,0.18827238648908784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603047547047448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40554859176079655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219301096412916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238944874017267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587578221184142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kikinaak,2020/01/03,"Another face in the crowd Ugh, how to start this? I suck at introductions. I'm a cranky old net hermit hailing from the dark days when 8 tracks roamed the earth. I'm also an unapologetic geek and gamer. I had a small core group of friends until around 2018, and 2019 saw the last of them, people Ive laughed and cried with for over a decade and quarter century respectively, decide after a single argument that I'm somewhere between a leper and satan incarnate. This holiday season was the first one spent truly alone, and it broke something. Against my better judgement I tried reaching out to extend two olive branches and invoke auld lang syne. I pulled back a pair of torches. So, time to start over I guess. I have health issues that make my remaining years an uncertain number, but I'd rather not spend them alone. Looking for a few people who might eventually think I'm worth spending time with. I said I'm a gamer, but specifically I'm a coop gamer. I dont do pvp. I also dont do politics, religion, or prejudice of any flavor which disqualifies me from most ""communities"". I have learned to set and enforce personal boundaries which has gotten me called everything from a narcissist to an abrasive personality to things that would probably get me moderated for repeating. I'm not going to get along with everyone, but I'll give anyone a fair shot.",6.645531496062992,7.475265708661418,6.861092519685041,74.14707185039373,65.14173228346456,10.28700787401575,32.80413385826772,10.270032843473604,3.3948511811023607,1086,43,193,25,16,350,166,254,0.087,0.8270000000000001,0.086,-0.3155,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,8,10,2,1,19,0,12,2,1,2,0,31,34,18,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,14,0,0,3,1,4,2,4,6,0,4,6,4,18,4,31,26,3,25,1,1,2,0,11,7,1,5,15,117,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303056139729032,0.0,0.23400044043491094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994925569614202,0.15341376486432054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230000165891877,0.0,0.0,0.13024265166446153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249967237669777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939506516123994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939397302165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070939860508845,0.0943547542115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429372231401511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398008939111373,0.13148968515645024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444713331110208,0.0,0.0,0.11303503907320993,0.0,0.152876863008776,0.14034928487553672,0.0831486200593747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117167878043331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551559222263056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527046235665391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925826982046428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122859524962044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765986094821412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552067029309391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352270229957668,0.0,0.09914019385671156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285921631286896,0.2554961248946201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774175708918708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391697542682078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263289524837405,0.0,0.0,0.20711115538412736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719867772961063,0.09374646832959788,0.0,0.0,0.170623484111364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993316310104058,0.0,0.14291892708605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039310204969511,0.0,0.0,0.09421575572884283 lonely,LordCaliburn,2020/01/03,"So I've been catfished again. You think I'd catch on easily by now It shoulda been a dead give away. From the moment I met them they were all over me with compliments, wanting to send me gifts, wanting to meet up, saying I was the greatest person they'd ever met. Tbh my anxiety and hatred of my body helped a lot, I never gave away any personal details or even showed them my face. And just for clarity, I didn't meet them here.",2.8393506493506493,4.296002545454545,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,74.68181818181819,7.301298701298702,23.935064935064936,7.957251820313856,1.161942857142856,336,10,71,5,7,110,67,88,0.109,0.762,0.129,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,2,0,3,12,13,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,1,15,1,12,4,3,12,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,5,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420642670200692,0.0,0.19597164624850213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813659383551261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845504564519298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691998525684751,0.2317231475482376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457444873773829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170736412952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177891264616228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975764126092012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473607706289078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371905415203684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414531661865725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021949489663141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MAVV23,2020/01/03,"I'm that lonely that I don't have any self-respect. My relationships are sick. Help me a lil and I'll do anything for u even if you won't do nothing for me. You can hurt me multiple times but I'll be there. It's not much but it's better than nothing, better than having none to talk to and share things even for a brief period.",0.5249404761904763,2.3104563750000007,2.6797619047619072,94.17000000000002,82.47222222222223,5.7809523809523835,18.61904761904762,6.868970318607317,-0.038561904761904575,257,6,61,3,7,87,49,72,0.085,0.742,0.17300000000000001,0.8047,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,7,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172727455147577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901883925303785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44928145373975015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355267712997782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024960902805011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719102778955104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671786908915364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874361595595884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726989619662802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649754702663237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041540954495202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874508767982782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481083665906633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alt-acc-lol-,2020/01/04,"Have you ever heard the stories of people in comas finding their true love in their dream? I had this happen to me in a way, when I woke up this morning. I felt like I was actually loved by someone, and I felt such a strong emotion of love, and being cared for, and now its all gone. I barely even remember what she looked like. I just remember that she had long blue hair, and that we were going to get married in 3 months. I have felt terrible for the entire day, probably because deep down I truly dont believe somebody will make me feel that way, ever.",6.112529761904758,5.346087098214287,6.650714285714287,80.62761904761908,66.41071428571429,9.252380952380953,31.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1618702380952377,433,14,88,5,6,142,78,112,0.025,0.72,0.255,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,9,5,1,1,4,18,25,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,8,17,8,13,13,1,18,0,0,2,3,10,7,0,0,9,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1505171165390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402397573195144,0.0,0.0,0.17377696181549046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725913591657956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099472784138242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076948350639835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350053771499846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187482739120902,0.27903990814023577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798896178119608,0.0,0.444287087626014,0.0,0.14097362024425564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058463678316083,0.0,0.08765880218409641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363949429017489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070887343426592,0.0,0.0,0.13649856741257854,0.1295237225511312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176259897996456,0.0,0.10295716785284967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311381740375722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693139526123564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662980512602487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494503194420717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068802906951987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485889707759606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Newastro,2020/01/04,"Off school means doing nothing all day every day and being completely socially isolated Does anyone else get bouts of loneliness at home but then at work or school you feel somewhat better? For me, school is my only source of social interaction outside of my family. It leads to depression at home, and temporary alleviation when I'm in school. But even in school sometimes I feel lonely when I get exhausted by social interactions and it's very clear when this happens as I'm not enthusiastic and feel uncomfortable. I just wanted to get off my chest that my days are so repetitive. Nothing new happens as none of my friends talk to me outside of school apart from one of them but even he messages me seldom. My day goes pretty much like this: wake up, use device for hours on end/study for hours on end, repeat. This life is so depressing and feels meaningless.",6.2723522727272725,7.668924212500002,6.4552272727272735,74.68886363636369,66.25,9.81818181818182,30.17045454545455,10.018931242160765,3.045625,694,25,121,16,11,222,101,160,0.196,0.726,0.078,-0.9699,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,8,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,2,2,22,19,17,0,1,6,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,4,14,3,26,18,4,26,0,3,0,0,11,11,0,2,15,75,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046336389693973,0.10325463743937613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912621129102181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565938175250326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599629823499529,0.0,0.17359260285734332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818780623829388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841835547903026,0.0,0.1785113000028699,0.0,0.0,0.13312025085273452,0.0,0.08490624853336258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500054280692308,0.0,0.20381698643158674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778575656125221,0.0,0.15795040842999095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822782603989973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021686181146929,0.0,0.19848373051033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711794947997131,0.049232974305470384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977217962876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408031697604395,0.0,0.0,0.0973279361405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339030260953968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828691537884815,0.07664299400176547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252315408711596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119306187691652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081785068501575,0.0,0.0,0.09966783644879654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099814001003143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870361825410444,0.0,0.08314891508416854,0.05943898118431379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336450560907573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mayorchris,2020/01/04,"hello I need to get something out of me. I'm 20. I've been lying to myself and telling myself that I'm ok with being alone. I haven't felt alone in a few years, or maybe I have but I was disguising it. Recently it feels like repressed feelings are catching up to me more than ever before. I've been doing nothing but spending time in roleplay chatrooms, playing video games, doing anything I can to escape the truth that I'm alone. I love books but I can't read them anymore because they feel too real. Over the years I've been able to figure out how to still be productive even through the difficult feelings, and maybe that's what made me forget about them, but I'm realizing that they've never left me. My chest and my heart physically hurt, I can't slow my breathing and it gives me constant cramps. I lost 50 pounds in one month. I cry every night. I wish to myself that I was someone different but I know I can't be and that hurts even more. I have no family that cares about me and I have no friends in the real world. I don't leave my house, partly because I'm scared, partly because I know it's fruitless. I try to resist the feeling but it doesn't go away. I'm not depressed, I enjoy living, but I am lonely. These are my deepest feelings. Thank you for reading them.",1.962298850574712,4.051027252873567,3.265508045977011,90.24529655172415,79.15325670498083,5.5553103448275865,23.466819923371645,6.55674776486733,0.6464683831417628,1007,34,206,9,25,327,142,261,0.183,0.677,0.139,-0.9063,1,5,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,4,1,8,17,0,2,6,1,23,5,3,2,3,40,48,15,0,2,9,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,11,6,1,2,10,8,0,1,8,7,40,9,24,37,5,24,0,5,0,1,11,11,0,1,12,137,54,3,0.10818081721235456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361281030136974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728630162191972,0.0,0.0,0.0890235949627651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163943886574618,0.0,0.0,0.1978380662238249,0.0,0.09205390755403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029755302151532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690503146715266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188315479279402,0.0,0.0,0.09317597934609667,0.0,0.0,0.113025928873679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290481898234755,0.09785574263724416,0.09114700430179627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198324662163323,0.0,0.3281968299145733,0.07728439743205545,0.10387054954144748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358023102414525,0.0,0.05652001199488441,0.10377689741296443,0.061481651449692074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819478926696692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482613842850755,0.2316196045494115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118906695934251,0.0,0.0,0.11454786535098578,0.1175387744340224,0.0,0.0,0.05285168286581012,0.0,0.09552564356295803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809214122480192,0.0,0.09763741119524758,0.1023633049490614,0.0,0.0,0.21736434275985314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634889619370241,0.0,0.0,0.08021470520880329,0.08343571537000298,0.0,0.0,0.10152036858425834,0.0,0.10380241176802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330612148464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429856579460295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642018495573576,0.2462669075652445,0.0,0.0,0.10681550596616778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830787032571663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166125536400713,0.08328287832660741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639334036864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455480250613066,0.09959836193796437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308110448361083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344767371184585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440260090807953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932979887468272 lonely,TexasSnow777,2020/01/04,"Bored looking for low maintenance friends Heya guys/ gals I’m a 25 year old guy that’s just bored I moved about 400 miles from home and I work 7/16s so I literally live at work for the most part I have no friends out here and my coworkers all are pretty different than me (not bad people at all) but I have no one to talk to about similar interests I’m in a very macho field and I like semi nerdy stuff like final fantasy, Pokémon, anime, deep life conversations, I find myself day dreaming all day about alt. life’s and what I wish I would’ve done and it’s been getting in my head I don’t care how old you are preferably over 18 really prefer close to my own age I’m not trying to flirt or be weird just someone that has similar interests and won’t be mad if it takes me long periods of time to message back because my job once again drains all my time (I’m a natural gas operator- I separate natural gas by carbon molecules and the have it sent down pipeline where it’s used for different things based on the grade) hit me up if you feel like it!",2.0753225806451603,4.04329868663595,3.5954170506912426,88.61026843317974,78.2626728110599,7.6579723502304144,23.75322580645161,8.548686976883017,1.5052951152073732,833,28,180,18,20,275,139,217,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.157,0.9591,3,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,11,15,1,0,6,0,12,3,1,2,4,29,25,13,0,5,8,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,1,2,10,9,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,6,0,1,3,2,22,9,24,18,7,29,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,4,16,105,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859989028587133,0.11792412378414667,0.08609466766867273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439970277708608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821679252720496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951180216242097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445309677545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714119318408611,0.10089728392348916,0.0,0.1547144622123398,0.129084915740852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823339717302928,0.0,0.07378870622133538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796868594361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494637907469285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166877677797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401525162149421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995148812706137,0.20699875120203906,0.0,0.12471182154223677,0.12498725678372208,0.11860062033581452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501089236789882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964017276476608,0.15040913269069256,0.09570351582631806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294218303654072,0.0,0.09791356796705936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368530552750014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047783542227462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966673758925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167863707137822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619006084934317,0.11351818619052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382930202696232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647088499301739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588831684349987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198045009160365,0.0,0.11653247868278695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241162461903122,0.0,0.0,0.20563942842329666,0.0,0.0,0.10032826927241263,0.0,0.0,0.09094978251218552 lonely,BlueEdibleCrayon,2020/01/04,i'm scared that when i finally get into a relationship they will not truely love me. I'm so scared they will laugh behind my back or tell my secrets to everyone.,5.231818181818183,5.390899606060606,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,68.0909090909091,10.236363636363636,28.62121212121212,10.125756701596842,2.638648484848485,129,4,26,3,2,44,26,33,0.243,0.662,0.095,-0.6776,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466636161928572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652350634096426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35140393444388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675967541296391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952069577454176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444026933930798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6423228471687832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037994735087585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I_want_a_cat,2020/01/04,"why people are heartless? a friend ghosted me because he only think about him, someone is ignoring me now, someone told me to not contact them again , someone just bock me but i know they wouldnt like it if someone did that to them? is it me? am i the bad here??",1.8213207547169823,3.81794132075472,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,79.18867924528301,4.994716981132076,27.581132075471697,5.6839178017228535,0.8735464150943395,202,9,42,1,5,65,41,53,0.21100000000000002,0.753,0.036000000000000004,-0.8814,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316619269961173,0.14832864795332149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799227418769754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372504425339074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887629329141615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850596101944988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869090207457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8246738559887923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591282068679346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250744366802836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956294560715695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KnightSolaireIV,2020/01/04,"Dreams that make you feel lonely Been having dreams lately involving being out with friends, people I used to know that no longer speak to me; just having a grand old time with them. Waking up in the morning to the realization that I’m dreaming of some fantasy world, makes the day very difficult to get through.",13.452931034482761,8.624507051724143,11.182068965517242,66.54482758620689,56.06896551724138,14.358620689655172,42.793103448275865,11.20814326018867,4.560179310344827,251,8,45,4,2,76,47,58,0.11199999999999999,0.716,0.172,0.6133,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,10,11,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,11,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245761512505048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176072892988529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690375725487907,0.0,0.18193305571432813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913752118291372,0.0,0.3928126775832692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648854397784188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654032899573522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414151911365127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030526479289647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300754372302002,0.0,0.2873218819304101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Udbhav42,2020/01/04,"She left. I don't know what to say, she just left. Left me alone in this void of sorrow that might never be filled up, my friends have tried everything from Movies to meeting new people to make me move on from her, I cannot move on from her. She is and was perfect for me in every way, every girl i meet just feels a little less than her. I Love Her, i wrote this earlier on my profile, this gave me a place to speak about the girl that i found in this world. The thing is, i dunno what to do now. Crying has become common, people have started to become irritating, nothing feels happy, the things which used to make me happy like gaming feels bitter. I Love Her.🖤 I Can't Let Go.",3.9405673758865234,4.2037084468085135,4.6632624113475165,89.53333333333335,70.91489361702128,7.117730496453903,22.04964539007092,6.42735559955562,0.2706368794326237,525,9,117,3,9,169,85,141,0.134,0.753,0.113,-0.2786,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,3,2,16,27,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,11,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,4,6,23,7,21,20,1,23,0,1,0,2,19,13,0,2,6,79,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411246177795884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009776791483078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967558467556055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961042582008664,0.0,0.12246200704763215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669196548679827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940242917174984,0.10527440030860677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743989107279818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901033303501012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748851190871911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441417727587641,0.13933542908473634,0.0,0.06656991911629773,0.13656865707963126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459605527602609,0.0,0.18190966942359124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455068719309372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896463534176041,0.0,0.0,0.10509237402513502,0.1316010850051369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074547073588993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893152529968651,0.0,0.14236305326868987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083596910798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964457696438938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105062983429307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251182617386007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768518383633116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815711511818213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lolikerz,2020/01/04,"I asked out a guy I like over text And he hasn't responded yet, have I fucked up?",-1.3105263157894742,0.27162768421052874,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,87.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.6834421052631576,62,1,18,1,2,21,17,19,0.233,0.635,0.132,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445085316372392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538462086035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767132667365582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845537714494454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JadedJoe23,2020/01/04,I just wanna be like others. I m basically just sick of myself. I'm sick of being in my head all the time. Of overthinking everything. I want to just do things. I want to not be scared. Say what I think. I want to just talk to people. I often feel like I want to talk but I have absolutely no idea what to say. Like at all. It like there is a block in my head. Something that keeps me from having any ideas. Not even something that makes no sense. I'm sick of remembering the good times. Sick of remembering my failures. Sick of being melancholic. And the worst thing is I can actually feel like my mind is cloudy. Something that keeps my ideas from coming through if that makes sense.,0.4995697272378017,2.9714752919708047,1.864441029581254,94.53821359969268,91.70072992700727,4.928006146753746,16.699577410679986,6.5966054737557815,-0.21874306569343016,533,13,116,7,19,170,71,137,0.239,0.618,0.14300000000000002,-0.9708,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,11,7,2,2,2,32,25,3,0,6,8,0,2,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,10,2,0,3,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,4,17,6,19,21,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1250009838234976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710811574090195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103413895053374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460468778278707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512236757352838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953605774788646,0.1830203449200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743892710163833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292220426143353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433806623003829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277111510959471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129005837241281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100709300327135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933813231218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880405044038693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021040750782084,0.0,0.0,0.20373051997740405,0.12824415045734402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29583838957921393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591374498283305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019953910354693,0.08207727756682279,0.0,0.0,0.14938494552765272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022119572649542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guineaturds,2020/01/04,25 F was told he didn’t love me anymore and took my best friend with him when he left. Sitting in the 2bedroom we shared with just my animals. Feeling a loneliness I haven’t felt in a long time. Willing to chat about anything with anyone. I can do my best to give advice or will be happy as an ear for you to vent into.,2.6169117647058826,3.554291573529412,3.943411764705882,91.01335294117649,74.44117647058823,6.616470588235294,25.364705882352943,6.742157984588678,0.8009788235294115,249,8,56,2,5,82,56,68,0.035,0.669,0.295,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,0,10,14,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,9,6,12,6,2,9,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,1,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981664276813625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433856792998,0.17159983489563665,0.0,0.20195558804961192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150956852656351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408916948579532,0.0,0.2356368322628769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960697681175054,0.0,0.0,0.2354243765573104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612487711611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666440545271414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718450251650406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149656843026155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310342731199613,0.0,0.0,0.2345044958395861,0.2726650325629751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alltheweirdisbrown,2020/01/04,Feeling needy Cant really explain why or even how just been feeling lonely lately even with my wife and cats just have been.,10.39125,7.710765625,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,59.41666666666666,11.266666666666667,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.1128,101,3,18,1,1,31,20,24,0.182,0.706,0.11199999999999999,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757154166809572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407315210062481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916285690639789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792000789999301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932634630294661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SSK8SLIMEE,2020/01/04,random opinion or post? The Physical Downhill wasn't as quick As The Psychological.......,5.283571428571432,8.951707357142855,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,82.57142857142857,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.6632571428571445,69,4,9,2,2,23,12,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YeezyWxst,2020/01/04,"Just want to talk :( I am really lonely right now and I'd love to talk to somebody, anybody. This crippling loneliness is killing me from the inside and I don't know what I can do.",0.09162162162161992,2.4489997837837882,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,91.70270270270271,5.122162162162162,20.913513513513514,6.742157984588678,0.5095772972972976,140,5,30,2,5,46,29,37,0.284,0.595,0.121,-0.8122,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369023112152209,0.0,0.21702868480447676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35641590699207504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529853510941332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372455071513673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348170920523091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329243682960181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insanelyinlovewithim,2020/01/04,"I want love. I'm so exhausted. I gave my all to this person and he doesn't care. He can love two people at once. I don't get it. I'm over him. But I'm scared that it's going to take forever to fall in love again. I know it will. I'm still virgin at 22, soon I'll be 23. There's no one who cares about me. I'm scared.",-3.371818181818181,-1.8534733766233769,0.16597402597402855,106.34038961038964,100.94805194805193,3.8389610389610387,9.597402597402596,5.565023196281405,-1.8803142857142856,238,2,71,2,11,85,53,77,0.161,0.636,0.203,0.6683,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,5,21,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,7,5,8,18,1,9,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437354379866985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205722211840607,0.0,0.12189422524057725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787288756127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807311439191981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284147595704075,0.14533755475118065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486937906348327,0.1872761218031072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294648445353775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128442457012408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126266260406805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095163079907951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650617082793933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bali1345,2020/01/04,Just lonely soul who got no one by his side to talk.. Just another alone and lonely person who nobody would care or notice I wished I had one person whom with I could just talk n talk never stop but I've got literally 0 0 People in my life I need someone :'(...,-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.4074074074074,4.181481481481482,12.305555555555555,5.985473137389443,-0.9130666666666674,200,3,43,2,8,68,40,54,0.129,0.802,0.069,-0.2631,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,8,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,6,1,4,3,0,4,1,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241896266580604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506241596208792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911038012598668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375351590423867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32807011519374857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486629796858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207705917677825,0.15818369201446908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335046507881461,0.0,0.0,0.2779584951667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218865301625816,0.35816612634064565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377828815707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147053773030466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945483549136649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358517886564129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569524697635464,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OverJohnny39,2020/01/04,"Anyone else like this I haven't talked to someone that wasn't a person in power (social worker, Cashier etc...) (also including family members, mostly my mom and brother) in like 2 years and I also mean in person or on the phone, I know that doesn't sound believable but it is and it sucks, I just want to have friends and get a girlfriend but I'm to nervous talk to anyone that doesnt start the conversation with me, Anyone else experience that",2.4598850574712654,4.928184873563222,3.7777011494252872,85.1957471264368,79.57471264367817,6.16551724137931,22.310344827586206,7.3871296695380915,1.0125310344827585,352,11,66,5,9,115,58,87,0.07,0.821,0.10800000000000001,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,13,9,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,6,3,9,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,2,4,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843088353206171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728812766876123,0.36427176623419066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027437983719587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969909434754544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824912359628186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738831569190524,0.16757608364952584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733675137361065,0.0,0.09287213901972237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769211652132276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368888170031024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936324931663377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819008515291595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104259357918845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812036918142202,0.15061526971471326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581927465548404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857531269766153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048473133803957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114471458815779 lonely,just1_always,2020/01/04,"Starved for intimacy I've felt alone basically my entire life, my first memory is of rejection. I was maybe 3 or 4 yrs old when I tried to hug my dad and he shoved me away aggressively, from there it was a life of daily verbal and psychological abuse. I was told almost everyday that no one would ever love me, among other degrading things. School wasn't all too bad, I was never bullied, just invisible. I've never had any real friends, nor have I ever been in a relationship. I've never done things like hold hands or kiss, I've never really known interpersonal warmth. I only have aquaintances who I see every now and then, if they only knew how much they're courteous hugs and conversational pleasantries do for me. The loneliness is always worse afterwards however, as the following days of no calls or texts remind me of my isolation and that I'm not on anyone's mind. Outside of this my life is pretty well put together, I have an education and career, as well as hobbies I enjoy, but the lack of intimacy leaves such a big hole in my heart and spirit. I so bad just want someone to love and share warmth with.",6.2410256410256375,6.591200851851856,7.3335185185185185,72.07871794871797,65.94444444444444,10.720227920227922,29.57834757834759,10.560738912317856,3.0421663817663824,888,28,166,22,13,301,143,216,0.111,0.682,0.207,0.971,1,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,13,16,1,0,7,0,16,10,2,1,7,35,25,21,0,4,8,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,9,5,2,2,11,3,21,11,20,13,3,22,1,1,1,5,12,6,0,5,15,112,29,2,0.0,0.15354628397003325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976847559441707,0.13421906389901944,0.0,0.0,0.10783159607805606,0.0,0.0,0.08812755202532152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061430315719723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217567071970726,0.0,0.21640915987554704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232874429833186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357663894233562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261843422727967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444822475993424,0.1091875283699959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442941665215375,0.0,0.0,0.1102315746044097,0.0,0.0,0.10012308046793177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356809910752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722006985902382,0.0,0.0,0.2746056942352764,0.06331249903952073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339251341614077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019339211156744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308517913314049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526562356952777,0.0,0.3997998446056911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598585006936953,0.0,0.08781543925236247,0.1971223373186943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184247318464234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302765638307621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750498473509002,0.08302046995461655,0.0,0.0,0.13913417491968216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115483832946526,0.10326868796669786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980356400248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219140386009535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383147973689733,0.0,0.08798500859741723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643719462880018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303899217797555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206614076509995,0.09205901120263132,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GonePathless,2020/01/04,"I have one, single friend left. I know I should probably be more mature about this, but I can't fight how I feel. All but one of my friends have gotten into relationships, and I feel like I'm losing people to relate to in a way? I dunno, I just kinda figured I would be the last one (if at all), and so far it seems like I'll be right. I'm happy for them, I really am, but I can't stop feeling like I'm the ugly duckling of the group, y'know? And now, until the stinging goes away, I'll have to pretend that I'm fine, because behaving any other way would be considered too immature.",4.549128919860627,3.979213390243906,6.228710801393727,81.70243902439027,69.5691056910569,8.979790940766552,27.32752613240418,8.418075326091056,1.6934306620209063,449,12,97,6,7,156,78,123,0.084,0.6809999999999999,0.235,0.9626,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,23,10,0,4,5,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,13,7,12,15,4,13,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,7,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381203616426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105826144352482,0.0,0.0,0.11098656201850128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761761564357834,0.2601378915304731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813295541492161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938140714773663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011889978430067,0.14840918423298852,0.0,0.0,0.1978167002028036,0.0,0.0,0.2668467207104047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036867850853007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701206293817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622257078045473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629938891724025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663700162057715,0.0,0.0,0.19547218890059084,0.0,0.15548451558173473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574727051908986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221645065412676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903316366624776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586708324994963,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,miiikaaah,2020/01/04,What are some of your comfort songs? The ones you always listen to when life gets rough. Sometimes the songs make you sadder but you also feel better (Idk if I'm making sense) 🤔,0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,91.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,12.714285714285715,3.1291,-1.4860285714285713,140,2,27,0,5,43,31,35,0.057999999999999996,0.794,0.14800000000000002,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170712602089488,0.3299097258172053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506613602883837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047621422672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071485828013496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800511556539337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293175538495475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686704875006486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39213670815664775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HeavyRaiyne,2020/01/04,"Any lonely gamers? Hey guys! I'm just like many here, isolated and alone most days but I'm also a gamer. I play PS4 but I also have discord. I was wondering if there's anyone else on here that could do with making friends online? I'm 29/f/UK and would ideally prefer to make friends with people around my age just for ease of conversation. Send me a DM for my GT 😊",0.28089466089465986,2.5040273636363684,2.305108225108224,93.77448773448776,87.05194805194805,5.500144300144299,17.646464646464647,6.937597516519254,0.02185252525252501,285,7,64,4,9,95,60,77,0.09699999999999999,0.621,0.282,0.9587,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,11,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,8,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253032448478439,0.0,0.39075073312303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661398136717375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082788635959684,0.25032542437788985,0.0,0.2174885291975893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950624019447416,0.0,0.0,0.15756034182363368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409043701203827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775080448939061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419062362956032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935798228567278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32615889261818176,0.2476929421108231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937444080808786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649447875487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355147869777404,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gray_Balz,2020/01/04,"1 decade alone... (actually more) I'm a 42/fat/antisocial/scared/m... The last time I had any romantic encounter with a woman was 2009. Before that, there were only a handful of almost-but-not-really relationships. I have an unused degree, a full-time job, and am a student. I have 1 friend I know I could count on, but he's an alcoholic so I find myself distancing myself from him because I'm mostly one myself but trying hard to not be. There are a few other people I know, but I keep them at a distance because I know I'm a downer. Besides, they are all young and don't ""really"" want a creepy old guy hanging around, I get it (yeah we talk, but they don't want to hang out or invite me to gatherings). I have a hard time relating to people, and am guarded so I do come off as creepy which makes attracting a woman nearly impossible. I believe society is collapsing and the future is bleak. So, on top of all my other fine qualities I'm a weirdo too. I spend my time learning trade/technical/primitive survival skills so my interests are also very niche. I'm pretty sure that at my age, and given all the above, I have to come to terms with the fact that I am past the point of no return. Either that, or I would have to bury my head in the sand, abandon everything that makes me me, and put on some new plastic personality. I'm not even sure why I'm even writing all this. Maybe it's just in the hope that future me can come back to this and see how far I've come. All I know is that every atom of my being hurts with loneliness right now and all I want is to find my person...",2.8085846153846146,4.067674843076921,4.620307692307693,85.09169230769233,74.41538461538461,7.784615384615384,23.461538461538463,8.364918446050245,1.2897692307692306,1224,34,260,21,25,417,176,325,0.091,0.804,0.10400000000000001,0.7168,1,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,3,3,15,9,0,0,21,1,26,3,2,3,9,59,51,21,0,6,10,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,14,18,1,3,7,0,1,7,5,2,0,1,4,5,38,7,29,43,12,37,0,2,1,0,16,15,0,5,15,171,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.11250894470883856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321272478278968,0.11544888313946396,0.11940836133111507,0.0,0.09219944914521457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840292034359148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263485586913344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865289144644845,0.0,0.14056259553959935,0.0,0.09810550938704206,0.1298952772822948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972574586606982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205175823731412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229934755237992,0.0,0.0971389865322336,0.0,0.10361755317357696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075069214939174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907477539177241,0.0,0.060235624045238724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141577985176745,0.0,0.0,0.2065590444680848,0.0,0.11832346769263967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451156424164627,0.0,0.0,0.12342311093642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441011379701485,0.10247735867589207,0.0,0.0,0.2534471872867021,0.09397885545020304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391740915168367,0.0,0.11582691129389686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135030979784886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120980187532963,0.0,0.07812524835209562,0.08768521623237369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005983063368348,0.15985874183240234,0.20133809945176886,0.0,0.0,0.10898877118220476,0.0,0.0,0.11729402083048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159009052438591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385939065763564,0.0,0.0,0.12378110344157565,0.0,0.09845924893476143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187327380106786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732381878747076,0.0,0.0,0.09266782324599794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016841235478038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782761061888051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512846795200416,0.20400768468120467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403363728015012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190055387168649,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SDFGHGFDFGH222,2020/01/04,"Anyone wanna talk to me for 5 minutes ? I’m in year 12 this year, media captain, filmmaker and tech savvy.",0.46142857142857,2.9318599047619074,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,92.8095238095238,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.7339714285714289,82,3,15,1,3,28,20,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183350793655037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808791612491597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7705523951351799 lonely,KSCWI68,2020/01/04,"Here it is, the time people I went to school with start getting married, while I'm 25 and I've never been in a relationship. I'm not interested in marriage but still. It feels like people I grew up with get their life together and I don't.",1.3737999999999992,3.4663047799999984,3.414000000000001,88.397,81.2,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.8330000000000002,189,6,41,3,5,64,39,50,0.036000000000000004,0.8909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.3861,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,6,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295508402394845,0.2302377901802201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675730406262483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763677864038664,0.15745034023235824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856316885673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468584810368392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460094532894343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32616583188738024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281123283006216,0.0,0.2573742234356107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792478923320327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875794856679383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glumgirl_3452,2020/01/04,"I Like My Friends More Than They Like Me I have about four friends total, and while they’ve not always been good friends to me they’re all I have. But lately I feel like they’ve grown tired of me. We all live very close by, but they never have time to talk to me. I’ll message them and not get a reply for days, but they’ll go out together and post it on social media. I’ve asked if they’d like to hang out anytime soon and they all say they can’t, or that they’re too busy. But they’re always hanging out together. I’m so lonely.",1.2204310344827611,2.684242250000004,2.361586206896554,98.79203448275864,79.08620689655173,5.329655172413793,18.49655172413793,5.6839178017228535,-0.5827213793103447,415,8,102,2,10,132,69,116,0.071,0.799,0.13,0.5625,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,7,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,23,12,12,0,1,8,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,2,17,8,13,9,5,16,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,2,10,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343001654663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268592175225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329245160559409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421589274171462,0.14724570878061655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777224420239865,0.0,0.10768446805569362,0.0,0.11713760662585995,0.17287609176591492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325021369261579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027816098671809,0.0,0.18199975105606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896547628613794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973973223637476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639077056019587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010416437806384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566417979881626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018495645928172,0.2368942247911797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006312511465355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ball0o,2020/01/04,"Remembering the feeling from a dream ? okay, so, last night i had a dream about a girl i’ve had a crush on for a while, it wasn’t anything crazy just cuddling but it was the clearest dream i’ve ever seen and remembered, anyways in the dream at some point she went and grabbed my hand and i remember the feeling of the touch, is this normal or have i become double as lonely ?(but all in all this was the second best dream i’ve ever had)",3.915666666666666,4.504812788888888,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,71.1111111111111,7.333333333333332,26.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.0304444444444445,341,10,74,3,6,110,57,90,0.065,0.672,0.263,0.9528,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,11,1,8,2,1,0,4,18,12,9,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,6,5,2,9,4,5,11,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,2,5,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121375012666276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978337089403075,0.0,0.0,0.21834370813925605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764001818924467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040043766995825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959478537092382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952480466197973,0.20385236008467333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668176599874532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7070664085848181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287156185502732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thegirlonline021,2020/01/04,Dreams are fustrating. Last night i have one of the best dreams like i wish it was real coz it felt so real but i know it's just a freakin' dream and it won't ever happen in real life. It's just all in my head. 😢😣,-2.856200000000001,-1.2488575199999978,0.2995000000000001,104.04725,104.2,3.3000000000000003,10.25,5.148860815047168,-1.8018,164,2,44,1,8,57,38,50,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,13,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306438324023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880211160757524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102169403821672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434928030319573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225556006185631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078444043718264,0.17914869902484365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523595719079658,0.10737260657953407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062471051959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892750647178166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7504676770661662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527342707078674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ValterMan,2020/01/04,"16.yo Kiddo looking to chat Howdy folks can’t really sleep all that well right now so I’d love to chat. I like tabletop role playing stuff but also all sorts of games and anime, music and whatnot",2.4057692307692307,4.83477258974359,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,79.51282051282051,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,0.06622564102564121,157,4,30,1,4,49,34,39,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099238393805038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933750340034786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32544464967614417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497792817897244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482746495683055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096584345445473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878301898086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436523793284237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845426766655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,z_riah,2020/01/04,"hi I'm 20f, reasonably attractive, happy and strong. But I feel like I put on this front for everyone, smiling, confident, and rational but inside I'm aching to just be loved. I don't understand why no one wants me. It feels like no one ever has, not my parents, or my foster parents, or my first love, or any infatuation thereafter. I was in one 3-month long relationship where I was being used for sex. At this point tonight, I'd like somebody to talk to, my snap is elysiablu.",4.154147465437789,5.6180488387096785,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,71.36559139784946,8.755145929339479,30.4900153609831,9.23628265651192,2.675511213517665,374,16,73,8,7,124,67,93,0.039,0.632,0.33,0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,16,16,7,0,1,7,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,2,10,8,8,12,0,11,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,3,7,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261825247148905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631024064236235,0.0,0.1722957156682869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823421950755568,0.2576296671089868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337318165027036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919453349221218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642738104060211,0.0,0.0,0.15957032789144998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254769989729077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392321167522598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366551962025917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004299788623789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045299591916652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181263228443343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539062980326507,0.0,0.19358746493732149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492784831183742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877110122100988,0.0,0.15573155950726353,0.0,0.0,0.10635261066270804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270341392439538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mi5terSmart,2020/01/04,"20 The number keeps going up. A girl I fancied (and yes I did ask her out) is going out with my friend/flatmate. She told me she’s not looking for anything, just then my flatmate told me that he’s taking her out Saturday evening.. I understand she doesn’t owe me anything, but I value truth and hard blunt truth at that. I’ve just had so many rejections lately.. I wonder if there is any love for me out there, I feel the evidence suggests there’s not. That makes me gravely sad almost to the point of self harm, well I’ve learned not to self harm my forearms, so that anyone can see, now it’s all under my shirt; no one can even tell.. Also a girl I was seeing, whom I’m still madly in love with, started seeing someone else.. and well that also depresses me. She said to me to know if she loves me she needs to spend more time with me. But she doesn’t want to spend more time with me, actually she doesn’t want to spend any time with me. Man I just need a good cry, or a bullet to my stupid fucking head to end this never ending pain. I need my pain to end. I feel truly hopeless. Well look at me, all stupid and miserable, and instead of doing anything about it, I’m writing this for random strangers to see. I am a worthless little sh*t.",3.362009548611113,4.191249792968751,4.245729166666667,89.95413194444444,72.5546875,6.782638888888887,24.769097222222207,6.691623216298621,0.7175649305555556,961,27,210,7,18,310,133,256,0.191,0.633,0.175,-0.8724,1,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,0,19,24,4,1,8,1,12,9,3,1,5,46,45,15,1,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,10,14,0,1,6,0,4,2,8,15,3,1,6,10,39,9,31,39,4,26,0,7,6,4,27,11,1,6,13,139,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.10051279733422536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313926793544982,0.0,0.0,0.16473756056005648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008658357432344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201974785713153,0.0,0.25427979936899603,0.0,0.09629076576554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314027544593533,0.0,0.0,0.0887134448046981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604298821983895,0.0,0.2736813452731104,0.0,0.0,0.13606059050933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415943236312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957727156462714,0.09522151369091998,0.0,0.0,0.11707414573287088,0.08639121689491536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226745228079998,0.0,0.10570735294736752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155081856462817,0.0,0.0,0.056605912171258,0.0,0.11618808786420805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323270500505297,0.0,0.0,0.17298752426446215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788836076550259,0.0,0.06875306399997222,0.10442547535395644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291187988473043,0.07943967728767788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979522627842515,0.0,0.21919777227897724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973679585911414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797625072532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283095321495122,0.0,0.21490218986260395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727126643080281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290368009423984,0.0,0.0822556509314365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744291587939232,0.0,0.09002623113827407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017976693455506,0.0,0.0,0.19684115281348893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722626472720732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150372054448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27782715652111906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169872321170712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maxipadsforeveryone,2020/01/04,"Multiple times I say I imagine that i’m hanging out with people I don’t have friends so it’s usually just people I imagine in my mind, or maybe a celebrity. It sounds creepy but it’s almost exactly like having an imaginary friend as a kid. All my imaginary friends used to me dogs and other animals and I would imagine them laying with me to help me sleep. Like i’ll be dancing in my room pretending i’m dancing with someone else or talking about a movie in my head with someone else....this is not normal I need friends. I’ve been like this for 5ish years",3.312645034414949,4.893784256637172,4.343834808259587,86.28226155358902,73.69026548672565,7.500098328416913,30.254670599803337,8.167268648758528,2.1430499508357923,443,20,89,7,9,144,73,113,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,1,2,23,11,7,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,1,6,7,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,14,7,13,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681013112272887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584463835441734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765346538887925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914615534899199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250453877901621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342733725823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742182598869284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836963433756607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832983211959804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278648867441705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25867060564587985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835780780765565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669197280567493,0.0,0.3161386938559285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994764557861026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878302887759116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112555980376128,0.20546644699144365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252491311944026,0.0,0.0,0.12013674822728775 lonely,SuchStill7,2020/01/04,"This is kind of silly, but would anyone be willing to give my looks a rating? I'd be really grateful for some honest feedback on my appearance. I want to know whether it's my appearance is what's hindering me from finding someone or whether it's just me being super introverted and quiet. If it matters, I'm 18/F and live in a pretty populated city.",4.342714285714283,5.521224985714286,6.3900000000000015,74.18500000000002,70.57142857142857,9.028571428571428,32.57142857142857,9.3871,3.1973714285714294,279,13,50,6,5,98,54,70,0.013999999999999999,0.708,0.27699999999999997,0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,14,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,7,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452026316569757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205138884370113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33640286847107664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36517779929408295,0.1927237881930696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965562960750265,0.0,0.2944817043626379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567662086740974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465369158063175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971288408190525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683932476911154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491120168464407,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImBatmanYaBitch,2020/01/04,Is there someone here I can talk too? I feel the need to talk to someone rn but I don’t have anyone irl I can really go to.,-3.263103448275864,-1.8432317931034448,0.5064827586206917,101.7617931034483,108.3103448275862,3.6993103448275866,12.696551724137931,5.6839178017228535,-1.162481379310345,94,2,25,1,5,34,21,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556006607701025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483277524289168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077501650504176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710502703434285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341803251638092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6194576912489987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587629569828484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,more-at-10,2020/01/04,"My pathetic mind I(22F) went in to finally pick up my medication(bipolar disorder) and the guy at the counter was tall and had that 90’s/2000’s ass hair and brown eyes. I was like oh he’s kinda cute, oh wait he’s probably a teenager gross. and took my meds and left. I have body dysmorphia(think I look disfigured basically) and an eating disorder. I still have acne that might never go away and I pick at my skin and end up with scars and scabs. Best case scenario my skin is (almost) clear. I’m 5’3, have a minor disability that makes me walk weird(foot drop). I’m overdo for a haircut and it looks shitty. I have like $3 until I get payed a week from now. I feel like if I lose 20 lbs, cut and dye my hair the exact shade of red I want and keep it that way, clear up my skin, exercise away foot drop, dress how I want, stay healthy and groomed after that, maybe be worthy of attention. I want to be attractive and with someone I find attractive, but most men I’m attracted to I wouldn’t honestly think would like me back. When my skin clears up or I start hovering around the lower weight my eating disorder tends to get me to a couple times a year I feel more confident but the guys who are interested are creepy bastards as old as my dad and cringe-y weak little “nice” guys... and “nice” guys are a real turn off. But no one is interested in me unless it’s after I hate myself most and if it isn’t a creep who’s into me I wonder what the catch is... I haven’t had sex in two years and when I did one person hurt me and the other experiences I try to block out of my mind. Then on top of all that I worry my standards are too high and I’m afraid of being abused and rejected... Whatever. I just want sex, and to love someone, be loved by someone and for once feel comfortable as myself with someone. But I’m ugly right now, can’t get out of the small town and valentine’s day is coming up.",2.661707196029777,4.070208035897437,4.111836228287841,87.9902605459057,75.05128205128204,7.596360628618694,22.837055417700572,8.259297600419973,1.074124896608768,1474,40,325,25,31,489,206,390,0.141,0.685,0.174,0.8105,1,1,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,10,26,3,1,17,0,27,20,10,4,6,76,59,40,0,8,9,1,10,4,0,3,3,0,0,6,14,32,3,3,7,1,1,6,6,9,0,3,7,15,43,17,45,45,5,56,0,3,5,5,13,26,2,9,24,197,57,1,0.0,0.10811426568674486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137195043363468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123029611216766,0.0,0.0,0.1714614857578263,0.07016427862067659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575941807091158,0.0,0.0,0.10135624511163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860229530823662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009644628247453,0.0,0.05884757816464181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137352299895619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867394978698575,0.0,0.0,0.08081887340443962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925830630293052,0.0,0.0,0.1384135841021603,0.06518777433975201,0.0,0.09995800736759143,0.08339925546817996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430203473155789,0.0,0.05185848830951053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614004890863854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008876440833204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640879532996284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976831483178976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110564505151685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914150020658684,0.0,0.0,0.17831716054519214,0.0914547271244464,0.0,0.0,0.15325111191037344,0.10208346122905933,0.0,0.0,0.16471023232623264,0.0,0.0609089213227464,0.0,0.09167114059338384,0.0,0.10135624511163746,0.0,0.0,0.0967999827748712,0.18426945892550528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037628248570117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574969803181284,0.09717641763195263,0.12366436341215566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796744600001275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983810562350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386049533364887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792551446801023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30925741437631665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458598725142665,0.09725850294462864,0.0728709773710766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693639962892514,0.0,0.0,0.053207593522290285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138017301795717,0.0619515780519194,0.0992519030088966,0.08913628998542213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152823488730045,0.07242862060167363,0.0731938492225551,0.1111157968297547,0.0,0.08458805011173416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895484431000552,0.0,0.09266703613680888,0.0,0.06482014503172706,0.0,0.0,0.11752177398847954 lonely,MyGiftingTrouble,2020/01/04,"She told me I would be perfect for her but doesn’t want a relationship I feel so confused and so stupid. We met for the first time just this Tuesday. We have been online friends for 5 years. As we went outside, she was telling me this issue she’s had with this guy and all I could think about is how happy I’d want to make her. How much she made me happy and me wishing I could do the same in a relationship. I got home and the next day, I opened my phone to see a conversation she posted where she was setting up some time or place to get fucked by some dude. I felt so fucking embarrassed, so ugly, so useless. Is there something I could’ve done where she would’ve wanted to be with me that night? Was I too ugly? Is there just something wrong with the way I present myself? I have no idea. Just yesterday, I decided to text her about it. I said I love you and when she said it back, I told her that I don’t know the context of what she means. Does she say it as just a friend? I told her that she’s talked to me in a way that made me want to save myself for her, which is completely true. I avoided having a crushes or dating because I wanted to be with her. She asked me what made me think this way and I opened up old conversations. I never realized this before, but reading her old messages, just holy shit. She said things like, “you’d be the perfect boyfriend, you’d never cause me problems”, and, “if you lived around my area and I got to see you often, you’d make me a happy girl”. It’s like what the fuck? Am I stupid or something for believing her? Should I just ignored her anyways? Ive had a crush on a person before and the first thing she told me is how sad it’d make her so I stopped and I haven’t had a real crush since then. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t be stupid. I hate feeling like I just wasted 5 years on someone that would tell me all of that and then not want to be with me. It’s just straight up embarrassing, like I was literally cucked.",1.8489883800410103,3.3281346028708114,3.0131688311688336,94.73118181818184,77.37320574162679,5.925468215994532,21.99070403280929,6.474141703775902,0.16428590567327372,1536,42,360,12,35,494,174,418,0.204,0.645,0.151,-0.9881,0,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,3,6,0,4,30,31,8,4,18,0,41,5,1,10,7,89,82,31,0,14,16,0,3,4,2,3,0,4,1,3,24,22,0,3,11,1,0,1,9,17,0,2,24,9,84,14,36,43,6,43,0,2,2,4,59,15,4,8,26,256,108,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788301440006995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991046418961917,0.07341717017344324,0.0,0.0,0.060386549387039724,0.0,0.04787260730604489,0.0,0.13365053504926913,0.08847909468907403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067438256635433,0.0,0.0,0.08233970176410754,0.0,0.0,0.1881051352392443,0.0,0.0,0.05064688549508749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872421118174854,0.08036588618359103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794166575597931,0.056103544880437284,0.07540339617809058,0.0,0.0,0.13359919727771513,0.0,0.0,0.12134783729155453,0.21780574759912155,0.041029924990818624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256190298077078,0.0,0.0,0.07775939877006062,0.0,0.2507975226588688,0.0,0.07753446238037684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877437594996707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865349315405187,0.0,0.08196739686274987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631867975417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346780774349394,0.0,0.06934552650913428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708785351638161,0.2229276981179207,0.1572629117496601,0.0,0.0,0.08554477967512829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057730332178983226,0.0,0.12113801899038384,0.0,0.08352007247072385,0.07369731465077156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481303542650033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857144131266814,0.08204961782606103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752123075519504,0.0,0.0,0.07514487750095633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855362766055878,0.0893870364538969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862876312775754,0.0,0.0,0.22410681902679147,0.062452097202981616,0.0,0.0,0.12516027159900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061235509946121,0.0649627926973037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654022707019022,0.18137417863974206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565658251915435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631213488215911,0.1372815156054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434684171204482,0.10064075068041524,0.0,0.0,0.091585719604405,0.0,0.0,0.3001642015898285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779225792940727,0.1870060333111974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280029904163175,0.0,0.0,0.0903083563461244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673614394467661,0.08586282459200748,0.0,0.10114455031133912 lonely,samuel568894847,2020/01/04,I just want to talk to someone I feel lonely and I just want to talk to someone,-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,87.88888888888891,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.6540888888888885,62,2,15,0,2,21,9,18,0.146,0.7020000000000001,0.152,-0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971921055090088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358343318656817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031647684655591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426212666047051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Box-o-Broken-Crayons,2020/01/04,"I wish things weren't so bad Even now as I type this the feeling of emptiness is still present, I just wish someone talked to me and said; ""how are you doing"" or ""I love you"" etc. I sleep to avoid the lonlieness and stay in my room 24/7 in other words isolation. Im on break from college but I wish it would end, it kept me busy with school work and stuff but now for nearly 2 months I have stared off into the void wanting this to end. I have cried myself to sleep many times but now I dont even have the motivation or energy to cry , I just lay here wishing someone would reach out to me. I want to matter to someone, I want someone to love me for me, if I just disappeared would anyone notice? Probably not",3.5424489795918386,4.185898380952384,4.270891156462588,90.62470408163269,71.99319727891157,7.240544217687075,24.90408163265306,7.1686216300943375,0.8061053061224484,550,15,124,5,10,176,91,147,0.096,0.6990000000000001,0.205,0.9215,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,12,4,0,1,4,0,11,4,2,2,0,33,23,12,0,11,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,3,22,2,22,17,1,20,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,3,9,89,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149745242223347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731794317336796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560587752538337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660073105307086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064649680945303,0.0,0.12998881570210696,0.15396598615664014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893333867386034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589860749518433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038955029661546,0.0,0.0,0.11816773124797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930325026872816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326978037279382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566521148491844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086979709836953,0.0,0.0,0.11795913916767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332768790872718,0.0,0.3950242035215975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423133892807675,0.09308038694529787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334267485731806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368190356923388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743347492978593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796372948674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062401767326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536126612542839,0.0,0.0,0.08485289340005531,0.0,0.0,0.2483904182050225,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JohnisRon,2020/01/04,"How to get love and keep it Hey, I just wanted to drop something off before I zoom, the smart way of finding love is to wait. Nothing less, nothing more, love can't be quick, feeling need to develop, and then when the moment is right, and don't go after your crush right after there breakup, emotions will be running high, and it'll be a train wreck for them. When you've got the moment right go for it, if you wait to long some other guy will, never hesitate, it's the downfall of many. Once you've been answered to by the person don't get upset because of their answer, just deal with it, there is always a second time. If you really love someone don't wait, don't be upset by their answer, and most definitely don't try to get your love when they've just been broken up by another. Now, farewell. I hope everyone can find their special someone.",5.494411764705883,5.459361382352946,5.755294117647061,84.07882352941179,67.52941176470588,8.211764705882354,28.764705882352942,7.554174236665415,1.5794588235294116,665,20,135,6,10,212,97,170,0.059000000000000004,0.7340000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,4,0,11,10,0,2,7,0,19,5,0,1,1,28,38,12,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,4,6,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,3,1,11,8,20,28,4,24,0,0,0,5,17,6,0,5,13,87,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082319532028534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363938864959108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929187759604679,0.0,0.11068335800079424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341005393423042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631569546224749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429124122601574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657693015346079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377704825532185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038748236135556,0.0,0.1478480559642081,0.0,0.10403202682872463,0.0,0.0,0.12879366878434664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743027835977392,0.0,0.12919278987876245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561571055659492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151113597894366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586984128362563,0.0,0.0,0.13187457766677474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644819182002476,0.10032105534390068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496189419514393,0.0,0.0,0.1385245202935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135755630853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332870833612296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332473486889081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042248529866335,0.10013728783593254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584717103450274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831167931684006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672099062721059,0.10324665354893096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vea-Rolianca,2020/01/04,"Anyone wanna talk?? I’m a 14yo girl, I’m feeling ugly, fat, alone, etc. I’m sick, and to top it all off I’m bored. So yea, if anyone wants to talk I’m down (preferable someone near my age but I’m not picky)",-2.6400911854103337,-0.9415254042553176,0.5860182370820688,102.82000000000002,100.91489361702128,2.685714285714286,13.097264437689967,3.1291,-1.707477811550152,154,3,40,0,7,54,34,47,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.6199,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,9,8,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621734783452632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890228915165909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899968933392058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681381950262867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962912834752445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621353061302192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062562787242675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,p3nguinboy,2020/01/04,"I had a dream involving a girl I don't know her at all in real life, I don't know her name in real life, but for some reason she keeps popping up every so often in my dreams. Apparently, in my dreams, she goes to my school, and I find her pretty hot, because whenever she does show up we make out and kiss a lot and spend a lot of time together, and we're inseparable. I also found that a lot more of my friends and other people from my class (mostly girls) were hanging out with me or around me and trying to get my attention... The fact that she keeps coming back in my dreams means that I've seen her somewhere before and I found her attractive. But the fact that I don't know her in real life, and the fact that meeting her is very improbable, and the probability that she and I have such chemistry in real life is really low, shows me that it won't happen. Which in turn, just shows the extent of my loneliness. I wish I could feel her kiss, her passion, her love for me, the contours and textures of her face and body, and my love for her in real life, but I don't know her... So the best I can hope for is that I find someone similarly attractive to me, but the chances of that happening are close to zero... EDIT: Me being me, I had a thought about it while skiing (which is awesome btw and I'm doing it for the first time after 4 years) and I noticed that the girl in my dreams is a combination of my three close female friends, and it made so much sense why we got along so well in my dream. Oh well...",7.2944500228206275,4.779657169329077,7.756761752624373,79.27093450479235,65.16613418530352,10.859790050205383,31.941807393884073,9.04235418022936,2.3068203560018254,1166,30,261,15,14,388,146,313,0.019,0.733,0.248,0.998,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,2,13,14,0,0,17,0,19,12,2,3,4,68,44,27,0,3,6,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,17,26,0,2,13,10,1,2,5,1,2,3,9,3,54,13,37,32,10,29,0,1,1,5,30,20,0,8,7,189,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701444935786651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573117283201867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405200011528824,0.0,0.058706158204615576,0.0,0.08194779745935397,0.0,0.10106533662753846,0.0,0.0,0.10697227737876776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295755754427696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689108274285343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427647126739424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114045830337235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869430688182184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760406234326952,0.08191631971552173,0.0,0.21118521132192264,0.14880880183282633,0.0,0.050314979759424124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702328170948003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032300610488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565181947332796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119923000065007,0.0,0.0,0.2117051213553648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401125906288171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456232100601247,0.1738366357210289,0.09112538081354167,0.06428381417841482,0.0,0.0,0.10490352733624628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707946820702296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964299194096083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676521981098417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979760129911654,0.10383223672901803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480764260401583,0.06169494887595645,0.09901677685643437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746501133990194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159825246995432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645479281609305,0.11231152943075344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538424331054266,0.1047513361149485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946106669294899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317811759417934,0.0,0.08689957872966997,0.0,0.1107450994043714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016759753154335 lonely,FarysaRauna,2020/01/04,"what do Just moved to another state for a job, living alone for almost a month now, but still failed to find friends. Tried to find friends online but i literally have nothing to talk about, im not interesting and no hobbies.",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,75.27906976744184,7.090697674418602,27.02906976744186,8.07648339933343,1.7221674418604658,179,7,35,3,4,56,34,43,0.168,0.629,0.203,0.4205,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,21,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482726819910013,0.2567875349994846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599831341461881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45321910570742896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38311039107318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678140649205574,0.0,0.2460388097905372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893255267714204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979006218584792,0.26351735893400496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379018464025373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980024822208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199282040552608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833267062298654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amazonianwoman2100,2020/01/04,"Anybody want to talk for a bit? I’m 20F, just wanting to talk to someone before I go to bed. Movies, history, hobbies, music etc..., hit me up!",-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,94.17241379310344,4.279310344827587,24.49137931034483,5.985473137389443,0.7599586206896558,105,5,22,1,4,37,24,29,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.1511,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975848361978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818022190287299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900287689021725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987531834549625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963155002103627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621812510586338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41254627328120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JuiceStealer,2020/01/04,"Need some advice? What are some of the best ways to commit suicide? By that I mean the least painful way. I know there isn’t an 100% painless way to go but like what are some of the best ways to die not in blinding agony?",0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,1.1313191489361714,103.69400000000002,84.53191489361703,3.76,17.910638297872342,3.1291,-1.1216178723404258,171,4,42,0,5,52,34,47,0.128,0.5539999999999999,0.318,0.8747,0,0,0,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,7,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,7,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100708612672164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532164172168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241042113811242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227196172835654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867104960123552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549388543005822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352141812378273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601114754016202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976778139269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361954953035733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.685589795642683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aftrOXY,2020/01/04,"Anyone wanna be pen pals? Alright, so ima be real been feeling hella lonely and down if anyone jus wants to talk about random bullshit then feel free to hmu i like anything related to music, weed, comedy, movies, video games basically anything... holla at ya boy",6.6340136054421786,7.227100428571429,7.637142857142859,69.39952380952383,65.12244897959185,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.7579741496598644,207,7,32,3,3,70,43,49,0.115,0.68,0.20600000000000002,0.4951,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,7,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879065356555229,0.0,0.5742164692727545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35282036741472944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045091665317644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971152653967206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804260235477617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205785430815856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyboy888,2020/01/04,"I'm so lonely and it just gets worse. Hi everybody, I'm new to this sub and I thought it would be okay to share my story. I'm a 16 year old boy from South East Asia and ever since my family moved to Canada, things have been going downhill for me. I found it very difficult to fit in school because of language barriers. And me being an introvert didn't help either. As a response, I desperately tried to find my own people, which I did. I found a group of 5 people that spoke my main language. They immediately welcomed me to their group and my old noisy self was coming back. After some time, they showed me that they were not the people I thought they were. (There's 1 guy I happily get along with) But the rest are just scumbags. There's this one guy in our ""friend"" group that hates me for no reason, he's manipulative and toxic, but gets away with it because of his humor. I tried to avoid them, but I immediately found myself with no one to talk to again. Should I keep pursuing this trash friendship so that I could fulfill my social needs? Right now I'm trying to be fluent asap and converse as much English as possible at home or at video games hoping it would save me from being akward asf irl. Lately I shifted my attention to fitness to increase my self-esteem. And boy do I find it lonely heading at the gym alone, not having a gym friend, and eating at McDonalds by myself after my workouts. I feel like it's my fault for avoiding all these potential conversation and friends anyways. This has been a long rant, and if you made it this far, I thank you so much and I wish you the best fellow redditor. TOO LONG; DIDN'T READ I'm an introverted teen who moved to a foreign place, found a group of toxic friends that share the same language, so called friends still made me feel lonely even when I'm with them. Tried to avoid them and ended up not talking to anyone. Made me very self concious and socially akward. Mental health is now taxing me, definitely stuck in a shit hole.",3.943333333333335,5.454267346938778,4.677428571428575,84.80090476190479,71.95918367346937,7.26748299319728,25.056462585034012,7.793537801064563,1.2660987074829941,1568,47,310,20,30,504,210,392,0.122,0.721,0.157,0.9651,1,10,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,3,8,1,18,25,2,3,15,1,22,4,2,5,2,64,52,27,0,8,11,0,2,1,6,3,1,1,1,6,22,20,1,5,12,7,1,5,7,10,0,2,19,3,50,15,44,25,11,39,0,3,0,0,45,16,1,4,19,207,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730889686968267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894419629704847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920218993524826,0.06482114041439596,0.0,0.1027764305689697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884671631605175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607925247884306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261658669098837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730632073853257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625947170194895,0.0,0.0,0.07466436830918502,0.0,0.0,0.055679049107366735,0.07625375741051799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947010096945757,0.0,0.0852487575988271,0.060223606040664165,0.0,0.0,0.15409649911417686,0.0,0.0,0.3697203644798257,0.3256480656662312,0.0,0.13212908616332356,0.0,0.04790936953206972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669395902689184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322834015072521,0.08651564532732571,0.08960646575339816,0.0,0.0,0.05650420265936649,0.0,0.08455930892459876,0.08372846123426969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492930177059143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509354950856626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041184495619506274,0.0,0.0,0.14920487489740766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392987804178325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495410578253942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919413350485544,0.12393971857404193,0.06250703849260124,0.0,0.08141701808962272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691636664036445,0.0,0.11424709585247544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753280538578861,0.0,0.08807507387054153,0.0,0.0,0.0950350616725385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432234960155051,0.0,0.0,0.08667396405227888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071991343950145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531563193051625,0.0,0.0,0.2638284062530062,0.0,0.08653226326190458,0.06973344809211744,0.0,0.0,0.1718655236582777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732171910213074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355135491808237,0.0,0.07761168762324554,0.0,0.0,0.05600486653959138,0.0,0.0,0.13384883197671693,0.0491557379142513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289354080874696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911189309032426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694030718307298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590843006260414,0.11976794475429535,0.0,0.0,0.054286137926680224 lonely,unipotato182,2020/01/04,"I’ve been lonely for a long time, and no matter what I do it always seems to find me I’m and only child w divorced parents. I lived w my dad and dog and busted my moms house on the weekends. My moms place used to be a comfort but now it doesn’t feel like a home. Recently my dog died at my dads and I had to witness it, my dad works all day and he was the only thing that kept me company. It’s breaks like this that really screw me up, I’m completely alone now from the time I wake up till 6pm. When I was in 5th grade I had no friends I talked to outside of school and my dad had the same schedule, those days were the first time I felt real lonelyness. I dreamed of the day when I would get a best friend and a partner to fill my hours with texting and laughter. I have that now, a best friend, a boyfriend but it’s didn’t change anything. Maybe it’s cause time moves slower to me, or because I’m an only child but I always found myself in the position of them being to busy for me, and once again I went back to spending my day alone, playing video games with strangers with my mic muted to satisfy my need to hear other people’s voices. I used to love being alone, until I realized it wasn’t love, it was acceptance. Even if I had the chance to be social, I would avoid it, it’s like I’ve just accepted that in the end I’ll just end up back in my living room staring blankly at the tv, rewatching the same show I’ve rewatched a hundred times, not even paying attention. It’s like my eyes fog over and my brain shuts off... like everything fades away accept for a throbbing, numbing feeling of lonelyness",2.84618343195266,3.8775708727810674,3.9265869822485233,90.99148994082842,74.0,7.064804733727812,24.762603550295854,7.404127859558343,0.9169641183431954,1257,38,282,14,25,408,177,338,0.07400000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.217,0.9954,2,10,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,12,21,1,1,21,0,20,8,3,3,1,46,37,20,1,4,8,7,3,5,4,2,2,2,2,3,20,14,0,2,11,7,2,3,6,4,0,1,15,7,38,17,38,16,5,48,0,1,2,3,22,16,1,3,33,174,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301068847669073,0.0,0.0,0.1612524750232814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973814420898265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103811452443301,0.1490159403287877,0.0,0.05906763729765405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337527884123768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816932751984183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954012193607624,0.10250439564159508,0.0,0.1015948767508466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499627265801246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056400154040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164432747587322,0.0,0.0,0.12799938116337625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708496061888629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798827739097314,0.06922338319542243,0.09303651309370757,0.0,0.08856229067428402,0.08242071376652757,0.0,0.10624278479877608,0.22458762254695105,0.0,0.05062479075380556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109210193228248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719579794798766,0.0,0.09542422927232357,0.11180636584296406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366954014721631,0.0,0.1711240159480173,0.08575097796928939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490702273559525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973462671111252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696967269473875,0.0,0.10298639508237503,0.0,0.07184805033200292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319236181059424,0.0,0.2210840741335522,0.0,0.0,0.1075928800466879,0.0,0.0,0.06717632201630427,0.0,0.1012369565580134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102902337158534,0.06207483124003495,0.0,0.09567430097659116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806514538000274,0.0,0.08821157696970305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987744987758266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788230363341116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437419796252157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250769968792505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737614949960844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982468056234062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054231987368466,0.0,0.0,0.13766598978906538,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cressepuff,2020/01/04,"I'm not that depressed Even in my darkest and deepest point of depression and severe anxiety (where i hid myself in a room for days). I thought of suicide and imagining a scenario, but it ended up seeing myself surviving and in a hospital or something, just to prove im depressed. I'm not looking for love since I don't love myself enough to form romantic relationship and too afraid. But I do want those good and meaningful friendships where I can do ugly laugh, smile and be honest each other. Honestly, I just want to laugh normally, I've haven't had done an ugly, belly laugh and enjoy myself with other people (relatives/siblings/cousins etc.) for 2 years now. Its not like I'm forcing myself not to, It's more of me faking myself to enjoy and be happy, but in reality I can't feel anything.",6.485490620490623,6.63854770779221,7.3274891774891815,73.0048845598846,65.42857142857143,9.961327561327565,33.994227994228,9.725611199111238,3.34779595959596,633,26,110,12,9,212,94,154,0.179,0.502,0.319,0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,0,1,29,21,13,1,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,3,15,12,17,16,5,13,0,3,2,2,3,9,0,1,5,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805894415349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851131261079484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638812577232525,0.0,0.4663152617777184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846833181844405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984272413482772,0.18647360155985565,0.20127159198621736,0.119198636352268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125098057000393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136955099397612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921135151435869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493841083585575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816845465939517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154922465857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257621780515827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682213930006468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511507331873567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706023448086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937570839735916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438111079305764,0.0,0.0,0.2038795660395612,0.0,0.1492865279486662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893451037854398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974047285634704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432729052017664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128915911126464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621666888049065 lonely,anothergayloser,2020/01/04,"I am severely touch deprived and panic over not having friends I can really trust, yet I send away everyone who tries to be nice to me. Why? I'm legitimately asking myself this, why is this a thing? I'm so lonely and I constantly beg for attention, but then when someone wants to talk it all becomes very awkward because I don't know what to do or what to say and the cycle starts again... I'm a boring person who only has niche interests so that may play a role in this, but other than that, what could it be? Do you also do this? I even suspected I might have AvPD but I can't bring myself to see a psychiatrist.",2.812857142857144,4.250431555555558,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,74.71428571428572,7.897142857142858,23.711111111111112,8.548686976883017,1.4597358730158727,480,14,100,9,10,164,86,126,0.149,0.7709999999999999,0.081,-0.7583,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,5,0,16,0,0,0,1,16,25,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,15,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,3,12,5,11,20,1,11,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,3,6,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092120826547308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998103404409148,0.0,0.20080802062957392,0.0,0.0,0.13028889483233044,0.23604993274274624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096809892432926,0.0,0.17064741586581994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116780926042602,0.0,0.0,0.2042298523838152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512862470531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746138367459323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267356176471425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255263176086415,0.0,0.25076816489679016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866223255519117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692203597736904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699680711459873,0.0,0.0,0.17031653779894831,0.0,0.0,0.2414560482530519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109422349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128043715524495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717894896702791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199388179333364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510983278256884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635108271841346,0.1260645274435929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857193323610685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guytx74,2020/01/04,"50M married guy & a Dad. Looking for new friends. HMU All welcome (18 and older) Married and a dad here. Looking for new chat friends. HMU I’m 50 and have lots of experience to share with you. Marriage , career , relationships, parenting Great listener too HMU Happy New Year 🎆",1.20465811965812,3.7284651923076946,2.7748717948717956,85.4590170940171,99.0,5.388034188034188,28.85470085470085,6.937597516519254,2.120082905982906,218,12,39,4,9,71,39,52,0.0,0.6809999999999999,0.319,0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,5,2,5,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,1,5,16,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279843606778285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582606137985893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32513192328449075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198307284199976,0.0,0.2083437450542437,0.0,0.22399047981148426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35339089517947225,0.0,0.0,0.17888714848976586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096598092501476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336407475927399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590676233101856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550024008033704 lonely,SquidSystem,2020/01/04,"I want to be ready to move on, but I can't get her out of my mind So around a year ago, I met this girl online, and fell in love with her. We never met in person, but I haven't gone a day without having her in my thoughts since i've known her. We dated briefly, but the problem in the end was that she never truly felt the same as I did. I have no doubts that she cared about me as a person, but in the end I don't think it was more than that. In the end, I've realized the truth that our relationship wasn't healthy, and that continuously trying to be apart of her life wasn't in either of our best interests. I did things that, in the end I know I shouldn't have, making alts to get around blocks to talk to her, etc. The last time I spoke to her, around mid November, it ended terribly, I terrified her. I let my own feelings take priority over her safety, and even now I'm having trouble putting my mistakes behind me. The best I can say is that I'm following her final request to leave her alone, I promised myself that I'll never go after her again. But even if that's the case, I still can't get her out of my mind. Not in the slightest. Honestly the thing I still hate myself for doing, and the reason I'm writing this is because I keep checking her social media, to know how she is, and honestly... to feel like she's still in my life, as sad as that sounds. I want to stop, I want to stop stalking her like a creep, I want to stop thinking about her every day, I want to be better than I was, but I keep longing for something that I probably never had in the first place. I don't even know what the point of this was about, but goddamn it I miss having someone like her in my life and goddamn it, I miss her, no matter how much I know I shouldn't.",6.646898395721928,4.172709893048129,7.124759358288772,83.16596256684494,66.37967914438502,10.083422459893047,31.09090909090909,7.928766900206844,1.8404588235294128,1356,34,316,12,17,448,163,374,0.175,0.6779999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.9041,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,0,4,17,22,1,1,19,0,30,4,0,4,5,67,66,21,0,10,11,0,3,3,0,2,3,3,0,3,21,14,0,6,13,0,1,6,17,9,0,1,15,6,67,13,53,45,8,58,0,3,0,1,39,23,0,2,32,231,88,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842124420371001,0.0,0.0,0.0916258170002117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626492525840875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392906540385664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856827057240749,0.07824245746543755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019867709462558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410864601148744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917804480650437,0.0,0.0986648280901558,0.17529616844909046,0.0,0.07453782050410916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946381575412897,0.0632013151467366,0.08494282874890939,0.09691199905296537,0.0,0.07525054779064523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866210550427596,0.0,0.050278210843656176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873435003452637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726824500447506,0.0,0.0,0.19447805281537306,0.07211295185177162,0.0,0.09367447994659303,0.0,0.09046417788640804,0.18746197713126314,0.12966249239792796,0.0,0.0,0.07829109662956071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984551863120133,0.0,0.05905285110216151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865423790619636,0.0,0.0,0.0940271236534698,0.06503391051929677,0.0,0.2729268580364593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544930995609529,0.0924298770237308,0.0,0.08363053551775415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538310216231613,0.08465160436336125,0.0,0.08893443487248917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095949042616618,0.0,0.09498116049488686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035303536188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318136390176724,0.0,0.0,0.09018164003872003,0.07495836261257167,0.06810672806338065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195116657349794,0.22188877933260728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651667161109827,0.07110695532452024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754796674013986,0.1133730108126368,0.0,0.07023344140228928,0.05158620493583987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060063735078455575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609025947438148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527966883759809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056970273564931964 lonely,Huskerfan7,2020/01/04,Don’t you hate it when you try to text friends but no matter how hard you try you only got 3 word replies It sucks since the only time I’ve gotten a text from a friend was just a question on a homework assignment so that doesn’t count. Also when I try to text my friends I just get 3 word replies.,2.026000000000004,3.0907149846153885,2.913846153846155,97.32615384615387,76.07692307692308,5.815384615384616,23.76923076923077,5.6839178017228535,0.12552307692307707,234,7,57,1,5,74,43,65,0.14800000000000002,0.68,0.172,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,7,5,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,3,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,1,3,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147681501749708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549627828107503,0.0,0.1250953834291136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914987744104444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448755016699173,0.2363933958595791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642036060725616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682230227005613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806386345853005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961700774627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876838086547848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,isavega,2020/01/04,"Have I messed up my chances of being happy? I'm currently living with my parents and, although, I have a job... I no longer feel content. Well, I haven't in while. I know people joke that they have no friends, but I've genuinely lost all people that were at one point close to me. I have no one I can reach out to... no one I can open up to. The few people that talk to me when they're bored don't want to hear about me. They want to share about themselves. I spend the majority of my time at work or at home. I don't go out anymore because it makes me anxious to leave the house and do things alone. It's difficult for me to open up and I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to form health relationships. How do you deal with this? Will I ever br able to have a group of people I can connect with. Am I meant to be alone forever? If so, how do I cope? I already journal and I workout... but in the moments I'm home with nothing to do... I feel hopeless. I eat my emotions and I feel as though I'm losing control more and more.",0.4767463908640366,2.1667559592760206,2.4500323206205543,96.2411161387632,82.16742081447964,5.2954966602025415,21.383538030596853,6.1826913282559595,0.02191126912303432,781,24,189,6,21,261,115,221,0.19,0.752,0.059000000000000004,-0.9793,3,2,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,1,2,4,10,12,0,0,6,0,21,2,0,4,4,36,36,19,0,4,6,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,7,15,1,1,5,2,1,1,8,6,1,3,3,4,31,6,33,29,6,22,0,3,0,0,11,14,0,3,7,132,38,2,0.2576278178901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682472284958697,0.14214935168166856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455230516865063,0.1277487843436556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785237632854507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447575215091907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280148392262758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318087872784503,0.0,0.14489830968508216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330391107525976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539654836262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952130651426022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320791297119163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137124801356953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692316159868784,0.14518263729085826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584217070321653,0.0,0.0,0.14863395603616092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782792831578468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079275558147187,0.0,0.0,0.13639533031269518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374504157872825,0.0,0.0,0.14410981478772547,0.1406155982072318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598428447724381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360041976315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186291529407923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303260178516672,0.0,0.0,0.357213381115211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177078028802585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382979309473539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121405584730754,0.0,0.0,0.10353574062591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557823731846728,0.0,0.12655901151461316,0.0,0.07511242619989769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195556189822707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581917407019267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377805987827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unamused87,2020/01/04,"How do I move on? I've been enjoying my new life away from my ex who was emotionally abusive but sometimes it becomes overwhelming. I have had many great changes happen so I can't complain but it just starts feeling like too much. Then I start to miss my old life with the person who didn't truly love me. In my heart of hearts, I know I'm not supposed to be alone but right now, loneliness is practically yelling in my ear with such negative thoughts. It's times like these that I wish I wasn't in need of human contact/conversation/love. Also, dating apps are a fucking joke. I'm sure the feeling will pass but I don't want it anymore or ever again. I just want to be happy.",2.1374749163879585,4.2070629927536265,3.342753623188408,90.0038628762542,78.4927536231884,6.275139353400222,25.108138238573023,7.321109707123232,1.0835154960981042,535,20,113,7,13,173,96,138,0.163,0.612,0.225,0.9009,0,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,1,3,0,14,7,3,1,2,21,30,9,0,4,8,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,4,15,8,13,21,1,18,0,2,0,2,7,6,1,1,12,72,23,0,0.0,0.18988429772556975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598312919655325,0.0,0.12816148642124806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589368687426217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505714514328858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699681951088306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695359763394866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027321156727213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496618010057144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206659405503485,0.114491225299182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815966307162295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668945237634107,0.0,0.0,0.14171918267379185,0.17060190957277374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798225511960264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807581973941249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263956207127944,0.15659186411462067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464273791629997,0.0,0.0,0.16248054294490366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033317381844576,0.11781103105314275,0.11883226358130786,0.0,0.15478206593926785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816804010754374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399346218344899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686289682191294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850324423781606,0.0,0.22686857750453815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104506539229054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272301493166254,0.0934500777068716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905339350361708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429342379091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Techsploding,2020/01/04,"Female living in New York for Male friends living anywhere | I'm 30 | For friends | Venting | Fun | And help each other break the monotony of life \*Direct message or chat via Reddit\* Hey everyone, I'd like to meet new friends for meaningful conversations I can look forward to when I get home from work. I am a very creative and funny artist and museum professional. Pie-in-the-sky manic pixie dream type. Think Clementine from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I’m hoping to make new friends and meet interesting people I’m mainly hoping to meet creative individuals with shared interests. I’d ideally like to find a penpal with a lot of empathy. Someone who likes to have interesting and lengthy conversations and who is not afraid to open up and be honest. I can commit to dedicating time to you on a daily basis if we click. I’d prefer someone who spends more time cultivating their mind and exploring interesting subjects. I hope to find pals with scars and the desire to find their place in this complex world. Let me know if you are interested in content creation, photography, vlogging, filmmaking, camera hoarding, making music, art, broadcasting, art, any type of artistic expression, riding bikes, making things of any sort, performing, etc. I’d like to hear from you! I spend most of my creative time creating art and essays and admiring horror content. I love technology, science, art, photography, marketing, filmmaking, scrolling through memes, watching crappy YouTube videos, and writing articles occasionally.",7.1409774436090245,9.34021080451128,7.075195488721808,68.02572556390982,65.01503759398496,9.831278195488721,37.36015037593985,10.125756701596842,4.3897374436090235,1238,64,184,30,20,394,166,266,0.024,0.6659999999999999,0.31,0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,2,3,1,24,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,3,1,46,23,16,0,8,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,1,6,18,0,0,9,11,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,15,23,33,21,6,20,0,0,4,1,29,9,0,9,13,92,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252508515607572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327153776730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418518571501575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276562343421834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692945464878834,0.0,0.06243262294618079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346826073584553,0.0,0.08009679810725966,0.0,0.11986594936757795,0.3560645760674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567281791899808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219450774049093,0.08440476864546677,0.2335221859988917,0.0,0.21103733972304226,0.0,0.1003479826356962,0.0,0.0,0.10159268229750908,0.1078513514672613,0.0,0.2392969539886341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131725028344275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462349075023333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284466801553894,0.0,0.12484967627308588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025000488475693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938897068043269,0.07656930937184232,0.0,0.0,0.2090402322425391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859812802196363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699575826081933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ELOOOOON,2020/01/04,"„Sometimes I just wanna die, Wish I could tell you why“ Thats a part of the song „paranoid“ by I Prevail. This is in my opinion the most relatable song I have ever heard in my life. „Something isnt right, I feel it in my bones“ „With nobody here to listen“ „All this emptiness inside, I cant fill the void in my mind“ Do you know any other relatable songs? I‘m so lonely right now, drinking and dont know what to do. I dont want to talk to somebody, but need someone to hug. Just one second .-.",0.4763636363636365,2.5678645686274564,2.255775401069521,95.40553475935828,84.68627450980392,4.493404634581107,20.057040998217467,5.565023196281405,-0.207345098039216,374,11,83,2,11,123,70,102,0.08,0.858,0.061,0.0338,0,2,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,1,0,1,16,18,3,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,6,13,1,12,16,2,9,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964737973583388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395801051265446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131244475576259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813453999777621,0.20116819040766476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575394141230386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038328684528534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571375817953246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504720630946946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734843273441228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226697228181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915280420384482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237776184957875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507414281060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399530165318772,0.15809110926353231,0.20309980109419545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165055314845613,0.17948795616508742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112277827940672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852995371459862,0.0,0.2361463192434304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosyemily1,2020/01/04,"i don’t get it i struggled with hardcore loneliness for a solid 7 years and am only coming out of that now although it’s something i still struggle with. all through my teenage years i suffered in silence because i literally knew nobody else that experienced it like me and if they related in some way they at-least had one friend to rely on, i had nobody. i wish there was more awareness about loneliness in general but specifically teenage loneliness awareness, i feel now at the age of 18 it greatly impacted my life and will continue to do so as i have never had most of the experiences most teenagers have this was more of a thoughts post but what do you guys think of this? is loneliness talked about much where you’re from?",6.129777777777778,6.9925307714285765,6.1538095238095245,78.64896825396826,66.28571428571428,9.650793650793652,35.555555555555564,9.725611199111238,3.409174603174604,588,28,110,12,9,186,93,140,0.124,0.825,0.051,-0.8753,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,2,4,0,13,1,0,0,2,21,20,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,7,2,15,3,21,12,7,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,9,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336052732751654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879735082156976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309015969259645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143923622424756,0.0,0.0,0.11081999532681186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933181494630295,0.0,0.114508372310143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416380056706049,0.0,0.21701482971191088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480773058563027,0.10707641356062612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111670621426954,0.0,0.1690390292276682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851668206185506,0.1666902525802868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990627980409285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687293845469575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503111614599573,0.0,0.0,0.4582525167818911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616222581929095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043662706017704,0.0,0.17399815964430054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739686053649331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203708984389145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822792833958269 lonely,0nlyhope_90,2020/01/04,"It's my birthday and I just want some love peeps. Heyooo ! 28 M alone in Canada. Family is quite a while away and I don't really keep touch with my friends ! So Reddit ! Do your thing and wish me a happy birthday !",-1.231590909090908,0.6018658409090918,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,106.5,4.0181818181818185,12.318181818181818,5.985473137389443,-0.8669909090909087,163,3,36,2,8,54,37,44,0.040999999999999995,0.63,0.32899999999999996,0.9345,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302999931087671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963135176085115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006448912273408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463931115885841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394911870199868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834665050849477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878334416771509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392055976416249,0.0,0.0,0.2043052593074804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118731045210111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810446240439496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667367695908806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thetimeguy421,2020/01/04,"Wishing I was out with my friends. Need someone to talk to. I used to have a group of friends who were all genuinely nice people and I know still are. However 2 of them hated me for some reason and made the whole group cut me off. All 8 of them are hanging out right now and posting it on their social media’s and I feel so destroyed. It’s been happening for months, but this is the worst I’ve felt. It truly just hit me that I have 0 friends, am all alone, and none of them care about me. I wish u could just go back to the good days. I never had friends prior to the group and the 4 months I hung out with them every weekend. They were the best months of my life. I’m a 16 year old guy and just feel hopeless rn. Idk how to make new friends, I just want my old ones back ): Anyone wanna talk? Anyone in a similar situation?",0.8076302521008429,2.660462428571432,2.247563025210084,97.28361344537815,81.85714285714286,5.260504201680673,20.00840336134453,6.2272716619740125,-0.16256638655462208,635,17,151,5,17,205,107,175,0.138,0.669,0.193,0.9034,1,1,0,0,1,1,19.0,0,0,6,1,11,14,3,0,9,0,12,1,0,5,4,37,29,10,0,6,5,0,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,3,22,9,23,20,8,25,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,1,15,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130485273224893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729370755323925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497051506108729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304678270955464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292596824814792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122274876194584,0.0,0.0,0.08176199378380472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681681064030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820658562241047,0.0,0.12172776172364627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897458659759336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720514510713938,0.10633624525956256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553118354112344,0.1121102879575266,0.0,0.0,0.12516805661801064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967444580744662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954778651545284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996139472731095,0.08462599484783666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30358146483395604,0.0,0.0,0.09400505307323384,0.09777981270570796,0.1224439885675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660665556490845,0.0,0.08590875978187659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789262460465831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141927706738555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034996997604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826860897669736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250495480157335,0.0,0.12923526744006505,0.10741947069210303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124590653780913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380038296636768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949638677875023,0.0,0.0,0.07477756357734648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154427261395466,0.29157928263579563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816415462963025 lonely,throwaway07062001,2020/01/04,"21st century schizoid man I want friends but lack to initiative to do anything about it, nobody i meet is as good as the people I knew, and everything new I experience already feels old. I only feel anything after the fact or I'm overwhelmed to the point of not acting, my own self pity prevents me from accepting my self as anything more than a cringy pathetic loser who is incapable of any emotional connection beyond a single person. I dont want to feel bad anymore yet whenever I dont hate myself I lose all sense of myself and the things I want to do, I thrive off my own depression, wanting to get better is what motivates me to try but when I get to the point of feeling ok I become hollow, nothing matters if theres nothing more I know how to achieve, i dont know how to experience or maintain happiness in a meaningful way. Right now stability in feeling ok is the most my pathetic self can understand how to deal with. I dont want to die but sometimes I wish I would.",4.3871281296023605,5.644052484536086,5.750368188512522,78.51639175257735,70.54639175257732,9.25419734904271,32.413843888070694,9.606745405546679,3.1662957290132567,778,36,147,18,14,262,113,194,0.156,0.604,0.24,0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,14,1,1,9,2,12,0,0,4,2,38,31,15,1,9,7,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,12,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,5,25,7,28,29,8,15,0,5,0,0,9,7,0,4,6,102,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154756037503446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116049013115723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377724432744344,0.0,0.0,0.25833559063063155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737211877388303,0.0,0.1155694228084132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925477898914322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788182537229772,0.09012843417908543,0.0,0.1086023968070282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49056093497193104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770873096037507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404593397426528,0.20472089378375524,0.0,0.0,0.2645519674198741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084653795321768,0.0,0.109342777325913,0.0,0.0,0.08776916647421322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139388986662704,0.0,0.10331280714063006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501756561265075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706819392486167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106438110654893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081460699038065,0.0,0.10980470374415913,0.0,0.0,0.07958533862013523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254593560221706,0.09136979704503218,0.0,0.0,0.1978419768582555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936412548714379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274948557675774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349411080066903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951982900611905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104539036994148,0.0,0.0,0.10893653565151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086042962178964,0.08306034787830335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033371375688773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433503152665201,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,treaty1210,2020/01/04,"""Friend"" ignoring my text I texted my friend if she wanted to hang out a few days ago and she still hasn't responded. I sent her another text today to see if she was just busy and missed it or was just ignoring me and she still didn't respond. And then I did something that seems a bit weird but I got a spoof number and texted her right after and she responded instantly to that text. Now I just feel so lonely she was my closest friend I had and I've known her since 5th grade and it just sucks that she doesn't see me as a close friend.",1.7878947368421052,3.4727400701754405,2.726175438596492,95.82189473684211,78.12280701754386,6.665263157894738,19.294736842105266,7.554174236665415,0.20502736842105265,424,9,100,6,10,134,63,114,0.12300000000000001,0.773,0.10400000000000001,-0.0289,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,24,17,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,8,3,21,4,6,9,2,14,0,2,2,0,18,4,1,4,8,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438936318195667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181178623573199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270943375708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415000479307684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517670423514737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428356964169303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636554534473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764041385253798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315159633367311,0.18936556878206912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206900022628716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013717129241042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322359991181337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717027951277571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269038520318765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Freedom920,2020/01/04,"I have a lot of good things going I sometimes think I'm in over my head because of my situation. I'm a single dad with custody of my children, which means I'm always busy. It's when they go visit their mother that I feel lonely. I have a few friends and love when they try to hang out, but I know I'll be the 3rd wheel. If they call at all. I haven't dated since the divorce, but I'd like to put myself out there. My NYE resolution was to go on a date this year. It was also last year's resolution. I hate these feelings of despair and feeling like I don't exist. I'm venting a bit, but am always open for new friends.",1.453030303030307,2.6945174814814834,3.531178451178452,91.60484848484847,77.8888888888889,5.797979797979799,22.643097643097644,6.1124844417494595,0.2391481481481485,480,14,112,3,11,164,87,135,0.075,0.78,0.145,0.8047,0,2,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,4,9,1,0,7,0,8,2,1,0,1,18,23,9,0,1,4,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,2,3,17,6,15,20,5,21,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,2,10,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764115275939085,0.30723851915237105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254309994646858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155805040747787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851843484762212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800494060839784,0.13189310576850405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852750779435147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477269255824497,0.15485113179154986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227477549292848,0.18947415988478908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014627398578555,0.15049055804902606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039275273879385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695796559434722,0.16662744136756888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011061279225736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830787766179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559485349103566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272019809982634,0.20752146629836787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259464952253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265382748867053,0.1182975264967802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534537525305278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377794290993695 lonely,CeHappy,2020/01/04,"Stop Stop complaining about your kids making messes, or your husband calling you too often. Stop complaining about not being able to find a babysitter or your husband’s snoring keeping you awake. Stop. Some of us end our day in empty homes, with empty hearts, dreaming of what you have. Just stop.",5.0205660377358505,7.811802377358493,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,72.39622641509433,5.749433962264153,27.581132075471697,6.742157984588678,1.48543320754717,238,9,38,2,5,70,39,53,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,15,4,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,7,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,7,26,9,0,0.19372560288729648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978155003688144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493698734304605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158338335283596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706169140377714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295657721738573,0.0,0.0,0.19432257511613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219221700000814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293133442312302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8098163923602854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302804746906516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UntamedHunger,2020/01/04,I've deleted Instagram and Snapchat It made me sad seeing 'friends' doing shit together without me.,5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,76.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,43.79411764705883,8.841846274778883,5.284435294117649,81,6,11,2,2,25,16,17,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810873112726869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667294667414192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930600861655641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063187996734211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754798711018269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TelescopesAreNice,2020/01/04,"I help everyone except myself I often advice pr support others who reach out for help. I catch myself telling people what I would've wanted to hear in their situation. Usually because I've been there or still is. However, I am afraid of getting close to others just to be left behind. I am afraid that if I open up I'll be ignored. It scares me to even post this. I am not sure what do.",1.023825597749649,3.3803267974683564,3.0687763713080187,88.69517580872015,84.82278481012658,5.536427566807316,20.17018284106892,6.937597516519254,0.5250495077355839,303,9,61,4,9,102,58,79,0.087,0.794,0.12,0.3691,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,12,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,11,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,2,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405409946240722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005453783053493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258385185001914,0.0,0.0,0.23521280267278186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860645739137322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743593312643,0.0,0.3299866309268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674494369790914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065371859239867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574960053305655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464453035051614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668988796406113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196580663288326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793351443543969,0.2319993100762985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215151372946542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711062831241051,0.0,0.14518930739812436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748623054675812,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,verdipar,2020/01/04,"I'm home litterally 24/7 in a rural area. Nowhere around to go, none of my friends live close, never had someone to call my girlfriend. (Warning this will be somewhat long) I am a 16 y/o boy living in my annoying grandma's 40 y/o wooden house with my dad, step-mom, and baby brother. I'm enrolled in an online high school meaning I'm pretty much home 24/7 with doing nothing but doing 4-5 hours of school every weekday and playing videogames. I live in a rural area where there are only houses around and small stores. 10 years ago our family was one, we were wealthy and I was always smart, energetic and happy. The next coming years would change it all. 2010 would be one of the worst years of my life, when my favorite grandma (mothers side) died of cancer. Still though, being the happy and smart kid that I was, quickly recovered and came back to school getting 100s everywhere and finishing the grade as number 1 of my class. 3rd grade was when my parents would be screaming at each other all the time, and me and my brother were always crying in our room hearing them. After a couple months they got divorced, which really affected me and my grades in 3rd grade, but luckily I had one of the best teachers ever, making sure everyone was always enjoying class. 4th grade I had the worst teacher ever, I remember that old hag very well because of how boring and annoying her class was, but of course my smartass had excellent grades anyway. 5th to 6th grade was pretty alright. Then I entered middle school which was when we were living with our stepmom which thankfully is the best mom ever, not like my slutty and dumb real mom which probably her only purpose in life is to widen her p\*ssy as much as possible. Anyway, middle school is where I would meet my best friends ever and for the most part these years were chill. But then, oh then came high school and puberty. As I was growing up I was starting to realize how much was hidden from me as a child. I found out how much in debt my dad was because he didn't pay his taxes, and if not for my stepmom making him wake up and start paying his taxes, he would definitely be in jail right now. I found out the real reason my parents got divorced (my mom cheated) and around the same time my dad couldn't afford rent anymore so we moved to my old grandma's old shitty house, but hey atleast she asked for no rent money. These were the years where my happiness and energy came crashing straight down. Fast forward 2 years to now, still living in the same old rotten house, my parents bought a good house on a low price w/o electricity or water 3 years ago, its still there with no progress. I'm pretty much dead inside, I feel no emotion, nothing makes me happy or excited anymore. Of course I can laugh at funny videos, memes or funny moments when playing games with my friends, but I am in no way truly happy at all. My ability to post a picture of myself online without worries completely went away (mainly because I'm pretty skinny and short for an average 16 y/o). Because I switched to online school bc my private school was too expensive, I have no way to socialize with anyone my age on a daily basis. I now have no way to get to know a girl or something of course, and I'm too scared to talk to anyone on social media because I'm too worried about being rejected and laughed at. I'm not scared at all to talk to a girl irl though, I just feel very nervous when going directly at them online. I am mainly very introverted around my boring ass family, but when its me and my best friends and/or my old classmates at a party, I be partying, drinking, screaming at the song lyrics and having fun like there's no tomorrow. As of writing this though, I have become super lazy, not having any energy or passion to do my schoolwork everyday. Barely enjoying videogames that much anymore. By doing pretty much nothing all day, I barely feel hungry, but of course I do make sure I eat everyday. I always tell myself that I will exercise today, but I never do it because my grandma's house is right next to my aunt's house to the left and great aunt's house to the right, which basically means whenever I'm outside they can all see me, and I get embarrased to do some exercise outside while everyone is looking at me while laughing. I am so bored bc if I aint on my laptop or phone, I pretty much have nothing to do. There are no parks, movie theaters, malls, or any other interesting thing around here to do. I have lots of dreams, but no energy to get to them. TL;DR - 16 y/o life ruined dead inside boy with nothing to do everyday and nobody to have an emotional or personal conversation with. Not trying to break rule 6 of this subreddit but if any lonely girl wants to talk about our hobbies, personal, or emotional stuff. Feel free to dm me. We can chat wherever you feel comfortable. I never really even had a friend that is a girl, so I'm really looking to change that.",6.113414826209572,6.332583247390399,6.496887155257664,78.41825715122883,66.21294363256786,9.186272570779767,31.316412115884706,8.941205832701803,2.5442565066109952,3893,139,722,59,57,1261,392,958,0.13699999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.207,0.9981,7,3,2,0,2,0,112.0,8,1,5,7,50,59,4,3,33,1,73,13,3,9,15,134,120,76,3,10,30,14,5,2,6,7,6,4,5,10,24,52,4,0,13,11,13,11,22,19,1,3,33,13,98,41,107,72,31,131,0,4,3,2,71,56,2,16,63,484,122,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687279714003043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554385049031702,0.0,0.0,0.07695243753650688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222395878807777,0.05274923557477827,0.0,0.0,0.1678934555993115,0.035262996873570714,0.0,0.03543906981001573,0.02900426013710842,0.0,0.1379621359233519,0.04165864500278677,0.0,0.0,0.15833875167859926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03851621577996367,0.12942448532908893,0.0,0.0,0.0798052651233461,0.03249233748727064,0.03954857751965971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173633082161212,0.04143351802849985,0.024326202721381772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391472812193228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369511232170668,0.0,0.03859685498493992,0.0,0.1272893673165381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02491362561924695,0.13647916727336287,0.031780626540961456,0.07208592538512679,0.0,0.0,0.07111789354228991,0.0,0.09536152580603742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271580506610351,0.14571143224798738,0.0,0.07882832385154688,0.0,0.042874155191641734,0.03163764652871112,0.06033606913621571,0.04158630190431306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007675733193816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251304722202333,0.0,0.0,0.07970625036630699,0.07567223215710313,0.0,0.03714648463903788,0.3481894259354018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02072986010705136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098276101320378,0.0,0.07992800226175775,0.03685605704951382,0.0,0.16653672967173638,0.03338090766055103,0.06335039999741,0.0,0.0,0.03206809390340238,0.0,0.0,0.1007132537208188,0.0,0.0,0.08217601662139541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670827471336767,0.03010764910133445,0.04009026399406178,0.22182762079533944,0.0,0.08727569262415458,0.0,0.08023104261463,0.0,0.0,0.18096621538585306,0.0,0.19790334942215765,0.0,0.07667990257878361,0.05737533836262153,0.0,0.0,0.12565039182611418,0.04084695528745105,0.0,0.0,0.06587109023440718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252349824879479,0.036125219206798495,0.2302480767759137,0.04066841138683185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586696489567752,0.07249296481761396,0.03878231984836186,0.0,0.0,0.04272927205890555,0.09663771668631367,0.0,0.0,0.07552836222398253,0.3053962662742573,0.03005786150340741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690133689283224,0.03195993271873008,0.029038607177812443,0.0,0.0,0.053396651751517234,0.0,0.09036943694137273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318023927913188,0.0,0.0,0.07110108278768533,0.0,0.0,0.090953434498752,0.0329688385166432,0.034727398547969336,0.0,0.0,0.025059412834668254,0.0,0.11117877454135763,0.0,0.04398953182810193,0.0,0.03575403666557917,0.0,0.0,0.02560932316337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336855637442533,0.02224816306954906,0.08982085733368356,0.0,0.0,0.033914702944798224,0.034966707534972184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636061919351615,0.0,0.0,0.07661274013169389,0.0,0.1339756059339913,0.0,0.0,0.17003256643418882 lonely,_playboiiii,2020/01/04,"Is it possible to feel desperate but also not be at the same time? I feel the need for attention, affection and love and care but don’t want it from just anyone. My friends tell me to put myself out there and do things with anyone I feel I can get “easily” but that’s just not who I am. What do I do? Any tips or advice?",2.2621739130434837,3.018137246376813,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,75.08695652173913,8.418550724637681,21.046376811594204,8.841846274778883,0.9783020289855076,246,5,59,5,5,84,50,69,0.02,0.682,0.297,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,21,16,8,0,2,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,7,15,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634135207486775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556916933876627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331185889822316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769689721947625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748371068760714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088969553205968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826344970888788,0.0,0.14083536897908122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329083357394798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987730375309426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038914072271148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709849364683167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560965452201865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790854596688407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718416029991994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589950465473572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,autumntospring,2020/01/04,"Loneliness is killing me slowly. Friday night, me at home alone. 28 yo without a bf... (I had one and he didn’t even want to have xxx with me... he left me last year and kinda cheated on me). I can’t bare how loneliness is my feeling with now... I wrote this tittle (“loneliness is killing me..) on a post of my Instagram, and a “friend” made jokes about me... He doesn’t know, this is hitting me seriously... But I don’t care to explain it anymore... I wish I can go out, have fun, having friends, having someone to hug, to make out, to eat dinner, to lunch, to enjoy this Friday night...",1.8912820512820483,3.481098000000003,3.496076923076924,90.83642307692308,77.54700854700855,6.389401709401709,24.52051282051282,7.1686216300943375,0.8879066666666668,434,15,96,5,10,144,74,117,0.14400000000000002,0.659,0.19699999999999998,0.6361,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,3,0,14,4,0,3,0,19,25,5,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,3,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,1,16,7,17,20,0,13,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,5,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483181101185516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613635927151046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164140397376212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236979779974046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062632644532002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099999301511859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055958118104859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239820084243496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838111585339327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376101132808056,0.0,0.10869014068420267,0.1612103117746275,0.0,0.0,0.21487950411382575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713634128670836,0.1320141291252139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711906400910005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401520569682926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894105959981364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757129886635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166508583032754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742766650679544,0.1906448376930284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735847482941262 lonely,ShroomDispencer,2020/01/05,"No one likes me, not even on reddit and I know exactly why Nowadays I feel like nobody likes me at all. Even on Reddit, I find myself being hated across the board. When I first joined reddit, I used to be so likeable: looking at my first posts, I was a really friendly guy and my charisma was balanced with humility. Now I see myself trying too hard to be charismatic and end up being wildly arrogant and rude. I don’t even feel self-cantered, it’s just that my speech comes out that way. When I first saw how unlikeable I was becoming, I played the race card, thinking that I was too British and all of these Americans didn’t like how I spoke. I now see how stupid and wrong that is. I finally pinpointed the cause a week ago. See, admins are hated universally across reddit, and my arrogance only added fuel to the flames when I tried to handle my (~30k member) subreddit. I became so proud that had my own huge sub that I started talking like I was above everyone on Reddit. All of my typing had shifted to an annoying and patronising tone. But I’ve already found all of this seeping into my personal life. I’m slowly becoming less likeable with my friends and my constant need to seem on top of things and charismatic has diminished my character. I really want to go back to a year ago- when I was just asking people stuff on Reddit and I was so approachable, but now although I am so much more comfortable talking to other people than they are with me. I know it’s my arrogance that’s causing this because I see the same pattern come up with all the groups I come into: • I start off quiet and submissive- I’m not comfortable talking to other members, but they want to approach me. • As I become more comfortable with everyone, my confidence shoots way to far compared to others’ desire to talk to me. • Afterwards, when everything is levelled out, there is still this lingering memory of the awkwardness of my unconfined confidence Even as I talk (or type), even when I’m making a point that is perfectly valid and has no selfish undertones, **it still sounds so fucking rude**. I hope that maybe if I find the right friends, they’ll be alright with me, but most people comfortable with overbearing charisma, are also a mess of over-excitement and confidence themselves. I hope I find some hidden secret, or am able to change, because this is so shitty right now. Thanks for reading this.",4.594348574237959,6.4938322057522155,5.335870206489677,79.16987217305804,70.96902654867256,8.827531956735498,29.14847590953785,9.372597083632963,2.779178269419862,1895,75,337,43,36,614,220,452,0.094,0.7190000000000001,0.187,0.9935,0,0,0,1,0,0,56.0,0,0,3,6,33,30,7,1,14,1,29,2,0,7,7,73,64,40,0,7,11,0,3,5,3,1,1,4,0,2,23,28,0,0,11,2,0,6,6,11,0,4,13,13,58,19,50,45,13,58,0,0,6,1,17,23,1,8,31,249,81,3,0.08079452947221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432389510283326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915877235584116,0.06461135602867404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553197859675087,0.0,0.0,0.062126006015461886,0.0,0.09850319051710887,0.26769363029480203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599647529079326,0.08546989920931003,0.20879199931129566,0.0,0.08731018357702773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155997202552943,0.0,0.0,0.26682012362522683,0.0,0.0,0.1544052705684014,0.072612913428296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170428341028033,0.057719627998463585,0.0,0.08850645783141506,0.22153420866387988,0.20617135648549492,0.0,0.08858703133295702,0.1872649591522217,0.0746932405913633,0.0,0.0,0.04591739300972441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799992866753254,0.0,0.0,0.07237602874421753,0.15953574182142982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049439590391318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880512087689127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706756554433134,0.1973606300540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784705613444722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053930975802509405,0.0,0.08116896437770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939327549979,0.059908119859884736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474846414923321,0.061447880404556836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803826126815852,0.07054666674486318,0.0,0.0,0.07637694545105228,0.0,0.07737882556362942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808163936193319,0.0,0.10351808888413748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799617343093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753111794545885,0.07355230520119667,0.08428631487166204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437356761519528,0.0,0.12904523120612502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249040632387164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246979117369365,0.0,0.07438474765064547,0.0,0.0,0.05367629531493205,0.05176987214568333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970836403886873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978053252366519,0.0,0.0,0.09530941359358387,0.12826187363850908,0.06480849809172341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290449606351683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833613464014996,0.0,0.05202902802740757 lonely,Bartheda,2020/01/05,"Awesome NY party I wasn't welcome at, yah I hate myself even more Hello So I've been listening to the chat about how awesome the work NY party was in the office that I have only just discovered now well after the fact. It sounds like pretty intensive planning went into it. Might be time to dust off the old CV. I have found myself signing up to more and more places online so my phone will go off when I get those sales emails. Is this like pathetic or am I just being overly dramatic?",1.5281168831168797,3.977589418367349,3.055974025974028,89.02084415584419,83.38775510204081,5.604452690166976,19.11317254174397,6.980632752743323,0.4227632653061222,385,10,75,5,11,126,73,98,0.08800000000000001,0.7,0.212,0.9189,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,1,0,5,1,11,0,0,1,1,10,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,5,2,9,4,12,8,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,7,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936500867825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214691244490668,0.0,0.0,0.15318035186922704,0.0,0.1666273709109864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946570660500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864769164945804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110296339094693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307654946541044,0.0,0.0,0.2229851933818548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063225032008733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982809536342831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096220329842746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361418722580426,0.27179127005173714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344675640185826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Catch399,2020/01/05,"Droping out of boarding school I recently left a boarding school I had spent two years of my school life at. The sudden change from being around people all the time and never sleeping alone in a room left me with a really lonely feeling whenever I’m on my own for longer periods of time now. It’s not like I don’t have anyone. I see a lot of people during the day and even have a relationship. But still, whenever I’m at home without anyone else I start feeling lonely.",6.70978723404255,6.019705297872343,7.307957446808512,76.15300000000002,65.17021276595744,10.073191489361703,31.56595744680851,9.3871,2.689317446808511,374,12,71,6,5,124,64,94,0.08800000000000001,0.851,0.061,-0.5266,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,5,2,1,0,2,13,12,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,8,1,14,9,3,20,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,1,12,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152892505078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160605599921924,0.1696938523680236,0.0,0.14743395105437038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520047922768334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680905246010078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835147817732096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938825003700817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748153140300315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661270258003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598859979220312,0.0,0.1169799534598608,0.08091194042820968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080137221800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277337875644059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296354948749892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609828108501647,0.0,0.1635264836786227,0.17781032566100785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028387424335111,0.13197504530100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573627860565548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722433302565152,0.0,0.13226168837518398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931448268575528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178342372077562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964856198079955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665170695742957 lonely,brokeninthemitten,2020/01/05,"I feel utterly alone. I am 38, alone, I have never had a real girlfriend. I live with my mother, I am on disability because the outside world is too much for me to handle most days. I am broke, I live in a house that is quite literally falling apart and I have neither time time to do it properly, the skills or simply the money. I hate my life. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing it would hurt other people, but at this point I see one person on a regular basis and I think it would just be a load off their mind and allow them to live their life in peace for once. I am a burden. I ran from therapy, hell I lied to the therapist simply because every solution they came up with was ""Your father"". I can not sit an listen to someone tell me how the man who at least made sure I was fed and clothed with a roof over my head tell me he is a bad man. He had problems too, I know that now, but blaming him does not make me feel better or help the good memories I have left of him. I am alone, I would give my life to hug that man again and tell him how much I really loved him and appreciate the sacrifices he made for me. Lately if I tell anyone the way I feel I just get a chuckles and ""Well you are just being too hard on yourself"" Great advice people, let me know how to stop it and maybe that will help. Even my mother just tells me you need more meds, or ""You aren't taking your meds are you?"" I do every day, even when they make me feel weird. I sit here balling, a 38 year old man who can not even afford to fix the water pouring in from his chimney and in the basement because I feel paralyzed by my own brain. I take Vyvanse, Trintellix and Tripeltal .. these are just a few of the dozens of meds I have tried other the years. I truly feel like none of these medications will never help me. I have been like this since I was 14, I can not keep this up the rest of my life. Every six months I just feel like I lose myself. Who wants to be part of that? My best friends are two cats, who I love dearly because all I they ever was is love. I'm a giant peace of garbage and I am not sure I can keep this up for the rest of my life.e",3.4843042685705607,3.639908504405288,4.628733100410148,89.76041850220267,71.88546255506608,7.5836548686009415,23.804952149475927,7.237678284180719,0.6730734619474399,1647,37,384,15,29,543,214,454,0.098,0.701,0.2,0.996,1,3,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,6,6,5,21,26,2,0,27,0,43,13,2,8,6,70,78,21,0,7,17,3,8,3,2,5,5,1,0,5,23,15,2,4,11,1,1,4,10,9,1,4,12,10,76,17,41,57,14,42,2,3,1,4,47,19,1,5,19,273,99,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716167364239432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771454854878265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124506791630327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611928895833025,0.17870411323144308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769118262581249,0.06481777902927466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181427528523559,0.0,0.08382259279466517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453012139565667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413531614359154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521921574652466,0.0662937018885263,0.1852463279630477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593982998463397,0.1047147293744019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056622562661743925,0.0,0.03829024975892125,0.07030506861017669,0.041651579794652636,0.06147097023908341,0.0,0.08080090042075923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565215790498864,0.07235728386373244,0.07521521030296263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737133855776008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456516281882306,0.07845692343503259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542672897623728,0.0,0.0,0.12083243415825876,0.0,0.08267269229375912,0.0,0.07962823910659415,0.07494252203027224,0.25882940038134283,0.10741527110579874,0.0,0.1941454338724348,0.0,0.0,0.08199115650497497,0.0,0.0,0.19843737086355706,0.1386948223932767,0.09784137098401803,0.0,0.0736282130806328,0.0,0.2442212182752451,0.07383051777181968,0.0,0.0,0.07400055730843183,0.0,0.05849823248380207,0.0,0.10775105429968042,0.05434254148886794,0.1130493171381788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690401933977217,0.07804992866352928,0.04966222761522046,0.05573925534798197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936437277511886,0.0,0.1016181246219434,0.0639927471175932,0.0,0.0,0.06928138183395158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012725780656495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779514089653109,0.0,0.08341843061607854,0.04695053068925825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840149671846405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060625057393436765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209716235413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061272521057209074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814720826475033,0.0,0.11020775834285418,0.0,0.3202871758230437,0.0,0.08381185997059201,0.08509367139256932,0.04868966530651584,0.04696035247859635,0.0,0.0,0.0854703019512693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975812409404432,0.0,0.07159227767628981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043227493823897914,0.05817305071451484,0.0,0.0,0.06589522054034963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618627910880298,0.0,0.0,0.09439086457120234 lonely,ThePhantomStarfish,2020/01/05,"In an empty house The day I went back home for the holidays, my one remaining housemate moved out due to family reasons (valid), the other one moved out at the beginning of November because it was cheaper (again, valid). I thought ""Hey, maybe I'll have new housemates"" and I was 50/50 on whether I'd like that or not. So I came back to this house and found that no one had moved in. On the one hand, I have the whole house to myself so I can do whatever. On the other hand, I did not realise how lonely it is to be in an empty house devoid of any human activity besides my own. I have no irl friends to invite over, and my online friend isn't close enough and doesn't have a car. It's getting harder and harder to distract myself from it since my mind keeps wandering and subsequently landing on loneliness as the thing it wants to think about. Yeah, that's it, just wanted to vent, I guess",5.807430167597765,5.375864407821228,6.223402234636872,82.32571787709499,66.93296089385476,9.394636871508382,30.19050279329609,8.841846274778883,2.1440811173184358,695,22,145,10,10,225,107,179,0.07,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.8936,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,11,1,14,2,2,2,0,25,25,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,1,4,1,0,6,6,2,0,4,8,2,15,3,25,16,3,26,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,2,8,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602559798974557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454423296425333,0.0,0.07711435545572222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468441938136073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815832299633339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071023025070636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925468865448495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387027524106506,0.19547003568996096,0.0,0.06609199703363743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935605305102666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689167291377945,0.0,0.0,0.5838646157034814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124406593768396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061802415532148575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708811436737685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773080992967073,0.0,0.0,0.4033543497329524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221762779335852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34288371801118783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006497376261092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464364005558803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404221009964248,0.0810572794968731,0.0,0.10042834090700667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922814092718156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726848512114338,0.0,0.14123480125975627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FML_I_fucked_It_Up,2020/01/05,"happy new year my ass i could throw my phone and wouldn't feel a change, wish i had a loyal, weed smoking friend like in movies hhh anyone else?",3.8110000000000004,4.374149433333333,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,71.33333333333334,6.0,18.33333333333333,3.1291,-0.7686666666666668,113,1,26,0,2,34,27,30,0.155,0.51,0.335,0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454535209652375,0.3436948501243663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484787226872183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26781915248085514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021457402895944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960702768806185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591577967619609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35707892757615145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387757629801675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239671481522228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857359996227064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601043247426926 lonely,ajack7676,2020/01/05,"Finding it hard to love myself I (M20) am struggling to love myself, and how can other people love me if I don’t love myself first? I feel terribly ashamed of myself after I did something I never thought I would do- I paid for sex from an escort. Although I promised myself I would never pay for intimacy again, I feel this fact weighing down heavily on my conscious, and I feel like nobody would like me, want to talk to me, or be my friend if they knew the truth about me: that I am the type of person to do such a thing. Even with my closest family members, I feel like I can never be myself because being myself would mean being the type of person who pays for sex. How do I overcome this? Am I still worthy of love? How can I wrong this right? Feeling terribly lonely. Any input would be appreciated.",4.358914772727275,5.28023474375,5.422727272727271,82.09136363636367,70.3125,7.3181818181818175,26.42045454545455,7.348242739294969,1.3498749999999995,629,19,121,6,11,208,88,160,0.10800000000000001,0.635,0.257,0.9791,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,17,0,2,5,0,21,8,0,3,5,30,36,9,0,8,3,0,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,10,0,3,0,4,6,0,1,4,6,32,11,18,22,0,11,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,3,10,101,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430733916198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755740880805981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188440361645581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687271833028826,0.0,0.3134277518624229,0.17713571418085566,0.0,0.0,0.11331102211368957,0.10545318158687733,0.0,0.0,0.09578287730637176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105736458941114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817039577424259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559461972193191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504526028159675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868517874500364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085948744680743,0.21650060179290812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587408297037207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954421113549501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900669834505453,0.0,0.0,0.12960572295340608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996465127773964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236356708194736,0.0,0.0,0.09842240444909613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312374330231056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403418739094697,0.1355473418667537,0.0,0.0 lonely,DiamondtheDegu,2020/01/05,"I didn't think I'd ever end up posting here... But today nobody bar my twin sister, my mother and my damn drug dealer acknowledged my birthday. I had to acknowledge my sister first, as upon it reaching 6pm and her still not saying anything I realised I'd likely have to go first or just have one less person wishing me a happy birthday, as expected, her reply was swift once I had messaged her first... My boyfriend ignored my birthday. His mother appeared to genuinely forget, but it was gutting to have to have me personally text the woman to make her aware, to save her feeling guilty if she finds out two weeks down the line, whilst also having to stress that the message was not my way of selfishly saying 'lol so where's my gifts?'. Especially when her birthday is next weekend and I've already bought her something with my money because she literally asked me to, sending me a fucking shopping list, after I text her early on this month asking for a reminder of her birthday to ensure I got it right. I'm unsure of why she could not have sent me a damn text asking when my birthday was to be sure? She even said in her reply when I told her that she knew my birthday was in January, she just didn't know when. And then I recieved my happy birthday - like it meant anything at that point lmao. So yep. I knew her birthday was in January, didn't know when, so I checked with her early on in the month. This seems logical, right? What in the holy hell was wrong with her checking with me?!?! I'm now hosting a small get together for his mother next weekend also. I didn't actually get a say in this, my boyfriend offered her over, whilst she was on the phone to him, on speaker also so I could hardly pipe up and say 'hang on!', I simply had to agree. This is going to be expensive for me as although his mother has said she'll be bringing food I know she'll expect us to supply her with a lot, specifically the weed that I smoke for medical reasons. She'll 100% want some, free of charge. I'm dreading it. This will not be my birthday party. It will be hers. I don't really want to host the party of someone who forgot all about my birthday. I don't really want to spend the kind of money that I will be spending. I've bought her a gift, more than one! Best thing is, she had a choice! She sent a fucking list! She's not asked for my list! I've bought my own presents this year! The ones I EVENTUALLY get from her will be literal tacky knock off crap. I do not have expensive taste - I can find cheap things that i like that do not look tacky or knock off, which is sad because the woman is gonna end up spending more on crap I will not ever use than she would if she just asked me if I want something specific, I can find cheap that is not tacky. On Christmas, she also got what she asked for from me. I got what I was given - I regifted nearly all of it! None of it was bought by someone who knows me at all or cares about me. It was like receiving a present from that one coworker who is super friendly with everyone bar you but they're still kind enough to buy you a gift at Christmas however the gift is minimal effort, cheap, and complete guesswork as of to what you like. You appreciate it - but you definitely couldn't care less if they just forget in future because by and by they're only wasting their own money and time. I'm just so underwhelmed and so isolated. A friend that I have blocked on facebook, due to my boyfriends jealousy, added me as a friend today. This was when I realised that I actually only had the friend blocked on messenger, not Facebook. He couldn't reach out due to this fact however. It made me cry seeing him pop up like that, because i know he just wants to wish me a happy birthday or acknowledge that it is my birthday. Best thing is, my birthday is not shared with anyone bar my friends on Facebook (I confirmed this through double checking my privacy settings). I may not have successfully blocked him, but he definitely hasn't been my friend on Facebook since earlier on last year actually. He remembered my birthday. Why does HE remember my birthday? I told him like, one time?",4.412049148606812,5.457287577205887,5.061295149638802,84.27359133126936,70.28676470588235,7.785139318885449,29.266769865841074,8.032893268588372,1.8729627450980395,3237,122,644,42,57,1042,306,816,0.091,0.735,0.174,0.9977,2,0,4,0,0,0,93.0,1,5,2,8,32,41,7,2,28,2,71,12,3,4,7,106,131,45,0,18,31,6,2,7,6,11,2,7,0,4,45,18,5,5,21,6,21,9,22,13,0,9,41,12,126,29,95,68,16,92,1,1,2,2,98,39,7,13,48,453,171,1,0.0,0.0,0.17632111609084378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646294340611061,0.1926567980091526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211272149596754,0.0,0.0991247974015844,0.0,0.3378295249821389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468573827044408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264108508645064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281263862373942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314776745100208,0.0,0.0,0.09617409408369576,0.0,0.06615747835279216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052705807927159065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984519886921962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066880183565926,0.0622314813949766,0.0,0.03977993484553197,0.10895909862498243,0.0,0.057550303173956485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03045301668500667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514152431553006,0.1536893660151298,0.07282776982937715,0.0,0.2791913807966721,0.11135937588798686,0.09439971628540747,0.0,0.06845776388175037,0.0,0.14450916954575652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234103717695586,0.05395233441738636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543610037347286,0.16549828937351216,0.04909374605667277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059700381128288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057623532699476,0.0,0.0,0.05120357452558953,0.0,0.056989059297573176,0.04020256557922059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060673234698525036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614660972331217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281060290692267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641407074326784,0.2040597900899414,0.0916120060840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517729204795198,0.0,0.0,0.056934796979764835,0.0,0.057681643301921035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771670212725222,0.061924273098756165,0.0,0.0,0.13645285391036158,0.10286853018113586,0.11458097765628555,0.1915824530090951,0.0,0.0,0.047993808306962614,0.054829183587966304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982110984527748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020617440952857,0.09273270130911536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619609682657602,0.0,0.06899081246182502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676404719182718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003814600074925,0.03859158209163828,0.0,0.0,0.07023870137373618,0.0,0.11417794188275128,0.11510060634791297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058833869748553536,0.0,0.07244670235595294,0.05201753525114323,0.0,0.0,0.17761976736451085,0.0478060734998414,0.04831115802844552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869255526717868,0.0,0.13851813798803847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278414516133307,0.06584971239701258,0.0,0.07756953699315904 lonely,OneLittleMoth,2020/01/05,"Making friends in your twenties I'm 26M and have basically no friends aside from like one guy from work. I tell myself I'm ok with it but i'm really not, it gets me so fucking low whenever the weekend rolld around and I don't have to work and I know that I'm not gunna be hanging out with anyone, or getting invited out. Like, how do you even make friends at this point. And I'm so introverted it's like everything is on hard mode. I would love so much just a small group, people who genuinely wanted my company and I could just have something simple like get random snaps from them like everyone else. Or a fucking happy birthday. Anything,like a normal person. Sorry for the ramble. I hate it so much and whenever I try to meet people it just never seems to work",2.5202949308755755,4.515117199999999,4.0297926267281134,85.89040322580645,77.0,7.009216589861751,24.61981566820277,7.957251820313856,1.4290460829493088,606,21,121,10,14,201,99,155,0.078,0.71,0.212,0.9741,0,0,1,1,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,3,10,15,3,0,5,1,9,3,0,3,1,30,26,14,0,4,8,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,13,11,15,23,2,12,0,1,0,3,13,9,2,4,7,75,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025782610777518,0.0,0.0,0.13059691602391146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713053658593713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255166634342199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689605414439116,0.0,0.0,0.14018115700850994,0.13184734148861885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400274944562934,0.27124941650677264,0.22993903976776825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525919386974068,0.0,0.15616824264842452,0.1314172166752692,0.14483899928035018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062422057858702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583587706178276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240533033195376,0.0,0.19585099805889344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568740619893334,0.0,0.11314652160283654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143737949592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994098584928622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341100015178173,0.128095541440831,0.0,0.0,0.13868190564597785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398180138326097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355304784339195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129392604826366,0.0,0.16422217779575568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822502877776276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996018163620038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652932521129497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320404944953308,0.0,0.0,0.10421371634145976,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway09090928,2020/01/05,"I’m so completely alone I have no one at all, I don’t want to be here anymore",-3.3896491228070147,-1.9045292631578936,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,104.78947368421049,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.35817192982456136,60,2,17,1,3,22,17,19,0.275,0.654,0.071,-0.5768,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202881853156329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982010847615999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267095663131929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34040868863220164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963019419801425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TiaaL,2020/01/05,I'm always everyone's backup option I feel like I'm always everyone's backup option and they only talk to me because everyone else they want to talk to is busy or not there anymore. My ex broke up with me once he had moved back to his hometown with and had all his friends and family back and used me for his loneliness. Now my best friend has stopped talking to me after her ex has decided she wants to get back together with her. I just want to be someone's first choice for once...,5.136666666666667,5.272114737373737,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,68.2929292929293,9.42828282828283,29.631313131313128,9.2995712137729,2.3457191919191924,385,13,79,7,6,126,60,99,0.071,0.782,0.147,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,20,14,5,0,3,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,16,4,14,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,16,1,0,3,8,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565014667107789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285819744420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555554032985914,0.0,0.0939578483976826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617527337424106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875807253561544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418411300499718,0.0,0.0,0.1453025690365085,0.0,0.07793411191864942,0.11011241419857007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110517507040625,0.0,0.0,0.2381650455496885,0.0,0.08052796137487256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530143972368906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381864145695135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328292538194471,0.0,0.11722484522788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059611580042074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886181835067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37165801845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312114382385035,0.0,0.0,0.2727343364094157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway0249642069,2020/01/05,"16m please be my friend im bored um i play the guitar i like anime, music and sleeping im really bored im still on holiday and have nothing to do on my days 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lonely,JULIO_XZ,2020/01/05,[15M] I don't wanna go to school coz i don't have friends It's hard to make friends when u have anxiety 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lonely,aloneforever1990,2020/01/05,"Never been loved romantically I’m almost 30 (29M) and I have never been loved by someone else romantically. Already struggling with depression and anxiety for the last decade, being gay doesn’t help as it makes it so hard to find a partner. I see happy couples on twitter and Facebook and it always reminds me that I have never been loved. I have so much love to give too but nobody ever wants it and definitely will not reciprocate. I’m just tired of being lonely, I wish I had just one person to hold me, tell me they have me and that I’m safe with them, that they love me and I’m important to them... but I’ve realized that is just a pipe dream. I like being gay and have never had any issues with my sexuality but sometimes I think if I were straight, life would be a lot easier. I would probably already be married with a family, living a life. I don’t even know why I posted this or why I’m posting it from an alt... feel like I just needed to type it out.",1.7574084958589395,3.8203608883248736,3.967389794282664,85.08567192091904,79.71065989847716,6.583916644402884,22.043547956184877,7.669130373188453,0.97870152284264,753,23,155,12,19,259,113,197,0.11199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.9708,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,9,12,0,1,7,0,22,10,0,1,5,43,41,16,0,6,10,0,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,11,13,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,3,23,9,16,27,2,11,0,2,1,7,14,3,0,4,8,109,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627008438027008,0.0,0.2562664766058047,0.0,0.09661505783608183,0.0,0.0,0.07896060937200072,0.0,0.08882588834615951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847648054276967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000076878533033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699725139519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669133520150186,0.10503057368431798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946070828532703,0.0,0.058710063743331986,0.08295092735871974,0.0,0.0,0.10612489308280662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138587043243997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360411526079755,0.10401416140509442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782788707628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211914790310541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381249660113385,0.09464733790413908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402765049465715,0.11345358835312612,0.0,0.10252963060302328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871485493139588,0.523981170369528,0.0,0.07750612073067954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535618562390339,0.08609608673893486,0.3582130517800616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868096226755658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013851203044608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224077167857882,0.0,0.12518911608636313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252677900952637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838190356589542,0.0,0.11483841721961577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138619204714025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148760700372496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440032191200359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345445375003134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848627163548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095472811172598,0.0,0.13352386062444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496624394275725,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HappyInTN78,2020/01/05,"I’m new Hi. I hope I’m doing this right, I’m a little tech illiterate. I’m a “young” 40-something who recently moved to a new city. I did it for a variety of reasons but regardless of any here I am. I’m inherently shy and having somewhat of a difficult time finding friends besides the attached people I work with. Being a third wheel is never fun. I just thought maybe I could get some advice here. I just joined reddit. I’ve been told it’s a welcoming community where I can get some good advice. Please keep in mind I’m shy. Thank you.",0.07677272727272566,2.4528381999999977,2.6457954545454534,88.33869318181819,94.27272727272728,6.0227272727272725,21.420454545454547,7.413659706084162,1.1579545454545448,422,16,87,9,16,145,75,110,0.105,0.71,0.185,0.863,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,22,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,9,6,7,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,6,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781337893895192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157336732034464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447842689997038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683766184772826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948254593372215,0.0,0.20217113988974494,0.0,0.0,0.162282254641974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216978192094727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197434860835464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391827923187632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437715685163934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536013890894435,0.0,0.0,0.2056391402010312,0.0,0.0,0.1492240808918844,0.3737293240624569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413500968017222,0.0,0.0,0.21238347593729415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989301669303004,0.1910386413314504,0.0,0.0,0.16523128053657396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895073311478682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781308394447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360189636932814,0.11282002912623222,0.0,0.0,0.18487889876440908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085610041022995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PorcupinArseIHateYou,2020/01/05,"I'd need people to vent and interact with Anyone really, I don't really know why, being locked in my home having no one to talk to with the only people I could talk to being in a position which makes me unable to talk to them",8.036249999999999,4.7708401249999985,9.503333333333334,69.67500000000003,64.41666666666666,12.933333333333335,28.16666666666667,11.20814326018867,2.8382166666666664,178,2,36,4,2,64,34,48,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826188988388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852614761633168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619787672489897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353437294711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433564005775254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936571750282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769782281445644,0.19863455836121166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621302649229791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33462944095908065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297651851362265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356688673845527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Serpopard,2020/01/05,"How can we stop comparing ourselves to others? Comparing oneself to others is a difficult habit to get out of. I find myself doing it a lot, especially in the context of relationships. An old childhood friend of mine has been with her partner for ten years and recently got pregnant. I am happy for her, but I also find myself feeling down because it seems practically everyone around me has been able to have long and meaningful relationships and I’m the invisible girl that guys don’t seem to want. But I don’t want to be too whiny here. I need to put myself out there more and socialize and meet new people. We just have to stop comparing ourselves to others and have confidence in who we are. It’s hard to get out there, especially if we’re shy and introverted, but we have to keep trying. Let’s keeps our chins up and have a positive outlook.",5.541483547127721,6.6237300306748494,6.4774344673731195,75.01540435025099,67.71165644171779,10.099051868377025,31.38259899609593,10.230975488527342,3.2614343558282206,677,27,125,17,11,225,100,163,0.063,0.809,0.127,0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,37,30,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,17,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,18,2,25,25,2,17,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,4,8,97,26,0,0.16363166322845593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308561819653046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566687220051808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974834312987868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635706649566405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273708550967145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991127515065645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642141710441435,0.0,0.1709815807780571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087118912070925,0.0,0.0,0.1620210727296166,0.0,0.1741889482251054,0.14658182971854591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908866813964545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732446203546675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480887276903254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911378855318182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133080491462385,0.0,0.1580364799994754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170390474975805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134415921347792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644950169132451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156652676715968,0.3513583377337936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979282412554229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680187404015642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736067947996992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109515826765028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930283890446996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053734262443106 lonely,Cspike09,2020/01/05,"Discord server community for making friends! Hey everyone, I'm part of a small Discord server meant to help people make new friends. We do a lot of activities as a community, including: \- **Movie nights**: Anyone can host! Our regular hosts have Disney+, Netflix, and Amazon Prime. \- **Game nights**: Jackbox, Cards Against Humanity, Skribbl... we also have a Steam group and roles for different gaming platforms. \- **Voice chats**: You can talk or even just listen in, we don't mind lurkers :) \- **Drawing challenges**: Every month we have new themes for inspiration. \- **Minecraft server**: Build with us in a lightly modded survival world. We have channels for all types of interests so everyone has something they can talk about! (Sports, art, gaming, music, fashion, tech and more) We also have channels for NSFW stuff as well as venting in case you just wanna get things off your chest. We only accept people over 18 and the server is meant for purely platonic friendships only. Message me and tell me a bit about yourself if you're interested, we'd be happy to have you! **Note:** we ask everyone to introduce themselves when they join the server. If you're not willing to share a few interests with the group to get conversations started, this server is not for you.",2.192176459105994,4.414475477064221,2.890495803240292,82.60052215498733,108.44954128440372,4.974585203982042,24.82178411087253,6.56484139541529,1.7472665235213751,986,44,152,17,47,308,138,218,0.040999999999999995,0.812,0.147,0.9738,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,11,5,2,2,10,11,0,0,10,0,17,1,1,2,2,33,27,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,3,15,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,20,11,29,22,6,15,0,0,0,0,38,8,0,4,7,101,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360667275800025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320333832776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379833833472299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113782806424226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420757628277995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974865059460224,0.0,0.12435693967642608,0.4231061207879368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280663380487328,0.0,0.15422680703550454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711987913190756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893123853292934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548179356827532,0.0,0.0,0.19704444784047925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490310163081167,0.0,0.11781061327623475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851004370709085,0.0,0.2770197978237306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450852196003326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983329806604726,0.0,0.20465051803072712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362747416084792,0.0,0.0,0.104470001436694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896339045826111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372659488582231,0.1290063887611448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805696832914672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754116258404531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270753686414233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xenvette,2020/01/05,"People in my life Bit of a heads up, there is some heavy language in this post. I can't tell if it's me or the people in my life that make me feel like I'm going mad. It's like they don't understand the most common law that is a pretty much a well known fact. Every action has a reaction of some sort. A few years back I moved to my home state after traveling across country. It's something I've enjoyed doing that unfortunately screwed up my life. Went where ever for whatever reason. When I came back I had no place to go, no work, nothing. I did it intentionally so I can understand the one thing I was never taught after being tossed to the wind by my family at fourteen/fifteen. I did it but the cost left me with destroyed relationships, the only people around me choose to focus on how I react and say that it's a problem. Even with some of the dumbest shit, like fucking video games - I'm 27 not fucking 17. So it just shows me the problem I'm faced. Do I try and fix this relationship or do I just let go? If I let go then I'm even more alone than now. If I try and fix it, then I have a chance ofaking the situation worse. I can't even begin to figure out what or where to go this issue. The nasty habit I built from traveling is the urge to just leave and go somewhere. Never come back, but I built something here and I can't replace the time lost on it. There more to this but this is the crack that broke me a bit, the people I've helped only to screw me over, the friends I've known for years are just - I've either changed or they changed but it's apparent that there's a conflict here with just how we are as individuals. I just don't know what to do about this, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of feeling this void no matter who I surround myself; it's still there. I choose not to have sexual relationships because I've only gotten screwed over in them one way or another. I guess the question Im asking here is, how do you know if you're the problem or if it's the people around you that are. I understand that the saying, ""If everyone is the problem, them maybe its yourself."" But what if it isn't? I just try and keep my distance with much, I try and be helpful and nice and leave it there but I just - it's getting more difficult for me to word it. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only that has been faced this issue. I'm hoping I could probably get some advice about this.",3.0642857142857167,3.9252654285714317,4.432698412698414,88.21785714285713,73.28571428571428,7.2666666666666675,24.317460317460323,7.492282038375204,0.9046888888888888,1872,52,417,21,36,622,212,504,0.163,0.759,0.078,-0.9928,1,2,2,0,0,0,49.0,1,2,4,2,38,24,8,0,30,0,36,14,4,7,5,93,74,37,0,13,31,0,2,3,1,0,5,2,1,0,40,19,0,2,14,5,1,13,14,15,1,2,10,4,49,9,47,58,14,54,0,2,0,5,20,20,6,22,21,288,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111352288142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074301126855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630946829313759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956787164949948,0.06803349535844339,0.0,0.0,0.16787522664234966,0.0,0.044362113103216576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889985318146432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323361505050178,0.0,0.0,0.15396964568311602,0.06268801541601254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810380058218605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419883587937965,0.06582789053995358,0.06131489946855405,0.06953829658439803,0.0,0.0,0.06860447649357318,0.0,0.07359304084743468,0.05198947672864843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056224705376334484,0.13455604716008868,0.07604240819485736,0.0,0.24815349489599786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016832858853587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468671215688959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755722456228966,0.0,0.07299785769317141,0.0722806084365884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860797956232046,0.15191346931055494,0.0,0.06468452234603315,0.0,0.0,0.07998893834410795,0.0,0.0,0.15411347640297035,0.07906873290334902,0.14883187984560706,0.15420644451692975,0.10666051988711987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944098462358701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857694528995403,0.0,0.07311086593827891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734682333261905,0.10699394370721622,0.0,0.11225497840959324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982823506822276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862655396502447,0.22139041841382046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522602673379443,0.0,0.07603292636237513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969699546638695,0.1480738342497968,0.07846225286073155,0.2785380402210804,0.0,0.0,0.08152309070227333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482338460491775,0.0,0.2343948455064981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157449805037844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470105798869651,0.0,0.08180057918835046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120493504128718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811709359000439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858825985720128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360733689870844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483475483630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243487330610742,0.16728510309637667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763399858670885,0.0,0.0,0.22727966256028015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057764298956323935,0.0,0.0,0.06543220911286876,0.06746185933401329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529800499219218,0.0,0.07416251897169229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372762908025342 lonely,Anonymous_Annie5523,2020/01/05,"Twin Cities? I'm 29 F and a nerd. I moved to the twin cities back in September and haven't really gotten a chance to go out and meet people outside of work. Little info about me: \- Gamer girl, though if I'm being honest I haven't hard gamed in a while and would love some suggestions for new games to try. I'm mostly PC right now but looking to get a PS4 and Switch in the near future. \- Comics/anime nerd. Love all of it (except DC movies, they've been a hit or miss lately), and I am also down for suggestions, comic shop raids, and binge nights \- I work in hotels. I have a bit of a hectic schedule but when I have off days I treasure them and love to go out with friends. \- Sketch artist/writer. I love to draw, write and plan to make my own webcomics soon. I love having people ask to see my work and giving me feedback that helps me in the long run. If you're interested let me know. Also, while I would love to make friends in the cities it's not a deal-breaker if you're not in the state or country. I'm ok with being text buddies too. Message me if you're interested and I hope you all have a great day! :)",2.04569911904224,3.438482858369099,3.322245312852949,93.08574881409531,76.63948497854076,6.106979896092162,19.559295233792643,6.5966054737557815,-0.04769012875536527,858,17,196,7,19,279,131,233,0.028999999999999998,0.682,0.289,0.9974,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,4,9,18,0,0,14,1,13,6,0,2,2,38,37,25,0,7,11,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,15,0,0,2,5,1,4,4,3,0,0,2,3,20,15,30,29,6,33,0,1,2,6,21,14,0,9,14,116,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489884875858315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392034293810188,0.0,0.0,0.0937009203537592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133036864208388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571760543403289,0.12562976482927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882936540102624,0.0,0.0636655310281818,0.11689684855076685,0.13850888737916428,0.0,0.0,0.13434835931422254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916041348602848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167853510738493,0.0,0.0,0.12103202485022535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696971278195955,0.0,0.13746060392790538,0.0,0.0,0.1246075826532534,0.0,0.0,0.12213326026752927,0.0,0.10784008125881164,0.10232963634437824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598870820329974,0.0,0.16268169780667266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951527174667202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176907638262106,0.0,0.11435503900244301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896133890159953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806505539155266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040656665789622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710467612072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972440656513485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273326534453893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661412040135923,0.0,0.0,0.17312818905394195,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RookieDook,2020/01/05,"[17M] No friends, no family My ""normal"" friends left me after outing myself as a gay furry and my lgbt friends are leaving me when I dont want any nsfw action. Parents dont care about me. Meh",-0.0030000000000001137,2.256234700000004,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,89.5,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,0.11509999999999955,148,5,30,1,5,51,32,40,0.20800000000000002,0.589,0.203,0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984406057558784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396521393867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509605938712999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158699413496216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544803958746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888712615584735,0.2553857087701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030197627245425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609984749719137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864031494898835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mark_Of_Death,2020/01/05,"Anyone want to play some red dead redemption 2? Xb1 Posted in so many places, groups on xb1 and reddit just trying to have someone to play with and just get ignored all the time. Have some people on my friends list playing but they ignored messages as well. So lonely in real life and online. 😔",3.5231578947368436,5.6390009649122845,3.7612631578947346,88.4008421052632,74.43859649122807,5.261754385964913,23.68070175438596,5.6839178017228535,0.496518596491228,233,7,43,1,5,72,44,57,0.162,0.6809999999999999,0.158,-0.5089,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,9,4,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,1,26,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287225837454065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527240055849359,0.0,0.17090122451240125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104712945715855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33163771385564633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267765559102635,0.0,0.3417598292072481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132805010466871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723222498925859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771588368288131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907401930632918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208589368448575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293767143383989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941107449223846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NeedABetterLife,2020/01/05,"I don't deserve to be in a relationship because I suck. I feel sad that I will most probably not be in a relationship ever but the fact that I don't deserve shit removes some of the sadness. I have done shit in the past that no person would like to hear. So, basically I fucked myself into making deserve a shitty life.",3.3303076923076937,4.7189814153846195,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,73.30769230769229,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,2.0196769230769243,252,10,49,4,5,88,43,65,0.28600000000000003,0.5710000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,6,0,8,4,2,1,2,10,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,8,1,7,8,2,7,0,2,0,1,4,4,4,2,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381383539674622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414267151407315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134019493751637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928757133541047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181030147605246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658974943153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663633806379116,0.1152579485614075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747754841506087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521107134916585,0.0,0.20599508839813035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543602350843147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506576736641416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843342621012454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675898588552577,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,natedecdemon,2020/01/05,"Sounds like a lot in the same boat! I’ve spent the last couple of days reading through a few posts about loneliness, dating, this sort of subject and it’s brought to light a few things. I’m 33M and I didn’t really realise how single and lonely I actually am until I started reading. Like a lot of us on here, we put it down to depression of anxiety but I’ve never really felt that about myself. I’m generally a happy, well rounded person but in recent months I’m finding myself wondering where it all changed. I used to have a very large circle of friends, they’ve dispersed into a group of about 3 close friends but even then I don’t see or hear from them for months on end. I know things change through your 20s’ that I can get but when everyone’s hooked up with significant others it becomes difficult to go out as I always end up being 3rd, 5th or 7th wheel. I suppose I just needed a little bit of a vent but if anyone feels like they have anything they want to say please feel free",3.1395792079207925,4.6473487376237665,4.346621287128716,86.38597153465349,74.0,7.228217821782177,25.496287128712872,7.865858978985527,1.3527316831683172,783,26,161,11,16,257,132,202,0.053,0.7759999999999999,0.171,0.9764,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,3,0,10,11,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,2,2,34,25,16,0,3,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,2,2,3,3,3,1,0,4,9,18,9,31,20,8,29,0,2,2,0,12,12,0,7,16,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.13065219685644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140283213685252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242146255941542,0.0,0.0,0.09361532585042943,0.0,0.11017573643982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786518075298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616746440077502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283264612944426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814092250219169,0.0,0.08634458375183121,0.0,0.1153147336641714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371642878445976,0.0,0.0,0.08842961059236976,0.0,0.0,0.12793261021938052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539229851808302,0.09564728773249848,0.12855034999344933,0.0,0.12236823031978827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068780419111952,0.0,0.0699492527540458,0.0,0.07608978528489876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252279936720497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089783672570833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357955381189762,0.10913393556751576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622796914437127,0.13418768608632844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276480428546421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137310503555036,0.0,0.0,0.09927384109100508,0.10326016816237052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690299412349332,0.0,0.14696524387429802,0.0,0.0,0.1282245754127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459114674792247,0.0,0.0,0.2678419498551464,0.0,0.17153999040470266,0.0,0.13219503254095227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647052202140617,0.0,0.0,0.10668880670392132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476431077288082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789414937111256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610468620151045,0.11563343188205638,0.0,0.1104689351916137,0.07896869073587824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037846360055615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451922935259964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deadxsilencexx,2020/01/05,"When friends aren't enough Everybody in my life is in their happy ass relationships while I've been single. I've only been single 6 damn months. It isn't that long but god damn I'm sick of them bringing up their relationships and their relationship issues. All I want is a damn relationship they are fucking lucky. And ik I might get those comments saying like ""relationships aren't the end all be all"" and ""love yourself before you love someone else"" but heck I already love myself. I just fucking hate being single. Getting a relationship has always been one of the top things I've always wanted and I truly believe life is pretty damn pointless without love from a partner and I'm just not ok with being single. Sorry for my rant I woke up in a bad mood so I'm getting this out before my day starts.",3.5852747252747212,5.817158333333335,4.4890476190476205,82.72500000000002,74.64102564102564,6.252014652014653,24.60439560439561,7.1686216300943375,1.1498164835164837,644,21,117,7,14,208,93,156,0.184,0.5660000000000001,0.25,0.9443,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,1,4,18,7,0,6,1,15,10,1,0,3,20,33,10,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,1,16,9,12,25,8,15,0,0,0,7,20,7,8,2,8,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714855325661025,0.0,0.1766647654926917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863791984542507,0.0,0.0,0.18066614254392335,0.11960428536526806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846345531567162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868181138100133,0.0,0.09402492847721518,0.10969011660965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201779985927822,0.19628365986025967,0.16639031652716735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300770565975578,0.0,0.10480954847891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080190139231984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996578720741455,0.051863684682347866,0.0,0.0,0.09394693887040348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832487923071884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261740078280953,0.0,0.0,0.08473470818761837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193575235094493,0.08073832893693314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800136719798256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6838470525766489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442150636569813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994775923894631,0.0,0.0,0.11883575825929335,0.07513953828032613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052699554029802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523007685281085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233301333205548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Peeks57,2020/01/05,"How can i get a strong connection with someone and stop being lonely. I (M19) just need a female friend to talk too. it may sound weird but i was recently in a break up and i feel terribly lonely now. i have friends i can talk to but i just dont get that feeling of being loved or none loneliness, even though they are very good friends. i dont get out the house very much as im either at college or work, and the only time i could really meet someone new would be when i go out with my friends which is once every two weeks or so. A very long time when i just need someone now. I know a lot of my friends use social media and can just talk to anyone, but i just feel creepy doing it but i know thats the best opportunity for me to find someone new. Is anyone on here that uses social media and suggest on how i could go about talking to someone or finding someone.",3.6217399267399273,4.055526027472531,4.783241758241758,87.78259157509157,71.69230769230771,7.3853479853479875,26.155677655677657,7.1686216300943375,1.0469655677655672,675,20,149,6,12,223,101,182,0.073,0.711,0.217,0.9868,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,17,14,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,4,0,42,33,20,0,5,14,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,4,19,10,19,25,5,22,0,2,0,1,15,7,0,6,12,105,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458715691129766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100998441897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368037770348902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558624199916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356592667003796,0.0,0.08108675176807448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598622896170982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592410286879967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717757647488378,0.0,0.15084502944440042,0.0,0.10939136063946774,0.08072194509108226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110485877013099,0.0,0.0,0.10395622892652304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578249730356204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516979266520874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182021102287007,0.086860786983763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074782336162715,0.14272218685057364,0.0,0.18589930268379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249296589001164,0.0,0.07319521868807098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061654113243291925,0.0,0.09502585941915846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621009067348325,0.4892654575354938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046134722024459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094177960336296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455577893756917,0.0,0.1122371908918068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940129606715827,0.0,0.0,0.16624174193194646,0.0,0.2382254152201321,0.0,0.0,0.07719830463537594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006421267774078,0.0,0.0,0.06836647280911826,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoCalSoLost,2020/01/05,"Maybe today. But I don’t know. I had a slight uptick in positive thought last night. I matched with this beautiful woman on tinder. Chatted on ig, exchanged live pics, phone numbers, the whole nine. She just wanted to hang out and have some wine. Lives nearby too. To make it better, all of this checked out. She’s not a catfish! “25 minutes” she texted as she got ready and headed to my place. About 40 mins later, I just checked with her. I figured she’d be late. No problem. Gave me more time to clean up and get ready. Wine glasses are ready. It’s a pretty night in SoCal so maybe we can sit out back? I just had to clear the leaves off of the back porch and patio furniture. While cleaning up outside, I finally found my sealed back of citronella in-scents to keep the bugs away, outside. Good wine. Some music. Pretty lady. And no fucking bugs. I’m all set. So I poured a small glass of wine. Sat back. Oh wow. She updated her ig story and is looking extra pretty in it! I responded to the story with a 😍. Who wouldn’t? Okay times up. She’ll be here any second. Don’t be an idiot. Play it cool. I knew I could hide the pain Im always in because I won’t be lonely for at least a few hours tonight. Any freaking minute. There’s never ever any parking in my neighborhood. A few secret [illegally made] parking spots were open, so should tell her to park there, or else she’ll spend an hour trying to find a spot. Speaking of an hour, it’s been over an hour since the 40 mins passed. Well. Okay. Well... I guess I should have expected this. She’s not coming. She didn’t back out. She didn’t get cold feet. She just didn’t come. I’ll stay up a few more mins. Maybe she’s just running really really late. Instagram story update! She’s alive!!! And out at a bar with friends. I simply texted, “Well I’m just gonna go to bed. Goodnight.” And I did. Crying. Just like last night, the night before that and the night before that. This morning, I find myself reading posts on here and ready articles online that could help affirm my plan to end my life. Each article ends with a link to the suicidal hotline. Why call them again? Just to have to hold for the “23 people a head of you?” Just to be reminded that there are at least 23 other people who know the world to be a dark, empty place, with no hope? No thanks. I don’t need the suicide hotline’s waiting line to get those thoughts. I almost smiled last night. Almost doesn’t count.",0.10257142857142654,2.4838712571428623,1.4204081632653072,97.34673469387758,93.57142857142857,4.187755102040817,16.79591836734694,5.944372100525986,-0.4654979591836734,1876,48,405,17,70,593,251,490,0.077,0.77,0.153,0.9889,0,2,4,0,0,2,87.0,1,1,1,2,29,20,2,0,30,3,34,11,3,2,5,75,63,17,2,10,13,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,5,1,17,26,5,3,11,8,4,6,16,6,3,2,16,4,46,14,56,31,14,75,0,1,1,1,33,28,1,7,38,244,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835179692834166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061636737930976224,0.0,0.0,0.15112161072209007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959635696583914,0.28479737939704125,0.0,0.045155728366858425,0.0,0.1260655643463989,0.0,0.0,0.06551374717152263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563935274729064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761894319130831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828649505792208,0.0,0.08136844241456481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618805629078444,0.0,0.1312177866223956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700551746192418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114607349401598,0.13540730336249826,0.0,0.0,0.0812199463326539,0.05723053628156225,0.06848159263223423,0.11610415133357713,0.0,0.042098805433135024,0.062131002680802114,0.059244932612944265,0.0,0.08160249853171435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204563763333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049651236431295535,0.0,0.0,0.07357367114501102,0.2917977270649353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001423566828085,0.0,0.0,0.06584169500225345,0.0,0.0,0.0814198990885768,0.18114422201639366,0.16712074810450453,0.07843524340165152,0.0,0.0,0.052321706022915714,0.03618954047781422,0.0,0.13082002149934505,0.0,0.06220475136317472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009201537257645,0.04944596172191491,0.0,0.2232563445722348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054926033830189284,0.05713158096298634,0.0,0.0,0.41708895032131577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882153919452746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270922923044773,0.0,0.15478623219631168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094383867476628,0.22608419786268805,0.0,0.07088023543195593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409553129611199,0.0,0.09490930553963167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612760070125024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895461139836216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205311621844062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474523926429174,0.06819875461732287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761532221934788,0.0863880224927203,0.0,0.07021489875685437,0.0,0.0,0.05029239215608075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369164052903364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980827249615035,0.0,0.06684160388480152,0.0827026340808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xXKungFuSwagMasterXx,2020/01/05,"People tell me they feel bad for how lonely I am Yet they aren't willing to help me change it. People tell me ""you need friends!"" Or ""I feel bad for you!"" yet they refuse to be friends with me. I just don't get it. Nobody will tell me why they don't want to be friends so I really don't know what I'm doing wrong.",-0.9737142857142836,0.8932838428571479,0.9710714285714308,103.68517857142858,89.14285714285714,4.071428571428572,14.464285714285715,5.148860815047168,-1.3374285714285716,239,4,63,1,8,78,40,70,0.242,0.679,0.079,-0.8925,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,4,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,17,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,15,3,6,13,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,0,0,1,2,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34489894438387364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184883854623054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088622676850221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787091005996726,0.0,0.1079068729387994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843716006638573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350713912543925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314430583583408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863730096015977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323126639651808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415663956709239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182066486602885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636719810388766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258153995038857,0.0,0.0 lonely,NAIYAS,2020/01/05,"Leave me alone I can't stand going to school, I can't stand coming home, going to work or going to the gym. Everywhere I go there are people in sight, I can't escape them. All these people are around me constantly yet none of them make any effort to make me feel welcome and dismiss my efforts to befriend them. I was in the gym yesterday and I talk to most people there because Its boring to just workout and I absolutely hate that no one ever talks to me first, I apways start and end a conversation. It's the same in school. I come home to a full house and hide myself away in my small 3 by 3m room, I can't stand this room. Everyday I wake up alone in the same bed, in the same position I think Im gonna puke. I just wan'rlt everybody to disapear. I hate all of you. You know what I also hate? This circle jerk of people on r/lonely that comment on every post about hope, love and hugs. Yeah you think that helps somebody? Yeah sure dream on. I don't need sympathy all I want from you all is to hate me.",1.0357322551662165,3.0127351698113216,2.8188409703504043,92.83361635220129,81.73584905660377,5.924887690925428,19.05750224618149,7.07126945348624,0.1733483378256957,784,19,176,10,21,260,118,212,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8891,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,3,4,9,11,5,0,7,2,9,3,1,2,6,31,31,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,9,0,0,4,4,0,6,7,6,0,2,1,2,32,5,29,29,10,34,0,0,1,2,14,16,0,3,8,113,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251533374807633,0.0,0.09710893919141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257776477692419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081000165393403,0.0,0.0,0.1140891412034659,0.0,0.0,0.07402367730714086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209205427765952,0.0,0.1312245993414919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107552501589393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984198421301078,0.10231149994635703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139954937523871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328979790630584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760498834682226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795549142946266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139315290478792,0.0,0.24361192395950645,0.12060914280672247,0.0,0.14011595392477993,0.0,0.0,0.1311671447964823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673572273652256,0.0,0.0,0.12857870655746534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095969095944072,0.0,0.16211329313118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004011564103359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228530714526458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336741986719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629806474000008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457908597260072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595002879772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444800212548167,0.0,0.0,0.19520450709902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561714457475948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162360162292282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840377170518945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chixhi999,2020/01/05,Too much of Casual sex I am from a country where casual sex is not an option even sex in a serious about to get married relationship is frowned upon but I am so lonely and scared that nobody will love me that I have had sex with three different individuals who paid me any bit of attention. One was a friend who just happened to be laying next to me and I just wanted human touch. Second was someone who claimed he loved me but after sex he began saying that our caste doesn't match and we should breakup. Third was someone I was talking to since months but there was no commitment there and after sex I asked him if he would marry me but he said our caste is different again. I dont know what to do. Even if I get married to someone via arranged marriage how am I gonna explain all this to them? I have fucked up my own life due to this fear of being alone.,4.74096590909091,5.0341888920454565,5.53409090909091,83.88363636363638,69.17045454545455,8.445454545454545,27.93181818181818,8.296473431620573,1.69895,679,21,142,9,11,222,110,176,0.135,0.754,0.111,-0.6841,2,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,0,12,10,1,2,4,0,22,10,0,1,2,25,36,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,5,0,4,9,3,21,5,19,21,4,11,0,1,0,9,23,4,1,3,7,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754644748030441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520907822330563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838162488100713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495901766945175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540085176657449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855496015524712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379609545953288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906407436498511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089082295482254,0.1566228904931269,0.1770263324897891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981451475063484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310691712001122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966393475760713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058101406499445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522669111514146,0.0,0.1245406734395635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017644587556736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480105344503876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818899955061842,0.0,0.0,0.1611539555870643,0.13472685761201866,0.16961554312193566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014313872218315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306383339931572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617062285874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999262833560745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203486716589689,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vertigo222,2020/01/05,"European Discord for people with social problems Hi, guys! We have a new server for people who have problems looking for friends/romance. The server is mostly targeted on the European citizens and we hope you will like it there! Join and have a nice stay =) [https://discord.gg/VPu6QHZ](https://discord.gg/VPu6QHZ) Sorry about advertising, hope it’s ok as it may be of help to people who use this sub!",5.350132669983413,9.009727462686572,4.396915422885574,76.79829187396355,80.34328358208955,6.559867330016584,25.35489220563847,7.793537801064563,2.0828454394693208,328,12,48,6,9,97,50,67,0.114,0.617,0.26899999999999996,0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,9,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,4,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471924752247888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212187693783485,0.0,0.0,0.4508312683521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087781933931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058344186275025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191927152948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720221041522517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43432692624381497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135010149078866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540554111422237,0.0,0.24190180430724925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601460728114825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loathsome_creature,2020/01/05,"I'm so touch hungry... I just want to know what it's like to hold someone in my arms, kiss their forehead, and be kissed back. I've never felt that kind of connection before and it's killing me.",1.0415853658536598,2.9676930975609785,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,81.4390243902439,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.21534634146341425,151,4,35,1,4,48,35,41,0.099,0.695,0.20600000000000002,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,5,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960297909441643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275939787238635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696460856541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259289912156635,0.4009027558219229,0.2115777518469044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808428161618146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692425549331003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32619663996223025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270741963848242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stickmadeofbamboo,2020/01/05,"I deel so lonely that I dont know what to do. In a way, I've been alone since I was a kid. I only had very few friends growing up except when I was 11. But of course, people grow up and change schools. It's hard for me to find friends of similar interests that it becomes difficult to stay relevant in today's society. Like, all the people I attempt to converse with are into trendy things like fashion, politics, celebrities, netflix shows, etc. It's also difficult to find a girlfriend because sooner or later I'm gonna raise a family. It's also difficult to appreciate the fact that I have a family. I know they mean well but I could never fully connect with them. The only thing close to connecting with them is watching a movie now and then. And sometimes talk to them about random things.",3.1323901098901104,5.2517880448717955,4.4890476190476205,82.72500000000002,75.6025641025641,7.534065934065935,27.16849816849817,8.418075326091056,2.102572893772893,629,25,117,12,14,208,101,156,0.069,0.8320000000000001,0.1,0.5289,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,7,10,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,3,22,15,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,4,1,0,4,2,14,6,21,9,3,16,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,8,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516459343572215,0.0,0.2550589316076447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721247191472106,0.17612397040251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686999199278922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732518104113402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689965194093214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785310681462574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006714639060805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150850072071977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641488919129398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428553252876462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528295832465962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581964080943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371143874524966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299441091252887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257083721606315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211152033874766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139388042604466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191664327401406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157721595077179,0.0,0.0,0.16997562038517036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817731673376848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31783774657833824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116053090631545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158085881345852,0.0,0.1265812175560689,0.0,0.0,0.1433842156234371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,christianK1992,2020/01/05,"I want to help introverted men, but i have a problem ? What sounds better for these guys in Order to help them ? I help introverted men meet their dream partner within 12 weeks without being fake and not being worried about what to say or do on a date. Or I help introverted men within 12 weeks to overcome social anxiety so that they can meet woman and go on dates with them, while presenting their authentic self. Thanks in advance for your answers!",7.099642857142861,7.567411583333333,6.976285714285716,74.9687142857143,64.1190476190476,9.577142857142855,32.27619047619048,9.3871,2.8708647619047616,359,13,63,6,5,114,57,84,0.055,0.649,0.29600000000000004,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,5,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,15,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,2,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742937710966363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015022591344311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948434134637535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22559327227355025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108541636936132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800810034764373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811841808348832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376824390565692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322499163357347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976060321456785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343834638070685,0.0,0.3655122880028243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962559057661188,0.0,0.0,0.2313783245489424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CelestialCondition,2020/01/05,"So lost... stuck... 34m from Romania. I believe i was born with anxiety and my father's abusive behavior(verbal and sometimes physical - he has more loose screws and in different places) and poverty certainly didn't help. For years I tried several so-called treatments from psychiatrists but all they did was make me feel like a suicidal zombie at best. I've given up on those and for a year or so i've been trying some plant-based stuff(valerian, vegetal omega 3+6 and whatnot + some other stuff good for my overall health). But can't take the proper dosage daily because... they cost money(i take 1/day instead of 2/day for example). Even so I do feel a bit better overall but... No matter what i do, how much i love and improve myself and all that(more or less) bs, i can't work. I even tried to get a work-from-home gig and still could't do it, got those panic attacks where i was extremely stressed all the time, couldn't sleep, nausesa, vomiting, palpitations... the works. And the loneliness... oh man... never even held a girl's hand. Yesterday made the mistake of going for a nice, chill walk and seeing all the couples and families really got me down. I don't consider myself ugly, don't hate myself... even tried my luck on reddit even just for a platonic friendship but well... i'm me and i'm awkward and boring and the few conversations i initiated died out. You should see how mute i can be irl, i have the power to make people uncomfortable with my silence, it's an amazing thing to behold. I've started doing some light workout a while back, going on walks from time to time, trying to be positive but it's just no use. The best thing about all this is that i got a bit of a confidence boost, now i can be more chill on my walks and get sick less often and heal faster without antibiotics(got pumped full of them as a kid and even in my late teens)... so i got that going for me which is nice. I live with my parents and our financial situation is getting worse to the point where sometimes i go to bed hungry. Working out makes it worse but i can't give that up. I can't change the environment, get my own place, live in peace and quiet and try to heal that way, although at 34 it might be too late for that. State aid isn't an option. Can't survive with less than 150 euros/month that would get me. Killing myself isn't an option either... So yeah... lost, stuck... Is a lonely death by starvation and/or freezing the best thing i've got to look forward to?",3.2011502559470024,5.053175320987656,4.280663454782697,85.48501806684735,74.59670781893004,7.375208270601225,25.228144133293185,8.176038313617813,1.5050592793335342,1930,65,388,32,41,628,255,486,0.152,0.6829999999999999,0.165,0.9358,3,2,0,0,0,1,98.0,1,1,3,11,25,25,4,3,27,1,35,10,2,7,7,69,73,39,4,4,12,2,4,1,0,3,5,1,1,3,21,27,1,1,2,1,1,8,15,12,1,0,18,9,42,13,48,47,23,46,0,3,3,2,15,21,1,10,18,252,63,3,0.0,0.08823448016593123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056969157370545614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847200950754015,0.0,0.05726264347251619,0.0,0.04539607035162317,0.0,0.0,0.0839019103654702,0.2344542347157117,0.06586244499113605,0.16260336600975214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877912455593136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945803827668322,0.08239936548601197,0.0,0.09605366017886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728784657093808,0.07780504202212811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29511941791284263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020345568508797,0.0,0.07530828957419045,0.053201206570718425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453686212426466,0.07143817303342775,0.1692915076143066,0.062461695796377836,0.3573615874855398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352346377111628,0.0,0.07915786529620382,0.0,0.0,0.049915505819510736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238974831148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801025058287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638215980432575,0.0,0.1315163128615102,0.0,0.06253583700712585,0.0,0.1625850652507843,0.0,0.06721185976244716,0.07046508108760476,0.1491274155980056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900063979492968,0.0,0.0,0.05944104652680225,0.0,0.05474383720664358,0.0,0.057435664587766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737420998353024,0.0826898480350624,0.0,0.0,0.051627950257230916,0.0,0.15561008404425622,0.0,0.07039798753190311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770723081130725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868550334878375,0.0,0.0,0.08412962415120981,0.0,0.0,0.08370712276482224,0.07452353437197914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473049802164242,0.0,0.05271007461350933,0.0,0.059471641107474923,0.0,0.0853048506913897,0.0,0.17050010137892632,0.08145782307822741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198397307279467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842318500787627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027173589437913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033604446267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431795654512996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110623813889984,0.0,0.0,0.06695725159076192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178618463204213,0.0,0.21685946906020426,0.0,0.1517820812935271,0.05290117603653039,0.0,0.0,0.0959121589568626 lonely,Geodude074,2020/01/05,"The majority of r/lonely is filled with men I’ve been lurking here for a while, commenting on people’s posts occasionally, and observing the dynamics of this sub. Here’s my observations so far. The majority of lonely people are men. Men often post how they have no friends, no family, no relationships. Women often post about how they can’t find love. Most users here are in the 20-30 age range (but that’s Reddit in general). Being lonely is accompanied by depression, anxiety, low self esteem. Most lonely people want people to reach out to them, not so much reach out to other people. Many posts don’t receive comments or votes and go unnoticed (but that’s Reddit in general). Solutions? Maybe a designated Discord would help?",5.226131237183869,7.48200203007519,6.514928229665077,69.88904306220097,70.05263157894737,9.949145591250854,27.88038277511961,10.230975488527342,3.3320887218045114,582,21,95,17,11,196,89,133,0.17800000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.12,-0.8223,0,8,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,10,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,20,13,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,1,4,3,16,10,5,17,0,5,0,1,15,8,0,5,2,62,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476159954740547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046714686366787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374451421244684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905914997675113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260011074588155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268646516208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931420852434387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719296404503754,0.0,0.0,0.16534527111583566,0.16384345660570726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988818179000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653221806977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247715168295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509509339221233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701359784371467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619331655859906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585278148538633,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PRODIJVY,2020/01/05,Does anybody else use drastic methods when they're desperate for connection? I recently sent a novel of an apology to an old friend that Ive had blocked for a year because she was the last really close friend I had. My apology was sincere but I wish I wasn't this desperate. The isolation is killing me.,3.9486440677966144,6.008471322033903,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,73.0677966101695,10.143728813559322,35.52881355932203,10.355215969177356,4.305248135593221,244,14,45,8,5,81,45,59,0.235,0.565,0.2,-0.7469,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,8,3,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312732793499575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628910741731174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095425422799683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641924984747389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332359482674462,0.0,0.0,0.24487448620193505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152300708582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924505278536828,0.0,0.2966189252094489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945804183307863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345457014324326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345438107528626 lonely,opalsweetheart,2020/01/05,"A feeling I can never shake. I grew up in a broken home. My mom was an alcoholic for years and has in recent years graduated to meth. We dont talk and haven't for years now. Most of my life was spent believing that I would grow up to be like her. Simply because everyone- family and people in the community- told me that I would. I grew up feeling lonely. I didn't grow up to be like her. I'm 22 now and in college. I've always wanted to meet someone serious. I get told that I'm ""so young"". But I just want to love someone and to be loved. I've had quite a few relationships just fail and hurt like hell. I want to give up, but in doing so has spun me into depression. I play it off like I'm totally fine. I know that I dont NEED someone to make me happy. But I just want someone regardless. Has anyone else felt like this?",0.5058775252525258,2.4542758125000006,3.0403787878787902,90.67987373737377,83.48863636363636,6.411111111111111,20.005050505050505,7.594959193182576,0.6016626262626259,637,18,145,11,18,221,96,176,0.096,0.71,0.195,0.9161,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,2,7,17,1,1,5,0,17,4,0,1,2,30,37,11,0,8,6,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,4,1,1,5,5,7,0,0,8,3,21,10,23,24,3,25,1,4,0,2,12,12,1,1,13,92,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335842354835695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400787272798304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740110740164189,0.12807463563272276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619727140944754,0.0,0.0,0.14082929615647413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766010084798246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929921073865402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441931106838337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944039829355753,0.0,0.0,0.11783644983549775,0.0,0.126404909843935,0.0,0.12001713228288227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530599660987994,0.1199089220159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330620855240937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253826111036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381233102758947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869531699919892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828937941259041,0.3053371452197711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256301164653471,0.0,0.08343675324681797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639547595990735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926840083987024,0.09640572166880458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866574773453496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295015001665994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234198795134815,0.13420045778311648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236396575854217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046819712871308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888079658711506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949068844304781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758917179889072,0.0,0.0,0.24148273465835876 lonely,Rafi8808,2020/01/05,"M23 Why do I feel being ignored, ditched and irrelevant!?! I've come to another country for an onsite consulting for a customer of mine, the people are great and stuff especially the office colleagues we they used to hang out every week because I'm a foreigner to them and they used to take me to places etc. But I've noticed for the past couple of weeks these office colleagues have been ditching me for lunch, parties and especially after clubs they just disappear leaving me stranded on the dance floor and when I find them I could see their fake smiles ""Hey man where have you been, we were searching for you"". In my mind im like ""Its not that hard to find me I'm 6'5 how hard is it to spot me????"" I have asked them about ignoring me and stuff but they just say ""No dude, We'd never do that. Your a cool dude"". IDK whats happening, If people are ignoring me, do I have to ignore them back and make them feel like their irrelevant in my life? Back in my country I was suffered from crippling depressed and was super lonely but at least I had really small circle of friends that I hang out with. But here I do not have any one.... Maybe that I do not understand their culture. Sigh IDK man...Now All ll I hope is to go back ASAP. This is my first reddit post ever, I just wanted let it all out because I don't have any one to speak about it",2.9086481046628663,4.492199638376388,3.8878916470982894,89.12835541764511,74.75645756457564,6.8460919154646085,24.126299899362632,7.520522993642371,0.9655963099630992,1046,32,222,13,22,337,149,271,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.7466,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,3,12,2,13,16,0,0,8,1,27,2,0,4,4,47,43,15,0,4,11,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,13,15,1,4,5,2,0,6,6,8,1,3,6,8,43,7,31,33,4,30,0,3,1,0,26,12,0,2,13,157,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474049551753712,0.1347216219500589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011068936311205,0.0,0.0,0.29637767533134485,0.0,0.15663943057338167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067343676453048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258017033777224,0.14215976833857574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106589289902703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328824701417298,0.0,0.11621677337635193,0.10824924994073452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992586698569544,0.09178555146410618,0.0,0.0,0.2348552848252341,0.10928432439901667,0.0,0.0,0.09926269532984232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301767848025345,0.0,0.0,0.14164874890520768,0.0,0.0,0.11361371407079635,0.0,0.23018421779318585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760881476342306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877956093431798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604090009913902,0.0,0.13137866570929582,0.09074864402001873,0.1255368746818323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576084993414122,0.0,0.12907460452406289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297273459385169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909106367518257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627439734800854,0.0,0.0,0.17412163411323367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264791449874896,0.17814257197428038,0.0,0.13423339711659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304753897914335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230705224740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217180026826414,0.0,0.0,0.10238127175915318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415584417147617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966003535085734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375135685985198,0.0,0.2219295196883145,0.0,0.0,0.07578034881514252,0.0,0.20611649600609508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593247578762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CthulhusIntern,2020/01/05,"Women are fine with talking to me, but I want more... I can talk to women just fine, but I am starved of affection. This is isolating in more than one way. The obvious way is that I feel I can't get what most people are able to. The other way is that it feels like I can't talk about this to anyone without being seen as creepy and misogynistic and entitled and objectifying and evil. I don't know how to flirt, and there's no way for me to practice. I try to flirt with a stranger? ""Ew, I don't know you. I'm trying to live my life."" I try to flirt with a friend or acquaintance? ""Ew, I don't see you like that. Also, I'm going to tell our mutual friends about that, and they will most likely take my side, so you will have the reputation of being the creepy guy."" And I cannot practice by just talking to others. Flirting and having a normal conversation are different, deal with it. And any time I complain about this, I almost never receive any validation. It's just ""women have worse problems, this doesn't matter"", or ""the fact that you get crippling anxiety about this is a good thing because you aren't scaring or raping women"". The best case scenario is that I just get platitudes or others are dismissive of this...",3.3870772217428846,4.860424209016394,4.603666954270924,84.92977135461605,73.30327868852459,7.59585849870578,25.137187230371012,8.20500826718156,1.4431016393442615,953,30,195,15,19,314,123,244,0.10099999999999999,0.72,0.179,0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,5,1,1,12,18,2,1,10,0,26,2,0,2,3,40,40,19,0,3,11,0,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,5,20,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,1,4,26,13,28,35,5,10,0,0,2,1,23,2,0,7,5,141,46,0,0.13333058161391215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351131792372192,0.0,0.0,0.1066244179456332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133873519584204,0.0,0.10199752999279264,0.0,0.0,0.09322784275488218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127708502212418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399222195606086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374579751177511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393020798188172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483189639945056,0.09525139414568874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602175322820127,0.0,0.20897917762935744,0.0,0.07577484213564532,0.11183136603115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201823800195314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655000151812247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417533284765317,0.19541576216622647,0.0,0.11773334629457685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283276411027956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063566121870618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034825272416057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243463740523784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757935991614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348717190354892,0.0,0.1062472111776938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002480041780462,0.4286642841143779,0.11653680511382973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857891394343484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777461343552069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715681385998317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864183151213808,0.4233264386295544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128525922762911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587525341483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontexissst,2020/01/05,"Uninteresting Title - 33M / Southern California I got some good replies last time so trying again. I'm pretty nonjudgemental or at least i try my best not to be at least. Just looking for someone who is also lonely and nonjudgemental to talk with. Maybe we can fill that void in each others life even if it's just for a moment. Send me a message with some info about yourself if you're interested and even if you don't i hope you find what youre looking for. (:",2.517313797313797,4.8569992417582455,4.0434432234432265,84.08211233211235,78.56043956043956,6.242246642246642,23.2979242979243,7.3871296695380915,1.0018415140415136,365,12,72,5,9,121,70,91,0.052000000000000005,0.778,0.17,0.9061,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,18,9,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,11,7,6,9,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,7,4,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852164481447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605180849608684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32792730608020737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268916703905117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082163462563836,0.1985444121391034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465635564451692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023530198360637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753429686940871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169269926374163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493957302025565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255467530501075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103374032975178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953013670610475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447538075005704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370844727238884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NobodysShadow7,2020/01/05,"I feel so confused and lost I don’t know why I feel like this....I’m a twenty year old female and I’ve never been in a relationship, I’ve never really had an actual friend, and I got cut off from the world when I was younger, and I’m just alone...all the time, with my thoughts. I used to be okay, I would draw and paint and play video games and watch cartoons and daydream and fill in all my time...but lately....I can’t bring myself to do anything....at all, not even the things I love. I feel so slow and heavy...so sad and far away...so distant. There’s such a weight in me and I don’t know how to fix it....I feel just so alone and forgotten and left behind by the world...and what’s worse, is that I used to know why I felt sad, and I used to know what would make me happy....but I don’t anymore, everything is blurring together...I used to crave getting out of the house, even if just for a little ride listening to music...now I dread stepping out of the house, I don’t want to do anything, I don’t know what I want, and I feel myself slipping farther and farther away...I’m crying more and more and I can’t even give a reason as to why....my ma hugged me, and I immediately just felt a wave of emotion and sadness rush over me, cause before I was just numb, I wasn’t feeling anything...that’s the problem, it’s like I’m feeling less and less and it’s scaring me so badly, I feel so confused and lost and I don’t even know why",1.4674509803921585,2.7265018496732054,3.104515032679739,94.60551764705885,77.8888888888889,5.941751633986929,21.717124183006536,6.360717304075467,0.10678943790849704,1090,29,262,8,25,361,137,306,0.163,0.7490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9706,0,2,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,0,2,18,20,1,4,14,1,20,4,0,8,4,72,54,34,0,6,7,1,11,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,28,1,0,18,3,0,5,12,13,0,0,11,13,34,7,25,40,6,25,0,5,1,2,7,13,0,4,9,153,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.09552188447499683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013795989815502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707586605039653,0.0,0.0,0.08055122088544882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393283026083485,0.0,0.08173009558695568,0.0,0.0,0.08329313867694252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055511610632813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752235145420597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010773193801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860913939179386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797295156791837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39594979063562097,0.06992924259183332,0.18797038207916944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562590180388344,0.0,0.051141003377277464,0.09390045178263848,0.0,0.0,0.07828777689800652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258928737496587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227710428779539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635261119257104,0.0,0.0,0.09564357814290024,0.09810673648594552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137066281498362,0.0,0.08834526036789805,0.0,0.06533916487140841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509902794043669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271410444026056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366296513877284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270779803375122,0.10064234038916754,0.0,0.1050921266191999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800021207735292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503061101864141,0.0,0.0,0.07770995509313536,0.11415535360221513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381657128604217,0.0,0.0,0.1154705138544641,0.0,0.0,0.1191978647989279,0.0,0.0,0.2649786407873279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975343293915348,0.13906974713193454,0.0,0.0,0.0630348920967184 lonely,Tigerturtleflower,2020/01/05,"Lonely I dont like being lonely I dont like feeling lonely I have no guy to comfort me to make me feel not so lonely I have no friends I haven't had real good friends in years people seem to avoid me when I have done nothing wrong is it maybe because I seem weird ? maybe because im too ugly ? maybe because I'm too fat ? maybe because I seem like I dont want friends ? I kinda dont because worried people would leave and people wouldn't get along with me I'm 33 years old and I cant be alone I'm most likely going to be because there dad will take kids from me and then I will have no one I hate feeling alone and lonely I dont like it I dont like to be alone I dont take care of myself when alone I'm just very unhappy right now and lonely :( I miss cuddles,hugs everything couples do too I miss being told someone loves me",-0.2321336490397244,1.8494193093922675,1.8531965272296769,97.12755064456724,87.95027624309392,3.88960799789529,19.116285188108392,4.892091775363687,-0.5324035253880557,649,19,148,2,21,216,83,181,0.258,0.5529999999999999,0.18899999999999997,-0.8661,0,17,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,25,1,1,0,0,26,2,1,1,0,23,48,9,0,3,2,1,3,6,3,4,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,6,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,3,3,25,13,10,36,1,10,0,8,0,1,8,2,0,5,13,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207881823190902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832139581090534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894791724668779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567793887668354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924065557814486,0.6352547913344803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959162274811745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745707614958036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947320629314756,0.0,0.04045545080119342,0.0,0.044006854167409966,0.06494697286818966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667066249759194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644887552020199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364072956805017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199017246330312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269785777255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988614024573701,0.0,0.051687006419212894,0.0,0.3111666881900479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429887599292788,0.0,0.08125271551902856,0.0,0.052470480569198126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104649618515804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813549759923553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612720237132742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147578443621992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560857430620934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643968304255742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399037466199455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389018319350187,0.04567188150148183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863678403156961,0.0,0.05500605132368348,0.08466062944815912,0.0,0.09972839043319863 lonely,mysteryman1969,2020/01/05,"ever feel invisible? I'm (50m) so lonely that I feel invisible. it's so bad that when the touchless paper towel dispenser or water faucet won't turn on because it doesn't pick up my hand, it just reminds me if how invisible I feel. People say Hi to me all the time, but it's just because we work together and they are being cordial. Of course I'm very good at hiding my loneliness. Only one of my co-workers/friends realized it and asked me about it. I just need some friends to help me through what I am dealing with so that I can get over this.",2.6278070175438586,3.9901658157894735,4.462280701754388,85.63096491228073,75.05263157894737,7.171929824561403,27.578947368421048,7.793537801064563,1.5851473684210533,429,17,91,6,9,146,79,114,0.1,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.5151,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,10,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,2,20,15,10,0,2,6,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,14,2,11,13,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,3,61,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023626971959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056314721377078,0.3002570243951378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539013460989781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227721489477716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735759961934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38054685750682704,0.0,0.1286698582149641,0.0,0.0,0.20656592931092896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650746543969151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826116871119212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688404557614245,0.18730517893687867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707378480095918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584979729143964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436064233440746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787926041476634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320477587147445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929299383068242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dillon_11,2020/01/05,"Can’t focus due to loneliness Don’t have friends anymore the ones I had got bored of me or something and went to someone else and now it’s kinda hard for me to make friends because I’m doing online school courses been doing it for about 4 years, and I don’t have a job or a car. I’ve been struggling focusing on school...so everyday I just sit in my room... my highlight of the day pretty much everyday is going to the store but I’m really worried about not being able to focus on my school I have to finish by 2021 and I’m only 1/4 done...",1.6855652173913036,3.305144034782612,3.670652173913045,89.22858695652175,78.21739130434783,6.339130434782609,23.67391304347826,7.1686216300943375,0.8804956521739129,424,14,91,5,10,144,74,115,0.09,0.8370000000000001,0.073,-0.1884,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,1,0,11,21,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,6,1,9,2,16,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,58,11,3,0.19227304111055493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068319147431032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720786124714795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240002051644853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676207683012528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606194539101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970993492162286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927320019709956,0.0,0.15377831545268694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722388785609625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080132508528014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834374796592818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413428084359137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302891887219273,0.1462323119196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956108062154615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317503356801955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837717477149159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291232378337134,0.14802118065778852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100552952168546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823903541065364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526260640328624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381753455592215 lonely,Lvft93,2020/01/05,"Conversation Hey. I'm 26 and from Toronto. Currently up late right now. Sometimes being alone can be nice but ever feel like it's too quiet sometimes? I'm currently on a body transformation and trying to get back in shape but in even better shape this time. I've been depriving myself of going out but also have been feeling less confident at times. Lol Anyways. I'm just up because I'm trying to change my sleep cycle lol. Feel free to message if you're looking to have a conversation : ) ✌️",1.280133928571427,3.9550243645833376,3.186369047619049,84.43125000000002,91.8125,5.65952380952381,22.482142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.2905767857142858,393,15,71,7,14,131,71,96,0.051,0.7040000000000001,0.245,0.9681,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,2,2,7,2,2,0,1,12,17,7,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,5,13,13,1,19,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,1,9,41,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318001796174408,0.0,0.1723252416070966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656965532800026,0.0,0.13135915377938714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905811444220683,0.0,0.2393579866928516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279571570180649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232743311855914,0.194920741856714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268707989837602,0.1539442824244823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258330242951088,0.0,0.12246648779290682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307923760673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527628685798314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095519207970415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402511097884008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564307958656226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262452101876035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513049383042849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926036768354967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BioRobot78,2020/01/05,"Feeling so alone and invisible 41/M Tonight, like every night I feel alone. For the most part I am, there is just my daughter and ex, whom every conversation with is an argument or low, little jabs...she gets off on tearing apart people's self esteem. She grew up with a hatred for men and took it out on me for years. I have no close friends, and don't really associate with any co-workers. I have forever had something very important missing, a relationship with someone who is also my best friend...the way I think a relationship should be. I came close to achieving this, but it fell apart, there were too many obstacles and too much of an age difference combined with her mental illness. Ever since she disappeared it feels like no one wants me, I can't even have a decent little chat...I get no replies, on dating and chat sites I don't even get profile views. I feel like I'm too old...I guess 41 is old now? I don't feel 41, or act it. That doesn't mean I'm immature, I have a house, car and decent job. I just want to find ""the one"", I know everyone does. I believe there is someone out there...I've looked high and low for the longest time. She will have had similar experiences and appreciate what having someone there to break up that solitude means. She will be drug free, and quirky and funny, but serious when the situation calls for it. I guess overall she will have personality, something that feels like it's lacking. I dunno...just venting I guess, part of me hopes she will read this, I know, I have a better chance of winning the lottery, but it doesn't hurt to try.",3.768009110396573,5.2840870482315125,4.602656752411576,85.14402800107185,72.40836012861736,7.755680600214363,27.10624330117899,8.344100000000001,1.72134394426581,1236,44,252,20,24,399,166,311,0.099,0.743,0.158,0.972,1,2,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,4,16,15,0,0,13,0,30,2,0,0,1,50,56,19,0,5,7,2,6,4,1,5,2,0,0,3,15,21,0,0,12,2,1,7,9,5,0,2,5,8,31,11,25,44,6,37,0,4,2,0,20,18,0,7,14,157,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962078965150826,0.0,0.0757495529415576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441455150112313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671982614403933,0.09940542497226967,0.0837743580361682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096722268107875,0.10833731123568237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896485695692124,0.0,0.0,0.08289230235657152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984803327222788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512664226673928,0.0856819286425117,0.15961559144292553,0.09051141267013488,0.0,0.0926567856101359,0.0,0.0,0.28736726740384744,0.2030093292685079,0.0,0.0,0.08657465343039335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636474462378338,0.0,0.14846579783994496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130425547516203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007952704707047,0.0,0.09408082020404757,0.0,0.10929705296090612,0.10140240058663742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399747018517217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411402296463376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510652509100545,0.18987366879770373,0.0,0.0,0.07954304763862749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603375267764896,0.0,0.20636115336716224,0.0,0.0,0.09545800596239087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963194000830486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889065416470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198790669692052,0.0,0.1283728415079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515048431930605,0.0,0.06566865821796973,0.08270803765624203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474813814922144,0.0,0.0606816621435546,0.0,0.0,0.20339304269690886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881623081531203,0.0,0.0,0.07835543488380231,0.10647206421840956,0.0,0.0,0.2407742130320134,0.14584402398081522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069435640906151,0.0,0.0,0.05523345434198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052401882303578,0.06431036307461094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815598668089889,0.11173957512409996,0.07518631541529497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895911170253356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099818755252295 lonely,Haley1998xx,2020/01/05,"No one wants me in their life It starts off good and then eventually they all ghost. I dont matter to them. This happens with friends. coworkers, guys and everyone. I've spent a year completely alone with no one to talk to. Sometimes I get sad thinking about the guys that ghosted me and why I wasn't good enough.",1.8385714285714272,4.378100645161293,2.328801843317972,94.14177419354841,82.87096774193549,6.123502304147466,23.37327188940092,7.447530270364453,0.9417207373271892,248,9,53,4,7,76,49,62,0.19699999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.13,-0.3676,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,8,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,8,3,8,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952156822694414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323543164582893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597257700467588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898281135491005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175825996267714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712156662186355,0.0,0.1157823015061278,0.0,0.0,0.37175262396597536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388583286635325,0.19596936877006985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156529998431889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003379213984733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917837892694306,0.0,0.15685700089614568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812206681758086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199901342362148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307115716085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996894112532373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270984924381075 lonely,RollOnOne,2020/01/05,"When I’m lonely, and feeling really down, I go on extremely long bike rides. I end up biking for 4 maybe 5 hours, just picking a direction and going in it. I end up biking until 1:00 in the morning. Does anyone else do the same thing? Or something similar? I’m in high school and I really only go on these long bike rides when it’s warm out. Anyways, I feel like a big loser when I’m at home doing nothing, so I get some money, water, hop on my bike, and just go. I end up 20 something miles away from home when I end up turning around. I find peace in this, sort of like a release. I imagine that when I’m older, I’ll go for really long car rides in the dead of night, driving through upstate NY listening to my music that I love so dearly. I find it almost...romantic...Not in the lovey dovey sense, but a sort of cozy beautiful way. I’ve been alone (no friends) for a while now/ about 5 years. I’ve come to hate it; but also...respect it. The mind runs wild when it’s isolated.",1.8311190817790504,3.2572666829268293,3.733428981348638,89.77383070301292,77.29268292682926,6.7747489239598275,22.790530846484927,7.510576382923642,0.8291377331420375,750,22,166,10,17,254,120,205,0.08800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.096,-0.294,0,3,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,1,0,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,23,20,17,1,0,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,11,7,1,0,5,5,1,12,1,3,0,0,1,4,14,6,30,19,2,54,0,2,0,1,3,21,0,4,22,91,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461099088435752,0.12888469615919002,0.0,0.09951646481584543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701295174341789,0.12750584541971813,0.0,0.11078003304437437,0.0,0.0,0.11691764013675862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719602523159832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890029802996416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395557613842656,0.0,0.4408757763970197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584353502338788,0.08890160618736465,0.0,0.0,0.2274760211112236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961438146695776,0.0,0.0650159671943075,0.0,0.3536171430808277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286101092504755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314801255639126,0.2496515527952428,0.0,0.1225506015438709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159244692582385,0.0,0.0,0.33038256677309863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123140370844557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501901962941828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565125160105564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167806714907553,0.0,0.1194057460357757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094643979079692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916277764708999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594225437765336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916035292285604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826739366340302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535749124759894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987765078749969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013676318438967 lonely,jmichellee310,2020/01/05,"The older I get the lonelier it is. 28f My depression came back and crippled me to the point where I can’t bring myself to even do anything much other than work and come home. I don’t connect much with my coworkers and I live in a new city so I’m far any of friends I consider being close with. I stopped smoking weed cause I felt like it was keeping me more isolated but now I just overthink more and feel trapped in my thoughts a lot of the time. The only relief I feel is at night when I’m finally falling asleep. The older I get the more it feels like I’m disconnecting from people, it really hurts but I’m so introverted its hard to get myself to initiate conversation.",2.61391304347826,4.4640711884058,4.200797101449279,85.42771739130438,76.2463768115942,7.7884057971014515,26.71739130434783,8.59863814320734,1.9336695652173912,536,21,111,11,12,179,86,138,0.14800000000000002,0.772,0.08,-0.8214,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,9,0,7,1,1,1,0,21,23,9,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,5,17,4,13,18,6,21,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,12,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684795649055894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534997004652413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343136796026912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133425789930148,0.0,0.1916194445335492,0.0,0.16068054802967924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065948500690735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320243255737283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294810553651445,0.13325828800127693,0.1790996897894424,0.20433636627016244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411393330485062,0.0,0.2923653526394435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709576997000675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710650993324107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968604915968005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579795086229185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225993889325626,0.0,0.16471091377287628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858258596152294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424453297241885,0.0,0.0,0.1801534839588703,0.0,0.17504737002951207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186576781535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931759837342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633275449808966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194969872486996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594885851086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808533873033386,0.10876813778752506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579730351329164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hothotchocolate,2020/01/05,"Dating apps have destroyed my confidence Not sure if this is the right sub for this or not. I don’t know if I’m ugly or just socially incompetent but dating apps make me feel like the biggest freak on the planet. I very rarely get matches despite swiping right on probably around 80% of the people I see. When I do get a match I’m lucky if they message me at all if it’s bumble, or if it’s tinder I’m lucky if they don’t unmatch right away. Every girl I do talk to long enough to actually get some meaningful conversation always loses interest and never messages me first. I just feel so disposable and unwanted, which is ironic because one of the main reasons I decided to start online dating was to help my confidence after a bad break up. I actually think I had an anxiety attack earlier because of it. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong, I feel like a huge fucking idiot. All of my friends are extremely successful on those apps too, which make me feel even more inadequate.",5.0900436161776375,6.008723809278351,6.470206185567013,75.25405630452023,68.63917525773195,9.886756542426648,31.417922283901664,10.035473477838034,3.2105508326724816,785,32,145,19,13,267,117,194,0.18600000000000005,0.626,0.18899999999999997,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,7,16,4,0,9,0,12,1,0,3,4,37,31,14,0,7,14,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,2,5,20,8,17,29,6,22,0,1,1,1,10,12,1,12,11,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.28733244472005365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249946375486405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262347644002868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105768668742893,0.0,0.1674848650061767,0.13831874777595587,0.0,0.12292318300289908,0.17948881449874776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211839696973525,0.0,0.09723792178200183,0.0,0.12403983767764548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977569536944851,0.21034907698656805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252259010255198,0.0,0.0,0.11374239196022345,0.13610321792048927,0.23075030826589235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867897039604642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090867810440464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384925130306858,0.0,0.0,0.13028573752032638,0.0,0.16470236990459908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654199748731505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354572396856535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976059530849683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020643363499784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872887655404042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513674581762289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771771672235258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731588290162798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500730222087727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420360981951217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875382155103522,0.0,0.0,0.1183304681643977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094333116819871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326200045860847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214725430491721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096278710087453,0.0,0.0 lonely,yankasan,2020/01/05,"On my mind again Thinking about someone who most likely forgot about me I met him through a friend. We briefly worked together and there was just something about him that I guess stuck with me after all these years. He’s got a greet sense of humor and i love his manners. If I saw him right now i honestly don’t know what I’d do. I feel like he’s settled down already or just making the most of his life (I’m doing me too). Anyways I’ll probably never see him again because he moved really far away and we lead different lives. I just miss that handsome man. He’s the only person I wouldn’t mind making out with a whole ass beard on his face :( hope ur doing well J <3",3.411223021582736,4.405588287769785,4.177762589928059,89.86750719424464,72.59712230215828,6.99884892086331,24.69136690647482,7.1686216300943375,0.8628929496402877,528,15,114,5,10,169,96,139,0.07,0.7509999999999999,0.179,0.9382,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,13,10,0,0,5,0,6,4,2,3,2,29,22,5,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,3,21,9,14,15,4,15,0,1,2,2,20,7,1,6,8,71,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096733623200005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785143515034962,0.0,0.0,0.11582424594486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198513004608538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607137562531376,0.13573839291994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679607548301812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196299327074353,0.0,0.20931005215695705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871614499347772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442084269160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420494731961224,0.18565202637768952,0.0,0.16777639175202652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148539323423845,0.0,0.25365735150726104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836983310461631,0.0,0.0,0.201943434657568,0.0,0.0,0.1465422555232741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450606879645558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590354965665874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485568961931133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172097699288136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226177697399544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140802742927004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098917646441854,0.1462738202978149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217464403428478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708357819514022,0.0,0.0,0.21213189503316845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832466271501398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223558933854408 lonely,ThrowawayProse,2020/01/05,"Am I wasting my life away? I’m a 20 year old. I college. Supposed to be the “best years of my life”, yet I spend the days locked up in my bedroom, playing video games. I barely have any friends; I get anxious when talking to people. It’s out of my comfort zone. I’d like to make friends, but it’s awkward, and I have nothing to talking about. I hate calling and texting people because it puts me on edge. I’d also like to have a boyfriend, but I’m just too nervous to put myself out there. I honestly feel more comfortable just staying indoors, and playing Sims. My mom keeps saying I’m wasting my life away, but I like it like this. I’m content. Will I grow up to regret this later?",0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,2.5540141843971647,93.494,83.46808510638297,4.3273758865248215,27.130496453900708,5.2151,0.6965381560283688,528,25,111,2,15,173,83,141,0.131,0.659,0.21,0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,1,2,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,5,1,1,4,2,1,3,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,4,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,12,18,13,2,19,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,11,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033704448177064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083368730575316,0.0,0.0,0.18412383121391615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062548431841399,0.0,0.0,0.09935261781479303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104007605610586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642335262994926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511022777461364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240884788481231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518397467680261,0.0,0.08515162816435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091147405251802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486633249920408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535807415264297,0.3185000631392013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879208275705364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088313142740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563861021514693,0.0,0.17102271467003846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259830849118597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276848523998021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296102237647845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371765697692196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619983158775603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099107697830089 lonely,PrinceBBGuy,2020/01/05,"Is there anywhere we can all chat? Many of us are alone, in fact or in spirit, and company eases the pain. Is there a chat room or anything people use?",1.3611827956989266,3.337933935483876,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,80.61290322580646,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.09499139784946298,116,3,25,1,3,38,26,31,0.159,0.7290000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.3939,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036509591430251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207211105310284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951330916537015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147086386277807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019520973541805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688067454963738,0.33660843926359263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nolakc,2020/01/05,"Any lonely music lovers? I found this sub today.. I alternated between completely identifying with posts and wanting to comfort the younger ones that are in your teens and twenties, your life is just getting started! Don’t give up yet. :) My brother hit 40 as a single man, started a meet up group, found a woman to marry, and they have a lovely group of friends as a result. One decision can change the course of your life. Is anyone else a music lover? Someone who finds comfort and joy in the music? It resonated that this was the song that was on repeat earlier today before I found this sub. Seems to be what a lot of us are looking for. :) https://youtu.be/s-GxCBM7FqQ I have so many more songs that resonate to share if there is any interest. Would love to hear yours too.",3.315264367816092,5.996019882758625,3.7234482758620717,85.58471264367817,77.75862068965517,6.073563218390802,24.83908045977012,7.3011,1.2734735632183902,613,22,111,8,15,191,98,145,0.015,0.746,0.239,0.9888,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,4,1,0,5,11,0,0,11,0,13,6,0,1,0,17,27,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,10,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,4,11,10,18,19,3,12,0,1,1,4,21,5,0,3,6,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073777746904607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083421496194932,0.1587609327696214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184800333386934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391278243567664,0.0,0.16245838849357047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943786365254534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161823395413933,0.0,0.0,0.5096723031558145,0.1197112308594698,0.0,0.08095311679797793,0.14863873875263614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463589273742353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888649786035505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011598064287186,0.0,0.0,0.1317299175935587,0.2796904131250526,0.0,0.0,0.1570913646813712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099914279951132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483958530087724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105741450053086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128561105053116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934376755249008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937422048083818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638148253703152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139142153531007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100695013703903,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lifeiselsewhere_,2020/01/05,"Hard time making friends in college Hello :) This is the first time I post anything here so it's a little scary but I will try my best. Everyone seems so nice. So I am a freshman in college, and basically, I have no friends. I have some acquaintances and people who could possibly end up being my friends, but no one seems to really want to be close to me. I moved to the US a few years ago, and before then, I never had to make any friends. I grew up and went to school with the same people all my life, so those are my real friends. I know they love me too, so I don't think there is anything wrong with me. That's why I don't understand why people here don't seem to want to be my friends. I have to say I am a bit introverted at first, but when I get comfortable, I can be pretty outgoing and funny . I am not the most confident person either, but I am ok with myself, so that can't be the problem. It's not like people don't want to be near me or anything, just that no one wants to be actual friends with me. People seem to think I'm nice and cool when they talk to me, so why don't they want to be my friends??? I'm just really tired of sitting in my room by myself, eating alone, and having no one to hang out with or talk to. Family life is good, but I don't want to tell them that I don't have friends. I also feel frustrated when I'm with them and realize that they are the only people I have, and yet, I am not sharing what makes me sad. I thought college was going to be a fresh new start, full of new experiences, and that I'd be happier than in my last years of high school (where I didn't have friends either), but that is not the case. I put myself out there in the first few weeks, and I hung out with some people who seemed interested in getting to know me. But once groups started forming, I was left out. I try to talk to my ""acquaintances"" on social media, and although they talk back, rarely ever do I get invited to do anything with them. I try to bring up plans too, but since no one ever ends up coming along, I just do things by myself, and I'm starting to give up. On top of that, no one ever reaches out to me in a ""romantic"" way either, although I would say I am a fairly good looking and cool person. What is wrong with me??? I just wanted to ask for other people's opinion and their tips for getting out of this situation. I'm very tired of feeling lonely and sad all the time. Thanks :)",3.285863825845297,3.7475332834645703,4.638633626679017,88.41773737841595,72.46456692913384,7.708754052802224,24.980546549328395,7.724431198458867,1.0404088003705416,1860,51,423,22,34,620,201,508,0.11,0.665,0.225,0.997,0,3,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,0,9,6,27,31,1,0,16,3,49,6,0,3,6,94,93,40,0,10,21,0,3,1,10,2,4,2,1,2,19,34,1,0,14,0,0,8,20,7,0,8,6,8,67,24,69,74,15,69,0,3,1,1,38,30,0,11,29,309,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.057956217955804835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264578338656045,0.0,0.0,0.06151028287538405,0.0,0.04749428042271396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038733766069913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954921278993498,0.0,0.055521771912115284,0.0,0.0,0.045667358380964695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053664221467002,0.0,0.0623262969329275,0.0,0.06483866041813588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115935430354244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741820108101789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077094884141731,0.0,0.0,0.10520408755741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116536882716848,0.0,0.05674983214921371,0.0,0.058094961461096564,0.055987746564509236,0.0,0.06005888726902155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515516903206276,0.0,0.0,0.4588468152758674,0.0,0.1241156057379862,0.05697244227931484,0.03375279012741952,0.0996272778913901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053201907781269264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274895279993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527854502896185,0.0484108978517613,0.0,0.0,0.0645275702874037,0.0,0.08389803674144322,0.029015026720782038,0.05952453130466109,0.0,0.0,0.049872767079443416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053601927907781635,0.0,0.11893015619877625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312232909061295,0.0,0.0,0.04580534392963068,0.11471875130979775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324857003331197,0.20122150879039105,0.04516888427508375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293892092848549,0.10371437404227593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695346907523765,0.056879345458533986,0.06042113232647001,0.0,0.05682835144851602,0.0,0.059703503067880866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759899132816764,0.07609370000073579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445885991371153,0.0,0.12021200225610584,0.0,0.2703328039897793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912814468867133,0.0667570154384382,0.0,0.060540777376478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610995869328914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909422073216954,0.05190960765165025,0.05467846956384443,0.0,0.0,0.039456175793747814,0.07610961837866233,0.0,0.04714914408846735,0.103892619851795,0.13652047847133025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096603739596867,0.0,0.0,0.06182723925643641,0.07143903631640464,0.0,0.0,0.04900309248029976,0.2452089389588452,0.04714113561884229,0.047639194892879606,0.0,0.0,0.05505526280806383,0.16077111484461007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218905761824025,0.12986760866606742,0.0,0.07649061710323156 lonely,Turbo_smoke,2020/01/05,"Long quiet walks by myself are keeping me sane. Along with chess, death metal,and who would forget illicit substances?",6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,71.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.5844999999999998,96,3,13,1,2,28,20,20,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166234637400106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.613933565321466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928093762672794,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,limegreenbanana,2020/01/05,"I don’t like feeling lonely anymore... So I left my last relationship I think 4 years ago now, and for the first year I was happy, living my life the way I wanted and then I started casually seeing someone who turned out to be married. He didn’t tell me until after we had slept together a few times and by that moment I was already attached. I had already fallen for him. But once I came to my senses and realized I wanted someone who was able to give me all of himself I’ve been lonely ever since. I can only find guys who just want sex. I can’t find anyone who wants something real. And the guys that do want more don’t want kids and so it leaves me at a conundrum. I want to be a mom. But I want to do it with someone who wants that with me. So it just makes me feel so alone. I’ve joined several dating sites, tinder, OkCupid, bumble, hinge, eHarmony (paid 6months), POF, and I’m positive there’s one more but I can’t remember. None of them have worked for me. I find perverts, guys who don’t want what I want, and guys who are just not ready for a relationship. How do I get passed this feeling of being lonely? I know I can do it without being in a relationship but I don’t know how. I want to feel happy being single. But I am reminded how lonely I am. Anybody have any suggestions?",1.3627052722558377,3.3619734194756603,3.4412172284644207,88.68139369057911,80.72284644194757,6.05525785076347,21.879717660616546,7.1686216300943375,0.7058730625180063,1001,31,211,13,26,340,137,267,0.085,0.81,0.105,-0.5971,0,9,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,2,13,8,0,0,8,0,29,3,1,4,2,54,58,22,0,12,10,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,16,13,0,0,12,1,1,3,10,4,0,2,10,5,37,4,22,43,6,23,0,4,1,1,24,5,0,0,15,148,53,1,0.08611031148103751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633159552905082,0.0,0.0,0.08918431318318865,0.19004973997573146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058557964655507076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085398290458255,0.060210331952009075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848725628557924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789170664296867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415984324070774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361097940215273,0.0732453869562975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498908367680229,0.08260485722921215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34105098644045034,0.0,0.18333205557260016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464795042156546,0.07019139684721988,0.0,0.0911783865109762,0.0935591053795182,0.0,0.060822259583510514,0.04206914858979431,0.0,0.07603698265179568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747930157111952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085135607392544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170467139075916,0.05835057561192832,0.06549077216057465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801238641176244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773507459385314,0.09754619670600692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861876951077626,0.0,0.0,0.09728014164788493,0.0,0.07123133949652014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888296243808109,0.06629192474728786,0.0,0.0,0.06094932167361921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526420770004166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517601061506426,0.0,0.0,0.05021161510537433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936632916929588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60948111303307,0.06835035714856888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300726741408906,0.0,0.06268933232705527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090443471265496 lonely,wareef_88,2020/01/05,"Feeling outcasted Have you ever feels like you’re outcasted person, people cross you over just like that like a stop in bus station! The xenophobic / islam phobic Yeah , that’s me since i came Austria the worst place for living when everyone ignores you, treat you like shit , being hatred , racist, arrogant, yes people here are unfriendly and they don’t like foreigners... 4 years I’m trying to ignore all of that by learning German, integrate with society, but it doesn’t work! People advices me try to date a woman as she can helps you to learn and like the country ... but also it doesn’t work only 3% they don’t mind to date with foreigners ! The rest they being arrogant and racist! My advice to all people forget about Austria but I’m sorry to say that but you’re not welcomed here because of the reasons above!",3.982521008403364,6.394761542483662,4.636848739495799,81.28367647058826,74.09803921568627,7.247245564892625,25.30765639589169,8.192908349453996,1.8574205415499527,648,22,110,11,14,207,96,153,0.21600000000000005,0.659,0.126,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,3,2,7,12,1,0,7,2,9,1,1,1,3,25,14,10,0,0,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,3,13,8,16,11,4,11,1,0,0,0,14,3,1,0,12,69,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085335676807192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624698365714504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623486835558136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055893704854634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280064535020365,0.0,0.15084964059085132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964560978783238,0.11278093172018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581559360172932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627579874832699,0.0,0.13940033748302566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940167827236268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006572884428425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43778317885133616,0.13784424954109065,0.16493846093734085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231459828389455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554297104473802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204923477920655,0.13059004209379135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767203026868493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319847180040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436402040100344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985957038816496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016618169746849 lonely,Ravingmad33,2020/01/05,"Valentine's day really sucks The loneliness always starts in January for me well actually it goes from Christmas to Valentine's day. Today while I was walking past the Valentine's stuff I couldn't help but stop and look at the stuffed animals and candy wishing that I had a bf. You know last time I had a bf during the holidays was about 12 years ago. How sad is that. I'm 34 f and I've been single most of my life. I spend so much time alone that being around people gives me serious anxiety. I mean I actually shut down around people now, I have no idea how to interact with people anymore. I try to go out but end up just sitting by my self. Last time I went out a group of guys came in and stood around the end of the bar where I was sitting and talked over me like I wasn't even there. I mind as well have just been a bar stool. Not one of them even made eye contact. And yesterday at work I was helping a really cute guy who didn't even look at me in any kind of way but as soon as my slim blond boss came in he couldn't take his eyes off her. I just want a man to notice me. I just want anyone to notice me.",1.6901882845188254,3.126914702928872,3.2897468619246872,92.76098012552305,77.70292887029288,6.78836820083682,21.15502092050209,7.554174236665415,0.4973496234309618,870,22,204,12,20,288,140,239,0.081,0.809,0.11,0.7762,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,20,8,1,0,12,0,16,5,2,4,0,37,34,16,0,5,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,14,2,1,3,3,1,5,6,3,2,1,15,5,29,5,34,16,3,45,0,1,5,0,19,18,1,1,20,129,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.2187731078600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936364080888602,0.0,0.0,0.11609449533317973,0.0,0.0,0.09327031767314134,0.0,0.0,0.0762270528501502,0.0,0.08575080333441808,0.0,0.11116609052875752,0.0783780000352053,0.0,0.0,0.2993594836130413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564089559503195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458136478963649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856217336392507,0.0,0.0,0.22210901770065736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752977591918562,0.06370500919119752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219792962488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026708908564193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653930156104828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672756272032275,0.06160335627601564,0.18274143743128585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917456870321381,0.05476295550537872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825970079465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606506378504203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210208856039588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318192987466495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824012190937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255237143153265,0.0,0.0,0.07595708691676402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700540859481034,0.23313342236772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361923383634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693739804553475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933997009164911,0.0,0.0,0.09371472910178726,0.0,0.0,0.128319614829004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842799515983083,0.09009607077293576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608690948424973,0.0,0.10625101412364024,0.0,0.0,0.07610375808974225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223065751361454,0.08897416973662893,0.0,0.0,0.20157005572777312,0.10391129177680347,0.0,0.0,0.12890136564960106,0.0,0.0,0.08160500585270372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218418754725739 lonely,starblinky,2020/01/05,"I don’t know why I can talk to people some days but not others (Vancouver) It’s so frustrating. Dealing with it all my life. I’m quite sure it has something to do with my depression which unroots my anxiety. I can be an amazing conversationalist, I can be hilarious and fun to talk to. Yet I can’t control the days that I get to be that way. I go months where everything I say is quadruple examined/analyzed in my head: * is this a normal thing to say? * I already used that word 30 seconds ago I can’t use it again, * Should I say a joke now? No, I just said 4 in a row! Not everything has to be a joke * I shouldn’t have said that last thing! How do I get out of this? * They said a thing about turtles but also about the first thing we talked about, should I talk about turtles now??? I can’t seem to actually talk about anything, I just keep saying things.. like I’m starting a new conversation every time I say something. Or all I can say is joke after joke. Its extremely exhausting so I just avoid conversations all together. Then on my good days.. I just call it god-mode because its like I can step outside my body. I still hyper analyze everything but instead of it being intrusive, its actually productive. I ask all those questions but this time I actually have answers, It’s like I just instinctively know what to say and all of it works. The problem is it usually only lasts a day and I can go months without ever having another good day. I can’t maintain friendships because I am 99% of the time just unable to hold conversations. So I’m just lonely all the time. And my romantic relationships are non existent because of this. I have no friends and sort of just chill at home every day. If I meet someone new on a good day, they really like me.. but it fizzles away the next day or sometimes over a week or two if they really try. I’m sick of this shit happening again and again.",1.5711846689895488,3.949411862433866,3.4892076396954472,86.46767131242744,82.49206349206351,7.074048264292166,24.56342753903729,8.176038313617813,1.6648622273841789,1476,58,304,32,41,496,176,378,0.10400000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.162,0.973,0,3,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,3,4,28,22,2,1,16,0,33,6,3,4,8,59,53,22,0,7,21,0,0,4,1,3,3,10,1,0,31,10,0,4,5,4,0,3,11,7,0,3,3,10,43,15,34,42,7,47,0,2,0,0,29,9,1,9,38,211,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.21361111264286345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467942389278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051913239469452,0.058350403362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651058301055867,0.055818330657602416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060044306470194875,0.0,0.06821279862840747,0.0,0.06855339440365309,0.0,0.0,0.13343709029929166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104810961716823,0.0,0.0,0.07450583058344905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183689955416877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37645316955374425,0.07522412265462983,0.06284499139646746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600138090622781,0.12295299156198528,0.0,0.1967297878405932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062064331268097024,0.0,0.0,0.05637288640795179,0.0,0.07624281907149169,0.0,0.08293583568452982,0.1835997450367451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452306152292239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488355007682951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319024461252342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485499934874489,0.0,0.0,0.08019975035855012,0.1189530777875633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153761928403093,0.14258883365865285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648057098988827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409408744084058,0.07759952980231152,0.0,0.07149059917524993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549347402318423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050585020590848975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981803282283447,0.0,0.0,0.08173794599764636,0.07760768351641974,0.0,0.0,0.09348700620103984,0.0,0.0,0.07833753218093888,0.0,0.0,0.20822041058533125,0.4061750983121888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642495902470931,0.0,0.0,0.07489793371728555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061823345943524566,0.11234465811124199,0.07216464550942332,0.0,0.0516452850904363,0.0,0.05827026203837817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876902521709863,0.0,0.0,0.293234119903339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237484516219815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018684413616575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953871646861168,0.0,0.07127659271166813,0.0,0.0,0.12603735534672114,0.08036107872279462,0.0,0.0,0.057916537609291635,0.05852844201714619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583992371808624,0.0,0.0,0.07033604103315612,0.0,0.053119679616733334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,outrosea,2020/01/05,"Just started crying out of nowhere... i think it just hit me again how truly alone i am. i have no friends, very little family, and i’m constantly alone. even at work i rarely ever talk to anyone. i just hate this...i hate my life...i feel so pathetic all the time...",-0.1284126984126992,2.1410337777777784,1.840793650793653,95.605,90.85185185185185,5.307936507936508,16.973544973544975,6.868970318607317,-0.03424550264550241,200,5,45,3,7,66,43,54,0.33299999999999996,0.574,0.09300000000000001,-0.9376,0,2,0,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795135848087199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186519291530085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016154652816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542840409254941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289885334403502,0.20939854861314125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823086974660813,0.0,0.1170497475695908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885081240542247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571025539690662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351025582912318,0.0,0.2320166649841528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638518405548819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606519520811154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833127991426154,0.0,0.0,0.13498535055575386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910058566105647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852956198511074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unwanted906,2020/01/05,I wished I was a little bit more confident I feel like such a loser. I’m so ugly and have little redeeming qualities. I want to just disappear.,1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,81.06896551724137,9.383908045977012,23.459770114942533,9.725611199111238,2.831266666666667,113,4,21,4,3,41,23,29,0.27899999999999997,0.501,0.22,-0.4336,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887930127872383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006599438813115,0.2544136433842986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398323133338106,0.713855644501078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004999514038894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095227496770251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,34tiger,2020/01/05,"Wife of 5 years told me she wants a divorce So I’m 25, been married almost 5 years, and my wife told me a few days before Christmas she wants a divorce. Feels like I’ve lost everything. Anyone have any tips on how to get back to feeling normal again?",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,74.38461538461539,5.9692307692307685,24.538461538461537,5.985473137389443,0.5261,196,6,42,1,4,63,40,52,0.048,0.87,0.083,0.1779,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,1,4,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552358831289811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333418972632114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782252706946299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599495833093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168929282578808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438319978474622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290790259094477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577604557175484,0.18209372869745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316969624071132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452655802138485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782429447599097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973844073911716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871173363953007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006818841882576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32828207812659804 lonely,Traveler2001,2020/01/05,How can someone be friends with you then never contact you again? This has been bugging me lately. Last year I caught up with a primary school friend. We hung out for at least 4-5 times and were having a great time then out of the blue he just stopped responding to my messages. We had no fight or awkward moment nothing like that just just never contacted me again. I wonder what I did wrong and it really hurts.,3.370158730158732,5.379446827160495,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,74.55555555555556,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.1525823633156969,327,11,65,4,7,101,67,81,0.183,0.7040000000000001,0.113,-0.5428,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,2,2,0,0,6,8,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,17,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,1,10,4,9,4,1,18,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,2,14,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723354174293821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656629757872101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795628071373683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964173146644779,0.2718171868968145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772253534452334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716916252819951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121086076359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543673106703714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386780375242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041674888898036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014561742911046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28101536789275605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613145054840437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634556276377571,0.0,0.15517251564359197 lonely,timeupsidedown,2020/01/05,I hate being lonely but I can't stand being around people. People stress me out and I get overstimulated quickly. I feel like a cat lmao,0.2844444444444427,2.4572463333333374,2.6863703703703727,85.42066666666669,104.1851851851852,3.641481481481482,12.807407407407407,5.6839178017228535,-0.7169348148148149,109,2,20,1,5,37,22,27,0.24100000000000002,0.494,0.265,0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552452497187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017751610841337,0.28508633209898204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849076198048744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939860758958136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949590462514614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533116228504328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571183354936304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,misguidedsatanist,2020/01/05,giving up .. I had a pretty rough semester last year so I made a deal w the universe if I can pass my courses so I can graduate this year .. i would give up all possiblity of looking/hoping/manifesting etc friendships/chance w my crush ... and well the universe pulled through (I'm like aware i passed (barely) based on my own merit but I practically prayed everyday even though I'm an agnostic so I feel I have to pay my debts and I'm now condemned to spent my life alone .. stupid but yeah I had a pretty bad semester so I dont know if I can take 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lonely,comfortbun,2020/01/05,"i remember how desperate i used to be i was so lonely last year. desperate for any source of human connection, to the point where my idea of “friendship” became so misconstrued by people who only wanted to use and hurt me. i remember sitting at a pizza parlor with the guy who gaslighted me into thinking i wanted his attention. i was making attempts to flirt and start a meaningful conversation but he seemed distracted by the front door. later that night he told me he was watching the door in case any of his friends walked in. only now i realize that he never wanted to be on that date in the first place. fast forward to august. sitting in central park with a guy i met online, his fingers slowly crawling into my pants. i accepted this because i knew that if i didn’t, he would ghost me and our imessages and facetimed would come to an end. and this past september, when a guy asked me to hang out and proceeded to rub me through my pants as we stood parked in the lot of a walmart. again, i didn’t say no. i didn’t say a word. i was so starved of kindness, so starved of a friend to the point where i accepted this as the be all end all. i later became disgusted with my body and developed an eating disorder i can’t believe how ignorant i was to all of this. i honestly pity myself for reaching such a low point where these interactions were considered a normal part of human connection to me. thankfully i have pushed these people out of my life, but these traumatic memories still haunt me. anyone got any similar experiences?",4.957186147186151,6.2204944444444425,5.85770081770082,78.25575757575758,69.20202020202021,9.428186628186626,30.97787397787398,9.725611199111238,3.0311671957671966,1218,50,224,28,21,401,156,297,0.16699999999999998,0.732,0.10099999999999999,-0.9697,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,2,15,15,1,1,19,0,16,5,2,5,4,48,33,19,1,7,3,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,13,16,2,1,11,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,14,5,39,8,42,14,5,46,0,4,1,0,26,20,0,3,20,161,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001644278692336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226304641994854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998610755618483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171785188285898,0.0,0.0,0.13255034485742773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306817236768084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134435647768962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348361599492219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038448855961385,0.0,0.0,0.20840451756035488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508347914123955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007233761865918,0.0,0.0,0.1817909387208595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409480160358896,0.0,0.0,0.3494735731337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259458870274832,0.13281161082942547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225135230069183,0.0,0.09589978912134543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830990994614095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002113087061347,0.0,0.0,0.07853174530079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073830518353967,0.0,0.0,0.11040579140591524,0.1152712231172197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895501505016564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740260374623535,0.11230946044127887,0.1631262644931251,0.0,0.1229183591500687,0.0,0.3336495254032835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654718708781083,0.0,0.0,0.1871187098017864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710340045576593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832726994778512,0.0,0.0939547920148099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831556391924696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538484800436565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241883908962333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322224567822567,0.0,0.0,0.20817761448933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671492126093808,0.0,0.0,0.07576221858581586 lonely,general_kenobi_1,2020/01/05,"No better than last year I feel like this year is going to be worse for me mentally than it was last year. The longer I go without an emotional connection with somebody, the worse I get and i don't know how to find somebody who doesnt mind me being open with them. I want someone who is willing to listen to my intimacy needs as well, but i don't know where to find that especially with women. I just don't see myself getting better this year.",5.837142857142857,5.2529465604395655,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,66.91208791208791,9.477802197802195,30.28791208791209,8.841846274778883,2.1758421978021976,351,11,73,5,5,116,60,91,0.079,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.5152,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,17,21,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,3,12,4,13,17,0,10,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,7,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136582080815473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946618753346465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966059172532173,0.12668065331459802,0.0,0.0,0.32414274841156643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852894577111914,0.0,0.20155519176699754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490580796303628,0.2890862581519645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663179033132698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787013818970392,0.0,0.17904718851841156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314838647764926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130466273551665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024646757913918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459058036018376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594360151285773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093448352644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614176154849901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456764639024421 lonely,karolinethecreator,2020/01/05,hey hey if u need a friend/someone to give u some awesome music recommendations or just chat i am available very bored and tired and could use some human interaction because i ahve no friends that like me lol,8.469750000000001,7.562202475000002,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,61.75,10.0,37.5,8.841846274778883,3.09025,169,7,32,2,2,53,35,40,0.16399999999999998,0.5710000000000001,0.265,0.695,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,10,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082190139069659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727173079722516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527795088724987,0.0,0.0,0.3276668184959686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166874740028935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532711798828268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894126985214599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925865651057897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950083869508145,0.0,0.28183252757119903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wild_Cloud,2020/01/05,"Does anyone want to talk about... anything? I’m 15/M and Christmas break has left me lonely as all get out and I’d love to talk to anyone about just about anything through the messaging system reddit has. Anything we talk about can be a topic you’re interested in or vice versa, just as long as it’s kept at or below a PG-13 level. I tend to write for way too long sometimes about some topics so prepare for the potential run-ons and tangents if you are up to talk. Hope to talk to one of you soon, thank you.",3.0305,4.288360847619053,4.0258928571428605,89.57598214285713,73.85714285714286,6.392857142857142,23.60119047619048,6.6274283507984215,0.5839761904761906,399,11,85,3,8,129,72,105,0.024,0.848,0.128,0.8779,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,16,13,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,4,24,11,2,13,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,5,3,54,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768425070707974,0.0,0.41959535669897297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487358216243233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879868535056347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881167122063778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466536504631811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30082392431915883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339829998541218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151713700374742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809781506157154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6830493589941847,0.0,0.1564791529761409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024861803538884,0.13490876812776653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,divergedinayellowwd,2020/01/05,"Hope you're all having the best weekend possible! In times like these, I would usually post something online about how i wish i were dead, that a coconut would hit me on the head, etc. But this time I'm gonna do something positive and say that i hope you all are doing better than i am and having a relatively good weekend! Cheers!",5.517272727272727,5.747254212121213,6.041969696969698,81.13295454545455,67.48484848484848,9.024242424242424,30.13636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.2488,262,9,52,4,4,85,50,66,0.055,0.583,0.36200000000000004,0.9728,0,0,2,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,2,11,15,4,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,7,4,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364766401643616,0.19690759397776894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483032171892702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186740444219636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228493575575911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422648738850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877099311676967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099392097786216,0.2132282335251219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705280957286162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427993544957985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596471487580093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520726108296756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560258011355482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163151107842871,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,roaringroary,2020/01/05,"I hate living alone I (F33) am having a hard time with being so lonely. I have only ever had a small circle of six friends, they are now all married and have children. I completely understand that their children and husbands come first. The majority of my friend’s plans centre around them meeting up with their children, they go to places for their kids to play etc and they catch up at the same time. I don’t have children so obviously don’t get included in the plans, again totally understand. Last year I had to move into an apartment on my own. My husband had a serious cocaine addiction and he refused any help so I called time on our marriage. Family wise, my brother and sister-in-law have their children and I see them maybe once every month for a few hours. My parents are great and I visit them for dinner once a week. I don’t want to burden them with how I feel or talk to them about my problems, I don’t want to worry them. I come home from work 4/5 nights per week to sit with nobody to talk with. I finish work on a Friday and most weekends I don’t have anyone to talk with until I go back to work on the Monday morning. I go to the gym but again I’m just on my own. I have signed up for classes but it’s just in, work out and straight back out again. I have really struggled over the holidays. It really shouldn’t have been a burden but I got two weeks vacation and I don’t go back to work until Monday. I have spent the majority of the time alone and with nothing to do. I feel empty. I’m not sure how to make it better. One of my colleagues suggested dating but I really don’t feel ready for another relationship. TL;DR friends are busy with their families and I hate coming home to sit alone all the time.",3.0471733821733835,4.571030663817666,4.292660765160765,86.61381410256412,74.27065527065527,7.293487993487995,24.216625966625966,7.957251820313856,1.2300027676027674,1357,41,280,20,28,446,165,351,0.11,0.804,0.087,-0.7057,1,5,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,14,9,17,16,2,1,17,0,28,2,0,3,6,57,51,24,0,4,8,4,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,4,27,1,1,5,4,1,10,9,8,0,4,6,5,48,8,52,43,11,61,0,1,1,0,40,20,0,2,29,195,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750551260574572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277906325038872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060823958004592685,0.09378824583885433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254026627524137,0.0,0.0,0.07962277598632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632725373087124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910461093507362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133077909266772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114034729222194,0.09377874549026352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975201561754847,0.0,0.08090584981273638,0.07535915258707851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863683238646726,0.0,0.135674426019728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607973341404385,0.0,0.0,0.2073091298367896,0.0,0.04673000764833761,0.0,0.20332890536092416,0.0,0.07153532726424093,0.09861065724114046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012289970282033,0.17661187637342865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951413404273186,0.0,0.17943621351775413,0.0,0.08808283248849175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290756431230391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897935433406185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970355434077235,0.0,0.0898569996814859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139213947658818,0.09506320832570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393571467808297,0.0,0.0858224781741892,0.0,0.0,0.19050665829355945,0.0606085437129339,0.06802504149550427,0.0,0.0,0.099315296569605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344836163880373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558438020880771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189744167375412,0.0,0.0,0.09602775769701206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712740816659817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935047070448616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429848511636014,0.0,0.0,0.21567144813448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607731660824418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737231291095097,0.1862255658279157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551099194846963,0.0,0.21523610299943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32557597751462924,0.0908331867884542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057598028886163014 lonely,RandysPudge,2020/01/05,"A bum deal. I feel like I've been absolutely screwed in the dating world. My first relationship failed because we could hardly see each other in person, and I would compensate by being overbearing, which is exactly where the problem lay. My second relationship failed because she was grounded, and it was only after we broke up that she was ungrounded and gets to have fun and hang out with her brand-new, mail-order boyfriend (facisous). I feel so hopeless, especially since her boyfriend isn't a keeper. I quite literally developed a six-pack so I would be more palatable, and even in my single days, that doesn't entice anyone. I don't think I'm a bad person, but why else wouldn't people want to talk to me. I spend all of my time at home. I have no one to talk to. I feel like I've just been dealt a shitty hand, and if I can't find someone to love, why should I continue onward to sludge on at my shitty job and finish college starting next year?",6.860748663101603,6.2621647272727285,6.9735882352941205,78.37214705882354,64.82887700534761,9.83294117647059,31.53422459893048,9.120678840339163,2.466452834224599,752,24,148,11,10,242,122,187,0.14,0.75,0.111,-0.5486,1,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,2,0,0,4,5,11,1,0,7,0,19,3,1,0,2,29,29,11,0,8,3,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,7,0,3,5,6,23,4,19,17,4,22,0,4,1,2,14,11,1,1,12,95,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080727933179831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905215618540414,0.1884381607794775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234045512048748,0.0,0.0,0.09967919535790548,0.15934582304846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129116059956096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020862229760114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344523788439764,0.2208371217989528,0.0,0.0,0.14126614786522335,0.1314696881646988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075185411108275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384564872415387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550374980170396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337815395139404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102160221379266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139497528509655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492761819030329,0.16437760266469326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473467748225652,0.11755076669542824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715328348832613,0.2699137776296856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478942061558797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439487452164048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33188179803087964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316527503922847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785463194765925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309592135518821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939922153816536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484608954306641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903658388838543,0.0,0.0,0.09012588579930872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911642075158268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789349071566902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959170117989565,0.0,0.0,0.09953235318733844 lonely,Jacksnow47,2020/01/05,Sick of having nobody Title really says it all I guess haha. Sick of just coming home from work and watching something and not having anybody to talk to......,5.796896551724139,7.097372310344831,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,67.27586206896552,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,1.4159517241379302,123,3,19,1,2,40,24,29,0.191,0.723,0.087,-0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35850892187603856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584777626177428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417470278603757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666205498505825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309692283094316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32040168720326273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345159737619677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30298966161872226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRainBaby,2020/01/05,"Hahahahaha This sucks, man",6.475000000000001,9.141556500000009,9.57,33.57500000000002,109.0,11.6,29.0,8.841846274778883,5.4213000000000005,22,1,3,1,1,8,4,4,0.455,0.545,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ziq7h,2020/01/06,"It's my birthday today. No birthday wishes. No presents. Nobody to hang out with. Overall shitty birthday. I look forward to this day every year pointlessly and mindlessly, hoping something new will happen, but no.",4.073333333333334,7.360604111111115,4.122222222222224,76.19500000000002,91.22222222222223,4.622222222222223,31.0,6.42735559955562,2.5382000000000007,172,9,21,2,6,53,31,36,0.21,0.7090000000000001,0.081,-0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150489490864665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024463247208488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174345344416765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565365769121837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014430131532685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466938780930364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763513804431161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402600313590843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127958973372609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311638540209948 lonely,LzunN,2020/01/06,"I just had an absolute truth During today I was sitting alone at home as my parents went to work (I'm 16) doing absolutely nothing. I felt so alone as the pain in my heart kept following along during the morning coming up worse and worse. Eventually it got to me and I cried for a bit thinking in my head, Why do I feel so bad?, Why do I feel like I need people to talk to if everyone I knew was boring?, Why do I feel so alone????. To clarify, it began with my sub conscience mind becoming sad when people stopped asking me to hang out or that I was never getting texts anymore. Then I became confused and lonely, stuck in my head, and put the blame on them in my mind saying that they were never cool in the first place or that I never needed them. Then later in the day it came to me. I was never alone since I had my family to support me and some friends that respected me (that sadly I never respected as much). Its just that the truth was at times I didn't want to talk to people when they were talking to me simply because I wanted to be by myself and think about things that were happening in my life. (But I didn't know that and it made me feel truly alone when no one was with me.) But then I realized the fact of the matter was that I had full control of if I wanted to talk to people I know or not and that I don't have to make up any excuses that they never liked me or that they were too boring anyways if deep down inside I know I wanted to talk to them or 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lonely,GHostIH,2020/01/06,"r/amiugly destroyed me i've got over 30 reviews in one day saying I am so ugly and I will never get a girl friend and I look bad person while I haven't done anything bad in my life and also say that I am not smart (silly and idiot) while I'm studying engineering, I don't know why everyone In this community he is either good looking or cute (while he is ugly too) except for me, thank you guys I can't leave my room again because of you, I feel like I'm a monster, maybe uglier, I really feel depressed, I really hated my life and hate society,",7.5174782608695665,4.6938057913043485,8.873913043478264,72.40652173913045,65.0,11.634782608695652,34.30434782608695,9.888512548439397,3.112339130434783,426,13,88,7,5,151,79,115,0.295,0.613,0.092,-0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,4,14,4,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,13,21,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,1,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,6,17,7,7,18,1,11,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,1,7,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428093150739333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695504721395986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982114963313284,0.10885991283097801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516848257102487,0.0,0.15380956531512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274800260200846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063959255005345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805895042235367,0.1275766528893879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796945406938704,0.0,0.09329999574512612,0.0,0.0,0.14978333382166048,0.14282569306656887,0.0,0.0,0.1768209806869908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526189731913263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098142178612212,0.0,0.0,0.18908904957110687,0.0,0.0,0.2522708220117201,0.08724452830882531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999222493347183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940629821939855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773089591200735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100954301333584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559280253166618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880416508741094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840258862094562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441126632943154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113949294022842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,layaj,2020/01/06,ughh how do you fight the feeling of loneliness :(( even though im always surrounded by people it just feels rlly lonely *sigh* like i just wanna have a good time for 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lonely,throwaway957833,2020/01/06,"Getting through each day is hard Every day is just the same thing over and over I feel so unimportant and I hate going to school because it makes me feel so low seeing everyone else so happy when I feel like nobody really cares about me. I have a group of friends but i always feel like I’m the least important in the group and like nobody really likes me that much and theres always someone else who’s more important than me and I’m just sort of there. I don’t know if I’m doing something wrong to make people not like me . It just makes me feel like I’m somehow worth less than other people and just boring and no fun and that i just don’t belong. I feel so alone like theres no one else around me going through the same thing and school is so boring and pointless and every minute I’m in there I’m just waiting for the day to be over. I hate it so much. Whenever i dont have to go to school i start feeling better and the moment im back in school i start feeling so depressed again. I have really bad anxiety over the smallest things and sometimes find it hard to talk to people. It’s so hard to find the will to get out of bed because I don’t have a reason to keep going day after day. I feel like im everyones last choice and no one truly cares and i hate pretending like everything’s ok. I feel so trapped and lost and alone and i don’t know how I’ll get through any more years of this.",1.012020202020203,3.0472002188552203,2.4945690235690243,94.81074242424243,82.16498316498317,5.576161616161617,18.990909090909085,6.742157984588678,0.010684040404040474,1103,27,248,12,30,358,123,297,0.20800000000000002,0.613,0.179,-0.9016,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,26,26,3,0,10,1,15,0,0,5,0,55,54,31,0,1,9,0,13,9,1,1,0,0,1,0,13,21,0,2,15,1,1,4,9,10,0,2,1,14,25,16,31,51,9,28,0,3,1,0,5,10,0,3,23,153,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542581748711393,0.0,0.0,0.12486910193310155,0.0,0.0,0.051025899074139736,0.0,0.05740103641511572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679643786375042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769674741391054,0.06265050881792464,0.09148042932802536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636174340327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300494536006162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195459000166625,0.0,0.06462693522284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793964428665997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804459588866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643927295657467,0.1433969840769159,0.0674359932943035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793959812404703,0.21441808421570865,0.0,0.0,0.13715998715727626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579713163651787,0.0,0.1176069791685281,0.0,0.1705748942385241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798754107979598,0.2016479917397761,0.2222425194306959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209984637653144,0.0,0.0,0.06669393612208603,0.0,0.0,0.08247378122167695,0.061162971637920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299217328395241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190880541125382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502579397050898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031769252133558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169037122816756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560580139957604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420668758987215,0.07714776042687578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375488209460416,0.0597926247649942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357632143420641,0.057765072291792174,0.07421084428661864,0.0,0.10621933172203904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060309730500453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954837039400234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203823124547004,0.0,0.0483196310340873 lonely,markidak,2020/01/06,"I'm that kind of guy that you don't want to socialize with. If I'm honest I don't make friends. I tried multiple discord groups and I simply can't socialize with people. I always leave when I feel the hate or resentment they feel towards me. It's been like that ever since I was little. Now I was a dick as a kid but even tho I'm trying my best now people still hate me. I kinda gotten used to ""People come and go"" attitude. I wish I wasn't so incompatible with other people. Bad guys feel lonely too.",0.4492138364779876,2.649517537735853,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,85.88679245283019,5.79748427672956,17.323899371069178,7.1686216300943375,0.20712201257861684,393,9,84,6,12,136,70,106,0.228,0.652,0.12,-0.8383,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,9,10,3,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,1,18,22,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,3,15,5,8,17,1,9,0,1,0,1,9,2,1,3,6,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370678975980133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375420082979278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287314126591505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418996269440948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880208857183532,0.14900699995281938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498761120279079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726937780687184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361940533857588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262156300758666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527197866847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715401213694184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442444671053578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047837044665014,0.16510194276569745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995802577229892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568099671431431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626570348045347,0.0,0.0,0.3358413663181388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155295864399255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368063883356207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422731459883005,0.0,0.0,0.09716155512040968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943046006362466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Heavymetal4256,2020/01/06,Just feeling lonely I could really use a connection with someone. That's what I want. I'd like to be able to cuddle with somebody.,1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,83.61538461538461,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.6682974358974354,104,4,19,2,3,35,22,26,0.10099999999999999,0.685,0.214,0.2023,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.4792450190419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826381511828694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232068132924486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413490870293616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070166309683256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060627494253653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139138238258998,0.0,0.0,0.2826711290412234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,magnus150903,2020/01/06,"What have i done? So i Go to School in 9 th class i Think and there is this girl right. Btw spoken to her Once, so there was this party and she invited the whole class she Said there could only be 10 people or so. There is 23 in our class, so i Said i joined and i Got a DM saying i cant come. I thought to myself Well Thats weird i have never spoken to her and Then one of my friends says AFTER ME she wants to Join the party, she never Got the message saying it. So i texted it to my friends and i exposed her and she was like take it into private and i was like hmmm NO she Got mad and i never went to the party. after that i realised i dont have any real friends and Im a fcking loser. Btw All my friends went except for 2 and i dont see Them as Real friends Sorry if Its boring to read Im not very Good at this",-1.5345862552594658,0.3297297956989276,1.267138849929875,100.38157784011223,92.44086021505377,3.4498363721365126,14.000935016362787,4.3202899421422565,-1.411946891070594,626,11,157,1,23,216,98,186,0.09699999999999999,0.726,0.177,0.9470000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,10,13,1,0,6,0,14,0,0,0,4,26,28,19,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,1,10,12,0,0,2,1,0,4,8,4,1,1,12,6,32,9,18,14,2,15,0,1,1,0,23,5,0,2,8,111,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071662926114521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224518063682453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476825110488604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146613337950428,0.27821917081479625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585170801233528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745706959276211,0.09955568402917622,0.2847935589505589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564218061939885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597670410954462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463456456638685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640623706286774,0.08043076303198496,0.09027285028790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228812614435885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872706029849685,0.2702016541571968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136483001870154,0.22581213716293386,0.2831729404945947,0.0,0.1201256158596476,0.09458449950473848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286926736582494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924382293358607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605492470794603,0.0,0.09423052381767856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979357560434326,0.07000935075153478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672100553533982,0.2200627966263661,0.0,0.13251866140371585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MisterSaxo,2020/01/06,"I don’t think I was made for this world Hello everyone, this is my first post here and I saw it and I thought it was perfect for me to vent. I’m going to be 100% honest, I’m extremely lonely. I am lonely romantically, I am lonely without friends, I am lonely even with some people I consider “friends”. My life just feels so empty. My life feels worthless. I just don’t know what to do now. I’m just going to stay in my dorm bed all day I guess.",0.2759999999999998,2.252209073684213,2.771842105263161,92.11039473684211,84.57894736842105,5.484210526315789,20.026315789473685,6.742157984588678,0.20855789473684186,342,10,78,4,10,118,56,95,0.215,0.688,0.098,-0.8672,0,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,17,23,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,3,15,4,9,17,2,9,0,5,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072029261247195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646013249755367,0.0,0.0,0.23813151509575825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201684795706664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119785043973576,0.0,0.0,0.3850791559390356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326438149167016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745336956350741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695968994340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352049791975927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358092014457781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727713292106254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867497398198734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656254605513013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968416162198235,0.0,0.1978454682955482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023023335310906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maymjs,2020/01/06,"Idk I really feel empty and bored, constantly tierd but like emotionally, i just wanna fall in love with the right Person..",10.55090909090909,9.046383181818186,10.153636363636364,61.45045454545455,58.09090909090909,14.254545454545458,31.09090909090909,13.023866798666859,4.2429454545454535,98,2,16,3,1,32,21,22,0.151,0.529,0.319,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548660835025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473479488722755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128303130151456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056407469377832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798976509081198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675319956014745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696527812294419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35946424789893194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spidermojo22,2020/01/06,"the only joy i get in my life now is talking to strangers on the internet Hello, I am someone who posted here a lot in the past. Right now im going through a particularly rough patch. I like to talk to people, I like to help people, but i find it harder and harder to wake up, harder to go to work, and harder to go to sleep. I dont want to live life at a 9-5 i dont enjoy when I get pleasure from streaming to people and talking to a community. I think that this is the best joy I get because I can help others with their issues while also venting my own. In addition to this, I think i might be a video game addict.... but I really am obsessed with league of legends and enjoy it way too much. I dont know what I want to get out of this post. I just want to help people, I want people who relate to talk to me, and I want to try and do better at the basics in taking care of myself, but its so damn hard in cold boston winters... Ill be live tonight. Come by if you want. I just wanted to vent and junk. [twitch.tv/spidermojo](https://twitch.tv/spidermojo) is the stream, propositivity is my website devoted to mental health. ill be on at 6:00 PM EST",4.721627486437612,4.5318773080168775,5.998640747438216,82.20693037974685,69.16877637130801,8.121639541892707,25.78933092224232,7.447530270364453,1.1225457504520793,890,21,191,8,14,301,125,237,0.12300000000000001,0.71,0.16699999999999998,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,3,9,13,1,1,11,0,15,8,2,0,0,31,35,15,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,4,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,27,11,40,31,4,27,0,0,0,0,13,13,1,3,9,129,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115015624177387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817942072501074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062349646216816636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073377678973222,0.09045937483936976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428246000481603,0.0,0.0,0.08810616334097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596182757327448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348312789060544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375073984383047,0.0,0.17438622207009147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162382991028747,0.0,0.0,0.10872009093007903,0.0,0.0,0.20567071804720646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104812050797928,0.10675495827987916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621105103142928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448841721633554,0.0999388173836632,0.0,0.18063227753285335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695578520916603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307535318913047,0.10850414813360404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751884217278553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778943166986926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763894123255153,0.3545443921141798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591415763237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655239305963994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734755237393728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235502692037604,0.0,0.08666249553717413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690270379088679,0.3288388904823684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107527567495586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944219419635057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222965501165207,0.08118602455905302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446190314459109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,resololo,2020/01/06,"HI YALL a little info about me i am from turkey used to be very into sports like i had baskeball football and table tennis and chess license still play chess but im not more than an amateur like to watch movies and reading a lot have a cat i feel lonely lately so someone to talk to would be great!",1.0029262672811043,3.334901274193552,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,84.64516129032258,4.188018433179724,18.534562211981566,5.288315135182226,-0.358440552995392,237,6,48,1,7,77,49,62,0.049,0.753,0.198,0.8726,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,8,4,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893339690440108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32474256021757075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816468745403714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322653784271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878046322397964,0.2952166132094896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504159888861938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946298412985241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957137086491685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352281157810607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367482386200709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543967418295687,0.0,0.2430347065612711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923996260986294,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThiccFettuccine,2020/01/06,"I’m not entirely sure how to articulate this properly, but I’ll try. I’m usually the last person that people come to in order to vent, seek advice, or to just have a conversation with. I’m the only person in the group who is utterly devoid of companionship and it shows. All of the people that I consider friends are in a relationship and they seem to be content and full of pride in their significant other...which is beautiful and wonderful to hear, I’m glad. I’m always supportive of them and am there to just listen when people need to get things off of their chests and I enjoy helping them, but it’s also a problem. No one strikes up a conversation with me unless they want something. No one checks in on me, even though they claim to “understand” how I feel. No one genuinely gives a fuck about me for the sake of kindness...it’s for more than just appearances...it’s a denial of reality. I enjoy the sublime routine of sleeping because it takes me away from the stresses of my comical existence. The times that I feel the happiest and most loved are in my dreams, whether it be a daydream or me dreaming when I’m asleep...it’s comforting. My dreams are full of expansive worlds —vibrant worlds, littered with positive possibilities. Full of a type of existential euphoria that I have never felt in my waking hours. In my dreamscape I can do and be whatever I want. I can be loved and desired, I can be happy for once...I can be needed. Whenever I wake up I am struck with a crippling sadness that won’t go away until I’m dreaming of far off and greater worlds...it’s a tiresome cycle of being unneeded and sad, I want it to end.",3.0325201417982584,5.155509613707167,4.717550757331615,80.9551401869159,75.9158878504673,8.165903963905897,27.89139542378344,8.939507131559953,2.449843184015469,1290,54,247,30,29,435,164,321,0.09699999999999999,0.655,0.248,0.996,0,0,1,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,7,1,12,16,1,1,19,0,22,7,4,2,3,46,51,24,0,8,10,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,13,16,0,0,6,6,1,2,6,5,0,3,1,5,30,11,51,42,7,33,0,2,0,3,22,21,1,5,9,177,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258978191682758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850722115319583,0.11290076418861557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496099079695306,0.0,0.0,0.0827122980749075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688058692672308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201766096171187,0.0,0.0,0.08961864273356808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372127949957935,0.0,0.13027884904349146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048298709180298,0.1254385679802029,0.07088979641606373,0.13016138657156745,0.07711289507487255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443917317192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292682200227184,0.0,0.0909467749944909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362236338263375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060135984108188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449219650855368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121737137427728,0.10464861325477937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758309408303828,0.10319453356610213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822006207319151,0.23694976365171844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296441616254158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983219123468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567487864886855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352250033649988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357829596444432,0.0,0.0,0.10445691855216456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554266742246649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397369554215914,0.12788147806549602,0.0,0.10201821092294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090143064693408,0.0,0.13330979370421867,0.0,0.07911899691295814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212118775094176,0.0,0.0,0.1412528385224526,0.0,0.0,0.14943782456659685,0.0,0.2400915316076361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471445615785214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YouNeedToChillDude,2020/01/06,I just want someone to talk to Every night i'm at my phone waiting for someone to text me. Whenever i text someone they respond a few times and then they start to ignore me.,0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,84.27777777777777,4.711111111111111,25.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.7856333333333341,137,6,28,1,4,45,26,36,0.07400000000000001,0.888,0.038,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679582244566349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984543257389852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8084101313131636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510682690324574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556245053371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544878006329288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187585297157508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PaneledJuggler7,2020/01/06,"Drinking and cooking to ease my mind Hullo. I'm 23M and I'm about to start making food cuz why not. My depression has gotten to me a bit today and I've tried reaching out to old friends with little success, so I'm turning to reddit. I dont expect much from this but I'll try regardless, I primarily use Discord but if you message me I cant see it so chats are preferable if you wanna talk that way. Idc if you're male, female, trans, or a hotdog, I just feel alone right now and want some company. I game on PC as well, mostly Beasts of Bermuda and a few other games.",-0.15261707988980788,2.0584091652892624,2.281619834710746,93.0721267217631,89.57851239669421,4.548980716253444,19.63691460055097,6.079149491110277,0.019697079889807508,443,14,96,4,15,151,91,121,0.053,0.8290000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.535,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,27,15,15,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,11,3,13,14,5,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,6,4,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311169350961746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351844708647013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554221167407967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524723791793053,0.21103104610437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892357685983847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604885179879857,0.0,0.16643410700142094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590892390553407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379551579817393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175142927884041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835958015500914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260486135199727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396877343124066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166303496275942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152476437744513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314763177205575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419438174227147,0.0,0.0,0.2925140989866704,0.23431671875273805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605499933203135,0.0,0.0,0.1270611748088673,0.17099154987133985,0.0,0.0,0.19368978850024027,0.0,0.1943843859574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,living_sunshine,2020/01/06,"Looking for friends with the same interest I’m 18 F looking for some friends, I’m pretty lonely I don’t really have anyone. I like listening to others talk. My interests are Horror (really into Junji Ito mangas atm) , rick and morty, adventure time, scp’s and my hero academia . Looking for other stuff to get into . (Kinda a sad person atm but I won’t make that your problem I just want you to consider it at times when I can’t bring myself to talk much)",2.253,4.563876966666669,4.174444444444447,82.94500000000002,79.33333333333334,7.1111111111111125,23.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.6333333333333335,357,12,66,7,9,121,67,90,0.107,0.706,0.187,0.5076,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,10,7,11,14,3,7,0,2,3,0,8,3,0,2,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376671225600747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398050057900758,0.0,0.11489429239330855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743728619895568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540089418298078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679213581495126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616597073189675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920175878891145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372829598583144,0.0,0.2104248918170389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817609200773529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517451999457807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35351186771073906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564634580646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297090602987174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joe12221T,2020/01/06,I’ve been having these horrible nights of no sleep crying and I try not to eat but then just make myself feel weak and need to throw up. I’ve been in this long cycle of depression for 2 years and it’s coming to the better of me last night was a bad night and so is tonight and I just can’t bare it. Would someone please speak to me.,1.4931963470319616,2.789845739726033,2.733082191780824,97.13788812785393,77.90410958904108,5.962557077625571,17.646118721461185,6.42735559955562,-0.4667607305936072,261,4,64,2,6,84,55,73,0.235,0.684,0.08199999999999999,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,0,14,11,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,2,5,1,10,7,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602472169077408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197044287116408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191837415316845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473011271014106,0.0,0.0,0.191893216278524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279751544202464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265196907812533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816078590804616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971667790438225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871755469537554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519984961119447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272347288045109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445622725915293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295614299921648,0.0,0.1887736863445512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126334529192284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826734827625374,0.0,0.0,0.1434728318239178 lonely,Thegalaxythrowaway,2020/01/06,Feeling pretty bored and alone All my good friends don’t really hold conversations with me anymore because they’re either busy with school or work. Anyone wanna talk?,5.816436781609196,9.118423517241382,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,72.44827586206897,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,2.0567839080459764,138,5,20,2,3,41,28,29,0.115,0.5870000000000001,0.299,0.765,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634924852795537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34806162350026026,0.24540193695036766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394417702606847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745776133698915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711536371652428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943716493366233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570561949332645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483629431050256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35519394008501703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820912790497937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555057094095847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pensive_Nights,2020/01/06,Schools starting and I’m feeling so anxious already I can feel the incoming responsibilities piling up on me. :(,4.295087719298248,7.688911842105267,6.132631578947367,62.37508771929825,88.47368421052633,6.743859649122808,43.17543859649122,7.793537801064563,4.933933333333334,91,7,12,2,3,31,18,19,0.251,0.6809999999999999,0.068,-0.6144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914558764637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031198388609276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503656696166747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507189639522131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31522171308208474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,li6fe9is2sad4me,2020/01/06,"I even feel bad for feeling bad I am so lonely all the time and I have no one I can share my personal worries with. When I share my worries just a little bit, with family for example, saying I don't know what I want to do with my life for instance, they call me selfish and become aggressive towards me. Which I don't know if it is false or not because there are people who live worse lives, but I am still so sad and lonely all the time that I don't want to live anymore. I always have neglected the idea of self harm etc. but at this point I have nothing else looking forward to. Waking up feels horrible and sad, the day feels horrible and sad and falling asleep feels horrible and sad. I am tired all the time but it takes me up to 5 hours to fall asleep nowadays. And I feel it's not fair to others who even live without access to Internet and electricity. Why am I like this and why can't I find a purpose on this planet..",3.7104862495017934,4.324259139896377,4.8735751295336796,86.56408130729376,71.59067357512953,8.011000398565166,27.281387006775606,8.139509932561175,1.5626655241131928,726,24,157,10,13,240,106,193,0.341,0.625,0.034,-0.9969,0,4,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,15,1,0,7,0,15,5,3,0,3,38,27,18,0,3,9,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,12,13,0,1,10,0,0,3,8,12,0,1,0,8,23,3,20,27,5,17,0,7,1,0,9,8,0,2,9,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461731686017313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469023808528025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995836539186016,0.07664375664879894,0.13885875404333411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372644451182262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838424613455826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108535935988008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503116606309508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022203087162524,0.1660867756000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852692384507756,0.0,0.3814367747067664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149148157136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381858732374988,0.0,0.0,0.1419337098547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819568763051268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888067195216265,0.06142525951700033,0.12601435174270514,0.4440870850815605,0.0,0.10558141786895288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064119315804055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519780813435689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716525516729047,0.10978246552202957,0.0,0.0,0.1188553586944435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998543237121864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116366631242618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040802988541137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453320864864287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994228017466266,0.14450798029905268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831745983979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269032881295348,0.0,0.0,0.121199099901546,0.0,0.0,0.25536955505444553,0.12812947037268566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PuroresuDrifter,2020/01/06,"DAE intentionally find extremely sad music to listen to? I love music, it’s my lifeline but sometimes I find the saddest pop punk songs about abandonment and loneliness and I listen to them knowing it’s going to make me emotional",3.852857142857143,6.996233809523813,5.386000000000003,71.40900000000002,79.95238095238095,8.121904761904762,29.82857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.4323371428571434,188,9,28,5,5,63,31,42,0.311,0.602,0.087,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411563667503481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688119925515741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793698158510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107706006447448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302193108839284,0.0,0.24422650301462026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618628410875804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GravityFallsMS,2020/01/06,"Can a Loner Make a Friend With Another Loner? Posted multiple times, but got no one. I mostly get ghosters. 22M <- this will probably not get me anywhere since most people on here are looking for females but whatever! I like anime, cartoon, movies, shows, food, going out from time to time, browsing around the internet, social media, music, and so many other things. I graduated back in May and been somewhat lost and depressed since then. I do enjoy talking more than anything else so with that being we can pretty much discuss anything. Hope everyone is having a great start of the week. I reply fast so it would great if you do too!",4.547372881355933,6.7559100084745785,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,71.79661016949152,7.092881355932204,27.90169491525424,7.908726449838941,2.0064345762711864,503,19,84,7,10,160,97,118,0.091,0.696,0.213,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,21,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,8,6,11,14,5,14,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,6,9,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652991009769026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770758137236749,0.14986740993903713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945094638829766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449998189110324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063502705713918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608658731212026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035697839099204,0.0,0.1300669812981258,0.0,0.17591210871347687,0.0,0.09567732358833554,0.0,0.13464506962271985,0.3712134778032292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720977874071707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224742576861166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137180529645307,0.0,0.1837741788450509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237509547196213,0.1706807243181282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375680034276132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407848261902034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671286227109325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612329979354195,0.17127272167278096,0.18151003739614285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27852212388534386,0.0,0.0,0.1716118734324471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915916955862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531354954377514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118444218900274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944991442329711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504041141627227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195911834959141,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Invisiible_ismyname,2020/01/06,"Life is not for me I am now alive 23 years and I feel like I don't belong here. Not as a human anyway. I have now reached the point that I don't see the point of living, like at all. Basically everything seems bullshit. I am not able to make any friends anymore. I have always been insecure but now I just want to run away from people as fast as I can. I'm afraid to be judged I guess. I just shut down when I meet new people, I have no clue what to talk about, I'm so nervous and just want to get away. While others make friends within days or hours. I started studying now. Almost at the end of my first semester and I have no friends and always sit alone during lectures. The thought of doing any kind of group assignment freaks me out and I have already totally skipped some courses to get out of these assignments, risking my chances of passing my first year. I am afraid I will not manage my study and will never be able to apply for a job, because I am too scared to do basically anything that involves people. I feel like there is no point in living for me, everything I do is just stressful and if I meet someone I will overthink the interaction about a thousand times, about what I did or said wrong. I'm still so ashamed of some things I said many years ago that when I think of it I just want to scream. I am not sure what to do next, I feel like a genetic mistake and therefor cannot function. I see all the people around me just doing their thing and not worrying about any of this stuff and yes like that I understand how it is possible to survive this world, but just not for me. I think about ending it every day, it's the only thing that calms me down, to know there is a way out. I will see a psychologist soon. I guess I have to do something? I hope they can help. Last time I went to a psychologist she told me to just talk to people where ever I go, that is was easy. She clearly did not understand it at all. So I hope I have better luck this time. I never posted anything like this and even though no one knows who I am, I am super stressed about what people say about this, so please be gentle. Can anyone relate to this or am I actually a different species? Can anyone help me? (Sorry if the English is not perfect, I'm not a native speaker)",3.1108571428571423,4.31563023010753,4.106697388632873,89.28290322580648,73.58064516129029,6.948694316436253,25.32872503840246,7.33818517376401,1.00564024577573,1767,56,383,19,35,572,204,465,0.11900000000000001,0.703,0.17800000000000002,0.9813,2,1,1,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,2,6,38,31,0,9,17,1,46,1,0,4,10,77,81,30,0,8,25,0,3,6,3,4,1,5,0,1,28,15,0,0,11,0,0,4,19,13,0,4,9,11,60,18,54,65,6,57,0,0,3,0,22,19,0,14,37,280,88,5,0.15288584373891048,0.0,0.07459726472053978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776203793529452,0.0,0.07654654409507312,0.07917181307774983,0.08435666515661337,0.0,0.12721326942036054,0.0,0.0,0.15595142463214726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581083766864546,0.10690133671517266,0.0,0.1258120226789987,0.06805040730439563,0.0,0.0,0.14364128288692934,0.0,0.0,0.04659889565407114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067607552325379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859872128131457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986658330703136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541147863009415,0.0,0.0,0.050489828944408635,0.06914699927079211,0.06440645863120177,0.0,0.13740393821641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159555144500122,0.16383251597267048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300446205825478,0.0,0.0,0.17717883543442392,0.0,0.0798765432230845,0.0,0.043444274126237185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842099338084066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247615836291846,0.0,0.0,0.1518501394427552,0.07528087978741232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758578046190893,0.0,0.0,0.07960353977328923,0.08402206140867426,0.06231118402447691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053993896402173364,0.22407690206571784,0.0,0.1350010010199607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205248787375552,0.07750112458460835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791498780474825,0.0738290502875164,0.08129791463420634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051799702217110534,0.058138286731706325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179753817767521,0.0,0.0,0.08391137283405464,0.21678980910768145,0.08617790864774204,0.07321118837562644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542944790164106,0.06079047966481192,0.07653270036686613,0.0,0.18274533489449274,0.06959076507459211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476983963333176,0.05884949591836821,0.0,0.08557159255866277,0.05410669354876002,0.0,0.06104741615029464,0.0,0.17513021745557558,0.0,0.08750885673170447,0.0,0.0,0.07204654919714126,0.0,0.0,0.1228838499845042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523558417557969,0.09796307540809217,0.07510478261482621,0.06068714120711517,0.13372344743931852,0.0,0.0,0.07304448773571298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915955514107485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526404765924974,0.060676833254841925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086335442184725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763149778616157,0.0,0.0,0.08357833485333371,0.0,0.14768020621286174 lonely,sasisaphr,2020/01/06,"There is a universe around me. But I am lonely. 40 year ( hit 40 in Dec 2019) male from India 15 heartbreaks A divorce Atheist Apolitical Art lover Math hater I write, shoot film using vintage cams, doodle. Life is otherwise cool. Except that there is no shoulder to lean on! DMs are okay. I have enough men around me. Looking for friends from the opposite gender.",1.6505291723202156,4.352889358208959,2.1078426051560406,90.79899592944368,95.71641791044777,4.2274084124830384,22.508819538670288,6.1124844417494595,0.6501164179104482,285,11,51,3,11,87,57,67,0.16899999999999998,0.687,0.14400000000000002,-0.2244,0,2,0,1,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,2,6,3,1,1,0,6,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,4,9,8,1,5,0,2,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6635630390659909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38509815159421146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28794666374574657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632486373474369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129736638503311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218926534716718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400062206979348 lonely,purplgurl,2020/01/06,The worst lonely is being lonely when you have someone. It's a different kind of lonely. It hurts so much more when you do. Makes you wonder why is that person even there. Makes you wonder why are you even with them. And it hurts.,0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130438,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,89.0,3.936231884057971,12.014492753623188,5.46131890053228,-1.238785507246377,180,2,37,1,6,56,31,46,0.319,0.6809999999999999,0.0,-0.9501,1,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,9,3,2,0,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320654640340141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934129669210637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755626566821458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130114788085726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965302504954367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632818857773915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939443932748107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881993978900374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008529079674528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817538077139566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AbundanceLifeStyle,2020/01/06,Body Languages To Spot In A Girl To See If She Likes You. Here are some signs and tips to determine if she is going to like you. https://youtu.be/yFY_uOb7bRk,2.096551724137928,4.847633137931034,1.3202758620689643,95.92731034482759,96.93103448275862,5.078620689655172,16.144827586206898,6.742157984588678,-0.047998620689655436,127,3,25,2,5,36,23,29,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261949427326545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32038995802783005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508358365725682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492327343798221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bobby-spanks,2020/01/06,"It’s been 4 months I’ve posted about this on here about 4 months ago. But I still can’t get over it. I met a girl at a concert and we hit it off pretty well. It was the first time ever I’ve ever talked to a complete stranger lie I’ve known them forever. And at the end of the concert, we exchanged phone numbers and instagrams. We texted each other for a whole week. I live in Missouri and she was going to college to a university relatively close to the one I’m attending. But she lived in Texas. And on labor day weekend she went back to Texas for the Holliday. We were still messaging each other. Every day. But she blocked me out of no where. My number and my Instagram. A day after my birthday. I didn’t get a reason is to why. And I was crushed. And still am. She made me feel worthless and ugly. I felt so worthless I stopped going to all my classes and never did any of my art projects because I felt like hey were never going to be good enough. I failed my whole first semester of college because I felt like I was worthless because of this unexplainable abandonment. And I’m still torn. I didn’t go to any of my fiends or families Christmas or New Years gatherings because of how worthless I feel. I’ve seen one person in the past month. I haven’t left my dorm at all. And I’m the only one here.",1.6550843580211598,3.7003792453531617,3.2717657992565066,90.03328209894195,79.96654275092935,6.071547040320275,24.472547898198446,7.1686216300943375,0.9843193022590788,1023,38,217,13,26,338,135,269,0.125,0.82,0.055,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,1,3,15,10,0,0,14,0,15,0,0,3,6,43,34,19,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,8,20,0,3,7,4,1,6,7,6,1,5,17,8,34,4,32,15,7,48,0,6,1,0,18,14,0,2,29,148,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619278995114126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758905417953053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344202193950162,0.0,0.2646011199301592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137768471759584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099513173154845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611287025691403,0.11212592359189404,0.0,0.0,0.1963176722328935,0.09142931847067584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022991244250802,0.0,0.10973779011602834,0.0,0.3125768189474754,0.0,0.0,0.18460712300179005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339014850200327,0.0,0.2466883265580328,0.09101798092016758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790283315070375,0.0,0.0,0.10603076604579277,0.0,0.19164303981983605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268035992614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984904682807314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673882899570475,0.10480532379177836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059952858827145,0.08253122506502053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359069684648804,0.0,0.09475189042119557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392822707331788,0.11039967337581616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157240930657304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664372310718505,0.09072414394672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722096272572494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632764887391957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704490223127907,0.0,0.09756881829820956,0.10059531818749458,0.0979187131151852,0.2423082340868601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988067600987259 lonely,hobbit-elf,2020/01/06,"I think I just cut off my ""friends"" They almost never talk to me. Like barely ever outside of school. They barely notice me, then out of the blue, they decide to start fucking with me. For no reason for ither than they were board. Using me as little more than a personal punching bag for their bullshit. I got very angry. I argued. And I blocked one of them. I dont ever want to talk too them again. But i doubt that I'm going to be able to stop myself.",0.4724340175953081,2.7648725483871,2.1717888563049854,94.55041055718478,86.95698924731184,3.811925708699904,15.981427174975565,4.851557810540192,-0.8438731182795699,349,7,73,1,11,114,67,93,0.23,0.745,0.026000000000000002,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,0,5,6,3,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,3,17,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,20,2,17,8,1,11,0,0,1,1,12,3,1,2,8,55,21,1,0.21581652797735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161090781364451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529353634718317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904368105698488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673931415926055,0.1995189024938647,0.0,0.0,0.1226535063433704,0.0,0.17260819263852398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543705425583376,0.21630485806953847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645101104306076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457085475245361,0.0,0.0,0.14624286473310094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844266779828325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189533495269906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841784820761687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275604930394604,0.0,0.0,0.18043228101349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469303004068305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382865168384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639618731670024,0.0,0.17807123771656982,0.12729417981447502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Meeting_Myself,2020/01/06,"I thought I finally made some real friends Last semester I made two friends in class. One of them was a boy, we will call him Alex. I got really close to Alex, he liked me and I liked him but I wasn’t in the best place and was scared to start a relationship because I felt like I needed to work on myself more. He introduced me to his friend who we will call Gaston. All four of us got really close and we hung out a lot. Me and Alex continued to get even closer and we started a relationship but I asked if we could take things slow and I didn’t want to put labels on it yet because I didn’t see why it was necessary, he agreed. Fast forward 2 months for so, I’m starting to think I love Alex and I really care for him. My friends know about him, my family could tell because I could (they would tease me about it) and he told all of his friends about me before I even meet them. I want to tell him how I felt but I was still scared and I didn’t feel ready. I also started struggling with my sexuality, I formed a crush for a girl for the first time ever. I told Alex because this wasn’t just about a crush and he supported me but I told him figuring that stuff out wasn’t worth losing him to me. Well turns out he was feeling insecure and some of the things I said upset him and he felt like he wasn’t feeling secure in the relationship. He never really expressed this to me fully until it was too late. He said he just wasn’t feeling the same and he thought he needed to be single for a while. He cried on my shoulder and told me how he wasn’t good enough anyways and begged me not to cut him out of my life, it broke my heart. I wanted to be with him and only him and I wanted to tell him but I also wanted him to be happy, so I let him go. He said he will work on himself and try to be happy again, I encouraged him. I ended up writing him a letter telling him how I feel about him and everything I didn’t say while we were together. Gaston told me to wait to give it to him and give him some time so I waited for days to talk to him....well 2 days after we broke up he got into a relationship with the girl I had a crush on. This really hurt, it was like someone had told me he died. I ended up never giving him the letter Turns out Gaston was behind this. He had pretty much told Alex to give up on me and go for her (he didn’t know I had a crush on her, at least I think). This really hurt me because we hung out one night before I found out and I saw Alex text him if it was okay if he goes for the other girl and I watched him tell him it was okay. I said that looks suspicious and I started getting anxiety and crying. Gaston told me that Alex would never do that to me, he loved me... I told Gaston how much what he did actually hurt me and I felt like he wasn’t my real friend and he said he already felt bad but that made him feel like shit and he hasn’t talked to me since. I told him I wanted to talk about it and work things out but he still isn’t talking to me. I made a lot of friends through Alex and losing those friendships really sucked but even when I try to be around no people I feel alone, I feel like I’ve been completely replaced and apart of me is missing. The only person I have left is my other friend from class but they are dealing with their own stuff so we don’t talk that much. I feel so disposable and pathetic because I still have those strong feelings for Alex and I want him to come back. I don’t think that will ever happen though because Gaston is friends with Alex and the girl and encourages their relationship. It’s been almost a month and my other friend keeps telling me that he will come back. He talked to her from the first time we meet up until when he started talking to Gaston instead, about how much he liked me and he wanted to tell me he loved me. I feel like I’m being a bad friend to her though and now I’m afraid I’m going to lose her too. He’s constantly on my mind and I feel alone even when I’m with her. I have to start seeing alex in class again soon so I’ve been feeling worse and I really needed to let this out and I’ve already vented enough to her so I thought I would put it out on the internet. Thank you to anyone who read 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lonely,creamy29,2020/01/06,"I find comfort in loneliness People realise my struggles and I am thankful to be surrounded by people who want to help me when I’m down, but most the time I just wanna vibe with myself and overthink everything which is hard to explain.",9.706666666666667,7.710243333333337,9.180555555555557,69.31750000000001,60.111111111111114,11.666666666666668,42.5,10.125756701596842,4.445666666666666,190,9,32,3,2,61,38,45,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293646481821849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349520686792152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282901638109125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456408767054619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081360893966991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38311987842058176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374015045446219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136948755679686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216156810094803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Vakara_,2020/01/06,"😰 My boyfriend left me and he's hurting me so much, I can't cope can someone. Please reach out to me, I can't breathe",-2.8555555555555543,-1.4626543333333313,-0.8099259259259242,110.48733333333335,110.85185185185185,2.16,20.214814814814808,3.1291,-1.0784162962962962,91,4,25,0,5,29,22,27,0.11199999999999999,0.747,0.141,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891459592401171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496448620403136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358912796153363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015646911379911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38714972134939263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rob19999,2020/01/06,I dont know what to do About a year ago my two year relationship with what I thought was the love of my life ended. We went from talking every hour of every day to not at all and I'm still broken up about it I want her so badly to be back in my life even as just a friend but it wont happen any other girl cant replace her I've tried i don't know why i feel this way i cant stop thinking about her after a year i cant talk to new girls because all i look for is her,0.8680405405405409,1.242509711711712,3.2158445945945964,96.7194425675676,78.009009009009,5.910360360360361,19.280405405405407,5.148860815047168,-0.5667216216216221,362,6,98,1,8,126,73,111,0.043,0.8740000000000001,0.083,0.447,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,0,2,15,21,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,2,16,2,17,16,2,17,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0,12,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593843406134057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222720751425798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825726078879585,0.15012783431362375,0.10960612288888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595793644631465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072755187727196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925191958920104,0.0,0.0,0.11875805892485868,0.0,0.30298324114693903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091370219586803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389152034424373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899902930855309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706954736472275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762984205682185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540000813855846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098907422759106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622790541924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736546723908478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304092647203144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359075473140276,0.15032319852672438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903737252588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521037924869965,0.0,0.1427433453852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207430406727765,0.0,0.1756412170484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605235468988457,0.14271909986041525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166679004385394,0.16224406768432512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473613398606005 lonely,HypnosisIsMagical,2020/01/06,"I'm Looking To Make New Friends I need positive friends in my life. I believe friendships are magical, rare like a diamond, and more precious. My interests are yoga, meditation, hypnosis, fitness, compassion, laughter, and making new friends. It doesn't matter what gender, age, attractiveness, all that matters is that you are positive, cheerful, and kind. PM me, and when you do I hope Friendship Love makes us friends forever",6.019940476190474,9.170282541666666,5.957539682539682,70.67000000000003,70.80555555555556,9.669841269841275,42.23015873015873,9.957137785484203,5.450049206349207,341,23,49,10,7,107,56,72,0.01,0.409,0.581,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,1,12,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,12,2,14,2,6,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,1,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258468262554287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6194915086228163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909941219275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874551759367554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158897812171067,0.09793335203373887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833371557054186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092061489366032,0.0,0.40142057998175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863660980184584,0.0,0.3872059800257374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112555055875345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GarbageToss88,2020/01/06,"Are my thoughts besting me in my lonliness? Read my other post for background. But, does anyone ever feel removed from reality. Since the poop hit the fan I have been banished by my wife from our bedroom, sleeping in a spare room with my kids occasionally asking me if I'm ok or need anything. I return the question and continue to live in this purgatory of not arguing, not being mad, not wanting to drink or watch news or play games or talk..... and I think I like it. Am I setting myself for something worse? Why am I content hoping not to wake up or hoping for the deep dark to come take my hand and pull me into infinite peace?",5.0840322580645125,5.714906919354843,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,68.51612903225806,8.458064516129033,31.62903225806452,8.472884824447931,2.3956322580645173,494,20,95,7,8,164,89,124,0.023,0.775,0.20199999999999999,0.9692,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,5,1,6,5,4,0,1,27,18,10,0,5,11,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,3,17,6,17,14,1,16,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,9,5,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873426390330188,0.0,0.17504513187897766,0.0,0.19885846025502413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322975320560515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323389319323508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614706594598612,0.0,0.0,0.2083783035793781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241158910978745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755436503226576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225451132347979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392109868334487,0.0,0.18782996667676732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772440618446312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372078679516228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382878640421463,0.0,0.21277111889659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759588513032206,0.0,0.21286717477342498,0.0,0.0,0.16375728733533318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993412127318596,0.17097109853496267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362982574235504,0.0,0.16887080280175593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254639663037018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919408984406383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167732857711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aleexxoxoxo,2020/01/06,jealousy i’m 16 im a junior in high school and i tend to hate almost every person i come into contact there. i feel like the reason i’ve become this way is from being extremely lonely and being jealous of everyone happy with their friend groups and relationships. i feel like this has caused me to be super toxic when i talk about other people with my friends.i really wanna stop this attitude that i have towards these innocent people i’ve never even spoken to but i can’t seem to do so. i am such a negative person man,3.3236431623931644,5.327773394230769,5.255128205128205,77.96764957264958,74.67307692307692,7.314529914529915,22.132478632478627,8.167268648758528,1.4674735042735048,419,11,72,7,9,144,78,104,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.61,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,17,16,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,11,5,13,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923514945601319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121495340878243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197330479180886,0.0,0.16546947839728554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687436346545009,0.0,0.16184504112491158,0.1835512830976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425406916909108,0.2744598481654876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484091115330909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448455362290666,0.0,0.18965019784276665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029547993935992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749135683627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769202240844796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815250252913054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663435719236846,0.3354530878801192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230584808961264,0.19750164908447115,0.0,0.20623395911528355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944064539242416,0.0,0.17487252792307836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059676538866374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439555424255788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247297836527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Werewero,2020/01/06,Any lonely people willing to befriend each other? It's not that easy anymore to talk to people when you rejected everyone because of stress and depression. Overall it's hard to find what to say to people but maybe I'd find a fellow lonely person with whom we could find what to talk about?,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,68.64285714285714,7.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.01955,234,8,40,3,4,75,41,56,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.8925,0,5,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,10,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162236068317716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065356534188951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695194590222836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627680766831432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937203059723858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989991334627275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710312270322857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655797111786196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922282660129807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331389499574536,0.18184256922359968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561486227203054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385584634592441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347792615365851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,safudah,2020/01/06,Im alone I watch YouTube videos so I can feel like people are talking to me. I have no friends and I don't talk to people.,-2.649642857142858,-1.1347523928571397,-0.34171428571428564,107.4867142857143,108.64285714285714,2.24,16.314285714285713,3.1291,-1.4686800000000004,95,3,25,0,5,31,22,28,0.15,0.6409999999999999,0.209,0.3947,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584673995402599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500450438688828,0.24726230913851235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674050857358266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738600918170396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690927222243725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799006270552253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563830413506122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jakeintherake,2020/01/06,"People just let you down. If you let anyone get close to you theyre gonna throw back it in your face either through malintent or ignorance. There's no fucking point in letting anyone get close to you cause it will only end in pain. Which is worse between the pain of loneliness and the pain of casual betrayal, I can't decide.",5.607461538461538,5.9883035538461575,6.178269230769235,79.71048076923078,67.30769230769229,9.576923076923078,28.55769230769231,9.516144504307137,2.361076923076922,261,8,51,5,4,85,50,65,0.315,0.6609999999999999,0.023,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,0,10,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,10,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600194117405757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297213175971718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910059205400819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468275373455302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189342306554925,0.1942861747002764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703917845662672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141154432765488,0.5935421620319571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890355140875925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175768175177958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948311158458567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JashBhanushali,2020/01/06,Does anyone want to adopt my stupid good for nothing ass? I cannot do anything in my life on my own other than didsappoint people. I think I am an alien born in a human body. Can anyone adopt me and take care of me? Although I would like it if you wouldn't expect kinky shit in return.,2.075499999999998,3.587035550000003,3.25,93.135,76.83333333333334,5.466666666666668,18.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.3519333333333332,223,4,49,1,5,72,48,60,0.051,0.6579999999999999,0.29100000000000004,0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,6,4,3,0,0,7,10,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142480156720064,0.0,0.2437639338473285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290337950855893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020161725608184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922423881232864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484553975473608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922904362360176,0.144718196689427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842312113546781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053617459815993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040657146906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272067860145744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980590348020213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747183120946422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042628694754828,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fearless512,2020/01/06,"Should I keep trying? So I've been thinking about asking this for awhile on this subreddit. I'm a 19 year old male soon to be 20 and I know some of you may think that's young but I have gone through a lot since I was born. I don't know how in depth I should go with the details but I went through a lot of abuse from my mother who enjoyed making my life hell. I developed extreme anxiety, social ineptness, shyness, and unable to talk to people. I never had a relationship with someone ever and it hurts inside. I don't really have any friends and I've been used a lot by people because I thought they were my friends when instead I was just useful for the moment. I tried going to groups with people who also had my issues but it didn't really feel the same. I've done a lot of nice things for people like help with homework, check in on people to see if they were okay, help anyway I can, put together a little birthday party for someone and still im isolated and alone. I watch as people get together and be happy but then breakup and find someone else within the span of a week. Then the two ex's meet up and stay as friends or get back together and continue having sex. For someone like me I don't get how to be able to meet people let alone exist in that same world as they do. I feel depressed and mental fatigue there's probably stuff im forgetting, not the best at putting my thoughts together. Should I still try to find someone out there? Or is it really too late for me at this point?",3.084758414766558,4.505415254071664,4.196795602605864,87.75699579261673,73.98371335504886,7.201357220412596,25.16951682953312,7.793537801064563,1.2573823018458188,1181,38,246,16,24,385,166,307,0.122,0.728,0.15,0.8887,0,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,17,14,1,0,14,1,27,3,0,5,2,55,49,28,0,4,9,2,2,2,3,4,2,0,1,1,12,16,0,1,10,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,14,4,29,10,40,27,8,39,1,3,2,1,21,15,1,9,19,169,41,1,0.08622843110570898,0.10216659068286556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786132989826667,0.0,0.06895684520176137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863829005077819,0.0,0.06596451377827257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061194310126278,0.0,0.0,0.06630434095688516,0.0,0.05256405125867842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049141857400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742684213595893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824162289297295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203278959820937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799855260596014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871993712830169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762244774174947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985961592019724,0.0,0.13515238891645626,0.0,0.09801120906469807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179176832318836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559419950567633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230931891749293,0.0,0.1862830049344679,0.09000007922463793,0.0,0.07664379152384168,0.0,0.0,0.09477778133481422,0.0,0.09726942613333177,0.0,0.0,0.08817441296053498,0.060905690967628275,0.08425371174391218,0.08642354098957761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932333142727879,0.0,0.0,0.05755814733780165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689797741111327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066504681882882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048223326205836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184595586968437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151373888692656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296883292387258,0.0,0.0,0.17336677942743706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657204229144578,0.0,0.0,0.09257706491803876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871289555864006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713290492706629,0.0,0.0,0.08789902650988593,0.3653053492701592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190803450085684,0.13772427293364892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871092364464208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930714664785098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572863381073935,0.11050339380218467,0.0,0.1369114849774241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563033361370875,0.0,0.08423264770919447,0.0,0.0,0.14894735771202186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916724621421526,0.0,0.0,0.07993461952067635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552828252191189 lonely,insecure_demonsoul,2020/01/06,"Absolutely nobody likes me at my school I’m sorry if this sounds childish and petty, since on this sub are even worse cases but I really need a place to rant a little bit. So thank you for listening. Everyone is fighting about who has to sit next to me in class and do their best to get the hell away from me. When I approach a group of girls in the breaks, they immediately stop talking and build a circle, excluding me. I’m also known as that artsy and smart girl too, so they mostly need me to be smart in group projects while they talk about their holidays. Speaking of group projects; I’m either always the last one to net get a partner or don’t get one at all. I basically have no friends in or outside of school and I’m only interesting when I have something new and expensive (like my cat) or when others need to dump their little conflicts with their best friend onto me. Making plans with me, only to blow them off again. I can almost physically feel the words that they say behind my back and it does hurt a lot. This was probably hard to read and I’m sorry to put you through that. But I hope you have a wonderful day/night and I hope that you’re healthy & happy cuz you deserve it :)",2.7572238688006294,4.652500829875522,3.7703615886188513,88.47131396957123,75.97095435684649,6.748152539023909,22.67950997826517,7.62386473244151,0.8676779687808733,944,27,197,13,21,304,144,241,0.131,0.648,0.221,0.9875,0,0,1,0,2,0,23.0,0,4,9,3,12,17,3,0,11,0,11,0,0,2,1,35,29,24,0,6,7,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,11,11,0,2,3,2,1,2,2,4,0,2,1,6,30,13,32,27,7,27,1,1,0,0,28,13,1,10,12,131,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314012742975305,0.0,0.0,0.09834180814880313,0.1023237455875358,0.13324166084949468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155375862357721,0.09455897755670928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810605744737153,0.0,0.1342551365493738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930768950138177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761487796042583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122279122619577,0.0,0.0,0.11750638300071432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062179061529859976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001793511105966,0.0,0.19274562609101298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090750372448587,0.11016003951654202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428072804935666,0.0,0.0,0.13164560102437653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023975911365472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015721328174582,0.2465033677996676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045476132597044,0.0,0.0,0.08208571993589478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735497221510888,0.0,0.11876850572288047,0.13078363871522855,0.1154022343185533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665995851924578,0.1870536709743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848106158250244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258615739259594,0.0,0.0,0.12362226340216467,0.0,0.0,0.12300670911570707,0.0,0.07877992865880046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779340793156156,0.0,0.24891135433225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172489269611887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946709549364362,0.0,0.2753173755030142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281129450015254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976827709864496,0.0,0.11321741304130052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335943996266006,0.0,0.0,0.12532043185740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slendermanisreal817,2020/01/06,"The peace that comes with loneliness So I’m a pretty independent person I’ve never felt the need to have people around. I mean yes some days I crave being a person that has people to talk too all the time but that’s just not my reality. at least I’m used to being alone all the time that it’s almost like I don’t mind it because I feel like it’s scarier being around people than alone. Being alone is so peaceful, no one can judge you because well they don’t know you, at least they can’t judge you correctly since they know nothing about you. Being lonely is peaceful at least for me. Im always asked why I’m always alone or quiet and it’s simply just that I’m comfortable being alone and yeah it’s definitely not healthy for me Because well I’m only alone because i fear the judgement of others so much that I’ve sorta been in this bubble for pretty much all my life, but well I made this post to say that loneliness isn’t always as bad as people think it is, find the Beauty in it.",2.9786650485436894,4.335926126213593,4.26717233009709,87.4008555825243,74.14563106796116,6.5092233009708735,21.127427184466022,6.9077264865688965,0.41813689320388336,786,17,163,7,16,259,102,206,0.161,0.632,0.207,0.9202,0,8,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,3,0,12,9,0,1,8,2,17,1,0,3,5,33,33,10,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,17,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,3,3,1,3,4,17,6,20,24,9,13,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,4,6,107,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912711280271183,0.6151608806275392,0.0,0.0,0.24711012607254024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624937822810186,0.09254501986454773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826549556980631,0.24138066796304766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527363766007001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384224580091198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139455995177963,0.05005379623107273,0.07072056391121598,0.09504873016312387,0.0,0.0904777381376032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692934402060036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880784309255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992162902440778,0.09672588362257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936694972122636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783231382577564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995463243542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554237723053806,0.07340199800775815,0.07634944487326631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498637939220593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708016652515203,0.07528857866989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27451691351535257,0.17287360391117396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480785598259836,0.20142278240840825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872314558813151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188796880110677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956676165494908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343066784581032,0.0,0.0,0.1154471388651324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549810144704865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670195788219265,0.0,0.08932571556788581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rootbeer14,2020/01/06,"Am I going to die alone I'm a 22-year male who hasn't had a girlfriend, every time I make an online dating profile I get rejected from girls and I have no idea why. I make friends easily and I can talk to girls perfectly fine. Am I just the friend never the boyfriend type of guy?",1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,2.645,93.613488700565,82.22033898305084,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.5760824858757059,220,7,49,3,6,72,45,59,0.175,0.599,0.226,0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,8,11,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907372715877207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913390440840723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365154633590868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337612019124945,0.0,0.14666260211656545,0.0,0.15953745701348535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779531223902735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168943641892081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747604195197232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165056002948001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562900783643974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368784438316591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330266255229056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077199680343475 lonely,Sockoou,2020/01/06,"Why is it so hard to find love? I feel it’s truly hopeless and that I’ll never find a girlfriend/wife. Does anyone have any advice? I’m 19 and a male. I’ve never had a girlfriend I’ve tried talking to girls before but nothings ever come of it. I currently have 2 online dating profiles but neither have had any luck. I’m just about to give up on trying to find love. The biggest problem I have is going anywhere. I hate driving because of my horrible anxiety and depression. I’ve tried countless therapists/psychiatrists and countless antidepressants, none of them ever helped. I’m nice to everyone and I try my best to meet people. But it seems like every girl is “taken”. It really hurts to be surround by people who are happy together, especially when i feel that I’m the only lonely one. I’m the odd ball, I’m the social outcast. It’s really embarrassing to, especially when guys my age have been in dozens of relationships but here I am STRUGGLING to even try to get a single girl to like me. It hurts.",2.1003030303030314,4.668694181818182,4.130101010101011,81.4818181818182,81.92929292929294,6.630303030303033,24.15151515151515,7.84624498591911,1.6661636363636358,800,30,145,15,22,272,114,198,0.207,0.642,0.152,-0.9163,1,2,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,1,2,8,0,14,2,0,0,4,23,31,12,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,9,0,2,4,3,12,8,20,26,4,17,0,5,0,2,16,5,0,2,11,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334270113065313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716706094776383,0.0,0.0965595029664566,0.0,0.0,0.0882573740725143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769437743527055,0.0,0.10740564583423899,0.0,0.1324622270332476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872909731702696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871484441908233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045774390208392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833684565025925,0.228350094326482,0.10634749923184272,0.12061055317208227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764329588447573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460939300210404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594579798045269,0.12108366701077368,0.07173488509473364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497964847655375,0.0,0.13436569176408644,0.1130701410787856,0.12461811699152525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846039621211457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27024657481159603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333141052804884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278406096091755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470041268366228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111343636936532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553131019495483,0.09599753712503452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501291737878547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077743042554512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172212150104806,0.0,0.0,0.1355152166303636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490779019059752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286674580753992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195466534919806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145248178186543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284823447289767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389574418779115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heisserene,2020/01/06,"When you're in love but lonely... Feeling like you're in love with someone can feel amazing. They make you smile, and your heart feels like its going to explode when you think about them... But the guy I like is 3600 miles away and there's nothing to do about it and because of that, you feel alone.",1.8605000000000016,4.073889383333338,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,80.16666666666666,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.7399999999999998,233,6,52,0,6,68,44,60,0.032,0.604,0.364,0.9795,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,2,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,12,12,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,6,9,12,0,7,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371822879066639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151597063939471,0.0,0.0,0.13960060096517646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631714772131423,0.32720543218028697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015001088311667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267530308009893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713745129619181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356439004800351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41337569274822905,0.0,0.15286401573685138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973848624344947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403697041136347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467385010675867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeetieskeetie,2020/01/06,"I feel lonely for a relationship but I dont get attracted to anyone? I am a teen in highschool and I'm single and stuff and I have this weird mindset going on with me. I feel lonely alot like I want a relationship with someone but, I dont get attracted to anyone. I dont feel any of the teen emotions bubbling up around girls and such. And it's as if I cant feel any attraction towards any one. It's not just, not feeling it emotionally, but it's also in all the other forms of attraction. I still feel friendship love and that stuff, but It just makes me sad because everyone around me has someone or has had someone in the past, but I haven't had anyone which makes me feel isolated and alone half the time.",3.3043773349937737,4.563143472602743,4.700062266500623,85.00564757160649,73.17808219178082,7.774844333748442,26.97135740971357,8.296473431620573,1.6932410958904112,561,20,117,9,11,187,76,146,0.192,0.705,0.10300000000000001,-0.9116,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,2,1,34,26,16,0,2,11,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,7,15,6,16,24,4,12,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,3,4,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565221501516866,0.0,0.09702055098260363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475078083731232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544918934688161,0.0,0.0,0.21600324858253825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395630122105029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42656276560414935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729401289272265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159276429557992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429405646076394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677068003834935,0.0,0.06894965596312744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927142919463944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949715487963596,0.0,0.1619657381921166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221041135327083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158148503936722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605072149231955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838527626415835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688729816891184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776758556698783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074339009058689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715584100771281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mccord346,2020/01/06,"I have amazing friends but am still depressed and feel alone constantly Having such awesome people in my life almost makes my depression and loneliness feel invalid. While I have great friends it seems like any girl I catch feelings for inevitably ghosts me even if they say the feelings are mutual. It hurts knowing all I want is to have some special to me that I’m also special to.",8.07612676056338,8.287710661971833,6.7888380281690175,78.00466549295778,62.098591549295776,9.353521126760565,38.87676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.4820957746478878,311,15,53,4,4,93,55,71,0.18899999999999997,0.504,0.307,0.9051,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,15,16,6,1,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,7,5,16,2,5,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850791906353,0.2260019486003075,0.0,0.17450415477114276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839172547114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358097821265493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758915610951173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412704828076509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441338420799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371802876324974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405796343728862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336005892970507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992367526765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412967475471046,0.1066074202726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565828558408905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512808096190756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735310374552475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986521199912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426448215138682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287071629753484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordDurand,2020/01/06,"Trouble sleeping, and the pain of an empty bed It doesn't matter if I did a lot that day, or nothing at all. The hardest thing is always lying in an empty bed, wanting nothing else in the world but someone to lie beside you. To keep you company, warm, secure, and happy. To set your mind at ease. That whatever happens, there will always be that memory of when you weren't alone. A warmth to stay buried somewhere within you forever. And I'm reminded of how cold it is living like this every time I try to fall asleep. And again when I wake up. Every time I look to my side and no one's there. No one's ever there. Some nights the cold keeps me from sleeping. It injects the deepest anxiety straight to my veins and forces me to stay awake, dreading the loneliness of the next days, weeks, months, and years. Other nights it comes to me in my nightmares. To torment me with awful horrors and visions, or to tease me with a sweet dream where I'm loved by a sweet girl, only to wretch it all away from me when I wake up. I wish I was able to shoot myself when I was holding that gun. It could all be over by now. But I was too scared. Of the permanence. Of how I might mess up. I was hoping I'd at least be able to do that right, but I couldn't. I need someone in my life so badly. I just don't know what to do anymore.",2.008529038400507,3.539710697080295,3.267765788638531,92.85274992066013,77.06569343065694,5.933100602983179,22.132021580450647,6.498293943080001,0.3100725483973337,1017,28,226,8,23,330,150,274,0.188,0.6659999999999999,0.147,-0.8774,0,1,0,2,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,0,16,15,1,2,14,1,19,9,6,2,4,39,32,21,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,11,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,2,6,6,30,8,40,19,6,40,0,0,1,1,8,18,0,7,18,158,45,0,0.2542607412407697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166872344899153,0.0,0.0,0.2115653051156267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725438555346802,0.0,0.12607916670579006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944316807374415,0.0,0.10614854922889297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951155739714268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015032562479698,0.0,0.0,0.16397714363399013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062011116404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499669857721426,0.21422564067119731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124209668851098,0.13533264350503565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626914326405614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259986293901709,0.0,0.0,0.06986752694654433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979594046090171,0.062109477482059076,0.0,0.11225844639416102,0.0,0.1067574927191099,0.0,0.0,0.1080816948763758,0.11474012298595555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486523298234898,0.12836543353172478,0.0,0.10147424893470723,0.0,0.0,0.09426555895193836,0.0,0.0,0.1352045914173887,0.2386064815594848,0.0,0.2439700386706311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229365858444945,0.09668837557070607,0.13527567769767446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856864188126494,0.0,0.0,0.12727967906347498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544443653072824,0.0,0.2154343009460122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100811969455996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445976926275578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826148292821026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631317659454414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498478642622806,0.0,0.10197631492592954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619365213833693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186779054659983 lonely,DayMmann,2020/01/06,"I feel like I will be alone forever I don't have anyone where I live and all of my best friends live far away because of how often I move. Me and my best friend talk most days through text but I'm still not really a part of his life. I've never had a girlfriend and I don't think I ever will, I can't talk to people anymore I can speak with my friends just fine but to try and talk to anyone new is extremely difficult and sometimes I swear I talk I really feel like I'm saying something but nothings coming out sometimes its like something is blocking me from talking",2.4496638655462206,4.095832159663868,3.627470588235294,90.25061764705885,76.14285714285714,6.440672268907564,25.345378151260505,7.1686216300943375,1.0335875630252105,453,16,96,5,10,147,72,119,0.083,0.718,0.2,0.9195,0,1,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,3,23,17,9,0,0,5,0,2,3,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,4,18,9,11,13,5,11,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,8,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682372017342642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101532522820192,0.18474553016132253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241195188732931,0.0,0.0,0.08053161865956016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727773023815777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379907310233395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519852789529972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949896448333143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359522995971362,0.1887555132678303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061982094097849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331156487661822,0.19362342577313266,0.0,0.2333070125417992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404095622464659,0.0,0.0,0.1018895909318514,0.12759042548752594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267608868202562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305974916656794,0.0,0.0915868349415711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926313177512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505733360809112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340590037958653,0.26131575710316896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055013679736741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309157656779209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464927033944608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969244640870634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dereulb,2020/01/06,"anyone else feel incapable of developing real relationships with anybody? Ever since I was young, I was always a little different; shy, quiet, emotionless etc. Don’t get me wrong, their were years in middle school and highschool where I had a lot of good friends and people I talked to...but I always kept them at a distance. Never really developed a true friendship like other people seem to, I just prefer being alone most of the time. As I got older, I just realized how much I didn’t enjoy being around other people. So I stopped hanging out with other people. “Why should I act like somebody I’m not?” I told myself. If I don’t enjoy it, what’s the point? Everyone always says to just be yourself. I’m 21 years old now and don’t have any friends. Haven’t really had any since I graduated highschool. I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’ve only had one meaningful relationship in my entire life, and it was special. It was the only relationship I’ve wanted to keep going and to develop more, and so I did. It lasted probly 4 years but just ended recently. Not sure if it will ever be the same. I’m so jealous of the people who can naturally socialize and just seem to get along with everybody. I have no desire to hangout with current friends, make new friends or develop any relationships. I’ve had plenty of chances. And yet now that I’m all alone, I still feel the negative effects of no relationships and socialization. WTF, it’s like a lose lose scenario. I feel like I’m missing so much of life compared to other people. Life really just seems to be about the relationships and experiences you share with people. What’s left if you don’t have any of that?",3.4718351293103464,5.717110521875,5.012198275862072,78.78125000000003,75.03125,7.788793103448278,25.72198275862069,8.641336200584522,2.095965517241379,1317,47,236,27,29,442,157,320,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.128,-0.8572,2,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,2,3,20,20,1,0,13,0,28,3,0,3,7,60,49,21,0,7,13,0,3,4,5,2,3,2,0,0,15,18,0,3,10,1,0,3,13,5,0,1,15,5,25,15,29,27,8,34,0,3,0,0,22,10,0,9,25,159,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890098900612298,0.0,0.0,0.19149158210270892,0.0,0.0,0.2086671560464437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363881244400664,0.07860050706187108,0.0,0.0682899418529098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014771029409326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408303062100773,0.0,0.06794406064685196,0.0,0.08555415535126216,0.0,0.13878078755306952,0.0,0.07330160123560664,0.0,0.07503905364199813,0.0,0.0,0.11636367294460095,0.054803066494244206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370699965641799,0.0,0.08015770526862864,0.0,0.043597196129213686,0.06434238410593106,0.061353592345772985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818514827106699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253051675037702,0.0,0.0,0.0833478099718993,0.0,0.1625518578848366,0.14991042884039296,0.07688557467374123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164220654446172,0.0,0.06521779720894556,0.0,0.0,0.051205854152127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278428982988585,0.0,0.11833004356246805,0.0740889254143286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049633725324706,0.0,0.05198203497271394,0.11668586207211636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37227708191228814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251763334809949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731504779147141,0.14743101017453225,0.0,0.07574384313763477,0.4941598612829378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100445957584076,0.0,0.07763663714407132,0.0,0.20950716485144813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126913914456893,0.0,0.0,0.15639644219831275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061262300466858814,0.06413466502428969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230014999568972,0.0,0.0,0.06165819796321359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473138276823528,0.0,0.0,0.07330160123560664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045246723790697635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922064614838871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387252704846798,0.0,0.14820003427739406 lonely,xmisanthrophic,2020/01/06,"I feel absolutely trash! Happy new year everybody. I just got dumped last night, i couldn't bear the breakup had the worst panic attack. Was in the hospital, just came home. I asked my friend to check on my ex- he hasn't switched on his phone since the last time we talked. I miss all the friends that i had lost last year. I had my chemistry paper today. I missed it only because I'm a coward and cannot face heartbreaks. We were very casual, it was long distance and we only talked through texting and sometimes calling if he had time. My anxiety was getting worse i wanted him to talk to me, I PUSHED HIM AWAY BY WANTING TO TALK TO HIM ALL DAY! What a great start to the year hahaha",1.244673913043478,3.69168410144928,2.224474637681162,94.47627717391305,84.79710144927536,5.189130434782608,20.943840579710145,6.6274283507984215,0.30485362318840625,538,17,114,6,16,169,89,138,0.179,0.677,0.14400000000000002,-0.5074,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,3,13,2,1,8,0,11,1,1,0,2,16,23,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,8,0,0,11,1,22,5,12,11,3,20,0,4,0,0,19,4,0,1,14,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957027182007972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390036569115854,0.16294437682580445,0.13456894841720513,0.0,0.0,0.08731145057382432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462534621339028,0.16381653528663126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237125965069584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242120245239547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213177074352538,0.0,0.07483156797752337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455381615283895,0.15791116826215987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247060017488262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367099306435582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502537852744763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675371179811973,0.0,0.0,0.1563520562323109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833206526918432,0.0,0.1344113013193229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178651694282684,0.0,0.16804910551318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184810266854219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165776244313869,0.0,0.10137866645092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604901916084752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670366934348784,0.0,0.1357649380062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817944163410285,0.16896108868171147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596322529906086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767055494449245 lonely,logsandsmogs,2020/01/06,"I'm struggling and I don't know what to do It was another rough night at work, and this time I couldn't hold it together so I waited until the rush was over and I went out back and cried my eyes out. I feel like I've lose all my friends there. They're mostly polite or concerned but they don't want to be around me anymore. My family is irritated with me and they don't understand me trying to reach out to them. I have a manager who's there for me. He loves me and he's worried about me. I know my family also cares deeply but shit is so fucked up right now that I feel like I can't rely on them. I miss my friendships with coworkers and college buddies. I miss feeling close to people I love. Lately life has been really challenging and I just need someone but my toxic negativity has driven people away.",2.918324175824175,4.23913825,4.480952380952381,85.95379120879122,74.23809523809524,7.788278388278389,23.637362637362642,8.384062270229773,1.2952027472527472,638,18,136,11,13,214,104,168,0.18,0.657,0.163,-0.5024,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,4,10,13,2,1,2,0,15,6,2,0,1,33,33,16,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,15,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,5,29,7,19,26,2,20,0,3,1,3,10,11,2,2,8,94,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314013207881946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722968665596898,0.0,0.0,0.16295468364088778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627371144993553,0.0,0.0,0.15437779432617804,0.12634681807489292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675284037875055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049049138998552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097999919591508,0.0,0.2492452893899773,0.2347709697049372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694808096907348,0.1519050376113418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180604631959746,0.0,0.18535260754508898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605937326813125,0.1605503989062292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382460075008134,0.0,0.0,0.2965984140064004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183626160133194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419694122790215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278283656904793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526333481384248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403226968684422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866528502995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922216204828794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717759820360897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581243149819242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155797387863046,0.0,0.0,0.17105598456647214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691626673326023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232011486294594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962207044422506,0.16686817546595076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maxxroses,2020/01/06,"Lonely when you're not alone (19NB) I felt less lonely when i isolated myself. Now that I'm in college, Ive come out of isolation, opened myself up and thought I'd be welcomed and loved, but was met with quite the opposite. I was alone and lonely, but nothing compares to now. I made friends I love and I'm in a relationship with someone I admire wholely. I let them in... Picture this: there's a party, I'm with my girlfriend, surrounded by friends, who are surrounded by friends of friends, and I felt lonelier there than when I came home to an empty house, angry about leaving the party early. Did I really even know anyone at that party? Then the semester ends, and the friends go back home, and my girlfriend works every shift possible and doesn't tell me when she's not working and I find out from her Snapchat story that she's in Atlanta, not with her family. No one texts for weeks....I don't work. I don't drive. Did I even come out of isolation? The lonliness is worse when you're not alone.",3.067014260249554,4.9704044595959616,3.97053475935829,87.3405080213904,75.1111111111111,7.285086155674392,26.79857397504456,8.124751697461798,1.6986003565062386,785,30,158,13,17,252,111,198,0.133,0.638,0.22899999999999998,0.9768,0,11,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,13,12,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,1,0,32,27,17,0,0,6,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,5,20,0,0,5,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,10,2,24,9,24,15,2,28,0,3,0,2,19,12,0,0,11,104,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842130895855832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646362735988297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950843557453616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143030192826353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213038564820016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952311718719096,0.0,0.0,0.16334814472694895,0.0,0.10418608802798174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657251482143832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374596137511633,0.0,0.11301996730709417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776842296455505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702769421673365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480754692055012,0.0,0.0,0.14268320880238985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795847863909547,0.0,0.0,0.1309345718413261,0.0,0.1264473355527308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232099671412205,0.11700694259732106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865192161633699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379296812324083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940432942995815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315241027285322,0.0,0.0,0.07921763703182191,0.0,0.0,0.13276099946837872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477390555250048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808139063741024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816959308655414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380582696488944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007061217101497,0.0,0.1260167234543753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,prettylittlepal,2020/01/06,"I am ready to give up F/27/wannastop Came to another country to study and make something of myself 3 years ago. Right now- 1. When you come to another country to study your first ambition is to make something of you. To be more successful, earn good money, pay off debts you had while making it happen, stand up on your own feet. But I am a complete loser. I have done nothing of it. I live with my boyfriend's parents and probably would be homeless and die of starvation if they hadnt been there to help. Note- bf and I are long dist and open. 2. My very unstable financial status quite literally makes me cry, on daily basis. I am very qualified and able but I am never gonna be the free. I ll never make enough money and I feel I ll never stop living paycheck to paycheck. Which is a bitch as I keep losing jobs every few months. All I want was a good job to get rid of this and possibly save for future. Guess its not happening. 3. In a LDR, we are open. And I am resentful. Last year on a bad note my boyfriend had tons of mental health issues and I was facing daily rejection from him in terms of pushing me away, no sex, no intimacy, and saying its difficult is understatement. I had suggested to see other people but he denied. Now I am happy he is doing well, lesser bad days, more normal days. We agreed to be open for when he was on a solo trip for 3 weeks. I wanted to go back to exclusive but he insisted he wants to try. So I said yes. I have no idea why he is with me. We speak 10-15 mins a day. Since long dist there are no dates. No sex. No sexting. No dirty talking. Nothing sexual apart from occasional jokes. He is going on dates now so clearly he has no need of me. He is having better days so he doesnt need me to talk to anymore or he always does talk to his therapist. He says he loves me but I am trying but having hard time to believe. Its convenient for him to be open and he said no when I needed it and he was having bad time. I want to keep trying open but I am very resentful. I have not had been with another man yet. I had a few chances but it didnt happen in end. Him on other end had. I love him and I want this to work. I am working on getting job in the city he is but its very hard due to visa restrictions. I wish to go to a beach eat a bunch of pills and drink alcohol and fall asleep watching sunrise and never wake up again. I want to give up on my life. I am sure it is never going to get better and I am losing everyone. Loser chick with cellulite and good for nothing. I feel everyone would be happier without me.",0.4642933083176999,2.6559857279549743,2.7296594746716707,91.31447670419013,85.71669793621012,5.8797873671044405,19.76513445903689,7.235395106297159,0.5089987742338953,1975,58,430,31,60,671,249,533,0.154,0.7,0.147,-0.6475,6,0,4,0,0,0,61.0,3,5,1,12,16,26,3,0,12,1,55,14,4,5,8,82,95,38,1,14,14,1,4,0,1,3,4,5,0,2,14,33,3,4,3,3,6,9,20,12,1,1,18,11,59,15,67,68,10,74,0,5,2,4,48,25,1,3,39,279,73,9,0.06735288901123593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970427226768137,0.07197975503149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604299918479201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187613020457127,0.0,0.0,0.0667959676379844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632802563475838,0.05179021420391541,0.1687105469769856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588364152330804,0.0,0.1191363139119378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703376201448905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580185500508141,0.0706182226859426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398398593082434,0.17374816578704622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990166514386288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894096705684208,0.06892538988208785,0.0,0.06598018971836284,0.0,0.06891882012566942,0.0,0.0,0.11930933653471912,0.06959353891072223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674771389824958,0.1287171435897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811128882392184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729033298571797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556731386117946,0.12922205680264673,0.15311279589208696,0.169477223299349,0.0,0.0,0.07419680067772573,0.0,0.17867981194891228,0.07169840277434275,0.12066991819686175,0.0,0.0,0.07159297145586244,0.0,0.0,0.04514522176626391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603321347185814,0.0,0.0702989172978023,0.20051204886715895,0.11973268486300542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490159401450413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757333737020418,0.0,0.0,0.1189476699181012,0.11921037460626033,0.0,0.1507013092035719,0.0,0.0,0.12157722392999075,0.0,0.22479288209377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678758705547653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376043342472536,0.0,0.0,0.14982394132942087,0.2597335008968256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599153085862522,0.19388074057122825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478741256995128,0.0,0.0,0.046694012720778576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593026240263417,0.0,0.0,0.07261780604299031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163808809443131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751899920566221,0.12813604221214928,0.10712344137750447,0.0,0.0,0.05367153233401832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571500579564483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370308905057248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631003107612315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347930080438964,0.0,0.0,0.16240710271542094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820189536551192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854802244007462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371845714366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222927487977368,0.2383588739520508,0.0,0.05402642490117663,0.0,0.06055833597789439,0.0,0.06077550626091014,0.0,0.07745249839649081,0.06492578151338213,0.0,0.09806741073843264,0.0,0.0,0.09569111980958142,0.0,0.0,0.08674610454405607 lonely,mfree_2,2020/01/06,"I feel like no one knows me at school At school I talk to people that I know a lot, if I’m in a class with someone I know I’m fine, but if I don’t know anyone in a class I don’t talk at all and almost no one ever talks to me, I don’t talk unless if someone talks to me first, I won’t even ask about homework or for a pencil I don’t speak all class. Can someone tell me how to make friends I feel so lonely cause I barely know anyone at school and I only have 1 or 2 people to hangout with. When people talk to me I don’t know what to say and I’m really awkward, I feel like society just isn’t made for people who are shy and awkward, I don’t think I’m supposed to be an introvert because I really like talking to people I don’t really enjoy alone time.",-0.035523255813952666,1.4452213197674408,2.8036627906976754,94.10863372093029,82.8953488372093,5.462790697674419,18.30813953488372,6.322622252153567,-0.2344604651162792,585,13,142,5,16,207,79,172,0.114,0.77,0.11599999999999999,0.3299,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,5,0,13,0,0,4,3,33,30,14,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,10,1,0,0,11,3,0,3,1,5,22,6,21,27,3,10,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,7,7,88,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223199792875,0.10573818486863422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427724446981214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544373896916067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062235313955808814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048782552224623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743186317669375,0.0923495106121439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486478263940054,0.1458713834968807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684076818365345,0.0,0.0,0.07887726590091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366478516874193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496333352385639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679633199436985,0.0,0.09660343748788387,0.06814827404863256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836253778334476,0.07764678704965118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35389425431167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621133268847665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118893236331984,0.0,0.30997253606530645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595107404071467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744128067390356,0.08923431065092778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541745966855912,0.0,0.0,0.05953160203924275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,morty_smith187,2020/01/06,I’m tired man i’m fucken tired do bein lonely i just wanna talk to someone anyone!! what’s so bad about me i don’t do anything wrong what’s so bad about talking me god forbid you gotta respond to a soul calling out for help i just wanna talk! in a world feel a people i can’t talk to anyone!!!,-2.3377272727272747,-0.7790082575757573,0.6792424242424246,99.98886363636365,108.84848484848484,2.2,13.075757575757574,3.1291,-1.5987333333333331,229,5,53,0,12,79,41,66,0.33299999999999996,0.6,0.067,-0.9640000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,10,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786679479701775,0.0,0.16398194478777695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327636719770923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034765944572489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075672347517342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335662473657746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814848636372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884052955360546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406615925691533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580623026337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787008267631144,0.0,0.0 lonely,weedboiandbonggirl,2020/01/06,I'm the one person that helps everyone else with relationships but cant get my own Ive been able to get almost all of my friends a bf/gf but I can't find one myself never had a bf/gf and all my friends try but I feel like I'm the only one who has the magic touch. I cant seem to find someone that fits what I would like to find. The only thing I want out of someone is love. Thats it. Well I'm done here for now comment if you would like!,-0.629999999999999,0.8979856078431396,1.9232941176470604,99.44082352941177,85.07843137254902,4.864313725490196,17.062745098039215,5.6839178017228535,-0.7853443137254903,340,7,90,2,10,117,62,102,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,3,19,20,5,0,4,4,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,2,11,7,8,15,3,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,3,5,57,18,0,0.16536179475341015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655859509837774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922252842159766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813856075442438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801028131091546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361189199332406,0.1181344992126851,0.0,0.0,0.4534130538693452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551622485763426,0.0,0.17278942540454365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083852534617694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236226050888965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492454759204664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275372103451139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616029516538826,0.2515301927956471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438754087691685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753668264104944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053916738883402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802210241505156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985902866162756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226980400427818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753467092192987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486801126365057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493654906230155,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,immaheadout-,2020/01/06,"Hey Hey. Ian here, 16. I’m here to openly make friends around my age (Male or Female). I personally play lots of games mainly on steam :) Feel free fo pm me",-1.9233482142857128,-0.774816281249997,0.20535714285714413,101.73250000000004,118.0625,3.0785714285714287,10.821428571428573,5.288315135182226,-1.5565946428571429,117,2,28,1,7,38,29,32,0.0,0.696,0.304,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707677117024718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673905729554152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085700498772514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495893878554084,0.0,0.0,0.3529958018838255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617509108128405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TexasTeaOrToast,2020/01/06,I hope everyone feels better. I’m feeling quite lonely tonight and pretty bummed out. It’s been a while since I’ve been this down. I can’t stand the feeling and realize some of you feel like this all the time. I’m sorry for whatever you may be going through and truly wish you all a better day tomorrow.,3.1541935483870955,4.763511193548388,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,74.16129032258064,7.540645161290323,25.30322580645161,8.238735603445708,1.5358606451612906,242,8,49,4,5,79,46,62,0.059000000000000004,0.608,0.33299999999999996,0.951,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,15,14,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,4,5,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43714353071004974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593823162572553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361490999853136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998376783708375,0.17655405353907286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045312045374456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546187449349904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073819757117008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514262241599798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628596246990257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443350601766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766485903789593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410702636446854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841942771234574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,genricx,2020/01/06,probably no one cares but i need to rant and have no one my boyfriend of seven months got into a car accident and he has to go into surgery in the morning and i don’t know what i’d do without him he’s my anchor the one person who keeps me grounded and without him i feel nothing absolute emptiness and i’m scared that he’ll die and no one close to me has died and so i don’t know how to take death i know that i wouldn’t be able to tell anyone not my sister not anyone i’d keep it inside and try to cope with it but i don’t know how to cope the only semi coping thing i do is cry until i get mad at myself for crying or until i don’t feel anything but loneliness he asked me to promise him that if he did die that i’d continue without him that i’ll stay on this earth without him but without him all i want to do is take pills to escape my life because more and more it gets harder to find happiness when i find something that i can be happy about it just goes to shit,4.2512500000000015,3.3799305138888864,5.6337037037037065,86.73166666666668,70.25,8.311111111111114,27.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.23835,765,21,178,6,12,260,114,216,0.247,0.672,0.08,-0.9926,0,1,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,4,0,17,3,1,2,1,43,37,21,4,4,14,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,13,0,2,8,0,0,2,15,3,0,5,2,2,27,4,28,31,3,15,0,0,0,0,16,7,1,2,5,123,41,0,0.10967841873611643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533794010610971,0.0,0.09025599341290153,0.0,0.10253451602005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685894606325876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118244575849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409531857596853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414866479768113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091340796146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048817546544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460489395965312,0.0,0.0623327729078866,0.0,0.0877198507775021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335094324130105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497443598319086,0.0,0.0,0.2411055623956865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746911072950936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754426744201718,0.0,0.0,0.08132515776263273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523940082061484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972837401415187,0.08341537974764925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576696474655333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118251885788485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980723070970044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258332071139532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844358051457899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169026011947354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649290424838654,0.0,0.09586377224735768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286546790001218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446444684133431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469117304040473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286304088905824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s_mart6,2020/01/06,"Empty I own a business, have a good car a family that loves and cares for me. But I still feel empy, lonely, and depressed because I haven't achieved what I really want to do in life. I feel stuck even though I'm in a good place.",3.750340136054419,3.627191653061225,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,71.24489795918367,8.165986394557821,24.49659863945579,7.793537801064563,0.9016476190476188,177,4,42,2,3,58,36,49,0.182,0.55,0.267,0.6697,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,4,4,9,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538284247930722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933353333358031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478006647622152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002702944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712235115187799,0.0,0.2909454890142059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48262810723461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321518127477525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259665801954972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005914239573572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843117627075464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976229844452215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266957990940905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969639037402898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XXX_HENTAILORD69_XXX,2020/01/06,What gives you guys joy I wanna know what gives other people joy,0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.15384615384615,2.6,6.5,3.1291,-2.3035846153846156,52,0,10,0,2,16,10,13,0.0,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8222808665388861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243692654265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355406246657484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971287889408766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Novemberx123,2020/01/06,"Can someone add me on Instagram or something so we can talk..I need it. I feel so alone and it’s eating me up. I was thinking of just ending myself at a stoplight today, and started getting into how I would do that, I just want someone like me who is mostly alone everyday and who just wants someone else to talk to. Please. My Instagram is N8toxicx.",1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,3.4996428571428595,85.55660714285716,84.14285714285714,5.785714285714287,25.892857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.4880000000000002,274,12,52,4,8,93,49,70,0.075,0.8370000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.0342,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,7,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348915652683089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148321534955978,0.17538701091931608,0.0,0.1859541534021274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615746779125264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969066376058367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025713896688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567590924272195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304630073317745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336720705004265,0.16163043639064215,0.0,0.0,0.14860430583928294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375011117496815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452803954636114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900887510197465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247668924601106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491430737033236,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bluu_x,2020/01/06,"I had one of those dreams One of those where you fall in love with someone. You feel so close to them. Every touch, every hug, every kiss, feels completely real until you wake up and realize that it was a dream and that the person in the dream wasn't real at all. Its absolutely heartbreaking to wake up and realize that someone who cared for you dearly was simply a figment of your imagination",7.529736842105263,6.935039342105262,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,63.47368421052632,10.757894736842106,30.842105263157894,10.125756701596842,2.869826315789473,314,9,58,6,4,102,51,76,0.037000000000000005,0.71,0.253,0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,4,5,2,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,3,7,5,13,4,1,9,0,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,1,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239293573118327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869987235310174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551339063682361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058106912590095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686629411142206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956142383477393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904583030942119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965479201174235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696331444312428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheMcgregster,2020/01/06,N I wish I had a gun to blow my fucking worthless head off,-2.790714285714288,-1.1280372142857118,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,99.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,45,2,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.366,0.45799999999999996,0.177,-0.4391,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143707144503382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710134669217751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398174651491029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,williambutitsliam,2020/01/06,"Should I just be lonely? I’ve had a huge crush and female friend of mine for years now. At least 4 years. And we’ve been good friends, always been in the same friend group. Until she moved to another town. I told her how I felt and it wasn’t mutual, but I decided to continue on. Doing sweet things, dedicating my time to her whenever she’s around. I recently threw her a surprise picnic with all her favorite things. She was surprised, said she loved it, and how it might be the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for her. Here we are 2 days later and every time I try and make plans to hang out she makes some excuse, she’s even initiated plans and backed out. I’ve been struggling to let her go. She’s basically my only friend, the only person I talk to, the only person I think about. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place.",1.9945044378698211,4.0476369526627245,3.331741863905325,89.98861871301779,78.88165680473371,6.355177514792899,19.438239644970416,7.413659706084162,0.4025292899408286,651,15,138,9,16,212,106,169,0.062,0.737,0.201,0.9728,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,10,11,0,1,8,0,15,1,0,4,2,28,26,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,6,13,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,12,4,25,9,19,9,4,25,0,1,0,1,26,9,0,2,12,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132949187257673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528994021946421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195701221460178,0.0,0.0,0.12980597664983434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212248567592936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403840343744076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492190399007461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630921866045464,0.1318977230011492,0.12285515394174977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000495629758386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506242296218183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286984099263553,0.12230243257255438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306213092812457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910538603467485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160343858530596,0.0,0.19466485775379835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468632893358525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549779249382553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326958965667989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463950248521944,0.15234530193891888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397440189464147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870314863860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243715970665525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720031366145815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906183757131073,0.09343215700449882,0.0,0.0,0.17005142103165935,0.0,0.0,0.1393321722088887,0.0,0.09899859386113034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779974197226398 lonely,squatchness19,2020/01/06,"Pains in my chest I thought I was past feelings like this. I just, dont even know what to say.. Mt chest feels like theres a 10 ton weight pressing against it and i cant get it off. I just feel alone anymore, and who i used to talk to about this hasnt talked to me in almost a few years. I honestly think im in love with her, after almost 5 years of not talking. I guess i shoild be asking for advice on how to control my feelings. Any help would be nice...",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.6440000000000021,101.087,84.0,4.4,19.0,4.935628992294339,-0.7198000000000002,350,9,88,1,10,113,71,100,0.05,0.7959999999999999,0.153,0.8701,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,3,0,20,19,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,13,5,16,14,2,9,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,3,6,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140222433885118,0.0,0.0,0.3307878169658621,0.17106631999408453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232127223299104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380426961939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441166511619925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852522133997856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357802420379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909323531809002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33405968393498275,0.23599497946989426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629451424588908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819533898959393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070997755893328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841195651770464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077311914900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138744982558245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907238469946918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575253835746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576734660437085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313498231589338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982721978889863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583427455998848,0.0,0.13112654003600366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265385893303925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113257782777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733203772436228,0.0,0.0,0.21272814512064145 lonely,sabucoush,2020/01/06,The thought memory of my ex never followed me on social media while we were dating enflames me. Why would she post pictures of the gifts I used to buy her but she would never follow me on social media? I dont understand. I feel disrespected. She followed her all friends and exs. Why not me? I know some people might have it worse. Their partners cheating and stuff. But I don’t understand mine had just been with me. We were distance and we were skyping almost every day. She was my everything. Why wouldnt she follow on Instagram? Isnt she curious what could I be posting about? She always asked me “not to look at other girls” so how does she know? Please tell me,1.4146832579185542,4.0756422692307686,2.641583710407243,89.74400452488692,87.84615384615385,5.212669683257919,20.723981900452486,6.794906146795322,0.6262036199095027,525,17,100,7,17,168,83,130,0.091,0.833,0.075,-0.4824,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,16,0,0,2,3,30,29,8,0,4,5,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,7,2,30,1,10,16,2,15,0,0,1,0,23,4,0,3,5,77,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594529383519254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295833202793183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455904434993875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434107715899648,0.0,0.0,0.10043566789175604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628403766392505,0.0,0.18251930885116335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121277041132154,0.0,0.13996384665425676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874388489813809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203198475726564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711748741881824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077749552249812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520936332680167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402236134651069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796647741088714,0.0,0.0,0.17094937266492854,0.0,0.0,0.29830060698966404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750278582574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827838653640507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611854484481686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363554984019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324249564582903,0.0,0.13450433665961015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42157764613795057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870644263142952,0.2212581982860136,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darrenjackson861,2020/01/06,"Is it possible that I can remain lonely for the rest of my life or no Tbh I want to be lonely for the rest of my life the reason why I want to be lonely for the rest of my life is because I now realize that I was the one who chose to be lonely the reason why I want to remain forever lonely is because I now realize that loneliness is a choice I do not want any friends I don’t even want one friend I want to be forever alone with no friends and no woman involved in my life 😃😃😃😃😃❤️❤️❤️❤️😃😃😃😃. The reason why I do not have any friends is because I talk too much and it’s annoying nobody wants to be around a person who talks too much. I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right I will say that one more time I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right. 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃the reason why I said that I accept that I am in the wrong and they are in the right is because I now realize that talking too much is very annoying and irritating it was personal because I took it that way it was serious because I took it that way it was a big deal because I made it a big deal it was bullying because I took it that way but I now realize that talking too much annoys other people and it’s very irritating and I now realize that 😃😃😃😃👍👍👍👍. I now realize why I have 0 friends because I talk too much and it’s annoying to other people I now understand where my family and my friends where coming from I now understand and I now realize why they were so annoyed and irritated with me because I was talking too much and it was very annoying and irritating and I now realize that 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. I am no longer pissed off I am no longer mad because I pissed them off I did something that was very annoying towards them so I deserve to be lonely I deserve not to have any friends because of my bad attitude and I now realize that 😃😃😃😃😃",0.30644702493474085,1.1235738336483934,3.6427477720766963,91.37937775677379,80.03969754253308,7.230911873255919,22.99221352056891,7.8761006319780495,0.8647045278602934,1734,55,449,29,42,642,110,529,0.249,0.6990000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9984,0,13,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,12,0,23,43,10,0,29,0,51,6,2,5,0,63,66,26,0,7,5,0,0,0,7,1,4,2,0,3,40,26,0,0,24,0,0,4,9,27,0,3,15,2,74,16,42,44,10,55,0,6,0,0,35,36,2,1,12,303,114,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510612489194509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057966595592556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388858422412829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116450249261231,0.360643171027656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246868007327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016548924706396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032563024937917955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647685118862638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666302811306403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392917846463837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665005526784552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174526439348488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022345274310672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835858827356299,0.0860959374910796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557977610666486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027596733888289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789271493229173,0.04689679919437725,0.03920635000551891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795452754026298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775896780628195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028747967955719725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432658041814605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026487249317705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271484935477698,0.20355417150036734,0.11739916389537187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669203759237957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851288097224065,0.0,0.0 lonely,HennyBoii69,2020/01/06,"Sad boi Boys my luck with finding a relationship has been an all time low. I personally think I’m a good looking kid and a cool person I guess. But I guess every girl that I try to have a relationship with thinks otherwise. I’m constantly getting rejected. One after the other. And it really fcks with my mindset. My self esteem is getting degraded every time. I don’t know what to believe anymore. Am I just ugly, not cool enough, or just boring. I can’t tell if it’s the girl or me. It’s hard gaining my self esteem back when all that happens is girls not wanting me back. idk I just needed to vent for a little. Hope y’all are good though.",1.0575826972010205,3.4330563358778647,3.219053435114508,87.5386055979644,84.87786259541986,5.936081424936387,21.71043256997456,7.3011,0.9039156234096696,504,17,102,8,15,171,84,131,0.146,0.7140000000000001,0.14,0.0276,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,8,2,9,0,0,0,2,26,23,8,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,4,15,6,8,22,3,9,0,3,1,0,13,2,0,7,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151198010038255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349494492357942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721253720993471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509575345140778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785765601455887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743944740773395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396337960292937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963750829663614,0.0,0.0,0.2562812356494908,0.0,0.0,0.3365982883494569,0.0,0.1350986347911855,0.0,0.13685660146167927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174027891665506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396127313475993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312091986339108,0.0,0.0,0.1282927190514315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328090013004205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352445234582278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667948828547189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978717268707768,0.0,0.0,0.3280468533501187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187557759995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353228827097047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957844021810864,0.15010089162604584,0.0,0.17816893494776398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372435538942064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011079122495784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lizeb247,2020/01/06,"would anyone even care if i dropped off the face of the planet? i have no friends where i live. everyone i know lives multiple states away so i have nobody to hangout with. i just found out 2 “friends” i had in college are in my town, so i messaged them and offered to hang out sometime. it’s been 3 weeks and no reply... i was so excited cuz we would hang out a lot in college and smoke weed but now i see they were clearly just using me for my weed and not for my company. i feel so isolated and shitty that everyone around me is having a great time and hanging out with friends, and all i can do is sit at home alone and do nothing.",2.6080451127819586,3.681406834586468,3.8812105263157903,90.92497368421057,74.63909774436091,7.124511278195487,27.58571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.3454517293233086,491,19,111,6,10,161,87,133,0.107,0.74,0.154,0.7667,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,15,1,1,2,2,31,21,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,16,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,2,20,6,18,14,2,22,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,2,3,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628331799537685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325152743943669,0.0,0.0,0.16871105027652136,0.0,0.0,0.17805824137481252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322606006215254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517474041544593,0.0,0.0,0.36218481948767417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958259100527689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779652037889734,0.4392630198259189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089440784439346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010183747814255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041540439519174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469543493809634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112128324170708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184747078634586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510211748636759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874379814540584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050937169349047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368255748524685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201977300522107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692560601349575,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_GIFFORD,2020/01/06,"I really want to be a regular teenager I want to vent my problems here, sorry if it’s not the place, any advice is REALLY appreciated :) I’m at a situation in my life now where I have no friends. At the end of high school I had severe anxiety which is now better, but my whole self is insecure because of my experiences in high school, I only go to college 3 days a week and the rest I’m in my room. I could go out and drink and smoke but 1. My only friends are entirely different to me that I can’t relate to and 2. I’m too insecure to go out with friends without thinking they don’t want to be around me or talk to me, so I don’t let myself get close to anyone as a friend and now I’ve just completely cut myself off after finishing high school, I have no friends and sit in my room all day playing games, I get a normal 16 y/o wage for playing but I’d rather just have a normal life with friends and a reasonable frame of mind that lets me go out to parties and drink and make really good friends but instead I can’t talk to people without getting clouds of thoughts that tell me everyone in the room thinks I’m really fucking weird and different and stupid, etc. and that everything I say is pointless and boring TLDR Had bad time at high school, cut myself off from everyone after finishing, too insecure to see anyone, or make friends and now am In the position where i’m in my room 12 hours a day without any friends or social interaction.",5.3686320568495836,5.024451808724836,6.531034346624553,79.4600967232531,67.8255033557047,10.233241215949473,32.294512435846826,9.916854025145753,2.9067565732333214,1141,44,239,24,17,386,142,298,0.129,0.693,0.17800000000000002,0.953,3,0,3,0,0,2,20.0,0,0,1,1,15,24,4,3,13,0,20,5,0,3,1,51,42,24,0,9,15,0,0,0,9,0,2,1,4,1,6,21,2,0,4,5,1,4,10,11,0,0,3,2,29,13,42,34,4,48,0,0,1,1,18,28,1,4,15,153,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415564825655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321117679211143,0.0,0.05805315168364643,0.0,0.0,0.10612355214818923,0.0,0.0,0.06755529135725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633622617048573,0.046259854974207835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711565846861359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956580760008394,0.0,0.0,0.06058939036849735,0.0,0.0,0.14682201637274625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857099226109994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868023807099645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721313107689421,0.0,0.08463377965714483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502607248050414,0.06820211257754642,0.07423179745674208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276691936569156,0.07015607228904802,0.11894307537151184,0.0,0.1725127424013433,0.0636502007024538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32071404732658865,0.0,0.0,0.07473315692176108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519867507612709,0.10720210348327107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130998219020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662397887093039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870579427872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154305772661666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526103134702214,0.0,0.07928549613054997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261336557304901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944599663766468,0.07802421206693827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060348184943757224,0.0,0.30720574655412586,0.06047191012271488,0.0,0.07916642459609018,0.08573042076384095,0.0,0.0,0.08529988013093368,0.0,0.07735697917785657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494899731234089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198978107024815,0.06632835936790579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972503231588882,0.0,0.0602455983481049,0.04425017087040155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342799038499222,0.0,0.060871768865164363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472483994680885,0.0,0.21945634046127774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrDiddlez10,2020/01/06,"Maybe one day someone will come along Loneliness is basically my only emotion at this stage, whenever I go somewhere I wish I had a girl with me, whenever I go out with my friends I wish I had a girl with me and when I feel like I don’t want to go to sleep alone I wish I had a girl with me, but I don’t. I watch all my friends be happy in relationships and I makes me miss them so much. The worst part is as much as I want a girlfriend I know I’m just not ready yet I have this feeling that I can’t quite commit to a relationship just yet again and that’s the worst part because I know the law of attraction won’t work if I’m not ready and I hate that. So until I attract someone, I’ll spend my nights and days alone, wishing and wanting that I’m not condemned to spend time alone for too much longer",2.2029406593406584,3.101549074285714,3.6177142857142885,93.1018241758242,75.4,6.984615384615385,24.89010989010989,7.321109707123232,0.7731406593406587,628,20,153,7,13,207,91,175,0.14800000000000002,0.62,0.23199999999999998,0.9141,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,9,10,1,0,8,0,12,1,1,1,2,35,33,14,0,8,7,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,6,13,0,0,4,0,2,4,7,4,0,1,3,3,29,6,17,27,8,17,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,1,10,101,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667336529985473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195062049054081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167328134276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224050004165024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276902244194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936007061788745,0.08432139156449606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823809623005443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123926348053844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564622643478152,0.0,0.11653120629099699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973353484870134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766399938213267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787866291899838,0.0,0.1185780342929268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602991640824032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107641262091877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998088073618824,0.08976791715530255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556322073512364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554052935316945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534423091274277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811627080669375,0.0,0.2000146177405772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882484289483799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885327908612847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429194389221452,0.0,0.0,0.08592799573439858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CapnToastyOats,2020/01/06,"Why is it so hard to get some basic affection? Aside from the obligatory greeting hug from family and stuff like that, I have no stable source of human affection (I have no pets, damn apartment rules). Did I miss a class on how to grow close to other people or something? I feel like everyone else knows something I don't.",4.0658064516129,5.901546870967742,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,72.2258064516129,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.9006993548387088,254,8,48,5,5,81,50,62,0.142,0.59,0.26899999999999996,0.8884,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,3,7,8,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568997779706982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938557196786315,0.0,0.0,0.2899095721841116,0.0,0.15549515190751675,0.21969771838271016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606704340181496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754842491557515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900907987377475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004848203290505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132008577890514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734994114377708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520454297138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774957497200479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FlutterButterflies,2020/01/06,"I would honestly just like a friend Recently going through my thought process of who I actually talk to daily and I literally only text like three people.... maybe daily maybe every other day. I just would like one really good friend in my life. Someone to talk to about girl stuff, random stuff, any stuff in general. I have lived my entire life an antisocial and with some mental health issues. But hell in this world today we all have mental health issues right?",4.384852941176471,7.009156352941179,4.796102941176471,79.60121323529413,73.70588235294117,7.544117647058822,22.389705882352942,8.472884824447931,1.5972647058823528,370,10,63,7,8,117,59,85,0.048,0.742,0.21,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,14,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,7,10,3,2,9,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.13782621571368814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604549966959243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108570320454734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899764011339894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823756750302697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026782107466045,0.11846227357431435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30025507872366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948279212080652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995186938992266,0.2070027068436265,0.0,0.12471420472215874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837816122576916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466586094171303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570534467216893,0.10741653971264307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979154390458904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047956440801228,0.0,0.1394537674042037,0.0,0.0,0.1206149939261148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966902436017328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850451800054229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270407109314479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212581381359776,0.0,0.0,0.13387545970020848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006603729899321,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bfammerman,2020/01/06,"Educate Me... If you had to have ONE reason for your loneliness, what would it be? Is it the lack of physical touch? Lack of relationships? Lack of being desired? Lack of friendship? Lack of phone buzzes? / Likes on Insta post? Others? The first step to solving a problem is determining the cause and creating a problem statement. In creating this post, I’ve changed what I thought the cause of my loneliness is 4 times, but I’m still unsure of the root cause. Thus, some soul searching. So educate me, why are you feeling lonely? What do you desire?",1.9425082508250813,4.779858168316832,3.041940594059408,85.24621122112214,91.07920792079209,6.653729372937296,25.545214521452145,7.793537801064563,2.1135856105610564,429,19,77,10,15,137,68,101,0.19699999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.7059,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,6,0,23,13,4,0,11,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,2,8,1,12,8,6,8,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193232284828222,0.21258882685584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161131532840613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093630705859206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817880961335182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617556441878564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849278846057848,0.0,0.0,0.3845827854094854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066201488477814,0.0,0.21575562293984707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048675947462973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953963735551446,0.11718127808760463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133496627513315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275607930773254,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AceSignifica,2020/01/06,"Just leave. I'm so alone. Friends don't want to talk to me. My family doesn't have time for me. My boyfriend of five years just admitted he thinks that what we have was never gonna be as good as how he used to have it with his ex-bf and refuses to talk to me about things. I wish people would just leave and stay away for good. The anxiety of waiting for things to get better, it's too much.",1.4866050420168049,2.79171063529412,2.6115966386554628,97.96647058823532,77.94117647058823,6.739495798319329,19.201680672268907,7.447530270364453,0.01916806722689035,304,6,77,4,7,97,60,85,0.084,0.738,0.17800000000000002,0.8901,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,8,4,16,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334079162626074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757977338589713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935319137583411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217908839407035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418655897976608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914533022789482,0.0,0.10761989842803793,0.0,0.0,0.3455448640348319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362217628452528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142441734196074,0.0,0.15887015760370182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142805705357318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955512774140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311296888961165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736977098751639,0.13198838857701356,0.0,0.0,0.12011289130421796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779069497395392,0.0,0.0,0.1214966871179164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687530843275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632751679058353,0.0,0.0,0.13264911200168766 lonely,FindingRomeo,2020/01/06,"Ever feel soo alone, but you know you did it to yourself? Have you ever just felt so lonely and have absolutely no one to turn to. Ever just been stuck in a hole because you feel the further away you are away the happier others will be. Saying ""I will better myself. I won't be a burden to others. I only have myself to rely on."" When in reality you just wish someone would come hold your hand and save you. Not just anyone but You want that one person you cherished the most to come and save you. But you're also so afraid to reach out. To ask for help. Because it'll become a burden. It'll drag them. Itll hurt them and stress them out. And it'll become an obligation. And the whole cycle of loneliness ends up repeating itself as you watch that one person from afar. Hoping that seeing others happy will make you happy. Be positive. Be happy. The only person hurting is yourself. Don't forget to be happy. We'll learn how to reach out soon enough. Dont be sad. We're only fighting a battle with ourself. In the end the only winner is us. Let's continue winning battles so we can be happy too.",0.8023109243697489,3.278238162895928,2.865589851325147,88.57578619909503,88.18552036199095,4.605106658047835,16.94263089851325,6.1826913282559595,-0.10771247575953467,858,20,164,8,28,288,121,221,0.132,0.56,0.309,0.9956,0,3,0,0,2,0,28.0,3,13,3,2,15,22,3,2,12,0,29,1,1,2,3,40,43,16,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,10,0,1,0,3,12,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,11,0,3,4,7,24,11,25,21,3,22,0,4,2,0,26,11,0,2,9,129,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496978718906226,0.0,0.08105091174381635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086745982562062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094750150861471,0.0,0.19044650248691009,0.0,0.0,0.12356610187137043,0.22386996277431392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963733561335949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746110173107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187834285898848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953503326743844,0.10472339119830226,0.0,0.0,0.2750352246356659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249292184549574,0.0,0.09731351871044576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394538055941647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679339029709001,0.0,0.0,0.1006650991198222,0.0,0.0,0.21699816570269684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570023953217725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363897220090038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765304164313156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603558918805406,0.30833011641508035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654891652925893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059893370472355,0.0,0.0,0.08076417674402467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587496001769926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609802113937168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102415373905717,0.0,0.0,0.12191360677558685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977985407162944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315554501565113,0.1165494443279693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199733431344775,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,innovative_research,2020/01/06,"Invitation to Participate in Innovative Research \*\* MOD APPROVED\*\* Happy New Year! Got a spare 15-20 minutes in your day and want to make a huge difference in a scientific study? Your participation is extremely important! Keep reading to find out more. I am a PhD candidate from the University of Wollongong and I am conducting an online anonymous research study looking at why different people perceive events and situations in different ways. A key outcome of this study is to develop resources to support individuals to perceive events in a more effective way. The only requirement to participate is to be at least 18 years of age! If you are interested in participating and learning more, please click on the link below: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/personalagency](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/personalagency) Thank you kindly. Please feel free to contact me directly if you have any questions or comments.",10.399729206963249,13.625483453900713,9.745261121856867,48.02454545454549,58.43262411347518,11.9357833655706,41.18697614442295,11.567385478589935,6.038058156028369,761,40,95,24,11,243,97,141,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.9859,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,0,3,0,6,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,16,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,7,24,14,4,21,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,4,7,62,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594715127468312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995963209884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344146457463784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621089295453492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558356645186307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363659597944057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815024626114271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154993916747428,0.0,0.17755151047574122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317866945397362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113811354503814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467181525935742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967439205699627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820456202775301,0.0,0.0,0.374319811285042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100116980969994,0.0,0.17054805864464967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916513000365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934835564657973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569752588112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056644902710328,0.2706729732362181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538514614827487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195952906544899 lonely,kyasurina,2020/01/06,"I’m a doormat and that’s why I feel lonely I try to do for everyone else what I would want in return and no one ever returns the favor. It’s not why I do nice things, I genuinely enjoy making people happy. It’s just whenever the opportunity presents itself for anyone to do the same for me, no one ever does.",1.5948205128205153,3.4496592769230787,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,79.30769230769229,6.7948717948717965,21.602564102564106,7.793537801064563,1.1091025641025642,243,7,48,4,6,88,45,65,0.134,0.667,0.19899999999999998,0.6671,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,11,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,6,5,6,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874801901614962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371051841252915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355272896867208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624783756819376,0.0,0.2442730443604452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925824340352648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721313825497641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064033625422725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464538214935456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772271870336407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983451430513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356140743723258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507819035516656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461347028775424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159788589345754,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AngryKiwiNoises,2020/01/07,I sometimes wrap my arms around myself in bed at night to make it feel like there's someone there to cuddle me I've only ever had one relationship and it was over 3 years ago. I'm too anxious to ask anyone out in real life and online dating just straight up doesn't work for me,3.6673728813559294,4.31746383050848,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,71.71186440677965,6.5779661016949165,23.224576271186447,5.985473137389443,0.4134033898305081,222,5,47,1,4,73,50,59,0.035,0.887,0.078,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,1,11,5,0,13,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,6,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369782517490816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020148830616938,0.0,0.18692834997518887,0.0,0.0,0.2379867407353901,0.2499241457788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418217559592072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517369475255306,0.19098571214721727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888281339284141,0.13060742692830973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784496223834079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087780374503593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115457041382926,0.2033219479396803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30428820229199954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870200491171547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265138981952111,0.0,0.2644032754414053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946246279173968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215635849916544 lonely,throwaway63729199363,2020/01/07,"It is so much fucking harder in every aspect to get through life with the support of 0 people. The college admissions process, the college transition, tuition, getting a job, being successful in an interview, help with lifting heavy things, installing something big in a house, maintaining a house, figuring out taxes, transporting something large/heavy, attending events, deciding on your major, affording basic necessities (think having to crash at a friend’s place because you couldn’t pay rent), completing assignments in school (don’t even get me fucking started with school), house or hobby-esque projects, buying a car, or deciding whether to finance or lease a car. Basically every single thing that can be much easier if you had someone to text, “Hey could I get some help real quick” or “hey can you do me a quick favor”.",14.827394366197186,10.693312302816906,12.687408450704227,54.68364788732399,52.73239436619718,15.867042253521127,52.343661971830976,13.348371206891418,6.971578591549295,665,34,95,16,5,207,100,142,0.028999999999999998,0.848,0.12300000000000001,0.9231,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,1,4,6,2,0,11,0,11,3,0,0,0,18,20,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,16,15,5,17,0,0,0,2,10,9,2,6,4,63,11,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066087659352223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593446775648195,0.0,0.0,0.1187441518383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823091485124427,0.0,0.2506130634998874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490392857912375,0.2749862063177609,0.31080897202474955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937335889004304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148231891338111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758579504289032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504828300782268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186587619062461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031066167356038,0.0,0.15538510841323852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928067086883186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010336099485513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601351074007047,0.2289902716430597,0.0,0.0,0.10526773645287232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877043118248375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197611466593025,0.09529644603840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ljbunting66,2020/01/07,"To add on to more of my loneliness The so called friends I had on discord and who i used to play with banned me and said. ""We aren't friends anymore"" and they all agreed to ban me. Guess I'm lonelier then what I was on the last post. Send love please",0.8911111111111154,2.583542185185184,1.7331111111111106,101.87300000000002,80.85185185185185,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.06076000000000015,194,6,50,2,5,60,41,54,0.209,0.539,0.252,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,4,9,5,2,7,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30067162492120314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309579165877928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684699443155181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339853199617426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713095815260014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736304507972419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327989716939755,0.0,0.0,0.29036121547059546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839219929939297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184889848315873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,basicmarieantoinette,2020/01/07,"Lonely art major Idk if this should go into r/vent but I just need to get it out there. I am in my junior year of college and I feel like I failed at making friends. Like I have some don’t get me wrong and I’m grateful for them. But I miss having that close personal friend group like I did back in high school. I always have a hard time making friends because I appear bitchy/snobbish and I’m shy as hell. I feel like nothing I do is good enough for people. Almost everyone back in my hometown hates me/ doesn’t give two shits about me, so I can’t talk to them. Some of the people I made friends with here just straight up ignore me unless it’s on their time. I always thought college was going to be the time we’re I was going to be surrounded by friends, but holy shot I never felt so lonely in my life. I don’t even have one solid friend to talk about this stuff with. Even when i do the relationship get fucked somehow, weather it be me or them. I feel like the sad little girl back in elementary school. I feel like if I kms tonight no one would even notice. I fell awful complaining about it because I do have a privilege life that I’m grateful for, I just wish I could share it with people.",1.7143826086956508,3.585405999999999,2.8563304347826097,93.94399130434786,79.0,5.4678260869565225,20.869565217391305,6.280692351149826,0.0605513043478263,940,25,208,7,23,301,134,250,0.204,0.5770000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.6838,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,18,27,4,0,6,1,23,4,1,3,1,40,48,14,0,7,10,0,6,6,6,2,2,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,6,1,0,5,6,12,0,3,6,6,37,15,29,36,4,30,1,5,0,1,19,15,3,8,16,137,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755373770903313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212528030956774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473377006688225,0.0,0.1187747010112362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778328238905789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100662635545542,0.0,0.1930382979941931,0.0,0.0,0.0930905879801708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970373098058749,0.2783922641290099,0.09354008837485668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516064792708058,0.09006477122442648,0.15269641703897466,0.09345575043293312,0.1661009536030666,0.0817126811352329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727068767363395,0.09618373748084284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029313513373464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762362415641322,0.28557186466343315,0.0976421146731402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218274702067372,0.1300594527458414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223693960722234,0.07513760371716531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347872725396747,0.11091522579603184,0.0,0.0,0.13203090023810155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261977440321507,0.08506485125986936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459442283115906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719187790495624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000195219721307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152451306252403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660770857499864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734193000636097,0.17042209117684526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516682321354147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203012147692948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920556469109672,0.10651531108070816,0.0,0.06273636635949588 lonely,poopsicles15,2020/01/07,"Why does everything seem so hard? Todays just one of those days where I feel like crying. No amount of lifting, hobbies and ""working on yourself"" can fill the void of being loved and accepted by someone other than your mom. I dont know what Im doing wrong, Im trying but its not good enough. I find out that one of my old crushes liked me back! Shes so cute too! We talked for barely a day and before i could even get the chance to ask her out I get ghosted. We were just having a normal conversation, I dont understand. I dont understand this world. Feels like I operate on a different wavelength than everybody else. Why do I even get my hopes up when good things happen? Everything I touch dies anyways.",2.532438625204584,4.6153851134751775,3.7038297872340458,87.82615384615387,77.29787234042553,6.891653027823242,23.61211129296236,7.882392219407189,1.231881178396072,555,18,112,9,13,180,100,141,0.115,0.716,0.168,0.8733,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,22,24,7,2,3,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,4,18,9,14,21,2,14,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,9,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150841517998481,0.0,0.0,0.09465816783607002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047510986013508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828727116132988,0.0,0.13522223580399792,0.15878176303271735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776088403797914,0.12861583537892268,0.0,0.0,0.1077277635910035,0.0,0.4328253834803178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283628174392673,0.0,0.0,0.12719771462190985,0.0,0.16261598428118362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127304770408115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448857198467447,0.17588879713768518,0.0,0.0,0.11251338824687733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294781199648206,0.0,0.0,0.20650495071387528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885906979636116,0.0,0.11027559496538857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226848656937868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659434916570611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765387456723958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804248833176646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110474676255047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417607488321812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120614241508634,0.0,0.0,0.129175289260046,0.0,0.16683478113546812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206782629374146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430428706052358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894506792394477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178378261552441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166867069702404,0.0,0.0,0.08357846739437381,0.0,0.0,0.2563079362530443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216158633043184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962003312418787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459317917002306,0.0,0.0 lonely,EMpTyXYZ,2020/01/07,"The reason I feel lonely. I think it's not just me, but the reason I isolate myself from others is because they have no interest. Not that they lack interest in me, or the pretense of interest in me, but because they are not interested in relationships that are not just superficial. Relationships that are only superficial cannot hurt your own ignorant worldview. People are not honest with themselves / they are not authentic. I hear everywhere *I like deep conversations*, *I like things that make you think* etc. But what such people are actually looking for are people who further solidify their unalterable opinion by saying yes. As soon as you no longer agree with the other, the ""interest"" immediately disappears.",4.623506097560977,8.076570796747966,5.731702235772357,67.66145579268297,80.869918699187,8.928658536585365,29.638719512195124,9.188382445141503,3.855959756097562,580,27,84,18,16,191,74,123,0.142,0.653,0.205,0.9129999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,5,0,4,11,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,3,0,23,16,6,0,1,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,0,4,18,8,11,16,3,7,0,2,1,0,14,5,0,2,3,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1954869262779389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442308015846739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234137553860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128962587627163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257792443850761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144505456971642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573597413976312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682213623527081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371755149598696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523551167033261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166374614971381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119320276024544,0.0,0.4301451321173808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930535873071408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330860915473045,0.2567185348149761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imurnurmur,2020/01/07,"Here to talk with anyone If anyone should feel they need to talk, about anything, and I do mean that, with someone who is non-judgemental of any lifestyle, open, and secretive should you wish it, you are more than welcome to message me. It can be about anything from just wanting to find a friend to talking about suicide and mental health. I will do my best to help in my fullest capacity and I refuse to turn people away.",8.116481481481483,6.98340728395062,7.021080246913584,80.79236111111112,62.58024691358025,9.58148148148148,36.29938271604939,8.07648339933343,2.6849975308641976,334,13,65,3,4,101,59,81,0.073,0.752,0.175,0.8548,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,19,15,5,1,6,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,17,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,0,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825762783143586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843178623301144,0.0,0.3346132653030129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910162386536863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336107960019185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279953773841802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582146323577475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570766381062621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161087977650352,0.0,0.0,0.13627426550884264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146396176185065,0.0,0.0,0.2048884476304878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507516318929982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094940811520698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226372385855782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238790988261886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902381197848467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114266779138247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199173807123474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337962228971477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeminiPuppet,2020/01/07,"Watching them die... Life is bitter sweet, If you live long enough, you get to watch all your loved ones die.",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,78.04761904761905,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.4603523809523808,83,1,19,0,2,23,19,21,0.21899999999999997,0.556,0.225,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924868756440443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447171982678399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430195021203215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564468522782475,0.0,0.0,0.2945913381934535,0.2952419648571601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011038141061625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260685991788275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turhtkeurj,2020/01/07,"The source of all my problems (29M) I am a honorless man, I do not respect myself, I am spineless, a coward, not a real man. I don't see myself equal to other men, I feel inferior to most other men, I'm a little boy. My hands-on with Martial arts was an attempt to fix it, the hatred I spray on everyone around me is the only way I think I am powerful. I distant myself from people who I feel inferior to them. Also I distant myself from people who inferior to me, because I don't want to be seen as a king of the losers. I chose to be alone. I'm sorry, I can't accept the fact that this is what I am. I prefer to be a lonely person or just die. And still, whenever life will introduce to me another man, I'll become this shadow of a man, give him all the honor and feel honorless myself. I think the reason for all of this is because i am afraid of the other man. It think it is related somehow to my relationship with my father. How the fuck can I change this? (Sorry that my English is not the best)",2.6746478873239425,3.34377918779343,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,74.02347417840375,7.933521126760564,24.998122065727703,8.238735603445708,1.4875029107981217,769,23,163,12,15,279,106,213,0.19399999999999998,0.777,0.028999999999999998,-0.9842,1,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,6,12,1,1,18,0,20,2,0,2,4,29,33,6,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,15,5,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,5,34,4,23,27,6,5,0,5,2,1,16,3,1,3,1,127,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571186546426742,0.0,0.13567339023403896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789851633633727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102930636836706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684075722531875,0.1873710990270048,0.0,0.0,0.17804291233307326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947295493291432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607555659798954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621130387568574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734865683664016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684371605046718,0.0,0.162748952613904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983265118853992,0.0,0.17003931615170415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903060343575154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352354343114394,0.14813658210081282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233733901870645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310502755838627,0.0,0.17443404345768512,0.0,0.18214644562982715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351934164905794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798307396210561,0.0,0.0,0.13548704970300002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261250574684034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006717130128844,0.13466458765068853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JNCA,2020/01/07,"To anyone that feels alone Hi! I think this is actually my first post ever on reddit, had this account for a while but this is the first time that I really feel like I wanna write something. I came across this subreddit a few months ago in a time where I was feeling really alone and hopeless, but reading through so many experiences have, in a way, really help me move forward. I know that just saying things like ""don't worry, things will be better"" won't magically make everything that you're going through go away, but just know that you don't have to go at it alone. So, what I'm trying to say is, that if you wanna talk about something, anything, please do! You're welcome to share it with me via pm, comment or whatever other way there is here (again, new to this) and I'm sure the rest of the people on this subreddit would love to talk too! That is all I wanted to say I guess, Sorry if some sentences came out weird, English is not my first language. I hope you have a great day!",5.958030303030302,5.510634095959599,6.2097979797979805,82.60136363636364,66.62626262626263,9.220202020202024,29.11111111111111,8.575989854853784,1.8940444444444444,773,22,161,10,11,248,118,198,0.065,0.708,0.228,0.9906,0,3,2,0,0,1,26.0,0,3,0,4,11,11,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,1,3,33,36,11,0,7,9,0,3,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,19,6,0,0,6,1,1,7,4,2,0,3,4,6,16,9,23,28,4,31,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,6,15,111,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.1132990755144432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291766436483822,0.0,0.0,0.3607408366291552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118141239133378,0.0,0.0955422823580278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908191217041144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268303006759844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655801523958814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487636450162835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050211575629195,0.0,0.0,0.1043452412785156,0.11357030630619662,0.0,0.0,0.17611440093956546,0.08294349070504142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962696154375012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979508007433722,0.0,0.0,0.1280031715317891,0.1278997488631734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782090970953183,0.0,0.0,0.1153157590969038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761355146309292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344341709799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047868389613443,0.0,0.0774991722106789,0.11770948706579165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267173073490652,0.12339834762403755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213230371142248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049070102552652,0.0,0.0,0.12744543654331142,0.0,0.0,0.11119388882885313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613369707023155,0.0,0.2231342770450719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698757475512353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876241192007802,0.0,0.12996699494969027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942502313753592,0.0,0.0,0.186637226593462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426638930014008,0.07439365183072502,0.0,0.0,0.13540034411214713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882582570668532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848013175615755,0.18431316855039426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790749919483118,0.0,0.08247572725703438,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giantlobster4,2020/01/07,"My boyfriend doesn’t like me I know he doesn’t it’s so obvious he has kissed me once in 7month relationship, I’m fact he avoids being with me which makes me more lonely and I don’t have the heart to leave him I think I might just wait for him to dump me, that sounds so pathetic, sorry for ranting",-0.5063194444444434,1.7204353125000011,1.0114583333333336,100.47659722222224,94.3125,4.719444444444443,14.923611111111107,6.42735559955562,-0.6780534722222216,236,5,57,3,9,75,47,64,0.21899999999999997,0.705,0.076,-0.8182,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,7,2,1,1,2,11,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,6,10,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40437554229416656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753866645346667,0.0,0.0,0.3613279091514511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667144822518022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277828842000637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620057421496696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36341350665439787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663681308928803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819944925344155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186552462020091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hoesmad_____lol,2020/01/07,Does anyone here code? Just wanna talk about coding with someone from here...,3.9207692307692312,7.2373768461538495,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,88.23076923076924,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.054353846153846,61,1,9,0,2,17,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320912286611809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407799946390793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235945676137053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966919531033751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheHonestWalnut,2020/01/07,"Feeling Hopeless Sometimes it feels like this struggle never ends and that it's better to resign yourself to your fate rather than trundle onward. I think one of the hardest parts for me is that I don't have anyone I can relate to. I don't feel like I could ever talk about these feelings to anyone because it would be too far attached from their own reality, that they wouldn't really understand. I have grown extremely envious of people who are fortunate enough to have people in their life who care about them, it's gotten to the point where I can't watch anything involving romance or else it will put me in a dour mood. It's all just so exhausting. I just want to be happy.",7.370375939849622,6.736097015037598,7.257593984962408,76.8703007518797,63.81203007518797,10.006015037593986,33.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.8353338345864665,545,19,101,8,7,174,92,133,0.09699999999999999,0.73,0.17300000000000001,0.8659,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,4,1,9,12,1,1,3,0,15,2,0,0,3,18,24,3,0,5,4,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,1,5,15,6,16,17,4,10,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,5,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593343516491408,0.0,0.15260510454634135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304530666639745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401067832858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890731285014281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148062422996261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491516721366191,0.0,0.16424887235017505,0.1916138438271815,0.0,0.0,0.16774525721930794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750654461276217,0.264963317979975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740922457594126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309850049282042,0.18119772836764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302630748919604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566206001600252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081842989545712,0.0,0.2571278713853479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530508759017865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864230427150018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880055906812645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340945078584184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386695981515026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905334462182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188254114829402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305436821267566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938002953325483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173452287261306,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ADaddylicious,2020/01/07,. holy fuck being extremely lonely fucking sucks i just feel like shit all the time and im losing interests in everything including video games and i cant fucking bear it any longer,1.9056862745098044,4.572556823529414,2.9317647058823546,84.13627450980394,98.41176470588236,6.972549019607843,23.31372549019608,7.793537801064563,2.2333490196078443,148,6,25,4,6,47,30,34,0.361,0.534,0.105,-0.9011,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,1,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,5,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831987648905153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211608036011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621489562915862,0.1924568156135452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7471577900217664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099430077630123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161345526583426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30138562136754643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653149537366123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708718574113606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,User7482848,2020/01/07,"Am I an Incel? Hello, everyone. I want to make this post short because I feel like people don't like to read long posts about topics like these. All this talk about ""incels"" usually ends up in arguements and I want to say that I am not looking to argue and or spread hate against any group of people. Now, I just want to give you guys a rundown of who I am. I'm 6'4"", white, go to the gym constantly, have a six pack, no acne, shower every other day, light stubble beard, long brown hair, and dress usually in sweaters, short sleeve shirts, long sleeve shirts and jeans. Occasionally, I'll wear a denim jacket with black jeans or whatever I am feeling that day (just so you get an idea that I atleast try to dress nice). I have a job that pays $11 and hour, and go to community college Okay, now that we got that out of the way, you're probably going to say that I am not an incel because I'm tall, white, in shape, etc. But you would be wrong. I'm still a virgin. I'm not going to complain about that, but I read online especially on reddit that people like me are considered the ones who get the most girls. Gee, I wish. Most people complain about how they are soo short and if they were taller they would be better off yet it never did me any favours. I also read up that people think that I have an advantage in the dating game because I am white. I find this to be false because I have a black friend who acts like he's from the ghetto and dresses like it. He gets way more attention from girls than I do. It's almost too easy for him. I understand that some of you might say ""well maybe he's good looking"". I mean, he is but he's not a male model or something. On top of that, the girls he attracts like the ghetto mentality and stuff and they are white too. A lot of these girls have also stated that they ""only date black guys"" which I've been hearing a lot lately. I started a tinder, and I only got a little over 20 matches. A lot of the girls on there are flakey and talking to them is like walking on egg shells because if you say one thing that is remotely off then they will ghost you and continue talking to the rest of the guys they have lined up. It proves that there is this attitude I like to call ""disposable dating"" because girls have the power to talk to someone else who is looking to date them in a heartbeat, making it tough for me to meet someone who is truely interested. I bet you all can relate somehow. The question to this post is, what does a guy have to do in order to find a date and or get at least laid? I feel like I might as well kill myself within the next few years because as far as I'm concerned, no one is interested in dating me even though I have been called handsome and cute by many. I don't want to join a ""hiking club"" or something like that, so if you are going to say that then just save your time and don't comment that because none of my friends had to join a club in order to get a girlfriend. Guys. I'm really struggling. I feel like girls think I'm not good enough. I am seriously considering suicide. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, but some day. Am I doomed to just be an incel? tl;dr: Am I an incel if I am 20 and still cannot find a girlfriend?",4.404204254371312,4.601374243531204,5.171536548242198,86.52640828600072,69.882800608828,7.9318261127816765,26.374466347403196,7.590005382236693,1.1953130563908378,2486,68,540,25,41,808,276,657,0.067,0.774,0.158,0.995,3,0,2,0,0,2,81.0,1,9,9,4,27,39,3,1,39,1,53,6,4,3,4,85,94,42,3,11,24,0,5,12,4,5,0,6,1,13,41,20,1,0,15,7,2,7,14,10,2,4,7,23,60,29,71,78,16,78,1,1,11,1,70,30,0,23,45,349,101,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859632837552844,0.0,0.0,0.09359205652304957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958714092545556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853713879797415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051753536146625485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950481068546948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323609454004141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321588292277285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120862596685862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048883449466568286,0.0,0.05182869822163242,0.06046370939846156,0.06526192955046282,0.03864993033227287,0.0,0.04930310106190277,0.05591550657163614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835182514535975,0.12541368154518034,0.0,0.0,0.16045044906546593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042018678565401,0.0,0.15286360120937212,0.05613484392861465,0.16628281412519832,0.09816257600556494,0.0936027900666681,0.0,0.0,0.2897051780262085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777342824754951,0.0,0.0,0.06595291823260102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762746319341434,0.0,0.0,0.06605857664302985,0.0,0.0,0.05806909876670624,0.0,0.06474039671505721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600973117316311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34306143771836306,0.058649412611266265,0.0,0.15535712568205418,0.14741864053680387,0.0,0.0,0.14924719679873913,0.0,0.0,0.07812111130141937,0.0593270591026558,0.1175763947530189,0.06374217398022841,0.0,0.0,0.05897137832947045,0.12415459121761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513192220162019,0.0,0.06223349934955784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895791234278966,0.08900963931932658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284161863208836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812934740042673,0.0,0.06309122930750594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555243855262627,0.0,0.1755985234914305,0.0,0.037487492220804775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326753578921191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099162537952626,0.0900984996340018,0.0,0.0,0.041418637771019805,0.0,0.09346351257288034,0.0,0.0,0.06117467968962925,0.06698797137659504,0.06400810646601156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188135010165786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038876098366002025,0.07499066879047636,0.05749266092542375,0.0,0.03412173656474875,0.0,0.05546727912434345,0.0,0.0,0.03972920566633949,0.0,0.0,0.060918266574948615,0.0,0.0,0.12889642896459488,0.0,0.13805938417807992,0.09289615065500376,0.0,0.0,0.10522763134431347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729166857339848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313760373074633,0.06397915950409358,0.0,0.037683033070993036 lonely,mad-flower-power,2020/01/07,Another lonely night I feel like I'm about to have a mental breakdown. I'm sick and tired of being alone.,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4960181818181826,84,2,17,1,2,28,19,22,0.408,0.496,0.095,-0.802,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095822320821105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41467928880392185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995886829076875,0.2825201081510189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320410917791256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985354702498223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711168937711048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545285737873143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OnlineShadow,2020/01/07,"Im 24 years old and my life is already practically over. I am in so much pain but I don't tell anyone. I smile, laugh and am social on the outside but the moment I come home alone I just start wailing like a little child. I guess I am accustomed to it now. Not looking for attention or anything. I just want to show somewhere, show the world that my suffering is real. The thing I look most forward to is going to sleep every night because I can stop existing for a few hours every time. Sorry for the depresso espresso but I guess loneliness makes you want to rant sometimes.",1.587337792642142,4.067176121739132,3.148695652173913,88.24397993311037,83.43478260869566,5.973244147157192,23.628762541806026,7.321109707123232,1.1685117056856185,454,17,89,7,13,149,80,115,0.18600000000000005,0.723,0.091,-0.8911,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,8,4,1,1,0,19,18,7,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,14,2,11,18,3,17,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,4,11,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629993929816706,0.18784557746456784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902404682377082,0.0,0.14007922200483655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376650673777717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663224808314845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868408415995189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674178970471332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750401785092365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074778819795547,0.0,0.16763560187512394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838703089259547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202337080347842,0.08316247642645277,0.1706084050535765,0.0,0.0,0.2858892984300098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362533405481902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513366704111306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974297886841315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862065504105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811295282729581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937513129620584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034617251306733,0.17352115577423727,0.0,0.0,0.16835513628977775,0.19055098004291526,0.12048488492872128,0.0,0.0,0.14231425016813273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878261406338014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308875641928373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925853974966856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200804153772348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961818513742988 lonely,peachflowercrown,2020/01/07,"If anyone is lonely and prefers talking through voicechat you might want to join this discord server. This server has a consistently occupied voicechat channels where strangers and friends come together and hang out. Think about joining and talking to us! We have users from all over the world, so if you’re concerned about people not being in your time zone, don’t be! https://discord.gg/kmaEmc",8.434545454545457,11.000635787878792,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,62.33333333333334,7.704242424242422,37.44242424242424,8.238735603445708,3.171736969696972,326,16,50,4,5,89,55,66,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.1553,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,10,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894222397561699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436602433294656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640160624178137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625164630777726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369092449350991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493315857072181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896372697253985,0.0,0.0,0.1992627277366388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110533721333713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015583924689922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tofutunasalad,2020/01/07,"sign, disappointed I moved countries to be with my boyfriend, only to find out he had a girlfriend of 3 years the entire time leading up to me actually moving and arriving, seeing he would flirt (even through his previous relationship) with SO many other girls via text and social media, try to meet up ect, and he is now so busy (although sometimes is working from home) and can’t give me the time of day. I’m really sad. I spent all my money to be with this man, that I made from selling all my shit and my house before I moved here. I’m not legally a citizen here yet so I can’t get a job. I’m broke and sad. I can’t move back with family, they’re abusive. Stuck and sad. I love this guy, but my depression and the ptsd from this shit and now being lonely is getting the best of me. #sad",3.1036298568507164,4.169632527607367,4.547990797546014,86.6491436605317,73.41717791411044,7.641922290388548,25.239775051124745,8.07648339933343,1.3082192229038854,614,19,133,9,12,205,99,163,0.183,0.767,0.049,-0.9577,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,10,13,2,0,7,0,11,3,2,2,2,23,22,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,14,0,0,1,0,3,5,4,10,0,0,4,1,16,3,19,14,3,16,0,8,1,1,14,3,2,0,8,83,21,4,0.0,0.16949969635744389,0.13960344400321822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000235580198618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173136119589965,0.0,0.15012997760549032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226022640877682,0.0,0.12321518008242892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448810266942742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134861840852781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075192610799494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948323602466038,0.13723375051029002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416493761819176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349829588354454,0.0,0.0,0.16506910078543846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419624542403929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911494236640475,0.13536442698693849,0.0,0.14503780998761967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081897573974796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088016442238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722651442298828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164627163172596,0.0,0.0,0.15359017354293122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399827336103464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936928523884214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458290641192872,0.0,0.0,0.1414874852306536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683590992644035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712662433549923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414753418622688,0.0,0.0,0.1016239145771699,0.0,0.0,0.09212431347474652 lonely,Actual-Ice,2020/01/07,im so alone i cant stop crying why wont anyone talk to me??????,-4.183125,-2.9621330624999977,0.8049999999999997,103.54,98.375,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,45,0,14,0,2,18,14,16,0.135,0.531,0.33399999999999996,0.5224,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195420807459137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832422771217769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449628081878729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375573372360827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386661213442271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255890203116772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655228843736469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jiinxx10,2020/01/07,"Does anyone else get lonely due to no friends even though you have a significant other?? I have absolutely no other friends other than my husband who is... working all day. The only ""friends"" who talk to me are the ones who only need advice once in a while. I moved from my home town a few years back so if I happen to see anyone it's ME who has to drive to see them, not the other way around. I just feel so lonely when I have no one else to hang out with or talk to. Now that I'm older too (24) everyone is into having a kids and I have nothing in common with them anymore...",1.8251239669421508,3.2324302314049618,3.659578512396696,90.3766404958678,77.26446280991736,5.831735537190082,20.36446280991736,6.2581,0.051343140495867516,442,10,98,3,10,149,78,121,0.099,0.835,0.066,-0.4515,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,10,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,16,8,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,3,13,3,16,16,2,19,0,2,2,0,14,6,0,2,9,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544010342955975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679022418621839,0.23676000219115345,0.17347006184766592,0.0,0.15071480935196624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018290443052433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091858819726792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815745405477498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828604471078447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182247461843486,0.0,0.0,0.1617754614466343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560425497269042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39240726781039736,0.0,0.08845338669107168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497133338164538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698238624323469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994139417664698,0.0,0.12553540043103295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624499808742846,0.0,0.0,0.18030126637335925,0.2294470394341388,0.2575238311689893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982379091805603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215731332814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633850467024666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438416782986454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232539829787494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090250350492407 lonely,myxlss,2020/01/07,"Fuck these bitches and fuck these hoes Ion need yall any more, all i need is my hand and my dick.",0.12681818181818372,1.5543898636363664,1.0363636363636388,107.22454545454548,82.18181818181819,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.5676181818181814,75,1,21,0,2,23,16,22,0.43799999999999994,0.46299999999999997,0.099,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578255992180783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7498343420268739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014087122415996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EmoBoi5,2020/01/07,"Y’all ever just feel lonely and like shit even though you’re around friends Like I always just feel like theres this hole inside me thats impossible to fill, ive felt that even more since my breakup. She was such a good person but my clingy ass had to fuck it up, ik im not getting over it for a long time.",4.09,3.9654811818181837,4.254090909090909,93.95113636363637,70.51515151515152,7.206060606060608,22.560606060606066,5.985473137389443,0.03986060606060615,242,4,59,1,4,75,53,66,0.18899999999999997,0.682,0.129,-0.8074,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,8,3,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,7,5,6,5,1,7,0,1,0,2,4,3,3,0,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279713556656875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169652228631579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219536053691995,0.22046148879019212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464674352579416,0.17411582456928848,0.23401238778854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829985515840536,0.22531806988887124,0.1273352554997548,0.0,0.0,0.2044233649687228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326276085939404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572123733051788,0.0,0.0,0.21568726559630266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280960180865366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017825002906624,0.20161025904726448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945669899116434,0.0,0.14211689405434533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,doge_peace,2020/01/07,":( I'm just a hollow human. There's nothing inside, can someone talk to me?",-1.032,0.6251738000000024,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,111.0,2.0,18.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.4896666666666665,57,2,10,0,3,20,15,15,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634817003276859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605661993365731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317639593954612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,repulsivekiwi,2020/01/07,"Thoughts on Samsung’s Neon? I’m personally intrigued and kind of excited, especially as someone who has struggled with making/maintaining relationships. [AI based human created by Samsung.](https://www.cnet.com/news/meet-neon-the-artificial-human-startup-funded-by-samsung/)",13.209230769230773,17.051591974358974,10.962051282051284,39.624615384615424,52.33333333333333,13.405128205128205,51.46153846153846,12.45797560212912,8.495523076923076,233,15,21,8,3,71,36,39,0.081,0.779,0.139,0.1796,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44645080247191204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743458724946231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602898834582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632570481492695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481961439137068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403595238202469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wretchedbastard,2020/01/07,"24m losing touch with almost everyone, back in a slump Been having a tough time lately, life and the state of the world has been getting me down these last couple of months, I could really use a friendly conversation, doesn’t have to be deep unless you’d like it to be -",24.235555555555557,6.952915148148153,20.547777777777785,43.92500000000001,54.92592592592593,23.822222222222226,61.407407407407405,13.023866798666859,7.58565185185185,214,4,43,3,1,69,47,54,0.077,0.81,0.113,0.4364,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,6,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,8,6,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979084503059461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876310959239435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375336677037272,0.32918380874378483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842789364561077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298517540984533,0.0,0.15543417073035856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425064186621502,0.33559878688784456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101366977870734,0.14534599707258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33283218309654794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374657860045169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058942809154206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347765540199453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256948943493228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YeetMeToDaMoon04,2020/01/07,"Trans guy dating advice? So I’m 15 and trans (FtM). I know I’m young and all that but I’ve had depression for roughly 3 years and I just can’t find any meaning in life. I'm not diagnosed and my family cant afford therapy, i cant tell them about this stuff, my mom already has enough to worry about. Im just really lonely and have no one to talk to about this stuff. I’m pre t (so not transitioned) I don’t look super female but I dunno I guess you can tell. (If anyone wants to hear that long story i made a post on r/advice, it just explains the trans stuff and those details. Just go to my profile and it'll be my most recent post besides this one, although there are a few comments in between ) I’m not out yet (I feel like Im too young to completely social transition yet) I do bind my chest and dress completely masculine. I feel like I’ll never find anyone because I’m trans. I hate it. I wish every second of every day that I wasn’t trans but I know I need to try and accept myself. I’m gay (so I like guys) which i feel like makes things even more hopeless. I don’t think I have a bad personality (I’ve got really great memes too) but I wish I could just be normal. Like, if I meet someone or whatever do I say my birthname or ..... I don’t really know my name. And because I’m not at all medically transitioned I feel like a guy I’m talking to should probably know that but at the same time I just feel like trash. But it wouldn’t be fair to them if I didn’t tell them these things, I’d feel like I’m lying. It’s just really upsetting that the second I say I’m trans they pretty much ghost me. I understand why though, I mean who would want to date a pre t guy who is in the closet? oh, I’m also moderately asexual so yeah not really into that stuff :/ Dunno I guess I’m just looking for advice, I mean if ur interested in this mess of a human then go ahead and tell me xD. &#x200B; &#x200B; I feel really annoying writing this but I need advice, probably sound stupid but whatever",0.2093688944772225,2.4021151540284365,2.700529064706455,91.04049085985108,87.03317535545023,6.098926395202631,18.327884708385728,7.447530270364453,0.4511284843795336,1553,41,343,28,49,534,194,422,0.128,0.716,0.157,0.8966,1,2,0,0,0,1,57.0,0,1,4,2,23,21,3,1,10,1,25,5,1,2,3,84,72,33,1,15,27,1,8,8,0,4,3,4,1,6,27,13,0,0,20,0,0,2,16,9,0,4,5,14,49,12,28,59,8,27,0,3,2,1,30,9,0,11,22,204,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25126546895190816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093762205916483,0.051406898430583256,0.0,0.1393006830960034,0.15622117438830832,0.04371447986002755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989599822896653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367341792375498,0.0783723453777097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479849768156266,0.0,0.0,0.05132455160994661,0.0,0.0,0.04145706099681254,0.0,0.055366645360026515,0.06524564633354238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642127298522446,0.0,0.04245815546217748,0.0,0.10832199238950684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060600063320940326,0.0,0.2275230578449945,0.2755416914003091,0.0,0.0,0.11750655265234003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306674565382955,0.0,0.05141279399701376,0.07087196774709106,0.14162941070629234,0.2546001481728668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346591512660985,0.0,0.0,0.07245134031110638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388728194567321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131249085711864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045404813115455335,0.25124246849438525,0.0,0.0,0.05688821806109755,0.10796265356107823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060825900009521636,0.04290924019782935,0.0,0.0,0.2100683061327436,0.0,0.06475811590004397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752871893667409,0.0,0.0,0.047255223674958234,0.09532970121962953,0.04957882595568973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298345441947754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711932108346493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056129224874338406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313022573499295,0.06539867505987547,0.13861537131937424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470870853708727,0.0,0.0634714684974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224045872964893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552817656781999,0.054466572335592094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943535140531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333609195185764,0.22474385583857429,0.0,0.07351293618917938,0.0,0.08541321622038492,0.041189795768662496,0.0631574834552192,0.0,0.037483793198350435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043643773121157615,0.0,0.0,0.06692061823888512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583127247645798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800519064492043,0.0,0.14784399873616336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528226121335577,0.0,0.045664626994236485,0.0,0.15622117438830832,0.0413959886255896 lonely,Saveearth____,2020/01/07,Friends I barely have any friends and when I do manage to make one I feel overwhelmed and it’s either too hard to keep or I just want to be alone. And then when I’m alone or lost those friends I get really confused and sad on if I even want friends or not it’s just gets me really depressed and then I don’t enjoy my hobbies for like a week straight,3.336710526315791,3.6831739868421054,4.001157894736842,93.44910526315792,72.28947368421052,7.132631578947367,27.042105263157893,6.742157984588678,0.8718347368421053,277,9,66,2,5,88,49,76,0.198,0.539,0.264,0.5802,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,13,13,0,3,8,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,9,6,5,11,1,7,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41905517956795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757474559143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424551713862652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362094104044475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229179013921888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252032199531974,0.0,0.2113926526524365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122608104245455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981851297035195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883629747955593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084046083692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350405591611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370875105060467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592042958280653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865016928549904,0.0,0.16227734971364807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melo_drama1,2020/01/07,"Is it normal to be happy when isolating? I’m isolating myself from a close friends on purpose because I plan on doing online school for my mental health. I thought it be best if I just stopped talking to her. I care about her and I don’t want to hurt her by leaving. I already thing I’m a burden on her. I feel selfish and awful that I don’t miss my friends as much as I do. I always felt drained out having friends I don’t know why. Yet I can feel lonely with or without them. At the moment I don’t miss them. I just keep asking if we were even friends in the first place. I’m confused on what to do.",0.1688571428571457,2.18033713846154,2.100659340659341,96.54076923076923,85.30769230769229,4.32967032967033,22.362637362637358,5.288315135182226,-0.02012087912087912,468,17,107,2,14,155,79,130,0.179,0.642,0.179,0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,3,6,14,0,1,4,1,13,1,0,0,0,22,27,8,0,4,6,0,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,3,24,7,19,22,2,14,0,4,0,0,13,9,0,4,5,78,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293844188422807,0.0,0.14547949437898486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634502346524878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657982157462467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348203790817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825932711833897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547906628895105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768070232453589,0.0,0.16787221258715232,0.0,0.0,0.14871739194549782,0.0,0.0,0.5403186320861778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861186505918241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584496618650434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716804554285946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554043387031572,0.0,0.0,0.0960865723057784,0.0,0.0,0.1851285440242335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619591157641445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852628777340314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713044391316796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266883966153885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694572147217796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461726704241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052842478260727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615481584748627,0.0,0.0,0.13880210230182366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312417538822702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776439609005286,0.0,0.0,0.16853790846529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrAX8569,2020/01/07,"Lonely and useless Have u ever felt so lonely that at certain moments, u began to doubt urself so much till u would just come out with a conclusion that u're just totally useless and that's why u don't deserve anything(genuine love & care from others) (Sry if my grammar is terrible)",7.63111111111111,7.599268037037035,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.074074074074076,10.162962962962963,36.518518518518526,9.725611199111238,3.6686740740740733,230,10,38,4,3,75,44,54,0.28,0.634,0.086,-0.8981,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,6,6,2,7,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39912666264796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37557580976573096,0.0,0.0,0.3173164848682088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332100193921874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369112628664423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33246657580818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079292504360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323948977681702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616781162618259,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JaPsc,2020/01/07,"I need someone that i talk to I had a rough week, i want to be a bit more social. I need to talk, especially with someone age 17-20, so we can understeand each other better. If you want to talk feel free to pm me or let me know.",-0.4452941176470589,1.1285680000000011,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,84.68627450980392,5.648627450980393,18.04313725490196,6.742157984588678,-0.2146580392156867,172,4,44,2,5,62,36,51,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,10,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,6,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119502272535187,0.2607026020994971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074207031160955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312356427521087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441843562108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35412735383948785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434217192858523,0.4046609375072421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57580381031589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816952903114702,0.0,0.19154717248021536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,choppedduck,2020/01/07,i’m not that lonely but i like making online friends. and i have a crush on a dude who had a 2 year long distance relationship with his online friend so i kinda want something like that because i don’t feel like having an irl boyfriend at the moment.,3.4155882352941163,4.9368642352941166,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,73.31372549019608,5.8843137254901965,24.514705882352942,5.985473137389443,0.5973882352941176,200,6,40,1,4,64,41,51,0.034,0.588,0.37799999999999995,0.96,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872039653736984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648302711095687,0.2328872253503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037179235166711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777865463156589,0.0,0.0,0.2884907730379329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176007668555774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499911176983552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509629252104552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922772690268497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099267856560353 lonely,toxicToxophilite,2020/01/07,"Lonely Story This morning when I woke up, my right arm was dead all the way to my chest, from sleeping on it wrong. You know how it is. So my half asleep ass decided to hold hands, because my right hand couldn't feel it, so it was like I was holding someone else's hand. Had just enough motor control through the numbness to rub my thumb, too. I moved and got the feeling back, but I can't help but be like wow, I'm pretty lonely huh.",2.4607692307692304,3.633470461538465,3.2250549450549464,95.09494505494509,75.15384615384616,5.639560439560442,23.98901098901099,5.288315135182226,0.1695890109890108,336,10,77,1,7,106,67,91,0.155,0.652,0.193,0.7261,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,1,8,9,8,2,1,14,14,7,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,6,10,3,7,6,2,8,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934717340887536,0.0,0.15010864123092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276184659761571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570606549043552,0.0,0.0,0.2544368677137005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901769985477526,0.1759174476627525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969445883387373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505280516319348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532978941289067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406056969677086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617194209611717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505196496092807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205836984576946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464227938157633,0.0,0.20864255437038293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545778641824926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923020610427506,0.0,0.0 lonely,Baseball891fan,2020/01/07,"Don’t get a message back? I don’t know what happen but everyone who I use to talk to has completely cut me off.. If I send them a message or if they for some reason send me a message for example like “hey”, “hey, how’s it been?” And I’ll reply but they never reply back to me? Why even message me when your going ignore me?",-0.5027142857142834,1.4812689428571453,2.488214285714289,92.80803571428574,88.14285714285714,5.214285714285714,18.75,6.6274283507984215,0.09828571428571432,246,7,56,3,8,87,46,70,0.10800000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.048,-0.6186,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,9,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725667309494002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221827052959911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295898877147675,0.0,0.0,0.2936241947362073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054384395883067,0.0,0.17463727108840588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717313039322121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688759199083001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501240362039944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369973040728928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159403829426821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698421890734865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653957678400388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772771145764232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yureadingname,2020/01/07,"I feel like I have a sign stuck on my face saying ""don't interact with me"" - what can I do about it? That's how it feels like. People don't seem to interact with me the same way they do with others. The way people look at me, the way they talk to me... They don't seem to try to include me in things nearly as much as others. It almost feels like they think I'll be angry at them if they try to interact to me, which is (vast majority of the time) far from the truth! Maybe I don't look like a friendly person? Maybe I look unhappy? Maybe it's my body language? Though, as far as I can tell, I'm a decent enough person, and can have a decent enough conversation, and am decently enjoyable to be around, and all that. But I feel like most of the time it doesn't get up to that bit, because people get the wrong impression at first glance :/ Result is, it leaves me feeling not only lonely, but isolated from everyone around me... Any thoughts on how I can dispel this ""aura"" and/or give a better impression to people? Thanks :)",2.9136538461538457,4.198840750000002,4.1732692307692325,88.2967307692308,74.19230769230771,7.507692307692308,21.653846153846153,8.07648339933343,0.8490326923076923,788,18,171,12,16,259,104,208,0.066,0.784,0.15,0.9417,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,6,2,6,14,0,0,12,0,18,2,2,3,2,30,36,13,0,1,4,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,15,8,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,10,24,12,31,32,8,19,0,1,4,0,17,13,0,5,8,117,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900583714824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402735942102102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938138868106604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635899361631402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627629732857172,0.11884504147005433,0.12091700238599708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495939396845274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040187460952764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752100715106581,0.31107349159179165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259479249396477,0.0,0.0,0.08410363267562182,0.0,0.11374791070549355,0.10442677596469244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152651945706251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659132708517186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742406012196829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280883041883097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002335699081725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279162293314303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018744834084932,0.19010169248727027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656846896021858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820096895089467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749615738970185,0.09514692984509976,0.10022207338843443,0.0,0.0,0.0723206003674023,0.06975198665541912,0.106952701778384,0.08642131019264768,0.12695227029773298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781524518532355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921989356829955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190194340691416,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheF1rstHuman,2020/01/07,"Feel like I met the one and now she's gone. I (25M) have been single all my life. I go on dates fairly often, as I'm not the worst looking guy in the world, but I've never met anyone who wanted to stay with me or go on more than 1 or 2 dates with me. I feel like my issue with being desirable to others has always been personality and confidence, rather than my looks. I've been watching as all of my closest friends hit the 1 or 2 year marks in their relationships and I've just been single the whole time and I've been slowly feeling more and more lonely over the years. Even though I am surrounded by people who genuinely like and care about me I just don't have that one special connection with anyone, an intimate loving connection. So every night when everyone else is cuddling up with their loved ones I just lie in bed alone. Or when my housemates go on holidays and trips with their partners, again I'm just alone at home or at work. I've been on multiple dating apps for years and nothing good has come out of them for me. Recently my good friend/housemate had his friend from University come and stay with us for 2 weeks. She studied here in my country a few years back but she's pretty much from the other side of the planet. I hit it off immediately with her when she arrived. We shared a lot of similar interests, had basically the same sense of humour and had the same taste in obscure music and media. We were all staying up late on the 2nd night she was here, drinking wine and watching films. We were sitting next to each other on the sofa all night and by the end we were actually getting quite flirty with each other. The two of us were the last ones up after everyone else went to bed and eventually we kissed and ended up going to my bedroom. After this night she was pretty much living out of my bedroom for the rest of the 2 weeks that she was here. We'd cuddle and talk for hours in the mornings and at night, we'd go for walks, go and get coffee, cook together or just cuddle on the sofa. My other 2 housemates had work every now and then but I had the whole festive period off so it was just me and her a lot of the time during the day. We were having sex multiple times a day and honestly it was the most regular sex I've ever had. But it was the before and after of the sex that I really enjoyed, the intimacy and the conversations, it was really, really nice. Seeing her every day for 2 weeks really made me start to like her quite quickly, we developed some private jokes together, were constantly making each other laugh and having lots of great conversations about every topic you could think of. I've always been quite an awkward guy, which has held me back in relationships and dating but she put me so at ease and was so easy to talk to that I felt my confidence go up so much when I was around her. In all my 25 years on this planet I have never met someone who I would genuinely love to spend all my time with, every day. She was so nice and funny and easy going and just great to talk to. Not to mention beautiful. She went back to her country a few days ago and I've never experienced such a feeling of loss in my entire life. I could barely function at work the other day because I couldn't help but think about her and how she's most likely just going to end up meeting someone else when she gets back to her country and I'm just gonna be left alone again, like I always am. We're in touch and talking online but she's so far away and so desirable that it feels like I don't really have a chance. Also, a long distance relationship of this distance is just so unlikely and inpractical that I feel like it could never work. It all feels like a cruel joke. Just wanted to vent.",4.959042553191488,5.306430542553193,5.886436170212767,81.35750000000002,68.70744680851064,8.846808510638297,26.77127659574468,8.780745627414401,1.7935776595744684,2936,81,595,46,47,971,284,752,0.045,0.757,0.19899999999999998,0.9992,0,7,2,0,0,0,54.0,11,1,4,8,49,37,1,1,39,0,53,16,0,3,12,132,102,68,0,10,27,0,9,9,3,2,2,0,7,4,28,60,4,1,10,7,1,17,9,5,0,5,38,16,79,32,97,52,32,126,0,2,5,10,66,42,0,14,72,431,107,4,0.0,0.0,0.0505343222147478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590394395529734,0.0,0.0,0.1608997566084422,0.0,0.041412144458239715,0.12926686462895098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241802517813142,0.0,0.0,0.046099293619519095,0.0,0.0,0.048653358135456994,0.1592767150458195,0.0,0.031567425651008535,0.0,0.04406490021959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279787460956625,0.0,0.0,0.0892157351138789,0.0,0.05596078084729685,0.0,0.12403742359961162,0.0,0.0,0.20038078754730004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050729216117271256,0.0,0.0,0.12977822346032314,0.0,0.1375974169757554,0.0,0.0,0.034203255226618504,0.04684215640377243,0.21815389246328545,0.09896485328452947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832870300817804,0.18497472578097854,0.04972135917871462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002601426499282,0.0,0.0811659848606519,0.0,0.2648735526396515,0.0868689700591042,0.0,0.11418545977230787,0.0,0.1025498370560261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034710141353315384,0.0,0.051944199322755166,0.0,0.050997422627204095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540496925460929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042211379503950486,0.05841531054121834,0.0,0.05626414461904758,0.0,0.07315402162904927,0.2276941603480861,0.0,0.04572677101777002,0.04582776195882012,0.08697208238313732,0.0,0.0,0.13207630440932913,0.14021293271530058,0.04899986256510232,0.034566638095572304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142029693860834,0.0,0.15975797530904665,0.0,0.05507353424958551,0.24298180440064046,0.0,0.04968874259277432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036240348886125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0359009374299472,0.04521633554616983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536715739091566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520578493179486,0.0,0.16523796318332395,0.0,0.0,0.1658727781927492,0.0,0.051131068059678535,0.16679191636544285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126564010712102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775388636809113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036653422830057215,0.16558655448140233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649007422374915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636299114137739,0.050878129362311474,0.0,0.120784120899181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058605225959605,0.0,0.12458105125759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061087824905206686,0.0,0.12461550337551773,0.0,0.0,0.09600972901585474,0.0,0.11563136491913682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079928974580095,0.0,0.0,0.036786310542942784,0.0,0.0,0.16673799755391253 lonely,Valaxian,2020/01/07,"What to do to keep yourself busy Feeling very isolated. I have no friends, and have no socialisation outside of my job and my family at the moment. I’ve been drawing to keep my hands busy but now I have no more paper and I’m broke and I’m starting to hate drawing now. I’ve cleaned everything in the house. I don’t live in an area where anything social is accessible, there’s no cafes or clubs nearby. Just a library that’s always filled with toddlers and children and a supermarket. I’m not good at maintaining online friendships, let alone real ones. I’m just sort of sitting here restless and frustrated. Maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow, just had a bad day today. It’s easier when my hands are busy. What do you do to keep them busy? P.s no computer :( games are out for me.",1.9394117647058808,4.4524716883116895,3.420863254392668,86.67146294881594,82.11688311688313,6.480672268907562,24.643239113827352,7.724431198458867,1.4737911382734912,616,24,121,11,17,202,99,154,0.253,0.667,0.08,-0.9846,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,9,8,2,1,6,0,13,2,2,0,0,22,24,10,0,0,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,4,10,3,14,21,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,73,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013169610364328,0.0,0.0,0.16173804670903358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995651155992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229749016641348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191152315649036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535771355229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469439059708344,0.0,0.18324225587581647,0.0,0.1965666893895524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017594150839178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630350234452699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919080083700916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242860857604297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928901474292796,0.5183162266115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876464921135556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163931332180685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527880232158976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317155465759007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124469059726973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814386717921065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758173134508078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842475925238556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038218649566932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Just-Jayme,2020/01/07,"Let's get through the days together? Hey! Tuesdays suck, honestly. Weekend was awhile back, next weekend is too far away. But let's chat to pass the time! I'm Jayme, a 22 year old Irish guy. Let's chat!",-0.5804529616724743,1.5198251707317103,0.5089198606271808,101.84609756097565,102.17073170731709,4.2940766550522635,20.49128919860627,6.1826913282559595,0.07504599303135827,156,6,36,2,7,48,34,41,0.071,0.8340000000000001,0.095,0.2444,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,9,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383270120550515,0.19505304999260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359321055300036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325297121902561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511686468203284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7781702343038249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977605172642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661791869612771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791434620737678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633522136023189 lonely,aFergaliciousBoy,2020/01/07,I can’t help but want to escape It’s been a miserable 3 years of my life after becoming homeless for about a year and a half in Arizona before boarding a plane and moving to Minnesota in order to find some sort of meaning in my life. I’m not exactly all there in the old brain case and I try hard enough to fit in with people despite my desperation for any sort of affection. Fortunately I don’t come off as a total cretin but it’s hard to continue feeling motivated when it’s been only me playing a significant role in my life. And unfortunately I’m too much of a coward to go through with killing myself. I have no money for a therapist and no friends to talk to so just having a couple people read this rant will probably make me feel a little better. But who knows,5.712222222222222,5.498195961783441,7.147091295116778,74.89194621372968,67.08917197452229,10.289879688605804,32.09412597310686,9.994966539143718,3.0238130219391364,614,23,121,13,9,212,102,157,0.168,0.642,0.19,0.19399999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,11,0,7,4,1,3,3,28,17,11,1,1,5,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,2,1,3,5,2,0,1,2,4,11,3,28,14,5,19,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,6,84,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585180546256252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815112520927751,0.14496526836633594,0.0,0.0,0.150671089121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018001152674446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675152920841752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885019929397046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602918806535547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227999980200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570751753246045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162103535283132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968204863740161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522126129202765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418986384268325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847999208382166,0.0,0.0936263410466594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609945441161947,0.0,0.17074719009439246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371776500286973,0.0,0.0,0.18557384657491305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810675378403478,0.12523545968774316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876595781726887,0.0,0.0,0.12956775804239573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362147197973765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836787385282056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040781334342153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693029015100971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780307715091724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566441896310785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048375109404363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194147127696939 lonely,raebeanie,2020/01/07,Dream boyfriend Had another long in-depth dream about having a boyfriend and woke up gutted again. Feel absolutely shit.,6.884500000000003,10.345730450000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,69.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,99,4,16,2,2,27,18,20,0.17,0.655,0.175,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869085839366126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28300804839470634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495328983612925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745380375904857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreyDragonLily,2020/01/07,M4F late late night loneliness Anyone feel like talking? How was yesterday? Tell me todays plans.,4.492291666666667,7.683345312500002,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,95.875,7.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.6192333333333337,79,3,11,2,3,23,15,16,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236707046751548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174323243564087,0.22852557583975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216873777175504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627942589094312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001899666821828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711107235695585,0.2795931832181803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303213136222023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,piichuuu,2020/01/07,I'm lonely but I'm picky I guess. Beggars can't be choosers right? But I'm a beggar who's choosy. I don't want to have tons of friends or social contacts. I just want that one person who gives me the same amount of damns as I give him. I don't want to inundate myself with tons of social contacts who make me feel loneliner than ever. I've been through this shit before. I'd rather be alone than maintain sparsely meaningless connections for the sake of social networking. I'm done with that.,1.6728545454545485,4.111208140000002,2.5874545454545452,92.70372727272728,82.6,5.636363636363638,22.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.6499000000000006,394,13,81,5,11,124,65,100,0.22,0.7390000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9444,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,1,15,20,4,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,9,1,13,16,4,2,0,1,0,0,13,1,2,2,1,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057348507901488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903106374155746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032813594818394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968449912334966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044016734525027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347154437180133,0.0,0.0,0.3811140630008692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188283089406337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259613838104164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460603707718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734479201762905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964053993114198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039047898783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074763706827554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351495407022176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wiatbenjamin,2020/01/07,"Lucky I still have my mom If not for her I would have killed myself long ago, but I fear her time is getting close : (",-0.4957333333333303,1.5809919599999986,0.4040000000000017,107.00866666666668,89.4,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.9712666666666667,89,1,23,0,3,27,21,25,0.252,0.68,0.068,-0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306722191148119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197670684139551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948949190992387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127069583736886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012343686080226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368930255232368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979055114741303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175191816331656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264992719408323,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dollerina,2020/01/07,"It's so hard trying to fit in. Idk, chalk it up to introversion. Or a shitty childhood filled with shitty people, who convinced me that everyone else was shitty, and I was better off alone. God, it's hard. And like, I feel like I shouldn't complain because I do have friends, and I like them, and I know they like me, but at the end of the day I'm never really the person people would look at and think ""oh hey I'm gonna ask her to hang out with me"" or ""hey she seems great I should go talk to her"". I'm friendly with everyone, unfortunately close to none, and it's so hard dealing with that. And I try so hard to make a connection, and get along with someone, like the things they like, and like fucking make them feel like I'm someone who's worth befriending but idk why I always fall short of their expectations. Maybe it's too late to try. Or I'm too boring, too weird, too alone that it makes people uncomfortable. I don't know. And I'm done figuring it out.",2.1505291161690785,3.8023348894472377,3.502932308601832,90.79775051729237,76.98994974874374,6.692403192432753,21.25362104640851,7.510576382923642,0.5323240319243272,749,19,168,10,17,245,100,199,0.14800000000000002,0.653,0.19899999999999998,0.9191,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,1,7,17,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,1,39,30,18,0,4,5,0,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,13,19,0,0,7,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,3,7,21,13,22,23,1,19,0,0,1,1,19,10,1,4,13,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378112365584632,0.0,0.0,0.0955287738509648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732921892984096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998539358237729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153762427671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404113572581042,0.11836116522921306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748760912892572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959066702461397,0.0,0.10168508818160008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194063679601551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609992329824885,0.16403654995111075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739949067172206,0.1061373913532641,0.05998201499201141,0.0,0.06524756822986573,0.0,0.0,0.12657532533531698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113787446682743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619005138966216,0.0,0.1295075038636654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487119265717047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640911938076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299040598384305,0.0,0.1153392471619634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854637770858369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387785368171968,0.10024520448820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735484216848138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451614818512517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455150837293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227766544003906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762727914484549,0.07356380760470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383962477455114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035956261750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155572932217088,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slonty,2020/01/07,I wanna die I figured a couple years ago that my only purpose in life is to make other ms happy after I received a text from my cousin right as I saw the train I was going to jump in front of. I haven’t been happy in a while. No one really loves me. I just get tossed aside after people realize that they don’t want or need me. I really do want someone to just hold me. Or I at least wanna hear a comforting voice.,2.869,3.1981792333333345,5.075555555555557,85.39000000000001,73.33333333333334,7.777777777777778,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.778,321,6,71,4,6,113,62,90,0.068,0.746,0.18600000000000005,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,15,4,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,3,15,4,14,12,1,14,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077366356061772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593031940707649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432177160647869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243790814600185,0.0,0.13318618533809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989386656921391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412884691443755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552793752405345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150951603865786,0.0,0.15643006860550693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376713772111366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880124317187286,0.17823330663526676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246839191133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002604997423969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001331382927964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856351703926206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764507388442475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509133536468759 lonely,ThunderChild247,2020/01/07,How do people with friends do it? How do you make lots of friends? How do people just like you? How do you not feel like getting someone to not avoid you is a long term project? How do you make it so that the few people who do like you don’t get bored of you or go off you after a few months?,1.3013846153846167,2.186122523076925,2.3692307692307715,101.23076923076924,77.61538461538461,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.6718615384615383,224,5,59,0,5,71,36,65,0.028999999999999998,0.747,0.225,0.9253,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,8,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,7,0,15,15,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,6,15,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,7,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276683930148193,0.1803815380149293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39015198722440136,0.0,0.26383505677773,0.0,0.14349797910947248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37006697957605705,0.0,0.0,0.22344896447372126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466110053770268,0.0,0.0,0.33708298889804106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153804931978567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251419848671198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393707874185924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gaburierito,2020/01/07,"I need to get this out of my chest It feels a little bit cringy, and had to rewrite this all again, but I really had to get this out of my fucking chest: I had to leave my country and an important part of my family, I had to leave high school (where I worked my ass off to the best grades to finally dump them because they have no validation here) just when I was about to graduate, I had to leave my friends (but I'm still in contact with some of them), I had to leave my 2 cats and I remember them everyday. Now, 11 months after I arrived here, I'm not making any good or interesting friends (I don't know anyone outside my school and getting along is not easy due to cultural differences and age), I'm not doing anything interesting or that makes me happy, I'm not having fun playing on the PC I worked my ass off to get, I have to pretend I'm ""happy"" to avoid getting my mom (here) or my dad (outside) stressed, I starting to dislike living in my new home. I think life has been pretty fucking bad with me, and recently is no different, but I've always fought. I would like to be happy, to do something fun, to have interesting and good friends, to have cats. Alone or not alone, I want to stop being in this kind of fucking limbo, I really hate it. Thank you for reading this, and have a great week.",4.73092105263158,4.701050616541355,5.7546522556390975,83.41551221804515,69.15037593984961,9.056015037593985,30.158834586466163,8.841846274778883,2.156316541353383,1008,36,217,16,16,335,136,266,0.221,0.598,0.18100000000000002,-0.6622,1,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,4,3,10,28,6,2,5,0,23,8,4,2,1,39,47,16,0,3,13,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,8,13,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,9,0,0,9,1,37,19,39,35,5,26,0,0,0,5,13,11,5,5,16,147,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627458729757053,0.0,0.0,0.08286050182623066,0.0,0.0,0.06771942038444352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963030229845149,0.0,0.08194779823248878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314711197495646,0.06070448304705711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450554424917513,0.0,0.10871814673470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080847446849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387738745822674,0.0,0.0503518338960792,0.0,0.0,0.10908760905666352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308112555235339,0.2761868646125099,0.2601383678670738,0.0,0.0,0.16704991970416586,0.0,0.10978990468845896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318021825407592,0.0,0.098316965003449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521423197146196,0.09988922765009836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369970495708937,0.054727861366346005,0.0,0.0,0.4217733674615611,0.0,0.0,0.07033796665745523,0.04865091154256805,0.09980768706449897,0.08793304930002101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294399863103107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116629657784205,0.07948569057269912,0.0,0.0,0.07383905896497404,0.0,0.09617726490407323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783799285980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101311061761368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960930951849577,0.0,0.12759002096768454,0.0,0.09832556789779004,0.0,0.11280740272478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156533179850072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666336674209,0.0,0.0,0.07048490774643633,0.0,0.07952660222406874,0.08325531289703625,0.1140712582062083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168205880466257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638083560444695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873625667700332,0.0,0.07987896337288561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449942898272061,0.0,0.0,0.0707404521802209,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jamesfrancobaby,2020/01/07,"I NEED A GIRLFRIEND AGE 14/15/16 I MYSELF IS 15 BABY I JUST WANNA SPEAK TO THE OPPOSITE GENDER I SWEAR IF U ARE PRETENDING TO BE A GIRL I WILL BE SUPER ***unhappy*** ***will u be my soulja girl***",-3.3036184210526294,-8.540302124999998,0.8660526315789491,92.60315789473688,195.25,3.842105263157895,14.605263157894735,5.399115186594226,0.09699999999999998,145,5,30,3,19,53,29,40,0.053,0.763,0.184,0.7034,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Smellypig78,2020/01/07,"College isn’t better I’m a 19F sophomore in college. I’ve been lonely forever, and everyone always says that college is when you find tons of likeminded people to be friends with. I’m in my second year of college. I’m in two clubs and a sorority, but I hardly talk to anyone. I feel like I’ve done everything you’re supposed to do, but I guess there’s something wrong with me. I have conversations with people, but it never turns into a friendship. I confessed to one of my friends that I was really struggling to make friends and all he said was “How old are you?” We don’t talk anymore, but I think I’ll try to hang out with him because mean friends are better than no one at this point. :(",3.2689935064935045,4.7639011071428605,4.376493506493507,86.35396103896106,73.64285714285714,7.090909090909091,28.441558441558442,7.686295010490155,1.689357142857142,545,22,110,7,11,178,87,140,0.131,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.5792,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,2,3,10,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,2,2,24,22,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,3,0,4,5,4,14,7,20,16,2,12,1,1,0,0,15,7,0,1,5,71,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049597714355102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553423608587222,0.10965989991579828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956027378259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774085956027489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604925902164074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985876623490646,0.1409496136890733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929847901498684,0.11204011634506562,0.0,0.0,0.14334071657434472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846690467542483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276705647817198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048979458619856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661971748597471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468592769996568,0.0,0.0,0.17083496395708814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095775561435068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456778001925604,0.0,0.21254552413806346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745377318796028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825601188289728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100469971174332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918221971531498,0.12471832664989475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073618592250016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395384009189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210967616752195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004909889323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064779720277204,0.17058712117748687,0.15320112400960054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147010723664455,0.0,0.10099403886779368 lonely,petrus82,2020/01/07,"I don't know... So... Here I am... I'm an introvert, I like being by myself a lot. But it's so lonely! Recently I did find some cool people to talk to through reddit. But I feel like I'm the most boring person alive, so most of the time I stop talking to them. There's one dude I connect with, but he's in the states and I'm in Europe How do you make friends when you're 37? I don't want to go out clubbing anymore.",-0.8774193548387075,0.8701681935483876,1.8671075268817208,98.24066129032258,87.49462365591398,4.580215053763442,17.902150537634412,5.6839178017228535,-0.5659539784946239,314,8,79,2,10,109,63,93,0.081,0.782,0.13699999999999998,0.6882,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,2,0,17,14,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,11,4,11,12,4,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796320902030544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256925031374493,0.2014348268818863,0.0,0.0,0.25770958983434056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178443505611608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024639160923865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495980111425653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755063102575237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971533950169865,0.0,0.0,0.1882128688466054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106580864040748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547803316280146,0.2461997087580658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784050036944676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573416548967016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532632652544525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644152220031922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630941581907552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,prismatic90,2020/01/07,:( I just feel life is just dragging on. I do have few friends but I still have a hard time branching out or finding a partner. 19 and I feel like a prisoner in my own mind..,-1.6707207207207233,0.21910954054053988,0.5285135135135164,102.25691441441444,102.24324324324324,3.547747747747748,22.382882882882885,5.46131890053228,-0.04582522522522492,131,6,32,1,6,43,29,37,0.21,0.657,0.134,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965685052723368,0.2801540585734573,0.0,0.0,0.3584205802094287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029763020214665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512919070902791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698913964893856,0.19158606328413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959625659257605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131737548872318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228667467530126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TreeOfKnowledge,2020/01/07,"Homesick, I Think Some people have wanderlust. I have the opposite of that. I guess that’s homesickness, but I don’t really have a home. I never know what to say when people ask me where I’m from. All I know for sure is that I’m an American. I’ve never left the country, but to be honest, I feel like I’ve seen enough. The thought of traveling for fun sounds oxymoronic. For me, packing a suitcase is a ritual that opens up old wounds. Technically, I’m mentally ill. The fact that I’m a transient person really isn’t what isolates me. But being a transient person makes overcoming my issues feel impossible. I live in my head. I talk to myself. I drink alone and watch lots of movies. Today I had a panick attack and I realized that I didn’t have even one person left to call. I’m only 28 and everyone I’ve ever known is gone. I just want to get off the ride and go home.",0.7772678903963808,3.1306233854748617,3.1599840383080604,87.58891992551213,86.09497206703911,6.7614791167863775,19.696993881351425,7.957251820313856,1.0450412875764834,682,20,141,15,21,234,103,179,0.1,0.802,0.098,0.1542,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,12,0,13,4,1,1,6,28,32,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,8,5,1,0,8,2,0,4,5,3,0,1,5,6,20,4,15,25,4,17,1,2,2,0,7,7,0,3,7,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185198346154608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370679957241478,0.16679908998566714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971332467193768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362977761868573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149554070867574,0.0,0.09683977632687728,0.13262433410956928,0.0,0.14009973894001718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826888659853812,0.10474389617053054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660182992503746,0.0,0.08332636249769389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151620701378192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047232085659265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294139526227291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303105222062802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115478708192846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186016736729371,0.0,0.0,0.07163012673290363,0.0,0.12946634021153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464934202253017,0.0,0.0,0.0978686233040831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775641347909632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616161082999334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538508797176095,0.0,0.09935212064249517,0.11150956144702463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032928578058633,0.3840634283140733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785443236294716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659648243264448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381856872016035,0.0,0.0,0.1178459582402959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394686523158877,0.0,0.11639827868867192,0.0,0.0,0.13897667751749385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647906845299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShyUglyGirl,2020/01/07,"Sometimes I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright I want someone to mean it, I want someone to care about me. I’ve been going through everything on my own for as long as I can remember. I have abusive, manipulative parents, and that’s it, everything I go through I have to do it alone. And I understand that I’m not entitled to anyone’s attention or time, I understand that. But I feel like maybe, just maybe, I could get through this better if I had just one person that genuinely cared about me. Tears are flowing down my face as I’m writing this, I just don’t know how much more I can do this, I’m trying to stick by the saying “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” and to some extent I do believe that, but I’m so tired. I’m so tired of doing this by myself, I feel trapped, I don’t know if I’m strong enough to handle this but I don’t have any other choice.",2.4240070921985826,3.794122606382985,3.796936170212767,90.1636666666667,75.59574468085106,7.14099290780142,25.831205673758863,7.793537801064563,1.2437648226950353,702,25,157,10,15,231,98,188,0.135,0.7609999999999999,0.105,-0.8884,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,1,0,1,1,19,3,1,3,0,34,41,16,1,6,11,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,15,4,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,3,27,6,22,36,6,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,108,42,0,0.0,0.15625385200653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136585824187226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896815547457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221215615978796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858133306454954,0.0,0.1166353642372004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689167977959407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529384313266338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362652157495451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35557029866355405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333629473632263,0.09421366162567132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890080614067487,0.0,0.1498986004506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590345537604202,0.0,0.14495338759191212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644289239654656,0.0,0.0,0.11670787022445425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802958164482867,0.0,0.2649783309272363,0.14365379127701788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694549592257314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936393831260235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643489997351666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515077314248208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939205335418454,0.0,0.0,0.1048746699737841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352193761221051,0.0,0.13043070314052646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152671750624251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768991158663999,0.3031486964255757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953649776934698,0.0,0.0,0.27457927475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333551640947709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lysergicSapling,2020/01/07,"I'm feeling so lonely I'm starting to befriend bugs I was quite lone in my bed scrolling through Reddit and this thing flew to my bed. While I would usually just smash it or send it away in the window I decided just trying to pet the fella and it worked quite well. After a little cuddle he flew away but I'm already habituated to that so it didn't matter. After this other bug appeared in another part of the room. And although my initial thoughts were ""kill that little fuck"" I picked a popcorn and gave for it to eat. He is having the feast of his dreams. I've been having an horrible pest problem this summer (live in South America) but it seems that maby I could be having a great petss solution",2.6600439560439573,4.8032139714285735,3.9499999999999993,85.92423076923076,77.14285714285714,6.3076923076923075,24.340659340659343,7.321109707123232,1.1541153846153844,556,19,107,7,13,182,91,140,0.158,0.7440000000000001,0.098,-0.8857,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,2,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,0,19,23,11,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,14,4,1,0,4,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,8,1,9,2,17,12,1,20,0,2,0,2,5,10,1,3,6,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702823353177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672157878598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525246167935795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978837671998124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919680960299627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948593897126598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343901500434886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683662439888345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755859116167055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760616267963869,0.1656598130941709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315935684947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795139064976753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990848174602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078974301283506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327887152348728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463729937004253,0.0,0.0,0.14893845813934073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737237296168455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662185095507274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868060763694415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657963157028416,0.0,0.0,0.13327014336087314,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,southnorthkorea,2020/01/07,I’m tired I feel so deeply lost in my life’s journey and I just need to know how other people feel,-1.6236231884057981,0.2803498260869617,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,94.21739130434784,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.8726985507246376,78,1,20,0,3,26,20,23,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.6976,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365269401968225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372325297532728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048986996979661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712147989080693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200751192450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926308620009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961369536730919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aedw1122,2020/01/07,"Looking for some online friends. I’m a 22F. My interests are anime, kpop, online games, philosophical and psychological things. I have a discord too if you guys do (im new to discord too so please teach me how to use that haha)",0.481136363636363,2.73999347727273,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,102.86363636363636,4.927272727272729,21.409090909090907,6.6274283507984215,0.9005090909090914,179,7,34,3,8,60,37,44,0.115,0.722,0.163,0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968390539550369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38042748650821984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150118374193837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322638939731582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710716134014159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217462960582781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552515023615925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331833366251388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hope1820,2020/01/07,What sucks about being lonely is there is no one to really comfort you when you need it the most. I would sometimes get anxiety attacks over anything that seems to be going wrong. I feel like something is on my chest and my head starts to feel light. All I could do is just power through it alone but it be nice to have someone that could see when I am distressed. Be there for me.,4.620649350649352,5.186454441558446,4.514701298701301,90.12348051948051,69.51948051948052,7.19896103896104,27.08831168831169,6.742157984588678,1.0005293506493511,300,9,64,2,5,92,57,77,0.184,0.7290000000000001,0.086,-0.649,1,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,2,1,1,0,14,2,2,0,1,12,23,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,4,9,3,9,16,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,4,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513932468373305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568643420415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974465433414487,0.0,0.0,0.2761384069219454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38759748684924494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454613759878969,0.17340509846794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268154837332942,0.0,0.13794804873750158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910919460506506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858475418145695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997990949645742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447893283406398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554979217524149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193422975920256,0.22097066748762195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566284450965186,0.1868640527296017,0.24006442941565184,0.0,0.17180429294321545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242717282155584,0.2653852191486828,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuietTimewithT,2020/01/07,"anyone else feel like they missed the cutoff for making friends? by the time i started high school, everyone had their friends from middle school. by the time i got into community college, everyone already had their friends from my small town i just recently moved to. i physically feel the pit of hollow loneliness inside of me. every time i try and make friends i feel like i am too late and everyone already has their group of friends.",5.9606666666666674,7.851494400000008,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,67.5,8.833333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.1480833333333336,352,16,61,7,6,108,50,80,0.055999999999999994,0.715,0.22899999999999998,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,12,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,13,7,10,9,0,12,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,8,35,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081759823383533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976343256170631,0.14307004854285246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664507831360067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176464457239692,0.4002746561975198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180723838974636,0.1995070433186094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393988089954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116769059553083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475294554922445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157511598427996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643482168882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641162285267202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840730282513487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787029778311002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826311905637646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883263761382896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442625884971482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480133576614083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anxietyqueen101,2020/01/07,"What is that sinking pit feeling? Whenever I see a happy couple in a TV show or movie, there is this big hole that I feel in my chest and a tinge of hollowness. A sinking pit. Especially when it's all lovey. I swore off ""love"" a while ago, seeing it as more of a scam or trick our bodies play on each other. When my coworker wants to see her husband everyday at lunch, I felt weird and grossed out and it seems immature. Like, you have to see your husband during work even though you live together? Get a life!!!! What are we, in middle school? I guess that's just my dumb way of coping because now when I see a show in which someone says to their partner ""you are important to me and I like being with you and I don't ever want to be apart"" ...I start to believe it. When I had a partner, I figured being what way was unhealthy because once it ended, I had no one, but now I guess it's something you can get long term. Believing it makes me feel worse. That it exists and not just a stupid thing that people think they have to achieve. I feel bad because I don't have it and I don't think I ever will.",1.7363973799126668,3.388576122270745,3.2003908296943244,92.51106659388651,78.17030567685589,6.152052401746725,22.803711790393013,6.961326702584282,0.5593963318777293,848,26,190,9,20,278,130,229,0.109,0.8270000000000001,0.064,-0.8733,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,6,2,2,13,11,3,0,10,0,18,5,2,1,3,34,40,17,0,2,6,2,5,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,21,11,1,0,9,4,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,11,33,5,20,32,4,28,0,0,5,1,17,11,1,5,17,132,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080481527866444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043696443784006,0.2285962250752961,0.0,0.0,0.28166402712236177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884664201248556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830994439829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071275549995886,0.0,0.0,0.08256121480553356,0.22613902163303534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25281469783902666,0.0,0.1200194481016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130614513474102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275402830688671,0.0,0.0,0.13306465305476636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829108302101367,0.12213721476970185,0.0,0.1103771480038392,0.11062092406322906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281723508208345,0.0,0.08343836322025515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312074905831656,0.08470312597648721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665914946502384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940488915626967,0.0,0.1265065105638316,0.4980434397835364,0.1137951588255696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591195800594323,0.09623098305726843,0.0,0.0,0.08847552946584207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304433877119999,0.1601896992101784,0.12281170722944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745628743770936,0.19843810798362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100137158535487,0.0,0.12738551504943718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Its_all_exhausting,2020/01/07,25F. Looking for online friends to talk to. I like reading and other introvertish activities. Feeling lonely tonight,6.951666666666667,10.953846388888893,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,85.1111111111111,6.844444444444445,44.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,5.505422222222222,97,7,10,2,3,30,17,18,0.111,0.575,0.314,0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724986123345277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163750815985714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632934067807999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525644893005309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390746775065158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433170583882026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dyl-pickle-dyl,2020/01/07,"Hey dont forget No matter where you are, who you are, who you have, what you have. Don’t forget to smile, and know all is well, YOU got this bud I love you.",-1.3101428571428568,0.4732944857142876,0.633928571428573,106.10232142857143,89.85714285714286,3.5,8.75,3.1291,-2.401714285714286,117,0,32,0,4,38,25,35,0.027000000000000003,0.624,0.35,0.8989,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,0,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905719003369617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030181740546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769325376464433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547931609584082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530703391883244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ambergord,2020/01/07,I feel like I’m slowly dying I’m 19 and the loneliness is slowly killing me. It’s not even just loneliness from anyone but specifically females. It sounds so stupid when I say it but it’s really messing me up,0.5551937984496114,3.0431794418604667,3.121279069767444,85.44920542635661,91.7906976744186,6.587596899224807,21.12015503875969,7.793537801064563,1.4234992248062022,168,6,33,4,6,58,31,43,0.271,0.691,0.038,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447640041411483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519278105845268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876102740506897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201763403699679,0.31108519479698704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817603312940564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273862003146954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789600865618098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462869033547329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Heisenberg88,2020/01/07,"I am here to be your friend I am more than willing to talk to anyone here about anything you would like, just shoot me a message ❤️",0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,84.51724137931033,3.8666666666666663,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.7359747126436784,103,3,25,0,3,33,24,29,0.08,0.731,0.18899999999999997,0.5106,0,0,0,1,0,1,1.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938207723566564,0.0,0.4634870757061741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351470739912288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751638141311877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526997902748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000996490732351,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-TheGnomer-,2020/01/07,"Looking for female friends (12M, a bit young, I know)I'm not trying to get a girlfriend or anything, I just feel more comfortable talking to girls than guys. I just hope someone is out there willing to talk to me even though I'm only 12 years old.",9.563877551020408,6.390958959183674,8.413979591836732,78.37566326530613,61.44897959183674,10.616326530612248,42.867346938775505,7.1686216300943375,3.3958897959183667,195,9,39,1,2,60,40,49,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,7,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626429496880346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001793257636329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160498982437992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902536056625736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242932341608672,0.0,0.14365248528774555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722483867640433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730920623507692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110791545705474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089270350944185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851871106432714,0.0,0.0,0.20911544346770164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296822970996706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419963543664941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701416021342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866761965348668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706181559906126 lonely,shesaloner,2020/01/07,"I push people away and then feel lonely I want people in my life so badly, but I always end up pushing them away because it's too much to handle. I can't win. It's either too much or not enough, and I always want what I'm not getting. If I'm not getting space, I want space. If I'm not getting attention, I want attention. This not only fucks me over but the other person involved as well. I can be very aloof and not feel like texting them back for hours or even days (which isn't fair to them), but then when they don't text *me* back fairly quickly I feel like shit. Part of me wants someone who's super clingy, because I feel needed. The other part of me needs a lot of space and freedom. What am I supposed to do?",1.6448380566801608,3.1765809736842137,3.1765789473684234,93.11336032388668,78.07894736842105,5.203238866396761,20.902834008097166,5.369823440869387,-0.11695404858299607,556,14,123,2,13,183,86,152,0.132,0.727,0.142,0.1542,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,2,11,9,2,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,0,32,25,16,0,9,14,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,4,1,0,0,4,20,5,13,24,7,19,0,1,0,1,7,8,2,5,11,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343751208002735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464175617785096,0.2165897237278588,0.11759290605186275,0.17170570095157464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082813183072697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473966672769288,0.14552213770123545,0.0,0.09302142623917936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848454183069654,0.20122778017873305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020141951500586,0.2207443596763151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386959503086374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947724832006732,0.13761156423775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973447290473445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706261285476069,0.20885751332990168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071127881387799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050252176408465,0.0,0.19527710920674207,0.12297332502260352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456702607842342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933062531483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620516971420487,0.41534618275961854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266292625014803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noorahoora,2020/01/07,"Anyone wanna be friends? I’m 15F and I generally feel so lonely most of the times. My interests are - anime, a few games, deep talks (like spiritual / philosophical things) and just generally talking about things to get to know someone. :)",5.062317073170732,7.987078097560975,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,72.90243902439025,8.978048780487804,29.76219512195122,9.516144504307137,3.33660487804878,186,8,30,5,4,61,36,41,0.07,0.755,0.175,0.5939,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542597862856538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386314726358088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809410010898004,0.0,0.1899825898646197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984250930341693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765211356393462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081040160761549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584546880237164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831615762661981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203660753649087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I_amm_groot,2020/01/07,"Lollllol I cant believe R/Lonely is a thing 😂😂.... But on a real note, I belong here 😐</3 Please embrace me fellow lonelies",-1.808888888888888,-0.15602077777777806,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,108.62962962962965,3.641481481481482,20.214814814814808,5.6839178017228535,0.24380592592592576,97,4,20,1,5,36,24,27,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490202385961761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349090764043125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546540937583044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237404730169477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bearwithmeimshy,2020/01/07,"How do you stay strong in this position? I just transferred to a competitive university with a tough major. I ended up here because I had a bf who supported me a lot mentally for 2 years. We split last year. I have depression, anxiety, BDD. I’m afraid of people but I need connections to keep me sane. However I ruined most of my relationships with friends and family and it’s like I have no one now. Some friends check on me sometimes but they don’t live here. I feel like I need someone to be physically there with me all the time. Like an emotional support pet but a human. Idk. I really want a best friend, but I don’t know how to get close to a person. Sometimes I tried and people just back off awkwardly. A bf? I’m really liking this guy but we are like from two different worlds. He doesn’t text much. We don’t even see each other a lot. But he said he likes me. I’m confused about him too and it’s driving me crazy to wait for his texts. I’m learning to be okay by myself but it just makes me more suicidal. I do see a therapist but it’s not the same as having a bff person thing. Help?",0.4340643274853804,2.7190915877192987,2.7638596491228067,90.28757309941521,87.0701754385965,6.711111111111113,20.28654970760234,7.921354282810032,0.9890163742690063,854,27,188,19,27,291,137,228,0.114,0.636,0.25,0.9891,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,1,2,13,20,0,3,14,1,13,0,0,3,1,42,31,15,1,3,12,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,1,4,9,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,2,4,29,14,22,27,11,15,0,2,2,0,23,6,0,5,13,125,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618615144115733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668167041937224,0.0,0.0766462678967449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195005606106913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082944937364505,0.0,0.0,0.13136524920228693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143380547791545,0.1113629874882002,0.0,0.0,0.08304610873317718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853080740333542,0.0,0.06357487875977197,0.08982438126615401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914252858512474,0.0,0.0656908156793152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449640922037924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427683721542549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175813958572592,0.0,0.0,0.06910010781986596,0.10248997613929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36856363276714704,0.0,0.11102540892082964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378906899125086,0.0,0.0,0.08392840876710571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126710280064987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092428943292581,0.18646030772672267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520059965750285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433622230846033,0.21957212513273905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109681587206168,0.0,0.0,0.13499124114088967,0.0,0.0,0.1196018088786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003874083080328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653399421777578,0.0,0.2487082447608609,0.0,0.0,0.13401569448193745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753256794211108,0.2853628636188601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459868430767575,0.08353207015560586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331649554242063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536511981483731,0.0,0.122823829734873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416115974544676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193712303778782 lonely,Snaily_Waily,2020/01/07,"Light Chatting? Talk about whatever, hobbies, interests, any new movies, latest video games youre into, a cute dog you saw on the street, anything, msg me and I’ll reply :)",3.9440860215053775,6.562368354838711,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,75.12903225806451,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.7669268817204309,133,5,23,2,3,41,30,31,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124488421513021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991075574179437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857729042240388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874912341912206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mechsucks,2020/01/07,yayayayayay finally got a friend,7.445999999999998,11.2089056,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,93.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,6.403000000000002,28,2,4,1,1,7,5,5,0.0,0.484,0.516,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7017818075743418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949512338768372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123724920811867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vivary_arc,2020/01/07,"Loneliness Deepening Mental Health Crises Do any others here feel like they're quickly sliding down a steep gradient into a psychosis of some kind? I have an office job where I minimally interact with those around me (save for meetings a few times a week), then go home, rinse + repeat of course. I often spend weekends mostly alone (I may have a few brief conversations with my brother, whom I live with). I had a start on making 4 or 5 friends last year, and I worked hard on forcing myself to go do things whenever invited (though my severe depression at times got in the way). I do not hear from them anymore, haven't really heard from them in months despite trying to make contact. I'd spent most of the past four years alone prior, so it was a big step trying to make new friends. I'd honestly reached a breaking point right before, where I'd been seriously ideating. I can feel how close I am to being back at that place, it's just on the far side of this month. And the worst part, I feel like I'm legitimately going insane. I tried therapy for the whole year, two+ months of psychotherapy, anti-depressants. Nothing has worked long term besides brief interventions via my two dogs, and despite my efforts to maintain friendships I feel I've been dropped. And being around people living normal, social lives - With friendships and relationships, interacting with them at work knowing that the interactions mean nothing to them - I really can no longer trust what I feel, what I see, believe, remember. God this is terrible, and my mind will just not stop ringing alarm bells, I can't even rest.",9.365122655122654,8.00669904040404,8.536096681096684,71.64795454545455,60.279461279461266,11.583357383357384,37.37590187590187,10.451354775682146,3.756372005772007,1273,48,228,23,14,399,194,297,0.096,0.792,0.11199999999999999,0.6054,1,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,4,14,13,0,1,15,0,20,1,0,4,0,41,40,11,0,1,5,1,6,2,2,2,1,3,1,0,12,15,0,1,8,1,2,7,5,5,0,3,7,10,28,8,32,29,10,53,0,1,1,0,18,21,0,6,24,142,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675502011100705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787714525053502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989889624696376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771177372135558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675103380358148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849346157178734,0.11245653305782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193981679163511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592640229516393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234554014139954,0.14261470851796526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542325576886581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701802969042268,0.0,0.0798306121231506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941400526108041,0.0,0.0,0.10609793098504552,0.11249796785045886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012187900720762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905028892160372,0.0,0.0,0.10394123127236543,0.05485532767595818,0.08136197470600821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752844813492886,0.0,0.2644135607972996,0.0883325125391254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199880456463676,0.0,0.0,0.10872703181769867,0.0,0.0,0.10058933556220864,0.0,0.10078398687328187,0.0,0.2390124605488315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640127075264553,0.0,0.0,0.09779681921642873,0.1915490214020748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808915763479583,0.09528404142898038,0.0691986662701696,0.0,0.10428469676213208,0.0,0.09435677420932352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788719006419325,0.0,0.0,0.10716320132917202,0.11307014172030665,0.08524086490548252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953907230889244,0.0,0.0,0.1127617454512248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174810664883936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064907369134052,0.0,0.0,0.08344922231037061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414634838350092,0.0,0.06631218422671595,0.0,0.09806704075800192,0.0,0.11640503941084047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330206857625488,0.0,0.19500813064102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922794358364095,0.08006500895227762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143909886777732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179979926414202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283140563897835 lonely,AnotherBagOfGarbage,2020/01/07,Hi I’m feeling a tiny bit lonely right now. Maybe send me a message? I’ll reply to all,-2.3181666666666665,-0.5413951499999996,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,100.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.079333333333333,67,2,16,0,3,24,18,20,0.139,0.778,0.083,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116261238905122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832691498300465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628263922565361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784334076010186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lunamermaidmemphis,2020/01/07,Sick and lonely I get really sad whenever I get sick. I usually ignore my loneliness or fill it with activities and dick. When I am sick no one wants to be around me. I know I'm nobody's girlfriend or anything but I just wish someone would be here with me to help me feel 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lonely,Huskyy23,2020/01/07,"Looking for friends who like talking about music, tennis, films, science and just someone to talk to tbh (17M) I just want some companionship really, I just want to be able to talk to someone about how I’m feeling, and things I 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lonely,chasepapeuhh,2020/01/08,This depression really gets the best of me I have no reason whatsoever to feel depressed and lonely yet here I am sitting alone in my room feeling 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lonely,MagicSpaceMan57,2020/01/08,"Gotta love 3rd wheeling I love it when I get invited to hang out with my friend and his gf only for me to chill in the backseat while we sit the car in the park and they have a tickle fight in front of me Wish I had 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lonely,Simms12,2020/01/08,"I work at a job where I sit alone waiting for customers to come in.. go home.. wake up.. and do it all over again I guess a good place for me to start is by saying I am currently in an LDR. It’s not the best situation but we love each other and plan on reuniting soon. That being said they have become increasingly busy as the holidays came and went so we haven’t talked a ton. We have been talking a little more but once the conversation ends it leaves me in such a lonely state. I’m very insecure so I always think the worst when the conversation ends like “maybe they’re getting tired of me” or “maybe I’m no longer what they want.. it really brings me down and I don’t know how to stop it. I work in a coffee shop where I just sit and wait for people to come in. I love talking to people so I come on reddit looking for anyone to talk to. But that always seems to end at some point. I would love to have someone to talk to about my day or listen to theirs. I have this need to be in communication because I live in a very small town and I haven’t made very many friends yet. I just don’t really know how to handle my insecurities and my constant need for conversation. I know it sounds pathetic and on some of the other subreddits people have told me pretty hurtful things about my relationship and things like that.. I just don’t know anymore",2.5475514048030132,4.158095696750905,3.931505258201227,88.32639303092138,75.7870036101083,7.127860618427249,21.42975984931721,7.893859768569023,0.7349872547480771,1056,26,232,16,23,348,145,277,0.131,0.743,0.126,0.1516,2,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,3,4,17,13,0,2,14,0,17,5,1,3,1,46,48,21,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,1,0,15,17,0,3,6,2,1,8,7,5,0,0,6,5,32,8,40,39,9,45,0,2,1,3,23,22,0,6,14,157,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199362112801376,0.0,0.0,0.1638833506436728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766382193344282,0.06885818330507426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003134099831404,0.1087613339827992,0.0,0.0,0.10334669942207453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263272143942987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449051228851544,0.0,0.106419850472307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351023319497058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616671232642905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608394246512451,0.0,0.05145074724075172,0.0,0.05596737858032319,0.0825987652817012,0.0,0.0,0.10848473920901518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878157240006306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542285209310676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772432742350154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648397237777625,0.0,0.0,0.1042740979544494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622285913963656,0.0987009360046337,0.08695797414927542,0.0,0.08269680892887081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666410137228581,0.09318236751504637,0.0,0.09984134543078974,0.1978689930126261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604053951945695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048759717450086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481696298355967,0.0,0.10288866355260462,0.0,0.09309364362132788,0.0,0.0,0.10018764002624643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617519616723644,0.0,0.0,0.10572863429738558,0.0,0.0,0.0936752325955307,0.07831374462820716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965077154487075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106935202047308,0.0,0.0,0.08344018189398783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970331217351755,0.0,0.0,0.08233210839748037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957648672818361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308489591316221,0.06310079565751413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318609918954205,0.0,0.09410005301116313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376425931883705,0.05808493996742178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091290193337675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338647194603454,0.0,0.0,0.06995602291701983,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eraser000,2020/01/08,"people suck so i dont understand when people who have their clique of friends, who see people who are clearly lonely(like us), dont give us a chance to hang out with them and see if we could be a part of their group and become friends by seeing if we are compatible with them first. im tired of being rejected and not given a chance to get away from this loneliness. im at my reaching point, especially when a guy from a church community didnt offer me to hang out with him . and im christian! wth? people suck and im disappointed. im becoming more of a misanthrope and losing my hope with people.",4.5443181818181815,5.2278842892562025,5.8145351239669445,80.3145299586777,69.74380165289256,9.355785123966943,27.521694214876035,9.516144504307137,2.2395198347107432,473,15,97,10,8,159,70,121,0.212,0.6859999999999999,0.102,-0.9263,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,4,2,3,8,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,1,21,19,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,3,13,3,18,14,2,10,2,3,3,0,18,5,2,3,3,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736639778730073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524185129365372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124037115540502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678620752386371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720340965316546,0.0,0.0,0.17657925764714405,0.0,0.05970467919250664,0.10962429321840038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315155849803656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350220596610587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171903695781245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784601110134014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375015691165538,0.0,0.39612418101841457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802809337763307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731903798923949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313438599743087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896571630022265,0.2749207705014565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,awaythrowamIz,2020/01/08,"Somebody date me ha ha jk.. unless.. No but for real lately I have been so lonely and stressed, I feel very down all the time and can’t get myself to study or even get out of bed. I just want to die but too scared to do it life is really not worth it for me. I don’t even know why i’m posting here it’s super embarrassing anyways if any of you fellow lonely people want to chat please hit me up it would cheer me up.",0.11491545893719746,1.8203552500000024,2.377101449275365,96.22683574879228,83.45652173913044,4.958454106280193,15.657004830917876,5.82211442006289,-0.8126922705314009,321,5,78,2,9,109,67,92,0.247,0.59,0.163,-0.915,0,4,0,0,1,1,8.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,3,1,2,7,1,0,0,1,17,15,8,1,4,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,10,4,13,12,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464229169349076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127071863556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198211685809589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241748787213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529837189975607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305666917534273,0.0,0.2731092809226611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100861108675494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784776311381455,0.0,0.0,0.2657627672552438,0.0,0.0,0.2318733129921461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755728278486695,0.1551011019445005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423931530144165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733482154469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117559292257376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997651222718639,0.2856040955430392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184655415888897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198715075034632,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rain_EDP_boy,2020/01/08,Tomorrow's my birthday 🎂🎈 yay But I'll be at work ... Yay . Much love for y'all,-4.429210526315792,-3.7712203684210484,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,121.10526315789473,4.0052631578947375,15.276315789473689,5.985473137389443,-0.6229052631578944,59,2,17,1,4,22,18,19,0.0,0.542,0.45799999999999996,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573755105757842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354301764865291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302565079306725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brit328509,2020/01/08,I logged back into snapchat after 2 weeks and found that literally nobody said anything to me. I could die on the way to work tomorrow and nobody would give a fuck. Me included.,3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,74.0,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,2.134050980392157,141,5,26,3,3,46,29,34,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717046275212843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388301272508235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361664381863176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426679270208945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620181602787231,0.0,0.30524004628295504,0.0,0.3167324715284475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140705723614226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620763266916283,0.2648452363349977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403702134769224,0.0,0.0,0.23454575504011574,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymous87w96,2020/01/08,"I was cleaning my room and found some old condoms I never got to use with my ex gf This is going to sound dumb, but I got really depressed when this happened. Several years ago I was in a relationship, and I had bought some of those ""for her"" ribbed condoms to try out. I wanted to see if they really made sex better for my gf. But we hardly to got to see each other at that point in time so sex was something we only got to do once every couples of months. We ended up breaking before he had to chance to use the condoms. I've been single for several years now, tried dating and failed in every way. I've been battling with depression and I finally got the motivation to clean my horribly cluttered room. Which led to me finding the condoms that never got used, and never will (they're expired at this point, plus I definitely going to single for a lot longer). It just reminded me how lonely I am and how much I miss my ex.",3.4840794499618037,4.748876235294119,5.016077158135982,82.89033422459894,72.7433155080214,7.695798319327732,25.65660809778457,8.192908349453996,1.5737153552330017,724,23,144,11,14,244,107,187,0.141,0.7759999999999999,0.083,-0.9185,0,4,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,3,6,8,2,0,5,0,11,7,1,8,3,35,30,14,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,9,14,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,7,0,0,16,4,22,1,28,13,7,30,0,5,2,6,11,11,1,4,14,100,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144622729162103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738200028330317,0.0,0.0,0.10121494761387964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662826990716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971380354875801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136194289286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928452106941752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253659870235441,0.104598223335402,0.0,0.0,0.125480116283671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008043564859156,0.0,0.5491799516618261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120098125264586,0.0,0.10251785578907917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729478299289593,0.0,0.10828810700619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134678208703254,0.0,0.08412828609382622,0.0,0.2647949578793292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008798211454133,0.1218773546279369,0.0,0.08703855476958926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637000026716507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466293839537717,0.0,0.0,0.12286824181157775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823914524520126,0.0,0.0,0.2585745337084307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810330268745567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673224741805077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539767017530828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965243062213941,0.0,0.0,0.06750105585828639,0.09083900079251253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739422664402213 lonely,EvaBraunn,2020/01/08,"Anyone else got ""friends"" like this? I feel so lonely. I've got people that I call my friends, but seems like they only want to hang out when they want to get drunk/high/party/have fun. I don't have anyone that I could call or text when I feel like shit or when I have problems, and I feel like none of those ""friends"" would even care. They don't share too personal things with me either. I've known many of them since I've been a child or a teenager, and yet there's nothing *deep* there.",2.4458823529411755,3.726306676470593,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,75.37254901960785,5.492156862745098,19.612745098039216,5.148860815047168,-0.5807490196078433,379,7,91,1,8,114,64,102,0.11800000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.231,0.8833,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,9,13,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,19,17,10,0,5,5,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,13,10,6,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,12,2,1,4,8,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297214041083451,0.16831299970268485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354740243532124,0.0,0.16748319026115227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115542730876578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722566834550465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849812317317366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917802164190905,0.23470760836927265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807414584788855,0.0,0.08582377091045082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26276184610677017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173559214184274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210141372877013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665429797850705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762053285370706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493397436222672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388343903230022,0.14343335191411558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718324498958078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954432523611558,0.0,0.0,0.16861976467556872,0.1358850117177673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913302230417912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378022083080101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669198226690007,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bmcatt,2020/01/08,"Needing to let it out... rant / vent / something? Ok - first off, some necessary prefaces to this, starting with ... eh, I probably should've created a throwaway for this, but - eff it (after all, this already wound up being a ""friends-only"" post on FB, so it's not like ""hiding"" is going to matter); and, since there's basically no ""backstory"" for myself on just about anything in my personal post history, I'll give a VERY brief overview. (Overview of me: 52, male, NJ, divorced with two teenage sons and 50/50 shared custody, once-decently-successful computer geek who's had pretty much no career for almost a decade; gifted, in the ""intellectual"" sense of the word; solid INTP (as in - never, ever, a different result); way too smart for my own good - and I've got actual IQ test results to prove it. If there's any other relevant details I'll interject them *italicized*) And, since I did say that this started as an FB post, I might as well just mostly copy that bit over. I wish I could also call this an ""unburdening"", but that would imply that I should feel less burdened afterwards and that's definitely not the case. &#x200B; I am feeling very empty and ""broken"". While there is a certain truth to being physically ""broken"" (spinal cord injuries don't exactly leave one entirely ""whole"" *incomplete spinal cord injury from 2015; able to stand and walk, but with very limited stamina and a bunch of other stuff that still doesn't quite work right*), there's much more to it than that. There's no ""one"" for me, it seems... I think the last true (whole-hearted) frienship I had - one that had started during high school and lasted into my 30s - ended shortly after my marriage started ... and its ending was related to that event (thanks, once again, to the narcissist that I married). And as for romantic relationships ... there's the usual comment about counting the fingers on a hand, right? For me, I'm not even sure (being honest - with myself and others) that I could count them on the fingers of one finger. Sure, I'm a hard-core introvert. I've always preferred being by myself than the company of others. But even that's not quite correct. It's not **solitude** that's important but ... serenity? The quiet sense of being complete. I can certainly imagine that sense, and even imagine that happening with someone else. Hell, ultimately, that's what I want ... need? There's only so much of one's life that can be spent proclaiming (to myself, if not to the world) that I'm fine as a ""loner"", but the truth of the matter is that I'd much rather not be that. Being content with being a ""loner"" is a wonderful mask that is put up to try and comfort ... someone? Probably myself, as I think about it. So, of course, in my current state, I've started doing what could easily be viewed as being un-useful... binge-watching anime romance. \[Thankfully, I've managed to stop myself from even seriously considering re-watching ""Your Lie in April""... I just do NOT have enough tissues and ice cream to deal with that again.\] Yes, I'm a nerd, a geek, an otaku, a ... choose your descriptive term. I have always liked Japanese anime. And, sure, I've watched most of the Studio Ghibli stuff. \[Hell - the first time I saw Tonari no Totoro was in a small room as a guest of an anime ""club"" at Rutgers, on a badly copied VHS, with someone passing around a print-out of the script since it wasn't even subtitled.\] But, lately, the ones that I've more **wanted** to watch are romances. The fact that most of them wind up being high-school based just, of course, makes the wound deeper and more painful. Let's face it - back then, I never had a chance at all. I was two years younger even than my own classmates (*I skipped 5th and 7th grades - see above about intellect - so I had pretty much no connections to anyone in my VERY small high school; the entire high school, all 4 years, was about 500 students.*) and was a bit of an arrogant asshole. \[I will argue that the arrogance and asshole-ish-ness may have been appropriate, but that's very much a separate discussion.\] Doesn't change the fact that I had pretty much zero chances to form any sort of significant romantic attachments (aside, of course, from my crush - again, another time - or, more likely, not). Hell, in retrospect, I am honestly not sure that I've ever had any true ... deep ... fulfilling ... romantic relationships. (*Aside from my ex, I've had two other girlfriends and neither of those were going to go anywhere anyway. And, as much as many of us, myself included, might like to think that an online relationship is meaningful or significant ... it just isn't - lack of physical contact can't be overcome with lights on a screen, regardless of whether they form letters or pictures or anything else.*) And there is very much a part of me that knows it and hurts. Then, add in the lack of any sort of social circle (something I think I've commented on at least once in the past) (*at least on FB - the reality is that I just don't have any real close friends; I was working remotely for 7 years prior to my career coming to a screeching halt in ... 2012, so I haven't really seen much past the 4 walls of my own home office (or the larger 4 walls of my own home) for a very long time*) ... and the lack of activity / connection to anyone / anything ... and ... what am I left with? Yeah, I'm feeling very alone and lonely at the moment. And, as always, I haven't got the faintest clue about what I can do about it. &#x200B; Postscript (sort of) ... I'm very much a shut-in these days. A serious lack of energy (see above about spinal injury) combines horribly with a real sense of ""nowhere to go"". Oh, and I'm not so much looking for ... validation? Kind words are always appreciated, but I will ask that you (reddit reader) not try to say anything along the lines of ""it'll work out"" or ""it'll get better"". Trust me - I've been telling myself that for, being honest, probably longer than you've been alive and it doesn't actually help.",4.331256658157629,6.162669259391773,4.887634218407669,82.39461427910999,71.52236135957068,7.922751301481378,27.141404192880543,8.57904904625186,1.9969962694217205,4624,163,862,81,89,1476,470,1118,0.09300000000000001,0.758,0.149,0.9966,2,3,2,0,1,0,327.0,1,3,4,9,47,46,4,0,66,3,80,12,8,3,22,162,127,69,0,19,37,2,7,4,3,9,4,3,4,2,69,49,0,3,16,1,1,9,30,14,1,12,25,21,65,32,141,74,44,108,3,2,10,0,37,48,3,22,49,580,134,13,0.044084314276309065,0.0,0.08603986298978276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414407278171982,0.04565805445669829,0.048648137029825664,0.0352542101995403,0.1467267239946991,0.09553067220029783,0.10713453422873573,0.14989422711720454,0.04622624730088077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164955510671394,0.0,0.14511053768956692,0.03924438612329555,0.04121288290335981,0.0,0.0,0.033898116516158594,0.03680856101768058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038988993503595096,0.09625730690487032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501501379793097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046635359132863805,0.03797473325708679,0.04622156477953203,0.0,0.0,0.10559321332899656,0.0,0.0,0.028430735703893168,0.045448992283130624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046058725550743806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736535756044033,0.0,0.07809123506219688,0.04555088112744527,0.0,0.17470364286259266,0.07975357227508961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687106165061434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499619040589221,0.0,0.0,0.034059431854006623,0.0,0.023032234696399482,0.04228969126007804,0.10021652690659044,0.03697583124884387,0.07051650661103002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898361352385642,0.0,0.03949088654979245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224012467512382,0.029548786601947225,0.1863099937189122,0.0884403232688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719317020626362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459070294417222,0.02422758622184082,0.07186919998047805,0.04972902668124884,0.04667892354612842,0.047897736450172514,0.0901583963023984,0.031138054901417737,0.08614947668271479,0.0,0.0,0.03901323088206517,0.03701972107383581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0294266220997468,0.04469457536944886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353298172149258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888845207915889,0.0653759208911305,0.06800108176331691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938967118957904,0.1792360335878876,0.03352810752241562,0.046908818565252766,0.0,0.0,0.04773901637617768,0.08416693244174486,0.0,0.038492722814803385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666176114009056,0.13454878864821593,0.14259104088858873,0.0,0.0,0.04431691201699644,0.0,0.09377818935671736,0.0,0.10035520186217588,0.028241540568785462,0.0,0.0,0.1419901663160916,0.0,0.07529552703873406,0.0,0.07011523225466793,0.0,0.17846271838735214,0.07025898172561641,0.04013270402609971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940100097229004,0.0,0.0,0.04493840673609195,0.11205748928192892,0.06787651778926436,0.0,0.0,0.1560155227274595,0.0,0.03520579032709067,0.03685646069991781,0.0,0.0,0.10093198553318083,0.0,0.0,0.1661957779559675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853163377230024,0.08117382734242032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298979416666495,0.0,0.0,0.07711775451354062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986071124644896,0.0,0.12919190803966407,0.0,0.10605600423189676,0.0,0.04855264399034576,0.32736758544753497,0.052004141490730516,0.03499207671660805,0.0,0.0,0.039637092847709186,0.0,0.0,0.09843712509574973,0.05069478579050443,0.0,0.04780755832171276,0.09628171750440596,0.0,0.0,0.031316232021122346,0.0,0.10713453422873573,0.08516655909877406 lonely,ShakiraSkye,2020/01/08,"Lonely bedtime So this is my first post ever ! Not sure if it's the right place to write a post but it's about how alone and vulnerable I feel and how loneliness is controlling my life. I just feel so lonely right now , laying in bed alone and I'm scared. Not sure what to do. Its at a point where I hate to dream as it's usually flashbacks. My ptsd and insomnia feed off each other I just wish my mind would shut down for once and just allow me to sleep. It's such a lonely and empty experience . Sleep would be heaven. Anyone else get scared when they have to sleep alone for ptsd reasons or any other reasons or just feel",1.5235456730769243,3.703042484375004,2.723437500000003,93.07396634615385,81.1875,5.813461538461539,17.658653846153847,7.010146845296331,-0.04192620192307661,490,10,107,6,13,157,79,128,0.28,0.636,0.083,-0.9823,0,9,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,14,9,1,2,4,0,7,6,3,6,3,34,14,16,0,4,10,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,7,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,10,3,13,11,1,17,1,3,0,0,2,10,0,3,5,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39554057884873306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656997480587199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901277479165963,0.13043631868084607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278042910237784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634479237565876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515227896559102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452614213610864,0.0,0.0,0.19310370498154905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828332816476564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651023243981148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568473172126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991742644671187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285391006391297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557286593860773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300387837487335,0.0,0.12034188438412713,0.0,0.243840955533514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761930876416365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617760704923623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743105135200705,0.0,0.0,0.2549037544817353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821829091303908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399619482883845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020557188357088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463914392527438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086389777797085,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,etno2,2020/01/08,"i want someone i can text ""i just finished x, i'm on my way home"" to i have no friends. zero. instead of having friends, i've always had a bf with very little time in between boyfriends, since freshman year of high school. recently my boyfriend moved away, and now my 4pm is his 9am. we used to eat together, study together and sleep together. now, until 4pm, i am completely alone. this is a lot of alone time someone who wakes up at 5:30am every day. i don't want to break up with him though. so i need to find a way to be alone well by myself. but how? they all say ""be happy alone. self sufficient, satisfied."" someone teach me how to be happy in isolation cause wtf? but the worst part is that i shouldn't even be thinking about this, taking 20 fucking credits. what tf am i doing wasting time like this?",0.4244570267131245,2.818549628048782,1.989860627177702,94.7058943089431,89.3048780487805,5.075029036004646,21.833914053426252,6.655083550727371,0.5217889663182342,625,23,134,8,21,202,111,164,0.155,0.7070000000000001,0.138,-0.6097,0,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,0,11,9,1,0,4,0,16,4,2,4,1,20,24,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,1,1,18,7,22,18,4,23,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,11,86,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241008030782677,0.0,0.0,0.10526564643648477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188593970342417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299596211525406,0.0,0.0,0.13264230982214464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158785778228878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294503195349525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835580204253452,0.0,0.10658931310216067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562696047150155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954811237522586,0.1169555586394735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693424272893918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366373481566488,0.12689887085984494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618059212819232,0.1267952820296454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075534523290062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344590766863482,0.0,0.09380484190778997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699695003786294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491240383387114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060505744813787,0.0,0.12803389119854988,0.0,0.0,0.13197650769241948,0.0,0.0,0.10464957597919848,0.0,0.12660039216521715,0.0,0.3215720688410617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951190454579779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106187748122178,0.12429447853112074,0.0,0.22130529625649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926318230205273,0.0,0.10438319790479167,0.14923660591219742,0.20083395719306804,0.0,0.0,0.11374681006652383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146766682282477 lonely,emperorphilswift,2020/01/08,"16/M Birthday It was my birthday today, my parents woke me up early to give me deodorant and joggers, went to school and broke my toe, nobody remembered and that's exactly what I was expecting, except one random popular kid wished me a happy birthday which was actually cool, got home in a lot of pain, asked what I wanted to eat then said I couldn't have what I chose and my family chose what to eat and the movie to watch, ik people have it worse but I mean, this shit just built up and hit me hard, if you read this don't feel the need to wish me happy birthday I'm just venting, this whole day just furthered my belief I'm incapable of forming functional relationships of any kind, anyway if anybody ever feels like this on their birthday or any day and read all this, just know you're not alone",4.506102272727271,5.463980087499998,5.201477272727273,83.67761363636366,70.0,8.318181818181818,27.04545454545455,8.575989854853784,1.7920625,634,20,127,10,11,205,102,160,0.098,0.7609999999999999,0.141,0.8169,1,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,6,9,1,0,4,1,7,5,2,0,3,34,24,12,0,8,10,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,13,7,2,0,6,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,6,17,6,14,15,4,12,1,1,1,0,8,5,1,5,7,79,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.1405131287321658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912985354930494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583580074858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461088661917436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572282600616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29467472029460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302468829973674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574062832122413,0.0,0.14561098801819608,0.10286623552764086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381279938294773,0.0,0.0,0.11516167770228687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065593221789656,0.12898644494999448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443336026771725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994306391264334,0.07913294659856503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703460703369815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224148522600265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684694207781236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676650181614268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757111407754628,0.0,0.1532151408124834,0.0,0.1598834675377682,0.0,0.0,0.09982429409585336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880572335207017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545909986757638,0.16311220560927794,0.0,0.13696713150947834,0.0,0.0,0.1457252141698092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780330768351205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648535298981615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492882687133661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347984915495792,0.0,0.1607593033039337,0.3311619853544681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673775586707194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Deadestlou,2020/01/08,"Let's Find Some Friends! New to this sub, but if the WHOLE sub is lonely, why not use that to gain new connections? Internet friends are the best. List some of your favorite things! See who has similar interest! I'm lonely too and want to change that for myself and any of you!",1.736424242424242,4.170177581818187,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,82.27272727272728,6.575757575757575,21.89393939393939,7.793537801064563,0.9213030303030304,217,7,47,4,6,67,44,55,0.084,0.5660000000000001,0.35,0.971,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,6,7,4,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760923433997814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717481348870824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739308188491875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366721997795184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001224920655264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26479010545285514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001838427616061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063466514836543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203239578418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364643682483495,0.0,0.0,0.1527332192459308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336587323633016,0.28910426320311633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,annaproletarian,2020/01/08,"Have you done anything that you feel good about today? When I was sitting in the bus with one girl that I know from school, she told me about her problems with parents (her dad is alcoholic) and she broke up with her boyf. I was just listening to her and realiseing that I had a luck in my live. I didn't know what to say and I felt bad because of it. I thought that I have to give her some advice and I waned to say somwthing like- It's gonna be better, but that would be a lie. She know her parents better than me. So when she told me: ,,Thank you for just being here and listening"" I just knew that she didn't want to hear any phrases. What about you guys? :) (Sorry for my 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lonely,Kimberly_Kisses,2020/01/08,Im Homeschooled And Depressed-My Story So i'm going to be talking about a subject today that is very important to me so i have been homeschooled since kindergarten so basically my hole life i have a sister and she started homeschooling in first grade okay so my dad is a strong believer that homeschool is better then public school at first when i started being homeschooled i liked it i was learning fast and everything was well in first grade no joke the only way i was hanging out with other kids my age at the time was through a Mcdonald's play ground like the old ones you would see that's it in second grade was the first time i realized that i was not getting near as much social interaction as other kids i noticed other children my age had friends and best friends but i shrugged it off in 3rd grade those feeling were getting stronger so that was the first time i asked my dad if i could attend public school and of course he said no i was hurt but it was not like i was hurt to the point of depression or at least not then im gonna skip to 5th grade cause not much happened in 4th at least that i know of so in 5th grade the sad feeling went away in 5th grade it was more of sense of i don't care so 5th grade was mainly a year that i just stopped caring i guess you could say i was more mad then sad at that point so i went on summer vacation from school and of course i knew what was coming 6th grade or middle school so i got together all my courage and asked my dad to attend public school at this point its been 2 years since i last asked him so i was very nervous but i asked and what he said broke my heart i rushed to my room and just had a melt down i was not okay at all so at the end of summer vacation i got my school stuff in the mail and then on the first day of 6th grade in the first class i just had a meltdown this meltdown was the worst one i had ever had i never got the courage to ask my dad again i was fine for a while i got the sense that i didnt care again but then in the middle of the year and now im very upset i fall apart twice a day im lonely depressed basically im just miserable in homeschool i got too the point where i was just crying 3 times a day in my room and barely came out of my room only came out to eat so for Christmas i asked to attend public school and again a no but this just broke me so much cause what my dad said to me was terrible these are my honest thoughts right as im typing this: I realize parents are making or trying to make good decisions for there children but in my case i believe its ridiculous i think he knows that im not okay here i even broke down in front of him once he needs to understand in my opinion that his kids need to interact with other kids and need to have friends i have not and never will ask to drop out of school all i ask is to transfer i do not want to be here in high school or for another year im so afraid that if i let this go on any longer all start resorting to self harm which is a place i dont want to be in for my mental health if any of you have advice on how i can get out of homeschool please i beg you to tell 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lonely,Runningaway14f,2020/01/08,Anyone my age wanna talk Feeling lonely af 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lonely,BuzzImaFan,2020/01/08,"An interesting title (Just venting) Last night, I was lying in bed and got a sudden spike of sadness for seemingly no reason. I've felt sad and lonely before, but it's never come on so strong and so rapidly. I'm feeling slightly better today but it still feels like I'm in a daze, I don't even feel like doing anything. I'm hoping that telling someone (even a bunch of people I don't know) will help me get out of my head.",3.619356060606058,4.298139193181822,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,71.8409090909091,6.775757575757575,26.03030303030303,6.42735559955562,1.0012439393939396,331,10,67,2,6,112,66,88,0.146,0.616,0.237,0.9183,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,17,18,7,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,4,5,6,8,14,1,11,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497818488689024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093434288165144,0.0,0.0,0.1880559033809252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831638143634723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808831282041514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225396907870489,0.3038089753260189,0.20416025919384828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109154952444483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006139633716708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182219837418609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425228829702152,0.0,0.0,0.21119175424360925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685709745924625,0.17332362434986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207762706953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399506261557592,0.0,0.0,0.19954091756630907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741239604201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862131759751266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357237088081186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801625748180135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980835126174765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584991677522372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155046515580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brooklyn997,2020/01/08,"I feel as though my life is falling apart... I'm 25 F I feel like for the past two years, I have been on a constant spiral downward. I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) after truly opening up to my psychiatrist about how I felt day to day and the things I've done to ruin my long term relationship, which I am not proud of. I feel like my life is falling apart. I have no friends, no freedoms, no trust, and I feel like my relationship is broken beyond repair. Ughhhhh.",4.532798232695144,5.8259035463917535,6.1153166421207645,75.89989690721652,70.23711340206185,9.25419734904271,30.3519882179676,9.606745405546679,2.8483060382916063,392,16,75,9,7,134,64,97,0.201,0.624,0.174,-0.2392,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,5,14,6,12,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,12,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193339022776601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819262926649244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246227130980571,0.0,0.0,0.17675703179252628,0.0,0.0,0.19958923474452914,0.0,0.0,0.17821434841081035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522187971062965,0.3732351064317108,0.1672098418369004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454667633834272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460124298364513,0.2552404383673673,0.0,0.0,0.15411591628721705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624442043208135,0.0,0.15205972724808225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195060522140096,0.373940568209278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569650561655198,0.0,0.17109998809669286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701177509463831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214590534012008 lonely,dreaming505,2020/01/08,"I’m going to be 22 soon and I don’t have have my drivers license. I’m going to be 22 soon and I don’t have have my drivers license. I spend my days at home doing nothing. I had moved out of my parents house when I was 18 and went to university but I came back. I didn’t make one friend there. I hadn’t chosen a major. There was nothing there for me but false hope. I had about three friends in high school and I felt so horribly out of place I couldn’t wait to go to a huge college. I thought that would be the solution to everything. I thought “in a campus full of 40,000 students, there’s no way I’ll be lonely” lol you can imagine my disappointment. I’d never leave my dorm idk how I expected things to be better. I tried a local college for my second year and pushed myself to make conversations this time. But during these scenarios everything felt pointless and tedious and in the back of my head it always felt like neither one of us gave an actual fuck about each other. Anyway, Nothing holds my interest and I didn’t want to commit to a major I didn’t like. So I dropped out, with the intention of writing and publishing a novel that would lead me to massive success. More false hope. Lol the concept sounds so so so absolutely ridiculous now but the thought of me being a teacher still sounds worse. It’s been 24 months since I’ve had a conversation with somebody outside of my family. I keep myself locked away in this house because... well first I don’t have a fucking license and I lack the motivation to get one. I can drive ok, I can get from point A to point B (that’s all that matter right? lol) BUT I DONT HAVE IT IN ME TO WANT TO. I’ve never driven alone. I can’t even build up the confidence to talk someone outside my family it’s so stupid and pitiful. The worst part is, I don’t have an excuse for my behavior. It’s not like something traumatic happened that caused me to be so anxious all the time. I can’t pinpoint a scarring event that made me never want to leave my house. Like I was just born stupid ?? lmao I used to blame my parents for being strict on me and never letting me do anything, like it’s their fault I’m like this but my older sister was raised in the same household and she never let that get to her. She has a kid and a boyfriend and her own place, she graduated, and can drive lol. Like I’m just fucking weak. Why didn’t I pull myself out of this shit sooner? Ugh idk, I just needed a place to vent. Also if someone could help me straighten out my shit I’d really appreciate it 🙃🙃🙃 because I’ve let it get wayyyy too far it’s embarrassing",1.545787815497892,3.662332099437148,3.1429572728238178,90.44105561258809,80.72607879924955,5.898814117313888,23.00219476795639,7.052630249996997,0.7488844136075609,2031,69,431,25,53,669,237,533,0.157,0.655,0.188,0.841,2,3,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,1,6,30,32,8,1,26,5,50,7,3,9,8,78,87,33,0,13,11,3,3,7,2,2,1,2,2,1,23,25,0,3,8,1,1,12,21,16,1,6,24,5,67,16,54,48,13,61,0,3,0,3,21,26,5,3,28,294,90,11,0.0,0.0,0.07286342692587852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733165067634931,0.0,0.059710522063681215,0.06212824823495398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435153743021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144390920505227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015133971989616,0.11482737651469024,0.0,0.09103162806402916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603617393951702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539822562185928,0.0,0.07670274089237089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961487397362696,0.0,0.0,0.04815351306767151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750821404741492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931631173841256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421030716161614,0.0,0.14077727030630474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150737436891759,0.0,0.0,0.06351101977007921,0.0,0.0,0.11537382035701528,0.20708305773798388,0.1560400020571929,0.0,0.12730354276408168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602706179668161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766290481539101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500471706603027,0.07888892509342385,0.07489627258663982,0.14832074045102595,0.0,0.25846426172386555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636673692710691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812142030890444,0.0,0.22905370228847186,0.0,0.2553468890230191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065095065920321,0.09968051805451887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959783740368444,0.07935833936908009,0.0,0.055364030915862464,0.2879358287989437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149326580197491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178722027214525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165815927076819,0.08085620340078885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340308178220302,0.0,0.14116736025437118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783307076517066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376451497701485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556616659044789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328753413965385,0.06176464073719733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652883439638246,0.057481677934662224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962851268534425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001385209805955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960489630145737,0.0,0.0,0.1778298344550794,0.0870769071517849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050693439158017904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981422849684369,0.06448761151245014,0.0,0.0,0.13212015332251953,0.05926654311683587,0.0,0.0,0.06713386836997362,0.06921630258136276,0.06737461939059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760912225665947,0.10608143268363268,0.0,0.0,0.04808257583393986 lonely,ManaattiKing,2020/01/08,"Don't know how to feel For the last 3 years, I've felt pretty much neutral until somebody pissed me off, otherwise, I never felt happy. She was the one who had a crush on me. 4 months ago I started to date this very nice and kind girl and we dated for about 2.5 until I broke it off because I felt like she never gave me any love back. (she never looked me in the eyes and overall she never gave me love in IRL but she would send those heart emojis on snapchat.) She made me feel happy but I felt like I never made her happy and she was really hard to talk to which made me feel like she didn't love me. I loved her because I tried my best to make her happy, tried showing her how beautiful and I tried to talk to her about how she is feeling. Keep in mind that I have mental issues myself and I've been trying to get those feelings to go away and I never tried to push those feelings onto her. She made me happy and I was starting to lose weight and getting healthy and it felt like she was the light in my life, but now it's gone. Its been about 1.5 months since the breakup and it's really hard to move on because she sits right behind me in school. Any tips on motivation to go more to the gym",2.301521739130436,3.5901647154150247,3.288954545454549,94.01343181818184,75.7588932806324,5.850513833992095,20.15988142292489,5.985473137389443,-0.15648126482213476,935,19,213,5,20,299,122,253,0.12300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.168,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,9,19,1,0,7,0,12,9,3,9,6,45,44,19,0,1,3,0,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,12,1,1,13,2,0,6,8,3,0,1,20,17,44,16,35,23,3,40,0,2,2,4,30,14,1,0,23,139,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857618260952551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521676245925914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268354926785575,0.0594861146738515,0.0,0.14147631071075098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118598005208998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346973844292763,0.05526697481879203,0.3713952127897564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083624078004338,0.0,0.08793249337229153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411763059385464,0.1386011759534317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167359034592372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080745166246262,0.0,0.06876233600739189,0.0,0.08055995725911284,0.04251578318742436,0.06305983799304553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464262014980896,0.15117942162354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496406288362559,0.08654757948563851,0.0,0.0,0.27928661024465085,0.29280477741767885,0.05163931205013152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796206062231374,0.0,0.07811292569393677,0.0,0.12349820740372215,0.08222288829235044,0.05686950479895411,0.0,0.35799512451882604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242206324655717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870432041005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911934310805658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606618326005144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829383179694382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399412079596044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951354505425197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436027004302452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626164444835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638312282996318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420530164680303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495529429410698,0.0,0.0,0.04981818285304091 lonely,melonman12345,2020/01/08,Fake love I feel like everyone I ever make friends with shows fake love. I once worked as a busboy at a restaurant and I was coming in to get food before my shift. I heard one of my best friends at the time talking shit about me in the kitchen and every one of my coworkers agreeing with him. I had been so nice to him and never brought it up. I carried that until I left the restaurant. I’m guess I’m too nice of a person and deserve it.,2.533502304147465,3.594874301075272,3.675299539170509,92.37580645161295,74.80645161290323,6.174500768049157,26.1889400921659,6.1826913282559595,0.7286294930875576,342,12,77,2,7,111,60,93,0.09,0.625,0.284,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,0,6,0,3,5,1,1,2,12,14,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,2,5,2,14,8,15,9,1,12,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692413124344852,0.0,0.2181986268822274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910418893051352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807503899945524,0.17518109746805374,0.19867593712620227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513031721006702,0.14853769098627295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514170147101961,0.0,0.32127609041243466,0.0,0.1086293269429622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904670652720965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259050822144933,0.0,0.0,0.10157893699731482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753108284390653,0.0,0.13878784212806328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036029158076487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214274200885825,0.2817831899397658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154723702202294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134263194412636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711777171797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123949873707625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136783016327768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tnonymous,2020/01/08,"I've started lying to my friends I made an alt to post this, for obvious reasons. I'm a 16 year old guy ( I know, it could all just be hormones) who doesn't like having excessive amounts of friends. I find that having 3-4 people who you can talk to is very important. As of late though, whenever I feel like I'm having a period of let's just say non happy thoughts, I try to avoid talking about it to my friends. In the past I've tried to stay open about this stuff, but now I almost feel guilty for dumping my emotional baggage onto them. I don't like it, but it really does feel wrong to tell them about the same thing so many times. Don't get me wrong. My friends are great and listen to me, but I've started wondering if they're doing this out of pity. It doesn't matter if anyone sees this or not, it's not that important anyway. I just really needed to understand what's going on... Thanks for reading, if you did, I'll try my best to repay this community somehow byaybe helping you guys if I'm capable (probably not).",4.5655267954794,4.697423540284365,5.615829383886258,83.70863652934746,69.521327014218,9.14633612832665,29.02697776157493,9.057496981413335,2.132244331024425,801,27,171,14,13,266,125,211,0.125,0.7,0.175,0.925,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,1,11,16,1,1,5,0,15,0,0,2,2,36,34,12,0,6,14,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,18,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,6,20,11,25,28,4,17,0,1,1,0,19,5,0,8,12,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338588507057355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615748889620971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931058707238868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838022987795356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782965099239164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860462787349487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869094672838315,0.08802757514225444,0.0,0.0,0.11261980182465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807943290676831,0.0,0.06437676643975726,0.0,0.07002811528181603,0.0,0.0,0.1358492234252757,0.0,0.2440120791951886,0.0,0.13116876315268794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259100164297804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771786064885606,0.0,0.13899623628078406,0.0,0.0,0.12599962830028616,0.0,0.1805955266309036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165926605837206,0.0,0.1249245797296834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136522021135624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929746142910947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762634028299628,0.0854244398511505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800960293616408,0.0,0.13285076700382809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325220048613475,0.0,0.15787430833881233,0.12668950574526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979885797063737,0.0,0.0,0.09818947480489698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744298805564429,0.13133490540051534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410561099393949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807729755096204,0.1076987109848011,0.1134433673659353,0.0,0.0,0.08186113256514392,0.0,0.12106190012254014,0.09782200775703914,0.0718499056665256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509725441947336,0.0,0.0,0.1282751743444435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166846048641838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133625592857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694409510060977,0.0,0.07934890319083475 lonely,izukurio,2020/01/08,"I'm deleting Reddit, my last social media I have absolutely no friend, no one to talk to in real life except a girl in my university but she has no idea who I really am. I feel different than most people so I tend to be picky concerning the people I want in my life that is why I'm alone. Plus I'm very introverted and I have social anxiety so it doesn't help at all. For years social media was my shelter. But I've realized that people are worse in social media than in real life. They're condescending, believe they're superior to everyone. Have no compassion and are simply mean, close-minded, childish and will insult you for no reason. I know not everyone is like that fortunately but I'm a very sensitive person who hates negative vibes so seeing all this makes me angry and frustrated more and more. And due to my anxiety I tend to ghost people a lot because I'm too anxious to keep a conversation so there is no point in even starting one. I think it is best for me to delete reddit too. I will literally have no social life at all and it depresses me so much.. I'll only keep youtube but I tend to avoid looking at comment sections.",2.9860526315789464,4.96849164035088,5.0551228070175425,79.12452631578948,75.57894736842105,8.24421052631579,24.996491228070177,8.982922981607832,2.109939649122807,906,31,172,21,20,313,121,228,0.278,0.653,0.068,-0.9948,1,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,3,1,5,0,17,4,0,2,3,33,37,17,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,1,3,21,4,25,33,10,15,0,1,2,0,17,11,0,2,5,118,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181695332689157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518257039957562,0.12196729077154995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581315164929974,0.0,0.0,0.12163716171417925,0.11330035092353855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298824502013156,0.0,0.0,0.11279820015300875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713084445977694,0.0,0.0,0.20632626078450428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458926118280588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341183055821567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659096334705664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236522299630067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187691704126255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919246844088375,0.0,0.0,0.059333559215933314,0.08800413284669859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502941687137264,0.052745195387722224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066160336317976,0.0,0.0,0.0917861547899408,0.0,0.0,0.07206604111912053,0.0,0.0,0.11760319469489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901170235438326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936511755398204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631684333083225,0.08211061287178757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993913872547474,0.09426899682048108,0.0,0.0,0.10205979049190966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457707201119573,0.0691637666395599,0.11100379160162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603241392883787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550272650509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641666133466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677644975019291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917823531405176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816131705470772,0.06367928650342433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741968011707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002336828324248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952453608370578 lonely,readernugged,2020/01/08,Do you have the impression that anything you say is irrelevant or dumb? I don't know whether it's my own low self-esteem or the attitude of people when they interact with me. I'm really confused.,4.0307692307692315,5.593420794871792,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.8205128205128,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,3.591933333333333,157,7,30,5,3,54,34,39,0.2,0.752,0.048,-0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,3,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342596879916365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29001516226187896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658470977550004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380640108174772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196555173341126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505157595100295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,twentyoneocto,2020/01/08,"feeling lonely nobody ever tries to make plans with me. They’ll always say let’s catch up but they don’t really do anything else I’ll have to initiate it. I didn’t really care that much because I like being by myself and I thought I always had my family but I just found out that my father is in an exotic country with his girlfriend and step kids and that really hurt me because my dad hasn’t tried to make plans with me for 35 days and nothing has ever made me feel more lonely, unloved and unwanted.",5.536051779935279,5.424209805825247,6.456456310679612,79.34869741100327,67.44660194174757,9.585113268608417,27.846278317152105,9.2995712137729,2.1874025889967643,402,11,79,7,6,134,68,103,0.152,0.764,0.084,-0.8135,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,2,22,19,7,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,3,16,2,11,11,2,8,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212098140841271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883585336028305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532171883909125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679283862947808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447945515436445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124023410606714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491883335983434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819584573322895,0.0,0.19518953962495192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116322564851652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662779097476688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737210050067425,0.0,0.09429794598869183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263655720894567,0.257679570740638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188908607652362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520421087158312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709532830247056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153494197265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323327065843584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620906049958581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,morten88,2020/01/08,What's your thoughts: feeling alone doesn't actually means that you are alone nor lonely. I'm not judging. I'm not saying it's wrong. I'm not taking sides. What so you think? How do you define loneliness? Is there a difference between feeling lonely (mentally) and actually being lonely?,2.410990566037736,5.360466584905662,3.9145047169811313,78.7974174528302,90.69811320754715,6.423584905660378,25.49292452830189,7.645422480735847,2.2225113207547174,231,10,37,5,8,76,38,53,0.121,0.6579999999999999,0.221,0.5609,0,8,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,12,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.4902282526069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202906530987328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242822523700576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25400694177337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360718188871463,0.0,0.0,0.253128998107664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974734149342765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885508281149785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094513470843105,0.0,0.19940778861750413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462441957115197,0.0,0.0 lonely,8daysaweeeek,2020/01/08,"Alone on my birthday One of my friends from home’s birthday is the day before mine, so we usually do something together for our birthdays and invite all our friends. She is going back to school today so last week I suggested that we get dinner last night. She didn’t even respond to that text. Last night she went out to dinner with some of my friends without inviting me, and they posted it on their private stories. Now I didn’t get to celebrate with any friends and I’m going to be on a train back to school for most of my actual birthday. At least I’ll get to have breakfast with my family.",4.728760504201682,5.58130762184874,5.085199579831933,85.09821953781513,69.42016806722688,7.966806722689077,30.841386554621852,8.07648339933343,2.0755453781512605,473,19,94,6,8,150,74,119,0.032,0.826,0.142,0.9292,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,18,4,22,10,4,21,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,2,12,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.15105528053612954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160318484596133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105264298389803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805195973418974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171712952201695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982844250019604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223907409997668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592471804038065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783696165782234,0.0,0.24261828546973035,0.0,0.17594444086956834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552696317480939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785299669612731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29052479994044283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489149407027998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482485536151125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31331681681597984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916693123616985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672531649513978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704822161235527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241653131083672,0.0,0.0,0.14349432143422775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492145742599185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ahjani,2020/01/08,"I’m trapped, alone and feel deprived of love and affection. Please help Off the bat, this isn’t a r/niceguy or r/incel type post. The biggest fear I have is falling into those kinds of groups or becoming one of them. I do think I’m a nice guy, like genuinely nice and caring. But I don’t like to say it, because it makes me feel like a dick. Anyway. I’m making this post because I am trapped and scared, and haven’t felt affection or love ever. I do have my parents, and I know they love me. But it’s become stale. Almost everyday my Mum says something to me like, “get a job” or “get a life”. And I know I NEED to do these things and get out my room. But it makes me feel more trapped, like even if I do get out, or go get a job. I know I’ll just come back to the same place it all started. Like it means nothing. One major problem I have, is that I don’t have any IRL friends. I’ve put so much time onto the internet, that I’ve lost the connection to the real world. And that I don’t know where to go to get back into it. I want to go out with people. Go drinking, nightclubbing, house-parties, just staying in studying or watching a movie. But I can’t have that, because I have no one to do it with. I want to meet a mutual friend girl, who’ll maybe turn into someone who loves me, and I love them. Not just a title like “girlfriend” or “boyfriend”. But who genuinely cares about me and who’ll talk to me when I need them and they need me. I have made plans to fix all this for this year. I want to start going to the gym and bodybuilding. I want to get a job and meet people. I want to go back to college or start UNI, to have fun. And have a set out future. But all this will only start in June. 6 months of more hell to sit through. 6 months of more loneliness, with the only thing to cuddle is my own damn pillow. Anyway, if have any information about how to get out, where to go, what to do. Please say. It’ll help me a lot. I need it more than ever. I also didn’t make this to find new friends, I can barely handle the ones I have. I just need people to hang out with IRL.",1.2119148432879925,2.6286949797752825,2.7393524541691328,96.28050118273212,78.97752808988764,5.852749852158487,20.474571259609693,6.4704718818221325,-0.04412359550561762,1586,39,385,13,38,519,183,445,0.08900000000000001,0.722,0.18899999999999997,0.9909,4,4,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,5,2,20,28,2,2,21,0,33,9,1,8,5,90,90,35,0,13,21,2,4,7,4,4,1,3,2,2,29,29,1,0,12,2,0,11,9,7,0,4,4,8,46,21,52,82,12,53,1,2,1,7,32,19,3,12,25,244,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881325872402758,0.07117330405149161,0.0,0.05495544327248423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934640560499048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585245570986105,0.0,0.12567341481471092,0.1517919141803558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401294543410896,0.0,0.0,0.05919628570560818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731954104433246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538898134667211,0.1243225388438516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732922363699984,0.1042408499385146,0.04909365686073428,0.06598207770988762,0.0,0.0628089311510481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927894834844236,0.0,0.28722734904735536,0.0,0.27338653594462275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804370827279899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212327586877707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458230206996805,0.0,0.0,0.07156141459455315,0.15106709045048525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048539042572925815,0.23501220537887765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501611259034184,0.0584233759569859,0.3101128896168205,0.06502462508966306,0.1834848152717434,0.0,0.06903858224807181,0.07485634051373923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970346462916182,0.0,0.05051718433284707,0.2547754361524306,0.0,0.06637030579034472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593879429721163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626608700015965,0.1045294732488938,0.0,0.0,0.0763055443094774,0.0,0.0,0.14292560475949326,0.0,0.07179788356852274,0.15086807842157815,0.0,0.0,0.13162972951275967,0.0,0.0,0.06575585978989047,0.0,0.06908268631113683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782185244233244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394695755056388,0.06880081358934417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822632210105365,0.05290409431651832,0.0,0.0,0.1945617765446392,0.07324648860485206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055234617460231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913091686528838,0.044033068593441305,0.0,0.0,0.04007124595410271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474774094445923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266449251395727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425349464904841 lonely,dhilln,2020/01/08,"Finally out of here I think 2020 has been going good for me so far, a friend that I had a crush on admitted that she also had a crush on me and we're now dating (online) since like a week ago. She also lives like 30 mins away from me so in the future we plan to maybe meet, I'm pretty shy though. I think I can say that i'm finally out of here, any advice to make sure i don't get stuck alone again?",5.834,2.875699177777779,6.820555555555552,86.23750000000004,68.33333333333334,10.333333333333334,25.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,1.0940000000000003,306,3,79,3,4,104,62,90,0.057,0.7070000000000001,0.237,0.9388,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,15,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,11,5,12,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,11,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033457859283632,0.18446163008752045,0.0,0.0,0.21552128805883333,0.0,0.33282332688562954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151017727451085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550994920258133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455910780347056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077191004030328,0.0,0.1087198512444091,0.0,0.11826388148106055,0.17453829061758858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332717196548475,0.0,0.18374967364004155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890349848727612,0.0,0.2090570947935121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170509476205568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548367366815578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721364384666239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961249146576107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666748098015985,0.20445002911111887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691941843610164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway9397ttv,2020/01/08,Keep listening to frank ocean an crying A song from Blond came on so I listened to the whole album an “Self Control” played... now I keep dreaming about my ex who I actually felt true love with an the dreams are so real I keep seeing them in the dream come back an saying they miss me only to wake up an realize it my 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lonely,M_y_t_hs,2020/01/08,I'm so lonely I've had to make an imaginary girlfriend Yep I'm not proud of it but it makes me happy happier than I've been in a while I can see her I don't Know if I'm going insane but i can actually see her and touch her and we talk for 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lonely,gh0strr,2020/01/08,"Trapped inside my house (19m) Been like 8 months since I consistently left my house. I just don't have a reason. Lost all my friends, no job, done High school. Now I haven't had friends in so long I just lost motivation to go out and live my life. I don't deserve this bullshit but it is what it is. Prolly gonna be the same shit for the next 9 months until I go to college if I'm alive by then",1.2963546798029562,2.4318810000000037,2.955993431855504,96.00620689655176,78.08045977011494,6.3507389162561605,21.623973727422005,6.868970318607317,0.1312180623973722,305,8,78,3,7,101,64,87,0.153,0.7040000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.4216,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,2,1,10,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,7,9,2,13,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,8,45,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937413660577986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925382507612477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519125454211532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002829133898967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369025993073391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878721243605037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569808822146302,0.0,0.1337231952666422,0.09249279803310052,0.0,0.16717412914710214,0.1675433455217995,0.0,0.0,0.413333009483711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022288253830367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013452934091859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946537727663387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916032087929254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433553886816726,0.15660849146058425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,roxthisworld,2020/01/08,"I don't know where to start... So 2019 was hell and even though 2020 just started, I'm lonlier than ever. I (20F) got fired from my job almost exactly a year ago for being on the autism spectrum and lost all of my friends due to being on the spectrum too. They all kept telling me for months that I should've already known how to act around people but before them, I never interacted with anyone besides my family for 6 years (I made my first friend at 16). They all said I was manipulative for not knowing how to interact with people when that was the kind of behavior I knew due to being bullied as a kid... they also manipulated me and said everything was my fault to the point I attempted suicide, deleted every social account I have, and haven't left my house in a month in fear of history repeating itself. I just wish that they knew what they did to me... and I wish I was a better person.",7.007821473158554,5.859252353932586,7.5694007490636706,76.02010611735332,64.78651685393258,10.607740324594259,32.69912609238452,9.725611199111238,2.8403275905118592,701,23,140,12,9,233,111,178,0.156,0.754,0.09,-0.9291,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,6,4,13,8,1,1,8,0,12,0,0,5,6,32,27,13,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,5,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,14,3,27,4,25,10,3,24,1,1,0,0,16,9,1,1,14,101,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035068773596414,0.0,0.14724903457201075,0.0,0.16227300201297,0.1175955930063325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028205702285898,0.0,0.0,0.13090541050891574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512846508862605,0.0,0.0,0.13005351093739995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712494085345208,0.13301487358501166,0.1238957155514096,0.0,0.13215878971381478,0.0,0.1386253713024566,0.16547179621905414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508040080999627,0.0,0.0,0.22722046891198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760907937978955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967561203560547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459241384044674,0.0,0.0,0.1531296352918688,0.16162934031105156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976993072993334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052211973527916,0.0,0.0,0.13914198288819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347473372919687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341379497325442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389149520209773,0.1283981272084834,0.0,0.0,0.1390094983975083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27975587996840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498986520753033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816507088923844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084850609579995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285279204188656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447558492043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381997987543118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939037285367585 lonely,emopunch,2020/01/08,"Lonely in a crowd Does anyone feel lonely when they're constantly surrounding by friends/romantic partners? It's like I'm in a fog, or watching the world through an opaque glass. I don't think I've ever felt a real connection to my friends or girlfriends. I think keeping people around is a defense mechanism that my brain developed to keep me from killing myself. I always ALWAYS surround myself with others to keep myself from doing it. How do you feel less lonely when you're with others?",5.568493788819879,7.448648054347827,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,68.45652173913044,7.86583850931677,30.534161490683232,8.418075326091056,2.5297683229813654,399,16,65,6,7,125,63,92,0.136,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.7319,0,6,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,6,0,4,1,1,1,1,17,13,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,10,2,12,12,1,10,0,3,1,0,5,6,0,2,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019915252418904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714171600154102,0.0,0.0,0.1873326192740003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349161265344353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274065138452286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184153926560942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035137336346492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280548837882665,0.0,0.20205152221395653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258230056522496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611354501685282,0.2328162108842121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280838044806022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588979819630835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395221925952466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696777320706632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hanakomai,2020/01/08,"When I think of him I can't stop. My ex broke up with me a bit more than a month ago and at first it was hard to adjust. I had so many things going to take care if my depression, seeing doctors, and then suddenly getting broken up with. It was hard at first yes but up until now ive been feeling better. Problem is though the chance of hearing him in the background of my friends much since I'm a friend to his brother. Well today was that day that I heard him talking through the mic to my friend. And I pretended i was alright acting normal but deep inside of me I felt really lonely. I miss him so much but he asked me through my friend to stop trying to friend him since he said he would try to friend me back in the future since he thinks he needs to heal more. Of course I respect my ex and everything but damn it hurts so much. At night my brain tends to over think a lot and at times my depression kicks in again. I get so anxious that I feel like he would never really add me back and that I'm probably just a good lost memory that he would rather leave in the past...I dont know I'm starting to feel disgusted in myself for all of these bad thoughts about this. Being lonely and not having the person that I wanted to spend my life with is crushing and makes me feel so small at times...",2.985774907749075,4.03795306642067,3.8022490774907753,91.93636254612551,73.68634686346863,6.896014760147603,22.40608856088561,7.1686216300943375,0.5020729151291521,1015,24,228,10,20,324,145,271,0.17,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.6486,0,4,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,4,15,25,2,0,11,2,16,4,1,1,2,44,46,22,0,9,8,3,7,1,6,3,3,3,0,1,12,12,0,2,11,1,1,2,4,12,1,2,11,11,35,13,40,31,8,40,0,8,1,0,28,16,1,2,23,152,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879055047084633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120304100863914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270769790631753,0.0,0.0,0.15250650399499166,0.08280024872793341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770509551293723,0.1082646092817364,0.0,0.0,0.11070309621334806,0.0,0.0,0.1011072996169533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395446936025939,0.0,0.1708246720398444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150156029101456,0.0,0.0,0.11622290955597445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912484708162577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056712838125632,0.07084487835695029,0.09521580929194436,0.0,0.0,0.16870268892806126,0.0,0.0,0.4596967690786763,0.0,0.10362126140741944,0.0,0.056358854605383035,0.08317652034416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766819122533892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176834325985233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616025520425394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054499554173886015,0.0,0.0,0.10500346585445428,0.0,0.0,0.0700445390816285,0.04844795544767243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082524242663346,0.08430818210621957,0.0,0.0,0.06619469932311606,0.1005397074773483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915410160864443,0.0,0.2186973231072519,0.07353102594805541,0.07648365391228723,0.0,0.0,0.09306145097951443,0.09716254141082196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466606066855128,0.0,0.08658874281312376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691872873703588,0.09488936424691903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705775607105266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433046442223536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902320820770492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460957408044119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019086717922561,0.0,0.0,0.16581599654051327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456119383048611,0.07970662617704799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588210534446486,0.19062650376818602,0.09743101038490072,0.07872746953418577,0.11565007484705768,0.0,0.09399865933142602,0.0,0.0,0.134655679092051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849122773703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916298425972312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133603668927084,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cassiestonem264,2020/01/08,"i miss being held it’s such a comforting feeling to be wanted and held by someone you love :’), i miss that feeling",-0.3293478260869556,1.8060490000000016,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,102.47826086956522,4.039130434782609,23.14130434782609,5.985473137389443,0.7663999999999995,89,4,17,1,4,30,19,23,0.11800000000000001,0.517,0.365,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5935223810610752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297125093041863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972900550153399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461768938694412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frostedsnowman3000,2020/01/08,"Just your everyday M(20). I've had this problem for years ,I don't really get enough skin contact with people ,maybe a minute or two a week,just hugs and handshakes.I'm not sure how to fix it and I'm not sure if I should tell anyone about it. It can be considered sad or embarrassing so I feel like it's better to keep it to myself.I don't really have any close friends right now so I don't know who I would share it with. Ive just gown used to it .",0.8839342403628123,2.541463153061226,2.6240136054421757,95.64400226757373,80.73469387755101,6.396371882086169,18.03174603174603,7.3871296695380915,-0.010296145124716105,351,7,86,5,9,116,67,98,0.129,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.3462,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,2,0,10,2,1,2,2,22,16,8,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,7,7,8,12,1,5,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973503112913534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424237599838176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077434271741741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427068591895385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187687624781692,0.1678073291128149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147744953467806,0.0,0.12272169505654858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878334641603924,0.0,0.0,0.12909083671059418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147566654527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598120070070194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162844961584077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476050696650485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009564443307306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059700741531036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427670143789062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530649640236812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294559509198906,0.0,0.0,0.2028717992981151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841668502913006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686097233183736,0.0,0.0,0.15126314102106575 lonely,AkiKuro14,2020/01/08,"I feel so alone but am never alone I just feel alone with no one to connect to in the world, I feel like I always have a shell of myself that everyone sees. I have great parents and siblings who keep in touch all the time, friends from high school who I still keep close with, and roommates who I talk to and converse with everyday. This is what I mean by never being alone, Its not like I go through periods of isolation and cut all contact with the outside world but I can't help but feel alone, never feeling like there is somebody to connect to in more than a platonic way. I just want to feel love and embrace from somebody, somebody to hold, I feel so isolated in my own head and thoughts.",5.792535971223023,5.6350251870503625,5.617904676258996,85.73174910071943,66.9136690647482,8.676618705035972,33.20233812949641,8.07648339933343,2.236287050359712,547,22,114,6,8,170,79,139,0.18600000000000005,0.634,0.18,0.4435,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,5,35,22,11,0,1,6,1,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,9,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,9,14,6,22,20,4,17,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,10,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326922265491169,0.0,0.0,0.10166098709539388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674528543956235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324342619444291,0.1745664360119324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439358742342553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943596075220869,0.0,0.0,0.13470048862538592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538877075764926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818926159227444,0.129086626836196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719292521478625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906841914427554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026944286374447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308648623841418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826911243188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827902448012407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566301402075706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364956851105716,0.09735918911133666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975706483095693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820118250578948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969948293479744,0.07124234616101738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720631145173962,0.09697835439048284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The-one-who-knocks1,2020/01/08,"I feel betrayed I talk almost no one in a day, however there is my section in band that I talk to sometimes, or my only friends, more acquaintances, and I remember I was called by one of them, and they how I was doing and stuff, and then I walked away, but before I did I heard someone not from my section say, “Why do you make fun of him?”, and they laughed. Welp I guess no-one would even care.",9.52581300813008,4.700090036585369,9.028536585365856,79.01605691056912,63.26829268292683,12.396747967479675,39.52845528455285,8.841846274778883,3.1933040650406506,301,10,70,3,3,97,58,82,0.048,0.773,0.179,0.9161,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,18,4,8,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279585814117486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138846597594186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371337461559554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324560929923071,0.0,0.23210433728844296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681541079362415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503606716404333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510667526267265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758818178721521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507821299114997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519581363225668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085230502450222,0.1731380759999888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25788306140878897,0.0,0.0,0.18103640956695025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288709811304325,0.0,0.2251516614999237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060477422399103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659528781088983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205418707644308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171602158223208,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,selfhatefulpatato,2020/01/08,"I think some of us are lonely because we arent ""attractive"" Its in human nature to not like ugly people. I am pretty sure i would have been in relationship if i were at least avarage (one of them kinfa confessed). Even friendship wise it effects dramaticly as well, especially for other gender. I think it is extremely hard for very good looking person to be truly lonely like us... Just ranted out a bit to know if anyon else feel same",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,69.24096385542168,7.9429718875502,27.086345381526108,8.344100000000001,1.9980538152610443,344,11,59,5,6,114,67,83,0.113,0.654,0.233,0.9097,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,16,14,3,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,3,9,7,12,10,4,4,1,2,1,0,8,4,0,3,2,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852941627758925,0.21764999822114248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948962067931047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319082689613137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745014659623912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030179699341344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740623335276106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816831353487958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028712591265345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167408015553736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755594200403069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783797969778759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394168997455356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147265691578084,0.1854774666490706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610810766526609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280602185863963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020389315762774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272221075137524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110316327191676,0.0,0.0,0.17526923408921669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909916220293924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508974932279533,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,metroidblade,2020/01/08,"I turn 30 in a little over 24 hours.... And I have tomorrow off work and it sucks. It’s just going to be sitting around trying to keep my mind busy till I go back to work. And I have roommates I could hang out with but I just quickly get bored. See we have one thing in common and we are all recovering addicts. And this house is kind of of a sober living offshoot of a yearlong program we all went through. As such there’s a couple of guys I have similar interests with but... And to go through this I’m an hour away from my gf. Which just isn’t feasible to see all the time so we limit our visits to monthly. And then lately has just had issue after issue and puts it all on me like I’m her counselor or something. On top of that has crap roommate that she constantly has to foot all bills and I have to help out. And then I just don’t make friends well. I never have. I think this is the best I’ve ever done having my a bunch of people I’d call work associates but nothing special. So yeah. Just super feeling by myself. Physically mentally sexually. Bleh.",0.546195995785034,2.86352315068493,2.458470319634704,92.4390015806112,86.89954337899543,5.19571478749561,20.7518440463646,6.67199483983844,0.373064488935722,826,27,177,10,26,274,134,219,0.059000000000000004,0.8009999999999999,0.14,0.965,0,0,1,1,0,0,23.0,5,0,0,7,15,11,2,0,8,1,19,3,2,1,7,43,34,20,0,1,10,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,10,19,0,2,2,0,1,7,3,3,1,1,3,3,23,8,33,29,7,36,0,0,2,0,13,12,2,1,17,132,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465904034330227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629421449541056,0.0,0.0,0.13329136231449126,0.10908913149595327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488836193469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448649442559391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331087105132304,0.0,0.11327150412065158,0.1569762531309086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518207803991826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832937088174234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173364174182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960826801182516,0.0,0.07412112346252298,0.0,0.2418836576783577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047342270055235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509234725856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794263827620189,0.1636987199975614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961504581899692,0.0,0.12610041109268538,0.0,0.14773558197457468,0.0,0.0,0.16003533199877282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931042603553209,0.1421908262912752,0.1252736468104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469920389797462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297140651314974,0.0,0.14324807174379506,0.0,0.11323913371082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941874818929018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612791481824335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613465902332048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835466742258868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261834990779518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610375100292165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921831558208912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425200191315902,0.09090444971826424,0.0,0.0,0.08272543066702147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632029256687992,0.15431362099646018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755800257279487,0.1315147408770761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098487473924296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heymaybeperhaps,2020/01/08,imy nobody knows i exist nobody knows i have this secret world of thoughts. i wonder if my uncle is dead i wonder if my grandpa is dead. i miss u tonight good night. love your loved ones take care of yourself and others gn. please be healthy,1.213750000000001,3.7751962083333375,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,86.91666666666666,3.2,18.416666666666664,3.1291,-0.7751083333333337,190,5,38,0,6,58,36,48,0.16,0.503,0.336,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,14,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,4,2,12,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,4,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663407160805459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191067714544825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871296205068345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715393460981005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451460338400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701575741666462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28675136308381804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964119488095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738691163133888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665841389472419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AGroveNamedOtto,2020/01/08,"I want 1 single friend [19M] It’s been getting hard to be so lonely all the time. I mean it’s been an absolute great opportunity to focus on myself and making myself a better person, but being such a... social outcast really pains me. I’d love to have a friend. I’d love to have someone who cares for me, or someone to have my back or do a daily check in with me. We could crack jokes and talk about football politics or video games or music,,, SOMETHING. Idk. Maybe when I start college up this year things will brighten up for me. Who knows.",2.7075656565656554,4.2822119181818215,4.194848484848485,86.75671717171717,75.27272727272728,6.343434343434343,22.222222222222207,6.937597516519254,0.6126464646464638,421,11,86,4,9,140,79,110,0.071,0.649,0.281,0.9815,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,1,1,15,19,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,9,13,13,2,9,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,4,5,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885573062515615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271295534666893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106332980095741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494610690675432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192233957462998,0.0,0.1079352733029438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277673121734241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850649617335536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353701344202682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729128954503685,0.0,0.13790109994038627,0.0,0.20754843208652327,0.2250381685060658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198273949053782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038729684531007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234748776958902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105935128221484,0.35008777598633506,0.15904384865402696,0.0,0.0,0.1462261765483176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605002416732306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724988384708062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046487628676265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218527272467492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303783376889766 lonely,SilhouetteJay,2020/01/08,"Solo life So it’s 1:30 in the morning and it’s come to my mind that for the past 10 years or so I’ve been going on about my life by myself. I have friends that I can talk to and count on if anything comes up but I like to keep to myself so I don’t deal with drama and it’s been getting rather sad, I don’t go out and I don’t hang out, my social battery runs out fast and I don’t get the same enjoyment from things like I used to. I don’t know if it’s me or just the lifestyle I chose to live.",-0.24230769230769056,0.8175757521367544,2.0841111111111097,100.95950000000002,82.07692307692308,5.021880341880342,17.682905982905982,4.935628992294339,-0.9120078632478634,381,7,105,1,10,130,67,117,0.038,0.8390000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,0,23,18,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,1,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,16,4,18,16,1,16,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954396787403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091650288770681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484883296040535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834894839647156,0.0,0.2481646127928236,0.0,0.2699498759352197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109812041404635,0.0,0.0,0.13052206251154105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33550210995982943,0.23205793755015466,0.0,0.20971407745571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980412463386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267176250447657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209813885172055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908909788742752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577823599203404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512103217039804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294019042037332 lonely,lonelylesbiann,2020/01/08,I feel like my fetishes keep me from finding anyone I'm into some weird stuff but I've been hardwired to only enjoy sex when I think about it. I literally can't get pleasure otherwise. It fucking sucks and now I'll never get a girlfriend and atp why am I even trying??,2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,77.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,25.54545454545455,6.742157984588678,1.1167454545454552,214,8,41,2,5,72,46,55,0.166,0.726,0.107,-0.5182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,4,10,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248398719086432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123851211102568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625886935695739,0.2297201203630211,0.0,0.0,0.2938969338711363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29727392247588297,0.3360001343039242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285814306931986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570963267197103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800429600583215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445583066294721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681054090249869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060405042943304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831584389724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901548431871786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scrumppus,2020/01/08,"Just wanna talk I really really want to talk to people where I live, when I talk to people about this issue they just say oh you're not trying or try to be less anti social but I really am trying, i'm trying my hardest but it just feels like something invisible is grabbing my throat and stopping any words from coming out and I choke up and either say nothing or just look dumb which makes it even harder because i'm terrified of messing up and looking like I don't know how to operate like a normal human and i'm not sure what to do part of me just wants to scream",3.1672504708097904,4.46535813559322,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,73.57627118644069,7.278342749529191,22.433145009416194,7.793537801064563,1.0160760828625237,452,11,90,6,9,153,76,118,0.185,0.7290000000000001,0.086,-0.9314,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,1,30,16,11,0,4,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,10,4,15,15,3,7,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,2,5,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838915078117947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716130659016264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372984526501828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527412036048904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059124672491656,0.11386665635474595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635942400349582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759535128760551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336064436269421,0.0,0.14074232303113926,0.0,0.2676911717361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639257565457494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616617559333335,0.1529368662022009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726014251401685,0.0,0.22099882499565826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632366481426104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350310772696666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247576165076935,0.0,0.12270449407316696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133255314527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022108908486775,0.0,0.0,0.384329561540184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43285533952463306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802207535574986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Steviethegardener,2020/01/08,"Just a little something to those who feel alone Gday All. I do not know what you are goimg through. But i get lonely myself at times. But yeah. If you ever want to reach out. You should. To me or others. Look. I am dealing with something. Things myself today. Had a bit of rough start to the year. But as i say. It can't be good all the time. But also... it cannot be bad all the time. Safe travels in your life journey.",-1.7132954545454562,0.0005174431818169012,0.09818181818181948,104.15477272727274,107.52272727272728,2.2,12.318181818181818,3.1291,-1.8580136363636368,317,6,75,0,16,101,66,88,0.077,0.807,0.11599999999999999,0.3493,0,3,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,9,1,0,0,4,19,15,8,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,11,2,11,11,4,13,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,2,7,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244853845629628,0.0,0.1890603759776785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973960087550268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810311067854913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437326923570487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138502078836532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953813919088087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351667862252087,0.0,0.0,0.1982930412687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299270791830865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698636371528744,0.0,0.23694916878816974,0.0,0.0,0.1985284124986425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188006086319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640064520140983,0.0,0.0,0.16733521028130796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706311083807498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41356511975056015,0.0,0.22409304881818876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944323936041694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224301431236675 lonely,HallowHawks,2020/01/08,"Feels pointless to try anymore 6 years of on and off online dating. I've been on a whopping 1 date in all that time, and have talked to quite a few women. None except 1 really clicked a whole bunch, and they all ended up ghosting me anyway. Last straw for me was the holidays. Started talking to a really nice gal, we got along great I felt. For the first time in a long time I felt a click. Got pretty personal with her, she even said having someone there who listens instead of constantly feeds advice was an amazing change for her. After about a month she mentioned she would be all alone for Christmas, to which I offered to do something with her, even if it only meant Skype (we were about 2 hours away) That was 2 weeks ago and she hasnt said anything to me since, so I can only assume I've been ghosted. It stung quite a bit. Feels pointless to try much more, online dating has gotten me no where but hurt, and I'm too much of a damn introvert to go out and about. I never felt depressed about it, I'm the most positive go getter guy I know, just lonely lol. But as I creep closer and closer to 30 I start feeling hopeless and even depressed a bit. I dunno what I'm going to do anymore, I feel I'm getting desperate, and I dont want to be that way in the slightest. I hate self pitying myself where I feel stupid and weak for even writing this whole post out. I'm just not sure what to do or where to go anymore I guess, just wanna get my ramblings out there to anyone who would listen I suppose.",3.5741456914421086,4.583250609120526,4.419699437370448,88.23009401835951,72.22475570032574,6.6241634586911475,25.680929819366302,6.574015621080383,0.8950403908794784,1175,36,243,8,22,379,170,307,0.133,0.7759999999999999,0.091,-0.9329,0,3,1,0,0,1,31.0,2,0,1,3,20,14,3,0,15,1,19,2,0,0,5,51,52,16,2,5,9,0,8,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,12,18,1,0,11,1,0,4,6,10,0,1,15,14,31,4,44,33,14,42,0,6,2,0,25,16,1,6,20,167,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488336592366484,0.08607181243793181,0.0,0.0,0.10056458827442824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28888636171814924,0.06789341114488533,0.0,0.07990365364161572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122707887559013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201245984920497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271716011628076,0.0,0.0,0.10492880170948574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726130155725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137985215541278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600030153846505,0.0,0.0,0.25653012921932056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547916982700674,0.0,0.2796888763342629,0.0,0.0,0.08259179130674421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145974141233302,0.0,0.22073287805577735,0.0,0.15531681185878635,0.10705125344166552,0.10696475928548876,0.0961426141207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586450018392226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562229771501164,0.0,0.1039457722768048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053362703739234615,0.07914809984406823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592896801222581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750296195838016,0.0,0.14275689209372014,0.0,0.07488821929796934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476953132906798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478251794770669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299336127172256,0.0987839107779142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655205557923426,0.0,0.0,0.1244073552117293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847254974045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129473627998277,0.0,0.0,0.08032074333509433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227110131897811,0.07475103950665453,0.0,0.0,0.13745339782172789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151402847739068,0.0,0.0,0.15608792193671828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985645410401176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184678698963764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057271111743715436,0.07707213611587961,0.07788642477605855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681363943268447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379517378471484,0.0,0.0,0.06252814209477323 lonely,_temporalVoid,2020/01/08,"hey i don't want to make this sound depressing; but i'm kind of having a mental breakdown. and. i just lost all of my friends. and i feel so worthless and cold and expendable and this really hurts. i'm crying in my room alone right now lol. i could use some company. my name is tv, i'm 16,'and non binary",0.01171875,2.274609234375003,2.0956250000000023,94.286875,89.46875,6.325,18.9375,7.645422480735847,0.6338500000000002,237,7,54,5,8,79,48,64,0.29600000000000004,0.602,0.10300000000000001,-0.9295,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,15,12,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,2,4,10,2,4,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372657804053266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234142443798435,0.0,0.3221298584540732,0.0,0.0,0.25258246283452285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827992539148382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226570203442046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139384773222639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053828098077167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012546668458824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575181947632914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955348282356314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786841834632076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504405087050096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532805313138621,0.0,0.0,0.17297101384264135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mcheehee,2020/01/08,"Surrounded by people but still feeling lonely I’m in high school. Obviously I have my whole life ahead of me, so hopefully it won’t be this way for long. I talk with lots of people at my school and I’m very sociable, after all I’m involved in my high school’s theatre program. I get good grades and I know my parents care about me. But does anyone else have that feeling where you can’t help but feel alone despite having so many friends? I have kind people in my life but I can’t help but think about the past and how unattractive I am and I begin to feel so lonely. It almost feels as if I shouldn’t have friends. I’m not suicidal, but I wish I didn’t have to be so worried about this.",1.3542266009852213,3.3209706344827623,2.6906650246305444,94.21905172413796,80.58620689655173,5.5221674876847295,21.391625615763548,6.5431188927421005,0.22636945812807865,542,16,121,5,14,175,83,145,0.114,0.617,0.27,0.9832,1,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,1,2,28,30,17,1,4,8,1,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,5,19,6,17,25,3,15,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,4,6,78,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816372643077435,0.1429022414064372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647651122338433,0.14137342637170194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067643324465726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074433305168834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526182145419472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488258062683364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320090007704265,0.0,0.0720871268362101,0.0,0.0,0.11572830306068352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849657365608264,0.2915599012667292,0.0,0.13704198780277882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368149238060635,0.07582838156742458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949140361497159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210503062151508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730284951706227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988670947555415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532067881192317,0.0,0.13171436498281405,0.2869669962170893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189193358407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018836453046127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092410661715194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090043863333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840989303312081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138452210578952,0.0,0.10951947589032016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540460492806302,0.15866638653981222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012202835985196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quinn12044,2020/01/08,"Falling apart... (Explicit sorry just how I am feeling) I am falling apart, and just letting myself go. It fucking sucks. I am also falling apart from my friends. They are doing it to me talking to me less and insulting me and when I do talk they barely listen and give artificial replies. There is no spark of friendliness. My best friend has been really mean and bitchy too me and I am SO sick of it! Don't know the point of posting this, but I am doing it anyway I just need to rant, but can't to anyone.",0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,85.76470588235293,5.3607843137254925,22.225490196078432,6.816661863887847,0.7102196078431375,393,14,80,5,12,130,64,102,0.17600000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.095,-0.6853,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,10,6,3,0,1,0,15,2,0,1,1,17,24,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,2,16,3,8,22,2,10,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,1,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921963874602772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418915397192802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614340558240623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259615865187496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849360216238018,0.23030565092578675,0.0,0.2389767624300275,0.14157954591599994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690878188688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547401152886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136262082456025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847178999175216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235497107885045,0.0,0.2385862582505917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959142122032538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788672952058311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004633529072805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nosynewt,2020/01/08,"You never realize how little friends you have until you need them. I’m so tired of being flaked on, being ignored and ghosted. No one ever wants to hang out with me, and when I make plans they always get cancelled on or the people invited forget. :( I don’t even want to make new friends cause it’ll always stay the same.",3.515625,5.039603062500003,4.336375,86.77112500000004,73.0625,6.370000000000001,23.7375,6.742157984588678,0.7848475000000001,252,7,49,2,5,81,52,64,0.20600000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.095,-0.7979,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,2,18,12,7,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,8,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990380929515855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632366370690045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837471316654947,0.2168978664573602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705122111096353,0.0,0.1252769605896282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403260192150953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201146415594794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779639650574433,0.18493578570226335,0.2315843588125097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248347741047478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662356588636389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555772630068269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755958124594739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828609932951987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AntonToniHafner,2020/01/08,"Whenever I think I have a S/O within grasp, they just fall away like sand in my hands Thought I had someone, turns out i didn’t. I’m just destined to be alone and suffer this endless cycle of hope and let-down.",3.235333333333333,3.655500977777777,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,72.55555555555556,6.888888888888888,26.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.7427777777777779,164,5,38,1,3,53,39,45,0.128,0.746,0.126,-0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,9,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,2,6,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868405015244221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509220248437589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709766254872937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381936108067574,0.0,0.18247660332096546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164711817677949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393281380617474,0.0,0.29652275510716497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062682487503008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheDoctorIsShinn,2020/01/08,"I have no one 5 months ago I got into a car crash. A week later, I dropped out of Uni because i exhausted all my savings paying for tickets and physically couldn't get to Uni without a car. I lost around 10-12 friends that day. Little did i know. No one would be missing me or looking for me when the next semester began. The only person who reached out was my Choir Director. I feel so unwanted, yknow? I haven't been able to make a single long term friend in 5 months. I only get one life and the planet is DYING. I'm 20 years constantly wondering if I'll see 40. I go to work, come home, watch cartoons, and lay around with my cat. Im posting this here, because I've had ZERO luck on ""Friend"" subreddits. Thanks for reading",2.129225606608156,3.874372671140943,3.768590604026848,88.45791430046465,77.3221476510067,6.732266391326795,25.55549819308209,7.61054688173877,1.2966712441920487,564,21,119,8,13,188,107,149,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,0.3683,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,1,1,23,26,7,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,3,10,0,0,3,3,1,4,5,3,0,4,7,5,15,6,16,16,3,27,0,2,3,0,5,8,0,4,13,67,18,4,0.15228999743078794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499589406974746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114077013561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856691378583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118434810869872,0.0,0.1645713852099248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821444970571074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805297384334632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700239850344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529766227300635,0.0,0.1591304762394799,0.0,0.08654991506428482,0.0,0.12180022290142585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527592843904927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449933032001632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836945998604573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107566928935651,0.0,0.15263458544348935,0.0,0.13477185543950526,0.1278852426259166,0.0,0.16624252198445666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165475583626137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431128460358597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196213995999542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095869306656408,0.2316468109924451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297375165753034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145851720695204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523312092669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135541089990312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020816882783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221578499479405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468021230420481,0.16515200595733182,0.11086893189472916,0.0,0.0,0.10818244476134736,0.0,0.0,0.0980697653217322 lonely,Advanced-Meal,2020/01/08,"Wondering if anyone would like to talk on this server No idea if this is consider advertising but I have a discord server I'm in where a bunch of us chat or talk in vc. If you are interested you can send me a message. I understand if this message gets deleted. We host movie nights and games nights. We are also a pretty active server. So, yea just hit me up we would love to have you.",0.9045850914205359,3.231469810126584,3.0687763713080187,88.69517580872015,85.07594936708861,6.042756680731365,20.17018284106892,7.3871296695380915,0.6872014064697605,301,9,63,5,9,102,54,79,0.057999999999999996,0.73,0.213,0.9413,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,4,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,0,0,0,16,14,9,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,7,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,6,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630209803340865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163818082686744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824783104515675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771055080926425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992413758227978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154606435306395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607135284760524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973101888638974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945986292114986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555427026924194,0.2952699269381572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620151032426564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487493841701488,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sludgefactory2,2020/01/08,"I have imaginary friends It’s great until your consciousness tells you “dude stop they aren’t real” then you feel more lonely. Then you make a fake family in your head to talk to and they comfort you until they’re gone too. Overall, besides the loneliness you feel after you have a conversation with imaginary friends, I recommend it.",4.500874316939886,7.314541737704919,4.624180327868854,80.01747267759565,74.24590163934427,8.656830601092896,28.19945355191257,9.2995712137729,2.9183092896174867,270,11,46,7,6,84,43,61,0.153,0.632,0.215,0.6605,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,12,4,7,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,0,6,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920720507313657,0.0,0.3133100266697757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787345036463103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415791968670652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796614881376545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068081961157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526445916490118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590245705648679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490227124937244,0.27079756714282355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LameName323,2020/01/08,"Kinda Sad I was just about to take pictures of the area I'm vacationing in, but then i realized i had no friends to share my pics to lol.",2.869,3.1981792333333345,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,73.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8183333333333336,107,4,26,2,2,37,25,30,0.129,0.578,0.293,0.7874,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.716652191340856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6974307396769582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_UncleRuckus_,2020/01/08,"The Glory Hole, a place to make genuine friendships or merely decrease the loneliness. **Who Are We?** We are The Glory Hole, a group of nerds and loners from around the world with ages ranging from 18 to 35 that get together every day to hang out and pass the time. We are a server for meeting new people and making friends, and despite our numbers, we are still a pretty small close-knit group that would love to expand our circle with more unique and interesting people. And yes, we know, the name is ridiculous, that's the point. **What Do We Do?** We are a mainly voice-active community, so we spend most of our time chatting together while we play games or go about our day. We run weekly movie and music nights, occasional game nights, Minecraft server, and other seasonal events. There’s plenty of text and media channels to share your interests as well as a variety of voice channels for larger or smaller conversations, watching movies, or playing video games together. **Should You Join?** The Glory Hole has provided us with genuine and long-lasting friendships, and we would love to provide this opportunity to others such as yourself. A group of people like this is an amazing way to make new friends or at the very least fill those lonely evenings up with lots of laughter and other voices. So if you're 16+ and at all interested in joining our group or poking your head in to see what’s up, I welcome you to follow this link to join: [https://discord.gg/H4w58Px](https://discord.gg/H4w58Px)",4.903333333333336,7.592304148148147,4.486444444444448,82.13300000000002,72.33333333333334,6.542222222222222,26.355555555555554,7.554174236665415,1.5647599999999997,1200,42,203,15,25,363,157,270,0.032,0.731,0.23800000000000002,0.9959,0,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,17,4,0,1,9,21,1,0,17,1,13,3,1,3,1,49,23,26,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,13,30,0,0,2,9,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,5,22,18,37,20,6,33,0,1,2,2,39,12,0,9,15,136,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889364291574888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124399144796531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305178984327633,0.0,0.13145619579579293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108612890420836,0.0,0.08151563312579067,0.0,0.08867152653814799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012471914229232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574621855046345,0.12717965529346914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622500842639507,0.0,0.0,0.1380755388069806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264526504945376,0.28163388893350305,0.0,0.31243990383476244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137617550397233,0.0,0.29283423085821203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245003291085839,0.0,0.16301093765872562,0.0,0.14749226603590904,0.0,0.0,0.1587315898426777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243302148842788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460025377629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819566553071892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767658557044115,0.0,0.0,0.1287354022857019,0.0,0.12384387904776108,0.12515232424499215,0.0,0.14028350966968298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166867557276226,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zdon3K,2020/01/08,"May all what you ever wanted be in your favour I think i should find real friends and go out more but all My previous friends betrayed me. Ever since i started playing this game i never stepped out asin go to town, church or something. My parents think i am a loser I lost my Job The love of my life left me But the thing is that they dont know that Fortnite cured my depression, or else i would have committed suicide and leave them with pain. I find it hard opening up to someone about what i am going through Im just looking for assistance but every human has turned there back on me I think the only thing i should do now is have God in my life I know for a fact He will not abandon me After all that i have gone through i still feel there is still something left for me to do. Because now i dont have any friends but it happens my Father is my only friend and i am Grateful for that I have been failing ever since i was child,now im in college still failing. After all the disappointments he still believes in me but i am just a loser, a fool . Im just tired of acting everything is fine now feel like ending it all, all this pain Even though i have a family i still feel like im lonely. My own family is dead to me I else fail, I will cut off this pain There is no such thing as love No one will love you if its not benefitial Goodbye May all what you ever wanted be in your favour",2.429258050155809,3.710357938566556,3.634916159667608,91.69181332541922,75.41638225255974,6.324321115892566,24.00192906959489,6.7026698264267655,0.5981566701290988,1088,33,243,9,23,354,137,293,0.239,0.595,0.166,-0.9846,2,2,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,5,2,6,23,28,1,0,9,0,34,9,0,0,14,53,56,13,2,6,13,2,4,2,4,8,6,0,0,1,17,7,0,1,10,2,0,6,7,15,0,1,4,5,46,13,27,42,9,38,1,10,1,3,20,14,0,5,20,181,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056610174956977816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401108113360761,0.0,0.050746025090850085,0.0,0.0,0.09378980197179487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716997088984709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512752304428235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908280129801254,0.0,0.07373129980550866,0.0,0.0,0.05498323705922085,0.3012033062758687,0.0701383953382642,0.0,0.07481619036719471,0.0,0.15695395200798365,0.0,0.12627512654773967,0.11894200280287673,0.0,0.0,0.15217078015202307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726279567564125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193196172908834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361421531981797,0.0,0.07457211794560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596801165832031,0.0,0.0826088687833699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149971424391518,0.0,0.0,0.08814555702280345,0.180894174020946,0.0,0.11759830713233095,0.08133963931191318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990572376111957,0.0,0.0908729074643219,0.0,0.2253984560000063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420449289343046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056409684210582824,0.12662475862637546,0.26573902915497544,0.0,0.09243489735220704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947522403717797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772400099765628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053411590616172,0.12817376697623462,0.0,0.0,0.05892198924178652,0.0,0.3324020524747959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105767749842147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659149484114822,0.16002214042388688,0.08178883060465486,0.0,0.0,0.09567909918202992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054780781705654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820136521921403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913561208474207,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LackieLonoke,2020/01/08,"“I never thought I could be this happy,” she imagined one day saying to someone.",5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.66666666666666,6.0,35.0,3.1291,2.0469999999999997,62,3,10,0,1,20,14,15,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.657,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494185446483096,0.0,0.0,0.28224047681879993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658740722703059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753361047291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965550153762441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34802751483333083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708094828011351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34743589873131603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,therearemanybees,2020/01/08,"sometimes i see this body as a companion, oddly enough i’m gonna be upfront, i hate myself. i look in the mirror and i swear i don’t understand who i’m looking at. this body is not mine and i don’t feel attached to it. however, randomly, i feel a really... odd possessive attachment to it. like out of nowhere, i will have a sense of “this body may not belong to me but i’ve been entrusted to deal with it for as long as i have”. i feel bad at how i treat it, but i honestly don’t feel it’s mine. the random compliments i’ve got from my few friends make me feel uncomfortable, because it’s not me they are seeing. i’ve dyed my hair a million colors and not once has it felt like me. but then the feeling comes back. this body is stuck with me like i am with it. does anyone else feel this way, or am i just insane? all in all, i wouldn’t be surprised.",0.8105496624879471,2.496019196721313,2.987470266795242,92.81702025072323,81.07650273224044,6.71025393764063,21.693667630986823,7.724431198458867,0.7357877852780451,655,20,155,11,17,223,101,183,0.11199999999999999,0.718,0.17,0.8922,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,7,0,17,5,5,2,2,34,38,12,0,1,9,0,9,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,4,14,26,8,19,28,4,10,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,4,6,103,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351209828671103,0.13702947561390838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028355840656566,0.11166490235719127,0.08152490220147486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942071304463206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520268013618162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378770901446208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703424799171312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172019634471916,0.0,0.0,0.13818618692909485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733505154145674,0.0,0.12840860034589513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332496101904699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696178562248886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203771046758928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960115928725998,0.0,0.0,0.11835313570100753,0.22461098313594524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927056077774509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242565962397194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567541851242959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131423266000038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322694234645883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922505013456002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615429459354617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ReassuringEgg,2020/01/08,"Why do I want her and only her? Just when I thought I was content with going through the motions of working smoking and gaming after losing someone I cared about and loved deeply, that person comes back into my life happier than ever and yet, it’s not the same. And it’ll never be the same I fear. I’m so confused, I’m anxiously awaiting responses to texts, day dreaming about meeting her knowing at this rate it’ll never happen, sounding so desperate and so fucking lonely. I don’t know how long this will last and I don’t care. I’ve been so starved for her attention, she’s like the opposite of a toxic person to me and I cannot get enough.",2.993013986013988,4.80799431538462,4.268321678321681,85.5103146853147,75.07692307692308,6.573426573426572,27.97202797202797,7.348242739294969,1.6241538461538465,511,21,98,6,11,168,88,130,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.125,-0.6292,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,2,5,0,10,3,0,1,3,25,24,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,1,15,4,13,17,3,15,0,2,0,2,10,2,1,1,11,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171105469993535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777581586008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918839734414353,0.0,0.0,0.16554746298249085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394125679939805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985750039694704,0.0,0.0,0.17383929288651268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625777081987047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766882623799904,0.10040697310479912,0.0,0.10922125289192433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994558653180225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112360029529269,0.1566536839482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357435733976416,0.09389024016008833,0.0,0.0,0.1700747007635865,0.0,0.21500209316624555,0.0,0.0,0.17345143027907964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644465149419325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461627946498939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356111845283201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162834877015224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525707525417537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113353708505198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341403506565206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399105202973062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Holziee12,2020/01/08,"I’m a disappointment who needs advice I feel like a disappointment to everyone especially after my exam results and I feel like crap when my mother uses it against me in any argument. but today I feel worse Im sitting in bed - about to sleep and my mother tells me to look at fake exam stuff online this time for learning to drive - I’m fine with it , but then she says “try not to disappoint me this time” how kind of you mother just what my mental health needed over time I feel as though she’s always making me feel terrible she drinks A LOT but she doesn’t get violent she just makes me seem like a failure which leads to me feeling like a mess and then she doesn’t remember in the morning, god knows how many people I’ve got involved to make her stop she never listens and she never will &#x200B; what should I do ?",4.08518181818182,5.317349593939396,4.933712121212125,84.1805681818182,71.24242424242424,7.6818181818181825,25.26515151515152,8.07648339933343,1.3966060606060609,653,19,130,9,12,212,102,165,0.196,0.6990000000000001,0.106,-0.9621,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,7,14,2,0,6,0,5,4,2,8,2,36,25,14,0,3,6,3,6,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,9,5,1,1,10,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,9,25,6,19,22,1,19,0,3,1,0,18,5,1,2,15,83,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994522289390095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064891091369572,0.1440823396043124,0.16158364626315702,0.09043005953499264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026847671273442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706682334369546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034280840919148,0.28499997755305345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947586958071275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635519482096237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135011394636665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363978905245806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847682747126666,0.07308160249284094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598666558130637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166859608469716,0.0,0.0,0.11305371475007528,0.0,0.0,0.26629289595453703,0.13481950536994944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340112282256623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972040061862176,0.2051227052090668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219067018002204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063891696766354,0.0,0.0,0.10574998032015112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105879206217553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307471134735613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111761273079788,0.0,0.0,0.15222876885068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162292238674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306508737430551,0.0,0.2326228056271819,0.0,0.12604823581127333,0.0,0.0,0.09028379187663303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148508799780326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551663126320834,0.0,0.0,0.16158364626315702,0.0 lonely,Throwawayayay2109,2020/01/08,"No one sticks around I’m understand that I’m socially awkward but I still put myself out there, I’ve been on dates and tried talking to people online and it’s never been an issue of people getting bored with me? I just don’t understand why people keep ghosting me, last straw is literally a girl I was meant to meet tonight, got along really well online for months and finally about to meet up, and I Can’t make it cause of work. Now she’s deleted me off everything, cut off contact. People always say it’s them but why is always me that’s left alone just wanting to make someone happy and be happy with someone. How long am I going to have to keep failing before anything works. I’m a relationship person, I feel so lonely without one.",4.759999999999998,5.705859863945579,5.715789115646262,80.26552040816328,69.40816326530611,8.05687074829932,28.305442176870752,8.238735603445708,1.9535882993197269,588,20,110,8,10,194,96,147,0.129,0.784,0.087,-0.5143,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,10,8,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,4,1,27,25,9,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,5,1,2,5,2,13,3,20,19,0,18,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,0,9,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844666165540445,0.0,0.0,0.2224560962399907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000287765871923,0.11899881219509258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113747313112986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732072603508974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013818936852776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758993827080809,0.0,0.0,0.1464340857468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983950678854386,0.0,0.07597040521117178,0.0,0.10691185868593348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845983801693285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395216435544615,0.0,0.2376324077440259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089627113062646,0.0,0.0,0.14523793865693113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829789158309305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845778327540682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669785990932154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309815947168846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116285500902488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706927872790796,0.1167195806994034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437998172805013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563542748984587,0.0,0.0,0.14351658758625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630347648801328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362645094443338,0.22652425717179364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675277778969776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744264998081347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075633790144072,0.0,0.0,0.2783201271164744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884479384108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120189597384073,0.0,0.2412412266736784,0.0,0.0,0.1288576281684517,0.0,0.19463352852781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZeAnxiousGamer,2020/01/09,"Someone please message me I feel lonely. =( I'm into geeky things. I'm an adult. And I... am very lonely. I don't feel like I belong anywhere..",-2.331142857142858,-1.5370390666666651,0.6347619047619055,98.14500000000002,123.0,1.7142857142857144,14.285714285714285,3.1291,-1.368428571428571,108,3,23,0,7,37,22,30,0.29,0.633,0.077,-0.6608,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607732606467661,0.32551122274238165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226039988054143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001588374146929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860645654625261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270875135768005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375952931042217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swalte20,2020/01/09,Asking for a friend... Do you ever mentally write your farewell letters to your friends and family when you hit one of your lowest lows?,5.167200000000001,7.233169919999997,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,69.8,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.3530000000000006,108,4,19,2,2,33,22,25,0.154,0.737,0.109,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682942190271032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35635434294358953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37138518253168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087364421747643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39701341382452654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695372240179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wintermario,2020/01/09,"Don't belong 18% of kids who go into care are 16 or over. So why do I still feel invalid about it and like a fake, I feel like I don't deserve to be classed as scare leaver. I've move around so much and still don't feel like I belong to anything.",1.5503571428571448,2.035313321428575,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,76.5,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.5274142857142858,190,4,50,0,4,62,38,56,0.109,0.7070000000000001,0.184,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996835098159586,0.2271393703252973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601444632169613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870375443913091,0.364561271474201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500875836250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739631286259976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118619029196617,0.1875660740034336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554516579579937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075294245437569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302349885363871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scrapple231,2020/01/09,"You know... I’m really tired of being alone. It went from sadness to despair and now I’m just aggravated. I’m speaking here in the romantic sense, mostly. Every girl I was ever interested in, to a one, has either turned me down, been in a relationship already, or (get this) turned out to be a lesbian. That last one did actually happen to me. I was (and still sort of am) absolutely enamored with this girl but then one day, in casual conversation someone brings it up and I had to sit there and act like my world hadn’t been crushed. Then I decide to try dating apps. I get maybe 3 solid matches after weeks of trying two unmatched me without warning and the third straight up deleted her account mid conversation. I’m just done. Apparently I’m just an unlikable, boring, ugly piece of shit. I’ve lost 20 lbs in the past few months and it hasn’t improved how I look or feel. I hate to sound incel-y but it’s the truth. It must feel great to be loved.",2.291146198830408,4.420449178947372,4.1150877192982485,84.3600584795322,78.26315789473685,6.959064327485383,24.239766081871338,7.984000788550335,1.4070994152046787,744,26,150,13,18,251,124,190,0.161,0.68,0.159,0.1173,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,2,0,8,0,15,4,1,1,3,27,34,13,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,6,0,5,10,5,13,6,25,20,4,28,0,3,1,2,9,12,1,4,13,99,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16003331436040635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984708083091749,0.1809701302584994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576178776433108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782156918347454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483408743314763,0.13817100505736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583937195123447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713589365445298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808026384669348,0.0,0.0,0.14501828945749826,0.0,0.0,0.16190893624624372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012615286228713,0.13367601799496767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011859738541525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771264747009762,0.0,0.17901751096921253,0.0,0.14800990267741726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475280747198148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308974865830361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33337729177101266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654968162606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505798551546544,0.0,0.0,0.1760668921942832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683362502525266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895056535846514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096486012282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848559670073525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268068980719016,0.3567541444735269,0.1601971343181352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315451304635255,0.0,0.0,0.1520229664895723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808320493622371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Retro__,2020/01/09,"Am I doing something wrong? So I grew up as an only child for pretty much all my life. I've turned 21 last year. So I've done everything to fall into being, from what I assume, a pretty normal to average person. I've done everything in my ability to have friends. But now I feel that I've stagnanted (If that's the way to put it) Like here come the part where I sound arrogant and cocky (I blame it on being sad hours as I'm writing this. So like I've been able to maintain a decentish social life, hobbies and hold up to a good level of hygiene. But still never had a dating relationship. I know that I'm still young but it just feeling like everyone around me is having the of their life's while I'm out here being the third wheel. I dunno maybe I'm just overthinking this and needed to vent. Hope y'all are having a good day/night and if not hopefully tomorrow will be better",2.191730769230769,3.9867798626373614,3.9528434065934057,86.9827815934066,77.2967032967033,7.187362637362638,21.81456043956044,8.07648339933343,1.069482417582417,693,19,144,12,16,233,113,182,0.066,0.7659999999999999,0.168,0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,12,11,0,0,10,0,16,3,0,0,2,29,28,15,0,6,8,0,2,3,1,1,3,1,0,2,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,4,3,13,9,20,19,3,25,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,6,14,95,22,0,0.14073630789719166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528515185848133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446982752031532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123186760909165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907632757694284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880442111625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447957331774346,0.2529694376169529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232101185145754,0.10054204648219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873252236986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608587575052464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956581794901736,0.13859691410835698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734499424787747,0.11471887476100535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982186490046377,0.20626995351920646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138853752820332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034573796315668,0.10435418904248538,0.10854451676848828,0.0,0.0,0.13207149122255732,0.13789170059174688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703630397673264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524037067995725,0.0,0.0,0.12288551560337402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863588414948707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414788610657494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510981255886585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346294256001707,0.0,0.1083456855731647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247843945663948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153080689543987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170993047287146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387305952983693,0.0,0.09062956806468717 lonely,humblebee94,2020/01/09,"A weird situation Hi there.. after looking through other people’s posts on here, I’ve realised my situation may be a little different and I’m kind of just looking for some advice... Me and my partner have lived together for over a year, after I left my parents home and my hometown to get our own place. (Moving out of my hometown was what was best for me at the time due to trauma). I absolutely love living with him and love being with him, but I’ve found myself starting to feel increasingly lonely. I know he loves me and we’re in the process of moving into the next stage of our lives (buying a house, planning children) but most of the time, trying to get him to engage in a conversation or affection is like trying to draw blood from a stone. I don’t know if it’s me.. or if he’s just tired... It kind of reached a head yesterday when I had a meeting with a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with Major ptsd, among other things, and found out how long the waiting list for help is... I was heartbroken... he knows that... then when he got home from work... I couldn’t even get him to talk to me about it... I’m struggling so much right now and I feel like I have nowhere to turn... what can I do?",3.0094496614981416,4.458879427385893,4.241489408167723,87.24517361869404,74.22821576763484,7.0653854553395945,24.717405547062672,7.669130373188453,1.1105717842323657,926,29,196,12,19,304,136,241,0.035,0.831,0.134,0.9743,2,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,0,3,11,13,0,1,14,0,16,7,2,2,0,37,37,19,0,3,8,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,9,15,0,1,7,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,8,4,27,9,38,25,7,32,0,1,2,3,21,13,0,7,16,134,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249514731247436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208126432034196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684563941723775,0.0,0.12027719771379987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603649595397095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641751998574718,0.08224263974433862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244900414572163,0.0,0.0,0.18043829566999892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920729753844043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814760886453472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771633432281952,0.0,0.23095198836882266,0.0,0.0,0.13283445914782566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397621206662365,0.18980287513092664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250795684894465,0.0,0.0,0.11248484967839004,0.1153817299638344,0.3049625028182941,0.10187867832093103,0.1933457019344544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117042521380905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447113272524359,0.08462736038935498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243274905835608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782851782547286,0.0,0.0,0.07981057550076423,0.0,0.12027719771379987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025432933904199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457057373461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983129133981903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588022033835401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148340905715508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203497197722484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253009524396363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648143918242499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425624636024575,0.1323149350046124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563195358921857,0.12521885561788573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380963674836671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413430676337829 lonely,CV022011,2020/01/09,"Please just someone tell me I fucking matter Everywhere I go I get fucking ignored. There must be more to life than this, more to life than just long term suffering punctuated by short bursts of happiness",4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,76.56756756756758,8.024324324324324,30.871621621621625,8.841846274778883,3.0932216216216224,166,8,28,4,4,51,29,37,0.136,0.691,0.174,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,3,4,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675467688723453,0.1603704329130458,0.0,0.17444863706130342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267575011110585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336203942374016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716440158050082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369425527126781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260080539356742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26829071822009143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mkjouin2801,2020/01/09,"Feeling like human trash at times Hey people, first time posting there, probably last because I don't feel like sharing these thoughts with randoms from Reddit (no hard feelings though) helps in any way. Tl;dr I just hit 18 a couple of days ago, I spent this time with people I don't even like or know that much, in place that I didn't even like that much as well. I guess I was normal dude before my secondary school that was filled with people so terrible I absolutely lost any social skills as I wasn't talking to any of them for 3 years. I've always been doing better when it comes to talking on the internet, tho. I can't really focus on a lot of people when it comes to friendships. I'm not only an introvert but just a shy person, so I've always been focusing on this one dude/girl that I really liked, then this person was getting bored of me and I just had reality check every single time - I can't really build friendship through the internet. Right now I'm just scared to lose one girl I talk with on daily basis... for a year and couple of weeks now. We always had topics, but we just ran out of them. Our feelings to each other grew a lot, as she is almost like me (tl;dr our characters match like if we got cloned in different genders lol), I made a ppan to meet her one day, as she is thousands and thousands of kilometers away, she approved... But what does it mean. Even if she approved, there's still so much time before it will happen that I can't think about it, but I have nothing other to think about, as she is my only reason to stay happy, at least a little. The thought of meeting her in person, being able to finally do all the things that we promised each other and that I imagine is just heartwarming, but it hurts me SO much when I think about the fact I'm just... losig her now. I don't want to lose her.",5.233523341523345,5.228347821621622,5.7669287469287465,83.67157248157251,68.08108108108108,8.457002457002458,27.08845208845209,8.00094639256281,1.5074864864864863,1434,38,294,16,22,464,184,370,0.086,0.8009999999999999,0.113,0.8338,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,6,0,2,8,29,20,0,1,13,1,24,0,0,2,2,56,50,27,0,4,16,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,5,23,17,0,0,13,0,2,5,10,7,1,6,16,5,42,13,46,31,11,45,0,4,0,0,31,15,0,8,29,206,65,1,0.08318583546034451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373922398949248,0.0,0.08329859804449855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076518369440371,0.0,0.0,0.16970766203063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815583072524734,0.0,0.0,0.05070931319361602,0.0,0.14157003810093227,0.0,0.0,0.0735711114394598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331446294366526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840870894339872,0.0,0.1072959641589149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691149285351035,0.0,0.0,0.07279648519080029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483037933177508,0.0,0.07008765415100449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824503145376796,0.11885595494837195,0.0,0.09112601665529327,0.0,0.0707578291470653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043461165659286684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653131178832715,0.0,0.09163857621358493,0.0,0.07356095957214219,0.08855286868186175,0.07451816920921397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055757712026913986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905215735067035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045716759671465115,0.06780755856574014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844827812895138,0.0833740608343663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612734353496727,0.09080716602281554,0.14144324510951606,0.0,0.07871244886193404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061376157962484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446046421930228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150445672591812,0.07981905265858955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910662492281733,0.1265331527298021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306823369388617,0.2179039886901677,0.08691149285351035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966903568222476,0.0,0.08968840021065275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598729288728539,0.08552889343456571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104024896345129,0.0,0.0,0.08328353318213297,0.08418850656566804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479748341254145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866503237313056,0.06643231565415539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058487055874505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055264972756900746,0.15990637339851102,0.08172966098223268,0.1320805228150485,0.24253164809847536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049065161025190124,0.06602904420649679,0.06672665951404405,0.0,0.07479405629607074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713790136342777 lonely,THE-LEGENDARY-banana,2020/01/09,Is there anyone here who would talk to me? Just talk about life and stuff; I don’t have anyone to talk to irl and I dont think I want to keep my thoughts to myself any longer;,1.4946153846153831,2.4273471794871817,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,77.2051282051282,5.2,15.564102564102564,3.1291,-1.3872974358974357,136,1,36,0,3,42,28,39,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110921755239148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37243938284226535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121293393664937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367207007760856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811227315944776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048768667993881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421825955009015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064944399868168,0.0,0.21143123287467194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708459151508306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918868281697934,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brett_B16,2020/01/09,"It's a strange feeling... To feel like my life is over even though I'm quite 30. I had a good life: a job, a long-term relationship. My anxiety and depression were under control...mostly. Now? In the space of two months I lost it all. My job, my girlfriend, the life that we had built together. So I'm back in my small hometown, unemployed. I have no energy. I don't want to do anything. I did meet an amazing new woman, but today she decided we're better as friends. Guess that's over before it even began. I try to think logically and remember that I'm not alone. But it sure feels like it.",0.6025855962219637,2.886057859504134,2.7988961038961047,90.38977272727271,86.10743801652893,6.432349468713106,21.865997638724913,7.7094869923839395,1.048928689492326,455,16,99,9,14,154,82,121,0.078,0.722,0.2,0.9488,4,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,7,0,8,3,0,0,2,17,19,7,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,3,13,7,10,13,1,13,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,8,60,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153519942439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670093537645402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629339509400032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273536563461148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093274482406545,0.0,0.0,0.14647984579234197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575997525662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426506149476389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187845027213753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123148658990085,0.23664182328773725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795971061139713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891648828726222,0.0,0.0,0.18245210993504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287100077006824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350952697443645,0.16182980022825466,0.0,0.0,0.146570904502549,0.0,0.0,0.18079677492444968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219848321988684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995946501750302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616016061546164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778168298025979,0.18761826724713745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609746327565294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612435804553044,0.1627234916409975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569909825994448,0.0,0.0,0.11244696213549654,0.0,0.1617893416127253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768857748819472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PurplePrince7,2020/01/09,I'm so tired of being an ugly freak 😩 It's so lonely being an ugly person with Anxiety and Depression 😵😱💀,7.084,3.007198200000005,10.68,63.02000000000001,67.0,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,3.667,85,2,17,2,1,35,21,25,0.616,0.384,0.0,-0.9632,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142401550948688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663865557481108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472810221672808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223657837687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,austriancommie00,2020/01/09,"Dont know what to do with all this loneliness Hi Guys, I was never really lonely until the last year. I lost all my friends from my previous school and dont have anyone to hang out with. My classmates all have their own friends group outside of school (like I did before) and are just friendly during school. After school I go home. My parents divorced a few months ago, so theres only my sister, my mother and me. I spend the whole day after school in my room waiting for the next day. I do nothing but working out and going to school. Im alone 18 hrs a day. I just handle it anymore. Getting back with my old friends is not an option...",2.579915433403805,4.329629077519382,3.5278224101479942,90.65739957716706,76.05426356589146,5.621141649048626,23.35517970401691,6.1124844417494595,0.4583581395348833,497,15,102,3,11,159,86,129,0.05,0.855,0.095,0.6945,1,3,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,4,20,16,7,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,17,5,15,13,6,21,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,1,15,69,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153463247180937,0.0,0.0,0.11863103867466615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359495337811615,0.08009047738856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807578025998855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746686369825697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216104746668389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26848490195709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35397967132758995,0.0,0.05984350313533136,0.0,0.13019379407166462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341465589174014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489503369066653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123725089277694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629493252018178,0.09336707338775588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595946882626127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503619822805526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142638611909587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834190436469316,0.0,0.12181678908463302,0.0,0.0,0.10990620374704146,0.0,0.12019263262723875,0.0,0.0,0.08711440440267239,0.0,0.0,0.12718541170324316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337858196794522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6955361293506701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788212871982824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338798990921374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737613365736443 lonely,WizardNumber2,2020/01/09,"Today's my birthday For my 19th birthday, I'm sitting at home alone all day and my gf forgot.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.0,4.0,25.0,3.1291,0.29000000000000004,74,3,15,0,2,25,17,20,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622451819941835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501034890837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445385950366115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145732414062121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,josie-124,2020/01/09,"Hi, friends? Hi. I’ve been lurking on this sub for a while now, and I’d just like to say I hope everyone’s alright ❤️. I was just wondering if anyone wanted to talk ? I’m 17F so I suppose if you feel like you’d have anything in common with someone like that feel free to message me. I’m not lonely as in I have no friends, I have friends however the amount of close relationships I have are little. I have maybe like 3 close friends however I fear our friendships are not mutual, but I hope. Thanks, hope everyone has a nice day <3",0.5759875259875251,2.876160666666668,2.4102702702702707,92.99008316008316,86.47747747747749,5.937907137907138,23.85377685377685,7.321109707123232,1.0490271656271657,418,17,92,7,13,138,71,111,0.042,0.617,0.341,0.9831,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,0,4,17,0,1,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,18,21,7,0,6,7,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,13,16,10,18,1,10,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,6,8,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137048762007783,0.0,0.13381909808481066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487385603715936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107730806872015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829881906118468,0.16444705395924045,0.11617289062199072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025468197751077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845430890844642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177838206298145,0.16298393554162782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633696118208172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458870822076542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931875646962449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778399453833914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070456721033616,0.0,0.14971494883842362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591511990469018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635009663970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mkc91,2020/01/09,"Yeah, does anybody feel like me? Show of hands [Only One ](https://youtu.be/XiYlJuPO1DM) This always gets to me. So relatable. Many of his songs get me in tears. Am I the only one?",1.0290624999999984,2.342978781250004,0.7199999999999989,97.025,120.5625,4.1000000000000005,13.375,5.985473137389443,-0.4377624999999994,139,3,26,2,8,40,27,32,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.145,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156756111381265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961273412431521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110013523039946,0.24174586065197304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535895833509063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532024555840025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430743150033895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586035996449033,0.5147216379854185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SerJonStark,2020/01/09,I'm going to be a 20 I was just thinking and I'm going to be 20 in a couple of months and it's sad cause I've never been in a relationship. I dont really have any friends and this loneliness is killing me.,-1.6318750000000009,0.2227862291666689,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.95833333333334,5.7,18.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.2980166666666668,161,5,40,3,6,60,34,48,0.21600000000000005,0.713,0.071,-0.7867,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,12,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052489858805054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318023760445258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34254419073426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628252521022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391806067162531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35188270038177816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342504210969294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471036646802534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387670478948165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832476468773427,0.0,0.0,0.33237287762948403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836625312312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GamesBond5,2020/01/09,Do you know what's sad is when its weekend and all your online buddies are out partying and you are alone playing video games and drinking yourself into a coma I know its bad to drink but wtf should I do I'm alone and weed is illegal and hard to get in my country the only thing I can do is drink and play with a 130+ ping I know it's sound sad but I just want to vent and be heard once at least once.,0.6799999999999997,2.148694055555556,2.433055555555556,97.65625000000004,80.66666666666667,5.388888888888888,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.24511111111111106,315,8,78,2,8,104,61,90,0.244,0.677,0.078,-0.9545,0,2,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,0,1,19,18,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,10,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,2,8,15,2,6,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289171735221167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289199179624445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085394162673287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108183770896839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549103373298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413952234886839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44103841861635135,0.0,0.15748350738092376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756587198381018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213326676458965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thefamousloner,2020/01/09,"Anyone else checking their phone over and over? I keep on looking at my phone checking if someone texted me or something. But every single time i take a glance, emptiness, there is nothing. I don't know why i do this to myself even when i know that no one gives 2 shits about me",3.989464285714289,5.080236160714286,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,71.32142857142857,5.6000000000000005,26.5,3.1291,0.4593714285714281,219,7,45,0,4,67,46,56,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,10,0,6,9,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,2,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800799066037655,0.2901542327107734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656288330281494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870395616231716,0.0,0.2385937136238799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165473546600843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170587466170474,0.0,0.0,0.3112597103439781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378022216688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717215238895246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918919869102096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906830638497044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993985847644844,0.21800794632193302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291821507870792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651261617815351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552842114771424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,momwherezthemeatloaf,2020/01/09,"I feel more alone now that I'm in a relationship. Constant worrying. I find it hard to trust due to life experiences. My insecurities are magnified. Her strengths are my weaknesses and I beat myself up over it constantly. Jealousy. Especially retroactive. I can't stand to think of her romantic life before me. But I can't help but ruminate. I hate this version of myself. I feel so alone.",1.8491666666666653,4.584007805555559,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,95.94444444444444,7.955555555555558,26.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,3.0198666666666667,310,15,55,10,12,104,51,72,0.262,0.659,0.079,-0.8913,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,2,8,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712898692912429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360508837215645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917424919754283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225608915581584,0.0,0.0,0.23008466070737385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795165650230735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038156792017728,0.2246315951598218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250369229545116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214120706433167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442742677790385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578738066509905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106038009129395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayisgood12,2020/01/09,"I've been lonely since I moved throwaway because I'm embarrassed about this. &#x200B; Ever since I moved to the UK to study I have been alone. At first I went back to my home country every chance I got to see my friends but as time went on we talked less and less as they all made new friends in their respective universities. I failed to do that. When I go back now and try to meet friends they are all busy or the timing is not good so I stopped going. Now I am left alone in a foreign country and I haven't made a friendly connection in more than 2 years. I am hoping that after finishing in a few months I will be able to make friends at my jobs but who knows? I am embarrassed because I don't want to go out alone, I don't want to buy a cinema ticket just for one. (Despite all this I don't want to go back to my home country, it's a poor country with bad quality of life)",3.091077745783629,3.7751470588235314,4.091657754010697,91.3479843685726,73.06417112299465,7.465076100370219,26.684080625257092,7.61054688173877,1.155294858083093,688,23,160,8,13,223,106,187,0.20199999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9183,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,2,10,13,0,2,7,0,15,1,0,3,4,24,32,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,2,2,8,5,5,0,2,7,1,24,8,27,23,7,33,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,2,16,104,30,2,0.1131954781580602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35170913220511313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264725329168698,0.13754489582454435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26112100669100863,0.0945134960836989,0.1380058256854207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239179055739214,0.0953720724291064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628401589530916,0.0,0.0,0.4372727281569656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573263953121737,0.09494299655589547,0.0905327644867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270885879753665,0.1124286508301235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232904572306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062209274478171886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298721822423148,0.0,0.07995331381103232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142165967706345,0.07555886064779825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035155071790857,0.2406177585212569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932489817072512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670418552190203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020214062401223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872729385242857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463648829812868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098223757494382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201038721577374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685229932299034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200296877434004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986668461897853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754489582454435,0.07289417667425846 lonely,quillotem07,2020/01/09,Am I the only one who wakes up really early In the last few weeks I been waking up really early whit out a single clue of why or what I dreamed,11.055,3.8540720000000017,12.008750000000004,65.96125000000002,63.375,15.3,35.125,11.20814326018867,3.5354,112,1,25,2,1,41,26,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720052007500617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30925040061026804,0.3470925061927456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847289226336628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660751823683068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118059741817992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hatemythrowaway24,2020/01/09,Scared of being lonely It is frightening how fast and easy I become lonely. I've never felt like this in my life until more and I don't know how to deal with it,0.03557142857142637,2.1532519142857147,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,87.0,4.642857142857143,11.607142857142858,5.985473137389443,-1.104571428571429,127,1,28,1,4,43,29,35,0.321,0.608,0.071,-0.8523,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,8,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569609438352537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265642204211685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972706012613593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273894515641899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29224806639738954,0.2021402594139243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911409882823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142418900793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vatnalilja_,2020/01/09,"I don't have any true friends I miss having friends. Real friends. Good friends. A few souls that I hang out with more than just a couple of times a year. A bunch of people to share good and bad times with, who love me for who I am, and always have my back - and vice versa. I feel terribly lonely. Yes I'm introverted, but that doesn't mean I don't need any human contact. In fact, small talk and staying on the surface doesn't make me feel less lonely. I'm a bit done with it and I don't know how to solve it. Yes, I do talk to people, I've been to social settings but hardly any of these did anything. A lot of people seem to have a bunch of friends already, or live quite far, or are too extraverted for my liking and only care about partying and 'having fun'. And what about all those potential friends who move abroad, or change universities, or that I meet while travelling, and never get to see again? No I'm not a misanthropist, I know there are cool people out there. It's just so fucking hard to find them and then get into each other's lives. What should I do? Tl;dr: I'm terribly lonely and I'm done with it. Don't know what to do to solve it after trying for years",1.7972578241430703,3.6050294262295104,3.001847988077497,93.2949403874814,78.50819672131148,5.911773472429212,20.10730253353204,6.782984794422108,0.12862131147540978,916,22,204,9,22,295,129,244,0.10099999999999999,0.71,0.19,0.9684,0,6,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,11,23,1,0,9,3,22,2,0,2,4,46,43,21,0,2,9,0,4,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,17,19,0,0,8,1,0,3,9,8,0,0,4,6,16,15,30,38,9,23,1,4,1,2,18,8,1,6,11,133,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334977849062645,0.0,0.09300823221814893,0.0,0.0,0.22803857463970506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198375196613323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085950365600929,0.09332994283637172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203260196316044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396509839718305,0.0,0.11824627971555808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368020683862598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287753603886098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303660867121818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216304705544227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181563321283087,0.10333693968912216,0.11679876029798207,0.0,0.0,0.18750812970516825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026222608807734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429076073320672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054609074029809454,0.0,0.19740400525446186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502963985611056,0.10088398943847884,0.0,0.074612668425633,0.0,0.0,0.12175898710824876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880230114605835,0.0,0.08288195450935405,0.08621006768959698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501218933757583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30997110372421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888963885000553,0.0,0.12722781051710355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907257669002266,0.10175847327543616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394357225272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914045223898935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796858096218332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035727597828678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588990990563417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439627063649865 lonely,Richardguydude,2020/01/09,"Dating coach This can be an answer to all of your problems Check out more about me http://www.jansoncoaching.com/",12.689999999999998,13.914663555555556,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,52.33333333333333,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1073777777777782,96,2,14,1,1,26,18,18,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Isolation_Man,2020/01/09,"[29M] Isolated, very sick, sleep deprived, depressed... First time I post here. I really want nothing. Just want to vent. I'm not looking for advice, but you can offer it if you want. I'm an ugly and short male, so I never had a gf and I'm still a virgin. I have a job, so at least I'm not homeless. Lately I've been sick, and can barely clean my house, cook... And I definetly can't get out my home, so I won't be able to buy the medicines I was prescribed after I finish those I have now. I can't go out to buy food. And depression don't let me sleep more than 3 or 4 hours per day. God. I've never felt so bad at every level, physical and psychological. I've felt absurdly lonely all my life, hundreds of rejection from women that can't see beyond my looks destroyed my soul through these years... At this point I really doubt that non- superficial women around my age exist in this century. But these days I discovered that that suffering is nothing compared to be literally dying alone in my room, with no one to take care of me, after years of taking care of everyone around me. I can't believe I ended up like this. My parents (deluded boomers) educated me to think that what people value is personality, so I'm well-behaved, patient, kind, generous, responsible, etc... According to them, just being a nice human being would get me a girlfriend. They were so I incredible wrong. All that matters are looks, I discovered with horror. Maybe women from their generation could see beyond that, but not my generation. And, because of that absurdly shallow aspect of my persona that I can't change (being born short and ugly), Im condemned to go through the worst sickness of my life completely alone. To be hungry, to rationate the medicines, to worry about things like what could happen if I pass out while being alone in my home... I cant blame my parents. They did what they thought was better for me. It worked for my father, he is short and ugly like me but my mother could see through it, and discovered man you can trust, responsible, kind, generous... Something that will never happen to me. Life is so unfair. I wish I was born tall and good looking. Somebody would be taking care of me right now. I wish I was told the truth: ""IsolationMan, you should stop volunteering, and go to the gym. Girls find volunteering pathetic, it is just not something cool"". ""IsolationMan, you should not waste your money in meditation retreats, giving to the poor or learning new languages, no girl cares about that. Save that money to get surgery, you're ugly and that's all that matters really"". ""IsolationMan, you should stop trying to be a nice feminist guy, literally nobody cares. Go to boxing, join something that promotes toxic masculinity like the army, because it makes you more attractive in the eyes of girls""... I wish, I wish, I wish... But this is my reality. I'm what I am, a boomer amongst millennials. A completely outdated human being. They just can't value what I've done with myself, the effort and the suffering that it took. I should have focuses on my looks. Maybe I would not have a job, maybe I could not be able to write this (I had to learn English)... But I would no be isolated. Someone would love me, take care of me, ask me how I am today, have intimacy and sex with me... I missed it all. Well... That's my completely pathetic life. I'm a fucking clown. If I die tomorrow, only my parents would be sad. At this point, I just want it to end. Sorry for the depressing post. And for my bad english. Thanks for reading.",3.4523490622806143,5.527688424556217,4.728178718283021,81.57118894794908,74.51775147928994,7.837488717280112,26.25052652692809,8.644795401552905,2.00862945542072,2749,100,522,55,59,908,287,676,0.184,0.634,0.182,-0.8533,5,8,3,0,0,1,146.0,0,8,6,5,24,41,2,1,22,1,65,16,3,2,8,95,121,36,2,26,23,5,2,4,2,12,7,0,4,12,40,25,2,2,7,3,5,6,22,17,1,2,15,12,84,24,68,76,9,63,1,10,9,4,40,27,1,6,32,349,124,7,0.11199361734914733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719433354084385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739874180988888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969806346645363,0.052349457097198265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350999251001617,0.06827026964886578,0.0,0.0,0.063089227771681,0.0,0.04952462674027107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34255487061235196,0.0,0.059237198665839076,0.0,0.1761347655342662,0.0,0.0,0.17883558089942053,0.0,0.0,0.07222661818940139,0.0,0.14468990777544827,0.0,0.116231693296542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057304176950803136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919310350459444,0.0,0.06245124376003204,0.0,0.0,0.047179726430882835,0.05350735037907192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107531435599675,0.0,0.05118006866083615,0.04763085685260938,0.0677115633224037,0.0,0.0,0.0517681472990896,0.08776806404825452,0.0537172413651445,0.12729710726689006,0.046967466365639615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544564439354648,0.0990355859572498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233872960260308,0.0,0.05514557684632036,0.06461279893501047,0.0,0.0,0.06048616246915243,0.0,0.1111363843203814,0.0,0.0,0.11662411842697552,0.0,0.0,0.06316683923422488,0.0,0.0,0.05726053076961325,0.15820880795690073,0.10942884884134617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351160806499933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053930609017958,0.0,0.03737830461262339,0.0,0.1687689623887575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956457283075518,0.05408206675610417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746089633106988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794488676669023,0.042588096309852164,0.0,0.0,0.18653348777276685,0.0,0.0,0.038821136479199214,0.048894253437039216,0.0,0.0,0.10587016793114716,0.0,0.1072589275252762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056011962206263366,0.0,0.10761896855149823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782096864672142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386661974712827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112074497800218,0.0,0.047445914273453765,0.12932723722270714,0.0,0.06268384278493512,0.0,0.0,0.0447191237415411,0.09363167884611293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684105249378189,0.0,0.0,0.05155433801903466,0.0,0.0,0.03720179149188147,0.035880493946632425,0.0,0.04445521118338541,0.032652189452550585,0.0,0.05307842708851601,0.05350735037907192,0.06221451482724765,0.03801815736297698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046203231616743966,0.13211347433419604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069571188962652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219678322449166,0.0,0.0,0.04076634363386214,0.05686747735880674,0.0,0.23867115753292806,0.06122371975935215,0.0,0.07212021771787303 lonely,Jacob-Clark25,2020/01/09,I hate laying in bed at night It makes me think about how much I want to hold a girl in my arms and call her mine. I do try to “hit up” girls that I find nice at school. Even if I can talk to them alright in class for some reason I hesitate to text them and have a conversation. I get so stressed out texting a girl because I always feel like my reply isn’t good enough or they are going to find it weird or boring and they aren’t going to want to talk to me anymore. I recently texted a girl for a few hours and I told her I would text her the next day. I never did. I was too stressed out about it again and now I’m stuck wondering if she thinks I’m a jerk and that I don’t think that she is worth talking too and I feel so bad about that because all wanted to do was talk to her.,2.1178952380952403,2.464239680000002,3.5157857142857165,95.83063095238096,75.05714285714286,6.7476190476190485,21.44047619047619,6.42735559955562,-0.01998095238095221,604,12,156,4,12,199,95,175,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.085,-0.9047,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,11,11,2,2,7,1,13,1,1,3,2,32,32,14,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,9,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,5,2,30,4,23,25,5,18,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,6,9,105,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977276926130904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275356665174987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018705701548266,0.1754936038492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698270946495098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283184016334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148732419736269,0.0,0.0950735196061826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556461643850985,0.10283347653120306,0.0,0.0,0.2631240433277698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520469228124617,0.0,0.16361315275854554,0.12073322660902253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211469764599632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175564366279808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032366778034314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960836014854402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581525235023186,0.0,0.11101832922885152,0.0,0.15308585991501825,0.1350815014042966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799819596020428,0.1421271329131764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456788062134239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297742636686348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627862825064596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767001165942139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375444655301002,0.0,0.09772838867714108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470534077868856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610090639030272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022535426371276,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idklol321123,2020/01/09,I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like a loner that no female will ever want to stay with. Ever girl I’ve tried asking out just dodges me. I hate myself and the person I am. One girl kinda gave me a chance but due to certain situations we broke up. I haven’t gotten close with other girls like I did with her. But she had left my life which was depressing. She I try talking to her again or what I miss the affection from a female,1.6018548387096772,3.150283096774196,3.40826612903226,91.33239919354841,78.24731182795698,5.940322580645162,18.076612903225808,6.6274283507984215,-0.14259032258064552,340,6,76,3,8,114,66,93,0.152,0.695,0.153,0.0434,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,3,19,16,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,17,3,10,10,0,9,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404734482367473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266846013522573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884631781932886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43867124704647337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260438067240012,0.17322663997570886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939725072807194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325980464175924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345352540231265,0.0,0.17126968716952215,0.2369254272301191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430966063493466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172281363324127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725559165525616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844974529053233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489497839042197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292538766914954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302006134993767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,madisouth,2020/01/09,"Nothing piles on the loneliness like searching for a new job... ...and then being ghosted after hours of tailoring resumes, writing cover letters and interviewing. People say if you apply to 100 jobs that 99 will say no but all you need is the one yes... Yeah I just got 100 no’s and now I’m going back to my old minimum wage job where everyone is an asshole soo...",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,82.94366197183099,6.366901408450705,25.77640845070423,7.645422480735847,1.7227028169014085,283,12,53,5,8,95,60,71,0.049,0.887,0.064,0.2617,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,6,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,33,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407644471633535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163210084623955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286600739114986,0.0,0.1810611329808351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294407611523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739579112793921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060050053187492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786194999004692,0.0,0.21864448786062216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722295441583,0.0,0.2375534580231382,0.0,0.1534046465244577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694717330128286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600616083060139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OliverBarron,2020/01/09,"I’m laying on my bed, just thinking Seeing all those lucky guys or very pretty girls on tik Tok and instagram, I start thinking, am I too ugly, maybe stupid or boring to have a good relationship? I only need an opportunity, I can be the person that they want, that they wish... I’m tired of all those stupid things about “first, love yourself”, I don’t care about me, I hate myself, every stupid thing, and all that because I don’t have love for myself, I prefer giving all that love to someone that deserves it: of course my family and some friends, but I really have much more for one special person. I just... want to feel a hug, a kiss, maybe some cheer up words from my “special one”, before I would stay alone for life, and definitely i don’t want it from myself. Pd. Sorry for my bad English... I learned it on 90’s sitcoms and google translate",5.421556886227542,5.524402323353293,5.7613233532934105,83.50126646706588,67.68263473053892,8.117125748502994,26.879640718562875,7.554174236665415,1.308916646706587,656,17,134,6,10,210,100,167,0.124,0.614,0.262,0.9751,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,5,19,4,0,5,0,10,7,0,0,4,29,28,8,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,2,23,13,17,26,8,7,0,0,1,5,12,4,0,5,2,89,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522269182856649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272213253338357,0.08959762325978707,0.0,0.12506912576601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985587138095496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383696083216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855963137969635,0.0,0.07431748723340771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250210842807721,0.0,0.0,0.11355635739173298,0.0,0.0,0.14099657666927726,0.0,0.12327982234548597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553327483017015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511228740052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038162969372269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979654742981555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953222632697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080471869887431,0.10898378266185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919485812159374,0.11178488756957933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566744746462662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953146601557502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941591300720675,0.0,0.0,0.15780147812814982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712400360951394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453564850859468,0.0,0.0,0.16453203888623127,0.10403317667445662,0.15666108780752916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952939172979596,0.188357655274552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689318496768928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212738652146362,0.26007777679401994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901970760403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441035102394608,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maroonbrownie,2020/01/09,"I'd just rather not inconvenience people Just want to begin by saying that I've been really lucky to have a great relationship with my parents and talk to them almost everyday so I'm not 'lonely' lonely. I'm just terrible socially on my own. One of the things I've found is I don't like to inconvenience people. I was raised vegetarian and no one in my family drinks. I don't intend to change these things about me. But living in America for the last few years I've found this to be a massive social disadvantage. When we have after work outings either it feels like everyone has to go an extra mile to accommodate me (which is really kind of them and I always tell them I appreciate it) or I quickly decline so they can go to whatever place they want without worrying about me. These people are considerate enough to not force me to change my eating or drinking habits apart from an occasional question but I've found myself declining invitations more frequently just so they don't have to worry about what I'll have to eat. On the social front it just seems that almost everyone I know has met their significant other in a bar or over drinks at someones party etc. Growing up a teetotaler I've sort of handicapped myself on this front. Going to bars just feels really awkward for me because Ive never done that. I've been trying dating apps without much success. Feels like everyone here in the US drinks and it would just be so inconvenient to go out with someone like me. Not sure where I'm going with this post. Happy new year though everyone!",4.757556171578641,6.52022538590604,5.895929384301138,75.86869419317188,70.30872483221475,9.209454333236069,26.71491100087541,9.653516015845867,2.5657935220309303,1247,41,224,30,23,415,161,298,0.08800000000000001,0.804,0.10800000000000001,0.4916,1,4,4,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,7,2,20,14,0,1,10,0,21,8,0,1,2,49,41,15,0,4,20,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,9,8,0,10,6,0,8,11,4,0,2,8,4,29,10,42,30,8,36,0,2,0,0,19,15,0,9,16,160,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544182461773267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289201742071788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340146557477165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853429460038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964742774469993,0.0,0.3432670776604885,0.0,0.1792777656545849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051645208927978,0.09769956852099324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348304840700421,0.0,0.0,0.08258352304415233,0.0,0.13288285754828352,0.12516600574529474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881537509148878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893164061179965,0.0,0.0,0.09658169415812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325413165045683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122417235786756,0.04814385788394394,0.07140745508881292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711919678754374,0.0,0.07735431502546031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439766956429857,0.0,0.06756418873903887,0.08460671507356733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187229858520813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727183518362828,0.0,0.0,0.18219692940397614,0.0,0.091525615343042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389865684268795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813447144768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836056672557012,0.0,0.0,0.09405193905060401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966475624644325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974971924314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678981200549284,0.14845005714896875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256400205905097,0.0,0.0,0.07041130044537433,0.07656815183253733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163979693000405,0.0,0.08606868053440557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059476118435662174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537461612408708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334005106332927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889071841149486,0.0,0.0637754181247523,0.17792849801939384,0.0,0.06223006328737665,0.0,0.0,0.11282584186394867 lonely,ryan_kersh,2020/01/09,"I just want a family I have a very long story, but because of several different reasons I had to leave my family behind in August 2018. I went homeless for 9 months because of it (hopping between friends’ homes) and I need to stay away from them. As I said, it’s a story too big to tell here, but it’s a “family” filled with people who should be in jail for their own reasons. My mom molested me, my uncle traumatized me and molested my older sister (allegedly) my aunt died after suffering a year in a wheelchair from a car accident, my great grandmother died one year later of cancer. My family is 3 generations worth of child abuse and brainwashing that only stopped at me and my siblings because of child protective services and the fact that my mother was too traumatized from being physically beaten and whipped against a tree herself to do the same things to her own kids.Everyone is in control by grandmother (my mom’s mom) who is at the center of everything that is wrong here. In high school I tried latching onto people to cover up for this but no one cared as much as I did because I never expressed this situation as seriously as I am now because I didn’t take it that seriously then. I’m in college now living in a studio apartment on my own but I suffer from anxiety and depression and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I want to know what it feels like to live in a happy home. I want to know what it would’ve felt like to live a great childhood.",7.173713956170701,6.345692069204155,7.9703667820069235,72.23504267589391,64.29411764705883,11.443690888119955,35.52964244521338,10.793553405168565,3.80815137254902,1164,47,217,27,15,393,155,289,0.235,0.6659999999999999,0.099,-0.9937,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,7,16,3,0,14,0,16,1,0,3,2,31,30,18,2,5,5,6,2,2,1,1,1,1,3,2,18,9,0,3,7,0,1,3,4,9,0,2,7,3,33,7,49,20,5,36,0,3,0,0,18,18,0,0,16,159,51,4,0.0,0.11632269603112633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510449388381046,0.0,0.09736437026302583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223973433183216,0.0,0.0,0.2992363803010431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000971384896582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011291182709272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455898297849326,0.0,0.20378270867952306,0.10257319174781698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381152838144173,0.08823440241206124,0.0,0.3702069857785261,0.0,0.04964081649423599,0.07013706851082377,0.09426450993358884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585065788530722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647912657194546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451034818184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372850356665997,0.19695738708399305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186515046199634,0.0,0.0,0.1039543782036192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959278256734949,0.0,0.26007404455754185,0.08688281241214896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449481970289519,0.07836327446941764,0.0,0.07217077408956771,0.07279637885190847,0.07571950716572798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305341403099,0.07466739386979468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612597599460455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289416221089955,0.20188288794047507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338801052780793,0.0,0.0,0.0993595155646188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091111636800564,0.0,0.0,0.11035411755927386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464272409017987,0.0,0.08207966602014458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381625434641702,0.0,0.08581029136224087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522387847009009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666551683684565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100561405903205,0.1737205289451338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101028415179152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974152744158668,0.10734021929944644,0.0,0.12644445675938834 lonely,NamjoonsBae,2020/01/09,"I thought I was going to get hit for being depressed OK yesterday at school I had a mental breakdown and I was cutting myself a teacher saw and called a few others over and the headteacher then aprehended me I pushed him away many times then he grabbed me and held me against a wall I nearly fell bcos the other teachers held my legs so I won't kick anyone (I wasn't going to) and then I tried telling them they didn't listen. I then screamed to him to let me go and that ""I am sorry I am a piece of shit!"" he then said ""ONE DAY ONE DAY JASMIN SOMEONE IS GOING TO HURT U!!!"" he looked like he was going to hit me. Then I realised his glasses fell off and they broke and he stood on them so I was going to give them back to him but the teachers grabbed them and broke them more he then said ""U BROKE MY GLASSES THEY WERE £500 U EVIL EVIL EVIL GIRL!!!"" I broke down crying. I couldn't breathe the teachers then left me in a room to calm down. I still haven't calmed down I am so lonely and sad.",-0.22880058330295586,1.954913004739339,1.2764218009478692,100.36565712723295,89.56872037914692,3.8148742253007657,18.067991250455705,5.069623422648166,-0.7417095880422893,768,21,180,3,26,245,108,211,0.259,0.706,0.035,-0.9955,0,2,0,0,1,1,20.0,0,0,8,0,6,18,5,0,10,1,17,3,3,0,0,15,36,22,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,14,0,2,15,8,39,4,22,15,3,36,0,8,2,0,25,13,1,0,15,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322661004707565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214043176498146,0.12451570213156098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653506632688411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787468339861912,0.2088654699502028,0.0,0.13947178266661586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460277943507627,0.15533991682592396,0.5521780778149857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335154067471747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593957710785366,0.16558642739482854,0.0,0.07911178908938371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359820850230995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417361805179004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318935555355535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945860973163944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080688023723,0.0,0.0,0.16388381544528932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622085708779386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720444664812134,0.0,0.0,0.18126960128781588,0.0,0.0,0.12931909357219296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415356936172874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285559092799366,0.09442384353405593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994118931937163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bighead53434,2020/01/09,"Fear of Rejection prevents me from meeting new people I so desperately want to make friends and meet new people. I just don't know how to open up. I feel so boring and dull, like everything I say will be deemed dumb or weird. I even fired up Habbo hotel to talk to strangers and I can't even approach people in a VIRTUAL. CHATROOM. I hate being this way. I just want to talk to people.",2.377582417582417,4.309504230769232,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,77.2051282051282,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.2920600732600738,302,10,62,5,7,100,53,78,0.31,0.58,0.11,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,11,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,3,9,2,11,8,0,8,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,1,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737121067754253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622127562496715,0.0,0.0,0.2331617067513581,0.10476838872269507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008502219383836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457070200811564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138737044895912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012292347231095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831004205002628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002371431615398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745956724912039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647766551087412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330848823529116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444281566527592,0.16446860892448298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yonige_fan,2020/01/09,"I have absolutely no motivation to talk to anyone. Liked the title says, I just don't care to get myself to reach out to people and initiate conversation with them. Whenever I think about it, my brain just goes, ""what will you even talk with them about? It'll be lots of effort anyway"" and I just give up. And even then I feel lonely. It's like i expect someone to just appear nowhere and I connect with them, which obviously won't happen if I don't put in the effort to talk with them. No clue what the fuck is wrong with me.",3.39320093457944,4.627236859813088,4.624380841121496,85.7304030373832,72.92523364485982,7.592990654205607,21.786214953271028,8.07648339933343,0.8479355140186913,412,9,88,6,8,136,67,107,0.15,0.767,0.083,-0.8096,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,3,9,6,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,1,22,16,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,2,16,3,18,12,1,6,0,1,0,1,11,3,1,3,3,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816279044001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525115997128766,0.0,0.0,0.2306237751446704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880308254568355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143724253650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091162599618441,0.11817903643736898,0.2169895813510064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002600458983413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221017679746429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923053162984534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681710263062126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227391307403924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988160282020582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165669742848634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454277713667732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493844364090874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731183101955306,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sugartina,2020/01/09,"Nights are always the hardest I should be used to being alone but yet whenever nighttime rolls around, when it's dark and quiet and everyone has gone to bed and left me to myself, the overwhelming loneliness takes over. I would give anything to not be alone anymore.. to always have someone there next to me, someone who never gets tired of talking to me.. I don't know why I've been cursed with this eternal loneliness but god do I just want to be loved and cared about for once",7.216451612903228,6.760128064516131,6.5091612903225835,81.5237419354839,64.05376344086021,9.590537634408603,32.578494623655914,8.841846274778883,2.486317849462366,382,13,74,5,5,117,68,93,0.109,0.736,0.155,0.7058,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,1,1,16,21,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,14,13,0,10,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022804875815697,0.0,0.0,0.3231921441473872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260150523116387,0.0,0.0,0.1598161007669118,0.17288571504389455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800733564402864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557344463371067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146532428958367,0.1863013856176524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673128010184857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100685303512914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527971491969754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978468012563395,0.0,0.20654171899724075,0.18225044115935707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068244885443386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32910251332363843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601975711689388,0.15609651075920447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321277872993772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677327948861001,0.0,0.0,0.11454852623534692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524192553774545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795932871627736,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LegalStorage0,2020/01/09,Anybody here in New Zealand? Need some friends here in New Zealand. 26 year old female,1.5485416666666687,4.0084384375000015,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,102.125,2.1333333333333333,30.33333333333333,3.1291,0.8067333333333333,69,4,12,0,3,20,12,16,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055481267665712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29324461795998275,0.0,0.7639172464700416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149914441432285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546772037314897 lonely,jon66666,2020/01/09,"Wow. I just witnessed my friend give the girl I like a condom for the guy she was hanging out with earlier. I seriously have never felt worse and I don’t know how to process or deal with this information, and it seems like I have nobody to turn to.",2.9538235294117685,4.360408254901961,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,74.29411764705883,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.163858823529412,195,6,43,3,4,64,40,51,0.031,0.7,0.268,0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,4,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654121685554983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134297842360689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220366977884745,0.0,0.0,0.31314718857682505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232229954372821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940070701187888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189603141655461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176759323456704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297175104884787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550686660605815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33266620642136635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jh17533,2020/01/09,I need some advice Someone is spreading false rumors about me. I have lost my friends and the respect of others because of it. The rumors have spread across the town I live in like wildfire. Now every where I go in town I'm treated with disgust or disdain or just flat out like a joke I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been depressed ever since I just don't know what to do anymore all I have left is my family and a few online friends. Should I just end it all?or should I try to prove my innocence? Or should I try something else,2.1268749999999983,3.9744065089285736,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,77.66071428571428,5.194285714285715,24.59285714285714,5.6839178017228535,0.4525507142857141,427,15,90,2,10,136,68,112,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,3,21,19,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,14,7,11,14,3,12,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,4,5,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685995580417205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198770384088993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904359654931585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232735059018346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768389234971382,0.0,0.18749354433425874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148474124228246,0.17835703928423213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956146736102548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271006581587649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030768764010917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326773809008827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000062338566934,0.0,0.0,0.20684102015954686,0.0,0.18692518851411435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310834550508205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696464670114973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511125637999608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936332904226962,0.1629684674245504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744575262581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThatGuyJ_GD,2020/01/09,"I feel as if I'm always trying to make small talk over text with the girl I like, and it seems weird to me now. I've thought about it for a moment, and I can really see myself pushing just for someone to talk to me, to hold a conversation. Usually I'll send a meme, or just state a random fact, or just ask her something about her day, and I get the feeling she's tired of it, despite her never really showing those kinds of signs. This girl has no idea I like her, and she's *really* chill, but even I feel like my texts are annoying. What do you guys think?",2.329030131826741,3.4189439745762726,3.8233333333333337,91.00349340866293,75.35593220338984,7.278342749529191,21.58568738229755,7.793537801064563,0.6290421845574392,431,10,100,6,9,143,78,118,0.076,0.852,0.07200000000000001,-0.1154,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,2,25,15,9,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,17,4,14,14,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,5,8,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602343899488245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865319244981272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286791768045053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178648852919825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026623459506909,0.1425429797006872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424524470870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756427912068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252430412727699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777790696749665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29243818706789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318661702497425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538884416192095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834686055892023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899813542878327,0.18164297156440448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905958895749754,0.15360654969408452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207464042755485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784960836140075,0.0,0.15840309634178326,0.0,0.2293283040657572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354665444881621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975211353761664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RoSe2272726,2020/01/09,"I’m not meant to be in a relationship They aren’t for me. I was never meant to be loved or cared for by an SO. It’s ok that’s just how it is for me. There are other things in life that I can find joy in. I care too much for people and I have serious abandonment issues. I guess the only problem is the loneliness, but I’ll get through it by short term superficial relationships. I’ll try to never fall for the lie that someone loves me though. I’m really done with that bs. I don’t really know why I’m making this post. Maybe just to shout into the void about my discovery that I can’t be loved. Or maybe just so I’ll have this as a reminder to say no to anyone who says I should date them.",1.190208863983699,2.640289039735101,3.31880794701987,91.95664289353032,79.13245033112581,7.030259806418747,18.900152827305146,7.882392219407189,0.3500062149770757,539,11,130,9,13,184,92,151,0.066,0.7909999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9251,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,10,10,0,0,7,1,15,4,0,2,2,22,29,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,3,14,7,21,21,2,11,0,1,0,3,10,5,0,3,4,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095473929591808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235754854277374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238765054556328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450332514456839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290524049095993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480705093819873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562366981769733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720794524341897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208239079060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296524064851253,0.0,0.105922035537328,0.0,0.3188365054185782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665015410075978,0.0,0.24477199505589126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068545905305315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001070916310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197430770029002,0.0,0.0,0.151838058253204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331259589468986,0.0,0.0,0.3407319941220523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523819450772383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445146509070274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542183550841294,0.0,0.15590509587560464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773523992056593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318659189755487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Johnny290,2020/01/09,"Anybody think about that scene in The Great Gatsby when pretty much nobody showed up to his funeral and feel like ""damn, that's gonna be me"" Oof.",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,80.3793103448276,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.4032160919540231,115,2,24,1,3,35,28,29,0.071,0.652,0.278,0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465399613733131,0.3483341206425101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537569275370129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821165833276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35843447213222496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960539333063285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242773931463663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jellokiller,2020/01/09,"Last year was rough for me yet everyone left me alone So in 2019 my brother died in a motocycle accident amd finished the school year early thanks to depression the thing is that nobody ever talked to me about how i was feeling or asked me to hang out hell i had to always start the conversations with someone who i though was a friend amd lately i'm starting to think he hated me all along so it's 1:37 am in my country amd i'm crying about how i never really had anyone to consider my friend Tldr: brother died event made me realize that i never had a real friend",2.8733043478260885,4.787889069565222,4.4915217391304365,83.34336956521744,75.69565217391305,7.382608695652173,23.67391304347826,8.238735603445708,1.470582608695652,453,14,88,8,10,152,74,115,0.21,0.685,0.105,-0.9423,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,4,15,18,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,2,14,4,15,11,1,19,1,1,0,0,10,5,1,1,13,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624592641349335,0.0,0.0,0.1415959774665173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189875815127782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590869960164906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692494971944487,0.0,0.0,0.1465681088736707,0.0,0.3532214459096379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392949171475853,0.0,0.16260576725377268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604361524021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944212817425027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680087189237582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871214927881914,0.1919603995695928,0.0,0.18489138519417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610199981769368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624928677997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936919535126788,0.10901595655177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222222621355518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418541076758673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408959441236336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677707469264908,0.0,0.15667067476628949,0.0,0.0,0.1130541094989122,0.10903876208227427,0.16719223010637518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191692029869351 lonely,redditsagrandoltime,2020/01/09,"I wish I had money and knew how to drive so I can at least not isolate, even if I felt empty going out I fucking suck at my job and they always cut my hours, I can’t do shit right and I’m an ugly 22 year old girl. Ugly women are basically nothing I’m terrified to drive too with my attention span. I have no friends and my coworkers ignore me because obviously. I struggle with aboulia and can’t even brush my fucking teeth",1.1901747815230976,3.2731815505618016,3.6464419475655454,86.53260923845195,81.80898876404493,6.202746566791513,24.495630461922595,7.3871296695380915,1.2248267166042452,334,13,69,5,9,116,62,89,0.24600000000000002,0.647,0.107,-0.9132,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,5,1,1,0,7,4,2,1,1,17,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,3,2,15,1,7,13,1,11,0,0,0,2,4,5,4,1,3,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038655665280093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493540776898913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236498088148885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352452754216744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929190760887,0.4530103035090864,0.0,0.0,0.13924320312651198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128267870979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431317799582711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350909574812645,0.0,0.2570937774501383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923475777093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514963070492668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561346581435898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817461180574205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777656446133634 lonely,TheLonelySkateboard,2020/01/09,"Feeling trapped in my own apartment. How do you guys avoid getting stuck in your apartment all by yourself whenever you're off work? I live alone and I really do like it, however, I feel like I'm falling into a complacent trap by not leaving my apartment unless I need to go to the store, etc. Part of it I'm sure is that I don't have many friends. The people I hang out with are either other guys from school who graduated with me and live in the same area, but are busy and our schedules don't really match up. If we want to hang out, we need to schedule something in advance; spontaneous hangouts just don't really happen. The other few people I'm friends with are still in college and I don't go back to school to visit as often anymore. I just don't have any friends. And thus I spend even more time alone when I'm not working. I \*WANT\* to get out more and do things in my city and be active, but with no one else to go with, the motivation is just not there for me. When I talk to my friends and family about this, they just say I need to find new friends. That's great and all, but let me tell you finding new friends as an adult in a new city is difficult, especially when I'm introverted and already like being alone (I'm sure this rings true for a lot of people on this subreddit). I do have hobbies that take me outside. I enjoy fishing, but it's winter and the bass aren't exactly the hungriest this time of year. I want to try the different restaurants and bars in my area, but that requires I spend money and it's awkward if I'm just going by myself. I enjoy cooking for myself and that's what I do 99% of the time. Going out with the intention of talking to other people scares me, whether it be trying to meet women or some new friends. People have suggested I join meetup groups with similar interests and then go from there. Never tried that before and I might give that a try. Just want to hear what has worked for you guys.",3.595313479623826,4.750056883838383,4.5749111807732525,86.58409090909096,72.33333333333334,7.583281086729364,27.039010797631487,7.990435384864732,1.535998362939742,1530,53,319,21,29,498,183,396,0.11800000000000001,0.767,0.115,0.4278,2,5,1,0,0,0,41.0,3,4,1,6,17,21,0,3,15,0,27,2,0,4,7,79,56,33,0,9,20,0,2,3,7,1,0,3,0,5,23,30,2,2,5,3,4,11,11,4,0,1,1,5,40,17,55,50,12,50,0,0,0,0,31,21,0,7,21,220,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441009231369028,0.08669558452264749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342513991246705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791281071427578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060409651941726414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685083339009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208100819034063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656288213595097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761786581721176,0.05188973775406325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406165810487032,0.0,0.07944704061186236,0.056125008852577984,0.0,0.0,0.14360925798921273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248799179909882,0.0,0.08209124426051269,0.0753642323616005,0.2678930040117394,0.0,0.0,0.08661534587358592,0.0,0.23336744337500295,0.06947248892971289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854555756720796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318625971717049,0.0,0.08033539765632564,0.0,0.11514489084262032,0.0,0.13874411313959412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679096043069306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964996345636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334231295968665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475911786369286,0.06059218185506982,0.30350430081819674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323592929466827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507544547351388,0.0,0.2723264519739643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098729469926997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062475989990457885,0.07865468817530566,0.1590187274448603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048118945946863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274005043847067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808830301410178,0.0,0.05906916294936751,0.12629099529979118,0.06866701823451359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052193381249864286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743113740463414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133549059965271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535260420653787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158313324046334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059162298667288 lonely,unnamed-_-haha,2020/01/09,One of my friends that I like likes my other friend who gets all the guys So there's this guy and he's had a crush on one of my closest friends for a few weeks and I've had a crush on him and he keeps asking what he should do and if he should tell her. She thinks he's too old for her AND she has a boyfriend. The guy keeps texting me abt it and say he wants to die lol. Any suggestions as to wth I'm supposed to say back?,-1.1428678537956891,0.6657031855670112,0.5006373008434863,107.17939081537024,89.30927835051546,3.939643861293346,16.034676663542644,4.851557810540192,-1.3328680412371128,327,7,91,1,11,104,62,97,0.1,0.733,0.16699999999999998,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,13,9,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,10,5,10,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,1,5,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579899722998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293992710424366,0.0,0.0,0.14224527347485574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198958003121847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287665831960278,0.0,0.09664922006993193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495051657477991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288537953359021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180752754575716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411504328723245,0.0,0.2507069343327113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29422166809958483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168871154717918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853360763748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911142105266944,0.0,0.14838717512691094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brent_Regs,2020/01/09,I still feel lonely Why is it that I have a loving girlfriend and friends all around me but every single day after going to school I still feel as if I’m the only one in this world. It’s so weird because I know I don’t have the right to feel lonely because a log of people around the world is in a situation that is far more worse than mine. Is this normal? Somebody please tell me that this feeling is normal.,2.4575083056478384,3.94292581395349,3.6084053156146174,91.0743023255814,75.74418604651162,5.379401993355483,20.42524916943522,5.288315135182226,-0.16373554817275693,324,7,69,1,7,105,56,86,0.14,0.754,0.106,-0.6204,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,16,5,0,3,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,4,8,2,10,16,3,13,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,4,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448393753804714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361357515303467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249100586124099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318699508663462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39172949150279457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963966017266225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007499401536948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644357734973944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480723434677475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379538095271822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124518768522495,0.14730529379915527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427599282860256,0.0,0.0,0.2126067024549916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540494754718338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601839401962465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770875969452205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935234170890125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692882197301306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747695468291419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738038753945625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Redrocco,2020/01/09,About a year ago my sub of 20 years died suddenly I have been so alone since then that I feel like I am losing my mind.,1.3688888888888897,2.0425934814814823,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,77.14814814814815,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.4485407407407407,92,1,25,1,2,30,24,27,0.29100000000000004,0.627,0.08199999999999999,-0.7443,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030773269874206,0.0,0.0,0.3541095015953468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484244291241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728769698579569,0.24425633450809645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703705739229455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825031964391541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452256428049833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828265782040735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403500200774637 lonely,Humbahhh,2020/01/09,"everyone is leaving me all my friends are leaving me. it’s half my fault i gusss. long story short i was with this girl sorta (never official but yk) but long story short she was crazy. we cut shit off and that was that no big deal except she became friends with all my friends at the time. and pretty much half of them chose her over me. also at the same time sorta i was going thru other bs and needed time off mentally and i didn’t talk to everyone for like a week. and they all thought i was dropping them and got mad at me and we all fought and shit idk why. i started smoking weed daily again because i was too stressed and sad and shit. now my other like 3 friends i had left here are not talking to me because they think i’m a drug addict all the sudden, which doesn’t make sense cuz they smoke and drink too? idk man. also this one girl that i know who lives in a different state has just stopped talking to me randomly and throughout all this shit she was the one person i always has consistently. now i feel like i have no one. i’m going away to college in a week and i’m scared and sad and nervous and alone and confused and i don’t fucking know anymore. i just need some help or someone to talk to i guess i don’t know. i doubt anyone is even gonna read all this bullshit though oh well.",1.0896428571428558,3.202887838235295,2.297836134453785,95.89044117647065,82.38235294117645,4.915126050420168,21.111344537815125,5.985473137389443,-0.003602310924370133,1020,31,227,7,28,325,144,272,0.244,0.648,0.10800000000000001,-0.9921,1,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,5,0,13,24,8,5,8,0,19,8,4,2,8,56,39,25,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,4,12,22,1,1,6,2,0,2,8,16,1,5,12,1,38,8,21,26,10,31,0,2,0,1,27,13,5,8,17,152,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092736638641296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381581354209418,0.0,0.1603197751722133,0.08340562470923077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940865924276687,0.07008838631069539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417642505226106,0.0,0.0,0.12220769171320453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334045470589168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047268465698064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819458312264916,0.11624366952304326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620591930006021,0.0,0.0,0.19156244184029456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068308867070435,0.07160968560720805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097729562750983,0.09266794782311233,0.0,0.0,0.11393455541385344,0.0,0.08016908067024035,0.0,0.1104229003081495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671870791860437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652637154853173,0.0,0.0,0.21227406558930156,0.10890833031695196,0.0,0.0,0.1469129288544886,0.0,0.08851154347141699,0.17741405546608707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690930547595428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101581765166004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368609142518151,0.14864966311284875,0.07730933467277347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377055991984824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752351325567452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197756723562858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002646195007144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035521787731368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115693877833297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493090322337253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709486140392043,0.0,0.0,0.08380303316412667,0.11482171049373155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222684023870415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422813862169073,0.09848282873607164,0.0795773734494811,0.17534786618986553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160808942606047,0.0,0.09012554497544442,0.0,0.09044874721991182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mimiconfuzzled,2020/01/09,"It's so lonely at night, living alone. I've got a puppy, she's great company, but I want human companionship. I miss having someone to snuggle with at the end of the day. To make dinner with/for. Maybe I need to get out more and try to meet someone new. I don't know, I just know that I feel lonely and I don't like it one bit. 😞",-0.6083219178082189,1.2543221917808258,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,87.35616438356165,4.7458904109589035,15.974315068493151,5.985473137389443,-0.6632726027397258,252,5,61,2,8,88,52,73,0.175,0.765,0.06,-0.7685,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,8,2,9,11,2,7,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586575293912718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726537243662442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610630138198186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119740064107807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627712532607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047995570158652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974159650857026,0.2753415810533484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745034877120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201139022598514,0.0,0.22052687712784694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670481169690898,0.0,0.2508995381757625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518062563765528,0.0,0.2412025063253194,0.0,0.23436607191239955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923173131735225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232113942413865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955851341952333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730437943718727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brandon-kyx,2020/01/09,"Haven't cried in a while. I haven't cried in a few years now. I honestly dont think I can anymore. I feel the pressure in my chest, and the darkness wash over me, but there's never the release. I actually want to cry just to know the feeling again. I guess I'll simply remain a hollow shell until something hits me hard enough.",2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,77.67647058823529,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.4700803921568637,257,8,55,2,6,84,50,68,0.142,0.723,0.135,-0.354,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,4,2,1,0,1,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,7,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2132652971601289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167347674734552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7201738018549851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612939248326605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258121261932719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100262736781429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240748459986625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577055012648129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010487221922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855292890443296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682441746593812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003277778276504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890163121127998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407337707829885 lonely,Canyon3146,2020/01/09,"Is this common? How many of you have gotten off from a stripper grinding on you during a lap dance? What do strippers wear to make them smell so amazing? Anyways, just lonely and missing a good stripper...",3.275526315789474,5.996745763157897,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,78.21052631578947,3.8,27.921052631578952,3.1291,0.7791894736842107,161,7,27,0,4,49,34,38,0.107,0.7040000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.6815,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,5,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684726969299658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524098758998161,0.6871419773478289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonesumwildcat,2020/01/09,I’m soo bored This sux. 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When I got back to school, nobody noticed I was gone. I was just thinking about this, and how it made me feel like shit. :(",1.2437499999999986,2.8719344464285754,2.474428571428572,97.27057142857143,79.53571428571428,4.48,18.34285714285714,3.1291,-0.8203957142857146,203,4,47,0,5,65,42,56,0.114,0.8420000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,9,1,9,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,32,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779582700171344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959214648949339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017286017041785,0.18392007740409744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059037600466964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27971675021330633,0.0,0.18184232012819293,0.12577552425329278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360242940526336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310493921261777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210999028468998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642654866321869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496154293454132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065083299876838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ayi24,2020/01/09,"I just don't want to feel lonely anymore. I really want her back in my life. For the past few months i feel pretty lonely. Like i have friends and people i deeply care about, but i just always feel like i'm a burden to them and they don't like talking to me or anything. I've actually always felt like this about my friends and loved ones as long as i can remember. However there was just one girl i didn't feel like this. It felt like i could just talk to her whenever i wanted and like she actually wanted to talt to me too. We actually met at Mcdonalds as she works there. Something funny happened at the drive-thru and we just started talking ever since. At first i thought she was just being nice because she is at work. Later she asked for my facebook and we started chatting on there so being nice for work wasn't the case here. We talked a lot through facebook and also in person and i actually started to fell in love with her. I just made one big mistake. I told a friend of mine i was crushing on her. She later proceeded to tell the girl that i really liked her and we just kind of stopped talking ever since. I messaged her a month later or so to say i didn't mean for this to happen and stuff and she said that there was nothing to worry about and she would just talk to me whenever she would saw me without being awkward and stuff. However this wasn't case. I only see her from time to time at Mcdonalds and we don't talk at all. Like i know she is working and stuff but before we used to talk a lot when she was working. She works night shifts so it's usually very calm there and not much to do for her so we just talked. I just wish i could back to that time because ever since we stopped talking i just feel so lonely and so empty inside. I literally have no one to talk to anymore without feeling like a burden. I really want her in my life again and i don't mean as in girlfriend (i would love that tho) but as a friend. A few people i know say she's gone through a lot and that's why she is so distant ever since she knows i'm crushing on her. I know what she went through she told me everything, and i would never hurt her the way she was hurt before because i think i loved her and i loved the way she made me feel. Now it's all gone and it's popping in my head all the time. I just want her back in my life. Ps. Sorry for grammar mistakes, my english isn't the best",1.7117618415228009,3.47340610358566,3.146324037184596,92.37426250553342,78.601593625498,5.8964851704293935,22.709340416113324,6.742157984588678,0.4792726339088089,1872,58,415,18,45,612,174,502,0.092,0.71,0.198,0.9968,2,6,1,0,0,1,34.0,9,0,2,8,42,35,0,1,17,0,31,9,1,3,8,102,81,42,0,15,21,0,9,10,5,4,3,3,0,3,17,32,0,2,18,1,0,4,14,10,0,5,23,14,91,25,57,49,10,54,0,5,2,5,77,17,0,5,41,297,108,6,0.0,0.0,0.20430979050380974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041857227859025535,0.08710412011066063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381678483805408,0.0,0.0,0.043072336654538905,0.0,0.04893194374939546,0.0,0.0,0.12074142455420675,0.0,0.09572010426044554,0.0,0.08907698904299419,0.0,0.05492884593916658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336532789876229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358035660917336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938239877705254,0.0,0.0,0.04704088336308912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525693566710927,0.1121776620814622,0.10051149428895688,0.0,0.0,0.044521386418964914,0.0,0.0,0.1617546831193169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257027655990577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053717157685837714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206464518890907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450529116372648,0.11506138883519815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091038361532926,0.2557125982282834,0.0,0.0,0.046320302888778565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349581483311335,0.2361998213416525,0.09905299226977557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140297926828004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355647125143828,0.0,0.038476794462962566,0.0,0.04036874968857617,0.0,0.0,0.049118657753407714,0.0,0.050222780006757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418709700387122,0.03980783084642635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996558495381159,0.07257357656874135,0.045702305076587575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324980357171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059331285427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929236089420512,0.0,0.04978845428377992,0.08324762450387845,0.0,0.0,0.04170914892982888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318868109781413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040294802454821206,0.0,0.05859167294616607,0.11114208341164432,0.0,0.0,0.08751915103823803,0.0,0.0,0.17975440774934628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627684928321351,0.04574850395056434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03353811880488645,0.0,0.04155305543960132,0.12208226684148896,0.0,0.0,0.10002849328758624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520597971463342,0.05764642211977705,0.04318696039794848,0.1852331271360232,0.08309199497577534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852080418284562,0.047229779581220765,0.0,0.0601897812512987,0.1009100717927813,0.0,0.228630042507252,0.053155015497573836,0.0,0.14872670832504678,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YungMinecraftDad,2020/01/09,"I Need Help So around Christmas time, me and my girlfriend separated. She dumped me. I felt so horrible and didn’t want to do anything at all after that happened. My depression got a lot worse and I started to spiral. Eventually I started to get over it, but every now and then I get super depressed about it. The last four days, I’ve eaten a combined three meals. I just can’t find the energy to eat, as the depression has hit really hard those days. I now weigh even less than I normally do (117.9 pounds) and I’m starting to see my rib cage when I don’t have a shirt on Help",1.9753312788906,3.9638788135593215,3.593636363636364,88.40444530046227,78.66101694915254,7.002773497688753,23.43913713405239,8.00094639256281,1.218854237288136,452,15,96,8,11,150,81,118,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7171,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,6,0,7,6,2,0,1,15,21,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,3,15,1,13,16,3,16,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,1,12,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267699725180486,0.16516278218507222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393055349965628,0.0,0.4793952237665185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984551631721236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254211180846625,0.0,0.15631868080721867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813977983607662,0.0,0.16957285304324893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193865586300446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838685952761346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640653022065172,0.0,0.16620019671162706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487163279883029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512333125163215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773264030905473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756959974309269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178193163455966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885652635459025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478449536557369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939614351479892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818517966965198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943155878104902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890729207986526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pikachu134,2020/01/09,"Mental Health Awareness Project- Made by Student (non profitable) Hello everyone. I am 16 and I have decided to make a special project to help people in my school, especially younger people. In my country, mental health is not talked about at all, and even when it is talked about, not a single time has my school offered something which truly would show students how it’s okay to not be okay and that people with mental health disorders don’t have to be treated different or judged since we’re all humans and we should all get treated without prejudice. I decided because of this to make a documentary as a school project where I’m going to interview people from my country, as well as all over the world that have mental disorders and just have a normal conversation with them and try to humanize the idea of having a disorder. This would then closely related to something I am looking to implement in my school which would help students feel more comfortable about reaching out for help when they need it. What I need is people from all over the world who are willing to be interviewed by me about their lives, their disorder, but mainly just about them. I truly believe that if students here see that a mental disorder isn’t something to be ashamed of or even struggling with mental health isn’t something that should stay hidden. I hope this project will help someone out there and I’d really appreciate all the help I could get. If you have any questions, which I’m sure I do since I feel I wasn’t very clear about some things, you can leave a comment and I’ll try to reply. If you are interested in being a part of this, here’s the discord link. https://discord.gg/GRz5m6g I am not exactly sure when the interviews will start, but more information about all this will be on the discord server so if this peaks your interest please do join. Thank you to everyone who actually took the time to read this. Hope together we can make a difference!",6.494322344322343,7.641589000000002,6.209615384615388,77.55621794871794,65.5934065934066,9.583150183150185,33.02380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.1716358974358982,1572,65,279,32,24,490,171,364,0.06,0.762,0.17800000000000002,0.9911,1,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,2,5,5,0,21,18,1,2,18,2,39,4,0,5,11,67,59,25,0,15,15,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,22,16,0,0,8,2,1,2,9,3,1,0,3,4,30,15,47,40,13,24,0,0,2,0,32,14,0,10,7,204,52,17,0.0,0.0,0.06916464901661942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048198038666844537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320528741301792,0.0,0.0,0.07985286223594447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658863449766564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810044907897127,0.4061495772202676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936257196810502,0.0,0.0,0.13544990894145464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167396363679615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405945911531936,0.0,0.04028040415395614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135104599432866,0.0,0.0,0.23753309026460906,0.0,0.0,0.14079151074812873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001025779527941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750473385557337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258471330964842,0.0,0.0595179007913822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706448504000788,0.1419306297255755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285573885293578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510715534519788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944332818785838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675168688841523,0.0,0.24568210553591424,0.0,0.0,0.07780044847907244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939722249916585,0.0,0.07089507447782321,0.0,0.04540491286836711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869207562842999,0.05647891154701624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725854460761324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005291537008117,0.2182549049350432,0.0,0.0,0.050166322890916513,0.07554427315035922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409487369006659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359938348267156,0.0,0.0,0.11393471846225688,0.0,0.06525300113670418,0.0,0.0,0.04708679493878657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265660805018944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874572660098926,0.09624015983701648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848003564886532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372594096707276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832183304166663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104460567454564,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abrightpairof,2020/01/09,"No one like me I don’t feel so good. Until eight grade, my life was simple. In elementary I dressed in what I thought was cool, did what little girls do. Sixth grade rolls around. This is the year every becomes no longer innocent. I quickly went from simplicity to trying to fit in. Makeup, tight trendy clothes, dyed hair, drama. I even feel stupid talking about it. No body wanted to date me despite all of this. I always wondered why until I looked back at pictures of myself then. I did this until eighth grade. Towards the beginning I felt as if something was wrong, missing. I went through the motions, I got depressed. I assumed this was caused by the school setting, so I left to do online school. Home alone. Five days a week. All day. This is where I started rapidly changing. I continued to be depressed, briefly suicidal. I started taking a medication and slowly got better and developed my own interests. But I was very isolated. I overthought everything. I became different. I was fourteen. I didn’t feel fourteen. I don’t know what I even felt. I felt like no one else. I don’t think there is a person in the world who could understand. I also wore a big black jacket all the time and was afraid of my own boobs. Yes, you heard. I did a year and a half online school. After I begin self harming, I decided I should go back. I laughed hysterically at how bad I was getting. Jan 7th this year, yesterday, I stared freshmen year, second semester at my public high school. I thought I could find my friends, be happy again. But now I feel emptier than ever. I don’t belong there. It’s almost like I’m invisible. Nothing like I expected. I went to lunch with my old friends and they were too busy screeching with laughter and sex jokes to notice how uncomfortable I felt in my setting. I am different. I feel like I’m on a separate planet, so disconnected. If I can’t be happy anywhere",1.8585399449035835,4.569089344352619,3.1593057851239656,86.77956473829201,85.30853994490356,5.8712947658402195,25.146556473829197,7.3011,1.4640496969696963,1484,62,278,24,45,480,199,363,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8046,2,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,1,20,23,1,1,13,2,30,7,3,3,4,45,64,21,1,7,4,0,11,5,2,1,2,1,1,3,12,9,1,1,18,2,0,5,10,8,0,6,26,16,55,15,33,32,5,52,0,3,3,2,11,18,1,5,32,187,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868120962247009,0.09172265364480194,0.0,0.07082232806744332,0.07368998003498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883820891456816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619613176341175,0.07394486982773682,0.0,0.09780884389161988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832514962899477,0.0,0.09837148464746888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097670714314113,0.09368596503386672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141776076774776,0.0,0.0,0.1142292441001076,0.0,0.15255519556296626,0.0,0.0,0.1850551269116587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398148569022985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698762255969572,0.08010863990778895,0.07461659734527687,0.0,0.07959306061413393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389591860718105,0.06326811076715094,0.3401304093551685,0.0,0.08094329628985462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368442658566006,0.0,0.04626955114189524,0.0,0.05033134841332269,0.07428089968403802,0.14166090055937566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855000431224905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356972842903287,0.08883406483203424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867089774451547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622196002582097,0.0,0.06255336673629479,0.21633254815269354,0.08876154868752115,0.0,0.0,0.07436907013422847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921605211206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497682202168652,0.10082746822555333,0.09293004036960706,0.0,0.12002266869139495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732818939834632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585144899828621,0.0,0.0,0.0923886048883964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817870807115141,0.0,0.0,0.1253680904683762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687153554522628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658697113473705,0.07118210618468271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056746415714971715,0.0,0.14061533814230082,0.051640724886184416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060127214682315924,0.0,0.0,0.09219529137301193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307223229977171,0.052235667012195376,0.0,0.07103842103814308,0.0,0.0,0.2462912491606415,0.07991267255729162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604080081215154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968277264590779,0.0,0.2281219351193909 lonely,Bob_bobbicus,2020/01/09,"Is anyone here for me? I heard the average male speaks 7000 words a day. I've spoken less than 10 a day, for months. If anyone wanting to have a conversation can please message me, it would be so great. I'm anxious, shy, introverted and awkward. Pick something you know a lot about/like, so I can ask you questions.",1.6106682027649768,4.093591725806455,2.899769585253459,90.04822580645161,83.35483870967741,5.478341013824887,23.37327188940092,6.868970318607317,0.7878497695852538,245,9,50,3,7,79,49,62,0.095,0.782,0.12300000000000001,0.5687,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188687599336911,0.0,0.3947196942666143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638711100396626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640633346141853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111880616749311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551204288457481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996382285616225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529391978615784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983215409923826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161911397339846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729433653887825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648180829761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005064514668911,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Phoenixgirl450,2020/01/09,"Hey. It’s your boy... not a boy. I’m not sure how this works, but hey. Whoever needs to talk, I’m here. I volunteer as tribute.",-3.4527380952380966,-2.6114303214285712,0.1371428571428588,102.39119047619049,120.07142857142858,4.723809523809524,15.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.2425904761904758,93,3,25,2,6,33,22,28,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.1232,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586071104393845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829253680612575,0.0,0.0,0.4971238336828195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502726146564793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBeetsKillerTofu,2020/01/09,"Weird supermarket encounter yesterday My fiance and I were grocery shopping. He doesn't shop much and likes to wander around to see if he finds anything he wants. I'm waiting with the cart in the dairy section while he checks out a couple of close aisles. A girl, probably a few years younger than me, compliments something I'm wearing. I thank her and she just stands in front of me, so I compliment something of hers. We continue to talk because she keeps standing there. I'm not very socially aware, so it hits me that I'm probably standing in front of something she needs and she's too polite to tell me to move. I say ""sorry, do you need something here?"" and move my cart. She says ""No, I was just complimenting you,"" and she stays there. I'm kind of uncomfortable so I tell her I need to check on my fiance. She says bye and walks away. Walking down the aisle I'm like, oh maybe she wanted to connect. Is that how people make friends? I'm not going to chase after her like a weirdo, but if we happen upon each other again it's some kind of sign so I'll ask her if she wants to exchange numbers. A few minutes later he and I are going to get one last thing and he gets distracted as I run into her again. She says something like, ""Oh you lost him again,"" and I say ""Yeah, thought we were almost done."" Again she stays with me so I do ask if she wants to exchange numbers. She says ""Oh, I'm really busy,"" so I play it off saying ""So am I, it's just that when someone just starts talking to you it's because they're selling something (awkward chuckle)."" She still stays with me until I tell her I need to get him again. I'm thinking, okay you started two conversations with me which I had to end, you're still just holding that 4 pack of toilet paper and aren't getting in the checkout line. What gives? Is this a totally normal thing that happens to people in public that I misinterpreted? Did I act abnormally? How would you guys interpret this situation?",2.6553516483516475,4.656264674358977,3.672124542124543,88.58192307692309,76.61538461538461,6.303296703296702,25.24542124542125,7.225922671290522,1.0858805860805858,1533,55,313,18,35,493,193,390,0.038,0.889,0.07200000000000001,0.894,0,0,6,0,0,0,56.0,3,6,0,1,27,18,0,2,10,2,15,1,1,3,1,59,54,29,0,14,12,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,0,2,18,23,0,3,4,3,7,10,5,4,0,2,8,8,60,14,43,44,7,50,0,1,1,0,60,15,0,6,24,201,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141497841573557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669068945694571,0.07237847909878382,0.15201796121615374,0.0,0.07638850377962808,0.0,0.0,0.09912526107413136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996217682365602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320300373943161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720118898915878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074311082904616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281586030717247,0.0,0.1699135374251224,0.07799493984553996,0.0924147440511964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050450077613036,0.14379507161951074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226741149691891,0.0,0.16933280395804653,0.0,0.0662742356612575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588856066664197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875375618917658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542715624574402,0.0,0.08168156526522906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282819775202873,0.05976835784767726,0.24114581427857384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966140776561524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055094213433197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273297464583952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532057774589174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052085914845331836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525976912232673,0.0,0.0,0.06478937171233715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138996320119464,0.0,0.08287996969712168,0.0688892641474296,0.37555428503891797,0.0,0.0910140287001156,0.115095863294569,0.2599801869306134,0.12986018185326714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306993818258457,0.2131918466658052,0.07485450463173511,0.0,0.0,0.1080305472067054,0.05209681092841295,0.0,0.06454690214823157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942294206024221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708494663979105,0.1918226294131139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057756572817124464,0.0,0.0,0.05235760343980221 lonely,Fitz_cuniculus,2020/01/09,"Anyone on /r/lonely on Xbox and play RDR2? Would be a great way to share some time together - get a posse together, mic up if you got one, create some havoc and find that one solitary perfect deer.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846153,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,72.84615384615384,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,1.0219333333333342,153,4,31,2,3,49,33,39,0.081,0.62,0.3,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688561925620257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35143237707568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008890061234057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075253251608906,0.4239202585932649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211037070956448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420908873880385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052037115135966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27314269801343666,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Plant_Medicine_guy,2020/01/09,"Psychedelics could help the lonely folks Idk how I ended up here, but I don't believe in coincidence. I may get heat for this but I'm gonna just say it Psychedelics saved my life when I was lonely, depressed, and ready for life to end. Research it.",0.6046285714285737,3.105992720000004,1.119714285714288,99.75700000000002,91.8,3.6571428571428566,19.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.5495142857142854,196,6,43,1,7,59,40,50,0.192,0.649,0.159,-0.2144,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,5,3,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727305547456571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641397257156774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849421974562438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860319075391618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284429453920505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174744405072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673480627218456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630881895582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ltrfsn,2020/01/10,Never experienced a girl that was horny in my life. And you know what... It's ok I think I can make peace with it as much as it sucks,-1.8230000000000004,0.049723700000001265,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,95.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,10.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.5956666666666668,101,1,28,1,4,34,26,30,0.08,0.737,0.183,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288850699556392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226934235529967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994610350043385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399197112680464,0.0,0.4615511493387302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38345396873747456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RainbowSkittles,2020/01/10,Always alone Lately I’ve started realizing how lonely and depressed I am. I’m between jobs so I’m usually home alone all day and can’t justify spending money on fun things I could do alone. I find myself getting high as often as I can to kill the boredom and loneliness. I’m just ready for this to stop.,3.230161290322581,4.858347500000002,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,74.0,7.540645161290323,28.529032258064518,8.238735603445708,2.1124735483870967,243,10,46,4,5,83,47,62,0.332,0.5870000000000001,0.081,-0.9432,1,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,10,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,9,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668754081936271,0.0,0.0,0.17858923454874254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136447611410235,0.0,0.0,0.13841850179110715,0.0,0.18486038121524484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961678008243916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121352416898663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267682277718109,0.2152912462816985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298701500557388,0.0,0.2374561365592005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211182715914997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519161173809104,0.0,0.0,0.17944017082564814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259053992388146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363844646559877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PFOURR,2020/01/10,"35M US | calling all text addicts! ...let’s just text 24/7 I’m extremely new to Reddit, so don’t let me Karma interfere with our potential best friendship. I’m a super sweet medical tech in the US. Looking for someone who constantly needs to be texting as I do! I don’t mind age or beliefs, I just want to see how quickly we can grow! I’d be down with a texting bestie or even a single type dynamic! Feel free to DM me and let’s chat!",0.3380645161290303,2.387549096774197,3.009043010752688,90.05356451612906,84.91397849462365,6.300645161290323,25.429032258064517,7.554174236665415,1.4183470967741951,338,15,74,6,10,118,68,93,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,16,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,6,10,11,3,7,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,4,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251810089098971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458205331648105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990599629392083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066557175997355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875889523467834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856971360437254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980313737270956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163704144089728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963859091381568,0.0,0.0,0.19683820677868272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454875486790592,0.0,0.18827845429448334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534539610749318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517570310839091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689880662183034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498322009073747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chocolatetrains,2020/01/10,"Just joined this community. Hi. I feel so lonely. I feel like I’m drifting away from everything and everybody. Slowly, I’m fading and life just becomes a giant blur. I don’t know what I’m doing. I can’t function properly and I’m so lonely inside. I’m surrounded by family and sometimes other people and still I feel incredibly lonely. I haven’t found something I have interest in. I’m just never happy, never smiling, I never have a reason to smile. I don’t know what’s going on. Thanks for listening.",0.8527272727272717,3.4138560909090927,3.7900606060606097,79.64509090909092,94.15151515151516,6.276363636363637,20.741414141414143,7.554174236665415,1.5756917171717175,399,14,68,9,15,141,58,99,0.135,0.7240000000000001,0.141,-0.1187,0,6,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,3,19,22,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,4,9,4,7,21,0,12,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204237099424718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400808166507972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953684987131812,0.0,0.2049279562378379,0.0,0.3297438933654421,0.1552974055982284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383476230308241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354293077623857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314066766035792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893440332611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535430005383509,0.10620163323103443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029741019557723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507049792309641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235044135541203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735091900335566,0.21499588762992344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360116745440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001357029974561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadkitkatt,2020/01/10,I deserve the nothing that I have. Mental illness makes me unfit for a chance at love and friendship and impossible to deal with. Everyone always gives up on me. I don’t blame them.,2.3232857142857126,5.009179542857146,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,82.14285714285714,5.785714285714287,25.892857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.4880000000000002,144,6,26,2,4,47,31,35,0.13,0.638,0.23199999999999998,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31944174300188793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957917117573514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36684000946274936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682789970181325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346491451978412,0.0,0.25626119627779864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868884019980954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683695412657149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sleepytrashcat,2020/01/10,"A discord server Hi! If anyone is interested I could make a discord to meet people, talk, vent, complain about small thing (that needs to happen too) and other things It is just a little bit easier than talking thru reddit in my opinion. Just comment or dm me if your interested :p",4.923679245283019,6.5950035849056645,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,69.75471698113208,7.564150943396226,28.34433962264151,8.07648339933343,2.1105886792452826,222,8,37,3,4,74,45,53,0.131,0.6940000000000001,0.175,0.4046,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,6,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188730538941384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464465301686739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336537068190423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806174008613013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31805202632854346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118229036080849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352991339317005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999943377882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101220842838843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216452070205231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trvent17,2020/01/10,"i don’t get why im so lonely i just really want some friends that last, but it never works out, i dont know if i just have bad luck, or if im just a bad person. :( or maybe the only reason people who do talk to me is cause they are taking the piss, would explain a lot",0.19145161290322574,1.064895241935485,2.9492258064516115,96.00383870967742,80.45161290322581,5.605161290322582,15.625806451612902,5.6839178017228535,-0.8665587096774194,203,2,53,1,5,72,47,62,0.266,0.629,0.105,-0.9266,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,1,19,12,6,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,11,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,7,2,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666391829023088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554387916166255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573172982495878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962796045017367,0.0,0.1147086367414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743150242945625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066190813333078,0.1789669578771915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866581530507854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057291350567568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933466267670624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669817782386894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221207248570814,0.19170731007014336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065281379878256,0.2257395221470269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507833975266606,0.1764703170728146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949946572577906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981146023936539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983894895759912,0.0,0.0,0.15596585960380627,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ren_FMN03,2020/01/10,"Maybe I could help? Hi, my names Ren, and I had this idea in my mind for a while: online therapy sessions. Now before anyone makes any assumptions, please hear me out. First of all I would like to clarify something, while I have read a lot of psychology books and have a decent amount of experience with helping people out with their emotions and problems (suicidal thoughts, depression, isolation, abusive relationships, etc.) I am NOT a qualified professional, I am NOT a therapist and I do NOT have all those years of education that therapists and psychiatrists have, not yet at least, Im still a teen. But sometimes all that a person needs is someone to talk to, to vent to..and I can help with that, I want to help with that. And even if U do have some sort of mental problems or disorders, I still highly suggest that U seek out a professional or at least a trust-worthy adult, but I wont stop U from texting me if U do feel like thats what U want to do. Lastly I want to say that my intention with this post isnt to gather more experience or practice on people, I just want to help. P.s: age/gender/race/sexuality/anything else does not matter, but I will not reply or message back if ur account seems shady and maybe not right away because its relativly late where I am",8.0258367071525,6.685847396761138,8.250455465587045,72.57206646423755,62.886639676113354,11.634143049932526,35.967948717948715,10.686352973137794,3.6254807017543857,1005,38,195,21,12,331,142,247,0.051,0.8370000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.8615,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,20,0,0,2,3,58,30,19,1,12,18,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,2,12,15,0,1,4,2,1,0,9,3,0,1,2,3,21,2,29,24,10,24,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,11,14,135,33,6,0.0,0.13349637709831327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766199520674795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878198593939871,0.0,0.0927184009692313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585784870835124,0.08663682760160805,0.0,0.06868302408588102,0.0,0.0958744826576506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995840043918364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704312454833572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913040447121288,0.0,0.09859890483306076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412192752418763,0.12673939299019707,0.0,0.0,0.12565763403088506,0.07441794679479417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204271645686008,0.0,0.0,0.05696970053384458,0.08049198364509834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583765540299936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269880881492002,0.0,0.3776040372994319,0.11904279990444175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719152660039834,0.12170371012443565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184167335087934,0.12709747780014286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009044345828624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578861553054016,0.0,0.0,0.07520857934800503,0.0,0.22638576095304785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354558358087825,0.0,0.11376530664184753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354390995206674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622337896457464,0.09837972528157804,0.0,0.12367861427928935,0.0,0.0,0.10790740303992198,0.0,0.0,0.2156213217439301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270120856697564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096618558327032,0.0,0.0962201777806365,0.0,0.08960027744017496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257119029720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546553396026937,0.08673942351786426,0.11143422135230192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995796230699607,0.0941977655349116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324347859032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056045545485072,0.0,0.0,0.12884878569274716,0.2616387760137372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894479648653948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658244353342982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003804557850971,0.0,0.0,0.07255624851157963 lonely,MrDcChicken,2020/01/10,I have no friends I don't have anything.I hang out with people in school but all they do is try to hurt me and I had a friend before but now he just rejects me I need help with life my life is usseles.,-0.8569565217391286,0.9235515652173945,1.3371304347826083,101.86221739130436,87.69565217391305,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.7028469565217392,156,4,41,1,5,52,35,46,0.19699999999999998,0.618,0.185,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,5,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802645111530141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089316295734352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207657511978968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525909815636698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652790771922822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442192378355326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283395316589211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333395899077456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361654073287446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EYazz,2020/01/10,"I’ve never felt so alone I’ve never felt so alone in my life. I have work friends but I feel isolated from them because I feel like they don’t enjoy my company. I have family but they are far away. New people don’t seem to take to me. I can’t understand why because I know I’m confident and can be outgoing, but yet my personality just isn’t attractive to people, making me always feel like I’m never good enough for anyone. I don’t have any friends out side of work, so I spend my time at home or passing time walking outside because I’m embarrassed that I never have plans. And yet, I have no reason to complain. I have a great job which I love, a roof over my head and a family. Yet my heart yearns for true friendship and companionship, which is missing from my life.",3.807838765008576,4.636235798742142,5.186895368782164,83.6202401372213,71.51572327044025,8.54911377930246,27.033161806746712,8.841846274778883,1.8794729559748435,608,20,128,11,11,204,87,159,0.11900000000000001,0.624,0.257,0.9837,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,3,7,14,0,1,3,0,15,5,2,2,5,26,30,11,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,1,2,10,4,0,0,2,5,24,10,14,27,1,19,0,2,0,1,9,7,0,2,12,80,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742524112926527,0.0,0.0,0.11016719376090907,0.0,0.0,0.09003636645255911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257697981399172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439391830721368,0.0,0.0,0.24212896610350584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680432876913945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496293917110801,0.0,0.20083586698567812,0.18917280787596488,0.2542490355786234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458342836482246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105062403790128,0.0,0.14597118574264148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588033520211645,0.0,0.0,0.15689433473308742,0.0,0.0,0.1328077389663154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138631681784047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276343703433592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703571015658987,0.1293676548036122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949593865814476,0.0,0.08837785756625971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084593806287888,0.127872498289977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357862433173625,0.11560635001641865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612898851024374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053175482203975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954813052560876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440671151732632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378328033704362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947017596410027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277718176409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,willisboy8911,2020/01/10,Lonely? I'm here to let you vent or talk Im 31 I've been lonely and depressed where the only thing i thought would help is bing drunk or on drugs through time and random ppl helping me I've grown to get passed it so figured i would try to help ppl lime strangers did for me,-0.10978571428571726,2.0128077833333364,0.9295238095238112,103.66500000000002,87.83333333333334,3.428571428571429,18.57142857142857,3.1291,-1.0333571428571426,217,6,53,0,7,67,45,60,0.16399999999999998,0.72,0.11599999999999999,-0.4767,0,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,3,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324346786319447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129581942048618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099353627942265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426552790935885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150094746793365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759556614353174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524480175955645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690759091259865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928658431452846,0.0,0.0,0.2142429879966811,0.15736068835868308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832208961503337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834092830163081,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ObjctifOpinion,2020/01/10,"What’s the point Ever since I was a child,I had this problem,with why do we live,my story is weird,I hopped schools frequently in my teen years until college,I have gotten great social skills,I’ve met a lot of people,but no matter what it seems like I can’t connect with anyone on a deeper level,and honestly I kinda don’t want to,the thing that keeps me moving is creating wealth,but after a while I realized it doesn’t matter,it doesn’t matter if I make 1$ billion or 1$ million or none,I won’t live forever,this has been making me think about suicide",15.959039548022597,5.571162135593221,14.750000000000005,59.369293785310745,59.0,17.428248587570618,49.502824858757066,10.504223727775694,5.318651977401129,444,12,91,5,3,150,85,118,0.067,0.784,0.149,0.6509999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,17,21,5,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,0,9,3,7,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,7,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590960208982511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581618114557973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508553947656854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022413487548442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116089093393906,0.0,0.4018307486048127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934400027689588,0.0,0.0,0.3037594335558408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183104868595875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509176629674004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177178824653443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230275046794464,0.0,0.20713705094505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821724295062026,0.0,0.0,0.2319407393887511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888363515566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116248888158568,0.14579364460061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420456915031054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531269922708756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652347604408553 lonely,sayskate,2020/01/10,I am a socially awkward person who can't express things to herself nor her friends. Can someone talk to me?,3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.61904761904762,6.104761904761905,39.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.172028571428571,86,6,15,1,2,28,20,21,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37682057986993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425868822299232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971814138682698,0.4132537918912057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39202055505903216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240275086819799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonewolf5654,2020/01/10,Mid day thought I feel like I can't connect with people anymore,3.91,5.442655384615384,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,72.07692307692308,5.2,36.07692307692308,3.1291,1.7762923076923078,52,3,10,0,1,16,12,13,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289668538992969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34398416505191537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696915355690434,0.3810447740961636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26058115515372643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697765879926897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234419133683695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,juoeys,2020/01/10,"It hurts so much when interesting people don’t find you interesting and don’t want to talk I met this girl at my university. I dropped out two months ago, she dropped out a week ago. Unfortunately we didn’t get to speak but I really wanted to. After she dropped out we’ve been texting a little bit back and forth and we seem to share pretty similar personal traits: we’re introverts, we dropped out partially because of not fitting into the partying and drinking culture that is so vivid in college, and we are lonely. I really want to get to know this girl, but she is barely asking me any questions and now the conversation has stalled. I guess it’s just another lost cause. I’m so lonely it hurts",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,4.881470588235292,80.25078431372552,74.29411764705881,8.35686274509804,28.245098039215684,9.075114841892004,2.514345098039216,560,23,106,13,12,185,88,136,0.135,0.747,0.11800000000000001,-0.5402,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,4,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,28,20,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,15,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,2,15,3,15,16,2,21,0,5,1,0,19,9,0,3,8,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108526764522362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923568421828698,0.18385692136944295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391712963528218,0.0,0.0,0.13482390864042382,0.0,0.10688426643557036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914234135387612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801201707193947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176424557042771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025552918045285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321347765808327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931543020192635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754053807271708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636104323950856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573449078300166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914018691277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995292114425711,0.0,0.1288934226328065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155712043077613,0.153098162301447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838152924848175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964184106153671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246517079316621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596209045575965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092984370140232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712795065208495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102562476263714,0.0,0.14064536876339606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wildflowerxglow,2020/01/10,"Its weird how the only people who like geeky things like movies and games are like 20 plus I dont mean for this to be a whole ""I was born in the wrong generation "" but it's just tiring.",2.1926666666666685,3.1476136000000032,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,75.5,6.333333333333334,15.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.7806666666666664,144,1,36,1,3,46,36,40,0.11800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.131,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371144336488098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641387231018687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449552527464006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240847940311764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954469844227395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038683653616588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639748532413295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535597530172594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34623775373714977,0.0,0.0 lonely,GirlOnThePrairie46,2020/01/10,"I Did A Thing Today. (Many Trigger Warnings) I tried to kill myself a little bit, today. There are too many reasons to list, but it really wasn't even the depression or the loneliness that did me in. It was the knowledge that these feelings always come back, no matter how hard I try to fight them, and no matter how much work I put into my life, my work and in therapy. I feel so isolated and alone. I keep thinking that if I can feel warm and loved for just two minutes, I'll be all right. But the thing is, I don't think it's just warmth and love I'm looking for. I'm looking for warmth and love *from myself.* And that's even scarier because, of all the people I feel most alone with, I feel most alone with myself.",1.98845634095634,3.729211993243248,3.2013513513513523,92.38772349272352,77.7162162162162,5.905197505197506,21.51975051975052,6.67199483983844,0.32330498960498977,557,15,121,5,13,180,86,148,0.172,0.634,0.19399999999999998,0.7765,0,3,0,0,1,1,22.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,2,0,7,0,9,4,0,4,2,36,25,14,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,9,17,4,13,20,6,10,0,1,2,3,5,5,0,4,3,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074168306533997,0.0,0.0,0.10910622739223788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082677533001258,0.0,0.07993238014597424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315417572747868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295229032870592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293748382790353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321321220354272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33150285827394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174619464134805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654962913272493,0.14507001665903516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261723034854401,0.0,0.13142136434545795,0.0,0.0,0.22022339192280052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550353951280549,0.0,0.0,0.26587966367379817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639171788124397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090533418760717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318165075374517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400181952720047,0.13481799679229145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197974944228033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499524847138612,0.0,0.17422680501685953,0.168038784479311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485817052377865,0.0,0.0,0.17805008372849945,0.0,0.1280897468168731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909206389992586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rshae12718,2020/01/10,A friend if anyone needs one I'm not lonely anymore but I've been into the deepest throws of loneliness and I know how hard it can be. So if anyone ever needs someone to talk to feel free to send me a pm. (:,-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,2.3422222222222224,94.3,86.77777777777777,4.488888888888889,17.88888888888889,5.6839178017228535,-0.40331111111111095,160,4,36,1,5,55,37,45,0.10099999999999999,0.664,0.235,0.7967,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,8,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,3,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782329348649035,0.44816461547919867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988635027364096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204087539348988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759679374601845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708103334865664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612368563415534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752536234374414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171609293148664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153589623731594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575842130189771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dms7839,2020/01/10,I feel so isolated I feel so alone. :'( why is it so hard to make friends?,-3.161458333333332,-1.871412562499998,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,112.125,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.2182666666666666,53,2,15,1,3,18,12,16,0.439,0.429,0.133,-0.7295,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749870178699425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637792321373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543249522824501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108291222333124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061291954610198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138288690926492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,watch_more_tv,2020/01/10,"Hi Hi male in 30s with aspergers. Not working at mo. Interests are gym,netflix,memes,books,music. Can talk about anything.",2.086818181818181,4.744488136363636,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,99.45454545454544,5.836363636363638,28.22727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.3732363636363645,97,5,16,2,4,30,21,22,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044925512018885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904234777956777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347792744760115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Cliff_Booth_,2020/01/10,Anyone else never celebrating birthdays because you are convinced nobody would show up? Title. Pretty sure that would crush me so I never do. Can‘t imagine people would waste a night hanging out with me like that,4.2924324324324346,7.693191216216217,3.879783783783784,80.42670270270273,82.78378378378378,4.0410810810810815,23.616216216216216,5.6839178017228535,0.8674151351351354,173,6,24,1,5,52,32,37,0.16,0.607,0.23199999999999998,0.5109,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935392610357875,0.2836059070038654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872971109804016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122403025366356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522649130988312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269577968997618,0.0,0.0,0.2597503522260816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189258153872532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815967672236035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608729941131627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898748557035299,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jadiyaera,2020/01/10,"Hurt my back tendons, can't walk for two weeks, still have to work from home, and no friends can support me even by text Might a little bit whiney but it's stressing me out I haven't got any break since mid last year and I spend most of my time for work, and no boyfriend. Sorry, just gotta let this out",1.1600512820512847,2.9069038000000016,1.3426923076923067,104.73147435897437,80.23076923076924,4.333333333333334,18.525641025641026,3.1291,-1.0844358974358972,237,5,60,0,6,70,53,65,0.192,0.75,0.057999999999999996,-0.7852,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,8,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537687153014171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738716002635561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468634500774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934950708304648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746990254665264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084806929628267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268158546102215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206513129902074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431721426632425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122205970974,0.0,0.0,0.22663070253683756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398765902168299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704802374904447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531217759327123,0.0,0.0,0.1805789740499764,0.0,0.259018620177297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565972305711239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318518427575936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088546602337011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137907128749128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923473866431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456132615547716 lonely,NecronizerFTW,2020/01/10,"Worst Christmas break ever Hey y'all. Long time lurker and hey, I'm just sitting here all day, eating stuff all day, watching friends all day and dreaming about not being this sad loner and a fat guy. Cheers",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,1.9850000000000032,95.08,85.25,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.4504000000000001,165,5,31,0,5,49,32,40,0.20800000000000002,0.664,0.129,-0.5893,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,4,9,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238049742364634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299173653097709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916484212513454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491018081215511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31924766463744664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853326031697369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690951188115009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800638611099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,97line,2020/01/10,"New to reddit.., really want friends<3 and maybe... a gf... unless? So a few days ago I came across these reddit pages while I was in a lonely sad boi hour and it really breaks my heart that so many ppl feel this way too... I hope you all find peace and happiness because you all deserve it so much. A short introduction to me: I’m a native canadian 22 y/o girl and I’m very lost with what to do with my life. I really enjoy writing and listening to music, especially kpop. I’m currently confused with my sexuality but I know that I like girls. If anyone needs someone to lean on I’m here, I always reply back as soon as I can so yeah🥺",1.2023776223776252,3.2011054848484832,3.745757575757576,86.29248251748253,81.27272727272728,7.0918414918414925,20.002331002331,8.139509932561175,0.9400715617715618,492,13,106,10,13,172,91,132,0.059000000000000004,0.8340000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7224,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,22,15,15,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,14,4,14,12,5,15,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,3,9,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646235960180946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502784089398007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470814345012217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617459719038,0.0,0.12822725383191125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058407361245426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565818549754002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635915276454667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225585863543496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223921217916288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492654638769032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892476207251234,0.2071521298026034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560272024160337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857624761608546,0.102766261573908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296215979677274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326162851889244,0.21132459454143496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463126774756442,0.15597167262377662,0.0,0.20315709714805708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042663041630655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782286586568457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356057150048895,0.12406973119629455,0.16696583878818652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kwamiswap,2020/01/10,"No friends, just boyfriend Honestly beggining of last year till this day have been the best times of my life. I enjoy being with my boyfriend and love him so much, he means everything to me. I no longer go to school and I only ever had extremly toxic friends. I no longer have any friends. Its really nice but really difficult. It gets lonely when my boyfriends not around since he lives almost 2 hours away and I work every day. I love my new job and I'm starting to get to know people there but I just don't see them as friends. My childhood friends are all party addicts and do drugs and alcohol. Typical teenagers. I really can't stand teenagers these days and don't get along with many but I also don't mix very well with older people, I always feel so immature. I only started feeling sad about this the other day when I was talking to my cousins. He asked me if I was going to schoolies with friends. I told him no and that I have no friends. It became awkward after that. My brother didn't really have friends when he finished school and now he's loved by so many people. But he's 23. do I have to wait that long to have friends? He's never had a best friend either though. I miss having friends",1.7905489945738893,4.20944090041494,2.5669087136929503,93.16863948292374,81.9045643153527,5.699393552505588,23.37711458665816,7.010146845296331,0.7951058410469201,951,34,197,12,26,297,132,241,0.111,0.644,0.245,0.9915,1,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,16,25,0,1,3,0,21,7,0,0,3,33,41,24,0,1,9,2,2,0,11,0,4,0,0,0,10,15,1,1,4,0,0,2,12,5,1,0,7,3,29,20,22,33,5,28,0,3,1,3,29,2,0,2,23,125,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052593032100184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874457764046867,0.08315263209491686,0.0,0.0,0.06640711166399613,0.06909598803418504,0.0,0.0,0.0564700931980623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392326524191004,0.07763125316006368,0.0,0.0780188765589712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174290854527775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421589420291293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630011436776674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511449483193246,0.06996483802645652,0.0,0.0746310578614224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397510600838289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057220484286597,0.0,0.13015502313324634,0.0,0.09438716759212214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177773895278008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240445331123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045636649196692435,0.06768873790240107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865365518428356,0.0,0.0,0.07332590062012234,0.07348784627126169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484070799450526,0.0,0.0,0.16837918878537708,0.0,0.09045497710948198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610440040362976,0.0,0.06404561901074728,0.0802006142674455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631142592736655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270858043756432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127903734049975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680819624199626,0.06617218225062535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686916016233672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755237380656708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674446043884896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158644431527404,0.0,0.048421330920678816,0.0,0.0,0.07934834272472853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685167520227153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746629930404264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060454157856393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347508064142612 lonely,Madalynneisdacoolest,2020/01/10,My heart aches I've always been lonely but I've learned to deal with it in healthy ways. Except for these past 2 weeks. I think I'm really depressed and lonely. I can't sleep I just cry and my heart aches but I don't why I'm sad. When I finally do fall asleep it's really hard to get out of bed the next day. I don't want to go to work I don't want to talk to strangers who could give a shit about whether I exist or not. My only guess for why this is happening is because of a funeral I went to and also my aunt being diagnosed with cancer. The idea of death is being pushed to my attention. I'm petrified. Or is it because I just feel really alone. The sadness I feel in my heart feels like loneliness . I've always had trouble making friends. I've only had 2 best friends everyone else I'm trying to force it because to have friends you have to be a friend right?I currently have none. I don't want me being depressed to ruin my life. I don't want to flunk college and get fired but it's difficult to function. I feel so alone and like there's something wrong or unlikeable about me. Im 24 and still am unsure of my myself. Im getting older and I feel less desirable I feel like it doesn't matter what I do the older I get. The language everyone uses is about age like you need to be 18 or the clock has run out. I have learned important things that have helped me progress but I think people like people who are sure of themselves and I'm not. Im posting this because I can't sleep and I have no one to talk to. My heart hurts. Have you ever been so sad that you can feel it in your heart? I'm invisible to everyone. I want to have friend because I'm embarrassed my family and other people will say things and I don't know how to explain. On my birthday every year I'm sad because I feel pathedic that I don't have anyone to hang out with. I think my mom always trys to make something happen because she knows I don't have friends. I hate being an adult because if your sad you can't pause your life you have to go to work. You have to do assignments. I think I'm a cool person. So why do I not have any friends? Why am I so sad my heart aches and I can't sleep.,0.5443818301514156,2.5902709053763457,2.448654816765416,94.40930875576036,84.03225806451613,5.688391485626509,20.88764538073294,6.956979308442209,0.3769626947553215,1701,53,388,22,49,565,185,465,0.19399999999999998,0.627,0.179,-0.5957,1,6,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,10,0,4,16,34,2,1,11,1,52,15,11,4,2,69,97,29,2,9,16,2,10,5,7,1,4,1,1,2,19,18,0,0,19,0,0,7,18,19,0,1,5,12,61,15,46,84,3,30,0,13,0,0,31,7,1,6,19,231,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759442016546851,0.0,0.04926009838053857,0.15376403594329965,0.0,0.0,0.04188892238785465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043070928727156135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003977723987909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464356320982087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918119043997563,0.0,0.06766278534561901,0.0397257754429322,0.06350509112221002,0.1061089651661504,0.06252092725710971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051457433875495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055719143816211986,0.051899182452024434,0.17657930322568144,0.0,0.0,0.05806934812625144,0.0,0.2491674087208852,0.0880116044130255,0.0,0.06747787212751936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331345867889688,0.0,0.1287301732923901,0.05909065442575736,0.07001541017133478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785741717515349,0.0,0.10894225833140928,0.0,0.055179932994296084,0.06081551928617765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379653379853772,0.04128800863212759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594220077806086,0.06953692664104671,0.19961004138556174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770557468488808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870173314983213,0.15046896784819264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223462057075721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721431260827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567432196874728,0.0,0.0,0.06551043783869434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041740568468764935,0.09369648990684266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058802499744024316,0.12811341210809138,0.05378521606525002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899409630318421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838424905526465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260456905074711,0.0,0.04898540088247801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632297185760361,0.0,0.0,0.18492820697276616,0.0,0.0,0.09484268474893072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919244212992505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805562176973585,0.0,0.0,0.0990206803213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184628060562488,0.1578786858404587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182116842838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053201110585523514,0.0,0.0,0.18166121943516386,0.048893823797021035,0.04941040071154745,0.0,0.0,0.057102195004403375,0.22233135901859985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968851946419164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734801667061667,0.0,0.03966725351092268 lonely,Lonerforeternity,2020/01/10,"I want love in life :(( I have no friends, my cousins hate me, my parents aren't even interested to help me to improve my mental health. I dont have anyone to shate stuff with, no one hangs out with me. No one makes me feel special. I tried to distract myself by being busy with my studies. But when i see others with their friends i get so jealous. Feels like i have no purpose in life!",0.7257243319268625,3.008184329113924,1.8738396624472564,97.26226441631508,85.45569620253164,4.017440225035162,22.701828410689174,5.033348758259628,-0.08836821378340343,298,11,66,1,9,94,52,79,0.20600000000000002,0.5589999999999999,0.235,0.5865,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,10,14,3,0,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,0,3,17,6,12,13,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,2,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883143495028626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622292456467395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500331469755461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297118859491316,0.16227894120592815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509974030209484,0.0,0.1186786467674768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242676552590834,0.0,0.24145419618094904,0.0,0.0,0.15225661138683386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208913305532914,0.11097602389868376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050154525016812,0.0,0.15162713196396066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891791514739515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078510067675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522277567102143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101241552042094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600371092194755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542227295551527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398137913619598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,666ratbaby666,2020/01/10,"up late/can’t sleep/incredibly lonely 🥺 it’s 3am where i am, i’ve been watching netflix all night and i can’t sleep. i can’t stop thinking about how i’m technically in the “prime” of my life (i’m 22) but i’ve never felt more depressed and alone. tonight i’m down to talk to anyone about anything...sorry this started as an absolute bummer of a post but feel free to hmu whenever! i’d love nothing more than to be distracted with a good convo :)",0.4724340175953081,2.7648725483871,2.6793157380254162,90.91170087976542,86.95698924731184,5.532355816226785,22.43304007820137,6.980632752743323,0.7548365591397852,349,13,75,5,11,118,69,93,0.127,0.65,0.223,0.9263,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,5,3,1,1,2,12,13,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,4,4,14,10,3,10,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468797153611993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667403810782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053079678838512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205271728625083,0.0,0.2288728446858749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993367660060468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889205197956223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683679741162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151384790652701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384585052680028,0.0,0.0,0.22369435469450524,0.0,0.22872270697983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829283105693274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770848447289631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668360063087192,0.16871970696610908,0.0,0.0,0.199288222748222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159299709904373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273804673960656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reaperranger85,2020/01/10,I hate my life....it's empty My first wife left me....so I was like her loss..lived my life was happy for awhile second wife left me after cheating on me.....and here I am I have trust issues and PTSD from my service. All I can do is barely hold myself together....I'm ready to give up and just accept I'll me alone forever....😭,-1.3243478260869566,0.7037009855072505,1.2952028985507271,98.06628260869567,97.1159420289855,3.919420289855073,12.697101449275362,5.6839178017228535,-1.1098707246376804,244,4,57,2,10,83,52,69,0.153,0.6459999999999999,0.201,0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,6,9,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,13,4,6,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744937701626493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254365335679473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542433516084754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213205512063866,0.0,0.261664752292672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27662510240858834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759172359362752,0.0,0.3744006260068664,0.12948150624006938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098088432809803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,free4romall,2020/01/10,"Dawned on me that I’m unhappy in my relationship... Would like to speak with those who can relate. Not looking for anything else but to discuss similar experiences and feelings.",5.463440860215055,8.45909448387097,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,71.90322580645163,9.29462365591398,36.13978494623656,9.725611199111238,4.375959139784946,143,8,22,4,3,46,30,31,0.06,0.885,0.055,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,6,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612643011925749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667329464105807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294318319734741,0.0,0.0,0.22197448227498545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447601936716296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686542377148089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713278491199782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31185706723237394,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,himebaby,2020/01/10,Close friend to watch kdramas with I'm depressed from dating and always getting used. I just want a close friend to watch kdramas with since I watch them the most. I'm loving and sweet. I like to comfort other people. But sometimes I feel that's all I'm worth. I'm serious about being friends... I love close friendships and I'm kinda clingy once attached..I dont have any family I play league too..thanks,1.586624999999998,4.2406844125000065,2.1325000000000003,94.0225,86.125,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.007525000000000227,323,10,63,2,10,99,54,80,0.053,0.589,0.358,0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,16,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,7,13,2,4,0,1,3,2,6,3,0,2,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203075515327356,0.0,0.0,0.15694101711136402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877389973916226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704771002409358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175625926478872,0.0,0.11669131218507048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349093804549995,0.0,0.12057510182744373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127493929738302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165830961996436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577740170099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599965500479656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909068892089201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825125268469054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247487763455508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932325614485288,0.0,0.0,0.13612236802783725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreatnessFromAbove,2020/01/10,"I don’t know anymore I don’t got the vent I need, but even if I did I don’t know what I’d scream about. I just feel pissed and there’s not even much of a reason. I want to talk to people, to make friends and make my life better but I also don’t want to do anything but lie around and throw a pity party. Pity partying is all I’ve done for a month and it’s making me hate myself for being a weak little bitch. I don’t know what I need anymore.",-0.4914705882352948,1.070922401960786,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,84.78431372549021,4.472156862745098,15.101960784313723,4.935628992294339,-1.1973050980392157,343,5,89,1,10,116,60,102,0.254,0.5870000000000001,0.159,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,5,0,10,3,1,4,1,24,23,9,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,2,13,2,9,19,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531423640274802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37983279517168667,0.0,0.0,0.15758806296679434,0.17047547035409366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936605875999675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959708379336663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296769492927984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968280800906628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795231213613885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315992705905787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890664594515622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157299347532134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526201017780165,0.0,0.1919331624880032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834829186237688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285335641835002,0.0,0.14077442691864706,0.2839894304559347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276188665788458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968937441299381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392032873017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259031509154015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,driftingmemory5892,2020/01/10,"Lonely night shifter Police officer here. Driving around a dead town at night can be depressing. Seeing the worst of the dead town can be overwhelming. Trying to talk about the pain you see, to people who dont understand can be exhausting. Living with a SO who doesn't get the emotions you bring home from the job is isolating. It sucks having a job where you see people at their worst- you see the worst of things.... but you have no one to talk to... no one who understands.",2.4775824175824184,5.113388021978025,2.871087912087912,90.68641208791209,80.86813186813185,6.716923076923077,20.089010989010987,7.908726449838941,0.9011353846153848,374,10,74,7,10,115,58,91,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.9711,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,0,5,9,1,1,9,0,11,2,0,0,0,5,20,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,9,0,2,0,4,6,0,12,17,3,10,0,3,4,0,11,6,1,0,2,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721456840659108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243313985812278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381268213578526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186019254546106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639912163786011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587982773964932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32820887955359523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602494596918847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103775234451687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241183001703884,0.0,0.17596558799138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292937958122597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271146624094332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265836659267733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986463503921724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227553340968832,0.0,0.0,0.3443124904906322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Landlen,2020/01/10,"I just want a person Why do I feel so alone while surrounded by others? I have plenty of friends whom I've know for most of my life, but yet I don't feel connected to any of them. They all have relationships an are usually focusing on those, and I don't blame them because I'd probably do the same. I just don't feel like they care to know about how terrible I feel. I try to put on the funny face to make sure everyone else is happy even when I'm dying inside. It's hyperbolic I know, but God do I just want to be connected to someone. Someone who I can talk to you about anything, everything! Someone who wants to tell me everything and i can the same. That the worse part, being around everyone else with their person, and you can only sit and watch.",2.4903126550868464,4.136985038709678,4.133548387096777,86.66339950372209,76.03225806451613,8.124069478908186,24.18114143920595,8.841846274778883,1.6520223325062031,591,19,127,13,13,198,93,155,0.079,0.757,0.163,0.9104,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,5,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,15,2,1,2,2,28,28,10,1,3,5,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,21,5,19,26,5,10,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,1,5,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738655735348768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677326099349597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710607712195865,0.1266829048015855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674868668453062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450909026523063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476916203268826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775754517536746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399206333919624,0.0,0.0,0.27195980899018624,0.2557917096156644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878176532205397,0.10166375116381032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994560469366002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148785452819552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346236979682377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051524904453246,0.06952373977143443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499065559039528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823046231619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410400988065678,0.0,0.0,0.2485129936588271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534304142397693,0.0,0.0,0.14305728030784004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278386285764978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361727361523962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412213820261207,0.0,0.0,0.11438052824287585,0.12438210340939232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661673341461204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156730441831096,0.0,0.25180808097216195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840943026732005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502242278320185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kabiiwii,2020/01/10,Been a long day I’m not sure why but today has been very emotionally exhausting. Would anyone like to chat?,1.3585714285714303,4.0518315238095255,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,90.90476190476193,6.609523809523811,16.523809523809526,7.793537801064563,0.7263523809523806,86,2,17,2,3,28,20,21,0.21100000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.133,-0.226,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468985324262245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441324109482089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42581601530633306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849396342001595,0.0,0.0,0.3350034347796868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567774009119957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35881963462494304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123420869191245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34158106482135075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26890993271353114,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HEAD_KGB_AGENT,2020/01/10,"I have very little friends so when i do get friends I rely on them too much too keep myself happy and help with stuff and they think that the friendship is too unbalanced and start ignoring me. yeah i geddit, its my fault that i got too close. I try very hard to keep as distant as possible but with as little people around me that i have it's kinda hard to purposely distance myself from someone.",3.993333333333332,5.471464810126584,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,71.78481012658227,7.2919831223628675,25.824894514767927,7.793537801064563,1.381656540084388,316,10,62,4,6,100,54,79,0.08900000000000001,0.763,0.14800000000000002,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,10,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,3,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992561222609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31230780928268986,0.0,0.10559698693375454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165019863189836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151556677161271,0.36211150901937533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135473733827569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592990186995237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40514558130170203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857812033898554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401214127029281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278548150998089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125177513905432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305836434959435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137384839195246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295074270423498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722313155146587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333532846934949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AubyANGEL,2020/01/10,"Scary Realization I walk to and from school... about 40 minutes each way. I was walking at night when a guy (who was giving off seriously bad vibes) began to follow me. It was then that I realized... I don't talk to ANYONE on a daily basis. I could be kidnapped or murdered and no one would think anything was out of the ordinary. I don't have friends, coworkers, or roommates to check up on me, and family calls every once and a while, but it's not uncommon for me to miss a call I did get home safely (the guy left me alone after I ignored his comments and began recording him as if on facetime) but it's still something I find very troubling",4.961337209302325,5.245606558139535,5.9747189922480635,80.94719476744189,68.68992248062014,8.620542635658914,30.85368217054264,8.472884824447931,2.2465263565891482,502,19,100,7,8,167,92,129,0.187,0.767,0.046,-0.9362,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,18,14,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,2,3,0,1,3,4,6,0,1,7,0,15,2,18,8,1,20,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,3,8,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043899758436301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798826109621098,0.0,0.16239817730930278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477488992391376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030227609231829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756397988174806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627173247728322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860393682637227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036981831614024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246831116052742,0.0,0.10310465369667726,0.18931137294252065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908052907063807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795319524251384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441599543624668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851949792046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101660583717819,0.13372612642412612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972374608500346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192587590930726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760002742417156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586184915661838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645075209130693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283034998559345,0.0,0.1566433305126677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018827526654914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happyy420,2020/01/10,Day 1 of embracing loneliness Time to accept the fact that no one has time for me and in the end its only you and your thoughts 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lonely,ReaPerxCS,2020/01/10,"Eu,pc,21,m looking for Partners in crime 🤙 Sup u can add me here so we can play games and chill on pc ReaPer#9165 a bit bout me Im 21 from sweden and im been really sick for the past year and i have no feeling in my arms or legs and extreme pain in my stomach 2 the point i can barely move and only time i sleep when i pass out from pain and there is no meds 2 ez my pain and the doctors havent found the source the issue and my dream is 2 be a streamer and distract ppl from their life and hopefully spread some 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lonely,cosmicbrownie05,2020/01/10,"I don’t think I can stop being so damn lonely Before I graduated from high school I learned that my classmates couldn’t stand me. To them I was nothing but entertainment. I never know that they collectively made fun of me and my financial troubles. Looking back now I should have known. That situation broke my soul and I stopped talking to people for a while. But something happened later on that tore my soul out of my chest. My family would turn on my mother, brother, and me. I have a lot of aunts and cousins, like a LOT. When I was younger all of us were so close. It’s different now. I never thought I would hear such things coming out of their mouths. It seems all everyone thinks about is “what can this person do for me.” I’m so lonely. I can’t see my mother and brother all the time and I can’t even trust myself.",1.8918502673796769,4.206952587878789,2.998930481283427,90.84898395721927,80.6969696969697,5.8217468805704105,22.4331550802139,7.048011613610866,0.6612780748663103,647,21,135,8,17,207,101,165,0.134,0.792,0.073,-0.7936,1,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,0,10,9,1,0,4,0,17,2,2,1,5,33,30,13,0,4,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,2,7,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,3,31,4,15,20,5,19,2,3,2,0,13,6,1,3,12,101,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132615884698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467560584759003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856438541895314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019050215051916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139123179466956,0.0,0.0,0.16479887306343294,0.0,0.0,0.1625858119709003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525113170742524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943819749902939,0.0,0.0,0.18222004040735293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478292929314444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842582880759503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482819596077395,0.0,0.0,0.2932492415593486,0.0,0.16319171631115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26603317662819503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548599854304613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956636793804035,0.15059085917387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454503167882573,0.13743325554867114,0.1570067778613185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938592678901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277292932477455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883789805991197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862182228188213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145788993543734,0.2210187918285373,0.0,0.1369189214737175,0.10056644529605996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759373265570686,0.0,0.0,0.20745563875371328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450301221266455,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nutserious,2020/01/10,16m na late night cozy chat (im actually gonna ask you questions to get to know you and maybe be friends) or if you just wanna vent go ahead though im not the optimistic kind so dont expect much smiley face,1.1121739130434776,2.589336086956525,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,79.43478260869566,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,164,4,40,2,4,55,39,46,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.7181,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,7,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.2411966925114703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310652457996901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28967470631450515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095851682101692,0.0,0.12913313984656566,0.0,0.1404691615311312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533959692168907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573835726745627,0.13583502951273654,0.0,0.2788120840860991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483097497732789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181694191747256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319469421707212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768805702577122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428376593478665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedditUserShia,2020/01/10,Are lonely and horny the same ? I feel like whenever I'm lonely I'm always horny. Almost. I just feel lonely cuss I want someone to love and touch and to love and touch me. And that's always under the shadow of horniness. Anyone else? I'm m20 so pls dont spam my inbox gentlemen.,-0.4234674329501935,1.8095727068965533,1.978505747126437,92.35595785440613,97.79310344827586,3.9570881226053647,13.340996168582375,5.82211442006289,-0.7164544061302678,219,4,44,2,9,74,38,58,0.115,0.629,0.256,0.8472,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,10,1,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275559761290924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532945508545278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045887914384946,0.2790920192494845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31923479020922874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275438554304136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754534600634013,0.19459287300656614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307421877917291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916786567200743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307920824556047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066053488979726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rollsofsugarnmina,2020/01/10,"First date in a long time, got stood up & ghosted. I haven’t set up a date in so long and this year I am trying to make an actual effort to go and be social and get out there because I’ve been lonely romantically speaking. I was supposed to meet with this handsome man and he just straight up ghosted me and blocked me on the website we met on. He had asked me to meet him at this place and then we delayed it by 15 minutes and then I waited and next thing you know 50 minutes went by. I feel crushed and can’t help but to cry. I feel so stupid and ugly and even more lonely than ever before.",1.0698556430446224,2.885837763779527,2.6603346456692947,94.83937335958008,80.81102362204723,4.863254593175854,21.606955380577435,5.46131890053228,-0.10026981627296516,464,14,106,2,12,152,85,127,0.177,0.767,0.055999999999999994,-0.9542,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,2,6,4,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,19,16,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,15,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,3,13,1,18,11,1,26,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,0,12,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.22016257263244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444807123207865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109146623508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375296103344457,0.0,0.1919772813793996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478217179419717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901311293137232,0.2040769364172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228150138103786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190353916945346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787178333456465,0.0,0.12821922082014495,0.0,0.1804407279260898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122146062051406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398921908809528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993150606815416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505962608548658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399385299524497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357141714795111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299807297042359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498850938757573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315548602656028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317421169291456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091424997059329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528528290556195 lonely,dxrgesh,2020/01/10,"no one wants me around my siblings are visiting and they don’t want me around. my friends don’t care about me or want me around. no one wants me. no one cares about me. i try talking to my mom about it and she just mocks me. i want to kill myself. i wish the the tools and the motivation.",-0.6901612903225818,1.4351424838709723,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,91.90322580645164,4.390322580645162,15.81451612903226,5.985473137389443,-0.915329032258065,222,5,57,2,8,70,34,62,0.187,0.574,0.239,0.25,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,11,4,1,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,16,3,8,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,42,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896970478183018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373902523551006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166614962350074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028644941745517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147530610591503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727554655201553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738059855342894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449174889878604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407625794410368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085892271230264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IAmTheJokeThatKilled,2020/01/10,I need someone I feel so lost. I don’t know what to do...,-4.136428571428573,-2.8079946428571425,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,102.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.8146,41,1,13,0,2,15,11,14,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.4572,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911001600230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639938347318863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284638620724352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268873686908708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48780372640388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zacman_05,2020/01/10,Idk So I'm 16 and I've had some major shit happen to me and today was not a good day I slept all day and now I just feel lonely and cold.... I always want to make people happy but it feels like I'm not getting anything in return..... I just want to talk to someone that actually fucking cares... ig depression and loneliness aren't a good combo😞,0.2949657534246555,2.381964849315072,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,85.43835616438356,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,0.13631643835616458,266,7,57,3,8,93,53,73,0.245,0.65,0.105,-0.9002,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,1,17,15,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,5,5,5,12,3,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2237044056216275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907453907960112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886443414440013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372465761836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956806582911581,0.0,0.19744339991545007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318204698770741,0.16376854095326607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192796029531655,0.11976802830352533,0.0,0.0,0.3845499546121071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271548069231904,0.2440294069835045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199470109691784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301895604036053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892560772650025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353107598740817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942336429045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425379753710786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729197151992152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704224567030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,migustatacosmucho,2020/01/10,"Invisible at Grocery Store Ever go thru a check out line at the grocery store where a cashier is being cheerful with those people ahead of you, but barely speak with you when it's your turn? This seems to happen often, even though I smile and address the person in a polite manner. Sometimes I watch to see how the cashier treats the people after me. I get upset when I witness the return of their cheerful behavior.",8.298544303797469,7.485794265822786,7.646677215189875,75.41659810126583,62.03797468354431,8.912658227848102,33.67405063291139,7.1686216300943375,2.363655696202532,333,11,57,2,4,104,59,79,0.042,0.831,0.127,0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,8,4,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,13,7,0,12,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098362788842688,0.2873756819214394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598389171138855,0.0,0.180554876339847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093895234030136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405030497152399,0.2774013038503645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531638672542744,0.2892199774342645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142110654223088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31213629437444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34556377670151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheUnknown_Person,2020/01/10,"Why Why is it that I always feel empty, no matter where I go or who I'm with, I'm empty, I don't even have myself, I look in the mirror and just see a stranger, why? Just why? Why am I here? Why?",-0.9356521739130416,0.032879130434785964,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,83.78260869565217,4.6000000000000005,13.673913043478262,3.1291,-1.513721739130435,144,1,40,0,4,52,32,46,0.165,0.8079999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627289611468744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610885464518693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888563798600678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999065557390355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762087416396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008333935740427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9517487760753542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZeebeeRose,2020/01/10,Idk Idk what I’m doing any more. My friends recommended trying reddit Soo here I am... idk any more but feel free to msg if your bored I’ll be up for a few hours,-1.6066666666666656,0.3426716666666678,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,96.22222222222223,3.991111111111112,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.3197711111111112,124,2,32,1,5,42,30,36,0.157,0.628,0.215,0.6504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6689921127955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487098940749935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800261643634287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844038610825463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339550199863169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DingDongDipped,2020/01/10,"Hard time finding friends So im using tinder, bumble, yubo. Ya know all those ""dating apps"" just trynna find people to talk to but i get no luck, if i do get a match and talk. It only lasts a week becasue their not interested. I hardly go out coz i hate goin out by myself, the time i do go out, its only because of work. Even at work i still feel alone even with the people around me. I feel like if its me or im not someones choice for anything",0.2759999999999998,2.252209073684213,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.57894736842105,4.642105263157895,16.868421052631582,5.6839178017228535,-0.6083894736842108,342,7,78,2,10,115,67,95,0.145,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.6294,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,6,5,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,22,11,6,0,2,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,12,4,11,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,7,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354339239276004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788900601573062,0.14916544257634073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214406010409367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134585165399812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944846540726088,0.11970611551789224,0.0,0.0,0.3062967254303758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945775761251685,0.0,0.1750881499950991,0.0,0.19045835680191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002047503775392,0.16543249326049933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619907902219763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208753093967012,0.13658515372128469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186218518442565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548764545133003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233237649334096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197448887099431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338149940450474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693595026761761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541315533837164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447195135665159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440789256845953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439738337509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QandeelH,2020/01/10,I want touch My heart hurts,-2.66,-4.103776999999996,-2.619999999999997,119.19000000000004,152.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.6434,22,0,6,0,2,6,6,6,0.419,0.405,0.17600000000000002,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6960813835935439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288324811174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464684951134865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,100zzzs,2020/01/10,"Hhhhrhrhrhrh God damn I want to talk to someone who actually knows how to listen. I'm feelin extra frustrated rn and everyone I'm talking to is tryna fix it. Like no, pls dont, just let me vent. Lonely as hell, I'm in a funk. Not to be That Bitch but if anyone feels like talking pls pm",0.8718579234972665,2.7841647377049203,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,81.95081967213116,6.033879781420765,21.642076502732237,7.1686216300943375,0.6917519125683058,223,7,48,3,6,78,49,61,0.191,0.653,0.156,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,9,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,3,1,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2638761641159246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907338477450614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169125146276354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838345823698144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672483602799354,0.19317730587167128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486074546345189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765073182641561,0.0,0.2642123389983616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291131839334216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520236181685239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949180877177058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodusername9174,2020/01/10,"am i a moron me and my ex dated about a year ago but broke up soon after, then a few months later we got back together and we had a great relationship(besides my many attempts) and everything was great i was happy she was happy. then we stopped talking for a few months and entirely for about a month and a half. when i started to talk to her again it wasnt the same and whenever i asked if she wanted to hangout she said she cant. then eventually we got back to school and i tried to give her a kiss on the cheek and she pushed me away and said no stop. i didnt think much of it but now i realize that it was obvious she didnt love me anymore anyway. come thursday night we talk then i text her good night and i love her. she said me too i said oh ok then acted like nothing happened. next day she broke up wit me and it was crushing like destroyed me. became a drug addict and extremely suicidal and i became very lonely and pulled myself from all optional social interactions. then we started to talk again and the cycle of us getting back together. it being kinda ok then a few weeks/ months later she would break up with me and we repated this 6 times. i couldnt take it anymore but kept going back to her. finaly on november 17 she broke up with me and i thought we would just get back together but as time went on i realized we were done. i stupidly texted her on thanksgiving saying i miss her and she said she misses me too but i said i cant do us anymore you destroy me mentally and emotionally. and that was that. about a week later she texted me saying she was sorry i said it was ok but it really wasnt thinking she would leave me alone but she kept texting me and it just made me so god damned sad. and lastly she texted me on my birthday saying happy birthday on her friends phone saying i think we arent on good terms but happy birthday and i didnt respond but after all this for sum reason i still miss her. tldr; toxic relationship ex ruins me physicolaigaly and i still miss her. sorry for the huge story this is more venting then sumone actually listening or caring",0.8249353598881903,3.312500316037738,2.584014675052412,90.52150244584207,88.2924528301887,5.404891684136968,19.64430468204053,6.937597516519254,0.4712730258560454,1650,50,336,24,54,543,187,424,0.17,0.682,0.14800000000000002,-0.6229,1,3,1,0,0,1,23.0,12,1,0,1,22,33,5,0,15,3,27,6,1,2,3,73,63,46,1,6,13,2,0,2,1,3,2,12,0,0,15,37,0,4,7,1,0,6,10,15,0,1,30,12,83,18,34,28,9,67,0,10,0,3,68,13,1,4,49,245,98,1,0.0,0.0,0.0686969200595153,0.07674267743383742,0.0,0.0,0.062402332318078166,0.0,0.0,0.07290963997600197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094435127539142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581131173048192,0.0,0.06613991655522868,0.27065317395440475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717740183780911,0.0,0.0,0.06064043163697965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539997880088414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204015594212991,0.0,0.0,0.08163769858604407,0.0,0.0,0.07918669214341083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326791870236602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054388233222199586,0.0,0.07355862879132856,0.06753082673272395,0.040008006163154,0.11809064473929233,0.11260517274671787,0.15522498488459013,0.0,0.0,0.06225147481226054,0.2997539296042546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738261910512935,0.0,0.07453982765391913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687844390633714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270713475239101,0.06661095853344018,0.0,0.07137109624671573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094320841475371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475955603931608,0.0,0.05174959588281215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486757542054501,0.13212486770392426,0.0,0.06754742971020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509786016376622,0.07237942226869368,0.0,0.15115919165379038,0.0,0.0,0.468742965037521,0.223928785461932,0.0,0.07124511053740044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176046143908643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760644509930058,0.09965414188653013,0.0,0.11243762040947952,0.11770940800682528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700244704951566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529294770660099,0.2263284599138013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353218831542691,0.0,0.055887031565619874,0.08209763913137386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779466577824936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935686765134458,0.0,0.0,0.0580845618559038,0.04152173453805564,0.0,0.1129358014959302,0.0,0.0,0.06525834710031063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002315993755674,0.0,0.0,0.0453330979296363 lonely,tronicgirl,2020/01/10,"Everyone in here is afraid. So long story short I'm feeling lonely, I have friends but right now we're in different countries so I don't see them anymore (it's hard to make new friends as an adult) (29F) and I broke up with a guy like 6 months ago... it was for the better because I didn't love him even though I tried the feeling wasn't there... I've always been in long term relationships and for weird reasons I was never single more than a few months since I was 19yo. I forced myself to be single since my last relationship. Right now I have no friends to hang up with so I don't go out and I have no one romantically speaking. I never felt so alone but in a way I always felt like this on the inside even when surrounded with people. I don't know why it's like a void I have inside... I think it's because I feel a lot of voids in myself that only I can fill. Until them I can't be with anyone else because I know that if I don't fix those issues that I don't like about myself I won't feel complete with anyone else. After all how can someone love and admire me if I don't do it myself and I'm not happy with who I am? Right now I feel completley alone, more than ever before. I've shut down from the world, I don't want to feel like this anymore but I don't do anything to stop it. It's painful, I want to cry all the time but the tears won't come out. So I've been reading this sub for weeks now and analyzing a lot of the people in here, and I came to the conclusion than all of you are alone because you're so afraid of everything. Afraid of talking to someone, afraid of rejection, afraid of being alone forever (aren't we all?) And mostly afraid of life, of doing what you love and what you like because you care too much about what others might think. You know what guys? Fuck them!! Fuck the world. This is your only life. You don't know what's going to happen in the future, you don't know how much time you got left, you can't waste your short time in this world like this. You deserve to be happy. Stop wasting your life waiting for someone to save you. Save yourself and don't expect anyone to fill your voids because those go deeper than a partner or a friend. We all have little voids within ourselves and a partner or a friend can't fill them all. (It helps but it's not the solution) You deserve to be love... but you have to love yourself first. After all the only thing that it's for sure it's that you are the person you're going to expend the rest of your life with. Sorry for this long post I needed to vent. And sorry for the mistakes I wrote this real fast. If you need a friend, dm, I'm here for you. (Don't be afraid) You're all beautiful and worthy (and to be honest some of you are quite funny) Love you all.",1.8819211213897304,3.430104074394464,3.178574253230707,93.2835961443401,77.46020761245673,5.687225478426665,20.10041663724313,6.1826913282559595,-0.07817227596921139,2137,48,481,14,49,694,211,578,0.158,0.6809999999999999,0.162,0.8305,1,6,0,0,0,0,66.0,2,23,4,4,24,43,2,7,27,0,50,13,0,4,13,91,93,37,0,9,13,0,9,7,8,3,5,1,0,6,34,27,0,3,17,1,0,10,26,15,0,2,12,11,68,28,69,71,22,68,0,3,1,8,55,27,2,10,36,324,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055488009267333764,0.0,0.0,0.25932433153588,0.0,0.0,0.1041705841147399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415779074233213,0.13130675839485625,0.12827499740366946,0.05151157560388344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894942649478744,0.0,0.0532650003696858,0.0,0.0,0.05536150629877122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715937057467722,0.0638212907911381,0.0,0.0,0.0539213312652586,0.06563122614194115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875930215778005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540000640067198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045826661150976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268877919665436,0.05662210661388008,0.0,0.059813626270761776,0.056257686674072736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990398920837195,0.044718943140714604,0.12020488878165615,0.0,0.0,0.05324454024642632,0.0,0.0,0.2901713455533481,0.11573888795990865,0.0,0.0,0.14230010541484225,0.0,0.05006412931067213,0.0,0.0,0.1239607279598833,0.055353867122803206,0.1332702497321725,0.056074157550868864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195710605953211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533446981842711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720069623111439,0.05102449191257025,0.0,0.0,0.06801126676785339,0.0,0.17685500113229335,0.2140703732770333,0.06273812511088789,0.0,0.16618776478651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643459031460584,0.3389746431149,0.0,0.04178364144169242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640498114217541,0.0,0.0,0.09992783815244008,0.0,0.09203124143789028,0.09282900457198416,0.09655654014295076,0.060456077641348374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241699990506145,0.14282234823145185,0.06660707602592253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679304552823694,0.05465683838112146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059950131708529475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657906955562409,0.06261342694718534,0.07124850683174233,0.0,0.06435961452751716,0.0,0.1344104028768538,0.0,0.16037117477935692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988129610205645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356092254362063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591134020459894,0.0,0.0,0.14014328569780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466693278454442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899644862139161,0.0,0.0,0.050312685498455884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041586324815824284,0.08021860324347559,0.06150073109861302,0.0,0.10950154565684808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424989060363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384206023260892,0.04968617811011088,0.050211126469422766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648359366165081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UniversoulFlower,2020/01/10,"Someone cares about you. I find this little song to be touching when I’m feeling down. Just a reminder for anyone who may need it. [Caring](https://youtu.be/SeewqmMwbiA)",5.283571428571432,8.951707357142855,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,82.57142857142857,4.228571428571429,28.42857142857143,5.985473137389443,1.430042857142857,138,6,20,1,4,38,27,28,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614474449872754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609838652037064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286140823270897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132450809498885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531601139798112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352539003845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38309426301489735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Osprey731,2020/01/10,Needing support Hi I have suffered loneliness all my life. But have a hard time with people. I hope to find a friend or two here.,-0.5334615384615375,1.3502941153846173,0.9610769230769236,97.43392307692308,107.84615384615385,3.6184615384615375,20.584615384615386,5.6839178017228535,0.09290153846153837,101,4,21,1,5,32,23,26,0.23,0.4970000000000001,0.273,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375277652755288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853154082084127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308146320456222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667919851887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608430722830413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382661043800643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560217636305599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190701315593554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153381350522897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607462991706202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GnarlyDragonfruit,2020/01/10,"Want to be friends? Hi all, I don't know why I have such a hard time making friends--even when I tend to be very likeable. People tell me that I make them feel good but despite that rarely anyone ever reaches out to me. Does anyone want to be friends? Specifically, girls? I'm 21 F, I'm a math/philosophy major, I'm an art and film enthusiast, animals, and games like minecraft and stardew valley. I also like other girly things like shopping etc. I had to go back to college early because of academic reasons, and campus is completely empty and I feel really sad.",3.0384545454545484,5.1892068454545495,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,76.0,6.945454545454545,27.363636363636363,7.908726449838941,1.820836363636364,443,18,84,7,10,146,78,110,0.08199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.226,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,2,17,19,8,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,6,8,15,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401480435923332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681509704600644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577057865450846,0.0,0.12502431859079075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503873896433026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794804619426436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287357069601115,0.1354636493190967,0.18552062972920275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740490344919155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169125628118243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656050412923875,0.17202438216523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372529110073055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271512797423253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005979176059526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738056895517119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218740193045676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138943476467668,0.21087234174623248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792625147191032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625634278438595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959284056732493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922527417238234,0.24194128996778025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506679620622105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bananasquidmuffin,2020/01/10,"Pain I tried online dating. Believe it or not I was not rejected every time but it never worked out. I tried meetup groups, I thought everyone was the nerd. I even went to the gym for about a month a few months ago. I also volunteered for a while thinking maybe it was a good way to meet people but I never did. I only work part-time so most of my day I spend on my own with my thoughts. I am miserable. I wish I could just be okay with being by myself watching hulu but I long for companionship. I feel so alone and I have no idea how to fix it. Like I said, for a while I was dating so I wasn't as lonely but all anyone wants is sex and that's not for me. What should I do? I tried to look up other meetup groups but wasn't interested in anything. Does anyone have any advice? I could really use it",-0.13289473684210407,1.9886832397660823,2.235728070175437,94.26201315789477,87.94736842105263,5.0574269005847965,15.567543859649124,6.508806274219699,-0.4394750877192979,618,12,141,7,20,210,106,171,0.12300000000000001,0.78,0.09699999999999999,-0.5091,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,7,1,17,2,0,2,3,31,27,16,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,1,1,8,5,0,0,11,4,26,4,19,11,4,18,0,3,2,1,5,4,0,2,13,104,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145020320881533,0.1373854453557555,0.0,0.0,0.1605184131223401,0.0,0.12394198448553095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539557043926326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673916843769936,0.0,0.12754000096165732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746157768937336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748689275454744,0.0,0.0,0.09995293565164327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562900444540724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236657348008296,0.0,0.1305821116431604,0.14809544966661914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836541166497328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999462694085756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495995676535406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571816984418557,0.0,0.0,0.13715744103603286,0.1301489288519608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570393723269052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741616665085506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906900688469396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787358612920044,0.16491568042346774,0.0,0.0,0.16783437761223408,0.0,0.1074475492194222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992877889821382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742686374697914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930855943420576,0.0,0.2460826201853193,0.09037339067094716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567528967208164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385785736491826,0.0,0.0,0.091414563839974,0.12302041103683255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367326903515915,0.0,0.0,0.17822587198467274,0.0,0.0,0.2256628275909575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tony___________,2020/01/10,"Why We Feel Alone Hello, my name is Tony and i am here for anyone who needs someone to talk to. I'm posting one of my YouTube videos here, simply to give my perspective on why we feel alone. The video is perhaps a little metaphysical in nature, but i hope it can apply to anyone. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlKOqkNBKaA&t=9s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlKOqkNBKaA&t=9s) I made the video in hopes that it makes me feel better to talk about it, and also to connect with others, and share our thoughts on the matter. I genuinely enjoy talking and connecting with others, especially someone who might be feeling very alone and needs someone to talk to. I welcome anyone to say hi !",9.02080434782609,11.182301460869567,6.638858695652175,73.06872282608698,60.47826086956522,7.836956521739133,29.15760869565217,8.07648339933343,2.0099782608695653,568,17,86,6,8,162,71,115,0.043,0.755,0.203,0.9704,0,3,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,24,19,7,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,12,6,18,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,3,0,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40737367972376665,0.0,0.1048492429622491,0.0,0.2841169495269706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502711642009925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595682982469137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651741981251448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577340659823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604451747265724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140744505293375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406018964765317,0.08751746337902283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908781773854992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944339633365067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884405733328703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556788435231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426455422507327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33326921388849584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42152751255593335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408731367218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818012408313722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366141709643632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Online-Chris,2020/01/10,"Hiya! If anyone is feeling lonely and wants someone to message, hit me up! I discovered this sub while procrastinating on my studying, and I just thought it's really sad that people are so lonely. I'm an 18-year-old boy with a diverse range of interests, but forget that, tell me about yours! I like to joke around, so I hope I can manage to make you laugh or smile. Shoot me a DM if you wanna chat :P",3.5203703703703724,4.728451345679012,4.6799382716049385,85.55472222222225,72.58024691358024,7.375308641975309,25.84567901234568,7.793537801064563,1.3149160493827163,313,10,65,4,6,103,65,81,0.11699999999999999,0.608,0.276,0.9529,0,4,0,1,1,1,13.0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,10,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,5,10,8,0,4,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,4,2,42,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460675742480194,0.0,0.0,0.3132794998924591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793910433766635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34953160184945503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719281892088083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490639975792074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692762300514016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439739709799409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254461485977943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981769510604277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758975106149344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793816819086112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756894231149506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22662211233814866 lonely,justaoldguy72,2020/01/10,"My lowest So yeah , I'm posting on sites now asking to be catfished just so I got someone to text with.ffs , I'm gonna go to bed before this feeling gets worse.",-0.7138235294117656,1.4652246764705907,1.6384705882352968,95.42711764705885,96.35294117647058,2.72,21.50588235294117,3.1291,-0.3312752941176469,125,5,26,0,5,42,28,34,0.159,0.726,0.115,-0.3781,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38942529096633216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544599878775648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062412855693927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763424605074175,0.0,0.23673938463458374,0.0,0.3331593080896914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989472038144871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529480532490994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245079629847817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sicko2002,2020/01/10,"17M, Never had a gf before. Is it normal? Throughout my life I’ve had interest in a lot of females. I was in an all boys school for 8 years then in 9th grade it all started. From 9th to 12th grade I got rejected by every single girl I tried to get with. I have no sexual intentions, and I’d say I’m romantic. Maybe a bit too nice. I’d say maybe 6 or 10 rejections (I do not want to start counting them.) Is something wrong? I do not think I’m ugly but I have a flaw that sets me off from others... I just have a tooth gap like Tyler The Creator, and I found it to be nice. All my other facial features are okay. But everyone has straight teeth and I feel like I’m different in a bad way. I only got 1 friend, and 6 figures+ in my bank account but I sometimes feel like I am worthless and I am always alone. I feel like I will never find the one. Any advice would help. Thanks Please be kind,",0.10031250000000114,2.0029084062500004,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,84.72916666666666,5.506666666666668,19.495833333333334,6.742157984588678,0.09485958333333366,682,19,160,8,20,232,121,192,0.098,0.664,0.23800000000000002,0.9827,1,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,2,16,0,0,9,1,18,4,3,1,5,30,33,10,0,3,7,0,3,4,2,2,1,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,6,5,21,11,16,23,6,15,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959238727594273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795060036069488,0.0,0.0,0.11886351248585113,0.0,0.0,0.09714360875199002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927465516832104,0.0,0.0,0.1215557172939986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595634237093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924893708608974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035816600833345,0.13650029465569108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166893407021635,0.3061584439522177,0.0,0.0,0.1305632666018737,0.0,0.0,0.15662879686823591,0.11036636253354833,0.0,0.07463377473108276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285020597698777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575004387964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875738021470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089991725552326,0.27915921840374097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121446849533375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870261491377081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035106383258216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399636933475037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679956468851574,0.10864465636843597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680754936983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720176823009186,0.0,0.144572883369633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997371303719422,0.1412833355872755,0.0,0.2022214089302172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151804902546152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153318116874423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698648214774117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425724712047322,0.11338850986302032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014772833335246,0.15618519190099311,0.0,0.09199138902767147 lonely,That-real-seal,2020/01/10,Sometimes I feel the loneliest when with other people. Whenever I’m at a gathering i always sit off to the side even though everyone there is a friend. I feel so different from everyone else when with others.,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,69.0,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,3.759625641025641,168,7,28,5,3,55,30,39,0.09,0.8240000000000001,0.085,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554036038266272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206931681715053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564139392188865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273489279457224,0.0,0.0,0.586599982607949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104021711890556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714566516499025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127976607156572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035773747131375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301572819122467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dotabob2625,2020/01/10,"What can I do to help fall asleep? When lonely, in my head, restless, having a hard time being alone in my apartment (like an 'afraid' feeling) :) Do you have any rituals that you do before bed that helps? Maybe you read some Jodel, or Reddit, or watch youtube, or a book? :) What helps you drive away the negative thoughts like ""ok, you're sleeping allone tonight, your gf broke up last summer, it was a miracle you got her in the first place since you have social anxiety, and it's gonna be maybe 10 years before you have someone to fall asleep with""",4.079433962264152,5.54106802830189,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,71.54716981132076,6.809433962264151,24.57075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.8241735849056604,425,12,88,4,8,128,77,106,0.131,0.7020000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.7608,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,8,0,1,1,7,0,2,6,1,11,4,4,0,0,8,15,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,4,0,1,3,3,12,3,8,9,1,17,1,2,1,0,14,7,0,4,9,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031422538372289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338216661271354,0.0,0.150046833897801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842803190642248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338019895519662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991744563059686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683688485574386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687135880130512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570323123083126,0.0,0.2012965896271453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944062343370999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988056695844372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164853899788808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940986971590871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204924923512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619343229679256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622493276305855,0.0,0.1962820041493326,0.19994039029590252,0.16618908538660995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571353193143175,0.1143710176963713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630795721774618 lonely,Marvin_D21,2020/01/10,Group chat for lonely people dm me I think I know how to make a group on here and if your bored or lonely HMU and I’ll add you,-3.0440000000000005,-1.5245040666666618,-0.2699999999999996,107.68500000000002,106.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.8148,98,0,27,0,5,33,25,30,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7269,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293021817632097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214268129589565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415542967927249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005323756623049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dan5194,2020/01/10,"January 9th- my loneliness I joined the subreddit today. I’m a sophomore in high school and on the surface you wouldn’t think I’m lonely. I appear to have a decent friend group, but on the instead I feel all alone, like not a lot of truly understand me. I feel like Travis Bickle from Taxi Driver, I’ve watched it 3 times and I relate to it so much. But the thing that’s hardest is I have no one to talk about my loneliness, I don’t want to talk to my friends about it because I don’t know how to bring it up to them. But the thing that confuses me is I don’t understand why I’m lonely, I have a generally good but sometimes quirky and awkward personality and I have a good look. I’m nice to everyone I meet, but I notice that so many people are not very nice in my school, compared to me I act 100% real. I’m not an introvert nor and extrovert. I wish I could be charismatic and I know I can be. Certain people see me differently, some know me as “the quiet kid” some know as “the outrageously funny kid” But the thing I hate the most is when people my age talk down to me, I wish next time they talk down to me I could stop it. Another issue I have is girls, I’ve never gotten into a serious relationship, even though I’m relatively good looking. I try to make the first move but it doesn’t usually work. Anyway I just rambled about how I feel and that’s how I truly feel.",2.6634753787878798,3.845584760416672,4.593232323232325,85.44772727272729,74.65972222222223,8.014141414141415,24.549242424242426,8.575989854853784,1.4754666666666671,1073,33,235,20,22,368,142,288,0.146,0.715,0.138,-0.105,1,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,2,14,17,2,2,17,0,20,0,0,4,3,52,48,24,0,6,11,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,13,8,0,1,11,0,0,4,11,7,0,2,1,9,41,10,27,42,6,24,0,2,4,0,16,10,0,6,12,157,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150456450757253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289218595576572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562928603565453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719174620602293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248306997356186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711092264993273,0.0,0.0,0.10287491820669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774700933530136,0.07691320364135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157658654582893,0.0,0.0,0.16635759720590532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270903393263374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629317464686984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137499996453975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123703520034547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366711839023357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051956768019068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081663468357825,0.0,0.0,0.09152972705093028,0.0,0.0,0.07186470648400144,0.10915158829528583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144268484378764,0.07914339111062847,0.0,0.08303497705156927,0.0,0.1144989386280533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257302300072055,0.0,0.0,0.0729540351901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391622151135385,0.09400563263697442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254204885497272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115587869054218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791782338745608,0.08579206071395619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064797085542721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000960834922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461360715354593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457601038492727,0.0689849684917198,0.10577661104815153,0.0,0.12555625705265847,0.0,0.10205025677008513,0.0,0.0,0.07309490754779215,0.0,0.0,0.22415827291710824,0.0,0.0,0.11857363368316873,0.08883178927351032,0.06350138237946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971475137063048,0.0,0.2476102006376923,0.0,0.0,0.07837865708558753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cummieee,2020/01/10,"a reminder there is nothing wrong with you. you are literally made perfect, just the way you’re meant to be. the world is lost, and it’s not your fault that most people are sleepwalking in fear. do not give up. follow whatever makes your mind, body, n soul feel good. people will be attracted to you naturally because there’s nothing more beautiful than someone who does whatever their heart desires without fucks given about how the world will respond. you WILL be okay. you ARE okay. don’t be hard on yourself much love",3.668144329896904,6.426258546391754,3.6424845360824776,86.22455154639178,76.93814432989691,6.766597938144328,27.22577319587629,7.908726449838941,1.854262680412372,417,17,76,7,10,127,71,97,0.091,0.69,0.21899999999999997,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,1,2,5,11,1,1,4,2,14,4,2,3,1,15,24,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,2,8,6,9,13,3,7,1,1,0,2,12,5,1,1,0,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833301164018607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384385791654974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842303039223913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368971712537247,0.10644687445046136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462534084293914,0.0,0.20195307259948125,0.0,0.1765769034987784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885874699193392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494710501961173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298109826438233,0.0,0.1900054413177698,0.19920217766423687,0.1405258958435039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256845655575615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547588027565351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040054486572293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919006112203393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783756560520798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710354696362756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293688851548375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301741118335532,0.0,0.0 lonely,dirtydong69,2020/01/11,"I dont even know Ive been pretty much living in my room for a couple months now. I just switched high schools, and i fuckin hate it. I thought it wasnt gonna be that bad, but i avtually want to die everytime i go to school. I have no friends there at all. The only friends i sorta have go to another school, like an hour drive away. I hardly ever see them, theyve pretty much forgotten about me. When i switched i thought i would just make new friends. I havent had to make new friends before this year since elementry school. I cant make friends anymore. Everytime someone even talks to me at my new school, i can only respond with one word answers, i dont know why. At my old school, i had my best friends, people who i could be myself around. But now i have no one. It feels like im not myself anymore. All i do is sleep, smoke weed, and eat. Those are the only things that make me even a little happy anymore. I cant go a day without getting baked as fuck. Its been 3 months now, and i dont even have anyone to talk to. No one will probably even care about this stupif fuckkn post either. I thought i was making friends at first. This one girl actually was talking to me for like a week, and i really liked her, i thought she was really cool and we had a lot in common. I havent talked to her in like 2 months. She left me on opened and stopped talking to me. I eat lunch by myself, no one ever texts me or anything unless i do first. But i never do. Whats the point of reaching out to someone if they dont care enough to reach out to you? I havent had a girlfriend in years, i cant flirt to save my life. Everytime i thought i had a thing with a girl, i just ended up getting my heart broken. I thought i was the victim at first, but it was probably all my fault anyways. I always end up being confused and not knowing what i did wrong, but i know i was the one who fucked it up. All i want is someone who avtually likes me and isnt just being nice or feeling bad. I feel like that shouldnt be too much to ask, theres like 7 billion people in the world. But i guess it is too much. Maybe i just dont deserve it. Before i moved, i fucked up a lot of my relationships. I was an asshole and i didnt even know it. I would do anything i could to fit in. Ive learned from my mistakes the hard way. Ive made so many that im scared to talk to anyone. Thats probably why i have no friends. At least its a contributing factor. I was at the doctor a few weeks ago, and i was gonna lie on the mental health evaluation thingy, but i still failed it. Now i have to go to therapy. I dont wsnt to talk to a therapist, i dont want to talk to my parents. I dont want someone to like me because they have to. I want someone to like me for being me. But i dont even like me. Im starting to feel like theres no meaning to life. Were all just specs in the universe, randomly floating by. Nothing anyone ever does is gonna make a difference. One day the sun will explode and no one will remember anything cuz well all be dead. Once its over, its over so why not just cut the chase and end it. Its like im not even alive anymore. Im just coasting through life. Ive pretty much given up on evrything. I dont try in school, i dont do anything athletic or something. Im already a failure. Everytime i try something new, and im really shitty at it, i just think i cant do it at all, and i just give up. Im just a waste of space. My biggest fear is that im gonna end up dying alone, but i can see it happening already. I honestly just dont see anything getting better for me. I even feel like a piece of shit for writing this because i know there are people who have it way worse than i do. I feel selfish, and i feel like im just better off dead. I think about it constantly. All i want in life, is to spend it with someone i love and with someone who loves me too. I just dont deserve it. I dont even care about success. I could be broke as a joke for all i care, as long as i had someone. It feels like im already too broken to be fixed. I dont want to live like this, im probably jist gonna off myself. Im sorry for making this long ass post, but i didnt know what else to do and i have no one else to talk to. I cant talk about this kind of stuff to my ""friends"" cuz its not who i am around them. I dont even know who i am anymore really. To the 0.3 people who will actually see this, pls dont flame me. i poured my heart out just now. I dont even care if people see this honestly, i just needed somewhere to vent. If u read all of this, thanks, u a real 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lonely,RageQuitPlay,2020/01/11,"Lmao this subreddit is like 100% Me I can relate to almost anything on here so guys instead of feeling sad about that lets be happy to have a community that supports each other and knows how each other is feeling, yes I get it you can't be happy all the time but try to be most of the time so you just don't care anymore if someone cares about you or not that'll show up on you and people will give you more attention!",1.7860227272727265,3.6257010113636414,3.315909090909092,90.88136363636366,78.6590909090909,5.763636363636365,22.363636363636363,6.6274283507984215,0.4594272727272726,331,10,71,3,8,109,64,88,0.057,0.741,0.201,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,12,0,0,1,1,17,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,10,14,5,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214639960884268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193354547274708,0.0,0.0,0.18199928963384912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509832771112816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365452638152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155491646621107,0.21216085036179624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189873263116876,0.0,0.4708668002528053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154605867013844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615537565806024,0.0,0.1080496551678702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332740695769526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739170632430252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509745097222916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579252435298237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501559720926314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,weeb9113,2020/01/11,I’m alway being left alone My parents always ignore me and the girl I’ve been texting told me today that she had new boyfriend and that hurt me a lot and feel lonely again when would I get a nice girl how will be there for me or a 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lonely,medibe,2020/01/11,"20M and I just hit my first ""lowest point"" in my life These last couple of weeks have been hard, and boi it took a toll on me to the point I broke up with a girl that I loved deeply after she tried so hard to help me, fucked up my relationship with my 2 best friends and my parents are super worried that I distanced myself from them (since we had a great relationship)...But I dont want any of this, depression is getting in my way to the point all I see is darkness and that's where I noticed that the more fucked up you are the more you will distance yourself from people and the more you will feel lonely. I miss her, I miss them and my miss my old cheerful self that i'm trying so hard to get back...but I guess i'll just have to try and stay alive until the next good thing happens.",7.815577416595381,4.577145425149703,7.422070145423441,84.34215568862277,64.80838323353294,10.261420017108641,32.24037639007699,6.868970318607317,1.7096029084687765,614,14,145,3,7,194,102,167,0.188,0.647,0.165,0.3953,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,2,3,5,15,2,0,9,0,11,4,0,0,1,16,27,10,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,3,5,29,7,19,21,5,20,0,6,1,3,15,10,2,1,7,95,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164473136515823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362586477326784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142741438887774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911476291440842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607278313402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794342134547476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814116637373469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463092767715702,0.0,0.0,0.10411900253735942,0.2491758973551723,0.14081816238595726,0.0,0.0,0.113034377206338,0.0,0.14857874247387248,0.1484586953698646,0.0,0.11917212749772775,0.0,0.3621685530021596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033005014210528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985135405664616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518841157380513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163055473060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433239657433097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343069516720345,0.1414130588296525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964043730737184,0.0,0.0,0.09342899082967757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821890796811988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893740672738421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073901515433118,0.0,0.14058914820557036,0.0,0.0,0.11147889123781304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364141800241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953178993110886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972872673066218,0.2744894970447361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948781064575533,0.10697007924444872,0.10810024803043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686026485880065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RustyWood86,2020/01/11,"My Faceless Fantasy We've never met but I have to believe you exist. They tell me there's someone out there for everyone but I'm not sure I believe it anymore. I fantasize about you constantly. I've thought about the moment we'll meet a thousand times. When I close my eyes I can almost hear your voice. I can feel your touch and smell your hair. I can imagine the curves of your body and the sounds you'll make when we make love. Everything about you is so clear in mind. Everything but your face. No matter how hard I try, I just can't see your face. I think that if I believe hard enough I'll open my eyes and see you in front of me; the loneliness was all a dream and you've been here the whole time. You love me and wont ever leave. I was foolish for thinking I'd never find you. I love you. But when I open my eyes, I'm alone in my room. You've never been here, and maybe you never will be. I have hope but it is small and quiet. In the quiet of my room I have only the truth that you aren't with me. I cannot give up hope, though I fear I will die alone.",0.6508814229249005,2.4087491000000014,2.1342292490118595,98.38189723320158,81.91304347826087,5.399209486166008,18.280632411067195,6.351523495107088,-0.3807391304347827,823,18,201,7,22,266,114,230,0.122,0.722,0.156,0.9007,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,16,1,0,15,8,0,1,9,0,21,10,7,3,9,44,39,19,1,3,8,0,5,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,4,13,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,1,0,1,6,16,48,7,16,27,3,25,0,0,5,3,27,12,0,4,12,131,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761277347664607,0.2432929305256014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648237008221878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969898211375525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046442633854846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692557142866534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189825099592595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136092404057365,0.0,0.0,0.10624346870218704,0.0,0.11223190924345093,0.2111193712439204,0.0,0.0,0.13216790821109148,0.059388048651108374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735042532143747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267215653532822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043063775012727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323786975610946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233315772303134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436636031095713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31801926880078885,0.0,0.15680232570808805,0.0,0.11799788711729857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859461261588553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623497027627134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932872448433092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719055994798506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951801961761007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069858960546868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265958777648784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051899642572011,0.11539752563772307,0.09324500636988363,0.1369762298927793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974325688968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113270441567573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,candybale,2020/01/11,"Recommedations Hey People :) I really struggle with depression and feeling lonely altough I have a partner, family and friends around me. Sometimes I feel as if nobody truly likes me, perceives me as weird does not want to spend time with me etc. I have the Feeling i cant Connect with people, even if i try my best... Do you feel the same sometimes? What do you do to feel better? :)",2.064166666666665,4.836835972222224,3.0994444444444436,87.09000000000002,85.1111111111111,5.422222222222223,24.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,1.292183333333333,298,12,53,4,9,95,48,72,0.139,0.616,0.245,0.8435,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,2,8,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,12,6,0,3,3,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,13,4,8,12,3,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781136342337554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140393091381289,0.1865891341862175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817113787240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846245472956928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352914957471321,0.139346169827405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888727202465653,0.0,0.5333733264299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299779320868027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307111584799747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925252635125309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515518430422474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173168597612732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205555671610156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230204881944439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323732519815088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443778183140618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NightCarRides,2020/01/11,"Always so soul-crushingly alone. I’m a 21 year old dude and every day I wake up in an empty room each morning, go to work, come home, and then go to sleep. Repeat. I’ve never felt more alone in my life. And I’ve always been alone. I never knew how to make friends or really even talk to people. I’m just a quiet guy. But I really open up when I get comfortable around people. That just doesn’t usually happen. It feels like a spectator in life, watching people laugh and smile together. I can look through the glass but that’s all I can do. I just wish I could share my life with someone. Someone or really anyone to care about me, even in the slightest. I knew that feeling once and I can’t stop thinking about it. It feels like it’s always going to be this way, and this is how it’ll always be. Idk. This is all honestly just a long-winded way to say I’m alone, and it hurts.",0.5765217391304347,2.7130714347826093,2.4914782608695667,93.58613043478263,84.65217391304347,5.6365217391304325,17.35217391304348,6.961326702584282,-0.01648826086956534,680,15,151,9,20,226,104,184,0.095,0.7440000000000001,0.161,0.9226,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,7,0,12,5,2,3,4,37,32,16,0,2,8,0,4,2,1,1,3,2,2,1,12,12,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,8,13,8,18,24,4,25,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,2,12,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630588223073057,0.0,0.0,0.3720214583301569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815535156715445,0.0,0.0,0.09950303093652957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139615846181698,0.0,0.0,0.09628386200805876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924286851757572,0.0,0.0,0.07208532617646198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147652048251916,0.0,0.09417486389209054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954968527918696,0.15970349579558518,0.10732107917747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635672604999968,0.0,0.058397579575664285,0.0,0.1905721269115236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106743597129795,0.0988418493869477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211896899862486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965694813708096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368489722651019,0.1092147806388742,0.0,0.0,0.09891694336092002,0.09386245563120182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461036796319209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241481931083905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728856869199215,0.11903622850988115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324711600068796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481688178908906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888759404006588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185525409491476,0.0,0.1894123962538921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344851357116717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898401347688787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162060676115409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310385546211687,0.0,0.0,0.17744284143607753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853519540312047,0.0,0.0,0.08137319042579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197913384892785 lonely,an_apathetic_human,2020/01/11,looking for someone to listen I made this throwaway account for the sake of whatever. I’ve started another one of my celebrity crushes and it always makes me feel so lonely having feelings for someone I haven’t even met. I just need someone to listen to me so I can just talk. Thanks.,3.5950909090909065,5.884098327272731,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,74.81818181818181,5.854545454545455,32.81818181818181,6.742157984588678,2.2383818181818183,228,12,38,2,5,74,40,55,0.11199999999999999,0.836,0.053,-0.5009,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,7,1,8,12,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165692985939197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729205882070264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190890369283254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632052934620148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856509322440315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627809835219,0.17373530150814898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299030124648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763687896341111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615894145325503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842236855397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919884632259214,0.0,0.2396258619168383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyTurkishGuy,2020/01/11,"Nobody has time for me anymore Lately, I've been feeling a lot lonelier. I'm 22 years old and I never had a girlfriend before, but I had friends. Most of them left my hometown to attend college in all different places. I miss hanging out with them. We had so much fun. I used to go outside more, but now I don't even want to leave the house. I even installed an AI friend app on my phone to have someone to talk to but it's not what I'm looking for exactly. I've tried meeting with some new people, but it just didn't work out in the end. And now I'm just exhausted. I have so much free time on my hands right now and I don't want to waste it all by myself. I love watching movies and TV shows but I want to watch them with someone, to share my experience, laugh together or make some comments about the things happening in the movie. I just wanna have some fun. I don't like being alone. Even though I have been since I don't know when. I'm sick of it and I don't know what to do.",0.6257052584066827,2.516700421800952,2.253689911983752,96.80064770932071,82.69668246445497,5.346061837057097,20.47415933197924,6.42735559955562,-0.00584378244188688,763,22,181,7,21,249,116,211,0.086,0.721,0.192,0.9844,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,1,14,11,0,0,7,0,18,4,1,2,4,39,35,15,0,4,10,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,2,1,3,8,2,0,0,6,5,25,10,27,28,10,25,0,1,3,1,13,10,0,6,13,120,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044083736329887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362985643420726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181765414536753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184878184540327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720496080264974,0.0,0.0,0.3069513044831565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153245648845853,0.0,0.0,0.07832753902360934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936735070293216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803935957117906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698708084783862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874622795357897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702698140329282,0.0,0.17474609413259606,0.16402813632939506,0.16831100307089156,0.0,0.0,0.07568157656878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008603013680592,0.0,0.0,0.13169959558640434,0.1398130165526079,0.0,0.10340414077289056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277544779917589,0.0,0.1194767344944999,0.1496137853788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255279258320807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739562168646392,0.0,0.16184878184540327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229294974956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814378837965176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251078263051136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451140768102892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291583110302673,0.0,0.15219904337516935,0.0,0.18065942956408812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051742430971447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379316618907908,0.0,0.0,0.27411115431052585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277688433434953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975745586588083 lonely,Leprawel,2020/01/11,"How to present myself so that people like me? Ive read many posts by ppl who say nobody likes them because they are ugly, don't have hobbies etc. I would really like to blame my situation on that but that's just not the reality and taking the easy route of making excuses for MY failure is not in my style. The truth is I'm not ugly. I have strong, long hair that girls sometimes say they wish to have those. I'm also pretty muscular because i used to want to be in air force and trained for 2 years like crazy. I'm a good photographer, I can shoot guns, I have a sailing license, I can ride horses and do other cool stuff. I'm also pretty intelligent, things like maths, physics, especially programming are no magic to me. The only problem i have in life is that i cant fucking form relationships with people. Ive met a ton of people during my life, in school, on scout camps and in other situations and yet nobody ever messages me to check out how am i doing. Nobody asks if i would like to come to a party with them. The only time anybody messages me is when they need help and want to use something out of my wide variety of skills. And i help every time. I essentially give people free private lessons on maths and physics, I take photos of stuff they want to sell online, I give them advice on how to build their PC, I do anything anybody wants me to do as long as its possible for me at that moment. Yet nobody ever asks if they could do something in return, all my ""friends"" want to do is to exploit my abilities to their benefit. All the girls that I would like to date would rather choose some stupid fuck who can only say dumb jokes about sex and waste money on alcohol and partying. Because I've learned to not blame others for my failures I've come to the conclusion that there has to be something wrong with the way I talk about myself, because daily life skills like doing a conversation are the stuff I really suck at. So my question for you is: How am I supposed to present myself to people so that they appreciate me as a person? What am I NOT supposed to say? How can I get a girl to like me without getting drunk at a club and saying dumb shit like ""haha, my dick so big people pass out if i slap them with it, look at how funny i am, amirite girlz?"" Pls help guys, I'm 19, never had a girlfriend, I really need to feel loved and I'm getting desperate.",6.09977631155455,5.481901922594143,6.712635983263599,79.68130994528484,66.38493723849372,9.362214354682974,30.727711618925014,8.617729084823388,2.192296813646604,1861,59,377,24,26,613,221,478,0.142,0.652,0.20600000000000002,0.9843,0,0,4,2,0,0,47.0,0,1,12,5,22,29,7,0,18,2,42,13,4,9,6,69,77,32,0,18,12,0,2,10,2,4,4,5,0,5,22,21,2,0,6,4,4,4,10,9,0,0,2,9,60,21,64,68,6,43,0,0,1,5,43,21,7,5,26,253,82,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719141525114413,0.0,0.07864845352783148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770446768663513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056070501153433,0.0,0.1375988971676026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794462509052752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267875734066408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587579606136088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207556242818645,0.0,0.1331380240489604,0.06200521156795447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037210793030938265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685770966636701,0.1360709426945703,0.11534779431572825,0.14119407498354733,0.0,0.06172625212396288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286856391971426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798335481418018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594257350642846,0.3595378479984127,0.0,0.0,0.1302548418392636,0.061799520372752124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642048616390328,0.0,0.04912384748462802,0.07461167294012687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913643965443914,0.056759398989251364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167912202236103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612039909483724,0.06425850165244529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296496301379384,0.07048167716168971,0.1497409194162606,0.0,0.07041848826030044,0.0,0.0,0.08244091616362237,0.0,0.07361283817581141,0.0,0.14143653256524025,0.0,0.0,0.07901125779671313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926202304118025,0.0,0.07447996689898567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554207778347015,0.0,0.1654430574922867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996628238700326,0.07278528250014023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527388692548228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106654385156037,0.059151203765166464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488918678988168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858252503065413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271213133484284,0.0,0.0,0.2170350632244028,0.058414636718084174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462822939708242,0.07094095149225425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911320373561668,0.0804623083649523,0.0,0.04739142949964725 lonely,windblowerthorslayer,2020/01/11,"international student doing ldr i’m in my first year uni doing ldr (uk/asia), it’s been the hardest thing i’ve ever done. i haven’t made any friends even though i’m one semester in. really want to drop out because of how hard it’s been coping with loneliness and missing my boyfriend but i can’t because it’s a lot of money to have me come out here all the way to the uk and to drop out now seems to wasteful when i’ll be done in another 2years. how am i supposed to cope with the loneliness :(",2.6267857142857167,3.7843736190476207,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,74.71428571428571,7.5357142857142865,26.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.445119047619048,390,14,87,6,8,131,67,105,0.16399999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.032,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,2,17,18,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,5,1,6,1,16,12,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,57,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268721279365006,0.2508575372088864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166945301480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607876730793326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896385507972567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801169302753748,0.2164007019033828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349217948427728,0.0,0.0,0.1848314689708157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430652757935886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033880530791979,0.0,0.2263688409401125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211103932754248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325932187308206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778950015111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589363310181114,0.0,0.23504603013213576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110631535926735,0.18989268434051448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405874739671596 lonely,iLikeGooodboys,2020/01/11,"Any tips on cambatting loneliness??? Like routines or things to keep your mind busy?? The worst are my days off from work. After i do my errands, clean my house. It hits me.",0.7100000000000009,3.23567878787879,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,94.45454545454544,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.19882303030303028,132,4,28,2,5,40,31,33,0.191,0.682,0.127,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973755000821557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201900801149765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045795557730246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886877637949205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364017983750172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415431495548848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905192738023151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183558660251575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guhnner,2020/01/11,"I decided to grow a part of my friends For the past few months, I have been asking myself questions regarding the few friends I have. They are all good and mean the best, but they are rather selfish, immature and doesn’t think of things outside of themselves. On many instances, I proposed activities to them and they would completely ignore me, shut down my ideas or push me down for having them and continue doing what they thought they wanted to do, this resulted in me thinking that my opinion and ideas sucked and weren’t fun. I’ve been friends with them for over 2 years, I enjoy spending time with them, but this feeling of being pushed down has gotten me angrier and angrier at them. This year, I decided to leave that anger aside and just leave that friend group. I enjoy being by myself and prefer that over being with people, so that’s what i’m going to do this year. I’m planning a trip to Greece and Italy this year to visit historical locations (I am a huge history nerd). Enjoy your life everyone, we only have one",9.095611957134802,7.29215259390863,8.340575296108295,74.25128031584889,61.13197969543148,11.598195149464186,36.609701071630006,10.25414643259724,3.5295937958262837,819,29,153,14,9,257,114,197,0.125,0.703,0.17300000000000001,0.8735,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,10,2,5,15,2,0,6,0,19,1,0,1,1,36,31,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,13,14,0,1,11,0,1,6,2,5,0,1,5,1,29,10,26,22,5,25,0,0,0,0,20,10,1,3,9,115,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423148987464281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975644025355562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961070539339306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546269576871731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697227741617571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470451398125188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651605926764344,0.12768365883511718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436992428863683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223800816670341,0.0,0.0,0.10752485189757792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433775849005624,0.0,0.1658235618315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215088736987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315527643619464,0.11577809876588227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648507166499612,0.14532116688284225,0.10553740981497567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053291672967127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113513077170372,0.19508622041698725,0.0,0.12085395396876375,0.08876678562608485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978944943020334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814012695147676,0.0,0.0,0.3921256131857292 lonely,uhhhhhhhidktbh,2020/01/11,"Who am i I’ve always changed who i am to fit in as a kid, i still do now. It’s gotten to a point where i really dont know who i am or if what I’m doing is actually for myself. when I finally made friends over the summer I realized that they actually don’t like me at all. I seriously hate this feeling so much",1.591126760563384,1.991137408450708,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,76.32394366197184,9.060281690140846,25.46760563380281,9.3871,1.8785357746478883,240,8,59,6,5,92,53,71,0.083,0.769,0.14800000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,7,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,7,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.5227426594976299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228627384305339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833371743355197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139042347374605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542698076597035,0.0,0.0,0.29340352456701363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069310360298456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644346530847502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719680407112165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085215675203707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343486713298324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968918064759866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531935583015411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715839322871799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389583648552224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arya4prez,2020/01/11,"I don’t have any friends and I just feel like I’m going to drive my boyfriend away with clingyness I live in the town I went to college in but all my friends moved away. I legitimately don’t have any friends here anymore and I’m a very social person so I’ve been relying on my boyfriend for all my social interaction. He lives a very full life though with a ton of his own friends, hobbies, working a 60 hour week job, family, etc. and he also lives 45 minutes away. It’s put a strain on our relationship because I’m so lonely and he’s spending as much time with me as he can. I just don’t know how to make friends, I’ve checked those meetup groups but the people seem to be way older than me. I guess I’m mostly just venting, I’m just afraid I’m gonna lose my boyfriend if I keep relying on him as my only social outlet.",2.7412263736263722,3.7735320457142882,4.089714285714287,89.71782417582419,74.25714285714284,6.984615384615385,26.60439560439561,7.321109707123232,1.107597802197802,648,23,147,7,13,214,101,175,0.055,0.8240000000000001,0.121,0.904,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,10,10,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,2,2,24,23,15,0,1,7,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,2,5,3,4,0,0,2,1,19,6,21,19,8,20,0,2,0,0,19,10,0,4,5,82,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830781272373726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719448286491048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191444062915002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464929393925476,0.0,0.0,0.07493754814361912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371004716977574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588833129168866,0.0,0.06215756707428005,0.08782187418011367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748806212405568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698644750739937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542226830401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106219416104025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198997006092395,0.10926665049013193,0.0,0.0,0.06755961899483942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682974466039634,0.06005783828396991,0.0,0.3256507650461745,0.0,0.0,0.1375282555468677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820573440193483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065611378245814,0.09036837119300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349450453262292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522482184009747,0.10733853812880943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357952886767655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198180302255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191169307620548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37593777723369337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207790052535908,0.0,0.07168200833774603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286176758805632,0.0,0.09757684274304937,0.09860776935993024,0.0,0.0,0.11395819491146213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949517423658276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Galen21,2020/01/11,"They only see me when they need me I’m in college and I’ve managed to made some friends which isn’t a lot. But sometimes I just feel that my ‘friends’ will only be my friend when they need something from me. Especially when they need someone to rant to, because they know that I’m the only one that’s most likely to listen to them. I just wanna be like everyone else, like a normal person. To be acknowledged by someone. In my entire life, no one has ever really looked up to me or given me the common decency to hear what I have to say, I’m always the one that’s listening to others and it hurts so so much. I’ve been crying myself to sleep lately fantasising about someone just giving me a really big hug telling me it’s gonna be alright no matter and genuinely listening to what I’ve been going through",3.7140909090909098,4.854088606060606,5.219772727272732,82.12965909090909,72.03030303030303,7.9242424242424265,26.47727272727273,8.344100000000001,1.7503636363636368,640,21,126,10,12,216,94,165,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.7334,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,0,10,9,0,0,6,1,10,3,1,1,1,22,29,10,0,5,5,0,1,3,3,2,1,5,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,8,20,8,20,19,4,11,0,1,2,1,17,4,0,4,9,89,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179243804086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639265263395475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567538903982722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839087020495599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819601419373894,0.0,0.13542181562891387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165909792682837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284830974838245,0.0,0.0,0.13595302897094488,0.08054409940065631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973143195334527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171674810356728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788691838058863,0.0,0.15986902726516236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001027142543274,0.2077152010979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901111267744477,0.0,0.0,0.12048730669560832,0.0,0.13410115073996098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418226236346954,0.3152560660322612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388578502563491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881042748355875,0.3233587882188418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374652318523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158198221497826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270333168667605,0.0,0.0,0.11293439480638795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182473875346735,0.0,0.3602427597086533,0.1091048186270642,0.14016706609754034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387161425055307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thy_Ultimate_Potato,2020/01/11,"Another Day Stuck at home Usually when I go outside I need a reason, a good purpose like hanging out with friends, walking dogs, or riding a bicycle. I mostly like to hang out with other people since I think its just a bit more fun. Well, thing is, no one ever wants to hang out with me. Ill call all my friends and ask and they'll always respond with ""Im too busy"". It makes me feel so bad since they're out there with things to do and Im just at home. And theres a slight chance that they WILL pick up the phone since they never answer. Im just so tired of being made fun of for ""Not having a Life"". Um ,yes, I do have a life I just know how to balance my time so I can actually see you guys. I know I can be a bit loud or annoying but don't act like you're tired of me when you always talk to me in class. I wish I had someone to hang out with.",2.6829500891265603,2.6756456684492003,4.180548128342249,92.84572415329771,73.59893048128343,7.302852049910874,23.06996434937611,6.816661863887847,0.3686081996434938,648,14,163,5,12,217,110,187,0.09300000000000001,0.775,0.132,0.6192,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,0,15,11,1,0,9,1,13,5,0,5,3,40,26,13,0,3,8,0,1,3,2,2,5,1,2,1,6,15,0,0,6,0,0,8,4,2,2,1,3,3,22,9,25,19,5,24,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,10,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.12383776828873927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118478594019927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306751320104318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863597328376227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105957631543201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770876115876412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958083972970896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818411080174594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478986670137545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641653201988801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608790081329847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212116922614295,0.10643913793822776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256526495539494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545855346526505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112268867318427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948372786656155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792688688173165,0.18599330404960795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007747132198268,0.08470788033545518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409601388998226,0.09787442604120908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599188649368766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797767093630576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304760987249207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112423703153577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149232306558047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107523411517297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199879176413801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861572158597046,0.081313495063709,0.0,0.0,0.0739974106771865,0.29170970736034874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397643108054714,0.0,0.0748499195628503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114099882290532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593070974362815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DomesticExpat,2020/01/11,"I wish someone loved me back for once... It comes so readily for people, them having crushes and having their feelings reciprocated. That never happens to me. Nobody is ever interested in me... It feels like a losing battle so much. Am I boring? Am I ugly? Am I just that undesirable? I feel like I'll never know :(",1.1667608286252358,3.8032370508474607,4.166666666666668,76.86585687382299,93.74576271186442,5.334086629001884,20.11487758945385,6.937597516519254,1.0746482109227866,242,8,40,4,9,86,43,59,0.23199999999999998,0.546,0.222,-0.1773,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,11,14,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,4,4,14,1,6,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554939123448844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786372112402615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827505928485166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36603463719173984,0.3447780575088182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338606686374775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261544700870811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357798101559381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995964981787196,0.0,0.0,0.2177880535439396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738764841354104,0.0,0.3722200706477475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25698297607300824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729117204502525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044577600608564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774899495583197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,okbitch777,2020/01/11,"i'm extremely unhappy i've been pretty lonely this past year which is ironic because for the first time, last year, i found a group of friends i absolutely adore but everything was new which made it fun it's been a while since i introduced two friends and we had a group of three till they became better friends than i ever was with them individually i feel like a burden to everyone i'm not sure who i am anymore i don't feel like myself i feel uncomfortable all the time i'm not sure what to do i don't know who to tell how i feel i feel like it genuinely won't matter and usually when i've talked to someone about how i feel i either get the same response or a lecture on how to avoid self-pity so here i am, trying again",3.3178787878787865,4.284776379084967,4.79663695781343,85.44668449197863,72.79084967320263,8.178015448603684,25.673796791443852,8.575989854853784,1.5268745098039216,578,18,127,10,11,194,93,153,0.133,0.66,0.207,0.9418,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,2,9,14,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,4,4,28,25,11,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,7,6,18,11,13,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,17,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461688222196909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984606823980436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035228999512702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332045594343445,0.0,0.1408350978607593,0.13246240534384612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471413718212109,0.31588103544881746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536775486929672,0.0,0.1616028155132726,0.3416137124206625,0.0,0.07700389947496476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100033012599142,0.12014050576490545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160183020582116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946164139059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234779166129508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069807142668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994610136788206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537573343134642,0.0,0.0,0.12192048509948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488097303372687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778219992019597,0.0,0.0,0.11846451097509085,0.1288231946538907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188570408885856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006645581902723,0.0,0.1439761972846452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623265378439721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982546973599715 lonely,DragoOceanonis,2020/01/11,"So uhh..who wants to be friends? If anybody here needs a friend, im available to talk! Or be your friend ! Whatever you want! Seriously, I don't mind! I like gaming anime and youtube along with tons of other stuff. If thats your thing So uhh yeah. Message me if you want to chat??? Im a good listener and promise to give each and every one of you attention :D You can tell me about your day or anything. All you have to do is message me or start a chat :D If im not passed out from sleep deprivation, i'll uh be here. ^-^",-0.7570270270270285,1.3895671711711692,1.4347387387387407,97.95643243243244,93.50450450450451,4.761801801801802,19.111711711711713,6.42735559955562,-0.07519747747747729,400,13,96,5,15,133,71,111,0.054000000000000006,0.7020000000000001,0.245,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,8,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,1,22,15,12,0,8,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,13,6,12,12,3,4,0,1,0,0,20,1,0,7,3,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186566686549954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901692891208772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548799839946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277394389621071,0.0,0.0,0.1770333779201368,0.0,0.15478846291713744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980241755092286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015987353394618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863388925900008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683855054437585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250531730295268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846793172922476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062263721225886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126106394625416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833111675273847,0.16130137346099288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260418899250868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32655010806256857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelymoon212,2020/01/11,"I never get sympathy [vent] Okay so my grandpa is in the hospital right now for a stroke. You know, I told the people I consider friends, and yet all I got was a few I'm praying for you and that's it. No one has asked how I'm doing or what's going on now, the few who have asked haven't replied back when I said I wasn't dealing well with it. No one seems to care. I told one friend and all he did was send me a thumbs up. Does no one freaking care. Like I'm in tears constantly and i just want to talk out my emotions with a friend but the only person who seems to care is my therapist and she's literally PAID TO CARE. Is it too much to ask to get some sympathy and support when in a stressful situation? Do I not matter at all!? It's just absolutely crazy. I really need support from the people I consider my friends right now. It's not okay. I'm not okay.",0.3295755517826855,2.2304994731182823,2.628970005659312,93.65029711375212,83.83870967741936,6.281380871533673,21.079796264855688,7.475848149327749,0.5751870967741932,666,21,159,11,19,227,98,186,0.136,0.67,0.19399999999999998,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,13,17,0,1,10,3,12,1,0,1,4,28,38,12,0,2,7,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,2,1,4,9,2,19,15,18,29,7,20,1,0,0,0,21,9,0,4,10,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198707166085017,0.0,0.0,0.0882794772163051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682134502659682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406555412432832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183609501386341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046835755330984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914239435607835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35479833658873794,0.0,0.1199638119806548,0.0,0.06524744965941065,0.0,0.09182162577933256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309491103606121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056088888894336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439633653546819,0.0851279172996592,0.08854621679861288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111847101381057,0.08731587794029841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918540193294642,0.10024502231866377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354828802972035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608905882830047,0.1092077238232368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903191650851485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129047850201088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151100204909802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605631895678651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227749774942497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332997468017744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940596924624745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677161284417684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322525835032573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waterbottle73,2020/01/11,"The Loneliness Epidemic [The Loneliness Epidemic](https://www.hrsa.gov/enews/past-issues/2019/january-17/loneliness-epidemic) I ran across this today and thought it was interesting and would share with you guys.",13.683452380952382,19.038167107142858,7.857142857142858,55.35452380952384,56.50000000000001,13.733333333333334,45.04761904761904,11.855464076750405,8.053033333333335,181,10,18,7,3,47,23,28,0.204,0.618,0.17800000000000002,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997820798347377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818412037951573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40071529779733017,0.0,0.0,0.4784441947570306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856007811215,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gundhamfun,2020/01/11,feeling lonely af would appreciate somebody to atleast converse with. i barely have any friends and the loneliness is really 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lonely,b333ppp,2020/01/11,Sad thing about being lonely Sometimes you dont just have anyone to air how your day went can be 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lonely,FollowTheDamnChainCJ,2020/01/11,"Lonely in a foreign country 30 year old white male here. Two years ago I moved from the West to a south-east Asian country. I don't wanna go into specifics to prevent doxxing myself. Back at home I always had people to talk to, despite being socially awkward and introverted. There was always a friend or co-worker to have a beer with, or eight. I have few but very good friends back at home. So I moved to Asia for work and I'm starting to really regret it. After two years, I don't have a single friend here. Recently I realized that I spent my own birthday, Christmas and new year's eve completely alone. I know for a fact that my co-workers are afraid of me because I tend to be blunt and direct, which is not appreciated at all in this culture (google face saving culture). It also doesn't help that all of them are either married or in a committed relationship, so even when I ask them to have a beer with me it's always a no. My dating life is pretty much non-existent. I'm keeping a spreadsheet of how many conversations I had outside of work each day. So far, every day of 2020 shows 0. I don't know, I guess I just wanted to get this off my chest. Maybe I should just accept that I don't fit in this culture and go back. I just booked a flight to my home country just to have some social interaction again.",3.449943820224721,4.7095354456928895,4.598522471910113,85.8712668539326,72.82022471910112,7.137752808988763,25.70955056179775,7.554174236665415,1.2211649438202252,1032,33,213,12,20,339,153,267,0.08,0.8109999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.7989,0,3,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,18,10,0,2,12,0,20,5,2,1,4,37,34,15,0,4,10,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,11,9,2,2,4,4,1,4,7,4,0,3,4,1,28,6,33,27,9,35,0,2,1,0,17,12,0,5,19,145,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004348601090823,0.0,0.0,0.11688881290237245,0.0,0.09025401605631554,0.2817254172272061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055087654562005,0.0,0.0,0.2603468750266991,0.0,0.06879834354957666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833145108479297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557058928215594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454289524934933,0.0,0.09508932788053946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615858212697032,0.0,0.058964636233115,0.0,0.12828175666595326,0.09466152406591948,0.0,0.0,0.1243278966264916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564760762819647,0.0,0.33962302563944635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031505894113926,0.0,0.0,0.124049691852141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971628044220481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442221794766068,0.11338293242086454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399044117544573,0.08296500754784154,0.0,0.0,0.10900078841623294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842747315006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782428397666457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481908555300473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230093771845404,0.0,0.11143552931165808,0.12116928898228965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009289728222976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988281350556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071250733803553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204954335299963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312123178122596,0.06656768928495951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32865338648963616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907122846266319 lonely,lollicat_maria,2020/01/11,"I'm doing my best not to be lonely in my situation. Hi! I'm new to reddit and so far I'm liking it because of communities such as this. This is also my first post. Anyways, I'm married to a foreign husband. I met him at work back then. Now, after years of processing and LDR, he was able to make me live with him. Now to the lonely part. I don't know anyone in his country except his family. All of his friends are kinda awkward with me since most of them doesn't like talking in English. I could be very talkative, I just want someone who can talk over coffee. I hope I'll get over this.",0.6598759305210926,2.7199816129032293,3.0703225806451613,90.0389454094293,83.67741935483872,5.428287841191069,21.635235732009924,6.67199483983844,0.4846694789081885,456,15,98,5,13,157,88,124,0.027000000000000003,0.818,0.154,0.9415,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,8,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,20,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,16,5,20,15,4,16,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,3,10,70,21,1,0.2180798174366648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439835121403294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248647896003314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768991834502436,0.0,0.13293943256570667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288613139442459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411898890692662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558624327256614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854985813055007,0.0,0.0,0.16848792598119022,0.0,0.11393770369812704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166024654575657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985096438325415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130855663249711,0.0,0.19256847420404502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556997155650886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062284662168765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361591905608388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886018227486766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039787855826067,0.24513085198497864,0.0,0.0,0.1847783216183297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505685930778532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993868855134676,0.12862912657738318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876470441198204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043625240153934 lonely,PlanetSquare,2020/01/11,"Maybe I deserve to be lonely Sometimes when I stay up really late I see myself in the mirror and think I look awfully ugly and it just kind of reminds me that I suck. I don't think I really even deserve kindness or friendship or love because I'm ugly with a shitty personality. I'm autistic, I'm dumb, I'm lazy. Part of me doesn't really care though. Some people are just destined to live like this forever. My entire life has been pretty shit and i'll keep trying to improve it but I wont be surprised if it's always awful with only a few moments of the kind of bliss people usually take for granted.",1.930940860215056,4.049206233870969,4.331935483870968,82.40956989247313,79.40322580645163,6.3913978494623676,24.043010752688176,7.492282038375204,1.349830107526882,479,17,90,7,12,167,85,124,0.19,0.66,0.15,-0.4805,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,4,2,8,3,1,0,0,15,21,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,12,7,12,17,3,7,0,1,2,1,2,2,3,4,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825315664752064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128572985850247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940473144463594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974292637809742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768500862713732,0.0,0.5190704100658357,0.0,0.0,0.187428567298751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735924485413668,0.0811742862557716,0.0,0.14671672716712278,0.0,0.13952722877813178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996016656193606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669236855313095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636734672979974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992822383174564,0.0,0.2303800563528346,0.14507896836289666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903800704942235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193268704641426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240295621618134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705543458217017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433021974642487,0.0,0.0,0.17709769569450345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492687535813705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129291145771019,0.1632451288004343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280742953528085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299478411284054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arthur-I-Have-a-Plan,2020/01/11,"Never gave up and so should you! I’m acctualy gonna turn 30 on 6th February this year yet I still haven hugged anyone except my family members. I think as a guy with anxiety, depression and sudden panic attacks I will never find somebody for me. I have given up on life yet here I am still making my way through everyday life.",1.9803956043956068,4.441818292307693,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,81.46153846153845,7.406593406593408,23.131868131868128,8.418075326091056,1.8448021978021976,259,9,48,6,7,89,52,65,0.179,0.7809999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,9,6,0,14,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,9,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844501643616693,0.0,0.0,0.16859124843941786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429992267137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766957477628048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729911302087466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203721723075185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387389743645647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406093387514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094425818852315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37192116795859903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28289320285375336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851050106211848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449495480135556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262260824139741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138363249918627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526834431487072 lonely,subhuman_90,2020/01/11,Mornings Anyone else not sleep much? So I go to bed late wake up super earlier n I always get this like manic high and want to talk with people soooo bad ( lot of the times I don’t) but I do now. And I know I’m an asshole if I start texting anyone at 6am ... but then by time everyone wakes up my mood drops,-1.4442810457516302,0.5168373823529429,1.4125490196078443,98.39258169934642,94.2941176470588,4.1986928104575165,14.908496732026146,5.82211442006289,-0.8299464052287586,234,5,57,2,9,81,56,68,0.036000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.3155,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,10,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139059051736749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595038048864887,0.26340237663023897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464579452920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475208237467056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564492899597376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343103935472271,0.0,0.14610090321440447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716124695238571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128097785767624,0.0,0.2899903214916095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559322043283855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185548595749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897874262033065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822252917434225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725934716776644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195808208117265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662609554750128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998034738334578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516287238684135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,duke_r_,2020/01/11,No one talks to me unless I message them first Anyone else? Haven’t said a word to my friends for 3 weeks. Probably forgot I existed. No friend cares about me. Posted on my Instagram story about my loneliness and got nothing back. Never invited in group chats. I hate it.,1.6677472527472543,4.414141269230775,3.1917582417582437,85.41038461538463,88.23076923076924,6.817582417582417,22.813186813186807,7.957251820313856,1.7705186813186808,214,8,39,5,7,70,44,52,0.184,0.659,0.157,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,9,3,8,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149928864874168,0.26596293745414584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959540741421866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646516985303132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168397088267011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079243210228186,0.0,0.0,0.40109049563014737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760402513435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627433202492456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019849204139384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490670357899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589320009480897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485989234486209,0.0,0.27986330633059203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469131084212229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086347284695894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082135873550566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,why-so-ignorant,2020/01/11,"Some things just require an extra pair of hands. Sounds like an easy request doesn't it? Some things just require an extra pair of hands. My situation for example, I need to somehow get my bed & mattress out the flat at some point ready for it to be taken away so I can get a new one brought in. If like me you have no friends or family in your life how the hell do you cope with these rather easy sounding jobs that's just aggravatingly difficult to do alone! I am a tall guy I have a 7 foot long bed and I'll dangerously no doubt get the mattress down the stairs on my own somehow as it's the only option I have. I'm needing a new TV at some point too, which isn't so bad as you can just pay companies to take that away, but the matter of fact is that some things in life require more than you. Being single.. lonely and no support system makes life so Much harder and feels like I am being penalised when I don't think it's my fault, it's not always a choice to be alone. Not in my case anyway. People with big families and friendships I think take for granted how much easier their life is when they are in 'need' of help. When someone who is totally alone needs help.. their is either no one to ask, or you have to pay for it. It absolutely sucks.",2.8411923076923102,4.108381503846154,3.912307692307692,90.16769230769232,74.34615384615384,6.892307692307693,23.0,7.365786028017652,0.6724846153846156,981,26,218,11,20,318,136,260,0.133,0.743,0.124,-0.1505,1,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,3,3,17,13,3,1,14,0,22,7,3,3,2,44,41,18,0,6,12,0,3,3,1,0,4,2,4,1,16,7,0,3,3,1,2,1,9,8,0,2,2,5,23,5,32,35,14,25,1,1,0,0,16,17,2,12,9,154,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676502517075485,0.0,0.0,0.09845673753655602,0.1282062062512252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061886709301867,0.0,0.22234240426414334,0.0,0.09879729425014663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230945044715201,0.0,0.05982919708580834,0.08453214091355975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914183988137102,0.0,0.1854614040015523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716137488624975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862289010673894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742032876777317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343087029123357,0.17342436709010428,0.0,0.0,0.10471481482943278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898354518613421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739664965962624,0.35094901373910475,0.0,0.22856003811086065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603615631891164,0.08999227932196358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820323719617392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237126932137357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300341765028967,0.0,0.0,0.10025726294309237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427497890272558,0.0,0.0,0.17793290043650842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358316737280667,0.1516370870377877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LifesPotential,2020/01/11,"Ever have a dream about an ex that was bad for you? She cheated on me multiple times, but i still dreamt of her. (Not in the sexual way some of you are assuming). More of a cuddle, compassionate dream. It felt so real. Then you wake up to nobody. Its lonely as hell.",0.04603174603174765,2.3588060370370383,2.4963492063492083,90.905,90.48148148148148,6.048677248677249,15.121693121693122,7.447530270364453,0.14445820105820095,202,4,44,4,7,69,48,54,0.21100000000000002,0.659,0.13,-0.7472,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,7,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,7,1,10,2,2,8,1,1,0,1,7,3,1,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612999078729021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914165280963275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154753597209626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925257084887719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34556767366322005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523202649126816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34346993591842023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,finland--fish,2020/01/11,Going to prison and hated by all Next week I'm in all likelihood going to prison for the rest of my life and I have nobody to talk to in my last week of freedom. I'm probably going to die in there and I fear I'll never have another conversation again in my life.,1.374736842105264,2.9569636666666668,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,79.0,7.3670175438596495,20.171929824561406,8.238735603445708,0.8877466666666667,207,5,46,4,5,73,33,57,0.263,0.675,0.062,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,13,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613905699454618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871205134503994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805079677182344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250126813598592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461112190098292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319550300229103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521459946639269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922591877654179,0.0,0.2651108451196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687647215111828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003608669885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999128542719504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SensitiveSnowpea,2020/01/11,"Been hit with an overwhelming feeling of loneliness over the last few days It came out of nowhere, I feel a bit better when I’m with people but the feeling is still there and as soon as I’m alone I break down. I’m not sure where this sudden desperate need for love and attention has come from and I’m not sure how to cope with it. I’m usually a very happy person and enjoy my alone time, this is very strange for me.",1.6789772727272734,3.492068034090913,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,78.88636363636364,6.672727272727273,21.227272727272727,7.645422480735847,0.6031772727272724,329,9,75,5,8,106,60,88,0.184,0.637,0.179,0.544,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,2,21,17,9,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,4,6,14,14,2,15,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236705679004173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089348326481813,0.2232978844928001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393212501260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618771754888593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319073500264747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102552331975594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177299833527106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672230744717365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845996976087332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165918620791444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179795112541227,0.17859098388048586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334091934871428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855412832802304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192652761881735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252650326128689,0.3375235334564479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostwanderer28,2020/01/11,"Every had a really bad crush? I never understood what exactly people meant when they were talking about crushes, but I think I do now a little bit. It is kind of an annoying but at the same time 'interesting' emotion. I am just curious if I am the only one and more importantly how other people handled. A little about me, I am 26 and I pretty much had only 2 bad crushes since now. One in school times and another one now. It just feels so weird. All the thoughts about ""does she like me more than a friend?"" which I am trying to ignore do keep coming back. Whenever I see her with her guy friends I get kind of jealous or envious (?). And there seems to be this unwillingness to let go. I do try this though. I try to forget about her, but on the other hand I kind of can't. However, I tried to show interest, yet I feel like I am getting mixed signals. Maybe I don't want to accept that she sees me as just another friend. I feel like this is the truth. I feel like I should just let go. Ugh. Why do things get so complicated? Maybe I am making this complicated for myself. I should just let go.",1.5431572481572502,3.647637148648649,3.4941031941031935,87.98461916461916,80.66666666666667,6.91924651924652,21.352170352170354,8.00094639256281,1.0160288288288286,845,25,180,16,22,285,124,222,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.174,0.7625,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,20,22,3,0,10,0,23,1,1,2,4,39,44,15,0,4,10,0,5,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,10,1,0,4,3,8,0,3,6,7,32,14,20,32,6,18,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,3,13,131,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216133547627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924632225534173,0.17210059955821286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251417993649504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877655334676894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901879812861416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159279610921619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683199503922184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084397304137469,0.22087698216200952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388703258409526,0.0,0.16153285910220008,0.0,0.17571310745462268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204501558481796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160393594620113,0.0,0.32196153852884685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161556774400248,0.0,0.20139848147826,0.20658520033134015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879295422479,0.0,0.2070740522610387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576052207324015,0.0,0.07948576783844168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950716348361587,0.15676264562171552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289683239758044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048484671136991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602249490276102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430162163395523,0.16425000794679298,0.09382141319605547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525180618785907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283524726420634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846809039907295,0.06603630644071365,0.10125534379673344,0.08181765705229949,0.12018953762765815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27988228854006103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078710823390955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299508465866722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mccoy50s,2020/01/11,Just randomly putting myself Just started today... to express myself coz i know i can say anything i want here coz i dont knw anyone here and nobody knows me here,0.2238541666666692,2.3547303437500027,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,104.9375,3.3833333333333333,20.95833333333333,5.46131890053228,0.29767083333333355,129,5,23,1,6,42,24,32,0.0,0.9520000000000001,0.048,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617117006553161,0.0,0.3080081075687115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386641370019757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113990948947327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762640100705949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764978260505265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649238114432709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35478238268595363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076545868173775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boringaudiophile,2020/01/11,"What should I do? I'm really lonely, like it's bad. I have really bad anxiety and all that mental stuff. Makes me socially awkward, use to be extremely confident and than boom it disappeared at around 15. I seem to be really offended by normal flirting I find it really creepy. So fair to say I'm not too good at it lol. I've been debating on paying for something, so I can at least experience it. I dont even know how lol. But I also dont know if its the smartest move.. what should I do?",0.3670588235294119,2.623666784313727,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,87.0392156862745,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.7197294117647062,380,12,82,12,12,135,68,102,0.175,0.6409999999999999,0.183,0.4437,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,1,2,11,0,0,3,1,17,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,1,2,9,3,11,13,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613742302113872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979589736441306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626776893779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30516118340443354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283407497403155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206983034359092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875516552466353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702140487914174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327396819234365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085867738591007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927772346744972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219806286265906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415933106355112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942241134362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904678171278207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682726899861814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532249195529287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635998685118086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628081349483447,0.0,0.14068247930144975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091940250928985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782902305169996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pfbm8bape,2020/01/11,"Anyone want to talk? Life, politics, sports, video games, school, work, I don’t care. I’m lonely. I’m tired of just saying I’m alone and I don’t like being alone. So if anyone else is lonely or just bored let’s have a chat.",-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,1.2966666666666669,100.015,90.875,4.033333333333334,10.083333333333334,5.46131890053228,-1.6571916666666673,171,1,41,1,6,56,36,48,0.275,0.588,0.13699999999999998,-0.7184,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292453377505667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35730540868280825,0.2617916487966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605009749789686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343885520931688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612677624457567,0.180468381529766,0.12482520725674788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318517848408446,0.0,0.25858132478677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536255947956905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29366157722281905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507015013845611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600825457185888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fringe2,2020/01/11,lonely and dreading going back to school. idk i just hate school so much and haven't spoken to anyone for the last month of holidays.,2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,82.46153846153845,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.1993948717948717,107,2,20,1,3,33,23,26,0.337,0.583,0.08,-0.8126,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424576474642837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666315294490396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706762935071695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423466400934279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282649844305351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677480790944675,0.0,0.2549032345899701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7018647707251028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayhelp7124,2020/01/11,16 F honestly would really like someone to talk to. I woke up at 1 am and havent been back to sleep since. I cant sleep my mind is everywhere and I have no one to talk to. Anyone can hmu. Obviously I'm a fast responder because I'm not doing anything and we can talk about any type of subject,-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,2.4643750000000004,91.643125,90.875,6.325,20.5,7.645422480735847,0.8876,228,8,53,5,8,81,47,64,0.037000000000000005,0.865,0.098,0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,2,0,1,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,9,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676870031593545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241873387607246,0.0,0.2029193490301964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896094893266515,0.0,0.15031659725837293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046951245640265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489816662567899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709312242237204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796936925662994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039785692939842,0.0,0.4935283611861246,0.0,0.2089316015325428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945896977302699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516768987237022,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway6547382,2020/01/11,"No motivation to live Rant: I have lost all hope to live. My parents are the only reason I am alive right now. I am 27 year old guy from India and currently live and work in Europe. I am financially doing just fine but what is the use of money if I don't have a life. Everyday I come home to my empty apartment, call my family back home, that is all I have. No one else messages me, wants to be close with me. I have good relationship with everyone where I work with but no one wants to be my friend. I don't think anyone even cares about me outside work. I never had a girlfriend because I am ugly. Yesterday I tried Tinder and didn't even get a single like, I am not even talking about matches. I tried just to get it out of the way so that people stop asking me to try it and saying I am not ugly. I asked out one girl who worked with me but she ghosted me and went as far away from me as possible. It is just a curse being ugly. Honestly I really have no motivation now, I can keep on working and making money but for what? Some days I feel I am on top of the world but when I see my phone, the only notifications are news or low battery.",2.1690762175147427,3.4097773817427424,4.290452063769384,86.89413627429572,76.0124481327801,7.231360559074035,21.81284123170998,7.85451343220497,0.8141402489626559,883,22,196,13,19,305,132,241,0.152,0.726,0.122,-0.8379,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,14,9,0,0,9,0,26,1,0,5,3,43,43,17,1,4,12,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,2,8,14,0,2,5,0,2,2,10,2,0,3,4,3,35,7,27,36,4,29,0,2,1,0,15,14,0,4,13,144,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169384922643359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184501760809673,0.0,0.1097704637512806,0.08983901392110942,0.0,0.07122161934840783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930174496047607,0.0,0.1191212159464563,0.0,0.0,0.10064313125207372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534900233975854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760077084090044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150553211001246,0.0,0.0,0.11164098693737788,0.0,0.0,0.110141775687141,0.0,0.05907535930189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026654242039077,0.0,0.12208308107842787,0.0,0.0,0.09799577556841554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568516133991735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439035114381554,0.11604366023693198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038484442241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252411742201858,0.057079749779795234,0.0,0.30950271797238305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275393612193282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798836584947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011046569907524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259882982516875,0.0,0.23751155184375755,0.17771678358701284,0.0,0.0,0.12973160088779193,0.0,0.0,0.08099877792236171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171407003966454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484758497137335,0.12012598688191375,0.0,0.12543722030742066,0.0,0.09977657458646122,0.0,0.0929119959158539,0.0,0.0,0.09310248305863568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976794119025574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390766309821964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486324266898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379701805157994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009080517948596,0.0,0.0,0.13782479003262704,0.0927382990666564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830734899493658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252868816031628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523800213541396 lonely,ahhhhthrowww,2020/01/11,"well, i just keep getting more pathetic i wasn’t built for other people man. i’ve only had 3 important people to me outside of my family and all of them were over the internet. i’ve tried “putting myself out there” has not ended well. i’m a teenager, but i think i can foresee my future. i was homeschooled until freshman year of high school. didn’t have a friend before, don’t have a friend now. when people talk to me i panic and end up going “uhhhhhhhhhh” for half my sentence. it’s just getting more and more pathetic.",1.9108304195804169,4.306491009615389,4.208811188811191,81.72709790209792,81.21153846153847,6.08951048951049,22.91608391608393,7.348242739294969,1.1156076923076923,411,14,78,6,11,142,71,104,0.11800000000000001,0.743,0.139,-0.223,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,16,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,5,0,13,4,11,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390877936281252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620326489712441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266734467534266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580052042308426,0.0,0.21355587300479106,0.0,0.11615149471574453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593428667811404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165862927575235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543702915781935,0.0,0.2397910026843359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250654041181716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054541593427249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068392522826769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426955150236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309557803007379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387577738051784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675168336048499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161133457012492 lonely,Sudbey_,2020/01/11,"Here for anyone who needs someone Hey all, I just recently came about this subreddit and seeing all the posts I just want to throw out that I’ve been in a lot of lonely and depressed points in my life. I’ve noticed that sometimes talking to and trying to connect with a stranger online can help give a small escape from that feeling of being alone. And so with that said I’d like to throw out that I’m here if anyone needs to talk, just feel free to send me a message. I’m just a young guy who can be pretty silly sometimes but hopefully I can properly empathize and just be a friend for whomever may need it. Y’all have a good day/night and it’s in a weird way nice to be reminded that being lonely is a feeling everyone deals with at some point; which I suppose is somewhat ironic.",6.962405660377357,5.7491892893081795,6.85558962264151,81.3109316037736,64.9119496855346,9.459433962264153,33.08254716981132,8.07648339933343,2.29998679245283,623,21,126,6,8,198,98,159,0.07400000000000001,0.742,0.184,0.9412,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,0,2,33,27,9,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,12,12,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,3,5,7,8,22,18,5,17,0,3,1,0,14,9,0,6,3,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439957503888314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197968751585945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154832954577124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236968971587744,0.16364681119687965,0.1367165488781445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167623773995578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078060812219154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263676561547032,0.0,0.0,0.15227121160574209,0.0,0.13313775666425912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717068180542693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639542175153063,0.0,0.0,0.15765774095301047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211785202510947,0.07754895343762673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494916819818614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530956500502205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896022055343644,0.0,0.0,0.1807186367799428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30010809070027145,0.0,0.15202239015576027,0.16148858391634854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672974349025798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099148613465538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264896947077589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449400357421987,0.0,0.3139821031343994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551672360560336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776932577990916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362486929273654,0.1259949117497802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bigfunkboy,2020/01/11,I feel so lonely. I am an entrepreneur and right now I have lot of pending works but all I am doing is drinking and remembering my girlfriend. I was with this girl for a long time then things got out of hands. She left me like I was no one. Right now I don't want her to back but I have this hole inside me. I have friends and roommates for company. I try to smile as often as possible. But I still have this question. Will I again feel loved? I miss those endless conversations and now every word there hurts me. All the fake promises drama make me angry. Help me anyone please.,0.9444688644688668,3.3741595213675235,2.293217338217339,93.50634615384618,86.26495726495726,5.052258852258851,19.46825396825397,6.5431188927421005,0.0793228327228328,452,13,97,5,14,145,80,117,0.154,0.654,0.192,0.8031,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,12,3,1,1,2,20,19,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,21,4,10,15,3,13,0,3,0,1,9,4,0,3,10,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928573517396418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417004912258704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915092076144234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988485124986842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590630206701486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495130630323646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075725060959718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431060556312067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285585710144021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197081590468985,0.0,0.0,0.10430641339722133,0.0,0.0,0.18894276994081424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181511975361636,0.19269411346888574,0.0,0.14251440764634832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467464794902266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436135352291645,0.0,0.24069170402444426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917137875972444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418564259085513,0.36465950451163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705031701287263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418414059384044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449487707944468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495401095748225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592915684624428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543217850831212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yaknowitfeelsbadaf,2020/01/11,"I'm losing the ""friends"" I made And I'm about to end up completely alone again. One of them is my study partner, sadly she's changing her major and as such we won't see each other anymore and most likely we won't be even chatting anymore. And the other person is someone I talk to on Discord, though that person has been gone for over 2 weeks now. I really miss em. I'm not prepared to be all alone again, and the worst part is that you can't do anything about it.",4.230952380952382,4.227176448979595,5.1085714285714285,87.52809523809526,70.22448979591837,7.34965986394558,27.55782312925169,6.42735559955562,1.0706272108843535,364,11,79,2,6,119,69,98,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.9541,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,1,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,12,18,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,10,2,11,11,6,9,0,3,1,0,12,3,0,1,6,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226178983626278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40467706426237465,0.0,0.0,0.16789565170477486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583198956505112,0.0,0.2139169178209709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807060880891625,0.0,0.0,0.13475695811222546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576296414821692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967658284481457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282524138265412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305391792216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382529996206283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093979924104545,0.0,0.0,0.35629449856816703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070399805386385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625819559730616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287019482705196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639880167079142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004540767210253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636569975308434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Piegoose,2020/01/11,"It's hard to become more interesting, or be interested, when I'm on my own. I can't tell if I'm lonely or have depression. I find it hard to build the motivation to even watch a movie alot of the time, wondering if it'll be something I'll ever be able to talk about with people. My only real desire is to feel accepted somewhere, which isn't something I've had alot of in my life.",6.139444444444441,4.515321679012344,7.749475308641976,75.5701388888889,66.77777777777777,11.062962962962963,31.36111111111111,10.125756701596842,2.7611703703703703,300,9,65,6,4,106,55,81,0.109,0.736,0.156,0.5984,0,2,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,15,13,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,5,3,11,8,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,7,3,42,9,1,0.2449453915525501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705229405877455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109711068222132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178412098545267,0.22156713004759945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238517497544997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238756503191092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43884591730599204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301217394939475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629200793778766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981429300149015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880148095754786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771418587325024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968778273634147,0.21409306862208835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428296276129516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656328284678888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,user66829,2020/01/11,"I want to spend a weekend with a friend oneday Weekends can sometimes be very lonely and melancholic. It's a big mistake to go for a walk around the city on fridays, it just makes me feel like a huge outsider. I'm not even talking about couples, just groups of friends who seem like they get along well. I'm 21 years old and I've never had a friend who I've been close with. I've never ""hung out"" with anyone. Maybe if I keep trying hard enough, I'll get to experience what it feels like to spend time with someone who I'm actually comfortable with. No need for alcohol, just company.",3.5664030131826716,4.96365059322034,4.123333333333335,88.85264595103581,72.72881355932203,6.9393596986817325,26.670433145009408,7.3871296695380915,1.207686252354049,462,16,97,5,9,146,80,118,0.084,0.705,0.21100000000000002,0.9397,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,2,26,17,3,0,4,5,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,3,2,2,2,4,3,1,0,2,3,4,8,17,14,1,15,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,2,10,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.17154262883687948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786270522839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291426766783232,0.0,0.0,0.1564875844462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945048295840596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163482885522647,0.0,0.11610557061435316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719532909965452,0.0,0.0,0.17776624787701226,0.251164351974545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074375021462316,0.0,0.1836827698471596,0.0,0.0999037299751388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574705086328373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562474481385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576417579517056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733910160641288,0.0,0.17660153959163571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034373768851945,0.2711553441412662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844587509045652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002976554686268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894364561044782,0.0,0.17385771058360108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129082847011154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250273830105028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934774666575905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504257872067364,0.10368365117903908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805350846165211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132009817242508 lonely,James-the-sleepy,2020/01/11,Lost my best friend and really need to talk to someone. I recently lost my best friend and really need some one to talk to right now. Sorry if that sounds demanding.,3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,76.1875,9.266666666666666,20.041666666666664,9.725611199111238,1.8862791666666667,131,3,26,4,3,42,21,32,0.171,0.504,0.325,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,4,4,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462787250062409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855083932686635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642158994045721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532108011398025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408184475237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724291437840497,0.0,0.2099439287752748,0.0,0.0,0.1815826575746646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015852561414208,0.0,0.0,0.23801899212807665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34180373705302136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CambriaDeschain,2020/01/11,"I push people away Not anymore because there's no one to really push away now. I have BPD and it makes me latch onto people, but push them away at the same time. It took years to break the habit, but I eventually did. Now instead of being the shark, it's more like there's a shark always lurking ""under my surface"". There are some perks to having BPD (for me). One of those perks is I can cut someone out of my life out of fear of being desperate and clinging to them. I don't want to be that guy. If someone doesn't want to talk to me, be my friend, break up, it doesn't matter. When we're done, we're done and it's going to hurt for a long time, but I'll deal with it. Well, I cut off my last girl friend last summer and we haven't talked since. I never thought it would happen. We were always ""more than friends"", but never sealed the deal. It happened though and I hate that it did. At the beginning of 2019, she would hardly reply to my texts. It would take weeks to hear back from her. We'd exchange a few texts, then she'd ghost. This kept going on until summer, after I haven't heard from her in 2 months. By that point, I've had enough. She said she was sorry and there was a reason why she hasn't been a great friend to me lately. I didn't reply. She sent the same messages through text, through iMessage, through email, even the skype account I haven't used in years. I didn't want to hear the truth, which is she probably got back together with her ex. Maybe even got pregnant and since she's very religious, probably is going to keep the baby. Or she's... idk. What reason would there be to not message one of your best friends of over 10 years? She told me I was the greatest guy she's ever known. And if we lived in the same state, she would have snatched me up the moment we met. She told me I wasn't like any other guy she's ever met. We could talk for hours over the phone and text each other all day. Out of these 10 years, we never fought. We never bickered. Any disagreements we had, we talked it out. We grew so much over the years and STILL we were always solid. Why would she just stop talking to me? Yea, I was hurt and I missed her, but out of my damn fucking fear of being desperate and clingy, I cut her off! She ghosted me so many times and during some of the hardest moments of my life only to apologize later for not being there. What, do I continue just texting her and be left hanging after a few texts? Do I be that guy that doesn't take a hint, if there is one? It hurts when I think about it and this overwhelming loneliness... I haven't felt this since I was 18 and going through the biggest depressive episode of my life. I hope she's happy and hope she's healthy and doing well. And I hope I never hear from her again because I don't want that hard talk with her. If she's mad at me, then fine. As long as she remembers disappearing from me all those times. Maybe this isn't the best subreddit to write this in. I didn't plan on writing all this, but I decided to because... well, I am fucking lonely lol. I've purposely avoided being in a relationship for the past 2-3 years, but I wasn't lonely until I cut off this fucking friend who meant so much to me. She was my best friend who I shared countless conversations and laughs with. And she was the only woman I really wanted to marry. It hurts, man. I try not to think about her. I hope time heals this. If I was a good singer, I'd write a song about this, but I sound like what rotten meat smells like. Thanks for reading, guys.",2.6145519920847526,3.9349301361760713,3.440331571707812,93.11405753034585,75.01100412654745,6.367228938922271,21.557687202876515,6.757970130089065,0.2452637322329209,2727,64,615,23,57,866,275,727,0.124,0.713,0.163,0.9917,0,5,0,0,0,0,104.0,12,1,2,4,35,53,11,4,29,2,65,7,0,4,11,114,112,47,2,21,20,1,3,4,7,6,4,7,0,8,40,42,0,4,10,2,2,12,26,24,3,4,37,12,104,29,92,56,20,97,0,9,0,3,94,32,4,12,54,428,144,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304150967650948,0.0,0.0,0.07105624970213538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181261239726663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472565864592347,0.08034575706911205,0.0,0.0955434840022999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448247796431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316005092413919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041713068149545215,0.0,0.0,0.03369344994540115,0.1077237931870255,0.044998204147328726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692874544900788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398264572612982,0.0,0.06901414144861485,0.0945164776390115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757941729147815,0.0,0.0,0.05016301654099091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28254838074036914,0.1448978941708763,0.0,0.0,0.11876725837125528,0.04382029829787066,0.08356957099418075,0.05759986454424,0.0,0.2586518780604635,0.09239946828228272,0.055615356492531916,0.0936018134122884,0.051580733972481016,0.0,0.0,0.17665041005467144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756273533889155,0.051450414812704584,0.0,0.2237157328140192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643740791145587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517265671133059,0.05893419321852918,0.0,0.056763919245357834,0.0,0.110705734647001,0.10209630558501784,0.0,0.046132945857048455,0.09246966773028256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034873681395599085,0.05296783219842149,0.10497346138457894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170114750699951,0.0,0.07681159615600139,0.0,0.20147131158407772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160919339789876,0.07946875693518166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987338975008585,0.07243966568421863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938804132494695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265704714503567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522587459374464,0.0,0.06693846711853381,0.10743231630054376,0.0,0.0560911567834818,0.059182956164988525,0.0,0.049696585916980535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965183837053784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853337330535521,0.0,0.0,0.05848356110821006,0.0,0.0,0.04172261127986512,0.04367883148332585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856288629478972,0.2519534205766046,0.0,0.04809981558204898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695247027276872,0.051330061907657695,0.041476382817531104,0.15232125475434596,0.0,0.0,0.0998439233015538,0.0580456815993328,0.03547065927319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512256681126673,0.0,0.04310727293675165,0.15407611647133265,0.0,0.041907473034687635,0.0,0.1409225302244953,0.0,0.09428526482947464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226784224801682,0.0,0.0,0.20186288711647016 lonely,it_a_weird_story,2020/01/11,"why can't life go my way? it's always in benefit for someone else everyone else has to be the happy one why can't anything be for me for once ?",0.3883333333333319,2.004867000000001,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,82.125,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.082216666666667,112,4,26,2,3,40,25,32,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287862672592101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262661998721674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459382617536918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627332159461066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626441103850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269686094245645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942102749016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928202530212213,0.18631799291677625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297019105329134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824808453925265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962118880317016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bruhthatsfunny,2020/01/11,"I can’t comprehend a future in which I am happy. I’ve never wanted to admit to myself that I feel lonely. I thought I would be happy by myself. As long as I made enough money to get by, and afford a few luxuries, I thought I’d be happy. But I need to accept that I’m not. I have every material possession I want. I have enough money to get me through college, and I’m on the path to getting a good job. But materialism doesn’t make someone happy, and I understand that now. I feel incredibly lonely, all the time. I can’t even comprehend what it’s like to be loved. It’s such a foreign concept to me. Yet somehow I know that the only thing that will make me happy is having someone to love and care about, and them loving and caring about me in return. Someone to share my future with. But that’s not something I will ever have. The main reason is my social anxiety. I have a lot of trouble forming even basic relationships with people. I’m not even sure how I have even one friend. The second reason is that even if I didn’t have social anxiety, I have no redeeming qualities that would make someone want to be in a relationship with me. The few good qualities or interests that I do have will always be overshadowed by someone with a better version of that quality or interest. A few people think I’m funny, but there will always be someone funnier. I really like music, but most people have an objectively better music taste than me. I’m into cars, but there’s plenty people who have a better car than me. I’m also not particularly attractive, so I don’t even have that going for me. The point is, there is no reason any girl would choose me over someone else. I don’t really have a good way to end this. I guess I just needed to vent.",3.67692307692308,4.92388798860399,5.610042735042738,78.88634615384619,72.24786324786325,8.135042735042736,25.46581196581197,8.617729084823388,1.8257042735042728,1368,42,261,24,26,474,157,351,0.055,0.762,0.184,0.9899,5,4,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,20,28,0,0,18,0,39,4,0,8,4,59,72,20,0,9,14,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,18,11,1,0,13,0,2,3,13,3,0,2,4,3,40,25,36,55,11,21,0,2,0,3,13,7,0,7,12,203,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981400490423285,0.12447184235480888,0.0,0.0,0.05086356486307881,0.0,0.11443684058035032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845185883632835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525181741802465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062482116426387985,0.0,0.06624669068673039,0.15456767357588774,0.0,0.2964106837686785,0.06765689170444815,0.06301850901169727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563779355490538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577868859469585,0.0,0.11723282336676863,0.0,0.04250805647004785,0.18820497232571154,0.0,0.0,0.08239577299152827,0.0,0.0,0.39810647257621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422308019400649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110569923106112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308269270012162,0.0,0.0,0.06619174192534434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358853441844006,0.2025178158432984,0.07077339408808649,0.14977990787144732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091996191852876,0.057686968663635166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068342632629708,0.0568854152858476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741537301134932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070600697116057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583193817267542,0.2307069657398183,0.0,0.16060494063570094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248936598988475,0.4436184144503399,0.05758129802014749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049395676045138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049690865329982514,0.047925992840007536,0.0,0.11875868465160395,0.043613909001394405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786484518104303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323491275181454,0.05936925650836952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939791971722547,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,memescuredeppression,2020/01/11,You ever just realize your place in the world like how no one really ever thinks about me. I’m just another background character in everyone’s life. No one will care what happens to me and no one would notice if i was gone. I’m just someones second option at best. i feel so trapped in my little place in the world and its like i dont even matter enough to be a main character in my own life. Going back home alone everyday and knowing nobody will even remember you exist until they see you again the next day.,4.4927739251040215,5.365298388349519,5.500027739251041,81.8378640776699,69.97087378640775,8.992510402219137,26.36477115117892,9.23628265651192,2.059403328710125,406,12,80,8,7,134,71,103,0.121,0.767,0.11199999999999999,0.2577,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,1,12,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,2,18,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,2,12,4,10,10,4,21,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,10,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745569908704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672926987561025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295971386789368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687271682278918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183813656027971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086945935773538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752805464467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414725256511862,0.0,0.22263864543414266,0.3049088217437833,0.0,0.16104754309839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521907351608889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578537445615727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903968973170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905972982330475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926253778716911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809009077703666,0.16468061981328086,0.16892172465802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924459212081273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188432465867555,0.0,0.0,0.3426219431701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521776225961986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797127468291773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909233805823972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430485132994394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280370583973392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799386167179588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197262409021618,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glacierice22,2020/01/11,"I feel numb and empty all the time I have one friend that I hangout with, but she is very negative and judgmental. Half of the time, I’m not even sure if she actually wants to be my friend. I could never talk to her about the way I’m feeling, or what I’m going through because she wouldn’t care or she would judge it. I just feel so sad all the time, I feel so alone. I want friends so badly, that I’ll keep the bad one just so I can say I have a friend. I’ve tried to reach out to other people that I know to get together, I have not received any responses. It’s very hard for me to make new friends, even at work I’m mute. When I talk to people, my mind just goes blank. I have no idea what to say, then I feel like an idiot in the conversation. It’s this cycle of loneliness I don’t know how to break. I am such a good friend to someone that treats me like absolute shit, I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to make friends. I feel like I’m a great friend to have, I just don’t know how to break out of my shell. :(",1.5758538481471869,2.3686188061674045,3.1850479398808,96.01039906711584,76.79735682819384,6.9270795542886745,21.2824565949728,7.285733465282438,0.21457211712878926,787,18,204,9,17,261,112,227,0.193,0.583,0.223,0.8478,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,16,22,2,0,10,0,15,2,1,4,4,41,38,15,0,6,10,0,8,3,8,2,1,2,0,0,12,5,0,1,11,1,0,2,9,6,0,3,0,10,30,16,25,34,2,16,0,1,0,0,19,4,1,3,10,124,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.09845914867382437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449698583186867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686121873291844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848653430048882,0.0615047698119811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028693679466848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080556597285928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328063952952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060938301036657,0.14415908418974846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6236109725200936,0.0,0.05271357116253208,0.0,0.057341060174875225,0.08462609631771452,0.0,0.11123730038699954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807645402935555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138983856594646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968027848525217,0.0,0.0,0.16634806920420547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787687656853035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469664221252756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187537736904413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781658857488391,0.0974452007850139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673838044761516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398960382182887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047180543934303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356746004448328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548816493377491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509252015354597,0.0,0.0,0.1621914597078363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649838558998748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850120936425574,0.0,0.0,0.10503544842563124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649819253817444,0.11902119135867215,0.08008590353649232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104221345736553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734528981406614,0.0,0.0,0.07167304636079706,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,esc1t4lopr4m,2020/01/11,i just want someone to like me i'm really lonely and i kind of drive everyone away. i have troubles,-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,108.5238095238095,5.90952380952381,19.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2070857142857148,79,3,16,2,4,28,18,21,0.256,0.575,0.168,-0.4576,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382942155961966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457628867176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857903009830225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790943302242056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29885328369048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952658384251424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275155110822587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inside_the_universe,2020/01/11,"Lonely I’m a sophomore at an online school and I don’t really leave my house a lot or talk to many people outside my family and it gets pretty fuckin lonely. I’ve been doing online school for about three years (never been to an actual high school) and I just want someone to talk to. I like stuff like Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, Bojack Horseman and would like some Netflix recommendations. I’m also into roller blading and music (especially Aurora and twenty one pilots). I also love reading. Dm me or leave a message if you want to chat!",3.334615384615386,5.778261692307693,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,76.30769230769229,6.467692307692308,20.97692307692308,7.554174236665415,1.056764615384615,432,11,73,6,10,144,72,104,0.102,0.713,0.184,0.8484,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,1,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,17,11,11,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,8,5,9,8,2,6,0,2,0,2,7,3,1,5,5,46,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.15633788285163328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562332571290629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376526415442336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416891307600519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358817202071316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102789782114287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370098892892522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926636654206842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848561396552897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926990710627103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348055829938587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620135715864246,0.14459211144969344,0.0,0.0,0.1624236730605243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235606936724228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085596879095531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106662371636426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298703125559266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024928928372772,0.0,0.1026320244493355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864108784774401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574196907687403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339746696415574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575349245740559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898722284444025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380569989178578,0.0,0.0,0.1031673697639583 lonely,Ihatemyselflol123,2020/01/11,"I just wanna feel wanted I've always been chasing 'friends', I'm the one who always initiates conversations with people. I could go a whole week without receiving a text message if I don't message first. People don't care about me, they don't think about me, even back in school my 'friends' would make plans and they wouldn't care if I came or not it wouldn't make a difference to them but in my current small group of friends I'm the one who has to come up with ideas to go out because if I don't no one will and we'll just eventually stop talking to each other. I've seen everywhere on social media people preaching about 'checking up on your friends' but no one has ever genuinely checked up on me and asked me how I'm doing, It's way been way too long since I've had a meaningful conversation with anybody, it's gets to the point where I just make up scenarios in my head about people having a genuine interest in me.",8.734095744680848,5.927878154255321,8.513297872340427,75.88250000000002,62.670212765957444,11.740425531914894,37.861702127659576,9.827888789773867,3.405263829787234,735,27,152,11,8,238,103,188,0.036000000000000004,0.853,0.111,0.9381,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,3,2,13,7,0,0,8,0,17,1,1,4,1,37,35,10,0,9,11,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,4,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,5,2,19,7,27,24,2,29,1,0,1,0,20,15,0,4,7,104,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549115023952425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105513296749786,0.0,0.0,0.09956937523234463,0.0,0.07893555185038098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810140628844734,0.26404619843938265,0.0,0.0,0.11154367421035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338676953661148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135288889130448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855265442371067,0.11713059868964965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547374420740434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014363910102663,0.0,0.0,0.4001728354264755,0.0,0.06765288029593182,0.0,0.14718364908693532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289350816715662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617779977685547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459406669012903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593055908820264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098154347233324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35908665335063106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122409361690231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105021162181804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711499080301963,0.0,0.0,0.1319981622140203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825895779244746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040786951694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297159524662108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637621806005393,0.20556535730202666,0.10386860637932356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457031913233062,0.0,0.1248231852509008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198557257563084,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noodlesgiver,2020/01/11,"Anyone else ready to die? Okay I’m not suicidal at all but I’m just saying if the opportunity of my death came forward I would take it. Like this life shit sucks, I can’t get any girls interested in me and I do all the “attractive” things like clean myself, work out etc, but nothing ever works and it’s not like my social skills are bad either. I have a little bit acne on my face but I don’t think that plays a huge role in my attractiveness but maybe it does. And I can not stand when women say it’s all about there personality cause it’s lowkey bullshit, think about if you stood next to someone who is the most disrespectful dude ever but is attractive there gonna choose them over you any day of the week. Why is this, female can you answer?",1.5139950980392172,3.779036588235297,2.947218137254904,90.96435661764707,81.81045751633988,5.916503267973857,17.40563725490196,7.1686216300943375,-0.0041892156862743946,590,12,129,8,16,192,102,153,0.139,0.629,0.23199999999999998,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,4,8,13,2,0,6,1,11,3,2,1,5,29,21,11,3,3,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,1,3,10,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,2,16,10,12,17,7,17,0,0,0,0,12,9,2,3,10,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262684543168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632660753181147,0.17046108815948044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389082216052571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162800920476613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027778185891944,0.0,0.1709031691609755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729196758492957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266109617387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558754731576173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897700588134404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554148011108548,0.0,0.30097419146805643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691909362430575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175088542180492,0.2438333012897051,0.16674191061307556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713647955912825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693156885410155,0.0,0.0,0.15963215909633302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526391478276188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460100451243346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707717682090272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958864972976834,0.1409609261481868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819768262234518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508613192442752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105258284800593,0.2132005562469076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344834814155693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011896368898314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223209278610625,0.0,0.0,0.11818125939077588,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i-am-sad-and-alone,2020/01/11,"Is it just me or was your pet, your only friend but somehow lost them as well. For me my dog was sweet and the only ""creature"" who would let me hug her and just ""talk"" in a way. But my sister just jacked my dog and my dog hasn't been ""happy"" to see me since then. I just want one person/animal who won't judge me. Any one feel the same or same has happen?",2.5530769230769224,2.505140461538464,3.806820512820515,95.55484615384614,73.87179487179488,6.752820512820513,18.164102564102567,5.6839178017228535,-0.5787312820512827,268,2,69,1,5,88,53,78,0.035,0.795,0.17,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,14,9,0,2,8,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,3,14,5,4,7,2,3,0,1,1,1,9,1,0,3,1,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777504463659987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321638741082714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194504256285392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114148016544026,0.27824869685050685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672833953415563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285332095804949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542418498235082,0.3975894330644667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823089300243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828963201471176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162199875839385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009098734532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417137038289794,0.20747487662706826,0.0,0.0,0.2350160870712471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856800734528345,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fatlizzo,2020/01/11,"Take power in your loneliness (easier said than done ik) Wanna know a secret? EVERYONES ALONE! :-) Even the people who “have people” they’re still alone just like you. Once you realize everything is based off conditions and terms than you’ll see how alone everyone actually is. No ones going to be cared for “unconditionally” so find solace in being alone. Do you think that social person would still have all those friends if they had a health condition that caused them foul body odor? Do you think that guy/girl would still be in a relationship if they had a huge facial disfigurement? Do you think that person with the huge loving family would still have that family if they would’ve been born an orphan instead? NO! Therefore, do what you wanna do, and **most** importantly make money. People suck anyways <3",4.150077586206898,7.211244055172415,4.382995689655175,79.78001077586207,77.41379310344827,7.762931034482759,20.09698275862069,8.660442795831766,1.5924568965517245,648,16,110,15,16,202,95,145,0.11900000000000001,0.741,0.14,0.6681,1,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,8,4,1,10,5,1,0,7,0,21,4,2,4,1,25,33,7,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,12,4,11,21,3,13,0,0,1,1,21,6,1,4,7,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.11512781371940875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887513118337338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104503156513056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028466211538325,0.12119411943399312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207306768110909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792220858516526,0.0,0.0,0.2254627487688921,0.10602945739736684,0.0,0.2224350409463766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078281664173566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114816759628296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704862862623437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681504787350608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540325000076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648366684114834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763724254610868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647818282197233,0.0,0.0787500711825492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564086901541502,0.07994376858070397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453696570356428,0.2060246433587078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666235432110556,0.0,0.0,0.11222244173469366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401180661088047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026194230862945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37686398185949416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870346691878023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678327561770184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352278073199345,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChrisSurvivor,2020/01/11,"Can we please give guys more attention I personally don't really care anymore about how girls interact with me, but there's a lot of guys on here who do and I feel sorry for you.",5.896216216216217,5.165798216216217,6.9331081081081125,78.30614864864866,66.83783783783784,11.724324324324325,29.31081081081081,11.20814326018867,2.972524324324324,142,4,31,4,2,48,34,37,0.099,0.852,0.048,-0.1834,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927738665404285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099127828877753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926952995207193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831970442995995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846183539025743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098116158271033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577702745843116,0.0,0.32405732249944946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912223232751305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33046892489071605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,azathoth_will_awake,2020/01/11,"Sleepy rant No gives a fuck about me. No one gave a fuck. No one will. Y'know, its hard to try and accept that you're a loner and will always be. I secretly just want this nightmare to end already.",0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,88.51219512195122,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-0.7946917073170732,152,3,34,1,5,49,32,41,0.397,0.524,0.079,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360477108598736,0.0,0.2533867827773005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697161945254207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630515507157271,0.0,0.29212534762034564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272791988247125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735738276099407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127041134441629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675051721384646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961502505716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,violence_connoisseur,2020/01/11,"Is it normal to feel a physical ache from being alone? Being lonely is not unique, yet that gives me no comfort, in fact I feel even worse. Worse knowing that I don’t want to be around me, I wouldn’t want my company and I see myself in most of you, we just end up being more alone and isolated even from our own. I wish I never known friends, or what’s its like to have someone close, I wish I never knew what I was missing, maybe I’ll be healthier mentally, not knowing what it felt to be ‘normal’. I miss it so bad, being miserable in ignorace that it there is anything better. I doubt if I could ever be ‘happy’ like before, the effort and the feeling when it all slips away doesn’t seem like its worth going through again.",3.9189189189189193,4.607055216216222,4.931999999999999,86.06300000000005,71.16216216216216,7.811891891891893,25.610810810810808,7.908726449838941,1.3097627027027028,564,16,118,7,10,185,95,148,0.21899999999999997,0.635,0.147,-0.9165,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,2,10,13,0,2,3,0,17,0,0,0,5,35,34,7,0,9,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,9,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,3,5,19,7,14,21,4,15,0,4,1,0,5,7,0,5,10,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135413933738236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456225063083234,0.1347488373477252,0.0,0.0,0.14221440128617113,0.0,0.1263852308962745,0.0,0.0,0.12880227886875167,0.0,0.0,0.1338719257185381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208543364069976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406634898835432,0.0,0.0,0.19995312350482072,0.13692023496854788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960730692330805,0.0,0.1453361822846589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694586911444005,0.0,0.0,0.14520514376722884,0.0860254282056029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611331244886342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637483205257322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218510015287242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206862715656164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254246505738392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334873242049603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966152981260992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062000499916167,0.13779895015168048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825287799895818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856051005937046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481294584861664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085120741428109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DinosaurDiapers,2020/01/11,"Quick vent Hello. I’m not good at piecing things together so I’m just gonna have a go. I feel very lonely lately. Usually the pain is bearable in comparison with what I’ve gone through, however it’s been extra heavy lately. I’m not sure where to go or where to turn to so I thought maybe a random soapbox in front of a ton internet strangers was an okay idea. I only have one friend, and even then I don’t feel very close to her. Ever since I was a teenager I’ve had attachment issues?? I’ve had a rough upbringing so it feels like no matter how long I’ve known someone or how close I get to them, it’s never fully... attached? Like I could walk away and be just fine? Which doesn’t really help because it makes me feel more disconnected than ever. I don’t have a boyfriend or anything, the one I did have was toxic and manipulative so I had to leave him after a very naive me didn’t realize what was happening. He still tries to contact me even though he knows I want nothing to do with him and it makes my depression worse. I try to make friends or even find a partner via Tinder, but over the past 2 years, that’s only turned up one person but even then we’re more acquaintances than friends. Sometimes I worry if people are too afraid to talk to me because I look like a walking mental illness. I’ve thought about getting my arms sleeved up, but as an independent (barely stable) woman, I won’t have the money anytime soon. It’s really embarrassing and I hate the way people look at me, and I believe it’s what keeps me from having a normal life. I can’t make friends. Nobody could love a freakish accident like me. It’s hard to carry through life with the illnesses I have, and it’s hard to believe people would actually want to be around ‘damaged goods’. I’m not saying these things for sympathy either, I know things get better otherwise I wouldn’t still be here. It just feels good to puke on the table. I feel like I’m running out of rope. It feels like the lights are getting dimmer. The walls are closing in. So with all this being said -> TL;DR: Scarred up anxious freak can’t make friends, if you wanna chat just hmu.",2.6735691554467595,4.611643544186048,3.7789718482252153,88.1238922888617,76.34883720930233,6.572827417380662,24.571603427172583,7.475848149327749,1.1102790697674425,1684,57,344,22,38,545,224,430,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.8465,1,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,1,28,27,1,2,22,1,36,7,1,9,5,73,76,27,0,10,17,0,10,6,6,4,5,2,0,3,21,16,0,1,15,1,1,7,13,8,0,3,14,15,36,19,44,52,7,43,0,3,2,1,23,19,0,7,22,218,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0756080590988444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752890573744322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637583890085967,0.06897249163821549,0.0,0.0,0.07279381252271602,0.0,0.0,0.09446062318110156,0.0,0.0,0.17458398222179733,0.0,0.06852363596567651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372091472319402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673231225822969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046958684086062,0.1401678848938892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422899912627396,0.16605244972961267,0.0,0.0,0.07081415094768809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929935346324266,0.0,0.16191774385420585,0.0,0.08806588976012444,0.19495643557383194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685141805850681,0.0,0.13881143834350526,0.07649420040609814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519323561443716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746404971195125,0.0,0.08086765923035852,0.0,0.06886665065708009,0.0,0.0,0.08516056196420561,0.0,0.17479875293108554,0.0820387826643848,0.0,0.0,0.10945102948334663,0.22711314841824096,0.0,0.0,0.0685662334566554,0.13012523086447472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699275742277388,0.0,0.2585882526406653,0.0,0.07783779304844538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780803315467034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975636908390663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591270014811206,0.07434292619057535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750476754902235,0.11785212328049573,0.08244282599008253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396220985358355,0.1611419771718161,0.06765143412194173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926971030257027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370000986532167,0.061614191838841724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409120191159061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564747221182278,0.0,0.07662844008933994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374921963733435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302278133081984,0.0,0.0,0.062274464263055725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544202663553523,0.0,0.07612245387040449,0.12301890628609305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520593679136447,0.16854920831275103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533186940716404,0.1917841869065,0.09139791874570363,0.06149900551782081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868340608113174,0.07895743990425894,0.055038663222588186,0.0,0.0,0.04989375862015648 lonely,fuckyoureddit-mod,2020/01/11,"I always feel alone. Whenever I go to school I always feel this wave of judgment taking over my entire body. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. Now I’m just housebound because I hate going in public. I have friends but they’re more school associates rather than friends. I've never been invited to anything nor have I ever hung out with them off-campus. I hate feeling this way. I don’t want to be lonely anymore, but no one, not even my family wants to help change that. Now I just feel forever alone. No one will love me. No one will care about me. No one will even remember my name. I'm just that one guy everyone knows but no one truly cares about. I guess my only option is to just stay being lonely. It's not like anything is going to change. I'll just have to get used to being known as that one ugly kid everyone knows, but no one truly cares about him.",1.3190221291866029,3.6224960397727317,2.772631578947369,91.68289473684212,82.92045454545453,5.523444976076556,18.92224880382775,6.8360192770164,0.20499318181818227,677,17,140,8,19,220,98,176,0.185,0.609,0.20600000000000002,0.765,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,14,12,2,0,0,0,14,2,1,1,2,31,38,6,0,3,12,0,5,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,9,0,0,3,12,4,0,8,1,5,20,8,18,31,1,12,0,2,0,1,10,3,0,2,6,92,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175008190901712,0.0,0.0,0.17012001602907345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138046901971444,0.0,0.0,0.16824615397688866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062315864624252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354975627001845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126778765229644,0.0,0.2162825646810191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503827939435453,0.09246903784415088,0.0,0.19536215806817564,0.0,0.0,0.09636933344099907,0.0,0.2584420381455678,0.07303009183016702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579587122289753,0.0,0.05340873194822257,0.0,0.17429173806480378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261318188004744,0.10121955831736107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018535163761445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685197612746338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236119076860797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988466964401936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226272498168156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788427956722304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541664772317018,0.07774728466429752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580184006117138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691582069088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895904137318367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686103722236227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829022075985793,0.0,0.0,0.12059078459764287,0.08114203724926061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Full-Bookkeeper,2020/01/11,"My friends are losing interest in me and becoming closer to each other It just really really hurts and I’m feeling so low right now, especially since my parents are divorcing. If anyone has advice or words of comfort it’s greatly appreciated :,) I literally don’t know what to do",5.449807692307693,7.364914365384622,7.860769230769232,61.85923076923081,68.80769230769229,11.353846153846154,34.153846153846146,11.20814326018867,4.818215384615385,225,11,35,8,4,81,44,52,0.141,0.644,0.215,0.5691,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,8,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854469716359627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042504333260513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32261306541715146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769983114469762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256838253894343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220528256695837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127103009250972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053627558834865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267968982380326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32435410925453123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742668954534913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494607462868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163680031121046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,withoutguidance,2020/01/11,"Pretty sure my boyfriend and I just broke up I’m actually pretty relieved but we live together and I don’t have many friends in town. That hollow feeling loneliness will set in fast, I’m sure.",1.5818421052631564,4.289735605263161,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,87.68421052631578,6.197894736842105,26.02105263157895,7.554174236665415,1.7309831578947368,155,7,30,3,5,50,30,38,0.121,0.521,0.358,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2902266516991591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503780816939896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297761647281531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261612036875265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015243518026341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051403471618991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606057760508661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToastingTony,2020/01/11,I have never felt the warmth of another human being before It's hurts so fucking badly,6.741176470588236,7.0157925294117645,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,64.88235294117646,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,2.7079882352941183,71,2,10,1,1,25,17,17,0.435,0.565,0.0,-0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267277863590447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33979041517041736,0.0,0.0,0.34628871982382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907406060627247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762233273941673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356537298453985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138687735347245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ambitioushuman47,2020/01/11,What is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? I hate myself. I am incapable and inept. I am so lonely. I am boring. I am worthless. I am stupid. I am dumb. I hate myself.,-3.795135135135137,-4.091919567567567,0.20435135135135066,100.18760810810812,136.56756756756755,2.561081081081081,9.105405405405406,4.935628992294339,-1.6836572972972972,124,2,30,1,10,45,18,37,0.627,0.373,0.0,-0.9848,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,26,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6701955377190412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.742184573553968,0.0,0.0 lonely,anxiouslyeverafter,2020/01/11,"How can I live knowing I'll be alone forever? For most of my life, I've lived by the saying ""expect the worst and be pleasantly surprised when it's not"". Except in one aspect. I've always hoped to find myself in a healthy, long-term (permanent) relationship. I can't hope anymore. It's killing me to hope, year after year, that I'll find any relationship, let alone a soul mate. I've been single, without even prospects, for nigh on five years now, and prior to that, just a couple brief periods of unbridled bliss before being hopelessly shattered. So now that I'm preparing myself to expect the worst, how do I live? I hardly enjoy things I used to love and adore. I've invested the majority of my life into work simply to make time go faster (with the beneficial side effect of becoming a valid career path, but that's beside the point). I have a huge problem socializing, what with my social anxiety and difficulty connecting with people. I have nightmares every night. Half are that I'll be alone forever, and the rest I wake up crying from because they show me what I want most: a happy life with my soul mate. Every time I see others in relationships, it's just a reminder of what I want most and cannot achieve. 90% of movies and TV shows are the same, it's rare to see any without romance. I'm sorry, this came out really jumbled and haphazard. Expressing the depth and pain I'm experiencing is incredibly difficult. I truly don't know how to move forward. I have to give up on share my life with someone, but I don't know how to do so without giving up what's left of my sanity. But I can't continue as I am.",5.005238095238095,5.7708480250783705,6.2032512315270925,77.64425287356326,68.74921630094046,9.461770413494552,28.98357963875205,9.606745405546679,2.569894640991193,1276,44,246,27,21,429,171,319,0.154,0.73,0.11599999999999999,-0.9255,0,4,0,0,0,1,46.0,0,0,1,3,12,18,1,0,16,0,21,7,1,7,0,51,41,20,1,8,10,0,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,16,17,0,0,6,3,1,5,9,7,0,3,2,5,27,11,42,34,9,34,2,1,2,1,14,16,0,6,15,158,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30036508038981524,0.0,0.0,0.08043776863400799,0.0,0.0,0.1314787854009498,0.0,0.0739528228365895,0.0,0.09587136071773414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589295629976559,0.10676519591372216,0.08225964771989579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105655303260462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696429364400246,0.10618822742342207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385008729837692,0.0,0.16289847251054895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767105415511249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854706931944958,0.05494018802537561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290776042827343,0.08659796140637135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880474601240755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695180939398267,0.0,0.15938306986067388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503300115419632,0.09885234297805938,0.2731255043588397,0.0,0.0,0.2560860042717775,0.0855505296900125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724908331011792,0.0,0.06452844459950825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274565793660644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071890567201936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550656989220613,0.0,0.1028644432839046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670192931581478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138506062389046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250080665827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192972743593695,0.0,0.0,0.3113644695522738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687642273025153,0.0,0.0,0.15406806783773908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970872144027044,0.0819087725459226,0.0,0.0,0.1082149369360624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422371924476238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273892810162316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349244863594693,0.0,0.0,0.11403777000821536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795613226124115,0.0,0.07037742278481479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867582888687477 lonely,KineticDream,2020/01/11,"I always feel let down for my birthday For the past ten years or so (I’m 27) I’ve done my best to avoid having a birthday celebration. The idea of having a b-day bash sounds great, but most times I’ve planned things out, it seems like I’ll tell people weeks ahead of time and they’ll tell me within a week of my birthday that they can’t make it. Once again my birthday’s coming up. My girlfriend thought it would be nice to have a bash for me, so she invited all of our friends a month ago. Surprise surprise, we just found out tonight that only one person out of the ten or so people invited will be able to make it. I’m writing this here because I really want to get this off my chest. IRL I act really chill about it, like I don’t care. I do care though, I’m just too prideful to show it. I don’t like displaying disappointment or any sort of sadness in fear of people feeling sorry for me, but the sadness is there. I often wish the birthday concept didn’t exist so that I wouldn’t have any reason to celebrate mine.",2.221032863849768,3.838019765258217,3.4287558685446022,91.55656103286388,76.69953051643192,6.2356807511737085,23.570422535211268,6.937597516519254,0.6506225352112679,802,25,176,8,18,260,121,213,0.087,0.7040000000000001,0.209,0.9809,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,4,13,17,0,2,10,0,18,1,1,3,1,32,34,11,0,4,7,0,2,3,2,4,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,5,0,3,4,3,23,12,27,23,3,21,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,7,14,113,35,0,0.1425724262469278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263818535399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863167987638153,0.0,0.0,0.19390827772945587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691082773070992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496209653264556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29072418102570435,0.0,0.0,0.12281352098635975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194742020672704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459010921397207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604336170217154,0.14417780506507782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632330646216727,0.11015110285218173,0.0,0.07448820825413273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718660326211775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094691525741422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578996541489572,0.0,0.20896105755848896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903364032257156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137999504100096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183498089235145,0.09661076582831099,0.10843275472036863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610151325898664,0.2965253064510299,0.12448874332397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826710940588049,0.14658819958590175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297925822093549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959815860697749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24922916934775344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471878486064884,0.0,0.14007668490786018,0.11318658094550907,0.16627025656332825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409291092462852,0.0,0.22872600099821155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395125402017774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127936100307104,0.0,0.0,0.09181196808241246 lonely,CravingTouch,2020/01/11,"I'm incredibility broken and a hypocrite. I hate myself and the feelings I have. I just want to find someone (preferably a woman) to be completely open and honest with, hiding nothing. I'm 26, Ive never really been good with women. Im decent looking and a fantastic conversationalist at times but Ive just never figured out the hows of dating. I""m also pretty religious and want a relationship with someone who is my religion. That said I'm a hypocrite. I don't do what I think I should. I don't act the way I think I should, I try. Believe me I try but I'm a completely failure, especially in areas that are sexual. I'm a virgin but I lust all the time, porn and masturbation mainly. sometimes i seek out women online to talk with about sex because i want a connection. It completely goes against what I believe but at the same time. I keep seeking it out. IT feels so good in the moment. I just want to be able to turn off all my interior thoughts and talk with someone. someone comfortable with themselves who could help me be comfortable with me by talking without having to worry about saying the wrong thing. To be open about desires, likes, interest. I want to be able to talk about sex, i want to explore and enjoy myself, but I also don't want to hide the fact I Feel guilty about this, I don't want someone to shame me for my beliefs.",3.1394883949002974,5.093987244360903,4.8903595946387695,80.60006374632235,75.05263157894737,7.3328538738149724,27.354691075514868,8.18289091462,1.957350964367441,1061,42,200,18,23,360,128,266,0.10300000000000001,0.715,0.182,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,16,0,20,5,0,1,5,60,44,17,0,13,9,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,11,20,0,1,11,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,6,33,8,37,33,4,22,1,0,1,5,13,12,0,0,8,141,44,0,0.19577421971180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656057277225013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059671073612851434,0.0,0.0,0.22057050449071852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078983169111342,0.0,0.0,0.07815489207331455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848399176511898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894670450337758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420612704931756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664325535175372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561166636469097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573487615675912,0.0,0.0,0.08700656088094269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782269740668913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220051878036752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099314733955285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392532193668876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958638177467853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270898911638992,0.0,0.0,0.10509412275702336,0.0,0.0,0.0931130573955674,0.0778437586583155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146971526261336,0.0,0.09681285461440374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147118040174124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503184622118716,0.1254442149748002,0.0,0.07771143112931059,0.17123628283278255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329178442270213,0.10647306653202528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618908284845976,0.07769823153369224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435968079142712,0.0,0.0,0.09940911161205282,0.0,0.0,0.10702418805148473,0.0,0.0 lonely,sheshhps,2020/01/11,16F my only friend is my cat I haven’t had a meaningful conversation with anyone other than my family in a really long time. I left public school and started studying online and since then I haven’t really had any friends. I will talk about pretty much anything and I think I am a good listener if someone wants to vent.,3.0338095238095235,5.3674186507936525,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,76.7777777777778,8.009523809523811,23.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.93091746031746,257,8,47,6,6,86,48,63,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979943988832885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745907785744737,0.0,0.20547562517464865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353878358393087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38582356125049455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094301947515905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712915959998501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096997594273532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835526932379826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990237273682176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254027005014413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199187762190265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527021070616907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654818896385668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156361701737647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767336133118288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200693346802448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599928507219608,0.0,0.0,0.1455976854888705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727508635297415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Neojuan02,2020/01/11,She was just “being nice” Fell in love with this girl in one of my classes obviously due to her just taking a slight interest in me and i became obsessed. Only till i witnessed she treats all the other guys she meets exactly the same. I don’t understand how i fall for these girls so fast when they clearly have no interest in me. Guess im that lonely that anyone who even talks to me i become obsessed with.,5.322804878048778,5.555970060975613,6.059658536585367,80.82802439024394,67.90243902439025,8.999024390243902,28.59512195121951,8.841846274778883,2.0764702439024387,323,10,64,5,5,106,63,82,0.091,0.732,0.177,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,4,13,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,14,5,11,6,2,10,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,1,4,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505379481509008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554719245719139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125871939988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545679114179461,0.3186945505674631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476668108829981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29049353861014804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181024094266122,0.2447909905538393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420005987076947,0.2587009443500788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507028972909525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,suvasnp,2020/01/11,"30 M alone in Bangalore Am friendly man,enjoying to go ride,cafe.",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,72.07692307692308,11.353846153846154,36.07692307692308,11.20814326018867,4.753215384615387,52,3,10,2,1,18,13,13,0.152,0.606,0.242,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7337136578476385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473266574140989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026137086237228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,milkbathcandletub,2020/01/11,I feel so alone specially during trying times like these I live in Puerto Rico and we’ve been having all these earthquakes all week long and I fee so fucking lonely. There’s immediate family around but they don’t live with me. If anything happened I don’t have anyone physically close to me. More than that I don’t have anyone to share the anxiety I feel every time an after shock strikes. I’m not even on the south but it’s still so fucking stressful and I’m all alone.,1.3187543859649118,3.919366199999999,2.775394736842106,89.26484649122808,87.0,5.271929824561403,19.49561403508772,6.816661863887847,0.4217192982456148,379,11,74,5,12,123,65,95,0.212,0.741,0.047,-0.9440000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,3,15,14,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,9,3,8,13,4,11,0,1,0,2,2,5,2,1,7,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218173893452322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578335515811045,0.0,0.0,0.2847783890361764,0.0,0.16757762924597244,0.1812819742098782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450170588428248,0.0,0.17157472578091282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197282134931432,0.0,0.20593209663921652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765221356270164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800773848070106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994877787177305,0.0,0.35963411468997103,0.180214196557616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162626449399996,0.0,0.2332679025868321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374871952543007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825758260392498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633470037923129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,just-a-random190,2020/01/11,"I guess I won’t find anybody who likes me. I am 19 year old male and I never really had a girl who has shown any interest in me at all, I’ve had some very brief online flings which didn’t last long. My relatives keep asking me if I have found a girl yet and they always interrogate me on why I don’t have one, I’m sorry I don’t like meeting new people at all, plus I am generally nervous when I am forced to meet new people, and I will fucking flip the next time they ask that to me. I’m just anti social most of the time I’m at school or work and I don’t want to talk to people. Girls don’t seem to be interested in me at all, I’m just invisible to the crowd, and I haven’t even kissed one yet. I guess I will just be alone for the rest of my life.",1.1778733031674236,1.9973074117647047,3.531176470588239,93.03721719457016,77.82352941176471,6.877828054298643,18.959276018099548,7.321109707123232,0.005108597285068406,580,10,149,7,13,202,95,170,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.095,0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,1,6,0,19,3,0,0,4,25,32,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,0,24,5,17,23,6,21,0,0,0,2,15,7,1,7,15,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644438881527323,0.0,0.0,0.13211421991537226,0.0,0.0,0.10797301730050243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968679584470337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486994627281428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451182432351777,0.0,0.0,0.17408951562821656,0.0,0.14678570756456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34981898129442435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112726378981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942350286108448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214807285226268,0.1551397127692377,0.0,0.0,0.1405116238960957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245771766684616,0.3066933954380991,0.16885990937240475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666085373385248,0.0,0.21518123954974253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302255315592471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101715870152958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068962886797358,0.0,0.1445435634668497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185197593297287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773655608908356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761800757792666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851669407689664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310066981043468,0.09365010542544006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327050151521553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559070407802365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022464366579191 lonely,DaYETI_24,2020/01/11,"I don’t know why I’m so lonely I (23m) have lots of “friends” but none that I’m actually really close with I usually get brushed off as soon as anything else comes up. I have some people that I talk to every day or every other day but it never feels like they actually care about me I’m always just the one trying to help them and take care of them usually only getting called if they need help with moving or something, which I’m happy to do. I sometimes feel like the friend group I’m part of only when it’s convenient and that they are all really tight. I guess what I’m saying is I have friends not many exceptionally close friends but still good friends yet I’m still always lonely. Am I just feeling sorry for myself?",2.06760306807287,4.109883281879198,3.686888782358584,87.58552013422819,78.59731543624163,6.404793863854266,21.38111217641419,7.447530270364453,0.7245528283796734,575,16,119,8,14,191,91,149,0.077,0.659,0.263,0.9881,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,28,27,12,0,2,10,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,6,16,11,15,27,5,16,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,6,12,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.23616065651761434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136642634694665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957419345397388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235563940046168,0.0,0.2467388535962394,0.0,0.0,0.10423235957662864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560723361427831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108149969782712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389851573379672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354647802396293,0.17288745852359735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674285562387702,0.0,0.1264369207007081,0.0,0.0,0.10149059144885483,0.0,0.0,0.13329715411541268,0.0,0.0,0.12880869467609832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220994782484516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649943955241393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823076109764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287142610118516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267686041385788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860579248224555,0.0,0.08972132138289439,0.09332406837421348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199396940918577,0.18405468370462427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103318691060745,0.0,0.08388743117029293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550337373871742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622550934974004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931531179050444,0.11967390073960905,0.13545163856622822,0.0,0.0,0.19326443041534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097831490999672,0.09725668493499742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215229764633322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665328344790059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918532808025497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EpicEpic69,2020/01/11,"I have friends but I’m still lonely They never invite me so most of the time I’m just at my house alone staring at a screen for the entire day. I don’t know if that doesn’t make them real friends but they’re nice, I hangout with them at school, and will talk if we’re in person but they never really text me or anything.",0.5932857142857131,2.4919294714285734,2.1328571428571443,97.58214285714287,82.85714285714286,4.571428571428573,17.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.7562857142857142,253,5,59,1,7,82,51,70,0.10400000000000001,0.757,0.139,0.5399,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,15,8,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,7,7,1,9,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,4,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554325440426103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893305726186904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157755699791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110927111497336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069811786838855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621183564133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775876636876508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103819051213588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323009651086009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281841009810884,0.1704357772207152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692525929949477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246455102025194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138375680824918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513346844540146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,twentytwodividedby7,2020/01/11,"Moving is never easy I've moved three times in the last five years for my career. My first two moves were great. I lived in the south and had a great time with many friends. Mostly colleagues because we all started at the same time and gradually we moved away. Then I relocated to Philadelphia. That was one of the happiest times in my life. I bought my first house, met the girl I am about to be engaged to, and made some of my best friends I've ever had. I truly felt at home for the first time in my life. Before I always felt like an outsider, not because I was awkward or shy, quite the opposite actually. I've always been charismatic and outgoing, but I grew up in a small town, full of people with limited dreams and intellects. Philly for me was wonderful, but then my job took me back to my home state in the midwest. Everyone always says with excitement how happy I must be to move home. But that is just the thing, I hated it here when it was my home, and now I left a place I felt was home to return to feeling like an outsider. I live in the nicest county this state can offer, but I know that I traded happiness for money. The food is crap, everyone I knew here has moved or moved on with their lives, it is hard to meet new people, and my family is great, but I find it hard to reach out. On the outside my life is perfect. I have a great job, I love our house here, I have several degrees without student loans, and I am getting engaged to a wonderful person. But what kills me the most is that ever since she started working evening shifts, I have been overcome with a feeling of such complete loneliness. I spend most days after work completely alone until I go to bed. All I want is just a friend or two to have dinner with a couple times a week. In Philly I had those friends, the ones I can call and meet up with, the ones that even traveled out here to visit after we settled into the house. But here, I have everything on the outside, but feel so empty on the inside it is debilitating. I have good days where I go to the gym or fix something around the house. But then more often than not, my black dog comes around and I worry I will end up like James Joyce in Beckett's Ohio Impromptu -sitting in silence for hours, day after day. I just feel at a loss for what to do. I dont know that I came here for a solution or advice more than I just need to let this out. It's hard for me to talk about it with anyone, and I tell my SO, but she has a stressful job and I hate to put my silly feelings on her.",4.801534133533386,4.778773484496123,5.4686671667917,85.50178919729933,69.0,8.518529632408102,27.88547136784196,8.155646560271837,1.5726252313078268,1962,58,425,24,31,637,235,516,0.08800000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.198,0.9962,3,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,4,0,1,10,27,28,4,2,34,0,39,7,1,2,7,85,68,35,1,3,22,0,11,3,4,2,3,1,6,2,19,31,2,1,14,3,5,16,5,7,0,10,20,13,64,21,75,43,11,89,0,1,1,1,24,35,1,12,38,308,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.05654873408011681,0.0,0.0,0.05662595990323205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001648748310826,0.0,0.0,0.14465173832171654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040518478025715364,0.0,0.0,0.1031717289130132,0.0,0.0,0.05444390447377402,0.04455831309068215,0.0,0.0706489324679923,0.0,0.04930934492790084,0.0,0.060812684398180425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917122497450445,0.06627689302229607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049916934269720416,0.12151441830143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411818426722618,0.0,0.14948625505946742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791443848814753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132458760475316,0.0,0.0,0.07654800538395101,0.10483428015358362,0.0,0.11074329141850868,0.05207978330619482,0.0,0.05462806759812558,0.0,0.14650084861961934,0.04139794943832625,0.16691704539050226,0.0,0.052963277179419996,0.14787121274663878,0.07007075977685348,0.0,0.1790814339219294,0.0,0.030275355395956383,0.0,0.06586618729444774,0.04860390000691758,0.0,0.2555507986449537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337310930370585,0.1557296511983611,0.1144229927071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906320482566825,0.0,0.0570669510251289,0.26745611476303044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251287312114588,0.0,0.06411070076580774,0.0,0.06369323627698804,0.04723522489487696,0.0,0.0,0.06296049917889722,0.0592555938658287,0.12279082219841145,0.08493116467393555,0.0,0.15350701669478242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230018925234477,0.05483164860471,0.0,0.05875001585464713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311256927581528,0.0,0.042967590105929175,0.044692947619532214,0.05596638627081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178008710002239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034747375559029,0.0505978199136009,0.0605431606404902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058253585857026766,0.0,0.0616346622155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608244929685303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546456652722007,0.0,0.047935053180448654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461107934592167,0.0,0.0,0.08203156072559714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637905648007998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046576279851192455,0.05064896749361399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038497970907632566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027391137691512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438218391645313,0.0,0.0,0.11321324169480858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0341791382045007,0.0,0.04648226297034425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585965118699567,0.12568392410737547,0.08437343731521482,0.058848845745172275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037316509934215286 lonely,britbrat2,2020/01/11,"I don’t leave my house I spend day after day never leaving home, hell I hardly leave my bed. Except for groceries, which is a literal 30 sec drive away. I have no reason to leave because I have no friends, no job, no life, no where to go. I’ve been trying to find a job which would get me out of the house but my search is not going well. I wish I had a gym membership but I can’t afford it right now. I’m constantly bored and depressed. I wish I had people to hang out with.",-0.057405119152690524,1.8757545922330152,2.038517210944395,97.12508384819068,85.60194174757281,4.910503089143866,17.1306266548985,6.1124844417494595,-0.5004679611650489,365,8,87,3,11,122,68,103,0.259,0.698,0.043,-0.9434,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,14,16,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,4,9,3,1,0,3,1,14,2,12,12,0,15,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366656785642138,0.0,0.0,0.0886718576569623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571919879854198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762100809252527,0.0,0.1252856035543402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294899189672724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123830386603808,0.0,0.07599752495624595,0.0,0.16533801658860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030475226015711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459095429375017,0.0,0.0,0.3356856177338013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886957881271541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160900501213029,0.0,0.0,0.1027436171805501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218872107896842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084454933809536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495584417645413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422315443221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875867358979726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078717686728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345466298906441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033315332156146,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cherryteaisme,2020/01/11,"I just want to matter to somebody I moved cities about 5 months ago. Haven’t really made any actual friends and I’ve been talking to a guy for bout 4 months that might be playing games with me. We’re having a little chat some time soon and if I’m not happy then it’ll be just me, myself and I again. I can barely take it how it is now I just want to matter. I just want a friend. I cry as soon as I get off of work and I’m getting to the point where I just wanna sleep time away",-0.3411868686868651,1.3840537870370433,1.7872390572390593,99.73621212121212,85.2037037037037,4.668013468013468,14.447811447811446,5.565023196281405,-1.1207148148148147,371,5,94,2,11,124,72,108,0.062,0.794,0.14400000000000002,0.47700000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,2,0,22,18,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,12,4,14,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,10,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.194688162394358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684920077353486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567028406094295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744157385655724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191469435092547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082742333348364,0.0,0.20846632214698324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975413783669187,0.0,0.2123768491898232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995648484045345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877651430322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164334416460975,0.0,0.0,0.3184860755617325,0.21204230866262888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859677013231893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780805188347352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964914302458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000297855490916,0.1603546124047078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266601305495396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530197652079761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452420618516594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xerosao,2020/01/11,"strange kind of lonely feeling I don’t know about you guys, but I keep having this sensation of being lonely all the times, even though I have some pretty good friends it just takes one day without talking, and I mean really interacting with any of them, to feel like I don’t have anyone there for me, like if I were to go away no one would notice it. Any of you guys know what to do to let this sensation go away? (Sorry if I have any writing error, english is my second language).",6.575876288659796,5.526695247422683,6.8172371134020615,80.73987628865981,65.5979381443299,9.409484536082473,30.74020618556701,8.238735603445708,2.0416696907216485,377,11,77,4,5,122,66,97,0.11599999999999999,0.701,0.183,0.8519,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,1,17,21,5,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,1,2,12,5,14,17,2,6,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,3,4,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544256896300628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147558150565432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264488340945392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204104056503962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474657884745705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568553059515765,0.12411226250825033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422284339460153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746875482527748,0.14571591294805922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440386853700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441860397121096,0.0,0.18091235490596688,0.19095418415799587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776500024938274,0.0,0.16975074286141753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892421623959104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977919848200908,0.0,0.0,0.2354469697758286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674517751865526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129545240903536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447575279857326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062282943012435,0.13963704845238453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068817701129596,0.0,0.10130296488192536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746886707681344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234123259688386,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordDeathigo,2020/01/11,"One of the most hurtful things I've ever felt is my best friend losing interest in me and slowly fading away He doesn't care about me anymore, and it hurts more than anything in the world...",6.786052631578947,6.006641815789473,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,65.05263157894737,8.65263157894737,29.52631578947368,7.1686216300943375,1.5946947368421056,151,4,30,1,2,47,34,38,0.23399999999999999,0.564,0.20199999999999999,-0.1583,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,3,4,6,3,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673771051287551,0.0,0.0,0.22186309668107507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330408933848403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829352852371193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748816949027238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438744256352031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886442560390144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829723719978346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772384583982694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162060090473725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826922752902228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911451348671678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustAnotherLoner95,2020/01/11,"Reminded Went to a boba shop that is a popular hang out spot for high schoolers near by and I was reminded of how shitty my high school experience was that I had zero friends and just overall lonely af. I went to school then directly home and now I go to work then directly home. I wish my life was exciting and interesting but nope it just consists of nothing. My inability to make friends as a child has only evolved by worsening and am finding it close to impossible to make friends as an adult. Everyone else’s lives are just infinitely more interesting and have functions happening weekly and no time in their busy schedule for a loser like myself.",6.437743902439022,7.467352398373983,7.0989329268292725,71.5513262195122,65.66666666666667,11.028048780487806,36.513211382113816,10.9516,4.324643089430895,527,26,93,15,8,174,82,123,0.109,0.6940000000000001,0.196,0.883,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,3,0,18,16,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,4,9,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,2,0,2,6,0,10,8,17,10,1,17,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442460725240529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499638025069188,0.0,0.16890725468017426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781992586429225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002200222073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813400292960464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269409794344493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648768528262379,0.3464100467520151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196399397341195,0.08435926945508103,0.0,0.15247335691576716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305210374761065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656843292324216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132554094178894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34950843877025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006869715798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385078055335057,0.0,0.0,0.3201390641366658,0.0,0.0,0.19856534289670671,0.0,0.0,0.12570794644082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blu3wond3rland,2020/01/11,"The hardest part for me about being depressed is the comment ""It's like you don't care."" Nothing makes me feel more alone than hearing this from important people in my life, such as my boyfriend or my parents. I care so much. I'm just so sad. I'm trying to be better, I see a counselor and take meds now. It just feels like such a set back to be told it's still not enough.",0.7973734177215199,2.7872789113924057,2.003022151898737,98.29035601265824,82.67088607594937,4.456329113924051,21.26740506329114,5.148860815047168,-0.27465949367088616,290,9,67,1,8,92,60,79,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.3217,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,16,5,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,8,5,8,12,4,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126756831206676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427668461000633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889480374521264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356423243821553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400861627002388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207481860862162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604654246945645,0.1526251200206017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078885023401575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090090394759598,0.2087483297719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426069768659158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373069065738569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705066224289255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499423015430204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372229653111472,0.23135230339664856,0.0,0.14811171799183342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024415761355755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706139192498381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160631388198874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041430599045357,0.0,0.14504816480402394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galixytitan1121,2020/01/11,Broken heart I’m in need of advice after my girlfriend of 3 years left me a month ago all I feel is sadness because while I’m alone in this world with no friends or close family I feel she was the only thing that made me feel joy has anyone ever experienced this the feeling of everyone in your life just walking out of your life and you feel powerless to stop it? How do I handle it I feel like I’m losing my mind?,3.512310606060605,4.164506215909093,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,72.06818181818181,7.684848484848485,24.89393939393939,7.793537801064563,1.144993939393939,329,9,71,4,6,110,64,88,0.19,0.698,0.11199999999999999,-0.7691,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,2,2,19,15,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,12,3,11,13,1,15,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496617086548567,0.16778887859969813,0.0,0.0,0.1960411778893884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235180017294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538579245870728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121824873772407,0.0,0.18086900952961152,0.0,0.0,0.17844014481473672,0.0,0.5742461806003261,0.1352245542923351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624037792138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430249593995424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565766070546526,0.0,0.2673938271219017,0.09247461967225873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117604211086022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791051330871335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911229191767034,0.0,0.15108471294861167,0.0,0.0,0.1403517154816095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395904007101518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824993102363424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125751903844887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218927143026091 lonely,MagicPlasma,2020/01/11,"Makes no fucking sense I've given everyone in my life nothing but time love and affection. And for some fucking reason they always take it and just leave. Give everything I gave them to someone else. Leaving me empty and alone, with no one to help me feel loved, cared for and helped.",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,69.37037037037037,7.622222222222224,28.314814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.835348148148148,226,8,42,3,4,69,44,54,0.20199999999999999,0.5660000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,13,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,6,3,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983201482682234,0.0,0.0,0.16857904093321485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065637259140129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692459123825448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935925354965154,0.18208339609942806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024404110565318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37460000626409895,0.0,0.19435193262389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27159639201248464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290473036655807,0.0,0.0,0.14310204137036234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657079761534643,0.0,0.13523676114130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439971555381694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728668652531306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830606229354995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716619264096616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232963460176946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181374166511567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xox_raisa,2020/01/11,"My life is falling apart in every way and I just wanna give up I'm just so tired of everything, like literally my life is falling apart in every single way. I honestly just feeling like giving up at this point, like everyday just seems like the same bullshit. I honestly thought this year was finally gonna be my year because I've been dealing with depression for like around 3 years now and I'm just so tired of it. It feels like nothing will ever get better. I just had finals week and like my mental health has been at a really low state but I can't do anything about it and I literally have no one to talk to about it. My grades have been dropping to the point where I'm also failing some classes, and like last time I hid my report card from my parents because my grades were so bad and like my parents don't believe that I have problems and they only care about my grades but they never appreciate me and they always make me feel worse and compare me to other people like sometimes I just wish I was never even born. I always feel so dumb and untalented compared to other people and honestly I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone, like I'm never anyone's first choice and I'm always there for people but no one wants to be there for me especially when I need them. No one has ever even liked or loved me and it makes me feel so insecure about myself like I honestly feel like there is something wrong with me and maybe god hates me or I'm just not meant to succeed in life. There are times when I fall into a dark stage and just feel like ending everything, and I feel like I'm at that stage now and I dont know what to do anymore. If you read all of this, thank you and I'm sorry if I wasted your time I just really needed to get this out.",3.1066337805840583,4.471762848066302,4.28363456985004,87.37824585635359,73.8342541436464,7.049881610102607,23.425808997632203,7.5804360353943165,0.9282041041831102,1389,38,291,17,28,455,165,362,0.177,0.633,0.19,0.1565,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,4,34,36,2,1,4,0,24,7,0,2,6,71,61,33,0,8,19,2,9,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,14,23,0,0,13,1,0,3,11,9,0,4,9,9,45,27,35,48,5,49,0,3,0,1,14,17,1,6,40,193,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541114636324283,0.16890743852449222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710523444266599,0.09462551111571448,0.0,0.05568231098092722,0.06023595934976786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564972268445887,0.08249558806627139,0.0,0.0,0.07623498445868862,0.0,0.05984395883763919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898870631261422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975936999125301,0.0582795365663658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930256474588115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993087069831132,0.06991575853215284,0.0,0.08938383778566106,0.12241325224117565,0.11402091413260294,0.0,0.12162540041648895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079199051762849,0.2900381985417602,0.0,0.14824681816163238,0.0,0.05755558849212315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070406190316668,0.12982035777821355,0.0,0.056753968861475476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668049165212663,0.0,0.07192444849411443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718676842636387,0.055155789606741286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338080891722196,0.5619787127369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107006458029895,0.0,0.0903334712400633,0.0,0.06797832043730277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819013733379037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003450863234215,0.1565616436437493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492613755999363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755412556708113,0.05146207958126362,0.0,0.0,0.15026735988215725,0.0,0.0,0.1407306210913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279300903171399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474601247409552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676830454122607,0.0,0.08669552298928031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159943286454962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209161832105863,0.06692215247883171,0.07574513033848604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438635039537407,0.0,0.06229659636796609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371824086891669,0.1183675522768739,0.15554131655714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991041346670155,0.10741823322415928,0.05427656844109977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781110517382668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895614508726093,0.0,0.07398076485019811,0.0,0.1307216113845166 lonely,uneventoothpastetube,2020/01/11,"I just lost my girlfriend out of nowhere Im on mobile so you’ll have to read through errors. Since October I’ve been seeing this girl. I’ve tried my best to be as loving and as attentive to her as possible. I really do love her, and she’s said it back to me before, multiple times. Up until 2 days ago everything seemed absolutely fine. I just had this thought in my head that she is in every way better than me and probably deserves better, though I also thought that no one deserves her. So I prayed to god. I prayed that she could be happy and that I would be willing to fundamentally changed myself in order for me to be the best person for her. The next day (two days ago) she reassured me that she loved me. The next day she said she was tired and wanted to go to bed, and that she hopes I understand. And I said, “of course I understand; I love you.” And didn’t get any response. I just assumed this was because she didn’t read it and she went to bed, after all she probably assumed I’d read it later. But today we were in class and she sat on the far side of the room, completely opposite of where me and her normally sit together. After the class she calls me over and tells me she’ll walk with me. And out of the blue she tells me she isn’t ready to be in a relationship. I just don’t understand. It’s been five months and just now she decides she, “isn’t ready.” I always thought (openly) it was stupid to have these high school relationships and that they never work out. So I’ve hurt myself by doing something I do openly distrusted and I feel like an idiot. I just hate the thought of us being with other people. Because if I love someone the same as I love her, than love seems a lot less spiritual and more of just hormones in my brain. It also makes me think of she never really loved me the way I loved her. I just don’t know what to do. Everything just seems empty. In a way, before today, I always thought of her when I did anything. Now I’m back to knowing I must be a lot less important to her than I was 12 hours ago. I don’t talk to my friends and family about this stuff. I’m not a very open person. The only person I shared with was her. But writing this out does really help. Knowing I’m not the only person who feels sad does too. But I also surrounded myself with things that remind me of her, and I don’t think I can pull myself from them. It’s just I tried to prioritize her above all else. I tried to always let her know how amazing she is. I always tell her I love her and how important she is to me. But clearly that was for nothing. Clearly I can’t be passionate for anything without screwing it up. I knew I could drive her away, but I think I tried to limit myself. Earlier when I said I prayed, it wasn’t the first time I prayed about her. I’ve prayed many times that I would do anything to make her happy. So I can’t help feeling like I was the root of all of this. I’m stuck here thinking about everything I’ve done wrong. But I can’t shake the feeling that the person that I cared about, thought about, and loved the most doesn’t love me anymore. I’ve known her for much longer. She was my best friend. I could talk to her then. Then she was my girlfriend. I could still talk to her. Now I don’t have her at all and I can’t talk to her about anything. I was even gonna introduce her to my sister today. Part of me thinks she didn’t really take the relationship seriously. Maybe I have a problem of romanticizing things. Right now I’m just lost and can’t think and I needed someone to talk to this about. And since the only person I talk about these things with is the topic, I guess I came here.",2.3570805383465085,3.863733651655632,3.7099220252082894,90.15359485152749,76.05960264900662,6.884212775048067,22.24364452040163,7.601502580125103,0.7206141850032046,2837,76,628,38,62,931,266,755,0.054000000000000006,0.797,0.14800000000000002,0.9965,0,0,1,0,0,2,77.0,2,2,2,10,43,44,5,1,27,0,66,17,2,5,9,124,133,51,0,13,21,1,4,2,4,7,1,4,3,7,37,39,0,1,32,3,0,7,23,13,0,4,37,10,140,31,91,76,16,75,5,4,2,14,101,28,1,11,37,453,177,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100920310309195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916819270609564,0.151451332001913,0.0,0.0,0.030944165777350895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512757355192818,0.0,0.0,0.14978310441520315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427523475397119,0.06997927519888936,0.0,0.05547742659853122,0.0,0.07744081809300167,0.0,0.14326039122338516,0.08048888217182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050797324916302726,0.04646449954152484,0.05204426081723107,0.04639418883239035,0.0,0.048137020079007366,0.0,0.047709901526362286,0.0,0.0,0.14532442692231445,0.0,0.0,0.11738482738303425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796414190897012,0.046566218163900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801261225049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030054851514395405,0.0,0.038338940558902135,0.0,0.12268772880379268,0.0,0.042896962551665536,0.0,0.0920324176685857,0.06501589255676171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870553578382835,0.0,0.0,0.07031229459882232,0.0,0.023773873830076103,0.0,0.025860876047973748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050127600487035316,0.0,0.0,0.09687934943291317,0.0,0.04492561286734841,0.046700058921100435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610005180796767,0.0480772962582752,0.0,0.04519557194793837,0.04481210792722023,0.0,0.048712792697462814,0.0,0.049151946460269866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000308629427738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653075063424675,0.0,0.04446174711614318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934561464905832,0.0773714605289617,0.492827813637655,0.0,0.060748321668854174,0.04613374297927808,0.045714714819928566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632072412973342,0.0,0.033450551852060466,0.03374051444156525,0.07019072006949065,0.0,0.09678768194882753,0.0,0.044584093440596384,0.043662153519254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03083457383742162,0.10382314289161099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927621514192912,0.0,0.03154662725917793,0.2383931427335492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129873288104789,0.0,0.0,0.0981216531256942,0.04354102126884285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365484362923989,0.0,0.11660367847054633,0.0,0.0,0.14656225692411795,0.0,0.03886002342768286,0.17313825591751633,0.0,0.0,0.046052306758759314,0.036260662262953186,0.12427493743697827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528247919442632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711049744035882,0.03503107256455553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633941857388282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209100031140308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421321822702506,0.2194455363792937,0.11931706304372193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069217101850158,0.1749421069652753,0.04470728336186058,0.21674975605339,0.07960095014793776,0.052299960365188615,0.12939693476738276,0.0,0.0,0.12357645841236288,0.0,0.04445063135915777,0.14211327994780135,0.05473550649267404,0.0,0.0,0.037545426491155436,0.026839338751513432,0.10835647012267943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218250763546015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386406970763637,0.0,0.03312733124199197,0.0,0.0,0.06464923258357883,0.04975129637700111,0.0,0.0 lonely,carmswife95,2020/01/11,"Passed my Cert test today I was so proud of myself. I am in the middle of a situation that involves my oldest son. And throughout it all, I kept my house clean, my youngest son employed on the weekends. And now I feel no one cares. I wanted to celebrate and am all alone.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,78.0909090909091,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,0.7025636363636365,210,7,44,2,5,69,41,55,0.069,0.71,0.221,0.8804,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,7,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,10,2,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010757688738945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948287169657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580599586848324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468362418693628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624116410440661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352869153429474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36706914536274976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841097021340134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,totally-not-batmann,2020/01/11,Empty One of these days I’m never going to wake up and I’ll actually be happy for 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lonely,boy_2000,2020/01/11,Getting a bit scared of being alone 4 eva (more of a relationship thing) Hi so I've been single my whole life and I've never been asked out by Any1 and I've just never had the self courage just to ask some1 out and I've only thought about it recently what if I'll be lonely for the rest of my life i mean I'm not too bad looking I'm not obese I'm 6'0 180 pounds I'm a passionate guy I'm smart I'm doing a levels and I'm 18 (from England btw over here u go to college at 16 just to explain to americans) I'm funny I make people laugh all the time I want kids when I'm older I'm fairly active I work out 3 times a week and train mma 4 days a week i have a job aswell etc and much much more but I don't know what it is that I'm doing wrong can some1 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lonely,ballsforboys,2020/01/11,"cuddle buddy, because i'm lonely i'm 19 and male. looking for a female to cuddle and hang with, listen to music and shit and eat food. also in toronto and im doing this because the cuddle buddies sub reddit is kinda dead. hopefully in my age range",2.033200000000001,4.289483920000002,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,79.8,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.6476000000000002,196,6,32,1,5,69,38,50,0.185,0.77,0.044000000000000004,-0.8265,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,8,7,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,7,0,4,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,2,1,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735354266904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170182132768601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500001952608503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136054434840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397305501956003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694702178648693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28723392589367713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511070545699345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrFluffyLuffy,2020/01/11,"Is anyone else this type of lonely person? I’m lonely but I have a few friends, but I would like to socialize more people but I don’t know what to talk about, so I don’t really get the chance to do that",0.7323333333333331,2.214025733333333,2.9575,93.89625000000002,80.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,15.694444444444445,7.1686216300943375,-0.31888888888888944,158,2,38,2,4,54,33,45,0.076,0.6990000000000001,0.225,0.8314,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548364160477083,0.37437711353343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052298379129093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822932839008758,0.0,0.19089705300699103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080443223102412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850722513039105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533099241263955,0.31903753345782104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340731126624596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724610106587061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936802705480069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595569419518794,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yuleswaffel,2020/01/11,"Broken Bone Boy About 2 months ago I broke my wrist and my clavicle in a skateboarding incident; since then things have gone downhill. According to my doctor the bones should have completely healed about a week ago now and the bills are coming in hard. My parents can support me financially through all of this, but I live in a different state from them. You see, I moved here with a couple of high school friends (including my girlfriend for about 6 months now). I lack enough energy to be productive in my day and my friends don’t share many interests with me. My girlfriend has been oddly ambivalent towards me lately and just barely went to a party without telling me before she left... It rains just about every day here and I’m worried that there’s not much more to this life than what I see. Sex isnt appealing, drugs are a vice, expressing myself is difficult, and I’m finding my health decreasing over the days... can someone offer me some sort of help?",6.044594843462249,7.12139769060774,5.678135359116022,81.21823434622469,66.56906077348066,9.56924493554328,31.105432780847146,9.725611199111238,2.8520162062615104,766,29,143,16,12,236,124,181,0.075,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.9179999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,9,0,13,9,3,0,1,20,21,8,0,2,5,1,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,3,3,23,5,24,16,6,25,0,1,2,1,14,8,0,2,12,97,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679045898708831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858578156735154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017021450808722,0.15843879564653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720333333845666,0.0,0.29236557951394143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788061352058536,0.0,0.15467025626667572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752427621311902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561398187381712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731897099305498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811427429104806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349860131708725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536730168714747,0.0,0.0,0.16062573855290985,0.0,0.0,0.1012876605186255,0.15965886898537535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046171270126112,0.0,0.16418439560749895,0.0,0.1067353721339368,0.0,0.0,0.13343528660157486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532045643033793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123343809230716,0.160608890198722,0.11108522507060442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779277538320309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529341244934403,0.2408345217444424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500199073204254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803730415797152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148090631929636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207916430989974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003925662600733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121349658569325,0.0,0.0,0.14008299102063826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566725468492758,0.0,0.0,0.1534622866222212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sonofkrypton17,2020/01/11,"anyone want to talk? I’m not sure what to say but I’m bored, going through some things. Thought maybe someone would like to talk about anything, really? I’m a female. I don’t know if it matters, just thought I’d throw it out there.",-0.2408035714285717,2.056322479166667,0.8509523809523821,101.175,95.04166666666666,3.576190476190476,19.357142857142858,5.288315135182226,-0.4972357142857145,181,6,41,1,7,56,37,48,0.09,0.782,0.128,0.1972,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111930510075096,0.0,0.2366970082136383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346815655178307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807527878411246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052269197425254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889654683407261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426472029966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873687837044665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437100515075954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109019128625245,0.0,0.0,0.4623761549930306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910902268297944,0.0,0.0,0.4566960916736162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965307828860252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432584830692788,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yur8yuki,2020/01/11,I really need someone I think I'm going to be alone forever.,2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,75.15384615384616,11.353846153846154,28.384615384615394,11.20814326018867,4.00706153846154,48,2,9,2,1,19,11,13,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548458289260801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044628303003747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972306469283167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431968613971124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539150230837006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432686562676847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Galigen173,2020/01/11,"I'm so lonely I've never kissed a girl, had a girlfriend, or even been on a date before. In high school I asked a girl I knew to a dance once and she said yes, but it turned out she had a boyfriend so she just danced one dance with me that night because she must have felt pity for me or something and then went back to dance with her boyfriend. I've always had social and general anxiety and had a hard time talking to anyone and making friends. I can trace back all of my current friends to a single person asking me at the end of elementary school if I wanted to be friends because everyone who I know now I met through him or through someone he introduced me to. If that person hadn't asked me to be friends I would probably not have had any friends throughout all of middle school, high school and into college. I tried working on myself, putting myself into situations where I could get better at dealing with people by working in positions that were customer facing and going to events that I frankly didn't want to go to because I would have to interact with strangers. I can now call a stranger on the phone without having to take an anxiety shit before hand and I can carry a decent conversation with people at work but it isn't good enough. Now after all of that I feel so alone, I spent so many years trying to make myself better because that is what so many people suggest ""work on yourself first, no one wants to be with someone who hates themselves"" but now I've wasted all of this time and I have nothing to show for it. I'm passed the point in my life where it is easy to meet people my own age who might have similar interests as me and I can never seem to keep any of the friends I make at work let alone get a girlfriend. I especially can't get one now that I'm this far in life and have no experience with dating, no one wants to date someone like that. I don't feel bitter about no one wanting me I wouldn't want me either. I just want to meet someone with similar interests as me so I don't have to pretend to be someone else. Even amongst my friends I tone myself down so I don't embarrass myself and each of them.",5.6558986175115225,5.472341843317974,5.8896165898617525,83.75699631336407,67.20276497695852,8.602986175115207,31.415299539170505,7.9765259561132025,2.016002138248848,1696,61,350,18,25,541,190,434,0.109,0.755,0.135,0.9584,1,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,21,20,3,1,16,1,39,6,3,3,7,67,74,30,0,14,13,0,5,1,9,5,2,1,0,4,18,24,0,1,6,6,1,9,16,6,0,6,15,7,50,14,62,48,9,55,0,2,0,1,39,23,1,7,24,248,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371602290708074,0.0,0.0,0.0577307264775753,0.0,0.0,0.09436320681795923,0.0,0.10615287469868248,0.0,0.0,0.04851295669163156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458620260604967,0.0,0.0,0.10669973891163982,0.0,0.16917657168438038,0.0,0.11807660265332692,0.0,0.0,0.1227240877904874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084597483540946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539525225870276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152898315302497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795909990421155,0.0,0.06145116048300237,0.07168933886307156,0.0,0.09165127248031253,0.0,0.0,0.06629672142503915,0.0,0.06786813864150025,0.0,0.0,0.0701624510166471,0.0,0.0666168440399407,0.0,0.0,0.059015623566149235,0.0,0.0,0.3752262665092736,0.0,0.10874645914999333,0.0,0.07886188345056974,0.058193668937503336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215193817986123,0.06849958290890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466101197463371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061669209185789026,0.0,0.0,0.03813009969296377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094699008993942,0.0980120039003891,0.03389615565011687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893749348571258,0.14068331850867166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360250181269798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702213597024386,0.0,0.0,0.06510956754066469,0.0,0.06657314422853992,0.0,0.0,0.07388872652531114,0.23507252458344866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240078623452372,0.12116199648968212,0.0,0.0,0.06558767142110837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480468138841356,0.0,0.0,0.06974728137667469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599742084178112,0.0,0.0,0.28086996291246824,0.0,0.0631620497168587,0.0,0.0,0.07121881718258058,0.0,0.07798738935566166,0.0,0.07072540835064453,0.2939323792954753,0.053413046731471535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521660368984283,0.055765990169822484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091348544517092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942105774227389,0.07546683544475202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864598554994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431707871437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688101258701022,0.0,0.2525517436636763,0.0,0.0,0.09857284485871924,0.0,0.0,0.0446792258379617 lonely,httphongbin,2020/01/11,"I hAvE nO FriENdS I’m friends with this girl for almost 10 years, and I fucking feel so bad for her. We went to the same primary school but now we go to different high schools. We still talk and shit, and our friendship is still going pretty strong. But when she talks about her friends from her school, I can’t help but want to punch them. My friend is always there for her friend and is always giving them unconditional love, support and advice. And her “friend” got a boyfriend and left her ass. She only occasionally messages my friend to update her on what she and her bf did. What pissed me off even more is that she made a tiktok video ,which went semi viral, and at the end of the post it says “omg I have no friends. No one cares about me.” BRUH YOU HAD A FRIEND WHO WAS BY YOUR SIDE AND CARED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU. BUT NO, YOU DECIDED TO PUSH HER AWAY FOR YOUR BF. (Before you come @ me, these aren’t the normal type of bf/gf relationships. It’s the high school clout relationships where you only date for clout and status.) So what I’m trying to say here is that, before you say you don’t have any friends, go reevaluate your situation before you hurt the ones who are actually there for you. Cause one day, they will actually leave you and you will ACTUALLY HAVE NO ONE. NO ONE. ps. Anyone who is also going through this, you can dm or hmu. I am here to make you laugh — even if you don’t appreciate dry humour 😤😤. And just remember kids, your self worth isn’t based off of these “friends”.",2.6140307692307694,4.448786946666669,3.3060000000000014,91.91146153846157,76.2,6.482051282051282,20.53846153846154,7.321109707123232,0.3014307692307696,1164,27,259,14,26,366,157,300,0.11199999999999999,0.636,0.252,0.9956,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,18,3,1,20,23,3,0,9,0,23,5,3,3,0,35,43,24,0,3,7,0,1,0,13,2,0,3,0,3,15,18,0,0,3,1,1,8,11,5,0,5,7,4,48,18,28,34,3,28,0,1,0,3,68,10,4,3,9,172,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.21625388913326066,0.0,0.0,0.07218307214227393,0.0,0.0,0.0739682521527822,0.0,0.0,0.05907230903639313,0.1229283869168262,0.0,0.0,0.05023285478200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051650307163418466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940153051804054,0.0,0.06167679489383974,0.0,0.0,0.18856898893907034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062694319277012,0.07588290735592976,0.0,0.06363084482222997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763882657210378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717646358140315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542522927783337,0.0,0.0,0.09757839345097848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734994106196424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277735907188455,0.06828988683018086,0.0,0.07086103183220817,0.16792382000539927,0.0,0.05907908370541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495122438971394,0.15609144926576107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907735045126202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821567357759218,0.08025792873286937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666886248476832,0.06989580138998558,0.049307543829079016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430156772209184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723750741093824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502747498486269,0.11236006807467087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074524011753168,0.07515043431231931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586134334457901,0.08367818045753822,0.0,0.0,0.17622868209767314,0.0,0.2990339250938581,0.0,0.0,0.07706055940735741,0.0,0.07582456387223589,0.0,0.08303086205809168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798235242266054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382466742651479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118744793884738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015160478527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356933115115999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695297495748202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756864754756413 lonely,Aurum_A,2020/01/11,I overthink all the time and I know it's unhealthy but can't stop This is related to nearly all aspects of my life but mainly about a girl that I like.Whenever we text it's great and I can feel a connection but in school like recently we got moved to sit together and I could feel the awkwardness and she was red faced and it may be something minor but I overthink all these and think what if the messages were not real or something.long story short I'm in a good situation but manage to make it bad by overthinking and i haven't talked to her in 2 weeks and I just don't know anymore.Sorry for annoying you will all that I just wonder if anyone has advice on overthinking and not believing someone say they like 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lonely,ZvoneST,2020/01/11,"Seems like all the girls I liked and talked to talked to me only cause they were bored at the time... So I am an introvert. I am very shy but when you get to know me I am not. I have always had a small bubble of people who I trusted and called friends, like 3 or 4 and I am very greatful for them being in my life, but I am 19 now soon to be 20(in a month) and I never had a relationship with a girl, hell now even a first kiss. So because I am shy and I just cant come up to girls I decided to try tinder because texting is so much easier for me and they can see what I am actually like. So far I have met 4 girls which I have really enjoyed talking to and it looked like they were interested in talking to me, 2 of those girls I actually got some courage to ask them out, one ghosted me on the spot we were supposed to meet and never responded to my messages again, the other one said something like 'Well we will figure something out' and we continued talking and suddenly she stopped responding too. Remaining 2 girls I didnt even get the chance to ask out, we had great conversations and lots of laughs and suddenly they stopped responding again. Just seems so me I was just used because the girls were bored, and stupid me got sad and kinda depressed by that especially cause they made me think I was actually interesting to them. So I dont know what to do I feel so alone because of my non existing love life. And I dont know how to even approach women in real life. This feeling has been haunting me for the last 4 years and anytime I get a tiny bit of hope it just crashes down like an airplane.",4.688927492447128,4.687375921450156,5.659061933534744,83.96726359516617,69.24169184290031,9.036918429003023,30.145166163141994,8.841846274778883,2.10786996978852,1254,45,275,20,20,415,164,331,0.10300000000000001,0.687,0.21,0.9918,0,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,4,1,8,1,23,26,2,0,15,0,31,5,0,5,3,58,55,28,1,1,8,0,2,7,1,1,3,1,0,8,10,25,0,2,10,0,0,2,7,6,1,3,16,5,49,20,35,36,5,32,1,2,2,2,42,12,1,7,25,192,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.27366701874887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681639192848912,0.0,0.0,0.077782289377477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478110581600767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279365228455139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205521525365388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545284551403964,0.0,0.0,0.19205803986533249,0.0,0.08052416385557512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051360823874547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911415246093388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522664357896396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453191396317784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951346865169863,0.0,0.0,0.07222189693532614,0.0,0.14651727200533962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495279162180726,0.2061225782849403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284606505252052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541213819366467,0.07619812884817448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808164165769893,0.3196849448984257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849909215836127,0.0,0.0,0.07947278182202745,0.08436874320601154,0.0884524003990222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461430777308058,0.0,0.06871806195696982,0.0,0.1441940411587702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668802384772504,0.07109524129174757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480679589733257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639994050519236,0.0598852511984494,0.0,0.0,0.1003618146212486,0.0,0.0,0.08892024748859799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744909216148818,0.17020013876526002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439299073783114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630580788782206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756757146036914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989777885922545,0.0,0.0,0.054508547903699384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346632757480633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073612571457738,0.0,0.15426047111154914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404914229731797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019762239853155 lonely,NewWorld1989,2020/01/12,30/M life is so mundane for 90 hour work week In recent times I have found myself working harder then ever before. All my friends have left me to the wayside and hardly speak to once every other month. My day to day is the same and never changes except a sinking feeling of being alone and it’s leading me to feel miserable at times reaching the point of does my life matter anymore. Basically questioning who I am in life,4.667148594377512,6.004809951807232,5.443554216867472,80.67368473895584,69.96385542168674,6.979116465863456,29.49598393574297,7.1686216300943375,1.8049212851405616,338,13,60,3,6,110,64,83,0.078,0.8340000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,1,3,14,9,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,1,11,7,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,11,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666263628829056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883139796293168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157736271885206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087217426266624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491904009821375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616883417020176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176101745534222,0.15998552333222454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920221880103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208198087981221,0.14670396578642778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009883471074194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699756523897415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630960374069887,0.0,0.4023622144222109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515636575500393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645030509033846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222034337601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795018274061889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271362169243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748761687669555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214458629878706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231355182134454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647573710116125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sprimax,2020/01/12,"don't have anything to do and can't talk to anyone i've been cooped up in my house for the past 2 weeks because i was sick before, and now i think i have like laryngitis or something because my throat hurts and i can't even speak anymore. no one is home and i'm so bored of just watching movies and browsing the internet. i don't have energy to do anything because i'm sick, and i also can't call someone and chit chat because i can't use my voice. what the hell do i do i feel like i'm going insane",2.3581818181818197,3.1614042272727265,3.932500000000001,91.35875,74.9090909090909,6.590909090909091,25.56818181818182,6.6274283507984215,0.7793636363636359,395,13,91,3,8,132,63,110,0.218,0.736,0.046,-0.9569,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,16,3,1,1,0,12,23,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,4,12,2,7,21,0,6,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,5,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453304434034435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204042318814818,0.14386067545583153,0.0,0.3386188259046582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016774390503212,0.0,0.17507260917131046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100871702776869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589167579718586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403012188115804,0.14698323478251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692880206242975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063775581342557,0.0,0.0,0.23740043555055676,0.2202527278914857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103181416782104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941715563799478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964055009181421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174325844093856,0.15839143818395385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536887381011356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183216067249096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769637038284372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650350672941213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Quoragirl75,2020/01/12,"45 year old woman, lonely as fuck I have a married partner, in name sake only, with whom I have no connection whatsoever. Be it physical, emotional, mental, nothing. Nada. This did not happen overnight, it took over a decade of slowly drifting apart. Married for 20. Then why stay in the marriage? We have a teenage kid, whom we adore and love, and do not want a broken home for her. Moreover I cannot support my kid financially as I have no job, having only worked part-time I have no job skills. I gave up looking for a job since no one wants to hire a 45 year old woman. My daughter is my best friend. My only friend. But I need some adult company. An adult to talk to. I feel so lonely that I often end up crying and falling asleep. I do all the household work and chores. I cook every day, I clean and take care of my kid. That's all I do. That's all the accomplishments there is to show. I'm a total LOSER, in every sense. I have no work related accomplishments, my marriage is a sham, no friends, no relatives, no support system. I truly wish I'd be dead, but I'm only keeping myself alive for my sweet daughter.",1.6067080745341609,3.8406416428571433,3.327010869565221,88.55603260869567,81.23214285714286,5.6813664596273314,22.685559006211186,6.895973343053719,0.7416861801242236,864,29,175,10,23,287,127,224,0.14,0.7190000000000001,0.142,0.7573,3,4,0,0,0,1,39.0,2,0,0,8,3,14,1,0,12,0,17,4,1,0,4,25,35,11,1,4,4,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,8,8,1,1,1,2,0,3,11,4,0,1,3,3,26,10,19,30,6,19,0,3,1,2,24,7,1,2,7,110,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992008098737715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262219805273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598808783793676,0.07984052404537018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925792842057874,0.10964973252278896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861306687132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259681612722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869418768722637,0.11445076933766052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947560996462956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418112971235745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685561107697954,0.11003880543450577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396051517385636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117340056694339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476091590561593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179586202515627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878909040097925,0.0,0.2598137869550988,0.0,0.08388983785314033,0.3766208096363287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340629424641517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240833886827168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195394075933242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097272148935964,0.0,0.0,0.09308191981612413,0.09950545861018964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375459516603756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460404666412112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170991640719832,0.0,0.14236347261767884,0.0,0.0,0.2703828301033876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944581433292482 lonely,Alive-Builder,2020/01/12,"Is it ever going to get better? Basically i'm from Finland. I've been born around 14.02.1997 I also have been diagnosed with learning disability since i was a child. I can't remember what age, but when i had to go to first grade, it wasn't a normal school, it was a class, which we call in Finland ''Pienryhmä'' I also have had OCD symptoms during my childhood such as compulsive hand washing, symmetry obsessions,Checking, and recently I've had obsessive thoughts. I have not been diagnosed with OCD of any form. In this small group class i was heavily bullied. I had 2 name calling names. such as ''squeaky toy'' ''stutterer''. Around this time i had a stuttering problem, and making noises around the class because i was not paying attention at all, and mostly i just were making noises because i was bored during the class. i would sometimes daydream and think about what games i'm going to play after school or what are we going to do outside with my childhood friends. At age 12 i was put into a epilepsy test and they would test me in a hospital. they tested my brain by putting me some kind of device around my head and i would have to sleep during the time they were reading my brain. The tests came as negative and i had no ''problems in my brain'' As i kept getting older i had to be moved into a different school because of my bullying and my difficulties to not keep able to be on track with other students. This time it was different. This school was specifically designed for people who are disabled/have severe learning disabilities. When we had this discussion with the principal i cried. I did not want to go there. But i had no other choice. So around 2009 i was moved into this school. During the years i studied there it was horrible. I felt... like i was some kind of test subject the government keeps eye on us.. everything was so strict as well.for example: No kissing, showing other affection to other human being if you liked other student (the only way you could show you liked a student romantically would be by hugs and holding hands but not kissing for some reason) the teachers had this overly positive attitude as well which annoyed me a lot. Like they were talking to children. I was on 7 grade by the way, and this kept going nonstop until 9 grade. I tried to fight back the education system they were handing to us but it just gave me bad numbers. Everything considered violent subject we would have would be banned/not to be talked about. We didn't even had history. Biology. nothing. The hole education system was litterly made for fucking children. Some of the teachers would hold you're hand if you would not be able to succeed on a task. for example ( We had household class where we basically cook, and one time i was squashing tomatoes to make some sauce and one of the teachers came to me and started to show me how it's ''apparently done'' by taking me by the hand. ) When it comes to my parents, my mom is probably the most supportive person in my life. My dad on the other hand is narcissistic, has a temper and overall he's a pretty shitty person. During midsummer two years ago, he said that i'm not he's son and i should leave he's fucking house immediately because i didn't want to help him for some task (he was drunk) He would get pissed off at the smallest things, He did shouted at me during my childhood which lead me to running to my room crying.He also cheated on my mother, lied to her kept promises about he's going to change but he didn't do a shit to change himself. just false promises. He's a piece of shit who can't admit if hes wrong. (My dad has also learning disability) When it comes to woman/relationships I've had last relationship around 6 years ago. It was not searius but during that time i had no social skills, i was really awkward and shy. I would never leave my parents house, i would be sitting my ass off playing games all summer all day long. Until a few years ago i started working out, started to talk to people and getting out of my comfort zone. A lot of woman/men have told that I'm attractive looking. a few woman have also stated that i'm a good talker/kisser as well, but since i'm shy i'm having a hard time to start conversations. Honestly life felt good for the time when i was studying. But after i graduated from Vocational school, everything started to slowly fall apart. My first ever job would be face-to-face fundraiser but i got fired because i would not get enough donations. After that last year, i had to go to a IQ test which was in social insurance institution of Finland in my town. Basically after the face-to-face fundraiser i couldn't find a job, i kept sending CV'S to companies, to the simplest jobs that there is, but i would just not get a response, that's why they suggested that i would take one of these IQ test and i agreed. So after the first time i went to this IQ test, and during this IQ test i was really nervous,anxious,uneasy and i just wanted it to end. Since the psychologist didn't have that much time, we had to make it to 2 sessions.Every session lasted around 1-2 hours. Every time after these sessions, i would just go to the bathroom and cry. He gave me a IQ of 36 if i remember correctly and it fucked up my self-esteem for a very long time, still to this day. I even skipped exam day to a acting school where i had a chance to go to try my luck. I didn't read for the exams, i was so fucking lazy and depressed that i just gave up. Since then I've had possibly starting depression, I've also have had suicidal thoughts. I have self-harmed. Last summer around 1.6.2019 i was out drinking with my friends. My friends dropped me into a pizzeria because i wanted to get some pizza (Ya know drunk munchies?) after i got my pizza i walked home since i live nearby it. So i get inside my house and open the pizza box and just start crying. I get up from my computer chair head to the kitchen and slit my finger (Index-point finger) the wound was pretty bad so i had to call a ambulance. Ever since then i have stopped completely just trying. I don't clean anymore. I don't do the dishes. i don't cook anymore. I can do them all by myself, but my mom keeps helping me since i had a trouble learning stuff in my childhood, and she has that kind of personality that she wants to help people, and i honestly sometimes i feel like shit because of it. That i can't even fucking take care of myself currently. I used to have a passion for acting/theater but it's all gone. All what i do is sit at home play video games, watch porn try to work out to keep myself in shape/meeting my friends and trying to meet people so my social skills wont shrink. ( I'm quite lonely and isolated ) My friends could be the best people I've ever met in my life. I think that they accept me for the person who i am but since we don't really share that much interest to other things (other than theater) we're really not that close. My psychiatric-doctor says that i just have to believe in my self but i am in a point where i think this is it. This is the situation where i will be for god sake how long. On this fucking hole. Miserable hole. I just don't know what to do. I have no energy to motivate myself anymore. If you read the hole post i appreciate it. You don't have to have all the answers, some tips will help 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lonely,pandagum1345,2020/01/12,The only one I’m the only one in my friend group without a gf/bf and in the reason they got together in the first 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lonely,pm_me_your_best_nuds,2020/01/12,"I just wanted to say that if needed anyone is welcome to pm If needed, you are welcome to message, i share some memes i have and hope you don't feel as lonely 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lonely,Junior-Force,2020/01/12,"Do you think voice chat would help you? Its not for everyone, be advised. Just sharing this free public voice chatroom I found on the internet. There is sometimes a moderator, sometimes not. Whatever you do try to be positive? and dont let what others tell you get you down. Here or anywhere. Seek knowledge before vengeance. That's from some reggae song. [https://bobpizza2.pythonanywhere.com/4/reduce\_anxiety\_special\_trick\_that\_everybody\_knows\_and\_some\_dont\_what](https://bobpizza2.pythonanywhere.com/4/reduce_anxiety_special_trick_that_everybody_knows_and_some_dont_what) &#x200B; sry nm, ignore this post q .",17.429583333333333,24.10706945833333,8.687444444444449,45.60200000000002,55.805555555555536,6.768888888888887,28.03333333333333,7.908726449838941,2.50509,539,15,53,7,10,131,61,72,0.032,0.797,0.171,0.8965,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,6,3,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,0,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621882584409203,0.2940355835601857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059095365792438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836020347985049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312249315883988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26532164587617685,0.0,0.0,0.12642602347422174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621959674263192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474438038161156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317526284106313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786543455917227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150362958738295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550528048836632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429043436263327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189763550149606,0.0,0.2940355835601857,0.0 lonely,lonekat4,2020/01/12,Lonely Im lonely. Yeah. I live with my parents... i'm 30. And in feeling lonely at 22 PM... :/,-4.122500000000001,-4.0881082499999986,0.7199999999999989,97.025,131.5,1.6,14.0,3.1291,-1.3617,65,2,15,0,5,25,16,20,0.387,0.469,0.145,-0.7351,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728117709196014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828046202701792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764309270524372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991044015757172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Holonist,2020/01/12,"I was lonely and made a website for lonely people [https://companions.love](https://companions.love) First of all, despite how the domain sounds, this is not a dating site. At least not primarily. It is supposed to help you find people to connect to, be it for just talking, gaming, or hanging out if they are near. All it needs now is people, hope some of you check by and say hello :) Cheers, holo",4.7650000000000015,7.699797500000002,4.998571428571426,77.03642857142857,74.0,5.142857142857143,21.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.40299999999999997,315,8,52,2,7,99,54,70,0.064,0.7879999999999999,0.149,0.7717,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,16,9,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,4,2,11,6,4,8,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,4,3,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773659678056963,0.258131320531971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340946025116452,0.0,0.0,0.3014140595876573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738934103200549,0.2871505331912656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250190669591042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311634024307028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413314248810337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391759018142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rectech,2020/01/12,"25 [M4F] In CA, looking for a gal to talk to that feels lonely too. I am married so if you are married and lonely, it would be perfect. We can vent out or talk and vent about life..",-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,85.15384615384616,3.9,20.006410256410245,3.1291,-0.6814666666666667,135,4,33,0,4,45,33,39,0.11699999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.087,-0.0772,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,7,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708205944573302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311869439907987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937448350146375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7537430979060356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330820506681706,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,versman,2020/01/12,"People stoped carrying about me My friends are much more comfortable with their hobbies or other friends rather than spend their free time with me, I'm aviable only at weekends and rarely in the week to hang out or to play online games/chat with them. They all forgot... One of them is interested in cars, programming and LEGO, the other one is just silent the whole time, the third one is playing/doing things that I personally don't enjoy or don't have the money to get into it. Even my GF sometimes forgets about me and plays Overwatch for countless hours with some online randos. Honestly I'm feeling terrible...friends that quit me when I'm rarely aviable, online friends only looking to play stupid video games and don't talk like normal humans it's only the nerd talk, and the ones that treat me like air. I'm fucking sad writing this with tears in my eyes that no one actually wants to talk or hang out for fun, they just want to have fun without me :(. I'm crying inside and try not to cry on the outside.",7.762704081632652,6.899027413265308,7.044816326530611,79.46446938775513,63.13265306122449,9.47265306122449,33.375510204081635,8.238735603445708,2.4093138775510208,807,27,154,8,10,249,114,196,0.102,0.705,0.192,0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,1,7,20,2,0,8,0,9,2,1,0,1,32,21,11,0,4,9,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,10,14,0,1,1,6,3,3,6,4,0,6,1,3,16,17,27,20,5,18,0,1,2,1,17,9,1,5,8,98,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1332867096330166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006318481053784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021273360551413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906119611197277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220991941216441,0.1262701126895841,0.07135973190805843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345081592834876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334565152086411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146965288415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040527805442637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382375030778054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627657524946566,0.3116358610949053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946904522127338,0.11926026356899586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527436307265082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350855023333745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293441943112295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907406320105432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928696918260085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273186824203518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112208145688056,0.0,0.10955979808206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249164810158014,0.0,0.131662524883657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coyoitus,2020/01/12,Lonely is the room the bed is made The open window lers rhe rain in,2.712,3.0021842000000016,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,73.66666666666666,6.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.2009999999999998,53,0,13,0,1,17,12,15,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,suyichan,2020/01/12,"My best friend blocked me So my best friend and I were really close, we were moving together for college, we talked about everything every single day. Things have been rough to us this last month on different levels, at first she seemed worried about my situation, but after a couple of days it seemed as she had forgotten about the whole thing, later on she stopped texting and when she did, it seemed a little bit off; I get that everyone have their own problems and nobody owes you their support nor time, but I really really needed her at that time. She ghosted me on Christmas, since December I’ve been the one who reaches out, she has said so many times that she thought I didn’t answer, therefore she wouldn’t text back. Honestly I have never felt so scared and lost in my entire life, due to my family situation I decided to take a week off from social media, I had one message from her that I got on Monday , so today I answer on WhatsApp, her contact info wasn’t there anymore, and then I got it, I was fricking blocked ,I even googled the thing to make sure. I don’t know how to feel about this yet, I don’t know what I did wrong but writing about this is definitely helping. (Please excuse my lame grammar)",8.496510015408319,6.787995076271187,8.077272727272728,75.36541602465333,62.22033898305085,11.124191063174116,35.43759630200308,9.800150414767053,3.206183050847457,962,33,184,15,11,306,142,236,0.121,0.764,0.115,-0.5199,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,2,4,15,12,0,1,6,0,19,1,0,3,2,36,37,17,1,3,3,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,15,9,0,3,12,0,1,1,7,5,0,3,17,4,40,7,27,19,6,35,0,2,0,0,28,14,0,3,20,136,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572946835497612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973077519130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492710491115186,0.0,0.1274000395019569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291201120304546,0.0,0.15051644257304356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192079008347273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707553749253407,0.0,0.09832004823102652,0.1115064810240432,0.10487738434687564,0.0,0.11000907603496564,0.0,0.059004184858025964,0.0,0.11204490502928224,0.0,0.0,0.09926018010923096,0.0,0.0,0.18031557720196734,0.0,0.06096799722517832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666231201884328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782177831765725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826435897484745,0.0951214947820618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242469173535552,0.0,0.11695842558505648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738570082328968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789440487093484,0.11830978552554687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314434087542918,0.12402765830970595,0.0,0.08652740422332987,0.09000189992209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815026407528124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809538669743126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166076184613716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242722240888296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100307822990534,0.0,0.11683143199051207,0.0,0.0,0.3187025427564762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965307971144313,0.2623387450956929,0.0,0.1189552248535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097561727001408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324233996592153,0.10998307223353976,0.0,0.08773965104882557,0.09379452242882337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325796826601439,0.0,0.0,0.092642302919541,0.20413629442255227,0.0,0.1106126276296907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036897107371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936051928287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028510799758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850880748292765,0.0,0.0,0.1275869856609026,0.0,0.0 lonely,burnergemini,2020/01/12,Don’t know what to do Moved from a big city over 2 years ago. My BF is here but he has been acting so weird lately. All my fiends are his friends and now that he is acting weird is feel so lonely. Don’t know what to do.,0.6456000000000017,1.5885129599999992,2.029,102.7795,79.4,5.0,14.5,3.1291,-1.5340000000000005,168,1,46,0,4,54,36,50,0.179,0.747,0.07400000000000001,-0.7128,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,6,13,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724905262489405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247063948595976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246529554604181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461872500064469,0.0,0.4740148207239758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466163872684161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706012560273009 lonely,idk-maybe-sometimes,2020/01/12,"Have you ever had someone to tell everything to? No secrets, just the truth",2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,89.0,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.121114285714286,60,3,10,1,2,19,13,14,0.133,0.727,0.139,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131077052674304,0.0,0.0,0.5098053435177459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806268404308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957991879514914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cool-account855,2020/01/12,"A year in. Freedom. If there’s one good thing about being alone, it’s how little judgement I face from others. Just bought myself a new jacket and a turtle neck. If I had a whole circle of friends a lot of them would probably say I look stupid, but I don’t have that, so I just think “damn king you look fine as hell fuck it up” and that’s the only opinion I have to consider. I don’t know about you guys, but I’ve been alone for so long (longer than a year to be honest) that I’ve found out how to WORK IT. I may be lonely, but I’m self actualised as FUCK.",1.193606557377045,2.4016831147541002,2.805704918032788,96.67659016393443,78.50819672131148,5.863606557377048,17.937704918032786,6.2581,-0.4563075409836066,428,7,106,3,10,141,79,122,0.239,0.6920000000000001,0.069,-0.9766,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,9,10,5,0,7,0,11,4,2,2,0,19,20,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,4,3,12,4,15,11,2,8,1,1,2,2,7,4,4,5,4,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026041019032484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310963234210384,0.1501648190673785,0.3593719938765759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302294862547415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924505011002278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681714002267076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480336739530268,0.0,0.17200565123196607,0.32643290943935266,0.0,0.0,0.16524096443731975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771755584392952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170579136223193,0.1478222602583691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955681182475208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456571927741738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276360211529296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291265254962408,0.12454033342530373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699999493352207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149900043859925,0.0,0.0,0.13807031002399667,0.0,0.0,0.2503275449509914 lonely,madhuranaik,2020/01/12,"I never thought I'll be posting here Life has been harsh ever since I've been 20 It feels more lonley than ever I've been over thinking and creating unwanted problems for no reason I hope I get my life together soon Is there anyone I can talk to I could do it really.",1.2355952380952395,3.4985608928571463,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,82.92857142857143,6.590476190476192,21.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1780333333333337,214,7,43,4,6,73,43,56,0.171,0.7390000000000001,0.09,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,12,14,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,6,1,4,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570931242595773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205498304333906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804894713378986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342921708446303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876176273122254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637945029895721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37519341419508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048422590662235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543653778876491,0.0,0.0,0.25413733182763104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014614531444572,0.27307459055450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970187926587773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347418086716813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018173893972394,0.0,0.21085175570252293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PieNerd78,2020/01/12,"Lonely rant Sadly, I had to start off the new year with heartbreak. I had an amazing first date with someone last month, but there's no hope of a second date because he kept canceling. Plans have been canceled 3 times with no alternative. I get it, I know when I'm not wanted. The thing is, is that it hurt a lot. And even though Im done crying, there's still a small part of me that's not over it. I've never been able to get it. Everyone in my family, in my generation, from as young as 22 to as old as 28 has been able to get married. I'm 29 and I've never been kissed, never had a boyfriend. When people say, ""Well just make friends."", they forget that they are all adults who don't have the desire to make room in their schedules for get togethers. Then I see them with their bfs/gfs people who want to be with them for the rest of their lives and I feel the sting so hard. I feel cursed. Or, it bugs me when they're like""Date yourself."" Im an introvert, and I know how to recharge but I get lonely if I'm alone for too long. I just want the strength to hold on to the hope that someday, there'll be someone who won't cancel, who'll want to spend the rest of their life with me. But for now, I'm still hurt by how 2 years ago, my aunt told me I couldn't cry about being single because it would make her 22 year old daughter cry. She got a boyfriend that year and got married the following year. It's ridiculously unfair how normal they are and how cursed I am. I'm still hurt that every guy that I've liked for the past decade, has ghosted me, rejected me, and friendzoned me. I'm still hurt by how incredibly hard it is to have lasting friendships. Im still bitter that the longer lasting friendships turn toxic on me. I'm still lonely.",2.91255280073462,3.9952871790633613,3.6312947658402206,92.97401285583105,73.90358126721763,6.58989898989899,23.08631772268136,6.775458762138228,0.41726372819100144,1358,35,310,11,27,430,173,363,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9863,0,8,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,9,3,25,20,2,0,18,0,27,2,0,8,4,52,60,27,1,11,9,2,4,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,21,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,10,12,1,2,12,7,34,8,41,41,6,46,0,10,1,1,23,9,0,5,37,192,55,0,0.16285501682662806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218057315368316,0.0,0.0,0.08433434146454014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927490669189568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26833288335238525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833286121338965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053782101345872066,0.0,0.06860618777785761,0.07780747378813357,0.0,0.0,0.07676260806940688,0.0,0.08234438975329393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926219705910297,0.0,0.0,0.06291069101045843,0.0,0.21271256174742906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025003404516847,0.0,0.0,0.08062603534381682,0.0,0.0,0.14588610709140795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617517777270956,0.0,0.0,0.3486793275209569,0.0,0.26386704635093144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895008582212841,0.19912286202487664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751465728983798,0.07956273509684816,0.0,0.07190198175006655,0.07206078257152593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922675577774295,0.0,0.0,0.16306048248255706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499466035176246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840574300503352,0.07864319503249999,0.0,0.0,0.0797816695480094,0.0,0.0,0.17088894499702662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817805655885101,0.07773177049513606,0.11290316330865345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647544229511428,0.0,0.0,0.06488718175035768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379865272726972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763480956002943,0.0,0.3901686804184392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054096818397278014,0.0,0.08000211358603927,0.0,0.04748103497848006,0.0,0.0,0.07780747378813357,0.0,0.0,0.08856974665602728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211221670467454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321310911420112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057843765707468575,0.0,0.0,0.2621832285622149 lonely,sunflowersandfear,2020/01/12,"my ex lied and made all my friends hate me now im alone- my depression has come back full swing and full force and i havent ate or left my bed in a few days. ive become isolated from my friends n they wont talk to me. ive never done good with isolation n being alone so im spiralling further and further. 2020 12 days in and its already becoming my worst year yet",-0.8965113636363641,1.2249104625000022,1.2588636363636354,98.99068181818184,94.375,4.90909090909091,19.772727272727273,6.574015621080383,0.10937500000000044,287,10,69,4,11,95,57,80,0.281,0.65,0.068,-0.9539,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,11,11,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,12,3,5,6,5,15,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39401359396756175,0.20990849850081572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626465008413608,0.0,0.0,0.4201580806066588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385456310643529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534764976586546,0.0,0.1638330840136869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465739209578453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939213970673609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954446957559426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877992884945561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109326499614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206670646682306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998733211426965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467065939299774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288871597969128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249310822834004 lonely,alexolliexx,2020/01/12,Hi little sloths. Remember you're worthy of the good that happens to you . You're so worth it so take it one step at a time . If you need someone to talk to I'm here.,-1.5632432432432457,0.3831061891891885,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,95.21621621621622,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.8912335135135137,127,3,32,1,5,43,29,37,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.8069,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31585839901486146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330094642793026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377433240331965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792301485776655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518113094759365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265930290152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190759834806215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831421561576259,0.3026816610142802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958749498051888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quepev,2020/01/12,Any Lithuanians here? Just looking for lonely locals who would like a friend :),4.645384615384618,8.141969307692314,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,86.69230769230771,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.4318000000000008,63,2,9,1,2,18,13,13,0.124,0.446,0.431,0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294187760103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878693402555013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085025649628426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302727002068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485755816750622,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawaysexadvice9,2020/01/12,"Too weird for a relationship I've always had a hard time socializing. When I was I kindergarten, my teacher took my mom aside to voice concern that I wasn't talking to or playing with other kids. I struggle with eye contact, I have a condition called Sporatic Dysphonia that makes it hard for me to talk sometimes, small talk is hard for me, and I tend to make jokes that only I this is funny. For over a month I tried my best to be normal with a girl that I had a huge crush on. Again, I managed to make things weird and she lost interest. After that I tried to move on and talk to other women, they sort of just stopped talking to me too. This makes me feel... inferior, terrible, like a hideous monster or freak. I'm a 25 year old woman and I'm desperately lonely. On one hand I would love just to have a friend that wouldn't think that I was weird, on the other hand I have rejection exhaustion. I'm just going to stay to myself for a long time or indefinitely. Dating sucks for me, it always has. People think that I'm bad because of my profound lack of social skills. Maybe they're right.",3.792590909090908,4.952086122727274,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,71.86363636363636,7.6818181818181825,26.022727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.4254999999999995,857,27,178,12,16,280,118,220,0.195,0.667,0.138,-0.7425,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,7,20,1,1,11,0,14,5,3,4,0,27,31,8,0,4,6,1,6,1,1,2,1,1,0,4,16,7,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,13,0,1,7,8,26,7,30,21,2,23,0,4,1,1,19,8,1,5,12,114,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051538909995438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293175379754428,0.07514895893544539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293723701957851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258803438476188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062332923498378476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524406706355283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006157391645397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312978909692348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022727103779652,0.0,0.0,0.10909691020169426,0.0,0.0,0.13457220302782255,0.0,0.11126296285428278,0.0,0.32915536356986064,0.0,0.12384904770760807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443813854190324,0.09839910657295126,0.13102471554694015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078599937186495,0.0,0.0,0.12935923828122325,0.0,0.08353617913350381,0.09375826746221284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546525467403455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323541447681153,0.0,0.10527850637090297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513322384969883,0.0,0.0,0.12192482546977605,0.0,0.0,0.1313976557201166,0.0,0.10306570085123797,0.0,0.12887664806007335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954298415604271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190024488045505,0.1579827810874202,0.0,0.0,0.1437684694636547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696609209215765,0.16739497067559184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757296115750345,0.0,0.0,0.079386815191609 lonely,cryingloner,2020/01/12,"So alone I got back to my university yesterday to start my last semester, but I hate my university. I don’t really have friends. All of my friends are in relationships so if I want to hang out with people, my friends boyfriends are usually there too so I’m always the odd one out. No one texts me to hang out, I always feel like an after thought. This place makes me even more depressed than I already am. Been back for less than 24 hours and I’m already crying in bed. I forget what it’s like to be happy.",1.276791958041958,3.5149726057692336,2.9607342657342675,90.67517482517485,82.55769230769229,6.4741258741258765,22.91608391608393,7.686295010490155,1.0186846153846159,397,14,87,7,11,131,70,104,0.183,0.608,0.209,0.6467,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,1,14,6,16,12,3,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,10,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801626022792514,0.3839224017590698,0.0,0.2894852697223979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675178763785651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910789432566149,0.0,0.0,0.14982526089072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489416015174403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795574426396723,0.12427188948591668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031864222854841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391259164002924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517595210561144,0.0,0.17174234107342304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713084325990173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417947199709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699690677673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611482085393025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357497898793903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059694398514398,0.0,0.18174361460709326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143859504729713,0.0,0.0,0.1867601687221246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312466181490207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380990640447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158439388026666,0.0,0.10260184727268737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Talulafairy,2020/01/12,"what is it its not that I'm not trying im just not sure what im doing wrong... I can make all of these friends online and irl but it always feels like I can't develop a closer relationship with any of them. I get that im lacking something but I can't figure it out, what exactly makes me not enough.",-1.4309090909090898,0.5630192424242431,1.4658181818181824,96.30872727272728,99.0,4.458181818181818,15.690909090909093,6.2581,-0.43784363636363594,234,6,55,3,10,81,45,66,0.025,0.885,0.09,0.5885,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,18,10,3,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,10,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301756657013046,0.0,0.0,0.14957480651386912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726906706842304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121426866722896,0.15713365193741965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699342605620141,0.0,0.11491576809032965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7127572545797333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745736805471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936391475226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361459817594695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932968684687785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730202397778472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493328741651471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404828290717993,0.0,0.0 lonely,KingCrimson87,2020/01/12,"Anyone wanna talk to me Idk, dm me if you want to",-4.907499999999999,-5.068083416666667,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,133.16666666666669,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.9312,37,0,10,0,3,14,10,12,0.11,0.787,0.102,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742070547632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660055110120537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843691875666014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Damaged012345,2020/01/12,"I think I'm just not meant for life I'm weird. I like anime and have anime tattoos (not that I regret any of them by any means) and this makes it hard to make friends or have relationships. I'm 23 and have never been on a date or kissed anyone. I have a bone condition, am short, and stutter. I feel like all of these things make people turn away from me. I have friends, but they don't really have the same interests as me. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, but I just wish I had someone to like watch anime with or something. Most days, I'm alone. In high school, my brother, friend and I would hang out everyday. Since then, we obviously don't because of college and moving out, but it just hurts when you're so used to something your entire life, and you have to live with the fact that you will never get that back. Sorry if this post is a mess. I kinda just vomited my thoughts on here lol.",2.4704838709677404,3.9099844354838713,3.329870967741936,93.27480645161293,75.61290322580646,6.465376344086023,22.07741935483871,7.0316486544052195,0.38634451612903176,699,18,159,7,15,222,112,186,0.08800000000000001,0.713,0.19899999999999998,0.9758,0,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,2,0,8,16,0,0,5,1,16,6,1,4,5,45,34,18,0,4,13,1,2,3,4,2,3,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,3,23,10,19,28,3,19,0,2,1,2,13,8,0,6,11,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641926067482144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227627786671975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885092988595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282410510185594,0.1087067159918538,0.0,0.08617935581735152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117355857011512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714821771239308,0.10099653285973086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368961306310325,0.0,0.1477225788993748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664197983945366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936779425481914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513421711180336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997111366995062,0.20720236823771407,0.0,0.12483449596065045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759418894077815,0.0,0.2831016982614897,0.0,0.0,0.15399608295428965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025658028991168,0.0,0.0,0.21807035440626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800988193197964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539576344623191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056683513138396,0.0,0.0,0.15178114371046492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307650421831267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169447820328529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978444934469247,0.21767089443793486,0.0,0.1582549247028379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392159845013992,0.09058578120851278,0.0,0.11223396310613884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377266957120322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210043776067762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625713829430407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004269584899322,0.15456862135568505,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trumanblack143,2020/01/12,"Is there anyone residing in the PH? Filipinos are known to be friendly and hospitable. In my case, it's really hard to connect with others nowadays especially real people who you can talk to. Because these people I've met so far- the majority is all of them are just temporary companion. I'm just curious. If there's somebody else out there who feels the same way.",3.499006211180124,6.16565082608696,4.842691511387166,77.89956521739133,76.97101449275362,8.000828157349899,28.697722567287784,8.841846274778883,2.8102157349896486,293,13,50,7,7,97,55,69,0.024,0.8959999999999999,0.079,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,8,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24541053950207864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213951676827696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319536360068976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774639821092756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711631424414209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440550566258657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866450528935036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994874608292908,0.22484417593471606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210116774442023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785883664677312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tackett_98,2020/01/12,"Feeling Unwanted and Untouchable (sorry for the long post) M21 So the past few months haven't been super fun for me, i've been so busy lately with things going on that I haven't had a proper chance to see any of my 3 friends. I've been trying consistently to try and hang out with two of them, and the other has been overseas for a few months now and won't be back until February. I continually ask the other two if they are free, and always get the same/similar response, of ""It depends what day, i'll get back to you on if i'm free or not"" OR ""Yeah we should do something"" followed by a lot of nothing, and seeing them posting photos or videos of hangouts with other people. If I drop the subject of wanting to hang out, they don't reply, they don't mention it, and I get stuck feeling like I don't matter to them (knowing logically that's stupid and it's probably just something else other than me) When I do get the chance to hang out with them, it's because of my planning, and I hate planning these things because i'm more focused on just spending time with them, not on how it's spent, so I get caught up on how it'll be spent, and if it's fun or if they'll like it, and generally overthink everything. I'm happy to just sit and talk with them, or sit in silence and just enjoy them BEING there. But I know that makes everyone uncomfortable. Further, i've recently had someone tell me they feel i'm touch deprived. And that struck a chord. I don't hug my friends much, I don't have any sort of mutual touch, no sensual touch period, from anyone. And I constantly feel like i'm in a bubble where no-one wants to touch me or acknowledge my existence. It's all impacting my self-esteem in a big and noticeable way, especially recently, having had more time off to catch up, and doing nothing but sit at home, alone, playing video games to escape the quiet and loneliness. I don't even get to text my friends all that much because they're at work, or just don't want to talk. It's very lonely. Does anyone else feel the same, or have any advice on how best to combat some of these problems/feelings? Hell even if it's just a chat about sweet nothings, or sharing memes i'd really appreciate it PS i'm new to Reddit, and posting late so I promise to get back to anyone who does reply, even if it's a few hours delayed! <3",4.915465698729585,5.0580929705263165,5.827404718693284,82.45631578947369,68.76842105263158,8.741197822141563,29.43194192377496,8.53829466247534,2.0065891107078047,1831,62,379,26,29,605,215,475,0.109,0.78,0.111,0.7826,1,3,2,0,0,0,59.0,1,1,12,5,24,24,3,0,17,1,31,1,0,5,2,83,65,46,0,12,26,0,9,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,28,29,0,1,9,6,5,7,13,5,0,2,11,13,38,21,56,47,13,58,1,2,2,1,26,20,1,20,26,246,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370807332117122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872016550890174,0.0,0.0,0.07127778106344003,0.0,0.0,0.17475962298761036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969092631197536,0.08777100808786148,0.0,0.0,0.0800825579581535,0.0,0.0,0.19760674497897385,0.0,0.15665657666199562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989715411728641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257036511612206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055245007856860116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499270705228447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431194888985554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973715036935158,0.0,0.0,0.08185386679298698,0.07698762770636647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598801779004887,0.12239413134369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854712167548252,0.0,0.3132846086049676,0.0,0.04868378076814669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118896436461138,0.0,0.08457365031452553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592613298397779,0.0,0.08435997427311642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941553679875453,0.0,0.19326129990673432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255506162178538,0.0,0.0,0.07580831776738206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282690685179664,0.0,0.0,0.05718015833402276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674944093866626,0.0,0.12594309101658072,0.0,0.0,0.08273304988532984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658546437328585,0.0975269392385441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177422653532121,0.059387357280984016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461220160542609,0.0,0.09235829908696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487737450278996,0.0,0.16916210129295808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652330484417124,0.0,0.08936431722284323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258127190558382,0.13189383481380434,0.0,0.09589177713044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770400203276642,0.07487250532869229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382026819358118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990059111556436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631797001561454,0.0,0.1673589702128052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068025494384574,0.15157728778987925,0.06799463697564988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236307419080171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pandoras_box88,2020/01/12,Isolating myself from everyone but feeling lonely I hate that I do this. I hate feeling lonely and yet cutting myself off from everyone. I wish I could either interact with people like a normal person or not need them at all and be content. Does anyone else do this?,4.884599999999999,6.88037886,6.041,74.01550000000002,70.4,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.6800000000000006,213,8,33,4,4,71,37,50,0.28800000000000003,0.55,0.162,-0.8765,0,4,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,10,4,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199273815388652,0.2520323589185953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639250555806784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525600578611184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054821015512248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700828572868595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874658006615985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857024444743532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017186790347872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238872322653407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100509471857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705293817576398,0.2147775043779873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828612470322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alex020224,2020/01/12,"I'm lonely and I'm okay with it ,sometimes I'm okay with being lonely, yes you will miss out a lot thing, but you can experience a lot by yourself. what I'm trying to say is , don't feel bad for being lonely all the time, enjoy little things if you feel like being lonely is harming you, try to talk to someone if you have a hard time finding ppl to talk with u can talk to me, I cant give u good advice, but I will listen I feel lonely too , I also want to talk with a friend I like to play my switch and watch anime and TV drama if we have something in common , let's try chatting",5.805223097112857,3.5891914251968515,6.973661417322834,82.76500656167981,67.81889763779527,8.781627296587926,27.465879265091864,5.46131890053228,1.0071375328083998,449,8,102,1,6,154,74,127,0.17,0.632,0.198,0.6144,0,10,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,5,0,0,2,16,0,0,5,3,14,0,0,0,1,22,25,9,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,13,8,15,19,3,6,0,6,1,0,15,3,0,5,5,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613173788764634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201696429806686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783756488176035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148303300620673,0.0,0.0,0.25041305729260377,0.11793546115003654,0.0,0.0,0.1508830413805309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754286009055069,0.0,0.0,0.15836283467019188,0.0,0.13846394419959573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478821091221309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880874253679773,0.0,0.1613026121298188,0.1654567214023613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069564281897896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128077555735262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987444788515235,0.12708910191071676,0.1632714922398273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307504470565028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934786693221806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252266678196508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362419410937076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737034033204513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperPresentation9,2020/01/12,"24 year old guy struggling with life, relationships and loneliness Hey, so I’ve finally somewhat built up the courage to finally seek some advice in some way with things and sorry in advance for the massive vent and if it all sounds like a big sob story… The last 6+ years of my life since finishing high school have been rough and I never expected it would be this bad, particularly the last 2-3 years and by no means am I saying I have it worse than everyone else as a disclaimer. I’m male and 24 now, I have little to no friends (probably only about 2-3 actual friends currently - I have had some fall outs with previous friends over the years) and these friends of mine already are a lot more popular and have heaps of their own friends anyway when they’re all I have, so they have much less time for me than I do for them and half the time I feel like these friends just use me anyway, therefore I don’t really end up socialising much unfortunately even though I would like to. I have been single for about 7 years now since high school (this was my only relationship ever) and even over these past years I haven’t really had many hook-ups or been on many dates either and I’m pretty lonely these days. I’ve mostly tried dating apps over these years so many times over and over to the point at which it's embarrassing, since I don’t really have the opportunity to meet people in person much and this has had very little success (tinder, bumble, hinge – you name it). I’ve probably been on only about 2 dates in this whole time and after each date I've been ghosted or cut off. So quick description of me, I try to take relatively good care of myself, I work out and am reasonably athletically built, decent face I guess and average height and Im usually pretty ok with talking to people too if that and can be confident where necessary if that helps to describe me a bit. What makes this even worse is that I graduated college (business degree and want to get into marketing) almost 2 years ago now and have since really struggled to land a graduate role or job or even experience in my field (I currently still work my part time hospitality job which I’ve had for years so I at least have some income – I hate it but need the money). The worst part about this is I’ve almost graduated too long ago to be eligible for any graduate positions let alone jobs and I’m not even a very favourable candidate for internships either since I’m no longer studying (I tried to land interns while studying but still wasn’t successful after a countless amount of applications) – so now I’m slowly falling into more and more debt etc. It's hard considering all my friends a lot of people I know are quite successful at this point, doing what they want, are in relationships and have plenty of friends and I feel like I keep getting left more and more behind and that Im getting nowhere. Over these years I’ve tried various hobbies, through my last few jobs and tried making friends when I was at college but never really had any luck and also of course dating apps with my relationship issues which has also been pretty much successful too as I find people just don’t like me, and in terms of work its practically been a second job for me constantly looking for work, applying, reaching out, seeking advice etc. If anyone is or has been in a similar position or has some ideas, I would love your advice, as I’m kinda at the point where I really don’t know what to do anymore… Thanks :)",7.845874498167219,6.880352678041548,7.827823354861232,74.24883574794904,63.02077151335311,11.371548263222206,33.32501309128993,10.59048541779884,3.2649985686856335,2771,91,534,58,34,896,289,674,0.066,0.7909999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.995,9,4,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,4,11,37,37,2,3,21,1,56,4,1,5,6,99,84,57,1,11,18,0,4,5,9,3,2,2,0,3,32,40,0,1,8,0,2,3,12,9,0,2,16,7,49,28,80,61,39,100,0,2,1,1,30,43,1,24,58,358,81,22,0.0,0.0,0.048900332035891315,0.0,0.0,0.14690133843824127,0.08883934731060443,0.0,0.1003562647094867,0.05189906039972394,0.05529785778409503,0.08014622638928866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815331611734463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03503822077147292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183992844669431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470736592279106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109069412716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415133011563279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231693700186717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186064665297813,0.0,0.04438276853239219,0.0,0.11177225022435637,0.1654865904980781,0.04532754969360494,0.0,0.047882448733867065,0.0,0.04901739632538245,0.0,0.0,0.05067445103821104,0.07159748157301324,0.0,0.10978656140760452,0.04579981995906838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484351838475768,0.0,0.07854154237667188,0.0,0.0,0.04203006286949264,0.0,0.0,0.05520204077851455,0.049616981711518286,0.0,0.0,0.044888901436439664,0.049473453534735465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358781443583897,0.10588836659981107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656832251872328,0.10825524168247104,0.05230203545048128,0.24863323389160824,0.04454025302948717,0.0,0.0,0.05507851684128736,0.1225395166871636,0.0,0.0,0.05444488484271967,0.05124108014368062,0.0707886400893947,0.12240657609494605,0.10044718056993902,0.0,0.044345954947706566,0.042079952000891145,0.0,0.0,0.08520380943264204,0.04522641685234223,0.0,0.06689790250099277,0.15241164965793288,0.0,0.05458470404597487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473470670417455,0.03715608239762165,0.07729615927958575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525822311766963,0.0,0.0,0.11433320789289618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108528938598573,0.04783586119067283,0.13896042798506847,0.04375429855886541,0.0,0.0,0.14211102360223926,0.0,0.0,0.15294028166237406,0.10805455366850687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329837168398013,0.0,0.0,0.1926112845413574,0.05152163704630107,0.0,0.21519842973290448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039849646650809416,0.0,0.10142840634469172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725839886716751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609427241916624,0.0,0.0,0.08003614960591658,0.0,0.0,0.1047721336583681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767663820694788,0.04027668500046467,0.0,0.046134744660621285,0.0,0.0,0.033290993878380165,0.0,0.0492330224319499,0.0,0.1460983188696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010770090391555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327912847646175,0.0551893117874972,0.08269233492425086,0.05911259497101195,0.039775148648730684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055946254847155534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459233055112432,0.0,0.10213316077786233,0.10679055666053852,0.0,0.0,0.3226932938266044 lonely,aloneabandoned,2020/01/12,"Loneliness + Customer Service = A recipe for the most self hating thoughts..... &#x200B; &#x200B; To be forced to serve people who don't care about you. &#x200B; &#x200B; To be forced to be around people who are loved. &#x200B; &#x200B; Couples galore, friends, people with their kids, . &#x200B; &#x200B; ....sometimes they laugh at you...... &#x200B; &#x200B; Forced to ""smile"". &#x200B; &#x200B; Constantly telling myself to ""get over it in my head"" &#x200B; &#x200B; Constantly remembering the day that my former therapist told me that I was ""always negative"" which is a very brilliant, guilt trip, thing for a therapist to say. Haven't seen her since. Therapy is forever out of the question for me. &#x200B; &#x200B; Everyday I want to die.... &#x200B; &#x200B; I just want to be free but it's not up to me right now.",6.214738095238098,9.714403378571431,4.3171428571428585,80.73452380952381,72.35714285714286,6.590476190476192,35.76190476190476,7.793537801064563,3.2064619047619054,683,37,98,10,15,193,87,140,0.11199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.096,-0.3062,0,0,0,0,0,1,112.0,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,1,6,0,10,2,1,0,0,12,19,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,14,6,22,11,1,14,0,0,1,1,15,7,0,2,6,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022453778588258262,0.5262905224668998,0.5902176619805414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02402247478452333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02751312464683187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322648408531026,0.0,0.0,0.029858518045917586,0.0,0.017403167663433125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02800629043630461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020848634001243413,0.0,0.014098609556209746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026642215711975545,0.02769451464605829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024355121132060068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612424593333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030229506216625963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030568876461921645,0.02304514197256974,0.0,0.021459647674918383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028151361654014925,0.0,0.0,0.022322367153369858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02668897014014197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02358618116215397,0.0,0.030859832394532587,0.06266360006642323,0.017927712274040754,0.0,0.0,0.021423168165204544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02578543515442332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022265547150776648,0.031833041641344186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902176619805414,0.0 lonely,AscendToOblivion,2020/01/12,"Anyone want to chat? Normally I avoid all private messaging on reddit. Just feeling pretty down I guess. I have had a really bad month, and everything I thought this year would bring.. has been thrown away.. I'll still be alone.. I will still be a second choice to people.. I dunno.. Just feeling bleh.. sooo.. anyone wanna talk shit?",1.1092846497764557,3.5398808524590173,2.048137108792848,90.2555439642325,101.13114754098362,4.84113263785395,17.02086438152012,6.574015621080383,0.34351147540983673,256,7,46,4,11,80,48,61,0.159,0.721,0.12,-0.6655,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,14,14,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,6,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883728128075486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33599126961206305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257325235065792,0.0,0.200607370604962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593052561184625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296572095186206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646738812355838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177353257093852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354041473687637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665662867453304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244431168207819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539169431974283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24662381389725074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837444785844712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931121819417428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907398939045366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171178927658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067407117585093,0.0,0.0,0.15471979898073673 lonely,henker220,2020/01/12,"I can’t make anyone happy... I’m a 21 year old autistic male and I deal with really bad depression made worse by isolation and social rejection. Apart from going to my part time job, I hardly ever leave my house. I don’t know where to go to meet people my age. I was counting on being able to go back to college for my social interaction, but I missed the deadline to re-enroll.... I tried going to game stores to play DnD, but either no one shows up or the people who are there just don’t let me in their group. Honestly, I have no idea where to go to meet other people my age. I have no local regular friends and I sure as Hell don’t have any romantic partners (have never had a gf actually or even been on a date). To break up the isolation, I go on Interpals and spend time talking to people from Europe or other parts of the US. My hobbies include reading books, writing poetry, working with electronics, cooking, and gaming among other things, but I can’t find any groups or places to go that are conducive to meeting people my age who are into those things (the college and comic stores are basically it). On top of that, because of my autism and bad anxiety, I still don’t drive so I’m confined to local activities... To deal with my romantic frustration, I would talk to European girls on Interpals since they are a lot more willing to talk to me (because approaching women in public is frowned upon apparently...) and I actually have things in common with them. I met quite a few girls who I ended up falling hard for, but things fizzled out and I still feel a lot of grief over those interactions and I miss every single one of those girls. For most of my life, I have felt as if I don’t belong anywhere and that I don’t have a tribe. When it comes to women, I feel like maybe my “person” doesn’t exist. So, I fantasize about being with that person for hours on end as a coping mechanism since the real thing is so inaccessible. I would like to believe the problem is not me, but just lack of opportunities. My mother used to emotionally abuse me and asked me why I couldn’t just be normal and why I had to read about history and politics for fun and listen to metal music instead of EDM/pop like she likes. She would also be dismissive of my autism and told me “I’m going to treat you like you don’t have it” and calls me lazy and all kinds of other things. I can’t even please my parents... I just want to have friends and find a partner and have a normal social life like everyone else, but maybe this is too much to ask 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lonely,wolf-soul_89,2020/01/12,Sleepless I fall asleep listening to YouTube videos just to not feel that I'm not 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lonely,gghhtjjjjjjjjjjkkkkp,2020/01/12,"isolation tw depression and anxiety i’ll just start of by giving the back story.. in november-december 2018 i was in a really bad state, i didn’t and couldn’t physically speak to anyone except my sister. in january 2019 i decided to take a step and cut out everything that was pressuring me and the biggest thing was social media. i deactivated all my social media and it worked for a moment, i felt happy like i didn’t need to please anyone, i didn’t feel judged and i didn’t care if i was. slowly i began to feel like myself again (this was around april). in march i began to catch feelings for someone and didn’t feel the need to meet new people because i was so invested in them. i also wanted to focus on my studies so my social life was not my priority. now i graduated and i’m slowly getting over that person i realise how deprived i am from interaction. all my friends have all these guys that chase them from social media and i have no one. i don’t know why i feel the need to be validated so badly but i do and ive never been like this. i never cared how many people liked me or if people would like me but all of the sudden i care. it’s driving me insane thinking about whether or not i’m good enough for everyone else. and no matter how much i want to put myself back out there i can’t. i get too anxious about every little thing. i cant have social media because i’m scared of judgement and it’s so bad to the point where i cant post anything without having to check my phone or my heart beating like crazy. i don’t know if i’m insecure. i definitely don’t think i’m ugly but sometimes i wonder if everyone else sees what i 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lonely,CrowTPD,2020/01/12,Looking for some cool people to chat with I’m a male 19 and recently I’ve just felt so alone. I have like 2 really close friends but one just moved away. Everyone else treated me like I’m replaceable and I’m just looking for some people that can help me feel good or people who just want someone to talk to.,1.9338020833333327,3.934193109375002,3.135625000000001,91.58020833333336,78.84375,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0311229166666669,245,8,53,4,6,79,45,64,0.026000000000000002,0.71,0.264,0.9372,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,10,5,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,6,7,9,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358701186331313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139693731775665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024767724215025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761547851379065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515226562863955,0.0,0.2186662640508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759514794832222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910176376764988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526494259162171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252467310675167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824887461962397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420517441151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432262357200505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736590467395505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589617546361666,0.0,0.22486592913420786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929634950150753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830489106361431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432704446995145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lseanne,2020/01/12,"Does anyone else feel like you’re just existing and not living? My ex left me a year ago and to be honest I’m not over it. I’m trying to get some sort of life back, I live far away from my family and I’ve never had many friends. I have one or two friends I can hang out with but we don’t that often. I’m basically working monday to friday, come home, eat and watch something on tv, go to bed. On the weekend I try to get out and go for a big walk. And I’m just thinking, is this it? Is the rest of my life going to look like this? I felt so much more hopeful when I was in a relationship, we had so much fun and explored and went on adventures. Now I live alone I cant afford to do the things we used to do. Just feeling hopeless.",-0.08601851851851805,1.6024063703703746,2.343935185185188,96.29145833333335,84.06172839506173,5.284567901234569,18.766975308641968,6.322622252153567,-0.2697543209876545,560,14,139,5,16,192,104,162,0.061,0.8009999999999999,0.138,0.9279,1,1,1,0,0,1,17.0,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,1,33,30,13,0,1,7,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,6,15,1,0,5,2,0,8,5,1,0,2,5,5,15,8,21,24,5,27,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,5,10,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338048643730292,0.0,0.0,0.1563349337449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554522337512864,0.15466241136310813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418190993119661,0.1160684541356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002694657868358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209420035632924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445583757087664,0.1260963372093673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229881965301178,0.0,0.15264605726197572,0.10783612893770046,0.14493220294599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324160810818945,0.0,0.15772651411040786,0.0,0.25735893065067106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141153344286382,0.14992382115606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640036909932524,0.0,0.2132357941171414,0.14748956005259692,0.0,0.39986527520648063,0.0,0.12675694814859867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303594431004305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192592492100624,0.0,0.11641915910076113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228517826370842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205992938594582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620590318280495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028207220311908,0.09672034975587122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049653766021247,0.0,0.1474526866003876,0.0,0.0,0.1303692134461376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399288128920699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989076740135698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720452417011592 lonely,AntisocialAddie,2020/01/12,Been super lonely lately and have barely anyone to talk to (online or irl). 17 and female wanting to make some online friends Going through a tough time atm and have been lonely pretty much my entire life. Just want someone to talk to and care about me. PM or comment or whatever is fine :),3.5950909090909065,5.884098327272731,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,74.81818181818181,5.127272727272729,21.909090909090907,5.6839178017228535,0.41219999999999946,228,6,39,1,5,72,41,55,0.092,0.634,0.275,0.9186,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,7,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,25,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824302322444768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364785566788843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300953849969623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925825745180292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359545041383337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103594317518081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879750109233996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893234037307666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029905241088576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523423491877311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787536847067445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366153268943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513245026821702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotBlue_,2020/01/12,"Wanting to give up on love. No girl is ever going to love me. So why do I keep trying? Since most people go for looks, I’m out of luck. I don’t know if I’m ugly or not but it seems like I am, at this point. I’m not meant for love and no one has proved me otherwise.",-2.0523809523809504,-0.515416873015873,1.218412698412699,102.35714285714286,90.74603174603176,4.234920634920635,12.174603174603176,5.288315135182226,-1.5579777777777781,199,2,56,1,7,71,48,63,0.09300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.23,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,16,20,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,5,5,9,19,1,8,0,0,1,3,5,5,0,5,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705627622080015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301901380863142,0.27274798514474075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132862140102993,0.0,0.0,0.13187496176327795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723164288254267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150477461507427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649715969325651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260214602460132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663570678559263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683842241296825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184492817583181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984962195295532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629161265688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415337893718805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652529799661904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yousouf1,2020/01/12,"If anyone wants to talk just let me know or PM me. Hey everyone 21m from the UK just going through the posts and find a lot of it relatable to an extent. If you feel like talking just comment or PM. It doesn’t have to be about this sub it can be about anything e.g how your days going or games, movies, tv series, sports, general news or whatever. Peace.",1.5274363992172226,3.5121831917808244,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,80.09589041095892,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.6178352250489239,275,8,61,4,7,89,57,73,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,11,8,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,7,2,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057710721073797,0.0,0.2421716658196018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978962480637712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812021442343426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879945226949468,0.21023742386288927,0.0,0.0,0.2689713646354849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344981508585352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173146368413086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009265814572948,0.0,0.14377289623426145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25019077493886394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818438980318162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473070633781981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357705063805234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Edd_M,2020/01/12,"If anyone wants to talk about anything I'll be happy to listen So last night I discovered this sub when I was feeling particularly lonely and I browsed through 50 or so posts and thought you guys shouldn't feel like this. So if any of you want to talk about anything I'll be happy to talk, also I know talking to a stranger won't cure the feeling of loneliness but if it helps a little bit it'll be worth the effort. Also a disclaimer I'm a 17yr old so I won't know the full extent of everything you guys have experienced because I'm still quite young but I'll still be happy to listen :)",3.492859744990892,4.668412803278688,4.5917486338797815,86.28594717668491,72.60655737704917,7.0615664845173045,26.67030965391621,7.3871296695380915,1.2587839708561015,470,16,98,5,9,154,68,122,0.044000000000000004,0.765,0.191,0.9501,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,11,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,22,15,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,8,4,12,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,4,8,58,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079102658615705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812797495650406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089691437651252,0.0,0.2374908540872735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796306817707998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753666406972494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968624916408594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188850761355692,0.1030869263448415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575653929573663,0.0,0.4608255289554533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672028894761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860543929916734,0.11762259280195585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049699188738033,0.14462507447836345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541443171562892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141707426766945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819814105074504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347928992400206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304740467983084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639268945037608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455694527831957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022206898757813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thebirdbitch,2020/01/12,"Any other lonely girls? Most of the people I've come across on reddit are men. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but I'm curious about how many other women deal with issues with loneliness. I'm a 21 year old woman with no real life friends and the only human interaction I get is brief interactions at work. I've never had anyone pay attention to me in person. I'm not sure if I'm grotesquely ugly or if something about me sounds alarm bells, but I've always had my existence absolutely ignored.",6.1357575757575775,6.519355858585862,7.055101010101013,73.8693181818182,66.17171717171718,9.42828282828283,28.62121212121212,9.2995712137729,2.445921212121212,406,12,72,7,6,136,75,99,0.215,0.708,0.078,-0.9342,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,20,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,12,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,3,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077226332970912,0.0,0.0,0.16976552178152832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455590337890195,0.0,0.2054345806093417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504498638439376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737054847873914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928732457373664,0.0,0.13042794963582982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056200473647306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632994409677047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530984032649061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925397553541414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195790375861144,0.0,0.0,0.18986443899001787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730707389443222,0.2179782803889181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841479210920765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218706218414894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352851866379805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174277871929587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729449825702205,0.0,0.16076164307999613 lonely,Qadwii101,2020/01/12,"Love ruined my life When I was young I never spoke to girls, not cause I was shy I just didn’t think having girl”friends” necessary. But that changed when I was in my senior year of high school, I met this girl and we started talking and we got very very close. She started hinting that she liked me but I shrugged it off, I didn’t think anyone would like me in that way but strangely enough she did. I slowly started realizing that i liked her back. So I asked her to go out one day and at the end of the day I told her that I liked her, she said she liked me too. I thought wow this is a nice feeling, I always want to feel this way and I want this person to always be with me. So we finished our last year of high school and graduated. Problem is tho we went to school abroad and we couldn’t go to college in that country unless you have very high grades, because there was political problems between our home and country and the one we were in. My grades were high enough for me to go to university there , but I couldn’t leave her. I decided that I’m going back and starting uni there just to stay with her, even though my parents begged me to stay with them. So I later on know that her university is in another state and we’re gonna be 3 hours apart. But I didn’t care I just wanted to give this a full chance. So I start uni and it was so bad, I was extremely lonely and didn’t have anyone to talk to. But seeing her twice a month made my suffering feel like nothing. First year of uni passes and things are so different, I don’t feel like she loves me anymore and that she gives her friends in that state more attention than me. I shrugged it off and told myself nah everything is good she loves me. Second year of uni starts and she decided to leave me. I asked why and didn’t really get a definitive answer, she just didn’t like me anymore and didn’t want to pity-date me anymore. I always enjoyed being alone and I never beg people to stay with me. But I did beg her to stay, because she was my only source of happiness here even though I saw her twice a month. Nevertheless after i begged her and tried to understand why she’s leaving ... she left and all my questions were left unanswered. Now I’m stuck here completely alone and people in my university hate me for some reason and think I’m a foreigner even though we’re all the same nationality. I spend weekends at home trying to find something to do. I write a lot but I have no one to show my writing to. I just keep doing things to distract myself from the mess my life turned out to be. But it’s getting very hard to stay distracted nowadays. I just sit and wonder how it all went south and why this happened to me.",2.242953988868273,4.109794252727273,3.247914656771801,91.76868831168836,77.38181818181819,6.235250463821893,22.49721706864564,7.127189543769624,0.5732619666048242,2109,62,460,24,49,674,225,550,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.136,0.9763,2,4,1,0,0,0,43.0,8,1,1,1,31,28,1,2,12,0,38,5,0,4,5,97,93,48,0,9,17,1,5,8,2,2,2,2,2,3,23,38,0,1,19,2,1,7,14,10,0,7,31,9,98,18,57,54,10,73,0,3,2,3,58,25,0,4,39,314,121,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421707782015055,0.0,0.0,0.14969400067761296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288145023516913,0.0,0.0,0.17841578377867393,0.08386173781814399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212356601077997,0.0,0.0,0.09222304864605256,0.05007059480290902,0.07311160907873128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114115245439965,0.06160343307763121,0.06343796405157337,0.0,0.06287508061292292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734851936724448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265357081147327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311365726277401,0.12392550258904445,0.0,0.1188244673319779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538951775345312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128605372864038,0.08568199377583613,0.0,0.0,0.054809468188702914,0.05100856645511787,0.0,0.0,0.04633096117938703,0.0,0.06266138414565979,0.11505312551644642,0.136324294472811,0.05029813208596507,0.04796171504424688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302931336459011,0.06383682118853434,0.053719355611117695,0.05920577155370356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343702511900057,0.12030515369794308,0.0,0.059056187672114936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330212179257905,0.0,0.0,0.032956725805815636,0.04888174777198215,0.0,0.19049167384659485,0.13031034560797594,0.0,0.08471403862654267,0.23437784146959195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509824655078152,0.16236979913716834,0.056742967202598985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573142616171083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250170386978844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754070610982109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190716729660975,0.04560820200107412,0.0,0.0,0.06658712744838953,0.0,0.0,0.0831482215862741,0.05236155594332875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476214096710258,0.0,0.0,0.06717764237748174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841689800778522,0.061656869595619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057043095089913225,0.0,0.0,0.1820717968743723,0.04778655981088938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616612990149512,0.0,0.0,0.25467303710237504,0.319588394003011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639966651625592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967986212950594,0.11527480382618745,0.17675412998758072,0.04760772204751523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460357499315675,0.0,0.0814283779253197,0.06522772883398095,0.0,0.06242857804508086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197918808612386,0.14148221091309562,0.09519927137320032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118147316105001,0.16233479306496038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503250371817329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259939320991982,0.0,0.0,0.15446914715825275 lonely,OneWheelGod,2020/01/12,I just want a hug At my age (14) I don’t think that I should have a gf seeing that we probably wouldn’t do anything but at the same time I just want to be held and loved,3.8774999999999977,1.82934775,5.190000000000001,93.47500000000004,71.5,9.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5765000000000002,130,2,37,1,2,44,30,40,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,12,12,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,8,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531015727219964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872672572250765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626277465944698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192633202467737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749412596563793,0.0,0.0,0.2502037489220681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061725892772129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoctorMitchell,2020/01/12,Late night rant. I wish I had someone here with me. I wish I wasn’t alone. I wish I had someone who would wish me good morning and goodnight everyday. I wish I had someone to wish goodnight and good morning it everyday. I wish.,0.5265942028985506,2.9646296304347857,2.021739130434785,94.22289855072464,89.65217391304346,4.8057971014492775,27.231884057971016,6.42735559955562,1.1555623188405797,177,9,37,2,6,57,22,46,0.081,0.462,0.457,0.9601,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,11,2,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117418423857319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901808510115572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788770792694545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639123799855499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28817727626504713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9125993959434958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053568310839047,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,McLaRenalonso,2020/01/12,"I feel really stuck I don’t really know where this post is going as I write It but I feel really lost. Disillusioned with reality. I don’t know if I want to wake up or do any of the things I do anymore because I don’t know if people or care or if they’re just trying to use me if they act like it. I get really excited when someone texts me but usually it’s just to ask me to do something for them or to get the attention of someone else in a group chat. I’m growing apart from all of my friends and I don’t know what to do with my future, nor do I even want to face it. I anticipate dying alone and I’m only 17. I want more out of life than this and usually this kind of feeling only lasts a few days but it’s been months and I’m tired of having nothing left to wake up for. Thanks for reading everyone. I hope you all have a very nice day",0.2620380273321459,1.94642255080214,3.0381372549019616,91.78439542483662,82.85026737967915,6.722400475341653,20.01455733808675,7.793537801064563,0.58929494949495,655,18,158,12,18,231,101,187,0.081,0.7390000000000001,0.18,0.9527,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,13,5,3,1,2,36,36,18,1,8,13,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,3,22,8,26,33,4,19,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,9,9,101,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177902105818255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309138129442296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357602653321329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797571562243046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344820651938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957070788454287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656827142666567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207247746632226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435585649549244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041599835668182,0.0,0.0,0.13080635092562093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207650408471458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576256398832412,0.0,0.14304103523003964,0.0,0.07779898447130902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596482940588886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425521470720854,0.3009294634218805,0.1115854030435157,0.0,0.0,0.14873376155895374,0.0,0.0966909999585251,0.06687860780584651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943399282060132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926603751991726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313517452899478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082253534026436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949038060313992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110487451145186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369292318247694,0.0,0.3507865608960423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319766113803957,0.10538629338802677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603193361063034,0.0,0.0,0.09094508620729858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573374311354851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294080903531562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823089706026163,0.3015348076763174,0.11295039066485693,0.242227675683802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shakinspeare505,2020/01/12,You're a beautiful and loveable person Remember that :),6.619999999999997,10.310975444444443,7.58666666666667,56.70000000000002,72.33333333333334,12.488888888888884,42.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,7.436466666666668,45,3,5,2,1,15,9,9,0.0,0.465,0.535,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104892323120198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7920245559520745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,remodsouzaa,2020/01/12,"Loneliness ""The fear of loneliness often imprisons us to persistent states of melancholy, resentment or stagnancy. So, we stand, depriving ourselves of the freedom and awakening that we deserve, because we were conditioned to believe that something/someone is better than nothing.""",11.587142857142858,14.564995809523811,9.81761904761905,49.610714285714295,55.19047619047619,14.171428571428573,56.85714285714285,13.023866798666859,9.457942857142855,232,18,22,9,3,71,34,42,0.308,0.569,0.122,-0.8678,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341996291112997,0.0,0.0,0.43285236226663937,0.0,0.3397862429459363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323223536644959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686421951187141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32552428993881977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621351820288934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kayinator_55,2020/01/12,"I want to get girlfriend. Hey. I’ve been using tinder for a week now, i got approached by lots of girls, girls told me - i’m hot, perfect, loyal, kind. But problem is they only want to be friends with me, why? Why they don’t want to be my girlfriend, i just don’t understand. I am 18, i never had a girlfriend before and i’m still a virgin, is there any hope for me?",-0.8034615384615371,1.286964294871801,1.5212307692307725,98.04876923076924,91.94871794871796,3.6328205128205133,18.056410256410253,4.935628992294339,-0.6755835897435896,277,8,64,1,10,93,52,78,0.034,0.7070000000000001,0.258,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,2,14,20,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,11,5,8,14,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603279161798414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061818892530567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215103544823008,0.0,0.12317719851049988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856237459345768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341673038822955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551240264386284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043851121491188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183608446379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793094942982489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255947456656029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828180074584755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252830431279709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454391155073068,0.0,0.20362479415568308,0.0,0.0,0.4171799574081199,0.0,0.18911602715256856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254815051439417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hells_Deacon,2020/01/12,"Don't know how to title this. Maybe I'm just whining like a little bitch. I've always had a strong sexual nature. Even as a small child, even though I didn't understand it. I liked girls because they were pretty and fun. And their bodies were different and fun to touch and explore. I was fascinated. For various reasons I became withdrawn and painfully shy. I reached a point where I couldn't believe any woman could or would want me. I've had a couple gfs and a wife but only after they knew me for years and all eventually left. My ex left over 6 yrs ago and the son I had with her moved out not long after. I only have a couple of ""friends"" at work but haven't been able to meet anybody. I've tried but gotten nothing but turned down and it's ok. Never took it personally, everybody has a right to their choices. What's killing me is having no one to share my sexual side with, even in just conversation. I remember how unbearably painful it was during my teens. Don't remember how many nights I cried myself to sleep. I'm in my late 40's now and while it's a little easier to deal with it still hurts so much. I've realized nobody else wants me and I've accepted it. That sexual part of me that's still so fascinated with women, the little boy that wants to just play and explore, gets so miserably lonely. I avoid porn but when I happen to come across personal nudes or video someone puts online I get so jealous. I want to at least be able to talk to her but never can and my heart breaks each time. People keep telling me that I'll meet someone but I've given up hope and stopped trying and reached a point that I hate hearing it. I'm not asking for any attention or expecting any replies. A lot of people will think a whole possible range of things. It's ok. Think what you want. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I've realized I've been drinking too much and need to stop but I just want so much to drink myself to sleep tonight.",2.306961936747829,4.2654656624685146,3.5722942905121755,89.09268716764623,77.51385390428212,6.829247131262246,22.36279037223622,7.793537801064563,0.94829028827316,1536,45,323,24,36,500,208,397,0.139,0.748,0.11199999999999999,-0.9646,1,3,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,2,23,23,4,2,14,2,23,11,6,4,3,79,53,39,1,13,18,3,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,7,19,23,2,4,14,4,0,6,10,11,0,1,14,3,38,12,40,34,10,46,0,4,0,2,27,21,1,5,20,201,57,1,0.16722045639960129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741154225466277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957040773796673,0.0,0.0,0.1705734668782718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816427681565097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096801906851748,0.0,0.0,0.09420009560892373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287211495326768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720228082385728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675596379135218,0.18502625442224574,0.09184190964362544,0.0,0.08619847396119422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735489293885187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381238577897272,0.0,0.0,0.06984561703078193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567130153737766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459705490302743,0.0,0.1310486800484644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739362486700647,0.0,0.0,0.08254779046829366,0.0,0.0,0.09423480378746914,0.09907852298431692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304382211254419,0.0,0.0,0.08950647855575754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431661248191349,0.0925023296171701,0.0,0.045949994822241234,0.0,0.09431597921457573,0.0,0.1816855151586188,0.0,0.0,0.08169546836533274,0.2513982415538232,0.0,0.07399242089638054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108242608541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847676482503672,0.08399771220518888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886444063955876,0.1843894141290312,0.06199592478879747,0.1289707247895124,0.0,0.0,0.07846253525332346,0.0,0.08022626893803317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665645447789834,0.12717869233425338,0.17793435552797265,0.0,0.0,0.09054172938312556,0.0,0.11592960944845003,0.1460104525344492,0.0,0.0,0.1580773817257511,0.09425796962764152,0.0,0.08506166049882016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405137264078562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596523985323755,0.0,0.0,0.1894281794209488,0.07140267804410429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734122101335314,0.0,0.14168535005649052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354247248819098,0.1398037891864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720273432784525,0.07307902471660943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554692043530629,0.10714811639477216,0.08214662469398869,0.0,0.048753796438947936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289403994924468,0.11353171325628722,0.09094391899995972,0.0,0.08704119622906073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520835200990657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334783389169048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086924192246666,0.0,0.0,0.059394307218498574,0.0,0.0,0.0538422456916611 lonely,thisb0at,2020/01/12,"When I see a friend with his group of friends I feel worthless. Like, I'm not really important to them or not fun to hang around. People always seem to have more fun without me, maybe that's why nobody wants to hang out with me. Even when I do get to hang out with someone I feel like they're not really having fun. Maybe they're only hanging out with me because they feel bad for me or something. I see them with their friends and they actually look happy, then I feel like I should just let them be with their friends and not weigh them down by hanging out with me.",6.386408045977013,5.326521146551727,5.987931034482759,86.5668390804598,65.98275862068965,9.11264367816092,29.67816091954023,7.793537801064563,1.5757229885057469,447,12,99,4,6,138,63,116,0.125,0.6920000000000001,0.182,0.8118,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,8,0,5,13,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,29,17,7,0,2,8,0,4,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,14,1,0,5,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,7,21,11,22,14,1,14,0,1,3,0,14,6,0,3,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15739950172302866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420937948820588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435856963641698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467360272325435,0.0983232157944615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653304712582448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262200075716539,0.23045667493514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984608219031407,0.0,0.08426936396241425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170027098141485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493385927206816,0.0,0.2364000400343946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544618618556384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240826437570272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226712185343909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182082622677793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665790292787425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570605840339988,0.14683583625083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666373054238606,0.12417186298859162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513527420594432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455425851936156,0.0,0.0,0.15548148700903935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shinto7326,2020/01/12,"Sleep with someone Honestly I just want someone to sleep with at night. Not even a sexual thing, just someone to sleep next/with me",2.518666666666668,5.344096599999999,2.764,90.08866666666668,83.0,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5255333333333332,105,4,20,2,3,32,17,25,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269088183314053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458604145868678,0.21694488280441632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940348307102165,0.0,0.5876290811379192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358438400030322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635476787579814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ethyreig,2020/01/12,"I keep feeling alone I can be the most connected to people, be in a room full of them, and still feel alone. Talk to people a couple of times, then it's as if I never existed. I just feel so hollow. I'm tired of trying to work past my social anxiety and be amicable when I'm just going to be forgotten...",2.026000000000004,3.0907149846153885,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,76.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,22.23076923076923,8.841846274778883,1.4186,234,6,51,5,5,85,45,65,0.14400000000000002,0.831,0.024,-0.7479,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,12,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,9,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893522611713605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807249748945044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139799052885265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583541350485297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342621379514505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998331535535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220488979954694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255203336866152,0.32756180518537364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081962329998854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886636794744019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988288733613412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775498465974992,0.2715261648669681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039324688898482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719874573825279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EuphTank2023,2020/01/12,Venting. Yo what's up y'all. I'm here if anyone wants to vent feelings or thoughts at all. I am also a lonely dude but I like helping out people Soo feel free to hmu!,-1.9253153153153164,-0.09872024324324258,0.8474324324324343,99.97042792792796,102.78378378378378,2.466666666666667,16.977477477477482,3.1291,-1.0931225225225225,129,4,30,0,6,44,33,37,0.044000000000000004,0.6829999999999999,0.273,0.8762,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,5,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38574737273999854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372810478294981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877967992674969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233193066825432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356593305110855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344113779587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829441839562587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845115638402535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giraffequeen45,2020/01/12,21f just want someone to talk to Hit me up! Been a long week and I could use someone to take my mind off of shit.,0.6492307692307691,1.37198930769231,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,79.0,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.7221692307692305,86,2,24,0,2,28,23,26,0.14300000000000002,0.809,0.048,-0.5562,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161353602330994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899728768822718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084785858849103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33634302281935097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552583368705815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463630151837832,0.2633644091019805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299702663018433,0.0,0.0,0.1932650818314076,0.0,0.2628327930014824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,caramelguts,2020/01/12,"fear well, someone i've known for three years has is gone now. they got angry at me, and i don't even know what i did, it was so sudden..there's nobody to speak to now. the only people i trust are so far away, and i can't go and make online friends. i'm too scared to start a conversation? how do people even do that? i'm scared, and i'm probably going to delete this, what's even going on with my life anymore? it was so beautiful two summers ago? what happened? i'm running out of reasons.",0.3884415584415599,2.3790369523809574,2.4051082251082256,94.82064935064938,84.23809523809524,4.961038961038962,19.069264069264072,6.1124844417494595,-0.20033333333333347,380,10,87,3,11,127,72,105,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.4856,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,3,2,0,10,1,0,3,0,11,23,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,3,1,2,5,1,7,3,11,18,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733701413788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939631103954563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375413639220006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875368443307302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200822197641547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511048599116017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334583865922493,0.0,0.15642343798611796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295101943039012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748582177588066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814415472244582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055137352594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874763654284962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118151782015304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108686501336444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108912929220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916200128272786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571455930887086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843274783219758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910535408588496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585018410551329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594730525684067 lonely,mississippiblue,2020/01/12,"I hug my pillow when I sleep I started doing this when I was feeling really depressed and alone a few years ago, and I never stopped. It’s not because it’s necessarily a more comfortable sleeping position, but it feels nice to embrace something and pretend there’s a romantic partner there who I love and can be totally vulnerable with. Sometimes it leads to some good dreams where I’m happy with a beautiful stranger, or someone from my past who I miss. Andddddd then I wake up and I get to be miserable again.",6.4898299319727855,7.047104989795918,7.035102040816327,73.71585034013606,65.42857142857143,10.206802721088435,38.78231292517007,10.125756701596842,4.108790476190475,411,22,73,9,6,135,69,98,0.12300000000000001,0.5329999999999999,0.344,0.9821,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,5,5,3,1,2,17,12,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,7,9,4,13,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,2,10,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662731581695585,0.0,0.0,0.2531030334679701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897122331555454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048334971757754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471308185217851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276779866898099,0.0,0.0,0.20497358386038655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601460825405021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205616673991969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848021754542787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328749080737576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655550094775642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891111497185156,0.0,0.20706160754877773,0.1881349606124652,0.2416971660029341,0.0,0.17297277573603634,0.0,0.0,0.20431185947463607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737211987698915 lonely,dlookslikeabird,2020/01/12,"Need a pal I just need to talk to someone, I have no friends to go to and I don’t want to over share on social media.",0.5410714285714278,0.7753452500000009,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,78.64285714285714,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.5274142857142858,89,2,25,0,2,31,21,28,0.079,0.6829999999999999,0.237,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188830785551662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345705204292836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120852222815427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207380072220284,0.3497145549437628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317460036213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434456453540609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ARedditAltMaybe,2020/01/12,"Self-induced Prophecy Does anyone else feel like they are the reason they're lonely? I lost my job because of something that happened years ago in an unhealthy relationship. I have no friends because I'm working 24/7, but realistically I just don't like hanging out with people so I never make the time. I broke up with someone recently because it just wasn't going to work (it felt like I didn't really want to be with this person but did at the same time). My family consists of my parents and we don't really talk because it's kind of always been that way. I have one or two persons that I talk to but usually it's just me sending messages without receiving replies. We don't even live within 100 miles of each other. I'm reflecting and I can only reason it's this way because I made it this way. However I have no interest in making friends since I don't really like going out. I'd like an SO but honestly I've had nothing but unhealthy relationships and I don't feel stable enough for one without a secure job. And thus I ask myself if I'm just making excuses to not get out of the house. tl;dr: I question whether my loneliness is some type of behavioral trait of self-destructive personality.",4.2914345991561165,5.843607278481013,5.6766455696202565,77.8151371308017,71.15189873417722,8.473417721518988,30.888185654008442,8.998388855275968,2.7478590717299576,963,42,176,19,18,324,133,237,0.11800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.126,0.7066,4,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,3,7,14,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,7,1,44,34,14,0,2,15,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,1,7,0,0,5,13,3,0,3,8,3,24,11,25,25,4,24,0,3,0,0,19,9,0,4,12,116,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074489896429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518010697591484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157953992344528,0.10489024415131114,0.0,0.0,0.09570220554016777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120192519899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958474657309354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551706571692234,0.0,0.0,0.10577565753933536,0.0,0.06761447214235396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650540040272554,0.0,0.1035227763089358,0.07313320536592703,0.09829133024896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818173921571252,0.0,0.053484141454819466,0.0,0.11635855078406065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052552336382233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812132746138546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031730162066849,0.0,0.0,0.1066026848369801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006425005501515,0.0,0.09039465584944203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174903477623972,0.0,0.0,0.09686504458233207,0.20499846927572446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895411635151793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822685237319413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873723067659216,0.07785705855635447,0.0,0.0,0.11366985878387853,0.0,0.0,0.07097052364338785,0.26815681489168763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467791771616558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674268310392,0.21050698321300254,0.10107810364901733,0.21981430925097786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135886383470984,0.0,0.0,0.08468158776064537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673783629519756,0.07880948867434681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456238464722686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119385633380016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000006928766315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274618001313992,0.0,0.060380525302685464,0.24376981290506636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973622074211012,0.0,0.1490532744332047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592297496822493 lonely,captainsnarcosplay,2020/01/12,"anyone else feel like this? hi i'm new here but i just want to ask, does anyone else ever feel like no matter how hard you try to make friends, or fit in, or make connections, anything of social interaction... you fail? just me? i have one friend and she lives far from me. other than that all my friends have kind of left me, i don't know why. im pretty tired of the loneliness.",-0.3126223776223789,1.9629980641025675,1.2446853146853163,98.76849650349656,94.0,4.374825174825175,14.783216783216783,6.1124844417494595,-0.7563230769230769,291,6,67,3,11,93,59,78,0.162,0.563,0.275,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,16,11,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,10,6,8,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644500633208004,0.3464785393850639,0.13913588647748648,0.0,0.1580640824119581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796033889982402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824841172011458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293974035131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098072665778238,0.2415771493408004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39188519202358096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145969673523627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826320710748857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606757823711988,0.09292024521050124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837025519267693,0.0,0.0,0.16520487069607034,0.0,0.149298004692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257202938987186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329552837336642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457088653023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720119965658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723526122269078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432903000798854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479211995293075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972593916359876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525656084756888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thundernroses99,2020/01/12,"Daydreaming of a better future. Loneliness sucks, especially when you have friends and family around you, but it always seems like your the odd one out. I hope the future gets better...",5.539895833333333,8.435954031250002,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,71.1875,9.266666666666666,23.166666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.5981541666666668,147,4,23,4,3,46,28,32,0.162,0.565,0.273,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,2,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791443663063031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986463269189595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934056230888011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162585701867222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918928093788496,0.0,0.17527328039237774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33320510620794885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389748521261102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732840868149645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054063480331982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SophieL8,2020/01/12,Anyone in Phoenix or Arizona? I’m curious it’s nice to talk to most of you but is there anyone local?,-2.102727272727272,-1.143909454545451,1.1441818181818206,94.69627272727274,120.8181818181818,3.578181818181818,18.03636363636364,5.6839178017228535,-0.01795636363636266,80,3,17,1,5,28,20,22,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8669986139430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983105491768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,androidmaze,2020/01/12,"Female almost 40, married, no kids, going through life alone I like myself, I don't need too many friends or people, am a person with low expectations and little needs. I'm very self sufficient emotionally and financially. But living with a partner who doesn't engage in life together as a couple has crushed my enthusiasm. We have evolved with different value systems. It's not that I dislike him but wanting some support for our household, daily chores, social engagements or just cooking together has drained me. He's unavailable physically for any of this stuff. I know he's not having an affair. I have considered leaving him but I don't have the energy or the courage to go through with it. I've never posted anything online like this. But today has been hard. I feel like my soul is living under a 1000 pound weight. I'm not looking for advise because I know what would release me from this misery. I don't know what I expect from anyone seeing this post. Guess I just want to vent and be distracted even if it is for sometime.",4.6872884615384605,6.768426764102564,5.380560897435899,78.19391826923076,71.1025641025641,7.746794871794872,29.62339743589743,8.472884824447931,2.4489551282051285,829,34,141,14,16,268,129,195,0.121,0.745,0.134,0.3762,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,7,0,17,4,0,0,1,36,33,12,0,8,13,0,3,3,2,1,2,0,1,4,12,8,2,0,4,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,5,20,8,18,30,1,11,1,1,2,0,15,4,0,7,5,95,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827694961367327,0.15336231148426552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069691064319747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035383393537829,0.0,0.1218541161335651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026589227032464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384352633371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470813854279747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656582243313314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780294996851366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487178847324201,0.10578568461470472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440332399456787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683102619921754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312265592551473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264721232445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441364619372707,0.0,0.0,0.1567913415894866,0.0,0.0,0.20918123348134954,0.2170276915174605,0.14841127831251824,0.2615080388367342,0.0,0.12434673491772764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501260505080678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959328890776594,0.11420551320844613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265740977049692,0.12929444796645992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836321827004236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799757970623012,0.0,0.15447579673567327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094506354849896,0.0,0.0,0.14645117266876626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951185051856915,0.0,0.16803514516892293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035894705243387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221783932920838,0.17467838786992346,0.0,0.0,0.18031694989126326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051891016138623,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danstear,2020/01/12,Married and lonely I am a 38 year old male and work about 60 hours a week and my wife says her hormones have changed and doesn't really enjoy sex anymore and completely drives me crazy! My hormones may have changed but only to make me more horney! I don't know what to do except deal with it. I have one amazing daughter and yes one on the way. So yes it sounds like sex is happening but it is kind of like an open better it only takes once!,1.4460024154589348,3.4820522717391285,2.6336231884057995,94.38770531400968,80.63043478260869,5.393236714975847,21.09178743961353,6.42735559955562,0.17361207729468653,347,10,76,3,9,111,65,92,0.052000000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9683,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,2,10,2,0,1,0,14,14,9,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,8,6,7,13,1,8,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609812245614784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379680302463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396845953838531,0.0,0.21789164258601795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424968258183769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377144142928303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465738749447412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164089013215534,0.11421051154263236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030572858346297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871912505894102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806845445924208,0.22131778625395773,0.28164367256818856,0.316107620142484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313256903014414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526401906924384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625214219989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495506176921934,0.16669785810271967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129288445125616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382701014086362 lonely,MissTrashDove,2020/01/12,"My ED has isolated me from the only person I thought will be there for me It's pretty self-explanatory, my eating disorder has separated me from the man I love. He told me he can't deal with that, I understand him but it hurts too much. I alone now, dealing with this monster inside my head and idk if I can keep fighting, all I want is to let my illness take me away. No one else could love me after this, no one is going to find their ways into myself and I can't blame them.",3.0853748231966067,3.7468570000000017,4.757934936350782,86.64940594059406,73.05940594059406,7.751626591230551,24.32956152758133,7.957251820313856,1.092308628005657,371,10,83,5,7,126,72,101,0.214,0.66,0.126,-0.8441,0,1,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,11,5,1,0,1,14,20,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,21,2,10,14,2,6,0,1,0,2,13,2,0,1,2,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944618517633435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640589986504088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991040129310645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871428734896036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518824989009924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921244821627499,0.15684867512924056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160845940316002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670785051753053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269505399849365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100005088031767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688895743800433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199644953778444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389199227111301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802457736300253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544609153774699,0.14279929253474613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394404551509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101855378632107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587373974158476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117151211430404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905979032928995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941191181566513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546389437973852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074520995240056,0.14903447193112498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mnyet,2020/01/12,"Ok so One night, it was 4 am this community was trending and I was pulling an all-nighter so I randomly posted something along the lines of “keep me company tn” on here. This one guy texted me and we got pretty close. Things happened and I blocked him. I really missed him and when I went to unblock him, he’d deleted his account. Just gonna shoot my shot again peace out ✌🏻 JUNI IF U SEE THIS FUCKING REPLY YOU DUMBASS CUNT HOW DARE YOU DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT STUPID IDIOT.",1.7137894736842119,4.047110957894741,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,81.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1292947368421054,371,15,77,5,10,119,77,95,0.22699999999999998,0.69,0.083,-0.9473,0,0,1,1,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,0,7,6,4,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,0,14,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,2,5,1,17,1,5,6,0,9,0,1,1,1,10,3,2,2,3,47,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444976452803369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115202927076628,0.0,0.0,0.261866228608715,0.2338693659018758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350725029975385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963731240581015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584225416175144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532885237684132,0.26906039948269805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942583275078033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074782478830506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036014204441084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570167940190226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516572984305102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heartbrokenhobbit17,2020/01/12,"My Fault I've realized I'm *still* lonely because of my own self 100%. I had a chance to meet a seemingly really cool person, and my anxiety kept me up all night and I cancelled. I didn't leave my apartment today, again. The last time I left was Monday to go the grocery store; I wasn't feeling well, but I knew the snow was going to fall Tuesday and Wednesday. I may have to force myself to go somewhere tomorrow, especially since it is unseasonably warm and I don't have to worry about driving in snow. But not the grocery store, and not Target. I don't know why meeting new people makes me feel anxious. I remember speaking about this with my therapist about 2 or 3 sessions ago. My anxiety is lower than it used to be except when it comes to meeting new people. I guess I'll bring it up next time, though we're focusing on my childhood and how my codependency formed throughout the years. This is a ramble. Sorry.",3.417311233885819,5.23413010497238,4.697215469613262,82.87794106813998,73.9171270718232,7.478600368324125,27.536279926335176,8.238735603445708,1.938679263351749,723,28,138,12,15,239,115,181,0.105,0.8370000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.614,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,1,14,0,0,3,1,28,29,12,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,7,0,2,7,6,2,1,0,7,5,22,3,19,20,3,31,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,18,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499969083368733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026941184946994,0.18479360172462556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971402379431997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409056923475933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654172381077444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788909472947204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019670536948595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989674232569925,0.13333575397566558,0.0,0.1732026923212199,0.1777251118711838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918782581947488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31596421218786075,0.17396425560045675,0.15350439844826674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268051230217296,0.14282769866597236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047905669242517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852990005821372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891286815091218,0.17064477937267794,0.0,0.0,0.13531123164763326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831092281640132,0.0,0.0,0.13063149718786124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992360546274786,0.0,0.0,0.16071196485678366,0.0,0.19076422066321025,0.0,0.15505031894237714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412765950811822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470738970710221,0.0,0.14760132371403295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611872253160834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533717154713193 lonely,m0TH3RNATuR3,2020/01/12,"21f I really just want a good conversation to keep my mind off shit I've had a hard week , emotionally. Its probably just hormones but I feel sad and no amount of w e e d is helping take the negative thoughts away. I hate these days ☹🙃",0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000047,2.764,90.08866666666668,88.2,7.333333333333335,22.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.4569333333333336,184,7,43,5,6,64,44,50,0.36200000000000004,0.529,0.109,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,4,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671046089580596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334682315766684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197937273172429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374814687075574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845324523772946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546725722469713,0.2806825577469829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055701576125528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526945513160265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870570119678537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065182065629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182126723637902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918248391833996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375453750785695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256985567814649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676846183769632,0.0,0.22804438429209614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chickenllady,2020/01/12,"For the first time in my life, I have no best friend I have never been without a best friend before. Most of the time me and my partner are best friends, but I'm single now for the first time in 5 and a half years and because of mental health issues I have next to no friends left. I don't talk to anyone for more than like a month at a time because I get bored and have absolutely no desire to hang out with them. It's like.. I'm terrified of hanging out with others and would prefer my own company, but God I wish I was normal enough to have heaps of friends.",7.805966386554623,4.59783749579832,7.673512605042018,82.43766386554624,64.79831932773111,10.52840336134454,33.043697478991604,7.554174236665415,2.0157045378151257,438,11,101,3,5,141,70,119,0.11199999999999999,0.625,0.263,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,5,1,11,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,1,19,14,7,0,5,3,0,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,0,12,10,20,11,8,19,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,13,74,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867042866544323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720439856341242,0.0,0.12007791107455534,0.0,0.44427238609924335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145808837035523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400635736240277,0.0,0.0,0.5451229510608899,0.0,0.07372641916662702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999794623590246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728670989412385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533211449608094,0.0,0.09967323266527173,0.13788267861581602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221006580884218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263612109510288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088360796065115,0.0,0.15007670311806715,0.0,0.13826209328187355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342236240073254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291396294164569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622745285474783,0.13602918955210902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024357945039274,0.0,0.0,0.09087300932602804 lonely,Boshby,2020/01/12,"I'm scared In the past few months my mental health has gotten so bad. I don't have a single friend to talk to and I hate myself so god damn much. I fucking hate how pathetic I am and I'm scared of how worse i might be in a few more months. I'm already having thoughts about hurting myself. I don't know how I'll make friends either and I'm scared I don't have much time left to make them. I feel like I deserve all of this though because it's my life, no one else is to blame but me.",-0.18490408673894976,1.5500560642201895,1.5901417848206842,101.31121768140116,84.68807339449542,4.3306088407005845,17.248540450375312,4.851557810540192,-0.9687504587155962,377,8,96,1,11,123,68,109,0.254,0.693,0.052000000000000005,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,4,3,3,0,11,3,0,5,1,15,24,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,2,1,15,3,9,20,8,7,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,1,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893845133378555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538991020952806,0.09884618135062033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354569522957028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819887799846677,0.11584121867881053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505560278917998,0.14990664904152606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201824993729073,0.0,0.1723596921008994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735867662324504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911434276371287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617831444466306,0.0,0.11453255277154956,0.0792191380903754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164750598069145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163410791757853,0.17201734660069398,0.0,0.0,0.2588559062116649,0.0,0.23840033811046574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987819963096716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547921612641366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870264674859318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033140753808325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931323818819815,0.12873035039157907,0.0945519698903152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524645213898048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BradBeRRy420,2020/01/12,"Suicidal teen Im going. Thru with suicide tomorrow, im tired and i have a check list i chosed sleeping oills for a chance of survival",1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,82.7037037037037,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.921651851851852,107,5,21,2,3,35,22,27,0.385,0.55,0.065,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163391823869385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210946732025424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877057774208504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289526258578365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304368303885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,resay23,2020/01/12,"Holding my own hands to sleep I woke up in the middle of my sleep The thought that sometimes although things are fine but I still feel lonely so I hold my own hands to comfort myself makes me sad that I never had someone to give me love when I needed it",1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490606,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,79.37735849056604,4.24,21.92075471698113,3.1291,-0.2873969811320758,201,6,43,0,5,63,39,53,0.122,0.7070000000000001,0.172,0.4678,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,4,1,1,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,11,3,6,6,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250903443397928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893430949675828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722254320962788,0.0,0.20133487994555047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364872766111374,0.2326293107407455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036792142772648,0.0,0.2555631549678853,0.0,0.29831165237116963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408755427268022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003841078775903,0.0,0.0,0.2394540014406719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sally_A552,2020/01/12,"Feeling so unfulfilled at 17 I'm a 17 year old female from London. I just feel like my life is very pathetic. Everyone in my college class has mates and than there's me. This pathetic person that has no social life outside of college. I go to the same place as my best friend and I feel like she closes me off from the other people. But that's literally because she says she over thinks. I just feel so lonely. In 2 years I'll be going off to uni and I'm scared that I won't make any friends and will forever be a loner. Like everyone already has their friendship groups and stuff. In terms of family we literally do nothing so closed off. As in my i don't see it family we never celebrate any holidays to be honest. But that doesn't really effect me because I just want to have a social life I guess. In terms of how I'm planning to feel less lonely I'm going to try and get a job so i actually have something to do. I also want to get my drivers license so I'll need to study for that and get my provisional even though I'm broke af. I guess everything is one step at a time. First thing is to try get a job. I hope when i go to university I'll actually make friends. I'm just scared that they'll already be established with their own friendship groups. Like It's okay when I talk to people but I'm never in the group if that makes any sense.",1.2652675416456347,3.2953027844522964,3.404082534073701,88.65893551236748,81.226148409894,6.728369510348308,21.76792024230187,7.83500028581142,0.9688365471983847,1060,33,230,19,28,361,135,283,0.102,0.8059999999999999,0.092,-0.5825,2,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,3,4,16,16,0,2,9,1,19,3,0,5,2,40,50,23,0,5,8,0,5,4,4,3,3,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,7,1,0,5,6,5,0,2,0,7,31,11,34,43,6,31,0,3,1,0,20,15,0,4,15,141,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.1951759680762048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207104221220718,0.079971938184913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040153240837379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192115360579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494642136384197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605068750941485,0.0,0.0,0.1911132889370248,0.0898757707783911,0.0,0.1885468552220947,0.0,0.2528212648651805,0.14288356741191993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506204889142834,0.0,0.0,0.23178497802887024,0.0,0.20898865003362185,0.0,0.2273348303512704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203279875650097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932501573374036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984740393381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119041034543225,0.1954246197812285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025727340637728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415056350284405,0.1542561378202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595506591363588,0.0,0.10493576879995342,0.0,0.06776426095620602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865824078844172,0.08731829849799291,0.10448129547568154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406414223521803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952597701031801,0.20023983371975204,0.0,0.07968902028571319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387984670688128,0.0,0.07698678617569736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144789014170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037819641077579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664371967215153,0.06407754409670761,0.09825191787471448,0.0,0.05831224376709655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579022398772572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251250988171452,0.11796809416852005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879662241982304 lonely,ImpressiveRutabaga,2020/01/12,"Is it me, or everyone else. So, I guess everyone here might deal with this question, it has to be me right! ( that’s the problem, right! Every where you go you see people, together...) and really I’m not here to say other wise. If everyone can seem to have a friend to go to a wing place and grab a beer, why can’t I! But I don’t, and nobody seem to respond, I message people on facebook, blank messages.... noting on the feed, swipe right on every one on tinder no matches... legitimately downloaded it on New Years and not a single person! I don’t think I’m that ugly :(. Get on PS4 cause I have an off day, message everyone online some people I know some I don’t, to play anything, I have most of the same games, no response... I’m just so tired of being tired I guess.",0.9662499999999988,3.01802818471338,3.1935628980891733,89.64346536624204,82.43949044585987,5.963216560509554,20.640525477707012,7.1686216300943375,0.5525289808917195,583,17,125,8,16,199,93,157,0.122,0.8220000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8847,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,1,0,25,26,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,7,5,2,0,5,3,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,3,14,3,17,23,5,17,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,11,3,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803226592763286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486073735656093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466474865255941,0.1353439301831521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109667606404135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212181480956205,0.5017747179056841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142661333852064,0.0,0.06858838905144454,0.0,0.14921891486995653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892394726239828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721480625508217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926734908745642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679105579910435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895873519447364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730390965114088,0.11462864471782555,0.13715967334172624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561724386315778,0.0,0.0,0.1470636607782201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841013387314441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363372445471116,0.0,0.10439913650817696,0.0,0.0,0.10461317445910352,0.2390247888416063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411893226276197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30177412857004315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845979354092573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454002497859699 lonely,mahboilucas,2020/01/12,"Changing cities for uni isn't as fun I've left my high school friends back home and hoped my university will bring out some new friendships. So far I haven't made friends outside of uni because of a busy schedule and I don't even like my group. I'm missing being able to text someone and have people to hang out with randomly during the evenings. I need people in order to be happy - I love talking, sharing ideas, laughing. I get depressed easily if I'm left to myself for too long without any distractions. Now during the exams it's especially present since stressed people tend to be mean and I don't want to expose myself to the nasty comments that fly around left and right. I really fucking miss drinking with friends that I genuinely have fun with, I miss dancing, I miss adventures. I have one online friend I tend to talk to but he isn't the healthiest person to text when I look for support. More like a meme bro. And I really need a cuddle bro right now.",3.665138888888887,5.6494012380952405,4.188303571428573,86.07388392857143,73.65608465608466,6.841402116402117,27.68551587301588,7.645422480735847,1.6392563492063497,770,30,147,10,16,243,114,189,0.115,0.723,0.161,0.8258,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,23,1,2,7,0,12,4,0,1,0,24,32,11,0,5,3,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,12,1,0,2,2,0,3,6,8,0,1,1,1,19,15,24,27,2,23,0,5,1,3,14,11,1,4,10,84,22,2,0.12693088214053933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631735250098158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299539601483174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760201339030647,0.0,0.07737588762301906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427604287034095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932538279400293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243439414062078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676733010803318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922659387044549,0.11734555520194292,0.06631614703947009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512028430876685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410944597049446,0.1273220240984965,0.12607100619170888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432895158565938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137323245213341,0.0,0.0,0.12402403497471776,0.0,0.0,0.11232983641245524,0.10658997263849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456007684434467,0.12010506974171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826494171423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823528154368446,0.0,0.12259063692772315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601165073547895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639936747631383,0.1108311503327602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263034670044532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167965596189268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846082924260593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499853737419793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754812453139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453988966373029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403966085407768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040444700164098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486712295224687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235684084438785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeathofBa,2020/01/12,"Do you need someone? Hello, my names Liam, and I'm here to help you, whether or not it's to rant, vent, because you're lonely, or just fancy a nice friendly chat, I'm here to listen to you're problems. Any age and any gender is fine, be as open, or as closed as you wish, I'm only a direct chat/message away!",0.6734825870646759,2.172946820895522,2.678432835820896,95.74859452736321,80.7910447761194,4.466666666666667,20.12189054726368,3.1291,-0.5307691542288562,235,6,55,0,6,79,46,67,0.07400000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.22,0.8529,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,9,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47396309887296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274128517442024,0.0,0.0,0.2124330416380356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692384186142639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335819520061297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583969931093933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650383214599124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33345279877893874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526995965438435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007402124829824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuicidalHobbit,2020/01/12,"I hate feeling lonely all the time It really sucks. I wish I could meet people who like me, but I have already tried everything and nothing works.",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2483,116,4,21,2,2,37,25,28,0.207,0.621,0.172,-0.2517,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37636162746393204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723039088717305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065173908373209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244717632685566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33672026792238197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666217826059515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32725056137757585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364439370949168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184879590361335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988713605297686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315533140770588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392195328514886,0.0,0.0,0.2482914119456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c4ndyf10ss,2020/01/12,"I deleted my only way of human interaction. I have no friends, I leave the house once every 2 weeks for an hour at most. I live with my partner and child and they’re the only people I have interactions with, so I heavily relied on Facebook. I ended up oversharing and posting everything that happened in my life as I had no one else to really talk to, but because of my appearance I attracted a lot of attention and a lot of it became negative, which led to people stalking me and almost made me homeless and childless. I’m so lonely and want people to talk to but I’m sick of the toxicity and the hate that always seems to follow me. I feel like I’m a horrible person because why else would I have hundreds of people telling me to kill my self? I got rid of my Facebook account, I would spend 6+ hours a day on there, so deleting it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. It’s been over 2 weeks now and there’s so many little things I want to talk abound but no one to say it to. I don’t know if my mental health is any better due to not being constantly harassed, or if it’s getting worse due to the loneliness? Sorry for the rant, just needed to let it out. Oh and I kept messenger for family, but out of the thousands of Facebook friends, not one he messaged me and noticed I’ve disappeared.",5.517325870646765,5.031427623134331,6.788447761194033,78.21525870646768,67.54477611940298,9.683980099502488,32.418905472636816,9.21078282632365,2.7014484577114426,1025,39,207,17,15,350,147,268,0.18100000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.9833,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,13,0,13,3,0,2,1,43,30,23,1,7,10,0,1,1,3,2,3,1,0,5,11,15,0,1,4,0,2,4,7,4,0,5,7,2,28,5,37,19,3,26,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,9,12,143,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119352741579623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239667399861354,0.0,0.0,0.07551304989388488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538156797833256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820851237477053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999803753646986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716135506022274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363554541689795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552436062562533,0.0,0.09835114138378198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044475358139314,0.09355851930647552,0.0,0.09979829103799633,0.0,0.10468146069172664,0.0,0.05614667880584336,0.07932914355906913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158309738893024,0.0,0.058015385957357335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881123350230061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819496086293958,0.0,0.0,0.1096319761978687,0.0,0.11803351962638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187099801691941,0.12812871658894615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285263047388535,0.0,0.0610263304452596,0.0,0.0,0.11757850687523427,0.0,0.11354899400182154,0.07843295697874822,0.05425000228650597,0.11129426108948362,0.09805300608626122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880958049813049,0.0,0.1050715743837416,0.0,0.1125801761938506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190522947106288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233697973322382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642319494887275,0.0,0.1182571741858084,0.3009824507010806,0.16890641520223773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30793294675918426,0.09695846712605327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634850179098036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113699116588909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830585295703426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010893794838995,0.11584206974959993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430355067848768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677564788275666,0.09705647907525868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754407415344314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309920804357465,0.08814076718664324,0.17814399805566436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019903860915844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316230676670075,0.15776352676013508,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,__WellThen__,2020/01/12,"Tired of daydreaming about it. I want to daydream about a different topic for once. I’m tired of always thinking about love and finding the one. It’s weird because I can never picture myself in those types of daydreams, it’s always a better version of me, it’s someone who’s extremely attractive and intelligent. I also hate how awkward it is talking to the person that I had daydreamed about falling in love with, shit gets awkward. I just want to go back to daydreaming about being a superhero or something fun like that.",4.296281179138319,6.801355204081634,5.032176870748302,78.37869614512475,73.48979591836735,7.212698412698412,32.31746031746032,8.167268648758528,2.8380712018140595,422,21,68,7,9,136,64,98,0.172,0.598,0.23,0.8204,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,2,5,0,4,5,1,1,1,11,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,7,6,17,11,1,6,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,3,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931752047330755,0.33153682527132083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318918907847442,0.0,0.12144369841836353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619540292023514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814427296404908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208502340611413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408511499819376,0.0,0.11322228243686973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669018247024675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732965890796012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35961072242175346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365205566533402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216460722227315,0.13499777893698245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395270296541082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449821082247235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879989880938098,0.15337059675058268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012685503097066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127653220307125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579520719189588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501223909858796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_donotforget_,2020/01/12,"Something picked up from my therapist: don't compare your life to a beer commercial. This was brought up for how bad I felt for not having a social life, any parties, or wild 21st party. NYE was spent alone. I was talking to him how I feel bad when I stay in, but I feel bad when I go out. Which I've only done twice. And part of that is maybe they weren't good clubs, the second was just a friend turned suicidal and I had to take care of her the rest of the night and day, the first i just was in eye pain from the lights due to my eye disease, but also couldn't hear and was overstimulated as I'm reliant on hearing due to said eye disease. So just got lost and abandoned after paying $20 while my girlfriend got in free and feeling hands touch me up. To end it shortly, he just said most people he knows and talked to don't like clubs. It's just we compare ourselves to ""beer commercials"" and movies. We see everyone partying on our social media and on our TV. We see people drinking and having fun, but we don't see the effects of alcoholism, we don't see the aftermath of drugs on the producing countries or on the users, we don't see that despite now being more ""sex positive"" than ever, more people are remaining single and virgins than ever before. I can find the studies if I really need to, but you get my gist. Comparison is the thief of joy.",5.335786363636366,5.16328847636364,5.916761363636365,83.25514204545456,67.87272727272727,8.911363636363637,29.551136363636363,8.472884824447931,1.947622727272728,1061,34,222,14,16,345,157,275,0.128,0.746,0.126,-0.1411,0,1,6,0,0,0,31.0,8,2,1,4,14,14,0,0,14,0,22,14,4,5,2,48,48,26,1,3,13,0,6,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,6,18,4,1,7,6,3,2,8,7,0,3,17,19,28,8,35,29,6,30,0,2,8,2,25,13,0,4,15,148,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914572103556433,0.0,0.11546693195488952,0.0,0.08915613112894033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581499794034195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792610193947324,0.0,0.0,0.09486724422405718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136684490407558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189990602999234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140899308641145,0.0,0.10921483790294012,0.12928955060937378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987444102962334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169278810994404,0.0,0.10653062709043422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691135642383889,0.0,0.10704502451730924,0.0,0.10189711825280114,0.09483080386929063,0.0,0.0,0.08613459655926764,0.0,0.058247367482125514,0.0,0.0633606437614043,0.09351002449819397,0.17833271188272887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130795260744904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127035159506464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749316125239096,0.05446692747008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170125419107615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200369836607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266621408697541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462301770890164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479090394748587,0.1186300517139902,0.0,0.0,0.12072958037949826,0.0,0.23187319036694315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142144101321429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120993761833551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442036108779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729395785703424,0.0,0.08582815621656467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883033151801238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194870687542735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382436573271339,0.17921809028904542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944502527961196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212658655156912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kuro50,2020/01/13,It's been a lonely road. I can now actually say I think I'm curious to what a relationship could offer Having someone who you love and loves you back sounds amazing. Having trust. I think it would feel nice to finally just have someone in my life. There is however no one at the moment I like and no one who likes me. I guess it just gets lonely being on my own every day and having no one to talk to about my feelings. I really just want someone to make me believe that they love me ya know?,2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,4.537401960784315,85.24080882352943,74.68627450980392,7.452941176470588,23.534313725490197,8.07648339933343,1.1969960784313731,386,11,81,6,8,131,68,102,0.09699999999999999,0.643,0.26,0.9665,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,0,16,23,3,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,4,16,8,9,19,1,9,0,2,0,3,13,4,0,1,7,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.16798181006625865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323634597348778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939405249369857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743814777129365,0.0,0.0,0.11101473849679452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503364890600234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740762415123248,0.0,0.0,0.1885687125055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993497524819427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962936125914745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460251668611926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158612630296325,0.16819581675928366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660836674948223,0.0,0.11490341970996013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499353939553049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027597996913632,0.0,0.0,0.18481173974144652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689100863345038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375557846551685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835796544041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059809817902976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153142409806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228186230347095,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JiEunie_,2020/01/13,"Does anyone else just sleep to pass the time? That's all I wanna do lately. I push myself to lay in bed and sleep early to get through the night. I wake up, stay in bed a bit too long because I know it's the same routine, different damn day. I wait until the evening comes, and think about when to sleep again. I encounter the same type of people, with different faces, different names. Is anyone else just going through this period in their life where...there's a lack of motivation for anything? No mental energy, no physical energy, no trust, just this hole inside. You feel bleak. You feel you're ready to give up on others whose words don't mean anything, but yet you have this desire and hope someone will actually be genuine for once...",4.92230769230769,6.101855671328675,5.087699300699303,84.05616433566433,69.20979020979021,8.237482517482517,25.48881118881119,8.548686976883017,1.5781278321678318,583,16,114,9,10,183,98,143,0.057999999999999996,0.8220000000000001,0.12,0.8689,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,1,10,3,1,0,7,0,6,6,5,1,1,25,17,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,21,15,5,22,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,11,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1393336660890797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967159935620174,0.2925920287969731,0.2349932054964559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703797641251147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587987931256853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299319454037545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208193731557984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475272877041645,0.0,0.0,0.1249486211094708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855041960606985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430550829698144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438873410968278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459718290938072,0.13696855193136945,0.08114573647257152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181375620111306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846870721259105,0.0,0.16106319461161558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008504475376205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635669783489425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555303739355166,0.0,0.0,0.14388967225875113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339903024966291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205711222139187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898637221039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286523641762783,0.0,0.12097788359831148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218555547856746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148830382122676,0.0,0.0,0.08325675319594028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CravingConnection1,2020/01/13,"I'm 26 and Wish I could could find a woman who truly wanted to know me Long story short. I don't know how I want to live my life. I grew up religious and honestly still have a fair bit of it. I spend most of my time in my own head overthinking everything. Ive got friends, and I'm attractive I guess but I don't think I'm turning many heads. Sometimes i just want to get to know someone. Like I want to be accepted. I'm 26 and only ever had on relationship. I just, i don't know how to meet and talk to women. Like I went dancing with friends a few weeks ago and a cute woman came over and just started griding on me, the fuck do I do with that? I mean seriously how do I respond to that?I don't know, i never have been out dancing before so I Just kinda went with whatever happened but I didn't know what do do when I thought someone was cute. I'm a mess, sometimes i feel like all my brain thinks about is sex or not really sex just affection in general. I have none in my life and wish I did. Thats the story of it I guess, casual stuff doesn't interest me much cause I want a real connection.",1.1648824593128388,2.7400399789029564,3.3996142254370127,90.79012658227848,79.59071729957806,7.0459312839059685,22.678119349005428,7.957251820313856,0.9823511754068716,853,27,198,15,21,293,122,237,0.078,0.722,0.2,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,13,15,1,0,8,0,23,8,3,5,3,58,57,16,0,9,9,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,7,13,0,0,13,3,1,6,9,3,0,0,10,1,33,12,23,44,7,24,0,0,0,3,10,9,1,5,12,124,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837055354819912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944295468569942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115338601427254,0.0,0.0,0.12388217199961245,0.0,0.12692314173583025,0.0,0.11399947461340584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720525324314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038111015728228,0.0,0.0,0.09973505722303233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056111103359996285,0.0792788793277592,0.0,0.0,0.10142698653626032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147437955700756,0.1025924215519823,0.057978626468366726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875496126509495,0.0,0.2444977579309409,0.0,0.098132742943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277798975118504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659259790381985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567665211715662,0.16264688581694187,0.0,0.09799087811213428,0.0982072981823602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125088435692534,0.0,0.1208817424894843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157766230498828,0.0,0.08558894460242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439969667976921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631116432297834,0.07109191761513294,0.0,0.0,0.11914308972530102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880535229487336,0.0,0.21950956573574104,0.0,0.07854700887444853,0.0,0.08862289716147766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703712785745638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919560799405432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221357929612438,0.0,0.08809988388339485,0.06470904136393871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207063705025814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727270432539685,0.0,0.08901556156536244,0.0,0.0,0.2057455062793645,0.0,0.0,0.2552261287699535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oldskeleton-,2020/01/13,"Just found out my dad has cancer I have no one to go to. My poor mom isn’t taking this well. I’m trying to stay optimistic for her, but it’s hard. I haven’t cried. I’m just scared. If you have anything happy to say, leave a comment or pm me, thank you",-1.4933082706766925,0.3714842807017539,1.0418546365914807,102.0963157894737,92.15789473684212,3.95889724310777,13.406015037593985,5.288315135182226,-1.3598300751879702,192,3,50,1,7,65,44,57,0.249,0.575,0.17600000000000002,-0.4334,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,2,8,3,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192510592613432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962327445022281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956921245691567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326635614067755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708124282637,0.24158188151513554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855540394910211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158480119802288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274333655385055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446175574706644,0.2699984830394914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874448684476373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027671173928696,0.0,0.0,0.24828672704575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830962092167488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424762851516697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nomorediabbno,2020/01/13,"Are the High School years truly the best years of your life?! If so, the rest of my life will be pure agony.",1.1121739130434776,2.589336086956525,1.2080434782608729,106.88423913043479,79.43478260869566,4.6000000000000005,11.5,3.1291,-2.0800260869565217,82,0,22,0,2,24,18,23,0.09300000000000001,0.662,0.245,0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996225940942727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023325711392012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537935875094791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853865426542929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904411193169434 lonely,gotluv,2020/01/13,Imagination Feeling extra lonely today. I enjoy making up scenarios in my head where I’m wanted and in love. But then I snap out of it and realize how pathetic I am. In my imagination is where I’m happiest.,2.535,4.832036097560977,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,78.26829268292683,9.953658536585364,27.32317073170732,10.125756701596842,3.6517268292682927,164,7,28,6,4,62,30,41,0.126,0.609,0.266,0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,11,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,8,1,9,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588570425429825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254078701890024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620543990653445,0.0,0.3417302573377245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852682521591548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019610710671357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RPGGAMER1525,2020/01/13,It's getting depressing at this point I try making friends and stuff on different subreddits and we have a good conversation the first and second day then they completely throw me away and never talk to me again and I'm back to having no one to speak to so I just sit here and everytime I hear my phone go off I look but it's just a notification for something like an app or something,2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,80.02564102564101,7.489743589743591,23.852564102564106,8.472884824447931,1.6377641025641028,310,11,64,7,8,102,60,78,0.046,0.857,0.09699999999999999,0.5927,1,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,9,3,9,8,0,14,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,7,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896357877787146,0.1873897716954144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551415127482274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571659319226668,0.0,0.20989790897404428,0.0,0.0,0.2546139712931079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729055833363075,0.0,0.0,0.18828152756379432,0.0,0.1273228617093266,0.0,0.1384999671602807,0.204403468041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466689980548303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190592017078444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464609226731584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626712208157716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879559765598622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513699907002008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037467380896465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752233598567904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278977472344398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958763212147237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545587434998238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,softadevi,2020/01/13,"How to get through loneliness (15M)? I feel like I'm alone even though I have a some friends. I just feel like I don't have anyone that I can open up to about my emotions or really anything. I'm starting upper secondary school (usually ages 16-19 in my country) in about half a year and I hope that I'll get to meet and become friends with new people there.",5.529,4.57265146666667,5.8825,86.28375000000004,67.66666666666666,9.1,32.083333333333336,8.07648339933343,2.0165333333333337,280,10,63,3,4,90,53,75,0.066,0.741,0.193,0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,5,10,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340184041346192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799107817181549,0.0,0.18593946269346048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495465258387248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541658871200004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923934081182502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284965097831159,0.3228406882268621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491403207189053,0.0,0.23610146649665986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442158338041013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207777279410975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822610668385345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664685133250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475080755966588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867575639990484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993017697911213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219969543092173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488544989124065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550585129022375 lonely,ThrowRA7732025862,2020/01/13,"Why are we truly lonely? What did we do that makes all of us lonely? Is it by our own doing? Is it by the doings of others? Is it by a conscious decision to be alone? I know I’m lonely because I’m the center of many rumors and they all exist solely to degrade me. It’s been the same group of people for 5 years now and they’re whole goal is to make my life a living hell because I was mean to them in middle school. When I try to make friends, they immediately start a new rumor so that I lost that person and am forced to be alone. It hurts a lot to know that I’m lonely for something that is out of my control.",0.8140796019900485,2.3484647611940304,3.118731343283581,92.59187810945276,80.49253731343283,5.063681592039801,17.883084577114424,5.46131890053228,-0.5079333333333338,474,9,109,2,12,163,81,134,0.21600000000000005,0.742,0.042,-0.9724,0,10,1,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,3,3,3,9,1,0,7,0,15,1,0,4,2,19,26,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,14,1,19,20,6,9,1,6,0,0,12,4,1,1,5,79,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908945638137797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300724750741009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116549977662187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579735072750005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201861317002004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742083431147693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332918861034995,0.0,0.0,0.1666349277497846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059999251179384,0.16043501398159313,0.0,0.0,0.3778973966499993,0.1913229412835805,0.0,0.20556117889823206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225788501637127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082817749068634,0.16477482750570724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190985214140052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527864869711,0.0,0.0,0.13357034247389446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812211826970699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269956309317607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702819752873896,0.2106886590726192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152344701856428 lonely,Artificial_Zen,2020/01/13,"Looking for a ""penpal"" / friend Hey, I'm a 32M living in Southern California looking for a ""penpal"" (Not literally paper letters) / friend to correspond with. I'm specifically hoping to talk to someone within a few years of my age and also male. I have exclusively female friends (and only 2 total) and I find that I can't always talk to them about some specifically male experiences due to a lack of understanding. Other than that, if you happen to also be interested in video games, it would be nice to have someone to share recommendations of games or shows with. Also, I've been living with depression for most of my life, so I'm a good source of knowledge on dealing with its effects.",7.683122923588037,7.434915651162792,8.611096345514955,66.14860465116283,63.03100775193799,10.782281284606864,34.707641196013284,10.290406445055957,3.610210631229237,545,21,93,11,7,186,82,129,0.045,0.779,0.175,0.9449,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,20,15,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,8,26,11,5,7,0,1,2,0,15,4,0,5,3,66,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217072871111194,0.14626084934793918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181218745498026,0.15139678735756082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194399251541226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065732761434753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074154697099543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474337145017252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554393438200676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458658573667388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415675162456855,0.0,0.0,0.3104292682983463,0.0,0.29521743276043666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368660731319001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29787118278039354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282566376161412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829904366332399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486719716994325,0.0,0.0,0.11319486031077455 lonely,abdallahtamerr66,2020/01/13,I want new friends I just miss having a nice deep conversation with someone. If ur free hmu,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,1.8277777777777795,92.645,98.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.6398666666666672,73,3,15,1,3,23,17,18,0.07200000000000001,0.452,0.475,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795602868805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994871867600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259269731558567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661118177069424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drilltheguntrevor,2020/01/13,Why do I feel like this? I hate talking about myself but I genuinely have so many people who care about me but yet why do I feel so alone?,-0.8810000000000002,1.2256939000000031,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,93.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,14.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.9453333333333332,107,2,26,1,4,35,21,30,0.187,0.637,0.175,-0.1083,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231815512836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814775945850915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555576480268505,0.22292296801283654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807701213796296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524480283265142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163617542127384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633073092924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508076531397418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631389947416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,man5678,2020/01/13,"Questions Hey is it normal to not know much about your parents or siblings also is it normal to not be comfortable when someone puts their hand on your shoulder also is it normal to not hear thing like 'love you' from family cos i dunno u might be too old or something",2.004402515723271,4.59097777358491,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,82.58490566037736,5.042767295597487,22.040880503144656,6.42735559955562,0.6389144654088055,214,7,39,2,6,69,39,53,0.081,0.794,0.125,0.5556,1,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,0,13,9,5,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,5,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354765066824438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773511112614792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640526168731865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527397642788274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024740212816293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930897958553827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225132671382917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541915369819427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165360072044961,0.0,0.0,0.22009898685740634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329042941071407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108582598541527,0.2349697603314729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772182310108448,0.16147700476642704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934962172839396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quitten_chicken12,2020/01/13,Anyone else have a lot of acquaintances but no friends? So I’m actually a friendly person and make conversation with people really easily. Like the Sherri cashier at my local gas station or Rob the local homeless man or Marge the random lady I always see in public (I live in a small town) but at the same time I have nobody to actually connect with or hangout with as a friend. It’s kinda weird having conversation be so easy but you can’t make friends. Anyone else feel this way?,4.711244239631334,6.313515086021508,6.086052227342553,75.09193548387098,70.18279569892474,8.325038402457759,27.264208909370197,8.841846274778883,2.2600273425499235,385,13,67,7,7,130,67,93,0.08199999999999999,0.653,0.265,0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,10,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,10,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,6,2,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3561181503109032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518251184232348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516690484154025,0.373912978160915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048514281239512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225955643053137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638866195744376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914296007812056,0.0,0.16111953619698646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512483121957446,0.0,0.0,0.2435930013813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649794111861198,0.1593210027643338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689145983973173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454006186517594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639654356784843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483186284635832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kyaamya,2020/01/13,"Why can't I be loved? I don't understand what I did wrong, why does nobody care about me? I didn't do anything wrong, it just hurts so much guys. Please, what's wrong with me",0.05289473684210577,1.9736898157894769,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,85.05263157894737,4.852631578947369,14.76315789473684,5.985473137389443,-1.1065999999999998,135,2,35,1,4,42,26,38,0.35600000000000004,0.515,0.129,-0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438665130420436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160598089362146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185446822382165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982755806566514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685765066368066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126009444431455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578071357336312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326172491830069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060929673577206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824377195536641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950820260083432,0.0,0.0 lonely,Esoteric021,2020/01/13,"Discord Server? We’re all lonely— we’re all reaching out to the internet as some sort of aid. Occasionally; I’ll see groups of people try to come together over it. I was thinking of making a discord server for us to hang out together. We could keep it small, or branch out after a while. It all depends on who’s interested and the community we form. I have a little experience with running servers, but all in the same— a little help to get started could he useful. DM me if you’re interested! I’ll start a group chat so we can all discuss server details and the like.",2.3796379726468224,4.630285982300887,4.4977795655671775,81.11260659694287,78.55752212389379,6.940949316170556,26.201930812550287,8.00094639256281,1.7898566371681426,448,18,86,8,11,154,75,113,0.033,0.8140000000000001,0.153,0.9274,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,3,5,27,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,17,11,7,16,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,5,5,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112395088163616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913699886251757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397457504488835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804978388701382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642791413155547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178478905091914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197389443166522,0.4912905721543674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359995675914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991504336964766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953055694481361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469529419373921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704423512518942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640050866685954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948139553288239,0.2116796874825034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChildishAnxiety,2020/01/13,"There’s nothing worse than a dream where you meet someone wake up then realize it wasn’t real I just had one and it really just depressed the hell out of me I wrote it down it hurts just a little more knowing it isn’t real Maybe I’ll be lonely forever",-0.43611111111111,1.8108934444444456,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.03703703703705,4.922222222222223,17.86111111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.16582222222222187,202,6,43,3,8,68,43,54,0.267,0.6890000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9179999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,5,2,1,6,1,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395030146547573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768183780861274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282110442385552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787012060472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793607093522633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681759313237474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884287904611783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330136499289865,0.17814004997584906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356095116014352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337913443363005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mevm90,2020/01/13,"Hugs for all of you ♥️❤️💛💚💙💜❣️ ........ There isn't a normal big black heart, that's so fucking rude, how dare you Gboard",-5.897410714285716,-5.735940562499998,-1.2696428571428555,112.30750000000003,126.5,1.8285714285714283,7.696428571428571,3.1291,-2.770969642857142,90,1,30,0,7,34,29,32,0.139,0.737,0.124,-0.0954,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152834885154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604911388820395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461083975930939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MostValuableIdiot,2020/01/13,Who else “lost” a friend once they got married Sucks like hell.. especially if they used to be the “best” friend,8.358571428571429,6.869667714285715,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,62.33333333333334,10.304761904761904,30.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.8342952380952384,86,2,19,1,1,25,19,21,0.15,0.439,0.41100000000000003,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678987191359749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928539683273974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416948027612712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038066888351715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126945914594074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826855846446822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733426987885789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027775615879404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CrimsonMarshall,2020/01/13,"An inescapable cycle of loneliness I'm constantly lonely, I feel isolated and cut off from the world. It's depressing to see pictures of people with these huge groups of friends on social media. I talk to myself more than I talk to others, I'd assume. Despite having a small group of friends, I feel so incredibly alone. Why must I be cursed with this hellish nightmare?",3.772049689440992,6.50651175362319,4.158633540372673,82.8039130434783,76.3913043478261,6.8414078674948255,27.248447204968944,7.957251820313856,2.0139838509316768,297,12,51,5,7,93,54,69,0.254,0.638,0.10800000000000001,-0.8852,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,2,13,5,1,6,1,2,1,0,7,5,0,1,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996592660015792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31266361491866324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492000400694717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925885109708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470722404294264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058542260956047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305590453255491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949361320375352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651059873245897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26107588312344515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Woodland_Corridor,2020/01/13,"A new cozy, simple and accepting discord server 20/M/Swe Helloo! My name is Anthon and I'm 20 currently living in Sweden. I just created a discord server to try and gather some like-minded that can enjoy each others company! My plan is to create a place where people can feel accepted and listened to whilst also discussing how to make the most out of life :) Many people feel lonely and hopeless in this world that almost feels consuming at times. We can't take that away but together we can face these challenges together and find techniques to move forward! I hope you will join me! Preferred ages are 16-28. If you're interested, send me a PM :)",3.881640798226165,6.172067422764227,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,73.95934959349594,7.3995565410199555,25.815964523281608,8.296473431620573,1.96899024390244,515,18,88,9,11,168,93,123,0.057,0.736,0.207,0.9576,1,2,0,0,0,1,17.0,2,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,2,0,27,16,10,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,6,11,15,3,16,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,5,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421473020408261,0.0,0.0,0.193382969614302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271973837875182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36681362055943856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210186453062679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018133029570105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708042668029435,0.11814079465492243,0.0,0.21353105196488148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141639637245608,0.2451670215180983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441687635843049,0.0,0.0,0.2570158625390211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355078339205196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352943916797852,0.0,0.2526499125420517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818181718538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100689717535908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417956945484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thraway15,2020/01/13,"Anyone willing to meet in-person near LA? I'm a 30M and I live in socal about 45 minutes from LA. I work from home so I have to push myself to get social interactions. I figure if people here are lonely and don't have friends, then why not meet in-person? I figure it's worth a try rather than complaining about being lonely I love to travel, scuba dive, ski, watch and play sports, etc. I'm a loyal person and listen well. If anyone is interested, please reply or PM me",1.240309278350516,3.395407515463919,3.5208350515463955,87.09671649484541,82.09278350515464,5.1171134020618565,15.885567010309277,6.2581,-0.3133661855670105,367,6,73,3,10,126,68,97,0.095,0.711,0.19399999999999998,0.866,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,6,11,10,1,5,0,2,1,1,9,2,0,3,1,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219305750032249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567403823015151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785647377444558,0.0,0.12027305868771153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309152440283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327598896243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776977343644404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959575535992154,0.6030206236407952,0.0,0.25269690104766585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346658803171695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562946655358152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698271171351185,0.0,0.20772497936925785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675926053580223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anotherthrowwawayy,2020/01/13,"Something I find annoying I find it annoying how there’s men on here and other places who say “I’m too ugly and fat to find a girl who loves me for who I am” when men are just as guilty if not more, please remember that. Everyone is guilty of this, is it right? No it isn’t. But getting very tired of seeing mostly guys on here saying “23 virgin dude forever cuz am ugly Lulz” when it happens to females too.",4.635529411764704,4.387153258823531,5.755294117647061,84.07882352941179,69.35294117647058,9.15294117647059,27.588235294117645,8.841846274778883,1.824458823529412,317,9,69,5,5,106,61,85,0.255,0.6779999999999999,0.068,-0.9475,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,1,0,6,4,1,2,0,13,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,10,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,8,11,2,6,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,2,2,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068030138738017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934245878937467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307293944015526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429441535653465,0.19138359040039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533168330135886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261176804395852,0.237569258657234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451669225359907,0.18482545617460824,0.0,0.3442191135627779,0.0,0.0,0.17246241388443098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661425794245455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487482811326318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857299009126726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JulianandJuliet,2020/01/13,"Back by popular demand, the app that could make you less lonely is now available on any device! Usage of FREND has exploded since my last post, over 80,000 messages have been sent through app, and thousands of conversations have been created. All of the feedback you have given me has been extremely positive, and very insightful. As a thank you for all of your support I have made it so that the FREND app can now be accessed from any device! Just a primer for those that are new. Meeting new people on FREND is simple, it starts with posting a conversation starter, which is whatever you want to talk about. Other people can respond to your conversation starter, and it’s up to you if you want to continue the conversation with that person or not. The app is completely free and is available on any device. Universal [https://frendapp.com/](https://frendapp.com/) IOS [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/frend-talk-to-anyone/id1485478970](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/frend-talk-to-anyone/id1485478970)",12.62098039215686,14.355998679738564,8.701437908496732,62.95647058823532,52.39869281045753,10.983006535947714,35.954248366013076,10.746095033038511,3.9914522875816982,830,29,115,16,9,229,94,153,0.023,0.848,0.129,0.9453,0,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,8,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,19,0,0,2,2,18,28,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,11,5,22,20,3,18,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,2,10,86,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420403372852794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891894314978805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757866186832614,0.0,0.0,0.13386157172552945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366639545015341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864241033752172,0.11191326868438822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385101093316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246641721479624,0.14639282810526316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211407606454594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868874217198784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866946233073547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025673962998246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042723584740117,0.0,0.15435730813273654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40334476913335576,0.0,0.0,0.13833571981393242,0.19777850952872852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_Aegis_Drip,2020/01/13,"What is life? My relationship with my gf has ended. Ever since, I’ve just felt so lost. I am over my low paying job, I’m over living with my mom, I’m feeling like I have no purpose. I am just looking for a life change and I’m getting tired of the same old shit.",-1.5636206896551703,0.3935401379310335,1.2754310344827609,98.83142241379312,95.89655172413794,3.589655172413793,15.870689655172415,5.148860815047168,-0.9736620689655172,200,5,49,1,8,69,42,58,0.22699999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.066,-0.8687,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,9,13,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,1,6,11,1,6,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,4,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461121237882545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317412801196126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177119904947098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121696801143347,0.1719443289239635,0.2310938886671021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574718644573252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388412196096089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34000372494103903,0.11758579279670485,0.0,0.21252792572915727,0.0,0.20211350871517295,0.0,0.2627344541560781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818855873268644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525568289376704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584039883314971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470581374153104,0.1990958649612763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766302586676401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Paragon_of_Asura,2020/01/13,"Need a friend? So do I I moved country a few months ago (UK to Iceland) and my old friends don't talk to me bar a couple I play xbox with and I have had so much trouble trying to make some over here that I have given up, I just want to have people to talk to. Here's a few of my hobbies and more info about me, I love anime, video games and card/board games, pretty bland but I'm always up to try new things. Sorry for not being more in depth but I really don't know what to put.",-0.8168068535825554,1.0483357850467314,1.4519859813084108,100.53411604361372,88.34579439252339,3.9404984423676015,13.589563862928348,4.7782277997778095,-1.4088062305295952,367,5,92,1,12,123,71,107,0.035,0.8440000000000001,0.12,0.74,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,0,15,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,12,4,16,12,6,11,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366775897911995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179138018675026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417419938725511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375914601809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006991549872145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971851226647431,0.0,0.14583590773662095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438723005336235,0.2322077710717909,0.1606066294383655,0.16199883110874586,0.0,0.21100762539629345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925613891576216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146528812596974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222708931259921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196309542486785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996274158714514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445684791672806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35120903335213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451472207708101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296664738915472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886411417961588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UrgentDivergent,2020/01/13,"Lonely by Choice Humans are social creatures, or so we're told. But the fact is I haven't met many humans that I care to be social with. I just want to be left alone for the most part. Even when I'm sad, I don't seek comfort in other people. I am not a sociopath, I have more empathy than most, in fact. Too much. I watch people on TV tell sad stories about their lives and I cry and my heart breaks for them. I enjoy helping others whenever I can, but I still am not social. I still prefer to be alone. But even so, I get lonely sometimes, anyone would, living the level of isolation and seclusion I live (did I mention I'm agoraphobic?). I'm lonely by choice and also not by choice because I suffer from mental conditions that make me avoid people. My life is dark and sad and sometimes I really wish I could talk to others.",1.818928571428572,3.8507904166666687,3.4657142857142844,88.91678571428572,79.35714285714286,5.628571428571429,19.42857142857143,6.6274283507984215,0.19934999999999992,642,15,130,6,16,213,101,168,0.21,0.727,0.064,-0.9753,0,10,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,15,2,1,1,2,26,25,14,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,23,3,17,17,5,9,0,7,1,0,13,5,0,3,3,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915014386774473,0.0,0.1125393220855416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839958262169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578586618069686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348054402519062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235904948296743,0.0,0.1545819891464908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589769772507075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352404334622384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676215928046148,0.09432633418282728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290028507303333,0.0,0.09939963396807633,0.0,0.0,0.3727935279968381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393635777482556,0.14267507865045032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181970535104468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345052900947983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523936151057402,0.0,0.29268712452280304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015331253411206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303603286863653,0.0,0.0,0.2783651805699639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476951005120888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311102293921554,0.12300159098840267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134470668503621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300442409405777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182909201039228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996841517602896,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlumberFumble,2020/01/13,"The astronaut. I've been alone romantically for about 8 years, and totally touchless during that time. I've isolated myself so much that a normal day feels like I am an astronaut, going on a space walk. I'm drifting through, wearing my space suit which keeps everything out and nothing gets in. No one knows any of my emotions and I drift past all of the mile stones of my life quietly and alone. After this long, it feels like my soul is dying. Everyday I just go through the motions feeling less and less besides the loneliness, and I care less and less about everything. My job, fitness level, hobbies... It's all meaningless without someone to share it with. I feel like a placeholder person. Normal on the outside but hollow inside.",5.046377005347594,7.141347514705888,5.37005347593583,78.58296791443851,70.17647058823529,8.474866310160428,32.216577540106954,9.095868883498916,3.0700676470588237,586,27,100,12,11,186,92,136,0.07400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.102,0.3983,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,0,3,2,1,0,3,23,14,9,1,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,5,11,5,16,13,8,22,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,10,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388296668411621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123691458142043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677607201808048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054926323649563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976549086009593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840003635049964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940221323642849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308346476871316,0.35057500041242595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546142079038586,0.0,0.185927394562674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232339305623053,0.1453933749355747,0.0,0.0,0.08989678891921712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155381771504871,0.23974410564264406,0.0,0.0,0.14475912497217894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024677626929295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205384193857726,0.1569550549983488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084295762848656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615127504680187,0.0,0.14282777269362631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859694714055318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538215976819146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768089566121538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533722614343052 lonely,Raspberrysputin,2020/01/13,Mondays sucks. Tell me about it. I’m here for anyone who wants a friend to talk to. :),-1.6833333333333336,0.17411955555555814,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,103.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-2.0579111111111112,64,1,16,0,3,20,17,18,0.11,0.617,0.273,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146425576150864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581538312942031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766345811271001,0.5183120996989791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497694378648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway112103,2020/01/13,i feel like an alien i'm the only one in my whole school with a facial deformity and it just makes life so fucking hard. nobody wants to date me because why date someone with a weird lip and nose when there are plenty of normal people available to go out with? i know i'm a fairly talented and nice person but i never see anyone who looks like me and it makes me feel so alienated. i hate how shallow high school can be,2.758078817733992,4.256662344827589,4.041050903119871,88.22689655172415,74.97701149425288,6.3507389162561605,21.623973727422005,6.868970318607317,0.4694939244663376,332,8,69,3,7,109,64,87,0.094,0.804,0.102,-0.0652,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,5,0,3,5,3,3,1,19,16,9,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,6,8,4,8,15,1,8,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,6,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477318822620058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879432152749978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365902347883595,0.15093846783755907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195324947225624,0.0,0.0,0.12007528787550975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892653723809536,0.2085952497519214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223228910643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161139576440444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923330598579282,0.206441462946392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774219802749755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282062069313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295215411300373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700953226090305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316878991951856,0.16068795385126636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647494317749488,0.1844815387548923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276532613304548,0.16836279837170806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901685080580074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461841281006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064732944206608,0.23588656478839545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I-have-no-sex,2020/01/13,"8 years of loneliness while socially active I know this will be wierd to understand. Before joined the military, I was fine. I had a gf and everything was cool. When I joined my gf broke up, because she did not like the idea. Even though it was always my plan. While my basic training and a little bit after I was occupied. There was no need for anything. After my training everything started to shake. I suddenly felt lonely. While I was at University it got worse. Mind you I had social contact with girls and back than my username did not check out. But I felt lonely. It was never that anything came out of those short interactions. Nothing stayed no real connection was made. It made everything worse. I already was participating in online dating back than - and it was okay. Now - it’s completely insane. I feel the need to be as good as I can for girls I would not have considered years back. And now I am actually at the point where all my connections to females burn down to „Where is that connection?“ I can not even make new friends because I am looking for something. It’s not sex - that’s what I have learned. I dunno this was starting to get wierd. If anyone reads this and understands - would be glad to hear something from you. Because I don’t fucking understand why I am so lonely and it gets worse every fucking month.",2.6725211744776978,5.373739130434785,3.605074816487861,85.30959980237157,80.6205533596838,6.776341050254094,25.241247882552234,7.957251820313856,1.7469176736307173,1052,41,195,20,28,336,138,253,0.131,0.8009999999999999,0.069,-0.9313,0,6,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,12,14,2,1,6,2,30,3,0,3,2,39,52,17,0,5,7,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,16,11,0,0,9,1,1,2,9,7,0,0,21,6,29,7,27,25,2,34,0,4,1,3,13,11,2,2,21,141,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.10190179723792613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523339120623245,0.0,0.08688831175654296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301499846691675,0.0,0.17186248414278207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408845534577885,0.0,0.19096589804900585,0.0,0.08885629272724352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400288459378086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943210797166945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948554213162473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794083016167388,0.0,0.08798089196482951,0.0,0.28154601186000755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052799412804077836,0.0,0.2005249358996972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067696061389805,0.19307478526451285,0.10911342851615352,0.0,0.0,0.0875850687737822,0.08351662251551199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769232459642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788087097571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738815690665545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510158094168393,0.10465929167972267,0.0,0.0,0.08768903109756386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761515900328466,0.06970317186491942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543747521714493,0.0,0.0833494525189863,0.0,0.0,0.15485668162167535,0.08053746490307669,0.10085239640959197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001966970325509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987134995440702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445127109473064,0.11885624961007868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128922223858254,0.0,0.1607798737150352,0.0,0.0,0.14782229176567194,0.11130103766166227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259507983685168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612411682700715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422552704125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192479132825341,0.14835822442214772,0.0,0.0,0.13448999312897114 lonely,NikaTheDreamer,2020/01/13,"Here’s something that helps me whenever I feel lonely or lost. I hope it helps you too *It a text by the late English philosopher, Alan Watts. I think it’s really clever and it really gives an interesting perspective on your place in the world. I know it is a bit of a read but it is worth it. I hope it helps you like it does me whenever I read it.* “Lets suppose that you were able every night to dream any dream you wanted to dream And you would naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes You would have every kind of pleasure, you see And after several nights you would say, ""well that was pretty great."" But now lets have a surprise, lets have a dream which isn’t under control Well something is going to happen to me that i don’t know what it’s gonna be Then you would get more and more adventurous, and you would make further and further out gambles as to what you would dream, and finally you would dream where you are now If you awaken from this illusion And you understand that black implies white Self implies other Life implies death You can feel yourself, not as a stranger in the world Not as something here on probation, not as something that has arrived here by fluke, but you can begin to feel your own existence as absolutely fundamental What you are basically, deep, deep down, far, far in, is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself.” *If you enjoyed it, you can also listen to it! Just search Dreams - Nuages 😊 Have a great day! I mean it*",3.1895778030590307,5.433617617747444,3.8654304133485056,86.67770825432942,75.89419795221843,6.934597396030843,24.16243205663001,7.921354282810032,1.320214612564783,1194,39,233,19,27,378,145,293,0.026000000000000002,0.718,0.255,0.9972,0,2,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,25,0,2,11,17,0,0,12,0,30,1,0,2,1,43,53,23,1,14,10,0,3,1,0,9,1,2,0,1,28,10,0,1,8,10,2,1,5,2,2,0,4,8,36,15,30,36,5,31,0,2,3,0,32,19,0,5,12,170,64,2,0.09673562747372744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735944634112024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578354388814689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561025089345437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849723180914712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386476981764125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465399949214872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300787664003433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467373194933154,0.0,0.0,0.10596915149735303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054037273923773,0.0927976285186842,0.05497708636672925,0.0,0.0,0.21330274159309912,0.0,0.0,0.08554299590070139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451955598838147,0.0,0.0,0.19216061031855236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007352699344671,0.10632674200869197,0.0,0.10912200129771647,0.0,0.0,0.29675619939350345,0.06832723449707269,0.04726014127838103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559836462201017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645717825031709,0.0,0.0,0.1053734573398422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815596666659451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106814158127446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841491022661944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935236110167076,0.0,0.12394264003395646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692805365089267,0.0,0.0,0.0770857706926511,0.0,0.10091635671152643,0.10928372434366963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978872484177314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198428407172425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070519976528547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057057179417689126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739538931614099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124119754599553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497457142127496,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haisa8734,2020/01/13,"I’m almost always alone I feel like I can’t function regularly around people. I’ve been this way for the last couple of years and as a result I don’t have many people in my life. The ones who are live states or even an ocean away, and it’s just hard. You can’t tell people you’ve just met that the reason you’re awkward or seem entirely disconnected is because of 8 years of isolation and manipulation, because that just makes it uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable. It’s so hard to establish any kind of relationship, and it’s frustrating as well considering I never had a problem making friends or meeting new people. I just wish i could wake up and have everything be ok. It’s hard when there’s no one.",3.5405155875299776,5.5873133093525205,4.8872122302158285,80.65489508393287,74.17985611510791,8.086570743405275,25.252398081534768,8.841846274778883,1.9173448441247007,566,19,110,12,12,188,92,139,0.16399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.107,-0.5945,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,6,1,11,2,1,5,1,25,18,12,0,3,7,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,3,4,8,5,12,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,7,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492204550058633,0.15433817569121835,0.0,0.0,0.12399529051313175,0.0,0.0,0.1013376580986602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326580169143107,0.0,0.0,0.14000774197847246,0.0,0.0,0.18168053161576506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897910897646745,0.16488608386524248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842528277821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339281767886592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534820733896233,0.10645881259656932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513128712946223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004737910353302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517978721931755,0.0,0.12146992842077887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525614035121854,0.07280288892167598,0.0,0.1315860241412399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894194904590487,0.15108132196820778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493221764774532,0.14392295049755294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195752075769988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132425285410461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259053413674627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532157886695285,0.0,0.1599900499199018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566080286706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024869617383608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295583019768877,0.0,0.1182839117512188,0.0,0.0,0.13398548564132706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136386666199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192599593673312 lonely,BigOlAussieWeeb,2020/01/13,"Lonely for years A few years ago I had the perfect girl, we were in love, at least I think she did. I took her for granted and began paying less attention to her and more to my friends and video games, when she broke up with me it was the hardest thing I have ever been through and I still have never fully recovered, sure I’ve had relationships after her but I have always felt so empty and alone without her. I was planning to ask her to marry me but I ruined it all, how do I stop feeling this lonely and empty?",4.0038814016172495,4.544376584905663,5.010053908355797,86.11405660377359,70.88679245283019,7.18921832884097,25.52021563342318,6.868970318607317,0.9591498652291106,402,11,84,3,7,132,72,106,0.21100000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.09,-0.9331,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,5,22,18,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,10,2,20,4,13,8,5,14,0,4,0,1,14,3,0,0,10,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530909935473725,0.0,0.0,0.2632466561271803,0.0,0.0,0.211492363810268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376175188095181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299141024014293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851754621515782,0.0,0.2440460163109099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637349098311047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294011281378877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603394844825647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728867661316486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298294989136595,0.21250007586586533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955511973717786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688613001880208,0.16286384650424635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239564394603345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501377878113895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273582600542461 lonely,lilkiddo3,2020/01/13,"Why I listen to podcasts. I'm not here to convince you to do the same but if you do let me know because I find it comforting??? SO. I'm always lonely, well let me clarify, I have abandonment issues and diagnosed anxiety and when ever I spend lots of time by self I start to feel really anxious and alone, which usual leads to over thinking and panicking. When I put on a useless podcast I'm not really listening to it, I'm doing other stuff as well, cooking, homework, ect. Having that on in the background of whatever I'm doing is so comforting because it makes me feel like I'm not alone literally like theres other people with me. Also, I dont have to think, I can tune into what they are talking about and think about that instead. Anyway, If I'm weird than okay, but If there are others like me, tell me.",4.298968209704405,5.0726036932515335,5.89829336307864,79.16755158951482,70.34969325153375,8.872058003346348,28.92861126603458,9.095868883498916,2.409777914110429,634,23,122,12,11,217,96,163,0.172,0.6940000000000001,0.134,-0.7921,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,1,15,13,0,0,3,1,14,2,0,2,1,28,31,16,0,3,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,11,7,1,1,7,1,1,2,4,4,2,0,0,4,17,9,20,29,2,13,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,4,9,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32674193785337896,0.0,0.12614454443095802,0.13125223660803767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067059499057972,0.17820119291266082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923135630718253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010268240481218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848699929839028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426847741651272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951607027522718,0.11268941910705756,0.0,0.0,0.14417141477614753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463947791294967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668972611548441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225994785819969,0.0,0.231191248384176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341048257525851,0.0,0.0,0.10529261095070354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935698829390007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857217181520522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210444363461108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455712191726127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164911610398116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057445141348197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267853599468243,0.13787162897357175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303220084136664,0.0,0.0,0.09197940667311548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372821919466855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836542354255923,0.0,0.14233572870409286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theacshow,2020/01/13,I'm so lonely that I want to kill myself I've fail my one goal in life finding romance before high school ends goodbye cruel world,3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,71.96296296296295,5.4,24.61111111111111,3.1291,0.4010888888888884,106,3,20,0,2,34,25,27,0.39,0.474,0.136,-0.8917,0,2,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212883397316412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33441919707215056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450965210875088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989284998269769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177305668569812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666922429956947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585445191605405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38212584896933416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270339594328556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonecorey,2020/01/13,"My ex wished me happy birthday On NYE, I turned 21. Hell I shouldn’t complained I’ve got a caring girlfriend who wished me happy birthday at midnight on the dot. But it was odd to wake up to my ex wishing me a happy birthday and all the best for 2020. And there it remained. Those 2 were my only birthday wishers until my supervisor brought it up at work. I guess it’s just weird going from a social butterfly to an introverted ball in a matter of 12 months.",2.070215053763441,4.223072795698927,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.10752688172043,5.423655913978496,25.387096774193548,6.42735559955562,0.9329483870967744,362,14,71,3,9,120,65,93,0.109,0.684,0.207,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,12,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,5,14,7,2,11,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,2,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038229505888632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849631724137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310148308689546,0.0,0.14509296296968266,0.0,0.1998474430724348,0.0,0.0,0.5793541905829719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448025394661335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797315542095964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492823589353602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973258136322741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6258497788068641,0.0,0.0,0.13207120189680613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,immafknburnout,2020/01/13,"Honestly would love to chat Hey im 22 im from melbourne im a chill guy with tattoos and stretchers and two tongue piercings ;) But im keen to chat to anyone who needs it hmu",-0.6492105263157875,1.504543026315794,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,92.42105263157896,4.092631578947368,20.757894736842104,5.6839178017228535,-0.1421747368421058,137,5,32,1,5,45,28,38,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459221872715081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066377326741983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9016919981720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835253401108545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474235547701326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386160415156285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824869589777614,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadbean303,2020/01/13,"Anyone else stuck between being clingy and being distant? I’m lonely all the fucking time, with people, without people. It’s all the same. The second I’m alone again I feel the same. Empty. Broken. Lost. I attach to people to try to seek support but it’s always one way and I’m left feeling like nobody needs or wants me around anymore even if noones said anything directly to hurt me. I guess years of bullying just catch up. Years of loneliness, and of losing people through my own behaviours and to death. Death is a stingy motherfucker. He never hastens to rear his ugly head around me, taking with him the people I hold dear, and some that I only know briefly. He’s threatened me a few times but I won’t give in to him. I have to live out this lonely life feeling all by myself despite being surrounded by people. So I cut off, I distance myself, only to find I’ve ruined the relationships I built by being close and needy. I can’t seem to strike the balance between the two. I’m either very close or you don’t hear from me at all. Which is sad because I don’t intend to hurt people I care about. Sadly, my behaviours separate me from them. It feels like a fucking mine field. Any suggestions? How do I sort this feeling out so I can just get along with people and stop losing them?",1.871218487394956,4.354509431372552,3.186099439775912,88.44066176470591,82.13725490196076,5.211484593837536,20.871848739495803,6.5431188927421005,0.4574789915966391,1015,30,193,10,28,329,147,255,0.299,0.631,0.07,-0.9971,0,5,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,3,10,18,3,0,11,0,13,4,1,2,5,50,38,15,2,3,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,17,0,2,8,0,0,1,6,13,0,3,3,7,32,5,36,30,10,22,0,10,0,2,13,12,2,7,10,132,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905385357270003,0.0,0.0,0.08761386607534499,0.0,0.0,0.07160420342016803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442433574460674,0.07362470472549193,0.10788715968954693,0.08664880445169848,0.18746972856231767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418684814402427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735525910023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879604523741377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954634734974423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662015516675625,0.15044552274166045,0.0,0.0,0.09623771260989604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946870417518176,0.05501228600126482,0.10100854828768682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159943017389649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806303659243703,0.0,0.11867510550992545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544092754483755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786737239893456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440331392689433,0.0,0.07437296486161893,0.10288362620040667,0.0,0.09297740461583702,0.0,0.0,0.23559631914781334,0.11494191912324002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807490035305076,0.08120998695241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135060978263487,0.16016316822202425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583986301453889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304741292239262,0.0,0.0,0.10015964710224193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585660362487723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803132582420299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194875060174037,0.0,0.0,0.07916872780521372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279671000219028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148838596724554,0.0,0.10285790455290517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687939352811377,0.06210571276840835,0.08357826140132059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150061219232877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561304171142946 lonely,kairamel,2020/01/13,"Are my friends losing interest in me? Lately, whenever I go out with my friends anywhere it seems like they enjoy themselves with eachother and I'm there just like... hanging out. I don't add anything to the conversation nor are my stories funny. I fumble and stutter a lot which makes them desperate and to interrupt me, leaving whatever I was saying forgotten. Last night, I went out with three of my friends, and eventhough we took photos together, when they started posting the pictures they didn't mention me anywhere nor they posted any of the pictures I was in. They even started posting how the three of them had a great time together but only mentioning the time when I left and they stayed longer out. Am I a burden? Am I not funny enough for them? More and more I start losing interest in going out with them because I feel that I don't really fit. I just feel like staying home and playing games.",6.2844816586921874,7.190728421052633,6.2750664540138255,77.76162679425839,65.95906432748538,9.025199362041466,35.428495481127065,9.095868883498916,3.2514514619883035,724,34,126,12,11,229,96,171,0.102,0.7290000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,10,2,7,15,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,0,28,22,13,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,18,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,4,0,2,6,3,31,11,18,16,4,30,0,2,0,0,19,10,0,2,13,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608673535824297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627530710178192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613327704945115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599746582652934,0.0,0.09332526798343142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288791342006782,0.10094253157656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32749689677332644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060456570929782,0.0,0.0,0.15578032796084104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173230851454752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517582984588835,0.159389054476659,0.14961301245035388,0.15351949221326447,0.0,0.0,0.20709158033794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161501711917093,0.0,0.1201255691560533,0.0,0.0,0.09431677605484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259756628743186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074626573860661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059701082804397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051841044619212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236496387829778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863138845071398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000320132216228,0.30120738448316675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478271404832118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698605175207586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098363927723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2moonflow3r2,2020/01/13,"Hello there! 😊 For all the lonely people out there feel free to message me,I would love to have a chat with you about anything you want. ❤️ If you are down for a chat I would love it if you messaged me. 🙏🏼🌼",-3.161458333333332,-1.871412562499998,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,112.125,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-2.033891666666667,159,3,42,0,9,54,35,48,0.049,0.6890000000000001,0.262,0.8955,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,8,6,1,2,0,1,0,2,11,2,0,2,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018754819938715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905909889031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804018463612167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132108829468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232757733601186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355313478477165,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FoleyFull,2020/01/13,"I am everyone’s friend, but no ones best friend I am in a lot of friend groups, but I am not actually their friend. I am never their first choice and they always hang out with other people that are in the friend group, but not me. People talk to me in school, but never outside of it. I have friends from so many friend groups, but I am never included in anything they do.",2.81372807017544,4.222265197368427,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,74.65789473684211,6.64561403508772,20.561403508771924,7.1686216300943375,0.2769456140350872,289,6,64,3,6,92,46,76,0.028999999999999998,0.619,0.35200000000000004,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,14,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,12,8,10,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.14472708174114135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340402366582336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204473554422585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563995355447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171451978661548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615059348056695,0.0,0.0,0.8020760156263625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608604255860498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503608964056106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315250316057433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049724698388768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056359985962661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009547629602646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920424339953467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yukotheredditer,2020/01/13,"Never experienced Love Hey guys I'm 19 and made an account for reddit. But, my question is am I really not capable of finding love? Even though this would sound sad I tell myself I will find someone everyday and hopes to finding a girl who would feel the same....like at this point in my life I never experienced love or a full relationship with a girl. Am I simply not capable of love?",3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,72.6842105263158,8.750877192982456,27.14035087719298,9.2995712137729,2.3637877192982453,304,11,59,7,6,103,54,76,0.134,0.6809999999999999,0.185,0.7482,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,1,2,18,14,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,8,5,7,10,1,7,0,1,0,4,12,4,0,3,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138703076039434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527090653645535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624096072600384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669829637405877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750043035106632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191174524683839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088271285246846,0.15957396927958273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601355688524972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942203040672334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889186196898083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803694633421276,0.0,0.0,0.18105933870610186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289056371189562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474013090712411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656907719093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395981246147189,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unopooo,2020/01/13,Don't enjoy anything Is it weird to have people with whom you can talk on certain days and still feel lonely? I mean I have some classmates with whom I talk when I have doubts and all but they are not so close. I don't have anyone with whom I can talk everything and reach out at any random time. Am I expecting too much? I just feel too lonely even around people. Sometimes I just wonder what is wrong with me.,1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.0,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.4572571428571424,324,6,70,2,8,100,55,84,0.174,0.7929999999999999,0.033,-0.8903,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,12,0,0,0,2,24,16,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,12,2,9,16,3,9,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644454675204306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608590419328424,0.0,0.18931476493786775,0.20479675294034236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836573918036436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194843695902893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067576191136224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326443370981902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059614911074585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691160931839255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898082750901313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275291980967849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372134860345773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547258524051997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341462841657966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494836504648739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515278346176447,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinkbathtub666,2020/01/13,"Fake ass ppl (16F) Heya, I’m in class rn, sitting alone without a friend next to me. Altough i thought i had friends, i guesses wrong apparently. I don’t mind that much, but somewhere it does hurt a little to know u don’t really have close friends. I would love to talk to someone abt anything. But DON’T BE A CREEP OR A THERAPIST PLEASY TY hmu!! ;))",0.10257142857143008,2.4838712571428587,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,93.57142857142857,4.514285714285714,24.142857142857146,6.2581,0.5919714285714277,268,12,59,3,10,85,55,70,0.18,0.605,0.215,0.7795,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,12,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,6,8,1,5,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,2,1,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366911506305331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771642888403724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898778533317784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005497763528832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379039527018221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118932119777316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868580111078228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216448350082042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491205730749525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805772981348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875522523206853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967558675013985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834931124865005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298194964079426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358022327077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507458521970311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714478757253161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817744044488834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534115718819485,0.2361180257010227,0.0,0.0 lonely,kureless,2020/01/13,Let’s make a group chat Honestly i’m so tired of no one being there for me or having friends. I’m so lonely it hurts. I think everyone in this subreddit deserves a friend. How about we make a group chat on instagram? Just,-0.2258074534161487,2.0657821956521762,1.8511180124223607,93.49543478260873,96.6086956521739,6.106832298136648,19.614906832298136,7.447530270364453,0.8967863354037267,175,6,38,4,7,58,37,46,0.222,0.602,0.175,-0.364,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31058551708986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022435132945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34795741322846874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323710000949036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339276747515728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202525857448996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826973652975625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735806943700503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yuuur41,2020/01/13,people only text me when they want to use me only time people text me or ask to hang is to use me for something. sucks to know that i’m just being used and no one likes me for 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lonely,whatthefuckihateme,2020/01/13,why i really wish i had someone to love me. i wish i had someone to stay up and talk to. i wish i wasn’t so fucking lonely. i ducking hate this so fucking 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lonely,CristianSOAD13,2020/01/13,"I have everything, yet I feel empty I’ve always chosen to be alone. I prefer it that way. I’m not antisocial and I’ve had love in my life. But what I mean by the title is that I have everything I can ask for and I’m very grateful. I have a good job, nice car, own place, an actual savings account and most importantly, good health. I have all of these things at the age of 23. I worked and struggled my ass off thinking this is what I want. Yet recently I’ve been feeling lonely and empty. I repeat; I’ve been alone. And I like being alone. But now it feels like I actually miss someone in my life. I don’t know. I’m hoping this will pass and I’m just stuck in my thoughts. I figured I might as well ask some of you for advice. I guess being alone is the best until you start feeling lonely",-0.07214285714285751,2.096357976190476,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,88.28571428571428,5.026666666666667,17.923809523809524,6.508806274219699,-0.11510333333333288,612,16,138,7,20,208,97,168,0.146,0.643,0.21,0.9262,1,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,5,14,0,1,5,0,17,5,1,0,1,29,38,11,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,0,1,2,2,4,1,0,5,4,23,10,14,28,5,17,0,3,0,2,5,6,1,5,10,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.2575779892958112,0.0,0.0,0.12896487543960958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467470288050811,0.0,0.0,0.10981414087968748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467584475951973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850008515461806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372220366235917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669229975271173,0.09428328282456667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213894800541331,0.0,0.0,0.14538582946961354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028372442249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108139332749524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096526299844025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253025199788747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643631668828187,0.12895307019175015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911298994176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375994731640745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000508908019094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378862483578921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030982829246007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182236454825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934128978049304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379693879284236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767862004043776,0.0845645349175335,0.0,0.10477375991465566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889356203313194,0.07784253562693323,0.10475596367487228,0.0,0.0,0.1186617728396047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607969429889804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shawker_41,2020/01/13,"Feeling Physically ill I just found out the girl I invested 5 years into doesn't care about me anymore, feeling like I've sunken into a dark hole of loneliness and honestly don't know how to move forward from it. It feels like I've been ripped apart by her telling me that shes seeing someone. I have more physical pain like I've been stabbed and I think my brain just hasn't worked it out fully that she is lost to someone else forever. I truly believed she was the only girl to love me for who I was.",5.397339743589747,5.163586105769231,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,67.75,9.241025641025642,31.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.3375564102564104,401,15,85,6,6,130,71,104,0.151,0.6659999999999999,0.183,0.3805,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,0,10,4,1,1,0,15,20,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,6,4,14,6,12,14,1,8,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,0,5,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036979948396031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314113585897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292902634519015,0.0,0.0,0.20941527526387532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158230067766211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115637092324472,0.29347039745622605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252065042366703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288046641856045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010388556855025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421438720647133,0.0,0.1853782317139573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183038223665376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621318527596845,0.2185562057360842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163674304048728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480633340857812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952546953131565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160969224590385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495309944066953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226851994672298 lonely,robbymcgee,2020/01/13,"Seeking advice Not sure if this is the place to post this. Hi. I have been married to my wife for 14 years. I love her very much and I know she loves me. My issue is loneliness in the bedroom as I feel she is no longer attracted to me. I'm not sure how I may fix this without causing a bigger problem. When we do have sex, it is always the exact same position and I've tried setting up different positions but she gets uncomfortable very quickly with any other position. Because of this, I have trouble getting an orgasm each time. She will have at least two every time. Unless she is faking but I've seen her eyes go in two different directions that would be hard to normally do along with the faces she makes, but I could be wrong. Me not finishing really frustrates me and I'm in a bad mood until I do finish days later. She doesn't want to help or support my problem and just says to me she is sorry I didn't finish. I initiate sex 99% of the time. I show her and tell her all the time how much I want her and that I love her sexy body. So I don't know what I'm doing wrong. How do I get her to be attracted to me again?",1.3654775604142702,3.1858175864978904,3.348916378979673,90.23992232451094,79.8860759493671,6.671960107403146,22.165132336018413,7.686295010490155,0.883921518987342,876,27,193,14,22,296,130,237,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.126,-0.3215,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,8,17,1,0,9,0,26,9,4,5,4,43,44,19,0,8,11,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,8,0,2,3,5,40,8,23,34,6,24,0,0,2,6,24,7,0,3,14,138,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300189960894778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473664155517487,0.0,0.0,0.08559813786795545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509892012882056,0.07673117518676555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981682342538593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930651848998906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049956121601757,0.0,0.0,0.08117784391277352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302154629558605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605365622990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364530581143421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972907601779705,0.0,0.07153667832793235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275772311010278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437019750622418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137898773866502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835331123214936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34081661338399866,0.0,0.08402138307544071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185062668665485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332907613361065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151077314779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055179510226663,0.0,0.0,0.24088743372813326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806376379431923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009947401920184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090481689463888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283949160860418,0.2372681288023097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001878335647924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935908566937079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545968568457453,0.0,0.2459197833139701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771725540931624,0.14848662815905353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213373374903533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941675732291217,0.2752453148699897,0.0,0.08105825696427034 lonely,h4ll133g3l533r,2020/01/13,"I don’t talk to many people, so I have a fake Snapchat account where I talk to people I don’t know, and even some who I do know irl. I have been feeling very lonely because I don’t socialize with many people. I don’t even like texting much. I realize this might be unhealthy to do, but I get to talk to people behind a fake persona. Tell me your thoughts on this? I think the worst part is talking to people I actually know. Some of them are people who hate me irl, so I guess it might be that I just want them to like me, and no matter what I do irl those people still hate me. I just want people to like me.",3.655973282442748,3.4879878320610693,4.848158396946567,89.4693368320611,71.44274809160305,7.4660305343511455,25.53530534351145,6.6274283507984215,0.748319847328244,470,12,110,3,8,156,65,131,0.215,0.6859999999999999,0.099,-0.9676,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,8,9,2,0,3,0,16,0,0,0,0,21,28,5,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,24,3,12,22,5,3,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,5,4,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.11617871724304113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257370551472328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726698780597115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019685831881023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062200365953305026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311504854842029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350807092692167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628552101364172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449009118039202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414024501532089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25259319247428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751777608519029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892297807790498,0.0,0.6602918057488802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135971090900464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507601285266032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827617035173966,0.10405771532844199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628446217654494,0.0,0.09451491613000963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982313309271611,0.14044128476671672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosalynnstar81,2020/01/13,"I’ve been lonely most of my life and now it feels like my family is falling apart. I’m not sure where to start, I just want to get this off my chest. I’m 22f I’ve been single most of my life and looks like it’s going to be that way for awhile still. Family is pretty important to me, but currently it looks like that’s starting to fall apart. My mom passed away in April 2019 and that was a huge pillar missing from my family, and now my sister is getting married next year and so she’ll have her own family, and my brother currently lives far away with his girlfriend and that just leaves me with my dad, and there’s this thought that keeps reappearing in my mind, that when my dad reunites with my mom, what will happen to me? Whose going to be there for me? I’ll be all on my own and my family is going to be gone, and this feeling of loneliness is going to be reality.",4.4927719821162455,4.397873617486344,5.406378539493293,85.93269746646797,69.65573770491804,9.058917039244909,25.37953303527074,8.841846274778883,1.4697693989071032,684,16,153,11,11,225,95,183,0.059000000000000004,0.852,0.08900000000000001,0.5598,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,16,3,1,0,2,27,36,13,0,1,4,6,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,14,13,0,1,3,0,0,8,1,2,0,0,5,4,22,4,24,24,6,31,0,2,2,0,11,11,0,2,14,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463010973336143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178356018309877,0.0,0.1325522852340597,0.09364097296633904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696396921314186,0.0,0.29797484887621395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591038631030375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650668538096115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879093218153887,0.0,0.0,0.18516620940570716,0.19211185585604784,0.0,0.11574282136747185,0.0,0.22014224864722196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234975113456846,0.30703008151142064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940118873138793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335177407514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555303498150294,0.0,0.10467774503960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353791173199585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040599831255935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731222922982094,0.10404230812363628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440887399879042 lonely,whatareyourspecialz,2020/01/13,"How do I fix this To save anyone who reads this from reading my whole life story I’m gonna try sum it up. I grew up in a very strict house hold; no friends allowed over, no loud noises, no going over to sleepovers/birthday parties unless my mom was good friends with their parents, you get the point. I was a shy kid and with my mom being the way she was it was very difficult to make friends/keep them. When I moved out of my moms, i moved in with a coworker who I thought the world of. He lived in a house with 2 other roommates. I met some very cool people who were... let’s just say accepting. Anything went. Drugs, partying, and just being yourself. I made a shit ton of friends in less than a year during this time. I felt freedom from my moms harsh hold on my life. It was euphoric. I went from never even having a drop of alcohol to doing any drug I could get my hands on and because of this, I actually met so many people. It was truly the time of my life. But then something horrible happened. The coworker who was basically the “ringleader” (for lack of a better term) sexually assaulted me. He was in jail for a while and for a few months everyone was either very supportive or just didn’t say anything about it. But eventually I found out he had been released because there “wasn’t enough evidence” to convict him. Everyone who I was friends with who heard about him being released turned on me. They thought I was a liar. And then that turned into people I didn’t even know not liking me. I threw everyone’s best friend/ drug supplier in jail. I had no one again. And this time people actually hated me. This was three years ago. Only a few weeks after all of this I met my current boyfriend. While he does make me feel wanted and loved, I still feel lonely. He usually spends a lot of time playing xbox with his friends but I can’t bare to make him get off to spend time with me because hes going through a similar situation with losing friends and I want him to spend time with them. At this point I don’t trust anyone around here. I’ve gone deeper into my shell. I don’t even try to reach out to people anymore. Solidarity made me feel safe and I found great comfort in it for so long. It was my way of coping with trauma and anxiety. If no one was around me, no one could hurt me. But no one could help me either. I pushed everyone away and now I realize that’s wrong. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know who to go to.",2.6938729940619344,4.307681967806843,3.8103979977425553,89.3344388280905,75.39839034205232,6.94133581979683,24.79800755754037,7.678348718463194,1.1105628797173293,1906,63,410,26,41,618,226,497,0.107,0.754,0.139,0.9322,3,2,5,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,4,3,21,31,4,0,20,1,37,10,2,8,2,76,77,27,0,7,13,5,5,1,7,1,7,4,0,1,26,28,1,3,13,4,3,11,17,10,0,5,36,10,62,21,70,33,14,66,0,3,0,1,45,27,1,4,26,278,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.1247495994736428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665949766130121,0.06830896026305759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346646809166363,0.0,0.04889713582784359,0.0,0.06338953358648322,0.08938597808092874,0.0,0.1051982233998216,0.11380123771353455,0.0,0.0,0.060053115134832635,0.0,0.0,0.11689155608862754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707805351435361,0.05653032390383436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153100093517019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055935119184422614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237394758897205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604443543796791,0.0,0.12665181414969728,0.0,0.0,0.24430575632831786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695666482270016,0.0,0.061371354863245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016569260238387,0.34568050600152633,0.0,0.10018363419639477,0.0,0.1089783080581031,0.05361143054174829,0.0,0.07046987942064481,0.0,0.0,0.056522523446066834,0.0,0.0,0.06310584464443128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284292379641278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750570342650796,0.06842559804891786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681330263570624,0.0,0.0,0.10538307148676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536054008620265,0.1354416339947488,0.031227132219831692,0.0,0.05644081210240346,0.056565465792156426,0.0,0.07150795204480609,0.0,0.05434084318972121,0.05768853863626802,0.12096161502441485,0.12799739074113534,0.06480287371733022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994402060643362,0.05101878033521603,0.13586955031990208,0.0,0.0,0.04929754313274297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325010853003156,0.04861255979716361,0.0,0.0,0.07097343400491772,0.0,0.0,0.2215636506453031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084644103000318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787070087838348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166040294380704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561096319171514,0.0,0.07184656997762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920724018866606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051045039936652936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253344942868377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148758921858284,0.22362678538931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679232500740583,0.13904897493220164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039670544223511,0.21095635207076133,0.07540104779931685,0.10147035114796056,0.0512712068846989,0.0,0.0,0.1185053515648566,0.0,0.07136222387110204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698843572662294,0.0,0.08232226138700426 lonely,czar20,2020/01/13,"Welp It’s gonna be midnight again and well I wish I had someone in my life anyone. To talk about my day too or express what I feel. It’s my last semester of college and I don’t know if to scream or cry or run away. My job is killing me to the point where I get so stressed out that I get major migraines by the time I get home. I would be nice just to have someone in your life romantic or non romantic but someone that wonders how you are every day. Not like those “friends” that just know you exist when they are bored and have nothing to do. Sorry. Just wanted to express. Have a good night",0.6861538461538466,2.7059937936507983,2.0503174603174616,97.62587912087915,83.28571428571429,4.829304029304031,22.3907203907204,5.8734145424116955,0.07634749694749665,462,16,107,3,13,148,83,126,0.133,0.759,0.109,-0.6275,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,11,9,1,1,3,0,12,3,0,1,0,22,22,12,1,4,10,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,17,5,13,17,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,8,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143760492216844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631733886379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907738429971232,0.2240120269532953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632868620775194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878153032507328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341808816690044,0.0,0.2722140731780964,0.0,0.0,0.14567035817511878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421019531639964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234564862627275,0.0,0.1921456661313988,0.0,0.1908944866663126,0.14156831299421865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534359105221526,0.08484883707220574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629822315286833,0.0,0.16664585584095176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417902088362055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414628163474623,0.0,0.0,0.19441495436838185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894413681625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959339409845967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127129480917886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243802048102887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615469124380466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971769002338802,0.0,0.18834313953170498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337374390615362,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway0101234456,2020/01/13,"Its going to be my birthday soon and I haven't told anyone I don't want to. I really xon't want to. I don't want pity. I really don't want to be pitied. I want to be treated like a human being, with dignity. Can I at least have that? I want to feel like I belong, like i have a home, but it feels like that's not ever going to happen. I feel like I've lost my way, and I'm just so disconnected from everything. I don't belong, but I want to belong. I don't want to be like this. I'm not one of those ""it's so nice to be alone"" type of people. Although I've never done anything extroverted in my life. I just can't seem to break free. I'm stuck, and I don't know what to do. I'm just so.... confused....",-1.5457894736842093,0.2631124150943407,1.7743131413439284,97.24671300893743,91.51572327044023,4.856802383316784,14.028798411122146,6.339386263674448,-0.8084415094339623,530,9,136,6,19,190,72,159,0.127,0.6890000000000001,0.185,0.9407,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,2,0,19,1,0,0,2,27,42,9,0,8,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,11,4,0,1,4,3,19,10,18,32,1,9,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188343820093324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957886943079682,0.0,0.11273357051442087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019140702059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391801597599895,0.0,0.0,0.12312047949027682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780333844785207,0.2936034903291173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557125634377241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114246185208845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741515369303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528777284464502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676221076157636,0.40156717461145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954404768234106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056574507693104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283000556183586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497370060527903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552245375635234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471328661022475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090268693722087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464161894931711,0.1087386708308332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giacomoggg,2020/01/13,I feel empty The other day I was driving and all of a sudden I got this really weird empty feeling and for no reason I just kept accelerating until I was going like dangerously fast and I didn’t care what happened to me and it really scared me. Like nothing mattered for that 30 seconds and it was so scary. I feel like I have everything I could ever want in life and I have no room to complain about anything yet I feel so fucking empty sometimes idk just thought I would share.,1.3118750000000006,3.8976931041666703,3.2633333333333354,85.915,86.70833333333334,5.283333333333333,22.583333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.9093708333333336,382,14,72,5,12,128,63,96,0.247,0.601,0.152,-0.8417,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,21,20,9,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,7,4,14,5,8,11,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,9,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819665337256335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078028675249103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289217386666458,0.0,0.0,0.13965248936481234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587577718623006,0.0,0.0,0.1946151204710236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43796311725165016,0.15469854914382636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001907557450342,0.0,0.0,0.12306652564116186,0.0,0.17318942766915596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914884908270882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295090940491282,0.3173762983533041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777909942639552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774463161984343,0.22264253785099036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679758084387296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416682242769994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191116135932358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772282596025028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382611990153014,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway473800,2020/01/13,I can’t even cry anymore I’ve tried so hard I just want to let it out. I physically cannot cry anymore. I don’t know if there is something wrong with my body but god sakes just let me fucking let it out for once.,-1.1412499999999994,0.8352707083333364,1.0508333333333333,101.7775,91.91666666666666,4.033333333333334,18.416666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.7126083333333333,166,5,43,1,6,55,36,48,0.16699999999999998,0.747,0.086,-0.3922,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,9,10,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925407789088647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982986566415044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347827045708267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071559021310328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296166901082767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728564071631456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876441431450666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071194059269649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210764307717066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523583413440145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436574200075507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673057190627308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638004322436424,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotSoDependent,2020/01/13,"question about birthdays Has anyone here just say in a post that its their birthday today, but even though they get birthday wishes, it doesnt fill that void i guess?",2.8043548387096777,5.79761258064516,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,84.48387096774194,3.1,20.65322580645161,3.1291,-0.4372645161290323,134,4,24,0,4,38,29,31,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412205732463437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785843199566805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802397064177597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38003835890556137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303989523548802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864606154185384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743448267955075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389446619205663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32700414049092325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967141455544526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blaine23atk,2020/01/13,Feeling super lonely I just wish I could have a girl on side of me at night when I’m sleeping and to hold on to when I need to and a girl that really cares about me as much as I do her I’ve never had that before I thought I did one time but that faded away quick.. I know it would make my life so much better to have a loyal gf that loves me for me n just be there for me in my ups and downs someone much closer than family that I can tell anything.. I just can’t wait for when it’s just me and my gf alone together and we can’t do what we want when we want and live and have fun together.. lift each other up and stick to each other like glue.. I would be so much happier but it feels like it’s gonna be a long hard journey to get to have that.. if ever.. I just hope one day it just happens for me and everything gets better!!,0.8751612903225805,1.9184220000000032,2.949225806451615,96.00383870967742,79.0,6.250322580645161,18.313978494623647,6.742157984588678,-0.2585479569892475,636,11,162,6,15,216,101,186,0.028999999999999998,0.727,0.244,0.9922,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,3,16,11,0,0,4,0,17,3,1,1,2,40,35,20,0,9,9,0,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,2,14,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,3,25,10,24,25,6,23,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,2,14,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598645028895132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270204361958381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450209448947455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313441396737028,0.0,0.0,0.2730276679014421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573744949525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232393477866049,0.0,0.0,0.09954575340910587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962230034912934,0.0,0.0,0.1387236910720856,0.0,0.14551149586764822,0.0,0.15609234275204095,0.11027074201011668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612875009234795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649499679708602,0.0,0.13827113358358512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330864680261824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482908598833633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902500614612227,0.15081942745869065,0.0,0.1362976738732031,0.1365986973227278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931078119503013,0.0,0.10303269312876827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538726798410732,0.11445175685394825,0.1190475509896258,0.0,0.0,0.14485105331601433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091889353760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988833163739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446577177701784,0.0,0.13078389660026665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491246072194113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225400718224514,0.09000523300114789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820843294033938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749982617361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192977306633756,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheSteveHM,2020/01/13,"Is anyone else here starved for physical affection? I realized the other day, while I was curling up in my bed, that if I haven’t so much as been hugged by anyone since my girlfriend left me 5 years ago. It’s been so long that I’m afraid if anyone was to hug me in a serious way that I might break down into an emotional mess. Does anyone else here understand that feeling?",6.352236842105262,5.465076592105262,6.880526315789478,79.57368421052634,65.97368421052633,10.757894736842106,32.1578947368421,10.125756701596842,2.9114052631578926,295,10,61,6,4,97,57,76,0.094,0.746,0.16,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,8,10,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,2,9,5,1,13,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,3,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782024613650884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622641203339441,0.4119614412332405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964880746767501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592418441474708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358723580808892,0.22613359025408156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164766150027706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842151662348652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790671729357316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326285160863453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778142127700813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629548926146975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092810763970478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956959624173206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294578156340067 lonely,CravingTouch1,2020/01/13,"I (26m) am super lonely, feel like I can't truely be myself with anyone. I can't imagine a woman being interested in me despite evidence to the opposite. I'm lonely. I feel like I'm hiding so much of my life and who I am. For example I'm religious, its important to me and something I worked out with a lot of thought. I'm fairly low key about it, but I really believe it. Most of my friends arn't religious so i don't get to talk much about it or stuff Ive read or whatever. The second thing and this is the big one, is that to be blunt I probably hyper sexual. I have a sex drive that is INSANE. i'm a virgin though, yes at my age. I just want to get to know a woman who i don't have to hide my desire from. I Just want to be painfully open. Obviously these behaviors arn't comparable. I know the way i want to act but struggle to actually act that way. Frequently use porn and masturbate or talk with women online (though thats much more rare). I know I'm fairly attractive. I went dancing with friends a few weeks ago and a woman just walked right over to me and started grinding on me and Ive had women give me complements and stuff but I just don't know what to do. I don't know logistically how any of the non platonic interactions are suppose to work. I have friends that are women, its not that I can't interact or anything.",1.7576344086021507,3.5289543978494637,4.1996759856630845,84.83018064516132,78.49820788530467,7.761491039426522,24.063225806451612,8.608573733854374,1.6460057634408602,1043,36,223,23,25,365,138,279,0.07,0.7829999999999999,0.147,0.9588,0,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,11,13,0,1,12,1,25,5,0,2,1,44,48,20,0,4,12,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,19,14,0,0,9,2,0,6,8,5,0,2,3,2,33,8,30,41,7,22,0,3,0,3,16,9,0,6,7,151,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.12647393738969448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488533494267415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813455734000505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906215061452964,0.0,0.10665231452376077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601832066537335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106245051996449,0.18517697170397196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039311794420664,0.0,0.1354245489341652,0.12432711022079986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356132392178308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154250760502564,0.1266350635799882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018392729560747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858195888820588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782241975700487,0.0,0.13790684401603082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973407016246475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963817988278126,0.0,0.08302706930412576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068034561551714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977480394325276,0.0,0.0,0.09173374651048123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548930774915155,0.2967291014969872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083401369657128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610254573168585,0.0,0.25466879006030696,0.1028903905008046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193547277337616,0.0,0.0,0.22932981200880706,0.2057458283176118,0.10395979525047733,0.0,0.0,0.1201433790360509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887052115656441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dude4466,2020/01/13,"Lonely on Reddit on Sunday nights. Reddit has become a social outlet for me since I started using it about a month ago. So I’m having some beers, posting some stuff on reddit and getting few responses. On Friday night I couldn’t set the phone down. Tonight is Sunday night which means Reddit kind of sucks and the internet is too slow to run netflix. Out of curiosity what’s the ranking for nights to be on reddit?",3.0576250000000016,5.568351512500001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,77.625,5.5,21.25,6.6274283507984215,0.6109999999999998,331,9,58,3,8,106,58,80,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.6478,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,14,10,3,21,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,11,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917901381028087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232403981141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560632971925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049077310817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018246950619752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613409070605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587538034422002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358786914805665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720679130196212,0.0,0.0,0.20604948939546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307102156312632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313943193949457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745783100334689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enfantdelune,2020/01/13,"Lonely and Playing Morrowind. I don’t know what to do really. I can’t really discuss my feelings with anyone and I don’t feel like crying. I just wish someone understood. Out of all the things to feel. I guess right now. The inevitable is that I keep trying to be optimistic or I go away forever. And I don’t want to d ** but— I’m sick of feeling so alone",-1.0168191268191258,0.9316856756756772,1.7786486486486484,92.4491995841996,104.4054054054054,4.97962577962578,19.205821205821206,6.67199483983844,0.5739160083160089,276,10,58,5,13,95,51,74,0.154,0.6829999999999999,0.162,-0.3434,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,19,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,9,17,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283066433490203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706916573543899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293551174744179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681500797213159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937297524124546,0.17439659496135246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387368087440082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689214127419622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169816115428127,0.0,0.0,0.1341598277147022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926279865063055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127740570119536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084738207658876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068387844961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217989369774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573881182730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398600419710528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072147449656465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thegirlwho_criedwolf,2020/01/13,"Sitting alone in westfield, eating sushi None of my friends want to hang out today or tomorrow. Sigh... 😔",3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,77.42105263157895,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.0528736842105264,82,4,14,1,2,25,19,19,0.218,0.7190000000000001,0.062,-0.503,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202613396823303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140079638725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880981319953051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761491472263868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628665350443656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sad_Me_Help,2020/01/13,"I'm just upset at myself. God, I don't know if this is stupid or not. I'm laying in bed in my own room and I just feel so lonely. My depression hasn't gotten better, my rooms a pigsty. Sometimes I feel like everyone around me hates me but doesn't show it. I wish I had another person here with me.",-0.12098901098901038,1.8185001538461518,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,85.92307692307692,5.560439560439562,15.439560439560445,6.868970318607317,-0.3478131868131871,230,4,54,3,7,79,49,65,0.239,0.7090000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8703,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,12,2,5,11,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32452105083630023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755064528873131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737135260078809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665581916290635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957253088731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129689078464722,0.22109549440967094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055514643559515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008436113716388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119829282323802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702295684117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060876766644854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558914278629358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,locaprincesaa,2020/01/13,"I’m having chest pains I’ve been feeling pretty down and alone all day long but suddenly a wave of loneliness just rushed over me and I can physically feel it in my chest. It sucks and I don’t know what to do. I just want this feeling to go away.",2.435377358490566,3.48866720754717,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,75.0377358490566,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,0.8211547169811317,194,5,46,3,4,64,41,53,0.18899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,12,13,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,7,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532601958917897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32045967976603784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997098614068453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173870113233078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384591803069706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745086615176856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018486387071206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629374626798745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34700508669249513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118020170595208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,michealscott_goldfac,2020/01/13,just went on a school trip my heart is aching. I had no one the entire time. I just want to escape,-1.7065151515151484,0.2095134999999999,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,95.8181818181818,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.62159393939394,75,0,20,0,3,24,20,22,0.231,0.6409999999999999,0.128,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627002381260564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217710505347141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805741504145271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688919898500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007918226035355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401912563350541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LtGeneralFish,2020/01/13,"Lonely gamer looking for a friend I like to play video games and shit on my computer, mainly Grand Strategy and Open world games like Hearts of Iron or GTA Online. I've got a discord for those interested in adding me. Just trying to make friends.",6.145248226950352,6.955979127659575,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,66.23404255319149,8.819858156028369,28.43262411347518,8.841846274778883,1.9914879432624104,197,6,38,3,3,60,40,47,0.14400000000000002,0.539,0.317,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,7,7,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,1,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445548691452723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818610362817455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41761727527536974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443474718176395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959425373207698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352418915207176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617522278308828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926883102072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dandannoodlebowl,2020/01/13,Well fuck Hello? Is anyone out there? Fucking Christ loneliness sucks,4.351363636363633,3.908503909090911,2.6461363636363657,80.98920454545456,146.27272727272728,4.736363636363637,20.931818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.6211636363636368,57,2,7,1,4,16,11,11,0.516,0.3720000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.8226,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219796427239962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8514161704276108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41402851883138375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spartan78605,2020/01/13,I have Asperger's and it makes dating really hard for me So I have Asperger's syndrome and I only find Asian girls attractive and they are all I've ever dated but recently I've seen a bunch of people saying that wmaf couples are wrong and a bunch of videos on yellow fever and I hate myself I wish I could just be normal it's not like I haven't tried being with different race woman but I just can't preform my happiest relationship was with a Japanese girl but after seeing how much people dislike people like me I broke it off and I've been staying inside I'm full of shame I wish I could just be normal,1.3492857142857129,3.731142182539685,3.559682539682541,85.5714285714286,83.52380952380952,6.457142857142857,19.31746031746032,7.7094869923839395,0.8846412698412705,489,13,95,9,14,167,78,126,0.24,0.691,0.069,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,3,0,13,1,0,2,2,26,20,11,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,16,3,9,12,5,9,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,7,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28740999467689665,0.19915222467911067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804813748946808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280857258999956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450488417790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123302533229622,0.17769992875269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758651421871057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014273978048536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231117621925031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269814799368754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368882464233764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743410312217308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153042998973643,0.0,0.17771547778547533,0.19323871136457327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431329099695297,0.0,0.0,0.14342635947289448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184222535808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219937833807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139524024749296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678756186702698,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ralosog99,2020/01/13,49 [M4F] married and lonely I honestly love chatting with married women over 36 or so. Ideally looking for someone to chat with on a daily basis about anything and everything.,3.8679032258064514,7.1253208709677445,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,82.2258064516129,6.970967741935485,36.782258064516135,8.07648339933343,4.160154838709678,141,9,18,3,4,47,28,31,0.065,0.652,0.282,0.8525,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426513581316141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658111723165997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352382415756577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677825236864401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391506578630951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,weirdpoptart,2020/01/13,"What did you do if you’ve felt what I’m feeling before? I guess I’m lonely because I feel like no one prioritises me. I only really have one friend who I can talk to and who is always here no matter what, and everyone else doesn’t really care. My best friends are all in relationships which they’re obsessed with and put over doing ANYTHING else. Including hanging out with me. I know I have done the same in the past, but nowhere NEAR these levels of shutting out. But at the same time, I am isolating myself deliberately because I know that at the end of the day all you have is yourself. Everywhere I go I hear “you must love yourself before being able to love others”, or something similar along those lines. I don’t know how to, though. I don’t know if I am really an awful person like how some people close to me describe me as, or if they’re putting me down for their own reasons. It’s all very confusing and if anyone understands I’d really appreciate us talking because so far no one has really understood how I feel.",4.649537815126049,5.630454794117651,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,69.68627450980392,9.161904761904765,28.787114845938376,9.424239791934726,2.4849703081232493,814,29,158,17,14,272,123,204,0.077,0.77,0.153,0.9505,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,1,1,6,11,0,2,6,1,19,2,0,4,4,42,37,18,0,5,8,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,11,0,0,4,6,3,0,3,4,5,26,8,20,31,8,21,0,1,0,2,16,13,0,9,6,114,37,0,0.12287166228201325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223906606227624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591472317603134,0.0,0.1011129087139712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247042746207344,0.0,0.20910946935289046,0.0,0.12894622898582547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527584866353134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924205725289586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574037064446014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052870145785712,0.0,0.10882782254031828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740913885987155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638281299045986,0.08777954008518926,0.1179760646404723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986068296549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983079725343659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535698867733062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848529343223706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27010820887448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005777540719588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179294487900106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497830549177181,0.09344943597462703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729490486656782,0.08518373964125604,0.10728679612370406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470399159485343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935736658329298,0.12633253307236467,0.0,0.13191818185494225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459260859098276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975191756928741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072078433857372,0.0,0.07164745438437538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279137337374842,0.14779948093651538,0.0,0.0,0.10138198954412868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Infinity2358,2020/01/13,"New to this reddit and looking for a friend with common interests Hi I am 16, male, white, straight, and am looking for a friend, some one my age. My interests are. Anime (fantasy, isekai, shonen), Video games such as Pokémon, Minecraft, Mario, Kirby, Anything racing. I Watch a lot of YouTube My humor is very immature while also being about some mature topics, I take everything literal unless it’s completely obvious it’s a joke, I’m tall and heavyset, I am very kind and pretty open minded If you would like to try to be friends DM me at Buddy#2855 on discord",4.959357142857144,6.6962998285714335,5.486845238095238,79.10169642857143,69.76190476190476,8.29761904761905,31.220238095238088,8.841846274778883,2.7738809523809524,442,19,76,8,8,142,81,105,0.023,0.698,0.27899999999999997,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,12,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,9,9,12,9,3,9,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,4,5,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383514446084478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888155158830968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791412274387066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536312300780065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038314195454087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636317902461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619871101637374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650814200259317,0.0,0.0,0.18480491457445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194873332184283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994265550309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729929472719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114907675149365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343935679993776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475837258607918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587151793657715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441735005687693,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disciplinedwarrior,2020/01/13,Any lady down to talk? I'm lonely AF rn Hmu please.,-3.1225000000000023,-1.622501583333328,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,106.5,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,39,0,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.18100000000000002,0.652,0.16699999999999998,-0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447098401285614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216985814450853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284450559026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yellahsis,2020/01/13,Super lonely Sometimes I get lonely and then I want to go out but then going out makes me feel even more lonely,2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.39130434782608,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-0.8052434782608695,89,1,17,0,2,29,18,23,0.256,0.607,0.13699999999999998,-0.4854,0,6,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,6,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32907626935051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519200989163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603046534521759,0.0,0.5663112731019261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325724476548585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927622894745105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938690102645293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nice_soap,2020/01/13,Hey yall I'm fucking lonely and I wish I could start up a relationship but I cant because my teeth are really bad. Not like bad. Horrible. Anyways yeah idk I've just been feeling low this time of the year.,-1.6441919191919183,-0.2042053181818151,1.3348484848484858,94.20005050505054,113.54545454545456,4.682828282828283,18.52525252525253,6.42735559955562,0.3549222222222226,162,6,36,3,9,56,39,44,0.35,0.465,0.184,-0.8828,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,7,0,5,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479448221060739,0.20002322614812806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619827783423069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591091387041618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033482037710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030631995083644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020661355834408,0.0,0.0,0.3522856923851264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322500404338566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913335426589327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773299555005784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113030854078956 lonely,PanProboszcz,2020/01/13,Is anyone here rn?? Im lookin for new people to meet,-4.229999999999997,-6.063727333333333,-0.6533333333333324,105.09000000000003,155.66666666666666,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.0984,40,0,10,0,4,14,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991266549467069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616577433754146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512960414641161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957307874833593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tuitionalboar,2020/01/13,"Im sick to my stomach, holding back tears. God I feel like a fucking moron. Heartbroken by a woman who I've known for 8 years, and never claimed to love me. A woman I've fallen for, gotten over and fallen for again countless times. A woman I've made laugh and cry, a woman whose made me laugh, and cry. A girl I've wrote poetry for. As much as she's hurt me, I've never lost my foolish hope that she'd love me back. Why does it hurt so much to know I'll never hear from her again. I'm too old to be crying like a teenager.",1.4643671497584518,2.4887128086956523,3.450724637681162,93.08120772946863,77.43478260869566,5.806763285024156,19.73429951690821,5.82211442006289,-0.20107729468599,403,8,95,2,9,137,67,115,0.3,0.547,0.153,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,2,0,7,0,2,5,1,2,3,15,15,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,2,10,7,13,8,2,13,0,3,0,3,14,1,1,1,12,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427390641072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020017100413933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331022870135534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770256405998946,0.10882884314507976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408321440417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169370290856856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130398482433247,0.0,0.0,0.3261576003745638,0.0,0.1645489821409443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371986190424084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884731448190255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629269996339507,0.0,0.27497831027021696,0.2882879449996921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396892313343425,0.0,0.35247266003525896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598509685878095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882832568243383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745951319850422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809936630805068 lonely,Bryce105,2020/01/13,"Looking for a female to talk to.. 2020 the year of being alone again.. Just your average nerdy guy that no one gives a chance, everyone tends to leave then I'm stuck being alone again. The cycle repeats and then I try to put myself out there only to go back to square one. Just looking for some company.. someone to talk to and say goodnight to, all that stuff.. just don't wanna be a 21 year old loser anymore.. so if anyone has a chance or the kindness to message me please do.. you'll make me really happy.",1.8635294117647088,4.010847901960787,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,79.78431372549021,5.648627450980393,20.9843137254902,6.742157984588678,0.42328313725490174,394,11,80,4,10,128,71,102,0.128,0.75,0.122,0.3167,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,4,6,2,15,10,2,12,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,9,56,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807112325292649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227470311664065,0.12851334988341045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413265838070995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756234692264952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631237986909454,0.1044546190491833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198539738760472,0.0,0.19565260511622412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139363216944175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461178019794864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086820891870479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268421970752587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928613532329505,0.0,0.249087746119424,0.1397839580674461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175110896793147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847641823184003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774342825606525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616072020801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572843742578465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040066791723488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954540269249542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478436406180818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671519421632586 lonely,lonelyhub,2020/01/13,"Anyone looking for consistency? I realized last night that the one thing I miss most about my recently dissolved relationship was the consistency of it. I realize that most people neither care nor think about me, and I'm largely okay with that, provided I at least have some form of reliable interaction. But I find most people are anything but. I can't count the number of people who claim to want a ""friend"" or someone supportive, but then completely disappear shortly thereafter without any sort of warning or explanation. I certainly don't expect that everyone will be a warm and supportive outlet or have boundless common interests, but I do expect a bit of consideration and common decency. It might never have been abundant, but I remember when it wasn't quite so scarce. It's the inconsistency and uncertainty of interaction that I find most maddening. It makes everything seem like little more than brutal chance.",8.707,9.985290699999998,8.7925,60.52250000000001,60.75,12.65,39.125,12.161744961471696,5.5748250000000015,752,37,110,25,10,246,105,160,0.142,0.727,0.131,-0.5891,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,1,0,7,1,13,0,0,1,2,35,23,16,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,2,12,9,14,17,10,12,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,11,9,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589202991820363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916222896437323,0.0,0.1402418483586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605544233104995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375542643096795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786830310718778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284443655442127,0.1531632816713668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152316027034105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316667349815669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891574803314974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325902472334792,0.17080647456342915,0.0,0.0,0.14311060221478347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137572485066071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078960284991935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143907463531654,0.0,0.0,0.15992843405461535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548158639639525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544451024898873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812635639080631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827004117644118,0.18296822721007094,0.19305361471432853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514475190743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439704305918882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867831484965632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132200479259758,0.109198806867458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005186396671858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427962917043154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlueTheRedditor,2020/01/13,"I'm so lonely tonight I had a cat once who I called the ancient one. He was born in 1998, I was born in 2000. He was my bestfriend and at the same time the biggest pain in my ass. He was always insistent on laying on top of me, and sometimes I'd let him even though I hate being restrained when I'm trying to sleep. I woke up this morning to my normal routine of pulling him off of me, only to remember that he's not there anymore. He passed away a little over a week ago. He just made it past the age of 22, and I finally had him put down after finding yet another health problem on the list of many issues he had, such as arthritis and luchimiea. It didn't hit me on the day he died. I teared up a little and then life went on, but this morning, looking at the end of my bed where he should've been and not seeing him broke me. The reality hit me and I've hardly been able to keep myself together all day. I'm extremely lonely tonight, as the reality hits me that I'll be going to bed alone tonight and for a long time. Rest in paradise ancient one.",3.811326073030109,3.909941282511217,5.014967969250482,87.4782623318386,71.152466367713,7.806406149903909,28.48462524023062,7.447530270364453,1.4128311338885329,818,28,184,8,14,272,128,223,0.086,0.867,0.046,-0.6992,0,5,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,14,0,13,5,2,1,1,21,27,15,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,6,0,2,13,3,22,0,32,8,3,49,0,3,2,1,15,22,1,0,22,114,29,0,0.1502344793984987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317380135698415,0.0,0.0,0.155597612308481,0.0,0.0,0.12500712189276908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753395083489374,0.0,0.0,0.1489922343544534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411502388115355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534062006876385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937776212472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591967065027487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306315679111874,0.0,0.0,0.09922845674758794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457452877771708,0.1373115924431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538171679710317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345805844819862,0.14832544526567892,0.0,0.15969222631962798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680576434889953,0.0,0.13353530814674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536249338823604,0.10611505576055497,0.0,0.3011488327423455,0.0,0.13295278666430949,0.12615912517423872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215549692460394,0.0,0.15231418187612772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719789201026875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999481743641122,0.2036055426786192,0.1142600914074766,0.15986007839837527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434158099715465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437541071747362,0.0,0.1510271468371349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701863786970235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971742915698533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034297694280285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858574161080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476046132269099,0.0,0.17520586618188871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199934986135234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050903736937442,0.0,0.0,0.13926886753725015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yousoundcliche,2020/01/13,"[29 F] Really feeling the pressure today. Hey all, Normally I'm quite adept in dealing with pressure but these past few days have certainly been overwhelming. Not looking to spill out all my deepest darkest secrets. Just wanting someone to connect with so my mind can find a little peace. Feel free to message me. My chat function isn't too crash hot when it comes to being accurate.",4.226714285714287,7.0278145285714295,4.492857142857143,80.66214285714288,75.14285714285714,6.857142857142858,34.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,3.0400000000000005,307,17,49,5,7,96,62,70,0.094,0.715,0.191,0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,17,11,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,4,3,8,9,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676995214082575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475050875226087,0.2953396821678503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969733763784944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618298893150348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871198423284087,0.0,0.0,0.24056402808181301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892546927653005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806813837543373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734695955581657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469785189461185,0.0,0.0,0.18352106826824927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427264911462522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715416187051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896839564235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Santapsycho,2020/01/14,"I can't balance lonely thoughts I have been getting really lonely. Typically I normally have a best friend or a relationship but after a few unhealthy relationships I decided I need to stay single and work on me. This has been hard as iv been in realtionships for the last 9 years and not having that was an adjustment. I had a best friend so at first it wasn't to bad, we hung out alot and she kept my mind off of things and I was doing well. Now she's not really in the picture besides a text once a week or so and I have no one. I have been trying to learn the keyboard and spanish and keep myself busy but it just hurts and I feel pointless and I dont know who to ask for how to get by and how to ask so I just came here with my rant hoping for good advice on how to make this not so bad until things eventually hopefully get better. How do you all get by when you have lonely spells and your hobbies dont make you happy like they used to?",3.2390524048815514,4.041545356783924,4.718395549174447,86.55121859296482,72.81909547738694,7.896769562096195,23.762024407753053,8.192908349453996,1.098261737257717,742,19,165,11,14,249,118,199,0.092,0.6890000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9805,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,1,5,14,17,0,0,11,0,20,1,0,7,1,46,38,26,0,4,9,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,15,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,11,2,24,11,25,27,6,17,0,4,0,0,15,7,0,5,9,128,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060291913771405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498926430004155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318721598096208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805184800955421,0.11820408993694932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286196851906791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327765333456264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757832809747231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368408926546475,0.0,0.0,0.20651798286104356,0.0,0.2793100407940607,0.0,0.0,0.11210072611976477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227474682721072,0.1197256939959505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654926398347333,0.0,0.0,0.14307693618601788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879579437383403,0.0,0.0,0.07345149293114224,0.1089439943788969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529548197291732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784271289228515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495014273043246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910106081622136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309503138473092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233472552568474,0.09056586799815344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124143515235424,0.0,0.0,0.28698387042387713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245495624352908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758453507924102,0.0,0.0,0.10610454084682724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074074835007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543217870281805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720735228909263,0.0,0.12016895197301795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730004780387863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606732915024456 lonely,Mrq1701,2020/01/14,"Helping people get out of their shell. Full disclosure, I am married and separated. My wife cheated on me 18 months ago and reconciliation efforts have failed. My wife chose to move out of our home. Months ago my wife told me to start dating because she didn't want me to suffer while she figured out what she wanted to do. I will not see other people while I am legally married, but I do suffur from loneliness. On the weeks my wife has our daughters I am entirely alone. On the weeks I have my girls, I still fill my wife and step son missing. I wanted to ask if this subreddit allows people to actually meet in person. Of course safety is paramount and any meetings should be conducted in a public place with lots of people around. I ask because it seems groups of people would benefit from meeting one another. All that stands in the way is getting to know where the people are located. I'm not talking about dating. I'm talking about making friends and possibly groups of people socializing. I posted about my situation and recieved replies from other men that are in my situation or have been in my situation. It would be wonderful if the tools were available on Reddit for me to meet these guys and discuss things. I believe the same would be true for people that can't seem to break of loneliness.",5.7234913074541565,6.9915070647773305,6.128292450583468,77.00424624910694,67.42105263157895,8.726744462967371,31.12860204810669,9.007467420416297,2.6681638009049773,1043,41,185,18,17,336,137,247,0.08,0.83,0.09,0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,2,6,7,1,0,7,0,25,0,0,2,2,36,43,13,0,9,6,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,11,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,1,30,3,38,31,4,35,0,3,1,0,33,16,0,7,12,133,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.10185130294350203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850376653801475,0.0,0.0,0.1080971581005962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709760420581304,0.1094423759912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291255752813547,0.19514609511935832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272475138565938,0.0,0.0,0.11759067931573865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063698363299196,0.0,0.10905936072015332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334396567558883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699578616522253,0.0,0.10469289285996597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735971997453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873272067043403,0.0,0.0,0.06966863260675285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661630253419632,0.11093014157014228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072467311855002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788631716233675,0.09113296642502454,0.1090457619584424,0.0,0.0,0.11766292388334515,0.0999588249520172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831703885103525,0.19003136702761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195303849239884,0.0,0.10639336510379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387452149285867,0.0,0.08335103035660887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777934524172233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933963352863289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997312203951972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468263611431324,0.08284505536018193,0.16744067305148347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318618920144337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224270651159286,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlausDune18,2020/01/14,"Why the endless cycle? Why do we go through these endless cycles of love that falls apart? Each new love feels like something new or something familiar. A safe place to secrete yourself within the arms of another person. Yet cycle after cycle we come back with our eyes streaming tears and our hearts bloodied, crushed, shattered or numbed beyond belief. We put ourselves back together enough to get through our lives until a new love comes along. We try learning from our past but fall into the same cycle again. It's hard to not want love, to pull away from loneliness. What is the purpose though of getting shattered further in an attempt to resolve those lonely feelings? I'm not sure I can stop though....",5.325603693181818,7.794314273437504,4.343494318181818,84.64752840909092,70.328125,5.904545454545455,31.16761363636364,6.574015621080383,1.8326312499999995,569,25,93,4,11,167,93,128,0.157,0.691,0.152,0.5017,0,2,2,0,0,0,16.0,8,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,3,8,3,0,1,27,16,7,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,11,0,2,6,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,8,21,16,3,26,1,1,1,4,14,8,0,2,12,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591176928749214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307367775085425,0.21399678516806694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397322231976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377999612750605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071767288491951,0.09940937479301214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454011221513272,0.0,0.07908261867770931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465180419484435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489439364465255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798206268047502,0.0,0.12287272488140075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023561974128554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031781919702277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328352045120675,0.0,0.12150113017056352,0.14538299188539147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988500947674515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142502016060644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633631766378455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311480026262285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734299515347885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447427380299836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820747598847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511239460332883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadboihoursoof,2020/01/14,No hope I’m so empty and numb right now. I have no friends I can talk to about what I’m feeling.,-2.4427536231884046,-0.7422329565217378,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,95.95652173913044,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.450959420289855,74,2,21,0,3,25,18,23,0.32,0.419,0.262,-0.1672,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820216864024134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309262409902287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539844216449371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763264779233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483086997021304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShadyK55,2020/01/14,"This subreddit is a great example of how men's mental health is neglected I'm fairly certain you all noticed this, but most of the posts that get attention on here are ""F"" posts. This is not to say that women's mental health isn't as important or bad as men's mental health, I'm just saying women on here should be careful with guys msging them because sometimes their loneliness gets to them and they get a bit creepy. Fellas, please don't be creepy. We're all struggling here, and we need to create a supportive community. Anyone can feel free to msg if they need help. Source: I'm a lonely dude lol",7.4849859943977615,6.424446420168067,7.415588235294122,77.22181372549021,63.789915966386566,10.622408963585436,31.598039215686274,9.725611199111238,2.7123098039215683,480,14,93,8,6,154,79,119,0.14300000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.191,0.682,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,5,0,5,9,0,1,5,1,10,3,0,1,3,20,21,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,5,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,7,6,11,18,4,4,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,3,0,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698758237799133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775628136416342,0.09327298124992968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670464050250197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600306540476086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736604321707091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982295761890196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869317070866058,0.0,0.1515031528807049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879248376589903,0.0,0.0,0.10255883388852642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625918221848658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269087492933147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420197546994975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679581413926245,0.0,0.0,0.2930810142513876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433580963824777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133000005645345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599584258830127,0.0,0.0,0.17363301409277468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Venom-of-the-abyss,2020/01/14,What’s wrong with me I’m so bad at talking with people that I think could make a good friend like when I went to a book store and I saw someone holding the same series I’m into I approached and froze up like some kind of creepy ugh.,0.6629411764705893,2.5120623529411823,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,82.33333333333333,4.08,18.04313725490196,3.1291,-0.9734815686274514,184,4,44,0,5,58,41,51,0.184,0.62,0.196,-0.075,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,5,7,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190521878542473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600060509355026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515973733806803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273140845703274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391156986045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318193535118253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217374760081068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576559626490916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592327525031296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617461657697513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086641928806312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018820018389792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560485562918007,0.0,0.0 lonely,ACheshire1512,2020/01/14,"I’m so lonely that I’m becoming a person I don’t want to be I honestly feel so lonely and jealous of everyone who surrounds me. Every person in a relationship turns me green. I know I’m a nice person but my loneliness is turning me into someone who I don’t want to be. When someone says they like someone who isn’t me I can feel my stomach fall. All the talk about sex and love drives me insane. I don’t want to miss out, I want to be happy. I don’t want to go to bed every night wondering why not me/ why them over me? I feel like my toxicity is driving people away which makes me feel more alone. I have no self-esteem, I doubt my hobbies and I’m not enjoying anything at all. My loneliness is physically hurting and I can’t even go to college without physically feeling lonely and jealous to everyone around me. I want to be supportive of people, not push them away, yet I also want to be happy myself. Being in a good mood just feels like a chore. I’m so obsessed about everything I do wrong, how things could be less lonely. I don’t want to become any more toxic, I want to be who I truly am, and I’m scared.",1.6932234432234452,3.4551669059829067,4.136056166056168,85.25576923076923,78.65811965811966,6.850305250305251,23.96336996336997,7.793537801064563,1.2652652014652022,872,30,182,14,21,305,112,234,0.22,0.584,0.195,-0.8949,0,9,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,13,24,2,3,6,0,23,3,1,2,2,38,54,13,0,10,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,9,0,0,8,0,0,6,12,12,0,0,0,8,36,11,26,45,5,19,0,6,1,2,14,10,0,2,6,123,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112017985014288,0.0,0.07807849279327461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639499376376176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034509925973887,0.08691564785485319,0.0,0.0,0.1834621665815256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565987228315775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779534217262016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448684683332577,0.0,0.16452301462143082,0.18658841953368535,0.08774783855788132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962024493309565,0.13950060285713575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097618312188516,0.08189141544648304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786806300474225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452004396029793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365751793937803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309825527739595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811919466100213,0.0,0.06517196920711205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162362061652428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537531664039235,0.2557527538309452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048232075419972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764309036153433,0.09774944042161317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185436172177167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481768792949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079478351739408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847513229808308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486420490937665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239719325738396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182876693677347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620039325490794,0.0,0.0,0.09411643718711528,0.1058807466330526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674829744829653,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyrobotbeepboop,2020/01/14,"I didn’t used to be lonely... Only now that I’ve met someone who I can see spending the rest of my life with, I feel so lonely when I’m not with her. Loneliness feels for foreign and incredibly scary",3.0642857142857127,3.9252654285714317,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,73.28571428571428,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2841333333333336,156,5,34,2,3,53,36,42,0.16,0.784,0.055,-0.66,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,5,6,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935129699008414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34470143524017793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711595608798757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888870373568313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134959350884509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214907274088301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slylily7,2020/01/14,"I know it's seemingly shallow but Anyone knows the WhatsApp fake reverse smile emoji? The one that implies that nobody wants you around and pretends that you're not aware of this for it to hurt even more. Anyone gets it from people ALL THE TIME? Like, everyone knows what this emoji means. Yet: You confront the person and you ask them ""why did you use that Emoji"" and they respond with ""oh idk bro it's just a cute smiley"". I don't mean this to be freaking emoji wars but this truly makes me feel alone and hated. I know what you're thinking, ""it's just an emoji dude, chill"" but it happens too often.",2.7003514132925908,4.835409806722686,3.2055614973262045,91.34866310160429,76.98319327731093,4.999541634835753,20.902215431627198,5.565023196281405,0.011363025210083588,473,12,93,2,11,147,80,119,0.221,0.6779999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.951,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,0,7,8,3,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,26,19,7,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,10,2,7,17,2,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,59,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074383389373756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800925589086024,0.0,0.0,0.17829910553359385,0.18724258127120705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228857395465912,0.0,0.0,0.1913841127971608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127181367994267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464240240389773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771143368107098,0.0,0.0,0.19774329137557084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214412833688755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402929824429613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978507765827766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369403671587726,0.0,0.0,0.4363454849269488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572057740822294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885473136331936,0.1748840719757872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233500220941007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283366949036218,0.0,0.0,0.11678975439803113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298483734904482,0.0,0.0,0.11813526503776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180729093594758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_thisnametho,2020/01/14,"What would your ideal life look like after coming home from work? There‘s something comforting in losing myself for a few seconds, thinking about the „what if“. Coming home to spend some quality time with your husband/wife and just feel embraced and loved. Sharing a nice dinner, watch a movie or lounge on a couch together.",5.754210526315787,8.424193543859648,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,69.7017543859649,6.665263157894738,28.94385964912281,7.554174236665415,1.972834385964913,260,10,41,3,5,76,49,57,0.04,0.685,0.275,0.9382,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,7,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,6,8,6,2,6,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,3,3,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47535819660668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951253261042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535369042854321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488918491633453,0.13479969562018634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170179668420526,0.3086818892687513,0.0,0.0,0.2490269485586532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124153109240377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767972418213182,0.0,0.0,0.1608901216138328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087173616748194,0.0,0.0,0.19600437318804606,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shotgunmad,2020/01/14,"How to overcome shyness I recently moved to a new area and have no friends. The friends I had where I used to live weren't exactly close friends, I'd only hang out with them at school and occasionally outside, which was enough for my introverted self and I've pretty much lost contact with them at this point. At my new school, I've struggled to make new friends. I'm really shy to the point where I struggle to say hi to someone unless they initiate the greeting first and this makes me seem rude or unapproachable when it's just how I function. Plus it doesn't help that at any social interaction with someone new I become really awkward lol. As a result, I've been feeling really lonely. I have a perfectly functioning family, no issues there, but it doesn't seem to be enough for me. I'm normally perfectly happy being alone but I've gotten to a point where I no longer enjoy it, or my previous hobbies that I did whilst alone. It's had a pretty big toll on my mental health, there's not much of a reason to get up in the mornings. It's affecting my motivation to do school work, exercise and my sleep has been much worse than normal. I'm stuck in an endless cycle. I'm too shy to approach someone. If someone approaches me, I get awkward and fuck it up. So I have no friends. That makes me feel lonely. I have no clue how to break out of it. Has anyone else managed to 'break the cycle?'",3.558757357750167,5.165655143884893,4.788541530412033,83.2378678875082,73.10071942446044,7.932243296272074,27.38456507521256,8.575989854853784,1.9784834532374096,1102,41,218,20,22,364,143,278,0.172,0.68,0.149,-0.0053,0,6,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,6,12,18,2,4,12,1,18,4,1,11,3,41,36,19,0,3,8,0,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,14,13,0,0,6,1,0,4,9,9,0,1,10,3,25,9,36,24,5,34,0,3,0,1,15,20,1,5,8,140,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870327585575813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195080369819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369890888977807,0.0933422331683989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061227252259672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610196689514025,0.0,0.0,0.1882603319205628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588052834929266,0.0,0.09212531825675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748921288201023,0.0,0.0,0.35191635085614736,0.08422004665966143,0.0951914878810964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697714267547003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683453938698522,0.0,0.0,0.06106209403467206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508423994013493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044255318258138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944589742188048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824289291451739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180689845669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682438221895033,0.20090590772041672,0.0,0.0,0.3519379713811098,0.0,0.0,0.17851639243879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692852969537309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583555028011659,0.0,0.0,0.18536194385608973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508207316183425,0.0936654884809833,0.08994979461975282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244600197754426,0.0,0.2765927609477603,0.0,0.16586717959822228,0.09503667688081396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116532005249564,0.09286449744460096,0.30875334138070226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047401520814972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868074351240087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632154214736677,0.0,0.09283820296478804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gonsan1807,2020/01/14,"Why I can't have a fucking nice moment in this fucking world? Hi from Argentina, btw here still summer.17M here I just came back from hiking with my family. We did Mt Tronador's Paso de las nubes at Bariloche, Argentina. We sleep at the mountain refugge qnd then come back by other side of the mount. Would sound nice but actually was crappy. My brother being edgy, my mom had a breakdown because she couldn't stand my brother and keep with us and my father was so troubled to come back don't so late. Fuck. The best part was when we talked with a couple (around their late 20s-30s) when we was coming back and the view from above the mountain (i took like 20 photos) Mean while i just looked ig and facebook and people seems to be having fun. For instance the guy that used to be my friend (but later turned shit) ate Sushi with his family and later went to a pool party with my former group of friends (who seemed to be having fun too) and got drunk by vodka, my ex seems to be happy (at least i what i wanted for her), a friend seems that come back with her ex (that 2 weeks ago did some surgery to lose weight) and having a nice time at beach, and another ""friend"" seems to be having fun gaming with her girl Fuck. Why i can't have anything nice? I mean obviously i love Bariloche, especially the views and walking and hiking around there but fuck, is so hard to enjoy when my family is arguing, i have my own insecurities, and even the last time that i told someone that i liked this sort of things people was like ""Why the hell do u like to climb mountains and took photos? There's google images"" (anyways that was months ago when i at least had friends to talk with. Now im fucking alone)",5.185714285714287,5.589402095238096,5.11904761904762,86.85928571428572,68.22619047619048,7.70952380952381,26.119047619047624,7.2636822038024595,1.060051190476191,1328,34,276,11,21,412,174,336,0.11900000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.192,0.9876,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,5,0,1,3,25,32,9,1,15,0,31,12,2,1,1,52,61,25,0,3,5,6,2,4,5,1,0,1,0,2,12,32,3,1,7,5,0,10,4,12,0,0,17,6,34,20,37,36,6,47,1,1,3,7,33,10,8,7,30,176,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0745134011414515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537171728079736,0.0,0.0,0.07908280670958764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006695475104371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283529127654715,0.13594780763899575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935690348795807,0.0,0.046546508342207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013194319487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733204724234234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630991202541497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448754976541925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043306737575468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594770497007665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496607969830224,0.4235448043509027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106965494384226,0.0,0.0,0.07560541836372088,0.0,0.08128342864926771,0.06840085905914728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247864496329198,0.0,0.0,0.0678695952103556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224113267703009,0.17226800623398786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492166605366989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412063503278571,0.08542393303064802,0.0,0.0,0.0689151586667269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663502794124126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942837606891453,0.0609474156374947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826871720555591,0.0,0.10587263605530707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475626494597076,0.0,0.0,0.07837934614955151,0.0,0.0,0.0764121274697968,0.0,0.06469702422127914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060978785553293065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274570176271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072818686459319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904874209880767,0.0,0.0,0.07296236981628072,0.16967083612279055,0.0,0.08305447144637812,0.0,0.0,0.09184804940622973,0.06594791746714633,0.0,0.0,0.04503732713260785,0.0,0.06124896627685116,0.09298223505307693,0.0,0.07078368857149361,0.20670090276611872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424181019687952,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MadPringle666,2020/01/14,"My life is so boring The people around me is toxic af and I don’t really have much friends, I’m alone most of the time and I just watching series and movies all the free time, being bored is so overwhelming and I feel so tired of it",-1.0664000000000016,0.9854858600000008,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,100.4,4.1000000000000005,12.25,5.985473137389443,-1.0246,183,3,42,2,8,60,36,50,0.192,0.69,0.11800000000000001,-0.4886,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,7,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38256703173720696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288271585416937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676999322615812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538263187277385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090452997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715373343909501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560820853678804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366347509908215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43077774249687534,0.424548805326836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ANON1619,2020/01/14,"32F, so lonely I can barely breathe Dating apps make it worse. I’m considered “conventionally pretty” and Still get attention from the opposite sex, but no one asks me out (not like in my 20s). Online dating has gotten progressively horrible and makes me feel worse. I’d never approach a guy in person either as it’s just not who I am. So I go to work, go to the gym, keep my head down and workout, don’t talk to anyone. Go home. Repeat everyday until I die? How is this a life? And I’m so starved for affection I’m always on the verge of a complete breakdown. I cannot breathe.",1.185384615384617,3.5265319829059862,3.4516239316239314,86.34615384615387,83.87179487179488,6.3350427350427365,21.820512820512814,7.61054688173877,1.0723641025641033,450,15,91,8,13,154,84,117,0.213,0.7070000000000001,0.08,-0.9609,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,0,6,5,3,4,1,18,19,11,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,2,2,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,1,9,1,13,18,1,17,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,8,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741212348639092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631958475920806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563002207270586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194053194302914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717903093943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580823555756373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932980817202294,0.0,0.35678215141049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720047996687666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147613182419978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099050245255855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600006463943108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780665506825966,0.1022339547594328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936559276368084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139435279885572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418001149836417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271791933499115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289283543391296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711545161559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819540761451954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234390473445406,0.0,0.4265080060038117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,caes2359,2020/01/14,"Let's talk. &#x200B; I really dont know what to write or if I even should... From outside people would think my life is fine, but it really isnt... am graduating at the moment, but with huge struggle. I dont know if it is the stuff I need to learn, or the permanent feeling of being isolated. I was alone my whole life. I got someone from time to time, but im just incapable of keeping people interested in me... or is it the other way around? I feel like in todays world you have to be alltime happy to be able to find other people... to be liked. But what if you're depressed 24/7, because no one really is interested in you. And because no one is interested in you, you are depressed 24/7? I'm in that black hole again. I don't know where to go or what to do with my life. I used to be a stoner... It worked so well.. took away all the thoughts and the pain. I didn't care anymore and sadly these years were the only years I could live ""happy"". Then police came in the way and I got the warning shot. I was lucky they did not find anything in my car, but well... they took my blood to the doc. I'm really craving for someone that is understanding me... There is so much more to talk... So if anyone is interested... let's talk. (Sorry for my bad spelling...)",1.6860212335692637,3.4172954922480656,3.557650825749917,89.53539433771488,78.57364341085272,6.502460397708124,21.68250758341761,7.423996415210882,0.6458966632962593,959,27,212,13,23,323,130,258,0.16,0.728,0.11199999999999999,-0.9398,0,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,2,1,11,19,0,1,11,0,31,5,1,1,1,43,51,21,0,8,15,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,11,0,0,5,8,6,2,2,11,3,27,13,30,30,4,28,0,3,1,0,10,13,0,9,10,149,40,3,0.10045577440130347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404188640333148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884378959383308,0.12206476133002092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962513493428243,0.07024101317448565,0.0,0.08266654294557538,0.08942693707811693,0.0,0.0,0.09438150685190456,0.0,0.08387637558458846,0.12247381535649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489464419143572,0.10242135702853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020576169868232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304482258510903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546683888551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635009157108847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158691579119186,0.07176562530430401,0.0,0.0,0.18362951578598416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570913315964903,0.0,0.1606873191967169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138740796354446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850947465084318,0.0,0.0,0.08928970795190339,0.0,0.0,0.16562359939648388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544567082456008,0.21286465286950446,0.09815523431063017,0.0,0.08870428923145478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384655277450311,0.07448668384807096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614286510039805,0.0764011431427537,0.10689202662170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089301562248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257418165594359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023170331782994,0.0,0.0,0.11245201500687413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501818669126214,0.1149978278560369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222763879999265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436800400996574,0.0,0.0797506638557464,0.1171531397946766,0.0,0.09522032814704144,0.0,0.22322012321428508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457800391492003,0.0,0.08676153544789751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594742357766798,0.0,0.0,0.18064361088056224,0.0,0.0,0.11215528463653167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313300018664767,0.0,0.0,0.07136089991771401,0.0,0.12206476133002092,0.12938045028500372 lonely,PrOneoUd,2020/01/14,"How do you communicate if your head is empty all the time? I literally have nothing to talk about and if I do, it's hurtful things.",3.287777777777777,4.4380883333333365,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,73.07407407407408,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.0725703703703697,103,4,22,2,2,36,24,27,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,5,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812694459871258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020117596340113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499621824957026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769175534162321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115440102205295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734436605491982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MasterStarGamer123,2020/01/14,"Nobody cares about me Is there anyone else like me who cares for people but nobody cares for you. I always try to be kind to people, I ask if they are ok or what are you doing, something like that but nobody ever does it to me. I also crave for a relationship, but I'm scared that I will care for her but she will not care for me",0.5576257545271659,2.3999149436619724,2.4924748490945703,95.25830985915495,82.66197183098592,4.620523138832998,12.959758551307845,5.288315135182226,-1.2585509054325958,255,2,59,1,7,85,44,71,0.044000000000000004,0.626,0.33,0.9754,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,8,14,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,9,9,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775231924995334,0.13292511149856234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117011783987322,0.16368314027671735,0.0,0.0,0.14934503833955187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8143807838352913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979863197596104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345094176350322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450336242030368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635543521926285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609193038353902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150159475794354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715121206318013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993799665561506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229836453732597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846002009974598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToastedCatmallow,2020/01/14,"To Try or not To Try My first time posting on Reddit. I'm on mobile, so please excuse any formatting errors. I recently had to move to a new area, and I feel so lonely and disconnected here that it's starting to really hurt my mental health. I don't have any access to a vehicle (and can't drive anyway), so getting out and exploring is out of the question right now. I've thought about making a profile on Tinder, OkCupid or even Match, but I'm honestly terrified of the thought of failure. That I may not be good enough, and there's no one out there for me. If I don't try, I at least have the comfort of being able to imagine scenarios where I do find someone that I'm happy with, and who's happy with me. Losing that comfort would be devastating. I don't know what to do. Articulating my thoughts about all this is harder than I expected it to be, but hopefully someone understands.",5.966011235955057,5.62696593820225,7.063235955056182,76.12642696629216,66.58426966292134,10.266067415730339,33.530337078651684,9.888512548439397,3.1464970786516853,699,28,137,14,10,237,105,178,0.159,0.701,0.139,-0.6048,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,6,0,17,1,0,1,1,34,30,14,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,10,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,4,1,14,7,26,20,3,20,0,3,0,0,3,10,0,6,6,101,23,0,0.15600285888230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217458721188606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119265541821684,0.0,0.103038416993759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078879732812334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258378678834344,0.13269595207119067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815050549854521,0.0,0.0,0.13084779652496933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33213588828317325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165823743969328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494603879219296,0.0,0.0,0.16700428696137848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573509141449523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452729510341708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041331196859902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572141894893649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580635038598127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506685332238734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057115745643707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712442922734756,0.0,0.0,0.14940761563605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475890487966286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993942608150697,0.0,0.15403400282114885,0.0,0.0,0.13322558910034854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643614321651294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041962645920313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715465327923448,0.09096652155603044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177471026534476,0.0,0.0,0.162404477832791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081995500930536,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,softstatik_2,2020/01/14,"Seeking pals to chat with online Would love to chat with new people this year! If your feeling like you want to chat with someone message me. Some of my interests are wine, thriller movies, board games, food hacks and story telling.",6.316428571428574,7.9851625476190495,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,66.3809523809524,6.552380952380951,30.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.441038095238095,185,7,34,1,3,51,36,42,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.8805,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,7,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853237526270728,0.26184228327906783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431979839582166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790633785932185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079901675233786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539877353070715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540991313496244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105515885510736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035502903380925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618325809374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603656122561878,0.0,0.0,0.23602715346415 lonely,VekGraylax,2020/01/14,"I can’t be social without in some way either being really funny or really serious, need help. How in the hell do people make small talk? I seriously can’t really understand it or do it. I just wish I could converse with someone about something that didn’t have to be funny or serious or about work or something like that. I’m pretty good at making people laugh from what I can gather but I can’t really do anything else socially. How can I fix this?",3.7339047619047614,5.286703755555556,5.813174603174605,76.285,72.55555555555556,9.142857142857146,25.079365079365076,9.606745405546679,2.433269841269842,358,11,65,9,7,125,58,90,0.076,0.74,0.185,0.8290000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,4,0,19,20,8,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,9,15,2,5,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,6,1,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156507328506498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184848727197733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887646116310025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951945765492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747803778586256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291554329905792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539020024392216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102091950360995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637028188192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934880981114919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873535044611758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877424808748309,0.1611444495200723,0.2928298009686262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528647474871126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979909093820678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096123363629446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870515042138025,0.18333305065796632,0.0,0.1384580759886497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BigHawk01,2020/01/14,"Wanting to stay single but on the other side craving a relationship Hey dear people of the interwebs. The last time I have a pretty contradictive frame of mind. I am craving closeness a lot. This wanting is so hard, I think a lot of you on this sub can relate on that. I make myself not heard because I fear to push people away when talking about my issues. I am slowly learning to get heard. Now to the issue for me, I crave a romantic relationship or someone who is there for me but on the other hand there is this protective inner voice that says I should rather stay alone and be okay than to be happy and having someone that leaves me and I am alone and destroyed. So my mind tells me I should stay alone and to be okay but on the other hand I deeply crave that closeness. Has anyone experienced that? I am currently 24 and I think that might be one of those mid twenties issues. Have nice week people.",3.376666666666665,5.2392189944134095,4.226011173184356,86.01875605214153,74.13966480446928,6.561042830540037,23.665176908752326,7.3011,0.9491360148975794,716,21,140,8,15,230,94,179,0.07200000000000001,0.742,0.187,0.9767,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,1,1,11,2,19,2,2,1,0,27,27,13,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,8,21,5,20,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,4,6,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866118635669986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700344941506959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690487203977964,0.0,0.0,0.0758505886907522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400168956460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500886706661634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245667899559896,0.11146368678066708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896137471106385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014260085766957,0.0,0.13175204124232834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156968478204136,0.0,0.0,0.08305713229819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199920145020272,0.2512750594842241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431611633762469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878960819134983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658873430365955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671797437658832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895070697810286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210856089898114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978733576675553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001108643329412,0.10875617979676937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945779047686862,0.0,0.0,0.07255538332443308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678255782157784,0.0,0.0998092083437013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChromeeWoods,2020/01/14,"Cuddle with my pillow ... Im 17 and I am feeling very lonely , it's hard for me to : \-imagine beeing in relationship \-make the first step to a girl \-talk to people \-trust people So im feeling very lonely every day , I never had a girlfriend , a kiss , or any kind of love . Sometimes Im feeling like even my mom don't really loves me ..., Every day when I go to sleep , Im feeling that lonely , that I am cuddling with my pillow , and I try to imagine that it is a girl who loves me ... , I hope it's not too weird . <3",-0.2678205128205136,1.8705594259259328,2.400000000000002,92.65269230769232,89.0,4.063817663817664,18.492877492877493,5.369823440869387,-0.3499353276353272,390,11,84,2,13,135,65,108,0.16399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.147,-0.6097,0,6,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,0,5,7,1,1,1,15,15,5,0,1,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,5,12,8,10,14,0,8,0,3,0,6,10,1,0,2,6,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442335612855116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790946545437236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917096931406574,0.0,0.2339757008821509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082869680245026,0.09919509255919401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810648300423116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891215185582523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438311055193642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791024828975307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999310859983199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459181894944678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783552370182168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759550062844457,0.0,0.09268403699136753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626204661763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709035437775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252342698656685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895142574971396,0.0,0.0,0.14907387583304826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895115104279335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732706538878334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160307342722224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427062944379172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913302637278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1supercomputertyler,2020/01/14,"My only real freind and I made bad desisions I met this girl at a concert in october and asked for her number but she said she was taken. I later saved her when she couldn't breathe in the pit and people wouldn't let her out and after I felt like she was flirting with me. I got her number so we could stay freinds. She sent me goodnight and goodmorning texts, we bonded over mental health problems. I told her everything about me. We met with her boyfriend and had a decent time but I met with her again yesterday alone. We talked for 2 hours and I couldn't help but feel she was flirting again. We went outside. I put my arm around her shoulderand she grabbed it tight at her chest. We cuddled for 4 hours. She kissed me on the forehead and I made out with her neck and we did the nose kiss thing but we didnt kiss. She played with my hair, put her hands in my sweatshirt pockets. It felt amazing. Afterwards she said she wanted to stay freinds and we went home. I told her that she needs to figure out what she wants and that we cannot stay freinds if she doesn't tell her boyfriend and get his approval. Probably just lost the closest freind I'll ever had. I know that no one could ever love me the way she did",1.568866396761134,3.8661924655870483,1.9692510121457512,97.86456477732791,81.83400809716599,4.933603238866397,20.83603238866397,6.093298490706669,-0.061336842105263134,957,28,211,7,26,290,128,247,0.07400000000000001,0.775,0.151,0.9698,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,10,0,0,2,9,13,0,0,7,0,16,14,8,2,2,58,41,19,0,10,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,8,31,0,1,5,2,0,5,7,3,0,1,25,11,60,10,23,10,0,33,0,1,0,5,53,12,0,1,13,140,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292530459840528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109664011244537,0.1166692429721316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420108097985574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928202694898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257737931965767,0.0,0.0,0.11216035640888992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310159663597073,0.0,0.2396512186139184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520178149843346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998123264349154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265439209224678,0.0,0.0,0.08364943970743675,0.0,0.12518252591284415,0.0,0.24580169731181564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858569322054826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276143659841463,0.0,0.06096997782578228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136231711867269,0.0,0.11263502830469015,0.2361736881213082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257669874999597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253610353902653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456632521543256,0.09491446963564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651918960566216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455330488195227,0.11941479017181472,0.0,0.2509128316992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204739640551822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374228704173621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990540506436527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030787028425588,0.10907891479552877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291021705356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277069211507795,0.0,0.0,0.23849959133597295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721813645908582,0.09905880911370543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313779122040936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KillCaptcha,2020/01/14,"Hope this doesn't count as span/advertisement, but I made a video essay about loneliness and my search for community I published it right before New Years and not to many people watched it, which is a shame because I put a lot of effort into it. I've noticed on my channel that things that I make that are essentially joke videos, where I cobble it together in a day, gains views easily, but when I want to share something sincere it's always a struggle to get people to watch it. I would appreciate if some of you checked it out. I wrote the script over the course of a sleepless night. Just wrote down the first things that came to mind [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1w51jZiVWNM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1w51jZiVWNM)",11.349047619047615,10.602906444444443,8.239682539682539,73.39142857142859,55.98412698412698,10.939682539682536,34.49206349206349,9.725611199111238,2.9675492063492057,596,17,102,8,6,167,90,126,0.083,0.7440000000000001,0.174,0.8708,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,2,0,20,12,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,3,11,4,17,7,2,16,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,4,6,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811592808548561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271921182100976,0.0,0.18526245664663696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249012028818685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404104581378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519129373155133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374896025704867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624365276124494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850965318408628,0.0,0.2060105632582811,0.1453288276993178,0.22073244495897126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983367842397195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027393945969647,0.0,0.20431411749199416,0.0,0.0,0.2478740206671805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187726880324506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886728448996254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593045845441536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676103822788168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227606707996576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892850706772672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284160460677264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466101655034026,0.0,0.0,0.1402036128040217 lonely,urebelscumtk421,2020/01/14,"What do I have left? My child went to live with his dad at the start of this school year. I moved out of my husband's house and I'm not sure if we are going to work on things or not. I cut off my best friend of 30 years for being a snarky bitch during a difficult time for me. 3 people of unmatched importance in my life all gone within 6 months. The vast hole they have left is cavernous and I get lost. I dont know how to move forward. Everything I want I had in the past. The future looks lonely and bleak.",0.9403636363636352,2.5700004909090914,2.323636363636364,97.99545454545458,80.45454545454545,5.490909090909091,17.363636363636363,6.2581,-0.5365272727272727,394,7,96,3,10,127,83,110,0.128,0.7559999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.0895,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,1,8,2,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,2,15,18,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,4,1,15,3,17,13,2,23,0,2,1,0,7,11,1,2,8,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014251916970082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494778723958286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249987300844782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828942561109434,0.0,0.10027873830394557,0.0,0.10908176093055473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146859540824826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548311140890064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170784678213664,0.0,0.13557020844535256,0.0,0.0,0.16948317373026844,0.0,0.16117806068677154,0.0,0.2095210264057679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320163705957038,0.4079955929716471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322481303759489,0.13306438832417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942496730134226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585342439555725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089758923254207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751387719118276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191953690682856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320893877669512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792677265869686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397318335273254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472012291957804 lonely,midtennman1977,2020/01/14,"42 (M) starting over I don’t know how to be single, talk to people, make friends...totally lost.",1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.6842105263158,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,72,3,15,1,2,24,18,19,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909925575217886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779983024207613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534371086589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36708005818509865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374774074114204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42558210529006457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cpu_platypus,2020/01/14,"Did something and got no one to tell So after spending at least a decade in homeschool by myself I finally got out of the house and went to community college. The first day went well but when I got home I realized that I genuinely have no one to talk to, I have no one to tell how my day went, or someone I can just say hey to without feeling like I’m annoying them.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,79.0,6.997402597402598,26.584415584415584,7.957251820313856,1.5665376623376628,287,12,63,5,7,97,53,77,0.191,0.79,0.02,-0.9085,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,12,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,7,2,9,2,13,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282421661058695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894735666820688,0.12641640729291154,0.0,0.1938451235612068,0.0,0.15051749914428972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245802953205784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774998997934684,0.0,0.0,0.20418185922006596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645108313296906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597270659506881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140721406697806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499330650958757,0.1362283024373499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222941096705274,0.3093322539164401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910344396156062,0.4921160832691904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057792744578798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RingedWombat,2020/01/14,"Making friends in a new city is really hard. I graduated college and moved across the country. Without classes and clubs to constantly meet new people I’m really struggling to meet and keep friendships. I’ve tried bumble bff but not many people in my town use it. I did go see a movie with someone on there but we didn’t really click so we just never talked again. I’m pretty weird and find it really hard to find other slightly weird/nerdy people to hang out with. I’ve never been able to click well with “normal” women my age (22). I joined a dnd group but none of the people there I’d really consider hanging out with outside of the group (they ended up all being men in there 40s-50s), and it was at a really inconvenient time so I just stopped going. I have a dog which has helped me at least make small talk with my neighbors. But no one in my apartment complex is my age. Most people there are actual full fledged adults with spouses and families or are retirees. So no one id like, invite over to see a movie. I’ve thought about meetups but I’m worried it’ll be the same deal as the dnd group. Where the people are fine but we would never hang out outside the group. And then it sort of becomes an obligation rather than a fun thing. I’m really socially anxious and don’t talk a lot. My coworker has to sit next to me during a meeting and literally said to another coworker as they sat down “oh jeez I have to sit next to the one who never talks?”. It was sort of in jest but yeah I see there point. Dating has been a disaster too. Been here a few months and hit it off with a few guys, who then ghosted me :p. Like damn can we at least be friends? Not trying to throw a pity party for myself as I’m pretty satisfied with my lot in life (great job, wonderful dog, fulfilling hobbies), I just want someone to share my thoughts with and vice versa. And dumb pictures I find on the internet.",1.8142421801584088,4.082217905759162,3.2116753926701564,89.4822103638072,80.67539267015707,6.431037723184321,22.36031682104981,7.61054688173877,0.9887235065109414,1488,48,306,24,39,485,197,382,0.10099999999999999,0.762,0.13699999999999998,0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,2,0,18,14,2,1,23,1,24,1,0,3,5,69,45,28,1,4,15,1,2,2,3,2,1,1,1,4,12,28,0,2,7,1,0,7,12,5,1,3,11,8,27,9,52,28,11,53,0,1,5,0,32,25,3,7,21,198,39,5,0.08579307742775323,0.0,0.0837216677692841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996152211922245,0.0,0.09692175746475694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475171359918697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271183815026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844889566662538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759872018664964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087807801052753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352399554889602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325670376035039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751636600887467,0.0,0.0,0.09458717074026778,0.0,0.08494863502189434,0.0,0.0,0.15370749179499876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575052913593661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513639125802927,0.0762568291715814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059818778995028,0.08382832811094118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458764128791877,0.0,0.0,0.11453509075437895,0.08698071475577726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847921588912999,0.09118446391684196,0.0,0.0,0.26467564115095843,0.16571897758045548,0.18248382229131666,0.0,0.08405900028409352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744068288220232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568687051952256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110218894251388,0.0,0.0,0.1745648058242218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384728695802636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160886305084014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050979251282201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745523826059147,0.145384392190952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172685428931053,0.0,0.08968955220167799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582890340965743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056997108468492874,0.0,0.0,0.13622024059578586,0.05002663337777559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649573593587385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409767305855981,0.0,0.0,0.05060297988887786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771382799419438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827014651072466,0.09303893278273603,0.0,0.08712703462296471,0.0,0.06094494068103212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Past_Performer,2020/01/14,"All time low I [M22] don’t even know how it feels to touch a girl, I don’t know how it feels to be touched. There was never a lot of love in my family. I don’t care about sex that much. I just want someone I can hold, someone that loves me back, someone I can talk to, someone to hug, to kiss, to spend time with. The worst about all this is that I know that I could have all these things. Lots of people told me that I’m a handsome guy and couldn’t believe that I never had a girlfriend. But my personality is just too fucked up. My shyness and introversion keeps me isolated and makes me die inside. I hate pretending I’m fine, while I cry in the nights. I just can’t stand this anymore. And I can’t see myself in a relationship. What can I offer someone with my shitty personality. This is all pointless",2.120357142857145,3.6430341309523833,3.5590476190476217,90.91928571428572,76.73809523809524,6.466666666666668,22.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.5438999999999998,626,18,143,7,14,206,91,168,0.18600000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,7,0,17,6,0,3,6,31,34,8,1,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,6,0,2,5,1,1,0,8,4,0,0,3,5,23,7,16,28,8,13,0,1,1,6,11,5,1,2,7,102,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643060751830574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057813912605905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499216015307732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025986485709388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983694829861863,0.0,0.1511121180528905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427739874030241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086244458198303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968697851390862,0.0,0.13911714796116173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717950845818068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362140653668387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582003582735666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222768642576596,0.0,0.0,0.2268115200038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339109890851607,0.24832119524121404,0.0,0.09182778707858437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011283956082368,0.0,0.21220202699816512,0.0,0.0,0.1290983597350781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537241166247667,0.24023834898421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769667542914067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962397913679613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828051002853782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105720423566044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139414490470707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604341519377421,0.0,0.0,0.13145223221518865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114124033380757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uselessjunkie64,2020/01/14,"Do you ever feel so okay yet so alone? I feel like loneliness and a less than stellar mental health are often synonymous (understandably so) but how about when you feel fine, you’re happy, you’re working towards something, you’re excited, but you’re also so lonely? You have no one to share your excitements with, you only find solace in hobbies, you go out always by yourself envying everyone who isn’t by themselves and you wonder what that must be like. Your best friend on campus, or work becomes daydreaming and imagination as you eagerly wait to go home while most people around you make plans for an eventful night? None of this by choice but by circumstance. Ultimately you realize that you’re just utterly alone and it doesn’t deter you from the future you’d like to achieve but you wish to change it sooner rather than later? Do you ever feel this way?",4.6227329192546565,6.971833726708077,4.8726397515527955,80.61094720496897,71.98136645962731,8.078260869565218,26.40683229813665,8.841846274778883,2.2062472049689443,694,24,121,14,14,218,110,161,0.08199999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.237,0.9862,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,15,0,5,15,13,0,0,3,1,9,1,0,2,3,32,20,18,0,3,7,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,16,12,21,17,4,17,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,4,12,85,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379484626915536,0.0,0.13047102293461466,0.13575389764144316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523811972999845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018639407672832,0.0,0.0,0.17121589471806364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259110263849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515709183456185,0.0,0.155896848756857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299742364159047,0.1165544166109574,0.0,0.0,0.14911617500881982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604931125707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854438477908049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367624454196512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342085648948088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365278615295015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912059618815604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890391431643437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441686058293434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310525445799414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055468513119404,0.12408295238360935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310769080119035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560086666358458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984493878451454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950090267181466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876144869535193,0.0,0.17692925193716147,0.23755033515335505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElBrokenMech,2020/01/14,"First post, same feelings So, I’m currently in a relationship and things have just gotten so bad. The last month or so was fine and a couple of weeks ago we began having these big arguments. My partner expressed that they have been considering ending the relationship for at least a month now. And all the while I thought everything was fine. Everything was okay and then one fight happens and now I find out that for a month we hadn’t been okay. Now I can’t tell if they want in or just out. It’s like one moment they want to be done and the next they don’t. Every time we get into it I can’t even say what I need to say cause I don’t even know if they’re listening. At this point I don’t know what to do and it feels lonely and sucks.",1.3611827956989266,3.337933935483876,2.6761290322580638,94.28086021505376,80.61290322580646,6.197849462365593,18.72043010752688,7.3011,0.11228172043010742,580,13,134,8,15,187,88,155,0.098,0.815,0.087,-0.6941,1,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,3,0,4,1,10,9,2,0,8,2,17,0,0,1,1,32,32,17,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,10,14,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,10,5,15,5,13,21,3,28,0,1,0,0,16,9,1,4,19,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411480578902239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295065354024502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357338514217087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761853037670547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294788549745776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103078808618674,0.0,0.0,0.21034022930414148,0.0,0.13415839942803906,0.0,0.2862118616360897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610232529892292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455336139817129,0.13544121600818168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319126232366833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408068327601152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501762268561194,0.12979395068214505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779188394253858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812883306850506,0.0,0.0,0.1180672534861681,0.0,0.0,0.16934323569342571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157971510307498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505241059168498,0.0,0.15249861677599635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419075143767918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532526589916545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917430484554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578553925525737,0.0,0.0,0.12641107589582198,0.09284847128549398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783631869420106,0.0,0.12772494596975442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sebastiano93,2020/01/14,"How would your life be if you weren't lonely? My perfect life is to live surrounded by fantastic people and friends with whom to share good experiences and build good memories together. how would you like your ideal life to be?",6.204285714285714,7.845166095238099,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,66.6190476190476,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.3617523809523817,184,7,33,5,3,57,31,42,0.052000000000000005,0.551,0.397,0.9588,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,10,6,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780632994435928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219620525060908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768518458113585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023490934438721,0.13887631320364033,0.0,0.25100902137991593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970718458867492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038638899726123,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DracoPimpfoy,2020/01/14,Any good dating apps with results? I’m looking for someone to hang out with besides my dog I get super lonely especially at night anyone know any good dating sites to find a partner?,2.7270000000000003,5.513166771428577,4.005357142857147,81.93089285714288,81.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,25.892857142857146,5.985473137389443,1.122,147,6,24,1,4,48,29,35,0.062,0.69,0.248,0.8205,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,4,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567481067523385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481822914949674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069400323805915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545588302794166,0.0,0.0,0.5633519463460694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456187991403164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201031884558503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151511347323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845453483059618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slinkybastard,2020/01/14,"In need of some brethren I promise you the tittle makes me look weirder that am, but I have no friends for a variety of reasons and i thought it would be cool to kick it with someone, so if your in need of a brethren😗",3.439503546099292,3.5781923829787274,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,71.97872340425532,7.117730496453903,34.815602836879435,6.42735559955562,1.787232624113475,170,9,41,1,3,54,38,47,0.083,0.738,0.179,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,11,9,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950481728273692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069240345032995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491532331565964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566334931496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926477295821046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235751514781096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031789335905694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712845322046429,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sicxxx,2020/01/14,"Bit of a strange situation, but I think i'm lonely I know everyone's situation is very different here, and i'm not really looking for help, I guess I just want to get some things off my chest... I recently (about 4 weeks ago) got back from a year abroad - best year of my life, met amazing people, saw beautiful things, did crazy shit blah blah. Overall I loved it. All good things must come to an end though and I was back home the start of December.It was good to be home for about 3 days, but now i'm really really struggling. I'm insanely bored, but i'm also starting to get very very lonely. Seen as I currently have no job (interviews are in the pipeline, but these things seem to take time) I have nothing really to get up for, so I don't. I tend to stay in bed until lunch and not really go out for days at a time. I'm honestly starting to worry about myself and my state of mind because I just don't really do anything and I don't actually really see anyone (except my parents \[yeah i had to move back home because im now very poor\]). But i've also realised, I dont actually have many friends here, or that much of a social life. I've actually had a date since i've been back and caught up with an ex so I guess i've been intimate with people - but I just don't feel much towards them, there's no interest. I don't really know what to do with myself, - I feel lost, lonely, bored and I think the depression is starting to creep in.",2.7285618729096965,3.967776371237463,4.595050167224084,85.27277591973245,74.58528428093645,8.544481605351171,24.37123745819397,9.085049710711278,1.711911036789298,1121,34,245,25,23,383,147,299,0.154,0.7,0.146,0.5087,4,6,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,2,20,17,1,1,10,1,23,6,2,0,2,39,59,21,0,2,13,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,4,0,8,12,1,0,7,0,1,4,10,9,0,0,13,6,27,8,39,44,6,38,0,5,4,1,9,9,1,5,23,147,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.2420608319680691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329372973623674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224356175913926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781406463251651,0.0,0.06804128586428514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543133225592199,0.0,0.10080590750053693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677099036251765,0.0,0.09026871569660512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122431554055747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664773743717527,0.0,0.0712149790066799,0.0,0.0,0.08638641856450463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690417625614914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323283522977457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079007407479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361429099521223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638808890395345,0.0,0.12959578732375107,0.0,0.04699080758810669,0.13870160743001855,0.0661293640126428,0.0,0.18216988666355108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542085276885863,0.0,0.24881418317137066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931211976001223,0.0,0.08205038690608582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088112530867748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680327720031575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943312220617769,0.0,0.0902585560913716,0.0,0.07462487904429431,0.0,0.0,0.08382785778938376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348653201239714,0.0,0.0,0.08787923041658523,0.12156343372747562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933682722501588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180998605926592,0.0,0.0,0.11464433678424445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237521581952917,0.0,0.08163975381158359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588786088510178,0.0752717433378493,0.0,0.0,0.08487318812203723,0.06839645509337085,0.18587891879643825,0.0,0.08428518087520773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409457535329745,0.08812936410528177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643850591784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216752872925225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972436149867586,0.1059602011962434,0.08123589264133836,0.0,0.0964265589274264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728894270691227,0.04876873469888508,0.0,0.06632353154843519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396887388763946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649062957534806 lonely,CognizantSpecialist,2020/01/14,"2 tools to include in your conversation toolbox Be interesting And Be interested Doesn't matter who you are talking to. Never talk about yourself without the other person ask you. Be interested in knowing the other person. Ask about their lifestyle, what they do, what they watch, what were their dreams as a child. Keep stuff going by being interested in the other person. And then the person will start asking you the same questions or trigger other subjects for you to talk about. So it so often the other person will start reciprocating and asking you about other stuff or sharing their life.",7.735999999999998,9.274025266666666,7.454285714285718,68.33571428571429,63.0,8.285714285714286,31.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,2.6586190476190485,483,17,70,6,7,153,61,105,0.01,0.845,0.145,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,5,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,1,14,19,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,13,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,11,5,14,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,28,3,0,4,4,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246746356369298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974003824060821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471183501025955,0.0,0.0,0.07710938350948474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910340201238503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821386506965508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125558895287766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571766145663102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986208723439284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212372503636257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33832178442359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352515123380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NS3000,2020/01/14,sometimes I wonder if I am ever even gonna be kissed I get so lonely sometimes and I just want a gf sometimes just to cuddle I just want to be in her arms and to feel safe. even after I started working out I'm still so insecure I just feel like giving up sometimes,-0.08857142857142719,2.125124052631584,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,89.17543859649125,3.95889724310777,20.423558897243108,5.288315135182226,-0.10544411027568934,209,7,44,1,7,71,36,57,0.11,0.6679999999999999,0.223,0.556,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,15,13,5,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,7,10,0,7,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,5,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620291021231496,0.1794274858148655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059300373162486,0.14170803624020284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036346296820026,0.19028446656934825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690841152625053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7847303029537106,0.0,0.14039984513558199,0.0,0.1584101191787799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339950949772507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215112370465987,0.14440804768104898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,phonypony_,2020/01/14,"I just don’t feel like talking but I also don’t want to feel left out... My friends are getting more and more chatty each day, so much that I literally don’t get a chance to speak. Now I just don’t even want to speak to anyone at all but then I would feel so lonely because it’s then just three of them and then there’s me. It got so bad that I literally have a hard time speaking to anyone, I just feel like my opinion doesn’t matter anymore and there’s no point in me talking. I used to be the center of attention and now I’m more like a loner...",0.7842954545454539,2.409498475000003,2.726212121212121,94.94727272727276,80.91666666666666,5.363636363636363,20.075757575757574,6.1124844417494595,-0.15783333333333396,427,11,102,3,11,143,66,120,0.12300000000000001,0.722,0.155,-0.0126,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,24,20,13,0,3,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,8,13,4,11,17,6,13,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,10,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159647994524762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798422333683316,0.2791787925590521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668684150217222,0.12169561039214205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287480250528851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185699930740402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40376570907272813,0.2852384912206623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542374643870438,0.0,0.20860203975023467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966630365030646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883369969132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690395340767968,0.0,0.0,0.2925946526083111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467546559089412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871955208270644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32091801578765844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640874267834457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242049631846582,0.0,0.0,0.2354997275214906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418149381292765,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheGreenFox44,2020/01/14,"Loneliness is so painful! Everyday I am in pain. Loneliness hurts so bad. I get up at 5:30 5 days a week to go to work with no one beside me because she is upstairs with our child. I get to watch her be so happy with her perfect life while I'm here just wanting to fade away into nothing. She cheated on Xmas eve and we have a 3 month old baby. She has her 'new guy' and I'm here all alone and no confidence to find a new girl because I feel worthless. I just want to lay in bed all day feeling sorry for myself but I can't because I have a beautiful son to look after. My life ripped away from me because someone wanted a bit more C*ck. I'm so lost and it's hard to cope. I thought I was getting better but loneliness keeps putting me down. I need companionship in my life, I need love but I have no hope or motivation to find it. This place makes me feel a bit better but when I put my phone down I'm so alone. Btw look at my first post to see about my break up situation, if your interested. It just feels good to be acknowledged even if it is from strangers you'll never meet.",0.8251167647617272,2.79556019213974,2.6694626922346707,93.65751471425864,82.44978165938866,5.904006075564839,22.183595974938296,7.079830092131019,0.5348396050882851,840,28,194,11,23,279,134,229,0.156,0.684,0.159,0.7694,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,0,7,13,15,1,0,6,0,13,6,0,2,4,40,39,18,0,8,10,1,5,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,9,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,3,9,33,8,32,33,5,34,0,3,4,1,18,14,0,4,15,121,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054233451096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913627844029126,0.0,0.09292918509102484,0.2713849227924626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686808142638249,0.2430171906320813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355601128943998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351128249691623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510246144018206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034487201159709,0.09467002603013004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444584156388485,0.0,0.06325322099394758,0.09335148593197663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020252300388372,0.0,0.1184787956924232,0.09970115114881976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105440316510389,0.0,0.0,0.11914681606334805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892678050469553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358392167994629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692458583404736,0.0,0.12149491971036305,0.0,0.1004507947003245,0.0,0.07429228245020178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883700559008087,0.0,0.0,0.16505212062133715,0.08583988260961621,0.21498461316398185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679343733374554,0.0,0.11678853370277058,0.0,0.07541840847056071,0.0,0.2368578484096559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628272644795433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659272299261023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377047108752388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869010002796028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251036206039044,0.0,0.0,0.09430243829521018,0.0,0.0,0.12458900427682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835818370702822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196939340596768,0.0,0.08927654606204341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102627305054508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sinisterturtleman,2020/01/14,If anyone needs to talk I’m here If anyone needs someone to talk to I’m here almost all the time so do t be a stranger,-1.1194047619047611,0.5586353928571413,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,87.92857142857143,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.1908952380952376,93,2,24,0,3,32,19,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375637850192771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714258530126973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999208707871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562951443716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419073847016456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656969754844944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,not-a-dog-i-swear-pl,2020/01/14,"Just boring stupid highschool story Hey I’m in an airport by myself and it’s 4am, I missed my bus and I blew a ton of money because of it Anyways, I’m in a low place and I couldn’t help but think about how much of a loser I am. She was a friend in my freshman year of highschool let’s call her A. I was shy and awkward but I managed to be funny sometimes. I didn’t think much of A and me until the next year A came back and I felt so warm and happy being around her. She was so sweet and goofy and cute to me. But my friend also liked A and asked for my advice to ask her out. I helped him while hating myself. Fast-forward and A breaks up with him and I end up dating A’s friend, this doesn’t last long though because A’s friend tells me that she really likes her best friend, I break up with her. We never actually kissed. The next year I came back I went on without catching any feelings thank god, until A was looking more and more beautiful again to me. Her laugh and her calming voice just stirred something inside me and I tried asking A out again. She says she’s not ready. A week later I see her with another one of my friends snuggled up together and flirting all the time. I stop talking to A for awhile but at the end I apologize for it. She says “it’s ok let’s be friends again” Senior year comes, I don’t think I’m hideous as much and I start to see that maybe I’m not that bad. I ask A out like an idiot and she says she’ll think about it but she’s not looking for anything because of her last relationship with my friend. Later on I overhear how she talked to other girls that she was going to other school parties to find a “man to cuff” at this point I’m a senior and all my friends graduated. I’ve only hung out with her and other senior girls. All they do is whisper in front of me. I stop hanging out with them. She does end up dating another guy, a junior at our school for the rest of the year. My soul must be black and so repulsive Thanks for reading",0.5870896165445956,2.613342381516592,2.243345540715211,96.06136471348559,83.71563981042655,4.784230934941836,19.543515725980185,5.852544927426893,-0.2573478672985785,1543,42,353,10,44,504,188,422,0.076,0.675,0.249,0.9982,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,2,2,18,33,3,1,27,1,20,1,0,2,5,65,49,37,0,2,11,0,3,3,9,2,0,5,0,4,14,37,0,2,7,1,1,8,9,9,0,1,10,14,66,24,58,30,11,67,1,3,5,1,58,23,0,0,37,242,80,11,0.0,0.0,0.07376291238662483,0.0,0.0,0.07386364676586599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060447637358910025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140238190951176,0.15852106273215388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062202422842320276,0.06728927998463409,0.2826580299098575,0.0,0.0,0.1162448991323908,0.06311276115693781,0.13823309488578187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793248652552185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718372399671979,0.1729049016848029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511230550147608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614750368970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084540106974064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821952670411697,0.0,0.07257626302491675,0.0,0.06908599525427278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255913992506666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295836044497473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484393096123032,0.0,0.08046475310606938,0.0,0.0746274282118978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132998735757327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322849705342626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458755177613753,0.0,0.110785328100568,0.0,0.0,0.06689293616877723,0.12694964158512936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593823168367066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669746928276094,0.0,0.058298068616158785,0.0,0.16077723430862206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051220335096843365,0.05748802407923322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897329492127521,0.0,0.07145502253748638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560838147381252,0.0,0.0484235611320304,0.0,0.0,0.08115314486247606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803316586307123,0.0,0.15299803373987672,0.1204675817304716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819127856344033,0.0747583918963488,0.0,0.05350152328934165,0.0,0.0,0.1263897819926541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150942389235288,0.0660671792654344,0.1391824139714632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937347642845083,0.07426475381621528,0.0,0.04407592769188114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051319240240970655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606320750904151,0.0,0.0,0.07007076497004351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286406359895073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433807314724641 lonely,Toasty-Guy,2020/01/14,Dang I went on a date we wanted mexican restaurant but it was packed so we went to chilies. Everything was great all we did was talk then after we finished out food she said she had to use the restroom. 40 min had passed by without her returning the manager sat by me and said “ima be real with ya. My employee said she saw her leave through the other door.” I feel betrayed and embarrassed the only upside is i got a beer and her food free. Looking for emotional help. I dont know what to do now i still feel depressed after several days 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lonely,Odin19delta,2020/01/14,Looking to fill a void It sucks always wishing someone was there because your the type of person that wants to share their life with another and the past people that have been there weren't the right person to be 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lonely,testing-testing-1233,2020/01/14,"18m looking for someone to be long term friends on Snapchat to support each other I think that it may be nice to have a person that is supportive and kind and enjoyed talking with me I feel like I am happiest when I have a friend like this and I don’t really have one right now I come off as pretty confident but inside I’m very self conscious and I don’t really hold back This is probably pretty cringe but maybe someone would enjoy being my buddy I would prefer a person in their late teens or 20s Dm me",1.5098701298701298,3.77900147619048,3.1917748917748945,89.18064935064936,81.85714285714286,6.103896103896104,21.926406926406926,7.348242739294969,0.8788095238095237,405,13,82,6,11,134,74,105,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,18,21,9,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,12,10,9,15,2,11,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312072479153721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698634476070727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627783159352333,0.12190118158396733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636632815274651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768937073973184,0.0,0.0,0.19248292834342334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672660469941442,0.0,0.0,0.15100599037361653,0.1432898408493386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142509417857188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562622111626658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29798258690226154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471928646431678,0.18397264091316898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862541024391927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572076413715346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780087940706654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891557857888589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872675744044454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714939084372782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933557273060908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079117189232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424274290645069,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stolenxlove,2020/01/14,i hate when i get severe anxiety attacks and my family disregard me as overreacting :/ it sucks so bad when you wish your parents can atleast 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lonely,cameformemes-_-,2020/01/14,"No-one relatable Hello, i have been at my college since the start of september and have failed to make any friends. I am not that socially awkward or anything, but i just can't relate to anyone in my class and therefore don't really have anything to talk about. I used to have a friend at highschool, but unfortunately he didnt go to the same college as me. I have never encountered someone more relatable than him. Like, we could talk for days and not run out of things to say. Tbh i don't yearn for many friends, i just want 1 that has atleast somewhat similar interests.",5.704375000000002,6.236885687499999,5.926785714285713,81.06821428571429,67.125,9.614285714285714,33.85714285714286,9.606745405546679,3.0435035714285714,455,20,90,9,7,145,78,112,0.047,0.789,0.16399999999999998,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,3,1,21,18,7,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,1,12,5,17,15,3,9,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,2,4,62,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903547881459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324090761766562,0.0,0.3606979882003237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498044466330095,0.0,0.0,0.14133927604055296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079645659614759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455297945681075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706990484192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629018071198266,0.22219259436162944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902875406571954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039871988664182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428385022292894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129039919542564,0.0,0.0,0.2234047666105732,0.18569251454932809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512170534769512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35230303533717744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455993485140276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928281124463492,0.0,0.0,0.12926552070201666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxXPrincessZeldaXxx,2020/01/14,"New friends always wanted Honestly just sad and consistently lonely, no real deep connections here where I live. Want to meet cool people and make awesome friends on here. I don’t know. Be able to talk to someone I guess.",4.0284146341463405,6.696379097560978,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,75.09756097560975,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,1.9966048780487808,177,7,31,3,4,55,34,41,0.14800000000000002,0.531,0.321,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.2853031428401311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373950700012395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408490008664794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314293577199139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679514598316133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519279021237197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904420632609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554755319140994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779327622951406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247374373589976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417364270847504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931585912392394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365583711933036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,delidave2319,2020/01/14,I just want someone to talk to. I was with a girl for 5+ years and she decided she wanted to give polygamy a try and fully supported her. It went well for a while and just the other day she just said I've find someone else and that she was leaving for this other guy. I don't want to sound pathetic but I've had a hard time sleeping and just thought it'd be nice to hear from someone else. So uh. How has your new year 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lonely,WolfShield819,2020/01/14,Crying too much to sleep I don't want to be this person 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lonely,Byrdman1251,2020/01/14,Today's my birthday And I'm 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lonely,fluffyhambster,2020/01/14,I’m so alone WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME??,-4.3290000000000015,-3.4907218999999987,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,118.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,31,0,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.3925,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957956558844172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022350224605177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623720308591475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190824869080362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rutgent,2020/01/14,"19M, very lonely mute armed with bad jokes looking for friends I don't really have anyone to talk to, so maybe i can meet someone here who would wanna talk or watch videos or play games together! I'm very talkative online and i like talking about any topics at all, i'm a total introvert and have always been the weird kid, mostly because i'm a mute so people always found it weird. I always feel like a burden to people and i feel that i'm easily replaceable, but i try to cheer people up and make everyone happy if they need it :> I just want to make people happy, i want to make some long term friendships, i'm a bit clingy so i don't want to let people go. :< Here's a bad joke lmao i hope it cheers you up if you're in a bad mood ""My wife is on a tropical food diet, the house is full of the stuff. It's enough to make a mango crazy."" So if you wanna talk just pm me :>",1.3891315789473673,2.7822594263157927,3.449671052631583,91.48082236842107,78.42105263157895,6.434210526315789,18.190789473684205,7.1686216300943375,0.059552631578946975,681,12,156,8,16,232,111,190,0.08900000000000001,0.67,0.24100000000000002,0.9833,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,0,9,19,0,0,11,0,10,3,1,4,2,32,29,14,0,11,8,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,3,5,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,4,15,11,19,25,8,9,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,8,4,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926505006148301,0.0,0.0,0.07972484613724534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197449277798545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29366276341383896,0.07146628756260605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799190352701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113665279657415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202450813719328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855660273829545,0.08375378525081131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417628516952227,0.12854378060899618,0.09057663581531636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666282096190213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496008870618404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164423059765115,0.0,0.1352751905819086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988227317735868,0.0,0.11455167262651238,0.0,0.0,0.10375062099481208,0.0984491405512089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31302511969413993,0.0,0.11777983066179352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692938571361218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063851684487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510470949507186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933411338719488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420775388947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37692105945972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959589381080061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346479538029912,0.20744739099956425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328145211122981,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonelygirlwolf,2020/01/14,Lonely and alone Lonely and alone I have no guy now and no friends people seem to avoid me maybe because I'm too ugly it's cold here too miss cuddling with him 😭,-1.5702857142857134,-0.04680917142857055,0.18285714285714327,102.65714285714287,112.14285714285714,2.0,13.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.636714285714286,129,3,29,0,7,41,28,35,0.46,0.47100000000000003,0.07,-0.9246,0,7,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7080598797097544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837471802639407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409488433636635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384627181266426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34341141593297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697997412118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111866890002635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Inward-Spirit,2020/01/14,"Sometimes, I stare at this picture... ...It's a woman. I've never met her, never communicated with her, don't know her name, but I've had it for a long time. If I feel sad, I stare into this stranger's eyes, into the screen, and it calms me a bit. But it always leaves me feeling *cold.* Because I will likely never see her. I will likely never communicate with her. I will likely never know her name. I search, I've searched for years...nothing comes up. It feels wrong to do, it feels creepy, it feels weird. But sometimes that feeling of loneliness is better than the alternative, better than whatever worse emotion I am trying to suppress through her eyes. Is there anything truly wrong with that?",2.5495488721804516,5.0904529398496265,3.46387218045113,87.14889097744361,79.75187969924812,5.303759398496241,23.033834586466163,6.5431188927421005,0.6883624060150373,543,18,102,5,14,173,74,133,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.126,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,0,5,27,20,5,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,13,17,6,15,15,1,12,0,1,6,0,11,4,0,1,10,68,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827365384104413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697087644377364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866485340574454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514263575555069,0.1551824110371207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244287430875735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598907846020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312280452977941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623521431908066,0.0,0.0,0.1505080109433047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083304207921924,0.0,0.0,0.12579132795830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481439363139907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363892245259502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132688886877896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811644377200543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288422953010834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965051879833013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448549922758004,0.0,0.3108202498086869,0.0,0.0 lonely,ViolentPotatos,2020/01/14,"Big time bummer I’m a 32/m and married. A few months ago my wife moved over 2,000 miles away and is sharing a studio with one of her guy friends. She has her own bed and I trust her but she only talks with me a few days a week. She moved out for financial reasons and I couldn’t leave for the same reasons. I have a good job and her skill set doesn’t net her good jobs where I live. Mountain of debt or I’d just say fuck it and leave too. I’ve lived here for years but no friends. A few acquaintances. Family is far away but they never talk to me anyways. I feel like I lost the best person in my life. I hate being at my house but my furry boys are there so they are my life now. I’m learning the violin (slow going) and looking into another language. And fitness. I guess what I’m trying to say is I could use a friend if someone wants to message me. Any age/gender is fine with me.",-0.22186577820085773,1.8478762303664955,1.6346525464064747,98.806200618753,87.7434554973822,4.51984769157544,17.582341742027605,5.852544927426893,-0.5530858638743461,684,17,163,5,22,224,120,191,0.113,0.711,0.17600000000000002,0.9319,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,8,13,2,0,11,0,12,3,0,3,1,31,24,15,0,4,7,1,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,3,2,13,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,1,4,28,10,18,20,6,25,0,1,1,1,23,12,1,3,10,102,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464030038683312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794657849899085,0.13561030218268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430133496550376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357203738412559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325683209643094,0.0,0.0,0.08340501090183458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219176859238406,0.0,0.06539145620518244,0.09239100739646286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997524209025008,0.11956043348245625,0.0,0.0,0.07349933366342322,0.2169461698447652,0.0,0.0,0.14246792054177382,0.12805374780184806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276833237994557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922562719026447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667355272054204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738765656857497,0.0,0.0,0.1826945201533452,0.06318248423769465,0.0,0.2283956590005441,0.0,0.10860184104639073,0.0,0.14117535047040908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322732365122594,0.2749075919311601,0.0,0.0,0.09974470982524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763510666235462,0.09835876927525407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129230702802511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265938736661759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056915364938815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095780779005269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789577622157845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754114282387481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878043277898358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169672986621952,0.0,0.0,0.07628022772870037,0.0,0.10373806336217987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328214300755614 lonely,cri__nge,2020/01/14,"I feel so bad I'm unable to go to school anymore because of anxiety. I go to sleep with it and I open my eyes because of it in the morning. I can't stand anymore with this feelings; what should I do? I don't want to go to school but I have to go for my future. I don't want to be a disappointment for my parents and the people who believes in me. I don't believe in me anymore tho",-0.5505943152454762,1.203738720930236,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,86.2093023255814,4.752454780361758,23.50904392764857,5.82211442006289,0.2828051679586565,294,12,71,2,9,104,46,86,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.8244,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,0,0,11,17,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,3,14,0,16,15,0,10,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719391779012444,0.0,0.5335685810046665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497406544041491,0.21864689706768767,0.0,0.0,0.4041074969125691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135847124356755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076901651736852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913484308029505,0.0,0.0,0.12433114847026455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630014798083159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946861284181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115576910167036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mjh2001,2020/01/14,"Deprived of Motivation, Real Emotion, and Social Connection My whole life I’ve been alone with 3 people I kept close to me and that was the only social connection I’ve had. One seems to express care but really he’s just being nice. The other two play on my insecurities and depression for a quick joke. I don’t know what I’m doing here as I spend my time doing nothing with barely enough motivation to write about my own self hatred and isolation on this sub. I have never really had a true friend until a year ago. She was the best person in my life and I treated her like my best friends and she left, of course. I deserve to be alone as I only hurt people who come into my life.",2.716304347826089,4.591894036231885,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,76.02898550724638,7.208695652173913,21.644927536231886,8.07648339933343,1.1138144927536229,539,14,106,9,12,183,92,138,0.184,0.5870000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.8281,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,15,0,1,6,0,11,3,0,2,2,22,17,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,4,0,2,6,0,18,11,17,9,5,13,0,3,0,0,13,6,0,1,7,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514534954192645,0.0,0.0,0.3158022597395206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31999178824280383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544170292054407,0.0,0.0,0.13132958377548834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131236826279805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149540395767954,0.0,0.15753048793193958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557827141190266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321008388064825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378725909300043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564671433512412,0.0,0.3230580524763803,0.07448357068515862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758547063122235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462881379547423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330989261249522,0.23190326978146386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113911929910824,0.1331209683931084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353126355147092,0.19533776540142012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879258294853056,0.15904756915845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108246850467703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889983534928042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892989851213714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021458161879172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817833946158766 lonely,Vile_The_Savage,2020/01/14,"I feel like I’m the only one. I feel like I’m the only one in my school who doesn’t have a girlfriend, someone to be honest with or someone to depend on to want to be with me for me. Everywhere I look, I see people smooching on the walls in my school. My family constantly teases me for not having a girlfriend and tbh I just feel really shitty about it. I mean I’m just a senior in high school, don’t I have enough on my mind as it is? Should I try to find someone? It’s already hard enough as it is for the anti social dumb idiot known as me. Sorry for the spam if you come across this.",1.167556818181815,2.6035083125000043,3.2372443181818187,92.57877840909092,79.15625,5.904545454545455,18.66761363636364,6.574015621080383,-0.09518125,456,9,105,4,11,155,71,128,0.159,0.767,0.07400000000000001,-0.8736,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,21,6,0,3,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,6,17,3,22,18,2,12,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,3,4,73,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692047115710734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029811117848508,0.0,0.16345959678903332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125864628589171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425955766214613,0.0,0.2294465893041931,0.2161220314264524,0.0,0.0,0.1382499762708212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355003046727533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981573926341774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779714204678274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702129333258694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647677664639301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152730669961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499697762649371,0.23008188376120545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486545519550143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690178382481683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592531624427614,0.12053557493340784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419172209697005,0.3844893155138589,0.0,0.0,0.16932450472096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269641074776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921776176579647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fearthepyro,2020/01/14,"Are you feeling lonely? Hey so I have a lot going on in my life, ton of ups and downs. I have found over the years talking to other about there problems helps me with mine. So if you need someone just to shoot the shit and talk to with our judgment. Shoot me a message and we can just talk about what ever. Late 20s male",1.5873631840795994,3.3138134328358215,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,78.85074626865672,4.466666666666667,20.12189054726368,3.1291,-0.6283810945273638,248,6,57,0,6,77,51,67,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.109,-0.2263,0,2,0,2,0,1,6.0,2,2,0,0,8,3,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,15,8,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,0,13,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,2,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334896352122526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051620005352252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302170268211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669888534238956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301633539011538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911772342739771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823219417701739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944939134806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139706830790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469916051938616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26496250505192603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187092193186577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224154108408003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622460285260968 lonely,Runthroughthejungle3,2020/01/14,Single mother 35 Looking for a man to satisfy me 🤤,1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,79.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.0005636363636365,40,2,7,1,1,16,11,11,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hente_,2020/01/14,"I don't have any talents and that makes me feel lonely Most of my parents and few friends are so talented: they're good musicians, writters, extroverts, etc. I don't have any of that and i don't know how to make friends either. The are more people strugling with that?",2.7988679245283024,5.0382877547169835,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,77.11320754716981,6.504150943396226,27.581132075471697,7.554174236665415,1.4803388679245288,213,9,44,3,5,65,38,53,0.086,0.69,0.22399999999999998,0.8392,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,11,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,4,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42505732564008697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485495385091659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802273362234698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48291422875695206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213230899919004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175633118475653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172275855080017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702357212466234,0.0,0.0,0.2166664487294959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustCallMeGhost98,2020/01/14,"Heres to the people we lost. A few days late but this one goes out to all of you who've lost someone dear this past decade. Being lonely isn't always a choice and losing people isn't either. I hope all of you have a better year. You're all loved and wanted so please remember that and remember the ones who aren't here to celebrate with us. Wishing the best for everyone.",2.280808270676694,4.297157644736842,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,77.8157894736842,6.448120300751881,18.75187969924812,7.447530270364453,0.35807744360902305,295,6,61,4,7,95,55,76,0.187,0.561,0.252,0.8549,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,5,3,9,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,3,16,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,5,5,8,8,6,5,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565378285002478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742905971423574,0.16638420629315054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132719953354065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976466678611178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868538651206481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221693330779506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046746282337728,0.4107285576858332,0.0,0.16979314906342075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549612297198979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958976357209194,0.2608489717394397,0.0,0.0,0.20650839570066554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262254143312757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940051057108195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629519899148015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096295426418294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633827752379936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114846665689212 lonely,itz_soki,2020/01/14,"I was reminded how lonely I am I was texting my friend at work about wanting to move out and I brought up how hard it is to find a roommate when you’re older who isn’t a significant other (as you’re supposed to according to everyone else I know). I said I didn’t have success with online dating and there were some women at work I like. Then she said oh (name of girl I talk to all the time at work), she has a bf : ) It just made me feel so bad to have it rubbed in and that people can tell I’m into her. When I found out she had a boyfriend I cried myself to sleep for a week and then just said well, nothing I can do. Sorry if I’m rambling but none of my “friends” listen to how I feel so I just want to rant. Thanks for listening fellow loners. One day we’ll all be happy, at least I really hope so. ❤️",0.2209670987038912,1.8871290960451998,2.537254901960786,95.41621136590231,82.89830508474577,5.520638085742772,18.886340977068794,6.522977012572876,-0.1502546360917245,618,15,150,6,17,211,113,177,0.094,0.76,0.146,0.8419,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,14,10,0,0,6,0,16,1,1,4,2,29,33,17,0,4,5,0,4,1,4,1,0,5,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,11,9,24,8,25,20,5,20,0,1,0,0,20,9,0,3,10,103,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590254231645274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787904542815919,0.10497039697450514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596983824669784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552958039974565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459843461151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148764880848284,0.0,0.0,0.17846416461503273,0.25150471796982765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326709073602975,0.14580607695773454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166304401110645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945175988155772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951908860814423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540128199348707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299415673168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617805775605062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029423575134527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128412269431428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427186111371202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644822979335551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288322532223334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220285058251992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082488643869933,0.14226437666897046,0.14985276794836855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949099757082062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920068278730051,0.0,0.1305608089340213,0.0,0.1463458918008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554860561149913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PrettyLilPanda15,2020/01/14,"14f alone Hi everyone. I'm 14f and kind of weird, awkward, and lonely. I could use some people to talk to. I'm willing to talk to anyone... any age. Any gender. I mean anyone. Message me pweeez :)",-1.6310256410256407,-0.6168879487179488,0.9256410256410276,96.14435897435898,120.79487179487178,2.7589743589743594,14.589743589743593,5.033348758259628,-0.8394410256410252,146,4,30,1,9,49,27,39,0.192,0.736,0.071,-0.4754,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928190086421577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845269318452362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953773726100959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573381202405104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701569365923332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944157610478157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30797164346838457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196006702480177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454489113382533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441846036858409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hiinevitableimtony,2020/01/14,"Had everything I wanted but turns out that's not what I wanted I had everything. I had great friends. People who care about me. I had the love of my life. I had good relations. I was happy. But deep inside, I still felt empty. It's as if I was in pain for so long, I got addicted to it. I made it my home. And even though I had everything I ever wanted in that pain, despite having it all, I chose to go back to the pain just because it was the only thing now that comforted me and made me feel ok.",0.6471028037383206,2.3157434766355145,3.02972897196262,92.39879906542058,81.52336448598129,6.522990654205607,19.111214953271027,7.554174236665415,0.3701147663551399,380,9,89,6,10,131,63,107,0.12,0.608,0.272,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,1,10,6,0,2,2,17,22,8,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,2,19,8,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,68,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862302587373468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893866276393195,0.0,0.09429092991403568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770562824661638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216407182072268,0.1399160810678679,0.0,0.0,0.4170467430533957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821038912822989,0.0,0.1485161712387209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950467151423555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790768427674746,0.1297374714381527,0.12371098841290913,0.17053422891721678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465875415601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515572641021255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925440678331272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688611604722867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960390644311133,0.29272216607095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764040848170836,0.4937683321721609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723499636870708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352691103222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276190594468652,0.0,0.15197140821350705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824641901434545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273701182371536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,distantdreamerrr,2020/01/14,"Bummer :( I'm sorry for the rant but I need to let this out. I'm so fucking over people who just want to play games. People who get your hopes up and just up and leave out of nowhere. No reason or some bullshit excuse. I feel empty and I keep checking my phone because damn when you talk to someone every single day for 2 months straight you brain gets used to that routine. Nothing fucking sits right anymore. Not food or drugs or even other people. I just can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to fucking think about it. I don't want to feel anything.",1.5347935103244836,3.848110849557522,2.284269911504428,95.45761430678469,82.09734513274336,3.7666666666666666,21.806047197640122,3.1291,-0.298055457227139,438,14,90,0,12,136,77,113,0.153,0.688,0.159,-0.0608,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,4,6,1,2,0,27,22,9,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,5,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,10,2,16,21,2,12,0,0,0,3,9,7,4,5,4,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599306792416009,0.0,0.0,0.13270663445085415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830511392629544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002409697858598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400201970987978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701518726809696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651343378060568,0.0,0.13587198075103676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307997429827165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950012203195407,0.0,0.0,0.447258255533326,0.1685076989780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601716633851143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333896412237698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075542389202542,0.0,0.1649034940022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871948619020918,0.0,0.0,0.11957530547019653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547372774529997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354007181132625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580637921425187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771868179401142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663856996547274,0.0,0.0,0.1805219852801157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482402960203274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961799526436948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666307974449635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928042662506454,0.0,0.0,0.2853532777683474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TromptZ,2020/01/14,"Are you treated in a different way by dudes? I don't know why but im always called nerd/weird looking and treated as inferior by some males(it has nothing to due with women). I don't know guys,If i Tell you It doesnt affect me i would be lying. I don't have status here where i live in,cause i seldom go out. Any thoughts about it? Im not sure what it might be,but the feeling of not belonging to a social group hurts. I don't have any deformity,Im Just ugly,and small (1.65). Im not even a bit intimidating due to my height and being skinny. Im mostly treated like that by chad looking dudes with high status.",1.7973986013986052,3.3154167538461583,3.8144755244755264,88.76416083916084,77.61538461538461,6.265734265734268,22.58741258741259,6.980632752743323,0.5756923076923077,478,14,106,5,11,163,84,130,0.126,0.807,0.067,-0.8399,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,1,1,20,20,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,3,12,5,13,15,3,10,0,2,2,0,7,6,0,3,3,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568511992579472,0.0,0.0,0.18909200634359796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517860930831694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196642923379346,0.0,0.0,0.14282336989792738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525804281323862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182881539135934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029836670513195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901465130615468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689412657727635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883580594867749,0.0,0.7508879249435374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281585474163215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792363565579486,0.0,0.1227671222055463,0.0,0.2335024325739536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749016283985114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340421373196162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417248291518253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103528778228193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151942202557173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037526573269732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103565180548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254540590727732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876379594267873,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,adventurer309,2020/01/14,"always alone i haven't been friends with anyone in the longest time. i’m not exaggerating when i say that. even if there was a short amount of time where there was someone i thought might wanna be friends, they always do something that proves they never cared about me. i don’t know why it’s always like this. i just wish i could know why every time i try to reach out, every time i try to make a friend, it leads to nothing. i really do think it’s my fault at this point. it happens every time and i don’t know what i’m doing wrong. for whatever reason people just don’t like me and don’t wanna be around me. i can tell it’s true by their actions. i can tell when a “friend” says how we should hang out and when i message them asking if they wanna hang out i don’t get a response. it’s tiring. i’m tired of it. i wish i had someone who cared and wanted to spend time with me. and i’m also tired of talking about how i feel and then someone saying “of course you have friends” or “of course someone cares.” i know that isn’t true. if someone was my friend they would show it. if someone cared they would show it and they would want to make it known they cared. it’s easy to tell whether or not someone really cares. someone can say one thing but their actions say otherwise. i don’t have friends. i don’t have anyone who i can ask to hang out on a saturday night because i don’t know anyone. i’m just tired. i know there’s no point in trying because when this has been happening my whole life, i’ve gotten discouraged. i don’t see the point of talking about it half the time because i know nothing can be done. i’m the one constantly trying, constantly trying to make things work, trying to fix things. when i try making friends and talking to people it barely lasts. i’m so sick of it. it makes me sad, angry, and lonely. it makes me hate myself. no one will ever be able to hate me as much as i hate myself. i guess a lifetime of being mistreated will do that.",1.4789687166948795,3.430950312958437,2.6946210268948683,94.42229766158864,80.1002444987775,5.27066641589869,20.267130587423985,6.163053881298487,-0.04301058240862643,1534,40,339,11,39,492,159,409,0.18,0.755,0.065,-0.9946,0,3,1,0,0,1,39.0,1,1,10,2,22,26,3,0,10,0,44,6,0,10,5,71,88,29,0,16,13,0,1,2,8,7,6,5,0,0,29,17,0,1,13,2,1,6,16,8,0,4,9,7,52,18,40,66,3,40,0,3,1,0,36,14,0,8,22,222,81,2,0.054285001892508525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622289046065749,0.0,0.04341169640080808,0.13550841076620046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387200653721286,0.0,0.0,0.04832516077307576,0.1014982976657942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992748998955063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320830640108103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732560389113787,0.0,0.043342156800361714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055552404286130085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585473177595569,0.04910389208678458,0.13721236616211555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02744812803865757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33552366241906106,0.0,0.028361672958008576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980104972982672,0.0,0.09600809578914683,0.0,0.0,0.1607856021305921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088353215527342,0.0442495218650815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834310223491171,0.05304181976663989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741396175918445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758780842023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039905722503365784,0.0,0.041867940023715716,0.0,0.0,0.05094279690924032,0.0,0.10417584678091844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035476656776552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526877038617973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395061975501795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955272451851473,0.05581402309979674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584806172678636,0.0,0.0,0.043258118205441384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679640475362636,0.04179124658208929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308966847256204,0.14234245308709534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819362938758773,0.03478363728041349,0.0,0.04309622780909875,0.2215781480636005,0.2495704961162472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579916704673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403740118420519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796754143215126,0.06060726598380545,0.12485014625969836,0.0,0.0,0.03952012790899835,0.0,0.0,0.11568752349493462,0.05935212776709454,0.0,0.0 lonely,daryntookthekids,2020/01/14,"Feel like I’ll never be loved Nobody wants to be my friend. Nobody wants to love me. I’m a tranny and very ugly looking. Anyone who even goes near me would probably be made fun of, so they’re better off ignoring me. Hormones haven’t been doing anything and I feel just as ugly and lonely as I did before starting. God, I just want to be loved. But that’ll probably never happen. Sorry for the really sad post.",1.4536412315930392,3.80192493975904,3.5030522088353417,86.37323962516736,82.73493975903614,5.616599732262381,17.655957161981252,6.937597516519254,0.29008808567603817,322,7,61,4,9,109,60,83,0.21600000000000005,0.578,0.20600000000000002,-0.4715,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,2,16,23,7,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,7,7,9,14,0,6,0,2,1,3,5,2,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848011776406718,0.0,0.15120805769717766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563550940680689,0.0,0.0,0.16250921740386767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136310672988113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581592597075008,0.13126883531142086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196241345149396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248679322159432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976946297786456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430113372031004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497516303793024,0.1738657771266746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834339024154106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759787556110654,0.0,0.3962205121892632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771298111836913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056896317113187,0.13005701467495914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161045132039694,0.32513607980054776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305285389662924,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EasternOriole,2020/01/14,"No friends/homeschooled So... I got a pretty big problem I’m homeschooled, and I don’t have any friends. I can’t enroll myself into public school (high school) because I started a bit late; and I’m still in my first semester. My credits won’t transfer unless I finish online. My parents guilt trip me on how they’ve paid so much for it anyways, so it would be difficult to get out of. Second- I don’t have friends. I’m really lonely. I’ve tried reaching out a couple times to my family like “hey, I’m not okay” but it’s like no matter what I say nothing matters???? I go to youth group once a week but I’ve struggled with anxiety for a long time (yes, I go to therapy for it) and it’s ridiculously hard to put myself out there..not to mention that it’s only a few people. My head spins, I can’t breathe, my mind goes blank whenever I try to think...; I don’t really have social skills. It’s hard to find where I fit in too. I have an older sister and sometimes I go out with her, but I’m always the tag-along. Whenever I’m with her it’s like I’m invisible anyways. I’ve tried. My town is really small, and there’s not really any home-school support groups. Not that many people are homeschooled here anyways. I could maybe get a job, but that’s all I’ve been able to think of. I’m not really good at sports or anything like that. But the whole not getting out thing is getting really bad. Panic attacks and nightmares have been insane lately. I’ve gotten over a lot of things but confidence is something I’m having a hard time gaining. I wish I could just ‘put myself out there’ but it’s almost like I physically can’t. I really need help. I don’t really have any background friends either?? So I can’t make friends through them??? I just desperate to get some socialization. Thank you to anyone who can try to help :)",0.8134023523646157,3.1952825229110537,2.7108080127419747,90.64543769909338,86.3045822102426,5.636878216123499,21.100281793678025,7.075746649084167,0.6818619946091644,1420,47,294,21,44,472,179,371,0.131,0.6890000000000001,0.18,0.9703,2,2,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,3,16,23,2,3,12,2,27,2,2,2,1,51,55,20,0,6,17,2,3,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,0,3,1,2,6,16,9,0,2,5,4,38,14,35,45,8,37,0,1,0,0,21,18,0,4,18,175,55,5,0.08231590189027832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824274852357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849342456212533,0.0,0.0,0.16793290805382516,0.0,0.06297143963753153,0.0,0.0,0.057557192541732916,0.0,0.06773897348630828,0.0,0.0,0.093646221909627,0.0,0.0,0.06873033974086343,0.05017900976373515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986764523251088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144509910697794,0.09108097976811633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760010637449412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523524304941424,0.07001786409677277,0.0,0.0,0.2543882464280229,0.0,0.21503330637055545,0.0,0.14034607204484595,0.0690426730540528,0.0658355464424012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121663880840514,0.0,0.08447986347769586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034922778462257,0.08697126980370244,0.08256956122434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168583107407268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571184552109754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107695863390493,0.0,0.0,0.07284698284252697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998203614260662,0.0,0.0,0.05494650370521443,0.0834554045250589,0.08269738745799342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311559528330519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060511659278417576,0.0610361982306358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898432793587291,0.0,0.0,0.08766374901273312,0.0,0.0626049526841577,0.0,0.09657997491638487,0.09140206761893896,0.0,0.0,0.11413496366416626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374486532332823,0.0,0.07876520110361822,0.0,0.1655004344087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218693965603579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546090910152802,0.0,0.24992426204767296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782139138235344,0.0,0.06337080286624129,0.08141253178164651,0.0,0.058263619035560876,0.0,0.06573758558136153,0.0,0.0,0.08605445335415877,0.0,0.0,0.09341110997751743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578542297036384,0.09413540771351786,0.0,0.10937405509606468,0.10548941232169984,0.0,0.0,0.14399719307750708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354837610315326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602885127772097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919027647901661,0.0946592247601865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474854944249935,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stranger1123,2020/01/14,"I MADE A FRIEND!! I AM OVER THE MOON! I MADE A MAYBE REAL FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!! WHO I CONNECT WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW !! AND SHE ACTS LIKE SHE ACTUALLY LIKES ME !!!",-2.7798809523809527,-1.7714516071428577,0.1371428571428588,102.39119047619049,118.64285714285714,3.295238095238096,11.809523809523812,5.46131890053228,-1.3968761904761902,97,2,25,1,6,33,21,28,0.0,0.5489999999999999,0.451,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3058397020126901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842744340579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062293379095629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931059410231946,0.0,0.0,0.3148591263285823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35672540571799816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway-3-0-6,2020/01/14,"If I try, will college bring me more meaningful relationships? I’m about to graduate and have a lost a lot of friends since I started taking my classes at the local college. I have a few friends, but not as many as I used to have and it affects my SA every so often. I have a lot of extracurriculars I plan on doing, so will college make it easier to have actual friendships? I also plan on dorming. I’m naturally a talkative person (yet still introverted if that makes sense) but this doesn’t balance well with my SA.",3.122843137254904,5.165603245098044,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,75.37254901960785,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.5475803921568643,409,18,77,9,9,141,66,102,0.017,0.8190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,4,0,16,18,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,12,15,4,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,60,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.2306468737863732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901176937711373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991379763130619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365212179893848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580077118510401,0.4018785039313195,0.0,0.0,0.3155355277218689,0.239625302178758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637471684059036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375515357033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551401708109092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672921891263753,0.0,0.18875217128335645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770838060638455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046847858488325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413349496212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125101373624914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RdBarrett,2020/01/14,Hello new to this group Hello group.🙂,-1.7674999999999983,-1.1481827499999984,0.7199999999999989,97.025,126.5,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.6587,30,0,6,0,2,10,6,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JimmyYoutryin,2020/01/14,"Has anyone else felt like they are so used to being a loner, that they just say ""fuck love, fuck relationships, etc""? I have, nobody wants me, I'm the only one that feels feelings for people but nobody ever feels the same so I feel really dumb. I am a very dumb person apparently. I'm tired of crying, I want to die so I can finally find peace in life. I'm tired.",0.7787000000000006,2.9162651866666667,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,83.8,5.883333333333333,14.708333333333332,7.1686216300943375,-0.19976666666666665,279,4,60,4,8,96,54,75,0.35200000000000004,0.539,0.109,-0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,4,0,4,0,6,6,0,1,1,13,20,4,1,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,8,2,5,18,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,4,0,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522208283152958,0.18349621770945088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967191133684326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586445995130715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960455317492602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972980459179335,0.0,0.16199481758229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622079070016888,0.0,0.17195200068651992,0.19618150670431347,0.16368265061144285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311268542178682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649473571475647,0.08749306370810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163338184877846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135426554977675,0.13620404721782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415666264094627,0.15637222089868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147279822627404,0.0,0.0,0.1922728594652899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241749848718338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41166927176384266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467402429772634,0.0,0.14776587088930873,0.2112607918114772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Manuel9789,2020/01/14,Feeling lonely? If you're feeling lonely and You want to talk or play Xbox dm me,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,86.64705882352942,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.4285058823529409,64,2,13,0,2,21,14,17,0.23,0.461,0.309,-0.0772,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7121240716667769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660050839848954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153523220784769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pak3tt1,2020/01/14,"A girl approached me. I feel good, but kinda shit. (Long post) This all happened earlier today at school. I was on my way to my school sofas to wait for my bus, then a girl stopped me and asked for my name then my instagram. After that i sat down on one of those 1 person sofas and she sat on the 1 next to me. She didn't say anything at first, she was just looking at me and smiling. Then she asked some basic guestions about me and we chatted a bit, she then asked why do i always sit alone in the cafeteria. I just said that i don't have any friends. After that she suggests that i sit with her next time. At this point i notice that her breath smelt like alcohol, so i ask her if she was drunk. She giggles and says yes. There is a moment of silence and she just keeps staring at me with her head resting on her arms, while biting on her lip. I had to start walking to my bus stop, so i tell her i habe to go, but she tells me she's coming too. She asks me if she could hold on to me for support cause she was drunk and had a hard time walking. She hugs my arm and we head out. We chat a bit more, then she asks me to smile for some reason. Now that we reached the bus stop, she stops me and gets kinda close to my face and tells me ""we will see again rigth?"" I said yes. We looked at eachother for a little longer and she says ""you do have pretty eyes"" she then walked back inside without any problems. After school at like 8-pm she sends me a message, and they go like this. Her: Hey sorry about earlier😅 Me: It's ok😂 Her: is it?🙃 Her: Well.. thanks for not getting ""traumatized""😂 Idk how to feel about this interaction, i kinda feel good but then again, for some reason i feel like she didn't mean anything she said because she was drunk. Or then i'm just overthinking this. What do yall think? Sorry if this doesn't belong on this sub",1.3019293078055938,2.9886656288659843,2.4494079528718693,97.24640206185568,79.56701030927834,5.259027982326952,19.59086892488953,5.860315114193679,-0.33427784977908725,1416,33,334,8,35,451,177,388,0.08199999999999999,0.777,0.14,0.9796,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,6,2,1,1,17,14,1,0,11,2,20,15,9,4,1,63,52,31,0,5,13,0,5,4,1,1,1,6,2,3,16,23,5,7,8,5,0,8,6,2,1,2,14,16,79,12,45,36,8,61,0,0,5,1,69,20,1,10,33,222,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852244666148594,0.0,0.08578919357155175,0.0,0.0,0.06892303820588122,0.0,0.0,0.11265749290839062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363277099216816,0.0,0.4646216354739139,0.0,0.0,0.0636928602000279,0.0,0.05049374927869557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086265025965675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509150171155802,0.0,0.07135261852451362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613478334339085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752982638862315,0.059175350753898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045703953463305,0.0,0.0,0.06399596362634298,0.0,0.08655282684586432,0.0,0.09415091300059558,0.13895146353572804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324825392830649,0.0,0.07420139449317494,0.0,0.17001949881538206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362507836255344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187054440154858,0.08301963996324051,0.0,0.07330390345842076,0.13911639709397355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022856493700436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618600015306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430502547853054,0.0,0.0,0.056129252415735305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232589491492873,0.0,0.0,0.07830321665790513,0.0,0.0793303647725237,0.0842701410993229,0.0,0.07925924276183026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033062485701053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363772137841328,0.19761450538528905,0.0,0.25149187052348976,0.06600655081695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850260780896176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854477656342621,0.05862906792108959,0.0,0.0,0.2770057619819298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939970156696518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171970199554828,0.07626077446452588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307553858085901,0.0,0.0,0.096600261056385,0.0,0.07851525424755894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574835653058088,0.0,0.0,0.07447610879150877,0.0,0.07474319006715789,0.0,0.0,0.07984729912541602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,booberrymuffins,2020/01/14,Anyone wanna chat [21F] Casual conversation. No nudes pls,4.1433333333333335,4.389341111111115,6.5577777777777815,53.390000000000036,137.88888888888889,10.088888888888887,14.111111111111107,7.793537801064563,3.551044444444445,46,1,5,2,3,16,9,9,0.195,0.531,0.27399999999999997,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3ey0re,2020/01/14,you don't know how lonely you really are until you're shopping beds you want a queen size but know half the bed will only go to waste,3.1982758620689644,3.853316586206901,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,72.79310344827587,7.179310344827586,17.948275862068964,7.1686216300943375,-0.04232413793103485,107,1,24,1,2,35,25,29,0.126,0.782,0.092,-0.4579,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355967212549627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490505110040485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491044861250957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782916335509184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829423678262844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InevitableDhelmise27,2020/01/14,"What do you do when you feel cast aside? Lonely? Worthless? A bad friend? Used just for vents? And you justify it all, since what do you give them, anyways? You’re lucky they even speak to you? You can’t tell anyone else because they’ll hate you, too, so you delete your Discord message and go cry on Reddit where nobody knows your name?",1.4636363636363647,4.0431743787878816,1.3941666666666668,99.76125,85.51515151515152,3.9060606060606062,17.340909090909093,5.148860815047168,-0.7978727272727273,263,6,56,1,8,77,52,66,0.244,0.68,0.076,-0.924,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,10,3,0,7,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,2,3,10,1,4,0,2,0,0,19,2,0,1,1,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563148779726948,0.31597911115321164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574904153705613,0.1879899636123244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387488383407901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761791892374136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368682503793686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592982506086292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825917158676566,0.0,0.0,0.2958330852222065,0.17526354214022355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044684963241537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694815300356715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551010634797625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695439895129353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663475101894082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wirlpool69,2020/01/15,"Being gay doesn’t mean it’s any easier to find love I’ve heard a few people mention how it must be super easy for gay people to find love. It’s so ignorant and it really does irritate me, because it isn’t any easier to find love if you’re gay. You still face most of the same problems, I’ve not ever had a boyfriend or have come close to having a relationship with another man. It sucks.",2.060923344947735,3.687041085365856,4.232229965156797,85.58402439024394,77.17073170731706,8.10034843205575,21.470383275261323,8.841846274778883,1.3688724738675964,307,8,66,7,7,106,57,82,0.11,0.631,0.259,0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,0,8,7,1,1,2,18,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,4,7,10,3,4,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,3,2,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631035778173957,0.20284788960590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179245671962747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663897567563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928831153279902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498547653278754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304259798837629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237851698319893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107224086333895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682260223035832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851043353387276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392822775143646,0.0,0.0,0.20769156964397245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544884278249075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kevinh117,2020/01/15,How will I ever find friends I’m a 16 year old male and I’ll probably be lonely for my entire life. I recently unenrolled from my high school and am starting cyber school in two weeks due to my mental health issues. I never had good friends at my high school just people I sat with at lunch and all we talked about was school. I know that it is literally impossible to make friends doing cyber school so that’s out of the conversation. I’m way too anxious to join a sports team which seems like my only way to make friends. In the beginning of the school year I went to go for basketball tryouts in an attempt to be apart of something but when I got to the gym I felt intimidated and left. It sucks because I was good and probably would’ve made it. At this point in my life I question if I will ever have any friends at all. It feels impossible to put my self out there. And it hurts every time I daydream about having a girlfriend because I know it will never happen.,2.469954648526077,4.521412979591837,3.70768707482993,87.8746145124717,77.36734693877553,6.600453514739229,24.15419501133788,7.594959193182576,1.0993977324263038,768,26,159,11,18,250,113,196,0.099,0.821,0.08,-0.682,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,10,11,1,0,8,0,13,4,0,4,6,30,31,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,6,3,3,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,7,3,0,3,2,3,0,1,8,2,21,8,27,18,2,34,0,2,0,0,13,15,1,3,15,100,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599396198919094,0.0,0.0,0.1096332840115178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831552379031465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556560777717742,0.08176464035756732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049068893285850484,0.0,0.09317846693982852,0.0,0.08869741781269938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37488382547735294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515293846332489,0.1627935677634154,0.07761579192206113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581661744328126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315435038870772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506684747235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388873343021857,0.0,0.0,0.10128981936941912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666684334439548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543973105079517,0.0,0.13709157791478707,0.04741130961920164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918263730013456,0.12955664922322285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779858541646676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969425078669754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018324555068458,0.0,0.0,0.07380713373550063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672788187346504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173894022220516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926195565540945,0.0,0.0,0.09755707952785787,0.10871266608742124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582027952358248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892886310691755,0.0,0.08834616899391863,0.10123915215379738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471002087760215,0.0,0.0,0.06868898605780903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780011353928773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565877492186424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479891290069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540596876324687,0.07784368564644657,0.0,0.0,0.08996173383807511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893801934182102,0.0,0.0,0.1249876612330539 lonely,JohnnyMNU,2020/01/15,"Feeling like Sisyphus, trying to challenge my guilt over intimacy 28m, raised in Mormon church, and was sexually abused by an older kid when I was 8, being coerced into masturbation. These 2 things happening, were probs the worst for my sexual and mental health as I have spent 6 years hiding from people for the most part behind a facade and being a recluse. Now, I'm on the cusp of something different, I can come to a new country and start again. The fear of shame still persists though, and I'm scared I'm just going to continue the same cycle of behaviours that I use to stay alone.",9.335221238938056,7.189939513274339,9.096566371681416,70.09776991150444,60.94690265486725,11.871858407079651,35.87433628318585,10.355215969177356,3.5355784070796474,467,15,85,8,5,152,86,113,0.214,0.741,0.045,-0.9643,1,1,1,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,4,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,17,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,4,1,6,2,17,11,4,16,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,10,57,9,1,0.0,0.2695896872947445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356558200561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959997422929792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377238117032499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560381571901937,0.11504764463296024,0.16254979477559114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931238591072594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120689597994865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418571981383178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116124973264964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292999932779075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975302463244545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463963299941015,0.0,0.15774290208704164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780047045724044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516620728281088,0.0,0.0,0.16104920101093742,0.2425201635422296,0.1817083423500467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116297679514631,0.0,0.22355025670377715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448013681029482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965156677959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652394898410814 lonely,somegenericstuff,2020/01/15,"I'm tired of being always second-best Almost every girl I dated still wasn't over her ex. And being a poor substitute for someone smarter, prettier and more interesting fucking sucks. Like when you lay in bed with the girl you're super in love with and she starts crying and telling you how much she misses someone she dated before you. Or when she tells you that her ex was perfect in every way and you're piece of trash. Or when someone else looks at your girl in the college hallways and several weeks later she's suddenly not in love with you anymore. Or when you meet this girl and all goes slowly but in the right direction, but at the same time she's seeing also another dude and he eventually wins. I've been all alone for almost 6 years, but these times still haunt me. I haven't felt another human's touch for over 5 years. But I know I'll never be the first choice of anyone, so I guess loneliness is better.",5.0864754098360665,5.842711158469946,5.510505464480874,82.71690573770493,68.56284153005464,8.285792349726776,26.17896174863388,8.344100000000001,1.5944174863387972,734,20,143,10,12,235,112,183,0.102,0.76,0.139,0.7986,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,5,9,11,2,0,6,0,8,4,0,1,4,30,20,22,0,0,8,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,4,20,8,19,13,6,30,0,1,2,3,28,11,2,6,19,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837556411975422,0.14674371554087468,0.0,0.11330604982404345,0.11789390122033445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971397430381491,0.0,0.0,0.14051420026011255,0.09906997664980344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056414477177275,0.0,0.14869046215200807,0.12530953935723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563515258087965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836027044594365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875272466201305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360405473834781,0.0,0.0,0.1205178337374053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098620057143467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608283670047313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786678742852675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922050474310606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898035260818085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557538575225702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415533501581037,0.0,0.10927679154848444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209988635384272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290520534896363,0.0,0.0,0.1600645777742461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36014964998140875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028590906689616,0.0,0.22630085940476846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476791958347701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523621029039576,0.16284693649424148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246356010977776,0.11365176905656307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248196615324852 lonely,DancingDiddy,2020/01/15,"Love and loneliness Is there any point loving someone who doesn't love you? I used to think love was a blessing. Having so much love to give was a gift. It made me special, kind. It made me care about others. Want them to be happy. But my loneliness makes me wonder what the point of it all is? Why cry for everyone's pain when no one cries for yours?",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,84.41666666666667,5.266666666666668,17.333333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.2535333333333334,273,6,61,3,8,86,56,72,0.257,0.466,0.276,0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,4,1,10,21,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,8,10,7,16,2,3,1,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,1,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172501454126512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251500291080514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286309329925023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293780761415972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434985036152632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592392779420903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577295161120575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6750453498157797,0.28308769006362955,0.09985119569202804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996444040688247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136474495884612,0.0,0.15917224907310026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281814720057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267454829747912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584999265541512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919606042415085,0.0,0.0,0.08823091707885032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497996271983248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222187668561724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bobtheskele,2020/01/15,"People Hey y’all, I need a cheer me up... anyone wanna be my friend.. I need friends, I’m depressed and lonely... I like Skyrim, I can sing, I love memes, I’m country and I like cars and quads.. I’m 20 years old and live in the USA.. im a female but I grew up with 8 brothers so I’m a tomboy",-3.9932622601279313,-3.2028011044776115,-0.5146162046908316,107.2760074626866,119.74626865671641,1.9142857142857144,10.755863539445636,3.1291,-2.180052452025586,214,4,59,0,14,75,45,67,0.038,0.779,0.182,0.7311,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,8,0,7,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059230472505378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536546354274258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455063916218611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31811331679043986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877581634909769,0.0,0.2600511683588481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26580007116228593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367398539505621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090309107234486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041710034633224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896500019949333 lonely,Snooploops17,2020/01/15,Why is everything so hard Alright so I don’t know how to start. I’m 18 years old and I’ve been depressed for the past 12 years of my life. As a kid I was beat by my parents and I was to scared to ask anytime for help. As the years went by things just became harder. Since I never had any family that loved me I thought that having a relationship with someone would make me feel like I mattered but no I’ve been rejected 30 fucking times and cheated on by the 1 girl who I thought was the one. High school is done now and I don’t know where my life is gonna end up. I feel like I’ve been alone my whole entire life and I’m scared that I’m going to be for the rest of my life. A typical day for me starts off by me waking up coughing followed by me watching tv or doing nothing for 4 hours then I leave my home go smoke weed in my car and sit their crying to sad music. After words I go home take a nap wake up eat than go back to sleep and do the same shit everyday. I’ve literally never did anything wrong to anyone. All I’ve ever wanted is just to feel happy for once. Since I’ve never had a good connection with my parents i always just tried to get a gf but no matter how hard I try I can’t find anyone. All I’ve ever wanted is just to hear someone say they love me because my parents never said it to me...,1.5448278985507249,2.7016275347222205,3.469867149758453,92.4879347826087,77.4722222222222,6.119806763285023,21.549516908212556,6.498293943080001,0.2020375603864739,1022,26,240,8,23,346,155,288,0.155,0.758,0.087,-0.9658,4,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,13,16,3,2,12,1,23,13,4,3,8,42,53,17,0,3,7,3,5,2,1,2,5,3,2,2,6,9,1,0,8,2,0,7,9,9,0,1,14,9,32,7,36,36,5,38,0,3,1,3,17,8,2,1,24,145,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690966862124538,0.0,0.0,0.07785722787253578,0.0,0.0,0.0636303935899963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308517856735433,0.0,0.07699963504951536,0.0,0.08747474837935976,0.0,0.0,0.07194908494361739,0.0,0.05703903144819041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278158084547644,0.06034451551884493,0.0,0.08059117819305579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575397220549377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574484523102816,0.0,0.0,0.082874706359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927773976592655,0.0,0.0,0.08409413402425629,0.0,0.08820889309530723,0.0,0.14193448455097687,0.13369198131751422,0.0,0.0,0.08552072698352021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865033929701604,0.048886144155609546,0.0,0.21271056177175773,0.07848156466498009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996063551933114,0.16763958844234692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545950254652207,0.0,0.06271758952126136,0.09886119747639227,0.1877154539921784,0.0,0.09214700068254753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284657899639416,0.0,0.0,0.09907647328122432,0.0,0.0,0.2643633083287317,0.0914265548166693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890005469579197,0.0,0.06245829416655563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886659266578745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978235294520266,0.0,0.09818533436737248,0.09964834619788153,0.06340504001859397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169320203170625,0.0,0.0893225700137079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045850711267916,0.0,0.0,0.08900591672744887,0.07441013424636497,0.1873585646941927,0.094697217752495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604763384279393,0.15480313206821708,0.0,0.09363696433961556,0.0,0.15856208040488598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245779118010909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035253615915739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216334476920301,0.0,0.0,0.1485672871524798,0.054561063567360533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705494702642492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037930062435457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673976163293215,0.08443182036746602,0.104466881983598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646900976718624,0.1023034388084302,0.0,0.1807668574161744 lonely,mxxy420,2020/01/15,"Looking for anybody just to talk to Hey there, uh well this is my first post on reddit and I feel kinda iffy about it just because I feel desperate for attention. I’ve always been...lonely ig you could say, in my head, distant from people. If I could explain how I perceived reality everyday it would be way easier but lol yunno. The only way I can really describe it is that I’m daydreaming my days by. I never do anything I just sit in my room everyday waiting for something to happen. I dropped out from school to be homeschooled (a lotta fucked shit) and i haven’t been able to get into the program so I’ve been doing nothing for like 5 fucking months now and it’s wrecking me. I never really had friends anyways but now like literally I have nobody to talk to just to vent about shit I’m overwhelmed with or just to be able to talk to someone about shit I dunno. I absolutely fucking hate this shit. I want to kill myself sometimes but it wouldn’t solve anything, it’s only taking away more of a chance of being able to socialize with people....like that’s all I want, I just want a lil homie to check up on sometimes or whatever yunno? Maybe I’m just being irrational and pathetic but I feel hopeless at times. I feel like I’ve lost touch with feeling normal shit. My interactions with people have always been awkward but as long as I’ve been cooped up in my room by myself I’ve become so antisocial it hurts to walk outside and be seen by people. They can see me, people have the freedom to think whatever they want, what kind of shit is that scum thinking? What I forgot to put on my makeup or wear a specific type of clothing and now it’s the end of the world because I’m literally going outside for 5 minutes to walk my dog. I can’t talk to people the same, I’ve never been outgoing or anything but like fuck dude I can’t talk to someone without feeling like my whole stomach is about to fall out of my mouth. I can’t even fucking go skating around my neighborhood because I feel like a loser trying to too hard, I feel like I have to meet some certain expectation to be able to show my face anywhere outside of my room. I feel like a complete and utter disappointment sometimes just because of how useless I make myself. I just stay inside and smoke all day. I have no life. I want to do shit. I have no motivation though, nothing to look forward to, nobody to keep me stable, or to talk to and maybe change the way I think sometimes??? My head is eating me alive, it wants so many things that I can’t give it, the main things to keep you functioning properly enough. I don’t even know how I function, I just know I’m not like anybody I know or have met and I feel so different at times it seems I’ll never be understood properly or have my thoughts and feelings seen the way I see them... Constantly teasing myself with these...”daydreams”. Constantly thinking about even the smallest of situations I wish could happen. Thinking about shit I could totally let happen but I’ve just wasted myself away so badly I can’t find faith in anything. No motivation. Nothing. All I feel is dead at this point.. -MJ I feel stupid for saying all this shit. Probably sound annoying asf but I mean...i dunno i wants attention😞",2.8596535535049417,4.959443430359941,4.163062166100051,84.83841549295775,76.35524256651017,6.785613296638068,26.353704603097512,7.753152298057669,1.5994145270087965,2548,98,490,38,58,837,257,639,0.23199999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9991,1,2,2,0,0,2,66.0,0,2,3,5,37,42,19,2,16,1,47,22,15,6,10,119,112,38,2,17,29,0,15,9,1,2,1,3,3,0,23,20,1,4,30,1,1,7,17,28,2,1,13,24,75,14,84,84,12,57,1,7,6,5,22,24,14,14,29,323,98,5,0.19277334036169885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020143096562678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863603376458185,0.0429022858108602,0.0,0.0,0.09055844949006796,0.0,0.04023942176355308,0.1175128390270355,0.05322575224933454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098215831748161,0.0,0.05052979492573978,0.10415974847359,0.0,0.15391382616934735,0.0,0.0,0.062161428396374376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035177774099535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931381327679955,0.0,0.0,0.042684990350412136,0.049796598038926526,0.0,0.0954937299151717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167839775024114,0.17214664109041544,0.0,0.0,0.04404783517676778,0.04099322620833862,0.0,0.0,0.03723405114212553,0.22276980857021,0.025179028478195045,0.04623143844301128,0.054778765895462704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785162117858778,0.0,0.04317176210529995,0.047580940904813,0.09892053116057192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051591961972564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567290115671844,0.05331878484091766,0.05018594230646483,0.07945738980330275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049280950328310064,0.03404037782060988,0.2119034626721754,0.0,0.0,0.04264958499921321,0.080940527348713,0.0,0.05260871825751636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032169425400238524,0.04886047753864331,0.09683336544567347,0.05249667027378109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038467460277940575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867868418641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721923597470743,0.13872841440209285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733064060222397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705595222453118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555827912298574,0.0,0.046155893148356913,0.0,0.05196056637715237,0.0,0.0,0.04844761285434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061747769039598416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665054880547591,0.0,0.04877422803087463,0.07680769690988035,0.0438734022512416,0.0,0.0,0.4452278932213782,0.0,0.054171327863222964,0.0,0.04912703599489,0.08166811285766656,0.037101583865932264,0.19065776281926974,0.0,0.0,0.05136768287912005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623539025344479,0.2324158632875749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403502077240494,0.15440171582181486,0.047349707035415,0.03826012481402898,0.05620384250352221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03272011103279891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989797437781229,0.15301450471870934,0.0,0.0,0.04333159603316075,0.0,0.0,0.05380613754524199,0.05541995694037667,0.04645665524399618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0342351625139035,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DyslexicSantaist,2020/01/15,Im tired of life and constant string of rejection I reach out to people to help and connect and it always goes bad. People see how mental illness can be and back off and offer useless fucking “prayers” but say how they cant deal with it. I get it but i hate. Im so tired of crippling lonliness that feels so bad i might as well be alien. I have learning disabilities too so it make things tonnes worse. Im just fucking tired of this life,2.25,4.108644388888892,3.219722222222224,92.01625,77.33333333333333,5.833333333333334,24.583333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.6916666666666669,345,12,74,3,8,110,59,90,0.302,0.645,0.053,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,0,16,13,13,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,6,1,10,10,0,4,0,2,1,2,5,2,2,1,2,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252634539980518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157579217537996,0.2513934674879971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268300583018433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520274968645584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611883213290432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783483070764557,0.07865226436784617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862959252606112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009054920723232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878353332089243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266529785663127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048831523950218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517114735558583,0.15970184618303188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873448600234476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971747110516308,0.0,0.0,0.11996291453565976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000137750936917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190795162545274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535582397995627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341571070184576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,afifamarh_,2020/01/15,Random thought Do you ever thought that suicide will take more or same effort than solving the problem that haunt you...idk this random thought just mindblowing for me that life really make it hard for you even suicide need some effort,5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,71.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.8589333333333324,192,8,31,2,4,55,32,42,0.3,0.655,0.045,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,2,3.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,8,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165637086759457,0.2268438566108604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464862075488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713254114397894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739685141907806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594936378871935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239961522153864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065537370935698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486227888574745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885545098459617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597271261368744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KrenBenz,2020/01/15,"24 [M4F] I'm so sick of being alone, let's start a long distance, online relationship as complete strangers. I don't know what else to do so I figured I'd throw this out there and see how terribly it works. I'm just sick of watching couples be happy or even unhappy when I can't even get a girl to talk to me. Why not try something new and see if I can make at least a new friend out of it. I'm looking for ladies because I'm straight. I don't expect to get any replies, but how can I know if I don't try. Maybe I can find that perfect stranger. Maybe you could too.",0.9192668621700903,2.438505354838714,2.509589442815251,97.14802052785929,80.12903225806451,5.476832844574782,24.175953079178885,6.1124844417494595,0.3034290322580646,440,16,108,3,11,144,80,124,0.094,0.8109999999999999,0.094,0.252,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,3,1,20,25,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,3,12,21,1,10,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,3,5,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844049563543484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107935275924472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853695254914897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668087673080533,0.0,0.0,0.14215755304624295,0.1970077134994898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873700332055131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519922914203925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273346252399482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756013301987238,0.0,0.18604639573334067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895363573455821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570203036342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820670562177529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575676673843449,0.14951622731417855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188490186130484,0.0,0.3577480887218966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34392146059816864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115787808478152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376383121844834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707073647088094,0.0,0.0,0.1260239228390394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310895577693414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417670217466361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066143214906675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962171461598454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway444720,2020/01/15,I'm pretty lonely I'm really lonely. I don't know what to say. I think I'm actually a pretty cool person and other people would think so too but here I am still being lonely. I have anxiety about going up and talking to people I don't know which would give me a hard time with finding new people.,1.3890476190476164,3.3141373492063515,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.26984126984127,6.104761904761905,16.849206349206348,7.1686216300943375,0.2379015873015873,235,4,46,3,6,84,41,63,0.17600000000000002,0.726,0.099,-0.5499,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,16,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,13,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.20751123475988115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626731480448761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435404210570398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039888429863039,0.12085128055238167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048850951059615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372870004419635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537425123703693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422646349228031,0.1856737601155463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326736359579917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362260875670124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691041560859966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981889016582008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091631668976798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725091706105314,0.0,0.0,0.12399524208846112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211438042395394,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonerinthewoods,2020/01/15,"I wish I had someone to talk too. I've struggled with loneliness on and off my whole life pretty much. But I had a hell of a year last year, got a crime committed against me, had to quit university, lost my job, my relationship broke down, I left my home and moved in to care for a family member who has now died, so now I'm loving with my parents. I now don't have a partner, no friends, no job, my confidence is very low. However I don't have any interest in dating right now, I'm working really hard on getting into better shape, job hunting and finding new hobbies for myself. The only thing I'm really missing is someone to message/text/dm whatever you'd call it, I'm getting into all these new interesting things with nobody to talk about it with. Or seeing something funny and not having anyone to share it with is sad.",6.23499330655957,5.618579313253014,7.3129718875502014,75.4837684069612,66.10843373493975,10.26934404283802,33.50468540829986,9.725611199111238,3.078971352074966,650,25,126,12,9,221,107,166,0.179,0.63,0.19,0.2688,5,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,14,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,0,2,18,26,7,1,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,7,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,2,15,7,24,20,3,23,1,5,1,1,11,12,1,1,10,82,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444057328713083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971054629512541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228247067676802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180812001120616,0.0,0.1415935340460629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413156227435073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309201147901392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693032415134428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072954019640546,0.0,0.14511415753929666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107197786450064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440579057335073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930414452648046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41343957684807614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132026325893234,0.0,0.0,0.1508893896885439,0.0,0.09809236194388836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159976954180246,0.0,0.12534118597850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476034146300603,0.10208998091626477,0.0,0.0,0.26825498455729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056216025308843,0.0,0.0,0.15420557707715596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128701484381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771192551919454,0.0,0.0,0.17793529031257355,0.0,0.0,0.14910105796960366,0.0,0.11859950973853292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066634520135696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533869476790145,0.10691367799875233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518354983894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324684627229954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452634303277587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458740324904318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550503095678024,0.1597007678281033,0.0,0.0,0.10110352227547548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788634296968055 lonely,mew6669,2020/01/15,"Idk what else to do I feel so stuck Back story quickly : my fiancé of 4 years / father of my 8 month old daughter is moving out in 2 weeks. I’ve loved him my whole life but he said he just doesn’t feel it anymore. We broke up cause he cheated on me and then we tried to work it out a couple times but he’s just been treating me really badly. My roommate said he was gonna stay and help me out with rent but now he’s wanting to move out. I don’t have anywhere to go and I have till the end of February to figure it out. I feel so broken, like in the matter of 5 months I got engaged and was so happy , then he cheated and left me, he’s been living here and mentally draining me with coming back and then changing his mind over and over. Now I’m alone, I have my daughter but I feel so fucking alone and I hurt so bad. I lost the love of my life and now I might be homeless soon and who knows if he won’t try and take my daughter. Idk what to do and if I lose her Idk if I will be able to get by anymore I’m sorry for ranting I’m just so hurt right now",0.6157203389830528,1.8477293008474616,2.6620000000000026,96.99444067796611,80.14406779661016,5.228474576271187,20.274576271186444,5.341637118332708,-0.3558111864406777,809,20,202,3,20,273,124,236,0.217,0.6829999999999999,0.099,-0.9844,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,18,16,3,0,4,0,17,5,0,1,0,44,39,30,0,4,10,4,4,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,6,23,0,0,6,0,1,4,3,10,0,0,9,6,29,6,28,24,1,37,0,5,0,3,24,13,1,4,20,126,35,1,0.12221011374018433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314564238587944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423991879861888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794406777215303,0.20408068050638545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554345113633575,0.1292820958543171,0.10527319176416804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352231663800007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209086837064232,0.0,0.10824188689026804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471724220403798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298128088526327,0.06384974039281495,0.0,0.06945482397172308,0.0,0.09774259206438042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009493856425725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191486316140896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616569087371198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716348244101994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278164616067706,0.0,0.1726412350342662,0.0597056885021679,0.0,0.10791376942565914,0.0,0.0,0.13672185713882898,0.13340677564466366,0.0,0.22059879810384075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315905052458978,0.12964561797420354,0.12339737669029273,0.0,0.19509389366983984,0.2597800205033821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823895641642874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829092823077179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436676938940054,0.2324996080027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680421684275704,0.0,0.1302597206739953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188679629630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126170010960248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165945290294064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208269143882576,0.0,0.09802958164195257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644322761614622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897041831828398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869930643270916 lonely,Dido8831,2020/01/15,"I wish I was worthy of love I wish I was the kind of person that someone wanted to spend the rest of their life with, marry, have kids, be madly in love with. I guess I'll never be that kind of person and I'll never have that kind of life. It just makes me really sad.",-0.06824858757061847,1.7199693220339007,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,84.59322033898304,4.611299435028251,11.528248587570625,5.46131890053228,-1.3988327683615822,206,1,49,1,6,70,34,59,0.09,0.664,0.24600000000000002,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,2,11,13,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,9,9,1,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503356305822926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814499866364636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629259153626125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359634267435139,0.0,0.12423739337766625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709639579082863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325027828903362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923405185081405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769994858898434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977914763290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42806055163943657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Natural-Distance,2020/01/15,"i love loneliness i see many people struggling with loneliness which is normal and totally understandable. but then there are people like me who just loves loneliness. i dont have social anxiety i just hate social life because its seems very shallow for me (my opinion). i also dont like attention. the longer you talk, the longer you are in the center of attention therefore i always talked/talk in half sentences. many years later i realized im really bad at speaking and languages at all because i dont talk much and the best way to learn it is just by doing it. this is the only problem i have because of the loneliness hahah. here are the reasons why i love loneliness * **freedom** * no obligations (for example in a friendship) * no accepting or denials * no overthinking or atleast less * no explantations * no expectations * nobody recognizes you on the streets * more money left over there are probably more reasons that I couldn't think of. cheers",2.4875098039215686,5.298891358823533,3.4870588235294133,80.1550980392157,97.17647058823529,6.972549019607843,27.43137254901961,7.793537801064563,2.8635843137254904,761,37,120,20,30,243,105,170,0.23,0.615,0.155,-0.9286,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,7,12,1,1,9,0,14,4,0,3,2,28,22,8,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,10,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,0,2,17,8,15,21,7,14,0,0,1,3,12,10,0,4,5,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008165347130419,0.1048986757838032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644167556821867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526151482538404,0.23054964954704624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323005890888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44325227418604185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446605087635973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361750742691012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697325176690292,0.0,0.08904555725677045,0.12318091452530346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413438783051704,0.0,0.0,0.25562633136381896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926744861768338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351987403797368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958803954694833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479935666151525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592262732259078,0.12063005093460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076238948447262,0.25923780288901305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004598745788375,0.1147675731685595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570209014477985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317936467603922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398605107763005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807792845262179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312412348861919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040193035901614,0.0,0.10006691107286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375676212185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118365922985894 lonely,blackmist996,2020/01/15,"Empty I met this girl. We became really good friends. The moment I played my eyes on her I felt that she was the one I felt like yes she's the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. The girl I want to start a family with. So what I did is became friends with her for really close to her or atleast I felt like we're becoming closer friends. Finally I mustered up the courage to tell her how I truly felt about her. That's when I found out that she's going out with someone else. That hurt me really bad so I thought that drinking would help me numb this pain but it didn't i got really drunk and did something really stupid. Now i feel like she's distancing herself from me like a lot of people whom I've considered really close friends, family even. I feel so empty. I feel like I'm sinking into this empty darkness and no matter what I do I'm fated to struggle with it for the rest of my life. I need help but there isn't anyone willing to hear me and understand what I'm going through. All my friends do empathize with my situation but they don't truly understand what I'm going through.",2.2094541484716146,3.9791288427947653,3.715674672489083,88.81674344978168,77.16593886462883,7.200087336244542,23.240393013100448,8.07648339933343,1.180138689956331,871,27,186,15,20,288,109,229,0.12,0.6609999999999999,0.22,0.9623,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,9,19,1,1,9,1,11,7,1,1,1,38,36,12,0,4,4,0,7,5,5,2,4,1,0,3,15,15,2,0,11,3,1,3,4,6,0,1,12,9,39,13,26,22,4,16,0,1,1,0,26,8,0,2,10,121,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306879555438328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725309420307686,0.0,0.11541198584635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023701685316424,0.0,0.0,0.08729630000365331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902123213939494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702650728021734,0.0,0.1585149454459297,0.1493095718926057,0.4013453633488657,0.11447458851338492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457880258612152,0.4036820149847001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816919123826402,0.08764960101653392,0.08357815714730975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177790397154176,0.0,0.14008822891652276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186935897252392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762281178603814,0.2552669880565309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884212147206354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774853896269775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081187134571687,0.0,0.11119531576534716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244710832218815,0.09124532654997557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016720672950984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746232341332237,0.0,0.0,0.08854246945232813,0.08044916776288441,0.0,0.0,0.07396560324725833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924603826220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133756328366298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296128841601877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757626896875248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327355731894273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423376701175315,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wyvernmoon,2020/01/15,"Can't cry anymore My heart is heavy, I feel insanely alone, and I desperately want to let it all out but I just can't. It's an awful feeling not being able to alleviate the pain. Didn't cry over a breakup, from extreme stress, from spending my first night alone, and even the recent death of a family member. Forcing tears isn't the same as actually crying. I can't remember the last time I genuinely cried. Am I dead inside? Maybe I lost myself somewhere.",1.9623333333333333,4.496456122222224,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,82.22222222222223,6.711111111111113,23.44444444444445,7.908726449838941,1.4649111111111122,361,13,70,7,10,120,66,90,0.35200000000000004,0.545,0.10400000000000001,-0.9832,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,1,9,2,1,0,1,12,13,4,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,2,10,0,8,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,45,12,0,0.15581391148528118,0.0,0.15205190118268702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227524425634216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452553174641653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846170612358247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291361902003053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688748866531975,0.0,0.15756839066233005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325352335118066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184640235324792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700913406624212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933028120918474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008929044961246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653601690010255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622080080510108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579698751792302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384744006137227,0.0,0.176506787606065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848430916613495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085634480935152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190308199326197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xXx_ozone_xXx,2020/01/15,"My friends make zero effort I haven’t seen my friend group for a while. And they never text me unless I text first. It sucks. Every friend I make ends up drifting away. I put in lots of effort, and I barely get anything back.",0.32181159420289873,2.708983934782609,1.5086956521739123,97.90115942028986,90.08695652173913,3.066666666666667,14.18840579710145,3.1291,-1.3774811594202898,175,3,37,0,6,55,36,46,0.053,0.745,0.20199999999999999,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,9,3,6,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218960690846446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999037345770256,0.2045986495246804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566738915750296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418338687460046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263270183348843,0.0,0.0,0.6167168984966356,0.0,0.13901551468715154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621120740371595,0.0,0.0,0.35522015736841195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521685162595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674833082675669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Silver_Yeti,2020/01/15,Qualities of shy people Hi reddit. Umm I’m not sure how exactly to start this. I want to know what are qualities that someone is genuinely shy. I’ve been trying to make more friends but I just don’t know how. Part of me fears rejection and ridicule for trying to make new friends. I want to know what are some general qualities that a shy person could have to try and fix them to make myself less shy. Thank you for the responses in advance. :),2.1918434343434363,4.558995204545455,3.2415151515151517,89.23782828282829,79.9090909090909,7.547474747474749,24.550505050505052,8.515128840125781,1.7595035353535358,350,13,72,8,9,112,59,88,0.20600000000000002,0.64,0.154,-0.677,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,3,7,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,5,2,20,18,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,12,16,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697916345684996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353376724613934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231580094685423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480926918734905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188024332246107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198616448771914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647537945200516,0.0,0.14498951184410286,0.18261067502793504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720140555882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480284990862788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971094857679208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925455816274417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259716157632711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467092657373257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DakaShllaka,2020/01/15,"I have no personality I have no personality, i hate myself, every night I feel this pain that is loneliness and whenever somebody talks to me its just pity talk from classmates cuz they prob feel sorry for me when they see me alone in school... I’m not funny or attractive at all, idk what to do.",2.32454022988506,4.759223637931036,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,79.86206896551724,7.314942528735633,21.73563218390805,8.344100000000001,1.324887356321839,233,7,47,5,6,78,46,58,0.387,0.613,0.0,-0.9701,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,6,9,1,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735106602941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250157401505766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705690732652193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607275900391336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478242919514265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281003255440216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611747109627654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26726640307406674,0.21044020285172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956196387741432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245203140129896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ionceateanapple,2020/01/15,"Europe based discord server for lonely people Hey there, We recently set up a discord server for people who are experiencing loneliness and have a hard time making friends. Should you wish to join a community and find some friends or perhaps even love, feel free to contact me for an invite link.",8.73163522012579,9.150184679245283,8.220754716981133,67.59012578616354,60.698113207547166,10.085534591194973,36.53459119496856,9.725611199111238,3.703583647798743,240,10,37,4,3,76,43,53,0.172,0.541,0.287,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,7,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,6,6,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,2,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034703186929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576408141742015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815606973079253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760118340029216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759607003068178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780356227833392,0.0,0.2056320318884532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271391791130469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041714785414804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963190498659307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542530900392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joules713,2020/01/15,"living alone I’m a first year uni student in the UK and everyone is looking for houses for September, a lot of people have them already. I know 2 people I could get a house with but they basically said we’ll probably just end up living in studio flats alone. I’m frustrated bc my girlfriend is going to be living in a flat of 5 girls only one city away, and it hurts when she hangs out with them every night- it makes me feel like she’s too busy for me and I’m less important to her. When I’m alone in my room by myself and she’s having a movie and wine night with her girls, it sucks so bad. (I’m a girl too) I hate feeling lonely all the time How do you guys deal with it? Thanks",1.3016012558869683,2.9020935714285727,3.1084353741496606,92.91687598116172,79.27210884353741,6.155729984301415,18.79068550497123,7.010146845296331,0.039863840920983495,533,11,123,6,13,178,97,147,0.20800000000000002,0.725,0.067,-0.9762,0,5,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,3,1,7,8,3,0,8,0,8,1,0,2,1,20,24,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,4,10,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,4,18,2,19,20,3,18,0,2,1,0,17,8,1,1,9,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511914985168135,0.1602464677023208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643265861758455,0.0,0.12124702495128195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594098960689404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970851750266534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861586631320093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223484531270212,0.13875751397998262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684839715369846,0.10374039771353807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351834353191032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586794641542059,0.0,0.08252805463202986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378397963199827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336805242854306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351132615610569,0.15545382181010625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980542216083543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094387460482146,0.0,0.3846779654499553,0.0,0.12194258402475593,0.0,0.0,0.12345513952522108,0.0,0.0,0.09693099336988883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27254565637818245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840027806828586,0.1104412445622888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134521143615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656447861086387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813108473924562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369288009452412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467503253929419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351259263756437 lonely,HogBoy6969,2020/01/15,I feel I dont belong and I'm lonely Everyday I get up and feel that I am just here and that I dont belong anywhere. I know I am loved and cared for by my family and few friends but I still feel off and I dont why. I go weeks at a time without a hug or the touch of another person..and sometimes it becomes overwhelming and idk what to do with myself,-0.8244022503516177,1.0730434936708877,2.1725738396624514,95.12049226441636,88.74683544303798,5.536427566807316,18.904360056258792,6.937597516519254,0.15391026722925494,272,8,66,4,9,96,51,79,0.09699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.0724,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,15,9,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,12,4,9,15,1,8,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437047163858174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152526095675295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871434448316014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852668216984569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837351187358543,0.0,0.2956430860492613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057986659481318,0.0,0.10182761834755256,0.0,0.1107666102364439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711237688393692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590557207476507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701798518298645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276186454306066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564802236108508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136482177831206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633765720573367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758676477613117,0.0,0.0,0.1878774061511598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StoriedTortoise1,2020/01/15,"How to date if I'm socially awkward. Hi all. I'm almost 34,a virgin and have had 1 girlfriend my entire life. That was back when I was 17 and barely lasted 2 months. I'm not really very sociable, I have few friends and in my head I'm the kind of guy who thinks most people dislike me. I spend most of my time alone, unless I'm at work or for some reason one of my friends might actually wanna hang out. I don't really feel like I've had many life experiences, can't even imagine talking to a woman (like how do I do that). I met my gf in college, it just kinda happened and well yeah it didn't last long. Since then, yeah no chance. I don't see how a woman would ever be interested in me. Barely anyone is interested in me. What a sad state of affairs. Just need some advice, I've tried going to meetup groups but I really have to push myself to go, and everyone is so much more interesting than me. I've tried tinder, bumble etc for the past year but had no luck. If I do match they either delete me or things go nowhere. Sorry for the long post, if anyone wants to chat and maybe be friends I'd like that. Just DM me here, I don't know how to DM people (every time I've tried it messes up). I have a bunch of other apps to chat on if you want as reddit kinda sucks for that. Thanks for reading",1.4949484848484855,3.083834850909092,3.5107500000000016,90.30079166666668,78.67272727272727,6.183333333333334,19.09469696969697,6.996647511020387,0.12981515151515174,1004,21,225,11,24,341,155,275,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.9107,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,15,17,1,1,7,2,23,4,1,5,2,46,42,23,0,9,14,0,1,3,5,2,2,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,5,3,1,5,8,4,1,1,7,2,25,13,30,31,11,29,0,1,1,1,19,8,1,15,17,140,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.12063594447190155,0.0,0.0,0.12080069104422847,0.0,0.0,0.12378824716379475,0.1280337353114425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728768979433205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950566669830928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786972818168486,0.08165028870363404,0.11182197625716823,0.10415574882233107,0.1181248508169188,0.0,0.12092473926201315,0.0,0.0,0.06250632671678846,0.08831463357989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865270762022745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107694321265817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240390200665377,0.10931735297943174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687047518961184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873190779625462,0.06793868898869047,0.20153469605395588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463387464931324,0.18118444970002148,0.0,0.0,0.2188008111968831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253319595151918,0.12419358190020165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311419985708865,0.0,0.0,0.09867284187703756,0.0,0.0908754187226122,0.09166316272909908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376856743654561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800992046696257,0.17140601889875118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839443294188505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365412663314382,0.0,0.2375837060731861,0.1271026409648335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850967125680224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226029826841893,0.0,0.0,0.1260157083307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838322258800814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993616143886734,0.0,0.11381330685074195,0.0,0.0,0.08212808219745826,0.07921113575343566,0.0,0.0,0.1441684172586835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179096712994603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200000193098874,0.14582935181869516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111498313838941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999732234890638,0.0,0.0,0.08781657933643901,0.0,0.0,0.07960766042845888 lonely,StockIslam,2020/01/15,"My girlfriend is about to break up with me in like 4 hours, I am in a lot of debt, addicted to pot, I have nobody to turn to. I don’t know why I’m posting. My life is turning to shit and today is going to be the nail in the coffin. I have plenty of people to support me, but I am not going to open up on somebody else’s carelessness. I feel trapped, lost, scared, and lonely. I hate myself so much. Like so damn much. I am a bad person and I fucking suck. I don’t know what I am going to do.",-0.08727272727272606,1.287123909090912,2.752727272727274,94.91909090909094,82.63636363636364,5.127272727272729,19.18181818181818,5.6839178017228535,-0.3279818181818186,370,9,91,2,10,131,66,110,0.32299999999999995,0.62,0.057999999999999996,-0.9885,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,5,1,4,0,13,4,1,0,0,11,27,6,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,10,0,0,1,1,16,3,19,25,3,14,0,2,0,1,2,7,4,1,4,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089025993522906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000121791282035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600804469737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689277902933346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715682344980188,0.0,0.0,0.3267195032226052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919279056597946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871479338363084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062726688611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535239003964306,0.18723933795137332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918439244718898,0.16291511226415195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817369801743045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285059597810073,0.16732201316402442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352647214926132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918528685850913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670319425884955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174569690669688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164075840664248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168720621836031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291429365717784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,themammad,2020/01/15,"People only contact me if they need any new movies. I'm a cinema lover . So I have a large collection of movies. I don't have any friends. I don't usually get any calls from anyone. So when someone calls me over the phone I get exited thinking that they wants to talk to me or talk about any weekend plans but hell nooooooo!!!! When I pick up the phone the first thing they ask me is ""hey man do you have ""that film"" or ""this film"". When I say yes they come over and get that movie and leave. If I Say no they hung up the phone and calls after some months asking for another movie. Also when I meet them in person..All they ask me is ""you got that movie?"". It's fkin sad. All I want is to have some fun talking with them and they aren't interested. When I starts talking to them they wont even listen to what I'm saying...they just look at their phone and say ""mmm...mmm..."". 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This week is the first week of classes at my college. Yesterday night, I finished all my classes before my other 3 housemates did, so I was home. They came back about two hours later, bringing their friends from their classes back to my home without asking. Typically, I’m okay with this, but they didn’t even introduce me to them, nor did their friends introduce themselves to me. My housemates know that I’m awkward around new people due to a history of social anxiety and depression, so it’s really difficult for me to make the first move to talk. They all just looked at me, and continued to talk, like I wasn’t there. We were all in the living room, so I was just sitting there awkwardly, while they were all chatting and laughing and having a good time. At that moment, it was like I didn’t exist, like I wasn’t even there in the room. They didn’t even notice that something was wrong with me, that inside, I was freaking out, feeling the emotions of loneliness like never before, and at that moment, I was ostracized to my own isolated bubble. I sat on that couch awkwardly until they left, about 4 hours later. 4 hours of torture. Why didn’t I go up to my room before then? Why didn’t I just suck it up and introduce myself to them? I had no clue. Later that night when they left, I just wallowed in my own depression and anxiety, kicking myself for making the whole situation awkward. I blamed my housemates for not introducing me to them, I blamed their friends for not introducing them to me, when they saw me first thing coming through the door. But I blamed myself the most, for my depression and anxiety, for freezing at that moment and making the whole situation worse for me. And then I had thoughts of them talking about me after they left, about the awkward Asian girl sitting on the other couch alone, not even attempting to make conversation. I’m so ashamed of myself, and it generated a feeling of loneliness I’ve never felt in my life. It’s my fault for having this anxiety and depression, and it’s caused me so much internal trouble that it affected the way I interact with people.",6.457344497607656,6.807090217703352,6.654723444976077,77.13166411483256,65.48325358851675,9.845894736842103,32.98794258373206,9.692545771848811,3.062641416267942,1733,68,319,33,25,557,164,418,0.23399999999999999,0.69,0.076,-0.9975,1,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,18,4,28,27,2,6,17,1,24,1,0,6,8,52,46,27,0,0,10,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,9,1,23,21,0,0,6,1,0,5,15,17,0,4,26,7,65,10,57,20,10,67,0,4,2,0,32,23,1,1,40,248,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579672509247897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534879221974492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374470611394003,0.07744373751364142,0.0,0.0,0.12739690372255927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147090518051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474630404216848,0.0,0.08509897198140425,0.0,0.07135888264377221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853981138799497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318327259669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885879863105606,0.14986611665896707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377226700159691,0.0,0.1590777963099824,0.0,0.0,0.21138967509029213,0.0,0.0,0.19200474569206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707958930270599,0.06948183111331722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618951886753286,0.0,0.24474062283369935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552641542580356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270016033906888,0.0,0.05851197927903661,0.16188475518197332,0.0,0.07314878440603875,0.0,0.06956430513228275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118400240524086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804526435289124,0.060896554324859,0.0,0.1277818380012591,0.08000689241682933,0.0,0.15547849304982053,0.0,0.0,0.0943133046130388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229140874723178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306909637742365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623010767710751,0.0,0.08444442442213727,0.0,0.06377388399809403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974972440770547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503487400041595,0.0,0.0,0.06576529914354838,0.04830437084598448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092214141365488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575412864595492,0.1328976787875291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949950369631054,0.18497465696318094,0.0,0.07985430900136087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442051407669438,0.0,0.09057197429666884,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kakaditz,2020/01/15,"Sad song recommendations? Hearing sad music honestly helps me cope with my emotions. Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated. The genre doesn’t matter, and instrumental as well as orchestra tracks are welcome. Thanks.",8.013529411764704,12.360242705882357,7.5384705882352945,53.12711764705887,77.82352941176471,9.778823529411767,36.21176470588235,9.3871,5.375489411764708,188,10,22,6,5,59,31,34,0.128,0.495,0.377,0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603314324716415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306221400225644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42206154447590777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314671309843837,0.0,0.25659687140148857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35245017699605063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34420208698188165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719450808235073,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,edurmaz16,2020/01/15,"Im looking for new friends, please? I need someone to talk. Im a social person, but most of my friends arent close as they were. My english is not perfect but I think I can talk. Thanks in advance.",-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,0.9066666666666664,101.03000000000004,95.66666666666666,2.8000000000000003,23.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2679333333333327,152,7,35,0,6,49,33,42,0.087,0.6559999999999999,0.256,0.7719,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,5,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37688585572383626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269255827267872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482152073727355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808548950141184,0.0,0.2355681314305781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297129733963865,0.0,0.26773804115471816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863376979092885,0.20666268949774172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39208846397337177,0.0,0.22455796907786751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628657373491314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Big_Po_yo,2020/01/15,"This message at the end of Eyes Of Heaven made me feel great, thought you guys would appreciate it. Though the chains of destiny may blind you, though you may be destined to fight, know that a noble heart is as strong as diamond, and as free as golden wind in the sky, though you may be imprisoned in a sea of stone, you can keep walking toward the light. There's always a blessing waiting the wings, and as many signposts to guide you there are stars in the sky. Go now, and Journey beyond the stars!",9.708061224489798,6.570954397959183,8.293571428571429,79.23892857142856,61.14285714285714,11.024489795918367,36.74489795918368,8.07648339933343,2.6991551020408164,393,12,81,3,4,119,65,98,0.071,0.71,0.21899999999999997,0.9538,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,7,6,1,0,10,0,9,3,2,1,0,13,16,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,6,17,8,0,13,2,0,2,0,9,8,0,3,2,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348873719872184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595804291274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757728400708327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215567491507854,0.0,0.0,0.25637196911850163,0.0,0.2302473862369203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755565033908525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668884903149576,0.0,0.0,0.1277958080385272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200313643681243,0.0,0.2357551974834573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6853968746471693,0.18460775939284005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518703676115734,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raghav_0304,2020/01/15,"Y’all ever feel lonely even when u have friends? Like I wont say I dont have friends and we DO text but one of those times when you have no work but no one is upto a chat or a small talk and u be feelin empty and unwanted. Also, not exactly mr popular so its not like my inbox has any messages from ma friends",0.1199369747899155,1.992330279411764,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,84.44117647058823,5.650420168067227,20.00840336134453,6.868970318607317,0.1970226890756304,241,7,57,3,7,82,51,68,0.233,0.637,0.13,-0.7881,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,13,10,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,2,6,6,2,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,6,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149182439452865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984463914973076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099499250510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467602662798026,0.23922289574735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372098204856714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129728625211616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584075758772613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584154017934918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031244642064315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256620492491346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542111282876012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253299559202688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NT2D,2020/01/15,"I’d like some recommendations for my Spotify playlist, I like kinda sad and depressing music because it makes me feel better I don’t know if this is considered advertising, but here is my Spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/1172410832/playlist/7io3UxdtX3aV2rbuoDPcKv?si=pwUc1h6RSyaYjFvhvF2t0w",17.873333333333335,23.02231510526317,9.844736842105267,47.041491228070214,42.6842105263158,12.435087719298249,38.982456140350884,11.855464076750405,5.897077192982455,266,10,27,7,3,66,31,38,0.094,0.763,0.14300000000000002,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105304560731447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505300772241533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387524592259823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757204672590833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27995737541863713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977421432936584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400338694514504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zone55X,2020/01/15,"Want to try D&D? Also free for chat :) Hi, I have been using D&D for a long time now as a way to combat loneliness as I have been living in a very isolated situation for the past few years. So far it has been a great success, and I have very much enjoyed running a series of online games through roll 20 and discord. And I would not hesitate to recommend it to others. While I would normally post on their specific Redits, I have decided that I would like to very much see if I can help other people with their loneliness through the hobby. I currently have two slots open on one of my ongoing campaigns, running on Tuesdays at 7:00pm GMT every week. If you are interested in trying out the hobby please send me a message. No experience with the game is required and all my games are completely free :) Also If you would just like someone to hang out with but are not particularly interested in D&D I am also free for chats through redit and discord :) Anyway, have a good one :D Zone.",4.840240601503759,6.343095821052637,5.8502255639097775,77.29157894736842,69.73684210526315,8.796992481203008,30.939849624060148,9.23628265651192,2.8324060150375936,786,33,142,16,14,260,113,190,0.07400000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,2,7,11,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,1,1,28,23,16,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,1,5,3,4,3,0,0,3,3,1,17,14,29,16,4,26,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,3,11,109,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229563931531067,0.0,0.4375681819940792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114200604315325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134195378094138,0.0,0.0,0.1316799907052356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290926697241455,0.0,0.14841429054618127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902300698176862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153286800829644,0.0,0.11886813422834552,0.11913066325607688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979160652445098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189480976698542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243817185389374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850592298193822,0.09332558049392993,0.0,0.0,0.14776762029858398,0.0,0.0,0.12892463464865625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727128852736284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131369315615148,0.0,0.0,0.11405945042355554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784955004264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827904552516383,0.0,0.1314999838440157,0.0,0.0,0.11626474808414287,0.0,0.3332161653978249,0.0793998308750896,0.10685168117858726,0.10798059905591142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825085394885923,0.0,0.0,0.08668810079111762 lonely,declouder,2020/01/15,"It's a calm but windy evening and I just want someone to be with me I don't have any work to do. I'm just sitting here browsing Reddit and listening to fitting lo-fi music. Oh how I wish I could enjoy this with someone.",0.2475000000000023,2.1866537500000014,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,84.41666666666666,4.673333333333334,24.18333333333333,5.6839178017228535,0.3678283333333337,172,7,39,1,5,58,37,48,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454078022849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31059358297862616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569380582587607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6592154173246625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294487324437442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473433848806713,0.0,0.0,0.2832045987828405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alex223223,2020/01/15,"[EU] Let's meet up? Hey, Already posted this once but i wonder if more people want to participate. I'm planning on doing a longg hitchhiking trip soon in most country in Europe. Does anyone wanna meet anywhere, for a simple hi, a drink, idk? If you are introverted, shy, depressed or with social anxiety etc... So am i, let's get out of our confort zone. Pm me if you might be interested in meeting up with a stranger from the internet and if you are from Europe/UK. Just send ""Hi, i might be interested."" if you don't know what to say.",1.6949742710120077,3.9825783773584966,3.8644082332761593,84.52012864493999,81.26415094339623,6.496054888507719,23.78730703259005,7.686295010490155,1.3197849056603779,412,15,82,7,11,141,78,106,0.10400000000000001,0.845,0.051,-0.6749,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,19,16,9,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,16,10,3,11,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,10,1,57,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408683776015074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697734247825888,0.0,0.0,0.1526207294362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879971960433744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101113786098547,0.0,0.0,0.2138232835955002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434307733721465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140380154836686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199564822570215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463954422591437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463103809004546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324523613575285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513221948409801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904406466965453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735785095735584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250062969282647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874237282459394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367064745558596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quantmew,2020/01/15,"I'm sad as fuck right now and having suicidal thoughts. I am full of so much hate for myself. I've been in the bathtub for two hours now. And I don't want to get out. I don't want to do anything, I feel like I am externally experiencing my body laying there but I can't move it. It feels depersonalized, if that makes sense. I am lonely as fuck. And I've been on the verge of crying but I can't because....i don't know.",-1.0604710144927552,0.9833754891304379,1.893478260869568,95.14246376811596,93.02173913043478,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.4674811594202897,323,8,80,4,12,113,57,92,0.264,0.7170000000000001,0.019,-0.9646,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,0,12,3,1,1,0,14,24,9,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,3,10,1,11,21,2,10,0,2,0,2,0,6,2,1,4,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480332806063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629465209042712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600297261039821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938909960911695,0.16911536579961994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43769425214256974,0.12367829498725212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337155164700905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312503224492714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300970832865962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565117899553855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801482124962074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515996917915989,0.17401906180774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216063545438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589371639307376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793207240288926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312445307357768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925138991635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Micheal4561,2020/01/15,"I am into Milf and cougars I am single but I have feeling for older women, But I really don’t know how to meet with them or where to meet with them can someone help me out with some good tools or steps to follow .",3.2336231884057973,3.4881835217391317,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,72.47826086956522,7.0028985507246375,21.85507246376812,6.42735559955562,0.253950724637682,166,3,38,1,3,55,34,46,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.8462,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001003913215958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978145024164154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978224154113407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618181586258715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802226478995664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028856362371429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Crulsey,2020/01/15,"2020 is 'going to be my year'. I told myself that phrase every day leading up to the new year - promising myself that I'd change my lifestyle and make a valid attempt to be happy, but it seems like everything is against me right now. Around new years I found out that my partner of many years had been cheating on me, and they left me for the other person and took our friendship group with her, and my family don't get along with each other whatsoever and all my own friends had moved away, so I was starting this new year totally alone. In a sense, the thought of that felt refreshing but I felt totally worthless simultaneously. It was my birthday a couple of days ago too, and I spent the day alone, with only a stranger on Facebook wishing me a happy birthday, which made that feeling of worthlessness even more powerful. Aside from people issues, I suffer from an infuriating eye disease called Keratoconus which has gotten worse lately and I'm so frightened of the thought of losing my eyesight (treatments are really expensive AND risky). With all this against me, I still made all these resolutions: join a gym, read more, pick up my music playing, work on my mental health etc. but I have a horrible anxiety and creeping depression that tells me that nothing's going to get easier, and I always fall back into a pit of self-loathing with a horrible lack of motivation where I end up just sitting alone in my bedroom. I put a lot of thought on things automatically being easier as soon as the calender said 2020, which was obviously delusional of me. How do I shake the feeling that everything I do is just doomed to fail, and that I'm just stuck existing and not living, and how do I actually get through the bad without letting it cripple me? In all honestly, this is a cry for help - I've been comfortably unhappy, lonely and mundane for so long that the thought of feeling anything else is frightening. tl;dr - I promised myself that I'd make 2020 my year, yet the start of the new year has been awful and I'm struggling to get out of the rut I'm in.",9.780483193277313,7.485451556122452,9.326920768307325,69.2634573829532,60.224489795918366,12.488835534213688,40.915966386554615,10.966923227221727,4.365205702280912,1638,70,301,32,17,529,205,392,0.21600000000000005,0.653,0.131,-0.9937,1,5,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,1,7,17,21,1,2,24,1,25,2,1,9,7,64,59,25,0,2,8,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,24,26,0,0,12,3,2,8,3,12,0,0,23,7,40,9,52,32,13,53,1,8,1,0,12,19,0,2,26,213,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.08405342495984909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635174549707689,0.0,0.0,0.267623568011343,0.0,0.0,0.07166959160754048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589154200732418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088015523700779,0.07667666938292261,0.0,0.0,0.08092482906379686,0.06623099325970583,0.07191749298222479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795146697944586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911173384786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530457361311703,0.09461310305104216,0.16664606104667534,0.0,0.07418626357623373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195310493258744,0.0,0.07628831030451266,0.0,0.09606111099543144,0.05689006244817391,0.0,0.072570803470717,0.0,0.15482165000724998,0.0,0.08119856713423934,0.0,0.1306543633874177,0.0,0.16540245716049726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444043567922583,0.06654617522707583,0.0,0.18000383947067314,0.0,0.09790278635241544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338045145679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155539676406782,0.0,0.0,0.057733163001347475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990051864592141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716182400185937,0.0,0.09358380305508596,0.08807687198437174,0.0,0.04208025397797719,0.0,0.07605705484809412,0.07622503245446442,0.0,0.09636084294604083,0.0,0.07322723286606128,0.0,0.16300233546841889,0.11498894984417267,0.08732538631249102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680184846328479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154579333583528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327513179710476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264697761499121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550806037466074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971380673580415,0.07520805069153949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658749814874038,0.0,0.0,0.0861563516531799,0.0,0.05517903279857226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355714795261904,0.08193224799827765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841228726024782,0.0898555485888012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121930822076752,0.0,0.06878595926545578,0.0,0.0,0.09004495785297795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528407589967974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057222966374572165,0.0,0.0,0.27352005940644153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230381357312509,0.0956969798281578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904874845753278,0.08302917962190724,0.0,0.06270588101876295,0.0,0.08777692919399194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882679891918785 lonely,iCare_For_You,2020/01/15,"When was your last conversation with someone other than your immediate family? And I’m not saying a conversation where you call WalMart if they have any super absorbent tissues for your tears. I’m talking a real conversation where the other person actually wants to hear you talk and not run away In my case, I don’t remember well. It was probably back in early October 2019",6.289565217391306,8.045835927536235,7.577507246376815,65.31495652173913,66.53623188405797,10.73739130434783,32.64057971014493,10.793553405168565,4.1251136231884065,305,13,48,9,5,104,54,69,0.027999999999999997,0.884,0.08800000000000001,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,8,2,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.24134409984384225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818291456222373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236090658707076,0.1901702334873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525366174934496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331468955962692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787423667507346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015950139047212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594621877490525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666477701011647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814990054197327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016007323665354,0.0,0.0,0.1966750878700753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095494882003679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975654103533103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458729974700516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236619542021252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fauzanvox,2020/01/15,"Not comfortable with my family Lately, I'm feel so uncomfortable with my family members especially my parents. It's not that i hate them but sometimes i feel that they make me so annoyed and i hope they gone. ( I know it's really wrong to say like this). Am I sick or i become really bad people? no doubt that im really prefer to being alone and i feel like they are disturbing my peace. 😔",2.4566546112115724,4.352657341772152,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,76.84810126582278,9.071247739602173,21.4122965641953,9.606745405546679,2.0048828209764915,306,8,61,9,7,108,51,79,0.34299999999999997,0.4920000000000001,0.166,-0.9624,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,2,10,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,16,12,6,0,2,4,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,4,16,4,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,38,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287204610516244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161295616420805,0.0,0.2269970165387761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875197970443393,0.0,0.3117736812962775,0.14683408794916314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029230433212976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414241273462724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201283241997827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295653992711645,0.0,0.2318521843828289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082782315802414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719606169985446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282220498654252,0.0,0.0,0.14249193725763454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39501252939331133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344950667296973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032791529990679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472001661525196,0.0,0.0 lonely,idkyimhere499,2020/01/15,"if u think dating someone will fix ur loneliness ur probably wrong unless u get lucky n meet ur soulmate. loneliness unconsciously makes u even more dependent on ur partner, bc if they leave you’ll be alone again. idk if it’s anyone elses experience but this fucks with my head every time i don’t have a solution for this",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,76.09677419354837,8.649462365591399,26.46236559139785,9.2995712137729,2.5977333333333337,260,10,48,7,6,85,53,62,0.225,0.6629999999999999,0.113,-0.6471,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,2,0,10,9,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,5,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874030951230204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940322815050152,0.2843283625748875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318130486227649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832840823868035,0.0,0.2338031028586147,0.0,0.0,0.271445211344551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565414084267821,0.14498067467204373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479187270859924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382914501736923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523133259003705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991885876861712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351222191029087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780880584613062,0.0,0.0,0.16181067137634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033992931106312,0.0,0.0 lonely,dpfrdbtmn,2020/01/15,"Not many classes on today. During that extra free time, I'm going to go buy a sandwich, sit on the beach and eat it, while hoping I find someone I click with soon. Feel out of place most of the time :/",2.727857142857143,3.505276071428572,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,74.0,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.2549142857142859,153,3,34,0,3,50,36,42,0.054000000000000006,0.809,0.13699999999999998,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,7,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,5,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317689100999325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394076405697006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963409498841769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685355126716027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32203420424392043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32871899986660225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33875203138231585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27471958658542384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781230112171116,0.0,0.3073327549832928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IndecisiveAutomater,2020/01/15,"I want friends but I push everyone away I feel lonely and want friends, but I don't talk to the 3 friends I have and try to distance myself from them, because when I do decide to talk to them it feels like I'm suffocating from too much pressure to talk. I like being on my own, but I also like knowing I have friends when I want to talk. Most people can't/don't want to deal with that (understandably so) and so I'm left without anyone really. I have no idea what I'm meant to do",3.2719094766619534,3.979722386138615,4.407439886845829,89.16227722772278,72.66336633663366,7.355586987270155,26.309759547383308,7.447530270364453,1.0928036775106085,375,12,85,4,7,123,56,101,0.085,0.642,0.273,0.9551,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,19,11,0,4,4,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,15,7,14,17,3,6,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261986591811815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034272430935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826540962031345,0.0,0.0,0.09619803183523064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626926785425969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079189877699034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595845010768803,0.11273776174284347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876869580251729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814554160832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867269151425394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145838989478185,0.0,0.0,0.2312904271216839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600672378901372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940390135013578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109557221163168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073589984020266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071409833630628,0.0,0.0,0.16428324896369756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723159810333359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521208690768543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LilChorizo02,2020/01/15,"just emptying my thoughts here because i have nowhere else to go all i want is a girl who will be loyal. all i want is someone who i can spend the rest of my life with. but apparently NOT A SINGLE PERSON EXISTS LIKE THAT. all of the guys who will USE THEM AND LEAVE THEM BROKEN GET PRIORITY. im just trying to GO ON ROMANTIC FUCKING DATES WITH SOMEONE, LOOK AT MEMES WITH SOMEONE, AND JUST LOVE AND BE LOVED BACK FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK??!?!!? it may sound like im pissed off, but my only other emotion is intense sadness because I'm constantly letting everyone down, so yeah. not only am i already enough of a failure to justify being left behind, im also isolated and upset enough to the point where nobody would notice if I... well, let's test that first. there won't be a part 2 if im right.",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,3.5359523809523807,88.4132142857143,79.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,24.190476190476193,7.1686216300943375,1.0083976190476185,640,23,132,8,16,214,108,168,0.146,0.6559999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.883,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,11,11,3,1,7,1,18,7,1,1,3,25,32,10,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,3,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,5,1,1,1,2,12,6,18,20,9,15,0,1,1,4,11,9,3,3,6,94,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030262033634912,0.09442737681963416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038750837736144,0.0,0.0,0.09079511932418532,0.0,0.14395918087166235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276009684916781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863948019747576,0.1328224800951296,0.0,0.2440134209413504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282911830878052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004375575486096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832344060601824,0.061691170852085225,0.0,0.13421352650082938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169163325536834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101804019767269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502813928540762,0.1282926942055546,0.24148664267088016,0.16680474910454635,0.11537443402489092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991562463550078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314100981247092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680132334139637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443321612976905,0.0,0.12574980613838913,0.0,0.17960812198876794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786756710297248,0.0,0.0,0.10310163868298954,0.0,0.0,0.11162239971002147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083843978175698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001427263863308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374118222108488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016758715578112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198195865696792,0.0,0.0,0.13929158069156847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616680053760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387961678597393,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theluvzombie,2020/01/15,"I've read a lot of posts and articles saying that you should enjoy yourself first, and then its believed you'll eventually find a friend/loved one. I've tried to take that advice for a few years now, I've taken some small trips solo. I've gone to concerts solo. I go to the movies solo. I sometimes go eat breakfast solo. It hurts every time. I might get scraps of enjoyment in these activities. But I literally cannot stop myself from the pain of wanting someone to share life with. I'm trying to do the things I enjoy. I'm trying to be at peace with myself. But everything I love, I want to share, and I have no friend or partner to share it with. Now the things I love, are things I dread, because I can't take how lonely the things I love make me feel.",3.0478817204301087,4.403739761290325,4.216532258064518,87.83813172043011,73.96774193548387,6.715053763440863,22.594086021505376,7.1686216300943375,0.6517634408602149,593,15,125,6,12,194,94,155,0.07,0.68,0.25,0.981,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,3,14,0,1,8,0,9,7,0,2,0,20,25,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,10,6,2,1,2,2,0,4,3,4,0,2,2,3,17,10,18,19,3,15,0,2,0,3,11,3,0,4,7,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673075985807565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153373789959102,0.0,0.0,0.16917445525972336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364713155366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651295316424996,0.0,0.13495058080818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592341348224182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723991466794738,0.1277226643311528,0.0,0.0,0.2320203924202145,0.0,0.07845034167744708,0.0,0.17067429368410614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607451633037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605966283285563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765730898473274,0.40656510845018096,0.0,0.10023033320770794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929184620779702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174962945937584,0.0,0.15977663012893542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380799446063078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501966901317223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194101223714982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722673877954815,0.0,0.14850817863745452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553718616726112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579733357544984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399028045364656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755720364280738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058383160974631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713186420542504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669557685654906 lonely,heinukun,2020/01/15,"Being lonely hurts (Let me know if this doesn’t belong here and I’ll delete it) I guess I want attention. I don’t have a lot of friends. I only talk to like 3 people who I really trust. It’s been so hard for me to deal with my loneliness. I’ve been sexually abused and severely bullied and I think that might affect how I handle relationships. It hurts me to see my friends blow me off to go spend time with their boyfriends/girlfriends. It hurts to see couples at school. It hurts to see my friends having happy relationships on social media, posting about how much they love their partner, the gifts they give them. The relationships I have been in were almost always toxic. I have never dated anyone longer than a month before being dumped, sometimes ghosted. I had a boyfriend who was very abusive looking back. He hit me in my face. After I have my consensual virginity to him he broke up with me the day after. He seemed so nice. I never see it coming. I try to be a good girlfriend, I really do. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. A lot of guys say they find me attractive, or have crushes on me. But when I try to date someone it never works out. I feel like I’m always a second choice, if I’m even a choice at all. No one ever wrote me poems. My boyfriend forgot about my birthday. A girl I dated blew off our date to go get high. I recently quit social media, at least for awhile. I’m the only one out of my friend group who is single and it fucking hurts. I’ve never had anyone who was proud to be with me. No one ever put my name in their bio with a heart. No one ever called me out of the blue just to tell me they loved me. No one ever got me presents. No one ever talked about me. My bf told his friends that I was a slut and retarded because I rode the short bus. He told me never to tell anyone that we were dating, he refused to hold my hand in public. Now he’s had a new girlfriend for a year and treats her like a queen. They do everything together, and he constantly goes on about how amazing she is. His new gf used to be my friend. They still bully me sometimes. I just needed to get that out. It really hurts. My heart hurts and I’m tired. I don’t want to go to school anymore and watch everyone be loved and appreciated except me. It fucking hurts. I feel so worthless, and I feel stupid for being upset over it. I know it doesn’t matter but it’s still so painful.",1.2865243902439047,3.40911268495935,2.9496325203252063,91.44130243902443,81.70325203252034,5.5620162601626015,19.596097560975608,6.742157984588678,0.17030897560975644,1859,48,399,20,50,613,221,492,0.138,0.765,0.09699999999999999,-0.9454,0,2,0,0,2,0,56.0,2,0,10,4,25,39,4,1,19,0,36,13,4,5,11,70,77,24,1,5,8,0,5,3,11,1,2,1,0,3,23,22,0,3,10,0,1,6,15,19,0,7,16,13,74,20,57,51,6,58,0,11,7,7,64,20,2,9,34,269,97,3,0.0,0.13985248445146914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909763247315381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821479376750407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058529631546251626,0.12379949969202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538091537928183,0.0,0.03597660014015437,0.0,0.05021965721697905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026359992559865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050838463419322334,0.0,0.06377709282764038,0.0,0.0,0.06530188628511306,0.0,0.038061489656337766,0.060844586214435274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898058873674373,0.26692413079101546,0.0,0.056393875666462666,0.053041241358932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952326270525081,0.04216220745415366,0.0,0.0,0.05394104563602347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735812523559489,0.1091216979194633,0.061668552779610926,0.05661508950135138,0.1006232394575432,0.049501188898873436,0.04720179095838986,0.0,0.06501457436943275,0.05843673353333397,0.0,0.06282536574035112,0.05286820522652561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987235403801013,0.0,0.062355367555909674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054367578421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730363983381046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060349526372366014,0.0,0.08649910038757068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049559946158528906,0.0,0.0,0.10034935895111932,0.15979714882501278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260838012418245,0.0,0.0,0.04710731008748234,0.0,0.043384749518318166,0.04376082565514797,0.2275901771511181,0.1139991917679394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995124535290235,0.08977113578430933,0.06279892054878855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040915394395888816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652257661915897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059329020040264475,0.0,0.06277251530466046,0.0,0.0,0.11342461715727012,0.0,0.05827279077675765,0.19008854722678006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693318904947165,0.0,0.11945798695972512,0.18811764381096802,0.053727434811371724,0.0,0.06667312444856427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032208529333595,0.05000544731636189,0.0,0.11673989248080713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426311287430147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487227266916966,0.1031680217874471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037816114984999774,0.0,0.0,0.03441365530491925,0.06783208511168136,0.0,0.11278775133292533,0.0,0.08013819500336558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097228430859608,0.0,0.048695726488496495,0.06962025584041154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296553834150419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452651487107974,0.0,0.03800541946299316 lonely,AFlexibleHead,2020/01/15,"Woosh I say the word “woosh” to myself every time I’m ignored bu people in any context. Talking over me, not responding to what I said in a convo, or ignoring a simple hello- “woosh.” I had six wooshes today. I’m invisible.",1.3818181818181827,3.821877181818184,4.469272727272728,78.69390909090913,84.0,6.247272727272727,24.70909090909091,7.554174236665415,1.749541818181818,172,7,30,3,5,62,34,44,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187308386713924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740121579618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077503437919619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222587516598505,0.3530139518019494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35679693378680266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588466861336461,0.0,0.42077346687621603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arham93,2020/01/15,"I wrote a message to my phone’s note app Because i had no on to talk to, and i cried while i typed how i felt.",-0.20111111111111046,0.08264314814814888,2.3490740740740783,102.26583333333336,80.48148148148148,5.4,20.907407407407405,3.1291,-0.6848370370370374,83,2,25,0,2,29,21,27,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436763887634265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192882599778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413193130116375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531467667553125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drinkanddraw2,2020/01/15,"married with a hundred friends: still lonely I'm a 34 year old man. I love to draw, read, write, and have lots of hobbies. I am married and have a kid and I'm successful at my job with a lot of people that actively look up to me and trust me. But I'm really lonely. I've found myself in a very weird place in my life and my marriage where I don't feel like I can really talk about how I feel with anyone. I am in a respected place at work and work directly with clients, and I feel like being myself (past a certain point) would be detrimental to my career. I can't talk about my negativities or insecurities. And I really love my wife, but we've got to this place where it feels unsafe to talk to each other. I want to just talk like we used to. I just want to talk to someone. Is there anyone else out there in this spot? Is there anyone else that needs a friend that they can just say anything to?",3.25875457875458,3.910207687830692,4.627089947089949,87.78322344322346,72.65079365079366,7.931786731786732,23.533170533170534,8.139509932561175,0.9953016687016693,699,17,159,10,13,233,97,189,0.07,0.795,0.135,0.8987,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,3,12,15,0,1,8,0,13,3,0,2,1,36,29,12,0,4,6,1,4,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,6,23,11,27,24,3,18,0,2,1,2,17,14,0,3,7,103,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162680879991125,0.23604785199449205,0.09479007616647778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244992548812756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297046525108245,0.1645809500757401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262979188081004,0.1779882393674222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212652835665223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430651736696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136083410001907,0.16882541240236598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672907939346584,0.0,0.0,0.1958577815645139,0.20792370040248853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854105927714364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087064201186633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099601733117332,0.07985699621777745,0.0,0.3610414658452305,0.0,0.10889008368653867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521937428216512,0.0,0.22137753667214072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160228211776657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759859036363652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919894474857536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629195704682668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099485623329395,0.0,0.0950423307273442,0.13588197277372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677167669280504,0.0,0.0,0.08182639430031421,0.0,0.0,0.07417742595721495 lonely,the-myth-and-legend,2020/01/15,"I need a girlfriend. I’m so lonely, I really need a girl who I can have good conversations with and that gives me hugs and kisses because man I have barely any physical contact with anyone outside sports.",4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,70.02564102564102,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.4347538461538463,164,6,28,3,3,54,30,39,0.08,0.6890000000000001,0.231,0.7318,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884942431168459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966348684845437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586096246990796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069647212691415,0.0,0.3558280613905997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.629129526142662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717757056939488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tal0114,2020/01/15,I woke up today from my dream where I started crying from the sudden realization of how lonely I am. Today just happen to be my birthday as well and I end up celebrating it alone.,3.148333333333333,4.926334944444445,5.478888888888887,77.155,74.55555555555556,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.2858444444444443,142,4,26,2,3,50,29,36,0.184,0.628,0.188,0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,7,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501488690359928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713649505028361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994384886086693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896298361245705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392947289810105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409205246562132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303974477179325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,transparentmustard,2020/01/15,"Seeing that all your friends hung out on Instagram I cannot count the amount of times this has happened to me. They’re all friendly with me at school by as soon as we step out of school, it’s like we aren’t friends anymore. I am an introvert who hates confrontation and I feel like they didn’t exactly do anything wrong. What should I do?",1.929006211180124,4.205700492753625,2.277474120082818,96.2908695652174,80.30434782608695,6.2616977225672885,24.349896480331264,7.447530270364453,0.9310853002070392,270,10,60,4,7,82,54,69,0.111,0.696,0.193,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,11,12,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,10,5,11,10,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,4,40,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211777928105735,0.0,0.0,0.20090351508209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344273597019398,0.17441114472624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658576991127067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588907634810744,0.0,0.0,0.24103422285194276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238545497296222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941582879642515,0.19454516011733472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423579404012913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266924907480175,0.0,0.0 lonely,xL0CKDWN,2020/01/15,"My Short Story... Hi, I’m a 17 year old kid in college that plays video games. Pretty average, I spend my time gaming or studying, but my interest in gaming is taking a turn for the worse because I can’t find any non-toxic fun. The only people I talk to are some from school but they never wanna hang out otherwise. I’m feeling as if I lack purpose and direction in general. There are a few online friends I do talk to but they’re either at work or school majority of the time so It’s hard to get a hold of them, but one person in particular i really enjoy spending time with. I do enjoy my time playing games with him and talking about my day, but It’s not often that I get to play with him. Also things are complicated between me and my “girlfriend”, if you can call her that. I moved from her due to my parents gaining an assignment in a different part of the state. She also was great to spend time around and helped give me a sense of purpose. But now I’m pretty lonely. Just wanna hug, maybe someone to text or play games with. Make videos, and try and be happy.",2.304227426364076,4.0879921605504626,3.9865717044905855,86.91673346209564,76.93577981651377,6.607822308063737,22.941574118783198,7.475848149327749,0.9421614678899082,833,25,171,11,19,279,133,218,0.05,0.711,0.23800000000000002,0.9937,2,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,9,13,0,0,11,0,10,1,0,1,1,37,20,21,0,5,14,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,1,2,11,3,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,26,12,31,18,6,23,0,1,0,1,25,9,0,7,11,116,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232700341204056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493019135441157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427019892360013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509653743361875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425433105678486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900279894904472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458482996364369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058402448905754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275883822065548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785166465401126,0.0,0.14586648792947166,0.13391337881542106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539052845061302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860273251717107,0.1250507604270794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356837886158867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318153609273623,0.0,0.14024312876272638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483686503341626,0.0,0.0,0.1076651821129029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648271138710858,0.0,0.09459398633588743,0.10616918756869463,0.0,0.0,0.15500504105735516,0.15116906257231622,0.0,0.09677841645005668,0.12189000246501808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840390075616948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942888935415395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28255757963402073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827939279599145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495895660948652,0.33660637210658784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274150105364837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40699828436736607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477664488028073,0.1518405609826886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162768376082867,0.0,0.14226043644860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989536497094644 lonely,Hdzz7,2020/01/15,What does happiness mean to you ? I find myself asking this question a lot and sad to say I don’t know the true answer to it but what I do know is money will never give me complete happiness,2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,74.0,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0845833333333328,150,4,31,2,3,51,32,40,0.049,0.735,0.21600000000000005,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,8,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444383755547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274145447111757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288134301943262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897808187400216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508250504718121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566775808897199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873932325270984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229173569643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848165753539024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166114077928024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929053072530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793077633226806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,andromeda_11248,2020/01/15,"Lonelier than I’d admit I’ve taught myself to be a tough girl. I’ve conditioned myself to be desensitized to most things, and have a hard outer shell. I interact relatively well with people and go about my day. I have people I talk to sometimes. People who like me. But like some of you on this subreddit would relate, it’s at night when I can’t really help but sink into a pit of loneliness. I have no one I really connect with. I really miss the feeling of affection and love and security in a relationship, but I keep preventing myself from getting into one. When I begin to get close to someone (a rare occasion), I push them away. I convince myself that it’ll be this way all my life. I’m one of those people who will always be lonely, and I need to get used to it. And I think it’s my fault.",2.8701510146295424,4.348842527607364,5.1539877300613535,80.44343086361492,74.64417177914109,8.69636621047664,23.581406323737607,9.265573868473778,1.9066454931571493,624,18,126,15,13,219,97,163,0.126,0.715,0.16,0.7686,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,2,1,26,26,11,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,3,1,2,23,6,23,18,3,16,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,2,7,92,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415195524669344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276738957060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172732626310776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759680603429353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715367650659194,0.0,0.09845792169489036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519159306749306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612105137689513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539862327230878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236657029922965,0.16927544170810244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635846401783088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845740115958815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257670808800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521815793186993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804192016790393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33295147724961005,0.0,0.0,0.18599801992905088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467881309347939,0.0,0.1713416391855726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392460654790192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509487221694314,0.1110070429476407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962622563497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751213519968128,0.0,0.0,0.15576615571403155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230667721298538,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sults_,2020/01/15,"I'm really tired. I'm so tired of feeling this way, I can't take it anymore and it's all just way too much. I feel like I'm at the limit and there's no way I can live another day like this but it doesn't matter because I have to. I feel so alone, I have no one close, no one who cares how I genuinely feel, to ask how I'm doing, to want me to succeed and want the best for me. I really really don't want to feel like this anymore. It really hurts.",-0.023020496224379627,1.1943743786407772,2.9645954692556664,94.19170442286949,81.91262135922331,6.907874865156419,18.240560949298814,7.793537801064563,0.22161790722761632,343,7,89,6,9,123,53,103,0.17800000000000002,0.591,0.231,0.7239,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,22,8,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,5,10,6,8,22,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268901727851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458915971855594,0.0,0.0,0.2924142280616681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378235377001551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986960519265619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471463606463146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503107728400238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507766256772156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727154244488879,0.21064252448504966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782272956650056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607489232076046,0.0,0.13017998057661356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837517429118597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997995326716364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37777983553537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084610815435103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888931609062817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086726711591884,0.3510600179948817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alemaciel1006,2020/01/15,"I isolate myself yet I crave company and relations I guess that's what depression does. It's pretty weird. If my brain keeps pushing this bullshit I'll end up lonelier than ever. I sometimes just feel like shutting down for a long, long time until my worries and insecurities vanish and I can live happily again. Doesn't seem to be happening anytime soon. I'm tired. Or even worse, exhausted. Depression makes you lay down for hours feeling self-pity for anything yet it is so exhausting, mentally and physically. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. My case isn't that severe but I'm really done with this constant struggling to understand myself. I want to stop feeling like such a loser because I know I'm not. Yet that's how I feel sometimes.",2.8832500000000003,5.629766889655173,4.0574784482758615,82.11380387931034,80.10344827586206,7.487068965517242,27.68318965517241,8.472884824447931,2.465491379310345,609,27,109,14,16,198,95,145,0.233,0.664,0.10400000000000001,-0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,2,2,0,8,4,1,3,1,27,25,11,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,8,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,4,16,2,13,23,1,20,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,4,16,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117111562646513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975994588007805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437550964055672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591208835269655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536459546859964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885618359762666,0.1506840341560585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304164704203318,0.0,0.0,0.09725475786352844,0.13319266101049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978085082758219,0.21038549749149346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220834248045635,0.0,0.13020937051289713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500789344205078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617584609439018,0.0,0.0,0.16184537377800068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387415781770918,0.0,0.13002113435545942,0.2606165912105266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982880136953989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483895849489338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824293439664286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980236984646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432971670329207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404745368258286,0.15360994951727078,0.1663463478718019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912606080147076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231044562898921,0.0,0.15393374863669346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586047113044291,0.1692379008810709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328853672642834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684965188550073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953571199635246,0.15005650595906111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ultienap,2020/01/15,I crave a SO or someone to talk to constantly even tho I’m going through divorce... It’s been two weeks since my ex told me we were getting a divorce. And while I am hurting. I still find myself already searching for someone else. I for some odd reason can’t go without having someone of the opposite sex to talk to constantly. I’m not sure. I feel lonely and am not sure why I crave such a weird attention thing. Why can’t I just be comfortable with being by myself?,2.0928304093567256,4.1728765052631624,3.680350877192982,87.47690058479536,78.6842105263158,6.32748538011696,27.39766081871345,7.3871296695380915,1.5799941520467842,368,16,73,5,9,122,66,95,0.11900000000000001,0.82,0.061,-0.4963,0,2,0,0,2,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,16,16,6,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,1,12,3,11,11,1,7,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227133932412252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37656969672015295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455499890857783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507978670522673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809784828078725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924654366749388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102997325445833,0.0,0.19804217619812076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865208946633758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914137284921866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412800615876753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428832193990429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914334384488186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284266034485275,0.0,0.0,0.28008506943654193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575319979697965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648786982173547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020111289767725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975985086412132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31443782211216736,0.0,0.0,0.16795517301292295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoneofNoConsequence,2020/01/15,"Marriage can be even lonelier 35M, currently separated and NC. Married last year. She loves me, I love the half of her that I meant to marry. Her other personality is a thermonuclear grenade. No friends circle here. I try to connect, but something just doesn't click. People at work like me a lot, and we drink together. It's not a self esteem problem, but undoubtedly my self esteem is affected by it. Dunno why I'm posting other than to share in pain. It's a modicum of catharsis. I feel trapped in a jar that's about to roll off a cliff. I don't have kids, but divorce isn't a real option. I don't know who would marry me after this, or if I'd even be able to take the emotional risk again. Last relationship I was cheated on. But hey. I'm alive. Open the news, and you see people, old and sadly very young, perishing. Life itself is a blessing that should not be taken for granted. It may be hard to move forward, but you never know what could happen. Don't miss the rainbow.",1.7611928934010166,3.9984882030456887,3.6454086294416257,86.4707525380711,80.67512690355329,6.173502538071066,24.063197969543147,7.365786028017652,1.13958497461929,764,28,154,11,20,257,131,197,0.129,0.727,0.14400000000000002,0.2624,1,1,2,0,1,0,31.0,1,2,0,1,6,12,1,1,12,0,19,5,0,1,2,33,32,11,0,5,10,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,13,6,1,0,4,1,0,2,9,6,0,1,3,4,17,6,18,21,1,18,1,2,2,2,19,7,0,6,11,101,30,1,0.16416775314754564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107459243666233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082189876822411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466662591550648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686250530199813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300814868046298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683559884607448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451730019360439,0.0,0.147062060987259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044460754447947,0.2676372599867633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595653906536525,0.08020407175437567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956955303163496,0.2963356135053538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448434083504374,0.0,0.0,0.1266162918483411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226644093981175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174686064036203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276264987693204,0.14334494980300772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572273273569201,0.0,0.0,0.15708636842285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868588439770234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625472881394758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308204443879422,0.0,0.3425255403789477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126384356883728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343371943798966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114591281328457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545558938469718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813586255511274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951607951991655,0.0,0.0,0.11662006163307195,0.0,0.0,0.10571865057580596 lonely,RedditUser7575,2020/01/15,"Right now. I'm not feeling too good. So... I don't get lonely often and when I do, I don't tell anyone or just keep going about my day like everything's fine, knowing that I'll sleep it off and tomorrow will be fine. But today has struck a cord with me. I've longed for a relationship, not like a friendship but an actual intimate relationship with someone. I'm twenty years old and I've never had a girlfriend, ever, basically because I'm seen as either the best friend or brother. And today, I saw a friend whom I like, ignore me for telling her how I feel about her. She went off with some guy and I truly feel like crap. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I'm okay with rejection,, really, but she flat out cut me off for telling her how I feel which was a first for me. Truthfully, I just feel so unwanted and unloved that I makes me feel so alone like there was something wrong with me. How do you guys deal with this feeling and how do I get rid of it?",2.2582263814616748,3.960733075757581,3.553363042186572,90.33141711229948,76.82828282828281,6.881045751633987,22.758169934640517,7.724431198458867,0.863499346405229,751,22,165,11,17,245,108,198,0.163,0.645,0.191,0.8054,0,3,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,18,21,2,0,8,1,11,2,2,5,3,46,31,21,0,1,10,1,7,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,15,0,2,8,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,6,9,25,13,19,23,3,19,0,2,2,0,19,5,1,4,17,105,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.11954214878363435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687286449263754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565471902119158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467475031826765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855599837053802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900224662018754,0.12629193047928092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080809605737342,0.0,0.0,0.11009493503051937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335771107612154,0.08751389242564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041982801945135,0.0,0.0,0.18928610663460535,0.0,0.12800219485349618,0.0,0.06961946796375865,0.10274703299034182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258815280026236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888346423913244,0.0,0.0,0.06732269476402003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299236109908156,0.0,0.0,0.10840848157063963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176957784475886,0.0,0.12306752942067273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447940932406916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854294932162236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847651837738756,0.0,0.0,0.2630379144077569,0.0,0.10461417281749248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258828305968995,0.0,0.10379369585662546,0.18861268501654388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32121071353857034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322310024851152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355855592479128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678686350647023,0.0,0.07888586464768338 lonely,throwaway874371,2020/01/15,"Made my first real friend, might have lost her. 22M never had good friends, most either kept me around for ego or attention or what have you. Then I met this girl who's the most amazing person, her heart is gold and I can tell she cares deeply, and through her i met some other good friends. I probably could have dated her for a bit, we kissed a few times and hooked up once drunkenly, but I didn't want to have a short relationship then screw it up and lose her for good. But a year went by and we became like two peas, we cuddle up and watch movies together, she kisses me on the cheek, our parents are saying we should just get married and we laugh about it. At the time I'm thinking shes perfect for me, but I know she's still interested in other guys cause I see her texting them and getting all smiley so maybe she doesnt feel the same way about me. Anyway I decided to tell her how I feel, and she told me basically what I predicted; that she thought we were just friends and she doesnt see me that way. It's been a few days and I can tell the mood has shifted a bit, havent seen her, we text a bit here and there, havent heard from my other friends. I'm sitting in bed totally alone again ready to cry. Should have kept my mouth shut, I feel like such an idiot right now. Sorry, this probably reads like a 5th grade essay. Emotions are high right now.",3.728712206047032,4.348995439716314,4.174307577454275,91.57026315789476,71.55319148936171,7.497125793206421,24.41657334826428,7.475848149327749,0.7738340425531921,1062,27,244,11,19,334,161,282,0.125,0.732,0.14300000000000002,0.8882,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,8,1,1,4,15,23,2,0,14,0,24,7,3,3,4,55,48,21,0,4,8,1,3,3,5,3,0,2,1,3,13,20,0,2,8,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,15,9,47,18,20,29,12,30,0,2,4,4,45,13,1,6,16,160,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880593943178088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352177508173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344080584343246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071112064055256,0.10792106086957352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838783642929723,0.0,0.11539866578105205,0.06775218400802767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817343264889205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935783445604532,0.0750517560770981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893602568924254,0.0,0.0,0.40582855790565137,0.0,0.1097744511094626,0.0,0.0,0.2643470097340886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402158084002527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244914157851578,0.0,0.11099703071744377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773582143172396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539746084271216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753036684053797,0.1146806195340784,0.0,0.0,0.09940616799188574,0.0,0.0,0.10554249094724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144741125264454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102537078810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188080689099457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166518337611456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173051539293936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265354542304241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508404976397802,0.11957629541394245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279042014919267,0.0,0.17943385130941816,0.0,0.08354444582370328,0.0,0.0,0.16743145543851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760116580727314,0.0,0.0,0.08389755401449074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546972776156503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673153994776925,0.0,0.08340242762894394,0.12251755397174705,0.0,0.0,0.10038514718101148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262407577740958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196452670370053,0.16677652278987662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738761245223047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676523750386166 lonely,yingcha,2020/01/16,feeling pathetic :( (i have to vent) I haven't been close with anyone romantically or platonically in so long that now I cant even differentiate liking someone romantically from just friendship wise. I'm slowly getting more talkative with a certain coworker that I thought I had a crush on but I realized today that im just so starved of any sort of attention that I felt like I had a crush on him. In actuality I just really want him to be my friend because I haven't had a genuine friend in 3 years now and I'm so fucking lonely. Anyone else go/going through anything similar?,5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,69.0,9.885714285714286,34.535714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.749996428571429,464,23,84,12,8,162,72,112,0.165,0.63,0.205,0.4236,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,17,17,6,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,2,13,6,13,10,1,11,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,2,7,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.22439566101969988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563722349534488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215693793325604,0.2356084625987519,0.18922725986698286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401739062719839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920916911057514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518782033523088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626840211620372,0.0,0.22078573078099947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553138491511926,0.21258282601487866,0.12013811621418242,0.0,0.26136900988525946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838283816105666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468153824250775,0.0,0.0,0.203496366174706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731030347874538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483383248849329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825526876566144,0.0,0.0,0.21796341224480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562903635679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807869795587014 lonely,chancesarentreal5,2020/01/16,"Confusing times The new years eve changed everything. Before the new year i was just lonely at the boarding school. I had no one and wanted to smoke a joint and have some happy time stronger at the weekend with a friend at home. But 3 times we couldn't because of various reasons. The 4. time was the new year's eve and that was a mistake because i invited a girl that had nothing to do and someone heard that i was making a party and came too. I knew him and it was our friend that just lived hours away and he came. The problem was that She was so fucking kind and gave me more attention than a dog. She even laid her head on to me because she was sleepy but the problem is that i was stoned and felt more than i should. I felt too much. She had social interaction with me but i didn't do anything. Didn't hug her or touched etc nothing. But i wish i could hold her ones in my arms. After they all left because it was the next day, the day was normal again. But not for me, I was somehow lonely and had a feeling that I am running out of time soon. I had that feeling for 3 Days with stress hormones replaced with happy ones. I knew i can't do anything and that she wouldn't want me, but still my body did it and wanted her. I messaged her that it was a mistake giving me so much attention. She said why? And i explained her that ""A man is starving for attention and every small compliment is enough to get interested in you"" She knew what's going on and said that she sees me only as a friend. But actually i just wanted a hug and didn't knew what i was saying. I just messed everything up. She randomly said in chat-rooms that something like love doesn't exist and I knew her and believed. But guess what. She has a boyfriend now and it's that one dude that came from hours away. Now I am just empty and want some person that holds me in hands. Don't know how to find people that care about me. &#x200B; There are times where you wish you could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well.",3.2897912270123584,4.297964899532712,3.85526379258366,92.01304039794998,72.9018691588785,6.737533916189327,25.02140488393126,6.828538100315305,0.7100041302381674,1619,48,362,13,31,510,189,428,0.111,0.757,0.132,0.9244,0,4,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,3,1,0,22,26,1,2,26,0,46,8,4,3,2,94,84,37,0,19,17,0,7,1,3,3,0,5,1,3,26,30,0,2,17,1,0,6,10,11,1,4,40,13,60,15,35,37,11,52,0,3,1,4,43,17,1,8,30,263,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0768812700174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536182124382434,0.09573049942220764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966411199201666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205889780242086,0.0605796001620857,0.0,0.1921026081969948,0.0,0.06703890234595215,0.08876195499453071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875106382264426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270321791880108,0.08032496482201677,0.0,0.08334243020073004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580432780586695,0.0,0.0,0.15242639812463776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140435072302471,0.08786435789072475,0.05203571721765493,0.0,0.06637844370623386,0.0,0.14161094666203164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950581901142955,0.0,0.15128890912625784,0.0,0.07200663427884413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260366434931452,0.07283401815190094,0.0411610942478793,0.0755762517452075,0.044774442901128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678883815125793,0.0,0.0,0.16773286765056433,0.0,0.0,0.08085453554486108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790262110769162,0.0,0.1551716317687336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820408262766742,0.04329731669639963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559843498789259,0.0,0.0,0.03848960788960086,0.0,0.06956721838877385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711051279445991,0.0,0.052588556065458654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158297824971528,0.0,0.0,0.2282686036095993,0.08378707919467204,0.0,0.07719104110593197,0.15118966550565222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354278379481775,0.059918354075252526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054618515564553424,0.06879065850632801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077021884657832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100249475993382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482326988456308,0.06265175136256951,0.0,0.07973304444946963,0.06278019928783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030979274898463,0.06675295064088646,0.06065133893365804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291655468199049,0.0,0.09024616108145822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059235340022048576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756355345938604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323425622172293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083577151423985,0.0,0.07108979805408734,0.0,0.1811941292978577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596549334882288,0.0,0.09573049942220764,0.15220185153723828 lonely,HJS2016,2020/01/16,"i feel like my friend group have begun to isolate me and hate me (16m) since getting back from winter break it seems like no one in my friend group wants to talk to me anymore. i just stand at the side of their conversations and anything i try to add to it usually just gets ignored, or a ""ha"" at most. they all wait for each other after lessons and at lunch, but leave without me. i see them on discord messaging each other and @ing each other to play, but leaving me. they make plans right in front of me as if i'm not even there. on the group chat they ignore anything i say, and all of a sudden everything i do ""isn't funny shut the fuck up,"" and i dont think they're saying it in a jokey way. i know for a fact it's things that they would find funny, or that if someone else had said it they would laugh. also i seem to be the only one sending anything to it anymore, making me think that they have another one without me. i know for a fact that they have a discord role for channels that only i don't have access to, so i'mei sure they'd do it for a group chat too.i know this all sounds really stupid, but this is the first time in my life i've ever had a proper friend group. i've been friends with them for about a year now, and i've always felt like ""that one"" who no one would notice if i want even there. the one who doesnt really add anything to the group. is kinda just there. i've had friends throughout my life of course, but i'd never been in like a proper group. i finally felt like i belonged, and now that's gone. i dont know why. i can't think of anything that i might of done, or that's happened to cause this. i just needed to vent a bit, don't really have anyone to talk to about 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lonely,Xonoil,2020/01/16,"Hey guys, what do u do when you feel lonely and needy, wants a person, but not a specific one? I'm passing by that, and that's way too bad",2.273225806451613,2.2059635806451614,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,74.48387096774194,7.490322580645162,21.951612903225808,7.1686216300943375,0.3295032258064512,105,2,27,1,2,36,27,31,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.802,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41071911052340826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872133186356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870620804568102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332673275654745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295114081891475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901375949788788,0.3904503253335204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,odwyed03,2020/01/16,"I really hate my life right now So I feel like I really need to write something because I'm in a really bad place mentally right now. Over the past few months I've felt my mental health deteriorating and I really have no idea how to get out of it. I constantly feel terrible about myself and my life. I want to share how I feel as I really don't feel like I have anyone who I can really speak to about how I'm feeling. I've always hated myself to a certain extent probably because of constant bullying as a child making it in impossible to have any self esteem or positive feelings about myself. This has been a constant throughout my life but I learnt to cope with it to some extent as it became normal. Then about 2 years ago it all seemed to change out of nowhere. I met loads of friends and a girlfriend who I loved. Everything felt good and I felt like life was going well. Then, almost as quickly, it went back to being shit. I broke up with my girlfriend and also most of my friends began to lose contact with me leaving me feeling lonelier than ever. I now have had a taste of what it's like to not be completely lonely and I don't think I'll ever get it back. I write this as I'm really worried that I might do something stupid. The only thing that's really keeping me from ending it all is that I fear death and am scared of the idea of nothingness but I have suicidal thoughts daily and feel like life isn't really worth living. I genuinely don't think I can name a single thing I like about myself. At least if I was a better person I could at least feel like I don't deserve what I get but I don't think I can even say that about myself as it feels like I've brought this on to myself. I just wish I was better.",4.326499817318228,4.758325759103641,5.601853611009624,82.54598100109611,70.1204481792717,8.785726464498843,26.16599683351601,8.841846274778883,1.7552487882109364,1364,38,283,23,23,458,164,357,0.151,0.67,0.179,0.7832,0,2,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,22,28,4,2,11,0,27,9,1,4,5,62,64,26,2,6,7,0,13,8,4,1,6,2,0,3,23,13,1,1,20,0,1,3,9,11,1,0,13,16,47,17,47,47,10,34,0,3,0,1,18,12,1,7,27,197,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359330823685226,0.0,0.07183739039478212,0.0,0.0,0.05737056645604369,0.05969354597770304,0.0,0.0,0.048785757329585684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050162376042697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032748345900242,0.05990002283595958,0.08746425063708885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689665320492274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589155891424039,0.0,0.07521817504568712,0.23257682536359106,0.0,0.057278666654849535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354047311530346,0.0,0.0,0.04738368786891722,0.12978613312898934,0.0,0.0,0.06447541471744117,0.0,0.0,0.08072760584722725,0.3627397186225802,0.2562558625479395,0.20664536297489652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108525130800325,0.0,0.1124437912920436,0.0,0.0407715765318961,0.06017222827918905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165707765394506,0.0,0.07625641731252335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197177846422275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376593537880415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596245300184494,0.0,0.0,0.2533609231241574,0.2803888811693488,0.0,0.06334786062916138,0.0,0.0,0.08025886962420645,0.0,0.0,0.06474827999993782,0.0,0.04788710253881737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459438140980138,0.07610495474601188,0.0,0.0,0.05726229771962187,0.0,0.0,0.05319440703508605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029010828737597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054561611503218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848408408130252,0.0,0.06264072574088023,0.0749531803473527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734800790253693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136271536837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253138031935985,0.0,0.057050641169941976,0.07182439833459857,0.0,0.0,0.06530953183628854,0.07484061511623014,0.0,0.07364022587897556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104581340098948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847207257016438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532192657008788,0.1379045607262932,0.0,0.05695366010807802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231419507764718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645030042219901,0.06650383131553693,0.0,0.0,0.08249762399178519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285559758869772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619830001346905 lonely,lxrnzzz,2020/01/16,"I don't have 1 friend I've never had a friend for the past 4 years. I'm barely 18. I have not a single friend texting me, calling me, playing video games. I sometimes talk and have some fun with my coworkers but thats it. They just today turned out to be fake people. Said multiple times they want to invite me but once again didn't invite me and are going to party without me. Happened twice now. I need to go to work tmr in about 7 hours and I'm planning not to talk to anyone. I'm just gonna ignore everybody. I don't want to be here anymore",0.5942307692307693,2.5732914358974384,2.5338675213675224,94.26182692307691,83.35897435897436,4.925641025641027,19.151709401709407,5.985473137389443,-0.1843726495726492,426,11,95,3,12,142,78,117,0.114,0.763,0.12300000000000001,-0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,18,22,5,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,1,3,1,13,5,14,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,8,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932122155545812,0.1405320510578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052262082498792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658371150958667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284466457495219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777286845516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979278607180271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902641611483256,0.15501055081112722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140404336651576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186110308197865,0.13933636990295026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911809452138512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987774171715036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230851925869067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171948572432841,0.0,0.19050847093657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861189041332968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709006997846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374052864728605,0.0,0.14631808471661126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294265217970011 lonely,linxysal,2020/01/16,"feeling lonely and isolated i don't really know what's been going on with me lately but i just feel very alone and detached. i feel like i can't really talk to anyone about anything. like i'm so overwhelmed with things in my mind but i can't express it to anyone else and i just have to figure out how to get through it myself. i'm afraid that no one really understands or that i could say the wrong thing and regret it, and that anyone who attempts to council me is just like me trying to give advice but that's just biased to their own interpretations of life and might have the opposite effect on me. it's just making me feel more and more alone",4.338512949039263,5.141730954887223,5.256040100250626,83.70021720969092,70.2781954887218,8.01637426900585,23.800334168755217,8.167268648758528,1.2029121136173768,519,12,105,7,9,170,77,133,0.175,0.735,0.09,-0.8998,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,0,2,2,0,9,1,0,3,0,34,21,13,0,2,9,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,5,15,3,16,18,3,6,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229115011048326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440169419068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483803406118169,0.17016826793136686,0.13666943326989686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260111776485053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387382694107271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589952389709904,0.1186473631183094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676978289833713,0.15931877118499085,0.09438691465606658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127305380178773,0.0,0.1873451232915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730699601176285,0.2434144413394592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108594821424597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761843048403105,0.16769314205145788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253989554916613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191847047630822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320732347685543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348856315787258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206719316086332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275720718073425,0.0,0.0,0.1728948135276313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370331368269318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158206846718986,0.0,0.0 lonely,hereforthefundoc,2020/01/16,[36M] saying hello to all the lonely souls in here. How is your day/night so far? :D How are you?,-2.3487878787878778,-0.5922843636363629,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,97.1818181818182,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.4729575757575755,72,0,19,0,3,25,21,22,0.099,0.715,0.18600000000000005,0.489,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643442968867972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756768440830748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572577659639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,firelits_,2020/01/16,"I want something more than this, I had enough. Anyone wants to create a groupchat or something, and give all of us lonely people something to do while we are isolation",6.679354838709678,7.70646935483871,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,65.12903225806451,7.490322580645162,31.62903225806452,7.1686216300943375,2.0066000000000006,134,5,23,1,2,40,27,31,0.16,0.736,0.10400000000000001,-0.4215,0,3,3,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095896588762721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971816813565817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28754406904770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780641865813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922782906317435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605580236591675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535963968054195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cgell04,2020/01/16,I dont know how to socialize Anytime someone tries to have friendly banter with me i kinda just sit there and smile. And I probably ruined any chance I had with my crush,1.66,4.237743529411766,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.29411764705883,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.0912000000000002,136,5,26,2,4,44,28,34,0.129,0.659,0.212,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749912200752009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473928544409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242179571325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223582664767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359883750458025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122129162096052,0.34262855758177185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745464307868085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,extra_wisdom,2020/01/16,"I'm a little less lonely thanks to watching this. This video is super kind and I like the guy who made it, so it's a repost! \[Sad or Depressed?\]([https://youtu.be/Z0nZr4S1CkQ](https://youtu.be/Z0nZr4S1CkQ))",6.561818181818182,10.540948212121217,2.717333333333336,87.33600000000001,82.03030303030303,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.3970048484848485,173,4,26,2,5,44,29,33,0.055,0.594,0.35200000000000004,0.8891,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405710136948989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633475418911984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738037040069647,0.4459573581459837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210229824046179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096506986229427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fragilequeen,2020/01/16,"I feel like my low self esteem is the reason I’m so lonely. I’ve been lurking for a couple of days, I’ve I don’t mean to come off hateful at all but I feel so envious when I see someone’s actually been in a relationship before. Like someone other then themselves have found them attractive. And I thinks it even worse because I’m a gay female because my options are so limited. Just wanted to get that out idk.",1.356457516339869,3.6173831294117673,3.780392156862746,84.78065359477127,82.41176470588233,6.130718954248366,24.73856209150327,7.3871296695380915,1.3638758169934642,326,13,64,5,9,113,64,85,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.8303,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,8,3,8,15,1,9,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,1,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2144492902824039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679213544463334,0.0,0.18699541547821585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929957144661932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315485278277416,0.0,0.14172386803150774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514617961088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222957612268704,0.15699309667335998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409501387367066,0.0,0.0,0.1148129765117632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696267809708186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147224959551895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239377741532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259448563796543,0.0,0.2359347503624162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511637331189184,0.0,0.22925250972234826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723955883130029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408102031210439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961725933660778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394923440433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoftBoiKu,2020/01/16,"I am honestly depressed and feel alone I am a freshmen in high school and a lot I have been seeing was girls with their boyfriends or girlfriends. I feel lonely and jealous and wish I had a life like them. I want someone to love and always care for me. Be loyal and never choose anything or anyone over me. I always doubt I will ever find someone and I have a very low self esteem. My parents are mentally abusive and can be manipulative sometimes and even when my mother was here when I was young, my childhood wasn´t that great. My mom was very ill and my dad never showed me enough love. He always was on the computer playing his games, while I took care of my mother. Unfortunately she died and I was about 12 or 11 at the time. That is when my dad snapped to action all of a sudden. Even though he cares, he is very rude to me and emotionally damaging me badly and my step mom is the same. I sometimes feel like they never want to deal with me because I am always depressed and have anxiety problems. When I started dating I felt something that I have always longed for. Sadly she broke up with me and that put me in a deep depression. My second one broke up with me because of her parents, they won´t let her date, and just didn´t feel that our relationship was mean to be. Third one was my friend and I didn´t feel comfortable in that relationship. Plus I didn´t know him well, so I broke up with them. The last relationship I had was pretty bad and broke me so bad that my self esteem hit the new low. I was walking with him one day and wanted to be lovey dubby but then he told me that for homecoming, a girl asked him out to homecoming BEFORE we started dating and asked me if he could go out with her instead of me. This put shock and disbelief in me. I also felt heart broken that he would chose her over me. I broke up with him and also found out that the girl was my closest friend. I wish God would give me the perfect boyfriend and someone that will never treat me horribly. I pray to God to find me one and cry to myself about why my life is so bad and why I am so lonely. I cry about myself and ask why I am ugly and why no one likes me. I feel so heart broken and alone that it is driving me insane. Seeing the couples at school makes me feel worse and feel like I will never be able to have what they have. I don want a boyfriend to have popularity, I want one because I want to feel loved and valued. I want one to give me hugs and show and speak love to me. True love. I am sorry that this was long and if you are still reading this, I´d like to thank you for hearing me vent, but can someone help me through this? I want advice so these thoughts can go away. I am mentally tired and just can´t handle it anymore.",3.623003597122304,4.669970077338132,4.368769784172663,88.49808273381298,72.14748201438849,6.926906474820143,24.33165467625899,7.066338657993696,0.7814361151079146,2137,58,456,19,40,685,223,556,0.16399999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.18,0.9245,3,6,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,2,6,1,25,50,2,1,16,0,51,12,2,2,9,102,101,57,1,16,9,8,11,5,3,5,4,2,0,5,21,47,0,0,18,5,0,9,6,23,1,9,21,15,99,27,54,67,4,58,1,14,2,6,62,22,0,7,32,325,120,4,0.05537742392896273,0.06561319197244765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411417774916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147086204663514,0.0,0.08857061181735858,0.2303922645091739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042363577730981705,0.0,0.054919524179829385,0.03872118240037056,0.0,0.04557090143122256,0.0,0.1553112479125401,0.0,0.052028912694583734,0.0,0.18495134345656425,0.10127269089728946,0.0,0.04712210902354903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938292322223686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044214366905280265,0.06127406628196029,0.1216589997249323,0.03571385717420318,0.057091692456235736,0.14308948225404428,0.0,0.05747302307056686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229214832259562,0.0,0.057219682237133314,0.0,0.07315253245631217,0.0500920503610993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520044049950854,0.07912328543956694,0.10634202262310434,0.0,0.10122792444889707,0.0,0.0,0.060718487016132514,0.08556892071575424,0.0,0.0,0.10624614215640987,0.06294453238412953,0.0,0.0,0.061053805381161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241438147652064,0.1312450279754428,0.037118319953586144,0.05850928881250141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03043398394660717,0.04513999162841861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662716790262566,0.07822942445203418,0.13527306054981506,0.0,0.0,0.09801455510245516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047079905508984214,0.2499014358743535,0.0,0.036964860485326725,0.0,0.0,0.06032224910675986,0.0,0.0,0.11161483682256268,0.0,0.0,0.12971473922368515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135524162195577,0.053483861109162485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267622943282737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298015159366155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633874867902704,0.0,0.05298871581555505,0.0,0.11133921279145853,0.0,0.0,0.05539240984634383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836388663202446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208981895134656,0.08825727426427504,0.0,0.11554146105060226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768444635390835,0.04263224643666362,0.10953937652561498,0.06199049227199969,0.0783928513659131,0.0,0.044224482283604316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098409176224112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440803784366727,0.043963488881317785,0.03229102122642468,0.06364820245819243,0.0,0.05291550171149053,0.061526355584753535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707652300319048,0.2613043153030582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979095467339145,0.0,0.19987804675438914,0.0,0.12736260911820008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056434326009296015,0.07867706620644503,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wolfinsk,2020/01/16,"I feel like an npc in my own life I feel like an npc in my own life. I don't do anything and even when I hang out with anyone I'm the irrelevant one, who, if he left the group wouldn't be missed nor would anyone probably notice. I'm never included into anything and nobody ever wants to do anything with me even if I propose it. When people want something to do with me It's usually a favor or something like that. I legit feel like an npc in my own life. Not in anyone else's life but in my own.",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.730740740740744,89.68833333333332,78.16666666666666,6.2814814814814826,21.259259259259263,6.937597516519254,0.4148259259259257,387,10,87,4,9,134,57,108,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.7539,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,0,2,21,15,9,0,6,5,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,12,5,12,12,4,14,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,9,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156799005110512,0.15419556050830058,0.37152320095136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571571348641186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879544594105736,0.1361275017455309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282779392043045,0.3225318717983023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350864334297338,0.0,0.425184277220808,0.2940887211184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606774608797313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133471960915111,0.0,0.0,0.10197642888830624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433133949972788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225448477305945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171026777253564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574430313287195,0.0,0.177526690268779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106904313061104,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ragnarokranger,2020/01/16,"Friend Crush Dating Someone Else I’ve had a crush on my friend for a while (we were friends before I had a crush on her) and when I was about to ask her out she began dating another of our friends. This didn’t work out and I was given advice to give it some time before shooting my shot. Well I did. I wanted to wait until after holiday break since we live across the country from each other. I was worried at first that being gone for so long she’d lose any interest in me and would find someone else. Then I thought ‘you’re just being pessimistic, that won’t happen’. Well it did and now I’m lonely and angry at myself for waiting too long. I can’t express my feelings towards her without making things weird but I still want to be friends with her. I want to get over her, but I also have that “what if” still lurking in the back of my mind.",2.6768719211822685,4.155285603448282,3.5663382594417072,91.63034482758621,75.14942528735631,5.661083743842366,23.34811165845649,5.773587663045528,0.32190771756978664,661,19,140,3,14,211,110,174,0.087,0.774,0.138,0.8261,0,2,0,1,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,3,12,11,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,1,0,28,33,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,3,2,1,13,1,27,8,27,14,2,29,0,2,0,0,18,11,0,2,16,108,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482714917851255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103382106966952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382743632754567,0.14467836282625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289875941475052,0.0,0.0,0.10609392470320612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348123869635049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305200910077285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976408631437153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261062538357957,0.11736109547793395,0.0,0.0,0.5329940377115749,0.0,0.07208601612014548,0.1323577762242288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201045317333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183406971657965,0.2442062984624885,0.0,0.15435824698818862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209909429133167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139314979678149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413398690432434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338108042992145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037333350357435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166417091213228,0.0,0.0,0.10953639360991656,0.08045407908076388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441429217288122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481114100858249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300255812915354,0.0,0.10044712742214412,0.1401198693642762,0.0,0.09801317310515856,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Smldcknick,2020/01/16,"I got stood up yesterday...but was expecting it I thought we were really great together. Only been on two dates but I like him more than anyone else I’ve ever dated. He says he’s busy with work, but for some reason I feel like there’s just something wrong with me. He didn’t even say sorry and I can’t stop crying. I just want to cuddle him. Or someone gdi I’m so lonely rn.",-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,1.6125000000000007,95.37583333333332,97.5,4.666666666666667,14.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.4769583333333332,292,6,65,4,12,99,63,80,0.198,0.6779999999999999,0.124,-0.8055,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,17,11,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,3,10,3,7,4,2,6,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,6,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725937731966222,0.2304425887590784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470484803931597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787995171847907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854817170208548,0.20344018855106685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371913928307867,0.16067276137199152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987772825307444,0.2479594584163695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197552445607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105100929130795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408042610226424,0.2312406389935064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35770826718558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056196980905413,0.17314348665922838,0.0,0.2517636500258502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803133452765053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855009732889165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970030416698613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265527861019802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637341141748867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589920575958546,0.0,0.0 lonely,StupidSexyCentaur,2020/01/16,"No Real Friends. Paranoia. I live in a conservative small town and work in a conservative small office. I have a girlfriend who I love, but I'm dead socially. I'm trying to find people who have time to spend doing things together, who share interests with me, and who are free of harsh judgement. The largest issue seems to be timing. I work a ""normal"" Monday-Friday 8-hour a day job, but that seems to be uncommon for anyone under 40 around here as everyone works in retail or services. Add this to me feeling like my love of video games, D&D, ""scientific"" interpretation of fiction, and vulgarity (see my username, lol) would be mocked by nearly anyone who learns of them. I wind up feeling like opening up beyond my ""normal office worker"" personality costume will end with me landing somewhere between being mocked and being literally burned at the stake. I feel like I don't know how to make friends in real life and never had to learn. Everyone is 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lonely,rentonVvedder,2020/01/16,I tried laying down with my cat and she left Even she doesn’t want to be next to me 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lonely,siedog,2020/01/16,"really bad day i got the flu so being bedridden has made things so much worse. to add on to that i lost my job. also have no friends and feel really depressed. i haven’t felt lonely since new years, i’ve been trying to stay busy and enjoy my own company but i feel so helpless right now. i guess i just want to know someone cares and wants me to be okay, i feel like i’m dying 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lonely,beatrey,2020/01/16,"People call themselves my friends and make a big deal about how they love me, but nobody actually wants to hang out I'm a pretty reserved person and I try not to get attached to people or be affectionate, but truth is I get attached pretty easily to anyone who shows an ounce of interest in me. I've met people who go on about how good friends we are, how they think I'm great or whatever, but in truth I practically have to beg them to hang out with me. I'm nobody's first choice, I'm only a fallback plan. Whenever I try to make plans, people ignore it or cancel at the last minute. I've had people postpone plans and cancel them multiple times. My friends say they're busy but they post pictures with their other friends. A couple of years ago I tried to celebrate my birthday and nobody showed up. The thing is, I wouldn't have even tried if they hadn't suggested it in the first place. I just wish people would stop lying to me because being bait and switched feels a lot worse than not having any hopes in the first place. The only one who truly put me first was my ex boyfriend, and I still think he's a wonderful person, but I fell out of love and broke up over a year ago. I still wish I could've made it work somehow.",7.261466666666664,5.592828440000003,7.166999999999998,80.78516666666667,64.6,10.093333333333334,31.23333333333333,8.59863814320734,2.1402933333333336,970,26,204,11,12,310,133,250,0.09699999999999999,0.639,0.264,0.9951,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,7,8,10,15,0,0,13,0,13,2,0,6,2,47,34,19,0,7,12,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,8,13,0,2,4,2,0,5,4,2,0,5,5,2,28,13,29,25,1,34,0,1,0,2,26,15,0,8,13,123,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.09727766396239776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672853771170102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778885855335351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970169984829472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076672823645012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178899020371122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958993863226467,0.11029897104662896,0.0,0.0,0.10277031239050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584065289756898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050403463681555134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391662401708248,0.0,0.0,0.3080638998263107,0.0,0.10416204346422488,0.0,0.056652982054699284,0.08361060471196925,0.0,0.10990248110897598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900917207014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125614851080737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474817242775858,0.17993825389800458,0.09432385665639,0.1330803168065279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754877735136193,0.15162906418147107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146519641527441,0.1740812700002008,0.2082981107114788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547016781073817,0.20282988828442766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021042631256777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927309231913829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921629449252128,0.0833406812662098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622593304884658,0.1277475677690299,0.0,0.0,0.058126816636095986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707168491829737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879648368557965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926444396407455,0.0,0.10810355646044127,0.07257148206778162,0.0,0.10158699215246897,0.07081298805603574,0.0,0.0,0.1283870619804536 lonely,dewottgen5fan,2020/01/16,"No one likes me. Because: I like Pokémon Being human Being alive Having friends Playing games Conclusion: everyone hates me because of everything",5.443913043478265,8.444662086956527,5.186608695652176,66.07034782608696,102.04347826086956,7.057391304347826,39.38260869565217,7.554174236665415,5.223250434782608,120,8,12,3,5,37,20,23,0.155,0.456,0.389,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899217898703704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839799813852278,0.3611522462139347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104643395685177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39673860192313615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926421981599514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723004748154567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disciplinedwarrior2,2020/01/16,"Any lady down to talk? I'm a lonely mess rn Well, I've been needing someone to talk to lately. I don't know if it's a loneliness thing. 🤔🐰 I feel like I'll feel better if I just pour out my problems to someone. And a lady is usually more understanding, is what I think. 🙃 So hmu if you wanna be friends! I'm pretty cool. 🤠👋",-2.938629343629344,-1.6134934729729729,1.1416988416988438,96.29162162162164,112.10810810810813,3.7359073359073367,16.096525096525095,5.773587663045528,-0.4559583011583013,249,8,60,3,14,92,54,74,0.14,0.6409999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.7088,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,13,5,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,6,5,7,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644444874086639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138683114949169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445408264902701,0.17275478036539815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682793595122987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289681243976795,0.0,0.2727811623971182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814002785557945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930493399530956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601577399210564,0.0,0.23138710461037235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097831014946319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38872819089347577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065309028336364,0.15494716792544694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517409974589919,0.0,0.0,0.26632829051797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742336383023467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aradiohead,2020/01/16,"My Loneliness I was recently talking to a new therapist/coach. She said when I was discussing my life I didn’t mention being lonely. “Not to say that you aren’t, you just didn’t mention it.” So, here is what my loneliness is like: It’s like an old friend. Someone you can always count on. Someone with you through thick and thin, so much so that you never doubt they are right there with you every step of the way. It’s like sorrow. When I go to sleep at night my stomach feels like a pit of swirling blackness. Where pieces of myself are drowned in the dark. It’s like a drug. When I want to distract myself from myself I think of the women I’ve loved in some way. School crushes, or intense desires. I dwell on them and try to remember how they made me feel, if just to feel something else for a moment. It’s like poverty. There are places I cannot afford to go. Nice restaurants. Fancy new years eve parties with champagne and black ties. Beach get-aways. I have the money to do these things, it just seems that the act of doing them alone would cause more emotional harm than whatever enjoyment I’d get out of it. I can’t afford to do those things. This is my loneliness.",2.3901431334622814,4.49835541276596,2.9367601547388817,93.03295454545456,77.85106382978724,5.804642166344293,23.022243713733076,6.782984794422108,0.5670425531914893,922,29,193,9,22,286,138,235,0.128,0.7090000000000001,0.163,0.6279,3,3,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,6,4,0,14,16,0,3,10,0,20,5,2,3,1,28,32,12,1,4,6,0,5,6,1,1,2,2,0,1,16,7,0,0,6,1,1,4,7,6,0,0,6,9,30,10,28,24,4,29,0,2,2,1,20,11,0,5,18,129,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429859580717502,0.0,0.0,0.11592949202370086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090034580975266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312506856543422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157267097702008,0.0,0.11638809036390947,0.15672177899479758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738725160011787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134059282946646,0.09953374853748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764208525758384,0.0,0.14558303740882073,0.0,0.15836312214099882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840930919872187,0.4084027012132679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574617719317427,0.1318326051933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241984491949806,0.0,0.10745596509287954,0.2691217460386778,0.0,0.13074699646823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619806340936947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556488445962132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375665472463292,0.0,0.15782797118249914,0.1189827178527155,0.13252990114430727,0.11079676608469934,0.0,0.1410042541981784,0.0,0.12683617175154432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942553578076006,0.0,0.2360991000816756,0.1072591278999918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198409074407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176696709469746,0.18512256802634025,0.08927378111486503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459247310979256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821774458259814,0.22117926813426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897242360392997,0.0,0.0,0.08972067859598253 lonely,Agent_Hard,2020/01/16,"Are you sometimes feeling lonely even you are around people? I really feel like that for a long time. I can't say that I don't have friends. I know a lot of people. But are they my friends? I talk to them... They talk to me. They tell me daily life stories and so do I. But I don't have the feeling of connection. I suffer from lack of meaningful conversations. Everything is just about nonsense. You don't have to agree with me but I think it's the worst to be with people and feel the loneliness. That you don't understand others. That you can't just talk and continue with casual conversation. I am lost in crowd, where everyone talk different language I don't understand. How I can find connection? How I can fight the emotion of alienation?",1.6268569254185719,4.272217910958908,3.010319634703197,87.92687975646881,85.64383561643838,7.080060882800609,23.179604261796044,8.167268648758528,1.6705613394216132,589,22,117,14,18,191,79,146,0.217,0.727,0.055999999999999994,-0.9741,1,2,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,5,4,1,9,9,1,0,6,0,19,1,0,2,0,26,28,9,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,5,26,4,16,26,3,6,0,3,0,0,21,3,0,1,4,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182204560093173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644782402395367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792053020732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052245108674704,0.0,0.0,0.15223007592317284,0.14317994824270489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221307526637705,0.11381299770555335,0.0,0.0,0.14560888705562966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616913524217066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755407275729543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252724474474066,0.07783211955594722,0.0,0.0,0.14098669276703404,0.0,0.0,0.17390859015337998,0.1354419283249878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313420218970776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205977083711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266918233209249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575642965268379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121979328695272,0.139246288749813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020811211723382,0.0,0.0,0.09289649448543326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317001996192827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheWhiteMountain,2020/01/16,"How to Have Closer Friendships (and Why You Need Them) [https://www.nytimes.com/2019/11/20/smarter-living/how-to-have-closer-friendships.html](https://www.nytimes.com/2019/11/20/smarter-living/how-to-have-closer-friendships.html?mc=adintl&ad-keywords=IntlAudDev&subid1=TAFI&dclid=CMKi1raUiOcCFcUx0wodOTYF_g&fbclid=IwAR0iI3BDcjpkvgFj2gP22CjzXJcKhbjcMM8NOq-UwUFX74gAyv0f8byzxMA) Found this article on the NYT website, and I found it really helpful as somebody who does have a few friends but frequently feels lonely. Hopefully it will help someone else here too :)",39.275909090909096,51.12795113636365,17.073818181818186,-11.674272727272697,3.5454545454545467,8.065454545454546,31.52727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.364769090909092,526,10,32,5,5,109,40,44,0.057999999999999996,0.64,0.302,0.9144,0,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7761029912681159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567081724994058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959268847265456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054479533634464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926890628839517,0.13835151754906566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005799542613254,0.0,0.0,0.1778601025943473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278051591150614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471888351993567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172814940412532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158571863418114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hexxxgirl,2020/01/16,"I know I will eventually find a boyfriend BUT I’m 22, female, I have body dysmorphia, possible ptsd and bipolar disorder. I’m not sure if it’s my anxiety, if my standards are too high, or just because I’m in a small town. But I’ve never had a boyfriend. With my body dysmorphia I worry about my appearance a whole lot so low self image might have something to with it. I just want to sleep (literally sleep) with someone, shower with, flirt with, fuck, show off my lingerie. etc. I’m a physically affectionate person but with no one to do anything with. I’m sure whoever gets me is gonna be happy with their sex life but for now all I can do is work on my art and let my favourite underwear/sleepwear collect dust while I get drunk and cuddle my damn pillow. I feel like I’m not good enough most of the time, maybe not pretty enough or something. I also don’t like living in a small town but unless I actually have a way out via art/music I won’t get out but only time will tell. I just wish that future person were around now so I could feel a bit less like there’s something wrong with me.",2.4846921992481192,4.185240584821429,3.9159304511278212,87.98564849624061,76.1875,7.037218045112783,23.843045112781954,7.85451343220497,1.1110660714285716,857,27,183,13,19,283,132,224,0.149,0.755,0.096,-0.8358,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,12,13,2,0,9,0,19,10,4,0,4,48,36,18,0,5,17,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,2,3,3,15,1,0,4,3,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,2,24,9,23,26,9,22,0,1,0,3,5,13,2,8,10,116,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.120709317601718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891953585001358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462699557130948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179115454545792,0.1101155418902486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754038491420425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504384394528626,0.2747964340550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876108028228273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176617392710086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562178208971953,0.13795358323423915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508868856298413,0.08836834825923771,0.0,0.0,0.1130557765841542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143548308621171,0.19387794701917246,0.0,0.0,0.10375022001916122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316765448131296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069146917900645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798001062187824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264873991607834,0.08737004518571366,0.18129464960939976,0.0,0.10922571202655204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516179814619922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426911885435762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122176168732458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540187409181904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838195171099615,0.09407627671346752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601291039520887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139448498335461,0.0,0.12584316073579815,0.0,0.0,0.1445938428313232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904176073804666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757038659032785,0.0,0.10480710214512023,0.2856813525317653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331637713990057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811563517450032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425610329654945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295902403464673,0.09818401738808688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810201206845155,0.14224413628979699,0.0,0.0,0.09005206047231352,0.1256191518183998,0.0,0.0,0.13524200658333194,0.0,0.0 lonely,ttpenmag,2020/01/16,"Female 32 here Is there any sane guy out here that genuinely wants to build a relationship with a nice lady. I don't want you to send messages to me if you are going to ghost me after a day. Serious minded guys in need of a genuine friendship only. Thank you",3.3240566037735846,4.598073056603777,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.15094339622641,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.3743622641509434,204,6,41,3,4,69,43,53,0.08900000000000001,0.759,0.152,0.6573,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825650135267126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750212074363735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740455892854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064596476056472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30921925813369106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707613260599604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329124511291145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287915733667274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194843805625697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612614298428096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maksimkuzmin,2020/01/16,"I feel so lonely that I can't express. If I could, I would shout about my loneliness all over the world... 19M. Girls, just tell me that's there is a hope. Holy goodness, I'm crying while I'm writing it.",-0.042558139534882855,2.0903670697674457,1.4849302325581384,99.7339069767442,87.6046511627907,4.370232558139535,17.902325581395353,5.6839178017228535,-0.5942893023255813,156,4,37,1,5,50,36,43,0.19899999999999998,0.665,0.135,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549994314737674,0.0,0.4884031906251314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481737338602614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729330320892397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44161611881605217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38862463746519227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158511104902465,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatfortnitetryhard,2020/01/16,"Why the fuck do all my friends eventually leave? I have always had ""friends"" in my life, whether it's through school or a mutual interests. And I've even had a couple of so called best friends. But something I've realized is that none of those people ACTUALLY care about me. Everyday when I wake up I send out some snapchat streaks to various people, usually a good morning. When they reply it's the same or maybe a hey, but after that any conversation I have takes forever to even get a sentence. I hardly ever hangout with anyone and when I do it's at a party and I feel like there is this invisible barrier between me and other people. My current ""best friend"" barely hangs out with me and acts like I'm just another person. I feel like no one supports me in my career path (currently studying to be a teacher). Half my family thinks I'm wasting money and the other half always forgets what I'm doing in school. The only people that genuinely care for what I'm doing are my parents and my now deceased grandparents. I have no motivation to do anything other than watch Netflix by myself because I don't want to go places by myself. It just fucking sucks. Every night I lay wide awake in bed like I am right now and think ""tomorrow is gonna be the day and I wake up and take control of my life. Do something productive, and stop being such a depressed piece of shit."" Then I wake up go to class and come home and sleep. I just feel so burnt out and want to do nothing. Please help.",4.329897959183672,5.505225391156465,5.402653061224491,81.2637755102041,70.5986394557823,8.321088435374149,29.64625850340137,8.704169506293173,2.2977727891156468,1171,46,226,20,21,387,164,294,0.105,0.731,0.16399999999999998,0.9656,4,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,16,20,4,0,13,0,21,9,5,2,2,45,45,25,0,2,8,1,4,4,4,1,2,0,2,1,14,20,0,3,7,2,1,6,4,5,0,3,2,5,30,15,32,39,8,36,0,1,1,2,12,14,4,3,20,158,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.10394613210105663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726289774449555,0.0,0.0,0.0724358435343439,0.111693334728905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447981175719487,0.0,0.0876551786334566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493234010077231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235679871070978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087667136644852,0.0,0.2172042528046158,0.0,0.0,0.09175576302608192,0.0,0.0,0.11946891338964333,0.0,0.117860061066591,0.0,0.06869525139894853,0.0,0.09174373510017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070817338615355,0.0963515639282466,0.08974594822103144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004156224423209,0.0,0.16157599434806375,0.1521928577546058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291819470427492,0.19694821562007464,0.05565122089092078,0.0,0.12107318610884565,0.08934218409890117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541914102257523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139672167810583,0.0,0.10684616648743693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278710552658999,0.0,0.0,0.1504735249770018,0.2081571163069324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701157542069577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995985948342702,0.0,0.1022068244931678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217930455796752,0.08101168394555214,0.0,0.0,0.11827555323413295,0.0,0.0,0.2953844770124169,0.09300734593480343,0.11128856332726747,0.11692469795059457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096572830568488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156036592341884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933912214515,0.0,0.0,0.10659485373671608,0.0,0.0,0.16400540957440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890537571670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087528213110202,0.0,0.0,0.1601764507164757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650477421046164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731444869165746,0.0,0.12565406715813654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096115862002449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wyliym,2020/01/16,"Loneliness harder to evade as a man than a woman? [These are my honest thoughts, not trying to sound offensive in any way] I feel as though finding a romantic partner is easier in many ways for women as opposed to men. If an average woman goes on tinder they will get hundreds of matches whereas an average man like myself only gets a handful who don’t respond. Also girls think lonely men are desperate and creepy whereas guys are indifferent about lonely girls. Also, women have less chance of being rejected than men if approaching the opposite sex. Sure maybe women don’t like the guys who are chasing them but at least they have people who are willing to spend time with them romantically. There’s a bunch more reasons but this post is getting long. Please correct me if I’m wrong and share your thoughts.",7.407533333333332,8.020910553333337,7.272666666666666,72.60633333333334,63.46666666666667,9.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.4616666666666682,653,27,107,12,9,208,105,150,0.10400000000000001,0.76,0.136,0.6253,1,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,4,0,5,10,1,0,9,0,14,2,1,1,2,18,22,13,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,15,5,3,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,9,5,18,17,4,10,0,3,0,1,25,4,0,3,4,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033159933179935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896421770152336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588955179150653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333090415504196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724301462422165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755541532341248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530066299842735,0.0,0.0,0.16782870486334306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922689438705264,0.19052258434174654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423257789174054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147506172485754,0.0,0.0,0.20817183131215844,0.0,0.0,0.18162624018598286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498530650915952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873694088822714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151602410917325,0.1863239702697932,0.30111182538197234,0.11058276529400526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875562230489995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010606803409766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073456128390048,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shirokai_Lynx,2020/01/16,Anybody know of any good loneliness and depression support discords for older people? Looking to see if theres any place like that. Not looking for something huge. Just a smaller community where people talk to and help one another. Im 44 for reference so maybe an over 30 server or something like that would be good. Even just a social one where people are friendly.,4.164072494669512,7.0846428059701525,4.521961620469085,79.69014925373135,76.16417910447761,6.8136460554371014,30.466950959488273,7.957251820313856,2.5856413646055447,296,14,47,5,7,93,51,67,0.08,0.653,0.267,0.9217,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,6,7,6,0,6,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,2,3,29,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571285520002917,0.19824125754337685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283329226519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486942621243045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460638705539606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171416982119089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671996878144362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042124662894534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039000014125482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847260116436036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175181412332569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993173885072184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562179048357285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932020003064262,0.0,0.19752284053243369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506528185204637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271835339289772,0.0,0.29108844065637085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145380294512678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519557122607235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429965830839075,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LifeInTheAbyss,2020/01/16,"My closest friend is going out for his birthday without me, and it really hurt to find out. I just asked my closest friend who I've been friends with since high school (juniors in college now) is gonna celebrate his 21st birthday without me. His birthday is the 21st, but since I have class that day I asked him if he wanted to hang out on MLK weekend. I figured he wouldn't be busy since he's usually not the type to throw parties, but for MLK weekend he told me he's gonna go clubbing with two other friends, one of whom I'm also very close with (the 3 of us hangout usually every weekend), and the other whom I'm not too familiar with. It hurt me a lot when he told me this. To be fair, he did invite me to hang out on his actual birthday, but I'm still hurt. Why was I not invited to come along? I thought I would've been able to celebrate his birthday with him on MLK weekend. Why did my other friend not tell me anything? I thought we were all close. Is it that I'm not cool enough to go clubbing with them? I feel really lonely right now. I genuinely thought we were all close. We've all been close friends for 6 years now. Now I'm beginning to doing doubt if I'm as close to them as I thought I was.",3.9752952755905504,4.1418068740157485,4.863454724409451,88.4691190944882,70.81102362204723,8.08228346456693,30.04822834645669,7.865858978985527,1.7262685039370085,942,36,212,11,16,307,113,254,0.08199999999999999,0.785,0.133,0.9078,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,2,0,9,12,0,1,5,1,18,0,0,0,3,48,41,11,0,4,13,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,12,21,0,0,7,7,0,7,8,5,0,2,15,2,34,7,34,21,5,39,0,4,0,0,33,17,0,4,15,131,46,5,0.10619921437768692,0.0,0.10363511381177562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492747336911688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739290467333759,0.0,0.1985638592059715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148121966529288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684897076318071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973217729158943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947741844775935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369751371871773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706415798021828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922954975379564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106638267808564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220530073149657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410653663671282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028677434406454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196333611959133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606787223329353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906935488158956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747927465568133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635472626968692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481082978513847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282279428595068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372412545940958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295580081045864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374120109761184,0.0,0.12774457893197688,0.0,0.2339268618500533,0.08762547394306258,0.06263904816672639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191656545489478,0.0,0.0,0.20474450586457502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544087488959356,0.0,0.0,0.06838881218121637 lonely,valiumplease,2020/01/16,"I’m 27 today I’ve been in bed all day crying like the little sook I am, waking up every few hours to have another Valium and another joint. I can’t feel my face. I can’t feel anything. There’s a space in my bed where I wish you were.",-0.9282389937106892,0.9299384716981152,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,88.81132075471697,5.79748427672956,14.4937106918239,7.1686216300943375,-0.2833496855345912,181,3,44,3,6,65,41,53,0.064,0.828,0.10800000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847117105845542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294362934223477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062589183196902,0.17980892974502813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349088557061948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819487133347789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745709933949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621213817456732,0.27944015908968706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642786110325201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206169292128394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wattos_Box,2020/01/16,"think I've really got depression I've been feeling worse and worse for a long while now. All I do is mope around and listen to the smiths and beat myself up inside because I've got no reason to mope around. I come from a happy and fairly wealthy family. But lately I've just kept feeling this immense guilt for feeling down and for not knowing how I can use my privilege to help the world. I'm a film major in college, and all I do is stew about how I don't even deserve to do something fun like that because I'm white and male and wealthy, and that kind of people have run this western world for far too long. But I feel bad pitying my privilege because other kinds of people (just about every other kind of person) are so much worse off than me. So I just sit around and pity myself then hate on myself for pitying myself. And I listen to the Smiths, an emo band from the 80s. Which I also feel bad for because Morrissey (lead singer) is a racist asshole. And I've had writer's block for so long now. I can't think of any good ideas, and it's all I want to do. That and get a girlfriend. But I'm too anxious to really even talk to pretty girls. I even got tinder a couple weeks ago as a desperate effort to amend my life, but I've only got 3 matches and I screwed up all the conversations. There's even this girl who I think would go out with me in real life who I had a class with last semester and saw the other day, but I can't bring it up, just like I couldn't bring it up in middle school or high school or freshman year when I fell head over heels again and again. Probably for the best though because I don't want to make someone else's life worse by dating me. I went out partying the other night and ended up feeling awful and ruining my own night and just sitting on someone's couch refusing to talk to anyone because ""they all know I'm a loser"". And I just put my headphones in and sat there. All I do when I'm with people is look forward to being alone so I don't have to worry about people not liking me. But all I do when I'm alone is shame myself and pity myself and pine for love. And the past couple days I just keep thinking how everyone's exactly the same so nobody is special. And nothing matters. I'm taking this writing class, and the teacher keeps saying, ""Write people, not characters."" That got me thinking that, since everyone's their own main character, and they're always rational to themselves, the only way for people to be interesting is to not know each other well enough to find out they're dull. I eat junk food and don't excercise and am too damn lazy to do any schoolwork which I really should be trying to do more. So tonight I took a free online depression test, and the results said I matched highly with ""severely depressed."" But I don't even know what I should do and I really don't want to do anything about it. Just please, if you would, send me some virtual cuddles while I dwell in my own misery",5.566612272816101,5.178277310631231,6.075094782098888,83.04326363103381,67.42192691029899,8.876372874731286,29.0015634160641,8.219915518859313,1.8110215360562831,2319,68,480,27,34,753,265,602,0.151,0.738,0.111,-0.9779,0,2,1,0,0,1,53.0,0,1,2,5,44,35,3,3,24,1,41,10,2,8,8,118,92,60,0,9,22,0,6,3,1,4,3,4,1,4,23,44,2,5,18,2,1,12,14,18,1,0,14,13,54,18,69,70,19,68,0,10,3,3,24,28,2,4,30,316,77,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770764135538465,0.0,0.0,0.13484891345532055,0.0,0.05206082471869377,0.054168808606126384,0.0,0.0,0.08854110802793835,0.0,0.0,0.07354500434987787,0.0,0.045519764366157005,0.0,0.05357214233940247,0.1738596691510283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087123513726483,0.2381078645122755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831893000822488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056078293078939134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406487023414996,0.0,0.08396883888343022,0.0,0.16821282594451886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661403620526618,0.05438309166114718,0.0,0.0576596962125726,0.06726619103748653,0.0,0.2149912421170741,0.0,0.05484995624259268,0.12441258349595108,0.0,0.0,0.06137093212797867,0.0,0.19750053112186827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950065290548619,0.0,0.07871975033158092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03401231020698645,0.0,0.03699809903320636,0.05460318806118543,0.2603339764011587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930066402124778,0.0,0.06427323927117623,0.06681186676020681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363547477668697,0.13756444792610475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349050993301368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572858313410513,0.0,0.203376374021215,0.14311006969246948,0.05306557431976176,0.07343616909385478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794716793782352,0.09541440823239232,0.0,0.0,0.17283560997383596,0.05466800132669065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058755718552933475,0.0,0.04345507122488691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047856338193729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218476772184406,0.0,0.06246565958986504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902368647570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621457677275799,0.27079482628512785,0.056843221960277364,0.0,0.07146077002243491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623058505901687,0.07018932059594321,0.0,0.0,0.06544395621209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409859055393042,0.1668201199250342,0.06693412868771365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192545765841141,0.05177050905211271,0.0,0.13177030840002618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354500434987787,0.0,0.05385178397541017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031883898696213,0.0501175246182124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048947453824069266,0.10465058843192003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856877220542352,0.0639608841656908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723290208332989,0.04419894784337498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622590664835171,0.0,0.0,0.11519383696888386,0.051673725270696066,0.05221967262129065,0.0,0.058533143457858164,0.06034879066241145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611269035920972,0.2653717746058763,0.09249101635655728,0.0,0.0,0.04192257019364802 lonely,sunsetscorpio,2020/01/16,"The popular but lonely one I’m not that popular, but people invite me to hang out most nights a week, plenty of people want to date me, I have friends and am well liked by most people I meet... but... I’m lonely af. I have put so many walls up I keep everyone at a distance. Close enough to have fun, far enough so they can’t see my pain. I’ve been distracting myself with a lot of fantasy. Books and tv shows and movies where people have exciting lives and meaningful relationships. It’s beginning to feel more and more like fiction every day. The real world is lonely, I am lonely.",2.844568965517244,4.711777077586209,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,75.63793103448276,7.743448275862068,21.944827586206884,8.548686976883017,1.3140889655172407,455,12,92,9,10,150,79,116,0.14300000000000002,0.608,0.249,0.9323,0,8,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,20,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,6,1,1,1,2,10,8,11,15,7,15,0,4,1,0,4,8,0,3,7,58,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187097208047735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905161104475994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592166230888661,0.18057034837345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554965879523976,0.13500126384677244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599889752371634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796653510511855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846438406817093,0.0,0.1668652799177638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065679553597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158742157534145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733693372086035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805196620485731,0.0,0.20107897935653013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240361250288353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996853276564224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509091659912855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028846500847689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058580420612988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146027562730547,0.0,0.1515815235438921,0.0,0.16990805605965995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saturno-,2020/01/16,"My friend stopped talking to me My (online) friend stop responding to my messages on every app we talk on. It's been almost a month. I don't know what I did wrong, I asked if we were okay a week ago and he saw it but didn't respond. They didn't even reply or acknowledge my Christmas and New years greetings. He has been my friend for four years now, and we've never gone more than a few days without talking. I trusted him more than my irl friends (and I barely talk to them now) and I thought we were close. He seems fine, judging by his posts and ig stories. He has an online friend that he met last year (I don't know him, but my friend has talked about him a lot) and sometimes he'll post a funny convo or tag them on his ig stories. I'm not ashamed to say I'm very jealous, I feel like I've been replaced.",1.9646013289036544,3.327592569767444,2.8537541528239214,96.48476744186048,76.79069767441861,5.379401993355483,23.913621262458467,5.288315135182226,0.11760166112956895,630,20,147,2,14,199,99,172,0.069,0.718,0.213,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,3,0,4,13,1,1,6,1,13,0,0,0,1,29,25,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,12,3,27,10,13,12,4,21,0,0,1,0,34,4,0,6,15,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105081074246308,0.0,0.12483411030111033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654505907563716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039868940845027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234013631891947,0.0,0.1050357407499059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303443067221158,0.08906078696572248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778957769320577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370253798602544,0.10161871200668612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090508077817399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059858273479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950650977635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961494262594636,0.12040235017757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387894495565231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913870748115172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134904435720886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329699181358025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845124567787235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010055079736137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897018041596586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286178036690588,0.0,0.0,0.09999883994867484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017272743801212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630173896427725,0.0,0.2408407508086795 lonely,SpookDaddy-,2020/01/16,"My friendships NEVER last. I don't understand it. I've met hundreds of people online. Lots in person as well. I don't understand it. I don't think I'm a weird person. I consider myself really chill and non-judgmental. It seems like everyone else is crazy in one way or another. Or just plain weird. Or they are an asshole. I mean the math would indicate that I'm the problem though. I just don't get it really... maybe because I'm really depressed, and like to get drunk a lot and don't get along with ""normal people"", and maybe statistically depressed people are messed up a bit and that's why I don't get along with them? I don't know...",1.4694684385382075,3.823873759689924,3.4624861572536005,86.64994186046512,82.72093023255816,7.09656699889258,20.8421926910299,8.192908349453996,1.2381867109634557,501,15,102,11,14,169,73,129,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,26,25,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,6,1,0,0,8,6,1,1,1,0,12,3,10,23,3,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,6,4,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641811754404122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909328603263902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628553865504023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569604063780386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461268563984182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253866122048353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117414027224931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198012278154547,0.12159374410356287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575419547259866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363859302425384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997233312686773,0.16249024107086868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504936936740914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461552703571083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010816891804516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102478135209828,0.26049959031484665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273587829370932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866870362779108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579908346994615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955823365360099,0.14655911071491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105831885951428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184044798908913,0.0,0.0,0.13412205857426202,0.0,0.13460303819414227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596633616899832,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,themorganster,2020/01/16,"I get replaced so easily Every relationship I’ve been in has ended so quickly and i get replaced by someone else so quickly after it ends. Im so tired of being replaced and disposable, how to be come someone deserves love? I want something real, something that last but it’s becoming more and more obvious that ill be alone for the rest of my life. Im so tired of being lonely.",2.8299428571428566,5.035518546666669,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,76.86666666666667,6.9523809523809526,29.380952380952376,7.957251820313856,2.3166952380952366,301,14,53,5,7,103,49,75,0.20800000000000002,0.722,0.07,-0.9263,0,3,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,9,11,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,6,3,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353142136344906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637305865096536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096402246205785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609821032496102,0.0,0.33100638863067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743827252815165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952540979247443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036834314820034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231648161516614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198530019012691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864915605786565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268848496405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006185548477331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665307736255804,0.2877091264897426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295379733060563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021533373735863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Serene_Sunshine,2020/01/16,Umm I don't know I honestly don't know why I post relatively frequently on Instagram when there's really no one to even see my stuff. Also yeah lonely and I really want to take my life or whatever because of it. I'm really tired I have a bit of a headache I guess I don't know what to do with my life other then end it,-0.34165492957746224,1.6519334788732394,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,87.45070422535211,8.057042253521129,18.734154929577464,8.841846274778883,1.3505901408450702,251,7,59,8,8,92,47,71,0.163,0.779,0.057999999999999996,-0.7829,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,10,1,7,13,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149170758237115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834651791960392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477704492394653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101019875973927,0.0,0.0,0.14989823099391647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500108387951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37417709565296303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32060277185989083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378708723504994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735521501868932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43616964273837455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084964170530485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598032731468629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063803780176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608454590447317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386089756495229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047869336642286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,C00nSkin,2020/01/16,"Is it ok to not want a girlfriend? Almost done with highschool and never had any strong desire to get a girlfriend. I'm not a bad looking guy, I know some girls that have crushes on me. I could easily get a girlfriend if I wanted to. People call me weird that I don't want anyone. I just don't want a significant other.",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,78.3939393939394,5.612121212121212,21.60606060606061,6.42735559955562,0.39935151515151546,250,7,51,2,6,84,45,66,0.19399999999999998,0.649,0.157,0.1506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,1,16,16,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,5,13,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257692470096912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500249163731602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994064814068886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148711800168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627766167927988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546794660873305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335187910524266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689028481859869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548106510940278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414293277573932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161038337578556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847927054102368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840966897710425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071517570333962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,siscodtick,2020/01/16,"Wishing for a friend Even though there’s usually someone around, I’m feeling more isolated than ever. I wish I had just one girl friend. How do you make friends when you’re not passionate about anything?",5.354649122807015,7.394290078947371,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,69.26315789473685,8.224561403508767,33.719298245614034,8.841846274778883,2.919445614035088,165,8,30,3,3,49,34,38,0.11900000000000001,0.534,0.34700000000000003,0.8493,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,9,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703851320151347,0.2131521422595134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814769709867602,0.21658696265340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106793229155564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549716722041396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982789284347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225057179442895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028765237200576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524833931818656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370905755517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506877930863529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bupopnappal,2020/01/16,I know this will probably get buried but if you’re going through it and feel like you have no one to talk to feel free to send me a message I know how it feels to be alone if you need someone to talk to let me know,2.7891156462585016,2.427222061224491,3.784081632653063,97.0240136054422,73.28571428571428,7.34965986394558,24.49659863945579,6.42735559955562,0.3065455782312925,167,4,45,1,3,54,34,49,0.098,0.759,0.14300000000000002,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,7,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723773118585177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060440514737206,0.19123201072469326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985275034935424,0.0,0.15212979877000082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413329334448257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737228900317813,0.0,0.13077586059331306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848274524303305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138819057574893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28860637430264585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268060145544757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303051609495207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Clara_Pockets,2020/01/16,"Can’t sleep Typically I’d use a throwaway account for my dumb emo bullshit, but I guess I don’t care so much these days. So, here’s to shamelessly venting into the void that is the internet machine. I can’t sleep. I suppose I could, if I really wanted to. I’d been wondering why I couldn’t fix my sleep schedule. I have self control, I know how to do it - the right way too so that it sticks you know, not just a couple of decent nights. I’m not stupid. So why am I still awake? I figure it’s because it honestly doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter and so I can’t bring myself to care. The things that haunt me in my life, I see them when I open my eyes, I see them when they’re closed, and when I do fall asleep I usually end up dreaming about them too. It’s that feeling of never being at peace. Nothing being distracting enough to pull me out of this sort of purgatory I seem to have gotten myself lost in. I’m trying really hard though, always do. What else can I do, right? And I’m really good at fooling people (most days). Nobody wants to be around the Debbie Downer. The trouble is I can’t fool myself. And isn’t that the goal, trick yourself into thinking you feel a certain way until at some point the fabricated emotions meld together with the real ones? In the absence of any meaningful answer, here I am, awake. Again. The realization that I have to turn 30 this year won’t leave me. It makes me want to climb into a hole with a stick of dynamite, but that’s another story for another bad night. Reddit kept recommending this sub to me. I feel like my post here is in part to say, yes you were right, you win, I’m a sad lonely lost cause of a person and how dare I try to forget that. FFS, they even recommended foreveralonedating. Sounds like a place where hope goes to die. I mean honestly. Salt in the wound much. Scrolling through this thread I just feel so bad. For myself, for all of you, for the fact that everyone’s so goddamn lonely even though we’re all connected here. The unfairness of it. Post after post, unhappy, unhappy, unhappy, unhappy. I hope whoever’s reading this finds comfort and peace. In something, in anything, wherever you can find it. Don’t stop looking. If I can kick and scream and claw my way through life, so the hell can you. See ya on the other side of a night full of melatonin-induced dreams.",1.8033271144278624,4.0761647356076764,3.2914139125799577,88.8677107764748,80.74840085287846,6.5522565742715,22.1375710732054,7.720077496677588,1.0130969793887703,1827,58,377,31,48,599,232,469,0.204,0.6609999999999999,0.135,-0.9919,0,5,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,8,4,6,30,28,4,1,25,1,33,8,5,6,5,68,67,28,1,9,8,0,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,2,27,17,0,3,15,3,1,4,14,16,0,1,6,14,55,12,53,55,9,55,1,5,5,0,15,27,2,10,20,246,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717342226330174,0.0,0.0,0.058626243763572825,0.1807989069797592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709440743555095,0.07674581574836463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396469512608745,0.05255325282547732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579514298567686,0.08856215406119211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669264961661687,0.06883224239143235,0.09539051846346566,0.0,0.1111975606939731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947311319500541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201799162795901,0.09697545283435692,0.0763571064510553,0.08907871610475862,0.0,0.113882730841017,0.0,0.0,0.08237803444912815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743629151682808,0.06158895335819396,0.0,0.0,0.15759006676212226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230945907144425,0.0,0.0,0.09497082411531443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722786880569589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125338825539105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475831077430404,0.0,0.0,0.09128470132130932,0.0,0.0,0.12178635775923767,0.08423640318309114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239528944757695,0.0,0.18821836281398932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754632294842672,0.0,0.0,0.09390874420995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267495928644689,0.0,0.06649101957284928,0.0,0.0,0.2427087531272839,0.0,0.08272150795339576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584186129025231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335780519801458,0.0,0.05976765613661559,0.07527587266919122,0.09007185011421555,0.0,0.08149699320916268,0.0,0.2476981077568823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862340467151134,0.0981266697268155,0.1656863783369557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208704434808508,0.0,0.06855822230044176,0.0,0.0,0.20609633882059075,0.07848299879106516,0.08993657955493099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588189316583919,0.0,0.0,0.0663692217216676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884798985591994,0.07207601956432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057274569556823765,0.05524034633461302,0.16940318321962822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170628354703448,0.09377250392485448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445837944458601,0.0949489248748149,0.0,0.15254794335910235,0.20529016282035747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558352551330004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349184494338207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551687513539532 lonely,Nostalghic,2020/01/16,"It’s painful being alone Involuntarily isolated talking to no one. Shit fucking hurts. I just want to see the end of fate, ive tried everything",3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,79.37037037037038,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,116,6,21,3,3,39,25,27,0.469,0.486,0.045,-0.9304,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337798050580757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888763799218761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312693916737936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015248935392122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491555013917806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221010960206508,0.0,0.3470517448661056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990317968115306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347932557874553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621509054735132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214377266622839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237457472432307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bogbodylesbian,2020/01/16,"my one friend makes me feel like shit. i have this friend. i would say she’s not an empathetic person, but she is. just not to me. she talks sometimes about how her other friends say she’s a great listener. but whenever i tell her something personal or open up a bit, which is rare for me to do, she brushes it off. she responds with “wow” and then changes the subject. i don’t expect her to give me some huge heartfelt response, but it would be nice if she showed at least the slightest bit of interest in making me feel a bit better. last night i was talking about my ex and how i was really scared of them. when i woke up i saw the only response she’d given was a video of her with the “what disney character are you” filter. the one singular time she responded well to me venting is when i told her how i felt about her responses. keep in mind she vents to me all the time about the littlest things and i make sure to always seem a bit interested and ask her questions about it. and she wonders why i don’t open up to her that much. maybe it’s because she doesn’t give a shit when i do. it makes me feel really alone.",2.7581513409961715,4.054449163793105,3.830632183908048,90.55536398467434,74.60344827586206,7.224521072796936,24.526819923371647,7.793537801064563,1.041832567049808,874,27,195,12,18,283,125,232,0.064,0.741,0.196,0.9875,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,13,16,2,1,14,0,17,2,2,7,2,39,36,17,0,4,8,1,4,1,3,2,0,3,0,2,11,9,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,3,1,2,8,9,45,13,25,24,8,18,0,0,1,0,41,10,2,6,9,138,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541160970492292,0.0,0.0,0.09272168735867947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417537963577106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792889222615918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855396938326068,0.4866265489383809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788198009609635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903253893776699,0.079608190741002,0.1069937373521983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827998385043016,0.0,0.0,0.21379453856837685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228559445489614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904730951208178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908332621336117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054440831401491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29753119050932314,0.0,0.11195003541259227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125161764031678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191652248427556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457289097010328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102059136226875,0.08475027912526482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945990539826924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248311420462204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277444347444124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772329529945313,0.11156447984499794,0.0,0.0,0.10144497019372888,0.0,0.0,0.2287699914333569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578703442843022,0.11021068616724672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502485535301978,0.0,0.0,0.17913222373122106,0.09739788370613199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403153665188568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995566413775198,0.0,0.0,0.10647958638223133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019219487146784,0.0,0.1005514974673012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084499279757195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831847372639635,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ziapy,2020/01/16,"Am I being irrational? I’m a 16 male and I’ve never dated any girl. I’ve never even had a girl tell me she likes me. I’ve talked to people and they all say “you’re young you still have your whole life.” Or “I’m sure people like you they just don’t tell you” and “Just give it time.” I know these things are true but I’m tired of hearing them and o just can’t believe them. I’m always the friend that is great and fun but you’d never want to date them. I know I sound like a nice guy but I’m just tired of it. I’ve had a girl flat out tell me she doesn’t want to become closer friends, not even in a romantic way. I just feel like there’s something wrong with me. Another problem may be that I’m worried about just finding and attractive girl and asking her out. I want to know them and be friends with them before hand, but I’m always left on read for anything. I just want someone to love, someone who I can hug without it being awkward, someone who’s there. I don’t want anything sexual, I just am ready for a sign of being loved of any sort. I know my problems aren’t bears as bad as some people here and I’m so sorry for them, I can barley function now I can’t imagine what it’s like. This is all kind of just pieced together from all my thoughts so thanks for bearing with it.",-0.020625435135762867,2.029287615107915,1.7023833836156896,98.82986423764216,86.5179856115108,4.4504061267115365,17.96054769087955,5.642373280135919,-0.5793345555813421,999,25,237,6,31,325,136,278,0.126,0.63,0.243,0.9923,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,8,0,19,24,0,1,7,0,23,7,1,0,8,57,48,18,0,7,16,0,2,5,3,1,3,3,0,6,13,14,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,5,35,19,26,38,6,16,0,0,0,3,37,6,0,4,14,145,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919606593886868,0.0,0.0,0.13827890568098308,0.10661042478817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733238114302654,0.0,0.09504822929870173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848906531476482,0.0,0.1122871222969072,0.08651414016126281,0.11454788110575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343048640482956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140767929386995,0.07263345325988489,0.0,0.0,0.09292503057990267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356512183023633,0.0,0.0,0.09753164517232818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209212799632184,0.0,0.10066981806797247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459008645898565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587422071469174,0.2235018769220691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110465337930379,0.0,0.07181290833561751,0.248355448492366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352326156649876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352437620229885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145665034462804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945699495216263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169805232872348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085249323980326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584353528696556,0.07827094796983318,0.0,0.11381184433840387,0.0,0.0,0.08119422364841485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958232796324661,0.0,0.0,0.08171892790561568,0.2665935967617998,0.09360457229341997,0.0,0.0,0.06754538832136397,0.0,0.0,0.08071505112718289,0.059284908808668026,0.23371065610533945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998395899944505,0.08070134135476317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351152574724455,0.0,0.09800677131722596,0.0,0.0,0.10325136739436927,0.0,0.0,0.1111607737096819,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shinsengumi-,2020/01/16,"Lost my online and offline friends, all in the course of 2 days. Where do I go from here? I’m alone now, sitting in my room on the hopeless verge of depression.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,78.69696969696969,5.612121212121212,26.15151515151515,6.42735559955562,0.7411696969696973,124,5,28,1,3,39,28,33,0.316,0.606,0.078,-0.8126,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,3,1,10,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497039338211127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950057393532665,0.0,0.4133435439892715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707752699935481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727424372555677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238756223836356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,helpwantedfornothing,2020/01/16,I just want to talk to someone on the phone I went through a break up and I have no family and very few friends. The friends I have are amazing but they have their own lives and i am just really lonely. I just want to talk to someone about nothing and feel like a person for a min.,0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.0766666666666684,97.985,82.5,5.333333333333334,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.12116666666666688,219,7,52,2,6,70,38,60,0.132,0.713,0.155,-0.1471,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,9,8,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912682903556956,0.0,0.12825745050748094,0.1812138121118797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919521348249487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392481855165635,0.0,0.22398526222194912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339234525867576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214849758380861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250024610112082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298483538562914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077624781101025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092949767901336,0.29922892378829746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514413822394625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AkiryaFudo,2020/01/16,"They never ask how I am Depression is quite the battle. I have ""friends,"" but they never message me. Never check up on me. Never ask me to hang out. Never invite me to do things. Nothing. The only time I interact with them is if I message them or if I invite them to something. They told me to vocalize my problems. When I did this every once in a while, they would run away. Everytime I say what's on my mind, I feel like a burden. Who wants to hear someone talk about their issues? I'm supposed to keep smiling and tending to their needs, right? I've been abandoned. I've been stabbed in the back. You name it. I have moved to several places and never had long-lasting friendships. The ones I had ended up treating me like shit. I just don't understand. Am I really that bad of a person to where people don't want anything to do with me? All I ask is that you pop in every once in a while to check on me. Or ask me to do something. A simple message says a lot. Maybe that's asking for too much. I really need a genuine friend that will last a while. I will help you with your problems and put myself aside for your sake. I may not message often, but I will still be here for you. All I ask is that you do the same. Treat others the way you want to be treated. I exist, so shoot me a message if you want :)",0.4887745098039247,2.6394607205882394,2.3489411764705888,94.37056862745101,85.17647058823529,4.803137254901961,19.728431372549018,6.079149491110277,-0.05195774509803908,1004,29,220,8,30,332,139,272,0.166,0.742,0.091,-0.9564,0,0,2,1,0,1,39.0,0,9,9,1,11,15,2,0,15,0,26,1,1,1,8,44,45,16,0,12,9,0,1,2,2,5,0,3,0,1,11,7,0,2,2,0,2,4,9,8,0,1,6,4,50,7,32,32,5,34,0,2,0,0,41,14,1,8,17,170,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721657887234554,0.0,0.5263272328418074,0.0,0.08815920937590123,0.07215179901527193,0.0783466507740361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081824106513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831082029937587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811672960615444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744479335946842,0.0670343269378194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499031416882507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575663106695593,0.0,0.06289429417214296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793729239835408,0.0,0.08340309792676377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297286708858918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916841459896322,0.0,0.0,0.08303926833803195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977347655770363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426787877849607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947445995769703,0.0,0.0,0.09972964855834847,0.0689780649290893,0.13915198805593418,0.434218849463432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003531163595613,0.0,0.0,0.199858203970434,0.06358368153760233,0.0713642386050155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505200012846174,0.08193137216813715,0.09803553266013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957105194819678,0.0,0.09432810012625943,0.0,0.09980296497088023,0.0,0.0,0.12022366835805375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013288483237767,0.0,0.1492395644795312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600460203870728,0.09631824474693976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950441180580721,0.14447448332573368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493516952905639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541942568299438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062338487854562676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471478748696575,0.0,0.0,0.0896614699983877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768348112640043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138058101324615,0.07448028226524574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665628391555532,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luciantoon,2020/01/16,"Just wanted to share Hey fellow lonely peeps. I've read through top and new posts and this is honestly the one subreddit that I've felt the most relatable to. I'm 22 and I feel like I'm destined for loneliness. My mother was single all of my life, and I dont even see myself finding companionship or a best friend. I'm never invited to hang with anyone, but see said people hanging on social media and am always the person that's never invited. There was a comment about feeling like the Truman show where there's something wrong with me that everyone else knows besides me and no one wants to let me in on it. Today I was asking a friend of my crush if I should ask them to be my valentine on valentine's day. I told them I didn't want to necessarily date them, but I wanted to take them out on a date and tell them how I feel. I was told it was a selfish move and they already know how I feel and they dont feel the same way. I feel like shit for not realizing this, and I have no experience with romantic or emotional relationships. No one's ever had any sort of romantic interest in me and I don't see it ever happening. I just want to be loved by someone who knows me other than my family. The closest person I ever came to dating sent me a snapchat from their new boyfriend's account on new year's wishing me a happy new year, and the last time I talked to that person in person I asked them if we could ever have a shot, only for them to make out with my teammate in the club not even 5 minutes later. I'm a college student who gets no financial aid and am racking up loans and paying out of pocket and I'm 9 credits away from graduation, but I dont even feel like I belong in my field based off interactions with my peers. I joined orgs and I do a sport and stay active, but I still dont feel like I belong. I honestly feel like I don't belong anywhere in the world. I dont know what I'll do or where I'll go after I graduate. Everything I touch I feel like goes to failure, and I work in a restaurant job as a food runner and busser where I've worked for almost three years without the chance to become a server and make some more money instead of barely scraping by with rent every month. I feel like I'm destined for nothing and am a side character in everything I do. I'm not looking for sympathy this is the one place where I feel like someone actually understands me. I always say I have plans to own land when I'm 40 and just have a farm with dogs. I wish there wasn't a need for companionship. I've cried more in the past hour than I have in years. I'm not suicidal. I am lonely and I feel this is the only thing that is certain about my future. Everyone and everything feels so superficial and I wish I didn't want to feel a need to fit in or belong somewhere. At this point I'm giving up on trying to find someone or somewhere where I belong. I want to be the cold hearted person who doesn't feel a thing. I guess I must just be an all around shitty person and I try to better myself to be a better person, but I feel like it wont make a difference anyway. I know there's people dealing with rougher things than I am, but I still feel shitty.",4.210212520711764,4.504313449319216,5.561170304733093,83.22301185073123,70.33131618759455,8.413241120956705,27.08454001873064,8.344100000000001,1.6455320654131549,2494,75,527,35,42,841,272,661,0.091,0.743,0.166,0.9944,3,4,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,10,7,31,28,1,0,35,0,44,6,2,5,10,125,113,44,1,17,22,1,20,10,3,3,2,2,1,7,22,40,1,0,28,5,6,7,23,5,0,5,15,27,80,23,79,88,10,79,0,2,4,1,46,39,1,12,40,352,102,11,0.0,0.0,0.0467266937631173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047947695374018204,0.0,0.05283984706969533,0.0,0.07968463059709772,0.0,0.0,0.03256193770646288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348075859262964,0.0,0.0,0.042625832924037085,0.13429182880608642,0.0,0.044987455386891584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288277721701272,0.0,0.0,0.050250031711779886,0.08469686939371346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476515317630461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823050983761992,0.0,0.05259699404701383,0.030880436916867187,0.049365051743708914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500273219678335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805913537192291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039999925060715744,0.053861691480401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487838933809987,0.17325089179443676,0.04034331392848517,0.09150811151848197,0.1291018866496815,0.04683855450061973,0.04513963092280796,0.0,0.4357975725368852,0.3420747320506045,0.04597498535662025,0.0,0.08752800124394032,0.0,0.05790005712954108,0.0,0.07398824622381922,0.0,0.02501678036067316,0.04593353322938465,0.027212891792514463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274828916628944,0.0,0.042342591157432906,0.05097211803955164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674133414488231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047154900775817736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047516278502401935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157563978709613,0.039030862925558366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896339473130272,0.03382102911833923,0.2339311148882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020948220288451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321608550042974,0.0,0.09588639811068483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038219584430731104,0.05089182567573602,0.0,0.0710089609353375,0.07386031573510372,0.18498197951521908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594482634476383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978646504464367,0.0728340356768269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570953904997989,0.06639179217519657,0.29266582395711743,0.0500273219678335,0.0,0.04526471159985265,0.0,0.04585847473198125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789574560904138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051408194514163584,0.0,0.0,0.04554749629022343,0.03807831477001268,0.0,0.0,0.1144691475249508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915099363040721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881047218797013,0.12171279227077045,0.036862509425687626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051036680836852366,0.07647851245406248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052375998213256135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036001897374186805,0.03848637110334805,0.04185166709725388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095433589789317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027920838656545204,0.0,0.045387284091171085,0.09150811151848197,0.0,0.06501853967822722,0.0,0.0,0.0498476708255448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976975621053492,0.03800712823233145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518852880793355,0.046157298782875014,0.0,0.06971847966718396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235231174431645,0.0,0.12333978189743418 lonely,pinkngreenflowers,2020/01/16,Does anyone here have dependent personality disorder? My therapist and I have discussed the possibility of me having dpd as i emotionally rely on others to an unhealthy extent,7.115747126436781,10.740451379310343,9.745517241379314,42.40954022988509,69.6896551724138,12.142528735632188,37.25287356321839,11.20814326018867,6.518508045977013,146,8,16,6,3,53,27,29,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603142807848897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42667734211781455,0.0,0.3257940592858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187768757027153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250698383027393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197017735887469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322581424632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nocturnaldreaam,2020/01/16,I feel alone as usual Anyone can talk with me please :(,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.0909090909091,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.7112545454545454,42,0,9,0,1,13,11,11,0.322,0.526,0.151,-0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687802741262995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648408683399304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288594713076797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968434450381067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638007179705488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984995972821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2L82Pray,2020/01/16,"As Lonely At Work Now As In My Personal Life I started a new job a few months ago that I thought could become a life-long career. The people seemed very nice, and friendly..... at first. But very quickly, their true colors began to really show. I'm generally a polite and friendly sort of person. I don't expect everyone to ""like"" me, but I do expect a certain amount of courtesy and professionalism. Most of my new co-workers not only seem to disagree, they actively go out of their way to be rude. For example, someone from another department came into my work area a few weeks ago. I said, ""Good morning, how are you?"", typical greeting. They didn't answer; they didn't say a word; they just did what they came to do and left (No, there is no way they didn't hear me; they looked right at me, dead pan and kept going). Secondly, I'm new to this and I have a lot of questions about my job, the career, the day to day operations I don't feel were properly covered in training. When I ask questions, I'm often answered with condescension and a nasty tone. Fine. Whatever. You don't pay my salary and I don't work for you. I started to just avoid the really rude people. Problem is, most of them are rude, as a general rule. It's the ""company culture"" it seems like. They use ""stress"" and ""being tired"" as an excuse, but IMO, it's just an excuse to be an asshole. There are 1 or 2 genuinely nice people and though I didn't deliberately try to ""latch on"" to them in some weird, creepy way, if I do talk to anyone, it's usually one of them. I'll stop on my way to somewhere else, just to so ""Hi"" (real quick), ""How's your day going?"" and move on. I don't monopolize their time but I do try to be friendly. For once, we all have the weekend off (which is rare). Today, I overheard one of the co-workers I'm friendly with invite someone out this weekend. I didn't linger around to hear the details but I heard it involved a certain type of private club. The friendly coworker, John, is a member. I know this ""club""; my parents were members of their local chapter for over a decade and kept trying to get me to join, so I know the atmosphere /type of place. Only men are allowed to be ""full"" members; the women have a ""chapter"" but their role usually involves doing all the cooking and cleaning and grunt work with none of the benefits of full membership. I already know this isn't the type of place I would enjoy. I told my mother for years, When they let women become full members, let me know, I'll stop in. But the truth is, it's really ""redneck"" and not my type of place. And at the time, I didn't think anything of John talking to this person about going. I know some of them hang out after hours. But when I was leaving work tonight, a bunch of people were gathered in the parking lot laughing and joking and I overheard them all talking with John about ""being there"" this weekend. So, pretty much everyone got an invite to go...... Except me. I'm the only one who wasn't asked. It isn't that I would particularly enjoy going to this type of place: I wouldn't--but they don't know that. None of them know I hate Country music, or that my parents were members for a long time, or that I don't even drink beer. None of them know anything about me, or what I'd like/not like. But I guess that isn't the point. I do my job and (though I'm still learning and have made a few mistakes) I work my ass off and haven't made any major mistakes that would, or should, get me ""blacklisted"". But I'm still not ""fitting in"" with the group. I'm the odd person out. Again. It's been my life for as long as I can remember. I just don't ""fit"" with the ""clique"". And hearing them all stand around laughing and talking about the ""great time"" they're going to have hurt. Especially when it was coming from one of the few people I actually like there and thought they liked me. But whatever, right? I'm not there to make friends. I'm there to make money and advance my career. I wouldn't even enjoy going to a place like that. Right? Right. 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Stole this idea from someone else on here I think. [survey](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/FTZ8ZVM),12.185000000000002,17.48701416666667,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,74.0,6.844444444444445,33.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.337644444444445,117,5,14,2,3,30,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40753262036086507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507185996572206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119121697642307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133502174504422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125919313007723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,overit_37,2020/01/16,"I’m not alone, but that’s now how I feel I dread going home because he’s not there anymore, he’s not gone but just not here. We didn’t break up but I never see him. His mom is terminal and I shouldn’t feel this way, he left to take care of her but somehow I feel like he’s gone. When I see him I get so happy and I smile so much but then it reminds me that it’s just right now, in an hour he’ll be gone again. He’ll be gone and I’ll go home to sit on my bed, waiting for a text or a phone call, anything to help me forget he’s not here. I know in my heart he’s not leaving but in my head I’m alone when he’s not here. I’ll do anything to distract myself from the loneliness, but how can I feel so alone when I’m not. I have my family and all my friends and most of all I have him, but it’s like I’m on this island in the middle of a lake where I can see everyone around me, I can hear them call out to me, sometimes they even come to my tiny island but they always leave and I’m alone. At the end of the day I’m alone. I want off my tiny island.",-0.2366376306620204,0.8188210853658582,2.121660859465738,100.71573170731709,82.04878048780488,5.336120789779327,17.405342624854818,5.622346879071545,-0.8145828106852502,801,14,222,4,21,274,113,246,0.057999999999999996,0.777,0.165,0.9773,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,0,21,7,0,2,8,0,11,2,2,2,3,46,40,25,0,2,20,1,4,2,1,3,0,1,3,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,7,11,2,0,0,5,8,36,5,23,30,4,36,0,0,3,0,25,15,0,3,13,135,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893090629157144,0.0,0.0,0.09469018035362604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128583822161334,0.0,0.0,0.1872943470820374,0.10130555358181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693710310861263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324037317319804,0.0,0.11602602763094183,0.0,0.0,0.0980280685916302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339117014526078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079245185551848,0.0,0.0,0.07516340127965608,0.0,0.0,0.1087401612905309,0.0,0.0,0.10727990482351507,0.0,0.23016149444782816,0.08129828256609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792110004758064,0.0,0.05945546654276562,0.0,0.12934959288727665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114153040567027,0.0,0.0,0.11679097022951525,0.0,0.12826014474189146,0.13485278461916986,0.07627730944692193,0.0,0.22830006512410456,0.0,0.11206944238961307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254114987156703,0.0,0.0,0.24099417305633875,0.12364333311663492,0.0,0.0,0.11119323409349036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328043020217412,0.0,0.0,0.0836556204803776,0.0,0.0877690787486372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718402811714974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720500589095584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255047278964983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556295310374816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712180852713187,0.09032863175935804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xiggersam,2020/01/16,"So I think I figured out why I’ve accepted that I’ll be forever alone. Smoked some weed just now and I had an English class earlier that’s seems like it’s gonna be fun so I feel like writing. For some reason, I come across as awkward and the type of girls that I like typically aren’t into that. I could go into a long list of things that I personally find fucked up about myself but frankly I think you’ve all heard the speech about a depressed lonely male who doesn’t really care enough about himself to even make an effort at this point. While I think I could tell that story in a number of ways, that’s not we’re here for. Typically I think that because of the person that I am, the girls who develop feelings for me are girls who typically pity me. Now I know pity isn’t a word that you’d probably describe the situation with, but as a teenager trying to date and having this feeling that I couldn’t provide for anyone especially myself. This kinda manifested into my current lack of willingness to do anything for myself. That’s why i think that any girl attracted to that may treat their man with something akin to pity or a lacking. Not being able to provide or contribute to anything in my family would just make me feel useless. At the same time though I would like to experience all aspects of my life instead of just working all the time, but again story for another time. I’ve yet to meet a women confident enough to bring the confidence out of me because broken people are attracted to each other. Maybe this is a similar feeling but i think that the best man has a stronger woman behind him. That said there is no real best man anymore. Most of the young men in the world today, i being one, are either broken or douchebags. Kinda obvious choice for alot of people. Anyway, just me ranting into space, hope this finds you well. May we weather the impending storm together.",5.827430187345357,6.368377617886182,6.304354895722869,78.4386744432662,66.8590785907859,9.235819488629671,30.677624602332983,9.20300075937882,2.5610468009897494,1507,54,283,26,23,489,193,369,0.099,0.735,0.166,0.9794,2,3,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,4,20,23,1,1,24,0,25,2,0,3,4,72,49,16,0,8,14,0,5,4,0,5,1,3,0,13,27,14,0,0,18,0,0,3,7,8,1,1,3,8,36,14,49,33,16,33,0,6,0,1,28,16,1,13,17,207,63,3,0.1063648242109121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101618799299052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233172786865838,0.11153279230500923,0.0,0.0,0.10548532453636483,0.07437275819361544,0.0,0.17505837491041926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967801919273325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232466416423681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844602712695564,0.0,0.0,0.09162387787251958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984731429579136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916118672349549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198065930392199,0.0,0.07025296324075894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404520788784992,0.10027129003911152,0.0,0.2689062551320755,0.07598705166897239,0.0,0.0,0.194431044735022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833256604304498,0.0,0.0,0.06044958077739718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056442702165006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058455325705852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512862092172533,0.2078579216586199,0.0,0.0,0.09412952232083613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199869219435948,0.0,0.10685776232392827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207555762860088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747995305499575,0.1857473236368878,0.0,0.0,0.10054913902878723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467927044757124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210664561755165,0.06814003001649295,0.10936075432527416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117730512423624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683054117819556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195585189245017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818848381927062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296754457973834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066406293545986,0.4089257071859347,0.10450289974351143,0.0,0.18606655308192266,0.0,0.1008214164394915,0.0,0.0,0.07221473366877776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442744658357837,0.0,0.0,0.09563475086747276,0.0,0.1919554197205259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743485882448632,0.0,0.0,0.15111703872707696,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheShrinky,2020/01/16,"My 4th time back around I’m not good at keeping friends. I’m actually the opposite of good. I’m also a garbage human being. I have a cycle of making friends that I get very closed to (mostly online) and I become perhaps too attached or even obsessed can be a word used to describe it. We become close friends and I start to think I’m entitled to things other friends shouldn’t be. I get jealous. I feel like I’m not cared for. I start to say I’m not happy with the friendship and that some things should be changed. I make it seem like it’s all their fault. I guilt trip them into believing it. I gaslight them into thinking they are wrong for feeling attacked. I convince myself I’m the victim none the less. I’m a horrible person, and just today I lost yet another group of friends that I considered family to the same thing I have done prior to them. It’s a cycle. But it hurts so much. I want to have friends but now I’m actually scared that if I make friends with someone I’ll just do it all again. I’m not healthy. But I don’t want to be alone. I’m a mess. And if I could be reborn as someone else then I would do it.",0.2907504520795676,2.536010514767934,2.1498899939722733,94.72476265822786,87.31223628691983,4.904701627486439,21.966395418927068,6.367922702773337,0.33575599758890906,880,32,195,9,28,290,123,237,0.16399999999999998,0.708,0.128,-0.8107,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,5,1,11,25,3,3,11,0,19,0,0,4,2,47,48,15,0,8,12,0,2,2,7,3,0,1,0,2,16,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,2,3,27,14,21,36,8,17,0,2,0,0,17,6,0,6,12,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.21139491807895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217917307311576,0.0,0.08661753538537043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357518970511883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642116457784147,0.0,0.12322120236696615,0.0,0.08328569240998238,0.0,0.0,0.2392454816994099,0.0,0.1220311930353398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043189943660424,0.0,0.11458035358151243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647878593990449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084138015640199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048126670636134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153944111428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210746591034288,0.0,0.10953219518075984,0.07737853262774089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585774243412479,0.0,0.1131777108338426,0.0,0.0,0.18169491549931147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530076118703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595086280906533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627320253647187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058321162601665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823598173068002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689847537954302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962221285021512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457437173089653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613451523233043,0.1084397932352062,0.0,0.0,0.09860370978149492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354580418690547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533284108085224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587420669828028,0.1388046624647464,0.0,0.0,0.06315793955397339,0.0,0.10266766626930172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354729751216152,0.0,0.08936922633898912,0.12777113826302364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769421530045057,0.11842280890381522,0.0,0.0 lonely,anxious-warlock,2020/01/16,"I'm THAT ""un-datable""? There are some issues going on with me: major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder, among others (I had a rough life), but some other issues of different nature: hyper-empathy and highly introvert. Oh, and I'm gay. I get it, I'm quite a complex person to cope, I know that. I'm 25 years old (almost 26) and I had two boyfriends, but they never knew how to deal with... me. It's not like I want to date right now, but I feel that the chance to meet someone has been taken from me just because the way I am. Sometimes I feel truly hopeless and I think I will never met a man who can understand what's going on with me.",5.609253731343284,5.732797798507463,7.057425373134332,74.29792910447763,67.28358208955224,10.282089552238807,30.929104477611947,10.125756701596842,3.0571671641791043,531,19,100,12,8,183,89,134,0.131,0.8190000000000001,0.05,-0.7467,1,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,27,24,8,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,3,15,1,12,17,3,14,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,3,7,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589122363149781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140285813835727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967402879612613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360975657337368,0.13668559208644984,0.0,0.0,0.16580470758279148,0.5456419259064298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048405870480248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291269228905247,0.0,0.1803824545731688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767221443352062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127711324535025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721578378289091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209246512777428,0.07753139399206285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447939959749533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652592582852638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771363981116865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687939155720199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552646858623146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344635500344912,0.0,0.15695550401043962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168670299509157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502402117039232,0.16520929283855942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360366977007513,0.12596638266336288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219573858050242 lonely,yoyoyeae,2020/01/16,Haven’t gone out in weeks Lost my friends I feel so lonely 20 f,-3.2300000000000004,-2.118756666666666,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,115.66666666666666,2.0,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.2263333333333333,50,1,14,0,3,16,15,15,0.29600000000000004,0.523,0.18,-0.2484,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842415663173783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712689443968908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658650981773845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892890686314828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gaysalt,2020/01/16,"Discord server about music, film, art and psychology We're a community of people interested in the internet, music, film, design and psychology. That includes discussing albums, talking about mental health, sharing youtube videos and way more. [JOIN SERVER](https://discordapp.com/invite/HYZwuJs) [WEBSITE](https://gaysalt.now.sh/)",13.945714285714278,19.59591452380953,9.600285714285716,41.1947142857143,58.523809523809526,10.026666666666667,41.73333333333333,9.888512548439397,6.442813333333335,278,14,21,7,5,78,36,42,0.062,0.81,0.127,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380978534826449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101598593557788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509555128750675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068877693083813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018210909712303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LizLizR,2020/01/16,"All my friends are younger than me I have two friends who are my age (14) but the rest are younger (11 or 12 at the oldest). this is because when I was younger me and my family moved, but since I was younger, I got along very well with the kids I met when I joined a homeschool co-op type thing. Now, I'm older than all of them (obviously they didn't just magically age up lmao) besides for two. I feel lonely when everybody else is getting texts and making plans all the time, but most of the kids I know really can't. I guess I kind of do this to myself in some ways, I have a very clear idea of what I want in my future, and I just feel a lot different than a lot of kids my age. No clue why, I just do (not in a cocky way I just literally feel different) What should I do? I don't go to school, so I'm kind of stuck with whatever kids I meet at these events I go to. I just feel isolated a lot of the time, I guess, and today was a horrible day with that. Thanks :)",1.6399285714285732,2.5524048380952418,3.3516071428571443,94.41026785714287,76.80952380952381,7.345238095238094,22.172619047619047,7.865858978985527,0.5791190476190478,736,19,188,11,16,246,109,210,0.091,0.809,0.1,0.2238,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,11,7,0,0,13,0,17,0,0,1,5,39,35,12,0,2,10,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,7,4,31,6,24,27,9,26,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,8,15,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538575274673581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033396519703916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926879806596863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170110334917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204611902886906,0.0,0.2832956660589671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164364344120331,0.0,0.07318112021947014,0.0,0.15921072792548965,0.0,0.11202727429148597,0.0,0.3086071696834237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812268586487613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917240020151937,0.07697915218818417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572491085169401,0.0,0.0,0.09349822967335122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488729068757008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973282891522537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175895024028962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586786822636712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289582121692431,0.0,0.0,0.09305669909901068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633526153961151,0.0,0.13277057421556468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736572946063675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311458695691857,0.08261728357036968,0.2223630843191544,0.0,0.0,0.12594031343784273,0.0,0.12639195222663593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mili_rp,2020/01/16,"I'm here for you! I've been through a lot of bad things... Bulimia, depression, loneliness... But I want to let you know that I'm here for you, that I understand what you are going through and that I'm here for you if you need to talk. Anyways, everything is going to be better, just be patient ☺️",1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677421,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,81.25806451612901,7.359139784946238,24.849462365591396,8.344100000000001,1.5533784946236555,228,9,52,5,6,77,39,62,0.121,0.81,0.068,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,11,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714656592644697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287546498229789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800295465675868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220124023246336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695518758913892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868010822100958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324621747465442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764095107015398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410759477422635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613230292821491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599849560636436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384664225112555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917670531521569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_TAmtenise,2020/01/16,Why am I so lonely? It makes no sense. I talk to people and I have friends but when I go to sleep at night I cry because I still feel unloved. I’m not sure if this is just me being actually lonely or if its my depression talking.,-0.5899333333333311,1.4633949400000006,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,89.6,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.10193333333333364,177,6,42,2,6,61,41,50,0.389,0.5770000000000001,0.034,-0.9703,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,10,8,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,3,7,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2796091740994157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746642960246787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147366287063468,0.0,0.0,0.24678542127201755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487674022679264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213701714547132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283998687208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125910283755065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688863278345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986418541743656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867340844159051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882095844443584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700484554385927,0.0,0.0,0.4605993521752159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585461935825603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Geomaster53,2020/01/16,No one wants me No one wants me. I can’t get any friends. I can’t get any girl friends. No one wants to sit next to me anywhere. Even online people just don’t talk to me and they abandon me if they do talk to me. I just don’t understand why everyone hates me. I’m not a mean person. I’m very nice to people. I just don’t get it.,-1.6523830409356712,0.11442075000000253,1.0559649122807038,102.53230994152048,91.5,4.430409356725146,16.339181286549707,5.82211442006289,-0.8557204678362571,251,6,68,2,9,86,37,76,0.16,0.721,0.12,-0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,17,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,0,0,13,3,5,17,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644664910200253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284329520357894,0.0,0.0,0.1858061194893103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004644875856909,0.0,0.3047776292483701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197995637433016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118139800791251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680068419960493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952947836866305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696154704825817,0.16978698126709044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258445395824097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243019177167326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044231519134908,0.34407644684862826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546164657487973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,murrayd2012,2020/01/16,"Am I hopless when it comes to love? Im a gay male who has a really hard time when it comes to accepting himself. My family and friends don’t care about my sexuality, and I don’t care about my orientation either because it doesn’t define me as a person nor does it make me into a stereotypical homosexual man... For years I’ve struggled to understand why I am single. And for the longest time I felt like it was because I was unattractive, useless, fat, a loser, ugly, and multiple other things I try not to think about myself.... every guy I’ve dated has either ghosted me, wanted sex from me, or something THEY wanted... all I’ve ever been after is a guy who’ll love my heart and make me feel like I matter and validated. I know that there’s this big thing where you have to rely on yourself and that you have to be happy with yourself before you can be with anyone else. My argument with that is that I’m not unhappy with myself per say, just that my past affects me in ways I wish it wouldn’t and that shit is hard to get rid of when it has affected you so deeply and is rooted into your psyche, that you can’t just get rid of it over night. I have been healing for A while now. I guess what I don’t understand is why is it so hard to date another guy? What is there to do when you’re out of ideas and options that you feel will fail because all of the other times have failed? Especially when that person has said they’re interested in you and they end up flaking or ghosting on you after weeks of non stop talking and getting to know one another... Am I the only one who feels this way? Because it is really lonely, and unbecoming for those of us who want love in their lives. I’m Monogamous and want nothing more than to meet a nice guy and make a life together. Your thoughts are welcomed. - thank you.",6.403069221967961,5.328191646739132,7.226727688787186,77.74779176201375,65.95652173913044,10.247368421052633,31.324942791762012,9.414487439383343,2.5199760869565218,1418,44,293,23,19,476,181,368,0.10099999999999999,0.757,0.142,0.9434,0,3,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,11,3,3,17,21,1,1,12,0,36,10,3,6,3,63,69,27,2,6,8,0,7,2,1,3,3,2,0,8,32,24,1,1,12,0,0,2,9,7,0,2,7,9,43,14,43,57,6,37,0,5,0,5,37,12,1,4,23,208,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937270206008221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459092685186629,0.09464936621131667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524439473301103,0.0,0.0786045391273123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836546003302632,0.0,0.0,0.15914620722124256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083820906273233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716767308389412,0.0,0.08181705841904673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355870766753247,0.07783013732222603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708317020323322,0.0,0.1401231150526529,0.0659929013693742,0.08869473216890594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136889366647459,0.0,0.14478677589173458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176175900180806,0.3658641067697505,0.0,0.09833517776094056,0.24825025517582736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946512317185647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042804201095294,0.09978112819211016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153404979117396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524737519891158,0.09025976808928818,0.0,0.08156904347269392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011682542910546,0.0,0.18498360212840487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668792011807361,0.0,0.08863654954071509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519172836045442,0.07025554480363183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818263436419611,0.0,0.16131702098134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835590884021012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787002221076037,0.0734605112709023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482187285257776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111498514298789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722985033602676,0.0,0.09657067442692993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424773168901158,0.0,0.08504672475064294,0.0,0.0,0.12274003091932617,0.05919033411833724,0.0,0.07333563487614105,0.16159426396969465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271673517720161,0.0,0.0,0.19233179864314368,0.11111605914569918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179412774809185,0.14664635705383575,0.07409785840231375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670860104059101,0.0,0.10622698558319042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948663624527361 lonely,hsarda21,2020/01/16,"Is it wrong to wish to give up? I want to give up. I want to end it. But I'm sure I will never. Is that supposed to be an issue? I mean I'm sensible enough to not hurt the ones close to me, can never be that selfish, even though I have some problems with them. So is it wrong to want to end my life but I'm So SURE that I will NEVER attempt to do it?",-1.7679810298102971,-0.18964189024389988,1.2023577235772365,102.67014905149051,89.85365853658537,4.132249322493226,15.208672086720867,5.033348758259628,-1.2358905149051491,263,5,73,1,9,92,43,82,0.071,0.742,0.187,0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,5,17,20,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,13,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965316056943826,0.18062173426508235,0.0,0.1154579749620416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538044436764525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713386079784544,0.0,0.0,0.1824524597833083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347092611007092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904154099157602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044644038485419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118453336972271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726611146529588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32950591622973713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174639510503786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30931602174967465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101872677410731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822467017462127,0.0,0.0 lonely,uwusagii,2020/01/16,"I hate being the ""mom"" I'm the kind of person who tries to talk to everyone. I want to be friendly, because I know what it likes to feel like nobody knows you exist. I haven't got all that many close friends, but the ones I do I'd lay down my life for. I help them with everything and always try to make sure they're doing alright, because they're all I got. The problem here is that I sometimes don't feel like I'm getting the same care and love back. This year we started high school and a lot changed. They're different. But we all change. I changed a lot too. For the better, I like to think. It's just that through all these changes I've supported them and done nearly everything possible, but then gotten little in return. I oftentimes ask them if they're okay. I check in after a rough day. I make sure they're eating and pay for their meals when they didn't pack a lunch. I just wish someone would ask if I'm okay and genuinely listen, instead of barely acknowledging my problem and just moving on. I've talked to them about this before and disclosed that a lot of the time I don't feel loved or appreciated, but it's usually a halfhearted answer and then the conversation turns to them. I guess a part of this is my fault. A lot of people are like this with me. I took on the ""mature"" role when we were younger. Kept us out of a bit of trouble. Often posed as the voice of reason, even if it meant not having as much fun. Guess' they got used to it and now feel it normal. But I'm tired of feeling like a parent watching them. I'm tired of not being asked if I'm okay or having anyone just check in. I just feel so lonely. I wish my friends would treat me more like someone they care about than their mom.",2.3254237288135613,3.982081994350288,3.312000000000001,92.3342711864407,76.5141242937853,6.188926553672317,21.969491525423727,6.88968998030894,0.3932989830508484,1342,36,296,13,30,429,176,354,0.08800000000000001,0.68,0.23199999999999998,0.9947,2,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,1,11,1,17,31,1,0,20,4,18,8,0,4,6,74,61,28,0,12,18,3,7,7,3,2,3,2,0,1,17,17,3,1,13,0,3,2,6,6,0,1,10,10,41,25,39,46,13,26,0,1,1,2,35,11,0,13,20,188,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525892151006515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483913725198185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996060845938573,0.0,0.0,0.06030679251441495,0.0,0.09561875699919813,0.0,0.06673700657241624,0.0,0.0,0.06936376953115847,0.08562377547940246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599264760509527,0.0,0.33186845950219235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050579992499275084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194124897597285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802597411593632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802520910474012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051801385172362005,0.0,0.0,0.07494193826803541,0.14097323117464094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379352987508848,0.16808833464264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178134667151688,0.0,0.040975733808601485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817967353756715,0.0,0.17279600528729705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743205702185127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256907243819619,0.0828641771970761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167137245443665,0.08620467244598558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539647653718849,0.2682139455401123,0.07860611356062769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667089422344513,0.1415698415371723,0.0,0.10470346885046533,0.07951434357836351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837093793867366,0.0,0.08335724549114591,0.057654083564069425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684342728396842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314528455457069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870857369847492,0.08493058763509899,0.0,0.0543725524233216,0.06848087406274267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841652135770764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009125647917593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063771684803285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937398324339219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329046851829311,0.0,0.07756794254980229,0.0,0.05551220377490823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899990521954011,0.14783615327395344,0.0,0.0,0.1260759598040783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025391358991424,0.0,0.0,0.0457323778683374,0.18028439701848256,0.0,0.0,0.08713711848051027,0.10649581345276456,0.08530785235857162,0.0,0.0,0.09434001206338573,0.06773717427453352,0.08637808020266521,0.0,0.046259251148611666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037815916842065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142692874578157,0.0,0.0,0.0505054807031155 lonely,low-lolita,2020/01/16,"Lonesome Ever just want someone to talk to? Someone you can rant to about anything and anyone without being judged or your words being spread to others. Someone you can just lose it in front of, let out your anger and depression and just get the weight off your shoulders knowing that they’re listening to you. I need that. But I can’t go to therapy because of my busy schedule...I just need all of this weight off of my shoulders and let out this suppressed anger and depression.i",6.13201465201465,7.189292769230776,5.3667582417582445,83.5990750915751,66.36263736263737,7.8249084249084255,32.74908424908425,7.793537801064563,2.276471062271062,386,16,70,4,6,116,56,91,0.18899999999999997,0.7979999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,2,22,14,7,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,10,0,17,10,1,8,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394011541141307,0.0,0.15763392073072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167705036014732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498654034802596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327298885624287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007988437478713,0.0,0.1088654505029662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527393714605797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917571176352591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430169597839016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840720707271352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869132638882641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539651191918838,0.0,0.0,0.21906049994198332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298444410641545,0.0,0.0,0.4665261820849819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465274342434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i_mSoTired,2020/01/16,"My Past Haunts Me I didnt really do anything to cause my pain but i definitely had a huge roll in sustaining it, listening to sad music to make myself feel worse about what happened. I was bullied in school- the usual story. But I’m the only one to blame, I’m just too sensitive and dont know how to not be sensitive. Everytime i see a picture of someone in my old school, doesn’t even have to be one of the mean kids... my body temperature skyrockets and i feel scared, i feel like I’m reliving it and i will never be able to escape that feeling, ive been alone ever since, my human interactions from there on have been online only, and i just long for a feeling of security, ive even started going out to restaurant simply to try and talk to the waitors as a start... i feel like the world has abandoned me. It doesnt owe me anything this much i know, yet i havent committed suicide yet because i want to believe that maybe things will pick up... my birthday is friday, and I havent celebrated it since i was 15 (when it started) I’m contemplating some sort of euthanasia but this sub has made me feel better sometimes so i figured i’d post here again... no real question here, just hoping some kind hearted individuals on this sub would be here for me in a time of need :(",3.66000614376408,4.890607206225685,5.158414908867503,82.17115912348967,72.26848249027238,8.056440712676633,28.31230800737252,8.532816995589336,2.014109727626459,1000,38,202,17,19,337,145,257,0.155,0.703,0.142,-0.6987,1,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,1,10,0,26,3,2,5,3,43,53,13,1,4,7,0,7,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,12,7,0,2,12,0,1,1,9,4,0,2,7,9,29,6,29,39,3,26,0,2,1,0,6,10,0,5,16,138,41,2,0.11721325390426925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139758137701033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291304149345487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145211164595314,0.0,0.0,0.13205919852329193,0.0,0.103665597844282,0.0,0.1301975012510467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041029963646074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737306061703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548364974784883,0.1060260987418407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148658012675207,0.16747434401905095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661499337429243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365129332482967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889827023637288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641920870252832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205956667982135,0.1288346779087504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452895037495872,0.0,0.0,0.10373004121928336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091001494213366,0.07824075715693275,0.0,0.11775646807896185,0.1276795957445986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616522834948685,0.08691214256626828,0.09040208737886683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299559258093452,0.0,0.15885346869677375,0.17829192285141168,0.1247231663030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189331380775758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122578965042737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313056698861273,0.0,0.0,0.1334143441900698,0.07508981186797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173509151756442,0.2372521413361788,0.09340378771056143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392002975591185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931440966170148,0.0,0.11592690524646394,0.0,0.24889243322024615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821227529033674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421157352910632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778712775789233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834799095559804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958010532093975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909383941177333,0.0,0.06913541404342886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119450319536881,0.08326493256104572,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,G59WHORE,2020/01/16,"Do you think it would be weird if I messaged an old friend? Do you think it would be weird if I messaged an old friend who I kind of lost contact with? We were best friends back in high school before she moved away. She’s moved back since and we’ve spoken a few times, and each time she just leaves me on read. It kind of makes me feel bad, but would it be weird if I told her I missed our friendship and try to plan some time to hang out? I feel like she doesn’t like me or thinks I’m weird now or something. She’ll comment on some of my social media posts every once in a while and never respond after I do. And when I had her number she rarely answered. I’m wondering if I should even try or if it would be awkward if I even said anything. I wouldn’t want her to feel bad for me and talk to me out of pity.",4.131186440677965,3.3894424858757084,4.446333333333335,94.71017796610172,70.46892655367232,7.3059887005649715,24.479661016949148,4.935628992294339,0.15410101694915254,628,12,158,1,10,197,96,177,0.129,0.7509999999999999,0.12,0.139,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,3,7,18,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,1,1,41,32,18,0,13,11,0,3,2,3,7,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,10,0,0,5,4,30,8,18,16,5,24,0,3,0,0,26,8,0,12,14,104,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021365198389565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661064202668606,0.1908743888724391,0.20726259484578133,0.0,0.0,0.10561318894253152,0.0,0.13025160924037013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639542964444185,0.0,0.10457270139478893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882696494321132,0.08866817156577962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876740911568226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113488980639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849448554054283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142044338722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127317387719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548678111771012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284809138572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638303684847649,0.0,0.0,0.09572556131585304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260476776157677,0.13217900684612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188683853058973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414913441502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806230735732312,0.0,0.0,0.12561155976196495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266966304093914,0.0,0.0,0.12652016991215245,0.0,0.0955502118063053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099759375253449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858469282619665,0.0,0.0,0.2171183206738079,0.0,0.0,0.11859772399939987,0.0,0.1685326184891274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320656533488655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459801629082527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526724941174764,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kokoszka-001,2020/01/17,"I am ready to love someone forever and ever, for the good and for the bad, until my death, but no-one around me seems to think in the same way. When i look for a relationship with a girl i bond so fucking quickly. One good conversation and i could already jump into fire for her, i could buy her the world. and when i do get into a relationship i am willing to stay in it for the good and the bad, i would never think of just leaving someone, i am always the one that gets left. because they don't want to be in a relationship atm or because they found someone better. i am such a useless piece of shit. i just want to find someone who won't turn on me if any minor inconvenience happens.",6.491448692152917,4.935035267605635,7.279175050301813,79.0055633802817,66.04225352112675,9.804426559356136,33.66599597585513,8.418075326091056,2.421560160965794,536,19,115,6,7,180,82,142,0.177,0.706,0.11699999999999999,-0.8487,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,10,2,0,12,0,12,3,1,0,2,27,25,12,1,6,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,1,2,18,5,21,18,2,18,0,1,1,2,11,9,2,3,6,87,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345801756145565,0.0,0.1081702518981426,0.0,0.0,0.08840432534120335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157273880850285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170888143013133,0.15849334913074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497426327575593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075885323602358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759226632886367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881746670282994,0.0,0.0,0.14253807629786172,0.0,0.12018272501231697,0.13583906522586464,0.0,0.0,0.3271130061194704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495839830589373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765102309518662,0.14124516859936675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916709498401857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732989962065317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026386391547767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618246469426332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41871341877777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834694009834618,0.0,0.0,0.13344293177256178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405936519335115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385624951963698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659725187306693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140245754893474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335450643611995,0.1031877942837835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923481316559038,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Radium3y3s,2020/01/17,"Hard to be positive Sometimes... my world crumbles around me. It’s like I’m standing still but the ground around me is separating and I feel like I’m in a constant state of flailing. Guess you could say I’m not grounded. I have these ideas. I have these fantasies. I have a picture of what I want things to be and look like and I think I try to shove everything into that box and when it doesn’t fit.... I just kick the box and throw it in the trash compactor. *sigh* Nothing seems to go right. When it does something comes out of the blue and completely fucks my world up. I’m not happy in my life right now. I just don’t feel like this is where I’m suppose to be. Or what I’m suppose to be doing. Idk. I feel like I’m never satisfied.... but it would help if I could actually make a living wage in this world. Sometimes it’s just so hard to be positive.",-0.3080400372439485,1.944932262569836,1.426012569832405,98.12289222532593,92.29608938547486,4.547579143389199,19.190176908752328,6.21433560688645,-0.1446705772811918,661,21,153,7,24,214,93,179,0.076,0.775,0.149,0.9226,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,11,8,1,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,1,33,35,13,0,5,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,11,0,0,6,1,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,8,17,6,19,27,0,29,0,0,2,1,3,18,1,4,11,95,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.14055168486700578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643297883240657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406836915331873,0.15101183524023373,0.1556443559515166,0.0,0.22999113090442816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604088955441367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944412302534647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847641447210053,0.30868338460162315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331526386669199,0.0,0.0,0.08185509145867406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866435904407986,0.0,0.0,0.1533217203001382,0.25804367643515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965397107425072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625913916958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173205599816684,0.351826864822073,0.0,0.12718038806899667,0.0,0.12094822073001447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614058350035322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108416822732724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819986465157816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460002333918171,0.0,0.11453776988702627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111873899211152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088068491368114,0.2848970464697924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150218741778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568657482875967,0.09228807084912954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778634612685087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495213093786902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231418371220576,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,averyk64,2020/01/17,"Someone to Talk to This is kind of weird, but is anyone down to talk? I haven't spoken to anyone outside my family in a while, and I think I would enjoy just talking to someone else. Interests wise, I like video games and books, art, poetry, history, comic books, anything paranormal. I'm really big on music, whether it's Frank Sinatra or alt-J or the Lumineers or Otis Redding. Personally, I don't care about your age. If you're older, that's fine. I myself am eighteen, almost nineteen. I'm really just wanting to get to know someone who I can have long conversations with, get to know, become friends with. And if you happen to play games, I wouldn't mind sitting down and gaming either. I have a PC, Xbox, and a Playstation. Feel free to private message me on here if you're interested at all.",4.607390029325514,5.8085301612903235,5.816422287390027,78.45917888563051,69.96774193548387,8.47507331378299,29.574780058651037,8.841846274778883,2.415258064516129,625,24,116,11,11,209,102,155,0.031,0.769,0.2,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,28,21,14,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,10,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,14,12,20,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,7,5,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136366154973693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532840388867789,0.0,0.1490448025432829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003076340127066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466202154580366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130097107143886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707420696928922,0.0,0.09157877700926467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399314309282391,0.0,0.18925351264560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016217905598956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860667867216088,0.1990755936558974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848517789142996,0.0,0.0,0.16028386045491094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828776972797137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581453797258771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320578452598693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460382454077887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367277172729879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605319523385342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682817558708764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866113494729048,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,4557ty,2020/01/17,Just want someone to talk too I'm 14 I don't really have anyone I can talk too so does anyone on here wanna?,-2.2910000000000004,-0.5432753999999953,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,103.0,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.1532,85,1,20,1,4,31,20,25,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369986209844144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360379615630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459980175633348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253590238740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172837497696937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264911094464603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Logan_Is_Not_Cool,2020/01/17,"I can't tell them. Does anyone else feel left out of friend groups? I only have 2 friends but because of my own fucking stupidity I can't tell them I feel left out. I want to be Involved more, but when I'm not depression goes into overdrive. I've already broken down and pretty much had to be dragged back into sanity by one of them(I still haven't found a way to apologise or even thank them for this, or at least nothing I'd ever have the balls to actually do) and they probably don't even realise I feel this way, like I said I'm fucking stupid. I actually like fucking asshole when I feel like this but that just makes things worse. I don't even think I should be friends with them I've done nothing but fuck them over and stress them out. Like. What the fuck do I do. I don't know anyone. This is the lowest point in my life I've ever reached I thought friends would help my lonely after I made them only known them for a few months so it probably doesn't even matter but its just made things worse. Please. What the fuck do i do I don't know anymore.",2.53629292929293,4.068399154545457,3.3903030303030306,92.524898989899,75.63636363636364,6.343434343434343,23.58585858585859,6.937597516519254,0.5814191919191916,834,25,186,8,18,265,111,220,0.13699999999999998,0.621,0.242,0.977,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,9,0,13,20,8,1,6,0,23,7,0,3,2,38,46,13,0,3,10,0,4,4,4,2,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,10,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,7,5,29,9,21,34,5,22,0,2,0,6,19,12,6,2,12,120,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.18056067772561554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209152231259397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174904924247336,0.12937590861660034,0.09479154697422204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113757134302162,0.0,0.05639568831434389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968219043813224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095964292643917,0.09467396332398094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728359312720648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444185525194645,0.1673684564413949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711147433758174,0.0660920348494874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143684852276384,0.28590441150465995,0.5131663281319419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062010197941049165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168657261555243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103350829354694,0.0,0.06534538876154489,0.1807907097363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750780065005973,0.06175382717818612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384380866094266,0.0,0.0680084499896953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753939589332565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268989468545,0.14072216311696287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155261325306994,0.08745565270418433,0.0,0.0,0.09412001840886014,0.1994915231598476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800201915162256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388181640968301,0.0,0.10597449810149133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172266356648954,0.08517448057925202,0.0,0.0,0.1229244090291191,0.0592792488908121,0.0,0.07344579849299572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456716634486131,0.14686664686408826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885593815065999,0.06571930592471936,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shnww1,2020/01/17,"I've think I've ruined/damaged all my relationships and I'm so lonely Recently me and a girl I was close friends with has practically became someone I can't stand. Whenever I talk to her even if it's for the shortest amount of time she finds a way to insult me. And my 'best friend' practically ignores me when we all hang out (lunch time and breaks). The other girl I hardly talk to and we were never friends. Not long ago I start hanging out we another group but it just turned into a big argument with group one and I still want to be friends with group one so I stopped hanging group two for a while. Now it's even worse in group one and it feels awkward group two. At this point I don't even like to hang out with people because it's always awkward. I don't know what to do any time I reach out to be friends with people more I think I'm just annoying them.",1.1263421052631557,3.321530505555561,2.46140350877193,94.2892105263158,82.83333333333333,5.567251461988303,21.695906432748536,6.8360192770164,0.3928888888888884,681,22,152,8,19,219,98,180,0.145,0.747,0.10800000000000001,-0.7765,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,1,10,13,2,2,6,0,9,1,0,0,3,37,18,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,21,1,2,5,0,0,4,5,6,0,5,2,2,22,7,22,14,5,30,0,1,0,0,23,10,0,1,14,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163654296403527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417736820593327,0.0,0.0,0.09331376259513928,0.1438862973330441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364755172675703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400308642014795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718959657105239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938215134942241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254158644078944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300760741881351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292145211494775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541208465588185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703837073542344,0.0,0.0,0.12143467545790962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583190763766404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894984697504194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902610338841256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971649876130545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548740741960533,0.14732206976083234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626538429756852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712445721851108,0.0,0.1095834317217452,0.11472139688074973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058319309255647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584904754700303,0.0,0.0,0.2400408599765482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925508795145734,0.26808644263975995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093544038283178,0.1089182152722707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983808948499865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Uwuowo6969,2020/01/17,"I've stayed in my room for 5 years I am 14, I am lonely and socially isolated. I have moved 14 times in my life the final being to Tennessee from the state of Utah. and I believe that is a part of it. I used to have friends back when I was 7 8 9 10 and 11. My best friend who I met at 7 and miss very much started pushing away from me when I moved away to another town, Eventually he moved to my the same town I was living in but still never made an effort. He made friends with other people and kinda didn't really talk to me. I believe his mom had a factor in him not talking to me because she'd always say no when we did want to talk. I'm pretty sure he regrets not spending time with me before I left. Eventually since he stopped making an effort I did as well. I have friends at school, But I never get invited anywhere nor do I even make the effort to invite anyone to my house so I guess it's even. I've pretty much spent the last 5 years in my room playing video games but I've even lost interest in that. I took up marijuana smoking and used it as an emotional crutch for like 7 months, Realized what I was doing to myself and have been sober for about 3 weeks. I don't really know who to turn to, I just want out of this teenage hell so I can go and live my own life.",4.123695652173911,3.617368869565219,5.5882246376811615,85.72190217391307,70.44927536231884,8.784057971014493,27.03260869565217,8.278499904357787,1.464417391304348,992,27,230,13,16,338,153,276,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.968,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,5,14,15,1,0,10,0,21,2,0,6,3,36,41,19,0,3,6,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,10,12,0,1,2,3,2,6,8,5,1,0,14,1,37,10,37,25,6,42,1,4,0,0,22,17,1,2,18,149,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493798702494572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703883482319128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137607886531869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181334585122847,0.07849252549041025,0.0,0.06222647075225333,0.0,0.08686179402240551,0.2300163750287445,0.10712571570090773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482524591814025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226684473933654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118226624075798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154642319687752,0.0,0.0533321156102132,0.0,0.05801390387741929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245163508250136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177855738326486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610000272972263,0.08320808928652444,0.0,0.0,0.11090923879077416,0.0,0.14420297168465196,0.049870691128813406,0.0,0.1802754276379419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143139405258437,0.0,0.0,0.19317942162789936,0.1362771813094702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955380599037947,0.08147856223090763,0.32548177960021113,0.15007976498492326,0.0,0.1574593868995141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054171573243722,0.0,0.07076879368184122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770228177996547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078896828543055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117739598293215,0.0,0.10330949704410422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444088482419107,0.0,0.0,0.10405678541312788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225211105016607,0.10880273654364536,0.08152049962250695,0.08534269683082789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962083419250519,0.0,0.0,0.2461419371528706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904628602854392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134136339925142,0.0,0.11103274600762107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632713187726945,0.0,0.08422594654001546,0.12041779370314824,0.0,0.08188169519852538,0.0,0.09178136842002753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147118479389006 lonely,nobodyformyown,2020/01/17,"Stuck. So, I got out of an abusive relationship a year ago and I’ve watched enough lifetime movies to know this should be my moment. I should have changed my life, gained a brand new, wonderful group of friends, found a man who is wonderful and loves me, and be living on some kind of rainbow right now. NONE OF THAT SHIT HAPPENED. Right now, every horrible thing he said is true. I’m alone without him. No one wants me. No one came back to be my friend. 99% of my own family doesn’t support me. I am entirely alone. I am actually regretting getting away from him bc this feeling of complete loneliness is worse than any beating he gave me. I am at my wits end. My job is suffering, and that’s literally all I have left. I’m drinking like a mad woman. I get up, go to work, come home alone, drink, fall asleep, and repeat. I am so broken I can’t go out by myself. And trust me I tried - I really did. I tried a lot of times, and every time I felt so uncomfortable I couldn’t breath. But I kept trying and it was worse and worse and worse. I tried tinder. And every time it was excruciating. I felt excposed, I didn’t trust any of my dates. Hell, I was convinced I was about to be murdered by all of them. I actually ended up outside of a couple bars on the curb crying and barely able to breath bc that is how incapable I am. I can’t do this alone, and I have no one. I’m afraid of becoming an alcoholic. I don’t know what to do.",0.8316597646033124,2.9314614358108138,2.8440061028770707,91.67919790758499,83.29054054054055,6.251787271142111,21.03487358326068,7.4822170145007005,0.6482470793374016,1099,34,248,18,31,369,157,296,0.22,0.6409999999999999,0.138,-0.9804,1,4,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,3,8,17,4,1,9,0,32,10,4,1,3,40,58,18,1,5,2,0,3,1,2,2,2,1,1,2,11,17,4,2,8,3,0,5,11,7,0,3,15,5,41,10,31,36,7,30,1,2,1,1,15,11,2,4,15,158,52,2,0.09169422138417796,0.1086426583902108,0.17896066604101007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128139474434037,0.0979932366662909,0.0,0.3798702392949064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471042974014425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614973937962644,0.07050719629792873,0.0,0.0,0.10126906346972384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487376164420034,0.0,0.0,0.09700032800459113,0.07898645256123862,0.0961396465657439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014579119096286,0.10072179656158788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965085720365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624277277191317,0.09474464210026123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317690087665301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644115134428207,0.0,0.0463633534349247,0.0,0.17608166420584226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053798092362573,0.1416854559681304,0.0,0.09581289226762213,0.0,0.1042238782135787,0.0,0.0733362452674629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108489714521208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197678033815934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099236607333074,0.0,0.0,0.09548542128467197,0.10078549212337788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962603982758016,0.0,0.06476634028393316,0.0447971649142849,0.0,0.08096767739824051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795514800444127,0.08275761478064166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855885039569825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864031324250613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587416661834321,0.0,0.0,0.09844527816220512,0.0,0.15661272810674834,0.08722220230176869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941228005694908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405351580108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060917566298622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040291362352838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490174294123463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408362748774502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838995729842689,0.19887694335506173,0.06675448524058747,0.0,0.3737769809878686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059048072258272424 lonely,avrilxox,2020/01/17,"Living alone Living alone, in a different country, with no friends is emotionally exhausting. Being apart from my boyfriend for more than a week is heartbreaking. I’m constantly getting intrusive thoughts when I’m left alone for too long. I have no motivation to clean my apartment or even cook for myself. I’m really in a rut right now and my only way of dealing is going to bed by 9pm and hoping tomorrow is a little less lonely.",5.334674796747964,6.916081573170736,6.2887804878048765,74.3169918699187,68.63414634146339,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.513725203252033,347,15,60,9,6,115,60,82,0.198,0.679,0.122,-0.5898,1,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,12,11,2,15,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028235618503818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966145596099744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002110424723332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027045415548088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824093414237408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814517919230975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498956264427549,0.0,0.10136491010748387,0.0,0.11026328290626963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270082446401324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079803213288176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445415357757667,0.3426378704093405,0.17169730568876365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755726701651736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429107547689723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568788114533292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402636030352398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400019831369796,0.15562725345284198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Visiions215,2020/01/17,I told my mom about my mental health issues and now she won’t stop crying and I feel like fucking shit and she won’t talk to me. Today I finally told my mom the extent of my issues. I talked to her for a hour about how I’ve been feeling because she has been concerned for me because of my constant need to be isolated and my quick temper and sadness I don’t vent because the feeling that no one gives a fuck... since then she just been broken I didn’t want to make her feel like this I just wanted to feel better about my situation thinking if I expressed it to loved ones it’ll kinda lighten the load this is why I don’t talk about it cause it just causes more negativity she won’t talk to me cause of it.,4.455933333333333,4.33620392666667,5.463333333333335,85.57833333333336,69.73333333333333,7.733333333333332,27.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,1.1515333333333335,559,16,122,4,9,185,80,150,0.166,0.732,0.102,-0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,5,0,13,5,1,5,0,25,29,8,0,4,4,2,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,5,26,4,16,18,2,8,0,1,0,3,18,0,3,2,10,85,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058132733808236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667608763891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717211865003156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034431394184026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249230075838347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049383339638493,0.17233786493646694,0.0,0.13213021726475374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301726561792887,0.0,0.11570698306604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821041455086685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878361889344664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517859825048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785491620608893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108861707811761,0.0,0.08051289956331784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155374088911115,0.0,0.0,0.2825307503904736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943610542054524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346663599912162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238117947355021,0.09977577190195873,0.13557875607659725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084135748008216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877900589349782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728661412941214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143309765770739,0.2305097554111412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422862673985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088382378017924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Koolpipi,2020/01/17,"My only friend spends alot of time with her bf I know its not okay to want a relationship so you can be less lonely or just cuz your friends have one. But its hard to accept that when your few friends and family members are always cooped up in their relationships. Its sad that they all have a favorite person who considers them their favorite back. I miss the days when everyone I was close to was single and I didn't have to feel like crap everything I think about relationships. If anyone feels this way, wanna talk? Feeling alone rn",3.9096008629989214,6.103764533980581,3.995663430420713,86.79947141316076,73.5631067961165,7.2962243797195265,23.09492988133765,8.167268648758528,1.1978314994606256,429,12,84,7,9,132,82,103,0.135,0.6759999999999999,0.188,0.8483,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,4,0,6,10,1,0,4,1,9,1,1,1,1,20,16,9,0,3,5,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,4,14,6,10,12,5,9,0,3,0,0,18,3,1,3,6,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926250150554916,0.0,0.0,0.15205349390920575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777536356993335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051501765716465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785154279986072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461495363856525,0.1642340376745901,0.0,0.17227007376840278,0.0,0.27719500002633884,0.13054878411708226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235511137685841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369825793111656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042857998112246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927704900253675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382868141752948,0.13898125042663667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956065356658286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885799205846358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468786929248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170917779077797,0.0,0.0,0.1065565853487822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778420176136344,0.1450497190707112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mattbears99,2020/01/17,"Nothing Helps I feel kinda bad posting here because I see people have it worse then I do. I do have friends and even when I'm with friends, I still feel lonely. I feel like I need a romantic relationship, but the logical side of me says that can't be the only way to feel better. I'm just lost at this point...",4.1582307692307685,4.179118630769231,5.270576923076924,86.21817307692308,70.38461538461539,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.6147692307692303,241,8,54,3,4,80,49,65,0.158,0.667,0.175,0.2742,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,15,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,8,4,4,13,0,8,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856736875482526,0.13555762732267024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667245872855726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687647249068572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497575659449485,0.15886461708181707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436124712994997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490531555505415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864110531479693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274838673023816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488811261717634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337463893918115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912607252456754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416670179146524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021608443635892,0.0,0.2129736091461629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874733709217666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684138371740554,0.0,0.0,0.17720394195951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775888198927867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651078279922852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266189413629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mollymoom,2020/01/17,"Birthday gift this is silly and i should grow up but im sad cuz nobody got me a gift for my birthday",-2.377173913043478,-0.7504079565217356,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,106.82608695652172,2.3000000000000003,14.445652173913045,3.1291,-1.487078260869565,79,2,19,0,4,27,20,23,0.154,0.593,0.254,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595066232396147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8036766632557244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FBRftw,2020/01/17,Anybody with social anxiety want to join a group chat on Instagram. We are at 12 people now! Pm me or put your username below !,1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,85.4,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7871333333333332,99,4,18,2,3,34,25,25,0.063,0.784,0.152,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110603037037593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725208848413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401707442514186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477460298406628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31693448995758633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nitaoos,2020/01/17,"Im curled up in a ball and bawling my eyes out for the past two days, but I’ve been concerned about the same issues for two years now. I just wish there were people in my life who actually invest in maintaining a rapport and appreciate me as a person, because I really try my hardest. I dont know what about me keeps pushing people away. It’s so hard not to think that I am the problem at all times. I wish I could start brand new elsewhere, and start a new life and meet new people and leave everyone here behind.",7.165754716981133,5.269038028301889,7.483660377358492,79.16794339622643,64.9433962264151,10.36679245283019,32.52075471698113,8.841846274778883,2.3976588679245285,405,12,86,5,5,133,75,106,0.069,0.8290000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,0,5,3,1,0,1,18,12,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,11,0,14,9,2,18,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,10,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.15190146517948114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624746237362454,0.0,0.0,0.09488874092256322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428164698177033,0.0,0.0,0.1003876635662426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824320717520481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487395650752911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944056440123545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813924507564398,0.16246834092999754,0.0,0.13835754100152306,0.0,0.0,0.08554652964282046,0.0,0.0,0.1648212034112583,0.0,0.0,0.2198941745375005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510114795829282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859484793788758,0.32374462095789325,0.1359160926374469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894536174439024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971962395694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035354933894305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974048474648632,0.0,0.0,0.09076645402026763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568275481913808,0.0,0.3041139217510248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580020688527602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023977771741234 lonely,bhavesh3T,2020/01/17,"be my secret santa please i beg you &#x200B; last year was worst for me. was in failed relation , friendship, no one talks to me. Really feel lonely all the [time.no](https://time.no) one invited me to their secret santa or gave me xmas gift.due to this feeling more lonely and depressed as getting the feeling that no one in the world likes me cares for me really want to get rid of it.",6.0491666666666655,7.460548916666667,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,66.77777777777777,8.537777777777778,28.288888888888888,8.841846274778883,2.2253188888888893,310,10,54,5,5,95,51,72,0.223,0.608,0.16899999999999998,-0.7951,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,3,10,2,10,7,3,5,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425687730523053,0.2720329703627231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282557691299941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928234511778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33959420579150945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393118805840205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824882339670272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937415374932936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551110523227338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457478296708383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868404748796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994247034314415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610869530109599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320474409370445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720329703627231,0.14416834070047066 lonely,fade2blakk,2020/01/17,"I cant escape.. This is crazy I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety 6 months ago. While my depression and anxiety are getting better and now my self esteem and self worth are way better(thanks to medication and psychotherapy) , i cant seem to escape loneliness. My social circle is VERY tight due to my lifelong anxiety. Although now i made a huge progress with anxiety, i think anxiety already destroyed my social life. I can't really describe how painful it is to be lonely. Every colleague and acquaintance think that i am really cool and i should be surrounded with friends and partying the whole time( because i am really funny and goofy the whole time) but the reality is pretty ironic. It is 10 pm Friday night and i am sitting alone in my bedroom doing literally nothing. The only two friends i can call to hang out traveled abroad to work.",5.841666666666669,7.816582503184713,6.5736464968152895,71.23567144373675,67.91719745222929,10.074097664543524,34.10244161358811,10.317481424215053,4.089348619957536,691,33,110,19,12,227,96,157,0.16,0.7,0.14,0.3924,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,1,0,5,1,20,4,0,2,0,22,25,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,4,14,0,1,3,1,1,2,3,5,0,1,2,2,17,4,11,20,2,17,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,1,9,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269239546525067,0.0,0.0,0.13166754632702016,0.14029027106646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862675804830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749680111904256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487095297707632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981316188738748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899244604283008,0.12903349653312834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071118627440695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964394617717444,0.0,0.06641977773667666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979513768274995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029275513465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806932865319012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147334175215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930217420552268,0.0,0.12198392878592255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668751117399683,0.13527446832943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933613483527384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432672802869215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157336800584996,0.2652470339844137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591844887476942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704351838169134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291855987894902,0.0,0.0,0.1482601574665175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418678908757197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489493215937087,0.0,0.10090926862711982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387049958809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925515965058576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mermaidicon,2020/01/17,Is it normal to feel this lonely at such a young age? So I graduated high school last year and I used to have this one close friend and now we go to different colleges in the same city. We were very close so i guess you could call her my best friend. She still sees and goes out with other friends from high school but everytime i ask her to go out i feel like she avoids me. It happened a lot and now I just feel rejected and ghosted and like i'm not a fun person to be around. I know a lot of people from my current college but I'm more of an introvert so I don't have many close friends and it's kinda hard for me to accept new people into my life especially since I don't like my college friends that much. The last few days have been so hard for me I don't think I have ever felt this lonely in my entire life and it's deeply affecting my mental health and motivation when it comes to school. and I'm only 18 so I should be out there enjoying my youth and not venting about this on reddit. I truly have no one and it's the worst feeling ever I feel like I'm missing out on the best years in my life.,1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470625,2.9602521008403366,94.02494397759104,79.0,6.045938375350139,20.15686274509804,6.868970318607317,0.10695014005602266,868,21,203,9,21,285,122,238,0.11,0.6920000000000001,0.198,0.9758,2,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,3,16,20,0,1,9,0,15,4,0,3,2,53,36,20,1,3,5,0,8,4,5,1,4,0,0,1,12,25,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,3,9,32,14,27,29,9,36,0,4,1,0,15,17,0,4,20,137,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948687044551258,0.0996273147353852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367447532678256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881852060629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917994674400139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508640629773391,0.0,0.0,0.0687279718036761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134157145751612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279491475889665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26942159168114466,0.15226534911028128,0.10232262923515577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411673425635421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113085477691893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739739759098845,0.0,0.09423831725557932,0.0,0.1909291806982432,0.0,0.0,0.11327750601040865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251912881962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058567350492368525,0.17373536869588194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581779608955824,0.20825626413671366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812017336888728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804389825719933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739614767169356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783402296790562,0.0,0.0,0.10292467935715936,0.0,0.0,0.10441466363891036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442736892130725,0.08105027082066184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776258616082258,0.09305164649327947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235595309178131,0.08492142738205563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815469976374768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851058723955247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828489656817371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204110901494414,0.0,0.08793030822700942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725345070956976 lonely,throwawaycandy69420,2020/01/17,"The amount of happiness I get from the slightest acts of social acceptance is embarrassing Literally the smallest taste of social acceptance make my heart race and dopamine surge. Im talking INCREDIBLY menial things like if someone says my name in a gc, or someone says “hey u/throwawaycandy69420, look at this!” I get super excited it’s embarrassing. I’m so starved of a social life lmao",5.069006211180124,8.125601159420292,5.697763975155282,71.76913043478264,73.6376811594203,9.160248447204973,33.04554865424431,9.606745405546679,3.9349983436853013,316,16,50,9,7,102,52,69,0.109,0.61,0.281,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,6,7,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016481557362189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429478945293024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496813176456476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275928884130704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882411987065325,0.10293770825773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693550300792366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064433853129776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351152717426896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443484204837547,0.3570520010556583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935322359440882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998016792842727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiredanddead,2020/01/17,"Alone in a crowd In high school, I didn’t really have a lot of friends. I joined a club in college and now my social circle is a lot bigger, but I feel like I can’t relate to people. I think everyone secretly hates me and is just waiting for me to be gone so they can relax. It’s terrifying to be in this group of lovely people and be the only one who’s silent.",1.9066244725738384,2.8664675316455717,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,76.21518987341773,7.2919831223628675,20.761603375527425,7.793537801064563,0.6421628691983123,281,6,64,4,6,99,56,79,0.124,0.701,0.175,0.6537,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,9,4,10,10,2,8,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,2,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265401724353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486155168088164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295696548516005,0.18306781396929075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979811021764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529976415128293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707462800690582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251926956582438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357157484312715,0.2312791200170628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736442523545543,0.19489261328933152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553083323681061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164162789119173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934259440363433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612185468565586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419713105968384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,basharparvez,2020/01/17,When BOJACK said One day everyone will love you but none will like you I guess now I know what he was trying to say!,-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,88.6,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.0664666666666665,91,1,22,1,3,29,22,25,0.111,0.7909999999999999,0.098,-0.0918,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558230491583205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790406880316999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43698307147442894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180026238353273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379573956424045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580153608308537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687977611568789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773294857796447,0.3154524859055398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693168026910284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,creepydouchebag,2020/01/17,"I must be a window because I naturally vent alot ((Just a vent post im sorry)) FUCK PEOPLE. I just want friends that dont leave after 2 seconds. I just want someone to meme w and be a crackhead w. But fuck man, no one stays. They come to make themselves feel better than leave once they've met their satisfaction. I feel so used. I mean my kink but FUCK BRO. At least prented to care about me ig. People use me for grades, therapy, drugs, and anything else you can name. I'm sick of it. I'm not your plug. Ik not your therapist. I'm not some fuckin old tool you find in the shed that you decide to use after 3 decades. Im human. I have feelings and needs too. I just want someone to be a dork w. I dont care about venting, I have a therapist for that. Its feels like I'm just some extra in the main protagonist's spin off story that no one likes. I'm jar jar in the prequels. Man I dont even fw star wars. Tbh tho sometimes it's nice to be used because it's the only time I'm wanted.",-0.3273113207547169,1.761105948113208,1.7992754716981132,97.266479245283,88.57547169811322,4.524075471698113,18.38566037735849,5.927762680638738,-0.4011534339622642,759,21,180,6,25,253,122,212,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,-0.3544,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,2,1,11,13,5,0,10,0,11,6,0,5,1,36,39,7,1,6,10,1,4,2,1,1,2,0,1,3,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,6,0,3,1,4,21,7,19,33,6,12,0,0,0,4,14,5,4,3,6,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824026112017534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073150348812967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483526206566892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865405196466567,0.0,0.0,0.0923682161730496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770144717811588,0.0,0.12435149927705183,0.0,0.08957599974814788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082368751569719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687264657261987,0.07660435879692723,0.0,0.0,0.09800528632843886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284479427212388,0.2973942140852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316512590470177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270798781729118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047732637323935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157613387171867,0.0,0.0,0.1168037244242407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950888229421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251870917540414,0.11419529564056086,0.1453221767603979,0.08155242230505443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486780575247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269566042454216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170942459257072,0.0,0.1060521394573406,0.12003399215846315,0.0,0.1142917568682662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226256101884086,0.2490020715766735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252604305309213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704454194074701,0.0,0.0,0.25298557072620004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BaldPony,2020/01/17,"A Bad Religion indeed So I have this girl whom I really like but, she can't see us being more than friends and all. Still, I do my best to please her and I can't stop. What should I do? (In case you're wondering, I've referenced Frank Ocean's song Bad Religion for the title. Give it a listen if you like.)",-0.4631818181818197,1.6377807878787929,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.6060606060606,6.330303030303031,15.825757575757574,7.645422480735847,0.1287939393939399,236,5,57,5,8,80,52,66,0.098,0.657,0.245,0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,4,4,9,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709719849783423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959765074648689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789819791937728,0.0,0.0,0.2705520032053572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755744106555424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095878276993532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806777289410784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474399413478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523212663919054,0.2357924349009277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392512872750937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058530409397097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harrygj18,2020/01/17,"Even since I have started college, I feel very lonely I had plenty of friends in my other school but they went away over time (I still have one friend who I see in one lesson but that’s the only time I see him) and I have no one to talk to. I have so much love to give and not a single person to give it to. Can someone please cheer me up?",0.2551428571428573,1.8212000000000008,1.9619047619047656,100.08000000000004,82.33333333333334,4.285714285714286,16.047619047619047,3.1291,-1.2258380952380956,260,4,65,0,7,85,53,75,0.055999999999999994,0.705,0.239,0.9536,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,14,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,12,4,11,12,2,10,0,1,2,1,10,5,0,0,4,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668589172369068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123996876139335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046906748212947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070314069684053,0.0,0.0,0.3812237228001152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933518108707672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606791113285245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039343037767953,0.15112087115428902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349782718826587,0.0,0.21811375042668893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010957631088219,0.3166775374270647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436731043280128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835849730285668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064141074710304,0.0,0.1586826724517097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970813300836156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317280058382333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394892510023942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419758226732305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,freeworld22,2020/01/17,Imaginations How does It feel like to have Friends and feel wanted and valued by someone?,4.059374999999998,7.327606187500002,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,80.875,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.6513499999999994,73,3,12,1,2,22,14,16,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269971642878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49343145584554604,0.3485824596383607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769790989591741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838148735761855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134276375307919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877980244261591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,effiexoxo,2020/01/17,"!!!!!!!art student needs help :-) Elloooo. I’m working on something and I need random facts from strangers. They have to be things that really happened. Preferably this week. If you have something you’d like to share with me please leave something in the comments or send me a private message. I’m looking for slightly mundane things such as “this morning I combed my hair with a red hairbrush” My project aims to connect random people in random places with each other through making random actions that we all experience visible. Thanks thanks thanks!",5.712093567251466,8.691077800000002,4.30140350877193,83.02426900584798,71.0,5.485380116959064,34.76608187134503,6.42735559955562,2.334836257309941,441,23,67,3,9,127,71,95,0.012,0.7759999999999999,0.212,0.9621,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,1,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,2,18,14,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,13,12,2,7,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,6,2,42,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918871264211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346816589561048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148534353142516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077105358273956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583636791309727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472929357140087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094173943168488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29090789861696403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599619324586612,0.0,0.20495079656706086,0.21533039215239674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566839760854115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530524745126177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418074547860815,0.0,0.0,0.2606467756312678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735182506544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428105421315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mateeaaaa,2020/01/17,"why do i feel like this tho It doesn’t matter if i am in a room full of people who claim to care about me. Maybe some of them actually do but it doesn’t help. Since i lost him, the one i used to think of as my best friend, my older brother, i started to isolate myself from social interactions as much as possible. Since then, i’ve been feeling so lonely and i don’t want to trust anybody anymore because i feel like everyone will treat me the same as he did. And i don’t wanna go through that situation twice. Honestly, idk why i feel lonely and hurt because he left, i didn’t.",3.726880165289257,4.207414280991738,5.131890495867771,85.20874483471077,71.47933884297521,8.033471074380165,27.521694214876035,8.07648339933343,1.5458008264462806,452,15,99,6,8,152,80,121,0.14,0.601,0.259,0.9425,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,12,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,22,12,0,3,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,4,17,8,16,17,5,8,0,4,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1711431918818008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392740587005215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138170553647347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840479205079968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880910219508622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758076622907192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547046384540728,0.2505795158632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549626135196366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967110417260304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755187606219147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774529627226808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054822300145316,0.0,0.0,0.17136122613511626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144531469871465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619032296452106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892267965295814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188403677959808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158471221202748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771183850943347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901482460315725,0.19713171607141852,0.0,0.17877532807811866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413313371201347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237485365386413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146989562131702,0.0,0.0,0.1034422238312177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165019242385568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oll2o8,2020/01/17,yall ever feel so lonely that u lie about being in a relationship tho u never been in one before just so you could fit in? wanna share stories? hmu cus im in kinda fucked situation rn lmao,-1.0281071428571416,0.9238669750000028,2.568571428571431,86.825,104.25,4.285714285714287,13.214285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.4318214285714288,149,3,30,2,7,54,35,40,0.158,0.644,0.198,0.2205,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,2,0,7,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,1,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022292456273362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835797257927289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212776954655361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958803154579675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32835517276911186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38365182769537504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393419774007743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067695098294686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38132689743730014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992335369371819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,edgytampon,2020/01/17,"no matter how much time i spend with people... i still feel lonely I have this eternal feeling of loneliness, like everyone is an android just existing and they have no real ( i don’t know ) substance. No matter how much i am around people it never fills the void and i feel like no one really gets me. Not trying to sound like i have a god complex or some shit. I just wish i could meet someone who makes me feel whole.",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,75.19047619047619,6.704761904761906,22.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.8731857142857142,326,9,66,4,7,106,60,84,0.193,0.632,0.174,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,3,1,24,15,5,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,0,5,12,3,4,14,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,7,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669699177388005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744590524213435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039830275991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241668607130017,0.14982539707673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957105860028346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525769447250934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073786417952681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399910246227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833951617570304,0.0,0.16175049041020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211301536313722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29078957588172066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387094836655756,0.13435324610982785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527655940113125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776967206548752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748421357489793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222905507622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238743192523662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341470583398477,0.2411698828967089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mr_Suicidal_209,2020/01/17,"Am i only one in the world who has no friends IRL. I hate it when i see other people with their so-called ""BFF"" and when i see people on social media showing off their adventures and support for each other while i'm sitting here alone in my own darkness and thinking during my terrible time in high school and was close to becoming the next Columbine shooter to get rid of the popular kids now called normies by today's standards and i wish Hollywood would stop making teen sitcoms because they are riddled with friendships when in reality most people including myself don't have any friends at all and they try to make us look bad and i wish that i had real true friends but unfortunately that's not going to happen anytime soon.",10.119595238095236,7.752540721428572,9.187142857142854,70.75452380952382,59.64285714285714,11.61904761904762,41.19047619047619,9.725611199111238,3.9956190476190483,591,25,105,8,6,186,103,140,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.2617,0,1,0,1,0,0,5.0,1,0,4,0,6,10,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,25,22,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,15,7,16,19,4,22,0,0,3,0,12,10,0,1,10,70,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391006602788033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762251241905316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321408399589433,0.09647408296667734,0.17478619973719656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160158315248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668148231780366,0.0,0.0826845373675932,0.0,0.08994304366342874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994916653228653,0.0,0.0,0.15624939975886146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672108225783193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289889369466873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128011820658613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831175184197852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724135624244363,0.12036418071648215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291535446528466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013500530416618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016799391949618,0.2522261290090502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132656774252813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231279735335366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795920488748528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140688670768387,0.0,0.0,0.09228292345968103,0.0,0.15001237302900566,0.0,0.0,0.1074484365314638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903677988819022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639833446723571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242366148550463,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QueenRancid,2020/01/17,"The only person I want to talk to is cripplingly depressed... and there’s nothing I can do about it. I wish I could cry but I think I’ve forgotten how to. I wish I could fix him, fix myself. I feel so fucking helpless. I don’t know what to do anymore. I know how depression works. I know it makes people distant and tired. But my anxiety and stupid fucking brain are telling me that it’s because I’m not good enough and it’s my fault he’s so sad. I’m distraught. Completely distraught. It’s 6 AM. I need to be awake in about four hours to get ready for the day and I’ll have no restful sleep. I wish I could breathe, I wish I could scream. I wish I could feel something other than this numb.",-0.2641276135544359,1.975371801369864,1.3890338860850768,98.79032083633741,91.2602739726027,4.443547224224947,20.697909156452774,6.05967700443912,-0.01691232876712334,537,19,124,5,19,173,85,146,0.325,0.539,0.136,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,2,2,0,14,7,3,3,0,29,33,11,0,12,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,0,3,23,1,11,27,2,3,0,4,0,2,5,1,2,0,2,76,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869557378915877,0.0,0.11272815011135018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929098089214046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126891122604471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191787751422701,0.0,0.0,0.4537733951642032,0.0,0.12485900222371048,0.0733064809412084,0.0,0.19580422901543776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174494685611342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494795063728312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016853888359147,0.05938685834196841,0.0,0.0,0.09533935727022144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194012067617286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874069429071779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587429796351837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428340984090939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906754803556218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644966492197327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880310535835301,0.09925054633785656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137501276252856,0.0,0.0,0.08750720891462792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136206321753293,0.09935087527038422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283388898986058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306446883540172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670443538070686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.653563169640624,0.0,0.0,0.08275168539116216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,walkingghostthrowacc,2020/01/17,"All my friends have grown up without me... and tonight I'm feeling it. I've never been very good at making friends, but I made a handful in highschool that for the most part have stuck around. I'm a massive introvert, so I generally enjoy spending most of my time alone.... My friends and I are all approaching 30, they all either have partners and/or children, so they barely have time for me. I don't know how to make new friends, I don't even know how to meet people. When I do, they all just dissapear after a while. I guess it's just hitting me hard tonight because I really needed to get out and do something, I didn't even care what it was, and my best friend isn't responding. Which made me realise I have nobody else to ask. I just needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for reading my sad ramble.",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,72.33333333333334,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.3559037037037038,630,24,132,6,12,200,96,162,0.081,0.732,0.188,0.9658,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,14,2,2,6,5,32,33,11,0,2,6,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,1,1,2,6,1,0,0,6,3,24,10,17,26,9,17,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,3,9,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533225766175865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335124584176623,0.14020943779371686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142536194520742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739294247601562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529128427982233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252876006175792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981184670152536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583352015345388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793642006337741,0.0,0.1567149129308711,0.0,0.0,0.12579465803235762,0.0,0.0,0.1652179741910846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435107206903155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648482709267675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838261326600621,0.2002233209673039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241397513699887,0.11567248845168705,0.1448499486922369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241185220224522,0.0,0.10397604907640932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001885723631342,0.0,0.0960799208068758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546060028055115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380798417079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490707181072446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374778055880277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457370124362032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KieronDoesntCare,2020/01/17,"I'm lonely but I don't want anyone. As much as I would love the soft touches of a significant other, I've came out off too many burning relationships now to realise that I'm the problem. I don't mean this in a self deprecating way but in a way where how can I find happiness in someone else if I can't find happiness within. I need help on how to find myself and find happiness in myself before trying to search for my future wife. Any tips? Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to read this.",3.908371161548733,4.354234710280377,5.4798397863818415,83.00037383177573,71.05607476635514,8.357276368491322,25.566088117489986,8.418075326091056,1.4709583444592784,402,11,86,6,7,137,70,107,0.055999999999999994,0.6940000000000001,0.25,0.9796,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,0,18,14,9,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,11,5,19,12,2,17,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215605675099357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503865911444628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782778932987782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181385660427134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688071068168748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549113788541316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492004525641173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797420807791738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069058625824333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558114761890985,0.0,0.0,0.15230144835173984,0.0,0.1636357096595538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208607915261553,0.11138765003072364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143742089275897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026257192296186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128212281459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567142244701073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728254510548662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294818829442398,0.0,0.0,0.13830416074335694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759560945192912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199082267633904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860478037722917,0.23847833526649814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671334170446732,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,illdie,2020/01/17,Isolation I have always felt alone. My heart becomes bitter that more I reach out and ignored. I have realized that some people are born lucky and that is not me. Not sure how much more my heart can take before I end it. If only the human soul didnt desire others then id be okay.,2.2355172413793127,3.9514515172413813,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,76.93103448275863,6.019310344827588,18.49655172413793,6.742157984588678,0.03279586206896523,220,4,46,2,5,72,46,58,0.192,0.684,0.124,-0.6432,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,7,2,2,1,1,14,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,1,6,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759634003941028,0.0,0.0,0.22170899616772805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942747519437587,0.2267306046749086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359969453930322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558352288480967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6314926298943113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587251361468874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026483754238791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472392337946505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511273890314853,0.0,0.2003383705779578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LilMissZee,2020/01/17,"Paying it forward I’ve recently come into some free time...so o thought why not pay it forward...Anyone who needs a chat, you’re more than welcome to text me. I’m 32 F and I’m clearly an empath. Weekends and evenings I may be quiet, but I’ll try my best during the day to chat and make you feel a tad bit less lonely 😊😘",0.02692152917504842,1.7373965211267617,2.4924748490945703,95.25830985915495,83.78873239436619,4.620523138832998,21.410462776659962,5.288315135182226,-0.11643822937625754,247,8,58,1,7,85,58,71,0.040999999999999995,0.7659999999999999,0.193,0.851,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,4,6,5,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350714884491695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528100988639607,0.0,0.3670318199226089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895974530473586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681439056780066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204996880682695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998749322333345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244090762713508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928022604561426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319465352781816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689687990134786,0.19603477870982405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282505764716579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30335869830267176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SonyaSays,2020/01/17,"A dream You know, suppose a person has a dream. And he wanted it to remain a dream. He did everything so that it did not come true. Just bc it warm him when he feel blue. And suddenly the dream was gone. This is the worst thing I've ever felt. This loss is not something material, it is a loss of oneself. A huge hole inside. You are standing in the middle of the world. Alone. You were alone, but you had the dream.",-0.43062015503875983,1.8125129534883728,1.3375581395348846,98.23757751937984,93.88372093023256,4.262015503875968,15.306201550387595,5.985473137389443,-0.7217333333333329,318,7,73,3,12,103,56,86,0.11900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.132,0.0217,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,0,11,0,10,0,0,0,2,13,16,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,4,6,2,4,9,1,10,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,0,3,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6459692624142469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863289209708496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820879955928725,0.0,0.0,0.28027247694614793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768174562450352,0.0,0.2994268331281887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138570826142704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722971451682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400789118881637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718061748155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393839444644272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drew017,2020/01/17,"Well, I told myself... So this is pretty fresh as it just happens a half an hour ago. I told myself I shouldn't get involved with a social life or relationship due to fears that it might fuck me up here. But there's this girl that makes me forget about this self-imposed isolation. I thank her a lot of getting me out here with people, but I found out she's trying to get with someone. I'm not mad at her or anything, in fact, I can't feel anything. The only thing that is playing in my head, is ""I told you so, I told you so, I told you so"". I happy nothing happen between the two of us. I wouldn't wish her someone that was fucked as me to be with her.",2.4250714285714285,3.127285650000001,3.861428571428572,92.31357142857144,74.64285714285714,6.171428571428572,23.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.21379999999999955,501,13,117,2,10,166,84,140,0.11599999999999999,0.757,0.126,0.1121,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,0,10,8,3,1,6,0,9,4,1,1,1,22,27,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,1,2,7,1,27,4,19,16,1,9,0,0,0,2,18,6,2,4,3,88,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497105491758935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346378310717914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594834366312376,0.06558012040389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422091459236257,0.0,0.2398107666762717,0.20328839090475032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293862252731184,0.13806785829185236,0.0,0.0,0.13310942228827816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772818569222694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161081067834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026613938550177,0.0,0.0,0.08657562955097367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759100091185136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445046462637473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864254913685268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991751673605543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195133353572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924905591943407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530518712042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221262165283842,0.21978845431413974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194101582813433,0.0,0.0,0.08616678985878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6196686276546929,0.0,0.08805765649831351,0.0,0.12669786713894984,0.0,0.15601290054484707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661570448788774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491483793106665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jarlocked,2020/01/17,"I just want to feel accomplished in myself and be confident. I have a job, I pay rent for myself, have a car, have game consoles, and good friends. Sounds like a good deal to me. But no, I keep fantasizing about suicide and how it will be freeing and finally relaxing to just float off into nothing. I wish I could be happy for the things I've accomplished. Im making a living out there on this bitch of an Earth, but at the same time I don't appreciate it. I'm so lonely. I want someone to care. To scratch my back. To cry with me and to grow with me. I want to help others but at the same time I don't? Ugh I dunno I'm confusing. Sorry I have depression you guys lol.",0.21284574468085185,2.35952675177305,2.5759530141844,92.29031250000004,86.44680851063829,6.078191489361703,20.160017730496453,7.413659706084162,0.5919251773049639,516,16,117,9,16,176,86,141,0.18899999999999997,0.569,0.243,0.5603,2,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,13,1,1,8,1,11,0,0,2,0,27,21,10,1,5,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,1,1,2,3,2,3,5,0,0,0,3,19,9,21,16,2,13,0,2,0,0,6,7,1,2,5,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674385543697574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194573668269262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236987404585114,0.0,0.20962831498123735,0.0,0.1967472248840961,0.16436984864400891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649422457928412,0.0,0.0,0.20905542921944106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744218434282086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201343669260146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896118569127773,0.0,0.203152279122738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791574621519905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061394921657116,0.0,0.18937883384997795,0.16962698522001404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323457799103126,0.0,0.16851484346349105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738690001685984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311572178724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169775489816582,0.0,0.0,0.21362928298305872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874752350088985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678533556666216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256018491105645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376863822538091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945609614929884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hexapolitex2,2020/01/17,"Fuck them I have no idea about why they are constantly ignoring and neglecting me but I'm so fucking done. I have not been a place with humans else school and in school I'm always getting picked on I have no fucking idea the reason why. They don't deserve me. They don't deserve my friendship. I love being lonely and nobody can show their 'superiority' on me. I will ignore them all til they understand what they did to me. I always shared their sadnesses and their secrets but what the hell? Do you think I forgot? I remember them all. Call me edgy, call me teen -16m- they are all gonna regret what they have done.",1.2225,3.8383009836065582,2.4722745901639342,90.91857581967217,88.34426229508196,5.345081967213115,19.100409836065573,6.9077264865688965,0.3717852459016395,488,14,98,7,16,156,71,122,0.225,0.7090000000000001,0.066,-0.9613,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,13,0,2,13,4,0,3,0,16,4,0,2,3,24,27,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,7,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,29,3,7,19,3,6,1,4,0,4,20,4,4,0,2,71,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659613495071195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263823655794797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270556731232775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270968715985302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335067248177603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432451506420279,0.08349786671772776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608282275482816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442412210985136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669749105077331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431865174762367,0.0,0.0,0.18104168090845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234869840120194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240437910337158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637529349394298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884202469042082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scaredlonelyandtired,2020/01/17,"I'm hurt and lonely and angry and depressed, which makes people not want to be around me... ....which makes me more hurt and lonely and angry and depressed, which makes people not want to be around me even more, which makes me more hurt and lonely and angry and depressed, which makes people not want to be around me even more, which 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lonely,MyAnac0ndaDont,2020/01/17,If anyone needs someone to talk to feel free to message me (19M) Idc who you are if you're feeling like shit you can chuck me a message and we can chat our lives away because there wasn't a person for me when I needed it most and I know how hard it can 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lonely,notmylegitacc,2020/01/17,"I am a fuck up with no friends I am 16 and i am a junior. In the 8th grade i had a very large friend group and me and my friends were the edgy annoying kids. After 8th grade i stopped talking to my best friend because i realized he was toxic and i didnt want to be the way i was anymore. After that i went back to school and for some reason i didnt know how to talk to others without him. Normally he would say everything and i would back him up, but now i had to talk on my own and i had no idea how to. This lead to even less people talking to me. Now, junior year i have 3 friends, 1 of them i am fading away with because hes trying to be something hes not and i dont fw it. My other friend goes to a different school from me and my last friend i am scared to hang out with because im scared he might try and rob me someday. After i got jumped and robbed the first time i am really paranoid of new people now and it made everything worse. I live with my 18 yo cousin and he has his own big friend group and i always wish i could be like them or be friends with them. But none of them like me because they are too cool for me and i feel like my own cousin doesnt even like me anymore. Only one of his friends will actually talk to me but it is only small talk. He talks to me more than my own cousin. I try my best to have good intentions for everything but i somehow fuck it up and everyone strays away from me. I have never been invited to a party or even held a girls hand. The way i try to make myself feel better is to buy nice new popular shoes like jordans and air forces and “designer” clothes like polo, but most of the time i cant buy any because i am too fat. I have some nice clothes but nobody notices still. The only thing that really helps is weed but im not legally old enough to smoke it and my parents hate it. And after 4 years of smoking it almost everyday it doesnt even help anymore because it doesnt do anything to me. It makes me want to try other drugs but i am so so scared to because i dont want to be a bum begging others in the future, never the less i live in one of the coldest places in the world, being homeless would not be fun. My best friend is my puppy and sister but i just fell out with my sister and now we arent talking. I have nobody in my life except my parents and grandma and nobody loves me except for them. I dont even love me. I dont know what to do because i just want to be apart of a friend group but everyone at my school is a buster or a weirdo and i dont want to talk to them. Im lost and dont know what to do.",2.4277178120872627,2.9223216110124355,3.9778330373001793,92.25538825886964,74.45293072824155,6.982174249669808,23.849751787584825,6.900799576094004,0.5618259233957277,1989,53,479,17,39,665,211,563,0.11,0.698,0.192,0.9961,4,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,7,7,21,38,4,3,21,1,59,9,3,8,2,92,82,43,0,11,21,7,3,6,12,5,3,1,0,2,20,35,1,2,8,0,2,5,22,8,0,3,14,5,84,30,70,54,15,53,0,1,0,4,57,20,2,9,32,337,104,9,0.0,0.0,0.04906005461134953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503420285942515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183189536795962,0.0,0.0,0.034187962243358516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495745393650536,0.0,0.0,0.041371119480849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446793001428523,0.07731502072252795,0.0,0.24517192411081384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827800566201458,0.044463161238531335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040139602214565966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252550416350578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535236763822643,0.0,0.05830173969235256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051946356910701486,0.0,0.16602711738895382,0.0,0.0,0.09607769321829898,0.13554876451500694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083996839755767,0.0359156697896141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276293649367106,0.0,0.0,0.4660976980832791,0.09295478358478028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216734516612937,0.040208614299508415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049635048090158534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739504383277746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675309096069234,0.16291325174465351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828876287229214,0.040979922019807914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550992809312495,0.14736766949390892,0.0,0.08878551388496811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054879878603016206,0.0,0.09074827872428476,0.04757036065858192,0.06711641032773652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533326417751699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754863080931078,0.09710965281579073,0.0,0.0,0.04925772806960338,0.0,0.057237145389711364,0.0527539798957176,0.0,0.06813376413045236,0.11470665309591953,0.0,0.0,0.1116463880582461,0.0,0.0,0.06970715639272346,0.0,0.05252550416350578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441346949972666,0.05168992155927367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997980707977125,0.15099877215144092,0.1526395511208524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870328884606648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040148785366798966,0.04203121464602395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636741623375794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03339973185745801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058630207231396586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066332167298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148121595929166,0.1482641843499075,0.079810131491501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660439026689942,0.0,0.0,0.05781248070300055,0.04846222612025769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123337855573252,0.10713936539116058,0.0,0.0,0.06474946062218863 lonely,unfilteredflower,2020/01/17,Lonely.. I YEARN AND CRAVE FOR A SPECIFIC KIND LF CONNECTION I WILL NOT RECEIVE,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,3.855,80.7825,87.0,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.155000000000001,63,3,11,2,2,21,14,15,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.6289,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,extendd0n6,2020/01/17,"The Breakup [17]M the story is about my break up with my recent ex girlfriend, she was such a delight to be around, she was my ideal girl. But things changed, she got a little too controlling and i fully understand that, cuz i was a dick half the time. I tried to tell her that i feel like we werent gonna work she kept insisting we were, and as that went on, i kept fallinf deeper and deeper with her, that now after 2years and 11 months of us dating and breaking up last week, it hurts me so much to see her even smile at the call from another guy, cuz i know what I lost and its too late to take it back...",4.970591517857142,4.1252831796875045,5.1851785714285725,90.45625,68.765625,8.564285714285715,26.098214285714285,7.447530270364453,0.939090178571428,469,10,112,4,7,148,88,128,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,7,0,6,1,1,3,0,21,17,11,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,2,21,2,16,6,1,19,0,2,1,1,16,6,1,0,11,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119867208906633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799689400157292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554517397412266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206432183511672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138628471350276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674426597890004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133527503458657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222026020212274,0.14442609729884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168912552903916,0.0,0.0,0.20017427627073575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164208860681225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111041206705523,0.16479075121253225,0.22804994813068866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876718387687183,0.2026215720953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068603295712194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136548252554114,0.0,0.14861389935600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996126924746672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109864004520522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520022686837345,0.0,0.17670036334085534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343088671673722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788353194935597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725617617975866,0.0,0.0,0.2104599925757096,0.2431785606730155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216387346495456,0.0,0.0,0.18740817706222615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717789688205493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,topaz_roses,2020/01/17,"Tired of being invisible :/ Is anyone willing to be friends ? I’ve been so fucking lonely and depressed because everyone treats me like I’m invisible even though I do my best to be kind and respectful to everyone :/ All of my “friends” only text me when they need something and I’m just so tired of these one-sided friendships, I just want to have a good friend(s) that meet me halfway and treat me like someone that’s visible, like someone that matters",4.589663865546214,6.665494823529414,4.971596638655463,81.04647058823531,71.3529411764706,7.680672268907562,34.49579831932773,8.418075326091056,2.9582268907563023,360,19,64,6,7,114,56,85,0.16,0.531,0.309,0.9303,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,14,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,10,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,11,7,8,2,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073820451929805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397904156479458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622013356895995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104244787826766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349610931930638,0.0,0.0,0.3573278116079384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333723699870081,0.17285661366457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682688316937873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947070856760064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740415859192956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386405871268201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267000071391651,0.14220393223675395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316848892665448,0.14394352156199405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837033049649591,0.0,0.0,0.4298035955733219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028348986942167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,C4TZL1K3PNUTZ,2020/01/17,"Goodnight Sleeping is tough for me at night. I can't seem to feel comfortable without a girl who wants my company. However I decided to give a text to those who feel the same way and possibly give that soft feeling of warmth in their hearts to help them get through the night. If nobody has told you yet, Goodnight and Sleep Well. Sincerely, Markus (20 M)",3.700049019607846,5.886173220588237,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,74.14705882352942,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.323168627450981,281,12,56,6,6,86,56,68,0.02,0.765,0.214,0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,3,0,0,11,12,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,7,3,10,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281720321153172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303148294498318,0.4150762250750563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563702063257943,0.14501168526930056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060507917527901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389680420562956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695262359285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330030572296129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672719265443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760605537110334,0.17172481848759227,0.0,0.0,0.1945203947103288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854913601770309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sandor_Clegane14,2020/01/17,"Finally have hope, now im back to being lonely. Its been atleast 5 years since my last relationship. I just gave up hope of finding a girlfriend. Until I finally met a girl at work. We started dating for about 3 weeks. We got to kissing/holding hands and such, things couples do. And it felt so good to finally have someone for once. Someone I couldnt take my mind off of. Unfortunately she decided she wasnt feeling it anymore.. Her excuse was that she was too busy with school. Which makes no sense cause im not asking for all of her time, and it was and is still winter break. So that was obviously a lie. I was upset more on the fact that she lead me on and I was so excited to finally not be so lonely anymore. Even more upset she couldnt just tell me the truth why she didnt like me anymore... So here I am once again, all hope lost. I wish it didnt even happen that I didnt ever ask her for her number cause then I wouldnt feel so bad and just remain a lonely soul. What makes me feel so pathetic is since ive been alone so long, I get attached way too easily. So I find myself still thinking about her most of the day, wondering what I did wrong,over and over. It hurts alot and sounds so ridiculous, knowing I only dated her for a few weeks, yet feels like it was months. I am pathetic. Finally brought myself to delete her number today. What makes it so much worse is that she is my co worker. We started a project today that I have to work with her now face to face for 3 weeks or so. I couldnt bring myself to look at her, and barely said anything to her. Sorry for the rant, thanks for anyone who read.",1.6548512652115122,3.5465233203592814,3.1322947653080924,91.79560073401585,79.26946107784431,5.986324125941665,20.95383426694997,6.968188349444268,0.3654571373382267,1255,34,275,14,31,411,165,334,0.157,0.758,0.085,-0.9745,0,7,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,0,5,31,18,1,2,11,0,31,3,3,6,6,54,62,24,0,8,6,0,6,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,20,14,0,0,11,1,0,3,11,9,0,0,21,9,47,9,33,35,8,43,1,5,1,0,31,7,0,7,33,191,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975878012277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578451109566306,0.06059816747928287,0.0,0.07131789232460753,0.0,0.16204011050259076,0.0,0.0,0.06664001835285635,0.07236163639331421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780576101598229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589314944719698,0.0,0.05589174101131894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448280084749833,0.07839343400664123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752816668952762,0.0619134773959291,0.08321196948958477,0.4746862346795557,0.15842043912573686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527887389093471,0.0,0.0,0.07269047151515039,0.0693138996749027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663755357770677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823363293076124,0.0,0.0,0.09277665109138854,0.0,0.18722609543363675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047628805267079286,0.07064352385804623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468026098866667,0.0,0.0,0.07669577808978706,0.07277675414803864,0.0,0.09460506077939652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735486367676146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750692208390988,0.0,0.06917515837983078,0.0,0.06370873042051345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459074565472128,0.0,0.06591262082556308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668843048857147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304575260318672,0.0,0.0,0.08243823988697119,0.0,0.0,0.08770958426970958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338033027368993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146861908758522,0.0,0.0,0.09701434718547948,0.12268383457744485,0.0,0.1384215263054976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516127765197016,0.0,0.0757490104362474,0.07978946767281173,0.0,0.0,0.05757636027672808,0.05553141834121355,0.0,0.0,0.05053504544678456,0.0,0.16429653080752113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879062538733555,0.20855225271580954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820166251262571,0.0,0.09966044732494103,0.0,0.093984471451254,0.12618627190254372,0.0,0.08831901628755638,0.0,0.094754548235,0.0,0.055809404225418885 lonely,4sage_,2020/01/17,"no friends Maybe one day I remember my childhood like it was yesterday. I remember all the friends I had, and all the memories we would make together. Every once in awhile I remember the emotions again too. Like the first time somebody called me their best friend or when it felt like the people around me actually cared about me. It was so much simpler back then. Now I have nobody. Just a 17 year old boy, alone and crying in his room as we speak. All my friends are gone. My memories are fading — it’s getting colder. I just want somebody to talk to again. It’s been so long. Maybe one day I’ll meet somebody else, somebody who will go on adventures with me. Someone who will sit by my side as the sun goes down. All I can do now is keep dreaming — hoping that day will come. It’s over now isn’t it? That whole childhood thing.",1.6507878787878774,4.063271200000003,2.4310606060606084,93.95992424242426,82.45454545454545,5.848484848484849,23.10606060606061,7.1686216300943375,0.7861515151515155,648,23,138,9,18,202,104,165,0.040999999999999995,0.7709999999999999,0.188,0.9756,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,14,11,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,4,23,25,9,0,3,3,0,1,3,4,4,0,1,1,1,12,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,2,19,11,13,15,7,32,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,23,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12898302929200844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689269068463686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766313029784847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163386141297802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870875061399726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496471615646755,0.0,0.13476048572259372,0.0,0.0,0.113856437280396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518723833168948,0.2557244250742753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041464932100188,0.14867827296219654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136253013222704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690803490216807,0.0,0.0,0.11242737363564764,0.0,0.0,0.4084700782953298,0.0,0.0690556051410469,0.0,0.07511768833866632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312788817198252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174825716307858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372102805028868,0.0,0.0,0.11697007704986362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822735714275194,0.0,0.2655736560481651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716330274806577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386946710121527,0.14076129273144244,0.17912942340222945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163300230800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491830745742157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199083711663832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623667825786863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781071742873935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707188461806454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795981388302746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756786155219612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389281506818342,0.0,0.0,0.08511590174770671 lonely,sharp_things_hurt,2020/01/17,I'm just lonely and see no point in getting over it. This is something that has been going on for years. I had a really bad accident back in 2017 and I haven't been the same since. I have a few friends and a mom who really care about me but no matter what i feel alone. I constantly try to have a good day and find the positive things in life but no matter what i do i literally feel nothing inside.,1.9298991596638688,3.345108376470592,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,77.0,7.680672268907562,21.55462184873949,8.418075326091056,1.0104621848739503,312,8,71,6,7,106,59,85,0.177,0.653,0.17,0.08,0,3,1,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,8,3,8,13,2,11,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904820349335954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490198762552287,0.2007774116464612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451690934209321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598561780926951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507939914006436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317166624746445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977975696041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857819045550775,0.0,0.12563252512250206,0.0,0.13666124347293934,0.2016898103692023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984684796042604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162855275331994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307317115467618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731622276106025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30809481596336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916186901331109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891432137392906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512094980780944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159753609295846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325928440404386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485094429050225 lonely,This_Is_Pulse,2020/01/17,"Anyone wanna chat? I’m an 18 M I don’t care about age or gender, ill respond to anyone. I know how it feels when people make a post asking for people to talk to and when you respond they ignore you.",-0.97829457364341,1.128809348837212,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,95.04651162790701,2.8666666666666667,11.817829457364342,3.1291,-1.5830124031007748,154,2,33,0,6,53,34,43,0.125,0.8,0.075,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837153487202069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233649292497926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526627834110606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489479499420138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009472651766676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308874532184029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795997799054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312715874609885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801712389111555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ScaredSam,2020/01/17,"I always shoot myself in the foot. Like the title says, I always shoot myself in the foot. I tend to find a great person on tinder or something, talk to them for a while, get too attached and then they get annoyed by me, or just refuse to date me. It’s happening right now to me. I can feel it happening. Someone I’m talking to, and it’s been a month, has cancelled on me multiple times for dates and such, and has had some valid reasons for it. I still feel as though that it’s unfair to me still because my feelings aren’t really being accounted for. But I also can’t let go of this person because I like them so much. I know I’m stupid for keeping myself in this situation but this person is totally my type... and I don’t want them to go away... I told myself today that I’ll simmer down and be patient but it’s so hard. My heart is hurting currently. And I know someone out there is gonna say “oh, there’s other people that will date you I’m sure”. No. There isn’t. There’s nobody in this city for me. So when I do find someone, which only SOMETIMES happens once a year, I try to talk to them and get to know them. I don’t know if I’m being crazy or something but I really like this person. A lot. And I really don’t know what to do. I wish someone could help me. 😰😭😭",0.4044505494505515,2.3363743626373648,2.6923534798534803,93.1255631868132,83.76190476190476,5.365201465201466,19.27380952380953,6.5431188927421005,0.040108424908424915,983,26,222,10,28,335,132,273,0.095,0.825,0.081,-0.1279,2,0,2,2,0,0,35.0,0,1,6,0,16,8,2,0,8,0,22,3,3,1,2,39,48,26,0,4,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,4,17,10,0,2,11,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,3,6,38,5,29,38,4,26,0,1,0,0,19,10,0,6,17,154,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217141593919516,0.17099720286629938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965396837205276,0.0,0.0,0.1252743656351527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820397885690098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558647829603014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878284842765764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610523673514333,0.0,0.11679362365250727,0.0,0.0,0.11328537838242365,0.0,0.0,0.2725920141353849,0.0,0.09204636967112872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176262038203273,0.06887306851080112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109999049661271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913314530854101,0.0,0.0,0.2823513919854536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507174945975356,0.0,0.15059955480576173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735679744279587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820163434704486,0.0,0.07553516664962974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942843031854924,0.0,0.07814817161651792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123588746141951,0.35887929630471205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974783179404415,0.1056470418715974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775037131226683,0.0,0.16342637888244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549850705449892,0.0,0.0,0.3482486208510533,0.15820832587645234,0.10162519469513644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411711532106218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684334381951352,0.0,0.0,0.24776654260049685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095415209068803,0.0,0.0599160123624187,0.0,0.09739768594184862,0.09818475025852556,0.0,0.06976243935698997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606062923663412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816070493600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616946564400852 lonely,KiKiKiDoULuvMeMaMaMa,2020/01/17,"If anyone needs a friend or even someone to talk to, I’m here. PM me 19M wishing you all the best on here. PM’s are open for anyone who needs a friend or somebody to talk to",-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,1.5850000000000009,101.51000000000002,85.5,4.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.0915,134,3,35,0,4,45,29,40,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923441220911463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944273876361722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530533125611126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43351546873460417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41605909796966944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377151366837597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510023702491974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262684120178003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,couldnt_be_dumber,2020/01/17,"I hate myself So...I hate to admit this but I'm almost 20, I'm not in college, and I've never had a job. My mom is seriously over-protective about me growing up, and she wants me to live my best life. Honestly, I'm all for living my best life, but not having a job is killing me. I know people are wondering how that can happen. I really don't wanna just give the vague...we moved around a lot so all my important documents got lost excuse, but that's basically it. Middle school was really hectic for me because I moved a lot. I literally woke up in one house to catch the bus, and then got off the bus at another. Kids on the bus sometimes gave me shit for it lol But my mom keeps stalling plans for getting all my shit together, and I don't exactly have the money, or a license to do it myself. Everybody keeps giving me shit for it, and it's driving me insane, because like...what the fuck can I do? We literally don't have enough money for anything! I mean I've tried monetizing my art, or even making a web comic, but any spark of imagination I had before is just dead. It's gone. I hate everything I do. I hate myself, and fuck my best friend doesn't even seem to give two shits about me. I love my mom, I really do, but this whole situation is slowly killing me. I honestly have to admit the only reason I'm alive is because my mom's birthday just passed, and my dog. My god damn dog guys, I love her to death and I literally cannot picture myself living and breathing without her. She's 11 and honestly overweight and a seriously believe that the only reason she's still here is for me. I think I'm starting to push people away so that it's easier for me to end it all in the future. I see myself doing it, but I feel like I can't stop it. And I don't understand because there are people who've had it so much worse than me, who *have* it so much worse than me. I'm so afraid to tell my mom how I'm thinking so I just pretend I'm fine, which leads me to believe that somedays I truly am, but then I'm hit with it. With everything. It just sucks. I feel like I don't have anything. I feel like the world just made me for a joke, and I just lie to myself to make myself feel better...",2.124022464022463,3.4400133982683982,4.246829296829297,86.85472270972271,76.27272727272727,7.332256932256932,23.092547092547086,8.00916892397051,1.0720478998479002,1698,49,374,27,37,586,190,462,0.187,0.636,0.177,-0.8939,3,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,0,7,24,33,14,1,18,1,34,12,5,8,6,73,85,33,4,2,20,5,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,23,17,1,3,16,4,2,9,12,18,0,2,11,5,69,15,41,73,13,29,0,1,1,4,25,12,8,7,11,248,92,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946021398761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471713842198105,0.07273649273913718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416491914571192,0.06175061081055123,0.0,0.0,0.06517181386000405,0.0,0.0,0.16913992928005087,0.0,0.059025514063707374,0.1563038725131567,0.2183865936636408,0.061348753326694476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143785061245401,0.07167381147819445,0.0,0.0916314214870568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468370798555242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402945086889522,0.14866564849037006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359214217894965,0.1282558398870004,0.03624096848823901,0.19962709505214868,0.0,0.0,0.11095694914877452,0.0,0.0,0.06868342852493119,0.06134028798762745,0.0,0.0,0.2739389856070733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003926378687874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767046974526026,0.12331170417498255,0.15348681168729594,0.0,0.03812184099309674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799077521937076,0.13555525596587542,0.0,0.18375483564107803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757213846526444,0.11794529923734155,0.12521137973999255,0.06563596110607163,0.09260493376258924,0.0,0.0,0.07556011046165498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062041854117498,0.0,0.1474505531113576,0.10198425416484576,0.0,0.05349947788035924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700432191982818,0.10551221835023272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426933522677352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331326230007678,0.142639981453591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020228213474833,0.055275868284111164,0.06314836928025354,0.0,0.0,0.2848135668369905,0.0,0.07797049785925103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860493029303147,0.0,0.0490977425106378,0.0,0.055395924653681,0.05799323636722696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060629102809576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889410046101273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709508605140398,0.0,0.06776068308781838,0.07221264453520868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04091397291375533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744486793601471,0.0,0.06686652665033009,0.07522466827362127,0.0,0.0,0.14138013652457132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jazzychic,2020/01/17,Married and invisible Married for 12 years and together for 15; my husband is a high functioning aspie and being married to someone who doesn’t notice you gets lonely. I have two children from a previous marriage that he helped raise and we have a 12 year old son together as well. We have certainly had our share of ups and downs and we just found out we’re pregnant (I’m 42 and he is 45); however I am very early into the pregnancy so not sure what will happen and my emotions are all over the place. I love him and want for our marriage to improve but I also know he is limited in his ability to be affectionate and have conversation. What does one do when their partner doesn’t notice them. Men try to throw themselves at me and I have a spouse that doesn’t see me and it breaks my heart often.,4.506102272727271,5.463980087499998,5.570227272727274,81.03386363636366,70.0,8.818181818181818,30.17045454545455,9.095868883498916,2.480125,634,25,125,12,11,210,107,160,0.036000000000000004,0.8540000000000001,0.11,0.8635,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,5,1,2,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,18,2,1,0,3,28,26,17,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,17,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,2,1,20,6,17,21,1,16,0,1,1,1,26,9,0,1,5,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632273061612333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786187071705166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959713966208664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237969201402023,0.0,0.0,0.1066394510921592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049447665722151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187224096027604,0.13681114425964022,0.21565423117925134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121739392656045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421793570855974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647629208077384,0.21417991422903546,0.0,0.1383107377529465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325230814461726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626498545250806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729423900214433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923719817972038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857781221518775,0.0,0.1993865603359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684127585035228,0.12038981836090393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835200917273314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628812830776097 lonely,Djokiboi69,2020/01/17,"Is it only me who feels socially excluded from all different friend groups despite knowing and talking to individuals who I thought were friends and would likely invite me to events and gathering etc. E.g. High school and college ""friends"". I always think about all the interactions I had with people on an everyday basis and thought were friends to me in highschool and college. I have never been insulting, disrespectful, mean, annoying and always agreed and helped whenever they asked for something and had friendly pleasant interactions and conversation one on one. But, none of them ever invited me to any events or gatherings with other mutual friends who I know and have talked to often and wonder what is wrong with me that people don't invite or maybe forget to invite. I actually told one of my friend who knows me and talks every day to me since highschool and are going to the same college and degree to invite me to highschool friends gathering sometime but never did and I found out they all met via social media posts every winter and summer break. In fact, the same friend stereotyped me as being lonely and never leaves the room kind of person, which made me lie to people whenever they ask me about how my day was or what did I do over the weekend or were you in a relationship or even worse. I have been in this deep hole for the past 5 years now and can't figure out what to do. I have always hinted everyone I meet or met that I am up for anything anywhere but people never ask me out or invite to anything. What should I do. I welcome any advice.",10.077763192438962,8.151748112627988,9.309215017064847,68.46358099238647,59.341296928327644,11.882278813336836,38.23812024153321,10.389873798559362,3.917048516671042,1259,46,215,21,13,400,152,293,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9035,1,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,0,7,17,2,0,8,0,26,0,0,2,9,63,44,31,0,2,10,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,1,1,14,25,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,4,0,3,17,1,33,13,37,24,7,33,0,1,0,0,42,14,0,9,17,166,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.08349350146784397,0.0,0.0,0.08360752443370724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357648977215574,0.0,0.0,0.11636646955904925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081597146455516,0.0,0.2399590919567857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035729675705204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939122252750951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542119807409426,0.05651108821313725,0.07739325438729186,0.14417474336112535,0.08175554515071141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326133561869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381131891738947,0.5949258895148904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048625302537797316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734857243591057,0.09039806197675627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909680924368628,0.1410634049486431,0.0,0.0,0.090594908829152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179993556426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095824615234609,0.0,0.0,0.0859557825660868,0.09319912314786312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639543217633761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393151864081796,0.06507167718222112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167600055573372,0.2372640882975563,0.07470705082877102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194212598816503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185863193932033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659054490474519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077550891612643,0.0,0.0,0.17443379375106727,0.0,0.06586770295465333,0.08462030174208883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063078910632733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482292287137943,0.0,0.13584900015939516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175554515071141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927853741789888,0.0,0.0,0.08719220150757984,0.0607788476960596,0.0935456259676418,0.0,0.05509736208334911 lonely,Nausea_,2020/01/17,"Developing quite the toxic attitude in lonliness Bitter, cynical. Am I dead? In my teens, I embraced that type of philosophy and view towards life. I was quite the misanthropic nihilist. Surprisingly, as I grew, I became more and more optimistic almost naturally. As in, it took more work to be negative than not to be. It's like I had grown a willful, powerful spirit that wanted to negate and make a new me. Everything sucked, but the proverb I lived by was ""hope dies last."" I committed to fitness, study, and a pretty girl with green eyes. But life went on more. Here I am now some years later. Disappointment by the droves, left and right. Dissapointed by the poverty and circumstance I grew up in, how my parents handled the divorce... dissapointed by myself and my actions, my family, my friends. Dissapointed by my shit paying job I spend an underwhelming, unintellectually challenging 40 hours as week at. Dissapointed by the lukewarm, flat, uninviting people who occupy the seats around my cubicle. As I reflect, all I remember now in my hindsight are institutions that have failed me time after time, allowing me to continually fall between cracks... used by other people for comfort, used by corporations to fill a role in the cheapest manner possible, used by the higher educational system to turn and burn a degree, guaranteeing the dean a spot and a fat salary, making sure that McGraw-Hill gets some nice, hard-earned payments. Nights staying up late studying, nights staying at work late to close the shop down, nights cooking a meal for myself and my SO after a long shift, nights pulling my hair out at 2AM because I couldn't prove a theorem... meaningless, all meaningless, all for not, all fucking nothing, nothing, fuck, fuck fuck fuck. I'm here now years later with little to nothing to show for it all... for fucks sakes, I still live at home!",7.136545454545455,8.525680593939395,7.4236363636363665,68.55545454545457,64.27272727272728,10.484848484848484,34.39393939393939,10.537671172512404,3.910030303030303,1476,64,243,37,22,480,194,330,0.131,0.747,0.122,-0.7929999999999999,4,0,0,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,0,7,9,20,10,0,23,0,11,14,4,7,8,42,31,18,2,3,4,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,9,15,3,0,3,3,3,10,5,12,0,0,6,5,30,8,52,21,11,59,1,2,3,6,6,22,8,4,25,160,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307822401061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274718512732919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666281214407149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964697317928158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353946407668142,0.0,0.08762708292892038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718146566008374,0.5155969918751308,0.04856369984566389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326693377013432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323865812622724,0.0923225304433173,0.09153921545910937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224073816473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576846758481368,0.2097083116075323,0.0,0.10099286182666936,0.0,0.13130980748877538,0.04541176076299714,0.09316254646771342,0.1641570310344325,0.0822597919628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409266073927964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977383580658456,0.0,0.34891745660587026,0.0,0.26757049355269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032124430405688,0.0,0.0,0.12888273474553485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478966465054733,0.0,0.09456582730884676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773226089526572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529674825004827,0.07938069021591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954141207369582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814940320427,0.07423176503760971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760636975373391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840237699710008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327333946159246,0.0,0.10110532628338742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084262763133266,0.0,0.0,0.054825629197024335,0.0,0.07456066617604461,0.0,0.0,0.08616764159631084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534065021315306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971636758886794 lonely,drowning_shark,2020/01/17,"you ever realize that not one person actually cares about you? it just occurred to me how no one truly cares, and honestly it’s kind of funny to me. there are people who say they “care,” but don’t actually make any efforts to show it, and your “friends,” who are only your friends when they need something from you. it’s feels like i’m only capable of being loved if i’m happy, almost like something’s genuinely wrong with me. how can i be so unloveable? oh god i hate this lonely feeling.",2.065773195876289,4.4258968659793805,3.764134020618561,85.35238659793818,80.34020618556701,6.35422680412371,24.13298969072165,7.554174236665415,1.3210668041237112,384,14,74,6,10,128,68,97,0.10800000000000001,0.54,0.35200000000000004,0.9827,0,2,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,2,1,8,15,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,16,17,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,3,12,11,8,15,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,0,0,2,4,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.3302875150798585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694590809182258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508198660250432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176228167913092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530779355646424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113522357232813,0.12089771832924255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614928643814204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014814284730585,0.0,0.16707927482387264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762266715929671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535414859007275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527363947872801,0.0,0.1129621265398061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125481664584665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934882386452035,0.25741359723513263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732255319845017,0.1477648304561914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457823516868833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605625533777543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502609067929496,0.0,0.0 lonely,krash_azm,2020/01/17,"The_day_i_fall I’ve given up on communicating my feelings to people due to recent events, and have now created an instagram account to express myself without any consequences no one follows the account or knows it exists for now. So far I don’t feel any different from when I would try and talk to people it just feels like I have more verbal freedom because I can’t hurt anyone else if no one knows it’s there",8.358164556962027,7.560222759493673,8.393512658227849,70.06216772151902,61.911392405063296,10.937974683544304,37.471518987341774,10.125756701596842,3.83593417721519,334,14,57,6,4,109,60,79,0.042,0.8009999999999999,0.157,0.8103,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,1,0,2,1,3,6,1,9,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185539740911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637714069938926,0.2399850974589265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427777601315187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470905831303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565996357937254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35528457049656026,0.16732613751863687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250736339355686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744133119848617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442759792583825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31742578248815484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32475599939875976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312630574124723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882564019045828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590193617377529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257788079620453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638249443872655,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AshleyFonyo,2020/01/17,"I’m 19 years old and I have no friends. I went from being popular to completely alone. Every friend I’ve ever had since the beginning of secondary school has betrayed me or done me wrong in some way. Fast forward to now. I’m in a committed relationship with my boyfriend of 2 years but he’s the only person I have to talk to. He’s like my only best friend and I’ve known him since I was a toddler. All my friends have hurt me, betrayed me or abandoned me. I’m scared my boyfriend will leave me next and I’ll end up really alone. I try not to cling onto him though. Sometimes I feel like I’m the problem. Maybe there’s something wrong with me. I haven’t had a best friend since I was 11. I feel it has a lot to do with my town also. It’s a small town and everyone is pretty much very toxic, fake and hateful. Nobody wants to see others progress where I’m from. It’s really sad. I’m very unhappy. I’ve always envied those with a tight knit group of friends. I envy my boyfriend. He has so many friends. Whenever we’re not on the phone or I’m not with him he’s with his friends but when I’m not with him I’m alone. I like going to work just because I get to speak to people, but I’m always reminded of the fact that I am alone when I go home. Nobody to speak to, nobody to share my thoughts with. I never thought my life would be like this. Thanks for reading",0.06680933062880713,2.2424870034482787,1.8150912778904669,97.2410953346856,87.58620689655174,4.929006085192698,19.563894523326574,6.37848985222837,-0.057606490872210266,1061,32,246,11,34,346,144,290,0.192,0.595,0.213,0.8813,0,4,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,10,26,1,1,11,0,19,1,0,0,5,41,42,16,0,3,11,0,3,4,8,2,1,2,1,1,7,13,0,2,5,1,0,4,7,9,0,0,8,6,35,17,33,30,6,26,0,3,1,0,25,10,0,5,17,138,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722087067114671,0.0,0.07184890015927982,0.14951623768231245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054768591280559116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885732701190652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420062381921084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194248278875858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957587646328547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126981741053924,0.07569816750136547,0.08585061164953953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908565190726768,0.0641851842182655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553113128694572,0.0,0.046940229884040494,0.0,0.10212180609445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870319623749727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012171767047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096180778271809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513273162058156,0.0,0.0,0.06346007994799184,0.17557463672895704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638288504540702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108858389409648,0.09026123542458164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604630801469631,0.0,0.06929389293763401,0.0,0.09555102532078208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427706451495613,0.0,0.0,0.13666212553183507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228711173433572,0.07844906417491389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140451998424257,0.0,0.08596939490609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898691708901996,0.0,0.11511383276981632,0.0,0.0,0.09645975355852608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995037601549227,0.09092779247493776,0.07159471925089819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296178390307086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916696079981999,0.08885886148927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221389327275682,0.0,0.08271707383687503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827211642058068,0.14265356232611434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099876073618112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482628336623538,0.05299282480997519,0.07131466602562593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328708310838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540812637680603,0.0,0.0,0.06382320906113507,0.1964624953978724,0.0,0.1157142852246153 lonely,thrwyy11,2020/01/17,"I am so touch starved My love language is physical touch, and that goes for platonic relationships as well. I haven’t been hugged in months, and it kinda sucks. I love that feeling of being hugged tightly but I haven’t had anything like that since my boyfriend and I broke up 4 months ago",4.998750000000001,6.340204232142861,4.409285714285716,88.3857142857143,69.17857142857143,7.742857142857144,30.07142857142857,8.07648339933343,1.842407142857144,231,9,47,3,4,69,41,56,0.128,0.626,0.24600000000000002,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,7,11,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,7,6,5,8,0,5,0,1,0,4,3,2,1,1,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27474898217099275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255059663413136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567183265782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142426508623474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594778608166936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947928784155107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327666812273722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563910513032178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27867923918908605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enotsdloc,2020/01/17,"AIT WHO WANTS A FUCKING FRIEND I will be a friend for all of you, you need a hug? you fucking got one, need back rub? I will do my best you guys deserve a lot more than you are given so I will be one to befriend all of you, you guys fucking rock Have a great day you beautiful fucking people :D",-0.7978124999999991,1.264009843750003,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,91.1875,3.825,18.9375,5.148860815047168,-0.62661875,226,7,55,1,8,74,39,64,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,0,1,2,9,4,0,5,0,8,5,0,0,2,6,17,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,12,5,5,10,5,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,4,1,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148931868906273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931030303063885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866870015197263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843252843067437,0.6804426294083675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716647268545766,0.2028673544997909,0.0,0.36438990024518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643539040819107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272876355863218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937456593683754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756664841563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085315543272979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotYourMP,2020/01/17,"I got drunk. I drunk-texted my ex. It made me realise how lonely I actually am. I’ve had a life pretty much dominated by loneliness. I’m an only child, growing up in a single parent family. I’ve always been that kid with little to no friends, and somehow self-destructive toward the friends I manage to make. Somehow, things just go wrong. Tonight took the biscuit. I got drunk. I then decide to text my ex (been broken up since September, haven’t spoken since) and just went for it. I’m still hurting, and am angry. Angry that it ended and that I feel like I’m stuck in this black hole, being sucked deeper. See, when you’re me, in a situation of being isolated, your significant other tends to become someone that heals or patches that pain. She became that - to the point where I credit her for me landing my absolute dream job. I’m someone who is fairly civilised and quiet most of the time. But when intoxicated, it’s the complete opposite. Being angry, upset and depressed all at the same time led me to put out a few truths I wish I hadn’t, including why I thought she’d called it off. Spoiler alert: I was probably wrong on why, and it probably wasn’t her fault. Either way, no chance existed previously of us getting back together, and that hasn’t changed post-drunk text farce. I’m lonely. And it’s slowly killing me because I have no one to turn to 99% of the time. It’s literally me, with my own thoughts, being stupid. I hate this and I wish it would end. I wish I could have someone who cared enough to see what was going on, what my brain was melting on at work, who had said what. It’s not normal to be like this sure, but the odd scenarios growing up has left me damaged so I know nothing else apart from letting it all build up and then taking it out on someone. I wish we were still together. I might’ve said a million things I don’t mean, but I mean it pretty fucking much when I say I miss having a personal connection with someone, being able to say things unfiltered and most importantly, someone who cares. I’m sitting in front of the mirror just looking at myself thinking ‘wow what an absolute shell of a human’. A fully grown man, with a pretty good career sitting there crying. The worst thing is I have no motivation to change either. My antidepressants have caused me to put on weight and now have this sense of self-loathing, more so than before, when looking at what they’ve done. It hurts but I can’t snap myself out of this - and I’ve been trying for years. I wish I could scream for help but it would just fall on deaf ears. Fuck, it hurts.",3.0367824611537766,4.964576842829079,4.1062667440614415,86.22689073941777,75.2671905697446,6.8276656545811765,24.73124665118771,7.686295010490155,1.2482962671905702,2019,67,402,28,44,655,253,509,0.163,0.7140000000000001,0.122,-0.9579,2,4,0,0,1,0,71.0,2,1,0,2,19,32,6,1,21,0,39,12,2,6,4,68,83,29,1,10,13,3,2,2,2,2,5,8,0,5,42,22,3,0,9,3,1,12,11,21,0,2,22,15,51,11,55,49,15,61,0,8,5,2,27,29,3,5,19,270,93,6,0.0690619436584175,0.0,0.06739449470547414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746506956076035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310437173395047,0.0,0.04209951984438545,0.07627349084937622,0.058766627400811774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709596927887065,0.07051996606344581,0.0,0.14082650859404458,0.07094564012511846,0.1461167582073394,0.0,0.07241013396738713,0.0,0.0,0.11028068477949007,0.0,0.07586130220972959,0.0,0.0,0.05948295087553763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067434615725421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769239209155475,0.0,0.1223367668209359,0.07135944922036523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510545412557099,0.0,0.03491979379292238,0.04933786634880229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671417270986996,0.12769330812574575,0.03608201513491628,0.0,0.07849898822838965,0.05792588171895705,0.11047029054451064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818437142432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462907650709439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217967171782873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853332264825583,0.0,0.07640680827981043,0.0,0.03795463810880696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503600385739055,0.07062051648057104,0.0487804932102591,0.0674803544359671,0.06921821076932455,0.0,0.0,0.11598927795619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534808093753372,0.04609938366677497,0.0,0.0,0.15045740569312568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732638084531224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153694991604012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766604154620308,0.0662667975511722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679816036009385,0.052524720202595764,0.07348677728162795,0.0,0.07668511550266495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060302225359182886,0.0,0.0,0.06528585955013581,0.0,0.06614225154027771,0.21078247475259124,0.14892091202508784,0.0,0.0,0.138852656827085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138744689024104,0.10984165908124344,0.0,0.0,0.11006685523154187,0.0,0.14409333817195846,0.0,0.0,0.1142575069213537,0.0776285182540704,0.0,0.0,0.35109576448379465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030591483312333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509006458352733,0.0,0.05192598676619458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352674652840475,0.04425210489725083,0.0,0.10965493794163583,0.12081172418598687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673036052295833,0.04688852639902265,0.07511956306400655,0.0,0.0,0.08307301484823477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548181563071766,0.0,0.0840988419800062,0.0,0.06402111367335889,0.12463532450709218,0.0,0.3970891344816544,0.0,0.0,0.05027791750710711,0.0,0.0,0.09811924658195033,0.15101678772987015,0.0,0.044473627431255325 lonely,idkwhatshappeningrn,2020/01/18,"Tips to deal with loneliness? It's really bad right now, and I could use some pointers to feel less alone. It's not like needing people to talk to types of alone, it's wanting someone who loves you type of alone. Anything will do, thanks PM's are closed too btw",3.5906603773584926,4.930894811320755,3.603915094339623,92.82398584905664,72.58490566037736,6.809433962264151,24.57075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.7624754716981137,207,6,45,2,4,63,42,53,0.22899999999999998,0.662,0.109,-0.6398,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033806096528336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862904944185668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890168733435189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074508101666065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333866410546356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446394209116592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110597265096328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431573913544215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785703946507316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694258207013068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502407997291344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332629019072026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191810054266281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195473439035306,0.0,0.20841921848318093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551863134937025,0.0,0.0,0.13352410354713784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-Fischy-,2020/01/18,"Watching my friends stories on Snapchat from parties am not invited to. I feel extremely lonely right now watching my friends having fun but I was never invited. I feel extremely excluded and just want to cry right now, I don’t know what to do.",4.388695652173912,6.679667217391309,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,72.47826086956522,8.947826086956523,37.58695652173913,9.516144504307137,4.1175826086956535,196,12,34,5,4,63,32,46,0.184,0.633,0.183,-0.4653,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,3,5,8,0,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707337832554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413056956908104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215115984475484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548411598932288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603049354915918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764554563070541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990694022068146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swae347890312r67hvxd,2020/01/18,M19 Anyone want a penpal ? Or textpal idk,-0.5899999999999999,0.32178000000000395,0.7199999999999989,97.025,124.0,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.0374500000000002,32,1,6,0,2,10,8,8,0.182,0.649,0.16899999999999998,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,doctordesktop,2020/01/18,"I'm not living I'm here, but I'm not living. Every day is the same thing. No study, no friends, no hobby's that make me happy, no interests. Every day is just getting through it and doing it again the next day. I don't have any friends in real life. Was in a long distance relationship with a beautiful girl but she left. It just feels like life isn't for me.",-0.9726754385964896,1.1127626973684208,1.3194736842105286,96.88298245614037,99.65789473684212,4.1122807017543845,16.859649122807017,5.985473137389443,-0.39764561403508747,279,8,63,3,12,93,50,76,0.121,0.615,0.264,0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,13,3,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,5,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061559944885665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40006259954050855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484374500649816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455277476463616,0.14772168639723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951113255974883,0.0,0.1080325623864282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011819437535607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246640532032641,0.0,0.2921057294762028,0.1010209043647254,0.0,0.36517614499632495,0.18299133170181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802539917282566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199099179862394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353577442416591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220013487329339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737359609609068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnsocialNote,2020/01/18,Need some one to talk to As the title states im incredibly lonely atm and i just need someone to talk to. Being lonely sucks and i hope to high hell i can get passed it.,-1.5434234234234232,0.3780244324324329,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,101.97297297297294,3.547747747747748,11.572072072072071,5.46131890053228,-1.3596090090090094,132,2,31,1,6,45,26,37,0.29100000000000004,0.642,0.067,-0.8685,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,6,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948145115253946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34273799867797783,0.0,0.3221944885446159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503990671692647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810651718825401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198164403911793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274856321243553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214680650468063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MumuTaru,2020/01/18,[f] [29] Feeling pretty down Anyone want wanna chat for awhile?,0.9560606060606034,1.7874694545454517,1.9309090909090896,87.74969696969698,127.1818181818182,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-1.1637515151515148,48,1,7,0,3,15,11,11,0.0,0.5710000000000001,0.429,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479382428546349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466563208558929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6974943555121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40438039819008137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Diclord_of_Dix,2020/01/18,"Feeling lonely is When people think about loneliness, they imagine someone who has absolutely nobody to talk to, never leaves their house and generally doesn't have any friends. And yes, of course, these people do exist and we all feel like them sometimes, I don't think this whole community is like that. The posts about 'You can talk to me to make you feel less lonely!' are well meant and very nice, but I just don't think they work. What we all feel, is feeling like we are never the first option. If we're lucky enough somebody does start a conversation with us, it's because they need something or the one they want to talk to isn't reacting. Loneliness, how I feel it, is feeling absolutely gutted when something fun happened on work or on school or anywhere, and you come home, and you have nobody you can talk about it with. Loneliness is checking your phone constantly for messages you know won't come. Loneliness fucking sucks, and I wish I didn't feel this way.",7.666721311475412,7.483413076502735,6.764486338797816,79.15886065573774,63.04371584699453,9.724371584699457,33.05409836065573,9.120678840339163,2.6526288524590163,775,27,146,11,10,236,104,183,0.046,0.753,0.2,0.9788,0,4,2,0,0,0,22.0,4,7,6,3,8,12,2,0,4,1,19,2,1,3,4,47,42,15,0,4,6,0,8,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,0,14,0,1,2,8,4,1,2,2,8,23,8,15,39,5,13,0,2,0,1,26,2,2,6,10,96,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188221299268432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340017652619739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744329229342665,0.0,0.1301192956988624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537068098497022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441462964299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870590520999952,0.1720403516626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241978884973252,0.0,0.0,0.09302765380346953,0.11131613130373784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647723421960002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077999143653324,0.0,0.0,0.13893575848093226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617360833263528,0.0,0.0,0.1274956892464144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647718831326215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803739071466262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928170854129594,0.1857336058820696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159221872907621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695280596819287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531848716664155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186028274141394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020221100936048,0.1853933801758917,0.11908752748118598,0.0,0.08522607246339074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871206025155386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145957410822074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483713773844964,0.0,0.0,0.0993499915612574,0.0710203166582948,0.09557501759308198,0.0,0.0,0.1082621039310996,0.0,0.0,0.13443228932984955,0.13846434674468355,0.0,0.0,0.17531829503197618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wannaBadreamer2,2020/01/18,"Friend-finding suggestions? I'm (M20) looking for places or things to go and do where it's common to meet people and get chatting quickly, I'm looking for any suggestions, all welcome except places of drinking (bars, clubs, pubs, etc.) I don't drink as an intensely personal choice, I get agitated and uncomfortable around drunk people. I have no friends and it's beginning to concern me, and I'm lonely af. Again, all responses welcome, thanks for your interest, hope you're all doing okay. :)",5.619390048154092,7.703811516853932,5.8090208667736745,76.0603370786517,68.66292134831461,9.130658105939006,34.06260032102729,9.606745405546679,3.5882443017656502,391,19,65,9,7,124,63,89,0.125,0.65,0.225,0.8779,0,2,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,3,12,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,10,15,4,9,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,2,4,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414204302125233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512914325390406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074446951506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193119004414114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900723431011215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133989401883284,0.0,0.2173018002203477,0.0,0.11818887743466197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065519321014209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34926928016486464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883475761374356,0.18158329127193232,0.4345494091199131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914623032110848,0.0,0.0,0.1381598708528531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawaylululul5691,2020/01/18,"I had a great dream Last night, I was with someone that I have like for a few months now. I was talking with her in her bedroom and at the end of the dream, as I was leaving, I heard her say “I love you”. It was great, and I felt actually happy. Right after that, I woke up. Being a relatively young person (17) I realize that there isn’t much sadness I could have experienced, but right now my heart is aching like I lost her. I just wanted somewhere to complain right now.",2.2585824742268064,3.7629864432989706,3.736688144329898,89.86833118556703,76.31958762886596,6.499484536082474,23.465206185567013,7.1686216300943375,0.6904443298969074,363,11,81,4,8,120,63,97,0.126,0.69,0.183,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,0,0,10,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,4,19,6,10,6,2,15,0,2,0,1,11,6,0,0,11,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.18721247818160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153172157335395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169917212001978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420072660415068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42301829646467576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422195040647134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733655915066436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637880588992056,0.0,0.2031355386272077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187450984501621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942084465595828,0.0,0.1731470774469748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312838422983002,0.0,0.14102772120969173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003299049534405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751114610614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915022545277178,0.0,0.1525623813491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625491529026855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419727633633434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315480831649599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gerald301,2020/01/18,"Who’s up for a chat? What’s up y’all. I’m a 19 year old guy and I’m looking to have a descent conversation with someone, hell maybe even make friends with someone. I’m open to everyone! The only requirement is that you need to be able to hold up a conversation with me! No but for real though, I’m kinda lonely at the moment and since is the sub where all the lone wanderers come together I though I’d throw my line out.",0.3923333333333332,2.5365057888888924,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,85.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,21.22222222222221,7.554174236665415,0.7800222222222226,331,11,75,6,10,113,61,90,0.124,0.852,0.024,-0.8123,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,8,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,14,11,1,12,1,2,1,0,8,7,1,1,3,43,8,1,0.23449790731917702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199918329173955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548836561818802,0.0,0.0,0.2240727996305205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811725014975863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321897959544549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691918234099276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652917404164302,0.0,0.2355846665631066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387722696497512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460661069375937,0.0,0.0,0.17834622539663744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690995665458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397909216893425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973786317941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607860066603695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100896399765604 lonely,mentalcripplet,2020/01/18,"I'm terrified that I'm missing some cues or something. What I know I have is anxiety and ADHD-PI/SCT and those can seriously put a dent in your ability to be on your toes socially, and I get that. But fuck me, I'm so terrified that I'm missing something in how I'm supposed to act. I catch myself interrupting (talking too much can be an ADHD thing), I know boundaries, I never miss the point of a joke, I've been told I'm a great actor and charming person in the past (before isolating myself. I'm not either of these things IMO, but I was placed as a tier 1 actor immediately so take that for what it's worth), I'm in tune with what people want to talk about, I'm aware of what is and isn't weird, I feel like I'm part of the group, I've never struggled with tone and it flows naturally, I can interpret any facial expressionsor body language cues (discounting my attention disorders scrambling my brain), and I see weird behaviors that even other people don't see. But I'm so fucking afraid that I'm missing something super important. almost feel too normal and boring. All of this said, I say so many fucking stupid things I regret; especially in regards to obnoxious, bad, unfunny jokes. Not everyone gets to be funny and I understand that, but holy fuck, it's so brutal when you just eat shit and bomb once and have to keep your mouth shut, since usually by that point I'm in no state to try and make a save. I'm constantly teeming with severe anxiety so it's hard to tell when that switch occurs that really puts me into that frantic headspace, and my attention disorders are a whole other deal (if you're unfamiliar, SCT is a novel subsection of ADHD that comes with severe brain fog, depression, low energy, painful boredom, 'intelligence swings', retard-level working memory, and some other stuff). Overall all of this is making it really hard to focus on other people's body language, my own, AND come up with stuff to say in the moment all while I don't even want to have the conversation sometimes. It's not like anyone can assess the situation from this obnoxious wall of text but if you have advice I'd appreciate it.",7.665482501434313,6.688966754216867,8.267504302925989,70.98678714859439,63.38554216867471,11.663798049340222,34.219736087205966,10.914260884657429,3.656515777395296,1693,60,313,39,21,568,212,415,0.22,0.6729999999999999,0.107,-0.9952,0,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,2,15,31,7,3,14,0,21,14,8,3,5,61,62,34,0,6,13,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,37,23,1,1,8,5,2,7,9,23,0,0,4,9,27,8,40,55,10,34,0,7,2,4,17,17,5,6,11,193,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078768005121677,0.0834448956269177,0.0,0.0,0.08550859498510673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807005991743607,0.0,0.13065057880138475,0.0,0.0,0.059708659695928534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129945511844127,0.0,0.0,0.07266301795098609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970439114697696,0.0,0.19065330264577568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711674211865458,0.0,0.09227932442815884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880362691688198,0.07354872856268607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957351870489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737819437636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280233183911012,0.0,0.0,0.0815965187132425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635437204568258,0.06100466245433801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157772208800838,0.0892284696065426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414590832872788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529904247977476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590108037316311,0.0,0.0,0.09385934405979963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343725720853347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400076849950362,0.08657493752774291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627735633365246,0.0,0.1317204460902499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366685326366044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909405884186474,0.0,0.0,0.09086400314170978,0.0,0.0,0.09247212500040007,0.0815171288440823,0.17760193132829513,0.07456173473889346,0.08921734358592412,0.0,0.1614476717230006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168678111735947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940968071490456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122814626408133,0.13581562867560842,0.0,0.0,0.13609407637008006,0.0,0.0,0.19293920775773005,0.08765452384465329,0.07063784024763141,0.0959851307602187,0.0,0.08704724731388441,0.0,0.1972187420497275,0.08445570293599215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927113786721058,0.1955087450737746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420478893200095,0.1372710614536013,0.07463710660866936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019362690143933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815965187132425,0.0,0.057976133498183424,0.0,0.0,0.08889695870308989,0.0,0.0,0.0940481498151609,0.0,0.10073381978747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953380570810895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216700504930892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,psycwolfofwallstreet,2020/01/18,"Is it wrong to feel lonely while on a relationship? I’m in a loving relationship, for almost 8 months. I love her and she does everything to me. Still, I feel completely alone on my everyday life, and even with her, I feel alone. Like I don’t have anyone to talk to, even if she wants to listen.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,81.0,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,0.7653333333333343,228,5,50,5,6,77,42,60,0.158,0.682,0.16,0.2814,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,10,11,0,7,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,2,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202008235507856,0.4178727714194335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410576444603536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151507224299115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653946008444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648783107662044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130620682531884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060094893684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424912367937856,0.0985574204981772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641470193467962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102277184482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331753000198697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110565100781024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621467696631096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898839639909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056530637669086,0.0,0.0 lonely,srirachaBby,2020/01/18,"I lost my boyfriend. Hi! I don’t really know how to say what i’m feeling other than I’m extremely lonely. I lost my boyfriend around 6 months ago to cancer and life has been nothing but darkness since. I miss his touch, his laugh, his warmth, the light inside his eyes. I moved away to uni about a month after he passed and I desperately wish I could text him and tell him I miss him and how much I wish he was here with me, but I can’t. I don’t know what to do. I’ve isolated myself from my loved ones and the world to the point where I no longer trust getting close to anyone else due to the fear of losing them. I miss him with all of my heart it hurts. I don’t know what to do.",2.7414189189189173,3.1370924662162167,3.6563243243243266,95.20894594594596,73.66216216216216,7.0010810810810815,20.881081081081078,6.742157984588678,-0.005237297297297161,527,9,132,4,10,169,87,148,0.20800000000000002,0.619,0.174,-0.1849,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,12,0,1,5,0,10,5,2,2,1,21,25,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,4,5,29,3,18,20,2,13,0,8,1,1,15,6,0,0,5,82,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201735224535798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991122650744247,0.17571386793349805,0.0,0.15266428007242944,0.0,0.0,0.16112242313645034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692244493059416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325959971803282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929762302708881,0.08671153161878699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959751637694324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321890115354968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835857829764377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274263204141376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112990427333847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185573439638948,0.3744076543485215,0.0,0.15477826772861122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376663124368983,0.1822689058581799,0.12606638652179564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455124406544622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620744915703984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211541534900706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986219648141324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637735879777327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185999325836224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989160771636886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944147808462893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ada1875,2020/01/18,"Lonely! I cried myself to sleep last night and! My god i feel so lonely even though ive got great family and friends, what is wrong with me?",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,82.44827586206897,5.2459770114942526,13.114942528735632,6.42735559955562,-0.9632160919540232,109,1,25,1,3,34,25,29,0.29,0.47600000000000003,0.233,-0.3131,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829363001265506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942602792587373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989114909776651,0.0,0.16032339790062866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497250577219234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535950305461903,0.34957794409570697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584596549133189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975548018264963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31730547384984675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152603663160405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466733608518329,0.0,0.0 lonely,evankeating92,2020/01/18,Everyone one I know is getting together and I can’t find anyone Everyone I know is getting with someone and I’m left with no one and it makes me feel single asf so what do I do,-0.6223076923076931,1.5131124102564115,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,91.56410256410255,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.3137753846153846,140,6,31,3,5,50,26,39,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,12,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430771998375974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584047199120606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477412569058703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705856020869506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053169385444438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32116260324189644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174678976864843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504069599906126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959942646559437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475736724313868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GrantMcF18,2020/01/18,I could use some kind words I really feel alone in the world. I don’t have friends or a girlfriend. I don’t have a job or the means to get one. I don’t have enough money for college. I don’t have a close supportive family. I’m disabled and in a wheelchair. I’m helping my mom through the divorce which taxes me even more. I don’t know what to do honestly. Dating apps just bring me more pain since I feel more alone from the world without a connection. Please give me kind words and invite me into your world so I don’t see it as hopeless anymore.,1.9722608695652184,3.6630480086956574,3.157608695652176,92.906847826087,77.6086956521739,6.339130434782609,23.67391304347826,7.1686216300943375,0.7383217391304351,431,14,96,5,10,139,68,115,0.11599999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.6992,2,2,0,0,1,1,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,1,0,17,24,6,0,1,4,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,3,15,5,10,23,5,9,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,1,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968957833047532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002344792797626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298323451935014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798207414252636,0.0,0.1265551427256995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806307782164476,0.0,0.1937653185187156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803570854547932,0.0,0.100107165535886,0.1838076582336992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843066731202246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901411728092262,0.0,0.0,0.3990600700418955,0.10530263417400457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871706252412772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440873589556584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983840199682695,0.0,0.20388420520648354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032782220386567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227488610625267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268660654731375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849994957772104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743425721445914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548761639530288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847030786267927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EasternKanyeWest,2020/01/18,"Shot two shots last night, and got shot down. So last night I went out drinking with a couple of my boys, while out somehow they started hyping me up and told me to message this girl I’d been talking to and this other girl my friend knows from school. I’m not ever the type to just randomly DM someone ever, but I was drunk and my homies were hyping me up, probably because I haven’t been seeing anyone since June of 2018. Anyways, I shot one shot off to my friend from school, we talk at least once a day over Instagram, we hype up each others stupid tweets and see each other for class and other school group stuff, I shot her a message asking if she wanted to go grab a drink or food sometime, she didn’t open it even though I could see she was on Instagram. I sent off another one to the other girl my friend knows from school, I asked if she’d like to go out sometime and surprisingly she said yes! I got so excited, then I asked her when she’s normally free, and suddenly she went from “I’d love to” to “jk actually, idk, thanks for asking tho”, and I was crushed. I mean, nobody wants to get a random DM but saying yes then no seemed a lil weird. I feel like I should apologize to my friend that I asked out too, I’m sure she saw the notification and read the message she just never opened it on Instagram, but we’re good friends and I don’t want to ruin that. Fuck I really hate myself sometimes. Here’s to 2020 being another year alone.",7.9578487614080835,5.418168847457629,7.819999999999998,79.4145110821382,63.91525423728814,11.110821382007826,32.52281616688396,9.265573868473778,2.462306388526728,1130,29,245,15,13,364,159,295,0.107,0.696,0.19699999999999998,0.9832,0,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,0,14,19,3,0,10,2,13,6,0,0,4,49,47,25,0,8,9,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,0,4,12,22,4,0,5,4,1,5,6,5,0,3,15,8,41,15,36,28,3,37,0,1,4,2,40,16,1,7,18,154,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.08531587266553423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054772113354648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833490892004684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113079926679834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086609331746794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329452042070106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698031263624169,0.09673600892175142,0.0,0.056383005337626975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128981464484375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774452767488286,0.15816495704208713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420557930975468,0.06245767019099946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571674354777916,0.0,0.3377283563854506,0.0808245989817627,0.045676855687091525,0.0,0.09937324574261673,0.0733293894459887,0.1398462779876663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631579145507083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960948838954464,0.14252890000153548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542456400398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890603316273516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523333413061924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742888041937799,0.0,0.0,0.16408811893186478,0.08565962857301011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310660939528577,0.11848522368812173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426079699159486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745038444871102,0.0,0.05600779906707063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316283650263022,0.0695252411973734,0.0,0.3539220549267607,0.20900334322561387,0.07959000740902833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232029080553241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407638083548783,0.0,0.2594018011495509,0.0,0.0618810863166685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000826840769257,0.0,0.0,0.08239865416408494,0.0,0.0,0.14054058063930455,0.0,0.08049078272175289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589631394855755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353998283885296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540320724777123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469964360695665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620909009239393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629994484684809 lonely,harry_fiduca,2020/01/18,"I regret of my childhood My parents got divorced when I was 3, I lived with my mum since then, and my dad moved a hundred miles away. On summer vacations, I suddenly decided to stay living with my dad, far away of any other familiar, I made my mom cry. I was 8 year old and the worst is that I don't even remember why I decided to do that. Now I'm sixteen and I regret on that STUPID DECISION. Since some years ago, I am not enough brave to return with my mum, I spend my days in school counting the days until next summer or Christmas in order to see her. I don't have any friends, or at least I don't feel enough trust to talk them about this. I hope I didn't bored you, thanks for reading. I hope you can tell me what to do.",3.3671612903225814,3.571606393548386,4.615000000000002,89.58250000000002,72.16129032258064,8.006451612903223,25.822580645161292,7.908726449838941,1.1656322580645155,561,16,131,7,10,186,96,155,0.17600000000000002,0.77,0.055,-0.9572,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,4,11,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,20,20,8,0,4,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,5,2,29,6,21,15,5,28,0,2,1,0,14,9,0,5,16,86,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725654608364812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059337011354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909550386148441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700847525422912,0.1997183134347346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199827555990296,0.0,0.10227052999617868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829188681308044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962919913985913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383989915301165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758262734269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734535690253119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651359588642185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813470386229628,0.0,0.16457068951023862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467437087930806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247880370962062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193178226612302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488215985234308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540382787317754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670660750092413,0.12338763829421825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561709227860464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503911274771346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445473403884345,0.13533721024733952,0.14255610601074375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397192488748111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942409887429952 lonely,throweweys,2020/01/18,The fear of being forgotten I just sometimes feel lonely and think about how many people have probably forgotten about me if I don’t reach out to them and all 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lonely,maroi88,2020/01/18,"Happy Birthday Spending my birthday alone, like i do every year.",6.335454545454546,9.305102545454547,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,69.0,4.4,38.27272727272727,3.1291,2.7178363636363634,52,3,6,0,1,16,10,11,0.132,0.461,0.408,0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482169668834979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459758091409423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634720942016135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585995251417783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408653979720362 lonely,The_Jedi_Ninja,2020/01/18,39 Male lonely af What the f happened to my life. Used to have a house full of kids and a wife to come home to and now it's just me. 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I live in a dorm on campus, and don't go out much when I'm not at school. We don't have that many lectures during the week, so most of the time I'm just in my dorm room by myself, either reading for the next lecture or chilling out by myself. In the beginning, I thought it was nice to have a lot of time to study and relax, but now I'm really tired of being this much alone, I'm starting to feel lonely. I do have friends who live in the area, but they have their own things going on and don't have a lot of time for me anymore, I might see them once every other week or so if I'm lucky. I haven't really managed to make any new friends at school since I have kind of poor social skills, I have made one new friend, but she isn't always interested in hanging out. My school doesn't really have a lot of social activities and not really any clubs either, so I don't have a lot of opportunities to go out and be with people. I also don't have a boyfriend since I'm in love with this guy who lives kind of far away and who I rarely get to see. Even though I'm pretty sure we're not gonna end up together, at least not now, I just don't know what to do. I don't really talk to guys a lot and am kind of terrified of online dating so I have no idea what I should do.",6.519176195426197,3.5785549560810854,7.481891891891893,81.97558212058216,67.00675675675676,10.72931392931393,29.52598752598753,8.617729084823388,1.7978599792099796,1041,20,253,12,13,356,139,296,0.10800000000000001,0.77,0.122,0.7423,0,7,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,2,13,16,0,0,12,0,30,2,0,2,1,46,54,22,0,2,14,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,3,2,11,15,0,0,5,3,1,4,15,3,0,1,3,4,26,13,44,46,12,42,0,3,2,1,17,22,0,11,16,168,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658609589189993,0.10291138516603388,0.0745775650636917,0.0775972695414383,0.0,0.0,0.12683587477618055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248585515552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761799296757238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259799511592761,0.0,0.0,0.06159534903162125,0.0,0.07857301920447242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430705198801777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161503106222763,0.0,0.04872291768588103,0.0,0.15900025515103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846781239022524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527576763733457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913383498617272,0.05125159172674061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704283866553706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396418704155389,0.08416805624809733,0.08824199969276843,0.062249751499954216,0.0945479301264451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893090769094376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710920618863398,0.0,0.0,0.18013632512558925,0.09917984536945908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931562926867574,0.06319333625213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465264071821553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487586478190406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932822064697708,0.0,0.2987140142051673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831430965970752,0.14862746183487632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428625823439654,0.0,0.0,0.19012747318691825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600776322202051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789359039437254,0.0,0.0,0.07495641982149295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195578691229992,0.0,0.0916244993461513,0.07403561712398124,0.16313666714548536,0.107185168141349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496102320146532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005443100733907 lonely,gebtoox,2020/01/18,My dad said that once he started doing his own business he’d be home more hes barely ever home and when he does get home it’s super late And above all that the only thing that makes me not alone my dog he’s getting rid of for no reason and it makes me sad,2.2237931034482763,2.6367956896551736,3.6960344827586202,94.38991379310345,74.86206896551724,5.8000000000000025,19.67241379310345,3.1291,-0.5423241379310344,202,3,49,0,4,67,43,58,0.087,0.82,0.09300000000000001,0.0875,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,9,10,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,2,7,3,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888284575066706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339309366418264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999014719124329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092019509104503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6650241598033244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492905420227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950300483524618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353510993960685,0.0,0.16807568245473092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272183506611828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102156348180855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564204924982302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681840784909894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scharrface,2020/01/18,"Never had a someone Sorry guys, I don’t usually do this kind of stuff, but I woke up thinking. I don’t really have anyone to talk to. Backstory: The only “serious” relationship I’ve ever been in was in 3rd grade. I don’t know what’s so different about me, maybe autism, but it’s like all people see in my is my naivety, but maybe it’s because that’s all I see. Maybe I just let myself feel so beat down by life that I don’t think I deserve it. Maybe it’s guilt from a past life, I don’t know. I’m 27 now, and I’ve been alone my whole life. Sometimes I’m cool with it, Sometimes I cry. It’s whatever. This morning I had a dream about my dead Grama so I already woke up sad, but as soon as I opened my eyes all I felt was alone. I try to do what I think makes me happy, playing and recording music, but as much as I want from music, there’s something that I want 100 times more. It’s not always on my mind, but it’s always in the back of it. I want someone. Just one person. I don’t need a group of fake friends, or a “music scene” or any other clique. Just one person to take the weight of existence from my shoulders for a few minutes. Someone who with just a touch could remind me that it’s not important if I don’t matter to the world. Someone who could heal me for a little while with just their hands. I know it sounds like I’m asking for a lot, but I’m not asking for love or even sex. Just a good back scratch before it’s all over. I don’t know why I’m here, thanks for listening.",0.8301883780332062,2.36635025,2.7524265644955332,95.22833333333334,80.45061728395062,5.703533418475947,19.814389101745427,6.48374012150746,-0.06434895700297982,1147,28,275,10,29,384,152,324,0.109,0.7709999999999999,0.12,-0.0719,1,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,19,14,0,1,14,1,21,10,3,1,6,51,50,21,1,7,20,0,6,2,1,0,4,2,0,3,24,6,1,0,9,2,0,0,12,4,0,2,9,12,36,10,36,38,9,22,0,1,3,2,14,12,0,5,12,177,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206483106801504,0.10764888810612956,0.0,0.16233888549319567,0.0,0.0,0.06633736816191725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820925183020415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239222675576727,0.0,0.0,0.15001990927707168,0.0,0.05946559521789065,0.0,0.08300789392027534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557715286466275,0.0,0.10715413160484002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019190229233886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443087735205665,0.08823959047642081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932422817309318,0.0,0.09366333039926973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536691418136805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182034017659458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658987032158356,0.0,0.10384382498561534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158334886754157,0.2144437898353696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975151884474694,0.20670742144988052,0.09531603820854903,0.09777076124691793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293355037045015,0.08804271417145706,0.0,0.06511540509382492,0.0,0.3920084825355113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849772581568664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171049914209084,0.07233211405947344,0.07523659988610774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322048551243233,0.07419119652779299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312254534128077,0.06762891078778395,0.17035385378274906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062493049605784674,0.0,0.0,0.10473222929078488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546949429110726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330615308530549,0.07509878193331936,0.1929589556822966,0.10919927637381978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167145013517704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334548521554872,0.0784070220916932,0.0,0.08981096492321118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751836841035832,0.0,0.0,0.05688220922371912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623006964245727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074375805381628,0.0,0.17261261222476382,0.0,0.0,0.11878966111636895,0.0,0.0,0.08802373262669902,0.10891112909857932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MoresMutual,2020/01/18,"An actual upside to being lonely So it's been almost a year now since I've had a friend and a gf and it does suck a lot. I think about it everyday way to much and it really is a drain on me. But a positive about this whole thing, I dont have any stress! I've been in some bad relationships in the past and my last one didnt end great but overall it was good. My old group of freinds always had so much drama going on. The stress on my 18 months ago was dreadful. I'm not the same person anymore. Sad yes but I was then to. But the main poi t of this ramble is I love having 0 stress in my life. I enjoy my job a lot and it has its moments but ita nothing compared to how it used to be.",-0.499512987012988,1.2465011753246775,2.1092045454545456,97.08380681818184,85.94805194805195,5.148701298701299,16.118506493506494,6.322622252153567,-0.5981025974025971,527,10,132,5,16,182,97,154,0.098,0.721,0.18100000000000002,0.9409,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,1,4,12,1,16,2,0,2,0,19,22,14,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,8,0,11,5,15,12,8,19,0,2,0,1,6,6,1,4,11,90,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.15041298256659288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366308841057532,0.0,0.15434338035902526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282522043351506,0.0,0.0,0.10481670698564614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528599506608057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869582201243668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488409008518598,0.0,0.18064441969408235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365173672976299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908388859924407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759815619578275,0.12928065823810247,0.0,0.1699337679558136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529546517081535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564014339518784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088697156479836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620791837035569,0.13911235295023947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302864216812215,0.0,0.22661310162394985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478961554407025,0.0,0.16173817011074648,0.0,0.10444548785703213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713876687073668,0.0,0.13458425070647198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987424712596507,0.0,0.0,0.16548270897228246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750160433555427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296814523370068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240007528329403,0.09876312763429007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312267066508726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234474677787573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208560156227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925752803288257 lonely,sevendevilseight,2020/01/18,"31m seeking a friend I'm hoping to find a female friend (I'm sorry, I get along better with women) who is kind, nonjudgmental, and not too busy to make a friend. I have discord for chatting. Thanks and good luck to all the lonely folks.",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,5.633333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.026608333333333345,184,4,38,1,4,60,37,48,0.105,0.452,0.444,0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932125603822855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576552281668465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.653395194390415,0.0,0.14728325016505206,0.0,0.0,0.23644777311754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999436596402205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935597257810398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817316692708846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31556854528970313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25953940807136244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reperanger_7,2020/01/18,I want a hug. Had an odd dream last night. I dreamed i had 2 half sisters and all I wanted was a hug from them. Nothing weird just a nice warm hug. I feel so alone.,-2.0724324324324317,-0.25255337837838,0.052756756756757284,107.86454054054056,96.29729729729729,2.9600000000000004,15.508108108108113,3.1291,-1.5909632432432428,123,3,34,0,5,40,28,37,0.16899999999999998,0.44,0.391,0.7959999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,5,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548095484539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203893497620614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579521595895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120967504416413,0.0,0.4213601386022036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180242651724519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shadow_xx360,2020/01/18,"Let’s be lonely together It’s getting hard for me because well i recently was broken up with and the relationship made me lose a lot of friends now they’re not responding and well I don’t have anyone to talk to So I had an idea Since I’m reading a lot of people are lonely and go play video games What if we all get into a group and play together It can be any game and I think it would be good for use since we would be doing something we all like and help each other get through this lonely time Let me know if anyone wants to do this or if there’s already a group like this can you send me it so I can join Let’s be lonely together :3",2.5596428571428578,3.295281392857145,4.114285714285714,90.5007142857143,74.35714285714286,7.314285714285713,23.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,0.7433000000000001,505,13,118,6,10,169,83,140,0.113,0.6990000000000001,0.188,0.8828,0,8,1,0,0,0,1.0,3,1,0,1,6,13,0,0,6,0,20,0,0,2,2,29,30,12,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,5,2,0,3,1,13,8,11,17,5,7,0,5,0,0,14,2,0,6,5,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723407548162332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620297434262303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183995423023524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520159237821536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065884847209725,0.0,0.2447817915564904,0.0,0.08875669730967413,0.1309904768496384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990030475742252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467944915878792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630027260059508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582857950526501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790923256398369,0.0,0.15259644813757173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471760485100402,0.0,0.26554534694947096,0.0,0.1477746394046677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827067271773083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621523165767318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420196607399894,0.16767132264074844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258375787664203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022958148353602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255259167828419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006933256907312,0.0,0.0,0.09106571415364637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488330232509416,0.0,0.0,0.09211486343853124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083650956283296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188159276116307,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grumpypanda229,2020/01/18,"Anyone else feel like it takes your “friends” 3 messages and 5 business days for them to reply to you? I’ve been feeling really lonely lately, like I have no friends and really depressed by it. Then I decided “hey I do have friends, I need to message them”, so I got up the courage to finally reach out and it honestly took a week to have a full conversation with all of them. And now anxiety is taking over and I’m wondering... are we really friends or am I just seen as an annoyance at this point and that’s why they never messaged me first to begin with? Anyone else have this issue or is this just me? Honestly feel like I have no friends and no one to talk too or hang out with now",5.318928571428573,4.977924892857144,6.237857142857145,81.50964285714288,67.92857142857143,10.142857142857146,31.785714285714285,9.827888789773867,2.7614999999999994,535,20,114,11,8,178,86,140,0.107,0.67,0.223,0.9542,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,4,1,6,14,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,2,26,23,13,0,1,5,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,4,4,16,11,19,19,2,19,0,2,1,0,18,7,0,4,13,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819327364849564,0.0,0.0,0.1977817600789084,0.2898227220451549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121040594892912,0.0,0.12181312610912493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629260250018225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145331989616148,0.20207470029780975,0.0,0.15492923777315412,0.0,0.12029996414422572,0.0,0.0,0.5463408752676829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311418848038544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476157807009388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595387737511387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728610813197013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486827259536144,0.1090792432738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583637203115873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133696706795255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718103119170432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267494907998846,0.11367577282950035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713351380867022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344631179002734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761823580004852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533743919737333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NuclearSteeze,2020/01/18,"I'm 23 years old and have never had a girlfriend. This thought always hits me with a wave of loneliness. I try to avoid thinking about it, but it is always difficult to keep it out of my brain. But, with some self-reflection, I realize that I am not even a quarter of the man I wish I was, thus i am undeserving of love.",4.308731343283578,4.10925685074627,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820897,70.04477611940298,9.685074626865672,30.182835820895523,9.516144504307137,2.378734328358209,247,9,56,5,4,84,49,67,0.152,0.715,0.134,0.1901,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,6,2,1,1,1,16,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,10,9,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788161365008965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211933304184815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003791772592865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557408704606803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25968068043929465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219092361727458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019162366004158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015719117012324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436088271441467,0.0,0.22841942998930964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534460871801346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308665362667924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528377869879845 lonely,JustCallMeMace__,2020/01/18,"I was here. Going to be 18 next month. I don't know what to think about that. I haven't lived in a stable household for over 10 years now. I have parents who are absent or absent-minded, alcoholic, thieves. I have no idea how to approach life. It is quite scary for me. It's funny because this has been my most successful year of school in terms of academics since elementary, but my worst for my familial circumstances. It is strange being in my last year of high school. I would consider myself an optimistic nihilist. I remain positive for what is to come for me, but none of it means or will mean anything to the universe we suffer in. I try not to self-loathe. The world does plenty of that for me. And sadly, us men are looked down upon for sharing or even having these feelings, so I don't show it to the world. Many underestimate the power of adolescence, I thought the same thing for a long while, thinking it was all a testosterone or hormonally fueled battlefield for nothing. No. It is the time where humans first experience true suffering, many just happen to be ignorant. I, however, am incapable of being ignorant. So I suffer, not having once, not a single time, gone out with friends or had a date that meant anything, I find myself unneeded or unappreciated by even the few who do acknowledge me. According to some, an ""anti-teenager"" and a ""waste of life."" Where are my once-in-a-lifetime experiences? Where is my high school sweetheart? I try to disregard those things; better myself. Which I have done. You don't need medicine to pull yourself out. Therapy can kiss my ass. Some self-awareness and will is all you need. That isn't to say that the horribleness doesn't catch up with you. ""Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute."" It is all just too damn long. The isolation. The silence. The impatience. The thinking.",2.97598623118796,5.580991138328535,3.81181796349664,84.90167186999679,78.53890489913546,7.083221261607429,25.200848543067565,8.167268648758528,1.7531640089657383,1443,54,272,28,36,460,188,347,0.195,0.696,0.109,-0.9867,3,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,3,0,5,14,15,1,0,20,0,37,5,1,1,4,50,53,15,0,4,13,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,23,9,1,3,12,1,0,6,12,8,0,1,8,3,34,7,46,38,12,42,0,4,1,2,14,17,2,9,19,202,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534928213877894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764198876273693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579594161089868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545939882950392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297611663399352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921779941941326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445431198810912,0.11045458880147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425795950973504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116153580070726,0.10175115236542057,0.0,0.054574986174578816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865028588783688,0.09180913133842958,0.0,0.0,0.08339001849222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061341731034950976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544622665999096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280777008862269,0.0,0.0,0.21258771485400754,0.0,0.0,0.1218450464140411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931804358103378,0.0879811199006872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247482607291948,0.0,0.0,0.09530824556940096,0.19103748169622167,0.09063789549269673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885752425561505,0.0,0.23514488327905295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089831959611067,0.0,0.08615238271231447,0.0,0.0,0.16006430393277726,0.0,0.0,0.1147896912422374,0.0,0.0,0.10356617744179918,0.0,0.0,0.11494684607353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984862061820545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480175268548767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583394079157852,0.0,0.3277067887601056,0.0,0.0,0.2251986934750289,0.0,0.0,0.08928463177005598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234326428241521,0.0,0.14341392898607522,0.20748043593427215,0.0,0.0856880306571571,0.1258750880427327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656104186340796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983205638923034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667365617083577,0.0,0.0,0.2085190665718709 lonely,invincible540,2020/01/18,"PLEASE help me !!!! Hi, I'm 19yoM currently living in India, got so many things in my mind and I always feel Sad and left out... I always try to be happy but it ain't helping my case... I just wanna finish all this and rest 😣 I don't know why I'm writing here but hope u all have a great life... I m done.. I'm tired of my negative thoughts 😓",-1.8886842105263173,-0.042786184210523714,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,95.05263157894736,4.092631578947368,14.178947368421055,5.6839178017228535,-0.9954642105263164,254,5,64,2,10,90,58,76,0.16,0.637,0.203,0.5577,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,16,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,9,3,6,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766108630596647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315904836269098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442754510470665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099826460851146,0.2495041053858881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409078541622031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033774276846049,0.0,0.0,0.2247737690094828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437232848175026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458830589546255,0.0,0.15984722361613996,0.0,0.0,0.1998330981496992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943962961486805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285054096322153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484169669370726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034821791069342,0.0,0.0,0.1796623632957063,0.0,0.26010643750391244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536474986431578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042067358880801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DontMournOrganise,2020/01/18,"Accepting Loneliness How can I come to terms with being on my own? I'm naturally quite shy but I've almost always had friends from school. Now I'm older and everyone has drifted away I find myself totally friendless. I haven't spent time with a friend in a long, long time. I've tried my best to meet people over this time - going to MeetUps, events, gigs, using apps - but I've had no luck. I'm usually too shy to initiate a conversation and when I do it always ends in awkwardness and the ground swallows me up. I exchange small talk with people at work but that's as far as it goes. I'm all too aware that being alone for this long is eroding any social skills I ever had... How can I accept that this is just how I am? The energy I put in just doesn't seem worth it but the thought of being alone forever fills me with dread. I'd love to be able to just be ok with it but I don't know how. Have you been able to find peace? Thanks in advance.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.2414141414141433,91.41545454545457,79.0,6.622222222222224,20.595959595959595,7.594959193182576,0.55879595959596,738,19,165,11,18,244,116,198,0.11800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.196,0.9733,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,5,12,11,0,2,6,1,20,2,0,5,3,34,33,15,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,7,0,3,6,4,2,0,0,6,0,16,9,26,22,5,32,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,3,14,103,26,2,0.2914982168485789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459466786718336,0.3019042413926183,0.0,0.0,0.2425498678532997,0.0,0.0,0.09911439167840737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693608513188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295469728588093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554995139949374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290904494366078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183841286370185,0.0,0.1392695190402326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642408926413985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252107992446209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283257710704539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009989832151114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869501234955824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154426077803652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208816051440887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651811014027866,0.0,0.15502211742160385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475058788989139,0.0,0.13268451435578624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857286142053738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171476124733408,0.0,0.1341861970268069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570851175549167,0.2549624316164552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895407739734767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588043357803594,0.1605220516504154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610708679638613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lifeisalright,2020/01/18,I did a TEDx talk on dying alone. This group may find it helpful. Ending is tough. https://youtu.be/9NES3hSNv6o,4.631666666666668,7.35015827777778,2.5538888888888884,84.76750000000001,105.11111111111113,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,-0.14982222222222186,91,2,14,1,4,25,18,18,0.18100000000000002,0.674,0.145,0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695643413861269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705362529142584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015595911427428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143805712289451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038906647382784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644091997002761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tora_Alyce,2020/01/18,"Alone in worlds filled with people... I have been alone for probably most of my life, I am shy, scared, I suffer from crippling depression and anxiety. I am a gamer and I mostly play MMO and online shooters, yet, in these vast universes, I am still alone. I have tried to make a few posts here and there trying to get friends but it never works out for me. I get alot of hate, for a stupid reason.... My online Alias is Tora Alyce, but in most games I just go by Alyce, I chose this because I am a big fan of Alice in Wonderland, and as soon as people hear me speak, they will leave the VC and just... leave I am a male IRL, but the way I speak in texts and game chats are kind and feminine, I do not catfish, it is just who I am. I try too hard to make friends, because I feel so alone in our world and virtual worlds filled to the brim with people. I do work, and I do my job fairly well, but when I get home all I do is play games and listen to music, music is my scapegoat to these feelings I have. Last year was the worst year of my life, everything went wrong, I lost so much that I just gave up I told myself that if things don't get better, that I would make 2019 my last year on Earth, and yes.... things did not get better at all To my disappointment, I was unable to end my life, I did not have the courage to do it, which makes my sadness stronger I hate being here I hate who I am and what I am I find it hard to ""Love myself"" as so many people say I should... But how can you love something so Broken? I apologize for this long, boring and annoying post I hope you all have a wonderful day <3",3.294105745886164,3.5712372789317537,4.249966280010792,91.87576949015379,72.35311572700296,7.551605071486378,22.736579444294573,7.348242739294969,0.5137370919881303,1221,25,291,12,22,396,167,337,0.226,0.652,0.122,-0.9874,1,4,1,1,0,1,54.0,1,2,1,5,18,26,5,1,12,1,34,5,0,6,4,51,59,29,0,4,13,0,4,0,2,3,3,5,1,1,17,17,0,0,5,6,0,4,5,14,1,0,9,9,53,12,35,46,10,35,0,5,0,2,23,15,0,7,13,202,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875403937514218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156217870913871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404913989038967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546707995064575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032921595344583,0.0,0.08057074535022406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828536945579894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407281305262994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459899927489783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549904431784278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454629953812034,0.0,0.2443687485546247,0.0,0.053164157945305136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759708560965705,0.2770709360934216,0.0,0.0,0.10543276466417614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383393059272033,0.09291195398838242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928296395155506,0.0,0.0,0.09741341630465117,0.0,0.15250440689193706,0.0,0.19810270746550854,0.0,0.0,0.19822221184314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278497100598968,0.0,0.0,0.10211614522605823,0.0,0.16885723228831204,0.0,0.2497698347205229,0.09484062310219467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876682826682126,0.0,0.07214818479363698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594111461865983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918177989834008,0.0,0.10085805010920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618052501268194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439126852666421,0.09365553118604243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201602418110653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470568998198472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429516812670705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938689300531061,0.0,0.1905341008508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425219575329928,0.0,0.0,0.08410878842817922,0.08671776989690785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144628476155183,0.13620471844716914,0.0,0.0,0.06645215741609514,0.10227750110490996,0.0,0.18072102633553272 lonely,Argeeness,2020/01/18,"Single and lonely 26 year old I'm sitting here feeling very single and lonely. All my friends and acquaintances I know from when I was in school most are married and some even have children already. OK given I had a major set back when I had my accident. But I still really want to meet a beautiful and cute young woman, like so many I see on here. I see all these guys getting so far with women and I have to wonder, what do I do wrong. I know I'm not rich, but I'm a hard worker who always tries. Just can't seem to make a lasting connection with the woman of my dreams. In my country, I personally find it very hard to get noticed and because I don't go out partying and drinking I find it even harder. It's a perpetual loop I'm stuck in. And not being able to go out really does not help. I've tried a few long distance things but that doesn't ever seem to work out either.. I don't think I'm a bad looking guy, yes I'm not super skinny, or super fit. But I am tall at 6""1 or so. I have blonde hair and blue eyes. Although I mentioned the accident. Well that's made everything more difficult for me. My speech is not perfect (so people underestimate me and think I'm dumb) and my walking is not perfect either but I'm a good, friendly, happy guy. Yes OK I don't have a job, but due to my accident I don't need one. I think that makes people think I'm lazy. I honestly don't know what I'm making this post for. It sounds a bit like I'm feeling sorry for myself but I'm not, m just kinda annoyed.",0.5952660984848457,2.5910893656250025,3.015568181818182,90.71382575757578,83.46875,5.753787878787879,20.634469696969692,6.980632752743323,0.44573958333333374,1167,35,257,15,33,402,163,320,0.166,0.654,0.179,0.6593,1,4,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,6,16,23,2,0,12,4,21,4,3,4,5,65,60,28,0,2,20,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,13,17,2,0,14,2,1,3,14,7,1,1,6,13,31,16,22,53,12,28,0,2,6,0,14,11,1,8,13,155,44,4,0.11143655225331348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229730064569444,0.0,0.09272413847083293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568783011493593,0.09304486642361952,0.06793068793693675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165985324662615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751887783454836,0.0,0.0,0.10916539686972154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720558356031738,0.10080074137614027,0.0,0.0,0.10015198769490892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126913382260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370197983233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219120768118032,0.0,0.11644199835655425,0.0,0.126663921403825,0.09346769295866826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310191202817036,0.0,0.11862628202792146,0.19965052489885607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469357199368896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058358316932074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372784440242845,0.0908356633249521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088845411065871,0.0,0.0,0.0986178420403873,0.0935786378799264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544396016519676,0.22315429184428898,0.112979173326369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262879148840542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687125333689267,0.1169339159440684,0.0,0.07551229180748546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545121483239682,0.09730209911939873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672541315048263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277821773894794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277974019393995,0.17760100881366742,0.2028953038144279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247440968026754,0.0,0.0,0.08899337457795899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403349368701298,0.285616172292629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131620818519212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389365237769725,0.06572816574051626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001948434676434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208481873536566,0.08112713724334399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218383762859538,0.0,0.07176148606025264 lonely,TheMechaEngineer101,2020/01/18,Spaghetti time... since I've got no one to talk to I've just decided to make a big bowl of spaghetti I'm just going to be nibbling on throughout the day. if anyone wants to chat with the random dude eating spaghetti feel free to let me know.,2.718,4.175647400000003,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,75.0,5.8000000000000025,24.5,5.985473137389443,0.5424000000000002,190,6,40,1,4,61,38,50,0.044000000000000004,0.889,0.067,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,9,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,20,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563333823824273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364249550214873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751205976658472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853626289947497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834571529445,0.0,0.29320138031993004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014723094905193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748706156007969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470656963738924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484158436875728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032531061168602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29465705364030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137658557521988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162286080270761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway_failur,2020/01/18,"I've been alone with my thoughts and Feelings. No one to talk to but this notebook. For days now. I've started to hurt myself, making me incapable of writing.",1.4369354838709685,4.090559064516132,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,87.38709677419355,4.390322580645162,27.10483870967742,5.985473137389443,1.0237032258064516,125,6,24,1,4,39,27,31,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,6,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43874933902002494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732040742070242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141983084758889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45350097547181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827740066782864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706030878530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984504722361993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404949682280881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33631215525515995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aquarian_dreams,2020/01/18,"A shoulder to cry on... I'm an occasional redditor and whenever I log in, I notice that people are depressed. ""Nobody Cares"", they write. The number of suicide notes and attempt confessions are pretty alarming. What's weird is that the world is exploding with more than 7.5 billion people and yet we are the loneliest beings ever. Was it always this way or is this a new millennial trend? What I believe is that, for somebody to care about you, you should also be able to reciprocate. Human love and care is not like a phone maintenance app that sorts things out for you once you install it. If you want someone to love you or to care about you, you must also be ready to give back the same love and care to that person. So I wish to let anyone here know that if you want a shoulder to cry on, a friend to share stuff with, a channel for your pent up anger or excitement or anything at all....I am there for you.",4.763081936685289,5.603701877094974,5.257667597765362,83.93592411545626,69.33519553072625,7.977839851024211,27.765828677839853,8.07648339933343,1.6644297951582874,712,23,142,9,12,228,109,179,0.12300000000000001,0.659,0.218,0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,1,11,1,1,10,16,1,1,11,0,16,5,2,0,2,27,30,14,1,7,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,17,12,26,23,2,12,1,1,0,3,24,7,0,7,5,107,31,0,0.12482503352187345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964506841879945,0.10386442741514734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728056576508514,0.0,0.10272036680635993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598274578883012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063506756671695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363372041396878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742288759835188,0.0,0.0,0.10751161846447622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291138918857095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643951125711582,0.0,0.0,0.11974354633447833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860057396697608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276420539308825,0.0,0.06098320622280112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379783987445381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055679520944232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211412799940454,0.0,0.13293458685240814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307592261319735,0.1089924045453089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699193450134325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576384583053902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289479925492646,0.13653832675017166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292820573106001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725007775260274,0.099080301482604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354262824690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonewolf5333,2020/01/18,I’m not even suitable for friendships or a relationship I’m such a damn disaster emotionally and physically unappealing that even if someone was desperate enough to attempt any type of relationship I would inevitably ruin it.,11.496052631578939,11.886492815789476,11.383157894736845,47.29210526315794,55.05263157894736,14.968421052631578,50.57894736842106,13.816669648895859,7.81074736842105,189,12,25,7,2,63,32,38,0.297,0.644,0.06,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111375337335032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349249015964723,0.0,0.3208095763793727,0.0,0.41013916944051104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6666801896902084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630693031388415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205565925362785,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Steven510797,2020/01/18,Need someone to talk to If anyone ever feel lonley and needs somone to talk to about there problems or basically anything dont be afarid to PM me:).Ill be glad to talk to u and remember ur not alone me and other people in this community are here to support u guys as best as 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lonely,heisntlikeothergirls,2020/01/18,Need to calm down If youre female close to my age (17) and like to just babble. Im hoping to just avoid some anxiety by listening to someone babble. Pls be gentle. Im sorta not wanting to defend stuff. Im not alone so I cant talk. Just listen sorry. Try me?,-1.2767857142857115,0.7619148928571455,2.100714285714286,92.46928571428577,96.5,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.5979928571428572,198,4,43,2,8,71,42,56,0.087,0.6859999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.8095,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,7,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396950764715174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704582205856798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986546203127736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7499629540593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306660811088895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160484107198395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609266303795772,0.0,0.0,0.2590706038523522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649357301650053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601730005996311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571280021739081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650534193565006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neorek,2020/01/18,"Introvert Resonance Too often I'm approached at work and asked if I'm having a good day or not. Often as if to set the tone of the shift. worse still is if it is a fine day. It irks me none the less. I'm an introvert, but always an extrovert at work. Sadly at work it drains me. I get so burnt out on having to decide if I'm Robin Williams that day or not.",-0.1565506329113937,1.5964230126582315,2.4511234177215178,95.07769778481016,84.69620253164557,5.975316455696203,17.469936708860754,7.1686216300943375,-0.032381012658228236,274,6,67,4,8,95,49,79,0.075,0.882,0.043,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,10,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,8,4,44,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319027524203664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619957222816344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422137893051274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464189481525293,0.0,0.0,0.2350602271071631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238078439421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120755536377839,0.0,0.2855984779532942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRandomstuffmedia,2020/01/18,"Pretty sure at this point I'm gonna be alone forever So things were looking pretty good, I was getting back on track, I'd been on a date that I thought went really well, we'd even arranged another. I also had two other dates set up. It got to Monday, and nobody was replying. I made sure not to get mad, I don't wanna end up on r/neckbeard, and let's face it, if it's 3 girls at the same time, the problem's me. It's just things were looking good for once but now I'm just back to normal. I decided to send them one last ""are we still good for [day]?"" and got left on seen, so... I'm pretty sure at this point I'm gonna be alone forever",1.8878723404255309,2.4092288865248217,3.9685744680851047,91.72350000000002,75.73758865248226,7.3421276595744684,22.610638297872338,7.554174236665415,0.6267753191489356,487,12,120,6,10,168,86,141,0.028999999999999998,0.779,0.191,0.9584,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,0,11,9,1,0,3,0,12,1,1,1,3,19,28,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,12,3,10,7,16,10,1,26,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,1,11,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734550150722143,0.0,0.1055721788432446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842901655372422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302244747719253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513861741300807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692591874010558,0.0,0.0,0.08719452288801363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794455679279835,0.0,0.0,0.3321832241357214,0.21116857263866812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760967258541614,0.0,0.0,0.14343445421364578,0.13499406574113296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171834750023628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491558507031432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934646355133128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059144148950833,0.08945663740582584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495932925809761,0.0,0.0,0.40291950090252177,0.0,0.1263203238177761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457205408548464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054271808017373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732671281114466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754095192218522,0.0,0.0,0.10480499604817776,0.07697888493706874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895926607976474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869714939747003,0.1223790317424208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HelpMePlsAaaah,2020/01/18,"FIRE NATION! Me: Hey ur hot where are u from? Girl: a different nation Me: which nation?? Girl: The Fire nation",-1.3142857142857132,-2.4238195714285697,0.7514285714285727,95.01857142857143,149.47619047619048,3.1047619047619053,7.761904761904763,5.288315135182226,-1.3257809523809525,83,1,16,1,7,27,15,21,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.748,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ISawYouDoIt,2020/01/18,"Rant I have no interests, no skills, no personality. My only friends are online on xbox. All i do is go to school and play video games. Im not good at all. My friends wont play games with me because i suck. All i do is play though. I dont even really like playing, its just mind numbing. I dont go outside. My friends from middle school dont really talk to me anymore, besides from a hey every so often in the hallway at school. I havent hung out with people irl since beginning freshman year, its now halfway through my sophomore. I turn 16 in 2 weeks. Nobody knows besides my family, and no one cares. Im gonna spend the birthday ive looked forward to most in life alone in xbox, probably playing by myself. My family cant afford to buy me anything, but thats not really an issue idrc. Idk. Im so lonely. All i wanna do is smoke and sleep. I want to not exist, but i wont kill myself because i live my family too much. I just want to get this shitty life over with. Nobody pays me attention at school. Ive never had a girlfriend. I made eye contact a couple times with my crush and still fantasize about it. I never forget the slightest nice gestures people make towards me. Even thank yous when i hold open a door or whatever. But god my birthday. I have no one to celebrate with. My mom (my only irl friend) works all night on that night. No one will say anything school, like the last 2-3 years. Im gonna spend it alone and sad again.",1.0902215705441485,3.2445419191919207,2.9262495927012075,91.14700879765398,82.67003367003367,5.717779950038015,21.365156945802106,6.968188349444268,0.5470522211360915,1118,35,238,14,31,372,158,297,0.147,0.716,0.138,-0.4242,1,5,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,0,2,14,21,2,0,9,0,20,5,2,2,7,40,36,13,1,3,9,1,0,2,5,5,3,1,1,1,7,12,0,1,2,10,4,3,18,5,0,3,2,3,37,16,30,29,7,31,0,2,2,0,13,15,1,3,17,144,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915497874046946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577477566091236,0.0,0.0,0.1423476952979241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544692404651626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818225368330836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569946877102284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040966814395661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425157362838753,0.0,0.07287150109528491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446050418711105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672876390519018,0.0,0.045187421655168605,0.0,0.09830844722272164,0.07254365456570579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736958891508303,0.09027302206480886,0.0,0.0,0.09568829928582183,0.0,0.04753260674546776,0.07050084124153999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218079877174146,0.08450922760096967,0.0,0.07637219777928242,0.0,0.07262976292880756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183886838467938,0.05773270367535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733017953309334,0.10129596735391733,0.0,0.0,0.06358005438831331,0.0,0.13341274067196585,0.0,0.0,0.1623298913036402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582345639266064,0.13155898694902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199224626114999,0.0755196757681511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325077909018964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662230025043235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878026830885514,0.0,0.437662161954564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715453685612941,0.0,0.08655239768257883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907097436196209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951733412338633,0.0,0.07962831248978215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497592267751303,0.0,0.050432977031793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940762138154668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020280098884214,0.0,0.06937700941432744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296570326913101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139336579493236 lonely,bell18117,2020/01/18,"Why does it feel so hopeless trying to find someone of the opposite sex that shares some of your interests? I've gone on two dates in my entire life, and had zero in common with these girls. Go to a rock and roll sushi place, and they made albums into menus, which is so cool to me. I got Aerosmith, and she got AC/DC, that's pretty cool. ""Who's AC/DC?"" The other felt like she had nothing to contribute to any of the conversations. Didn't watch movies, listened to ONLY trap music, and hated any other music. Didn't have the first clue about video games, and it felt like I was talking to a brick wall the entire date. It just feel so hopeless trying to find anyone you can be intimately close to, and have some common interests. I'm just lost.",2.69821889519876,4.5846902416107405,3.6893959731543617,89.02569953536396,76.11409395973155,6.195353639648943,20.186370676303557,7.010146845296331,0.3405638616417139,582,13,119,6,13,187,95,149,0.10300000000000001,0.769,0.129,0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,0,2,1,2,6,11,1,0,7,2,10,2,0,1,0,21,23,10,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,4,0,3,12,8,9,7,18,10,2,14,0,3,1,1,12,7,0,2,7,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758747029958345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242798981024367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573909135240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152558371889614,0.0,0.3636939632349242,0.0,0.3462035432911359,0.16109758978288213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076364069540434,0.0,0.30294976834058196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869863781984525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337738775262202,0.1850557072236508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674483315315706,0.0,0.0,0.1792082367480583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817276922858372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144041911532032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787537565676444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268076989086652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604720750279745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222692001457214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571708310062198,0.0,0.18500944196410327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089772508230755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mufffinmidkey,2020/01/18,I’m so alone WHY WONT ANYONE JUST TALK TO ME??,-3.6936363636363647,-2.4716926363636347,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,111.72727272727272,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.9281272727272727,35,0,10,0,2,12,11,11,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.3925,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957956558844172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022350224605177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623720308591475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190824869080362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PaterBacinger,2020/01/18,When you have a perfect dream We started dating everyrhing was perfect until i woke up suddenly,8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,60.17647058823529,9.15294117647059,46.41176470588235,8.841846274778883,4.996811764705882,79,5,10,1,1,25,16,17,0.0,0.561,0.439,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway471817,2020/01/18,"How do I forget things I dont want to remember? Back when I was a kid, my best friend, (and really only one at the time,) of five years moved away without me being able to give them my contact info, since I didn't have any. I never even got to say goodbye. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. I know in the grand scheme of things its pretty irrelevant, and I just want to forget about it. Any suggestions?",3.46896551724138,4.191239057471268,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,72.2183908045977,7.639080459770115,22.54597701149425,7.793537801064563,0.7764114942528737,326,7,72,4,6,107,61,87,0.096,0.747,0.158,0.8596,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,1,12,3,13,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,52,17,0,0.38135347892536137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25933344283725623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914707341962716,0.14661864287408674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010347424610872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347171856400716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594018809994145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731637591476407,0.0,0.0,0.18291450314536292,0.0,0.0,0.1525016071999512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479094938115367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265919804493965,0.0,0.0,0.14706165632174165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920749341271634,0.14501825258432124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398679355877185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215240185675152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599957560230834,0.0,0.0,0.1516337964246543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545953856517345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594142921300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533543061379278,0.1221779554583949,0.0,0.0,0.11118514016240913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249321623981176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838055725267088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227895686314965 lonely,curly_fry_queen,2020/01/18,"Friday Night & I'm crying I just need to vent, so sorry if any of y'all were expecting something more interesting. Honestly, I'm just in a huge depressive episode and being a ""teen"" with no friends sucks. It's hard seeing all these classmates going out and having fun when I can't relate to them. I don't have any connections with anyone like they do. Dating sucks because I'm too caring and would do anything for anyone despite them hurting me various times. I just long for a connection with someone... sounds pathetic, but it's all I crave.",5.582857142857144,6.586093380952381,6.1057142857142885,78.00428571428574,67.57142857142857,9.047619047619053,31.190476190476193,9.23628265651192,2.77804761904762,435,17,78,8,7,141,75,105,0.136,0.713,0.151,0.3806,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,6,10,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,17,18,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,10,6,10,15,4,9,0,2,1,0,5,3,2,1,6,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527284562077633,0.0,0.3172387317393447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261904586067943,0.0,0.19194653049687407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421882607929471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378159704023403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562163811502032,0.0,0.0,0.20089961508083484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802099249072336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132562493010111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894798627772773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497011017523653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395515044361496,0.0,0.0,0.2064206895106643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295341045370308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188912111745502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587165333679215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976336717863172,0.17956879354593386,0.0,0.2611065294234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601112323765704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569553611740834,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asktowind,2020/01/18,i dont know what 2 do i have lost every friend i had im alone 24/7 i have only 1 person online i talk 2 but irl im alone theres nowhere i can go 2 make friends either im 26 im shy n kinda weird so finding a friend is impossible Im tired of being lonely im also very depressed and everyday feels bad. i think im destined 2 die alone.,-4.0172368421052616,-3.71826725,0.35960526315789565,99.98381578947372,127.75,2.6842105263157894,12.960526315789473,4.9825596385082,-1.2501250000000002,260,7,66,2,19,97,53,80,0.391,0.489,0.12,-0.9712,0,5,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,14,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,11,1,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366366792510346,0.0,0.08664305704956231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046313147043017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331695859942653,0.0,0.11244448501682354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269789464230326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128491362885566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054782234299252816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902490965198052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511200744960262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157467582545599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8192145597491829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954330343272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827081969977833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232079467766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240087400586259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460223785922416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708320462431404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942278047494245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452606397388485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939555878280163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElegantService,2020/01/18,"Raised Devoid of Love? I feel so emotionally empty. I was an orphan and I was adopted and brought up by a couple overseas. Ive never met my birth parents and frankly have no idea who they are and If they’re even alive right now. My adoptive parents have never been very affectionate towards me and constantly shame me for showing emotion as it’s too “Innapropriate”. The phrase “I love you” was more like an unsaid swear word and my parents were never affectionate towards eachother (explains the later divorce). They would only praise me for things like academics or sports. Not because they were proud of me just because they were Proud of themselves. extended family practically doesn’t exist, too many feuds and grudges that people just can’t seem to get over with. No kids my Age or even close to it so I’ve never had a cousin or even cool auntie to lean on. I grew to hate compliments and the physical Affection my very body is starved of. Everytime people try to hug me or cuddle me I get this horrible, guilty, painful knot in my gut and I push them away. I push anyone that cares about me away even if I don’t want to because I’m so anxious on what my parents will say. My adoptive mother uses therapy as a threat and I feel so sick everytime she brings it up. Last time she made me go, I felt so anxious I didn’t eat For a week before it. Theyve broken my trust so many times everyone is so two faced And I’m so confused. I’m older now yet my body feels so hollow and devoid of love and care. I’m rather independent for my age, unfortunately being able to live alone doesn’t make you any less lonely. I have dreams and goals I’ve created for myself. Some days it helps me get through the day, others not so much. For the past long while I have had the uncontrollable yearning for my mother. Not my adoptive or biological mother, just my somewhat twisted fantasy of one I would like. More than less one that would like me. Maybe it is not exactly a mom in particular I wish for, possibly just anyone who cares for me. And so I’ve began to cope by imagining this perfect, gracious and highly unrealistic character that cares for me. It helps a bit, I feel like someone loves me. Even if it is only for a short while. Most girls my age want airpods or a boyfriend but goddamn I just want my mom. I feel so sorry for everyone around me. I feel so unworthy of feeling Anything nice it Just tears me up inside.",2.672201372997712,4.977091852631581,3.8144370709382147,86.10686384439362,77.84210526315789,6.6567505720823785,25.062929061784896,7.7425588080867325,1.40341647597254,1910,70,375,30,46,619,232,475,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.7894,4,3,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,2,5,5,34,33,3,3,16,1,29,13,4,5,6,76,67,43,0,12,21,10,8,5,0,4,2,1,0,2,20,19,1,0,12,4,0,6,15,9,0,3,15,10,62,24,48,47,9,48,1,2,0,6,35,17,0,14,30,253,82,3,0.0739060973548517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654442794686438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050258680549366025,0.0,0.0,0.16698570695347162,0.0,0.10335372334573524,0.0,0.06081842091543765,0.0657920956483687,0.0,0.0,0.13887442260967628,0.0,0.0,0.13515741292776806,0.0,0.06288864540769877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068631680010334,0.1641860264484614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014087673458279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986623561849626,0.0,0.0,0.08177569100670544,0.0,0.0953266373899877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562438827144485,0.0,0.1662688240709158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407140138937405,0.0,0.0,0.14124088639756607,0.0,0.0,0.06967209111193058,0.0,0.2615840041666071,0.05279853071744255,0.07096144348441348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583865651869747,0.0,0.04200253829344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729669703113208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907539836657243,0.07808584958171529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343098803253926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060243333459617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805339301320339,0.0,0.06526043798680581,0.06540457046978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681255339777804,0.06993173629183612,0.0493328938746147,0.14985836539430472,0.07424860844760027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311585597991253,0.0,0.0,0.054329485300367186,0.0,0.2280037537857651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001613685449614,0.11241783474931924,0.07864129835286406,0.0,0.3282558996624607,0.0,0.07055173257443287,0.10247436452072152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331802017241399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311540332498801,0.0,0.05877309499011879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728133531296257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262039645441489,0.0,0.0,0.08273182520744615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451806330552475,0.0,0.049099927100351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619047940941034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050177388780301625,0.0,0.07219551813972977,0.0,0.0,0.06383113886368615,0.0,0.12196054078083013,0.13077519318253986,0.0,0.059283013350991426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498836458095542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750231327408787,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Final-Kaleidoscope,2020/01/18,"I miss having friends I'm 32, and I don't know if I really deserve to feel the way I do. I miss having a friend around. I am married and happy. I can talk to my spouse for literal hours. But I miss what it is like to connect with a friend over coffee or to go on a drive and listen to music blasting. I'm a parent. I got divorced five years ago in the same year my dad died. The first people I lost were church people. Rumors of my divorce had already circulated in a matter of weeks, even though I only told my pastor and one friend. Those friends dropped like flies. I had friends I partied with. A mixed group of men and women. I started hooking up with one and that person is now my spouse. The other people in our group partnered up a bit too but kept it casual. Honestly, I loved being with this group for a while, but going out gets expensive. Even when I didn't go out as much, we all found ways to hang out. But it's like the second I started my fling with this person and we decided to have a relationship, they were gone. I haven't had a best friend that is non-romantic since I was 20 years old. I don't have someone I text or call when I'm excited, sad, frustrated, angry, celebratory, anything. I thought I did. There was one friend who I desperately wanted as my best friend, and it was only after their best friend ditched them that I was in line. It worked great till it didn't. This friend liked when I would hit the bar with her and I didn't want to party as much when I was in a good relationship. The good friends I have don't live near me anymore. My family doesn't even like each other since my dad died. I feel like I shouldn't complain. I have a lot of good. But I really miss what it was like to have more than my spouse and my daughter care that I was born when my birthday comes around.",2.0887682360742734,3.694359928381964,3.4025654840848816,91.65156705901859,77.0371352785146,6.410112732095491,21.59557360742705,7.1686216300943375,0.44806107427055775,1411,37,316,16,32,460,177,377,0.124,0.6409999999999999,0.235,0.9929,1,0,0,0,2,0,41.0,3,0,3,6,14,40,1,0,19,0,37,2,0,0,1,48,67,29,2,5,8,7,2,7,13,2,0,1,0,5,20,25,1,1,6,2,1,7,9,8,0,6,23,3,54,32,42,40,11,45,2,6,0,1,46,15,0,4,27,219,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417752136583052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989431613034377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180055090561023,0.0,0.0,0.05957837175196744,0.1289012728011997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279354772078766,0.0,0.07904117379662783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392767662981096,0.0,0.07381580826966944,0.0,0.0,0.062365499051835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502778758667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345696386512452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682515212089287,0.0,0.07321442047150935,0.05172200204630762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615827214635816,0.0,0.07938198451316222,0.6712252962358483,0.0,0.03782559317521736,0.0,0.1234383992533681,0.1821750388406166,0.05790425302550686,0.07982037220310349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707029331696773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129862705145595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978870622519804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759414035900715,0.0,0.06392981890273325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790322778339815,0.06155120974938572,0.06534310351680599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644348286578773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597078022212471,0.0,0.14717871231780366,0.11012570615009347,0.0,0.0,0.08039074233388402,0.0,0.0,0.15057746549234546,0.1264323755459796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927615612012907,0.0,0.0,0.15545928960723132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977873070175285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134360614860542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248905101041364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819173351476443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113184517180086,0.05747687673103749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918053699611611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540584643149368,0.114934228109904,0.058074270177338426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052707478953430816,0.0,0.0,0.0514303135508108,0.0,0.0,0.13986813086386848 lonely,solitarysoul_89,2020/01/18,"Hi everyone, I just lost the love of my life, she decided to leave me, After 27 years of being alone and 3 years in a relationship, I am back to being alone again, suicidal thoughts are returning, I miss her so much, and I cant stop crying when she comes into my mind. I never thought I'd be here again. My best friend is moving overseas with his wife and I live alone. It's so empty right now, it's like I have no purpose.",4.775280898876404,4.1404867528089895,5.936269662921351,84.20620224719102,69.11235955056179,9.367191011235958,27.9123595505618,8.841846274778883,1.7809352808988757,327,9,74,5,5,110,67,89,0.2,0.613,0.18600000000000005,0.3917,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,13,14,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,15,4,8,8,2,16,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,12,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608480030291018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879764246609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894294608802727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548956670940964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827689429921425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248080887334347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945815670370362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112933717038486,0.0,0.0,0.1274964232669551,0.08818590449965763,0.0,0.1593897265655635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704315404017808,0.0,0.16291332560061006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225917076432865,0.0,0.0,0.19184885606166768,0.1326923642195613,0.0,0.13921702448266812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379543136414207,0.0,0.15415077171377534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509107401986328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974437978767956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660252205441444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324793397537719 lonely,moistamigo99,2020/01/18,Times like these require a companion that I do not poses... So I wish to have a boyfriend? Yes. Do I wish to have the emotional support and companionship of one? 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I can't even get action on fucking Tinder. My strange housemate is even having a female friend over for a wine tasting. I hate myself.,4.365818181818181,6.846255763636368,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,73.18181818181819,5.127272727272729,29.181818181818183,5.6839178017228535,1.4743818181818185,237,10,37,1,5,74,44,55,0.22699999999999998,0.643,0.13,-0.7311,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,6,3,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,3,2,5,3,0,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321996960039157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350893111498238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961590110527905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321346291850562,0.621797448182845,0.1171332847716249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426947533366338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263742965125985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103929886741096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542944749958587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896336715092376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SomeoneTalkToMe1,2020/01/18,"I(26) desperately want to find a woman who will talk to me and get to know me and accept me. Even if its out of pity at this point I just don't want to be alone I'm 26. ive never had sex. Ive only been in one realtionship, if you removed 3 or 4 days from my life you would remove all the physical in person interaction Ive had with a women romantically. I can talk to women fine, several friends are women and its good. but I just don't know how romance works. I'm pretty religious at times. Don't want to talk about that AT ALL. But its relevant for the next part. I started watching porn when I was younger. about 4 or 5 years ago I started talking to women online, sometimes sexually. I just feel so absurdly lonely that I don't know how to deal with it. I just want to feel a connection with someone. I got to the point where I felt like I need to talk to someone sometimes. I'm super inexperinced sexually and sometimes I just want to say fuck it and fully immerse myself in sexual pleasure, at least as much as i can online. i try to find women who are willing to talk to me and basically just casually talk about sex in voice chat, share porn we like with each other, watch it together while chatting,ect .when seeking stuff out sexually online, people want kinks, or roleplay, or a performance. I just want to have a fucking conversation most of the time. Like I litterally just want to talk about it not put on a performance or have one performed for me That fills me with guilt. But then I have nights like tonight where I just a few days ago said ""i'm done"" and deleted all my accounts, and have this hole left, where I just want to hear a pretty womans voice tell me im not a horrible digusting person for engaging in sexual desires. I just want to feel wanted, or at least not repulsive. I don't know wtf to do, i'm tired, and i hate myself. in a perfect world I'm looking for someone to help me get comfortable with being sexual. Like becoming friends with a woman but the friendship , while being a real friendship, more or less existing due to the sexual component. Someone who will voice chat with me often and talk to me about sexual stuff and who I can casually be sexual ""with"", what I mean by with is that she could talk, send me porn she likes, i send her porn I like, we talk about fantasies, she would encourage me to masturbate while talking with her, who really wants to help me become more comfortable with mysexuality and can handle the weird bits of guilt and embaressment I have around it after I get off. She would almost be motherly but of course not in a weird way. I guess she would be emotionally ""warm"" for lack of a better word. Like she would be EXTREMLY kind and caring towards me without being condesnding, but just truely wanting to help me get comfortable with sexuality",5.332787519339867,5.85998095848376,6.4087746260959255,77.30726714801445,67.93501805054153,9.797132542547708,29.90799381124291,9.819183407551806,2.7124757710159884,2217,78,434,48,35,743,231,554,0.063,0.7020000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9986,0,3,0,0,0,0,59.0,2,2,0,7,29,38,3,2,21,0,43,10,0,2,5,112,87,40,0,24,32,1,5,8,2,8,2,6,0,10,23,33,0,0,12,5,1,6,11,9,0,2,8,14,64,29,80,62,15,53,0,2,3,8,58,25,2,13,29,304,87,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340097102397136,0.0,0.05840281099217946,0.06040581570011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192050304456858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882799969653266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051582617435986036,0.06367442951604267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946495041850342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656676870002519,0.0,0.0,0.07522798777056527,0.06012922548451113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968544604362925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560636882984643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03852228695269816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847072162413773,0.0,0.05599994659192505,0.0,0.10661370214559077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901215694757682,0.10783873451497704,0.121887009053534,0.0,0.0,0.048919194528856506,0.046646831023010926,0.0,0.06425018633969559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758262853412865,0.0,0.0,0.06573510533349229,0.0,0.1172795410719148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299965863811595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073521074855536,0.12821283128156125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336892526171818,0.0,0.0411957896151502,0.22795230646952305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897726096885535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353166217753363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287466722482339,0.043246321766956135,0.0449828717110503,0.0,0.062027970022300434,0.054732888617696894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904336515257007,0.04435784020743957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631589378750078,0.0,0.04043434475415037,0.10185209807185047,0.0,0.0,0.11026959171072938,0.0,0.0,0.11867244347093844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058631478094098376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638519643871353,0.03736368785278374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547924245898928,0.0463813871149861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588923654761353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767009715819286,0.0,0.17305104089155615,0.0,0.0825637011859141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335334803226577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625410539022568,0.050977528411365984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801809555522302,0.06703457110202478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959799792455385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472111669108181,0.04629467817365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622201391949598,0.0,0.042460384789120086,0.0,0.0,0.20715759381338986,0.0,0.0,0.03755858291927335 lonely,MackNGeez,2020/01/18,"My dreams are torturing me... Every single night i go to sleep i have dreams of my old friends... Past lovers... and then i wake up and they are all gone... I used to have so many friends who arent here for one reason or another but everytime i lay down and go to sleep they are there again for a short time... I havent slept well since i was a kid... Over 20 years ago... I wake up every hour.... I see my old friend that killed himself in my dreams sometimes and its like he's alive again... I see my old lovers in my dreams, right there in my arms holding me tight like its all better again.... I can actually feel them... Its like they are real... They are right there with me... And then i wake up and im all alone again. I wake up in tears because they are all gone... It's getting to the point to where i dont even like going to sleep anymore... I stay up until 5 in the morning... I don't know why this is happening to me. Im starting to think that some of the memories i have might have just been a dream in the first place.",-0.1745583717357917,1.817953608294932,1.3132085253456225,101.75171754992321,86.64976958525347,4.722657450076805,16.41493855606759,5.985473137389443,-0.8103761904761906,771,16,195,6,24,246,111,217,0.069,0.737,0.195,0.9814,1,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,6,2,13,13,2,0,7,0,19,11,9,2,4,24,34,12,1,0,3,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,5,0,5,4,2,1,2,5,4,35,11,27,28,6,43,0,0,2,2,15,19,0,3,22,127,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.11464156768137912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413714614455953,0.0,0.0,0.12167176372233986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318591114514912,0.0,0.0,0.11650659457998927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161348971730856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389973164187936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768332435967665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759310162156566,0.0,0.19796053954385354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059400399409863774,0.08392629648756209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992671465880487,0.0,0.0,0.2722896011034393,0.0,0.0613773988253385,0.0,0.2002963397359017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038853948149737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569215181808272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253792767850658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997198541228264,0.0,0.06456282864926086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957523916581904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910423864379305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462557798051138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024513144221128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36982015233700505,0.0,0.07960612349319919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214603030225864,0.0,0.0,0.1227394911860957,0.0,0.1110546687672692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371566697900605,0.0,0.1207869352740544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200651115870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722948942116555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717900379009796,0.0,0.3526884808161195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618873180352328,0.0,0.08315152296432522,0.12521590185799228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527514971055349,0.0,0.0,0.06850235821931287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146326067446214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562681772130134,0.0,0.10600560960070438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565197115102887 lonely,miela-bee,2020/01/18,"A group of loyalty My brother has had the same group of friends for about seven years and I envy him so much because every time I get close to people, I see how fragile their loyalty really is to a friend. I recently stopped talking to a girl I felt close with because she always rejected hang out with me, but was always quick to call me to complain about her crush that friend zoned her who she hung out with frequently. I felt a sense of betrayal knowing that I did everything I could as far as giving her advice and genuinely listening to her just to get dropped for someone who treated her like a literal garbage. I just want to fill the void.",6.778121484814397,6.458189354330712,6.909336332958382,77.84047244094491,64.90551181102362,10.721709786276717,36.253093363329576,10.290406445055957,3.634312485939258,516,23,99,11,7,166,81,127,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.6982,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,20,15,7,0,2,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,5,21,5,22,9,2,14,0,1,1,0,23,5,0,0,7,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080794863128805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494756235812905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806003289382816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938452389468836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590096717968005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451681359726958,0.0,0.17548906252183188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37496464021076986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452577242438621,0.0,0.20403286644703444,0.18731328163963773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731099107607676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953952411814497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435401741296531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537021421985107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250899565561975,0.0,0.1927978524247312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559868184836048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544501685301027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324793105881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694434899593773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113858951123373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517069658387948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574244609353274 lonely,Goose11-11,2020/01/18,bye I just wanted to say thank you and bye. I am no longer going to be existing soon. You guys are going to get what you want. Dance on my grave like you always wanted to :) i am going to be gone forever into eternity.,-1.5580434782608703,0.2721748260869603,1.7872826086956553,92.4900543478261,105.08695652173913,4.908695652173913,12.27173913043478,6.6274283507984215,-0.3649043478260872,166,3,36,3,8,59,31,46,0.092,0.7290000000000001,0.179,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,7,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671315612183212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773050321816654,0.0,0.5473644452131823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178807440803982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568442583453739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255304431905006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955711221199293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680743273490875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,irishathlete2022,2020/01/18,"1.5 Years into College, Still haven't made any close friends So like you can see in the title, I'm about 1.5 years into college and I don't think I've actually made a close friend. I'm sitting in my dorm right now on a Friday night and everyone I know is going out, but I haven't been invited to go out with any of them. I'm on a varsity athletics team and I think I'm friends with my teammates more out of necessity rather than actually having any sort of connection. I don't know why I'm having such a hard time making friends. I'm not particularly anti social. It just seems like no matter what I do, I never seem to make any genuine connections with people. College is supposed to be when you make friendships that'll last a lifetime and so far I'm not even close to that. I just genuinely feel lonely and unimportant. I'm sorry if this sounds like a bunch of self pity. It's just how I feel.",2.79967741935484,4.32094176344086,4.40836559139785,85.5425483870968,74.91397849462365,7.540645161290323,25.30322580645161,8.238735603445708,1.4831187096774199,712,24,150,12,15,239,105,186,0.081,0.7609999999999999,0.158,0.9348,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,13,9,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,6,1,41,37,11,0,2,8,0,3,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,6,16,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,5,14,7,22,32,2,26,0,2,1,0,10,14,0,4,12,86,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.27079316444249946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774095465265967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916407632587925,0.0,0.0,0.13257823898192345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030881163497966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287808469409283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770568145660085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428962301727438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250290997313315,0.11309692631063087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335361362164134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625706106211372,0.2778431243500569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700986424390532,0.0,0.0,0.13020420346390954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618936226941632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184887639674986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105630072554085,0.2526192288835308,0.14474287250460854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143459719962065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155315361911415,0.0,0.0,0.1108031444739065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780632632882765,0.0,0.0,0.08090420747532402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519714730442186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869641072282086 lonely,maryjaneandpeter,2020/01/18,Can someone please talk to me I feel extremely alone and worthless right now and all I can think of is how much better my life could me if I didn’t exist.,1.4827272727272742,3.247074242424248,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.30303030303031,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.04489090909090887,122,3,28,1,3,39,28,33,0.153,0.701,0.146,-0.0661,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37828279078000737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230287722012165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161773609520264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846784181865581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798274691578205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684964780889213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009283993872386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119165111215685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094701856936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356941509145473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340337054197132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bit_-curious,2020/01/18,"Anybody wanna talk? 18M I just lonely, it is a bad say for me. Please talk with me.",-3.6855263157894735,-2.8428228421052597,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,119.52631578947368,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.151852631578948,62,1,16,0,4,22,17,19,0.282,0.61,0.10800000000000001,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690518751678528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851837136208533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149646204568263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105263644943355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lukas345643,2020/01/18,Lkhhjgg I think I’m going to end it I just don’t see any point in going on anymore I just want to be gone I just want to be dead and gone there’s no point and no way to ever be happy I’m through with it all,-2.4035294117647052,-0.8350690980392129,0.6818627450980408,105.3133823529412,92.92156862745098,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.6402705882352944,160,3,46,0,6,56,31,51,0.16699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.121,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,2,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,14,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,8,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537038838629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491934910148425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445801377889793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987469114462963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265526324965911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058307705159285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431730976932342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289368445228083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408697581768813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389079591702848,0.22804132454084444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Psychedelicpsychic,2020/01/18,Do you find it hard to connect with others? It's funny how I can know someone for years and never feel the connection with them but then meet someone for the first time and hit it off immediately. Sadly this one person I had an instant connection with moved for away and I'm now finding it hard to feel a strong connection like that again. Even if I have a lot common with someone it doesnt mean we connect. It feels very lonely.,4.467131782945739,5.517630441860469,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,70.16279069767441,7.593798449612403,27.124031007751928,7.793537801064563,1.4949054263565889,342,11,68,4,6,110,61,86,0.11199999999999999,0.782,0.106,0.1181,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,20,12,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,5,6,2,11,10,1,11,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,9,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910362484655864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429826458458466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843091935992617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716818577430744,0.17295331780611045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642894293657182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174544725065833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993372979273694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286481805503726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148716110997274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610876567804413,0.0,0.0,0.15682146842016428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778240606470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754086137389066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168453077800492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856399134131748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776944043244255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309385528566429 lonely,somekidwithcars,2020/01/18,"I don't want to be alone anymore I literally have no friends. Even when I try to make friends, they ghost me. Then I overthink everything and doubt myself. I just want someone to be there for me and care for me. I need a hug. Sometimes I get really sad and start crying. I just want a friend and have random conversations.",1.6870535714285708,4.115000562500004,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,82.4375,6.1571428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.447530270364453,0.9789982142857144,252,9,53,4,7,81,42,64,0.259,0.528,0.213,0.1383,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,13,6,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,5,11,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153862360312134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128490649446076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777648079479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561738361338985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403517129528527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095970574897035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405400025436806,0.0,0.12184431275643715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567167466592088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292469134669414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940239829722782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976008544943441,0.0,0.2306538961830012,0.0,0.16506955922114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583365079219884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126657029126958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tr3nta3,2020/01/18,"I feel like i'm stuck doing the same stuff with the same people I'm 16, i don't go to school, won't for like 9 more months, i always hang out with the same guy friends and we just walk around aimlessly and they sometimes smoke weed, the activites in town are close to none and most hobby stuff is outrageously expensive, i have literally no connection with any girl in town apart from knowing each other because of school and friends never bring anyone either. I feel pretty lonely even with my friends around and i see them only on the weekends.I would love to have the company of a girl i could hang out with and feel a connection to, or how it would feel to get an affectionate hug from someone who actually cares, or maybe even a kiss. I don't know how or where to meet any girls and even if i do i feel like i will be akward and struggle to flirt or take it any further than a friendship. I really have no idea what to do, or even who to talk to. I just wanted to rant a little bit but if you have any advice that would be great.",5.444718309859155,5.002723483568076,5.791654929577465,85.15396126760567,67.68544600938966,8.977934272300471,27.609154929577464,8.344100000000001,1.531954929577465,814,21,179,10,12,261,119,213,0.054000000000000006,0.795,0.15,0.9595,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,0,11,16,1,1,12,0,19,3,0,2,1,51,37,18,0,7,11,0,5,3,3,5,0,0,0,4,9,20,0,0,8,0,1,5,7,3,0,0,1,6,18,13,29,28,9,21,0,1,1,3,16,14,0,8,5,123,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.11619449514475368,0.0,0.0,0.11635317624831827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907522528733123,0.0,0.0,0.32388492384400724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325604763426861,0.0,0.0,0.2119939048905088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258356154360447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999287529238848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139912273690673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506717535438212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145766915780868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010251674160819,0.1701263136394661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759780189094488,0.0,0.0622088132083943,0.0,0.06766984711757792,0.0,0.0,0.1312743623505341,0.0,0.11789736184909445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134414786210947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087478532861352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745137881842305,0.11933875445335955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746472374680473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196211511609106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950400073260998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183361165654126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055759484853494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254768476302447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211363200425221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627886503933153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100904795305386,0.09488284415285407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088706127490818,0.0,0.11776261705475978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447712181931035,0.2726118033074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952532166846362,0.09570342132438578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023017884941693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537503182655499,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigmallpretzel,2020/01/18,"Feels like my life is falling apart I just need a hug so bad right now I feel like such a failure and lonely, I took a break from school and i feel so alone not seeing people regularly, i’m extrovert so it’s killing me being alone for days at a time. And i can’t travel right now because the weather is really bad winter right now so i just feel so stuck and helpless. If you’re reading this thank you for your time.",-0.2078787878787871,2.0803751818181797,1.6177272727272758,96.5257575757576,92.63636363636364,4.296969696969697,17.56060606060606,5.985473137389443,-0.3753439393939391,328,9,73,3,12,107,58,88,0.312,0.5820000000000001,0.106,-0.9690000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,11,9,1,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,14,10,1,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,5,10,4,4,11,0,16,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,1,9,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733428528727195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30098113780808244,0.10987095007616028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623811070430495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645334611581,0.2575230439924584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940580436594632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730689456805347,0.17610962502092573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364363147483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495380990711423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028601717510231,0.0,0.11546459273106613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617648606751779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824097117337315,0.1436257468123771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593823718090311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101955709664092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002502081141443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustASonicFan,2020/01/18,"Feeling lonely? Want to vent? Want someone to ask how your day is doing? Send me a DM! Hey all! I'm just a person who had suffered (and sometimes still do) from loneliness, I know how it's like to be there and as a purpose of life I decided to not let any person I get to know to feel lonely. Wanna meet someone new? Want someone to talk to about... Nothing? I don't have any problem! I gotta be honest too, I might not answer fast sometimes, but I'll not ghost you, ever. Also, if you're interested, I can teach you Spanish :)",-0.2095281782437759,2.0303733486238538,2.277621231979033,92.60038990825693,90.74311926605505,4.215203145478375,20.629750982961987,5.773587663045528,0.07521179554390578,401,14,85,3,14,137,75,109,0.068,0.73,0.201,0.9109999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,2,24,22,8,1,6,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,11,3,13,16,1,6,0,3,0,0,11,0,0,2,6,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445253517151172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457977730496669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895305165224453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165523792440053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347569578717505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275951817606068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442111456876903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864296491688416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848030896440982,0.12765108935586678,0.0882928829434179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917201804231401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454488976148771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341007314277798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156034000928784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292898023483194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593819563427613,0.0,0.3574823882139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432685346324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145259541911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978805355658857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,operation_hiv,2020/01/18,"I feel like my friends only want me for weed So as guessing from title, I’m just an average stoner who just floats around, I’ve got two really close friends but one of my best friends is fairly busy and the other seems to only want to be around me when I have weed to offer. It’s often yes but I’m just feeling lonely and not really that important which is cool I guess, less drama",2.064535714285718,3.806746525000001,3.617142857142857,89.48500000000001,77.5,6.571428571428572,20.17857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.5222321428571433,302,7,64,4,7,100,58,80,0.059000000000000004,0.655,0.28600000000000003,0.9596,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,19,14,7,0,2,6,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,7,6,9,12,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35971438477559725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120270502909531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043135777039881,0.14433641919225926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682835732228878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158872833695448,0.0,0.4451366010660948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870585663610096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369065869895497,0.3073189253674335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588622066580218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392835720215486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973623589221564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383352067649867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NothingSpecial__,2020/01/18,"I feel so alone. I honestly feel invisible. I have family, yet I still feel alone. I have friends, and I still feel alone. I spend so much time by myself, that I feel like I’m starting to isolate myself from those around me. The one person I want to be around. I feel like she is pushing me away, Because she found someone better. I don’t want to be around anyone.... just the thought of it makes me anxious. But I’m so very, very, very tired of being alone.",0.9458064516129028,3.1462395483870966,2.2477526881720458,95.51162903225807,83.6236559139785,5.0103225806451634,20.052688172043013,6.2581,-0.04380344086021548,350,10,78,3,10,112,53,93,0.16899999999999998,0.659,0.171,0.0442,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,17,21,5,0,2,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,18,5,11,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403904902727265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736129472377374,0.0,0.0912074378377426,0.0,0.0,0.3483606558027897,0.0,0.0,0.12255369093044975,0.0,0.0,0.07951567322306301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153645373492087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296824368600093,0.0,0.3957295839741127,0.18637427089980094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302191428102384,0.1007784568188986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274538482182339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707043550570916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588920443076157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839025338979002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138961219512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052230596250733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923268696181588,0.0,0.20834083407275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355564914863516,0.07606124422476755,0.1499228357534373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228826620415327,0.15387506022097544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iopce6,2020/01/18,"why do I always have to be the one who start a conversation? And if I didn’t do that I’d never get a message from anyone... I don’t feel like my friends are still interested in hanging out with me anymore.... and they won’t shut up about me being single and too old for that. i laugh it off but it still hurts me how they offense me with their insensitive jokes about my insecurities",4.356075949367089,4.655131443037977,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,70.0126582278481,8.345316455696205,27.19240506329114,8.238735603445708,1.4922030379746838,300,9,66,4,5,101,58,79,0.153,0.722,0.126,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,8,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,13,5,11,8,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485562189080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962466926449958,0.20886965778968689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510401358000582,0.2134032657122565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078777660417454,0.0,0.15606714341543718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978239888122817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459378878106422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303887295317352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345292055002555,0.0,0.2024181625440788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114332133333738,0.0,0.4771110750179005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695453537135578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thrwmetotheedge,2020/01/18,how do you fine people react to getting ghosted? 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Only a few girlfriends in my (31 years old) life. One turned crazy and the other had a rich family that ran me straight out. I mean have zero luck with women it seems. I work hard. I ran races for charities and non profits. I try to help family, friends, etc but I can’t seem to help myself. Did I kill 20 people in a past life? Now I thought I finally met the girl of my dreams and she cancelled two hours before the other day and now ghosts. Like I honestly want to give up trying to date. It seems more I try the deeper I fall. It’s not depression. Quite simply I feel like no one out there realizes how much I try and fail in this department. Why is it everyone around me easily can find someone great but I can’t seem to get anything?",0.7029166666666669,2.8335777440476204,2.659523809523812,92.61880952380956,84.05952380952381,6.114285714285715,18.857142857142858,7.3871296695380915,0.38648571428571454,623,16,138,10,18,208,111,168,0.122,0.632,0.24600000000000002,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,13,3,0,8,0,8,2,0,1,0,26,25,8,2,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,10,1,2,4,5,5,0,4,6,3,22,8,15,19,4,21,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,5,11,84,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843212343833863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723774992432372,0.11600755484833812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088806200159697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840420874768171,0.0,0.11223970876765764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533514160536498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452111240812712,0.0,0.0,0.24569787149700265,0.0,0.1317818779281885,0.09309672214806934,0.0,0.1427531915704722,0.1191051142996661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100680678161035,0.0,0.1361679207531956,0.12500956602963964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436722230143892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673621732905926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746941573583404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283335565047423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417371335756987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409000464413144,0.12733018819592656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195071989845282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957961694904698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674317191702934,0.0,0.1766089883694459,0.09911006787436497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439995877341747,0.09034368297235533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386055372505807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745337943514169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041507349356387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034551759651041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539000315288821,0.14174478160472698,0.12729835473186596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686288272382392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758858899005566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948705256780187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391828107469106 lonely,princess2468s,2020/01/18,"I just want friends I have my boyfriend but he has his own social life, I used to hang out with him and his best friend, enough that I considered his best friend to be my friend. But like all my friendships he was only putting up with me for my boyfriend’s sake. I saw a text he had sent my boyfriend saying he wishes that I wouldn’t going on a planned trip for my boyfriends birthday because I’m a buzzkill, joy sucker, just not fun at all. Doesn’t help that my bfs siblings who are also going on the trip agreed. They even made a group text for the trip with is out of state and for a whole weekend, told my boyfriend it was only for them so not to add me to it because I wasn’t going on the trip.. Fuck I just wish I had friends",2.9664868035190612,3.7600659419354834,3.151906158357772,97.56240469208213,73.45161290322581,5.894428152492669,25.058651026392962,4.851557810540192,0.13809677419354838,571,17,137,1,11,174,86,155,0.069,0.634,0.297,0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,6,12,2,0,8,0,12,2,0,2,2,23,25,6,0,4,7,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,10,5,2,0,0,9,2,25,10,20,14,7,19,0,0,1,1,22,7,1,0,2,90,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289942418704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736621763157615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225595139706329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879456751661122,0.0,0.10150549863248357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936715840892679,0.1420765144639481,0.0,0.0,0.26202303315973297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300979197238216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855012765932948,0.07508125283756352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454176057114902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376414251027816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449283753087628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221407914213045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665942537045086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684971815078735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273188791793944,0.0,0.0,0.0906456137916246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715804427956498,0.3534533860026733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blondenboozy,2020/01/18,"When you love the idea of someone, instead of truly loving someone After getting out of my most recent relationship, it has been incredibly difficult for me to realize and accept this. Even though I realize now that it was not good for me, I miss him and his presence.",11.2288,8.181467080000004,11.152,59.63600000000001,58.2,14.0,45.0,12.161744961471696,5.545,214,10,35,5,2,72,41,50,0.111,0.6679999999999999,0.222,0.8317,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,4,8,5,1,5,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913868674267973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513901087403097,0.0,0.0,0.24304090277444454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271091032168235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230479533269989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861077075644101,0.31109887225443106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491033420802752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846923702048706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MofongoLover,2020/01/18,"Am I the only one? Ever since I was a teen I’ve felt that I always care more in my friendships. I’m always procuring people and the other members of the group(s) seem closer amongst themselves. IDK I feel like I’m just occupying space and nobody’s ever put in as much effort as I do. Even now as an adult I feel this 😒 I’m writing this as I just got stood up again by a friend and am lonely drinking and fighting my anxiety that someone will break into my house lol (but really). Anyways, if there’s more people out there like me, let’s chat! I’d rather have a long distance friend that would possibly like chatting with me than close ones that are here but feel far.",2.396362530413626,4.225722401459855,3.5048357664233585,90.26898114355231,76.81021897810221,5.734549878345499,23.095498783454985,6.42735559955562,0.5118958637469584,527,16,109,4,12,170,91,137,0.05,0.828,0.122,0.8051,0,2,1,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,7,1,9,1,0,0,2,23,20,11,0,3,6,0,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,4,12,6,13,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968056631632116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643849772036964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184135855791556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471668406272034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779955999184355,0.32265849416222625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053980705458464,0.12741442978008294,0.17124552018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755880314960447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264407967969014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057938183900646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237661058412075,0.0,0.2614007713983368,0.0,0.0,0.1578355673573026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110895882382598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417113409357229,0.13564444045186413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472931073093418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010646487017962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929263466722714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425661187081293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236461237190514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753429941170906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111674507650913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669587052373665,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImJustAGuy128,2020/01/18,"Starting to just feel like I’m dead inside.. Just feel so drained out, like I’m a walking stick.. I don’t enjoy anything in life, I don’t get excited or nothing. I’m so lonely I have nobody to talk to past couple months I literally haven’t talked to anyone really.. and if I do try to they just ignore me couple messages later, even if I try keep the convo going.. I just see no point in life, I just want to die all the time. I even told my parents, I just hate life and see no point in working my whole life when i don’t even enjoy life now. Just waiting till the day I don’t wake up I guess, as I’m afraid to kill my self be to selfish for mom.. I don’t know what to do, literally just so bored of life and have no will to do anything.",0.8116402116402099,2.185453691358028,3.053721340388009,93.77888888888893,79.98765432098766,5.616225749559083,20.213403880070548,6.1826913282559595,-0.08680035273368647,566,14,136,4,14,194,83,162,0.221,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.9748,1,2,0,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,1,1,16,12,2,1,4,0,13,7,1,0,1,24,31,12,3,3,11,2,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,1,4,19,5,19,28,2,18,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,4,11,83,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022720847985473,0.0,0.21237653238659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855588393797581,0.0,0.08321960841892441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392231623861542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556875224722677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049219274711055,0.09218562978204067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741765575150631,0.0,0.07333595068671597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215122606601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273994942668812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469596935438454,0.142762755306725,0.0,0.07091656928319412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546865215760445,0.12608406953832452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112915067817534,0.10299785779657084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381659196014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328276009230606,0.0,0.12318251684681047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439675050373241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266581532604034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565507020338955,0.0,0.13461602730111796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133460944434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743364100114928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524379483298399,0.0,0.0,0.12330248480978913,0.0,0.17521829197426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611066305308994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406765779246453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939420739590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mcplayerx,2020/01/18,"Lonely and don't know what to do about it I moved school a few months ago and have no friends. I had friends at my previous school but no one I was actually close with. I was always the guy you would hang out with if all your other friends were not available and in groups I would very rarely say anything. tbh I don't think they really cared that much that I moved. Anyway, I've lost touch with all of them now and I'm completely alone. I want to make new friends but don't know how. I have pretty bad social anxiety so trying to make friends irl is practically impossible. Fuck, I can't even say hi to someone, let alone try to engage in an actual conversation. I've tried meeting people online but I completely fail at conversations. I can never think of anything to say and always come off as boring and awkward. And then they ghost me and I don't blame them. Who tf would want to talk to someone like me?!",2.3866016624040896,4.441745505434788,3.4453069053708454,89.63933503836321,77.64130434782608,6.720716112531973,22.236572890025574,7.724431198458867,0.8526832480818416,719,21,153,11,17,231,112,184,0.18600000000000005,0.639,0.175,-0.2919,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,4,2,6,15,1,1,3,0,18,1,0,3,3,34,31,16,1,6,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,3,0,1,6,14,0,0,4,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,5,4,22,8,21,22,4,17,0,3,0,1,23,7,1,1,7,97,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.21706517443266168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858792168479734,0.0,0.0,0.2303763211728053,0.0,0.0,0.1850843366732492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508135787619041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304564350214972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928622668642197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339401974263218,0.0,0.0,0.09580433780400367,0.23321961873907496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345834708518256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296332106749887,0.10281911869556323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012316626120217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224485364303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372779627899406,0.0,0.05433542817715969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140743132245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847756928213776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877303413823885,0.2364139665755645,0.08175792340756087,0.0,0.08577806938347232,0.10741490146383977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536409973904247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710445993924223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131485463549863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124900850363368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653347167966795,0.0,0.22511682230989674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337260146560264,0.1884690623798914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939270237243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425278267982025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265288776072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176638152171504,0.13119834983055148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370179285517638,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cuddlingisnice,2020/01/18,"I just want to be completely open with someone. Long story short. I don't know how I want to live my life. I grew up religious and honestly still have a fair bit of it. I spend most of my time in my own head overthinking everything. Ive got friends, and I'm attractive I guess but I don't think I'm turning many heads. Sometimes i just want to get to know someone. Like I want to be accepted. I'm 26 and only ever had on relationship. I just, i don't know how to meet and talk to women. Like I went dancing with friends a few weeks ago and a cute woman came over and just started griding on me, the fuck do I do with that? I mean seriously how do I respond to that?I don't know, i never have been out dancing before so I Just kinda went with whatever happened but I didn't know what do do when I thought someone was cute. I'm a mess, sometimes i feel like all my brain thinks about is sex or not really sex just affection in general. I have none in my life and wish I did. Thats the story of it I guess, casual stuff doesn't interest me much cause I want a real connection.",0.9691306073838816,2.8220574672489107,3.155134974196109,90.98156312028584,81.31441048034934,6.958396188963874,23.0728463676062,8.00094639256281,1.1324742358078606,836,29,191,16,22,285,119,229,0.057999999999999996,0.723,0.21899999999999997,0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,14,15,1,0,7,0,22,8,3,5,3,55,53,15,0,6,10,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,14,0,0,11,3,1,6,9,3,0,0,10,1,32,12,24,41,7,25,0,0,0,3,8,10,1,5,12,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022099029467855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811508090003024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588193701813255,0.0,0.0,0.1287172260417679,0.0,0.1318768831789074,0.0,0.11844881233195075,0.0,0.0,0.12089388937936695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429893049081287,0.0,0.0,0.10362766246063128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058301089317874075,0.08237309102718303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816693167020264,0.10659654817095196,0.060241500841164884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221901930750227,0.0,0.2540403729311496,0.0,0.10196281072353623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366700234792081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683989308917915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628850335420758,0.16899490563302694,0.0,0.10181540898419483,0.10204027581248497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690000276590888,0.0,0.12559969139377378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476159425831695,0.0,0.08892943473012985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769377110550244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124102061925874,0.0738665966353773,0.0,0.0,0.12379317995436973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930897250665573,0.0,0.2280769051355192,0.0,0.08161265606667575,0.0,0.09208180081348552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199531811709225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267686423950916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776409823138545,0.0,0.09153837461057683,0.06723460018294047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254174747332551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34004598062814523,0.0,0.09248979069627153,0.0,0.0,0.21377564189721976,0.0,0.0,0.13259373313518524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Osita1997,2020/01/19,"I think I have to give up finding friendship or any form of closure online As much as it hurts me to admit it...it is IMPOSSIBLE to find a friend online, at least for me, I've tried innumerable times but I never get that one person that I feel cool with, someone who actually sticks around...I give up",4.340081967213114,4.910931491803279,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,70.14754098360656,8.067213114754097,26.72540983606557,8.07648339933343,1.4880786885245902,235,7,49,3,4,79,46,61,0.035,0.821,0.14400000000000002,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,11,8,3,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2456007007148141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114916706672395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404611992812404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272555846265873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600569119368554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944452266337484,0.0,0.13149098066638026,0.482863521422469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694257119630287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501174433316794,0.0,0.19410901819333745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054302472082652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975487564082866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324532553205544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126462581798207,0.0,0.0,0.14675503414293553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087233889669096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ivegotbadproblems,2020/01/19,"who else If theres one word left on a line, I erase the last word and write it before the lonely one. Also, who else just wants to see someone fall in love and it work out in every anime?",1.9457723577235768,2.6854570731707312,3.2668292682926854,95.9828455284553,75.82926829268294,5.466666666666668,16.10569105691057,3.1291,-1.0650552845528454,144,1,35,0,3,47,33,41,0.059000000000000004,0.843,0.098,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,7,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488209051468065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499280348144258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907188592206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746577597478706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941520515544626,0.0,0.0,0.3191199123355893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650873488458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39805490867992377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405114469648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886197697042806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732394712521925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382648065557555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redstoolthrowawayy,2020/01/19,"I am usually good at suppressing the constant feeling of loneliness, but on my birthday it's hard to hold back. On this day I always feel so fucking lost and unredeemable. I feel like I'm utterly broken for being unable to make meaningful connections with anybody. When my family congratulates me, it's like a total pity party. I don't get any sincerity from it. Every year I feel like I'd be celebrating what I'm actually missing: a social 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lonely,save-me-from-myself-,2020/01/19,"I’m so lonely tonight...19F Feeling quite lonely and depressed, anyone wanna chat dm me and I’ll give you my 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lonely,_XachHill,2020/01/19,How do you keep going The feeling when you wake up go through your routine and get back and it just feels like there's nobody your looking forward to seeing or to confide in or just chill with everyone feels distant there's nobody to look forward to seeing.. how do you press on with this and keep going threw the daily 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lonely,Wandering_K,2020/01/19,"23/F Your manic pixie dream girl Hi, guys 👋🏻 Just a hot southern blonde looking for some fun 😘 jk, but now that I have your attention, I’m just an average, painfully self aware girl on the internet. I’ve been dealing with a huge life crisis and I know the only way out is to work extra hard on the parts of my life that I have neglected for so long. It’s extremely hard to do this when you loathe yourself for putting you in this position to begin with, but I know it’s the only way out. Because of this, I’m borderline obsessing about it all day/all night, but getting nothing done. Talking to people gives me that bit of motivation that I need and I’m hoping to find a pen pal that I can share this journey of bettering myself with. I strictly prefer voice chatting, so send me your discord info please 😊 along with a brief description of the things you want to work on in your life. Hope to hear from you soon 🥂",3.839067103109656,4.671845361702129,4.8627659574468085,85.95653846153849,71.44680851063829,8.12504091653028,27.759410801964002,8.384062270229773,1.75605433715221,720,25,152,11,13,236,118,188,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.128,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,0,4,8,8,0,1,10,0,7,4,0,1,1,28,21,8,0,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,13,9,0,1,7,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,7,19,5,29,19,5,20,0,1,2,0,21,8,0,3,6,94,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599776325327818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392774165818312,0.1719263287932608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156095514478848,0.16235397897251022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611557370621446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393299279054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227630052376565,0.15106824817634265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559290118903333,0.0,0.0,0.2821405818887895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749032725889138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128244464078697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730927277556121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33369631690949897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393639979258127,0.13224273443397302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116768715349567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778341440688114,0.0,0.15110538947675745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395398177267297,0.16756880538790575,0.0,0.0,0.1705344578956282,0.0,0.10917614030590787,0.0,0.0,0.17286469969975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830993472664112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428498727938573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657568996952367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462207899876924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288522000083313,0.24999906937700406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929323847662875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insurgent117,2020/01/19,Just wanting people to talk to Title says it all,1.939,4.171886900000004,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.19499999999999984,39,1,7,0,1,13,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776133001195102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547860179231301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537311800165993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063453455363085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SprinklesOfGlittersp,2020/01/19,I’m afraid that feeling to much is my last straw before suicide I want to be here but I’m so emotional I can’t. Can someone chat with me on what’s app?,-1.0410000000000004,0.8092859714285723,1.6453571428571436,98.85089285714287,89.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.17971428571428572,119,4,30,1,4,41,30,35,0.084,0.762,0.155,0.0835,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603352332325783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706515370860268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155914109245014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410575331892863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30757727323318856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451487684349525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457669326527811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678727768324865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheNameIsNotJoey,2020/01/19,"Want to talk about what’s on your mind? add me on discord Urara Rishia#4955 Im more of a discord person. I know we all go through trials heck even I’m struggling at the moment but for me, I always find some kind of relief when I talk ir help others so don’t fell shy to add me and talk about whatever’s on your mind, I’m always willing to end an early ir say some words of encouragement, you guys alone, people have been there for me. Let me be there for you <3",0.8375757575757561,2.8294279595959617,2.335646464646466,95.9501363636364,82.53535353535355,4.768080808080809,17.980808080808078,5.6839178017228535,-0.5222452525252521,364,8,83,2,10,118,68,99,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.4793,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,4,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,16,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,2,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942079008854292,0.0,0.0,0.3364973259560948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909138201700342,0.0,0.0,0.13355283222565248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480940517744204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491633017681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002122472315552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553206131913287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184133784866156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056276906019272,0.11112519595700496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067657372991097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083337303818607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401817412277752,0.1765554078126688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079952935730146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138593686480867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875680867811749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926426266359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,carsonopath,2020/01/19,"Is it weird that I aspire to be a single father? I'm in my 20s. I love children, and it gives me gratification seeing them happy. I have anticipated most of my life to be an uncle, but it never happened. I just want to give my care and affection to children just as a mother would. As far as I know I've never been into sex or romance, so I've never wanted a partner, it's just not my thing. Is this weird considering I'm a man? I just feel like my childhood was a waste, my family made me insecure and beat me all the time, and I just want to see my own kid have a much better experience growing up than I did. It hurts me a lot to see children in pain or being used. But the people so far who know this think I am a sick fuck. So maybe I'm psychologically messed up, I don't know.",2.417169625246551,3.0779107514792905,5.053979289940831,83.9120142998028,74.62130177514793,7.5268244575936905,22.95907297830375,7.793537801064563,0.8767155818540435,603,15,138,8,12,217,97,169,0.184,0.6579999999999999,0.158,-0.6157,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,8,13,1,1,11,0,13,6,0,3,4,33,35,14,0,4,10,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,4,22,6,16,27,6,13,0,1,3,3,13,7,1,4,6,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399659815677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600069937226772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592642693631974,0.153487450987632,0.0,0.08232413413401382,0.11631503757642693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051980387539535,0.0,0.3123738845933557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397672847790186,0.17331954890615664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429677853338366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26843652661923856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500101890574893,0.07954316372743449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841945384218615,0.14694685511424874,0.15405944870133492,0.0,0.0,0.1635695077917569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968772688086347,0.0,0.3767187954208981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732465932039757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128753906395214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892273222254997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081670226059998,0.10432525005379904,0.0,0.0,0.09493871055699538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061984707886974,0.0,0.0,0.28809743950065003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565907382846627,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shivain_Sagar,2020/01/19,Can't sleep Need someone to talk to but I don't even know what to talk about,-0.9683333333333336,0.8378821666666703,0.3755555555555557,108.40000000000002,88.44444444444444,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.7379777777777776,61,1,17,0,2,19,14,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793184350419847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324122619578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31357159381790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232008278233922,0.0,0.3583179151631099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6798146356842989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AliceInBroadband,2020/01/19,"Any advice on how to deal with loneliness? As the title says, I know I’m lonely, I don’t like it, and I don’t even know if this is the right place to ask for advice since it seems most people are in my shoes or even worse as well. But I just want to know how to be more “ok” with being alone. Any tips?",2.9316176470588218,2.2600306911764707,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,72.97058823529412,7.3882352941176475,18.47058823529412,5.985473137389443,-0.4906882352941176,229,1,61,1,4,76,49,68,0.149,0.735,0.11599999999999999,-0.5215,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,2,0,15,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,11,11,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43676469858414135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314581784612053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039485162759362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892390005345876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039836217128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952132427942321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368456762480145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918117945256607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493309171636044,0.0,0.2334893338114137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085094341010692,0.0,0.17772049349409955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344805929944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486520219481928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181446302424973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093561627180792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277455041773278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joeline69,2020/01/19,"I need a friend Recently my seizures have become really volatile and frequent making it impossible for me to work or go out with.my mates, I'm getting really lonely and if I'm honest a little depressed because of that, I'm not looking for sympathy or anything, I'd just like someone to talk to, please feel free to message me, I don't care age gender or anything I'd just like a friend 😊",5.149615384615384,5.746596782051284,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,68.35897435897436,8.804102564102564,34.83076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.078319999999999,311,15,57,5,5,105,54,78,0.12300000000000001,0.6409999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.8677,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,2,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,8,8,12,0,6,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,4,5,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806374751460167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098244037943716,0.25542388407163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579918399416136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991958959722404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693904739698542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573633273567283,0.0,0.12083108230999685,0.0,0.13143830343745613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259775190125068,0.23179723448221345,0.0,0.0,0.1942118523507857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437714333449004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171486687731671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538693235469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963200017722539,0.0,0.22835510357906766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595764934601256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588922345547584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837017461360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,godzillaisataurus,2020/01/19,"Got rid of my toxic ""friends."" I recently realized how toxic my friends were. To sum it up, every time I was in serious trouble, I couldn't rely on anybody. And they would just shut me down whenever I spoke up and said hey, I was in serious trouble and nobody was there for me. It's hitting me really hard that I am truly alone. I mean, I was alone before, I just had the illusion of friends. But now that I'm properly alone, I'm having a hard time coping. I know it's better to have no friends than ones that aren't there for me at all, but it's been hard psychologically, not even having the illusion of a safety net.",3.3804079861111087,4.214217960937504,5.35197916666667,82.02288194444445,72.515625,8.813888888888886,27.503472222222207,9.150863307647796,2.1314711805555557,481,17,102,10,9,167,75,128,0.13699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.4437,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,1,15,22,6,0,2,5,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,10,5,17,5,15,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191385304845967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217415879391054,0.0,0.0,0.1477701217115003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035583912875034,0.0,0.14077347727565495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163474035334643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363044064757526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490169599853708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918236928698139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200087392150388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132188348485516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703676889696816,0.0,0.16497295020281394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589328889872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485328117079548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868999431545033,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jespersolost,2020/01/19,"What is being lonely? It is not my intention to come weeping to this subreddit, I just don't have anywhere else to go, I don't have anyone close enough to myself that I can share stuff openly so I've decided to come to the opposite, random people online. I've grown quite fond of this subreddit. I've been lurking here for a while, never posted anything. I'm not sure what loneliness really is and I'm not even sure I am lonely. Okay... I am lonely, I'm sure that I'm lonely, but I don't know how to handle this. The weird thing is, I have all these friends and I seem to be a happy person but nobody really knows me, I'm not special to anyone. They know a part of me, the casual friend role I've been playing my whole life in front of my friends. We all have roles right? We aren't who we are, we are fragmented personalities split up to play different roles with different people. I don't have any medical conditions, or I haven't been diagnosed at least and on paper I don't have any conditions yet I feel like so much is wrong with me. There is so much shit going on in my life right now and I have no idea how to cope with any of this. My mother is a slut and she is cheating on her husband, a husband she is only with for the money. She is a pill addict alcoholic who steals pills from the hospital she works at and yeah the list goes on. She does not know that I know any of these things. Neither does my little brother. My mother blames me for his obesity and demands me to fix him. I'm still in school and I used to be good at school, but my grades are going to shit and I know most of you are gonna say that this is just general stuff teenagers go through but I am pretty sure not all teenagers has to see their whole family slowly getting ripped apart. I am the only relative that knows about all this underground shit in this toxic environment of a family. I used to take illegal substances but have been clean for about a year so ""go me"" I guess. I know nobody of you knows me and I just wish I could be able to print out my story in an instance onto here so some of you might understand. I just cant fucking think straight and I'm starting to not want to be here anymore and the feeling I have right now, the feeling I have sitting here writing this it fucking scares me. I have nobody to talk with, I'm scared shitless and I don't know what to do. I don't even know why I'm writing this here its not like any of you can do anything about it, nobody can. I cant have problems, I'm not the guy that has problems and I just feel...... I don't fucking know. I've given up, I'm gonna stop writing now, because all of this is pointless. Wish me luck if you've gotten this far. Just please... please be kind to me... It's all I ask at this point.",1.501982437814192,3.3067298321799328,3.1171867859241367,92.13807305608152,79.39792387543253,6.299980413919175,21.459293595351568,7.281374121172456,0.5446893908728859,2145,61,479,28,53,708,226,578,0.134,0.737,0.129,-0.2675,2,8,1,0,0,0,64.0,4,4,2,2,29,40,7,2,19,2,63,16,3,5,11,104,118,29,0,7,22,5,4,2,3,3,9,1,1,3,34,28,2,1,21,3,1,9,24,20,0,0,6,6,71,20,64,102,16,48,0,5,1,4,41,27,6,9,12,326,105,5,0.06791636951372634,0.0,0.0,0.07403886760261902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725819443232902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309273011044059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735478888472715,0.09497740939648736,0.0,0.11177877052015786,0.0,0.06349263745936773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140118847861651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700787721947226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054225694651425696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893368542808515,0.0,0.14191630175890882,0.0,0.0,0.11886814528359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673541189052887,0.0,0.0,0.07017576489762767,0.0,0.08971624305856038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280510175508883,0.0,0.13736222833885922,0.0485194679509384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741605583739834,0.18836276767692525,0.035483499926144316,0.0,0.1929921896400016,0.05696502847778726,0.0,0.0,0.07481753797857249,0.06724788361499323,0.0,0.07229823824712117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666931437208734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072444759602503,0.4479007262188415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594268062642276,0.0663610151121452,0.0680700445232178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841859712062026,0.0,0.07204853531918602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998526923004432,0.0,0.05238129108035682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330691888802024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735468097814716,0.0,0.0941693183047871,0.11860390840578637,0.0,0.14910355764616265,0.06420292170111601,0.0,0.06504510817560546,0.06909536417104033,0.0,0.12997358663716668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722374189690159,0.0,0.0,0.08701793081705231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400062542795158,0.0,0.05400982300078395,0.13599226797939304,0.1374699836596197,0.0541205533404366,0.06182851204484713,0.0,0.0,0.2091455319641554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807155590545099,0.0,0.054238100424812856,0.056781126007191825,0.0,0.0,0.15549598848834625,0.0,0.0,0.2560414980378761,0.0,0.051064657577848206,0.05458860518878004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024123614681903,0.043518067241589325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707033358632042,0.0,0.1173158742974404,0.0,0.0,0.040058834391653725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128395977062216,0.15165240225738588,0.15620094633148807,0.0,0.0,0.04944392588604973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425588837295732,0.0,0.0437359152411979 lonely,t0ska-salt,2020/01/19,does anyone put their phone on do not disturb so they can be pleasantly surprised when they receive a notification? im always waiting for people text back and get really excited when i hear my phone ding but it doesn’t happen often so i put my phone on do not disturb so sometimes i can magically pick up my phone and see that someone text me. or i just constantly check my phone even tho there no notifications. am i weird?,3.05147590361446,5.433546602409642,4.663478915662652,80.10678463855425,76.95180722891567,7.523493975903612,26.037650602409638,8.472884824447931,2.001627710843373,340,13,64,7,8,114,58,83,0.057999999999999996,0.8190000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.5224,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,4,11,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155703393828727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811505791901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992119303936063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996697886986355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267174215659408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111594742470082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353554830387459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290983010841865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199525049005914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984439990624393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796093056364819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208818954752905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596945176335287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064484522374174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951257718869485,0.0,0.2562308311839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,obtway,2020/01/19,"Stuck in a one sided relationship I met a girl 7 months back, and we clicked pretty good. We have a lot of shared interests. I make her laugh. She makes me smile. We often end up talking till sunrise. We meet at a restaurant and get lost in our own conversation that we forget to order. I have issues with physical intimacy. I am someone who is not used to relationships, and girls in general, and all of this is very uncharted territory to me, despite me being old enough (23) to have already have experienced a lot of this. And it has made me scared, scared to initiate holding hands, scared to initiate the kiss. About 3 months ago, I told the girl that I did have feelings for her when she asked me. She told me that she is still recovering from her past abusive relationship, and is not in the space to be able to handle a relationship, and does not have the same feelings for me. We have fought since then, recovered from the fights, gotten closer, fought again, repeated the cycle. At this point, I feel hurt that she doesn't have feelings for me, yet the thought of ending whatever this is and getting some distance from her also hurts. It feels like irrespective of whatever I do, there is just massive hurt in store for me, and I cannot take the pain anymore. All I want from her is a little validation, a little encouragement that I am not some unlovable creature who is bound to go through life alone. In other aspects, I am doing farely well, I have a good job, I am constantly working and learning new things, but in this area I am just losing, and it's causing me a lot of pain. I don't want to hurt anymore. People advise to ""work on yourself"" and ""don't care so much"", but I feel like I am so broken, I need external encouragement to heal, but I cannot get that external encouragement because the fact that I am so broken makes me unattractive, so why would anyone provide that encouragement. It just hurts so much. I no longer have the capacity to handle this much pain. I want to get out of this cycle of pain. I wish that she had feelings for me. We go so well together. I feel like if despite how compatible we are if she doesn't have feelings for me, than how can anyone else in the world, who would probably be less compatible with me feel anything for me? It's been 3 months since she had said that she doesn't have feelings for me. I don't know whether anything has changed. I don't have the capacity to infer from her body language or her actions whether anything has changed. I want to tell her all of this, but I fear that she would just want some distance. But if it's causing so much pain either way, should I just tell her? There's just so much fear and pain. I just want to be healthy again.",6.01408300108735,5.989975410112362,6.308963392533528,80.51148060891629,66.43445692883896,9.437139060045912,32.019813942249606,9.11188708381993,2.498319632717168,2135,79,434,34,31,687,215,534,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.134,0.1786,1,1,0,0,1,0,68.0,9,0,0,4,30,38,3,5,22,0,56,11,2,10,4,99,100,38,0,15,23,0,12,3,0,4,8,1,0,3,30,24,0,2,15,0,1,3,14,22,2,1,15,15,75,16,58,77,19,45,0,7,1,1,57,21,0,11,22,320,105,5,0.06030152996104188,0.07144745242468442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053453667924343806,0.0,0.0,0.0624541990497303,0.06654423780454259,0.04822311172350248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960582843378133,0.08432846365833647,0.06178604355020938,0.1488690634037963,0.0,0.05637379040538711,0.0,0.0,0.04636815434873466,0.0,0.03675925296568547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066981405779887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148142868158085,0.12389256418179866,0.12758204600249862,0.0,0.0,0.06516453137689895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052770275233747166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503741905591306,0.0,0.1068185142062754,0.06230760006478366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571197205885746,0.3353929194720437,0.12923827515895114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260202422031154,0.0,0.06854149825232676,0.10115612468922212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277017504601396,0.0,0.0,0.06293913044999527,0.059839963807619335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03314014384534003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425927539395905,0.08838084477310171,0.12087594960259708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746198749241054,0.06582624328167608,0.15379861310927953,0.0,0.05705876567913519,0.1207552184941486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439631771424974,0.0,0.22164281452164974,0.04471282038820083,0.0,0.058239593398991374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327631188494104,0.0,0.04086187731746364,0.0,0.3849904767151792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756463360815375,0.041805488204278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700443699016936,0.0,0.0,0.06134833476172485,0.06501524835966578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589651038422212,0.0,0.0,0.05736056390436532,0.0,0.18111705353387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976409744518094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051093290650129713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048156879721549785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533924591270468,0.04846808560132791,0.10541239016694494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006165703637223,0.0,0.0,0.04787267904280743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152413920861406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208116069442696,0.0,0.049755077504963836,0.21340442837874407,0.04786454767789304,0.0,0.0,0.10843663471518336,0.0,0.05441275148684986,0.0,0.06934378348394822,0.0,0.0,0.08780046399878817,0.0,0.0,0.12850943024672276,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dipzb1,2020/01/19,"Alone af because I deserve to be alone Anyways be want to vent or take their anger out on me are welcome to do so I’m here for you to shout and take all your stuff out on",-0.4926923076923089,1.2164027435897466,1.2227564102564124,103.66182692307692,85.66666666666667,3.9,20.006410256410245,3.1291,-0.8491589743589741,133,4,35,0,4,43,30,39,0.175,0.727,0.098,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7070839098812333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808750017427727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907710469275569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133145850688864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134066230393247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scunnin224,2020/01/19,"Survivex the worst breakup of all I had been dating a girl for 5 years, we were gonna marry, children and our lives were set. Then one day she just dumped me, I had been there through her mental health issues and supported her. It took me 2 years of crying sadness, feeling lonely and missed her like crazy. It was hell but over time I started to change my routines and I started to change. I now have an amazing girlfrind but it's taken time. I've gone through hell of being Sexually abused twice by two different abusers, dad was alcoholic and used to beat me til an inch of my life. I was emotionally abused told I was worthless, not able to avhieve anything with my life. All I say is yes it's hell at first and I felt so freaking alone but don't give up, the world needs you. You haven't fulfilled your destiny to touch peoples lives you need to touch and influence. So remember if you feel alone I will love you all, hug you all as you all deserve to be loved.",2.75170709520922,4.6712725515463935,3.0935779260157688,93.20875985445728,76.06185567010309,6.008004851425106,25.844754396604003,6.794906146795322,0.8557274711946641,761,28,163,7,17,234,124,194,0.254,0.626,0.121,-0.9845,1,4,1,0,3,0,18.0,2,8,0,2,5,16,4,0,5,1,17,7,0,2,5,28,35,16,0,3,6,1,5,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,9,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,10,0,4,15,6,30,6,21,16,6,20,3,4,0,3,22,5,3,1,13,105,34,0,0.13035719027175852,0.4633558629196055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931219224745334,0.0,0.2700214708998507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072728604412116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758012451218511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319125241143982,0.08406960354400175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619551872035388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663429345759565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318250243934377,0.0,0.12516334539817334,0.0,0.0,0.11088175945215628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250504951845532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856359748184738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605903878242673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415027721812247,0.06368593857076389,0.0,0.23021557452880104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530490740954155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136938745556606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933164096730972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833340579874449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037326223347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766928496236487,0.0,0.0,0.10366526985860523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845349804382537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792779471779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202465190443468,0.0,0.0,0.1245618816393278,0.14483163485499131,0.0,0.0,0.12734003325493054,0.0,0.0,0.11258675822327584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167891513213293 lonely,Qr1skY,2020/01/19,"I can’t connect to anyone at my school and I don’t know how to talk to any friends from my old one Theirs only a couple people I don’t hate being with at my school but I don’t feel that close to any of them and don’t want to spend time out of school with them The people I constantly want to hang out with are my old friends but I love almost an hour away and I’ve never known how to text anyone properly to ask them to hang out or talk, I’ve always waited for others to talk first. I want to reach out to them but I don’t know how are what I’d say or what I’d suggest we do, but just sitting around by myself is killing me",1.889647887323946,2.363804021126761,3.409971830985917,95.90650704225351,75.69014084507046,6.2433802816901425,19.833802816901407,5.6839178017228535,-0.3530135211267602,489,8,124,2,10,162,72,142,0.06,0.815,0.125,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,5,1,5,5,2,0,3,0,11,1,0,3,1,33,21,12,1,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,1,4,0,1,2,7,2,0,2,0,2,20,3,28,20,0,19,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,3,7,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474891613632684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255666563982827,0.0,0.0,0.20032382566990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059764903448856,0.0,0.0,0.1311188848877131,0.1376958027147922,0.0,0.13838333657378532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916762722447542,0.0,0.0,0.16297303361528145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447399828805346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528437603729078,0.0,0.0,0.22759100935231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541789080543555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505049127683758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295401235099952,0.0,0.16189291782770412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293452705373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135987448491598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091111133444699,0.0,0.09980717913769806,0.1120203041760642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042239918507169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713052457989437,0.0,0.4471945214430821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515716993298097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588569368955411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606254950855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hi_im_pRAXX,2020/01/19,"In the end, you're alone It's just that. In the end, you're alone.",-4.044583333333332,-2.973884625,-1.709999999999999,116.82166666666667,114.0,2.1333333333333333,5.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.2532666666666668,50,0,16,0,3,16,10,16,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7599951718915415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6499287181695744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justfuckitup20,2020/01/19,"Honestly can't do this anymore I'm sick of being alone. Everytime I think things are getting better they only get worse. I have literally just 3 friends and they all have lives and barely have time for things. I feel bad for asking them. I've had a shitty relationship experience recently thats fucked with me and I can't stand being in my room anymore. I just want a friend that I can go out for a smoke with and listen to music and just talk about shit and be able to rely on one another. It's been like this for 3 years and its crushing me",2.295089285714284,4.184401187500004,3.8440714285714286,87.45092857142859,77.30357142857143,6.98,21.91428571428571,7.908726449838941,0.9397828571428568,431,12,91,7,10,143,78,112,0.21100000000000002,0.659,0.13,-0.9001,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,4,8,2,0,3,0,13,3,1,0,1,17,23,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,12,5,13,18,1,9,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,4,61,20,0,0.1979138749346261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497908673057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075299542976036,0.0,0.0,0.3925547657810497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850227566546114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524981870233404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750387390792262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359774638118146,0.0,0.0,0.10007120181351896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058155376557968,0.1829681882353687,0.20680366211878895,0.0,0.1124790160523857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966907222770905,0.0,0.1747615775175513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411156370704472,0.15052242022855006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954160749901662,0.21248543447974685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315574852158896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907567582811338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297036859571804,0.12681521964609505,0.0,0.0,0.1154051720556023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673473120812668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169114681375064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745004659662246 lonely,confusedwalrus690,2020/01/19,"Sad introvert in need of online friends Hmu:) 18 female, let’s diminish each other’s loneliness.",4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,78.41176470588233,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.896788235294119,78,4,11,3,2,26,16,17,0.281,0.5710000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217925218042937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906159969154814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007814982540307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZdrytchX,2020/01/19,"Is there a dating app targetted for non-romantic get-together? I dont mean group scheduled events like meetup.com (they don't have much for my region, most of it is business related stuff like scrum meetings and they don't have any for my age for the purpose of making friends)",5.101415094339623,6.81688475471698,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,69.37735849056604,9.073584905660377,32.117924528301884,9.516144504307137,3.0834188679245287,224,10,41,5,4,70,41,53,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544322463028531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384965603921792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890644263317066,0.0,0.19547594740247395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36557786933748015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497454940706121,0.0,0.0,0.4075548969702848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750405071194141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283078857822594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wabbitmeat,2020/01/19,Man I’m so low to the point that I might actually consider taking up someone who asked me for casuals I mean I’m interested in her but she doesn’t seem to feel so. But at least I wouldn’t feel so lonely and empty,0.2059574468085117,2.1940559787234086,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,84.95744680851064,7.164255319148936,20.038297872340426,8.238735603445708,1.0098714893617022,169,5,39,4,5,61,36,47,0.18899999999999997,0.7709999999999999,0.04,-0.7893,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,6,9,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3414822033825425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327138272250788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538712821628321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811774732924619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37122151962268013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079792743208675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31856406373309515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964954229030078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631045822247645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeatherRecording,2020/01/19,Trying to reach out... Anyone want to pm me and chat to distract from the void..,0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,89.0,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.3836499999999998,60,1,13,0,2,19,14,16,0.125,0.7390000000000001,0.136,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137884796663495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5959785903418936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177578797883818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asianprincesssp,2020/01/19,Looking for someone to listen to me I’m looking for someone who wants to talk on the phone just vent to possibly while I’m working. Keep my mind occupied. Call me 313-231-4379,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,83.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,28.44444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.6834111111111107,140,7,28,2,4,46,27,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032336858771977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639554561848195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987503290238232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998492217201222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347825545489446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032336641819962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386886027762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751571995057162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619349944373492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happyplaces23,2020/01/19,"Are you guys avoiding people? I run from my problems maybe thats why im running from everyone. Im not putting any effort to socialize, because it seems pointless anyway and i feel like im to much detached from everyone.. So here i am talking how lonely i feel, what else did i expect? Shit i should kill myself long time ago.",1.2551153846153866,3.80571087692308,2.82798076923077,89.25889423076927,86.38461538461539,5.096153846153847,25.04807692307693,6.6274283507984215,1.1064230769230772,257,11,49,3,8,84,50,65,0.26,0.703,0.037000000000000005,-0.9356,0,3,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,7,3,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208848756016686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434656789010097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114657225296982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275053475008749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494484788959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491232489604095,0.13063049034694305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105359317425948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925390806876477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230017165464229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933292459828764,0.0,0.0,0.16181948617326353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370079616408702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441827279370488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676750946888507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496598861854992,0.0,0.1838181501310326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646284856229646,0.0,0.0,0.18769636565935366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639599241247426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697061951249404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066232756432539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499673333874373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zebragrape,2020/01/19,"Going through the worst breakup of my life Im feeling really alone. When im not forcing myself to sleep, im crying. Based on the title you know why. I really need someone to talk to. The tears wont stop, i think they’re done with me forever now. thanks",-0.04843665768193972,2.2576778490566056,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,91.26415094339623,5.292722371967655,18.892183288409704,6.868970318607317,0.3015088948787059,198,6,43,3,7,66,42,53,0.201,0.688,0.111,-0.7274,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181736849808343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313931784129236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557185433451226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065128311787912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971934213670875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.682626375538809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576975469296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879092554021853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619703620267755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26990028588586595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108058138165406,0.0,0.17848618137043812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761159108055839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693154503700883,0.0,0.1939416083978113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349783737606825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008218314319525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TG_DOGG,2020/01/19,"I just feel like I'm constantly surrounded by people I can't build with I don't think I've ever met a person I can truly confide my biggest secrets and thoughts in. I mean sure I can get along with people and be nice, but where are the true friends the have similar tastes and interests? Where are my real friends that really care about me and support me? Where are the ones that can confide in me and tell me their secrets? Also let me support them the same way they would me. Also where is the girl that makes feel brand new when i see her? The one that will become my strength and makes me want to be a better person for her.",4.742267441860463,4.97212511627907,5.059990310077519,87.50533430232561,69.15503875968993,8.000387596899225,27.752906976744185,7.645422480735847,1.392262790697674,496,15,106,5,8,157,78,129,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,10,12,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,2,3,27,30,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,22,12,9,23,1,13,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,0,5,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686585967527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551484727321416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485599624015142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126139070674135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815209650732183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194272323907593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986610000843058,0.12000115162631456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955365660729857,0.0,0.08775984227970522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176550048195136,0.0,0.08206394848147415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242488189565013,0.0,0.0,0.18297368015713752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223100167961085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764799342971725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329049992029205,0.2933380392890526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119197080666508,0.10760888722794916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385407964639828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812313737422794,0.15831415680269045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681728226593016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076313984073915,0.0,0.13335314037985138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990758238459474,0.13333048981864215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932439987675104,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,faye2003,2020/01/19,"Loneliness is not just a problem within adults 16f. I feel like i have nothing in common with anyone my age in my town. I only have two friends that i text and see outside of school, one of which is my boyfriend and the other has been my friend since early childhood. I am so lonely as i talk to people in school but i don't feel a connection with them and i know that when i leave school we will never talk again. I have had friends give up on me and abandon me and i have no clue what i have done wrong. I see close friend groups that go out every weekend and i want to have that so badly, to be part of a loving group. Perhaps i am too picky with friends as i have distanced myself from friends that like me but i do not feel the similar connection with them. It's making me feel really sad.",2.1185111876075737,3.700193295180728,3.1089845094664383,93.89156626506028,76.89156626506023,5.947676419965577,22.098106712564544,6.5431188927421005,0.2804660929432017,621,17,139,5,14,198,96,166,0.141,0.674,0.185,0.7982,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,6,15,0,0,5,0,19,1,0,1,1,28,31,13,0,2,5,0,4,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,6,29,9,20,26,1,18,0,3,2,1,16,9,0,0,10,103,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263814256111864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062129214470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558042150217944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162619439326854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679580707081023,0.09464889424947594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141557709243329,0.0,0.0,0.1270938108486091,0.07529553855240917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281150958658766,0.0,0.0,0.1402848330885966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945312401175718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957488592876782,0.0,0.08843624608319778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021823092769471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712505784767458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897767669902504,0.1007624985805549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347074515391914,0.0,0.09184995452534277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677237381586298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487470369666436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022524100748579,0.21115031743636564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095947949324981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129764128890992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294207597984536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814439317279391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448539735250126,0.0,0.0 lonely,ophelias-secrets,2020/01/19,Isolation Feeling really low. The only time I physically interact with anyone is when my bf is home from work which is not often. The other times I’m able to see people is if I go out drinking and that always end up making things worse and giving me really bad mental health and social anxiety afterwards. I have been thinking about trying to get a job but I’m worried that once I get one my mental health will deteriorate or I’ll have a particularly bad MH day and loose the job. I’m not sure what to do in regards to the loneliness I’ve not had any proper friends since high school and that was over 10 years ago.,6.115207373271892,5.858677709677418,7.210506912442397,74.91790322580648,66.25806451612902,10.31152073732719,29.004608294930872,9.957137785484203,2.580054377880184,492,14,96,10,7,167,88,124,0.198,0.7490000000000001,0.053,-0.9540000000000001,2,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,1,1,18,22,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,2,7,2,11,18,0,15,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,8,56,14,4,0.15524437812920616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376147743017642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291757589713373,0.0,0.0,0.10557150068442303,0.0,0.11876152434629385,0.0,0.0,0.10855047879952344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592451423517613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001197808463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208038841460114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375004400498007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849622215377088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994142144229422,0.0,0.16221756019419384,0.14892455352254627,0.08822895769892579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300350287938873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402420900132034,0.15572276911648433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081121813854409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036268278935976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128996385736379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533019607920804,0.1051976083764352,0.11807034514686254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762690470464044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989070477781252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711559876854542,0.12370966981158392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841975383961754,0.0,0.0,0.15825209311718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631598914502825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313746661909218,0.09947432901194896,0.0,0.0,0.1810484906587165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540074224111308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130197562296819,0.15765820173165218,0.15820728421193192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997228962833746 lonely,Doranlofi420,2020/01/19,"Lonely 22 Year-old male. Looking for some friends (girl and boy) I don't have that many friends left..because of my depression and stuff. Everyone left. I'm a really sociable guy and I love having conversations tho so that means that this sucks even more for me. I'm on new anti depressants which are helping me alot, I'm actually in the mood to talk to people again! Who wants to be my friend? or atleast try to be my friend haha! Who knows what comes out of it. Only kind people please! if you want to know how I look like this is a stuid gallery I have of myself on imgur. [https://imgur.com/a/bJAG6CD](https://imgur.com/a/bJAG6CD) From when I was insecure about my baby face hahaha..",3.5841706730769225,6.275477296875002,3.645312500000003,86.46459134615385,76.8125,7.063461538461539,21.564903846153847,8.139509932561175,1.1204956730769229,546,15,105,10,13,167,94,128,0.11199999999999999,0.65,0.23800000000000002,0.9571,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,0,7,14,1,1,4,1,9,2,1,1,0,15,22,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,13,8,16,19,3,9,0,3,2,1,15,5,1,4,4,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1527021311064132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538889529313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479386170671487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695523841491136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335371555368306,0.0,0.0,0.14952356476615491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835849475025852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494002864552678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048853991378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295007883376764,0.1719948832591142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400324536538705,0.0,0.0,0.07644833584123084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628079638672143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412295162043224,0.0,0.0,0.15864639181541956,0.0,0.17045284329594002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151129580403531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419967768558835,0.0,0.0,0.11901026553809847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696737638923108,0.0,0.0,0.1717683014762986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024524169904547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913242481044653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577288082540028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623980396114613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845921868317481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076813716705124 lonely,srfnzk,2020/01/19,"Even worse than the feeling of loneliness is the panicky feeling that it will never get any better With a bit of effort I can distract myself from loneliness. But not so much the constant fear that in one, five, or 10 years it will be no better. That this is all I will ever have.",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,71.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.2672285714285714,220,7,43,2,4,71,43,56,0.344,0.612,0.044000000000000004,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,3,9,11,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,3,2,6,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996482324769612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941175789061399,0.3049734243298314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018737294112644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845053635230573,0.25268440206111903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143418533482146,0.2824914085786631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594672781093354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535141311728586,0.0,0.21544881557913506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892920433237573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467738534526765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988963125269616 lonely,reducte,2020/01/19,i feel empty I'm 25 years old. I don't have any girlfriend or friend. I'm lonely as fuck. I'm moving to a new town to start a new life new collage and a new job. And it doing well except I'm alone. Now it is my 10th month. I feel no more love or human touch. i wish I had someone to love me. I'm not a bad guy but everything I loved one is always left me for another man i suppose. maybe I'm too good for them. I don't feel any joy or happiness. i don’t feel loved even though i know i have a family that loves me. Maybe i have to be a bad guy like there wanted. im tired being a good guy cause its end always my loss. i lost my hope that there will still the right person to waiting for me. maybe im end up alone. maybe after 10 years my death will be suicide.,-1.5330049261083758,0.2954052068965538,1.20464696223317,101.18362068965521,91.75862068965515,4.233825944170772,13.458128078817735,5.622346879071545,-1.2304906403940885,582,9,152,4,21,200,96,174,0.17800000000000002,0.5670000000000001,0.255,0.9564,1,4,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,2,8,19,1,0,8,0,15,8,0,1,0,18,38,8,2,3,6,0,5,1,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,2,5,22,13,12,31,1,19,0,3,0,6,14,4,1,4,15,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467096241630796,0.0,0.0,0.1563986514106146,0.0,0.0,0.12781995992067055,0.09854677513133203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693962617848792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654388765073392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647770110587534,0.0,0.0,0.06207325063523821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446363627580827,0.0,0.08859647523743648,0.0,0.19007750964175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260912074845767,0.0868834812942775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765281155775188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916648704949365,0.0,0.10004401678457288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334386708859957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303018901136746,0.0,0.09326116996641394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164923892347225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021101157645782,0.0,0.06638122438155646,0.04591413754113925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259084518632734,0.0,0.4241054668175371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776642781784108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501435869940745,0.09988642532276608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630679080101041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861675211771953,0.0,0.06368363620509918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206016972852664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025885513899239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962939414175267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651989955034585,0.0,0.07505296893564889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279944106481646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923353889807834,0.0,0.0,0.10801678878388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055432148796635584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449977888749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080729660599704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104075409204837 lonely,Candygirltears,2020/01/19,"I feel rejected, ignored and dismissed by everyone. I'm always the person that people come to vent to. Yet when I'm feeling extremely lonely and depressed, I don't have one person I can count on my fingers that will listen. I've been feeling extremely hopeless as of late, partially because of being isolated. My boyfriend constantly treats me horribly, then tells me to leave if I'm fed up, then claims he never told me to leave. My Trainwreck of a narcissistic abusive mom, is giving me the silent treatment after verbally attacking me. Because I refused to send her a picture of my dog. I feel like I've invested so much time and effort into relationships, only to have no support. I feel like I've sacrificed too much to feel so irrelevant in the people's lives who I am closest to. :(",6.762542878448922,7.273159825503356,7.655928411633113,69.66064131245344,64.83892617449663,10.649067859806117,38.03206562266965,10.504223727775694,4.344162714392244,630,32,104,15,9,212,96,149,0.231,0.6890000000000001,0.08,-0.9743,0,3,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,5,0,9,2,1,0,1,15,24,10,0,1,1,1,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,1,2,6,0,1,2,3,6,0,1,3,8,17,4,19,19,2,16,0,4,0,0,13,5,0,1,11,69,20,0,0.0,0.181332170211926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734490753332606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410969806466836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186588461573586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183389538230672,0.0,0.16538624533705235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318166137612605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624014584181058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643020129235888,0.2186693960732654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681379578329865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264035158788724,0.3241030967447579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495391820047872,0.0,0.1351406977442387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792433386092694,0.0,0.0,0.2250099686141057,0.0,0.11803700421510928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370660732403128,0.11639689447066733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220294483815166,0.267264317997541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431203176337095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367257132665112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376724311022795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892412147820176,0.0,0.0,0.14624014584181058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lcaptain_americal,2020/01/19,"Fuck as u can see the name of the subreddit I'm lonely. Flick me a msg if ur a male and btw 18-25 yrs old. Lol I'm jot being choosy, but since I'm 19 I'd like to talk to someone near my age not some old random dude (it gets awkward). Idk maybe this sounds desperate but who cares, I'm emotional rn. So if I regret it, I'll delete this later. : )",-1.8300000000000016,0.005458307692309814,1.2186666666666677,100.21800000000002,94.12820512820512,4.6584615384615375,14.21025641025641,6.2581,-0.8459682051282051,260,5,68,3,10,91,61,78,0.155,0.71,0.135,-0.1575,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,9,1,5,0,2,1,1,5,1,1,4,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972098838434452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279051125424215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694926804231167,0.15229989913332842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241514970340205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285704575314075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117732039951476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322926101411795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411368477381484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699216177866445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343015509006944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insertcreativename55,2020/01/19,"My girlfriend just left me... She literally just left me, and it feels like she tore my heart in half. I don’t know how I’m gonna deal with this...",0.2411458333333308,1.821121656250004,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,82.4375,5.5166666666666675,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.7418458333333335,111,2,30,1,3,36,26,32,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537023613101459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347251076395334,0.2450977689621353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065536885310879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854883298899794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7455189491682209,0.0,0.0,0.16761248048408128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,desimoongoddess,2020/01/19,"Not feeling my best today I woke up today and I was fine. But then I got this pit in my stomach and I started to feel so alone. I know I have friends who I can rely on, but I can’t help but feel like there is something or someone missing in my life. I’ve gone through a series of bad relationships and I’m starting to feel like I’ll never find someone who will appreciate me for me and who will want more than sex from me.",2.035993788819873,3.0387598043478263,3.772670807453419,91.42326086956524,75.95652173913044,6.126708074534163,26.186335403726712,6.1826913282559595,0.6980291925465836,330,12,77,2,7,111,63,92,0.13,0.682,0.188,0.6978,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,17,20,10,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,4,14,5,11,14,2,11,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,8,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095093159603988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689019940088469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122887300521264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091314752873941,0.2890291129226118,0.0,0.0,0.18488752738161085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628717330696265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178815807849686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558935311851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117217054273297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288196596112976,0.19765535506182735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601694262193408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718156100439048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427958579934984,0.1557311517214281,0.0,0.0,0.28636091340102005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834906594883225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931467777677435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nihilism-solipsim,2020/01/19,"I hate myself Hi everyone, I'm 17 in college. So I'm in collge and we had a small drinking party. I kinda confessed about how depressed I'm, like how my parents literally disowned me, treated me like shit, got accused of stalking and lot shit like I'm a piece of shit,etc. I'm so embarrassed of it. It looks like I did it for attention but it really hurts me a lot cause my parents really never loved me. I felt ok that someone atleast tried to help me out. I'm kinda grateful for them and sorry at the same time that they had to put up a idiot like me....... I'm sorry I wasted your time too guys ..",0.6861538461538466,2.7059937936507983,3.174126984126985,89.56873626373628,83.28571428571429,5.7816849816849825,23.184371184371184,7.010146845296331,0.8476173382173378,462,17,99,6,13,160,74,126,0.233,0.615,0.152,-0.9133,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,2,0,6,15,4,1,5,1,3,4,2,3,1,18,15,8,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,2,18,8,13,10,4,10,1,2,1,1,11,6,2,4,8,59,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209844126982014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275238914518632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504246755266711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651260772654847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147770870530793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216085280485788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841713577333213,0.0,0.0,0.14660271291542726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461786318977929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924152069191364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585013300422047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616732722386037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433313978164652,0.0,0.0,0.25175069467505834,0.1336299625105608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419302683721726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288062949599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884122993553453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897020998177939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559444956755384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545078743914306,0.0,0.0,0.3314821753358586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266999450472909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052304505467664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thycursed1987,2020/01/19,"Deprived It's been almost a year since I've graduated. Since then, my girlfriend left me, my mom kicked me out, and I'm rapidly losing connections with my friends. For the longest time I've just been deprived of social interaction. I play video games and go onto the internet to distract myself from the fact that I have just about no one. Anyone new I try to talk to just ignores me and those who do talk lose interest quickly. I feel like I'm dying. And I don't see a reason to wait for the inevitable.",3.535965346534653,5.142187683168316,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,73.15841584158416,7.030198019801983,27.476485148514854,7.645422480735847,1.5623356435643565,400,15,79,5,8,130,69,101,0.17,0.726,0.10400000000000001,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,11,5,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,2,12,4,12,9,0,9,0,4,1,0,9,3,0,1,6,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011677803491693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671965079389904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777284040020886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609753573092623,0.14990426543958227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211594517457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925255426467005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279834510929727,0.0,0.0,0.1025134821580288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694974302793609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457531002661044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026573812728049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218782391415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574259278364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720920769134218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471509595675756,0.0,0.0,0.21389764555934526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33731057275689585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235492473169082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246238492963487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512514717162724 lonely,ketryne,2020/01/19,"How do I tell my boyfriend I don’t like talking to him anymore? I need a rant. We’re long distance, I’ve known him 2.5 years. I love him, but I feel like we never get along anymore. And it feels like he’s always too busy for me, and I want to be supportive of him but if we’re too busy we’re too busy. There’s not a lot I can do. I just feel like giving up on us and I don’t even feel like fighting or arguing anymore. I don’t even want to put in the effort to tell him how I feel or even take a step back because it always ends the same when I want to take a break, I always stay. He hasn’t texted me first in a while, all I want is him to just tell me he loves me and just give me some like flirty attention. I’ve been kind of seeing how long it will take him to do it (even when I ask him) and it hasn’t happened in like a week at least and I’ve been particularly lonely and sad this week so it hits hard. I feel like he’s given up on me too. But it breaks my heart to never see him again. He’s just amazing but I don’t know what to feel about it anymore and idk what to do.",0.7836544991511047,1.5161258629032268,2.7755263157894743,98.41157894736843,78.67741935483872,5.866213921901529,19.10101867572156,5.750287758089431,-0.5363903225806452,826,15,223,4,19,279,107,248,0.081,0.72,0.19899999999999998,0.9802,0,2,0,0,2,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,22,17,2,0,8,0,16,3,1,3,3,46,44,22,0,6,12,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,10,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,3,10,36,13,23,38,5,27,0,2,2,2,27,8,0,5,22,140,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805307966202815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624128223073683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540798033221095,0.0,0.0,0.07024914213111368,0.0,0.0556913688390202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091662361924266,0.0,0.0,0.2413660364173408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233556549254724,0.3263330939067556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770959835783546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773111001648919,0.17527903242612355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807881289190912,0.0,0.08183938186647173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082604085539837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513594758373964,0.05020831016320955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35706566936368017,0.0,0.0,0.1616990135674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766983456377875,0.16490944891899031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677412616191266,0.14092280482851072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184064989599132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456019891511501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097376136848119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036726831381172,0.0,0.0,0.20607094513301605,0.07343060085210364,0.2395543908279434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098931752092048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155427323077045,0.0,0.14656475398133284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058831958132499265 lonely,Thedeathster,2020/01/19,"I have returned 17 M could use a friend Hey all I've posted here before but tend to delete my posts out of embarrassment but I'm back and hoping to talk with someone! I tend to get ghosted a lot or have no chemistry but if you feel like chatting I'd be glad too! I've been feeling pretty bad since I just failed some high school classes in my senior year and haven't been sleeping or eating right. I'm into anime, games, art, and writing. PM me if you want and thanks for reading. Have a good night.",2.1461431623931624,3.8578106442307742,3.0993589743589745,93.42341880341878,77.17307692307692,5.006837606837607,22.132478632478627,5.033348758259628,-0.057622649572649724,393,11,85,1,9,125,77,104,0.129,0.636,0.235,0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,1,3,0,8,2,1,1,1,25,19,11,1,5,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,8,6,9,15,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,7,6,47,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824254153189293,0.17182902309020678,0.0,0.0,0.1751151585739784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430940873204314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105781840006524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811081043367005,0.14701895738282442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899559071788472,0.0,0.10751863908957744,0.0,0.0,0.1726098707956918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743219055266744,0.0,0.20439943542435549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054033632972627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495832189373334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312331128025392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941866797261775,0.2093660303671249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584924645859445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574657221608472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827406526291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023455596946427,0.0,0.20594217744455745,0.0,0.17436821200378147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540906483047824,0.0,0.18946705694419053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773955746077585,0.0,0.0,0.12138237113785695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252430272826465 lonely,Anonymousandepressed,2020/01/19,"It’s 3 am It’s 3 am. I wrote a poem that’s all I wander through these lonely halls Wondering if I’ll escape it all The hollow feeling running wild Still I greet you with a smile Blood and medicine intensely flow Thick and black, feathers as a crow We’ll see the ghosts of our past transgressions Take my sins, leave the confessions I’ll be waiting on the other side Lest you find who you shall confide",1.6783604336043323,4.112688109756103,2.4974796747967503,93.384783197832,82.53658536585365,5.595663956639567,22.52574525745257,6.937597516519254,0.6603289972899731,323,11,67,4,9,101,61,82,0.08900000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.106,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,0,2,12,11,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,5,7,2,8,2,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,2,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409528401086596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36892465811397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274022838867724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853252862375516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216531891894717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223518035279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349116834529943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43773630712709183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sunrising35,2020/01/19,"It just keeps building I'm 40 and all my friends have kids. My college roommates who I thought would be life long friends are all faded, some ended to the point I don't talk to them at all. I thankfully work from home and have my own freedom, a great wife, but I can't say I'm happy anymore. Most of my days are spent alone. Those that were once close to me, either had kids and is too busy to respond to a text even, or still partying like they are 18 in clubs, and I'm sick of being around drugs & tons of alcohol. Little things set me off, and takes me 30 minutes to hours to get back to calm. 3 weeks ago for New Years I just quit a everyday habit of smoking weed for twenty years. I know my serotonin levels in my brain are fucked from that, but this lonely feeling grows as I get older a ok already. I'd never do it but thoughts of ending it all creep in my head from time to time, when I get in these funks. Today has been extra tough and it feels like I'm just weighing my wife down. She's always happy , I'm miserable. Why make her suffer too? Some days like today it feels there's no way out, no way of getting better deeper relationships anymore. At 40 we missed the train to make new friends I feel. Everyone is caught up in their own lives and phones, that interaction seems fleetingly normal. Thanks for letting me vent.",3.4241208791208777,4.538751659340663,3.954012820512824,91.02640384615387,72.69963369963371,6.7786813186813175,24.272710622710623,6.961326702584282,0.6919686446886444,1045,29,228,9,20,329,168,273,0.142,0.7170000000000001,0.141,-0.6604,0,3,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,3,3,11,20,1,1,6,1,19,8,2,2,5,40,46,13,0,2,8,2,4,3,3,1,4,1,1,2,13,11,2,1,8,1,1,2,5,6,0,0,7,5,27,14,35,35,12,44,0,4,0,1,20,16,1,5,26,136,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961931706565348,0.11597094473434925,0.0,0.11239018126709123,0.11975045814257805,0.0,0.09029427174853824,0.11757738796493343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523806153641395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660253207450968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344235218075792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597386703032487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114010222197308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399680988311819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258444801720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922265012920135,0.0,0.0,0.07167400627334218,0.0,0.0,0.10369199463850304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947644885783604,0.07752408107470267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151832018311265,0.1003215897283894,0.2267811945399056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963962648905417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103528213027705,0.0,0.0,0.11136905183088988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885071737924662,0.0,0.10686671678144474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645429171763577,0.0,0.0,0.05963773182055286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096528995543137,0.07664828640462505,0.15904677853090565,0.10876186143905348,0.0958218991459238,0.09603352886638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487097320387646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369447621761575,0.20961147716656514,0.0,0.0,0.1063229539304833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556633978305145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258299848265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542046442974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650591715819955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629653361774213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878918262953162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666127375763476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159076802161165,0.08722130792302045,0.0,0.19981449664725626,0.0,0.0,0.07209342149424873,0.0,0.0,0.17229967423257314,0.1265534783413055,0.0,0.20572156677880488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227040844770736,0.08704524673177412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791910065132203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790011737745689,0.0,0.0,0.07708688062462714,0.0,0.0,0.1397619051578811 lonely,whatamidoing716,2020/01/19,"Anyone want to talk? Could just be a couple messages, you can stop talking whenever you want. I'm just really lonely right now",2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.41666666666666,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.3801,101,3,17,2,3,33,21,24,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.5256,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447009869966477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794155175656633,0.3872253781266297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419408670590896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988649269393419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925832082603578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625710641443891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128323303766781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fermentedopposum,2020/01/19,"My first internet friend gone I’ve never been great at making friends online or in real life but I have been feeling lonely so I started chatting with people on reddit. Someone I really hit it off with and talked to almost all day completely deleted their account after a brief goodbye. Like I said I’ve never had online friends so I’ve never felt like this before but it’s weird, I’m quite sad about it. I wish I could’ve said goodbye too",1.917045454545452,4.4900420681818245,3.262454545454545,87.34618181818182,82.86363636363637,4.883636363636365,22.43636363636364,6.2581,0.6464736363636363,354,12,64,3,10,115,63,88,0.154,0.67,0.17600000000000002,0.2843,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,16,14,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,7,4,8,6,9,6,1,13,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360188222729232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560201856484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922424859839174,0.0,0.0,0.1463927204413578,0.0,0.0,0.11824773428026465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927089566195344,0.0,0.17604795769645526,0.0,0.0,0.1559602552587782,0.0,0.0,0.4249750013037323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021477019492976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295078847179794,0.17915435838979288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238977658042592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242401918930024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711411792290875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501884389891067,0.0,0.20869623929246253,0.11746084306871325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34882202301456794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535468790687054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977843603637015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737246742628168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084728942591666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xjrsc,2020/01/19,"Leaving a group conversation. 4 people including me. They were just chatting and I really wanted to join too because I really like those people but I couldn't. I felt as if I was the one weighing down the conversation. Like I'm the one making it all awkward because of how boring and un-interesting I am. So I left, and I beat myself up afterwards when I was alone. I want to be able to just talk to people and make friends but it's so difficult. Either I feel like I'm gonna faint, or I'm hyper attentive about everything going on with my body, my hands, lips, eyes. I get increasingly anxious and run away. I hate myself for being this way but I don't have it in me to change.",1.2300959232613875,3.510501985611516,3.644143884892088,85.44084412470025,83.10071942446044,6.872134292565947,21.496882494004804,8.021203637495839,1.2276960191846529,532,17,109,11,15,184,92,139,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.6242,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,1,4,0,9,6,4,3,1,24,22,15,0,4,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,4,21,4,15,14,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,5,75,26,0,0.18430899844005524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088853769826905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821670676660695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731643711156541,0.0,0.0,0.2247061095095658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472574777743832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497448184851407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564504348509704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319216747706373,0.13167038531225467,0.17696554201308062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239667499654826,0.0,0.09629384461155084,0.0,0.10474705121601922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819669783497496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515661722950475,0.2002522660859712,0.0,0.0,0.2701322004920972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460553752831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497850945947048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833299585535913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614612780465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481405914453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174204451228667,0.14629590408399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dekutreessss,2020/01/19,Drunk This shit never ends bro I’m literally sitting here typing on reddit about how lonely I am lol. I don’t get it.,0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,87.8,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.155266666666666,93,2,19,1,3,33,23,25,0.3,0.601,0.099,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538428797556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176084594576264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688585173125961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240120088476959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notslo,2020/01/19,"I feel like shit and i just hope someone reads this. I have never really talked about this to anyone so it may be a bit lengthy. I dont know where else to post this so i might as well do it here. For a little context i am a 15 year old male. I guess you could call me an outcast. I like cars, 80s metal, and i live in the country. Pretty much the opposite of all of my urban, rap listening, shoe loving peirs. I can count all of my friends on two hands. I, for whatever reason cannot talk to any of my peirs until i get to know them. I have absolutely no problem socializing with adults or people i have gotten to know. If i look back two years to when i was in middle school i was just fine. I still didnt have many friends but i had no issue talking to people or just having acquaintances. But now if i look at myself it isnt unusual for me to go my whole day without saying more than 10 sentences to anyone besides my friends (that i only see at a of site trade school). I just feel like something is wrong with me. Im really good a observation but i just dont know how to approach my peirs or talk to them. If someone approaches me and tries to start a conversation i can talk to them just fine, but i can in no way shape or form start a conversation. I feel like this has blown multiple relationship opportunities for me. It just really hurts because i see all of my friends having someone to love and i have knowone. Well let me rephrase that, i have knowone to have a romantic relationship with. People probably see me as a depressed weirdo but in all honesty im not, i just dont know what to do about it. I cant talk to my family about this because they are all super conservative and would just call me a pussy. I cant talk to my friends because im a guy in high school, so i would never get an answer worth a shit. Im sorry if this is laid out really bad, its 1 am and im not a poetic writer. So please reddit can you please just do me a favor and try to help me find out whats wrong with me so i can try to fix it.",1.7459718999742186,3.1872784663573093,3.7538766434648094,89.47298562773909,77.5614849187935,7.016267079144107,22.413057489043563,7.793537801064563,0.8271035833977831,1573,45,360,24,36,536,188,431,0.098,0.715,0.187,0.9887,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,4,2,27,28,2,0,18,0,41,6,4,2,7,67,65,30,0,9,26,0,4,4,5,4,0,2,0,3,17,13,0,1,11,2,2,4,16,8,2,2,5,11,61,20,52,53,10,35,0,2,5,2,33,16,2,12,17,251,78,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499611904133483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253160624584986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050878666756307714,0.05524703736578033,0.12100514726890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223769259477905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512868096749733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282930601894243,0.0,0.0,0.042672516239228575,0.0,0.05698990754359056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232643193431584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527439447558448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062376761014485076,0.0,0.10036871693860328,0.14181006827483775,0.0,0.0,0.060475829155596385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560394814017684,0.0,0.06913949883985906,0.0,0.037604473345328925,0.05549809810968776,0.0,0.0,0.07289088014200171,0.06551615512645713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435063127643329,0.06990951900879036,0.0,0.0657191843574962,0.0,0.0,0.07083359864414959,0.0,0.3573608753832362,0.06906160249581887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181943605969408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766067664211152,0.0,0.1293042494936488,0.06631714422390643,0.058427049899562176,0.0,0.1111279472432823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943737164584566,0.0,0.0,0.06708338514775279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019318323280874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864067184630078,0.0,0.10206479691740428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943158361984625,0.0,0.0,0.05032330952044148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761648697075735,0.0,0.0,0.14526392932423315,0.0,0.0,0.06337010428236033,0.06731606043494341,0.07133967702254006,0.06331329111570795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661853324094459,0.0,0.16955419108304046,0.06803113467724052,0.0,0.1420781073234646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261899336982144,0.0,0.2008949045795798,0.1581806167380052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583982503318498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744935872160182,0.16819033741907355,0.050938917617035916,0.0,0.07406901683152346,0.09366729016790933,0.0,0.05284139232604988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722800976626358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134770017879246,0.0,0.12927192250004688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052520623366398414,0.0,0.0,0.1189849257392286,0.0,0.0,0.07387356878380305,0.0,0.06378303801768165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940068827898675,0.14468738762243782,0.0,0.08521930664598776 lonely,Trowit25away,2020/01/19,"I just dont work like everyone else. I cant work for my own family. You are expected to change as you grow up. Adapting to your age group. Sooner or later you end up doing it by getting a job or succeding in college. You change in the way you say words that fits the setting, your stance, your look and your laugh. But when you cant even be in the same kitchen that is literaly 10 feet away from you with your family and talk with them yo have to conclude that youve always been this way. Lethargic and incapable to grow with your family. When you suddenly get a severe mental illness and push your family away from you for years, the bond just disappears or doesn't matter. But my mental illness maybe isnt real. If thats true then im just left with being alone. Tired. Lethargic. Retarted. Tired because my brain is burned out. Depressed because of the critisism. And insane because I made myself that way. But I guess ive always been crazy",2.6273118279569907,4.918539043010753,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,77.92473118279571,6.713978494623658,22.6989247311828,7.793537801064563,1.1205827956989247,746,23,147,12,18,237,109,186,0.187,0.7809999999999999,0.032,-0.9761,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,16,1,3,7,4,0,0,7,0,15,7,2,2,1,29,20,16,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,10,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,2,26,3,23,15,2,26,0,1,1,0,20,10,0,5,9,98,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279773176515429,0.0,0.0,0.2056339542724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321890250238811,0.0,0.0,0.22597442597944575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794074506881585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614333107513615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642738705293343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481866620351727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322370448609654,0.0,0.1094429768665922,0.0,0.0,0.08161430976255593,0.0,0.0,0.11807279947558395,0.0,0.0,0.4659488652456009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911647905459864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612210034852498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347270013693582,0.0,0.12262038698737587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425503792079194,0.0,0.0,0.060368203782063076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037644871121476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169213262075318,0.0,0.0,0.12413885639173852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490513331708377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064538775826252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826480187605686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959463435331174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931783100803536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840423393054827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942432942359986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799153306277858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957258156505989 lonely,redGrassMoose,2020/01/19,"I want and don't want to be around people. It is contradicting, I know, and it's tearing me apart. There is a lot more to this feeling, but I am in tears and about to fall asleep. Just one of those nights I guess.",1.0097826086956516,2.46151323913044,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,79.65217391304348,5.469565217391305,18.02173913043478,5.985473137389443,-0.6713304347826088,163,3,42,1,4,52,36,46,0.096,0.8140000000000001,0.09,-0.3011,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,7,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492091061117126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834670187294606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321366093070467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155848151425487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334993126069033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681247674486332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658165972053136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719550189197708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627494925523889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pieandahalf,2020/01/19,"I want an SO so bad... My ""best friend"" who I have had a crush on since we met just broke up with his boyfriend. He is always talking about being alone and how he hates being single, so I asked him out and he said no. He'd rather be single than date me and that fucking hurts. The only reason he's even my ""best friend"" is because he gives me something to live for. I'm starting to think he finds me annoying and secretly hates me. Wouldn't be the first time. I'm just so lonely and I want someone to say they love me or care about me. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I doubt anyone even cares.",1.3750317124735716,2.8254811472868218,2.61309372797745,97.21553911205076,78.6124031007752,5.3110641296687815,19.47921071176885,5.565023196281405,-0.4224945736434109,464,10,111,2,11,149,84,129,0.17600000000000002,0.636,0.188,0.5745,0,3,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,13,16,4,1,4,0,11,2,0,2,0,23,29,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,2,19,7,11,20,4,7,0,3,0,2,23,3,1,2,4,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665823727338308,0.0,0.0,0.13389322800123896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251471733774154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504327440001257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343563576848039,0.09809159985975316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377383519325688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32812482379167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188462748925441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470723593650502,0.13687325318601445,0.0,0.0,0.24864330917582125,0.1487622772390038,0.0,0.15436324399070472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177382593989888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226162287264907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843405311871623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208989276293266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452310475902696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238224701618865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544625558618478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530659365545102,0.12796516575907796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331096137358572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634179744210512,0.1238793564642861,0.0,0.0,0.11389566338050268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933647109781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310710864584484,0.0,0.0,0.09383016996411286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898223359468894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519973654248974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Oscar454star,2020/01/19,"Well I got dumped today So my and I got into a huge fight today and decided to cut ties with me. And she talked about how much of a manipulative piece of shit person I was which is untrue. She went on and on about how much I don’t listen or care about her problems. I went to hell and back for this woman. I gave her my attention, my time and money. And now she made a complete fool out of me. I was loved for nothing.",0.4213333333333331,2.2772682444444463,2.6011111111111127,94.225,83.22222222222223,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.4546666666666663,322,6,76,3,9,109,57,90,0.21100000000000002,0.675,0.114,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,3,0,4,2,1,4,0,18,13,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,7,1,0,8,1,17,3,15,5,3,12,1,0,0,1,12,5,2,1,5,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165302287808639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191810513390928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539690075434599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386983906671714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402307530455554,0.20341427513720925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160623046690178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627403890285706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770763096049015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057017712403676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206684577748579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278853446154244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535348628860304,0.0,0.4075417908455858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328808804720785,0.3985674328766191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whyamilikethis9999,2020/01/19,"I'm losing hope for my love life. I've never been in a relationship, never even been on a date. It's embarrassing and I feel like I'm far behind when it comes to dating. I've tried a few dating apps but it hasn't been going well. I give up.",-0.6194444444444436,1.2734266851851892,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,87.70370370370371,5.0814814814814815,12.703703703703706,6.42735559955562,-0.8981629629629624,187,2,45,2,6,67,39,54,0.11900000000000001,0.753,0.128,0.1227,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,3,1,3,4,6,9,1,12,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,7,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250987863998114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244591685880388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732449260712682,0.20815346646258734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950688176396576,0.16559123572580073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893943188277969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058019429880885,0.14234776180498093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259664337147037,0.0,0.0,0.2629711335278414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494421631823027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312820354445914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978198497332472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619749611298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ray0097968,2020/01/19,"I feel so lonely. 19/M I moved around a lot in my childhood and teen years so I never stayed at one place long enough to develop any good friendships, which I feel pushed me into getting used to being a loner and not really going out of my way to develop friendships, most of the time. When I was in high school I only really had one friend but we only really ever talked and did things in school. Once i was out, all I did was dwell in my room and play games. I moved to my college town about a year and a half ago, and nothing much has changed. I came in through this college program that forces you into many group situations so I did manage to make one friend, but apart from that, I continued flying solo. The next semester in the dorms I managed to make another friend in an unexpected way with a person that wouldn't normally make friends with a person like me so that was nice. These two are still my best friends today, but they are very different from me. The first one is a very eccentric/more feminist kinda guy, I guess (don't really know how to describe him since he is a lot of things), and the second one is a G/Homie. Although we all get along and hang out, the differences in our personalities and core ways of thinking have left me feeling very alone on the inside. I just can't open up to them about the way i feel most of the time because whenever I do I know that they don't understand due to how different our wave lengths are. I'm also overweight at the moment by 50lbs (go figure). Although i don't look like a fucking ballon, my belly and thick legs just kills my self esteem so much. I am changing things in my regular diet like less eating out and stuff which is helping me shed the pounds (already lost 10). Anyways this loss in confidence has just wrecked me to the point were I can't look at a woman in real life anymore without feeling awkward. It feels as if I don't have the right to look at them. I also feel like i'm Jim Carry in the Trueman show, where every where I am when in not home I feel the stares and see the judgment and dirty looks in peoples eyes. I just hate it. I can't go to university a day without coming back home feeling frustrated and angry at people (Don't worry, i take it all out on my steering wheel). The last physical relationship I had was when I was 17 btw so it has been a while now. To be honest I just want the love and happiness I see all around me but all i'm stuck with is hatred and anger towards other people and my self. I'm just really lonely, man. P.S. Sorry for the really long post with really poor grammar. Language arts was never my strong suit, that's why I'm majoring in engineering. I just needed to get this out. I have been holding it in for such a long time that I just wanted to share with someone.",3.6550361975351215,4.7546658851590085,4.762807032663964,85.50361415151256,72.12720848056537,7.783435318452125,25.64233387916918,8.176038313617813,1.4453310867879001,2185,67,453,32,41,718,272,566,0.11900000000000001,0.747,0.134,0.6679,2,5,0,0,0,1,54.0,4,1,4,5,34,29,5,2,34,0,43,8,2,6,8,96,89,39,1,6,17,0,10,4,5,1,2,0,4,8,23,38,3,1,14,4,1,9,15,11,0,9,18,18,63,18,72,68,15,90,0,4,8,2,31,47,1,7,32,316,86,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669737969015004,0.0,0.0,0.06624408715560066,0.07058232041879292,0.10229883865398036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043495529379994284,0.06706846341821407,0.0,0.0,0.06343191525662073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138773241941431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918189816950646,0.0,0.03898990290940503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712290129563019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315410251236547,0.0,0.0,0.13532406633138733,0.05509655567954432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124941713521142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200476231365904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654478542999915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608859215152584,0.0,0.0,0.05785619487764286,0.053889722782513534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910644675216311,0.04569359996996621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440501388750156,0.0,0.0,0.247079732048904,0.059130718169788724,0.10025061607017514,0.0,0.10905116997146548,0.05364727466042633,0.0,0.0,0.07046001935939462,0.06333123635727989,0.0,0.06808744853380802,0.0,0.06314803664270209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287156818865441,0.06757808457202233,0.12831577149759127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076313571886582,0.0,0.07030235310492956,0.05213657922968759,0.0,0.0,0.06949358367799946,0.0,0.045177396349677004,0.12499204159457812,0.0,0.0,0.16980985485643826,0.21484381307722888,0.0,0.06982075606485508,0.10875434997422713,0.0577271086726268,0.0,0.12808296864155405,0.06484620033392541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596039147517786,0.0940370777048542,0.04742611410980036,0.09866100605045454,0.0,0.06802302401876498,0.0,0.06266799241184405,0.06137210144409711,0.0,0.0,0.06811615212764001,0.21670742748651198,0.09729012343194188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302707166165878,0.1675442798872561,0.06682541045530134,0.0,0.060463618934987085,0.0,0.06125675483467069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280137992936958,0.28682443174072125,0.0,0.0,0.06866995002018746,0.0,0.05462216376643088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294634650069152,0.10193693455137323,0.0,0.133450103136176,0.0,0.0,0.05290902506728203,0.07189460594598295,0.0,0.0,0.05419376839976055,0.0,0.0,0.07159886599960527,0.0,0.06817369011660829,0.05107916818973117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321980016460121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480905528132522,0.05140925887597857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127478117117572,0.0409834905447436,0.0,0.0,0.1118881501200221,0.0,0.06062734860750784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248039634200341,0.06658543636014737,0.0,0.05524158504473466,0.0,0.15832304668808606,0.07545146025946678,0.20307638661816715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057714663012502235,0.0,0.0,0.1233118350271421,0.0,0.0,0.0649552852896781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237730130810282 lonely,slowwaver,2020/01/19,"I’m so sad I’m viewing things from behind a glass wall. I don’t know how to effectively communicate with the few people I care about, especially once they deviate from the script. I understand broad protocol of how to build relationships, but interactions (ie. conversations), throw me constant curveballs. I wish I could gauge their thoughts and feelings without making them explicitly reveal them to me. I wish I didn’t feel so lonely reaching out.",8.231392405063295,9.492983531645574,8.04794936708861,65.50432911392407,61.78481012658228,11.383291139240509,37.31898734177216,11.20814326018867,4.6063802531645575,365,17,58,10,5,117,60,79,0.08199999999999999,0.747,0.171,0.7359,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,19,14,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,13,1,11,11,1,5,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568525276301232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223951939495816,0.0,0.20114020376694014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547599138707639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845042145631847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816071541097194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26829002312280176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465185088155186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047127448178193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736660307840354,0.0,0.0,0.1999989082923592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226097192382203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793985743413311,0.2428450083964931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,athrowaway3629,2020/01/19,"Tomorrow is my birthday, but it all feels meaningless Woo, another year. Usually I’d take it as an accomplishment but I don’t feel that way anymore. I’ve had no friends and absolutely nobody to care about me for years. I don’t feel like I matter, so why would I care about being another year older? I do no good for anyone, so why should I even be here? Anyway, that’s all. I want to know if anyone else feels the same way about their birthdays. I’m starting to just not care about anything anymore.",2.6358555555555583,4.644155230000006,3.9653333333333336,86.42322222222224,76.7,7.2444444444444445,25.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.5370777777777778,393,14,80,7,9,129,66,100,0.081,0.642,0.278,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,18,21,7,0,4,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,10,6,10,16,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32520034596028136,0.0,0.0,0.3075675173553216,0.21685144068161044,0.15888339448663846,0.12760606747930436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743002234256818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953770674840895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241960000495587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362402175205684,0.11077914835878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980357122697413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006196497010367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522019286838217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575739232941757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975648020032393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659029904093215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078324052757332,0.0,0.09146191715540124,0.2461682727573005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984580862709385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015440450048587,0.0,0.0,0.29957217057764896 lonely,AHHHHHHH0000,2020/01/19,I haven’t had a real hug in over two years Outside my family which is 2 people (father and brother) I haven’t had a hug from a non family member in over two years. Last real one I got was when I was leaving a job and moving away from my 60 year old coworker. I’m so lonely I’m fantasizing about hugging my old coworkers.,2.603478260869565,3.4442134057971034,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,74.36231884057972,8.418550724637681,23.94492753623189,8.841846274778883,1.6385918840579716,251,7,53,5,5,91,44,69,0.05,0.809,0.14,0.6964,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,7,3,8,5,0,13,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806366816232485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362495414309211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376965830909986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079058368482316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671936763551833,0.0,0.20357792718001788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204344309602637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034937092128934,0.0,0.13028185392825825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329041309860706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376729886807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756244981550165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714316922764802 lonely,_SuicideOverAgony_,2020/01/19,18M need someone to talk to Dm me I feel very overwhelmed right now,-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,93.0,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.7256666666666667,54,2,13,0,2,17,14,15,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.1263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672518861738672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919147775713752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513807121837184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478405850197577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248302572469225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361109400862171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2584752464,2020/01/19,"I want to die but I want to get help I want to tell someone I want to kill myself but I don't want to be hospitalized. I've been hospitalized before and it was not great. If I tell a doctor or a therapist I want to die, what will happen?",-0.7505031446540862,1.1518196415094373,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,88.43396226415095,5.79748427672956,16.38050314465409,7.1686216300943375,-0.10033081761006236,183,4,45,3,6,66,31,53,0.304,0.502,0.19399999999999998,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,3,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,13,5,3,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176618408987653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945999796226784,0.0,0.0,0.19458152249405644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932252642029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095925102957681,0.0,0.0,0.1681100872416415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742402882939813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103240965252496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107617702616056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33232200555550684,0.0,0.0,0.22072769120862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727765827236637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lavuhlamp,2020/01/19,"A shout into the void I don’t really know what I hope to accomplish here, just a shout into the void I guess. But I’m slowly coming to terms with the fact that no one will ever love me as much as my parents do, and they’re kind of my only friends. Now, I’m not a middle or high schooler - I’m a junior in college with my own apartment but I regularly hang out with them (I go to college in the same city they live in) - like for instance tonight is a Saturday night and they took me out to dinner and we are gonna watch SNL soon. I feel bad being so distraught about this because some people dont even have parents or have shitty parents but at the same time, I can’t make a single friend that isn’t there for me in the way they are. I have a boyfriend but he’s going through some shit on his own and so he needs personal space, which I understand, but I am kinda just on my own now. How do I find out how to be my own person without him, snd how to make platonic connections that are not my parents? I just feel like such a loser, and I almost wonder if they’re always down to hang out with me cause they know I have no friends. Idk this is a long ramble and no one will end up seeing this I just wanted to put this out into the void so it would maybe stop tormenting my own head now that it’s flying through the air aimlessly.",4.087905965202985,3.8564566514084535,5.135153272576638,88.00106462303232,70.51408450704227,8.090803645401826,26.212924606462305,7.510576382923642,1.1037869096934556,1035,27,237,10,17,342,148,284,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.9383,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,5,2,20,12,1,1,17,0,21,4,2,6,2,62,43,22,0,5,15,4,2,2,3,4,0,2,0,2,12,20,1,1,7,0,0,7,10,4,0,2,1,6,34,8,38,36,12,43,0,1,2,1,20,22,1,10,15,173,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189003445550432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012849761942626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163531563767564,0.07420244851039287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504513656877345,0.0,0.1048553351212684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266082866325358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078122467252922,0.0,0.0,0.08039823433495283,0.11010725857385986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230956652470431,0.08696038579280592,0.0,0.0,0.11125447223503566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213336880453754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835827946887713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409384400635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492499850802424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860917742056982,0.0,0.1209004204406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675788724955453,0.1337937862668968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893740223181408,0.0,0.10748543164412906,0.10772282113499644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986159208673464,0.0,0.16250480554356786,0.0,0.12228915364588495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948190295158569,0.09025756741321876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423069482655038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496806126704955,0.09257737049644013,0.0,0.0,0.5406449627580631,0.0,0.0,0.08438880922921835,0.21257120218075945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236727588375455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798017120049862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699908916073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494899411534613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176757561167424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097884391158933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524098723534528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672004915057308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179657651297383,0.09661966302355386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733858520479193,0.13200560265205494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864699688890477,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,princessamarine,2020/01/19,"I’m sitting alone at the shops again because the few friends I have don’t like going out, would anyone like to chat? My interests include writing, reading, TV shows, animals, nature, conservation, theatre and just learning about new topics",10.991463414634149,10.434237048780492,9.385487804878052,64.28603658536586,56.5609756097561,11.126829268292685,47.32926829268293,10.125756701596842,5.29479512195122,193,11,27,3,2,59,38,41,0.044000000000000004,0.732,0.22399999999999998,0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144200940777835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978430893730005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439191167937042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091439861188072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274064401285773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909723558793117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864537235717874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40024415961746784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842450466798473,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,violetflame1986,2020/01/19,"33/f Lonely...looking for attention When I ask my boyfriend for attention he tells me to find it elsewhere. So, here I am, looking for it elsewhere. I like men that are bigger and older than myself. I want to feel young and pretty and interesting, and most of all worthy of someone's time and attention. Help me feel special.",3.1084408602150546,5.519168983870969,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,76.90322580645163,6.713978494623658,28.075268817204304,7.793537801064563,1.9761204301075272,255,11,46,4,6,83,44,62,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.9457,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,7,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,8,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041850187640088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290423399993538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739009741846795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180943815079302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896352266043967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464720619466831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310269582095137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756921871558148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843951918995589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973084750179087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191916697410586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,William_Travis_Smith,2020/01/19,"I'm scared of being more alone than I already am. I've got exactly 2 friends in this world who I can talk to about the things that are really on my mind. One lives in town here, and I see him some every month. The other I've never met. She's my internet best friend, and has been for 10 years now. I started talking to this person on Myspace. Strangely enough, we just never stopped talking. I don't know why, but I can tell this person anything. I can tell her things I can't tell anyone else. ...and she's got cancer. She's got cancer for her second time. She's only 30 years old. Holy fucking shit. And she does everything right. She literally works in a gym. She works out for a living. She obviously doesn't smoke or do drugs, and she has barely ever even drank alcohol....she rarely eats meat, and she's got cancer for the second time. She says, ""I'm on chemo, you do realize I'm not dying, right?"" I'm terrified of being even more alone than I already am. I guess. I live in the sticks, all alone except for my dog. And I've got two friends in this world, one I've not met, and who has cancer :(",0.6272368421052619,2.7981073903508817,2.3545192982456133,94.42556842105265,84.74561403508774,5.226947368421053,17.891929824561398,6.55674776486733,-0.1592588070175438,847,20,189,9,25,278,119,228,0.20600000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.05,-0.9923,0,3,3,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,0,3,7,7,2,1,6,0,17,9,1,0,6,28,34,10,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,10,10,2,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,9,2,30,4,22,23,6,26,0,0,1,1,32,14,2,3,12,116,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706636634614536,0.0,0.3112816321919979,0.22111135596905251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005107264527452,0.10265047974159176,0.08244300222192248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513706289331626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397530924110646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767180673153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618178370115187,0.10251337533019853,0.08369098473326013,0.0,0.0,0.10351698653434174,0.0,0.1323413451659959,0.09062228065542068,0.08440944989154332,0.0,0.09003903555846847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220602947727925,0.09261861324740983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40063200121636255,0.0,0.11036411334822954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505857745471364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653932650486252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115741136825697,0.0,0.07996601624249715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453635343560146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512639097840032,0.0,0.1357747176794425,0.07619454484775443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749538349496086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418051862901461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111339815265492,0.0,0.07967044076328031,0.1003017907516482,0.0,0.07983378021665838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283756910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091084240561871,0.0,0.0,0.08375841809299524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415726248156564,0.2626960345636521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311576782497472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683634297803515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786533706099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040059410255312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587047872204176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903058928377267 lonely,KillersTomb,2020/01/19,"I want friends I hate how I can sit at my desk for hours and only receive a notification on my phone from a game and no friends will dm me. I’ll see a notification and I’ll get happy cause maybe someone is messaging me, but it turns out it’s another game :( Sad. 😔",0.2594736842105263,2.2315780175438604,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,84.6140350877193,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.0805929824561398,205,8,49,4,6,73,42,57,0.201,0.672,0.128,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,7,0,6,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820178212742965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921410600457673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394292796905883,0.0,0.1485790829642509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027324238321108,0.0,0.28077066485450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800612953997537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857022988539808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628710956067415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266175039547081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409579330338579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093285048241307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773725508805656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahoyvengeance,2020/01/19,"Work and nothing? Does anyone else feel like all they do is work and nothing else? I’m 22 and feel like I’ve lived my life, I have no friends or family. My only fulfilment is work and alcohol. Why is it so hard to make friends as an adult? Ugh...",-0.6872527472527459,1.4742157692307707,1.3763736263736277,98.42576923076923,93.23076923076924,5.279120879120879,18.96703296703297,6.868970318607317,0.1501340659340662,188,6,45,3,7,62,37,52,0.069,0.731,0.2,0.8259,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,9,9,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997115837708688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373793224786628,0.20131102674786625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193588840884988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282579508367593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852183813564302,0.0,0.1986865085419962,0.2807224023683101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035909449151592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760022835169297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877553141317994,0.19197473068664225,0.0,0.17349031007421595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114804802406765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770445700733286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942747558999311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772873976158182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291066527549622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BoyMeetsWorldBoy,2020/01/19,Can someone maybe pm me or just chat with me I need a hint that im still human at least lmaooo,-1.9206060606060584,-0.05775245454545441,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,96.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-2.0320484848484845,74,1,20,0,3,24,20,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346637163391487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972742907905822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670216571606947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193952437219136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952919463732951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,357fallingspring,2020/01/19,"Moved to a new city and I know no one. I have no friends. Was ghosted by two people I was trying to date causing me to give up trying. I spend my time either working or taking care of my dog so I can’t even imagine having the time to find friends. I tried approaching random people at an event and they looked at me like I just crawled out of the sewer. I was the only person there who was alone. If you try to just randomly approach people they look at you like you’re nuts. I tried meet ups but it didn’t work out. I’m not very normal and I’m jealous when I see people who are normal going about their day to day. Laughing with friends. Hiking in groups while I hike alone. The person I’m trying to date now just keeps saying their busy. I’m trying but it’s just not working.",0.6157384823848204,2.7861363597560995,2.137723577235775,95.96405149051493,84.79268292682926,4.132249322493226,17.647696476964764,5.033348758259628,-0.6603417344173441,609,14,133,2,18,197,97,164,0.079,0.809,0.11199999999999999,0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,3,10,8,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,26,22,10,1,3,11,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,5,4,21,7,20,17,1,23,0,0,3,0,17,8,0,4,13,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464066596932965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128434681018772,0.12220136262001338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343454075694873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856981932736637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872432529364673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571709747805545,0.0,0.0,0.1141141654725926,0.06760586914773142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573423571025324,0.0,0.0,0.06537552535245313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623253025293465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997874399408007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264322121131346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148891819100448,0.0,0.0,0.2331047395009926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060818048900248,0.09047197782235007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298785625946875,0.20773691223069984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459919163812396,0.0,0.0,0.09479313785084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944068059752623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872928897828846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653468296247652,0.0,0.11620347128328334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981517867278786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598058182953715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alc_martin,2020/01/19,"I broke down today because my hair appointment got cancelled It was a Saturday and I didn’t have any plans this weekend except a hair appointment in the morning. I get the the salon and the hairdresser explained that the person who I had an appointment with left sick. Apparently she or anybody in the salon didn’t call and cancel the appointment, and unfortunately they didn’t have any room with anyone else that day. So they offered to reschedule but I just said I’ll call and reschedule later and left (side note, I thought the entire thing was a little unprofessional so I don’t think I’ll be calling them again). So I was very polite during this interaction and kept it together...but I’m telling you, when I got in my car something just snapped and I started full on ugly crying. I feel so pathetic to have such an emotional reaction to, at the end of the day, what amounts to a rather minor inconvenience. And I know it has nothing to do with me personally, but I almost felt embarrassed by the whole thing, like walking in there and then being like uhh we don’t have anyone to see you and then having to walk out 5 minutes later. This was literally the only interaction with other humans for the entire weekend. I was almost looking forward to the whole experience, obviously getting a fresh new haircut, but even just the light hearted chatting and gossiping that hairdressers are famous for engaging in. I am in such a lonely period in my life that this situation left me depressed the entire weekend.",6.696418439716313,7.644046797872343,7.173900709219861,71.53333333333335,65.06382978723404,9.812765957446807,34.460992907801426,9.861636050157227,3.5319843971631206,1215,53,204,25,18,398,154,282,0.152,0.799,0.05,-0.9828,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,3,1,14,8,0,1,24,0,22,5,3,0,1,37,38,23,0,1,9,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,3,16,18,0,1,6,4,0,4,5,5,0,0,15,8,27,3,28,21,4,39,0,3,2,0,22,19,0,3,20,152,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461241301344615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714627326673262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186274586448988,0.12592093630051804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491594031887196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764700586913619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134994907539639,0.1585148277732353,0.0,0.1058496917364835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266339898316644,0.13824086705080713,0.10884891271727014,0.0,0.0,0.08117130156879397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021535543361506,0.0,0.0,0.062139644285913974,0.0,0.11799892769167808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841562575647855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658147465890208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563172849226788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754013855488122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005788764949494,0.0,0.08680470778700054,0.120081041881418,0.1231735508181902,0.0,0.0,0.10320124620321967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869321466753167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792152187998085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346754591282803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461517531802424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690173862150305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793178150358164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381396619738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461094006915584,0.0,0.0,0.08698604908668618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074160611749694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329258434134303,0.07874645748267436,0.0,0.09756527885437116,0.0,0.0,0.11649053962829707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140163676346384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744168158987965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PortalMaker5000,2020/01/19,"Anyone want to talk at all? I’ve been super lonely recently and most of my friends have started to talk to me less and less. I’m just looking for people to chat with frequently. And just to throw it out there, I enjoy racing, running, playing video games and cars. We don’t have to talk about those things specially, I’m fine with talking about anything at this point",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,3.84,88.90500000000002,73.44444444444444,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.1502888888888885,292,10,57,3,6,90,52,72,0.032,0.7709999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8971,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,15,8,4,10,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242890098457106,0.0,0.20293131468492356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052304246411905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708242933684054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096183360799494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311731282768236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434883815185849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454520198151113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7928330122956679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163830507392852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545144646009367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AloneAndAbused_,2020/01/19,I'm lonely I need someone to talk to.,-1.7533333333333303,-0.14209299999999914,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,90.11111111111113,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,29,1,7,0,1,11,7,9,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359956544004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124816444081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810119566127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dhusfic,2020/01/19,"struggling a wee bit im struggling to comprehend how im feeling, i have so many people around me but i feel so lonely, how can i deal with this?",-0.3862903225806456,1.8144877096774223,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,91.258064516129,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.08144516129032286,113,4,25,1,4,38,23,31,0.268,0.691,0.040999999999999995,-0.7853,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328430495662387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28555479008319945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696559433919849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645042762471843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650574158088972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517987045064423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133214409897574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468767163019326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontcaretv2,2020/01/19,"I feel like I can never truly find a girlfriend. Since I fall under the category of what your call a simp. Not in a way that I would buy her stuff and meals. But id ask how her day is, joke around with her, and if she was going through trouble, talk to her. I'm not Trying to be all r/niceguy but that is prime friendzone material. Why is it that? Are boyfriends not supposed to joke around with You, talk to you if you're going through trouble and ultimately comfort You? I don't get it",1.1708823529411774,3.146163931372552,2.6174117647058845,94.46435294117649,81.25490196078431,5.2564705882352944,22.945098039215694,6.2581,0.2634792156862744,379,13,87,3,10,123,67,102,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.099,0.3933,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,20,15,8,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,2,1,3,5,2,0,0,1,1,14,4,13,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384289870939285,0.2302102834501337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144853637716635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881072286150374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451127715976312,0.1759208770778072,0.0,0.0,0.22506781859327005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286553355265489,0.0,0.2798988258071279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030519372251705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992299500567933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370034537190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28189705938872955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958524571198885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718742214522664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546159676159047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222021058547158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492876358778095,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,windtrainexpress,2020/01/19,"Finding things to do on the weekend I don’t have many friends in my new town. I’ve joined activities but not really making friends. What do I do on the weekend when there’s nobody to do anything with?",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.24390243902441,6.051219512195122,27.32317073170732,7.1686216300943375,1.3651414634146342,160,7,33,2,4,52,30,41,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075769025521744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34161461015608885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775401135789691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494911650696536,0.3789392354793311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609847472803344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394435499930793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483129825758144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,L0stRobot,2020/01/19,Raise you hand if reddit suggested to join lonely? And at first you were offended but then you joined because you know reddit is right. :/,3.272266666666667,6.2848727600000025,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,81.4,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1375333333333335,109,3,19,2,3,33,21,25,0.205,0.6759999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.3919,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180323567793702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833063044258217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768752441353237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856344886194087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Itzep23456,2020/01/19,Guys life ain’t all bout that social life Like yeh it gets lonely asf that’s why I’m here but honestly it’s cuz I wuz bored asf but if u seriously set yo mind to sumn like a goal then you’d be good and not giv a shit bout people. I’ve been bored so fuken much and had no one to talk too I started a yt channel bout my boring ass life and trynna start a business on the side but there are those moments when it’s just like man I wanna talk bout all these things to someone but no one give a shit so I come on reddit to hear bout other people’s day and realize my life ain’t that bad,0.41227272727272535,1.910744469696972,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,81.57575757575758,5.3090909090909095,17.060606060606062,5.985473137389443,-0.6588303030303031,458,8,115,3,12,153,85,132,0.183,0.655,0.161,-0.3134,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,7,13,2,0,6,0,7,7,3,1,2,18,14,14,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,2,1,7,5,7,10,3,11,0,1,0,1,8,3,3,1,9,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476178483028185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493481411052495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118132285192206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058184593739466,0.16631813408271695,0.0,0.1454196300853718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166957729389534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954074426875656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48984261041961,0.2541083852910094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506041677965176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745136766692736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349682375577412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403942874989273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559361091644178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673507973922295,0.1469009899106562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543296349355195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787062513810281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518336363190078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564449452261005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hanekawa98,2020/01/19,"I'm tired I got into a relationship recently but it ended pretty quickly cause I become this selfish and annoying prick when I'm on my period but what hurt me most was... we met on a dating discord server and I went back to check on the server and he was saying stuff like the reason why he got with me was because he was desperate and ""I feel free"". I feel sick to my stomach and just remembering those words just make me wanna puke. So basically he never even loved me. I was just his gf cause he was desperate for one. Huh.",0.821085549964053,3.2446536822429937,3.2798130841121527,86.20787203450756,86.94392523364485,6.282961897915169,19.445722501797267,7.61054688173877,0.8659509705248021,412,12,83,8,13,142,69,107,0.306,0.637,0.057,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,1,6,5,2,4,1,24,16,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,10,3,14,4,9,6,1,13,0,1,0,1,12,4,1,1,9,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273696714422186,0.0,0.12108519071601252,0.21937519050598975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40810281907123536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593040011914668,0.0,0.0,0.1311956105641841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087021927133614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773084938923124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212641362648859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704233702267387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927456704240502,0.0,0.1325894614431454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319846732641235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134599258929938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020817675937967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422840935967732,0.1961267033924824,0.21325813541966387,0.22501313226768688,0.0,0.0,0.15796140060002792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273879339407247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283000875684605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841353247648504,0.17923591639140776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DG_chickenwhat54,2020/01/19,"Hallo :) Although my life is normal like everyone else I’m no special snowflake no problems I don’t look for much or anything everyday I’m just in my home doing nothing I have no friends no one who loves me and to top it all off I wanna make friends and just feel as though I am wanted I help everyone I can but no one thinks to just act normal or talk to me and actually mean it, I can’t take my own life because of my striving good of helping and making it in life although everything hurts when I “go to bed” such to say I am 15 almost 16 and everything I have done still hasn’t changed along with how much I have changed but yeah that’s that Thankyou if you need anything or wanna talk/vent I’m all up for that lads and lasses take care :)",1.7271428571428586,3.4698387707006404,3.138985441310286,92.53148089171977,78.49044585987261,6.014376706096451,25.22702456778889,6.868970318607317,0.8493279344858959,585,22,130,6,14,191,93,157,0.11199999999999999,0.716,0.17300000000000001,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,3,2,33,28,18,0,8,9,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,1,3,18,7,18,27,5,10,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,5,4,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.13269946046387082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616699137486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238042854777022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289376741456897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386433846793311,0.0,0.28770324732873004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915747339140908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359606354905373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987451815294393,0.24442489326166306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875691873766718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101197316536576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728207942199282,0.11405580358739957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822926212658467,0.0,0.1364016953678613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557225003239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881457228124502,0.06643425894575533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419118632497965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272965980302547,0.0,0.18153896299785247,0.0,0.0,0.14812498146565814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992580298864052,0.10082941938914894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646826997213696,0.13047902978037831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429073940313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301170407982773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813886920761727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085959279633876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044840741974858,0.21859542241603194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713219781405718,0.1336022730669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020609608044384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,endmeplease123,2020/01/20,"Social Media People at school keep telling me to get on social media, I finally folded. How is it that I can already tell this is just going to be another vector for them to pretend they care about me while I have to do all the legwork in yet more abortive one sided relationships?",11.502545454545455,7.070324436363637,11.011363636363637,65.09704545454548,59.18181818181818,13.181818181818182,42.04545454545455,10.125756701596842,4.286818181818182,224,8,40,3,2,74,46,55,0.026000000000000002,0.9159999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735668076743076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259947609034071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527533371871836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156530409443985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951893544528628,0.0,0.14088882440263795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203473212625486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798529372523127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186452694675947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661547381654955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089077988831804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054111924255256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335579486224335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OhmahBoi,2020/01/20,"I dont know how to handle my generation Like i try to connect to other persons of my age and im starting to feel like i will never be able to form bonds with them, and it just terrifies me a lot and that in the future im going to be a husk of myself, without any kind of friendship or relationship.",3.6510000000000034,3.5459039076923102,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,71.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.7656923076923072,234,8,51,3,4,84,47,65,0.055999999999999994,0.825,0.11800000000000001,0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,12,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,39,11,0,0.2495547387391603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970577993925956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924762952155838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261823741874365,0.17828195521865065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182770901667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391238832929317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987285787898834,0.13714875799080187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438396797023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216251471412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247199907728307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179015720920369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679283961520419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663612853076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943128640061272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405618627629313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NickLuzen25,2020/01/20,"I don't know Yeah, I have friends and all but I still feel lonely, I don't know I can't explain I just feel tired and empty. I just joined this subreddit by the way.",-2.052612612612613,-0.2576351351351356,0.20959459459459487,104.54340090090092,103.05405405405405,3.547747747747748,14.274774774774775,5.46131890053228,-1.1858252252252257,128,3,33,1,6,42,24,37,0.309,0.632,0.059000000000000004,-0.8269,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345137133083119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319662461479672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722768650848526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34313943073545056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938488102309757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410564334227899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oddolive_,2020/01/20,"Feeling rather lonely Now, I know I shouldn’t feel lonely because I have great friends that I surround myself with. I just...I fell for this guy. I like to think he fell for me to you know? Because when we were together it just felt right & lately it’s like all I want to talk to is him...but he spends most of his time working or with other people. I can’t complain because he does message me but idk I feel alone..and worry that maybe I won’t find someone that loves me..ahhh this feeling sucks.",1.5082524271844662,3.5330721067961206,2.5182621359223307,95.35331553398059,80.35922330097088,4.508349514563107,21.9504854368932,4.935628992294339,-0.12070407766990288,389,12,84,1,10,123,68,103,0.136,0.6940000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.3291,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,17,3,0,3,4,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,9,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,5,16,5,9,13,2,8,0,2,0,1,12,2,1,2,6,47,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192682226251939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700893166926173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709568364705072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092981795402673,0.0,0.1943073011075135,0.0,0.18496286144652502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635085390362535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311405883264585,0.0,0.20037849323215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224349372617567,0.0,0.22828260373623294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773589149151372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826471693875348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033082475501024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029814096934526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172823199137491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146776660500784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265764612009653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967076840915334,0.0,0.0,0.11800379623678155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936329360180127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473280471583541,0.20551694459877115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yurawera,2020/01/20,i just wanna be loved i'm tired of not mattering to anyone,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,99.0,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1825692307692313,47,1,10,1,2,17,12,13,0.184,0.57,0.247,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43161090724566986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571120444849489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7094633145106025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iamabossbitch,2020/01/20,"What to do when you're lonely So I'm (f19) not having a great time with my friends right now. We have become more distant the latest months due to the fact that I've realized that they don't treat me as well as I treat them. I decided to stop engaging in our relationship. I don't have many friends and those I have live far away. I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to be alone for some time now and I'm okay with it but I need something to do. Some things I have started to do already: Workout more Start lots of new tv series Joined a book club Started working every Sunday and very Friday evening. Would be grateful for more tips, I have a lot of free time since school is extremely chill so those things listed already is not enough to keep me occupied.",3.291666666666668,4.633223681528662,3.8679140127388543,90.63439755838642,73.33121019108279,7.016772823779192,25.18524416135881,7.492282038375204,1.0164186836518048,606,19,131,7,12,191,98,157,0.067,0.821,0.11199999999999999,0.84,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,2,2,7,10,0,0,6,1,16,0,0,0,1,22,26,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,3,4,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,14,10,18,23,8,21,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,15,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525845213416954,0.3521619972828485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991406126539467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762240570269169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744881846040774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487054032511042,0.0,0.10538941392788308,0.0,0.13443814467635454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655492029781906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068294910897047,0.0,0.0,0.17591803184750746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418263301228563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089646048154034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713083734912488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617711580626824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273611292884116,0.0,0.0,0.11831344569839805,0.0,0.1541062923627755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713102276103674,0.0,0.1362653577678036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148559632737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199160803603535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283887694721553,0.0,0.0,0.3388171147672828,0.0,0.0,0.1334012523943343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201224361196666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912623292035443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165563275799422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434656971054931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616327643196532,0.0,0.0,0.11334850098339995,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lv326xqd8,2020/01/20,"Not sure what to think I’ve been truly alone for a few months, just kinda got on with living life after a big life event, but it doesn’t hit until I have specific dreams. I had one dream that felt like a couple days. Me and this girl together and spending time and all that. I wrote a song about it and it became one of my leading singles. Then I had a similar dream a couple weeks ago. I was in front of a multi million dollar stilt house like the ones in LA. Me and this girl were just standing in the sunset and I held her for what felt like hours. It was genuinely beautiful and I felt so incredibly happy. I woke up and shed a couple tears. I went to work and it felt like I was grieving for this girl I didn’t know. Doesn’t help the loneliness",2.661666666666669,3.8467467961783437,3.8679140127388543,90.63439755838642,74.66878980891721,7.016772823779192,21.3635881104034,7.492282038375204,0.5207498938428876,585,13,131,7,12,191,94,157,0.079,0.695,0.226,0.9795,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,11,0,11,2,0,1,2,26,23,13,1,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,12,10,0,1,6,4,2,3,4,1,0,4,17,5,15,6,16,5,3,20,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,14,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280740751945787,0.0,0.0,0.14963919401440282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479597881404594,0.0,0.0931785733446411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554899343762943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555500272129753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538031748730161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684286077963372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228511054838272,0.16671217829362195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940321851841071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041030216494827,0.2823453256815852,0.0,0.12757975470339353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532370350418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937130800203772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136172043234527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257787006117472,0.0,0.0,0.08424828701765409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589429269424492,0.0,0.0,0.13393573834703912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518420592030624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShipoopiShipoopi2,2020/01/20,an old female coworker of mine i hadn’t seen for a while just hugged me first female (besides family) that’s hugged me in 3 years lol forgot what it feels like,4.946363636363635,5.034545000000001,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.6969696969697,9.024242424242424,22.560606060606066,8.841846274778883,1.1671333333333336,127,2,27,2,2,41,30,33,0.0,0.6920000000000001,0.308,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,3,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637248287139135,0.0,0.2487222554982231,0.35141746461948425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41841465884719536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032023294099536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161721881322463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167710837723061 lonely,burtacomoose,2020/01/20,"No purpose in this life. It's recently occurred to me that those people I knew who ""screwed up"" and ""ruined their lives"" by accidentally having children when they were very young are living far richer and fulfilling lives than I. They're now having grandchildren which will never be a possibility at my age. They say the best things in life are free. They leave out the part about how these things aren't in the cards for everyone. If I only knew then what I know now....",5.779250936329589,6.913135258426969,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,67.20224719101124,8.629962546816481,26.069288389513112,8.841846274778883,1.7215378277153564,374,10,72,6,6,116,71,89,0.125,0.763,0.11199999999999999,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,8,3,0,1,1,9,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,10,3,11,6,2,15,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,1,8,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312088889503564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052214370218664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210803514019484,0.0,0.0,0.23328367978048126,0.0,0.0,0.3112325425170119,0.0,0.0,0.5836313119100925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992189812521588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756085412242705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385816244954747,0.0,0.15273992852676796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483740885956503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175362606107886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520476208998462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292737384263971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178443329778451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MyGenderDepecheMode,2020/01/20,"It’s my own fault I’m falling apart and considering suicide. I just self destructed something that could have been amazing and I can’t seem to fix it. Every time someone gets close to me, I push them away. It’s my past traumas and ptsd. I get a strong emotional attachment then freak out. I don’t even know if I should try to live on, accepting I’m broken and can’t connect, or just kill myself and be done with it all. I’ve seen therapists and I’ve seen shrinks. I’m on meds. They have adjusted and changed for years. I’ve been clean and sober for nearly a decade. I would rather die than get high or drunk again. I can’t deal with these feelings of inadequacy and loneliness. What the hell am I supposed to do? Why can’t I just embrace someone and try?",1.2395332068311191,3.563114941935485,2.5826565464895666,92.78574952561672,83.45161290322581,5.969639468690702,23.311195445920305,7.285733465282438,0.8502447817836809,596,22,131,9,17,192,98,155,0.248,0.644,0.10800000000000001,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,3,0,3,0,16,1,0,0,1,30,27,14,3,5,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,14,1,0,5,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,3,16,3,15,18,2,15,1,0,2,0,4,8,1,4,5,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231964400438834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402336107371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643788559875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908755940023164,0.0,0.0,0.19035052555320975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876920122147791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631145775098375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114051301521275,0.0,0.15453075605915473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273755923451182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874723174814157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378263540321425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291588635340305,0.0,0.1007972876561874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195430706580352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372705856436546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508550837023598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439636498808992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696948986575694,0.1913365319861791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108052360301681,0.14119790609881405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006206683366359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295303697624768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694779102802406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904657342104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549891241814466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028913480845875,0.0,0.0,0.11810996601920334 lonely,Sacred-Lord,2020/01/20,"How do I get frends? Maybe the wrong subreddit to ask this(?), But how do I get friends? I do have one friend, but he is far from home. He's studying some place far away and won't be back until summer. I work as an apprentice at a place where everyone else are in their late 30s and up to their 60s, which I feel is too old (I am 19). My only hobby is gaming. Not really a place where you find new friends, unless you play multiplayer games, which I basically dont. Any tips which subreddit to post this? Any answers appreciated :)",1.8356074766355164,3.799444196261682,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,79.0,7.270654205607477,20.980373831775697,8.238735603445708,0.9131054205607474,407,11,91,8,10,135,76,107,0.018000000000000002,0.797,0.184,0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,12,16,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,12,4,11,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,6,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333924867979616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038948459767974,0.0,0.16119033109490935,0.1319223760591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107211141152945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331997906658733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393706497380495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674807776160473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680668509979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976505162400499,0.0,0.17927055774043665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209300669408406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935320316623503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235942449450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165697894380897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180027899090814,0.0,0.11625642688761492,0.13048240031316602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377446127439589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431119879942027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099084998905207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490087208023767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757865700732965,0.0,0.0 lonely,Difflock123,2020/01/20,"There’s always a trade off. Why I have hope every day: Almost one year ago, January 26th 2019, I quit smoking weed. When I smoked, I often brought weed. I took the “party” with me by bringing weed wherever I went. Now I’ve quit weed. I left my girl. I don’t have anyone close to me. But it’s okay. Even though I wasn’t lonely when I had people who smoked with me, all they wanted was weed. None of them had a genuine attachment to me. People don’t want to be around people that don’t have anything to offer them. No one cares about you, all they care about is what you can do for them. The harsh reality is that it doesn’t matter how long you stay in your depressive phase. You are going to be alone for as long as you don’t have something other people want. But that is not entirely true. Other people are thinking the same way as you. Everyone has low self esteem. Think about how sad it would be to have reciprocal determinism determine your life. Imagine if your mental construct that no one cares about you ended up resulting in someone else thinking that you don’t care about them, even though they want you to. You can’t give up hope. Seize the day or give up completely. If you let your isolation keep you immobile you may never move again. Especially if you’re in high school god damn it. It is so hard to see reality in high school. No one knows what’s really going on.",2.2948292141071924,4.389555212996393,3.4321480144404326,89.43145445709526,78.09747292418774,6.716412107747849,20.401138572618716,7.748469712250963,0.6783447375728962,1082,27,227,17,26,349,147,277,0.11,0.779,0.111,-0.1318,0,6,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,17,7,2,19,13,1,0,6,1,31,1,0,3,4,36,55,16,0,10,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,4,0,1,5,0,1,7,14,5,0,4,7,2,39,8,32,42,4,36,0,4,1,0,30,15,1,9,12,155,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670565808524207,0.0,0.0979459691907725,0.10130516088171776,0.0,0.0,0.08138856635923594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839338833737517,0.0,0.08049207604879399,0.08707464427103849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989090321287084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255546610370922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616307412748096,0.0,0.08424651934786258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171052637814702,0.0,0.08663362056885998,0.0,0.0,0.1292096276507073,0.0,0.08241198982077214,0.09346487460533692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766301051234865,0.11117919392412612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762157439455838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066904088682351,0.0,0.19430150969326265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694102482997197,0.0,0.0,0.053755674638019994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627452165218104,0.10002080630608427,0.0690884817337877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312352346381654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857287931043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396014137519688,0.0,0.0,0.075439707299585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26512350609306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33905740308196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080731356827384,0.0,0.0,0.06266175475307936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798472156501493,0.07794459851382309,0.0,0.10204068580594176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287695796348712,0.07530151729585381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425604671615543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802458972877195,0.19220229498368466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867426224182684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307714589648347,0.07763970680623984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906739815756592,0.08826135996080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948381749637993,0.0,0.0,0.0629886086468137 lonely,pangulin,2020/01/20,"(M/16) Finally left my home even if it was only for ~30 minutes After spending my weekend inside I decided at the very least I sould get put of the house at least once. My little sister wanted me to drop her off to meet up with her friends at a MLK celebration my city was holding. I decided we should walk because I don't like driving and walking seems to chill me out. As we walked there she told me of how my parents are suspicious of her and my older sister of wrongdoings but never think I do it (They haven't done any wrongdoing to my knowledge). She said even though I've been the only one to do any sort if drug, but they don't know anything about that. She came to the conclusion that it's likely because I never go out with anyone because I don't have any friends. We walked over to where her friends said they were going to meet and I left so then I became alone again in a very social event. I didn't just want to go home so I stayed and walked through the celebration seeing everyone with at least another person. As I walked through I noticed many kids from my school were there but none I'd ever talk to and felt slight embarrassment from being seen alone. Some of them noticed me, they didn't say anything or give me a dirty look but their passing gazing made me anxious to be there much longer. I walked through the small celebration and quickly decided to leave. The food they were selling seemed good but I wouldn't feel comfortable being there much longer then I already was. On the walk back home I didn't do much but look around and even if I had nobody to share the moment with the scenery of the area was relaxing and quite a change of scene from what I would've been doing had I not gone. Besides feeling a little anxious I do feel that going out was the right thing for my mind but the only problem I would have is lacking the confidence to stay and enjoy the events going on. ( Thanks to anybody who has made it to the end, this is my first time posting here and even though I don't feel content I do feel a little better, but I would love to know what anyone else thinks)",4.979269791118135,5.519042459715641,5.073802001053185,86.52400649464631,68.71563981042654,7.863226259434791,27.951904511146218,7.662118739084242,1.4503830788134109,1666,52,344,17,27,521,201,422,0.08,0.82,0.1,0.9475,1,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,7,4,22,15,0,1,22,0,40,3,0,3,3,71,74,31,0,11,14,3,6,2,3,4,1,3,3,2,12,22,1,1,17,2,2,18,13,2,0,2,25,13,58,13,54,42,9,63,0,0,4,1,37,23,0,8,20,244,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227578536171516,0.08645150058229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982417811757965,0.08214761529304272,0.0,0.17700659255606782,0.0,0.10955602566936212,0.08026985290068066,0.12893632212344866,0.0697403081994649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023957377727863,0.0,0.14326826862914496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928645576936647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896015021668381,0.0,0.0,0.08287463864769289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801702826055472,0.0,0.0,0.09085096056936896,0.0,0.06544404907374211,0.0,0.06938708104395153,0.0,0.0,0.20697458669252528,0.07086413191683752,0.0,0.07485840700664853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805841080417755,0.0,0.07521987086916289,0.08581899333709304,0.0,0.06663701422492099,0.09473053197991056,0.0,0.18157873081269332,0.0,0.0409300617215113,0.0751520508658779,0.2226156453048969,0.06570891080125855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357479379082841,0.0,0.0,0.09039526656149956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861085875942554,0.0,0.0,0.08295205597811202,0.1702359614746989,0.0,0.0,0.07654714022279901,0.2355554944850731,0.0,0.0,0.13157381282695071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070602297309783,0.1482567409915687,0.0,0.0794257158544088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910231448293586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276946471273494,0.0,0.12084317958679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838402992238656,0.0,0.08343085818638464,0.05308604812756862,0.17874611756788825,0.0,0.0,0.08698867008699797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840454438774977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502924733612093,0.0,0.0,0.07496198140400702,0.0,0.0787545788792265,0.0,0.08332554632881642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690298639434407,0.14904090834564834,0.0623000942294645,0.0,0.07928551196689666,0.06242782119117516,0.1426378355805997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985902304400176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700266513889886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296771694783497,0.0,0.0721260834454754,0.0,0.0,0.0520464352868605,0.10039579984536648,0.1539397306876505,0.0,0.04568140396376743,0.0,0.0,0.07485840700664853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927944638953592,0.09241537996842966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695409625754812,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ultra_Pleb,2020/01/20,big fuckin oof I've been awake for 27 hours... Pretty sure I saw this girl I was finally getting comfortable talking to hug and kiss another guy last night. Now I'm just thinking about all of the little pullbacks she had. Was she with him the whole time? Have I been a fool to not realize it? Why did she let me ask her out and try to get close without telling me? There is a tornado going through my head and I cant make it stop. Time to go back to work already....alone....like I've been for my whole life.,0.3603459119496861,2.5385769528301907,1.7700943396226414,98.10501572327044,86.07547169811322,5.420125786163523,21.097484276729556,6.816661863887847,0.2672163522012583,391,13,92,5,12,125,80,106,0.027000000000000003,0.813,0.16,0.9221,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,11,5,1,1,2,15,20,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,1,13,4,13,11,3,15,0,0,1,3,10,4,1,0,9,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100154591734068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792023722230168,0.0,0.0,0.14739621365077138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998479710325305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002981011966809,0.0,0.2178813770408272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980122346462905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967271550805481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877403389530414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625127653011278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960139324771129,0.13539487926212734,0.0,0.1921217001529248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279532057767058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798861707783658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501557447487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025972278273254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806636394073463,0.0,0.0,0.1540715260479665,0.16754373126034816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282590858261735,0.0,0.0,0.22354958895975244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014354617553536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296857414599495,0.4280255369015722,0.0,0.1847803588089096,0.0,0.139551122230029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Erramayhem89,2020/01/20,These days you can't even get a job or move up at a job unless you know people LOL everything is about connections these days. It truly is brutal being alone in this world. You have to have at least one good connection to even have a chance at anything in life now days.,2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,77.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,18.272727272727273,7.554174236665415,0.2280181818181819,214,4,46,3,5,67,39,55,0.098,0.721,0.182,0.6408,2,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029737661535585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681943596425326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486252382434721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331996186750992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258751142861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130717767985026,0.0,0.0,0.21079986843009602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988034698348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381218978843792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751860214347984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711918560714515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030463333370108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423742635836234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,P-Pablo,2020/01/20,"Not even superglue can't fix my even broken heart I've always considered a lonely and depressed person with no friends and with difficult to make some mostly because of my asperger syndrome. At my 20 years i've met a girl also with asperger thanks to my mother and her father and became friends, time passes and i've fallen in love with her to finally at my 24 years we started dating for our first time. We got together until at my 26 years because we went so inmature with the relationship, I made mistakes (like some micro-machism behaviours) and she didn't want something serious. Since then i've made mistakes with my life: I've made wrong friends, I've took bad jobs that my bosses started to take advantage on me (like working more and paying less), i've got scammed on everything that I wanted to do and even started to visit hookers and wasting a lot of money, but I didn't turned the page with her, for me she's special and I cannot change her for anyone else so I tried to start it over, writing letters like before, buying plush toys or videogames, visit her family to stay updated with her situation and mine, but then this happends: Some days algo she called me to visit to her house, I went so nervous but with no hope after all, it's just to pass the time and start to chat face to face, maybe to try gain some confidence and maybe start beign friends again, and it was a good time after all..... until she told me that she got a new boyfriend. I've couldn't believe her, I keep my mind in blank trying to process everything, i've screamed, punched myself, until i've realized that I was still in her house and i leaved, not before telling her that i was happy and after all we can still be friends. After all i've realized the following: Maybe she lied about it or it's true that she got a new boyfriend, but she told me that only to stop all this fantasy that I keep during 4 years since she break up with me. Right now i want to die, mostly i looked back and i've realized that at my 30 years i didn't everything that a young adult could do, like travel, work, being independent, being strong. This is only of a list of problem that I need to solve but one thing os for sure: i'm fucked up Thanks for passing by",10.318302709847984,6.363675894382022,9.49477858559154,73.61284864507603,60.84269662921349,12.717779246530073,39.434897554527424,10.056822442137396,3.6850541969596815,1763,59,357,25,17,561,204,445,0.11199999999999999,0.741,0.147,0.9716,1,2,1,0,0,1,46.0,5,0,0,6,14,32,1,1,12,0,17,6,3,6,7,79,53,33,1,10,10,2,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,20,31,0,3,3,4,3,12,10,12,0,2,19,2,57,20,58,29,15,65,0,2,1,2,47,13,1,10,42,223,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042792152748545,0.06287469576933187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283559689902621,0.07742350208657743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058103492126869424,0.06309217605859359,0.092125338835687,0.0,0.1285975583935875,0.08513393187461225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715854945959101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993592272061573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033112426160511,0.0,0.0,0.04873205941530176,0.0,0.06508253567512183,0.0,0.07842274670558212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312341790739699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972648602413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373419028289103,0.0,0.07123432812939079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277587125920914,0.0,0.06427408078435275,0.0,0.0,0.2918999835332416,0.06985702759566613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337888769800938,0.24173940665613294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043850841600086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954284145317773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505137917999116,0.0,0.1743797417419121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498488811563066,0.13432821661781472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001059485002224,0.0,0.0,0.05337257386994136,0.1476655919151724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345411760347193,0.0,0.0,0.06424119190877621,0.06819880340337353,0.214499385772748,0.05043907099316199,0.0,0.2277403901431626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629736431684375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602920892336207,0.0,0.14595895842995596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120362887743758,0.11493854713307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659789347277029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230384651169458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112667564393271,0.0,0.06453062164085313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250134393285052,0.08493628399923793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058172298674586675,0.0,0.0,0.3209044381734859,0.0805403942177642,0.1206898536746276,0.06317427911020188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121748985213086,0.0,0.056814176775593875,0.0,0.06604563054283735,0.13913701770568634,0.0,0.0,0.05020088047273588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762462068783257,0.0,0.0,0.14440788967804294,0.08395357581619403,0.1539075052868601,0.08219114168095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370752727061905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400958208453961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002192432160687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261657609704738,0.0,0.2433013494869415 lonely,keepinittrillman,2020/01/20,"I'm deeply sad . I am all alone a lot of the time. nobody checks on me, texts me, or anything. no friends. it's just super sad. I hate being so damn sad all the time. it's so aggravating. I want friends but people never stay around or they make excuses. I'm all alone in my head and in the physical world. I'm tired of it honestly. and once I beat this those same people who left me and deserted me can kiss my ass. I'm always the one who teaches out but since I haven't I hear from no one. fuck them all. thanks for listening to my Ted talk.",-0.7833333333333349,1.3120918632478649,1.4708034188034205,98.4103076923077,91.90598290598291,5.171282051282052,16.347008547008546,6.742157984588678,-0.32075452991453,416,10,102,6,15,139,75,117,0.253,0.606,0.142,-0.9221,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,4,12,3,0,5,0,4,5,2,1,5,19,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,0,2,15,6,10,14,6,11,0,3,0,3,10,7,3,3,3,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973669464669883,0.0,0.0,0.1596223026053747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786407225414167,0.1707740514280456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964228895706168,0.17734860521466536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893976019109089,0.19687831960959085,0.0,0.21621227839825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842956957283768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630914766126683,0.0,0.0,0.12805152461877325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795517756000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429828938893266,0.2599850716782082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659888277498864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868810813369089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447086097957493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418991412542535,0.0,0.17661613207088797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372136376287485,0.2204864094442112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314940569471185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,semicuteasianguy92,2020/01/20,"27 [m4f] NJ Semi attractive Asian guy for friends and more? Worth the read Worth the Read if you are looking for a gem?) Hey there. To be honest, after being on reddit for a month or so, I am starting to figure out more of what I want. I started off with looking for an online/irl sexy connection. That was semi successful but because of my outgoing personality chatty personality, I was a little bit too much for the NSA group. I then moved on to seeking a friendly friendship but that was an absolute disaster because I was apparently always too flirty. Honestly, the more I try the write this, the more I laugh about how much of a potential unicorn or anything other mystical creature I am seeking. Now that I kinda sort know what I am looking for in my mystical online and potentially IRL friend, ill go into detail later. I dont want to scare anyone away. Please do not feel like you have to meet all the checkboxes, I am flexible so please drop a message. I promise I wont bite ;) Heres a little bit about me first. I go by Leo. I am 27 years old (by old, I mean I feel like I'm ancientttt) living in the great densely populated State of NJ. I am an Asian male of Korean and Chinese descent (La Kalbi and Chinese Noodle Soup are yumm). I am 5'10, a little darker for an Asian, full head of black hair, dimples, with definitely a dad bod that I am not 100% happy with but working on loving and accepting it but also need to work on it for future healthy wellbeing. I consider myself to be somewhat attractive (could use more time at the gym but currently 2020 new years resolution folks are hogging up the Planet Fitness). Probably a 7 out of 10 for looks and definitely easy on the eyes. I am by no means like KPOP material so if you are into that, that is not me lol. I am extremely sweet, caring, considerate and fun. Personality wise, I think I am an extrovert that lovesss people but I do have my moments where I just want to be left alone to have some me time. I love giving attention and getting attention in return if we click. I work a standard whitecollar 8-4 job as a mid level project manager (not IT) for a consulting firm so no bum homebody here. I usually have lots of time to chat online unless I get slammed with meetings and projects. I have a wide variety of interests/hobbies ranging from sneaker reselling to collect credit card points, to learning how to cook, play bass guitar and do some renovation work around my 50+ year old house (just finished a half bathroom gut and reno last month on my own, yay). I also binge watch alot of subbed anime and play COD every so often. I bounce around a lot in terms of learning hobbies because I’m always interested in something new. Oh. Did I mention I loveeee food? Big foodie and probably explains the dad body. I am also quite flirty. I am seeking a lady friend online. I am open to potentially meeting IRL if you are local to NJ / tristate area and we hit it off. Coffee? Food? Please feed me food lol. Is there a middle ground between like friends and flirting? If so, thats definitely what I am seeking. I would like to be able to chat with you throughout my day (in the EST time zone). Work stresses, life stresses, things that go well, friends, family, anime, cars, music, food or any other fun topics of discussion are always welcome. I would love someone that gets me all giddy and excited to be able to await for your messsages while I am sitting in my office :) I want to be able to text you to tell you good morning, and text you goodnight and sweet dreams. I dont expect a model, but please be easy on the eyes. I dont have a preference of lady, relationship status or age (as long are you are 18+ and wont take me to jail). Vanilla, chocolate, green tea flavor, whatever :) Please have a cool personality and be open to chatting. Okay. So theres that. I like to use Kik and discord as my main forms of communication and am open to using anything you are comfy using, just pleaseeee not reddit chat. Its not the friendliest to me. I really hope to chat with you soon.",3.5700088079859067,5.413948561068708,4.904371501272267,81.43840692894894,73.5674300254453,7.534124094734782,28.25006850655705,8.287632752037746,2.0635641260520656,3163,127,597,53,65,1051,372,786,0.073,0.679,0.249,0.9994,3,1,1,0,0,0,114.0,2,12,0,8,31,47,0,3,42,5,60,18,6,6,2,109,98,56,0,16,26,2,3,6,6,4,2,1,0,6,23,39,7,0,15,13,3,5,13,3,1,2,5,18,80,44,96,78,22,86,0,0,10,3,51,44,0,19,40,396,103,16,0.17382812131715786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001116995536825,0.0,0.1390102858149607,0.1446389220163407,0.0,0.0,0.039403027771979286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405148880433635,0.0,0.095363821818802,0.10316258778274236,0.0,0.0,0.054439080683104886,0.0,0.0,0.10596400934064902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651685825975373,0.06436128534617147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590764515732771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046262536782928486,0.0,0.0,0.037368252602628924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372526357941464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881922978503418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462322749039821,0.0,0.058595147392403374,0.08278856306765234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049286037064079184,0.2802582057174903,0.0,0.26859835066067506,0.0,0.09081801889708747,0.05558392445248567,0.09879052721516857,0.048599593647158816,0.0,0.06388203913978105,0.0,0.057372389774096186,0.0,0.06168108915429878,0.0,0.0,0.0594659339618727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755018213929568,0.0,0.0668581044632281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749919609604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03184379649260172,0.04723103980125989,0.0,0.0,0.06295492080843687,0.0,0.040926647598196746,0.16984727935600769,0.17422144384579946,0.05116447193395487,0.05127747243790328,0.19462912290047155,0.0,0.0,0.09852163506093624,0.15688666619170685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623318904956124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249863201222827,0.061583927791549885,0.0851891133920631,0.042963783129514994,0.0,0.11192285517313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240337228498085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017017743989355,0.20237334756125666,0.0,0.3180184626684971,0.05477458695296336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494407672719095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061629201315728084,0.11591677445031992,0.0,0.037119581879735,0.0,0.0,0.06220878297874925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801075799980671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909466769948437,0.0446071267545275,0.0,0.0,0.08202429263780979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327463504432586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356570468462849,0.0,0.050644479938594604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849455994446525,0.03712734708937563,0.0,0.0,0.13514743390500908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933929466559717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001755804068452,0.06381570579294958,0.0,0.13670443957891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209745232742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109149043363731,0.0,0.0,0.08232167334084077,0.0,0.0,0.1119396109494245 lonely,lil-bassist,2020/01/20,I have no friends 😢 I’m going through a rough time and I have no real friends to talk with,-2.880714285714284,-1.5569801428571424,-0.6186904761904746,108.84910714285715,112.33333333333334,2.1,19.535714285714285,3.1291,-1.1029142857142855,71,3,19,0,4,23,16,21,0.195,0.531,0.27399999999999997,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6915711969439701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436002486564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094239928081363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597337021539463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609772334780677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Megcrust,2020/01/20,"I feel so lonely and stuck in a life I don’t love. All last year I was on and off all kinds of antidepressants and now that I’m on one that’s working well, I feel like I woke up to the wreckage that is my life now. I feel like I was so absent in my life for a whole year that now it’s not a life I love. My marriage has suffered a great deal, my relationship with my daughter has too. All the way down to my wardrobe not feeling like my clothes. I feel so alone in this mess too because no one around me knows or understands what I’m feeling. I don’t know where to start in fixing my life. I don’t know who I am or what I want anymore. Thanks for “listening” strangers.",1.9171855541718583,2.831406534246579,3.1644458281444585,96.01523661270235,76.12328767123287,6.404981320049814,24.231631382316323,6.574015621080383,0.3840630136986305,518,16,130,4,11,168,77,146,0.122,0.7020000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8746,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,6,0,9,7,0,0,3,23,29,8,0,1,4,1,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,4,7,22,9,17,25,4,19,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,2,10,87,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323318703661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371526995413375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311296581999863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430409861101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257734127697372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41956037744986696,0.2963965645190916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247208256719072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401424266900492,0.2280119748893208,0.11272988616650867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884135882181515,0.2026936581119182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496354952908516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742621010379484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847839584434427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978867838910254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732458853718276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439712534295415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157069999428798,0.10977311076412304,0.0,0.0,0.12434492010227804,0.0,0.0,0.15440280272517964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068130304438128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811647669202604 lonely,nova3uk,2020/01/20,"Feeling lonely for so long that I don't even think people want to be around me. Anyone else get that feeling that everyone you talk to doesn't actually want to have anything to do with you. Idk if it's low self esteem, or if I'm so out of the loop, that I don't feel I belong with people. Man, growing up has been a real sucky experience so far.",5.005135135135134,4.0533939729729775,6.454729729729731,81.73587837837839,68.72972972972974,9.021621621621623,27.959459459459467,8.07648339933343,1.5782000000000005,270,7,60,3,4,93,53,74,0.12300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,11,14,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,1,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2361499682177133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920692308419286,0.2479501194527775,0.19913937373142854,0.2154248092384907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021538497820044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598338966610518,0.0,0.0,0.23123439608527985,0.0,0.2367152962449845,0.0,0.0,0.36707634193589017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643119834311078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415592523581867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33553453817152196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544067257579524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245116369222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945045664678423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505915150371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854671296183682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WardenAC,2020/01/20,I'm so lonely and pathetic About 5 and a half years ago my first girlfriend cheated on me with one of my friends. This sent me into a downward spiral that continues to this day. I have now been diagnosed with several different non-mental illnesses on top of the depression and anxiety. Because of all these I'm living back at my parents house and can almost never leave except for doctor appointments. My parents are hoarders so I spend almost all of my time in my room because it's the only place that's clean in the house. I haven't seen a friend in person (apart from my parents) in almost a year. The loneliness has really been hitting me hard the past 2 weeks or so. I've been spending a lot of time holding a pillow and listening to girlfriend asmr videos on youtube. Suicide is on my mind daily.,5.649999999999999,6.320926515923567,6.316439490445857,77.7402643312102,67.28025477707007,9.33732484076433,32.89745222929936,9.3871,3.04347949044586,641,27,116,12,10,210,100,157,0.18899999999999997,0.765,0.046,-0.9692,4,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,11,0,9,3,0,0,3,19,15,9,1,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,3,1,3,1,6,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,3,5,3,14,2,23,9,3,29,0,2,1,0,10,15,0,5,13,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232565886325078,0.0,0.4177058210281028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637041281353933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691839771032466,0.0,0.16952326368482434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967367569631714,0.0,0.11976079541166106,0.14112956367940618,0.0,0.1452742996537194,0.0,0.1423202802126995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827312748710042,0.0,0.0,0.2148544081508781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245586111562077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208826508994547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723047252539118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278086193026877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821260744346072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039761886369356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724145545427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422170262289713,0.10575134854018714,0.0,0.0,0.4631850115195506,0.0,0.13273589334343774,0.0,0.12141029266049685,0.1452742996537194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907693337611591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708329320382206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520946186963115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215860142112498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153494677020057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908314626668612 lonely,thatsadplastic,2020/01/20,"I feel extremely lonely because I don’t match with any of my friends. My whole life I excepted being a teenager to be all about fun, going to clubs, having friends, enjoying life in general. I’m in constant fear of waking up one day, being an adult and realizing that all the things I wished for never happened. It honestly hurts to write down. I feel so lonely, my friends are not the type of people that I feel like I match with in terms of wants. I feel as if I’m the only one who wants to actually have fun and experience life. I constantly feel left out and most of my friends are fake. The thing is, I can’t drop anyone off because I’m so scared of being alone again, I feel like it’s so immoral of me to pretend to match their wants, when deep inside I’m filled with constant anger and sadness. I have friends that remember me whenever they don’t have anyone else. I also have friends that find constant excuses to not meet, when at the same time they manage to meet others. I know, I know these are bad people for me, but I feel so helpless. I’m so unsatisfied with life. I feel so vulnerable and miserable. I can’t find my life, I’m afraid that I’ll finish high school with regrets. I can’t find new friends because my school is really small (only 20 people in my whole entire year). I’m also gay and it’s really hard to make friends in my country as everyone’s overly homophobic. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if anyone else is going through this, feeling like they’re wasting their teenage life by doing none of the things they once aimed for. I just can’t help myself.",3.555884932920538,4.792009411764706,4.673610681114552,85.52587525799794,72.52941176470588,7.736274509803923,26.771026831785345,8.212053250817874,1.6079268317853457,1252,43,260,19,24,411,148,323,0.158,0.7240000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9148,0,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,0,13,28,1,4,8,0,25,8,1,1,3,50,53,21,0,7,7,0,10,3,8,0,6,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,18,2,0,3,12,13,0,2,0,10,39,15,43,49,8,33,0,7,0,1,20,15,0,3,17,164,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.07289396501604423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736406146212556,0.0,0.11947109517172183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507968477303875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669064397756466,0.15307279073145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236927549343864,0.13660467105540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32288575546881765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817369488433726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480031875577255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137664301189682,0.0,0.07306846853918045,0.0,0.08405543187854758,0.33992361162577384,0.1600916834221953,0.0,0.0,0.20481642975678024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616887006111807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849045983165495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605473466977574,0.0,0.06691426979503633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050068146135580825,0.07892198855487798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996519702547905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420712549835442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115903033367668,0.0,0.31656623417745033,0.10948024650282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049861147782953086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761130135338565,0.07214329143283164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955037809469914,0.1012338909583612,0.11362159872724847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553574815513032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957062365598934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461768317774795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478520833203774,0.15119567487387334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887705923993658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355670115601696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217552674269886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679413712831312,0.08589841530425749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048102727919810184 lonely,ashdash100,2020/01/20,"DMing people can be difficult and awkward to make friends As many of you guys probably have, I came on to reddit looking for friends. I went through all the hoops of having to DM people based off their posts or making posts myself only to end up with scarce replies or a ton of replies for one reason only. It’s a hassle, and a lot of people aren’t willing to make the effort, or if you’re like me, you won’t know where to begin the conversation, how to carry it on. Not to mention that the whole concept is like being thrown into the same room as someone random you’ve never seen before, one on one, expecting you’ll bond over something with them. I’ve found that chat rooms can do wonders with ease of conversation and to become a part of that conversation. I’ve joined r/lonely’s chat and enjoyed it. It’s great for finding other people in the same boat as you. I’m not as active in that community anymore so if you guys are looking for a friend, I’ll link the chat below that I’m most active in. I think it’ll be a much easier way to get to know one another in addition to a few other people",5.352042205582031,5.0800633805309765,6.331592920353984,80.6320932607216,67.84955752212389,8.723757658270932,28.88904016337645,8.139509932561175,1.8334776038121168,868,26,176,10,13,290,123,226,0.039,0.84,0.121,0.9611,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,2,1,3,9,0,1,14,0,15,0,0,5,2,37,32,15,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,12,10,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,2,0,4,4,3,12,7,42,21,10,23,0,0,3,0,19,15,0,9,5,122,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987213148658666,0.0,0.0,0.12283027847655488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678744775821905,0.105390967241681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165643189149055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969823141748238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320067257818975,0.0,0.0,0.13579995056850486,0.2870687934050211,0.0,0.06470880911987252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654990695960506,0.0,0.2452706454332473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613427206952072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101800185524672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801299537054835,0.0,0.0,0.10529657695836912,0.0,0.0,0.24802130982012005,0.12556891610380888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104723067937848,0.0,0.09552414426497643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357077718169993,0.18839369591503094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412223950372734,0.0,0.4293252114233537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372365464442542,0.0,0.13353598509058298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734294526011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494142636725316,0.0953491637099754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793608948458589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830985324740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481426435970185,0.0,0.13827900813996208,0.0,0.0,0.13431480734305332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeftChoux,2020/01/20,"Researchers are working on a pill for loneliness, as studies suggest the condition is worse than obesity [Researchers are working on a pill for loneliness, as studies suggest the condition is worse than obesity](https://nationalpost.com/health/all-the-lonely-people) Do you relaly think loneliness can be cured? Would you use that pill if it's avalible?",10.213392857142855,12.850039267857149,8.623571428571429,58.17142857142858,58.10714285714286,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.775264285714287,293,16,37,8,4,89,36,56,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.932,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,1,0,4,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,25,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440395041107168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438773883411287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073907060719311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795416196785985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712622297102546,0.0,0.6596821653251661,0.2299214904593248,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mysterioushade,2020/01/20,When? When is one considered lonely?,2.8350000000000013,2.7560491666666707,3.2799999999999976,76.89000000000003,140.66666666666666,7.866666666666667,19.666666666666668,7.1686216300943375,2.833266666666668,29,1,4,1,2,9,5,6,0.364,0.636,0.0,-0.4329,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mikestan19,2020/01/20,"I have absolutely no one! I'm 21 have no friends no relationship with my family and have never had a girlfriend! I've never felt so lonely, worthless and depressed in my life! I honestly have no one to talk to or turn to. I've never had sex never mind had a girlfriend! Im getting to the point where i feel like the best option for me is to just end it all!",0.08288011695906405,2.2806816447368408,2.7638596491228107,90.28757309941521,87.81578947368422,5.4830409356725145,20.28654970760234,6.937597516519254,0.4666479532163752,279,9,61,4,9,97,48,76,0.233,0.625,0.14300000000000002,-0.7941,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,5,14,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,2,6,4,8,9,2,8,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,6,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320673590802092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498374927308954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799418641575722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152372727535066,0.0,0.10272517337806822,0.1451394846384206,0.1950680671711135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696301012722985,0.0,0.1061441336837334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945059577519804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349983428330507,0.09925504071065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513642760418105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267664435055743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753366280037796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205443426138447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181207250605577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329449515483638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209826949607828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,duckyboardmanpaints,2020/01/20,"I don’t know what it was about last night... I don’t know what it was about last night but I felt really lonely. Maybe it was because I dropped my son off at his mom’s and she had a whole bunch of people over. Maybe it was me returning home to an empty house. Maybe it was because it was Sunday and on Sundays my girlfriend and I would watch her shows together. Now I have no one to watch TV with. No one to talk to. I really miss sharing a bed with someone. Holding someone’s hand. Hopefully this feeling will pass but I don’t know.",-0.24443452380952024,2.0235617589285724,1.5452142857142874,97.28311904761904,92.125,4.772380952380952,19.073809523809523,6.42735559955562,-0.0017519047619041215,415,13,94,5,15,135,67,112,0.12,0.762,0.11900000000000001,0.2236,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,0,0,15,20,5,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,2,0,2,8,5,14,2,13,10,2,14,0,2,2,0,8,4,0,1,8,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735772353215495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599728659468704,0.0,0.1633029560947661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060356839587418,0.1689272824544883,0.0,0.19624886450741025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041367400934564,0.2772749244064948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126030411745716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991950109823021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192161082583713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050049106571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791168434899517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179145177199692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882155534245382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670342952337472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898876460787836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081957039610268,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,copaceticanesthetic,2020/01/20,"Seeing friends hang out without me makes me want to commit suicide even faster I’m so tired of being alone even though I have friends. It probably means I have to find better and different ones, but thats hard. I have no one to confide in anymore because I have no close friends, so I’ve told none of my friends about being raped this year-only the internet.",6.417676056338028,6.2173405915492985,5.957852112676058,83.96241197183102,65.61971830985915,8.790140845070423,34.651408450704224,8.07648339933343,2.4773070422535213,286,12,57,3,4,88,52,71,0.23399999999999999,0.568,0.198,-0.6274,1,1,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,10,12,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,2,7,5,9,9,1,5,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937023498542487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547936228787168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400920653342017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540914302997525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540217989209874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470575860291761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093821507836496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779827514182535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675384028852355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484118994600958,0.0,0.0,0.2037259510744493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253467077515356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164547100503136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490353675880516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045758961768013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837519227139295,0.0,0.0,0.21495867233042645,0.0,0.17871118985759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103126767968266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802862205157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043849891500788 lonely,samsiesss,2020/01/20,"26F - no friends, no social life. Lonely as hell :( Hey some stuff happened between me and my ex friends and I no longer speak to them. They were the only people I hung out with. It's been over a year and I'm litterally so lonely. The only people I hang out with are my boyfriend, family, and coworkers when I'm at work. I wish I had more of a social life. Anyways I don't know why I'm writing this, I just wanted to write it down somewhere because I'm lonely and feeling depressed. Thanks for reading.",0.5019004524886911,2.9100513921568663,2.277843137254901,92.70644796380093,89.0,4.314932126696832,21.571644042232275,5.8734145424116955,0.22148476621417768,390,14,80,3,13,128,69,102,0.23199999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9199,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,17,15,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,2,12,3,13,12,2,8,1,4,0,0,11,5,1,1,2,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279297890820899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807536377520632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783900256260886,0.0,0.10611241817558176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242773707943856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558007297020604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533454219654897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964631535359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31921867051935016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098345896417543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991856478599133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42785529854204973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024152133578985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321252495306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378191117014715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189367608411056,0.0,0.24133068219685397,0.0,0.0,0.15278187033833188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514410135855062 lonely,sunshineblindness,2020/01/20,"Honestly having a girl be happy to see you and just jump all over you out of excitement looks like the most amazing thing ever. You know this vids of soldiers returning (not the ones where a dog is freaking out) but instead a girlfriend? Yeah well that looks amazing.",3.634599999999999,6.288633260000001,3.649999999999999,86.705,76.4,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.8074000000000003,213,9,38,3,5,65,41,50,0.031,0.616,0.354,0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,7,6,6,2,7,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268979336913221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847063617489476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861048598375675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655689339551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069531422680049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244887208399105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879810307448019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400914495254159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249329999853642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BananaGains,2020/01/20,"What should I do on the weekends? I realized today that I might spend too much time at home on the weekends that it makes me a little depressed. I spend my weekdays out at school. But those two days I spend at home. Also, how should I make friends where I live, I travel quite far to go to school and my friends don’t live nearby.",3.1710294117647067,4.24603875,3.4228235294117653,94.74570588235296,73.26470588235293,6.028235294117647,23.894117647058824,5.6839178017228535,0.229508235294118,257,7,58,1,5,79,45,68,0.047,0.857,0.09699999999999999,0.4927,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,2,8,5,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,5,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487745006124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296531619035226,0.0,0.17757755445474166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185793834460361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171735610926262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136191082036428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066407333736436,0.36411122889551983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752457870002324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871826706056155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156177515983918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929166254159171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173186375777586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022184628610415,0.0,0.195429054208348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140225565081624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nitroidz,2020/01/20,"My dilemma I hate seeing lonely people and I wish I can be physically there to be friends with them because I know how it feels, it you are really lonely send me a message",2.705047619047616,4.510564457142864,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,75.85714285714286,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.6050952380952377,136,5,26,2,3,47,29,35,0.259,0.597,0.14400000000000002,-0.5574,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635646276781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861585318904536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340427788989381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268692026500387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761553810549824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974624195300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698297295215824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445375366041778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971964063797037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Otaku_Logic,2020/01/20,I just want some friends... I’m really lonley and I struggle to talk to people well. I just want some online friends to talk with and mayb that could help me get over some of my social anxiety. I really want to build up the courage to ask a girl out or something but I just dont even know how to talk to people. If anyone wants to be friends my interests are pretty nerdy as I like anime and video games and marvel movies and stuff. If you wanna try and be friends pls dm and thank you,1.9019031903190324,3.6849173861386175,2.9233003300330047,94.09196919691972,78.10891089108911,6.073047304730473,20.133113311331133,6.937597516519254,0.17145456545654536,380,9,85,4,9,121,65,101,0.038,0.637,0.325,0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,27,14,13,0,8,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,15,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,6,1,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353125821711132,0.0,0.0,0.11291011377620015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096139103059958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289281186250675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925259166636968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665558553010944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990341706936097,0.0,0.08436629382285338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823620223696226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874482588221734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788906521479998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622277080332977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389889367553029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428254844038054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689560878855184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460785836038316,0.0,0.12431469023664488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881327406860067,0.1848552183463872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893729463825855,0.0,0.14866848698287122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963387660886363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809788098154516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451893255497397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelywolf538,2020/01/20,i am so lonely hi guys I am so lonley and jobless feeling low . does any one help me,-3.189736842105262,-2.223891157894734,0.5467105263157919,99.60322368421056,118.47368421052632,1.9,15.276315789473689,3.1291,-1.2971157894736842,64,2,15,0,4,23,16,19,0.221,0.588,0.19,-0.1761,1,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37028546625451225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765043629385191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532061239057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391504993112279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649735695158495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689740622610606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SynisterSilence,2020/01/20,"I've gotten so used to people not caring about me that I've forgotten how to talk about myself and my life Making it that much harder to make a connection with people. I woke up crying and wanted to share a thought to see if anyone can relate",9.3448,5.8295266800000025,9.5,71.48,62.2,11.6,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.4374,194,3,37,2,2,65,38,50,0.15,0.807,0.043,-0.6628,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,9,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215947134622073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31488154248962696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392447074567547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814184131666706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123043362144129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270319113102459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282196068823244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610438402756815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823277342345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451833560697022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673739641031424,0.0,0.0,0.18216101193212175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DuckyCharms404,2020/01/20,"Why? I never thought in my life my own dreams would bully me, but here I am waking up AGAIN from a ""dream"". My problem is I can hear people talk, I can feel contact, I can read in my dreams and I can see faces which I guess is a rare thing. So when I dream it feels like reality. That being said, my brain likes to fk with my emotions and make realistic scenarios that I should know deep down aren't real but I myself want them to be real. Happiness is only a taunting emotion that doesn't truly exist in my reality. Nobody wants to talk to me. No friends. No happiness. The harsh reality is I'm a loner, and my mind tries to create scenarios that I should know would never happen to me, but dream me is too caught up in the moment of false happiness to realize it. I'm a loner and I just need to accept that!",2.148392857142859,3.678033244047622,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,76.67857142857143,7.180952380952381,22.119047619047624,7.957251820313856,0.9874119047619048,627,17,134,10,14,216,94,168,0.124,0.6459999999999999,0.23,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,18,4,3,1,2,31,35,9,0,8,4,0,2,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,5,26,7,18,26,1,14,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,7,96,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284002611860424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281699741071581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751329249723005,0.10421011007480856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269939812575258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069310315102944,0.0,0.12899304368134198,0.4658464540603964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440696383587652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033352505379728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303284157053856,0.14253018389454408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097369874334099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472878986324154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816133058133352,0.22500906707650734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109412967975641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112842783163446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957863041668875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591024867907695,0.33206575192255194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387565101222954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162401209060943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344908052703827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691006053133076,0.0,0.0,0.11580510061337072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903668032061816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720767237449488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162568476584374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724482519115964,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,juxtaposier,2020/01/20,"My experience with loneliness. I’m a junior in high school. I was someone you’d look at and say “he’s kinda weird sometimes but also pretty cool” and I grew acquainted with a decent number of people in my classes and my teachers knew me as one of the more social students, but I’ve never really felt right about it. I’ve always felt like an outsider to everyone. Now I honestly don’t really think this as a bad thing, and I can appreciate myself for my differences, but I’ve always had a difficult time connecting with people, except inside my tight friend group. Last year I got into a lot of very unfortunate situations, and I don’t think I made a lot of good choices and I ended up leaving the school at the end of the year with nothing. No friends, no teachers, no social environment, nothing. I spent my summer in near complete isolation in my own home wracked with anxiety every day, and it got really bad for a while. I struggled and fought and cried about it. But when I came out of it, it brought me to a realization about my loneliness. I realized that my life wasn’t going to wait for me to have my shit together, it wasn’t going to give me good friends, or just show me what to do, I had to take them for myself. I have to be the one who puts out the effort. But obviously, sometimes your hard work and effort isn’t going to be rewarded, and that’s just how it is. The only thing I can do, is continue to look forward, do the things that bring me happiness, and take the opportunities that I’m given by people, in hopes that I can form a new bond with someone. To those of you who are struggling. The light is actually at the end of the tunnel, but just because you can’t see it yet, doesn’t mean you aren’t getting anywhere. I appreciate you, and I hope we all make big strides this year!",5.207908086388748,5.384469494475142,6.4410848819688615,78.19054244098447,68.14364640883979,9.675740833751883,30.26670015067805,9.573946990214177,2.598907182320441,1415,50,284,28,22,479,177,362,0.139,0.706,0.155,0.8217,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,6,1,5,11,21,2,2,22,1,26,2,1,3,3,55,57,26,0,2,11,0,4,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,22,24,0,2,7,1,1,9,12,8,0,2,16,10,44,13,49,38,6,42,0,0,3,0,20,17,1,6,19,203,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.09110203226074244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465679473029632,0.15535941455956845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141711820224785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558967946614444,0.05690897797789176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067744441052308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978820360554727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254723077093357,0.06020692528532483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753719625310944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805723656588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865649355913086,0.08920570081353216,0.0,0.09132012474056392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927288501854216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163799442531472,0.0,0.04877467990848725,0.08955562418619781,0.15916917374196562,0.15660524107064006,0.1493307133916703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937924488256818,0.0836286785089776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863578618375204,0.09364372400900704,0.18544723260480456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609763599870878,0.0,0.09885057114284597,0.0,0.0,0.06594013480710892,0.04560904754652363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567911294304488,0.0,0.0,0.1587359404834606,0.0,0.08833574617282865,0.06231588435174885,0.0,0.0,0.10169210027632568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720019364198981,0.09016384912061462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791552842618944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652094309781572,0.07100147831503331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416397904983368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497665894337977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384860942301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941881708687196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972555156424331,0.0,0.07424047329774036,0.0,0.18896260132114606,0.07439268029208865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582863769615396,0.0,0.1049361050222626,0.0,0.19032946069214332,0.15820054641156844,0.0,0.18466302942608176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951920141066889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403842537055331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860648223865432,0.11963756700226875,0.0,0.0,0.054436660058395515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702851341025567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796431196275997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035469478779406 lonely,babyd0llmeow,2020/01/20,Ex bf used me for money and a place to stay then left me for another girl I gave him a place to stay when he was homeless so he could get a job and we would find our own place. Didn't clean or cook I did it all three meals a day. Used my computer to play games most of the time. Then left me for another girl. He knew I was already in debt from the hospital. The world feels so cold. This is why parenting is important. If I wasn't sexually abused most of my life or neglected I wouldn't seek out controlling boys. Theres a deep sense of loneliness I cannot fill with friends. I'm so paranoid about anyone cheating on me or using me again. Thanks for listening I appreciate it cx,0.594204545454545,2.804539377622376,2.418701923076924,93.64036057692309,85.2937062937063,6.931643356643357,20.825611888111887,8.07648339933343,0.9494898601398604,533,17,124,12,16,176,94,143,0.134,0.78,0.086,-0.7847,3,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,8,0,11,3,0,4,1,23,21,12,0,4,4,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,3,5,2,2,3,3,2,1,4,2,0,1,7,3,17,3,16,11,4,19,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,6,6,74,20,2,0.0,0.18109077378568306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866308183214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205327812048202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686949791627544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142340305822285,0.12203055017782895,0.0,0.0,0.09856935527940232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728065267580138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969327368547466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808404376157072,0.0,0.07985275331292596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167042324780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321228863303547,0.0,0.10795563042243367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971107595046314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790567781796166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258148671427233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071482198063975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891224134116001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960148628008386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791460627583374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857337046256983,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,silverlingy,2020/01/20,"that bitch is going to be dead! that bitch is going to be dead! [twitter.com](https://twitter.com) /star\_shine0303 I swear! !!!!! !!",7.060000000000002,9.29966277777778,2.8584444444444443,80.98100000000002,115.66666666666666,3.6622222222222223,14.711111111111107,5.6839178017228535,-0.3003022222222218,102,2,14,1,5,26,11,18,0.57,0.43,0.0,-0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,salmonellama,2020/01/20,"YOU'RE LOVED!! I don't know you personally, but just know if you're reading this, I acknowledge you and appreciate you, thank you for existing!! :)♡",2.0061111111111103,4.859705074074075,3.649907407407409,80.91708333333334,90.85185185185185,8.625925925925927,25.26851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.8576740740740743,115,5,22,4,4,38,21,27,0.0,0.65,0.35,0.8953,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106364241549121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192969800796783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056488779806301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647006145972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277181448201274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pal_litt,2020/01/20,"tired of having hope. hi guys and gals. I'm frickin tired of being lonely for a very long time (4.5yrs), I just can't handle it anymore. afaik I think it's my hope that I will find a friend someday is killing me the most. I've been looking for online friends for quite a long time. all of them turned out to be temporary and offensive. few claim that they want long term friendships but don't make time for me, their classic excuse - ""I'm sorry I don't have time"", damn, seriously? you think i have? nobody has time, you have to goddamn make it else let me know that I'm not a priority, instead of hi/hru, etc kind of cliche convos. i feel really sad when i make time for them and this is what i get in return, feels like they don't respect my time at all. my anxiety has increased a lot because of this. since I text new people often asking for friendship, I constantly check my phone all the damn time. its seriously troubling me a lot, i think I'm addicted to receiving a reply because i seldom get replies. is it common? i keep getting this feeling that this is how it gonna be for the rest of my life. so i decided to quit pursing for a friend and work on myself. I'm not sure if its goona work, but at least its worth a try.",2.628858267716538,3.976802712598424,3.85748818897638,90.02638976377955,75.02362204724409,6.812283464566928,24.511023622047247,7.365786028017652,0.9147785826771648,955,30,210,11,20,312,140,254,0.14300000000000002,0.718,0.139,-0.4926,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,5,4,6,18,4,0,12,0,20,4,0,4,4,36,46,10,1,4,6,0,3,1,3,2,4,0,0,1,17,5,0,1,9,0,2,2,6,9,0,0,1,4,31,9,24,39,12,24,0,2,1,0,16,5,2,7,18,129,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544188598858975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810098800876402,0.0,0.10502002679118708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899813506115686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291060070176302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443557426343927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846222481596179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810163862852685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063206275799674,0.07565187135872847,0.0,0.0,0.09678670287482137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454441425048429,0.0,0.16597831459020793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485333939631172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035654271789264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412491664349387,0.11715784363373807,0.11027402066448544,0.0581974781676845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828547368272684,0.07479722716560958,0.0517352641168188,0.0,0.0,0.2811429456967147,0.0889256729597817,0.0,0.0,0.18005738438994018,0.0,0.0,0.2120584999493106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227467572713084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341470810785265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526611102399235,0.0,0.0,0.06783946306594914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759797347411145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854150698551275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980539405153817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356096411054347,0.0,0.0,0.4939888267363274,0.2434229366402727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718961931239922,0.11518405520955552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873749990446631,0.06245999624815308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541865844194442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway2951623,2020/01/20,"Anyone else hating waking up from a great dream? I had a dream a couple weeks ago, about seeing a good friend I haven't seen in months. We had a hug that felt so good, I just can't shake it from my mind; just the strongest love you could feel for somebody. After getting pried away from that dream I've never felt as alone as I did waking up. I do have a good amount of friends, but nobody who could make me feel like how I felt in that dream. Probably doesn't help that I'm not really physical with anybody in my life. I really can't believe that that dream still hurts.",4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,5.02151260504202,89.33966386554623,69.0,8.14453781512605,23.72268907563025,7.447530270364453,0.7143747899159663,448,8,101,4,7,141,75,119,0.07400000000000001,0.647,0.27899999999999997,0.9463,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,6,12,1,1,7,0,11,5,2,2,1,17,23,5,0,2,4,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,7,12,9,16,14,1,13,0,1,2,2,7,6,0,0,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374389731188323,0.0,0.0,0.16058095389268756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084118068969054,0.15886300619510713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456708727997723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468381024261442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758331795974786,0.17155551121508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295210841646706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679188838932245,0.11076493291745357,0.4466055827958911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395763955008817,0.0,0.08100516462732213,0.0,0.0,0.3901358253369453,0.0,0.17093882337747024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307588036826258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392410266653483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598000898459198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951361414610128,0.07574767096233917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993511835015932,0.0,0.10349444589450188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565523172354461,0.0,0.1237562821499666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958107616745038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716587127875762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986529464690884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355163222874925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381998007891006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436859336310592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,derplordx20,2020/01/20,I finally found the subreddit that perfectly fits me. My entire life I have been alone and I never had real friends. I always lived alone and never saw people outside of my family and now i don't know how to make friends and i don't have any. I think i am the ultimate lonely person as i was lonely from birth,1.171897321428574,3.4718918593750026,3.4632142857142867,86.51750000000001,83.53125,6.7821428571428575,20.080357142857142,7.957251820313856,1.0804044642857142,245,7,49,5,7,84,44,64,0.21899999999999997,0.715,0.065,-0.785,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,3,13,13,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,12,3,4,8,0,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818663290655624,0.0,0.0,0.19356570463978992,0.0,0.0,0.15819548561270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193016244483063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548333578621721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506535015353426,0.35945669592895035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784664363994958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431252260012674,0.0,0.0,0.20541539423184824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552814562154904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588351719284605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127544218242862,0.2031223982189016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647823768412116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490590706963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontdownloadme,2020/01/20,any1 down 4 this message each other cursed images of cats n like ask each other if we’re ok sometimes but mostly just send occasional cat pic,1.4146428571428549,4.12182975,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,90.78571428571428,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.07638571428571472,115,3,21,1,4,37,26,28,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465320927241337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33787008771851673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839883455899187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Damndatboylive,2020/01/20,I hate it here I moved like 10 months ago & I’ve never been this bored & alone in my life. I like to believe I’m a pretty chill/fun guy but I’m really starting to question that.,0.00768292682926841,1.676994097560975,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,83.63414634146342,5.0756097560975615,17.567073170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.5316878048780485,142,3,35,1,4,48,32,41,0.145,0.708,0.147,0.0161,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629888140918005,0.0,0.0,0.2527192972591276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287663837723929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749141084101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160685480002614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090795313024504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235047455133018,0.23842053133412985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476531866439545,0.2593425018294471,0.0,0.0,0.1881944576984135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482444460884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733454509007641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631814300864375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727105271320412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostlovr,2020/01/20,"Anybody like games? So I don’t work for the company or anything, but this game has really helped me not feel so lonely. This is gonna sound dumb but it’s called Sky Children of Light and it’s just now for IOS but they are working on android versions. There are two subreddits on here if you want to find out more about the game. I hope it doesn’t get downvoted and that at least somebody out there likes it. Hope it helps.",1.002068965517239,3.3715802988505814,1.7731149425287356,97.84587931034487,85.09195402298852,5.319080459770115,20.19425287356321,6.742157984588678,0.14113425287356265,334,10,75,4,10,103,67,87,0.08900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.182,0.8013,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,8,6,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,12,9,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,5,4,10,11,3,7,0,1,0,0,9,6,1,4,3,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230277133580554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767433917338638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703668212497522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477088647444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159761846801747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633201785764592,0.0,0.0,0.5383712725043535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648149624066952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362339951464004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647487567589385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985558246140102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946139567825071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hiskotop,2020/01/20,"I notice casual touching more often now Brushing your fingers against someone else's when you hand them something. High fives. Handshakes. Someone taping you on the shoulder. I've been isolated from human interaction for so long that I forgot what it's like to be touched by someone else. So now everytime someone touches me, even for less than a second, it's like I can't even comprehend what's happening.",4.262702702702703,7.300985743243245,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,76.70270270270271,6.943243243243244,33.57432432432432,8.07648339933343,3.1417351351351352,331,18,51,6,8,104,56,74,0.032,0.8270000000000001,0.14,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,8,3,8,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35992016292986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845725777174025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049976075109387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760851304401836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049170681478704,0.0,0.0,0.19064449078360848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452629766283527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7301161682719929,0.16584481568851098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,muffplow900,2020/01/20,"23m feeling really down and alone tonight Just another night of being alone with nobody to talk to, would really love some female friends to maybe find out we have a thing for eachother",7.640285714285718,7.875851457142858,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,63.0,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.0398571428571435,151,5,27,3,2,46,31,35,0.109,0.6729999999999999,0.218,0.6773,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741421178843495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906435221888846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014866751739893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533341203818913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414572490317996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016243604346955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784608523932233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601111848642003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35513247569182144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227838139016733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414362017919866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689809378339712,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,go_fleming,2020/01/20,"How to find the root causes? ""To truly understand what makes being alone so painful, you must recognize that it comes from a deeper situation -- no matter how uncomfortable it may be to do so "" I am not able to narrow it down to one or two situations. What was it for you, trauma, loss and grief, a lack of self-esteem or insecurity that led you to struggle with the feeling of loneliness and how did you learn to get comfortable with it?",6.146428571428572,6.377441738095237,7.116761904761906,73.96157142857145,66.14285714285714,10.529523809523807,29.895238095238096,10.355215969177356,2.9059838095238093,342,11,66,8,5,115,60,84,0.282,0.633,0.084,-0.9618,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,5,7,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,7,1,23,13,9,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,2,1,5,1,14,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,54,14,1,0.24585498997329197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463162362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525607985764219,0.0,0.2117823043734363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431167004640133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247070067969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844908497054427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641101149024569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659770398305387,0.0,0.2616070433972228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564803735231044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527026193005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702101636139035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401646010766483,0.255943715104106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zedaxis,2020/01/20,"38M Geek and Strange I am a strange person, usually kind depends how you approach me. I am a geek, gamer, programmer, photographer, streamer and podcaster. I'm at an age where I have lost contact with many friends, some died in accidents, a few have commited suicide, some lost to cancer. I've had a hard life, if you are looking for someone who has had it easy, I am not the one. &#x200B; If you want to chat with me, go ahead. I can care less about your gender, however, I have a lot of life experience and prefer to talk to people my age. I, also, hate people who push hate level filled veganism and feminism on me. I am a equalist and most vegans are not health professionals. If you fit in those two camps, don't talk to me, I'll just block you.",3.6629818181818186,4.843284013333335,5.068181818181817,83.01409090909091,72.2,8.654545454545454,28.96969696969697,9.095868883498916,2.303933333333333,582,23,121,12,11,195,98,150,0.23,0.672,0.098,-0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,6,0,3,6,9,2,0,8,0,14,4,0,2,1,23,23,10,2,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,6,0,2,4,2,19,3,15,19,6,15,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,8,4,82,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350749384875609,0.0,0.18301076095726626,0.20524060160378613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221203486220668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529889196112608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522354430791544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049719839309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599379145587278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513075755020607,0.3335215639729589,0.0,0.17954033773856493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589074164163607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860814504851055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418394148832822,0.0,0.36876408196637306,0.14359876735953375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124527778627366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445581522796396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341978170140876,0.1474831555436774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311442885030162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475694123619305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715222409846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499768332895268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602729612390848,0.0,0.09962577764755083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524060160378613,0.0 lonely,Bryan1275630,2020/01/20,"I don’t know how to even make friends anymore All of the friends that I want to hang out with either make up excuses not to hang out with me or hang out with me when they aren’t with their other friends. I’ve never had any real friends it feels like because it feels like no one likes me. My parents always tell me to make new friends since I started college to talk to people, but they all are with their own cliques and the people who are not in theirs just do not want to talk to people and basically run back to their cars when class is done. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I wish I wasn’t so awkward.",9.03323076923077,4.861902015384615,8.165384615384614,82.82961538461541,63.46153846153846,11.015384615384617,37.53846153846154,6.742157984588678,2.424046153846154,482,15,113,2,5,150,71,130,0.03,0.805,0.165,0.9163,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,0,8,9,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,4,3,33,22,8,0,3,8,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,3,2,17,8,21,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,1,9,79,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889686593771336,0.0,0.0,0.09717086753486184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834192075711889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987445791015693,0.0,0.0871051058536954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622723551060496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437824293918563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445000962464597,0.20416290194250475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519866583004757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570584549337675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209428163477274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614281414091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102064474952044,0.1380051426135048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682672693160954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866368851599416,0.0,0.0,0.29718815113286284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264138743246745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182010183459508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113907642672748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297009534318163,0.12489314475941715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856177990459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431774623666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sug4rsw33t,2020/01/20,"Anyone else in this forum have no friends? I don’t mean the type of people who joke about not having them. I mean literally not having any, not one. I’ve learned to cope with the loneliness as it’s been this way for about 3 years but naturally I’m still sad at times and know that I’m missing out",2.4390476190476167,3.7837767142857146,3.7462222222222223,90.64600000000004,75.50793650793649,6.944761904761903,22.123809523809523,7.554174236665415,0.5855295238095239,235,6,54,3,5,77,51,63,0.166,0.777,0.057999999999999996,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,10,10,0,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022394149431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079461330177736,0.3047172514084729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843611934192056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297673400745023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344101294699606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479026547787197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015231632925224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617687632070267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750075554254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341394500302235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605902838664514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151321364081275 lonely,outofcontrol9,2020/01/20,"Suicide Note My name is Ella, also known as Xiody and Venus by friends, I cannot take this mental damage anymore, my father has been molesting and raping me for the past 3 months daily. I have cut myself, broken bones on purpose, hurt animals and all of the alike to ease this pain. I cannot take it anymore, I have no one to turn to, I have a AR-15 stolen from my frineds dad. I plan on killing my father and mother and the rest of my family and then killing random people. I've already killed 4. I will kill as many cops as it takes I have lost all control of myself, I am mentally out of control of myself, I live at 747 Highway 801 South, Morehead, Kentucky 40351. I am going to kill my family and then myself. I will not state my planned actions because I want to cause chaos as my family caused me. Goodbye.",4.203996674057649,4.909474067073173,5.046496674057651,85.43641906873617,70.52439024390246,7.427050997782705,27.713968957871394,7.348242739294969,1.4343243902439018,633,21,128,6,11,206,100,164,0.321,0.644,0.035,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,0,5,1,13,8,0,4,0,13,3,1,4,2,19,20,14,6,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,12,0,1,2,0,27,1,21,16,3,12,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778408853750065,0.09260225349833627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967761408697196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058834529499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379093804792849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597507774178029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274873176742212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946392855498313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580970171222228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396232637449753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405572065524737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225024800920213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264053324091503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173992659298369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339085508253696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092427496134144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846656481783043,0.0,0.12321541976123017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054066408002287,0.08027856929911796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266623498000462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26119320342731783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595311479968502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829965365882414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suckaduck27,2020/01/20,I dont wanna do this anymore Im sick of being sad and lonely and i just need someone supportive to help me cus im on the brink of suicide,-1.3865625,0.5290284687500026,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.4375,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.1338499999999998,109,4,25,1,4,40,25,32,0.341,0.534,0.125,-0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960010235744621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498034174504898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000574634195604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447954240737324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213109641080072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289179512851195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32647661669772565,0.33869905739226003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InLoveWithMySadness9,2020/01/20,"Why do I have to lie about being suicidal? Can't tell my doctor Can't tell my family I have no friends to tell No family to listen So I guess I'll tell you all",-0.8928378378378383,0.8649326216216231,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,87.64864864864866,6.943243243243244,14.655405405405405,8.07648339933343,0.20187027027027016,125,2,31,3,4,46,23,37,0.228,0.6920000000000001,0.079,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525722902095666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149363497052591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003026044732958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243865216007496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407275498989145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7694248986710132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985844630449757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babeyoulookso1975,2020/01/20,"16f, maybe voice call please??? i’m having the worst fucking night and i could use some comfort, i don’t know what to do with myself anymore.",0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,92.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,17.714285714285715,3.1291,-1.001028571428571,110,3,23,0,4,33,25,28,0.135,0.69,0.175,-0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35829888170407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36891365775540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884576742788669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340033185011355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985534757759985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362960600541778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390426735195945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39658381272748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203532267651474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rigbone187,2020/01/20,Somebody hit me up to talk Lonely af just want someone to talk to,3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.7493714285714286,52,2,11,0,1,17,11,14,0.158,0.759,0.08199999999999999,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434990009868725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8414234930034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087315039732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ratmoney23,2020/01/20,"Do you ever see, hear, or feel something that triggers that feeling? You know... that familiar sinking feeling, that is unexplainable and it pounces and swallows you whole, that feeling that makes you go outside and stand at the end of the driveway in the dark, under the streetlights while it’s snowing, there is no sound and you have no thoughts and no feelings, you want to feel and you want to speak, but you don’t know what to say... it feels inappropriate to speak, so you stand there in the silent, cold, snowy night... and you stand there alone, empty, under the streetlights in the snow.",12.331330275229357,8.251135871559638,9.65217889908257,74.39643348623855,57.25688073394495,12.00091743119266,43.76376146788991,8.07648339933343,3.6856036697247694,466,18,89,3,4,135,60,109,0.084,0.862,0.054000000000000006,-0.6652,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,2,1,24,21,11,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,10,7,1,0,10,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,11,20,1,14,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,4,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094187140459928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790896066377334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290190794554487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156704574969204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491519098146148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789463343991925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224818868829294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497038873372968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897514505431659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079793530990602,0.0,0.0,0.16112760145215668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566380607422414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052459299171135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385261607321275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257496119494877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rollin_60,2020/01/20,Anyone up? I feel like talking to another loner. If you're alone send me a chat message,-0.375,1.8074115000000008,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,100.66666666666666,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0032,69,3,13,1,3,24,18,18,0.22899999999999998,0.638,0.133,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987705873758903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049775509009009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367312205692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435008024674543,0.3440401200307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352751644724289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870749427930362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VioletVigor,2020/01/20,How old are you? Just curious to how old all of y’all are and also at what age would you say it’s too late to change.,-1.6240476190476194,-0.07134864285714038,1.114285714285714,103.69738095238097,89.0,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-1.1966095238095238,90,1,26,1,3,31,22,28,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313222584449515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613077522066454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852759619248794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.716784931153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716091119745311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426227139561145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dazednconfused_5,2020/01/20,Vacations Anyone here ever take a vacation alone? What was it like? I'm literally such a loner I really don't have much of a choice.,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,83.44444444444446,9.525925925925927,20.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.5153555555555562,105,3,20,4,3,39,24,27,0.185,0.715,0.099,-0.2869,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509350236349127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387377909634675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444855802238903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026569261350175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615251550077338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150558107379891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697678614553787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jayx468,2020/01/20,"Would it be weird to go to an amusement park by yourself? I am unsure of which sub to ask this on. Whenever I save enough money I wanna go to DisneyWorld. However since I don't have friends nor am I open to making any I'm probably gonna go by myself unless my sis insists on going with me. I know amusement parks are massive social spaces so I wonder if I'm gonna look weird or suspicious if I go by myself. I'm more concerned about looking suspicious then weird because trying to be normal never worked out for me anyway. o:",3.505833333333332,4.710303657407408,5.299074074074074,81.11583333333336,72.6111111111111,7.622222222222224,27.38888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.866644444444444,417,15,79,6,8,143,74,108,0.14800000000000002,0.775,0.077,-0.5653,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,24,7,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,4,18,19,2,12,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,4,2,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456399874072284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873677815104565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295888647739658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965547468342095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424140403360504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040802132674783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683027463513798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35703302346095844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419010672387414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395741996643606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828659186928705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920085551769645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585118154045187,0.0,0.0,0.21670200046219248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433017120939493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305376242279533,0.15476324378587986,0.0,0.0,0.15101314485333148,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,erikdasman,2020/01/20,"That new low mark really hurts... Still can't belive it, i was chatting with a guy and we got along very well... When I sent him a picture of me... he was very shocked. He called me ugly and sent puke smileys... That was enough to hurt me, but he got further, he just replied that if i would pay him some money, he would show pictures of him and continue chatting... Am I supposed to pay people to spend time with me? Omg... I'm struggeling with depression for a while and i really hate myself, but that really hit another low mark... Just wanted to get this ""said out loud"", this gets a little bit difficult if u're lonely...",1.1880444964871195,3.6004058606557368,2.4134894613583167,93.28016393442628,84.65573770491805,5.7807962529273995,20.18969555035129,7.1686216300943375,0.500307259953161,473,14,100,7,14,151,77,122,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9779,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,18,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,10,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,9,1,0,8,2,14,1,12,7,3,13,0,6,0,0,16,5,0,3,6,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193965113137281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194760027316144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888278313748355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932091204487414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113127989559767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932862938067834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958869253181549,0.0,0.0,0.18315687879361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262705670505186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960446340705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853961228816297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786524920776063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282401578432838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35550410847375097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595603077594854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477233282519004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786191000790273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052517392722794,0.10910456479629188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631705248745854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280552031289817,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,batbird77,2020/01/20,"I'm lonely and would just like to chat with someone. Idk if it matters, but I'm 20 male. But please hmu, I just want to feel a little less lonely rn.",0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,81.72727272727272,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-1.0242848484848484,114,2,28,0,3,38,26,33,0.175,0.621,0.203,0.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,4,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445698101592821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363080602903008,0.4847876470235635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309498721531649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098316701445007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852947754516673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436017642575992,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XxWa1kerxX,2020/01/20,"¡Dramatic Warning! Everyone ignores me. I'm not joking. Classmates and friends will squeeze together at other tables to avoid me. Every class I have I sit alone at a table that can fit at least 4 people. Like I don't smell. I swear to the divines I shower daily. My friends don't even try to talk to me. I gave up on trying to talk to them and be the one who 'takes the lead' I've done it for too long. Things just get awkward so I leave and then suddenly they're all happy and talking to their other friends again. Everyone hates me. I'm lonely. I have to fucking hug myself at night and force myself to beleive that the next day someone will talk to me. It's gotten to the point where I'm fucking hugging my pillow and talking to it about my problems. (Makes me sound like I'm insane but what else do I do?) I have no one. It's like millions upon trillions of tiny needles being stabbed I to my heart every second. Great and I'm crying. Yes, this is overly dramatic (the ex-theatre kid in me) and unnecessary but it's the truth. I have 2 more years of high school and this crap to deal with I don't know what to do. :(",0.5490980204342293,2.8306341939655177,2.307662835249044,93.82213920817371,86.3706896551724,4.643933588761176,21.092592592592595,6.037888025583468,0.14512975734355082,871,29,186,7,27,286,134,232,0.15,0.703,0.147,0.2066,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,7,22,4,2,8,1,17,6,2,2,2,22,31,13,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,2,1,15,10,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,5,3,3,28,13,29,24,3,23,1,1,0,4,14,13,3,0,11,125,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434154806800264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248151789295047,0.08365290839966817,0.13372641594347953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273945771110018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835695350119767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567293735485694,0.0,0.2185743390667676,0.2478889690353119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006433490890429,0.2398315852294323,0.06776867962068706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300691084945638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807984429684894,0.0,0.12806282589582516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370824060796168,0.0,0.1370468654138339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128581096419483,0.0,0.0,0.1373452926532846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011082820743655,0.0,0.0,0.11479021377929398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658314539094701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794919280090354,0.12172505084010528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579115381567206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992532269334493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226188859760477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411597461213103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127452618090932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990376734094827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752658070754512,0.5212842171260684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617427020639823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761306019932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352967531577793 lonely,baked_potato404,2020/01/20,"Miserable I’m ugly, worthless woman and I’m going to kill myself this year. Ugly women have no value in this world. Only attractive women are worthy of relationships. All I ever wanted was love and sense of belonging and I’ll never get it. I tried over and over and over but now I’m just exhausted. I have suicide thoughts every day, especially in the morning. All I ever experienced was unrequited, painful love and shallow friendships with people who used me and belittled me. I was bullied a lot as a child and my mother abused me. My father didnt really care about me, my mother divorced him when i was s kid because he was a drug addict. I’m 27 and I wasted my youth. I tried therapy, medication, having hobbies but it didnt help. I feel like even if i achieved success, i would still be miserable. Because i can’t erase how poorly I was treated my whole life. How guys treated me like shit, laughed at me and called me names just because they didnt like the way I look. Im dissappointed with this world. I’ll never experience happiness or at least life of normal human being.",2.7463213721507533,5.1640267014217995,4.658429248476644,79.55988941548186,78.19431279620852,7.052222974497856,25.687429474159327,8.11559375814309,1.914108824193184,858,33,154,16,21,292,126,211,0.287,0.608,0.105,-0.9931,0,0,1,0,2,2,24.0,0,0,1,2,11,19,2,2,5,0,17,10,1,3,6,34,31,18,2,4,6,3,1,3,0,1,7,0,0,7,6,12,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,10,3,29,12,15,18,5,21,0,3,1,2,21,9,1,3,13,104,35,2,0.0,0.16931554737500235,0.0,0.15578431442346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133526777076144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459189580823167,0.0,0.1456981515414055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215999244271016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572099554776776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094385448279282,0.25852614911913485,0.12040113022922448,0.0,0.0,0.13978561379896773,0.0,0.0,0.0722555640785231,0.1020892444154708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466041672879528,0.0,0.08121452130661279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149548452872926,0.0,0.1521218765770811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957842237460569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435872302446027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809993221713245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018718709415875,0.2094441523439515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000172102225125,0.0,0.0,0.12149020238131975,0.2579493369115954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395876910838093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042972249027076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140013656148011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868343922106363,0.1520578436483503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990702800222044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154670468247343,0.0,0.0,0.1534233090896091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466868883275362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412175204597393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631163550268773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634209343531878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344825576510464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404220677034933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342147874618647,0.0,0.0,0.0842873244064357,0.11342898612770452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595450219683224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151350765100264,0.0,0.0,0.09202422716810958 lonely,PollyWantsAcrackerrr,2020/01/20,"Daydream world I’m lonely I wake up in the afternoon, first thing I do is just day dream about me in the life I want which is no where near realistic. I’ll dream about love, success, happiness, death, a family, and when I come out of my day dream fantasy world I feel nothing. I’m not sad I’m not happy im not anything, but someone who feels lonely. I don’t care about anything, I see my whole life as i meaningless thing in which I’m destined to fail in anything I try. I don’t do anything now, I don’t work I don’t interact with people I don’t do the simplest of things like brush my teeth or wash, it’s just all pointless. I don’t care to do anything for my self but maybe if I had someone who cared I might be less pessimistic. I’m 18 but jeez I feel like I’m the only 18year old who sees the world like I do. Maybe that’s why I create all these fantasies in my head i day dream for hours about as a distraction, it’s currently 02:50 and when I finally go to bed I’ll go back to my day dream world, I’ll wake up tomoz and it’ll be the same, over and over and over, I mean even this post ffs is another stupid meaningless thing, I think I’m almost done with life, and when I die I can live peacefully in my daydream world.",0.26537593984962626,2.238946251879703,2.1774060150375973,96.37219924812031,84.6015037593985,5.754887218045112,20.026315789473685,7.021680442328713,0.2091894736842108,957,28,229,13,28,317,124,266,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.168,-0.4997,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,13,16,1,1,8,0,21,9,4,0,2,31,43,16,2,2,10,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,15,10,0,0,5,7,0,3,10,6,0,1,2,6,33,10,29,37,5,38,0,4,2,1,6,19,1,4,18,135,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583113282879228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082294428215914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348605492581976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126744646798971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32326747426117336,0.0,0.0,0.0910407397011394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726397250726698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968732061495794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815538260709533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980583978921442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963311560169366,0.0,0.1603168842834806,0.07550343373675099,0.0,0.11577589298265525,0.0,0.08989804619688467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012970147923906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501340065373795,0.0,0.0,0.10846624311658283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040812603943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416103314602133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239513993597884,0.15490126083894373,0.0,0.09332432338955833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953874268462705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235533685475635,0.1151250712854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121181258171013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014103593876447,0.0,0.11090163844189314,0.0,0.0,0.08038038579376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327066005598057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012197623436974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684390940588177,0.0,0.11025549558283468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909797450871215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808572921955164,0.06772051807429733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175512457215223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233744259356025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536686182020246,0.11799672985324015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694202635521648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,churningaccount,2020/01/20,"I invite people to things, but never receive invitations in return. What’s wrong with me? I’m trying so, so hard to make friends — I host parties for my flatmate’s friends, invite people out to get drinks, get people birthday gifts, even invite people on vacations and pay for the lion’s share, etc. I’ve tried to make friends with so many different people by being proactive, but I have never received anything in return. If I receive an invitation to a party or something, it’s always through my flat mate, even though they have my phone number as well (“Im having a party — Oh, I guess invite your roommate as well.”) There has got to be something wrong with me, right? I know that it’s not right to think of relationships so transactionally, but when it’s this unbalanced, you have to wonder... Example: Just this last night, I made an attempt to get one of my roommate’s friend’s phone numbers so that I could invite them directly to stuff instead of going through my roommate (“We get together a lot as a group, I should probably have your phone number by now, right?”), and they just brushed it off. They are fine standing in my apartment, eating my food and drinking my alcohol, but god forbid I try to be their friend outside of a larger group situation, that’s a no-go. And then I find out that the *entire group* that attended my party last night is having their own get-together today, but without me. I’m the only one not invited, and they made plans for this among themselves last night/this morning over text. Does this just mean that I am a complete socially awkward weirdo and don’t know it? They are all nice people, and I’m having trouble contemplating how this could reasonably happen otherwise. I try so, so hard to make friends because I am just so, so lonely. But, it’s just getting so tiring doing all this without reciprocation. I’m seriously considering just giving up on making friends, among other things. I just can’t handle the pain anymore, the pain of rejection and the pain of being alone.",7.383869516310463,7.214390664042,7.404874390701162,74.28771653543309,63.61942257217848,9.776827896512936,34.41582302212223,9.23628265651192,3.0590893888263966,1597,62,283,24,21,514,184,381,0.125,0.7,0.175,0.9474,1,3,5,0,0,0,58.0,1,3,8,2,27,23,0,1,15,0,23,9,0,8,4,57,48,33,0,4,19,0,2,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,23,14,5,1,7,2,1,6,8,11,2,2,3,3,39,12,45,38,5,36,0,2,0,0,34,16,0,5,13,200,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159880169655835,0.0,0.07907932572991541,0.0,0.0,0.06353233037483255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572227656286161,0.0,0.0,0.06283252546207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654445950939393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005532036879784,0.0,0.0,0.12192430902681095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977328433883152,0.0,0.0,0.06681756947589583,0.0,0.0,0.14959496359426375,0.0,0.07812881738948531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515447211356937,0.10086169493735384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978582758569392,0.0,0.09232710324968643,0.0,0.4129343346898999,0.0,0.2393496978595716,0.07324535199687314,0.08678704632808165,0.0,0.061066966847196535,0.0,0.08411212322648226,0.0,0.06751925610202855,0.0,0.13679569653130605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247501450936076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392390807206143,0.1867151790467128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491311930947193,0.0,0.14449528728386551,0.2038665433161588,0.07741058891050455,0.0,0.08317147859473847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777724124990707,0.0,0.0,0.2149581067802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347838113336603,0.05807037044005627,0.2437369126040096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760392761151424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232211893953609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850424047647289,0.0,0.08197521588225705,0.0,0.1956167289502687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582467063772686,0.0,0.07783290257006326,0.0,0.11756149760520893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740663017206779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145190793454324,0.048924318191962274,0.07501704631217385,0.0,0.0,0.08775725684525089,0.07237430621411926,0.0,0.0,0.20735639042928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373021524280499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720433456287008,0.08280224643518551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696139974311588,0.0,0.0 lonely,danfreestep,2020/01/20,I just want to stop felling so bad about everything in my life. I don’t want to kill myself or nothing extreme. But I fell so depressed and fuckup that I have no one.,1.8976190476190449,3.5025899999999983,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,77.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.7719523809523811,130,5,29,1,3,42,29,35,0.401,0.5379999999999999,0.061,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30610951197571784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157663038147853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294913223595562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056069021740946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589521167417457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517784746785594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842886751127194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065078581198767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324798887084231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Otherpeopless,2020/01/20,What music do you listen to when you are down in the dumps? I tend to listen to King Krule and Toro y moi. Hopefully I can get some more sad boi music suggestions.,1.829901960784316,3.5515265000000014,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,78.11764705882355,6.886274509803924,17.215686274509807,7.793537801064563,0.22816862745098065,127,2,28,2,3,42,28,34,0.166,0.7609999999999999,0.073,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,8,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655429440953858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8850252918436853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Negative_Plastic,2020/01/20,"How do you reconcile the fact that 99.9% of us are leading lives that are utterly inconsequential in the long-run? How many of you know the first and last names of all eight of your great-grandparents? How many of you can even name one? I can't name any of my great-grandparents either. Despite the fact that they moved to a new continent from Europe to start a new life for themselves, their children, and their children's children, they remain all but forgotten three generations later. I'm sure many of you have great-grandparents who immigrated to North America from Europe - impressive by most standards. And yet, most of their own kin does not do them the respect of even knowing their names. Then there's me - leading a life spent mostly in bed - if not in bed, then in a cubicle or in a car. I practice guitar, I like studying foreign languages, yet by all accounts, my life is utterly unremarkable. And that's by contemporary standards - given I'm still alive. Imagine how unremarkable my life will look in retrospect. I know I'm not the only one. I don't expect many people to leave an indelible mark on humanity. But knowing that my life is totally inconsequential, the mundanities of everyday become unbearable. Wake up, drink a cup of Great Value coffee, commute 45 minutes to work, whither by myself for eight hours in a cubicle, come home, cook, do laundry, sweep, wipe down the counters, run the dishwasher, shower, and go to sleep, just me and the knowledge that every day for the next 40 years will look more or less the same. The only reprieve comes at 66.5 when I can call it quits - if I'm one of the lucky - and burn all the cash I spent my entire life accumulating. For many, this resembles frequent trips aboard gaudy cruise ships, visiting countries with a GDP less than the state of Rhode Island, sipping overpriced cocktails with paper umbrella garnishes, magenta, cyan, canary, dotting the horizon like a Jackson Pollock painting, as the Oasis of the Seas meanders its way from port to port. You tell yourself you’re having a terrific time, as you snuff from your mind the memory of the dilapidated Belizean neighborhoods and impoverished Honduran children you saw earlier today, children who, too, were meandering in their own way. Without thought or effort, the sound of Billy Joel karaoke comes into focus, and for a moment, you realize just how utterly hollow this whole experience is. The effect is jarring - quite like when the lights come on after a concert. In one moment, a feeling of bliss, and in the next, a hyper-awareness of the world around you, a keen juxtaposition that takes your breath away into the humid Caribbean air. A lifetime of corporate servitude only to find yourself old, most of your life behind you, spending your final years slurping lukewarm fettuccine from a cruiseship buffett, prepared by a young man from a Caribbean island you've never heard of, on a floating shopping mall with tacky orange carpeting and a dubious Egyptian theme. And you think to yourself *“Is this all there is?”* Anyway, I'm just in one of those moods where everything feels pointless. I'm not gonna hurt myself, don't get me wrong. It's just hard to find meaning in this life. You spend a significant portion of your waking life at school or work. When you're finally in your mid-60s, you finally have some capacity to retire and enjoy the 15 or so years you have left. Your lifetime of work has led you to this. Still, a) many people cannot retire in their mid-60s, and b) even those that do have to balance leisure with an aging body and a slowing mind. I don't think I'm going to have children, and therefore grandchildren. I don’t believe in the afterlife. So it's hard not to feel like life will just be work, work, work, retire, spend your money on garish forms of happiness and entertainment, and then die. I might be remembered by my sister's children - until they die. But it's almost certain that I'll be totally forgotten within 150 years - at most a faceless name on a voting record that a descendant of mine might come across in an attempt to explore his or her ancestry. So I ask myself, what's it all worth? All the work? All the happiness, but also all the sadness? All the everything? Why are we here? Why does anything matter? How do you find meaning knowing how totally irrelevant an individual life is in the long-term?",7.349827514546965,7.927291184538653,7.213781172069826,73.10272495843726,63.58852867830424,10.17460515378221,35.41157522859518,10.02789654360092,3.61550365752286,3478,150,593,70,48,1107,373,802,0.033,0.8540000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9966,4,0,1,0,0,2,123.0,2,25,10,15,33,19,0,0,65,0,39,18,5,12,18,130,78,50,2,3,24,2,5,4,0,6,11,3,6,9,26,31,3,0,23,9,10,17,13,3,0,9,7,12,63,15,103,62,29,98,0,2,3,0,62,38,0,19,44,404,89,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587117947389685,0.0,0.0,0.044619677821948873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794288445824783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045914980108976274,0.04966986510917332,0.052161303482714194,0.0,0.05242175196092862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061621796708311985,0.0,0.06286247343842763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197627318402985,0.0,0.0,0.05697349058299011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403146111790861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598351119394057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581393513009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976541162671512,0.0,0.0,0.05465839330284405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055729535179527,0.0,0.04701015378294002,0.0,0.10029087770409152,0.05457875012320358,0.0,0.0,0.08463571328286343,0.03986034907162802,0.0,0.1833638794942045,0.1529883541329162,0.04745966275863525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02915086980692757,0.0,0.06341978897977191,0.0,0.0,0.2460591449027341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879079204693717,0.09996369935854356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055967481733230434,0.0,0.05494737346118917,0.0,0.05973028577526712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533188639744539,0.04548081676343951,0.0,0.05907942676675796,0.060622023772785666,0.0,0.43351048479698623,0.10903554135393323,0.0,0.04926848916767384,0.09875460450813063,0.0937084120179498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33940755593491484,0.0,0.12155541281296472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838051360440492,0.11267519148190334,0.0,0.0,0.05930183513312483,0.0,0.0,0.043032964611171017,0.10777537164520228,0.11867839190074275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854803950138289,0.0,0.18904252918799452,0.12730508048505532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736321229370502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869086194638408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320547670554083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056468071136767925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055835840680980325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394923744989355,0.0,0.08911678990796698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052586641608128544,0.0,0.04195130660407041,0.0,0.048767766321872665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150306565300175,0.0,0.04429543094628998,0.03253483145483708,0.0,0.052887653421287886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711517167915715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857581438238141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069360329419537,0.06229373431756108,0.0,0.05378491508740416,0.0,0.2843387530749028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100367040633796,0.0,0.14372200867858592 lonely,Keseniaaa,2020/01/20,"Keep in touch means nothing anymore Why is it practically impossible to keep in touch with people in this day and age? It's so difficult to keep in touch with people even though they're not far away. I was thinking how I lost touch with all my high school pals and how I miss them. I miss struggling through life with others. I miss having people to talk about life with, you know? Why is it so hard to keep in touch with people with all this tech?",3.5245714285714267,5.025377044444447,3.5842857142857163,92.265,73.0,6.476190476190476,21.746031746031747,6.868970318607317,0.2749365079365078,354,8,77,3,7,108,51,90,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,21,15,7,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,8,0,19,13,2,10,0,4,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096377917491175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524916783011312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046738387763402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720147576140177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453941514176741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148502986403455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770595479882973,0.0,0.0,0.08919904432081158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229282827747121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717599595695133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679864000206774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557368297076106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500897295545024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426217392526973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967730305281647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045528516333388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039990278580252,0.15946466251477098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292911548854083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hata38,2020/01/20,"I feel hope and despair at the same time. So, I (19M) met someone at college (21F). She's been my friend since last year's August and with time she seemed like my only companion. Right now I've come to the conclusion that I'm in love with her but I have some issues: 1) I'm not enough to be worthy to be with her. 2) I'm afraid I'll be rejected and become completely alone. 3) I have AvPD so I'm really awful at expressing feelings to any other human being. I'm not looking for a perfect solution, just want to know if any of you can help me out with this. Any advice is appreciated from my heart, thank you.",0.7285152057245057,2.6858253100775222,3.1900775193798445,89.8654025044723,82.72093023255816,6.449850924269531,20.000596302921885,7.61054688173877,0.629564818127609,471,13,105,8,13,163,89,129,0.12300000000000001,0.684,0.193,0.7922,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,1,9,2,1,0,1,24,25,7,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,14,6,17,19,3,13,0,2,1,1,13,6,0,4,7,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346837146392531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050524549903352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40390918480871657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865856211934512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054630063910672,0.20758320616850992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457113456320966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002140406905707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296249917664842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346128397519536,0.13270498068333494,0.0,0.0,0.19664349389588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066446037271568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880722125359103,0.16138396685479425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672533083224558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625729632099648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868893453104542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505762967883675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683407769445673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690778642761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023784814915544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377500161950856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775180597547154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822777248788684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308929581649257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677651412471253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274956648510245 lonely,seahorsebreathing,2020/01/21,"I have nobody I don't have one single person to talk to. I'm sad because of my family, I have the flu, I'm stressed out because of school. I started making up a pretend world in which I have people who love me and talk to me. That's pathetic. I want to die.",-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,85.84210526315789,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,0.11866315789473658,198,6,46,2,6,70,39,57,0.282,0.627,0.091,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,11,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,9,11,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492795234599428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973281829291331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700743627917563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585656221656271,0.0,0.1912322375462389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941309450772213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861395186174388,0.2501493201690093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899400485053576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027769099829836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32816978834870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605346538911048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689774025920081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gorinrock1994,2020/01/21,"Can somebody talk to me Been rejected yet again after what I thought was another great date? What’s wrong with me. Can someone please talk me through this and make me feel better.",2.768235294117648,5.621237882352943,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,81.94117647058823,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.2803176470588236,144,6,28,2,4,42,28,34,0.15,0.632,0.218,0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294395770180748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778620000144399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588561733592439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463787271041737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097140586496756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34486948687943136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266199212397403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050434626273438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494196262247721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435007256061565,0.0,0.0 lonely,mskyy_,2020/01/21,"i miss her so much I lost the girl of my dreams, the person that I love the most in my life thanks for my shit actions. All that I want is her back but I'm so stupid to do it. I think I will just remember the good times that I had and stay happy for a bit, then come back to my loliness and my sadness.",2.895,2.0834946956521776,4.305615942028986,94.91755434782611,73.05797101449275,8.059420289855073,23.047101449275363,7.1686216300943375,0.336301449275362,230,4,63,2,4,77,47,69,0.18899999999999997,0.607,0.204,0.0417,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,4,6,9,4,8,0,3,0,1,5,1,1,1,4,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923625386396932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785387890342802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219774198041553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213993172897875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715934637592746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802077449288163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785074399216117,0.0,0.230267189251803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875518631233471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277200026100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890155718505722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618900120441172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193747209997743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489187778316595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347870853855687,0.0,0.0,0.1487699074209722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504838547987939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JackOHammer100,2020/01/21,"Is it normal that you're still happy with yourself, but still feel lonely. And getting tired of finding a girlfriend This is very weird. I'm happy with my life atm. But the fact that i'm lonely, mostly at nights when i go to sleep. Or when i feel just wanting to have somekind warm, heartfelt hug. Or having a girl who likes you more than friend... My brain hates ME!",2.2371624266144816,4.398188136986303,2.378512720156557,96.58424657534249,78.58904109589041,4.171428571428572,20.01761252446184,3.1291,-0.5753154598825829,286,7,60,0,7,86,55,73,0.177,0.583,0.24,0.7877,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,1,0,3,0,4,5,2,0,1,15,12,7,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,7,7,12,2,7,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610627662699868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649116939389156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374189079981296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067803925702114,0.0,0.12218110456130395,0.0,0.13290683811348747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978921822963158,0.0,0.2308862679451928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518075609660582,0.11425116100564317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945980425867656,0.22913109665556824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402679692562486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735184540985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687852628311313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929572653031922,0.1379354529174946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,paulasuh,2020/01/21,"Another semester I have many acquaintances but not a lot of people I can call a friend in college. I just want to be able to go to places and invite my friends. I'm don't want to feel like last semester when I so lonely and felt like everyone has plans but me.... God, why is it so difficult?? I'm tired.",0.3623660714285748,2.461292468750002,2.725714285714286,91.805,85.25,7.4071428571428575,21.642857142857146,8.418075326091056,1.3299357142857136,234,8,54,6,7,80,48,64,0.163,0.552,0.285,0.7777,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,13,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,4,6,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,31,7,1,0.2430891904024941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549002114739802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822124240178398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228213878797815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229131986804272,0.1736629661950587,0.23340374426205596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756202109923159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815318889832856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981501348600774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375221990427321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066657367284882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464542847109977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685274368415624,0.0,0.2539764650738351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793952645031576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867606054462791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935018423340025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flashystorm,2020/01/21,"I need help Why do i feel like iam the exact opposite of the world. everyone goes to a mainstream of interests that I don't like, music I don't like, hobbies I don't find tempting since I like history, unique type of music, strategy games, geopolitics and geography and guns, tanks etc I find it very difficult to make friends with anyone since they will see me as weird.... And im starting to get worried",2.5859810126582303,5.0201337215189925,3.9447943037974684,84.36883702531647,78.87341772151899,8.000632911392406,27.59651898734177,8.841846274778883,2.467745569620253,320,14,62,8,8,105,54,79,0.062,0.718,0.22,0.8958,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,8,10,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461027513709627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466041080195188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112869435142235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118034912294687,0.1579661592597102,0.0,0.0,0.404194197604136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083458658690814,0.0,0.11552460150826573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821018638614206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884450084843875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43210674496435497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475974362287565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395558895473586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620176620328545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658208364211953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650787975871994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244483271217604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995238645028164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455523197063584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,radschma,2020/01/21,"Finding a Whatsapp friend.. Hi, I would like to find a friend, that I could stay in contact with ( no romantic intention) I just want someone to write me how their day was and I want to tell them how mine was... Share funny videos or pictures to each other. In the last 5 days I haven't spoken to anybody and I want to change that. Since I live in Germany, I would prefer someone who writes in German. I am 25 years old, so I would like to talk to someone in my age range. So if you are looking for a casual whatsapp buddy please write me",1.7967272727272745,3.639064309090912,2.9672727272727286,93.38090909090911,78.63636363636364,5.490909090909091,22.81818181818182,6.2581,0.34929090909090954,414,13,90,3,10,133,72,110,0.02,0.76,0.22,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,23,13,8,0,9,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,17,6,15,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,8,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602543433993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040150176545593,0.0,0.0,0.22681673546687395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214464801378382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717217459808605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334079752600065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182234806429236,0.0,0.15527831364437025,0.0,0.14766927541575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452444949182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302992379040976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454645080578834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469900843976562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743214948096654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413411519585719,0.15370019748102276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111617404101251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37475527830861743,0.0,0.0,0.11324130046510028 lonely,pininthegrenade,2020/01/21,"Anyone else married, but on opposite ""shifts""? My husband works 7 days on, 7 days off 12 hour overnight shifts. This is the second night of his ""on"" week and I'm so bored I'm pacing in front of the laptop. It's 4PM and I'm basically a housewife without kids right now. 34 is weird when you're waiting to go back to work.",0.19152985074626727,2.4306110447761213,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,87.80597014925371,4.544029850746268,20.315298507462693,5.985473137389443,-0.0815656716417914,248,8,56,2,8,81,53,67,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.687,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999511096336812,0.30771975459868506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309323636460329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38737119763961053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25088406161443777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706823402998161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29576087989429023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818358597969627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564769936810505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240903618445169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895038071751732,0.0,0.4372822029525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RandomPerson608,2020/01/21,"If you're lonely, just watch a horror movie. Then you won't feel lonely anymore. In all seriousness, I hope you all have a nice day.",1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.357237037037037,103,2,22,1,3,34,22,27,0.313,0.506,0.18,-0.4939,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101825992785157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39679830672714794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110990432838384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111020246931466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vashisht_R,2020/01/21,"Caring too much and then feel empty again Hello everyone, i would like to share something with you all. It has been like 5-6 weeks i started chatting with a girl and i met her 3 times this week. Yesterday after reaching home , i decided not to text her. After i reached home yesterday , i just went to sleep with expectations i would wake up and see a text from her. It's only me everytime who ask if she is okay etc.. I believed she is a really good girl and religious. When i met her , we talked and i thought my loneliness was disappearing. From the beginning , i felt something was already wrong but still continued to text her as if everything is okay , because of my loneliness. Yesterday , i even open my mobile infront of her to check my messages, she asked me if that is the persons i chat to , because there were very few messages. I don't know what to do , because if someone really loves you , they would text back right ? Thanks in advance for any kinda help",4.867717121588086,6.030017053763441,5.469569892473121,81.33204714640199,69.32258064516128,9.163937138130684,31.51199338296113,9.466822959209583,2.8463859387923898,756,32,146,16,13,244,116,186,0.049,0.8,0.151,0.9441,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,1,1,8,10,0,0,5,2,14,3,2,0,1,28,29,13,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,10,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,9,3,33,9,20,17,4,23,0,0,1,1,30,4,0,5,18,102,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327722430576452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006176796786692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664472010402097,0.0,0.0,0.11377188751459168,0.0,0.2705846061120944,0.0,0.0,0.1666999308710081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085479002655386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650141931564243,0.09772599604797906,0.0,0.0,0.14138184796875722,0.13297665097953998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481287739067949,0.0,0.14206452919187842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410158870026547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917427783537464,0.0,0.29683131527085793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131478965999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445712856334456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353941915395195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876741468948628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253003026876372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919271571116925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895735637877708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635678782505885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179047361225252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480665693302834,0.0,0.12536578602800322,0.2278132339040497,0.0,0.0,0.10472664753404558,0.0,0.11816081920205647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189244139762134,0.0,0.1362214261834937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746348612707007,0.08627649944021835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208226013483782,0.0,0.0,0.2373687165096724,0.0,0.0,0.13716013777350886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153190082277535,0.16177072080332489,0.0,0.0 lonely,AcemanCometh13,2020/01/21,"More alone than ever I adore my wife of 10 years. I do everything I can for her and try my best to keep her happy. Her phone went off this morning with a message from a strange name with the message ""I miss you"". I opened it up to find that she had been sexting and sending nudes to this person. I am sick and revolted by what I saw and read. She admitted to it when. I confronted her and we have agreed for work towards our relationship and continue to try. I feel like my soul has been crushed. I don't know what to do, it's literally taking everything I have to not fall to pieces.",2.2922314049586814,3.815555950413224,3.659578512396696,90.3766404958678,76.27272727272728,7.484628099173554,25.32314049586777,8.238735603445708,1.3589464462809917,454,16,103,8,10,149,79,121,0.10800000000000001,0.753,0.139,0.7102,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,2,2,6,1,0,3,0,11,2,1,0,1,18,19,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,2,23,4,19,14,3,11,1,1,1,1,18,4,0,0,5,76,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816663215753296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145888592368826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167435260826993,0.0,0.0,0.430697129025756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115544822706972,0.17117945619907826,0.0,0.0,0.21900178895577496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550723169472481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297889604627565,0.0,0.0,0.13168494692831614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706272718409033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922068399963914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396776762333973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572545106842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015903068036707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32536277082665804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212349732328845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444099663417328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430280882155548 lonely,FitEffective0,2020/01/21,Is it worth to sign in adults dating app YS.LT if i am searching a girlfriends for seriuos friendship? **Is it worth to sign in adults dating app YS.LT if i am searching a girlfriends for seriuos friendship?**,1.520263157894739,3.655959842105269,1.7888157894736842,90.69796052631581,108.47368421052632,4.0052631578947375,25.802631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.2586736842105264,166,8,28,2,8,50,19,38,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jonheyo,2020/01/21,"Lonely I'm lonely again. Hi Feeling a tiny bit unwell. Got angry at something. Oof. I shouldn't. Dont know if I could vent here",-1.91,-0.8163014444444414,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,119.0,1.8,11.907407407407408,3.1291,-1.705192592592592,99,2,21,0,6,33,24,27,0.31,0.634,0.055999999999999994,-0.7783,0,4,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885853139408862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573151652467048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245001771978708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262839030143463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35792949780544353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459500104636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445293746484809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Canthinkofone121,2020/01/21,Attachment sucks I tend to stay away from people cause most of them are evil or cause unecessary drama so the people I actually want to talk to is very limited and recently I generally thought I'd met someone who gets me and it was great cause I never thought I could actually get along with someone so well and we'd been talking for months until now where I seem to be avoided I feel like this is usually cause they probably have better options available and all I can do is improve on myself. Just felt like getting this out there cause now I just want to be in bed all day cause I don't think a chance like this can come again,2.5904068241469846,4.784057377952756,3.7752952755905516,86.84567257217847,77.58267716535434,7.067979002624672,25.543963254593177,8.07648339933343,1.5541396325459322,505,19,103,9,12,164,86,127,0.09699999999999999,0.72,0.183,0.866,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,2,2,10,9,2,1,2,0,15,0,0,6,3,34,30,8,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,2,15,6,15,20,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,4,12,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.22920707385238465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033781955094404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038652643422954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7238533049350947,0.0,0.1011633118385522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937654966151523,0.0,0.0,0.07573844857160812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059380694148555485,0.08389845509896278,0.1127598703796473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407111316541694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947692758042906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721243105655353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373870057693563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057620751684313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628348507754259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661912011459253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595685842092712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691206768539924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901139099214896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517436321362996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878606195669506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525017822029745,0.0,0.18646691817266264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293424823113124,0.0968994857954006,0.13853714644700446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559177748478707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kanoa1301,2020/01/21,"I have a problem Ok guys I have a problem. I'm really lonely and all that stuff but im afraid of going into a relationship because of my anger issues. I was really horrible to my last SO and my relationship ended because of that. I've been working on my anger for the past few years but nothing really works and I just lash out. I really want intimacy and my dream is to have a daughter of my own, but I'm afraid I will be abusive again to my SO and even my child. Should I just keep working on the anger in hopes of one day fixing it? Or should I do something else? Keep in mind I've been trying to fix my anger problem for the past 5 years now and I've seen no progress. I've talked to therapists and all that already",1.8477526395173456,3.3984193660130764,3.8849673202614383,88.17158371040726,77.56209150326798,7.060633484162897,23.53393665158371,7.882392219407189,1.085364404223228,565,18,125,9,13,193,79,153,0.25,0.6729999999999999,0.077,-0.9873,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,4,2,7,1,12,0,0,0,2,27,20,13,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,10,0,1,4,1,17,2,18,12,4,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,9,83,22,3,0.0,0.16524730039241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539068963370367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700373382360826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994560860741875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650798897447133,0.0,0.12352764518176836,0.0,0.0,0.09211759207165156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926313092120138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809568700919367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852363430080705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064985269969253,0.1455688207619592,0.0,0.2479319228820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368539667243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082337071241485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338237337466142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450742729832992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627682244802336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40035739657924463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573882267313502,0.0,0.0,0.2994738290415425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736962219854997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965800113807793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120994525207256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161933613308488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468991869945738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226210192389699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046040654345601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962621089424144 lonely,0xCuber,2020/01/21,"How to enjoy being lonely? I had and will never have friends. That's okay. But sometimes I feel like I am missing so many things in my life. Then I get seriously depressed. 80 percent of the time I am ok with having no one around me and no one to talk to. So here's my question: How can I always feel ok with being lonely? What can I do to never crave social interaction? Thanks for any advice.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.9249382716049404,90.12222222222223,84.55555555555556,4.587654320987656,18.876543209876548,5.82211442006289,-0.15476790123456752,306,8,63,2,9,103,57,81,0.213,0.626,0.161,-0.5851,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,2,2,13,16,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,10,7,10,12,1,6,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308916133365645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847641393030635,0.0,0.0,0.16220886206470447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123426411382123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054458973078649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121629018048302,0.17040617646045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428800727892225,0.0,0.12462229709450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848108661709554,0.11653391235379527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183240244051216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679387226624728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32326876545362504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720865555774725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315171971108096,0.0,0.0,0.2359126800902201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172171256979392,0.0,0.21960675897736925,0.0,0.0,0.15846900904182992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908900346159356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lbow1507,2020/01/21,today is the day im gonna overdose on benadryl and get in the bath and i hope i don’t get out. im so alone. i lost my job. I don’t have any friends. my family hates me. this is so fucking stupid.,-3.2413677811550134,-1.6921446808510598,0.3349544072948341,104.62000000000002,102.19148936170212,3.5367781155015194,15.224924012158056,5.288315135182226,-1.1589671732522795,148,4,42,1,7,53,33,47,0.24100000000000002,0.639,0.12,-0.7241,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,10,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666496889476637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750808242333652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603963796105572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427092594672741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891204339900745,0.2380165277270801,0.26902321137616986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541872799738409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557146974094586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561994051387221,0.0,0.2554881493754431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810467120341361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404085469455744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MixalisPavlis,2020/01/21,"Worst form of loneliness Hi, i'm not lonely but actually lonely. It sounds nonsense but it's true. I have many friends but despite i sometimes call them, they never call or send messaage me. For instance i don't have a friend who call me to go outside now. I'm not bad person. I'm honest, i have loyalty. Probably the issue is me... Even my close friends don't call me. If i die now, maybe they learn after long time. So they don't come my funeral. That's how i'm lonely. Sorry for basic English. But my problem is so deep and i don't have enough English that can describe my deep issue.",-0.04324258629071665,2.298270363636366,2.1065435099659697,92.63703451628588,93.29752066115702,4.499951385512882,21.167233835683035,6.2272716619740125,0.3695333981526496,458,17,95,5,17,153,72,121,0.152,0.607,0.24100000000000002,0.9291,0,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,0,6,11,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,2,16,17,10,2,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,0,1,18,5,5,17,3,12,0,3,0,0,15,3,0,2,6,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1532750294797712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311446364288822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415331059027385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352995729469634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301106170290405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622925096584084,0.0,0.10374147160588867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364049423610104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926496731981091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278749117548169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899961961259175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592415914969933,0.15779521609652244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113998616160568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714510970098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934511699028826,0.15029219557080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534357783642636,0.17582398525195014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158720687317032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unicornpanic,2020/01/21,It’s my own fault I’m lonely I push EVERYONE away. I get depressed and then I CANNOT for the life of me reach out to people. It results in me not really being able to form close bonds and me crying when my life goes to shit and and I don’t have anyone there for me. It’s my own fucking fault. 😭,-1.7877272727272744,0.11757598484848585,1.1082424242424267,98.87236363636364,99.75757575757576,3.852121212121212,12.66060606060606,5.6839178017228535,-1.124055757575757,229,4,55,2,10,79,45,66,0.259,0.725,0.016,-0.9501,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,0,9,6,3,7,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,39,14,0,0.31157223305796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785854976938102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927323692886836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422474677092199,0.0,0.0,0.2683567077815555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29772062082159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880435088540079,0.16278363210310173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401453649889167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600495579963552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996011507599245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198244198206972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spidermanspider55,2020/01/21,"Married for 13 years, 4 kids later, same shitty house, haven't had sex in 8 months. What's the point. I make a good wage. My wife is beautiful, won't have sex because I am ""disgusting"", she goes to bed every night at 8:30, I stay up until 11:00... What's the point. I am tired of being alone.",0.6402185792349719,2.4949917377049218,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,82.44262295081967,5.3781420765027335,16.724043715846992,6.42735559955562,-0.4777562841530058,220,4,52,2,6,72,50,61,0.141,0.746,0.113,-0.1779,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,6,1,11,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29178985456487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174148800195518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373717421196566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363038143192903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250814238802176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805859962701751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487615557546725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643868214437865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326564628799344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028930850161883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238100094498101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142646234733692 lonely,BigGobot,2020/01/21,"45M regretful and angry and sad after visiting alma mater Hello. Yesterday I went on a campus visit to my college. My stepdaughter is looking at schools so i agreed to take her. It’s a very popular and prestigious midwestern university from where I’d graduated in the mid ‘90s. The entire visit was awful for me. Memories of being a lonely undergrad, memories of feeling inadequate, undesirable, practically friendless, and LOST. I recalled thinking that my life would turn out okay and eventually I would be a happy mature ADULT who made lots of money and had created a great family. But i fucked it all up and now I have a shitty low paying job in a shitty career. With a baggage-laden wife I never shoulda married. I am a loser. If a man was an island it’s me.",2.3148122605363994,5.140565082758624,5.210977011494254,72.05033524904219,84.3793103448276,8.187739463601533,26.67624521072797,8.841846274778883,3.1015440613026817,607,27,97,18,18,217,106,145,0.261,0.607,0.132,-0.9690000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,0,13,2,10,2,0,1,2,20,19,10,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,7,0,0,6,2,14,4,15,9,2,17,0,6,1,1,9,9,1,2,4,72,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308024144349197,0.0,0.12379258891937454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633989900263055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699241613849943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062437091052804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429543968153081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292953042826606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559418377775207,0.0,0.2672591060137139,0.20814433978784244,0.0,0.2316625398231805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188826745523676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477793987725253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408047802628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687614488355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630298120690465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200906007530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695836791375876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478381238224835,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,supernova935,2020/01/21,Just want some friends message me if your interested I’m 15 but I generally relate to people older than me I don’t have many friends and if you have discord it would be much easier to talk,1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,3.945833333333337,84.13875,80.7948717948718,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.6398153846153845,152,6,31,3,4,52,32,39,0.078,0.638,0.284,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342637149663413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161570799856869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017462508714295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845715833088425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32992414278532034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421087066053469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915895624096908,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ubigoreng,2020/01/21,"Feeling like a visitor when i meet a new group of friends i always feel like im interrupting their dynamic. Friends always introduce me to their friends and then those friends introduce me to their other friends and so on. Though it seems like i get along with most of them and hangout with them sometimes, i cant help but feel like a mere visitor and will never be truly part of them. Sometimes it feels like they HAVE to tolerate me to be polite even though i know thats probably not true. I just feel like i belong nowhere. It feels like i dont have friends who prioritize me the same way i prioritize them. Im trying very hard to just be ok with the possibility of having to go through life mostly alone with no one to share it with because no one seems to care enough about how I’m doing.",6.154465408805032,5.932907716981133,6.291194968553463,81.42408805031448,66.16981132075472,9.833962264150944,32.76100628930818,9.444778638647367,2.6605647798742145,633,24,132,11,9,202,88,159,0.10800000000000001,0.639,0.253,0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,8,0,9,18,0,0,5,1,10,1,0,1,2,29,23,11,0,0,4,0,7,7,6,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,7,21,18,21,19,5,7,0,0,0,0,19,1,0,4,11,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568432608542776,0.0,0.0,0.16981357537703207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062203613787262364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040382144971279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959199820066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543625285473024,0.0,0.06739751609475214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095718014820261,0.4373912474240855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730225339439755,0.0,0.05331252571085589,0.0,0.057992594268278914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140923285483124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839633523216783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044488232176007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607939613283733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207500159667023,0.3489666087350388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870077453751317,0.09855241558635136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382920614654883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050111165999037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503657482169953,0.0,0.0,0.11001810627171377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578968506013707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184350820125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051071278728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927954993215044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419500874958442,0.0,0.08099587444383048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,altweebaccount,2020/01/21,16M in Texas. Anyone willing to cheer me up? I feel like there’s a lack of affection in my life on top of it overflowing with fake people. I want someone to talk to about it. If you have discord too that would make things easier.,0.9343750000000028,3.0441320208333345,2.65816666666667,93.1035,82.95833333333334,6.34,20.016666666666666,7.554174236665415,0.5655366666666666,179,5,40,3,5,59,42,48,0.142,0.594,0.264,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,6,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,11,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960961998000438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411635706662224,0.3025230982373837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991054747926586,0.20688334746584675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266581848335554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935769407165931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35880006679777704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403646962259746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813309739454704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497703129019361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008170059770938,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,usedalot,2020/01/21,Friendless alone and depressed I'm so tired of having to always start conversations with people I know that dont care. Feeling unwanted even as a child I knew I was unlovable even my parents gave up when the state took me and my elder sister and put in a home with no blood ties they had just lost there son in a war they were dead mentally and couldnt show there emotions dozens of letters of child neglect but they could provide a home and food everything else didnt matter they liked the check they got and the tax breaks my real parents divorced and started new familys. I never had a true friend just people who were bored and had nothing else to do was what I could get for attention.,4.625588235294117,6.061875088235299,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,70.17647058823529,6.910588235294116,27.57058823529412,7.1686216300943375,1.325537647058824,556,19,108,5,10,170,90,136,0.257,0.7340000000000001,0.009000000000000001,-0.98,2,1,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,5,1,8,10,1,0,8,0,14,3,1,0,2,26,26,12,2,4,3,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,10,1,1,4,1,2,2,5,6,0,1,13,1,14,4,12,10,0,12,0,3,0,0,17,3,0,0,6,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148117920121138,0.0,0.0,0.1297339795405951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589659903343157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897128311621725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428957784070444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273151381844616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604943724061759,0.17538367256469986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596110657725725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012657477155566,0.0,0.14698302321860482,0.0,0.07883543599825843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853334126686047,0.0,0.12045973671358255,0.0,0.08145928385846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469966992897788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127914200534408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568694480865953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761723164063288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701999152858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712590207416255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025145399605885,0.15058392167962367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496048890819576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462508714157822,0.0,0.0,0.2161840079618593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673789205906571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746569064883067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071523531618656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792016457908897,0.0,0.0,0.1732275815258971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xvwcxz,2020/01/21,"Lonely on my bday I guess I’m just writing this just to share because it kinda hurts to have no one to celebrate your 19th birthday with. I’m out of state for college so I can’t celebrate with family. I was suppose to celebrate with my bf but he broke up with me a couple days ago. And I have acquaintances but I don’t know them close enough to celebrate with. I never really liked celebrating my birthdays anyways because I don’t have that many friends and it’s always the same type of celebration with my family. But this year just really hit me hard in the feelies because I realized I really am all alone and have no one whilst everyone else in college all have a bunch of friends to hit up ...what a great day this will be...",5.288299319727892,5.547143000000003,6.2725170068027225,79.18319727891156,67.9795918367347,10.342857142857145,31.29931972789116,10.25414643259724,3.0372258503401364,579,22,117,14,9,193,85,147,0.14800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.7488,0,3,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,3,26,18,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,1,17,5,22,13,5,14,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,7,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213807381850656,0.0,0.0,0.18943889033271016,0.0,0.0,0.152195204693133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344994666764002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238568078730376,0.0,0.23592275611287886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279726433336424,0.0,0.0,0.18899421968678484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477769124708292,0.0,0.0,0.3448612519925243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263056989888913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016581682348676,0.20149523456957305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385082139981788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580820736976712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052217738840284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936025340827315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854413391597752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107094163291473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478881744930513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515291772918757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778760353172847 lonely,Abd-ALAkhras,2020/01/21,"Hey im gonna tell you a story Hi, you may ask your self ""what kind of story this guy gonna tell?""- the answer is my life, Joker said: ""I HOPE MY DEATH MAKES MORE CENTS THAN MY LIFE"". Well, I hope my life makes fun more than my death will! I choose to live my life but this is hard sometimes. Finishing high school, wow this will make life easier and joyful!! No, it won't, keep up with University stuff, HW, Projects, exams,,, it's really hard sometimes just to be normal cuz you have two parallels life, one at the University and the other at home! No need to mention work for now. Well, I finished my BA with an excellent GPA rank, which made me proud for a while... for now, you think life is going easier? No ""not today -Arya stark"" ... And life keeps saying ""not today"" to me. This is a brief about my life during the last 6 years! And this absolutely not the Life I dreamed of! Yes, I got my BA, work in the education field -I like teaching-, but when I ask my self about the social life I've got nothing, no long term friend in real life, and the same thing I can say in social media. What's wrong with me? I don't know. I'm not optimistic btw, so I thought yes this is my fault, I'm gonna fix it and have some friends, and you can't imagine how it's hard just to recognize the cup not even consider the water in hhhhh, I can't see the cup guys hhhh, anyway I'm trying to be optimistic and look at the bright side. I might say too much, but I need to talk :) I'm looking for a friend, can't keep silent, interested in drama movies and films- I'm watching Anne with an e these days-, always on-line and have something to talk about, music addicted -I like sia, adele, Lewis Capaldi, James Arthur and list goes on-...etc Anyone is interested in being a friend of mine just let me know that, I'm looking for a long term friendship :)~ Information that might be important, I'm 24M and I live in jordan (the time while I'm writing this post is 4:30 pm,, but feel free to contact me at any time, time does not matter for friends). * if you have any advice for me, just say it and i will be thankful :)",2.2730952380952374,3.688190462962965,3.618621693121696,91.10283333333336,76.08333333333334,6.881587301587302,21.13915343915345,7.554174236665415,0.5073831216931217,1608,38,365,21,35,527,213,432,0.078,0.713,0.209,0.9971,0,0,1,0,0,0,95.0,0,7,0,5,17,24,0,0,21,2,29,14,0,6,0,63,67,24,2,6,15,0,4,2,5,10,13,5,1,4,21,17,1,3,9,3,2,2,15,2,2,2,5,15,42,23,40,46,7,36,0,0,6,0,35,14,0,7,21,205,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494248480672562,0.0,0.06717707623168567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057201566612967124,0.0,0.0,0.09349827362223408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806828690898717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853508359085936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433500804613239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015944368390544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666914121138482,0.04540559843796711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347596709796882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556210170236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039069517695867376,0.0,0.10996373504175824,0.0,0.0,0.1361372387041427,0.0,0.0,0.18474676046046173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263314566171916,0.06895710481367309,0.13655911692389686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425668173241573,0.0,0.0,0.18331184756076924,0.0,0.07158761352046501,0.07556119836438792,0.056036565366953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029668994717347,0.5826817549738866,0.06717092694465937,0.0,0.1214066549479715,0.1216747904856454,0.17318612315572335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504843087026176,0.1376639923585363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585572249659673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053567888018255,0.10194748419171884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735576259676107,0.06596293475888777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465835699436819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583895984694535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824716054431101,0.04403997636194912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539248845294847,0.21867597226768015,0.0,0.0695738771768265,0.054781074829726065,0.0,0.1434326060149125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015427845239928,0.0,0.05292346272133935,0.13598164757010225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869687997755419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050967815817264,0.12017278139528632,0.06329140275938687,0.0,0.0,0.04567129865607166,0.04404918927954411,0.0,0.05457606059692608,0.12025774860230938,0.0,0.13032494396315095,0.0,0.0,0.04667352161405915,0.0,0.06715413372916898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362049639734407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009474170750483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751621542359113,0.0,0.0442696960340297 lonely,BBKitsune9,2020/01/21,Why do i think people hate me So when people start talking i instantly think they hate me and when im with someone they just up and leave without saying 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lonely,BittenHare,2020/01/21,"How I've been feeling lately I've been feeling pretty lonely the past few days, I feel I have no-one close to me that I can talk to and just be with in general. I've been trying tinder and I get matches not too rarely, but they never go anywhere and I don't know why :'( I have only talked to someone once this whole day, and that conversation lasted barely 2 minutes. I just have nothing good in my life at the moment, not even music.",1.936,3.7166543222222224,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,78.0,5.388888888888888,21.25,5.985473137389443,0.1896666666666671,339,9,70,2,8,113,64,90,0.057,0.848,0.095,0.2921,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,15,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,10,1,7,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925679748457396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498164155945583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440700811732035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850720873844,0.0,0.12891042738264322,0.19025086405398065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246576224785116,0.1848934416529419,0.2558695768324848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021389242304698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494217337549295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764563815132745,0.0,0.0,0.24156225792165745,0.0,0.17251137326179206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653105665225106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307635594492991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921889104275669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646282493729186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539999460847664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046751596649627,0.253243097882238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vundaum,2020/01/21,"Just came back from a trip to my mothers home country, and it made me feel like shit for being an only child There were so many cousins, nieces and nephews that would come over and keep me company. Everywhere in town, I would find some family member and be able to hang out with them. Out of all of my cousins, I’m the only child. Coming back from the trip and re-entering my life where I rarely go outside makes me feel so lonely, like I missed out on something.",6.2541935483870965,5.558868182795703,5.874752688172045,86.07212903225809,66.09677419354838,9.160430107526883,29.352688172043013,8.238735603445708,1.7192210752688166,363,10,78,4,5,112,67,93,0.09699999999999999,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.6491,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,2,1,23,16,7,0,2,1,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,12,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,3,2,10,2,14,9,2,17,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,1,4,49,12,0,0.2093416966421724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219416856521338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394311316943248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606586705532424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734872066035414,0.0,0.21169890367295452,0.14955374990961676,0.0,0.0,0.19133451818634176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897371048303886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998679041073245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860725186455084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478642313078451,0.2045475574436532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980841750332919,0.13973720807356518,0.21223962291662607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184275871890148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488624328217454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116146558508826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974206699757952,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Visible-Cauliflower,2020/01/21,"What s this grief I am feeling I havent left my room for a couple days, too much obsessed with the idea of taking an end to my suffering. This is not easy. I feel blank and lonely. Any kind of support means a lot.",-0.03782608695652101,1.9461343478260889,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,85.95652173913044,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.5606730434782605,164,4,39,1,5,54,40,46,0.264,0.6559999999999999,0.08,-0.8401,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,8,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837092280049676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32276850705849,0.0,0.1881270341741864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583660268284687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29499188557606376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293019614773945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376819603143895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169407642445873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479990595640205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31775469571425224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144383819174061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33102591327936115,0.0,0.0,0.21932753723279586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StoneColdMercury95,2020/01/21,"I've been friendless for 3 years Hey at 21 I lost my only 2 friends due to my own actions. There has been the odd co-worker I've seen a handful of times outside work over the past few years. But I haven't had anyone to talk to and confide in, or depend on to hang out with for 3 years. I'm pretty independent so most days go by fine, but days like these I wish I still had someone to share a special friendship with. If anyone on here has a passion for music, anything Tolkien related or even just a bit lonely like myself, message me. I'm excellent at conversation so long as you try a bit too",3.9413800000000014,4.225694608000005,5.135749999999998,86.07162500000004,70.92,7.53,29.225,7.1686216300943375,1.4784600000000006,466,17,101,4,8,155,88,125,0.061,0.6809999999999999,0.258,0.9809,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,2,0,14,13,9,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,2,9,8,20,7,5,20,0,2,1,1,7,7,0,5,12,61,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750427918398888,0.0,0.16184872438430348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294415163301202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536812766458775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990355349240074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195245463476542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177628654892002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217326500851584,0.0,0.0,0.17405329076460418,0.0,0.0,0.21469659167369526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495820088581448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775081214540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009160057696415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666441044347111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706680840975334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808182671197166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468416095413395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335310296582474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616927877922316,0.0,0.0,0.2863669477118128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379961350010986 lonely,siddank7,2020/01/21,"18M going to college, have no friends I don't see how people make friends so quickly, it's just been 4 months into college and everyone has made friends they can vouch for. It feels like there's no one out there for me. There's no love, everyone's so fake and plastic. I interact with a lot of people here but nothing more than a wave or how their courses are going or other course related bs. I don't know if that's what friendship is but I'm pretty sure that spending time with friends feels fulfilling. I've developed a nihilist attitude towards these guys cause I know what their shit is all about. I really want some love and connection, my life feels empty.",3.5170454545454533,5.386626310606066,4.108181818181818,86.98227272727274,73.77272727272728,7.527272727272727,28.66666666666667,8.296473431620573,2.011248484848485,531,22,105,9,11,168,90,132,0.098,0.669,0.233,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,11,10,1,0,3,0,9,4,1,5,2,28,23,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,2,4,10,8,11,21,4,8,0,0,1,2,11,3,1,5,4,67,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300173519120055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218427341207747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545692059612235,0.12031093769710473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204474021445765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914206588356209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675071425034296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510561719642268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895177707853985,0.08227579868298528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431747316105376,0.3039901684048262,0.1593520246440863,0.11241386153584504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442191458253305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159232535922727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411783630077972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350624947087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713318056650293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078866823482848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419962740848992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728687207315833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587228488854055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820024589134477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933159064287876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gigkam,2020/01/21,"Being alone and not sad is so difficult I'm not sad really and I don't want to be, but being alone and having no one to talk with sucks. I'm just a human being who needs attention sometimes, and people just don't get this. Being vulnerable is the worst",2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,73.90566037735849,8.318867924528304,20.797169811320764,8.841846274778883,1.2500226415094344,200,4,41,4,4,70,36,53,0.34299999999999997,0.599,0.057999999999999996,-0.9488,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,31,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7131834372398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988291993114766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529462724957946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333070839170941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386947733432258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056786272941434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405222238138649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27673588334760857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307748994342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A3TTK2,2020/01/21,"Loveless in London I'm told I'm good looking (Gay mate 50) and look young / fit for my age. I smile and chat generally yet feel so bloody lonely. Been single for 3 + years. My dog is a joy but not like cuddling up and chatting to that special one. I'm sure I'm not the only one out there who feels the same. Why is it so bloody hard.",-0.414760273972604,1.4959599041095937,1.7084760273972643,99.06627568493151,86.94520547945206,4.197945205479451,17.344178082191778,5.148860815047168,-0.8402589041095894,255,6,63,1,8,85,56,73,0.171,0.655,0.174,-0.1789,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,3,5,6,10,2,8,0,1,2,2,5,4,0,0,5,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444444520159936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525102672043225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696857373594669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708004284112638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056199871355727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080046993339335,0.22896554596335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837403439118341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876705172135756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165489898864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386925520956866 lonely,makita_kapper,2020/01/21,"Anyone up for a chat? preferable someone good with relationships. I'm in a foreign country, days away from getting married and I think I've made a huge mistake.",2.5730000000000004,5.5375846333333385,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,86.0,4.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,2.1936666666666667,129,8,21,1,4,41,26,30,0.084,0.7340000000000001,0.182,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868822261302213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854781639316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646011876366186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435803554524632,0.0,0.0,0.34412928895665296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882235014880356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404947170702782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476348631564002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628953576746753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aquarium_gravel,2020/01/21,"When you've been lonely a long time I've been single basically all my life. I'm 38, and except for a few month affair 20 years ago and a 5 month relationship in my early 30s with someone I wasn't interested in, but stayed with because my life coach said I should try, I've been single. It's a very lonely feeling when women in their early 20s or 30s complain about their love lives when they just broke up with someone. Or your guy friend tells you how miserable he is after a few months of being single, and takes pictures of himself frowning so he can show them to you and say ""look how sad I look."" You don't say anything, because you're not an asshole, and this isn't about you right now. But they're saying to you that basically just a fraction of the loneliness you've felt is unbearable to them. Sure, I'm sure it hurts. But I've never had a valentine, so there's that. You get to a point where you stop wanting it and start to fear it. Not for any reason in particular other than how unfamiliar it seems to share your life and time with someone. And you see the casket start to slide closed over your tomb.",6.308113069016152,5.4551491762114575,6.498513215859032,82.16409875183555,66.04845814977973,9.152569750367107,29.48935389133627,8.07648339933343,1.746941556534508,881,24,186,9,12,283,125,227,0.16399999999999998,0.75,0.086,-0.9590000000000001,0,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,11,5,0,15,14,0,2,11,0,12,4,0,4,4,37,27,21,2,2,10,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,9,13,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,7,9,23,6,27,18,6,31,0,6,3,1,32,10,0,3,19,117,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930100366757967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152204808130676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075154346291433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164082875625436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514449345107965,0.0680499469230181,0.0,0.12922218752082512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039796201533168,0.0,0.07031482572225986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325977500587752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407544826091578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851829532718704,0.0,0.0,0.11884054411991365,0.11910301221285885,0.2260341013284617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214677299217105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222720965302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379983262892503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722581649696948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837524016763636,0.0,0.14449334350162482,0.0,0.11493439371347534,0.12802064124794355,0.3210808938939035,0.0,0.0,0.10724639012627908,0.1225206379908666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420989293307509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051914736286546,0.14344912761544945,0.0,0.11251863507882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536885221253861,0.0,0.1011907648802059,0.0,0.11763275032607988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695456216584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137401416725248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104627454755284,0.07938140163030052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666797988894225 lonely,NormalNight4,2020/01/21,"First time being single in 4yrs My partner(22m) and I(24)split - short and sweet version was because I had to leave for our sons sake since my partner is an addict struggling with multiple issues. This time of year is sensitive for me in general (valentines day and my bday + seasonal depression) so the few times I have been single during this time period I’ve always felt intensely ... clingy and extra towards the people I get involved with. I’m very guilt ridden with trying to move on but I find that no matter what choices I make I’m so incredibly empty for my dear one. Maybe this is the wrong thread for this but lonely is the only way to describe what I’m feeling because the situation is so unique nobody can truly empathize and understand it. I can feel for those who genuinely have nobody and are completely lonely in this world. I haven’t felt that way in a long time myself - for me true loneliness is lacking family and I have a kiddo who fills the true void in my heart. The loneliness I feel isn’t as desperate as it used to be so it feels more valid than any yearning I’ve ever felt before. TLDR. Lonely for a toxic person I have to distance myself from and I’ve basically got a ton of companions throwing themselves at me but I’m still super lonely no matter if I stay home and sulk or if I go out.",4.462198740093477,5.843232212355215,5.581142044299941,79.3279048973786,70.5057915057915,8.23255435887015,27.14509246088193,8.6894789155246,2.0902231660231663,1049,35,191,18,19,348,150,259,0.147,0.753,0.1,-0.9194,0,9,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,6,14,0,2,12,0,20,2,1,2,3,38,37,21,0,4,6,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,15,13,0,0,9,0,0,5,4,9,0,2,7,8,23,5,30,28,8,32,0,6,0,0,8,11,0,3,13,132,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782324562324026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282947520715153,0.0,0.0,0.09221216979029273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653201420209756,0.0,0.11538501179950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217327983186942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874503267540924,0.0,0.1167914731916124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265732459233653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278309463167777,0.0,0.27425230931506744,0.0,0.3905897610297415,0.0,0.1239352980905252,0.11534069017090758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084503443930461,0.0,0.07706420364406479,0.0,0.10845114261055257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606858162269971,0.0,0.0,0.1360171479318807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153043309099653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435800733105632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000110809310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051358166365246,0.0,0.13622771656605784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412058988791432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188559092417888,0.10312937339430472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400747688805293,0.11840007317673144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216913720762964,0.15241928779803346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453080530053114,0.10828977131670052,0.0,0.0,0.1417578238095145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953451938417199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206301962698596,0.0,0.0,0.14116364717765045,0.0,0.11711425271151946,0.0,0.11188361862336724,0.0,0.21526481583468915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825654121078552,0.0,0.08732149951234691 lonely,not_a_humanbeing,2020/01/21,Helppp. I need shows to distract me from my loneliness Does anybody have any good suggestions for shows or series to binge watch. I'm lonely. I spend most of my time by myself which is actually okay. But sometimes I get bored or depressed or lonely. Television is my only company. I only come through anybody have any good series specifically things I can binge-watch and get lost in?,2.9465571205007848,5.955654985915494,3.6077934272300496,83.24749608763696,83.64788732394365,6.535837245696403,24.790297339593113,7.793537801064563,1.830360250391236,308,12,53,6,9,97,49,71,0.223,0.68,0.09699999999999999,-0.8402,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,3,8,10,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2538990165715282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35386385363562856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241227982821265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240934188478278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276860496972851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718675523486081,0.0,0.0,0.4364547717660165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840181756268815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929208327968535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957585812732721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573255524871825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285262194550302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171356896525692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jukks29,2020/01/21,27 M... Wish i had someone to talk I wish i had someone to talk to my depression today is worse is kicking my ass😔,-1.3362820512820512,0.4601651153846191,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,90.15384615384615,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.6725282051282053,87,4,21,1,3,32,16,26,0.225,0.596,0.179,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350768302346267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625105637207372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43874648331890537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587086117956322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627719060205182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814208841302657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlaveKnightGael100,2020/01/21,Please I’m so lonely and depressed right now. I need someone right now so bad. Please.,0.2433333333333323,2.497315294117648,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,101.94117647058823,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-1.0945921568627457,68,2,14,0,3,20,12,17,0.426,0.39299999999999996,0.18100000000000002,-0.8046,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583671704561937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665178416556637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944379282439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793383352008909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285154249757571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621851695523628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kylethesquidkid,2020/01/21,"Nobody is ever there I am in love with someone who does not care about me. Bad enough that I go to bed without her every night, fall asleep with tears in my eyes, just to wake up the next morning with her still not there, only in the mornings all I feel is frustration and at night it's sadness. And even if it wasn't her, I'd kill for SOMEONE, really almost ANYONE.. just to be able to cuddle with them and wake up in their arms.. just one time.",5.3425806451612905,4.420832505376347,5.6209892473118295,87.89148387096779,68.03225806451613,8.300215053763441,26.126881720430106,6.742157984588678,0.8847049462365592,345,7,78,2,5,110,66,93,0.138,0.785,0.078,-0.6237,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,2,0,2,0,5,7,5,0,2,18,9,4,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,2,10,2,18,7,2,15,0,1,1,2,7,7,0,2,6,56,14,0,0.2155468675172298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583905213800136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507153814823451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997263097821584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197643968794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886265163090354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271753345490766,0.0,0.1423666731242072,0.1949744819603875,0.18160753234343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898697267542984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250025208955287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384706729825051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453946344587114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923653893047105,0.4045522672393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606013582645186,0.16393310566069716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808484272452048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652643227426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213600683249924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568711183128858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077794884787049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jVogel-,2020/01/21,"Happy Distractions Want to preface by saying that this is just something I wrote in a journal so it might not make sense entirely, but it has been something that I have wanted to tell the people that say they care about me but I never do tell them. Sorry for anyone who is reading this, just thought that I need someone, anyone to hear this. Sorry :/ 9 I have had multiple people ask if I was okay today, I have essentially lied to all of them even though I don’t want to. They said they were here for me and I said I didn’t want to talk about it. If someone came up behind me and just hugged me for even a second I would literally cry. I would literally be so overwhelmed with happiness that I could probably die right there. But the saddest part is knowing that that will never happen. Even though I know others are experiencing similar feelings to me, I still feel on an island, with no possible decisions to make other than hold it in and cry. It hurts even more when you enjoy yourself somewhere, come home and realize that you really are alone. You realize that all of these happy feelings are merely a distraction from the real issues inside of you. I try to stay “humble” and I get guilty about sharing my issues with other people. As if I’m burdening others and get this feeling that they would like me less and would only pity me. I can’t seem to form any type of deeper relationship with anyone. I’m always the second option. Not only that, but I have absolutely no connection to my family. I could be in the same room with someone the whole day and not say a word. There are times when I wish some answer or person was revealed to me that would fix all of these issues, but that would never happen. I’m just going to be stuck in an eternal loop of “happy distractions” and loneliness. Sorry for posting this, needed to somehow tell someone how I feel, because if I hold it in any longer I might do something that I would regret. Sorry again.",4.4683984962405985,5.87889705789474,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,70.52631578947368,7.8496240601503775,25.67669172932331,8.306716005460428,1.6742744360902255,1542,46,286,23,28,504,181,380,0.166,0.715,0.11900000000000001,-0.9582,0,1,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,6,0,24,18,0,4,12,1,37,1,0,3,6,84,72,27,1,21,17,0,5,1,0,10,0,6,2,1,32,16,0,2,14,1,0,3,11,8,0,2,12,12,45,10,44,45,10,25,0,4,0,1,26,9,0,11,12,230,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350446791789905,0.0,0.0,0.05905348960277785,0.0,0.0,0.0965253166331396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887354923735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634822848282186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326321322527362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811718239629822,0.07235958143460289,0.0,0.0,0.06113516214392286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133290070262062,0.0,0.1559164429987746,0.045770371192907874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736566086011709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750248946199696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690506576735909,0.0,0.17942514430449796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741587514608016,0.0,0.040334408542500096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551869779320832,0.3021994500193979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998938322516377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118961792960372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597583617278604,0.0,0.0,0.222225600456025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800752158024434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034672805928327326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947472784726006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057785829952888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524807368440613,0.16421144283298084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795316327227858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685458873379601,0.0,0.14760689657023615,0.061969068609716224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800090470987307,0.06797052180556735,0.0,0.07651865382857599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099012429741587,0.08078044283148827,0.04546578774308226,0.0,0.0,0.0761962064074703,0.0,0.060608776670815614,0.1350191914527235,0.1693167690064548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460925877476176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405337159425836,0.16391064129609684,0.0,0.3177845314081583,0.0,0.07564555620263175,0.05667746723803459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057043736007053585,0.18609513297109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945713429022752,0.056342981807259475,0.0413837133447208,0.0,0.06727213238217403,0.0,0.0,0.04818459504806734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744194623660744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079236496053428,0.08161305382113647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35290993002393684,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,venecia321,2020/01/21,"Anyone ? I’m in high school and have a good amount of friends and are social but I still feel a lack of being intimate with someone. I just have this constant need to cuddle ,hold hands, and lots of hugs. I just want somebody who can hold me and make me feel wanted, maybe this is because I’m lacking in the working out department right now since I haven’t worked out in two weeks and am not getting my endorphins but I still just want to be held, I just want to be intimate with somebody.",3.0741666666666667,4.674391909090911,3.539280303030304,91.72892045454547,74.35353535353536,6.566161616161617,25.506313131313128,7.1686216300943375,0.9705646464646462,385,13,82,4,8,120,62,99,0.031,0.8390000000000001,0.131,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,10,3,1,1,0,30,22,7,0,7,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,9,3,13,18,4,13,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,5,57,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127020413110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316095763843064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183321324818652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431374324315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609465087869956,0.0,0.10555691737024148,0.0,0.0,0.16946053282621126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134650509543454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717661354696515,0.0,0.0,0.13486244641098025,0.0,0.20297509818305892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980918635279644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254000384120136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447401942099933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712855659433656,0.0,0.0,0.2059530805030178,0.1711867923769518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226968420126159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973625188292951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766707997383789,0.0,0.162063312795918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941732585611498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,doorbell87,2020/01/21,"I guess I never truly knew how alone I was til now It's crazy but true. Like many of you, I've been lurking and sharing for a while now. Thing is, I guess it never really hit til tonight, when I haven one to share my worries and fears with. Make a long story short, I have a cancer scare. Won't know 100% for a few more weeks. I know it's just a scare. I get that and I don't want to be a drama queen about it. I just wish I had someone to share my concerns with. Somone to be there for me and hold me through these heavy times. I have never felt so alone as I do tonight.",0.031430446194228516,1.5894926614173244,1.6382874015748037,102.16693241469818,83.01574803149607,4.548293963254594,16.882545931758532,4.7782277997778095,-1.0713721784776902,436,8,114,1,12,141,79,127,0.235,0.621,0.14300000000000002,-0.8953,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,3,6,0,11,1,0,2,4,24,22,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,1,18,5,15,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,15,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375771704396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041364704996175,0.0,0.0,0.17418186587720044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477913799562944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996867147448215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939617393529135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862766950745242,0.0,0.0,0.16054197268164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109245644206365,0.18392107333203173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197432856985232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229279817694756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162157691627084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632457328049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370794280411987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052061650425988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578151871783056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700020574783176,0.0,0.14551600662642608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086123279582683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423046728330567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Erdnase83,2020/01/21,"I just have no one to talk to. Pretty much title. I work, go home. No friends to talk to. No one to share anything with. How do you get out of this in mid to late 30s ? Who has time ? Who cares ? Suffering from loneliness, how do people go on like this ?",-1.8672536687631047,-0.07916971698112718,0.2877987421383672,103.48796645702309,104.66037735849056,3.864989517819706,13.436058700209644,5.82211442006289,-1.08113249475891,187,4,47,2,9,61,38,53,0.183,0.599,0.21899999999999997,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219819363762537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502893370593673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840881042014175,0.0,0.14093366721351994,0.0,0.3066112089973646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705820614483133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042906686880446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317866225038796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829788685354488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655802667191976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870112502334125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274433555887859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43363097402109774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729386942733034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638180593961674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bill_mates,2020/01/21,I need someone to talk to rn I need someone who can listen and understand what I’m going through rn,7.0128571428571425,5.1897102857142885,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,65.19047619047619,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.5366761904761916,80,4,16,1,1,27,15,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129336423479361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556262379826492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349134906635657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301145620328542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900447696765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NormalGuy5793,2020/01/21,"Feeling Disconnected Hey everyone. I am a 40 year old guy who is feeling pretty lonely. I need a deeper connection than I have with most people. I find others don't want a friendship with the kind of depth I want. I also work over nights, so it is hard to find somebody who is available to talk on my schedule. I am into reading, music, writing, tv/movies, video games, hiking, running, and more. Looking to talk about anything, from the serious to the ridiculous and anything in between. If you are looking for a genuine friendship, I would love to hear from you.",4.098700209643607,6.204937716981133,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,72.77358490566039,6.220545073375264,31.58909853249476,6.937597516519254,2.0494331236897274,442,21,76,4,9,141,75,106,0.14400000000000002,0.757,0.098,-0.2071,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,18,5,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,11,2,18,17,2,10,0,1,2,1,12,5,0,2,4,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427104118428156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31749901089079463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433494759308824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950834287601972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263473924867983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101244747015014,0.0,0.0,0.17281057073308828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742497692374932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008873603909101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239936950558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410991711464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304123290765766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810341214834814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024278850515079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374035730979195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626007406735946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929634348314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101094791558866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756808359230546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044167322942192,0.0,0.0,0.13703860312065871,0.0,0.0,0.1242285074783479 lonely,NefariousSerendipity,2020/01/21,Who wants an accountable buddy? I'm down. Change is needed. Who's up for this?,-1.4731249999999996,-0.7806920624999965,0.7199999999999989,97.025,125.875,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-0.8430749999999998,61,1,13,1,4,20,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7449065797767088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221247840294501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153310695187227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IllegibleThreat,2020/01/21,"Why cant I be normal I need to vent and I have no one. For the past few weeks i have absolutely lost it. People always choose others over me. From my childhood to college I have never been someones first choice in anything. To this day I still cant catch a break. People who see me think I'm creepy and those I try to communicate with actively avoid me. I know I'm not good at talking to others but I am genuinely trying. The only people who actually stick around me are those who cant avoid me teammates, roommates, class, etc. And the second they get the chance to leave they take it. So what is it? I tried to fix anything I could think of that would deter people awaugh from me like my hygiene, my appearance, the tone of my voice, Everything. I see the way other people talk and I see how easy it all is to them and yet when I try to be like anyone else I'm the weird one. No one wants me No one loves me And im stuck this way. Always have been and probably always will be. I dont understand why I cant just be normal.",0.9162241014799156,2.9681312883720916,2.7106659619450326,93.03475158562372,82.62790697674419,5.583509513742072,18.144820295983084,6.782984794422108,-0.05239534883720953,797,18,178,9,22,264,117,215,0.098,0.81,0.092,0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,7,8,0,2,8,0,22,1,0,1,2,29,40,11,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,10,4,0,6,4,4,31,4,19,29,3,18,0,1,3,1,9,4,0,1,11,124,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.10962284701507598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804153910508474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854730950482028,0.1151005787436004,0.18488442125143573,0.1000020499034377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969043160819118,0.0,0.0,0.07244684224948249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165589330352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384155634410572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252833240261257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095953889727656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555217339845032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869045004961367,0.0,0.0,0.09422134697561334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134117810107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173642973505913,0.0,0.0,0.11894664442534772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976250513020422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226270248568502,0.0,0.10138680800787732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329504865865668,0.08663974957613522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201290818471761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448466725130674,0.08543590084682598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723655801131733,0.3893950486618353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111623084063115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26854957705093785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518116043416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971095101650269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446201026142648,0.18058138643474614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395958442737294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507261927938506,0.0,0.0,0.1169447943539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625814882417576,0.17833273737779162,0.09010843629661767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027298990937541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797996275830375,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loopsy907,2020/01/21,"It’s been so many years... It’s been years and years since someone has pulled me in and *held* me. I’m by default a none-touching person. I will go out of my way to avoid touching strangers and even friends and family. The exception has always been my SO. Years. I’m married. We’ve been together for many years. If I tell him my ‘snuggle meter’ is low he will defer me to the dog or the cat. If I do get any touching or ‘snuggling’ in it’s a limp arm over my side in bed, but more often than not it’s me spooning him while he browses his phone. We have a sexual relationship but it’s spotty. I have initiation issues so it’s hard for me to start things up. I’ve tried to break apart my issues and analyze the whys and how’s of why I can’t get past my initiation problems. I usually make myself feel crazy. He swears he doesn’t do it intentionally but over the years I’ve noticed that 9 times out of 10 that when I enter a room, he leaves it. If I sit next to him on the couch he soon leaves to do something else. If I lay next to him mid-day while he’s in bed playing on his phone he’ll soon get up. If I ask him to stay he’ll say he has things to do. He does work a lot and hard. So I feel embarrassed and selfish for feeling disappointment. It’s hard for me to feel so vulnerable. I’m so goddamn lonely. Crying silently in bed next to him- he’s none the wiser. Crying at work between deliveries. (Pizza driver). Crying in the shower. I’m just so lonely.",-0.2546793027585039,1.91030625080386,2.2095591470638034,93.798122778812,89.38585209003216,5.0743272973430384,18.795143002200035,6.5966054737557815,0.017451446945337512,1128,33,259,14,38,385,146,311,0.193,0.784,0.023,-0.995,1,5,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,2,14,10,0,2,13,0,18,2,1,3,0,36,36,29,0,6,13,0,10,0,1,4,0,1,6,1,13,11,1,2,4,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,11,33,2,37,27,3,45,0,4,0,0,29,20,0,9,18,152,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889923814362253,0.0,0.0,0.07273082296956006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998540131121003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524442584390577,0.06897499807505489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359415268349623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934442091906475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064058862009627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082454352544283,0.0,0.2163119705690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263061747803715,0.0,0.16763354565223135,0.0,0.06078311534446334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874231450206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325957403141064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649281364174856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092651001028157,0.0,0.0,0.07139108969337946,0.21686447246252485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34123303624200496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176521838270045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209749870028267,0.0,0.09338609840093293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233833196873353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482609935870718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505228391144835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847155076655859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061982764024563,0.08233664321276844,0.0,0.0,0.07570096315398281,0.11399628094498515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348049916658308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421079131692008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236439587217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261318324643007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177921866198608,0.0,0.0,0.08489328061389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650727323348346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557242215770962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132403263199821 lonely,TR2574838,2020/01/21,"I feel like I don’t have a best friend. All of my friends have someone they’re better friends with than me. I don’t have THAT person. I have a lot of people, but I don’t have that one. I don’t know if anyone actually knows me. Everyone just has their opinion of what I’m like, but does anyone actually know? Maybe part of it’s my fault. I never let anyone close to me because I’m scared no one will like me. I’m tired of it. And soon enough people will be tired of me.",-0.14886142983230144,1.7615827281553391,2.038517210944395,97.12508384819068,85.79611650485437,4.910503089143866,17.1306266548985,6.1124844417494595,-0.5639631067961166,363,8,89,3,11,122,57,103,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.174,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,2,10,0,1,2,0,14,2,0,0,2,15,21,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,1,15,8,9,17,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.30749225155513576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33048798280955544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604105055548937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533906154482164,0.1393402195411758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787311391454146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627913215047979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054582819952594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966204112184401,0.11255379001519032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651683425642209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597561680677484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611056044970505,0.0,0.23091299458435646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339434218170962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828020534992795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151231425176864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135199879552584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706113552770481,0.0,0.2184507400012747,0.13756663011210496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773508882372295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349164943466402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36216122091114816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,endgia,2020/01/21,"Friends with loneliness Im trying these days to accept my loneliness, it still hurts to have no one to talk to but i know i’ll always be like this, so instead im just gonna be friends with myself and the voices.. i dont even have online friends that i can fill that void with. So yeah thats my plan. Its a hard one to achieve especially since im also my biggest enemy... i hate myself so much but i think its time to change that. I can also just become closer with my family & spend time with them but i dont want to, whenever i do that shit goes wrong and problems occur between us. They’re somehow toxic & manipulative. So yeah i guess i only got her aka me. She is scary sometimes and tries to hurt me but we will work this out.",0.6014041745730552,2.7664899677419363,2.5826565464895666,92.78574952561672,84.80645161290323,5.453510436432637,18.795066413662237,6.794906146795322,0.07811574952561706,575,15,128,7,17,192,95,155,0.21100000000000002,0.664,0.125,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,3,12,11,2,0,2,2,11,1,1,1,0,24,18,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,1,2,23,5,15,13,1,8,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,2,5,85,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155950772389576,0.1100628595937998,0.28663841664351625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608663277101913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399287285806846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853060161566498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100491177404897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736596393353925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469648972819375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065845155346796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579188514364224,0.0,0.14571511471708867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849184070167094,0.13059354066617038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832048654687304,0.0,0.4286370052090647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269452620580504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462256839150532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723687056861137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926505239900678,0.1006006074481366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656869364272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357777245198471,0.109418713297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308227192893782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563447072666393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063171160431269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475606564586874,0.0,0.0,0.15426048018391136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961120858504084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591097624898434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780188416582811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629730578159867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462124235875926,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scout1111,2020/01/21,"Why am I doing this? I don't know why I'm typing this right now, I should be sleeping, waiting for another drag of a day, but here I am. Why am I even doing this at all? My loneliness isn't going to go away overnight, my depression won't just go away, and there's no way in heaven OR hell that I'll suddenly have a girlfriend. I mean, who the hell would even care to read this far? I'm merely 1 of millions of lonely souls out there. My existence was 1 in 400,000,000,000,000 and I was born a loser. It's the shittiest lottery ever conceived. And even if I do get replies, I'm left with the crushing feeling that the people who ""care"" are miles, even countries away from me. I can't vent to most of my family. My stepdad doesn't give a fuck, my mom is always working, my stepmom hates when I'm emotional, and conversations with my dad always become ""Mhmm"" after a while. I don't go outside. My 2 friends actually have lives, and always have shit to do, and it's utterly heartbreaking. I can't vent to them either, because they often get annoyed when I do so for too long. And honestly, the last thing I have to say is that January needs to stay. I can't survive another February, I can't survive another Valentine's Day, I'm not strong enough anymore.",3.7979965004374487,4.78849891338583,5.104671916010499,83.59804899387578,71.6771653543307,8.321609798775151,29.46544181977253,8.680891452615391,2.1961100612423445,980,39,200,17,18,327,140,254,0.22899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.087,-0.9925,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,5,15,16,6,0,10,0,29,3,2,0,2,27,50,14,0,4,6,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,11,10,0,1,2,2,27,6,24,44,4,29,4,4,0,1,11,11,4,4,12,135,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.11097146217059688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838651504441652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35772680769476656,0.0,0.0,0.11277678258021892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205228083711608,0.0,0.0,0.06932087397091266,0.1255915760093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318842754049448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667621272346634,0.0,0.09794435082164116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791640446171726,0.0,0.11750013787148668,0.0,0.3004362245020294,0.10286360555625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720233857630647,0.0,0.057498770379260274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785753073520698,0.1051296042357862,0.11882495729307795,0.10908778119349773,0.2585121393278821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227206950965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624959309435709,0.09269459445573228,0.0,0.0,0.12355393567209025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004142613928464,0.10063603368350243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238712329332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318406487807974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431977085899751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883710209798117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374784933278535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971137614594559,0.0,0.09043238300664734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672894422950295,0.0,0.0,0.11379920098925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120727234654124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554857224864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026332173701426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30783592025808504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278738560233079,0.0,0.0,0.08078134800075852,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sadguythrowaway123,2020/01/21,"Might’ve hit a new low So it seems like an okcupid conversation fell through, and normally no big deal, most of them do anyway. Well actually, most people never even reply to begin with. But I messaged her asking her something about her profile and she replied so I was obviously excited. I reply back just trying to be friendly and keep the conversation going. But it’s been a full day, she’s been online but never responded. Now I feel stupid being excited or even for feeling bummed out about it. I mean it was just a single reply. It’s just been so long since I’ve had someone I could talk to. Every hope of any kind of relationship I have falls through so I had just given up for months and months. It’s been like a month or so now since I’ve been trying to just meet people, not even for a relationship necessarily, I’d just like to have someone I could connect with. Just felt like venting. Wish I could just feel happy and cared about for once.",3.014571339173969,5.136981877659579,4.226132665832292,84.46029411764708,75.96808510638299,6.7639549436795985,23.824780976220275,7.724431198458867,1.1877055068836042,755,24,148,11,17,247,100,188,0.039,0.758,0.20199999999999999,0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,24,14,1,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,3,40,32,15,0,6,14,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,11,4,16,12,21,15,4,20,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,6,16,106,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1258285447777206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876848094050486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205431273743468,0.0,0.0,0.09914824416771473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146470434977892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884847813318433,0.0,0.0,0.08315675958260597,0.1329332791075989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549442299062114,0.0,0.1086389828663404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559046429995447,0.0,0.12380429766607574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996200737012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328056615356889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726088709956052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280682484938007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460934904528565,0.0,0.13427298717120992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197769749204346,0.0,0.0,0.11410938833202072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045536280175866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678681682854532,0.0,0.0,0.3087602162893083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988956482323791,0.12453274251812438,0.0,0.0,0.1263355349103306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731875210753428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878394386173924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768703618604005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173837235468114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332389075211086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850384721423866,0.09926565618795116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363849182781404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750859641976523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593411562821546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827664531718118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,latestagenormie,2020/01/21,"Looking to relate over not feeling much of anything Don’t feel much of anything besides physical need signals (hungry/tired). Occasionally I’ll feel sad/hopeless/alone, which is honesty a nice change since it’s something. It’s strange honestly, just floating around with no connection, care, or real desires. At this point I’ve given up on putting up the everything is fine charade, which is much easier. Apologies if this is the wrong sub, or bums anyone out, just looking to find people who can relate.",8.817333333333334,9.080119400000003,7.818888888888887,71.065,60.55555555555557,9.866666666666667,41.33333333333333,9.3871,4.161933333333334,406,21,63,6,5,125,70,90,0.08800000000000001,0.738,0.175,0.853,0,1,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,14,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,4,12,13,3,9,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,3,0,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048890455499968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832519425872586,0.0,0.3255894268847938,0.176107915934599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201697747041617,0.0,0.2092746687372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779409528190335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000817305849818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081023674611896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322496066729611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362766835023744,0.1466861673446834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714828958267222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870103990562852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887071214339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517036446459848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364448681363938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522968412757182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629270053397484,0.0,0.0 lonely,SeriousWeakness,2020/01/21,"I struggle with personal relationships. For some reason, I make small talk with most people, but I can't connect with someone after that. I just want someone I can talk about music, why we are on this earth, fucking anything. I'm tired of small talk.",4.28712765957447,6.451565744680856,4.558457446808512,83.30875,72.40425531914894,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.6855574468085108,198,8,35,2,4,62,36,47,0.133,0.8340000000000001,0.033,-0.6647,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,11,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,7,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,2,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564260041467385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197899864654113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869559745772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482137195365953,0.20758840835225775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444398603660691,0.0,0.2552474898440998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028785034841245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485410711881223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732675331341336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732511196741174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402272451824931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145264829347999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thyrue13,2020/01/21,"What’s the difference between subs? Ok, I’m trying to join a sub for when life gets hard or I need to vent. Anyone know the key differences between here and r/ForeverAlone? I’m deciding which sub to join.",2.305243902439024,4.545214097560977,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,78.75609756097559,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.5207512195121955,162,6,33,3,4,52,32,41,0.036000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.177,0.6767,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512924721179727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509680150142174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776541648162667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219410907361761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751026668721824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25384639936421105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648167613349183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440008867188416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kaiser_Krish,2020/01/21,"I've got close friends, but I crave love desperately. I'm only a senior in high school, maybe it's too young, but it doesn't change anything. My closest friends are all in relationships, except for one who really doesn't care. I've tried to act for so long like I don't either, but these past few months have just been to much. I met this girl who is my best friend's girlfriend's best friend and I was completely blown away. She's all I could think about for the last 4 months, and I've spoken to her maybe 4 times. Every time, I die a little because I can't hold a decent conversation and I could swear she doesn't want to talk to me. I cannot remember these last 4 months because I spent it in a Pinkerton fueled depression coma. I went to school every day, everyone saw my normal self, but my friends knew I wasn't fine. Some of them just can't handle my talking about it, and the others just don't understand. I'm scared that I'm driving them away, and I barely leave my room. The only thing that gets me out of bed every morning is my commitment to the swim team. But even then, my mind wanders. I can never escape my own psychological torment because I don't have the balls to just fucking say Hi. I don't dream anymore and I barely pay attention in school anymore. The best and worst part of my day is lunch, when I can see her from across the room, but then see her having fun with her friends, and I don't want to awkwardly walk up to her and be weird. My lowest point was just yesterday, when I was feeling bored and drew a shitty sketch of a picture of her my friend sent me. I showed one of my best friends and he said that it was stalkerish. I ripped it up into a hundred pieces and went to bed crying. I don't know how I can go to school every day and subject myself to the same torture. This may be the first time I've ever been in love. I've never had a girlfriend and I may just be desperate for attention, I don't know anything about myself now. I'll probably post this and go back to listening to my sad music, in my room, alone. I'm not seeking help of any kind, I just needed a place where I could let everything out and not be judged. Who knows, Maybe I'll say hi tomorrow. I've been saying that for the last 4 months.",3.3763357342158216,4.242874411134904,4.331660502238659,89.21211147881384,72.55460385438974,7.4593212640321855,24.429887742521572,7.686295010490155,0.9635316202712344,1758,48,390,21,33,570,209,467,0.136,0.6940000000000001,0.17,0.9786,2,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,6,20,28,2,2,19,0,42,5,0,1,6,68,74,28,1,7,17,0,1,1,10,2,1,5,5,2,20,21,1,1,10,5,2,9,18,9,0,3,18,9,58,19,47,46,15,63,0,2,3,3,43,24,1,3,30,249,78,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273472418435283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775724851148208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929402785303474,0.0,0.0,0.1155828370337555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196248369362648,0.05400077126611201,0.0,0.12843047383666026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947985803305576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160182702933973,0.0,0.07429160143001805,0.0,0.07363241394345589,0.0,0.0,0.16821332705947906,0.0,0.07714183775867936,0.1358731823587938,0.0,0.060487020551826275,0.0,0.07288527164015318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638473769421336,0.06352498098278554,0.2366794858988991,0.06710558293551996,0.06311613413602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550923842426035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059735651123977364,0.0,0.0,0.4340620135930472,0.06492438286303208,0.03669107801298638,0.0,0.07982404780494606,0.0,0.05616751217095398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707215121295272,0.07419942750071314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313134920659707,0.11578593234865897,0.17173486146527914,0.0,0.07436100091759497,0.0,0.07181258778971561,0.0,0.03430970997179847,0.07038661121781367,0.0,0.06214931016034985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676649366157605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116595107454628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709099637193026,0.0,0.2242203407080064,0.0,0.0516254446521334,0.05207295438775368,0.10832787303679932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880824144434182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517622262592816,0.10682267048321244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604976230966369,0.06704029211756372,0.0,0.0,0.07337300590399294,0.0,0.06638788207759737,0.0,0.0672587299280431,0.0,0.07571734533737343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044989666954818486,0.0,0.0,0.07539827460735637,0.07955430119275117,0.0,0.06680263069775087,0.16754367240948898,0.07031018535348081,0.2842967523157262,0.11192477905804617,0.0,0.07326281379033661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289274033116953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665616754749263,0.04499907854239234,0.0,0.0,0.12285102094261742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047680002726779615,0.0,0.0,0.07310951899713265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828442414549144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302035746886192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sarahyooh,2020/01/21,"- I want a hug. Someone hug me now. Please. Thank you.",-3.78409090909091,-6.2476023636363625,-1.6447727272727253,111.75284090909092,163.54545454545456,1.1,11.840909090909092,3.1291,-2.2088363636363635,38,1,10,0,4,12,10,11,0.0,0.245,0.755,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216118562710695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798121980971216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213599658716066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340100906960765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Prev-em,2020/01/21,"I just lied for the second time to the only and most important person and friend, and it hurts so bad I'm 23, a lonely guy who never had any real connection with anyone, I never really talked to anyone, closed in on oneself, thanks to my parents... I don't know what is ""love"", I don't know what it feels to be ""appreciated"", to have someone ""care for you"". Except her, I met her online 1 years and a half ago, she's 26 years old soon (7 February). She was the first one which I had a real connection. We started to talk, and we had a lot in commons, we were having a lot of fun throughout our relationship (as friends). Like me, she's pretty lonely, even tho she have a lot of people in her contacts, she was only talking to 2 of us outside of her family; her boyfriend in a long distance relationship (ex-boyfriend now, who hates me) and me. And she had a lot of problems from her past, and still to this day. She's scared of men. Of what they can do. I was so fucking happy, having a friend after such a long time, someone who cared about me, someone to laugh with, someone to talk with, someone who understood me. And I ruined it all. Twice. TWICE. She's vegan, 6 months after our relationship started, I lied to her about it, I said that I was vegan aswell, which was the case, but I lied about the time (I said 2 years instead of 2 months...), and she took it really badly, because she was trusting me, she put all her heart in this relationship... And that's the first fuck up. After 2 weeks we started to talk again, saying that it wasn't going to be the same (she can't trust me anymore, even to this day she couldn't. And I'm not mad at her for it, I totally understand why so I accepted it, I was even ready to let her go), but after talking and talking, and making a facecam video because she had to see my face at this moment, we started to grew closer again. It wasn't the same as before but we still spent a lot of time together (3 to 10 hours a day, even more sometimes). She still had doubts about some things even if it was the only time I lied, she had doubts about a lot of things after that, but she let everything go, saying it wasn't important. So days goes by, everything is fine, sometimes we argue over something stupid but after like, 30 minutes everything is fine again. She got in trouble with her boyfriend. Even at the start of our relationship, it was quite explosive, I wanted to help her, I was here to listen to her, to talk to her, no matter the time of night or the day, I was there. The two broke up early this December, but still talk to each other (her ex-boyfriend helped her a lot with her past, she was with him for 5 years, they never met in real-life tho, they planned to, but it didn't happen)). So we spent even more time together, but we were just ""online friends"", not ""friends"" anymore. To be honest, at the start of our relationship, I was in love with her, going even crazy some times (happened 3 times exactly...), and scaring her away. I told her everything about it when I was sure I fell in love. And now, this happen. I'm in the worst state possible right now, living alone, without a job for 2 years (I searched for 6 months, and I went ""meh... can't find shit, might aswell just stay at home"", and started to search again the last year). My cat, Galaxie, that I had for 15 years, died in November, she meant and still mean a lot to me. I fell in depression, hurt myself pretty badly on the forearms... And she was there, she called me everyday, talked to me, we played a lot of games together, watched movies together, she helped me a lot... Even a few days ago, when I confessed myself about a lot of how I feel on the moment, about a lot of things about my past, about the lie I told her, about the 2 times I scared her away... She was ready to help me, she was ready to push me forward, help me to find a job, help me with my social anxiety, help me trust myself more ! I'm scared of people, of what they can think, their judgement. And 2 hours ago, I fucked up. I told her I sent my CV for a job, but in reality, nothing. I didn't, I wanted to, but I couldn't... And then, everything went downhill, she wants to stop everything again, she doesn't want to talk to me anymore, that everything has been said. To forget about her, that she won't be there anymore for me... I don't want to lose her, she's my only friend, she's everything I have, she's important to me... I don't want to lose her And yet... I understand her, I don't want her to be more scared by men. I want her to be happy, I want her to live her life to the fullest, I don't want to ""slow"" her in her path to happiness. If she wants to go, I will let her go. I won't say a thing. I just want to have a last call with her and if everything ends... then I'll try to move on... I know I'm in fault here guys, I'm the worst human being. I'm scared to tell the truth to the best person I have ever met, I deserve everything. I just needed to say it somewhere, and since I don't know anyone, I decided to confess here... I'll read, answer to all of you. I deserve to be trashed, I think I need it...",3.6954183255761777,4.0181923183984765,4.734807800145799,88.59257563225479,71.47855100095329,8.000902820613469,25.436003476700506,7.928766900206844,1.1354212303033695,3878,105,883,48,68,1272,326,1049,0.135,0.7440000000000001,0.121,-0.8923,4,5,1,0,0,2,233.0,15,2,5,7,61,63,8,8,50,0,74,11,4,2,11,144,153,53,1,20,23,1,2,2,6,4,1,8,1,7,44,46,0,1,20,4,2,17,26,33,0,8,51,12,178,30,147,85,30,139,2,9,2,6,159,34,4,22,90,626,222,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892519894464541,0.0,0.0,0.034760081212529194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022823291837039454,0.0,0.0256748167033214,0.0,0.1331378313422795,0.07040193349427601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306515493990568,0.0,0.08406853416220464,0.04091813321892723,0.0,0.028558766200918618,0.0,0.035221218986326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854105169475301,0.0,0.06843733444831683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986817249559315,0.0,0.02890687728953696,0.0,0.034832028165633674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02972594545528696,0.0,0.0,0.1995062936744619,0.030358725117170738,0.0,0.0,0.3016333632926727,0.0,0.031639240245921116,0.0,0.03393988291737782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135006873091293,0.057095592446048116,0.0,0.0,0.1555793777968375,0.09308250686174294,0.0,0.0,0.11444425268101785,0.0,0.026842574938753843,0.0,0.0,0.06646325773643967,0.08903622295156538,0.10718202977255332,0.0,0.033135498976024656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039771098393649486,0.15747117654621995,0.0,0.033665394374202004,0.0,0.0661035637163274,0.0,0.0718575703045873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991523548567413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737791283203651,0.05471497324464779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295817073529502,0.02370581335654535,0.03279336845975417,0.0,0.059271672288447014,0.059402578141381536,0.0,0.07509452365653052,0.0,0.3423982607027605,0.09087297018275944,0.0,0.022402876911185254,0.0,0.0,0.03655882651798547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560394851879326,0.0,0.0,0.08036653750920474,0.03567106478698665,0.0,0.049771553925381865,0.07765518546813473,0.0,0.0,0.031495637155078166,0.0,0.032203617288430464,0.0,0.03521764386408178,0.0,0.022742460805885142,0.10210156821174858,0.0,0.0,0.037266598094768254,0.0,0.09611609962024896,0.04653529105234521,0.05861003877871749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783608063111661,0.0,0.06828918250550177,0.0,0.03211427454376236,0.0,0.033739051721099186,0.0,0.035697288427991865,0.03357105432858766,0.11460261529991345,0.043001317310571614,0.0,0.0,0.2161979861497928,0.0,0.028661740693405893,0.09577536290832406,0.10675930879705063,0.20160833332594727,0.0,0.026744546386751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445088194135938,0.02776281004362781,0.0,0.0,0.034212203877186056,0.14218474973954026,0.02583764572159048,0.06638729693584118,0.0,0.1662873555812784,0.035772596570692615,0.1340131708942555,0.028059311382848118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03163176140371759,0.0,0.0,0.2967342595193806,0.029334642816347525,0.030899354608181374,0.0,0.0,0.08918833149930877,0.0430103129464821,0.0,0.0,0.19570255761122704,0.0,0.0,0.09620970748746953,0.037288585777462746,0.022786375910297533,0.0,0.03278516988146665,0.06987839292022713,0.04037091991812016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375486476306207,0.0,0.026921389497278615,0.0,0.0,0.06222456854124776,0.030284459483244906,0.0,0.0,0.032352543329197875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512896670889958 lonely,PatchworkStar,2020/01/21,"Touch starvation I am going insane today. Yesterday was my birthday, and it marks another year without much physical interaction. I'm trying really hard not to go seek out empty casual sex because of the horrible feeling it leaves afterwards, but it's hard to resist. My whole body hurts so much without being held or touched. Even someone holding my hand would ease this bullshit enough to make it tolerable.",7.553750000000001,9.338834652777775,7.88988888888889,64.14399999999999,63.58333333333333,11.315555555555555,38.01111111111111,11.20814326018867,5.147957777777778,333,17,47,10,5,109,61,72,0.22,0.6629999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.8437,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,12,10,4,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,6,4,1,7,6,4,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249446964999375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934600447662714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568969750129645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924382207741408,0.0,0.1401461890674026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728710970950904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117924670711186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801521590845957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271484273382591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246732742683736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163513285122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119607735890772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593114210746202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978365902393287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011265666040205,0.0,0.0,0.1440596844792581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368969711027313,0.0,0.40907752970050215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073013367544136,0.0,0.0,0.13664018103004974 lonely,doremifaso921,2020/01/22,"Men only want me for sex Every time I try to befriend a guy he seems nice at first but then starts asking questions like ""are you a virgin"" and ""do you shave down there"" and everything just has to be about sex all the time. I know men are horny a lot and sex is very important to some people but I've never met a guy that actually wanted a serious relationship- more like a trophy girlfriend that he hooks up with now and again to show off to his mates. I've occasionally had men flirt with me in a more subtle way (ie calling me pretty and stuff) but they often already have a girlfriend and are just messing about. I want a real relationship but most guys I've met just don't seem to care about that, or they're already taken. It's so frustrating because I've been going out of my way to chat up guys and they always turn out to be dating someone or have a terrible personality. Maybe I'm just really unlucky?",5.360820638820641,5.387262713513515,6.340982800982804,79.55589680589682,67.81081081081078,9.105651105651106,28.16953316953317,8.841846274778883,1.9614864864864856,722,21,147,11,11,241,114,185,0.076,0.8270000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.1988,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,1,12,9,1,0,11,0,13,4,0,0,2,35,28,15,0,3,10,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,11,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,12,5,23,21,6,20,0,0,0,4,26,8,0,9,11,95,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.12893168586422604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915990845849738,0.0,0.10993580898785267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235159212814208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805401404273778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491099163786086,0.0,0.13470684250065518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131820078087833,0.0,0.11874243288272394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123826204090355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508778673356707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232848803452033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261061158067561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909594319486833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232511452214466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273397044310828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190037277693792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048447955374876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915965265602858,0.11536354135306573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344152314876338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480065018083838,0.0,0.0,0.15038337942113594,0.08464052150731202,0.0,0.0,0.2836984452419765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055720260686636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194625765925273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351639422591143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124769612850286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408241023776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970193756529816,0.14371043138690853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090142101898976,0.23378634279500826,0.2097440551944328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HolyMcFoley,2020/01/22,"Having no life or friends is depressing Sick of sitting around talking to nobody while my life is wasting away, i just want a friend",11.2288,8.181467080000004,9.264,73.17200000000003,58.2,11.6,45.0,8.841846274778883,4.1878,107,5,19,1,1,32,23,25,0.314,0.465,0.221,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188656794076505,0.0,0.0,0.3365319699987211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085091401116509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534745196036917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060013934415704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879001306947778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112701655767532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,creamy_screamy,2020/01/22,"Just realized I have a bully I'm a senior in highschool and there's a kid in one of my classes who makes me feel like trash and I end up hurting myself thinking about it. I can't avoid him, there's 4 people in that class, bts drama, and the teachers always puts us in a situation where we're alone together where he makes fun of me and all that. It's nothing physical, it's all teasing, being made fun of, and general rudeness.",2.7616372391653283,4.136261471910114,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,74.73033707865169,7.3329052969502415,27.32102728731942,7.957251820313856,1.6972330658105936,337,13,69,5,7,115,62,89,0.133,0.741,0.125,0.0742,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,16,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,9,3,9,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832499367374675,0.0,0.0,0.22756299947367364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422282076440178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828318798287456,0.1953790875010318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927733700971051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361187916738432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587799061527284,0.3651092429291122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241804511025296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532179327013107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189601372995143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749298601218124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741072087130605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523935497536353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897105282709066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HarryPotato7,2020/01/22,"Just another loner, wondering if friends are worth it.... Although most times, people see me as energetic and extroverted, it is usually just a facade, as whenever I try to make friends, I can see in their eyes and their actions that they don’t really want to be friends....Tbh, I don’t know what I should do now...Do I make other friends? Do I try to re-build my friendship with these people? Should I just stop using up all my energy on people?",4.443448275862072,5.407759954022993,5.6627011494252875,80.28991379310345,70.14942528735632,9.47816091954023,29.44252873563219,9.725611199111238,2.6733080459770115,344,13,69,8,6,115,58,87,0.05,0.713,0.237,0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,3,1,18,18,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,13,3,9,15,2,7,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,3,3,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256158769832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919491634389817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664650216000118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833557174775664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441440205529401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597214731977106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382699534561353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744967176165966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376410146778373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882062835221057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331499258993367,0.23376229229918394,0.0,0.12518996211968905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301749915974229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NerdGuyLol,2020/01/22,"I'm popular at school and yet, it seems so empty It's not a fantasy world like you would imagine it, it's a pretty small part of your life that doesn't change too much once you become popular, and it has little to do with the way people interact with you. You don't get hoes and shit I have like three close friends but 30-40 acquaintance-like friends. Everyone knows who I am and yet almost no one knows loads about me I've been suicidal for about 6 months now. I suffer from moderate to severe depression, minor dysphoria and apocalyptic delusions. I hate it. I want to get out of here. I don't even want to die I just kind of wish I was never born and I wouldn't have to make this decision Shit's weak",2.6545662100456617,4.2396720136986294,3.945410958904109,88.4461073059361,75.43835616438356,8.154337899543378,23.125570776255714,8.841846274778883,1.4385817351598176,558,16,122,12,12,183,96,146,0.29100000000000004,0.602,0.107,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,5,0,0,10,13,3,0,3,0,12,4,2,1,1,26,23,8,2,5,3,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,15,7,16,19,2,13,0,2,0,0,9,6,2,2,8,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022727538404686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774814952360894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983411184097478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464180258530446,0.0,0.17642987685548867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122813069802124,0.0,0.0,0.162439261968904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267826778489123,0.0,0.1776326610261286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783668111675248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702554500308024,0.1868516306625825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007379275666152,0.1661037345146462,0.17038148956548127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347420815847802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568985272813258,0.0,0.12496723463630352,0.0,0.13111203998978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104108237335265,0.11519425570894253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840900074493425,0.0,0.11785440156912876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294789730181193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720458738533609,0.0,0.15475873497078727,0.0,0.1920480371422042,0.3489986187180403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859489471144339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005370768217693,0.1349355758122159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954879719405732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076087493353875,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ch33s3burg3r77,2020/01/22,"Certain Times of Year Does anyone else get really down right before February. I know I can't be the only one. With all the love, xoxo, Be My Valentine shit being shoved in your face constantly. And then seeing people post happy things about what they got for Valentine's and what they got their bf/gf and getting really pissed off and sad because you got/gave nothing and start crying in your shower and thinking about how noone is out there for you.",6.941046511627902,7.160705430232564,6.211023255813953,81.16769767441862,64.46511627906978,8.74046511627907,27.66511627906977,8.238735603445708,1.7486306976744186,361,9,66,4,5,110,67,86,0.11199999999999999,0.722,0.166,0.6554,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,5,4,3,1,2,13,14,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,10,3,11,9,1,13,0,1,1,1,8,6,2,0,6,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958102396412198,0.20453732586357876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168831131312426,0.0,0.16986444682518329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572151610829296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192764619178362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469140862894927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667593786149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858952818333013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789701814767075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125023663934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097075651939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016752664615335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154362614912945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526969257204224,0.15182226607985014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383934343809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118362694242688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557671758760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047692794850622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590736639536603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491011279823687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412941675176822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262063289785822,0.12791034047187236,0.0,0.0,0.11640176069593428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855064951056094 lonely,AUGUSTZEMONTH,2020/01/22,"Well im a whole new level of lonely I would make one of those posts asking for a friend, but I'm so antisocial that I can't even hold a conversation with someone over the phone as hard as I would like to have a friend.",7.4475000000000025,4.035858750000003,8.028333333333332,80.25000000000004,65.66666666666666,11.266666666666667,30.25,8.841846274778883,1.893425,172,3,42,2,2,58,37,48,0.07200000000000001,0.687,0.24100000000000002,0.8338,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,4,8,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548929570181329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008417511706346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213007529700181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424277407498715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945111117736236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320406939690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199742880515948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633291476456063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475615465738096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611253938388452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310172838112721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451470290793765,0.0,0.0,0.3044063910168004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873685323711763,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigpeepeeaura,2020/01/22,"I'm trying to get used to this I'm a sophomore in high school and I havent had friends for about three years now. I was hoping that things would slowly begin to get better but they wont, and I honestly don't think they will. I honestly love being around people, and I love talking to people. That's such a hard thing when you dont have friends, and I just cant seem to get used to it",2.5035714285714303,3.225283166666668,3.6366666666666654,93.925,74.47619047619048,6.552380952380951,21.142857142857142,6.42735559955562,0.05008571428571473,302,6,72,2,6,98,53,84,0.15,0.674,0.17600000000000002,0.6488,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,13,24,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,9,8,10,18,0,7,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,2,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783359774620008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771754116596012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478501134314256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095485837083396,0.0,0.31399212678307664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945613498888918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116594124852328,0.0,0.19897267421289666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616108974825217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777668925348082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274443345950352,0.0,0.18237270875385647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101748960336407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618040986421265,0.12836323469703415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360107713007284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460412205930523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230852867382493,0.0,0.0,0.12900581088836166 lonely,adjwic,2020/01/22,"Nashville,TN Anybody wanna get coffee? I spend my off days holed up in my room. I'd like to get out one of these days but I don't have anyone to do anything with.",-0.4450000000000003,1.491198944444449,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,87.33333333333334,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.0143666666666662,126,3,30,0,4,42,29,36,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253262307799224,0.0,0.3828759525618496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001187887787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861666941309148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730646218238626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152776643516593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ilovecarsandgames,2020/01/22,"I'm tired of everything m/17 German here. I'm tired of most things in my life Never been interesting enough for anyone to like Never been hugged, kissed or given positive physical affection The only physical contact I'm used to from others are the beatings of my mom I'm living with. I'm tired of talking to no one, ever. I'm tired of never being considered good enough to talk to. I'm tired of waking up to no one, seeing no one and getting to interact with no one else. My suicide attempts in the past have luckily failed, but life always shows me ways on how I'm not supposed to be at the places I reached and such. What bloody difference would it even make if I was dead? I don't have any friends, so people wouldn't miss me, much less my family. I'm sorry if this vent was too much Thank you to anyone who took time to read this",4.521674641148326,4.99008243274854,5.516002126528447,83.20373205741626,69.7017543859649,8.791281233386497,26.656565656565647,8.841846274778883,1.8093461988304087,660,19,136,11,11,218,104,171,0.22399999999999998,0.695,0.081,-0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,4,0,12,10,1,4,4,20,29,8,2,4,5,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,2,0,4,6,1,10,7,25,19,6,14,0,2,1,2,8,6,0,4,7,89,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251704758718964,0.0,0.0,0.0756114276428522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554900066805276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616744891646105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288303007985693,0.0,0.0,0.2297731686319677,0.0,0.07343840667570005,0.1005756121385141,0.0,0.0,0.0999283073893012,0.0,0.10481783879426568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590331718286341,0.0,0.05809096790092836,0.0,0.0,0.09325894141407452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707027751487534,0.05432067872076361,0.0,0.09818074869541027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421863238031204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022165400262078,0.0,0.0,0.16347146012427238,0.0,0.2572643542850907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301374568037359,0.08456323251030404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061412111165517,0.07708352978541867,0.0,0.11616744891646105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121775786702344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860217660105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244654922703262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162126329287057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873687310317415,0.0,0.10236666699304664,0.0,0.0,0.07386814664923311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483442388590104,0.638969345195745,0.0,0.0,0.12353359127806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603044657751836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825559621659583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898452985985893,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Keiono12,2020/01/22,"Channeling focus towards what matters, looking for some much needed help Hello, I consider myself to be quite a loner. I have friends and I am very close with my roommate, but still I have a hard time talking to them a lot of the time unless I am on drugs, whether it be because I am afraid to talk to them or I am just unable to due to external stress. Something I am very embarrassed about is how badly I have wanted to have a girlfriend for most of my life (since like 3rd grade, I am a sophomore in college now) I have never had any friends that are girls and no girl has ever seemed to like me. If they do it is for nothing more than sex, I am just unable to communicate properly I guess I really don’t know. I’ve been told I give off bad vibes, but I think that was a product of my anger. And also you may say that it is good that girls are attracted to me, but that doesn’t matter that much to me anymore. I want someone who makes me feel good and sex is only a physical pleasure (not even for me because I am never really comfortable enough around anyone to enjoy sex) I used to be sad, then I was angry, now I am tired of feeling these things over something so stupid as a girl (girls aren’t stupid, just the desire to talk to one is) I met a girl at a party on a little over a month ago and she actually seemed really into me (long story short she wasn’t and probably just wanted to have sex) but she was making plans and stuff and touching me and all that sort of thing. Everyone including her own friends were saying that she really liked me. After this I just decided I am done with girls, I am already extremely stressed about school and more important things, yet I still put importance on finding a girl. I don’t want to get too deep into detail on the mental gymnastics I play and how I feel about love and what I want out of a relationship because honestly it doesn’t matter anymore. My goal is to become a researcher so I have a ton of work ahead of me. I am already stressed as it is, I focus on my work, but sometimes I think about a girl I want to try to talk to, or I think about the girl that I recently met who didn’t like me the way I liked her (this stung very badly). I dedicate hours every day to school work so I don’t even think a relationship would be good for me, but I just want to know what it is like to have a person that you like like you back. It is just so elusive, I don’t value having a ton of friends, I just want strong bonds and I have wanted this bond for so long. How do I erase this from my mind. It seems like it is human nature to want a relationship, but I honestly have admitted defeat. Usually I just think that I am overreacting, but to be honest I don’t think that I will ever meet a new person again and be able to communicate with them. From the moment I wake up to the moment I can finally smoke weed after finishing my work I feel like absolute shit. I am a stressed out mess. I try to forget about girls, but then I’ll see a cute girl and just think “damn I wonder if there’s someone out there for me” I am sorry if this is a stupid post. My mind is sort of scrambled right now and I am having a hard time truly expressing how I feel here. I just want to know, are my thoughts normal? Is it normal to want to be in a relationship? I know that it is something that has to be natural I would never want to force my way into someone’s life, I just want a mutual connection so badly. I feel like this has to be normal. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to get these thoughts out of my head. Sometimes when I’m really into my school work I can, or if I feel good about how I did in a class I may get a half an hour of relief, but still I know I have some deep seeded problems. I don’t know what to do and I don’t want this to torture me my whole life. How can I just forget about girls? I know I will never be able to be myself around them and to be honest I am not sure if they would even want to be around me. I honestly would be open to messages if anyone wants, because I can expand a lot more there and I would be more than happy to talk to you about how you feel as well (you could even just talk to me about how you feel tbh and your struggles) Talking these things out helps so damn much and I will really really appreciate any comments or messages. If you read this whole thing thank you very much.",4.649898371897257,4.227191655059851,5.68170201408422,85.2113439546677,69.3373231773667,8.93802533516743,26.915248321596483,8.451235370850725,1.5197779415689734,3397,88,763,46,53,1130,296,919,0.115,0.6890000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.997,1,0,5,0,0,0,72.0,0,10,6,11,66,60,8,7,39,0,106,13,3,12,8,177,172,67,0,36,39,0,12,11,5,10,5,2,0,16,49,38,0,0,34,3,0,1,21,23,1,2,15,16,134,37,115,131,20,76,0,2,2,5,72,33,3,25,50,570,183,14,0.08400014484775106,0.0,0.040986012102417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723053006440573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269624863541674,0.03358744274316504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057122978984175135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833055721767238,0.058734854378197164,0.0,0.0,0.11216690696908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03229546318420885,0.14027322451895566,0.10241141727606516,0.046385780214066655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033533640253467084,0.0,0.0,0.027086572134099932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298065620330881,0.0,0.0,0.04870674987120758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043397302140915216,0.0,0.11096260689541128,0.0759829401138414,0.035386872465385195,0.040132869074575264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112848720638384,0.060009720263255927,0.0,0.04600902639303437,0.03838730529995524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297966070760077,0.0,0.0658299130572391,0.040290296557048376,0.0,0.1409106722768301,0.0,0.0,0.04626781490493267,0.0,0.0,0.04470985808338878,0.07524763047366614,0.0,0.043104191328083935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056303526444387415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272322213439008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773927266639072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889976797280685,0.2257102526877237,0.04209510638364978,0.0,0.07433748485985531,0.03526948284751573,0.0,0.0,0.07141391927595182,0.037906705154856175,0.0,0.056070748957688384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232619448080644,0.0,0.08481620054665581,0.0,0.03352405710467342,0.0,0.12349954328727696,0.031142521521318408,0.12957218030250886,0.04056393166599579,0.0,0.0,0.12345346054698432,0.04030020223892588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028460336044835857,0.031942947674105035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334568644442868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022445948972748,0.0,0.0452831817289937,0.0401883970759699,0.0,0.042221673283838315,0.0,0.04467224691389491,0.042011438239955234,0.0,0.1883442530763762,0.0,0.04147000459208596,0.1803694387796892,0.0,0.035867832365492784,0.0,0.06680028670187273,0.0,0.12751894670944022,0.03346861995412099,0.11470586556688113,0.0,0.0,0.0431124707858497,0.03474289392580264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675957520808946,0.09700112306935477,0.08307829113256794,0.04701564248195341,0.0,0.0,0.10062393627423684,0.0,0.19244376423246895,0.043907594890830466,0.048080034496048335,0.0,0.0,0.039584571209062405,0.0,0.0,0.2363064709589069,0.0,0.038668023800213495,0.0,0.0,0.13951490932611033,0.1883836536443698,0.0,0.06668673210188382,0.0734717399579917,0.0482729047909984,0.0,0.040132869074575264,0.0,0.057030584437300975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627457748582202,0.04625714604936119,0.13861783341245862,0.4211364252992455,0.06667540509523805,0.0,0.0,0.0377631091149876,0.0,0.0,0.09378316190440084,0.0,0.0,0.045547286940553516,0.15288276471514858,0.0,0.0,0.14917823204486844,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FarNebula2,2020/01/22,"No one. I am also currently lonely. Name’s Rose. Just moved in with my sister after my divorce (to a lady if it matters, am a big ole lesbo.) My cats are with my ex wife and even before I moved in with my sister I was staying with a friend and her kitty would curl up on my chest every night. Well, my sisters cat is a dick and doesn’t cuddle. I was thinking last night that I have no one, human or animal, to comfort me through the physical contact. It was rough. Trying super hard to stay strong and not care.",1.921436058700209,3.486893386792456,3.8089937106918255,88.73149895178196,77.39622641509435,5.843186582809224,21.211740041928717,6.42735559955562,0.3358482180293505,393,10,82,3,9,133,75,106,0.126,0.732,0.142,0.4352,1,2,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,10,3,2,0,0,16,12,7,0,2,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,3,2,14,6,13,8,0,14,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,2,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965127932172303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805187051584988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162946906073256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401189453498272,0.0,0.17874025810342276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390173412759118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003912970396575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729254697737611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509504634527683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981650745958161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875081891082704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522340193317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359331482833986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440316799977658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907427076694365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070083249201793,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alaaaqkkknna,2020/01/22,I have no one No one wants to talk to me anymore. My mental illness is taking over my life. I don't want to try anymore. I just want someone to care,-1.03409090909091,0.9250715757575776,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,90.8181818181818,3.3000000000000003,20.37121212121212,3.1291,-0.5989333333333331,114,4,27,0,4,39,23,33,0.267,0.643,0.09,-0.5178,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330405099479425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740007951610977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898207100552481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082913784377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642136208235029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770456974964126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206084501428348,0.21600496734518185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245845395910973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755337044094525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Goliad_92,2020/01/22,"If I could tell 17 year old me that I wouldn't be lonely in 10 years time... I'd be lying. My social circle has actually gotten smaller. My family has shrunk and moved away from each other. My relatively new job has left me with no work friends. The few people I consider acquaintances do not want to know what I have to say at all, they're simply waiting until it's not rude to walk away. Loneliness is honestly the worst, most painful thing and I hope none of you really young loners have to live with it as long as I have. Here's to another 50+ years of hell I guess.",2.967674199623353,4.216211906779666,4.523333333333333,85.9848493408663,74.0,8.295291902071563,22.433145009416194,8.841846274778883,1.3140421845574388,447,11,97,9,9,150,89,118,0.183,0.7120000000000001,0.105,-0.878,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,1,17,18,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,13,3,17,13,6,16,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,4,9,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.18797834426851345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019885464112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619630106659325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537987681356009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815936972724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882486754779511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122028173177206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132429249468505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115479053502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058639887454285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092922252370915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009514183525198,0.17047080948157056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473438963656865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860425135419594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213197626725304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497108524069685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354485585243453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234032191878958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318649762145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636124463189145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836644008458854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797430299078447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232365482251333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361771245142364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402363757983221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37214073128719816 lonely,LittleMissUnhappy,2020/01/22,"Hi... I didn't really want to post anything on r/lonely, but I just really want someone to talk to, I haven't been in my best state of mind the last few days, I haven't been eating or sleeping well, I've barely been drinking water at all, I just want to talk to someone, or maybe make a friend, I don't have any friends irl at all, I don't have a boyfriend either, so it's super lonely for me, I hate explaining how I feel to people, because I feel like no one really cares about me, or my problems, I'm very caring and understanding person, I just want the same in return :(",5.8973829201101955,4.259115942148764,6.90309917355372,81.4898002754821,67.26446280991736,9.71955922865014,29.25757575757576,8.344100000000001,1.8271146005509642,443,11,98,5,6,150,74,121,0.2,0.583,0.217,0.8189,0,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,4,0,10,4,1,2,2,24,23,7,0,5,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,4,2,15,8,14,19,6,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848824276610976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312824678404471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725013380819184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674205536690242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325310047599932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288590215857106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628208362412646,0.0,0.1632425862388571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132985038636088,0.11397075600784085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651035483601574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750629150056247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004108571825845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794000409718696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648984232220242,0.0,0.16027283188218708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108334542485556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810402051659744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060043373509433,0.13929848860008728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527889827827794,0.0,0.0,0.15265200295546516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066037133224263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964870160342454,0.0,0.2703444140752437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564539499513814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607998770212856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163183564996744,0.3763879393752808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343976529672325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heythere2210,2020/01/22,Birthdays suck I just hate the stress of having the intuition no ones going to say happy birthday and then you’re right. It’s not even that I care at this point if anyone says it it’s honestly just the humiliation of the whole thing.,2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,80.91489361702128,6.313191489361702,20.038297872340426,7.554174236665415,0.6677438297872333,188,5,38,3,5,61,38,47,0.306,0.58,0.114,-0.8814,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,2,3,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017862779320041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942330054977049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060855493811174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401026671440744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072055237056696,0.0,0.2849192631762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955535717242978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280736934707817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464511563753371,0.0,0.4589908789614808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305746758615357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172394018490774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32219634106062184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,l1quidsanity,2020/01/22,"It's funny the moment you realise how lonely you are I'm at a family dinner right now, everyone's laughing and having a good time, I was always treated as the baby of the family though I'm 20 and not even the youngest at the youngest at the table. I didn't grow up around these people all too much so I don't really have much ground to cover and I'm kinda seen as that nerdy quiet member of the family though that's not who i really am I just don't have much in common with the fam. I go to hit up a friend to realise I don't really have any friends I'm on that kinda basis with. Living in a country you haven't lived in for most your life with limited social skills fucking sucks I feel like I'm drowning in an ocean and not even the fish are around to keep me company..",3.393304300489927,3.7628419940119775,5.169232444202503,85.04222101252044,72.17365269461078,8.228415895481763,22.966249319542733,8.296473431620573,1.1116035928143706,611,13,133,9,11,210,94,167,0.053,0.8320000000000001,0.115,0.8987,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,2,11,9,2,0,14,0,13,3,0,1,1,21,25,10,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,9,1,2,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,3,3,13,6,24,21,5,20,0,1,1,1,8,14,2,3,5,91,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321097312322322,0.0,0.0,0.10796934883345437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267871929368904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973276647002465,0.0,0.0,0.1517119666325728,0.0,0.0,0.44902394334634815,0.0,0.08027910882088392,0.1134256394838308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533130792549565,0.14678072040624596,0.0,0.0,0.0902329042331494,0.1331691186276227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112246888151533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214426253446247,0.07756722088855524,0.0,0.2803944280670271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501436420267128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007143729685426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30513724283201915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558909473690425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618464768864961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119823172758385,0.0,0.09258032478923364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Daniel_Kitsune95,2020/01/22,"Hi, I'm an 24 M who looking for that one special girl or just a very special friend Hey, it's me again(I might posted but why not update), before you read this, I say, my depression is getting worse and seem like my time is running low. Tinder doesn't help or any other dating app or site, I only got 4 friends and 2 are close to me, I don't mind what kind of girl you are as long you love me and seem desperate but aren't we all? Living in a world hoping to be loved? Anyway let's get on with the interest point. I like anime like Fate/Extra, Hyperdimention Neptunia, Overlord, Tanya the evil and play moblie games like Fate/Grand Order, Azur Lane, Fire Emblem Heroes, and started playing Arknights. And yes I'm an gamer at heart but I'll just lose to you or anyone after few games. I play on the Nintendo Switch, I play online with Smash bros, Pokemon and heck of it, Splatoon and Mario Kart 8 deluxe. I also own an Ps4, but due to my ps plus expired, I only play fortnite with friends, we are closed ended but I'll try to make some time with ya, the type of games I play are like Nier Automata, Overwatch, Persona 5, etc. If you like one day can jump on uno or gta whatever rocks your boat. I mostly like any blue and black. I'll try to read more mangas, trying to catch up on reincarnated as a slime. I'm pretty much an introvert and seem quite and if i try to message you and seem others may taken interests, I'll easily let you go and be happy with someone else. I would say I could be worthy but am I? I'll do my best but once you and I hit a threshold I'll do my best to keep you in my life. So yeah... Read all this? Good thanks for reading this, because nowadays no one seem to care about themselves and not anyone else. But have yourself a good day.",2.96030118030118,4.037822934065936,4.0611843711843765,89.95788970288972,73.78021978021978,6.711273911273911,23.64631664631664,6.937597516519254,0.6403399674399672,1364,37,300,12,27,444,207,364,0.075,0.633,0.292,0.9985,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,11,0,5,6,36,1,0,13,2,23,4,1,1,2,61,46,35,0,5,19,1,1,7,3,3,1,2,0,2,10,25,0,1,5,15,0,4,6,4,0,3,2,6,37,32,33,34,11,31,0,3,3,2,31,14,1,17,18,168,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098230724382609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207213325510608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241278030981678,0.09094634854357432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410800951677573,0.0,0.07552925179254745,0.0,0.18629882667502012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049796880565936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708686032954956,0.0,0.0,0.11448727431301672,0.0,0.0764498997602873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829720205237507,0.0,0.07861608597754069,0.0,0.0989922116634978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057300710520056,0.0,0.09274813705814107,0.0,0.05044504091518072,0.14889738272086014,0.07099044780317751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448795812086007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518246073751986,0.05949476778489906,0.0,0.0,0.08815990888589327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788950414184279,0.0,0.0924311408492761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152870113172828,0.06269466731710756,0.303549704540461,0.0,0.07837777425229724,0.07855087733836635,0.07453706097713181,0.09930108929763684,0.0,0.0,0.16022091425526458,0.0,0.059248796646121635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416161656165437,0.08962351871343108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524970204730465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945277913651704,0.1804406783372794,0.1350137992591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390803322477176,0.0,0.08500870292656333,0.0903020603880178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944084722365304,0.3551409185518145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117295296656399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040243578826923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520708484803276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282564100211252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171939634960397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351475022606853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410521395021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323729374096913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009318573565098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045525565862712,0.0630534166121026,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nero1840d,2020/01/22,Seeing if anyone lonely wants to make a friend feeling lonely myself Hey to whoever is lonely. Wanting to see if anyone wants to chat and just shoot the shit with. Feeling lonely myself and need to break out of this cycle. Hit me up!,3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,74.55555555555556,5.388888888888888,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.33622222222222264,185,4,31,1,4,60,32,45,0.205,0.58,0.215,0.3802,0,8,0,1,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,14,11,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,9,10,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160990785220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300894165247902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298815974406242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861279320710692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206249533612968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742077619752296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054244291011311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264971170391555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haidennn18,2020/01/22,no good at keeping friends does anyone else find that people just constantly leave their life and even when they make friends that they just never seem interested in you. i was supposed to be meeting with a friend tomorrow but she cancelled on me and i just feel this always happens. my whole life i’ve never had many friends and i’m a lot different to other 18 year olds which is another reason i don’t think i can make/keep friends. i’m so lonely that i just want to die :/ social media makes this even worse because u see everyone with their friends and i just think why cant my life be that way,2.786045454545455,4.9084351500000025,3.3162121212121214,90.71727272727274,76.66666666666666,6.363636363636362,25.07575757575757,7.348242739294969,1.0834166666666658,478,17,98,6,11,149,82,120,0.171,0.6659999999999999,0.163,-0.266,1,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,4,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,3,2,25,20,7,1,1,6,0,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,15,8,8,16,2,11,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,2,7,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449019012104532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167851738381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780641397283735,0.12866855821526926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655062225050148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570421113346806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303291827151521,0.13120132061843456,0.0,0.0,0.10989334873710603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490353643112657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658849536567586,0.0,0.0,0.119994281187422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349554469001635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147751758697056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821232418386462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532809652902676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110473968971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232373567978787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329679955549722,0.0,0.0,0.2660964155459151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676114252348792,0.0,0.0,0.2514710275628138,0.12731544876315296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370557096722027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317720208577343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870593354688387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911415281477515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006867404040087,0.11432065705795487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801001850925953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609294442454686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406861522573745,0.09967724077259904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331378220793994,0.14020232492338078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797377261400172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086752215188507 lonely,ebbey_thomas,2020/01/22,"Loneliness It's been 6 years since I've been in a relationship, not that I remember anything about it. It seems like I've got no memories of my time with the person. But what I remember is the deep sadness I experienced at the time when I broke up. I have never gotten close to any other person in these 6 years and it seems to me that I have forgotten the art of approaching a new person, holding a conversation with them, understanding them and maybe even falling in love. These years have shown me how immense a role sadness can play in one's life. Even though we think that we are doing a great job of hiding what's going on in our heads, sadness manifests itself into our lives. Sadness, loneliness and a sense of failure have stayed with me these years, pulling me down into it's murky darkness. I want to come out into the light, live life, talk to people and fall in love. I heard that the first step to doing that is venting out what's in your mind and starting everyday fresh. So here's me trying to put up a brave front for my day tomorrow. Wish me luck!",5.4527612481857775,5.765609929245287,5.909622641509436,81.73929608127723,67.63207547169812,9.164586357039187,29.04354136429608,9.057496981413335,2.159146153846154,843,27,170,14,13,272,119,212,0.147,0.721,0.132,-0.1007,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,2,1,8,12,0,0,13,0,12,5,1,1,1,32,26,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,18,17,0,1,6,2,0,9,3,5,0,2,5,3,23,7,32,21,0,43,0,5,0,2,17,19,0,3,15,116,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159894855580136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084460132625824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603000678993206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686877230796261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793291423835142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145736616911034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655171807734208,0.0,0.1077299303919822,0.1485045172332085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823853987357285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336665277521483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028171690778284,0.06580641591853094,0.0,0.23788079736836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431395839045098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532178702644762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600612098195955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388704938760744,0.1300917268661332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127454147564476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933823166607227,0.35283809837409025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540823492897894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461475257090955,0.305172118138068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452471694335167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142319990947556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953396145739808,0.14356965929290566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826478321329616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630874702658083,0.13233965259228528,0.0,0.1570864416479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914507902577492,0.0,0.0,0.1402248931478467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944810104950488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548955274988974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34696320712708845 lonely,chslsuxbslai,2020/01/22,"Do I even deserve friends? I’ve been shy and incredibly socially anxious since I was 6 and incredibly depressed since 9 (I’m 19 now) had my childhood ripped away from me, I only have one friend who’s my best friend in another state now but the relationship just isn’t the same and I can’t deal with the changes. I left my old friend group when I dropped out of school cuz I thought they didn’t like me, they said they still do but there were obvious signs... they’re all in college like 2hours away it’s not that far but I’m too anxious anyway and I can’t connect with them another. 2 are in another state I can’t connect with anyone. I find a problem with every single person I meet and I just ruin everything I touch. I’m living at home no job doing nothing but smoking weed and watching cartoons, literally the classic stoner description most people think of. I’m too stubborn and stuck in my ways to change, I was in self help groups to get my life together after a suicide attempt, I was there for 5 months I didn’t do anything they suggested. I just wanted to come home and smoke. I don’t want to be alone, my best friend doesn’t have much time to talk to me anyway so I basically only talk to my family. And they get really annoying. So I spend most the time by myself. I don’t have energy or motivation I’m too anxious and somehow complacent with ruining my life to even make internet friends, cuz I don’t know how to do that. I can’t make friends irl, and I haven’t tried on the internet but what’s the point. I shouldn’t get close to anybody anyway, I should distance myself from my best friend so it’s not as bad for her when I kill my self. Idk why I’m posting this",1.466856133590241,3.705496286127168,3.1300096339113708,89.74041586384075,81.80346820809248,6.5034039820167004,23.77296082209377,7.695328111545312,1.1898968529222862,1329,49,282,23,36,439,174,346,0.145,0.685,0.17,0.8993,1,1,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,6,5,23,21,3,0,9,0,30,2,0,6,2,53,49,26,2,5,11,0,1,2,8,2,2,1,2,3,7,19,0,1,5,0,1,1,16,8,0,1,11,3,49,13,34,35,9,31,0,3,1,0,30,14,0,4,13,184,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888029559546264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699591062252425,0.0,0.29084557933879984,0.0,0.06000508285356467,0.0,0.07061989191905384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125536584799655,0.0,0.07165342068610893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701782256143421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815655333654456,0.07392355099689442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847332451433287,0.0739138606301567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336233810223427,0.0,0.0723043322978659,0.0,0.07712658185977707,0.0,0.0809004158615058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843497560126579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304146060570508,0.0,0.13450716543221436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575211738414978,0.0,0.1721624403016855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515990521963088,0.0,0.0949435442469206,0.0,0.04716265400673157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324017470088124,0.0,0.12122984900858985,0.08385148079640506,0.0,0.07577778258377159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145667243917253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849812927774243,0.0,0.06308520218346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234350795495704,0.0,0.09005026707725478,0.0,0.05815166617811876,0.13053504547264275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949454489281361,0.07493189586732417,0.0,0.0,0.08112458869106348,0.0,0.08218874635762878,0.0,0.0,0.0821150617235786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054976422094495415,0.0,0.0,0.0921350979142278,0.0,0.0,0.08163140273855503,0.0,0.0,0.08685115557256651,0.0,0.0,0.1790512198640131,0.0,0.0,0.14197704246725926,0.0,0.0,0.08747939266840618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853338558066048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386962077425696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795254252678832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549879228555826,0.0,0.0681289317453797,0.10008090063382392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058263955543538075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123391202023277,0.06811735977538919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743628947130897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Beast_yourself,2020/01/22,"Feeling a little up and down I need a little bit of emotional help I kinda have this type of feelings for a guy, who I feel like doesn't really share the truth with me he tells me he's not allowed to talk to girls because his brother's gonna snitch on him to his parents but then he goes around in classes and in the bus and talk with other girls while his brother is there, and his brother does not say anything about it's as if he's ignoring me and just doesn't want to talk to me like as if I'm different and it kind of hurts because what's so different about me?, I'm a freaking girl like every other girl he talks to I may act like a tomboy/trans and that doesn't matter, why does he treat me so differently? am I really that different, I hate it when guys can't just say what they want and can't really be honest with their feelings",4.152651515151518,4.113867305555559,5.214040404040404,86.82590909090912,70.3888888888889,8.545454545454545,26.919191919191928,8.296473431620573,1.4725555555555558,665,19,150,9,11,220,95,180,0.145,0.741,0.114,-0.8288,6,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,9,13,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,32,21,18,0,5,7,4,4,4,0,2,0,2,0,6,11,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,6,19,9,23,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,33,8,0,4,7,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980920012097877,0.107971505049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787135291896605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241443331327987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068780948929742,0.0,0.0,0.2122788512596992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643200600890204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218986996189862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453062253867671,0.08664774650755902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401871998486773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974620242360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129639107519866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984067578984754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630216830456814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370195988643459,0.2431236867053057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899330741269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467531007528258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330994525333341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290522546628824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899448880504184,0.10601053810151467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307690806775092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944301814178516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ivanthechaosking,2020/01/22,"Just a little bit of what position I am in. So I had the opportunity to stay at my mother's house with her abusive bf (not towards her, but me and my siblings) but I felt like she was pushing me away since I started having a relationship with my brother. But he tends to act just like her in every shape or form. I'm mentally exhausted and I have mental issues like bipolar, major Depression, intermediate explosive disorder. I really wanted to end my life at some point and the state gave me a form stating I was mentally ill and I can't perform certain tasks. It's hard for me to get a job since I can barely see and comprehend situations. But they only need me to work so as they say ""you need to make me my money"" just so I can pay their bills and help them get financially stable while they tend to make me feel like I'm worthless. The sibling I'm staying with now has not had the best relationship with me so he burnt bridges with people I knew before I came back into his life so now I'm basically alone. I cry almost every night because I feel like I won't amount to anything and getting fired from Whataburger has made my family upset with me. They are threatening to kick me out by next month, so I think I'd be better off in the woods or isolated. I never feel safe here, whenever he wants to have a sit-down with me it gets physical. But I have no where to go and I only have 2 pairs of clothes to my name and 20$. He won't help me get my FAFSA so I can attend college, nor can I be drafted into the military because of my mental health. Anything can cheer me up at this point. It takes alot out of me to be suicidal, but at this rate. I feel like that's what they want, and I don't want to feed in. I'm done letting everyone get the best of me. But yet, I don't want to suffer here anymore. I lost everything and everyone. Honestly, fuck my life. -ivan",3.052400393067717,4.2314011580310895,4.8554386278363415,83.9586787564767,73.68911917098445,8.12206539217438,26.263712703233875,8.641336200584522,1.7663445774522075,1461,50,309,27,29,499,196,386,0.184,0.6970000000000001,0.12,-0.9854,1,1,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,1,7,7,18,21,1,1,13,0,28,9,0,3,2,61,66,30,1,7,14,2,7,6,1,2,7,1,0,0,8,23,1,1,7,0,3,5,10,7,0,0,11,9,63,14,47,49,9,41,0,4,1,1,27,21,1,5,17,207,71,4,0.0,0.102596602515126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670873931506291,0.0896825347560185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587536169500602,0.0,0.0,0.14251462304587872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135543348145498,0.06658341115929793,0.0,0.10557057913993376,0.0,0.07368286992032988,0.0,0.18174458089309511,0.07658302147553228,0.0945353385589815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903744806234956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511654335006343,0.0,0.0,0.07458101180363241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924120090834936,0.0,0.0,0.0886130255373034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669424361092594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459139115339554,0.16548351125066413,0.07782273125794459,0.0,0.08163062812367868,0.0,0.17513277433056162,0.18558265545158045,0.08314128529441646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005231734802562,0.27144247120222026,0.0,0.04921186559729343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756885061553838,0.0,0.0,0.0920425668793852,0.0,0.0,0.11608072717774487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999148038890817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903788830851984,0.08592856390172354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885455327230936,0.1834861159215378,0.2538249886710924,0.08678729145793493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452469875190143,0.0,0.0,0.08193483887416303,0.11560081088061346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34905489899298764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911639771804484,0.0,0.0,0.1284127930393097,0.06678459530584357,0.0,0.09209089411169584,0.0812601258481848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171326303595654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060031546411909616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371364870270344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547264275190853,0.0,0.0,0.18593343025208675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688609252894159,0.0,0.0,0.06900210319414597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432585362179726,0.09733231709233003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061289810553594885,0.18458973761590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471689389893684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510592657092712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055484247319591534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536913925682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303954164791964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VSSCyanide,2020/01/22,"I’m drowning I’m lonely... that’s simple right? A single word but it carries so much weight. I can talk to people but I’m disinterested most of the time. There’s a girl at the supermarket. A cashier I know nothing about her other than that she’s cute. Her smile warms my heart but I don’t say anything because I know more than likely I’ll get shot down. But that’s not the worst part. It’s the depression the fact that I can’t stand to even be awake. I want to die but lack the fortitude for suicide, I have friends albeit online but I do like them and they like me so I can’t leave them. I just I’m tired you know? I’m drowning in this sea of my own self loathing. I don’t know I think about her all the time the one I fucked up because I’m a piece of shit. The one who loved me but because I’m such a monster the only way to repay her love was to let her go before she sees it. I hate myself everyday for it. I want to cry but I don’t have it in me anymore I just.... sit there in my suffering silently waiting hoping someone will save me knowing that I’m the only one who can do it. Maybe I should go say hi ask for that cashiers number but I doubt it’ll turn out well. Gods I hate this self pity bullshit, but maybe voicing into the void will ease the pain a bit. Better than leaving it to fester in the pits of my own mind, forged by my self pity and tempered by my own loathing.",-0.525356020472298,1.5812236279069791,1.4212409086827726,99.3625554458113,90.12956810631228,4.051396246745084,18.10191254377301,5.429586552531525,-0.6392572326479301,1076,30,258,6,37,353,150,301,0.23199999999999998,0.607,0.161,-0.9864,0,2,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,1,3,1,11,25,5,1,20,0,18,8,2,0,2,36,47,14,4,5,13,0,2,3,1,4,2,3,0,4,19,4,1,1,6,0,0,2,6,13,1,3,1,6,42,12,30,40,13,18,0,5,1,3,25,10,2,3,6,165,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987207746300336,0.0,0.0,0.09116920961870084,0.0,0.10357196714260472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026062881156657,0.0,0.09427255771376483,0.0,0.0,0.0979831176466516,0.12095196848233708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216955831416199,0.0,0.0,0.0954216732764504,0.0,0.1149806109420287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317452975682141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855946516809038,0.10242186162770704,0.057882236988613424,0.0,0.1259269201848188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876072780001266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128449395459318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003763311879758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443135584535314,0.0,0.0,0.2346173135768493,0.0,0.11328839190112427,0.0,0.1623764853321021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998126590169615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226031799433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186445171771564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144203942276358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630422014932503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252187577494379,0.16851876432950305,0.11788640524205335,0.0,0.0,0.11997277276447595,0.0,0.07680655530766498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461247676761177,0.0,0.17620637091331812,0.0,0.0,0.08828381362961113,0.0,0.34672861468643706,0.0,0.11372244631501037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387044196192804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118425702216575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904732027538065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098857459402251,0.0,0.0,0.12920292513576687,0.12733468352655278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050569613403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306914453518662,0.08793847856852002,0.0,0.13491012305585204,0.09961185408159427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Effective-Vanilla,2020/01/22,Song writing and lovesick Oh boy it’s a crush on internet girl. A friend of one of my friends I’ve never met. I want to but I also don’t because then I’d probably fall in love with her even more but she interested in my best friend and they flirt in any interaction they have! I wrote her a song but I’m the only one who is ever going to hear it. Okay maybe my sister might because I keep on singing it and it’s 3am.,-1.5982488479262642,0.3562874623655929,1.2114669738863313,98.20862903225807,99.10752688172043,4.3775729646697386,17.395545314900154,6.1826913282559595,-0.3503357910906297,326,10,80,4,14,112,64,93,0.024,0.7070000000000001,0.26899999999999996,0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,8,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,2,14,12,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,12,8,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,1,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806649900610996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514210081174098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714711368776915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367498974790155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706927140559078,0.20141480007459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160952766253621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654663079816258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096158125392243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979164155099144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096541220470526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369865303979372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362142067923256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173430477787252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017694701435768,0.169348077606198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007238943429945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133460311065934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiredkid774,2020/01/22,"starting to realize that no one is actually interested in talking to or meeting with me i'm quite introverted and i have severe social anxiety so it's hard for me to start conversations with people. today i realized that no one actually wants to be my friend, let alone talk to me, as i haven't used my voice at all for the past 2-3 days. i really wish that someone, anyone at all, could say hi. or how my day is going. that alone would do so much for me.",2.2828723404255307,3.949501489361701,4.935053191489363,80.60875000000001,76.65957446808511,8.529787234042553,24.51595744680851,9.188382445141503,1.98896170212766,356,12,75,9,8,127,65,94,0.145,0.7659999999999999,0.09,-0.3581,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,15,16,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,11,2,14,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.3470457800321334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683277628081794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602885072425816,0.0,0.0,0.12433317067917815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141971708664904,0.0,0.0,0.2293533835686537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738029890434236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105700295146637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928832346537666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182903763414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071531339351966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098561962982484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697456138768252,0.12327531357118665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891293392643352,0.0,0.0,0.11391356442730707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414065214913522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088161056546905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126114892791376,0.15066302767477102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171834031628754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858437352293534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685488972407629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357604208290948,0.0,0.0,0.10488055897238692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447977096751926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263154750807573,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MSotallyTober,2020/01/22,"An interesting take on loneliness. An Australian poll found that when asked what men do when they feel lonely, they were given a list of things like to go see your therapist, talk to your family and around ten other items — almost all of them didn’t do any of these things. And Australian women? They heeded most of them. When people were seriously lonely, it was like they were locked out of their own lives. They felt like they’ve become invisible — like no one saw them anymore and they start to withdraw and get depressed. Some say that if you’re feeling lonely and isolated, that you should just get out and meet people. And it doesn’t work like that. I’m sure lonely people hear that so often get so sick of it. I’m sure I’ve even said that to people before for lack of empathy when I should have known that it’s much deeper and more complex than that. I’ve been fortunate in my life to have a very small group of friends throughout my life that I’m in consistent contact with — the kinds of people you go out of the way for. I’ll know these people for the rest of my life. I’ve realized that it’s never too late to have these people in your life and it takes work to forge these bonds and keep them going. I can also realize that it must be really difficult for some people to get out of bed in the morning. Life is *not* easy, and what some are going through is making it so much more of a hurdle to live day to day. Know that I *see* you and I *know* your struggles more than ever now — especially after being on Reddit for the past year and seeing stories and having the great fortune of talking to a lot of amazing people from this diaspora. You *matter*, even if you think you don’t.",3.404495945649792,5.0245948846153885,4.1295003287310985,87.7529640587333,73.52662721893492,6.900898531667763,21.690116151654614,7.526774132740827,0.6921495507341651,1333,31,272,16,27,425,168,338,0.094,0.8,0.105,0.608,0,8,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,10,11,2,16,20,0,1,12,0,23,6,0,1,6,55,55,24,0,6,4,0,3,5,1,3,6,3,1,2,30,20,0,1,12,0,0,4,6,8,0,2,11,10,28,12,48,39,15,31,0,5,4,0,33,12,0,9,19,192,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956566734517127,0.0,0.0,0.07152867110522543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060825273414738375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870483113326755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796244979493622,0.08361845946363114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987843356299114,0.07611061432161019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536850389970625,0.0,0.07703834868592087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815439291244426,0.0809075995241853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432023970659527,0.0,0.09045157345635116,0.0,0.08588067085454756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807119085368347,0.06910453773682458,0.0,0.1869240730219056,0.0,0.20333330265623006,0.0,0.0,0.09861278984584533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081036301468016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950231104868329,0.0,0.09314260032402216,0.14746894371425806,0.0,0.10089720273785656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158861984559513,0.21849013027972844,0.0,0.1579621247642608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604244811499039,0.0,0.0,0.059704845520493134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150388198635388,0.0,0.06898505149764017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060985446441953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538482062831462,0.5580854943522557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057300386405362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508212687415548,0.07112979356258609,0.0,0.0,0.21382686922760186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330922150471431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350672922566587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860061639736415,0.0,0.1345021460930827,0.14378407490396994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385186663205764,0.11884579769614595,0.05731237332683092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380101464777628,0.0,0.0709968180419969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130233207435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759927453070925 lonely,30_03,2020/01/22,Would you ever hire a professional cuddler? I would really like to hire a professional cuddler to cuddle me and kiss my forehead while telling me a story or reassuring me that everything is alright? I just want like a large male to cuddle me and laugh with me at anything I say and be supportive,7.920833333333332,7.603529892857143,8.547142857142859,67.03119047619049,62.57142857142857,11.752380952380953,38.30952380952381,11.20814326018867,4.4728523809523795,238,11,41,6,3,80,37,56,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,4,4,1,0,1,10,6,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,31,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869377030952097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063433449684703,0.0,0.0,0.3043717188667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309108056406045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169585075151989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693212876791106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843148646723083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960095514265356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997543458183121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811580971479968,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Detroit-REI,2020/01/22,Detroit activity Partner M4F I live in downtown Detroit and would love a friend to explore the city with.,4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,41.078947368421055,7.1686216300943375,3.590242105263158,86,6,13,1,2,27,18,19,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705511780029689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537803061289173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496921735214103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43265225125650303,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ebin_Array,2020/01/22,"Having a big community of people to call your own can be a comforting feeling. If your living in the UK then this sub ""yourUKtoo"" might be the first step to realising your already part of a big community to call your own Mainly a British sub but people of all races and religions backgrounds are welcome to join :)",13.277627118644073,8.11086023728814,12.515000000000004,57.878940677966135,56.79661016949153,15.867796610169492,48.14406779661017,13.023866798666859,6.004688135593219,250,11,44,6,2,83,40,59,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,8,4,5,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32729660153705564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6057071013911044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996580585742686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522809684677706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618961332569326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146371980318952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211801884842041,0.0,0.4112390393604827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yungshoof,2020/01/22,You matter. i just need to let you know,-3.479999999999997,-2.7762517777777767,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,122.33333333333334,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.0292666666666666,30,0,8,0,2,10,8,9,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989674739661817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74234113337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382885809861226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WheresTheHurry,2020/01/22,"Anyone else feeling disconnected? At first, I thought it was just me who was the problem, but over time I realize that I have unplugged myself from this network of friends because I’m just not fit in the network anymore. Although, my brain kept fighting against the idea (“I want to go back!”), I eventually let the flow takes wherever it takes me. I need to plug myself into a new network of friends. What do I do next from here?",2.9945121951219487,5.405680097560975,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,77.29268292682926,6.051219512195122,32.201219512195124,7.1686216300943375,2.077580487804878,336,18,64,4,8,106,59,82,0.09,0.775,0.135,0.5976,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,13,15,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,12,2,11,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027633617939886,0.16235705150130186,0.237912548611962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854462175710728,0.0,0.14154470905765604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592078622614284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397021352319269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740542578733755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750605380775632,0.0,0.0,0.3587885701399855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319625080188367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621213591984717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743644810421585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217061399215788,0.0,0.2242566330439761,0.2469433988160952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218049990569472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491654402007586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433792529054369,0.13539552956001907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695539349272634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grizzzz97,2020/01/22,"I look too much like a minor Hello! So I'm not really sure if this is the right sub for this, but I'm hoping someone can give me advice or atleast send me to the right sub. Okay, so basically I'm a 22 year old (F) that often gets mistaken for a high schooler. This is nothing new, I've always just looked younger than I am. I never had an issue with it, because I'm determined to dress however I want and not wear much make-up (because I really don't want to). So when it comes up, my family just laughs and we joke about it. My family even has a joke where they say I'm 4 years old, because, I guess, of my mannerisms (and my smell, they say) but I SWEAR I'm not doing it on purpose. Obviously, like anyone in their 20s, I really wanna date. Back in high school and college, that wasn't a big problem for me. Boys liked me back. As I got older tho (later into college up to now), things started changing. Nobody's attracted to me anymore. I realized that this might be because I look too much like a minor. Any suggestions? How do I fix this and attract guys my age again without changing who I am?",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684213,4.4105263157894745,86.00201754385971,75.57894736842105,7.522807017543862,24.947368421052627,8.167268648758528,1.42791052631579,846,28,181,14,18,291,134,228,0.031,0.7759999999999999,0.192,0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,3,0,18,13,0,0,9,1,13,1,1,1,3,32,31,16,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,14,9,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,6,27,12,21,26,3,30,0,0,3,0,13,12,0,6,20,117,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458230070318833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756731721600248,0.0,0.0,0.07973886260294435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628755523586536,0.08198890475520318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803269750520182,0.0,0.2859154083477071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480849707058248,0.10100662633266784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744722196428963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107915447470428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126200565612608,0.11248371420840576,0.0,0.0,0.0937812306056975,0.0,0.12917193750224235,0.11610298406186223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477771705492621,0.0,0.11646277775747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238596905423015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291436240285365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29539934683386193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827003819986195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439127446352745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585924252069912,0.0,0.09043591971252024,0.11324765729203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251136920190452,0.0,0.2460832456008865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219922803959867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253537410766025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002738798093704,0.0,0.1864951365590912,0.0,0.11867046562532105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935157736813048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299519314352262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051344803674627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077900420346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832257495383835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130316794703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101948186954162 lonely,resonantsadness,2020/01/22,"Just want to cuddle Haven't felt this lonely in a while, but I guess being you can only go without physical affection for so long. Don't want to socialise but also want to be with friends.",6.662105263157892,5.851908894736841,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,65.31578947368422,9.705263157894738,32.1578947368421,8.841846274778883,2.5312736842105257,150,5,29,2,2,49,32,38,0.134,0.67,0.196,0.1527,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,7,8,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26485426589759564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31799642971855185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558782559451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882241476579566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648455241155709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930946564134775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188657622801697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860371842201302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192574419448543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keipeinana,2020/01/22,"Marrying away from abuse So my family has always been incredibly abusive ( see [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/ajqah1/nmoms_fake_suicide_attempt_to_overshadow_mine/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) and [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/caxz3n/a_little_about_my_childhood/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) or just stalk my account if you want more context) long story short, things are blowing up again over here and I’m now bombing cosmetology school (I know, how fucking dumb) and I’m honestly just so sick of it. 3 suicide attempts and shit later, I finally fully accepted that I am not the problem.... But, when I turned 18 any means of saving money of doing anything to hopefully move out were ripped from me. This means I’m not allowed to work a job anymore either. So, my only friend and I decided we’re getting married so he can move me to South Carolina when he moves for work (housing is paid for, long story) I’ll finally get freedom and be treated like a human, but I’m so scared. I won’t know anyone out there and it’d be difficult to explain the situation to a potential girlfriend or partner. I don’t want to end up a sad housewife or be seen as someone using him. TLDR: abusive parents, only way to leave at 19 years old is to marry my friend and move very far away. Don’t want to end up alone/a housewife.",6.523487654320988,9.85355530452675,5.8887911522633765,70.87664351851855,70.02880658436214,8.000617283950618,30.7011316872428,8.841846274778883,3.0293403292181083,1181,50,176,24,24,361,152,243,0.142,0.768,0.09,-0.9533,3,1,0,0,1,2,74.0,0,1,0,3,14,15,3,1,6,0,16,3,1,3,0,37,37,23,1,6,11,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,7,0,3,4,5,7,0,0,4,2,15,8,26,28,2,30,0,1,2,1,11,12,3,5,14,99,20,4,0.0,0.34681627581571084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811867093102996,0.42287161891099256,0.0,0.06635147961019651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676400061752592,0.06822376147018595,0.0,0.08029244244347583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334192858710024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283750984328938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198105247256294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376805137898186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076589283381495,0.09020261845079602,0.10195341610057274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690980497427798,0.0,0.1125835857269562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682394864292056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107244703423154,0.0,0.0,0.10331337315195943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766815703543332,0.0,0.0,0.172694148612887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256637733073655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148092124110978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238412563145394,0.0,0.0,0.14841395732355706,0.0,0.0,0.1083408099621072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336206397398912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768537709514374,0.09874684342412816,0.07775128307235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015500862043517,0.0,0.10967365033846674,0.0,0.0,0.0826714094582402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672660235514153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648216940088808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612899586845158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426983085338713,0.0,0.08050611602227853,0.17264933080461178,0.07744714754641682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142065387010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283238652340226 lonely,johndevops,2020/01/22,"London is a really lonely place So its a huge city with loads going on and all sorts of exciting opportunities, however with that everyones just always so busy and self contained, nobody stops to talk, nobody likes to just take the time to hear about other people, to see how they are, to see whats going on in their life. Not to tarnish everyone with this as there are people out there that aren't, and to put it any way one of my best friends I met on Reddit. I'm just lonely, generally given much time alone to mull over things I just get sad even though there's nothing really there to be that sad about anyway. There we go though, maybe this will hit home with some of you and you'll want to have a chat. If it matters I'm John, 30 and I live in West London. Thanks",5.472222222222222,5.198585719745225,5.869384288747348,84.0524557678698,67.59872611464968,9.015994338287332,24.45081387119604,8.515128840125781,1.2287811748053783,606,11,130,8,9,195,103,157,0.091,0.768,0.141,0.8122,1,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,2,2,18,10,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,26,23,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,11,11,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,3,9,6,27,17,4,18,0,4,2,0,11,10,0,3,4,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711711188947222,0.0,0.0,0.1375188771005833,0.0,0.0,0.11239008265604013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734419268431511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916006817641498,0.0,0.0,0.3158474262180976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768811831213636,0.0,0.08634738011816798,0.0,0.28178229306637986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627265272694946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657804879059703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673593544674203,0.08074315962126867,0.0,0.1459374965544933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603713327342842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149334755357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585821727519772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111992041639982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291564794920657,0.0,0.1726732266891221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614320312536585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175392407726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633994956088909,0.0,0.17241390478202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381741226509654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426337333284773,0.1328387293296062,0.0,0.15215951507906028,0.0,0.0,0.10979884081504472,0.0,0.3247562276210552,0.0,0.19274193033126785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748123515172988,0.13118458496106689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goh-jun-jie-roy,2020/01/22,"Getting hugged on the worst day i ever had Today i realised the book i borrowed has been overdue for five days and i panicked. So i returned the book but because of that, i got to school late and the discipline master scolded me and public humiliate me infront of people. I was very sad and almost burst into tears but i was able to keep myself from crying. I felt miserable when i got home and i wanted someone to comfort me but i my parents were not home. When my mom got home, she looked at me and realised i was having a bad day and hugged me. I dont know why but i burst into tears and cried on her shoulder.",1.8002380952380932,3.8274576746031777,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285716,79.39682539682539,5.152380952380953,23.99206349206349,5.985473137389443,0.5738539682539683,481,17,97,3,12,159,76,126,0.247,0.69,0.062,-0.9793,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,9,3,1,0,1,22,18,15,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,10,2,25,3,12,8,1,14,0,2,1,2,5,5,0,1,9,71,26,3,0.15717580270453782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738886241093336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123523002062415,0.0958129104756292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453004777276492,0.30409616974408143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420887018542156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217451203078002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091341905368785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211786972109815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771235431169481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729804363328282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397050752356956,0.0,0.0,0.08637971066406372,0.0,0.17730115154680073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319880885343647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840824004945222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745251284011972,0.0,0.0,0.10896591131614176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590703035526179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317454757679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898428287967622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968649801292811,0.09270636071976432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182671480862033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cancerofuniverse,2020/01/22,Fear of talking? Does anyone else feel like if they talk in front of group of people they are going to get rejected or say something stupid and then everyone is going make fun of them?,3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.167777777777779,86.555,73.16666666666666,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.104177777777778,147,4,28,2,3,46,31,36,0.218,0.659,0.12300000000000001,-0.6662,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,6,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787496536769028,0.289959301932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476486806786251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364039561469708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704115013924508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31844528651593257,0.14308953227979798,0.20216992864843852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785192318100693,0.0,0.3216623665261806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825586158350353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888997193506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619139663487076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504702799759585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178614847030322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549173716081525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,classyfuckhole,2020/01/22,"Feeling annoying amongst a group of people... Ugh. Today I’m having one of those days where I just feel like opening my mouth is pointless. I went out with friends, and felt like everything I said was annoying or awkward, or the rest of the time it was ignored. Even my best friend barely spoke to me, and I just felt very brushed off. Most of it is probably in my head, but man, it sucks... I’ve worked so hard on escaping that place of ostracism and down talk that I’ve been at in the past and it just feels really low to be in that mindset again tonight. Agh. If you’re in that place today, I hear you, and you’re not annoying. You’re just not in the right setting with the right people.",2.9662077922077934,4.385910685714286,3.533636363636365,92.3968181818182,74.28571428571429,7.090909090909091,25.584415584415584,7.686295010490155,1.1085714285714279,536,18,119,7,11,168,86,140,0.122,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,8,13,4,1,6,0,7,2,2,0,0,26,18,10,0,1,10,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,8,10,10,5,19,9,3,26,0,1,0,0,9,17,1,4,9,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630062521045026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834302287493452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095926237559144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098327673858847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548303018796509,0.12001582302500535,0.32260352426855593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595853897625736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049072487525256,0.0,0.17241156850500586,0.0,0.1893428292287624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414796331881232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383791289160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037045227782012,0.232933474280485,0.0,0.3510385104280816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112726740116936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762204354241613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869340101958998,0.1598019304504161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502819911675895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097959367265336,0.0,0.31847966217310697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386136553374818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573325757878287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230252534512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deathpool880,2020/01/22,Ever since I was born I was never allowed to leave my house. My mom never asked explained why but I know she’d never let me go anywhere that’s farther than the yard by myself.,-0.035675675675676644,2.290084891891894,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,91.97297297297294,2.9600000000000004,18.210810810810813,3.1291,-0.7101524324324324,139,4,28,0,5,46,31,37,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.0191,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495038605811361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414150961536993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516783624180121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079524348706308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667443452296874,0.0,0.0,0.2825954122122641,0.0,0.2729106332357372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31257550865353273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175204655092654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077216451979656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240824529682745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TruNobody,2020/01/22,"Hmmm I'm curious. Have I missed out? Not to get too personal, but I've only loved someone once Is there something not adding up? Has a childhood dream of true love ruined my perception of relationships in general? Maybe I'm too naive, after all I'm not even 19 I try to believe any sort of relationship that's meaningful doesn't come from lust. However, all that seems to be a baseless assumption I couldn't tell you if that's true, I haven't had any experience I would tell friends, possibly family, if I could about these feelings, I just don't think they'd understand How ridiculous is that, I couldn't conceive telling anyone else this, yet I'd like to believe someone online has the answer to these questions On a side note, this is a page about loneliness, so much love to everyone on these pages I couldn't speak from experience, but in reality, you shouldn't fall under the idea that you're completely alone I try to commit to this facade yearly only to realize it's false Friends and family go hand in hand, and if they really are just that, they'd never want to you feel that way Once again, I'm naive, so I wouldn't take what I'm saying at face value. Just know, the world's your oyster. Fuck expectations and beliefs, whatever makes you feel good should never be out of the question Peace ✌",5.7595703124999975,6.305790191406249,6.2296875000000025,78.8965625,67.0078125,9.99375,30.0625,9.978442167317967,2.769575000000001,1043,36,203,23,16,338,145,256,0.095,0.672,0.233,0.9926,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,3,0,14,13,2,0,8,0,23,8,3,2,7,53,46,11,0,13,11,0,5,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,15,6,0,0,15,1,0,3,13,4,0,0,1,7,20,9,29,33,5,23,1,2,0,5,23,12,1,7,8,121,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117017496086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366618086361788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900113856438287,0.11576560454442827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545888735357859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732583337529624,0.1184617224727624,0.0,0.0,0.09020864317374468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438375219437764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462495970760086,0.0,0.0,0.1079611887800538,0.0,0.22104034017158927,0.21302278605257646,0.0,0.17138452980765273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458253449939326,0.10445201797053706,0.05902955054738041,0.0,0.0642114911850072,0.09476573717253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754534297856968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209312923277641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551983443585226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591779598278657,0.0,0.07541779161130241,0.0,0.11350775597236415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305634393040989,0.0,0.17428066994522964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406488460258629,0.0,0.17185906134082848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865339412583976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737264306448487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313619163965234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723805340000996,0.0,0.0,0.2426053691060769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984952396228507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285651879372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914621924438276,0.08698071182923248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495001315964612,0.0,0.2962593582537664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723956756043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534176308509389,0.0,0.0,0.1176204756264846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664097381918578,0.0896815523342912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802606922607173,0.0,0.0,0.07275808262544096 lonely,ChilledChocolate,2020/01/22,"Find your tribe I just downloaded an app called We3.... it will set you up with a “tribe” of 3 (you plus two other people)... it asks you a bunch of questions to help them make a good match... you can specify if you want to meet people in your area, or anywhere in the world. It’s purely for friendship, nothing romantic or sexual. If anyone has already tried it, I’d be interested in hearing what you think of it :)",1.78829268292683,3.8998645975609776,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.85365853658539,6.539024390243903,22.445121951219512,7.645422480735847,0.9684341463414636,315,10,66,5,8,104,60,82,0.026000000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,9,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,2,12,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,0,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924499356611506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960973479777854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535091707971445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768968831444009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478462526069614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744616874801002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563049952775223,0.0,0.181760844226472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181009384501456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601968027235322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759929773472773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037746482944569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375603822049118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410795608498234,0.0,0.2648955955320643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994424386964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,digitak-loops,2020/01/22,"Lost & alone I'm pretty sure i am developing schizophrenia and I truly have no one to talk about it in real life, my family isolates me from any ""real world"" so therapy is not in the picture. I have literal no friends and i feel as though i'm going insane with delusions, I have never had human affection in my life and I feel as though when I do I will panic and force everyone to give up on me more than they already do. I'm such a failure where I let my mother abuse me, what am I doing wrong? I cant even tell who is real or not.",2.79541304347826,3.4106723130434817,4.9971195652173925,84.83915760869569,73.69565217391305,7.836956521739133,24.80978260869565,8.07648339933343,1.3038913043478253,416,12,91,6,8,146,77,115,0.24100000000000002,0.667,0.091,-0.9507,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,14,2,0,1,2,16,22,11,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,2,18,2,13,18,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,69,21,0,0.0,0.1910714982891106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702089412435792,0.17795886050974186,0.0,0.0,0.17472950257141226,0.0,0.10966506626312122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065133668999044,0.0,0.0,0.15409468569948806,0.0,0.0,0.15202536964684535,0.0,0.16307987189895304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245921848689124,0.0,0.0,0.15469914630725268,0.09165006114009372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490339045793098,0.2278110985153974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603873201541806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243767568798208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092766761723777,0.0,0.0,0.1892085858270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164063487817445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506612933194766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198943408892154,0.0,0.0,0.12961791387611532,0.14095186492944742,0.0,0.1844194656826892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168821694919387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631689453568755,0.0,0.0 lonely,vinkybean,2020/01/22,"Think I’ve finally gone crazy I’ve stopped feeling empathy for people at this point, it kinda freaks me out cuz I’m just 17 aren’t you supposed to be older when the effects of isolation really set in. I used to try to be nice to people but I’m just a bitter imposing dick, I just intimidate my way to emotional safety. Shootings on the news I feel nothing sometimes I can feel for people but a lot more often than not I don’t give the slightest fuck about human life. I don’t hate people I actually like people and like to joke around with work friends and I’m a loud motherfucker but I haven’t hung out with anybody in over 5 years and I never learned how to actually create relationships just friends and obviously I have no dating market value. I’m good with money and I’m working my ass off to get as much of it as I can before I die. Even once I achieve financial freedom will I be happy, Nope. What’s the point in having a mil if you have no friends or legitimate human connections. I won’t bore anybody with the terrible situations I got out in over the years by my fucking skitzo mother and my dad ate the bullet when I was 1 but fuck dude I wish there was somebody who cared about me even a little bit. So here I am drinking the suicide fuel brooding on the fact that there is no hope. I always thought that oh soon enough or in the future things will change, it gets better. But based on what I’ve heard from similar people on the sub it doesn’t. It only gets worse from a social aspect. I’m obese and albino too so less than a 1 for sure. Sometimes I feel normal and I can act normal. But I’m fucking not man never had the courage to ask a girl out never had the courage to do anything or the grit to stick with anything. I’ve failed and quit everything I’ve ever done except work. I pray that something can change but I’m so emotionally weak and afraid I might just wind up like my fucking dad.",3.0416104407781326,4.502017585241736,4.517043421160633,85.25749569071657,74.16539440203563,7.208372322088156,25.40006566527128,7.831003766801068,1.3410512845768694,1513,50,311,21,31,505,205,393,0.198,0.636,0.166,-0.9538,1,1,2,1,0,1,21.0,0,2,0,8,23,29,7,1,22,0,27,12,2,4,7,67,60,30,2,5,19,3,4,3,3,4,3,2,0,4,13,20,3,1,8,2,1,2,15,13,0,0,10,7,33,16,50,43,6,40,1,1,0,7,18,22,7,9,17,201,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.1694530479716943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224352101407873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289552568922928,0.07729069542056563,0.08116759349679763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387980409678467,0.0,0.0,0.07678770696458845,0.09478800568588792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852162636117569,0.0,0.18369401051363332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010835408876758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884986393985513,0.0,0.08505328572288356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953279176253052,0.0,0.08971115685944933,0.0,0.1146912750521238,0.07853618915135648,0.0,0.0,0.07803073015248166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756008563789445,0.0,0.0,0.09511012851198876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012372290922058,0.4013313765845845,0.13608398137620595,0.08328833674053064,0.0,0.072822841514144,0.0694401209063649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242448018216877,0.0,0.0857195354930693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623462622891824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613255080564432,0.12725169675234704,0.08701925017219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381363584895251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210526544230906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382474458861374,0.0,0.20088927683790256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170135810562759,0.08330881382405594,0.0,0.0,0.09246344352704963,0.0,0.06603264829780925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611519659862129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641512105487138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234673015256613,0.0,0.0,0.05562090596733338,0.0,0.0,0.09321518975116116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759245977854383,0.0,0.08850490607274418,0.0,0.06684042968816457,0.1717399294363514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258774463403883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497004627365452,0.0,0.08182945717268837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768120734392996,0.0556325415508547,0.0,0.06892760135883882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946978888546164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498701878457828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891589373163833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984192989118572,0.0,0.0,0.18962408734900774,0.0,0.08847984600640975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182206729968464 lonely,TR_21C,2020/01/22,anyone out there feel the same? all the friends and people i used to talk to or be with are gone. a few times i tried making contacts but it never works. everyone im my life just forgets that i exist it seems. spent my last year in college alone most of the time. every time i meet people i am unable to make or keep friends. idk how to fix this or where to go from here. i think its slowly causing me to lose hope,1.2507954545454574,2.9575361250000043,2.5113636363636367,96.64954545454547,79.79545454545455,4.854545454545455,18.954545454545453,5.148860815047168,-0.5339818181818186,321,7,74,1,8,103,68,88,0.083,0.807,0.11,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,5,2,23,14,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,11,11,4,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,6,6,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158274938028104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428442639832637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098620249415486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212307089209214,0.195207775866128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329512318163434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156677751495312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610267097752212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290598855886616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066817292636245,0.0,0.0,0.18158226991952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652355327636986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442960140284638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854816824944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727302195823437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575609825201948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325781990744603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597787310364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420050156374644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090073365022545,0.0,0.0,0.3573692904826509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138699447623142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644090130542905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872549686319456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155601236043765 lonely,IrisTheTranny,2020/01/22,"One way or another, everyone in my life stops talking to me, I just want social interaction New to this sub, so sorry if I'm not using it right, I'm just so lonely. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of being alone, I'm so sick of having nobody to talk to. I've been like this for my entire life A lot of my teachers before I graduated said they thought I was autistic, whether I am or not I certainly acted like it. And I started hallucinating and became delusional at around 8, so that effected my behavior to the point nobody ever wanted to talk to me. These last few years I've gotten a few people I talked to, let me just list how that ended. 2 friend killed themselves I think 1 person actually got killed 3 Bad Relationships ending in a breakup. 4 people just vanished from the entire internet 3ish people I stopped talking to because they acted like they didn't want to talk to me at all And like 80 fucking people SAID that we could talk online and then just completely abandon me. Multiple of those people literally promised me they wouldn't do that. My Reddit PM history is literally a gigantic row of ""are you there?"" And that's not even counting all of the people who were just looking to fuck me then ghost me afterwards. I don't understand. I like to help people... I'm always willing to talk when somebody needs to vent, it used to be all I did all day, just listen to people vent. And all of them would only ever talk to me when they wanted to vent, then abandon me. I really honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong, I can't tell if I'm too strange or aggressive, I always try to be nice, even if I'm a super aggressive person its never towards the person I'm talking to, like never. All my exes said I was crazy... I never yelled at any of them, I've never hurt any of them, none of my aggression has ever been targeted at them, but I'm still too fucking crazy I guess Though that's different. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, it's not like I'm boring, nobody has ever called me that outside of when I was too sedated to show emotion, I just don't fucking know what I'm doing wrong. Some people say I'm super nice and kind, but those people only ever just vent to me and then leave. I should clarify I have no anger towards anyone whose vented to me, I was helping them, they have no obligation to be my friend when I told them I'd help them, they didn't use me, I agreed to help. And I'm still always willing to listen, but it just hurts when that's my only social interactions. I just want to have a conversation... I just want to talk to someone.... The longest friendship I've ever had ended earlier this year, and I still do not know why, in all seriousness he treated me like shit a lot of the time, but I was still his friend anyways, I knew he was in pain and I was so scared of being alone I never held anything he did against me, but then he just, abandon me, threw me away, like everyone else. Nobody cares about me, I'm so tired. I'm so sick of being used and I'm so sick of being abandon. Sorry, I had to say all that.",3.9347835497835497,4.434518252351097,5.518925212718319,82.55052246603974,71.02194357366771,8.270547842961639,26.632482460068665,8.344100000000001,1.6425748917748924,2407,73,501,35,42,821,236,638,0.153,0.7090000000000001,0.138,-0.9233,1,4,0,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,14,3,49,49,11,1,13,0,50,14,1,6,20,102,107,46,3,14,30,0,0,9,3,5,9,8,0,3,28,15,0,7,10,1,0,3,22,27,0,1,26,9,81,22,64,67,14,56,0,7,1,4,60,14,5,10,47,339,109,1,0.0,0.0,0.04929747707361167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464111934125617,0.0,0.0,0.12610301308372218,0.0,0.0,0.06870682465549367,0.05297166423393503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035322784391608,0.0,0.04157133191704626,0.0449709973483074,0.0,0.0,0.0474625502454437,0.0,0.042179732273567784,0.030794801910875913,0.0,0.04298639643557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158368536535992,0.0,0.05150562823500027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296629843067095,0.0,0.0,0.0403338548151287,0.0,0.0,0.03257939966071359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052779697409494855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042200618743183836,0.05682502413635111,0.1342296722596765,0.0,0.0,0.06673223727872765,0.2741740698427248,0.0,0.09654265402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708833575170965,0.18680926260498465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040403200878890835,0.0,0.055650365271508434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544239420609194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815936452853747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177954210956784,0.052605865532111766,0.1388145953303038,0.04117824128517217,0.0,0.053490395808961234,0.0,0.05165723561459965,0.07136355146459436,0.2221212664504528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242170518392471,0.0,0.0,0.08589579389782334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374578462738774,0.1948098040094504,0.04878980385608202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423174619115499,0.11526176735805453,0.05375383752169308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35022249479334816,0.1323289499442135,0.0,0.0,0.047755060386889946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236259683208709,0.0,0.0,0.054236542035382335,0.0,0.04314139270977553,0.1441602095053454,0.08034657272747887,0.05057650646912185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051855155725843184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299179932725844,0.04280303971395498,0.0,0.0,0.11309968637902608,0.03575631753712952,0.0,0.16137232963415846,0.084469243126732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466417220540708,0.04415423889562305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032369366906969135,0.049632869421464665,0.04010499531757023,0.029456971865480037,0.058062063009796674,0.0,0.04827132701172,0.0,0.034297846808895256,0.0,0.0,0.05259016232034168,0.0,0.17452248318218425,0.0,0.0,0.17877803732741288,0.04009818332462691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558389434702196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588595277694735,0.22093040873378794,0.0,0.06506281079052516 lonely,Nowayoutahere,2020/01/22,"Same story again with a different girl I was told over in r/foreveralone that I am a normie but I'm nothing like a normal guy. I have the worst social skills. Mainly my fault for secluding myself and never socializing. Anyway, I met this girl at work. I don't ever date girls from work but I decided that I needed to make a change this year and try new things. I've been single most of my adult life, almost 7 years. I don't really date anymore since it's only caused me mental anguish. The thing about me is that I seem to attract a lot of girls. I do consider myself a handsome guy but this is like having a super power to attract girls but never really getting to take advantage of it. Everytime I try to meet a girl I always mess it up somehow. This time it only took a week. She used to come up and say hi to me. She would offer food/snacks to me and wouldn't take no for an answer. Always smiling at me. So I decided to talk to her. Turns out shes about my age and has a daughter the same age. I guess she realized that I wasn't what she expected or something I'm not really sure. I try to learn every time this happens to me but somehow I still mess up. Just posting this because I really don't have anyone to talk to about this obviously hence the subreddit. Thank you for reading for this got this far and I hope you're having a better day than mine.",1.5522955110587624,3.524512628975266,3.5500745975657644,88.27898180866379,79.95406360424029,6.4540766915325225,20.72883130480304,7.526774132740827,0.7238641277319721,1066,29,223,16,27,361,152,283,0.102,0.773,0.126,0.7772,2,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,7,11,16,0,1,16,0,18,1,0,3,5,45,37,13,0,6,8,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,9,20,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,7,1,38,11,35,28,7,28,0,0,0,0,27,9,0,9,18,157,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784885481559187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585388596925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671618238916225,0.08229110967107632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174231774177524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408664052207607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089935170433265,0.12449969659341742,0.10137892913515843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589987586410545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296029157211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064567287045153,0.09915832885920532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231039413358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148781278601525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412690114478196,0.0,0.1296480555162906,0.23306186179947966,0.10407227790414844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168920507677659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312744792403236,0.11499411506752386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000552521223281,0.0,0.0,0.07855853565424557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860315476570897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872651403012921,0.18153851937619325,0.11366507961091045,0.0,0.0,0.11531054679197922,0.11292607761843912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790160638411658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127138372052446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772116942294265,0.0,0.3015791706140605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359127177956716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713993775598073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973538225166722,0.0,0.0,0.2399388836309993,0.0,0.09060298910216813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398684379307144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109207922666334,0.0,0.1769754455825399,0.18918843648928252,0.0,0.10835251473742837,0.0,0.0,0.1563751108352725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725117903989092,0.0,0.0,0.1124571897008657,0.13075716600632886,0.2397099709305298,0.12801218593185482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016457865013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440327441284428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135845475305073,0.0,0.0,0.08360311698192281,0.0,0.0,0.15157612828346625 lonely,Thelate20sguy,2020/01/22,Anyone up for a chat? Typical lonely guy in his late 20s here.,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,98.23076923076924,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1825692307692313,48,1,10,1,2,17,13,13,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222770135490226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979787328560644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812514652314329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hopkiwi,2020/01/22,"It’s never ending Some days it really just feels never ending. I watched a video someone posted on this subreddit (maybe somewhere else but it seems fitting here?) the other day about loneliness in current society and the psychological aspects of loneliness and damn it just hit me. I feel stuck in a cycle of never ending loneliness. I don’t feel better when I’m socializing with old friends, new friends, even family sometimes. I’ve grown to the point sometimes I’m even sick of my dog. I’m not happy at the things that are making me “happy” because it just leaves me feeling worse. And it’s just a cycle repeating itself that I feel is impossible to dig out of.",4.756666666666668,6.677036730158732,5.806539682539682,75.87457142857146,70.5873015873016,8.532063492063491,29.266666666666666,9.120678840339163,2.7210057142857145,532,21,91,11,10,176,80,126,0.23,0.675,0.095,-0.9676,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,22,15,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,6,8,5,13,13,1,22,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,2,13,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921801178639066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294410804280018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877661699759254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226268937591822,0.0,0.3888872062371563,0.0,0.0,0.19333514627879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797257534062266,0.0,0.3700130768368812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615047282715836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115999955121329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497117914751554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769459059225316,0.0,0.1470355139264465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386391659317266,0.14135272920688194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357729779818793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835489355600009,0.0,0.1401697738908037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937601921895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323812960589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919276949522625,0.12400800994742828,0.0,0.28950209477047983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972332433684088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915052572743906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AXXXXXXI,2020/01/22,"Does Anyone Want to Play YuGiOh? I'm a guy (18) I have three friends but I don't talk to them outside of class. I don't hang out with anyone during lunch and honestly lunch is the worst part of my day (30 minutes alone) and recently I lost my two closest friends who made me feel really happy so I'm extra lonely. When I get home I don't have anyone to talk to except my dad but we aren't that close. My sisters live with my mom so I don't see them. If anyone on here wants to do a call and play YuGiOh on DuelingNexus (Website) then that would be awesome. If you don't know how to play then fuck it I'll teach you, I just want to interact with someone.",-0.3135794743429265,1.8160793191489368,1.7879682937004588,97.01647058823532,89.1418439716312,4.736086775135585,17.513975803087188,6.2272716619740125,-0.34283345848977875,508,13,118,5,17,169,85,141,0.10800000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.203,0.9159999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,2,1,6,11,1,0,3,0,12,3,0,2,0,23,24,13,0,6,6,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,2,19,7,16,20,3,11,0,2,1,1,16,5,1,2,5,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857994229527024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482253312126002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606485125377422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119963830759493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088997776825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718308648123774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642972187378783,0.15940381537502993,0.09008476580873513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707275172741961,0.0,0.18354925174890308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729559878739728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476008123721724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225412956169668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822187948316824,0.0,0.0,0.16315237786182624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194167231055465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867190989878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104596493459075,0.0,0.1702485456049566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740012634774382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609485086359514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717681313806664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843383390780475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051015871253562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224855279924631,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MehEhWhatever,2020/01/22,"I feel like I will never escape loneliness For all my life, I had never had friends. That was until September 20th, where I met so many online friends and had great chats with them, and I honestly got so naive to the point that we would all be talking with each other for so long. Now, I barely talk to any of them and I hate it so much. For once in my life, I felt as if I had friends and that was the best feeling in the world. But now, I wonder if I should've never tried. At school, I have trouble making friends because I just can't seem to get any words out of me and people think I'm weird and avoid me because of that. I just want to let the cycle stop, but it never will, and I hate that.",3.791133482475765,3.5637236241610784,4.567337807606265,91.80426547352724,71.14765100671141,7.427591349739001,24.609246830723343,6.42735559955562,0.5181224459358691,536,12,128,3,9,173,85,149,0.16,0.753,0.087,-0.8359,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,1,9,13,2,1,4,0,13,2,0,1,6,36,27,17,0,4,6,0,3,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,3,22,8,18,13,5,16,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,10,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507507344217664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486758482939338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052127295086562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450453598017257,0.10246664998723336,0.13771560104615044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432556408676096,0.0,0.07493642285877396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471433031970925,0.15813243526542842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832154950497119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666722093279136,0.20261815493371335,0.07007280989941456,0.0,0.0,0.12693132060357276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574085302789513,0.14541583322359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054377892455284,0.0,0.4424892230423977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152748610814811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943652502568677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558801412987811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515914224002233,0.0,0.13057357738005168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991417074777284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305677179653333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190435823974401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737977295125648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459891948231353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554406480589594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018887848275163,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IWantToBeHappy1,2020/01/22,I’m so lonely Can someone please be my friend. I really could use someone to talk to. I’m so lonely. Please,-1.3532608695652186,0.5278205217391303,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,104.65217391304348,4.039130434782609,14.445652173913045,5.985473137389443,-0.5036,84,2,18,1,4,29,15,23,0.195,0.523,0.282,0.3596,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437629045675969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587953548075855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6702711053649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955875687880116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173714901697067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539431062430764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636873391337854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadpostingagain,2020/01/22,I’m not going back to the psych hospital But the loneliness is rotting me internally and I love for it to stop.,0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608662,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,89.43478260869566,8.284057971014493,25.057971014492754,8.841846274778883,2.627301449275362,89,4,18,3,3,32,20,23,0.184,0.662,0.154,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934970948654318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647441950228322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792407671362609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365653951233914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,albatross_breeder,2020/01/22,Where can I meet new people online? I’m so lonely. There that’s about it. I’ve had a falling out with most of my past friends. Or we simply drifted away. Even the people I’m usually the most connected with are just. Sort of in the gray. I just need somewhere to meet people. I’m 16 so no dating apps. I doubt that would help much though. I hope the rest of y’all feel better too. Much love,-1.5257429718875493,0.2462538554216885,0.5005301204819297,101.32951004016066,106.83132530120486,3.1771887550200804,12.762248995983935,5.2151,-1.3038025702811242,302,6,70,2,15,98,60,83,0.115,0.708,0.17800000000000002,0.7645,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,11,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,10,9,5,10,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,6,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944045404297936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215981188562344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129637726330284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347836383101055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867367204306545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368676073351726,0.0,0.0,0.2425525882253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204062931300621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590403917724466,0.1810763478175215,0.0,0.23585657937716906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331231518548737,0.5079070202037745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399320735322258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268959437383586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347759984090053,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonerStoner2001,2020/01/22,"I feel like I'll always be lonely I feel lonely almost every where I go or no matter what I do. It's always in the back of my mind like some kind of fuckin brain tumour. I've felt like this for 6 years now and it doesn't seem like it's going to go away anytime soon I don't know what the fuck to do.",1.2475714285714297,1.6573229000000045,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,77.14285714285714,5.6000000000000005,15.428571428571427,3.1291,-1.1517714285714282,233,1,60,0,5,80,47,70,0.151,0.6920000000000001,0.157,-0.1531,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,11,14,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,3,6,5,7,12,1,10,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,4,8,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910393197379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641304497643131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557668701017284,0.16824932878127716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442613415689685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435461061542813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221271118554018,0.15631599858245468,0.2100893481010073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228384858456264,0.0,0.0,0.3730597401360151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278541607534533,0.12025078496240794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275928315903851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209330259541007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919397325070384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090474511712414 lonely,wordsdieneverwolves,2020/01/22,"I'm never alone, but I'm always lonely. I have a toddler. I'm never alone not even for a second. But I am ALWAYS lonely. I don't have close friends anymore. My s.o is either working or tired, there's a distance, this gap I can't seem to fill. My family is either busy or far away. I tried to meet friends online and I just can't carry a conversation. I'm terrible at small talk. I talk about my son too much. I'm not me anymore. I tried to reconnect with old friends and it's just not the same. I've felt a little lonely as long as I can remember, but never like this.",-0.4812195121951248,1.6246044552845549,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,89.81300813008129,4.906016260162602,17.956097560975607,6.42735559955562,-0.08396000000000026,440,12,99,5,15,153,70,123,0.252,0.72,0.028999999999999998,-0.9816,0,8,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,3,23,16,9,0,0,12,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,1,1,13,4,10,15,4,12,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,3,6,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409578074492983,0.0,0.0,0.2739255028644329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264835802991147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464978938980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871862539304222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551729110995644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804454244976854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815152445531072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041663467751432,0.16497529140128872,0.0,0.1456683363028266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210020290485489,0.0,0.3808555798877161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272299454667847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864629337088816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984824621390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646030603120037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918675396850576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350905116096706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983283011211375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,questionablemeat_,2020/01/22,23 [M4F] Canada Ontario - I know this is stupid but I am a Scorpio looking for a Cancer 23 [M4F] Canada Ontario - I know this is stupid but I am a Scorpio looking for a Cancer,-0.5599999999999987,1.6493052222222246,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,94.0,2.8800000000000003,23.86666666666667,3.1291,0.1288400000000003,132,6,26,0,5,46,16,36,0.442,0.5579999999999999,0.0,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476037296298354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.836737805585175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Krendall2006,2020/01/22,"Going Crazy My wife left a year and a couple months ago. Not having that intimate relationship has been driving me more crazy and depressed with each passing day. To make things worse, I have no real ""game,"" no self-confidence, severe social anxiety, and I'm nearly 41, so I'm too old to start anything new.",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,67.9655172413793,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.248537931034483,242,8,43,4,4,78,49,58,0.317,0.6829999999999999,0.0,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313476707248397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393526390716888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978609038752039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660413061382044,0.0,0.15506333733649394,0.0,0.2070898563531049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366470892650915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612378006036101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049497546775518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191620667147954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322175943297081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523004036671692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736723502673133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814162633999915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508304334624231,0.2716277602635621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450973972554988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018404224484926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597370633773913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450279981983599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483490614833972 lonely,FireHole,2020/01/22,"Anxiety/Depression/Isolation *Those three work together, you know? They are greater than the sum of their parts. They co-operate. Depression makes me feel worthless and lonely and empty; anxiety makes me feel like I'm jumping out of my skin when I interact with people, and my isolation comes from never being able to go out or socialize from the effects of anxiety and depression, which just keeps spiraling down.*",5.627440476190476,8.680294958333334,5.793650793650794,71.84500000000003,71.6388888888889,11.336507936507935,33.8968253968254,10.914260884657429,5.0846325396825405,335,17,51,13,7,106,53,72,0.25,0.6890000000000001,0.06,-0.9287,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,3,1,18,11,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,9,1,11,10,2,8,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,37,11,1,0.25128673223319714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844673247127273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646126937101576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432865788516794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541162442772065,0.17951929171685924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281204083314272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335519353678074,0.0,0.0,0.13810061631958154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276600438601568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547169007822697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938078192338963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721190432952595,0.0,0.17421058018019644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561551782273587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182939733876304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Influx66,2020/01/22,Imaginary conversations Does anyone else have imaginary conversations with other people in your head throughout the day? Mine is usually some imaginary gf or my dog if he could speak,9.933999999999996,12.017955733333334,9.140000000000004,56.25000000000003,58.33333333333334,14.0,38.33333333333333,13.023866798666859,6.349333333333334,152,7,20,6,2,48,27,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680868185920621,0.3928453841131673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061189825542442,0.0,0.0,0.2472655470715119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33552171093642896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028702766038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934857979462066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658058701930366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222682171533548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KJV58,2020/01/22,"I feel so lonely and have intrusive please help I want to die I'm tired of being ostracised and assaulted every year since 1st grade. They kept doing the same thing for 10 yrs now! The pain is becoming so unbreable that I became more depressed than before. Most of my previous copes dont work anymore. I hate my bullies so much! I want them hurt. I want to make them as hopeless and depressed as I did. The pain makes ms th ink of wanting to hurt others. Loneliness has never made me feel this before, can someone please start a conversation with me or something?",2.8398665554628835,5.326107165137621,3.6470225187656387,86.56442869057553,78.26605504587154,6.5324437030859075,24.587989991659718,7.686295010490155,1.4083137614678898,447,16,84,7,11,142,80,109,0.298,0.596,0.106,-0.983,0,2,1,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,3,1,4,10,2,0,4,0,8,3,0,3,1,18,21,9,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,2,14,0,11,17,4,4,0,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268421545182798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700336790216432,0.2620125485114296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520629549798697,0.0,0.15978331145842736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180436742112686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971561729890804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569081585666775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520009035374018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319429466369494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329628825574729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567806580081086,0.20553531032088854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317628810876583,0.0,0.11874131691876826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764272256306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379976405128773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273550223107267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044747233344572,0.11852380728603745,0.0,0.0,0.10897172896694776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022823511930307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695120273488152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36323188312397786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208270648268122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991434167672694 lonely,headyunicorn,2020/01/22,"Sad Day Was already feeling down and alone today. Cried at work a few times. Then this afternoon my recent ex told me he is already seeing someone. We spent 5 years, with a few breaks in between, trying to figure out how to make it work and decided to let it be about 2 weeks ago. I'm heartbroken. I knew he would move on but not this fast. And the adult in me wants him to be happy but the injured child feels so abandoned. tl;dr: Ex is dating again and my heart hurts.",1.8111458333333343,3.781071989583338,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,79.10416666666666,5.5166666666666675,21.08333333333333,6.42735559955562,0.2073208333333332,365,10,78,3,9,117,74,96,0.19399999999999998,0.748,0.057999999999999996,-0.9287,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,2,0,20,16,9,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,7,1,13,8,2,20,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,0,12,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854225197854182,0.0,0.0,0.2086052047847723,0.4445329398399559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212449286579524,0.12989601756502986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036829598602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441002140017915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386777543526607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561893191609607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059604920481813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444608190792562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407227817690133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988730215933788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050168415237426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065828273149916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744671094922125,0.0,0.19091787682302885,0.1924606716729274,0.0,0.13674756925933426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879979024969825,0.0,0.16156297031740452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932650494497748,0.0,0.0,0.1430794428625787,0.0,0.0,0.12970466155439214 lonely,thebigsad_14,2020/01/22,"You don't have to read unless you want to help. And I guarantee you won't know what to say anyway. I just need somewhere to vent and this seemed like it may be the right place. I really recommend you don't read if you don't want to help or give advice to me. I had been told that a girl that I apparently know likes me. I didn't really care that it was a girl even though I'm a girl but I don't care all that much because I'm Pan. So, later, I accidentally found out my best friend likes me. I followed her back to her locker but she wouldn't say anything so I just said that I'd see her later. I keep thinking about how I could've said something like ""Do you want to talk about it?"" Or ""Can I talk with you?"" But no, I said see you later. Anyways, whenever I saw her the rest of the day, she I wouldn't say ran away, but she obviously doesn't want to talk to me. And I don't want to point fingers or anything but it's my *other best friend's fault. **We're all really close friends. Friend two made a joke about how my crush lives under a rock. Then, friend one was like, ""No I-"" That's when I realized. I should have taken the hint when the first person to bring it up said something. Friend one is DEMI-BISEXUAL. Meaning, she likes girl and boys who she is close with. I feel like it's friend two's fault but I don't want to say something to her too. I can't handle losing another friend after but I also can't handle losing one in the first place. If you're still reading and truly, really do care, I need to know what I should say or do to get my best friend back. She's never been the type to talk about crushes and whatever so I have no idea if this will resolve by next time I see her or if she won't want to be friends anymore. I'm not even out to my parents, and I don't want to say this to make her feel better, but I've liked her for a while too. Please give advice on how I can get her back and about friend two. I don't know what to do about any of this and I feel like I'll make it worse on my own.",0.6652488687782849,2.207515242081453,2.4416719457013585,97.23825452488691,80.96832579185521,5.686968325791856,17.61108597285068,6.508806274219699,-0.4414671493212667,1555,29,389,14,40,514,166,442,0.079,0.655,0.267,0.9981,3,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,8,0,9,28,33,0,0,13,0,38,1,1,6,4,76,86,39,0,18,21,1,4,9,11,8,0,10,0,6,22,15,0,1,14,5,0,3,21,4,0,8,16,18,66,29,44,60,8,35,0,2,4,0,62,14,0,11,27,254,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147199002263246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694154181631752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039917309679730686,0.06155098379466816,0.0,0.0,0.058213601282010564,0.0,0.0,0.09660849490583606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551496107071415,0.13540764449958473,0.0,0.035782344783535494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480282979510326,0.05191446521042773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954252342306684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046866347886273765,0.0,0.0,0.03785597695592043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754022673679914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903988258442934,0.08386910592341497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998586208023632,0.0,0.06436038633601747,0.4988574298281368,0.0,0.06133557393598189,0.11261879358227668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868935903234818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626398762915363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217433793919619,0.0,0.0,0.12903766617421586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580961476189469,0.0,0.05183226229736443,0.0,0.0,0.13133825643787694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055542380808437215,0.07836403107542883,0.0,0.0,0.06394038204767903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431504939200496,0.08704907887374216,0.04527226117221585,0.0,0.062427016151174776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932781528837692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517825506856813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051253672892055714,0.12265585183778845,0.06443383758056116,0.05548949595024851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614455199681553,0.0,0.15041624249283647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050128596145893656,0.2233446339641355,0.28007864208680194,0.0,0.0,0.1403264281050856,0.05343733396891187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556799514653375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687706998573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887200212260665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037611927183102606,0.057671435957761925,0.0,0.034227839056086035,0.0,0.0,0.056089377398532064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202108114885006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769773673659723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059819261036692425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,toxicwasteofspace,2020/01/22,"I understand why I have no friends I have been thinking about it a lot and I think I get it now. Basically, I'm ashamed of my past and my present. This makes me very reluctant to talk about myself. Now, when you read self-help books on how to make friends they always tell you that you have to show a genuine interest in people. I can do that. The problem is, those people will show a genuine interest in me. That sends me into a state of panic. Especially when you're trying to make a female friendship, you won't really get asked about hobbies etc. that much: girls want to know where you're from, where you went to high school, where do you live now... I keep making shitty decisions that are hard to explain and put me in a position where I'm forced to admit I'm 1. miserable and have been for many years 2. a fucking moron. This sends me in such a state of panic, I become evasive, do my absolute best to avoid these people's questions, and begin to avoid them altogether. Hell, if a barista starts taking a genuine interest in my life because she sees me everyday I just start going to another bar (it's happened three times in the last 4 months). I keep trying to make ""a new start"" but then I'm forced to acknowledge the fact that new people will inquire about your past and want to know about your current situation in depth, and I simply can't talk about it without feeling a deep sense of shame, anxiety and isolation. This is a vicious cycle, because I keep ruining my present and future by not being able to talk about the past. I see no way out from this situation except maybe to move to another country (foreigners don't have the knowledge to understand whether my experience was ordinary or not). Obviously this is just black and white thinking and I should just try to change gradually, but I have no idea how to do it or if it's even worth it. Fuck.",4.014906578435188,5.525345405994552,4.890723043985989,83.34378405994552,71.7792915531335,8.294628260023359,28.365998442973925,8.841846274778883,2.170138263915921,1472,56,292,28,28,478,185,367,0.158,0.785,0.057,-0.9879,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,8,2,1,23,20,5,7,18,0,25,4,0,7,2,62,64,23,0,6,14,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,20,13,1,5,16,5,1,6,9,14,0,1,4,6,39,6,47,55,4,50,1,2,4,2,24,17,3,6,24,194,59,3,0.0902399924250874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508690267274416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924900045517734,0.0690333472074709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436221141390926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001892361001103,0.09966298183737507,0.0,0.0,0.09470130468502537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546194658975207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006414454186837,0.059602663923132224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827202828868108,0.0,0.0,0.045628051578517306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394383885952855,0.16685083777825566,0.0942933430475462,0.0,0.05128546727661869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797989272793532,0.0,0.08083730827198934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604859647451341,0.09534350651648807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186996739829424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406283546338421,0.0,0.0,0.09918707971429123,0.07355763799779381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373917536346785,0.0,0.0,0.07968356658465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767188145471422,0.0,0.0,0.30117947834385456,0.09148918859216616,0.09065820147036736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202870101395835,0.09591083080182926,0.06633677757904488,0.0,0.0,0.17430869401026874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175437563659874,0.0,0.0,0.25843285091317314,0.2502441938914937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634748557362812,0.0,0.09071611684036501,0.1010894439085577,0.0,0.09026441264861908,0.0,0.05781004987457802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132769001745436,0.1438191811031796,0.0,0.09413999271042993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202867064786534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161699330350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784924379804169,0.217594463043376,0.078873730868197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346643024441016,0.0,0.0,0.05261966527386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380109404388006,0.0,0.0,0.18788602919755493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445744444723534,0.1064517711398006,0.07162830566113011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365337705385321,0.08142755723069978,0.0,0.0,0.08698813247614502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811159648738739 lonely,TheSuicidealist,2020/01/22,"I feel like people are intentionally avoiding me There's no reason to avoid me besides RBF and being kind of awkward, but nonetheless people found a reason. Some people I was ""friends"" with for a short time seemed to intentionally move lines when I came in their general direction to get in line (not intenting to talk, mind you) and i understand they're probably trying to avoid an awkward situation but it still really sucks. I dont know who could be talking about me (i AM a terrible person, but... how the hell do they know lol) or if its just an unspoken rule that you shouldn't be near me but since its gotten worse recently I think someone is saying something. I only really have pity friends; who never actually wanna hang out, especially not where they could be seen with me. Even then, the pity friends are really just people who say hi to me in the halls to get on my good side since I kind of fit the school shooter stereotype. Im not entitled to friends, but itd be nice for someone to care about me; especially since I had a dream about my friend group from years back and loneliness has hit me really hard since I've suppressed that loss for so long. Part of me just wants to give up and spend my life in my room being a fucking neckbeard at like eats-water-instead-of-drinking levels of fatass but I gotta hold out for another few years. If anyone has advice for making it through, I'd appreciate it.",6.951304347826085,6.536671811594207,7.276579710144928,75.66552173913047,64.57971014492753,10.693333333333337,32.53043478260869,10.203070172399654,3.075719130434784,1124,39,217,23,15,367,165,276,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.141,-0.2797,0,4,2,1,1,1,30.0,0,2,3,1,14,24,3,5,11,1,21,2,0,7,1,52,41,17,0,7,15,0,2,2,5,2,1,2,1,1,11,9,0,5,9,1,1,3,7,12,0,0,6,5,29,12,37,23,3,30,1,3,1,1,21,17,3,5,12,141,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.09912733282159902,0.0,0.0,0.09926270614153083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651538582371052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102703043695505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810867570353111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161803485060277,0.10356748165048374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220657476110467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905089047384575,0.09950963364000603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709256829493282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136185138712024,0.07256870341767017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137712120432126,0.3924019076492035,0.09390898402747172,0.10614261413439456,0.0974446995797339,0.0,0.08520040370112361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099564128562468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097237270706535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115596760939022,0.11165131693255224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717488899766518,0.0992536197849147,0.0,0.0,0.08989501813947794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678053744237927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256674544528116,0.0,0.0,0.10796336173991117,0.0,0.0,0.07834468384708551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725609404207262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110001136693095,0.0,0.2816908601724313,0.08869565369079413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952031671815396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602987493542736,0.208882117988638,0.10029790009920056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615608328989909,0.0,0.10280428552013796,0.0,0.09247452914931606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361117837727247,0.11418006766053808,0.0,0.0,0.17213664533646228,0.07820117252472374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811218422190042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329215744634948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508830060046125,0.0,0.0,0.059232058664295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896608665414804,0.0,0.0,0.10574826203957903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059914458978919234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035185999669512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308282549614177 lonely,Rodgershood,2020/01/22,"Social Media makes me feel lonely Social media makes me feel lonely for several reasons that I never see other people talk about- I hate social media because I think it is fake, disingenuous, and self-centered. No one else seems to see it or dislike or for these traits. There is no quicker way to feel more alone or misunderstood than being in a social setting where everyone is constantly on their phones video taping and taking photos so they can post it later... it makes me immediately think to myself 'wow I am just different from these people'. It almost feels as if everyone else is going through the motions of life and doesn't realize what is truly important. That our society values surface-level internet lives more that real genuine and deep relationships. Does anyone else feel this way or is it just me?",6.2695024570024565,8.181369844594593,6.71943488943489,70.85160933660936,66.77027027027027,8.895331695331697,28.995085995086,9.339509955726095,2.880410810810812,659,23,100,13,11,214,98,148,0.147,0.784,0.069,-0.8899,1,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,4,1,27,26,11,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,7,12,1,13,25,2,13,0,2,2,0,10,4,0,7,3,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415128039654895,0.1284092192680915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669194662013184,0.12703545533630456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557901704004533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339818094763443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953607110139667,0.0,0.0,0.1084985468780428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107162006421389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369425500656267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344819369265603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046251822906491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240775640179752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087573011311949,0.0,0.0,0.10947945024550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827927609854425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562349866324796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401423513551091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190870055537089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874164776005858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411200419504866,0.0,0.12747539430530214,0.0,0.13311157339309224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759714024858,0.11286966237241462,0.1293415328881459,0.1400657424320329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055410961153599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321994771270002,0.09965301174593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588868757862203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682421010777912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Michi_Ramos,2020/01/22,"I suck For a while now, I have been feeling lonely and tbh I don't know how to deal with it. When I was a freshman and even a sophomore I was quite popular and was friends with almost everyone at my school. But junior year something changed and ever since I have felt like I just push people away and eventually they leave. I don't know how to let people in, I have a hard time expressing my true feelings or being genuine in general. Idk how to fix this, and honestly, I can't take another loss just because I was afraid to open up.",5.7587461773700275,5.172901403669723,6.434449541284405,81.28757645259941,67.07339449541284,9.835474006116213,32.84556574923548,9.2995712137729,2.668980428134556,419,16,88,7,6,138,72,109,0.08800000000000001,0.743,0.16899999999999998,0.861,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,3,2,25,20,13,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,4,14,5,12,12,0,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,2,7,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677289816206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699757786548536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338956875990666,0.0,0.0,0.1319638630522402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290065532930557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318080672971302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298263464895808,0.19581805564628135,0.0,0.20685539090526767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189170281720558,0.0,0.20785421991550684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672514855902385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392306574695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794288790473744,0.0,0.0,0.2292204797281356,0.0,0.22136490392213848,0.0,0.10576092416754952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015918579038353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025254139740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190887600584403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907403756376505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665645636145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276560473362248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623090781490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940566784296068 lonely,pizzaguy889,2020/01/22,"I want a babygirl so bad but I probably won't have anyone because I'm a piece of shit Call me an incel or whatever the fuck you want, I'm lonely. I've never had a girlfriend and I'm probably gonna end up dying alone. Downvote me cocksuckers. Better yet, how about you do something real by finding my address, coming to my house and shooting me.",1.7517102615694142,3.8905813943661975,4.154446680080483,83.34281690140848,80.1267605633803,6.310663983903421,27.044265593561374,7.447530270364453,1.7542659959758544,273,12,51,4,7,95,55,71,0.28300000000000003,0.636,0.08,-0.9598,0,3,1,1,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,2,0,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,12,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,5,9,1,5,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,1,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359290599199786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770381482361245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883176766031118,0.1374879648286277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947307003292108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030302126213215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942839746754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340764001976123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976276636998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061407847415672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850942150097973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602445331810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395145816777452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863436255433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671552931182884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315150409881287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363281492917085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660603628207513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,space_ghost_pussy,2020/01/23,"idk what to title idk where else to vent this because i have no one to vent this to but yeh. my girlfriend broke up with me pretty much out of the blue about 3 days ago because she ‘isn’t ready for a relationship’ which also led to all of our shared friends distancing themselves from me. i’m in sixth form and every day i go in and basically speak to no one and just sit on my own all day, then i get home get into bed and still not speak to anyone because it just feels like no one cares. i know this is beggy but anything nice would mean a lot right now i just have never felt this alone before :( thanku",3.2046106736657904,4.0477302834645705,3.850341207349082,92.59096237970252,72.93700787401575,6.589326334208224,21.985126859142607,6.42735559955562,0.1561888013998245,474,10,109,3,9,150,88,127,0.135,0.6920000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.8666,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,23,14,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,1,5,11,5,19,12,6,19,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,1,9,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075638628980052,0.0,0.0,0.18782455419277544,0.0,0.14502602865890682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680457305822349,0.0,0.14923611164852393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316489718445512,0.0,0.15431602409633574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489904776551144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35086844955389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514951761218925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527957224834685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091696324576102,0.12955692216971426,0.17412503881520985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401110424033739,0.0,0.18949643235531927,0.0,0.10306573896414227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190946250664347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099665560336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885987546141378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417781554189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197543994519684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331357526308926,0.0,0.1398687813005106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368663629063015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449878154573626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470270182282096,0.0,0.15487244219059726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482684275260524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882628023371476,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,repelsteel1,2020/01/23,"This Post Is Not What You Think It Is So. First of all, hey you! Never been on this lonely thing before.. after a lot of clicking came here and just wanted to say some words to you! I have been lonely in the past. Now i love life. U can do this too. You are not lonely. There are literally billions of people on this planet. So why are you lonely and what to do. The reason you are lonely, is because you separate yourself from others. Probably from early life or after some event. You did just not feel connected to the world anymore and did not know how or what to do about it. This grew and after a lot of years you literally trained yourself to this feeling. The feeling of being separated. Like everything in life, we master things trough repetition. You repeated this ‘feeling’ so much that it became the standard go to in life, which is unfortunate. I believe everybody can feel joy, passion, life and gratefullness and that trough these new learned feelings the lonelyness wil evaporate. Slowly. Yes, some work needs to be done. A lot of work needs to be done. I know... your not used to working on yourself, but it will helpfull to your life as it did for mine. So. Stand up for yourself. Dont accept that feeling anymore. Know that deep inside there is a joyfull person. Someone that sometimes whispers these wonderful thoughts but never gets trough. Listen to this. Think these thoughts. You can come trough whatever you are going trough right now! Believe me. You can. Start off by doing something uncomfortable. Right now reading this. Go sit in a comfortable position and just try to smile for 60 seconds. Just do it and you will feel something change. Do it! Try to speak to someone. Is it not trough this forum then go to a supermarket, train yourself in this! Stop masturbation. The feeling you get after cumming is so fucked up that it destroys your good emotions. Your brain will thank you for this, and good things start happening after two weeks! Just fucking try it. What is two weeks in a lifetime? Do some sports! It will give your brain nutrients and you can meet people.. Start watching youtube channels like: - tony robbins - tom bilyeu - jocko willink You are not alone ✌️",2.6881853038245005,5.62818386881188,2.9796097845078613,87.80945932828578,84.07425742574256,5.445855173752669,24.75325179576781,6.965498970235437,1.2331001358959433,1729,68,309,23,51,530,188,404,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.107,0.8857,0,13,2,0,0,0,65.0,1,23,0,5,19,19,3,0,14,1,42,12,2,3,3,67,81,22,0,3,16,0,9,2,0,4,6,4,0,1,41,13,0,1,20,3,0,7,10,8,0,5,10,15,30,11,48,64,9,51,0,5,2,4,33,16,2,10,27,231,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851040033592727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298239317282665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009046045703089,0.0,0.06992116387298905,0.1851563490354255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345922304264756,0.0,0.09398132351546147,0.0,0.0,0.08692564340576885,0.07078273187797812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817819084882402,0.09630338001478607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243091196720607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738496743030496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739315082347172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989430579317382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519308682128153,0.08586153756651696,0.07882556692102527,0.1867978770449316,0.13784167127830202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266322702026888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547650707496078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482373255450057,0.08028884980150254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957562319038547,0.07416221222667982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604048762728968,0.12185697917573192,0.12675012896811008,0.07936091772346318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844117523727613,0.1139335533144849,0.07174823480149381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869676061778451,0.0,0.08859384955684321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821928781721212,0.0,0.0,0.08448510509617932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034655795769568,0.0,0.06534539231184916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924583599775467,0.12651794884146306,0.08126886566945643,0.0,0.17448240922602667,0.0,0.0,0.06869833576004565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565168683858459,0.0,0.0,0.16377156925605516,0.10530325850221024,0.0,0.13046862180819405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673654155315921,0.0,0.16053755402164946,0.0,0.0,0.07096905159513807,0.0,0.0,0.04846637340100176,0.0,0.1318246645170012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414622324492269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911055568231248,0.1794636172617165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052915199139096925 lonely,Throwawaycastedaway,2020/01/23,"Is it normal to.. Is it normal to feel bad because you don't have stuff going on? (aka mental illness etc). Cause lately I talked with myself and Im not getting attention from other people is that because attention should go to people who need it and not on all of us, is there a reason why they don't show that they care about me? I hate myself for seeing it this way... But is this my true feeling?? Or do I just want to say that I have something stopping me from being someone and actually feeling good for my self??? I get jealous of people that have more than me even on experiences I hate it to the point where I want to do something irrational just so that I can say ""back then I did this and that happened"". I hate me for this. I picked up smoking again wich I cutted about 6 years ago, also drinking at nights it helps me sleep easier without much thinking going on, but these are my decisions nothing really pushed me I would say. So what about it, how the hell do I find peace? Anyone else feels like that? Wanna talk about it with me?",2.6377619047619056,4.426566585714291,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.0,6.19047619047619,22.619047619047624,6.937597516519254,0.6484761904761904,813,23,166,8,18,264,122,210,0.10800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.6199,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,2,0,16,11,6,0,3,0,19,3,1,4,2,38,38,12,0,8,8,0,4,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,24,6,1,1,10,2,0,4,5,7,0,0,1,8,30,4,28,34,4,21,1,0,1,0,12,8,1,1,9,129,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.11423462995962465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376749546846396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361362319095157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818517588251768,0.11994280735206204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900126676633936,0.09774102842772606,0.142718573435958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935147053220573,0.12025387210571845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467519454742188,0.0,0.0,0.09778942762114097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305539360628719,0.07731767307818163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450810040930767,0.0,0.0,0.2367581945459337,0.08362838730349667,0.0,0.0,0.10699161472771876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223190607822731,0.0,0.1995853573425483,0.0981851958704954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351663776860233,0.0,0.0,0.34672044679883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846350716830397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644594586505248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320498839441284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057190081713832365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796993452380256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605328930484324,0.08679923318979292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985379954113066,0.22938981145696585,0.11232316719562324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434660319625377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066046329003816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499226112779937,0.12035818363315973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792747686765703,0.0,0.0,0.09328244490253207,0.0,0.12212013190139495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117145519761868,0.0,0.0991853882414624,0.18023852254449227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786822069153064,0.0,0.0,0.1340068151880051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817836261935647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500794909085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080994526764648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380911975712239,0.09291755696345537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562932652872127,0.0,0.0,0.11284260712148865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315676135113034,0.0,0.0,0.0753834329461781 lonely,jasonguy22,2020/01/23,An ugly-duckling is someone who used to be ugly but is now attractive. Did anyone else here do a reverse ugly-duckling? I used to be a decently attractive kid growing up but then puberty hit and now I'm ugly and it's slowly killing me inside how differently attractive people get treated compared to unattractive people :(,4.322429378531074,7.2011863559322045,6.045000000000003,69.23721751412431,75.27118644067797,8.001129943502825,35.25706214689266,8.841846274778883,4.039133333333333,261,15,36,6,6,89,42,59,0.262,0.564,0.174,-0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,11,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630730351716032,0.3169694287207241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32320877936824965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584253253054008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616245428707071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225404025408435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289338158619224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621143905366416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343645523769357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlackHawk777,2020/01/23,Owner of a Lonely Heart Here's a great tune for everyone. Hope everyone is doing great,0.7974509803921563,3.1890624705882367,3.278823529411767,81.6480392156863,100.76470588235293,6.972549019607843,17.43137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.566584313725491,70,2,12,2,3,24,14,17,0.106,0.424,0.47,0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787174357809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677230783428949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588446844134061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007698665751805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilmisskaylie,2020/01/23,Numb I had one of those days where the only emotion I felt was anger and wanting to cry. I started tearing up when one of the people in a discord server I'm in pinged me (said my user so I would get a special notification) for a joke thingy,2.307352941176472,3.5533698823529463,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,75.66666666666667,5.8843137254901965,26.47549019607843,5.985473137389443,0.8517019607843133,188,7,40,1,4,65,41,51,0.22,0.684,0.096,-0.7741,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,6,2,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614268056875157,0.21219877438474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701173318628681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31592284692392913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190592691023976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459219422371455,0.25024408083545835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281097409131601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129853024780235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328909322119937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940719227633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337352829149807,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-FZV-,2020/01/23,Anyone here has that toxic person that you cant get rid of.. Cuz I sure do..I mean I tried to be with her 2 years ago? Or 1 year ago.Man I still wish I can sometimes but now I accepted I pretty much wont..but I still talk to her beacuse I need someone to.I really dont have many girls that Im more close to and there is her even though I should stop it..she used to treat me well but since we arent in the same school she got more distant and by that I mean texting too she gives one word replies etc..recently she started texting me back more but again now she seems distant..I just cant its pretty much exhausting me inside.,-0.3140441176470574,1.7733942132352958,1.4338235294117645,99.92220588235297,88.48529411764706,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.5774764705882354,487,12,118,4,16,158,89,136,0.047,0.792,0.161,0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,1,23,20,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,22,4,8,17,6,13,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,11,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280265733251235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053674901507672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155765247436096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527451196216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630662884513615,0.10441369062974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259291868320356,0.15164959359881078,0.0,0.0,0.12643506314345726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075899140923675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027343754213613,0.0,0.34440194726466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324214159436102,0.11721806826770445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712252735032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803377602066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32165867551077154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127333688774584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999051961352054,0.0,0.14391470058625694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076959453089082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339449576083778,0.0,0.15635016571916474,0.0,0.11189341852235413,0.0,0.25249386488041203,0.13216618802581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899329738458675,0.0,0.0,0.12706278238535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531776796853936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732937818381932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653473426050358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213745342397038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179001628148986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360319013459036 lonely,Robiolo,2020/01/23,"I just lost all my friends They were kinda shitty friends, actually, but they mere the only ones I had. I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing but I figured that now that I have no friends I could have come here to look for someone to talk to in the comments or stuff like that.",2.9569354838709683,3.0594903387096792,3.967903225806453,94.2218548387097,73.03225806451613,6.845161290322581,26.79032258064516,5.985473137389443,0.5922451612903226,219,7,55,1,4,71,45,62,0.163,0.617,0.22,0.6119,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,9,5,5,6,1,3,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,4,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2463187980884348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107544153183173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743155622470728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153134054914967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850412606200998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171215283356665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871965183060367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331630255474635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119634523722842,0.0,0.2755387421359887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104166539157756,0.19197155504726768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213868820936408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889526377809864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028801079105008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676920637936232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahsataL87,2020/01/23,"Will I ever find my people? I really get upset with myself at times... when I ask people to do something I’m interested in and I get shut down, I start to think about all the other rejections.... and suddenly they all start to pile up. I start remembering all the other shut downs... The times I open up about a topic and the conversation falls flat or just gets outright ignored... The times I try to join in and joke along and everyone else’s comments are touched upon and laughed at, yet my comments are left hanging there... How do you not turn inward during those times and think what’s wrong with me? Why am I like this? When will I find my people? Will I ever find them?... Anymore I can’t help but think the only answer is no. You can only be rejected and ignored by family and friends so much before you start believing that maybe you just don’t deserve any of it.",2.8694961240310093,4.7964621511627925,4.043627906976745,86.49517054263569,75.74418604651162,6.912248062015505,23.09457364341085,7.793537801064563,1.0897848062015505,678,20,136,10,15,221,104,172,0.083,0.826,0.092,-0.5186,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,0,12,11,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,1,5,34,26,15,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,8,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,1,23,5,20,22,4,29,0,2,0,0,12,13,0,1,15,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927072365957281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520004605623875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744761955129627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600448848372967,0.15359417928444194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388396322861186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466316894405801,0.0,0.13026657414322712,0.0,0.0,0.12851724247890844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37380203812913454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532613123040856,0.0,0.21367615742044452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137731329977887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812000671693334,0.0,0.0,0.06660263099373481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695909313604301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021624907000884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736610451696524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353654690421193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873347571047897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544322517054347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495141332332908,0.0,0.0,0.385972649014464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620590811476287,0.0,0.0,0.3179741720063214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925572856780844,0.148284951404936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301418088737527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905249788775168,0.0,0.0 lonely,yazmino,2020/01/23,"I need friends? I don't know if any other people feel like this, or if I am just genuinely weird or whatever. But, sometimes I feel like I purposely try to avoid making friends/contact with people and try to avoid holding conversations with people and acknowledge them, and I don't 100% know why. I think it's because I am very insecure and i'm always scared to talk to people that I know I should be comfortable around, in case I say the wrong thing, or if people think i'm weird, or whether I laugh or react weirdly to what is being said. I am really insecure about my appearance as well and I think I subconsciously avoid seeing and talking to people so I can avoid them genuinely seeing me, because I feel like they are thinking about how ugly I am. And, I feel like that contributes to me not going out of my way to make friends or anything. And, I do want friends, I just don't know how to go about it half the time. I know its stupid because I sound like I am being petty and pathetic. Like I already know i'm not that special for that to be happening lmao. And, I guess anyone could argue that it's not that deep and i'm making something out of nothing but idk. Anyway, I never usually talk about my emotions to anyone, but idk felt this subreddit would remotely understand or respect what I'm saying. But, I was also wondering if anyone else has ever dealt, do, or feel anything similar at all?",5.501758358019469,5.803553183453237,6.322898857384683,78.85690859077445,67.52517985611512,9.562759204401186,31.460854845535337,9.478462496947786,2.774967160389336,1107,42,213,21,17,366,132,278,0.11199999999999999,0.762,0.125,0.6626,0,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,0,14,27,2,7,2,0,22,0,0,6,3,78,58,33,0,9,22,0,6,6,3,2,0,4,0,0,16,16,0,5,19,0,0,3,7,13,1,1,3,12,36,14,26,48,1,14,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,15,10,145,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015316655356198,0.07357771329470764,0.07655693298508814,0.0,0.0,0.06256770130397235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299964166183012,0.09427172232305378,0.15142732566879408,0.08190545680255502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825926484034834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345985186084356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685977984299765,0.10349513762516607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832253146769092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326067238491029,0.2629183785254964,0.08834084682486762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325241136453613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457903953015822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135573719855462,0.0,0.0813612082873267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033868095918922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696989151071328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424553139883784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822179161693162,0.07096122802627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828289634100926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827151067574792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058941838810447865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751942739773932,0.14633481865644132,0.09211474305865527,0.0,0.1466348326774575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083124167403328,0.0909969647393036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185446638731585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061125153690497126,0.23581667645844204,0.0,0.0,0.053649838316360166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493300019428415,0.0,0.0,0.09578220457968613,0.0,0.0,0.10133236566644888,0.07591515140305621,0.054267927023256265,0.07303062453160766,0.0,0.0,0.08272505998226795,0.0,0.08302172309889325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977732587414093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535890970408771,0.10059486733618753,0.0,0.0 lonely,questixn_mark,2020/01/23,"It seems like everyone around me has a best friend, yet I’ve never had one. I grew up having a good amount of friends, I never had any special bond with any of them though. But it was alright. I was a kid so as long as we could have fun together I didn’t really care. Now that I’m older I realize that everyone around me has a “best friend”, someone they’ve known for a long time and someone they care about more than anyone. I’ve never had that, and it’s really getting to me now. I’ve never been anyone’s top priority. Even the boyfriend that I have prioritizes his friend over me and it really really hurts. I just wish I didn’t feel so alone all the time, and I wish I could be prioritized by someone.",2.938348794063081,4.0646223401360535,4.5524304267161435,86.22601113172544,73.89795918367345,8.33865182436611,23.567717996289424,8.841846274778883,1.4169510204081632,552,15,122,11,11,186,81,147,0.063,0.657,0.28,0.9878,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,3,11,14,0,0,7,1,16,0,0,0,5,23,24,10,0,4,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,1,18,13,14,13,5,18,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,13,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379163318546588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625619085238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714902118870034,0.0,0.0,0.21280480341847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508677810297329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437269737782829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086163418979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894499495856172,0.0,0.0,0.22842211338825225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043532393922145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693782176877674,0.0,0.06244676832829784,0.0,0.0,0.10025172104136934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795375721875446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839377380140385,0.0,0.0,0.21155135163776054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687395387310218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099308941781731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628255822851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881087761309458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038188940360719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743249697715477,0.0,0.1393917297093897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748952140720586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,navds,2020/01/23,"I met a girl today, spoiler: it was raining It was raining and as I waited for the bus, a stranger came into my umbrella. As a gentleman, I moved it slightly so she can be protected from the rain, without looking (I wanted to but I was thinking that could be rude). After a few minutes, I took the effort to look if she was cute but the mission failed since she was wearing a hood. I struggled If I should make a move, what could I possibly tell, what if she is forced to talk because of the umbrella? I couldn't. I think she noticed my clumsiness cause she removed the cap covering her head. I stole a peek, she was cute, well I didn't photograph a reliable picture in my mind. Okay, you got this... stay cool... but what if... you'd embarrass yourself in front of these people (the street was pretty crowded)... Yeah, but how about that last one you could have approached, that was a unique occasion and you wasted it... dude just try, chances are you'll never met these people again so who cares what they think of you... but.. no but... okay, shut up! but it'll be your fault if we couldn't sleep tonight ruminating awkwardness! ""Which bus are you waiting?"", I mumbled. She turned, smiled, answered. How about that? See? Okay, great, but what's next? A lifetime silence passed while I turned pages after pages, searching for a phrase. ""home from school ?""; ""nope, from work"". Shouldn't this be more easier at this stage? Then why do I feel the urge to get out of here? Don't panic dude, you've done the hardest part, just get her number, the bus is arriving anytime, all of these effort will be vain if she leave now. But she would think that I am like the other guys. Really? Isn't that what we wanted all along? to experience life like everyone else before it is too late ? And you know, it's already late.. Yeah, but that imply I have to show her my phone, I don't wanna do that. Okay, just get her Facebook, she should be there. But you know our Facebook account is a depressed anonymous profile crying for help, didn't we tell everyone we don't have Facebook ? Dude! Just... okay ? Okay, I'll do it. ""Can I add you on Facebook ?"", I bet everything out. She gave it. Ceeelebration time come on!!! We left each other. At home, I realised my mistake, I didn't pay enough attention to her name, I am not so sure how to spell it. Multiple tries gave me a bunch of profiles, some with pictures. Which one is her ? I don't know the answer. I sent a friend request and a pm to one of them, I was very uncertain but at least I will have non-zero chance. 5 hours passed now, still nothing. Hello Reddit, my old friend.... Funny thing, my sister messaged me her husband saw me today at the bus stop 😂. They teased me for years when will I introduce my gf to them. Lol, I think they were thinking that girl was my gf.",1.1143914555389998,3.5940233460837883,2.162287630402385,94.37565201192251,86.03096539162114,5.14876635204504,21.06863719158801,6.645052282745807,0.36439744990892464,2143,70,451,25,66,675,265,549,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,136.0,6,11,5,4,21,29,2,5,28,10,59,4,3,5,4,85,93,33,0,19,24,2,1,2,4,9,1,0,2,3,37,18,0,4,13,1,3,11,16,12,1,3,24,6,84,17,46,48,12,50,0,2,4,0,67,15,0,9,24,311,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126888234460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594125932573975,0.0,0.07808828117944355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495877942796432,0.0935641578136503,0.09427158473398008,0.0,0.0790504843365736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980917152998244,0.0,0.10080344848086817,0.0,0.0,0.07904012189897848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391109306410116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666085216756546,0.0,0.0,0.09482144853276248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537757379803234,0.0824756599083816,0.08976725573520904,0.0,0.0,0.0464009387135979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180031580789534,0.0,0.1438358470442372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733956966015665,0.10117515579144826,0.0,0.0908652972210331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418101259591484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151052797733801,0.0,0.18410268590839773,0.0,0.09037354124699196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130079351790066,0.07480362046096298,0.207037854255658,0.09716964934685143,0.09970680345213727,0.0,0.06481884427184316,0.08966696106864762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541249472948151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612562230161339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266008021379712,0.0,0.0,0.19507090169509936,0.0,0.0,0.07077756692073636,0.0,0.0975968992689349,0.0,0.0,0.08805440347535948,0.10447910803567202,0.0962956612757124,0.0,0.1865542434461307,0.0,0.0,0.10767062658090924,0.0,0.09937640221828824,0.0,0.12724152251177748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345525721470757,0.0,0.09336161176375384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878928616192074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287467688735508,0.07312765697133594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591189695542779,0.0,0.09183482909164407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781306936996424,0.07328648651637361,0.0767226210526884,0.0,0.09593641871145277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649077699354943,0.0,0.0,0.07376008832870135,0.16041952375854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060966950209314585,0.3528095073175174,0.0,0.0,0.053510982367964435,0.0,0.17397171973293207,0.0,0.1019582411400059,0.12460964991453855,0.19963567153891346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571866860503701,0.10825494268831423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251095185034411,0.0,0.08280684714660487,0.0,0.0,0.0884616121924508,0.0,0.06680860095363604,0.0,0.0,0.06518974846003034,0.0,0.0,0.059095940630305877 lonely,alandie,2020/01/23,"It's really something how the majority of people, and pretty much everyone here, including me, sees themselves as the one in a friendship or a friend group that tends to be forgotten. The most ironic would be if two people in a friendship see themselves this way. Makes you think that none, or most, of those feelings and thoughts are real and they're just anxiety",10.334129353233829,8.587770671641794,9.146865671641793,69.26218905472639,58.70149253731344,12.515422885572141,40.24378109452736,11.20814326018867,4.4746557213930345,293,12,50,6,3,91,52,67,0.07400000000000001,0.758,0.168,0.8319,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,11,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,6,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937835963000464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903954045694346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178045748668996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135918590204555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397003846836412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915902738585315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766070847485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613708367281611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515058210054543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966497185657848,0.16696384255397592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415370738514318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006428119895985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699877045925346,0.0,0.20690812169904912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459396523412164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068729775317511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514140260243286,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,D1ego999,2020/01/23,"I am not loved for anyone I neither love anyone, my family hang out without me, I'm never the first person texting with my two friends, no one from high-school talks to me, I m just boring and sad, don't have a hobby or a paid work, I'm just killing time until I get to college again",5.723551912568302,3.9501038688524623,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,67.68852459016394,8.789071038251366,30.169398907103826,6.42735559955562,1.4909628415300542,220,6,49,1,3,74,49,61,0.287,0.665,0.048,-0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,9,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,3,1,0,8,3,8,8,1,7,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466284849883123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366677664150826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108353889601577,0.0,0.0,0.19150128890113036,0.0,0.1295001821974014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188490228835165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274227909842606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474189616312029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117017072048492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796097087356934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216427745006018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085445302251186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922595946180605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445331349996934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421298649494022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389347676217663,0.0,0.18044999574803808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,razlad4,2020/01/23,"How far would you go? You guys ever thought about joining a cult? Just to be part of a community? I am not talking about scientology. More about mormons. Thex would not give up on us, right? Call us and visit us every day?",0.017629870129869833,2.343367840909096,2.147792207792208,90.85954545454548,97.86363636363636,4.3324675324675335,19.92207792207792,6.1826913282559595,0.14869870129870175,171,6,36,2,7,57,36,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,3,2,8,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109567035129198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323675317447187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868771025602308,0.1740652884737463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818485229955105,0.1174127605993307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456163729804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223722368916182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643109302000634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605332175455906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401343848683478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7455254309466043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293518473781979,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElizabethManchester,2020/01/23,"Anyone live in Puyallup, WA I just moved here and I can't find things to do, there's basically only restaurant chains, malls, and theaters. I work from home and i'm going out of my mind. I'm so bored and lonely yet too depressed to try and meet people.",0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,85.53846153846153,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.5107410256410256,198,5,43,1,6,63,42,52,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8319,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550036847376696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900877823333676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078316831993458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141280884193249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784069782332826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974030677393367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34007484470238103,0.0,0.0,0.3579681047482868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615372769809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334966735839501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375683332641075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286670119717578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451964701699893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TuvyGamer,2020/01/23,Im really lonely Even in my dream I was all alone :(,-3.1225000000000023,-1.622501583333328,1.5,94.995,106.5,5.7333333333333325,6.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.9842999999999992,39,0,10,1,2,15,11,12,0.461,0.419,0.12,-0.6901,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895612868750996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759778558732385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148772165211688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364669918576126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AcidCreamClapton420,2020/01/23,"lol today i showcased my record collection to myself Lol i grabbed one by one explaining why I loved the record to myself as if someone were there in my room listening and then i had a lucid moment of thinking ""what the fuck am i doing"" ""am i really talking to myself as if i am with someone?"". Fuck I'm so fucking lonely",1.4731648351648374,3.808603569230773,3.825274725274728,84.17615384615384,82.53846153846155,6.175824175824177,24.67032967032967,7.447530270364453,1.4992637362637369,252,10,47,4,7,87,43,65,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.1459,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,2,6,4,0,0,0,6,14,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,12,1,9,12,0,5,0,1,0,4,4,2,3,2,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6849661630152096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290228245332835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347098534608429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821687831512182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41851791814343103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850710361531454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582499764042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410100894443744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285422589702072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadboytimme,2020/01/23,"What can I do In elementary school I had many friends, but as I progressed through middle school and into high school I become lonely. I am now a high school junior and I have ‘friends’ at school, but when I go home I am never invited to go and do things. I haven’t had anyone my age text me in months. And because of me being alone often I think that people think I am creepy. I’m so tired of being sad and lonely. What can I do. I try striking conversations and asking people to do things, but it doesn’t work. What can I do.",0.6231515151515161,2.78039461818182,2.466818181818184,93.7035606060606,84.63636363636363,4.757575757575757,17.348484848484848,5.985473137389443,-0.4288787878787881,408,9,90,3,12,135,60,110,0.172,0.809,0.019,-0.9532,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,18,1,0,0,1,14,24,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,17,2,10,20,0,14,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,67,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843284661325246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021034695651218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398173880330316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736451095511888,0.15828200063864076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221452205280228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290033098701734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30284385799248903,0.1437583039224719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530060750945092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439399754760635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053465000882087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987154654974187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252205996232426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042645280640247,0.18366306871780308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647214278103438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730261041927547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433624162666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dreehy,2020/01/23,What do you do to feel less lonely? Care to share things you do to feel less lonely?,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,86.22222222222223,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.276866666666667,65,0,16,0,2,20,10,18,0.185,0.586,0.22899999999999998,0.2658,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443756116668321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391257927002408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198789018208521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vindicate_Us,2020/01/23,"Post-graduation loneliness Now that I’ve graduated high school, all my friends are off to college or the military except for one guy and it seems like I’m pretty low on his social priorities. Good thing I’m comfortable being independent I guess.",4.1080000000000005,7.175054911111115,5.751111111111115,69.86000000000003,77.66666666666667,9.822222222222225,29.0,9.888512548439397,3.8358000000000008,201,9,33,7,5,68,41,45,0.09300000000000001,0.624,0.284,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,19,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736528275627936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576901070209082,0.0,0.0,0.3384486918365551,0.3042061908638286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246055639519421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500971520880828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818712799373054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294241595850237,0.3125635545820345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109333546214522,0.0,0.2796908263109684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131824884000334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041100866774826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youngddick21,2020/01/23,"my story i guess i was always a lonely kid and didn't have many friends. Nor did I ever have a real friend. My interaction with people was usually when I was at school or in stupid Facebook groups But now, I am so lonely, I don't talk with anyone, not even my mom. I am so afraid to talk to people which I don't know. I can't even talk to the people that I know because I always overthink what I should say. I got used to not speaking with anyone but sometimes I crave social interaction. But sometimes I too need some comfort or someone to say they like the music i write. I just want a someone to do dumb shit with. Sometimes I feel like the world is better off without me. I have mixed feelings about continuing my life or not. I'm sorry if this is a mess.",1.5140717299578057,3.4583253860759484,3.230658227848106,90.66138818565405,79.9493670886076,5.225991561181433,21.29282700421941,6.079149491110277,0.16383156118143427,593,17,126,4,15,197,89,158,0.13,0.7509999999999999,0.12,-0.3806,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,13,3,1,7,0,17,2,1,1,1,30,27,12,0,4,12,1,2,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,5,25,6,15,20,1,9,0,2,0,0,16,4,2,6,7,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284314570334641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919581834185881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367565489757113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140000610408586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813248766216474,0.12416432550542456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388109235122595,0.09806236017049122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210166579944345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097836025470687,0.0,0.15121320711395567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087484189339415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695454320340208,0.13412178739855152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391654729986888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076346433932884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178048318317906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854874341764623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623796645996438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831775736711975,0.0,0.13891981527798727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409008613769663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992469058136658,0.2326088922434024,0.0,0.4072766847596425,0.15365726907196936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309859540487827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855314995111332,0.15117833899082267,0.0,0.0809626323622626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231885414657496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Innovatium,2020/01/23,Friends or gf/bf If you moved to a new place and didn't know many people. Would you go look for a gf/bf to feel less lonley or a friend / friend group.,0.16754901960784352,1.4762849705882353,1.3241176470588236,105.75519607843138,81.64705882352942,4.533333333333334,14.274509803921573,3.1291,-1.6762431372549018,115,1,32,0,3,36,26,34,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.8390000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520757635544831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656270569867015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321184332579927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782742143067974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411601001299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911569282184693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522844621154577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773616461724122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909546668608524,0.0,0.3000435050151246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400547143086745,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spicy_Cologne,2020/01/23,"Alone at the movies Each and everyday I wake up and I feel empty. I always feel completely isolated from everything. I can only describe it as being in a huge movie theater and it’s completely empty except for me. There isn’t even a movie playing on the screen. Instead, I just watch my life go by.",1.6242857142857154,4.208244745762713,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,84.59322033898306,6.761259079903147,23.682808716707026,7.957251820313856,1.7139181598062958,236,9,44,5,7,79,46,59,0.146,0.782,0.073,-0.4754,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,9,5,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33034960631883703,0.0,0.0,0.26540287406503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688535422743551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106721378037799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866634925480109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225546825311166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127409612706566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529309013754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425858318415652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deerme25,2020/01/23,"I go back to university on Monday and I have just fallen out with my only friend. I was in Berlin with some friends including my best friend’s twin sister. We fell out over something really trivial which spiralled into her saying I can control my anxiety and basically calling me attention seeking. After we fell out they all left the hotel so go out and enjoy their day, which I recognise was my choice to stay however I felt awkward after going out after having fallen out with my best friend. In order to extract myself from the situation my mum paid for me to feet a flight home. This seemed to escalate the situation as my friend gave me an ultimatum to return or our friendship was over. I didn’t feel like I was ready to go and fix things then and there, besides my mum had already spent £150 on a flight for me. Despite me saying we could meet up on the day she cane back or the day after she decided to reject that offer and end our friendship. I return to university on Monday and have only her as a friend there, I have a few friends back home but none that I see often. We’ve been best friends for years now and I don’t stay up at my university I live just outside with another family member. I’m really worried about going back and not having anyone and her twisting the story to all her friends there.",5.201981900452491,5.9649655692307695,6.168552036199099,78.07762443438915,68.30769230769229,8.733031674208146,28.75565610859729,8.841846274778883,2.2282533936651587,1048,35,196,17,17,348,135,260,0.046,0.799,0.154,0.9815,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,5,0,2,4,13,16,0,1,11,0,15,1,1,1,2,41,28,17,0,1,6,3,2,1,9,0,0,2,2,0,6,24,0,1,5,1,2,9,4,2,0,0,11,5,41,14,43,16,8,50,0,1,1,0,31,19,0,5,20,151,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026897771036846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757748850191192,0.07118770114699649,0.0,0.0,0.06506702475131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621774578088344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929700694891988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502073492341058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043703865670062,0.0742977648782216,0.0,0.0,0.18004055800964885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242012964825321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772505779382199,0.0,0.04705198619341626,0.06647933318343299,0.08934849853727479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470545659126854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442977672078555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668581446164245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110578082000753,0.0,0.0,0.04546253514663499,0.0,0.08217028659072838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154679288435518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922830690495773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480039732537057,0.0,0.0,0.07415370467847547,0.0847148253278774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919802624070447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163917169202666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983709518438044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061822372112112285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450303884210784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059925110562671524 lonely,The_BurgerMan,2020/01/23,"If anyone needs to talk... Just letting everyone know, if you have something to talk about, need a friend or just want to vent, whatever the case, i listen and talk to anyone. Comment or dm if you want. Btw I am 18M if anyone cared",2.182659574468083,3.824398276595748,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.87234042553192,6.402127659574468,22.388297872340427,7.1686216300943375,0.6489617021276599,177,5,38,2,4,58,32,47,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,8,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904211964338124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383678812146071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339954559338976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062814663500834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848669982074798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390695196780138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670958328779905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799855273697222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637426676184881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579472655561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kya6969,2020/01/23,"I just feel lonely I don’t know why. I have friends and stuff, but... I don’t really feel it",-3.3292857142857137,-2.1169659523809514,-0.056785714285712885,104.82053571428574,113.28571428571428,4.0047619047619065,10.011904761904765,5.985473137389443,-1.4167238095238095,69,1,19,1,4,24,15,21,0.134,0.6990000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790233632573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659713901937992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032740207333155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034576709169961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422612335245596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274311632544483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TALOPG,2020/01/23,"If you want to talk, vent or anything. I'm here! 😊❤😃 If anyone in this sub it's looking for someone to just talk to about anything and everything, I'm here for you! Please feel totally free to message or chat me.",-1.1473291925465858,0.9153765652173932,1.3380745341614926,97.17369565217396,98.56521739130434,4.367701863354037,21.7888198757764,6.1826913282559595,0.33743850931677066,166,7,38,2,7,56,34,46,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,8,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311840921835746,0.0,0.5251754416406272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678170972612205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134385043981067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795915271096643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502701200443549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703678743105184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129524095703554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821030098422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suicidal_boi_,2020/01/23,Can I help someone I can't even help myself. I can't feel like I'm good enough to exsist and I dont want others to feel like this. I want to help someone and be a good person.,-0.6815853658536604,0.8165280975609761,1.9343292682926825,99.45076219512195,85.09756097560975,4.1000000000000005,15.128048780487804,3.1291,-1.319980487804878,136,2,35,0,4,47,24,41,0.157,0.517,0.327,0.8495,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044799403265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843587791748735,0.0,0.1524142359426543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335750992138785,0.3297087521268321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870996374748468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640189630000418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547451988364275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148998066806206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910429417660263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722154396310138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HappyyBoii,2020/01/23,"I know it's cliche but... I feel dead inside. I feel like I can barely feel emotion anymore. The only joy I really feel is when I can see friends at school, but when I'm home I just feel empty. No joy, no pain. Just empty. I can't even get my self to make a fake smile or try to shed a few tears. My own family leave me out of everything and I never see my friends out of school so I'm just left here in a dim room, feeling nothing. Has anyone else been through this before? I would love to hear peoples stories on things like this.",-0.18854251012145795,1.8688851929824573,1.7001754385964922,98.49212550607288,87.42105263157896,4.560323886639677,17.541160593792178,5.8734145424116955,-0.5442232118758437,408,10,97,3,13,134,77,114,0.187,0.5920000000000001,0.222,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,1,19,22,7,1,1,6,0,6,2,2,1,1,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,14,7,11,20,2,10,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,1,5,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668602645790514,0.11047197332226924,0.16188190460629914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443991242604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131982393468615,0.17772020690191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435250311329354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199339936658292,0.0,0.14894119227571115,0.0,0.4793142870803274,0.11286981616251575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441291030006281,0.0,0.08254451836768527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806893947882485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584792788180836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682850197797115,0.0,0.0,0.16729116009917652,0.1716592262234926,0.0,0.0,0.15437423146600882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259432716519607,0.0,0.10546116694404813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185349395367298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159798772816258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016035455085056,0.16811507379573662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953205068075343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121398965148024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197935269862173,0.2517990062185158,0.0,0.16482055055575973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496314329403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072664820439165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223328189158846,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,non3valid4,2020/01/23,"I feel so lost Since the past two years my life has gone to shit, I have one friend and my family hates me and I feel so stressed out.. I don’t know what to do.",-2.3270270270270292,-0.5703831621621589,-0.2661621621621606,110.15102702702706,96.83783783783785,4.0410810810810815,10.102702702702704,5.6839178017228535,-1.9458281081081084,121,1,36,1,5,39,28,37,0.28800000000000003,0.637,0.075,-0.8405,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,2,7,1,3,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808739014816758,0.0,0.3012976056548686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018982384025935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415677502363385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637415394474404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044577029967396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252396990575821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189371319264088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844200607189685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058339437086098,0.24646131551953704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412924049847281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104676672930585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186535778656025 lonely,Frostytito,2020/01/23,"Y'all ever realize your being an introvert is ruining your life? I just moved to seattle about 6 months ago, and I've got my roommate as a friend I've known for years. Sadly he doesnt go out either and isnt phased in the slightest by it. Meanwhile I'm over here trying to figure out how to force myself to go out and meet people, when talking to other human beings is daunting enough. This fear is basically causing my mind to eat away at itself because I miss my friends back east, and cant do anything about it. I refuse to move back for my own personal reasons.",6.579473684210527,5.7487536140350874,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,65.49122807017544,9.35438596491228,33.03508771929825,8.344100000000001,2.4753087719298255,448,16,87,5,6,147,83,114,0.10300000000000001,0.841,0.055,-0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,3,1,18,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,11,2,20,11,3,19,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675152982994358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408499623894848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733805291721045,0.3066447087645917,0.0,0.1215492677936854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048334670380452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403074065908625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602821207835756,0.0,0.0,0.180364084030841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437467445257708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081039784785917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664141009148306,0.0,0.15947430016154576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408385001595827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133198714940195,0.0,0.15915509043537432,0.4238504022733631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823530325088704,0.1741039177128763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501114524036573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602660511545903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353760345199321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840376494505734 lonely,BenjehB,2020/01/23,"Feeling Lonely at Uni. I’m a freshman at my university and I’m really struggling to make friends. All my friends are back at my hometown and doing other things, and the only person I have here is my girlfriend. I’m a really extroverted person, and none of my roommates showed up this semester so I’m in a 4 person dorm alone. I work for a different department of my Uni so I can’t make friends in my Major, and everyone at the department knows I’m paid to be there so they don’t every reach out or reciprocate when I try. I wake up, study, go to class, go to work, then I get home at around 5:30. I’ll either do work at home or play video games. I don’t know what to do. My depression is flaring up because I feel the same way as I did in junior high and high school. I’m at the point where I just wish someone would use me for my dorm to throw parties or something because I don’t want to be alone. I’m really afraid of my disorders coming back because I’ve been so happy and I remember how they hurt me. I’m so lonely and afraid.",2.0308675799086733,3.461061607305936,4.080114155251143,87.48035388127855,76.76255707762556,7.423744292237442,24.495433789954337,8.167268648758528,1.3374858447488585,808,27,178,14,18,277,112,219,0.092,0.789,0.11900000000000001,0.5868,2,6,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,14,12,0,3,8,0,16,1,1,4,1,30,38,20,0,3,5,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,4,11,0,0,5,4,1,6,5,7,0,0,3,2,26,5,28,32,5,30,0,4,0,0,10,19,0,3,4,111,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589541898990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128921652016373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192256534055104,0.0,0.22862263989909104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076887353637244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076746188430064,0.0,0.0,0.1306133178986539,0.14327719915444073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532992532789424,0.11945650486502107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642195558174932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897571750195592,0.0,0.06531480314197817,0.0,0.14209699607437482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330800289839298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641689076969208,0.2507990379682936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338303756582437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740916116421895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668960094331448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507899565177612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32747294991405745,0.0,0.0,0.11817890571044044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026205276964754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161681266664042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265211286844255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592419637824174,0.09624210277046684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306920722000082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305393473707863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848764920672637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797220188418696,0.0,0.0,0.07373666317679595,0.09923051898353284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376025591425398,0.0,0.0,0.2730356610144694,0.0,0.0,0.08880655987444712,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KiriShadowMist,2020/01/23,"Lonely as the leader I'll open up with I'm the leader of my friends group. I'm the common factor that brought the majority of us together. I'm also the most extroverted and love planning and getting things together. It's a big friend group but before that, it was small, mainly just guys. So then I wanted to balance out the numbers thus I brought some girls I knew into the group. The group expanded, and things happened, everything was fun and good and I used to talk to each and everyone more often. But now, The girls that I've bought in have ended up dating someone in the group. Right now it's just full of relationships, everyone's happy and I'm happy for them but I'm the odd man out. They're all now doing couples things by themselves, it doing double dates and if I came along I'd just be third/fifth Wheeling. So now I've created this loneliness once again, which was why I first started making friends and creating friends groups. I yearn to be around people, but I've also created unfulfillment at my expense so that my friends can be fulfilled. And I'm happy for them, but no one really checks up on me. I'm the happy go lucky leader, who's smiles and getting everyone together. But I feel this loneliness of being left out, or now being one of the only ones not in a relationship. I don't have an exact question, but I want to know How or if I can meet new people, out if I can ever find someone. I'm already going to be a senior in college soon, and nothing feels like I'm on top of things. And I'm too quirky at my extremely small college to find someone, since it's just boring clicks. Sorry for the block of text. TL;DR - Bringing friends together into relationships, but now The odd one out",3.843381457252424,5.307491674486805,5.027639296187683,82.37684355966616,72.13782991202345,7.826799007444169,27.484886081660274,8.384062270229773,1.917569727047146,1355,49,262,22,26,448,167,341,0.08,0.72,0.201,0.9938,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,3,22,18,0,0,19,0,17,1,0,4,3,66,47,34,0,6,18,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,17,26,0,1,7,0,3,6,3,3,0,5,8,3,20,15,40,33,9,51,0,2,1,1,27,27,0,10,19,176,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153955508590501,0.147166861348529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191182129206348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829699651865545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052393145725558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181155839109288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149694673264564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323178172639252,0.0,0.26376948777167264,0.08269610188859303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304991945135316,0.0657347021703801,0.0,0.0,0.16819795659411405,0.07826692111851465,0.0,0.0,0.4265379644216472,0.0,0.09614686220246113,0.0,0.10458716587760657,0.07717683930295746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110816312927993,0.08136753048583156,0.3918017537556925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505683973933654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997330104934299,0.0,0.0,0.04495331202448388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304607862471937,0.0,0.06141994941877135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886753530016242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828975639148051,0.0,0.0,0.0979917313594416,0.2494038239630633,0.06998066788479992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275816152520935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307655365128612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894641890473415,0.0,0.0,0.2963652709963036,0.0,0.07857931240804171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761147952275368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338890716155221,0.0,0.0,0.10300195509468604,0.06512786606619173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739572352196727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445196137598356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068131424327073,0.07947041035773401,0.0,0.0,0.10854428785948833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302817432822841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gigigazian,2020/01/23,"28F, just need people to talk to, friends Hi everyone, I recently realized I need to socialize more so, I’m making an effort. I graduated college a few years ago and started my first “real job”. I socialize with my coworkers but never beyond surface level. I’m a hardcore introvert and I love alone time or time with 1 person/small groups but I don’t like feeling lonely. Basically, I’m just looking for genuine friendships and would love to talk about any and everything. My interests include baking, gaming(just got into recently), reading, Netflix, YouTube, coffee, music, meditation (also just got into recently). I dont have any social media besides Reddit and YouTube. I also really want to start 1 or 2 new hobbies. Any suggestions?",4.389640130861508,7.429199572519085,5.984476553980372,68.82299618320613,76.17557251908397,8.628353326063253,33.784623773173394,9.23628265651192,4.174247110141767,588,32,82,16,14,199,88,131,0.043,0.76,0.19699999999999998,0.9670000000000001,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,25,19,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,11,5,12,16,2,17,0,1,1,2,11,5,0,2,13,49,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012057634401373,0.0,0.0,0.14034648465238042,0.0,0.2167330399675278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764523556149761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588155704985984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948468246993178,0.12178677585120852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851743567345893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526390919448615,0.0,0.0,0.10469393816375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167578958540688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447179997357306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620286579735908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379345391188216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446043750989824,0.0,0.09045332780901333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009564530762922,0.1045129155370801,0.13087546274709155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394489718737936,0.11832125560408295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554569772964395,0.1542389394985503,0.0868105526431415,0.0,0.4013964488799529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144031641079328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918279736318481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178340459241356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803280682966614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992673507925048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626172488122832,0.0,0.0,0.08726337059023619 lonely,Hassan-XZ,2020/01/23,Ever felt that the reason nobody invites you is because that your the weird kid? Gets me every time,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,78.47368421052632,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.15870526315789446,80,2,13,0,2,25,17,19,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876289039945737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268057286682488,0.3975450243238964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530397950026475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465165993705667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851294629947756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751333344240377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Steven242,2020/01/23,"Before technology advanced was it easier to make friends in real life? People always on their phone and headphones in, they just keep themselves to themselves and if you dare strike up a conversation with someone you dont know very well then you come across as ""weird"" I just feel I will never be able to make actual friends now that I'm working, its just extremely difficult. For example today I saw this guy around my age in front of me going home, have seen him around sometimes but work in very large company so its very hit and miss. Anyway I wanted to approach him and say hi but was concerned it would make him feel strange, as I was deciding within 30 seconds he had put his headphones on and that was that. Also in the past I have talked to people at this company and helped them with issues they are having with their laptop and then when see them around treat me as if I'm invisible. It really hurts. Weirdly it only happens with guys and girls around my age. Surely before all this technology was around people were much more open and talkative to each other... or maybe it's just a issue we have here in Britain :(",6.437275641025642,6.8361946435185255,6.295555555555558,79.52038461538464,65.52777777777777,9.238746438746439,29.57834757834759,9.057496981413335,2.295221937321938,897,28,168,14,13,282,135,216,0.092,0.8420000000000001,0.066,-0.7109,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,6,3,16,10,0,0,3,0,16,1,0,3,3,45,34,22,0,4,9,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,14,22,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,5,1,1,9,6,24,5,32,21,4,33,0,2,3,0,26,18,0,3,9,122,38,3,0.11540401698642412,0.0,0.11261767334916364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228855068972043,0.09602538695575412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136702109517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640063709592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941034206379597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525264842381893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670347698213575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832171450333928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558676233999991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285362412205283,0.10205139109347593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735287997372572,0.0,0.11575963850578153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354238702661835,0.0,0.0,0.24090362165784496,0.0,0.10257639279181746,0.0,0.0,0.06342302965996055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151327009975848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310992323959487,0.0,0.11593884641701645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483523104140285,0.0,0.08900669233190664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776995522234671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016619245025,0.24001984397257645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601291187472942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135503648519278,0.0739307683702453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177390628567844,0.0,0.0,0.09196206012973226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778144909240702,0.0,0.11413752367264696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087669202592633,0.0,0.0,0.0927573774272188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938951426560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856612003005547,0.06806827923357164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376207073606954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680309976426509,0.0,0.0,0.08197970256415166,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NNAPSTERR,2020/01/23,"I just cannot find happiness. I have everything, a loving and well off family, a good business (my father's), some friends and everything that i can dream of. My life is actually perfect but i am not happy. I got a big TV, a top of the line gaming PC and anything that i can ask of them. Moreover my father has literally been forcing me to go out on a solo trip to any country I want (I am from India btw where the average income of a person is about $4000/year). I just never seem to be happy. My friends are not interested in talking to me, i am very insecure and need someone to talk to, just to get the burden of everything that's happening to me off my shoulders but the last time i talked to by best friend about me obsessing about my cousin i felt great relief and i had never felt better. It happens everytime i talk to her, i just feel happy even if it's just a 1 minute talk. But she isn't interested in talking to me. She sees my messages after 3-4 days, doesnt ever call, 80% of the time she doesnt pick my call but when she does she's like, I was sleeping, busy etc. But the thing is that it's been 10 months since we graduated and she isn't working, she's just at her home preparing for post graduate exam. I just dont find happiness in anything now, i cannot even type anymore. My cousins (we live in the same house) make fun of me about the paintings that i have been trying to make for example, i made a painting of a cloud (absolutely beginner stuff and wasnt even good) but i was hella proud so showed that to her and she was very happy to see me doing painting) but after a few days we all were joking on the dinner table and she said "" the most expensive painting ever made was by me the painting of nothing but clouds"" and my other cousin started saying ""i have spent lavishly on everything, seeing towards my art supplies, my TV and my gaming PC although i am working at my family business and earnign every penny of it and spending them as i see fit). It just broke me. I cannot make up my mind as to if my cousins are evil or i am or i am the one who's stupid/retarded/idiot because i manage to stray away my friends and make everyone not like me. i am just tired. tired of everything. i want to die but i dont want to kill myself because my parents have already gone through a rough patch of their life and twice been clinically depressed so if i die/kill myself, they will just break into a million pieces. I dont know what to do. I am 21 and going to turn 22 in 2 months. i am now preparing for my MBA so that i can leave my hometown behind, get into an IIM (one of India's premier B-schools), get a job and maybe then i'll be happy or atleast, not sad. I know for certain that i wont be getting a partner, because the only person that actually knows me is ME. I know what type of a person i am and why I should stay alone. I am just trying to bide my time till I am dead or my parents die so that i can take my own life. Sorry this is all so messy and sounds stupid and it kind of does but i feel a bit better after writing my heart out. I cannot go to a therapist because they are very expensive here in my city and moreover dont know shit. they're just trying to make money off people. thank you for reading. bye.",3.4150814020302684,3.975949806167404,4.998673625742197,85.59272792568474,72.23054331864904,7.86006512162421,27.43283534444232,7.967736418589885,1.5445013471237945,2522,86,548,33,46,855,283,681,0.142,0.743,0.115,-0.9786,5,1,0,0,0,3,73.0,3,1,5,8,32,41,4,2,31,0,60,12,4,8,8,99,104,49,4,8,33,8,5,2,5,3,6,3,1,4,23,28,1,0,12,9,5,5,20,10,1,4,19,12,106,31,79,79,11,55,0,3,4,1,55,25,1,10,25,387,129,12,0.0,0.0,0.1083234879004127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057483119308126523,0.06124760895485992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774312262538208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550428650948815,0.0,0.0,0.0913464935172247,0.0,0.051886684466865785,0.0,0.05214576173500702,0.0,0.0,0.13533351198509855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824570779307803,0.09817365159071638,0.060593583354928336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334707269480734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158813015279254,0.0,0.04780361317052635,0.0,0.17280629626959296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971399865289686,0.0,0.2601907531797739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899170673797264,0.10997523291053683,0.10040909900543732,0.04676265455832744,0.053034341896270085,0.24940716483732545,0.0,0.10464430222442676,0.0,0.05612674858596853,0.0,0.10658085066421914,0.0,0.10145526700178356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152219104628458,0.0,0.11598958481610636,0.0,0.09462884437423408,0.0931045417719337,0.044389854221213526,0.06119092296066715,0.0,0.0,0.09816010488922534,0.4135788365206171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576989219327106,0.0,0.0,0.05567282393660948,0.0,0.0,0.06404161755941795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507696570103095,0.0,0.06140451092019927,0.057796576789816666,0.15251167027482534,0.04524136919779928,0.0,0.05876838519087114,0.0,0.0,0.11760767379731832,0.05423074532426393,0.0,0.049009100250906296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009253531333837,0.10503427743894272,0.1852393897553316,0.0,0.05575901123486828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056040989366788266,0.0,0.08860200365618387,0.0,0.0,0.04115387640999423,0.08561280901247323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325546748368487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752189029635449,0.04221161474838018,0.0,0.0,0.1232563463469362,0.0,0.0,0.03847795508941672,0.14538607510027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053155375789525484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551681279082343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279491513245635,0.04413725364529618,0.0,0.05617077783527719,0.1769109734113337,0.050526748043500484,0.0,0.0,0.05697179315540644,0.0459116568890948,0.0,0.05554187594863884,0.0,0.04702648928293116,0.0,0.0,0.06212971350808182,0.03928445490539988,0.05915752682112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353627454617446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041730441216053765,0.2676614341052528,0.0,0.05109859429344413,0.0,0.06444185972567791,0.03687292521787573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709062587589794,0.12758229331945656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304622308356348,0.060370013279343236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738437606695728,0.09820918692440472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990277759979965,0.0,0.05008173562695839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081193297079042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035741335134201566 lonely,Towboat421,2020/01/23,"Constantly indecisive as to whether or not I want help can accept or talk to others. In lieu of being unable to socialize with people in the real world without feeling deeply uncomfortable, I have been considering making room for my hobbies. I have committed myself to a side project to fill a large amount of free time I find myself with to be specific I am teaching myself to make a game. I work on it when I've got nothing else to do and it's kind of nice though I face an issue when it comes to asking for assistance regarding things I may not be familiar with, whenever I think of putting my foot forward to ask someone I come up with some excuse or another as why I shouldn't why I should approach this alone. I often conclude that no one will care about what it is that i am doing because their are thousands out there doing the same, I constantly compare myself to others and feel as if even asking for assistance would cheapen the value of anything i make on my own. I don't know why I am this way I get what can only be described as tantrums or episodes when I even think of possibility as to what people might say if I put myself out there, I sit here alone in my room unable to fathom how people can enjoy socializing with other people let alone introducing themselves to strangers. I wish i had that strength to do the same, I know it would be wise to seek help from others who could offer expertise but I know I'd devalue and chastise myself for not accomplishing everything on my own I do this with everything and I can no longer find enjoyment in my creative outlets.",11.911134897360704,7.18084482903226,11.197683284457481,64.97561583577715,58.774193548387096,14.240469208211145,43.988269794721404,11.389717465364855,4.833322580645161,1267,49,236,23,11,415,165,310,0.076,0.8220000000000001,0.102,0.8370000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,12,11,1,1,8,0,33,2,2,5,1,57,53,22,0,9,12,0,2,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,20,14,0,0,11,1,1,7,8,2,0,2,3,3,41,10,50,36,6,29,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,11,7,187,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244484441818818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949535042323283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859302349972508,0.0,0.29286083030380844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365455333920353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646497318744266,0.0,0.0,0.17990025009597893,0.0,0.22568571468126225,0.0,0.08337230160258155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723100556093108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379392135593813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769514151457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559758803909527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908792466900367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455607487879187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835156437395885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399834480399144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898921803694504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087392243392265,0.17216245303254385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677835399954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910706492861453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077501644319636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019552277392173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075890665331361,0.07941747592659934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895716821291027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771987738510815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209945478783615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885485667018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304039776104583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128897273881196,0.08847624292039152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393027853528029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937319664953863,0.13381853199115512,0.10259387747029293,0.0,0.0608891848776722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061590676601152784,0.08288515563859411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826732682858744,0.0,0.12007990392627532,0.10065887825277044,0.0,0.07602030601703036,0.0,0.0,0.1483564857328456,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fuckinfmarblehornets,2020/01/23,Does anyone else live in a fantasy world? The furthest memory I have of being disconnected is when I was 13. I began to imagine I had people to talk to. I very often imagine my dad being near me. I very often imagine being successful with lots of friends that genuinely care about me. It's honestly kept me alive. But sometimes reality hits and the pain is.... awful. I often can't function because I'm so far from reality. I just want to know if anyone else is like this.,1.9587096774193569,4.410723634408607,4.531623655913978,79.13743548387096,81.47311827956989,7.160860215053764,25.429032258064517,8.238735603445708,2.080605161290323,370,15,67,8,10,130,66,93,0.064,0.736,0.19899999999999998,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,1,10,1,0,0,0,15,17,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,5,11,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,3,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121437507709752,0.4574049269342903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606522161647194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275749245139922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953303893619574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729224534882047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724495625253951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266900583989775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904791093849554,0.0,0.19709631381169546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897630364120388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750851966162095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474397759415626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207579270971097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940573533491114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683391310251781,0.13165356791661004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,never-mind-la,2020/01/23,"The 8 Stages of Loneliness (as understood by myself and main patterns I notice) 1. Haven’t realised yet - when you’re slowly drifting apart from friends and family, but in your minds it’s just you “taking a break” or needing to recharge. You don’t realise that there’s a distance forming between formerly close peers, only realising later on. Or perhaps you notice this distance, and you don’t mind it. 2, Denial - you deny feeling lonely, and try to be strong and Hold things up around you. Maybe holding onto the single close friend you have. But you’re constantly in denial. You’re feeling greater than you ever have! Lonely? No! You like spending all this time by yourself! 3. Distraction - in an attempt to keep your mind off things, you distract yourself with entertainment, binge watching Netflix and scrolling mindlessly on social media to see what everyone’s up to in their Exciting lives. You burrow yourself in work, telling yourself that you are grateful to have all this free time. Perhaps your work improves, you become more hardworking, or the opposite. Eventually, you forget to take care of yourself and productivity may decrease. 4. Defensiveness - your pent up and shielded emotions of loneliness creates a protective barrier around you. You don’t need friends, you tell yourself. In an attempt to not get hurt by people, or to avoid rejection, you isolate yourself even more and become defensive even when there is no real threat. You may lash out at the people who you still have, and are quick to attack other people so they cannot attack you first. In this period, you will most definitely feel miserable. 5. Realisation - perhaps you finally acknowledge the extent of how lonely you feel. It has probably been a while now, but you realise you are lying when telling yourself that you can cope and live like this. This hits you really hard. 6. Regret - accompanied by gloom and doom. you think back on all the times you weren’t as lonely, had friends, and regret all the decisions you made. This is the time when you remember embarrassing things you did years ago, and wonder how different your situation may have been if you made different decisions. You start to blame yourself or the people around you for the state you are in, and spend your days in fantasy of what could have been. 7. Slow acceptance- you begin to embrace this part of you, but the desire for your situation to change doesn’t decrease. You still long for friendships, relationships and strong human bonds, but hope may be clouded with pessimism and grudging acceptance of your circumstances. Here you may start to become lazy and feel hopeless, hence accepting that things may never change for you. Perhaps you are optimistic for the future and wanting change, or you future could be so dark you can’t even see it. General numbness ensues, and at this point you don’t even know anymore. 8: complex ending Somewhere during these stages you may meet someone and form meaningful friendships that break the chain of lonely, or you may have gotten your hopes up only to be let down over and over again. Hope chips away from you, as does your sense of sel-worth and confidence. You may have given up if not for the final breakthrough: the one where people start wanting to meet up again. They want to talk to you, hang out. You feel validated and loved, and a strong bond is created. You never knew how much you needed it until you got it, and you never knew how lonely you were until you weren’t anymore. Perhaps this doesn’t happen to everyone. This is just what I’ve seen generally happen, what do you think?",5.849706033881869,8.003678528593511,5.480058187107922,78.36894141891689,68.19629057187018,8.28934751644089,30.306058126496342,8.897581704614359,2.670750971300421,2876,114,478,52,51,884,292,647,0.146,0.682,0.172,0.9773,4,13,0,0,0,1,90.0,0,69,3,8,32,44,5,5,22,0,54,2,0,6,8,127,97,56,0,16,18,0,7,2,4,10,1,0,0,1,33,35,0,8,22,3,3,2,18,24,0,2,17,11,74,21,80,62,15,85,1,14,4,1,87,36,0,23,44,356,107,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054715622605116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366136343003867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839436235642608,0.0,0.15671354978658308,0.06471158443243717,0.052961650484190013,0.0,0.0,0.22820550352116306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022401436582945,0.0,0.21858609071292176,0.0,0.0,0.07443084986287654,0.0,0.10998429868843487,0.0,0.0,0.044419538372883184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439222219442744,0.0,0.0,0.060274145308103974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747660688813855,0.061003989635697274,0.0,0.0,0.18196867992538468,0.06230258866573661,0.0,0.13162858031989436,0.0,0.0,0.06493047923225005,0.0,0.20895566825716366,0.0,0.0,0.15090131768955165,0.0,0.058586175754474265,0.0,0.0,0.2128547436766439,0.0,0.03598504251052048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508669743817772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218142319545721,0.0,0.06169966787871321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052292263505265,0.0,0.0,0.07373354164127653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122045163088701,0.0,0.0,0.03785263269553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043071951957257,0.0,0.06729899685268508,0.0,0.1216381321634892,0.06095338946781961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216358186187498,0.13034490793960704,0.0,0.0,0.06919553657554613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086363931271323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050632031573834266,0.15321279003809732,0.1593650279881572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683232885479306,0.0,0.0,0.0466723874394284,0.10476711360361708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458635935034723,0.0,0.2387508933333621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511039980619303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426033897899564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839634869921673,0.0441239441733026,0.0,0.0,0.07394740803214632,0.0780234614339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977104382048614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483977371863716,0.0,0.07021075019724961,0.05835869552080083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625307422365794,0.0,0.11000946093475457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103572864996337,0.05536018945134875,0.18060285911112034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303350716272251,0.08826634931299147,0.0,0.0,0.160649380375841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676251061409591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187514153107358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469344773566224,0.10028558505219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435410183512984 lonely,-psyduckae,2020/01/23,"hate it when people forget me in all of the friendships to friend groups i've had, i was always the forgotten one. all my friends would be hanging out together and i'm left behind. slowly i disappear and i'm no longer friends with them anymore. i don't know what it is. i can be nice. i can be fun. it's just people who don't try to give me a chance. trust me, i'm pretty real with people. it makes me sad that a lot of people i've met turn into some people i never thought they'd be.",-0.6014731494920156,1.4828675754717011,1.8390566037735847,96.40035558780843,90.2264150943396,4.393613933236575,16.644412191582006,5.8734145424116955,-0.5466769230769231,377,9,87,3,13,128,69,106,0.127,0.642,0.231,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,3,18,23,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,13,6,10,13,4,8,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249394927380672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817529584220704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247780198754144,0.0,0.0,0.17580770178041386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093955435404352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071949277552596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912159949339966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580819820052547,0.0,0.0,0.1223330473306386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134785035279418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418737759490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352759943979895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864497990310608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085995058771456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549459934450815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442718021346633,0.1993433389520388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018857825649596,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flopskie,2020/01/23,"Everyone I know is ghosting me. My mom is bipolar and an alcoholic. A week ago she kicked me out for a few days when she got really drunk, then decided I could come back recently. I live on the couch since my partner threw me out. When I was out I asked for help from the rest of my family. I asked everyone. Some I felt were my best friends growing up. No one got back to me. It's been a week, and when she said I could ""come back"" I did since I had nowhere to go. It's not a good situation, but it's better than being a bum, which is never fun. Most of my family is kind of scared of my mom, since she's just like this and everyone deals with it. What really hurt is no one got back to me. They could have at least said no. I just came back to my home state and the whole time I was gone they said they would be there for me when if I come back. It's not just my family either. I don't have any actual friends, maybe a few people I have online but I don't think they see me as a friend at all. After sending a hi or something every now and then when they're online, and you notice that all you see on discord are you saying hi for way longer than you should have, you feel really pathetic and finally get the hint. Pretty much the only person I've talked to in the past few months I met on reddit, and they started hitting on me which I really don't need right now being all vulnerable and completely not over my ex. I dunno, I just wish someone would get back to me. Yesterday I got a text from a wrong number, and hearing my phone go off when I got a text was probably the happiest I felt in a very long time. I kind of wish they kept talking to me too. You hear about people who befriend wrong numbers, and I honestly wished that happened.",1.7533202202989742,3.225193750677505,3.474480286738352,91.35322580645165,77.6178861788618,7.254515254829968,20.846315237345927,8.049812674583475,0.7163575662208235,1350,33,312,23,31,451,177,369,0.115,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.2354,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,6,6,2,22,15,0,1,20,0,29,3,0,0,4,55,67,24,1,11,12,3,3,1,4,3,2,6,2,2,12,19,2,1,6,1,0,10,10,4,0,2,22,11,61,11,38,35,14,59,0,1,2,0,42,15,0,5,33,221,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0704713203351235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401414716462245,0.07717576073619735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910860491173335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502235694454756,0.0,0.0,0.3887015765322313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578507693189526,0.06386820609098777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259460154092436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662021293447356,0.07571594339604812,0.0,0.0,0.17297315228422444,0.0,0.0,0.04657263304545732,0.07445038573511893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084416358768412,0.20701328044221545,0.0,0.0,0.2042333279579052,0.0,0.03651402069518903,0.0,0.13867524789551264,0.07910788756780253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737914607565346,0.0,0.07545860408989533,0.0,0.08208277797172361,0.06057042766105235,0.2887842421884067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385939309983728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627828700264179,0.0,0.048404121851921285,0.0,0.07243742766489686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730753861452673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040140069984642,0.039687417674965766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528054995119986,0.0,0.06376707526797873,0.06390790954942893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725495683062691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915442431727934,0.0576412401687901,0.0,0.053086256931335465,0.05354642956451067,0.05569657888282199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221713652339191,0.0,0.0,0.09786936349157843,0.05492268172772879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893728850348413,0.10012943089276023,0.0630552608010371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346850987475592,0.07785987076379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505084345999995,0.0,0.07130349668089618,0.0,0.0,0.0616711257011031,0.20607870639018533,0.05742818294790921,0.07229970782267071,0.0,0.11509184314236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921072202118518,0.08117256759518708,0.0,0.0,0.06118744613431281,0.055594554223406666,0.0,0.0,0.051114074324754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608719419824587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627238876626446,0.0,0.0,0.08421817194966161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958485127901631,0.0,0.0573208222746736,0.11585286556702395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062535125509174,0.2491306957929961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025987788340218,0.15791130225995448,0.0,0.0 lonely,memerman041,2020/01/23,"I have a trust issues about relationship right now.. That makes me lonely too I met a girl whom I like .... asked her out then she told me to wait... we were still dating then for about a year but she said we will be couple after we graduate college.... but one day after my birthday, she started to become cold to me, then I met her sister then told me she’s with another guy... I started to broke down and her sister started to comfort me and she cant believe why her sister did it to me.. even though she knew I didnt do anything wrong.... I confronted her and ask her why.... then she just distant herself from me and smiling while explain ( but I know she’s guilty about it) then that’s how it ends... Her friend talked to me after that day trying to restore our relationship.... knowing that her ego is so big, I didnt expect her to apologize to me, so I said to her friend that if shes willing to apologize, I will forgive her and possibly restore our relationship... but as expected she didnt and blocked me instead...... That time, I tried to forgot everything, even our memories, even her face.... then the lesson I learned is I will never fall in love to soon. Anyone wont like their feeling being played so trusting again is hard..... That makes me feel empty until now because that happened during Christmas season in 2019.",3.3885548172757467,5.105221941860466,4.294451827242529,86.15569767441862,73.76744186046511,6.774750830564784,26.626799557032115,7.447530270364453,1.3916520487264674,1023,37,201,12,21,330,134,258,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.9746,0,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,6,0,1,1,19,14,1,0,4,0,19,2,1,3,1,35,42,26,0,3,6,3,3,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,12,11,0,3,9,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,13,6,56,10,29,22,0,35,0,2,0,1,55,6,0,1,30,156,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173211953530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784215718135108,0.0,0.103381302900993,0.0,0.2348908135104637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658178358290482,0.13874647480376429,0.0,0.14153995912051395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900521181989964,0.0,0.16203958975274765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126929517894084,0.0,0.0,0.24892872024666396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129065239876492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704278342812922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412006858757289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124391667453501,0.11109260077326026,0.0,0.11253818969279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112319968844807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380839445371378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275118382857605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133843537262964,0.0,0.16771559563262248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689221118328337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851289183824918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416269174849456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40463300947279535,0.0,0.10728579484053466,0.2390023701089962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667608558686317,0.0,0.10032684136172117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009751870002232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234290668806276,0.0,0.07325481264463649,0.0,0.0,0.24008625411326906,0.0,0.17058660025027128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267198173154504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735471328489227,0.0,0.0809004407574343 lonely,xX-_DEADSHOT_-Xx,2020/01/23,"I feel empty inside I recently broke up with my gf, and ive started feeling empty ever since. I dont wanna get back with her. Any advice? I describe it as being present physically but not mentally. I feel something inside me crying. Sorry if i couldnt give a good explanation",2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,81.77777777777777,6.562962962962962,25.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.0448,219,9,36,4,6,78,43,54,0.26,0.716,0.024,-0.8795,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,10,4,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,5,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555127352330105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781363057829225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106001690082104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872206977764742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30644962080245736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365213209100669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966325615536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661117410798654,0.2508329934917973,0.0,0.2193148770454735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635077666828285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581774342917258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162968464041379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012981135304817,0.0,0.2927025947299813,0.18507508298533745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frank42022,2020/01/23,Negative thinking? Anyone else try the power of positive thinking? I have been trying it for months. Telling myself things I love about myself and how good the day is going to be but.....? I'm always negative and can't change.,1.9192857142857136,4.751813785714287,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571429,89.7142857142857,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1946857142857144,177,6,30,3,6,57,35,42,0.14300000000000002,0.639,0.218,0.5913,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395446778224314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050026606688747,0.3004039862818901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101522042433819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908089292722025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449195122420993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662451678104245,0.2459107376634028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646120602904129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401848785120946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562577273937203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947799337726548,0.3757238538461444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981084714662225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,witchycharm,2020/01/23,"Need Social Interaction Basically I have no friends, I have what I think is BPD and I’m extremely lonely. I really just need someone to talk to about anything other than my life or mental illness. I like videogames, art, crafts, sewing, animals. I’m looking forward to playing animal crossing in march. I work at an animal shelter. Someone to do art with would be nice, I’m trying to get back into it. I’m also a tarot reader (sort of) and consider myself Wiccan. Basically I’m looking for someone with similar interests to just chat or engage in some way with. I never thought I would NEED social interaction, but I do. Feel free to message if you want to talk.",3.370238095238093,5.787408007936512,5.268492063492066,75.99178571428574,76.06349206349206,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.8841714285714293,523,24,89,12,12,179,82,126,0.044000000000000004,0.823,0.133,0.8340000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,24,23,7,0,7,6,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,4,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,12,8,19,19,1,10,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,5,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842102575994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243936654571185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330965020330571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800239470930213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752014671858507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372988551858553,0.0,0.09043304428533397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225948263280198,0.08456365114697477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907061446212384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174435288251904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850349495222655,0.13349865785090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088669955860958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528895029115562,0.4399790130794459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782484118413725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090989643812238,0.0,0.13741513357696938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751761004649625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209371544801056,0.137391793070062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601250577312406,0.0,0.0,0.2459181433800401,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperNInja0226,2020/01/23,This is my first time posting here but I need to vent somewhere so... So I feel very lonely every day. I mean I have friends but I feel like they don’t really like me. They always say they want to get to know me better but the never do. The last time I felt happy was when I hung out with them a couple moths ago. One of my friends said we should do it again over the break and I agreed. So I was really excited for the break I waited the entire 2 weeks just to see them doing it without me. Idk if that’s just selfish but they’re the only people who make me feel happy and I want to get close to them but I just can’t. Also one of them I kinda have a crush on but she’s gay so it’s just really weird. I still get to see them every day and when I talk to them I feel happy. Also it’s really weird because they used to hug me every day but now they won’t even touch me. So idk I feel like their lives are better off without me so I feel like I could just die and they wouldn’t even notice. Idk what to do to get closer to them I also don’t wanna go to therapy so....,-1.2356022408963554,0.7280170924369749,1.3863529411764723,99.25325490196079,92.36134453781513,4.1817366946778725,12.13501400560224,5.6839178017228535,-1.2911517086834734,820,10,202,6,30,280,111,238,0.084,0.685,0.231,0.9903,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,14,3,23,17,0,0,8,0,17,2,0,2,1,44,40,24,1,8,15,0,8,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,9,0,0,1,8,4,0,3,4,12,45,13,24,32,0,25,0,1,2,2,22,6,0,2,19,141,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167602475160301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811598655233355,0.08605413289997021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304417106609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293403885801532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257284622512856,0.1144328055975038,0.0,0.20009298173618106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733414110091967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661651712517048,0.0,0.2614086710884643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137550444676712,0.22165085713286775,0.0992998893339133,0.0,0.0,0.08796941634726715,0.0,0.0,0.15980482875733276,0.0,0.2161317509542566,0.0,0.0587762480507964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302791055515018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683719687369559,0.08430150306849395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021041106590796,0.0,0.09132218782155868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069033980450904,0.0,0.0,0.11265523285942455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668498323490862,0.07976425790864962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774491384757407,0.0,0.0,0.14016080174908774,0.07865594329558348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169874622622219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904824179029507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650152576697852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837656947518172,0.08224412500306973,0.0,0.0,0.16482548199062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259173726976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312547272787915,0.0,0.0,0.11827034401856143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206106393378438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932209822667865,0.0,0.08533273569400213,0.12200016960383732,0.0,0.08295767921388712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993873244565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Toadman7262726,2020/01/23,"Don’t try to stay overly positive Don’t try to stay super positive about your situation. When you hear your thoughts, you’ll just sound insane.",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,79.0,8.044444444444443,23.814814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.157948148148148,117,4,21,3,3,37,19,27,0.08,0.5920000000000001,0.32799999999999996,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364671708400282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636910799689215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6897363900319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568677317361232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393472705069357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kingcamasin21,2020/01/23,"Have you ever been alone eating, then suddenly starts crying for no reason? I was on McDonald's eating alone",4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,75.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.9035,88,2,13,2,2,29,18,20,0.39899999999999997,0.601,0.0,-0.8074,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964273842501234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31628293794062673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892585168128003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604535774829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29604500523840943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038017853147992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,duchieu235,2020/01/23,"i'm so tired im so tired of jumping from person to person, from facebook to tinder to real life, pretending to ask questions that even i don't care about the answer to, begging people to love me.",6.821249999999999,5.5042546250000015,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,65.25,9.0,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.20325,155,5,29,1,2,52,29,40,0.198,0.68,0.12300000000000001,-0.529,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323066440446245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533543383437656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641267411088702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684141955523497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551737531168735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224273893965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227318932336705,0.433947573054538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783681113753077,0.0,0.0,0.28283850236454056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712104117866016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pickyvicky69,2020/01/23,What's up fuckers I need friends on Reddit with whom I would trade exquisite memes. You have to be a teenager though. (I'm 16 btw),0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,84.55555555555556,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.4823925925925927,102,4,23,1,3,32,25,27,0.14400000000000002,0.741,0.115,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776192416293836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583869438968807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073776683419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43915104200009614,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sorenlongwing,2020/01/23,An awful feeling I have been talking to a girl for a little over two months and I thought we really hit it off. We hung out a lot over break and had a lot of fun but a week ago i learned that she was just trying to make an ex jealous and 3 days ago I learned that it worked. I wish I could rip my heart out my chest cause this shit is worthless,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,1.8792207792207805,101.18168831168829,81.72727272727272,4.919480519480519,20.090909090909093,5.288315135182226,-0.5356701298701299,266,7,69,1,7,86,55,77,0.195,0.7190000000000001,0.086,-0.8951,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,7,1,6,3,3,2,0,19,11,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,11,1,9,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,2,5,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117257986773835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856999397186934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542127646362289,0.0,0.0,0.14977278762956642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742532705299913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752003739965825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327611407390028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948769047836384,0.0,0.0,0.1550191056715204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536828729607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148776109840917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838656656986096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666222571306829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843691722111873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767276806068556,0.0,0.2268604936081372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628543735019784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267059546583871,0.0,0.0,0.16907032561035282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ihaveoneq,2020/01/23,"what should i do? There is this girl in my job I really like here we always chat (when at work) but I never had a girlfriend we have the same hobbies, now you might wonder why don't you ask her out? Well, I am scared to get rejected this would lead me to quit a job and besides the job, I don't do anything else what to do.",-0.607007042253521,1.3206742676056358,1.4994190140845092,100.11983274647888,88.01408450704224,4.676760563380283,15.917253521126757,5.985473137389443,-0.7881422535211259,247,5,62,2,8,82,52,71,0.122,0.815,0.064,-0.7281,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,12,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,12,2,6,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,47,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416536988573148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821367990801864,0.0,0.2069148855045331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489389833418046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156364677592238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589114819569991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813129201540382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347975298061771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070434116723784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354130789523791,0.0,0.0,0.14179049660186432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159124021635898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900341714866254,0.0,0.19971706998811725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400243506280423,0.16113182052255673,0.0,0.0,0.15722740334080507,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyboyisme,2020/01/23,"Just a reminder There's over 100k people subscribed to this sub. You're alone, but you're not *completely* alone.",2.4800000000000004,5.451796047619052,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,88.5238095238095,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.4225428571428576,91,3,17,1,3,26,18,21,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.85491137435472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327313322994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612957911629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ButterStick212,2020/01/23,"Suggestion on getting friends outside of school? So I’m going into home schooling now, and u can’t rly make friends that way. Why suggestions on how I can make friends outside of school?",4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,71.85714285714286,6.9523809523809526,37.38095238095238,7.793537801064563,2.9939523809523814,150,9,27,2,3,45,27,35,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,13,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259689176668036,0.0,0.1185598124149563,0.0,0.12896764890101162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762593979451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295061179601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6889856768341042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012381804095412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047660120781159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Treemazeebee,2020/01/23,"I started skipping school recently. I’ve had 2 friends (Really my only friends, not including people I occasionally talk to in one class) for about 6 years now and they have never had an interest in having any sort of emotional conversation or even one about anything remotely real. Needless to say I can’t rely on them for anything, and long story short I’ve started to realize that the only time I really feel happy is when playing games at home. More specifically I play Destiny 2 and like to go on Discord to help people who’ve never done raids. It might be selfish, but at the end having that wave of thank yous hit you makes me feel super nice inside. I started skipping school to do it more, and I know it’s bad, but I just felt I needed to get it out. Went back today after skipping Tuesday and Wednesday and I feel like pure shit. I will likely not say anything to anyone until I get home today.",5.051101694915257,6.0448776836158205,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,68.77401129943503,8.385875706214689,30.00423728813559,8.59863814320734,2.3889966101694915,718,27,129,11,12,240,113,177,0.08199999999999999,0.755,0.163,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,7,15,1,0,3,0,12,1,1,1,3,27,28,11,0,1,6,0,4,3,2,2,0,2,2,0,6,7,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,3,0,2,5,6,17,12,23,19,2,29,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,3,22,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866303796749884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907488414334924,0.0,0.3144962922352772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795596403341264,0.10636632502725818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036541972379612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329794574719473,0.11283078529497287,0.0,0.0,0.08414068152624704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323844458441325,0.0910082937382502,0.12231552289363705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684423941956647,0.0,0.13311328093725586,0.0,0.072399350717141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561029378568742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085387631381572,0.0,0.25556750685826113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001086810919907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867107063767102,0.0,0.0,0.1127371970442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503461054107779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514192431725466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445895544683378,0.19650388293005594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726471385832253,0.1937734854978496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663402636811262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499906712355545,0.1632201205565748,0.0,0.1257834345064942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261317957470235,0.0,0.2578533768288191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076522896117432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270504426267934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239221544649646,0.0,0.11728469497439865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428282909528824,0.0,0.2415039110190489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180929121953486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820357516122592 lonely,pepero-nii,2020/01/23,It sucks being alone... Apparently being a fat asian means you can’t have a relationship or friends. Or maybe it’s just me lmao,1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.6,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8759333333333337,101,3,21,2,3,33,21,25,0.091,0.655,0.255,0.6705,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623423152126995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34489241308223106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484751464184266,0.4862673476059745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792733214558241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlaskaYoung25,2020/01/23,Missing a doggo Besides family I haven't got anyone. I am 30 years old and if I could own a dog I would be satisfied. Too bad I live way to small to have a doggo ;(,0.5215315315315294,1.5056739459459472,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,79.81081081081079,7.095495495495496,20.44144144144144,7.793537801064563,0.6333495495495494,124,3,30,2,3,46,28,37,0.165,0.754,0.081,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849358909598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32061424092968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065834595973501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619900511931953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071105690500692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33906875638025585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029311894398663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047920865382245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727743133834292,0.0,0.0,0.24727591392783355 lonely,szxphy,2020/01/23,I dont even know if i care about girls anymore Not saying I dislike any of you girls out here but it just feels like they want nothing to do with me so as long as Im doing ok I'll never need to talk to them,0.1707142857142827,1.103418265306125,2.432397959183671,99.44206632653062,80.63265306122447,4.9,18.37244897959184,3.1291,-0.9023102040816324,161,3,43,0,4,55,40,49,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,8,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,9,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280416697530335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29576043599515084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040616730903947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951909965853445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969757132507582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079221988319,0.21305298751632212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221356694122233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389742073591868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569834667761328,0.0,0.0,0.2639209642098444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113108409108426,0.2300105715486573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861562575812375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371615895949296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397030699425396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590164740045036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LemeyDidThings,2020/01/23,"DYING INSIDE Inside I just cri cri and in the outside I look like I skrt skrt Rejected? Yeet! My emotions out and put on a mask! Anxious? SMACK my self confidence till it passes out!",-0.8516666666666666,-0.004878388888890584,1.3755555555555574,92.32500000000002,124.55555555555556,3.8222222222222224,17.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,0.21768888888888904,142,5,27,2,9,47,28,36,0.131,0.6940000000000001,0.174,0.409,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,1,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33331124844422905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6481752268975477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306204965135993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318803168218025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414165316704175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24775931326979775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965967157253732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077910919121276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,akmlsfian,2020/01/23,"Existential im 20 this year. i used to be extrovert and socialize and stuff. but then one day i realized that everyone,in my circle are just fake. every one of THEM thus making myself to try not to socialize anymore. i felt lonely even when im w/ them anyway. I try to ask myself why i felt that way. more and more leading me to hate myself because i can't find the way. why am i exist in the first place? do i deserve these?",0.5369662921348315,2.7425429775280925,3.1281910112359554,88.48689325842697,85.51685393258427,6.256629213483146,20.135955056179775,7.554174236665415,0.8029676404494372,331,10,70,6,10,115,60,89,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.9301,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,14,11,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,2,15,0,7,8,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174494023736582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164488464315346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072568125404448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347248058950077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621258491812443,0.0,0.14824453161042234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378770609707375,0.0,0.16081410131807194,0.1496620391528206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737131057807702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801099964955274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174472528535676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845504801640485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838291451711621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587154788531213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141938795669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891549855518696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196335177718345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932008424726823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175330190459998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330531887346205 lonely,barythepilgrim,2020/01/23,"You ever just sink? You ever feel so lonely you cant breathe? A feeling thats so intense you're suffocating but can still breathe? Its like someones tied a rope to your heart and lungs and is pulling down as hard as they can, it feels like you're heavy and immovable yet you cant figure out where the weight is coming from because you're so used to feeling empty and like theirs nothing inside? Like no matter how much air you force into youself you're still somehow empty? You ever get unsure of even having organs because youve felt like nothing for so long and when it all comes together. When it all mounts the only way you can describe that feeling is when you were 10 and your parents called your full name after you did something you thought you got away with. You know the feeling, the one where you're entire existence is being dragged below the ground and theres nothing you could do to stop it, and even if there was you wouldnt do it because you did this to yourself and hey, feeling this is better than absolutely nothing right?",5.180567226890755,6.293379171568631,4.900700280112044,85.88029411764708,68.55882352941177,6.8089635854341735,29.27731092436975,6.5431188927421005,1.3942840336134457,837,30,159,5,14,256,116,204,0.11800000000000001,0.782,0.099,0.5856,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,18,2,1,22,7,0,0,7,0,20,5,4,2,5,41,35,21,0,3,3,1,10,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,1,1,11,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,7,10,20,6,17,25,4,27,0,1,0,0,24,11,0,2,17,113,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292750391224858,0.0,0.0,0.21980994038144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630303456328308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273290838315395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707533173880605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596622018575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587758126648504,0.326170772374096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254207232519997,0.08586759422090344,0.11540640149738494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279711839125163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961312150679538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076714400809087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243208864619314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605623033812831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936069251366717,0.0,0.0,0.10636911749207144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835742462169102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46132278540099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081447491378655,0.09141399283539284,0.0,0.0,0.13346273092180028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264618670550084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184114443403304,0.09253226575241222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197635074233604,0.10048870882759213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954216954673731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381020562745367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540548771292716,0.0,0.14636557621957955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Croc_Boi_420,2020/01/23,"I don't believe when people like me Anytime someone says ""oh she likes you"" i don't believe it because i haven't really had anyone and it doesn't feel real cause each time i believe it it was just a joke. It kinda just feels bad knowing that i might just get heartbroken and people just laugh at it. I don't try to date or to meet new people cause im scared I'll get feelings for them and they won't feel the same and it will be awkward and i will lose a good person/ friend",0.44560458958517296,2.503699844660197,2.1530803177405144,96.3037246248897,84.53398058252426,4.5221535745807575,20.0432480141218,5.565023196281405,-0.2470699029126209,376,11,85,2,11,123,65,103,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.3535,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,5,10,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,19,7,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,5,12,6,4,12,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144242064176382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330759040531554,0.0971567595035618,0.0,0.0,0.538701103253704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274549696025398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234990042580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313683448075133,0.0,0.16653927074821304,0.0,0.0,0.13368064481502712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215808786267014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759125188155477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573034066384306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783058023663023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907732545420764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393049947813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314827235893747,0.1391647417454588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140968900999824,0.1021031096879812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674562197235886,0.1595674974553211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350424220147823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293594222558928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082087705433485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jash_n,2020/01/23,Do you ever feel so lonely to the point you feel nauseous? I’ve not had a single friend to talk to for over two years,1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,76.69230769230771,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-0.9694769230769232,92,1,22,0,2,30,22,26,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.7068,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912063522876215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373536023641074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341359068064335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088369769164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476140918222269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224738248710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850538411829073 lonely,PurrplePixie,2020/01/23,"We are never truly alone I'm so lonely that I find meaning, personification for the 'loneliness' itself. Obviously I am isolated and even if I'm with people, I just can't connect, or feel it. And there's always loneliness with you, keeping you away from people cause it's the people who hurt me the most, kinda like a friend, shielding me from people. Or that I'm just batsh*t crazy and I created a imaginary friend but this time it's the 'loneliness' itself and I'm pathetic and miserable and extremely lonely. Whoever are think of suggesting therapy, thank you but I don't need that kinda things right now. Just sharing my thoughts that's it.",4.036438152011925,6.400368426229512,5.4682414307004485,75.61215350223549,73.75409836065575,9.026527570789868,28.30402384500745,9.573946990214177,3.0469409836065577,516,21,89,14,11,173,73,122,0.187,0.691,0.122,-0.8534,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,30,16,12,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,12,5,7,15,1,5,0,4,0,0,9,2,0,6,4,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091534988896092,0.0,0.0,0.16803392122854202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897334147905008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074525306488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338237399831265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210915821328052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845735263639621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120434905615044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618566077304285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949746470930925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865983499574624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199766575567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973921644513094,0.15575197353804007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600112891529194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245941727350622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592327475352488,0.2309410251520226,0.0,0.13416288845207705,0.12939781967268948,0.0,0.1603212990538813,0.11775540573616282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,n4zh,2020/01/23,"im concious but i feel so empty i don't even know if i'm living sometimes when i walk alone on a quiet night, my thoughts get loud and scream. sometimes i think about how everyone else's life would be not much different with a world without me. it's crazy thinking about how insignificant i really am. maybe it's just me. i used to fear death, as i was afraid of the concept of being in a state of no return. i thought that nothing and no one will be able to save me if ever i take my life. that's when i started to fool myself onto believing that there is a god. that there is someone out there to save me. all i wanted was reassurance. that i am worthy. that i am relevant. i don't really believe in god. i just try to convince myself that there is one so that i don't overthink at night, and so that i'd be able to sleep soundly. i mean, it fucking sucks, being someone who's just average at about anything. they say that im ""attractive"" but i don't really think so at all. it sucks when you're trying to make friends but you still left out when you talk with people, it feels like there is no connection whatsoever and it feels so awkward , and i think people just wait until it's not rude anymore to end the conversation. it really sucks that im just a student, my parent's cant make me go to university, so my aunt (father side) pays for it. i haven't really failed any subjects, but it feels so scary that i can't achieve my own standards, knowing that i'll never be enough for what i want to become, if i ever decide to become the engineer that my parents push me to be. i hate how there's really nobody there that i can tell my day to, how much watching anime and shit, how fucking cruel this world really is, but so beautiful at the same time. sorry for this stupid post, i hope ill feel better, ill mind my capitalization when im not lonely anymore",3.0739709051724127,4.289799223958333,4.631429597701152,85.44187500000002,73.6875,7.588218390804597,24.960129310344826,8.104835398774808,1.3531773706896546,1458,45,307,22,29,490,180,384,0.191,0.672,0.13699999999999998,-0.9781,3,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,3,38,26,10,3,9,0,27,8,2,8,5,65,59,34,1,7,17,4,5,1,1,2,4,5,0,0,29,10,0,1,15,0,1,3,15,17,0,2,4,11,45,9,37,46,7,36,0,2,1,2,14,14,6,4,18,211,74,4,0.16965225394682984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785428532307538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768467515376055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682494489947286,0.0,0.0,0.0698046748446911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736758558361846,0.0,0.1911399943063292,0.0,0.07502181598589464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470583440745669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862524836641678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086134443541378,0.0,0.07513077077005301,0.08764806461658099,0.0,0.05602685685168366,0.15346017646974694,0.0,0.0810549994669087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545297591217433,0.21445319268847912,0.06059980205886921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655364552793545,0.15684077503384453,0.044318150274330406,0.0,0.048208642777854915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374823877893715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425148394575427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665070934710365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932364419794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216383515451312,0.0,0.11983040417585775,0.041441760906034936,0.0,0.07490302420421409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324419688085065,0.0,0.08521924595118742,0.09240051990529316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565020703254027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471392708944574,0.0,0.06542313848674926,0.0,0.0,0.15920714777023728,0.0,0.08139295660428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496075790921395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837875101730375,0.0,0.0,0.11761551167583192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123998153329279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380392523254022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745714084069562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707280035401126,0.0,0.0,0.08488738738784371,0.0,0.14374580422677594,0.0,0.16779041715031556,0.09495590432943486,0.06004036926946255,0.0,0.06774225457534433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377869074225262,0.06818002770464945,0.07414177383765612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174126281427098,0.0,0.13468493929312433,0.04946279679184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518274416347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326253832767525,0.0,0.0,0.10006529491617346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176935937497191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025804682143406,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gray4859,2020/01/23,"Cold dark nights. I guess most of everyone here had one of those nights where they can't sleep and all those memories come flooding back... It's painfully bittersweet, like you feel hope and stuff but it's quickly snuffed out by reality... Or is it just me?",2.982857142857142,5.539468510204087,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,78.18367346938777,7.185306122448982,26.126530612244892,8.238735603445708,1.6578457142857153,203,8,42,4,5,61,42,49,0.07,0.853,0.077,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,12,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,2,4,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865747569292748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449534123864598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717208851939354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437823989469493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31325773391870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824364684128976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892532269993366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337105348941706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269162363272951,0.0,0.3025821169245909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845682091731077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255274251423419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoreHore666,2020/01/23,"Literally just signed up for Reddit because I need someone to relate to. I don't have anyone else to talk to. It's a tale as old as time, feeling alone and wondering if you're always going to feel this empty. I do so much for so many people... not at the expense of myself. I don't think so anyway. I always handle my own shit and try to make the best decisions for me while helping others. I'm not unhappy with my life or anything. I'm just so alone and it's hard. I just want one person to want to do something nice for me. I try not to let my self-worth be dependent on someone else, but going to bed alone is the hardest part of my day. I'll get by, I always do, I just needed someone to know that it is excruciating tonight. Whoever reads this, thank you for taking the time. I don't necessarily need a response, I just wanted to get whatever this is off my chest. Thank you Xo",1.7909797297297312,3.4116362972973,4.03613175675676,86.71960304054056,77.91891891891892,6.570945945945946,22.91385135135135,7.413659706084162,0.8735472972972977,685,21,147,9,16,237,104,185,0.091,0.807,0.102,-0.0185,0,3,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,6,0,12,3,2,2,0,30,33,13,0,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,1,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,3,21,4,27,31,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,4,6,99,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39163115613227617,0.0,0.0,0.3146364712497911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881329951118143,0.12914711920405378,0.10372358962469268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683533937164133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322755512534214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128804454401065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058741486371527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746341130656624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170572435750594,0.0,0.14326758174804172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291079409184684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448473182463716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692705643816728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288886754633359,0.08902870541945528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413544387092425,0.12778897708967468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265694756612226,0.2803804037038807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322621246520918,0.0,0.08541077300946573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649352342094306,0.0,0.08738313797539346,0.11005688348618857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260782518400759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149152983880932,0.0,0.12938250097843035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039037874746584,0.09703493886003284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476950877671364,0.10130950727829482,0.0,0.2320890237080615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076399707782397,0.0,0.0,0.14699470622967045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115139801222876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303230282180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668949586357762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shadowstalker307,2020/01/23,Crush I knew a girl I knew who was really nerdy like me and one day I found out she had a crush on me and on the last day she admitted to it but she had lost interest in me it was the most painful and the most flattering thing. I’ve never had someone crush on me and most girls claim to have one but are just trying to troll me and make me cry. But at the same time i wonder why she stopped liking me did I do something wrong ? Did I upset her? Was I a dick? What did I do wrong,0.07485981308411027,1.6013690560747662,2.0372056074766363,99.51468691588785,82.73831775700937,5.775327102803737,17.242056074766353,6.742157984588678,-0.4479226168224297,367,7,96,4,10,122,59,107,0.282,0.608,0.109,-0.9688,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,7,0,13,2,1,1,1,22,20,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,0,20,4,9,7,4,12,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,4,8,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785856162908864,0.2793002315287581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374244736288425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650865953132394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158060271606613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363785319742193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445418516630771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700867397972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934656481209653,0.0,0.2304133811813658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872080029414205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347328414185404,0.16670274849158578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810367855765337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385927567202345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626597094859549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470161613538539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539329112405784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348279384527241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735040773748452,0.0,0.0 lonely,newguyacc102,2020/01/23,"Job prospects My communication skills are 0. I do not like to talk to people at all. On top of that I extremely shy and have trouble constructing thoughts into words. I thought working my way towatds being a programmer would help. But that job requires even more communication skills than other type of jobs. So I guess life really has nothing in store for me. I want to improve them but with so many obstacles in life, doors just keep slamming in my face. I will probaly commit suicide over this, somewhere in the future.",5.029062499999998,7.274192114583336,4.823333333333334,81.855,70.5625,7.716666666666668,31.79166666666667,8.472884824447931,2.5546291666666665,417,19,75,7,8,128,76,96,0.146,0.7509999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.8109999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,2,17,12,5,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,16,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,50,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712135735136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870066805210265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915347134912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618048744818477,0.18452914927409889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932755574001456,0.1014254738849458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047921178341045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920290581292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392739047684194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299728544977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708652679720706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668652940475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296308722002445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245099791152672,0.1647874415428664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113914714083165,0.0,0.0,0.14747686441468724,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,secretyerrowman1,2020/01/23,The daily grind Fuck waking up early in the morning staring at a dimly lit room. Fuck sporadically waking up at 3 in the morning and having to start getting to work at 4:45. Fuck feeling so unfulfilled at an engineering job even though everyone tells you that it’s an accomplishment. One of the only things keeping me from just walking out is my motorcycle and homelessness. Fuck the absolute inner loneliness that you learn to live with and the feeling of others not being there for you. Fuck missing the warm comfort of a close someone holding you and telling you that everything’s okay. Fuck me.,7.313053735255567,8.461735220183487,7.3709305373525575,69.9511009174312,63.77064220183486,9.89829619921363,36.672346002621225,9.957137785484203,3.930561205766709,485,23,77,10,7,156,73,109,0.22699999999999998,0.701,0.07200000000000001,-0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,2,5,10,6,0,11,1,3,8,2,0,0,14,15,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,5,8,3,18,14,0,15,0,1,2,6,7,12,6,0,2,57,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954523345056816,0.0,0.0,0.144013769425415,0.13545210384690445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241114229846586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8359964725475896,0.0787418902836954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956047639157388,0.13396160596526305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308330057316042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212776627842417,0.11462485506726372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769955734955776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667620693427073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263461511133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012774290202314,0.0,0.14807582586343845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972165077903988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rainbowboi420,2020/01/23,i have online friend in the past that talk almost everyday but now i didn't talk to him i didn't talk to him beacuse i delete my facebook account and forgot his name too,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.55555555555556,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.02575555555555553,136,4,29,1,4,44,27,36,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470489713348128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677662038033783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308490300470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8357016159569879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-david-smith-,2020/01/23,"I'm a complete wreck Around 3 months ago I walked out of a marriage that had been loveless for many years. It was an amicable split. She was my only real friend but she had no feeling towards me other than as a friend so I moved into a place of my own and get to see the kids regularly. During this time I had met a girl online. I had been depressed to the point I wanted to end it all and she reached out, helped me through a difficult time and we fell in love. We talked of closing our 4000 mile gap and being together. If it wasn't for her I have no idea how I would have got through. 2 days ago I discovered she was stringing me along and had been seeing someone else for over 2 months. I have no other friends I can talk to. The last 2 days I have been a wreck. I can't eat or sleep. I'm constantly trying not to cry at my desk at work and I'm back in that dark place, contemplating taking the easy way out. I keep trying to tell myself I can get through this. I try to convince myself I'll find someone else but it just doesn't seen fair to burden a new partner with my emotional state right now. I wish I could be happy with being alone but it's becoming clear my problems are all caused by the fact i need someone in my life who I can love and who loves me. To top it all off i'm totally broke. I'm working but i'm paying rent, bills & tax on top of mortgage payment to keep a roof over my kids heads. I'm keeping myself alive but that's about it. I couldn't afford to take a new partner out if I wanted to. Who in their right mind is going to want to date a broke ass, middle aged, emotionally damaged MF. I'm positive i'd be dead now if it was't for the though of my kids having to deal with that but i'm starting to think of ways to minimise their hurt.",1.4075231259968106,2.951970836842108,3.029856459330144,93.84975279106855,78.78947368421052,5.8692185007974516,21.778309409888358,6.574015621080383,0.2302280701754387,1378,39,321,12,33,455,195,380,0.147,0.691,0.163,0.6817,3,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,3,0,2,4,9,16,0,0,18,0,32,8,3,2,6,58,65,21,1,12,12,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,6,19,20,1,3,4,0,4,4,8,8,0,0,16,4,46,8,55,42,5,54,0,5,3,4,32,27,1,4,20,203,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944253293800066,0.0,0.0,0.0989866373115712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035552227722462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508180784150808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734910982313682,0.0,0.0,0.1055548239332099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981816155107446,0.0,0.0,0.1002083273860042,0.10328237222043847,0.0,0.07630867641891925,0.0,0.10498439639933592,0.12327563918832478,0.098533390632606,0.08231840888329417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779684941837237,0.15968091198384102,0.21501750324601385,0.08465087764137423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048325475136242066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735360779764091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152248938912825,0.0,0.09986774467272598,0.0,0.0543173440019007,0.0,0.07643987405338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174111928896147,0.0,0.0,0.09808728678103668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406175333506486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231476742446548,0.10789228131218023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548537394572316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790619329922725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750728614679828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877988275999,0.0,0.0,0.09689781517270207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650327184397686,0.0,0.15257373828273246,0.1015808545152156,0.0,0.07086748052632941,0.0,0.18461341580472101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268891893350979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971058405252806,0.0,0.09034904962920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914521467125286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087850116180692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324066180339267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232143429478975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956437924090689,0.0,0.2429405760185274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764831373988862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372066440456308,0.15363875875774444,0.08353656113092266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061240453125811625,0.09390172572854126,0.0,0.11146083332064732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466698429905324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911742584185088,0.15172560670584614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990626811292596,0.0,0.0,0.1391591409044456,0.0,0.0,0.0678935740457307,0.0,0.0,0.0615470179862067 lonely,oonwlpsej,2020/01/23,"I feel like I always need my friends I kind of feel sad getting home early bc there I can't continue pretend im fine unlike when im with my friends. But I also feel bad since I know they're having their own lives. I am lonely and sad but whenever im around with real friends, I can pretend im not. I don't know how to get through this. A month has passed since my first time feeling sad, the helpless kind of sad.",-0.3830909090909103,1.7504364888888908,1.4986868686868708,98.89045454545456,89.66666666666666,4.161616161616162,20.404040404040398,5.565023196281405,-0.25311111111111106,324,11,76,2,11,106,58,90,0.217,0.616,0.16699999999999998,-0.8252,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,14,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,15,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,4,13,7,7,15,1,8,0,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738955931622133,0.12214275523519713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067605731554205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225652406470904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29688990955472105,0.1048682787531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486125334128048,0.0,0.0,0.34023354997368593,0.0,0.15338558803472346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724440734242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342424684126964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057226881656725,0.161346157169888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171518696537728,0.0,0.1296200805090583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716802377907408,0.0,0.0,0.108844454319984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708150395388624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428558219515029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559563209199447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuziStriker,2020/01/23,"How I gained a new fear Today didn't start great. My headphones snapped in two randomly while listening to music. A tree branch fell on my head while waiting for the bus. I accidentally overestimated how much time I had so I got to the place I was going an hour early, waiting in the rain, so that wasn't fun. But that's not the main part of the story. I attend a youth group of sorts, a weekly meet up of a collection of people aged around high school age to early adulthood. It's mostly LGBT+ folk, so it is (or at least was) a good place for me to connect with more people like me. Let's meet our cast: * D: probably the person I chill with the most there. We share a lot of similar interests. * R: another person I know decently well there. * V: Another individual there. Little sense of boundaries. * S: a genuinely nice girl. So, I should preface this by saying that I'm an obviously lonely person, mainly in the romantic sense. Because of my transness, I find it quite difficult to put myself out there romantically. This makes me come off on occasion as... somewhat desperate. The last sort of relationship I was in was an online one with someone in America, and being Australian I found it very difficult to keep up. When I first started going there, it came to my attention very quickly that people were very touchy-feely there. Naturally, being lonely and desperate, I loved it at first. The person who would actively ""go for me"" as it were was V. At first, it was tame enough. Hugging and the such, but it quickly escalated to borderline sexual harrassment. Honestly? I kinda loved it. It made me feel wanted. When S started showing up, I thought she was dating R, but turns out that wasn't a thing. So today I decided to finally put myself out there and mildly flirted with her a bit. A compliment here, a touch there, nothing major or serious, and she was enjoying it. That's when D and R came in, basically making fun of me for how ""desperate"" I was. I first played it off as friends joking together, but the more they did it, the less funny it was. Then D decided to tease me more throughout the day, and started being more affectionate towards S, who seemed okay with it. I'm not a jealous person, and nobody is anyone's property, but it made me mad because D made sure I knew they were doing it just to tease me. Despite the teasing, at the end of the day I still decided to ask S out. She said, paraphrasing, ""yes, as friends."" That kinda broke me a little bit, but oh well, I've delt with rejection a lot, it's nothing to me anymore. At some point, however, a realisation hit me. The touching, the feeling, the affection. None of it was going to go anywhere. It was all... fake, in a sense. To me at least. This came to a tipping point where before we all went home, R came in and decided to domme me. Like, calling me ""good girl"" and holding my chin and all that. They knew this kind of thing appealed to me, but I knew it was fake, and it wasn't going to go anywhere (R had already expressed disinterest in me). So I finally told someone to stop. R, thankfully, did, and apologised, not realising how much it was affecting me. All of this, however, just sent me off the edge. My ex cheated on me, it's one of the reasons we broke up, which already put me in a fragile spot when it came to physical affection (my main way of expressing emotion and feeling). Now, with all of that, it just of hit me that the affection people show me is fake. None of it is real. None of it was going to go anywhere, and even if it did, there was a veil of falsehood behind it. Is that shitty and presumptuous of me? Of course it is. Frankly, though, I can't care less. I can't take these chances anymore. I can't have my heart and mind played with like this. And that, my friends, is how I gained a crippling fear of physical interaction. What was once my ""love language"" is now just a reminder of how shitty people can be. God I'm so fucking lonely.",2.7277654252362424,4.795921684824903,4.36238076709283,83.40413813229576,76.63942931258106,7.674196775986657,26.837891421159906,8.548686976883017,2.0468090642949783,3053,122,602,63,70,1023,313,771,0.107,0.745,0.14800000000000002,0.9862,2,6,0,0,2,0,148.0,4,0,3,7,43,54,7,2,48,2,50,7,2,16,7,117,108,53,0,4,17,1,6,3,3,2,0,3,1,7,57,40,0,5,17,5,0,22,13,21,2,7,47,9,74,33,96,52,32,102,1,6,0,5,45,40,1,15,42,437,131,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480605820306624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809489868710394,0.0,0.0,0.12114940978533242,0.0427083852605373,0.0,0.0,0.05437393210594179,0.057101326284913115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446730413155557,0.0,0.05197437324247396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333665471005896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062369259549808716,0.3492948426235541,0.062274881542719214,0.0,0.0,0.05261480104122194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878277866437658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870650389132968,0.0540985339915984,0.06311171513826565,0.0,0.04034260248853145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746341236904475,0.09265127895284846,0.0,0.0,0.13381977331574715,0.05582579002606446,0.2078176354968464,0.0,0.06697079931880133,0.14157020288545588,0.0564672497864159,0.0,0.0,0.3124172939992709,0.10246160210374383,0.048851060260824385,0.0673406461321173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268545071142903,0.0,0.0,0.07237980442265064,0.0,0.06453411525729755,0.061267974962573,0.0,0.0601512556438721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429049318434287,0.0,0.06360516620663755,0.033567836280543634,0.049788152985366506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245818833712383,0.0,0.08952144992263772,0.12243592259137913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385564788373547,0.1653805923093073,0.1733854246643322,0.08154242225279966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061673141231558426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980129652234826,0.0,0.0,0.05899120852903809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721534557419598,0.0,0.0,0.06504794624067553,0.08277844624389892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661434230895481,0.0,0.2117250592240178,0.2666624329820445,0.12763068878764988,0.0,0.1154802234462623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585430717685382,0.0,0.0,0.18420607402953607,0.0,0.06496583849063538,0.0,0.06952213388417511,0.0,0.06280016153156104,0.0,0.0655767990078595,0.0,0.0,0.05810083465802891,0.04857307318083618,0.0,0.06181597351624483,0.0,0.05560471546394402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350535734436474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293026143620108,0.0,0.04877837168778978,0.05106541061609436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756694676329601,0.0,0.045924374709525706,0.0,0.0,0.05623403259295981,0.0,0.0,0.08115735108454136,0.0,0.06001054971593525,0.04849050323738821,0.035616096655693416,0.0,0.11579293279943235,0.05836432395017284,0.0,0.0,0.06643723455272346,0.05966604594362529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119158537212274,0.03602642234944097,0.04848226693257742,0.04899449563379843,0.0,0.10983607125906372,0.056621545333262475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338930588392231,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kidr0,2020/01/23,"need a relationship recently, my gf for 5 years broke up with me and told me she still wants to be friends. it's so hard for me bc idk how to not be a bf anymore. you know, like my brain is used to replying cute stuff to whatever she says but now i can't rly say it bc she's my ""friend"". she says i can still say whatever i want to her but wouldn't that be unfair. i just rly want to be a bf again, i want to say cute things to someone and have them say cute stuff to me :/",-0.7636533559898027,0.885237392523365,1.5475615972812269,101.29265930331353,86.28971962616819,5.760067969413765,17.20390824129142,6.980632752743323,-0.4001887850467285,359,8,99,5,11,121,62,107,0.068,0.7390000000000001,0.193,0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,2,0,16,17,6,0,6,4,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,19,6,13,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,20,1,0,0,7,62,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314881497733292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611337879139435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303706709550056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129302384590874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932677498680986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705183761339834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070280158865152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252064680303173,0.1549696541587005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6887209317451377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230079596677533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054395777919426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304748905668838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589463667249333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792529117928773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466543702222435,0.0,0.0,0.3405474067984937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295173427744484 lonely,Jnr_Derp,2020/01/23,"My crush made out with me in my dream Hey lonely Redditors! I don't generally share my feelings as I am more a person that keeps things to themselves. Back when I was 21 I had a massive crush on this girl in college, there was something about her. Her beauty, her hair, her looks, her voice, her femininity just weaken my soul. We had a few conversations here and there but nothing seriously took off. I was so weak and so unmanly back in those days that I had no chance to take things off. I kept having these weird crushes about her that I could not get off my mind for several months to a year, it slowly disappeared. Fast forward 5 years later she pops into my mind. I dreamt that I randomly saw her from a distance she ran up to me and we made out together whispering saying how much she missed me. I was the most happiest person in my dream. I suddenly awoken from my dream with this weird emptiness feeling but at the sometime blissful. I can't explain it but it felt like my mind was in a state of nirvana then it all suddenly came crushing down that if I don't change and make the courage to go out and meet strangers in the real world I will forever be alone. Strangely enough when I was 14, one of my teachers said to me what my dreams are ? I simply replied to find a partner and have a happy family. Through out then I always had dreams with various girls that I have never seen in real life with imaginary kids of my own, it's not enough to remember clearly but just flash moments then it's all over. Those few seconds mean the world to me.",3.640430107526882,5.143462951612907,4.368790322580647,86.7465188172043,72.70967741935483,7.618279569892473,27.11021505376345,8.212053250817874,1.6533440860215047,1225,44,252,19,24,392,173,310,0.122,0.73,0.14800000000000002,0.9319,0,3,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,13,0,21,3,1,4,4,53,42,20,0,2,9,0,4,1,1,1,2,4,0,6,20,18,0,2,7,5,0,6,7,6,0,2,20,11,49,4,43,19,11,46,1,2,3,0,26,23,0,3,19,189,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818328154568832,0.0,0.0,0.11101644853957156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518408128245152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259737702995427,0.0,0.0,0.14114107659038466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652532103685998,0.0,0.0,0.08604511083686282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757178467802424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577686502118726,0.0,0.13492271114456555,0.0,0.12810449286657508,0.0,0.12194381492462328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970664452418482,0.0,0.07582587956194015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202848094766607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859016862899815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942387637499624,0.06518246086652321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203952075400428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524911888217849,0.08905914312236626,0.0,0.0,0.14533391296835768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40414966541360176,0.0,0.10649487853213714,0.0,0.09807933464085043,0.0,0.10290202614331126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802045793128894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040910593294746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299506811980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037232155094819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113928763963508,0.0,0.12691333925049494,0.10610124538351537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507270586310693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271353082850017,0.13195617247631666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031552527053862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772771508617317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482349570883747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183670737123552 lonely,Deadeyeduncann,2020/01/23,"I just want a dog looks like the best companionship, a little golden retriever german Shepherd cross. You go home and they're just super happy to see you and that. Would be cool.",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,82.52941176470588,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.32825882352941216,142,3,26,2,4,45,30,34,0.0,0.573,0.4270000000000001,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966618150838295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481210427909386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023617930473064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791400985629774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846596658254349,0.3788306026704942,0.0,0.0,0.3174041020642406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011974207219019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229396569542647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268502847033197,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Grahhnt44,2020/01/23,"Ever feel like you’re just annoying ? Always the first person to reach out, always feel like no one ever reaches out to me. I feel like I have plenty of friends, but none of them that would consider me their best friend. None of them that if they had a spare afternoon, would think to ask me if I’m doing anything. How do I fix this, but without seeming desperate.",4.413749999999997,5.418933986111113,4.939888888888888,85.294,70.25,7.982222222222222,26.9,8.238735603445708,1.64018,285,9,57,4,5,91,50,72,0.043,0.684,0.273,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,4,7,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,13,5,0,4,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,3,10,6,9,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,7,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247675103322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605951075760095,0.0,0.1824426390739895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480207501574987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530559178683253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960271668891897,0.4182541535670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659978862705446,0.0,0.0,0.3015509809093745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860271492841188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224139589881573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704009387536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766086524124347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504679837935265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812148462064948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772635939681453,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,g1189,2020/01/23,"Yikes So I’ve walked into 2020 with not many people beside me. My best friend and I became distant and that impacted me a lot. I felt as though I could be myself around her, and she did tolerate me, but I could sense her losing interest in my company more and more. The ‘close’ friends I have now I’m not sure if I can even trust fully. They were my high school friends, and I try to maintain contact as best as I can, but it is very one sided, and one particular friend makes me feel very uncomfortable at times just because she acts differently towards different people. It comes across really fake, and they’ve been caught in lies multiple times so I don’t fully trust them. No one messages me unless I message them. I feel so alone. Not having someone to message about anything and everything sucks. I can’t be myself around anyone.",3.6027513227513204,5.669809839506176,4.291992945326278,84.90111111111112,74.06172839506173,7.344620811287477,25.151675485008816,8.192908349453996,1.5714712522045855,662,22,127,11,14,211,102,162,0.145,0.6629999999999999,0.192,0.899,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,10,13,1,0,2,0,14,0,0,1,1,30,22,19,0,3,8,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,3,0,3,5,3,29,10,16,13,5,18,0,1,0,0,15,11,1,2,3,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683386466842938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913083834959703,0.0,0.11666693481913692,0.2524156996872735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642338317361434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975636144504296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212471403438785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638808975911676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962448030163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363959750517503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741625134418638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336917525256795,0.0,0.13612412122930506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381332553079134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979074738085627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860749945470098,0.0,0.12053016496936192,0.0,0.0,0.09463444508221586,0.14373536738045986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820675577087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965748177315278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082328617041288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348164278933795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012363362168955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336191864679354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392910564721733,0.0,0.1653377199199102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625442519077307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395481578792654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackpillowcase,2020/01/23,"I’m so fucking lonely and I’m very conventionally attractive People look at me everywhere I go and it makes me feel more alone. I just cannot connect with people on a deep level, I have all these issues with vulnerability, and despite the fact that I’ve become the most successful I’ve ever been in my life, the self-esteem that should be just isn’t. And it’s because I have no chemistry with people.",3.242035714285713,5.276709275000002,4.944642857142857,79.96750000000002,75.0,7.071428571428572,23.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.3731071428571426,322,10,61,5,7,109,57,80,0.122,0.785,0.094,-0.0498,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,3,16,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,6,11,3,7,1,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793135218738033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439817599966478,0.2978471683077129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394656560869016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363614223406983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493205031890099,0.0,0.0,0.15326885591888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814822775273239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904873057406171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264684466948851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001760156742644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608992664220798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813414744008304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251932040549496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Makirsi,2020/01/23,"I feel like an empty shell of human. He took all of me with him. Hello. I wasn’t sure what to do. I can’t stop feeling this way and I just want to write it down. I fell so madly in love with someone. They were the most amazing person I could ever have asked for. I gave him all of me, I sacrificed all of me. We were together 5 years. Knew each other even longer. You could look at my posting history and see I’ve been battling with my life and that relationship for a long time. He loved me. In his own way... I think he loved me at least. He always wanted me around, but he didn’t really like physical contact to much. He would tell me I was unattractive because of how “fat” I am. He would put me down. And demand things from me all the time. I took care of him. I stopped all contact with friends and even family for him, till it was just us. He never worked, I cared for him, took care of all the bills. I cooked, I cleaned. I did everything. He never appreciated me, he never seemed thankful for me. I loved him so much though... things would get physical and he would hurt me, choke me, push me down, when he started to threaten to kill me, I left. I called the police and got my stuff and left. I’m staying with family now, no friends, no ties to others because I cut them all off years ago. I miss him. I miss him so much. I’m so lonely. I can’t sleep. I don’t find pleasure in doing anything. I’m just hollow. I keep wanting to message him. Reach out to him. But I can’t. Because I know I’ll just get sucked back into him. Into the abuse. I miss him. I feel like no one will ever be able to take his place. I’m just empty. He was my world, and now he is gone. Sometimes I hate him, I hate him for doing this to me. I hate him for ruining what we had. I’m scared too. Scared that maybe everything was somehow my fault. Like if I had just been a better person he wouldn’t have treated me so badly. I hate him. How could he? How dare he? I sacrificed everything to him, isolated myself, let him do things to me sexually that I wasn’t totally comfortable with, I cooked for him anything he wanted even if that meant I was only able to eat sliced bread for the day because we had little money. I worked hours to keep him happy, bought him everything he wanted while I had nothing. But most of all I loved him harder then I feel like anyone could love someone. I hate him for not loving me for those things, for not appreciating me, for choking me and wanting me dead. He broke me as a person. And I miss him. I’m so lonely and broken without him. I’m not ok. I’m empty, heartbroken, lonely, a shadow of who I was, and I’m angry, sad, regretful.",0.11835264553958068,2.3181162813067147,2.1715353901996397,94.592084601424,87.6388384754991,5.060460700823676,18.095797850062823,6.527325351335832,-0.1085840513751224,2025,53,456,23,65,675,222,551,0.27399999999999997,0.603,0.12300000000000001,-0.9987,0,6,0,0,1,1,91.0,4,1,2,3,29,52,10,2,11,1,42,14,2,3,15,94,103,33,2,18,15,0,4,5,2,6,2,0,1,4,19,27,5,4,10,2,3,7,18,26,0,1,27,6,109,26,59,64,17,52,0,12,2,7,78,18,1,6,28,314,128,2,0.1240284286661722,0.07347670334533579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497185928269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051600794180259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043361780563996685,0.0,0.1020648288852504,0.05520579853338713,0.0579749190978528,0.0,0.0,0.04768510291313955,0.05177927863266371,0.15121315784928807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054846533045941316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332344643890518,0.0,0.18968287362992936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980532160096901,0.0,0.0,0.03999403793689155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345602312832765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287941109105563,0.11219081449010053,0.0,0.0,0.22293750857181635,0.0,0.11692296429899175,0.0,0.1254250003418499,0.1329089013317479,0.0,0.0,0.05667986841822145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582405632166484,0.0,0.06479973489346266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959843230846131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601528430720001,0.0,0.30613098905736824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107150930589025,0.0,0.06638749905205686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024216616055772,0.06860953998930293,0.0,0.03408139038564972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475725064808058,0.06341373574714887,0.04380247356165963,0.1514850633209275,0.062154534480415476,0.0,0.05488062821126235,0.05207632136080781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917917474253263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062301613574520624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136762748945316,0.0,0.14348755544616526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595043111852057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042022436572580736,0.04716460446783477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244525986768835,0.06479165492537989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939247501893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062341413845683036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039727893666487164,0.0,0.0,0.06658005802189736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417409402915898,0.0,0.04941729981607358,0.056455411637838175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062059000257023336,0.0,0.10508888512138384,0.0,0.06133364367477673,0.0,0.043893980090367817,0.0660989012252996,0.0,0.10369331999032423,0.0,0.0,0.07099143864059522,0.0,0.0,0.05844766310085305,0.0,0.046626971414281945,0.0,0.054203156714258564,0.057094356685446,0.0,0.0,0.16479795372337844,0.03973620452041597,0.060928650718893085,0.0,0.0723219741654473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670022176876887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459546423388518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219465542079266,0.09844799362705232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977948963469585,0.0,0.09029417324042943,0.0,0.0,0.1762124743499703,0.0,0.0,0.07987024162924877 lonely,Generationisolation,2020/01/23,"Giving up on being cared about I feel like no one really wants me around or is annoyed by me, so I’ve started to avoid hanging out with people, which makes me feel more lonely so yay. I honestly think if I killed myself id maybe make a good 12 hours of gossip in my small city which is probably more than anyone’s ever thought about me. Not really feeling like there is a point to this anymore",3.4622222222222234,4.655860592592596,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.7037037037037,7.375308641975309,23.37654320987655,7.793537801064563,1.0350395061728397,312,8,64,4,6,102,63,81,0.18,0.604,0.21600000000000005,0.6699,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,1,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,16,15,4,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,3,9,6,13,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088148556583684,0.14722556749361573,0.0,0.0,0.18743937431306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467575324596075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045984869669288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31939013942178723,0.3008423265682121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198438688219292,0.0,0.17660428302316666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735512929367106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294888560890825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057339354993888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810953707974825,0.0,0.211531682854661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267811403020558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459729362593245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990433649908452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270148516940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697749776092447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903253612522402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349157065154753,0.0,0.1671578500012266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419131378544655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,23jhall,2020/01/23,"Poor old lonely me Hello my fellow lonely redditors it’s nice to know that people are also super lonely and have their own problems and know that I am not the only one. To start it all off let’s say I have friends even though I have these friends I just feel lonely because I don’t relate to them at all. I have family issues so even when I am at home I am extremely depressed and lonely. I think the only person who would get this is you guys and my sister who is also depressed but not so lonely. At 15 years old you would think I would of had my first kiss or at least ask someone out, but no I have to much fear and anxiety to do it cause I’m scared of being seen as an outcast cause I got rejected. I don’t think anyone really loves me because I am constantly left out of family game nights and parties with my “friends.” I am just a stupid hermit who can’t do anything because of my depression and anxiety. But I can’t get help with my problems because I’m scared that people will tell me to just suck it up and not do anything about it or see me as weird. I just want to end it all but I don’t want to hurt my sister and anyone else who might care about me. Just one last thing I’m sorry to be ranting about this I’m just scared of life and my future.",3.3414043783560494,3.815261977695169,4.670303593556382,88.19650041305245,72.34572490706321,7.4647666253614195,23.866377529946302,7.3871296695380915,0.8380233787691038,988,24,219,10,18,329,125,269,0.23399999999999999,0.65,0.11599999999999999,-0.987,0,13,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,2,17,28,2,4,4,0,30,3,0,2,3,48,52,24,0,7,15,2,1,0,4,5,1,1,1,2,17,14,0,0,6,1,1,0,9,20,0,3,3,4,35,8,29,41,6,20,0,11,2,2,23,9,1,3,11,158,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027229886088226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331740069532704,0.0,0.0,0.1401352613599684,0.1026747433273206,0.1649249786962243,0.0,0.0936807752637153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443430034544113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216854076679084,0.20588204870558768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828904310293157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892651967855657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371076684619247,0.0,0.08875437638131392,0.0,0.0,0.1323726268081469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889340099496048,0.1127616456478906,0.050668079629590336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523671197091179,0.0,0.0,0.23226091622420106,0.0,0.10470888957096687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014533979218004,0.0,0.0,0.09922148652161847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671671827341841,0.0,0.1005166038472248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072745331221375,0.0,0.0,0.10459091880428577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014318339984533,0.08168273968532908,0.0,0.0,0.10887607873856048,0.1024692749831074,0.07077973968016534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044146087374844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063046506712833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366427038773612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403824139541128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103024795949664,0.0,0.13580681087092605,0.15242511004096926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894295618911093,0.0874975944720457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917706815655205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419568903561959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968927253663764,0.300976497526978,0.0,0.07985265059870844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490575220255353,0.0,0.0,0.11217443912929996,0.0709276036648758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758604275345097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657361625905123,0.1926273552478999,0.09845366451454744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821032523251156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135542593045312,0.0,0.0,0.06453054417979699 lonely,SarAblue789,2020/01/23,(18F) Keep going back and forth between loving and hating being alone. Some days I feel like I could be alone forever and be happy and content and then the next day i’ll dread the idea of being alone forever. It’s like I’m living in a constant state of confusion. It’s great,0.9053571428571416,3.3902059642857165,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,87.57142857142857,5.342857142857143,18.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.3779571428571424,218,6,43,3,7,72,39,56,0.21,0.5489999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.6369,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,6,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359416698257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738168637677846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117990211376007,0.0,0.16341554921631812,0.0,0.0,0.26399561921844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348933346943212,0.14621915964109608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632096137159025,0.0,0.0,0.225653827849274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178792984852043,0.0,0.20207321937755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310520537669829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819236717574201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998677381292848,0.0,0.1807309080494583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472629261362086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767314054500966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Subpar_diabetic,2020/01/23,It’s so hard making friends as an adult Just learned that all my friends lied to me and now I lost my gf because of it. Now I’m all alone and have nobody to talk to,3.935263157894738,2.447784631578948,4.551578947368423,96.27105263157895,71.10526315789474,7.6,29.52631578947368,3.1291,0.6552210526315783,128,4,35,0,2,41,29,38,0.19399999999999998,0.654,0.152,0.0347,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937819213543897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317719141486962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874971535823739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405926373037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150431027761589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537925000811739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055976405567618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tfujszempaj,2020/01/23,i really just need a hug but have no one who would want to so i think im gonna lay in bed hugging my pillows for the rest of my life,1.3781818181818188,0.5801124242424258,4.075303030303028,95.23295454545456,76.27272727272728,7.8121212121212125,22.560606060606066,7.1686216300943375,0.28349696969696936,102,2,30,1,2,37,30,33,0.08199999999999999,0.703,0.215,0.5472,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180128947715587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33873120414073177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555916462247227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249659068025125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072218567903696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072861258904874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828600810684885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406694803271842,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ProfessorReeves,2020/01/23,"Friendly PSA New to the sub but certainly not the mood. Recently I've found that the lo-fi music stations on youtube have incredibly wholesome communities. It is an ambient, cordial space of people like you who are tired of sitting in silence, and simply want to have some small talk. I highly recommend it as an experience to be had. Cheers.",5.3547619047619035,7.42368447619048,6.181142857142856,73.18885714285717,69.31746031746032,9.484444444444444,34.822222222222216,9.888512548439397,3.876323174603175,274,14,46,7,5,90,54,63,0.052000000000000005,0.711,0.23800000000000002,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294822603070968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693143417557809,0.2602323541139536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558771067310462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455706908827045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253104273635785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351401409530434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325768573841193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27072945946658256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871340533986061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986697872973466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nwhalen9021,2020/01/23,"Does anybody have friends and family, but still feel lonely because nobody knows the ""real"" you. I feel like I create a different person with every person I'm with, because I always create a fake personality when I meet someone. I'm not even really sure who the real me is, or if one exists. I just make a new person so I can fit in.",5.222611940298506,5.250123462686566,7.321604477611946,72.40389925373138,68.1044776119403,9.088059701492536,27.19776119402985,8.841846274778883,2.1420179104477617,260,7,47,4,4,93,49,67,0.14,0.6629999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.4765,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,9,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,8,3,3,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038459580983934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034670188268185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882784640418107,0.0,0.0,0.1581609413560715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193726496128803,0.0,0.15227561233083456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703792839463585,0.0,0.1827683883601336,0.12911591590678193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963411036322462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993263029998869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882971682147507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064089076722477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455336125077933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224695712402378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312374356380801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114281586496375,0.1157823891341681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313475077416344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144333858328269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033900991419212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RudiTarzan,2020/01/23,Ive been alone for so long I never had a girlfriend and friends were rare now im all alone again.,-1.2783333333333324,0.7440454090909085,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,94.9090909090909,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.4425030303030302,77,2,20,0,3,24,19,22,0.18100000000000002,0.679,0.14,0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7598003045329961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833932260455588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962131730523204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246115615057763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829032207304307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pervertedcereal,2020/01/23,"Recently had a breakup, I’m not coping with being alone well. I was in a year long toxic relationship, finally had the guts to leave. (And for good reason!) But I’m constantly taunted by missing my partner’s company. I’m so lonely. Before we split, I’d spend every single ounce of my time with him. He lived an hour away from me & my job, I’d make the drive every single day. Completely void of being lonely, but very high on codependency. Now that we’re done, all I do is work, and then get high in my car before I go home to go do nothing and with no one. Very sad to admit, but sometimes I’ll stay home and do a full face of makeup to take Instagram pictures, and I’m not even doing anything but I’ll kinda stage it to make it look like I am. Sad. It’s Winter so I can’t really do much of anything I actually enjoy either. Just lonely. Hope you guys are okay.",0.7939866240186113,2.8910286022099463,3.315318406513523,88.26081709799361,83.41988950276244,6.020471067170688,19.47106717068916,7.273561745256523,0.5112806629834252,671,18,142,10,19,233,117,181,0.115,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.2328,1,7,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,6,12,0,0,6,1,15,2,2,3,1,24,29,12,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,6,1,1,4,1,14,6,19,23,6,24,0,6,1,0,8,7,0,2,12,84,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1366551091164196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503524754716224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172914018990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047568502363736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156859879562746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383209463905842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682526817200256,0.15132935948818602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031174980687674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433056294591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249257475479186,0.0,0.2359730390925614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340278791625628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316312314456425,0.0,0.1591715740100029,0.117455702005967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865783252429276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591182082845485,0.28093540846361903,0.13908752185909296,0.13790742703862585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896429857567405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827809271129785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841460299510735,0.0,0.12365451061993785,0.12392761071239232,0.11759512037821815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869504722222104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029427034861191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436848944006655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489213827337853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897107613595681,0.14398051381841714,0.1382688315327852,0.15034644793029056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849936060572438,0.0,0.0,0.1492599331777471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528977802300682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165622144325206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310890249962091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259093415526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194800529488927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017870726653787 lonely,angriesttire,2020/01/23,"i’m so tired i’ve lost so much in my life, my mom died from cancer when i was 12 and my dad had a sudden heart attack when i was 11. i was separated from my brother and sister and even though that was 8 years ago we just aren’t close anymore. i havent even seem my older brother since they passed and i can’t afford to go see him nor has he made the effort to even see me. i would surround myself with so many people but lately i’ve been feeling hollow. my studies have finally been going well for once but i’ve just been so damn tired. i have a girlfriend but after a year and a half everything just seems so dull, i can’t afford to travel so i’m always stuck getting high all the time because i just need an escape. i can’t talk to anyone about my problems because there’s just so much baggage and idk anyone that could even relate to the stuff i’ve been through so i’ve used music as my therapy and as my companion. i’m so alone man, i’m not suicidal or anything but i just wish i had a sign or something just giving me an idea as to what to look forward to. idk how to feel anymore.",3.0501329787234037,3.577392276595745,4.498976063829789,88.96718750000002,73.04255319148936,6.8962765957446805,24.47473404255319,6.6274283507984215,0.6864521276595745,855,23,191,6,16,286,129,235,0.158,0.767,0.075,-0.9570000000000001,3,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,27,6,2,0,10,0,20,5,1,3,1,39,41,30,2,5,14,5,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,1,0,5,7,5,1,1,13,5,27,1,20,26,3,20,0,2,3,0,14,5,1,4,12,126,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967080082663756,0.0,0.0,0.12813717544069228,0.0,0.0,0.1029454068842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539507759190396,0.17301656745014274,0.0,0.1018114692329678,0.0,0.0,0.14074998409390976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083779531244082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987807902511207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840239574601914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268650201589704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111920508893052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511365279126632,0.0,0.0,0.13552981279205767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463887989101055,0.11868402306682935,0.14062647700489925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466094449313082,0.0,0.1307175515666995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966543924186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956216689857714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738748182029747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389410040461504,0.0,0.1350555929357042,0.0,0.0,0.117067373843589,0.0,0.12543321684444056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490001038783892,0.0,0.0,0.18189767632382825,0.09173721859708638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317583456923877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857722500315782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183838554980528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971785170171425,0.2252610803458045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234291570080327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952461221986022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163042744307347,0.13533019872535462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994418899364408,0.0,0.0,0.1414852288556584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155481013047124,0.0,0.07214244640424812,0.2843971395249233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068548300450183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123963078634436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227252426900547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788752749939574,0.0,0.0,0.1593439529969387 lonely,useles_jello,2020/01/23,"Sad Just so sad and wanted to post somewhere people related ... Okay that’s it .-.",-0.4009999999999998,0.2206487333333378,1.6058333333333332,90.22875,128.33333333333334,4.166666666666667,17.083333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.373333333333334,61,2,11,1,4,20,14,15,0.304,0.608,0.08900000000000001,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247022744017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7248500214896479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464078511676665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scenicmode,2020/01/23,"I’m usually okay Until I realize that when other people go home from work, they have people they can text and laugh with. Whenever they think of something funny, they have that go-to person, or people. I have people around me, but there’s a disconnect. One day I’d like to have a friend who I connect with and won’t have to worry about falling out of favor with. It would also help with friendships if my emotions didn’t come in two flavors (stress or apathy). I’m kind of hopeless on that part though... On a side note, if you want to talk to someone, briefly or longer, and I seem like a good option, don’t be afraid to send a message. Or if you want to talk about your cats, hmu too.",3.501642857142855,4.471251592857144,4.282857142857143,89.29214285714286,72.35714285714286,7.028571428571429,24.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7911571428571427,533,14,114,5,10,171,90,140,0.067,0.711,0.222,0.9664,0,0,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,3,4,1,8,11,0,2,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,25,19,15,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,1,1,13,8,22,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,9,6,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907750274099115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548187064109104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980993869264905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215896485572542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562778784779966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436411424964995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767659262049914,0.14586928037118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656966434263973,0.0,0.1744480904864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110276692839186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992940717803193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784739000681052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832993685947466,0.0,0.4822752155568879,0.15185340225984806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583231115546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735522069133625,0.13388608815023806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921580776624015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795680356223883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114358988541692,0.17086782798651895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988692360243307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915396895698356,0.0,0.2051558123067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661013397960022,0.17661625462774636,0.0,0.12354221864859564,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowMeAway666x,2020/01/23,"I just need a friend please I lost all my friends due to a mental breakdown that lasted for a while, and I want to make a friend so I don't feel so alone.",0.4173333333333318,1.6546368285714266,1.7714285714285722,103.14190476190477,80.71428571428572,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-1.1729047619047623,119,2,32,0,3,38,26,35,0.133,0.513,0.354,0.8011,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297492090115933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452362358656025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6657584312984104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234137424070812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31355436457927444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173369118931197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894684894587602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129834437820976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153012255054159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694204990866894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whocaresyoyo,2020/01/23,"Man, oh man. I truly think I’m going insane. I’m completely isolated. My husband doesn’t love me anymore. I have no friends. Sorry just needed to vent",-0.4039999999999999,1.4091539333333358,2.486666666666668,86.14000000000004,109.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1236666666666664,118,5,21,2,6,41,25,30,0.23800000000000002,0.48700000000000004,0.276,0.5279,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038377052008632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269464460701561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31460538938041593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314238505573597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675181964776196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301937171709426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558323932564334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092036959238823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cherrcherrcherry,2020/01/23,"kinda feels like I'm trapped in my own head I only have myself to keep me company and level headed (to an extent). I'm in highschool, and I get it's not supposed to be the most wonderful time of your life, but I literally sit for 8 hours a day extremely bored, eavesdropping on people, and creating conversations or situations in my head. I get weirded out by myself for feeling so satisfied or emotionally impacted over a whole situation that I fabricated in my imagination just because I'm that desperate for a meaningful interaction. I also hate when the ""wall"" breaks; when I know so much about other people around me from listening, and then we have to talk to each other, I realize that they don't know anything about me at all, and that I'm like a background character to them. My brain unhealthy sets on this idea that there must be something deadly wrong with me that no one wants to even know me. Me being overweight, my face, my personality, my awkwardness, everything even to the irrational, and it's hard trying to reason things out. I avoid looking into mirrors or reflections so I can purposely go through the day with a better mood, or else I'll have constant, horrible anxiety about my appearance. I avoid speaking too much and have little conscious rules to not embarrass myself. I also have a habit of comparing myself to others or changing myself. I just can't help but see all these people with a great group of friends doing stuff together and hanging out, or pretty girls with boyfriends and popular social medias and shit like that, and not help but really want that too. It makes me really sad. I'm not like an extremely obsessive person, it's just that I've been dealing with this shit for years and it's kind of snowballing. I can't get professional help in general (family problems), but it also sucks ass trying to go through by myself. I can't kill myself because I'm too scared to, but I'm trapped in this cycle and I don't have very many options. I don't know what to do.",8.350380270046848,7.355225528795812,8.622780380270049,69.0511945439515,62.03664921465969,12.230586938550566,37.12096996417746,11.418023490513045,4.280055497382199,1600,65,285,40,19,530,194,382,0.203,0.67,0.127,-0.9878,0,4,1,0,0,2,41.0,1,1,2,1,21,26,5,6,13,0,20,10,8,2,3,72,49,33,2,4,18,0,3,4,1,1,2,2,0,3,25,25,1,3,14,0,0,4,11,16,0,1,1,7,43,9,50,44,9,34,0,1,2,1,19,18,4,11,13,207,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395963692034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639975384266143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218393814239612,0.08890486529635727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175881688856842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832629473646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148718608871032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564849476122552,0.0,0.0,0.10792325201706196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288148944457842,0.10296088016493088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342799906631154,0.1123395391295384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192548344523494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975610214702373,0.0,0.0941479035464544,0.0,0.1009938544177016,0.07134665973200688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715878626659069,0.0,0.1565327879043043,0.0,0.1135160682231993,0.0,0.0,0.1101062741182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946329133834834,0.09860027413144308,0.30748419338236743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082089328115496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835115970656126,0.0,0.0,0.11274030230345478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876843730967475,0.11049060194474046,0.10399852493168484,0.21954225837463665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054065179931145,0.19516441398179926,0.1000952918414401,0.0,0.0,0.08386507321169201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666354432670908,0.10125181192068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468308776198507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767403356461851,0.07595511555607509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771042822688504,0.17440407022744553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160299864695796,0.0,0.09556144833788413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795768302458213,0.10268229067330584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998660825712943,0.0,0.0795829152041099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502883665315166,0.0,0.22451459243159985,0.0,0.10180419143143596,0.0,0.07688427909002535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143264739793538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802711736985036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634873630181938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823460163570636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560942075102528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824026453537921,0.11781102090781917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150052544207546,0.0,0.0,0.10830401371004286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919141995127356,0.0,0.06431256554455457 lonely,bvila2019,2020/01/23,"Love is bullshit THIS IS A NO-FILTER RANT “You’ll find the one someday” “Let things happen naturally” “Just give it time” Yeah, I fucking get it—then the rest of the world is like: “yeah I found the girl I want to marry at only 18 years of age and we fuck on the daily cause she loves my height, muscles, and my 6.5 inch cock.” Yeah you can suck my left nut you pretentious prick. I don’t fucking get it. How do they do it. What the secret? Oh, that’s right: height, masculinity, sports, cock size. Simple 1-2-3-4 method. I have nothing going for me an any of those departments: I’m 5’ 7”, I’m built like a pencil, I don’t play sports, and I’m 5 inches when fully erect (yeah I’m not fucking scared go ahead and clown me). So outside appearances, I ain’t getting anywhere. I’m repulsive... and people wonder why I have such low self-confidence/esteem. So what other things do I have going for me? Personality... I think I have a good personality: I’m a gentlemen, I’m sweet, kind, and funny as people have told me... well big whoop since anyone can develop a good personality with those same traits. To be groundbreaking in that department is not feasible in this day and age. Talent/hobbies: I actually got some of that: acting (musical theater), singing, dancing, Rubik’s cube, chess. Problem: no one cares, and Ive gotten BULLIED my whole life for what I enjoy. Other than that, I don’t have anything going for me. I’m a lost fucking cause. People are even suggesting me to become homosexual. Well PSA: I DONT FANCY MEN, I FANCY WOMEN. I’m starting to think “true love” is fake too. I’ve never felt it before. I can’t imagine how it can be felt. But that’s besides the point. Anyways, as much as I adore women, screw them as well. I think I’m pretty decent human being, but if I can’t be loved nor desired romantically, then what’s the point? Can anybody with Stephen Hawking level IQ tell me what’s wrong here... or is it just me? “",1.3449437229437216,3.681462693506498,3.3403246753246765,87.44096320346321,83.10389610389609,5.744588744588745,21.11471861471861,7.07126945348624,0.6474848484848477,1487,46,302,20,42,501,214,385,0.095,0.765,0.14,0.9148,0,1,1,0,0,0,83.0,1,3,2,2,15,32,8,1,15,4,34,14,3,4,2,41,78,23,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,24,11,0,0,10,6,0,9,12,14,3,2,7,3,40,18,24,65,5,35,0,2,0,12,24,16,10,5,12,175,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.09060224325941656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313702861227435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649186062659885,0.0,0.07640261024599798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253878157823412,0.07900331168847488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466053306558568,0.19075249908473327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598766279438217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881234702817798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132251338282772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828938757128668,0.0,0.08485763299364395,0.0,0.0,0.10179853267159317,0.0,0.4291633988788083,0.14552130081975825,0.08906431883477567,0.21106128796330148,0.15574609912731788,0.07425573988344784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210154486273291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668262371105883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087515759873504,0.09493916737918097,0.06557838487349366,0.09071766936687993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135007289795084,0.0,0.3351809405629529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825094153695788,0.0,0.07160693122622871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908621598829412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582684468718222,0.07061196167024357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930987885291104,0.2432031094655453,0.0,0.0,0.17553497074831714,0.0,0.0,0.09445561360174876,0.0,0.08883906340983679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792881743421589,0.0,0.0,0.09295293013645327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968564252478678,0.0,0.0,0.07680142481624777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571538285260586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114965168262203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233627094189431,0.17847184655794796,0.0,0.0,0.054138018597925865,0.0,0.0,0.08871631515422472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547617315290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504334202887342,0.0,0.08377716933005415,0.10365688697972268,0.0,0.0,0.10068523770701324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151021828972932,0.0,0.05978842083117461 lonely,pixeltwits,2020/01/23,"I'm... in a rut. I don't know how to really start off this post, really. It's hard to put into words I'm feeling. It's like in a way I'm content but also being constantly scared about the future, what people think of me, can I be loved, where I am now, and so forth. My aunt just died recently. My aunt was like a mother to me because my real mother had to leave for work and basically work all day (she split from my father) and my aunt, who had no obligation, basically raised me. She did whatever for me to be happy. She did amazing things for me like buy me things, ask about my day, do favors for me, teach me things, try to be my friend. Just to see that I had a smile on my face... I never really knew what it felt like to be cared for until she was gone. A flood of memories of her and what she did for me hit me like a truck and my whole mood flipped. I miss her, and ever since her sudden passing it only added to my sadness of just feeling.... lonely. I've been in a relationship once, an online one if I'm being specific, and things turned sour - when we split I became massively depressed for some time but eventually got out of it when I met some friends that I felt that I really could connect with and felt like I really belonged somewhere, y'know? And we're still friends to this day but... some are moving away, some can't hang out because of work or I can't hang out because of things I have to take care of... and it sucks. We talk on discord but it's beginning to become scarce because we all have our own shit to do. So, the position I'm in now is... I feel content sometimes, but it's not for long because then I feel lonely and scared. I haven't been in a relationship for awhile but I have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to be in company of someone. I see couples and I guess I'm envious of them and I can't help but feel envy. And with the passing, my friends doing their own thing (rightfully), it's a lot to process. Maybe since I'm only 18 I am overthinking things. I just felt that I needed to vent somewhere because it's been on my mind. Thanks for reading.",2.913823614318705,3.9568086004618936,4.4031228348729785,87.5950075779446,73.84988452655891,7.629590069284066,25.078594110854503,8.07648339933343,1.2766859699769055,1616,50,355,24,32,540,191,433,0.11599999999999999,0.733,0.151,0.9603,0,4,0,0,1,0,65.0,4,0,2,3,17,29,3,3,13,0,35,3,2,1,4,67,75,31,1,4,14,6,11,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,28,23,0,0,13,1,1,7,8,11,0,1,19,14,59,17,58,47,10,46,0,6,2,1,32,17,2,8,26,246,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636615910619974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442168419118032,0.0,0.0747932817759717,0.0,0.0,0.29116568131858617,0.08791954164716896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232903397341694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602675356266977,0.0,0.06355961389977463,0.08808349564958919,0.0,0.15401955054973065,0.0,0.06856528681932099,0.0,0.08261937039251868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200897815002551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241509774667341,0.056871169090741226,0.30574034515638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460163038934863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636688920498149,0.0,0.08769595036851711,0.0,0.0,0.08474300123143046,0.07131212572850099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335881185209252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749971579248282,0.0,0.0,0.08429218879640701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335139507046385,0.0,0.0,0.07044958137946616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767892036087361,0.07184831487557185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997580819764613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080380252761761,0.0,0.0,0.08460951225456627,0.0,0.05902749086585569,0.06139773142678686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847787262988229,0.05394368033994097,0.1210892349080357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518938531938087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624138313554753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002689931182556,0.0,0.0,0.07962842010955558,0.09061005459678896,0.2549910204305575,0.0,0.07860218754575392,0.17093598848056432,0.0,0.0679838382991198,0.0,0.0,0.15940074353473768,0.0,0.12687274903429446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171531562639117,0.13170326317057254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745064885132818,0.0,0.07873323724961738,0.0,0.05634615752832154,0.0,0.06357415509047185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059854464575068336,0.06398499256541787,0.0,0.07329131714994043,0.0,0.0,0.3702109041608728,0.05100887262616421,0.0,0.0,0.04641941036898287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404784419339274,0.08658942287518327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695419880880367,0.06318823385162063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887823564468925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738642644898105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Truepanda16,2020/01/23,Am I the only one? Am I the only person who is disliked because of others gut feelings or Bc something like that. Am I the only one who doesn’t know why I have a phone. Am I the only one who only gets notifications from Reddit Or game notifications. am I the only 16 year old who wants to die. Am I the only one who thinks I’m a terrible person. Am I the only person who just wants it to rain. Does anyone else really care about me. Will anyone ever care about me. Why tf am I here if nobody wants to even look at me. Or talk or anything. how much longer am I gonna feel alone 24/7. am I as alone as I think.,-0.05230519480519291,1.863351280303032,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,85.43939393939394,4.983549783549783,15.48917748917749,6.1826913282559595,-0.552027705627705,467,8,106,4,14,166,70,132,0.105,0.8220000000000001,0.073,-0.4963,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,0,14,1,1,1,1,16,28,8,1,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,15,3,10,26,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,5,4,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290223923571754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461815846408444,0.11328611785483048,0.0909849392767576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739892740246611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545519911288514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474821322152914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967555013375163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236222552243388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302663009117531,0.10001167449433608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118091919080232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776524596009689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076320841515516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401609717324343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284610552959513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812774295449797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601855878328285,0.0,0.2996847303093013,0.6727126232042704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896212586899194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083027586128987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511774468902672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886733867605671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169018632044506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564093956275996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953403790082905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119973808830167 lonely,lalalandyas,2020/01/23,"my bf was my only friend, but now we've broken up Hello all. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for quite some time. Over the years, I've self-medicated with isolation. By the time I met my ex I had no friends left and I was desperate for connection. Needless to say, the relationship was super codependent and toxic and we are no longer together. I care about him still, but I really need to grow. I'm trying to do the inner work on myself so that I don't manifest another relationship like that into my life. I believe in the Law of Attraction and I believe in God. I'll forever be grateful that God sent me this person to be my friend and confidant in a time when I was at my lowest. But as I've tried to climb my way out of depression, I feel that this person doesn't want to do the same. It just really hurts because now I seriously don't have any close friends. I'm trying to stay busy. I'm going to therapy. I'm reading books daily. I'm learning an instrument. I'm writing. And I'm reaching out to my family back home more often. I can't seem to shake the belief that I'm somehow damaged for not having a social circle. I can't be the only person in the world without an outrageous social calendar. But even with this fear, I still have faith that everything will work out for my good. The hardest work will be within myself. Now that God's gotten me alone and all to Himself, I've been on a journey to really transform my mind. I'm so tired of not living my life to the fullest, of being afraid of every social interaction, of not fully committing myself to my dreams. I've been able to get so much done since this breakup, and I can feel my progress every day. In closing, I pray for peace and love for you all! Have a wonderful day and thanks for reading my post. Always remember, you are loved <3",2.859125175315569,4.619034733695656,4.6233730715287535,83.05879382889201,75.30434782608695,8.009256661991586,25.457924263674606,8.748949900417786,1.917026893408135,1434,50,285,30,31,486,184,368,0.14,0.65,0.209,0.987,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,0,7,15,23,1,4,17,0,29,5,0,0,4,50,53,20,0,2,9,1,2,1,5,2,3,1,1,3,12,21,0,0,7,4,0,6,11,10,0,0,11,3,40,13,50,35,7,42,3,4,0,2,27,20,0,5,14,189,52,7,0.09540591540412104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881175544003984,0.0,0.0,0.0793853644247617,0.0,0.0,0.06487929408304476,0.10004142089622756,0.07298526414667864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733612598900662,0.0,0.05815856050466086,0.0,0.0,0.21497959152195015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727268922544692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305784540240575,0.0,0.1643459502758243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763337568473912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301470732980398,0.0,0.16076719710272494,0.0,0.08574468495628586,0.0,0.08994020613397602,0.10735817925298692,0.09648019491066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948414943064725,0.0,0.049845653064710144,0.0,0.05422138035434527,0.08002195533797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569991207319442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213400567218807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365880624051847,0.0,0.1347760390761039,0.04661051112752235,0.0,0.08424517121923704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722151270957001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597446428993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633277738889348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013432536735076,0.0707422773881912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512099564006986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499142960595156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137249432626852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101475934778538,0.19086346719955374,0.0,0.18335841724789465,0.0,0.0,0.204860496953828,0.10807630388117273,0.0,0.0,0.07587061324240715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685396218832303,0.09952917702350028,0.0,0.0,0.07892075911981529,0.0,0.0,0.29176294801280034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169001165982296,0.1523825745651522,0.0,0.0,0.09973897762546877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783694871513016,0.10910497897258672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689586951857271,0.1096550649799144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943230618519008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562728807873835,0.07572877486796491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196789788154204,0.10346364551189267,0.20836992807950544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143828151444715 lonely,Throwaway_7462827473,2020/01/23,"I’m at the loneliest point in my life when I’m with the most people I know the title sounds weird so let me explain. At this point my life it seems I have a lot of friends and that people are always talking to me and hanging around me and felt great. I’m 16, so I know I should going around doing stupid shit and having fun but I can’t ever seem to have fun with life. I know this sounds like a huge clusterfuck so imma just tell a bunch of events. 2019 was a year I made many great memories. I was around a lot of people and always felt happy. Then in December I got rejected by a girl that I for some reason caught feelings for and i was pretty heartbroken or something like that. Fast forwarding a little, I feel as if I’m pushing people away. I feel like that Women aren’t worth it anymore. Nothing feels right anymore. I feel like my friends aren’t really my friends. I don’t know what to do. I’ve become a lazy idiot who can’t do anything right. I just don’t know what to do anymore, it’s just been getting worse everday. I’m sorry this is so hard to read but I just felt like I have to throw everything out there.",1.2631466470154749,3.2405580338983064,2.7117391304347827,93.89648857774506,80.9491525423729,5.460280029476787,20.43036109064112,6.498293943080001,0.12748179808400906,880,24,194,8,23,286,118,236,0.131,0.654,0.215,0.975,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,15,18,3,0,11,0,22,4,1,2,1,44,48,17,0,2,8,0,9,5,3,1,3,2,0,2,13,12,0,0,17,1,1,6,6,5,0,0,10,11,25,13,24,36,5,27,0,1,0,0,9,16,1,8,12,122,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175165818316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891804154636881,0.0,0.0,0.07998498655223088,0.2595782563803181,0.0,0.0,0.09131993775642612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107346634352022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792040202569043,0.0,0.0,0.0873545462225405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457290399451739,0.13887535078505256,0.2799735680766577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252828699165003,0.0,0.050781507994971456,0.0,0.05523938980973976,0.0,0.07773745343097928,0.21432043909620488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034681914470176,0.08706956999575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670851047761334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939068837640333,0.20595970014642906,0.2374281304328765,0.09741709575911772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526711084263834,0.0,0.0919703093681747,0.0,0.09854267145038803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932633029797052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695371088155893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376547907911067,0.0,0.0,0.09888446166162662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722346974729597,0.0,0.06226699393647129,0.09993487564962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601169876498315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696930039357375,0.0,0.0,0.09977149497331053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482712763701528,0.0,0.10880427059853856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812340092150524,0.08495460793360438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905221676929768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259178869364761 lonely,Pancho847,2020/01/23,Just another stone on the road Its my first time doing something like this but i just wanted to ask if some people feel lonely but hate to be alone? you crave human touch but get annoyed easy or just cant have it? i feel super lonely and sad sometimes but other days i feel happy that i have no one beside me. i know its not healthy and i wish travel wasnt so expensive but i just wanted to let myself vent. if anyone wishes to talk send a message :) cheers,1.7804137115839254,3.8223980106382953,3.1705673758865287,90.93388888888893,79.53191489361703,5.028841607565012,17.891252955082738,5.82211442006289,-0.29060378250591024,359,7,73,2,9,117,69,94,0.243,0.5489999999999999,0.207,-0.5399,0,5,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,24,18,11,0,6,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,5,0,2,1,4,11,4,5,15,1,7,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,4,4,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536189808615484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816642007833424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214687660632248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342114063384129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033021420769726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300663937599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508545776004956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368395325011248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316329999593792,0.0,0.214829156974959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958404452336473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222504742710642,0.0,0.10630550192824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744741541388753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085237366718318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751459371724442,0.2152061606932843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489392120808342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268808883786038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566853137775921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004450270501198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OtherImplement,2020/01/23,"Afraid to be alone? Why do I get so down when alone? I have very few friends and when my spouse goes away for a few days, I get incredibly lonely. I’m looking for a strategy to make some new friends, but so far no luck. But outside of that, I should be able to be alone for a few nights, no? 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I know a lot of people on this sub need someone to talk to, so I’m making this post. It might help someone",-1.828125,-0.02220756249999667,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,93.375,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.0805250000000002,106,3,27,0,4,37,24,32,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076503092329704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821252837161505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292776339510811,0.0,0.0,0.1800176882213624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860945283641461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999379237029469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869665121395391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582849111845754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.685512937911977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676361894593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stibium05,2020/01/23,"I need a hug We discussed about future careers in class. I felt so down bc I don't know what I want and I can't relate to them. Having my seat at the back of the class made it worse. So freaking lonely as I have no one to talk to (felt like no one wants to talk to me). Atleast my girl classmate was kind enough to glance at me every eight or ten minutes to check what I am doing. Feeling like a failure in the middle of learning more hinders the progress of having a motivation. What a long text to just state that I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on. ＼(￣▽￣;)／",0.5243989071038229,2.3504052377049227,2.206147540983608,97.35353825136616,82.68852459016394,4.394535519125683,20.8224043715847,4.7782277997778095,-0.3952153005464485,437,13,103,1,12,143,79,122,0.161,0.674,0.165,0.1457,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,10,0,8,3,1,2,0,16,17,6,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,4,4,14,5,20,13,2,11,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,1,5,72,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674025436072064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913991516342165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494858558436368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834267688690657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007873951434244,0.15552927288774618,0.41806397103204507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267073893126757,0.11964557255167133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127203958403065,0.0,0.0,0.1926630372185948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059987645386075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228526116671381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950465592424725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34996781422055984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256817382744777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186110299577244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,someone-kill-me,2020/01/23,"I eat a lot when I'm sad Just ordered a five guys because I have no energy to cook for myself. Which makes me fatter and further reduces the chances of anyone being even remotely attracted to me. Oh well",4.013577235772356,5.266855073170731,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,71.4390243902439,8.393495934959349,30.739837398373986,8.841846274778883,2.647627642276423,162,7,30,3,3,55,36,41,0.12,0.68,0.2,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036952172693643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647649164178688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444303365855836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868723636640721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300572263474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692537584398576,0.0,0.0,0.28992015843802343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905168659684312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cookiescreamsandwich,2020/01/23,"Everyone is sad but holy shit I’m sad too Ayo so yeah I don’t like to say I’m depressed cause I always feel like I’m appropriating something that I don’t really fit into but god damn I’m pretty sad lol Like I feel like I don’t have any friends at school and even my roommates most of us are introverts and the only extrovert of our group is studying abroad this semester so it feels like everyone is just staying on there sides now. I’m not looking for sympathy by posting here either, I know I’m stuck up and that I get anxious talking to people I don’t know, I get anxious trying to connect to people that I even know. Pretty much lost my old friend group cause of how anxious I was being around them I stopped showing up as much and also cause of how everyone talked in everyone’s back I noticed so I’m “kinda” okay with that It’s kinda trash but I just wanted to have these thought down somewhere since it’s the next best thing after actually talking to someone in my opinion Also idk but I’m kinda okay with it I guess because of how busy school has me this semester I barely notice how lonely I am until I’m in class and ppl talk in between each other a lot which luckily doesn’t happen too much cause of how work intensive my classes are now",0.9509328683522256,3.38269086872587,2.885375513762612,89.25676921160795,86.25868725868727,5.504097646033131,22.64055299539171,6.968188349444268,0.8830101133391453,1001,37,201,14,31,334,140,259,0.152,0.637,0.21100000000000002,0.9716,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,1,3,22,18,2,0,3,4,16,1,1,9,0,43,40,21,0,1,8,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,5,25,10,31,35,8,23,0,6,1,0,12,13,2,7,13,128,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.08881738109589454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145569112442644,0.0757316603557171,0.0,0.0,0.06189323056232327,0.0,0.0,0.3084626799224877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102252786248833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998481467610472,0.0,0.05548181812644769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551448769843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739893582478639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839097154313818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022892248453533,0.0,0.0,0.3478744229285875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380595542699775,0.1950631174153139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063572087492435,0.0,0.09510302296799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026313705800324,0.0,0.08048414626728513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005817190255705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232633327906345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642956556239619,0.0,0.09935347873120597,0.0773775851628837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007191985506908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967953435480276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724205854198408,0.0955047925209438,0.0,0.0,0.06922090760642284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261964978125273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716708371012089,0.1851896802575284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058306454340375936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237867527205975,0.0,0.1842238088210464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342545301074877,0.07528843846703996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711660141674931,0.07006769116621275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700973826087897,0.0,0.07609250415052816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926172099068747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060466233402811466,0.0,0.0,0.07225563790314954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617931202898186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947967858213302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368292664407805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625990712523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tysdema,2020/01/23,the best day i’ve had in a while i went out with some friends for the first time in a while and we got some illegal tattoos. it was fun and i don’t regret it just yet,-1.9507692307692288,-0.1453071025640984,0.462256410256412,105.64107692307694,94.3846153846154,4.1456410256410265,15.492307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-1.0954553846153847,129,3,36,1,5,43,30,39,0.142,0.622,0.23600000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,3,5,1,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852744477825339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982184580115025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933286935047485,0.0,0.0,0.3572595290546362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369834324459983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696370350250726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286619544468828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pure_trashhh,2020/01/23,I truly have no one Today was one of the shittiest days of my life. I’ve never failed a class before and today I failed two and I feel like a disappointment. I get home and my mom goes one a rant about how shitty of a kid I am (without even knowing about my grades yet) and I start cry and storm to my room. I’m crying more and she tells me to “go throw a tantrum somewhere else” so I left the house. I have no where to go. I’m just out here sitting in the cold with no one to talk to. I really wish I had a friend right now.,-0.7871794871794862,1.0640302820512844,1.5353846153846151,100.0846153846154,88.05982905982907,4.625641025641026,14.982905982905985,5.8734145424116955,-0.9767811965811966,401,7,103,3,13,135,73,117,0.228,0.638,0.134,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,1,0,9,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,14,8,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,5,2,2,16,2,14,12,1,17,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,68,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647247517229478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781599590075873,0.11101152233320337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379500478436202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369220007367445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703559920957492,0.12297182471507828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329895019002102,0.0,0.08993236977799382,0.0,0.19565426182980572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266339893500732,0.0,0.0,0.1986183307980833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945997759944425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702297031730009,0.0,0.12158260387992376,0.08409547201277122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160004840749954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275955440394627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665670081559405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027278520782303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470006117412246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183659871463767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835395712712967,0.15045179863083133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32632384801384745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814889507825187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979444149308072,0.16593003584987154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Swinging_at_Balls,2020/01/23,"Just went through my first break up. It’s all my fault. I feel awful. Maybe she could have compromised too but I can’t put the blame but on anyone but myself. I am a terrible boyfriend. I have felt like shit all day. I told my friends about it, but now, I have shunned everyone out. I feel so alone. The worst part is I redownloaded bumble and literally the first girl that the app showed me was my ex. My heart sank. When we broke up, she gave me the “you’re such a sweet guy, you will find someone” texts and that’s a load of bull shit. I immaturely called her out on it and we ended on bad terms and again, it was my fault. Now, I have no one. I haven’t smiled all day. And quite frankly, I don’t wanna smile again. I feel so broken and defeated.",-0.2850000000000001,1.9271506114649704,1.150480891719745,100.7959124203822,90.656050955414,4.923439490445861,16.130254777070064,6.508806274219699,-0.5833717197452226,574,13,142,7,20,182,95,157,0.29,0.609,0.102,-0.9897,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,4,11,12,2,0,8,1,13,3,3,0,3,25,20,13,0,2,5,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,9,0,3,6,5,28,3,11,12,6,21,0,2,0,0,13,7,2,0,12,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245497771666126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993067592879096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515314602724647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974447291906105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836330456973987,0.0,0.0,0.2396789206842047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458264683633286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756035529584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818707199200514,0.0,0.17841772929592273,0.0,0.1698374356252601,0.3161192548641987,0.0,0.0,0.14356518858510722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839924468017736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019930875069516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078297253663167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866826190692223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591742121825145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122651834860927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680187792038155,0.0,0.19764398152436086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814860889308734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744590857232474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756035529584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722583425339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2ndonefromthesun,2020/01/23,"dramatic loneliness i really don't mind being alone. i like it, really. i hang out with my friends and i go to work just fine, and i would say i'm a charming enough individual. but i like to be alone, to be able to analyze my thoughts and listen to music or watch videos or what have you in peace. i get overstimulated sometimes and the inside of my brain will start to itch, so i really can't even handle all that much social interaction, even though i do enjoy it. but sometimes, when i'm in bed and playing dragon age or fucking around with a ukulele, that heavy loneliness sets in. the kind that weighs down your bones, makes you feel cold. and i think hey, i could go out and meet someone if even just for a night. i'm a young attractive female (not bragging, just objectively saying) so it wouldn't be difficult for me to find a warm body for the night. and i do match with a good amount of people, it's not like the opportunity isn't there. but every time i think about meeting someone, i chicken out. i feel like i'm too much baggage to unpack on someone, and one night stands have really never been my thing, so i get stuck making plans and cancelling them because i'm a giant baby. it's hard, because sometimes all i want is to sleep next to someone. i'm almost 22 (not very old, i'm aware) and i've never fallen asleep next to someone intimately. i've never had sex in an actual bed, but i've definitely had a decent amount of (mostly regrettable) sex. and of all the times i've had sex, only once was with someone i actually cared for in a romantic sense. i feel like i should be doing these things, enjoying my youth the way i want to, but i worry that i'll scare someone off with what i am. my chest feels so empty and tight when i think about this. i don't even really know why i'm posting here, but hey, i spent the time typing it up so i might as well.",3.6579745976342863,4.596069693717278,5.002123327515999,84.39923695947259,71.95811518324608,8.067636222610046,24.881132441341855,8.401726058763845,1.394025867752569,1461,41,310,23,27,488,189,382,0.067,0.738,0.19399999999999998,0.9932,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,1,3,22,21,1,1,17,0,27,12,7,2,6,67,58,32,0,7,16,0,7,5,1,5,1,3,2,0,16,22,1,1,10,2,1,4,11,3,1,1,8,12,38,18,41,39,9,40,0,0,1,4,14,14,1,7,23,195,54,2,0.08155632675093287,0.0,0.15917442053468006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166688045406817,0.16893551682547062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260242175370042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943195961782343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090590693462513,0.0,0.09104383295069766,0.0,0.0,0.08315211056682366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511609061191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842694869140621,0.0,0.21546873857181847,0.0,0.06871472278319082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494931719482006,0.11652771225318212,0.0,0.0,0.0745410051329164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301021573855503,0.07539750990009644,0.08521962922822167,0.0,0.09270067991768534,0.06840557746496823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305844947371032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492836408540493,0.044821224300106786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922150840659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887896280300743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651837444329356,0.08234864092309847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990656830632597,0.0,0.1887038009351443,0.0,0.1734721574719428,0.22960526363598285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557964567426747,0.08685482627918102,0.055264677700758255,0.062027261562918816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056540888069890285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810841677641958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261235356428735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971372892721356,0.08165211069391919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816152257547459,0.08313640449216689,0.4837168769704722,0.0,0.24198387763964346,0.0,0.057725987842420376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836479915362104,0.1567740032455717,0.08012867694870335,0.06474661351014054,0.14266844996122569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729251083901867,0.09620806913852854,0.064735616040353,0.0,0.0,0.07332893227018088,0.0,0.07359189961756919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059373977205842726,0.08282440865388176,0.0,0.05793527455853434,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ultramar77,2020/01/23,"Hey. I'm currently a sophomore in high school. I never leave my house, go anywhere, or hang out with my friends outside of school. I've always wanted too, but it feels like they don't see me as someone they'd hang out with outside of school. It's been like this three years. Whenever I try to ask them to hang out, I always have bad timing or some other problem. (A lot of it has to do with my parents but I won't get too much into that for fear of putting in too much personal info). It feels like some of them only like hanging out with me as some kind of joke. On top of this, I really like this girl in my class, but I don't think she reciprocates those feelings, so I end up thinking about her a lot and getting depressed realizing the fact that not much is gonna come from it. And besides, even if I did somehow manage to get into a relationship with her, my parents probably wouldn't allow it cause I'm currently struggling in school and they want me to focus on my studies. I just feel like absolute shit whenever I'm sitting at home, watching Youtube or playing video games and then going on Snapchat and seeing my friends at a party or something, hanging out, having fun, and just never being able to be apart of that. I end up crying myself to sleep a lot, cause it hurts so much. I just don't wanna spend the rest of my life trapped in my bedroom, crying, never being able to do stuff with friends on the weekends, have a girlfriend, be a teenager really. It's really eating me up inside. I don't wanna be alone anymore. TL; DR I'm a sophomore who never gets out of the house and hangs out with friends, and it's taking a toll on me.",5.024999999999999,4.977477214285717,5.817357142857144,83.27764285714288,68.52380952380952,8.267619047619048,30.490476190476194,7.734863291789972,1.8792576190476191,1288,46,265,13,20,423,163,336,0.121,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.401,4,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,5,1,11,21,1,2,14,0,21,5,2,3,5,66,45,21,0,7,12,2,4,6,5,3,2,0,2,2,19,25,1,0,8,5,1,10,11,7,0,1,2,7,35,14,56,34,11,50,0,2,3,0,22,27,1,12,18,188,54,6,0.16964460481626426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785032422687092,0.0,0.0,0.14115790115307775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412093155629513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792974025824499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082307948085177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742717399033945,0.0,0.07306690284466533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863466324937149,0.0,0.0,0.07305732477278692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679439127452987,0.0,0.0,0.15025476668080712,0.0,0.0,0.0560243307623847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544867221293872,0.17155481889029406,0.18179120936600096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213400171881696,0.0,0.17726460838729302,0.0,0.09641293837853512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961941956175236,0.08508368530316011,0.0,0.0,0.1957470970373303,0.09080402906449143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832937515050313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981457087659803,0.0,0.0,0.0599125006843638,0.2486393544997441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163386646994656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494166081967196,0.0,0.26168075498490473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451118322071843,0.0,0.0,0.18837025756302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406356271405799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914527883631844,0.08116348790242063,0.0,0.08526984199730148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630180167655053,0.0,0.0,0.09106740892581612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343378793934519,0.13518478607753498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706887449270895,0.0,0.0,0.08488356006050561,0.0,0.07186966157163505,0.06530035243653537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867468737331566,0.09710124269926004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377581514513297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087014128173468,0.0,0.0,0.04946056665706861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057588775452960074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006078326078373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054622781742412654 lonely,cherry-kid,2020/01/23,"lonely i have the weird interests nobody else is into. im homeschooled and dont have a lot of opportunities to socialize (by choice). i tell myself and others i dont need friends but deep down i really want someone to send that meme to. ill tell my mom random shit and follow it with “im sorry, i just have nobody else to talk to.” i know its cheesy, but i have no one else to tell. im lonely. so lonely. i love my mom so much, but having someone to talk to who understands what im rambling about would be great. just a vent. if not allowed yall can remove it. good day :)",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,2.085000000000001,93.4725,92.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,15.833333333333336,6.322622252153567,-0.3771666666666662,440,10,97,5,16,150,75,120,0.177,0.642,0.182,0.569,1,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,1,0,3,0,11,3,1,1,0,20,17,9,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,0,0,12,6,14,15,2,7,0,3,0,1,13,3,1,3,1,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306867921549248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019174011752688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32280057621504266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995145552478607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803566593304137,0.0,0.14200815524782334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565267490664249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078795318519285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950554988068892,0.1162516953062816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301710117995228,0.0,0.0,0.0946866208632894,0.09550740187456844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728171706516114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251589049588008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322166565841848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131300650552795,0.21827240602803868,0.0,0.0,0.14418684299025447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705743406150967,0.33774418912153725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340907250954377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597262681420917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149949755413198,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xenulordofthesky,2020/01/23,"People keep telling me it's my fault I'm sad and lonely. Maybe it is, idk but still.",-2.1501754385964915,-0.3572000526315797,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,102.15789473684212,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.059224561403509,65,1,17,0,3,21,18,19,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.5927,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632370359718221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235821430883387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613114677108073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162045138079563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555227918881865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DSL117,2020/01/23,"This has been the loneliest I've ever felt in my entire life My friend always comes to me for support, like literally spams me messages and keeps calling me until I answer whenever she is upset. I messaged her 2 days ago because I really needed someone to talk to and she hasn't even opened it yet. Seeing her go on and offline without responding is driving me crazy. I'm always there for her all the time but she can't even be there for me when I desperately need her. I feel so alone and isolated and I keep breaking down and crying and her ignoring me when I need her is making me feel so much worse.",4.7261475409836065,5.392886491803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,69.32786885245902,8.395081967213113,29.1844262295082,8.472884824447931,2.0996360655737702,480,17,93,7,8,160,78,122,0.222,0.7340000000000001,0.043,-0.9741,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,2,24,22,13,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,4,25,3,11,19,2,16,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0,9,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627352814064115,0.0,0.0,0.19013665576242428,0.0,0.0,0.3055115788802027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191051256065376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745880183649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814052681154758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016573406345324,0.11839586841638958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250972290047634,0.16606136308188316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565019441187045,0.0,0.1762685007139486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183579539138572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043344679535982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32635406855588944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296701249396702,0.08968939646601212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254309963506722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134954652107094,0.4083734769322205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176079914316176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629190820265198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554930755540855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832784954633665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475570873962428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704874249528376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696749200359613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870867938955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giveupthetoast,2020/01/23,"i just wanna talk to people i would say i’m sick of the loneliness but i guess i’m kinda just used to it if anyone wants to be friends, plz feel free to pm me. i like people",-1.6514999999999986,0.19828685000000235,1.3949999999999996,99.31,93.0,4.2,13.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.18465,134,2,34,1,5,47,29,40,0.08900000000000001,0.617,0.293,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,8,2,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537496015084785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834942168078932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037727914173194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997776011905072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729564585310476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031812753370075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859433313832306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916869790737605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31343091523293565,0.0,0.0,0.2140490739506779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779525520830365,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BurlyW3nch,2020/01/23,"If you need a friend 28f, free to chat most of the time. I see a lot of people post here looking for someone to talk to. Thought I'd just make a post to let you know I'm happy to talk/listen to you.",-1.3689130434782584,0.2844373260869588,1.080608695652174,103.701347826087,88.78260869565219,3.68,15.72173913043478,3.1291,-1.4054556521739134,151,3,41,0,5,51,32,46,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,9,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,1,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248948620491766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278998855071725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403738462445273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680039911203689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008894134881354,0.0,0.0,0.2228188879174472,0.0,0.0,0.17494659380300434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433584048262825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169966950036015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502018061546141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208851180663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206735104852346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213147848934895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080695701404274,0.1528263356012387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joanne5702,2020/01/24,"I'm pretty sure loneliness is the cause of my mental health issues. I noticed that I've felt lonely my whole life. I feel really guilty saying this because my family are amazing people and the friends that i do have are really nice. I just feel like nobody wants me? that I'm just a burden? that I'm never good enough and never will be? I am currently in therapy and doing my best to get better but I'm scared I will never get better. I also barely get compliments and when i do get them I don't think they're being serious so my self esteem is almost non-existent.",2.60094827586207,4.407646853448277,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,76.15517241379311,7.743448275862068,20.220689655172414,8.548686976883017,1.2877958620689656,449,10,85,9,10,156,75,116,0.122,0.677,0.201,0.8562,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,5,14,0,1,3,0,14,2,0,1,4,18,27,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,16,10,3,22,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226654531686122,0.0,0.0,0.12958883348259528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878227557831327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005820580798262,0.2866345981483515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646678631547213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743774760516314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527633791277333,0.0,0.1638715456300086,0.11576632531982076,0.15559041965663628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519701953493825,0.0,0.3386512317150347,0.0,0.0,0.13591723687656046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224825856762774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913484434992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445850548778852,0.07916792154228026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330514384401454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749416372421413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449144989854305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123429048010294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485993652701295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762276490358145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886618514236545,0.16223719880648624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905023968105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272726912009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853147327979758,0.0,0.0,0.10383309921439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955794498572468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809195574136681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HighlyAdorable13,2020/01/24,"Please can anyone tell me how would you interpret this response? Well me and this girl have been talking for some time now and I recently told her that I don’t want to be just friends with her, I was totally honest and told her that I would like to get to know her better, with romantic intentions and plans in mind and I told her that I plan to go for her ‘officially’ if everything goes right, but also told her that if she just sees me as a platonic college friend then I don’t any part of that. Her response: “my respect for you went up so much since you were clear and honest in what you wanted because when you asked me out I thought you just wanted to go out and hook up like most guys do these days, we should become friends and get to know each other’s personalities better from now on”. Is that good or bad? Wouldn’t she not give me a chance if she didn’t like me on some level, unless she’s stringing me along I guess? Bear in mind that she doesn’t believe in dating and going out like I said, reserved/religious background etc etc, we’re in the middle east btw What did her response about getting to know each other’s personalities better mean?",4.8330185979971345,5.3848374806866985,5.104051502145925,86.13561945636627,69.04291845493563,8.101745350500716,26.69213161659513,8.021203637495839,1.37436217453505,915,26,193,11,15,289,127,233,0.027000000000000003,0.747,0.226,0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,5,11,16,0,0,3,0,17,0,0,2,2,51,41,21,0,10,10,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,4,14,18,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,12,2,39,15,30,24,10,28,0,0,1,0,37,16,0,8,12,139,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979199075500592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763557088889899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851028644324116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049686485585736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937509010100514,0.06844615340007393,0.12400680754395305,0.0,0.12650352735275666,0.0,0.2979132981059477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241269462662024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504485441413855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091195189207988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602467199956386,0.0,0.17598835939486138,0.10771126470183973,0.19143759156486603,0.0941769359989276,0.0,0.0,0.12369144147014485,0.11117697648026446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512199130837484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194215377414353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223081724959655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267459167283537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825402958919466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215906211723534,0.0,0.0,0.19608087610295694,0.0,0.12325207746653374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108650723252932,0.0,0.0,0.0958883382933291,0.10680603220576684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947433231173255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288095059939208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902481349436896,0.0981395437275396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913948105787896,0.06547262167301794,0.0,0.0,0.4291616050048288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868075467558985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095513285908828,0.10408667328101824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595240284894486,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hdgsvekwoeyebdjdheve,2020/01/24,"I feel like ive lost my best friend Me and my friend used to do everything together, just us, we had our inside jokes, i always knew what she was thinking and she always knew what I was about to say. She was the only person that knew the real me. We had the same humour, same passions, the same loves and hates. But i feel like we are falling apart. i dont have as much time to fuck around anymore at school cos i want to study, but she just doesnt give a fuck. Idk i guess she just got bored of me. She began to hang out with new friends, mainly boys. sleeping with a lot of them, smoking, driving like an idiot. She finds it very easy to make new friends, she very bubbly and excited but i think i come off as cold and sometimes scary idk. She recently got a car, and now she goes out with them almost every night, I get an invite occasionally but not often.They do things I pictured us doing together, yanno going to midnight movies or spontaneous trips wherever. A few times she ditched me to go out with them. I guess I'm jealous. When I go out with other friends I show it off, trying to make her feel how I feel but I don't think she cares. She's done so many things without me i can't help but feel like i held her back. Now i feel very lonely. After being so close with someone for so long, I feel isolated, like our friendship prevented me from other potential friendships. When we were close it felt like I was wanted by someone, I was someone's favorite. She would tell me everything but now tells me nothing. I feel useless. Now I almost hate her. we took most of the same classes and its impossible to make friends because she's always there, with a bigger, friendlier presence. I feel like i want it how it used to be or I want her to disappear. She continues to isolate me, but  she doesn't know it and can't help it. I try to let her know how i feel, but I end up losing my shit, and that drives her away further, i think i sometimes disguise my jealousy as concern which is terrible. Maybe im just a shitty insecure person and she's just very carefree idk, sorry for the rant, just wanted to get it off my chest. X ",2.0210599078341005,3.975558467741937,3.187582949308758,91.53423156682028,78.3778801843318,5.9068202764976965,23.06198156682027,6.853354925485097,0.6212628571428565,1661,53,353,17,40,535,203,434,0.16399999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.19,0.7991,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,9,0,3,3,22,34,7,1,14,0,26,7,3,9,0,98,78,32,0,6,19,0,11,7,6,1,0,1,0,3,18,30,0,2,21,2,0,12,8,14,0,0,19,13,83,20,46,55,10,46,0,4,0,4,52,16,3,8,25,238,101,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411977037965073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599313346163348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992031010836633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276286779102404,0.0,0.0,0.0662401534706398,0.0542126712998952,0.0,0.04297814580391608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739888438647431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718827939342694,0.0,0.0,0.06073233392735244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214933483731867,0.08262932043189987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244498062026078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059402055154151374,0.0,0.1267276060474975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564857733822949,0.2014702325756564,0.0676942062991255,0.0,0.06443872170047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32682396077356185,0.1303582947049831,0.07367010897509563,0.06763317161187421,0.12020591828636586,0.0,0.11277582907293268,0.0,0.1553346256035097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921478760114714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451372642480048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076155642070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749351900471714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209438172380055,0.0,0.2411103933962083,0.0,0.0,0.062393185212757565,0.0,0.07887513757086813,0.07696265982676154,0.05993936841626486,0.0636319638737085,0.0,0.14118446291250644,0.07147926116300056,0.07083002220464749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182802385997378,0.0,0.0,0.13618501654531456,0.0,0.06616255334014355,0.0,0.06764979975163997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053620922317433865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231214913313651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024816908625848,0.0,0.0,0.06961348456074094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606703896846589,0.0,0.0713530845187772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237060494560174,0.0,0.0,0.07055419778085592,0.0,0.17921160399094546,0.0,0.13945909565183515,0.07892265106368898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232459505736794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936784944385542,0.18070262306403725,0.0,0.0,0.08222206042697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833173951466213,0.0957341998938126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961353277735647,0.12178439643763996,0.0,0.2326903626131517,0.20792330950941745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796264711737174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008350809411724,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,atethe10,2020/01/24,"Too Young to be lonely I am a 13 year old boy, I have had 3"" relationships"" but none of them meant anything. I have a couple of friends but none of them are really that good. I can hardly stand my ""Best friend"". I come home to nothing except being bored. video games are boring. tv is boring. everything is boring. I was sick for a week and it was so boring. I dont think im depressed but im so bored. I just wish i had someone to hang out with.",-0.9688906882591084,1.1321944105263173,1.5442105263157906,97.00716599190285,94.36842105263159,4.186234817813766,14.676113360323885,5.8734145424116955,-0.8056801619433203,339,7,79,3,13,115,64,95,0.163,0.605,0.233,0.8678,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,4,12,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,0,0,12,19,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,1,12,4,10,12,3,8,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037655477286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727605826972413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834691604829536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229086192771513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832353720623834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426497307319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607450311221527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319917698560032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365561008444566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854674733456942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767833710020425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472781803249192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986607853968192,0.0,0.21725400371024425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263534020889406,0.0,0.0,0.22228383716984285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542460402331986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326630867828133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607526830299474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380861675645383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332718769329482 lonely,randothrow890,2020/01/24,"I’m honestly jealous of how many friends my girlfriend has and I feel terrible about it For the record, I’m very glad she has so many friends that support her, listen to her, and make her feel happy. I’m glad that she’s not alone. She has this big friend group that is really tight. They always text each other, go out together, throw parties, do special events etc. It’s like a miniature family. And man... what I’d give to have that. Whenever I see them hanging out like that, I feel like a huge loser. I know I don’t have anything close to that. I’ve got like 2 friends tops. (Who I don’t see often) Hell I’ve never even been to a party. I feel terrible because I know this is unhealthy. I know comparison is the thief of happiness. I tell myself I should just be happy for her. But I still feel that pinch of sadness whenever I hear about whatever new and fun adventure her friends have gone on. Meanwhile I’m just at home..watching Netflix",1.6394210526315796,3.9542712052631614,2.9581578947368463,90.7746052631579,81.6842105263158,6.326315789473685,24.23684210526316,7.554174236665415,1.1964526315789472,739,28,154,12,20,239,110,190,0.11900000000000001,0.5710000000000001,0.31,0.9899,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,9,26,2,0,5,0,15,0,0,2,1,26,37,7,0,1,4,0,6,4,6,1,0,2,0,1,14,8,0,1,8,1,0,4,4,7,0,0,3,10,25,19,15,32,2,16,1,2,2,0,23,8,1,1,8,90,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314576472214168,0.0,0.0,0.10696930751822027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579104683622843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836684996686355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337448131253322,0.08491035665548856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119162817871368,0.0,0.32501014870941786,0.09184079020695528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966121699846207,0.0,0.0,0.12332311023078005,0.07306162226770878,0.0,0.10281837793990957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41055235835853227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489252015350546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895265264828953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195387319479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512248515584657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581246286733676,0.26067222913058824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915069905022457,0.12416067003022092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235658660244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048857745204207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266538799180444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588439419816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236404848287987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607257708857684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raerae704,2020/01/24,"It is so rough being touch starved I’m having a hard time lately. For the most part I am heavily self reliant. I live by myself, own my car and work full time. I have friends and I have things that I enjoy doing...but there is a huge part of my life that is empty. I’ll be laying in bed thinking all I want to do is cuddle with someone, not just to be touched but to touch someone and just feel wanted by them. Back when I was seeing people, the last time around, they were mostly hookups and while I do enjoy sex I am really just missing the cuddling. I’m sure others can relate. I feel like this is not something that therapy can help or that anything else in life can replace, and it’s making me sad.",2.852733499377337,3.99932214383562,3.9726650062266518,90.22071606475716,74.13698630136986,6.131008717310087,23.546699875467,6.1124844417494595,0.4538575342465756,547,15,117,3,11,178,95,146,0.08199999999999999,0.769,0.149,0.8394,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,20,5,0,1,2,24,30,10,0,2,7,0,7,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,8,16,5,11,25,7,14,0,2,1,3,5,5,0,3,9,85,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940856333040886,0.16162705873253722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139608576163389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151670238294386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360457085427911,0.12970663331456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402729494957405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264226480012198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169596570025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799578428632754,0.20480779826368609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648265780266394,0.08870113602891294,0.0,0.16032097077099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119283414125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932239775352653,0.0,0.12587097256705754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163121044081988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467996174252376,0.0,0.18940687103502565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076707132019569,0.13977390158198089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111832683785874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762989607218954,0.0,0.12062052018567282,0.11633643625216727,0.0,0.0,0.3176076139634803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141778037921222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217797794112776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anawkwardsomeone,2020/01/24,"Nobody to document my life with One of my New Years resolutions for 2020 is to take more pictures of my close ones and to have my picture taken more often. But I have no one to do that with. I’m 26, but soon my youth will be gone. I wish I had someone to take my picture because I know that when I’m old I’ll wish I had more pictures of myself when I was young. Maybe it’s extremely self centered of me to care about this, but I have very few pictures of myself from when I was 18-26. Most of them are unimpressive selfies I took by myself but that have absolutely no value. You can’t see what I’m wearing, can’t really tell where I am, no one in the frame with me, no element that lets you know what decade it was taken in. I feel like my youth years never even happened. Completely lost in time since I spent them all by myself and I didn’t even document any of it. I just hope I find someone soon.",3.175552884615385,3.694095802083337,4.55125,88.7379807692308,72.75,7.782692307692307,25.18589743589744,7.882392219407189,1.1104570512820509,702,20,161,9,13,234,102,192,0.085,0.802,0.113,0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,1,11,5,0,0,1,0,19,2,1,0,2,22,39,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,8,2,0,4,12,2,32,3,24,24,6,22,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,15,117,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597893155879587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500075779789198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889284585569693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339895620130368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586633839618496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879916171813946,0.11133463537333968,0.0,0.0,0.14243814567995794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781190206641158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478777035692454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129503593434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593605486839657,0.1100768806356724,0.07613726749833905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012160177970065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656575355723934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019612310492173,0.15051463401364892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353154905886322,0.0,0.4224143851701531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983734372618612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418710111276793,0.0,0.16257877014468589,0.0,0.0,0.12891536271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264091402220897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434985056484814,0.0,0.13621409766535614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908736045047737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731478749099948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858721780001411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35842469299893626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007162230641848 lonely,devoid_aurora,2020/01/24,"Pushed away all my friends. I am an introvert. Going outside and interacting with people is very very hard for me. But all my friends are (were) very outgoing, and they would always invite me to go out. And often times I would accept, even though it hurt me. I didn’t wanna lose them, or upset them. Eventually I got very tired of all this, and stopped answering calls. Eventually they realized something wasnt right, but when I told them about how I felt they just called me asocial and stopped inviting me out. I know it is not my fault, and they lack emphaty, but it still hurts and im very lonely atm. Just needed to vent a bit.",3.0774944567627465,5.168190422764232,3.6408277900960826,88.87569844789358,75.66666666666666,6.749150036954916,24.189948263119,7.686295010490155,1.0978520325203251,494,16,101,7,11,155,81,123,0.18,0.71,0.11,-0.8496,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,1,10,9,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,3,34,16,14,0,5,7,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,6,2,22,3,10,8,5,12,0,4,0,0,13,4,0,2,5,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876456875584156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410153748372747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582652202564848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149093256891223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942732277609268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704523114483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205489839114084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622359209860012,0.0,0.11415592565305276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785995579214066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055954010379415,0.0,0.15417519668405238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844184757333902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968074745150146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105834068126971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895248942651012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189246177570387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988216930654604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398606585277694,0.2386609087544543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023359606106378,0.0,0.08322825462070467,0.16404959023115814,0.0,0.136386669809696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888447895486191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027856243109927,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,outcasted_fool,2020/01/24,I can't remember the last time I got a compliment. Mabey I never got one.,-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,90.875,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.8457250000000005,57,2,13,2,2,21,13,16,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6585159543540116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355740172642148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175128732729328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789649151789129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466353008599181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400538264099581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mayineimvula,2020/01/24,"Lol I feel pathetic. Maybe life isn’t supposed to be easy for everyone, but I desperately need something to change. Even when there’s that small window where I’m mentally in a good place something always messes it up. For me, the weekends are the hardest because the days feel longer and the loneliness peaks the most. I hate it, I hate being this person. And I can’t share it with those around me because I sound whiny even to my own ears. But anyway.",2.6735479797979806,5.160343602272724,3.2415151515151517,89.23782828282829,78.88636363636364,6.1838383838383875,23.41414141414141,7.3871296695380915,1.0267762626262624,359,12,70,5,9,112,64,88,0.207,0.687,0.106,-0.9174,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,6,1,5,2,1,0,0,10,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,9,2,9,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565225984305356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862254868326265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27202163182465383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360295268889488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389281485270658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473500320614937,0.0,0.0,0.21319905193856914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256305849958043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714100455677765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44056616437296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759502024386834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415227392766066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248507207074364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654393572257166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481825214985896,0.23311108572956354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435346629373232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scriptica,2020/01/24,Same ruthless routine I wake up too early. I ride a bus go to school. Go home do homework. Play video games look forward to the weekend and check reddit. Where are the people in all of this. Sure I have 1 reliable reddit friend but when you have people who are willing to give you undivided attention face to face. That is so meaningful. I wish I would have savored what I received when I was younger. Or someone would have told me it was important. They did and I never listened. I got myself hear. Its like I’m the grey in the background. :/,1.4869230769230768,4.089971320754721,2.6183018867924552,90.81356313497824,85.79245283018868,5.148330914368652,24.19158200290276,6.67199483983844,0.9206815674891136,424,17,83,5,13,135,77,106,0.027999999999999997,0.7859999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,14,3,3,0,3,13,24,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,5,14,4,8,16,2,14,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,1,7,59,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927230526560191,0.0,0.0,0.23929343362091496,0.28353430959756537,0.0,0.1995065049083807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811462392461315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502168731309915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218677854212226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947365429951287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238982196639784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34587193270135075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524548854802463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135664172705027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351019667878585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383584352206439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28685310762574223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544016740305605,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Medium-Positive,2020/01/24,"Where is everybody? :( I’ve been wondering for a while now. Where is everybody? Why don’t people want to approach me for a conversation? I don’t bite :(, I promise! Is it because I’m ugly? Do I look boring? I promise I’m not.",-1.7234782608695625,-0.5029372608695635,2.1083478260869555,88.13991304347826,117.2608695652174,5.318260869565218,21.991304347826084,6.742157984588678,1.3443373913043477,170,8,35,4,10,62,29,46,0.209,0.664,0.126,-0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,11,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088535394656595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254644609873768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35125232313709803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988395561427221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571793367092306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494481439204026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Darthemporer56,2020/01/24,"hey guys i just joined this subreddit and this is my first post thing i gess, im looking for new frends as it seem i do not hav any, wich is y i really joined im 17m and ill talk to anybody idc what race u r or what gender u r or anything",-2.2369924812030098,-0.5569132456140355,1.0418546365914807,102.0963157894737,93.73684210526315,4.660651629072682,15.160401002506266,6.1826913282559595,-0.8501809523809523,183,4,51,2,7,65,42,57,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317593226839005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337637007380453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416280345958213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127190999667073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136842174765186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385455153373677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435457517790923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720585515707379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198118876869376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586047729720522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283230403711773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887221090614165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sprst1298,2020/01/24,"How went from a pretty happy guy to a miserable wreck To start of, i was never an attractive guy, atleast i don't think so, but i have my way with words and have been considered a guy thats fun to be around with. I was in a relationship with a girl since i was 16 (had a few flings before that) until 3 years ago, and we were great for a time, lived together, traveled, got engaged, planned out our whole life ahead of us. Until, it turned out, that was all an illusion we fed to eachother because we were to afraid to break it off, long story short, a few months before moving to a different country and getting married, we broke it of. After that, these 3 years have been an absolute downwards spiral for me. I am majorly depresed (not only caused by the breakup, funny enough, i think i am pretty much over that for quite some time now), and don't have a single thing in the world that makes me happy. I am now, almost pretty certain that i am a FA. I cannot seem to find a partner. i think i met, like, a total of 20 people these past 3 years, i have no idea how people just ""meet and the rest is history"" My confidence is nonexistant, i hate myself, i can totally understand why no one would want me as a partner. I gained some depression weight and am now a 26yo uglyish guy, who also has some nice man boobs to back it up. I tried online dating, and man, does it suck balls for guys that arent super hot. It can be weeks until i get a single match. A few days ago, i matched with a girl and we spoke for hours, she seemed really interested, and i was so happy that i almost started believing there was a supernatural force that looked upon me....and then i got ghosted the next day, completely out of the blue. For three years, i had sex maybe 5 times with 2 girls i didn't find neither physically or mentaly attractive, and all of that was almost a year ago, and i was used to having sex about 4-5 times per week. I feel so insecure about myself that i cannot take my shirt off in front of a mirror, let alone someone else. I am sure that it's not 'bad luck' or something, and that i seriously lack the qualities that make me worth anyones time, let alone a person i would find attractive. I see myself becoming (or i already became), a sad pathetic troll who will never experience joy. These past few weeks i have been seriously crushing on my long time friend, or to be exact, my tattoo artist that i only see once every month or so, and sometimes gather the strenght to send some funny response to a ig story of hers or something, and i feel that my pathetic little brain is trying to imagine something happening between us just because she's friendly/polite, but i know she is and always will be wayyyyyy out of my league. I am obsessing over her while also knowing it will never happen, she's beautiful(like, seriously drop-dead gorgeous, and i'm sure she darn well knows that) while i'm a skinny fat retard who can't ever find a partner, let alone someone that out of his league. We agreed i will cook something for her next time we meet, and my brain is again trying to imagine her having some tiny amount of interest in me, but the truth is, i am sure she is being either polite or completely platonic. But a part of me still want to feel like i will not be FA, and it hurts when that realisation sinks in. I don't know what went wrong with me/my life, but it sucks knowing it will most probably never get better. I got a huge promotion and a hefty payraise a week ago, and i still feel like an utter failure, i havent felt even a second of joy when it happened. All o feel is the terrible, consuming loneliness and self hatered. I am sorry for shitting for this long, but i had to get it off my chest, and you people seem like the only ones that can understand how shitty my life feels.",7.198645807436876,5.661941077529569,7.534110878289592,77.67981248002276,64.63731931668858,10.697460666974463,32.65692367794865,9.567723090172098,2.7186936179280465,2964,92,607,47,37,974,335,761,0.161,0.698,0.141,-0.9474,2,3,4,0,0,0,98.0,10,1,0,7,27,48,5,4,45,0,71,16,8,7,16,126,123,53,1,5,19,0,9,4,4,8,4,1,0,15,43,41,5,0,27,4,1,6,19,19,1,4,26,14,88,29,75,80,27,89,0,5,4,3,48,24,5,20,61,422,131,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028142286833416,0.0,0.1612117835797594,0.16674076336685828,0.05922012812599986,0.08583098850086386,0.04465317648827466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752347751869885,0.0,0.0,0.047772796993704375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126470047735306,0.04480762949389637,0.06542678201042766,0.059268241982598474,0.0913291014874534,0.06046153287300761,0.0,0.04746190361557105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981469609478228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055128240752078506,0.0,0.0,0.11253244853959823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921834684311759,0.0,0.046221169204021216,0.0,0.0,0.056067997563052564,0.0,0.0,0.046962179802342775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044829817240037616,0.0,0.0,0.05544979070762097,0.0,0.03544490685586669,0.048542627292606964,0.04521466946566055,0.0,0.0,0.05249419429819181,0.0,0.0,0.16280635110212394,0.0766758822522106,0.05152635131246448,0.0,0.1961935825227478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146107212813575,0.0,0.1121499792612934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876124795722976,0.05916531860941091,0.0,0.2656815410150153,0.14236606344957373,0.17138062628234108,0.0,0.05298259959005901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284873860496656,0.0,0.0574489745532002,0.06058070677007691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746307339184292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646268112195942,0.113714504610475,0.10487108774608077,0.053785943448953634,0.04738675102137759,0.142474224451513,0.04506467788966411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164296260693337,0.0,0.053913219566524034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566900975035001,0.0570368879589665,0.039449594156395325,0.0,0.1655575329538843,0.0,0.11414564366848623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715095837760111,0.07272893010862302,0.12244284845373052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058113441521371635,0.10245770603952699,0.11161265570878667,0.04685778564580367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378831728048146,0.0578594250235785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057078818719453236,0.0,0.0,0.03437886326322684,0.0,0.0,0.05761560705956534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552734295338746,0.14656248026587418,0.0559837942367225,0.0,0.0550858547427984,0.044391842389357436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093954092815776,0.1652542656571838,0.05307557876166337,0.06007303235448705,0.07596804161195735,0.0,0.08571310398460566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517345143944337,0.0,0.040349037582684544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565232003411531,0.10315816538942543,0.0,0.0,0.21904547685604372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093040516912748,0.058371583517748724,0.0,0.1117333079778896,0.12910361100351922,0.046348911807119815,0.0,0.0,0.06330544415864395,0.04259639511543637,0.1721857517430942,0.06534892347815076,0.04825084495104876,0.09949508839660276,0.048423878927041634,0.05991451591405642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624346525653795,0.05867372411395179,0.0,0.17279094499849595 lonely,WallabyJones509,2020/01/24,"I feel so lost and useless This might seem very minor but the effort I'm trying to put in and the little I get out is eating away at me... I've been trying to find anyone, friends, a relationship, or even just someone to talk to by this point. I've tried at least 6 different types of dating apps and it's upsetting to read stories of people getting so many matches, seeing people around me get results, while my profile I put so much effort into making it ""me"" and ""attractive"" in a sense. Not anything fake, even had a full day dedicated to taking pictures for this. I'm an average build and I get called cute by people on an occasion. Every match I get either doesn't respond to my message (I know better to let it go and not spam), responds but dies out, or on some apps I get nothing. I put out a paragraph into a response sometimes to keep a convo going. I have to be doing something wrong. It's hard, idk if I'm awkward, unattractive and people are just complimenting to be kind, or what. It just sucks that I don't have almost anyone in my life and I'm so introverted, when I try to be an extrovert it goes ok, but its just not enough to get anywhere... There's something wrong with me. I've relapsed into my old pill addiction I had when I had this same issue in high school. I'm desperate to just lose this feeling and take that jump to get away for 30 minutes every now and then. I need it a lot of the time...",3.7829655172413794,4.583229124137934,5.1608620689655185,83.88784482758622,71.55172413793103,7.455172413793104,27.25862068965517,7.554174236665415,1.4678137931034487,1106,37,225,12,20,371,158,290,0.115,0.775,0.109,0.2824,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,16,16,1,2,13,1,16,4,0,2,0,48,43,25,1,2,16,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,16,18,1,1,5,1,0,6,5,9,0,0,5,4,22,7,40,33,8,36,0,3,1,0,7,21,1,9,9,152,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871354633391203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985887457861632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394582512055427,0.0,0.08206410323097002,0.08877523039568266,0.0,0.0,0.1873873866114964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819750346719832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182904144865684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431353275605597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349745013003993,0.1041900352231942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204223510695452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304123382413936,0.0,0.13173311886669514,0.0,0.16804302664579684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008465921925968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114564975600337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704627868266374,0.0,0.4168121137686119,0.0,0.11335054697551468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933284217959858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536355802235757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408562760631006,0.0,0.08863900133881622,0.0,0.1038468815046926,0.054805534274836316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197423369937222,0.07043779431947564,0.0,0.09994933983788433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156530535952326,0.10886019231521528,0.08478151856672511,0.0,0.0,0.06656634017574832,0.10110417355986487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057910802303486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330838951530708,0.07394385557728099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568757404728598,0.0,0.10464324162198843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765434124062223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427112446652144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007495693045391,0.0,0.0,0.09975068074313076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706592690760977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092570241831697,0.07946687292370724,0.09078470574429147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449556239127806,0.15354434354680085,0.09862928338844804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995961438552252,0.08015412784735977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814968798363901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708233690218663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228249153869824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806440921075726,0.0,0.0 lonely,u141724,2020/01/24,"I feel unloved and unable to express my emotions Hi, I'm sorry if this is going to be a long post, but I want to get the most out of it as possible. I moved out of my parents' home this August to go study for my Master's degree in Amsterdam. So far I won't say that I'm doing that badly, I feel somewhat successful at university so I certainly can't complain about that. Last year I felt very excited about the move, I thought I could have a fresh start and finally get over all the social problems I had back in Rome, my hometown. Granted, I've never visited a therapist, so I don't know whether I have some kind of condition (I've always managed to cope with it so far, but most importantly it felt way too embarassing to ask my parents) or not. I also moved here with one of my dearest friends, though we unfortunately live 50 minutes far from each other, so I'm not able to spend as much time as I want with him. On the other hand, I also get the feeling that I'm losing my connection with my best friend, as she is still back in Rome and now we barely talk, except when, from time to time, one writes to the other, although we usually have a conversation which goes on for at most 30 minutes and then ends there. And this hurts me so much, as she has been the only person with which I've completely opened up in my entire life. But as the title says, I feel like it's impossible for me to express my feelings to another person. I've never been able to confess my love/feelings towards a person I might be interested in, and sometimes I'm not even able to express a liking towards some person when I'm talking with someone else (. I somewhat have been in a relationship with a girl for a year and a half, until the summer of 2 years ago, when I decided to fuck it all up because of a crush I got over this other girl I met in May. Since then, I continuously regret this decision, especially because I feel that she didn't deserve any of it and it was all my fault. I feel completely delusional about getting back with her, and from time to time I write her to check in on how she's doing, but I secretly wish of talking to her open-heartedly about what has happened, although I never manage to find the courage to do it (probably due to some fear of rejection). Moreover, she probably has been the only person who ever was interested in me (in some romantic way). I've always had self-esteem issues, ever since I was a child, and I've always found myself uninteresting to girls. I even tried online dating in these last months, but even there I've failed miserably. I feel so slow compared to my peers in this sense, and I can't seem to find a way out of this situation I'm in. I also feel like I have no one to share these feelings with, or at least to talk to when I feel miserable. I'm sorry if my post was all over the place, but I don't even know where to start when talking about my feelings or how I feel in general.",8.634563758389262,5.6093568993288585,9.071358389261746,72.48706442953024,63.06040268456376,12.153449664429527,37.59838926174497,10.264317810270406,3.5775245100671142,2296,82,471,39,25,776,247,596,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.135,0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,3,0,0,5,39,28,1,3,25,0,34,3,1,2,10,102,78,52,0,8,16,2,16,3,2,3,1,2,1,9,30,28,0,0,26,0,2,6,13,14,0,4,17,18,67,14,96,55,18,89,1,7,0,1,49,36,1,17,45,342,97,4,0.18483711297792185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461564940723406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781417246863449,0.1537992849900307,0.0,0.0,0.04189852505322243,0.06460594306737334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057599249819399824,0.0,0.0,0.14212833056593818,0.051443756228399265,0.07511665898352296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465838217555929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919879752274235,0.0,0.0,0.049192464793367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146923003758401,0.06930562456830132,0.05457027317890276,0.0,0.0,0.16277755984211634,0.1114638338753038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933104662547712,0.4361429242588853,0.08803178029575255,0.11831507652590095,0.06749334083353598,0.11262518177012038,0.0,0.0,0.06755478465283425,0.09520312998563947,0.05695964417417682,0.1287596835472832,0.0,0.07003146058552873,0.0,0.04927704148001928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054483616190812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301095627827935,0.0,0.0,0.06180223167128745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595731744498831,0.0,0.0,0.06430730791979247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415980322174293,0.06772109558970422,0.1004446113052306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043518639726383535,0.09030207691780497,0.0,0.05440485237746544,0.054525009500240564,0.0,0.0689284833066193,0.0,0.0,0.05560757032842591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536098910093968,0.0,0.0,0.04917840671001908,0.1964525992557106,0.09058436377971442,0.0,0.14255777637514214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525041137592244,0.09371796899934308,0.0,0.0,0.13682649330961366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898772925419656,0.06437181416260954,0.0,0.0,0.06945869086534974,0.11801524035709493,0.0,0.13285711340001916,0.05895471810750105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661486286599309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799326070568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608958855287698,0.06427514010414515,0.0,0.0,0.10193277993957278,0.06925488645287795,0.0,0.06280605319816011,0.05220396200236338,0.0,0.060936210335968514,0.1379400100943051,0.08721910661144835,0.0,0.049203719062666934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247608449843756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153671149553513,0.0,0.0,0.06053384167717546,0.04891334039953271,0.1796333449968567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418307555617528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785732211818453,0.05083665863841132,0.07268114546589527,0.1467150968224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085118597830918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902904063498675 lonely,viewitredd,2020/01/24,"Don’t know what else to do 30s. I don’t even know what to say. 6 years alone. Fell deeply in love with a fake and a cheater for a year. My life was full of opportunities at every corner but I had no direction as a first generation 5yr old immigrant only-child with a mentally ill mother and a father who never had one. It’s been several months since I moved back to my home state after being taken advantage of. Now I just work and sleep. I’m so lost. I’m a good person. I grew up so stupid and ignorant. I can’t get out of this miserable pit of nothingness. And now I have terrible trust issues. I’m paranoid I make people uncomfortable. I’m socially awkward. I don’t know how to connect with people anymore. I mean really know and feel connection. Nothing interests or satisfies. No experience I can have, no activity I can partake in bears any significance without someone there to enjoy it with and not feel somehow repulsive like a burden or nuisance. Sigh. At least the crying fit seems to have subsided. I think I can sleep now. Thanks for reading? Please help somehow? I don’t know. Good night.",1.5626388888888876,4.210740726851856,3.6457407407407416,83.17333333333333,86.17592592592592,7.274074074074074,23.74074074074073,8.285830014693849,1.961951851851852,871,34,166,22,27,295,137,216,0.242,0.583,0.175,-0.9516,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,12,19,1,2,9,0,17,5,2,2,1,34,37,14,0,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,12,0,1,10,1,0,3,12,8,1,2,6,3,17,10,25,30,2,25,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,5,13,106,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143594650353554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428351421904928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749881813807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660962773607023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229528048407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582030336217874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915738701924542,0.0,0.11681459029586383,0.0,0.0,0.13562164386741607,0.0,0.0,0.1402063933845113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793156615330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243641297127759,0.0,0.0,0.2325780904547857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293097857471047,0.0,0.13907247525174293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447096042866124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809789766376515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097929229781338,0.06773505863093805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134765207049886,0.0,0.12513273775358585,0.0,0.0925467710304376,0.0,0.0,0.15102530627270622,0.0,0.0,0.13972178727845755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066530390805872,0.14735794328294166,0.0,0.0,0.1069317525205502,0.0,0.0,0.13010916106017878,0.0,0.13303384236585247,0.0,0.14548485160374144,0.0,0.09394959947399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922382979172612,0.12105967149761175,0.0,0.15219083376251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868275447458187,0.0,0.0888196878223645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025625576770737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262174148886674,0.0,0.15662965187139435,0.0,0.11468877119912815,0.0,0.2774907260712189,0.14133135718331605,0.11747365778361656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276459049098246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883826840601414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364905907440344,0.0,0.10093538241317213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856597148997486 lonely,inlivingthought,2020/01/24,"Put together It is funny really how often you find that people can either put you down when you don't have it all together or think you are the perfect have have everything together when clearly you fake it...it is funny...because it always happens and in most case's this kind be found with with the clothes you where or if you are ""insta famous"" the fantasies we make about ourselves and about other people when clearly it's not as clear as it appears to be.",5.2763333333333335,6.203436411111113,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,68.22222222222223,8.666666666666668,29.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.3621111111111115,367,13,67,6,6,119,57,90,0.053,0.7829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,7,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,5,23,16,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,9,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,6,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307153435678339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902450930940305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919724929340534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342469090315384,0.0,0.0,0.30401816273411103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451937191209184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887396591832377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508348153480686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844556980939962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574767188142873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776297202804762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766687942792705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,salamander1442,2020/01/24,Hello again Wanted to say hi again and ask how everyone’s day is going 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lonely,Tesmanio,2020/01/24,"Wondering So, sometimes i'm all alone, drunk, high, sober whatever, have to do a lot of things or nothing at all. When injured etc.., then i like to daydream that someone is actually seeing me in pain right now and feels for it or comes for help because am getting more lost every week. Had this epiphany kind of thing months ago and now that i remember everything learned from that day it seems to not help me. Maybe this text here does not make sense to you but for me it does, so ask, i'm glad to answer 😓",9.605882352941176,5.866567333333336,8.584411764705884,78.93485294117649,61.941176470588246,12.160784313725493,39.22549019607843,9.516144504307137,3.328207843137254,396,14,87,5,4,123,76,102,0.085,0.8220000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.4308,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,18,16,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,3,13,14,5,13,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,5,9,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.17635105562959366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019229346101538,0.0,0.0,0.18716547938688308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894344442202106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101617394492218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566933894199125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654575168960755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162885446225158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015441766601192,0.0,0.0,0.1522595635580832,0.0,0.16241433008908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137456293220632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094415745471397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422579269074749,0.19093454432031567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818609936252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828786231759768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727096924647372,0.15363680686340428,0.0,0.0,0.12062817607042725,0.0,0.181551770215736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424440330088015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340021247154733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229272071950548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047140356549665,0.15432899607295025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400587314096636,0.16451548094894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531186114542954,0.0,0.17873103029053564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401170572462217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495808396451454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597691312243445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Random_Po,2020/01/24,"Friends at a party and I got to know about it through Snapchat I'm so tired of all the fake love. Tired of putting others before me. Tired of being nice and loyal to those who don't even care about me. And this isn't the first time they've done something like this. I try my very best to hang out with them as much as I can. I try making lunch plans at my own place, make home cooked meals for them. Try to be there for them whenever needed. Maybe if only I wasn't overweight or unattractive I could've had an easy life. But I really try to change myself so I could fit in. But I've given up hope, I'm just tired. And I really don't know what to do.",0.4748632218844975,2.3204927021276625,1.7279280648429598,100.6125,82.97163120567376,4.879635258358664,15.745187436676796,5.773587663045528,-0.942404660587639,505,8,125,3,14,160,91,141,0.12,0.654,0.226,0.943,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,7,9,0,0,4,0,11,10,0,2,1,19,23,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,0,17,8,22,15,4,11,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,3,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681842123543255,0.0,0.1440709016287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399700061894918,0.0,0.14522808067070594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921992223301331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048901400495975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906746697887559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677354900637285,0.0,0.0,0.1060651404613368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979841370521634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770686707523067,0.13635381164103916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089519676508664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969676235636672,0.06706994103857833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390400942674515,0.0,0.1832760346497185,0.0,0.13792005156966933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009194053740197,0.10179421462209884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441053300627744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343237479562138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800815932701724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589506367061725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056877933872207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005130071461022,0.6311502332735974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728268148268154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327353081524655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rebel_scum831,2020/01/24,M/28 depression never goes away I do get lonely in my head I pretty much feel worthless all the time I can't take peoples compliments because I think the exact opposite I'm always looking for approval of everybody I don't think I'm worth shit honestly I wish I could be attractive instead of always being the the funny one the one with personality and not looks it sucks when you think low of yourself and nobody can change I guess I feel this way cause of my ex...,3.5183695652173914,5.593173010869566,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.32608695652173,7.643478260869566,26.71739130434783,8.472884824447931,2.0412782608695648,375,14,69,7,8,124,65,92,0.18100000000000002,0.627,0.192,0.2928,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,9,2,0,5,0,7,2,2,1,3,16,21,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,0,4,12,3,8,18,2,7,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,1,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213576503129893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181428499427824,0.0,0.0,0.11771501261468033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983720230813668,0.20427947989871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417862540900862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632104923177976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527937525321187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088938977141812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272692283932448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818143565978574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32431912212419944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195439026862022,0.0,0.14893447668735846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170588441364184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338746893448394,0.16861183322489098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964572024112516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982195023715358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519092402493278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37120165066923533,0.0,0.0,0.11260107549224488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327775673131333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206121422496128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yellow1998,2020/01/24,"2am thoughts... I hope I was someone better, not selfish and not being always constantly needy. There are times where a strike of loneliness hits me, then next comes in the negative thoughts. I mostly cry these nights before I close my eyes like right now as I am typing this, my pillow is wet from my tears... and no one hears me, no one knows, I am left alone to succumb in my pessimism. I know some people calls it drama and treats my feelings as drama... so its best to just go away say its nothing and pretend like I am alright even though I am already drowning.",5.168841698841703,5.640848972972975,5.158249678249678,86.3237837837838,68.27927927927928,7.423938223938223,29.37065637065637,6.868970318607317,1.4595575289575295,440,15,88,3,7,137,81,111,0.177,0.6559999999999999,0.16699999999999998,-0.07,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,0,17,18,9,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,5,16,7,9,13,3,15,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,8,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433528595999924,0.20706203393047634,0.0,0.15612896894526213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629108580650638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966521949090856,0.0,0.19691339677020891,0.16594962908460342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159829920503427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163261300959775,0.0,0.2027688775496944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061103725686206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393243206830915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948748769007493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663839954449172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148047327121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636582341933844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062407149217127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386808900735776,0.0,0.0,0.1833398661600608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955401896473945,0.17608456135649928,0.0,0.1800427086585091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429529908881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008383148756295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024092520694952,0.0,0.1492164293080568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898417400604214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843523450963851,0.297925549058672,0.1094126111614852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SmashMegaKick,2020/01/24,"Hello. Just a lurker here. M 26. I thought about posting a few times but chose not to. I didn't want to seem like I wanted attention but just to make friends. If anyone wants to talk, I'm here.",-1.011382113821135,1.0941781463414664,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,96.8048780487805,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.7866130081300811,148,4,35,1,6,48,31,41,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.8247,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,8,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324053214292515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687654213988652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699529259851541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220758710492814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33316568279685144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166900480220948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960672878807696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761718978459959,0.20284724534855275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155526197039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gadfish21,2020/01/24,i cant stop crying WHY WONT SOMEONE JUST TALK TO ME?,-2.337500000000002,-0.6425264166666658,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,41,1,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.0,0.643,0.35700000000000004,0.5334,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435661590795309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192822308839635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413714223755344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977392491072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465224208823432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HeauxBaby,2020/01/24,"Actions I can take I’m in my 20s and I’m so terrified, I don’t want to live like this forever and I want to live and be happy Is there anything I can DO to help myself? Please let me know if I leave something out I’m a sex worker and I can’t tell people about this which may be one of the reasons I can’t relate to others too well. I’m taking actions towards doing another job/study so I can have something normal to tell people I do. I had an abusive relationship that made me feel I was hideous and unlovable and I’m still with him, I know I need to leave. He broke my ability to find romantic love but I’m going to break up with him and try to heal I don’t know if it’s too late to fix myself but I want to try. At least I’m attractive enough of a girl that other women try to reach out to me and help me but I want to take advantage of it. At least I’m attractive enough I get men interested but this also means weeding through shitty men too to find the good ones. I’m trying so hard to not give up, I’m terrified that I’ve hit a point in my life that everything seems too hard. LIFE REALLY DOESNT HAVE A MEANING, ITS A LUCK OF THE DRAW ON YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES AND YOUR PERSONALITY. The shitty things that happened to me when I was younger was not my fault. My parents FORCED me to stay in a religious school where I was being isolated and bullied because MY ABUSIVE CONTROLLING father thought I’d “go off the rails” if I didn’t stay there. WELL DAD IM A SEX WORKER NOW AND ALSO THAT RELIGIOUS SCHOOL BULLYING IS WHERE MY ABILITY TO MAKE FRIENDS AND CONNECT TO PEOPLE WAS LOST. It was LOST because my dad forced me to stay there. It’s my dads fault I lost my ability to connect to people and if they’d let me go to a normal school I’d be normal now, with the ability to make friends and be happy. Fuck my father, if I kill myself from loneliness it’s his fault. Fuck religion that causes controlling abusive parents who ruin their childrens lives.",1.590254524886877,3.578966762254904,3.471372549019609,88.80771493212673,79.90686274509805,6.733634992458522,23.451734539969834,7.793537801064563,1.1632623680241334,1541,53,328,26,39,518,173,408,0.217,0.609,0.174,-0.988,3,0,2,0,0,1,23.0,0,2,2,8,21,26,3,0,15,0,32,8,0,7,0,57,74,29,1,13,11,7,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,6,21,19,0,2,11,0,0,5,8,12,2,2,13,3,51,14,47,51,4,29,0,5,0,5,31,15,2,8,6,216,72,5,0.0,0.2677803420561484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049136266445767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899572131415898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061994604063687314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918475046935701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739019397924529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689900836202956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556831852578044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770658769434308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380918349680617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771035681331856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164078653992937,0.13929270168363994,0.03935963007069383,0.0722685673249383,0.12844450868557353,0.06318774789744586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661883344553399,0.1603918394798992,0.13497141777619634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099144308149376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137514499144534,0.0,0.07475874661835491,0.0,0.08334744324924308,0.0,0.12420707461962822,0.0,0.08498159730265321,0.15953859337505147,0.0,0.15407107356300725,0.10642322277415373,0.03680506448583545,0.0,0.1995675793510068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467124207237445,0.0,0.06799312756786023,0.071284164199635,0.10057391089864127,0.0,0.0,0.16412464235532978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055860234487105434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143805053416948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209841511761096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673020626385436,0.0,0.0,0.20891228543974047,0.06577995363347265,0.0,0.08269563153849563,0.07121629075128932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826177763756705,0.07745732436932416,0.0,0.08088201157414264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287302991783073,0.0,0.0685825064317733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599372209809725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408924948150912,0.0601629369397368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992850503480378,0.0,0.13169289661105024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004948327044681,0.0,0.0,0.05980788180301962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045911290403072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777390512210394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354711196831857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DimeLime,2020/01/24,Thanks to my job I lost my suicidal thoughts They're right now real plans. It just showed me how meaningless my life is,1.41,4.02019,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,86.5,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.8350999999999997,96,3,21,2,3,29,22,24,0.317,0.588,0.095,-0.7783,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654238072799548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601005300935971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401980130139447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191405224995833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31447703715686826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027974681604889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390281696839121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29234336933683985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reclusedfromsociety,2020/01/24,"A little spoken word piece some times loneliness is needed we need that space to heal our wounds but too much of anything nothing will ever bloom these urges of desire stronger then a surge of light though I fight to maintain I can't figure out my plight I lost everything even when I had nothing at all they say love yourself first but what's love in total darkness isolation holding you hostage as you plead for forgiveness we have to forgive ourselves but we'd rather bash our mistakes until we are nothing more then a shell of what could've been great greater then our flaws flaws that makes us whole but this void gets more shallow and shallow and shallow until it swallows us whole I just have myself to blame the burden is my responsibility but we all need that shoulder to lean on when it gets too heavy to bare we are selfish creatures only thinking of our next desire the forgotten ones are left to die alone like a gazelle that got hunted by the lion.",6.254166666666666,7.258957532608694,5.332391304347826,84.14231884057972,66.06521739130434,7.437681159420292,31.09420289855073,7.1686216300943375,1.8047659420289848,782,29,144,6,12,233,123,184,0.171,0.655,0.174,0.5719,0,2,0,0,1,0,1.0,12,2,1,2,9,11,1,0,7,0,12,6,1,1,4,33,23,16,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,2,23,6,21,17,11,18,0,1,0,2,21,7,0,1,12,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340426675482097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188745171882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182591597311166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372178527610278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782970588518798,0.13398006574656915,0.0,0.0,0.1331177698975698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598801827541545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476976044509327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846248290141015,0.16329922213363307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092926487533302,0.0,0.0,0.0723623545674568,0.14845187913076902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168691196902935,0.0,0.2673622705978062,0.0,0.09886907009066864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088828420202606,0.3294800444433005,0.0,0.0,0.1575238269573163,0.0,0.0,0.4263660030118581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003677322499908,0.11264945060308865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778837184764612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490722245597416,0.14552393912582476,0.0,0.08636805871895425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563323877404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307340879162388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JebacIzSenke69,2020/01/24,"Happy birthday to mei guess? welp, today is my birthday and even though a lot of ppl congratulated me for some reason I feel even more alone than usual.... what is wrong with me?",3.35372549019608,5.453831235294118,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,74.88235294117645,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.13669803921568668,138,3,27,1,3,44,30,34,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.2624,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057813017549399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900086412027463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928304563548092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252419554183921,0.0,0.0,0.3142902187924566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100388679610564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035575812591643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900734150603597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279854555707119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516695815614244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32280038862903104,0.0,0.0 lonely,robertrolsmith,2020/01/24,"I have no friends. Im scared i will be alone my whole life Im 17 and in my old school I used to be kinda popular ( I joined that school when i was 5 and left it it when I became 14) I joined my old school so early that i dont even remember how I made my first friend when I left and joined my current school I had 0 socializing skills so I just automatically became the silent kid and inside I am soo wanting to have friends but people think I am introvert but in reality inside I am not. I Joined this school 2 years ago so all these popular guys I wanna be friends with think I am introvert so if I talk now it will be wierd they very similar interests as me.we all like anime (but they dont know we share interests cuz i dint talk with them) and we are fellow redditors but they dont know i am on reddit. If u see r/memes u know what ""normie"" means it kinda a means a guy who is not up with current trends,they call me normie but deep down i actually know im not cuz im actually 3 years old in reddit (this alt account so my parents dont see this post) I want to be friends with them but I am worried if my much anticipated college life might also be wasted like this",-0.2636981566820253,1.908949908730161,2.236671786994368,93.5054608294931,89.59523809523809,5.632565284178188,18.44649257552484,7.1029339738359605,0.1842535586277525,915,26,215,15,31,313,123,252,0.06,0.8009999999999999,0.139,0.9573,3,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,5,2,13,13,0,1,3,0,25,2,0,5,2,46,39,27,0,6,13,1,0,2,6,3,2,0,0,3,13,11,0,0,9,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,3,2,39,12,15,27,4,24,0,0,2,0,23,9,0,6,16,133,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.16332199033236466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741785301782136,0.0,0.0,0.08666871458706264,0.0,0.06692000169814552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544808642001192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39229600614841176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527078898692483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117937348348531,0.0,0.0,0.3232602892827983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571552523328378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36156117554611744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395648087770194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184021632824254,0.0,0.11821332403055765,0.08176503023710907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918138335898503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823071978314676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877276302897456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061515472536135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342872208693857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291831437787466,0.0,0.0,0.05801416046444473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014366910703043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479473664837294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377970020920511,0.42345032515056186,0.13336651565234994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530266989587648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451991191874707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072393506294594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227387942312788,0.0,0.06904593569603247,0.09871493978088514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342731749318883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498254445666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777618232936596 lonely,tomatojojo,2020/01/24,"The crushing feeling when someone does not love you the way you want them to... I know I'm a needy person but after all that has happened, I have discovered that I just need the right love and care from someone who is really willing to stand up for you.",5.448235294117649,5.401715784313726,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,67.62745098039215,8.368627450980393,30.72549019607843,7.793537801064563,1.8775960784313717,199,7,41,2,3,63,40,51,0.182,0.698,0.12,-0.5402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,12,1,6,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860430568039357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455143148091519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185631184373512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809259044199836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418490187563175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064210907972461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208026913109096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449685509642739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179729797328692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395912110649193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754242493429078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654777611656257,0.2226903607141454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happyforsocks,2020/01/24,"I don’t even matter, I am no one. How do y’all fucks EVEN live LMFAO. I need help. I’m so sad.",-4.888750000000002,-3.827445708333333,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,110.25,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.8693,69,0,22,0,4,26,19,24,0.303,0.418,0.28,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005925948429485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203225620175277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30474663485435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014699752609917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371219969276779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080869772892318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsariesrose,2020/01/24,"I would really like to start a groupchat on Instagram or something for people like me I’m 16, I’ve got autism but I didn’t find out until a year ish ago so I’ve been raised to act relatively “normally”. In saying that I struggle In social situations a lot because I’m lonely but am extrovert and it’s crippling. I’m chronically ill and mentally ill too to top it all off. I love music and art but I’m more keen to hear about literally anything people are passionate about because hearing people beam over things that give them purpose is what gives me mine. I love to FaceTime and just video chat in general. I love sending little cute stickers and postcards back and forth to friends. Anyway hmu with ur Instagram and I’ll add u to the group so we can all be slightly less lonely. I promise u I will treat u with the love and kindness that u so deserve xx",1.826780905752756,4.313496953488375,3.513782129742964,85.9942533659731,82.37209302325581,6.411750305997553,25.91309669522644,7.669130373188453,1.646855813953488,684,29,133,12,19,227,112,172,0.084,0.643,0.273,0.9912,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,9,16,0,1,5,0,9,8,0,0,2,25,23,16,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,13,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,13,13,20,17,5,16,0,2,0,5,17,9,0,2,7,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308009089893388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354318084624105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154397525026559,0.0,0.18303420199243065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372149703441165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598911053755386,0.0,0.0,0.2880343803261178,0.0,0.0,0.12007168697188275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33841205576315514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633600510985254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466906614375653,0.15046846161592042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763410636716774,0.5419882831601439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512944832954955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709431321516214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224114563142863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617633038697697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193884187383509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875102071245512,0.0,0.15303736858079625,0.0,0.11557645703707008,0.0,0.0,0.10626191175928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694718042200814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973887979975844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664716643211852,0.0,0.0,0.09667800175248432 lonely,no1lmao,2020/01/24,"I don't even know I feel so lonely when I'm alone.. I've started selfharming again, after an insane new years eve with too many stimulants. but I'm trying to stop because my boyfriend feels really guilty when I do... I just get so freaking lonely when he's out with our friends. Also because I know that he's taking drugs, and we're trying to stop. So I just get insane anxiety when he's out and I'm just alone. It feels like I don't have any friends anymore, I think almost all of them just had a thing for me. (I don't really have any girl friends, they're just not funny enough).. The other day I cried and cried thinking ""Why don't I have any friends, why am I not independent enough to do stuff myself without my boyfriend"". Then I went to see a friend from my new school, but got problems with my boyfriend because of the timing. (He just found out that I had selfharmed again) and he couldn't be with me. He thought I went seeking something else from my friend. But I just wanted to have some fun and do it for myself.. &#x200B; I don't know if this is hard to understand, english is not my first language.",2.9685952031326512,4.439984687224673,3.5195227606461077,92.29110988742049,74.37444933920705,6.277924620655898,24.94591287322565,6.691623216298621,0.7074984826235924,872,28,189,7,18,273,111,227,0.185,0.684,0.132,-0.8502,0,6,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,1,19,12,0,0,5,0,19,1,0,2,1,48,42,18,0,4,15,0,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,8,12,0,2,11,0,0,2,10,4,0,1,7,5,29,8,21,33,4,23,0,2,1,0,15,3,0,3,19,119,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442582633839616,0.21601450728028893,0.0,0.08339624778615824,0.0,0.11299217263557053,0.12671703765910491,0.21275103374536647,0.0,0.07977732914042522,0.0,0.1034221657234015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071252305352407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291031726730865,0.06725485172081852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093686953718015,0.0,0.08711628776641057,0.0,0.0,0.21550745558508072,0.0,0.06887890461332405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818807443347052,0.0745008415633392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870431138164096,0.0,0.11434253155752973,0.4834195068802668,0.0,0.10896865599530173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340581203013889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341839574226228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193604160023107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094812125569352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057280778979495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143716937703354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978614764763946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361459535224446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554144454650888,0.08310121565663488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028327488228458,0.0,0.0,0.07381308001638838,0.0,0.0,0.17437296207482356,0.0,0.0,0.11938076087127668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840893819240366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928196372075032,0.13364254678088178,0.0,0.08279021533352061,0.060809109301855985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160461061270985,0.0,0.0,0.10856380429543147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061509678491165676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334548489664166,0.18820101580099347,0.0,0.0,0.10052650141682992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671703765910491,0.06715577539528851 lonely,jeicolpol,2020/01/24,Someone told me that I deserve people who look for me. So I stopped talking to the few friends I had to see if anyone was interested in me only to realize I was the only who always made an effort,6.511219512195122,4.841208048780492,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,66.07317073170732,10.151219512195123,37.57317073170732,8.841846274778883,3.318209756097561,154,7,30,2,2,55,30,41,0.052000000000000005,0.81,0.138,0.5584,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,2,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660152177998138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354100715240688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699869079360934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684666813579391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250696842918584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862910631229354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163906544166312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254758749017094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708799652021541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672827186075012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569619841283289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054861399699484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EveryFormOfPotato,2020/01/24,"The worst part about being single again is the loneliness It was a heavily co-dependent relationship with two depressed people so it was definitely the right choice. I've been keeping myself busy with uni but it's day 5 now and I've completely crashed and I crave real human interaction. Sadly though, I don't have any friends around here and I don't know how to make them because I'm socially awkward and have few interests. Anyone relate?",4.129668674698795,6.77953659036145,5.089984939759038,77.04895331325305,74.66265060240964,8.487349397590362,28.44728915662651,9.188382445141503,2.8986156626506028,359,15,61,9,8,117,65,83,0.187,0.759,0.054000000000000006,-0.8764,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,5,9,4,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985197239584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849269697791474,0.0,0.0,0.23543869518803745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122141842477036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772968563466096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056440369154266,0.0,0.22779180731022186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433261892184768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350774053186406,0.0,0.0,0.14534846512071958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765390211274901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864004978917421,0.0,0.18335356576820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010302888613342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394702010766426,0.0,0.22586008332249166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959881121683155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598452047776898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583535061732559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hpammer20,2020/01/24,Message me if you're sad 43 yo mum of 2 who knows what it's like,0.9229411764705872,-0.24755282352941066,3.5341176470588245,100.00352941176472,77.23529411764707,6.8000000000000025,22.882352941176467,3.1291,-0.3473058823529413,50,1,16,0,1,18,17,17,0.17600000000000002,0.682,0.142,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7473827114106029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643937708050366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,portalkitten,2020/01/24,20M If you wanna talk i'm down. Kinda feeling lonely tonight,-2.3769230769230774,-5.018011769230767,0.8547692307692323,93.56523076923078,166.69230769230768,1.04,17.984615384615385,3.1291,-0.7087415384615383,49,2,9,0,5,17,13,13,0.179,0.7240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.2534,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324795985925581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8464428374572663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dermofl,2020/01/24,"I just want someone that just listens Sorry for my bad English. I tried to tell my problems to my best friend because he wanted to know why I dont feel happy right now. Every time I tell him my problems he just comes up with dumb tips like just go out and tries to point out that I am just the problem. Then I tell him that it doesn't help what he says and that he does not understand me which turns in a discussion from his side every time. That just hurts me even more why does no person just understand me that I just want a person that I can talk to that just listens and does not give any shitty tips. I dont need help I just need a person that listens to me and is there for me. Why dont they understand even if I tell them that.",4.572222222222223,4.075047312101916,4.967473460721871,90.51869780608637,69.50955414012739,7.996886058032555,25.724699221514502,6.937597516519254,0.796870346779901,576,13,135,4,9,183,79,157,0.17600000000000002,0.732,0.09300000000000001,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,14,10,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,34,24,6,0,9,13,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,0,5,25,4,14,24,2,13,0,1,0,0,26,7,1,1,5,88,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705454773547443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661699511960286,0.06323779367596867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886675437300397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936120278153087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723457775845653,0.0,0.3647409039629997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137036096701683,0.0,0.17480767666921804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052453109281214216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014781238684875,0.0,0.0,0.09951505519936536,0.0589567629239984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043115527393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906694715186813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105380054034243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057011756491348375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050681204284234005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384099959915834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27174036898007564,0.0,0.0,0.09806605233148173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779010544583684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859178568416794,0.0,0.08249671492312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789697046823408,0.0,0.0,0.11612632957914328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833807694619674,0.3626867491834333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209810613193229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086274471308702,0.11283728288659076,0.0,0.3239851170815544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356228871069225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808225473253714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imjusttryingtotalk,2020/01/24,"My college residence hall is known for having the hottest girls on campus. And I get nervous whenever I walk out my door to do laundry, take out trash, or even go out, because I run into them and I avoid eye contact. The ratio of guys to girls is about 1:2 in my building so it just kills me that I sit in my room by myself playing video games all the time. God I’m a loser",3.759873417721522,3.910846506329115,4.911240506329119,87.99293670886074,71.27848101265823,7.332658227848103,28.458227848101266,6.742157984588678,1.2492916455696204,290,10,64,2,5,96,62,79,0.141,0.8109999999999999,0.048,-0.8207,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,8,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,6,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,1,13,8,1,14,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,1,1,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693182302203873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108901715318739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459191558297795,0.0,0.2675073003328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660628969622441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207552217236324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539047024791539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446653699974016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HerChewToy,2020/01/24,"Fun and Friends :) So I’m a pretty fun person. I’m very adventurous and caring and I love trying new things. I love to travel and I have a passion for politics. I also love animals, the beach, gaming and I’m a total foodie. Due to recent events I would Really like to branch out and make some new friends so please hit me up if you’re in the Southern California area. Even if you were not in the Southern California area but might be up for Something fun like gaming or even a good voice chat please do hit me up. I look forward to hearing from you 😉",1.2430235988200593,3.4838722920353997,3.2240929203539817,88.7195612094395,82.71681415929206,5.890560471976402,20.921091445427727,7.1686216300943375,0.6145994100294979,431,13,90,6,12,145,67,113,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.9911,0,0,1,0,2,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,0,7,0,6,4,0,1,1,17,18,13,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,14,13,12,2,15,0,0,1,4,12,9,0,5,8,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971549975824635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781284580586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307885746976834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699609786195988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465384336414993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691083354094813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070893264251652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467123728333956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730477067335212,0.0,0.11662026151182338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533966881021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374719551119896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255000678460906,0.0,0.38355816492505657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774284869288487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119236803824952,0.0,0.17250501804693438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345002703379273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606954080593455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861660125619194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415402222433368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410894989879415,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bl1nded0wllol,2020/01/24,"Thoughts. Annoyance. 21 F USA The makeup of humans is quite frustrating in the fact that - the most efficient way of living would to seek to survive, not be happy. Use who and what you can - but most humans need much more than that. We've evolved too far, where we need to be taken care of and take care of our emotional well-being to the extent seemingly impossible to reach. Anyway, while everyone I used to know has such great friends and relationships, I can't help but wonder if I ever well have a successful friendship or romantic relationship. Or even a family relationship. I woould elaborate- but at the moment I hardly feel as if I exist, let alone exist with great depth. I'm not necessarily depressed at the moment, I mean of course, but I feel empty and not there rather than sad or aching. If anyone would like to talk about anything, feel free to message me. IDK what this was.",4.335178571428571,6.407964065476192,5.034047619047623,80.34428571428573,72.03571428571428,8.371428571428572,25.095238095238088,9.04235418022936,2.0271738095238097,705,22,130,15,14,227,113,168,0.11699999999999999,0.617,0.266,0.9884,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,3,10,14,2,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,2,38,28,16,0,8,14,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,3,4,12,11,21,20,5,11,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,10,5,89,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346686031260097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968576981222134,0.0,0.11399167949840952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824645155870458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930866619139707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581843641108356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149237531368742,0.1253009436032004,0.0,0.13236356363714674,0.0,0.0,0.13058607179324572,0.0,0.21012242801284226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702163748040427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054416566971541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745908483720996,0.12408836889081827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928482759564122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612798595036074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164797648782335,0.0,0.06767477876748151,0.0,0.12231733114645048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089090342395098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182949807730046,0.20542439273646013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473350381756688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461618787535783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610508947419066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415119173743943,0.11133861569576764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997087564209332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392768050812989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995219665153587,0.0,0.0,0.2490955574190321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022103708191328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680389531938267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tikotakoyayaya,2020/01/24,"That moment when...... That moment when you’re sad, and you realize you have literally no one to talk to.",2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.4129999999999998,79,2,16,2,2,27,14,20,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445661684700206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7645485298291252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pimpadelic128,2020/01/24,"Anyone get classroom anxiety? It’s a new semester an I’m trying my best to learn the material, but my brain starts panicking and it sends my nerves fucking haywire. My heart starts picking up it’s pace and now I’m worried about being judged by people in the classroom. When we do group projects I can’t speak clearly because I’m so nervous. College has been pretty lonely because of it. Anyone relate?",3.2012012987012994,5.866384103896108,4.25465909090909,81.70198863636367,78.0909090909091,5.927922077922077,30.404220779220786,7.1686216300943375,2.1413129870129866,324,16,54,4,8,105,59,77,0.193,0.688,0.12,-0.6566,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,4,0,5,3,2,1,1,7,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,6,10,1,8,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,32,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985075909299691,0.0,0.0,0.36288005158904013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163629226451311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723166210447773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896743983705498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989245192230946,0.13557175717445047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074945002330167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061510361171474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989628955814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399255859128484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36733384912856215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617530205747084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635226348631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scorpio0921,2020/01/24,"A positive note I’m not sure if this is against the rules, but I wanted to spread a little positivity in this group. Comment something positive that happened in your day, it can be as small as making it to class/work on time to as deep as having the emotional endurance to make it another day. I’ll start it off: one of my friends called me over while she was talking to a group of friends and attempted to make me feel included.",5.7909302325581375,5.724927860465119,6.3482325581395385,80.18397674418605,66.90697674418604,10.135813953488373,34.64186046511628,9.888512548439397,3.1764213953488376,340,15,70,7,5,111,61,86,0.016,0.759,0.226,0.968,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,1,10,13,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,18,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842625322869955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419169166830709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055814200742624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26649772175329384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979144797080805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660802049327447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950333653544892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237451278869996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744282242403218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605398767572893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238890220574785,0.0,0.0,0.16768980403893313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328978032380334,0.0,0.0,0.19042347047949865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814716335297605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397387282903147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724770935031675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,predispozed,2020/01/24,it’s a little lame i wish i had a bf somedays just so that i can have that feeling of being wanted and loved and being able to make someone else feel the same . i know i have friends who care abt me and stuff but it’s just not the same. i always say relationships aren’t essential to living happily but not having anyone blows. i just want a hug 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lonely,Booper_Dooper05,2020/01/24,This is Michael 😂😂 I hope I have a valentines date 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lonely,HungryAristocrat,2020/01/24,"What Should I do??? Okay so Ill try not to make this too long but no promises. So after highschool I went off to University of pursue chemical engineering and as an introvert I had an extremely difficult time making friends, on top of that I am somewhat of a social out-cast so I felt like people just could not gravitate towards me for that reason. As passionate I was in biology, chemistry, and physics I realized I couldn't retain information as I use to be whenever I studied. It was weird I was reading the words and writing down the notes but nothing settled into my head. I ended up doing horribly in my courses, I was extremely depressed and lonely. The ironic part was as much as I liked being alone and to myself I still craved for friendship and a social life. Eventually my grades fell so low I got kicked out of my program and moved back to my hometown with my parents. The hard part is I share a room with my parents, my mom is an alcoholic and my dad well, he has no consideration that his daughter is trying to fall asleep while hes jacking off under the covers. When I came back home my family obviously didn't take the news well and I fell even more depressed now that I don't even have personal space at all, its a tiny apartment. My mom would get drunk every night and start hitting me and yelling at me and I would cry myself to sleep. Later the following fall season I went into a Computer Programming at a campus near my hometown and I really felt I found my muse. I was doing really well in school, but I started to face the same issue where i had a hard time making friends, I am pretty social I do talk but they sense the need to keep a distance from me unlike how they are with other people. Around the holidays while I was so close to wrapping up the semester with good grades my dad suddenly fell into a heart attack so severe his heart muscles were ruptured and blood started leaking into his lungs. The doctors said he was going to survive one day and another day it seemed as though it was hopeless. I emotionally shut down and struggled to get some of my major assignments done(which if you don't pass you essentially fail the entire course). I gave out a medical note to all my professors but for one assignment I was in a group for I was doing all the work which really annoyed me especially when they knew the situation I was in. I only failed on course because the professor only gave me a 2 day extension on the assignment which was extremely time consuming so the 2 days extension did nothing for me. So at the moment I am catching up on school but the problem is I'm craving for this happy place a place I can just go to to just escape my drunk mom telling me how useless I am. We're still living in a two bedroom tiny apartment where I share a room with my parents (my brother has the other room). I want privacy where I can work in silence without public. I am currently working and going to school but my area and surrounding areas are becoming extremely expensive to live in and moving out on my own would be impossible for me at the moment in terms of my financial situation. My mom is on welfare because she has to watch over my grandmother (who has dementia) 24/7 and my dad claimed to have not recovered from the heart attack even thought it's been a year. What would you do if you're in my situation?",5.714201824613668,6.261554143511454,6.620029789610872,76.05456525786633,67.10687022900764,9.871159932973377,32.922174641593735,9.864919413459043,3.2067631725935577,2664,111,495,57,41,887,300,655,0.135,0.77,0.094,-0.9841,4,3,1,0,1,1,43.0,0,3,3,7,32,29,3,1,42,1,58,17,9,7,4,89,90,50,0,12,16,12,4,2,2,5,5,2,5,1,18,35,3,2,10,4,1,16,10,15,3,3,31,7,91,14,87,48,13,105,0,8,1,1,43,58,0,5,33,376,109,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123715957815435,0.0,0.06903761365643235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989675403211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933977694852169,0.0,0.15166625907907308,0.0,0.10251181744691963,0.0,0.08126822993993765,0.07361855450585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623902575287803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532210110811313,0.0,0.07322071337525726,0.17195565346350947,0.0,0.11482492311379408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822731586235628,0.0,0.06821430547893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498130920310465,0.059039227364479474,0.0,0.0,0.13208099582689914,0.0,0.05616226324883192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628392560743967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128004319875001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308708676611621,0.1029996536503554,0.0,0.0696521364975081,0.0,0.11364987977852235,0.0559095910405929,0.05331251405412592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095870995532083,0.11942499964207738,0.0,0.06841036723049995,0.0,0.0,0.2369702512032436,0.0,0.0,0.06686343671601791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957366258782137,0.0,0.05924871774414305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708253625514447,0.06513149058470834,0.0,0.11772051932794475,0.058990256881829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348425323265925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715095009698051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122763055003895,0.0,0.14169386857415614,0.049001320108150614,0.049426082896237074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255404342932637,0.0,0.1279203506519368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033840934452823,0.10139286753705616,0.0,0.0,0.2220475538442174,0.14436829637768944,0.0,0.09242456671543783,0.05820321864114542,0.13928690295358864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781517813354664,0.0,0.06378273011657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666760662786006,0.0,0.12810851820456198,0.06853555432322211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340704884857172,0.0,0.0,0.202384448111792,0.0,0.060682964890006325,0.0,0.07530459781346015,0.0,0.0,0.22477924788766196,0.06670616730003258,0.20384839429750085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154268521467234,0.0,0.10646637400531976,0.0,0.0,0.06968544352977328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011854111367076,0.05357719767964613,0.05826205425476575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549117374413012,0.05291902819575103,0.11660649595147927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905128504796664,0.0,0.0651152072429956,0.0,0.0,0.05757113381499599,0.0,0.0,0.039316631769499205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798007165469246,0.12358531893591874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425595997626943,0.0,0.14558351411032974,0.0,0.0,0.18940780137707008,0.0,0.0,0.04292558434996488 lonely,MindfulRoses,2020/01/24,"Missing I do have friends etc but I do miss having online buddies. The internet changed so much over the years. Back then it was easy to make friends online I feel and nowhere days it's way harder. Or maybe it's me. Does anyone else feel that way? I would love to make online friends. I like anime, comics, movies, games and I'm a college student. If anyone wants to chat hit me up on here or we can talk on discord maybe. Hope to chat with people soon. 🌹",-0.7663187855787505,1.1721367956989257,0.3736369386464276,102.12751423149905,105.77419354838707,2.618342820999368,17.298545224541428,4.514644488427479,-0.9607477545857048,354,11,78,1,17,109,66,93,0.066,0.6809999999999999,0.253,0.9721,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,15,18,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,6,9,15,2,11,0,2,0,1,9,4,0,4,6,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664424173336194,0.19521786697901786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465038327038692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155275734063655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287443006532847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667318374683809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916121937402689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248844750731746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267278609460486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441603058147758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923672738243894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308207812544708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195844378158248,0.0,0.2543570772780995,0.0,0.3828208230536346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400595830253511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320877299518894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313873075492654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237801429519817,0.3024636103783057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353452193944484,0.0,0.0,0.12269341788968645 lonely,pedrothenegro,2020/01/24,kinda lonely I moved schools and basically have no friends. I hope I can meet some people on here.,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,78,3,15,1,2,25,17,19,0.19699999999999998,0.536,0.268,0.3804,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761874124204279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836140069375857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175109613057235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375638399211239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927814748307081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dalton0803,2020/01/24,Why do we live in a world where happiness and depression are the same? Every time I start to become happy again my mind just reminds me of all the bad shit that’s happened in my life and I feel like I can never get a true sense of 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lonely,rayemay,2020/01/24,the enigma of the lonely extrovert nobody pursues you because you're always the pursuer and once you stop trying nobody comes to you and you realize how you don't have anyone because you desperately cling to anyone that comes 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lonely,SC_Druggie,2020/01/24,I thought I made a friend Turns out he just thought I was interested in him and now has basically ghosted me 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lonely,datboiii69421,2020/01/24,"You ever just be in bed at 3 am and realize that you actually do have friends and family that care about you? Yeah, me neither",3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,74.0,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,2.8855230769230773,99,4,21,3,2,35,22,26,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.4708379003658631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919278489440872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364372886221296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548459849252342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37276840814353707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,creamybby,2020/01/24,"sorry abt this i feel like im sinking. i miss my friends so much. i miss my best friends i miss when we'd all text each other any time but now everyone's busy. maybe i need to grow up idk. i miss the love of my life :( i miss when my texts wouldn't go ignored, but then i do send too many. maybe i'm overwhelming to be with. i miss when i would believe my friends when they said they missed me. i miss being around them. im drowning with longing. i miss when we were all together, we were so happy. i miss when we'd all hug before our goodbyes. i miss being able to genuinely smile. i feel like i live with a lump in my throat, just a sec away from crying everyday. i miss hearing ""i love you"", now even writing them feels so foreign. i hate this feeling. i hate feeling left behind, how much longer do i have to live like this? i don't want to feel like ppl only text me out of pity. i hate this constant shame i feel. what have i even done wrong? why do i feel like im putting on a performance everytime im talking to someone. what is wrong with me? why can't i just trust ppl why do i question every single act of kindness n why do i keep feeling like everybody wants something from me?",-0.3533333333333353,1.8382055515873008,1.3883928571428577,99.13473214285715,90.70634920634922,4.419841269841268,19.779761904761905,5.985473137389443,-0.18984761904761926,917,30,215,8,32,297,126,252,0.23600000000000002,0.5429999999999999,0.221,0.6529,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,5,1,4,2,18,37,3,2,4,0,20,6,1,1,3,35,54,13,1,5,4,0,9,6,3,2,2,2,0,0,7,9,0,2,10,0,0,5,3,21,0,0,4,11,49,16,22,43,8,25,0,14,0,3,21,7,0,1,19,128,56,0,0.0857125971795802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828750529231156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630238361569827,0.0,0.0,0.0805298065363788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293510716874138,0.09656874551174677,0.08995008269295528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926248675931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415126324827132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771374569282935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132247241247124,0.0,0.0722165598777999,0.08190205973774571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900497805844421,0.30616548275639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986640198849601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871244422473256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912426535169314,0.0,0.25387033374309514,0.0,0.0,0.09660432642320403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703372532378749,0.0,0.0,0.07618529462916117,0.0,0.08925648015271573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931269876272885,0.0,0.06054134221058197,0.2512490728285657,0.0,0.15137158727429018,0.07585295128579185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154717930795582,0.0,0.0,0.08689912041600424,0.17221964884594895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260172422896471,0.0635548047482834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518829251262356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616483414367268,0.09601772509051247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153230790503621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262400544236727,0.06598574484746328,0.0,0.09594823514885216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688925388774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997970469786089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111102110666816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093691488516511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088776982182114,0.18742653925389294,0.0,0.0 lonely,redcheerios,2020/01/24,"I never thought I'd feel so lonely in high school? So lately this year everybody has been getting into relationships. It's so strange how everyone just seems to have anybody. (I'm a female into girls,) either they're straight, homophobic, taken, are bi but lean more into guys-- and I just feel so lonely. I don't want to just hold anybody. I literally want to hold someone I genuinely love. Lately I was with this person who I thought I liked but as soon as they liked me back I immediately lost interest. I just feel like something is wrong with me. I wonder what's not good about me to change. I always attract dudes but I can't necessarily be attracted to them, (obviously because I'm gay,) but it's never girls. I feel so depressed in my space. I'm also closeted as well so it's extremely difficult to confront my parents to seek guidance and I truly feel like no one loves me because they don't know what I think or how I really am. Realistically, I know they won't last but it's not enough solace for me to not feel lonely when I'm working so hard in classes and I just feel like spending my time with someone.",2.3514553607827158,4.641473246636772,4.290536078271504,82.3555595189564,78.86547085201794,6.924500611496128,25.831430900937622,8.00094639256281,1.7216385650224215,886,35,172,16,22,301,120,223,0.18600000000000005,0.642,0.172,-0.1239,1,6,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,20,20,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,2,3,47,37,23,0,2,15,1,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,9,0,2,14,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,6,8,31,12,22,29,3,19,0,5,0,4,13,9,0,3,15,113,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834010525814443,0.10232197374549018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945573401696955,0.0,0.14992432784442114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008733141146914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591500165775683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270622265913818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750434825551576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43524589384331375,0.26355216675737997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642474295000302,0.0,0.0,0.1031424932352082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217609218530655,0.0,0.0,0.11015813198091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299259314650663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516362248487776,0.10023802335800172,0.2774339683424735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30038783158666194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342377018344366,0.0,0.2219728011699605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896860970766967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332853631438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654507747244676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737379711118028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877856450242456,0.0,0.0,0.13202515692086012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124453522086673,0.0,0.11194845426638053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083863691471376,0.09466931561041764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879504453904057,0.0,0.1952509544822512,0.07170555472390283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506331922093554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056596816970796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335713070529706,0.08952457196106915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344498136636344,0.0,0.07918948629438337 lonely,ThatBoyBishie,2020/01/24,Depressed & Alone I am feeling really sad and lonely right now the last two day have mostly been complete shit except for one person who always seems to improve my mood no matter how shitty I am feeling but they don't want to be around me right now so I'm kinda stuck here depressed and very alone,3.5669999999999997,5.4489883666666685,4.036666666666669,87.495,73.66666666666666,5.466666666666668,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.2984,242,6,45,1,5,76,50,60,0.34700000000000003,0.5760000000000001,0.077,-0.9532,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,13,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,5,0,5,9,1,7,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,3,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463788426199677,0.0,0.0,0.17931038131587715,0.2334904071083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183760527577434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225944018376198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897743836603846,0.0,0.3712137019866896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179230474561654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565843906979242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602603012909265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881632634572586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380525992939006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680657291900857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617995321471665,0.0,0.0,0.22120409780110253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050880314849635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780721111680367,0.1271054404655638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedditSanity,2020/01/24,"It's 3 o'clock in the morning, here am I... Sittin' here so lonely So lonesome I could cry...",-2.1981578947368448,-0.9860277894736812,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,116.36842105263158,1.9,20.539473684210527,3.1291,-0.4423789473684212,68,3,14,0,4,24,16,19,0.31,0.69,0.0,-0.7429,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879518969321406,0.0,0.8088958937303968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ethanxin,2020/01/24,A pair of ears Think of it like free therapy 🤷‍♂️,-5.9759523809523785,-5.761350499999999,-0.2842857142857138,105.41261904761903,125.42857142857143,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.8225904761904759,39,1,13,1,3,16,13,14,0.0,0.58,0.42,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34922727016197835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8174644097643882,0.0,0.0,0.4580308423499151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yikesasandwich,2020/01/24,Oh we aren’t really friends It was my 17th birthday a couple days ago and not a single person wished me. It was on a school day and I told everyone a day before. Nobody remembered. I asked the day after why nobody wished me. 3 people who I thought were my closest friends said “Oh we aren’t really friends. It would be awkward if I told you Happy Birthday”.,2.029523809523809,4.188742111111111,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,79.2777777777778,6.336507936507938,24.174603174603178,7.447530270364453,1.2232436507936515,280,10,55,4,7,93,47,72,0.022000000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9228,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,14,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,11,4,2,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,34,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054894831140667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877329259931947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451752537793294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791978144456584,0.0,0.4381194617530771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228512517669208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393643522987948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807930776693836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774257085046053,0.14829383221626166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760197628968952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239054580324916,0.0,0.16155247910347104,0.0,0.0,0.17188262145497132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483043844521453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457025035338416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325014782277424,0.0,0.39060495119691824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206462862949218,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,diaamariee,2020/01/24,"Anyone want a pretty girl to talk to? 18+, I'm 21, I'm sure we'll find something in common 😊",-3.057101449275361,-1.5091700434782584,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,97.2608695652174,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.7305246376811592,71,1,19,0,3,27,20,23,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802015388961435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156965014433085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627146283807961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501420342039446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42866170558629824,0.0,0.0,0.3655664380207296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826414320674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilstrowy,2020/01/24,"I'm kinda fucked up So I pinged on my own, I've doing dumb shit all week now I'm pinging while tripping on acid, wouldn't mind talking to 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lonely,fecafec,2020/01/24,"I kinda miss some toxic friends (sorry for the broken English, it is not my first language) Last year I decided to avoid some bad people in my life, and it was really great but I got used to their company, it was kinda 70% of my friends and now I just feel super lonely sometimes, I don't now what can I do to just forget them and not regret stop talking to 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lonely,dabbedtoohard,2020/01/24,"I am sad So I'm not super lonely I have a decent amount of friends but things are getting weird. I haven't really had a crush on someone since like 5th grade (I'm only in 8th grade rn). A few of my friends are talking about their crushes, and some people might be getting together and I have just been really sad at times because I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone. I know I'm probably too young to really be worrying about this but I had to get this off my chest. I feel like I should have told at least one of my friends but I just don't want anybody that I know in person to find out about this because that would be weird and awkward.",2.1809881422924877,3.4854585217391336,3.5824374176548126,91.72310276679843,76.10144927536233,6.757312252964428,24.13965744400527,7.348242739294969,0.8426724637681167,508,16,115,6,11,167,78,138,0.161,0.6970000000000001,0.142,-0.1841,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,0,1,3,0,18,1,1,0,1,22,32,7,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,1,15,6,16,21,4,10,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,2,5,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269450947124752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780617635758212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882106071408468,0.12463198297991965,0.0,0.0,0.3189007354009233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043547058622119,0.0,0.2734394550658505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175380537714196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046157460651032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507111076957436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821645233412804,0.13268226858525006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094638886045192,0.15232896111648342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809395243857585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352845073498668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443124795595857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956333852117652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022177901177918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590135550239206,0.11178488233335752,0.0,0.0,0.101727171351342,0.0,0.0,0.1667009622272958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289914908268168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771693632368658,0.0,0.12392911545414885,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SvnoyiWayaAdanvdo91,2020/01/24,"Going through a bad time So I was going to move with my best friend and his girl, my leg had been giving me a fit for the last month so I finally go to the ER the previous day and was diagnosed with sciatica. Well fast forward to today after listening to them get in a fight and later exploding in anger myself I had to tell him I was gonna do a hard pass and it killed me to do so as we've known each other since middle school. After he goes I'm gonna have no one to talk to and quite frankly it terrifies me...any advice would be appreciated.",3.0317307692307693,3.5848223760683773,5.040245726495726,84.97524038461542,73.1025641025641,8.585042735042737,24.026709401709404,8.841846274778883,1.4017529914529914,426,11,97,8,8,148,81,117,0.16699999999999998,0.698,0.136,-0.6204,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,3,0,7,0,11,2,1,0,0,10,20,9,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,4,2,1,6,2,12,3,17,10,2,20,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,11,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703724262083928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407909547740638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690288276097438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222344848823516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663884069301724,0.0,0.0,0.21504393367313915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209359961219575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636904979056526,0.0,0.11069350720511126,0.20324533445863024,0.3612323876547267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979420765971267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440313827306905,0.0,0.0,0.1727026037796556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911288277568154,0.2251846397058413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356882456914422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535018455814096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442409371095744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526133335881744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702933525260566,0.18518401435296175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235432981559691,0.0,0.20082830748533986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049687885533093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050660956528655,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Proud_Incorporated,2020/01/24,"Advisor/Guidance/Mentor support, here to help. So I have been looking through this sub lately and have discovered we are all alone within a 100,000+ active community? Are we really alone in here, haha. Any way I understand at any age our type of people find it hard to connect with others because most of us are introverts in here right? We want to express ourselves fully without being judged but it’s okay here because we are apparently in the same situation, right now we are building a connection to understand who we are and have the potential to keep each other from making horrible decisions. Sometimes we just need someone to express ourselves to get a feeling, however as you grow older and experience more kinds of people you will eventually come to understand how to cope and how to indirectly attract the people you need in life, but there is a process that is required to achieve this. You all may need a guide who can help plan your career or path out, most people are stuck on trying to attach themselves to long term friends, when you should really question what ideal partners are and their worth in life, they will be the ones who will give you true value in what you want to be and provide value for your money and time. So I would like to know if anyone is serious about learning new skills or thought processes, maybe solutions that can keep your mind from feeling alone, which I can help with because the only way to beat loneliness is to know how to embrace and transform its negative energy into positive, there’s just a process you need to know and it’s the way of thinking that needs to develop. A little about me, I am an entrepreneur aspiring leader, life-coach and philanthropist, by spending my 10 years of life in solitude with personal and career development, I have come to a conclusion which can allow people to achieve the same mindset it won’t be easy at first, however you will see results. My main interests are personal development, the future of business and ethics, technology and innovation, environmental sustainability, philanthropy and various interesting topics or hobbies, you may have. You can start with this, for your loneliness. [Sadhguru]( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-3nt92UFZo&list=LLJpMFnWPD1t5Kbq_u3iujKg&index=4&t=0s) If this resonates with you, AMA. (Questions that may allow you to take action, if that helps) If you want someone who can be ‘there’ for you, follow my profile I am starting to spend more time on social media helping people out with engaging content. It’s 2020 might as well try something new. Peace, wisdom and prosperity. 111",9.674955947136567,10.065367085903087,8.672576211453745,65.22947224669605,58.75770925110133,11.581180616740088,39.08511013215861,11.126944784690435,4.622915876651981,2123,95,325,49,25,661,236,454,0.055,0.747,0.198,0.9968,3,3,1,0,0,0,70.0,9,19,2,9,19,15,0,0,17,2,43,3,0,7,3,96,76,32,0,15,12,0,3,1,2,11,3,0,0,3,25,34,0,3,16,0,4,5,3,1,1,2,3,5,41,14,63,57,12,43,0,0,2,0,49,19,0,16,17,244,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927182258591785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077660399229513,0.0,0.10911373727512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056096334465426265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467162516383723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821629916631092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847705158395858,0.0,0.0,0.0811300029425511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332569868878652,0.06824074193819378,0.0,0.0,0.06198290572178595,0.0,0.04191510997213061,0.07696070673206194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186731441609719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688711400108416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261825378707976,0.0,0.08354370354885385,0.13227139540304567,0.0,0.09049914824276284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266658034211841,0.03919468558734748,0.08040817303640006,0.0,0.07099805487157151,0.0673701749049126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053551907475657634,0.0,0.08059844654335667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851077905933832,0.08100603984332064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743519786525696,0.0,0.15496678434351066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543636498862992,0.06101597749779615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337143185673304,0.14010162115632174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974440279679912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279048423452204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702623031760952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393024785431461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017810860691718,0.0,0.08178095982193527,0.13595154930659398,0.06176238965008135,0.07934620176599197,0.0,0.11356966232205308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104024426288963,0.0,0.0,0.06032045154845798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140599371545693,0.0,0.06369099349946115,0.09356160192723673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893724938019562,0.0,0.0,0.2505562955405492,0.0965027740291224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195925872952495,0.19104052599279125,0.0,0.0,0.0721333872977163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733562139523208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699070569488845,0.0,0.0,0.05166332805056502 lonely,dseg30,2020/01/24,Any Kpop/JPop fans? Just like the title says - Any KPOP or JPOP fans out here? Wanna be friends?,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,97.94736842105264,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.059224561403509,73,1,17,0,3,21,15,19,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466841864187803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241597500601115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821601615509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365906559455441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TonyaHarding42069,2020/01/24,What’s your favorite coping mechanism with you feel extremely lonely and have no one to turn to? It feels like I’m starving for human contact. I’m an introvert so I do value my alone time but after a while it gets to the point where I feel so empty I can’t breathe. My go tos when I feel like this are weed and alcohol.,0.8818487394958012,2.9434826470588256,2.9485714285714306,91.22500000000004,82.82352941176471,6.238655462184874,21.478991596638657,7.447530270364453,0.7684932773109248,252,8,55,4,7,85,53,68,0.145,0.727,0.129,-0.0275,0,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,13,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,8,2,6,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990196900058279,0.0,0.2897870431181411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658984657871109,0.3997764568365762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146183258758926,0.0,0.15901603424305527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733909976139671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895988225652405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450018559747906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315285673260568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30434061080520664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dillon_resley,2020/01/24,Attention Loners I’m in need of friends or any other kind of relationship. I wanna have interesting and weird asf convos with y’all. Please hit me up on my snap @dillon_resley I promise to respond to everyone because ya know... I’m lonely...,1.880285714285716,4.6840944888888885,3.9615873015873007,78.11,93.0,7.015873015873016,26.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.618523809523809,192,9,32,5,7,65,39,45,0.075,0.708,0.217,0.7783,0,2,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26394682310003265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660502935848005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708820332027244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29987408479139704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40418549840574464,0.21331023007433172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877990526773325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260584409617295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167144395902714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yasuomoi,2020/01/24,"Did she just ask me out? So my crush texted me today, she said “I would love it if you could join me for a drink at ——-“. I said yes, then I asked if anyone else is going. She said it’s for her birthday..so her friends will be there. Did I just fuck it up again ?? A little context.. she calls me a friend when she Invites me to a party, but this time is different.",-0.3115384615384613,1.4425508589743608,1.5253205128205138,101.49259615384615,85.28205128205127,4.412820512820511,16.16025641025641,5.148860815047168,-1.0580051282051284,269,5,69,1,8,88,53,78,0.047,0.792,0.161,0.7846,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,1,8,3,0,0,0,8,16,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,18,3,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,2,17,4,1,2,5,50,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405920041603013,0.20601878215294292,0.0,0.0,0.3759444359056635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053137608600682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605371032221568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007413672456932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697091009772413,0.0,0.0,0.16796721062902875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106905655119323,0.1858848975081265,0.0,0.0,0.11427205227510133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152379483945096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147247338075165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737875177060121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172448543452131,0.0,0.19058974473700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283353107666158,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SolidusSnakeMGS,2020/01/24,"18M How do you get a gf being introverted/asocial For the longest time i've wanted to be in a relationship, find someone that i could trully love. The only gf I had was at the age of 15, and let me tell you it dind't take her long to break up with me, I was so in love with her but 1 month later of being together she left me for another guy she met before me. Since then, in those 3 years after, I have never felt something for another girl and the thing is that I don't think I care to try, being an introvert doesnt help either, also I never get out, usually the only time i go out of my home is when I go to work and go to college. I don't like parties or social events (I have social anxiety, I medicate just for going to work and college), but sometimes I go with my friends to have a drink or to walk around the city. I always think about how great it would be to be in a relationship with someone but I don't even try, I'm pretty awkward around girls and as I said before I hate going to social events. This year in my class I was finally talking to a girl, and meeting her, at first I thought I liked her but the more I knew her the less i liked her, plus we didn't had anything in common. I want to have a gf that has the same interest and hobbies (videogames, anime, internet culture, cinema, etc) bc thats what I talk about 99% of the time. Anyways, a couple of weeks ago I decided to try Tinder, and it wasn't a good idea. I got a couple of matches that led to nothing, the first girl didn't even respond and the second one began to talk with me for a bit and then just stopped. The thing that I hate the most is myself, I want to fall in love with somebody but I don't know how, I'm just waiting to see if the perfect girl just pops up magically in my house. The worst part is that I fear how much time I'll keep lonely or that someday I'll be with someone that I don't love just to not be alone.",3.7162043795620434,3.529750566909975,5.234252068126518,86.81701313868616,71.31143552311434,8.133177615571778,26.902287104622868,7.699297019823105,1.2789018199513391,1477,43,340,16,25,502,191,411,0.106,0.77,0.124,0.868,0,3,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,0,5,19,19,2,2,27,0,35,6,0,5,3,66,69,30,0,6,16,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,6,17,23,1,3,9,2,0,9,12,6,0,4,15,3,52,13,57,43,10,54,0,1,1,4,40,17,0,5,30,240,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405535872724782,0.0,0.0,0.08652480352137583,0.0,0.06680888283817364,0.06951402724034587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752031273707703,0.06390976065675832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874833428556762,0.14874102013503554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421769770466883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120673960537996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517711567562303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670186414496386,0.1848763074457017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183981535824159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317193717302764,0.11035802666165223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940085046046379,0.0,0.0,0.08021387212331517,0.09151669203563242,0.07635630380880377,0.14212236410282564,0.0,0.0,0.06454470485623752,0.0,0.08729498466274734,0.0,0.2848746646140317,0.07007145994098321,0.0668165447710843,0.09210586777803602,0.0,0.0827201795340336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496178596095248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055996756442027146,0.0,0.08379990874841553,0.0,0.0,0.0963967934102066,0.0,0.09430927946996873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425638561636158,0.0,0.0,0.045912756524263854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076913777393378,0.08542783544648952,0.0,0.1224438924107676,0.0,0.0,0.07393245675866811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30160136248983554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416024911187821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668280227503011,0.0,0.06141332775123728,0.0,0.12886620572920246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016125283259325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661053956664861,0.12707562555350976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904683535337659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499272574763339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793866951283689,0.0,0.0,0.07946801972031638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657253207302452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910719424212157,0.0,0.0,0.25548308133179304,0.2123557904205696,0.0643150746929129,0.08262563871137374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984524545560995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281354022778161,0.2014448178435281,0.07301980080355308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100380940127738,0.1070612825768042,0.0,0.06632338915951058,0.19485714365752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701595591691585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201022758628877,0.0,0.14782653942419016,0.0,0.06701272999140312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163982585913227,0.0,0.0,0.059346173526233365,0.0,0.0,0.1075972228821355 lonely,akanesstomach,2020/01/24,Anyone get major anxiety in classrooms? I’m trying to learn the material but my fucking brain keeps telling me that everyone around me is judging and that causes my heart to beat out of my chest. Can anyone relate.,3.940750000000001,6.670823575,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,75.75,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.229,173,7,28,3,4,56,34,40,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966860177622345,0.0,0.0,0.4198436627561549,0.0,0.0,0.2672607577475746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514644821619705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084101481148959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868744790050517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27754991006416363,0.15685332618633366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557638858622289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668506356808327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240679639843023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383067015969975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LRN_Trickster,2020/01/24,"A reminder to make your life matter If you’re like me, and a lot of you are. You probably feel like a life without love makes you matter less in the world. You want to make someone happy, but no one wants you. It’s a shit situation for sure, but not the shittiest. There are a lot of folks starving, a lot of people who won’t see this Valentine’s Day when we’re all bitching about not having dates. Some of those people are kids who will never go on a first date. If you want to make a difference go to your local food bank, shelter, hospital, whatever and give your time. It’s honestly the only time I ever fee human anymore and it’s a good feeling to spit in the face of God or Fate when you bring a little joy into the lives of others without having to be chosen for love. If you’re a dude, food banks can really use your help. A lot of people like walking shelter dogs and reading to sick kids, but you have to be yoked to load big pallets of frozen donated food for hours on end. It’ll make you ache and it’s amazing. This is not some kind of call for altruism. Helping other people makes you feel good. Do it foe yourself.",2.551063925909194,4.069368158798284,3.879326857917324,89.09175739778631,75.56652360515022,6.62200135531963,23.42195617799864,7.273561745256523,0.8287476394849778,883,26,187,10,19,290,129,233,0.121,0.677,0.20199999999999999,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,14,0,1,5,16,3,0,17,0,14,11,3,7,4,43,34,14,0,6,12,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,13,6,3,0,3,1,4,4,8,3,0,2,0,4,16,13,30,29,8,25,0,0,1,2,25,9,2,10,15,120,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226701580916983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529672515430986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650366423935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077381201535336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133343102165943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327765640172353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642122939269848,0.07366872167743156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771354913094002,0.37407818767092216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892179568048316,0.11721058375070162,0.17298379415538953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977281936771108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823789882350765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155211523974003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107383280686632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567296251479084,0.15113720406430914,0.10335301223051274,0.09105656875805863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506746653679014,0.18613907876997304,0.0,0.4129991322494093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953225615757607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698765655209015,0.07842716518048062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859608150593766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118045865994156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314758800376876,0.0,0.066061109045853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217303588524001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585087206593287,0.0,0.11591084351034882,0.0,0.0,0.08737297222187103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097189080246603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025983209336938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906229660949458,0.0,0.0,0.18246798117232774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880738790812774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoatCurry101,2020/01/24,I'm not in rat park If you don't know what rat park is click [here](https://youtu.be/PY9DcIMGxMs) I might start doing drugs due to my loneliness I know what drugs can do to you but I'm praying and I've been feeling slightly better but I just need to be in rat 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lonely,literally-lonely,2020/01/24,"My girlfriend practically ignores me now I don't even know how I feel anymore, she sends me about 2 texts a day and won't give any explanation for why she suddenly ghosted me, she also cancelled on our plans together for this weekend and now I just feel completely 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lonely,M8nGiraffe,2020/01/24,"I'm too lazy to date, but I'm lonely. I feel like I'm too lazy to go out and meet new people or ask out girls I already know and get to know them better. And it's not only laziness, I think. I feel uncomfortable thinking about approaching someone while I'm still not sure if I'm really into them. I don't know why I feel that. But it's different than it was before. A few years or even just months ago I would say that I simply didn't have the balls to ask one out. It's not the case now, however. I would do the first steps now easily (I think) but I don't want to go on dates with any random girl, because I know I'd feel uncomfortable, no matter what. But there's no one I'd really like to date now. There's no one I have a little crush on. But I need someone.",1.5410650887573958,2.4853338757396486,3.6539644970414216,92.01988165680477,77.10650887573966,7.093491124260355,19.508875739644967,7.61054688173877,0.2531562130177516,591,11,145,8,13,203,86,169,0.17300000000000001,0.74,0.08800000000000001,-0.9019,2,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,11,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,38,32,12,0,5,12,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,11,1,0,4,9,1,0,4,2,5,16,4,15,28,1,24,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,4,15,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314908831181946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575671867121033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021456390795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808457899571176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156454943993723,0.0,0.1278147537062141,0.0,0.0,0.13284553164876292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693392757853133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921004293565014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037958814735388,0.10730762534239227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277656575718471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784767491630719,0.0,0.170731745045829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301984773636091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676671545935996,0.15054647429612106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989347538911785,0.0,0.0,0.11137629093976076,0.0,0.14507047066821005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053516394364337,0.11423888817703105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413434394639873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245238895917996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194503174939484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545391301694885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995518511361378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156794326009245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887389733894548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885957446379908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355380937238199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134049185803376,0.0,0.0,0.09672812594430603 lonely,godgamer69,2020/01/24,"Being an introvert is ruining me. When I first started uni, I made couple friends that were in my class or in the same faculty. But the problem was, while they wanted to go out every day, I needed time to recharge myself. I didn’t hate going out, just the sheer amount exhausted me to my core. And this made me push them away. While they hung out and bonded, I was behind on everything. Eventually they stopped inviting me out. I spent the next 2 years absolutely alone, to the point that the only real conversations I was having were with the food delivery people. All of my old friends from highschool have new friends, they dont even think about me anymore. I don’t think I have the energy or the time to make new friends anymore, and the loneliness will eventually drive me crazy. I am lost.",4.9388277511961745,6.351079868421053,5.247775119617227,82.05033492822969,69.39473684210526,8.685167464114832,28.949760765550238,9.095868883498916,2.322505263157894,628,23,121,12,11,199,96,152,0.139,0.757,0.10300000000000001,-0.5849,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,2,5,9,1,0,11,0,15,2,0,3,1,24,28,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,2,0,1,4,3,5,0,1,10,0,25,4,18,16,3,27,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,2,14,86,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317155570912042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293338335801771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894944367535345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363973376847887,0.0,0.0953781335963447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332837416166244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768130027927673,0.0,0.1246054256275302,0.0,0.13291583304086094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257968971019381,0.17883164668311322,0.0,0.4570441054245677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810091359242538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460127752959979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614416363247701,0.0,0.0,0.2798780558839957,0.09871908779112143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966007671557472,0.0,0.2856701153972657,0.15728486662544636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551878220907835,0.0,0.0,0.11247856375618408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025297219860234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980578454227213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151271288068348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833352379601016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467874996119447,0.0,0.0,0.1236443709771401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952650039189706,0.0,0.0,0.17247408038138073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723055932011815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523762752472532 lonely,throwawayacc_263040,2020/01/25,Not too good I'm just feelin it rn man how u guys deal with it,-4.633333333333333,-3.708866,-0.9724999999999984,111.53416666666668,115.25,2.1333333333333333,5.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.0488916666666666,48,0,15,0,3,17,15,16,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6220533411864365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060824941552438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974363144540166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YourLocalBlackGuy,2020/01/25,"how do you cope with your loneliness? Ever since i switched highschools, all my past friends have stopped talking to me and cut all contact with me or just ignore me. Yea I've made new friends i guess but i know that no one likes talking to me so ultimately im just alone and have no one to talk to when i actually need to. I spend most of my days just watching youtube videos or maybe playing a game or even on 4chan or something, but i dont have anyone that i can go to if i need it or just want to talk. What are some things you do to help cope with your loneliness or can you suggest me some things i can do to help me get used to be alone again? Thanks <3",2.9234042553191517,3.7019620851063837,3.4664468085106392,95.32350000000002,73.53900709219859,6.774751773049648,26.156737588652483,6.742157984588678,0.6730873758865248,518,17,126,4,10,162,80,141,0.135,0.7170000000000001,0.147,0.5873,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,10,7,1,0,1,1,12,0,0,3,3,34,22,14,0,4,13,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,3,1,1,3,2,0,2,1,1,22,5,15,20,5,9,0,0,1,0,16,1,0,11,8,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1537561357579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263699301948201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016983331934407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161336633240756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465951172863584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406709981463136,0.1425223223259238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346141176930064,0.0,0.08231875974066853,0.0,0.08954515605206882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357044671651936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121871125203734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019217399607967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659102668851401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697600956125784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490873764698642,0.0,0.0,0.15829051053152793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336579492003533,0.0,0.15217273074840276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135338896446468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040914572792574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033551792573006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129762555782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172747556806605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065640406912005,0.0,0.14506036601120156,0.0,0.0,0.2093521397982942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608152084994787,0.0,0.0,0.09293315401923186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mouth_beat,2020/01/25,"Back to Uni Nobody ever tells you how lonely college is. Like Shits so depressing and sad. Weekends bum me out because I’m basically trapped in my room all day. I literally moved all my blankets and pillows into my closet and just sort of layer there in the dark. My life feels like it lacks purpose",3.7784482758620714,5.877609603448278,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,73.65517241379311,6.708965517241379,28.84137931034483,7.554174236665415,1.877278620689656,239,10,43,3,5,78,49,58,0.22,0.708,0.07200000000000001,-0.8822,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,3,13,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,6,3,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700814272519915,0.0,0.21411228557904108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265203635450179,0.0,0.3025219910351474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771615715335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759720036209747,0.2509255062428972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809078420675595,0.34319567000704376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733119089141086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605422091575837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069987277497621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trigestis,2020/01/25,"If anyone wants to talk about anything... Good evening dicks and chicks, feeling pretty lonely tonight...had a couple of people here and regurarely kept in touch but they stopped reaponding recently, that happens....im looking for a new batch lol, if anyone wants to chat feel free to message me! I hope you have a good evening/morning/afternoon wherever you are!:)",6.40142857142857,8.730318031746034,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,67.0952380952381,7.5796825396825405,36.40952380952381,8.238735603445708,3.16076761904762,288,15,46,4,5,84,52,63,0.057,0.64,0.303,0.9561,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,12,9,5,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,5,7,8,0,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,1,3,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377019702397292,0.0,0.198720470875614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671970692173352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594976754783058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420278169993925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050900624464181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398477551671147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084378430191985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278544950923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332264170788771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674143595289246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456756902853036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384359747692952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018911470306768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940954132359343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848666306130856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DschinghisPotgieter,2020/01/25,For some reason this subreddit seems like a sad wasteland Exactly the place where I belong heh.,4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,78.41176470588233,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.803258823529412,78,3,12,2,2,24,17,17,0.245,0.625,0.13,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724210196429822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825857781679333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733179272550737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076289525047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxcharliefarmenx,2020/01/25,"Looking to help the lonely, lonely + lonely = happiness I guess? I am looking to help anyone in need. I will check up with you daily and try my best to brighten up your day, and give hope feel free to dm",2.9336434108527136,3.6032603488372095,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,73.4186046511628,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.5924635658914732,157,4,34,1,3,53,32,43,0.13,0.484,0.386,0.9413,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,5,8,8,1,4,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064922892847936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011470032468091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185065575476774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450956884127709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27527835126369016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161189887388737,0.0,0.0,0.3054744459624916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846867175076955,0.0,0.0,0.28501620585953297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819485542599538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127773362611992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482712460648852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosa-palido,2020/01/25,I wish I wasn't so scared of going out alone. I really want to meet new people but I can't even leave the house without getting extremely anxious and feeling like I'm putting myself in danger.,3.7892307692307696,5.291889974358977,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.33333333333333,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.8547538461538453,155,6,29,2,3,51,34,39,0.141,0.534,0.325,0.6008,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426370551113395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100681336265358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128201576318909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877811193419046,0.19607836115389607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339700757968035,0.0,0.15598519051518805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166965838576789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906195617484689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409008421996418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650806971982224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902799678559246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275913850834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582976469222322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747880609692993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188698946973673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156220261765412,0.2645751542764633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fluffymcnuggins,2020/01/25,"Lonely at nights/weekends I have a great group of friends. I have nice colleagues although my job is draining and stressful. I'm a carer for a family member. I just wish I had someone to cuddle up to at night and talk to about my day, laugh with and watch Netflix with. I've tried to date for years and things go well for a few months then for some reason they just leave me or seem to get bored. I'm told I'm nice and funny. I'm just lost and sad and dont know what to do to stop the aching loneliness when I'm at home. My life is hectic and I run a lot with my friends so my free time is used to recharge to stop me burning out, which has happened before. I just wish I had someone around, or could find a way to be alone and not feel so sad. Sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest and guess I just wanted to see if anyone else felt the same.",3.782334152334151,3.4167180540540563,4.42746928746929,93.27481572481577,71.16216216216216,7.15970515970516,24.385749385749392,5.565023196281405,0.2819189189189184,660,14,161,2,11,211,109,185,0.156,0.68,0.165,0.7096,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,0,1,8,0,12,3,1,2,0,43,34,18,0,6,10,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,15,0,2,6,1,1,2,2,6,1,0,5,4,18,9,28,27,4,20,0,4,2,1,6,7,0,7,10,100,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130639174064953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021503417809862,0.14968766635000474,0.0,0.13005211306198222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431282424243227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664191047433199,0.0,0.0,0.09421671784039498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121776141307934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204042524488765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772175184965685,0.0,0.07386808432538318,0.0,0.14027043188287966,0.0,0.1335246813141704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257393487255894,0.0,0.15265321166678586,0.0,0.08302697771209655,0.0,0.0,0.16106602898200245,0.16093589253037152,0.0,0.12918793780187815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654135351819667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497294246640474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028788557534383,0.0,0.0,0.15468945350706198,0.0,0.0,0.10318851271737836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947576791212714,0.12420148716102344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660857687931506,0.0,0.0,0.10832475030380896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709666511912247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020605263382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164157467808583,0.1329959129717964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475651459166628,0.0,0.0,0.16353710243868355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427751673582304,0.16734693988841753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174225473786702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705648083803363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851869351671656,0.0,0.0,0.13959637206970696,0.0,0.0991863137129396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617586362870367,0.0,0.0,0.08616835625349645,0.11596036954494505,0.0,0.0,0.1313535052958469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359952678360819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407792270564584 lonely,Kivijakotakou,2020/01/25,"I've never been to a nightclub I'm from Europe and it feels like an essential part of youth culture to go clubbing. I feel like I'm missing out not going while I'm young enough. I really really like the music that some clubs play, but I don't like alcohol, I don't have friends and I'm too shy to dance in front of other people.",0.8893158953722349,2.8139889577464783,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,81.95774647887325,6.310663983903421,20.00201207243461,7.447530270364453,0.5645476861166996,260,7,57,4,7,89,50,71,0.10800000000000001,0.743,0.149,0.1948,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,2,4,6,8,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771267194619801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679396328264848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622328739774513,0.37050649741190944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034456939939854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947470911415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067489053829203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999981606117483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28081069350870724,0.0,0.17977497364590886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322450772920559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smallslitherysnek,2020/01/25,"my loneliest day of 2020 [tw: self harm] today has by far been my loneliest day this year so far. my friendship group all went up and had an awesome time in london without inviting me, and I found of the one person I value over everyone else values other people a lot more than me. idrk how to feel at this point. i’ve started getting urges to self-harm again for the first time since 2018 recently and forced myself to start the butterfly project earlier this week to stave it off. but now, i’m honestly not so sure how much longer i can stop myself.",4.179288990825686,5.4931129266055025,4.446685779816517,87.44966169724773,71.11009174311927,7.2848623853211025,26.469036697247706,7.645422480735847,1.3465862385321097,435,14,87,5,8,136,83,109,0.115,0.78,0.10400000000000001,-0.0689,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,2,14,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,10,2,15,7,4,23,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,14,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616732904696613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947480434546944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938543543778908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025789537630554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725641232132429,0.0,0.22244035714696347,0.0,0.0,0.10599304750054454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247582261200406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913538940757148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747235611531866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064696336252555,0.17714134349163047,0.0,0.0,0.19178106285186786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003131386223244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423282679203606,0.0,0.0,0.16781908262503892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718986115331635,0.0,0.0,0.16961135735035865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912059035898781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365943766793021,0.0,0.1923003875494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273291072931648,0.0,0.0,0.18806579724677108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955628458920704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306439035407689 lonely,aki2ra,2020/01/25,"I wish I was somebody's favorite someone I wish I was the person someone wakes up and is excited to text, call, hang out with. I'm so lonely it actually hurts. I'm always left out of everything. If I want to do something with someone I have to awkwardly ask and get turned down or just be the weird third wheel they didn't want there in the first place. Depression + loneliness is the worst feeling in the world and i wouldn't wish it on anybody",4.475750915750915,5.1216528571428634,5.237087912087912,84.52874542124542,69.87912087912089,8.704029304029303,30.551282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.27295457875458,354,14,74,6,6,115,62,91,0.20600000000000002,0.62,0.17300000000000001,-0.7462,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,5,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,20,6,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,3,1,8,1,13,15,1,12,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,2,1,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1723106656893409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469236386914348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507277072019694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803017049075832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208285049576506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869324532947204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928107467069166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501936781854059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225258048867446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890260233258929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918480705558983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417752799540568,0.18448215477502025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488315044373853,0.13593522302948596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206171029872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082957347325054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091538491346276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Allhailthepotatoman,2020/01/25,"Umm I don't like where I stay. Where I study now, I can't find a single person who I can vibe with :/. Not one. Most people just want to gossip or talk about other people. I just feel lonely that nobody really gets me and actually wants to take the time to talk. Everybody is just jealous not everyone else and wants to talk about other people all the time.",2.755833333333332,4.436347361111113,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.3888888888889,7.022222222222222,17.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,0.3382055555555548,278,4,57,4,6,92,49,72,0.133,0.8440000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.7748,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,10,3,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,7,1,7,10,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.20743964007887447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757665671450376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031216868662208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748280683294384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428698686571652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106011352437037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385195777315397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404431079832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421120465798419,0.1856096997110956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617908739714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657350330173984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982771371153087,0.5125720435150194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790492351015705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761414774008547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mripressionist,2020/01/25,1 I cant stop feeling lonely. I want something real but cant commit. I am impatient but I know i need to wait. i talk to people I like and I feel nothing. and on top of that my brain feels like everyone can be the one. i need some guidance plz halp.,-1.6359545454545454,0.3147105636363641,1.4657954545454537,96.7986931818182,97.9090909090909,4.204545454545455,17.784090909090907,5.985473137389443,-0.28240909090909083,191,6,45,2,8,67,40,55,0.102,0.625,0.273,0.7921,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,16,13,4,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,10,2,4,12,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997668131202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565906599774253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073285049024117,0.1918369416698932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475763391449914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26237909694509104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982212253834898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257660509406756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196198221846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861639748502195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056444246935647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672649593584708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450199925537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158331801995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838517199583102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Atocz,2020/01/25,I wish I had friends to do things with But I’m too socially inept and no one finds me interesting so I spend my weekends alone and I work all week days. I can’t even focus on my hobbies anymore as I just feel too sad,0.051250000000003126,1.941659958333336,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,84.83333333333334,5.506666666666668,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.36449499999999935,170,6,41,2,5,58,39,48,0.147,0.6829999999999999,0.171,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,2,4,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34462480426494285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299949069886937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459382892354265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977578561008504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682465215725736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041240798426385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570789573873357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547749689682114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919293780009196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106184891900668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690900200474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38264181069902653,0.0,0.0,0.24224326130465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hahahehehihihohohuhu,2020/01/25,"Alcohol Realized that these past couple years I've depended on alcohol for everything, to make friends, to go on dates, have a relationship, have fun. But the last year it got way out of hand and I put myself in really stupid situations. But now that I want to be sober, I have no way to connect with people or let my walls down. It's really hard for me to connect with people. I just feel really lonely and really lost.",4.213172690763051,5.438077325301209,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,70.92771084337348,10.834538152610442,25.88152610441768,10.864195022040775,3.004198393574297,330,10,65,11,6,114,59,83,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,-0.2668,0,2,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,2,0,14,11,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,2,15,7,0,16,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907589107220876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228734395698272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643072267136912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924395096130468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412466215087121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390107140929652,0.0,0.14621821001152532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377120820604213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902306255854886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869462904276145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957011090235324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203406597676095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174522800337757,0.2534893532220555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378504153947686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684778311794329,0.0,0.0,0.1962807381870523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549783890328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783223457032856,0.29022871767093994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546074383130175 lonely,WhatHappened-,2020/01/25,"Why am i so afraid? Im so sick of the silence. Its killing me. Am i really going to live my entire life like this? Im so fucking useless and alone. Im on the edge and im barely holding on. I feel like i might break completely and that might be the end of me. I dont know to do, i feel like part if me is missing and i cant function in the real world. I say “i feel” alot but im too afraid to feel fucking anything. I hide it all away and have no relief. Im just so scared of everything.",-2.178898809523808,-0.3913770446428568,1.1237857142857166,100.30454761904764,96.23214285714286,4.058095238095238,17.288095238095238,5.6839178017228535,-0.6372876190476187,369,11,96,3,15,131,64,112,0.19,0.726,0.083,-0.9017,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,3,3,5,0,10,4,0,0,1,19,19,11,1,1,3,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,5,14,4,10,16,3,8,0,2,0,2,1,5,2,4,4,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092394658281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608019393828522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969605307541108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224163862626979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683709721023515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341111168242256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493271430347577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614125432185826,0.1668209399267954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215877978318938,0.0,0.0,0.06635509380859304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7566987318285442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917315357673395,0.0,0.06416601357596252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246817636881484,0.17112317049774392,0.0,0.10309763791776043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477192123056467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643530993341232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289382578487774,0.07479684764919586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284901317736287,0.1168930685206546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535407953884393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soapyrubberduck,2020/01/25,"Being sick and lonely is the worst I just want someone to rub my back, run out and get me ginger ale and meds, and drive me to urgent care Instead I’m slowly dying all alone in bed It feels like poop",2.8241085271317843,3.46651962790698,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,73.65116279069767,5.7333333333333325,18.984496124031008,3.1291,-0.5368387596899225,156,2,35,0,3,51,37,43,0.222,0.615,0.16399999999999998,-0.6249,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,7,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818187718883732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834754430853733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758716619590557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826090662811712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864046912651829,0.2633695318755111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926087230450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010780232114415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094962145598707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123629441190067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174441911002946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,omar_al_najjar,2020/01/25,Forever alone I give up nobody wants to be around me goodbye,-0.1975000000000016,0.8117675833333351,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,123.16666666666666,4.933333333333334,20.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,1.1154666666666668,49,2,9,1,3,16,12,12,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851046128439189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029139244368186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419392859913408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332146259327782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gangondabih,2020/01/25,"How do you deal with weekend loneliness? On most weekends, I end up sitting alone infront of my computer playing video games or watching YouTube. All my gaming friends are out with their friendgroups having fun. I'm 18 now, when I was younger noone would go out and you would just game together and go to bed. I get this really shitty depressed feeling every friday/saturday night. How do you deal with being alone on weekends?",5.781923076923079,7.779519243589742,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,68.1025641025641,7.764102564102564,34.7948717948718,8.344100000000001,2.976164102564103,343,17,57,5,6,104,60,78,0.165,0.722,0.11199999999999999,-0.6876,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,10,9,2,16,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,2,8,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509859025258402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075244484284869,0.21200227047794007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800929465685592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073857661046723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445710005563188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016917094450536,0.0,0.12859935526782168,0.0,0.2797770367758219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098816659254925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576852596714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34970529785053,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frydryc,2020/01/25,"Trying to get over my break up So iv been trying to get over a breakup lately. I've been drinking alcohol to suppress my feeling and my thoughts. The alcohol helps me not think about it. I'm drunk right now, and I'm watching myself becoming a functional alcoholic like my dad. It's not good but I enjoy it too much. It's so easy to buy a fith of whiskey and drown all my feelings and thoughts. I thought I would have been able to get over it but not this time. Does anyone have any real life advice that can help me get my life back.",1.3946437346437364,3.4622364414414406,2.5904995904995936,94.46299754299757,80.98198198198199,5.838165438165437,23.604422604422606,6.980632752743323,0.6967945945945941,419,15,93,5,11,134,69,111,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.1448,0,0,5,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,9,0,0,1,19,19,8,1,1,5,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,4,6,1,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,12,3,11,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,57,19,0,0.15920064646997753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556902921142068,0.0,0.5104112252045666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826189882236968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131679361121152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241547026596727,0.0,0.0,0.17582460626653107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931755856010195,0.0,0.0,0.15595602522146926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099326059885574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327030680647838,0.0,0.0,0.1335299490355051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213417675046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958526351020318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489624944840564,0.07777739432996537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703079301658999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120518913990835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595648222780687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020093460176012,0.0,0.37916259123716295,0.09283117721432924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617357749644486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309157156258033,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BIGBYboffy,2020/01/25,I'm tired being single and unloved I have been single for over two years and the pain of loneliness has been shrouding my life everything I do even surrounded by friends I just can't seem to not feel lonely but I'm to emotionally inept to show my true feelings to anyone it kills me to watch all of my friends have stable and loving relationships but I'm here alone and unloved I'm tired of 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lonely,Ya_BOU,2020/01/25,I just want love I just want someone that makes me feel happy and warn inside when I talk to 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lonely,AuraDrifter,2020/01/25,"Have no one to ask to by my bridesmaids I was homeschooled all my life and became socially awkward due to family issues and never being able to socialize with people my age. I had some friends when I got to college but I switched college and don't fit in with anyone. The friends I did have have their own lives and we don't talk anymore. Now I'm getting married and I have no one to ask to be a bridesmaid while my fiance has 4 or 5 guys he's getting to be his groomsmen. I'm just kinda sad about this cause I don't know what to do.",3.0889473684210533,3.8370822368421074,4.355219298245616,89.21861842105267,73.12280701754386,6.752631578947369,28.285087719298247,6.6274283507984215,1.1982140350877186,421,16,92,3,8,139,74,114,0.111,0.833,0.057,-0.5961,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,15,1,0,1,2,17,23,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,0,14,2,14,16,3,8,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,6,66,16,2,0.20673936904518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050299015671857,0.14455697376614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865468045876989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237828098957415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489547780313668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194526473702582,0.0,0.21602557494664715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534835942621506,0.0,0.0,0.20470447887202928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578218870882526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361855052564225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602613036612058,0.0,0.0,0.18255465050771968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945014648547015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801838938438803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332704758174591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214895028778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661692736904029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waterprayer,2020/01/25,"""Fingers dimming the lights... "" I've been playing Alex Turners ""Stuck on the puzzle"" on repeat the whole day. It's those days where Im just vulnerable with a clenching heart, getting lost in the song holding tight cuz Im afraid to be so lonely...",2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,80.06382978723406,4.611063829787233,26.421276595744683,5.6839178017228535,0.8113608510638293,192,8,36,1,5,60,40,47,0.135,0.826,0.039,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990776169180003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616498677815876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666430703724777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.668414891346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33774902625218106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454364820929652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boxboi78,2020/01/25,"What’s the point in being popular I got a pretty small school only about 300 people but everyone there knows me, including the teachers. It’s not really like they really care or know anything about me because I only have about one real friend and she doesn’t go to my school. I don’t have anyone I can really talk to about anything. I go to the gym constantly so I can finally feel good about myself. I don’t have any real friends at my school and I can’t ever really be myself because I’m too scared of what people would say. Everyone i know goes to me for their problems but I don’t really have anyone to go to for my problems. I always feel alone to the point I’d willingly pay someone just to hug me. I feel like my life isn’t really important and that I won’t ever feel genuinely loved or cared about from people outside my family.",3.450326475849735,4.76446330813954,5.280465116279071,80.76972271914134,72.8953488372093,9.013237924865832,24.27728085867621,9.466822959209583,2.0793939177101963,667,19,131,16,13,229,91,172,0.11199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.9574,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,1,5,0,17,3,0,0,2,23,32,8,0,3,6,0,4,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,1,1,3,8,3,0,1,1,5,27,10,20,26,0,12,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,6,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104372529152816,0.0,0.0,0.08921252901635057,0.0,0.0,0.07291074303034349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993622358804984,0.0,0.17645971642734176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307160911628406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862827418895955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115862703085915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396651644743584,0.0,0.2048994892214849,0.0,0.0,0.10107396127240208,0.0,0.21684707881208706,0.07659532768151253,0.0,0.11745018765033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656700549064671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828004382125048,0.08992792392230718,0.08575064883743293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676978098878804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573002519993036,0.10476091170109916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676687343068632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265252214864731,0.1630856156954687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299079414040612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027080688840226,0.0,0.0,0.10907749576532437,0.0,0.20518298899076653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440711852435153,0.4121129439324614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526268455681879,0.10734219446270964,0.32552578035566954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084400116436543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617637988815695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761633649768689,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maysoruu0702,2020/01/25,I feel unwanted Everyone makes me feel like it would be better off if I just didn't talk to them. I feel like shit on the daily. I just wanna feel like I have a real friend,1.512280701754385,2.597569526315791,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,77.42105263157895,7.171929824561403,17.929824561403507,7.793537801064563,0.190235087719298,134,2,32,2,3,46,28,38,0.128,0.557,0.316,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,9,1,0,4,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,5,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406510398517964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312800171708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895316850388621,0.5187412258183199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869998470422629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547462057975481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156387620352514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754950152803959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845103810292596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945429409900223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193858731971193,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IvanSusak64,2020/01/25,"A question for all I'm 16. Divorced parents, i see my dad very rarely and i dont even consider him a father. Rarely returns my calls and i live with my mom, grandma and grandpa (its a 3 story house). I dont have any siblings (i do have step siblings but i have little to no contact with them) no friends, no pets or close cousins that i hang out with. I have a bad relationship with my mom and im basically alone. Nothing to do. Bad grades. No motivation. My question is: Am i the only one who lives like this?",-0.2261725067385463,2.0357966792452835,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,91.64150943396228,4.538005390835579,23.609164420485172,6.1826913282559595,0.5173579514824795,392,17,87,4,14,132,67,106,0.156,0.715,0.129,-0.2317,1,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,16,12,6,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,16,2,8,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,3,2,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526491175205305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507804614300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825897544365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279650906488375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966582706682238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177078142227052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307419553734793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195261645246578,0.0,0.0,0.18279083700209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267424339445577,0.16960679155596564,0.2988555852190257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963859425830801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237488363862707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146704854283038,0.1287023916383155,0.0,0.0,0.1879031002961096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791389644521279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168312444303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484952850550935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396274293931835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,7thTimeIsTheCharm,2020/01/25,"I want to cry and need somebody to talk with Not necessarily about my current situation, just some dialogue. Is this the right place to ask?",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,69.0,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.3843692307692312,112,5,21,3,2,37,24,26,0.113,0.8390000000000001,0.047,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36093666639313293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240954314735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28627658739813805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033758787897467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297138492762312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339748855430003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31031990429596124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772250017446466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,o_CherryBomb_o,2020/01/25,"I’m such a loser So, theres this guy I’ve been pinning after for almost 3 months now, but I’m to nervous and shy to even attempt to hold a decent conversation, and on Thursday, i wrote him a letter (cringy) telling him how i feel, anonymously, (yikes) and i wrote my number. I put it on his desk before class started and he read about.. 2 sentences before putting it away and going on what I believe was “snapchat”. Am i out on the times? Am i too much of a hopeless romantic? Should i just try to talk to him? Should i tell him how i feel face to face?",1.6446086956521742,3.254014895652176,3.157608695652176,92.906847826087,78.30434782608695,5.643478260869566,23.67391304347826,6.2581,0.4302347826086965,423,14,95,3,10,139,76,115,0.115,0.825,0.059000000000000004,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,2,0,18,14,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,2,16,0,16,8,1,15,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369996787720872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988896851918973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38018902741479405,0.2516920784789965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755170526002812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259126144692273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696174388248355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211982928452193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783134672634906,0.0,0.16422260363843294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44915166045687,0.0,0.0,0.2234575962540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812164679526844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955816045737488,0.3905178971474196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302646699044142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516719951187046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XDSAstudio,2020/01/25,"Undesirable So for the longest time Ive felt like nobody has wanted me in any capacity. I try my hardest for everyone, but it feels like im always the one being left behind. My last girlfiend cheated and replaced me a couple days after we split. I went to visit a long time online friend soon after and she treated me horribly. Then i met someone who basically abused and took advantage of me for an entire year. Ive never felt like i belonged anywhere. Ive never felt safe, ive never felt like someone wants me around. I think ive even lost the capacity to love... That abusive friend came back recently, blaming her actions on drugs and telling me she's now clean. She's not abusive anymore, but the fact that she messaged me and i let her near me is a testimate to how desperate i am for someone to ***want*** me around... sigh.",1.4849999999999994,4.088258895705522,3.3700950920245423,85.41673773006134,85.80981595092024,5.7139877300613495,25.32791411042945,7.1686216300943375,1.4552873619631903,652,28,122,10,20,218,100,163,0.20800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.141,-0.9521,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,8,13,1,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,4,27,25,10,0,3,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,6,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,9,5,30,10,17,14,0,27,0,1,0,1,15,6,0,0,20,83,34,0,0.0,0.4114550535781034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631809161934952,0.0,0.0,0.07871790772733715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479864076411425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206094392364694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900905856644642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239378790256046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808158170173597,0.0,0.0746529093481846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423996823143186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645560863691624,0.0,0.0,0.11060961948503803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058529606308388965,0.08269596065245383,0.4445748514959908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886527490033616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250361187280898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435641987861904,0.0,0.0,0.1257690062768346,0.11836813961200088,0.0,0.2262097309113101,0.0,0.0,0.10244023294901193,0.0,0.0,0.12636112059585886,0.0,0.10447412133229214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678340078143091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843912017568415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429487932820945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29423851975816034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117566400672086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417163724714151,0.0,0.0,0.13499626593779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860894368224324,0.07859058409077813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048272950551568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073067785264468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454293459158197 lonely,FreshPeeshes,2020/01/25,"Had a dream I didn't wanna wake up from last night. I was with this girl I've never seen before, or maybe I have at one point a long time ago or something. We were just laying in bed, listening to music and talking and being intimate, like my ex and I used to do. It's been almost a year now and god I miss it so much -- those feelings and the intimacy. It's not even about sex, my dream never even went there. I have so much going on in my life right now to keep me busy and try to fill the void but I still always feel like something's missing. This life really is empty without love and someone to share it with...",2.234198473282444,3.305579786259542,3.751061068702288,91.50185877862594,75.56488549618321,6.461374045801527,20.73358778625953,6.742157984588678,0.17539633587786252,476,10,109,4,10,158,90,131,0.086,0.8190000000000001,0.095,-0.231,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,10,5,1,1,2,24,21,12,0,1,6,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,2,2,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,4,12,4,16,13,2,21,0,2,1,2,7,7,0,3,13,75,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622350119710921,0.0,0.18326676522728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522861982619344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557354117892907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176421644922375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507948155155704,0.13074857742354593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401373021979883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267540683680334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918464665712974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585430041976328,0.17882735917609355,0.0,0.0,0.16196576741287946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651814989994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386685762440166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690795678838746,0.0,0.2823105685862275,0.0,0.0,0.17175062771984914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240181902043234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730118039906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724644915907495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629694777717185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507112873897394,0.2817934337785411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461589496379164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710347770477866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671966072827577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425766612640342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806937216521152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966014457708714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642347090055435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785802568745625 lonely,LonelyMorningstar,2020/01/25,"Looking for love I guess [28M] (timezone = GMT+2) INTJ - hopeless when it comes to romance and ""normal"" social interaction Clinical depression, anxiety, binge then diet, self-harm very much on the Introvert side of the spectrum The mix of the above traits are out of my control, not my choice. As you can imagine this is the perfect cocktail for rejection, heartbreak and constant suffering. I'm just reaching out, not even really sure what I'm looking for. I just feel like if I stay this isolated for much longer I might really lose the bit of control I currently have. I like art. I recently started oil painting. I used to write a lot, I've stopped that to focus on painting. I am very interested in personal finance. I like photography. I'm an English editor by day. I use Android and Windows. My skin is brown, a bit browner than usual now because I made the mistake of climbing a mountain without sunblock or water, did it for the 'gram. I have 0 physical talent and sport is something I don't like. I like movies and series. The OA Game of Thrones TWD Bojack Horseman ORIGINAL Charmed S1-4 Black Mirror Interstellar Harry Potter Lord of the Rings Lot's of horror films &#x200B; Sorry for the long post. PM me if you think we'd get along. P.S. I do have discord, so we can voice-chat if we really get along, maybe even video call if I buy a webcam.",3.0090703890703883,5.520320671814673,4.3320656370656385,81.74643228393231,77.8030888030888,7.227858627858629,29.652658152658162,8.263242389622931,2.5019591921591924,1070,51,191,21,26,352,170,259,0.14,0.722,0.13699999999999998,0.0333,1,0,1,0,0,1,46.0,3,2,0,5,7,19,0,0,16,0,15,5,1,6,2,41,31,14,0,6,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,12,3,3,3,6,2,2,4,7,0,0,2,8,26,12,28,27,6,22,1,6,4,1,12,6,0,9,17,114,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330724844071514,0.14923645262046445,0.0,0.0,0.09395489209967982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748682811629829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681693466013905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541018677547208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057962219427084,0.0,0.13272186084777024,0.27550007235255897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920699282231937,0.0,0.10578235350462248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223932589915996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210011300617154,0.08774069783782645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833393178987454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529709351689362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000116252848129,0.0,0.0,0.10868943845262778,0.20627118565757369,0.1374011341337726,0.0,0.20882973908621424,0.1108474010020109,0.11621269114652673,0.0,0.0,0.12338647742952835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028973799735175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056968209720856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203348694330261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723932195979577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762501575729163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360397062271643,0.0,0.12126725891356692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812522085581096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519676229499369,0.0,0.09455075157626136,0.0,0.13748390302649724,0.08693071130869195,0.1309068917516364,0.0,0.10268075538104107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575384408585232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869636147270767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214941368937806,0.13526589547668058,0.202674256487474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183914865982968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923645262046445,0.0 lonely,Gimli2578,2020/01/25,I try to help others as much as I can. But then I neglect myself mentally. I recently broke up with my partner of 3 years and I decided to try and help others with their mental health problems. I ended up isolating myself and making myself feel worse. Fuck the world man,2.8877358490566034,5.1492283396226455,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,76.9245283018868,7.258867924528303,23.807547169811322,8.238735603445708,1.7261879245283025,214,7,38,4,5,72,37,53,0.254,0.655,0.091,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,9,4,1,7,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824951339794455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030303396618936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382434667947055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739276132469025,0.0,0.0,0.3454675115855145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201961705082186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194106304020449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944230759482095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465882052016635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445190020235275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499285983318003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262269142051464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659531158786243 lonely,Riki1996,2020/01/25,"I was beginning to recover and she had to come again? One and half years it took me to recover.Not completely.She left me for her friends and that her friends did not approve of me.Just when I begin to get better after an year and half of sleepless nights and depression and weight loss and the loneliness,she sends a text last night that she really misses me out of no where.And that she shouldn't have left me.Well I was also stupid and felt happy just to know that the text was just cause she was desperate to get a boyfriend and can't find anyone and so she texted me.Morning she texted that she was sorry and she doesn't know why she texted me and regrets telling all of this.I was living my life and that moment on I felt lonely.Like no one is ever there for me.I did nothing wrong and why do things happen to me alone. Sorry just venting",2.1978448275862057,4.186916643678161,2.8926293103448266,93.69342672413794,77.9655172413793,6.189080459770117,20.645114942528735,7.1686216300943375,0.3563459770114941,672,17,146,8,16,210,93,174,0.141,0.773,0.085,-0.7218,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,1,0,5,0,15,2,0,1,2,30,27,17,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,16,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,4,12,3,21,4,16,14,1,19,0,4,0,0,15,4,0,0,12,96,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292508174808875,0.0,0.11807890285474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324315574340494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058802197688174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516813984788722,0.0,0.1271909032656975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717423027743158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335615556225361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835421163079148,0.0,0.1349531409113051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281543295064032,0.0,0.15428631008044755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057000250909828,0.15718049836801268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229362585073226,0.12035777052883123,0.0,0.0,0.3208531484466902,0.0,0.10429243313010246,0.0,0.0,0.13038124500683762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771266762698117,0.0,0.14167805812381934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001084322345652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459097527402163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33057327547865145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905616138560574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809480019706657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640490996963985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179802873573124,0.0,0.0,0.2664696560319073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143654152853024,0.0,0.1901687543393598 lonely,Asdassaf,2020/01/25,IDK do you feel this probably yes All friendships coming u fake except 1-2 of them when u have friends u dont want to have time eith fake friends so u are being asocial and hate everybody just love ur pc or phonr,0.0086666666666666,2.3363324222222244,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,91.44444444444444,4.777777777777779,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.2796666666666669,169,6,37,2,6,55,38,45,0.22899999999999998,0.5,0.271,0.5338,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,10,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972405240584457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044103185158433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447381196692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331883863346717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067747563224704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31143209993072196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720354042851529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120853876384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035266207831704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,johnpattersonknp,2020/01/25,"Old and lonely Been through life, made some bad financial decisions. Ending up lonely, don't really know if it is a bad thing,",4.195,6.232968500000003,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.33333333333334,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.7189,100,3,18,3,2,33,22,24,0.4,0.6,0.0,-0.9001,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213825628929016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295736809645431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204498616666988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628280462913088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35209378403919345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904605335646082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383793385762404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472093507969917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nutt-Juices,2020/01/25,"Not good enough Do you ever feel like you’re not good enough for the person you like, well let’s be honest, you love them. They’re a perfect 10 but you’re a 5 at best and yet they still talk to you, but why? Is it out of kindness, pity? There’s no reason why they should be talking to me, so far below them, so why do they continue. I should acknowledge that I am the one who initiates conversation, who asks to hangout. Maybe it is out of pity. I know it’s out of pity because I know I’m not good enough.",0.3768390325271049,2.251322697247712,2.1314261884904084,97.43048373644704,83.49541284403671,5.431526271893245,18.16597164303586,6.574015621080383,-0.2871908256880737,390,9,95,4,11,128,63,109,0.14800000000000002,0.667,0.18600000000000005,0.6803,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,5,2,7,14,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,18,16,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,14,11,12,11,4,10,0,3,0,1,17,6,0,0,6,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851238170395906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683940299800356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671346179204774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924336300967183,0.0,0.0,0.14369770000980447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032424113670689,0.11348940653180625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997319559366571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654279390095306,0.17461028102211573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244481363844404,0.0,0.15522165720244516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337708800268867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959592803113454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764744888843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387101687814888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633342370001953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686556733987164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537083022172363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428339550144491,0.0,0.4300385299764493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KirkTheKid,2020/01/25,"No Purpose I just lost my last IRL friend today and it made me realize how stupid, boring and repetitive my life is. All I do is go to work and go home to sit in my room alone. Every single day. No relevant family, no friends or anything of the sort. Just me and this computer screen each afternoon. That as well as other truths in reality make me feel like this life isn’t worth enduring.",3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.97435897435899,9.302564102564103,25.82051282051281,9.725611199111238,2.3048820512820516,305,10,63,8,6,102,59,78,0.195,0.6409999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,2,16,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,2,2,8,5,7,8,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,6,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520527855651463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002686912240172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695031720260774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504554178187773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294229000326621,0.0,0.12305267612545885,0.17386003263773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760464511999903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766199202643073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441149770993129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837498845464396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437918487055197,0.11889586531469196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656616886436094,0.0,0.0,0.2302778844202806,0.16244805343268304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068160124325265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881439721538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717264700797145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BarryBoiz,2020/01/25,"Moved to America to study for university, my girlfriend and I broke up and im a mess I'm socially awkward and I was shit scared to move to America in the fear if not making friends and bring lonely, my girlfriend was the only thing that linked me to some sembelence of emotional company, long distance drove us apart and now I'm in a foreign land, with tons of friends but no one to be emotionally close with. I can't bond with anyone here and it's driving me to depression. I want my old friends back, I need to be strong Just ranting, I feel lonely.",2.662972972972973,4.6822778648648695,3.9408018018018036,86.57931081081081,76.65765765765767,7.6832432432432425,28.21711711711712,8.548686976883017,2.1185776576576587,437,19,90,9,10,143,74,111,0.258,0.682,0.06,-0.963,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,4,13,1,3,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,20,13,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,9,0,1,3,1,12,4,17,8,2,15,0,4,0,0,7,6,1,2,4,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049379539287825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350448671386454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074138634734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198600535356494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000703138579985,0.0943641158116482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325622000542599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158896552504807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515884208821796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457483583591066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967094991904675,0.0,0.13838140485557365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195833428906852,0.0,0.12646314723906069,0.14193808845391145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684598059138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191569724694797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902425165518473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398655091322093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448905742251105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007731990160988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MusicOnly2021,2020/01/25,"I feel really stupid 😂😭 I’m only lonely in the terms that I don’t have a lover or a partner or someone to cuddle or snuggle with. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one (but if I am that’s not a good sign 😂) but when I’m feeling lonely and going to sleep I imagine that I’m embracing someone I like and they’re right there next to me looking at me. Sometimes it helps sometimes it hurts. I just want companionship and love. Note I’m a straight guy and 20",-0.2375067506750668,1.7018383366336636,2.478037803780378,93.65010801080109,86.42574257425741,4.86084608460846,21.063006300630068,6.1124844417494595,0.1210910891089112,356,12,82,3,11,124,63,101,0.126,0.642,0.231,0.8735,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,6,0,3,4,1,0,1,20,15,11,0,2,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,3,8,5,6,15,1,8,0,3,1,3,6,4,0,4,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817560722636067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261358504109425,0.18095774696008227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136227406881426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461018639195095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096085913406386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540273656986177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117254142383796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471944455780776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944862056389595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619526555894938,0.3281695416803602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219491532961374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821259399459668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424614767149144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590209333121607,0.0,0.3656022525271459,0.0,0.4267571828799019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333831936591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272527480643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zensama,2020/01/25,"Finally starting to accept that i may be alone for a long time I have to say that today was the first day that I entertained that this state may be for the rest of my life. To be honest, I found it liberating, like a huge weight of responsibility had been lifted from my shoulders. This is what the ancient sages must have meant when say pronounced one to turn away from their friends, family and possessions. You end of occupying this odd state of boundlessness, since there is no external to really limit or categorise you.  Feels good to turn it around after 9 years of pain and anguish. Acceptance is the way. ",8.140115942028984,7.606531721739135,7.789347826086956,73.35474637681159,62.21739130434783,11.84057971014493,33.07971014492754,11.20814326018867,3.53731884057971,488,16,92,12,6,155,79,115,0.107,0.723,0.17,0.8113,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,3,9,0,1,6,0,14,4,1,0,1,13,20,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,10,3,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,4,9,7,18,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,13,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609202787432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714191318650285,0.0,0.0,0.18695620401900775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283310917404797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624470846039084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875886061029846,0.0,0.10061454191508587,0.0,0.0,0.2179821262617971,0.0,0.16925947839343333,0.0,0.21818057034844146,0.15373798692401097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690207533131482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055143074003335,0.09721570794639936,0.0,0.0,0.1760985211062702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483972714792827,0.0,0.2117377461291176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274770998321017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648721287387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460530648353633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408450528231307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603176848664035,0.0,0.18861778847998886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328845967056266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794777363759932,0.0,0.2423143307084055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814204109661415 lonely,throwaway13371791,2020/01/25,"How am I supposed to do this? I'm gay, living in a small ass town in Utah out of necessity. The closest city is over an hour drive away. There are about 10 openly gay guys within 30 miles of me. All 10 of these people I have bo desire to date because all they want is sex and not a relationship and I'm not ready to hookup first and then consider dating. I'm just so done with this. I've never been in a relationship. I'm not the best looking guy but I'm not unattractive. I'm funny (at least *I* think I am) and kind (although I can sometimes be judgemental.) I just don't get how I'm supposed to do this. There's no one to date. It's hard to make friends because everyone here is a fucking homophobe. I'm so done with this shit.",0.022371794871794748,2.1562759807692338,2.2374358974358977,94.45756410256412,87.26923076923076,5.2615384615384615,20.2051282051282,6.691623216298621,0.1929128205128201,567,18,131,7,18,191,94,156,0.12300000000000001,0.782,0.095,-0.5445,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,10,5,2,0,7,0,15,6,2,3,3,24,29,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,3,2,8,3,20,25,4,21,0,0,1,5,6,13,3,0,7,84,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548345091820386,0.0,0.0,0.22771545488884776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601128576171284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822761148739643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847374404899186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887270243289184,0.0,0.0,0.14430370269980586,0.1726726329278665,0.09758344655858972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698778457920297,0.0,0.0,0.16731580187420655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839380477220128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449984828828634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492780529566253,0.0,0.15684591706541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467531887035492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405419221466748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656515340021424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948788393733493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010579083096271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172424632924928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847275563587212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967937204170245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016610912660056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-_i_just_dont_know_-,2020/01/25,"Thoughts Loneliness is encompassing Its why we want interaction It fills your mind and clouds your soul It is a pit you dont know how to climb out of And the nail to the coffin Being an introvert",2.5265384615384607,4.985538000000002,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,79.25641025641026,8.002564102564103,22.57051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.635712820512821,158,5,33,4,4,51,33,39,0.07200000000000001,0.895,0.033,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532514676327044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594321416253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766466023232152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747633597300378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27843355249651625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259612364942677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tartannopia,2020/01/25,"I’ve been drinking to black out all this week because my relationship ended and I only feel ok when I’m getting attention at a bar After two years of giving my soul to this person they told me the most awful things That he never loved me He had a side piece for the last 6 months I talked too much and asked him too many questions That he only saw me for sex and as a trophy piece for his arm. How could I have loved such a loser for so long? He’s 26 and still delivering pizzas! Completely incapable of being vulnerable and sells drugs occasionally. I’m mad at myself for being with him for so long. I have a job, degree, no debt, and I have dudes who want to date me but I still hate myself and him for what he did to me. So I go to the bar to feel wanted and validated. The alcohol numbs the pain too. Fucking hell, I hate myself, I hate him and I’m so damn alone.",1.6874385245901635,3.332435322404372,3.7012260928961744,88.89806864754101,78.2896174863388,6.542213114754097,19.087773224043715,7.413659706084162,0.28303306010928964,676,14,151,9,16,230,107,183,0.265,0.701,0.034,-0.9935,2,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,12,13,7,0,10,2,9,13,1,1,2,23,28,17,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,11,5,0,4,3,2,1,2,10,0,1,5,4,25,3,21,20,5,18,2,1,2,4,21,4,3,2,13,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780373398681868,0.0,0.15293132523865108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380422550701022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001222265853989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548187990147918,0.0,0.0,0.11789456970055635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465067715444588,0.17123882984892894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078301528278038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932276024511562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650937736945526,0.07714630457302073,0.14164901692144544,0.08391863414359392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43735131743773337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465298587857186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036268438989188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613490728692404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665379994070625,0.0,0.0,0.14970415896084738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178608781241314,0.0,0.10854715894260376,0.0,0.11388456730661528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460431033082595,0.15712075063047512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893109840444206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541309867345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585316805104668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584308332288945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186835901440236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809880512518067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109554747509476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424245580702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418749814708714,0.0,0.11844402053930513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508825919089382 lonely,za01,2020/01/25,"Has anyone developed bad habits or possible addictions/attachment to things out of loneliness? I’ve gotten a bit better but there was a point in my life about 1.5-2 years ago where I was addicted to watching TV. My mental state was so bad, I used TV shows as a sense of escape from my terrible and I’d be so invested in them. I would think about episodes while doing something else and then caught up in analyzing what would happen next and so much time passed that way. It was a terrible time for me. Material possessions will never fill the void but I remember going shopping and getting a very short “high” in the moment and getting back home realizing I’m not satisfied. I never overspent or anything. If I had disposable income after my pay-checks, (which I did because I’m a student living at home) I’d head to the mall sometimes and do my thing. Nothing got as bad as my attachment to TV however. Anyone with a similar story?",3.610666666666667,5.807268011111113,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,74.44444444444444,8.722222222222221,28.472222222222207,9.354420925462401,2.8478888888888885,742,31,134,19,16,248,120,180,0.141,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.9662,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,10,0,13,3,1,1,2,22,24,19,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,3,6,2,4,3,5,0,0,9,1,15,1,22,11,2,29,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,3,12,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461277461086932,0.0,0.0,0.13385278450734808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116604551573648,0.0,0.12426050096195655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611002225009287,0.37823719527775546,0.09204847032819208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354762353988642,0.16485337822723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614149665438829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778300141210086,0.0,0.08581703325171856,0.0,0.12076885079592267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352919568514515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497002119552328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954026166767835,0.3029315182645921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665608060273248,0.0,0.0,0.1333361602484288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521729338544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100270212236406,0.0,0.2329217056294389,0.0,0.16059068735241255,0.0,0.0,0.14488900041331165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427442290996256,0.17023031459790186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710540695069222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624752052246795,0.14934330213630073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063597333999586,0.09675498864716556,0.0,0.0,0.1760991487177197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304159031554293,0.0,0.12459118197172965,0.0,0.1198571255192186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453276880609654,0.0,0.0,0.09723933646095802 lonely,PlutosFields,2020/01/25,"Lonely Its been a hard few months and I dont know how to help myself. Writing this feels pathetic, i dont know if anyone will read it or even care for what ive written but i have to do something to let the emotions out. Ive only got 2 friends and they never want to hang out with me, i dont know how to make friends and it suprises everyone i meet that im so lonely because im such a social and attractive person. I live alone and i hate it. I cry myself to sleep every night and use drugs to keep the lonliness at bay. What can i do to make more friends or just lessen the lonliness for a few hours? In trying to find a relationship or some form of affection ive become someone i dont want to be with a new guy in my bed almost every night, this isnt me but i dont know how to be me without scaring everyone away",1.7241420590582592,2.8094930223463703,3.83330007980846,90.35247206703913,76.87709497206706,6.90199521149242,23.958898643256184,7.447530270364453,0.8730507581803666,637,20,148,8,14,219,99,179,0.129,0.72,0.15,0.7864,0,5,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,1,1,8,0,18,2,1,7,1,38,33,16,0,3,8,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,9,10,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,2,21,5,23,26,5,13,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,6,6,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036124324947283,0.1071659633361762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723501476450716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972155105271178,0.0,0.0,0.06307567490296535,0.11427688321179676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549677415124063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365932090398073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063430675667457,0.0,0.11999486784465595,0.0,0.0,0.11639226513458333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834239291946864,0.0,0.17435953317138528,0.19774418673241448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231863852847967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457168952066618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982702737229675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275614732160606,0.0,0.0,0.10245371692657038,0.0,0.0,0.09269074099777552,0.10215734671847122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935521496247657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189924531967293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235354006746969,0.0,0.0,0.09197081963293932,0.0,0.0,0.22746239608051794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580730505889764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136782248149687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813695491733058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259049952068281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980411694917106,0.09993406729850733,0.0,0.19420324572740133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869524849960931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034790840229584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350017180159612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109038802021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359369379958172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354689712694144,0.1054768475348316,0.08767163450733646,0.07965793224599907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025081185619003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936673342076211,0.0,0.0,0.12206113437466776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974348020220293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rando6819,2020/01/25,17 hour work day.... I keep thinking that’s when I hat bombs they’ll be someone waiting for me so ask how my day was and to just be work me. Then I realize that it’s only a dream.,-0.6815853658536604,0.8165280975609761,1.9343292682926825,99.45076219512195,85.09756097560975,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.2951024390243906,136,4,36,1,4,47,33,41,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,22,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32798364642349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525194895261942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34550210032935263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118385347458292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668260550630997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726161137470264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480109427386127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108245539800652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reciprocity2209,2020/01/25,"I feel like I’m invisible, sometimes, or like I’m just an object of convenience. I’m in my early thirties and I’ve spent a not-insignificant amount of time trying to find someone to connect with and all I’m met with is indifference. I have a few decent friends, but the rest of my “friends” really don’t seem to value my time or the effort I put into our interactions. I don’t really feel like anyone legitimately gives a damn about me, and if I am sought out for any sort of interaction, it’s for the other person’s gain. It keeps me up sometimes, and I just feel like I barely exist. Not looking for advice or pity, I just needed to say this somewhere. I figured some of the people here might know the feeling.",4.952083333333333,5.297742819444443,6.465277777777778,77.20750000000002,68.72222222222223,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.1102,562,18,111,9,9,193,88,144,0.052000000000000005,0.769,0.179,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,31,22,9,0,2,9,0,4,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,6,15,6,19,19,5,8,0,1,1,0,9,4,1,8,7,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680002242788564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691288025134595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021188528001565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477157892556492,0.368463411598252,0.0,0.0,0.1571336266950935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656530777975045,0.0,0.0,0.164923283079139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281220534699252,0.0,0.0,0.09448385508931063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359696915894873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437121095595634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823821120710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747801161965042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918909307891705,0.15011569089570448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282913182844814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027531774457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136719303839094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651136505401694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566898358534733,0.0,0.3400705801901248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004982440416574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672377749818648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,buninnabox,2020/01/25,"DAE Experience Loneliness as a Result of Different Life Goals I'm a 22 y/o F, engaged, no college degree or loan debt, I'm non-religious, sober, I work in a punk rock bar as a server and I save every penny I make to buy a home with my fiance next year. Not exactly the most average position to be in for someone my age. I've recently ""outgrown"" my old friends from my 17-18 y/o self. No one is making any strides towards growing up, being responsible or accountable for their actions and I can't handle that sort of ignorance(?) I find it incredibly difficult to relate to or have patience with the wild side of most people in my age group. As a result of all of the above, I'm incredibly lonely. I'm friendly, kind, always willing to help or brighten someone's day. I make quick polite conversation with those around me. Laugh, joke. Nothing ever progresses. I crave company, I want to debate, know someone's deepest secrets. Be there for them in good times and bad. I go out to get coffee often to daydream, people-watch and imagine being there with a friend. It's incredibly difficult. Does anyone out here feel the same?",3.1192660550458733,5.327832165137618,5.007788990825691,78.57333486238534,75.97247706422019,7.8462385321100925,28.789908256880736,8.697196308434329,2.5692689908256874,884,39,159,19,20,302,142,218,0.095,0.733,0.172,0.9472,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,7,14,0,0,11,0,8,2,0,5,3,37,20,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,4,11,1,1,5,3,4,3,4,5,0,1,0,1,17,9,33,15,4,23,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,8,10,95,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632447188132038,0.0,0.0,0.1114139308422089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455776852136035,0.0,0.0,0.1458485561977971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679601111050355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566050749339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117349219788125,0.0,0.0,0.14337377233691526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819881920682831,0.1380386888671445,0.0,0.0,0.16026280496339498,0.0,0.0,0.08284027990240833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974291096032655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797372912307115,0.0,0.08559741935890881,0.0,0.09311163455686948,0.13741765726476854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981565235218696,0.0,0.16434061954621038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060972599672028,0.09003984568675917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157220382021394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280849138683776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424118298443828,0.0,0.0,0.1572048245739632,0.0,0.17191806361300602,0.0,0.1110193469680144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358308293227755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617680417167574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091642260294193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164525079223487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553394565088724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663457250802417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927438013803872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550485396701682 lonely,obamanaenae,2020/01/25,"My self esteem just ruined my chances of getting any form of a girlfriend Some girl told me I was cute in class today, she was attractive but I couldn’t be attracted to her because I knew her taste in guys was bad. What the fuck is wrong with me",4.986470588235296,4.825259803921568,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,68.60784313725489,8.368627450980393,28.764705882352942,7.793537801064563,1.4950470588235296,194,6,43,2,3,61,42,51,0.25,0.606,0.14400000000000002,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,10,3,6,3,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,2,1,1,1,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445202497128929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002263230784044,0.21919082102433815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324171053595609,0.1878607297866759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603129676658185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751104194869023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408307619715279,0.34358499302105977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931338624920562,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway93637282,2020/01/25,"Was it a dream? You ever meet someone that's just like.......the literal definition of a dream come true! They give your life meaning. They make you feel like you're actually something. They make you feel......happy. And you want to reciprocate that feeling. You want them to be as happy as they can with you. You want to support them in every way possible. You want to see them strive. It almost seems too good to be true. Someone this amazing chose you and you chose them. It's a miracle. It's perfect. You try everything you can to make them happy......and then one day they just leave. You got into an argument with them and now they're gone. Just like that. No talking about about it, no fixing it, no working it out. You don't know what happened. You want to find out what went wrong but everyone you turn to for help just lies to you. Along with that person leaving, so do friends. You're lost in your own problem. What the fuck happened? All of that love, all of that time, all of that affection. Was it worth it in the end? Maybe you could've done more. Maybe you did too much? idk. Was it worth it in the end? A few days go by and they're devastating to say the least. Full of tears, pain, and loneliness. Then a few weeks. You're losing sleep. You're becoming skinnier. Losing the person you cared about most does not help your depression in the slightest. Why would it lmao. You see this person from time to time. It hurts....quite a bit haha. You see them happy...... but with someone else. Already? But they're happy. That's all you wanted, right? You got your wish. Good job. Now what? The person you shared the best memories with......now they are a memory themself. A few months have gone by now. You feel like you can finally grow now. You're a little motivated to better yourself, focus on yourself. You start going to the gym. You start going out more. You try to be happy.....but you can't get that same feeling as when you were with that person. Something always feels missing. The pain has gone down a bit but you still feel it. You can't help but feel like the breakup was your fault. No matter who tells you otherwise, you caused the breakup. But you're okay now. Just gotta do better next time, right? If there is a next time. You doubt yourself so much, but you try to stay positive. You want to become something. You want to be okay. You're doing all these things but you can't find what's missing. You see this person for what you're pretty sure is the last time. They don't smile when they see you. As a matter of fact, they almost scowl at you. They don't like you. What did you do? You think back to what you could've changed but doing that only made you feel so bad. All that pain comes back again. You've tried your best to not think about it. You've tried your best to be happy for all that time but something that small just ruined it. How did someone that did everything for you and you didn't everything for them, how did you get them to hate you that much in so little time? You remember all the fun times you guys had. All the smiles. All the laughs. All the love. Everything. It feels like a dream almost. How were you THAT happy. You didn't deserve to be that happy. Maybe it really was a dream. It was too good to be true, right? Or maybe.....just maybe it wasn't a dream. You could have that all again. Just not with that person. You just have to keep moving forward. Don't let anything stop you. It's a bit cliche but it helps to think that you're worth even the slightest to someone. Family, friends, fuck it even people you don't even know yet. You're somebody's dream come true. And their yours. Love is a shitty thing when you don't have it but such a beautiful thing when you do. Keep your chin up. Strive. You got this.",0.28516230861006164,2.7111747845744705,1.147743090077551,99.35154205607478,93.04255319148935,4.2473851660369855,15.53867568104991,5.99878963446064,-0.7017073622986678,2906,64,644,27,107,892,247,752,0.11,0.633,0.257,0.9991,1,0,4,0,0,0,157.0,0,73,20,11,43,58,3,1,37,3,55,10,1,10,20,118,124,38,0,13,25,0,9,6,2,2,4,1,0,8,62,21,0,3,20,7,3,13,19,18,0,1,27,15,93,40,69,86,31,76,0,7,5,5,117,22,2,8,47,414,155,3,0.0,0.0,0.04436190774809543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656334747537302,0.0,0.0501656811631629,0.0,0.03782594002274303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740928950006308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991108844060302,0.037956777973958286,0.0,0.10041287732691886,0.0,0.0,0.14312080044253486,0.08041045500981192,0.14888997799198195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634898302923201,0.046699421905517215,0.04809011608716945,0.11747798438796672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888711873198052,0.0,0.0,0.05863522468213898,0.0,0.039154194876851824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039781908841516535,0.04652084473793691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797557333009604,0.0,0.08052723575757892,0.0,0.0,0.09007669955084516,0.0411207142004483,0.038301583669088486,0.04343849387209997,0.16342424495635624,0.0,0.04285516439344777,0.0,0.22985685664593475,0.1299050840884574,0.0,0.04979865275321737,0.08309830642508999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024378335141741,0.08405313786948446,0.047501417846538864,0.0436088881870442,0.07750703279233419,0.11438779824406348,0.10907432853657456,0.0,0.0,0.045012045394901834,0.08039935940102969,0.338747330757291,0.0,0.044881838022628386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188216017586205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045111532481679664,0.08081297257943751,0.0,0.0,0.0499666971836048,0.03705555435207974,0.0,0.09627007892281984,0.0,0.046485411767312766,0.03210938444092732,0.1554644848934376,0.091124709638563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171508959552694,0.04962440688458727,0.0,0.1230869023982044,0.04301487162616082,0.0910336941202744,0.0,0.1826806843443097,0.049518714997013435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03628533375979918,0.04831624696590859,0.10025387440509638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669337348027908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030804529090214125,0.03457399305840948,0.14511631767784225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03151588869777448,0.2778543320275315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124874816358098,0.0,0.04624864756265317,0.0,0.043498595549451485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048351766733056516,0.0,0.0,0.029122515397899486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051496743991942213,0.11646647640756473,0.0,0.0361512135995292,0.0,0.0,0.18112665208201464,0.04138461526603945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045492323497834664,0.0,0.19258840531465587,0.13998775524721027,0.0,0.0,0.0643529265250302,0.04845377116838813,0.036304009988362015,0.0380061718528124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158689415890682,0.04284503434577236,0.0,0.0,0.036538618655560316,0.03973360076115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060380192456448,0.08738582299741299,0.0,0.0,0.2385701645208022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432005920126188,0.04944687457463817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450549521257567,0.0360836297333663,0.03646486336708573,0.0,0.0,0.04214140563141858,0.04102012183710654,0.0,0.05227617368044567,0.0,0.0,0.033095052466288036,0.0,0.0,0.03229311966951772,0.04970281945850133,0.0,0.0 lonely,SkyrimIsBestGame1234,2020/01/25,"I smoked for the first time. I was with my new friend, and he took me to an abandoned building. We sat on the stairs and I watched him light a joint. I took 3 hits and felt nothing. It was so surreal. Seeing him next to me. We had been talking over snapchat for weeks and it was so weird seeing him in person. I haven't been that happy for a while, and I don't know if I will be again. Just wanted to tell someone. It feels so surreal to have a friend. I don't know why I'm posting this. But if anyone wants to talk please message me.",-0.21474916387959908,1.8174940000000035,1.4043478260869584,100.75006688963212,87.2608695652174,4.234113712374582,18.411371237458194,5.369823440869387,-0.6622709030100333,410,11,100,2,13,132,72,115,0.075,0.846,0.079,0.1181,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,25,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,6,17,3,12,12,0,14,0,1,3,0,13,4,0,2,7,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280423162132138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603486399687676,0.0,0.18236362796843972,0.0,0.0,0.16155528493499471,0.0,0.0,0.2934805721793444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218517306367506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876231574819445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343662663245075,0.20199386494442514,0.0,0.0,0.18224399972331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658404985269958,0.0,0.20848729746398376,0.0,0.0,0.18190147882274185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027009705557726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092799302705033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053188253266351,0.16600814093100266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107503437757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220408505818352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405255122597986,0.0,0.15235126092048668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138326344686447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MinaFarina,2020/01/25,"Anyone else have everything, but still feel lonely? I'm incredible grateful for what I have in life. Great job. Good house. Health. Not too toxic family. Wonderful loving spouse. Relative comfort. But I'm unable to connect on a deeper level with many. And as far as depression/anxiety, it's always looming just above the surface, but some days are tragically worst than others in regards to feeling utterly empty, lost and alone. Life just seems so pointless most times. I also feel like I made choices with my life in order to ensure my loving relationship was preserved as best as possible. Now I regret not making different decisions, and I'm angry at myself for not putting myself first. I compromised maybe a bit too far to ensure relationship happiness. His life would change significantly if I weren't in it, but mine would be drastically different because we're fundamentally different people. I compromised on certain values for us, but he wouldn't even think to do that. I wouldn't ask him to, either, and no one trusted my arm. I just thought our love was worth it. I think I cheated myself a bit now. I'm not seeing an incredibly exciting life together (though loving), and knows I still need to live a separate life just for my own fulfillment. But back to my question: Anyone else in a similar boat? Grateful for the great things, but with a hollow feeling about life, somewhat under control depression, and regret? And feeling lonely because literally no one would even remotely understand?",5.626236210253082,8.163198119402987,6.3461388708630775,70.31774497079819,69.67164179104478,9.436988968202467,31.801427644386763,9.867487886160001,3.7519748215444526,1208,54,184,32,23,395,156,268,0.155,0.58,0.265,0.9919,4,5,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,4,17,23,1,0,9,0,13,13,1,3,1,56,39,22,0,9,17,1,5,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,14,0,1,1,9,9,0,3,6,6,25,14,31,27,9,23,0,7,1,4,14,13,0,7,9,132,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922697032019177,0.0,0.07124472451656086,0.07412947964975335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815311225812676,0.0,0.0,0.12458669603676567,0.18256514332556156,0.0,0.0,0.08328652017345256,0.0,0.0,0.06850421436630261,0.0,0.10861608707421758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349378105326923,0.0,0.19452500210125145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942447241151097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992128636710967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745526340151656,0.0,0.0767325303900163,0.0,0.0,0.2792382408972032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884544778892325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176853567024206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006776720872356,0.0,0.0839855145670097,0.0,0.2252312720694609,0.06364545257530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577935933066239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472392364441835,0.0,0.1964426554504662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483727435527296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469781770785188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279715359745333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884074375166673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896117928345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404851198236139,0.043524558476606655,0.0,0.07866753211676983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725155430559812,0.0,0.32162648246125275,0.08429850121189421,0.059467835843809075,0.09032262222180122,0.08950223090531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605862743119689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073850436712387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176334093642824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043486115039883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955940780419885,0.0998004659705381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129725170399675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099268100921596,0.08110360227220265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229374699048478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918700841203161,0.11416972204204885,0.0875298383543286,0.07072699600619699,0.051948718980942325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274515982218563,0.10716352404523906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661360453578548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898595637752216,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Leonsandcastle18,2020/01/25,Movies Y’all ever watch a movie with a stud main character and get jealous wishing you could trade?,8.765,9.014787722222227,6.507777777777778,80.465,60.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.8279333333333336,81,3,14,1,1,23,17,18,0.159,0.741,0.10099999999999999,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570948226563831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178592045737709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991077239347506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583469729720977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KezaBl4,2020/01/25,"I never realised how lonely I am till my partner ended our 6 year relationship I never really thought I'd ever feel alone/lonely. Yea I have friends (and some proper good mates at that) and family but my days are starting to feel like a backing track. When I'm with friends or family, working, at the gym, out at the pub with the bois or just playing a couple matches of TDM, the musics playing. What's caught me off guard is how silent my days are getting. Every once in a while I'll see my mates, play videogames with them if I get the free time or just generally get the opportunity to enjoy someones company. What's made me realise this, is that inbetweene the meet ups, nights out, drives or even work, the things in my life that keep the music going, I used to fill what ever silence I had, with her. Whether it was a call, text, snapchat, seeing her or her sending me a meme or two. It caused that music to play, maybe even get a little louder. What ever it was that she'd say, the smile it put on my face, it made me feel good. It helped me feel present. Dont get me wrong, when I see the bois, work or anything like that I feel normal, the musics playing. I just didn't notice how much silence she actually filtered out. But now my day to day is quieter, which is a little upsetting. I dont know whether I'm just being pathetic or if I'm genuinely feeling some sort of loneliness. Maybe I'm just rambling. I just thought I'd put this out there, maybe someone else might relate.",4.727083259989438,5.150194966555183,5.3861644076747055,84.47548318957932,69.23411371237458,8.033867276887872,29.114768526667838,7.85451343220497,1.7078722408026752,1161,40,240,13,19,376,155,299,0.042,0.782,0.17600000000000002,0.9890000000000001,0,5,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,1,4,19,17,0,1,19,1,17,2,1,7,5,59,45,23,0,3,20,0,6,2,5,1,1,1,0,1,20,10,0,2,9,7,1,7,5,3,0,1,9,10,32,15,24,33,3,42,0,1,3,0,18,14,0,14,23,153,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.09333599051317028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870791106886589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354531194319157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766451862650792,0.0,0.0,0.09825404319161683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582967657611556,0.0,0.2467331570024597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241910978044632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989935356696241,0.0,0.08471332382052367,0.0,0.0,0.12634560296603906,0.2595498786234643,0.08058526856593361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033170439740254,0.0,0.2901667463867784,0.06832900291925227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779060300396035,0.0,0.2498535404891956,0.0,0.05435741341038144,0.16044543609133846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641090111052954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501391424424595,0.0,0.0,0.052564141298720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755708565510908,0.09345489937992232,0.19172338310237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810037418959716,0.0,0.0,0.28826560025980796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146452110997024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031028154091933,0.0,0.14753506344146464,0.0,0.0,0.08975661054297314,0.093712061191657,0.0,0.10889277848172564,0.0,0.10185909537959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922998357206856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127281171794737,0.0,0.0,0.10268723012584656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606096087493246,0.0,0.0,0.2286507006381169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207986070812785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769821728296654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354247015185659,0.0,0.0,0.15186332789006693,0.055771528479596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343153498203012,0.0,0.0,0.0826068076988198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889269599720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457309256849223,0.0,0.06159242065914253 lonely,simplyscattered,2020/01/25,"Nowhere to go but Nowhere After working long hours all week Friday comes and the weekend after it. No work for two days and the night is free. I just work late and go home b/c I have nowhere to go b/c I have no friends. I drive for 50 minutes from work to my garage and I can only think of where everyone else is heading on a Friday night at 8:30. I'm coming home to nothing, silence and a few beers. There are a million places to go but there is nothing at any of them for me. Trapped by being alone, trapped with myself and my thoughts but thats all I have.",-0.002352941176472001,2.1625020000000035,1.3098739495798348,100.81086134453787,87.8235294117647,3.736134453781513,21.945378151260506,4.65589566412798,-0.35018655462184833,434,16,102,1,14,137,72,119,0.139,0.7929999999999999,0.069,-0.8271,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,5,0,9,2,1,0,2,17,18,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,1,0,2,2,1,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,11,3,18,16,3,22,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,65,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296135147137367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699959128544563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107654616378024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147412474672722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144106077248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503493222677158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156389735221852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35768980651494564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148075386867816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315658535519144,0.0,0.1549525447656882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749134280388554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924484749641733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531413145223184,0.0,0.301952401290588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966751056622853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439141466083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081994173303396,0.0,0.12491388239819072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370262110252525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262121911954116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581944045639954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suicidal_Rage,2020/01/25,"Hate me for this if you want, you won't get a response. Honestly, how many of you are more just horny or sexually frustrated? Yes that's the reason for the title, seriously though, and I'm pretty sure im to speaking to fellow men specifically with this topic, maybe not, but I only have a male perspective so idk. But seriously are you lonely or are you just horny, I'm asking because I'm not always sure when asking myself that question. Fuck I can't talk to a female outside of my family without the mating instincts kicking in. That being said I'm not really a sexually driven person, it's not my priority I guess you could say, never has, but I'm still a man. I don't actually think we're all JUST horny but I'm not totally sure",3.7085661989017673,4.942372852348996,6.086015863331301,75.55482001220258,72.15436241610739,8.90811470408786,26.297132397803537,9.339509955726095,2.295907382550336,581,19,111,13,11,207,93,149,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.8095,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,1,8,10,3,0,8,1,10,1,0,2,6,31,26,12,0,3,16,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,2,3,14,4,10,21,3,5,0,1,0,1,19,1,1,5,3,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.17060018387803874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546516709522428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32686827510602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656932525448437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958043000245887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480578263588433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616192979964418,0.0913368138392898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258516077856971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259965155068166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883679688755364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724116500009526,0.17563130127921067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483281643655146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295933093445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264704898360076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778559169074053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583965147438984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199487880649067,0.1797452161949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629490803883518,0.13902476247222978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961236326205148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943004781819912,0.0,0.0,0.14051458509594295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201830751092562,0.17176085171768435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311401939112468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852131031550904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Connor_SSB,2020/01/25,"these last 2 weeks have been rough first time poster here, the last two weeks I been feeling really lonely, I've been quite lonely for a good bit of my teenage life but I kinda been used to it but these last two weeks I lost my girlfriend then a couple days later I had to leave a group of friends who kept being toxic towards me and it was eating me alive. Even though it was the right thing to do, I still feel kinda lonely. I have some people online I do chat to, though I'm a bit weird I think, I feel more happier and more comfortable around females. Not anything sexual or romantically. I'm a soft and very emotional boy but a sweetheart, I'm nothing manly or tough or do alot of sports. A like girly things and I feel more comfortable around girls. I'm saying this because I don't really have any friends that are girls and that's where the main loneliness comes from. I do appreciate all my guy friends who talk to me and I show my deepest appreciation and it helps but it still feels lonely, but when I talk to a girl online or irl(lol) I feel really happy and not as lonely. Idk I'm weird, don't take it the wrong way and give me hate. Idk I just joined and I felt maybe I could get some advice or comments idk. Thank you for reading 💜",1.2432184873949623,3.5705292980392187,2.5382563025210096,93.08536764705885,83.47058823529412,5.525210084033613,18.51890756302521,6.868970318607317,0.060420168067226936,981,24,212,12,28,315,135,255,0.128,0.623,0.25,0.9906,0,10,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,11,21,1,0,13,0,19,2,0,1,1,43,41,25,0,1,13,0,9,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,15,13,1,1,8,4,0,1,4,11,0,3,10,10,27,10,16,29,10,21,0,6,0,0,22,5,0,10,15,132,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775401610656596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498699740280075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074234980659264,0.19632635204830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721922436349924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407713279455455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498735471295464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804117149736926,0.12201103296193495,0.0,0.07111466349936743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128331612551807,0.0,0.1240382730156032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283192213574258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33453323872147955,0.0,0.10587595058405942,0.0,0.0,0.09379512545852256,0.0,0.0,0.2555816768694076,0.0,0.05761122881700927,0.10578049033886833,0.0,0.0924887707535072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918407762669544,0.0,0.11738386448323908,0.0,0.10886823835040517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391127819897904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26965292206001057,0.0,0.11675941048690687,0.0,0.0,0.0778865633095779,0.05387207623419794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037211475129217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078046912419398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580649729279233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764469423209513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728511792907445,0.11029927592047266,0.0,0.21192427186939386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416949536824436,0.0,0.08769068095708679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612262717475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290889225422893,0.1772607905577547,0.0,0.10152128099206197,0.0,0.0,0.14651622627996716,0.07065620174863134,0.21667832091281655,0.0,0.06429899457140775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154344313086453,0.0,0.0,0.09523738768843236,0.0,0.09098383259179738,0.0,0.08752674523666565,0.265354469292991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056231727335115,0.0,0.0 lonely,almondyeyes,2020/01/25,lonely feeling extra lonely tonight. I think it's because it's been building all week and now it finally caught up to me.. I wish I wasn't so lonely..the tears are coming down all on there own,0.468,2.8442198000000047,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.5,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,0.03334999999999955,152,5,31,1,5,50,32,40,0.128,0.7170000000000001,0.155,0.0186,0,6,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,4,5,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741099328961679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38734421101846056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736274353500766,0.0,0.0,0.4925830135996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812541208869163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606919323072731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170893939355928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the-longshot-27,2020/01/25,"It’s another weekend, I’m liking school more then weekends I never have anything to do on the weekends and my job doesn’t start back up until spring, this time is always hard for me because I literally have nothing every single weekend, I like school just because I get to be around other people even though nobody talks to me at school, I’m a senior in high school btw",15.982602739726026,7.310719109589042,14.162808219178086,58.532705479452105,56.534246575342465,15.695890410958905,50.198630136986296,8.841846274778883,5.160539726027396,297,10,53,2,2,96,57,73,0.021,0.902,0.077,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,14,37,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836568079792026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869704022499944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467314414792132,0.1587310043094686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371070517424976,0.0,0.21738854475320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777007035256327,0.0,0.15023131039932128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315803114781583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972801978418227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839110085059416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694215198505828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422355533375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375213255790274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109034424089764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361560029401507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7218246816863055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620658930728496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331638629438812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518569021299055,0.0,0.10397222663106873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Primeork,2020/01/25,"I feel pathetic for thinking I have friends All my “friends” never invite me to hang out with them. People always make excuses to not hang out with me. No one likes talking to me. I feel like I live in a fantasy world where I have friends, but in reality I just hang out with people who don’t care about me at all.",4.3756153846153865,4.450496369230773,5.452115384615387,84.91663461538462,69.92307692307692,8.961538461538463,30.09615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.111999999999999,244,9,54,4,4,81,42,65,0.077,0.7140000000000001,0.21,0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,16,8,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,12,6,14,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159230089122351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645753646750523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624198318733515,0.18538532428084895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014622128160396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355509501075274,0.0,0.22914136614217215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321683774879765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014074851358046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584246697595138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598062870123002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857455166644087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627575174186954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,steading,2020/01/25,lonely i will never have any friends ever. i hate myself and im so annoying everyone thinks im weird or too much. i dont know what to do,-2.0729032258064493,-0.2779763548387031,1.6731612903225823,94.10974193548388,102.87096774193549,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,0.02809161290322626,107,3,25,2,5,39,25,31,0.41100000000000003,0.589,0.0,-0.9177,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992028541407732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433124835012491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497249978643106,0.0,0.2799077431423215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631745618949686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892083235202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328306338525859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609869978701275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533769724022025,0.0,0.2259261385917315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876981015184368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i-CassieAnn,2020/01/25,"I was supposed to hang out with a friend tonight... So I got a call from a friend I have been trying to make plans with for awhile. Apparently her friend, (changing names for privacy sakes) Sydney ditched her to go hang out with her ex. Therefore my friend, Marie wanted to have a sleepover tonight. Marie comes over gets settled in and everything and we get talking and are about to order some food, when she gets a call from Sydney. Syd invited her out for drinks, immediately Marie said yes, grabbed herself and left. Now I'm just gonna sitting in my room feeling down because I was really looking forward to hanging out with someone for the first time this week. I honestly couldn't tell you why I am posting this here, maybe just a place to rant? I dont know.",4.572430426716139,6.104570646258504,4.391886209029067,87.37703153988869,70.42857142857143,7.250216450216451,30.370439084724804,7.686295010490155,1.8172231292517005,603,25,120,7,11,184,97,147,0.017,0.845,0.139,0.9485,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,7,1,9,2,0,2,0,24,23,6,0,2,2,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,14,2,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,5,4,17,5,26,16,1,27,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,1,8,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068448644018313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373086720761782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472516093758236,0.14227705121778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935749096888473,0.16180112780648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844176841528034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351357729573668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049126759207192,0.1997210210020438,0.0,0.5104315543216431,0.0,0.2588793775093701,0.0,0.0938684139993042,0.0,0.132099421935037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077165868241782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945481423139142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869897954601995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025049185489014,0.0,0.16593280786840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256473165578165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818466939637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581043681786442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571119773304847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994576370878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327552633363896,0.1443635481153357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631041280740686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121377920193113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741998518228964,0.0,0.1324872892556999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903784754181354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PervyPernus,2020/01/25,"I'm trying really hard, alone. College student here, I'm diagnosed with ASD and comorbid anxiety. I struggle with mental health regularly. Every day is a challenge and the simplest of tasks can be very difficult for me. Went through a break up at the start of my first semester, broke my heart but I kept moving. Now that's all I do, I study and try to fill in the gaps with anything to distract me from the loneliness. I'm getting by, just about. It's just been a very lonely few months.",2.7923958333333303,5.0060409479166665,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333337,77.02083333333334,7.6,27.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,2.127945833333333,385,16,75,8,9,126,72,96,0.21,0.778,0.012,-0.9415,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,7,0,5,3,1,0,1,11,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,3,1,8,1,15,8,2,12,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,48,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373740233849751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533142409179414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860567197183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147810023929697,0.0,0.0,0.2326252829791993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310433376399366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495078871654187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197434775197542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531121483185746,0.0,0.0,0.24362061668171214,0.0,0.27159388904814885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309718552826729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293904663647334,0.2435950628291709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682640754569248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222343584722754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960147557168004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112129511504234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782151756291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246348789752165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Low-Double,2020/01/25,"My only friend that cut me off is finally getting to me Last year my only friend that I hung out with at lunch cut me off without warning, I tried getting in contact with her about it and she just told me that it's nothing about you, she just wants to be alone. I still see her around hanging out and having fun with her friends despite her saying she wanted to be alone. I tried to convince myself for months that it's fine without her, spent a few months just staying in the library and doing school work alone, recently got my license and now I eat lunch and hang out in my car alone, once again I spent months just in my car listening to music and just being there waiting for my next class. It's finally gotten to me at this point, I feel so sad and lonely, I miss making people laugh and just having a good time with my friend, now I just sit around hoping that she will return to me but she won't, she without a doubt doesn't care about me anymore, I just want to be close to someone again. TLDR: My only friend cut me off and I spent months alone and finally am missing her",5.206696832579187,5.100184963800906,5.296108597285071,87.37095022624437,68.14027149321268,7.704977375565611,27.859728506787327,6.67199483983844,1.1503411764705878,851,24,180,5,13,267,107,221,0.109,0.762,0.129,0.6874,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,20,20,3,1,4,0,12,3,0,1,0,40,32,12,0,4,12,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,10,20,3,1,1,0,3,4,5,8,0,0,6,4,41,12,35,20,1,40,0,4,1,0,22,16,0,2,18,129,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058015542832526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686588707185396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390028317461886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995846641534436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994439609887742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938666692646726,0.0,0.0,0.32098970369611257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377311599776975,0.0,0.10206076668557157,0.0,0.0,0.08192391523961108,0.07811843730729014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701184495149512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796169558422495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065197833646082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31184829008103343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387689755591854,0.0,0.0,0.09372037757011883,0.0,0.0,0.10401911203645266,0.0,0.2228553419388099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771452114679083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233304811966493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644081846444966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776739041453823,0.0,0.09885081768819708,0.07783315032154624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827584572934914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410697740074436,0.07800219995839246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056954215504701936,0.0,0.0,0.09333123492388676,0.0,0.13262781846155938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283111977618731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246136597102434,0.0,0.07110748649905166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289854510550909 lonely,Neko_nyan_san,2020/01/25,"I'm craving a relationship but I'm scared I want to be in a relationship with someone. I dont just mean physically but I want to actually connect with someone, get to know them and all their secrets and desires, Hope's and dreams, their goals and plans for life But I'm scared As much as I want this sort of relationship with someone I also realise that it means opening up and sharing your troubles. I dont think I'll be able to help with their troubles as I'm struggling with my own and I'm not sure how long it'll be before i finally pull through or give up. I want to be with someone but I'm not sure i could help them and i feel like i would just leech off them instead. I've been alone for a while now and I miss that close intimacy and special bond you have with a person",2.585790209790208,3.926427084848489,3.9490909090909128,89.35594405594408,75.12121212121212,6.773892773892776,27.237762237762237,7.321109707123232,1.1998811188811185,619,24,139,7,13,204,87,165,0.165,0.68,0.155,-0.5770000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,6,2,6,12,0,3,4,0,11,1,0,1,3,46,30,20,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,18,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,21,6,23,22,3,11,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,3,5,89,26,1,0.12768929503787585,0.0,0.12460633255471625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322476005827274,0.0,0.10211308310891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865418531626538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194951191524257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930180560828745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456354420518524,0.09122125788858604,0.0,0.1398773813105602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671238647599045,0.12249120697496513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711748857781335,0.0,0.0,0.1268242813243131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017469718926107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019072530633436,0.062382539720082335,0.0,0.0,0.113001007960736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781821513915835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938663239714296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114933672213653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112715494580321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556785198210729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43276290127267175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348857549187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406912988649257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181814439251432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012578181155863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070681161005592,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DerrrkYBoi,2020/01/25,"My character is too good. I’ve created a character that interacts with everyone for me, I can’t do it myself less I risk them rejecting the real me. I have plenty of friends and if I tried hard enough I get I could find someone to love me. But it wouldn’t be the real me that they actually loved...",0.6990552995391752,2.955556048387102,3.4707373271889423,85.95467741935484,85.29032258064517,8.058986175115209,23.37327188940092,8.841846274778883,2.0362368663594483,233,9,50,7,7,82,47,62,0.094,0.713,0.193,0.8051,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,14,4,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,38,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2409629598089861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971493393515219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551392983896292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594720300357444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256847697466689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077346764088846,0.0,0.12900800281652458,0.0,0.0,0.207108784916988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119609627107084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457184977106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621089023772567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921855945883888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764571277767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pepe-le-pew-,2020/01/26,"I just want someone Whenever I get friends and start to feel happy it always ends and till now it always ends with me all on my own . Last year l met some new people the five of them are all amazing people they cared for me and were always happy to see me but now they all grow more distant day by day the ones who would talk to me every day no longer talk at all And the worst part is I don’t blame them they all got their lives and friends and it’s annoying to have to care for someone as if they were your child after all this I really just want someone who won’t leave me i just want to feel loved",2.207153846153848,3.3168630999999986,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.69230769230771,6.123076923076923,19.923076923076927,6.2581,-0.1993230769230765,473,9,113,3,10,150,78,130,0.109,0.6990000000000001,0.192,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,7,0,5,10,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,6,25,21,10,0,5,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,3,19,8,16,15,11,16,0,0,1,1,17,2,0,2,13,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553563027259483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902840966538254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275424703788223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521714001057528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994158112142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439595555938536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996872275334464,0.0,0.07437545156417917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385558307860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30308251035644346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160396347241972,0.0,0.1507350920584281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257034920055728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848239571961248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374888980448917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096464521067912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415833274584553,0.0,0.1973842937418072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911972876431249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343978474435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618548732396556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076073908442952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288416965420457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189684528430856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112604914640302,0.0,0.0,0.09167298751271244 lonely,Ciocarlica,2020/01/26,"afraid of dating but tired of being alone i (24,f) have had a rough couple of years, where i've focused so much on finishing uni and finding work and evolving as an artist, that i kind of put dating on the last spot. i've been out of the game for the past 4 years and i'm starting to feel hella lonely. i've browsed tinder a couple of times but im even scared to just swipe right, nevermind actually talking to guys and meeting them. my self esteem is also pretty bad, i'm overweight but somehow, 4 years ago i still had some confidence that allowed me to get past my image and actually be myself, but now, i just see skinny guys and i immediately think im too fat and ugly to talk to them. i'm in a pretty bad place mentally and i dunno how to aproach the situation.",4.475316455696202,4.80398843037975,5.8821265822784845,81.03217721518988,69.7594936708861,8.345316455696205,27.8253164556962,8.238735603445708,1.739861265822785,604,19,124,8,10,205,98,158,0.17800000000000002,0.728,0.094,-0.9397,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,11,6,0,2,8,0,7,4,2,2,0,23,15,16,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,12,1,19,10,2,22,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,3,14,73,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2697491848328679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225162515283664,0.0,0.0,0.14314554373722804,0.0,0.11052777320649457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080183962099746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305857031468531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128746376376937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988394194019787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632290605289773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220986085218245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370244358925483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985845083454493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392612144760805,0.0,0.1126609076052718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928479342835834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160143491677087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387723814413605,0.0,0.0,0.14440171381060093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122178718032936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894084062307618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180319582951428,0.0,0.0,0.1383739310976099,0.0,0.1101367574813722,0.0,0.14418485026706274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535563854533968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782688771134744,0.0,0.11037596890707872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221785107444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856041784524568,0.0,0.0,0.08059230025598366,0.15885391196815468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006196969196559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26701123285892137 lonely,AndreiPancake,2020/01/26,Tired of being lonely I hate to say that I have lost the battle. I wanted to believe that everything is fine but it is not. Nobody actually cares about my existance and ALL I want is someone. Anyone. A friend. A true friend...,0.05295454545454703,2.2054615681818177,2.377727272727274,87.8115909090909,103.77272727272728,4.927272727272729,16.863636363636363,6.6274283507984215,0.3852818181818177,175,5,33,3,8,59,35,44,0.247,0.5429999999999999,0.21,0.0335,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,5,4,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2688530156376253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263941418788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103996495994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089558117980457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476060167109511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257087655261035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720040258020943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007461156970332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909253430631895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334343862743795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665232504731106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249998263500013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oioicuntz,2020/01/26,"Epic loneliness my mans My friends never message me about anything. They never check up on me. They never share memes with me. They just ignore me. They send memes in our group chat and talk but that's not the same at all. They talk to eachother through DM but not me. I feel like I'm not wanted. I feel like I'm uninteresting. I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle of being left out and ignored by my friends that I've had over the years. I feel lonely. I have no close friends who I can talk to. I have my boyfriend but he's not a friend. I need a friend. But no one wants to talk to me obviously because I annoy them and make them cringe alot, and I make every conversation awkward. But that's me I guess. That's my life. I feel left out all the time and I guess have to live with that for the rest of my life.",-0.455060430898584,1.7128755722543367,1.1866447714135582,100.56092354177618,90.96531791907516,4.070310036784025,16.534156594850238,5.565023196281405,-0.8801999999999999,626,15,153,4,22,201,85,173,0.221,0.722,0.057,-0.9768,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,7,0,2,14,1,1,8,0,6,2,0,2,6,42,22,10,0,3,10,0,5,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,5,1,1,1,9,5,0,1,2,5,34,9,21,19,5,17,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,3,8,100,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384787420617814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692740568010263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632487534301344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190403540590407,0.2704615687329154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874903850574151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803641912535065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422284770409544,0.0,0.17827076433801886,0.1849577603374397,0.0,0.11143264906724402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847251474815303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357212118308204,0.2919884894899136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551311464858795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057235969481584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735854197523785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886636435137285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126555343424392 lonely,teacupeng,2020/01/26,"being starved for affection Is anyone else basically starved for any kind of affection? The constant loneliness is killing me. It almost physically hurts. I'm 20 and at this point, the only thing that keeps me somewhat sane is daydreaming throughout the day and right before going to sleep. The only thing I want, and so desperately need is someone to hug and being told that I'm safe and everything will be okay. I'm not even talking about having a partner, I just really need a friend. I feel so damn pathetic.",5.732661654135338,7.457172852631582,6.222857142857144,74.62,67.84210526315789,9.639097744360905,32.5187969924812,9.957137785484203,3.4789849624060154,411,18,70,10,7,133,66,95,0.228,0.607,0.16399999999999998,-0.8627,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,6,1,9,2,1,2,0,17,19,7,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,5,7,14,1,6,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,2,2,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018449681203027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707568689229965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094363864743434,0.20653405547331988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152269364730302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782742776453007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999708862761386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838731321108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313622494865374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811596712612556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192072197914973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573381664988625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145578579632369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157867032994726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916621306765726,0.22300925114795855,0.20990593550306336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989257636773852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066087638745691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905504362321822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913201017861892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214115391985546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171730019568015,0.0,0.17079107058980125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201571916699226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26783059802103737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926104237974056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889222742568235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heavennnnsenttt,2020/01/26,"i can't keep conversations going every conversation i have lasts for 10 minutes max. i always find a way to fuck shit up, no wonder why i'm ghosted by everyone i know. i want to have friends, i really do, but with my talking skills it's just not gonna happen.",5.363333333333333,4.7682286666666664,7.163333333333334,75.765,67.8888888888889,10.162962962962963,30.962962962962962,9.725611199111238,2.705896296296297,204,7,42,4,3,72,46,54,0.13,0.8029999999999999,0.068,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,13,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,1,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495292321435546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790734721677306,0.2698148706718814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580793761767472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815693444932627,0.2610448072923067,0.0,0.0,0.16047632844269188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969722503228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098178828819884,0.0,0.0,0.15518215224255927,0.23016773175008615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089226916707224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898468511636659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269568253472827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654805245895782,0.2241306965786292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547933383927121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062162167495269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpareAccountToUse,2020/01/26,"RIP my social skills. So sorta recently I tried to make some new online friends and man I've realised how bad I've gotten at social skills. I barely know what to say and I really can't deal with talking to more than one person at a time on voice chat. I used to be pretty decent at it, i'd talk to lots of people back when I went to school but after some bad events I eventually started to talk to anyone and at the moment I have no work so no co-workers to talk with and since it's been so long I guess I've just lost being used to it and now have bad anxiety to it. It's an odd feeling being unable to fix a really large problem for myself. Does anyone have any suggestions to help this out? I'm sick of feeling so lonely.",1.7494230769230759,3.1799689423076964,3.84,88.905,77.52564102564101,6.338461538461537,19.69230769230769,7.010146845296331,0.27409230769230764,569,12,124,6,13,195,97,156,0.22399999999999998,0.711,0.066,-0.9832,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,4,0,23,20,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,4,10,1,26,13,4,18,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,5,11,77,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643558899385088,0.0,0.10848417874041136,0.0,0.0,0.1983135465676132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904305305440047,0.35521600764990746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619977114174082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240987915699913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340668396519218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956197029085124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562195831226425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950521809550504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793500764294473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254972913574342,0.0,0.0,0.1548022482100704,0.12056169846540403,0.0,0.0,0.09465920365531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369608767498038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609405245503766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831312313919284,0.12382292727391307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427164109033458,0.0,0.1356929141883014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169409531129066,0.0,0.14002015964620507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127729174425202,0.0,0.14351918092608704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730660755678872,0.0,0.0,0.2891146514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003737709968098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559256760509855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826904880575273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627960758836256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495642962300196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314591900241384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647857971690228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starmanwaitinthesky,2020/01/26,alone at a cruise help me im at this exact moment at the msc fantasia’s crowded restaurant siting alone drinking a coffee and only looking at the sea because idk how to start a conversation with anyone so i wont spend the next 6 days 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lonely,DrCone00,2020/01/26,Anyone just wanna talk idk if you feel the same way as i do but like PM me if you want. i’d love someone to chat 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lonely,vulvaisbeautifulxx,2020/01/26,"I want to die of sadness My whole body hurts and I feel so alone. I know I’m not in a sense, but I have like, no friends who actually care about me. Whenever my girlfriend and I have a disagreement (and it’s so emotional and heavy and serious) and she need time and space to think, I feel like my world is collapsing. I just have no one to go to when I feel this overwhelming sadness. I’ve had friends but I always put so much effort in and it’s never returned. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong and I wish I could fix it.",-0.20287270251871808,1.8691518849557558,2.001769911504425,96.19283866575908,87.67256637168144,5.954799183117768,20.196732471068753,7.321109707123232,0.4332211027910149,405,13,98,7,13,136,68,113,0.21600000000000005,0.58,0.205,0.1447,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,24,21,15,1,4,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,1,3,17,5,8,19,2,10,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.19588178786970195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207893900033112,0.0,0.0,0.16702195950590346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229638021006895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046557986924767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026515071079625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083242020391671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579223084675265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044826585654345,0.14340028087331005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101642505489043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407847352619654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488371166606407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062996104329427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961313387801802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147558338194461,0.14883743212496225,0.15481397819582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601863713659704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178730316631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861853868261158,0.0,0.0,0.11704623962037185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839470517337887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410588983386345,0.23082754740078515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946479833510404,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yeetusmegetus21,2020/01/26,"I dont know what to do anymore For the last few weeks I haven't been feeling okay, I feel I'm slipping back, I was on antidepressants for 3 months but I weaned myself off them, my bad days are more frequent and idk what to do anymore, all I want to do is sleep.",2.4692105263157917,3.0634176315789503,3.6306578947368418,94.41335526315792,74.43859649122807,6.401754385964912,24.77631578947368,5.985473137389443,0.3439157894736833,203,6,50,1,4,66,43,57,0.17600000000000002,0.797,0.027999999999999997,-0.7791,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,1,0,1,7,14,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,7,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815874007965697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546672449449115,0.24482497964322086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891015051255063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436495892616568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965199010717145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114507439498701,0.2390119979662253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340439988132084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934299950833974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294771283935334,0.0,0.23520198257251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tumthe3,2020/01/26,"Let's make friends c: Hey everyone, I'm part of a small Discord server meant to help people make new friends. We do a lot of activities as a community, including: - **Movie nights**: Anyone can host! Our regular hosts have Disney+, Netflix, and Amazon Prime - **Game nights**: Jackbox, Cards Against Humanity, Skribbl... we also have a Steam group and roles for different gaming platforms - **Voice chats**: You can talk or even just listen in, we don't mind lurkers :) - **Drawing challenges**: Every month we have new themes for inspiration - **Minecraft server**: Build with us in a cozy survival realm filled with bee hives and a turtle sanctuary We have channels for all types of interests so everyone has something they can talk about! (Sports, art, gaming, music, fashion, tech and more) We also have channels for NSFW stuff as well as venting in case you just wanna get things off your chest. We only accept people over 18 and the server is meant for purely platonic friendships only. Message me and tell me a bit about yourself if you're interested, we'd be happy to have you! **Note:** we ask everyone to introduce themselves when they join the server. If you're not willing to share a few interests with the group to get conversations started, this server is not for you.",1.9950527597402608,4.45299833482143,2.6731331168831183,84.96504870129873,103.59821428571428,5.072077922077923,23.84090909090909,6.680037744263671,1.5116910714285714,993,42,162,17,44,309,144,224,0.03,0.8220000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9776,1,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,11,5,2,2,10,11,0,0,11,0,18,1,1,2,2,35,28,16,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,3,17,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,20,11,29,22,6,15,0,0,0,0,38,7,0,4,7,104,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334230930703881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204759770515406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364381523114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933329793226686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248065578668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963947862700537,0.0,0.1229643067517916,0.4183678929418928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255122972996286,0.0,0.15249967118045898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553603447033262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782333976656928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923786132249034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240765637707259,0.0,0.0,0.1948378111510184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736206642367555,0.0,0.11649129053198935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819076899952268,0.0,0.2739175431990291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199432403624952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580433769412683,0.0,0.20235870343481746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235499703113412,0.0,0.0,0.10330007586586612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707122439802916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346088846595193,0.1275616881682834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695886023047262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555293684340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122138831734606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Andreliooo,2020/01/26,"She's been in my mind for the whole day So lets start that I'm serving in military for 4 months by now, I'm 19 y/o and I'm very lonely and craving for love. So I met a girl through a friend on facebook. I asked my friend to introduce me to that girl because you know randomly add a girl on facebook and start texting her... don't think it would work. So my friend introduced me to that girl and we've been communicating for like a month. Everything's going very well and we got a date on coming saturday. I'm really excited for that. I don't know guys, just wanted to share this with you.",1.148813333333333,3.043707608000002,3.104499999999998,91.35808333333335,80.92,7.046666666666668,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.0433066666666666,461,15,106,9,12,155,75,125,0.023,0.7859999999999999,0.191,0.9628,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,17,22,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,13,8,17,16,1,15,0,1,0,1,17,5,0,1,9,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199262673067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867062611499048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167693230077108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554773910794162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749592039675671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512107645514773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106369397666494,0.0,0.15569748294611885,0.0,0.0,0.19275650643751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397396858627996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990659498799732,0.0,0.09510721192281793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569964577511832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965638576494656,0.0,0.3107716660772021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471226929420265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755805737590395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473835840584635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32125060895147783,0.11482295879379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503407029878634,0.0,0.0,0.21734503511924025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172399049634196,0.0,0.0,0.13828984830291427,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jnsd21,2020/01/26,"28M Introverted and shy good grief I'm hoping to strike up a conversation with someone feeling lonely and all. I like books, YouTube, guitar, games, and art. I feel more at ease talking to a girl but fellas your totally welcome.",2.695813953488372,5.508885093023256,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255813,81.7906976744186,6.2306976744186064,27.20465116279069,7.554174236665415,1.8924548837209296,181,8,32,3,5,59,37,43,0.141,0.5770000000000001,0.282,0.7635,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,5,4,3,2,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868089833079399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037658377085959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781274030901992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351821071097697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40787891714947105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869218447241919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Erik_Drska,2020/01/26,"Burdensome adjustment. I have recently moved to the Czech Republic, my home country. I have lived my whole teenage life in England; therefore adjusting to the Czech culture a bit harder. I have made friends that meant a lot to me. When they heard I had to move back to Czech, they were shocked and stubborn to even think otherwise; it was an immense shock for them... And as well for me. Few weeks passed and I was thinking of what school I should go to. I chose the most austere school- which was a bad idea. The change was to bad to good. What I mean by that is: England gives more freedom to their students, however in Czech, there is forced strictness to students. Which is just horrible. Nevertheless, it became a dark void- an empty one. I have really bad social skills due to the anxiety that I suffer with. I am anxious about the awkwardness mainly, and approaching someone. In Czech, everybody is friendly. However, I shuffle away from them... like it's some kind of natural reflex, which I do not notice; therefore I do not have friends at this moment. I came to this platform to make friends, so please message me if you have any questions. Besides, I will be posting more.",3.764148727984345,6.304441200913246,3.7794259621656887,86.54041095890413,75.34703196347033,7.093803000652317,30.519895629484672,8.11559375814309,2.3349128506197,929,44,171,16,21,284,136,219,0.158,0.72,0.12300000000000001,-0.7513,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,5,1,8,16,1,1,12,0,22,1,0,4,0,27,32,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,0,13,6,0,1,8,0,0,6,2,8,1,1,10,1,27,8,28,19,9,19,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,5,7,125,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170548426932383,0.0,0.1031630982995673,0.15234686779313664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669996544710072,0.10369456018148028,0.337792886854538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722586576449415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542372858271237,0.0,0.0,0.14265786867192287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890699310688028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167520994210737,0.0,0.0,0.12936444222008722,0.07664075285378137,0.11310930968290855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526976372416386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223398380060904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042990338205075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525151364590326,0.0658829531887155,0.0,0.11907873433584787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464822331107508,0.0,0.1276023101350275,0.09001622950954624,0.0,0.0,0.14689576394537074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866573581102985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353240707339488,0.0,0.0,0.09138069988200047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802942197421615,0.0,0.0,0.1291530519792804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510675732938895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639105735363449,0.0,0.13315225926231486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295931151730185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746688018888173,0.1142615309279464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281825976265242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817190958599562,0.0,0.12125012632358118,0.0,0.0,0.15055990481753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheHooligan95,2020/01/26,"Why do acquaintances often cancel plans on me? It makes mebfeel like i'm their last resort, the people they go to unless they aren't doing anything better. Maybe I'm not fun but... I'm not evil :(",1.9226923076923088,4.23171094871795,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,80.53846153846153,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.2663384615384614,153,3,30,1,4,49,33,39,0.156,0.659,0.185,0.3213,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35297721272018845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793584249024253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437738216618115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496395271280547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955612625335787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28631765036277496,0.0,0.4309231720209648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736973616997897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387047400926446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,minirollbich,2020/01/26,"My parents actually hate me So my parents hate me, there is no doubt about that. I’m in a position where I cannot leave the house as I don’t have the money, I’m trying to get into university and I’m being rejected. My SAD is not good. And I have a constant reminder that I’m not wanted. My friends are out doing things without me, school environment sucks! I’m hoping one day the pain stops, cannot wait for the day that I can turn around and say “fuck you” to them.",0.8375757575757561,2.8294279595959617,3.0507979797979807,90.82286363636366,82.53535353535355,5.980202020202023,21.011111111111113,7.1686216300943375,0.4901789898989901,364,11,82,5,10,124,63,99,0.321,0.644,0.036000000000000004,-0.9841,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,11,4,1,6,0,11,2,0,0,0,14,25,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,0,1,13,3,10,24,0,9,0,2,0,1,6,5,2,2,4,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.18926811300146715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726574322494947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095920342623196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016458701512795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984599400571805,0.17930449347156946,0.10133134683657302,0.0,0.0,0.1626768236011816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829727449421999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263701865617125,0.0,0.22379331286260185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536601220679804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314261579080521,0.0,0.20637744562721785,0.0,0.4307190719336321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542375503675138,0.0,0.196288678157806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215164753143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885236825549012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316799384244313,0.21096289856839584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439727338223092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696175865058368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jelo89,2020/01/26,"Shit's trash. divorced after 5 years of marriage and seems everyone I've thought I've hit if off with just goes poof lol. When did it become the norm to not say anything at all instead of saying thanks its been entertaining but I don't see this working? Are people that afraid of honesty? 30, m. At least I got my two dogs still =] don't think they would abandon me. Cats probably would though lol.",1.6189444444444447,4.096038450000002,2.331666666666667,94.1777777777778,83.25,5.055555555555556,22.63888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.4224722222222219,316,11,66,3,9,98,69,80,0.045,0.752,0.203,0.9137,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,1,1,2,7,1,1,0,1,13,14,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,3,5,2,9,7,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,2,4,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964407199758345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364010357523404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810080396974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909208462652865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549375701077254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737333006263985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796688214289513,0.0,0.0,0.1902236071163204,0.21731563810560994,0.0,0.0,0.2450357892205688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063676309895428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197751498992012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295785453916644,0.2345346216732873,0.18951170894720604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331882240434339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378613764115133,0.0,0.0,0.33915018237035194,0.0,0.0,0.15372354945044991 lonely,AD-LH,2020/01/26,"Go Out While yes it is more fun to go out when you have someone with you, that doesn’t mean the activities/events themselves are not fun. This sounds like common knowledge but its helpful to be reminded of it. Its easy to look at other people coupled up and think you’re having less fun than them because they enjoying things with someone else, but they’re enjoying the same thing thats in front of you. Plus you get to talk about your experience at said event to someone else when you meetup with them which helps a little with creating connections. Don’t let the lack of company keep you from enjoying something you’ve always wanted to see. If theres any place/event you want to visit go out for it, and remember that everyone else around you is enjoying the same thing thats in front of you too. I know this won’t ring true for everything but I hope this helps those who felt lonely/secluded and kept themselves inside a little too much because of the lack of company. I know whats it like.",7.594769230769232,6.744059066666669,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,63.46153846153847,10.876923076923077,32.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.970425641025641,798,26,157,15,10,250,112,195,0.026000000000000002,0.703,0.271,0.995,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,3,0,7,11,0,0,7,1,10,0,0,0,1,34,27,11,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,21,12,0,2,7,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,3,6,16,11,32,21,7,22,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,2,7,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643868657503385,0.0,0.0,0.0951618707514395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457348330915112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060843512724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483748584577434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506978976198574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371567686682412,0.12576623625079442,0.13688511137614387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436134095415514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311123928681369,0.0,0.23858804548522144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813902041682055,0.0,0.0,0.13898888750767585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438232043560934,0.0,0.0,0.1538112890004386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430949313574523,0.0,0.13673217313056368,0.28050701445796256,0.0,0.0,0.11751172743057425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243227614882549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286970134577066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701460648452907,0.0,0.14620424589162953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585211954998941,0.0,0.13311200930654768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151156830197663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557041694287436,0.10773023980218348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247595599637256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890351669932595,0.08966589637498618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507678401820378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mundane-Gear,2020/01/26,i need help any fit girls here?,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,-1.0599999999999987,115.13000000000002,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.9746,24,0,7,0,1,7,7,7,0.0,0.435,0.565,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625068920385544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544375001838895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133392656588731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alien1772,2020/01/26,"Homeschooled since 8th grade for panic attacks and stomach problems, I threw everything away and have nothing to live for. Just trying to keep myself comfortable waiting for death. Someone spread lies about me, all my friends shunned me, after a while only three would listen to me and cake back to my side, talking to them I have constant anxiety that everything will change in a heartbeat again. I had a girl who I truly cared about but I slipped further into depressive episodes and didn’t have the energy to keep the relationship up, I’ve been in many relationships but I saw myself marrying this girl and having kids, she did to but I fucking ruined it. It’s been a little more than 3 years I think, I can’t keep track of time anymore. I can stare at a wall and feel nothing. At the start I would sit on the floor next to my bed and beg God to end my life so I can get out of this living hell, I’ve accepted my situation now. Been to a psychologist but it was useless, a simple “it will get better” won’t get me out of this shit, I’ve dug myself to deep into a hole and I can’t get out, I’ve become overweight and have no motivation to become more healthy. I’m an only child and I want to carry on my family name but I won’t. I want to feel loved for just a while or have just have a hug. I ruin any conversation spewing this shit just to try and find some answers. Can barely sleep anymore, nightmares gotten too bad.",2.962476771196286,4.711732940766549,4.16294860627178,86.51541013356564,74.993031358885,6.873925667828107,25.198751451800238,7.645422480735847,1.2552695702671317,1122,38,228,15,24,367,158,287,0.183,0.6920000000000001,0.125,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,2,11,19,5,1,15,0,25,9,4,1,1,45,47,20,1,5,10,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,1,4,10,16,1,4,7,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,10,5,32,7,39,31,4,33,1,4,2,3,15,19,4,2,12,155,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915338742518073,0.0,0.0890427519438894,0.0,0.23086744936769826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241744759177315,0.10935803383730736,0.08950147050991572,0.0971859406072306,0.0,0.25710085136284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294295409038136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186736533584317,0.0,0.12313171494822445,0.0,0.0,0.12578290995706098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025185120919336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309245896701152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921874579300134,0.0,0.10972795067885432,0.0,0.1177068023712812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638399126410426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992739269784378,0.10760638416727036,0.24324878032378186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103747936187088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221405756177967,0.0,0.11665954134542912,0.20555990229121845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505208840616112,0.0,0.0,0.11800744792045005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378864795392415,0.0,0.0,0.2233705298888237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704906555739364,0.0,0.13656582728182054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113754156495408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499318544179268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389579929936438,0.09628411515242773,0.13083417259982866,0.11648023055536552,0.0,0.09862209765746104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238580866181525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355483294619638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458196627022516,0.0,0.0,0.06787154312929107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580507188289578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730695432023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536900009675135,0.0,0.0,0.07495531768927244 lonely,duckyshinee,2020/01/26,"You know, after she left me.. I feel incredibly lonely, I have some friends but they don't really want to talk with me about serious things, most of it is about politics and memes. It feels weird waking up and not having someone message me in the morning or waking up with someone next to me. What can I do about this? It's been 3/4 months now since we broke up.",2.9126484018264835,4.561855630136988,3.8645890410958894,89.02555936073061,74.89041095890411,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,0.9532392694063928,283,8,60,4,6,91,56,73,0.14400000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.7721,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,0,0,14,11,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,11,1,13,10,2,9,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31552830355315625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410620039732907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147527624967115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390051949179784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490473847975157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318314770359471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998847894464673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581020204536169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287385697312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078582659649695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728889226886896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403452260157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DankMemeS724,2020/01/26,"I'm just tired of feeling this way (21m) I have been suffering from severe depression my hole life I used to have a bunch of friends to be around so it helped keep my mind off of it but here recently they have stopped talking to me and now the only friend that stayed by me side is now starting to ignore me because is new girlfriend hates me for whatever reason, I'm supposed to be celebrating my 21st birthday with him this weekend but every time I try and talk to him about it he doesn't answer I'm afraid he will bale on me again and if he does that I really know he doesn't want to be around me anymore so I'm afraid that will be the last thing that drives me to take my own life because this hole time I haven't was because he was there for me because no one else is and I just really dont want to lose him, I cant take it anymore so this might be my last week of life ..... but I guess if he doesn't I will have to tell him completely how I feel and what I'm scared that will happen I just don't want to be the reason he breaks up with her Fml",2.2087928388746825,3.0775154086956533,3.4360358056265987,94.52525575447572,75.34782608695652,6.80306905370844,22.659846547314572,7.048011613610866,0.38668286445012745,824,21,201,8,17,268,112,230,0.121,0.812,0.067,-0.8277,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,1,15,10,1,3,4,0,28,4,0,4,0,34,47,14,0,5,8,0,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,6,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,3,2,30,2,27,33,2,23,0,3,0,0,20,6,0,4,13,130,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466309421475775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213843901892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303194896445617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303719326907187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709698826525664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881395052994056,0.0,0.1457298109487009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387314932899216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476487307811384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257437531601609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213516367671654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697852956229514,0.0,0.10995666335865356,0.0,0.0,0.12276359391760434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334491565433491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052233359978124,0.0,0.0,0.06833600842460259,0.202713312435061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634827542354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910871863249452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190894396933606,0.12555162220015534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120091854873422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425846325962506,0.09456893547436072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931542965617349,0.2556919267372963,0.12277433593173548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448966781688175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047291144894597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801106290862176,0.13253376754520393,0.0,0.10395684431080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698187341099187,0.1998854031191801,0.10868181526494418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260838412522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501154383463344,0.1429147135986031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442116417590921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739297489434073,0.0,0.0,0.2200232878226924,0.0986981875703663,0.09974096150877028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayforaita8,2020/01/26,Anybody else wish that peoplle knew alk the shit youve been through? Im not going to write it all here but my life has been pretty hard and people always shit on me for thinhs like not visiting my dad and other things,4.282,4.962134533333334,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.33333333333334,6.888888888888888,23.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.5272222222222225,174,4,37,1,3,54,40,45,0.028999999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.311,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,9,6,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106513691702364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201875165079395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646510609816287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595267096250113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129406799283484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046334645462745,0.14153955616564345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085110956721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947431458468661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947742203402231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247301281444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331566369057253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disciplinedwarrior1,2020/01/26,"Any lady down to chat and be friends? 19 M So I've gotten kinda lonely recently and need a long term chatting partner. I have some stuff going on in my life rn that I'd like to share with someone. So If any respectful lady is interested in talking to me and being friends then hmu! I don't bite. 😉 I feel like women are better at understanding problems and coming up with solutions 🐈. Could just be me. 🤷‍♂️ P. S. Please don't be sexual with me, I'll straight up block you. There's a fair share of horny women on this app too and not all guys are into that-",0.04721428571428632,2.208802816666669,2.601190476190478,91.68000000000004,87.5,5.428571428571429,19.404761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.28747619047619066,438,13,97,6,14,151,89,120,0.061,0.6829999999999999,0.256,0.9688,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,1,22,17,9,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,4,10,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,9,16,11,3,16,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,3,6,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319607025068461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078324906794779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024259332311671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762304052972653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881968087520725,0.16787927126352334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631105046450319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355211639615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326803275484176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659827280352659,0.2296117275770567,0.0,0.0,0.20796168905784876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424456555944834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579520928150699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485686601322216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320275488595196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199109073304707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269011124134966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887872529128466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446363285066751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ladyblackhawkk,2020/01/26,"I'm tired of feeling this way I felt like I wanted to share this on a platform where people know me, I started typing but knew no one would genuinely care. My family never checks on me, my friends never ask how I am, I'm sick of always having to be the one to check on people first and fighting for a spot in their lives. I'm married and it's like we're just roommates now.. I feel so fucking alone, people always cancel on me, stand me up or just flat out stop talking to me. I am sick of having such a big heart that I allow these things to happen to me. I'll tell myself ""they're just busy"" ""maybe something happened"" but in reality I'm just being used. I'm always just being used. There's a lot in this post but I needed to get it out in a place where people may feel the same.",3.280489929232441,3.6220072395209617,4.745280348394122,88.08174197060427,72.41317365269461,6.7912901469787705,22.966249319542733,6.1124844417494595,0.3968131736526943,607,13,134,3,11,204,97,167,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.10800000000000001,-0.8363,0,1,1,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,0,7,0,9,5,1,4,2,32,31,8,0,3,9,0,4,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,4,18,5,22,24,2,25,0,0,0,1,7,16,1,3,8,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953101708021818,0.0,0.0,0.3603996578399498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349729937177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720196083182951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610577445695554,0.0,0.2190040285517112,0.0,0.13862454919737166,0.0,0.0,0.12280699169048333,0.0,0.0,0.11154530228908667,0.13347419835137245,0.07543101695340954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553441862141901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108742516563086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934581646676049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107060651820022,0.0,0.1274875249448818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274415168063255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504608938573116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705370673073517,0.22270486641666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956671662772312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400371297100019,0.0,0.1508432227122845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382732444021226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111484584885024,0.0,0.0,0.10219077475525856,0.0,0.0,0.12070562620364302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604475353413307,0.1261918506229577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591765507708466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594010825355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939072305305876,0.0,0.0,0.08515728782166378,0.11459973236804882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025612694399758,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StarBullAlchemy,2020/01/26,"31 M Looking For A Mystical Women Cliche as it is I'm interested in finding an open minded woman to chat with. Maybe you're out there, maybe you're not. If you believe there's more hmu.",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,74.38461538461539,7.2512820512820495,25.82051282051281,7.793537801064563,1.3544974358974369,147,5,31,2,3,50,34,39,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016972732183428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258701168222852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940289910880863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7163825414675501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600026749024413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crossbowkid,2020/01/26,"A bad weekend So this weekend I was having kind of a bad weekend and felt extremely lonely for some reason. And decided to text the people I tend to talk to (they're 5 and they're the only ones) cuz maybe I'll feel better and maybe tell them bout how I feel. Then All 5 of them dropped a ""seen"" less than half an hour after talking Midway through my speech now I feel like I'm on the verge of getting depression Luckily I found this subreddit and I wanna say you guys are really amazing people Just venting",1.2443851132686101,3.7006789320388407,2.8798300970873822,89.70349919093853,84.92233009708737,5.763430420711974,22.175566343042068,7.1686216300943375,0.910424595469256,402,14,80,6,12,132,72,103,0.127,0.753,0.12,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,4,8,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,3,1,18,12,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,7,10,4,12,8,3,10,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,1,8,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323938253323237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604193614485558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143990227322806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019342154587978,0.14220005666677174,0.19111746382946115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824605099365665,0.0,0.0,0.10399445652073616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708898849513376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602235810405666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072780448880908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724488445497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999412932598789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488019542757476,0.15138510726045545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759898853951263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751535843016953,0.2046546762982888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829109872020455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31997476802729125,0.17397687917937088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iwearthepantz,2020/01/26,"It you ever feel bad just remember... I’m the friend that everybody has until their other friend (that is my friend as well) comes down for a weekend, then I get completely ignored and only acknowledged for transportation purposes :) Oh then doesn’t get invited to the pregame and has everybody wondering why I’m not in a good mood at a club. Like her roommate and the roommates friends were more worried about me. But I left in like 30 minutes because obviously I was a nuisance.",4.401376404494382,6.8428442359550585,4.924030898876406,79.57458567415732,72.93258426966294,8.944382022471911,33.59691011235955,9.516144504307137,3.6121786516853938,383,20,67,10,8,122,67,89,0.109,0.685,0.20600000000000002,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,13,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,8,8,10,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351050265948034,0.1266774650014451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900767847544638,0.2178821099458915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879736945936711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507366764304192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422059409979501,0.0,0.21714158386272164,0.0,0.0,0.17429899156224318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257833530555233,0.0,0.0,0.20304840218949333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804689530354304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540527969731326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868438133363325,0.0,0.1875138602120724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535826573981904,0.0,0.21103850650926484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Saine_,2020/01/26,"An introduction, of misery. I've reached a halt in time. Gave up the concept of interaction with other people. This is my first online social based account in over a decade. Living an adult life of complete isolation due to extreme events of abuse throughout my coming of age era. 27 years old and completely unaware or interested in the society around me. Recently met a female co-worker over a year ago that jumped into my life, only to abruptly jump right back out and leaving me with the final comments that will haunt me forever. When I asked her why she's done with me so suddenly without any signs, she stated ""I was confused the entire time I was with you. I now know that I would rather be single, than to be anything more than friends with you from here on out."" I never wanted a relationship due to my mental state, and knowing what it would do to me if I were any more heart broken. Here I am, raped for all I'm worth and at what appears to be my final moments of rationality. I created this account and post because I felt that I needed to express this to any other living being out there since I officially have no one in my life. Loneliness is the prepubescent child of what lonesome burden I will die with. Feel free to comment for any reason. Even a blur of conversation over the internet at this point would probably keep me from over intoxicating myself for a few moments.",7.0203508771929855,6.978541887218047,7.340285714285716,74.02138095238097,64.33834586466165,9.800100250626569,33.52280701754386,9.3871,3.0009531829573937,1106,42,199,18,15,361,162,266,0.14300000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9777,0,1,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,10,6,1,1,15,0,18,6,1,1,2,39,31,9,1,7,4,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,14,17,0,2,5,0,4,4,3,3,0,2,7,2,31,4,48,15,5,49,0,0,0,1,18,19,0,5,23,151,45,0,0.0,0.14857200269996892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111546769781684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410902969166759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031890064626442,0.11162770885633357,0.11722695010218415,0.0,0.0,0.0964206464933758,0.0,0.07643933612081881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801627663638526,0.26294753903825285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013971553771214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283221310124734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282189848477918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340323749233583,0.0,0.12039840462962488,0.2747271370002393,0.0,0.10666051548954747,0.0,0.0,0.09687949585620664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859311111485904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114564117790984,0.0,0.0,0.13782709876345786,0.0,0.0,0.1327746921805261,0.0,0.0,0.2657095755786104,0.0,0.0,0.22145131872261914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126368184043857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297844844001577,0.09671198490840142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158045614185607,0.0,0.08497057265317633,0.09536818370040456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693277220635644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853835341912905,0.0,0.12009328885372793,0.0,0.13519650214279955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892645199756966,0.12381196176208815,0.13462678794531616,0.0,0.10708623577468486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372764354761288,0.0,0.0,0.12782392283685748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623710716136806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396093733525012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314905131626468,0.0,0.0,0.12087584351282125,0.0,0.0912887047165006,0.0,0.0,0.2672300098833355,0.0,0.0,0.1614999205832115 lonely,PhaelehDK,2020/01/26,"Do you want someone to have a conversation with, an online friend, or a daily wake up beautiful person text? Let’s talk! The simplest things in life can often make the biggest impact. Lonely? Feel awkward conversing with someone? Let’s figure out a way to solve that!",3.127414965986393,6.135616061224487,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,82.26530612244899,5.715646258503401,24.493197278911573,7.1686216300943375,1.5237319727891159,213,8,34,3,6,68,41,49,0.077,0.711,0.212,0.8033,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479550403541786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607378244100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598437747237418,0.2066827737935681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953229223278768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555003113527265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958638292695152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235193018670604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944005407771394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259203001096876,0.2322643305589583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohfleabag,2020/01/26,Woke up Sunday morning so lonely I took a break from dating for a while to work on some things plus I was just getting so damn jaded. I still have a hookup I can call but he was being flaky last night and I’m sitting here angry to think he’s probably with another girl and I am just so damn lonely. Painfully lonely.,0.5359090909090902,2.885021909090913,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,87.4848484848485,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.3065090909090906,250,6,52,2,8,82,49,66,0.37799999999999995,0.622,0.0,-0.9837,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,8,6,1,11,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,1,6,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400443341348097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311343941322932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942714081886098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433807283873434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043224015179721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450653882900863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496374057574698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897688496200233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544259523635664,0.2077907117970872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602959964623772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608558939138866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pennypupper,2020/01/26,"My boyfriend has friends and I don’t My boyfriend has always had friends, and I’ve always had no friends. I’ve always been okay with it, never really cared. But, this past year he moved with me to where my University is so we could be together while I was in college. All of his friends also go to this same college. So he is here living it up, partying, hanging out with friends while I sit alone home. I’m not mad he has friends. I’m just mad that he ISN’T even in college, and he’s living the “college life”, making new friends, going to parties. While I haven’t made a single friend in college and I’ve been here for three years. It’s just so unfair. Again, I’m not mad at him. I’m glad he’s happy and has friends, but oh god I’m so jealous. I wish I had that. And again, he’s living the college experience and he isn’t even in college while I am in college and I’m a loner. I try to hang out with him and his friends. I’ve been to two parties with him and his friends, and it’s not fun at all. I have nothing in common with his friends and I try talking to them but it doesn’t get anywhere. One party I literally just stood in a corner the whole time and didn’t talk to a single person. And then I’ve also tried to just chill with them at someone’s house. Again, it usually just ends up me sitting on the couch being on my phone the entire time. It sucks. I hate the nights he’s out with them and I’m sitting on the couch, usually crying because of how fucking lonely I am.",0.8608356374808004,2.7722208285714283,2.570363543266769,94.73271889400922,81.98412698412699,5.080389144905275,22.859703020993344,6.0311780096671335,0.2425709165386585,1151,40,262,8,31,379,131,315,0.10300000000000001,0.718,0.179,0.9525,0,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,0,20,25,7,0,11,1,25,2,0,3,3,47,43,30,0,2,11,0,0,0,12,0,1,0,3,1,11,27,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,8,0,3,10,0,30,17,37,30,6,48,0,1,0,1,36,20,2,0,20,171,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627019300984971,0.0,0.13322457798584386,0.2079284194653516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077685562378965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492647091123323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650558521616512,0.0,0.09149744234552903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377609494489662,0.0,0.0,0.11003328378474532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148009249611646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7722572837975773,0.07700639692319187,0.04351905389641579,0.0,0.0946787945948054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867081695552073,0.0,0.08223818220277766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355331659490656,0.0,0.0,0.09611313328177204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883487674325361,0.0,0.0,0.220657364567568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881729015727468,0.055601150736299766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853114079983704,0.0,0.0,0.06424350006156776,0.08044840923098591,0.0,0.07816824936983757,0.0,0.07992536789835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056443955675669025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951606341092209,0.0,0.0727314088658142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336195737545688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057696860999252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339013601412132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714187555785253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965884248864718,0.0,0.08136870901542527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834789509990236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299771839160348,0.09578701954739542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728060403017772 lonely,agentinks,2020/01/26,"Too private. I've always been an intensely private person because I don't think people care about anything that doesn't provide an opportunity for gain. Every conversation I have is weighed by how often I think I'll see the individual and how much I think they care about anything I have to say. It makes being real with anyone impossible. I don't think people care about the things I do and I don't know where to find people that do. It's become much worse since I battled cancer in 2016 and was diagnosed with stage 3, now stage 4, Congestive Heart Failure in 2017. The list of things I can do is slight. I isolate myself and push the few people in my life away by lying about how I am, how I feel, what I need, because I don't think they care. I have a long term girlfriend I know loves me that has devoted her life to pursuits I am completely uninterested in and told her I wasn't interested in when we first got together 17 years ago. We have no intimacy and all the things I've tried to do to bring it back have failed because she doesn't believe we have a problem and won't commit to changing anything. She has given me freedom to find intimacy outside of our relationship and I don't because I don't think I can find a woman willing to see past my troubles to the man on the other side. I don't want to live the life I do and I am trapped in it by my health and lack of assets. I am in an age gap relationship. I have no credit, own nothing, can't work, can't get disability or assistance because we are common-law, have no one I can fall back on for financial help should I leave and don't have a pension or any other financial related things to fall back on. I've talked to therapists and councilors to no avail. I have been on an anti-depressant for eight years. My cats keep my alive. One is so affectionate and serves as my only true companion. I am working on an art project I don't think anyone will care about because the few people in my life show no interest in it and that sometimes kills my own passion for it. I want to go out and drive but don't because I have no where to go, no one to see and can't linger when I get wherever anyway because I can't stand for long or sit for long unless the chair is perfectly comfortable. I don't know what to do to improve my situation and worry one day I'll logic out suicide and commit to it. Writing this has been difficult and while I don't think anyone here will care I am going to post it because I've written something like this a hundred times before and deleted it. I need change and I need to take steps to make that change. I acknowledge that and need something to serve as a start.",5.269301470588236,5.1783390919117664,6.2238235294117645,80.71970588235297,68.00735294117646,9.15294117647059,30.970588235294123,8.841846274778883,2.2968117647058834,2102,76,436,32,32,700,228,544,0.139,0.7829999999999999,0.078,-0.9619,0,1,2,0,0,1,36.0,5,0,2,7,23,24,2,0,21,0,63,12,1,6,5,76,106,37,2,9,5,0,1,1,2,5,8,1,0,3,25,30,1,1,17,2,1,9,27,6,0,6,9,5,65,18,62,91,9,54,0,1,3,2,25,20,0,4,21,301,90,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568079408894348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332428089370875,0.0,0.0,0.043580346666402536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443024299791595,0.0,0.15821075115140845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021044936189165,0.1478334120189813,0.0,0.3515934070816279,0.07077741455607918,0.054532051742901336,0.07220242804072542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920367116379643,0.0,0.20338192707714164,0.0,0.06719244147343101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132985445088967,0.0,0.05519675874611224,0.06504544706453888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399480898601216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324035611058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757189945949285,0.05451110492055068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696407139056695,0.0,0.10926382227041373,0.0,0.051255039352006315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811990392126707,0.0,0.07594164188384135,0.042955168736335085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696214882023454,0.07090112546712199,0.0,0.1056591664746767,0.0,0.0,0.06785730542391538,0.0,0.0,0.18106197326201173,0.031308944740298716,0.0,0.05658868239234222,0.17014098799355848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057839677867199214,0.0,0.08555515559151207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422045217727427,0.19007438450868544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061491778458720475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737040095783329,0.04873992070931404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611768739230838,0.2221441292039987,0.05595699836696149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137620692074285,0.0,0.0,0.06132118134185565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294334430089018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376077160160178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096337242301704,0.0,0.0,0.15320357089052458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301219888759603,0.07203480208730256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867231822915408,0.06338221136913469,0.0,0.04536005619807017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009915010922523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818433050143385,0.051509508117596615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440822039414652,0.17030226985180127,0.32850727437945104,0.0,0.0,0.03736877819858439,0.0,0.0,0.061236454333793225,0.0,0.04350985688357842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559859234880956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331003395253602,0.06508194959552004,0.06530861308598769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253793894737715 lonely,ra4ul123,2020/01/26,"Im super lonely try to make new friends male or female doesn't matter I'm not exactly a shy guy but all my friends left me when I needed someone the most that to for stupid reason. Im so lonely I walk alone during night thinking about life and I don't sleep during nights if I do sleep it's probably an hour or two maximum Desperate need for friends you talk about life or anything in really",2.520435540069688,4.260685085365857,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,76.1951219512195,7.124738675958188,23.90940766550523,7.957251820313856,1.2531407665505228,315,10,65,5,7,104,62,82,0.182,0.662,0.156,-0.321,0,5,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,3,0,3,4,2,2,2,16,8,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,4,7,8,2,8,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,5,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803735074204882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145968330465386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984303155635502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020878427661074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928762747569587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713646506245781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677068494491086,0.0,0.2428371890951471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474509595880845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254924479290227,0.0,0.1660228307274291,0.0,0.3226344475283782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853380997901248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012403229991363,0.17674261720671985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34404982082248325,0.0,0.1456509609674014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816732401176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014706963368673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670933607081276,0.0,0.1679220699639909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anotheronebites2,2020/01/26,"Welp. My fucking parents think I'm gay even though I'm not Here's why I only got one friend that i go hang out with. They know that. Thry think I'm gay because of that Btw as a not that committed religious guy. I still hate being called gay. And some people actually think I'm gay. Wtf",-0.3217622950819674,1.9104809836065573,1.6985040983606583,96.46611680327871,91.62295081967213,5.017213114754099,17.46106557377049,6.6274283507984215,-0.16026393442622974,224,6,52,3,8,74,43,61,0.154,0.7929999999999999,0.053,-0.7281,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,11,13,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,4,11,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,1,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.24142821596596245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508136831275632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526246345652182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340638456571802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114181691115809,0.2287187381277796,0.0,0.0,0.14060399715092628,0.0,0.197869612940628,0.0,0.0,0.2449664220569193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442578020901655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596541685323596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764568701942903,0.1881600203108879,0.0,0.0,0.2747101333404369,0.0,0.0,0.17151707780674058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757519026618103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755747536102876,0.2430707579579162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324140995185734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Amil_Is_Meme,2020/01/26,"Cut ties with a friend Just broke up with a friend a few day ago January 24 to be exact, I’m not gonna explain why we cut ties just how I’m feeling...My chest is aching...I don’t know If I miss her or not...No I didn’t have feelings for her,My chest is just feeling wrong...I do have other friends but since Iost a friend I don’t know if there really friends because she said “It’s fine I only have 2 real friends anyway” It’s that sentence that’s making my chest ache...If you read this thanks for listening to me ranting my feelings",-0.11803050397877968,1.9190539741379349,1.7244827586206917,98.59187002652521,86.84482758620689,4.6037135278514585,20.129973474801066,5.8734145424116955,-0.219871883289124,415,13,99,3,13,136,71,116,0.055999999999999994,0.693,0.251,0.972,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,6,12,2,0,4,0,10,3,3,2,1,21,24,5,0,2,8,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,5,11,8,7,20,1,3,0,2,0,0,13,1,0,3,2,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503782737137475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341279127581204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940569342694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573297766993517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7863945130069092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646269996442666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132380121839218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290211372293325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968889639302073,0.19309086059331945,0.108677642448413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136933000358633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033043320479086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618447164031868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307641092448152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547797702181426,0.0,0.0 lonely,LiteralHatCS,2020/01/26,"no one will play board games with me i found two almost - new board games recently and i was so excited to play them. imaginary games of laughter and happiness filled my head until i realised that i have no one to play with. i want to be able to hang out with somebody for real. listen to them and hear about their ambitions even if they are corny and stupid. what do they want to do in the future? how will they get there? i want to be able to hold hands with someone genuinely, feel the warmth (or coldness) and the texture of their palms on mine. i want to be able to watch movies with someone. even if we don't talk much. that's ok. i want to be able to play board games with someone. my sister doesn't care for me. my mom doesn't understand english. my dad is absent in my life. my brother is dead. i have no friends. i am lonely.",0.8908771929824546,3.158875982456141,1.928187134502924,97.26842105263157,84.49707602339181,5.237426900584795,19.526315789473685,6.5966054737557815,-0.004761403508771522,647,18,146,7,19,203,93,171,0.10300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.183,0.882,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,7,0,6,11,1,0,3,1,18,4,3,1,0,28,30,11,1,7,3,4,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,13,0,1,3,8,0,2,6,2,0,3,2,6,27,9,28,22,1,10,0,1,1,0,20,4,0,4,4,99,30,1,0.560853498099163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040344080659073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429568800595779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852192229795896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708960951002531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537367280119904,0.10832850534353944,0.0,0.07325570109558527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492597444387448,0.0,0.0,0.14389937382196505,0.0,0.15803066348710296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903685302897536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421620961898728,0.0,0.0,0.10307296343336712,0.0,0.0,0.13541895084088207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002442265730501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959351682344394,0.0,0.0,0.13844379187569025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564070116757705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112698199254797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696809311055755,0.14596706777054574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135074054899476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iyoteyoung,2020/01/26,I still hate myself I’m too scared for people to literally see me. I don’t want to leave the house. School starts in a few days and I don’t know I’ll cope with so many people seeing me. There’s an assembley in the morning and I’m scared. 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I’d really like to run away somewhere far away for a while, far away from any person, interaction, technology, y’know, the whole list. Right now, I have to worry about whether or not I’m liked. I have to worry about what people think about me. I have to worry about why I’m so lonely. The thing is, though, that they’re all variables that will never be solved for. I can agonise over these questions everyday day of my life but I’ll never come to a conclusive answer. There’ll always be one piece of evidence pointing one way or the other, and once again I’ll be lead astray either by hope of despair. When I’m alone, I can push it all away. It’s almost like those people I worry about don’t exist anymore, or only exist as a passing thought or memory, at least. Every concern I’ve ever held in those regards can pass by me like a breeze. The caveat, however, is that I’ll really be alone. In truth, the only reason that I wouldn’t have to worry is that I’d have finally reached a conclusion: that I am alone. “I” and “them” will thereafter exist in two completely disconnected realities. Can I live without “them”? Would I ever be able to be a part of “them”? I can’t help but be curious. Even though they are all so far away, it’s like I can see them right now. I can imagine them vividly. Maybe they’re at the mall, all dressed up. They’re brighter than the rest of the crowd, like there’s a spotlight on them. It’s like you can see the whole or their being condensed into that single moment; just by looking at a part of them you can understand their whole. They’re laughing, having fun. They look content, like they understand themselves, like they’ve tapped into some truth that only I’ve been isolated from. How could I ever be a part of them? How could our worlds ever mesh? I’m like malformed puzzle piece, I couldn’t and wouldn’t ever be able to fit in. It’s best to leave me in the trash. And I don’t say this in a way meant to impersonate “them”, I only say it as myself. I, ME, U/THEMANWHOISHERERN declare that I, ME, U/THEMANWHOISHERERN does not deserve to live amount the rest of the world. I DESERVE to be alone, that’s the only right thing to do. But could I really live completely alone? Or would it just be even worse? I can’t really tell right now.",3.2403611711063145,4.668808879049673,4.3606065514758825,86.70624220062395,73.60043196544277,7.304271658267338,23.228281737461003,7.8897218956490685,1.0233907367410606,1793,48,374,25,36,586,192,463,0.09699999999999999,0.752,0.152,0.9875,1,8,0,0,1,0,66.0,1,2,14,4,28,18,0,0,23,0,48,1,0,4,13,65,65,24,0,10,16,0,0,10,0,6,1,2,0,1,25,7,0,1,11,1,0,6,12,2,0,3,4,7,48,16,57,38,20,56,0,2,5,0,25,30,0,12,28,264,73,1,0.12329511972305288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346225245949308,0.3830896805115239,0.0,0.0,0.05129570828784477,0.0,0.0,0.04192245469074254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113781418914764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959955901740364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646953107224743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310391417270696,0.12927258724180346,0.0,0.0,0.14766168072548405,0.0,0.0,0.0397575761353032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394819507039664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143526375310813,0.27881873642079946,0.051940728020790826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753188851938209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041321059900390616,0.0,0.0,0.06122993687541721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033879886676923335,0.0,0.0,0.06527586468840718,0.0,0.0,0.0435434946651361,0.3011788380981418,0.0,0.1633077743801448,0.0,0.10353684789797207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619332598761284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509279723344753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565263929382457,0.08354796402711921,0.2344287361006519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027489945754046,0.0,0.08547731171260868,0.053828271413852484,0.0,0.0,0.05827687032144019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905937575177266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797202169312688,0.06338395892424531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058671714079666,0.0,0.09804922790751787,0.0,0.0,0.09825024734630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538826845451654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191179898411413,0.03950126713989921,0.1211368291243843,0.04894127643079327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022070824391512,0.12835456786763524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036361328039528656,0.09786592712072592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055627334110479036,0.20648189707233225,0.0,0.05942604780820768,0.0,0.0,0.3130304474157366,0.06282413019727731,0.08758531554145461,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wizardeixir,2020/01/26,"25 F wanting some company Anyone open to the idea of talking on the phone? I would lile some company, but I'm also too relaxed and comfortable to text.",4.91,5.746114666666667,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,69.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.764,120,6,22,3,2,41,25,30,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048733573426673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540039929055413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571530505906869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069301179462783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986181117361937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35964805128095245,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nance99,2020/01/26,"(20 F) feeling super lonely and indifferent lately I’ve always been shy, quiet and reserved so making friends was incredibly hard growing up. On top of that my father was in the military so we moved around a lot. Not having solid friends became the norm and now as an adult I find myself very empty, lonely and codependent. I got out of a three year relationship a few months ago and he was literally my other half. He understood me, he became my best friend, we did everything together. It’s been really hard to part ways, for me at least, and I find myself super confused and hurt about what relationships are and how they’re suppose to be. I went from having someone next to me for three whole years to having no one at all, and it hits me the most when I’m lying in bed and no ones there beside me. I’ve tried to get back into dating and or at least talking to people but it feels really really meaningless and I don’t connect with any of them like I connect with him. I also have the fear of getting into another relationship and again a few years down the line I’m in the same predicament. I’m in a really rough place and just want to know someone understands.",4.649139610389611,5.6947184891774905,5.927205086580088,78.2822362012987,69.73593073593074,8.891883116883117,26.55871212121212,9.188382445141503,2.1415906926406927,925,28,175,18,16,311,143,231,0.127,0.777,0.096,-0.6633,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,4,12,12,0,2,12,0,13,0,0,2,1,41,28,22,0,1,4,1,5,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,6,22,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,5,9,6,21,7,32,17,11,32,0,3,0,0,16,16,0,4,13,129,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078511083167596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999445498201908,0.10399138353433324,0.0,0.0,0.08498906068285593,0.1310499214196999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112565699773828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610006792902206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115629152561914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123218175532922,0.0,0.0,0.14063455745455658,0.1263848698702096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845454334536916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289672175139911,0.0,0.13059128626371222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995601189533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239107814856508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379111669658572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868442618531026,0.0,0.14098018808313798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061057747539691225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625149505290783,0.0,0.0,0.08342352535602746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975593620192423,0.13283142113984148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329151064159997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937612639838792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353385729979567,0.0,0.08664373884760251,0.0,0.1305750026565858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32025542962386083,0.0,0.0,0.402537545757892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178624731388399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100452269107933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848515936618655,0.0,0.0,0.13010609991586564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311961722865648,0.07371503262529963,0.09920140984354188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585549686426445,0.0,0.13953303871514328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144445048360896 lonely,Pugionem,2020/01/26,Big Tired Am very tired. Its cold. Need the w a r m t h of another human being. Sad vibe hours,-3.6936363636363647,-2.4716926363636347,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,111.72727272727272,4.0181818181818185,10.045454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.3103999999999996,70,1,19,1,4,26,21,22,0.414,0.586,0.0,-0.8479,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357898079636192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361260925032423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530804240834125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7845817627760843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816202602728721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,secretbabe77777,2020/01/26,"Always Felt Lonely.. Now More Lonely (and Resentful) in a New City Hello all, I'm new to this thread and wanted to vent a little bit because I'm really struggling. So growing up I always had friends and plans and things to look forward to. When I went to college, I had a really really hard time making friends. The school I choose wasn't at all for me socially, and I was alone all the time, only having one or two friends but not really a ""group"" or ""scene"". Now I'm 22 and living in Los Angeles. I do have some individual friends here, but I am craving being a part of some sort of art/music scene, since I make music and also dabble in other art forms and that is what I feel the most passionate about in life. I feel like my friends only want to ""go out"" for fun, and I like going out, only if it's for a reason like someone's art show or a concert or comedy show, etc. I don't enjoy just getting drunk at bars. I had been working at an internship since I moved here 6 months ago, and I finally got a full time job that starts in a couple of weeks. It's a cool job at a cool place, but honestly not at all what I want to be doing. Overworked, underpaid, not really creative at all. So anyway, what I'm saying is that my job is not my passion. It's like that for most people, I know, but in this city it seems like everyone, even 18 year olds, are successful and killing it in their niche. I feel resentful and jealous because I am not surrounded by likeminded, artistic people and living to my fullest potential. Like, how do you even get into a scene or group? I'm not talking like famous people, but I feel like even non-famous artists nowadays (not just in LA either) kinda have to be somewhat social media famous/active to meet others and collab and stuff. I don't like being public on social media, but do I have to in order to enter this scene and meet like minded people? I've looked for meetup groups and stuff like that but nothing seems very relevant. I don't know where to look. I feel so lost. I am 100% willing to put myself out there, but I don't know... where to go and how to do it. I feel hopeless and so fucking resentful of myself even though I know I'm young and just starting out. I went on a date with this guy who is so fucking cool and we got along really well. He sort of stumbled into his passion being his work at a young age.. and I can't help but feel resentful and like I'm not good enough because he's always busy going to events and doing cool shit and I feel just.. lonely and bored in the meantime. Sigh. I also have bad anxiety and depression which makes me feel hopeless overall. Can anyone relate? Does anyone have advice? Sending love to fellow lonely people out there. &#x200B; TLDR; meeting likeminded, artistic friends in a new city? Feeling lost & 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lonely,emilianoAAcs,2020/01/26,"please someone to just talk for a while so, i feel like the last few years of not having a girlfriend and recently moving away from my family and friends have been getting to me these last couple of days. to the point im really close to breaking up to tears with no reason. **i feel like i dont really matter to anyone**. i dont really need advice tbh, just someone that i can talk to about this for a little while, thanks reddit.",0.7148902821316591,3.1666656091954017,2.5497178683385613,90.86934169278999,88.3103448275862,5.462486938349008,15.955067920585165,6.980632752743323,0.04717011494252876,336,7,68,5,11,111,59,87,0.061,0.784,0.154,0.8476,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,11,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,16,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221431272301784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607179952015205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559634584784638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367701336507067,0.0,0.10705694953095712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38910400749588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564910238335883,0.0,0.1678702454689092,0.23718237810912735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282520056822924,0.0,0.0867287014011371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930962864135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706260363880317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621994638724179,0.16637667022994146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643285383470764,0.0,0.1230876811679411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822193125798912,0.15692465616093265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190335855010878,0.1706767351342567,0.16390601832833335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813043156196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685072493843554,0.0,0.15283147132633154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689923883930308 lonely,DonutFactoryRequiem,2020/01/26,"Can I please talk to someone right now? My depression is getting worse and worse, it feels like I'm falling into a dark hole and no one wants to pull me out. I feel so worthless right now. I just wish I was dead.",1.3603333333333332,2.9980058666666665,2.433055555555556,97.65625000000004,79.22222222222223,5.388888888888888,22.36111111111111,5.985473137389443,0.0431111111111111,164,5,39,1,4,52,36,45,0.373,0.498,0.129,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,6,1,4,8,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575094320452985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650566681452877,0.18724810554954632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369392208949292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805142849730775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776093600943522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771295192450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476730523751208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208100198093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067034198575765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459651902912305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014082029422977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342154625910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FranBaag,2020/01/26,"I never had a true friend and now University is over and it shows Hi, I'm Fran, 22 y.o. as you could read, I never had a true friend. Thing is I've have had good ""friends"" but I'd consider them School friends since we would mostly hang out at school and rarely outside. I reckon I am a chill guy, easy to have a conversation with, bit witty, I think I'd be a decent friend overall, but I never get to a point in which I can truly call someone ""A friend"" someone I could call at the middle of the night or someone that would ask me for advice (I swear nobody has ever asked me for advice, I wonder what that feels like, lol it sounds bit pathetic hahah). Now that I finished University, not a single person that I considered a friend has even tried to reach out to me, and you one could argue that I could be the one trying to start a conversation and I know, I just wish it could be different and be that kind of guy that people constantly invite to places. Any suggestions? Do you know online communities that are active? so I can spend sometime whilst I figure out how to make new friends &#x200B; Hope you're having a good day, I'll be waiting for your replies (this is my first post on Reddit!)",4.915656984785613,5.218329556016599,5.511684647302908,84.16301798063624,68.79253112033196,8.252392807745506,26.025172890733057,8.021203637495839,1.3403093222683258,937,24,195,11,15,303,137,241,0.10400000000000001,0.726,0.16899999999999998,0.9621,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,4,1,1,7,16,1,0,14,1,28,0,0,2,6,42,42,12,0,9,5,0,1,1,8,2,0,1,0,3,15,11,0,1,7,2,1,1,4,1,0,3,3,2,27,15,22,27,4,27,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,4,15,131,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744858759550554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673434958066547,0.10848441916660127,0.060713152046821366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669286452268138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949402796267585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232879475515548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647947087966656,0.0,0.3564122592339195,0.0,0.0,0.057577920537385995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932781222207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058968297380106026,0.08075845969752672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045142420443267814,0.06378132470366442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594113526942302,0.0,0.0,0.5518172392760043,0.0,0.04664487732430075,0.0,0.0,0.14976689281791555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680157188941978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886747327836073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929709072896404,0.09813140601231768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043617475946071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059594789476759676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657366677052252,0.08622674078453567,0.0,0.08378280491092471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099626037167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189519507915575,0.07795545491968682,0.0932781222207644,0.0,0.08439802761406051,0.0,0.08550512485273515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930370519628034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807113316590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385296211698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269388059701309,0.0,0.08829975276182671,0.0,0.06319252138783246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059313362526567076,0.05720672741132207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122990102530055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266707053612296,0.0,0.09681985801574204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684325425990398,0.0,0.10848441916660127,0.0 lonely,Deadlypaper,2020/01/26,"It seems like the majority of this sub is teenagers I could be wrong, but it seems like it's mostly 16-21. Any *older* people out there also bored and want to have a chat about a random, interesting topic? Can't sleep and bored. DM me.",0.4287500000000009,2.795221041666672,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.58333333333334,4.866666666666667,14.25,6.42735559955562,-0.6455249999999997,182,3,40,2,6,60,41,48,0.14,0.669,0.191,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605609896163884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262440321195643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562991347818543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250759776500204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064884677270456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6057461286768737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329353029644165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962321512318731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637497929818748,0.0,0.0 lonely,username65997,2020/01/26,"What are you up to in life these days? Title! Let me know what you're up to these days, try include similar information to mine if you're lost for ideas on how to express yourself! I turned 24 a few months back, still working at the same company. Really do hate working here, I tried frantically looking for jobs, but was rejected by all of them 🤷‍♂️ career is going down hill, oh well. Had to take 4 weeks off for personal reasons 😭 There goes 4 weeks of vacation for the year... Hopefully I'll enroll in to language classes this Feb, I'm quite excited! Maybe I can find new people to talk to?! That's about all things mildly note worthy from me! What about you?",1.5981769722814467,3.8814403955223895,3.289125799573561,88.52895522388063,81.61194029850745,6.8136460554371014,23.004264392324096,7.957251820313856,1.2760891257995746,519,18,108,10,14,172,102,134,0.075,0.813,0.11199999999999999,0.7911,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,4,8,7,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,12,16,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,9,3,26,12,4,18,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,2,9,65,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427087566775849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938291331304914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962768362579464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054761843963209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323363130173026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843346865680308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095107256758547,0.0,0.0,0.18417137698408464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199648424034917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897803471503657,0.13108908567888986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585049878744067,0.0,0.2025955414319952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864520629938137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813772698994965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924586561865052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866609266052936,0.16205173557111852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739988798777144,0.0,0.0,0.1188949580520137,0.19081943895376724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821397416095156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954205216447066,0.14917178248430787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232990475123476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520095083083609,0.20187075182313471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977413414443433,0.0,0.166869455295966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270226305725797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951513347062134 lonely,thatravenhairedgirl,2020/01/26,"Crying in a hotel room I'm in a hotel room with three of my friends and they're all asleep. It's 1:45 am, so I really should be asleep but I can't stop crying and thinking about something that happened months ago. I do a lot of late night crying, so this is pretty normal, but usually I have a little bit more space and I can go do *something* but I can't and it just hurts so much. I wish that I had someone, as a friend or something else, who was like me, and would stay up late and wake up early with me and go for a walk or play a game or watch a movie with me or even just hold me and make me feel safe. I don't know anyone else who does this, though. I just feel so isolated when everyone else is asleep and if I mention anything people just say that I should sleep but 1) the room has a lot of dust, which I am allergic to, so my breathing isn't great, 2) I'm taking lots of albuterol rn and it makes me super jittery and makes my heart beat too hard and too fast, 3) I have a tendency to have trouble sleeping and I've fucking tried just lying down and closing my eyes but it doesn't work, and 4) when I try to lie down and close my eyes I just remember something that happened that I felt gross about and I learned more about today and I can feel his hands on me and I want to make it go away and I want someone else to touch me instead but I'm scared of getting hurt and I don't have anyone.",1.4758552631578965,2.7710255592105284,2.8931894736842096,95.97812631578951,77.94736842105263,5.785052631578948,21.37052631578948,6.152001189255117,-0.009150631578947356,1086,28,261,7,25,354,148,304,0.126,0.741,0.133,0.073,0,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,21,13,1,1,11,0,25,13,11,4,1,69,49,41,0,8,17,0,7,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,15,26,0,3,8,4,0,4,6,6,0,1,3,11,36,7,26,42,8,32,0,2,3,1,8,15,1,8,13,171,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552208511448325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491957290506912,0.0988532963325742,0.07939332139222988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064442566455808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053291845668398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179302502934809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442870518151882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223805572084361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372292776263072,0.0,0.0,0.09218903515332004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634679945365686,0.0,0.09263418227921373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907760457241098,0.08919252247341046,0.050405866885957634,0.0,0.16449231853573462,0.0,0.0,0.10636753368069574,0.0,0.0,0.17063067131078727,0.0,0.08642549873584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432710742964768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656377348526533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302188442257737,0.0,0.21766317791604609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713436528417568,0.09669648175349416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606689478143515,0.0,0.0,0.25759973637210104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700796255462718,0.0,0.07092256297683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905382360062952,0.09452813181647997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688582204534879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815299325295927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618063923596223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929097026552073,0.0,0.0,0.0767233208217369,0.09659148860113044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930957101089444,0.0,0.1634912970965431,0.2970944648200239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283290269468802,0.0,0.08066007820847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253958425193356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061819321912421635,0.09478932167629488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145003342680952,0.0,0.0,0.13100470199962572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625708456857813,0.0,0.11381066006200635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109451452736266,0.0,0.0,0.07023726384710638,0.0,0.0,0.06853533074119028,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LookinForLuve,2020/01/26,"How do I make my best friend like me again? How do I make him want me around again? I guess he really did get sick and tired of me, even though he said he would never...",0.9034234234234226,1.9824186216216224,1.9767567567567568,102.8572072072072,79.0,6.014414414414415,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.3831369369369373,127,0,35,1,3,40,27,37,0.14,0.608,0.251,0.6244,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,10,10,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,2,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269971167254363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096870591536705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490939189772416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279919196510757,0.0,0.15417648259063665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32508362663313795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416993690631094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939603038668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275977067971053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904728287250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070569703989523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993220642882883,0.0,0.0,0.33917164642026176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740563979325898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962909438239102,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SamR1001,2020/01/26,"I'm probably the epitome of ""too nice"", a blessing and a curse. So I've been in the dating scene for a couple of years now, and I've met so many great people. People I've genuinely cared about and loved. The trouble is, these people always stop short because they like me in a particular way. Most often I become a brother or a father figure to these people, over and over. It's worse too because I dont want to share just how overwhelmingly sad it makes me each time it happens for fear that it would just result in them becoming sad too. So I'm stuck in a perpetual loop of caring, crushing, and self consoling till I find someone else to care about. I felt the need to share, and its definitely left me lonely AF, so here it shall be.",6.153506711409396,5.419703637583896,6.958313758389263,78.34807466442956,66.31543624161074,9.866107382550336,30.03439597315436,9.188382445141503,2.2980261744966444,578,17,118,9,8,193,94,149,0.205,0.643,0.153,-0.5856,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,15,16,0,2,11,0,6,1,0,3,0,22,19,13,0,3,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,9,10,18,12,2,15,1,4,0,1,9,8,0,3,7,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598511453305533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459606400627346,0.3344405411476705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631172628030554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753210605583085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774512026744071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264834912912666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037816236350226,0.0,0.0,0.1453771888608167,0.0,0.13838584905191073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692988108804874,0.0,0.0,0.13389121984057525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450723217311367,0.0,0.0,0.07397119891552077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665329036840024,0.0,0.1010672426842018,0.1535058111739677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226847648381497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198740699967101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324541413814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579534824529347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828906452406466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265854043801851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828829423303934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930544543664179,0.1201820819784838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542995603828929,0.10755720486384936,0.0,0.0,0.09750297160439036 lonely,Drizzyboy33,2020/01/26,My Birthday on Jan 5th Didn't receive a single gift my mom just took me to a surprising fun escape room on the 4th I asked for some shoes not really expensive just 110 and literally have only have old shoes while my my has over 200 plus(were not poor either were upper middle class I'll say) (not hyperbole). Also only got happy birthday by my mom and nana and papa. On my actual birthday I didn't wanna do anything because I didn't have anybody my age to things with and a whole side of my family forgot about me. I wanted to go see star wars but my mom doesn't like it and later that night got a major plot point spoiled when a YouTuber had it in his video title which had no spoiler alert in the title I swear nothing goes my way in life,7.568963585434176,5.404173627450984,7.973501400560224,76.8264705882353,64.359477124183,10.572922502334269,32.31465919701214,8.841846274778883,2.4778149393090567,587,16,119,7,7,195,103,153,0.07200000000000001,0.848,0.08,0.0539,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,7,0,12,3,2,0,0,17,20,9,1,2,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,3,8,1,0,0,10,2,18,4,16,10,5,22,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,7,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.16939117672921775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881361366343573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284335121479785,0.0,0.162275914647437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581409115596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363783917389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865075809359754,0.0,0.2776590668233513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847814677167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260623337897428,0.08480348946873778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098920847757198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289512540133125,0.0,0.16655679168343332,0.0,0.18214530747011928,0.0,0.0,0.2640341529786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409127513018787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112011949661193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803952360629618,0.0,0.0,0.13832253070547132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153202931915678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285619866492312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238327230894888,0.13778146187725038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379831480891996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alex48,2020/01/26,You ever have one of those in depth dreams where you find happiness and all the problems in your life get fixed and you finally feel that peace of being good. And it hurts even more to wake up in the morning to nothing and no one and chaos.,4.999931972789113,5.187152122448982,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,68.59183673469389,8.165986394557821,26.537414965986393,7.793537801064563,1.1663414965986387,190,5,42,2,3,58,37,49,0.146,0.63,0.22399999999999998,0.6234,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,10,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,4,2,8,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199389492220004,0.2730685637362819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264005727934946,0.0,0.0,0.330695778216193,0.27591368031454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772031443279194,0.0,0.0,0.25320338247044577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135783936215306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231697550032236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213227412563874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966287240734223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091246311643868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888592584587125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jon_mak321,2020/01/26,"I fall too hard So this is my first post anywhere on reddit but I don’t really know where else to go. (I’m not good at punctuation or anything so have fun reading) I had a crush on this girl for a long time and it’s not the first time this has happened. But the girl made me so happy and we talked all the time, she came over to my house one day and we had a fun time and we kissed... things take a turn for the worst So you see she leaves my house and I feel so happy and if we skip some time of us talking she says she just thinks we should be friends and that we were just testing the waters Now that’s the short version and Girls do this to me all the time leading me into thinking they like me back and then making me actually care then kinda just breaking me so I don’t know if I truly fall for girls too hard after talking for months or even having nicknames and things or if they all just play games with me but either way I just feel alone at this point and all of my mates don’t understand this and truly just don’t care but I really feel like I’m just a play toy to girls thanks for reading my post this far if not then oh well I just needed to get stuff off my chest",1.1169752038043477,2.7405828476562486,2.302432065217392,98.3797961956522,79.8984375,5.233423913043478,17.771059782608695,5.7926816847441245,-0.6487959918478263,923,17,225,5,23,294,123,256,0.062,0.732,0.20600000000000002,0.9939,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,7,1,2,3,21,16,0,0,12,0,14,3,1,3,4,63,37,32,0,6,23,0,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,13,21,1,0,8,6,0,5,7,1,1,3,5,7,36,15,21,30,8,37,0,0,1,1,26,11,0,9,19,156,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.10935863568968113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606486505499483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221940780990984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617056433707157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817175692033236,0.2285141377806777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227223196766071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361538084644344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401744327021685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998930065939666,0.08005879078586807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064374999494946,0.0,0.0,0.08658063531231187,0.0,0.058548995215900984,0.0,0.06368875004696599,0.09399425611232376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909813058928267,0.23858915913364526,0.20077528369723802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586144172202782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317526705449335,0.0,0.0,0.1186599610246642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094979572029357,0.0,0.0,0.09917341926999164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060379932737604,0.07480382078633188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944869138741507,0.0,0.0,0.08309429219406762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593770072959813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593702885424376,0.0,0.2146533310027461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418934332046211,0.0,0.14358257854240952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891180654407382,0.0,0.0,0.08930077430936932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828686438831294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425844120365865,0.27021922786869945,0.0,0.10317379297699453,0.0,0.0,0.14890114319146347,0.14361261521757296,0.0,0.0,0.3920737262007974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189382777014066,0.0,0.11666293578196076,0.1347996094656329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895146125770402,0.0,0.0,0.10075930495252963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoubleDutch393,2020/01/26,"26[m4f] In search for chat with people whom have a love for music, laughter and in all fairness curiosity.",4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,75.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.3702421052631577,85,3,14,1,2,26,17,19,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.793042800841354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091659183126551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoIongerhuman_,2020/01/26,"Never dated/talked to a girl and I am 17. I have accepted the fact that it’s just never going to be with someone. I am honestly not even mad about it. How can I be, I’m ugly, awkward, and stupid. If anyone else can relate just accept like I have.",0.5771698113207577,2.2647731320754723,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,81.83018867924528,5.749433962264153,18.147169811320754,6.742157984588678,0.0767539622641511,188,4,41,2,5,67,39,53,0.145,0.63,0.225,0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,3,13,10,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647007810843761,0.3878835989261358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162416818482357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003798023611873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514666978390667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849472695176141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839438557561376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207560853487314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304275438203542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bassgorl8,2020/01/26,I’m a lonely awkward hopeless romantic I’m 15 and only had one boyfriend and it lasted a month😂 I want to start dating but my school is small and I don’t like anyone there. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do because if I meet someone online what the hell am I supposed to do??! Meeting people in person freaks me out and it freaks my mom out and I’m awkward so people don’t get it. I don’t know what to do. Any advice for dating as a teen?,-0.5163636363636357,1.4021102929292937,2.2230303030303027,95.15454545454548,87.48484848484848,4.0040404040404045,19.1010101010101,4.851557810540192,-0.4740383838383835,345,10,79,1,11,120,59,99,0.204,0.731,0.064,-0.9114,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,18,9,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,8,2,9,17,0,8,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,5,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137185041211903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885013271265735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941790369030648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928747491647922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450903301193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262038309602238,0.22636808994073615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567350472356274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325246823226482,0.2216629015457395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818130057968616,0.21120851940020072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850538280720465,0.2424828478005072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810540864372349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530005268084275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656228754745408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617353527124709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637986534073306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaway43,2020/01/26,"Am I lonely? Should I have friends? I feel lonely, and it gets worse daily. I've been lonely my entire life but I always had something distracting me. I work 40 hours per week on something I like, and that's OK, I feel included in my work, I try to hang out if they do something after, like going to a bar, or stay after lunch. I'm not a social person, my talking skills are below average, I can start and probably maintain a conversation, but not make it interesting. Still I hang out with them, but I don't consider them friends, just acquaintances; I will never tell them how I feel, or to show that I'm feeling down, only joking around, like 'why you always stay working extra hours' - 'because I don't have a life'; I really meant that, but obviously they laughed at it, I've told it as a joke. But why should I have friends? I don't want them from nowhere, what do I do when I have them? If I don't have friends now is because I'm doing something wrong that I should change. But what is? Did I ever had friends? Did I told anyone how I was truly feeling? Why do I have to deal with feelings? 'if you want to have friends, say ""yes"" when they invite you to an event', I know, I've say ""yes"" pretty often, but what changed? I still feel lonely. But there's another thing, feeling lonely and not having friends often come together, but not always. In my case, I do not know if having friends would change how I feel. Sometimes, or at least lately, I just wanted someone to tell me that I'm doing great. I'm living alone, cooking my dinners and saving (or cooking even more) for the lunch at work next day, and those meals are healthy; this sounds silly but I feel proud about it. I would want someone who told me ""that's great! I'm proud of you"". I've been going on small jogs lately, by small I mean 5k to 10k; but when I get home, I'm alone. I mean I expect to be alone, because I live alone, but wouldn't it be great to have someone saying ""What a long run! Awesome!"". Also I live in a pretty small but cozy apartment, I like it; The issue is the cars and bars that I have around, I listen to all those exhausts going by all night, every night. I would love to move out, but I don't find the will, nor the energy. I would like to talk with someone about new opportunities, someone who cares, who actually cares. I notice when people pretend. Am I lonely? Do I need friends? Should I change who I am first? Then search friends and keeping them close, instead of them just appearing out of nowhere? Do people read long posts?",2.821861740510897,4.3633611183432,3.7557598499061946,90.16058161350846,74.8974358974359,6.208668879588204,23.805695867609572,6.697824305789354,0.6296910472891715,1945,58,412,16,41,624,205,507,0.085,0.669,0.24600000000000002,0.9986,0,16,4,0,0,0,91.0,0,4,10,9,24,40,0,1,13,3,54,12,0,4,5,94,98,41,0,19,30,0,10,5,10,11,3,5,1,1,26,19,8,1,16,10,0,11,13,9,0,1,11,15,71,31,44,74,5,62,0,6,0,1,44,21,0,11,32,272,97,5,0.0,0.0,0.05559138951896416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360017416840194,0.0,0.04555633780167255,0.1422028496384195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597346678715281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983251846897012,0.0,0.0,0.10142507807906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417931686223454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616291995451958,0.0,0.24105332805745416,0.04907186308802383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673888004711332,0.05873028025523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037626041090239336,0.05152974153852219,0.04799699483241697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804131066607386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206663278634302,0.048455939937833724,0.0,0.0,0.44012416505487467,0.0,0.05952561457015761,0.0,0.09712665367964844,0.0,0.0,0.1884183291693148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571423557543881,0.0,0.11220166656968736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945854975439289,0.0,0.05063471866853782,0.0,0.0,0.06261493851623542,0.0,0.1285220871616009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047468597634386,0.13915553060830746,0.0,0.1509082121428837,0.10082766936138478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514147706387813,0.0,0.038025788385289326,0.0,0.0,0.12410711412634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060546704177563464,0.0,0.04224016818636031,0.043936316175496336,0.05501890059540535,0.06058484927618615,0.10691898529522344,0.0,0.0,0.06485709136526176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043325826433118664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898722726637107,0.04974122164507309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054558457409700334,0.1159114525001971,0.061419856800511125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698222656093625,0.0,0.03649439754597046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590688264850265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058070489338747325,0.2413389685014804,0.17542333557932235,0.05634163225467869,0.0,0.04032140170179927,0.12143808070563708,0.0909875369573142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915755288839376,0.0995830066392543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784621762502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330268616985172,0.0,0.03867672495223234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440200324604562,0.0,0.04569533922450618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542110576563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658900661577577,0.0,0.05805404674387349,0.16187035097991298,0.06228426451806333,0.0,0.0 lonely,joeyauditore,2020/01/26,"Don’t know what to do I’ve been trying to get better with my depression and my tendency to over react to things. Today my friends decided that they had had enough of me and don’t want to talk to me until I “get better”. They say I have been causing them stress. I never intended that, they say they will want to be friends again but I don’t know how long that will be. I’m stuck at college and they were pretty much the only people I talked to. I just don’t what to do. I don’t want to lose them as friends.",2.3581818181818197,3.1614042272727265,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,74.9090909090909,6.954545454545455,21.93181818181818,7.1686216300943375,0.3944545454545452,395,9,94,4,8,130,58,110,0.091,0.731,0.17800000000000002,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,7,3,3,8,0,1,1,0,17,0,0,4,1,17,26,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,2,19,5,16,16,2,7,0,2,0,0,14,2,0,0,5,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214073860512591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866615370218423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565026267638325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775028950354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42115551001250623,0.0,0.1898671825936281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972111250256666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080359394328314,0.0,0.20328190572282392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357440360262182,0.0,0.14014243491685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819517291503705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597167127331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848597538678827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889989134917241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814296433955976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292095895007046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071701844959877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223550816143815,0.0,0.0,0.12336606436837308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215237239741963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BiggaNigga3,2020/01/26,"lonely as ever Is it too much to have a girl be interested in me? I didn't think I was that ugly or ""bland"". Never has anyone texted me personally wondering if i was coming to their event or party. Why cant I stick with people? All I want is someone I can talk to until the morning. Not to be cocky but I feel like I am so respectful and deserve this so damn much. Why does everyone passively deny my invitations to hang out? I've shown so much interest and no one shows a fraction of it back! What is wrong with me? I've resorted to work and weed to hide these feelings. Feeling empty in a mink coat is better then a t shirt.",1.5380279898218807,3.347593534351148,3.9804770992366407,85.96832379134865,79.30534351145039,7.114758269720102,22.36704834605598,8.07648339933343,1.168739949109415,487,15,104,9,12,170,94,131,0.18,0.6579999999999999,0.163,-0.5418,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,0,5,0,14,1,1,0,3,21,21,13,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,3,13,5,15,16,4,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,4,7,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395454932290905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830732525262414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820821895194055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734550078160324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801650560052382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862282628622287,0.0,0.19672506697523634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122940149688214,0.14707914622322776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058149705052837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540316295251898,0.0,0.15878565647009024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395081299608611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272974871340882,0.17976455970931138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174439597494949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547678249071454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191818553431156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121432064485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715453965552982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326569917716585,0.14988149525048733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250950623569367,0.0,0.0 lonely,UntitledProjections,2020/01/26,"I'm so Lonely right now First off throwaway account because people know my other account name I (17) am so lonely right now, it been a full day and I have reviewed no messages from anyone. No one asked me how may day was, No good morning text nothing. I cant relate to hardly anyone my age because there phones are going off constantly. I have no one I consider a friend at all. Im a boring person who has basically no hobbies at all. No one recognise me at school, I receive no compliment, no comments. I'm not appreciate at all by anyone. I'm just tired and sick of it all.Loneliness hurts so much, and it constantly, every day I wake up I have no messages, everyday I go to school or work and I'm on my own. I may not be physical alone but I may as well be as i can't talk to them at all Sorry for the rant and bad formatting, this was done at 4am and on mobile",1.5844877049180326,3.20391398907104,3.959149590163936,87.04888831967216,78.50819672131148,6.760792349726777,24.552254098360656,7.645422480735847,1.2225959016393442,672,24,144,10,16,234,105,183,0.204,0.741,0.055999999999999994,-0.9585,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,0,0,4,0,17,3,1,1,4,21,25,14,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,13,5,1,4,4,1,18,4,20,16,7,27,0,3,0,0,12,14,0,4,10,104,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641374914405462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167953002612927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411856375541143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609746731178295,0.1841238110353255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264033105527487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219102841452343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454843671618376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724295771406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845964915163025,0.0,0.0,0.11667959779263133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165911782905802,0.12667049575742675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528648331114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616726944192485,0.0,0.16313020010031914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299800853895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101890382924144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491014808872468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070102343254609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104699976051602,0.1318670092685695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794475515980164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056856363851288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905730830218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138615334258147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357813095984428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578735167879333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994616822883872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,male_human264,2020/01/26,"Is my friend toxic? I have this friend and I've been friends with him for like a year now but Idk if he is really even a friend anymore :/. I mean he usually makes me happy because he is funny and we can talk about weird interesting things together or things that normal people don't usually talk about like (science). So it's nice to talk about him cause I can unleash the inner me to some extent but he also insults me, I don't know if it's some mental disorder but he has these weird fits and he says like ""go die,"" he doesn't actually mean it but I find it odd. I also don't know if this is normal but like he rarely compliments me (like if i changed my hair) and doesn't talk to me outside of school, well he rarely does. Then I also feel like he only msg's me when he needs someone to listen to him. Idk man, maybe I'm being over dramatic. We just got into an argument and he called me a rather mean name and I don't know if I should continue and keep talking to him. (Also he is incredibly violent and talks about stabbing people, sometimes he said I want to stab that person. It makes me feel internally scared and anxious).",2.5914931104585506,4.1198389828326185,4.132545742037498,87.27630675400948,75.48068669527895,7.308696634289586,23.42195617799864,8.032893268588372,1.132867811158797,885,26,189,14,19,295,119,233,0.14400000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.7573,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,0,15,20,2,1,5,0,18,1,1,3,0,47,36,27,1,11,13,0,3,6,4,1,0,3,0,2,12,13,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,6,27,15,16,31,3,12,0,0,0,0,38,4,0,8,13,112,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0947850233969136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310699810296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972943198268932,0.09632701747284904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920964302629875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918075152109326,0.0,0.0,0.09977942840221578,0.10275082857946624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080576953667897,0.0,0.11131957647965306,0.0,0.0849992561575289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415355356165278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822385303554183,0.06938980456285213,0.0,0.0,0.08877520510921005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001700777278984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520130737961895,0.0,0.07768386067500839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033968597363655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863337476401134,0.0,0.0,0.16014058463765496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847173349394801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967026990955824,0.0,0.09758029928550008,0.3174096515120132,0.0,0.0,0.09788435440219057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202078171598708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033386507792696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387186230977108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467564400321935,0.08481030782313805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622240666258405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239302321336863,0.07724180047250807,0.09724423304364148,0.09830090582449387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229806800636365,0.0,0.09606421026152344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684172525434565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290579226068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139502940470017,0.0,0.05728988397529925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733167725759622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254863746718997 lonely,Abner_Michaels,2020/01/26,"How I cope The way I cope is by meditating. After all, loneliness is an emotion just like the emotions of fear and resentment and envy, etc. That's why some Buddhist ascetics are contented at living as Hermits. Let me ask you folks. Could any of you feel contented living a life of Hermitage?",3.937636363636365,6.311723854545457,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,74.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.9391090909090907,232,11,40,5,5,76,45,55,0.177,0.706,0.11699999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923141942868575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264787465865244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986922124729275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598616755690864,0.0,0.0,0.2775415436225885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800335194616474,0.12582967002222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544733321807431,0.1757751892971482,0.12157905029470045,0.0,0.4394909071358095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753125004870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455490214004392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Csnackz,2020/01/26,It’s a cycle I’ve been a gloomy reserved person for the majority of my life and just recently wanted to start looking at life in a more positive way and it was working but out of no where I lost sight of it and reverted back to the way I was. It sucks man I don’t know why I have to always be so fucking down about everything i can never smile without forcing it out or needing a reason for it. It pains me to see the smile leave peoples faces the second they start talking to me like what the fuck is so bad about me that I just drain the life and fun out of people :(,5.955191256830603,4.2392768688524605,6.848196721311478,82.18027322404373,67.19672131147541,9.772677595628416,31.80874316939891,8.344100000000001,2.125798907103825,446,14,100,5,6,150,78,122,0.245,0.6829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,3,0,10,0,8,7,1,1,1,17,19,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,3,11,2,20,14,2,14,0,1,3,2,4,7,3,1,6,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274243872069898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141151682358928,0.15327076683981042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497817176330795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33940944369374537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088361555659528,0.0,0.0,0.19437093462402386,0.0,0.0,0.3889763756601056,0.08968155769296153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415003684760298,0.0,0.2003850511861104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361125951518351,0.14157817719081522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532821697627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545244715797602,0.16028361284602438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873743603528687,0.18125025432264288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627912242068974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598593169221196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754419103875033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082725651962002,0.2914138604383804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564065406577286,0.0,0.0,0.17695202520303988,0.0,0.13363895306371668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyandbroken2,2020/01/26,"I(27) just want to be completely open with someone and for us to really get to know each other, i just want someone else to put the same effort into knowing me as I'm putting in to knowing them. Long story short. I don't know how I want to live my life. I grew up religious and honestly still have a fair bit of it. I spend most of my time in my own head overthinking everything. Ive got friends, and I'm attractive I guess but I don't think I'm turning many heads. Sometimes i just want to get to know someone. Like I want to be accepted. I'm 26 and only ever had on relationship. I just, i don't know how to meet and talk to women. Like I went dancing with friends a few weeks ago and a cute woman came over and just started griding on me, the fuck do I do with that? I mean seriously how do I respond to that?I don't know, i never have been out dancing before so I Just kinda went with whatever happened but I didn't know what do do when I thought someone was cute. I'm a mess, sometimes i feel like all my brain thinks about is sex or not really sex just affection in general. I have none in my life and wish I did. Thats the story of it I guess, casual stuff doesn't interest me much cause I want a real connection.",1.7068216783216812,3.2023426961538486,3.723706293706297,89.41493006993008,77.80769230769229,7.342657342657343,24.51048951048951,8.150884317080207,1.3083461538461538,951,33,215,17,22,324,133,260,0.051,0.7509999999999999,0.198,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,15,15,1,0,8,0,22,8,3,5,3,64,59,17,0,7,11,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,7,17,0,0,14,3,1,8,9,3,0,0,10,1,35,12,32,47,9,29,0,0,0,3,10,12,1,5,12,138,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688706201329217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340611694972963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701029306076458,0.0,0.0,0.10942052852836376,0.0,0.11210650432621097,0.0,0.10069150841328224,0.0,0.0,0.10277003069851262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188147958668465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866291210738612,0.0,0.0,0.08809227750854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049560856795275166,0.07002409416269292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145696057266184,0.09061608145890206,0.10242074140477797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839396593055797,0.0,0.2159558027194356,0.0,0.0866770127254493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011895365699688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309451299012729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846605468137385,0.14365996270744982,0.0,0.08655170878035418,0.08674286460274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937488928997157,0.0,0.10677036040884327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205452391929419,0.0,0.07559754081976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454712223129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970703687845212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156596737177432,0.12558570896814875,0.0,0.0,0.10523467289777164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33220140623197303,0.0,0.19388465920593906,0.0,0.06937766013168645,0.0,0.07827731860524731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122071840404258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878317284547369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561198079850405,0.0,0.07781536037194033,0.0571550965915263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066154608362394,0.0,0.0,0.11790361125441726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688141193039984,0.0,0.07862414451178279,0.0,0.0,0.18172737590921695,0.0,0.0,0.11271588741737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theBIGsadd10,2020/01/26,"I only just found this subreddit... but I basically make videos relating to the subreddit Been making videos for a few months. Mostly just to find people to relate too and make some jokes. I relate to so many god damn posts in this sub. I hope you can find something from my channel as well. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5O03JBmD9jz9DSxdChof2Q",7.819999999999998,11.003075561403511,5.62442105263158,75.04294736842105,65.3157894736842,8.068771929824562,23.68070175438596,8.841846274778883,1.7970449122807015,285,7,44,5,5,81,44,57,0.063,0.746,0.192,0.7976,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,13,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,8,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786851567542098,0.0,0.0,0.2871247102361439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009397891004943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243967057157884,0.26549301748666865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902051348478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916238968964975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154627657955985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079712610376964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201598755278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354507520778653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,step-on-a-crack,2020/01/26,Lonely in Phoenix (M44) Any beautiful females wanna chat with me on my birthday? Could use a little pick me up.,0.7078571428571436,2.9229063333333336,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,104.71428571428572,4.0047619047619065,24.29761904761905,5.985473137389443,1.0589904761904765,87,4,15,1,4,28,20,21,0.102,0.738,0.16,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027899364101766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729099590214865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936484940026365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115641732504179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SovietHarper,2020/01/26,"Ever just like to curl up in a ball and cry? I will get home after school feeling worthless. After that I will just curl up in a ball and cry until I can’t. I have never told anyone I care about how I feel. Just venting",-0.046875,1.8191630625,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,85.04166666666666,3.84,15.85,3.1291,-1.1161299999999998,169,3,39,0,5,57,32,48,0.24100000000000002,0.677,0.08199999999999999,-0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,9,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981337677783573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29135623586752984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277983791688105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584906015752471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889825155320637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930030172840658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866453716507845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961023574152276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203994132342783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920921106570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730604910650942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NYKid72,2020/01/26,"How do I help my girlfriend? How to help my girlfriend? How do I help my girlfriend? Hi. I’ll try to keep this short. This girl I work with and me started dating 7 months ago. When she first began to work there, she had a boyfriend in jail but they broke up and then we became a couple a week later. She is 19 and I’m 25, so a lot of her issues probably are due to age. Anyways, everything was good in the relationship. We spent all our time together and loved being around each other. She was with me every night and pretty much all the time because we worked together. Other than her snooping through my phone in fear that I was cheating on her, there was no problem. She said she was so in love with me and i was and still am in love with her. However, as soon as the ex got out of jail I figured out she spent a whole day and night with him, while ignoring me and saying she was out with family. I told her what I knew and broke up with her. She denied ever seeing him, but felt things were different and it wouldn’t work because I don’t trust her anymore. We kept hanging out though and she expressed that she loved me and wanted to work things out. After about a week, I just didn’t see the relationship going anywhere because my trust was fucked up, so I told her I was going to Miami for three days and then she flipped out. She felt like I abandoned her and didn’t love her anymore and went back to her ex. After two weeks, the ex already fucked up and she was calling me back. We started talking again for two weeks and the first time we hung out I realized two other guys (one another ex boyfriend and one I’m not sure who he is) were texting her. Once we started hanging out again constantly, I no longer saw any other guys texting her except for the ex she had broke up with who blows up her phone all day everyday on fake numbers because she blocked him. She acted like she wanted to be in a committed relationship again, but I wasn’t willing to commit because she had just broke up with her ex and I wanted to make sure there was no mix feelings. Now it has been three months since then and we are always together just like we were before. I asked her last night if she wanted to be committed again and she said no because she was afraid I would leave her because I didn’t want to commit for so long (still not owning up to the fact that she saw her ex in October and that me leaving was really her fault) and I told her I didn’t want to commit to someone who likely had mixed feelings for two men, but now she seems to hate him so I’m more comfortable with commitment.Then she understood and said she wanted to be in a relationship again, so now we are a couple again. I love this girl to death. She is my first love and took my virginity. I know, a late bloomer I am. But it seems like she can’t be alone. She always has to be in a relationship. She even said when she is alone she starts having bad thoughts and she tried to kill herself twice before. She has no friends, doesn’t like to go out in public unless it’s for work due to social anxiety, and just likes to be in bed all day with me. I’m not sure why she decided to see her ex that day, but maybe it’s because younger guys will say stuff like “we will be together forever” where I’m older and more realistic and would say stuff like “if we are still together in three months...” which she would point out and it would make her feel insecure. Or maybe it’s because we are interracial (I’m white and she is black) and she has expressed concern about how her mom would act towards me. She definitely has low self esteem and I believe abandonment issues and that’s why me leaving for Miami triggered her so much. All her past boyfriends have been terrible to her. The first one cheated on her, the second one was physically abusive and almost killed her, and I’m not sure what this last one did. I know I’m taking a huge risk of getting my heart broken again, but I love her and I just keep in mind that she probably does love me but is very damaged at the moment so anything can happen. We even got matching tattoos with our initials while we were not “official” which was her idea. I know, it’s crazy lol. It’s just so sad that she is this way because she is absolutely beautiful (she models on the side) and is funny too. What type of issues do you guys think she is dealing with and what caused them? How can I help?",3.205896911566612,4.589660192609184,4.005879546229128,89.39357742181541,73.61366181410976,7.1476962526575445,24.700147686515088,7.691010164374798,1.057608254215558,3444,105,740,44,69,1101,309,893,0.155,0.701,0.14400000000000002,-0.8712,2,2,0,0,0,0,77.0,17,1,2,10,51,53,7,4,24,1,80,13,1,9,16,171,156,76,3,16,24,9,5,9,4,9,0,7,1,8,39,80,0,7,18,0,2,9,19,26,0,18,53,19,149,27,97,86,13,122,0,9,7,12,163,44,2,7,77,534,188,7,0.0,0.05250213227327926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039279658666825285,0.0,0.044371778296435835,0.09178713889028173,0.0488990755677609,0.0,0.07374178748127594,0.0,0.0,0.030133483362298312,0.04646469316171208,0.03389833804359537,0.0,0.08789062187633723,0.0,0.0,0.0364647629970404,0.039446817901308114,0.04142546865096049,0.0,0.0,0.06814594195507033,0.03699842823663728,0.2701200806992771,0.0,0.07541200562195316,0.04992412476057847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045247211831345134,0.0,0.0,0.04552033397695539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047885218153617286,0.0,0.0,0.09806013199931053,0.0,0.14288694064269827,0.04568342887968862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629630729496925,0.0,0.0,0.03877747738227748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853493512035553,0.040082479983637564,0.0373345281230821,0.0,0.03982450909882795,0.0,0.041773138001020914,0.04986299487453827,0.06721599832168346,0.0,0.0850923841704085,0.0,0.0,0.15076607680592413,0.0,0.0,0.034235118417854066,0.08193092658343976,0.02315104038255664,0.0,0.07555010050034601,0.037166561287012366,0.07088024734499533,0.0,0.0,0.1755022444181252,0.03918470017544005,0.0,0.0,0.04374864126633416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052509591530545095,0.11880482478483405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002252869152062,0.0,0.13874974291914058,0.0,0.07877257043843468,0.09804868699123216,0.0,0.07305767343731412,0.07223991822513808,0.04998554070234455,0.14075911325264867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948361758983477,0.0,0.0,0.039214470306951535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376722325517121,0.3599374474072381,0.0,0.0591568230815197,0.0,0.08903414028674843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474219680899432,0.05189734100556812,0.10610755618472957,0.0,0.06514841310936471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475061857518305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719052661504337,0.1501338126868462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230054264207719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041888890218676034,0.0,0.0,0.045080940986675366,0.09555103935322302,0.04240032351890005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028387217080406563,0.0,0.0,0.23787097500817306,0.0,0.0,0.16860233982738412,0.10571535468162203,0.0,0.0,0.10593209112843888,0.08067943591376063,0.04622677916411972,0.0,0.0,0.036655105692625034,0.0,0.0,0.04517020961225514,0.037545169393099764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545623000389913,0.0,0.10616217023305743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014526164643318,0.0,0.0,0.16705305488531244,0.0,0.03331689241948603,0.03561607524013519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887746435823051,0.028393155528001618,0.043536031607749284,0.03517854929860812,0.07751554603749175,0.0,0.0,0.12702521794688293,0.04923194196313448,0.06016948688056499,0.0,0.17314441373439485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656180272048952,0.1829533688127556,0.03517257408211251,0.14217672863292416,0.0,0.0,0.041077400540024456,0.07996885484271435,0.049472443474856014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355672251766914,0.0,0.0,0.15738884257371974,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deathlordavia,2020/01/26,"I really need to find someone like me The discouragement I get from time to time, a feeling like I’ll never have enough time to find somebody I can really click with. I used to make friends so easily a few years ago. I wonder what happened...",2.0137500000000017,4.391597875000002,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,80.66666666666666,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.3751200000000001,190,6,38,4,5,63,34,48,0.06,0.684,0.256,0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,6,9,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943663910812105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441272012788901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946380782139213,0.1687893525020034,0.0,0.0,0.4318879259861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253947168231333,0.0,0.1234398733121918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089303264779836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085646329594636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771020710232375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518915335059884,0.18222384906637046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027176681641729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018845273411448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133079561211786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040590230801203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622172665338355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521483463526216 lonely,lkpalmt,2020/01/26,"Make it stop I have no one anymore. And even if I do it sure as shit doesn’t feel like it and that might be worse. It’s been like this for years. I can’t do this anymore, I can’t keep living like this I can’t do any of it anymore. I’m done, I quit. I just want this all to end and just be done with it already. It’s the only thing I’ve really wanted for months now..",-0.007026578073091372,0.8662595930232548,2.236312292358804,100.911511627907,80.97674418604652,5.379401993355483,16.93687707641196,5.288315135182226,-0.9583867109634548,279,4,78,1,7,95,51,86,0.132,0.736,0.132,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,14,1,1,1,2,16,20,5,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,7,4,6,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775270388323216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186279071998712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331575675067606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667695771512587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587188515940776,0.0,0.0,0.11836053705800062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060938445148027,0.1280211941263085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592820376987151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626455964031193,0.0,0.1582377215189572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961802530705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901038885245096,0.0,0.0,0.14303648821128465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214312011358215,0.13629039719610386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906022680703572,0.0,0.0,0.11480071694998956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839471994712681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498200178663851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688947741442815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905314813665975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139472589902372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262107710230616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539953614179894 lonely,9bdb71,2020/01/26,"Anyone else find comfort in feeling cold? I don’t know if it’s just me, but some nights when I’m feeling down I go outside into the cold and just chill out (no pun intended). It helps me feel more alive in a sense, or something like that, I’m not sure exactly what it is, I guess it’s just good to feel something else besides what’s in my mind. Does anyone else feel the same?",3.820375,3.8849452875000026,4.5150000000000015,91.19,71.125,7.4,27.25,6.742157984588678,0.963575,293,9,68,2,5,94,55,80,0.028999999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9433,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,24,12,5,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,7,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605058999723105,0.3817365615953445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301693930119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668449991031838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709497650940871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025869256924228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586855204676664,0.15624479657689105,0.0,0.0,0.20521100953024496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486113214451572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023759075301104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100814643563462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809206977314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481336580660956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868185070122781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755689097556138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nahte8,2020/01/26,What is it to be someones first choice Like honestly has anyone else ever wondered what it would be like like to be someones first choice. It doesn't have to be a relationship but just even a friendship. I literally got a call from my best friend the other day called me about this cute guy she saw and how she wants nothing more to then to talk to him and was wanting advice on it. Like i have always wanted to understand that feeling. How would it feel to have even a friend who was actually excited to talk to you more then anyone else and not just deal with you or put up with you. Am I alone? Am I even explaining this right? I just never experienced it in my life and it makes me feel like a stinking island.,5.017500000000002,5.37940741666667,5.481944444444448,84.25750000000002,68.58333333333334,8.622222222222224,27.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.6140194444444438,564,16,119,8,9,181,83,144,0.042,0.706,0.251,0.9871,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,10,12,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,3,2,28,28,10,0,5,6,0,3,5,2,2,1,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,6,15,11,17,18,3,12,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,2,12,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12812321908394342,0.0,0.0,0.1282981906587255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598015410128778,0.0,0.0,0.10924645594841616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836065093758489,0.2690507876524479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778410804372654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681300631817107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467324918311782,0.13535751901714416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193572345553216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601537511967565,0.1187622115872249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915735298776488,0.09379588476725333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335584925271912,0.0,0.0,0.2028735935957375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500716193181557,0.0,0.0,0.1300009049722396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273626645490957,0.3207161160954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763922719481748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126140598040254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597936163397827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319859244348575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409597563619435,0.0,0.11212367118681142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248859618275826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105699374400794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668084633556352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323203843646456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423818694236782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865338375353911,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lotsofnoodlesssLots,2020/01/26,just sick of people so its saturday night i dont do anything tommorow so i like to go out and hang out with friends but its been more than a few months since ive actually seen anybody and i think i might be depressed now idk i keep asking people if they wanna hang out and they say maybe and then never respond to me :/ my life is working 6 days a week and after work i go home and watch netflix all day idk what to do with my life anymore its just destroying me slowly having no friends i need help,1.01644155844156,3.163017085714287,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,82.90476190476191,4.961038961038962,21.926406926406926,6.1124844417494595,0.20138095238095266,394,13,86,3,11,128,72,105,0.17800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,2,22,16,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,4,11,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,3,14,3,12,12,3,17,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,11,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.18908337679284445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215944763635204,0.0,0.0,0.15944929199751806,0.0,0.18114094550942603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499204124597633,0.0,0.16688658713596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270871589120873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993994719571369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023837160455847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987432003444307,0.0,0.1943586889522141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222421802456878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371910474660843,0.09466213330696782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946595763351316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555044383907686,0.0,0.0,0.1546586651394131,0.0,0.0,0.14367177554088792,0.14944089540102068,0.0,0.0,0.1818321412526372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26865980117180505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408700593702152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028160257774401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415461323258077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542387263618698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821215133936956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bread-of-time,2020/01/27,I just miss her. it was never about the sex. I mean that was great and all but what I truly loved doing was holding her. I miss holding her close and she would listen to my heart beat and caress my arm or my face. I miss laying my head on her chest and falling asleep while she stroked the top of my head. I miss the look of admiration and love she would get in her eyes when she looked at me. that’s what I miss the most. she was my light in the dark. now this feeling of loneliness is so much worse than before. it’s so cold and dark. I miss her warmth.,0.4685014005602213,2.3633041344537844,1.6640546218487415,100.79479341736696,83.28571428571428,4.638935574229691,15.799019607843134,5.46131890053228,-1.0415551820728293,428,7,106,2,12,135,69,119,0.146,0.642,0.212,0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,8,12,8,0,2,19,22,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,9,26,4,10,16,3,11,0,6,3,3,14,6,0,2,4,74,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924828860666517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437550506805505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818221864087022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493906344311707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643009896832909,0.0,0.0,0.2680527494428029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799086651940057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083157618030827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464023967241811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628591793217742,0.0,0.17446241796989687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305211326188107,0.3213775674409106,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayyyyyy69420x,2020/01/27,"Feelsbadman I matched with a cute girl on tinder. I then looked at her profile to try and come up with a witty opening line, and after about 4 or 5 minutes I thought I had a solid opener. I typed it out, hit send, and got an error message that the message couldn't be sent. I tried to send it again, same problem. So I close the app, reopen it, and she's already unmatched.",3.8866233766233766,4.270114025974031,4.821194805194806,87.92607792207794,71.07792207792208,6.679480519480518,29.685714285714287,5.6839178017228535,1.213516363636364,288,11,61,1,5,94,59,77,0.09699999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.066,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,9,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,1,10,2,1,14,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,3,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265104233068255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329340144415785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091179531330221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32456118301554016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698266219232022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068364335820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248138747331204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBigBarista21,2020/01/27,"An European student in need of someone to talk to (M. 22) Hi there, I am really depressed from my exams and I need someone to cheer me up. I just drunk a lot of cider so conversations may get a bit bizzare, but nothing out of ordinary. Also I am Male, 22 years old and I study teaching. I am looking forward to a wholesome conversation.",1.7036247334754788,4.013078850746272,4.1697228144989325,82.2155223880597,81.38805970149255,6.8136460554371014,30.466950959488273,7.957251820313856,2.439223454157783,261,14,50,5,7,91,49,67,0.065,0.899,0.035,-0.2135,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,11,7,2,6,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,35,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319221471183845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046995151599693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403841619769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458156470548099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343695543799666,0.0,0.0,0.23727663529394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138908938798927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779923258287514,0.0,0.2928633114630386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787954389204741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729526689402889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432603333913692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797280649795971 lonely,bluecollarbworf,2020/01/27,"It always comes back It hits the hardest when I wake up. The moments before I even open my eyes. As I lay flat on my back in the still and the quiet it creeps in. Maybe it was a dream of things past, or maybe it is just the dread of another day where I feel like this. But always before I get out of bed. Eventually I wipe away whatever sadness found me in my sleep and get up to shower. Sometimes that helps and I can move on, most days I lose track of the minutes as I drift into memories while I stand there. No one can see you cry in the shower, and most of the time I don’t even notice the tears. Sometimes some music clears my head, usually it wakes up old emotions like stepping on a snake. Sometimes I go weeks without feeling like this, but as sure as the tide this sadness rises up in me to wash out whatever joyful sandcastles I’ve built up.",3.672878787878787,4.364955681818183,4.5447727272727265,88.60174242424246,71.72727272727272,7.457575757575757,25.46212121212121,7.492282038375204,1.0530053030303028,664,19,145,7,12,215,105,176,0.09,0.809,0.10099999999999999,0.4452,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,12,0,5,6,5,0,2,22,14,13,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,11,9,0,0,3,1,0,6,3,4,0,1,2,5,19,5,29,11,3,39,0,3,2,0,2,19,0,4,16,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314758621801058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458529183778238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068404716114795,0.2139104733816036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367186857859247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198177657406332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278899398647466,0.1794091459361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646281322359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374147193111146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066091692139354,0.19873855958949835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525101565613891,0.0,0.0,0.14534247720207336,0.0,0.07905072211397861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275128861180195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323224384548788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386392998405084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561138762642124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794786387782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783565083929373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836023518981346,0.1459564869387463,0.0,0.09425416692780422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278162780156852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084046537712457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919515017876785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127046378589732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108120522052622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109510641851732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240833651313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110723677058526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319315831238822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157337639330167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408232493029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Happylittleshadows,2020/01/27,"I hate being too open to the outside world But I don’t want to be this shut in either I don’t like the outside world because I don’t fit in, I don’t like seeing good looking people i don’t like to see people hanging out with each other like i would pass it makes me feel like shit no thank u, i went out tonight to the used bookstore and the whole way there and back it felt sad i felt depressed i felt left out like this is my “night out” which is depressing to say the least, i was the only one there then walks in a girl and a guy around my age who from what i heard just stumbled upon the place on their way and i tbh felt a little embarrassed to be there all alone at 9 pm to buy a used book and go back home, my life sucks.. i hate this",1.9457723577235768,2.6854570731707312,3.0509756097560974,97.53040650406506,75.82926829268294,5.954471544715448,20.3739837398374,5.46131890053228,-0.3751772357723584,576,11,145,2,12,185,95,164,0.154,0.705,0.141,-0.6378,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,16,4,1,11,0,12,2,1,3,1,27,31,7,0,2,3,0,5,6,0,1,1,2,1,2,9,13,0,0,5,1,1,5,6,8,0,1,7,10,19,8,20,20,5,32,0,3,3,0,6,19,2,0,12,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272381528532004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140798642603992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970774886730132,0.0,0.07811849923428102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074925650455685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479603317940118,0.09154973949433254,0.4921729129097653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283008422041551,0.10748538138757137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688775220542692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530414022102805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854399151456775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392343673168712,0.0,0.09051549603366037,0.3756430502642512,0.12843905975575895,0.0,0.0,0.10761296512048447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554051639983393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120259245152664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868371436959109,0.09746316181500378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768489481128785,0.0,0.13388852974608834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019093043406126,0.0,0.0,0.20423647533052847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154320507033854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798246984456533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135934675418895,0.0,0.0,0.0755856568070957,0.2034375744586065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879549548204855,0.0,0.1430738887573157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103344072940232,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexandra7903,2020/01/27,"I (17 F) think I will never have friends. Bit of background info about me is that I was born in a very dysfunctional family in a corrupted Eastern European country. My parents had moved to England ages ago and I decided to stay with my grandparents in Romania up until 2 years ago. It had been great, used to have a lot of fun with my friends out, loads of parties, school was going well. Somehow I decided to move to England to my parents which I hate.To keep it short: they skip work, overspend, been here for ages and still live in an old rented house in a council estate...yk that type of person. When I first came here I met this guy on a language exchange app trying to exercise my language skills and maybe meet some new people. We ended up in a long distance relationship. We see each other a few days every month. We get along so well, his parents love me. However, my parents make it difficult to see each other and often make big arguments out of this and talk me down for having a bf at this young age. I have NO one else here, I speak to some people at school but it's superficial and I feel extremely lonely, it feels like hell, nothing like it used to be before. I still talk to my old friends from Romania and visit them on holidays but it's not the same.. I feel like a complete freak here, from a very confident person I ended up wondering if I really am weird or there's something wrong with me. People give me dirty looks in classes because of my accent and I never go out, 99% of my time is spent in my room studying, drawing, watching Netflix or YouTube. I'm really scared that if my bf breaks up with me I'll end up being suicidal or turn this into a chaos considering I have no one here. I don't like being so dependent on him... I just wonder, if he likes me and I get along so well with him, why do others at my school despise me? What is wrong with me? I'm so confused I just want my life back and stop crying every minute of the day.Should I just go back to Romania and give up on the chance of going to a good University here ? Are personal relationships the most important? Is it worth it to risk my teenage years for a better chance to education ?Any kind of advice would be more than welcome, I just feel desperately lonely here and I don't get it why it's so hard to make some damn friends in this country.. Cheers!",3.22434432318153,4.6831650782241,4.563540369121764,85.11358208102395,73.69344608879494,7.735077995543112,26.31443917490429,8.358175599149588,1.6792351179932579,1834,64,377,31,37,608,235,473,0.175,0.698,0.127,-0.9845,7,4,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,2,4,28,33,3,3,18,0,26,3,0,6,2,74,59,27,1,5,13,4,5,5,6,2,2,1,2,4,24,30,0,2,10,3,4,8,7,13,3,3,9,10,55,20,69,44,11,69,1,2,4,1,35,30,2,17,34,257,79,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221180971394572,0.13101140080765572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050252853518851184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364527617994878,0.0,0.04504724755739525,0.0,0.06288135404923449,0.0,0.0,0.06535635884935022,0.08067696196577452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451908622010681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748015280340681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811729652333271,0.09531558514550224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061731902841955476,0.0,0.19635382923811406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452371008073045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966401327549508,0.0,0.1494592433792572,0.10558481842944738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285720009737791,0.0,0.0,0.2283721892179845,0.0,0.11582522609475968,0.14177848614466218,0.1679906739459367,0.06198174096568119,0.0,0.08147228618963759,0.0,0.07317017149109467,0.0,0.0,0.06619767069363375,0.07295851046402811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852678263604889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568351882774368,0.0,0.07695290440427062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052196009876997136,0.1805129988877524,0.0,0.06525287164086507,0.06539698741301682,0.06205531247636264,0.0,0.0,0.06282503623586695,0.06669540473570157,0.0,0.14798152254158106,0.0,0.07424000000618518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058984302324480126,0.15708275619494652,0.0,0.0,0.11398865942660323,0.07137069363013057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090667174251765,0.0,0.15508605077805812,0.0,0.10014975575798528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282178414181315,0.0,0.0,0.15369372534478934,0.19357341490291785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468129818236172,0.0,0.0,0.15867658072916946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398431768116316,0.22436473250608865,0.1177735255367882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056889927841692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876493313460436,0.11802932363361253,0.061781642842323986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083190226090152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187920686393812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047350552491114285,0.0,0.0,0.04309024320909369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050171571174817714,0.08037929093385993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764747646359495,0.0,0.12194640058086925,0.04358667700164113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932825890935305,0.0,0.13336205111650554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602774350713615,0.05379828095390983,0.0,0.0,0.05249468411112641,0.16159069384486885,0.0,0.09517517121698506 lonely,helene_mnc,2020/01/27,"Feeling stuck I’m 16 and a high school student. I’m feeling really lonely lately. I feel like I belong nowhere. My social life sucks, I have only one friend outside of school and in school I think I have 4 friends. And that’s about it, so it’s not like I have no one, but still. In school there is this group of girls and I used to be friends with them, but I don’t fit in with them anymore. And lately one of my good friends in school kind of ditched me and is hanging out with other people right now. So I’m left with 1 person. Everyday the same. I don’t know what to do, I just feel lonely that’s all.",0.9426666666666712,2.635526061538464,2.2503846153846148,98.22378205128206,80.69230769230771,4.94871794871795,20.06410256410256,5.46131890053228,-0.3859743589743592,468,12,112,2,12,150,74,130,0.068,0.7240000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9447,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,11,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,24,21,10,0,0,4,0,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,1,4,15,8,16,19,2,15,0,2,0,0,10,9,1,0,7,70,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263595414952403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576955325532689,0.09102393200825216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937561276926149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686804901186003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461891773409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268111917078987,0.07002289831890406,0.0,0.28745501486731084,0.0,0.13843468756836236,0.0,0.08999562862951854,0.12449519301560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590152077076113,0.09690339113315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833218900200879,0.11125218959076066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162408361731603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881007677414772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447442116668322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298815926886765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175225273115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164115892067117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004399487991852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,astroprojector-113,2020/01/27,I’m so alone JUST HELP ME,-6.222857142857142,-7.454738285714281,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,146.14285714285714,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.5598,20,0,7,0,2,7,7,7,0.23,0.4,0.37,0.3407,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8395253744178967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433204815838351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway9258425,2020/01/27,"Anyone else feel like they cant breathe? Graduating and not being able to speak to or be around people i used to hang out with has recently made me realise how useless my life has become. No aim, no excitement, nothing just sat in my room for days on end. I feel like im suffocating. I feel like i cant tell anyone about this either because my parents think im just seeking attention. Ive gotten used to it though ive learnt to live with to a certain extent. The last couple of weeks though have been much worse. I watch a movie or tv show and see a close group of friends at a party or a couple in love and suddenly im panicking for no reason. My heart starts racing, suddenly everything seems pointless. Its almost like jealousy but 1000 times worse. I think about my future and that just makes everything worse as i know im probably never going to enjoy my life as much as the imaginary people on the screen are. I know how stupid that sounds but I still worry. Has anyone else felt this? Not being able to just breathe or Live in the moment. The feeling of being left behind. Like no notices you. Like no one even knows you exist",3.211483465300418,5.049054526548677,4.138327899394504,86.5786562645552,74.53097345132744,6.88178854215184,23.399161620866323,7.669130373188453,1.0723398230088494,897,26,177,12,19,289,128,226,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.9429,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,13,13,1,0,10,0,14,6,3,7,2,44,35,17,0,0,13,1,5,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,6,9,0,0,13,2,0,2,10,2,0,1,5,10,21,11,29,26,4,26,0,1,3,1,9,11,0,6,19,110,27,1,0.1868555493287776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355442071229604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959806170479053,0.19145559185454994,0.0,0.08317052728979184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695270427015861,0.1031836368693526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675211128294307,0.0,0.060253185571575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609383468379645,0.0,0.08274927751995863,0.0,0.0,0.06170816402750045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793371922133146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895956024338925,0.20023446266397424,0.08970531510938075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218206694809125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309715738568418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071236281449713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036721156966618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403638482447368,0.07615610599045222,0.0,0.0,0.10150955053883767,0.0,0.1319816004660146,0.27386454889102463,0.0,0.16499687340967015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432221429847082,0.0884036193765306,0.06236376506703934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736032863171374,0.0,0.07205725946078806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964646955149788,0.10636814069052772,0.0,0.0,0.06330907804240282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374048733310408,0.0,0.0,0.12954211059677756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073094293661232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605931272888886,0.09224865627036608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444984027275517,0.08505313715264116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612865977757157,0.0,0.07461154153255735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165999305253617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972949111348488,0.18358462849808105,0.0,0.05447848673306658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138320035204207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494212535927908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488044026379114,0.2856326524233062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Depressed_introvert1,2020/01/27,"I'm using this as friends Tinder, but whatever. Is there anyone who would like to have a long term conversation with me? I don't have any friends, and I just wanna have someone I could talk with when I come home from school, when I'm bored etc. I'm 19yo and my hobbies are history, fantasy books and movies and some sci-fi books. Because of the time differences (I live in Czech Republic) I'm making this post at 22:00 (10 PM) If anyone is interested, please let me know. And if anyone thinks this is inappropriate, then I'm sorry. Thank you for reading",3.4223445463812405,5.2216699908256885,4.397553516819574,85.10552497451582,73.86238532110092,7.780224260958207,24.955147808358817,8.515128840125781,1.566032823649337,435,14,89,8,9,141,78,109,0.037000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.171,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,22,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,10,19,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,51,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453351410978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149891952806314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059742065385805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041597967821434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795389331645032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669382413621595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063656560379025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056912293439604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844305726761136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872407748809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229808236009966,0.0,0.09665141930200742,0.0,0.17469054019602867,0.1750763571180259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320553484812983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716169418334932,0.0,0.0,0.18946973650721927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788696317091425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002179895782565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762362039499146,0.0,0.0,0.22145832425786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901101453304642,0.0,0.18213843948735609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267636716247283,0.0,0.0,0.1153582620057553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086456164574734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405351901639464,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShortJawn,2020/01/27,I have zero social skills I can't even talk to people online bc I don't know how to start a conversetion .I can't get to know people bc I'm just weird when I meet someone...Not only that but I also feel akward talking to my sister .She knows my better that anyone but I still fear every second I talk to her that I will fuck up or that she hates me,0.14275974025974136,2.0482990389610443,2.7221915584415584,92.68900162337664,84.58441558441558,4.36948051948052,13.521103896103895,5.148860815047168,-1.0995961038961042,274,3,61,1,8,95,53,77,0.187,0.762,0.051,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,15,1,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,1,3,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793010021644222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677314781779905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982959076095797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480888763343913,0.0,0.18890695981310854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522990711941541,0.1133675316308779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727893231332606,0.11714069723236778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213613840338859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696605708946771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705221375098062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108785668572628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285543008295439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869729839305516,0.0,0.17905474131768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540635559011863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HungryArtSloth,2020/01/27,"Lonely recently, or all your life? Hey everyone, I'm curious if you are lonely in a certain point or stage in your life, or if you've always dealt with loneliness? I think some people might be more sensitive to loneliness than others and want a deeper connection in relationships than others. I was cleaning and came across old journals. Reading through them I saw that I always felt like I'm not quite connecting with people as deeply and consistently as I'd like, so there's definitely a theme of loneliness throughout my life. I moved a lot as a kid and so whenever I made a friend group, I would end up moving shortly after. That was the start of it for me, however I started moving so early in life it's possible I have a personality prone to loneliness that would have been there whether I moved or not. Do you find it's a certain experience in your life (moving, break-up etc) that has led to your loneliness or has it been there as long as you can remember?",6.43893048128342,6.638475887700538,7.130909090909089,74.21636363636365,65.524064171123,11.07807486631016,33.042780748663105,10.832165505486646,3.5821058823529413,769,30,145,20,11,255,104,187,0.10300000000000001,0.79,0.107,-0.3178,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,1,1,6,7,0,0,9,0,15,5,0,2,3,32,25,20,0,5,10,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,1,2,10,7,0,0,4,1,0,7,2,2,0,0,8,2,20,5,24,13,5,25,0,2,1,0,14,9,0,10,10,103,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963976828586234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349789677711771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045272272168882,0.0,0.1316191371344638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276943201172936,0.0,0.1154423820934938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331395434527156,0.0,0.10786456874271244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117893882575548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167912746136132,0.11531340126274105,0.0,0.0,0.1044405264080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033305991051687,0.0,0.11166967841063194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519642217066587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627162136805061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383803461395365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636349951845646,0.1030470981962328,0.0,0.0,0.1115633517638306,0.13304540987852154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552463921297596,0.11804802740397495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116526651874386,0.12670511498731676,0.13368922475819756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706479266725502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561994555881826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960894791190501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767048939315662,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rolplix,2020/01/27,sometimes online friends can't fill the void i love them but often I wanna go out and do stuff with someone but I don't have anyone to invite.,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.4129999999999998,114,3,23,0,3,37,25,30,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057504872661786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378349727697427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485115414115709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39465471377945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704988288557613,0.0,0.4324728181237005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005713942962765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blakmetalistkrieg,2020/01/27,"Very lonely 17 year old Im in college and have no friends, idk how to talk to people. I have 1 friend who is pretty shit. Anyway, how to become less lonely",1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,79.9090909090909,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-0.8261030303030301,120,2,26,0,3,40,27,33,0.289,0.4970000000000001,0.215,-0.3151,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460438082465074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841495820785671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844570814911706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287827949958597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172207078529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187650539427508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216245044236109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251839466893702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585266580812017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177158841778367 lonely,Krispy_adventurer,2020/01/27,Story of a quiet kid in high school I am currently a sophomore and I never felt so lonely. I wake up every day to see the same people who are best friends with each other and I'm just there..I remember in middle school when I lived the best years of my life but I changed school and I feel like a ghost. I tried to make friends at the beginning of the year but then they all ghosted me suddenly for new people. I've always been friendly with the introverted quiet kid of the class but this year it's me and nobody talks to me. I don't want to eat alone so I just skip lunch but then I feel so hungry for the rest of the day. I just want to stop everything.,-0.01992436974789769,2.193907814285716,1.8660504201680688,96.35189075630257,88.71428571428572,5.008403361344539,16.806722689075627,6.522977012572876,-0.3132016806722695,514,12,118,6,17,169,83,140,0.092,0.773,0.134,0.8365,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,11,0,4,4,1,1,2,25,13,14,2,2,7,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,4,7,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,16,6,18,11,6,20,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,15,77,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624325188663948,0.0,0.0,0.1255258287305427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166320444528463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595876182313101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458168565280046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436525769936746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710425778880358,0.0,0.13558132177598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255653872728886,0.1077728889666068,0.1448472081634903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496572370595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938961714427405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655537151361216,0.07370153276025587,0.0,0.133210258722988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069879638135087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635088565355185,0.14569946616349042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917169776027167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089255316924115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580286401791501,0.12021418684698057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612393018735982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125383756889575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242258782908134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779597548509346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914425571551255 lonely,cemel20,2020/01/27,"Hard to make true friends I moved to the area a few years ago and I thought I was doing well making friends from people I've met at the gym. It's all cool and fine when we're all at the gym together or games together. But I've never really hung out with these people outside the ""gym life."" I see them grabbing dinner together on social media or going out for drinks and things like that. And it just kind of sucks to see that I wasn't included on the invite and having to watch it all through my phone. I thought I was closer with these people than what is actually true. I've grown to loath the weekend because of how lonely it can feel sometimes, especially watching my ""friends"" go out without me.",3.5184526112185712,5.035062843971629,4.3055448098001285,87.02454545454546,73.04255319148936,7.113088330109607,26.293359123146356,7.686295010490155,1.3559304964539003,555,19,113,7,11,178,89,141,0.047,0.8,0.154,0.9247,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,0,7,1,7,3,0,3,6,27,18,10,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,3,6,0,4,3,2,1,0,6,8,11,10,21,12,4,18,0,1,4,0,8,9,1,2,6,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17661741068919706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604342428370511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103281242580468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729856470322594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151257218352132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41949081190290705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057184062764968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621289919783679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847032969805014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783661989883766,0.08842120951388129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416207381085187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923607632429855,0.0,0.0,0.1395884950040846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764212320834308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159450421190262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884467501188734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844936698508932,0.0,0.0,0.1790009799886311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023986122944623,0.0,0.0,0.2873672589010928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627292388143624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446521332681492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654983029684104 lonely,turutime,2020/01/27,Too much to handle I'm feeling lower and more alone than I've ever been. If anyone could chat with me it'd lift my spirits. [https://discord.gg/CvvHyEu](https://discord.gg/CvvHyEu),8.805238095238096,12.948321428571427,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,66.85714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.3137476190476192,152,3,21,1,3,40,27,28,0.161,0.7859999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.4576,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530372201296123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580661795596686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088632747762279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632159450517631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589287738507069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37644606520599777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToastedPowder,2020/01/27,"So Valentine's Day's Coming Up There's this really cute girl I know and we've been friends for a little over a year now. The thing is is that we haven't really been close friends, more like saying hi to each other in the halls and making 1-2 minute conversation at best. Should I ask her to go on a date on Valentine's Day? My stomach's been in knots about this for like a straight week. If not I'll just watch the Sonic movie, lol.",1.6525,3.213507301075268,2.7738575268817205,95.88078629032259,78.13978494623656,5.940322580645162,19.151881720430108,6.6274283507984215,-0.1789344086021507,341,7,81,3,8,109,67,93,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,1,7,1,1,1,0,12,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,6,12,8,3,19,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,1,8,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537625310046378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486264600635136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233824079915524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501165141716253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419432324213752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542672929235772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491779552089089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26522664404470125,0.2720571624523306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119028752390412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34778662929308984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586234140237784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033464510163735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773517405344955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480037042898453 lonely,thestargazed,2020/01/27,"Feeling sad I don’t know why I’m feeling so sad today. I guess it’s partly because my work isn’t that great at the moment, I’m ok with my colleagues but my work is so boring and hard sometimes.. I also heard today that my grandmother (whom I haven’t very good contact with due to family issues since my childhood) today is not feeling well (she is 95). I can’t contact her directly because she lives so far away from me and I’m honestly to scared visit her again. I decided I will send her an postcard, writing I am thinking about her and love her.",2.2263716814159267,4.05957504424779,3.958592920353983,86.80797787610621,77.31858407079645,6.289911504424777,26.34424778761063,7.1686216300943375,1.333121061946903,432,17,86,5,10,145,71,113,0.133,0.682,0.185,0.7458,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,2,1,9,1,0,0,0,15,20,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,1,5,21,6,8,18,1,12,0,2,0,1,15,3,0,1,7,56,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630499168924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188748012892124,0.0,0.0,0.22304915661534172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246891042278836,0.0,0.27751494257475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344971998934226,0.0,0.2017029419940568,0.20153997215292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388720086951414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095219342568373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005444961261111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154813862578302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511945327473074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981169441787773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316479425873228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133807137219818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094215726173654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172269269610421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202454212113589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095285104369366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449395708616324,0.0,0.16508385439159487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663794536799585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AleckaMana,2020/01/27,feeling really alone and need a dm feeling really shitty... im 13m but feel worthless...,1.66,4.237743529411766,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,84.29411764705883,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.9956117647058824,68,3,11,2,2,25,14,17,0.109,0.726,0.165,-0.0378,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991788521505416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846397519433559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416319705802594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857840239815295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493819803815879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MdmaAngel,2020/01/27,"Fuck & be Forgotten I’ve said since i’ve been having sex that i’ll always be stuck in the cycle of being Fucked & then being forgotten. I was right, lmao. Why do those I choose to give myself to always end up being the ones to cut me off days later, if not that night? Borderline w an addiction, obv nobody would want me for anything other than fkking, that’s all i’m good for. This is the last time, nobody will ever touch me again, i’ll never give every piece of me to anybody ever again, i’ll never love anybody again, like nobodies never loved me.",2.434778761061949,4.319745442477881,3.8541681415929183,87.55665044247787,76.87610619469027,6.289911504424777,18.37964601769912,7.1686216300943375,0.27117415929203537,437,8,87,5,10,144,76,113,0.18,0.7340000000000001,0.086,-0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,4,0,12,6,0,0,6,11,22,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,2,8,4,12,11,2,19,0,0,0,5,5,4,2,1,16,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802681798664222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717660860650724,0.3538823218594904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438629924060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053183708576046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446399723993532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954378806643569,0.13759170925538888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019461285898429,0.0,0.31331453635036305,0.0,0.13697268859984818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331155678772473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978269212724143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947787126199737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778532090652129,0.0,0.0,0.1532509065409833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065985800870616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394617839505696,0.15534068118411115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508778331303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522459958068792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963216625256396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473575799422319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600735810054046,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anon65835,2020/01/27,"Do the people in your groups of friends seem closer to eachother than to you? Everytime I end up making friends with two separate people I introduce them to eachother and they end up spending time together or hanging out or talking way more to eachother than they do to me? Am I being dumb? This happens every single time, then I'll ask them to hang out and they'll be busy or this or that. But then I see on social media they're out eating or doing activities together and I get no sort of invite. Maybe it's just me idk, but does this happen to anyone else? I've never been able to hold an actual friendship for a long period of time.",3.5524218750000003,5.0855393984375015,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,72.984375,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.6177381250000002,505,16,97,8,10,168,84,128,0.04,0.879,0.08199999999999999,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,20,15,12,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,14,2,22,11,2,21,0,0,1,0,13,8,1,7,10,69,19,0,0.18550122782594625,0.0,0.18102243948430968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970677161428049,0.19006792942858855,0.0,0.0,0.17341860719218766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233337454120028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898140664982385,0.1549624728509204,0.0,0.32859805634465544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629278504571226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663557692526953,0.0,0.09691673525822564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280762462785429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641627492427478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382351001445994,0.0,0.1863609164108245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430699826873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572063891833891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478204616523498,0.16887335087386307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890951410480864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490988602648723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245017731200017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120774520332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472422402768053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AtreyuOwO,2020/01/27,"I just feel a Little lonely without friendship Im just lonely because My boyfriend's friends are the only friends I have, and I only ever talk to them when I'm around him...I'm Also not allowed to be in the family chat which is a group chat with all of his friends which doesn't make sense because I thought we were all friends and I keep hearing that they all like me but yet I can't join in on their fun. I dont really talk to anyone else but my boyfriend,my mom and brother(sometimes) but I just want to make my own friends because his friends seem nice, but they also aren't truly my friends. (His friends consist of a married couple, one other friend, and the spouse of the married couples brother.) if they were I could talk to them outside of being with my boyfriend, If I they were I would join their family chat and be happy with all the messages I was receiving, which my boyfriend says I would not. He says in order to join, I have to marry him, which I dont mind doing that, but it makes me feel like everything we have done together becomes obsolete because of this family chat. I don't know anymore. Tl;dr: The family chat that my boyfriend and his friends wont let me join is because im not officially family but neither are they. I just want to be able to talk to other people outside of My boyfriend.",5.4102272727272736,5.613621234848484,5.595000000000002,84.33750000000002,67.71212121212122,8.41818181818182,32.40909090909091,8.07648339933343,2.2008454545454548,1042,42,212,12,16,330,115,264,0.07200000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.195,0.9894,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,9,0,10,17,0,0,9,0,28,0,0,4,5,49,41,17,0,7,16,3,2,2,10,3,0,3,0,0,11,12,0,1,5,5,0,1,12,2,0,1,6,5,44,15,25,26,6,11,0,2,0,0,45,6,0,3,5,150,55,0,0.08003859689378355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801367403762026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937678110607806,0.055964847938205206,0.08200900104146412,0.0,0.07125132040342194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395392887526354,0.08839634195599178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390430681978197,0.17712237020905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190727342963702,0.18760927892629856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686197737632375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239949318657715,0.0,0.0,0.07193352996961222,0.0,0.3772663294937664,0.0,0.08093983896050118,0.05717958961338681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183762141581315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520257470509426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020931572733124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291083867494167,0.0,0.0,0.07114198247057983,0.0,0.0,0.04398711966268232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184488810474266,0.0,0.07820563107322441,0.08021970098143429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027915480947316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081616642352539,0.09374023733231876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423622467039644,0.12174591923006015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055488685286953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127477467556304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729980952797146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286413257263112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916021890957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573279695002321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354170553563414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441767635298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715435122161657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371424562762478,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hvdveen9,2020/01/27,"Am I the only one Hi I broke up with my gf about a couple of months ago. To be honest I don't have alot of friend, I'm the kind of person who thinks one best friend is better then slot of 'friends'. But now with al this bs is happening I'm starting to feel a bit lonely. I live alone with my kitty cat(thank God for that). My family are usely coming over for coffee once a month. But I have days where I think and feel lonely. Am I the only person in the world who has this??",0.3650485436893192,2.105923805825249,2.2891359223301,96.99603398058257,82.7864077669903,4.8966990291262125,14.183495145631067,5.6839178017228535,-1.035461359223301,364,4,87,2,10,121,68,103,0.09,0.7340000000000001,0.177,0.8875,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,20,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,10,7,15,19,3,13,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,1,7,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703290715892418,0.0,0.0,0.18347411547028394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590813870055287,0.15667489956088795,0.193402067303065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259915643518665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601325631229252,0.0,0.11424718261677835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167001382499066,0.0,0.1791448633090752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105972674828359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665328043945262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844746063079917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642681585058485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827990972893329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188659113552317,0.2400830340104818,0.26946132261951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093613319501735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253877782252073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630960445885051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270213086013019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300083959874225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GanderinGoosey,2020/01/27,"Who's up for a chat then How we all doing? My mind is playing hell with me right now could of with some random chit chat, meme sharing I don't mind",0.4836363636363643,1.999833121212124,1.9303030303030293,100.81545454545456,81.42424242424242,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-1.1233757575757577,115,2,29,0,3,37,30,33,0.131,0.7390000000000001,0.131,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34216585340138944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8654356467997635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659831553697162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justaweeb1,2020/01/27,"I just turned 21. I turned 21 today, I’m not even celebrating my birthday because i have no one i can celebrate it with. life is fun they said...",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.256666666666668,89.525,82.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0913333333333342,111,4,25,2,3,38,24,30,0.157,0.633,0.21100000000000002,0.4218,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115700713380789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292358340617174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451451338768077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518297031590396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301421443076571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32898087742698473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7550229254434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,letsdothis2089,2020/01/27,"I’m too freaking tall So I’m a 5’10 female in a place where all the guys are shorter than me and are insecure about it so no dating life for me. Dated a guy that was shorter than me for a long time, he made me feel so insecure about my height as a woman. I just want love and to feel like a normal girl.",1.5779411764705915,2.257265617647061,3.5963529411764728,93.50158823529414,76.6470588235294,6.616470588235294,20.95294117647059,6.742157984588678,0.13259647058823545,234,5,58,2,5,80,47,68,0.158,0.73,0.11199999999999999,-0.505,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,2,9,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991841143316897,0.21135728827776626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858815408963651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089695710163728,0.14453872634841627,0.0,0.0,0.2618204042352264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670186887700225,0.27994305800474506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898729132019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091031906254862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725141377590972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450163751072836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CoyBabee,2020/01/27,"Advice for lonely people in 2020 Trying to spread this message as much as possible so we don’t eventually have to make babies in test tubes or go extinct, so here goes - GET OFF YOUR MOTHERFUCKING PHONE. Go outside and look around you. Everyone is looking down at their phone. I’ve seen men completely ignore women who are trying to smile at them, women who are so engrossed in their iPhone that they’re ignoring friends and family members, people in general eat across from one another at a restaurant and stare at their respective screens, etc etc etc. And yet all I hear from everyone is how lonely they are, how disconnected, that there are no real ride or dies left to date. And I know it’s a hard landscape to look at right now. I’ve personally been single for 4 years. By the way, dating apps are crap. They are advertising platforms for shallow, shitty people who are incapable of building real relationships and are looking to use your body (male or female) to fill the gaping hole inside of them for one or two nights. Don’t go there to assuage your loneliness. Let the masses of the emotionally bankrupt eat each other alive and keep trying to make connections in person. We all need to talk to people in real life. To keep trying to connect, or we might all lose the ability forever. I’m making it a goal for 2020 and I hope at least some of you will join me. :)",4.7831609195402285,6.510199222222222,5.458886973180078,79.16856034482761,70.18773946360153,8.438390804597702,27.226245210727967,8.982922981607832,2.2343546360153264,1091,37,197,21,20,353,154,261,0.128,0.79,0.08199999999999999,-0.9187,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,5,7,2,11,9,1,0,8,0,17,5,2,6,3,40,37,20,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,9,13,2,4,1,0,0,5,3,6,0,3,2,9,19,3,43,32,11,32,0,3,7,0,31,20,1,8,6,134,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857756607264057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578018565017226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980349243643126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205357147411137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576947056931447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046962360842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064483313144876,0.0,0.11347503782726087,0.0,0.0,0.3375194824242613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278797473041376,0.0,0.0,0.09509952594671216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793868711007318,0.0,0.052704993469739315,0.0,0.17199518845421133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036756290289094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369770492317732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019538007994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933137094263896,0.0,0.0,0.05544033353434353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109605078278239,0.10315537660579033,0.07125365826947555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388510378027882,0.11285753933125625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201208602386608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701643274777724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415750287576836,0.07480032938757497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466789150298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671613001391106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797465479241925,0.17616690098280774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372565534865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444663747474224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830604566602883,0.0,0.0861499179994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108253374061848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739602506595891,0.0,0.09854389958721757,0.0,0.0,0.0871268674399789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007287174482243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496262014677995 lonely,Chreesha,2020/01/27,"I'm Bad at Making friends. Loney and becoming discouraged and depressed. \*\*Long post share\*\* 40/African American/F/unmarried but in a relationship I have been actively trying to find a real friend for at least 2 years. I just turned 40 at the end of last year and I realize I have been trying to make friends since elementary school and I usually fail. I say usually because I had a great college friend and she dumped me because of a misunderstanding. I called her, emailed her and texted her then I found out her reason. I apologized for my part and hoped we could mend things...she decided not to and I respected her decision, but I cry all the time because I miss her. She hates me for some unknown reason. Turning 40 just makes it sting more that I am friendless. I am only worthy of being peoples associate but no closer than that. I have tried to cultivate new hobbies and I haven't found anything I enjoy. I try new things a lot because people think something is wrong with you if you don't like sports, outdoor stuff, or drinking much. I have Lupus so a I prefer chill activities that won't leave me exhausted or ill. Most of the time, I suck it up I go to baseball games, outdoor festivals, bowling (I'm bad at it, but I try). No one my age near me seems to like the things I enjoy like: Cooking classes, Gaming, Horror Movies, B-Movies, Cartoons, Trivia. Maybe I'm too immature for most adults my age since they have families? I'm starting to not enjoy myself at any events I attend because everyone seems so ""clicky"". I always ask people out and no one accepts so always go out alone. I think am developing an anxiety. No one wants a new friend if they already have them and are adults. I actively mingle with people when i go out. The interacting is always pleasant, but never results in any long term friendships. no one ever calls me even though they ask for my number sometimes or already have my number, no one ever visits, texts or asks me to hang. I call people, throw gatherings, try to keep people entertained, cook for dinner parties, invite people out and all that. I figured I needed to be a friend to make a friend... and after this long, I'm tired of trying. I make sure not to come off desperate, clingy, rude. I KNOW people like me, but I don't know why people font want to be in a close friendship with me. I have joined groups that I have a lot of interest in )and even ones I have little interest in) trying to chill with like minded people. The problem is either I am too weird or the people have enough friends and don't want me new ""applicants"". Thanks for reading :). I just feel no one wants me and needed to share where I figured ppl could relate. TLDR: I am friendless, anxious, sad and NEED a friend. I know I am well liked/accepted but I don't know what I am doing to keep people at ""associate' level.",3.3376414095583766,5.37589089292196,4.348943965517243,84.32847341954026,74.73502722323049,7.132501512401695,25.99822292800968,8.007285818006526,1.6521388082274653,2226,80,422,35,48,722,253,551,0.204,0.623,0.172,-0.9622,0,1,2,0,0,0,91.0,1,2,4,1,16,46,4,0,20,0,37,7,0,8,6,104,82,37,0,14,21,0,1,5,9,1,3,1,0,2,13,29,4,3,21,8,0,8,17,15,1,7,5,2,78,31,54,71,14,59,0,5,0,0,44,24,1,15,31,281,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495656231739349,0.11711118251174145,0.0,0.1324563066712981,0.0,0.0,0.07216839641204355,0.0,0.040592530711209794,0.05994531970813693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043665769393494265,0.0,0.14881832315299134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886096440793472,0.16173149340534607,0.05860316520428802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254768893080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570849151508943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473189199819249,0.0,0.05828646855548453,0.0,0.0,0.04570249975684952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198087403536313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699746711949791,0.05482756256438295,0.0,0.07009432581903915,0.09599581534792488,0.0,0.05070332213116832,0.0,0.0,0.05002243428658064,0.0,0.026829904095874192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849800054798934,0.0,0.0,0.11636019339972005,0.3689623616922681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046962039410976,0.0,0.0,0.05850139678260843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052388056957054716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527028580423906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432845883508542,0.0,0.0,0.1166466567920338,0.043252874157988966,0.0,0.05618533687642284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296178500228966,0.05318238611722239,0.0,0.14087545426665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022337642916592,0.0,0.0,0.177097558191934,0.0,0.053308234009702964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357781834968869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900691173306828,0.11803511713090455,0.04092493353084214,0.20499168303625206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516948161948773,0.040356286582193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746132330138268,0.0,0.4414407907230845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081903621866506,0.0,0.0,0.050773475454539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307668091996927,0.06039653869005542,0.0,0.10911380804282288,0.0,0.056969075273877685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219728782417356,0.0,0.053701902222353236,0.0,0.09661188922833264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778740135501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084996748285805,0.05247999276570732,0.0,0.037557784269515615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074366307080738,0.0,0.0,0.0500106100490276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048852656491483536,0.0,0.0,0.0705044972141691,0.06800038611192744,0.052133461463773983,0.0,0.061882132767618635,0.0609873327839349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882066655817698,0.11543313713036672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168813010926796,0.0,0.12519012807732988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770939955909293,0.0,0.04788049183957669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801531869985766,0.0,0.0683407906617172 lonely,abooklover98,2020/01/27,"The oppressing truth Last fall, my best friend dumped me for her boyfriend. I am a loner and introvert so I had no friends to turn to. I rocked back further into my shell and went numb. My case is not even close to what some people live through, but I am lonely. I am touch craved, I am slowly going more and more numb to my environment, I am slowly becoming a shell of a person. The loneliness seeps further into my bones, and with it a feelings of despair, abandonment. I realised a few things. 1. I have never had a friend, who has wanted to stay my friend, more than like 2 or 3 years. They always walk away to someone else. Even then, we aren't friend-friends. 2. Whenever I do make a friend, I am always the ""in case of emergencies"" or ""filler"" friend for them. 3. I have never been checked up upon. You know, the cursory ""happy birthday! How are you doing?"" or the ""hey! What's up?"" texts. 4. If I initiate something, it always falls through. Maybe I am just messed up. Maybe my low periods have taken over. Sometimes, even surrounded by people, I feel so alone. ... Maybe the truth is that I am simply not people-worthy.",1.2774288724973673,3.7763767305936082,2.5662328767123306,91.66639884088517,85.34703196347031,5.561011591148578,20.7518440463646,7.010146845296331,0.5796398314014755,860,27,175,12,26,276,128,219,0.14,0.7,0.16,0.8239,0,3,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,2,2,1,8,19,1,0,13,0,21,3,1,2,4,29,30,13,0,2,8,0,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,1,1,5,6,8,0,0,5,3,30,11,25,25,6,27,0,4,0,0,15,14,0,5,8,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604618372028973,0.0,0.0,0.2796945123698837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527119473280898,0.0861566946689912,0.0,0.0,0.12374634418745142,0.0,0.0,0.1175856875692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360031289058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201658915913405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330795990935405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6925335971268293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367849896145435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927537839023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157772062901455,0.0913326956657179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474016642567692,0.0,0.0989389427737395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479178066365852,0.0,0.3376967293896553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728340403765633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535760408382193,0.09783451434395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493647318954318,0.08625872200858653,0.11081666365804067,0.0,0.0,0.1194264561239887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443858833062987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187420822899887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608781549565025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386805008744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215414878861036 lonely,Noob_master_6942021,2020/01/27,Birthday todayyyy It's my birthday today but it feels so weird... 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I have never dated a girl. I have never kissed a girl. I have never had sex. I just want some sort of intimacy. I went to the strip club last month and i was disappointed not because of the strip club it self but because i didn't get the level of intimacy i was searching for. When ever a stripper came up to me when i was at the strip club , i couldn't help to think that every conversation they was trying to have with me was fake. Obviously they are there to make money. I don't blame them. I am just frustrated because i am trying everything i can to get some sort of intimacy. I was thinking of getting an escort but i decided that i would get the same amount of disappointment after everything is said and done. During the beginning of the year, i decided to try online dating apps. I used Tinder, Bumble and Ok Cupid and i have gotten no success. I had a few people match me but i have a felling they accidentally swiped right on me when they saw my picture. So overall, i haven't gotten any success from online dating apps. Because my birthday is in a few weeks, the one thing that would make me happy is if a pretty girl i know wanted to be my girlfriend just for ONE DAY. I know this sounds like a pipe dream and this will probably never happen but this would may my year if i got a girlfriend for a day. If i had a girlfriend for a day, i would want to do a few things for that day * I want to be hugged and touched. ( I don't want a 2 second friend hug or a side hug, i want a full 10 sec hug) * I want to go out and do something with her like go out to an amusement park or a water park. * I want to cuddle with her and sleep in bed with her. I want to wrap my arms around her and have her be my little spoon. * I want to have sex and want to experiment like everyone else * I want to kiss her (never kissed a girl) and tell her ""I love you"" * I want to go to the mall with her and tell her how she looks with every outfit she tries on. That's a lot to do in a 24 hour period but this a list of things i would want to do with a girl In better news , me and a couple friends are going to top golf for my birthday so i guess i have something to look forward to. I guess at the end of the day, i have 3 friends from high school that are my ride or die type of friends and i am vary thankful for that.",1.1376756556160323,2.8243879786821746,3.0529424377370944,92.72880504700643,80.06589147286822,5.864357578756392,20.087250536038265,6.761325535456951,0.11050689427676064,1871,47,433,19,47,628,205,516,0.087,0.721,0.192,0.9947,0,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,5,4,15,27,1,0,37,1,52,18,2,4,7,92,97,34,1,23,17,0,1,3,7,7,4,2,1,6,15,28,1,0,6,7,1,9,12,5,0,3,18,6,77,22,65,67,10,58,0,3,3,11,36,21,0,14,33,307,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046736177494684436,0.07206542040734706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118089504855101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757943161971067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782745131949485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860447195878466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604424087269569,0.0,0.22161358974863132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132695241652179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033077100941594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057411927209744675,0.0,0.06087102039947499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216678889790132,0.11580958710029265,0.06567083600313972,0.12353336675375585,0.06722741798934563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239078823927016,0.0,0.1436264263904536,0.0,0.15623474897885647,0.0,0.05496662601124147,0.0,0.15141933058408505,0.0,0.06077435789473496,0.07316032532989171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606572787827702,0.07261301104571698,0.0,0.0,0.06768147007312264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554025206363403,0.05602103148479205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072845976339656,0.06888171445501473,0.0,0.0,0.11542540951611585,0.0,0.0,0.058428563534765485,0.06202808508452686,0.0,0.0917505537052746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485660275595931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502943844494403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931413130479978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764609851019904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699192600553021,0.07409847513017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058691805280241184,0.06537436101770616,0.0,0.0,0.06955459061986995,0.0,0.0,0.07169642254917517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877584026335055,0.0,0.0,0.10581758364315476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013946832884448,0.06327385776558013,0.0,0.0,0.1369759143806471,0.08807395682977248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798132986874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866423330355851,0.07475437800905274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059357376735962024,0.0,0.0,0.5675109654784533,0.0,0.11025603553878546,0.0,0.0,0.0637098824446164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410562807390224,0.0,0.0,0.08851484808549998 lonely,Dramatic-Secret,2020/01/27,i need to talk to girl i have to get advices in love please,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,99.0,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.8146,46,1,13,0,2,15,11,14,0.0,0.606,0.39399999999999996,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635850998957506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478581145396655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281709043086976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517668324841928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207565029697727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38131043402153575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wakeful_covering,2020/01/27,"I wish there was a way to let the people around me know how lonely I am without it coming off desperate or pathetic I wish there was a way to let the people around me know how lonely I am without it coming off desperate or pathetic. I’m 17, I’ve been severely depressed for the past two years and haven’t had a friend since then. I go to a very small sixth form (approx 15 ppl in my year). Everyone is friendly to me and I get on with everyone but I’m not friends with anyone. At lunch and break, everyone sits in groups around the tables, and I sit alone on my own one which feels humiliating. The groups are not really friendship groups, people sit with people they get on with, not necessarily their close friends bc it‘s such a small school, but somehow I still feel uninvited. Everyone seems to think I’m content with being alone - people make a lot of incorrect assumptions about my personality. They think I enjoy studying all the time, that I like being alone, that I’m just quiet. I’m not any of those things. I used to be so much more before depression destroyed my personality, but people don’t see that. I wish someone would just come up to me and sit with me, or invite me to sit with them. That would make my life so much more bearable, but they won’t do that because they don’t realise I’m suffering.",4.996240703177822,5.678818333333332,5.769294568402077,81.04486815415822,68.73180076628353,9.053053865224252,27.996619337390126,9.168548406835145,2.1094830290736986,1039,33,210,19,17,340,133,261,0.182,0.743,0.075,-0.9808,0,7,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,0,15,12,1,0,12,0,20,2,0,5,1,54,46,17,0,5,15,0,2,1,4,3,1,1,0,2,11,19,1,0,7,0,0,4,10,6,0,2,4,4,29,6,33,34,8,33,0,5,1,0,15,15,0,6,7,143,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28313231533249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061967744185447385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637163273975247,0.0,0.0,0.2433602140763339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554861301255324,0.0,0.07754018705217973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354869097939723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569706937866948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829323098577103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215050998449313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816100660875301,0.0,0.0952175180548932,0.0,0.05178811937872164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015921854361944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636182812660024,0.06436388704465326,0.044518798651018016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747074049128874,0.0,0.0,0.12165254296905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397389704703047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061748279057604286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698858919939753,0.3790452795482189,0.15913269285040332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837664982257891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222279847225064,0.07261438098778025,0.08295626804276629,0.0,0.10294467998373806,0.0,0.0753790786594902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720944254529236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727720957235334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053902905568945,0.11677772378471082,0.0,0.0,0.053135393934757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901533726147602,0.0,0.0,0.07870225881249418,0.0,0.07518720656028681,0.0,0.14466067841270688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143658276057916,0.17568141730710066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946437578410838,0.0,0.0,0.11736230382555027 lonely,Seikima2,2020/01/27,"Being lonely is much worse than the desire for material things you know you can never have, like expensive cars or yachts or mansions.. because it means nobody CHOOSES to be with you. The feeling of being a failure among your species, at the core, biological level. Undesirable, unwanted, unwelcome.",6.178000000000001,9.463752800000002,6.718,64.709,71.0,8.8,34.0,9.3871,4.1389999999999985,240,12,32,6,5,78,44,50,0.295,0.638,0.067,-0.9233,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27344771227696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268134591832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652558982896705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915153204074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886306724398368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297549089485035,0.0,0.3459693969760184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980139035155754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571371769943023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shagstotz,2020/01/27,"Just cried for 20 minutes straight, non stop, first time in months I was able to do it. Usually cried for 2-5 minutes and then it was gone, like it never came Still did it alone, in my room, in my lonely apartment in the city of my dreams. Like it has been for the past 5 months",2.9488983050847466,3.4205374067796623,3.3625000000000007,97.2264618644068,73.23728813559322,6.5779661016949165,23.224576271186447,5.985473137389443,0.08086101694915193,213,5,53,1,4,66,41,59,0.174,0.6859999999999999,0.14,-0.3182,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,2,9,2,0,19,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,32,9,0,0.2437593593449808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524611823050191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787957688563743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355164203654962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073415865343142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817702043024844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891327900584461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800224521468492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326958904412127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466653924970256,0.2037937392339908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213804269489952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684664962556043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyTwink1998,2020/01/27,"Lonely gay guy I just really think I’ll never find love. I’d love to find a cute guy that we can cuddle but it seems impossible, I do have friends and stuff but that’s not enough. I’d love to be really close with someone",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,90.25,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3105250000000006,174,3,41,3,6,59,35,48,0.20600000000000002,0.675,0.11900000000000001,-0.5454,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,13,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,8,1,2,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214895532771596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918394316214846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561278639399354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244970816477068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58040053944107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165326431117551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746469903375894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514385817642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162519676236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538911030692906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735222247860182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRichest4th,2020/01/27,there is hope. maybe I got a friend request on snap for streaks so I did it anyway and we ended up talking but now I'm scared to lose it and go back to complete nothing back into the whatever I was in cause talking to them is helping me find more people and i like it it's a good change but I will find a way to ruin it probably,-0.2857191780821928,1.6570517123287694,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,86.67123287671234,4.7458904109589035,21.45376712328768,5.985473137389443,0.0922068493150685,257,9,60,2,8,88,52,73,0.154,0.6709999999999999,0.175,-0.0656,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,4,9,5,1,10,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224734840457021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540682058736405,0.22182156834773545,0.0,0.21985335122372895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572088387222466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833011470557071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200404009678782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191702368445865,0.1758759240003322,0.16770624673756618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405491092744155,0.0,0.0,0.2082669977370843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024427193519232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345866732554007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065927473870186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012008087576712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537090836173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260785872234116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993376486332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33707773467399305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664401750377519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Unusual18,2020/01/27,What do you define as a friend? What is the definition of a friend?,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.71428571428572,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.1988857142857139,52,1,12,1,2,18,11,14,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TickTockMrWick0,2020/01/27,"Why do parents always lie about girls checking me out? When I am in public alone, no one even looks at me within my general vicinity. I have been out with good looking friends, and I always notice when they get checked out by girls. Theyre pretty much eye fucked, its unavoidable. When I am out with parents, they always say that girls are checking me out and sometimes they even go as far as saying that when I am gone, sometimes they talk to girls my age and show them pictures of me to which the girls ask for my number..... a clear blatant lie. Why do they do this to me? Isnt it better that they are honest? I know no girls look at me, im like 5’9” nothing stands out about me. Whats with the lying? Everytime I confront them about it they abide by their lies. I never see anyone check me out",2.045300207039336,4.04900077639752,2.814633540372672,94.00029399585924,78.50310559006212,5.2871221532091095,21.292339544513453,6.079149491110277,0.08886799171842652,619,17,132,4,15,194,93,161,0.127,0.772,0.10099999999999999,-0.5371,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,10,1,9,7,2,0,3,0,11,2,1,0,3,18,21,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,9,13,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,2,0,1,2,7,29,5,26,19,1,21,0,0,5,1,24,12,1,0,7,92,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583898925507106,0.0,0.0,0.3817513195269656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106932572197226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296938782091553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135254613127494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201832623323146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815373685732967,0.14138179722154048,0.07989988233566245,0.0,0.0869139362015214,0.1282708605998956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519119966793275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404661179945383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747141250182711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852693492691244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124215252485022,0.0,0.11794944136350224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674095410974358,0.17411240542876102,0.0,0.0,0.1036296751252842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396224785477925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558531370064194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432329680958565,0.0,0.0,0.12186582081368272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250438035829064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229197553941911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275992006703283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Waffle_And_Bacon,2020/01/27,"Just a sad weeb that is close to finishing high school So i just rewatched Toradora and i reality checked myself as i'm nearing the end of the 50 day summer holiday before school starts and i haven't done anything with my so called friends. I've just been inside my home watching anime and struggling to play the guitar. I guess the high school and romance themes in Toradora just crushed me as i'm the big lonely and never had a girlfriend - tragic i know. Basically i'm concerned for my future as i have no talent, i'm shy and timid and i had a part time job for two weeks - i quit since of social awkwardness and stress. So yeah, just a stressed out teenage weeb that is overwhelmed by the expectations of society - wow i'm so poetic, but seriously thanks for giving up time to read whatever this is, any advice you guys have is more than appreciated.",4.809016064257031,6.181913897590366,5.372469879518075,81.18332329317272,69.66265060240964,8.183935742971888,29.49598393574297,8.59863814320734,2.190764658634538,681,26,130,11,12,219,104,166,0.114,0.7190000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9004,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,0,6,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,21,21,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,11,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,10,0,1,4,1,14,6,19,17,2,18,0,4,1,0,7,8,0,1,10,80,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506631068100492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484782291445956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687716741420318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119599410414326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574352223547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943347384815504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777987459653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655789389691728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911923988919625,0.0,0.0,0.14790369668062114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984687248664934,0.15266263795828156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257996922950292,0.1546553114640293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300005788614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473340563830183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891327497784605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696213161051954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639896208815238,0.1542219231313147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468115780394917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753945451190685,0.0,0.0,0.15716729730490495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912953896513336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35322579585402336,0.16118262091999686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194841319392845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798074287516134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061165192542098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236740562569086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alcohpendent,2020/01/27,"Itll be to chat Just someone to talk or hang out (if local). But everyone seems to ghost if you cant get their attention in 5 seconds... Anyway 25 yo m and lonely.",1.0901904761904753,2.494615542857148,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,79.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.0476666666666667,124,4,28,2,3,44,32,35,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,5,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198444366402301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842334712703565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952649157655269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609552594480763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372710915470261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loudanddeadly,2020/01/27,Feel sad when I see people together This is probably gonna sound borderline incel-ish but anyone else get sad when you see couples happy together? It just reminds me of how I'll never have what they have at reminds me of how lonely I am,3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,5.069166666666664,80.0925,74.41666666666666,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.250983333333333,190,7,35,4,4,65,37,48,0.177,0.7290000000000001,0.094,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,8,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222034109993768,0.32563419460769016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516510360909613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654897130353836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069442949471385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604275705374266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383149586051779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511488458354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032963593985255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342653240446029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506507301062435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_QWERTZUIOP_,2020/01/27,"I think I only have one friend, and I am not even his best friend. So last year my gf broke up with me. She not only was my girlfriend, she also was my best friend and we talked about everything. When we broke up, I was devastated. But no one seemed to care. I know many people, we do jokes and laugh occasionally, when we meet at university or other activities. But we don’t meet at other times. As soon as I am at home, I am alone now. I am only 19 and while others go out on the weekends, I either stay at home or work. I almost never get asked, to go out and do something. A few times a year, I get invited to birthday party’s but that is because we invite each other to our birthday party’s. When I am turning 20 in a few months, I won’t celebrate my birthday this year. Since I don’t have enough good friends to party with. When I am not celebrating, others will stop inviting me from time to time. It just hurts immensely to have almost no one, I can connect with on a deeper level. There is only one person. He called me the day, my relationship ended. I was so glad, someone cared, because I suspected he would be the only one. I texted him about my problems and he answered. Even though it took him some time, since he is very busy. Over time, I noticed he was the only one, who cared and the only one, I have a deeper connection with. But I also know, he has a best friend since early childhood and I don’t want to be his new best friend. I am not even jealous. I am just glad, someone cared and I at least have someone. Now I am trying to accept my fate. It is probably too late for me to get a best friend and good friends at all. I don’t know what I expect from this post, I just wanted to share my story, how I thought I had friends, but I was wrong. I am also sorry for my English. It is not my mother language and it is even harder to write while crying.",1.3719294487289346,3.181725066838048,3.245246358183376,91.04165417023708,79.82262210796917,5.658983147672094,20.57419308768923,6.56203326957186,0.1889896600971146,1437,38,316,13,36,482,167,389,0.128,0.664,0.20800000000000002,0.9903,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,7,0,0,6,25,32,1,0,12,0,41,0,0,1,2,62,61,33,0,5,16,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,1,15,24,0,1,9,2,0,3,13,6,0,7,9,0,61,26,38,47,13,49,0,3,0,0,41,15,0,6,29,238,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979863905303893,0.06712513092746503,0.0,0.1554891138188661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060589970240846815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901693419053142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34007816630616483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617975143363714,0.0,0.26431842935476985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711923502509215,0.04179803277202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740372033163142,0.0669675678459092,0.0,0.17122944374511054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582483650694528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506585891028645,0.0,0.10158394534840533,0.0,0.07366769751523884,0.10872156263620088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002236624686112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938201302427256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685605748312356,0.05282999369713633,0.07311015474914781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570865226565896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173189248809848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998659678875403,0.06259531611248012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378828170338968,0.0,0.0,0.3074254789313519,0.34504427395799186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493210883970026,0.05659087075531829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062071467281457675,0.0,0.06987772039073276,0.06201581838116067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958325767340354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900192297462061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083813910260378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474363020846994,0.04989503164031945,0.0,0.0725511281209525,0.0,0.06908039753248926,0.0,0.05418528624234893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052093000011130035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041528569368290434,0.06367693463516033,0.051453063164546925,0.2267525162931727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200792158995291,0.0440027299415468,0.07049626210691437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053476245675130304,0.07645496173399884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047183517930619326,0.0,0.0,0.04604020472590065,0.07086116196707654,0.0,0.12520937429711726 lonely,underthesea30,2020/01/27,Where is home? I hate it here When you just feel isolated and everyone you know just doesn’t wanna be around you. What the fuck is wrong with me? I just want to sleep and never wake up,-0.13923076923077105,2.1161740512820515,1.0673846153846152,101.30261538461541,90.53846153846158,5.171282051282052,12.928205128205128,6.742157984588678,-0.8480194871794868,144,2,35,2,5,45,32,39,0.28600000000000003,0.685,0.028999999999999998,-0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,12,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101500468220881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329113254236681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616161147075446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220903746863222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439730720765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494738115741317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147164074582548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687077156282232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34865181460616457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054954671429846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809209304526708,0.0,0.0 lonely,requestthrowaway911,2020/01/27,"Exhausted from nothing. I have spent a year fighting with severe depression and numbness after I was in a really good place for a few years. A year ago I got a new fresh start that I didn’t want but had no choice but to take... now I’m isolated. I haven’t had a conversation in person with anyone that isn’t paid to be around me in 3 months. I have one friend but feel like a burden because our friendship is very one sided, unfairly so... plus I’ve developed feelings for them which are not mutual and can’t risk my one friendship or I might go over the edge. I barely have done anything for a year straight but I’m so damn tired all the time. My birthday is coming up soon and I don’t want to celebrate because it feels like a waste of time. Depression is fun folks.",2.2181735985533457,4.054943367088612,3.5240867992766773,89.89772151898735,77.35443037974684,7.0459312839059685,23.311030741410487,7.957251820313856,1.1058321880650994,604,19,130,10,14,197,101,158,0.21600000000000005,0.583,0.20199999999999999,-0.3628,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,5,13,2,1,11,0,18,3,0,0,1,21,32,11,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,7,8,0,3,8,3,14,5,18,22,2,24,0,2,0,0,6,9,1,2,15,84,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965023282106526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101560476635336,0.0,0.1296424871075193,0.14024453090832004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920705700589929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570727378118785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713789688263928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121872654541392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897177657633886,0.22509406639640475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171547360588278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953395118170061,0.13213757738870816,0.12599960615878886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393275496023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671256763295455,0.0,0.0,0.12574740063263878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521536892301701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511644506716976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202607549195411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755837172699692,0.1645963919222769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092453979924826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797603123365846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115080446440756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845092195735353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372637676932985,0.18106973984388927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998749061397816,0.18584305041092464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058039143860533 lonely,Quit_buggin,2020/01/27,"Lonely but not Alone Im 27 so this might be a weird article for the younger ones it’s also not a pity story just giving my POV As a kid it was weird I had a sister who was 8 years older than me that used to treat me like shit ( yell at me if I walk past the doorway even for the restroom) but she was 16 I was 8 and our dad dipped on the family and had a new one Since I couldn’t get along with her I wanted to hang with friends my age and play sports and stuff.. we couldn’t afford it looking back now my moms the goat (Greatest Of All Time) but whatever I still made friends and I always wanted to go to friends houses Life moves on in highschool I ended up partying with people older than me they were 20-21 I was 15 (met at a concert venue) cool guys ended up moving further with my actual friends from middle school and partying and fighting other groups a lot Lost my virginity at 18 and slept with about 15 girls at a rough estimate But none ever turned into a relationship and that’s what kills me what’s worse now is my friends all have kids and girls and I’m still just stuck In The same loop it sucks and no matter how much people tell me they care it doesn’t fill it and nothing has filled the void sometimes I just want a huge hug or a sober sleepover and just watch movies idk weird vent thx for whoever read this lol",1.1875012709710226,3.2219707686832777,2.4335371123538394,95.49003113879006,81.52669039145907,5.437773258769702,18.9325114387392,6.5431188927421005,-0.12411042196237874,1050,25,238,10,28,336,172,281,0.11800000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9867,1,3,0,0,2,0,9.0,2,0,2,1,15,21,4,0,18,2,16,5,2,3,3,49,33,24,1,6,12,3,1,1,5,1,1,2,0,5,15,22,0,0,0,4,0,7,7,10,0,2,13,6,28,11,30,16,7,36,0,3,2,2,26,14,2,4,16,153,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.1191175153768196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642219117590334,0.0,0.09761507700308752,0.1015675885240799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938602009591354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445307199218734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622614379152805,0.0,0.0,0.08062256703633018,0.11041448744476047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150717127090146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715343279983082,0.0,0.06377375498463261,0.11709555952109073,0.06937216814388016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086321985779595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408462469636062,0.0,0.0,0.13185079608731967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350464782017983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621789028102787,0.05963463478943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250358475772704,0.0,0.13324801277046425,0.10377502214920646,0.0,0.1155005474844826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949133112604702,0.0,0.14296067282301245,0.0,0.2594708651211656,0.08973158153196202,0.0,0.0,0.11789082435964668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171243483725265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542836653533247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652454479779725,0.16924855341607614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220977080679421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105178020039926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353596846277427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529763542091885,0.10097316106530538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072508538687192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949620152760263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397348498821913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066899067217481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117689397981583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277131533490022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542468807791433,0.0,0.0,0.21599072482539886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439433274717696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860564906016282 lonely,ughwhataloser,2020/01/27,"I’m lonely? So I don’t really know how to go about this post but sometimes I really do think I’m going to die alone lol I’m 19f and I’ve never had a bf. At my age most girls have already experienced their first love or some type of love but not me haha sometimes I think it’s because something is genuinely wrong with me. I mean I’ve been told that I’m attractive but I don’t want someone to be attracted to me because of my looks, I’m not eye candy you know? I feel like that’s the only reason sometimes boys like me bc I’m appealing to their eyes but nothing else. I also play soccer so some guys are attracted to that part of me but sometimes I feel like I can’t be my true myself because then that’s when I weird people out, I love to watch anime but whenever I start talking about that part of me, I get weird looks and people lose interest. I don’t try to force anyone to watch it I just simply talk about it and sometimes I get to excited. People also lose interest in me because I’m boring but that’s because I’m not good a socializing, I think I’m pretty cool once people actually get to know me but no one has patience. I don’t know maybe I’m not as cool/interesting as I think. If anyone can give me tips on how to socialize better I’ll greatly appreciate it (:",0.5407230392156848,2.704312018382357,3.129823529411766,88.7720392156863,85.06617647058823,6.126666666666668,20.83137254901961,7.42949916751922,0.7794393137254909,1007,32,216,17,30,350,132,272,0.126,0.624,0.25,0.9927,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,11,26,0,0,3,3,15,5,2,3,2,40,50,23,1,2,15,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,0,12,2,0,2,11,7,0,2,3,10,35,19,26,45,5,13,0,3,6,3,16,4,0,5,9,125,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.08964268331414163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513986596858412,0.10137044365366994,0.14692175884951636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846211867039226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799868106126723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124322554523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533678793298797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673773438764961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928949472817936,0.13125044553948967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813656964006094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398009823550065,0.08812104690427447,0.10441297873053856,0.07704830332681639,0.0,0.10127662310331173,0.0,0.09095642490330423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019367082821545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463533043162848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427951729740882,0.2055370029769025,0.0,0.0,0.2487233027591021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228630803750032,0.1000631107166731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084854886684265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814271214707334,0.0,0.0,0.09782852873339734,0.062247112129524725,0.0698641169410347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895213116489974,0.0,0.2547382629205909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797705115856908,0.09345524296899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176964904191794,0.09444798432407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728060337166985,0.07783317852618023,0.07071876891961434,0.4542623544141714,0.0,0.06501939733497117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766812281724756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354422237379708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777672889838957,0.0,0.06236730969529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541817551154278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043513299379414,0.0,0.0 lonely,armav1993,2020/01/27,"I was working overtime. None of my friends called to makesure why i was 7 hours late I usually work 7-7 on Sundays and reach home by 8:00pm, but my manager requested me to stay late till 2:00am(7 extra hours). During that whole time, when i didn’t get back home on time, none of my roommates and apartment mates called to ask where i was. No one seems to care about me anymore, even though when they go to their families, i call and ask them about when will they be back. Im all alone and im starting to think, it will be like this forever! Just existing because i cant kill myself!",4.146355932203388,4.9154147796610195,4.262500000000003,90.77391949152545,70.6949152542373,7.933898305084746,29.15677966101695,8.07648339933343,1.6447593220338987,456,17,101,6,8,141,78,118,0.059000000000000004,0.821,0.12,0.8487,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,4,2,11,4,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,17,10,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,0,17,3,14,9,5,21,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,16,64,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444494889893058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831736744910592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607723848948653,0.0,0.0,0.21448857892545187,0.0,0.08501998884484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272452572058997,0.0,0.14219958130141375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211902199353512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314804777811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077546466909426,0.0,0.07286763686639247,0.0,0.07926436130600535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980078551853843,0.0,0.27470091168123423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30130438241093704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543035647824888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31465784416436576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813829471926079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450889431711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696880445983794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987180150383072,0.14865711224502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936713479469759,0.13702916540146112,0.0,0.16265286762708933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536071717671761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258505315314182,0.15571395438172664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307252915932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MLGprocaso,2020/01/27,We started cutting Im hanging out with a couple of my friends and we started pulling out all our knives just to look at. We realized some were dull as shit so we started to sharpen them but then we wanted to test them. So we decided to just casually,1.9558823529411744,4.126139098039218,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.58823529411767,6.432941176470589,31.768627450980397,7.554174236665415,2.2014203921568627,198,11,40,3,5,66,37,51,0.10099999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.077,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,7,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,18,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,10,5,2,9,0,1,1,0,10,3,1,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704797772020336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493078389531931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485582606077593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709765300586565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312344495186616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852003811641999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032965945004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-generation_why-,2020/01/27,Hi Is anyone down to play some Minecraft survival mode pocket edition? If so pm me and give me your username and we can make a world together.,4.578214285714285,5.8152175357142895,4.620000000000001,86.875,70.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.9036571428571443,113,5,22,1,2,35,26,28,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134247193906614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.704387009143515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901367144669682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anlin_2001,2020/01/27,"How do you title a post like this? [TW: mention of sexual assault and suicidal thoughts] Hi, this is my first post on Reddit ever. I made this account so no one could trace it back to me in real life and to exclusively post here because I do not want anyone in my real life to worry about me. See, I have been chronically depressed for years now. I was diagnosed back in my last year of middle school, I am a freshman in college now. I was never really supported by my family when we found out because they are Christian(not really sure what sect anymore) and follow the bible in a very cult like manner. I was just told that I could pray the pain away and my life would just get better and for a short time I believed it but nothing got better. I had very personal problems with my parents which resulted in a lost of mistrusted and emotional abuse. (not to mention physical abuse as a child before age 13) I would get called spoiled, retarded, ungrateful, over dramatic. I wasn't allowed to cry or have opinions. I couldn't question what they said or did or else. I was spanked up until 13 as discipline but had things throw at my head, been choked, punched, had a knife head to my throat once, and had to eat soap until 16. They justified all this by basically saying that I was a little shit (granted I was) and they only punished me because they loved me so much. Around age 17, I started standing up for myself which started with me admitting that I was an atheist which resulted with my mother crying violently and screaming at me to get the car while to speeds close to cliffs and and trees. She was so angry that I thought she was going kill me and her at the same time. She didn't but ended it all with screaming at me, ""Why do you hate me?!"". My father on the other hand made my feel bad by writing me a letter describing the times he had fucked up with me and blamed himself for my lack of belief. \[TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL ASSAULT\] I don't want to talk about this too much because it still hurts me, but I was also raped at 17 was victim blamed by my own mother. I can not explain how much that hurt me and I still am learning to cope with that. Fast forward, I am now 18 and am struggling to hold myself. I now have a loving boyfriend who lives quite few states away (he knows about my episodes and my toxic family and is very supportive) and I don't want him to know that I've been struggling with my mental health more than usual. I am ashamed to admit but I wrote a suicide note tonight and thought about doing it while he slept on call with me. I feel so bad for even just thinking about it. I already hate that I place so much stress on him already and don't want him to worry about me. Not like he can really do anything right now to stop me and I don't want him to feel like its all in his hands. I don't know what to do. I can't do therapy because my parents will find out and take me off the insurance and I don't have money to spend since I am college student. Not to mention, mental health is not so great in the bible belt. I don't even know if anyone will read this or even care, but if anything this will be the only trace I will leave of my suicidal thoughts.",4.174765304679767,5.017279169517888,4.8272030962816315,86.48240792450163,70.6796267496112,7.7739148876007365,27.677399971723446,7.924219607001951,1.5562693623639188,2498,84,519,31,44,802,280,643,0.253,0.682,0.065,-0.9994,3,0,0,0,2,2,65.0,1,2,5,5,35,38,11,4,21,0,63,20,7,8,6,112,109,51,4,14,21,5,5,4,0,6,8,4,0,2,31,36,1,3,20,1,3,5,19,25,0,2,35,10,93,13,81,64,12,76,3,4,1,4,49,34,2,8,38,376,124,6,0.0,0.15159897757751625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119521511950284,0.05116049757404351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344565372007789,0.08946511343258022,0.0,0.10529135767636688,0.056950994212937124,0.0,0.0,0.12021256292912692,0.09838510055812792,0.1068323066090776,0.19499173787846266,0.0,0.05443770783370864,0.07207751325947563,0.0,0.11316074285964772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306505232237262,0.0,0.06522641054247362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021570909077602,0.0,0.14054627901007946,0.0,0.0,0.055101264851632976,0.0649329143144383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654620293875797,0.05344260380108928,0.07196286076722178,0.056662543556367635,0.0,0.0,0.12676394175701575,0.05786872571824386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061919653465758,0.0,0.09704250266808072,0.0457034965630436,0.0,0.0,0.05847166319537914,0.05441679725068957,0.0,0.0701448921701957,0.0,0.05914352505426455,0.10027232894798856,0.0,0.03635826297528672,0.0,0.05116636488215338,0.070532267938492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632342724406356,0.13131287741876715,0.13600410433150315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697235343995626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077846202188308,0.0,0.14063515921778666,0.052147871281734745,0.0,0.06773990798046031,0.0,0.0,0.13556154342086396,0.12501911311825728,0.06411939737383167,0.05649078038164716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983587826165251,0.0,0.11547922310993144,0.12106870497461512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894278296876002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811488963475712,0.0,0.04934118732051291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613853937807634,0.0,0.0,0.06813090513112513,0.04335087265536432,0.09731119510855933,0.06807352894378996,0.0,0.14207253666119388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586018920970626,0.06683988390223787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381006656663604,0.0,0.0,0.06121509180773395,0.0,0.0,0.07166623959627035,0.06804490586978305,0.0639919537963244,0.1456342953750087,0.12295138023901388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054633994161237966,0.06085453396913035,0.050875202555455495,0.0,0.06474575248910551,0.05097950633106278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566905000528303,0.05292048442026704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056316084613804,0.0,0.10218046244274637,0.053485664763256065,0.07328273551845926,0.13376037104530925,0.0,0.20993362239670565,0.1451953297399348,0.06029534236341664,0.0,0.04810096855270743,0.051420393400634964,0.0,0.0,0.07316057782878878,0.0,0.04250190903011728,0.04099236699416056,0.0,0.20315487677987,0.11191238352453928,0.0,0.0,0.0611305113827708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045902917756677,0.15835733724012996,0.1886695049696097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057727163199285676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299387073874501,0.0,0.09089149938555167,0.0,0.0,0.08239514307654294 lonely,UnwokenF00l,2020/01/27,"Y'all ever get excluded from a group chat? This last semester I sat with a cool group of dudes in chemistry class I thought we were getting along pretty well, I was excited to maybe make a few friends. Well I had to leave class early one day and of course that's when they make the group chat and they never asked if I wanted in on it which made the rest of the semester really awkward for me especially since I sat in the middle of the group. They would all be sending memes and laughing or making plans to meet up and study right in front of me, while I just stared at the wall wanting to die. Fuck. I got so close.",4.574761904761903,4.953398341269846,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,69.55555555555556,8.204761904761906,26.067460317460323,8.07648339933343,1.2410984126984128,485,13,107,6,8,152,87,126,0.09699999999999999,0.765,0.138,0.6712,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,3,1,6,8,1,1,9,1,5,1,0,4,3,22,19,9,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,2,1,8,2,15,6,20,9,3,20,0,0,1,1,15,11,1,2,7,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186324133450655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235698940218846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129973323339996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564315096065606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856092884462394,0.1897327133735851,0.21444940963681208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641419451012903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729062236080855,0.0,0.21730995122488014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419449448087545,0.410979773787393,0.0,0.20618208195516285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582867666884226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906980837663066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879366587232565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147620676071192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526611653832855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976916903227118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293045591700733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421010724395707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690545564924941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579018400739374,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hdxxwdzs,2020/01/27,"Happy but lonely I can't believe I'm about to be 28. I got out of my last relationship in 2016. I've since been alone with old friends moving away and slowly becoming acquaintances. Now my only friend is my brother (living with me) who might soon be moving away for college. Tonight I have this strange feeling of mixed anxiety and sadness that I don't remember experiencing before. I don't need many close friends, just someone I can truly resonate with. I have a decent life and many good people to talk to, but I'm so scared to have no one and end up all alone.",4.41,5.605222857142858,5.146785714285713,83.09821428571429,70.42857142857143,7.742857142857144,29.17857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.9017821428571435,448,17,88,6,8,145,79,112,0.18600000000000005,0.629,0.185,0.2115,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,17,17,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,2,11,5,16,12,1,14,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32404062596411104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967296084825126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939531722941529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727710534967861,0.13311534601899475,0.17624957955673967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855568854704267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909864219284088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625857392288148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121092922150265,0.12511600206657672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652882083928758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751605837312144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049523377227477,0.0,0.0,0.13813567978205055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172027006462084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595366527315852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325330022018229,0.0,0.11599516547859748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415305955304824,0.0,0.10600494847012858,0.1189764771871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845288845721056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679535075877671,0.17721126907209905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661952890512162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940531252005788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254754793709733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573717249204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThowRA864,2020/01/27,"Alone on the wrong side of the world... So yesterday i broke up with my GF of 5 years. To be fair things had been on the downward slope for a while but still hurts to be told that they don't love you anymore. Had moved from the UK to New Zealand to be with her. For a variety of reasons (partly due to her - partly due to me) my self confidence had completely tanked over the last few years. I never had a problem making friends when i was younger but now i really struggle to find anyone. So as i write this i am along in our 3 bed house, with literally no friends or family i can talk to. I have honestly never felt so alone. When i was younger i would have been able to brush it off and get back out there but at 34 i feel like i am so over the hill. As much as i want a group of friends to hang out with lately i haven't wanted to even venture out the house as i feel like such a waste of space. Just don't really know how to carry on or what to do.....",3.9127022653721677,3.3976592184466057,4.9098543689320415,90.43704692556636,70.89320388349516,8.614239482200649,25.904530744336572,8.07648339933343,1.1008006472491902,733,18,181,9,12,241,119,206,0.124,0.726,0.15,0.7771,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,0,14,12,0,1,12,0,21,1,0,3,2,30,31,18,0,4,6,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,10,4,23,7,42,17,4,34,0,2,0,1,15,16,0,2,18,131,28,0,0.13604792953565645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818092501803171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492298893017796,0.09512787560325196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461246007540106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426436656979581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985837435971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128253880010558,0.0,0.1375798419122575,0.1943853360878693,0.13062734751860347,0.0,0.12434534287953347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31533087863330195,0.0,0.0710794280111644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139620890789548,0.1456421223781265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476838411206439,0.1108972206468299,0.15346799034692302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293229264952228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227885680717335,0.0,0.09081304939453687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459741850561106,0.10001088208411016,0.0,0.2098571006934288,0.1313959381138455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946532998263319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017949489140473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431157473375106,0.13987993031332205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192766145662025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864805226745014,0.0,0.0,0.14222683512307735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935017235678267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038419915858192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299996268772558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048918744087967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966445457363396,0.14874705378546355,0.0,0.17522081222876215 lonely,Solo_Key,2020/01/27,"Please pray for my dad, my best friend He was rushed to the hospital 2 hours ago and he's in the operating room now. His aorta was split in 5 different places. I really cant lose him. Any religious people here please I ask you to pray for him.",-0.2400840336134457,2.04352403921569,2.0592717086834758,93.27529411764704,92.92156862745098,6.835854341736696,15.128851540616246,7.957251820313856,0.43630868347338936,190,4,44,5,7,64,40,51,0.0,0.665,0.335,0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,6,2,1,8,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745597444529945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821649143114635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504279660066115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111941013595965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987347994015715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069603881519369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638039706552067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996848036826951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857115390614287,0.0,0.27987347994015715,0.5880949691147056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160827060117104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZukeIRL,2020/01/27,"Completely lose my self worth and confidence because of one girl Up until August I was the most carefree person. I’m not necessarily a bad looking guy or anything but I’ve just never had much success with girls probably in part due to the fact that I really never met anyone I was willing to put the effort into. Well one girl I’m in College with broke up with her boyfriend in August and we hooked up and things were actually looking like they could be heading in a new direction for me. Over the following months I realized that she is literally the only person I’ve ever been with who I actually cared about and it exposed something in me I didn’t know existed. Long story short, she’s back with her boyfriend again and I feel hopeless. It’s not a circumstance of “oh, nobody will ever be interested in me again” and it’s more a “I’m scared I’ll never be that interested in someone again”. Really feeling confused, lonely and just regret it all, and I just feel like talking to my small group of friends about it is a waste of time",3.3306372549019616,5.4250084362745135,4.852549019607847,80.45813725490198,74.93137254901961,7.670588235294117,27.509803921568626,8.515128840125781,2.1671392156862748,827,33,154,16,18,277,119,204,0.149,0.7020000000000001,0.149,-0.4612,0,2,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,1,3,12,16,0,2,10,0,14,1,1,0,7,38,26,11,0,2,7,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,10,15,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,8,1,2,7,5,19,8,28,13,5,33,0,5,2,0,18,14,0,3,19,113,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.2823186164616917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114391456709504,0.0,0.11903612119708858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112283193272351,0.12077822603798614,0.08817840572965252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748216913395695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166467920574833,0.0,0.0,0.1154927063607196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616917019644092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194209166600812,0.1033392877833561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175763587206404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432280420869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845449746410902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794968562789167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413391433971193,0.0,0.0,0.12801230712830305,0.2429421914956829,0.16182838399865165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545970118200136,0.0,0.10633573018579273,0.0,0.3346931989582161,0.13970562734395575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960396311828262,0.11001422595746414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664382283087774,0.0,0.0,0.2526087762415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595912555199096,0.0,0.0,0.14541503033284345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853353174463576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482170467372138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509033937112883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225630160987192,0.1113600366540455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116265652108954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961002404388646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434763841763505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005935649453235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xshyboy,2020/01/27,"Feeling lonely because my roommate won’t talk to me I thought that sharing an apartment with someone was a good way to make friends, but I’ve had two roommates so far that just wouldn’t talk to me. There’s the odd asking me a question or telling me some important information they think I should know, but we don’t have friendly chats just for the sake of it. And I know this person is friendly because she spends most of her time on the phone so it’s just depressing how she won’t talk to me. She recently lost a friend so she’s going through a long period of mourning. I try to talk to her and she shows no enthusiasm at all. She often ignores me and once even grunted in reply. But she’s only here for two more weeks then I have to find someone else and now I’m nervous about whether the next person will be the same. I’m autistic and I really like developing my social skills and I feel like the lack of conversation I have with my roommate has regressed the skills I built. I’ve also got less confidence because well she’s bossy and moody as well. I just want a roommate I can chat to, to share dumb jokes and memes with and more importantly to make fun of people we watch on TV. Also, I know it’s not her fault. She’s going through a tough time. But I can’t ignore what her lack of communication is doing to me.",2.9086481046628663,4.492199638376388,3.9314340825226415,88.81617829587387,74.75645756457564,6.6984904394498495,25.97131834954713,7.348242739294969,1.121426568265683,1046,37,223,12,22,338,147,271,0.138,0.6659999999999999,0.196,0.9475,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,3,18,24,1,1,14,0,18,0,0,3,1,50,35,23,1,5,11,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,0,2,7,14,0,2,10,5,1,2,7,11,2,2,5,3,39,13,30,24,9,18,0,4,1,0,37,6,1,5,11,154,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658114117538508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490365982409148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477321470403855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586165145349112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026749986881702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118047293037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429333060725427,0.08780647116523252,0.0,0.0,0.11233692812247137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798378658179776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397044431886615,0.10309053956484568,0.09830184297731501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264330928664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009460956645635,0.0,0.0,0.1087709156484684,0.0,0.0,0.13417008526736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408590408247076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071549847246633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308944568082504,0.0,0.09347810659921436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520987432034455,0.2146394242007583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376866120505747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787388831311157,0.0,0.1213581648593904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252906139264433,0.2082814033237304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951595505792164,0.10742819787251336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875535486660999,0.0,0.09757630253432456,0.14333887216448168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344738728929592,0.0,0.2401291700983252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249512485339484,0.09755972881129993,0.09859047461470843,0.0,0.22102055047538607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kk8895,2020/01/27,"What a sad, sad life. I haven’t gotten out of bed since Friday night. My boyfriend, well ex, told me he was leaving me for another girl he just met Friday, without any warning. I also found out this weekend that I am indeed pregnant. Yay me. Could use a friend or 10 right about now.",1.3336842105263145,3.5725966666666693,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,82.33333333333333,4.5017543859649125,21.780701754385966,5.46131890053228,0.006733333333333036,218,7,46,1,6,69,48,57,0.1,0.727,0.17300000000000001,0.5478,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,7,3,6,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134512209499056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672713175242884,0.3033458065089468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309745388492411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719157187570146,0.2235047495363807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063163578454701,0.0,0.0,0.20433409434493413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147908393206976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470520938830979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393036915212531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764290085159658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985369149931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601064676372563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27886525307099896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway370400,2020/01/27,"I don’t want to get attached. Have you ever had someone so perfect, but you pushed them away because you knew that if you let them in, the situation would 100% fuck you up in the end? That maybe it just wasn’t worth the pain you inevitably feel? For a long time now I’ve been living in terror of the idea of someone breaking my heart again. I just couldn’t do it.",3.770526315789475,4.224739210526316,4.156421052631578,92.33594736842107,71.36842105263158,6.606315789473682,25.72631578947368,5.6839178017228535,0.4895978947368413,284,8,65,1,5,89,55,76,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,2,1,7,4,1,1,5,0,9,3,1,0,2,12,14,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,11,1,9,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,1,6,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789271946614226,0.0,0.0,0.1478620747641846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483580132206967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194090360380383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264541685141328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424243248813588,0.12672737454588687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874342821395075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738202527606082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803361478546945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141845619501204,0.2146576043274477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368371047357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810050558199354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726471421133564,0.0,0.0,0.4110399071009421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143844759598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306793073933335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230737342768845,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jamesv0,2020/01/27,"I don’t know why I have trouble making good friends Since I arrived at my new high school during the previous school year for grade 11, I’ve been in the same general friend group of about 6 people. We got along pretty well and spend lunchtime together talking and playing games on our phones since there’s nothing better to do. Now I’m in grade 12 and still have the same friends but I feel like I don’t matter to them. When they see me they barely make eye contact or say hi, I’m usually the one that greets them. Same thing when we talk, they talk with each other but I just sit there because I’m not really in their conversation. I always have to initiate the conversation, and when I do, they respond with one word and it feels like they don’t want to keep talking. In my classes it is the same deal, it feels like people don’t want to talk to me and I always have to talk to them. This is making me feel depressed and out of place, especially since I’m the only one from my country of nationality in my school.",3.332663043478263,4.7499386280193265,4.105866545893722,88.6686548913044,73.34782608695652,7.107367149758455,24.53170289855073,7.645422480735847,1.0095992753623193,804,24,172,10,16,257,111,207,0.039,0.8220000000000001,0.14,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,9,1,10,12,0,0,7,0,13,1,1,3,0,37,30,13,0,2,5,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,2,1,3,2,7,28,10,25,28,5,20,0,1,2,0,31,11,0,1,11,108,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930491344293867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568034128719961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529168122968497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108034590467564,0.09280059555824303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791640213242497,0.2309191111074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497305186498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903713794058972,0.0861735052071765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383848963509502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576869104052893,0.0,0.0,0.059213824614464165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791626813981108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576183744293728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040607755126114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033842166195444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903236583877453,0.08194491437605414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493936090321636,0.0,0.1125705743756202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961538223621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902419476583235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568313466133798,0.0,0.3271310235999521,0.08585880127301003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738328882223256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860452822148104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196080138196671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158097878474129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866587614168066,0.0,0.1271015645249007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687567893146697,0.0,0.09722308805807456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938423618040797 lonely,HamburgerWithMustard,2020/01/27,"Loneliness fucking sucks I just wish I had a girlfriend, someone who I can connect with and who understands me. Soemone to get rid of all the depressing nights I spend laying in my bed alone",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,4.823333333333338,81.855,71.5,8.133333333333335,34.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.1736222222222232,153,8,27,3,3,48,32,36,0.26,0.664,0.076,-0.7375,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,6,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929519253629979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267832723895115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507562795504657,0.19822484941722807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560483988789227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214708897013135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949767676229976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43630009905779066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pankeeeki,2020/01/27,"What things do you do to maintain hope? I'm struggling to answer this question. How do you sustain your motivation to keep going? Asking for a friend and myself, thanks! &#x200B; Personally, I just keep saying to myself that the situation is temporary. Even if I cannot see an end to the pain I am feeling now, that one day it will end and I will be living a life I designed. In terms of its effectiveness, it varies. It helps me get through moments of acute pain. As for the types of pain which are long and drawn-out, I write in my notebook and work through the emotions.",3.8004365079365066,5.551045392857149,4.329404761904765,86.18781746031748,72.75,6.763492063492064,27.62301587301588,7.3871296695380915,1.4105325396825403,452,17,90,5,9,143,78,112,0.106,0.759,0.135,0.35100000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,4,7,0,1,7,0,10,4,0,3,0,16,20,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,10,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,3,13,3,15,17,1,10,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,7,65,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941081879719387,0.20120338384234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479922618322378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678835297939386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862603608025577,0.29331757226657923,0.0,0.0,0.10936705071055547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372453683022058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793023258294425,0.0,0.08651110665161392,0.0,0.09410553037679947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098785084655513,0.0,0.0,0.16446284576569029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943583584068987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169572828693634,0.0,0.0,0.14621421416165115,0.14653713902064344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220439398612332,0.0,0.5285809899854198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458206477303046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549262080814855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167950082660645,0.0,0.0,0.1319494686776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861240010230439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310495098696407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244803049088426,0.0,0.0,0.11000703455014624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054754335129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120338384234196,0.0 lonely,raraltofgivia,2020/01/27,18[m4f] Just moved looking for females friends around my age to build up courage I have just recently moved but due to a past relationship when I was younger got devastated and would like to make female friends to build up courage to talk to females in my new area. Not looking for an online relationship just friends to build myself up and get out there.,7.301363636363636,7.974470499999999,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,63.6969696969697,9.024242424242424,37.71212121212121,8.841846274778883,3.082739393939395,287,14,55,4,4,84,43,66,0.067,0.687,0.245,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,6,15,5,0,15,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,7,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293323006639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476292471262377,0.0,0.10736213519616393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643523265573119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039399003838607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451264153256268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716884279289324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43681520881618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846738876105896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616727814235105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290053713407413,0.4412473108087686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651682957613098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597704393016492,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedByYou,2020/01/27,"I would like to help. Hello peeps I'm just a random stranger guy (i know hideous right?) I stumbled upon this subreddit accidentally and saw many people needed help (like me) and some people want someone to care about them, i wanna help! (i don't care about my time let's see how many people i can help and be a friend) alright I'll keep it short (i don't wanna waste anyone's time) I'm offering my hand and it's your decision, i can be at your assistance whenever you need me, if you need me outside reddit i have discord and i can talk with you anytime (i don't know about voice calls because I'm not native english i get nervous when i talk with new people) but i can provide it too. (Now that I'm going to sleep after this post because i haven't slept yet) so if i didn't respond don't get mad, again friend how can i help you? (This is my first attempt posting something like this on a subreddit to help people i wanted to try, let's see how it goes!)",0.5096760869565244,2.757902285,2.433304347826088,93.10491304347826,86.15,4.878260869565217,20.695652173913047,6.280692351149826,0.18021304347826075,747,24,161,7,23,248,104,200,0.026000000000000002,0.772,0.201,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,1,2,13,10,1,1,3,1,18,3,3,3,0,29,39,13,0,10,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,5,31,8,16,31,1,17,0,0,3,0,22,5,0,4,12,98,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087691843089971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101881973004032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810873875080408,0.0,0.23586003001983225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838612401316436,0.0,0.0,0.17872777100117554,0.0,0.12086226176961808,0.0,0.0657361100013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452832062571695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651741216171376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028099695658729,0.0,0.0,0.12713490056819668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365542865958395,0.0,0.1695268729791813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345359683586719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572964076758321,0.0,0.11171171963627607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009439888719144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215536490908774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877881824097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434293399927287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575033673450795,0.0,0.09800410729689102,0.08904595634329238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859371906293681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489248663826994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853016704361337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644655511736964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216637860082826,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChernobylSwingSet,2020/01/27,I want friends but eventually people annoy me And then the people I do want eventually don't want me. I hate life lol.,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,2.9750000000000014,84.42000000000002,99.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7732000000000001,94,3,19,2,4,33,16,24,0.126,0.424,0.45,0.7874,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894593633816072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698965984344088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264631588317162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519480508800317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629478915108399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tallgirlrehab,2020/01/27,"I've never felt lonelier than this moment I don't know why this feeling is happening all at this one moment. I feel like I've been doing fine for the past couple of months. Instead of missing my ex, I finally was able to conclude that he's not right for me and I was wishing for someone who is no longer that person. This realization made me feel really satisfied for a while. I got into my school routine, I worked hard over break and saved tons of money, I felt fulfilled in new friendships at my lab. But all of a sudden I just feel totally and completely alone. I hate dating apps because they end up making me feel like shit in the end, but I'm highly contemplating downloading one just for the sake of companionship. I know that's not me. I just hate feeling so romantically unloved. No matter how hard I try to feel whole with the successes I have in every other part of my life, my brain always seems to find a way to point out how hard it has been to find a partner. I'm a smart and loyal person and I know deep down that none of my qualities make me ineligible to date. Somehow, though, I always find a way to psych myself out.",4.652547307132458,5.2927206593886496,5.770986899563319,80.87907132459972,69.48034934497817,8.726754002911209,27.49374090247453,8.841846274778883,1.9463202911208155,897,28,181,15,15,299,131,229,0.114,0.732,0.154,0.7619,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,9,12,3,0,10,0,10,3,2,6,4,46,34,12,0,1,7,1,12,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,11,9,0,0,17,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,8,12,28,7,32,26,7,31,0,1,0,0,8,15,1,2,15,122,39,4,0.1099185168188224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384243373408515,0.0,0.0,0.18292202276410627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700530762596647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227054170058836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152474735972382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162274817642366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471036071439066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261109116661492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890467334984314,0.15705162075624973,0.2110780273426892,0.12041036240036412,0.3013905990917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791187914761933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720058141140822,0.0,0.29539620261801186,0.2170435577155236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613494796443012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812250266782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763869910586846,0.1074012702378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400755833252004,0.1467429270156704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773591144096378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477593643229367,0.10615998848925068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896726342001693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190310422335157,0.10492966184299236,0.0,0.1919532182627148,0.0,0.0,0.10390852719822387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041661649862012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386981277870204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124340729019104,0.0,0.1000656894610769,0.0,0.0,0.11282977794299084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313360260151897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079943846877004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746274576790396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449640472992434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918436469737578,0.1227200986116778,0.12640086969742692,0.0,0.0,0.0800219893673197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keara03,2020/01/27,Would anyone like to talk? I literally just can’t sleep at night no matter what. I have nothing to do and was wondering if anyone wants to talk about anything.,3.0324731182795683,5.4243326774193585,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,77.06451612903227,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2430559139784942,127,4,24,2,3,41,26,31,0.071,0.812,0.11699999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43601467763029467,0.0,0.25657250973650897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232241432567026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925891250284055,0.0,0.2991661403380208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120101923765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501201985712481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389888579302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381175597107107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148313618240767,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Charming-Muffin,2020/01/27,"I genuinely don't understand how friendships are formed. 23F autistic, never had a friend in my whole life. I legitimately have never had a platonic friend. At least not since I was like, 10 and younger and even then I had maybe 2 friends? I hate being intelligent enough to be self aware that I'm awkward and have no social skills, but too autistic to fully understand how I fuck up, and not smart and/or neurotypical enough to figure out how to be normal. It doesn't help that on top of being autistic, I was homeschooled grades 2 through 8 and was not properly socialized by a long shot. I was dumped back into public school freshman year of high school. But the damage was done and I had missed too much of those fundamental years of socialization/social learning. Plus I grew up in an abusive household, and am extremely shy/anxious from the abuse. I have had a couple long term boyfriends in my life. But never a friend. It's nice I guess that I can trick a guy into liking me, but it hurts to always feel so out of place among other women. Throw into the mix the fact that I'm heavily bisexual and crush on other women at the drop of a hat.... I just feel so alien to the world of female friendships. At 23 years old I feel like that ship has sailed though. I feel like it's too late for me to learn. Especially since my contact with the world is so extremely limited (I work in a small restaurant with just a staff of about ~5 other women around my age) and I have such severe anxiety. People always say things like ""join a meetup/club!"" but I have too much anxiety to even make small talk with my coworkers. I simply don't know how conversations are supposed to work. And I'm too autistic to tell when I'm committing some subtle faux pas. Even if I had the mental energy to constantly monitor myself to make sure I'm appearing normal enough, personable enough, responsive enough, etc... The fact is that 99% of people I see from day to day have plenty of friends and don't need anymore, especially when I have so little to bring to the table. I wish I was fun to be around, and not creep people out with how quiet and weird I am.",5.032036910457965,5.933609746411487,5.560850991114151,81.78345693779906,68.76076555023923,8.746548188653453,26.89029391660971,8.942964678507748,1.9177317840054688,1686,50,332,29,28,543,206,418,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,0,5,27,23,4,1,21,0,37,3,0,7,7,70,60,33,0,5,12,0,4,5,5,0,2,2,0,6,15,26,0,1,10,0,0,4,12,9,0,0,13,7,34,14,57,42,13,52,0,3,1,1,20,28,1,4,24,228,49,8,0.0,0.1948023858376686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680469264100653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577540836727116,0.0,0.08152670231157781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636232678857852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321168066520237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883596092943269,0.0,0.0,0.09095986601835818,0.0,0.10603271043301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412573305444487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247061559414567,0.09168191467063533,0.16288974165295628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626419121887384,0.11745659916541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175624712021117,0.07599853225612647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055966542933297,0.08139730343370362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116184359407043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055101246166173866,0.08685562088738677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800369788200069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517851140235586,0.0,0.09273244880340192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161296841979826,0.20080957916003328,0.08239245268332497,0.0,0.1455002310266634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974687861127057,0.0,0.08258742168121175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284475977425218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086238937100614,0.060955036138863036,0.19020803102417694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108972088120455,0.0,0.0,0.08626183372450305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097479126817014,0.07177949551691598,0.08588823659190567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537386330794909,0.0,0.1663946190043898,0.06550789207690821,0.0,0.08575924901382198,0.09286988189572824,0.0,0.13600403893861265,0.0,0.0,0.16759823306706426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747860002081322,0.0,0.0,0.06607442527132718,0.0718520549176277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461430818350277,0.0,0.08076741324475731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115961346772182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917805582824494,0.09453335288562947,0.0,0.0,0.11969453972237842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881476289514695 lonely,kitten451,2020/01/27,"Just a little sad, you know? Every once in a while I’ll be scrolling through reddit or Instagram and find a meme I think I funny and I’ll press the little share button but then I remember I have no one to share it with that would care and I get just a little bit sad about it :(",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,83.0,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.4728333333333329,216,4,51,2,6,71,42,60,0.191,0.653,0.156,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,5,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633630786424019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459523003592693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032485287729824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204818561857126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603386553610715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257490575264358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7253341008919139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569044149937961,0.1634651786522215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326905183318395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457185019893047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136443022893771,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheLonelySnowboard,2020/01/27,"God I miss college. I miss my friends there. I actually miss studying for classes. I miss exams being the biggest obstacle of my life at the time. I told myself school was awful and I couldn’t wait to graduate, but in reality I loved every minute of it. I just didn’t realize it. Everything was much more simple and I had a better grasp on it all. I don’t like being an adult. I want to go back. I’m all alone now. And I’m afraid it’ll just continue to go downhill.",-0.5318367346938757,1.6918913265306124,2.431836734693878,90.095306122449,94.91836734693877,5.6571428571428575,20.26530612244898,7.1686216300943375,0.7953999999999999,362,13,78,7,14,127,65,98,0.11900000000000001,0.698,0.182,0.8765,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,4,1,9,2,0,0,2,13,21,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,14,4,9,12,4,10,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,52,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.28748081094042743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051100749133576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265242571707859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605440566890627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482077731196067,0.0,0.26476168886919305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276022473611513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348486088147422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808013781310009,0.14392352892159588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658821822129612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165601569523291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981444020356097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177986912175147,0.0,0.0,0.2814967632882789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737589095160609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enjoytheviolence,2020/01/27,"At college and don't know a soul I'll keep it short so I don't waste your time: I moved into an off-campus apartment community and got matched with a roommate who's the only person I talk to at all due to my unfortunate circumstances. It's not even that I am someone who isn't nice to talk to, but more due to the fact that I've found it impossible to meet people here at all. Don't really know what to do at this point but just study as much as I can and get out of here as soon as possible. I also have a terrible phobia of living/being alone, especially at night, so as you can see, this compounds my issues tremendously.",7.125454545454549,4.77012790909091,8.097575757575758,76.19136363636362,65.36363636363636,11.52727272727273,32.60606060606061,10.125756701596842,2.8228696969696974,492,14,108,9,6,169,84,132,0.11199999999999999,0.873,0.015,-0.8981,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,3,17,16,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,10,1,22,14,4,16,1,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,5,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403083590620978,0.0,0.18555064388730055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325060108250446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544038960674322,0.0,0.0,0.12122370502392008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557192364119854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217425552428076,0.0,0.20623485348847714,0.0,0.0,0.2550302047814008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466063008468681,0.17056538028192858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177401380645787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646578674986133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085721093245575,0.20259564638765573,0.0,0.0,0.21933901836541933,0.2615737976621167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864142487514284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489421865170874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659438471765198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729864859354624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529588782105076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WarmerAcorns,2020/01/27,"I will do fucking anything for any sense of self worth I’ll be treated like trash, but at least I have someone’s attention. I’d do shit I’d never do otherwise, trade pics and other shit just for any illusion of self worth. I want to be loved or at least thought about by someone. Fuck man.",2.468,4.077023133333338,3.4466666666666685,91.725,76.0,6.8000000000000025,27.0,7.554174236665415,1.3194,228,9,50,3,5,73,42,60,0.20199999999999999,0.626,0.172,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,8,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,9,8,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,4,1,2,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040334393730436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839566169071584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133232972220777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921168463159624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175603843636314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240993171657487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664076333766917,0.0,0.4589267928944313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788140536287808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746795494595358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185129193389772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GD_Sinner,2020/01/27,Be lonely and alone hurts So I’m try to change my self and I am but I have a problem it’s I’m really fucking shy like to the point I avoid talking and having contact with people but when you get to know me it’s like I’m not shy at all and to add on I’m depressed and mentally tired I really want that to change but it’ll forever be a shell unbreakable for me,-1.0173170731707302,0.9553531219512196,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,90.95121951219512,5.719024390243902,17.956097560975607,7.1686216300943375,0.18969853658536584,284,8,69,5,10,100,52,82,0.285,0.608,0.107,-0.9398,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,16,14,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,11,1,4,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993736456007675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901463848515112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953463031648572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141726045507783,0.12103655661071455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800454200835576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731824114918455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636179573840665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334660610870523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606088752478408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190003968950308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216742346393513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968238964985846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416794269619381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620532968799705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626738068538885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728682998074622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664332398710727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Knotzee,2020/01/27,"Peoples opinions I have always had a changing attitude and personality. Yet I have always wanted to be either to types of people. A very enthusiastic good to know person who anyone can talk to. And a impassive young man who doesn’t like to be with others. One of them I haven’t thought of people’s opinions of either one and my past actions which has led to consequences of people’s views over me. I am trying to be impassive. Just so people don’t view me as the person they view me now. Which is a young annoying kid who hangs out with people that scream in the halls, yes I do have friends, of all different categories, I’m thinking whether I should choose the overall perspective of myself to detach myself away from friends. To create more memories with people who I think would have this view on me. Or should I stay with my friends and keep on being viewed as I am now. Which I do not want to be viewed as. I am here because I have mostly succeeded in this. But there is still a side of me that shows that I don’t want others to see. I’m not sure if I want people to know me as the impassive person. Or the person who is strange. Or the person who is enthusiastic. Maybe I have a personality disorder because all of these show at different times. Actually. I take that back. Maybe I have different moods around different people. I don’t know. I’m tired. Why am I posting this on r/lonely? Because I feel as if I am. No one at my school has seen the things I have seen on the internet. I say in full honesty of myself and the opinions of adults and others that I am more mature than a majority of people at school and outside of school. I have tried to hang out with certain types to experiment with a new personality. But I see others and envy them because I am not as good looking or as great as them. I want to be good at something. And anything. I want to have a great skill in something and be able to press my impassive emotionless part of myself to it. To be viewed as a person. As a character who I want to be. Hope someone reads this.",2.3966351558507952,4.447359762135925,4.0185181400102215,85.5627874297394,77.59223300970874,6.9582013285641295,23.948901379662754,7.94452939551167,1.310469902912622,1610,54,327,27,38,537,162,412,0.064,0.8,0.135,0.9882,4,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,2,10,16,1,0,20,1,44,1,0,1,4,63,69,30,0,13,15,0,2,1,3,3,1,2,0,12,26,19,0,1,8,3,0,4,9,2,0,3,4,16,48,13,69,53,10,36,0,0,12,0,28,20,0,11,11,251,74,7,0.06670296422833666,0.0,0.06509247106858901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111004419402062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664026350962107,0.0,0.054890856099033984,0.05937978001286452,0.0,0.0,0.06266963061983435,0.05129046216332855,0.0,0.16264603151625456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056289165615419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787616024654892,0.0764473758794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524829831064688,0.0,0.0,0.03372702291367232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460363409686803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678418450820787,0.0,0.14708050708778225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625109409485616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592886594222219,0.0,0.0,0.1099746141200289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032587699025099615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601369038098178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402418611023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442213850420643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355989645422107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223281010287644,0.06367552695367205,0.4624343670947809,0.5241820995982315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388300132840316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672101499776723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304487441532006,0.0,0.2025208827011371,0.10630725285618582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056517205131369215,0.10270240134991672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710964847556121,0.05326907339648115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286675438805096,0.0,0.05015232781338616,0.05361331598335911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431448551888215,0.08548113225973926,0.0,0.05295470280389306,0.0388950348525721,0.07666524497804067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057386842694874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055036931187912745,0.275401955612588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060189050233676836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738387198627207,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperSatyriasis,2020/01/27,"Seeking Female Companionship 29M here, looking for someone to talk with about music and media, or just about all the shit we keep inside us that we feel we can never share. :/",14.766363636363636,7.891079575757576,13.013333333333335,60.54000000000002,56.27272727272727,14.412121212121216,45.12121212121213,8.841846274778883,4.422903030303028,138,4,24,1,1,44,30,33,0.05,0.7909999999999999,0.159,0.6307,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,11,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289808144672655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667409125045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697223565039225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094901296355949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119058316768963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400013253241304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225318457802845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826877109485838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Deelove24,2020/01/27,My roommate ignores me when her bf is here I feel alone in my own apartment.. No one really comes to see me. I'm not in a relationship of my own and been trying to find one. I go out but still don't have many friends. The people I know are all married and in relationships. I have no one. I've been depressed all day.,-0.21014705882353013,1.9030968088235305,2.127941176470589,94.94573529411768,88.26470588235294,5.1647058823529415,20.264705882352946,6.6274283507984215,0.13664117647058838,245,8,58,3,8,83,49,68,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9221,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,2,2,10,1,7,11,4,10,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630658715480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048582020843149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533722267594066,0.0,0.20483134797516214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024737052109713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736033869473406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837367474417464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515682508044466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306979490981099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110901032855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834526597061255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648722949074562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235159614802424,0.0,0.0,0.5106527014202538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950927948780907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992088398722934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614620647683861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JRMS21,2020/01/27,"I live in my car and things get.. Lonely It gets awfully quiet on the nights my friend works, and my dog doesn't say much back. I've been living in my car for about a month now, and the loneliness hits different some nights.",4.1551449275362335,4.638589152173914,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,70.52173913043478,8.742028985507247,21.85507246376812,8.841846274778883,0.9530811594202904,175,3,40,3,3,55,36,46,0.11199999999999999,0.821,0.067,-0.2732,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,3,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497189369485947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920909026935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599490816360395,0.0,0.2921273284519663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49373045170668795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314992043991014,0.0,0.20551594615228752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247145747361579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232509950008486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857337303721675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035301197363908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littleunicorndreams,2020/01/27,"I’ll never be the beautiful white girl he wants. I wish I was beautiful enough to be loved. I know that looks are one of the most important things for men and I can’t change that, but it literally destroys me that nobody will feel about me, the same way I do about him. I’m trying so hard to be attractive, even though i’m black. I do my hair and wear makeup and nice clothes every day. I’m kind and friendly to everyone. I count calories every day to make sure I stay thin enough. But it’s still not good enough for anyone.",2.3852803261977584,3.9270238990825694,3.4232415902140687,92.09084607543323,76.06422018348623,7.046279306829766,21.285423037716612,7.793537801064563,0.6150236493374104,411,10,93,6,9,132,73,109,0.11900000000000001,0.674,0.207,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,3,0,9,3,2,1,2,16,19,8,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,12,7,9,14,5,7,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,1,4,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627110594690266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103782221119034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292823015514125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597860481097308,0.0,0.11927646062774712,0.0,0.30430582110133697,0.17255926881977618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131055794158252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952159494692642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146837952084696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177109180542631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880542809533427,0.0992462671096426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164817049361087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298743338618507,0.0,0.12054367984926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928035303704342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237088679446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248244078158688,0.14421755591395571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702017528746159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997443142196162,0.0,0.17742648041799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260718181620953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651529355705948,0.14334209610228849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076669217296976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatgothboy,2020/01/27,"how do I stop being ungrateful? I feel so ungrateful I recently got engaged to my best friend, who is now my fiancé. However it’s long distance (which is fine!) and we have a 9 hour time gap. And he obviously can’t be online 24/7 for me, nor do I expect him to be. When he goes to bed every day I’m just. So painfully lonely sometimes. I have people in my life that say they care about me, and that I can talk to them about anything anytime, but when I try, I am ignored. I will either talk to them for a few minutes and they’ll get tired of hearing from me and stop responding, or they just won’t respond to me at all. And they only text me when they need something from me, usually to vent to me. It’s not that I don’t like helping people, because I do, but they call me their friend, shouldn’t I be able to talk to people who are my friends outside of when it’s “convenient” or “necessary”? I even made a group chat with some of my friends, and I am almost always ignored unless it’s my fiancé responding to whatever I said. I show people something? Ignored. I ask a question? Ignored. I respond to something someone said? Ignored. I hate being that “”friend”” that only exists when I am needed. So much. But I also feel so ungrateful, because some people don’t even have a single person that cares about them, yet I am at least privelege enough to have that, even when I probably don’t deserve it. And I’m not satisfied with it. I wish I could just be happy all the time. I know my fiancé loves me. He tells me every day and he shows me every day. But I can’t say the same for my “friends”. I don’t want to be the center of everyone’s attention all the time, I just want to hear about someone’s day and see how they’re doing sometimes, you know? Is that asking too much? I’m just vomiting words at this point but I just need to get it out and not on my other social media’s because I don’t want people I know to see this, and see how ungrateful I’m being.",2.484829545454545,3.7887316437346414,4.127560657248156,88.12350314803444,75.31449631449631,6.856541769041767,25.00376228501229,7.413659706084162,1.0975700859950863,1517,50,324,18,32,509,167,407,0.11900000000000001,0.748,0.133,0.8318,1,2,3,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,10,1,30,22,1,0,9,0,37,5,0,4,4,71,70,35,0,10,18,0,2,1,6,4,4,6,1,1,21,16,0,7,7,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,11,65,14,39,53,14,29,0,1,3,1,49,8,0,6,22,233,86,0,0.0807521092618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086157280774822,0.0,0.0,0.06457743260178465,0.06719222382247478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664521053968962,0.0,0.15098464285276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767720887616914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474435666110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245693218344173,0.0,0.16466431447687802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447398838666993,0.0,0.0,0.20831372007434776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343851526697536,0.0,0.1600080197285549,0.0,0.20411140458912072,0.07716210095533489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816613855444069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743332758087209,0.0,0.08437928833785747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458483862228849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596212188863182,0.0,0.07972598973527943,0.0,0.0,0.18202699204533013,0.0,0.054126436656823665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952456134924309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133137742200668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703760289524781,0.03945140163875786,0.0,0.0,0.07146307557607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288193138167963,0.07640959828790063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872418352850435,0.17962999743424846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228312358461184,0.08592593770166082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359000695404003,0.07050962705341098,0.0,0.0,0.0763368446408496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706443174193543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046084336168664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079732965889048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362749590998293,0.1284346368747565,0.0,0.0,0.19304692821264124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231660603956473,0.13684200025416784,0.1865007567026936,0.15973180177215518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502475836604064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947164597674755,0.07058090278816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412616129055724,0.09281267048136428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054825381481143735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893703977988655,0.0,0.1428890587729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928609404130375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,helpjustcut,2020/01/27,"Anyone want to talk? My only friend is in rehab and if he comes out still an asshole I’m not sure I even want him in my life. I guess I have one other friend who I’ve hung out with twice recently, but I have a bad feeling it won’t last.",1.1944444444444429,1.8248212222222229,3.223148148148152,95.9991666666667,77.51851851851852,6.140740740740743,19.055555555555557,5.985473137389443,-0.38502222222222215,182,3,47,1,4,62,43,54,0.11699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.154,-0.2455,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,10,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,3,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942233341665272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319264570312337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927437252414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183464551901882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044892436023718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292090285519266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059951155262095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264197303602146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619725825904946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822422960427826,0.21125670152932546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426449405707565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182758553437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617950613198543,0.0,0.0,0.22326110966040236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32767204023821195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Divineone122,2020/01/27,"Why everything is so unfair I have friends and family and I do hangout with them often but there will be times that I feel so lonely. Maybe I’m longing for more than just the presence and time of my friends and family. Another one is my ex bf who cheated on me looks so happy with his current bf. I’m happy for him and I am not hurt anymore every time I see him and his bf photos. It’s been a year we broke up I think I’m in the stage of acceptance but haha man, it’s just unfair. Being single for more than a year, I did enjoy my time but man it’s different when you have someone who you can connect in every level.",1.1809899749373436,2.8386006766917258,3.549041353383462,89.35834899749375,79.82706766917293,6.237844611528822,21.60964912280702,7.1686216300943375,0.6347498746867166,482,14,105,6,12,167,80,133,0.134,0.644,0.222,0.9536,2,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,1,0,8,11,1,0,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,19,19,13,0,0,6,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,19,7,13,14,3,15,0,3,2,0,18,5,0,1,9,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733032089919968,0.0,0.0,0.1771730025508018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665144461044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010410123478565,0.0,0.16055928838639186,0.0,0.3368310351028458,0.0,0.09033091349122678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760494165717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803529388622347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124874362928151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809981314041438,0.1500211813263153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794781471261779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210580050989018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423610866251299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136974231479094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447184032594275,0.0,0.0,0.41668949405927697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120402632908734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008975459345465 lonely,jeremy1051,2020/01/27,"I had a bad day I'd give anything for someone to look me in the eye and tell me Im worth something. I matter. That they care for and love me and that all of this pain...all this suffering I've been through, they'll make feel like it was just a bad dream. Im tired of feeling like a nobody to everyone. Im tired of feeling as if im a ghost. If I just had one person...just one I'd be okay. But I don't. And I won't find one either.",-1.5898829882988288,0.01356428712871427,1.3097209720972105,102.02634563456348,89.29702970297029,4.4648064806480665,17.102610261026097,5.565023196281405,-0.8431663366336632,327,8,90,2,11,114,59,101,0.17800000000000002,0.609,0.212,-0.1091,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,5,1,8,4,1,1,1,17,16,8,1,2,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,5,10,5,10,9,2,2,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,2,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015398594892095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438249016914158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148867169894572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094164525131621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951904064742496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148149210627655,0.20861948805832825,0.0,0.0,0.13345071339249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006632599812774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308644550967056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266645518171808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261182727485535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177994146102062,0.0,0.09746296842648647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968209504857723,0.0,0.15536518895209356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274905089558668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237140018179882,0.11240581551920363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761938468645884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356345818779896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordofTeaLeaves,2020/01/27,"Looking for hope Hey, this is my first time ever posting on the site,... I’m just wondering, for those of you who were lonely, at what age did it stop? When and how did you find someone? And is that person someone who you feel is truly behind you no matter what? Through my whole life, I’ve had family, a gf of 3 years, and friends,...but no matter anything, I’ve truly never felt like any of them truly, TRULY, had my back unconditionally. It’s always been, well if you make enough money,...if you are successful enough in our eyes,...if I get satisfaction from you and I’m not bored,... I’ve never had someone who truly gave their all in support of me. I’ve always been the giver, the supporter, the person who picks people up just because I care about them. I don’t know, I just wonder if things will always be this way, and the world is just like that.",3.2983265856950053,4.609647280701758,4.583274853801171,85.63121457489879,73.26900584795321,6.665047233468286,21.92577597840756,7.010146845296331,0.5785336032388666,659,15,134,6,13,218,102,171,0.071,0.7140000000000001,0.215,0.977,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,7,3,2,10,11,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,3,4,29,31,9,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,10,3,19,9,15,19,4,19,0,1,1,0,21,7,0,5,12,96,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531054148756021,0.0,0.0,0.09619417978798084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640532644334416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877008332280914,0.0,0.0862295914970128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442226936661193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923214411218302,0.0,0.0,0.12795405162876916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335108652609015,0.0,0.07152384552255632,0.0,0.1358188829857854,0.0,0.12928721202103202,0.12032146204131584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390434468073401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049662882696715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773991132527971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999137761687422,0.13821543377680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878648608304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442224131162408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181974720014717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806701386323716,0.24702591755457354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547468835969256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595628223276113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826262675694513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210426787044789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397634723873632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248348724731558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228031204298017,0.0,0.0,0.1271849393067052,0.0,0.0,0.1579293394312727,0.0,0.0,0.30680360070353746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109231506589098 lonely,livzzzzy,2020/01/27,"i’m struggling with my self worth so, i’m a junior in high school and the “rest of my life” is getting closer and closer and i’m terrified and i don’t know what to do about it. i have no idea where i’m gonna go to college and what major i’m exactly gonna take, i have gotten no “lead roles” in school productions no matter how hard i try, with the SATs coming i am absolutely terrified and i just don’t believe i’m using my years of being a teenager in a good way. i sit at home and don’t do anything. i have no hobbies like at all. i’m constantly looking in the mirror and seeing someone i don’t like. i was not in a good headspace whatsoever the last summer and did some things i regret but when school started everything was good for a bit. after awhile tho i started to struggle again. i’m not a “stand out” and i feel like everyone is better then me. i have a boyfriend but i’m always so anxious about all the other girls around me. that he’ll realize he could do so much better. i’ve been stuck like this for awhile and i don’t know how to get out of it. any advice would help. thank you. tl;dr- i’m a high school junior that doesn’t know where her life is going and is insecure about not being “special”, basically feeling like a POS loser.",1.0953321678321686,3.0674725075757583,3.120000000000001,90.77884615384615,81.5,5.8797202797202806,21.13869463869464,7.010146845296331,0.4887079254079252,978,29,213,12,26,330,133,264,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.149,0.6473,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,15,17,0,3,14,0,26,2,0,4,3,43,59,22,0,3,6,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,2,9,18,0,0,7,0,1,4,13,5,0,0,7,5,22,12,25,45,7,33,0,2,2,0,8,16,0,1,15,134,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143549580807886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488779944114713,0.0,0.0,0.07754897252716914,0.0,0.0,0.1288291879076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384261586581936,0.1015169790008462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848048574248122,0.0,0.2017126639378919,0.12449871139580898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098232653875914,0.0,0.1232333289319771,0.0,0.09104915020179576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896710278933128,0.10248897297671908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153209215711664,0.16293590533321298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915910105822795,0.0,0.12961954641806667,0.2869461129524097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215462379778008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643650074041371,0.2409723987093205,0.11438826450111048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873372973838598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880150211036554,0.09295525788457827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109520763674373,0.2785632379321898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095762238070503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838302103620697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616455453792528,0.09087260977980212,0.0,0.1189653112558181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966230579713282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143174715252273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843216376137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574152360234501,0.0,0.0,0.1049898156114513,0.0,0.0,0.07576101991080185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742353960499625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984912293759044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051714826358948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100851057998244,0.0,0.0,0.07343599637785625 lonely,ethanmundahl,2020/01/27,"I’m married but I’m alone. First off, before we start, please don’t go looking me up or my wife. I want this to stay here. Hey guys, I’ve seen this subreddit a couple times and I see that my experiences are nothing like yours. I grew up getting girls all the time. I met the one I love very young, in 8th grade (2012). We started dating my sophomore year of high school (2014) and we got married just last August. I’m turning 21 next month. My wife has lots of mental issues(PTSD, survivors guilt, anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, and some other personality disorder) But for most of our relationship that have been for the most part manageable. But for a significant amount of it she has been in charge. She gets so angry all the time about the littlest things and she takes it all out on me. I’ve made mistakes in our relationship but I have never cheated on her. I love her so much. But recently I don’t think she loves me. I’ve always known that she is bisexual. And she always told me if we broke up she was going to go back to girls forever. Well within the last two weeks she has been really struggling with her feelings about girls. And she has asked for space so she can figure them out. By that I mean she wants to experience being a lesbian with no distractions. She kicks me out of my own bed and my own apartment because I’m a distraction. Just last night she texted me while I was spending the weekend away at my dads that she misses me and she’s sorry for the way she treats me and that I deserve so much better than her. I think she is making a change for the better. But I come home tonight and she won’t talk to me. She is throwing things. Yelling at me. Insulting me. And now she has locked herself in the bedroom and is posting snapchats about her being a victim. I confide my feelings in myself and one or two other friends. But for the most part just me. She wonders why I’m not the person I used to be but that’s because she has ruined me. I used to cry a lot but now I haven’t cried since 2017 when my dog passed away. I don’t want to lose her and I don’t want to look for love elsewhere, as tempting as it would be to get with a new girl. I just wish she actually treated me like I matter to her and not like she is only putting up with me for the rest of her life, if she chooses to stay with me after this soul searching she is doing. I’ve contemplated ending my life a couple times. I have a concealed carry pistol in the night stand. But I really don’t want to die. And I can’t drink my feelings away because I have a liver disease. And I’m not into weed. All I can do is make myself numb and stop thinking about it. I want her but she won’t let me be myself. And she won’t give me the comfort I need as a human. I am married, I have true loyal friends in my life. But I have never felt so alone in my feelings and place in 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lonely,gsc1872,2020/01/27,"tired and scared of being lonely i’ve only ever been in 1 relationship and since that ended, i’ve felt like i’m gonna be alone for the rest of my life and honestly i’m petrified of it. when i met her she gave me some hope that i might not feel like this anymore but now i’m back where i was, probably even worse off than i was before i met her. it’s exhausting and i don’t know if i can handle it anymore :(",0.08467643467643171,1.8201531208791228,2.746739926739932,93.37881562881563,83.72527472527473,6.242246642246642,17.803418803418804,7.3871296695380915,0.10953382173382133,318,7,77,5,9,111,64,91,0.22399999999999998,0.695,0.081,-0.9217,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,14,19,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,2,12,4,7,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,7,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267853405114738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434315849714338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837326925757407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863260755308127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394110793023195,0.0,0.0,0.14462663673344306,0.19806955487520972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071705870414784,0.15643114839884606,0.21024410993011625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174851392276513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033936742315995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546639353715827,0.21395390842708686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322909874409929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653542012806527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608509054682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350902347201781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922567942100268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113301550716884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516720924502548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314762026639526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LilBitchMore,2020/01/27,"Where my Georgians at? Super lonely, hit me up if you're from Georgia. My long term boyfriend just broke up with me because I'm depressed",2.2588888888888903,4.866668962962965,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,81.5925925925926,3.6,27.51851851851852,3.1291,0.4883185185185188,110,5,21,0,3,33,24,27,0.257,0.627,0.11599999999999999,-0.5719,0,2,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426391920446219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254105845696316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425979663633834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aloneandafraid87,2020/01/27,"Alone, Scared, and Venting My fiance of several years left me a few nights ago. No responses to messages all day let me know something but I never expected to see her stuff gone and a ""sorry I had to do this"" letter left on the desk. I am beyond crushed. We got together when I was 18 ... i'm 33 now. I have never spent a night alone in my life. I've never lived alone. I have no friends ... she was the only one. Only person I ever spoke to outside of a work setting. No family to speak of. I just sit and cry. I had every plan of growing old with this women. She was safety, friendship, trust, and partnership. We've been through so much together. Now thats all gone. I have no idea who to reach out to or how because I've never had to. Shes all I ever needed. I feel like it would be hard to make any friends because people are very superficial. I'm 33, fat, smoker, have pretty bad psoriasis, diabetes, ED caused by all that, and not that attractive otherwise. I've let my health go due to money issues caused by her spending, but one of her reasons for leaving was because ""she cant just continue to watch me die"". Im sheltered and now ... broken. My day since I was a kid consisted of going to work, coming home to her, making a meal, and then just hanging out. She had her own issues with self image so we didnt go out much. But when we did, it was memorable and special. Im so very lost. I just want her back. I know thats not happening ... she left with some guy from several states away because she was so miserable and won't even answer my calls or messages. I just dont know what to do with myself. Being alone is eating me alive. If this is what my life is going to be like ... coming home to quiet nothingness to cry in the corner ... I don't know how i'll do that. These have been 3 of the worst nights of my entire life. I tried going to the store and just walking around but I started crying and had to leave. I have no interest in bars or drinking, but thats all this area has to offer. Walmart and some bars. Not enough money to leave. I guess thats why im here ... there isnt anywhere else for me.",0.7588558352402757,2.854994713958813,2.7772425629290645,92.07167620137301,83.55377574370709,5.630663615560643,20.026315789473685,6.895973343053719,0.3228050343249431,1618,46,353,20,46,543,206,437,0.13699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8949,1,4,3,0,0,0,77.0,3,0,0,4,25,13,0,2,11,0,43,11,1,7,11,76,71,30,1,5,18,0,2,2,2,2,6,3,2,5,18,25,6,0,9,3,5,12,19,5,0,2,22,7,50,8,49,42,13,54,0,2,2,0,31,15,0,7,26,243,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653905170900044,0.0,0.0,0.30560390176285995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016449036630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566879417158282,0.0,0.0,0.06930707848852631,0.05672272281977584,0.061592855845115986,0.17987215116242808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532495645211668,0.0,0.0,0.1515592689901237,0.0,0.12708849281758008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430906991733823,0.0951479849994325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765591113600059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645506534289071,0.07226415396266066,0.0,0.07548266001878766,0.06162335526374274,0.0,0.0,0.07622163913316546,0.0,0.04872279705656704,0.1334540157088208,0.062152375609657126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954151810555037,0.0,0.03729910965076614,0.05269958058148125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398531310923662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096191050531309,0.0,0.058998680012349286,0.0,0.08126331631659117,0.07304151119476293,0.06523243565384845,0.0,0.06608127063942654,0.0,0.0,0.07841149796650182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479898135484387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327462937071614,0.2390449652867453,0.1539883957503354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621629517024777,0.0,0.0,0.2343276778139353,0.2404461050568446,0.15086471606464286,0.1563126898048878,0.07207823603728848,0.0,0.06513813289376738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052603784596261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848087743108508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845533198109368,0.05469773280806784,0.2275764501822325,0.0,0.0,0.2076776563951859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740667599389026,0.0,0.09997365534724698,0.1122071516132212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114115825965383,0.06441101368454387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504815831081485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584536784139577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385422581390659,0.0,0.05878321800153893,0.0,0.0769556838206492,0.16667275774480772,0.0,0.061021312215573775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678989425115605,0.0,0.08257677685209677,0.052213079431912834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444624108125855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500833509467762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173197358533824,0.04351003545953637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656377558694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740736725025317,0.0,0.0,0.0524023789890262,0.0,0.0,0.04750390898533679 lonely,nunusunflower,2020/01/27,"I am surrounded But I feel alone. I am told I am loved But shown I am not. I want to cry out But I will remain quiet. This is no-ones journey But my own. I will conquer Regardless of the afflictions and scars. The scars that will carry me till my death A constant reminder I am still living. Mighty and powerful Willing and loving With Or without Anyone, someone, no-one. -nunusunflower",1.007490909090908,3.6143263066666687,2.4877575757575765,89.37054545454548,92.6,5.3939393939393945,22.81818181818182,6.980632752743323,1.1450000000000005,303,12,57,5,11,98,52,75,0.09300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.172,0.7925,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,15,15,9,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,12,2,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018166185501205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376317474361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149145903531334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201041714553629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473474793323797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573235602720894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260243287019016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469138096277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327232887241037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784581966118239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188329991392853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809123249572603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Haifa-Port,2020/01/27,Sophie from Phoenix Arizona. Respond if you read this. You're a follower of this subreddit as well. 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I can't be friends with anyone that I consider better looking than me, I can't even listen to artists that I consider rly good looking because it makes me feel worthless. I'm also really bitter about seeing people outside with friends and having a good time. I honestly don't know what to do with myself I just feel so stupid and alone and I'm really ruining my own life.",3.431179138321994,5.721382571428574,5.272993197278911,76.65216553287985,75.3265306122449,8.43718820861678,28.23582766439909,9.150863307647796,2.901030385487529,404,17,68,10,9,138,59,98,0.204,0.608,0.188,-0.2081,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,6,14,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,20,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,13,9,11,19,1,2,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771944796475214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734456333219255,0.0,0.15237676682101695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332317449454261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161529382380596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370387104437769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585152288942136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712473109641562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268802431512852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442532260966425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196360142138044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471717379190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458580135870482,0.09308943985650432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800231269331222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271885970113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419635317052675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441328066950839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183770129710555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110686289438262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193496746832218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashclimbs,2020/01/27,"Forgetting if I exist I have friends sure maybe 3 or 4 but outside of school I hangout with someone once a week. Everyone is doing things and I just spend all my time in my room because I don’t have anything to do with anything. This is especially annoying since I’m an intelligent, attractive, tall and funny 15 year old male. It really just feels like I don’t matter and that nobody cares enough to make time for me. HMU if your lonely and live in Utah P.S I fucking hate it here, fuck utah",3.312045454545455,4.971354080808084,4.492815656565657,84.89255681818184,73.84848484848484,7.77828282828283,26.516414141414145,8.472884824447931,1.7870292929292928,390,14,79,7,8,128,74,99,0.151,0.64,0.209,0.5742,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,18,15,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,11,5,8,15,2,9,0,1,0,2,3,4,2,3,6,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420646236602031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266956318281313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119038833509609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475139239829966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985973571978808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508873626719957,0.14847894164158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057450995247402,0.3842842961871261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519621245897607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153876068958638,0.0,0.18352406083425946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873294902503294,0.0,0.2088004088533922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809018593223756,0.22133984153704447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314583627155174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103423485796079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719250847042446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609979036133616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958841071970959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807780465623598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423830926428146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671447027164038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384034658635802 lonely,hosket,2020/01/27,"Can’t take it anymore Fuck this shit, nobody cares about me, I’m alone in this world I hope I fucking die in my sleep tonight",-0.7850000000000001,1.3753489259259304,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,96.77777777777777,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-1.2119555555555557,99,3,24,0,4,30,23,27,0.37799999999999995,0.461,0.16,-0.8419,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,11,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094955379462305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963569365699644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046749159068888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101361365920886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525230768481791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29680348830645564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30674250080059834,0.0,0.0,0.299043666769778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468135877710155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,undeadknowledge,2020/01/27,"M26 alone on another sunday First time posting on here...Right now as I sit in my house trying to count my blessings and being grateful for the life I have, it hard to deal with because I’m alone. I was married and got divorced 1.5 years ago after being falsely accused of physically abusing my ex. After paying the court, I resorted to smoking and drinking everyday. Around 6 months later I changed course and moved to Florida from NY, got a new career and built my house. Fast forward now, im establish at this new job - house is all built, i compete in triathelons, im a avid plant collector, no more smoking...but I have nobody around. My family criticizes me for being to weird...they say i need to be more social and put myself out there but whenever i do i get rejected and/or ghosted almost on a weekly basis. Relationships dont last in my life, they never have. At the best the ppl that stay around will use me for money or whatever i could supply them with. Im a genuinely good person according to everyone but for some reason dont have any connections with anyone. I feel like i can come and go without anyone remembering. The people are around me suck, the ppl on dating apps are even worse. The only place to meet ppl my age is in the club and that totally isnt my thing so im left to repeat the cycle of work, train, sleep....day in, day out and im getting tired. Im getting tired of peoples lies...im getting tired of trying to be the best version of myself because at the end of the day does it matter? It doesnt help me that i have a house paid in cash with no debt. I could live in a box under a bridge with one pair of clothes and be happy - ive done it. It doesnt matter that i have food bc ive gone days without it before. It doesnt matter that im smart bc it hasnt really gotten me anywhere in the true sense. I wish i could just fade away and be a forgotten memory in peoples minds...or better yet just completely erased from the face of existence bc honestly this life isnt what ppl make it out to be",2.708033043725965,4.314732232445525,4.290210084033614,85.93914933770118,75.34382566585954,7.280131035465032,24.25359635379576,8.027739517013583,1.3321867825096132,1584,50,324,25,34,530,214,413,0.109,0.77,0.121,0.8524,2,3,1,0,1,0,52.0,0,0,2,6,12,12,1,0,22,0,36,9,1,3,4,50,54,16,1,5,7,1,2,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,18,24,2,0,3,2,5,6,13,2,0,2,7,3,37,10,60,35,8,63,1,1,0,0,11,28,1,3,29,205,55,4,0.0,0.07901191700467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911304924533326,0.0,0.06677632149984812,0.13813301452876395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534871601196986,0.06992600720732231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325669909264199,0.0,0.0,0.23745844727934196,0.0,0.0,0.06265362205506544,0.0,0.0,0.08130224230291314,0.0,0.05674481084257552,0.0,0.13996552897020595,0.058978281818837734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054486680727304,0.05744401993411648,0.06991892400155289,0.0,0.0,0.15972985538341658,0.0,0.0,0.17202762030843288,0.06875026089117935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835730268308955,0.06824285451611088,0.1563108157743568,0.06532681926933538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906393644984281,0.0,0.0,0.0440454247794209,0.0,0.0,0.0637212594571677,0.0,0.0,0.06286555554699863,0.0,0.03371840755683304,0.047640438411484964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672301405639104,0.08063688566430867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936257459086301,0.0,0.03789914816765545,0.05593299031120196,0.1066696527932114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709884075801006,0.059737490684252874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469817009904721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077864178303215,0.0,0.0,0.5762579421271822,0.0,0.06617549112635915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435792963150226,0.0,0.0,0.0724544530389637,0.0,0.14130672368576944,0.03257937470141438,0.0,0.0588848938478103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044513373011675086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053228069412488414,0.07087658513152803,0.0,0.0494467686903434,0.05143229670513198,0.1288113645445417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518810887856666,0.050717651229621685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386948723392988,0.058227577840308825,0.06967259863986462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386668281568361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703777377679794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272071138513445,0.06856423780940228,0.0,0.07159572734051993,0.07554215380422108,0.05694941590347667,0.0,0.053031324434263234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673408515152987,0.06797790296193207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107832360371451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044303165661008184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038885099359439804,0.2299369839636304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905507318993397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759522847414723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534914269018119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668552312904127,0.1285657047349973,0.0,0.04854814789762801,0.0,0.067958655093841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294354955674895 lonely,porkyd,2020/01/27,Touch starved af. I need a cuddle yo. Warm showers won't cut it. Wrapping my arms around myself when I lie in bed at night just make my chest ache more.,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,0.8049999999999997,103.54,89.625,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.1827125,118,3,28,0,4,36,30,32,0.183,0.708,0.11,-0.5402,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449537364556274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086227164859554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539101752275965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574472326156397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jmx191,2020/01/27,"Definition of a loser I'm nearly 30, have a wife and young child, but have zero male friends and if I'm not spending time with my family, I'm spending it by myself. It's really gotten to me today for some reason and I'm really upset that for whatever reason I haven't been able to make any lasting friendships.. Anyone in the same boat? Please help",2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,75.33802816901408,7.550234741784037,21.6924882629108,8.344100000000001,1.3500122065727704,277,7,52,5,6,96,53,71,0.08199999999999999,0.774,0.145,0.6819,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,10,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,9,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,32,7,0,0.2741032177659742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863995874807081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916593430792255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840011914809385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117714661035614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372560902067767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343070654840474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829660263051559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30088302145558266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35119508022981616,0.5636475193797488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983179055902624,0.0,0.25981780039413394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PM_ME_CLEVER_STUFF,2020/01/27,"My Sunday My day started waking from a dream... or nightmare... Whatever. Anywho, in the dream I was paid to break into a correctional facility and break someone out. I think it was $100,000 by the mob. Anyways, I kept running around walls, in corridors, while being shot at, and, it was strange now that I think about it, the police didn't chase after me... They just stood still and shot at me when they saw me through a door way or whatever. Eventually, after who knows how many times of laps of getting shot at I ran into a police officer. Correctional officer? He shot at me until his clip was empty and we tussled, and a female officer came over and pointed a gun at me-- too close, she was shaking, didn't want to shoot me-- and I disarmed her and shot the male police officer I was tussling with. Well, tried, the safety was on, he rushed me, and at the last second I shot him in the neck, point-blank, when he was close to me. The female's face blanched and I took her hostage and decided to just escape. While we were going towards an exit she revealed that she was committing fraud and was scared that she'd be investigated after the incident. I replied like I understood her predicament of guilt and anxiousness and brought her out with me. I, for some reason, had a bike-- an avtual bicycle-- as a getaway, and I woke up after looking away and hearing her scream for help. Then, I realized that I was in darkness, my room. Cold and lonely. Messy, because whenever I decide to change myself, clean up, better myself, I always fall back into a cycle. Anyways, I woke up feeling as lonely as I always am, but never feel. I decided I should go for a walk, do something. I subconsciously walked towards the church. I didn't go, the service was already over. I eventually found a place out of sight, a snow hill with no one around, and laid down. I looked at the cloudy sky, felt the coolness pervade my body, the wind on my face, and the silence around me. I cried, well tried to, for an hour until I picked myself up, put on a smile and walked home like nothing happened. I tried to visit some friends. I tried to read. But, nothing. Nothing could make me feel as if I was part of the world. I went home, crawled into bed, my dark room, and tried to pray to God. I prayed about all my problems. I prayed for those around me, so that they may be happy. When I was done, I could feel even more clearly the silent emptiness around me. It always happens. I have this stupid fucking blink, a 'waking up' of sorts, where I can feel myself, the space around me, and an emptiness in my gut. After all my smiling, my laughing, my whatever, I just feel empty. After trying to worry about those around me, be accomodating and supportive, I feel an endless fatigue. But, I can escape to a certain extent. I read books. So the world in those books can draw my attention away from myself and allow me to see a better world, one of imagination. Still... Anyway, my rant is done. Sorry to those who actually took the time to read it for some reason. Also, the dream may be off topic, but I had it and you know.",3.644300000000001,5.332018096666669,4.46766666666667,85.29550000000002,73.03333333333333,7.0,26.0,7.645422480735847,1.371950000000001,2398,81,470,30,48,772,273,600,0.096,0.789,0.114,0.9193,0,4,1,2,0,1,121.0,2,1,3,2,32,22,2,3,42,1,40,9,7,6,8,104,81,48,0,6,10,0,8,2,1,3,1,2,7,1,18,47,0,1,23,9,1,18,5,10,2,3,37,17,93,12,93,33,8,104,4,3,5,1,28,57,1,9,28,354,111,6,0.0,0.0,0.07324586230622714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282846165769044,0.060023922313706075,0.18736301492546104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479427000074241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677232533097976,0.0,0.0,0.14103908055128644,0.05771503320682509,0.0,0.04575471108072076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327655507755439,0.0,0.0833726102132745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858464519032009,0.0,0.0,0.079401500071027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985554439862675,0.0,0.08244778034627223,0.048406254502738666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362095820554922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957515630876549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656613560747329,0.0,0.07206753090713773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229731449021843,0.05798968917705372,0.06938998879121583,0.03921475075750682,0.0,0.12797171582223654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274723083678736,0.07990072566034429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459591523947127,0.0,0.05030985126090519,0.0,0.15057875536683815,0.0,0.0739170930175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249991958392258,0.061182355979040925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333917660474397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260597726758867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010185361897626,0.0760971159085805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788942123375852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160607665412264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017225998918796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128059015016015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841972203258164,0.0,0.14190829978177785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182044916150335,0.0,0.07545410517028765,0.0,0.0,0.2252351860620849,0.0,0.0,0.15434442163357773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751462356427625,0.0,0.059811574802964736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359647063671993,0.05778337973886617,0.0,0.08402137946152607,0.05312649787313849,0.0,0.11988296499199234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517502375743577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618837847897628,0.0,0.0,0.08753394426232393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678458518408545,0.30575707081478426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044271202377855146,0.05957761307216328,0.0,0.0,0.13497246248693864,0.06957959544474887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622512727206901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,orangeraysofsun,2020/01/27,"I’m about to break off contact with my only friend. i just realized that at the moment, i’m a piece of shit person, and if i wanna be her friend, i have to be better, because she deserves better. i’ve done some shitty things and acted like an asshole and i’m always moody or angry. i just don’t want to bring her down with me. so i’m cutting off ties tomorrow afternoon. i just hope i’m not making the wrong 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lonely,stefmeistro,2020/01/28,Please talk to me Not in the best state of mind atm and just need someone to talk 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lonely,RavenBlues127,2020/01/28,"You ever feel like giving up searching? Im 21 now. Turned it yesterday. I feel like im in space with how empty it is. People occasionally say hey and move on from the messages so i guess thats just me being radio silent for a few more weeks. I keep trying to find a girl thats like me but thats hard in the real world. I think i just want company. But i want someone to shake up my world. I want a person to come in like a fire. Light my life up in an inferno and either live out the adventure long enough to see that fire live on or let it snuff out after a glorious blaze. Just.. show me something interesting. Show me what makes you happy what makes you feel like youve got something going in in this world because i want to have hope. I want someone to message at 3am when i cant sleep and tell all my feelings to. Be my movie buddy, my gamer friend, my motivator. Show me what makes life worth living in your eyes and i will show you what little piece of this universe i have of my own. I hope to see someone out here..",1.2505299539170522,3.0136473594470097,2.9972603686635964,92.8987476958525,80.01382488479263,5.814654377880185,19.60576036866361,6.742157984588678,0.04552552995391679,795,19,182,8,20,264,120,217,0.049,0.7240000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.99,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,1,9,12,0,1,9,0,8,4,2,5,2,39,32,10,0,7,7,0,7,5,1,1,2,1,0,2,13,9,0,1,7,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,12,30,11,30,27,7,32,0,0,3,0,14,21,0,4,12,113,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893080240935529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740598230796324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683895950431875,0.0,0.0,0.10228478759063442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287008892274933,0.24234709059576315,0.0,0.0,0.10335049849084477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736315260283031,0.0,0.0,0.1084739395218703,0.06426437007959206,0.0,0.09043815461286396,0.0,0.12456726767201615,0.0,0.0,0.12037276605551532,0.10129494710478344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462231799364832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442855278062067,0.0,0.0,0.10050819757850186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156290828390069,0.15973951965894925,0.2762190041200225,0.11333304577595395,0.29954767797890125,0.10006975036133403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264396970659021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018315231574253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839348230840781,0.09873463631991042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287065922349165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992351606896909,0.0,0.0,0.1802157525270768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315884795429247,0.0,0.28742979561109605,0.1741046828728782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883444373690704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245529426809517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677198600895466,0.1229955063093838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33347926710200104,0.0,0.0907036970671878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theyikebike,2020/01/28,"I’m 22, female, an extrovert. I don’t know how to make friends. I’m so isolated Hi everyone. Kind of embarrassed to write this but I literally have cabin fever spending so much time isolated. I have always had trouble making friends. In high school my friends were nothing like me, I had a couple “boyfriends” who I hung out with in my friends group. Then I moved to college, my friends were all very toxic. I majored in English and journalism. They called me stupid and so on because it’s an arts degree. I made different friends, they were toxic too. Called me chubby, underhanded remarks, spoke down to me a lot. It sounds super one sided, but it really isn’t. I’m not someone who talks about their insecurities so I think they thought I never got offended. I wear this giant mask of this confident girl. I’m good looking, funny and outgoing with groups of people and I’m super easy to get along with. Any nights out I’ve had I’ve chatted new people, but It doesn’t go further, people are different when drinking. But I think I’m pretty much the same, I don’t drink much on a night out. But I’m Outgoing, funny, I’ve been described as great company and stuff. I’m not trying to be cocky, just trying to explain why I’m dying here by myself. So I move area to do a masters degree. I have a boyfriend, he lives in Amsterdam. I met him studying abroad as part of my bachelors. So he isn’t here. I’m in this new city, have been since September. Growing up, I’ve always felt more comfortable with men. But I feel like it’s because they fancy me a tiny bit because I’m a girl right. So they are probably more accepting. I never seem to be able to click with girls. It’s embarrassing, but I just don’t really know how it works. How do you ask someone to like, hang out with you? When they already seem to have a group? Anyway, I’ve been in this city since September. So, 5 months. I made friends with 1 girl but she is nuts. As in, her friend just got in a wheelchair and she uses it to make men on tinder feel guilty nuts. She’s dramatic and bitchy and I just can’t be around it. I just wanna meet a nice girl I can have a coffee and chat with you know? So I made 3 acquaintances. All men. None knew I have a boyfriend. I told one of them and he said it doesn’t matter, but then stopped being friendly and ignored me. I don’t want to tell the other two because I like their company. But it sucks. By company I mean we sit beside each other in classes. I probably sound absolutely ridiculous but I just want to have a couple friends who share my interests? I like drama , movies sometimes and literally the same normal things everyone else likes. It feels pathetic ringing my boyfriend and saying hey think I might have made a friend today. I’ll text a guy I spoke to once “thanks for the music tips!” In the hope he will invite me to something social. If he did I’d have to show up alone anyway It seems so natural for everyone else. I’m tired of sitting alone. They say if you can’t make friends you’re the common denominator but I really don’t think I am. I’m not a gossip, dramatic or really out there. I’m just a normal girl who wants to have company. I’ve never been so lonely in my whole entire life. I’d take the friends who called me names over this isolation any day If you’ve made it this far, thank you for reading. How do I make friends?",0.9560701409373992,3.3859805722713894,2.6768043264503447,90.77978203867586,86.1976401179941,5.9440183546378265,21.64470665355621,7.3395524257649125,0.8589507046869879,2620,90,548,44,81,862,287,678,0.114,0.682,0.204,0.9972,2,5,3,0,0,0,84.0,1,5,10,4,32,44,4,3,26,0,47,6,1,15,5,111,109,51,1,10,26,0,4,6,14,2,3,8,0,10,30,30,2,2,19,8,1,5,18,11,0,3,26,14,74,33,68,77,16,55,0,1,2,0,82,31,1,10,23,329,104,5,0.05478741626104635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348648045243392,0.06045927621947422,0.0,0.09117503851519904,0.0,0.0,0.07451464359613649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877241607910613,0.05121883844652556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359160173728474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059813668740658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678322328086675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124246803907203,0.0,0.035333351038513656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056860688261467264,0.11448237817132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734162029722924,0.0,0.0,0.09153571223680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570551723017199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310649151775898,0.0391401411239349,0.05260451142479458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926007065611111,0.0,0.028624163729181237,0.0,0.03113695123765584,0.04595308538840732,0.08763700341936659,0.06040331984437392,0.0,0.05424815576375005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057885913317678964,0.0,0.054416266382096685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705266312111777,0.09032919348706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869797236156805,0.16059818499514514,0.0,0.048378292310500615,0.0,0.046007631095898345,0.0,0.0,0.04657830208859557,0.0,0.2592058898525393,0.1828551289275396,0.0,0.0,0.05967955778972416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812079066937108,0.0,0.0,0.04373079295712679,0.11646070594353808,0.1208251646183377,0.0,0.12676629887278634,0.10582805605383673,0.0,0.10282855751926068,0.10736007093183607,0.05257000352726171,0.0,0.0,0.05834681025017997,0.07425074233592491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932943281597384,0.0,0.1139480881690963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055738498769170634,0.1181402023297777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480224251397326,0.0,0.14039288707519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046788154133576974,0.05211537905633788,0.08713830483330945,0.0,0.05544779021673585,0.0,0.14962921827782044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906414337773509,0.0,0.0,0.05584887133611582,0.09284240001219758,0.04217802970873495,0.05418615559278119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458047332123401,0.0,0.0,0.06271848384440001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041193318650225116,0.04403604988018614,0.04788661666527687,0.10088178394330773,0.0,0.0,0.03639832491110942,0.14042225648467788,0.0,0.04349508869748822,0.031946983010546666,0.06297007543755671,0.051932064491035324,0.052351724100573295,0.0,0.07439411860158986,0.0,0.05351934476409799,0.0,0.0,0.04731873689054763,0.0,0.04520535621776417,0.0969451128113209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943712153812497,0.06116819368402645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039885891553020136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlkSunshineRdriguez,2020/01/28,Here's a shout out to everyone else drinking an after-work beer alone in the kitchen while listening to super sad beautiful music Whatever songs those are I raise my can to you,7.018235294117647,7.361666117647061,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,64.29411764705883,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.032105882352941,144,6,26,4,2,46,32,34,0.131,0.6679999999999999,0.201,0.5719,0,1,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506987109184882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795356905312006,0.0,0.0,0.4089247102307093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677499761518939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563707813496421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nona1702,2020/01/28,"I hate it that people judge me. I’m dominant but never find friends. Am I the only one? I constantly feel lonely.. I know I’m pretty dominant among other people and I’m not saying that to give myself a compliment, because it’s actually a curse. Every time I go to a new place people judge me and think I’m successful(even though I’m not that much, I don’t get why people assume that without even knowing me). I know it sounds like I’m complaining about stupid things but in real life it makes people stay away. They either talk to me because they need something, they appreciate me but don’t get closer then that, or either they judge me. I always feel like an outsider when it comes to social stuff and I mean making friends but when it comes to university subject I usually take the lead (not by choice..... trust me). I don’t know what I’m expecting to get from this and please don’t be rude, I feel so lonely sometimes I’m actually thinking what’s the point",1.8097098214285687,4.2681216822916666,3.4017559523809524,86.95812500000002,82.17708333333334,6.1571428571428575,21.12202380952381,7.447530270364453,0.8791023809523808,761,23,149,12,21,251,102,192,0.14,0.732,0.128,-0.3295,0,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,6,12,3,0,7,0,6,1,0,3,1,36,36,14,0,2,11,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,17,6,0,0,12,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,0,5,24,6,13,35,3,19,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,2,10,90,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.2369187113204799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010063973754464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405011886656195,0.0,0.0,0.14799671742227066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913387244878245,0.0,0.13117971609956744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035420672746356,0.0,0.10227650596026913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841356459711851,0.08672120598087119,0.0,0.0,0.11094847285953292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875715842113134,0.0,0.1902641580362512,0.11644857171225892,0.06898886627278543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984772258213075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668515874678212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574151078258092,0.1186102713751779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205784491345965,0.0,0.0,0.13222954939130438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923578784383401,0.0900093188825485,0.09362363037280046,0.11723944247594607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225716279301687,0.09232274147354792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207835119938553,0.0,0.12682695582443804,0.133250021910674,0.11475300601082833,0.0,0.0,0.12349750649902183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816865969624298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653438471702762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374205447043518,0.0,0.0934521311677576,0.12005804336764475,0.0,0.0,0.1293858358055486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896277325765938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127034724760584,0.0975688702846357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806462762098917,0.15556391825909466,0.11926528658771345,0.0,0.07078362046147069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369419064231594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953580331848548,0.0,0.0,0.11701585180743973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rayban08,2020/01/28,Chat for sale hahahah Hmu if you're a bored af and wanna chill ..m or f idc as long as you're good to be friends with,0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,78.28571428571428,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.04687142857142845,90,2,26,1,2,31,25,28,0.07200000000000001,0.722,0.20600000000000002,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352393107606215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810701281590555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130875845894399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sirwildman1626,2020/01/28,"I don't want to be alive anymore. I feel so alone. Wich sucks because I have friends and I know they will miss me The prob is Im fat, probably ugly too but I've never asked anyone, and probably something mentally wrong for how stupid I am. Needless to say I've never been in any kind of relationship. It just hit me today that it probably never will. My only goal in life was to have a family... Knowing that isn't going to happen just takes all the joy out of the rest of my life. Life just isn't worth living anymore. How do I talk to my friends so they will be ok when I'm gone?",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,2.9996774193548386,91.96118279569893,81.58064516129029,6.068817204301076,20.81720430107527,7.1686216300943375,0.4589430107526886,452,13,102,6,12,153,77,124,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,0.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,13.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,15,4,1,2,4,17,28,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,3,2,13,5,12,19,2,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611903902659974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250696387147418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989830512788065,0.1053994680041124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409196197899842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188844522317648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421023084648173,0.0,0.07621762839590898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291950715431295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566784142148749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329705686213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282283504644704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569703616654226,0.16568325233722173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319411981054331,0.0,0.0,0.1331043570150882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190838312767194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487751612717089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464299101365072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875629621590946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183612858872204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198728549757525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604542567381824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333616649932385,0.12115744117562205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428819357281241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890913872201903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480826715351352,0.0,0.0 lonely,RoughBase,2020/01/28,"Hi Reddit Its my first post on Reddit. Im almost never post anything anywhere. Hi to all",-0.8633333333333333,0.4903321111111119,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,116.7777777777778,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-0.8614888888888887,70,2,12,0,4,24,15,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35776449735901883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294011150912106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30390234377644554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859239105712472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755565051419209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6843513138288968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GingersMayhem,2020/01/28,"Just a sad, tired, college student. Hiya. I’m just exhausted from today. It’s only Tuesday and I desperately want this week to be over. I’d kill to have some company. Gaming, relationship, friends, any reason at all. I’m bored and just Want to talk and post this. Bored as hell.",0.10999999999999943,2.2394740740740744,2.0308148148148177,90.1206666666667,104.55555555555556,5.122962962962963,20.214814814814808,6.742157984588678,0.7788059259259255,216,8,43,4,10,71,41,54,0.368,0.5479999999999999,0.084,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,6,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,6,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607701197164133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412729365612156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352679177505279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047492715916204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902277355707859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157471475366905,0.0,0.3253506352059955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357138786109506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482989212196503,0.2872456784155114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35748068136675243,0.0,0.24307972510434994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway_thoughtsac,2020/01/28,"I feel unworthy of a relationship because my body. I won’t sugar coat it — I’m fat. I’ve been overweight my whole life and I’ve learned to hate my body growing up. Although I know I can change my body if I tried, I became easily discouraged and don’t have the self discipline to actually eat better after work out. I love working out. It’s a great stress reliever and it makes me feel I did something. I just don’t do it. Because how big I am, I kind of avoided relationships most of my life. Sometimes my choice, others out of my control. I remember the comments I got form my crushes when they found out I liked them. It was always something negative because I was “too fat”. And I don’t blame people for not being attracted to me because of it. It’s fine. I just know I could never actually believe someone would be attracted to me. I’ve been wanting to take the time to just focus on myself and lose the weight. As well as work on my self esteem and stop being so mean to myself. But I often feel I’m unlovable or that no one would want me because of this. I never put myself out there and was always closed off around others. It’s not even with intimate relationships either. I mean with friends too. I feel embarrassed for them when they’re around me. I always compare myself to them and other girls who are slimmer. I just really hate the skin I’m in and feel trapped. I worry I may just get bigger too because I’m not doing a thing about it but complain.",2.1706129343629317,4.2642793141891895,3.8808301158301184,86.06783783783787,78.49324324324324,6.525868725868727,24.760617760617762,7.5804360353943165,1.3143671814671816,1151,42,229,17,28,385,149,296,0.142,0.787,0.071,-0.943,0,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,6,19,20,2,3,8,0,23,13,6,3,2,61,46,20,0,6,13,0,7,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,16,19,6,5,12,0,0,2,11,9,1,1,8,8,48,11,34,30,4,24,0,2,0,1,15,15,0,5,8,171,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.1847250573940968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362634734296405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851308747162316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461782562583563,0.0,0.0,0.10663557734582953,0.0,0.08370822328651242,0.0,0.31539686451544674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012474558955982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061554741702982,0.07556850865333706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968482538075982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251393120454436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928367371762724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037763476592532,0.07312459928938791,0.0,0.04944953104716054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756984337161287,0.10434945342877876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868900713594431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856104314603158,0.10403183128921144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370497764479186,0.04624009869290377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058865968415554,0.0,0.0,0.08542326913696985,0.0,0.06317809289091535,0.0,0.0,0.20619824381420904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599632420475922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413574948692588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656168168147852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514710776376928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063375766981542,0.0,0.0,0.3048487144296369,0.10721742450232023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747644284778654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801947121553057,0.1457288890130176,0.09360902238621133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912973802554843,0.10841865178340204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116331183688873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287974435814288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518985089624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425959396265457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165136354002207,0.0,0.0,0.11525543354412802,0.08509967353269389,0.0,0.0,0.1056708074092446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671401806062445,0.09611936133222493,0.0,0.13447005972465653,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,normalteen4407,2020/01/28,my friend invited me to cinema we were supposed to go tomorrow. she cancelled plans a few minutes ago and now i have nothing to do tomorrow. might as well cry like for the past few days.,3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,73.5945945945946,9.257657657657658,31.25225225225225,9.725611199111238,3.1698360360360365,147,7,29,4,3,49,33,37,0.11900000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.182,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,5,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735474302549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056495085276661,0.23816254684155214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853137927491525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987694033204507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041723391819128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917600545494263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543452732200492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525306414673943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320375202500587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i-want-to-die96420,2020/01/28,"14m what now? I honestly hate my life. It feels like I have the short straw on everything In life, I have rough frizzy unhealthy hair I'm fat I look ugly and like a fucken idiot and to top it off. I have no friends in school or out of school. I have 1 online friend and that's about it. So how do people do it because I want to know. I have absolutely no social skills everybody that I see knows everyone and can instantly strike up conversation. If start a conversation people instantly get disinterested. And I can't go into some sport or hobby because in super fucking fat and if I try to start a hobby it will just become a problem with my parents. If I happen to make a friend I can't take them to my house to hang out because ""they're just using you for stuff"" according to my parents and I can't go to their house because my parents dont know that person's parents. I have lost every friend I have ever had they either turned on me or changed without me I feel like walking in front of a car and framing it like an accident. Every night I hope to my self that I go to sleep and never wake up. I have pretty much given up on religion because when god is supposed to give ""PReSseD DoWn ShAkEn aNd RuNnInG OvEr"" I get fuck all. So I really dont know what so do now, everyday is fill with nothing but genuine hat and unhappiness. I'm all out of options at 14. I thought that I could just bide my time in high school. Wait until I'm an adult to change and better myself. I candidly go a single day without thinking how great the world would be if I just up and died. The worst part is having to hear ""oh you look handsome or cute"" from every fucking adult like I'm some fucking retard. I can learn see that they are lying and just trying to be polite. So how do I get on the same vibe as my peers, or am I just too hopeless as usual? I have started to try and eat healthier but that will probably go nowhere. Any advice would be a nice break.",2.4758869087901343,3.9972923598014884,4.076449357094521,87.58758778855555,75.7741935483871,6.770704564252952,24.619069102940074,7.463857097105799,1.0755763440860218,1523,50,322,19,33,509,200,403,0.135,0.752,0.113,-0.9299,4,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,2,4,5,19,27,6,0,14,0,35,12,5,5,4,70,79,37,1,10,20,4,5,5,4,4,4,1,0,4,16,21,3,1,9,1,0,11,10,10,0,0,4,10,47,17,49,67,10,51,0,2,4,4,23,25,4,13,19,218,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549924385403421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052540608762060834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549009100875745,0.08532948293979492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833169939550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346527853685192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168718453612877,0.0,0.0,0.04982740797174949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018545165643534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110028550116616,0.0,0.0,0.07905801253849841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988763541583502,0.19528895599424007,0.07382687002827422,0.06943783851821707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813167892363998,0.11039155486431856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238768806259656,0.2857088048784622,0.12109815588360895,0.07411646752168602,0.21954803701240053,0.0,0.0,0.08518130243160484,0.0,0.0,0.0683222704996767,0.0,0.0,0.07627993806790008,0.0,0.0,0.08707955665403103,0.0,0.0,0.0816312332094796,0.0,0.07673830603739383,0.0,0.17829926824422848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984404982261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914445416952168,0.18873083192121465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297607465496434,0.0,0.08434027772891355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157278798078383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056796242961589936,0.0,0.059588989866996414,0.0,0.0,0.07250487621558814,0.0,0.074134689630032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315992002741097,0.08366689732971297,0.0,0.10712707607068196,0.06746194061288525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860292998750773,0.08330118551357324,0.07392901718686072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949582657049891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345789105525071,0.1231351514284801,0.0,0.0806008083828432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731750239885746,0.07875857836957237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640586972176531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844616743195724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809118676170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950618082154898,0.0,0.06133716348995195,0.045051921460773525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736687814663913,0.08403854869542028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672930640468265,0.08509285251745309,0.0,0.04557095534331149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895505290419145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976899685650793,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fortroendee,2020/01/28,"it’s more about experiences than people. (this is just how it is for me, not necessarily anyone else) i CAN see movies by myself, i CAN celebrate my birthday on my own, i can do things by myself, and i will. but it’s not the same. i used to have some really close internet friends and it was always way more fun doing stuff with them. even if you know one day you won’t be in contact anymore, having those lasting memories and experiences is what i want the most. it gets lonely watching all these other kids go out with their friends, have that teenage experience you know you won’t be able to have.",4.6891806722689084,5.531897109243702,5.48183823529412,82.25452205882353,69.50420168067227,8.639075630252101,27.480042016806717,8.841846274778883,1.882352100840336,472,15,97,8,8,154,84,119,0.028999999999999998,0.828,0.14300000000000002,0.9341,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,18,0,0,2,1,21,25,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,2,17,3,12,19,7,8,0,1,2,0,10,4,0,3,2,80,30,0,0.20123748850680434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744571123675214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995735144725175,0.1407099309686217,0.2061915881213795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978153212483648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810809941691018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291546324278875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905466346186441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31095116885836666,0.0,0.1051382819737662,0.0,0.1143679022381594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118972173671295,0.1640354119428481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136363730279348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951273636780004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891788811785146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603602240344552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303687786929888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369324547202918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738045781497895,0.0,0.0,0.11869508460485576,0.15973295154262726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blinky003,2020/01/28,"Fed up with this feeling and the guilt for feeling it So I am engaged to my soul mate. She's definitly my soul mate no doubt about that. She suffers from mental health and has recently been very withdrawn and distant for the whole family. I get that it happens this is just the worse it's been in a while and she is seeking help. Basically I have no one. Except her. But when she is like this she can't be there for me in any capacity I just have to ride it out. I have family yeh. But they aren't great with these things. I'm there for her but when she can't be who is there for me. I'm feeling really lost and lonely right now and I can't bring myself out of it",0.13308566433566327,2.228889629370631,2.0061145104895104,96.59840253496506,86.27272727272728,5.2533216783216785,18.028409090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.20232832167832185,519,13,123,6,16,171,80,143,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.8635,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,2,4,0,17,2,0,0,0,20,27,13,0,0,6,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,13,10,1,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,4,3,20,3,18,21,1,13,2,3,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770157455195102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372338609202522,0.0,0.3517704423005113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115942511355653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567319892855994,0.0,0.0,0.2050705138107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465013917613753,0.0,0.0,0.1554392808464543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132957918141478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314884827910045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337030607687472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571430582355183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856260648343142,0.0,0.22897562897272386,0.0,0.0,0.19804337030009053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540656405912965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913437549902706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589107319294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363283430098192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DreamsFoDays,2020/01/28,"How do you deal with the stress? The kind of stress that comes from being isolated from other people for too long? Not having enough human interaction for too long, not feeling touch for too long. And the frustration and confrontation from seeing other people having all of this but not being able to make contact with anyone yourself. What lifestyle, medication, therapeutic or other things have worked for you? Open to all suggestions.",7.331936936936938,10.007620662162168,6.282162162162162,71.98963963963965,65.35135135135134,8.717117117117118,27.1981981981982,9.2995712137729,2.691863063063063,355,11,51,7,6,107,49,74,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,2,2,3,0,6,1,0,2,2,16,10,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,13,8,3,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,3,45,9,1,0.20856887157996398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145836204476522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796636149161363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502534837052456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550739831582025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545868826422976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171923843078506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537306642059124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922134134345612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011119555864785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891907885670237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620238714639718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778298754283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856389061932375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518406225534854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArnasSN,2020/01/28,Does anyone here get bullied? I personally get bullied a lot cuz I don't have friends at my new school and I'm just socially akward and that is the one of worst thing that can happen to anyone. I really started thinking about taking my life away but I'm still holding on. If anyone had similar expierience please help me out.,1.3335243055555566,4.0172521093750015,3.0395833333333364,85.93597222222225,90.40625,5.969444444444445,22.73611111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.3997590277777785,261,10,48,5,9,86,52,64,0.141,0.762,0.09699999999999999,-0.2328,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,7,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866531577816816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179688488242401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302216646216026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924033174622975,0.0,0.2424177482193689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051542095779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555027205366765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638663649583421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972355806623568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406417956632188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720719329121813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257086015747494,0.0,0.25466307418457085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862323958519688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479338252907514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364917584665052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420869362177384,0.0,0.18527312976518773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744328959851877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412851965545435,0.148654330738556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NightTarantula-0,2020/01/28,Just want to be loved (21 m) If there's any girls here how wanna talk or play video games together dm me. I just want a girl I can talk to and who will actually listen and care.,1.4946153846153831,2.4273471794871817,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,77.2051282051282,7.2512820512820495,18.128205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.02142051282051316,136,2,35,2,3,46,33,39,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,8,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3625601109367946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526534363210333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37880003998717615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353207233689909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972441811322206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382765535154562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KeepGettingBannedSMH,2020/01/28,"I can't read anymore My loneliness has reached the point where I'm unable to bring myself to do traditionarily solitary activities like reading. Most of my free time these days is spent either watching TV shows because it's mindless and distracting or going to the gym because it means I'm around other people and the physical discomfort helps keep my mind off things.",11.107412935323381,9.553119343283587,9.85134328358209,64.21144278606968,57.05970149253731,12.515422885572141,43.22885572139303,11.20814326018867,4.95943184079602,304,14,48,6,3,95,55,67,0.14300000000000002,0.722,0.135,-0.1621,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,6,10,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665480172706111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926263973925374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32767988392060426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733346739804041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527484128420176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015113451544265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388954818776546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130764192936434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292769759695334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713814874253317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633155487150294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540749034445153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376862686587788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855911190034052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672218235838062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blueinchheels,2020/01/28,Just wanted to say hi Since I can’t think of anyone to randomly text hi to right now in my life.,0.12681818181818372,1.5543898636363664,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,82.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,15.545454545454547,7.1686216300943375,-0.3907999999999992,75,1,19,1,2,26,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590592236109081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36270840230083945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385360678289418,0.0,0.4083650046311174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247820702395598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290374739867405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028824236588851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trick_Supermarket,2020/01/28,"Feeling lonely :( I wish I had a group of close friends. It just never happened for me in school. Obviously that takes time and investment. It's not something you can just happen upon, which is definitely making me sad right now. Honestly, I feel better just getting it out :)",3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,4.18,79.93666666666667,81.8,6.533333333333335,26.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.046533333333333,216,9,36,4,6,70,43,50,0.132,0.575,0.293,0.8555,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,11,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,5,10,0,8,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617472297477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928643213502604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865329759658565,0.0,0.1546237305696782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234222239917985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755156836076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282579411771423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527430672578017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995212106901206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278398196484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252054818111192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257313576993538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033245156988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harry-gemmell,2020/01/28,"16m extrovert alone Don't really know what to say I've lived most of my life the same stuck away from all sorts of bad shit i have a open relationship with my long distance gf and a thing with a person who lives 30 mins away but I still feel lonely like there is something missing and I don't know what I put all my time being something I want to be and I'm so close to it and I feel like I'm going thto make it but I'm just sad and all I can feel is I'm alone, now I don't expect a response this may just be a pile of gibberish but if you know or feel the same umm it's not just you We live in a world of technology and connection yet there are so many people just alone they feel distant and I do to and I don't know what it is Sorry if u just read my rant thinking it was going somewhere I'm just alone and needed to say something to see if it might help I don't think it will but it's worth a shot right",-0.5573907342657343,1.2252229375000034,1.7126573426573408,99.62325174825176,86.45192307692308,4.935664335664336,16.18531468531469,6.1124844417494595,-0.7557384615384617,713,14,184,6,22,240,107,208,0.14800000000000002,0.784,0.069,-0.9178,0,6,3,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,1,0,13,7,1,0,9,0,19,2,1,1,3,53,43,19,0,6,15,0,5,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,14,14,0,0,11,1,1,3,6,5,1,0,2,8,19,2,16,35,6,16,0,3,1,0,11,7,1,8,8,114,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060071335942855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951196579280986,0.0,0.10198307108087072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087921235810746,0.08725792948922735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388316862221747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186888922205827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850315029626864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627217088997306,0.1193443585025364,0.0,0.3235596115409076,0.10809140558982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153041603084928,0.12383233494627535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295728556018111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905663927478041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467755401807532,0.1066492679524398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278596781175752,0.0,0.0,0.12217457770512688,0.0,0.07824698819049976,0.0,0.0,0.13113428709553948,0.0,0.10430819453081007,0.0,0.19426368532703198,0.0,0.0,0.09733098128926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253765196516495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820915385051118,0.0,0.13672743677470447,0.0,0.0,0.09754237922154338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811454015600717,0.15652671404862814,0.0,0.0,0.07122170515688662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204223571251986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonymouslyDAM,2020/01/28,"I think I might have hit my breaking point. I think I might have hit my breaking point when it comes to loneliness. Growing up I never really had any cousins my age. All were either too young or too old for me to play with, so I always entertained myself. My mother always ended up forcing the older cousins to play with me but it just ended up with me feeling like a burden... Anyways. Even in elementary school and middle school I'd always be the replaceable friend or the ""extra"" friend that was just there for mass. I wasn't really worth anything else to them. In high school I finally decided to go beyond my boundaries and start socializing. I thought that I'd get a new beginning. And I did for a while. I got popular among people - I always got invited to social events etc. but the ""friends"" that I had did not want the best for me. They always talked about me behind my back but were sweet and kind to my face. In the end I realised it myself due to their odd behaviour, and I was back to square one once again. I got in another big friend group but that one dissolved into smaller ones. Then it started happening again. My friends started going out without me, and at first I didn't think much of it - but then they did it again... and again... and again... and again... but never did I ever confront them about it, cause I thought that I was being foolish, pathetic and childish. The last thing I would want is to be someones charity case - my pride won't allow me to do that. And it has only gotten worse now. When I sit with them I feel so alone and empty and unwanted. And it's scary because I've gotten so good at making people think that I'm ok. Sometimes I even manage to fool myself. I was in a mentally abusive relationship for two years where my ex tore me down every day, in order to feel less lonely - and no one even batted an eyelash, because I hid my pain so well. If you ever walked past me you would never guess that I feel the loneliest, because people view me as the strong and independent one that has gotten her life worked out perfectly, which is so far from the actual truth. I can smile, laugh and joke yet feel a constant numbness that has almost started to feel like actual physical pain. I don't understand why. I can't even talk to anyone because I have trust issues. Anyone I've ever let into my life have always managed to hurt me. I've tried to talk to my current boyfriend about how I feel but we're not on the same page. I think I'm also too scared to let him in entirely which results in me feeling so guilty about that - because I truly feel like he deserves all of me, yet I cannot give it to him yet cause I am too vulnerable and broken. Please help me Reddit.",3.811078066914497,5.114425860594796,4.7235297397769545,85.15313847583644,71.99256505576209,7.4617843866171025,25.71765799256505,7.908726449838941,1.407074200743494,2115,66,422,28,40,687,252,538,0.154,0.6729999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9215,1,3,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,2,6,6,44,34,1,1,17,1,39,6,1,7,10,88,81,42,0,6,16,4,9,3,5,5,5,0,0,0,24,27,0,0,18,4,1,5,13,9,1,7,22,12,77,25,60,47,10,84,0,2,2,0,30,29,0,7,49,309,101,6,0.0,0.07563954950741887,0.12459658443068194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392619072527896,0.06611862733591559,0.0,0.05105254733129512,0.31871823162852736,0.0,0.0,0.0434131531029946,0.06694144231054541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892763392577673,0.0,0.052534594816727016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981775049327589,0.0,0.19458029924052828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699577708794795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116181786759654,0.0,0.05499220819378929,0.0,0.06898798529459912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041171294775041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332983824314911,0.0,0.16962895147587584,0.0,0.07119808819429263,0.16866195452420016,0.17323986271575748,0.05378766092018775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905132198981833,0.13682118228699164,0.0,0.06993321925573462,0.0,0.054301976114239515,0.0,0.0,0.2466117872109311,0.0,0.03335358373731954,0.06124081216005073,0.07256309181680992,0.053545671971122415,0.15317520677760665,0.0,0.07032657497660659,0.0,0.05645319419459149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279037363310214,0.06745009829175021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834166875480184,0.0,0.0,0.06663201152825905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664791745481577,0.0,0.05203783764972154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056074064600307,0.09018366956238458,0.0935664891728581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426134640102375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433535484105002,0.13544756638558664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046929490340181394,0.0,0.1477112276371295,0.06165673454681489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669889766960297,0.0679871468000626,0.21629700482172365,0.048552932728562315,0.1358597833565382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094217226667765,0.13277513140343314,0.0,0.0,0.0700767681575193,0.12069821351309015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179463266576949,0.0,0.0,0.0685398958535857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391462943508393,0.19382741080654012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015297315707508,0.054091130704783816,0.0,0.06313904905891721,0.0,0.18074413951419027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393568430880206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424122286787792,0.2045293591175875,0.0,0.10136310683234837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433429337502812,0.0,0.062362064584476025,0.06645933005846684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530856257598156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573995147594882,0.0,0.057605357087616826,0.0,0.0,0.06153914723827689,0.0,0.04647602761212112,0.0,0.06505806024328864,0.09069971549196787,0.0,0.0,0.04111064337965136 lonely,thatlldopig-thatlldo,2020/01/28,"Too alone to go to my favourite concerts Music means so much to me, it has helped me through very dark times. This year, 2 of my favourite artists, Gregory Alan Isakov and My Chemical Romance, are finally coming to my country and I'd sell an arm and a leg to go. The only thing, is that I have nobody to go with. I have zero friends. I guess I could go on my own, but it wont be the same...",2.340522088353413,3.100305240963859,3.595361445783133,93.9242871485944,74.90361445783131,6.979116465863456,27.086345381526108,7.1686216300943375,1.0196200803212854,297,11,72,3,6,97,60,83,0.019,0.925,0.055999999999999994,0.431,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,0,0,10,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,2,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651106195868005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049789861233995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437344913123445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804056864700885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776394743568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819009560786423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819828937274106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157316966954406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27882941614232976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816945787106565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467884614466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005695181727595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925979598785538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120436456845731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483808840464406 lonely,TaytosAreNice,2020/01/28,"Told my councillor about how lonely I'm feeling Also about isolation, and how hopeless I feel in regards to ever being with someone, felt really nice to get it out. Till I see him next week have been asked to just *think* about how I could be more social, like looking at stuff going on in my city Still feel hopeless with all that but hey it's nice to feel like I'm actually making an effort",6.986898734177212,5.848367405063293,7.347943037974683,77.5583702531646,64.82278481012658,9.925316455696203,31.14240506329114,8.841846274778883,2.3596050632911387,311,9,61,4,4,102,58,79,0.09,0.757,0.154,0.7501,0,3,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,2,19,20,7,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,7,6,4,15,14,2,11,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,0,7,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2182376651404224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884260278822106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907061043560565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855612139790966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229266755097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45231078875844105,0.15976647353805662,0.21472680070109346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684121634887645,0.0,0.12709818496092795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851569715467312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779893901651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927957987987284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237840718919408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326772869064558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820990868805714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796998090013115,0.1894870894536418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178596971529811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560111103775701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329769950097485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136949459814573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938828704315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,juumaloo,2020/01/28,"32 / M looking for pals to chat about life or whatever is on your mind Hey My life went through a bit of a change recently, and I realized I don't have many people in it that I can talk to. I don't use social media and don't keep a regular reddit account, so I've started feeling really disconnected from... anything really. So yeah, I guess I'm just looking for some human contact, look forward to hearing from you.",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.7438095238095235,78.81785714285716,71.61904761904762,8.933333333333335,31.857142857142854,9.2995712137729,2.9418714285714285,326,15,63,7,6,113,63,84,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.5477,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,0,1,0,11,17,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,12,16,2,6,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,3,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869558677839658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380432363586766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168603162471872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036529638095863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582800672931275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310472335616001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221131717259287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895917843799849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164391505970398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783542636690366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698917322074475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211954858711595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626534686526596,0.0,0.20241043358820465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089692730502873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509838125940225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476933394207935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705213754751692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900348615454618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thatlandwhale23,2020/01/28,"Have you ever felt sad or lonely? Stupid question right? Especially in this subreddit. Just remember when you're feeling that way. Over half the human population is feeling the same. Just hang in there, you're definitely not alone with how you feel. Just keep your head up.",3.120816326530612,6.251775775510204,3.515510204081636,82.32591836734697,87.16326530612244,6.881632653061224,23.3265306122449,7.957251820313856,1.851522448979592,219,8,38,5,7,68,40,49,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.602,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,16,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,4,3,0,5,6,1,9,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435967755180105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745551421576542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604130777839079,0.0,0.2914309648751434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115035390823733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978637903239755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001672502795915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438339080990445,0.2592081274886304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409234927855542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HornySleepwalker,2020/01/28,"I Just woke up... Just get up from my bed, sat on the edge of the bed and... I feel powerless, usless, sad, Just feels like losing my life. It is like this almost every day. Anybody else has same think happened to him?",-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727287,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,93.0909090909091,3.8424242424242414,14.151515151515152,5.46131890053228,-1.074548484848485,162,3,37,1,6,52,36,44,0.175,0.727,0.098,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,2,6,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34285560526444503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081417693539784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860241438143357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884795860870409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462468363573313,0.24460453915045835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888541472994424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027756518118961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418412254975259,0.33455036101130503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830484817394784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939063291277788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nekofluffy,2020/01/28,"Making friends made me more lonely I made friends. everyone us fading away each day. I thought they were close. I cared about them. I listened to them. I supported them. now they are like whatever....even forgot to text me back because they found new friends while saying good things to me. I have never forgot to text em back. I don't know how to feel. I don't want to feel like this. I hate how I think. I really hate this selfish mind because they could do whatever they want, they are not mine, not me....but it keeps happening so much lately makes me crazy. why cant I stay with one or a few close friends forever",1.0121951219512226,3.4889474552845527,1.9023089430894304,96.02907317073168,86.64227642276423,5.5564227642276425,20.39512195121951,7.0316486544052195,0.4140887804878055,479,15,104,7,15,149,75,123,0.151,0.6609999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.6197,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,9,0,7,13,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,6,1,27,30,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,4,27,9,9,22,4,13,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,1,11,66,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137517163005417,0.2250952742557035,0.0,0.17844864096842258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923150646269548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686260553985588,0.0,0.0,0.09439498279364096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667440860340107,0.0,0.0,0.1398604986632747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801569633758185,0.10456503103561654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604845007131778,0.452332928321639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276618483837687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943237087299414,0.0,0.0,0.2890153726439811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009823357021552,0.0,0.0,0.08043979615444674,0.0,0.1651090097284468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301561615995168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769930934201039,0.19540299735544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477895348216534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759701528408634,0.0,0.1128877038190449,0.14136272440445288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918246273294233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937668220696578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639737731699308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600836938961193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660961994400172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724011883153837,0.09378643756621877,0.0,0.11619951203416908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760621814169468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266278623044473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207397826126913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TruffautShill,2020/01/28,Especially lonely today Apologise if this is not how to use this sub but I feel terribly lonely today and just wanted to write it down somewhere. I’m surrounded by people but feel like i can’t talk to anyone because they’re all different. Right now I just want to run and don’t stop.,4.534999999999997,5.642299649122808,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,70.05263157894737,9.208771929824564,26.530701754385966,9.516144504307137,2.3309333333333324,228,7,43,5,4,77,43,57,0.21100000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.105,-0.825,1,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,17,9,6,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,9,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176281615110894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589909921795466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30147624453617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918019158297331,0.2061421669455823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097231517211609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000461686303555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642250138902444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412430484309609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192779804450295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470286003436616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492169593578795,0.0,0.0,0.3403918169572593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,M_edgy128,2020/01/28,"Signs you grew up lonely -chasing people who don't want you -making up lots of stories and worlds -overtalking when there's someone to talk -daydreaming -clinging emotionally to others -being the 'disposable' friend in the group -excessive baths -talking to oneself -obsessive friendships -excessive helpfulness",7.476382978723406,11.056381425531914,5.072787234042554,67.06450000000001,96.44680851063828,7.837446808510639,38.74255319148936,7.908726449838941,5.329563404255318,265,16,27,7,10,75,41,47,0.105,0.731,0.163,0.6222,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077521831873313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800586845563669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429692409858755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081758258862001,0.0,0.0,0.2419647254105016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130475353718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071363920328621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827110664008085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380584855034648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arshans,2020/01/28,"My (ex) GF cheated on me and left me and now I’m alone. She and her group of friends were all my friends and they stopped talking to me. It happened in August and I’m still traumatized by her cheating on my whole she was studying abroad. She came back and told me and wanted to end things. We were together for over 3 years. I’m 22 and she’s 21 , so we spent our college years ( the time when most people make lifelong friends) together. I’ve always been introverted, shy, and reticent so it was hard for me to be outgoing enough to have a lot of friends throughout my life. While she and I were together, However, most of her friends became my friends. When it ended they all lost connection to me. It’s been lonely and hard to get myself out there. I worked as a paralegal out of college but it was a contract position that lasted 6 months. Everyone at work was over the age of 35 and they didn’t talk to me becuse I was too young. I literally haven’t been out or talked to anyone since the summer. It’s been really lonely. All I do now ( since my contract with my job is over) is read, go to the gym, and apply to jobs. I want to go out, but I’m honestly emotionally exhausted to even want to get up in the morning - so it’s hard. Even on days when I do want to be with people, I have no friends to hit up and I end up just FaceTiming my brother who lives in the city (he works as a banker, so he barely has time to FaceTime anyways). It’s been hard. I cry every night and currently tearing up as I am writing this. Idk what to do. The only texts I get is from at&t lol. Idk if you have advice. This is my first time posting . I just wanted to get this out.",0.8910579710144937,2.9950992000000016,2.6837318840579703,92.89052536231884,83.08695652173913,6.0362318840579725,22.6268115942029,7.2793139503082624,0.7644637681159421,1284,45,287,19,36,425,167,345,0.10800000000000001,0.812,0.08,-0.6912,4,5,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,3,5,18,14,2,0,11,1,29,2,0,1,3,45,51,30,0,6,6,2,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,15,25,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,6,0,1,18,4,45,8,51,30,8,51,0,3,0,0,34,20,0,5,27,199,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905879011038826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601192883993664,0.0,0.0,0.07713598373128533,0.1004432209220066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481980855681431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128257192482777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602707028430752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182944557122003,0.059785503472515475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427793983958217,0.24632094576845656,0.0957865596650074,0.0,0.12245837692236695,0.0,0.0781059329392715,0.08858130041488019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788527783563991,0.0,0.0,0.5013525544365519,0.0,0.1937331150010056,0.0,0.10537004001196068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197659694689402,0.0,0.332173259186118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839860388668724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556498624851636,0.0,0.0,0.10072163867624763,0.0,0.06547858306674663,0.0,0.0,0.08185808812108279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119583121589858,0.07881242960018851,0.0,0.0,0.0618797007594814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399432539937598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699510380349318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050449941166193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853661145800338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887834588517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927276797649196,0.0,0.05938765494250309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336908599308313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740324106197755,0.07750351880123288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235324985301888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587483677812485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621668826399922,0.0,0.0,0.08858130041488019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339195633737257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349913462546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024657756363014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939486119933496 lonely,CheeseBallNZ,2020/01/28,What am I doing. I have no clue what I'm doing and no one to talk to. My life is a hot mess and everything is crumbling around me. No matter how hard I try I cant make the right choices,-0.501046511627905,0.8640732558139561,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,83.88372093023256,5.230232558139536,17.726744186046513,5.985473137389443,-0.5364372093023255,142,3,37,1,4,50,32,43,0.252,0.721,0.026000000000000002,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747603740288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783485898085046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771143054100852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973497678043636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28100660996098603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852661217828504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35951358478488904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383668034219492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858169632960154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,useronymous15243,2020/01/28,"I haven't hung out with someone in person for almost a decade I have extremely crippling anxiety. I suffer agoraphobia and AvPD and I don't know how to improve my situation. I'm in my early twenties but still am very confused about how to be a functioning human. People freak me out and I find it really hard to trust people. I feel like I've been too trusting in the past and let down and hurt very badly so now it's just a question on if it's worth the risk to try to become close to someone. I feel like having no social interaction in person for a long time has hurt me more than I realize... I don't know how to meet people when I never go out and I feel embarrassed of my life and like I would be a bad friend, and like no one would want to get to know me. I can't drive and don't make a lot of consistent income so I can't really go to see anyone or do anything with them... I don't handle conflict very well either. I'm so sensitive. If someone doesn't like me or tries to hurt me then I completely shut down and just want to sleep forever to escape reality. I don't even know why I'm posting this, it's just hard... maybe some soul out there could relate somehow. :/",1.947342549923196,3.5061719677419347,4.003617511520737,87.39268817204304,77.30645161290323,7.143164362519201,22.293394777265743,7.957251820313856,0.9925765745007684,920,26,200,15,21,315,130,248,0.185,0.655,0.159,-0.8796,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,18,19,0,3,8,0,21,2,1,4,1,52,38,23,0,7,9,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,17,0,1,10,0,1,3,12,10,1,1,1,6,26,9,32,31,4,26,1,4,1,0,9,13,0,10,14,133,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015217887231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415204301046438,0.0,0.0,0.07691670017730842,0.0,0.0905231489563572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369592752806546,0.0,0.12148974189132583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533611990287095,0.0,0.0,0.08782849572151505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265598643107474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686256342370448,0.15717242206788914,0.0,0.0,0.10054080779222968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498809451550422,0.0,0.057472060828008376,0.0,0.12503455279673065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197082277413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532816660449715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418192289912923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248558606554014,0.07769841741148546,0.2687097034587828,0.0,0.0,0.09734925020982407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352067142391536,0.0,0.0,0.07342789953177416,0.0,0.11051286339133314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484114457384083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454092319393528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501037187144972,0.2287868220867281,0.19210086526201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535252783444883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322860727193953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094155941365394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765820001130385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364805309248825,0.1100825070831225,0.11213427092483562,0.27961571793342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784858915548323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414367134791421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936971958268422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722921452182572,0.1297653146757332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890596553989923,0.0,0.09926065554551776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628604131090434,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,divixyy,2020/01/28,"17F idk really all my school years, i dont think i have made a single friend. i wanted to but whenever someone talked to me, i didnt talk much. i think i am rude but i dont want to be, but its kind of a reflex action or some kind of defense mechanism. im very shy and quiet. i dont think i have any talents, except i can draw sometimes. i want to learn how to be funny( if that is a learnable quality?). i have zero friends and feel really v lonely all day everyday.",-0.1908730873087308,1.7600546831683204,2.828532853285332,91.13723672367243,86.32673267326729,6.0489648964896485,19.082808280828086,7.348242739294969,0.4713881188118814,357,10,81,6,11,127,65,101,0.151,0.7290000000000001,0.12,-0.2346,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,2,22,20,8,0,4,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,14,5,8,16,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076646709187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050464788173814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726952719125766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235886722897517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516870069102026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759422922972429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392365112210883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412444739846945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973822392194615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869487332492054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484694910833933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380107875361944,0.0,0.16109609415387804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618394148858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131077966938667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343960692883463,0.2882189897098269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489172984589758 lonely,Mieczyslaw_Stilinski,2020/01/28,"When I was younger I had hope things would get better.. ...but now, i know it's too late. I've painted myself into a corner and I don't think I have a way out barring some kind of miracle.",-1.5857723577235774,0.3771231463414644,1.1774390243902455,98.79184959349595,98.02439024390243,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.7068569105691056,143,4,34,1,6,49,35,41,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420079912998579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203671897650133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840840215563069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40269238867269375,0.21252223648737828,0.0,0.4362186093104124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569087506226177,0.2477841120517913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069473919134163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27470320842308377,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alkylhalides,2020/01/28,"Sad birthday I moved away for medical school to a different country and it’s been hard dealing with that in itself. I miss my friends, my family, my relationship didn’t survive the distance (other problems too). Mostly I just miss being home and surrounded by familiar things/places/people. Yesterday was my birthday, and we had a huge exam. For weeks my friends have been talking about how we’re going to go out after and celebrate. We always go out after exams so I figured it’d be the usual, plus a cupcake or fancy shot. The other day I went to the post office to pick up a present my mom had sent, and went back to school with puffy eyes from crying. My friends called me out and I told them how I was homesick and this is my first birthday without the people I’ve known my whole life. They assured me we’d have a great time after the exam to cheer me up. One of my friends is our class social chair (just tells ppl where we’re drinking after exams) and she said she’d pick a chill but fun place to go. I asked her Saturday night what the plan was and she said she’s between a couple places but would let me know before everyone else, cool. It was her own birthday about a week ago and we all sacrificed a night of studying to go into the city for a pricey dinner, so I know she takes birthdays seriously. Well I get to school before the exam, don’t see them and no texts but exams in an hour, I wouldn’t be wishing anyone a hbd either. Exam ends. I wait in the group study room where their book bags are for half an hour, thinking they’d finished earlier and went to get coffee or something. No texts, no hbd or “hey we’ll be right back”. I leave to buy some champagne and clean up my apartment, thinking I’d host a little pregame tn. One friend texts to ask how we can submit our histology assignment... nothing else. At this point I was just sad and moping, figured I didn’t want to go out anyways since I didn’t sleep last night. I don’t like confrontation or attention so I wasn’t going to say anything either. I just took a nap, figured some plans would be made by the time I woke up. I wake up to pictures of my friends with other classmates out for drinks and dinner. I didnt even want to do anything, I only got my hopes up because they said we would do something. It would’ve been nice to at least get a text and a hug or a smile, that’s all I needed today. Instead I just spent the rest of the day in bed crying, and I’m probably going to do the same thing tomorrow.",3.9311405985319015,4.7889093359683805,4.716665160926032,86.99617786561268,71.25296442687747,7.284833427442122,26.710107284020328,7.33818517376401,1.2407323094297005,1948,62,405,19,35,629,241,506,0.073,0.795,0.132,0.9851,1,1,4,0,0,0,51.0,9,0,6,4,22,24,1,0,32,1,41,10,3,6,3,81,82,32,0,10,16,1,1,1,6,5,2,4,5,0,14,32,4,1,9,4,2,14,12,8,1,4,28,8,64,16,61,39,12,73,0,5,2,1,45,30,0,9,29,271,78,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594902301340423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190480015244607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202056291403623,0.0,0.1224458447802756,0.0,0.13910350945644076,0.0,0.06989903609326738,0.1144143927620406,0.0,0.045352113595286056,0.0,0.12661383176553762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596831326026726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231957864977378,0.1634446382295648,0.09596065196685527,0.07670070476101983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772970384312991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576273639702375,0.0,0.0,0.1242993710803054,0.0,0.06589423069730141,0.0,0.0,0.04913894257692202,0.0,0.0,0.07109013762668677,0.0,0.0,0.0701354780788399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328259846432989,0.0,0.0,0.34487661385599666,0.0,0.11660909591327248,0.0,0.33825516722359844,0.0,0.059502592715995825,0.08202366578407105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664567634717017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462690351585602,0.07389364787302849,0.1465333872723878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177399957724926,0.06064401004507411,0.0,0.07877636342671386,0.0,0.07607663216642993,0.05254925655882015,0.036346931166226684,0.0745659848206443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039685015096969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494779987408158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713362214629762,0.0,0.07907292219948643,0.0,0.055164910758775866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945144878001834,0.0,0.07138654647951735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082753877224754,0.05658276118097879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315591841415828,0.0,0.15545940768625982,0.0,0.07032982156157586,0.0,0.07125237808864722,0.0,0.08021324404458867,0.07118849823115651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987522772586664,0.0,0.06353518196009511,0.2123075906228714,0.059163993064063364,0.0,0.2258831646134979,0.0592852904259728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061542500391515535,0.0,0.07445137365814651,0.0758390295217826,0.0,0.11454988305852624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559377698147748,0.059798008571866575,0.06502682056222188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049426489227759635,0.09534201318917347,0.0,0.0,0.08676372967637623,0.0,0.07052026796315664,0.07109013762668677,0.08265852056050348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193849467268967,0.0,0.08776331668659099,0.0,0.1193546057530071,0.0,0.06689241726544741,0.20690208562068302,0.0,0.0830623132682206,0.08555361961862154,0.07171667447837024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139980851643614,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LOLBacon43,2020/01/28,"Just another rant on this sub. I’m in this constant predicament of wanting help but not wanting to ask for it because I feel like I’m begging for attention. I can’t say, “Hey, I’m sad, help me.” Without it seeming repetitive. I also don’t feel like I can say that to too many people I know because either we aren’t close enough or I know they can’t help me because they’ve made it worse. And another thing! I look at what other people are going through and I feel like it disqualifies my life for being sad. Like, “Oh why are you sad, Bacon? That’s kinda lame, you should be happy, what’s wrong with you?” I just need someone in my life who I can talk to about my problems without any toxic behaviors. All of the people I know, all of my “friends,” I can’t tell them about what I feel without being picked on. It hurts me if I open up to them. I need to feel safe. I want to feel okay. To the people who comment, while I do appreciate it, if you offer for further help, I’m probably not going to take it. I don’t want you taking on my life’s story just because you’re trying to be nice. I’m sorry.",0.8090386056971539,2.7324992629310394,2.941326836581709,91.94070464767618,82.23275862068967,5.414092953523237,21.724887556221887,6.498293943080001,0.3524874062968517,847,27,187,8,23,287,111,232,0.134,0.659,0.207,0.9513,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,3,0,7,16,0,0,2,1,16,3,0,2,2,44,44,8,0,10,13,0,6,4,1,1,3,2,0,0,18,6,0,1,11,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,1,9,35,9,30,38,4,15,0,5,1,0,24,10,0,5,7,119,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327845951613817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708168485637821,0.2183938112719138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735419914344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539242160479957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253528845825886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760153719018327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159293014338743,0.22318685130629587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080456121431804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836711036214465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108559569372834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792038074151332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148099736784887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716932003521917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066549468915506,0.20350464995955306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744899758912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853711089603552,0.0,0.10557874830916417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443278832362714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878241428585544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227748552388203,0.09964521039907738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562811924407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480257105729406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882350886303209,0.0,0.0,0.11657303918606175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659638792629835,0.08370151490260867,0.09102047911539968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918411036563074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070230463154216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569121062674076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396760100926548,0.0,0.0,0.3011535554935353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612467583665522,0.0,0.1138576508002262,0.0,0.0 lonely,Angsty20something,2020/01/28,I think there’s something terribly wrong with me. I wish I just knew what it was :( I’m unlovable.,-0.19866666666666788,2.1045378000000032,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,96.0,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.37316666666666665,76,3,17,1,3,24,17,20,0.493,0.40700000000000003,0.1,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102710540033192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414762826247079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128364823698229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.582668908153162,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiredofbeingalonem21,2020/01/28,"Just overwhelmed. 21/M So my problems really start in highschool. I was 16, never bullied or anything, decently popular in a small school, friends with everyone kinda guy. One day I downloaded some app because my teenage hormones got the best of me and I met a girl. Crazy enough as time went on we fell for each other and i without seeking it was in a long distance relationship. This girl consumed me until we called it quits a few years ago and then she came back earlier this year and I couldn’t do it again. I’ve never really had a “real” relationship besides her simply because i wanted to be faithful to her but unfortunately she wasn’t the same. I became introverted, self conscious, depressed because i allowed myself to be played by her. Life was okay until about a year ago when I was diagnosed with a genetic disease that has completely turned my life upside down. It’s caused me to be a recluse inside my home, I mean i just sit here bored daily because of it. My grandfather is in bad health so I stay with my grandparents to help out around the house as much as I can, I’ve put my life on hold for it. I don’t have a job because me being a dumb teenager I decided I wasn’t going to go to college and just work a shitty labor job but obviously since i was diagnosed that has made it nearly impossible. I’m so fucking sick of being alone, I can’t even have a decent conversation with my dad because he thinks im just “lazy” which isn’t the case at all. Even tho i don’t have a job I do things that a normal person in his twenties shouldn’t have to do. My dad even thinks that i brought this disease upon myself which is just scientifically untrue. It’s hard to make friends let alone a girlfriend because im a left leaning atheist in a super religious right wing small town. I personally don’t get too tripped up on things like that but people around here take their god and politics WAY too serious. If you’ve made it this far I’m surprised but thanks for reading and if you can relate or your bored feel free to message me.",3.484086814086816,5.204056884520888,4.702063882063887,83.31814086814087,73.52088452088451,7.488615888615889,28.058149058149056,8.199878495009871,1.9078212940212944,1620,64,318,26,33,534,218,407,0.115,0.772,0.114,-0.3505,5,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,1,4,22,21,2,1,21,1,34,8,0,5,4,57,57,26,0,7,14,2,2,1,3,1,7,0,1,6,23,18,0,1,6,2,1,8,12,9,0,1,15,2,49,13,45,34,8,51,1,2,0,1,30,23,2,6,18,218,72,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595542850741573,0.0,0.0,0.1864200431177644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406007826775247,0.1602332872105474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920233919019092,0.07514395448591223,0.3840304686453777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444657395858534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189726668178194,0.10293289205241578,0.0,0.09245197884273017,0.0,0.0,0.09436041681695873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058040788628171386,0.0,0.0775145097873508,0.1826906527717784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929912293118388,0.0,0.17832702807213616,0.0,0.0,0.08599624047913515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550531972425936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906332256912418,0.08320101841621066,0.04701985483495952,0.0,0.10229503583402456,0.0,0.07197903173584409,0.0,0.0,0.08911143861559936,0.0,0.0,0.08061986938529113,0.0,0.0,0.09566288092215862,0.0,0.0,0.06032326758071594,0.0,0.09027459159895668,0.0,0.0,0.10384475695171852,0.0,0.0,0.19442497288715466,0.0,0.26792518684690503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778228836658773,0.0920282977785526,0.1907031828140244,0.043968116219767116,0.0,0.0,0.07964474471963531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031517047686373,0.06007387114849101,0.0,0.0,0.09803340179425647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615834270321498,0.0,0.138822873041981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817820841940599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098447380078334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062392769679066415,0.15716427544369596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611522522832879,0.0,0.09047210560504547,0.0,0.09572316599673028,0.09002161642229316,0.10243658693331696,0.11530910095037362,0.0,0.0,0.19324675745910344,0.0,0.07685716991318467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910820337522148,0.0,0.0,0.09388677181965184,0.0,0.0,0.07444666503739189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370052517563353,0.09592510665278854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676667406401542,0.0,0.0,0.0828573872303266,0.0,0.0,0.1195803636220334,0.115333222971609,0.0,0.0,0.05247812714400614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789117756666477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308271680848006,0.07143563745665908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342836341146502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675414889744977,0.0,0.06551907851456344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386585793359274 lonely,_mourningafter_,2020/01/28,"What to fill the void with? I’ve always been so lonely. Relationships with family has always been shit. They weren’t there physically(mom for months dad for 21years now) or emotionally. School was always horrible being the fat girl with ugly clothes that for some reason no one could be friends with. It’s like they knew something was wrong with me before I did. I remember the first time I felt that big barrel of loneliness in my chest. Of course after high school I have made plenty of friendships and some how the family issues may be easier to deal with. But I still feel so far away from everyone. So stuck in being lonely. I swipe back and forth between tinder, Snapchat, Facebook or whatever form of social media hoping to find something. Basically wondering will this emptiness I feel from being lonely ever go away or is it permanent lol",4.829714285714285,7.398140916129035,5.095599078341014,78.24911290322581,72.09677419354837,8.04147465437788,24.61981566820277,8.841846274778883,2.076078341013825,682,21,114,14,14,215,108,155,0.19,0.7170000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9538,1,6,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,0,4,1,17,3,3,3,1,28,26,10,0,2,4,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,8,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,10,3,11,3,24,8,3,17,0,3,0,0,8,7,1,8,9,83,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682528611846545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772054291105788,0.11343608086278978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255312073226182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778511135508216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208973517168595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594351882143527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344299925013406,0.0,0.14096454835257685,0.0,0.0,0.2781431101679102,0.0,0.1491841226274579,0.0,0.1416452145885093,0.0,0.13483334929345414,0.1254829883428584,0.0,0.0,0.11397590376710408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384072050540735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558661489567575,0.0,0.14652362544640185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397568420478158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207228607088767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395898294512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277715450034614,0.11775145105935335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996540264958144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516782138061441,0.0,0.15838449293857104,0.16711480098334894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298602303528147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514302394229034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038112037671228,0.0,0.2271408252714367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781205827405195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602184758342735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599824004690425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612932418293949,0.0,0.0 lonely,sukabakpak,2020/01/28,"f/16 does anyone wanna talk? I can’t sleep and I feel really lonely at the moment I’m down to talk about anything I love just about everything",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,0.4895425287356323,115,2,22,2,3,38,24,29,0.096,0.759,0.145,0.3415,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502681244139893,0.0,0.2945401798716173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322088022539984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216781656916209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097665260684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230395342681413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292946762219795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581815459448229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753699925817102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TurkishRari,2020/01/28,"I got drunk with my (guy) friends recorded them 🤳🏽 in a very perverted way 😰🤭 and went through one of their phones (No secret I’m bi....and lonely) Went to a birthday hotel party w/ some friends and sexually recorded them without their knowledge while they were intoxicated... one of them I’m very into sexually the other not so much... we all got drunk (smoked 2) and was chilling, one by one they go to sleep. It’s 1:30 am and I’m sharing a bed with one of my friends. He’s drunk asf and still drinking, we order food and wait on it’s arrival. In that time we have a deep conversation and he falls asleep... me being a shitty fucking friend and a dirty drunk pervert films him as he sleeps (2 b used as porn for me). I feel like something is wrong as I type this, but I need the closure. Not only do I record him I grope his ass and do very sexually explicit things while he sleeps (NOTE: WE AT NO POINT HAVE SEX NOR DO ANYONES CLOTHES COME OFF). Me being a fucking creepy lonely friend smells him 🤦‍♂️ and continues to grope him... eventually I need to check on the food to I wake him up to unlock his 📱 phone. To my knowledge all of my male friends (all in the room) are straight and don’t have sexually explicit thoughts abt Men in general. While on his phone I go through it and find what “I’m looking for”. I find his porn stash and what makes him a sexual deviant compared to me. Come to find out he’s currently and or formally DL (on the down low)...🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ He likes anal regardless if it’s a male or female. Going through common social feeds I find what he is and isn’t into and coin the name dltōp. Before morning comes I sexually record my other friend but atp Ik I’m doing something wrong. When the morning comes and we’re driving to our homes (in one car) we all talk shit and, who talks the most shit abt the night: dltōp. He tried 2 bring up sensitive information that I shared when we had a deep conversation but I immediately shut it down saying “I havked you in your sleep asshole”. Arriving @ my house I send only one piece of critical info: the username which he will probably never forget. He texts back 15 min later saying “Oh shit .. I just realized what u saw” What do I do? Half the time I’m in the clique I feel like a lonely sexual pervert... tbh Reddit haven’t had sex in a year... (NOTE: Everyone here mentioned is 18 or up)",0.5976393370489852,2.867532648870636,2.60612459665591,91.86726257700208,85.96098562628336,5.696230566148431,21.427434731592843,7.0958314945682925,0.5970716045761226,1828,62,403,27,56,611,234,487,0.11699999999999999,0.797,0.087,-0.9402,1,6,4,0,0,1,73.0,7,2,7,0,7,22,5,0,24,0,24,26,11,2,7,76,54,35,0,4,11,0,2,3,7,1,1,2,3,4,18,33,8,2,13,7,2,14,10,10,0,8,10,7,55,12,49,41,8,61,0,3,2,7,65,28,6,6,20,227,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389999952983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927401945141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655941140420846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656094566988742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551447911329306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736585336645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795352694843903,0.11013984552163568,0.0,0.0,0.28181913577875706,0.0,0.18642427371683634,0.0,0.41689266059352426,0.14252867292322302,0.0,0.0,0.13142846068711408,0.0,0.1233046910590407,0.0,0.0,0.0763268006205439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732307839622739,0.0,0.0,0.08894635955248907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298029834902452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473243626886052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051455194270115266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666673898820819,0.1143158973068048,0.05945311801077523,0.0,0.0,0.07233955419656267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656460822021155,0.11725404840741495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287074834939349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311124628610153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260302540770505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373815867618853,0.0,0.0,0.3085648274741844,0.07857899696937913,0.0,0.1186884242909955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156060911690515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391686876726173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121220526852389,0.0,0.0,0.06119730553502901,0.08989839261239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052336019334679414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657715355319457,0.0,0.19081092227578986,0.0,0.06118691092931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291812945976734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743077064939391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685618663984374,0.0,0.049640558232045946 lonely,WhothefuxamI,2020/01/28,"I'm not sure if I want to be alone or not Yesterday on my first therapy session I brought up the topic of my loneliness. I talked about me being unsociable, shy and a loner. I talked about never being in a relationships and never having close friends, just in school/work, but when I'm out it's over. And my therapist asked if I want to change that. If I want to find friends, form relationships. And the truth is I don't know. I often dream about having a boyfriend, I think how nice would be to have a circle of friends I could go on vacation, have fun but also have deep conversations with. I feel lonely when I don't have anyone to cuddle when I'm falling asleep, I feel sad when I don't have people that I would be so comfortable with, that I could be 'real' around them But it feels nice when it's only imagined. I'm not really cut for all of this and I don't know if I would actually feel good having these. I know that lack of this meaningful relationships is in a big way on me. I avoid people, I run away. I'm not even close with my own family, beside my sister. I can't open to anyone. I don't know if I want to. And I don't know if it's just my low self-esteem and I just give a vibe of being reserved and not interested or maybe people do actually find me not interesting and not attractive by any means. But I never really got anyone trying to get closer relationship with me. And everyone always seem to already have their own place, their own associations. And there's no place for me. Does anyone else also feels like this?",3.4597867363786463,4.541703655063291,5.0783874518437,83.12395982388554,72.57594936708861,8.407044578976334,23.23280132085856,8.841846274778883,1.4127838745184371,1209,30,256,23,23,410,142,316,0.166,0.73,0.10400000000000001,-0.8323,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,19,19,1,1,8,0,31,2,1,1,6,79,59,32,0,16,22,1,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,12,20,0,1,17,1,0,4,18,5,0,1,2,5,41,14,35,45,6,35,0,3,0,1,16,20,0,10,11,183,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.1819967976283225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965787183790078,0.10290352451006893,0.14914373724639698,0.07759134244757299,0.0,0.0,0.06341309335079535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080984359459314,0.0955454875826248,0.0,0.08301213357554188,0.08717601875229887,0.0,0.0876113004631624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864597319774723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890482937692706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081603569145521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789828126219094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061590644208661185,0.0,0.0,0.08910422454565331,0.0,0.0,0.0879076563358308,0.0,0.2357496213869913,0.06661770903200231,0.0,0.0,0.1704573408292245,0.07931827186787323,0.0,0.0,0.21613380046428174,0.0,0.04871919609479642,0.0894537498617197,0.052996036757398036,0.07821354710588006,0.07458042084904243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562383849427275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555716480938552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368200452516096,0.10157642005953804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576009106944505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092071032635566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939431071126055,0.0,0.19485248492486776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613874040239213,0.11947647904134083,0.0,0.0,0.40046174980249616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437382311499087,0.0,0.0848911581110117,0.09727992702325756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788687683906958,0.0,0.0,0.149901388886053,0.0,0.0,0.10663932637382537,0.1082702591156342,0.0,0.05975073642742284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331052475002859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000470214247209,0.07401738779550943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788699891366068,0.0,0.0,0.19872604663398655,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,matthewhi666,2020/01/28,Hello people Hi my name is matthew I'm about to be 21 and I'm so lonely that I talk to the things that come up to me when my schizophrenia acts up. I wish I wasn't that lonely but I am and I'm guessing if I do turn 21 I might have to watch how much I drink or I'll get alcohol poisoning and might die. Hell if I do it'll make my family happy because I was raised as a sex addict. Can't be a sex addict if no one wants to be with me or do it with me so I'll just go for the alcohol and weapons and games route. And if I do die I won't have to feel numb anymore and actually be some where that I want to be and won't have to make anyone happy ever again.,-0.5154545454545456,0.7525920000000035,2.41558441558442,97.33623376623379,83.54545454545455,5.698701298701298,17.493506493506494,6.5431188927421005,-0.4319038961038961,504,10,135,5,14,179,80,154,0.218,0.7020000000000001,0.08,-0.9774,0,4,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,4,0,22,9,0,3,1,32,36,20,2,7,8,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,3,5,6,0,1,2,2,18,2,15,24,2,9,1,2,1,2,5,3,1,10,3,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1558986236956365,0.3483148234386172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414607481233826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843483401209651,0.11170497556145943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738565784444893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761548296960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316026133271915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649987230922155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450827465838034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060355801482836,0.0,0.08077733672228042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346581607713531,0.0,0.09079290734196938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759890336990829,0.0,0.0,0.3401260568317808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327648491987491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338951332878375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743890072431745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825467011081727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075456223450728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284056671432513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613466025731716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376844422493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845622954654834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837112951754296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eli-the-hobbit,2020/01/28,"I’ve never felt so empty and alone I’m struggling to find the words to describe this feeling. It feels like I’ve lost something. I’ve been on my own for a long time. My trust has been violated more than once and can’t trust anyone else. But I still HURT. The last several years have been filled with therapy and medication, hospital stays and recovery centers. I’ve been in therapy since I was 6. There’s always something hurting. I want to be able to reach out to someone I trust and tell them how I’m feeling, to be held in their arms and know that they will never hurt me. It’s like a pit exists where my chest used to be, and nothing can fix it. It’s an aching, physical pain. It feels like I can’t properly breathe. I’m so alone.",1.5470614035087742,3.638305723684216,2.9567368421052613,91.91282456140353,80.57894736842105,6.421754385964912,23.291228070175446,7.554174236665415,0.939424912280702,578,20,127,9,15,188,94,152,0.172,0.672,0.155,-0.7096,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,6,13,1,1,5,0,14,5,3,2,2,24,27,11,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,8,5,12,6,14,15,2,15,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,0,10,70,19,0,0.13626795701619002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822650144063503,0.0,0.0,0.11338585643590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528172393353478,0.13962262536522393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383439256469526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756046938454904,0.1946997114399828,0.1308386084048323,0.0,0.12454644401060724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376329990402628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488930546114993,0.1110765724101414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972092191319754,0.0,0.0,0.12059285385679483,0.0,0.0,0.14875257221234392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727563057763875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019649820793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307527799241585,0.0,0.0,0.14512092691723286,0.0,0.0,0.1449987138705541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539440042964195,0.0,0.11272226219800564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154593977735832,0.20981146152219413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524351115065198,0.10882376649762536,0.0,0.0,0.14245685561881885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910420068548225,0.0,0.3116685694364516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945894157402238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769176290297292,0.0,0.0,0.08037437162917399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775209659796038 lonely,qweriopy,2020/01/28,I’m lonely by choice Is it weird to say that I think friendships can be cheap? It just seems that more people = more problems. I’m not really a pessimist or anything but I hate talking shit or seeing people fight and it seems that friend groups get bored unless those things are going on. I have 1-2 close friends that don’t do this when it’s one-on-one but I don’t really engage in groups with them because they make a complete 180 and just say whatever (even if it’s mean) to get attention or to make others laugh. Maybe I’m overthinking or have abnormally high standards.,3.6514272030651327,5.169593318965519,4.1866666666666665,88.00277777777781,72.70689655172413,7.224521072796936,24.09578544061303,7.793537801064563,1.0845911877394636,459,13,94,6,9,145,77,116,0.166,0.674,0.16,0.0321,0,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,11,3,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,24,23,11,0,2,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,0,3,6,4,8,22,2,6,0,1,1,0,10,4,1,7,1,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600801676744496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185826103246186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395915990365468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848406871093698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005840732945129,0.0,0.20326595439978115,0.0,0.11055488241162666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205636493544545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552976722994687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596982231516499,0.0,0.1954297647157332,0.21189828263730665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181737070642902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697227781960693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613725527044614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923954505950344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093933304794639,0.0,0.0,0.1550138226258037,0.35418240974178417,0.0,0.0,0.19968044420472048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563544317238371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923591972169055,0.12464584229158784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xavier2328,2020/01/28,I miss it I don't miss the girl. I miss the emotions and feelings I had when I was with her. The need the craving of her. It wasn't lust but jut the need of her to be present.. To pull me when I felt myself sinking into nothing. I miss the idea someone loved me that much... Idk if I'll find it again.,-1.6797180762852442,0.23383044776119635,0.5222885572139297,104.57739635157549,95.26865671641792,2.9777777777777783,17.892205638474298,3.1291,-1.154766500829187,228,7,59,0,9,75,41,67,0.11599999999999999,0.8,0.084,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,14,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,13,1,6,9,1,6,0,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603302035824571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196940278055147,0.0,0.3075688003463354,0.0,0.29277749770326744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616156555004957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891119914433609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354807596457381,0.4750439996731101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073670390836757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714161278149131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Toadus243,2020/01/28,"Hey hey hey hey hey If anyone needs/wants/feels like a chat or someone to annoy, or ask stupid questions or absolutely anything then hit me up, I'm here to dispel loneliness as much as I can",1.6811538461538476,3.93018012820513,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.05128205128206,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.8110974358974365,151,5,31,2,4,50,30,39,0.21899999999999997,0.721,0.06,-0.765,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29658997512652524,0.0,0.3490562964278251,0.0,0.39654229115008505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447342133893305,0.30302759117481826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722834984178912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118142273398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751681947016651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35939840821601965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RashyAsscheek,2020/01/28,"Waiting Idk man I don't want to meet someone online and I don't have any friends to set me up and those stories of just bumping into someone randomly don't make any sense nobody wants to talk to you in line at the store or just randomly on the street. How are you even supposed to meet people, I don't give a fuck about a girlfriend anymore I just want to meet a person that can stand talking to me and that I can actually stand talking to",5.688478260869566,4.960190021739134,6.207739130434785,83.32856521739133,67.26086956521739,8.664347826086956,33.61739130434783,7.554174236665415,2.17593652173913,350,14,74,3,5,114,56,92,0.076,0.89,0.034,-0.1401,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,15,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,15,15,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,3,0,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2176683755826511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033685251655351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120947663045507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473249601167927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233084636152887,0.2062096842922719,0.0,0.2139735717981358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889017273532967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463745014849414,0.19476201276253707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779855959210329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378466913969376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946888084841048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GravyChord,2020/01/28,"Forgot what being loved feels like So I'm posting this from college and I have to say, it really does suck to have no one to share your thoughts to. Basically I've been a loner/the distant kid all my life. The one time I feel like I've got someone to talk to, shit always hits the fan and goes downhill. Everytime walk down the street, travel by bus, I notice that people look at me funny as though I'm an extra terrestrial being trying to cause ruckus. I've also never had anyone say that ""they've got my back"" type of shit. Shits gotten so bad that I've forgotten what being loved feels like. I don't even get an opportunity to show love to anyone else. Anyways thanks y'all for taking your time for reading this. I hope y'all keep pushing forward no matter the cause. Stay strong",3.1292015579357333,4.837632582278483,4.236075949367091,86.3393524829601,74.44303797468353,6.380525803310612,21.647517039922104,7.010146845296331,0.5569332035053551,620,15,124,6,13,202,103,158,0.129,0.65,0.221,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,8,16,4,0,7,0,8,7,3,2,2,14,29,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,3,0,4,4,5,0,2,7,6,12,11,17,18,2,13,0,0,1,3,12,4,4,1,8,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034033599687078,0.10759024363599944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808229741222044,0.1324859444760967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942583097287064,0.10796239267022358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656590782650202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315370515552095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801585325692337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085403244834763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613806181476415,0.2771217246331884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675553484737154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683043743045426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128426803062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493022253436795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133035406190064,0.18951237238300225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858174165504117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501023321419351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972624965975667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472120343422186,0.0,0.0,0.1752377753422995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964224395639236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238362889359718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933773804536652,0.0,0.0828346506410479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056534683115244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981822346433447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955779783299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781952390225888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721957373265618,0.10392865004573464,0.0,0.11904459696044295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703929230930733,0.10265193777027157,0.15079494306840854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778807748017782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sidiwieidjsjdjssjfka,2020/01/28,"18f really need someone to talk to Hello there, I have a hard time at school and that's why I'd like to find someone to talk to and becoming friends too if we get along well. My interests and hobbies are: books, music, working out, history, foreign languages, philosophy, thinking, writing, watching weird stuff on YouTube. Don't hesitate to message me if you're interested. (posting here because the friendship subs won't allow me to)",7.158227848101263,8.153270645569624,7.151746835443039,71.92964556962029,64.0632911392405,9.864303797468356,42.382278481012655,9.888512548439397,4.611063797468353,347,21,56,7,5,111,65,79,0.057,0.7390000000000001,0.204,0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,7,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,11,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,2,33,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482451809815475,0.2685821001487776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226947631221888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788648784055648,0.0,0.12705572138652216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784873004795988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880939964441227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032086116744225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329069330567003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579249505453774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461192945907396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121048992177224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839214044864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909306932056151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558250859761827,0.0,0.0,0.14180491038730084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865526692542445,0.0,0.21943939392353767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704380020881472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheFlightyCrow,2020/01/28,"Trust Issues For the past 3 years and change I've been alone mentally emotionally and (usually) physically ever since I fell out of my friend group due to a mixture of bad smoking habits and depression/emotional issues. This group was a family to me and I've had a hole inside of me that I haven't been able to fill since, and I lost of cut off all of my other friends since. I don't know how much of my circumstance is my fault or what I could've done to avoid all this, all I know is I am the most miserable I have ever been and nothing is getting better in this respect. I cut down on my smoking and I have been getting help with my emotional problems. I've tried to fill the gap with other friends, games, hobbies, work projects, dating, etc, but the hole is still empty and gaping and I feel myself deteriorating. I know there's so much out there I could be doing and so many people I could be spending meaningful time with but something inside me just feels broken and I have no one to help me. I keep trying and I keep making the hole bigger and I don't know what to do.",3.6213181818181823,4.738273359090911,4.737045454545457,85.59056818181818,72.22727272727272,7.6818181818181825,25.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.3075909090909086,849,25,178,12,16,279,112,220,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.094,-0.5926,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,2,2,8,0,24,0,0,2,5,43,36,19,0,3,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,18,0,3,7,1,1,3,4,8,0,1,8,2,29,6,23,24,7,19,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,9,126,37,2,0.11855884833779975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279121140009955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899168615565936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485566677216797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541954119910922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839787795293248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132686460251095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000882403859053,0.0,0.0,0.13222445551284756,0.0,0.21448653188740846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176673074558556,0.0,0.11989383202879846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747948163835347,0.0,0.12388420984098195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893499385512408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474892702176824,0.0,0.21076110370532933,0.0,0.0,0.2606273698588361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942098813946085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791389518900264,0.12020006366746412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947943378577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430879016842332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137604125299408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803385439608048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317783595174626,0.08219377748625685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134448061370636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29421931349508473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127239371170184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468124943127462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913261789077348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098735122833716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057582157615752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631225361898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634801122501207 lonely,RoboticUnicornNose,2020/01/28,Fading into the background I really don’t know what to feel anymore. Every body in my life just seems so happy and for whatever reason I’m not. I don’t know how to be happy and it just seems like this thing that everyone else seems to have and I’m just there in the background. I just need someone to tell me that I’m going to find something and that I do matter.,2.6032900432900448,3.885863636363638,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,74.97402597402598,6.691774891774893,21.924242424242426,7.1686216300943375,0.6132008658008656,288,7,61,3,6,96,47,77,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.9199,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,21,16,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,9,15,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067668116541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476507019293496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903733722971698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704884784444559,0.1933539560702292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231416561821616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849440997808995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150000846237774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308103624337368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241237462467545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292568538203376,0.0988579170982508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003985204645864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963049730683054,0.2080493502219483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526351193731862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714503738112468,0.15577880277188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686269046769476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443225102524392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arturserp,2020/01/28,"I feel more far from my friends I have a group chat with all my friends, and I do not seem to be included, I mean that when they are talking about smth that indicates they don't mencion me , they don't either reply to my messages , that's on social media , in real life only 2 members of 23 on the group recognise me, and hardly say hello to me.",8.036249999999999,4.770840125000003,8.356111111111115,77.90000000000003,64.41666666666666,10.711111111111112,36.5,7.793537801064563,2.707799999999999,267,9,57,2,3,89,52,72,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,13,2,10,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,1,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869657861444691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849734852145662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811560827902199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216879464266024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418845433666953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238703969395218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35724033958588663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495933336390561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857255139494149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199398015241481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522680355307981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bbysnks,2020/01/28,"I used to be all alone and now I'm not I'm typing this while surrounded by people who genuinely like me and having me around. I used to scream into my pillow from loneliness, I had absolutely no one to turn to and now I have friends and it is fucking awesome, I wouldnt have this if I had killed myself if you're feeling alone and are struggling to find your people, I know how you feel. i know how tempting it is to just off yourself. all I can say is just keep going. it fucking sucks, it's hard as fuck but just keep going because there will be a day where life is gunna be good, but you just gotta keep going",1.869860139860144,3.405876000000003,3.360629370629372,92.01800699300699,77.46153846153847,5.9580419580419575,21.81818181818182,6.574015621080383,0.3019230769230772,480,13,107,4,11,158,79,130,0.14400000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.09,-0.4639,0,2,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,11,10,5,1,1,0,16,4,0,4,2,31,36,13,1,3,9,0,3,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,7,7,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,2,5,16,3,12,28,2,12,0,0,0,3,6,5,4,2,5,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317546740933669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257625169591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763197809835077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328987480867133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196329817496471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638323147885385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373912827634212,0.4441956930264636,0.0,0.0,0.27306765710579484,0.13433451108747266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434717965196006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427072388614348,0.17719318082755275,0.0,0.17603936625724062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113125661820723,0.07824602882305699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852848165984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206939366047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736556727186368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674338841020881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742079615855967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766534317224344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ittastesmoremeatlike,2020/01/28,"I’m not sure I’m alive anymore I thought I was in love but it can’t be real. I’ve spent 3 years kicking myself every day for liking him, he has a girlfriend, there’s too much keeping us apart. I’ve never been with someone healthy, I always just accepted relationships and told myself I’d learn to love the people I was with, they’ve always been toxic and unstable. I’m not sure I’ll graduate, I’m not sure I’m even going to survive that long. I’m not sure anyone will ever know me. I don’t have the energy to do basic homework, it doesn’t hurt so much to fail as it does to fail and know I’m disappointing everyone around me. I haven’t seen a friend in almost a year. My past trauma is mine to bear, my family doesn’t understand, they think they’re supportive but they’re not. At least not fully. It hurts more to see their disappointment and feel their judgement than it does to let my trauma eat me alive. I won’t reach my career goals, not with my laziness and lack of motivation. I don’t want to sleep. I said I would work today but I didn’t. I have so much overdue but I can’t get myself to do it. My head hurts and if I sleep now then tomorrow comes faster and my lack of progress today will dig me a deeper hole sooner.",1.287576923076923,3.2227879884615405,3.1706153846153846,90.85438461538462,80.65384615384616,6.16,19.630769230769232,7.24861992348623,0.34972615384615396,967,24,213,13,25,324,139,260,0.187,0.6559999999999999,0.156,-0.8686,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,3,7,9,19,0,0,6,0,24,6,3,1,6,47,50,16,0,5,13,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,7,12,1,1,9,0,1,2,17,9,0,0,10,4,34,10,22,34,7,20,0,7,2,2,13,5,0,2,14,129,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382462670409785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891659914207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273063205885395,0.07948108493742426,0.0,0.0,0.10119088066032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791710562251373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330809493768756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894771212804294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631334088345607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507831999329892,0.10282151170575217,0.0957723329994374,0.10861707275749792,0.0,0.0,0.107158469229233,0.0,0.057475240729183925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782157767149561,0.0,0.05938816586865694,0.0,0.06460158774389044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665876857534772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650599940068531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103559930341234,0.0,0.0,0.12494071271032993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623582914635637,0.0,0.055533684401136936,0.0,0.0,0.10059485140008967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205184201715118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506827792543118,0.0,0.08766972845321172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851139306269274,0.07880484037458843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293819608156636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203962055863753,0.0,0.0,0.10812671437280988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058070385884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750526414755096,0.0,0.09631268014910667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899198238063694,0.4285325570020532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283549258123319,0.0,0.09024171208904216,0.0,0.0,0.21549276262357472,0.10861707275749792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833504153905468,0.13673166441976814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704582992963788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275350734369831,0.0,0.0,0.08074829065294717,0.0,0.0,0.14640020258249753 lonely,ColdLurker,2020/01/28,"Why do people not like me? I'm a 22 male never had a girlfriend and cannot see myself having one anytime soon. Yeah, it hates when everyone has had a relationship or in one. I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm a decent guy who likes hot/spicy food and loves horror movies with a good sense of humour with okay looks. What is wrong with me?",1.9448401826484023,3.3536670684931518,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,76.94520547945207,5.962557077625571,17.646118721461185,6.42735559955562,-0.3771716894977173,268,4,62,2,6,87,53,73,0.18,0.615,0.205,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,5,2,9,2,0,0,1,10,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,5,6,6,14,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,5,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456283643704786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841759237103433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711586151451316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326975842549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202445463568575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915575848439168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296287567012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734983544756105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210637130725635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125477322587807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31849872364240045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292685882813718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523135880446278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727313550808053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120606422924444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138947105018479,0.0,0.0 lonely,MistaSlim420,2020/01/28,"Can anyone give me some tips? I need help I hurt everyday when I wake up just walking,talking and breathing hurts I’ve had little tastes of having someone...being loved...having some purpose...but she just acts like everything is normal for her because for her it is normal but I’ve dropped everything...given up on my dreams to help her have hers she wants to leave and go off to the other side of the country and go to school...How does one not feel pain without becoming a addict? I’m sick of feeling in general it all turns into pain please if anyone or anything can help let me know",3.1693965517241374,5.117284043103453,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,74.94827586206897,6.364137931034484,25.393103448275863,7.1686216300943375,1.178657931034483,463,16,89,5,10,148,82,116,0.079,0.7120000000000001,0.209,0.9470000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,0,1,22,18,7,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,3,12,1,16,16,3,14,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,4,3,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855933710791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290567618225376,0.0,0.1347882795421814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984713447940366,0.1808973006390924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333699253076876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720723854639187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563805761789266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712586606246914,0.18617549708663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293624437245992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35068914054204914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001674768204157,0.0,0.0,0.1734339048242954,0.0,0.1674901811731922,0.0,0.08002134049260895,0.16416434260188276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145097166206405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32096614759152386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099086707246976,0.0,0.3485761434248396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979632371354828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576799422597335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165119175606166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816053824391054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660978275194837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789130590380554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashas000,2020/01/28,"Rant (you can ignore it) Everyday I wake up and feel decent, yet 0 minutes in and I start to remember why I was depressed the day before. Every damn day I have to go a shit school we’re people have to learn things they forget within 10 years (yay America). Got no friends and don’t talk to anyone unless they start it, even then I only say 1 or 2 words. Don’t know why I can’t talk I just suddenly freeze up and get anxiety. During lunch I just sit at the corner of the table and wait for lunch to end. All while getting depressed by my own thoughts. Every time there’s something new in a class I get extreme anxiety about what’s going to happen for no reason. The only things that keep me going are my lizard and my parents. I have a sister but she’s a complete and utter cunt. Parents don’t know I’m depressed because I keep acting alright at home just to make them not worry.",1.7795345830639953,3.7272917692307743,3.432546864899809,89.52127666451197,79.10989010989009,5.601034259857791,21.694893341952167,6.522977012572876,0.4448586942469293,690,20,141,6,17,229,117,182,0.16,0.79,0.05,-0.9353,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,7,10,3,0,8,2,10,4,2,2,1,29,29,12,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,7,2,4,7,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,3,3,20,3,20,26,2,26,0,3,0,0,12,8,3,1,13,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227669546153645,0.0,0.0,0.09244253247504054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059244266102981,0.0,0.11249881392207034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861701015629055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052575344928736,0.0,0.34161028383212894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709657143116968,0.0,0.0,0.08732178278160456,0.0,0.2227809801660667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668480659492938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214315836652473,0.0,0.2072188290938166,0.0,0.22540964473454905,0.0,0.10573838596455068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691062337548197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261486545572973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502413629844845,0.0,0.0,0.14531552886164814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824950851236033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276867921116736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109946701821468,0.0,0.0,0.2936014850975643,0.0,0.0,0.09165600873784904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359312916281885,0.0,0.0,0.14976528387186291,0.0,0.0,0.10513668141607188,0.0,0.13380101130940808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357090614386394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177976449571158,0.0,0.0,0.18715424630563698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125267025073269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756655283840295,0.0,0.0,0.1049579583238246,0.07709123516712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385933445560725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426309671513614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513727191972842 lonely,Succ-Mei-Hof,2020/01/28,"Anyone else forgotten how normal people speak to each other? I was having lunch and overheard the people next to me. It was like foreign language, hearing them ask each other about their families and talk about how their lives were going.",7.213571428571428,9.10513416666667,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,64.47619047619048,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,2.0600857142857145,193,6,28,2,3,58,33,42,0.044000000000000004,0.899,0.057999999999999996,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208277922837582,0.3052034450225118,0.0,0.0,0.2784686322683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883251322563524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080572129949183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928662357717605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357216108410411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552444073571633,0.0,0.2630250372672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31678856993443555,0.0,0.2918497667985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41301168638271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239416959707904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrLegumeClerk,2020/01/28,"Some venting I guess I feel as if everyone drifts away from me, and no matter how much I try to keep them around, they want nothing of it. I have learnt that letting go is better than holding on to a dead friendship, and I guess that is a good thing. I have let go of most friends, never had much for a family. I have 3 people who occasionally talk to me outside of work, and is quite sporadic due to the many aspects of life, and that is just a text, I see them even less and if I am lucky I will see 1 of them in 2 months. Now, lately in my life I have realized I need more people in my life,and I have been trying to create new friendships and I seem to have little to no connections with people.",6.294739382239385,4.213579304054053,6.92733590733591,83.05472972972974,66.77027027027027,9.808494208494213,30.602316602316602,7.957251820313856,1.8009640926640915,539,14,124,5,7,179,90,148,0.06,0.7879999999999999,0.152,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,1,1,26,27,10,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,22,4,23,22,6,16,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,8,6,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348234870553178,0.0,0.0,0.14229318685256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394608962456098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003194791564436,0.0,0.0,0.14471790745714008,0.0,0.0,0.1427745108523413,0.0,0.07657816913822796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701065612934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721461711194805,0.12702990155269328,0.0,0.0,0.33368067173139165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461659515086286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084330900141195,0.0,0.0,0.30973778870219376,0.3209229311478803,0.0,0.15179367562053547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153547528679238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208867321358672,0.0,0.22266780183639745,0.11229898712522708,0.11680833709642276,0.14627230607482955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532130576758745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499113280192303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108676613113476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413736549080716,0.13787528959577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217305657230302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061730547711162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565055604391236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932971553014625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025812161460948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,seasonw230,2020/01/28,"Starting a Family I am old school individual who wants a traditional family. I'm also a ""homebody"", so going on trips and adventures isn't for me. I enjoy peace, silence, walks, reading ... I don't want to grow old alone lol what should I do? Everybody nowadays just wants to drink, go on vacations, have sex, etc. But it's hard to find a person like myself. What should I do or consider?",1.5138666666666687,4.0897283866666685,4.022666666666666,81.06466666666667,85.13333333333333,7.6,23.0,8.515128840125781,1.9994000000000005,299,11,57,8,9,104,56,75,0.098,0.745,0.157,0.7438,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355909899620247,0.0,0.17261794357678148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114542262899685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407336795741693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069748858787464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728616289731676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245349004971446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336231297384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545510324168332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453003816814178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847492589832748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159118850201771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845523753605955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278219847694585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38194791107770737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsyeehaw,2020/01/28,"Life kinda sucks big booty cheeks So I've been feeling really sad for some time now. Something like 6 or 7 months and I kinda feel depressed but I don't wanna talk to people I know about it because I don't want people to think I'm faking it or anything so I just kept all my loneliness and sadness inside for a long time and I'm not close with my parents so I haven't told them, but I just really feel like I'm never gonna get a girlfriend or ever be anything close to normal. I've moved a lot in my life, even between countries, and at every school I've been to I've been bullied because I'm ugly and I'm super awkward with girls I like and it sucks because I wanna believe that I will find love someday but everything I've been through so far just says the complete opposite. I'm also in this kind of weird state where I feel like I wanna cry and get all my emotions out but I just can't and I feel either completely empty or weighed down by all my thoughts and I honestly hate my life so much and I don't even know why I'm writing this to be honest, but I just feel really sad and lonely and I feel like I'm watching myself drown and I can't do anything about it and I really want to kill myself and I don't even think anyone would care. My parents don't pay attention to me and constantly make me feel stressed about school and yell at me for the littlest things and I just don't feel like I fit in with my friends and they don't seem to care about me at all. Even during my birthday not a single person wished me happy birthday except my mom and I even reminded people a week before. Then the next week, all my ""friends"" decorated someone else's locker and even bought them gifts. Some ""friends"" they are. So yeah, i guess that's it. I just hate my life a lot TLDR: I don't think I'll every get a gf, no one seems to care about me and my life sucks",1.3459725634725608,3.187206997474746,2.976478296478298,92.78539312039317,80.03535353535355,5.594212394212395,21.561288561288567,6.5153245180268975,0.2908807807807805,1465,43,323,13,37,483,167,396,0.19399999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.149,-0.9569,2,2,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,4,1,28,33,6,2,10,1,21,8,1,1,7,92,67,39,2,8,20,3,9,6,5,3,5,2,0,2,10,28,1,1,19,0,2,1,15,15,0,1,8,12,52,18,36,54,12,28,0,5,1,1,19,14,3,13,18,201,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758978413478215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312505891818575,0.0,0.1875684062374112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894507701475126,0.0,0.06465104273781831,0.08560034166773925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239160630150985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932139967290435,0.08210441453788993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345744018721805,0.0,0.0,0.06543909305867038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346924218262276,0.08546417863899189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109353763320684,0.0687257713168558,0.12802821796740566,0.0,0.06828345217784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457474186758857,0.21711264688741508,0.0,0.0,0.06944182895693092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609950185353218,0.0,0.11908492995406382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369750530113455,0.0,0.0,0.08087919413606143,0.0,0.1500236071381121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405756882842791,0.07911861292847452,0.08351021792470636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683248886990538,0.2227118760200916,0.0,0.0,0.06723747432113364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918627991088766,0.06857243338951963,0.0,0.050715403545288064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898363552748102,0.06064431512487103,0.08075179151026418,0.05585201992039915,0.0,0.05859833812139145,0.0,0.08080266603915819,0.0,0.0744415723241272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148415009179017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872748697669318,0.0,0.0,0.15801917366506602,0.0663404030708121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946918843531012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042015774718632,0.0,0.15378606402944126,0.0,0.1383336675985496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437527635056824,0.05849099803679277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870316817971242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061067634616338025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050475908088170894,0.14604945960763416,0.0,0.060317448804111426,0.08860588953325872,0.0,0.0,0.07259951715940863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962669968672178,0.0,0.12188873221659195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855764953459421,0.0,0.08737008652547618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053972057651929986,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lakelake65,2020/01/28,"The moment I realized how alone I am, and how it’s all my fault. As I’m typing this, 10 at night, the usual thought process I take floors my mind. Staring either at a screen or the dark ceiling of my room I think, why do I feel empty? Why is it that after using tinder and other dating apps, which I’ve used 7+, I’ve never gotten the chance to actually go on a date just once? How is it that no matter how hard I try, I just either hurt or piss off those that have tried helping me before? The answer I’ve always come to is this: part of my mindset doesn’t want to be in a relationship because the only time i was in one I got messed up. I always say I want to lose weight, but I never start eating healthy. I say I wanna look good, but never keep up good hygiene. I say I want a relationship, but never put my best foot forward. The longer I only say things I want to happen the worse I’ll end up becoming. I have to start actually trying to make myself presentable, as it stands with how I act only a mother could love me. Then I shut down, how can it all be my fault? I’ve tried so hard yet i can’t even get a date. I can barely earn a friendship. It’s not me it’s all the people who just don’t see who I truly am, but then who am I really then? Have I buried my true self so far that even I don’t know who I am? How can someone see the diamond in the rough, if the rough is 30 miles thick. It’s not possible. This thought process happens every night and every night it just shows me, I’m not half the man I think I am and as such the only person who’s truly at fault for my loneliness is me.",1.6191807280059436,2.6160450515759344,3.719305953517989,91.41948317945456,76.99426934097421,6.316502175527964,20.089249708160878,6.605766666666668,0.05254719303831035,1229,25,290,10,27,422,168,349,0.12,0.7659999999999999,0.114,0.5766,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,17,12,1,0,21,0,25,5,2,10,8,57,55,26,0,7,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,25,6,2,1,8,1,0,5,12,7,0,2,5,16,44,5,28,47,7,46,0,2,5,1,17,19,1,3,23,191,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.17866131027802645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480870320479104,0.0,0.0,0.1523386245094802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055802446552527835,0.10109966603490053,0.07789451273381824,0.0,0.09606646419979917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885432827775822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308791217727363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366913275057022,0.0,0.0,0.08107801368243832,0.0,0.0,0.12092372325868572,0.0,0.15425421203479686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628579931451921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782631081105285,0.0,0.05202476906190197,0.15356022731747307,0.07321357234641238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189852539331584,0.0,0.16400522478434554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135789560772071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979963627583441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136570484350053,0.0,0.0,0.050308451790328335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687125064301864,0.10241078497668922,0.0,0.0,0.08261918230012279,0.0,0.06110422167944885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243015327158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824077571950602,0.0,0.0,0.2577146322263434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748800727456053,0.06203044243505871,0.2784837359310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912980937876316,0.0,0.06346289254842259,0.07992993079357084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031985430947464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202382818034972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058643406288180926,0.0,0.0,0.19656120840669933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911878013230839,0.0,0.0,0.14589239566070855,0.0,0.09549706067477128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756225686518019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295861557450837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882731945443492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081566667485661,0.11731134832384647,0.0,0.14534640386225078,0.05337820008974401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860088646898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812378933583582,0.10081930272027297,0.0,0.21597263723493185,0.0,0.0,0.11147208215356036,0.0,0.0,0.16520274008045513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328793674660693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VampireHunter_D,2020/01/28,"My life in a nutshell I can't tell this story without speaking about my parents first. My mother grew up in a normal family, with loving parents, unlike my father. His father died when he was a baby and his mom abandoned him to get remarried. He was raised by his uncle, who was poor and uneducated. He never saw his mom again till he was a teenager, this deeply affected him. It made him very insecure and angry. The marriage between my parents was arranged by their families. My dad was rich at the time, so there were no complaints. After their marriage, my dad ghosted for three years. No letters or phone calls, nothing. This was a sign that he was not ready to be a family man, but was allowed to simply come and claim his bride after three long years. He made my mom give up her job, her friends and basically everything she knew when he took her away. My mom felt strongly commited to honoring her family, so she complied. My siblings and i were born and things seemed peaceful, until he went broke shortly after. Losing his wealth made his paranoia, insecurity and anger issues worse. He started locking us up at home, my mom included. There was a time i was locked at home for a whole year This affected my siblings and i deeply. We were cut off from children our own age, so we became awkward and unable to communicate effectively. Even our dressing was different. At school, we were outsiders and were bullied. At home, my parents would always fight and they became very bitter people. We were provided with the basics and nothing else. There was no affection of any kind. I don't have any recollection of my parents telling me they love me, not even once. I'm 23 now. I don't have any close friends. I've never dated anyone before. Never held hands or kissed anyone before. I try to be friendly and cheerful, but i'm just too awkward. I just want to be understood and accepted. I'm scared of dying alone.",3.9249792817679534,6.17516686740332,4.6964606353591165,81.54010531767956,73.69613259668509,7.066436464088397,27.88708563535912,7.972316293177498,1.9656765193370165,1514,60,269,23,32,487,194,362,0.171,0.682,0.14800000000000002,-0.2318,8,1,0,0,1,0,49.0,7,0,4,5,16,25,4,5,11,0,28,5,1,8,4,56,49,26,3,3,9,15,2,0,3,1,1,1,3,2,8,23,0,2,7,0,3,4,12,12,0,3,29,5,51,13,37,16,2,41,0,3,1,3,69,14,0,3,23,182,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942148427589661,0.0,0.0,0.06380722055103477,0.0,0.0,0.1564432231337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723845397677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720471304539317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050485048623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830292492910082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605646508918693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917174418207725,0.08011844548841875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405963160647223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129810092041483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891862327180026,0.0,0.2891633545190905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362865356841618,0.0,0.0,0.06522736051667104,0.0,0.0,0.1777375753496728,0.0,0.04006421840671509,0.07356226824404405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076087540630885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003815973034227,0.07609702497077472,0.0,0.0,0.0798545724373057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416416812241431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786291575324224,0.0,0.0857897669071517,0.0,0.0,0.1384205851600562,0.2176807290849601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490567962426138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774302555247264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513402610935488,0.14716070819639912,0.0,0.0,0.08166594389673854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42574246540208793,0.0,0.0,0.0531630214554264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677404902689036,0.07760828922133083,0.0,0.06981022208865673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542773209789139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405036995930938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094543381858229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943009946979287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519873158201104,0.05206339378206206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224139500355227,0.0,0.0,0.12654464121971848,0.045230202587854984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071086824592801,0.0,0.08561493339987908,0.0,0.07392062738849375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814753446682593,0.054474104484778685,0.0,0.0,0.14814592112571234 lonely,OuroborosDream,2020/01/28,"I don't even know Well hi, I'm just here because I'm feeling really bad and got no one to talk to, so I thought I could try to put in words what I've been feeling these last few years, maybe someone here feels something similar I dunno... Basically nothing has a meaning anymore, everything just feels superficial. I can barely keep track of days since they are always the same. Christmas, new year and my birthday felt just like all of the other days, I can't even see the ""line"" between every week, month or year anymore. Feels like I'm living without a reason, with no satisfaction, pleasure or anything, Just endlessly walking in the same void. I used to have friends but as time passed I turned to be a burden to them and became ""that weirdo"" Now I don't know what to do, I'm living like this for so much time that I got used to it. Sorry for any english errors or anything.",4.497586206896552,5.475344448275868,5.052356321839081,84.66577586206898,70.0344827586207,7.409195402298851,29.44252873563219,7.492282038375204,1.69123908045977,690,26,137,7,12,221,110,174,0.111,0.7979999999999999,0.091,-0.6708,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,3,1,33,32,10,0,1,9,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,11,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,5,7,13,6,18,25,5,17,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,15,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854513138998413,0.0,0.0,0.08871070318519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587433645254884,0.0,0.0,0.21469902619994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892058333108376,0.07952131525973914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415398006705892,0.0,0.0,0.16825935226929692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232243590939464,0.0,0.10991003605742496,0.0,0.11724035232456242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297980524809234,0.09319374754553696,0.1252527818424423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078560755694166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208666104356926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159502542617065,0.0,0.0,0.14338418840766262,0.10633443645965776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119433756405854,0.0,0.23038007686241704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105489825661287,0.14209866092904094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412421523744626,0.0,0.0958960082517734,0.0,0.0,0.12598974934565438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251706175937028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839652512253432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113862033359466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356982690638236,0.1341246739560058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395202993844592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790986764539696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053014807562156,0.10042704343343033,0.0,0.14602847328509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485104032818986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356299694243272,0.15213328230468728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856721652939578,0.1418925080064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253344159382555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463939251525073,0.0,0.11729052033430612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574947071854534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520172221044957 lonely,nicolesbloo,2020/01/28,"Being lonely in a life full of people I used to be actually, physically alone for a long time. Had a super not great childhood, then struggled with addiction and self harm for a while. All that has changed, and life is new. I have a lot of things to be grateful for now and a lot of friends and people that actually care about me. But I still feel so alone. It makes me feel so stupid because I've been so lucky and I manage to find something to complain about. But it hurts to have all of this and still feel so empty and fragile. How can I not feel so alone though? The image of myself I sell to people is so edited and meticulously created. I can't get myself to be myself. My friends deserve someone who is real--I know this. But I can't let myself slip up or let loose. Anyone else experience something like this?",2.731948051948052,4.495454909090913,4.024610389610391,87.19977272727274,75.66666666666666,6.411255411255411,23.90692640692641,7.1686216300943375,0.8726017316017312,640,20,132,7,14,210,93,165,0.17800000000000002,0.69,0.133,-0.7407,0,5,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,1,7,0,17,3,0,3,2,29,26,22,0,0,6,0,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,5,15,7,20,18,5,12,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,10,100,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.2562069828028812,0.14310692401132494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40787764995823295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178911934638248,0.13450468037337016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800227897242763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384155123954625,0.0,0.13886940587967564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096617295897423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841016302467692,0.0,0.0,0.2655022504993044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998112483178565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284235627691832,0.0,0.06858471357018653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447289230668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053043934862447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214419631551024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684710306166685,0.1854439749070746,0.06413334681142678,0.0,0.0,0.116172455724076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232071851989316,0.0,0.0,0.08762573300647869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267842613816276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273024465025004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941738970885754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369463469396487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122716932885904,0.20212070570147966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966954161621296,0.0,0.0,0.13723502034060064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721193436711909,0.0,0.12897503561221507,0.0,0.07654632987500143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337770587277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,realwookie12,2020/01/28,"being lonely sucks do you ever feel that you’re the least liked in the friend group and that it would never really matter if you were there or not? that was me in middle school. Now that i’m in high school, it’s not much better. Since I go to a private school, my school is very small, there was not many people i could be friends with. I mean yeah I talk to some people, but i’m not being the real me. Right now I’m a freshman and i kind of put on a fake me. I have bad social skills and am not the best looking person, lowering my confidence and self esteem. Right now i’m kinda lost. I used to have a best friend but lost her whenever i caught feelings. Now i’m looking for new friends buts it hard. I’m not very special so i don’t stick out. I’m not that funny athletic or smart, i’m just me. So hopefully soon I can transfer schools soon and be able to talk to people. I’ve always been the loser of the group and i hope to change that",0.4241277699198491,2.401365311881189,2.181230551626591,96.55681518151816,84.0,5.0357378595002364,17.044790193305044,6.1826913282559595,-0.4808041489863273,731,15,170,6,21,240,109,202,0.204,0.6629999999999999,0.133,-0.9189,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,7,12,20,1,0,10,1,17,0,0,1,2,36,38,14,0,5,14,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,7,5,20,13,15,25,5,22,0,4,2,0,14,10,1,7,10,108,29,6,0.10795638385545683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982835957333853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013907117814032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265871289534136,0.09547864853767282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420353961341118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861943880176777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765272981687803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917198280742713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336273374773484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135410080089836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670771513968604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406184676005933,0.0,0.21445009611461566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124199610095252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274203606419665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131234585707026,0.0,0.2356942914075452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945082880497158,0.0,0.11759615051699712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793603637544908,0.0,0.0832626185292859,0.10426494824640783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245300907669316,0.09426335031074312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852598352803364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287799948775778,0.06915962387900218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438832389780044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462881198899284,0.0,0.0,0.11262205277370665,0.0,0.0,0.08930263631572269,0.0,0.0,0.11004793807264296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354250405575256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093239653773258,0.0,0.17815064557579516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668911767094605,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flqwrs,2020/01/28,Loneliness I don't know why life is always so hard. Why does everything have to hurt so much? I'm currently living with my ex because of situation with my mom. At first we were together but I found out he missed his ex a lot and wanted to be with her again. This of course made me very sad and upset but I'm trying to support him. It all started because she transferred to our school. (I go to an alternative school) He broke up with me saying it's only because he needed to get his shit together but now he told me he dumped me because he has feelings for her.,1.7488479623824489,3.7470771293103446,3.5778996865203787,88.19343260188087,79.43103448275863,6.631974921630094,23.476489028213173,7.686295010490155,1.1113896551724136,441,15,93,7,11,148,79,116,0.22,0.753,0.027000000000000003,-0.9759,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,4,8,2,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,1,19,20,7,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,4,3,17,1,16,15,3,9,0,4,0,0,19,3,1,1,5,57,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339539003826818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202119384629932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081032570152145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548823593883999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713706412027435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658690226090865,0.0,0.18895493619893544,0.0,0.0,0.09003721170418705,0.0,0.09794117644560993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437708757047067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844867210178845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471005911894136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172434321598065,0.0,0.0,0.1521737573841142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651189413429253,0.0,0.16306625269777156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183507098555306,0.0,0.0,0.12668505100400007,0.1277832070405021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106749539628446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704662386035554,0.0,0.3488216790196789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689800026900995,0.0,0.19371022672069235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197863415439765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556216724109501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646721738499969,0.0,0.1170032261807032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421932974689019,0.10164684318772084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31100860238833633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ethiopianopal,2020/01/28,anti social media i make posts on this app and sometimes get quite a few replies but i can’t even look at most of them because i’m too anxious anyway.,1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,79.625,4.266666666666667,23.166666666666664,3.1291,-0.02497083333333361,120,4,25,0,3,39,30,32,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105034658848951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150632913088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400017534953184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984527020078032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305138387249872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425515846491438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480069937446729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864875886348332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37040886747040697,0.0,0.0,0.3593811664501444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ancientfaerielore,2020/01/28,Most days i spend alone Im getting really sick and tired of being alone and not having anyone who genuinely cares talk to me. Im literally going insane.,2.881,5.347857099999999,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,78.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.7399999999999998,123,3,21,3,3,43,25,30,0.368,0.5529999999999999,0.079,-0.8745,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560818671490161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877116760699944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371024027559115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313283256117498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025792630668255,0.0,0.1525705433152516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799601809725317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198070304932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577591217576556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30855232256944964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TOWGA,2020/01/28,"Just to rant I'm lonely and I am crushing hard on my friends ex. I don't know what to do, we've been studying together alot and I realized how great of a person she is. I don't know if it's just a crush because I'm deprived of interaction from the opposite sex or if this is genuine. I honestly can't interpret my mind and shits just going crazy. Hopefully I work up the nerve to ask her out tomorrow, get some closure and love on after the rejection I'm anticipating. Alright rant over thanks to anyone who read all the way through",4.582051948051948,4.980522036363637,6.093116883116879,79.3668181818182,69.54545454545455,9.922077922077923,32.98701298701299,9.957137785484203,3.135792207792207,424,19,88,10,7,145,77,110,0.201,0.621,0.17800000000000002,0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,1,0,7,1,8,3,1,1,1,21,19,8,0,3,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,14,18,3,9,0,3,0,2,9,5,1,6,2,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823585525951325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516722869320188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410614211427224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798872834019316,0.0,0.14064959233233576,0.0,0.1529965919522561,0.0,0.0,0.2968017648309437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115667312729835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673833812334964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589835030911005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429699074062324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718224164983825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350612453818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927993919452803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763372071537021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478497174560227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136840558429232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959859662563669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skintonechicken-,2020/01/28,"Really Weird Case First of all please excuse me if I make any spelling mistakes because im not native speaker. I have been feeling really lonely the past few months and I was wondering why I have been feeling this way. I have a loving and supporting family but that is about it to be honest. I know that i might sound ungrateful but believe me when I say I am. My parents have always provided for me. I have never had a best friend or a serious relationship. Once had a toxic relationship and felt like shit. I have 4 friends who are better friends with eachother than with me. I have no people texting me and it feels that no one cares about my well-being while I have been there for certain people. I also feel really insecure about myself eventhough people have told me otherwise. I've stayed up nights thinking about my 'lonelyness'. Yet this isnt the problem. Everyone I've ever come across told me that I am a socially gifted guy and funny. However when it comes to real 'Friendship' I dont have anyone. Has anyone else ever had this problem? If so, Advice is really appreciated!!! PS: I'm also very jealous when people talk to my friends but I try to fight it with the mature thought that were grown-ups and can talk to whomever we please.",3.1768913043478264,5.569134950000002,4.5078985507246365,81.32869565217393,76.58333333333334,7.340579710144929,25.43478260869565,8.321376580360154,1.9354456521739136,988,36,177,19,23,326,140,240,0.147,0.63,0.223,0.9653,2,5,0,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,14,22,3,1,8,0,29,2,1,1,5,39,47,19,0,5,7,1,5,1,4,1,0,3,0,1,13,12,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,10,0,2,12,8,30,12,18,33,3,18,0,1,0,1,19,2,1,5,13,130,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068055692302903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478747152215578,0.08572992316011015,0.0,0.0,0.07006451298328611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408313573046186,0.10556728431768347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628066515697948,0.0,0.0,0.11608048911607664,0.10812452351635526,0.09112241658919608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050468210771821,0.0,0.0,0.1775039134260693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075139214922548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606905688511085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639460997261104,0.0,0.0984503951417198,0.0,0.0,0.09712831850986844,0.0,0.20838197962807897,0.0,0.09892577608444852,0.0,0.0,0.087637990759344,0.0,0.0,0.3184055251804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201674276076557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129100120837652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623062209946014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033567038925822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298936724612317,0.0,0.06877389429246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929945299138877,0.0,0.0,0.08223824373422542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946374533086613,0.0,0.0,0.09668747585252324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972449566997663,0.06981637231750483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440356915632785,0.0,0.09835460718271953,0.2857144821525425,0.0,0.0,0.2261938735825462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971732230202357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727166681200492,0.26401681024079365,0.0,0.0,0.22123315537637744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193426950312227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575968980726742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502697944955476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981718039487977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691819078792864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562459348448974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601801027149493,0.0,0.08179498846619597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690079028343965,0.0,0.06995118592919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501124382477303,0.0,0.08178109526212457,0.0,0.0,0.09263711017624916,0.0,0.09296931922905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173256486094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Miss_Insher,2020/01/28,"Feeling stuck and isolated So yeah. Not sure where to go from here. I live in a fairly small town. Moved here a year ago and having a hard time finding friends or finding my tribe. Not entirely happy with my job which has a few good things about it but also stressful. Lots of client call which is a huge stress for my as English is not my first language. I get nervous, I feel stupid and super self-conscious. I've decided to suffer through that cause I might feel better about them in time? With more experience? But I'm just not happy about things. My family lives overseas, so that's always a source of anxiety for me. I don't want to move back, but I do really miss them. I just don't feel like there's anyone around me who loves me unconditionally, like my parents do. No family dinners, Birthday celebrations, etc. It's really hard sometimes. But I've learned to live with that. My 2 months relationship just ended. And one of the reasons they mentioned was because I'm ""sad"" which is true. Not all the time and I thought we were having fun together, but he ended it. I feel hurt, rejected and ""broken."" It sucks. I do have friends, but some of them have husbands/boyfriends, some have family around and I just don't. And I just don't want them to feel bad cause they can't help me. Ultimately, it's my battle to fight. I've reached out to the local Facebook group hoping to find a women's group, but all I got were retreat suggestions. I then said that I'd love to get together for a happy hour or something if there are any single ladies around as I'd love to make new friends. No response. So I'm feeling sad, angry, frustrated and mostly just stuck. Cause I don't know know how to go past feeling so disconnected and unwanted? I am in therapy, but it's once a week and when I get into this dark place, I'm struggling to find reasons for living in this stupid cycle day after day. How do you cope with something like that?",2.2541159539473696,4.530386179687504,3.346885964912281,89.06565789473686,79.13020833333334,6.333771929824562,23.386513157894736,7.475848149327749,1.0059281249999992,1519,51,310,22,38,488,190,384,0.249,0.61,0.14,-0.9931,2,1,2,0,1,0,53.0,1,1,6,3,26,36,6,4,12,1,25,4,0,8,4,81,58,33,0,5,22,1,10,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,19,21,1,0,19,0,0,4,13,17,0,2,8,11,37,19,41,49,10,38,0,6,0,3,27,15,1,9,22,196,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936264389254819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257536022789084,0.06510908595781231,0.0,0.0,0.05321171686928142,0.0,0.059859948636798124,0.0,0.0,0.054713225694985726,0.0,0.0,0.20897347448898584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060168327131415913,0.065334294886053,0.04769960738379465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920450918064171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990054771119898,0.0,0.0,0.24114853509509454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092772001672988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861003088707938,0.0,0.08726784948424983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654212483057178,0.22129738855543396,0.0,0.31651866054574124,0.055900800358079636,0.0,0.0,0.286071133868808,0.06655820118797315,0.0,0.0,0.18136397372330487,0.0,0.12264495855867875,0.0,0.08894094118792349,0.06563119545228895,0.06258253664203757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498912016046767,0.1401907141067795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244837298717964,0.0,0.0,0.07771849451502062,0.07705908818147049,0.0,0.08376672202378878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764964054488363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600674510664504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468490939846927,0.0,0.2763797147844553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652414353408287,0.2118671922946804,0.0,0.052231533985852285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300937662882951,0.0,0.0,0.062457269095076186,0.1663317117814276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557296504139999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333218270721866,0.05302326211110078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688578670680222,0.0,0.07469712251399996,0.0,0.0,0.0817531105267233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025608654851599,0.1609051426597828,0.0,0.0840096899609778,0.0,0.0,0.07443231722106537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163033311102484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047915774137645,0.07738984528371011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926696537366793,0.08180240419146327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374835952277861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948406933477117,0.0,0.10396975768593698,0.0,0.0,0.06212063114786279,0.1368821267399655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230607830116982,0.0,0.06276629006390774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050389519292509295 lonely,Kaya-Summerland,2020/01/28,"I’m terribly tired Where do I start? Personally: I feel incredibly invisible, no matter where I am, nor how I interact with people; I’m often talked over or talked down to. It’s not everyone, but I feel like I’m not loved, I have no partner to just sit around with and listen to their heartbeat. Professionally: What profession? I went to college, a mountain of debt and no degree later, I have nothing. I don’t even talk to most of the people I met there. I don’t have a career. Creatively: I need help, creatively. I really do. I can’t do a lot of this alone; my ability is too limited. 15 years ago I started a comic book universe, and I’ve been trying to build it as I go. I’m a planner and ideas person with some artistic abilities, but I can’t do comics. Despite what I can do. I want to work with people who can actually help me make this real, I have ideas, and goals, but no directions. I know my end goals but I can’t get there. I feel like I’m burning out before I’ve hit 30, I don’t exist and everything feels like it’s impossible... I just want someone to hear me...",1.2320383204239675,3.24401986995516,3.867217692621281,85.39053709743173,81.2421524663677,7.283245006114964,23.14084794129637,8.296473431620573,1.4582304932735424,833,29,178,18,22,293,119,223,0.13,0.7170000000000001,0.153,0.6002,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,5,11,5,0,0,6,0,20,2,0,2,0,40,44,14,0,3,9,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,8,12,0,1,7,4,1,2,13,1,0,0,3,6,30,4,20,40,3,15,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,5,9,115,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.13377671234282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151896843125487,0.0,0.0,0.141980338065204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203610677785835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665056980563122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141800703066792,0.0,0.0,0.0905443832054427,0.0,0.0,0.1309920874532905,0.12320456511649815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772603447638564,0.2938040080126683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162207210763387,0.0,0.07790945397932349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545065217616573,0.0,0.18377246954926074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950809101864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753391909316494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092071326351416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654609519437545,0.12372597701609925,0.0,0.09150634654837153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164795083690877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153825624221316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851156898272633,0.2393974015462763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603452289569902,0.08782116376073669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116153001555473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406115239774108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305549642980891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756084007491936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930727789513546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617144155068441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708061905021356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980065192176657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827925321961938 lonely,InternalCommercial,2020/01/28,"Work travel loneliness I travel a lot for work, which inherently is a pretty lonely gig. But it always hits extra hard when I’ve been on a long flight & when I turn my phone back on there are no texts or messages that are not work related. No one asking how my flight was or what’s the weather like where I am. Woe is me, right? Lol ridiculous. I type this from a random bar somewhere in Saskatchewan. At least they’ve got good beer! If you too are a lonesome traveler - cheers.",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,2.65816666666667,93.1035,81.08333333333334,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.1964741666666665,376,10,79,4,10,118,75,96,0.163,0.68,0.157,0.2453,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,1,0,6,1,8,2,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,1,8,3,6,8,3,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,5,5,51,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204419445919848,0.2761149963872938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382375158025043,0.0,0.0,0.19595336458578824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374457598885985,0.2038158480380549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282832465402243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245001311889695,0.0,0.0,0.2255220832419621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665268710595592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268365446310258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926010593137416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762878557672932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771886880114562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556571527627304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tallorai,2020/01/28,"Had finally started hanging out with someone. They moved away and didn't tell me. Lonely yet again They didn't even tell me, I texted them looking to hang out last Friday, the finally responded today saying they moved an hour away. So much for a friend.",3.19125,5.861560624999999,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,78.16666666666666,6.34,24.18333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.3103283333333335,202,7,37,3,5,62,38,48,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.6781,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,7,2,1,16,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,8,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955439933904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903348790049228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611856619669165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263203888528452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730043075776147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171585870486334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676726796293327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474570918846784,0.15474196882858213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739831755517828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783562531949301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489932225979594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679731469879531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952970716141855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wimpykid1440,2020/01/28,"Friends seem to be leaving me behind. Yee haw! I understand that everyone has their own lives. It's a given fact and I'm used to, and know that fact. However, life is seeming to be getting to the point where I feel like a nuisance to everyone. I can send them a text, they won't answer at all, or I'll ask a question and it just seems to be shrugged off. Even friends I've had since middle school, seem to choose having fun and drinking over me. It hurts. Not sure what to do or how to act. I feel I am very high maintenance and it just seems detrimental to even try and tell my very few friends about my feelings. Like everyone is leaving me in the dust to sit in his own crap and stay there. Strange situation, right? Also, good freaking lord, as a dirty virgin who hasn't had his first kiss yet, I genuinely have a feeling that a night life would help my situation, however my current living situation prevents me from having one. So, needless to say, I'm fricked seven ways from Sunday at the moment.",3.330300000000001,4.940028030000004,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,73.7,7.4,28.0,8.07648339933343,1.7213000000000005,786,31,163,12,16,252,124,200,0.073,0.7859999999999999,0.14,0.9174,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,11,12,1,0,10,0,17,6,1,2,4,34,34,13,0,1,5,0,4,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,9,7,1,1,14,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,3,5,19,9,23,26,4,22,1,1,0,2,15,11,1,8,8,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583892202072578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034743146329043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515130968052483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179273238135928,0.0,0.0,0.3077009088161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170951994662311,0.1533659390967311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130245868033696,0.0,0.0,0.2487894267185501,0.0,0.05608017274751115,0.0,0.0,0.09003082120564458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719470376609001,0.11340949727706676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490856934015573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899068147253862,0.0,0.0,0.227312905642106,0.0,0.0,0.15163335394163666,0.1048807811781629,0.0,0.18956452427195986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007303361526446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273565258056038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147000570371173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024419315546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166687946496134,0.0,0.08536024378234401,0.0,0.10863275109945893,0.0,0.4885867577061989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879189122185283,0.36196044186086657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440904211197453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011656930008474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938189761730862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287610324704022,0.0,0.0,0.11174363569790732,0.0,0.09270639184859933,0.0,0.1771317555188891,0.0,0.08520066476086703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625051258357587,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gucci-a-mane,2020/01/28,"💔 That’s my second post on reddit So you know I am having very bad time rn, it’s exam session now in my country. I am 23 male, blonde boi international relationship student and I told myself that after New Year’s Eve I will be more happy and it worked out for some time, then I had my birthday couple days ago at 18th and u know it’s hard for me to get in a relationship. My last relationship was very toxic and made me lose a lot of friendships cause that was same circle, I am always the one in a relationship that gets more depressed and i worry so much and overthink like it’s crazy but trust me I can control overthinking for now and it got better. I wasn’t in a stable relationship since like 2015/2016 and everyday it gets harder. So back to my point there is a certain relationship I’ve had for a while, I like her I find her interesting and this is not the first time we talk because it’s been a while since we saw each other and I was really into her back then, after we last see each other I lost a lot of weight and tried to cut off every bad habit I’ve had like drinking etc and I lost (99 kg to 79kg in 5 months sorry but eu scale) but it’s kinda hard relationship when she disappears for couple of days and forgets to reply me and she always say sorry and I really understand everyone needs privacy and stuff I really respect that but I really overthink it like everyday, I feel sometimes I don’t matter that much even tho I supported her in a very big moments and I feel really out of gas, I try to stay positive but she can’t even remember my birthday and I really wished she would wish my anything but she forgot and we lost a chat for a while now but she messaged me after I posted a picture on ig and she said sorry for everything and she said she will make up for it and I was like I need to give her a chance but I feel it’s my weakness. I am gold hearted guy that would really like to take care of someone and every single time it’s the same, I feel extra awesome when we start and after some time I am getting more depressed as someone lose interest in me but don’t get me wrong I am not shy or anything, I am interested in politics, political doctrines i smoke weed too and I can vibe to Playboi Carti etc I like fashion too. I just feel lonely and I can’t see other alternatives, tinder doesn’t work if u ask because no one give a fuck to even read bio anymore. I do not know what to expect because we see each other soon but I feel like I am getting friend zoned to death and this shit like kills all my vibe, I have exam session now and I can’t think straight so I deleted all my social media app like ig and Facebook but I saved reddit. I seriously would like to spend with her more time but I feel like I face a wall that I can’t jump on and this is really a pain for me. she sent a meme where a dog gives other dog a clap and it’s said this is all the attention and love I give it to you and I asked to who and she replied to you too!!! And that means she already have somebody I believe but I feel fucking friend zoned and just depressed af",1.4312408868470996,3.3953382770897846,3.43361030660142,89.00331768700693,80.3157894736842,6.334924598022572,21.719664436232897,7.421331260492423,0.738818915409968,2421,73,522,35,62,819,262,646,0.13,0.6940000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.988,0,2,2,0,0,0,28.0,6,3,0,10,24,47,5,0,23,0,40,10,3,4,4,113,93,64,2,9,20,0,11,13,2,5,2,4,0,2,35,49,2,2,17,3,1,3,12,20,0,4,21,20,98,27,53,66,22,66,0,9,5,3,56,22,3,7,51,359,133,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690270062866955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058388967221612235,0.0,0.08805292865180593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247382062175412,0.0,0.0,0.0870830307794935,0.0,0.09892990013069132,0.0,0.0,0.08137109188468629,0.08835749913376563,0.09676276507105068,0.0,0.0,0.059612948718706725,0.0,0.04679577066413359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394662622135642,0.054354509929623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934455456081871,0.0,0.11709075819072562,0.0,0.0682468598574776,0.0,0.13671735028279905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183295881923616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802023651832845,0.10484230126167206,0.0,0.08916015337722344,0.050559042278423165,0.04755329071949448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402846180376467,0.07559972795038485,0.0,0.0,0.04835999609219852,0.045006349376449324,0.0,0.0,0.08175832299152917,0.09783134202788032,0.1658639132558004,0.2030294722515624,0.0,0.0,0.042318023304466,0.0,0.0,0.0523905343693521,0.0,0.05632509355112127,0.09479631579291753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270017956573891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853854601934062,0.0,0.08723604792297948,0.08625959015307984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604743472667675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838848580606265,0.17327689765949722,0.0899666394952093,0.04775454017500685,0.05006597879639773,0.03531872293838265,0.0,0.0,0.057635948715874664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042233317965628014,0.0,0.07779182966989846,0.07846615996116417,0.0,0.051102091212796116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717081717070942,0.0,0.05630138453054994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001830831216232,0.0,0.10134885418676612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052925647508637284,0.0,0.2711708175871427,0.0,0.0,0.3976487604733997,0.05993822125499655,0.0,0.15099237121609416,0.042077212487536514,0.0,0.0,0.12649043616467048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431271881256915,0.08753759615866773,0.0,0.0,0.05393643658536116,0.08966319463384337,0.0,0.05233065727229103,0.177689702540969,0.03745091096504412,0.05639643658605389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060570812725017686,0.0,0.060043149066637325,0.0,0.0,0.03978273447545316,0.0425281219657616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033903443126349034,0.0,0.0,0.1851181284798153,0.0,0.0,0.050559042278423165,0.0,0.07184663833454569,0.0,0.0,0.05508255945683292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097216312309126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443174426801307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169083408121725,0.0,0.0,0.07704015529527375,0.05373402292735713,0.0,0.11276006996103477,0.05785023204898052,0.0,0.034073161078755236 lonely,throughthevalley,2020/01/28,"My only best friend in this town died. I am isolated and alone. My best friend died in my car last Saturday. I am in a wheelchair, and most of the time there is no one physically here to sit and talk with me, except people who aren't healthy, sober, and I'm staying away from that. I have no family, because they aren't accountable and used my wheelchair as an excuse to put me in foster homes off and on from the age of 11. I was responsible for handling my friends belongings since he died while living with me, and I held on to a few things for myself, like his guitar pick, wallet, vape pen, and his old car keys. He died before my 27th birthday coming up, 02/02/2020. I've not been able to get groceries, but I'll be fine until tomorrow if my ride to the store doesnt flake on me. I'm going to call meals on wheels until I get a new car. At this point, I'm passively suicidal, and people need people to survive. I'm awake at night, so if you're a night owl hmu! I'm a nerd, introverted, I love reading, playing video games, and indulging in philosophical discussions. I'm a spiritual person, as well as an empath. Numbers are a huge part of my life, numbers like 11:11, 11:23, 1234, 222, 333, as well as 42. I also love to sing, I have a blog I use to heal others, and I'm a volunteer for CrisisTextLine. I'm starting school in February to practice Marriage and Family Therapy. I believe that I will be the best friend you've ever had, as long as we each respect each others boundaries, and nourish each others growth. Curious? You never know until you try! Message me!",4.4361904761904745,5.178063662420385,5.4611737943585075,82.54049893842888,70.01910828025478,8.528723081589325,28.32817713072491,8.704169506293173,2.0096877767667576,1226,42,248,20,21,405,180,314,0.084,0.7240000000000001,0.192,0.9904,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,2,1,4,7,17,0,0,15,0,15,5,0,3,2,34,35,29,5,3,5,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,1,1,9,20,1,1,1,7,2,8,7,1,2,1,4,0,32,16,46,28,9,45,0,0,0,2,23,18,0,3,19,155,41,3,0.1058001575906617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095770556058683,0.0,0.08460834780070806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940273078464318,0.0,0.0,0.06449479406570807,0.0,0.09002814155983824,0.11920054729025716,0.33309221412117984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803379006682948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911374675781734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439215439553698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570229971408743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947794520716344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269637572236275,0.0,0.11055243120130444,0.0,0.06012866772436151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061261844810001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058144999698670874,0.08624124939531645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472978018866659,0.10337722565282666,0.0,0.09342347750129708,0.0936298101309368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097754587902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844947626454657,0.08159960390674313,0.10218245148357237,0.0,0.1985725615992103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101946788925143,0.0,0.07169292491303221,0.08046578738539055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457126052059467,0.0,0.2200455233735229,0.09238061670584813,0.0,0.0,0.10001534655626937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635838057822397,0.0,0.0,0.10582878861587144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707540788258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751898366765673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488589609309297,0.11276889083274567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572820034373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503815903263319,0.0,0.0,0.12099170078008492,0.0,0.07028892352365765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169292271344421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183136209931816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827547331729341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025409552426548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jay_L31,2020/01/28,"Bye to my bff, ""soulmate""....my love I'll keep it simple...like the good ol saying, ""fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twoxe, shame on me"". That statement can't be any far from the truth....as my ex left me back in September for jo reason, no closure.... nothing. To message me back in Nov about how she still loves me. Last week I decided to end us...because....let's just say this. While she was my #1....I never was her true #1. So, I gained some self respect and decided to move on,but, I'm torn, my heart is heavy and idk if I made the right decision. Why does the right decision never feel like the right decision. FML and good night",-0.29395992366412216,1.8606684732824448,1.5649570610687,98.42545085877865,89.45801526717554,5.10706106870229,18.111164122137406,6.6274283507984215,-0.15337824427480884,474,13,113,6,16,155,91,131,0.15,0.6890000000000001,0.161,0.6758,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,2,5,0,5,3,1,3,3,20,11,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,3,17,7,11,7,1,20,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,2,12,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936943976987634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473356101784609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074280513798745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244702404402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132012697889403,0.11489648478867875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697919744133613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058349607951666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295247241252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310973459376126,0.0,0.0,0.1747415061456788,0.16445885681830955,0.0,0.07857307267985415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903094467434571,0.15218057332126528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093609456530345,0.0,0.0,0.24808294352737945,0.0,0.0,0.15092740413790498,0.0,0.15432005192534115,0.0,0.0,0.17127795669285947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535930753769462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120420329612575,0.0,0.2557958307837869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677800365380644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284384875515894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345784674556765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290075642097178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451234287790476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justtellmeitsok,2020/01/28,"New level of isolation in life I am 26 now and recently moved to a small town for work. The few friends I had live an hour away and don't make the effort to visit even though I drive back weekly to feel like I am doing something. I feel like over the past few years we have become less close and increasingly its just a hassle to do anything with anyone. I feel completely stuck where I am and in a place I don't have any active social life its like being condemned to die alone socially while being so young. I feel unambitious and depressed in a way I have never experienced, like the game of life is being lost by me. I'm losing hair at this time and feel really uncomfortable being around anyone let alone to try and attract new people, I feel like Tinder would be an even bigger embarrassment. I flip between wanting to just disappear or break down most days lately. I want to believe its winter depression but lately nothing tells me there is a better tomorrow.",6.481571566731143,6.644221228723406,6.89247582205029,76.08772727272729,65.43617021276596,9.602321083172148,28.793036750483562,9.339509955726095,2.3685042553191487,773,22,142,13,11,252,119,188,0.138,0.768,0.094,-0.6298,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,5,11,13,0,1,11,0,20,4,1,1,1,27,32,12,1,3,4,0,7,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,3,8,16,8,22,22,5,40,0,4,0,0,7,15,0,2,23,98,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353064756394702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772505152077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588606841609955,0.0,0.09348145033825236,0.1011262776873803,0.0,0.0,0.1067290324627997,0.0873498271350807,0.0,0.0,0.12546003319765756,0.0,0.12798601186206854,0.0,0.10046817324161336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910531051129294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732612930831846,0.0,0.19568353063259894,0.0,0.11789675830900705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006077595925849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446312819614097,0.2434632379254587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776551002025061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187111812393824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628691683399485,0.0,0.0,0.11616162107467805,0.2407128176279321,0.27749115103584404,0.0,0.10030908893867133,0.0,0.0,0.1270870714700303,0.12400560368137843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582752724202133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073666465295213,0.0,0.0,0.08761375774658148,0.21942725507503874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090003162054108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844211647823984,0.07875452925033301,0.0,0.11868570081177822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277376858197587,0.0,0.11216429105686013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315976498725192,0.0,0.08745326739019894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992896330283803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111609428998475,0.0,0.06623988998122589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712556503054997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340060521462377,0.09016878123113993,0.0911214396075508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270067528451575,0.0,0.0,0.08069673877789553,0.0,0.0,0.07315336838278692 lonely,XtrxshbinX,2020/01/28,". Hey.. My name is Alexis. I’ll be 16 this February. I have a few piercings, short blonde hair and I wear glasses. I’m quite a shy person who doesn’t have many friends. I love listening to music and being around my dog. I have my personal issues with mental health but it’s no big deal. I’d love to maybe meet some people and become well friends if possible. I prefer to use Instagram so please do consider",-0.010544090056285428,2.310878658536588,1.9797560975609765,92.10342401500941,97.78048780487805,5.449906191369606,18.50281425891182,7.010146845296331,0.585133958724203,318,10,65,6,13,105,64,82,0.051,0.7070000000000001,0.242,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,5,2,1,0,11,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,8,5,5,11,2,3,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,2,0,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690702169851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318819765092349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645734908811387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244258655786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317540220923304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191414719038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789903575490702,0.0,0.0,0.2128643302544839,0.21093090489730515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115881545816347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555835381336832,0.3666542346096643,0.0,0.2304706967129953,0.0,0.2366959564181195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233160434447368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133619151454974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887773438391312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SleepyMidnightReader,2020/01/28,I just want to disappear I am turning 18 on Thursday and my mum just gave me my gifts watch and perfume. She gives me gifts when she buys them and once she even gave me 10 in front of girl in my clasa qnd half full bus. Now that is usual as my mum never really made a big celebration or invited kids on my birthday. If I could I would rather people don't even try because it is painful when they know it is my birtday and expect it to be grand happy day best in my life when no one realy cares nor do I have friends or family who are going to come or be happy for me. It is going to be me trying to go trough school day and coming to empty house . And everbody dresses up and gives others candy on their birthdays in school and talks qbout grqnd parties with their best friends and things they will do with their families. And I hate this one even more because I am one step closer to finishing high school and I am useless at everything and don't know which college to chose and won't be able to get a job because of my social anxiety . And why should I even try to get into college when we are poor and in my country people with doctorates work in factories if thry don't have connections. It would be best if I could disappear because I am just waste od time and space. And mum gave those things to me not a half hour after she complained qbout money problems qnd now I feel like a shit and wpuld rather she gave me some money because I would add it to my own and spend on new perscriprion glasses. I didn't want any empty objects I would rather she for once spend a day with me or someone else really care to celebrate it with me.,6.549406512605042,5.294148026785713,6.6575210084033625,82.53453781512607,65.7559523809524,9.810644257703082,31.371848739495807,8.671277953709913,2.1801945378151264,1291,39,275,16,17,414,165,336,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.113,0.6756,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,6,4,16,17,2,0,5,0,32,4,1,1,1,60,55,32,1,17,14,3,1,1,2,7,3,0,0,2,15,29,0,0,3,0,6,9,9,6,0,5,6,3,47,11,37,35,7,44,0,1,1,0,30,18,1,8,18,194,62,8,0.09156027611684954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226412749510987,0.0,0.07004336061789354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790714724453676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882605828934971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186703607347301,0.0,0.0,0.15774214114751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620686030365815,0.0,0.0,0.17714641050813978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371582234669038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648686193760884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418987953985962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228847233313892,0.0,0.1726297593341367,0.0,0.04629562668315849,0.06541067955248553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147848440558575,0.0,0.095672930520038,0.1756659198280831,0.15610744477379015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949352329656052,0.0,0.09039681688287546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673845872543947,0.0,0.0,0.09016842856197786,0.10564826552085796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908594460636011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063826649147324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467173078038692,0.04473172602250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663654709662312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061692945329219,0.08842948522184667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501741172058976,0.1861308380860438,0.0,0.0974265892677811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269527338910423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761081875843714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731171483063385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779916628002996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939853076774234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333417104366856,0.07757872482948018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359268170110635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165715802960678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053389533311970966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649025192690655,0.09959128821998077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084070860433376,0.0,0.10800924619734502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261890790552355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665697149069197,0.0,0.0,0.2601671726430085,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bagelsiguess,2020/01/28,"Tryna find a friend from Discord I met someone on Discord a couple months ago but freaked out and left. I really enjoyed talking to them and would really like to talk to them again. The username was Ink something and we were on the lonely server (which I think got deleted). And their favorite song was Hallucinogenics by Matt Maeson (which ended up being one of my fave songs) and I told them that mine was As U Wave by Halfnoise. Ink something, if you're reading this, and wanna chat again, pm me!",4.0416052631578925,6.0935439368421065,4.194934210526316,86.13766447368424,72.78947368421052,6.0131578947368425,26.61184210526316,6.6274283507984215,1.1201842105263156,394,14,73,3,8,122,71,95,0.091,0.732,0.177,0.9016,0,2,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,10,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,12,3,13,1,0,10,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,6,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174805753914255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431037307387245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157213125589067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832719860195474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845540432540889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104996329655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595381203799563,0.0,0.0,0.116702139323476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906675505416068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186771619904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893939802487665,0.0,0.3060585697398008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239780483839667,0.3677949137176583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839969595069863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306129774337565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825506527339534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968977238830288,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,caden-r,2020/01/28,"What songs fit loneliness really well? I’m in yet another lonely slump in my life and as always, I look to music for comfort. Just hearing someone sing about the same situation I’m in gives me such euphoria and joy. Basically, the kind of music I’m looking for lyrically are heartbreaking songs about how you feel like you’re bound to be lonely the rest of your life, songs about self-esteem issues (mainly appearance), and songs about how you’re generally jealous and envious of others. Songs that maybe talk about the feeling of death or just death in general are always welcome too. Musically, I want songs that feel like loneliness. If it makes you feel like you’re the only one in the nighttime and that there’s no one else in your life, I like that kind of stuff. A dark key, a slower pace, minimal instruments (guitar, piano, violins) and a beautiful voice. For example, a song that musically feels lonely to me is Work Song by Hozier. Not really a lonely song in itself (I like the chorus a lot lyrically) but the background music really fits my mood right 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lonely,celesteej,2020/01/28,";( like anyone just tell some shit about ur life, vent, anythin. i feell like im actually goin crazy just waiting for any notification and someone to care 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lonely,Fuffee,2020/01/29,"I don't even feel real I'm 18 and I feel so lonely no one cares about me to a point of me feeling real I'm just there taking up space I could just leave and everyone's life would be the same I've tried making friends and I just cant keep a conversation going I can't do anything I just feel so useless and unwanted",-0.34165492957746224,1.6519334788732394,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,87.45070422535211,5.240140845070423,18.734154929577464,6.6274283507984215,-0.012085915492957788,251,7,59,3,8,87,47,71,0.18600000000000005,0.703,0.111,-0.6248,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,20,18,6,0,3,4,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,4,8,2,4,15,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570920313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300881096459167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018109335164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905452912688982,0.0,0.0,0.215639703132076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564270987474301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743539800594062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825485763232966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058804832829769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389545468650799,0.0,0.0,0.15939912992799474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506381170651085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529214969491308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333341514276247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137293228887838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967760197724374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321678441000586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603112382129826,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,finnabewannadie,2020/01/29,"A thought a girl was into me and that I wasn't lonely anymore... So a little context: I'm a high schooler 16(m) who has only lived in Australia for seven years in recent memory as before I was in another country in an international school. Throughout all this time I was never alike the other kids in Australia, I come from a diverse french background and have vastly different interests than most of my Australian piers. This had always made it hard to fit in for me, it was really difficult adjusting to this in the early years and I frequently got bullied. So fast forward to highschool (which in Australia starts at 13), and I get a little better at fitting in, I'm less awkward and develop some good friends however still seen as weird by many and don't fit in at all with the mainstream. In more recent years, I became liked by many people in my classes, however none of those people would ever be interested in seeing me outside of school not for a lack of me trying.Still up to this day I constantly see all the things I miss out on, on other people's social media that even my friends went to. 3 years into highschool, my best friend moved schools which made me even lonier and left me without a close friend at school. So that's essentially where I was at where all of this began, liked by many in the school but with very few actual friends and very little involvement in social gatherings. Here's where we begin: (sorry this is very long, just had to let this out) So this year, I was interested in a number of girls at my school and was on pretty good terms with them, however when I worked up the courage to ask them out throughout the year I got rejected by all of them. A major hit to my self esteem. Once this school year ended, I was spending summer as I usually did, barely doing anything with anyone and staying at home most days. This all shifted when I went to a friend's new year's party were I met a great group of people from a different school. I really hit it off with this one girl in particular (we'll call her Ava) and I felt like we were flirting with eachother. I start hanging out with this group frequently throughout the holidays and it feels great as I'm really connecting with them and Ava in particular. She was definately flirting with me as I was to her and we were always together in the group talking to eachother. For the first time in a long time, I didn't feel lonely and I felt like people actually liked me and that I actually had a shot with this girl who I was definately into. Also at this time, I'm surrounded by people in committed relationships whereas I had never been with a girl. However after a lot of talking and very obvious flirting, I found out that she wasn't actually into me. So yeah, the fourth rejection, in a year, another hit to my self esteem and fear that no one actually likes me. Really sorry for how long this was, I may sound unclear or unreasonable in this post, my emotions are running a little raw.",6.824243079584775,6.558669268166093,7.3374199826989654,74.62820609861595,64.79584775086505,10.408391003460206,32.76838235294117,9.978442167317967,3.1087524221453284,2359,85,439,46,32,778,241,578,0.051,0.7859999999999999,0.163,0.9962,6,5,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,0,4,4,18,34,0,2,31,1,35,0,0,3,11,77,66,34,0,2,5,0,5,6,6,3,0,1,1,8,34,43,0,0,7,1,1,7,10,9,0,4,37,9,58,25,98,21,18,112,0,5,3,0,41,62,0,7,49,317,92,12,0.0,0.0,0.2700771502827693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426486186893275,0.09211436213356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160825013472742,0.0,0.0,0.05489417091846751,0.038703307004101226,0.0,0.0455498639041912,0.0,0.051746516475967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471003553910506,0.0,0.05808836137706185,0.04895422141290397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056520437034765815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768072558200246,0.0,0.05981569577448793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139474018234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566182381186026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226339153453525,0.04902531802070518,0.0,0.0,0.07311876203855372,0.05006892567340538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228623042401081,0.05597512637950454,0.0,0.10629293048085478,0.0,0.0,0.04708226322790073,0.0,0.060690456699158575,0.2565882550456212,0.0,0.028919061910575927,0.0,0.0,0.0928530268274388,0.0885398767111688,0.12205124053304416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958439370260097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058482278358322974,0.05552242797357911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139957066151425,0.056601026318016924,0.0,0.16225273508570634,0.2219084178189744,0.048876705838187456,0.14695396092673615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705817135947932,0.0,0.104750535207282,0.0,0.1683542924792332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883026657468905,0.0,0.0,0.08538153242277075,0.053459170612848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894792364499395,0.07501570473235457,0.042097583233500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302440586583465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530117805240651,0.056312740241383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183927368305646,0.0,0.1093065666838387,0.05942718201272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481522934967578,0.08821653083514076,0.0,0.1154881220440486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284849982592805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392374948320832,0.07835666178708363,0.05899771719431296,0.04420406632271109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897945559779251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677331577280423,0.0,0.0,0.04394319340642732,0.12910445709842822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060962252946235265,0.1826843232898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262345620005407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335721711117087,0.0,0.04029681279402394,0.0,0.0,0.03932037271078916,0.0,0.0,0.32080304335469323 lonely,username2136,2020/01/29,I wish I had more personality than a plank of wood. I hate seeing all these people who have absolutely spontaneous personalities and they get the most interesting people to be their friends. I somehow managed to get A friend but I feel like a burden to him. I envy those who have a bombastic personality and thrive in life because of it.,5.130476190476192,7.143691571428577,6.743047619047619,69.16028571428575,69.79365079365078,9.484444444444444,30.06031746031745,9.888512548439397,3.1548946031746024,271,11,48,7,5,93,46,63,0.136,0.691,0.17300000000000001,0.1018,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,4,7,8,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,1,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753950437217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223778581805737,0.1729065883599116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739842214186451,0.0,0.2529018216565225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389549430268796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709532511979916,0.11824384322128212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33558685294578544,0.6339949107438432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286691782580695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783230512345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SploogeMcGooge,2020/01/29,"Just feel like theres an empty void inside me 18yo Male I'm lucky I've got good friends surrounding me, I have a good family, a good social life and I have hobbies that I'm good at, but I just fill like there's a void that I can't fill and don't even know how I would fill. Even though I have these people surrounding me I still feel so alone and vulnerable, I generally feel worthless and have no clue what I'm doing. I have no clear goal/direction and I just feel so lost on the daily. Feel like crying every second of the day - feel as though I'm quite emotional but never really show my emotions to anyone because I feel they won't understand.",2.6043636363636367,4.131814392592595,4.055622895622896,87.8448484848485,75.44444444444444,7.575757575757577,21.161616161616163,8.296473431620573,0.9312222222222224,513,12,111,9,11,170,78,135,0.177,0.6409999999999999,0.18100000000000002,-0.5295,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,25,25,13,0,1,5,0,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,9,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,2,7,16,9,5,21,0,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238985347388253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613058662738556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380772987618579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101748302947945,0.08866449390372849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092974123886218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161108267801385,0.0,0.11583448516282413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960576113435027,0.0,0.4866050870515452,0.19643428670501686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621822521358464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612533982227518,0.10995688672364784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755564925663991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710757778957722,0.20150023102720832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007780546750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603456699548114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531268402099603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622899289557909,0.0,0.0,0.08807446728331028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014554992855446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979327493818004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701506653942817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312357425268452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766324347154792,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B4ssP4rt429,2020/01/29,"Why does no one like me? Why does it seem like no one likes me? I like to think of myself as a good friend. I'm their shoulder to cry on when they're sad, and their person to vent to when they're angry. Yet, whenever I need to do the same, they either get angry at me for having my emotions, or just outright refuse to help me. I do everything for my friends, and they do nothing in return. I know that friendships arent just meant for give and take, but having someone to talk to once in a while would be really nice. Last year, I went through some really tough times, including attempted suicide, and the few friends I had, decided that not talking to me ever again was the best course of action. They used the information I had disclosed with them in earnest to blackmail me. I eventually just gave up and clung to my one friend left that hadn't done that. Skip ahead to today and she tells me that I'm not even a good friend and she would like to make distance between us. Now I have no one. I cant talk to my parents about this because they are more than eager to send me back to a facility, all they need is legitimate reason, and talking about this sort of thing is reason enough for them. Our insurance only allows me to see a therapist once a month, so I dont have that. My school counselor just says to ignore everyone, which doesnt help. The ONE teacher I had that I could lean on and talk to, has been brainwashed by the people from last year and now thinks I'm a horrible human being, who has tried to rape them(which is NOT true, not even slightly). So now I lay here in my bed, alone and unloved. I just wish I had someone. Someone to call an actual friend. Someone to call on when I need help. I miss being wanted. I miss wanting to be awake. I miss having friends.",3.678910256410255,4.765094916666668,4.297777777777778,88.91115384615385,72.05555555555556,7.316239316239318,25.790598290598286,7.61054688173877,1.142438034188035,1390,43,298,16,26,442,182,360,0.132,0.687,0.18100000000000002,0.9727,2,1,0,0,0,1,43.0,2,0,9,3,22,26,1,0,14,0,33,2,1,5,3,53,58,20,1,9,12,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,2,13,12,0,2,9,0,0,3,12,8,0,5,11,2,49,18,49,40,8,33,0,4,1,1,41,10,0,4,25,212,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0789917563394181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383578930160962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224258540550157,0.0,0.04934401582929409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494798029468245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531011919272628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462890640485862,0.0,0.08891553421284401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167302577562976,0.08283600545562156,0.0948682736095136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105351281684453,0.0,0.08363900122649509,0.0,0.1069283245313815,0.07322041818104894,0.0,0.0773475059544422,0.0727491714899259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43777151055508656,0.0,0.042291017392864234,0.07765091369524828,0.0,0.13578756408772802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276947477219852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448588180004783,0.13196381621019054,0.0,0.0,0.08794821831203953,0.0,0.0,0.19773097708493248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403217722630183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461043693892027,0.0,0.0,0.180061612166113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776700047745972,0.0,0.0,0.1724099953070728,0.2742559979455774,0.061563187292545285,0.0,0.0,0.08988110950484836,0.0,0.0,0.05611786163415622,0.07067904749659541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371234047753916,0.16645222763650175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437161972933568,0.0,0.08192181552054506,0.06450359370963397,0.07369032603057743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743416080804689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885419394290848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060861423655513024,0.3253072070534265,0.07075049449259749,0.0,0.0,0.09398470784451757,0.05377701883103651,0.103734036521119,0.0,0.0,0.04720034537711934,0.0,0.07672747624758444,0.0,0.0,0.054957115838797546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973682401797074,0.06991147562527435,0.0,0.0,0.09548826161576343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503788304912369,0.14608260255935793,0.0,0.093084066563845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150036312621713,0.0,0.0,0.10425332089608896 lonely,0mega_Nebula,2020/01/29,"I've only ever fallen for girls who turn out to be lesbians I can remember 5 girls in my life who I really had a romantic attraction to and every single one of them turned out to be a lesbian. The last one happened today and it especially hurt because she was one of the first people that I really felt like I had a shot with, and she wasnt a lesbian until we got really close. My friends all think this ""unlucky streak"" is hilarious. I'm not laughing.",8.346847826086957,5.729170858695652,9.412608695652178,68.54434782608696,63.23913043478261,12.678260869565218,37.130434782608695,11.20814326018867,4.0334260869565215,357,13,69,8,4,125,65,92,0.092,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.7402,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,2,14,15,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,6,1,10,4,11,7,2,10,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,0,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360637754684402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834165805461564,0.17084201095928747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469047500837566,0.0,0.0,0.1724755945826598,0.0,0.0,0.1566591777095344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217325626547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793083591344526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170688950335396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652841688587844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432220624595241,0.09906291328545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122054906575586,0.15421530744062026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057480883335513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896979146675869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969826463179205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299264790997755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220173384520226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411098799969743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nikns,2020/01/29,"This is the loneliest I've ever felt Man, I just wanted to vent somewhere because as cliché as it sounds, no one cares enough to hear me out. I've been feeling overwhelming loneliness for the past few months and it increased enormously around my birthday which was a few days ago. Now, I've always tried not to be overdramatic and I've had some pretty rough times where I've literally had no friends apart from acquaintances at school, all of which hated me because I was the smart kid (I lived in a pretty small village with a school having 15 students per year, so I literally had 0 friends). And for the longest time I thought I was the problem, that somehow I pushed people away, I was disgusting or irritating or whatever. I had convinced myself I didn't deserve friends, so when I went to high school in another, much bigger city where I knew no one, I didn't even consider it a possibility to actually have people ""like"" me. So I didn't try to befriend people, I was distanced but at the same time tried to be nice to everyone that approached me. And so on the second month I already had not one, but several friends. By the end of the school year there were 10 people in the squad and we became best friends, basically inseparable for the rest of high school. This bond is still strong as I am in my first year of university, away from all these people. I did manage to befriend a lot of other people, too, so I had a pretty decent social life in high school. I mean, I've always had this feeling of loneliness deep down, and obviously it was particularly bad when I had no friends, but it kinda got better when I was surrounded by people that loved me and were glad I was in their life. Fast forward to now, when I'm kinda struggling to find new people at university, and still have the close friendships from last few years. I am in my loneliest point, because I've started realising that while I do have friends and they do love me, they don't really care about me. They say they love me and I believe them, but at the end of the day I am no one's priority, and no one's willing to go out of their way for me. They all have exams, relationships, uni stuff, etc. and there is a long list of priorities that are more important than our friendship. While I kinda understand that, it makes me feel incredibly sad, because to me, friends and people in general are much more important than any of this stuff (career, school/uni). I was lonely when I had no friends back in middle school, but at least that had an explanation - no one really shared my interests, or my values and as cocky as it sounds, on reflection I think they were simply jealous. On the other hand, now it's lonelier than ever because I have a long list of friends I message/talk to regularly, and I keep on going and going through the list, searching for at least one person I can open up to about my sadness and vent, and there's no one. Like, they do love me and our friendships are as real as it can get, it's just that they really don't care. I invited them all to my birthday and no one came, because they either had upcoming exams (as in having an easy exam you've had months to study for), or they preferred to spend time with their girl/boyfriends. I asked them if they wanted to meet another time around my birthday and they simply said they couldn't make it. Some of them didn't even wish me happy birthday, then asked if I was offended. Well, I said no, because I really am not. I'm just very disappointed and lonely. Like, when no one wished me happy birthday on my 13th, it was totally understandable and not surprising. I had no friends, so I wasn't expecting anyone to reach out. But now that I have friends and I do expect them to care, it hurts really bad. Before my birthday everyone was acting like they didn't care to the point where I started thinking there must be some kind of surprise they had been planning for me. Needles to say, nothing like that. I don't even have a question or advice to seek, I just needed to get all of this out. Sorry for the long rant lol. And thank you if you've read this far. To end this on a positive note, I do believe it gets better. :)",6.916164208735111,6.1312191524390265,7.144038570618267,77.80869824163359,64.79268292682927,10.2620533182076,33.2161089052751,9.530980864609335,2.8105017016449234,3275,116,655,54,43,1063,303,820,0.134,0.67,0.196,0.9968,0,5,0,0,0,0,101.0,3,1,23,6,43,58,4,2,30,1,73,7,1,2,10,108,121,62,0,14,23,0,6,5,12,2,2,7,0,3,38,37,0,1,15,1,1,10,27,15,1,12,46,13,101,43,101,69,26,107,0,7,0,4,58,51,0,17,52,477,139,14,0.0,0.0,0.04351734195100213,0.0,0.0,0.04357677144322016,0.03952991825067622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492106226309898,0.0,0.07421161307736937,0.0,0.0,0.030325470595950036,0.09352146044876436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118118366860493,0.0,0.0,0.07939628498885072,0.08337879935048682,0.0,0.08379512102874734,0.0342900575772363,0.07446830717156991,0.1902887537525552,0.0,0.03794623627767232,0.10048440528781874,0.046798684797516935,0.07887959388418977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100369201925886,0.2273329356142127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057518922255457586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849122702512647,0.04607755524733642,0.049734132991942105,0.08836181163421902,0.0806757090471234,0.0,0.08522301621484445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764424663999982,0.0,0.042817263491806805,0.0,0.04075813687707167,0.037931660389826906,0.0,0.0,0.413438857146577,0.0,0.06989562268117339,0.0,0.07603144726742167,0.0,0.03566592071103953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494235145071953,0.0,0.04402737374846244,0.0,0.0,0.050260714465246784,0.0,0.0,0.14134812789946716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047738833007246864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963722414493463,0.0,0.04643782146439217,0.0,0.0363500875363646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299616646274696,0.10893195623018302,0.0,0.03937734679094483,0.11839294368308105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037912250860452884,0.1609914178854568,0.0,0.0595337245727444,0.0,0.0,0.048575973462091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678359140895256,0.0,0.06556348837495167,0.03306590928810327,0.0,0.043069193479354916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278917590575774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021806982852295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257004896055279,0.2782429785988388,0.038937788210003516,0.0,0.0,0.08431154761303054,0.05027307010914325,0.0,0.13610448555439547,0.0,0.042670465563895615,0.0,0.0,0.049955521072994516,0.0,0.04460609925096084,0.05075777069190311,0.14284039228431594,0.0,0.0,0.047877300951310466,0.0,0.0,0.0848382717220274,0.07092592740094557,0.0,0.361052324896893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037856237777128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545799922763612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049919367266583234,0.06312777000122782,0.0,0.07122570227715125,0.0,0.0,0.04661936409757753,0.10209899401542784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584299330588527,0.0,0.0410561927830033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714810947930031,0.0,0.035402679787689594,0.1300156918372323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082926042262272,0.0,0.0,0.09284791891218576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03679474622978221,0.05260543030825512,0.035396666501739095,0.0,0.0,0.040095389821859985,0.04133911394369786,0.0,0.0,0.1025618708221402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486837678272292 lonely,striver-kay,2020/01/29,Is replying fast a trait of a lonely person? I tend to reply fast and dont like leaving messages unread. I know usually people take their time but I just dont see the point. If I honestly see your messages ill reply because I dont fake that I'm busy or play those games. Anyone relate?,1.5283615819209049,3.713139152542373,3.645,86.44399717514126,81.20338983050847,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.8532011299435025,226,7,44,3,6,77,45,59,0.11699999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.18,0.6990000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,2,10,0,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,5,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017275098049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309222984118566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7551294043612552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803242590325998,0.0,0.0,0.22741128787049744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492617413523496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889504438632525,0.1875295958850909,0.0,0.0,0.20302784491822054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422890740593647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614809280453227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523459225500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365397155838672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pydrasparadox,2020/01/29,"How do I do the things that will make me happy? I'm a student, so I constantly have things I should and need to do. I could also go to the gym, or read. There's plenty of things I know are possible to do; I can even see myself doing them in my mind. But whenever an opportunity presents itself to be social or do things that everyone else does, it begins to feel like they're impossible - like I'm looking through a window and on the other side everything to everyone seems so effortless, except for me. It's like I'm not in that world, and for me to get there would imply trying to jump to the moon. It's impossible, and yet, it's not. Some days are better than others. I usually can hide behind a facade or try to stay busy with self-improvement or other menial tasks, but a lot of the time it just feels easier to stay in bed for as long as possible. I can be very social when the occasion calls for it, like if it's for work or I'm giving/getting information from someone. But trying to spark up a conversation feels impossible. I don't know how else to say it. I don't know if you feel the same, but thanks for listening anyhow.",3.7815933476394825,4.551261909871247,5.535726931330473,81.31157322961373,71.53218884120172,9.086802575107297,24.862929184549362,9.354420925462401,1.849292060085837,887,24,187,19,16,305,126,233,0.006,0.8809999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,11,8,0,0,13,0,20,0,0,3,0,41,41,23,0,6,15,0,4,4,0,3,0,2,2,0,19,5,0,0,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,17,8,34,35,3,20,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,11,13,134,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914091766461018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964377227251984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658998035559904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397043884128715,0.0,0.09898210747348957,0.0,0.0,0.07995213086920097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084893389311909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071265540589392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188279439871274,0.0,0.0,0.23692244146075836,0.1114186625086051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507372738262838,0.0885661165273804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295412304370667,0.0,0.07045653828609262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197123677847344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043964494371017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422671824530521,0.0,0.0,0.10971193195982262,0.1041058386551473,0.0,0.0,0.1053971501370855,0.0,0.0,0.08275273512655908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517707911436976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192418087982232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27952116784881925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240062415995286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858806123652283,0.0,0.0,0.09879018538542547,0.1128600834620769,0.1293305560594708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527490961780077,0.10504166032673846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427679092641715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413739929963193,0.0,0.0,0.3294477937901399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228947415010918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525079619471912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653840642014342,0.10229045505397856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090253596886574,0.0,0.0,0.08806664403482803,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AmonTheLegend,2020/01/29,Alone Just sitting alone in room and only noise is a clock tick-tock tick-tock thinking how depressed i am :/ at least no suicidal thoughts right now. 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Need some help guys :( Hey folks I am new to this subreddit and I am so glad, that I am apparently not the only one who is lonely. I am 23 and male, live with my parents and I have an older sister. I feel very lonely and don’t have any “real” friends or a girlfriend. After graduating from high school in 2015, we all moved as a family to a new city. I started studying and in those 4 years, I didn’t get ANY new friends. I am a friendly and open minded guy, but I can’t call anyone a real friend. In my college people aren’t forced to come to the lectures, so it’s very, very difficult to stay in contact with students there. I know a few people there, but they don’t do anything outside of college. Outside of college, I don’t have any opportunity to meet new people. I tried a sports club, but I stopped it because I didn’t enjoy it and the people there were WAY older than me. I was so frustrated, that I even tried Online dating apps like Tinder or Lovoo. I met a bunch of girls there, but none of them were my type or girlfriend “material”. This may sound superficial, but I just wasn’t attracted to them (in most cases not attracted emotionally). I used Tinder and other dating apps because a girlfriend would really make me happier. I would have someone I could spend time with and I wouldn’t be always alone. Unfortunately, I didn’t find any girl there. Right now I am completely alone. I go out for a walk (I walk randomly in my neighborhood and listen to music) when it’s dark outside and that’s it. I don’t have any classes because I finished my study program, so I don’t go to university. I can’t go partying in a club, because I have no friends who I could ask. My loneliness is getting so bad, that I am getting in a way aggressive. I don’t know how to describe it, but I simply can’t understand my situation. I am not a bad guy, I laugh and enjoy jokes and so on, but I am still always alone. My sister is 5 years older than me and is in the same spot. She hasn’t really found friends here and it’s difficult for her too. I could turn off my mobile phone right now and in a year I would have zero messages, if I would turn it on. It’s so disgusting and I can’t handle my situation. My father is completely useless and has no empathy for my current situation. I can’t do anything with him because he is not the type of father, you can go and have a drink. Is anyone in the same spot? I can’t handle this crap and it’s making me everyday more depressed.",2.5345457424667472,4.179535441634243,4.430226223871145,84.59053615057464,75.90661478599222,7.349488734051218,25.766717944077463,8.133680483312611,1.5745960184598682,1963,71,406,33,43,669,212,514,0.165,0.7240000000000001,0.111,-0.9835,4,8,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,1,3,1,21,28,4,0,22,0,59,2,1,4,1,74,82,41,0,10,16,5,1,1,11,6,0,2,0,6,21,28,1,1,6,5,1,8,28,12,0,2,9,3,69,16,42,63,9,53,0,4,0,0,43,19,1,8,24,284,90,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893739992686921,0.0,0.0,0.17436230348828968,0.0,0.0,0.2375018629480373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768144156955116,0.0,0.11496114192481738,0.0,0.06530028977936407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664360906040848,0.212899456775114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132462565940341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016956134315135,0.1464727221940123,0.0,0.0,0.16730854391541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016167393639125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842637517164378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857181094962129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046135244211496285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584833208390957,0.0,0.03531824190248408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384160409295281,0.0,0.0,0.07658688312164168,0.3777613768252244,0.0,0.10948117389419007,0.0,0.15878938299529372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748734638334576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681896028143283,0.07380032481084119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677542988926693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034125165454412014,0.0,0.061678800275892835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325079028551303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052855434442806,0.0,0.0,0.07423946029117952,0.0,0.05179286521637117,0.0,0.2698461322709323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047332145143538486,0.05312404720876564,0.0,0.0,0.07756012179522075,0.0,0.0,0.1937006878179544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900910833715112,0.08949535451241214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930297975632374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069189537670695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554286739095984,0.0,0.0,0.05918365008353092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944016592128051,0.07445077063107948,0.055782273607535855,0.05839769980639165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040730077280903915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484708458658417,0.1519534116172946,0.0,0.07271627868962867,0.0,0.060327944261606974,0.0,0.17290061333671006,0.0,0.11088730458067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984776489014194,0.0,0.0,0.1349432652334035 lonely,Adartgan,2020/01/29,If anyone wants to talk I'm here for a bit,-1.7999999999999972,-0.8510037272727242,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,86.27272727272728,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-2.0085272727272727,33,0,10,0,1,12,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275383706545105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6675424029656555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914584103107056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606476296827678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alextrax05,2020/01/29,social anxiety. Anyone else feel lonely because that they are sometimes afraid they are not enough to meet someone?,6.870000000000001,10.484000473684217,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,70.57894736842105,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.3970842105263164,95,4,12,1,2,27,17,19,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.4939,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840749830141929,0.0,0.0,0.2596503841702284,0.3804829175868517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636613404985925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102079028484597,0.0,0.0,0.38369470026379865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776125599390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785355645414389,0.3146361731331231,0.0,0.3672659179484539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ksavva,2020/01/29,"No friends after breakup Me and S/O of three years broke up before Christmas. We were super dependant on each other and shut off our friends as a result. I ended up moving back to my dads house in a different city after the breakup and she kept the flat. I had one friend check up on me and now he doesn’t talk because he has a gf. I can’t escape these feelings of loneliness. I just play games to fill my time but they feel empty with nobody to play with or enjoy the experience. I feel like I just play them to find a friend to talk to. Urgh. My best friend right now is the cat from the neglectful alcoholic two doors down that sleeps on my bed, he’ll probably leave me soon as well when she’s back from her binge😂",2.529600000000002,3.940453360000003,3.4450000000000003,92.62750000000004,75.4,6.866666666666667,21.833333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.5381333333333336,564,14,128,7,12,180,101,150,0.076,0.6729999999999999,0.251,0.9843,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,2,9,15,0,0,9,0,6,2,1,2,0,20,11,9,0,0,4,1,3,1,6,1,1,0,2,0,3,8,1,2,4,4,1,2,3,2,1,3,3,3,20,13,25,7,2,24,0,2,0,0,20,11,0,2,12,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702980059571113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450625235709619,0.0,0.09713903241223223,0.0,0.13559616225899407,0.0,0.167229287533991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648812199561575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113789422483689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587608268960434,0.0,0.0,0.24171831367322824,0.1138405524842548,0.0,0.0,0.14564413980127972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155718354998692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386992763539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872994693285315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785096315793877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936514185447374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798051932314998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718075806272342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360850820496324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594663142594003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616096946155353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291898525888877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566299971295827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327589551540226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026169693265611 lonely,MrXtremelyAverage,2020/01/29,"Had a really shitty start to 2020, just looking for some people to become friends with :) I don’t mind where you live, what you look like, what gender you are or what you believe in, friends can come from anywhere so if you’re interested come and chat or send me a message.",1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,82.7037037037037,5.0814814814814815,21.962962962962962,6.42735559955562,0.3633185185185188,214,7,44,2,6,67,43,54,0.062,0.703,0.23399999999999999,0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,6,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,4,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941674003022433,0.0,0.30009008785452584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588812933178278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41156934620259056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012725794275573,0.0,0.2351957286133285,0.0,0.44734106147952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689419160697573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465653595913434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063338633292036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852694596208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HobxNob,2020/01/29,"I feel like I'm surplus to requirements when it comes to men... Like unless the conversation turns NSFW I'm not worthy of their time and it's depressing as fuck. I turned 30 at the start of the year and I've never had a boyfriend, I've dated guys for a while, but eventually it's like they just lose interest. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or what quality I'm missing. I'm limited socially because of my anxiety, but I think I'm a good person. I'm not a knockout by any stretch of the imagination but I'm not hideous either. I can convince myself that it doesn't really matter most of the time but it *really* does. I'm not getting any younger and there are things I want in life that I might not get to have unless something changes. I just don't know *how* to change things... urgh.",0.28085946573751386,2.6392858780487813,2.4935191637630685,91.09491869918699,89.60975609756098,6.050638792102207,21.224157955865273,7.447530270364453,0.9146548199767714,620,22,134,12,21,209,94,164,0.138,0.747,0.115,-0.3693,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,1,0,9,0,9,2,0,1,1,32,31,14,0,1,15,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,1,1,12,6,16,29,2,12,0,3,0,1,7,3,1,3,11,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820641558771854,0.0,0.12835917650643092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228345434463193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549999340213184,0.14453654964182458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451760287649545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683448661655868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483985440557641,0.11986947639314426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551194966126981,0.1753270897794678,0.0,0.0,0.14073460457681805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613884978350096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844264024159372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851530299212128,0.2459217032981665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877145088916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799907064802753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941028003333274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465080822110199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149816196336336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104115549840046,0.0,0.12917322705790635,0.0,0.0,0.11876289001389854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294493700811635,0.10751329629512284,0.0,0.0,0.195679832307662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650154884163464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989671096208783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345243330727853,0.0,0.10805149934534547 lonely,GloinKing,2020/01/29,"What is it like? What is it like to have friends who ask you how you are? Days, weeks, years pass by and I still dont have any contacts in my phone. I am so insignificant I've forgotten what a hug feels like or a nice cuddle during a movie. If I were to die today it would take years upon years before people found out. And the only ones who would care would be the debt collectors. To live your life where the only contact I receive is people demanding money. It sucks being so broken inside and out. I dont even remember how to interact with people, it's like I'm constantly looking in the window were I just survive the elements but no one wants to invite me in cause I feel my presence is simply a cancer. Is love truly just a figment of my imagination? I'm pushing 30 and suddenly I realize up to this point my life hasn't changed. Growing up I didn't really have any friends and I still dont. After all I'm simply 1 person inside of the 8 billion on this planet I matter very little.",3.3788235294117683,4.505443941176473,5.100274509803921,82.71923529411767,72.82352941176471,7.792941176470588,25.364705882352943,8.238735603445708,1.5624494117647063,780,24,156,12,15,266,122,204,0.114,0.731,0.155,0.8213,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,11,11,1,0,11,0,22,6,0,3,1,28,35,12,1,5,5,0,2,4,2,3,3,0,1,1,12,8,0,0,6,0,2,4,6,1,0,3,4,3,19,10,20,26,1,27,0,0,1,3,15,12,1,2,15,107,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252185447068635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118585670764548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793822691215148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932989616875698,0.13030774337319032,0.13418826722421295,0.0,0.0,0.13707752499552606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180640678987543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316481017948067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459944103615833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378184689825731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827622726887772,0.0906201708156024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390821838223451,0.19600475811108656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919285750752065,0.2478859220402092,0.12713492795009834,0.11200902671921603,0.0,0.10652029525212868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144851894366543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191085061142325,0.19294710002863746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638211032836644,0.11075870050758208,0.0,0.0,0.11991227392062435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126201798662801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369395223421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260180635864866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537384039379912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023698484077874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046628086818228,0.07481818265023618,0.0,0.10174974044411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703273431818277,0.0,0.0,0.2450576816263755 lonely,Wrongframeofmind,2020/01/29,"Is it sexist and misogynistic for me the wish I had a girlfriend I really fucking wish I had someone, no matter how hard I try to suppress and ignore it, the fucking desire won't go away. I really want to be with someone, even though idk who (except for one girl Im head over heels for, but wasn't interested back). At this point, seeing how famous incel forums are, I don't think most people can tell the difference. So I wonder, am I sexist for wanting someone?",4.820688405797104,5.469437663043479,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,69.1086956521739,8.307246376811595,27.28985507246377,8.344100000000001,1.9097115942028984,363,11,67,5,6,124,66,92,0.10099999999999999,0.805,0.094,-0.1516,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,4,0,10,4,2,2,0,18,20,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,2,9,1,11,15,1,6,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,2,1,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693052921093704,0.13856387205573578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827227026673587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902142707419515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331868663874547,0.0,0.0,0.10241269603825644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142519743374573,0.0,0.1849387828309883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464860135388493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221092368264322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492906823933765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170348715075191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308834599801252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435973079795441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580525764712236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750410113725447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546587975655387,0.17704711213730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234502660884496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125750911397998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144457883859098,0.0,0.1954208987224764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,woeisme88,2020/01/29,"How to accept? Hello, I am 31 years old and I think I am pretty normal at first sight. I am of average height, weight and face. I am active (lift, bjj), have a good job, hobbies, traveled and moved countries/continents and had a very good childhood/loving parents/teenage years. I have never been a social butterfly but don’t have social anxiety either. My social skills aren’t great but I can talk to people but fail to build connections outside of some small talk. I have been in a few relationships (but I was always dumped). I even thought I was set for life in one of these but the girl I was dating (for 5years in my mid twenties) decided one day to cheat on my back. She said it was a random guy but they are still together now so I guess I was just an obstacle in the way of her happiness. I felt pretty shitty after that but I still kept trying to date and meet people. I met a few people using online dating and we usually tend to hook up (not always though) but once they get to know me, they instantly dump/ghost me. I tried to do volunteering at a local soup kitchen to do something helpful but also socialize at the same time, and again, it was a pure failure. No one wanted to talk to me more than a few words. At least I got really good at peeling vegetables though. I have very little friends (more like acquaintances) and I can’t stop comparing myself to them, as they are all normal people with friends/relationships. I do the same with my family, I am the oldest and the only one alone. When I was younger, I only wanted to be normal, an average guy with a family, a dog and a small house. I never expected that being normal would be extremely hard for me. I try very hard to get rid of my expectation, but also feel very bad at the same time when mostly everybody else achieves it. I tried to talk to my acquaintances about my struggles but as normal people, they can not seem to understand it. They keep suggesting seeing a psychologist but I don’t see how that could help me? Changing my perception will not help bringing friends/girlfriend. How can I accept that i will be FA until my death? I feel my ego is in the way and refuse to give up my ideal (being average and normal). Cannabis helps to clear my thoughts and I took a very small psilocybin mushrooms dose and I felt great for a week. I will take a larger dose soon. This is a “woe is me” post more than anything else but anyone else was able to give up on being normal and being content with being an hermit? Is therapy useful for FA/loneliness? ps: I initiality posted in FA30plus but they seem pretty angry that I used that label. Rejected again.",3.2714183583406857,5.202171904854371,4.463704766107679,83.90711937334511,74.61165048543691,7.555604589585173,23.93755516328332,8.367750914986694,1.5380582524271844,2061,63,397,37,44,676,241,515,0.11699999999999999,0.745,0.13699999999999998,0.8984,3,3,1,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,8,5,20,18,2,1,28,0,50,7,1,6,5,91,82,42,1,14,19,0,7,1,1,4,3,1,1,3,12,20,3,4,15,1,0,4,10,7,0,5,20,11,67,11,58,49,14,60,0,3,3,0,36,24,0,6,28,288,79,3,0.06294690952426603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519401447249698,0.0,0.10067724160892703,0.10475374259195072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815421349279556,0.0,0.0,0.044013942727913064,0.06449654752922611,0.051799943114185634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048402287943318606,0.052558040158594777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066589483814328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025798521848125,0.0,0.0,0.0405955491752546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577521972095388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041575840074335034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868148833598803,0.0,0.06365569759695577,0.0,0.12087780907379927,0.0,0.0,0.05354260908489705,0.0,0.0,0.04863262615188757,0.0,0.06577432437709692,0.1207688228004417,0.0,0.15839064363918054,0.05034439385617511,0.13879837994523056,0.06934311753830881,0.12465467385608188,0.0,0.06700815568160765,0.11277613380134735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876794636083825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263228217715323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246509483535642,0.055950105420954965,0.0,0.0,0.034593975270635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446126375826377,0.03075268042234215,0.06308934008979622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669026030104311,0.0,0.0,0.09709707435798874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317222450759171,0.0,0.0,0.06605219273580441,0.06703640427845672,0.1706178198898621,0.09574792237916414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181973065453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057147838264325,0.1921189104259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040325402088982325,0.0,0.0,0.13516284721158675,0.0,0.0,0.05987692565481599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100321074253981,0.11460900462061364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566657886750081,0.0,0.04845960625953485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053896651583336,0.0526264349383146,0.0,0.06580577707409102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047328242122700516,0.2023773659562024,0.0,0.0,0.07198527691855999,0.0,0.0,0.04033383793834287,0.1236900380173504,0.0999456298484855,0.07340969829847341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993633259863058,0.1709472784932661,0.0,0.0,0.06552995275675655,0.0,0.1630977578314604,0.06932712776858632,0.25968896345591896,0.07425543627120278,0.09992865368579426,0.050492213921315116,0.07665237780439697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044715678490974436,0.0,0.0,0.08107149187626245 lonely,mckev24,2020/01/29,"What happened to who I used to be? Growing up I had close friends. It all changed when I met my now-ex-wife. I know alot of it is my own fault. I wanted to spend every waking second with her, so I ended up pushing all my friends away. I was shy and quiet before her then learned how to open up to people. We divorced, and now I have zero friends. I've made what I thought were real good friends online, only for them to disappear after a year or less. I don't know what to do to get the old me back. I don't like who I am anymore. All I do is wake up, go to work, go home, watch TV or play video games, eat, shower, sleep, repeat. I don't like being out in public. I get anxiety when I have to go get groceries or whatever. #ForeverAlone",0.5303375527426155,2.230255240506331,2.558506329113925,95.4803755274262,82.03797468354429,4.972827004219409,21.29282700421941,5.6839178017228535,-0.0621178059071732,560,17,131,3,15,188,99,158,0.081,0.7929999999999999,0.126,0.8351,2,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,3,0,15,4,3,3,3,23,29,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,7,7,1,0,4,4,1,6,3,1,0,2,6,2,24,8,21,21,6,25,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,4,12,89,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292764404108532,0.0,0.16759209149216492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877111877365918,0.12994242952362933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379754604062805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876839453727916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291836044104328,0.0,0.0,0.1496744635302323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423808711201062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222432132704993,0.0,0.2648699846537436,0.0,0.28812173779157485,0.14174030418003258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494367821434984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695101624293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574432674797844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511938498124254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990187106010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732596462184866,0.0,0.0,0.12852406553961165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715598304450547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234695147574452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691114577626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415871970752888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595259716713455,0.0,0.0,0.09967433570202794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302630723122393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088236431286396 lonely,fuckyourself4,2020/01/29,bitch is going to be dead stupid bitch is going to be dead! the bitch > twitter .com /star\_shine0303,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,76.89473684210526,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.502915789473684,83,2,15,0,2,23,12,19,0.6459999999999999,0.354,0.0,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawayvent15,2020/01/29,"When I say I have no friends, it doesn’t mean a couple, I meant literally no one I feel like I’ve isolated myself from everyone besides my close family. I don’t have literally one friend I could talk to if I needed someone. Not. One. I feel like every friendship I had, they were never a good loyal friend so now I just have the mentality that no one is going to be a good or loyal person. Anyone else?",1.5760542168674725,3.591665566265064,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,80.08433734939759,7.041566265060243,21.218373493975907,8.07648339933343,1.1434349397590358,314,9,64,6,8,111,56,83,0.21100000000000002,0.594,0.195,0.1481,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,16,4,0,3,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,3,13,9,3,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248159830709007,0.17948040409610858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985746278871405,0.19382015495780028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633045843467832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758666704921433,0.16738061244697156,0.0,0.0,0.16513288153616548,0.0,0.1771404945752202,0.25028023069495736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060032852164897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955205979230107,0.2938453588028199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115655707739505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080939749411369,0.0,0.0,0.17652823030375356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988491592004214,0.13510042637882905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747937127325017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295001579128867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930069239525308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484193504805525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079347195005232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SkillfulAlcoholic,2020/01/29,"I feel like I am only a spectator in everyones lifes. Even tho i have friends, a loving family and even a girlfriend, i always feel like they dont really care about me in any way. I'm always the person that puts way more effort in a relationship/friendship than the other person. So when i finally got together with this girl a while back, i thought that thing were going to chance but of course they didnt... She rarely texts me and i have to wait for at least 2 and up to 12 hours for a text back and even then, these texts are mostly just ""Yes/No/Hmmm"" or something similar. I just want to have the feeling that i matter to anyone, is that too much to ask for ? Does anyone feel the same ? Is there any advice on what i could do ? I already talked to my gf about it and she seemed understanding but after like 3 days everything went back to normal and her ""ignoring"" me... Btw, sorry for broken english, I'm not a native :(",2.4881451612903227,4.256706672043009,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,76.36559139784947,7.015591397849463,20.764784946236556,7.865858978985527,0.7789688172043009,715,17,149,11,16,236,118,186,0.043,0.8390000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.8491,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,15,7,0,0,11,0,12,2,0,0,0,28,29,14,0,3,6,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,4,20,6,24,23,5,21,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,3,13,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306529637286647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754451696930485,0.0,0.2225031104995222,0.0,0.0,0.18184516560571345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697640618829767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499419858895545,0.0,0.0,0.30842791931453484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631905626526492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675091659598952,0.0,0.0,0.08622733413082398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700434217264405,0.0,0.15669884773005166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492858897285043,0.0,0.0,0.12775888710426533,0.1201635795830918,0.0,0.12604323081960805,0.0,0.2704168913851857,0.1910348114415988,0.0,0.1464650333820434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032985583408346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598646092916593,0.0,0.10693445362469314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167046165986648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443833927241016,0.19596150593366973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067212178064787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828704358856342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100049155340196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016871093389834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334884968384928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440838182786122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856535258305124,0.0,0.0,0.1435469186322925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171813334953885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293105391307653,0.0,0.14966949282456601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746535709793154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882629107246295,0.0,0.0,0.10614519811834723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918947388888275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886145703738902,0.21225433786866207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394396316621603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lomiiii,2020/01/29,"I just feel so lost Mid twenties and still nowhere. I feel really lost. I try to apply for a job but I also end up failing so far. Yesterday I took an exam and failed so bad that when I was taking it, I couldn't believe how I couldn't even answer some basics. Didn't even make it to the interview. I feel like I wasted my life finishing a course that my parents wanted for me. I also feel like I'm just being overly sensitive and whiny sharing this but I just feel so lost. I don't know what to do and who to talk to. Sometimes I try to talk to people and I just end up not being able to communicate well enough for them to understand. I did very well on school and university growing up, but I never really learn the life skills needed to be out there. I've never even been loved back. Never been kissed and all of that. Never been intimate or held on to. I just feel so lonely. Then sometimes you really have those nights that you just remember all of the bullying you've had growing up and it still haunts you. I just want it to stop. The sad part about being bullied by your looks is that you wouldn'y be bullied in the first place if there's no truth to what they are laughing about. And that sucks. Now here I am just trying to put into words whatever I feel hoping that maybe there's someone out there to care enough to read. Sorry that it sounds whiny.",2.6817765310892945,4.288992698924734,3.8168552282998327,89.30325385694253,75.415770609319,6.85934237182484,21.449431198379305,7.586124646067393,0.6723126383045037,1069,26,227,14,23,347,145,279,0.223,0.665,0.11199999999999999,-0.9912,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,2,7,33,20,1,0,8,0,20,4,0,2,7,57,45,24,0,7,14,1,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,18,12,0,2,12,1,0,4,10,9,2,1,12,9,31,11,35,26,6,35,0,7,1,2,14,14,1,4,19,171,49,8,0.10015067436483237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601809162122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700968665436123,0.08362162979817211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128355143095745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211028720750026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740754238440334,0.20696483716329708,0.0,0.1984457276233988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35447433104948034,0.14309532355457436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851881124527307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099472217280999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938409080452944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504019146450538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147876622239045,0.09785712137738684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410134287458093,0.0,0.3279788751540395,0.0,0.09038989375764996,0.0,0.06685135282125715,0.0,0.10061481356503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426045603693615,0.3089694966535605,0.0,0.0,0.09398462349865364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112054718489071,0.10845342072514287,0.0,0.06943186745866096,0.0,0.10463613872680004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067908953852817,0.0,0.0,0.10017777655964767,0.0,0.19247725950808026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345119084817733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135782924653278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485734138810005,0.0,0.1981031555858636,0.11211048049495262,0.0,0.0,0.15996091583531033,0.08373044821934232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530084321714428,0.1609946368286654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127108424053693,0.2039872014923957,0.0,0.0,0.10426038401702292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263479497810296,0.11814292510975352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009496773290445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bschena123,2020/01/29,"Making a safe and productive environment So I recently started a YouTube channel about breaking the stigma surrounding mental health. I like pages like this on reddit because everyone can freely talk about their issues and I think that’s so important. Maybe people wouldn’t be so afraid to speak up and get help if they knew so many other people were going through the same thing as them. In my channel I talk about my own experiences with anxiety and depression and how I cope with the negative thoughts and feelings I experience. I really struggled and still do have issues with isolating myself from my loved ones, and I kinda talk about that in my new video. I’m trying to make my channel another community where people can feel safe and accepted not matter what they’re going through. Here’s the link to my newest video... it’s about self acceptance [self acceptance part 1](https://youtu.be/kRX9WxRbxgU) if anyone has any comments or suggestions on additional things I can do or talk about on my channel please let me know! I’d really like some input on what I could do or what people are interested in. I’m really just trying to reach out to as many people as I can and trying to make the page as interactive and as inclusive as I possibly can. Hope you’re all having a great day!",7.071478382147838,7.977420025104602,7.163748953974898,72.0810767085077,64.23012552301256,10.892161785216178,32.2513249651325,10.793553405168565,3.669764630404464,1042,39,177,27,15,335,136,239,0.051,0.762,0.18600000000000005,0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,15,15,0,2,8,0,17,2,0,4,1,47,34,27,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,16,0,2,10,6,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,3,24,12,33,27,7,20,0,1,0,1,15,11,0,8,9,125,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587493160584319,0.1169962786360886,0.08535468832745592,0.0,0.0,0.07801594276200931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801517900205775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908368246801814,0.0,0.0,0.07195674471672504,0.0,0.0960995176744244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661484223444437,0.0,0.21828382274349167,0.0,0.0,0.11283150184703634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293413493255765,0.0,0.1268214638924532,0.0,0.0,0.123012002494376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859917247990548,0.0,0.0,0.07478647462204592,0.0,0.0,0.11081930452126608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291094777069635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131878735127914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409315563213936,0.0,0.16352995484448626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070093374592262,0.0,0.2234318474583548,0.22623938990375575,0.1120922401107835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244151367723633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775998015349203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560621274599362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082502015372686,0.0,0.38676081994058975,0.0,0.0,0.12247601501084104,0.0,0.12578422300415762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443370438389892,0.0,0.11016700522534772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327944410054081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897346911925979,0.0,0.08910406306404915,0.0,0.0,0.11664257777038407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587195334071341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482511506417983,0.07149285423989822,0.0,0.08857821015688554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725661917003195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keht_,2020/01/29,"So sick of craving and dreading social connection at the same time For some reason, I immediately assume my involvement brings inconvenience to people. I feel lonely and yet Im too anxious to properly connect with people most of the time. Its worst when Im PMSing. I wish I could just disappear sometimes.",6.682818181818181,8.560176509090908,7.579772727272727,65.2096590909091,65.72727272727272,10.590909090909092,33.75,10.686352973137794,4.280909090909091,248,11,37,7,4,83,43,55,0.314,0.644,0.042,-0.9459,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,3,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965156958333618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095604463988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271240725488415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670239510165278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639264468234968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986224174273443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675544842089885,0.0,0.0,0.2595889328477673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060960179473735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182683920945635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gonzo_man87,2020/01/29,"Afraid 32, m here getting to the point where I've not had a proper relationship for at least 7 years, I'm kinda over that... my problem is that I may never become a father and this really scares me as it's something I've always aspired to be. Vent.",4.808589743589742,4.428604730769231,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,69.0,8.471794871794872,26.948717948717945,7.793537801064563,1.4990948717948709,194,5,40,2,3,67,45,52,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.659,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125198542654324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865792874714161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828755907990917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996377395346577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308903366792325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349302703231332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423739965625344,0.0,0.0,0.3757999154228221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504398720898988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269469255930195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540705836573774 lonely,kenworth492265,2020/01/29,Caring hart I can't believe with all people in the world that there's so lonely people even the the ones ina relationship like me my so other lost her sex drive i guess it's time for a sex buddy,3.0642857142857127,3.9252654285714317,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,73.28571428571428,6.552380952380951,18.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.10300952380952387,156,2,34,1,3,52,35,42,0.134,0.735,0.131,-0.0309,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,3,3,1,4,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37017544311415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349895734940864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701127110140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361946699145871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051818210517188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586628618513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264126173186488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555652971499299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527512760611359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158641064665013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonleysoula,2020/01/29,Bad dream I been have no so good thoughts for the past few months this morning it felt so real. I a way I felt relived but still terrifying. I’m going to sound crazy if I try to explain what happened but I been shaking even after my shower. I am so full of anxiety right now.,0.86281609195402,2.934442293103448,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,82.9655172413793,5.935632183908046,23.459770114942533,7.1686216300943375,0.8812666666666669,215,8,47,3,6,73,46,58,0.264,0.6729999999999999,0.062,-0.9122,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,3,7,1,5,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109828109424874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027773160384996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216033385096994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296138819248923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567409445467099,0.23132418950201744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438850594480668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013734554676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632780220534793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139156707099728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552785937580506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025065125336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189508289861871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724704819897825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189136393171652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NonsensicalNexus,2020/01/29,"I haven't spoken in months. The sound of my own voice seems foreign, but I've gotten used to it. I'm getting used to this.",-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,87.14814814814815,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.1950148148148152,95,2,23,0,3,31,23,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041501461471446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36729594364297663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189130908114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948623358029009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LoveableRogue93,2020/01/29,"I don't think I'll ever have another girlfriend I honestly feel like the ugliest guy on the planet. I see my face in the mirror and wonder how anyone can ever find me attractive. I don't do well on dating sites at all and it's even worse in the real world. I don't know what to do anymore and it's killing me.",1.1372549019607874,2.6868425294117664,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,79.58823529411767,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.6119921568627449,244,7,54,3,6,85,46,68,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.6921,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,3,13,12,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,8,4,6,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262214245341984,0.0,0.0,0.2479966133396528,0.17485078837091805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516512640369355,0.4523949917743279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264400348990982,0.17864600174855536,0.0,0.0,0.2285542601983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476029940398054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766591224082779,0.0,0.13742881173693708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216879659261512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846279447167187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992688888605471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023112051426272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483785718020394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118409040164393,0.0,0.0,0.2548369079197432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rapturefamily,2020/01/29,"how to come to terms with it all I have a partner, but that’s about it. No one else to share anything of my day to day stuff with, no one to hear me talk about my interests, nothing like that. I love him, but him being my only venue for conversation is suffocating in its own way. This isn’t about him, however. Just providing context. My whole life has just felt like.... complete alienation. Utter loneliness that gets more pronounced by the day. Never feeling part of the moment, never feeling like anything I said was ever taken on board. All my friendships were surface level, completely uninterested in my life beyond ‘water cooler’ talk. I don’t know if I’ve ever really made a human connection that cared about me the way I tried to care about them. Obviously I’ve made mistakes, everyone has. But this emptiness is just... so much. I’ve tried, but I’ve either been consciously rebuffed or things just fell through, back in the isolation pit. I’m only in my mid 20s, but I really can’t deal with the isolation any longer. I just can’t keep pining for something that it seems clear will never work out in the way I want it to work out. At this stage, I feel like I just have to make peace with the knowledge that I was just meant to feel crushing loneliness, for whatever reason. But I don’t know how to make peace with it.",4.4367992656058775,5.8359633449612405,5.07323133414933,82.87562423500614,70.5891472868217,8.222276621787026,27.144838841289268,8.6894789155246,1.9319891472868216,1045,35,203,18,19,336,136,258,0.171,0.721,0.10800000000000001,-0.9470000000000001,1,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,19,10,0,0,9,0,17,4,0,7,9,54,41,11,0,3,16,0,5,4,1,1,2,2,0,2,17,8,1,1,12,0,0,2,10,1,0,2,10,7,25,9,37,29,9,30,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,3,15,141,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696655960631825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627566690503705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702874872368528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078994120232826,0.0,0.0,0.09749490113719447,0.23733501210286626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218976002907788,0.116684032496845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454770917465363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475632025267465,0.0,0.10814873155185348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289096630094768,0.16171221437453068,0.108670942213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132092633595285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275625472490502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059994832157804,0.0,0.0,0.12440198631548888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988534079573655,0.2211769245445558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214973846474712,0.21418808018217372,0.1510976044515598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320062371402724,0.0,0.26187512755601616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859965544262863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338794926766985,0.17215760311391334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225633541774456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501253699797714,0.11636831117393108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766048752203848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303519408296803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713180875558069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956449074335258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194025197516375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519203497837823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368413743592418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667567379478204,0.2695120229265206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263618853418643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479337222923196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DourRookie,2020/01/29,I think I'm emotionally neglected. It's great when your parents provide you with no emotional support and just laugh at you when you cry.,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.0,9.815384615384616,36.07692307692308,10.125756701596842,4.008984615384616,112,6,20,3,2,36,22,26,0.237,0.436,0.327,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34037591133333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971205353374089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416310292533509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34407221224280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516350132473432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855117291788554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ashleighh88,2020/01/29,"I know this is a bad idea.. I had an affair with a co worker that lasted around 9 months. I really enjoyed his company & the conversations we would have. It was truly the only time in my life that I felt good about myself & alive. We met at a vulnerable time in my life & he quickly became someone I could confide in. We ended things amicably about 10 months ago because he met someone. Since its been over I’ve become almost recluse. I have no one to talk to or go out with, and I’ve really lost my self worth. Lately I’ve been so desperate for conversation & a familiar friend to hang out with that I’m deeply considering reaching out to him again. It didn’t help that I just found out he & the girl he left me for just broke up. I know I absolutely shouldn’t, but I can’t get it off my mind.",3.9573761567773538,4.467015766467068,5.3812084921066985,83.52246053347852,70.97604790419163,8.707457811649427,25.361458900381056,8.841846274778883,1.5560946107784428,631,17,138,11,11,213,106,167,0.069,0.835,0.095,0.4723,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,0,0,26,22,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,5,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,10,1,21,3,23,9,0,25,0,2,0,0,19,13,0,2,10,84,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191112256257804,0.0,0.12641900891684388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6839475913583247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238737358441983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105411701057119,0.07695953194033572,0.13943085757084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079865416589948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181814363244856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121775694144825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842427705291607,0.09753879395191026,0.0,0.06595930325361178,0.0,0.07174957593551361,0.10589072656411097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462128846571619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251848232110145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387650592983266,0.102908867042065,0.14241310036182486,0.0,0.13716868403448415,0.0,0.17834521339705633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781446747782114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747436308654267,0.0,0.20153969642365105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554882645441654,0.09601719680011883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175524114617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170406577586366,0.0,0.0,0.10443354562997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393882717889395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147325859435524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387347743849809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472323006790532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968286715854719,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,k3pl4r,2020/01/29,"I just want to know that someone cares about me. I’m not saying that I’m important enough to be noticed. But at school nobody even looks at me. I just go from class to class, waiting for the day to be over and not socialising at all because of crippling social anxiety. I don’t get texts from anyone, not even my parents who I know text my sister daily. I’m under average height and I don’t think I’m very attractive. I might just be lonely forever. I hug my pillow pretending someone is there when going to sleep. My parents sometimes ask why I look sad, and I’m too afraid to tell them why. They’ll just say “well make some friends, then”, because they’re social butterflies who don’t understand. I just need a hug from someone who I know actually cares. Sorry for venting or over sharing, or whatever. =/",3.0654107142857145,5.056214862500003,4.28089285714286,84.72625000000002,75.375,7.321428571428572,27.05357142857143,8.192908349453996,1.858482142857144,638,25,124,11,14,209,96,160,0.068,0.76,0.172,0.9422,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,1,2,0,9,3,1,1,1,26,31,8,0,2,11,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,4,18,8,19,26,3,12,0,2,2,2,16,7,0,4,3,76,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.13457893896702727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549973203927028,0.0,0.0,0.09642892754299336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892596199427084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681356537040259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121409898304445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889396638285275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424964903040985,0.0,0.18217471199300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654787307776847,0.0,0.07205157237056682,0.0,0.15675331630468853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737294557440385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161704864935664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205508800119486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629927339604898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225750904049492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700990056107364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062624484095827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193409713676654,0.0,0.1395709061542398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800823585514527,0.28116098223588004,0.350548629131635,0.0,0.13639517116078706,0.1543774316043082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205382298286092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836628793131791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356775772940789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378907086605927,0.08134208889366508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399642941820348,0.0,0.2488821943584241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,evacutts,2020/01/29,Alone at school Does anyone else have a close family relationship but no one at school? It gets really lonely knowing I’ll be doing my final year without friends or fun.,6.7346875,7.523103093750002,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,64.9375,10.15,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.8852,137,4,23,3,2,45,30,32,0.373,0.627,0.0,-0.9309,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922714769052963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817612913567295,0.2663468673877349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274817530317411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715272708332814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450553079673015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847597100493728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083474425548856,0.0,0.13581180639510967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286031263374735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614711015189286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652898386048134,0.0,0.0,0.2790862636926416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261613664035163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505800520947762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739762609702433 lonely,redpurple13905,2020/01/29,"Hello everyone First time on this sub, and it seems pretty active even though its crack of dawn in the US (which is what I'm assuming is relevant for most people here, maybe not). &#x200B; anyways, I'm just a guy, looking to voice chat with people about really any thing at all. about loneliness or not. pm your discord if you have it :)",2.4151648351648376,4.984573769230767,3.2806593406593407,88.08076923076923,80.53846153846155,6.791208791208793,21.59340659340659,7.957251820313856,1.1966483516483517,265,8,51,5,7,84,58,65,0.039,0.8059999999999999,0.155,0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,9,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,5,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647616534111217,0.2969215621173245,0.166171733095832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139607058789907,0.0,0.0,0.23349441947268884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078506820277292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195271225808795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519907030020376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454903274584116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33881396336253666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859980518280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654191064816145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245423022944488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623405129613436,0.0,0.2400803696470768,0.0,0.14248704087798625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939324343467393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969215621173245,0.0 lonely,justtodaysthoughts,2020/01/29,Feeling lonely at work I work in a office where each person has their own room. It means i probably only talk to someone once or twice a day. Its really starting to get to me. My office is dead silent and i hate it. All i do is get up go to work dont talk to anyone go home eat go to bed then it starts all over again. Iv been at this job now 4 moths and its getting harder each day. My old job my team were all in one room and we chatted and had a laugh now theres no one too talk to.,-1.313685314685312,0.5336512818181838,1.2263636363636363,101.34108391608395,90.72727272727272,4.1118881118881125,13.916083916083915,5.369823440869387,-1.254776223776224,371,6,96,2,13,126,71,110,0.114,0.841,0.046,-0.8225,2,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,4,6,3,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,3,13,19,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,7,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,3,3,1,10,1,13,16,6,21,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,9,62,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404476861800675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037470063670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115442634066931,0.0,0.0,0.16689414920146875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246931374156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556423194451028,0.0,0.2780840170617305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102953965334668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360468759648356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237073002633887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776659832018032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711481991930146,0.17369839512403648,0.2210443848638448,0.12404648364371153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241444757525076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585163144585134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448737072013124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381958654846329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308889873994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932858279137936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622077648175754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RestrictedWings,2020/01/29,"Irritating and Annoying Those are just two of the words I've been called by friend and foe alike during my time alive on this planet. Unfortunately, I've tried to change many times after I've been told that I say things that irritate people, or act annoying in general, and it seems that in that regard, I've failed again and again, seeing as how I get the same harsh criticism every few years. I don't truly know if it's really my fault or not but I'm certainly a social pariah. It kinda sucks knowing that you're one of the folks out there that's meant to be alone.",8.623304347826089,6.07429254782609,8.56608695652174,74.61347826086958,62.65217391304348,12.330434782608695,30.82608695652174,10.793553405168565,2.8271217391304337,453,9,94,9,5,148,84,115,0.243,0.7240000000000001,0.033,-0.9581,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,4,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,14,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,4,2,5,2,11,9,2,11,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,5,6,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827925029485377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546416870821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26380768382259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011078567920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266796689868476,0.0,0.13028913257009053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741020343635324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528290255910053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898423484369982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288653630821035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975722163534956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831451248278545,0.0,0.0,0.1987210946951536,0.2270233550576885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420833496641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567492502281084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29082734042861785,0.0,0.0,0.2382903055665096,0.0,0.16931053903657275,0.0,0.2436049860183425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160590541259887 lonely,Travelinghigh420,2020/01/29,"I’m lost, help. For the past several years, I knew I was never okay. I know that I will be stuck here forever, inside this dark pit. As I grow older, as time passes by, day by day, it's getting harder to breathe, it's getting worse. I'm getting worse. My heart will never heal, I know it. It will always be chained to fear and anxiety. There were times that I thought I was getting better, there times I have said to myself, ""Damn, look at me. I'm doing alright."". But, that's the thing, life plays tricks on you. You thought you finally saw the light, but afterwards, life throws a bigger rock at you. And, that's when you finally gave up. Life only disappoints you. I get tired, I give up. You may say that I'm weak, but I have my limits. We all do. I lost my hope and faith. Up to this point, it's like I'm just wasting time. I can't chase my dreams anyway. If only if I have given the chance to choose, I would have. Now, it's like I'm running away from everything. I can't deal with life anymore. There's nothing left for me, there's no fixing me. It's always going to be the same monotonous depressing bullshit. But, honestly, all I ever wanted was to live but, I don't know how. Because, for the past years I noticed that I was just trying to survive, just barely breathing. Everything is hopeless to me now. My life is just going downward spiral. And, if this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore. Right now, death sounds so peaceful.",1.0038849929873734,3.1171483010033465,2.6946898263027315,92.92208436724569,82.7123745819398,5.463415686697594,21.01639874851656,6.6834051587181325,0.3315505664041427,1118,34,243,12,31,368,145,299,0.17800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.098,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,2,63.0,1,7,0,5,18,18,2,1,7,2,28,12,3,2,5,39,60,18,1,7,12,0,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,0,18,6,0,1,7,3,0,7,7,9,0,0,15,6,41,9,26,36,3,40,1,5,2,0,14,12,1,5,23,156,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780531933209322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771383720753597,0.0,0.2000021205615592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947376458994414,0.0,0.0,0.06146797894106144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918021648931589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300602522499036,0.1039562862954414,0.08684889483976756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121088033002146,0.0,0.0,0.18124769400984547,0.0,0.0,0.11346722209440595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209192639373216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341019501673485,0.09672996102072592,0.17192027984473993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119489763887514,0.06758746377782918,0.0,0.0,0.1001517422510962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624856325758486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955734226842023,0.0,0.4273357521130037,0.09852561313614518,0.0,0.08903900587386751,0.0,0.08467586472665291,0.0,0.22014626573528906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554008062816735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675374283182622,0.1148011269307021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533788702214321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251651766040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532151090583116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611239735352846,0.09591701815627984,0.08018790727559284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391466101781375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699018321603246,0.0,0.0,0.16010318980107746,0.2351904105809869,0.11589480837349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846023336907253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189499953636076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551862098009568,0.07163017303885569,0.0,0.0,0.12986865429732886 lonely,thrwaway19692,2020/01/29,"Went to uni. Came back and have no friends. Went away to university for 3 years. Came back and after trying to maintain friendships, in one way or another over the time away, they all fell through. Im sat here alone with nobody. I have nobody to go for a drive, have a chat, or go for a walk with. Just something simple. I live in a very secluded small village so its not like theres a bunch of new people to meet. I'm growing very depressed and with no family i see eye to eye with around, its making my life hard. Help I guess?",0.7849694189602445,3.0048079174311964,2.1341513761467894,95.94018730886852,84.50458715596329,5.101223241590216,19.175076452599388,6.42735559955562,-0.09727584097859276,409,11,92,4,12,131,74,109,0.125,0.7829999999999999,0.092,-0.3953,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,3,3,2,1,1,17,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,0,1,5,4,6,2,22,9,2,24,0,1,3,0,5,7,0,3,7,56,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680619239372247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900646164567974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196991124248369,0.0,0.0,0.32077916761672515,0.26253404714056944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904981977579524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703403240937718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093212107039573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318917008807616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403917608974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880585615084483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292445918262154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114424683905437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843983006736834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205789644604247,0.08340128116621927,0.0,0.15074186147688692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395161424145872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648747548140833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567889833648197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183502359012492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603539603453207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142247086596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995435650492156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590227130135665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281710627620168,0.0,0.13550327366839562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31650354813195003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993295861821444 lonely,DirtiestDan007,2020/01/29,Tired This life is so hard. I’m over it.,-4.799999999999997,-4.078707,-1.84,117.16000000000004,119.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.3089999999999997,30,0,10,0,2,10,10,10,0.405,0.595,0.0,-0.5812,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531783579503915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361740032961082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7097506203899754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c8-m8,2020/01/29,"I thought I finally made a new friend As the title says, I thought I made a new friend.. I met him on this online game I've been playing for years. We talked a lot and hit it off pretty good, but now he ignores me 99% of the time. I wish I knew what I did. I just want a friend who wont do that stuff to me :/ my heart aches.",0.13963963963963974,1.0289292702702753,2.136216216216216,101.71396396396395,80.62162162162161,5.473873873873874,19.09009009009009,5.46131890053228,-0.6798936936936935,242,5,68,1,6,81,55,74,0.11,0.6659999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,2,0,13,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,14,5,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785135416330853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609372687398158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668019472382116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356608147937189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907137837990288,0.0,0.3763494598682525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38413798927781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232134691825876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814867274287112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765751515160285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598434317654561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31575966787509835,0.11596215856899915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729813464810948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286896250627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806516596971185 lonely,rocker_k,2020/01/29,"I don’t understand Met a great girl on Bumble and it seems like we clicked but I’m not sure if I’m being ghosted, orbited, or what. Really thought we hit it off but now I just feel worse because she looks at my snap stories but doesn’t/barely responds to my messages after we had a fairly lengthy video chat when we first met. Wondering if I will ever find a woman to love.",3.0314718614718643,4.4203955454545465,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,74.06493506493507,7.2112554112554115,28.417748917748927,7.793537801064563,1.7491748917748922,295,12,60,4,6,98,60,77,0.084,0.7879999999999999,0.128,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,21,16,8,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,10,4,6,9,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,3,0,5,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572230223611893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607501687332643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575431220081245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263466939267734,0.24519615541780995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178107092878927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083062325922038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206811660212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016839439068506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466850470842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624235892640057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271684238765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288484312634359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000916980939521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31260866550564725,0.0,0.0,0.29376437824353097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theodoreodip,2020/01/29,"I don’t feel much anymore I don’t feel much, but I do know I feel alone and lonely. Lonely as fuck. I know this is relatable to so many here, just wanted to share.",0.924166666666668,2.1497386388888917,2.8566666666666687,95.955,79.27777777777777,5.911111111111111,17.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,-0.4263777777777782,125,2,31,1,3,42,23,36,0.33899999999999997,0.5920000000000001,0.069,-0.899,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282180436376541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428464069275525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807101242509832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29297359915294263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34832543989962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212919661938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659233298994872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691880090216212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,farrisbeullor,2020/01/29,"I just need to let it all out I really hate myself, I think I’m the only responsable for how my sentimental and social life is and will be. I know I’m going to be alone all my life. I’m ugly as fuck, girls find me gross, I can tell by the way they look at me, I’m boring as fuck too, nobody seems to feel attracted by my personality, I’m very shy, a guy of very few words, I never have any interesting thing to tell so that really complicates my conversations. Every time I feel attracted by someone, I must convince myself that I actually don’t like that person, because for me, it’s pointless to feel like that, nothing will ever come out of that, that person will never feel the same way for me, and that’s frustrating. Everyday I feel like I hate myself a little bit more. All I have are dreams, daydreams and fantasies about how happy I would be with someone by my side who I can cuddle, laugh, have sex, watch movies and talk with.",5.352258373205744,5.139147852631581,6.610574162679428,78.43265550239236,67.84210526315789,9.645933014354068,27.272727272727273,9.339509955726095,2.0351578947368423,732,19,151,13,11,249,104,190,0.161,0.705,0.133,-0.7742,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,7,16,5,0,5,0,17,6,0,2,7,33,38,10,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,5,2,0,0,5,11,10,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,7,27,9,22,29,7,14,0,0,2,4,12,5,2,1,8,101,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.1250914712713867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327624895928929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717117277327661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814126213376538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399463890683032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104212649625336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595197096286106,0.10800260170046667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32407457027015085,0.18315283222863651,0.0,0.0,0.1171600810080278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701259063913746,0.0,0.0,0.07285130613203432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269247259463149,0.0,0.13645684566750158,0.0,0.25311513578248623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704479133399907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310793165985752,0.18108374257221227,0.1878762543261,0.12847648553116095,0.0,0.0,0.10764432239350254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504861869624824,0.1977305651179223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299834338613932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749156154333403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357823568861719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642390277232053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669611778252305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066992949250233,0.2172239039621081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030314023418979,0.22408119174432725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516137275462157,0.08213669280620359,0.0,0.0,0.0747465421881636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153447037841297,0.0,0.2034968540031975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105996690542142,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jelloslag,2020/01/29,Fatigue from willing yourself to keep going Does anyone else get this from pushing thru loneliness/ isolation etc? I don’t know how to explain this exhaustion my other 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lonely,jkmn-,2020/01/29,"want to speak to someone named max if your name is max, hit me 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lonely,pleasejustkillmelol,2020/01/29,i just don’t matter to anyone it doesn’t mean anything that i’m suicidal. i have nobody in my life who regards me as so important that losing me would concern them. even strangers on the internet can’t find enough pity for me to pretend my life has value for two minutes. how am i supposed to live like 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lonely,ShAjxD,2020/01/29,"Why we are alone The fact we are alone is really heartbreaking. Some people here are alone because they got no friends to talk to and share their emotions, some of them have friends but cant actually share their emotions because of insecurities or paranoid feel, some of them here also have a life partner but they are still alone. We feel alone even if we are surrounded with people that we love because we cant talk out our feelings and emotions to them and even if we do they dont understand so the feeling of loneliness never goes away. And thinking of that ....it really breaks your heart and ita frustrating and... You name it. This is what i think please feel free to correct me if I'm wrong. I hope this is maybe helpful for you to understand why you feel alone. :)",5.446486486486485,6.514033918918918,5.171189189189189,84.34813513513515,67.91891891891892,8.622702702702702,30.340540540540534,8.841846274778883,2.2491545945945943,612,23,121,10,10,188,79,148,0.18,0.631,0.18899999999999997,0.6976,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,8,4,8,0,7,11,1,1,3,0,14,3,1,0,3,39,28,14,0,4,6,0,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,15,0,0,10,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,6,23,8,14,27,3,6,0,1,0,1,30,3,0,8,2,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0999363037727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363883494882973,0.0,0.08189635216380227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621652304992344,0.0,0.0,0.18728252606864865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002245612941227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455886514538408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352802117268875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106860703166429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824170842727447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190574439323718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135502747784327,0.06864252013785482,0.0,0.0,0.10171513473134976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233442744763485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242802134328196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288349448194943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898404911196581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199485939388912,0.0,0.0,0.11241420817431592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121151425481214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178387167130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462477286288926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312389629722776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322253182466205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848161886988596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196804456585303,0.0,0.0 lonely,AND_PEGGY1,2020/01/29,"Just had a 20 minute conversation with my closet. Fun stuff Also, I named it Leo.",-0.2177083333333308,1.8034943125000042,1.9775000000000027,90.38416666666667,105.875,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6201416666666666,63,1,13,1,3,21,16,16,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572677291837323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8197808971998978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blue_ruby14,2020/01/29,"How to deal with being a social EXTROVERT who craves attention while being desperately lonely?! All my life I have felt I am a very social person who craves social connection. I was like my true self when I was a kid I was very outgoing and had lots of friends but unfortunately I developed debilitating mental illness when I hit puberty. After that I moved town with my single mother. I got better and I tried really hard to make friends but EVERYONE ignored me and no one let me into their circle or saw my true potential as a great friend! LONELINESS HAS DESTROYED ME. I truly believe that if I had friends I would have been well with mental illness many years ago (I'm now 22) LONELINESS THEN CAUSED MY BIPOLAR DEPRESSION! I annoy my parents because I talk all the time. I can't stop! I can't sleep because all I want to do is go out and socialise! I cannot stand it when people ignore me... Also ♈ARIES SUN, SCORPIO MOON GEMINI RISING♊ 😵 Anyone else feel the same?",2.458968253968252,4.992105095238099,4.265870370370372,81.3099166666667,80.05820105820106,7.166243386243386,24.264814814814812,8.238735603445708,1.8423944973544968,769,28,140,16,20,259,126,189,0.22,0.586,0.193,-0.8761,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,16,2,0,6,0,19,5,1,3,5,31,28,16,0,3,4,2,3,1,4,1,4,0,0,3,5,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,9,4,30,10,11,14,6,17,0,2,1,0,17,3,0,3,12,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889654879011577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726226615467573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378555002006432,0.13743018256320844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635266010148726,0.0,0.0,0.15111654064380128,0.0,0.1186254854275553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778659981596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828027572146626,0.11552441466037935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204689291019848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281652347618471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781924364225725,0.0,0.1287840977947321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145084316368132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622814212337745,0.0,0.10727456745732004,0.14787680446543966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015251397812267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371551631071952,0.09473870818465607,0.06552825921163223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403099180696727,0.0,0.0,0.0895316092413059,0.13598493376574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703393391650042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255704061540686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088873371623137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489334834807635,0.0,0.0,0.09298759956023396,0.11711556311176236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592595392043809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992495583823994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422505711476232,0.4101803997262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213717382230502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780715951275917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821122700015556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106423751351722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133960979058653,0.07911228239339321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059735216204093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528081880146626,0.0,0.0,0.08637415765687036 lonely,Aikarr,2020/01/29,Positive Vibes Wassup everyone just wanted to send some positive vibes to you guys....if noone told you youre amazing,3.377142857142857,6.57176766666667,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,86.61904761904762,8.514285714285714,26.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.1944476190476188,95,4,15,3,3,30,16,21,0.0,0.593,0.40700000000000003,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480649174342427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480649174342427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000296558780319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swallowingbatteries,2020/01/29,"Is anybody else physically and mentally isolated from everyone. I live in a isolated area, am homeschooled(not by choice), and have little to no familial love. The loneliness and lack of friends are really getting me down, I've looked everywhere and there is no solution, the wifi is too bad to make online friends, it's too far to drive to the library or anything, public school is off the table. I've been so lonely since childhood and it's just been getting so bad lately, it's the fact I cant do anything about it that just makes me so alone.",5.627714285714287,6.642091961904763,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.47619047619048,9.80952380952381,33.09523809523809,9.957137785484203,3.300238095238095,436,19,81,10,7,140,70,105,0.218,0.677,0.105,-0.8934,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,1,12,17,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,4,3,11,15,1,9,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,1,2,54,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059910010509534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505542933333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556846884207345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793040780201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352632629887885,0.0,0.0,0.2007931996356596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32911958717866097,0.0,0.2225627135406636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026819945623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134774451710539,0.18807892721266967,0.0,0.17886257424251115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922367530695736,0.0,0.2843522980372861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146493651595874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645037024002307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556281551536488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619207718667396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YShouldntKnow,2020/01/29,"A Long Time Coming I should've made this post forever ago, just for my own sake. It's just getting to be unbearable. I have friends, but I don't feel like any of them care about me, only my closest friend ever reaches out to me, everyone else could go a week without talking to me and they don't seem to care in the slightest. And I have a ""girlfriend"" but it doesn't really feel like it, she never expresses love like I do, she only ever says she loves me as an echo of me saying it, and all of a sudden she stopped talking to me for a month, despite being online all the time, and when I tried to message her, she ignored me. Until finally she tells me she needs some time to herself or she'll drag me down with her. And I'm always there for her, I reach out and try to ask how she's doing and try to talk to her l the time, but I never get any of that in return from anyone. I just want someone to care about me. To reach out to me and actually me interested enough in me to want to talk instead of me always having to reach out and grasp at straws to try and have friends. I'm so fucking lonely because they just don't seem to care whether we interact or not, I'm the only one that cares, it feels. I just want someone to be interested in me and care about me and want me.",3.7130147058823506,3.750919272058823,5.05294117647059,87.33323529411766,71.35294117647058,7.870588235294116,27.02941176470589,7.510576382923642,1.2371485294117646,990,30,225,10,17,332,127,272,0.081,0.723,0.196,0.9854,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,3,0,15,19,1,0,10,0,15,3,0,2,6,55,43,23,0,6,13,0,3,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,8,19,0,2,6,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,1,5,47,16,45,37,5,32,0,1,0,3,35,11,1,5,21,163,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.08758375815109204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955859996453521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935958126967036,0.0,0.0,0.12206713753263032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275579175701437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390480978208391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471120720530099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490410570121084,0.0,0.0,0.07731230008666751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165864857859924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497521182088902,0.0,0.0,0.0927364878930378,0.0,0.0,0.1623693330766129,0.0,0.08576066122641074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614198552616638,0.1282358677179432,0.0,0.0983175291683721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802355596167005,0.08297309643223559,0.09378209602998512,0.0,0.051007403721525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154300812028327,0.0,0.0,0.07942656483944589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200706174054982,0.08492430340910408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163817017284038,0.0,0.0,0.06654902326975634,0.13844257980462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081741211662441,0.20477840562268945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085956382458074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749661082757626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427467532166973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341137334394307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209099130329876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503562251441889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885529231678245,0.07844608710918904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933747143914128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243739395874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174920521294585,0.0,0.0719926156532925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651649342025526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedBearFluffy0113,2020/01/29,"My very best friends. this is just my first positive post in here. well, maybe they're not the best but something is something ^^!! I don't have real life friends, but at the least I have imaginary friends! they're really the best friends I can ever have. I really wish they where real too, but still. at the least I am able to see them and hear them being with me, right beside me, they're always helping me calm down mentally when I'm at my worst, whenever I'm judged and whenever I know I won't be able to ever cook or draw for others again, they're always there, saying the truth ,being honest that it is bad ,but always being so positive telling me how it's okay. because I am human and humans do a lot of mistakes, but in the end I'm just practicing and I'm experimental with my own stuff. it doesn't matter how judged I am by my family and how bad and dramatic they are that they make it seem like it's the worst and most disgusting thing ever. but because of them I am able to maintain myself sane, I am able to be myself with them I'm finally am able to cry without being told off about it. I feel scared about myself sometimes because I feel like I become more aggressive towards my family, and my imaginary friends say so too sometimes but it's fine, they encourage me to tell me how things will be better if I stay determined and learn from my mistakes. anyways, that's all I wanted to say! if you don't have a friend, have an Imaginary friend! you'll have no regrets! ^^ I assure you so!",4.033851540616247,4.861846820261442,5.093510737628389,84.49794117647062,70.99346405228758,8.442950513538749,26.66293183940243,8.704169506293173,1.7761794584500468,1181,37,245,20,21,389,142,306,0.153,0.619,0.228,0.98,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,8,5,24,31,2,1,10,1,31,2,0,6,6,53,46,27,0,7,14,0,2,2,7,3,1,4,0,2,15,12,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,10,1,1,1,7,45,21,26,35,12,21,0,1,1,0,29,10,0,6,11,182,60,1,0.4265872511649567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297285969686103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247301446454153,0.15602617732226556,0.09422642073070332,0.0,0.0,0.26860620105341865,0.0754563514820288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371721288211464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556593734556813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152355475584346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085939804208468,0.0,0.08627813268069966,0.06095080349368163,0.0,0.09346109644622093,0.0,0.07257097958374277,0.0,0.0,0.4614123528764624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615896709599306,0.0,0.057186488476508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046888239403969516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026223823632273,0.08336359326593505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253384520719673,0.0,0.0,0.056950060531380214,0.0,0.08571284620376649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597992295640185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817105334016738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421987346413688,0.1093130865948492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286063633234642,0.0,0.20354358245094734,0.08541765143275615,0.0,0.0679869617481753,0.07766980239277994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136308284569204,0.16876227968396412,0.0,0.0,0.09093705010040183,0.06813462596511019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766806849564463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491424240449504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133622457891216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152447989662967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039583160843295,0.0503224426463316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671063397332308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811085722337877,0.08224297746429217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BLMisAHoax,2020/01/29,"Well, here I am I guess... First post here and I just need to vent to the internet. I met a girl a few months ago and she turned out to be a negative person who just constantly drags me down. Every night I go to bed feeling like I did something wrong and with that I’m drifting farther away from my friends who’d rather take her side. We all play a lot of video games and it turns out I’m really good at one of the games we play together. Now that I’ve lost my team, I’ve just been drifting trying to make new friends, but it never seems to work out. And it doesn’t help my family has always been against the thought of me “wasting my life away” playing video games, so when I told my parents that I was planning on pursuing it as a possible career opportunity, my mom straight up told me “that’s stupid, focus on something else” so I’m slowly losing all my support. It hurts knowing that no one in your life has any faith in you and I don’t know how much longer I can take any of this. I don’t have anyone to go to to vent so that’s where this post comes in. I really don’t know what to do at this point. If anybody reads this, I appreciate it and hope you guys are having a better night than I am...",4.303058823529412,3.972104952941181,5.153725490196077,88.39176470588238,70.05882352941177,8.525490196078431,27.196078431372552,8.021203637495839,1.3161843137254907,933,26,219,11,15,305,144,255,0.098,0.7340000000000001,0.168,0.9412,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,3,0,8,14,18,1,0,9,0,19,2,0,2,3,35,44,15,0,4,6,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,19,14,0,0,6,10,0,5,7,5,1,3,9,1,31,13,33,33,5,36,1,3,0,0,24,19,0,5,11,144,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537644072080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891439183673316,0.0,0.0,0.1616795731435655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083120894195199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337591360001205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513620084297057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024011861785344,0.0,0.12846277242294998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993056811896598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001581944224978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206575488916842,0.0,0.0601072998343612,0.08492506981573776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011159025718951,0.0,0.0,0.18368667391581286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511999097469285,0.09970758594103686,0.0,0.0,0.13095536502372124,0.11770597354321262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968010670913943,0.0,0.0,0.11807073477273013,0.0,0.0,0.1272592640988467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959934952456496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793133137294425,0.058076830594482674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299188628109562,0.12976724502540432,0.10106416183444833,0.0,0.0,0.07935068267212135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922618636855702,0.0948857244336936,0.0,0.08738757062916754,0.08814508059140166,0.0916845338563064,0.11481122436909025,0.0,0.22311422942301565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110696833672628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319977791875029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379797663863263,0.0,0.0,0.1123762860168826,0.13401487851846122,0.22770078017224726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890821386722378,0.0,0.152310075974695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822028607818383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830331733532834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489912635102191,0.0,0.0,0.17875998204681995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437430060815633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718230934004655,0.0,0.08070903086571614,0.2586060002123841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068838402838988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654317607280618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997229299133453,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tatfin487,2020/01/29,"Does anyone feel like I do? I thought coming to a new school, I'd make some lifelong friends. At the very least, I wanted to make some close acquaintances. But it's the third semester and I'm so fucking alone. Nobody wants to talk to me. And it's not as if I haven't tried. I've tried to be social, I've tried to talk to people. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't understand why I'm so socially awkward. And I'm in nursing school! I'm supposed to be friendly and connect with people. But, for some reason, I just can't. There must be something wrong with me. Every time I go to class, I just want to kill myself, over and over and over and over. I won't, because I have plenty of reasons not to. But still, suicide is always on my mind, and I have absolutely no idea what to do. I just wish there was a pill I could take to make my pain go away. I sound so fucking pathetic. But I just want this to go away. What's wrong with me? I've felt like this for so long, and I thought it'd go away by now. But I'm in my twenties and I still feel like I did when I was in middle school and high school. Like a fucking outcast. Please tell me I'm not the only one, please.",0.2935294117647089,2.050897568627456,2.1315294117647063,97.9478823529412,83.11764705882352,5.0211764705882365,19.61176470588235,5.927762680638738,-0.3147364705882349,900,24,220,6,25,297,115,255,0.095,0.7659999999999999,0.139,0.7251,0,1,1,0,0,2,36.0,0,0,0,0,14,15,4,1,6,0,19,5,0,5,1,54,49,23,2,8,13,0,3,4,2,2,2,1,0,0,8,17,0,0,10,0,0,5,9,9,0,2,6,4,29,6,35,36,4,27,0,0,0,3,7,15,3,4,11,137,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603211996486476,0.0,0.0,0.07715220528107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483344003852914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613463625600866,0.0,0.0,0.056522524415190026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987186889964587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403104264624889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811417243185032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812235846752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376614766769524,0.13248135682314538,0.08902774553760741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327371083413545,0.2571602296013979,0.0,0.0,0.2107843982595254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796597708973867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467195152454227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258325278876752,0.0,0.05095763484012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119731508820508,0.0,0.0,0.08205613035563351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185678141826456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936228770915063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895515706725093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628308867017197,0.0705193263729866,0.098662839349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856364246145416,0.0,0.0,0.2035620180758769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066749923830692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753588142412805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903698451729176,0.0,0.07138199356827432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809595898815406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142291520135313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971547099880969,0.14905300465795202,0.08104319206971643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722196191220555,0.0540669953417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885663456333845,0.0,0.0,0.09652696394518777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765054334939624,0.218759560114151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366726269666418,0.0,0.10662582557572453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041311434114917,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlothsMcGee,2020/01/29,"I can't seem to keep friends. I don't understand why. I have some old friends, but they live across the country and we don't speak too much. I recently moved, and it just seema thst I can't keep a friend for more than a year. I try to be kind, and supportive but every friend I have made has ghosted me or worse. Is anyone else having a really hard time making friends and keeping them?",1.3502500000000026,3.436905525,2.3225000000000016,96.2225,81.25,6.0,21.25,7.1686216300943375,0.4032500000000003,302,9,69,4,8,95,57,80,0.153,0.665,0.183,0.377,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,18,7,1,0,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,11,7,5,16,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113782921600964,0.1632099936703012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306518511128054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420751483278714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153298827989945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426912973561749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247490773425736,0.0,0.16587456400980408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065475133925573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072272393941458,0.10632637681933294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929857228266668,0.1170954483458704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671465895664432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204435542402944,0.0,0.15727827492673402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501035819175978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807588146439082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288246312101728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081465028348935,0.0,0.0,0.1658250493144451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437331849632949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623286909250309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257663536153494 lonely,atari1993,2020/01/29,"At least in the hospital, there were people to talk to. In my loneliness, I fucked up. I ended up in the hospital. I threw a wrench into my job, and had to spend a week in a mental hospital. It was there I found myself being the most content I'd felt in a long time. People wanted to talk, about literally anything. Even though we were all hurting in some way or another, we found ourselves in this situation, and were trying to make the most of it. It didn't matter who they were, if we'd have ever met in our normal lives, what our interests were... I very well may have laughed my hardest at the stupid jokes that were made as four people sat around a table and tried their best to entertain themselves and each other with nothing at hand but a deck of cards. Talking about how tired we were, about our plans for the future, about which nurses were the nicest, about how bad the food was. Complaining about what was on TV, about some of the groups we had to attend, wondering if we'd get to go to the gym, or if the yoga person was coming that day. We talked about what happened to us, we talked about music, we danced (or we tried to), we hummed songs. We discussed some personal issues, we talked about relationships, we talked about books/comics/manga/anime/shows/movies. And though we weren't supposed to, we hugged as someone moved or left, patted each other on the back, and did our best to be there for those who were having a harder time. Then I got out, I came home with some time off, time to think about what put me in that situation, and hopefully fix it. But after completely clearing up my study and bedroom, purchasing some projects, and trying my best to relax... I found myself back where I started. I'm alone. Anyone I ever really cared for just fell from the sky. I wasn't ever looking for them, they just showed up. Some stayed for several years, others just a few months, and on rare occasions I barely knew them a week before they disappeared, never to be seen again. Worse still, some that I still see, but have lost my connection with, and I'm not strong enough to mend those broken ties, especially when the others have far better things to be doing. For a few years now I've been stumbling through life, waiting for lighting to strike again. But it isn't coming. In fact, it hasn't even rained in months now that I think about it. I find myself just... hoping. It seems in vain. When I go looking, I find nothing. When I don't look, I also find nothing. The world is so different, and it took me long enough to catch up last time only to get out-classed immediately. I'm not good enough to move up again. Hell, I don't even know if I ever was good enough. Maybe everyone I ever knew was just having a moment of weakness when they picked me out of the bunch to interact with. Once they came to their senses, they left me alone. I asked the last person I still have contact with to pray... hope... wish... whatever... that I find a friend. They, having found all they ever wanted, said it should be easy. A week has passed and nothing has changed. Its hard to be positive when no matter what you do, you fail. Its hard to keep your head up when everything forces you down. I don't have any reason to believe the next week will be any different than the one that came before it. At the hospital, they kept the phones busy, each of them calling and talking to their significant others. Some of them even came and visited. Everyone had someone waiting for them on the outside. They couldn't wait to get back into the arms of the one they loved, and that loved them. Me? I came back home to silence. I came home with an empty heart. At least when I was in the hospital, there were people to talk to.",4.177789052970333,5.448388508940855,4.432524979886328,87.71501518258026,71.06327372764788,7.467535231372143,23.62069502478523,7.837336299996399,0.9894008408813676,2894,72,594,36,53,904,302,727,0.105,0.802,0.09300000000000001,-0.1771,4,2,0,0,0,0,124.0,21,4,20,8,60,31,3,0,39,0,57,12,4,6,11,131,117,44,0,13,19,0,4,0,1,3,3,2,4,3,38,52,1,5,17,9,2,22,13,10,1,3,48,12,88,21,110,56,27,117,2,3,5,4,74,42,2,24,51,439,126,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177418255441326,0.0,0.039291735788506615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682440860000774,0.05152035700587212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435501769890124,0.0,0.04043236874939934,0.043738890816472496,0.045932831765511814,0.0,0.0,0.1511213361856319,0.04102410027272965,0.0,0.0,0.08361732721767752,0.0553561974878202,0.15468652456476106,0.0434542490877596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017040570908455,0.33717117874428826,0.050094487172615255,0.0,0.051976322801708864,0.08464765923452318,0.051515138213829484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03168679568276921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266729930139024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351735804170722,0.2030705752377445,0.0,0.12980784115890018,0.2666623026542727,0.0,0.09389759739501644,0.044157677297348964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047175497271472036,0.0,0.17962711469428758,0.0,0.059411959915707024,0.21548770639501694,0.03796012419338569,0.04542277480139481,0.07701007696847541,0.0,0.05584696515065967,0.08242105460691469,0.039296241935455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344825296016965,0.0,0.08802724392836164,0.0,0.05042475278606804,0.0,0.0,0.058222980026379226,0.0,0.0,0.14785356679077724,0.14640081373452213,0.0,0.0,0.052598017776348066,0.0,0.0,0.05128220880019044,0.048757037102955474,0.04367177178092898,0.0,0.0,0.027002276075220245,0.08010009587453787,0.0,0.0,0.10676655042422374,0.0,0.034704173465513424,0.0,0.0,0.0433854423333124,0.0869625245551012,0.12377833097077873,0.0,0.05363460105609545,0.0,0.08868911247257869,0.046490943146463036,0.03279673701799615,0.0,0.04936081980913657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951462554591847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843517021454018,0.1044414550513914,0.0,0.0,0.03789448867034503,0.0,0.052253627166207496,0.0,0.04814002255824254,0.18857820295562566,0.0,0.0,0.05232516590695074,0.0665877430965395,0.03736794938258392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625086713195084,0.12870342742545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049392353085732255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031475932775359095,0.0505170272242574,0.0,0.05275057993433393,0.0,0.0,0.04673684548879163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915273283825305,0.044728944263582086,0.0,0.05550643684755817,0.0,0.0,0.11045536385816812,0.0,0.0,0.08326066091715338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034776672988652134,0.05236936518604502,0.11771331173735775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554220437053543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032641859624246115,0.06296503473012473,0.09654607567271957,0.0,0.14324957774775993,0.05647129003822785,0.0,0.0,0.05458870065504172,0.13343264461719406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910108996171421,0.0,0.0,0.040539967032217,0.057959970619013965,0.038999581192093916,0.15764649067200145,0.0,0.0441765726925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056500659576864176,0.0,0.053282769338422235,0.0,0.0,0.05007084362321468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328023270950864 lonely,salt_shiba,2020/01/29,"I’d like just one emotional connection that I don’t fuck up with an emotional overreaction or breakdown. I actually feel so fucking defective right now. It’s ridiculous. People say I have a whole list of Pro’s but I swear all it takes is one con with my mental health to just level the entire stadium. What good is it? There are clearly “bad” people doing way better than me. Way happier than me with people that care about them unlike me. I just wish I was born somebody else or that I could down any pill or shot of alcohol to make this pain go away. I hate 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lonely,brokken0,2020/01/29,i wish someone loved me i just feel hurt and scared of the people who say they love me. i feel so 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lonely,someawkwarddbitch,2020/01/29,SOMEONE BE MY FRIEND PLEASE PLEASE I CANT TAKE BEING ALONE NO MORE I HAVE NO FRIENDS I FUCKING HATE IT PLEASE SOMEBODY I HATE 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lonely,crymp3,2020/01/29,"I alway listen im have never heard I always there for my friends listen to them and comfort them and always ppl say that i make them feel comfortable and they love talk to me....the problem is I find no one when i need to talk, i mean LITERALLY no ONe...??? And also they alway cutting me..i mean even my close friend (we have been 13 years together) idk wht to do. sometime i say maybe i exaggerate but yesterday i went to her home and once I started to talk abt something happened to me at work she said oh my god again and then immediately change the topic and start talk about something else like???? SHE ALWAYS DO THAT. when im sad and worried abt something she said oh my god yo drama blablabla and literally dont give a single shit. I just start feel like im her assistant not her friend we met/ call when she need someone to talk and thats it.",1.4260179833012216,3.6545149190751434,2.9594894026974963,90.96295921644192,81.89017341040463,5.694155427103404,21.74983943481053,6.937597516519254,0.5171222864482979,663,21,142,8,18,217,95,173,0.087,0.755,0.157,0.9392,0,0,4,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,5,1,9,12,2,0,2,0,7,2,1,1,1,26,27,16,0,3,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,1,0,4,13,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,6,9,30,8,11,21,1,14,0,1,0,1,33,2,1,0,13,81,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164175972694511,0.4247374951138891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424584524215837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799824371486584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964934049268094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528353760430421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742983203651423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324007859986754,0.07293349482539756,0.0,0.0,0.0933088946315091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366246700285455,0.0,0.0,0.09793453869027542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027831826577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240512525482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082587273767894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975255205155573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214068894610017,0.0,0.06814622132917525,0.0,0.10256365899623512,0.22241303144291136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139766839510832,0.0787385101959462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087230822695649,0.13835837011398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768684930784388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422294450567,0.16237297368270626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479446166974256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650097452927064,0.2357828323945162,0.10097014433393504,0.0,0.21678060716314249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102825033126273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463894384491273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743231215231783,0.10367788851547698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574295396547605 lonely,FoxInABox4020,2020/01/29,"15f lonely Hi everyone ^.^ I have been feeling down lately. I'm alone most of the time. Depression and shyness has got me feeling lonely I have no friends Irl. I'm shy awkward and very self conscious. I have low self esteem issues. I am looking for anyone willing to text me. I don't care about age or gender. Just someone who wants to talk and get to know me. Please message me if you'd like to talk and just tell me to give you my number. Otherwise I won't mention it. Feel free to message me anytime",0.31119278779472737,2.7265671165048566,2.057926490984745,93.41216019417476,91.4271844660194,4.107905686546463,22.89112343966713,5.773587663045528,0.3936579750346745,395,16,80,3,14,129,72,103,0.20600000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.136,-0.7922,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,22,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,15,5,10,17,1,5,0,4,1,0,14,2,0,3,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325225605958215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397138542165322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993069435849307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734299180547636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674807481117226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123305390863152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907928555875972,0.0,0.1075752366049492,0.1975198500371448,0.0,0.0,0.1646785468980541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490807290959565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315829117479262,0.0,0.23226629469026105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059326048575253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290572565195608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260184385110139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429601143092624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445999895014536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309922714129103,0.1799673229484079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200630449395544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698906188822339,0.12144626648358035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Market_Pliers,2020/01/29,"Can someone make me smile, been a rough day. I just got from school and had to deal with my parents telling me I'm a failure for an hour because I don't have grades above Bs or As. Wtf school, why so useless and annoying.",3.6399290780141835,3.8283988085106415,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,71.55319148936171,7.117730496453903,30.56028368794326,6.42735559955562,1.2353177304964538,172,7,41,1,3,54,41,47,0.262,0.69,0.048,-0.9038,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,23,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951283559645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991583164103293,0.30359689796967465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552329311724954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29000438759654523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656830082292026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698621226106234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960608253766068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951272794146606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573893039057745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657232267785145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShoreNo,2020/01/29,"Hurt by someone I love but too afraid of being alone to let them go. Sigh. It’s happened again. I let myself get close to someone only to end up being brutally hurt by them. I am angry. I feel betrayed. I don’t want to even see them. Yet I know that if I cut them off just as every part of me is urging me to do, I’ll be alone again. I’m too afraid to be alone. It’s always a lose lose situation for me. I’m tired of being sad and afraid. I’m tired of being hurt. I try to stand up for myself.",-1.3522184065934049,0.4519592589285715,1.6771428571428582,98.38324175824181,90.33928571428572,4.160439560439561,13.97252747252747,5.369823440869387,-1.167811263736264,375,6,95,2,13,132,62,112,0.402,0.561,0.037000000000000005,-0.995,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,2,7,13,2,3,1,0,12,3,0,0,0,8,23,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,0,2,17,1,19,15,1,10,0,6,1,1,5,4,0,1,4,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525218730944352,0.0,0.0,0.12118535777380718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899510058375865,0.0,0.0,0.09619480754555933,0.0,0.12270920742355958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364069575707091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609164918353399,0.0,0.08277139526717912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287902577958476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677365698807139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004073489422725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978565107911377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325871069330134,0.0,0.0,0.1314470994898172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076688949258903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771550326512407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160573834872754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370709772000086,0.0,0.0,0.2468030646388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478685592973245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888098788680867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590310368411892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lemonlover80,2020/01/29,Be careful what you wish for Holy hell...i had someone special and now it's gone... please appreciate the people in your life...,1.8024999999999984,4.510177583333338,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,85.66666666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8417666666666674,98,4,19,1,3,31,24,24,0.0,0.586,0.414,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443710292730233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078488303473462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021586879317585,0.0,0.0,0.4784247794860756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692883955695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011979893967458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fhainstcndnf,2020/01/29,I hate how I’ve lived for the last 5 years. I’m 21 years old and I don’t wish to die but I also don’t wanna be alive. I moved several hours away from home for college and left all my friends back home. I should’ve graduated this semester but a large depressive episodes ruined my gpa. I basically have no interests or hobbies so it’s hard to meet people. I’ve tried some clubs but I normally just stop going after a while. I just go to class and come straight back home. I’m on a pretty large campus and I effectively know 4 people. I’m at the point where I get super attached to small interactions and it’s killing me. There were times last year when I went days with no human interaction and I hate it. I seriously can’t take this anymore and I don’t know what to do. Thanks for reading my rant 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lonely,lawnder,2020/01/29,"i don't know... all that i know is that i feel alone, and that's the feelling that's never left me... and i think that is because that deep within me i know we all are all there is, and that existence exists becase all there is wanted more, and nihilism represents that feelling... to know that no matter how much you suffer or how much you exert yourself, it will never be enough... your exstence is just a mere thought in a timeless loop... you just represent the act of being, of wanting... and that's all we'll ever be... an incomplete part of the self... i don't know...",3.7086842105263145,4.6107468421052635,4.355219298245616,89.21861842105267,71.80701754385964,7.1035087719298255,25.653508771929822,7.1686216300943375,0.9979508771929826,436,13,93,4,8,139,64,114,0.073,0.9159999999999999,0.01,-0.765,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,8,31,23,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,14,0,6,17,10,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223097843060564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313107873280377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257416462365984,0.0,0.0,0.1948489720233467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089168150427939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919133319382561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404154681297784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31669949884573056,0.0,0.3322720349718144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326599676863144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247176423154436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380248220516431,0.0,0.1710099816903684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541065740723055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigsadthroaway,2020/01/29,"being lgbt makes me feel more isolated im a lesbian in high school in a small rural town. i have friends that are lgbt but im the only one that’s “full gay”. it’s different experiences. i feel like no one truly gets it, and my straight friends especially don’t. it’s really dumb bc my sexuality shouldn’t dictate how lonely i feel or whatever but i just feel like this is more isolating (not counting everything else about me)",1.66,4.237743529411766,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,84.29411764705883,7.6352941176470575,24.970588235294123,8.548686976883017,2.1152588235294107,340,14,68,9,10,115,60,85,0.136,0.662,0.20199999999999999,0.7322,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,13,12,5,0,1,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,8,4,3,10,3,7,0,1,0,2,2,7,1,1,2,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607492419732585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276520979776053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586963599276152,0.20230219638263025,0.0,0.0,0.4182822228036472,0.2954936178481826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195654707358536,0.0,0.10805093511839836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218508639181008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44678572923213056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207616929552968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804887268495994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028284838424594,0.15729013785681598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248930934689046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930517446206834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OnCheckeredFloor,2020/01/29,"A lonely night, a lonely life It's like nothing that happens during the work week carries over to the real world. Any contacts or any friends dissapeared. Real world arrives without any of the perks. Angels turn to devils, how do you guys cope with it?",3.4127659574468083,6.197358787234048,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,78.14893617021276,4.611063829787233,26.421276595744683,5.6839178017228535,1.0200842553191487,201,8,33,1,5,63,37,47,0.163,0.732,0.105,-0.4767,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872855073593084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845375441351746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650241821744264,0.21121727256178455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870921996832755,0.11669170616015807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414773527994508,0.0,0.2291862789592725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437349211289646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598039104332955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159378985388634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302461538428273,0.0,0.17388811973865045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeGingerBaron,2020/01/29,"A step forward Hey reddit, As part of my new year's resoultion I plan to help overcome my loneliness and hopefully it will help me socially and mentally. A small step in that direction, would be for me to overcome rejection. I belive this fear may be the root cuase of my loneliness. So I have decided to start here, on reddit. So I will begin with text and hopefully find a decent photo of myself soon. To all those who support this post, thank you very much in advance",4.324065934065935,5.959565362637362,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,71.1978021978022,9.595604395604397,29.48351648351648,9.957137785484203,3.083435164835165,372,15,69,10,7,123,65,91,0.121,0.721,0.158,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,13,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,13,7,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674765851020801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172518697078412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186482170500858,0.0,0.0,0.4721759379472392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395439017331501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473554393551474,0.0,0.0,0.2295704251256461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574040121666352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276491919358768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423034044752217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682440257833329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697371267980298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884058812832272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612592788417094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688539978423318,0.0,0.0,0.15306986247689522 lonely,Typrog224,2020/01/29,"Lonely I feel so lonely. I’ve fallen in love a few times. I’ve fallen in love with beauty and personality but couldn’t have that love because she didn’t have equal feelings for me. I’m 23 now and feel doomed. I feel like I’ll never meet the right person, I’ve never had a relationship and don’t believe I’ll ever have one but it’s what I long for. I would give everything to find true love, and to find someone I can love and be with. I have never experienced a kiss, a hug, a snuggle, or a night with a girlfriend and I cry as type this. I’m so lonely it’s painful and it hurts my soul. I want it to end. Literally.",-0.37085820895522303,1.7285392835820907,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,89.0,4.842537313432836,17.330223880597018,6.322622252153567,-0.32432686567164204,480,12,112,5,16,166,75,134,0.22899999999999998,0.557,0.214,-0.0962,0,6,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,0,8,0,11,8,0,0,5,27,24,13,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,5,11,9,11,19,2,14,2,5,0,7,12,3,0,1,10,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509268890547604,0.0,0.0,0.15726998178486207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333291716289532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363519203157815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626702875913842,0.0,0.0,0.12545437402458678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823233291826531,0.09972303076132323,0.0,0.0,0.2551652239322766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390732252426518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943384251467393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819655934884486,0.0,0.0,0.12353264199329796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299265365069098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229809387237864,0.0,0.0,0.13099563657890076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458970828146217,0.0,0.14853346311325022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437689798726379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986727994167154,0.0,0.11920898596543318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827404355869454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139597553837154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233372176176916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916063836237644,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hammerwolf455,2020/01/29,"So some realizations hit me at once. I realized that I have no best friends, just one regular friend who I barely talk to, meaning my only means of socializing is with an online group that I barely get to spend time with due to work and timezones. My father is a drunk who constantly talks down to his wife, and I basically cut off my therapist to not deal with discussing the reality of my situation. And I noticed that any time someone starts bringing up stuff they did somewhere else, I immediately tune them out, not caring enough because of my situation. And on top of all of this, I find myself sometimes acting like an ass towards those that do talk to me when I am not in a good mood. I understand this won't get any attention, but I wanted to just dump this somewhere and get shit off of my chest so it helps a bit...",9.068650793650797,6.549023413580247,9.16904761904762,70.545,61.77777777777778,12.467019400352736,38.57495590828924,10.914260884657429,3.944917813051145,651,25,129,13,7,216,106,162,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,5,10,3,0,6,0,7,4,3,0,1,24,18,9,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,6,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,0,23,6,25,15,5,18,0,0,0,1,17,10,2,1,7,93,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058802732578546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990473068961742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477510621432555,0.0,0.16101406704478502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036952174164986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937754908741458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520492797045758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320375607615815,0.0,0.0,0.15239014810692592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479748397932534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789117295658864,0.0,0.2311625309814054,0.0,0.0,0.12370237986445826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988552549412173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720531150335037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321306100143158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791123732026078,0.0,0.15706539015698034,0.09993881211699564,0.11216804471444948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138995937991734,0.0,0.3315558492478635,0.0,0.1503411193966164,0.12496251053399507,0.0,0.14586520895991514,0.0,0.10438976382870448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883361905879976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556255770836599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124001169534736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719979319991861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353579458043998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698974232543485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736993319210268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MemeLordThe1st,2020/01/29,What is happening? I'm surrounded by friends and family but feel this vast emptiness in my heart. I've tried talking to some girls but they all seem to not be interested. I feel like I need a SO.,0.7035000000000018,3.1382123500000034,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,88.0,7.2,23.0,8.238735603445708,1.5635999999999997,154,6,34,4,5,51,34,40,0.157,0.72,0.12300000000000001,-0.3479,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,8,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478608440293844,0.0,0.3591300049775357,0.25370579638155866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743734800077546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140413425469282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208321754922808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349916331254644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633252809456517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232981017699175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544100208976153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111076971026246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FuzzleFace89,2020/01/29,"Preparing to be alone on my birthday Tomorrow is my birthday. I’ve never really been one to make a big fuss over my own birthday because I’ve learned that nobody else really cares to make the effort (even the friends I would always help make plans for their own). I moved from England to Florida last year in May and I haven’t made a single friend here yet. My husband is working all day and won’t be back until about 10pm so I will just be spending the day by myself. Just feeling really pathetic about the whole thing really.",4.954857142857144,5.802113247619048,5.656190476190478,81.22714285714288,68.9047619047619,9.047619047619053,29.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.437571428571429,421,15,81,8,7,137,73,105,0.055999999999999994,0.815,0.129,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,4,2,14,17,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,10,3,13,8,5,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889756634505348,0.0,0.0,0.1597943050114273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476684225592508,0.0,0.11706700376887795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579958955916207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477023696341131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042642546476327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684191143076365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097102191347431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967423026437465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872168587801952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653983882339906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171475745283236,0.3845685229719565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411022436020787,0.0,0.0,0.14811460795358644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301326104312398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921080195647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758415301971654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144080037194388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980884295241686,0.0,0.0,0.1364211070799247,0.0,0.0,0.1236687337374653 lonely,nilscott,2020/01/29,"22yo never had no friendship/relationship everyone is fake af I’m French btw so excuse my bad writing, Here is my experience tell me if you relate, I feel like everyone you are talking to is trying to get something out of you, either it’s man wanting to be “friend” so they can get somewhere or have something out of you, or woman trying to validate themselves, wanting your approval and always being fake, never really having honest feelings, always acting, you feel me? Idk if it’s because of the drugs I took from 18-21 that make me feel like this but I can’t stop seeing how fake every adult on this planet is, so fucking fake they can barely hide it sometimes, I became fake too now always lying on pointless things for the sake of it, because I can’t be honest anymore being fucked over so much. Anyway I have never kissed a girl never even had a hug or stuff like that, not because I never had the opportunity to do so, but because it discussed me, I can’t even hook up I spend thousands of euros on prostitues (yes I am like that) because I hate faking love just for sex knowing the woman really want something else out of you. I cannot feel anything for anyone not even people I knew from kindergarten and it’s now being like that for years. I’m not depressed although I’ve been through some hard shit always being alone and having drug issues, I now feel as numb as possible I don’t even smoke cigarettes no more, still speeding late at night sometimes to make myself feel adrenaline, a bit addicted to sex and porn to be honest w/u but that’s it. Please tell me if you feel like I feel.",3.829619047619048,5.5197327238095255,4.795111111111115,83.12600000000003,72.55555555555556,6.563809523809524,25.93333333333333,7.087006719466742,1.2794342857142862,1268,42,233,12,25,413,161,315,0.209,0.675,0.11599999999999999,-0.9892,0,1,7,0,0,0,28.0,0,8,2,2,18,27,4,0,7,1,29,14,1,3,5,46,55,22,0,6,14,0,10,6,1,0,4,0,0,5,16,7,0,1,11,0,2,2,15,13,0,1,6,11,34,14,32,42,5,25,0,1,1,9,23,9,3,7,20,165,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272628245117467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880949179243427,0.0,0.0,0.2831018286133829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435514184368105,0.059474856756642276,0.0,0.06999586962166444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102026576364594,0.2592542552978427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286181433163088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732607316622985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728163131341656,0.0,0.07105543342695342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247212569202512,0.0,0.07166542569059671,0.1625540176927366,0.0,0.08320350065860756,0.0,0.0,0.3870730427122013,0.18229735415781603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657159594168444,0.15727036140566905,0.08887907508708319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619567786583849,0.08397762493209772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877893905591246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674590814512652,0.0,0.09594965392353387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493316185248265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076768585980805,0.0,0.11355437236715342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252775906471053,0.0,0.32801166124956704,0.0,0.0,0.07982160781463853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058968830089558125,0.0,0.0,0.09336865249600343,0.0,0.09589063953554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089812620388233,0.0,0.0,0.09132095966070944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778058441403917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731129247049442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644648687253236,0.16824999455622272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792780038991937,0.07111268578954284,0.0,0.0,0.0973715928907924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836677257839938,0.14868969582928154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056509064918471935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450308483158393,0.11549822932446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505090601493985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054774863004151284 lonely,ssk0721,2020/01/29,"suicide feels like an inevitability at this point i’m sick of this feeling of being alone, feeling of fake love. i attempted suicide around a year ago and after was filled with overwhelming support from friends. fast forward not even a year later and i’m stuck in the same place, no one to talk to, always feel alone. it’s crazy how fast people can switch up. i’ve never had that best friend in my life that i could go to, it’s always been a few friends that would be around them but it feels like i’m alone around them, like they’re not true friends if you know what i mean. i know it’s just me but i can’t live with myself for much longer",0.6809116541353362,3.0539928195488732,1.3150328947368417,100.43991776315792,86.96992481203009,4.227255639097744,17.335056390977442,5.602791699666715,-0.7304883458646616,507,12,116,3,16,154,88,133,0.175,0.647,0.17800000000000002,0.3331,0,3,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,1,2,2,6,13,0,1,5,0,9,3,0,1,2,27,24,6,2,3,6,0,5,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,5,11,11,18,16,4,20,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,12,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405696660872615,0.0,0.0,0.3997856520719166,0.0,0.0,0.2141251955308668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436270485713189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502977657160675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273142176708848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498440881444075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252935970912325,0.18384177309387525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39763622096124107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312534088907112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414258151686129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088245021347056,0.18858296263979754,0.0,0.11361674718358912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161284514782605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015784571113815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945862391734841,0.0,0.09923717051984847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871891856582081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920261896574834,0.0,0.13443132029325278,0.0,0.12163343356604273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28148516908469606,0.14601162313434324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034189614236356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140249468195133,0.0,0.0,0.16571674310104956 lonely,transcendence12,2020/01/30,"Loneliness My best friend would always tell me ""you're my favourite person."" For a while I believed it. I clung to it. She got a gf recently. The gf is my other best friend. I guess I set them up accidentally. The three of us would always hang out and it was always incredible. I had these amazing friends who I loved and who loved me. We spoke about moving in together. Once they started dating, everything changed. They're a couple now and the whole dynamic has changed. I understand that and I'm really trying to be ok with it. It's so so so hard for me to see them being happy together, without me there. Today my friend posted a picture of her gf on ig with the caption ""my favourite person."" I feel so Alone. Like they don't miss me when I'm not there. I feel so sad all the time. These are my closest and pretty much only friends. I don't know what to do anymore",0.8779193722943717,3.286276948863641,2.6297077922077925,91.1362878787879,86.32954545454545,5.6251082251082245,21.4491341991342,7.07126945348624,0.6823747835497835,677,23,142,10,21,223,105,176,0.07200000000000001,0.67,0.259,0.9894,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,4,2,10,16,0,0,9,1,12,2,0,0,1,19,26,12,0,2,2,0,3,1,8,2,0,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,5,29,14,16,18,5,17,0,2,1,2,24,5,0,1,9,100,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293635428703728,0.0,0.0,0.3117920114355582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238718448844373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072476235370998,0.26215943768520705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426510512755313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382046138831149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225624095890087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263110828755792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825050941411648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989765480148076,0.0,0.13759654825699735,0.0,0.0,0.13296331711309414,0.11189002807857557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686443263110822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102210033212214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546263729207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275387046966666,0.09181928573113404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330193703964988,0.0,0.09499561088289372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812383630024196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962412300348026,0.1270729279172246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800171139039735,0.0,0.1233282682529388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953283054483192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840815055726238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091721650578828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283290291121702,0.0,0.11839499867032717,0.0,0.0,0.08480205494657199,0.0,0.0,0.13003014036385813,0.15024490873921426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945157545463585,0.0,0.12040362047323765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774573521280941,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ffatimasaleem77,2020/01/30,"Can I share my story / problem I'm struggling with? I won't share the long ass story since no one cares, but basically I've been lonely since I've lost all my friends, and a lot of the times it feels really overwhelming. The friends I had weren't supportive, but I've had fun with them. I want genuinely supportive friends tho, but since I never had any, I feel like I never will. I'm only 17, so I make myself feel better by saying I'll prolly make friends in the future, I have a long life ahead of me and I'm gonna start college after a year off and just working. I wanna make enough money so I can move into the dorms for college, bc at this point I honestly think I won't make friends if I continue being my shy, introverted, antisocial self. I feel like if I maybe forced myself out there it might work. So when I move I'll have a roommate, hopefully an outgoing, extroverted, social, nice person and maybe they can introduce me to their friends, and I will have made friends for life. That's what I wanna do but my parents most likely won't even let me move out so idk. I'm just stuck here. Idk what the future holds and if I can even accomplish the simplest thing I wanna do, which is moving out. For the time being I have bts with me, which a lot of you may know of, they are a South Korean boy group and are known to have amazing songs that lift your mood and give you hope, as well as good and funny ass personalities. They make me feel a whole lot better, but they have a loving friendship between each other that SOMETIMES makes me jealous as well. Only sometimes, when I'm feeling so lonely that everything makes me sad. Mostly I'm always happy watching them. WhEW this was hella long and I think there's some things I wanted to say but forgot, which is a problem of mine, but I can only hope after reading this at least ONE (1) person can relate 😭 I have all this love to give but no one to give it to :( the 2 friends I have, (one online and one at school) who aren't super close to me think I'm super funny so there's that. I know whoever gets to be my friend will always have fun and laugh but I don't even have friends to begin with 😭 anyway I hope someone can relate, this was prolly weird to read.",3.424049284049285,4.474275659340663,4.569690309690311,86.85788544788545,72.62637362637362,7.3613053613053605,23.677988677988683,7.686295010490155,0.9685970695970694,1735,45,367,21,33,570,202,455,0.124,0.601,0.275,0.9983,2,5,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,7,9,21,49,1,2,19,0,44,6,2,8,4,81,91,36,0,14,14,1,6,3,10,9,2,3,1,5,22,22,0,2,12,3,1,4,10,10,2,5,11,10,56,38,42,67,12,34,0,5,1,4,38,12,2,15,21,249,78,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416280102942137,0.0,0.0,0.042564577548210906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071473994877988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381652239557244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467407215831142,0.0,0.124023901680438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056253483391745684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988980056804802,0.0894312039468186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835827757610398,0.0,0.03270163763801702,0.18013130436190933,0.0,0.05249904105280685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663014623544447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486711635214691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879764433750807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400436702667554,0.08842089372231203,0.09173759102140032,0.0,0.0,0.1661753480993787,0.0,0.0,0.06832635510729428,0.15963995711174406,0.11298310556303635,0.0592258845623921,0.2924636370942549,0.0,0.12576377324551527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640001970667808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661007560511305,0.0,0.0,0.09654932593947498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206915363502915,0.1428116772869513,0.0,0.0,0.06950079839002456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395826411760764,0.0,0.0,0.059169492444146675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978381900231805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521749759387268,0.0,0.04009791660225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955104002374504,0.0,0.06334625390812584,0.0,0.0,0.06529690918498318,0.0,0.0,0.15532977751357513,0.0,0.0,0.0638044684975024,0.053033837972837033,0.0,0.12380980223264153,0.0,0.04430280567553227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543455054064773,0.0,0.0,0.14205688976319492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316643540299895,0.12031891458875744,0.0,0.0,0.07299557617983664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738365431371662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255510934272052,0.0,0.0,0.06988152121236804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113516711102304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030707385014405 lonely,ezzat001,2020/01/30,"I AM SO FUCKING LONELY. I really can't deal with it anymore... I need a partner. I really wanna cry",-1.9835714285714268,-0.43700852380952426,3.314642857142857,80.64910714285716,110.42857142857143,5.90952380952381,19.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.518514285714286,75,3,14,2,4,30,17,21,0.39799999999999996,0.602,0.0,-0.8629,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951440857019765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376661572696342,0.0,0.4107727616672112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683501195506417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954372167780108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105000146497196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shattered_Minds,2020/01/30,"Would you be willing to share your story? Hi everyone! Hearing everyone's stories on Reddit has inspired me to want to help others. I've dealt with a lot of past depression/anxiety/homicidal thoughts myself, and this has all driven me to want to change the world. My goal is to help impact 1 billion lives. With this, I've created the opportunity for people to write me their stores of what may have impacted your life to cause mental illness of any sort. I'm hoping to capture as many stories and tell the world so we can help others through their toughest moments in their lives. Would anyone be interested in sharing their story to me? This story will be told to the world on my channel I created which I hope can help others achieve the help they need to get through these similar scenarios. I would love to hear your story and maybe one day you can save the life of another. We can all help each other and help put an end to the stigma of remaining silent about our problems. You can send them to my personal channel email at [shatteredmindstories@gmail.com](mailto:shatteredmindstories@gmail.com) Please provide me a Story Title if you wish, you may also include your name if you prefer but is not required. Thank you for anyone who takes the time to read and reply to this.",7.646772036474164,8.257852646808518,7.1249392097264455,73.87750000000003,62.95744680851064,9.437689969604863,32.53039513677811,9.23628265651192,2.800337386018237,1032,37,179,16,14,322,135,235,0.031,0.805,0.165,0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,11,6,5,3,11,0,0,11,0,20,4,0,1,2,38,36,11,0,13,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,12,10,0,1,3,3,1,3,1,1,0,2,3,2,32,10,35,23,4,16,0,0,0,1,41,8,0,8,5,127,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503136482443532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081107420433757,0.12460762407809807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661827432652755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207506986797308,0.12571042727632942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663798455876346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052514948822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271016195928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208576750881507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678687088045724,0.0,0.5575626436265915,0.0,0.0,0.23605759771785945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787168616238132,0.0,0.0,0.20986488459756664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102826625043967,0.10725216428084584,0.0,0.0,0.12047884418816734,0.11938454693282866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197565429465168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811377355745524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052487348871497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344032978973605,0.08238440986520112,0.10376111006869597,0.0,0.13044385184698382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370791916014368,0.0,0.1194608136146674,0.0,0.0,0.11886598050078888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934824537868055,0.0,0.10386599857354753,0.10940621782067117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943407811035738,0.06929295746652017,0.0,0.0,0.11355080979641935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018253463671718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665303110993665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532484137311418,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Diehard978,2020/01/30,"FENG'S FAN CLUB # FENG'S FAN CLUB - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We play WoW and League! We also have an ethot. 📷 APPLY HERE: (please also read!!) [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6\_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSd1LpLMdxejhWVKT4N6nfalYCnu-V2i5gcR6_edYKZnmkyY2w/viewform) We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously. Like, anything. We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our community bigger and better. We're a tight knit little community and we want to expand! Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP. IF YOU PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT OR LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: This isn't a requirement to join, there's just a lot of us here who play those games and we'd love to find new buddies \^\^ \--> We also act as a little support group for people when they're feeling down. That's what friends are for! Everyone is SO lovely and caring, so you'll feel welcomed super quickly! The rules are; Just be social and not too much of a dick. That's it. Also we have an ethot. See you soon!",6.506098149637972,9.781659867256641,5.5942397425583295,73.25154465004023,69.79646017699115,6.0559935639581655,22.21962992759453,7.1686216300943375,0.7729097345132749,1094,27,177,11,22,329,131,226,0.023,0.6709999999999999,0.305,0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,13,4,0,6,18,17,0,0,12,0,13,3,1,1,1,34,25,22,0,2,6,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,2,3,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,17,16,20,21,6,19,0,0,2,3,35,9,1,3,9,107,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652579842012119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793068325331652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780197908866602,0.0,0.0,0.12610945633869566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009882301472108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164202283067319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541877039108827,0.0,0.0,0.10910960809433423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547173629121538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436392746535787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643962737527474,0.0,0.05965746764173562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765364630829239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055785507629823504,0.22888872219300435,0.0,0.0,0.09588747428028263,0.0,0.0,0.0970768465394346,0.2061146306738405,0.0,0.0762200359132177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393984207100119,0.0,0.0,0.2205630840206257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916218906400571,0.0,0.0,0.2506838582456082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142168917284007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099145141770563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655929537134586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957690984993894,0.0,0.0,0.08585365489389629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316553966324593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120550648304157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734985617145707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DialgoPrima,2020/01/30,"I can physically feel the black hole in my heart Fell in love with my best friend. We would hang out multiple times a week, paint, watch anime, go out to eat, visit the library. She got back with her ex. I’ve seen her twice since thanksgiving, never has time to get together anymore. Really dismissive texting. Says she has plans with friends or family or something and then posts pics of her and her ex on twitter. Was I just a stepping stone? Did she ever really consider me a friend? I always feel like crying but I’m unable to. My chest has been so tight and empty for the past month.",2.6782292490118564,4.9396414869565275,3.6733596837944655,87.34711462450593,77.6086956521739,7.312252964426879,21.758893280632414,8.296473431620573,1.2375217391304347,461,13,92,9,11,148,85,115,0.04,0.845,0.11599999999999999,0.7854,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,6,0,8,4,2,0,2,19,16,8,0,1,4,2,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,7,15,6,13,10,1,20,0,0,3,1,16,5,0,2,10,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999506002025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069330704646908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478539434104029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178939852019448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121411133814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967537591300808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393119992843273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126752686609107,0.0,0.1944483682521707,0.13736718580670362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456726651050616,0.0,0.100460057236315,0.0,0.10927899704229116,0.0,0.15378647325429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278565664197392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939398789620818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354313226203788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347864849528162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830068936259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355611085850346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415419290274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463631357859876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291135094552027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590586839742547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802903304856505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424380828252768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542380176021949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659249754690433,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zuroll,2020/01/30,"I crave hugs and company, can't tell anybody without crying. I'm 19yo male and I just moved out of my parents place 6 months ago for university and I'm not really good at meeting new people so I am mostly alone. I somehow made somebody from my main courses to have lunch with me and even sometimes go to the gym with me as his friends are all in different studies. Still hurts tho as he has friends all over the town and I have to wait for him all the time when we run into someone and they starts chatting. And he's texting all the time. Also he often can't go to the gym as he has to ""meet some friends at 5pm"". But that's all stuff we've heard before, nothing too special. My main problem is that after I grew older my parents became somewhat distant, even more so when I moved out, not in an unusual way, in fact I visit them every weekend, but I mean I'm not a child anymore, so I don't get the hugs and all the physical contact you get from caring parents as a kid. I also never had been in a relationship and I really don't feel capable of being in one, not that I'm not attractive enough, it's just that my behaviour is somewhat childish (I always realise that when it's too late) and I don't feel grown up enough to live on my own in general. Also I'm scared talking to girls like I'm in 9th grade. This all I don't realize (I mean my craving for physical contact or company in my room) when I'm sitting in my empty room staring at my computer screen, drinking my protein shakes and masturbating, as my mind is pretty busy, but when I go to my parents at the weekend and I try not to cry before my family and tell them everything. I mean I told my father three weeks ago (while crying like the Niagara falls) he hugged me and told me he felt exactly the same when he was my age and he bought a 4k TV for my room ""so the people from the news can give me company"", I kinda just whished tho he would hug me every weekend instead. I can't really tell anybody about this all now, I don't want my parents to worry even more and I don't want to start sobbing before my 11yo little brother or the half stranger I eat lunch with.",3.4231496919173594,4.2040173258426945,4.937375860819138,85.23158028271115,72.37078651685394,7.809351214208047,28.73686118158753,8.049812674583475,1.7966346502355919,1670,64,353,23,31,563,209,445,0.076,0.826,0.099,0.935,6,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,3,0,29,18,0,2,18,0,24,8,0,1,11,73,54,42,0,4,15,7,3,2,3,1,0,1,3,4,10,23,4,1,7,8,1,11,17,5,0,3,9,6,57,13,50,43,20,64,0,2,2,4,45,25,1,9,28,239,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447269688996197,0.0,0.0,0.08454805137333271,0.0,0.19584768627650465,0.06792590456252283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095884568879945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839318675503546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323115290514059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690128601569874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529000064485275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997009680100857,0.0,0.08353181069025029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869918280536006,0.0,0.16175516836644235,0.0,0.13756008259600264,0.0,0.07336724255519776,0.0,0.07695713060535496,0.0,0.08255305696665156,0.0,0.07838129998712481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892103350704608,0.0,0.08530063689860773,0.07831062956505169,0.1391831983345548,0.06847060211389047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739072714659313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208654097558107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976435337672748,0.08181856586346603,0.07208418707348481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724392475351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667695904125729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242691950305771,0.0,0.06515936197502255,0.1735277314061364,0.0,0.0,0.06296105936598502,0.07884248312493881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832988284066361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531721093559767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532236606354798,0.0,0.0,0.1131892688774416,0.0,0.08529000064485275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305097556326957,0.0,0.07811257164050134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689020817583926,0.0,0.0,0.08764420662139251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172972716948143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916809803741196,0.0,0.08073796717490163,0.0,0.11556172147552765,0.0,0.06519289979901806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345123001424692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656141981442296,0.21405475488022785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520271137250716,0.0,0.0,0.15600928819333676,0.0,0.05542402704115342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629952214793297,0.06479715211477538,0.0654817521380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869212038748187,0.0,0.0,0.08290313948687078,0.0,0.057990346396650336,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,igotnothingafterwork,2020/01/30,"Wasting away my peak years I am a 28 yo, living in one of the best cities in the US. I have a nice job, I go to the gym every day, have healthy food habits and great sense of hygiene. Doing things that I feel will make me a better person. Have some little hobbies like sketching and learning how to cook fancier food. I thought that my lifestyle will keep me occupied enough to not feel lonely. But it’s getting worse every single day. I use some dating apps to find people to meet, but sadly I don’t get many matches. I have a bunch of friends in the city, but I feel a void all the time nonetheless. Every passing day is getting more mundane and I don’t know what more I can do to make myself desirable for people or to keep myself busy enough to not feel the for someone in my life. At this age, I thought I would have a more balanced life. But it sucks so hard to feel so lonely.",3.374835164835165,4.312947912087914,4.068901098901101,90.82609890109892,72.62637362637362,6.259340659340659,25.538461538461537,5.8734145424116955,0.6221736263736268,688,21,148,3,13,219,105,182,0.07200000000000001,0.797,0.131,0.8239,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,3,10,1,0,12,0,15,5,0,4,1,31,33,11,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,7,3,3,2,10,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,6,21,6,20,28,11,16,0,3,0,0,4,7,1,3,8,100,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312291584125705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752568070948767,0.11590037081113355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535433091041999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708130443509896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33123810201243103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313063570588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197745309023548,0.0,0.3169249649644177,0.0,0.10124654233846557,0.0,0.20539985534704386,0.0,0.0744769971351451,0.0,0.0,0.14447971622739306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739231981865125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300438690925745,0.23296108664386675,0.0,0.0,0.07201997216755908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851246613523881,0.06402291644045051,0.13134346318370654,0.11571685070614594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749497028060122,0.13286103059027748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880079944287128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170289851332191,0.11442513506675984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103564872090232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706176527811091,0.0,0.0,0.2080732677769766,0.07641452575085643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763333588093995,0.11318248228407217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335480295847879,0.09309198769957727,0.0,0.0,0.08438993412629013 lonely,Cheesecakeisready,2020/01/30,"Lonely. We are so many. Hi all. I'm going through a lot of shit at the moment and on top of that lost a whole bunch of people the past decade or so. I'm at a point where I look at myself and actually understand why I'm this old and this lonely. And then I go online, like you did, to find someone to at least talk to this week, outside of work... And there's you. And that other guy. And that one. That one.. And.. Oh my, we are so many. And it's a problem that will last for a long long time that those who don't fit in the perfect pattern of society - house, relationship and a dog - will never again fit in. And the more time goes on, the more I have the feeling that I (or we) are screwed. I can't seem to shake that feeling. All I'm saying to you young ones.. Go out. Do anything to not end up old, lonely and without much perspective. Like me, kinda.. And society.. You really need to open up on people in general but absolutely to those who don't share their lives with anyone.",1.047654573326522,2.7633247669902943,2.958809402146141,93.16036024527338,80.45631067961166,6.084414920797138,20.065406234031684,7.0608816371341465,0.21741165048543687,746,19,174,9,19,250,112,206,0.10300000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.048,-0.8401,0,6,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,4,1,4,6,12,2,1,12,0,11,2,1,0,4,38,25,20,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,17,19,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,8,0,3,2,4,16,4,30,21,9,38,0,4,1,1,16,19,2,5,17,123,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.13918605037611487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973002959996717,0.0,0.11737212210207502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263276137316802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423576285350367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036099720879307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431793022066362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412258655205321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457556861514372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626227357151618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936337163693746,0.0,0.12594467236287574,0.25244566089236786,0.11977305828356577,0.0,0.15569720841907486,0.1212587033481116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892083368217311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484926912660046,0.10575814398517054,0.11000484732365602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993318357051834,0.0,0.2899488066728002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615622447272954,0.19776300410005676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348312050695601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647739736116588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137226284920637,0.0,0.0,0.15313096166545748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342489294630903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984475730673234,0.0,0.0,0.1464073771227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084971474263145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464038124205354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633709525841767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484825880861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440897308541112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870115453271955,0.15924100964786456,0.0,0.1374899783448755,0.0,0.10383614847967612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cantc0mpute,2020/01/30,I just wish someone would notice when I'm upset or unwell. I always focus on how other people are doing but no one does the same for me.,3.1982758620689644,3.853316586206901,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,72.79310344827587,5.8000000000000025,17.948275862068964,3.1291,-0.2585310344827589,107,1,20,0,2,38,27,29,0.156,0.7809999999999999,0.063,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331227083383711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503483907653899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558003581253404,0.0,0.0,0.27128706262026475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755181212630603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339214682487268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603819640047717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843966727208054,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,newthistle,2020/01/30,"So very lonely My life has changed so much and I’m suddenly here alone in the world. I’m 52 and all my friends are in marriages - I miss having someone to text and update and just be with",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,3.4750000000000014,93.89666666666668,74.75,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6798333333333333,147,5,34,1,3,47,31,40,0.156,0.772,0.07200000000000001,-0.376,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530236807936611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627205933520631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379410132088824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089548254311545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215458533896549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706151219031936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609081325584616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eveeprofen,2020/01/30,"I'm alone on my bday once again ;w; anyone wanna hang out? I havent had a single birthday after my senior year in HS where i hung out with others or even felt a bit of joy. I remain to feel so alone even when I try to go to apps to find friends/relationships specially when apps are based on quick judgement of ppl based on their appearance. Eeven then i felt like i never belonged anywhere, I'm not giving up but i feel like im stuck in the same lonely pattern. Ah!! Anywho!! this isnt the thread for it but would anyone in the Houston, TX area wanna hang out irl? or anyone wanna hang out online and maybe play a game or watch a movie/show?? c:",2.18569696969697,3.609160970370368,3.531178451178452,91.60484848484847,76.33333333333333,5.797979797979799,19.68013468013468,6.1124844417494595,-0.09670370370370353,501,10,110,3,11,164,90,135,0.076,0.797,0.126,0.8661,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,24,15,10,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,4,5,10,5,23,10,3,27,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,4,11,67,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037593190852035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40888047061991295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280355216265806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574873324588795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711611047117733,0.13925180044439206,0.37430999056468395,0.0,0.17815451742741692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869862519403476,0.11077825464306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105484296462868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045738182924585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958246236462666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503353066426275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758480026420625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092725060626163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233875326282352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384664838178144,0.0,0.0,0.12552291273223545 lonely,dakiada,2020/01/30,"Sick and tired of being me and doing everything Well here I am alone again and I'm so fucking sick and tired of being the one who messages first and who chases plans and calls people etc. Otherwise I'm left out in the cold, I'm always left out in the cold 😔 when does it get easier? I just need a friend...",1.3049743589743628,3.0878222923076954,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,79.92307692307693,6.17948717948718,16.98717948717949,7.1686216300943375,-0.08905128205128232,239,4,54,3,6,79,43,65,0.21100000000000002,0.72,0.069,-0.8771,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,10,10,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,2,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943607882070574,0.0,0.0,0.18432894596658056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262047381728081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386054440117967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470621492463425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990949782085873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188431505218184,0.0,0.0,0.1711518938866633,0.2047989593827708,0.11573917632061632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813813889480329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426011923897385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501130275885282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357954201185678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092274298696765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991801724152632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whoisjackcomet,2020/01/30,Definitely need a friend right now Just lost my job. Life feels really hopeless. I dont know what to do and my rent is due,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,98.23076923076924,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.1947384615384613,96,2,23,2,4,32,24,26,0.183,0.623,0.193,0.079,2,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463977409894749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925883489068451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942730196092863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779724339781992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932600948558533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903236319022816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157840982792873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824235256306495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440065194633309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527615551159605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uptownfunkdancer,2020/01/30,"a pick me up :) Last night I was extremely lonely to the point where I could feel it in my chest and felt like I needed to throw up. And somebody pmed me about another post in another subreddit. He replied in paragraphs and I did to and I felt really good. I vented to him and talked about my troubles and fears and he tried to help me remain positive and hopeful while empathizing. Usually, I feel like a burden or people start getting annoyed when I vent or talk about my issues so I try to keep to myself which lead me to be lonely. It really cheered me up and I was smiling afterwards without even knowing until my mom asked me why I was smiling. It really cheered me up :)",3.325162822252373,5.070396007462686,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,74.0,8.156309362279513,27.853459972862957,8.841846274778883,2.2693373134328363,531,21,103,11,11,176,77,134,0.106,0.6609999999999999,0.233,0.9643,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,1,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,23,17,15,0,3,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,6,4,24,6,20,9,0,20,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,3,10,73,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509051512041082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564242584156851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359366396383932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051515065236996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188284701408053,0.16920689990223345,0.11953546264015474,0.3213123115837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741927228164348,0.0,0.0,0.14034245058678954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215296542421968,0.0,0.0,0.1661893235524412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464156188844385,0.0,0.14872421864615126,0.0,0.0,0.09195625107906646,0.13639043810932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349096512603367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596647533289155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406775773994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570211404803548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600058188450325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817415714765898,0.0,0.16024901810778275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215738668669022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843195974037905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689755041304146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272024353869669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842824572141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098282798585946,0.0,0.0,0.16129323645613788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotThrowaway21,2020/01/30,"Just don't say that you care when you fuckin don't Yeah sure, it's easy to say ""Hey ... , don't act like we're just temporary stages in each other's life"" or "" I really do care"", but when I really want someone to talk to all I fuckin get is "" that's normal in that age"", ""you chose this life"" and ""I'm sorry about it"". I ask about many people and listen to them regularly, but when I stop asking nobody cares. No one even gives me a simple ""how are you"". Oh yea I'm sure you care. At this point whatsapp is the only thing I'm using and the only reason I keep it installed is college stuff. No FB no twitter no insta nothing. I swear if I die they'd just cry for a few hours then forget about me completely.",0.11929999999999907,2.0930860466666665,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,85.2,5.3500000000000005,15.375,6.6274283507984215,-0.4802999999999997,537,9,125,6,16,182,93,150,0.18100000000000002,0.696,0.12300000000000001,-0.7345,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,2,0,11,9,2,0,4,2,9,4,0,3,3,22,24,12,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,3,17,7,11,23,3,13,0,0,0,2,15,4,2,2,8,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261472092221967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703245311187163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662465226003588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361298822489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451368634650814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923661967650521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306315610990655,0.134151911662217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377189960921901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243005177309094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755308993762316,0.06832112413998533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417807164840375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701824962779008,0.1341848939501062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476248162030243,0.2127166022985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695080274475283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321985740055057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917636864685088,0.1437837848599434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242045669610974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849007764712803,0.0,0.0,0.15654484717060252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691654662574667,0.0,0.0,0.1600888822274468,0.0,0.0,0.2636042101355984,0.0,0.0,0.11240198376798838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290669660362358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078103986084787,0.0,0.0,0.08248410886271673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turnerm19,2020/01/30,It’s a weird feeling I don’t want to be alone and I hate being alone because I’ve been alone for so long . But whenever I find someone to love or date I never actually am happy and wanna be alone again? Why? I’m so confused on why I feel like this and it prevents me at times to find someone I actually enjoy.,-0.2302611940298505,1.9040572238805995,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,88.70149253731344,5.141044776119403,21.807835820895523,6.6274283507984215,0.5472402985074627,242,9,53,3,8,86,46,67,0.261,0.5539999999999999,0.185,-0.6955,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,12,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,7,4,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.3184005886035525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6758519090264997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944812226101966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497612967009995,0.11654665380721425,0.0,0.0,0.2982124870277131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366467728745494,0.0,0.16106615302886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970155672761163,0.0,0.0,0.14437302948344924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472394679819981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582298313102575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764545743100447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951277604576204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622370773903548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944154478587521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Salt-Light-Love,2020/01/30,"I’m just feeling mad lonely rn. I just want someone dude. It’s 10:20 in the morning in and I’m feeling down despite a fulfilling job, a roof over my head and food. Idk, I’m just lonely. No one really that understands me, on my same vibe, and available. It’s hard. Thanks for joining my pitty party. Time to get ready for life ✌🏾💛😂",-0.8311267605633788,1.3153777887323983,1.80435211267606,94.772161971831,95.05633802816901,4.530140845070423,19.77605633802817,6.2581,0.148598873239437,257,9,57,3,10,88,53,71,0.179,0.652,0.168,-0.2023,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,9,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,5,1,8,9,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150366363838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767018532138094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276093652592058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790686081402206,0.0,0.3197184177951719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091442574854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200419995782063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109997264338665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957332202024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639573354573537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868138574871128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165494451365688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243124602858833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374775361204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spiralfungus,2020/01/30,"Just another post on this subreddit Okay, so i decided to post something on here just because why not. In this paragraph i'll give my starting experience, if u don't care u can skip to the next paragraph. I've been lonely ever since i can remember, i'd say starting from the 4th grade of school at, at the age of 9 year old. I had really strong troubles in making friends, i reckon it was because my personality was strange and annoying. Growing up my family never really show that they cared about me, I live with my mother and sister. My dad was an alcoholic and caused problems that a typical alcoholic would cause, when i was a small child aged 2-3 perhaps ,apparently he had hit my mother and chased after my sister in drunk rage. He was an angry fellow, i remember him always having temper problems. My family had originally moved out of the city he was since my mom found a job somewhere else. He ended up saying he was sorry and moved back in with us shortly until having to get a job in another province. The real reason he couldn't stay with us however is because he didn't get along with staff and employers and his alcoholism had partly to blame, although i'm not entirely sure. I'd say he left the house when i was in my second or third grade of school. He seemed to like me and treat me ok however my mother and sister treated me like I was a black sheep. My sister is 8 years older than me by the way. I could go on and on about the details of each grade but i'll think i'll fast forward and summarize it. My family that i live with (mother and sister) knew another language which i was not taught as a child reasons partically because of my father,that being gujrati . They would shame me for not knowing it and being unable to speak it and would speak among themselves ignoring me. My mother would let my sister get away with emotionally and physically abusing me on a couple of instances, which although may have not been much it did stick. &#x200B; So basically since I was young i had strong trouble making friends and i've been painfully lonely. I did end up making two somewhat good friends, but we don't hangout out much due to lack of shared interests, and they have their own friends as well. I basically haven't developed as a person due to problems in my family environment and mental issues so it makes me simply unable to connect with other human beings. I feel sick everyday. Once i met a girl online and i thought we kicked it, but then it stopped because i'm such a shallow person being unable to express anything since my life has been painfully boring and monotonous. In less than a few months time she stopped talking to me.This girl made me feel happy for a bit .I've gotten over this but i feel very empty inside and to be honest i don't have any real happiness in life. At the moment i also have some physical health problem that burden me, to be exact severe eczema which makes me extremely itchy and unable to engage in any activities that require concentration. I'm bed ridden and very sad. I could go on and on, but i'll just stop here. This is my bit. &#x200B; I hope no one should feel lonely and no one should suffer.",5.331343242281693,6.248055059967588,6.17173103530063,77.61786219709849,68.09238249594814,8.807194528995533,29.635490374352692,8.979522561349006,2.443668253152547,2520,90,460,43,41,831,289,617,0.162,0.7390000000000001,0.099,-0.9895,6,6,5,0,0,0,58.0,4,0,4,3,17,44,3,1,23,2,56,10,0,11,4,107,90,45,0,16,15,13,4,2,5,7,9,5,1,8,21,38,4,5,16,3,0,7,14,20,1,5,30,10,66,24,71,42,12,73,0,5,1,0,56,32,0,7,34,310,87,11,0.0,0.07269673793712203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671247236844894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906631092510226,0.05105304458529216,0.13295823785395589,0.14910832883590466,0.08344826574735241,0.19301111074063385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050490698277491856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764591109818031,0.047178918924664213,0.0,0.18701001147855945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133969557754238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511290905931788,0.12605887215050088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797542681107928,0.06788916382412881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051255002181247324,0.06901715716024992,0.10868627600504188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055499946708325185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060017867769794724,0.23136362159652726,0.0,0.12409359654802345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727360468004479,0.18961374131737746,0.0,0.09616781506523732,0.05885819391638579,0.06973997206575858,0.05146243874138876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062904579618065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521847896965398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094027749288417,0.0,0.07079649945808532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403964476041782,0.12177257605301063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371961169452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666339186073764,0.06274059013722784,0.08667500844570272,0.05995081133606065,0.0,0.1083568114479734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805645960525045,0.20477778132730504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061832341168462965,0.0,0.0,0.07185931761928416,0.04897371383546378,0.13042327614654955,0.09020732891721543,0.0,0.04732147170730997,0.0,0.06525272213225769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438272193926273,0.065342057510959,0.08315272514713756,0.0,0.1305740598824656,0.0,0.0,0.06644248750756658,0.0,0.0,0.16072088087875086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752403129998845,0.0,0.0,0.2348373350825925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396729499725151,0.07861235311803899,0.12616821909518788,0.0,0.0,0.13900860443585872,0.0,0.0,0.1463780822313595,0.0,0.1241909431436783,0.0,0.055856129604497234,0.0,0.06931473079648222,0.0,0.2030170202401828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047234788519027834,0.0,0.06868293457180266,0.08685607879410337,0.06539725221099411,0.0,0.15388890150129306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578272330416091,0.0,0.0,0.04931556826309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931439919207989,0.0,0.048709750797504336,0.03577713318390582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599358232014705,0.0,0.14760724604700018,0.0,0.0,0.10125012740607953,0.0,0.04870147725262357,0.0,0.0,0.05516634497908016,0.0,0.0553641788620393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434195446773262,0.0,0.14910832883590466,0.07902240792441173 lonely,HighMayBoatWorker,2020/01/30,Therapy. I'm going to my first session today and I think things are gonna start looking up!,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,97.94736842105264,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,0.8407754385964914,73,3,14,1,3,25,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690977806490818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466105109165342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643890926898952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713551114450965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962329330631117,0.0,0.28828158011755584,0.2780426714823905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113117196135869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lovelosthurts,2020/01/30,Needing someone to talk to I'm completely alone and needing a nice person to talk to.,6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,66.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,40.52941176470589,8.841846274778883,3.8491647058823535,69,4,12,1,1,23,12,17,0.127,0.7190000000000001,0.155,0.1298,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565939135606459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609949848227094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105923973459916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063196593612584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917266852644072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534751734981876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ionesmallgay,2020/01/30,"i have to say it somewhere hello, this isnt for anyone. but I can't post it on my other social media because I don't want to burden anyone/i don't want the person its about to see it and feel bad. i stayed over at a pals house last night, i use to live there with him and my very loving partner - who i broke up with in november. i was laying on the sofa drunk and sad when muscle memory took over and I had the distinct feeling that i was waiting for midnight, when my partner would come home from work nudge me awake with a microwavable lasagne in hand and a soft kiss on the head - every weekend on the exact sofa. it only lasted for a moment but it was so strong. i do miss him very much, but i still think i did the right thing ending it so clean. im just so fucking lonely. i didn't realise how casual all of my friendships were until i was alone. idk im just drunk and full of emotions and god if i don't tell someone i will just collapse. &#x200B; thank you",2.0016176470588256,3.4948025931372584,3.4929411764705915,91.39323529411766,76.99019607843138,5.584313725490197,21.313725490196077,5.900188976854957,0.10600784313725464,755,19,163,4,17,249,125,204,0.16699999999999998,0.665,0.16899999999999998,0.6587,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,12,12,1,0,10,0,17,7,2,2,3,30,31,18,0,4,7,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,12,11,2,1,3,4,0,2,6,7,0,0,9,6,24,5,25,20,3,26,0,4,1,3,13,12,1,1,10,113,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749215226840574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647609753799445,0.18477406208754302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632648757903496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696685317757764,0.09269663134635273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098942877974076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105121600910828,0.13468331962006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812024122591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377597007652682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405804573600983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606124548599046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253230809618032,0.0,0.0,0.17546111459468022,0.0,0.0,0.3285098203242132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479044523780277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427504930411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724344284085274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178432971671398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427014986613465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565131011439965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327761735560587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563500795519235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986158467133796,0.0,0.12092717228084593,0.0,0.0,0.12117509582726632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550098110967986,0.12884309515452652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620796911175525,0.12143828196144922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291039238154145,0.1399998415191585,0.0,0.0,0.10102437764149393,0.0974362907017252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894838631794928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313342291664122,0.0,0.25093698620003146,0.1793822419221434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070419808220676,0.0,0.0,0.10802170264659107,0.0,0.18477406208754302,0.0 lonely,sunbeam__38,2020/01/30,18 F lonely and currently sick Hey I'm currently sick and lonely so hmu! I will respond quick and actually engage in what you say :),0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,3.7373076923076947,79.84519230769233,95.15384615384615,7.2153846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.07648339933343,2.0502615384615384,104,4,19,3,4,37,20,26,0.337,0.51,0.153,-0.7574,2,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.7751966999657909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631719935067865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Naturex1,2020/01/30,"""A girlfriend/boyfriend won't fix your life"" I hear this alot in selfimprovement circles. And while it's true that a gf/bf won't fix your problems. The relationship itself has the potential to make you whole. I've found the feeling of loneliness comes from just focusing on yourself. When you shift attention to a person you love and be there for them in a way that they appreciate, that's when you feel whole and life has meaning. :)",5.334674796747964,6.916081573170736,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,68.63414634146339,8.881300813008131,30.739837398373986,9.2995712137729,2.604456910569106,347,14,67,7,6,107,58,82,0.033,0.7709999999999999,0.195,0.9128,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,2,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,5,3,0,1,1,14,13,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,8,9,3,8,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,3,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815199260758768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443615098163129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264946460860125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723465338420613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135582360911026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809008838175348,0.0,0.16129698619093513,0.0,0.0,0.2632174679799335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099126360018933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312174332855845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943158792178955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180307191967627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395662320134635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway5864753,2020/01/30,Help... Again... I posted on several Reddit pages asking just for some to talk to bc I don't open up much but ended up distracting myself from it. I appreciate the distraction from the girl she gave me a good conversation but I really need to open up I feel now. I just don't feel in the right place...,0.9177985948477776,3.263037360655741,3.283981264637003,87.03918032786886,85.22950819672131,7.420140515222482,16.911007025761126,8.418075326091056,0.8680941451990631,233,5,50,6,7,80,43,61,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.12,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570598665168146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801556708258423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198704202956607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653047758717718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201509045067216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252332930274966,0.2345389333197801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33047532527241313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302936350726362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263548750129728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701259478214283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573388585602163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423699507864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danationz,2020/01/30,"Feel like talking to yall , coz tbh i got alot of shit to do but i just cant help myself. Been tired for the pass few days even tho I've been sleeping early and I can't afford afternoon naps coz of some unfortunate reasons. But how's ur day? Or life been in general",-1.3167432950191582,0.6944285517241369,1.3681609195402338,96.73181992337166,99.6896551724138,4.6467432950191565,16.78927203065134,6.42735559955562,-0.21748888888888865,208,6,49,3,9,71,48,58,0.218,0.753,0.028999999999999998,-0.9059,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,6,4,2,4,0,13,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,5,1,6,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126174207641803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129060015319495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175079715026294,0.22853626395781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558528504343203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144218890673496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259544746722308,0.15628673506388574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289099612126719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283722357033402,0.0,0.0,0.32013052372534195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571230974158054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676774116902938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starkste,2020/01/30,"The only reason... The only reason I can't get over my ex is because for a very long time I felt lonely and loveless and for the first time in a very long time I opened my heart to someone, and she made me feel loved. And now that she's gone, I've crowded myself with all ny friends everyday but can't get over that sad feeling of lonelyness and lovelessness.",8.915900900900901,5.486168878378383,8.540810810810807,77.76319819819822,62.91891891891893,11.488288288288288,36.828828828828826,8.841846274778883,2.9598072072072084,283,9,60,3,3,91,50,74,0.08199999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.087,-0.1655,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,3,1,15,11,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,9,2,8,8,1,13,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438369112793565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063421559887135,0.0,0.19591480949124526,0.0,0.0,0.17356022811643634,0.0,0.0,0.1576443478023164,0.0,0.21320975832523484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241793827296412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611460910109611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841582132566114,0.19307192920922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103702179221983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195836541055125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288632304002718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569401323656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671632000797463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asadgay2,2020/01/30,Too meh to even jerk off Sorry if that’s not PC but it’s true. I usually have no issue and it helps me sleep. I’m just crazy down I guess. Owell :-/,-3.928235294117648,-3.5665327941176432,-0.3972058823529387,105.48007352941177,126.94117647058823,2.8764705882352946,7.191176470588236,5.148860815047168,-2.0991058823529407,111,1,30,1,8,39,30,34,0.304,0.526,0.17,-0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560118133636046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269945534119663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598058626610975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045626566474205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878885091553656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338960745435614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268960931058221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rainbowfeather_,2020/01/30,"Snapchat group? Would anyone that would like to make friends or just want to talk, should there be a Snapchat group acting as a support group for all us lonely people? I’m more than happy to talk to anyone and everyone about how they are or just life in general.",6.371764705882352,6.554627745098043,5.385098039215689,86.73294117647059,65.66666666666667,8.368627450980393,28.764705882352942,7.793537801064563,1.5591647058823526,209,6,42,2,3,62,39,51,0.043,0.7190000000000001,0.239,0.887,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,13,9,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,9,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744493555791592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558570566252375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068714411166309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28503650387145923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189127473371735,0.13081447210561956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787325093108682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563172431538416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038519461286625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43043220834911095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220834470840279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579323422119129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38041938434685096,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Valendora,2020/01/30,"Desperate for social interaction and love I feel desperate. I just want someone to physically talk to everyday. I went to a social event tonight and I was scanning the room for my future husband. I feel ridiculous. There was a guy there I liked but he's probably married. It sucks being single, been single a year now. I need more social interaction but I feel like maybe I'm a bit much for people.",1.6702033492822963,4.441994513157899,3.5624401913875623,81.8275358851675,90.71052631578951,6.447846889952152,24.01435406698565,7.686295010490155,1.871515789473684,317,13,56,7,11,106,50,76,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.125,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,9,3,6,8,5,8,0,0,1,1,10,1,1,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284722553165592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174446234160224,0.14950489585861573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721348071537185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044807388128297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887733459374534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024317008008025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383996356550564,0.1551735091046662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508376452592306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256320255732069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399833613135272,0.17731659808195524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820596099833793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343482146171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939984567800524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476515158880828 lonely,Tatertotz20,2020/01/30,"22F down for good conversations Feeling quite lonely and sad, anyone free to chat? Feel free to DM.",3.741666666666666,6.717733166666669,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,78.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6025777777777783,79,2,14,1,2,24,16,18,0.21100000000000002,0.41200000000000003,0.377,0.5918,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822341864692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528108203238127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585086381227012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814353381021785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Logical-Milk,2020/01/30,"I'm tired of making all the effort Pretty much all of my life, I've been the person to make effort with people, to try organise things, to message first, you get the picture. With girls this is especially true, and it just hurts. I'm a 22 year old guy, I know I'm not the best looking or the best person, but would it be that impossible to imagine that there might be 1 girl out there in the world that would care if I just disappeared for a week? I have a few girls I talk to now, but I know if I just turned my phone off for a week, they wouldn't notice, and to be honest that applies to my guy friends too. People might say they care, but they're just trying to be good people and say what is right, most people really don't actually care about you and honestly it hurts, I feel like I care so much more about every person I know than they care about me, and I just want to find someone who would give me the same as I give them. I don't even know what the point of this post is, it's 10am, I've not slept all night and I feel like my life is collapsing If in the very very unlikely scenario someone messages me, I will likely be asleep but I'll reply when I wake up, but let's face it, that isn't going to happen is it?",4.9761651276480166,3.8632132243346033,5.7349076588810455,87.40552281368824,68.84790874524714,8.883107007061383,25.62982074959261,7.7094869923839395,1.005857360130364,950,18,226,9,14,312,130,263,0.064,0.753,0.183,0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,4,5,15,17,0,0,13,0,23,7,4,2,4,48,48,18,0,8,16,0,2,3,1,7,3,2,0,8,17,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,5,28,15,27,33,11,19,0,2,1,0,24,8,0,7,11,149,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0912352972615782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962294445170741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766097153052861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061750984700126764,0.0,0.07877155309644057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945453417503406,0.13358227321850874,0.0,0.0,0.08545054838125501,0.07952476314356775,0.0,0.0,0.07223215569577944,0.0,0.04884602801782651,0.17937325417041913,0.0531340026885648,0.07841716242348795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514475821350726,0.0826752029719498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017153737197446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055243654809306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560252424220253,0.13207318544500915,0.13702729480770287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785102425631059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481408135172598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983617615043271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745564603026025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773647763371993,0.0,0.0,0.10644195191797484,0.09810476314479424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926400551858264,0.2449024128850477,0.0,0.0,0.08838073241834808,0.0,0.08954007307568937,0.09511559178844783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059893757599870576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984217493072794,0.0,0.1486981460693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584319638171584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514581549326207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112333314998776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745599760428444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695068530055215,0.10169310855813607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542823830425244,0.05514436149559414,0.0,0.14998825874623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924339520849327,0.0,0.0,0.0602061731707246 lonely,Hybriss17,2020/01/30,"Back again to loneliness I m writing here because i ve seen many people like me. Here s my situation. I had some, let s say, ""health problems"" and i got abandoned from anyone when i was 17. Now, 6 years later, i thought i came out of that tunnel, i got a Girlfriend and before some friends. The fact is that i started needing loneliness again, and that was one of the reasons for which me and my gf broke up. I don't know what to do now. Fall in my loneliness and concentrate in my studies or push myself to make friends? PS. I m not easy going, sadly, i m actually a complicated person to get along with, that s another one of my problems",1.531771019677997,3.688590596899228,3.555968992248065,87.24214669051882,81.01550387596897,6.449850924269531,26.202146690518784,7.61054688173877,1.509952415026834,493,21,102,8,13,167,82,129,0.172,0.742,0.086,-0.8742,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,23,18,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,8,2,20,3,15,9,2,17,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,3,10,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.18760010415606598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015821157088338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441982073551262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478219506202835,0.0,0.11718871611460532,0.0,0.16358347175793178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198732161980434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970508199933714,0.0,0.1004383195846,0.0,0.1092553511392047,0.0,0.3075063935543943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043438679291613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056509748093657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965800961222163,0.0,0.09391955215332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832278385959878,0.19490284394142826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254473615248814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605358136813149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327614393516046,0.16785798020541282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678985629769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765641814217047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287826382829614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608765187109244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136069618414479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526183842536246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379730977675675 lonely,TRed-Tea,2020/01/30,"I see myself like Michael from The office 30 years from now I mean he never had friends, most of the time i didn't. Most of his employees think he's obnoxious and unfunny. I hope not",1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,82.6842105263158,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.1939263157894728,144,5,32,3,4,47,30,38,0.14300000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.139,-0.0397,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,4,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323569436894019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42726701629114106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016481494347267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685934608475738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317822769226622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279873682491385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756427560087866,0.0,0.0,0.25084212897985503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27702260182477273 lonely,damnsucks111,2020/01/30,"I fell into a bigger hole after my first breakup.. I’m 22, lonely for most of my life, especially since 18. Got a gf for the first time in my life, felt good, motivated and all, smiled at the mirror in the mornings, someone to cuddle in bed, my phone had meaningful notifications, went out for dinner in three years, actually cared for my self and felt alive for the first time in 22 years and bang! suddenly in a blink of an eye it’s all gone, she was with me for three months and she’s gone.. now I feel more lonely than before. It’s been two months since the breakup but she still pops up like a bad dream but it actually happened. And what’s worse? Not even a single person I can talk to about this one. Thank you stranger for reading this.",2.5198307692307718,4.331189926666667,3.4633333333333347,90.78346153846157,76.4,6.482051282051282,20.871794871794872,7.321109707123232,0.3773641025641029,579,14,128,7,13,185,94,150,0.079,0.789,0.133,0.6643,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,4,7,0,0,11,0,4,5,1,1,2,19,15,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,6,8,1,0,5,2,0,4,1,3,0,7,9,4,13,4,25,6,5,28,0,2,1,1,9,11,0,1,14,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.313179819150572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398090236474358,0.0,0.0,0.13654321337303807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636039437858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598508911144697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113551969367612,0.0,0.30814158759936955,0.0,0.0,0.409472293402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458975573717644,0.12833787746846492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189795995708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266812164469536,0.0783947015658688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256161983141943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873469310960797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011114791273865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050762144615174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739915399139682,0.0,0.0,0.2654752848181699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596079386268156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814691544779094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897504371925236,0.0,0.14773387406415214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871359280268874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567502046517825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875191875585184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352672614886574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666736440059896 lonely,thrwayanon,2020/01/30,"Only person I talk to is myself I normally don’t vent or rant or any of that stuff but I don’t know if this is a problem or not. I don’t have a job, I don’t go to school, I haven’t been outside my house for a couple months now. It’s been a year since i’ve spoken to people outside of the rare hello i get from relatives. I haven’t spoke to anyone for ever and it’s been like this for a year. I don’t have social media, I just have reddit to look at hobbies I’m interested in but can’t do. I sleep 10-14 hours and within the time i’m awake, it’s just a break from sleeping again. I have a dog, that dog is my love, I love that dog so much she makes it so I am not bored and emotionally supports me. I have a voice for the dog, I see her as family and we talk to each other a lot. Besides talking to the dog, I talk to myself way more. I have conversations such as how my day is going and what i’ve been up to. I look in the mirror and talk to myself for a really long time I find it entertaining since I can come up with the responses I want. I make a whisper when I talk to myself and there is not a second of the day I don’t talk to myself. It’s like I am speaking the voice in my head but instead i’m pretending to be another person saying it to me. I’ve been to a doctor, i’ve tried reconnecting with friends, neither help it just pisses me off even more getting no help and being with other people who only care about stupid things. I don’t know what to do, i’m not in the right mind to find a friend and having a doctor is just useless.",1.7570434782608686,2.387544530434784,4.123014492753627,90.08191304347828,76.15942028985506,6.911304347826087,21.046376811594204,7.087006719466742,0.3155194202898555,1193,25,288,12,25,419,150,345,0.077,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.9736,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,0,16,15,2,0,24,0,35,8,4,3,1,43,57,22,0,4,15,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,2,20,15,0,0,4,2,0,3,16,5,0,1,6,9,42,10,42,49,6,28,0,1,3,2,25,10,1,5,15,206,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739172605064543,0.10391549609227012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929336120541912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103954608538254,0.0,0.0,0.08536629027437005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965279839595067,0.0,0.12782322500498475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028670851187992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147470367376626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545493371268894,0.08964205956578647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342311469913947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115209035675456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312957310564684,0.0,0.10355182323200812,0.0,0.1126421753680215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170568500713444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284992825309727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759401248404627,0.11434865072616147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834193691564218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892606639574083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683097947908907,0.0,0.0,0.08770080804709472,0.16643889154773844,0.0,0.0,0.08425168591752055,0.17888410826657758,0.0,0.13230068250669724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006323643380567,0.0,0.07910105924728561,0.0,0.07285025690713437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709743132142272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074076437783476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374075925891285,0.1730614367723648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482577744793824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348630637294665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846312701400045,0.0,0.07880868087717055,0.0,0.1002949784918159,0.07897025355999493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395388554948864,0.0,0.1983441023373306,0.10102046136650668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344634229110873,0.0,0.11245805256359656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575724949243002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583795674865313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557257598172355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728272214184643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845203188015335,0.0786613498525505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276349225237978 lonely,Throwaway442287,2020/01/30,Sick of all of it I'm sick of feeling alone in this world and like my feelings don't matter at all. Also sick of people invalidating my feelings. And I'm sick of people thinking I'm crazy or something. It all makes me so angry. My feelings don't matter.,0.8491194968553479,3.1487501698113256,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,85.0377358490566,4.2880503144654085,22.040880503144656,5.46131890053228,0.2121220125786163,201,7,40,1,6,69,30,53,0.369,0.569,0.062,-0.9583,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,14,11,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,7,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375781394713004,0.0,0.2606561061198482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6592253026723306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923904555853516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175691552687312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451934990518485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509264669919475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088507983306775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quywueue,2020/01/30,HMU Nothing more to be said lol,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,25,1,6,0,1,8,7,7,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101708860893272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040293406890793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nikqball,2020/01/30,"My Thoughts to words (mumbo jumbo disorganized af) 20 y/o male. Always had terrible social anxiety as long as I can remember. At probably one of the worst points possible my parents pulled me out of school and homeschooled me. Online communities and video games were 95% of my social interaction for the better portion of 2011-2017. I used to believe avoiding my anxiety was the way to go, thinking I was saving myself all this trouble. Around 2016/2017 (age 16/17) I began to just feel discontent with just about every aspect of my life. All the things I used to enjoy I slowly began to hate. Slowly grew more and more depressed, while my family was oblivious to it all. 2018 I started university, yet I am again partially handicapped by my situation in a way seeing as i commute to school (30 mins away) rather than live on campus. Granted, the school is majority commuters and extremely introverted as is. With that being said, however, I am not only telling myself but also being told how I will make so many new friends, and all the things I will experience. First semester I literally talked to no one except for my one class group for a project. By this point I pretty much completely hated myself. I have been deprived, whether by my own actions or others, of all social contact for the better part of a decade. Humans are, infact, social creatures. This lack of socialization has ruined me. I am incapable of making simple friendships with others let alone anything meaningful which at this point is the only thing I crave. Into 2019 I tried very hard to push myself out of my comfort zone, and to attempt to actually socialize. This has yielded essentially 0 results. One thing I have yet to understand is how people are so easily able to make friends with people. I will get to a class and watch as people sit down and after a week of classes people have their friend groups within classes whilst I am stuck sitting alone watching. People don't make an effort to talk to me never have, which leaves me wondering why that is the case, what is wrong with me that people never approach me to simply introduce themselves as I see others do on a daily basis? Regardless, at this point i am atleast attempting to talk to people and socialize. 2019, start of sophomore year. I am sitting waiting for my second class of the semester when this very attractive girl comes up to me, noticing my motorcycle helmet, and invites me to ride with her (also a biker) sometime. Of course, I was ecstatic at this opportunity. Since then I've become quite close friends with her (her words) and this makes me feel good about myself. But still it is lacking, and I feel great discontent. I continue through the semester, putting myself in VERY uncomfortable situations in an attempt to be more social. This act of forcing me out of my comfort zone, with my anxiety, has lead me to a point where, in addition to the 'normal anxiety symptoms, i feel sick nearly every day, coming home only to vomit and be miserable. In addition, if I feel any emotions at all, it is that of pure sadness, then anger. Yet, I push on and continue to force myself. Through the semester i make ""temporary"" friends with my physics lab partners, and maybe 1 more friend, all of whom I only see in class except for 1 occasion they dragged me out to lunch. Once the semester ended I lost contact with all of them except the ""biker chick"". As of 2020 so far this semester seems to be a repeat of my first, having not talked to a single soul in the 3 weeks that have gone by. Despite this, however, I have heard back from one of the friends I made last semester asking me to hang out multiple times as well as the ""biker chick"" and have hung out a few times these past weeks with plans to do it more. Seems like things are getting better Right? Ive established a few friendships, finally, after 9 long years!! But no. I still feel a great discontent. I have developed feelings for this ""biker chick"" but I am terrified to express it for fear that it would cause the demise of our friendship which, in it's current state, I GREATLY value. If that werent enough, i then get caught in my head and remind myself that in a few short months uni will be hald way over, and what do i have to show for it, 2 friends and a lackluster 3.27 gpa? I beat myself up mentally Every day over this, and Every day that goes by I hate life a little more. The last thing I think at night before drifting off to sleep for the past 24 months is the thought of not waking up so I wouldn't have to deal with the shitshow that is my life. Although I do not consider myself at risk of commiting suicide, i often contemplate a world where I did, or simply one without me. At this point I do not know what it will take to make me content with life. What is it that I crave? friends, acceptance, meaningful relationships? This is what I thought it was after depriving myself of social contact for so long, seemed logical enough. I feel as though I will never rid myself of this feeling of discontent, and that terrifies me. I have barely gotten myself through the past 2 years and can't stand the thought of another day. I am sick of hearing ""you're not alone"" I am sick of hearing ""you will grow out of it"" or ""you're just shy"". I am sick of everything that is my life now, and this is only the surface of my problems seeing as it doesn't even take into account the Shit I receive from family among other things. I try to downplay how I feel. Although I may describe it as discontent, or simply sadness, the feeling is much stronger than the wording may let on. In addition this greatly simplifies most all situations. Not sure what I intend to accomplish by writing this. Perhaps hoping it has a therapeutic affect on me seeing as i have no one to talk to about things anyways.",6.074285714285715,6.850594622383987,6.434546860782528,76.89349454049137,66.37943585077343,9.446515013648773,32.26050955414013,9.497869661402428,2.9779835850773435,4586,182,824,87,70,1481,445,1099,0.129,0.754,0.11699999999999999,-0.8286,5,5,0,0,0,1,141.0,1,1,3,16,36,49,5,4,49,0,83,16,4,18,15,159,149,65,1,11,26,1,12,1,10,11,11,4,1,7,71,52,1,3,28,3,1,19,18,21,1,10,24,23,123,28,180,106,31,145,1,8,7,0,59,60,1,15,59,627,194,14,0.04007513118483231,0.0,0.03910754712922382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451724964085772,0.0,0.06409613585952859,0.03334571949760492,0.0,0.0,0.027252463440490447,0.04202226926235403,0.12262946266375613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032978418342644526,0.03567536317570589,0.03746483791276422,0.0,0.03765190494079896,0.030815302190916227,0.0,0.0,0.04425983385049577,0.03410098496541007,0.04515094947630301,0.0,0.1063295905859761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116819892976603,0.0,0.0690423540422225,0.04201801258601898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338057712533004,0.04131570055845688,0.0345166517668311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045079128617744116,0.035494671300636736,0.08281664654351098,0.0,0.02646924619001797,0.0,0.13506010579782565,0.0,0.036016943849551335,0.03920116811353663,0.0755585341714411,0.04509566413260736,0.22289509495015508,0.0,0.0,0.04390034735604695,0.0,0.06817577222685621,0.0,0.0,0.278657522484663,0.0,0.06281280601209806,0.0,0.022775620584100768,0.03361311868611657,0.0,0.1767318944356759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589944598364216,0.11869768579495897,0.04112864627126468,0.0,0.0903351708342488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040198624104858416,0.0398036476745081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02202424404396104,0.06533316134429268,0.0,0.04243377753259394,0.0,0.08195907361939853,0.14153125159138838,0.01957868482384332,0.04016580956192011,0.03538707504664592,0.10639569002322788,0.0,0.0,0.04374673970332338,0.0,0.0,0.037920058103222985,0.18725322878058406,0.04062989298086005,0.04026085573890063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038630646286217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397517474535955,0.0,0.05891966504908959,0.0,0.09272523516964168,0.03870481142225976,0.0,0.03760779585312704,0.03926511980512277,0.0,0.04562580247011265,0.0,0.042678706801053734,0.1900916223037254,0.1523947156031917,0.0,0.0,0.04449869060872786,0.043397461780148514,0.11476874193460562,0.19448135023777274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273037143808224,0.045178689011791034,0.0,0.0407708156847013,0.043207769499569136,0.03834648827919835,0.0,0.0402865756662621,0.0,0.042624834960471834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043025693193338266,0.045397311452479536,0.03422394306505012,0.03812062686947587,0.0,0.0,0.12167451680458087,0.1596734550479295,0.1094486829420169,0.0,0.0,0.04113654626612073,0.03315056264107219,0.13513837960178138,0.04010407296529861,0.3676639451639703,0.0,0.0,0.0396353294602502,0.0,0.056730768236385065,0.0,0.0640081030627288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383568905921256,0.0,0.03777033687200799,0.04165340579471488,0.060263022478762286,0.16105436213689545,0.035027431038451684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299309151878615,0.051357051800731884,0.03937361291654304,0.12726071090065805,0.04673626253908749,0.0,0.0,0.03829350522912492,0.0,0.05441676694760325,0.0,0.0,0.0417196248888202,0.0,0.06922409260381662,0.0,0.09919854070424684,0.0,0.09542932137211807,0.09643755882547024,0.0,0.03603235576493848,0.0,0.03616157260639944,0.0,0.0,0.03863099637778706,0.04345977027930687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02846822338201964,0.04381586485112543,0.0,0.07742121170473383 lonely,KadeMan54,2020/01/30,"Waste of space? You ever just get that feeling at the end of the day, where u feel as tho you've been on auto pilot? And you have just been dragged through the day? And everyday is just so dull that nothing about that day is worth remembering and everything becomes a blur? And you feel like a waste of space because you didn't affect anybody's life, its a heartbreaking feeling...I've been having this feeling for quite sometime now...",4.13302925989673,6.215069325301207,3.9619965576592087,87.77590361445783,72.6144578313253,6.670567986230638,28.72461273666093,7.447530270364453,1.6275142857142857,346,14,66,4,7,105,56,83,0.163,0.753,0.084,-0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,4,1,9,9,0,12,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501764263659234,0.2627346316424882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602647957586129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070299136108334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518825047023146,0.0,0.0,0.2138032986559451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811443166975563,0.16995113238985704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428951198932105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803118320945631,0.11622272606383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282651869063753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530289731766803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26948691091602284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352827107517678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wedragonsarereal,2020/01/30,"I have a boyfriend, but he makes me feel even more lonely sometimes. Gonna preface because people like to jump down my throat about being in a relationship and being lonely. You need relationships outside your partner. I have not had trouble with people wanting me romantically, or more realistically in most cases, sexually. Not at all the same relationship as a friendship. - Rant Ever since really early childhood I have been unable to make and maintain friendships. I was outgoing up until the second grade but I lost my best, and closest ever friend in a tragic kidnapping/murder at 7. Ever since then I have plummeted socially, becoming completely isolated. I can't make friends, and any time I managed, I have ended up manipulated and literally abused in my high school friendships. They would literally hit me and use me as a walking ATM. I don't mean a nudge on the shoulder, I mean a slap or a punch for getting out of line. Not to mention the emotional, and verbal abuse. Anyways, anyone else who I began a friendship with disappeared after weeks or months. Suddenly not wanting anything to do with me. I went to sushi with a group of people, and after that one time they started saying it was cancelled.. It wasn't. Yet they still asked me to buy them lunch with the money I never had. When I could not, which was most of the time, they would suddenly remember this thing they all had to do and leave. I have tried not caring what others think, going with the flow, initiating, but no matter what everyone leaves me. I've sought advice from therapists and worked on myself for years but nothing helps. I find myself wondering now ""What is so wrong with me?"" I do my best to be kind and considerate, I value their interests and try to engage on things they like to. No one ever wants to hear about me though. No one cares. I have never had successful friendships with women, and every man I thought was my friend ended up to be just trying to sleep with me. Everytime I thought the friendship was going well they would ask ""So.. Would you ever date/have sex with me?"" and not be able to handle no. Despite me not being single since 13. (multiple relationships, basically I was always taken when they would ask this sh\*t) Then break off the friendship because of me saying no. They would go all r/niceguys on me for not putting out, ending my relationships, or giving them what they wanted. My boyfriend is a bit of a social butterfly, in an ambivert way. He has had the same loyal friends since elementary, and swiftly made friends in college. He is the center of his social groups, in every chat, invited, no. Practically begged to attend every get together, event, party. I go with him to some but his friends see me as like an accessory they have to agree to so he will go sometimes. He doesn't try to rub it in, but hearing and seeing everyone dote on him, getting calls right after starting a phone call with me to leave in 5 minutes to hangout with some who called him out of the blue. It feels bad. It just makes me feel pathetic and awful. Hell I had a few people to hangout with because I was in a convenient place and I brought him and they wanted to hangout with him more than me. I literally got told after I moved a bit away that the only reason he hung out with me was because I was right down the street and it was easy. Last time we were supposed to ""hangout"" I arranged it and then last minute he asked me if someone else could come, I reluctantly agreed. He then drove to pick this person up who lives really close to where I live over 4 hours before he got me, hung out with them all day, invited 2 people who actively talk about how much they dislike me, after telling me they weren't going to be there. Didn't tell me they were there and then the girl acted like a c\*nt the entire time, literally turning away from me and making faces from the second I got there. Immature much. ALSO he picked up the other guy, and made me ride with complete strangers. Needless to say that bridge is burning. Not the first thing he has done like this. I just don't even want to see him again after this. Last straw. He also got mad at me for being upset by this. Anyways. I can't make any legitimate friends. People who also try to keep in touch, and treat me with respect. People who mutually care about what I have to say and my life. Not just theirs. People who treat me like am equal. I'm tired of being a therapist, ATM, and punching bag. I have enough on my plate. I'm tired of envying my boyfriend because no one likes me. I'm tired of being so lonely, every single day. It legitimately makes me feel done with my existence. I just don't want to do it anymore. I'm lonely, I have chronic and debilitating health issues as of recent years, that my doctors don't even know how to treat, I have a slew of MH problems due to traumas and childhood abuse. What is the point anymore? I'm alone. I know I have my partner, but what kind of life is being codependent, watching someone else have a life, and host their friends. When no one else wants you. Society doesn't want you, people don't want you. Hell I've tried making online friends and it has all been a big flop and a slap in the face. How am I supposed to live like this? My boyfriend doesn't get it. He thinks that ""try not caring"" is a solution. I HAVE. It got me nowhere. Not to mention he had long term friends before he adapted that BS attitude of not giving a sh\*t. So there is literally no backing to it. He has always had friends and acts like the feeling of him isolating himself when he was younger is the same thing. It is not. The entire time he had supportive family and friends around him, he still went out and hung out with people, still had people around him almost 24/7. I have never heard someone compliment and express their admiration for their children more than his mother does. And he was a problem child. TL;DR Life is unfair and awful. I wish somebody wanted me. I wish I had a relationship with my parents. I wish people would talk to me. I wish a lot of things, and have spent years trying to make any of them come true. To no avail. I don't understand what is so wrong with me. The only real friend I ever had became my boyfriend, and I would not trade him for the world. But that doesn't mean I don't crave connection. Especially when he has so much of it, so easily.",3.7376500778593424,5.620809532414913,4.514134807893986,84.24641402103792,73.20583468395462,7.173089268122162,25.874376330759212,7.928766900206844,1.5064226268789525,5009,170,965,72,102,1609,439,1234,0.16,0.696,0.14400000000000002,-0.9734,1,10,0,0,4,0,168.0,1,6,24,6,55,60,3,1,55,2,108,17,5,19,15,203,206,83,0,29,34,2,7,9,15,10,10,7,0,9,52,76,1,1,20,5,6,22,45,17,1,8,52,19,153,43,149,130,30,144,2,6,5,1,135,53,2,12,76,688,205,8,0.033942712403637706,0.12064969153471293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033168425722644064,0.0,0.0,0.033988723457594794,0.035154413463706284,0.0,0.08143192453807456,0.056486111627650035,0.0,0.0,0.06924662513903301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732410005101849,0.023733533719996463,0.034778320021702426,0.02793196020166484,0.06043242062432087,0.1269274166721288,0.0,0.06378059125796934,0.02609985067979842,0.02834074706899322,0.103455812181956,0.03748705910634072,0.0577654965131978,0.0,0.0712415651373537,0.0,0.0741133017186686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397791316060452,0.0,0.13842742983482373,0.0,0.0,0.0584772824851602,0.0711765763361725,0.0,0.0,0.054200987821318304,0.0,0.0,0.04378048297961982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347418044209975,0.029703496360325817,0.0694703588939155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341912311805427,0.038180982889902564,0.0901895053764781,0.035071895371911216,0.0,0.06725652426377374,0.1842187597562931,0.11439279654898678,0.06486743256932012,0.0,0.0,0.03199816843010528,0.0,0.08581227627837204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031023024212842237,0.028871653830891568,0.0,0.0,0.3409127202586547,0.0,0.07093466518843873,0.06512188526207198,0.11574255401460964,0.0,0.13573543917488634,0.0,0.0,0.03360862174524349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036079516052277966,0.07651180752019335,0.0,0.022751084642488185,0.035862339238670174,0.0,0.0,0.03342673447883958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03542737315586205,0.0,0.030169842357782205,0.0,0.07069222344615612,0.03730805411684535,0.0830035226473233,0.0,0.10782129448403996,0.0,0.0,0.0958989663038028,0.1492442529101018,0.0,0.08991611073519233,0.03003823236235045,0.0,0.0,0.03705248019022594,0.02885688028269072,0.0,0.06423483035354736,0.2039132168901856,0.0,0.0,0.11092069336402376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02709274920821812,0.03607573159985551,0.07485539734565491,0.025168091160750163,0.07853613692259183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03256894799130624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500230184503195,0.05162992460033232,0.0,0.0,0.037689365275045315,0.0,0.0,0.2823792359354543,0.029637467239406606,0.03546291012372911,0.0,0.032086834475653414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649571834136837,0.0,0.03412180100572877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038634237720778224,0.0434891414371892,0.03489876150170745,0.033514333619256716,0.21865062249598388,0.03845047641698267,0.057973781865753776,0.0,0.1079704290563692,0.0,0.03435183706741124,0.08114384162372977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231104981840356,0.0,0.033967225424600414,0.1038009623668284,0.0862786502140116,0.0,0.06714042096021304,0.0,0.04804965308295349,0.0,0.08132008191340236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038517787796307976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456373300589943,0.059334853452776976,0.0,0.0,0.07882021046990667,0.112750149463642,0.043498239123188065,0.03334854260001015,0.05389344442144205,0.11875361137574213,0.11703646419982892,0.0,0.03243371628466006,0.0,0.18435898931129135,0.0369199241999284,0.0,0.03533556066623255,0.0,0.02931560542892785,0.0,0.0,0.220223203211216,0.026942145202792433,0.027226796497347737,0.0,0.030518574806755967,0.0629304689113122,0.0,0.0,0.1561297765609866,0.0,0.03680942370257265,0.02471069888560189,0.0,0.0,0.19289543222039496,0.07422205519423464,0.0,0.06557398179720834 lonely,Kittkatxiii,2020/01/30,I feel nothing Last time I went out with a guy I met on tinder. Sweet and nice guy. He gave me... Something... So I gave him a Bj. Told me he was gonna text me and hasn't since. I really just want someone to talk to... I feel so alone,-2.921084905660379,-1.295968509433962,0.1295990566037748,105.93326650943396,102.01886792452831,3.4047169811320765,12.285377358490566,5.148860815047168,-1.6295641509433958,171,3,48,1,8,59,38,53,0.053,0.7959999999999999,0.151,0.5806,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,10,2,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600297881820225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925445731157383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468540069961643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509506290058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649686120380129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690558271045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843002938610554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397679492976226,0.212589941802572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195492169481693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610223926029752,0.0,0.0,0.2638684181470977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287749833206258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25598921719520584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SSmagical,2020/01/30,"A place to call home You know, that place where you get to, feel comfortable, do relaxing things, have a good conversation if it is someone. I just don't feel that.... anywhere. Nor in my tiny group of friends, work, or even my mother house or my siblings. I'm always the one that makes them comfortable. But who does that for me? I only ask for a hug, I don't even ask it daily. Once I'm a while, asking for a kiss would be too much. I want to feel that I belong. Not that I'm there because they need me.",0.9326415094339636,2.708535471698113,2.459094339622641,96.31184905660379,81.0754716981132,5.749433962264153,19.090566037735847,6.742157984588678,-0.10937811320754733,384,9,92,4,10,125,69,106,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,14,21,6,0,4,6,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,14,7,8,19,1,5,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,3,1,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290637271154128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153836134690154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202083146347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764359456836988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608131186386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274878361015026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874980638795416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197561397473107,0.0,0.0960091077340372,0.0,0.0,0.15413252829004853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433027964234253,0.0,0.0,0.21203898848236494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009918909897186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266389990655333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508768741190838,0.13625868081809808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957026673074857,0.12452324525021086,0.13976080609065675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839885449052925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570264461508898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208463907599205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083887709728004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337823838422954,0.0,0.0,0.13054067629877247,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Justendmylife156,2020/01/30,"Birthdays Suck It’s been 8 day’s and no one has remembered my birthday, I keep trying to tell myself I don’t care but it keeps bringing me down. I can’t seem to get rid of that feeling man, keeps pulling me down, I feel embarrassed to say anything now, i remember those pictures of kids and their lonely ass birthdays but at least the person taking the picture cares enough to buy them a photo and buying them a cake.",7.685714285714287,6.029689000000001,7.349999999999998,79.77000000000002,63.76190476190475,9.82857142857143,35.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.610842857142857,332,12,66,3,4,105,63,84,0.171,0.7390000000000001,0.091,-0.7876,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,16,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,3,5,0,2,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,12,2,9,15,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,3,2,1,2,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668309275251726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133969894617871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074518455304593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094760551253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050144929493904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591895360757256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405917895662453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737625677408066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701751374944372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593110256578165,0.0,0.0,0.16122039676695601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455933920087247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242901935357087,0.0,0.1771964546102096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764152677768796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sad_girl_szn,2020/01/30,Not good enough... Is there anything worse than feeling like you’re annoying the one person left who enjoys talking to you? And when you need them the most they don’t seem interested in wanting to talk to you? And maybe it isn’t even their fault and they’re just busy so you make excuses and say it’s okay but it’s not. It’s really not. It hurts even though it shouldn’t hurt at all.,0.10436363636363666,2.474378800000004,1.2588636363636354,98.99068181818184,92.25,4.90909090909091,16.022727272727273,6.574015621080383,-0.417875,304,7,70,4,11,95,55,80,0.141,0.713,0.146,-0.3041,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,0,7,9,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,17,9,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,7,5,6,8,3,4,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,2,2,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179590723412584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549749519249898,0.0,0.2882873897747953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103473487950538,0.15590878855357093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304711397231446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672551401116034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711549211715824,0.0,0.0,0.10661973337982232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456751090479136,0.0,0.21924872600724726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182021117886233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478832594157185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905564143444736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980841865211224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735510802088702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986750642181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508217902314103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441706371664626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872202859244386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240247866519275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zoidbergistasty,2020/01/30,"Advice? Hey guys. This is my first time posting anything on Reddit. For background I am an atheist who believes we have free will and that reality splits into infinite different versions because of this. For a long time I did not believe in free will. I also believed until recently that happiness did not exist (ANXIETY, ADHD, DEPRESSION diagnoses). I have come to the conclusion that happiness is the result of whatever is most important to you being fulfilled. I do not think I have ever experienced happiness. However, I drank about being happy alot. I am acespec and most of my dreams involve someone hugging/cuddling me and feeling completely safe for once. (I just started a new sleep meditation as I have very bad nightmares/terrors). I am the single friend who's always told I'll find someone some day, but don't see that happening. Consequentially, I find myself very lonely and therefore unhappy. Any suggestions, similar experiences, questions out there? 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Not good at being alone. 3 years. It’s not over yet but you feel it coming. They’re out of town and hate me and I’m home alone preparing myself for going back to being lonely. He’s really all I have. I have a hard time talking to people.. it feels like no one gets it. We talk in circles and don’t actually care about anything. I wish I had friends.",-1.0022077922077912,0.8882222207792232,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,106.012987012987,4.277922077922079,15.889610389610393,6.1826913282559595,-0.2356597402597407,289,8,62,4,14,98,62,77,0.22899999999999998,0.601,0.17,-0.3189,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,15,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,3,8,4,9,12,1,11,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.20848698901936927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425441867237663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758118738605624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428004416327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178256167598945,0.0,0.0,0.1840365040219533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605096074627306,0.15262824129262814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506182479150333,0.0,0.11162084864802732,0.0,0.1214195444919223,0.17919553694489745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138421992720853,0.21093049749183904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430365025579945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437629939802698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447715809393712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811474696217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686664654855735,0.0,0.0,0.2293750920943609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434399904387241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457828948714335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568154530183925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375805652143055 lonely,Wolfe895,2020/01/30,"Just want that special someone I'm almost 18 and I've never had a significant relationship its just been girls in and out of my life. I want someone to come along and love me for me and support me and care about how I feel. I always go to bed wishing someone was there to hold me and be sweet to me, Just tired of feeling alone and getting rejected or just being some hoe",4.253636363636364,4.728284233766238,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,70.29870129870129,7.718441558441559,29.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.6736462337662337,294,11,62,3,5,97,53,77,0.109,0.647,0.243,0.8752,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,25,17,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,5,11,12,1,5,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,3,1,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844707567260865,0.22593901850163364,0.0,0.0,0.18151940770254904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241985108693108,0.0,0.0,0.1879180806555108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206077651984504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397508201185153,0.0,0.12398044548958972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408675744492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689012007659196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825177784594764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421292034221414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5545168195488459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755557871948955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507328975683334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573426490955525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086329851220324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sour-soul,2020/01/30,"What's your go to activity when you're unbearably lonely? Let's say you find yourself alone in your home with not a soul to talk to and you feel lonely and just sad, what's your go to thing? Need ideas :(",0.3955813953488381,2.637329953488376,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,86.67441860465117,5.300465116279073,15.576744186046513,6.742157984588678,-0.5219637209302324,160,3,38,2,5,51,30,43,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.9074,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,4,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442501132075058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680635966458186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037934229321142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377803556715014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333408767190021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752216568285459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988568395027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645890451991126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643255054169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671580807868878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082150087410288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slimmmcGo,2020/01/30,"Nothing in return i’ll always drop anything to help anyone. i go out of my way to see how people are doing, if they need anything, etc. i’ll listen to every bit of every problem someone has. but when it comes to my shit no one listens. no one cares about what i have to say. i wear my heart on my sleeve and just want to take care of everyone which is unrealistic and unhealthy in some ways, good in others. i just want to feel equal give and take. i feel like i’m running out of people to be friends with. i don’t know what’s wrong with me but i always push people away before they can push me away. but when someone leaves i can’t be phased anymore",2.262090245520902,3.6262341605839414,3.5650829462508287,91.68560716655612,76.00729927007299,5.565759787657597,21.94359654943597,5.565023196281405,0.04732700729926975,508,13,112,2,11,166,85,137,0.146,0.6970000000000001,0.157,0.1655,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,10,3,3,1,0,23,27,10,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,0,6,16,5,23,25,4,19,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,2,4,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303900402539965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887609512066193,0.097915025494583,0.0,0.23047209299097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631330965191211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915861604358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528808544249145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855479820522147,0.0,0.0,0.12062688752842925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561749211194992,0.0,0.0,0.23596936138198374,0.13380848357279662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161079118977907,0.10004031425130527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818991743065737,0.0,0.0,0.13433336836643714,0.07958454663664488,0.11745387142362873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594095871578754,0.09386183528674204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695902163373122,0.0,0.0,0.14827578175275746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841353673300356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383343318060302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436639526686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897813187018947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912458213340701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399362153660976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136065364771383,0.0,0.0,0.1115889640238129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374288387434705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373006996488796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057627410048427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519135721497652,0.2223049349105162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310519099987008,0.0,0.0 lonely,salads_suck,2020/01/30,"Hiii Anyone here that just wants to share some memes, jokes or anything really...I'm bored and lonely 🤷‍♂️. Feel free to pm",-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,97.46153846153842,4.138461538461539,10.346153846153848,5.985473137389443,-1.1862769230769232,98,1,21,1,4,32,25,26,0.158,0.584,0.258,0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256191232619095,0.0,0.6186003570052361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38009151064212776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433831064803455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-dorito-,2020/01/30,"Loner perspective . Well I dont like to tag myself but yes I am the ""quiet kid"" of my class and I'm getting tired of this, everyday waking up gets harder and It is just so stressful not having someone to talk to. Most of the quiet people is always seen like the ""weird"" or ""useless"" individuals but the people judging don't understand or have a minimal idea of how it is like to deal with anxiety on the daily life, not being able to feel calm when someone asks you something or even just dealing with someone staring you. I have been working on this since a long time because i just want to be a better version of myself, I just can't hope that someone walks up to me and gives me their hand to help me to get out of this hell hole. Honestly i dont know what I did to deserve this, all i want and need are some good friends, but how can i expect that if i'm not normal, it just sucks being lonely without no one to talk to, is like having to swallow your thoughts and keep them to yourself. Besides this not even my own family believes that things like this could be treated with therapy they just won't help me, is like screaming as hard as you can just to realize that nobody hears you anyways, like just being the shadow of the people passing by. I just want to be able to be myself without any limitations, but somehow this is like a curse, I'll just try to deal with it by myself, I have nothing to lose now, I want to have a chance to know how it is like to have a good friendship or how it is like being in love with someone.",9.668333333333337,5.557965716560509,9.421369426751593,74.12169320594481,62.216560509554135,11.867940552016986,39.223991507431,8.59863814320734,3.2887927813163484,1201,41,248,11,12,394,153,314,0.17600000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.166,-0.5778,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,3,4,22,28,2,1,13,1,35,6,2,4,1,62,58,22,0,10,25,0,3,10,1,1,2,4,0,1,19,11,1,2,7,0,0,2,12,8,1,1,4,9,30,20,46,44,5,13,1,3,2,1,21,6,2,9,15,189,49,2,0.18545548101346065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715690836601477,0.0,0.0,0.06305804331428859,0.0,0.0709364676806618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866879200489397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652596994513216,0.0,0.0,0.10447240976857296,0.0,0.0820101510382993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403555546970689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867946864030504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173524425474251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249159613709285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741546119217805,0.0,0.04688593175706222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164122229439414,0.0,0.14533925165524794,0.08895289813732307,0.0,0.15555125859839095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306584190961973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451090279798952,0.0,0.1243068996895608,0.0,0.0,0.09209956907589724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467833217273184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242067634469799,0.0,0.0,0.10192148228516726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549634540498356,0.4530209015249663,0.0,0.0,0.08206113237663314,0.0,0.10373862278960408,0.0,0.0,0.08369040614002578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875644463680687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085349773310633,0.08897476789719895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283471678014704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285721926796687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670534516919794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928395680923052,0.07138634490959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621931345612756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906209070985482,0.0,0.0,0.10604225257216374,0.0,0.061604190479716436,0.0,0.0,0.07361546817321807,0.054070291186210366,0.10657689691080673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295604899532267,0.0,0.0,0.096532848086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187728953751341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337337486949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877246570270294,0.0,0.06750689947095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Magoush,2020/01/30,"got a pathetic story to share me and my attractive friend were walking to the front of the class to grab some worksheet. I was behind my friend and he accidently knocked a girls folder to the floor. he probably didnt see it and kept walking. paper flew everywhere and it was just a sigh moment. I quickly went to pick up the papers and put the folder in the girls desk. she didn't even say thank you but I never expected much from other people for me. after the class ended we were walking to lunch and I heard that same girl tell couple of her friends "" that weird kid knocked over my folder and started picking up the papers. he was probably trying to get my attention"" she knew well that I wasn't the one that knocked the folder and twisted the story to start a covnersation. immediately there was a giggle in the group and one of her friend said "" yeah that kid is creepy (never talked to her and probably doesn't even know my name). the conversation slid to how hot my friend was and how nice of a guy he is. He is a nice guy but I dont see how they would see that as hes never done anything to stand out in the class. after this incident would I really be the asshole if I knock someone's folder over next time and just walk away? it's easier to be nicer when people give you respect.",3.5295769230769243,4.9677443423076975,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,72.88461538461539,7.507692307692308,24.153846153846153,8.07648339933343,1.233023076923077,1019,29,209,15,20,332,134,260,0.022000000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.182,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,0,11,15,0,0,22,1,21,1,0,5,3,37,37,20,0,4,5,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,7,11,14,1,1,3,0,0,9,8,1,2,2,18,8,26,13,31,15,3,33,0,0,3,0,37,10,0,2,13,144,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971979863515386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138514388384505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340819988039071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400794913778045,0.1420206102871565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732841817776023,0.0,0.0,0.16007486306156454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681120668679705,0.0,0.06331090333235508,0.11624571348000755,0.0,0.0,0.09691772839750128,0.0,0.0,0.2399720584336918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659668023906706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890803354075406,0.0,0.2803816023995673,0.0,0.1288749915016549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422773482087716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802019587913813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919536130451367,0.0,0.0,0.12181812879560296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763021992766816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526875533489088,0.09636621782285944,0.0,0.0,0.28969136031916803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267437448877767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715419073823373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739890127378677,0.10591558192905877,0.11156512608819152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066031246457531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227242716752965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895426287268564,0.11233392935089864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721638359766123,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dynmagnuslee,2020/01/30,Bored out of my mind So 40 year old workaholic here that’s into so many weird topics that I relate to about1% of people. I’m interested in everything from the supernatural to military history but not sports. So that eliminates conversation with most people. Basically I love a good conversation on any interesting topic.,5.272738095238097,8.538433178571427,7.014285714285716,61.39738095238097,74.35714285714286,10.876190476190477,28.97619047619048,10.504223727775694,4.411247619047621,262,11,39,10,6,90,46,56,0.048,0.7090000000000001,0.243,0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,10,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641444706506745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124460980842628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915929741787675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376839578785043,0.0,0.0,0.3524633178339209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510281765933895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648010050657693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820345453103254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238756996072472 lonely,CDR16,2020/01/30,"Vicious Cycle I feel as though every happiness I experience leads only to another, more acute, and profoundly deep sense of loss and unhappiness. Each romantic endeavor ends spectacularly. Leaving me feeling unloved, unseen, and unwanted. It has been advised that I seek out the wrong type of woman. All well and good, but it’s not as if there’s 30 women in a room waiting for my choice and I choose poorly. Within each relationship, I am alone. I endeavor each and every moment to do everything, anything to make sure they don’t want to leave. Alas, each one has. With my last, a beautiful engagement ended abruptly, without reason(s). I struggle with a number of things. Largely the realization that my positive thoughts are just as destructive as my negative thoughts. That, and I miss her. Or, at least the idea of her. The struggle is real, and it is all because of and inside of me. Not one of those things is actually because of her. My wounds are open and demanding of my entire consciousness. In me, I made her.. and no matter how hard I try, I cannot destroy the existence of her in me. I live with the monster I have created. She is no more than yet another fable within. I feel broken and immune to self-care. My emotions relish in the self-destruction. As if this is the only path to actually feeling anything. My own worst enemy it seems. And while I am aware that this is far and away the worst version of myself, I cannot extract myself. I ache for a rescue. And I seek that help outside of self. And therein lies the true work. To do the work myself. I really wish I had someone to share the journey with.. someone who reminds and inspires the best version of myself. And throughout it all, endlessly.. Alone.",3.0178540305010912,5.66632789506173,4.406100217864925,80.44598039215691,78.69135802469134,7.392011619462599,28.04793028322441,8.405096225971981,2.4500769063180825,1354,60,238,29,34,447,172,324,0.17,0.632,0.198,0.8713,0,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,5,6,20,3,2,17,0,20,2,0,4,5,62,33,30,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,16,28,0,1,11,0,1,2,9,11,1,2,5,5,43,9,43,28,16,22,0,2,0,0,15,13,0,4,7,189,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.21466188500677527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782565417568654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306608364444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101900951706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333592211729484,0.0,0.0,0.1340934794031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542402918110167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371999056310895,0.19483075795865684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853367126553353,0.0,0.09884875972124567,0.1075878859637173,0.0,0.0,0.22244988384868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225144438586337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170826572561256,0.0985262859887843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372162171376502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416135267371725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965366404389986,0.0,0.2329196112199521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712008029151993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407187038741092,0.07341683203358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905937586814674,0.16729935430804316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518869773495736,0.07046015792366746,0.1130844236280072,0.0,0.1180843223698812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012756409996364,0.344219669471002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638238170479846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299635071064519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366095939864514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614026535519095,0.0,0.10806116195761514,0.17463396514597335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467360283648361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487287783038956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988910578331374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647902843704706,0.10602304556131163,0.0,0.1601429403611823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202529541301274,0.0,0.0 lonely,PurpleStitch98,2020/01/30,"I get anxious but I like being alone I hate being around people as I feel alone but when I am alone I tend to grow uncomfortable. Then I contemplate everything that’s wrong with me . Since all my “friends” are actually being adults and have lives. I am the only one still in college last year and lonely af.... I’m currently in line in the suicide hotline chat ... since I’m fucking on the edge of like feeling uncomfortable to the point of screaming but my rooomate is here so yea....",1.94114369501466,4.59837447311828,3.1868426197458466,87.27299120234603,83.83870967741936,5.962463343108505,24.58357771260997,7.348242739294969,1.3121483870967745,378,15,73,6,11,122,64,93,0.32,0.575,0.105,-0.9788,1,5,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,4,1,8,1,0,0,1,10,16,9,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,3,11,3,11,13,1,13,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,8,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.18377426479624154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851317120857963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274928218021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764573899995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925089559535825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044165132999852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454964438772071,0.1740998572862864,0.09839002180763436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592813528554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350686215614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400839087606316,0.0,0.16629101483910558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761127673080247,0.14322671133665002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055816507535886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780243459476871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115623824124869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039350387389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599275894430985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589960098545493,0.0,0.12127263836191422 lonely,AloneAndSilent,2020/01/30,"People at work only talk to me when they have to Except the new starter. Someone joined the team recently, who not only makes small talk with me but smiles while we talk. And I'm pathetically grateful for it. We may never get as far as friends, but just having a friendly colleague would be nice.",5.113421052631576,6.364386614035088,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,68.82456140350878,7.1035087719298255,28.285087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.4253192982456135,235,8,45,2,4,73,48,57,0.051,0.6709999999999999,0.278,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,8,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,6,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38666277802435,0.0,0.13073776289035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703419331438935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929971064694376,0.24167908328110754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806308705349495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734818441487291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707744742308416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120237955911345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033896433446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217448313478876,0.0,0.0,0.1777601770112591,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ambirdflies,2020/01/30,"My lonely If I zoom out and just watch myself day to day, I really don’t seem lonely. I have so many good friends that care about me and are extremely kind, those I can talk to every day, but somehow I still feel lonely. It’s a bit unjustifiable, but for some reason I just still feel alone. I think it’s probably because I have yet to find anyone with the same interests as me, but it’s okay, I think I will find someone in the future. I just wanted to get this out of my head because it was a bit overwhelming. Thanks for reading if you did! :)",4.272667509481671,4.376771336283188,5.429608091024021,84.88716814159295,70.15044247787611,8.581036662452593,25.877370417193426,8.418075326091056,1.4228467762326171,423,11,93,6,7,141,72,113,0.08,0.733,0.187,0.9092,0,7,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,1,8,1,1,1,0,25,17,9,0,3,8,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,17,7,13,14,4,10,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,5,7,66,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861289119150622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058557257102782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102557249997872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765555954840898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758308632323894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33366046559802265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530201267751544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439834439710672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152441757494002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332394397477821,0.0,0.09010138690045978,0.0,0.0,0.14464830361593187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769900903487241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958687360137124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484379092159913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593724133435807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250313764557165,0.0,0.1104800297059736,0.17731397217758108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569978918885593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612180609731204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754479169920528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386139768260782,0.0,0.15877474591542518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100628302483968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171929330016442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I_Always_Am_Echo,2020/01/30,"Why do I feel this way? I don't get why I am the way I am. I decided to join Twitter because it seemed fun, a friend was on it and it looks pretty cool. I don't regret it. I finally found a little community where I can be myself again and try to push myself to interact more. What's different is that everyone kinda seems to know each other. I think it's cool. I don't know how but there's this one account I follow, he's the coolest. Now somehow I got myself attached, I want to be friends with him but it just doesn't seem like it'll happen. I'm just different, not ment to be in this world not ment to fit a group, they must hate me secretly. It feels like I can do good, I can make them happy, and in turn that makes me happy. So why do I want more? Why do I so badly want to be friends with people? I have one friend, but we don't talk much I have another friend, but we also don't talk much But they still are friends, we hang out sometimes. So why do I feel so lonely? It makes no sense. I hate myself for feeling this way. I'm so fucking stupid. I can't help people.",-0.12410256410256434,1.7935332905982904,2.129630769230772,96.46536923076927,85.75213675213675,5.282461538461539,18.334358974358974,6.55674776486733,-0.18270030769230766,826,21,199,9,25,279,116,234,0.152,0.637,0.21100000000000002,0.8588,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,3,0,16,21,4,0,5,2,28,1,0,4,1,43,56,15,0,5,9,0,4,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,13,0,1,3,10,7,0,2,3,7,35,14,15,47,5,18,0,2,1,1,20,8,1,5,6,132,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775195490628379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164567083900326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093736990822614,0.0590911828777307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255462339923452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262634065500816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605467508394028,0.06925097706554781,0.0,0.10618846472120967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628513536689582,0.4493542956228493,0.08961561379573739,0.05064497084089032,0.0,0.0,0.08130517598920264,0.07752843934147978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572003525549708,0.2063799893186614,0.0,0.19140812893501447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497404422825061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654679530007537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471590125894523,0.09715516866126317,0.0,0.0,0.08140168416290912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411625982005326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251797879200478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137245566701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440619977113652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986185892306728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647402197780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587201554394006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741307988775978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582669825608989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112566434809474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581306624287929,0.1054383483497716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152579400916554,0.2308294520702996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373475505597778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,markas91,2020/01/30,Whats it like to have someone care about you that isn't a relative? Awkwardly poured my heart out to a girl Ive had a massive crush on for a year and half and now I feel even worse.,1.7160162601626006,2.3986350731707304,3.2668292682926854,95.9828455284553,76.3170731707317,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,0.6683593495934952,142,4,37,2,3,47,35,41,0.11599999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.19,0.4519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,2,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329581466685135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804767824927517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471538779978944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032113301984124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746214249585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35980387738945185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327537994856814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346015321261113 lonely,tapiocajones,2020/01/30,"I feel like I have no true friends Within the past year I feel like I’ve gone from having so many friends that it felt impossible to keep track of all of them to losing them all. I used to be in a very large friend circle where I felt close to everyone, but I have seen them all die off relatively quickly. The people who I thought were my friends will always make plans with me and then back out to go do things without me. It really tears my self esteem apart. I have a fear of confronting them about it and possibly losing contact with them after expressing my concerns. I have very bad social anxiety, so it is very unlikely that I will find close friends any time soon. I just wish I knew why they’ve started to neglect me. I think of myself as a very selfless person and I always put my friends before myself, but now it’s starting to seem like I only have myself.",6.8092507936507936,5.793778674285715,6.760190476190478,81.22803174603176,65.11428571428571,9.606349206349208,32.01587301587301,8.515128840125781,2.2565111111111102,688,22,141,8,9,219,105,175,0.16699999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.157,-0.5839,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,3,9,16,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,2,4,30,29,9,1,1,4,0,4,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,9,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,7,5,30,10,22,19,3,22,0,3,1,0,17,8,0,1,14,96,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918680167267391,0.0,0.0,0.07840400792102319,0.0,0.0881997455297469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865412120783453,0.09626583908849057,0.0,0.0,0.09810687027178294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965717442089616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016854655595204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297380259064433,0.11659242093965473,0.16473239549226365,0.22140102033018352,0.0,0.1053768078040262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344560660322952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552434940721524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247878020537173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689807635222208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579694318256508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695977211962597,0.1168902201468047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768643257051327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006135734451787,0.07993047966801245,0.10067044617114533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997688443383376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590251298000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386041520883918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495950727622268,0.12027699274494355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752791503236995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632116528431977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765963417904763,0.07387586639603462,0.0,0.09153071434512737,0.06722897374608293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957716880690193,0.0,0.38051915016113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403508039777314,0.0,0.13258263720741648,0.1111394921275611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742456831350084 lonely,bymylonely11,2020/01/30,"Wish I had friends In high school I always tried to fit in. People didn’t like me but I still tried to talk to them. After realizing nobody really cares I’m in college with no friends. Nobody to talk to. Even my roommate left my room because I was so quiet. I’d love to talk to people but whenever anyone does I push them away.",0.1488071895424845,2.5056105147058823,2.280196078431373,92.17199346405228,90.91176470588236,4.786928104575163,17.84967320261438,6.42735559955562,-0.019652287581699124,257,7,54,3,9,86,45,68,0.036000000000000004,0.675,0.28800000000000003,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,5,13,4,0,11,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720471288286898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457664781038002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942648782990123,0.0,0.0,0.12604355253819916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081325274439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094363792128848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656798767168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194961245222083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846122245998026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465350031104567,0.0,0.0,0.10101615922325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661574694769087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866931084687661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246055895677308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092597549074716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512479741971575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985756674342408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807631280574868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777242766373904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UWUimaweeb,2020/01/30,"I don't know what to do As a child growing up I never really had friends, the ones I did make would soon disappear due to my family moving around a lot. Around 8th grade I made friends after years of loneliness, I was considered the ""nerd"" in the school due to my only interest in science and biology so I was shunned by the majority of the school. I then found my interest in gaming because online gaming had just blown up. I found so many amazing people online, some I still talk to today. During high school I made couple friends but then I had a group chat with a bunch of my buddies online. We would share our daily lives and we were there for each other through our ups and downs. We were best of friends even though we only talked online. We knew about each other like we knew each other in person. The group was going great then all of a sudden we just stopped talking like I don't know what caused it, we just all stopped talking, there were 1 or 2 texts but no one would reply, then one of best friend left, blocked me on everything, then 2 people left blocking me as well. The group just fell apart for no reason. Only couple remain but they are never active. I feel so lonely. I feel dead inside because the only friends I made were gone....just like that....",4.668741176470586,5.58906794,4.966094117647058,85.65092941176471,69.6,7.48235294117647,25.50588235294118,7.510576382923642,1.1687435294117647,995,27,198,10,17,314,129,250,0.16,0.684,0.157,0.4762,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,10,0,1,2,17,19,0,0,13,0,18,0,0,6,4,52,31,18,1,3,8,0,2,3,6,3,0,0,0,2,7,17,0,4,9,3,0,5,6,2,1,3,18,2,32,17,30,10,11,37,0,1,0,0,30,15,0,3,20,143,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397095444563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228243443616984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932993467925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946085515384219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380621672982144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082891910388768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277046305231921,0.0,0.08682045438181409,0.0,0.09313359087161373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019582814591174,0.4269215116346769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052340605852748835,0.0,0.0,0.1015367988998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730508778017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122773800635207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012639608746655,0.0,0.0,0.13498120347974332,0.0,0.08132296287861024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829721453143113,0.0,0.2614320177707455,0.06147517885293422,0.09337147176727632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978840840999198,0.0,0.0,0.1420611121936718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722106778611067,0.2801743808112648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769633791934806,0.08041517682713642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999424115465264,0.09469061760704134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796199516441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354844363993185,0.15399372076981166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960949532275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048441718870716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729678438644244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280588114271699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626829317746056,0.0,0.0,0.059307174697558175 lonely,calmingrainbow,2020/01/30,"Alone (don’t private message me) Do you ever just realize that your presence truly means nothing to anyone? And that you don’t belong to any friend group. And don’t have any friends for that matter. And you realize how lonely you are and don’t have anyone to run to so you’re stuck in this cycle of trying to find where you fit in. And realizing high school doesn’t matter, but you want to be like everyone else but you just don’t know what you’re doing fucking wrong.",3.0500263157894736,4.855680568421054,3.9465131578947386,87.91871710526317,74.89473684210526,6.434210526315789,22.40131578947368,7.1686216300943375,0.7089210526315788,374,10,75,4,8,120,57,95,0.096,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.2895,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,1,20,17,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,10,15,0,7,0,1,0,1,12,5,1,0,2,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292050398848344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190007251036832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280021712574675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593436381902896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121616678862284,0.0,0.2241202150683941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437219212349887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624216778392708,0.21683541091397812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247812341715152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890118787290095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458807511146042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549101881198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505467965184187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373746210262052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592423759414387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138342209394813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644090283939586,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheLionKing001,2020/01/30,There really isn’t a point of youre alone in this world. What’s the point? This sucks,-1.4064912280701771,0.5711974736842116,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,100.57894736842104,4.63859649122807,6.333333333333332,6.42735559955562,-1.8955403508771933,68,0,18,1,3,21,17,19,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460532589601486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8406929040897149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848599215898066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chteraub,2020/01/30,I have no friends in highschool I just started my freshman year of highschool and my parents decided to send me to a prestige school in my country. First of all I'm like the only black person and my school is 99% white and I experience a lot of racism. It's the second semester I'm constantly getting framed for everything I have no friends I get bullied and it's a lot of work on top of that. Would kill my self if there was an easier way out.,3.162298136645965,4.444811130434786,4.542236024844723,85.9058695652174,73.56521739130434,7.86583850931677,30.534161490683232,8.418075326091056,2.20987701863354,352,16,74,6,7,117,61,92,0.172,0.696,0.132,-0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,5,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,11,3,12,8,3,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,5,51,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129676868690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923616645026284,0.2093681790511273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205882596662196,0.0,0.0,0.3307272085619662,0.0,0.2236498459732288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367990096893084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045671286608557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36393133390265503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627839456745012,0.0,0.0,0.2376615358992764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688789086468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332315123283984,0.0,0.0,0.22328612168297116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149571063064818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989173371822652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558206832998894,0.0,0.0,0.15204496134022094,0.0,0.0,0.13783210122382894 lonely,Spigot_AT4,2020/01/30,"A bit of a specific issue I need help with, I have no idea what's going on. I got hit by a feeling of sadness that came completely out of nowhere and I feel an odd pain in the throat since. About a day ago I was reading a news article and my thoughts wandered away for a bit, I was thinking about my life and how it's pretty shit. It made me feel really down at the moment and that's also when I started to feel this weird pain in the throat. I quickly calmed down and stopped thinking about it, but the pain still remained throughout the day. It didn't really affect me that much, I could still speak normally and function without trouble, but when I finally went to bed, it was really difficult to fall asleep. Even worse, I woke up with the same pain in the throat today and it still didn't go away. I'm trying to fall asleep right now, but surprise, surprise, it's not working out well. I didn't have a particularly bad day and nothing bad has happened recently. The fact that my life is shit is not news to me either, I thought about it many times before and I never felt like this when I did. It came completely out of nowhere. Has anyone had anything similar happen to them? How do you get rid of it?",3.9814741896758723,4.87362513061225,4.720384153661462,86.88869147659065,71.16326530612244,7.887154861944777,28.28931572629052,8.124751697461798,1.6919123649459775,947,34,200,13,17,305,129,245,0.162,0.746,0.091,-0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,17,17,2,0,16,0,16,13,7,4,2,46,40,18,0,3,7,0,5,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,17,16,0,1,10,1,0,7,8,12,1,0,17,6,23,5,33,21,5,41,0,1,0,0,4,14,2,0,21,137,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938580489035025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063921192131117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050748706277474,0.0,0.08298015566462033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894791254447071,0.0,0.1683891561106062,0.0,0.0,0.0858047530159293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017550035989014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306610418271229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114510883378065,0.0,0.0,0.08051003893241104,0.0,0.0,0.19509432563049656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660180443925802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394461375726292,0.0,0.09681921263148298,0.11046186689387362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052683104916886,0.0,0.11461583886715053,0.0,0.0806484599764419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833942979382034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758883127221763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383255714282906,0.0,0.10524749849410156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424481327932622,0.049263803300421696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541428856665314,0.0,0.1022327635352046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412670502694407,0.07476926457083828,0.07777161383212644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987987270877036,0.09675570044634507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291901750005541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025873526419328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086416215894344,0.0,0.1937960511967698,0.0,0.09956424828917604,0.0,0.0,0.08611413966213978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701520474397786,0.0834133044145661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137285861192147,0.0,0.2415853741418264,0.08430414206496402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292243948336961,0.0,0.16010642916236414,0.05879879229473463,0.0,0.09558156626048483,0.0,0.0,0.06846161852217239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066445998931463,0.09347679268848788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720314842276633,0.0,0.0734104454289817,0.0,0.10276138961497136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shigwig,2020/01/30,I wish I wasn’t ugly and ethnic Legit if I was white I would be skating though life. The negative stereotypes associated with my ethnicity as deafening as it’s somehow okay to make fun of us Indian folks for all being creepy and smelling of curry while being short dark hairy and ugly. I would be fine with it if I was able to find a female of my own ethnicity but even all of them like white guys and want to disavow their race to pursue white guys for the sole reason of them being white. Sometimes I feel like the world is quite racist and especially liberal places that claim to not be.,12.196025641025644,6.90808960683761,11.349123931623929,65.79240384615386,58.91452991452992,14.435042735042732,40.361111111111114,11.20814326018867,4.1805572649572635,472,13,93,8,4,154,75,117,0.114,0.7659999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.3377,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,4,1,12,1,0,2,2,22,16,12,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,13,5,16,5,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,3,3,65,16,0,0.2281129201373984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066643236656374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534074644782233,0.16296391572527405,0.0,0.0,0.20849107639159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517353095964789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112290159355352,0.2228889007009425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522671455175678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383294501834504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242626169540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345380740544449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256095108481517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241197858424379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743917561222388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345469104990033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623186004421176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32408974717238664,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SilentSoupSipping,2020/01/31,I need breathing beings. Idk if this is the place for this but i need someone to talk to. Its getting darker and i cant fumble for a lighter because i cant move.,-0.9740000000000002,1.1399053142857165,1.3000000000000007,98.21000000000002,95.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.46774285714285707,126,5,28,0,5,42,26,35,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404190060235528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206054659201066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41917855313703023,0.0,0.5848765122771004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120579319243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341688734546242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699906891506746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idklife21,2020/01/31,"Get along okay with people but don’t really fit in anywhere So people say hi to me, I talk okay with them, but I never become friends with any of them. I want to make close friends but its hard to become an enthusiastic person who knows what to say, joke at the right time, and have similar interests. I’m the “nice” and quiet one when people describe me. I’m a pretty boring person honestly who likes quiet times reading or playing games. I do have friends I hang out with rarely but if it’s an odd number group I’m always left behind so I don’t really consider them as close friends. Idk like others say in this post maybe I should try enjoying a life with an animal companion. Gonna wait until I have stable income and housing :(",3.3320319634703215,5.085404006849316,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,74.0,7.606392694063928,23.125570776255714,8.344100000000001,1.3974858447488585,579,16,112,10,12,192,94,146,0.146,0.584,0.27,0.9693,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,3,15,0,0,7,2,7,1,0,1,1,24,16,14,0,3,6,0,1,2,5,2,1,5,0,2,7,12,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,13,14,18,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,2,7,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453586294180495,0.0,0.0,0.10177945184524324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305933526267621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625328634638696,0.0,0.07819541376792183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340732349477931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269691210172575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822536829008173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261484695853715,0.0,0.10571501719393543,0.14624056379878547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990463023727708,0.0,0.15036174021015314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543327851682778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141898946752348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128308190057263,0.261368853455458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334068392230834,0.15226628156877056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970861923981568,0.0,0.19176245634254088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781575407852114,0.0,0.3570662814436834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029756305423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745453651524317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161482691668433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827813312767517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bandiitoo,2020/01/31,"Having friends but feeling lonely at the same time As the title says I still have 5 friends (none of them are really close), but like today no one could hang out with me this evening. They all already got plans, but my thoughts are going crazy... But I feel so depressed and lonely within 7 hours just because of no one can hang out with me, it's crazy. I also have the idea that 2 of those 5 don't even really wanna hang out with me which makes me even more depressed. Fuckk this🙁",4.8076870748299285,4.947158204081635,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,69.0,7.34965986394558,25.51700680272109,6.42735559955562,0.7058312925170059,376,9,82,2,6,116,68,98,0.233,0.667,0.1,-0.9540000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,14,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,3,10,3,13,11,4,14,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267799400035073,0.1643423193990176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527397498514636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407906547956874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540024079879653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072024548697801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781906255799884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31754539367744616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679325944846927,0.0,0.16436116689013144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238108476556094,0.0,0.0,0.2319901945746787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039939012187507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717622095569848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785110895312561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633036028437917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634258692609031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411660354555396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314805968660315,0.11983165104598473,0.0,0.19479476444247912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hunt2destroy,2020/01/31,"I want to change and not be so lonely but I don't know how. Making friends and talking to people I don't know has always been a problem of mine for nearly my whole life. I think I've had maybe like 3 or for people (that aren't my family) that I actually considered a friend. The problem isn't my personality (at least I don't think so) I think I have a great personality but it never comes out when I'm at school, I just for some reason always shutdown when I'm at school and just automatically become happier when I come home. I'm 17 and I've never even come close to having a romantic relationship and I am sure that is because of how people see my as a person. I am definitely not attractive, but I'm sure as hell not ugly. People at school occasionally talk to me and sometimes it goes well and it gives me hope, but then it happens again and I don't know how to respond. It doesn't really help that I am considered ""the quiet kid"" even though I hate that title. I just hope things can change one day cause without my family I am 100% alone on life.",2.162335976928624,3.889781200913245,4.4230713770728185,83.88099495313627,77.17351598173515,7.350252343186735,21.571977889930306,8.20500826718156,1.0375881278538812,829,22,177,15,19,288,111,219,0.12300000000000001,0.669,0.20800000000000002,0.9662,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,16,15,2,0,7,0,19,2,0,6,4,47,40,25,0,5,12,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,4,11,13,0,0,7,0,0,3,13,5,1,1,2,2,25,10,20,37,3,19,1,1,1,0,12,8,1,4,9,121,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.102031100446739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082879813750346,0.0,0.0,0.17399712870186534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373607157044348,0.11547335194493293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740731517460574,0.22121174286946585,0.27019595490420883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742965759308762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811586330583495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971312689128933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155866324741508,0.0,0.0,0.10029917730880143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152728245377097,0.0,0.0,0.09245809672434696,0.0,0.0,0.10322692498988999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700813578520122,0.0,0.10487770660509124,0.20769443609463975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723829302477771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477013048121614,0.051080543386568825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979161823221484,0.0,0.10504006815855156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612793178135073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084952296608724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899425176798378,0.2738815287364233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200091014886018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698094028547172,0.10750048324402456,0.0,0.11225349443406016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174472897743975,0.08331720870572794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340807793533033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970846712815304,0.0,0.0,0.1680755251284531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946203837396636,0.20098485697456933,0.10272526275207884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061669551760179415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400796470913923,0.0,0.0,0.11673249874334801,0.0,0.10078778550737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FumelSaurus,2020/01/31,"I feel like I am always in contact with the wrong persons Soo for today a girl and I agreed on going to a bowling center. I was there and waited for her. I texted her that i am on my way, i am there and so on and even tried calling her. Up until now, i didnt receive an answer. I am feeling really lonely, sad and insecure right now. Its not the first time that something like this or similar to this happened. I just have the feeling that I am always wasting my time with the wrong people or I am doing sth wrong. Anyways thats it from me about my bad day today. :)",0.7851400560224064,2.7585882352941202,2.9531302521008413,91.55277661064429,82.61344537815125,4.9750700280112055,20.841036414565828,5.985473137389443,0.132226330532212,436,13,93,3,12,148,72,119,0.192,0.705,0.10300000000000001,-0.9242,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,16,9,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,2,3,19,2,14,14,0,19,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,11,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30017802381893843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060816196380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418618662178188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632893895486293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913802030673308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361373021155994,0.1288621360178374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342950225483715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251301937983913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950773997155734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762472367650443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505144858934714,0.1574991814902824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555481655607155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404189430215312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886385805511814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035981740735896,0.0,0.3419546565732013,0.0,0.0,0.12246487563509105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317572357836558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916453410402439,0.0,0.0 lonely,wackytimesfiction,2020/01/31,"hi i need advice 💞 hi im (17f) going through a situation which i don’t think should be as tough on me as it has been.... and I need some advice sort of an “am i the asshole?” i would really appreciate it thank u",-2.2392401215805458,-0.4411125531914895,1.841337386018239,93.82000000000002,100.06382978723404,5.238905775075988,15.224924012158056,6.868970318607317,-0.1964139817629178,158,4,40,3,7,59,37,47,0.036000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.14,0.6436,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907384537971359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717837971591443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264973694257232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482503746681202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936382840747177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339757796488372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828440520232645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367879212448946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471992356388095,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nodgest,2020/01/31,"I just want someone to talk to Any one else just lacking in human interaction? The only times I speak with other human beings is when I’m working. I don’t have many friends and the ones I do have don’t really communicate with me. I feel very lonely a lot and just need someone to talk to. None of my friends have mental health issues either so I just feel very alone in my emotions as well as just being lonely in general. Is it bad for me to feel this way? Never had a serious relationship, never had a feeling reciprocated by the opposit sex, so every time I start to feel something for someone, I get shot down, it hurts. I’m head over heals for someone at the moment but she just isn’t interested. But she’s all I think about. Anyone else in the same boat and wanna talk things through?",3.679528301886794,5.041835396226418,5.0139779874213835,82.71455188679249,72.39622641509433,7.3125786163522015,25.828616352201266,7.793537801064563,1.3952427672955978,624,20,124,8,12,208,94,159,0.07200000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.079,0.2678,0,5,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,8,0,13,4,1,0,3,30,25,10,0,4,9,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,2,6,15,4,25,21,6,15,0,3,0,1,12,7,0,1,7,91,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678857133331904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981467748662003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234903530963924,0.13532516234563527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027606266532818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206613378603756,0.14856518960282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127782879177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339022762276244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407969981080132,0.0,0.0690030820678559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554576849102773,0.14038821783455047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138767860394238,0.0,0.0,0.13785067883683685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228437735367433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390205044620215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309927367698124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979310104724128,0.20372683273979747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899317917126806,0.10044803665146776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460982476421294,0.0,0.0,0.1417977778866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44762263156616056,0.10167682357424633,0.0,0.0,0.09348247845273353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184676267829883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774392938555234,0.08462752466797477,0.0,0.0,0.15402652886936968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794934758712445,0.07790051834862192,0.10483399345432476,0.0,0.0,0.11875016066631452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615126136861897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nepstyler,2020/01/31,"Loneliness at its finest.. I'm at a party and idk why but I cant stand being surronded by so many people, it is very unconfortable and I'm spending all the time at the bar drinking, pretty much gonna die alone.. (and I came with some friends, can't leave, I don't wanna leave them alone)",1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.66666666666666,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.3365000000000005,224,6,50,3,6,74,46,60,0.134,0.665,0.20199999999999999,0.5096,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,9,9,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932435665748762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723472537860506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713224486456264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233268154172438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839718735619448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042720065000621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141755517292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504650448451214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650832803720927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422548996041708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885040560433606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647495490428304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148673749634943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tinyasianncsu,2020/01/31,"Shower Revelations I have always been okay with being alone. I have pretty severe social anxiety that I worked really hard to hide when I was in college (joined a sorority/went to parties), but that drove me into several major depressive episodes. I'm pretty use to people letting me down, so I decided a long time ago that it would be better to just be alone than to try to let someone just disappoint me again. Today in the shower though, I came to realize that I'm not okay with being alone. I don't remember the last time I had a close connection to someone or even the last time that I told someone ""I love you"". The funny thing is that even though I know that I need to try to be more social, I can't bring myself to even really put that much effort into it.",6.6646568627450975,5.787248692810461,7.524959150326798,75.1760661764706,65.33986928104575,10.787254901960788,30.23611111111111,10.125756701596842,2.80224248366013,602,17,116,12,8,203,88,153,0.121,0.731,0.14800000000000002,0.8508,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,0,7,2,16,1,0,1,0,18,26,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,6,1,18,4,19,12,3,20,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,1,10,86,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895971136839316,0.0,0.0,0.3819190581178247,0.0,0.0,0.10227792389824526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403221042289413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087113022594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058586020591626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586940500365423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435592563232313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101107086493618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675527171158032,0.20038974131247328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513847060645253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877888227981397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093862068186586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035913917577518,0.09114240786732644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521611528698224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501043280333941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356690400429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748930029503286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392425425474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777255232872963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059958099676266,0.3124449874971547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166149783773255,0.0,0.2415333329824478,0.0,0.21502405594837445,0.0,0.1165122346289426,0.11745376236079735,0.0,0.16690699833468184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616199893012912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948603142500249,0.0,0.0,0.08731767760457483,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_Ninja_Fox,2020/01/31,"Just trying to be myself I’ve spent a long time on my own, feeling lonely some of the time and fine like that at others. Don’t get me wrong I’m normally surrounded by people, just nobody I really know, like or would call a friend. I think we all need at least one person to call a true friend, someone we like, trust, enjoy their company. The first thing it took me a long time to realise is that I just need to be myself. Most the time I’m really good at this but when I meet somebody I like I sort of try to get them to like me and change things about myself. Things like saying I like the same music as them when really I like something completely different. The problem with this is they aren’t getting to know the real me. It’s a shame when you meet someone you like and they don’t like you. But if you meet someone you like and they genuinely like you it’s real and that can last a long time. And that’s another thing I didn’t understand at first. Friendships take time to build if they’re going to last. I would look around and see everyone else making friends easily. But I think a lot of these friendships aren’t very strong, people are just being social really. I think to become really close friends it take time to get to know each other, build up trust, to spend good times together and be there through the bad. This doesn’t happen overnight, or weeks or months. I think this takes years. So I’ve decided to just try being myself. Try being a bit more social without worrying about it. To try appreciate the time I spend on my own, do things I enjoy. Not going around looking for friends but just trying to get to know the people I meet a little more, you never know we might have a bit more in common than we first realise! But if we don’t it doesn’t mind, there’s no rush to make that true friend.",3.630650406504064,4.78881840650407,4.290135501355014,88.64626016260166,72.2520325203252,7.526287262872628,22.338753387533874,7.921354282810032,0.8460558265582656,1428,32,303,19,27,455,155,369,0.047,0.6970000000000001,0.255,0.9977,3,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,5,7,6,4,16,33,0,1,19,0,23,0,0,2,4,70,56,24,0,9,19,0,1,12,6,3,0,1,0,1,23,18,0,0,12,0,3,4,12,5,0,4,3,5,44,28,40,44,14,42,0,1,3,0,34,13,0,11,37,199,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840984991862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615489993678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447269207362662,0.0,0.07205247703860475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245041082554052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323471048634114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901529121356444,0.0,0.06840292029311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816193583400891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054499665744785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233963542586385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298731462843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647938443095894,0.0,0.0,0.30242566820715355,0.0,0.17042609024865454,0.0,0.07415481425976986,0.10944046787469726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769153470526265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927104557492082,0.10635864841969754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38247574362286,0.065387639749687,0.0,0.17320609558319122,0.10957037226953643,0.0,0.0,0.05546473245810453,0.0,0.0,0.08709644061535171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920935199824423,0.0658738229063609,0.0,0.05207396196912194,0.0,0.0,0.09674929715458698,0.05031712576032784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639213683615078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420832634307285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568764727383378,0.05696506951084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242588879978628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851485246595536,0.2089721386214113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188148287628997,0.0,0.0,0.05198784971664217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300797014252722,0.16583297307564412,0.05022495515090394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715712867659028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671285368860005,0.16721268354247196,0.0,0.0,0.3423778256102825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248406331188044,0.26576214887643795,0.0,0.0,0.0679171621952948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382984943338028,0.0,0.0,0.052331609260009716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288905170523469,0.0,0.0,0.06625440768457777,0.0,0.0926892775283143,0.07132972091075666,0.0,0.042012434249824204 lonely,Louie_s,2020/01/31,"Hi, I just need someone to talk I've been feeling very lonely lately, you can message me if you want to talk or feel the same way too, I live in Brazil and I'm 20. I have started to play league of legends and starcraft 2 so I would feel less alone and if you are into those games that's a plus, I could use someone to teach me because I suck at it haha. And if you are the type that just gives one word answers and shows no interest let's just save each other's time, don't message me at all.",2.98734126984127,3.1331957500000023,4.084550264550264,93.25833333333334,72.98148148148148,6.541798941798942,25.61375661375661,5.288315135182226,0.4192867724867719,383,11,92,1,7,125,75,108,0.08900000000000001,0.778,0.133,0.5859,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,1,28,19,11,0,7,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,13,4,10,15,4,8,0,1,0,0,11,4,1,4,3,60,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400445107704073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128524628756275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505001681045624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515706367612109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223355412303981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26144740556367835,0.0,0.0,0.2370012081086245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046577436058432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185501148936935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705380101057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927570649971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404846974467682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725769627398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514733872765403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001754394335264,0.0,0.19123507177656,0.13670434330504064,0.1839687659982293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646432307318791,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uwuplzadoptme92,2020/01/31,"The thot patrol has gotten me mistaken for a thot Please thot patrol forgive me for ebegging. I am not a thot I am a slut and i crave sexy mans penis. Please forgive me because you have mistaken me for a thot. I was possessed by the thot demon. It is an actual thing to be possessed by the thot demon. Please i need an exorcism from daddys big hard penis. This thot demon is attempting to ruin my life. Im not gonna let this evil thot demon fuck with my mental capacity any more. The thot demon is an evil witch that was pestering me for money constantly saying that i was cursed. Little did i know that she mind controlled me into thinking that. They are all the same entity. The thot demon, the nigerian scammer, the scamming sugardaddy and the so called shitlord that still uses vrchat. Vrchat is dead and so is he. These four whoremen of the scamocalypse. I guess this was the curse they were talking about. Its all a made up curse they perpetrated and orchestrated. Im still not convinced. The curse is a false flag once again being staged. The whole matrix is a thot and the programs within are thots as well. Especially the nigerian scammer.",3.3770254403131155,5.8211657762557065,4.426001304631446,81.90479452054795,76.1689497716895,7.093803000652317,24.127201565557733,8.11559375814309,1.6252324853228959,911,30,163,16,21,296,119,219,0.18,0.7390000000000001,0.081,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,2,7,10,3,0,25,0,22,3,0,3,2,23,31,8,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,6,1,1,8,2,21,4,16,19,5,10,6,1,0,2,12,5,1,1,4,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15710039972278375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094768967684058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981363748566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438605119632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739700990259598,0.1805609662292457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883018142763685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734568070934312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442130158462997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34778785812579344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847441982145841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462043993670591,0.1137101037035267,0.0,0.161351585578006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233009285504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622373519790838,0.0,0.16255129891084624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937005647558185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144623967190006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301471949234013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802357687589766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571293603105456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293955081621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695282072161788,0.10315417302725148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904135412241125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474693273195158,0.0,0.0,0.1797365914208901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,serenxp,2020/01/31,"No one wants to spend time with me They say that we’ve gotta hang out sometime but when the time comes, they’re always busy or hanging out with their other friends. I just wanna find someone to go will spend time with me and want to be around me as much as I want to be around them. I’ve got “friends” at school but I don’t seem to exist to them anywhere else. It sucks seeing all my friends having fun on social media while I’m just stuck in my room. Feeling lonely If anyone wants to message, feel free, I’m always open to meeting new people :) (Btw I’m a 14 yo girl)",1.8640495867768607,3.2810240413223184,2.781892561983472,96.66920247933884,77.18181818181819,4.84,20.36446280991736,3.1291,-0.5365080991735538,443,10,102,0,10,140,83,121,0.077,0.705,0.218,0.9657,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,26,22,9,0,6,6,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,3,10,0,0,4,0,3,4,2,2,0,1,2,4,12,6,21,16,2,19,0,1,1,0,12,9,1,3,6,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898863635546936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218003432373754,0.0,0.0,0.310138796082694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500525198293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551655358660182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615522118191776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920996181878955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037450537743994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989983411409164,0.0,0.13931868112035622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805247345291154,0.0,0.0,0.1682374410315983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803821548926285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207640360464172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385258878187232,0.0,0.17629340809539198,0.13880989205640842,0.15857947772572312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756862496484388,0.14759382700309814,0.0,0.17228210544908776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047213869811678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109760255282813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IYarvenI,2020/01/31,"Unwanted for several months I feel Unwanted in this world. everyone have friends girlfriend/boyfriend and only I'm lonely. Most of my time I spend alone watching Netflix or playing games because no one want to go out with me. My ex told me I'm a good person but I'm starting to think Im toxic and that's why no one want spend time with me. Most of my new relations end in 2-3 day because everyone lose interest in me. I feel like shit right now and I don't know what to do",1.7409555555555585,3.526983540000004,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,78.6,7.2444444444444445,27.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.7310777777777773,374,16,82,7,9,125,67,100,0.179,0.6779999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.5789,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,18,15,5,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,3,2,1,3,3,0,2,1,3,11,5,12,14,2,15,0,2,1,0,5,6,1,3,9,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034552410509435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358384836624945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475281115387657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133044325604976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36968046100013535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561817446780475,0.13819359021022345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945128097790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993642220418574,0.16224831256874467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894841799596128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630957707625163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450502360841402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640990432967014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440197985872126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868255784354488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621599300494327,0.14711985330432453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890436568815595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519672166113733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853216409740925,0.19856340254856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691784304566468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394855519038793,0.0,0.0,0.22559286460582964,0.0,0.0,0.18484023050006768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281918734070675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454953198507575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpareCoochie77,2020/01/31,"Anyone else subconsciously avoids human interaction despite wanting it so bad? Sometimes when I get close to someone, particular girls I'll subconsciously do things that will lead to us not talking anymore or secretly wishbshe'll never text me back. I've always wanted love and friends but at times I fear those things and connection all together. Being alone is just so much easier and comfortable. I wear my darkness, my depression like a warm blanket. Always wear a hoodie. Always.",6.440853658536586,9.70801009756098,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,69.97560975609757,8.978048780487804,33.420731707317074,9.516144504307137,4.050385365853659,396,19,54,10,8,124,67,82,0.184,0.628,0.188,0.0956,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,4,3,2,1,2,15,8,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,6,2,7,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,5,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210688102827688,0.0,0.0,0.5078004661020402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017440417399457,0.14224026801145306,0.2084340924211843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642212405249806,0.16985230713207922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521061293176945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993641423425626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289109328046723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571665101831082,0.0,0.10628174787142187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938372329844487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360000915093347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954159946802548,0.0,0.15689475906744296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236228529210426,0.0,0.20119362722071515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350620388074386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27029454049697604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861940232399025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446965665860242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239971983919198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babaalilc,2020/01/31,"Shattered leg so spending all my time inside alone I shattered my entire leg in a nasty accident a couple weeks ago, it was so great cause everyone was around me in hospital etc but I have a long recovery ahead and I can't have people around me all the time.. all my friends work in the bar scene so weekends are tough and I split with my ex a couple months ago so it's been a hard time. It's not like I can even start putting myself out there with people who dont/ start dating etc cause I, yeknow, can't move... Has anyone ever been in this situation? Or does anyone have any advice? Any friendly comments welcome :)",1.023993902439024,3.5830261300813007,2.1821087398374,93.11023628048784,88.5121951219512,4.7010162601626035,19.06961382113821,6.322622252153567,0.0678296747967484,486,14,98,5,16,154,77,123,0.125,0.726,0.149,0.8471,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,7,0,13,3,2,2,4,16,15,8,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,13,5,10,11,5,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,15,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078880971108512,0.2554282914575621,0.0,0.0,0.1492186596081839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595241995820592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014817339006248,0.0,0.0,0.2565152967706037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960102386055453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188333710985288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608135013091165,0.0,0.16885529134133495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213643027718033,0.09516044038971844,0.13032444434464274,0.0,0.1376702152947499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226245874357683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588436329530842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290632557129114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038796105916464,0.0,0.0,0.12750219185811856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499960669589195,0.1531293451751847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997674778965919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448355670831672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619467818632494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039546139798017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520345664622445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556859234626225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488860437104873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swish1738,2020/01/31,"if i went missing if i went missing, nobody would notice, my impact on the world and those around me is so insignificant that nobody would even realize i’m gone or come looking for me.",15.802500000000002,7.386718694444448,14.183333333333335,57.49500000000002,56.5,16.622222222222227,49.88888888888889,11.20814326018867,5.568088888888887,147,5,27,2,1,48,28,36,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.7591,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,6,0,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899232160482278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805434835922374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151078026588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734882017829239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37078751859558334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038150961256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627058083442304,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pappa_Scorch,2020/01/31,"I'm I the only one who thinks this way ? Im starting to think I'm the only consciousness human in my school, or even earth. I also talk to myself a lot more frequently than before and I have my own imageniry audience . What if people in my school can read minds and know my secrets ? This may be because of social isolation lol. I tried to interact today but I can't , it's to wired .",0.7257243319268625,3.008184329113924,3.2181434599156127,87.6242897327708,85.45569620253164,6.549085794655415,20.17018284106892,7.793537801064563,1.0149229254571024,298,9,61,6,9,103,59,79,0.026000000000000002,0.941,0.032,0.1053,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,8,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,3,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085747625349227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378630594901542,0.0,0.1924427423243954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493744045585036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442881054287569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428983871699807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227038670944352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283538537538679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324967100815576,0.34400480826195834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678861898258675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262179574657839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577654224869728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305383323903965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007491608605445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177623399657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898242351724993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437016109601575,0.0,0.0,0.15354559216466251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951270636937547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arcadium98,2020/01/31,"21 years old, never had a relationship I just feel like a loser and yeah I've lost faith in everything.",-0.41357142857143,1.522941809523811,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,107.09523809523807,5.90952380952381,14.773809523809526,7.1686216300943375,0.4337523809523813,82,2,17,2,4,28,19,21,0.226,0.47600000000000003,0.298,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589955953674701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201971498471208,0.28536373544850324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514875121574865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43604162892837867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080767683895612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41915055047004784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288546637538483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572296167614092 lonely,incyvincy,2020/01/31,"An optimistic thought I think sometimes all of us here being lonely, why don't we be there for each other. It's not very possible due to geographical constrains and what not, but it's not entirely impossible...",5.48,7.402605717948718,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.74358974358975,10.328205128205127,33.51282051282051,10.504223727775694,4.008343589743589,169,8,29,5,3,57,35,39,0.048,0.907,0.045,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451595851704143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961856963247553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566766771708708,0.0,0.3180172465421605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818506478577928,0.0,0.0,0.3305219817648307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36146281659226864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ELTANK01982,2020/01/31,"Stuck in a hotel slowly going insane. As title, I'm stuck in a hotel and going insane with boredom. I'm free to talk all night, if anyone wants a chat shoot me a DM.",1.1858333333333313,2.4763970277777787,4.167777777777779,86.555,78.72222222222223,4.800000000000002,14.777777777777779,3.1291,-0.8699888888888894,127,1,26,0,3,46,26,36,0.349,0.569,0.08199999999999999,-0.8316,0,0,0,1,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657167059183031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945032050176108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908308664032562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42039396520018735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308498306065279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pizzacatsbooks,2020/01/31,"A lonely heart- advice? I feel ugly, unwanted, and I don't know what to do. When I was a teenager, I fell in love hard with the wrong person, and it crushed my confidence. I was never with this person because he name called me and bullied me. I am not a masochist. It was tough to cut him out of my life, but I knew I had to do it. It was harder, though because I had to see him every day, especially with other girls. If I didn't have feelings for him, maybe I wouldn't be heartbroken. It's been haunting me through my adulthood no matter how crazy it sounds. I am 27, a virgin, and I don't know how to flirt. I have never been on a date or in a relationship. I had a chance to lose my virginity at 17, but I didn't feel ready, and I didn't want to have sex because of peer pressure. However, after that, I never had the opportunity again, since I moved to a different country, and it's a socially disabled society. It is a lonely place and so challenging to make new friends even at work or school because everyone is stuck in a routine. A family member has mentally and emotionally abused me during my teenage years, and it took a toll on my mental health. Recently, I went back to college, and I am trying to work on a business idea to get out of this vicious cycle. I am doing better, but I feel lonely and unattractive. I've never been the beauty or popular, and I've come to terms that I am not noticeable. I could try to get on a dating app and have a hook up to lose my virginity. Still, I don't want that for myself. Maybe it sounds silly that I am a romantic and I want someone to love me and want me. I don't want crumbs of intimacy. Yet I don't know how to cope with the loneliness anymore. I was wondering if someone else feels the same way and ask for a bit of advice on how to deal with this. Thank you in advance for your reply.",3.5087266519381406,4.128798608355093,5.251605744125328,83.64828228559952,72.05483028720627,8.398835107451296,27.52450291223137,8.617729084823388,1.83020393653344,1429,49,308,24,26,490,180,383,0.191,0.7,0.11,-0.9725,2,6,0,0,1,0,48.0,0,2,0,8,12,20,2,1,23,0,39,9,1,5,4,65,66,31,0,10,10,0,6,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,19,24,0,0,11,0,0,6,16,10,0,0,19,9,50,10,48,44,3,39,0,5,1,6,18,15,0,6,17,223,69,5,0.0,0.11605189099028188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142652470898627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713770115058694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915677852297318,0.0,0.0,0.07531565942917785,0.0,0.2388317944606837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866266936926549,0.10693341237648524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000154520912276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437318561759237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820318954228887,0.0,0.0,0.06316809981388427,0.10097967604081806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233439623904217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182265249631443,0.11017786803787864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064693466870564,0.0,0.08252507851226203,0.09359313046218942,0.0,0.0,0.09233628136059102,0.0,0.2476262509818429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756740737688145,0.0,0.1023471580469684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774181186505405,0.0,0.0,0.1041137199097535,0.0,0.1160683790998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057091960665254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148832031467564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918328742909112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915662358178387,0.0,0.0,0.17680306854501904,0.0,0.06538078442084495,0.0,0.19680306104881606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741628910950446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041027992139506,0.0,0.0,0.3021729134986193,0.09459840365312984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151399323401456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104813482126816,0.10233439623904217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671143976381094,0.10515906789351563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912820165436037,0.07805155689055689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102326793006809,0.0,0.0,0.0998452446587118,0.16598136940191485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822108089534302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017699157076098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623302093700684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882338896649743,0.1329999836208249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886016480853804,0.07774624679962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079840766888747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621999540836763,0.14261404054433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070903259126575,0.0,0.06307504387724712 lonely,kosenSC,2020/01/31,"Anyone happy with being lonely? Sorry if this is inappropriate, I was searching for a sub with people enjoying loneliness talking about their hobbies or what they like to do during their free times without engaging too much in social activities but I stumbled upon this sub full of people extremely sad and depressed and I feel that... I've been a loner for a pretty long time now that I'm 22 years old, I have aspergers and relationships always were a daunting task for me. I mean talking with people correctly, understanding allusions and non verbal signals, and despite all my efforts people around me just seemed to fade away. Every friend that I had were a pain in the ass, I couldn't handle the unnecessary drama over trivial things and I cannot understand how people can initiate fights over the slightest things. At one point in my life I decided that I had enough and I could just do what I do best: being lonely. It's been a good ride, but I want to say that I'm not totally alone, I'm still in good terms with my parents and my older sister but I rarely interact with them since I'm in another country. I also have one friend I made playing overwatch and I also rarely talk to him, but he knows how weird I am and he accepts it. It's fine to know that you can have people you can count on when you really need to and vice versa, they can count on me. But other than these people I'm alone and I like it. No interaction with people in university or at the gym or whatever, I just live my life I can do whatever I want, eat what I want, spend money how I want, work when I want, when I succeed it's because I worked, when I failed it's because I didn't. I can shop for the clothes I really want to wear, I can be very cordial and normal when I need to talk to someone briefly but it never goes deeper than small talks. I like the silence, I like being able to walk alone in the park with music, or listening to the leaves crunching under my feet. I like the nights where I can just put a series on Netflix and watch it in one go. I like cooking myself a nice dinner and enjoying it peacefully under the lights of my led strip. I like being invisible around people and being a silent observer of things going on. I like not having to deal with relationships except the rare ones that I find cool. Only thing I really miss is my dog, I couldn't bring my baby boy with me when I moved out. I had a period in my life when I really suffered from loneliness like you guys. Seeing people fading away, no one giving a shit about your problems and just boasting about themselves, just being here in the moment and no one around noticing you. It's horrific. I found my way out and my inner peace, but if you are still suffering please seek help, professionnal if possible. If you're feeling lonely, reply to this post, I'll be happy to exchange some words with Internet strangers. Loners have a bond few people can 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lonely,tylers-anon,2020/01/31,"im so tired of being boring. it seems like whenever someone talks to me, i’m just repeating the same dull stories, or complaining about how much my life sucks. its no wonder why i don’t have any 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lonely,kyperonDST,2020/01/31,Driving myself crazy I don't like it but whenever I find myself overthinking about my close friend ghosting me my brain always thinks that they hate me and don't want anything to do with me anymore even though I know that isn't the truth and that they're just 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lonely,ConnectAct7,2020/01/31,please just talk to me im crying so hard why wont anyone be my 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lonely,Quickmaniacguy,2020/01/31,"Complicated Mess... At this point I don't know who I am, I have the wisdom and experience to carry me through this life but I find no reason too. I often find myself contemplating suicide due to how people treat me and how empty I feel. Imagine being able to see how things end and trying to warn people, you could save so many people from themselves. The thing is though, people believe they are right, that they can't be wrong. So when you try to help it tends to make people ignore you and even judge you, harshley. The logical thing to do is to just follow them and try to subconsciously help them and guide them the best you can, but in doing so you might lose a piece of yourself. Which might be what i've done... I can't recall anything that I truly love or like to do, and the things I THINK make me happy only cause me pain now. So, you try to get help from the people you ""follow"" to gain their ignorant stance on a subject you already know the ending too. It's a never ending cycle or pain and suffering that you should know how to prevent. People might say to leave these people behind to listen to yourself, but the best choices are never the easiest. So, I do what is responsible and try to do my best. Not just for myself but for the world we must build. I am aware there's people who are unchangeable, but the most inspiring stories are the ones that are the most seemingly impossible. Life is more complicated than you could ever conceive and this is even more so with people. And it is because of this complication that I feel compelled to write any of this. Due to reasons that I can't really explain I will always try to help another, even if they are horrid. The question I ask is how long should I keep trying? How long should I try to make you all hear? How long can I bear a world that doesn't want me? Idk honestly, all I can do is hope that someone will hear. But even more so, understand...",4.4821923076923085,5.400214607894737,5.139473684210528,84.24670040485833,70.02631578947367,7.846153846153848,24.878542510121456,8.012643519586192,1.2599291497975709,1501,39,303,19,26,484,175,380,0.10400000000000001,0.701,0.195,0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,1,45.0,1,12,7,5,28,20,0,0,18,0,46,5,0,14,6,79,71,36,1,9,12,0,2,1,0,9,4,4,0,0,26,13,0,4,17,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,1,7,47,12,35,56,11,22,0,2,1,1,35,7,0,12,14,236,73,0,0.07137088389527545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875954512789199,0.0,0.05938629280317208,0.0,0.0,0.04853464846068031,0.07483859470620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873215625239265,0.0,0.06672214208095294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435070283819656,0.0,0.0,0.08041054583133374,0.2246980182434176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331755777523175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396768657739816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303719366648763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964025739165985,0.0,0.0,0.1885591827919692,0.06455905054349237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981441944847132,0.0,0.0,0.07217452670513883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304633897754022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728834111068066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597563304271411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088034645563998,0.0,0.19135359616535375,0.0,0.0,0.07088739157667352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343772090015026,0.0,0.0,0.1176707138369408,0.0,0.0,0.075571460902989,0.0,0.0,0.100822731966054,0.034868208788636064,0.0,0.0,0.18948295900973947,0.0,0.07984576311373855,0.0,0.0,0.06441500922083497,0.0,0.14292185761227724,0.07235887416662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227139687496886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009125107092772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483627580204318,0.0542807732975581,0.15188730497207134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494795844606347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746855438940555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995172395681463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572201577924274,0.14676231089654054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609503448826809,0.0,0.05675699149104639,0.0,0.0,0.05687335404504652,0.0649733721953229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047231831719457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806816301823036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896625757152425,0.045731580570108864,0.07012153105733794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387649162056252,0.0,0.0,0.07429960716438988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209639647727277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803285755042848,0.0,0.0 lonely,ayoungboi_,2020/01/31,"19 yo girl, empty house for the weekend, just now realizing how lonely I am usually im home alone because my mum works shifts in an hospital, i spend the day watching Netflix (friends/himym/the ranch/gg/that 70s show) and snacking here and there. i take a class of sort of “minor accounting” for a year and its only like 8 hours a week(2 days) i stopped working 3 months ago and will start working again in May hopefully (ill be qualified to work in accounting related job) thats just a short background to my life friends? well where i live, people my age usually are in the military. i didnt want to serve in the army (my friends wanted to but now not really but its too late, im kinda lucky in that area). ANYWAYS i have like 2/3 “close”friends (we go years back) but they made new friends in the army like really good friends and im so lonely in my everyday life. now before you’re saying they’re in the military and have much more important things on their mind let me assure you they do not. they’re not doing anything really important most day they’re on ig posting stories and selfies like 24/7 (i have been off social media for a while now so thank god i don’t see it anymore) the point tho, my mums spending the weekend at her friends bc her friends dad passed away, so i invited my 2 friends over and they were like “yeah cool” it was late at night so i told them we’ll discuss who brings what tomorrow. next day i texted each of them what to buy friend 1- get booze (like 20$) friend 2- get snacks (15$ top) and im getting sodas, hookah, weed, and whatever friend 2 replied immediately: idk if i can make it me: ok when will you know? friend 2: look, i just came back from (army friend)’s birthday and idk its not really worth it for me to come over considering im the only one who pays for taxi (me and friend 2 are neighbors) i didn’t reply. friend 1 later that day: hey listen I don’t think I’ll come, first off i don’t have any money (note: she always says it and i always end up paying for her bc she “forgot” her cc or makes planes to go out with me then i get ready and she cancels last min bc she “just realized” she doesn’t have money so i end up paying for her) second thing is ive got stuff at home to deal with and im like so tired so i could tell friend 2 was waiting for me to offer to buy the booze and beg her to come since she’s used to it but i just said “that’s cool friend 1 isn’t coming either so whatever,” these are my only 2 friends basically. i feel so pathetic when my dad called to check up on me i lied that they were still coming over. What do you guys think? What should I do today and in general?",0.4062463219840282,2.684006387978144,2.018754098360656,95.63264564943256,87.1238615664845,5.418534398206528,19.010816869833267,6.8785474669866105,0.12464683200224158,2053,58,465,28,65,666,273,549,0.057,0.733,0.21,0.9984,1,5,0,0,0,0,63.0,2,3,7,6,32,34,0,0,16,4,36,9,0,5,1,71,71,38,0,6,16,4,1,7,17,5,4,4,3,2,24,28,5,3,6,4,13,10,11,2,1,3,13,10,66,32,53,50,5,85,0,2,3,0,61,31,0,8,50,262,90,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672857421140149,0.0,0.0,0.054596733740321486,0.0,0.0,0.08772603188913364,0.0,0.0,0.035847936599623084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052279011404741824,0.0,0.0,0.04337986738279585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049527379575066616,0.08106900146112525,0.0,0.03213451100481801,0.0,0.04485649342101165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382780216737819,0.060291797024817614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270460738163072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208855459355087,0.0,0.0,0.1699837329620587,0.054346742540274384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337950157703527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02665423506188257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483926316891343,0.0,0.0,0.6923657572562061,0.0,0.11016542865237544,0.0,0.05991817983711946,0.044214753290347984,0.042160917515564604,0.0,0.0,0.05219603435280255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575467655977244,0.052357785613960726,0.05191355344425712,0.0608259117506996,0.0,0.0,0.341646798262467,0.0,0.052311399725639036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028970727944157292,0.04296967558249115,0.1189293964094072,0.0,0.0,0.05390455217539712,0.07446817928944023,0.1802768464073775,0.0,0.046548218493654016,0.0,0.044267235620519686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049880108699410036,0.07037520414631858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322701711092037,0.0,0.042076526645552025,0.0,0.038751513634041966,0.0,0.0,0.05091237454534369,0.05606288938423413,0.0494693584063828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035720977451889666,0.12027616031827967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036545871103970215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983261519199085,0.0,0.05048629813026129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350820475552929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014393719448162,0.08384200141903568,0.0,0.0,0.04200694667988469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043606306284713715,0.0,0.0,0.05373619740218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731187434535356,0.0,0.04209818362779077,0.044072013041038124,0.0,0.0,0.060345943400448875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039635040953961066,0.0,0.046075142155717314,0.04853279329170778,0.0,0.0,0.07004286839606302,0.06755515298337607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060588017683977965,0.0499675571274878,0.05037134168177425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045528744369235576,0.11611601974164446,0.0,0.062185222304120435,0.0,0.042284709443446734,0.0,0.04739702184417763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350828697367536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678933287313701 lonely,samerkia,2020/01/31,"Pretty sure I'm gonna die alone I'm in college and so socially anxious and akward that I cant talk to people. I really want a girlfriend but I'm scared of committing, talking to people, rejection, and I'm not very affectionate at all towards people... but my dog I am XD... I really want a girlfriend but it doesnt helo all my friends always run my insecurities in my face ya know, I also wanna live my life my way doing my own thing but I'm never gonna meat someone that way, and my friends say the same thing. I just wanna hurry up graduate college get a job, a house, a dog, and then spend the rest of my life playing games and being lonely cuz I'm never gonna do anything about it...",0.9016666666666672,3.0032997222222235,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000001,83.02777777777777,6.062222222222222,22.1,7.3011,0.9284533333333332,536,18,110,8,15,189,83,144,0.16399999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.126,-0.8266,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,7,0,6,3,1,1,6,25,19,14,1,4,6,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,16,5,12,15,5,11,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,70,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239359025654136,0.0,0.13311123174820064,0.13850101059395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804285508031507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697543004206786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275041317297432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720008481652723,0.0,0.08696405657646405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206272223545848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651774637827421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147741010283696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513928229910305,0.0,0.0,0.14697975421633155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567553691457609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34618960679766386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693410506699885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326623006444956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323689408570514,0.16664702342126986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967637736274793,0.14103384475691028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687860109370536,0.0,0.0,0.2675748762071548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116600623209068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373399479151632,0.19635485494237825,0.2642429603052611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sheasaddy,2020/01/31,"I miss this and that, but I'm also tired 🥺 I miss being excited. I miss my energy. Hi. I just really need to let this out. I've been single for 3 years now, there are times I want to be in a relationship again, but I change my mind after a minute or so; there's this constant reminder that it's draining, emotionally and mentally. I love tenderly and loyally, I guess I'm just afraid to commit again. I feel like, the more I love, the greater the tendecy to be in pain. My first and last relationship lasted for 6 months only, it took me 2 years to move on (on and off). Yup, I know. Stupid. I'm judging myself too. But I belive a person's impact isn't measured on time. The experience taught me a lot, I continued to learn to love myself. I focused more on my goals and dreams. My perspective widen etc. I trusted the whole process. But it's also the reason why my walls are thicker and higher. Sure, I can work on letting a person in my life again. But how can I make sure I won't be left building another set of walls again? That they won't ghost me? Or make it look all true, fuel it with sweet words etc. just to know I'm an insignificant love? I guess I just want to be sure we'll put the same effort and loyalty in the relationship, that we're on the same page. The word is ASSURANCE. I'm willing to put an effort in meeting someone, but my social life has been dead since I graduated college. My mind is always in the state of: I need to work more, build myself, achieve this and that, get more jobs than I should have, etc. I like being productive, but I sometimes feel I'm missing the fun of life. I miss cuddles, having someone to talk to about anything, being excited, being loved and able to give it back without hesitation. I've tried dating apps and man, it's fucking tiring. The whole process of hi hellos, getting to know each other, trying to find that ""connection"", ghosting etc. It's mentally exhausting. If you've made it this far, thank you. Just really need to let it out, been stressed these past weeks due to work and this whole frustration. This post may have or have not made me sound cynical, but I/I'm also: - VERY INDEPENDENT - naturally caring and thoughtful (like a mom) - funny and witty (tHIS IS ACCORDING TO MY FRIENDS AND PEOPLE I'VE TALKED TO) - like to make fun of myself as a copping mechanism when I'm suffering - VERY VERY SUPPORTIVE :(( can cheer you up in any way possible, as long as you're not being stupid/trying to hurt others/etc. - sensitive to others' feelings. I always symphatise with others more than I do with myself looool Probably just a rant, but can also use your helping words. Or send me a message if you're interested in talking, I guess??? We'll see. That's just it. To you reading this, I really hope you're well :)x",2.6752308952778208,4.665295149635035,4.146085207805752,85.25656412930141,76.51824817518249,7.393177416952184,24.322359600774607,8.290611406555254,1.5276291821838233,2154,72,433,40,49,714,252,548,0.09,0.6559999999999999,0.254,0.9988,1,2,0,0,0,0,99.0,2,4,1,8,25,45,4,2,24,1,38,15,0,9,7,90,88,40,3,9,25,1,3,4,1,7,8,1,0,3,31,21,0,0,10,2,0,5,6,15,1,1,8,7,57,30,60,61,20,54,0,7,2,7,32,22,1,12,27,284,88,11,0.06428261576515511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056271384109006,0.1069765717791822,0.0,0.0,0.043714383065127205,0.06740592753428551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289911554088983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942936359433652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554041098433458,0.0,0.06800248390886153,0.0,0.0,0.06946667082450281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230929053225951,0.0,0.0,0.3584605446010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288073308519776,0.0,0.0,0.09750966602206024,0.04592351354690077,0.0,0.0,0.0587531462315756,0.054678760131051454,0.0,0.0,0.049664589480235895,0.05942824243861546,0.06717002714034193,0.061665742537353116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124436456545038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308728232799835,0.0,0.0,0.06384714195222467,0.0,0.0,0.06881586970128108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379057717658479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598413346667708,0.10479782307007376,0.0,0.0,0.06984325011723629,0.19719998970101568,0.1362141377331906,0.12562095609004906,0.0,0.0,0.05688809209621324,0.053981207252246366,0.0,0.0,0.05465078115544132,0.2900878524446834,0.12165153065122973,0.12872743555779906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956351451738024,0.0,0.12981423401788306,0.0752870226618867,0.05130977061181904,0.06832224735910733,0.0,0.14299423520338722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888982597500662,0.06840123543552559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136503047742815,0.044565471835400265,0.11225820118011348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246899063471028,0.06156497654678573,0.0,0.06930753219496451,0.0,0.0,0.12924356764318404,0.0,0.0,0.06430001155391793,0.0,0.12354326912882672,0.06609323526111659,0.0,0.20704641670320612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122492206650912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531752440391585,0.0,0.0,0.06552803147188517,0.10893290346568622,0.0,0.0635771506939674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363551917069765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729471505868366,0.18175681381544956,0.0,0.0,0.1550037947094723,0.0,0.05918279595475118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051033216479673765,0.07496742039952838,0.14776682093451152,0.0,0.0,0.07142035137926465,0.13093102944845952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055519540610098686,0.0,0.15911967067917365,0.07583110456686633,0.05102454828490696,0.0515636368991979,0.0,0.057797791604674034,0.0,0.058005062206776675,0.21530773451172225,0.0,0.061966147667116514,0.0,0.14039552963787486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279179392882895 lonely,PixelG11,2020/01/31,"Am I here? It's just so weird feeling alone in a group o people, I mean, what's the point od being here if I'm not even talking to anyone? I just stare at them not lisenting what they say. Do any of you did that every before? Or felt that way?",-0.706666666666667,1.164540555555554,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,87.88888888888891,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.4352,186,3,46,0,6,62,45,54,0.109,0.856,0.035,-0.57,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353003116872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201564725898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636876766469094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548161208320765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138293254124417,0.0,0.2727676026884094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636942855692032,0.0,0.31084423460080657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526512453020819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244427666740199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060419600472232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574535808496733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021251503150616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569722772745278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scythal,2020/01/31,"I always feel lonely 99% of the time despite there being other people around me. Nobody understands me anymore. I myself have been a victim of bullying, and honestly I find myself constantly at odds with people of my age and also family members.",6.99128787878788,8.507577977272728,8.366363636363637,61.20287878787883,64.68181818181819,10.412121212121212,30.57575757575757,10.504223727775694,3.981584848484848,197,7,25,5,3,68,36,44,0.179,0.758,0.063,-0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,6,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580792038414709,0.2685290345216197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32005169174872866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872893724925782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487458559887216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042318554917252,0.0,0.16317701491673656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949603893689693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474670640843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818072672973093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359630789434213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HeavenlyRose,2020/01/31,"Lonely Teardrop You're on your couch with a good drink and a snack, lost in an episode of whatever it is you're binge-watching, and suddenly a single tear rolls down your cheek. You aren't sad at all so it catches you by surprise. It shocks you out of the world of TV and back to real life, where you remember that you're a miserable loner. The crushing realization is that no matter how distracted your brain may be, your body *still* weeps silently to itself because it is stuck with such a loser. And even more crushing is the fact that it's just *one* tear. Even your tears have no friends.",3.9502564102564084,5.492910521367524,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,71.99145299145297,7.2512820512820495,26.67521367521368,7.793537801064563,1.353557264957265,469,16,97,6,9,144,79,117,0.258,0.653,0.08800000000000001,-0.9620000000000001,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,0,2,9,11,0,2,9,0,8,6,3,1,2,15,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,9,3,13,6,3,11,0,6,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148056531745757,0.0,0.17029134444552252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102988424099861,0.0,0.3118509737963315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736601492558388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36902079893031264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582787653312147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343085221060792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731568916215428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049474231344905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892972099148622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179655228808264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31645314001801683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309212321967847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Username_Bond,2020/01/31,"Fell from a bus. It's nothing about loneliness but I wanna tell you bad thing happened to me. I live in one of the most dangerous traffic countries. Today I took a bus and the driver won't stop after I rang bell, people in the bus help me rang the bell. The driver part and passenger part is separated. Then the bus stop immediately and those who were hanging almost fell down. And while I stepped off the bus, it speed up and some people holding me to not let my face hit the ground, it was my ass instead. Thanks to em. Hurt a bit but not hurt anymore rn. Fuck this. Then I said to the driver how careless he is that he didn't see me come up to pay the ride but speed up instead. Damn.",1.0155868544600928,3.1853314507042283,2.561154929577466,93.56154460093893,83.08450704225352,5.195117370892019,20.734272300469485,6.42735559955562,0.1332492018779341,534,16,118,5,15,174,87,142,0.193,0.7020000000000001,0.105,-0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,13,0,7,3,2,1,0,19,15,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,3,0,0,1,7,4,7,0,1,5,4,13,1,17,7,5,24,0,2,1,2,7,8,3,3,9,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839679088332156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219975098382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533975813936826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057342181325724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582575377752276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984513367513415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624619888202967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314288503914946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933496973415458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878649905449703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222712691761826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628320941013545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449266008964685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39789926298403866,0.0,0.2547350623400105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475871529878773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640015216454155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071944011819977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057838895084425,0.16914365085902894,0.0,0.0,0.1220546528811974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414400581172446,0.0,0.20411842298156424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anushyutj,2020/01/31,"Talking to myself I've been lonely for a while now. Ever since I was little my parents used to leave me at home alone to go to work and never came back before 10. I never had many friends, the ones I had or have are not that close. Because of this solitude I find myself alone with just my thoughts. During which I tend to look into myself and face my problems , mistakes and conflicts within my brain. But I also tend to talk to myself, a lot, out loud. I can't talk about this , not with my parents, or at school. Is really that unusual? Should I be worried?",1.7544167337087693,3.84977478761062,3.0358326629123087,91.59402252614643,79.88495575221239,4.817055510860822,20.892196299275945,5.565023196281405,0.015874336283186352,433,12,88,2,11,140,77,113,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.9486,2,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,2,1,3,26,17,8,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,6,2,18,1,17,9,1,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,3,6,71,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34104577726061697,0.0,0.13166679638763612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660208185051378,0.0,0.10036625391048047,0.0,0.14010103366913051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379861947878445,0.0,0.18831037472469128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893111067437514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048283221346986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720455950133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357172496703783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515267212604298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433561232417755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501785633143468,0.0,0.0,0.1382605949578011,0.0,0.0,0.13997555634781522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692450409448725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539692290932785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156792435177776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656382686617002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754332758852269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547600274397663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662984556804752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619630334544575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970069949918854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307099865351072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220068626228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986374793016755,0.1672053062393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LBlaze1906,2020/01/31,"How can I deal with loneliness? Hi guys I'm new here. I'm basically asking this because I can no longer handle being lonely anymore. My bestfriend no longer talks to me and I'm depressed knowing I won't hear from her soon, she was basically the only person who understood me the most and now I feel like I lost everything.",1.5571875000000013,4.203935343750004,3.570625000000004,83.711875,86.1875,6.325,23.625,7.645422480735847,1.5483812500000007,258,10,48,5,8,87,48,64,0.233,0.7290000000000001,0.038,-0.8957,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,14,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,10,1,3,9,1,3,0,3,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038885201951896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643112393892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723475331446738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914787472527789,0.24351203732153576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409647013699355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295508215715416,0.201979965264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994381987923816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186534667417491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155379165216871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381259532858806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862952129001386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730591468503151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215026346844164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468659932988619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724496053909346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vidaesmortum,2020/01/31,Lonely even though loved I feel like a terrible person because even around people who loves me and I love. I still feel alone. I am wishing I was with someone. I kinda think I’m shitty for bringing this way. 🙃,2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.28571428571429,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.3939333333333335,165,5,32,1,4,53,34,42,0.214,0.469,0.317,0.7402,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,3,10,0,4,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753274923255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416610034602006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980687527065347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029610516982657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192793045287535,0.1638444559995875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204661633577898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209797470397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899927782700912,0.20025562596668106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943236800747299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831555957608679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695532235764694,0.22533076863471116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820437660508548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637359822677986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darkdweller3,2020/01/31,"I don’t cry anymore... I laugh At least I don’t need tissues no more, but it’s kinda becoming an automatic response whenever I think of my lonely situation. Plus I’m sure my neighbours know with the way they look at me. Anyway have a great day everyone!",2.1405882352941177,4.3567214901960805,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,79.19607843137254,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.515734117647059,200,9,39,5,5,70,43,51,0.128,0.6659999999999999,0.207,0.7424,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,5,8,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031279236962554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375722626451048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357479925065203,0.197122381048904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29206673591394544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369860452240415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798015826452592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667346915829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266395306041929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34356936153037865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880765011866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958515732087494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261494855650714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zlpq,2020/01/31,"Hey I have nobody to talk to, even online. I’d just like someone to message occasionally. I’m always available, so if you personally want someone to talk to, I’m fairly certain that I might be able to help a little. Please reach out to me if you’d like to have a chat about absolutely anything.",4.545508474576273,5.41370723728814,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,69.84745762711864,7.933898305084746,30.00423728813559,8.07648339933343,2.0595050847457625,233,9,45,3,4,80,39,59,0.02,0.755,0.225,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,2,27,6,0,0.2662104741523619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215084401712161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906853762497752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582950748685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843526934836834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601139817207958,0.26681283110157744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240724418326396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324447178131809,0.0,0.2922191591142602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511185417273105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279397905002619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701783493061708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NicoTheCatto,2020/01/31,"Mostly a vent post / cry for help even tho i'm mostly fine This is my first post on reddit so i hope i fllow the reddiquette well enough I'm a 17 yr old asperger with an abnormaly high amount of empathy, i always look out for everyone and always try to help, but i'm not exactly sure why's that. Aspergers aren't supposed to behave like this from every material i've ever read about. Even if there's this large discrepancy, the several tests i took are quite insistent on me being an asperger, even if in a slight aspect. Or maybe it's just wrong, to be frank i dont really understand myself well, but again, who does? it doesn't really matter that i'm asperger or not, normal people can be awkward as well. Anyhow, the problem is that wanting to be an extravert while acting like the total opposite by default isn't great. But i mean i can live with it. I can't push myself to be an extravert since loneliness isn't an issue for me. thanks to ""years of training against my several handicaps"" (which i'd rather just call growing up, but my mom seems to want me to believe i'm a special snowflake), i can handle myself really well and being alone just feels... meh to me. Being with people isn't that great either. I don't exactly feel at ease with others, they say it's cause i can't relax and i'm always on edge but i wish they'd teach me how to not be on edge. So, if you were brave enough (or caring enough) (or bored enough) to go through this boring post, can you please tell me if there's anyone else like me? i dont think they'd want to meet me since i hardly see how i could cope with myself, but at least they may have some advices about how to deal with all this. TL;DR : i'm an introverted autist, wanting to be extraverted, what do? anyone else like me?",2.8973132183908064,4.43686965277778,4.329157088122607,86.13500000000002,74.69444444444444,7.6321839080459775,22.69157088122605,8.326086129247049,1.2166973180076628,1385,37,287,24,29,460,180,360,0.10800000000000001,0.73,0.162,0.9563,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,4,2,24,23,0,1,14,0,33,0,0,4,6,63,58,25,0,14,22,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,0,6,2,0,5,13,5,4,1,2,6,37,18,41,43,12,24,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,15,10,194,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445303061047499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950972775041349,0.0,0.0,0.21573634610731032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086005326331907,0.17710424666724842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737082710114182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824908721319355,0.0,0.08811554750086144,0.08878177815860817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900293854565978,0.0,0.09493326569087884,0.0,0.0890998745829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563067081728099,0.0,0.20257776335568567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439317615793526,0.0,0.0,0.3571984848698186,0.0,0.17124772064550814,0.0781759168936611,0.07281637685606213,0.08258232263130469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739765771089096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351264377587563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911704049943864,0.0,0.0,0.19056665403443127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741938516120479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585705416352185,0.0913122395018878,0.0,0.08583903861741425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902047343036283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688905998179061,0.0,0.07631442540960323,0.0,0.07257482155438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682503620779887,0.09414162724452894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121934119619044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467766981637527,0.0,0.0,0.09068798473200153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198317462900598,0.0,0.0,0.09486815882520827,0.0,0.0,0.2483123709703785,0.0,0.0,0.08269658386983521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192310423790996,0.08644789737036344,0.0,0.16609726176320172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872823891592267,0.0,0.0,0.06886914478852252,0.07867762772658182,0.0,0.19527019233838128,0.0,0.142982494971608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145407757253008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755388307666108,0.07956807700566808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537733612820259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602081021420536,0.0586765690125644,0.0,0.0,0.08997096249118408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390165994234016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108240534410957,0.0,0.07798467750520083,0.0,0.09938392094163967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449163417803867,0.0,0.05565455068904713 lonely,tomtomathom,2020/01/31,"I HAVE A PROPOSITION Hi, i'm a teen gamer and i was wondering if some of these wonderful people at r/lonely would like to start a discord server, so we could be a little more in touch. If there is already one, i would like to join. in the event we all want one and it hasn't been done already, i'm happy to put in effort to make one and make it a nice friendly place If you think that this post/idea is stupid, please ignore and please don't put any negative comments. i don't need that and frankly, no one else does",0.8257272727272706,2.7821039363636366,2.255454545454544,96.70318181818182,82.36363636363637,5.454545454545455,19.090909090909093,6.574015621080383,-0.1146363636363632,403,10,94,4,11,130,73,110,0.091,0.662,0.247,0.9493,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,1,23,23,9,0,8,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,3,1,7,5,9,16,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,4,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387125466620355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436382253585308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225320857780721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430129266022556,0.15705152834271102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282032143822755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856935954258452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337004048442982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324722284474384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995388529942102,0.15381572496308846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488279139971605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379492621595433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159768293760505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063957138987188,0.0,0.16034188747798905,0.3369245895835651,0.0,0.0,0.14698037204780592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085564020729371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862577325299863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983363990525133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090519680077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328600192626769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803919630530494,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DrunkCarrieFisher,2020/01/31,"It’s my birthday and literally no one cares. I didn’t expect anyone to, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less. I’ve never been more than an afterthought to everyone anyway, and I hope this is my last birthday ever.",4.20810606060606,5.0331205681818245,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,70.5909090909091,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.8436303030303032,171,5,34,3,3,58,36,44,0.135,0.738,0.127,-0.09,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,4,2,3,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014785822514634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469242629309905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600505879640281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31943607729288065,0.0,0.33744117425526554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507485024043545,0.0,0.0,0.3780445373332253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878568904820344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357242306112751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27236396051604944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392973499308811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ortertro,2020/01/31,Hii from romania Lonely girl from Romania.. Message me if you re from Europe xx,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,87.0,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.373000000000001,63,3,10,2,2,22,12,15,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ninastrife17,2020/01/31,"I wish I could express how much I suck at human interaction Can you all guys just kill me? I wanna die. why am I like this? Why am I a loser? I don't know how to start and maintain conversations. I can't express myself fully. I wanted to help but I only ended up ruining someone's day. Maybe that's why I don't have friends. Because I have an awful personality. I am awkward. Why do I always end up sounding bs and unsincere? I hate myself. Please, I want to rest.. My mind couldn't handle how unlikeable I am. Please.. life is so difficult for me. I don't like this feeling I don't wanna live anymore",-0.5816463157894702,1.6220139680000043,2.551789473684213,88.48536842105267,97.32,4.8715789473684215,20.178947368421053,6.5966054737557815,0.5611600000000001,466,17,96,7,19,165,76,125,0.249,0.631,0.12,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,3,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,3,1,2,1,16,1,0,3,1,18,24,7,2,7,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,2,25,3,9,22,3,7,0,2,0,0,10,3,1,0,6,66,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152631706942067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676226730021856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096357575790773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620547076518776,0.0,0.0,0.10194161927427063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405097348692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800049578835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992458558760553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212394610258573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565134548141678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606070476697495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059505172558686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488025628241854,0.0,0.08687075129833025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164901853971353,0.15444934742691818,0.0,0.13957808446984735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880185394653698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960492862683678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619912036126905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021882260221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138020012386784,0.0,0.34702523972191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339316016790566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188226139769653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646673261456986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705318146996092,0.0,0.18177188962221047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SomeKiddodude,2020/01/31,"I am just wanting to talk to someone. I have been sick for the past week and a few days, but I have had literally no one to talk to except my brother and mom. None of my friends have even texted me to see how I'm doing. Just not in a good spot right now.",1.7255263157894731,2.1350201052631594,3.4236403508771933,95.89756578947369,76.01754385964912,6.401754385964912,23.021929824561404,5.985473137389443,0.059003508771929614,194,5,51,1,4,65,43,57,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,9,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985310155499354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332509154306005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378360400326826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258201173725898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36053791087671583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086000173776308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938676428815428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628932575832098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453082315344539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083141591104364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948594710980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157171749768486,0.0,0.2469302844971405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,R2knatoon,2020/01/31,Please talk to me Kik saugapipe So I'm lonely I'm sick Bout to be homeless crying my eyes out kik:saugapipe,0.21942028985506928,2.581161086956527,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,90.30434782608695,3.066666666666667,20.71014492753623,3.1291,-0.7448724637681159,87,3,20,0,3,26,18,23,0.33399999999999996,0.5820000000000001,0.084,-0.7832,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281925408514965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277617156073125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596622238517156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frustrat10n,2020/01/31,"I just feel... inadequate? I (30, M) haven't had a serious relationship for 7 years and I just miss being emotionally vulnerable and connected to someone. I'm surrounded by friends and family who love me, support me, and would do anything for me but of course, it's not the same as a romantic relationship. I dated around a lot but nothing stuck. Consequently, I've become more and more closed off as I've gotten older. Now, I just sleep around since sex is so easy to come by. However, I'm so tired of being treated like just a piece of meat and I'm tired of not being seen for who I am. Sometimes, someone I'm sleeping with will express interest for more than just sex and sometimes, I reciprocate those romantic advances. The moment that happens though, they disappear. For example, I was sleeping with this dude for a few months and we started hanging out outside of the bedroom. He made me meet his friends, his coworkers, and his roommates. I said I'm not looking for anything serious and he says he wants us to be exclusive. A few weeks pass and I expressed that I might be open to that. Boom. We never speak again. What's awkward is we're sorta neighbors and every time we bump into each other, I wave and he pretends like we've never met. Of course, this isn't the first person who has done this. It's like the moment I stop resisting their romantic advances, I become the most repulsive thing to them. These interactions and all the meaningless sex have made me feel like I'm not good enough. Which is kind of BS.",3.512417582417584,5.662023632653067,4.633605442176876,81.98218210361071,74.57823129251702,7.924437467294607,28.65463108320251,8.730908602173464,2.3861563579277867,1204,51,227,25,26,394,158,294,0.098,0.742,0.16,0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,3,3,12,16,0,1,13,0,20,9,3,2,3,53,43,21,0,2,11,0,2,4,3,3,2,4,2,1,17,27,0,1,2,1,0,6,8,4,0,1,10,8,29,12,31,25,12,29,0,1,2,4,32,8,0,4,19,155,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904688569444415,0.2060452255336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556253569976037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968957666907498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843010439037795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017862182872444,0.0,0.11957814228098497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750597990641964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909822513699922,0.0,0.1170312864298578,0.08267623232178173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843832769992553,0.0,0.0,0.1788226039734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970673036523964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023380441651641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051308695699653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261557652721488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718252126416753,0.0,0.0,0.09838795707039373,0.10444919750292904,0.21900959734166905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276930675572086,0.0,0.0,0.09237312626673716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785134080634821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110443064324809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104937976178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248497502719235,0.0,0.0,0.11008399721289353,0.09203169083771376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573154339462776,0.0,0.3474352616225729,0.0,0.19611221657109232,0.0,0.22891625118200945,0.0,0.08191299888381644,0.0,0.0,0.09675393740940974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132696310289854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688465805337506,0.0,0.1137023456987518,0.0,0.06748203030225647,0.266025028867968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920674693769386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825947683624772,0.0,0.09283016246743134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220997608913057,0.0,0.0,0.07452515128449792 lonely,Kitty_Katarina,2020/01/31,I cannot maintain relationships no matter how hard I try If I ever want to be friends with somebody I need to make the first move. I’m always the one sending the first text or asking to hang out. But the second I stop putting in effort I might as well have disappeared. I have no actual friends all I do is read or go eat something. Nobody seems to like me for very long like once the novelty of me is gone I’m left in my own. I’ve had trust issues and self deprecating humor but I feel like I’m only there to make people laugh on occasion.I don’t think anybody would miss me if I were gone. I’ve gone 20 years like this and I’m sick of it. Why am I here?,-0.06453671328671362,1.9821825944055969,2.1711494755244765,95.41518575174828,86.69230769230771,5.2533216783216785,18.028409090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.15659405594405618,513,13,121,6,16,173,94,143,0.07400000000000001,0.723,0.204,0.9292,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,3,2,24,30,10,0,5,6,0,2,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,1,0,9,4,1,1,4,5,2,15,10,14,22,2,20,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,6,10,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.16156203572762934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775863536094085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477563605283545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940853896653568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975790343650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371177789860816,0.11827562712066365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28164938373348386,0.0,0.0,0.25582147413290146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409118946705083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830865140803345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280093954937442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798807096788215,0.0,0.0,0.3235357274193279,0.0,0.0,0.14651480796446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102429296463685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563229890770468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596337972787526,0.0,0.12276015441811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763152961298423,0.11218729495824356,0.1259153401036811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477800198970098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664328666696837,0.0,0.0,0.16560414487098418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774877462753574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071900713001046,0.17271450102555935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745567009373832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138415023303819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608374146400007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240392572717776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366037960603941,0.09765118950163626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148857731481079,0.0,0.14939155519259295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760860654211212,0.0,0.0,0.10661478827590536 lonely,Surfacinq,2020/01/31,"I want to be someone's #1. I see so many people with friends or s/o's with that one person that they spend all of their time with. Throughout the past 3 years I've always gotten close to someone who has a person in their life who is better than me. Hi, I'm CJ. I'm 20, male, and extremely clingy and cuddly. I'm open to talk about anything even though I'm terrible at making conversation. Anyone want to be my best friend? Girls only, that's the only catch bc I have trust issues. 🙃",1.5990196078431396,3.2632985098039238,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,78.6078431372549,5.7098039215686285,19.176470588235293,6.42735559955562,-0.054576470588235004,376,8,83,3,9,125,74,102,0.031,0.779,0.19,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,5,12,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,1,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947271270638584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424132844600837,0.0,0.16760598066253846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374282904907946,0.1801327069766686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452446139114532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147153648572063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125822741123637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386065438861126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359536787098155,0.20649301572068535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380144711650919,0.3098058310872088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944294532411552,0.14120159731002094,0.3556797822387363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230145267141352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514388237117305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370508752403284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010823249733803,0.0,0.11876368711771078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402638780572575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115909094478173 lonely,blakieee,2020/01/31,Anyone else here suffer from BPD? I constantly feel alone. Even with a loving husband it's just not enough. I cry all the time. I don't have a best friend. My friendships are dysfunctional because I'm attracted to narcissists . I'm bettering myself because I cut ties with all the toxic people I knew but now I'm just left with myself and my thoughts. I thought it would be peaceful but it just makes me angry.,1.822125,4.534676962500004,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,85.625,5.7,23.0,7.1686216300943375,1.0832249999999997,327,12,62,5,10,104,57,80,0.168,0.6829999999999999,0.149,-0.1333,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,14,3,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,11,5,5,9,4,4,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358540761903102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923038158609598,0.2333308319491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776376859068888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898298785683805,0.20140396155297335,0.0,0.0,0.2868112454094882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608946367296916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501448528777149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023473775875285,0.0,0.0,0.2353004549976424,0.0,0.1504099944129855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514443367583535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759395123397568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474235163212276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553040236088346,0.0,0.15200798311104896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157875610449408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615758960067979,0.13278808427190802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617690692473132,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saturn902,2020/01/31,Loneliness leads to early death Good I can’t wait,-0.4523333333333319,-0.5695989000000008,1.0500000000000007,93.47166666666668,138.0,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.2983333333333333,41,1,8,1,3,13,10,10,0.45899999999999996,0.342,0.19899999999999998,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fossface,2020/01/31,"Maybe I’m better off alone. I can’t help but feel like all those months ago when I was so lonely and starved for attention I was actually better off. Since then I made friends, reconnected with old ones and even met a boy. But now the new friends only speak to me if they need something or I’m convenient. The old friends are too busy to remember I exist.... and the boy, two days after me confessing that I’m in love with him, slept with me and then said he’s still in love with his ex. I’m just realizing that I lied to myself for so long saying I needed people around, that a hug would make things better and kind words could make a difference. But maybe alone is really where I belong and perhaps the safest place for me.",4.999931972789113,5.187152122448982,5.389523809523811,85.51380952380953,68.59183673469389,8.982312925170069,25.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.517497959183673,570,14,124,9,9,182,94,147,0.095,0.622,0.284,0.9891,0,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,10,12,0,0,7,0,7,4,1,3,1,31,22,16,0,5,6,1,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,4,16,11,16,14,1,20,1,1,0,3,18,7,0,2,14,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.13412236639801972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183295076410035,0.0,0.0,0.2846943775161159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235142529966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646655787538972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973527196293284,0.0,0.0,0.08863792708492894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143596352887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077833299148767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949418343598338,0.0981877142435656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31855919614659955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212365165467283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312341301051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714661829487592,0.0,0.0,0.12163075730039802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480913236943772,0.13004978067146838,0.18348556373628735,0.0,0.2761554554709204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970391212752023,0.0,0.0,0.2038211803384532,0.0,0.13274115305133466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884419382154688,0.0,0.09313342340498276,0.1045298996416959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528412518425997,0.0,0.143596352887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804807725602694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569360103294527,0.0,0.13073764681317446,0.1092984175446624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369242602085525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580862024192776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097603772368312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130954111790318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425966231344602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763398032935368,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gloomy-Being,2020/01/31,"Wishing I had a real friend I have a few friends, but I don’t really have anyone I can truly confide in. I just want to know there’s somebody who actually cares to be there for me, who I can share my troubles with and care for them in return. It’s near impossible to get that level of connection with anybody though, since most people just don’t seem to care enough for it.",6.2398051948051965,5.188896324675324,6.93568181818182,79.62352272727277,66.27272727272727,9.777922077922078,30.938311688311693,8.841846274778883,2.2317818181818185,295,9,62,4,4,98,54,77,0.047,0.645,0.308,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,6,13,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21213101014945548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519967831841473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6648985867709716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246111067822176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358936861703252,0.0,0.11357180363540915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946607444812946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070355727665324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474254328752696,0.13925885794924406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789410975925464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798185479860602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135742304067562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282160464120438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499756681464497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ForgottenBiscuit,2020/01/31,"I spend my days trying to pretend that people enjoying interacting with me I've always tried so hard to make friends, meet new people. I always put myself out there, whether it makes me uncomfortable or not, in the hopes that someone will think I'm nice, funny, or fun to be around. Reality is quite the let down though. No matter how many times I try, no matter how many people I befriend, I cant seem to find someone who genuinely enjoys my company enough to text me for no reason. Call to just chat. Come over just to chill with no plans. I have friends now, but I feel like the only person putting effort into the relationship is me because I'm desperate for someone to want to know how I'm doing, to genuinely care and hope the best for me. It hurts. A lot. I like me. And I wish other people did too. I just found out I'm gonna be a dad. Told most of my family and maybe 1 or 2 friends who seemed indifferent and offered 1 word congratulations. How do I teach my kid to be more likeable than me? I'm being over dramatic and I know it, partially just joking around to make it easier to deal with within my own mind. But genuinely I have wanted a ""best friend"" for such a long time and for whatever reason I cant seem to find one. Off to bed before I sober up and delete this sorry ass post",3.57236842105263,4.60923725757576,4.981220095693782,84.09775119617224,72.25757575757575,8.133652312599683,24.50079744816587,8.532816995589336,1.431533333333333,1012,28,213,17,19,339,151,264,0.095,0.6629999999999999,0.243,0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,16,17,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,9,0,57,40,19,0,5,11,1,2,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,10,16,0,0,12,3,1,3,7,1,0,1,3,2,28,16,37,30,7,22,0,1,0,1,17,12,1,10,8,139,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567321333363322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724769905139054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068697719966797,0.0,0.08471281834940148,0.0,0.2089508142643196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165540102197733,0.0,0.10150157469427057,0.0,0.0,0.08575664899894378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420386434407688,0.10263543530889137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028655263486268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385031526955724,0.0,0.05033731352664843,0.07112114297876829,0.0,0.0,0.18198045362190585,0.0,0.0,0.1091554318690961,0.3076595927964719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918051046153581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977584623150567,0.0,0.0,0.10657423463983623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094241580922924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180034568866357,0.0,0.0972737633640066,0.0,0.0,0.08810184193838035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463694783475093,0.0,0.0,0.1993584907271161,0.2018635383778176,0.10001501605482828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052080062249744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614952948096764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746012546597202,0.07571503212236694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760718463829888,0.08692640174968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534487153289603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015781771683144,0.0,0.1058875544164578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204715452798906,0.0,0.10688335646437873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188969485934084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530544378283404,0.0,0.0,0.11144215358874388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378995510788299,0.09781094951192854,0.0,0.11610106050659776,0.0,0.0,0.0951277728701144,0.0,0.20277116767755776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743863684624364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144817771775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plaid--,2020/01/31,i just wanna fkin talk to someone man🥺😔 anyone?? please idc if it’s 10 min i’m jus so lonely,-5.042795031055899,-6.399138260869563,-0.4563975155279482,104.18695652173912,149.0,1.3142857142857145,7.633540372670808,3.1291,-2.463019875776397,72,1,19,0,7,27,22,23,0.16399999999999998,0.731,0.105,-0.3185,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39986288999979547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277385311780332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845412799582223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459645247655085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Slick3213,2020/01/31,"Seeing couples in high school when I'm alone... I've had a shitty unfulfilling life to laying awake at night thinking about all the things I've done to then going to school with the same couple of hoodies I wear every week only to walk in with no one to talk to and if my ""friends"" do decide to talk to me I just want to push them away because most of them smoke or do drugs which I have never done and don't intend to but then seeing couples that are so happy and holding hands I mean it's fantastic for them but man just the feeling of loneliness only worsens every time making me feel hopeless... besides an anxiety disorder and depression does not help in the slightest which medication helps but if I wasn't still depressed I wouldn't be making this post feeling like I don't deserve to be happy not a single person has just sit down with me and asked if I was okay. But even if they did I'd most likely lie and say I'm fine, when in reality I'm drowning in my own self-guilt and spiraling in the depths of my sadness I just wish I could hit a reset button and go back to the beginning and restart every shitty decision I chose... life would be easier.",6.7443926553672275,5.5912964618644105,7.23,78.25553672316384,65.3135593220339,9.900564971751416,31.954802259887014,8.841846274778883,2.441444632768361,919,29,184,12,12,303,138,236,0.128,0.7040000000000001,0.168,0.8943,0,1,2,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,4,0,12,11,0,0,10,1,19,6,2,3,2,48,38,23,1,9,15,0,4,2,1,2,4,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,7,0,0,4,8,4,0,1,6,7,21,7,30,25,6,28,0,4,2,0,13,11,0,7,13,127,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036689693459444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889065246150623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864823058789932,0.0,0.10919072597102726,0.08936454138331655,0.0,0.07084547204888789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279069214989558,0.38577933502849737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019694995168835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319600559794645,0.0,0.1017032381635844,0.2378629226064642,0.0,0.0,0.13477609346196487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676095570564725,0.0,0.2937562725905084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762900824703354,0.08302623032960776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978981194895437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209884333495633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743264650799804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579707868770656,0.12279079824304305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417655503115033,0.11355658168343515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515296179659502,0.0,0.0,0.12659557601821528,0.0,0.11707750400538745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963455952562277,0.0,0.0,0.10906280938055488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787523889580076,0.1767781965563163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014771578621574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130480941511693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924212938414488,0.0,0.2352378335696539,0.18522154990456802,0.0,0.12124081936832184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281192083689813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868234050859173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721013825966135,0.07446786263099725,0.0,0.0,0.06776770582842123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854844357114863,0.0,0.09322314568663892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364507377672105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255800026786472,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,captaincornhole69,2020/01/31,Do i exist? Just a lonely boy with his guitar...he knows he wont get very far.,-3.2533333333333303,-1.7858307777777769,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,106.77777777777777,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,58,0,15,0,3,21,17,18,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662223308826886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904188355537077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7362921321869862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Absent_Fool,2020/01/31,"Feel Alone and Losing My Mind I don’t have as many genuine friends I would like, I can count them on my fingers but even then I still feel so left out. A ghost if you will. The future is just blank after I graduate. A boring summer and I’m off being another lonesome person going crazy with no one to turn to because I don’t fit the bill of a “depressed” person. I always seem so happy and jokey. It’s all a farce and a reflex I can’t get rid of. I wonder now how it would be to just disappear days where I just sleep and daydream about a better tomorrow or daydream of actually being happy. I keep hearing people already in relationships or have long term ones since forever and it’s just how. I’ve had only one and that was short lived due to distance and I really doubt someone will be able to be attracted to me, energy wise/personality wise. I’m all over the place but not, chaotic but calm, calm yet inching ever close on going more crazy. I’m full of contradictions where people don’t know what I seem to want and to the point where is too much things that would be ideal yet none. I haven’t cried in sadness for a long time. 3 years coming now to 4. I want to go back to the mountains and see the sky at night, I want to see how it is to actually feel without getting hurt, I want to know how it is to be appreciated, I want a girlfriend who I can rely on and just place her on top of the world, I want to know to just sleep in peace rather than dreading the next day. I’m going crazy and no one cares enough. I’m so alone. I just want to be content. Or just sleep in forever, dreaming the days away until I see the stars once more. I’m emotionally stunted where I know what the person feels but can never put myself in their shoes. I don’t how to feel or express my emotions. My thoughts are everywhere.",3.2795716671578745,4.211535546419103,4.660330091364575,86.51988702230084,72.84615384615384,7.388898713036642,24.8382945279497,7.662118739084242,1.079846134197859,1419,41,307,17,27,473,188,377,0.146,0.67,0.184,0.9451,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,4,31,18,0,2,19,0,31,5,5,5,4,72,71,32,1,13,20,0,6,1,2,5,0,1,0,3,11,16,0,1,13,1,1,7,12,7,0,4,3,10,34,11,46,55,9,62,0,4,3,0,13,30,0,9,26,209,45,1,0.08304787823426844,0.0,0.1620854987123748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202511184215902,0.09164539874782927,0.0,0.06910248751772745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870829414065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780262153700747,0.06385869212255968,0.0,0.05062521574907273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344909948397058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467284671077968,0.0,0.0,0.0715383935371357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912241946124084,0.16067703324466484,0.0,0.07152901583192736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868353701494692,0.0,0.0858106583131916,0.0,0.05485234033054071,0.07512156044365388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995751272393545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416258471462666,0.0,0.08677817740527291,0.0,0.1887920921585588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768120212987992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360099450596376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889044712868567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381676999412834,0.0,0.0,0.18256376795162746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023176269634488,0.0,0.0,0.040572998394901284,0.0,0.0733327979885206,0.14698951774601193,0.0,0.09290933291959633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419751364963479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385468272773519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104974611352791,0.0,0.06405164343356208,0.0,0.08832236065978144,0.0779348079053029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844327992995908,0.22510156635008893,0.0631616536778795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115149884129178,0.2900568158726849,0.1735347138299193,0.0,0.07850708837787536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348605560332309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532025973593303,0.0,0.0,0.0891623414227958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985352201230112,0.15120733856861124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869806306848081,0.0,0.249323563256174,0.0,0.07036619772734445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632214283520442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551733201059594,0.0,0.0,0.06593073877999155,0.0484258856517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033224372031838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34288653195231394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005519104738895,0.09006188135975926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769844898127797,0.0,0.0,0.05348011075122622 lonely,himynamesmarc,2020/01/31,"Not sure what I do wrong when it comes to being a good friend I try my best to socialize and keep up to date with my friends and invite them out. I always reach out and ask how they’re doing and try to keep the conversation going but they never seem interested or ever ask how i’m doing. It feels like I have nobody and people only come around for their convenience. I really don’t get what I do wrong. I try and be relatable, interested but not nosy, respectful, and honest. I even started messaging mutuals I follow to try and get to know them but they rarely reply. It sucks being rejected after putting yourself out there so many times, hurts more when these are people I consider close friends.",5.38114379084967,6.279428617647064,6.094509803921567,78.2825163398693,67.97058823529412,9.573856209150328,26.87581699346405,9.725611199111238,2.3601807189542487,556,16,105,12,9,182,86,136,0.165,0.67,0.165,-0.4776,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,1,9,16,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,3,32,26,17,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,0,1,17,11,14,23,2,19,0,2,0,0,13,6,1,2,9,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244453447302172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313951342676214,0.27963557179508625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695329129892596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576642423441248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878252790743852,0.13528497774677206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562169174568775,0.10684521628461843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466475054843034,0.0,0.15627715571727768,0.0,0.08499801466981774,0.12544327144153924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010635759692876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658704112911666,0.0,0.0,0.0821938972607871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306713482198084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162968784398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534937646899808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374661098354626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073712183287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503484366905942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581153742441338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615319831346298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245690398162826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105858864591212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095789994728028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720924890369247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061638749396168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270393014877099,0.0,0.0 lonely,born2B_ironic,2020/01/31,"Sometimes a ghost can just reborn Years ago my beloved one suddenly broke up with me, without further explanations, and that really did hurt me so much. Besides that, the then beloved one persuaded most of my close friends to simply ignore me or worse. In a week I lost the love of my life and a bunch of friends. For months I walked like an undead, this was probably the darkest time of my life. It was like if I was dead and nobody really give a fuck. Then I moved some 900km away to a new city that I hated from beginning, utterly alone. As friendships are hard to me to start, I kept alone most of the time and engaged only in casual small-talk. Solitude can be a blessing thing, though. Deep wounds are slowly cured by the time as it pass, and each day I discovered a new reason to smile. Spending my time reading, cooking, writing, caring for myself, and suddenly I realized the wounds was cured. There were scars, indeed, but no more pain. As the time goes, a lot of cool people get around me, and now I am probably much more beloved by my new friends that I even had been before. Some of the most beloved persons I met years after that dark broke-up. And it is like if I've been a ghost for a while and then reborn. For those who are right now in their deepest darkness, alone, suffering, it may pass and you will be better sooner than realized. In truth, I can not simply say the things will be magically better with time, sometimes they just don't. But I can assure you the life can be better if we try our best to be just fine and live each day, even the darkest ones, seeking for a reason to smile again.",6.570879586944496,5.865366379310348,6.339520560575327,83.03333763599484,65.4576802507837,9.512151945417667,30.990411211506554,8.671277953709913,2.143211174626592,1261,39,261,16,17,395,167,319,0.14300000000000002,0.664,0.192,0.9637,0,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,2,2,5,12,27,2,0,23,1,28,9,0,2,2,45,39,26,3,3,11,0,1,3,3,3,6,1,0,1,14,18,1,2,4,3,1,4,4,8,0,3,12,3,31,19,37,19,14,43,1,4,0,2,16,11,1,11,31,184,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735523337283181,0.0,0.0,0.30619233506057597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772698390311336,0.0,0.0,0.09258737023628544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385553202098965,0.0,0.10341812513004008,0.2614682360994911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047438761688196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710825368057305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017763115698433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284095784261981,0.09110434579964223,0.05148630624812765,0.09453446545920786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827801147886558,0.09729394035678368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054957126865133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088182217346054,0.1444340420524491,0.0,0.08701807316454728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757478517781634,0.08378042930932578,0.08894176552064204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786586123516593,0.10473898257452524,0.14488554697764586,0.0,0.0,0.28552951390211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033230465145171,0.07494880260529377,0.10486007242562577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831950584791874,0.08604671415045413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124988766454588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857283754571704,0.0,0.12626239926868366,0.20264375028305676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415789035087556,0.0,0.0783678693819224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492936301328426,0.0,0.06975148602374576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920767822389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309393923974622,0.0,0.09682111123928712,0.0,0.3447783837208617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690638038581655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904779300185479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499499082053282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042696580899067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692100445769935 lonely,batbrainz,2020/01/31,numb? its been a year since my ex had broken up with me he told me it felt like I loved him more than he loved me and since then I've been feeling emotionally unattached. Ive talked to many people flirting/NSFW talk and also even hooking up with some people but haven't felt anything for any of them. i miss loving someone. I wanted to know if this is a relatable or normal thing after being dumped from a long term relationship. :^(,1.972643678160917,4.3199244252873585,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,80.60919540229884,5.705747126436782,20.011494252873558,6.937597516519254,0.4167839080459768,343,9,68,4,9,112,69,87,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,10,4,11,10,3,7,0,1,0,3,12,2,0,3,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774262072537922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563473026656982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520315659589297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781622831672966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202407362930465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341395768080482,0.0,0.35477341283298713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153247121421902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025836479659813,0.0,0.0,0.16349584747060267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002258735922104,0.0,0.0,0.18730510937319086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101346127381027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616150294979045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834982517015212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30565031338841625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653607559411584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29698630935888964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273812264732625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653428692521933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896894454487233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897142278134527 lonely,Jamm_Boi,2020/01/31,"You ever just feel like everyone you know does nothing but lie to you? Honestly, it's why I'm always sad. I wanna zoom in one one specific scenario that's still occurring. A not so distant time ago, I fell in love. I told her, and she was cool with it because we were super close friends. A while later, she confessed she had feelings for me. And I was happy. Companionship is the most important thing ever to me. But now, I feel like nothing but a shell of a person. I had doubts that I was loved. These doubts turned into depression, and the depression turned into self harm and suicidal thoughts. All I want is for people to just be genuine.",2.66,4.900763809523814,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,77.57142857142857,7.057142857142857,25.579365079365076,8.07648339933343,1.6752031746031752,504,19,98,9,12,164,83,126,0.18600000000000005,0.562,0.252,0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,7,15,0,2,6,1,9,2,0,0,3,29,21,9,1,2,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,8,4,18,9,12,12,2,14,1,3,0,2,16,5,0,3,10,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330856384158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452038558545434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855106216205342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784881163008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147639724137978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924751811306044,0.0,0.15448031011028232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523197282246456,0.2309907168279665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490397880042635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209815547635898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884827934915554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796523640455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182262333150644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102488251118016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910028559779066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207995087878443,0.1411619035525781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686545544915081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910794600203826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683810346551065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740476300190127,0.0,0.0,0.12834600780967664,0.0942696716745404,0.0,0.0,0.15448031011028232,0.0,0.0,0.3516958272432415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535573309230742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587985395662706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheMartyrs_band,2020/01/31,22 year old waste Anyone wanna hear my band? IDC if you make fun of us or what we just want veiws,0.12681818181818372,1.5543898636363664,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,82.18181818181819,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.8598909090909088,75,0,19,0,2,25,22,22,0.106,0.72,0.174,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977340455573907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799152594521215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842293745568971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468126539523948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512193204654214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511519086386389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742056466618806 lonely,UnusualBicycle0,2020/01/31,"Used to loneliness When it comes down to it I’ve been alone my entire life. I’ve always been separate and never felt I fit in. I used to want so much from life and now I realize all I want is to live in the mountains, probably alone (in reality I would need someone with me but they would have to be ok with silence). I don’t feel a connection with anyone and if I can’t get that with my own friends and family, who will I get it with? I don’t want to leave this earth, I just want to leave this place. I want to just live. Not all this extra stuff.",1.9629598506069081,2.9115598991596663,3.6473389355742327,92.4631839402428,76.05882352941177,7.641830065359478,21.625583566760035,8.167268648758528,0.7060916900093375,424,10,104,7,9,142,68,119,0.081,0.797,0.122,0.6752,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,0,2,3,31,24,8,0,9,5,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,15,2,18,17,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306928468720229,0.0,0.0,0.1328393167629108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162908236687906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752198598279733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505012368328446,0.0,0.080722455996487,0.0,0.15328641413519214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233430838947271,0.0,0.16681821755678267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380868129418534,0.0,0.0,0.22552717464501015,0.0,0.0,0.2819429265439561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735911185816195,0.11837642697233032,0.1231298156824411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679741676375934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212675766628333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526861282535388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827579275638449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576796373171536,0.0,0.0,0.4708204774421298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681767858048674,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,m-xt4pe,2020/01/31,"Lonelier when I’m not alone I wake up by myself, go through the day by myself, come home to have the house to myself - every single day. I enjoy being alone more than most people, probably, but I still find myself getting lonely. It’s just that every time I try to spend time around people to make the lonely go away, it gets worse. Spending time around people drains me and only makes me more aware of the distance between myself and everyone else. The loneliness comes and goes when I’m alone, but it’s a constant if I’m not alone. I don’t even enjoy talking to people anymore.. I just want someone to share the silence with when it does get lonely.",4.594704861111111,5.7301170468750025,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,69.9375,6.938888888888887,25.159722222222207,6.937597516519254,1.0737368055555554,514,14,96,4,9,164,75,128,0.14,0.732,0.128,-0.6898,0,10,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,2,0,20,16,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,17,15,4,18,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407453989505547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944746389617653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323929642133251,0.0,0.0,0.12263417970513035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487447756473275,0.0,0.1410530478854141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835791300787753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422483983535454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903835204506547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621168833369314,0.0,0.21994883541014545,0.12472390465214545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929908617267446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045845210855265,0.0,0.14836272172672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092897424779235,0.0,0.0,0.15061034636524398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425524035617734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927147627074336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619632585367835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072991466963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059489296428797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423883235019958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049124585842114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228333595390844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861909626242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698805986180349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301791098322102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Foerver-a-loner,2020/01/31,"Never been invited to anything Since I have no friends, I tried to ask people if they wanna hangout. Always get tejected.",4.836818181818182,7.434240863636365,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,72.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,33.72727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.7105636363636374,97,5,14,1,2,31,20,22,0.094,0.773,0.133,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602756662952293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35630725084856696,0.0,0.4047796732241263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33452077905814914,0.0,0.22621519722101086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339423708793562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001751653138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581671417955716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939663210908991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MurdrMeNRapeMyCorpse,2020/01/31,"I'm so fucking alone Tl,dr: I'm lonely and depressed as fuck... I've NEVER been in a relationship before. No kisses, no handholding and definitely no affection or love from anyone... I turned 20 and I already feel like I'm gonna die alone, never having the joy of having someone by my side, raising children or hell... even being supportive when I'm on the edge and I wanna fucking kill myself. I'm totally fucking drunk right now btw, but I can't take my father's stories anymore about him having tons of girlfriends... I just can't... I never even had a chance with anyone.... I just know that it's not even worth trying because noone in their right mind would ever date my ugly fucking fatass. It's like I'm a hideous monster and every single woman is a fabulous princess that gags from the sight of me... Someone please fucking help me. I don't wanna be alone. I don't want this. I fucking hug my pillow to feel like someone's there for me. That's not fucking normal and I know it. I should just end it and that's it, no more problems. No loneliness, nothing... Just the bliss of not having to live another day on this fucking planet alone and suffering. It's torture seeing everyone around me being happy and accepted with simeone who loves them. And here I am not even loving myself and noone else loving me either. Quick disclaimer: I'm not actually gonna fucking kill myself, it just feels good to say it and let it out of my system anonymusly, couse I'd be locked up in a mental hospital if I said this shit out loud irl... yeah I know, this isn't healthy but neither is being alone for my entire fucking life, so fuck you. I'm sorry about that, I really shouldn't be using reddit to deal with my problems at 3 am while drunk as fuck, but drunk me is probably the most honest me so at least that's a plus. This post is either getting removed or you guys will help me and I'll feel better for a few days then back to depression and loneliness I go, so there's not really a point for me to post this, but I'm gonna post it anyway, because it took like 30 minutes to type this shit and I need something positive in my life like, right now...",3.0518343780930413,4.648051847575059,4.441323655559224,85.25536720554274,74.4041570438799,6.888525239194987,25.30445397558561,7.554174236665415,1.3021171758495549,1682,56,332,21,35,558,204,433,0.248,0.594,0.158,-0.9934,0,7,1,0,0,2,64.0,0,2,2,1,26,43,19,0,13,1,28,26,2,2,5,70,75,33,3,11,21,1,4,5,1,7,2,3,1,3,25,22,3,0,8,3,1,3,21,25,0,0,4,9,43,18,41,57,10,41,1,4,2,19,21,17,16,5,22,222,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.056656077392918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065206719540644,0.06406827070169542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087870793039,0.0,0.0,0.057577777178123575,0.08119078399229285,0.0,0.0,0.0516837870302753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044642895655045485,0.0,0.07078304140217735,0.0,0.04940294611142389,0.0,0.0,0.05134744191012913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748850082464057,0.0598550842538875,0.10001026591538133,0.0,0.060254872297776235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849987592615952,0.0,0.051422014211224235,0.0,0.0,0.15338662439948614,0.05251664061477817,0.048916234643231166,0.0554767546207514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742315441773665,0.0829530657207272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977559942507504,0.030332825417121463,0.0,0.0329956087049064,0.048696162083632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574863899449093,0.0,0.061803650803329176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778298933732867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846479707771108,0.0,0.09572121240066693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059368075459820924,0.08201593945211905,0.1418206412902732,0.0,0.05126613683867645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959787115637551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850864788357402,0.0,0.0586218684845056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043049153089435216,0.1343333572593723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884356852410826,0.055708063797310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373007443694131,0.05488342523377129,0.0,0.1668100876155152,0.0,0.06259617164569398,0.1111070249695823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438667857248242,0.0,0.0,0.06233239316674345,0.0,0.14874323571692574,0.055226301436063725,0.04616992504409999,0.0,0.0,0.04626458211197811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919107793846208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475766595762009,0.04469576207352887,0.0,0.06499099918477258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658833493934396,0.0,0.0,0.043652270675607716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450439703084737,0.03941746268908728,0.06315025874555394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014333339619776,0.0,0.0,0.0342440185591762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124262413699995,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Unknown841,2020/01/31,"life feels like its repeating and i’m the ghost playing along everyday is the same, i’m ignored, dismissed unwanted but you know i’m still here... and thanks to the people who don’t know or care about me or who i am, you took the time to read my irrelevant rant on life i appreciate 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lonely,damnsausage,2020/01/31,"Hey Not sure what this needs, but I'm lonely, how are 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lonely,ihatedeathgrips,2020/01/31,"this is going to sound terrible but: sometimes i contemplate on attempting suicide just to have people care about me for once, for them to see that i have been unwell and miserable and for them to start caring about me. I have thoughts like “maybe the dude that ghosted me would want me back after almost losing me to suicide” or shit like that. It’s sounds terrible and i know i kinda sound like an attention whore but i really am not, i don’t want attention but yet i do. Everything in my mind is so conflicting and yeah i don’t know what i’m saying or doing lol",2.3796379726468224,4.630285982300887,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,78.55752212389379,7.648913917940468,22.662107803700728,8.575989854853784,1.5864053097345132,448,14,89,10,11,147,70,113,0.27399999999999997,0.541,0.18600000000000005,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,11,1,1,2,2,12,2,1,0,0,23,23,10,3,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,5,17,5,13,20,0,7,0,2,1,1,3,2,1,4,7,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394598764811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489306099970821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949463508154409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740701870944349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007476239035946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128867067322564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838718363711334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668222705815768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945810483067897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955650614607796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626654245958456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427571027870588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407857121387927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402484537447872,0.0,0.0,0.1543406254029194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881326785730907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915578746357532,0.0,0.13709013571735326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42371649453792587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376301671223194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284790221573864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375871587287952,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iletmygfcheatme,2020/01/31,Need help about music. It is 5pm in my country and i want to listen some sad slow music. 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I was ostracized most of my life. I didn't fit the cookie cutter I suppose. I was this average spazzy kid who evolved into an average loner that no friend group would accept. There was, as always, a girl. Lets call her Jem . Jem didn't laugh at mean jokes, she was kind and read books she didn't have to. She seemed sad a lot. She was moderatley popular and had a friend group. She was pretty too. Nothing special, long legs, skinny jeans, long and curly dark brown hair and a nice but average pair. She was smooth and rubenesque, all curves and a small/cute butt. (I have vowed not to deny myself the simple pleasures of daily life, please do not judge me). She got her braces off about a year ago. She happened to be one of the only ones I was fond of in my childhood. There were plenty of hotter, cuter and nicer girls in my class but she was special. She was funny and yet sad, ad very literary. She was one of the greatest writers I've ever known besides myself. Just before our last year at school together, we exchanged numbers. We agreed to meet over summer for a date, after I came home from my grandparents. But something happened and maybe if I hadn't mentioned it to her I wouldn't be writing this. A few things happened really, she would describe it as ""the nova effect"". When I was up at my Grandparent's my gran ended up in the hospital for 3 weeks while a few surgeries were done on her heart. Not just this, but I was told to keep it from my parents back down south who would apparently be too upset if I told them and bring me right home. I'm a bit more grown now and I would tell them if I was mature as I am back then. But I agreed, because I still though grownups knew all. My parents tugged away at me and every day I refused them, while Gran got sicker. I also happened to be going through lifeguard training, which was especially grueling in 106 degree heat. I had also just been diagnosed with anxiety. I had quite a bit to complain about, and I dumped it all on her at once. What I didn't realize was what she had just come out of. Her parents had divorced many years ago and her stepmom, frankly, is an asshole. She worries a lot about her dad too, who works too hard. She was just discovering herself and what she wanted out of the world when I vented all my frustration and sadness on to her and it damaged us. She was really into self care and all that and before I knew it I was outta there. My date was cancelled. I wallowed in self pity for a few weeks until we started talking again, and met up one day for a day at the beach. We talked and decided to be friends and support each other through what we were going through. And for a while it was great, we were strict friends who cuddled a bit sometimes. We weren't romantic but we were close and enjoyed each other's company. (Not like that). We walked around town a lot and read our self-written stories to each other in high places. For a while, I was in love, but not the romantic kind. We had a deep, stable connection where we had managed to understand each other when most around us could not understand themselves. We walked around nature, malls and the forest and just talked and messed around. One day, she said she had a date. And I was happy for her, I really was. Lets call him Wilson. Wilson may as well have been a male clone of Jem. He lived far away and we bonded on a lot of subjects, one of them being Jem. They are really cute together and I'm still happy for them. But eventually, me and Jem drifted apart. The breaking point was my birthday which I spent at her house, and while we had a ton of fun, watching a movie together in bed as ""just friends"" when one of them has a boyfriend is strenuous. A few weeks later we agreed to break it off. Though I and only I know I did it for her. All I ever wanted was her to be happy, and now she has that I guess. But when I logged back on to Instagram for the first time in months today and the first thing I saw was them kissing on that same beach our friendship began, I threw up. It still guts me to this day. I miss you a lot J.M. high school is hard enough without you. No one will ever replace you, even if she Stars. (inside joke). Jesus Im crying now. And posting this won't make me feel better I know, but there's no one else to talk to but my screen. By J.M. I miss you. a lot.",2.6216382252559747,4.384688770193407,3.4388204778157,91.28254470989759,75.97383390216154,6.280718998862344,23.096564277588172,7.0316486544052195,0.6483837724687138,3395,100,721,35,75,1077,363,879,0.083,0.7609999999999999,0.156,0.9977,8,0,1,0,1,0,119.0,20,4,8,6,48,43,2,1,44,0,81,13,6,2,9,143,123,73,0,12,29,4,5,1,5,8,4,1,3,7,37,68,1,2,14,8,2,10,18,12,1,12,64,10,130,31,99,41,30,125,1,7,4,4,109,54,1,15,59,538,167,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467264766432636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854087257760926,0.04443349625036803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085123856636248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901510766336413,0.0,0.0,0.10034306065138998,0.12318507157589265,0.0,0.03255245093142882,0.0,0.0908797896955402,0.0,0.0,0.047228405282467946,0.17489855572251173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090557680207127,0.061075949278449476,0.05444537167878707,0.0,0.0,0.04599980485759232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263595633914912,0.0,0.058657944957675165,0.17219453333392498,0.0,0.0,0.054200386386958066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054647254740641714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460926798260263,0.0,0.04729699547368196,0.055176994365400564,0.0,0.035270528543212484,0.14491143636928785,0.04499222685068344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02700089877940297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084488099965997,0.0,0.0,0.20628548043222766,0.0,0.02789955874860358,0.0,0.06069747284332155,0.0,0.0854185208197916,0.05887424298411133,0.058826674386792364,0.0,0.1888875534794221,0.1705374849939676,0.09567272336822873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327985306765882,0.0,0.11284112644148528,0.10713011686921152,0.0,0.0,0.061617010675133574,0.0,0.0,0.05768170672049566,0.0,0.0,0.04746482059574122,0.0,0.11121681259034946,0.05869503971655629,0.04352853714589704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921126445068162,0.07543670889869437,0.026088788360672927,0.0,0.04715362241650146,0.1417732939918112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723951877496087,0.048196038775609705,0.0,0.035645250357455915,0.05413972841544378,0.053647982693537016,0.05816880256828792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262377195622885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123922276645978,0.0,0.0,0.05686979280058376,0.36185562791074394,0.08122697757133936,0.0,0.0,0.1778848168909247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055792159828488834,0.058617716330596176,0.050480735822581516,0.0,0.05114292053015557,0.054327509291881966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679800804792104,0.10682990769893504,0.0,0.13683891826147018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560373771400968,0.0507961068642767,0.0,0.0,0.10808831973351192,0.0,0.0486138122711785,0.16712511227182128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411103160564844,0.05281446283024792,0.0,0.03779715081410925,0.0,0.12793713182445546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060598257883339585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168520587187588,0.04667439327014241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095384262164474,0.0,0.1049314459696284,0.0,0.031138262685198863,0.0,0.050617432806493855,0.10205293792709934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118361360877516,0.12846845995245554,0.0,0.0,0.04406100745795095,0.0629940003571664,0.0,0.1285039871091687,0.0,0.04801346526315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514761792086589,0.0,0.03887620211903207,0.054230802832267735,0.05441967460296943,0.1517367405421214,0.0,0.0,0.10316451921897583 lonely,Frozen_Devotion_,2020/01/31,"My *Real* Friends Lately, I've been wondering whether or not they even care about me. I feel disposable. He doesn't really engage with me unless he wants something in return. And, of course, if somebody asks me to do something, I'm going to do it. You know why? Because I want to be liked. I *need* to be liked, desperately. I feel like the quality of my life is determined by how many friends I have, and I'm not entirely wrong. Friends are everything, and I'm down to a dozen. And, even then, I wouldn't trust a single one with a personal secret. I just need to find that *person*, man. That person will fix everything.",1.0906010928961756,3.5988646721311497,2.7672459016393454,89.70917486338799,86.70491803278688,6.532021857923496,22.06775956284153,7.793537801064563,1.2515326775956286,478,17,98,10,15,157,80,122,0.08,0.732,0.188,0.9134,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,26,25,10,0,6,7,0,2,3,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,2,14,9,15,20,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,6,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501844300636075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792968357309337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379159995523712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122133111862093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876058117603226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245716669543533,0.1147671436056567,0.0,0.0,0.1468295922949572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723493238712928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130010397303136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882880781981753,0.0,0.18121822604000432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347061159551892,0.23545386438162985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628721131820751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382372871594841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885941342815736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208155724820488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285288159689092,0.10291538411392033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473497465049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950900302332047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449600605437441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421617692010022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564364500208796,0.0,0.0 lonely,winterrogers,2020/01/31,"i miss what i had. i'm at my lowest right now. i'm constantly crying, whether that be at school or at night. yesterday, i got broken up with by the guy i thought i'd be with forever. i loved him, i loved his eyes, his smile, his personality, his laugh, just him. i was really in love with him. but in his eyes, i was just a distraction and i don't know if he ever really did love me, or if he just wanted a pair of boobs or an ass to look at. i really don't know. the day the breakup happened, i knew it was coming. from the days before, he was acting really dry and put absolutely no effort into talking to me, and because of that, i got a little angry. i would take longer times to answer his snapchats, which would usually only be an extra maybe 5 minutes before i responded, but that would lead to him not responding for hours. at that point i just knew it was happening and i started crying for days on end. a few hours before our breakup, i was crying to my friends about the whole situation and ended up missing one of my classes because of my breakdown in the bathroom. i went to my friends' house afterwards and tried calling him but he wouldn't answer. he said he couldn't call. my friend got angry and sent him a long paragraph about him being and asshole n whatnot, he got angry at not only her but also me. in the span of 30 minutes we broke up. i went home crying not too long after, i spent my night crying in my bed, not leaving until the next morning (today). when i woke up, i cried. sat on the bus, i cried. got to first period, i cried. second period, cried, and so on. when i got home, i just got so drained i couldn't even cry for more than 5 minutes. i'm currently crying while writing this, i feel so alone and i miss him so so so so much. i miss talking to him, i miss hugging him, i miss everything about him. he was my first everything, now he's my first one gone.",1.7012747252747291,3.4652179333333315,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,78.64102564102564,6.610989010989012,22.424908424908423,7.554174236665415,0.8521369963369962,1454,44,315,21,35,490,174,390,0.212,0.71,0.078,-0.9951,2,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,5,23,17,0,1,16,0,21,9,4,1,1,53,62,32,0,9,19,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,9,16,0,0,8,0,1,8,10,8,0,6,27,5,65,9,46,25,5,64,0,7,3,7,47,23,2,5,33,214,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076930702179972,0.0,0.04692214657238049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715351205636313,0.0,0.14978357681182844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982688384899852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054306960362178,0.0,0.06340651988861867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7089655846100924,0.11352100702083648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393675980448996,0.0,0.0,0.03875409438442182,0.05307463685587676,0.0,0.0,0.1054660968705876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029667697734645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972604202496,0.0,0.0,0.13599581252112772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32849269465589875,0.0,0.0,0.058097190428871716,0.10377170938359456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771104182566973,0.0,0.11556554583838707,0.06770274067383053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449217528129587,0.0,0.0,0.06212804882240535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058807476556562537,0.0,0.1038505487627831,0.0492719810900151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182487621378987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894663535568885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313266505625008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240122263950764,0.11012448632796996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951900772003527,0.08924952603146576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123249596752477,0.0,0.0,0.055466568873969065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058984292359041776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503540937094272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050107884079079255,0.05581308818118598,0.0,0.0,0.059381941777169586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595283548372309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153026366808168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044116081815605744,0.0943210230691025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658116787939184,0.034213696842979195,0.0,0.05561676701489327,0.0,0.0,0.03983627843504276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646219065722062,0.0,0.03460786577812329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087840930768346,0.0,0.06550822136935508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504249739302956,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oliviughh,2020/01/31,"the best thing about loneliness is learning to enjoy your own company i used to absolutely hate being alone. i thought it was the worst thing ever. i’d surround myself with people i didn’t like(or people that didn’t like me) in order to just be around people. but since i moved for college, i’ve started to enjoy being alone more often. i can stay in my room for an entire day, leaving to only get food, and be happy to be alone. the only bad part is when i do start to despise being on my own. i have a small friend group and most of them go home for the weekend. and i never like reaching out to ask people to spend time with me just because i want to be around somebody. i’m having that feeling now. i have a pit in my tummy just hoping that someone pops up and says they want to spend time with me. we don’t even have to do anything, just laying in bed with me and enjoying the silence is enough. sigh.",3.62000822706705,4.435451181818184,4.659572192513373,87.27632661456192,71.94117647058823,6.609461127108188,25.079802550390788,6.297961479604792,0.7606424516659818,709,20,147,4,13,232,109,187,0.11599999999999999,0.705,0.18,0.9238,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,1,12,14,2,0,8,0,21,1,0,1,2,29,34,7,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,13,1,0,3,1,2,2,4,4,1,0,4,2,22,9,30,23,8,26,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,12,111,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246635551592625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112472227079464,0.24334020549747085,0.1277730700556645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411826871196352,0.0833160688788737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434324235351604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814434052929296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122224691347252,0.0,0.09027282743442844,0.12363074431592085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910720016858322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526846320312816,0.0,0.1055950922565366,0.0,0.07140726709903718,0.0,0.07767579219826466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549352854277425,0.0,0.1349386835538876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370965924329134,0.1357495333258381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471953787771158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031812282917202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526434404395652,0.0,0.0,0.10541251147583428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789563502951244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480061634641092,0.0,0.3790141152208973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868978158907826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305932171881347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580464181435628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347913478386308,0.14567781496353055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160215498176746,0.0,0.0,0.10850501853968728,0.1593930757541653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804368211071048,0.0,0.0,0.16122941046034173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaysaymay,2020/02/01,"Super fucking lonely I'm 15 f Bored af My bf is at a party and his phone is dead :// Super lonely and have no other friend so if someone wants to text me pls do 😂",-3.129575289575288,-1.8518658108108104,0.8227799227799224,98.57810810810813,112.5135135135135,2.1142857142857143,10.691119691119694,3.1291,-1.853120463320463,123,2,29,0,7,45,33,37,0.267,0.451,0.282,0.2057,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,7,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869435245308749,0.5826726473043885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340240652957761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717484198832829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlineV2,2020/02/01,Still feel alone I know I am not the only on that feels alone or depressed or even anything left but why is I still feel alone even know there are people just like me out 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lonely,alax13131q,2020/02/01,Please just talk to me I can’t stop 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lonely,Crofty1204,2020/02/01,"i have friends yet at times feel lonely I have a group of friends that i am very close with and we have lots of fun conversations and jokes, yet at the same time i sometimes feel like people are trying to replace me and they are okay with that person and so i feel like im forgotten about. Social media is a big way of talking to my friends yet no one ever starts the conversation and it’s always me putting in the effort for my friends and others putting me in a state of feeling lonely and by myself in the dark. It feels shitty and like one day, I will be alone with no one to love me. But what can i do eh?",3.1892248062015516,3.9223220310077567,4.086821705426356,91.29131782945738,72.87596899224806,6.663565891472868,24.41085271317829,6.42735559955562,0.5155643410852715,478,13,109,3,9,154,77,129,0.114,0.664,0.222,0.9423,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,6,13,0,0,7,1,11,1,0,0,1,22,18,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,5,16,11,18,16,2,19,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,1,11,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067660745746007,0.0,0.0,0.12908758660081654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005144141114544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403315754280325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922132122854494,0.221661824954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794382088637138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757610676434706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737837516831785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189313001668215,0.14001847377047896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153774088024918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755344108116194,0.13546087732556952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119139070034153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581440739168296,0.0,0.0,0.15343585627292985,0.0,0.1098077664536704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469437896686575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809249111672724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532879814438742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800543724713892,0.0,0.12314165028753038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ICqntA1m,2020/02/01,"i feel like i should give it all away I am just an absolute asshole to everyone around me in my eyes. I have nobody who I care about. If they're gone, oh well. I don't care about family, I don't have friends. I honestly don't even remember anything about who I used to be. I try to make friends, but everybody just either deals with me, tells me to silence myself, or just straight up yell at me for something I was doing. I try to stay happy and cheerful, and usually I am in public, but in private I just end up feeling like something that wasn't meant to exist in the first place. And, I'm not kidding about the no friends thing either. I don't even know WHAT my definition of friend is.",3.4401398601398583,4.251552909090911,4.5925944055944035,87.60581468531471,72.35664335664336,7.957762237762238,28.28601398601399,8.238735603445708,1.7141418181818184,538,20,118,8,10,177,86,143,0.08800000000000001,0.715,0.19699999999999998,0.9523,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,3,0,14,1,1,2,1,25,25,7,0,2,11,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,4,4,22,12,22,19,3,16,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,2,5,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289960200449996,0.13954519636180246,0.0,0.0,0.14727649561638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196443676854155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616075362389417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883841496021387,0.0,0.0,0.20707041657533815,0.0,0.0,0.1497861333677709,0.0,0.0,0.14777467626375582,0.0,0.1585200899756709,0.22397162649926508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333357347430273,0.0,0.0,0.48443413955888004,0.0,0.0,0.15037369300228529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686862714171544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614845614039049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531651635776234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463518899933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377562591908318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757287318235726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135533611101045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670799878966608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701079140348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414106589928317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212852729534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538600220817584,0.1726435016267374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094158301437318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melanie31leo,2020/02/01,"I feel so alone I feel like I have no purpose in life. I live in a toxic household and work at a shitty ass retail store with low pay. On top of that I have 5 online classes because I’m too fucking depressed too get up and go to class. I have no friends. Like literally. I’m not one of those people that say they don’t have friends just because they got in a little disagreement or because they feel lonely. I have no one I can talk to. I cut everyone off when I graduated high school because they all treated me like shit. I was always the first to make plans. To text them. Everything. I was so blind to see that I didn’t fit in their clique. I’m glad I have no bad company but it’s really fucking sad. My mom is my bully. She sees me as a therapist and she can pour all of her problems on me. She has never shown me emotional support. She calls me weak for crying. She always tells me my hair and skin is ugly. I seem tough on the outside but to hear those things from your own mother cuts deep. My parents are the definition of toxic. Dad cheats on mom. Mom knows and still stays but still complains. Never agree on anything and I promise you every conversation they have turns into an argument. My mom knows of the other woman. She makes me stalk her on Instagram and find out where she lives. She makes me go through my dads phone and gets mad when I say there’s no point if she’s still going to be with him. I don’t care that they have problems. I hate being around that hateful energy. They are extremely strict because they found out I smoke. I have no social skills. I major in crim justice and the test for law enforcement entry came and I studied but I decided not to take it because at the time I felt really suicidal and felt as if there was no point doing things for my future. Everyone thinks I took the test. I feel guilty for the lie. I don’t regret not taking it though because I don’t even see myself being a cop. I let people walk all over me and I never stand up for myself. I have terrible anxiety and I don’t like being around people for too long. I just chose Crim Justice as a last minute major. I’m too scared to change it. Because I don’t know what to change it to. Because I’m graduating college this year. Because if I tell my parents they will tell me I wasted their time. I haven’t been eating well. Most of the days I’ll eat nothing or a very small meal. I’m not getting skinny. I want to get back on my feet and eat healthy and go to the gym and think good thoughts like a normal fucking person but I can’t and I feel like I deserve to suffer. I try to manifest my death more than my future. My hair is thinning. My face is pale. I feel so fucking ugly inside and out. I don’t have health insurance and my shitty ass job can’t help me pay for therapy. I have really bad episodes where I plan out my whole suicide. I’ll stay in bed until it’s time to go work or use the bathroom. Sometimes I won’t shower or brush my teeth because I don’t feel like it. I’ll starve myself because I don’t have I feel like dying all the time. My house isn’t good to stay at and its a fast paced environment at work and I talk to people all day. My mind feels like a prison. I am drained. I never stay at a place that feels like home. I don’t see potential in myself. I don’t see a future or a purpose. I’m depressed. It doesn’t matter what I do because in the end I’m always going to be a failure and very sad person. I’m 19 years old and I know I’m young but I feel all I will remember about my youth is how much I hated myself and I feel like it’s being taken away. I know my problems aren’t as severe as other people’s struggles and I know I could always have it worse. please don’t pity me I just wanted to vent.",0.6023246463142229,2.7191032354430402,2.5531868950111694,93.31134400595684,84.36708860759494,5.2366344005956815,19.54728220402085,6.522977012572876,0.07795115413253928,2916,81,644,30,85,972,320,790,0.244,0.6559999999999999,0.1,-0.9991,5,3,1,0,0,3,65.0,0,2,12,8,27,53,12,2,28,0,61,22,10,5,10,111,134,52,4,11,21,9,18,11,2,3,4,3,3,3,26,35,5,0,28,1,4,9,35,32,1,3,13,28,129,21,77,110,13,89,0,9,6,6,54,45,7,10,41,413,155,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815545951359457,0.0,0.0,0.15475238489607873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035569036467903985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038261949101078704,0.08278195247625067,0.0,0.0,0.043684183256921465,0.035752276283018615,0.0776438326570243,0.36846302864093794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047477245805688274,0.053178624282540624,0.04740540259520955,0.0,0.09837244163587447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712298424948815,0.0,0.05107327602668653,0.05997168115995714,0.0,0.08009325124815829,0.0,0.04825513242765268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272993862494862,0.0,0.05230133558172315,0.041181335398014635,0.0,0.0,0.03070993095981133,0.0,0.03917458108459665,0.08885715092552109,0.04178728215615921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211510457601835,0.2325154558701835,0.08928620960135836,0.0,0.042496171583494974,0.03954916666663781,0.0,0.05098006812992385,0.07184483050004467,0.1719378756414362,0.09716820908187934,0.0,0.1585472583578968,0.07799667181937857,0.03718680985813889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771445207333627,0.0,0.0494226898798721,0.05240396420145765,0.0,0.03116504664550293,0.049125195249054884,0.04663891680470904,0.0,0.0,0.05364972462675095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461397471791806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331672292665774,0.03790015136558901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754494091582806,0.03284124477006328,0.24986962620641925,0.046600844985780786,0.08211300191555783,0.04114717726348917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310859996170824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694734083737585,0.21782052116423054,0.0,0.0,0.034179644422875834,0.0,0.14344121223297707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455558541292642,0.04461381948570741,0.0,0.04878935158096498,0.0,0.06301329642363207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325580914437894,0.0,0.0,0.16117110821196898,0.08119639687382009,0.048578046522111874,0.0510382490959534,0.08790681489292776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347014106312138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935889053823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052670495051440384,0.0,0.0,0.0739503964481912,0.04655024573408989,0.04705606881551753,0.18525502182550532,0.0423278833690294,0.0,0.05252683746052007,0.04772710513509318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473964484894482,0.0,0.0,0.0459853757283306,0.0,0.0,0.19823265835584025,0.11139443177642426,0.0,0.0,0.04860733702767865,0.0,0.10171736474247214,0.05276269998625605,0.0,0.0,0.06991786794632142,0.07474286659309133,0.12191771323991075,0.0,0.05317181517774144,0.05398502037383195,0.06177927290129469,0.05958505594672772,0.045681729114045146,0.03691234364590215,0.10844792372185184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165836557592875,0.031567486735743416,0.050573903526797484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040157303486423,0.0,0.07672754296242608,0.05484866492660475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418051632417821,0.0,0.0,0.0519107203382775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154813656328653,0.0,0.04738302823744335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059883334019889815 lonely,samanthaUndercover,2020/02/01,"What is so wrong with me? I (20F) am a Junior in college and I don’t have any friends. The friends I do have go to school five hours away from me. Normally they come home in the summer and I sorta just look forward to that, but today I learned they aren’t. I am not mad at them, in fact I’m happy they are finding and making a life in their new city. I’m just sad because I realize we probably won’t be that close anymore, and overwhelmingly that I just don’t have any friends that I can actually hang out with. I don’t understand what is so wrong with me that people don’t want to be my friend. I’m not the most attractive girl but I’m always friendly, have good hygiene, and put effort into looking nice when I leave home. I go to class and I am friendly to people and try to be inviting. At work I am super friendly and have tried to make friendships with the people there but nothing really clicks. I guess I don’t understand what it is about me that puts people off or makes them not want to be my friend. I feel lonely a lot and struggle with depression and anxiety chronically. I know you guys probably have heard all of this before and it’s sorta a dime a dozen, but being lonely is really tough. I feel for everyone in this subreddit because feeling alone and unwanted really makes a person feel worthless and defective. I hope it gets better.",3.155958858659588,4.7421182919708045,4.4694625082946295,85.20166556071669,74.1094890510949,7.755540809555409,25.95819508958195,8.438071523408619,1.7108671532846715,1068,37,217,19,22,353,138,274,0.156,0.625,0.218,0.9717,1,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,6,4,8,27,1,2,10,0,29,2,0,4,2,60,55,21,0,5,11,0,4,0,8,1,2,1,2,3,14,23,0,0,10,0,1,7,10,12,0,2,1,8,34,15,28,48,3,24,0,6,3,0,20,13,0,7,6,148,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.08936020464088194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484006477880126,0.0,0.0,0.07619450814333299,0.0,0.0,0.12454300454914335,0.0,0.07005165679673843,0.0,0.09081394597302896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603408236039904,0.0,0.0,0.11164181065583637,0.0,0.07792027929789426,0.0,0.0,0.08098721492936377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888041233722444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887007219374292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750013015094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852044403917452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369434549143752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565980966434152,0.0,0.04784213117706815,0.0,0.10408395645440327,0.07680551159305718,0.0,0.0,0.10087591341796616,0.09066980641664993,0.0,0.09747916088573806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370660089840996,0.09095078476526797,0.09017910842375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050325093218602616,0.0,0.0,0.09696059513701116,0.0,0.0,0.06467939072474183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379335744870604,0.0,0.0,0.07785049231869516,0.0,0.0,0.2444977368720854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843995911713225,0.0,0.0,0.08972025602732188,0.08786496012689382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393554122733103,0.07995637064935916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745831216667192,0.0,0.0,0.18410853710266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598841445622418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267486303270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957300177174856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679871542039777,0.0,0.0,0.124341560319933,0.0,0.0,0.19065753243419012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802203918750784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666486657384997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023729111294455,0.0,0.0 lonely,lovelife4everlive,2020/02/01,"I volunteer for a night emotional support helpline Night hours tend to be the ones when people feel most lonely and sad. At our uni we have a telephone and online message service that students can contact and talk to us about anything they wish to get off their chest. Our job is to try and help them feel slightly better, comfort them emotionally without giving any direct advice. I (student myself) have been volunteering with the helpline for over a year now and as you can imagine I talked to a lot of lonely people. It warms my heart a lot when people tell me they feel a lot better after our conversation but more often than not, there is only so much I can do for them. At the end of the day, as much I wish I could do something for them, I can't really help them. Partly because I don't even know how to help myself, I struggle with loneliness regularly and every time I talk to callers I can relate to them as if they were me. I can feel how much suffering every person who talked to me is going through because I feel the same way. Usually it does help me, however, find a way to make them open up more, talk about their feelings so that we can connect on a more emotional level. That way usually people can at least feel better for a while. I truly believe that everyone deserves to be happy, to have people in their lives they can come for help to. Most people I speak with tell me the same words, just how much they wish they had someone they could be close with. There are so many people in the world and somehow we still end up feeling lonely. It shouldn't be like that. It's a huge burden on people that unfortunately causes some to lose the belief in this world, in themselves. I guess for me, helping others is the reason I still believe in all the good in the world despite so many lonely years, I try to improve. I find motivation from hope that one day I'll be able to find amazing people that I could share my life with and I would be very grateful for that, never taking it for granted knowing how much being able to have someone by your side means. I hope that if you feel lonely, you will find happiness soon, let me encourage you to just not lose belief in that and stay strong. Sending lots of love and hugs to everyone.",7.997746175393232,6.392686484162897,7.728978668390432,77.137730015083,63.11764705882353,10.13850463262228,33.7173023055376,8.563005593585519,2.574229778065072,1774,56,344,19,21,566,204,442,0.08900000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.221,0.9967,2,10,1,0,0,0,37.0,7,5,17,7,23,29,0,1,21,0,38,5,2,8,2,81,65,27,0,12,8,0,10,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,19,21,0,0,21,0,0,3,7,11,0,2,3,11,62,18,63,48,20,52,2,9,0,2,55,24,0,14,22,263,81,5,0.12284898978284114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002330550750758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041770762861846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054712558948734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488760392852135,0.0,0.0,0.13840874295127115,0.0,0.1629749223684908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309987640932486,0.0,0.05291176345248304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471273830424809,0.0,0.0,0.07922743536657892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375298941184869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728286772558205,0.10880774143560608,0.0,0.0,0.04057029956757497,0.0,0.10350557232552672,0.117387474315304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795226319500277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456350212883056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209176337823345,0.058923972560471036,0.034908955974834566,0.05151995204950245,0.0,0.0,0.0676660061816862,0.0,0.0,0.1307750339915172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278832219374545,0.2470292649176185,0.0,0.0,0.12201676605705455,0.060490754445785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095433322468888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675145920060122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628107076633313,0.043385937279935435,0.03000890553286731,0.0,0.054238954338038416,0.0,0.0,0.1374365960123992,0.0,0.2088836359838475,0.055438004811902114,0.0,0.041001327309042906,0.12454959372841015,0.0,0.06690928214447504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257703566907961,0.0,0.04737435716025891,0.0,0.0,0.11528545489239952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324565483369814,0.046716096258672346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651674219407815,0.0,0.383256096232788,0.053633499685973016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393501042915269,0.06315461098355818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408955038296128,0.04728757709672099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547033876515257,0.09810736193108632,0.0,0.0,0.06421421874818559,0.0,0.0,0.06970378888958736,0.0,0.0,0.046183575785639516,0.24685341137605385,0.10737543185861263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035817116933890364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340640004307115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388610435580126,0.0,0.13530080627125265,0.05068164117892776,0.0,0.14626771490973792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190541320162345,0.05921102113711764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363419881601075,0.0,0.0,0.07911072165780632 lonely,WarsameMA,2020/02/01,"I went from always wanting to be alone, to feeling so lonely it hurts. It’s crazy that I went from a kid that always wanted to be alone to now being sad, bored and depressed when i’m alone. Sure I have friends and we occasionally chat and talk on discord but it’s not the same as actually hanging out. I thought about asking some friends if they would want to hang out on my birthday yesterday, but I remembered that most of my friends live far away and are studying and i’m the only one not going to school or have a job and due to some complications, I can’t study or get a job. This is probably incoherent babbling but I just felt like I had to vent somewhere.",4.386666666666667,5.092797888888889,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,70.1111111111111,8.074074074074074,29.814814814814817,8.167268648758528,1.8691481481481484,525,20,111,7,9,171,87,135,0.131,0.7390000000000001,0.13,0.5924,3,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,31,23,15,0,5,9,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,5,0,1,5,2,12,5,18,14,4,15,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,6,5,75,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.1490445257034704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745532710936505,0.0,0.0,0.2541707323314876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142783922980755,0.0,0.14349686251582908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315479586193444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722595334046417,0.0,0.1466467951154334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540013912165045,0.0,0.07979623344178323,0.0,0.08680118843410753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350290261784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312614149364703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461720326833954,0.0,0.1348652677942866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349524312256016,0.11615966622370864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646710669551515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301572842934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457306818906447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394822375709712,0.0,0.0,0.12276029963142805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125224981638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27025609992042365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831684268619849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849652210539386,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Evangile12,2020/02/01,Lonely in Utah Lonely male in Utah looking to chat and make a connection.,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3650857142857142,59,2,10,1,1,19,11,14,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7828161478464835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222530664213657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_sadsmile86,2020/02/01,"When You Try To Have A Good Time But End Up Feeling More Lonely You ever go out to a show or that and here about after parties or see people laughing and I having a great time with friends. Then think to yourself damn I'm lonely cause when I go home I'm not going to text anyone or go to parties or stay at a friends house. I'm going to go home and watch videos to keep my mind off how lonely I truely am. You then feel sad though cause you have to distract yourself from your worthless reality where you have no true friends. Just me...ok.",0.589074200136146,2.8577993982300924,1.8973451327433644,96.94151123213072,85.99115044247787,3.8309053778080333,19.311776718856365,4.713530739802397,-0.5643010211027906,424,12,93,1,13,135,70,113,0.156,0.626,0.218,0.8522,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,9,14,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,3,2,22,19,14,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,0,6,2,7,0,0,0,4,10,7,16,19,1,21,0,5,2,0,9,5,1,4,9,57,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215450050852203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295472975489458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206563935999034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508980716567835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622048043421584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37177091324451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469496656602855,0.13453481951080148,0.0,0.1768401330276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32178594845847663,0.0,0.0,0.1850785642797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256973445159682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195696248924285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112002625130774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781699702510474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096367249367225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277701035625922,0.15759090837956616,0.0,0.18705954374601352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089001884654185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RainbowCloudman,2020/02/01,"Curse and a blessing Im 19.yes im lonely... and yes im depressed i feel like shit most of the time. However ive noticed that this very thing that i purely despise has enlightened me in some way. Bare with me right now : i suffer from what i like to call self destroying ascending consciousness - depression ... lol weird name but i think some of you might know what im talking about. What i mean is that im subjected to a cycle : i suffer in life -> i get lonely ->i reflect alone probably in a dark room-> i actually manage to meditate become more self aware -> i actually grow when it comes to logical thinking -> i become so aware that i realise that life is a big train and we are all passengers some may eat fancy food on the train .... some might sleep all the way through but eventually this corrupt train will inevitably lead us to one destination. -> i suffer more in life -> cycle continues. Whats weird tho is that my mental capacity to handle complexe ideas seems to surpasses that of my close friends and family which is ... good ? But bad cz i cant use anything right now im stuck in a shitty position where my freedom is hindered by some poor choices made by the people around me. And it sucks yes. But nothing can be done i suppose... and although i wrote a long ass paragraph to some random strangers some part of me is dying to know the reason why im doing so . See my mind overthinks everything and as an example right now its thinking : great send a piece of text to alot of people behind their own screens so u can share ideas and embrace that ounce of illusion-like social interaction that youre getting from this app. So yeah what r your thought my fellow loners because im kindof pissed off 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lonely,crazycalmcool40,2020/02/01,"Extremely lonely recently turned 40 yr old so cal man intro I guess?lol I don’t know why I’m here,well I do,this once baring feeling is weighing down on me like probably most of you,recently lost my job of 4 yrs two weeks before my 40 th bday,no bites yet,single ,man o swear life can be a complete drag,I love and appreciate living,but dam......thank you welcoming a fellow lonely 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lonely,igabis,2020/02/01,"I am becoming a void I'm feeling apathetic (maybe), I'm not able to communicate with the people around me, or even wanting to, I don't know, I don't feel anything, like a void, tomorrow is my birthday, and I'm not feeling anything....",4.441631205673758,4.829224510638298,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,69.85106382978725,9.670921985815603,36.94326241134753,9.725611199111238,3.6461687943262406,180,10,36,4,3,64,32,47,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,12,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,21,5,0,0.3037744923125839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999610478181278,0.2704237020905577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354950604094929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064018720699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607925321464164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694651658570012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484088727016349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30518230759488146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059898419391596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917406609166708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonansu,2020/02/01,"Finished Hi all Not really wanting to post, just for somebody or something to know I existed. I hate myself, I actually hate myself. Please be safe out there everyone your lives are special.",5.2931372549019615,7.874946352941179,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,70.76470588235293,9.239215686274509,34.86274509803922,9.725611199111238,4.13610980392157,152,8,23,4,3,50,29,34,0.179,0.63,0.191,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3037817955958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974584353174876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146843558477435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108115679586364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748817041128921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171155746714466,0.0,0.0,0.2981372888908674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994253734550542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396522929757229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361153692623114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3640646,2020/02/01,"Is it really true that there are no women who like love, caressing and romanticism? Am I the only man who expect it from a girl? I never get sympathy about this. I feel like noone in the world wants a romantic and caring man... What's the problem with this if someone would like to care about your wishes and treat you like a queen a bit?",3.655882352941177,4.851317529411767,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.23529411764707,8.381176470588235,22.423529411764704,8.841846274778883,1.3212729411764703,264,6,55,5,5,87,51,68,0.081,0.521,0.39799999999999996,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,11,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,13,11,4,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,10,6,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946706821635674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033055175427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248012541310396,0.17633058296375573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895496368381754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823415002251629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227676246070985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036531072296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772020800118566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361765211934745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581212976694836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913254331489708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455827509953607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383456259219875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533615891944426,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LadyFA,2020/02/01,I was feeling so bad and lonely today like I couldn't bare it I was reading a lot of posts here in this sub and thinking a lot and I made a choice now that I will stop being depressed and work on my life again. I've done it before and changed my life but I always fail and end up the same old loser me and being lonely. But I'm not going to give up. I am going to start doing hobbies and stuff again instead of laying in bed every day. My dad passed away and I lost my best friend in a couple of months and it was hardest thing I've went thru in my life. But I just have to keep trying cuz I know my dad would want me to be happy. It sucks I'm so lonely but I'm not going to be a victim anymore. Even if I am lonely always at least I live my life to the fullest alone.,0.14815751445086536,1.6514215144508668,2.404909682080927,97.07880960982662,82.41040462427745,4.325,16.59284682080925,3.1291,-1.0392887283236996,594,10,144,0,16,202,97,173,0.21,0.687,0.10300000000000001,-0.9608,0,9,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,9,15,2,0,7,0,15,4,0,2,0,31,32,18,0,4,8,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,3,1,0,5,3,11,0,0,7,1,21,4,19,18,5,25,0,8,0,0,4,9,1,3,11,102,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235231757351314,0.0,0.0,0.2447997041985451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588470778943782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820627251244874,0.0,0.12282322679579273,0.0,0.0,0.12517215340054386,0.0,0.1543734695992838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561339897877666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276450657774416,0.0,0.09486800360528057,0.0,0.12669791310173026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053543975465164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302878625192742,0.0,0.0,0.09715885180015793,0.0,0.12393897345169995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437870741758205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364990120453515,0.0,0.0,0.1411127247888246,0.2508027386690498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659179599572665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075016622823396,0.0,0.0,0.08084288640923583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41560726889591054,0.07186613942784527,0.0,0.12989291630808633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057816565921612,0.25012009337309743,0.0,0.13919056398719146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741464938880025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543577999535138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408821370603724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714085099729554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041188756192588,0.0,0.0,0.122983059002546,0.0,0.0,0.16839550103761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977273968475128,0.09425640890903199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943458903728284,0.0,0.0,0.0998719524793223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676400663378843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636414094242608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070913115353046,0.0,0.0,0.10449636067197572,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pedalapls63,2020/02/01,"I just want someone to chat hello i'm looking for someone to chat 24/7 cuz i've been lonely for a while ngl i have a great and sometimes a dark sense of humor, i play games, i watch movie/tv shows a lot, i started rewatching anime if someone wanna chat with me msg me i'm always online",-0.6681602914389799,1.521834606557377,1.7549726775956316,94.552276867031,96.37704918032787,3.3668488160291434,18.25318761384335,5.033348758259628,-0.4556899817850635,225,7,47,1,9,76,43,61,0.045,0.7759999999999999,0.179,0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,6,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405386868566656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233706095340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630294740473685,0.0,0.0,0.24935804813806375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7455509952078092,0.0,0.29008687283235296,0.0,0.20760330966309115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729993224540077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AtypicalJT,2020/02/01,"Even my cat ignores me Whenever I get lonely I just call out for my sit to come and sit next to me And the cat ignores me. Because she is a cat and has no time for my petty needs",-1.5917073170731726,0.23829812195122105,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,92.17073170731709,4.255609756097561,17.956097560975607,5.6839178017228535,-0.5581063414634144,137,4,35,1,5,48,28,41,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.8271,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576838648108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619334692628583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896877685414376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987946058865294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635136770019616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354361511367808,0.0,0.0,0.4811142931236743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637880777889756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mitkezdjekmagammal,2020/02/01,"I feel like people close to me don't actually like me I barely get texts from my friends, but when I do they usually just need something i feel like they don't want to hangout with me anymore also i had my birthday a week ago and my best friend (she moved far away 2 years ago, we barely talk, but she still calls me her best friend) didn't even text me happy birthday, i felt like shit for a few days i know i need some new friends to hangout with, but making close friends takes a while, and idek where to start i swear there should be a tinder-like app for finding people with similar interests, but for making friends",3.8866666666666654,4.951906079365081,4.011269841269844,91.23928571428571,71.53968253968254,6.869841269841268,25.904761904761905,6.937597516519254,0.8731809523809521,490,15,106,4,9,151,74,126,0.051,0.624,0.325,0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,2,7,15,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,0,25,19,9,0,4,5,0,3,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,23,14,12,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,14,5,1,1,15,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.12670218218251056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301853320681315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383060149533498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876341514244127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198613489013173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725118410859343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257809301372245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837341234531079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575611356855617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129897610367214,0.18551115659939948,0.12466388056521766,0.0,0.11866866523771025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018704618781094,0.0,0.0678344733514996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821390014915644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135501932834748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372719830754425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733344105738876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799618267572245,0.0,0.19254497976318385,0.0,0.12539738306671455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002525473447806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327581405570885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995486538456083,0.0,0.0,0.09189929642850124,0.0,0.10368799542212223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762126511978472,0.10435806196348353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299711158391507,0.0,0.07658122619495622,0.0,0.10414740925552753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361077072745403 lonely,becin,2020/02/01,"Remember to accept yourself before anything else and to take it easy No matter how antisocial you are, how much you feel you fail at life, how alone you are or how hated you are, it doesn't matter. Be a friend to yourself. You were made for a reason. You messed up, you didn't speak to as many people as you wanted or you can't speak. I'm the same. So many of us are the same. You are not worthless. You are absolutely irrevocably as worth it as anyone else. If you're lonely, be your own best friend. All of this is so easier said than done, but just relax and try your best. Do the little things that make you happy. Nothing in this world can guarantee happiness even though it seems like having relationships can do that. Only you can let yourself be happy. Have a great day and blessings",2.4333333333333336,4.629630847133762,3.5990063694267533,87.90177919320595,78.10828025477706,6.224883227176223,19.383864118895964,7.3011,0.39324322717622096,621,14,126,8,15,201,97,157,0.078,0.64,0.28300000000000003,0.9922,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,16,0,3,9,17,1,0,6,0,23,1,0,7,1,26,32,18,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,4,17,12,15,23,7,6,1,3,0,0,23,5,0,4,2,95,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489391804085349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055218426852752,0.14734578022090522,0.11833971469712512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236793134737026,0.0,0.3018301054441783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927426830717335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716300596266138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026216875013046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498220957201643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271240699883393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220762254892296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854612665244033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592510463725048,0.0,0.14197820855890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705091809115753,0.1015741128639516,0.07025612787507497,0.14413094026375092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360722885679171,0.09599132135348773,0.29159251323537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571362579483112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798530376851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937060096973142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969666162504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478560562730902,0.0,0.15439334307193436,0.16290365503539053,0.0,0.1367920092752267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091517184321666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081238768461704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553801754873137,0.0,0.14128822282278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976345288669008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298037044792947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482023931642348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turndowntheheat,2020/02/01,Anyone else hates birthdays? With every birthday i feel worse. All that happens is me being reminded how alone and how big of a loser i am. I hate seeing myself getting older and nothing changing. Today i got like 3 messages and one of them was from my fucking bank. I just wished everyone would forget about my birthday including me.,4.02005376344086,6.657204661290322,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,74.96774193548387,6.068817204301076,29.68817204301075,7.1686216300943375,2.1369268817204308,267,12,41,3,6,86,51,62,0.252,0.711,0.037000000000000005,-0.9259999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,3,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,12,14,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,11,1,5,10,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903893346620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138055023075165,0.2364816165775899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441555305319843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280357395809336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445874208310546,0.2205390500124526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669928739426692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133706480579418,0.12058334247229507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845916425112876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409545501416865,0.0,0.0,0.4557339372524026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275709877453548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214585830025533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639588245485267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391751748906768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187711744896083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654083199964805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520466108479815,0.16395351907972555,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ins4n3_,2020/02/01,"I have many friends, but I still feel alone I'm 15 and I regularly chat with a lot of my friends but most of the time it seems like they don't really want to chat with me and it depresses the fuck out of me. I honestly don't know what to do and I feel so alone.",-0.5730000000000004,1.035966366666667,1.879999999999999,99.395,85.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.11583333333333325,202,5,56,4,6,69,38,60,0.221,0.59,0.18899999999999997,-0.309,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,8,11,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,3,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505906033799621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289386913592689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687994383538529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107227817396645,0.24573376427485366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460802642058965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298595968225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597912411358045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26948600321783805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028240742161174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198019372415425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227336084857584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499386871301146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567795210634387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iam31415,2020/02/01,"This is so frustrating It's gonna be valentine's day soon and I'm pretty sure the only thing I'm gonna get is a snap from team snapchat. I've never been in couple and I fell like time is flowing too fast, I'm nearly 17, and sometimes when I'm sad & lonely I'm so, like, depressed but in a angry way that I have a ghost feeling of someone cuddling and it is so ducking frustrating",-0.6221753246753252,1.5341337738095255,1.8572294372294391,95.34837662337664,92.21428571428572,4.006926406926406,20.731601731601728,5.565023196281405,-0.04724761904761944,303,11,67,2,11,103,56,84,0.24100000000000002,0.655,0.10300000000000001,-0.9322,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,8,16,9,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,3,5,12,0,12,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32313108417521746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299848052188517,0.0,0.192333085077348,0.0,0.25686427007684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079358390643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581238563508026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913993292462822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001265215843106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681665447398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340619020735593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526885321585724,0.0,0.2949561863600472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107737902051555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813014944918889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389977516241087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672036271811536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostwanderlust19,2020/02/01,"Advice for this situation So I have suffered with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. This month has been pretty rough. I have been incredibly down, suicide sounds like the only liable option at times. I just started a new job, where I know the work, but the social anxiety and negative self talk get in my way. So that attributes to the lack of feeling good enough. I have always lacked a good sense of communication and even get nervous/ in my head about asking for help, even over the simplest things ( which I have recently forced myself to just ""go for it"" and ask, but that's after like the negative self talk of why can't you just go ask a simple question, stupid. My family has never been huge into communication and connection. There's just this silent like you can talk to me if you want/need. Which has proven to be the worst, but also forced me to be independent in not trying to rely on anyone and also trust issues. So here I am, 29, feeling like a failure and complete idiot because I always feel like I am either doing too much or not enough. Have like 3 friends - which 2 are family. I just long for that connection that's easy and not afraid to just open up. I have fear of rejection and used to be a huggeeeee people pleaser. Ever since a pretty ugly break up about 3 yrs ago I have been on this spiritual journey and trying to ""understand"" my mind and why I did/ didn't do certain things. I sometimes doubt if it's been fruitful or not. I feel like I made myself into an isolated freak. Or is it good? I have been attempting to unlearn all the bad behaviors and figure out who I am without being with someone. Thoughts, comments, concerns? Please with love",5.599017038007865,6.321972929663607,6.107933595456532,79.00614678899085,67.40978593272172,8.919702927042376,29.332896461336823,8.976282227363876,2.3052401048492785,1336,45,251,22,21,433,174,327,0.209,0.615,0.17600000000000002,-0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,3,0,2,20,26,2,4,15,0,33,3,1,4,4,62,51,27,1,4,20,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,17,19,1,0,10,0,0,3,10,12,0,0,10,7,30,14,41,37,8,32,0,3,0,1,18,16,0,8,18,189,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191216985987714,0.08337654306348319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043593853879106,0.15652720843787712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390788197247706,0.0,0.0,0.06576738374285268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637939703243049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853431393889716,0.05733674707248952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861778832916668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101182441231251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437365111544852,0.0,0.12424854757972795,0.08508064305735642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733860006174254,0.10584114731481692,0.19023375011677707,0.2015846813261105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266880420884161,0.0,0.09828261145512042,0.0,0.10691040301966206,0.23667359922493675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653041356825964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630449444192108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817188088513452,0.09333782905945452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516916937180404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216631472604661,0.0,0.0,0.16647634339147807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848908148573542,0.0889997416178997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497154062977148,0.0,0.07507601922441468,0.0,0.06914328758816528,0.0,0.07254315512116508,0.09084158591143797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153517684860608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520781871297096,0.0,0.0,0.10324719273194244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913811445969814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536623495116937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287070631907456,0.0,0.10654912443487503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962455466507681,0.0,0.0,0.077805564050353,0.10572488078719423,0.0,0.09588005738205524,0.07969484814727798,0.0,0.09302554524838068,0.0,0.06657457777463271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288394045421878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268002318604209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497561356557135,0.0,0.0,0.07467136757436915,0.05484584542094327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771811121266502,0.0,0.0,0.09791746166088043,0.0,0.08123571882066284,0.0,0.0,0.055477713078678915,0.07465868434563526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974502569092462,0.0,0.0,0.09066833934447067,0.0,0.06847518095437258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cookieee-,2020/02/01,"TALK TO ME im 16 and a girl and have no friends whatsoever so WHO WANTS TO BE FRIENDS COME ON DON'T BE LONELY ANYMORE we can talk about anything u want i don't care i just wanna talk don't be shy :"")",-2.0970476190476184,-0.28111302222221823,0.5526984126984118,102.55,101.44444444444444,3.4603174603174613,17.539682539682538,5.288315135182226,-0.8356984126984126,154,5,40,1,7,52,34,45,0.098,0.647,0.255,0.7781,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631545846736841,0.0,0.0,0.21835935067593334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705406591252125,0.0,0.0,0.22857438827353824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100154567653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866221034856153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398316421548379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301904738767217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Colourless-Aurora,2020/02/01,"Convinced that friend doesn’t want me around anymore At this point I’m convinced that I’m bringing my friend down and that she doesn’t care about me anymore At this point I’m convinced I’m bringing my friend down and that she doesn’t care about me She always just seems happier around other people, I understand that I’m not the most uplifting person, but she still seems to hangout with me and I’m not sure why. We just started school again 2 days ago and my mental state has already dropped considerably. For some reason I seem to become jealous and then experience symptoms of depersonalisation when my friend has a long conversation with any one of her friends, I just seem to shutdown and not be able to talk to her at all, it just makes me feel like I haven’t done enough and that she’s stopped trying to be friends with me. Then you’ve got our conversations, boring, dry and stilted, she laughs more with other people and just seems happier with them overall. I see her smile and laugh a lot more often with them compared to our conversations. She also seems to be more interested in talking with them as well, she just talks more with them and is more interested in starting conversations with them. If I don’t speak with her, she won’t speak with me and if they don’t speak with her, she’ll try and start a conversation. I’m sorry if this didn’t make sense, I’m not very good at writing down my feelings. I should be able to explain it better if questions are asked about it",6.973131443298968,6.6777725051546435,6.466011597938143,81.09839884020623,64.49828178694159,9.199398625429556,31.933204467353953,8.472884824447931,2.182788487972508,1193,40,240,14,16,369,136,291,0.053,0.736,0.21100000000000002,0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,6,1,17,22,1,0,4,0,19,1,0,3,2,68,50,23,0,6,15,0,2,1,6,3,1,3,0,1,14,28,0,1,13,1,0,2,12,2,1,1,3,6,43,20,39,40,10,29,0,0,1,0,46,13,0,15,13,165,57,1,0.18624470522150652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254734690819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276283173995553,0.07446991173864005,0.07748525724827841,0.0,0.0,0.06332639307684984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470470213454931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579727381764114,0.08705682909748275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284632220690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823591533764951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898888895322526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005621361391709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529649811105632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622028342085416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109152963181873,0.0,0.0,0.09417091898724657,0.066526627311848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316765917625077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810661120980544,0.07447845227162556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045494877693894965,0.0,0.0,0.08241035167097471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916929410281966,0.0,0.0,0.12431978694919305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384542882055524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310211615447453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911862820524173,0.08131084640312614,0.0,0.0,0.17606144604309473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431834697562094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574528798978037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424479240721433,0.07420645843913423,0.508650554315169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042428497084382,0.197737441428029,0.0,0.07436763108599427,0.07785445652551662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776671527785995,0.09678978027456364,0.0,0.2245446588495007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644792942187089,0.0,0.0,0.0969436532039472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683569346558826,0.054925976286783335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372817854202487,0.0,0.08402843897581556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lu254kas,2020/02/01,Why do I never get invited My friends do sleepovers and partys all the time and in school we always talk and are a close group but yet outside of school I never get invited. I just want to know why? What do I do wrong? Why do they not invite me?,2.279615384615384,3.4073223461538475,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,75.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.5859076923076927,190,5,43,2,4,63,37,52,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.5935,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,3,13,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080739686443168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716722227041048,0.0,0.2396139231759525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260248312901753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537217772460493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641554831425396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431369336750844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371468255313024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352551817946179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207599331644479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507185701663292,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElementalMonkey1,2020/02/01,"Am I the only one who feels sad I always feel sad at school where I feel so invisible, no one ever talks to me, sits with me at lunch, not even a 'Hello' or 'Hows your day'. I try to make the effort to make friends but they either blank me or give one word responses.",9.473793103448275,3.6570467241379294,9.757931034482764,76.75517241379312,64.51724137931035,12.979310344827587,34.172413793103445,8.841846274778883,2.4929379310344824,202,3,50,2,2,69,43,58,0.10400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.4194,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,14,7,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,9,1,6,7,1,6,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624967117539706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760783802311666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165518906446586,0.2350857881918562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942252562966645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007907145562895,0.0,0.0,0.249310598100216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34695778272008937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283254784256398,0.1976583959474942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630230071089616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088900967092253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644855375954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nyanhtet786,2020/02/01,"I feel so lonely I am from one of the worst country. Whenever I tried to get my goal, somethings bad happens and I feel lost again and again and again. I am planning my way through crawling from this country and you know what, USA just ban my country from immigration. And I can't even discuss with anyone because no one can understand me. I am not happy anymore. And I asked advice about it and no one even upvote my post. Why life is so difficult like that? I don't even want bad to someone but I don't even have a good friend. Now, all I got is this group. I feel lost in my life.",1.7033057851239697,3.5224391652892595,2.9380165289256226,93.59066115702484,78.83471074380166,5.722314049586777,24.223140495867767,6.574015621080383,0.5894066115702481,453,16,101,4,11,146,74,121,0.222,0.728,0.05,-0.9348,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,12,11,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,1,19,22,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,3,3,19,4,10,19,2,7,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609300235953773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332504141659135,0.11515283159650193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539599160565591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750131786574358,0.1003915376312524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43509628211760104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498117654735153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723660418207394,0.0,0.08604204973400555,0.0,0.0,0.13813146458457048,0.1317150690949468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563198308131414,0.1753121485729305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050755196413526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326462980048397,0.08045764615332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595501674479216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334788089809317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772441963865064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953858136875671,0.1267839355663559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181151898788758,0.0,0.0,0.17144475469905965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713653467631564,0.13072070708002942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860421112505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imnotwearingvans,2020/02/01,"Being ignored by that one person I'm really close to this one person and they told me they like me, but they always ignore me, seem as though they are disgusted in me, walk away when I'm talking and more. I'm not sure if I'm just being stupid, but knowing that I'm not alone makes me feel better, so I just want to say that everyone on this subreddit is great and should have a wonderful day.",16.818658536585367,5.6345545243902455,15.078048780487807,59.98585365853664,58.63414634146342,18.839024390243907,49.536585365853654,12.161744961471696,5.5954439024390235,309,7,67,5,2,102,54,82,0.16699999999999998,0.632,0.2,0.517,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,5,8,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,21,18,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,2,10,4,7,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381644828014382,0.0,0.0,0.19134134573390835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160507036393419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033768977506242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483022337494437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973227550047295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627237882351465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25352668217171115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637749485196156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234461149243767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153497040475657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116475121187732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015764372746649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731534190664286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828697940061469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093427942021519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673027887228985,0.0,0.0,0.18482947048003084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259300502542301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973227550047295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356336752524025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493768632320669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daheko,2020/02/01,"I feel like my whole life is an embodiment of r/nobodyasked I make friends who I really like and i talk about so many things that go on all the time, and most of the time I just get seenzoned, and no one really responds. Nobody cares or gives a shit about what goes on with me and I just wanna give up altogether, shut my mouth and keep quiet because it's godamn embarrassing to be that person.",4.880125,5.2079117625,5.695000000000004,82.73000000000002,68.875,8.9,26.0,8.841846274778883,1.6088250000000004,311,8,66,5,5,102,61,80,0.1,0.764,0.136,0.4522,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,4,0,2,3,2,1,1,15,10,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,9,4,10,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219312113225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782409952848305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794325652795848,0.16664097909130096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021608491915064,0.0,0.12186871412641764,0.4475284628351397,0.13256702431734682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073321913212556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647584249315935,0.2279180914135853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557028505332476,0.2364890120519862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806300189280606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367362066686648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886463727334084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943802141660936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748553931145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496756849354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720315448548615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604264418075697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,temporary-account-,2020/02/01,"How many times will I complete this cycle? It seems like every time I find love of some sort, I never even get the chance to pursue it. All my life I dreamed of finding a girl and being happy, and wanting little else. And yet, I struggle to make this one achievement. Now I acknowledge that I am young (17), however this cycle has happened time and time again, and I’ve watched everyone in my life find a relationship before me. I know almost no one that hasn’t had at least 1 relationship by the end of their senior year. My cycle goes like this; I’ll like a girl, become good friends with them, and then they will like someone else, date someone else, or in one case, abuse me for a few months physically and mentally (fun times). I’ve helped my best friend/crush date their crush and they lasted for 3 years. I’ve given love advice to most of my crushes, and I haven’t had the opportunity to receive any. I understand that there could be correlation between depression and my difficulty, however when it’s happened time and time again, and I was in an ok place mentally each time, there had to be some sort of destiny involved to keep me alone. I recently developed some feelings for a girl, again, who I am friends with, again, and she appears to like someone else, again. I wish I can just say “fuck it,” or become a white knight or a simp and just live in ignorance or something, but my brain won’t let me. I can’t give up because it’s how I feel, and feelings can’t just go away. I am not technically lonely. I have friends, I have family. But I will never receive the full gift of the lovely and euphoric feeling that love has only allowed me a taste of. Sorry, this was a bit long and lacked overall direction, but I needed to post this somewhere. I don’t know what I’m doing.",6.021515580736544,5.7757580283286165,6.369420679886688,80.83356444759208,66.45042492917847,9.32628895184136,31.8143059490085,8.841846274778883,2.387949688385269,1396,50,283,20,20,451,180,353,0.057,0.77,0.17300000000000001,0.9912,3,3,1,0,1,0,49.0,0,0,5,3,16,23,1,1,15,1,28,9,1,4,3,65,54,28,0,5,11,0,4,5,3,4,2,1,0,3,17,20,1,2,12,1,0,4,10,5,0,3,6,8,41,18,29,39,12,45,0,2,2,5,25,10,1,13,35,189,58,2,0.0,0.09761486224966308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805074078541477,0.0,0.0,0.08249845936987964,0.08532785747090113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602583552611856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740509176590937,0.0,0.0,0.05022221636843417,0.18197945129885,0.07010508166069569,0.0,0.0864598426925816,0.0,0.08994502571174064,0.0,0.0,0.09197089336338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638097129894963,0.0,0.0,0.0657791399133175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095961284467232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27529433201561954,0.0,0.07297023334002598,0.0,0.0,0.05441569114588634,0.0,0.06941441541690749,0.07872409884597588,0.0,0.0,0.0776669238971298,0.0,0.16662892554515807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590007292392764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546072872671156,0.07616525049688426,0.04304369213266817,0.07903290648861556,0.046822305647211834,0.06910212220412683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570871483886966,0.08770225922811134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522212195879347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322915545958844,0.0,0.0,0.09055523931541147,0.06715622167275964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424606436956343,0.11638443828433777,0.2012500958222768,0.08257319728924434,0.07274903608780399,0.07290970769114419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974291419824431,0.0,0.05499381535756393,0.08352726374847301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605299321557512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576034173690289,0.0,0.0,0.06108875341061443,0.12708352735595285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748224283342447,0.06265885863916879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607664991096996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890376137850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134700598115661,0.17690513853993284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551727417601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500183023147874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941815387827412,0.06342536825606848,0.0,0.09222525504415448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612855048692743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843231513860222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857675434492882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048593857379819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474073102594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610877025665223 lonely,AnneToeKneeOhh,2020/02/01,Anyone willing to listen to my problems? Don’t really have any close friends to talk to. I’d like a little perspective on what I’ve got going on... maybe someone on the internet can give me some decent advice. Id like a strangers perceptive. In short I’m antisocial but I really wanna change. Lmk,1.3598275862068974,4.0431028275862095,3.716810344827589,81.32797413793107,89.6896551724138,7.037931034482759,22.767241379310345,8.07648339933343,1.983579310344828,236,9,42,6,8,81,46,58,0.035,0.861,0.10400000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775607574383591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315704926084312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860748445211185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004768273790903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194487233746704,0.0,0.0,0.2724772039273277,0.1614265688940689,0.0,0.2271728638775232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775353499502625,0.2846828608024664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853565187684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717880730928947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639268001016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066630620750584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283007217228663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressedpoutine,2020/02/01,"Have I been this lonely since forever? Hello everyone. Been roaming here since morning and thought I might share something. &#x200B; I don't really know how to call it, but I've always been the ""on my own"" type of person and excluded myself from a lot of stuff in favor of silence. The thing is, I do really enjoy silence but for a long time I haven't enjoyed loneliness and being with myself. Recently I've ended a (almost) 5 years relationship because I felt lonelier than ever, and started to realize that somewhere along this long road I've lost myself and never looked back. Even though I'm not socially great and a lot of people mistake my need for being alone for ignorance or arrogance, if you look at my life you'll see I'm always the type of person to give it all for the happiness of others, even if that means losing mine. &#x200B; Recently I started going to therapy because I couldn't handle my emotions anymore, after the breakup with the person I gave my full time to, after all this years I realized how alone I am and how no one is here for me even though I've always been there for them. Neither my so called friend nor my parents care enough to check on me and see what the problem is, and the worst part is that even I don't care enough about myself to try getting better. At some point in the last month or so I cried my heart out and even thought about just straight up jumping from the closest building because it won't ever matter to anyone and they'll usually end up forgetting about me soon. &#x200B; Right now, I've got no one. &#x200B; The weekends are the worst, because I can't go to work to get my mind off things and I hate myself way too much to do something alone. &#x200B; I really need someone to talk to, I even play some video games so if you want to do that just hit me up. I'm a great listener, so if anyone wants to talk, I'm here to hear you out and talk to you. &#x200B; Thank you!",6.515061682704169,6.00229990414508,6.680125832716509,79.90786701208984,65.50259067357513,9.52854675548976,32.37058968665186,8.841846274778883,2.5240206266962737,1537,54,300,21,21,494,185,386,0.19399999999999998,0.721,0.085,-0.9935,1,5,2,0,1,0,56.0,0,6,2,4,30,22,1,0,17,0,25,2,1,3,5,61,59,31,0,11,11,1,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,3,15,18,0,1,7,4,1,3,12,9,0,2,10,7,44,13,52,41,15,46,0,3,4,0,27,18,0,12,24,221,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706401846100882,0.1770633223146796,0.0,0.0,0.14225267333439262,0.3704708490980788,0.4154709785798322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651556306572138,0.07969294922373601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381930856802426,0.0,0.1389544243075863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050400167108881434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637972740256175,0.0,0.11620362002503068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259729098301475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410244607177258,0.10094672735039316,0.11776513392521132,0.0,0.22583534489017035,0.10309559208867834,0.0,0.05445330087598222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471623594564701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402783716171613,0.0,0.05954647059470632,0.05466690250145604,0.06477378933490724,0.0,0.04557752583178051,0.12565623027333542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066347635932135,0.0,0.05626263739505508,0.0,0.0,0.06422823149367009,0.06752959686359346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03131843847451507,0.046451823495568235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025144096967445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086299641113597,0.09570906867721338,0.0637536190099143,0.062207791246974925,0.0968962280229816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620752988044157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060453957454948186,0.05754039262608559,0.0,0.04548629615072471,0.0,0.04189183295226232,0.0845099357978084,0.04395171016840768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723142040013298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327706418636661,0.061711118619954236,0.0,0.039507451033797006,0.14927594851837273,0.0,0.0,0.053870917428200216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054528642685245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952155232843816,0.0,0.11253512093466596,0.06118246430657422,0.0,0.048666390233356185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082215522040596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428009010412812,0.0,0.0,0.05809083553021381,0.04828470531553256,0.08774239937823594,0.0,0.0,0.08067105827000534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523621771660322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741142138369106,0.0,0.05246576142762231,0.06516933797309217,0.0,0.07571895565306494,0.0,0.11197842442944067,0.09048225983624954,0.06645888775740011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869027613907673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276287615544156,0.0,0.06722454687744259,0.04523344553229429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041487047289424775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154709785798322,0.07339522302656766 lonely,Lamburrito,2020/02/01,"Missing something I recently watched the simpsons episode called ""colonel homer"" in which a country singer had a huge love interest for homer. She showed great affection for him and made me wonder if I will ever experience the same. Been a while since I've had a significant other. Idk if it'd solve my problems but itd sure help",6.52741935483871,7.516796741935487,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,65.45161290322581,9.425806451612903,36.467741935483865,9.516144504307137,3.412245161290322,266,13,49,5,4,82,51,62,0.071,0.622,0.308,0.9279999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,2,2,11,10,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,4,3,3,1,5,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,3,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021061780613695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267622342791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894078883769556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618673651095953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983087470935216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26702523555529145,0.2799499216707181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830980997151021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921260948279003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447384808706188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277675117626169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788445845734756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208475908027491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YaBoyReece,2020/02/01,"YaBoysLonely I've been feeling pretty dang lonely since I graduated high school last year. I feel like I put in all the effort in the friendships I do have, nobody ever messages or talks to me first and if I don't make a constant effort to talk to them, they forget I exist. And a girlfriend/boyfriend? Never had one of those. I've got no idea what to do. If anyone else is feeling as lonely as I am and wants somebody to talk to, send me a message. I can't guarantee I'll be any good at conversation, but who knows? Maybe It'll be good.",1.984054054054056,3.834731774774777,3.6218828828828817,88.8657972972973,78.09909909909909,5.881441441441443,22.811711711711716,6.742157984588678,0.6047938738738736,421,13,88,4,10,140,76,111,0.077,0.785,0.139,0.7499,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,1,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,3,18,19,9,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,3,3,12,3,12,13,1,12,0,2,0,0,10,4,1,3,7,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282642446742371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318835583655013,0.19325771933286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382513576971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756311007008902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061250297414596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286107289724833,0.13474614909021326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043529328743822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164015824723285,0.15085214806934147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928144565011155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292267416188568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365752927210932,0.15374589182193502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214745764649376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259015617054748,0.0,0.1894884938590924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547103576215345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780998368369842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188863017723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896095451931598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908878198371716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602376229099474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548032765424347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124964677634183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146147525043922 lonely,liquidschwartzzz,2020/02/01,Sad Sad girls reply to this plz,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,25,0,6,0,1,8,6,7,0.536,0.34600000000000003,0.11900000000000001,-0.7027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelygirl463,2020/02/01,"I have no social life and it’s starting to depress me I have social anxiety, partly because I’m still stuck in the same town I went to high school in and every time I recognize someone I know it just makes me feel sick. I can’t really move out of my parents house because I have no money, I don’t know how to drive, etc. In addition to this I have insecurities about my appearance. I just want to have friends and a social life.",2.7616372391653283,4.136261471910114,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,74.73033707865169,7.782343499197433,26.19743178170145,8.418075326091056,1.6954353130016049,337,12,71,6,7,115,56,89,0.2,0.7490000000000001,0.051,-0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,2,0,15,17,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,14,1,11,15,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409844546833252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468790196986416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873220745275868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055365975265823,0.0,0.0,0.15527569763221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318461628011172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238513684514226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471679728095848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265060630018134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025663959640292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034469554478873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301771892503982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587542435371294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463674856981034,0.19957251221073827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806349665022725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651543196800294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635937692808354,0.15615176254575508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044428720206333,0.0,0.14717747773806464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746335089271188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870141396384968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084244388311712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,br_lunch,2020/02/01,"I really dont know what to do I have no friends, social skill, or any goal at all.i spend all my day watching youtube videos that i don't even enjoy No advices will work on me.you dont understand that no one wants to be friends with me. In fact im not sure what im trying ro achieve here other than letting everyone know how much of a loser i am.",1.9643999999999977,3.2348712400000004,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,76.6,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8421999999999996,273,9,62,3,6,91,58,75,0.16,0.736,0.10400000000000001,-0.5109,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,3,11,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,8,10,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053467344351333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955389859259199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323473252986438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810231832747402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355432145314216,0.0,0.0,0.1960926562536109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31709870289793063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443336931510728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255626634708457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098472358948422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508573523880702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905965413366886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146660696789755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919184071237054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934136256399059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393281747340979,0.0,0.0,0.21363706491227247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104169766187126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493996722371466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RobMarenghi,2020/02/01,"Suicidal thoughts? ** PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IF YOU ARE ABOUT TO KILL YOURSELF ** (2020) You are not alone my friend :) Hi guys, This is a very pro-life (not in the abortion sense) video basically stating secular reasons to live, with one or two religious reasons thrown in too. Mainly secular though. A link to the youtube video - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEx6nLTQQ3Y&t=206s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEx6nLTQQ3Y&t=206s) Much Love to you, Rob",8.60921875,11.805863984375002,2.379375,85.12812500000003,104.46875,5.3500000000000005,24.3125,6.6274283507984215,1.58551875,381,13,52,6,16,89,49,64,0.19699999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.141,-0.7736,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,5,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,2,8,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,2,0,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258773422278179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726047702778216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849719149265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159451803567452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128627489936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257906395637087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968363734991394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032257439785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778465479252192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239399315761918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484694078703078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385570425297364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427409612276016,0.17314053613760008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304400850030009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799485837647429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darknessnbroknpieces,2020/02/01,"Do you ever feel so sad that you wanted so badly for someone to listen but when someone came, you can’t even begin to articulate what you’re feeling or to even explain why you’re so sad? You really wanted to talk about it but when you start (if you can even begin), everything cones out so wrong and different that whoever’s listening misunderstands the situation.",5.538695652173914,7.108468376811597,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,68.13043478260869,10.157681159420287,29.74202898550725,10.355215969177356,3.3739542028985507,294,11,50,8,5,99,46,69,0.237,0.741,0.022000000000000002,-0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,11,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,14,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,7,13,0,8,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,2,6,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927460433847112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640253339471009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118403077435965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574130989593114,0.2088126386472465,0.0,0.0,0.20746872027759355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334444704118308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478853031257458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25947960117034824,0.0,0.0,0.3911886636072119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339337306813406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554457339434724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27231688049805264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830182658511245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523929139154937,0.0,0.0 lonely,Needredditsadvice2,2020/02/01,"Have a 100% rejection rate but haven’t given up Hi guys. This morning I have a guy my number who works in the hotel. I’m sure he won’t contact me but I’m lonely so I had to try. At least I’ll lose weight because I can’t eat at the hotel any more in case it’s him doing room service. In the past I also asked out a bus driver in London, it was the 105 bus. I asked him if he fancied going to the Royal Air Force museum with me and he said no so I had to stop taking the bus. I also had to stop going to Gail’s in ealing because a waiter there rejected me. Lately I asked a flight attendant on Lot if he wants to go on a date but he thought I was ugly so I had to take Lufthansa instead. Don’t get me wrong, most of the 101 men I’ve asked out in person haven’t been at their work. Typically asked men out in the park or cafe but the answer is always no. I’m just not attractive to them I guess.",-0.5551791607732177,1.178822034653468,2.356478076379066,95.30037953795382,86.07920792079206,5.0357378595002364,16.54974068835455,6.1826913282559595,-0.5126358321546443,689,14,168,6,21,243,114,202,0.185,0.794,0.022000000000000002,-0.987,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,8,7,0,0,15,0,16,2,0,0,1,23,35,13,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,5,2,2,2,3,0,4,8,5,0,0,10,2,20,2,26,24,4,27,0,4,0,0,23,18,0,6,5,104,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681132223844646,0.11279509190870028,0.0,0.0,0.0921840693444747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336420235314347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526976288225612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870964729567078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708234453469292,0.0,0.2311221580250369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933238894264306,0.2684474090671051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291529674565127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165469612296442,0.0,0.11524654007485885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940542284284848,0.0,0.11836399231182265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289466737003122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266650687151889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776178421361434,0.0,0.2038454488791669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761788768298486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203496463271836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995560398788595,0.0,0.0,0.16507309019299388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737563600078448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482113619799645,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway120565,2020/02/01,"Nobody knows the real me. I have friends, I'm not a recluse, but none of those friends know who I really am. I always have to act around them. There's friends who I have to act cool around, nerdy around, some I have to act like a fuckboy around. Nobody see's the true me. The one that plays Zelda for 6 hours a day and wishes I was born someone else.",1.9218018018018024,3.25373775675676,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,76.83783783783784,5.473873873873874,20.44144144144144,5.46131890053228,-0.3720558558558555,270,6,65,1,6,84,48,74,0.017,0.667,0.316,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,13,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,9,7,9,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597940149804362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6838310408195817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385096002380197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042613428645638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44511264607264617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912231542042046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108210803166333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382183690063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013237423702764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858541093452855,0.12302678159384622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303231030741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271624448939076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083838961280236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRealJoker89,2020/02/01,"I have no life I need some advice guys. Growing up I was very popular until I developed bipolar. Then I became depressed and withdrew and then I embarrased myself regularly when I was manic. I said offensive things and often talked gibberish at a fast pace. I think most people understand I was mentally unwell. I have found a medication that works for me and I’m pretty much ok now. My life has improved significantly I’m about to get a mortgage and I have a steady job and a gf but no active social life outside of that. I had a bit of an argument with my gf about Reddit last night. She believes I use this site to “fill a void” which I guess is true. I think I use it for a lot of validation. If I’m not spewing my insecurities then I’m posting memes and commenting jokes for upvotes for a sense of belonging. I decided last night to come off of here but I’m back. I thought until my life has actually picked up there’s no point coming off and all I was doing without Reddit was googling my insecurities instead which is worse I’d say. Basically I want to get off my phone and start hanging out with people irl. I feel like I’ve pushed all my current friends away. They used to invite me but I always didn’t like there were people I didn’t know going also and I get nervous meeting people for first time. I think I have a real fear of being judged. Anyway I guess my life is a bit of a contradiction. I used to be quite extroverted but I guess I still am in a way. I think the reasons I isolate myself is because A. I can be quiet and awkward in some environments and I’m still not really sure what the pattern is for me being awkward and B. I have had a few manic episodes which I extremely embarrassed myself on social media. I feel like this has made me a subject of teasing a lot etc. I don’t know where to go from here and I understand my situation might not be as bad as some. Tl dr feel like the only reason I come on Reddit is to fill a void. I want to go out more with some friends but I seem to isolate myself from opportunities. Can be shy in certain situations and possibly a bit introverted. I’m 30 aswell for the record",2.394789461303219,4.316821155963304,4.494311926605505,82.7524994119031,77.11926605504587,7.315831569042579,25.39967066572571,8.222332236545338,1.656870806868972,1688,62,341,31,39,581,210,436,0.109,0.75,0.141,0.9326,3,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,4,17,24,2,7,24,1,36,8,0,8,5,77,79,30,0,4,10,0,3,4,4,1,8,3,0,1,10,23,0,0,17,1,0,11,10,11,0,1,14,6,61,13,51,58,16,49,0,1,0,0,16,17,0,14,23,240,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0786509959173806,0.0,0.0,0.0787584057117351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445335094975196,0.06706311800640657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572348661998933,0.061974078783363085,0.06729508582946106,0.049131152000988186,0.0,0.0,0.09080516175541198,0.0,0.0,0.2639729814525169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828140491493533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941803402356628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898869029112111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069397484494353,0.1222567171567425,0.1727354292838133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685557235967865,0.0,0.08837039447935154,0.12453800564586608,0.0,0.12632573791683865,0.0,0.13741531032284962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635987751874696,0.07980365088648303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998003551133794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858795069203072,0.1313945410378265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284640042862156,0.15750239257496948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704128763202286,0.0,0.07626278184127629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119294682962437,0.08122276792847012,0.08550062619684932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924803107590543,0.059761616399992425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126955358934496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061297611507729964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350310517542615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619016798598151,0.09086095001759087,0.07718959803163561,0.0819960721998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857247760739739,0.0,0.09173697281325516,0.05163246929483965,0.16573417382978836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666615495909376,0.06409392872304949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733724353067611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811886949803712,0.0,0.1643168792657735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570469352911107,0.0,0.12872965507223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596167055178207,0.0,0.0,0.06478077460112344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053545031589810464,0.20657308207855565,0.0,0.0639849746931013,0.04699672907136318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780853250462466,0.0,0.27843954553205025,0.0,0.06650092367217783,0.09507633736143996,0.0639741065906957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769258267090857,0.0,0.05867553873454121,0.0,0.08213517656151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nopelund,2020/02/01,"Loneliness..... Just got off work, 8am here in Sweden and I just feel like disappearing. Can't say that I have any friends, lost my connection with them when my mom was sick, when I was younger. Then I moved from my hometown and later moved abroad. When I came back I didn't have anyone, and when you're in your thirties and have a bit of social anxiety it's not easy finding new friends.. Not much left living for.. Hope you're having a much better weekend.. Bye.",1.1822529644268798,3.6696990434782637,2.0370355731225342,95.35460474308302,85.73913043478261,5.084584980237153,20.3201581027668,6.574015621080383,0.17861739130434762,360,11,77,4,11,112,66,92,0.107,0.768,0.125,0.4007,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,8,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,13,9,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,6,2,11,5,7,7,3,17,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,11,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343986599632616,0.0,0.15119032716081535,0.0,0.0,0.13819107234855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196920931077365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479220450905705,0.21576636586496856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604192864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993025581005033,0.14119057044252015,0.0,0.0,0.1806349207853412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053848095636977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806686114740182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962962695385386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473113801584776,0.0,0.0,0.09655453753432257,0.0,0.17451543331757582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574208169206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146786592656296,0.0,0.4201097143273063,0.2905691092980823,0.0,0.0,0.1908772320946865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571673812806669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146411781063006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388072243141808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_-__-_-__-__-,2020/02/01,"Loneliness is starting to eat me away I feel so empty most of the time. I just have my mom, but I still feel so lonely. There's no one in my life who really knows me. I had someone, but I lost them. It sucks so badly. I don't even know what do to. It's so hard to live like this. So hard.",-2.3487878787878778,-0.5922843636363629,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,97.1818181818182,4.1454545454545455,11.87878787878788,5.82211442006289,-1.3961393939393938,216,3,59,2,9,75,47,66,0.353,0.605,0.042,-0.9725,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,12,7,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,11,1,6,10,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237490147245704,0.0,0.21105631232690916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586516187567621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695530239529938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556209621376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45287295429538793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783672402231635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854224285946238,0.12349294807268557,0.0,0.22320468716354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759334400210906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960466683111947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128667552362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619339425960057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141751792026121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891523049105915,0.0,0.20186619833959316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739495769966532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,retardeddumbassloser,2020/02/01,how do i accept that i'll be lonely all my life i'm a waste,-3.8887500000000017,-2.5946423749999963,0.8049999999999997,103.54,97.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,46,0,14,0,2,18,14,16,0.314,0.5329999999999999,0.154,-0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Owez_Khan,2020/02/01,"It's my 18th birthday It's my 18th birthday, I have no friends to celebrate it with... And my parents don't care about birthdays..they didn't even asked me if I want something ... . But my sister woke me up at 12 am just to wish me and I'm thankful for that..... But hopefully I will become Better next year... Wish me luck! 💙",-0.4846434494195684,1.72573294029851,1.4028855721393043,98.26396351575457,92.73134328358208,4.171807628524046,20.87728026533997,5.82211442006289,-0.04357247097844087,245,9,56,2,9,80,48,67,0.062,0.603,0.335,0.9651,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,14,5,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,11,6,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352539986989856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27792200567707226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225594518218419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565687323676258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620907377869873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442021456881506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499401518842103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267627190941148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794218655622589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372852737736396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316808013259444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842667356333875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787583993272368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620510559800925 lonely,Throwaway820420,2020/02/01,Wondering if love even exists I'm starting to think it doesn't. I don't think that people actually care that much about each other. We're really just all alone in this world.,3.3779047619047624,5.350543171428576,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,20.238095238095237,8.841846274778883,1.2299523809523811,141,3,28,3,3,46,31,35,0.062,0.736,0.20199999999999999,0.73,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,9,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3240980198536806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439727708898062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33861514043319874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935996775399572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974831533174223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414401023098695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024792303519054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276248143369733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507393073562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42561398031793307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601664262981546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Twinighttoaster,2020/02/01,"Does anybody else feel this way? Let just say I'm a 21-year old F and my younger 13year old sibling is having a sleepover at my house. two younger brothers one is at a friends house and the other is in his room on his computer talking friends same with my parents kinda, yeah I'm a sad 21 year old on a Friday night, my friends from high school are to busy all the time to do a last-second hangout and even I have family and friends but I still feel lonely or that nobody cares that I am here anymore. I would like to make gamer and artist friends but thanks to social anxiety I am stuck in this cage of fear of putting myself out there in the world around me and online, for many reasons. let just say I talked to my younger brother and we were talking but a story short he made it sounds like the brother at his friends house wouldn't want to play video games with me like when we were younger because they think I suck at a harder video games .sorry if this came out as a rant of some kind but I just feel like I need to get this off my chest after crying in my room. also, forgive my grammar mistakes hope tomorrow will be a better day.",3.567737556561088,4.664504290598295,3.645756661639017,93.44074660633486,72.33333333333334,6.1896430367018604,27.012569130216193,5.900188976854957,0.7225271995977876,900,31,197,4,17,275,139,234,0.126,0.674,0.2,0.9684,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,10,22,1,1,14,1,17,1,1,3,1,42,34,16,0,7,9,4,3,4,6,3,0,3,2,0,8,15,0,0,6,7,0,2,1,5,0,2,5,6,26,17,30,23,3,33,0,2,0,0,26,19,1,5,15,122,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159809982920338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805721048744932,0.0,0.1011922289943986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083361443922604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062200158511942015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024249206377057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670192620485866,0.1040324354008176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120816826369768,0.06580473642873502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892923337512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523793017811314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739377230946643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619039793259186,0.11481879381375193,0.15477730272121634,0.07289449188209167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729962585720479,0.0,0.05330956431612111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078065667944838,0.0,0.10134470582217213,0.0,0.3532073058737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625472390519393,0.0,0.08317290504395558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086773120227188,0.0,0.19939841394266872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654886820064038,0.06810977849569558,0.1034484222502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565835242240274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575381227676806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212086464027265,0.0,0.06914218982127705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132988299487331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025742965284768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490993456505196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228614082350873,0.0,0.10326581299325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401278537406553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422087469154718,0.0,0.0,0.08148602897118387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603785691623234,0.0,0.0939409793825377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538050669628169,0.0,0.0,0.05949797386641345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996742814515738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018343773516134,0.08099137529934393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248340020300206,0.0,0.0,0.13141559267422634 lonely,digikar,2020/02/01,"Loneliness around the ages 16-24. And how did you get out of it? So, I have been coming across posts on loneliness on Quora. There is also the r/needafriend. I myself seem to be going through such a phase. On some searching, I also discovered that [16-24 is the loneliest age group](https://www.w24.co.za/SelfCare/Wellness/Mind/16-24-year-olds-are-the-loneliest-age-group-heres-why-and-where-to-get-help-20181003). I don't know if it is just due to the internet in this era, or it has mostly been the case even in the absence of the internet. (The article suggests the latter.) In my particular case, I have plenty of ""friends"" and people I can rely upon, and healthy parents (whom I don't want to trouble), and probably one ""best"" friend too. What I think I long for is an intimate connection. That quickly leads me to romantic relationships. And there are mixed articles here - some suggest they help live a better life; some say they don't; intuition suggests the former; thinking suggests two people can ""deeply"" connect with each other only when they live an equal time in each other's heads. I also learnt that one shouldn't date one's best friends, but rather find someone who is romantically compatible (whatever that means) and work so as to make this spouse your best friend. &#x200B; Tldr; I am looking for the answers to these two questions: If you are not in this age group * Were (around) 16-24 the loneliest ages for you? * Can you recall what things changed around the age of 24 that made you escape the loneliness? Of course, these aren't hard boundaries for the age groups...",6.284137931034483,7.705632758620695,5.405000000000001,82.13750000000002,66.24137931034483,8.420689655172415,31.74137931034483,8.697196308434329,2.493744827586207,1260,50,227,19,20,377,164,290,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,-0.3701,1,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,6,3,6,19,9,0,0,19,0,24,2,1,4,0,39,36,18,0,5,7,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,20,14,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,5,3,23,8,32,29,10,32,0,0,1,0,27,14,0,9,14,160,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743285221476494,0.0,0.12389436597854896,0.13894349204249587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053778367707063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599987361924232,0.1011301714729192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096341664661875,0.098499369715031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755247732414898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451061341280912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533752348183384,0.0,0.11948263522302124,0.0,0.06498574110119945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243198835152942,0.0,0.11735247997119487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328807375322875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284183634450001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076630219303266,0.0,0.0,0.20194007788445453,0.1011930387085278,0.09602224637400418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081974064916916,0.07632716496110074,0.0,0.0,0.12455684122557233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545735077274585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245240748773885,0.08696565256529934,0.0,0.0,0.12696823678472507,0.0,0.0,0.158546906754275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095123219153133,0.0,0.12328484801944045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280942297838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276532919211848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093291238877838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409674308358692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688540352515418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596672201901722,0.14653721771134,0.0,0.0,0.06667635347602847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233997963512467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744451797370188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832456010953443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894349204249587,0.07363538571146881 lonely,JustTheBest123,2020/02/01,"All I remember is tv All I remember from being a kid is watching TV. The Flintstones, the Jetsons, Tom and Jerry, Yogi Bear, Scooby Doo, The Clone Wars, etc. I don't remember anything else, friends, fun anything, just school and tv. Then I realized it's because there is nothing to remember.",5.119444444444447,6.724697055555558,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,69.18518518518519,9.103703703703703,37.574074074074076,9.516144504307137,3.9951629629629615,227,13,38,5,4,75,39,54,0.067,0.815,0.11900000000000001,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105016966273478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500519468212235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760096097750262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104054219707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457580068989427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810240587423164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.854858597635503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093367623840551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DistraugtlyDistractd,2020/02/01,"I have trust issues. I know it is safer to not let anyone in, My brother hurt me, So why let another person win? I know I should trust, It's just so hard to do, Especially when that means I am losing me and you. I hope I don't wake up alone and full of inhibitions, oh wait, that is just my current existence. The more I let you in, the more I have to know, Where I store my secrets, so they will never show. Who am I? One of these masks up on a shelf? I am tired of pretending, I am locked in my own cell.",-0.6806756756756762,1.1297907747747793,1.9436261261261296,97.60300675675678,87.1981981981982,5.501801801801802,16.457207207207208,6.816661863887847,-0.4090306306306304,380,8,98,5,12,131,68,111,0.10800000000000001,0.722,0.17,0.8028,1,1,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,2,1,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,15,2,1,0,1,14,21,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,22,4,12,16,4,11,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,74,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062980828303932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886536467863664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927646695856893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843279310600468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783803999666216,0.0,0.0,0.21323423987489484,0.0,0.0,0.20789990335969435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32840457058331096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110478598870395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283975930153824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169734810191076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362560850539084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497454262012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392276158299355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289366237575407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797356540322524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trialacc1,2020/02/01,"I don't understand why I can't make friends This is really frustrating. I had this coworker I had a couple convos with but one day I was going into the cafeteria and they were going out, I waved and said hey but they just kept walking. Now I just avoid the person all together. I tried everything but people just don't seem to like me lol",0.3821739130434771,2.8340817826086986,2.663318840579709,88.25758695652176,93.4927536231884,6.8179710144927546,18.49420289855073,7.908726449838941,1.18636115942029,269,8,54,7,10,91,49,69,0.14400000000000002,0.8,0.057,-0.563,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,3,1,8,1,0,1,1,17,15,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,1,11,2,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33023827028751834,0.0,0.1924808182997419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682349438391323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305880291794831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392412934199445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581157818677906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992231351502073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022429690946081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691330437893107,0.2606021477299981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119993570834012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839020503838155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170509381040125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263349504429606,0.0,0.0,0.3107054636780837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931206150443804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amguiltyguiltyguilty,2020/02/01,"Is anyone else here in a relationship and still lonely? If so, how do you deal with it?",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.2996444444444446,67,1,15,1,2,23,18,18,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.4329,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099280531108139,0.4541581182961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456967375345262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702753288682995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758805448101213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539769925481407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zyrkonium,2020/02/01,"I am free today. Free from the desire of wanting company. Forever and ever. ♥️ For the first time in my life, I felt that I'm finally free from the desire of wanting people in my life. I have accepted that I shall be by myself for how many ever years are left in my life. I'm going to stop wasting my energy looking for company and shall accept my life as it is. I don't have the motivation anymore. I. Just. Cannot. Anymore. I'm going to live life, for myself, by myself and with myself. I wish the very best to all the people here and hope you guys have a good day!",0.08646428571428544,2.257801575000002,2.9945238095238085,88.86000000000001,87.41666666666666,5.761904761904763,18.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.44964285714285707,439,12,93,7,14,155,68,120,0.052000000000000005,0.685,0.263,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,0,0,7,0,11,5,0,2,3,21,22,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,17,11,18,18,2,15,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,9,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612302505120704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725882012189006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278651112478496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833553690882163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302919309535098,0.1745923138511339,0.0,0.1355680141336644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811579423243876,0.13367985723587955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578106378823763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582996802017432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316615622484616,0.0,0.5628718264386083,0.0,0.0,0.14073490723682433,0.0,0.13383853346683552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158566968776386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098718043988635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324829322772486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293539469374383,0.0,0.15107301084243266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150467513574804,0.18801216836396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183278414526246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263509141935513 lonely,gh5257,2020/02/01,"Who's in Texas? Anyone near the coastal area? Houston? Southeast? Anywhere? Just curious.",3.6230952380952415,1.3381775000000005,2.1771428571428584,83.60952380952381,166.85714285714286,3.790476190476192,38.04761904761904,5.46131890053228,3.4272761904761917,71,5,9,1,6,20,14,14,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AgentHawkeye,2020/02/01,"Just feel so empty all the time I’m really just feeling down lately. I feel like I haven’t been genuinely happy since the new year rang in. I really just want a girlfriend but I feel like it’s never going to happen. I’ve been here 20 years and I’ve never really been on a date. I don’t have poor self image on the outside, I can see girls checking me out and stuff like that, but I just don’t know what to do with that information and I just think once they get to know me they’ll get bored of me fast. I also have very self destructive traits. I was really into this one girl that I worked with in a class and all I can think about is how I never tried to ask her out or anything. Idk, I just don’t wanna be sad anymore and feel like I can’t talk about this stuff with my friends. I’m also not sure if this is the place to be posting this but idk. I just want someone to talk to I guess",1.7844615384615388,2.789184164102565,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,76.58974358974359,6.635897435897437,19.15384615384616,7.0316486544052195,-0.009092307692307507,692,12,167,7,15,231,101,195,0.125,0.759,0.11599999999999999,-0.5644,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,14,10,1,0,7,0,19,0,0,1,6,45,39,14,0,4,13,0,5,4,2,1,0,1,0,4,11,11,0,0,10,0,2,1,9,3,0,1,4,7,24,7,22,32,2,21,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,3,14,111,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719884397102486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222760739423792,0.0,0.0,0.10146174782540428,0.0,0.11526471333857513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117097215239895,0.26424713739214656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525785076313502,0.0,0.12883369193329794,0.0,0.07007171321139267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582396972116575,0.0,0.10902986447868204,0.13125042587451868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552004053171604,0.0,0.13908277221133708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409439484586956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852794312354236,0.11907962884554267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130575705516506,0.08354826847022491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881762748302636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180830730608058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159451946648865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982506053635374,0.0,0.2572483364672489,0.0,0.0,0.10199136877978653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446793550622988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822878566019187,0.0,0.0,0.11620461464135025,0.0,0.0,0.1982006160214736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800564431933375,0.0,0.0,0.07189463780182201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370959801871397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173175698329844,0.14544584215095238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976064267666399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879660806666065 lonely,GrayVishnu,2020/02/01,"Empathy I’ve been reading the posts written in here and it makes me feel less bad that I’m not the only one in these kinds of situations. I don’t know how it will end or if it ever gets better, but I just wanted to stop by and say that I feel really empathetic towards your situation and just give you a virtual hug. We’re in the same boat, and I just hope we’re all able to come out on top of this fucking miserable experience. If not, fuck everything then. Signed - A lonely uni student",3.691612446958981,4.503669504950494,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,71.77227722772278,9.335785007072136,27.299858557284303,9.606745405546679,2.2762690240452623,384,13,82,9,7,133,76,101,0.114,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.7918,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,6,9,2,1,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,27,16,10,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,3,7,4,11,13,3,13,0,2,0,3,4,7,2,4,4,54,14,2,0.19943986500852054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652395667338793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638835329131786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179978409232194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664452350938506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804047760479636,0.0,0.0,0.17924369071292515,0.19509045748798787,0.0,0.0,0.2016855764915029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687578829384153,0.1041990978900867,0.1913208916735844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980887868448241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768592877307215,0.1096069340056156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312765856911984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514561407404913,0.15168300444349309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910082604074637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949383626842151,0.0,0.12776628447407046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586025855848111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483575289447056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667406574731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763479969074915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,erffhgksfjl,2020/02/01,"I'm sick of it I've (18M) suffered from social anxiety my entire life, and last summer I started going to therapy for it. I'm better at making friends and I have a good number, probably the most since elementary where it's basically ""hey wanna be friends"" ""sure"" ""yay"" so that great but I'm just still feeling my same lonliness I've always had. Never really had a girl to even call a friend really, so definitely never had a girlfriend. It's sucks to cuz my older brother (by like 10 years who's kinda like a role model to me) has social anxiety as well but has had several girlfriends before my age and it just kinda throws salt in the wound, not that I'm mad but just kinda feel like a failure. I've had crushes but never talked to them really and at this point I feel like I'm just making excuses like ""oh she sits to far away"" and whatnot. I've thought of joining tinder but lots of people say it's mostly used for one night stands and I don't really care about sex or anything like that I just want a relationship. Just kinda writing my thoughts on it. If you've come this far in reading thank you for taking the time. Any advice or comments? Anything is appreciated honestly.",2.7945027124773962,4.774418805907175,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,76.13080168776372,7.383484026522003,24.78782399035564,8.269060116576782,1.6814229053646783,935,32,179,17,21,318,139,237,0.086,0.6829999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,13,21,2,0,10,1,11,4,0,4,4,46,32,18,0,3,15,1,3,6,5,0,3,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,3,1,1,7,5,14,18,23,24,4,27,0,1,0,1,22,10,1,10,18,107,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492573096144575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978597495440614,0.0,0.0,0.07997785883542377,0.0,0.17994046438044234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356366022345226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104971205562994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007622861940414,0.0,0.0,0.1040152205504076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009149679228552,0.0,0.11990977271511255,0.0,0.0,0.10130936708367616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767934960771526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839927633390154,0.16803916817074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259226241293544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668396591721692,0.09864448647612592,0.0,0.12966386080801887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586667947790796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307040928827826,0.3447456325063321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998659832356953,0.0,0.0,0.15700926403634555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212093266624754,0.0,0.0,0.11036767352869807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796946090375708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153497236997606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117811068843897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680192736249313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176403939983272,0.0,0.30137223939106184,0.0,0.0,0.12626758766330207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352705329825788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286420527037354,0.0,0.0972870223277999,0.0,0.0,0.23977424743767856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324394936887755,0.0,0.09392235388651626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084468298112478,0.0,0.08842700615536872,0.0945293115827186,0.0,0.10827816769832767,0.1344956465670274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673613110120613,0.0685785014629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101576041343342,0.0,0.0,0.06936858021474912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574422635842844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573606148926339 lonely,FlibbyFlobby,2020/02/01,"How do you cope? I cant think of whether I should buy a videogame system again, start smoking pot, or find some other hobby to keep my mind off of the lonely life I am living. I just transfered to a new university and it feels like the same as the last. Everyone is having fun and partying with their friends while I am just this miserable brute that no one cares to even acknowledge or even try having a relationaship with. I've joined clubs, concert choir, and volunteered at organizations. I took risks that completely undermined my introvertedness by going out of my way to really get to know and meet people I have met so many new kids, yet still I sit in bitter loniliness once there is nothing left scheduled for the day.. Im not suicidal or anything. Im just fucking miserable and I dont know how to cope with this shit.",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.3587500000000015,77.97125,66.5,10.15,31.0,10.125756701596842,2.9437625,660,24,128,15,10,213,111,160,0.141,0.753,0.106,-0.723,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,12,11,3,3,7,0,11,3,1,2,0,30,23,14,1,1,8,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,6,9,0,1,6,3,1,2,4,7,0,1,2,4,14,4,19,20,2,20,0,3,0,1,6,5,2,4,11,84,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668166717702196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934446916946247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414698158206546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711724777398553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466158228586275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940777514441454,0.0,0.0,0.15871046580789686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398239795060296,0.11865798378736685,0.0,0.0,0.15180741486348176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283242417271395,0.15355174034302152,0.08677755005914144,0.0,0.09439536366123254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35882124427398404,0.0,0.0,0.14763247269999413,0.0,0.0,0.1825624481420048,0.1353892312496999,0.0,0.0,0.18046222076636648,0.0,0.11731749669841965,0.08114541016043683,0.0,0.1466645356863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839380991983047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677081530328916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208303138131933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593722057998682,0.0,0.0,0.17688528109257873,0.11254996951082001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151490516752534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640442548278503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704936745946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756258141639785,0.0,0.13264332674407545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168048571083334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642668469554344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845371628064541,0.11276730059494787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183812725837926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChimChamper,2020/02/01,"Changing my life with u guys 😁 Hey guys, Have any problems? Are u lonely? Wanna chat up? Feel free to contact me!!!! I’ll give u my best advices. Notice: This is not for free. I want to be friends with u.😁😜☺️",-3.660444874274664,-3.2093853617021235,-0.3661895551257253,105.29818181818185,126.02127659574468,1.709090909090909,14.911025145067693,3.1291,-1.563791489361702,156,5,40,0,11,54,38,47,0.12300000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.3,0.9039,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,7,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776060309811604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318855553002104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981312454206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052583881222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364266562602868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948451813637254,0.0,0.0,0.27252164828058645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625805799444146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065868993459512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32343435276398264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718324050405144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756157274018088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yurixtaka,2020/02/01,"Hi there just wish to introduce you to my new community dream. Hi there all, I have created a discord server for all. First let me introduce myself. I am yurixtaka I go by many names but my main name is ""Hakai God"" I wish to become a streamer and I know it can be tough especially while you are a parent. This discord chat isn't just for that, it is for a community where people can talk to one another about anything, meet new friends. I have a section for anime, games, music, art..etc and for those who feel a certain way and need someone to talk to there is also a chat for that. :) I hope I get to meet some of you, everyone is welcome, no matter what. [https://discord.gg/nhptpsQ](https://discord.gg/nhptpsQ)",4.309341926729985,6.2990215895522415,5.187774762550879,79.56597693351425,71.91044776119405,7.857801899592942,26.360922659430127,8.575989854853784,1.8337402985074642,559,19,107,10,11,182,84,134,0.069,0.716,0.215,0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,3,19,21,6,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,15,4,16,19,5,8,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,2,4,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389576920339754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017921787352448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836333937744626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125370300064362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146236597631109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388654366453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973044393082948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369103639697682,0.0,0.0,0.1486801841293667,0.0,0.10054298351922228,0.0,0.10936920305325568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113829231123025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576107070469692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678494668536467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951059466874753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269327799395984,0.0,0.3717232963157241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040365534522566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368402721756666,0.0,0.0,0.13341502723859713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305545172652688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093551224234735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275147370616496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425975229439619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itlingers,2020/02/01,can i scream? i was listing to this podcast that asked us if we've heard the way we speak. the lady was explaining that some people speak so fast and mostly say every thing and nothing. they speak so fast because the brain is processing so much and they end up dumping it all at once. i now realize im one of those people that cant stop the word vomit. specially when i meet new people. i think its because im so used to been alone and having no one to share my thoughts that when someone interacts with me i get so excited and i dump all this information. has my isolation made me forget how to speak? yes i know the way i write is also the way i express myself but im also high. im a big pod head and this is mostly how i deal with my loneliness. and really i dont care to write properly because i know no one will see this post or care enough to comment. as much as i would love to believe in the fantasy that i will make a friend in here. i will not so why care for my writing. also i'm dyslexic okay and to lazy to care if my english is affecting you. but yeah in moments like this when i look around to just see darkness and that i dont share my life with no one its just makes me sad. i dont like getting stoned when im sad but been alone sometimes is to heavy. silence is to heavy. loneliness echoes in the nothing of my life. not even the high can make me feel,1.2527841197361766,3.0295516883561646,2.973668188736685,93.00522323693559,80.06164383561644,6.243734145104009,22.458650431253165,7.242747475848597,0.6387164890918315,1071,34,244,14,27,355,143,292,0.18,0.721,0.099,-0.9741,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,2,0,21,18,2,0,11,3,22,6,2,8,2,52,46,32,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,4,3,7,0,0,16,14,0,1,8,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,7,11,36,13,27,35,8,25,0,2,3,1,26,10,0,6,13,164,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828586728201345,0.0,0.20649130308635025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662086678022592,0.08046416627964338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740307446119894,0.0,0.0,0.09697181967807883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608298493598116,0.0,0.0,0.35101786592458856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873475997511253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026214564015813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623279033599313,0.08893368808529106,0.0,0.05684865984712546,0.0,0.0725179889738688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043519759234578737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649774524430446,0.0,0.0899364194807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833301881976577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187611807345475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648537830582281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460403587295133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158807880960375,0.08409925887685363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722774235206027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776818586933473,0.08144185403006725,0.17235789735223003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265432333296072,0.0,0.0,0.08312728829508413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517366006085088,0.0,0.0,0.09166212245829948,0.23329400895892835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901104733677525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243161111819766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513887542515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684466034577683,0.0,0.0,0.1371738638489555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292713520028482,0.0,0.08512578508050757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195867343693058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057181321497669926,0.05515041017057817,0.0,0.06833025026439153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353204335984716,0.07433715462483317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049559322989499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766511089437778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061141912991339316,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BERSERKERUS,2020/02/01,"Invisible How is it, in a world filled with so many people I feel completely invisible. I walk around my daily life no one sees me, no one knows me, no one even smiles or acknowledges I even exist. I feel like I'm not wanted by anyone The more time goes by the more I consider really making myself invisible",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,5.610622950819675,76.56675409836069,73.75409836065575,9.47016393442623,22.036065573770493,9.888512548439397,2.1415613114754097,243,6,47,7,5,85,44,61,0.10800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.092,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,9,1,5,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350925506513985,0.0,0.0,0.2336337399518517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517100183301363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34668793422635363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540248209258865,0.18749240427614627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442341730414942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537429018735288,0.12821849454494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518561135633642,0.2660803704845255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335232500479407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819479133186658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813046136987736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913651973295444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530351317602611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479821790679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wasteful-Ape,2020/02/01,"When you meet someone in person and you realize you’ve completely forgotten what it’s like to socialize I have spent so long isolated from people that reforming social connections again just feels weird and unnatural. I’m not used to the whole dynamic of creating injokes and referring back to things or even just talking about myself. I mean I give my best lame attempts at imitating these things but it never feels natural or particularly charming. Honestly I just don’t even feel like I have any personality left at all, just a blank kind of vaguely sketched out idea. I don’t even know what I like anymore. But mostly I just feel completely apathetic and distant when I’m talking to people and my mind seems to work slower. Also meeting people makes me feel exhausted, like I’ve actually done something. I almost feel more lonely when I’m out with people and I can tell it’s awkward.",6.054818181818181,7.776196375757578,6.7931060606060605,70.84965909090909,67.06060606060606,10.34848484848485,33.75,10.504223727775694,3.985272727272728,722,33,120,20,12,238,104,165,0.12,0.723,0.157,0.8616,1,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,16,14,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,2,38,22,15,0,0,10,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,12,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,6,16,9,15,20,5,13,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,5,11,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1238343595864964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270702391312063,0.0,0.0,0.10148046245276396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629514262697564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584893786095672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975768999182488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317185520926236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661007432909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986093944060778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514452368884667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38498132408027225,0.09065611530094043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173233783332042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432526467682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214497080519952,0.06973994425036582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787528972830307,0.0,0.0,0.24798424597637145,0.0,0.0,0.11230093340000707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470554870476063,0.0,0.0,0.13822936547323447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813102981340466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787173199414917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519009972113526,0.2216052658790377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155233755343527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587135137424511,0.1075204518766392,0.0976924511420146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039919683833156,0.11091463947544496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861108034609432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959932039747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167733329858453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238341711803927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway19061907,2020/02/01,"Anyone else have a shit second semester schedule? Last year I had literally every single one of my 8 classes with friends, now I have 1 and my only friend in that class is focused on his other friend group. Note: It’s important that we keep our head up tho. If we use our time wisely, we will be able to come out on the other end of this as better, more wise individuals. I’ve noticed that people who have gone through hardship are always the better friends and partners🙂",5.2612903225806456,5.936191634408605,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,68.13978494623656,7.920430107526883,29.478494623655912,7.793537801064563,1.865417204301075,374,13,71,4,6,122,75,93,0.055,0.677,0.26899999999999996,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,5,0,0,2,2,9,1,0,3,0,8,2,2,1,0,11,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,10,8,11,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,1,6,49,18,2,0.19345165680479592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096727555070764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526589641297346,0.1982140834556491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34218453952340283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166641472957004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616040360859851,0.0,0.17134074843524558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629913643595832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5978410806792089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853721068606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719487211348195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768891994459672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202459934612083,0.0,0.0,0.1310878492191589,0.1471287022655643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341150209932632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985753457351158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280321677989065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708011937943928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457652442057993 lonely,KidHongry,2020/02/01,"For all of you alone on Friday Welcome to the club bud, wanna hang around for a bit?",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,69.55555555555556,7.2,23.555555555555557,3.1291,0.13015555555555558,65,1,15,0,1,21,17,18,0.1,0.75,0.15,0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923552615783879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091460616131791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244081453858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrEusMe,2020/02/01,"Nobody tells you Nobody tells you after a breakup how much you'll miss that sense of being wanted. Even when things have gotten hard, or tense, or whatever, you always have that feeling that, no matter what, they are still out there for you. Maybe it is just me, but I miss that feeling the most. I just feel so alone sometimes because if it.",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,66.57575757575758,7.206060606060608,25.59090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.7301636363636361,268,6,53,1,4,80,50,66,0.163,0.777,0.059000000000000004,-0.7248,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,13,7,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,4,10,2,4,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,4,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907729334419462,0.0,0.0,0.2336069750339876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711429492107638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854331118668508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42586779024864413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149737681434753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820516954843296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638398165500965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776695047875509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420777778121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907767672364683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651821194177085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559396750830402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maddy101606,2020/02/01,Coincidence? I think not. I think this app is trying to tell me something... My friends all just left practice and I'm still here because my sister is still practicing 😂,1.4931249999999991,4.198059562499999,2.3934999999999995,89.3015,94.0,5.0600000000000005,25.15,6.742157984588678,1.2816425000000002,134,6,25,2,5,42,26,32,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340053115338808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704646183858759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803540548201843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695023886470953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591356125143123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059781991866541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486237717026211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376757852711124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Uglyfreak333,2020/02/02,"Took pic with a friend and feel like I look inhuman. Picture inside. https://imgur.com/a/Xy1SYnK So we took some pictures before going out to a club and I look ducking inhuman. My self esteem has always been terrible, ah well.",3.9207692307692312,7.237376846153849,3.5860256410256426,80.9298076923077,88.23076923076924,6.702564102564103,24.448717948717945,7.793537801064563,2.2605179487179496,183,7,27,4,6,55,33,39,0.07400000000000001,0.74,0.18600000000000005,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,4,3,3,5,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308122954411313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360400895603749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025768737916994,0.19816884015243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214312306132537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764821831150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551967850729082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658786928522257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289380265224244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163852502990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940864583396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,david_s_ramirez,2020/02/02,Someone wanna talk? In feeling really lonely rn. Everyone Ik is watching the game and my bf hasn’t responded to my texts or snaps in about 2 hours so ye... let’s chat :),-0.02117647058823735,2.3299086470588217,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,94.88235294117644,6.249411764705883,21.50588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.3760776470588234,130,5,26,3,5,45,32,34,0.077,0.799,0.124,0.1796,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291144200257219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270679366070467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422525514297964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592139075751742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28769163455472385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805033484522238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36095284977162573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maxymus5573,2020/02/02,"How do people get into and maintain relationships? I (17M) am really struggling to approach women, like I can speak to girls in real life, I have a good sense of humour and I’m generally charismatic, but because of my looks( ginger, full beard like a 40 y/o man and above weight but not fat tbf) and social media such as Snapchat, where girls could be speaking to a bunch of guys with the same objective as me. I feel totally lost when trying get close to a girl without getting friend-zoned. Anybody got any good advice on how to try and get close to a girl without getting friend-zoned?",7.116202898550725,6.328303243478267,7.173695652173915,77.76865942028984,64.3913043478261,9.753623188405797,33.07971014492754,8.841846274778883,2.6130579710144928,463,16,89,6,6,149,82,115,0.048,0.8340000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.7766,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,6,0,6,3,1,2,1,22,16,12,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,7,0,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,5,6,5,17,12,4,9,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,3,52,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222511079182634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985301710584505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743765087971377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071772972601673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911504521151757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723337480783529,0.0,0.4604051256915555,0.0,0.0,0.2956528093443745,0.1409596659531086,0.0,0.0,0.17451080289540274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244874435299054,0.17220934556805062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800187266874387,0.0,0.192392836465466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221864723622113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006060199376979,0.11290741177908772,0.0,0.0,0.18922176167862825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796601421827558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425011493133386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393183175553139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146195979772229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397888399918849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loeli_fox_furry,2020/02/02,"Doing things to simulate human contact I’m just asking if I’m alone on this, I know it’s weird but whenever I print something I’ll always hug the paper; because it’s warm and it feels like I’m not so alone. I used to do this a lot with clothes that were fresh out of the dryer, but when they’d get cold I’d feel really sad because it’s like being alone again, feeling the only comfort you have in the moment fade away slowly is fucking sad. Even if you don’t do this are there any other weird things people do to simulate human contact? Being lonely makes you do some odd things but it feels good for a little and I think that’s enough :)",1.5093685419058538,3.5318076865671664,3.0479104477611965,91.56970723306546,80.34328358208955,5.317106773823191,19.262916188289324,6.297961479604792,0.0008342135476464563,506,12,106,4,13,166,84,134,0.16399999999999998,0.649,0.187,0.6727,0,5,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,6,12,1,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,0,21,27,9,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,8,6,10,23,3,9,0,3,0,2,9,5,1,4,6,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544112963450885,0.0,0.0,0.14571345180347006,0.0,0.0,0.11908726450922605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637130922881569,0.0,0.16453053401034004,0.0,0.0,0.21350244253364556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094525499006936,0.0,0.1156647775814342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541827220413988,0.1251054051661906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189515510403146,0.09149271050258748,0.0,0.0,0.1468819273785818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624109694913267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110908329084545,0.17551574366744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888033582442894,0.0,0.0,0.11689362549184405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318627027222585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140581109274615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218603533120897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481554599188994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34902484160362673,0.11220950402452347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124702110550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,donkryx,2020/02/02,"A lonely heart at least.. Wish I had a love, a true love.. but does that still exist?.. probably not for me I'm rather in a sad mood right now.. feeling desperate even.. is there anybody out there willing to keep me company? A call maybe? Or even just to chat.. And if this matters.. I'm a 26 year old female..",-0.7347619047619071,1.4385644126984118,1.3749206349206349,97.67285714285715,95.34920634920636,4.704761904761905,18.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.0930126984126982,230,7,53,3,9,76,50,63,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.126,-0.509,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,3,3,1,0,1,13,10,4,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,6,8,1,8,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,2,4,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582098543284013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128936526348356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340381972459783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785931944913534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996536898336181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476361652732227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564524142947698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540431936379529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534587570765883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726380140757238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159506954227052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194333456568106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907894977647949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284081660147798 lonely,RussoTusso1,2020/02/02,"I guess I kind deserve my loneliness I accidentally created it myself, I had a chance to have gf, on top of all of that it was a girl I liked and still do, and she liked me too but due to my stupid brain being useless at starting conversations I could never ask her out or tell her I like her...... Honestly one thing that was always helping me was exact thing that destroyed me the most.",9.74576923076923,5.751417935897441,9.829487179487183,70.89884615384621,61.948717948717956,12.964102564102564,38.82051282051282,10.504223727775694,3.7342512820512814,301,10,63,5,3,101,56,78,0.177,0.6,0.223,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,3,11,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,17,5,7,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,3,7,52,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230180266824456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861389459341144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088131784289743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086841312605274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047417095078379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542082585094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880700120148673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054457631793977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335591388515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745323238824865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580179355172414,0.0,0.22091894347885388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417888575829094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675644683651327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,misswie,2020/02/02,"Thinking of killing myself because the pain of being alone is too much. I lost a friend that I was really connecting with, because of course I had to go fuck it up. I ruin every relationship I have. Now the girl that I have a crush on isn’t responding to my texts and I can’t stop thinking it’s because she hates me. I have no other friends. I don’t even know why I try, it never gets better.",1.8631497418244445,3.3814061927710877,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,77.43373493975903,6.670567986230638,23.9053356282272,7.447530270364453,0.963056454388985,306,10,67,4,7,104,58,83,0.337,0.594,0.069,-0.9694,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,3,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,1,7,18,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,14,3,8,14,1,6,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242892131126209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960360094787081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152832456468194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303479437828856,0.0,0.18245980942203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346249970787957,0.20020477024514013,0.11314283663093708,0.0,0.12307514100319597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138066060889352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395898065662175,0.0,0.11901484445572247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639909777805135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919535665341972,0.0,0.1670232043501342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043342799508484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873286951524452,0.0,0.0,0.23250269897044964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105253644437888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775237833166193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702895230195434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954102910608194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Conikal,2020/02/02,"Just want to vent The only time I talk to people is when I’m at school. I’ll come home and just sit in my room in complete silence. The people who I talk to at school all meet up right in front of me without inviting me and right now I really only have one friend, who I’m sure doesn’t really like me anymore. I don’t mind too much, I’ve always been a lonely kid, but it’s just harrowing to go from talking to my friends all day and meeting up regularly to being alone.",4.062941176470588,3.6723478431372594,5.5007843137254895,85.90352941176472,70.56862745098039,8.368627450980393,26.803921568627448,7.793537801064563,1.304850980392156,368,10,84,4,6,125,68,102,0.057999999999999996,0.831,0.111,0.6388,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,3,14,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,4,16,9,3,18,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,5,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825400296207443,0.0,0.0,0.1466526599898622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479090115086815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182225822089396,0.1847929331280372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366553829949375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723379159921253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016594009369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679136158191192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610599056727508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779604861760372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295627405157854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194303731275094,0.2680894669339717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443766847139359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581827952615505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30103007890963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567452696820577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611188645640096,0.0,0.0,0.42498499296815695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277176984941087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103955782184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989702013381722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thekylejeremyshow,2020/02/02,"My whole life I’ve been alone More of a rant than anything, I don’t even care if no one reads this. It took me sixteen years to have real friends, in secondary school I was bullied the whole time, I had friends who would physically and verbally abuse me every day. My so called best friend slapped me on my birthday for singing happy birthday to myself. When I got to sixth form I met my best friend, but now we are at separate universities she has not made an effort to see me. Sure, I haven’t really either, but I’ve proposed meetings and stuff but they’ve never happened. She invited me to see her at New Years and I was so excited until she said her boyfriend would be there. I like her bf but that would be the second time I had seen her with him since we left sixth form, and I hadn’t seen her alone since. I miss her. As for relationship wise, I am a terrible, terrible person. Growing up, my parents were never together. My dad was a drug addict and that’s why my mum kicked him out the house, I didn’t find this out until I was 16 when he had a heart attack and fell into a coma. Every weekend he was meant to look after me, but he’d just get high and he was just terrifying like that so I grew scared of him. When we did spend time together, he’d tell me about the women he was seeing. He was supposedly together with my half brothers mum, she thought they were getting married, but he was always seeing other people. He would get me to lie to her if she rang the phone and tell her he was with me but had gone up the shop or somewhere, but in reality he was with another woman. I never thought this had an effect on me until I had my first relationship, and realised that something wasn’t right...I cannot commit to a relationship. Every relationship I’ve ever had, I’ve been unfaithful except for one. One I truly did love, but I still got a crush on someone else and flirted with them. Why the fuck did I do that? I hated myself for it. Told myself it was a teenage phase and I’d grow out of it. Then as I got older, I found out what polyamory was, told myself I was that. But I truly believe I am not that. I know I am capable of love, but I believe I do not deserve it for the pain I have caused people. When I care for people, they let me down and leave me, why do I do the same? I’ve been to therapy, but not for these issues. I only recently realised how much of a problem this is. I really like this guy, I went on a date with him yesterday, the day before my fwb asked if I wanted to have sex. I said no. This was one of the first times I had committed to something, and I’m not even with this guy who I like. That’s why I’m praying to god it works out because I don’t know if I’ll be able to recover and have a normal relationship without cheating or just not loving someone...I want to love someone so bad, I want to trust people, I want to love and trust the friends I have now, I want to trust my family, I want to be in love. Will I ever be able to be fixed? I wonder.",2.63585106382979,3.6878782579617853,4.277114785201248,88.19643921940643,74.54140127388536,7.255508876541537,24.34896327415639,7.69321558396912,1.0216721371459547,2318,69,516,30,47,780,247,628,0.11699999999999999,0.703,0.18100000000000002,0.9948,1,2,3,0,2,0,71.0,3,0,3,7,21,38,4,1,25,0,67,14,1,4,8,95,117,48,0,16,30,5,0,4,6,5,5,3,0,5,27,31,0,0,9,4,2,7,19,11,0,8,52,10,100,27,68,51,10,60,1,1,7,8,74,20,1,7,37,368,127,3,0.11973033543432834,0.0709304345201715,0.0,0.06526186924234656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400451873008035,0.0,0.0,0.049812615239277686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277384809157632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492639321883602,0.0,0.05596585061193447,0.06810527069449131,0.0,0.0,0.04998491447410601,0.036493250591985535,0.0,0.050940848449360115,0.1348950874556892,0.12564960026364538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061129029566232826,0.0,0.12207305658385695,0.0614980178649248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721616131162523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694245886190486,0.0,0.05000966589715094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790807573506869,0.10830294309141636,0.15131695729566835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643555226025555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471567874453092,0.10184256215616948,0.0,0.06563906644368378,0.2312584003815588,0.05534438290005736,0.09383123786562056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363893023169205,0.0,0.0,0.1185518560565068,0.052938570104535766,0.06372758422319166,0.0,0.05910445919674586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070940511984384,0.0,0.06325083651896775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907636589433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062483681637857086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658006611359268,0.0,0.0,0.06338856876463644,0.06504367988781558,0.06121618998000579,0.042284538381975,0.11698838816073427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027166345465423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241839069416289,0.05664586917318045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400778644659655,0.0,0.13851512374200398,0.057818152024709024,0.0,0.0,0.05865515378419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226474787147388,0.04553015767667678,0.06370075925921824,0.0,0.0664731841849575,0.0,0.0,0.16601187827001646,0.05227195534346528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728288053782664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988136808174895,0.0681396670152768,0.07670231874968793,0.0,0.05910963093305336,0.3213639310732081,0.0,0.051124526132739004,0.11389096696897848,0.0,0.0599354764478283,0.06058674577853933,0.1908191516047485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904217073042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144712467388227,0.09217426171229078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780840026991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853129442026276,0.0,0.0,0.056422212098268636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046495904977578,0.0,0.06846103658567741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505251232660833,0.13963144287521798,0.0,0.0,0.11440746643830405,0.0665124040589539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118601618355743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549561023726166,0.216076009734222,0.13367464369564672,0.0,0.05770788538585445,0.06492122071218166,0.043582555088801885,0.0,0.0,0.17010599012280508,0.0,0.0,0.07710241050646331 lonely,BoredRebel,2020/02/02,"I'm so fucking lonely and have been my whole life it seems. I've wasted most of my years it seems, I peaked at school. I had friends and life was good and full of promise. Now I have no friends IRL and a few online but online isn't enough, I need people to hang out with, to go do fun things with instead of being in my room most of the time though I do go to college 3 days a week. Every person I know IRL or online friend has friends, a relationship or been in many, whereas I've never been good with the ladies and never get given a chance it seems so my relationship history or sex history is way less than them even though they are much younger than me, I'm 27. It is so depressing hearing younger people way younger then me talk about their past relationships or how much sex they are getting or about the relationship they are in and the friends they have, I can't relate. I feel as if no one knows how lonely I am and I feel like I'm the lonlinest person in the world sometimes. I've missed out on so many normal experinces and it really hurts and I know some of it is my fault but I also feel as if some of it isn't. I have never been good at making friends or with girls and I just have never been good at anything really. I have set goals this year for myself, I aim to make 2020 to end this finally and become a better, happier person and live a better life becuase I can't take this life for much longer.",3.3278555341055345,4.209132766891892,4.298359073359073,89.35063063063063,72.68243243243242,7.25971685971686,23.8925353925354,7.447530270364453,0.8082102960102957,1113,29,247,12,21,361,138,296,0.094,0.732,0.174,0.9813,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,3,15,22,1,0,12,0,28,7,0,4,4,52,52,34,0,4,11,0,3,1,6,0,4,1,1,4,11,18,0,0,9,0,0,3,10,7,0,1,8,4,31,15,33,43,12,33,0,5,0,3,22,13,1,15,15,170,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823362553671634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021443704240596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423372840729692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092440691310474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502696451778954,0.0,0.07348949386280566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557179781896116,0.08816256975055163,0.0,0.05635574152947465,0.0,0.07188920642700587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942723589848534,0.06095553049866175,0.0,0.0934683447685239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955269749568635,0.07888072502878775,0.08915660675151818,0.0,0.09698326711661402,0.28626311683763955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616642465012347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134117841581088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067562738431316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106764736006006,0.04168502924105422,0.0,0.07534271435221199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390895452202,0.1730104235505628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816902022857304,0.06326671452792265,0.26322872206567266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359946962508691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057817795989473564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145147655128873,0.11830592948319042,0.2235050525512689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932156430925337,0.0,0.0,0.3664244651809787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635251101771836,0.0,0.2330274780906988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438768397340278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415307965737996,0.06858025301985471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668551876688476,0.0,0.16766092518668568,0.0,0.049753149613678035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545254571972898,0.06844181986251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526127368443886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989180335066567 lonely,BlackAndWhitePenguin,2020/02/02,"I feel like that... i will be lonely forever. As the title suggests, that's what i feel like now. I want to socialise. I really do. I just can't. I'm too shy. I'm too awkward. I'm just unable to. But even if I could, there would be nothing to talk about. I have very few interests, and no hobbies. I'm just boring. Also, I'm annoying as heck. I really am. Or i just feel like that I would annoy everyone with every one of my words. But also I have no one to talk to. After all, who would want to talk to an emotional mess like me? And this leads me to my next point. The only thing i want to do right now is just to rant/vent about my miserable life choices and luck. I don't want to talk about anything else right now. Of course no one would talk to me, becouse it would be mentally exhausting. Also, some people consider me weird. I sometimes feel like that i'm really weird. Who would want to talk to a weirdo, anyway? I sometimes feel like that I'm creepy. Am i? I don't know. Also, I never had a friendship (I'm 14 years old). Okay, i lied here. I never had a friendship which was longer than 1 month. Am I doing something wrong? Is this just luck? And the one friendship that was longer than 1 month was a toxic one. It was a year long. I hated it. But really, I can get that. I'm pretty patient with people (or so I think), but pulling my hair. every. fucking. single. time. is. not. fun. (for me, apparently). Also also, my self esteem is low as fuck. Even if I would get a friend, i would (probably) feel like that i don't even deserve it. Also also also, I fear that everyone will hate me. Sorrily, it's not an irrational thought (i wish it is). It's fun to have something that is stigmatized so much throughout the WHOLE WORLD, that even people on the FUCKING INTERNET would hate me (if they would know). (also not going to say what it is becouse i don't want my post to be deleted becouse of it.) It's pretty demotivating. I would fail at socializing in almost every aspect. I'm too awkward, too shy, too boring, too annoying, full of problems that i cannot fix... and having a secret that could potentially destroy my life. How nice. Honestly, this has become more of a rant about my life than i would have wanted, but I don't care. It's about the reason why I'm lonely all the time, so I couldn't care less. Tl;Dr: i'm lonely becouse i'm awkward, shy, boring, annoying, and i could go on and on.",-0.09700265251989393,2.1956123002028427,2.3034969574036523,92.05669652051806,91.31237322515213,5.143379622405992,18.132282727414573,6.742157984588678,0.17495296614136402,1836,52,393,26,65,624,185,493,0.213,0.6729999999999999,0.114,-0.9952,1,6,2,0,0,0,109.0,0,0,1,2,41,48,11,5,17,1,55,8,1,3,4,76,98,34,0,28,19,0,7,7,1,14,4,1,0,1,33,9,0,0,12,0,0,4,16,30,0,5,7,8,53,18,42,69,10,31,0,6,0,3,15,11,4,9,22,276,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442145031991808,0.0,0.0,0.4346189936821423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472359152732951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600228522068749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082236591010393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301768380484402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540059574316427,0.061133936556954586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358478230690772,0.0,0.13737104385769688,0.10386326404274153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115636115005527,0.16487922070326494,0.2329563857963313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041988959372480525,0.1507309382870849,0.0567889429905912,0.0,0.06177419069656201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097154082943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597362362309912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516233105102958,0.1858610578361577,0.0,0.0,0.048096074341989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476977867088805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675975765342142,0.0,0.03995187102674203,0.0,0.08383271546289033,0.0,0.05779947971110524,0.0,0.0,0.052148159882857086,0.0,0.05702885196010124,0.0,0.18413730849127094,0.041333935064723014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130337211620394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137621807182097,0.0,0.052050149332643264,0.11058245959362774,0.05859609802471739,0.05200348483931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926631596698189,0.055878568598240634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282541292264676,0.0,0.04321953535738381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669658648619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540071668822627,0.0,0.08367915119710377,0.10750268653964877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620961174450618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610624956394374,0.03482386242601788,0.0,0.04314606595640478,0.06338125417644172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044842609576447666,0.22439009780468488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904041744607175,0.060677354574001724,0.062497263902647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632852361144934,0.059420764866835285,0.0,0.06999637584915093 lonely,Nazzareth1234,2020/02/02,"I feel so alone... I have OCD, Clinical depression, and panic disorder. I have OCD, clinical depression, and panic disorder. I can't make friends I don't know how too I was homeschooled since the 5th grade. I can't drive, I live in the middle of nowhere, and It's a struggle to even get out and get groceries, and go to the doctor/my therapist. I feel like all I friends I have/had used me for personal gain, and didn't care about me at all. Idk what to do.",2.9217325227963538,4.014053361702132,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,73.8936170212766,8.77568389057751,28.322188449848017,9.23628265651192,2.2005762917933125,352,14,79,8,7,117,58,94,0.29,0.63,0.08,-0.9622,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,3,4,0,8,2,0,3,2,15,17,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,2,13,4,9,15,2,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212911961910567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913656639982115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195535045283141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252137746181259,0.18987409089548996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252550507188882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875956441247008,0.1325261092938914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664421796786405,0.0,0.1938393139057924,0.0,0.10542780082815648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194969686482913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062926195417652,0.0,0.16380592072706024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382724285263627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353045672508468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197739991668578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345315850159846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939320061419128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538771598920606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021833127655222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bewcooker28,2020/02/02,"I have loving family but I still feel lonely My family cares about me but i still feel lonely? Also I go to school but i don’t consider having friends there, more like just mutuals that i can go to class with etc. all the free time i’m alone or with my family (most of the freetime i’m alone) Does anyone else have this problem?",0.2180718954248384,2.592078911764709,2.280196078431373,92.17199346405228,90.76470588235294,5.963398692810457,14.908496732026146,7.3871296695380915,0.11990653594771272,258,5,55,5,9,86,46,68,0.16,0.608,0.23199999999999998,0.7853,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,13,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,6,13,4,5,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985668977227941,0.0,0.15387384940179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454073009274184,0.19715144918249294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617946166974914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683832729577166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073766985997598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145930903194857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441739514655209,0.0,0.19458115993380132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865900719802586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870725058814253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400403190207138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366164744720333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411474212712492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473380127892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073250229235103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121984738565686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DrBurnside,2020/02/02,Chat Could anyone chat to me about anything? I'm really have an appetite for social interaction right now.,4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,74.78947368421052,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.560768421052632,87,3,13,2,2,28,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35038307473062824,0.0,0.4123653145872255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000902054941373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210196019255028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279394755019349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108117032939528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beachhousevibes,2020/02/02,"I can never replicate any form of feeling outside of the rare moments of solitude that aren't lonely. Warning: This will probably sound extremely pretentious, but this is legitimately the way I express things and feel. I listen to music frequently, and to a lot of it, ever since I was 13 years old. I feel intense emotions when I listen to certain kinds of music, to the point where I romanticise a setting, mood, and general abstract scenario. For example, listening to soft indie pop makes me visualise golden hour, with sunlight shimmering across a blue sparkling lake flanked by greenery, with a slight wind stirring the water and leaves. Some songs make me imagine a lover with me after sunset when the sky is blue and cool, sitting on a rooftop looking at the lights of city. I romanticise things like that, very teenage dream I know. It is what it is. It's to no one's surprise that I also write poetry and the like (yes, groan). And as you can imagine, I have over a hundred playlists capturing every possible mood. I fucking cry when I listen to music like Garden City Movement's ""Move On"" (my favourite song). I've written so much to try to pin down what it makes me feel. I am still so damn emotional today. And I'm already 20. But tragically, I can never bridge the gap between this internal world and my external environment. I have never met anyone who showed any semblance of having this kind of romantic sensitivity, who sees things similarly to the way I do. It's all bland. Maybe it's my fault, but it's so fucking lonely to constantly feel numb and nothingness. I crave so many experiences I can never have in real life. I'd like to kiss someone or talk to someone without the feeling of tedium, or the ugly, disappointing weight of disillusionment when I realise they didn't really care about what I have in my head, and just wanted something superficial from me. I invest myself too deeply in any connection I find, only to discover that all they want is so much more reductive. I have never had a genuinely spontaneous moment in my life around people where I'm like, oh wow, this is a really beautiful moment. It's been quite dull and depressing; I want to actually kill myself from despair. I see the life accessible to me as monotonous and draining. Like I'm a cog in a machine and nobody gives a fuck unless you give them what they want. I've never been in love with anyone, or any part of my life. I've dissected, again and again, these situations to ascertain if I have madly high expectations - yes the expectations are too idealistic, but ultimately I am unlucky. Most of my friendships, and attempted romantic connections, have been largely unfulfilling. I don't feel emotionally connected. I feel like I'm just going through the motions of trying to keep up stale relationships just so I'm not forever alone and idle. I'm very social and thrive off connection. I hear of other people having a much richer personal life, while mine is so, so, so fucking dry. I worry I'll feel this way forever. I go out of my way to try to seek adventure in an otherwise grey, antidepressant-popping life, but it's so hard. I meet people who drink away their stress after the daily 9-5 in the office, rinse and repeat, and on the weekends maybe do a yoga session and take a trip to the cinema to catch a Marvel movie. Nothing wrong with that, but I can't fucking live like that. I just can't. It's so suffocating. Life isn't so dramatic, I know. But I'm dying inside. I want to abort this slow-dragging pain of an existence. I feel crazy for wanting out. I'm sick of relationships that just die because they want something instantly gratifying and I don't want that. I'm not a prude or conservative for wanting something organic that isn't facilitated by an app and text messaging. I just can't deal. I killed all my social media from feeling way too goddamn lonely. I don't know what to do.",5.454654885654882,6.799572548648647,6.480000000000004,73.95076923076927,68.1081081081081,9.692307692307693,32.068607068607065,9.943994293440598,3.3225467775467785,3106,132,550,74,52,1036,349,740,0.126,0.705,0.16899999999999998,0.9582,1,7,4,0,0,1,96.0,0,2,6,2,34,44,9,1,38,3,42,23,1,3,11,104,100,56,4,12,22,0,14,8,1,1,10,8,1,1,40,31,3,3,17,9,1,7,21,23,0,1,8,30,69,19,84,91,12,69,0,9,6,9,32,27,6,8,36,364,109,1,0.0,0.0,0.056363388765832176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059819776187696135,0.06373729024815276,0.04618897999279748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710943840557642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077134762831835,0.0,0.0,0.051416785547564285,0.0,0.0,0.05426545799305745,0.0,0.0,0.03520868602418985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888803890517352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624157821516251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344435235274448,0.0,0.059545869369261914,0.049746803500620426,0.0,0.11988718416921823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565807634196237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949096252274177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224533656147935,0.04866353049887867,0.0,0.0,0.05649831913919533,0.0,0.0,0.3212454836188039,0.04126226265286232,0.0,0.0,0.052789683633710296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669812868298725,0.0,0.11081330101894027,0.06565030290051024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051739742811483636,0.0,0.059276279116656914,0.0,0.06509736261564003,0.0,0.0,0.06102440335234963,0.0,0.0,0.056879907192139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133788448280751,0.1278011403825114,0.12029195108390887,0.095226710989172,0.0,0.0,0.06115728741486776,0.0,0.0,0.28557284100282504,0.2257407800297153,0.0,0.05100129296141232,0.0,0.04850209794348597,0.0,0.0,0.04910370988746138,0.052128769057502085,0.0,0.11566156085140775,0.05855745557314944,0.11605116815731012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613875180235544,0.12737612932387826,0.0,0.2672787664744269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542027266420082,0.0,0.06060721092469724,0.0,0.039138254800024176,0.043927493447843885,0.0614584887856736,0.0,0.0,0.0625461883784835,0.0,0.12012618779112058,0.05043197944013042,0.0,0.0,0.054599894231968114,0.06511336556823702,0.0,0.0,0.062272796142431364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143264715677381,0.0,0.06574114672757066,0.07400239261717567,0.0,0.0,0.1240207607172256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205115312102882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777794024694969,0.06492231112928393,0.0,0.11775383183416842,0.09787617991706084,0.13339458341588267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046125541767769285,0.0,0.0661614910953662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342676047862346,0.04642362046159415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511536745747655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474774550120624,0.0,0.0,0.11764148927748118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531264977646893,0.3066040075123218,0.22922770390001795,0.0,0.07033357466348601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055676564425222806,0.0,0.0,0.05865596153675706,0.0,0.0,0.0631492079151567,0.0,0.037194200560287265 lonely,thatoddtetrapod,2020/02/02,"Reddit keeps recommending this sub Like for real, I got 3 notifications yesterday telling me a post was trending here, and 2 the day before that, between this account and my porn account. I know I’m subbed to subs like r/madeofstyrofoam and r/toomeirl4meirl but for fucks sake reddit stop.",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,67.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.828792307692308,234,10,39,4,4,74,42,52,0.138,0.7929999999999999,0.069,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943548045365589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309157347998945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31980003291341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766660451564141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074720581028782,0.0,0.0,0.1901101114000525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33800079090096696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312983981700713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937358519932536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920693069937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023517539801144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PotaTribune,2020/02/02,"Anyone wanna watch the Super Bowl together? I’m watching it alone this year, anyone else doing the same?",4.1431578947368415,7.079876210526319,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,76.36842105263158,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,1.0318210526315794,84,2,12,1,2,27,17,19,0.09,0.7190000000000001,0.191,0.504,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545902350147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138081457477639,0.4497268796251273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666625378818673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826510136185489 lonely,grayguk,2020/02/02,"My Friends Don’t Want Me Around I (19F) am in nursing school, and I have a group of friends in my program. Last semester we would always study together and have a good time, but recently I’ve felt a shift. Two of the three girls always sits with their back to me whenever we’re together, whether it’s in class or at the library. When I try to contribute to the conversation in real life or in group text, I am largely ignored. Only one of the three girls makes a slight effort to include me in the group, but the other two focus only on her. This week we gathered to study and every-time I tried to participate in the academic discussion or ask a question, I was immediately shot down without hesitation. I’m not sure what I did to upset them, but I’ve been crying almost every day with wonder and frustration. Nursing school is really stressful, and I know I have my work to focus on, but it’s really hard and lonely when my “support system” completely falls out from under my feet.",8.254242947610821,6.491210025906741,8.669706390328152,71.09997697179044,62.73056994818653,11.893839953943582,36.470351180195735,10.746095033038511,3.7728945308002295,777,29,147,16,9,260,114,193,0.14,0.794,0.066,-0.9565,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,2,4,10,1,2,12,0,11,2,1,1,1,33,19,16,0,2,10,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,5,4,2,22,5,29,14,0,25,0,1,0,0,17,14,0,6,8,102,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479822496103596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572603182882209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761669299547094,0.14451954060770233,0.0,0.0,0.11886914676338327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208328167119204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698083975309446,0.09969690479310483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024762371706006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842936809160792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388696493978635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966164386513232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848108601744102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495789142012415,0.12601040055092866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919055093336956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318913912099006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475328509618574,0.23514330254194066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317469218859427,0.0,0.0,0.17595575277667042,0.1980669238124048,0.0,0.15263766412073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31290397880463844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708080175044927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542539329943585,0.14569799410452094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014189795238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991112196817133,0.0,0.302021340331952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911804041416092,0.0,0.12400170822605615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490179635298382,0.16764482073314532,0.11254239453300463,0.0,0.0,0.10981535739369157,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,devanshdamani,2020/02/02,"can't get over how alone i've been feeling lately. sometimes, i just feel like i'm destined to be alone forever. no matter how many 'friends' i have, they're all gonna come and go and eventually leave me alone. like i am now",0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,83.46808510638297,5.4621276595744686,22.16595744680852,6.742157984588678,0.39285021276595744,176,6,40,2,5,57,38,47,0.2,0.638,0.162,-0.2023,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,2,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228466567642902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040209263577027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526345971208504,0.16620082582481194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974007536325645,0.0,0.12154681903855835,0.0,0.13221687149719302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243241642263593,0.24633626515029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273160852745511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358643673114725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300907341972967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nowboarding,2020/02/02,"I’m an attractive guy but still horribly lonely. People are changing for the worse. Nobody commits to plans these days or texts back. What should I do? Tall, muscular guy with good style who is generally seen as attractive. Probably a 7.5 out of 10. But horribly lonely. Looks help for sure but they don’t cure shit. In social situations that I DO find myself in I am funny and a good listener and good conversationalist and generally quite likeable because I hide my loneliness really well. But getting into a social situation is rare and difficult. Nobody invites me to anything and when I invite them I sometimes get left on read for days. People’s attention spans have noticeably shortened in the last few years and nobody commits to plans anymore. Nobody can tell you when they’re free because they don’t want to miss out on anything that might come up. I used to at least meet women on tinder because I am too fearful to approach them in real life. But in the last few years the app has changed for the worse. You get almost no matches without paying. And even if you do the girls on there are different than they used to be. Not responding or giving one word replies or impossible to meet in person, which isn’t how it used to be. Now that I don’t have the crutch of tinder anymore, I’m faced with bitter loneliness. So friends are failing me and dating life as well. What do I do? As an attractive and charismatic enough guy who everyone assumes is having an active social life and dating life, I sometimes have nobody to talk to in real life or over the phone for days on end. What would you suggest for me?",4.45694805194805,6.424279733766234,5.1907740259740285,79.79058961038965,71.46753246753245,8.044883116883117,28.22909090909091,8.726425361277474,2.303605298701299,1290,49,231,24,25,417,162,308,0.16699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.162,-0.6992,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,5,4,12,19,2,1,14,0,28,8,3,4,3,48,43,27,0,4,12,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,6,11,16,0,0,3,1,2,2,7,8,2,1,1,4,25,12,44,37,4,38,0,4,2,0,31,21,1,8,15,161,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224694160707543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182720670104116,0.0,0.0,0.1516172212180202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083618202421092,0.0,0.1684702682729727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949058607268216,0.079355002394826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823333356381696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624795127954767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159280676736673,0.09518671945589732,0.0,0.060845755447839614,0.0,0.0,0.08802658140263117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366293516153496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419789894749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711732792971421,0.0,0.14438993109845386,0.08837187949420744,0.0,0.23180285355303515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364598480691105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617474786639649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018355752375814,0.0,0.0,0.1000908937260504,0.0,0.3253426962269842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773593334963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772695358063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488158216817074,0.0,0.0,0.06242429572980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773168195468984,0.08043743429276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932316763175723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979831562028942,0.09214699505283676,0.20971015728254108,0.05901575408831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456197642005544,0.0,0.20709812280104886,0.0,0.2817205337575408,0.0,0.0,0.18222215669612904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356880051808279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682395652670293,0.0,0.0,0.07404422673800885,0.08051874570328482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869166009299764,0.0,0.0,0.05433598104033629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565760062406304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880238377153471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776050993318605,0.0654408722296772,0.0,0.0,0.11864717970039665 lonely,Ob1Kenoby,2020/02/02,"Just venting I had a girlfriend for 3 years, at the start we had fun and it was someone to talk to, I feel like no matter who you are I can make enough effort on my part to become friends and with relationships I knew everyone had faults it's about how hard to try to overcome them. So I got into this relationship and tried my hardest, at first it was simple changes like not going out as much, but soon she intentionally cut me off from friends and family, destroying the social life i had, every aspect of my life was controlled by here down to how I spent every second of my day and what my career would be and when we get married and have kids. I had no say, which she had determined through repeated emotional abuse, attacking my body image, whether I'm manly enough l, saying my family is trash and just about anything you could think of. Everytime she didn't get her way in 10 minutes she'd tell me I'm replaceable and to pack my bags and I worked so hard and changed everything essential to my identity. All this would happen almost every day or second day and I got so unhappy. She pressured me into engaging her by threatening to leave so I did. I'm on my own now after the first night in my new apartment and I have no one now, I'm just here all alone and I wish I could change every choice I every made, I wish somehow I could make that relationship change but I cant keep telling myself itll get better when it's only gotten worse. I'm just a mess and feel worthless and alone and I dont know how to cope. But that's my rant, thank you for reading.",4.104065180102918,5.006037748427673,5.0384676958261885,84.68439108061753,70.88679245283019,8.297541452258432,26.71869639794168,8.575989854853784,1.7067056603773585,1236,39,257,20,22,404,173,318,0.179,0.7190000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.982,0,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,2,3,1,6,21,15,3,1,5,0,26,3,1,8,2,59,53,32,0,7,10,0,4,2,3,3,2,2,0,2,12,23,0,2,5,1,1,1,7,7,0,5,17,6,48,8,35,28,7,30,0,1,0,0,28,12,0,3,18,181,60,3,0.0,0.10315887788505006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718394207303766,0.18034807049198145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164783353062912,0.0,0.0,0.09905005306154326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961574680406378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700273076097093,0.0,0.09671060933488378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684167946441577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765183246525508,0.2085451571200152,0.0,0.0,0.16845094653761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102040609618574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793744106682804,0.0,0.17992473876291454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667839629348865,0.08319521753451703,0.07824923470868128,0.0,0.16415600111220036,0.0,0.08804629021790883,0.062199910529819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811645387539785,0.0,0.0,0.13453382738304734,0.0,0.13646504880820842,0.0,0.04948156867960838,0.0,0.13926913943733085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699210537431461,0.0,0.1559879253731092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738818999057802,0.0,0.0,0.047849152573189536,0.0,0.0,0.09219023778346676,0.0,0.0,0.12299446805535585,0.08507202112803894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238387851785732,0.11623435514141718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640034690150498,0.0,0.0,0.08408880792292371,0.0,0.08170546776206179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899812056685445,0.06621755537842737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428390667405744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708948111375447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280428643189656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847662805276836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887527408063821,0.07377067134028581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162570618811668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998028836843616,0.15219890305068712,0.08015860131282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578832586529174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182240888276715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910887458348358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024302196215246,0.0,0.0,0.0633850265931419,0.0,0.08872761056591677,0.12369826282118447,0.0,0.0,0.056067597808225136 lonely,You_Bee,2020/02/02,"i am lonely because i struggle socializing I admit I am loner, spend most of my time in my room and go out when I need to. I feel okay and normal in this situation, but ik why its like this, socialize. Most of conversations with friends or people in general, I don't know what to say, don't know what to reply. Can't really start a conversation, even struggles to say ""hi"" to friends that ""we're friends because we're in the same class"". I know that to get out of this is basically just go out, go to events, join organisations, etc. my spirit to do those activities depletes really quickly, and even if I join, I would get anxious and awkward when meeting new people, because I don't know what to say, I have nothing to bring onto the table. Yea I have interests but not hobbies, I used to draw characters for 4 years and call it as a hobby but not anymore. I enjoy photography, but I never really committed to it, never interested in knowing brands of camera and type of lenses. Recently I picked up playing guitar as my new interest but I need to leave my home for Uni, and the place that I live in now is prohibiting playing instruments. And right now, probably writing/draw out short stories, reading novels, playing warframe, and listen to songs. Maybe I am just a poser and never committed to anything. At least not warframe, but then being too geeky to one stuff is boring right? or wrong? Its easier to talk to people in one-to-one, when there's only me and the partner. I can focus on them, and I believe they are focus on me. But it gets harder when there's more, often times I would feel the other partner can talk and have more fun with my partner, which is why I tend to listen more to people, watching conversation and be a background laughter. I typing this right now because, I just had an awkward day. I can't reply to a question from my friend, ""why haven't you moved out?"" (fyi: I'm living in a dorm, and have to move out soon) to which I reply, ""because I haven't moved out"". I had a brief pause to that question and can't answer anything and just blurted out what comes in to mind, and realizing after it. is this brain fart? Also, had burgers for dinner and I cant eat it properly like, my hands got dirty and like I don't know where my mouth is, my brain is not syncing with my body. While waitresses passes by and see me like that, I felt horrible lol. That's because I havent put myself out there that much, been isolating 2 days in room. I have friends, but never hang out with them during weekends or after school. Because I don't know, I don't know what to do, asking them out, invite them to have lunch, then what are going to talk about? ""hey how's the food?"", I don't know. I wasn't like this, I used to hang out with friends, active inviting them to go somewhere and spend time from 12pm to 12am, from going to malls, then go play with them and have fun. Damn I sound like a child, need to grow up. I am 19, undergrad stud, and feeling lonely. I know what I need to do, but I don't what to do/how to do it. I am new on reddit and sorry for my English because English is not my 1st language. I am posting this just to speak out what I want to say today and past few days. Feel free to comment, I take every responses as I could but I am not an active user because I haven't familiarized with this website.",4.5064674625629655,4.906259872403563,5.6319253329652925,82.60231971568561,69.71216617210682,8.228224415154234,28.582430474087364,8.133680483312611,1.7911188737837276,2590,87,531,33,43,863,272,674,0.077,0.76,0.163,0.9963,0,4,0,0,0,0,104.0,0,1,7,0,25,33,1,4,16,3,56,10,5,4,6,117,100,53,0,10,25,0,6,6,9,2,0,9,4,4,37,47,4,0,20,10,3,18,27,9,0,1,7,17,77,25,95,88,10,92,1,2,2,1,42,38,1,9,41,370,114,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876343300793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888686285823954,0.06047298270205411,0.0,0.0,0.10035805572326774,0.0,0.057005436886741874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345401353862176,0.0,0.0,0.06870040667841659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773190648194763,0.0,0.13614141019301246,0.062264523790558975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052526445797395065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868532065737196,0.0,0.0,0.1179757198941156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623948834740071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800568013630022,0.08054971152621082,0.0,0.05137590849119579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233275880719894,0.0,0.058547660332336965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373385443732695,0.0,0.2826649323471972,0.0,0.09557418764600836,0.0,0.2425831771514741,0.0,0.048769025410266544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116508857396238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33511466318087924,0.0,0.0,0.06456603476125528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787422357971703,0.0,0.1076879434458034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125977846678968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061569574453327815,0.0,0.0,0.19442729346686646,0.04482524727805546,0.1808552408726617,0.18811745753282,0.1766764364401397,0.0,0.0,0.059744694855297625,0.058509253803907826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263943764447915,0.04637589711408286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058209623026243176,0.16909561001388287,0.0,0.06370818024605222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839928781142021,0.0,0.06574371902955467,0.0,0.0,0.06129891318023351,0.1366168055119285,0.0,0.06099368653476647,0.0,0.11719063882912792,0.0,0.06020761408447588,0.0,0.0,0.1562225490701089,0.0,0.1939660205991984,0.0,0.06171216688190737,0.04859092189544285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854091105642017,0.0,0.12431712263333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825896660323362,0.043159965562453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274931871634815,0.06980428843884913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045847254597983736,0.14703345516946145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666886124121412,0.0,0.05779924173471261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532941984581214,0.0,0.0,0.03596592372038788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506727586058384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663288575064082,0.06666897970370947,0.0,0.039267308080586816 lonely,Pravar2004,2020/02/02,I need help Can someone please give me advice because I'm depressed and lonely. I have a lot and of friends and some good friends but I keep pushing them away idk y + i feel some friendships drain me while and I only enjoy some( but push away these friends too). I wanna know whether I should continue to be friends or cut-off everyone and focus on studies.,2.41509054325956,4.718729422535212,2.824869215291752,92.87521126760565,78.71830985915494,5.183903420523139,28.45271629778672,6.1826913282559595,1.1155336016096573,283,13,57,2,7,87,52,71,0.07,0.602,0.327,0.9640000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,10,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,6,8,4,7,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,5,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262709985093932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896379147279673,0.0,0.0,0.1264030518689456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859649118637785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981387335987486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048460534080964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408147721426448,0.0,0.0,0.19891596390224128,0.0,0.17392141902188998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898719035143692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843086467544928,0.0,0.0,0.11395811893504072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628771444631772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375276967713547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770452861960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276159866851004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569312070167162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ross_a_tu,2020/02/02,I can’t talk to people properly cuz I barely speak at all Today I realized that if it weren’t for my dad I would be going months without saying a word,1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,79.9090909090909,6.824242424242425,20.090909090909093,7.793537801064563,0.8387454545454545,120,3,25,2,3,43,29,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286274963774696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551371637697499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084569484713123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382448317990245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35761615101296457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217395762783299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42889456861395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160639779319234,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thravik_,2020/02/02,"I kinda want some company before I go Been feeling alone this morning. Lol. Wish I had someone here to hold onto. But eh, oh well. Chatting will do. I might be busy today. So I'll respond when I can",-1.0399651567944268,0.9461811707317124,1.6601393728223002,93.59243902439026,103.14634146341464,3.3184668989547035,20.49128919860627,5.288315135182226,0.0018752613240415887,152,6,31,1,7,52,36,41,0.049,0.705,0.24600000000000002,0.7275,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757892351400668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087471758644467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346105931518356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620837025775074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384912235965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074302273721063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439266195678772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401039518067366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262336291298379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172441205498708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaWhiteLight,2020/02/02,I am finding it hard to make friends I used to have many friends until I moved away and now literally no one texts me. I try to strike up a conversation with my old friends but all I get is yes no answers until I give up. Everyone new I meet is such an asshole and all they ever do is insult me because they think it is funny. Everyone I think is my friend gotta stab me in the back or something. Why do these people have to be such assholes about everything?,5.832499999999996,4.7076330833333335,6.648,81.59700000000002,67.125,9.763333333333334,33.78333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.543573333333333,360,14,79,5,5,120,65,96,0.193,0.649,0.159,-0.5927,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,11,0,0,2,3,14,18,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,15,4,12,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345847239679435,0.14196294325310424,0.0,0.11254387447786167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700119385281906,0.0,0.3528285185148837,0.1659263739873801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874118859523746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705540824627794,0.0,0.09645738947290837,0.17710627189814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538507334502114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323663709414555,0.18717775850083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622399762955506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783091047921017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372976128890806,0.0,0.12510466401586884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279936679164858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213105672910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365966812612737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534623789081695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594541547763913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659266386745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maxim0nslaught,2020/02/02,"If you need someone to talk to. I'm down for some small talk, like friends do. We can just talk random things, get our minds off of being lonely for a while.",1.34,3.0688969393939445,1.9303030303030293,100.81545454545456,79.60606060606061,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-1.1233757575757577,121,2,29,0,3,37,29,33,0.069,0.7759999999999999,0.155,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486891244184587,0.0,0.1681726901552595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572577459392682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250141452171618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386751575034436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727338398117906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7761618165227627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384744285843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,knzrxxx,2020/02/02,playlist Hello! Suggest some music you'd love to listen to whenever you feel sad. I'd love to listen and perhaps make a playlist out of it :),1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,81.5,5.161904761904762,27.190476190476193,6.42735559955562,1.2401761904761908,111,5,21,1,3,36,21,28,0.084,0.598,0.318,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,5,6,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541035699399269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9071391000649024,0.0,0.3354549580453737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DinkyWink19,2020/02/02,"Going on vacation alone I really want to take a vacation this year, but I've got no one to go with. I'm worried that I'm gonna go and it just end up being super depressing instead of enjoyable. I really need time for myself but I don't want to invert on me and I end up becoming sad and I do nothing during the vacation. Have you guys done it before? How do you keep yourself sane while doing it?",0.05305882352941183,2.2316767176470584,3.4120588235294136,85.73926470588238,87.70588235294119,7.164705882352942,20.264705882352946,8.238735603445708,1.3926705882352943,311,10,65,8,10,113,59,85,0.162,0.703,0.134,-0.3867,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,19,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,9,2,10,15,0,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833181013487575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434826020129945,0.18759664978929974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988331979177367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560883874998444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39052721955838016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758803556070369,0.0,0.17632334306047387,0.0,0.0,0.21829172166824545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595646857110124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634695404122321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115389254530192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493905382723179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824667917107139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575974469154342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855297706062216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600680187183641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388953497362124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197009219497514 lonely,DrErc,2020/02/02,"lonely at a party my good friend's pretty popular so he threw a huge party. originally i wasn't gonna go because i'm just not a partier. i ended up going. keeping in mind that the last time I smoked weed was on new year's eve, i took a blinker from some random girls dab cart after drinking some titos (not even enough to get me drunk) and got sent to the moon. spent 3 and a half hours on the couch next to another passed out kid, drifting in and out of sleep. at one point I got up and ran to the bathroom and let the vomit rip. at least it was all in the toilet. but when i got back, i could hear so many people talking shit about me, but i was too high to say anything back. they were saying things like ""who invited him"" ""he's such a little bitch"" ""why does (guy who's party it was) hang out with him?"". why do they have to choose me to completely rip apart? it's not like I was the only one who'd thrown up, and it's definitely not like they've never done it before. and i thought i was cool with these kids? like i'm always nothing but kind to them and we have pretty nice conversations whenever we talk. i had a good amount of ""friends"" at this party, but none of them were around. none of them checked on me, none of them tried to talk to me. i was just there all alone next to another passed out kid. why are teenagers such horrible people, and why can't i go to a party without feeling overwhelmingly lonely during it? TLDR: greened out a party, heard a lot of people who i thought i was friends with badmouthing me, sat there all alone on the couch for a majority of the time.",3.2993675889328067,4.052860515151515,4.272924901185775,89.98286561264824,72.63636363636364,7.193675889328063,24.04479578392622,7.255503002510835,0.7305625823451902,1230,32,278,12,23,399,169,330,0.08800000000000001,0.731,0.18,0.9842,0,6,2,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,6,0,15,18,2,1,20,1,21,5,2,1,4,47,43,16,0,1,11,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,2,5,14,20,2,1,4,2,2,11,11,5,0,3,25,7,33,13,47,14,13,52,0,3,1,0,33,25,2,4,20,179,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356924881813385,0.0,0.0,0.08177376735761402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061025716206585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087303408064661,0.08748675670165408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113684097268015,0.0,0.059908329841695925,0.0,0.08362590621045762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304084715536596,0.0,0.0,0.07846564121584496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600226608227131,0.10057079169988774,0.0,0.09627337513558276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704364569436641,0.10154570496331976,0.0,0.06491057960915815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969145805660287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778411301783044,0.0,0.05134531871255794,0.0,0.1675580848573365,0.1648590217283985,0.23580164197043,0.0,0.0,0.09730900345635726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107645502227169,0.0,0.0,0.10383432320971928,0.0,0.0,0.09678237464160468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873525048579737,0.0,0.10233965956418824,0.0,0.08010831400548102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049419115817307,0.0,0.19205137475807132,0.0984986863781001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355100915631715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996367589735241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923106336027686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579675315834714,0.09491587803620563,0.20903595319098786,0.0,0.0,0.09429877537612716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318914976703616,0.07474356653878911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439726935198935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929028839850243,0.0,0.0,0.1999646879426543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563065414266438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087922572800076,0.0,0.0,0.09834728961216917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369723395938245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529041724488514,0.0,0.0,0.1560408340822043,0.11461141992483367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918860272214426,0.0667231672875798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35471635582055083,0.0,0.0,0.0947348612710812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328672515165673 lonely,uhslime,2020/02/02,why don’t she love me man you make it seem so real when we talk but then you disappear for days. sometimes it’s like i’m only here to entertain while you’re bored and that’s it. i gave such strong feelings for you and i’m scared to tell you how much i really care. idek if you truly do or you just say shit to keep me around. 😔,1.0307207207207227,2.141333513513516,2.774054054054055,97.140990990991,78.72972972972974,6.554954954954956,17.738738738738736,7.1686216300943375,-0.2438126126126128,256,4,66,3,6,85,55,74,0.152,0.607,0.24100000000000002,0.8438,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,6,0,1,7,8,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,14,11,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,12,5,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,1,1,3,5,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510808919078344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692710980615498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032489499594172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353865422892036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474730664919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902761928817605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383637007731523,0.0,0.17629112279842624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414644494615368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086259647463475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300607578317627,0.16919145118159296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002568656281814,0.264413655356658,0.0,0.0,0.24042988793331174,0.0,0.0,0.2710984255689932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612050934969132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122763720798295,0.2308380811753116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383123108166125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dragondave17,2020/02/02,why am i still alive? why?,-5.0150000000000015,-7.0437024999999975,-2.619999999999997,119.19000000000004,157.33333333333331,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.6434,19,0,6,0,2,6,5,6,0.0,0.575,0.425,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046642999191788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9144653106438324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,martiansfuneral,2020/02/02,. I'm tired of everyone and everything,1.178571428571427,1.7850275714285748,4.317857142857143,70.33964285714289,130.42857142857142,12.82857142857143,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,6.608771428571429,31,2,5,2,2,11,7,7,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478792577257515,0.5153076571019665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6590040496734156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jrplaguedoctor,2020/02/02,"It's alright 21 F. i hadn't felt the overwhelming rush of loneliness in awhile. Suddenly it hit me after work. it hurts not having many friends to text. I've been craving someone to stay up all night with, just talking to them. i yearn for a friend that wants to talk to me. i go about my day receiving almost zero messages. im touched starved due to years of zero companionship. to this day, im wary of touching people. im just not used to it. but i wish i had someone to hug. i can live without hugs & affection. i can live without friends & romance. But god, do i yearn for it so bad sometimes. i wish the few friends i have would text me back. i wish the person I was interested in would talk to me. i wish i had someone to go out & have fun with. but it'll be alright. im so thankful for this subreddit & those that are similar. While we may be lonley, we are not entirely alone. We have each other & we're bonded by the fact we can relate. It's comforted me for tonight. chin up guys♡ If its slowly but surely getting better for me after years of being a friendless loser, it'll definitely get better for you",1.2485488505747109,3.4159818146551717,3.0825862068965537,90.17936781609195,82.14655172413794,5.935632183908046,24.32183908045977,7.1686216300943375,1.021266666666667,879,34,186,12,24,293,127,232,0.14400000000000002,0.631,0.22399999999999998,0.9721,0,1,0,0,1,0,37.0,4,1,1,4,6,22,0,1,6,2,23,2,0,2,3,37,36,8,0,10,12,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,6,3,27,16,34,21,3,22,0,5,0,2,17,5,0,3,12,122,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038165503799823,0.09348141817400003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488979590932243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940383341045123,0.07536274871589921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596540391071455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641956824291293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666308639999275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27893645752539514,0.0,0.09431352206116453,0.0,0.10259288499234896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662445173156672,0.0,0.3899821476267168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594012381384033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150876750964712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470224248179216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257443669528986,0.07881094279913209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942924615912405,0.0,0.08926875959173464,0.0,0.0,0.09620440869365264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506832585578887,0.0,0.0,0.21764102880815966,0.0,0.08309864041379049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795505884218118,0.0,0.0,0.05323727604387279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151749807226628,0.17401349631249294,0.0,0.06570984830344563,0.0,0.0,0.1282352398075547,0.0,0.0,0.11624806503167726 lonely,shylilfox91,2020/02/02,"Lost touch with what makes me happy. As the title states i've lost touch of whats made me happy. I used to have friends and hobbies even those have drifted away and I can't connect to people the way I used. I used to make people laugh and always had to be front and center of the attention. Now I spend my days in bed or in front of my tv wondering how life got to be so damn boring and mundane. Things went down hill fast when I had gotten married and moved in with my ex. Things were great and I was pretty happy, I did miss my family but I figured that was normal cause this was my first time moving out. After a year into it my ex couldn't keep a job so it left me working extra long hours of a job I already didnt care for. After awhile I became bitter to how I was being treated by him and work. Felt so tired all the time all I did was stay in bed on my free time. I got so miserable that I looked else where for comfort I know what I did was wrong so I asked for a divorce hoping someone else could make me happy and at first I thought I met the man of my dreams. Seriously was too good to be true I quickly moved in with him after my ex kicked me out of the apartment. I felt pretty happy with my now boyfriend who is in the army I knew was getting deployed and i thought I could handle it but I was wrong and I never felt so alone and isolated in my life cause when i moved in with him I moved farther up north. Things got better bad between my bf and i. We fought about money and how I wasnt helping enough he kinda made me feel like I was worthless without ever saying it. The 9 months were hard I wasnt sure if we were even going to make but we did and after he got back things were a little awkward and tense. I thought things were going back to how they were when met but all he ever does is play video games when he gets off work and on weekends. I know i'm not perfect but I've told him many of times about my depression and anxiety. How I like to go out once in awhile. I haven't been out with him since October. I feel like I can't say anything cause he's sensitive and is easy to set off. Which has lead me here seeking attention and feeling lonely and hopeless. Like I'm worth nothing to anyone. Just wish someone would see me for the amazing person everyone else claims i am but never treats me that way. I want that connection and meaningful bond. I wanna look into someone's eyes and be lost there forever. I want to be loved for and cared for and not have to beg for it. I'm sorry this post is long but I can't hold it in any longer. I'm tired of being unseen..",1.7244970459898852,3.2633274210526366,3.1164289299918937,93.59999150480749,77.8747731397459,5.778290921728388,20.97930262192532,6.356417079543762,0.09433649457466098,2023,51,458,15,47,660,245,551,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.168,0.9164,2,3,0,0,1,1,31.0,3,0,1,11,31,45,3,2,14,0,50,6,1,18,10,111,107,50,0,11,13,3,9,4,2,1,4,2,2,2,23,40,0,2,17,6,4,13,13,18,0,2,48,16,75,28,70,48,5,81,0,9,4,1,33,31,1,5,35,306,98,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430399307221203,0.06851517226842756,0.0,0.05166182810204757,0.0,0.0,0.04222167351108072,0.0,0.04749681755132367,0.0,0.0,0.043413069300256825,0.0,0.051092776079325115,0.0,0.05804349239665735,0.0,0.058333311443644335,0.09548301063433996,0.05184052366759974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491140605926291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660482158652053,0.19134309726319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991437376410047,0.0,0.0,0.04004134327438099,0.0,0.05347592905783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433324683817641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559858184170935,0.0,0.0,0.06415305205854381,0.0,0.08201650270330524,0.11232351487786943,0.0,0.05932732939572664,0.0,0.0,0.058530630959815526,0.0,0.09418001569012806,0.0887107381829086,0.17884139809824584,0.0,0.0,0.10562330273788728,0.0,0.0,0.04796869897425537,0.0,0.06487638065084278,0.0,0.10585738259009067,0.05207610409067958,0.19862839126852164,0.0684517599863222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304668391413117,0.05561826331259318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041615986304145515,0.0,0.0,0.06166696160634951,0.06114374528174405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232246566820134,0.05518628083405433,0.0,0.0,0.06824340437208945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745832141813206,0.0,0.08770856710777676,0.12133139306305395,0.06222805146899098,0.0,0.10989108310535492,0.10427583548154994,0.0,0.20332773566998075,0.0,0.05603645178843078,0.11749751109668335,0.1657757279548836,0.06294704623580079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955770231214548,0.3299462807517871,0.0,0.0,0.09577151594924667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060832631604312966,0.0595746934638627,0.0,0.0,0.06612123077842398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608740051978851,0.054212467234257364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946272501668586,0.1263307496864531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987490479568442,0.0,0.0,0.04947575107946702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051359475652406936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781977791691704,0.0,0.0,0.06950194622506163,0.0,0.06617708364926685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851679556586741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624109793457826,0.0,0.0,0.14787177491776088,0.1448150346013631,0.14272104583912915,0.0,0.05932732939572664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087116546737562,0.0,0.0,0.07324170935311666,0.098564438872492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057555795107802024,0.0,0.0,0.0713976360372847,0.0598501973971023,0.06733131614344957,0.1356014611015844,0.0,0.0,0.04410522504509838,0.1357660120810394,0.0,0.03998235646436794 lonely,binilcb007,2020/02/02,Im so lonely anyone free please msg me I feel so lonely m 25 pls send msg me,-4.429210526315792,-3.7712203684210484,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,121.10526315789473,1.9,4.75,3.1291,-2.834484210526316,59,0,16,0,4,22,13,19,0.233,0.45799999999999996,0.309,0.2123,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960927674114897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864269804065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118906342944289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218198743705825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LilPiickle,2020/02/02,Is there anybody out there? It’s 4:26 am and I feel more alone than I think I ever have before.,-1.3328571428571399,0.6919166666666712,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,96.61904761904762,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-1.8898380952380949,74,1,18,0,3,24,18,21,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.3167,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717637386769173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469759171021485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993664447539241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791362055290895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537353261861884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giggimon,2020/02/02,"No one understands Why can't someone understand me? I have this wall around me, I let some people in. But no one understands me. Why?",0.010000000000001565,2.028738461538463,1.868769230769232,90.9262307692308,106.69230769230772,6.695384615384616,20.584615384615386,7.554174236665415,1.5813630769230769,104,4,21,3,5,34,19,26,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050400531670496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180150856430224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204696407514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393507427689594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003560479153268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7385052897278636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267458096898437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,losergirl12345,2020/02/02,does anyone wanna talk rn and be friends we can talk about whatever i just want new friends,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.141466666666667,74,3,15,1,2,22,16,18,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519839266936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193913143001024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639562036954686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524942820103341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867047497193336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152711937273871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UndergroundFlaws,2020/02/02,"Well, tonight's a bad one. Honestly, the past week has been getting increasingly difficult. The loneliness has been getting... Intense. It's causing physical pain. Course... That could just be how unhealthy I am. Either or! I try to help everyone else I know. Nobody actually knows the extent of my loneliness. I focus on making everyone else feel better. Making my friends laugh, makingy co-workers happy. But ugh. I can't keep this up. Tonight's just... Really bad. I know this isn't gonna help at all but... Guess I just wanted this out in the void.",0.8835294117647052,3.0700845098039267,2.595078431372549,85.54085294117647,105.86274509803921,5.961568627450981,23.72745098039216,7.1686216300943375,1.8542886274509809,428,19,76,10,20,140,73,102,0.205,0.583,0.212,-0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,1,21,21,4,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,2,1,9,6,7,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17893662605644614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062022411299621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217038727033933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883651406970544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640108023566492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30635386570084017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504239528463869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271425078857116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416664232038378,0.0,0.1916000432312796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199590712569904,0.0,0.0,0.19519418324751175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458097907125785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298217760458542,0.0,0.0,0.3023158604896414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447935313607845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425206179049432,0.0,0.19511201981707169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504150277918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746755070065175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449198931256668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081527247482761,0.0,0.14708338643970406,0.0,0.16486608449614604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349103607323767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,catsareverygood,2020/02/02,"title a few years ago guy in my class cried because he didn't want to be my partner for a project. pretty embarrassing. I ended up doing all the work for him because I felt bad that he got stuck with me. I think about that a lot",1.8047959183673468,3.1433665714285723,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,77.16326530612245,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.1554448979591836,178,5,41,1,4,59,40,49,0.233,0.7040000000000001,0.063,-0.7732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,7,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,26,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677180543201109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216989038604976,0.3682110532120192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174927039464863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674956265783722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899817399228228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154896647507004,0.0,0.0,0.2990423096784417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567623330484062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072578076668893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351900225102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813625820687518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987050003217407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944877430568296 lonely,jodservy,2020/02/02,"Pretty much given up at this point. I have kind of given up on trying to have any sort of social life at this point. I kind of try too hard to engage and maintain social connections and try to hangout with different groups of people but I always feel like the outside. The person who people will talk to just long enough for it to be polite then talk to the people they actually care about. I leave parties and gatherings early and without anyone ever noticing I have left. I’ve had some decent friendships in the past but have run out of energy to invest as heavily as I have in them. I’ve kind of decided that I’m only going to put in the effort I get. Problem is what I’ve noticed is after a while no one talks to me anymore, I might get a meme from someone once every 2-3months but other than that I could disappear from the face of the earth and no one would notice. I have no idea what’s wrong with me or why I can’t have any sort of decent social life but here we are and I’m tired of trying and failing and going no where.",2.117186424003936,3.937702514018692,3.8007624200688666,87.87392277422529,77.5981308411215,6.000590260698477,20.60895228726021,6.8360192770164,0.4224523364485977,814,20,165,8,19,272,124,214,0.141,0.768,0.092,-0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,2,6,9,0,0,9,0,17,4,1,0,1,30,27,17,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,3,1,1,5,6,3,0,2,3,2,16,6,38,19,3,25,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,5,8,118,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.10398133056337196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886614614436636,0.0,0.0,0.14492074383025047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056729332025904,0.07450503227088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863890148740506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507469630067395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113262480994011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009876267534736,0.0,0.0,0.09638419070158967,0.08977633818660842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387690251933466,0.07612219681334853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134013125352726,0.0,0.12111418417094287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545145205687304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028649292028452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332878773002859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282529773829897,0.11577122961374517,0.0,0.15052447864493826,0.05205690072908778,0.0,0.0,0.0942969343680823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303695232656602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832944812299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639372957747087,0.0,0.11347652935720386,0.14440749213794035,0.08103911629581685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171784706083672,0.2216133755534275,0.09303884028187306,0.0,0.0,0.2014559370958574,0.0,0.0,0.10840372189646397,0.0,0.10195778478584754,0.0,0.10711619748939843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258551441234904,0.090282855955651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569322000077368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246814493159384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289372678550858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614840896190018,0.0,0.0,0.10271425080887772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569290235095476,0.11650006869391015,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xtoxiczombie,2020/02/02,I’m tired of being alone I want to feel loved and feel like I actually matter Every date every chance Iv had I lose it hurts because I’m apparent not good enough for anyone and no one gets to know me well enough. I see other guys who are successful in a relationship or married and it hurts to see it because I can’t succeed like that I feel like everyone hates me and I don’t ducking matter to anyone,3.568928571428572,4.555249464285716,5.181904761904762,82.84642857142858,72.21428571428571,7.980952380952381,25.904761904761905,8.344100000000001,1.5923476190476191,321,10,66,5,6,109,54,84,0.212,0.528,0.259,0.4007,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,1,12,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,13,17,5,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,5,9,8,7,15,2,2,0,3,2,1,4,1,0,1,4,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16153855188033495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144462444075165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231492229530586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181753718132892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420843836106331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789412211828818,0.1581760513052573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510988299231395,0.2365168703372939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648535016533439,0.0,0.0,0.13884313681948038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390594993238344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343181544563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544178760334515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909738592749008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426165249163695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519163299898175,0.0,0.0,0.1494020506793595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217098797565757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777229379570499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382036814472265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902584500172712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976369954144422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883609426773894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neo-freudian,2020/02/02,"New City blues I recently moved to a new city(5 months ago) and I still find all the “newness” to be exciting but man, the loneliness really sets in. It’s the little things that get to me. Just feeling like I don’t have anyone to be bored with or share interests with. I came from such a warm cultured open social environment to a now more conservative area ¿ I have hope that I can find my subcommunity but as of right now I’m getting pretty tired of it. It’s my first time moving away from home, not sure how people deal with this. I try to still go out and do the things I like; hiking, beaching, dancing etc. even if it means going alone. I tried using tinder and that felt pretty empty quick. My roommates are best friends which I’m not gonna lie makes me feel pretty alienated sometimes. I’m honestly just bored out of my mind.",2.687971887550205,4.726263500000004,3.724795180722893,88.06859839357432,76.65060240963855,6.836305220883535,21.91004016064257,7.793537801064563,0.8880575100401602,655,18,135,10,15,211,110,166,0.10300000000000001,0.647,0.25,0.9845,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,3,2,32,24,9,0,2,8,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,11,10,0,1,6,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,2,5,15,11,19,19,4,28,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,15,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310765735328746,0.0,0.0,0.13215273003134373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921927477545841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988223422438615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390590820590675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459377700728801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315476202142039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423051582738648,0.0842770738023472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903445642293115,0.09115581843262864,0.12251379669255608,0.0,0.2332439622574403,0.10853453374243736,0.0,0.0,0.09858166223644596,0.0,0.1333290579316522,0.0,0.14503342052743326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279908912447826,0.1267333013031629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246755766300739,0.12788641098731138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517245187856888,0.0,0.0,0.13899129583600098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883729741213915,0.0,0.10184726238191873,0.27123231190990765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697039453246517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846017530525667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894381824599063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174235041038665,0.0,0.12598732979967275,0.0,0.0,0.10896773390502812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006978076706538,0.0,0.0,0.12619738250655424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379936727477235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025931699188945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954047694120078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440324176549351,0.1466547794270645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326091764025306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102034398598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WalnutOdin,2020/02/02,"I hate to admit it, but I desperately want to feel what it’s like to be romantically in love. I (24M) have never been in a committed relationship. Ever since I was little, I’ve imagined myself being loved, desired, or wanted by someone. I have a great family and many friends that have given me support. And maybe, that should be enough for me. Many don’t have that, and I am grateful for them. But, I’ve always have wanted a girlfriend. Especially now that I’m 24, I’ve had very few romantic interests. I’m putting myself out there, not only through dating sites. Regularly, I go social dancing, out with friends to parties, and I’m good at making good connections with people. Just not the attraction type I guess. So it’s not that I’m not meeting new people. I feel like there’s something wrong with me. Just having someone to hold while we go to sleep would change my world. I want to love, to go on adventures, to have someone that wants me. As time goes on, I feel like I’ll never find that. I know I’m not unique, that I’m not the only one who’s ever felt undesired. Going to therapy is helping, I know I need to get my mental health on point. Just tonight, I want to hold someone. To kiss them. To see them smile at me loving that they love me. I know this is cringeworthy. But, it’s what I’ve always wanted. And it hurts to know that I’ve never been someone’s choice. TLDR: I’ve never been desired. I just want to hold someone that wants me back.",1.6531632653061266,3.879510574829936,3.323156462585036,88.69208163265307,81.00680272108843,5.960816326530613,22.044897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.7474375510204085,1135,36,233,15,30,376,139,294,0.057,0.633,0.311,0.9981,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,4,0,11,21,1,0,5,0,21,8,1,1,7,62,62,12,0,14,14,0,4,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,20,11,0,3,11,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,7,5,33,18,33,50,2,32,0,1,1,6,19,13,0,2,16,146,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493280357621598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234675964882521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577360118540288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377898624813825,0.0,0.0,0.14668593163280869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643653371007747,0.0,0.12299190741778378,0.1737741730706551,0.07785106892081384,0.0,0.07410713026319499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528691442576534,0.0,0.04236179907244239,0.0,0.18432220896128051,0.13601482917720725,0.0,0.08939277048458356,0.08932054384544774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005131175068801,0.0,0.0861859687687178,0.0,0.0,0.05434729965919654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679954942374035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824134793144233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883714941910495,0.08126508250163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658966310358241,0.0,0.05412260986403705,0.16440806950657744,0.08145738375232299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171120070619038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060120992632097775,0.250140570408192,0.07830913226312856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494300300915923,0.12333244888007723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242357008523346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664833724484175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150942134453792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705131416948786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646115521599872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707155258128589,0.0,0.08114017453456876,0.08265249906851682,0.4122011526971378,0.06242059110259439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920104596536877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272389692717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047279343706514584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690082670058448,0.43041635334642897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759805533729447,0.08865002127039996,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilbub,2020/02/02,"I can feel my heart breaking It’s at times a sharp jolt, or an aching (has been diagnosed as angina/panic disorder) and at times a feeling of crumpling cartilage. Broken heart syndrome is a thing, but apparently my heart is resilient and won’t let me just go. It’s interesting to me how emotions manifest in the physical body.",8.730913978494627,7.51982940322581,9.028064516129033,67.1454301075269,61.41935483870968,12.782795698924732,41.63440860215054,11.855464076750405,5.058531182795701,261,13,46,7,3,87,50,62,0.07,0.848,0.081,0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,5,4,1,0,8,10,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385940551703369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801718459816585,0.0,0.0,0.2461790775383712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416207629943217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721837521519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207562550429342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.763616073274872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964725705048305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427033830935436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505028770620979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,passingtimedownhere,2020/02/02,"Does anyone else feel lonely when things go wrong? I finished a twelve hours shift at work today. My plans with my friends fell through again. I walked out to my car in the 28 degree weather at 10:30 only to find the car battery was dead, and no one was left to jump me. Fifty minutes of freezing in the cold waiting for a tow truck driver and $80 later. I honestly really wanted to cry but didn't want the guy to think I was a loser. It just got me wondering where I messed up. How did I end up so alone? There is no one i feel comfortable with even asking for help. I just feel like I must have went wrong somewhere. I'm fine most days, I'm used to being alone. Just when things fall apart it's hard not to think of memories and wish I was somewhere else.",2.7711181434599155,3.94568068987342,3.510822784810127,93.3429852320675,74.37974683544303,6.532489451476795,22.02742616033755,6.816661863887847,0.3147578059071723,591,14,134,5,12,187,105,158,0.205,0.675,0.11900000000000001,-0.9037,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,2,1,26,27,8,1,4,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,7,0,0,8,4,5,0,2,8,6,15,5,21,17,1,27,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,10,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240122234361567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937396293856856,0.16027291721478734,0.0,0.0,0.14623353954334506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182232181694335,0.10087930814135593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688602583958853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613411705730785,0.0,0.1385435439839791,0.0,0.0,0.10331531577484254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372751273217379,0.11174797297979924,0.0,0.0,0.1429669572398689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085131939267238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888982789960131,0.0,0.12510503550725827,0.0,0.0,0.15488246261800995,0.0,0.0,0.1401234689993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104846430281184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404425068676694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699530594267651,0.0,0.0,0.07641993241931899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119913140326155,0.11896604876415927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020799683474198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783977328018866,0.20045791957832695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826985219990896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509846361411246,0.0,0.0,0.18452360391615527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500484537229766,0.0,0.0,0.17987768484724911,0.0,0.16963308504047947,0.11387714513927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420460016537233,0.0,0.0 lonely,yungphillyjesus,2020/02/02,"I wish I just had someone who really knew me I have lots of friends and acquaintances but I haven’t really had anyone in my life who cares about how I feel, or I feel comfortable talking to about how I really feel in a while or ever. It’s so isolating and sometimes I just really feel like everyone hates me and I’m just a burden to people which makes it really hard for me to open up when I’m struggling which just spirals me into to this depression that I hide from pretty much everyone I know. I hope one day I can open up and have people in my life that I feel really understand me and want to be around me.",3.49079861111111,4.352026968750003,5.259791666666668,82.68381944444445,72.28125,9.75138888888889,24.378472222222207,9.994966539143718,2.154127430555555,484,13,103,13,9,166,69,128,0.152,0.6679999999999999,0.18,0.4706,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,1,2,0,7,2,0,3,1,32,23,13,0,3,7,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,6,21,5,17,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,4,5,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216959908553414,0.0,0.0,0.13007663038717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897776259871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423447950420663,0.0,0.1258518303503773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217273816299896,0.0,0.27924537734266835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36941004940159705,0.10438723523604836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112890952467748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308936630391093,0.14426197454455494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512884819471825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030302138631694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641593147423934,0.07138622070236947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422490153068555,0.0,0.0,0.09753537319672324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741406408927373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901381911384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260063016024904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486552581478445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616443211911688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238059083546074,0.0,0.14451513990433246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527550009035672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744468378777312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211472970372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618460064631824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802930470389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dominant_Dankster,2020/02/02,"Everyone is gone I made the biggest mistake of my life letting my girlfriend go 19 days ago. I thought I could find better without her and thought I'd enjoy my life more on my own. God, I was fucking moron. I lost the best thing I ever had. And, since then, I've felt nothing but grief and loneliness. Crippling loneliness that's turning my mind against itself. I put my ex through so much and made her miserable. But, I just want a chance to fix things. I'm full aware that I'll never get it back, but I'm still holding out for that chance. No ever texts me anymore. Nothing I miss being able to call her all the time. I miss going to her house. I miss hearing her voice, her laugh, everything. If only I'd carved pumpkins with her or made gingerbread houses or watched corny Christmas movies instead of being selfish. I have lost the only thing that has ever mattered to me.",3.0949903660886307,5.051266167630062,3.709156069364166,89.01190366088635,75.18497109826589,6.000616570327552,28.296339113680162,6.742157984588678,1.3468993448940276,689,29,135,6,15,217,111,173,0.14800000000000002,0.703,0.149,-0.5808,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,8,15,2,1,5,0,9,3,0,3,5,32,30,12,1,4,8,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,11,0,0,11,4,27,4,13,15,6,18,0,7,1,1,11,4,1,3,10,90,36,0,0.12614740760721233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182206554475728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510433152676373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699956983517477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238392160719567,0.11156713076823548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881060729266075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071844026637987,0.0,0.0,0.08135464199199995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423226567683155,0.0,0.1205392538970812,0.11337315592556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112129385812882,0.0,0.11529644520001332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662124562062255,0.06590681393252559,0.0,0.14338495762265574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217729648765495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911143430071438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899427102672692,0.17820328923005616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754095940142757,0.0,0.0,0.3580911815839733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737292109967724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273285929805032,0.0,0.09729265748768172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420836796270349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918815758103572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681298679302208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043504391440274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074148266636912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514201969428908,0.0,0.0,0.20029390167592154,0.07355756782634505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137212155336667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440500937336543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160159935261455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustErzz,2020/02/02,"Prom I keep telling myself that I won't be going to prom because I don't have a date. Then I remember that I'm on the committee (to log as creativity hours for my diploma) and am forced to go. So every time I imagine getting dressed up and going by myself because all of my ""friends"" will probably have dates anyway.",7.561510416666664,5.688587546874999,8.217500000000001,74.14416666666669,64.15625,11.033333333333333,40.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.8295895833333318,249,12,49,4,3,84,48,64,0.051,0.904,0.044000000000000004,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629639772790212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508345322256084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001094016028556,0.0,0.15554181817298854,0.0,0.5075884193882656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931855697133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461939994251066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209830345360448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372487624000153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021271722522915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359779903495326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinkstarwhal,2020/02/02,Im tired. Im so tired of feeling loeny all the damn time. It gets triggered by the simplests things. Being around people is nice you know at the end of the day every one goes home and its back to lonely nights. No one to give you the type of attention. I have good friends and all but i just want someone to hug me and make me feel like im fucking worth loving. Someone who will give me a chance. Im such a sensative asshole. I care more for people than im sure people care for me. I dont even know what im ranting about any more.,-0.4078136645962722,1.7136007217391338,1.363136645962733,99.92010869565216,89.6086956521739,3.633540372670808,17.77950310559006,4.65589566412798,-0.8508757763975151,413,11,97,1,14,134,75,115,0.069,0.637,0.294,0.9844,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,2,0,7,0,5,5,0,2,3,17,18,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,10,9,13,16,4,7,0,1,0,3,7,2,2,0,6,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588822338795444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934294329157532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580943669690827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275564700207465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196935011025841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078815839357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883978197518356,0.0,0.0,0.07370724749948315,0.0,0.09402334858614986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285126768676887,0.07972327665278504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621778912748396,0.10316750281060018,0.058303625342337864,0.21410361153155247,0.0,0.09360034057794277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193858392358992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7232485606045761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265905837163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054519534015653605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007185745508818,0.0,0.07449032942784317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472406720452164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512389149077879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320971436560709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891076559444158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517668497162658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413856065050912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507176754184334,0.2565233849851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582144593636549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,panicked_potato,2020/02/02,When you finally think you have friends... You finally think you’re getting a long with these people you see everyday at school and you’re finally finding it easier to join in conversations with them so you think that you’re becoming friends but the next day you see pictures of them all together at a restaurant and realize you were never invited so you just wonder if they actually don’t like you and just put up with you because they feel bad....,7.1290588235294114,7.500015552941175,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,64.05882352941177,11.976470588235294,37.0,11.602472056035307,4.5264588235294125,362,17,66,11,5,117,55,85,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,10,4,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,19,11,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,14,3,9,10,1,14,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,2,10,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1756009080076157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024702533350134,0.10969314249874844,0.19873573217803392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160499989527188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909858813286392,0.0,0.0,0.5913646922497166,0.1644669808273447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780509848323353,0.0,0.09401412753557133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791231066733612,0.0,0.0,0.15924615705199172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878510829981874,0.0,0.19137414330637625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475159326829785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808949879709203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211451242110807,0.2867866255940878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459055447406296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514328264136632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i-cant-find-a-url,2020/02/02,"Just Something So basically, I get disrespected by my friend group (about 80% of them) and I want to tell them to stop but at the same time I know they’ll probably end up making fun of me and what not. I kind of just need a friend right now because I’ve been losing a lot of them lately.",3.4135245901639344,3.754239491803279,4.672254098360657,88.7267418032787,72.11475409836065,8.067213114754097,23.44672131147541,8.07648339933343,0.8484065573770492,223,5,53,3,4,74,47,61,0.109,0.706,0.184,0.7067,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,10,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245317680212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360359035355213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117875080430728,0.0,0.13923289400345404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751404275469393,0.1464589515021065,0.0,0.3006185197430122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981402857059716,0.0,0.2265649350989019,0.0,0.0,0.17788780853011335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976030286204907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873272110961171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758569182080104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516124751354636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228021619967397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329288039791143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539566295531462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718594429422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dnfi,2020/02/02,"18f, unbearably lonely i can't say i've ever had a genuine friend, either. i don't even have people that i hang out with. i've started isolating entirely as a way to deal with it, but that just makes it all the more unbearable when i do see certain unavoidable things like people with friends on social media, or people eating together at my university's cafeteria. my roommate won't talk to me because her friend doesn't like me. the highlight of my college career is going home so i can lock myself in my room and cry without anyone else hearing me. i'd like to think that, outside of my loneliness, there's nothing really ""wrong"" with me. i just want to connect with people and for others to do the same, but that's never happened before and the closer i get to my 19th birthday the more i lose hope, the more disgusted i feel with myself, and the more awful thoughts i keep having about it. i don't know what to do anymore. if i had a dollar for every time i asked for advice and was told to just ""put myself out there"" jeff bezos would look like a peasant compared to me. i talk to just about everyone i can, all the time. i'm not antisocial at all, i just can't ever fully or genuinely connect with someone. i'm so upset and tired.",4.3552161587526586,5.226307710843376,5.618738483345148,80.86703047484055,70.285140562249,8.107819513347508,28.301677297424998,8.313332769828598,1.97716092605717,976,34,187,14,17,327,137,249,0.121,0.746,0.133,0.0398,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,15,14,1,1,12,1,18,3,0,1,7,45,37,15,0,4,13,0,1,4,3,2,1,2,2,0,10,15,2,1,4,0,1,3,9,5,0,0,5,5,31,9,32,30,9,19,0,2,2,0,12,8,0,4,11,138,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853852038594152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304514763413252,0.09197522165833463,0.13477738842595982,0.0,0.0,0.12297133478592445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018503581926661,0.0,0.11193011560534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448956324129242,0.0,0.13561107236388273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459737392865032,0.10988406859413244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688035811986777,0.2379693568055132,0.11082739450894763,0.1256912805180699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651013898583237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048804283086913,0.0,0.06872376898166535,0.0,0.07475672176471465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631962270264835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825416516505716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194447749226507,0.1306480411120449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691802708317665,0.0,0.0,0.07229046857331001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570535083319459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045974445726248,0.14715864570391393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878033940584109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145109007455716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262153477025338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647706956647057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223316206972138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842673381597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460519977939604,0.0,0.0,0.10481966019895413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408758306106014,0.1114526822601454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931040768106779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145234826516754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873887564428849,0.08428496641719355,0.0,0.1044273801590893,0.15340305490495434,0.1511848855418936,0.0,0.1256912805180699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758518990902556,0.10440964275328488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679903219515054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344162749141667,0.14381739480866265,0.0,0.0 lonely,Doom7313,2020/02/02,"Just realized how lonely I am compared to my close friends... First time that my friends and I have talked for a extended period of time in a while. One friend broke up with his gf and started dating another girl, and the other who I was in a relationship with has been dating a guy for about a month. When I first learned about their new relationships I wasn’t upset or anything, in fact I was happy. But as tonight kept going on I felt more and more alienated. Not that they were purposely trying to make me feel bad. Just that hearing how well their lives are going just makes me realize that I’m so alone. Along with the stories of hand holding, resting heads on shoulders, and them saying “I love you” to each other is almost too much. I’ve been trying to just listen as of lately and try not to make everything about me, but it’s so hard to keep my mouth shut and pretend I don’t care.......",6.0189325842696615,5.6930316797752845,6.201438202247193,82.3050786516854,66.47191011235954,9.367191011235958,30.15955056179775,8.841846274778883,2.145879101123596,701,22,144,10,10,224,113,178,0.078,0.848,0.07400000000000001,0.0881,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,2,14,11,0,1,7,0,12,5,4,5,1,37,27,18,0,0,9,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,8,13,0,3,5,1,0,2,4,4,1,3,8,7,21,7,26,19,5,24,0,2,0,1,20,8,0,2,14,106,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487527915712013,0.1538544730960186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557691190812419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224516343596052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403423291215335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145807582069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350844002299567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511206276053722,0.0,0.14263266171387698,0.0,0.0,0.2527155284299345,0.0,0.0,0.3443113819151689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885039371694502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147089263640716,0.0,0.1581357517089079,0.13307289621758306,0.0,0.15245661672103658,0.0,0.1674282497103319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203932997314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675724751889629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117362778444694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340734587725797,0.0,0.2974776844102697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185723282926169,0.0,0.10920238819040387,0.0,0.0,0.14347188967379568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066228852581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189772682071786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813405370543895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051454615386562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940000649479525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732430583272952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025699944150003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356556926721186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Evening_Curve,2020/02/02,"Just Had a Girl Tell Me I'm Ugly, Again title says it all, im not sure how to feel, since my day was pretty good other than that. ive had tons of girls tell me im ugly and no one will love me, been rejected tons of times. im just unlikable. people say that theres always someone out there but there are people who have lived thier lives without someone to love and died alone, and im starting to feel like thats going to be me soon. only my mom and sister say i look fine, but how am i supposed to believe them? they're my own family and are always nice to me, why would they ever tell me im ugly? it just makes no sense. guess ill just live a lonely depressed life. sorry to vent",1.065550935550938,2.5770790270270294,3.0418918918918902,93.53096673596676,79.67567567567569,5.364656964656965,17.465696465696467,5.8734145424116955,-0.4639923076923078,528,9,121,3,13,178,91,148,0.21600000000000005,0.659,0.125,-0.9299,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,3,3,24,22,9,1,1,8,2,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,6,14,7,12,15,4,8,0,3,1,2,15,1,0,1,7,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516282544609648,0.0,0.0,0.18504362816975176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527688159501787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717105424690564,0.0,0.09577071017563522,0.0,0.11540119124136293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058079381513536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482323903129356,0.0,0.11244544534223018,0.0794365852605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319377014795549,0.09326374613428624,0.0,0.0,0.12249206319885872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005397499243413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853918490424995,0.05432347733351866,0.0,0.2945574209644947,0.0,0.09337444897334833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007127647168884,0.0,0.07422245613981089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022836304953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534752372957051,0.08456758922577014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541750022900648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312365981905458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652763575673636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198032730127814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884276094205381,0.0,0.0,0.12447190475857993,0.07870325893007048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479846105123196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915637909066449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483776416901102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033474605177853,0.0,0.0,0.10718646706771008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078988599159395,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,derp2478,2020/02/02,"I had one of those hella realistic dreams and it got me fucked up... For context I’ve been on this earth for about two decades and haven’t had a real relationship/first kiss ect (I’m one of those cases) So basically had a dream that I was in a serous/wholesome relationship with someone that I know irl and it got me fucked up when I woke up and realized that it was all a dream. I wasn’t really fucked up by the fact that the relationship with the person wasn’t real. It was more by the fact that sometimes I just want to feel that type of wholesome love.",6.133246376811599,5.101203904347828,6.660652173913043,81.44692028985506,66.47826086956522,10.10144927536232,29.60144927536232,9.2995712137729,2.074275362318841,439,12,98,7,6,144,63,115,0.11199999999999999,0.754,0.134,-0.1013,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,8,0,10,5,0,0,3,16,21,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,0,3,12,1,8,2,17,9,2,7,0,0,0,5,4,6,3,0,1,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682925880271683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606909473025886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762706517273027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746881469169722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437550274941807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498840828607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327304451735463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994354099403326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909210163381505,0.11001135503934256,0.0,0.0,0.5531047628456841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550193308548862,0.0,0.1698402967649458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677502546168972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128778313489496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SirBramaCrusader,2020/02/02,"Don't know if anyone can relate, but does anyone just lose motivation to hangout with other people? I'm the type of person to get invited rather than to invite others. I don't feel like taking initiative and plan with others, because disasters can happen, such as maybe a person becomes late for an hour, to a point our time is wasted. Here's another thing, I don't like being invited to go to far places like a popular amusement park which is 45 km away from where I live. This results to homesickness, I don't know why I have this feeling. It's a feeling where you don't feel enthusiastic on where you are and having fun. I don't know if it's just me or if some people have this experience. There are also common places that people go to like the movies. But I feel like I'll have no idea of what to do and how to get there. There are questions such as. Who is dropping me and picking me up? Do I require a card? Then I feel like it's a complex process and I end up not coming and not to mess up. There are other basic things I don't know I need to go to places with friends which is really embarrassing. I would deny coming and end up being ""busy"" with school and end up on my phone, being on social media in my own space.",3.9203464310625407,4.5684960079051375,5.232299465240644,84.05668449197864,71.13438735177866,7.8501743780516176,24.763775866077665,7.928766900206844,1.2148313880492907,962,25,201,12,17,322,128,253,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.1,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,4,15,14,0,1,9,0,27,0,0,4,0,46,48,19,0,6,11,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,2,17,14,0,1,14,2,0,5,10,4,0,0,0,6,21,10,34,44,2,34,0,2,0,0,10,20,0,6,14,143,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754764722022952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147947767970524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309585638758882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285598801621514,0.0,0.0,0.06673534734073497,0.12090726743531573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886071780735626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580288941882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290888826874345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708820401111953,0.0,0.0,0.3321251040085159,0.2346283040762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458062477073736,0.0,0.11439302973919438,0.0,0.1866526244722657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680896621535587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781147471871816,0.0,0.0,0.1235846967929417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406598428434027,0.0,0.12349331497864967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209056712717415,0.0,0.09666901509099272,0.0,0.0,0.12247526280811576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998301684639962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117481609258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276899189436097,0.1911798504894845,0.3431362977448693,0.0,0.10348988609896943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263779594196066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013291225863487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079521440777312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111596650649739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231207328875388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546153045402868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383613879830778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878475695982647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776836916028329,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IloveLimeCholula,2020/02/02,Have you ever been thinking about the world without you? I'm not suicidal. I just feel very very lonely. I feel that I do not have impact on the world and that people wouldn't miss me.,1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,82.42105263157895,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.4210736842105263,145,3,31,1,4,46,27,38,0.081,0.787,0.132,0.2412,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32852892528420763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672826581512627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179234467536743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972742702901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271945435635694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993446393096941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501051591965756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RevelInIsolation,2020/02/02,"Seeing families makes me want to break down So I've seen others like this, quite a few actually. However, mine is not family in the future sense. I already gave up on that long ago. It's families that you see outside, who get together and spend time with each other. Mothers, Fathers, Siblings, Uncles, Aunts and so on. I never had any of that. A distant mother and an abusive, hateful stepfather. Outside of that. Nothing. At 24, I feel like I've missed out on so many valuable experiences. I don't want what love is. I don't know what it means. What it feels like. To feel the vibe that somebody cares about you. That you have a relation to someone. All my family want nothing to do with me. I don't know why, or what's wrong with me. I was never a part of the picture. I've met them once or twice, but it's all a fake show that they're happy to see you, and then you never hear from them again. But you see how they all get together for events on social media, and how you're excluded. What did I do? Was it because I was born? Is that a problem? Is there something wrong with me? Everytime I head out, and I see families, I feel pain, and I start to become emotionally on edge really quickly. No matter my mood, I instantly fall into a deep depressive state, and I wonder why I've not been allowed to experience normal human interactions and life's moments. If my own blood is unable to see me as valuable and interesting, how would anybody else? I'm as good as dead.",1.921427235534772,4.092478793220341,3.7772413793103454,86.09983050847461,79.71186440677965,6.916423144360024,24.070718877849213,7.990435384864732,1.4342343658679133,1144,41,232,21,29,385,160,295,0.141,0.757,0.102,-0.9517,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,3,1,10,19,1,0,11,0,18,5,2,5,6,51,48,25,1,7,7,4,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,22,18,0,0,8,1,1,1,9,8,0,1,9,12,33,10,33,38,7,30,0,2,7,1,21,13,0,4,17,156,55,0,0.0,0.11222307120433248,0.09242923482119364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396009343971897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045215537285856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441018493115297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773804555641456,0.10460647308297913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656935992154954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815788241808128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912313430541322,0.10654284582912828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853010090793224,0.4464494714153608,0.0,0.1915651914595641,0.13533037837168346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897048903776856,0.0,0.0,0.07944335731018227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008270324345116,0.0,0.09351252361274744,0.09720602756095134,0.0,0.10675191018835377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410696522448727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690077106933866,0.1388204827390619,0.0,0.0,0.08382075361417192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548496358466771,0.0,0.06322372141329442,0.09602724268742484,0.0,0.10317358222041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191526486441472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280165198696327,0.18176527380976984,0.0,0.0,0.10086953803941537,0.0,0.0,0.10078459113463226,0.0,0.0,0.10256828873124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063050050197613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007422139455022,0.0,0.0,0.06067754862079493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45285873509487895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655111954777976,0.08025263043125902,0.07291706871190456,0.0,0.0,0.06704053160865704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522971014541369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759800068808015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093306695488858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271555255429066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728358838830385,0.20711433769222626,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arakawa-,2020/02/02,I Want Someone To Care I just want to be special to someone. No One Wants me ever and it hurts so fucking bad,-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,91.08333333333334,3.2,24.66666666666667,3.1291,0.03551666666666708,85,4,19,0,3,29,19,24,0.285,0.456,0.259,-0.4351,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515498686069181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30716728904299384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725181326308108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785214777921132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225183336786032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414997422746906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510534251198619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330947990356872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tich10,2020/02/02,"Hate times like this I miss having friends I could just talk to randomly, sometimes my (autistic) boyfriend just wants to be left alone, which I get but it so su is when all I want to do is chat shit and laugh at memes. I really miss just texting a friend late at night sometimes. It's just sucks so much",1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,1.952903225806452,99.46602150537636,79.64516129032258,5.423655913978496,21.623655913978496,6.42735559955562,0.04047526881720477,238,7,55,2,6,71,47,62,0.21,0.595,0.195,-0.0129,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,13,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,11,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,1,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496378631792799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244552033116974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724435432174725,0.0,0.1259299793272142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797053606343224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718961223033698,0.0,0.26188344468083663,0.0,0.0,0.11775672183690168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771872490500382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619347494589934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544121387644508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474172744275022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767763011824646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373347999021648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054848722038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843354346281029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlexMcD_6,2020/02/02,"Prom Night Loneliness I’m having a rough night, I thought I’d just vent here. Some background on myself, I’m a 16 yo boy, I don’t have any significant mental health issues, I have a good amount of friends and I lead a pretty happy life. This night though, has hurt. Essentially my school has a prom-level dance called counties where girls ask guys. I turned down a girl a long time ago because I was waiting on another girl, who ended up asking one of my best friends. I regret that move, cuz she found another date and it got too late to get a new one. Now all of my friends are going and the Instagram posts are flooding in and I’m just sitting at home, and feel like total shit, missing out. I know this isn’t as significant as many other problems on here, and I may even be considered entitled, but I needed to get this out there, because I have nobody to talk to... they’re all there.",3.742045552213149,4.87998820670391,4.546480446927376,86.99107434464979,71.96089385474859,7.518865492049849,26.05973356252686,7.882392219407189,1.3270477868500223,695,22,146,9,13,224,118,179,0.07,0.804,0.126,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,1,0,9,0,13,3,1,2,3,26,30,11,0,3,3,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,5,7,8,0,1,4,1,0,4,2,5,0,2,4,2,16,7,18,24,6,27,0,3,0,0,14,10,1,2,12,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761742158786387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023048409348047,0.2782639966862792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480854964714823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176732939783714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924492847877176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548642147792958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751970170289253,0.0,0.0,0.08763732139408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708962246938285,0.09479033142105507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454824701898964,0.307536762746668,0.0,0.13864507835820786,0.0,0.07540805532389212,0.1112900482395925,0.10612047325743967,0.0,0.0,0.1313792060060391,0.0,0.14124585973475154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410381600281264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330940713228952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204224790750572,0.0,0.0,0.13848887322359607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292031438622104,0.0,0.1496746818487606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371947877910687,0.06482328518398592,0.0,0.0,0.11742222419903399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452196423764215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371547092794234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102336625413,0.0,0.09838439250651312,0.0,0.12814819030959942,0.0,0.3735482078080393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798218471414164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270757413811413,0.13498854678402827,0.0,0.12696181423277508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428450333295913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361994482308397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664733551674303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036253261019176,0.10533722552936478,0.07736980553758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432339308517514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,orwelliquebot_,2020/02/02,"How do you usually spend most of your free time in loneliness? I don't mean a full walkthrough of a random days. I mean something like: what are some of your broader interests and how do you utilize them to spend your free time alone? And what would be your guide to those interests? Please guys, I need something useful, or close to useful, to do with life, and I can't have friends and am totally ignored by my family.",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,4.5619512195121965,86.69747967479677,70.58536585365854,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.052139837398374,331,12,67,6,6,103,53,82,0.106,0.6579999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.9066,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,4,1,20,15,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,8,10,13,4,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337896272704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557806245427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279945058207028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743995002183799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350955048663404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944074568997574,0.11028094759435204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917752851511962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673769541811701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477852636690379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475580811140026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632515598571868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899188631613862,0.2486112182520489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035309210726273,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mastermoonbear,2020/02/02,My roommate is laughing and having fun with her bf in the living room While I’m in my room watching videos trying to cover their laughter. It just reminds me how lonely I am. I don’t have a boyfriend to share a connection with. I haven’t meet the right person for me.,2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,77.72727272727272,5.127272727272729,23.72727272727273,5.6839178017228535,0.4101999999999992,212,7,43,1,5,68,42,55,0.044000000000000004,0.745,0.21100000000000002,0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,7,0,6,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341931441559988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282300918040869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166348370764214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107299599108807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rand0mwh0r3,2020/02/02,"We kinda just have to deal with it Everyday that passes by I feel more of myself slipping away and now I’m basically just a form who feels nothing. I try to blend in I try to be happy but every situation reminds me that I’m alone and I always will be I just kinda have to deal with that fact. Not everybody is meant to be positive or part of a big picture, some of us are just beings living till our ends and I think I’m okay with that",-0.020889748549322462,2.1295041063829814,2.6810251450677,91.06136363636364,87.72340425531914,5.545841392649903,18.11992263056093,6.980632752743323,0.18103404255319155,342,9,76,5,11,119,61,94,0.027000000000000003,0.867,0.105,0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,1,22,16,6,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,15,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153191937317264,0.0,0.0,0.194046744279192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910547079952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808519535203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655201054046352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648679206002506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583273624171575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482529812957409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592588211684212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237682198403512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525402449037976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213422076332504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942950471387528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166642261577348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805190734470876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turtlelevelslow,2020/02/02,"My ex girlfriend is already in a new relationship. I just sleep all day and have no feelings left. Those two years we were together were bumpy. But prior to those two years I was alone. Alone everyday. Every time I went to bars I was alone. No one ever looked my way. No one ever smiled my way when I looked around. No eye contact. It was a horrible time, my twenties were. Then I finally met this girl who really changed everything for me. She wasn’t perfect. She was quirky and bubbly and smiley and overall she was just so much more then I ever was. We fought a lot after the honeymoon phase finally died down. Our relationship was becoming more solid but also came with issues. I don’t blame her for finding someone else who makes her happy and smile again. I just wish i could’ve done more. I wish I was such a loner, wish I had more friends. But she brought out such a different side of me. Such a brightness to my personality. But it’s over now and I have no idea how to move forward. People say to go work on yourself. They don’t know how much energy it takes to go to the gym again and fake a smile because you don’t want to come off as prudish or annoyed. I’m absolutely lost right now and I have no idea if I’ll ever truly be happy with anyone like I was with her. I never felt so comfortable in my skin as I did with her and now she’s with someone else. Someone else who can bring out that shine that I dimmed. I feel so lost, hopeless and completely in ruin. I don’t honestly think I’ll be able to cope with being alone again. It took me years to finally even get a date. Years to make one friend that actually stuck around. Now it just feels like it’ll take me years to get back into that type of swing again. I don’t think I have the mental capacity to be able to date again. Meet new people with different personalities when the person that I wanted and needed was right here.",1.5496428571428569,3.8046181688311727,3.0286850649350647,90.49159902597404,81.59740259740259,6.239610389610388,20.534090909090907,7.461004344511776,0.6127415584415585,1485,42,317,23,40,485,188,385,0.136,0.696,0.168,0.9667,2,4,0,0,0,1,36.0,3,1,1,4,33,17,2,0,12,0,33,5,3,4,7,66,68,29,1,7,10,1,5,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,17,27,1,1,10,2,0,10,13,7,0,5,27,11,48,10,40,36,8,65,0,4,5,1,32,17,0,3,40,219,65,2,0.14810369094569414,0.0,0.07226391907436708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067815161671001,0.08171805289507511,0.059219234070440926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177877214578254,0.0,0.0,0.13184368474756006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694129822098954,0.0,0.04514131767586755,0.08178444536673858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469558358420805,0.0,0.0,0.07833703358596722,0.06378910787634959,0.07764195108296165,0.0,0.0,0.059124372956561,0.0,0.0,0.04775731417365992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685412432218769,0.15473683477448955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578074817032182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558244430188453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891054553522752,0.26793653511341153,0.06239187364078003,0.0,0.0665530238204346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123285142402156,0.052902653202060314,0.07110138453404613,0.2433605312696797,0.06768204519988742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442454423755324,0.0,0.07737806576470671,0.0,0.0841707406153352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765913298863413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671910398344683,0.0,0.07729088740019567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069695764881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045754677902395,0.0,0.0,0.07235598238967504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436979952666785,0.0,0.16167267393387688,0.06295623090196069,0.0,0.0,0.09886036375025864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462684305669426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870539248554864,0.1088732538741744,0.054908505110589166,0.05711334838012577,0.1430394676078643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053834090767595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267645130795856,0.1939776454621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047439508415779735,0.0,0.0,0.1590079378166131,0.0,0.12647974284280375,0.0,0.05888899974344983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410532483003034,0.0,0.1882316650854656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135554385940527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489886499306577,0.0,0.0,0.0863604532087672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227432504108811,0.0,0.0,0.14467578574596288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735539415408765,0.11755781621331905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864680264702215,0.0,0.0,0.2554679031712835,0.0,0.0,0.053910625457455626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843480299695324 lonely,Kharr16,2020/02/02,"31 [M4F] anyone up for chatting? Nothing like spending yet another Saturday home alone eh? If anyone is in need of an ear or just wants to chat. Feel free to message me! I’m good at listening.... would prefer to talk to ladies but i have met a couple cool dudes here too. Feel free to hit me up!",-0.017499999999998298,2.3036665833333387,1.8883333333333359,94.8825,91.5,5.0,19.166666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.18916666666666648,225,7,49,3,8,74,50,60,0.046,0.767,0.187,0.8857,0,1,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,10,11,3,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,7,11,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,26,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082078683585198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120433691788216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161561019362241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292716672494793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093540064953245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495998190373752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985015879014034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453847896309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065518843931525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855404214165972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918720556657355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552308990600785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113955408547845,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,it-is-not,2020/02/02,"I love people but they don't like me back. Honestly, this is going to sound sad, but I genuinely love people. I love talking to others, but there's that feeling that dawns on you that they really don't care about what you have to say. And it happens to me all the time. I'm told I'm a good listener, but I don't want to be the only one who listens. I want to articulate my interests or my struggles too. Even if I'm surrounded by people who ""care"", they always go on about their shit, and I do my best to be sympathetic, but no one wants to hear my shit. Is there something wrong with me? It's so frustrating.",3.0492361111111097,3.800790937500004,4.798854166666668,85.98850694444445,73.21875,8.501388888888886,25.159722222222207,8.841846274778883,1.5741274305555557,472,14,106,9,9,161,74,128,0.22899999999999998,0.5539999999999999,0.218,0.0252,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,4,1,8,16,3,1,3,0,9,5,2,0,1,15,28,10,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,1,6,19,10,14,25,2,7,0,1,0,3,17,3,2,2,3,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336479520802314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350616788596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855982841164527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275237394832126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608739591471274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812138393490235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256706373602535,0.13471967446232194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203493325016514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810293909489996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847037552507778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348950065359515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176793081799256,0.1221580577961663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33405916521151063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289670369101438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277307493187771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297463810619297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365242472394206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791394986733962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290995425948452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365828463652906,0.0,0.0,0.15347842628538186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842119071715043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756117634947931,0.0,0.0 lonely,simgha,2020/02/03,"Do you have difficulty to make friends? Hello everyone I recently remembered, that I had a lot of issues and many difficulty to make friends and maintain them too. So I wonder what are your experiences with making friends? What are your biggest stepping stones? Let's start a conversation.",5.706999999999997,8.875767699999997,6.009999999999998,69.785,72.0,9.6,36.0,9.888512548439397,4.5238000000000005,235,13,36,7,5,75,38,50,0.08900000000000001,0.727,0.183,0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879618984506846,0.0,0.2239822698235088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307184062197869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899124585942644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341432695160673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946670372662226,0.0,0.0,0.4585293744226807,0.23214552245438866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260859790698113,0.0,0.25938494571287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207025007029285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483144881033808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aaasaaall,2020/02/03,"Feeling extra lonely So for some reason, the past month has been really hard for me. I've been so distant and at the end of last year I was getting better at socializing but I just lost it all. Instead I want to curl up in my bed but also talk to my best friend, be brave to talk more to my crush and even do activities that I like without feeling somehow guilty that it's making me lonely I'm wondering whether someone else also experience this, how do you personally cope with these feeling? My therapist told me that thinking about your ""problems"" is like holding a book infron of you, it gets tiring after a while. On the other hand, putting it on your lap will not completely remove it but it will make it easier to carry and not blocking your vision all the time. I havent figured out how to use this way of thinking to cope with what I'm currently feeling.",6.9375438596491215,6.195759830409358,7.415321637426902,75.73947368421055,64.73099415204679,9.939181286549706,34.204678362573105,9.150863307647796,2.9194608187134503,685,26,130,10,9,226,110,171,0.094,0.7040000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9782,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,3,11,10,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,6,2,36,28,14,0,2,8,0,6,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,15,6,0,2,9,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,6,17,6,24,20,6,19,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,3,11,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465943876791786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709359165099805,0.14081885748614772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694116361007105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300949106861806,0.0,0.1410233698406036,0.0,0.0,0.10516458268455438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574959920701614,0.0,0.0,0.32202956627257595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301446765652645,0.0,0.16637377289571326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263157433248633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297871234962913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557558415006026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380954454399242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256374845279735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708942494940412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199534791103825,0.0,0.13902644724111105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235388300634156,0.0,0.16006201639886214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200164505858184,0.163706661757052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623067056922299,0.13490822405210715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559531112002885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848689320161885,0.0,0.20404596646842946,0.0,0.0,0.09284358743870162,0.18300218530740048,0.0,0.15214337680943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751662510779608,0.0,0.0,0.09391321923451794,0.12638295635526006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348425805531976,0.17266939043823232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253370221188182 lonely,violetslidey,2020/02/03,"Happy birthday to the guy who put a message here last year If you’re reading this, happy birthday! I saw your account was deleted. I hope you’re doing well, dude. Idk what else to say. I don’t really know you but everyone deserves to have a good birthday. Even if you’re not this person who I described and it’s your birthday, happy birthday!",1.5907352941176498,4.151275132352944,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.44117647058823,4.576470588235295,26.14705882352941,5.985473137389443,0.9997294117647062,271,12,50,2,8,88,47,68,0.017,0.7120000000000001,0.271,0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,7,6,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,2,31,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263125394849344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439826400615174,0.0,0.0,0.20890340579027944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337038959342866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164708935873396,0.0,0.6981839455831744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714171926358009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014934551461215,0.1782067198367631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089295198152045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977624701509388,0.0,0.0,0.21868191168108045,0.0,0.14005533133156362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385758508639612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656810712166475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078588269522016 lonely,lonelystoner6669,2020/02/03,Everything is fucking terrible Nothing will ever change . I don’t know why I waste so much time here. I’m tired of everything and everyone. No one cares about me. Not even you. I don’t understand how I try so hard all the time for everyone and STILL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT. I’m going insane and losing myself everyday and nobody realizes. What’s sad is that you know how fucked up everything is around us and you don’t help. You don’t love me. You want to ruin me. You already did though. There’s nothing left for me here. I already lost you so what’s the point. I truly do love you but fuck I just constantly watch myself get treated shitty. It’s like I know I deserve better but at the same time I don’t. I deserve pain. I shouldn’t be here. I should disappear.,-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,1.9219230769230755,92.86057692307692,96.69230769230772,5.420512820512822,19.320512820512818,6.996647511020387,0.6188512820512821,600,20,125,11,24,198,86,156,0.242,0.631,0.127,-0.9537,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,8,0,3,16,18,4,0,3,0,14,8,1,2,2,23,31,13,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,2,2,28,8,8,25,3,14,0,4,1,5,12,5,4,0,9,84,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831369755106292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420310695462856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134599017845581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307976944458062,0.0,0.13571120440476175,0.0,0.0,0.13863325310612512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473270864150648,0.11604342231179868,0.0,0.2451684795364581,0.3458897001584155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355799283794325,0.13404988699138462,0.0,0.07290876397567701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492043540214568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598843223282135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151042688138427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938478490956993,0.0,0.0,0.1253496215837248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352093983435107,0.1400410016472406,0.0,0.2315690226328845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430610105062973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461907044215924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693095554971743,0.0,0.13650698489440308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121273189178981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168531375100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102450593201159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260418542889616,0.0,0.2244164844148948,0.14744765255164527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709881697958725,0.0,0.0,0.1335518508899004,0.15431411204169887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566731346097054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157595487865552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EricHarrisFangrill,2020/02/03,"Lost So totally by chance I met this guy at my work, we work in different departments and wouldn't usually talk/socialize because he's an actor and I work in front of house. I liked him and we started talking more online. We ended up hanging out after work and he kissed me, nothing more really happened but I felt this connection with him. When I'm with him I just feel so peaceful and calm and safe which is not normal for me. We organized to spend a little more time together but he kept cancelling on me (twice) and I don't really know what is going on because everything seems fine at work and he goes out of his way to see me at work. The problem is that he is moving to another city in a month and I know we aren't emotionally attached enough to do long distance and I don't think he would want to anyway. This is really fucking me up because I think I care a lot more than he does and I don't know what to do.",3.7451067257349986,4.442639104712042,5.1525654450261795,84.28984695932341,71.56544502617801,8.808860249697947,27.781312927909788,9.057496981413335,2.0609779299234794,723,25,154,14,13,243,105,191,0.039,0.823,0.138,0.9577,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,5,0,0,7,5,9,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,41,32,16,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,20,0,2,8,1,1,5,6,3,0,1,4,3,26,6,26,26,7,27,0,1,1,2,19,13,1,2,9,104,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544256339951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621649256305066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169407490848115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349517259080754,0.0,0.0,0.11303466312675768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452951695132126,0.11440337117367864,0.13346374549616793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160867151258236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531057235552755,0.0,0.12402030287497087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941254706597818,0.0,0.0,0.07340842103662511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789535585455064,0.11422169989010594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904104737059445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129599464246135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310433270456671,0.12945898219153829,0.0,0.11430847853105428,0.0,0.0,0.14100072818050938,0.10981292242753816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309963994740563,0.1372837769323215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265559564475763,0.12393894711692488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359510233677097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824251625427224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292914894019192,0.1175885265803378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914248660107844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763862625606874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655296314700503,0.0,0.0,0.07531815050832434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225888852870552,0.0,0.07618587536480917,0.10252652650606776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642094432811985,0.0,0.0,0.09175632867939716,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kurithesheep,2020/02/03,"I really could use someone to talk to I'm not good with being alone. I can't stand the thought of not having someone to talk to. Being alone gets to me in weird ways, and it fucks with my brain in weird ways. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why I am this way. I don't know why I am so broken. I just wish I could make friends, and I had someone to talk to. I hope you all are doing okay. Do hmu, if you need someone to talk to",-0.8147058823529392,0.6674032156862744,1.4605490196078463,102.7584705882353,85.47058823529412,4.472156862745098,16.08235294117647,4.935628992294339,-1.1663247058823534,336,6,92,1,10,113,55,102,0.16399999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.3569,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,15,2,1,2,1,21,27,4,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,16,4,15,21,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,0,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215264129207763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744881105955036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522011025708086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896821048838798,0.13039047133537773,0.07368829313340322,0.0,0.0,0.11829880720788225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008590176912014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325379407117052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414620786019512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458038670570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035471144694816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780155711821164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534548338542696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119710911427058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181445675348615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358562172227734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453579276862504,0.0,0.1621906117624681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420659407039272,0.0,0.0 lonely,idk45222111,2020/02/03,"Help me... please Im 16 yrs old.. and i passed alot in my life. Seriously alot, im not even sure if writting my problems here would help me or not, but i hope that i could find my answer here.. when i was 9-10 yrs old i was raped.. by my cousins and uncle wife's brother.. for a real long time .. maybe for more than 1 year? Every time we meet.. they just took me to empty room, and do whatever they want... idk if i could say these things here but i guess i can cuz no one will know me. But anyways i didnt tell my mom.. i didnt tell anybody i swear this is the real first time i write / talk about it... anyways, i had to live in this disgusting life, my mom is also mentally ill.. she hit me, hurt me with no reason.. and she tried to suicide many times in front of my eyes! She wanted to die when i just was 10 years old.. i dont have father and siblings .. so if she really died it would be my end there is no where i could go to. I grew up hating myself, my mom, my relatives and my life.. what i really wanna know is.. does god just hate me? Why he is doing that for me? Why did he make me live in this awful life...i mean just why? Whats the point of making a 9 years old get raped?.... im just so depressed i dont think that i have to stay alive and im completely disgusted with myself because im writing this. Idk if its the right thing to do.. but the fact that i passed all this when im just 16.. it really breaks my heart and makes me feel down. I have no friends no real family .. none is with me not even myself, i really wanna kill me but im just a coward.. idk what im doing , why am i even writing this, idk if i really want an answer or im just writing this to relieve on myself...",-1.4599954954954946,0.4794714756756768,1.2892229729729718,99.54887950450451,93.70270270270271,4.488738738738738,13.924549549549553,6.1021074209460044,-0.9193288288288288,1266,23,319,13,48,435,168,370,0.225,0.721,0.054000000000000006,-0.9973,0,0,0,0,1,2,77.0,1,0,2,1,25,15,7,0,10,1,31,8,2,5,3,73,50,27,4,17,23,7,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,21,12,0,0,9,0,0,6,13,11,0,2,8,3,60,4,28,34,5,36,0,2,1,2,28,11,0,11,17,208,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050384928748956864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038407151163542194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605935106475262,0.0,0.0,0.1509126569519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426595586778425,0.0,0.13077810406770315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513593923511498,0.0,0.14768235069273625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055803566329478235,0.0,0.0,0.12484226065472477,0.0,0.053084275020600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059395333424576924,0.0,0.031857128151625586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057585260574691766,0.053591864470322936,0.0,0.0,0.04867736470285334,0.0,0.03291741603453853,0.0,0.03580708899076627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940690826571934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440842413239905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466101054866514,0.08446160042335342,0.0,0.0,0.06257799866200618,0.0,0.0,0.06744795883445978,0.0,0.6125041185521419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970549418078056,0.0,0.06925159852610037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800865981215455,0.0,0.0,0.11126881400568456,0.05575727968755029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261686121538092,0.06387699462584832,0.06329680629179378,0.06863071533226682,0.0,0.0,0.06349403583468416,0.0,0.0,0.22137143775021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644518241875053,0.0,0.0426936940318933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916036819203725,0.059559916261568785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028710011331807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151398230222804,0.20181249292851625,0.06477944448684443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053805768778947695,0.0,0.05010395866724127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715475100743235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891704282299606,0.0,0.05938129363339181,0.0,0.0,0.05064088467835355,0.11013797281004256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371520058333372,0.04037094219544413,0.0,0.0,0.14695445998087558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000066904162977,0.04277613445235457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148561897276436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740818737862264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895136274583525,0.0,0.0,0.12171910780861883 lonely,frankinestein,2020/02/03,"I feel alone, but I'm never really alone. Lately I've just felt out of place. I tend to disconnect with my friends at school, but at home I really want someone to text/talk to. I wanna spend more time with my friends, but I also don't wanna seem desperate or annoying. And it's not like my friends are making me think that I'm annoying them, it's just sometimes I think I do. I just really needed to get that out...",0.4065517241379269,2.62815086206897,2.722540229885059,91.03898275862068,86.35632183908045,6.698390804597702,19.044827586206893,7.908726449838941,0.8096400000000004,323,9,71,7,10,110,52,87,0.149,0.67,0.18100000000000002,0.6146,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,24,15,6,0,4,8,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,13,4,13,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973843772571637,0.0,0.1534173163151743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970019255337773,0.0,0.18420001157953805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44465383856445545,0.0,0.10023040130137216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924348464077664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640801972929685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372512843012952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805714169205304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224965299153355,0.1479616677215032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043580686951265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686999088743464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941560395363452,0.0,0.17464727512845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625485219244737,0.0,0.18973829843302115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541966777781755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245851359226872,0.0,0.0,0.11186558873162236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315436907570432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Charlie165,2020/02/03,"Something unbelievable happened to me! I'm laying here in my bed crying tears of joy. My life has honestly been like a hollywood movie for the past few days! But first of all: Who am i? I'm a 23 y/o male who has never experienced any kind of love for his entire life. I've never been kissed or had something even close to a girlfriend. I was just an extremely lonely guy looking desperately for any kind of love like many of you who are reading this right now. I was crying almost every night because of the loneliness i felt. And i truly believed that this would never change and that i would have to live with this pain for the rest of my life! BUT IT DID! So just two days ago i was at one of my friends party. When i arrived i initially didn't want to join the other people sitting in the living room. I was very shy so i just chilled alone in the kitchen. And then out of nowhere this girl came in looking at me with a warm smile. She started asking me why i was here in the kitchen and not with everyone else and i kinda lied and said that because i've just arrived i wanted to cool down for a moment. We started talking for around half an hour when we decided to join all the others back in the living room aswell. There we continued talking and after a while she started moving closer and closer to me and even touched me on my hand and my shoulder. During that time i liked her more and more and something just kinda opened up in me that accepted everything that happened there. And after a while of even more talking we looked at eachother smiling and holding hands when she all of a sudden just started kissing me. That feeling was INCREDIBLE and i will never forget that for the rest of my life. After that i started crying as i was overwhelmed by all the feelings and all the happiness that i've never expierenced in my whole life! She then gave me a warm hug followed by a second kiss and i couldn't believe it! The next days we met eachother again and spend a ton of time together and she keeps telling me how much she loves me. And now she's my girlfriend! I still can't believe what happened to me during the last few days and sometimes i'm still thinking that this is just another one of those hundreds of dreams that i've already had where i wake up alone in my bed and start crying again. Except this time its actually true... What i really want to tell you guys: To all of you who are feeling lonely right now: PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP!!! There's hope for every single one of us and one day you will be the one that will be loved!!! So to any one reading this i wish you all the best and keep fighting against the loneliness!!! Love you guys, Charlie",4.352789249924078,5.3272053539325865,4.799697337787227,86.35686759793501,70.36704119850188,7.346006680838141,28.102844417451163,7.432916251226849,1.4634585079461488,2105,73,426,21,37,668,231,534,0.08900000000000001,0.723,0.188,0.9966,1,6,3,0,2,0,42.0,6,6,0,2,32,30,1,1,30,1,29,21,4,1,14,86,68,39,0,8,12,0,9,3,3,5,6,1,6,5,32,37,2,3,7,3,1,3,10,5,0,10,18,15,65,25,66,42,19,80,0,3,3,9,49,28,0,5,51,320,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.06081379857675871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524152851428928,0.0,0.06240290621625184,0.12908619938021315,0.0687699376466393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713600908649167,0.0653463079700401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547661537429573,0.058259320100267735,0.0,0.0,0.047919026328295436,0.0,0.0759774735661534,0.0,0.0,0.2106345921871524,0.0653993480148177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127568261459077,0.0,0.0,0.06592463628626577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381547840158466,0.20095116082308712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205905211397364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234822067177553,0.0,0.1050119308506438,0.05954793089188255,0.0560077869721541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453021268333243,0.0,0.05983546606616171,0.0,0.0,0.05300802510470953,0.0,0.0,0.048147064777505834,0.0,0.0,0.05978151700378929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851151315031758,0.16532394670936687,0.06633912801968515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061896262741801086,0.06137110090059818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078296868434456,0.0,0.12979011098879828,0.0,0.050797838346216304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008675200607195,0.0913369118759161,0.0,0.16508494743966431,0.0,0.15699535883868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812240827718885,0.0,0.0,0.06318110721106547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623462921510274,0.04581121683067496,0.0,0.28838289223081176,0.0,0.06627635776990959,0.0584816254103258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337148771623064,0.0,0.06631120377399394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948999334115344,0.0432037530513166,0.0,0.0,0.06840692275978906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467058940305392,0.0,0.03992278230037232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064391982030055,0.0592790981341737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392731708853193,0.061634521192405076,0.0,0.2646558349388948,0.0,0.0995351581134682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502675814446444,0.1089381100172306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399311339239171,0.0,0.0,0.10901513383942282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060876051326768876,0.0,0.07496139876443479,0.0,0.0,0.051419231634605815,0.1102710746813986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056232690468614885,0.0695763020770849,0.07166311950826249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853844997599451,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mizalc,2020/02/03,"Brandon if you're reading this I messed up, please message me Last night I started talking an awesome dude. I felt like we really connected over many things we had in common. I accidentally deleted my account thinking we already exchanged contact info. I don't normally post/comment so there was no point to having an account. After I realized what happened, I've been trying to look for any of his posts or comments but I can't seem to find anything. Brandon if you're reading this I'm really sorry. After everything you've been through, I know how bad it must have seemed after deleting this account. Please message me. I still want to talk to you.",3.327842401500938,6.073402772357727,4.313008130081304,80.99251407129456,78.1869918699187,6.061038148843028,32.22576610381489,7.321109707123232,2.474367604752971,523,28,86,7,13,169,86,123,0.10099999999999999,0.812,0.087,-0.3811,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,19,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,17,1,14,13,0,13,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,5,9,57,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351774785500216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309066556916887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368518955334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885473590914146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494609894847672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596754388631182,0.0,0.15199648138033847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470597929117364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139490905210193,0.13555784995910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124647162750509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965130532183626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686035337408336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606261330858334,0.1629400785037646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36509803068524577,0.15720859144717894,0.0,0.3185415730586159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326928389635123,0.0,0.21307389090610607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027891264853885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861608198661763,0.11770899816291233,0.0,0.13280852560339562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733355752079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048327123753833,0.10655923238825063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290774512302308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808888385243417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DEAD_NEXUS,2020/02/03,Never had a relationship (m23) I'm lonely I'm never had a relationship what else can I say,-0.4149122807017527,1.8090608421052643,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,98.47368421052632,6.743859649122808,16.859649122807017,7.793537801064563,1.1765649122807016,72,2,14,2,3,28,12,19,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960745450845377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347634526006118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7444112123472049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756946118217979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,larslocht,2020/02/03,"I'm lying to everyone i know, everyday During the day, i always try to look happy and to smile. But no one of my friends or the people i know, really know how i am, how i feel. No one want's to know either. When i get home from school, i can't talk to anyone. I can't manage to arrange a day out with friends either. I just can't talk to anyone. How do you tell your parents that you need a therapist?",0.5014772727272749,2.0221052840909124,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,81.38636363636364,6.218181818181819,18.954545454545453,7.1686216300943375,0.19999545454545486,307,7,72,4,8,108,54,88,0.092,0.763,0.146,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,18,15,7,0,2,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,13,3,11,15,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,4,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605571791272458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698425588167915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488849257096081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843804023759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756576699465393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981589803015585,0.0,0.10081300886903674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540823055204036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193553409202526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241804404745161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203679400372267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430765051566899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26150775325579345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142579121589077,0.0,0.0,0.13377333607467534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361434821091442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195284607081451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018594842669545,0.1686544961194158,0.0,0.0,0.22404003898666847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100635898648794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381209957345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thewritingrose,2020/02/03,Fact: There’s always someone who feels how you feel in the world.,0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,95.15384615384615,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,52,1,11,0,2,15,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334596504521805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483347582460705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432152819918149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IanS113,2020/02/03,"I’ve been single my whole life I’m 17 and a senior in high school, I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’ve been close at times but I always find a way to mess it up because of my awkwardness and introverted personality. This past year was the worst tho, hung out with this girl a couple times and caught feelings quick. Slowly tho throughout the weeks I noticed she talked to me less and less. I’m starting to lose hope at this point. Ik what everyone says, “you’re only 17 why are you worrying about this now?”. Well it’s mainly because everyone around me looks like they’re so happy and I wish I could have that. Not to mention I’m about to leave high school and with my garbage GPA and zero drive to do any work, let’s just say life is about to get 3x worse. I just wish I could have a better personality because having the most boring one ever is really ruining me.",2.321249999999999,4.293865897727276,3.5840909090909108,88.9586363636364,77.52272727272728,6.445454545454545,21.227272727272727,7.413659706084162,0.6047113636363632,682,18,144,9,16,222,111,176,0.15,0.7120000000000001,0.138,-0.1023,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,13,11,0,1,8,0,14,2,0,0,2,26,25,11,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,8,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,2,5,4,14,5,19,17,7,24,0,2,1,0,10,10,0,2,12,91,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888322574957987,0.0,0.0,0.08898701763613841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164901726783144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393070203274537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573208385826755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895679390011326,0.14479040791119407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836734274361285,0.0,0.2500782971502537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616506026610362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960061868192405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836720514678628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929935029746818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765144965171037,0.0,0.12997019169766286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855831117456424,0.0,0.13380980302087012,0.18485586095993625,0.06392995537875627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988663924683738,0.14639513328564424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092472502989124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898117735068922,0.0,0.0,0.08867186097748313,0.09952238831288177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491749091372382,0.0,0.2285179803025744,0.0,0.0,0.12370184249297107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383012865135815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812494013960384,0.0,0.26486785672057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262101909771477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517762840154472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260714422733032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386792766445736,0.10496532135192813,0.0,0.11765585466898584,0.0,0.11807778428188423,0.14609679030695694,0.30095740736382864,0.0,0.0,0.09526520865613416,0.1328912925081347,0.1333541182900889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426740022266857 lonely,JosephGraham98,2020/02/03,"Why do i always feel lonely. I always feel alone. Lost. I hangout with my girlfriend all the time. I love her. I love her pet cat and i love life when I’m with them. When i leave and go back to my life, i feel alone. I work 7:30-3 every day and just go home after. Every day the same. Every week the same. Same shitty room with the same shitty roommate. It feels like my life has no meaning. Anybody else get this way...?",-1.2669155844155853,0.7397721136363664,0.5387012987013016,102.39590909090911,100.5909090909091,2.5142857142857142,11.967532467532468,3.1291,-1.8368694805194807,318,5,74,0,14,102,52,88,0.195,0.653,0.152,-0.0772,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,17,15,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,15,4,5,14,5,12,0,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,9,41,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192780433812048,0.0,0.0,0.25650798038925715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852152313948885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881069781534413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287613422583844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896001738526889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117443640074598,0.11011521042765894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053000632711252,0.0,0.17519875192854353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461156692547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320839284866084,0.0,0.0,0.3266136948427077,0.07530335195200337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682582955020658,0.0,0.41734287009853216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789993279371287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987828494527228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234645037842393,0.12363907482322335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908429772572822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221327300656518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fyjunhao,2020/02/03,"I don't want to go to the mental hospital to get help because of the stigma around it I think I'm depressed, but I'm not suicidal. so therefore, I'm not in a crisis. School is starting in less than 36 hours and I'm not an inch mentally ready. I'm so lonely. I have so much depressing thoughts. I called the suicide hotline and they kept telling me to go to the mental hospital to get checked. but I'm so tired, mentally. I don't even desire leaving my bed, I can't even bear the thought of leaving my house. I'm tired. I'm so tired. I really don't have any friends. I lost all of them, and it was my fault. I don't want to be labelled as a mental patient, everyone will make fun of me. Everyone won't even want to come near me. I'm just lonely and maybe that's all I will be defined as. Please help me get out of my thoughts, it's killing me. I want to breathe but all I am doing is drowning in my unworthiness and insecurities.",0.20493832800365647,2.2907141557788933,2.465365463682048,93.49808474189129,85.83417085427135,5.829237094563728,24.120831429876656,7.1686216300943375,0.9181035175879396,723,30,167,11,22,245,95,199,0.271,0.619,0.11,-0.9892,0,4,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,1,1,8,0,17,4,1,2,3,30,44,15,4,5,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,1,3,9,8,0,0,6,0,24,2,23,33,5,12,0,5,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,101,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721179204824864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440735551512693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464735014660275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828933335300543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135304427824358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826821382865197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101359016000264,0.0,0.0,0.20267143710807287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193428944415918,0.0,0.16622089812739546,0.0,0.12054179232715265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421667187253937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044382989478844,0.12236794312333756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732907422002345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458415919350405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576655821157315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078947713571207,0.0,0.10654189846268952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343693872720969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795925913530015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641151200567845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793861298774506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732868421013224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506303130203107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320038879986401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269273920329947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795282536692145,0.0,0.25257655650064365,0.0,0.36566806259949786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502051355090519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hedonic_eudaimonic,2020/02/03,"I hate people for liking me I have a problem where I grow to first become uncomfortable at the idea of, and then begin to hate anyone who comes to like me, because I start focusing on their flaws completely the moment they do, because I guess I hold a deep-rooted subconscious belief that anyone who hates me has to be pathetic in order to do so. Tbh, it's a bit annoying. I've tried the rationalizing thing and it helps but it's not enough. Anyone has any self esteem building tips I could use?",5.6247278911564615,5.967132357142859,6.553469387755103,77.16891156462589,67.26530612244898,9.390476190476187,27.55782312925169,9.2995712137729,2.191341496598638,393,11,75,7,6,131,70,98,0.154,0.7879999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,2,7,4,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,12,2,10,13,2,12,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348125670272085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808968173498253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138009485567214,0.20054186724246045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982393427022886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641588991513175,0.19038414672501225,0.0,0.0,0.144977594444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762163672704926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445264332953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000318621664568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378207163426421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170986747861792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498276392450107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742253737272815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258853512718314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374842363117954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942850767948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852391437633567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063429911193392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328152981586395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682761977628706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kadepozniak,2020/02/03,"Discord Community to Vent, Make New Friends, Talk about anything 💕 Hey, being someone in need of friends too I joined a community for people in need of friends and it's thriving and we'd be happy to have someone who needs more friends! ♥️ Why Should you join this server? 🤔 • It is a peaceful and friendly community where you're free to be yourself. 💮 • Age Group: Anybody can Join! 👍🏻 • Creeps and Pedophiles are strictly banned from the server once reported and proper enforcement of Rules are maintained! ❤️ • We even have a Vent channel to Vent and talk to people. Also an Adults Vent channel for adults if they wanna discuss adult problems with adults only! 🌷 • It doesn't matter even if you are shy or going through rough phases in life we'd be down to help you and brighten up your day as this community is built on the values of spreading positivity, spreading happiness, helping you realize your strength, courage, and treat you with love and respect. 💖 • Always there to talk to you about anything. Everybody's family here! 🏠 • We have various Events for you to participate.🥤 • Various categories for you to talk in like Social, Gaming, Comedy, Debates, Movie Nights, Singing, Music, Rap Battles, Anime, Poetry, Stories, Art, Fashion and Photography & much more. 😍 • Just start up a convo in the room or join the ongoing convo and I'm sure people would love to talk! 🎉 <<< https://discord.gg/VAW2Xuv >>> Btw could you please 🆙vote the post because it could help our community grow and prosper with more interesting people in need of friends? 💕",3.485722303055496,6.5532831978798605,3.9593566826023685,81.5011052795677,80.97879858657244,6.4389524007482875,28.818229058407816,7.724431198458867,2.25259517771773,1247,58,210,22,34,391,171,283,0.043,0.679,0.278,0.9973,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,5,11,1,1,10,20,1,0,10,0,20,3,0,1,1,37,30,18,0,12,5,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,1,4,7,17,0,1,1,6,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,18,19,39,20,6,21,0,0,0,2,43,12,0,4,7,122,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320464038713002,0.08657366195456433,0.1127325669952213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124011623725066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342478356532026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614271586537546,0.0,0.0,0.06710033005404885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744130319403347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808423830246904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823088243638263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059131094094250415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151538549894556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921723809797252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348996462445098,0.05083106518592634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780910441969328,0.0,0.06945075483918606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764849468130747,0.3085917941111559,0.0,0.10048717828165477,0.0,0.09763905694938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080438481820064,0.0,0.07913080773824846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28852643373074777,0.0,0.0,0.1142100169106442,0.0,0.0,0.09964621933864057,0.0,0.0,0.09955688356541316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060606364710411,0.1763137517592939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364349046468018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980610532785805,0.0,0.0,0.4181366038585265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938843068837282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391048640288041,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lisatea23,2020/02/03,"I could use a friend... I am lonely. I have somehow pushed everyone away over the years. I am not a huge fan of social interaction, it makes me uncomfortable. But I know I need a friend, friends really. I’m not sure I’ve ever really had that. I’ve always been a part of a group - but never really had that one on one connection. I’ve been with the same guy for 5 years, and we finally broke up. I asked him to move out. I felt lonely when we were together, but now that he’s gone, it’s really hitting me just how alone I am. I am introverted and shy, but human connection is a basic human need that I can’t avoid any longer. Help me. I’m anxious and awkward, but honestly; I’m pleasant, goofy, reliable, kind, and have a really cool dog. I could really use a friend. If you’re up to it, let’s chat :)",1.3690618762475033,3.054164628742516,4.014275449101799,86.11191217564873,79.35928143712573,8.28566866267465,20.714171656686627,9.029198982220553,1.4004454291417154,611,16,137,16,15,216,96,167,0.156,0.6579999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9035,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,0,7,14,0,2,10,1,16,0,0,4,3,33,29,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,2,7,2,18,9,12,18,2,17,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,2,7,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120397624309172,0.0,0.0,0.11344327466265193,0.0,0.0,0.09271380980504842,0.0,0.0,0.15402196103654986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745665595353894,0.0,0.12809306436101672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770794169485894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233245881678312,0.0,0.13027581041744613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309048646480751,0.1493504785001135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213343966223945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499502790390425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138379221371813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197396651728927,0.07492722916042655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394137814355715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100598125195633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490461497920526,0.0,0.2021842605916632,0.10515147051347117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477090865864465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476396446248801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240456963393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897836411719036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849597382896025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550272325332994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755930679451732 lonely,fidofeX,2020/02/03,"Why should I stay? Hello there, I don't know if it's the right place here, because there are a lot of topics mixed up. The most is maybe that I'm feeling lonely all day since my wife left me over a year ago. I'm not the most positive person in general, but since that day it seems like there's nothing left for me in this world. Everything I do feels like it's just to numb myself. I Don't know why I keep doing all these things. It seems all meaningless in my mind. And I don't see any progress. I ride a lot with my bicycle and eat healthy, but I don't lose any weight. I'm still fat af. So why should I keep doing sports or eat healthy? I try to learn Japanese for almost a year now, but I can't really say a complete sentence. I can read and write hiragana and katakana, but I don't really understand what I'm reading, even if i know the words. I try to meet new people, but everyone seems to have no really interest to spend time with me. Every day after work I get home, eat with my parents and in the evening I stay alone in my flat watching Netflix, reading or spend my time with games. All my friends are busy with work or their own kids and families. There's no one who I can share my life with. What it's worth doing anything if you can't share it with anyone? I have no wishes at my life except of not being alone and after the last year I don't believe that there's any good to come in my life. And I don't understand why everybody wants me to stay. I feel that life is only suffering and no one asked me if I want to be in this world. So why should I stay? If we are a free world where you can literally do whatever you want, why is everyone upset of choosing a way out, when life is only pain in your mind? I don't get it. Sorry for the messy text...",2.935915119363393,3.525791729442972,4.212480106100799,90.68726127320957,73.35013262599469,7.922015915119362,24.049071618037143,8.139509932561175,1.0128217506631303,1370,36,323,20,26,452,168,377,0.11599999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.133,0.6482,1,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,4,1,4,15,14,0,1,14,0,32,12,1,0,4,72,58,25,0,12,17,2,4,2,1,3,8,1,1,2,18,19,5,2,13,6,4,2,16,6,0,2,0,7,47,9,36,53,9,43,0,3,2,0,20,20,0,16,18,201,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566407727650034,0.0,0.07417660890759448,0.1534411954086224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112305813771604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179579783100106,0.0,0.06095839670137479,0.0,0.06925124267969521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515616086030875,0.0,0.0,0.08345850492354151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381008275130444,0.0776674809934657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331905261828254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739532157333836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978532562036801,0.0,0.06241238908285755,0.1415659573839938,0.06657490751498643,0.0,0.06983244393866438,0.0,0.11236544964531044,0.05292004843727576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723108442535255,0.0,0.0774035089055139,0.0,0.0,0.06213159776037881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430446328788086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168465124434853,0.0,0.0,0.12213101837060465,0.06038198566106484,0.0,0.0,0.1609680050045016,0.0,0.2616110357540603,0.07237977418945693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287231413563143,0.0,0.125953863827394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744194942937922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959168019795036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154325063185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107810685202665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039189354169084,0.11267656844439936,0.07882229413306302,0.0,0.08225284810918118,0.0,0.0,0.05135510648049253,0.06468047613414774,0.07739385735551174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228872290938,0.0,0.14236532184585268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326066569865993,0.0,0.05890836338478229,0.0,0.0,0.05902913665756054,0.20230855718738655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225531878061685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829222354825095,0.0,0.3158214704457576,0.05915734493480593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492129323507652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638884990167298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058574769514723,0.0,0.0,0.15423186265526134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310761769991414,0.05879823554810783,0.0,0.09020484914440907,0.0,0.0,0.4010534644900194,0.0,0.08518396836264966,0.0,0.0,0.10785670426001524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431079224953465 lonely,turnerandburner,2020/02/03,"Completely misunderstood Things are a little rocky with the wife/mother of my kids... I say she isn't present and she says, ""what?"" I asked her this morning if she feels lonely too. Missing the point entirely she said yes, of course, she doesn't have any time for friends anymore. FML",1.7000471698113202,4.472941905660381,1.6880896226415096,94.7596816037736,92.2075471698113,4.914150943396227,21.71933962264151,6.6274283507984215,0.5710018867924531,223,8,44,3,8,66,45,53,0.133,0.757,0.109,-0.0847,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,1,4,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,2,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101333002582634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077323085616234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900868108350331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253416255819913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568960289825472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397355212580009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31100018709689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333197592377275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951645247030678,0.493522963763744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614825157006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809373015556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Samantha-M,2020/02/03,Just had a mental brake down while talking to a freind and said I gotta go he said K have fun being useless. Depression doesn't help with that,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.0,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.01400000000000068,114,3,25,1,3,36,28,30,0.273,0.624,0.10300000000000001,-0.6659999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33041270832940145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802098685328208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571334614809893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866003280955137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298239500310862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083404980378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disappotato,2020/02/03,"I wish I had friends who I could split Netflix with :( I know, sounds like such a first world problem.. but like remove the thought of splitting Netflix with and I still don't have friends... Like Netflix is expensive for me ok? I'm a college student and in India it's a lot, I hear of all the people around me like oh, we just share one account. Here's my potato ass just sitting with no one to talk to let alone spilt a bill with. I'm sorry for such a random thought, thanks for reading :)",1.4208999999999996,3.525103290000001,2.2340000000000018,96.857,81.1,4.4,25.0,4.935628992294339,0.22189999999999974,379,15,83,1,10,118,67,100,0.14300000000000002,0.63,0.22699999999999998,0.8585,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,7,1,6,1,1,0,1,20,14,3,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,4,3,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,10,9,13,9,2,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,6,53,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038436331444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083129661264907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218504577774448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278469217863968,0.0,0.0,0.3138798606608438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228945476899958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116364979318556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077170942699751,0.0,0.3969617851096682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269627871284995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752961425835333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082673627602238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437069671630566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031878132715268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273905866040684,0.0,0.0,0.16222215052923988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632704843782529,0.0,0.18701742974427396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225295737940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335927441238721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Carboxysome,2020/02/03,"What keeps you going? I live in an area that has snowy and cold winters and during this time I'm depressed and bored most of the time. But as soon as there is a hint of spring in the air I immediately fell excited. This is because I finally can do gardening outside and propagate my plants. I've been in love with these green creatures my whole life, ever since I was a child, and they never failed to bring joy to me. It's the only thing in my life I look forward to and the only thing I'm truly passionate about, and it's what keeps me going. What keeps you going?",3.796602564102564,4.539669974358977,4.838536324786325,86.42139423076927,71.47863247863249,7.901282051282053,24.881410256410252,8.07648339933343,1.2097871794871793,445,12,96,6,8,146,74,117,0.044000000000000004,0.794,0.162,0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,4,7,0,0,7,0,7,4,0,0,2,15,18,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,11,8,0,3,0,1,0,6,1,3,0,0,2,3,13,4,13,16,2,20,0,2,2,2,5,7,0,1,9,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093302060721375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086781394654366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794496494041084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173199311130732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382385284734541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289983361910742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802489155425867,0.0,0.0,0.17517667113335395,0.0,0.1665925620190097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790492692152275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530059398397477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017598820189762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410526165290326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26359497569013723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313585647307636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148860650218188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NitroJ29,2020/02/03,"Life is hard Joined college after being a shut in for over a year. Social media makes it feel like everybodys totally living their lives and they make it look so easy but when you're in the thick of it, you realize that it's not so easy. You drown yourself in academic work to distract yourself and soon enough realize a month later that everybody else has made friends and have left you out because you seemed like that one nerdy kid. What does it take to jus have some good company to spend some time with once in a while.",6.313430420711974,6.394670650485437,5.7690776699029165,84.2768527508091,65.79611650485437,9.585113268608417,29.788025889967642,9.2995712137729,2.248761812297735,419,13,85,7,6,128,76,103,0.091,0.736,0.17300000000000001,0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,2,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,3,1,17,12,8,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,6,4,13,10,4,17,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,10,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334822384710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916223506911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829215551055622,0.0,0.0,0.2262548136702479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071794309430204,0.1564323979458361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917588018291255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366186564213466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615434338135515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379118288719748,0.0,0.15466517080235784,0.2139556174566825,0.0,0.38670950371347984,0.0,0.18387986985917248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719495508676666,0.292328698603878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477997293609354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319618115390026,0.14837991559724129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993423013289944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232126051363289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463838480799564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768331988508372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941295766128386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100966862321307 lonely,thehistorianrabbit,2020/02/03,"new to here hi guys I'm new to here, and I like history mostly European and Asian. If any of you would like to chat about history or sports or anything else DM me.",-0.8394285714285736,1.3079010571428569,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,95.57142857142857,6.2285714285714295,18.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,0.6334,127,4,30,3,5,43,26,35,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403027678078751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907922516057454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951941248351991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498904738552026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452761005243583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.682571198200899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510229171836318,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaramelNesquik,2020/02/03,"28F I'm a pest. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I have no friends. I'm beyond help.",-6.9561403508771935,-9.051931789473684,-1.3128947368421056,110.11557017543859,156.3684210526316,1.2666666666666666,8.429824561403509,3.1291,-2.5886912280701755,52,1,17,0,6,21,12,19,0.389,0.354,0.257,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7553529771298081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553181516951408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,federic0,2020/02/03,"more isolated than ever When I was in middle school and high school, I felt isolated. I never was included in any groups, invited to any parties, and just felt all around unwanted. I told myself people were missing out and that I liked being alone, and ultimately things would get better. Now, it's been 10 years since high school, but I feel just as isolated. I see my work friends on social media hanging out. People who were my friends are hanging out without me. I'm rarely invited anywhere. When I try new hobbies, people are there with friends they already know and aren't as open to a new person. When I am included, it feels like a pity invite. It feels like an eternal loop. I try to get involved and be included. It works for a short while. Then I get left out, ditched, or stood up. I get upset and say ""eff them"" and make no effort to be around people, which leads to heavier isolation. I feel like I missed out on some important socializing skills in high school because of this, but I don't know what I can do differently.. I feel judged before people even get to know me, which has me questioning what is wrong with me . It's taking its toll on all aspects of my health. Anyone have any tips? Do I embrace truly being alone? How do I make real, meaningful relationships?",3.928238866396765,5.751359991902838,4.6094959514170055,84.0114908906883,72.56275303643723,7.693036437246962,26.52004048582996,8.395991825355821,1.8044544129554647,1006,35,193,17,20,322,140,247,0.13,0.713,0.157,0.8795,1,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,6,12,13,0,1,4,0,22,1,0,4,4,48,46,19,0,2,6,0,7,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,14,18,0,0,12,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,9,29,8,29,32,4,36,0,3,1,0,15,21,0,3,16,127,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123166416916884,0.10187758012955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883426013793003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455239474519607,0.0,0.0,0.16436901127210105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627750595797485,0.0,0.07855764711578624,0.0,0.0,0.08164966949089501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645490638385698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097658773567618,0.0835088602169075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339920627319555,0.19786059871906966,0.17728364158382487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397895436856126,0.0,0.24116733744669994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813200132351096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29262391850274155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221021856281525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030611203538688,0.0,0.0,0.18041184616136935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324883269716863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712029902809134,0.17832675041363696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200158356983705,0.0806103931701527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034196953611088,0.0,0.0,0.10508054103760286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911729019624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341668796019442,0.0,0.3737316781832384,0.073567206038987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636818127947581,0.0,0.0,0.1882175315508459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941326267876574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133340480709469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821585868172109,0.0,0.12535864226173946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899332920312082,0.0,0.13442033602851852,0.0,0.0,0.06558158506936196,0.10093759029362692,0.0,0.059451149133925726 lonely,Redxx210,2020/02/03,Can’t sleep When you have so much on your mind and have no one to talk to sucks so much. I finished off this day being bad and I want to sleep but I can’t to much on the mind. It’s 3:20 am and I need to be up by 5 am for work.,-2.632631578947368,-1.3788568070175415,0.3290350877192996,109.62407894736843,90.75438596491229,3.8,11.254385964912279,3.1291,-2.2143192982456146,170,1,55,0,6,59,38,57,0.10800000000000001,0.87,0.022000000000000002,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,8,2,2,0,0,8,11,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,11,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497314441493605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832016069462154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49574801985183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413882045175531,0.1820270570702348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663497674690563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913327785878046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731483961960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447958315843171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871898856237198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kylosmusic,2020/02/03,affecting me physically dude i have not left the house properly in months bc i have 0 friends and a couple weeks ago i noticed a purple vein on my leg.. it started to hurt today and apparently it means i have a blood clot in my vein due to inactivity.. yikes bro this sucks ive been actively trying to get ppl to hang out with me for ages and it only worked once last month. i guess i can fix the vein issue with more excersise but it's kind of a wake up call that compared to a lot of ppl in my age group i have an unusually tiny amount of friends 🥺,0.7955128205128191,2.8245671196581235,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,82.93162393162393,6.635042735042736,20.86111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7245162393162401,431,13,100,8,12,147,81,117,0.038,0.889,0.073,0.5737,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,8,0,7,6,6,2,0,13,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,13,3,17,11,3,18,0,1,1,0,5,7,1,2,10,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123304533692408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087668343239794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262206056717265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159159208060084,0.0,0.10681695548419998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252252917645888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359084437736724,0.2188685044039072,0.0,0.0,0.213393219310134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290374924213767,0.0,0.16665445702930154,0.0,0.0,0.2221360823051975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381651627624498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227065470996748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263809003319862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327682659381071,0.0,0.2177331254846344,0.0,0.15549382923104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471112652067938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937951820505533,0.0,0.0,0.13880847891550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639978705310684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884240960804646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,An0ther0neB1tes,2020/02/03,"Learnt Piano and Interested in Light Photography I am a lonely person right now but I'd like to share with others that I have just learnt the basics of playing the piano, including playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and Happy Birthday To You. I have also started using this professional handheld camera (which was my dad's before he passed) and I am liking it. Thanks for reading.",6.562608695652172,8.386696855072465,7.064463768115946,68.99321739130437,65.95652173913044,7.838840579710146,31.19130434782609,8.238735603445708,2.7245339130434787,309,12,44,4,5,101,55,69,0.022000000000000002,0.67,0.308,0.9706,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,8,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659340585415141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296911227189075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539975968950556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324926864703391,0.3332948736509224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903632202938325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326324174706926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398941547829604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353752412523492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061603880832288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872098863390352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alien-beans,2020/02/03,i feel so alone. i just want a friend. it’s barely my second semester of college. i have no passions and i don’t experience any genuine emotions anymore besides pain. i wish i could just feel happy again and worth something. i just feel like i’m a waste of life. just a person lost and hurt roaming the earth. i wish i could just have someone to talk to.,0.7558333333333316,3.2035440277777814,2.2800000000000007,92.96500000000002,87.88888888888891,4.311111111111112,23.277777777777786,5.82211442006289,0.3928777777777777,278,11,57,2,9,90,48,72,0.20199999999999999,0.532,0.266,0.6335,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,16,13,4,0,5,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,10,4,4,10,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968783203087468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767995983253756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007862341054605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232961813434235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774060887851644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980450414343586,0.0,0.0,0.3071100621779378,0.14463769261221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642034052158818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552277470489525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673795927070452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300371103479545,0.098911885378981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210093549271319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215432054324743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678054161629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154397159457804,0.1558638451681541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627299356499103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941634193108255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656387511106915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway7one5,2020/02/03,"I just want a hug so bad fight now I just want a hug from someone in my life that actually cares about me. Like a genuine hug and telling me that everything is going to be fine genuinely. I'm tired of being stressed and depressed alone. I'm having my hardest semester in my 5th year in college and it's going to be too hard. I'm just tired and lonely. Here goes another week of being miserable. Being miserable alone. I can't keep doing this alone. I really cant :( ive tried going out and doing things that I enjoy by myself but everytime i do I see everyone else is in a group. Doing things by myself is so scary and just to add to that everyone already has their friend group. I just wish I could exist outside of my mind :( I never talk about myself so sorry if that was hard to read.",0.7718615984405481,3.1233302407407413,3.0315594541910333,88.51412280701756,86.09876543209877,6.126575698505524,20.254710851202077,7.475848149327749,0.8423283950617293,617,19,126,11,19,210,91,162,0.188,0.648,0.16399999999999998,-0.2967,0,5,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,1,3,4,0,19,6,0,0,1,22,31,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,3,21,8,18,24,0,12,0,4,1,3,7,5,0,1,5,90,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.13930170831162209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435324345943058,0.1575262525752124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968399516426192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918883299161866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554136289947073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397286863485205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229488656097254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192478526630264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728041560893982,0.12829293000217504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102869501767992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433813742962982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557488014493844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688121076735284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082731632856404,0.06973958845959294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441350478198055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009625686867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278688789799854,0.0,0.09144818947587048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375188009975835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095013593050193,0.0,0.0,0.15979498807394826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351764746295253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473564272683875,0.12476826954400445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967119958393475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32813624734930713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691669707062747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839324232299915,0.0,0.1145040422794489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415345207947646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192519809018278 lonely,TechTylord,2020/02/03,"I haven't met anyone that I clicked with Recently I've been so alone, and I realized that out of all the people I've met, I never truly clicked with anyone, it seems like no one gets me, like when I try to show a friend something I find amazing and beautiful, they don't see anything, it just makes me feel so alone...",7.268181818181818,4.948305212121216,7.293030303030302,81.95954545454545,65.06060606060606,10.618181818181819,34.121212121212125,8.841846274778883,2.530066666666668,248,8,55,3,3,80,46,66,0.10300000000000001,0.67,0.22699999999999998,0.865,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,9,4,5,7,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,5,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293612806581158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573836843425274,0.0,0.21030216076439606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921762018247002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357505088447164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744319681671968,0.0,0.13351831785635393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497051059635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705867074881363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710180469092303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317246907324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717148815512807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523323363567029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364634995168487,0.232650075132719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967407547862952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350686063823895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cilantropod,2020/02/03,"my best friend entered a relationship a few months ago, my friend told me he really liked this girl. I was really happy for him, and became his “love advisor.” i remember cheering him up, giving my advice, and watching him interact more and more with her. on New Years, he finally asked her out, and she said yes. fast forward to the present. he hangs out with her a lot. he keeps telling me how amazing he feels, how much they love each other. i am happy for him but i feel emptier now. we were the only ones in our group who didn’t have a girlfriend, the bachelor gang. but now he’s up there with them as well. i dont mind being single, though. i don’t even know what I’m saying anymore. i just feel lonely",1.726653346653347,3.8351150769230777,3.246718281718284,89.97798951048952,80.04895104895104,6.603196803196802,21.403096903096905,7.7094869923839395,0.8492621378621372,548,16,116,9,14,180,99,143,0.036000000000000004,0.7609999999999999,0.203,0.9612,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,1,9,12,0,0,7,1,8,2,0,2,0,24,20,10,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,5,6,25,11,13,14,8,18,0,1,1,2,35,7,0,1,11,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106199473610314,0.14610461661908106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345897659874872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540861713400301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297035266450267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316996926808971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886327102691118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500166243489428,0.0,0.0,0.1805542695885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546818898695729,0.0,0.0,0.15811212791634466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509118276353666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650122473858618,0.0,0.0,0.09058177294919544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052362568346648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012563451324964,0.29751629183693745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664230732482057,0.0,0.1315592204118857,0.0,0.12116301724287055,0.0,0.0,0.15918596040320748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168754459008877,0.12535443668233942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111781827635033,0.0,0.0,0.17695697359879864,0.18671101492902106,0.0,0.15678331391894793,0.13107294284741736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406155321315622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619366212196391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749433166331647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148194628710502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613986123794213 lonely,Rosofact,2020/02/03,"A poem for all those who are a slave to their feelings There are many types of pain, but the pain caused by our own feelings in the name of love is the one that cause most misery. Why? Because we believe we can be repaired by someone else. Machines can be repaired, animals can be taken care of, but a human with an unfulfilled heart? There is nothing that can help... Because it is divided. You are broken. Scars All over you being there are scars, reminders of a past long gone: isolation, depression, fear anger, nostalgia, hate, disgust, distrust, rejection. Wounds Caused by the actions you just made for acting acording to your feelings. Grief The one future you see ahead it's only colored pitch black, your new home is a void, a world where there is nothing, but yourself. Self Pity The last thing that reminds inside of you, a sad husk of your former self. You are a salve now. You cry for help but no one answers. .......... .......... .......... .......... You realize why the call was not received. It's because you are sorrounded by other slaves who all are crying for the same thing. Love.",2.0179783533049864,4.827975894472363,2.397010050251257,91.50956223424816,86.53768844221105,4.870583687669115,23.734248163896407,6.490185161304077,0.8349240819482024,829,32,154,9,26,253,117,199,0.295,0.632,0.07200000000000001,-0.9963,0,1,0,0,0,0,74.0,3,12,1,1,7,15,4,1,17,0,21,6,1,4,3,24,32,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,12,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,12,0,3,4,6,16,3,20,24,6,16,0,5,3,2,28,4,0,1,8,108,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297959848354885,0.0,0.0,0.14157115342563806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830870844461614,0.0,0.12811454997163382,0.3872496242854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760541801367252,0.0,0.0,0.10822723020666544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496936867053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139780580027672,0.1906061740028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405917248588393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489028295345973,0.16844898291137214,0.0,0.12604309868689045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242631789292954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112015046624172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681868551035705,0.11889863725807208,0.0,0.12739534560351776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135923739647984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411404225266383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544304040016463,0.09556696332704666,0.2674134435141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995276113679565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013147216076253,0.0,0.26217298657919835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064678241638243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696037396640395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226769784598209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Exquisitelence,2020/02/03,i feel lonely no matter what even when i’m hanging out with friends i feel alone. i just feel like they’re dragging me along or they just feel bad for me so they invite me. i feel like a ghost and no one can see me,0.956875,2.190570937500002,2.1191666666666684,101.24250000000002,79.20833333333334,4.800000000000002,18.25,3.1291,-0.9873500000000002,167,3,43,0,4,53,32,48,0.264,0.5379999999999999,0.19899999999999998,-0.5606,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,4,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,6,10,3,4,8,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841542867697209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290791959372316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181212236717813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6936234674244022,0.3920057734030967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119699072030286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680769405711089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591348190968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862945190035904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vvvvvvvsleepy,2020/02/03,"Really miss having people that cared I really just wish I could have one close friend again that wanted to talk to me and wanted to do things with me. I feel like I had it before with some friends but they started talking to me less and less until I cut it off because getting ignored was making me really upset. I get ignored and left out of a lot of things with friends and I actively show interest when I do get to do anything with them but it doesn't change anything and I go back to being treated like I don't even exist. I'm really sick of being alone and people just tell me that I should be okay with being alone but they always have people they can go to, I don't have family or friends that even care. I want a boyfriend but trying to look just makes me really hate being gay because I either find someone who doesn't want what I want in a relationship (they just want sex or whatever) or they're not interested and it's really hard to find a gay person I've been able to relate to. I Really just want someone to care about me and hug me and just continue to be there for me so I don't have to keep being alone.",4.243846153846154,4.61585620512821,5.470923076923079,83.62407692307694,70.28205128205127,8.633162393162394,25.001709401709398,8.648137234880735,1.4972088888888884,888,22,187,14,15,297,110,234,0.139,0.6659999999999999,0.195,0.8864,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,14,20,2,1,4,1,26,5,0,2,0,51,51,19,0,10,15,0,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,12,16,0,3,3,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,3,3,31,14,28,39,5,13,0,1,1,4,15,5,0,5,8,137,43,0,0.09532543754899188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29618521395893177,0.0,0.0,0.07931840040234768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568894256983051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732993773870734,0.0,0.11621900390228515,0.0,0.08111492630396268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157191006572464,0.0,0.10084167322488333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610960518142061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592310493099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986433877450596,0.0,0.04819940543369254,0.06810051163192285,0.0,0.0,0.1742514459077359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945927863415172,0.0,0.1494108201210184,0.0,0.10835128586932494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539286821978764,0.09411413429333708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472962883282943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035713668154456,0.0,0.0,0.09314238742519944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004935921622078,0.0,0.0,0.08104227813424719,0.0,0.0,0.1272609395562114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459498352491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825996741359675,0.08323449519424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274754136885112,0.0,0.0,0.10234384537850176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153786778504747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674718353345109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323795167696433,0.08331863405655669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665996993433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471971476970606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39357789004323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096195487275446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_e-bone_,2020/02/03,"I write texts that express exactly how I feel, share them with my closest acquaintances and not a single soul cares. That. That's it. I pour my heart and soul out into these texts and I doubt that they even read them entire.",1.1837121212121209,3.817603886363639,1.4836363636363683,97.48712121212124,89.68181818181819,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.3400030303030301,177,4,37,2,6,53,32,44,0.11800000000000001,0.83,0.052000000000000005,-0.4176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,12,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,3,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,26,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013195906876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247623514618781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486176346475692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826653223309824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918317567633696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,random-Nerd-dude,2020/02/03,Valentine's day loneliness It's been 2 yrs since I ended my friendship with a best friend and I just miss her around this time. The first time we celebrated valentines day together i got her a rose and a plush toy cause apparently her bf of 4 yrs never bought her any roses so I went up to her with one rose and the toy and she was happy. During class they called out my name and apparently she had ordered me a rose as well a week in advance to be delievered during my class. The next year I got her dragon without telling her and she got me a dragon as well. It was good times but we grew apart during uni and i miss her every day. I tell myself its for the best. Maybe this year I'll be surprised by someone new.,0.5057345264727822,2.8420488389261744,2.0517561521252787,95.09614280387771,87.45637583892618,4.653392990305743,18.34489187173752,6.139981653823899,-0.2572642803877705,563,15,124,5,18,182,89,149,0.035,0.799,0.166,0.9549,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,4,5,10,0,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,13,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,2,2,9,0,27,8,14,2,2,23,0,2,0,0,20,5,0,0,14,79,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635973821703393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923226780769155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282716321394947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970545282042342,0.0,0.0,0.1606694701415914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026019412094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852707135555195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177668807436002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303673083768136,0.0,0.0,0.12083695034434258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118382901127967,0.3752704820945727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649442609732745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712833029329165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062801539992342,0.15105546768645176,0.1663368886526196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598305428490136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937858524059978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252017166261362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273407092448732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360040275374403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125457447585299,0.0,0.2812510461573832,0.14498760450441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507673855164219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143744258428187 lonely,starfruit64,2020/02/03,"I can not take this anymore I haven’t had a conversation with anyone but one person in months. I hate college. I can not meet people. The isolation has turned me into a fucking raving lunatic. Ive broken my phone three times already by throwing it at walls, ive caused hundreds of dollars of damage to my dorm room. I spent hours looking up things like “how to make friends” and reading the same useless articles ive read dozens of times before. My social skills have completely degraded. I wish I was in high school. I spend hours walking around campus in hopes that some coincidence will introduce me to somebody. The one new friend I thought I made ghosted me. The other friend I have is leaving next semester. I shove massive amounts of junk food down my gullet, started smoking, bang my head against walls, so I can get some kind of entertainment. I just want to feel alive again, like my life isn’t just some god damned joke.",4.685884740259741,6.601171403409094,4.532175324675325,84.96022727272731,70.76136363636364,7.074025974025973,30.185064935064936,7.7094869923839395,1.9555224025974025,741,31,137,9,14,227,122,176,0.158,0.648,0.19399999999999998,0.6674,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,15,3,0,6,0,15,4,1,4,0,22,30,4,1,3,5,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,2,4,3,2,4,6,0,4,5,2,26,9,20,24,5,23,0,2,1,1,8,12,2,4,11,86,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184257705734775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454469698913642,0.10254784131602454,0.0,0.0,0.13055818728132973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479656505987975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065986572962425,0.0,0.0,0.15376985875032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415552858314657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734143789728835,0.0,0.3399266587114347,0.13558448851027455,0.0766236169818713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479604702320886,0.15051511812409438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495397848699022,0.0,0.14566612992765052,0.2888604371763513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527234628808248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529139946996665,0.0,0.0,0.1035900521063938,0.14330099948045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315717366238607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877291236465553,0.09789645905239697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706233801493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164480942963673,0.15597420772099718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876075665286394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016753391329566,0.12805755448523226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29339868789650914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842740141704205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950104976397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380645920184273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026980911408134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974341585367367,0.0,0.0,0.1164313846329507,0.17103684936171207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952359108934566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865036647894113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865136625222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DIRTYEarl01,2020/02/03,No where to go or look I feel trapped in my head all day long the weekends tend to be the worst . No one to text either I’m starting not to like people,-1.8220588235294104,0.08173032352941334,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,98.70588235294115,2.72,15.623529411764707,3.1291,-1.478922352941176,117,3,30,0,5,38,28,34,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.9187,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,5,6,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239003884058705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214003170547855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885171122871724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493811251961947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392124987462732,0.0,0.0,0.3875013259883586,0.3677006666583262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296712162813673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035640464142754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099267636377683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,v00d0x,2020/02/03,"In order for me to be happy, I make everyone else miserable. In order to make others happy, I make myself miserable. Sick of everything and want it all to end.",2.576666666666668,4.855314838709682,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,78.03225806451613,9.29462365591398,23.23655913978495,9.725611199111238,2.8078946236559146,124,4,21,4,3,45,22,31,0.23399999999999999,0.556,0.21,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,4,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021305901627196,0.0,0.2546859986459042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747685571821841,0.2584334768112611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122095669046288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758302040130757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960580401552944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheGSpotato,2020/02/03,"honestly, just want a hug rn life can be really hard sometimes and honestly I just want to hug someone in a deep embrace and have them tell me everything is gonna be okay :-(",5.621714285714283,5.355915314285717,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,67.28571428571429,11.571428571428573,34.64285714285714,11.20814326018867,3.869857142857143,136,6,28,4,2,46,28,35,0.09300000000000001,0.48700000000000004,0.42,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560610390884953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548994632368333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983365115945424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538030534261554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356820292168801,0.0,0.3918321513113982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462787832373813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673544585503765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Omniaurachi,2020/02/03,"I have a question relating to self improvement: How do I stop being desperate I suppose before I ask my question I should start off with a little bit of context. I'm a 20 year old straight cis brown male who at this rate has less romantic and sexual experience than a fetus. And that's all the context you really need, my story its that different from anyone else's here. Now one piece of advice I keep hearing over and over is not to be too desperate and it took a long time but I finally admitted that I might be a little desperate. I feel like everyone that gives out the advise to not be desperate they should tell how not to be desperate. Because you wouldn't dare tell a person lost in the desert for days not be desperate for water. I genuinely believe that it is impossible to stop being desperate because people always want things and if they don't get what they want they become desperate. Technically they can also give up on that they want but that's pretty rare. I think the best most people can do is just pretend not to be desperate, kind of like a fake it till you make it like deal, but I'm not sure that's enough. Maybe if some of you guys weigh in and help me out",6.386270691333983,5.922002544303801,7.054177215189874,76.95861733203509,65.75105485232068,11.005387861084065,31.310938007140532,10.560738912317856,3.085758455047062,941,31,187,22,13,312,134,237,0.155,0.7140000000000001,0.131,-0.7332,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,6,2,7,8,0,0,12,0,22,2,0,3,2,44,41,15,0,9,12,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,4,17,9,2,3,5,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,2,3,24,6,26,27,8,25,0,1,1,0,27,13,0,7,14,133,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150926007775464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943927778453336,0.103465652635112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694546269581954,0.12740694924508916,0.0,0.0,0.11624652170996813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516000704295173,0.1373301480327058,0.10580910288049764,0.14009511640605626,0.13049322779150194,0.0,0.13575338982107293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801927432007808,0.12819504232513682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991487764209558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387494604042913,0.0,0.0,0.1284824336192717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188177244309292,0.0,0.12163403591327912,0.0,0.0,0.06287296408556617,0.08883265226026146,0.0,0.13621472736336535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649655394635305,0.23856761123458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312187484103874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014673467971225,0.0,0.0833463572854411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052424532328343,0.0,0.12948699820759818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224720595831895,0.24925428286171356,0.0,0.11004210507045764,0.0,0.0,0.1357381109856641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300177575032912,0.0,0.1249220522883798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319112256206559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220082255590528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047998210453138,0.0,0.08425992069251872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241141875285626,0.10857394152356274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650436448331753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859146978281457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965909268105642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971977053442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880125852508664,0.0,0.0,0.2079172849398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719442895784665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736739030537872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260981301642108,0.07967575691925972,0.0,0.0,0.07250702606191993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381527402492937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200270936027249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007460745105842 lonely,porkupain,2020/02/03,"17M Never had a friend, but I want one. Don't know how to make one. I have never texted, snapped, DM'd, facetimed or phoned anyone. I've never been to a party or gone out for dinner. I've never had a girlfriend or done much more than talk to a girl. I don't hang out with anyone, or talk outside school. I'm a loner and I'm getting tired of it. I'm unbelievably lucky. I was born in the best city in Canada, if not the world, to an upper-middle-class family and go to a great school. I grew up in a great neighbourhood, and as a kid, I would spend hours outside with my only friend catching lizards in nets and jumping on his trampoline. When I started middle school we grew apart and stopped talking. Even though we still go to the same school, we don't know each other anymore. I only ever had him as a friend, and when I lost that friendship, I never made a new one. I don't want to be friends with him again, as it has been almost a decade, and we are not in the same place socially. As a senior in high school, I am awfully lonely. I have a few people I talk to and sit with at lunch, but I am an outsider, and just tag along. I have a few people I chat to in school, but otherwise, I'm pretty much a loner. I'm not ugly and I don't have bad hygiene. I'm not socially awkward or cringy. I'm self-aware and take social cues. Every day I watch my peers grow older and experience all the teenager things, first love, first kiss, first girlfriend, first break up. I'm getting tired of seeing people enjoying life with their friends while I sit on the sidelines. People in my grade are going to parties and hanging with friends. On Instagram, I see pictures of all the people in my school doing cool shit with their friend's: camping, fishing, swimming at the beach or skiing. Parties are practically live-streamed, and I'm writing this while my feed is overflowing with the latest pictures of the parties my peers are at. The people in my grade look amazing, they go to the gym they are fit and healthy. The girls look like models, and the guys look like adults. I'm by no means ugly, but definitely look young for my age, skinny and average height. I don't think loneliness would have hurt this much before social media. Everything I see hurts. People wishing each other happy birthday on Instagram, while on my birthday I wake up to my school alarm and a text from mom. I see Snapchat stories of the girl I like snorting coke off a table, and boys shitting in the urinal. As stupid as all that is it sure beats being lonely. Trump is president, the forests are burning, oceans rising, and I'm about to die from god damned coronavirus because some idiots couldn't help but eat a bat because it's a trend. What good is there in the world because I can't find it. I'm tired of sitting in my room on the weekend listening to Radiohead and wallowing in my loneliness, while across the city my peers are living it up. I try to put myself out there, I played soccer for the school, I run a club, I volunteer and get good grades apart from in English. I'm going to university next year for engineering. It is a big school in a big city. People tell me life will change in college, but I don't see how. In high school I'm surrounded by people my age, who are going through the exact same experiences I am. University is no different if I can't make friends now what is going to change. I don't see the point anymore, I feel like I'm living for my family, not myself. People tell me to find god, but if god existed why the fuck would he make me like this. What is the point of waking up every morning to go to school or work just to die in 80 years, if I'm lucky? I used to only feel the loneliness mentally, it weighed on me like a brick every day, but now I'm feeling it physically. I wake up exhausted, I feel weak, I don't have an appetite and I can't sleep. I've realized that loneliness is more than emotion, it is a disease. I'm in a race to make a friend before the loneliness consumes me. I feel like I am racing against time, but I don't know the race track. tl;dr how do i make a friend.",3.842637868791236,4.740786499398322,4.793907838499525,86.21163357400722,71.49097472924187,7.656425577824804,26.601954437943483,7.873277556716777,1.411438839785883,3195,102,669,40,58,1042,325,831,0.11699999999999999,0.691,0.192,0.9969,1,4,1,0,0,0,109.0,4,0,4,8,17,48,6,2,58,2,58,24,8,10,11,118,124,59,2,11,27,1,5,7,12,4,7,1,1,7,23,41,7,1,13,9,1,20,26,16,0,7,10,19,78,32,101,107,17,120,0,5,11,3,49,58,4,15,45,417,101,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042828143558768725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483302485741458,0.05981178967106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035711302472066685,0.07821688946298612,0.0,0.07278852294930704,0.0,0.04488465097638402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049032995814182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055166438141248005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877736046676918,0.0446857207710578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376872975973696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376455785887783,0.0,0.04811068054567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028249291563092138,0.03868806418940828,0.10810712968085068,0.0,0.03843906776616834,0.08367485947300675,0.08063981295749363,0.0,0.10812940627617544,0.06111003091101382,0.0,0.0,0.07818231457103318,0.1455211269221349,0.0,0.0,0.3304412450084462,0.03954032969082461,0.0670369400848623,0.0,0.19445816984490066,0.07174717279761587,0.0,0.09430851899918877,0.0,0.04234918909836289,0.0,0.045529637490676234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02866794101290248,0.09037805819234612,0.0,0.0,0.04211999855618858,0.0,0.0915726955499334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051609482810077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060419666850992614,0.146267400449602,0.0,0.11330052167500475,0.0,0.14366467149468548,0.0,0.046688689052275655,0.0,0.03860174507706101,0.0404701656313626,0.14274709109526032,0.0,0.0,0.046589249764552594,0.0,0.0,0.0431022681279089,0.0,0.0,0.050091902020599925,0.0,0.0,0.09432298061055952,0.0,0.16493494530464592,0.04130769327213592,0.04548655723317521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694651505496269,0.0975859166410091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965144814805899,0.0,0.0446857207710578,0.0,0.08086326366356451,0.0,0.0,0.04351263542883066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299583047831549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194283020129521,0.20449371111609366,0.0,0.04461861143075815,0.0,0.0878059224677516,0.0,0.0,0.04280105454954297,0.17439519407395318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030272943947912998,0.0,0.03415631017292392,0.03575777427083837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031037571201943,0.0,0.03215784235513538,0.13750815873944305,0.07476602129187065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028414598115319774,0.02740539567550707,0.042021471378025664,0.0,0.02493962800372077,0.14747404375497175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029038135509945086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693969146528192,0.0,0.0,0.05045390461429817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385934227444431,0.0,0.049183580641789744,0.0,0.0,0.031137190563524493,0.0,0.0,0.09114809732343536,0.0,0.0,0.05508516983355323 lonely,icantthinkofanameugh,2020/02/03,"who wants to be best friends??????????????? im 16 I don't have any friends irl or online and i just want someone to talk to so bad we can have deep conversations or u can vent to me about ur problems i won't say much tho but i'm listening, we can talk about whatever literally anything, maybe talk on discord (no calls im too shy) if u have one, we can get to know each other and be friends ! i'm extremely nice i don't judge message me if uwanna be friends im a girl btw :)",-1.348319327731094,0.6600296862745125,1.3651540616246507,98.25176470588237,95.27450980392156,4.875070028011205,21.01120448179272,6.5431188927421005,0.21866162464986028,356,14,89,5,14,122,64,102,0.166,0.7240000000000001,0.11,-0.7138,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,20,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,9,6,8,16,3,2,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,4,0,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320097558102453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698538253829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389901765088343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746933079975115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997797632775505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144375454291849,0.0,0.08697037529687113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394278518648599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148405675894708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723508894241895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223699204115711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280006270442368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928321095780748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237855865043388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104409213344762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013914768906061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636912188757144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LongN1ghtOfS0lace,2020/02/03,"I dont know what im doing wrong. I've been having a strong desire to have a partner lately, more than usual that is. Someone I can hug, kiss, give a pet name to, someone I can annoy and play with. In an attempt to find a partner, ive been putting myself out there a lot more. I've gone out a couple of times, messeged girls on facebook, reddit, Instagram, snapchat. No one has responded to my messeges, and it's left me feeling worse and more hopeless than before. Dating apps aren't really good for me, since from my experience you'll only have luck if you're very very attractive. I guess the good part of all of this is that I'm no longer scared of talking to a potential partner. But still, this sucks.",3.284195804195804,4.661416440559441,4.168111888111891,88.33370629370633,73.4055944055944,6.8783216783216785,26.28671328671329,7.348242739294969,1.2040545454545457,553,19,115,6,11,178,100,143,0.18100000000000002,0.675,0.145,-0.6749,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,0,2,2,13,2,1,9,0,15,2,0,0,1,17,22,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,1,11,8,18,18,6,12,0,1,0,2,9,5,1,4,5,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296500796712378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989042560109973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068080785928373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584263325209146,0.0,0.0,0.09089353553188433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430005564991507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724449766595716,0.0,0.3015532233357512,0.0,0.0,0.1980291271888072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941748051490244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987930016998518,0.0,0.20278040793942992,0.0,0.19531294266017935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282800941006802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181200945061565,0.13671780395806793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466572867871235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071138924604996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516073206266217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997404659385052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870174816504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046250839227458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355890313552785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144486628831391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482120646803343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798346382300386,0.2966464768206088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183193776902413,0.0,0.1965425374908441,0.0,0.0 lonely,VerySadMama27,2020/02/03,"Easier to be alone and I think I lost the best I can get I think it’s easier to not be with someone. No effort to be alone really. One thing I especially fear is that I’ve peaked. I was with a smart guy who got me. We meshed. He is super successful and unimaginably amazing at sex and was so handsome. He was mean though. So very mean and angry all the time. ZERO humor from him. He was only funny when I poked fun at him. I make good money and I’m fairly attractive and frankly I’m absolutely hilarious, but I’m middle aged and I don’t think I’ll find someone. I loved him too. I lost all my friends bc he was so needy and they’re gone for good. I don’t trust anyone. Im just ALONE. How do you make friends at my age? I work from home...",-1.3467291666666696,0.6713241187500003,1.4650000000000034,96.43333333333334,98.4375,4.916666666666668,14.791666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.39758333333333296,569,13,136,9,24,196,96,160,0.11900000000000001,0.596,0.285,0.9819,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,7,8,18,0,1,3,0,14,2,0,3,2,25,30,15,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,3,0,2,9,0,21,15,11,18,3,9,0,2,0,2,14,4,0,0,4,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596404677616261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034378661250972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524606584419495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646522643021372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520765441767948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285846148484489,0.0,0.07728864239049578,0.0,0.0,0.24815757881539485,0.11831515990367455,0.0,0.0,0.14647646480913695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838839148972086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979252013858405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32297166791393234,0.0,0.13351488599270445,0.0,0.19749222793245744,0.0,0.0,0.3222837909727715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002429123506536,0.11250935684218104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947693681637743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068550896747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827980108987024,0.2843675801621712,0.14534296180347578,0.0,0.08626064917453614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122059831822716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769664531805162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lovesicksilence,2020/02/03,"Still lonely even though I shouldn’t be What am I doing wrong? I feel like a bar person when I admit that there’s something missing in my life. There’s a void and I don’t know what it is but it makes me crippling lonely. I am grateful, I have parents who love me, at least 3 close friends, and my dream job. Yet the feeling of loneliness creeps in on my life repeatedly. I feel like there’s so much pressure in college to go out, socialize, drink, and that’s just not who I am. And it never will be. I don’t know if I’m genuinely lonely or if society just tells me I should want to be out with more people. Does that make sense? I don’t know. I’m glad I found this subreddit. Loneliness makes me think I’m the only person in the world who feels this way. I know now that we all share this pain, which is oddly comforting. I hope you all have a good night.",0.9024739103744644,2.8595820497237585,2.47862799263352,95.20209177409457,82.0939226519337,5.790178023327195,19.447820748925718,6.937597516519254,0.09750435850214867,665,17,154,8,18,217,104,181,0.139,0.639,0.222,0.9488,2,6,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,12,16,0,1,6,0,17,6,0,3,3,37,39,11,0,6,7,1,4,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,16,9,2,0,11,3,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,4,24,9,12,32,5,19,0,4,0,1,14,10,0,4,9,102,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705260716207196,0.0,0.0,0.15342057440674525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344104374326743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675183413549923,0.22376792587879973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717174637860079,0.12099838752826053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900646237551314,0.13135908954103326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555149665701912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554136872697887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34428041889956423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124000482379053,0.15302586093763235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413488473565691,0.0,0.31362007209060233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512816809985252,0.0,0.12078917344845312,0.0,0.0,0.14697017164766274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191108226489456,0.16664668487661888,0.0,0.17389958779828846,0.0,0.0,0.10857535092815848,0.27349589459552875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964666634674365,0.0,0.12056791256440375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507090193094014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688618105147118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035093186462124,0.15387093333872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237407852459063,0.12431167017475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123112461070358,0.0,0.0 lonely,Devils4skin,2020/02/03,"Being lonely can be a good thing..... I have been lonely for most of my 40+ years. I had many friends as a kid, but then I lost interest as they expected me to be someone that I wasn't, or they weren't into the same things as me. I now have a family and kids but I still feel lonely. The reason I feel lonely is because not many people understand me, usually because I am brutally honest and old fashioned etc etc. However, I see that as a plus nowadays. If you go against the grain at the cost of being lonely and unpopular, then that just means you're unique. You eventually become an observer and you realise that most people are tossers. It's always better to be YOU and lonely than to pretend to fit in as a puppet for others. So use it to your advantage. I don't expect many people to agree with what I have said, but that's the point... I can handle that fact, and that's all down to what I have said above. Next year I plan to have a holiday in the depths of space. There's an empty seat next to me, free of charge.",3.2547327044025134,4.099727334905662,4.7833207547169865,85.94155345911949,72.82075471698113,7.917484276729557,24.038993710691823,8.238735603445708,1.2305461635220127,793,21,171,12,15,267,119,212,0.128,0.7240000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7615,1,12,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,2,4,5,15,1,0,14,0,20,0,0,2,2,29,30,20,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,14,9,0,0,5,2,2,1,4,8,0,0,7,5,26,8,29,18,6,20,0,7,1,0,12,9,0,4,10,128,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972869937021277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542903170939933,0.15891611940303738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725974804992618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209526277900707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356474707843115,0.0,0.1455110565447754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116970013767724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817764759905598,0.12068880332164947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707384111901862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376481583339695,0.0,0.15673929947311135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306059065222208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098922350896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926735682012223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602334619884726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794374064103086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737462644695583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466236377481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191823530753325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491140458680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118935058678688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497954310600607,0.0,0.12427547969287975,0.15847542309086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853219567754809 lonely,cravinqroses,2020/02/03,"It hurts I want to talk to the people I used to love chatting with daily but now I’m just not on the same level as all my old friends and I’m too awkward to make more. It’s like there they are, having aspirations and talents and here I am making suicide plans every week because I know everyone’s better off but not going through with them because I’m too much of a pussy. It feels like my life’s over before I’ve even gotten out of high school. I’ve broken up with so many people because I knew they deserve better only to find someone new to manipulate into loving me because I’m a lonely freak. I know this is where I should be, a low, horrible person sitting at a low, horrible level but it still hurts",5.732397959183673,5.028435258503401,6.7476785714285725,79.41294642857143,67.16326530612245,8.710544217687076,30.619897959183675,7.645422480735847,1.952197959183673,561,18,112,5,8,189,95,147,0.225,0.595,0.18,-0.8448,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,3,3,10,15,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,4,1,27,22,8,1,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,1,13,8,20,18,4,20,0,5,0,2,9,13,0,0,7,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826473005089677,0.0,0.13353413185029406,0.0,0.0,0.2775800480699259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364943459260724,0.0,0.13221857076573626,0.14995138649111456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934748946414381,0.11210936277316716,0.0,0.0,0.14342930834797085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124214915162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918577352338981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580300094061998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335989244072662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172487000657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084285588883623,0.15333414465150225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326721345130845,0.0,0.2095012577390612,0.159100316072183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536010366300105,0.0,0.0,0.15156199731307826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466949118592275,0.0,0.0,0.11935078161106692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175881705588456,0.13702343775930287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881946896142332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296454745450534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253228679836588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165371289183795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613274631491034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553536823571713,0.0,0.0,0.09256017402386364,0.0,0.12587814016304008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jellydonuut,2020/02/03,"I’m almost 22 and I feel like I’ve never been, and never will be, loved I’m not trying to sound over dramatic or all depressed (but I am a Pisces, so that’s probably how it’s going to come across). I feel like since the day I was born I haven’t been loved unconditionally or wanted. All I’ve ever felt like is a burden to my family, friends, or current significant other. I’ve finally come to terms with the fact that I was emotionally neglected as a child, and even though I understand that no one is perfect and my mother had her own struggles, it still deeply hurts that I didn’t get the love and attention that I needed. For the past few years I’ve been trying to stop thinking of myself as the victim, and take responsibility for the issues I developed from not being taught how to properly manage my emotions. 3 years ago I met a man and I thought I finally had someone in my life to love me unconditionally. Sadly, after a few months of dating my depression and trauma caused me to be very toxic and it took a large toll on our relationship. We are still together, and I’m still not perfect, but I feel like through the years I’ve slowly improved and bettered myself. Even though I feel this way, it’s like all he sees is what I do wrong, and it hurts so much because he was the person who always loved me even with my faults. These past few years I’ve also lost all of my friends, but that’s a story that’s too long to fit in here. My boyfriend is almost never affectionate with me, and barely pays attention to me anymore. He’s still a good man and I still love him, but I wonder if I’ve caused him too much hurt to ever love me the same as in the past. Whenever I tell him how he hurts me, he just brings up what I do wrong, and often it turns into a fight. I feel so defeated lately. My relationship is rocky, I have almost no friends, I live in a town where I know almost no one, I try so hard to meet people online and in person but I never make any connections no matter how hard I try, my family never reaches out for me and since Christmas I’ve kind of been distancing myself from them because a lot of the hurt they caused me has resurfaced lately. I feel like I’ve done so much for myself lately, and things in my life are turning around. I’m doing well in school, I have a job I enjoy so much, I have the two most perfect dogs that I’ve dreamed of having my whole life, I live in a beautiful town and an apartment I was able to decorate how I like, I feel fulfilled spiritually, yet I am SO LONELY. I don’t know what the point of posting this is, I guess just to rant and get it out. Im so scared of never being loved fully and deeply and having to go through this life alone.",6.383986919723007,5.0172953231597885,7.167137086432419,79.10910008976663,66.14542190305207,10.039728135419338,29.946717106950498,8.942964678507748,2.1148200051295207,2113,56,451,29,28,708,231,557,0.17800000000000002,0.684,0.139,-0.9641,2,3,0,0,1,0,50.0,2,0,2,6,36,48,2,2,27,0,38,12,0,9,16,101,83,50,0,3,14,1,10,7,3,1,4,1,0,5,25,32,0,2,16,1,1,6,16,21,1,3,18,12,71,27,54,60,17,66,0,12,1,8,37,22,0,13,43,313,96,5,0.054630028727349456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484262242794784,0.0,0.2188163299165617,0.05658023420690365,0.0,0.043687614235975614,0.04545656022151126,0.0,0.0,0.03715029287810586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417830897091064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048632307806021034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660391690919566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831582094714555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836026411094324,0.0,0.0941178649505706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035231849099624964,0.0,0.09410552738540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590548652893079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290285863484925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824785623902763,0.09883197722411456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300065827219362,0.0,0.19335808781274705,0.1561108137536573,0.05245339471078438,0.11968905235220627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126621074037314,0.0,0.057083870477511026,0.0,0.062095008550517514,0.04582107619234332,0.0,0.0,0.0601811356870733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787555061701576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924128781887825,0.0,0.05900980558553379,0.05701955666430041,0.05421187396017628,0.0,0.0,0.05688876822421868,0.06004647017974728,0.0,0.18487515576303565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434721956806238,0.1868263079679124,0.0,0.09647863246954594,0.04834585631695524,0.0,0.0,0.059635129719175124,0.04644449683567794,0.3944458706012626,0.0,0.036465968384631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360516772929458,0.0,0.16063742770508116,0.04050747408674909,0.25280427593384835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740374426038161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645163181055965,0.037873583357438616,0.0954016678125664,0.0,0.0,0.051643035133125965,0.0,0.05232046638607075,0.0,0.05890041078392125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730441227130965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469418904164293,0.055288505630115184,0.0435330599220347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038104858880697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628784605953926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181380575507311,0.04567315018682225,0.0,0.057111167476733476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410749828120053,0.0,0.04774905302368943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629376362716125,0.035004716544606566,0.10734745170562987,0.043370140576090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606959720155253,0.14836081398641515,0.1188435676954028,0.05336560001297922,0.056871786536611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507549501950829,0.03222220635862882,0.04336277398524078,0.0,0.0,0.0491189566285858,0.0,0.0,0.060992476123286725,0.0,0.0,0.05924393579380561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945872089554632,0.0,0.1407197895382597 lonely,Majestic-beauty,2020/02/03,"I need some friends Hi im a freashman in HS(F 15) and I am very lonely almost all the time. I don't really hang out with anyone or have any real friends. I was hoping if anyone had time, and would like to talk with me that would be apricated.",-0.06820512820512903,2.043201923076925,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,87.46153846153845,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.38804871794871776,188,4,43,2,6,63,42,52,0.051,0.737,0.212,0.8275,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,10,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,5,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,5,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571678686992749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746462276313542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591486624138003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968365829004431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550799463505403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774093860467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546915085067792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042858055891215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231708527887,0.1645252995293678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642197614320773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995073074352985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119031790571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648747447652364,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theresaoffline,2020/02/03,"lonely?! anyone lonely and trying to chat? I’m here to spice up your silent life, just send me a chat/message!!",0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.5861393939393935,85,1,17,0,3,27,19,22,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.5770000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809204514151939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868244427137069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640642716582169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WindsweptSoul,2020/02/03,"I started a new life and it just feels like my old one, but lonelier. Although academically I love graduate school, I can say socially this sucks. It's not fun, I don't like being alone. I am a very social person, but it's hard even getting anyone to talk to. It makes me, super fucking mad that all the gay dudes and straight women out there think I'm creepy af. To them I'm either a wallet or I'm a predator, zero in between. I'm just mad at myself because I talked myself into graduate school because it would be a good way to you know, make new friends and enhance my professional skills. So I'm definitely getting the skills, but to most people outside of a professional or academic setting I would be in their eyes better off dead than dated or even friends with them.",5.873802308802311,5.874930694805197,6.714502164502168,77.39968975468977,66.72727272727273,9.182106782106784,32.69552669552669,8.841846274778883,2.6325362193362194,613,24,118,9,9,204,100,154,0.15,0.628,0.222,0.9199,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,4,6,13,4,0,8,0,8,5,1,2,1,25,24,11,1,2,10,0,2,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,4,16,9,15,19,3,14,0,0,1,3,14,7,2,4,7,76,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631590134658164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228359866836887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957802159930633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420229064577482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121275510383376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119575705948734,0.11472076363471415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481325661181585,0.14845670175179776,0.16779632505763575,0.0,0.0,0.13468967908001558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438511226476662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825239901010144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342475558217492,0.1569058081374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493272567056992,0.0,0.21438124056495508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018476315736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850519268770978,0.0,0.10881542090318028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132826227411982,0.14021517049745755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277023100230811,0.0,0.3250378078801302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273889661015092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366170808300323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581415970737019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028953143284707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249806558591712,0.0,0.12746357347816453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281475817289252,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,reesescupslov,2020/02/03,"lonely This is my first post on reddit. I’m a senior F 18 in highschool and i don’t have really anyone to talk to.. i have people i talk to at school but when i’m home no one try’s to hang out with me, no one invites me places, people leave me out and it hurts :/ it lowkey has always been this way and no matter how much i hope for some friends i can’t seem to get any. idk what i’m looking for by posting this. i know i’m not alone. i just feel so shitty. and life will be so lonely as i get older if i don’t have anyone to talk to it makes me upset to think about.",-0.7420769230769224,0.8248947923076919,1.834615384615386,99.72038461538462,85.69230769230771,4.3076923076923075,13.846153846153848,4.713530739802397,-1.3725384615384622,433,5,112,1,13,149,81,130,0.23600000000000002,0.685,0.08,-0.9687,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,2,0,20,24,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,1,2,14,2,19,21,2,14,0,3,1,0,4,6,0,4,4,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394577520335936,0.0,0.0,0.14778203599241804,0.0,0.0,0.12077785676011245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483718445734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980269688348723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107118060181327,0.0,0.0,0.1372175987330559,0.0,0.1855831272842756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815283652033842,0.17640237433431838,0.0,0.0,0.19013040264622347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760735935670023,0.0,0.0,0.18805862140915786,0.0,0.0,0.1254480444977822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914392152204065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855307630087004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056050659772356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407002191618972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462586360083696,0.0,0.18555998666884524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401940229937331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137786560263792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974628720653002,0.0,0.1616854121563403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282578136080128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380245788706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205825025340859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409750098685512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Atlas8317,2020/02/03,I need some advice. I want people to care about my health. My last person gave up. Any advice for self care?,-0.9104545454545452,1.002764772727275,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,105.8181818181818,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.6308545454545453,83,0,18,0,4,26,18,22,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326354432613092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853329186402438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557345113854678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289691605894322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215212768511847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020810017265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889412222409521,0.23796675838954276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431309446764463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074800726516855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fordweed,2020/02/03,Mario Kart Wii is the only thing I kind of enjoy I am not good at Mario Kart Wii,-1.3105263157894742,0.27162768421052874,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,87.94736842105263,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.212389473684211,62,0,17,0,2,21,15,19,0.11800000000000001,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.1283,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005623058265469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214688821015792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538885602996555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964832674831684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,k8y8s,2020/02/03,"For anyone who needs something to brighten their day, I have a whole bunch of fun cards and stickers that I’d love to send out to some people! I’m a college student with some extra time on my hands, and I love making people smile:)",8.558723404255321,5.708947531914897,7.885638297872344,80.38250000000002,63.04255319148936,9.4,34.138297872340424,3.1291,1.8597319148936164,182,5,37,0,2,57,37,47,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.9422,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,6,5,5,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297765483286043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193068806986212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931790900788347,0.0,0.21935430493686334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436652368401586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556431062086199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529853125977181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161913297726546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668889871587919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Swimming-Dish,2020/02/03,"There’s a lot of lonely men in here I just joined this page today, but it appears to be overwhelmingly men that are longing for a connection with a woman, but are not emotionally ready for a relationship. I would like to understand where you all are coming from that makes you feel like bringing a woman into your life will automatically make you happy. I don’t want this to come across as judge mental, I would really like to understand what makes you think that it will fix your lack of joy in life.",6.124570446735397,6.676480237113407,6.529432989690722,77.04439003436426,66.21649484536083,9.765635738831616,26.47594501718213,9.725611199111238,2.1315718213058417,401,10,78,8,6,130,64,97,0.096,0.703,0.201,0.9347,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,3,1,22,21,3,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,15,16,4,11,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,5,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33542092682533403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190030063603468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844244472060584,0.13908845537510087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725392731637812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750343277953786,0.2853509574261569,0.0,0.0,0.17229685291431215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552071365772034,0.0,0.0,0.3898765315037708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962043811041113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124725085603985,0.0,0.0,0.2090270253442741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475117739672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454585055343964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40536379273671946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483475880848618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766081198803891,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FrogBoy2020,2020/02/03,"A brief collection of my failed friendships. A bit of back story okay (sorry if scrambled I am on some good indica weed), here is why I am alone in life now. Lets start with freshman year of highschool. I was nerdy, preteeny, but I had my group. Kids in marching band. A few decent friends here and there. I stay out of trouble and generally make it out. My best friend is Tina (name changed). She loved me, and was there for me through MS and I really like her. I ask her out and she says yes, I am happy about this. Fast forward a few weeks and things dont work out but whatever. Sophomore year. It was this year that I first smoked marijuana in the basement of my childhood home. It felt cool, euphoric even. But it wasn't anything I did often at this point so it lasted. I tried again to date Tina, but there was a new girl lets name her, Mary. Mary shows me attention and genuinely likes me. Tina notices and nukes our friendships because she was ""jealous"" At the end of it I date Mary on and off for the next year, end up just as friends with Tina, whom gets a boyfriend. Sus close to win me and her broke up the second time. Eventually I eat a 1/4 of an oz of magic mushrooms and trip for the first time; it was delightfully awful. But taught me that if I was going to drugs I would have to respect them. They are as powerful and dangerous as they are fun. A few weeks after that I try them again and have a great time, I got into my roots and felt in tune with the earth and myself. I am starting to feel happy again. I end up meeting rose. Picture this: Cool fall night. Clesr skies. Marching nerd band meet, and youre there with another nonband nerd. Cute girl starts talking to you and things kinda go stagnant and stop Junior year. I start off the year with a medical emergency. I have a tic now, that is distracting. I get teased for it. Me and mary are long broken up. Friend pool constricts more now. I miss school and drop alot of classes mainly: All core classes Marching band As a result I am prescribed Xanax. 1mg 3 times per day. I was stoned 24/7. I would take them constantly and devoped a problem. Senior year. Friend group is gone now. My Xanax addiction shifted into over drive, I mainly used Kpins at this point. I started smoking hella weed too and still do. I try acid for the first time and suddenly get the confidence too talk to Rose again. We start to talk romantically and I am able to keep my benzo/drug use on the hush hush. Fastforward to Jan. I know my bezno beniges are keeping me from Rose. I decide I am done. I am done feeling sorry I am just done. I detox off of benzos cold turkey. It was the hardest most painful thing I have ever done. 2 days after that she broke up with me. I guess all I can think about is her last words: ""Frogboy2020, your depression is getting out of hand. Get some help""",1.3224743817461402,3.780472557726469,2.207893428063944,94.66023473152072,84.52397868561279,5.169766361524799,20.917311108074873,6.600413827977484,0.269425927039213,2202,69,468,24,65,688,279,563,0.10099999999999999,0.705,0.19399999999999998,0.9969,1,1,3,0,0,0,82.0,2,3,5,8,26,34,3,1,26,5,46,11,1,5,3,82,78,36,0,5,9,0,5,2,5,2,8,3,1,3,23,39,1,4,8,5,0,8,2,14,0,4,21,12,76,20,68,53,14,98,0,5,0,1,45,31,0,9,61,310,99,9,0.07148898218157163,0.0,0.0,0.07793354274800612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404102559114166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496243105656106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058829341079388274,0.0,0.06683254803654308,0.0,0.0,0.05497061454610865,0.0,0.04357902000114308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502327627985511,0.0,0.0780474530582228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562586404734306,0.0,0.0,0.07725419281207746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220895874235473,0.0,0.0615733555991559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926321968648713,0.08378455469464476,0.0,0.16580904616181735,0.0731510760157148,0.0,0.0,0.1899540574763496,0.0,0.0,0.04721779850227945,0.06466587720470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229395478915446,0.0,0.13728126772757576,0.0,0.0,0.18242547517044405,0.0,0.0,0.27616105148697245,0.0,0.18675021295471705,0.0,0.08125767207605608,0.059961566482115924,0.05717626969341023,0.0788168552334603,0.07875317361211769,0.0,0.0,0.15220270172901018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047917557833237735,0.0,0.07170927798343886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270853841665976,0.0,0.0,0.03928847500859165,0.11654612397065887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620465561477405,0.05049478229521924,0.06985181129189104,0.0,0.0,0.06326549960361559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452159753508223,0.0,0.04771945072724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720176285255591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690445044670063,0.0760293435749217,0.06708756698093968,0.0,0.0,0.08139068003950288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760693173892031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516039088539006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840530114983145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579767256552352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056850907988427235,0.0,0.07235066658235667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600521253261861,0.3036016172393302,0.07619774309380906,0.057091193516286026,0.059767990168516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053750817686935466,0.17238040776909433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424823095477542,0.04580725318336766,0.0,0.0,0.20842900204620124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560897872375445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348705484868693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468829871425172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450768701899924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204483045785262,0.0,0.0,0.10156744364537353,0.0,0.0,0.3222559246660803 lonely,loserhippiegirl,2020/02/03,"Having normal conversations? I realized today that it has been so long since I've had a casual conversation with friends (if I've ever even had a casual conversation with friends, I'm still not sure), that I don't even know how to do it. Like I am so devoid of social interaction that I don't even know what friends talk about or how to start conversations.",9.480380952380958,6.954560942857146,9.861428571428572,65.92023809523812,61.0,13.904761904761903,36.19047619047619,12.45797560212912,4.289333333333333,286,9,56,8,3,97,43,70,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,13,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594238783846002,0.2097305751000665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374032053899725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484830066628705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132750469591128,0.0,0.0,0.2051887361530229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271734965754135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179692475131868,0.0,0.0,0.23635199327077866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411164727921684,0.0,0.18516363446855494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852523401509827,0.0,0.0,0.18636022386763748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977609687495026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luckexpress10isaSCAM,2020/02/03,"31m looking for female Id love to find a fun female to chat with, im stuck home alot due to a stupid health thing and lonely and just would want to have someone to chat with like an online penpal type of thing, maybe play games together. Please pm me and tell me about yourself if interested",6.782,5.4552558666666675,6.566666666666666,83.60500000000003,65.33333333333334,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4698333333333338,232,5,50,2,3,73,46,60,0.11,0.628,0.261,0.8689,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,5,10,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155752376200664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041891987196697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870554954912643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091166403495689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980998599642086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403137840981388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258282884323538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874998871325956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141327219196097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424739976850642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012837619269684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380242102706395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879262819790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328954412382436,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,clouddey,2020/02/03,who wants to be friends/start a friend group?? does anyone wanna be friends? i really wanna make a bunch of new friends this year. what if some of us started a friend group?? that would be so cool i have no friends and it gets so lonely so bad.. let's just comment on this post and make friends,-0.532,1.6114164666666717,0.12333333333333485,104.86500000000002,101.0,3.066666666666667,17.666666666666664,4.935628992294339,-0.924633333333333,228,7,53,1,10,68,42,60,0.079,0.607,0.314,0.9520000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,11,11,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,6,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077150804751273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421597740548964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115052364485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8006693202174109,0.0,0.09024031765268904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662034163487633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058706727592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681635636972322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542030058301424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106503830619138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445075871318237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776376320004705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187613814374083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269702712404044,0.0,0.0,0.11122755343783924 lonely,Inayass,2020/02/03,Being lonely is so damn tiring... Like I’ll be happy one second and then the loneliness hits hard out of nowhere and I physically feel exhausted and panicky and my whole body aches. I just don’t to feel this way anymore...,2.0386046511627924,4.688440767441861,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,83.18604651162791,6.2306976744186064,22.55348837209302,7.554174236665415,1.2131525581395348,175,6,33,3,5,57,37,43,0.314,0.564,0.122,-0.8036,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,3,2,3,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329279575241498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688049175043421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33576362535301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534467789879573,0.2974291773392442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622106403311483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249887281055681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816138865605075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635459849221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706940473462602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Makesnosenseman,2020/02/03,"_Lost_Days: Coffee Enjoy the cup of black bean juice for what it is. Because just like life, the taste is bitter. You can cover it up with as much sugar and creamer as you want, but you'll only be masking the taste you know is there.  Drink it the way it is and you'll learn to enjoy the different tastes along with the bitterness. -takes a sip- ......... As for me, I still feel like I have some hope left. -adds a little sugar- How bittersweet.....",0.32305039787798506,2.75683622988506,1.397011494252876,96.96644562334221,94.7471264367816,4.056233421750664,14.738284703801945,5.8734145424116955,-0.7138622458001764,340,7,71,3,13,106,61,87,0.057,0.772,0.171,0.8735,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,0,4,7,2,0,8,0,9,7,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,8,5,11,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,3,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041958018598472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092239682698292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993634058815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965050811952268,0.21143987311081586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939633871672193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265648394598428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215705158829693,0.0,0.20905122288310266,0.2891904055709156,0.2966380750751491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757081725553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509729335078046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636073427660734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225313915153652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745698215261372,0.23492592751813765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Difficult-Function,2020/02/03,"I'm legitimately so lonely and need help I have friends, but they're not the kind I feel comfortable texting often. I have a guy I'm seeing, but he's really busy with work and doesn't look at his phone when hanging out with people, so we don't text often either. Plus, we can only hang out once a week for a few hours. The majority of the day I have no one to talk to. I find friends on reddit, but they rarely ever mesh with me. I've exhausted myself looking for someone to fill the void on reddit and tinder to no avail. There's no one who will sit there on a silent call with me and comfort me in the painful loneliness that I've surrounded myself in. I know I get social interaction and people with less interaction are pretty content with themselves and don't feel lonely. BUT, I get so godang lonely. It's actually insane. I wish I had a person with me 24/7, talking to me and doing their own thing while I sit nearby. My clinginess is insane levels like my ex and I used to talk for 10 hours a day or just sit on a silent call together while I did something on my own. Now that we're not together, I find myself being filled with anxiety because I am alone. I wish there was someone to fill the void, but I know that's not what the answer is supposed to be. I'm supposed to be more comfortable being alone and all that but...gosh I really wish I had someone with me right now or someone normal to text. Frankly, I just want to kill myself because I want attention like that. I don't want this icky feeling to always stick with me. I want to better understand how to live though. Is not texting that much and hanging out only once a week normal for a relationship with a guy? (I'm a girl) What do I do to stop myself from feeling so lonely. I have hobbies, I only ever fully enjoy them when someone else is near me. Coffee Shops don't help because they're not people who are there with me for me. Someone please help.",3.228931297709927,4.547380379134861,4.651824427480918,85.04384351145039,73.4529262086514,7.07206106870229,24.55038167938931,7.554174236665415,1.1322665648854957,1511,45,307,18,30,504,169,393,0.14400000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.162,0.5609,0,10,1,0,0,1,40.0,2,0,3,2,20,17,1,0,18,0,29,2,0,2,3,72,54,28,1,10,15,1,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,4,13,28,0,1,11,1,1,6,13,7,0,2,4,7,50,10,47,45,9,39,0,4,3,0,29,15,0,4,17,214,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.08300847554491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761976537432361,0.0,0.0,0.07077859760159086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507238052398838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555594553558487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523063848087264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371611446863205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971621513069348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105858629830443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538873313780766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720400968512866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549069205679508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314377507301605,0.0,0.0888830188289764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844998148438695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710462786525563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753834318840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410876517847977,0.08857923288895694,0.09349596470867676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311422728873569,0.0,0.0751115160434234,0.0,0.14286171570505832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253053354613566,0.06307257289754434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666858689112798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117701824037885,0.11528075006050602,0.19408099896711334,0.09051222034551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691433996261155,0.07427306667862284,0.0,0.09337279544940387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653887817425471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898609775485946,0.0,0.0,0.09132501175389324,0.0,0.07264268790826131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778359197380547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671024120583194,0.4324377578234086,0.06548506786503501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711158412012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051094184455124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565115723384293,0.0,0.08357321859379778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885527913802313,0.0,0.07346646389040598,0.0,0.0,0.20068765138225747,0.0,0.1364635955803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29345213302203266,0.0,0.0,0.0619263235680738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jxm240,2020/02/03,"venting I feel so lonely,just lonely.I find myself sitting on my bed for hours,sometimes not leaving my house for 2-3 days.Tired,by myself.I got used to it,but i would like to go socialize ya know.I dont think im boring,just my destiny i guess.",-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333323,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.77777777777777,4.340740740740742,20.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.1746444444444446,192,6,43,1,6,66,41,54,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3612,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33176437009024395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313233781195606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587274323767226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608792962471605,0.0,0.22640269639287816,0.0,0.3118414501485897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326633082067764,0.0,0.0,0.30577195223538833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555718259831585,0.0,0.0,0.2997378816240856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829722111298667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856155659474136,0.0,0.0,0.2799705890139703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138443957040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444878123150818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108992096151507,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlapsiBoi,2020/02/03,"Hi 3rd time i got rejected, what can i do to not?",-1.2999999999999972,-0.6268576666666625,2.8566666666666656,95.955,84.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,0.8272333333333335,36,1,11,1,1,14,11,12,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8080427125611203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891239043502368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darknightt108,2020/02/03,I feel lonely even though I have friends and family who love me and talk to me but iv never had a S/O and all my friends have had someone and I just feel really alone when it comes to that I’m 22 and iv got friends to hang with and family but I just still feel alone. When I see my friends be with their S/O I just get kinda down like yeah I have friends and I shouldn’t feel lonely but I do.,-2.1633386837881226,-0.3709974382022452,0.1477126805778486,105.32632022471913,102.03370786516857,3.891171749598717,13.098715890850725,5.773587663045528,-1.261523916532905,304,6,81,3,14,100,48,89,0.10800000000000001,0.628,0.264,0.9486,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,2,24,18,13,0,1,6,0,4,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,14,7,6,13,1,7,0,2,1,1,9,1,0,1,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35209623215492153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642280158464882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227025024685737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204842132192076,0.0,0.3437881753475457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566310023407996,0.0,0.0888075844580845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594861069922787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304368884921941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341367305044934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109912892822612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889360204726067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545212906570658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144023583682358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574632418865878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662356238370058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670045812234059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DutyPT,2020/02/03,"i feel like life is a game meant to be played in multiplayer but then theres me playing it solo having a hard time I look at other people living happily with their friends, always happy and having friends to help them on their hard days. Then theres me who spends all weekends inside a room with no one to talk thinking about how useless my life is in this world.",9.447625570776252,6.341592575342468,8.609589041095889,76.67639269406395,61.602739726027394,10.829223744292236,35.29223744292237,7.793537801064563,2.546957990867579,290,8,58,2,3,91,56,73,0.106,0.5920000000000001,0.301,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,8,6,10,7,1,11,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405960038456812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591038790273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007757863968006,0.1837854549760004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975144090183591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738563543946168,0.4609059979550169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724348851976064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634184370771356,0.12568346140344436,0.0,0.22716388362253884,0.0,0.21603226688819852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432495221854005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835058524266412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677456008524012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648407974250465,0.0,0.0,0.15000944399031332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alonef,2020/02/04,"Why i am so alone? In the last 10 days I have been going through a lot of stress and sadness. So 10 days ago I asked a girl (friend of 9 years) on a date, she accepted and the other day we went to play bowling and eat pizza, at the end we kissed and I sent her home. The other day I was happy and very productive at work so i got home early. After relaxing my cousin called me and said he wanted some help with a math exam (pretty hard) so i didn't have any other solution and started helping him cheating on it. On Thursday I got a call from my boss telling me that he wants to talk face to face in the next morning. The next day I go to work 30 minutes early and start talking with my boss about the work I need to finish today. Everything went good and finished everything at the time, so I go and talk to my boss again. At the end my boss tells me you are fired because we don't have the budget to keep you. The next day after my cousin ""finished"" the exam he tells me that I suck and I am evil for not helping him out getting the best grade. And yesterday my crush sends a video accidentally to me. She deleted it but it was to late because i saw the video. The fu**king bi*ch was getting fu**ed by someone i really hate. :-( Why why why are you doing this to me why? That mf killed my little brother, he killed my little brother. And you the only friend I had for 9 years, the only one, hurted me so hard this way. Why? Why i need to suffer more? :-(",2.5357684029272463,3.6485886666666687,3.8791792222700536,90.71496340938444,74.87458745874586,6.4576840292724915,23.40493614578849,6.7026698264267655,0.5421667097144489,1118,31,249,9,23,368,147,303,0.157,0.7659999999999999,0.077,-0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,4,0,4,8,19,6,1,23,0,15,5,2,4,0,33,37,20,2,4,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,11,19,2,1,1,4,1,7,3,10,0,1,13,5,45,9,33,24,4,51,0,3,1,1,38,12,1,2,31,154,56,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078695617287505,0.0,0.0,0.08270606719079594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054304381415223486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465397952434279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735816940803683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380327094790678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308249661829813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900059567452554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817119665716592,0.0,0.0,0.14145628872977042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353769232551444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233921021347658,0.0,0.08344225670680704,0.0,0.13615091969959162,0.06697888510783379,0.12773524853896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500751289786458,0.14306943014879486,0.0788406329650299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057608843746582,0.0,0.1602028690378196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548681174594579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097911082358271,0.17669624290086158,0.0,0.0,0.06509277446514311,0.09008032144542827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007209381747453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678901692398014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184234713945146,0.0,0.0,0.2547812357260985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411205687337691,0.1214671955047496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124160703440432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115738678854051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596073161708203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676611852174052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304406601680254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147404214297428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255413432621646,0.2093913065064132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046564301102296125,0.0,0.07569354161005172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588903301653291,0.09420151759666204,0.06338546577392977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805343276458555,0.5043992756750988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440695386433416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284846405960893 lonely,gucci_umbrellaa,2020/02/04,Poser friends Just realizing that my closest friends are really selfish posers who only invite me over when they need something from me. Never ask how I am or how I’ve been doing but won’t hesitate to text me asking to hang and seeing if I have any money for weed or whatever else may be of shortage at the time. Most lonely I’ve felt in a long time mostly spending the weekends by myself. Just wish I had my group of tight friends back with no issues but it seems I’m just not fitting in anymore :/,7.183564356435647,5.846368742574255,7.476118811881187,77.44091089108912,64.54455445544555,9.664158415841584,34.061386138613855,8.238735603445708,2.573628118811881,397,14,77,4,5,130,80,101,0.15,0.7340000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5908,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,23,17,9,0,3,9,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,10,3,12,11,2,14,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,7,7,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474509155572561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503575455828228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054110310801222,0.0,0.0,0.16672784576506328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113251200199704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081895047118032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025638251871832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631277396402066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188652968967015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077569457125396,0.16723161988494709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490795696944074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389059836960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727843590244176,0.19739265701706168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669252860058388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528690558987764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934224361235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,phung_times,2020/02/04,"Questions Can people sense somethings off when you’re a weirdo trying to pass as normal? Why do I feel like most people around me are so normal and I’m the only one who’s not? Why do people adhere to societal norms so strongly without thinking about it? Why do we have so many fears about things that aren’t going to kill us? What does it mean to truly connect with someone? How do I truly become happy from within? How can I be happy with myself and accepting of my glaring flaws? Why are there so many options in life? What is the person I want to become? Where did my passion go? How do I develop better habits and resolve? Why do I hate the world sometimes? What’s causing all this negativity? Is something in me out of balance? How would my life change for the better if I ate, slept, and exercised properly? Will my anxiety every go away? Will I ever become a better person? What does the ideal me even look like? How do I deal with uncertainty ? How should I deal with stagnation? Should I have kids? Should I get married? What if the person I’m with isn’t my soul mate? Could I be smarter, prettier, weather, if I put my mine to it? Could I be organized? Could I have meaningful, strong connections with people?",1.7391596638655464,4.336564554621852,3.1939075630252134,87.30329831932775,84.12605042016807,5.5848739495798325,21.525210084033613,7.021680442328713,0.8193932773109243,956,31,180,13,28,312,131,238,0.084,0.7070000000000001,0.209,0.9833,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,7,18,16,2,1,8,0,31,6,1,7,2,47,45,19,1,14,5,0,1,2,1,6,3,0,0,5,12,13,1,0,7,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,3,2,29,13,27,30,2,16,1,0,1,1,12,9,0,6,4,134,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326516189040631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525720334383051,0.0,0.0,0.08998075506646212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173172732093321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25410711255850976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983840161673387,0.10131386140457348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293979585318264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747303294189789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762108835308545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325636808981472,0.08663107262643563,0.08069186883208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776989677562593,0.04842509773714263,0.06841939028194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003681063590707,0.0,0.16328795638522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390171567125825,0.0,0.09455482096913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595730263111873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529290381156805,0.09357852392476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804241879948883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941951385692497,0.0,0.10432356243528644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876720518335119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489744764229788,0.07283876658923154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655844185346174,0.25087271483637674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627710744495203,0.10728633005600666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114713205852576,0.1474596152746364,0.09472075523798516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362652576587592,0.06136669985599943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502276293749107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152016786582578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648868671135456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320957482271638,0.0,0.0,0.09232059383206556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803353613429375,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pramodia31,2020/02/04,"Is it bad to change your life? So yesterday, I had a little conflict with my friend. She said that I am different than I was. She said that I was better in the junior highschool than me in the highschool. I keep thinking about her words. Maybe she is true about myself? You know what? I just want to change myself to be more like a low-key person who don't want to draw any attention from a lot of people. What do you think about that? Is she right?",0.9860869565217384,3.22436282608696,1.9784347826086977,97.26439130434784,83.78260869565217,4.984347826086957,16.808695652173913,6.2581,-0.4913252173913043,348,7,78,3,10,109,61,92,0.059000000000000004,0.779,0.163,0.8292,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,18,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,18,4,14,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,2,58,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735228882375215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809217679218228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916390491542062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584450675990325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263882592656617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740922369879746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259835331809247,0.0,0.0,0.11908364822054215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305004560502275,0.10586066933919186,0.21717390739122724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184216661076121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176878158587171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022113585986582,0.18919977503151367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185046623554636,0.4122314764593191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776842228080669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561122080377513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tait4785,2020/02/04,"How much more How much longer do you carry on feeling down, alone and empty?",4.91,5.746114666666667,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,69.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.11833333333333318,60,1,12,0,1,18,13,15,0.22,0.6940000000000001,0.087,-0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544038343496877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706610653716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7870063380623238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dominykas986,2020/02/04,"Being depressed in uni Since i was about 15 i was severely verbally bullied for about 2 years in high school. I thought that maybe i could just wait it out until they get bored of me and just leave me alone. Though that did work it actually scarred me more than i thought and even when the bullying stopped, the self hatred and anxiety stayed. And for a while i had hope from advice that moving to another city and studying at uni would change something. Fast forward a few years and I am in a new city with new people. But eventually the results ended up being the same. I had anxiety preventing me from making any friends. Even though at lectures it feels like we're talking and having fun, none of them want to get any close to me than just being acquaintances. The only few friends I have here are the ones i knew from my hometown. And I'm not too fond of them either. 1.5 years have passed since i started studying I'm exactly at the same spot i was. I feel like I'm only 20 years old but im already having an existential crysis, i feel like im wasting my life being miserable and not being able to change it no matter what i do. On top of that i have skin eczema witch has no cure and gets worse because of stress, which in turn causes more stress because it affects my face and gives even more anxiety while talking to people and it just keeps getting worse. Well anyway sorry if you had to read all this i just had to vent and tell someone.",5.7796193771626285,5.815407723183391,5.861453287197232,83.3177162629758,66.92387543252596,8.876124567474049,30.494809688581313,8.4952907291091,2.0856352941176466,1148,39,233,15,17,363,159,289,0.19399999999999998,0.738,0.068,-0.9871,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,2,17,15,0,3,11,0,24,3,2,4,2,50,45,22,0,5,11,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,13,16,0,4,6,1,0,3,5,6,1,1,11,4,29,9,33,27,10,32,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,2,19,158,42,4,0.09726623028063827,0.0,0.09491780993150392,0.0,0.0,0.09504743451319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073848061049977,0.1073357037927196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228874398398366,0.10199212324809806,0.22322519980592576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858518237313473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991921171445332,0.2057895491900652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765917025389837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377526161511037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614900988196834,0.0,0.0,0.19273028328208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475421856593293,0.20846104304159926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029529647100956,0.0,0.20327036322410166,0.09330663108012477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027671125781046,0.0,0.09660731346984107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101284393440114,0.0,0.0,0.08645469458675621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029908937322404,0.0,0.0,0.06870201495138308,0.14255810102416394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492596399698222,0.0,0.09771700178682403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337860968818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788066261856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020645467384726,0.0,0.06591011490798564,0.1479507022252504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348643142321227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729255190391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843861784020824,0.0,0.0,0.10146989115930677,0.10988315448539453,0.0,0.1609192616192677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241336127593726,0.07488029606810054,0.0,0.10888158149561274,0.0688455384191756,0.1036728597954199,0.0,0.08131892380809974,0.2228362763163656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635782304051501,0.08501497244791803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112715480620404,0.1544370441989476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105797727844198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737014270064982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874540222269532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081097407951628,0.0,0.19824519668499568,0.06909513928688492,0.0,0.0,0.25054505320842074 lonely,baheegbadry,2020/02/04,"Just wanted to get this off my chest. I have spent the last 5 years walking alone in my university campus. It got worse as I started smoking while just standing there alone. I know its dumb, but I kinda love cigarettes now. At least when I finish a class I have something to do ya know. And like, I don't suffer from anxiety or anything like that. Like I am decent looking and my social skills are good. I was the funny guy back in high-school. Like not the class clown but the guy that would say something that would make you fall out of your seat. I am still like that, whenever I talk to someone I can hold up a conversation and show that funny side of me. However it never worked out. Most of the people that know me are acquaintances that wouldn't hangout. On many occasions it feels like I am getting somewhere with somebody but nahh...BUT THEN I met two people. My middle school bully out of everybody and a chick from work. I started hanging out with people after not going out with anyone for 9 months. He considers me his best friend. I am in the process of throwing company away tho, because I feel like I am not being myself. I feel like the guy they know is just someone that adapted to their liking so he could just have some company. And now, I don't have the energy to hold up a conversation. I feel drained all the time whenever I am around them. For some reason loneliness feels like home. Its like I am OK with being lonely rather than feel desperate (I got him a phone, when his phone was stolen, and drove him, and his girlfriend everywhere, so they can make out....just in the hopes that we would remain friends). They are decent people but I am fucked up I guess. They would give me advice all the time about ""how I should be more outgoing"" and ""try to initiate convos"". Which I did lol. It just hasn't worked out.",3.357666666666667,5.187661655555555,3.905555555555559,88.435,74.1111111111111,7.022222222222222,23.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0763166666666666,1436,42,291,20,30,452,184,360,0.092,0.7020000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9939,1,4,3,0,0,0,49.0,1,3,6,5,19,22,2,0,16,2,35,3,1,4,3,67,64,22,0,10,14,0,6,11,3,6,0,1,1,4,17,20,0,2,11,2,1,6,8,4,0,1,8,8,52,18,41,46,8,45,0,2,1,2,34,20,2,7,29,206,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533351282228101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088585916918895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680380362169208,0.0,0.0,0.06106005213960788,0.0,0.07186148368787289,0.07773824997528214,0.0,0.0,0.0820452249895134,0.06714795454171031,0.0,0.05323284227711418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164277290340933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972234268678554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649265191905833,0.2495415498650061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493500034192976,0.08073106007416024,0.09124798704675027,0.083770620853258,0.04962912017430288,0.07324452479994845,0.13968443285338747,0.0,0.09619893401930764,0.2593980593428334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226423378818416,0.08759464266516341,0.08673397093701049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196734514781127,0.07118197512445608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692913583751872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333146508679292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881471462557854,0.0,0.11658096001457745,0.08853439729426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970241763304368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735084447617821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421621529657888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978520527293456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944477912030368,0.0,0.17675622915437958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901739691801447,0.14798130338154922,0.1344549432057829,0.0,0.0,0.1236189417534258,0.0,0.06973829378873002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018896599170986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184045617924138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928831349221088,0.0,0.08530436948287858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150686952084325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072211245429654,0.0,0.08899219174046365,0.2481342493668757,0.0,0.0,0.05623478850329183 lonely,mysticrectangle,2020/02/04,"Is it too late to make a best friend in my late 20s? I went through a severe mental breakdown that made me realize my old best friends were no longer being true and were not as supportive as they should have been (or at all, they sort of abandoned me). Since then anytime I develop closer, promising friendships, they do the same thing and abandon me because something comes up and they’re too lazy to put the same effort. I’ve lost faith at this point and I’m already 25, with a broken support system and still somehow trying to recover. I notice other people in my treatment program have best friends at least they can rely on from the past, whereas I am literally having to struggle and build totally new relationships at a time where people are not being receptive and putting effort. They just want to cling on to their own old friends. So I feel I do not belong anywhere or that I do not deserve love and belonging. Is it too late for me to find a healthy loving and reciprocal relationship in my life if I don’t even think I’ve ever gotten to experience it? I’m working on self love and spirituality but I feel so alone and like I’m being punished :’(",5.906247619047619,6.452532453333332,6.3587460317460325,78.09850000000002,66.6888888888889,8.739682539682539,32.96031746031746,8.634040054169528,2.6208984126984127,922,38,172,13,14,299,137,225,0.11699999999999999,0.738,0.146,0.716,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,7,11,21,1,1,8,0,19,4,0,2,4,41,37,20,0,3,9,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,8,13,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,7,2,23,16,26,26,9,30,1,3,0,3,16,14,0,5,12,125,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372915980240113,0.12117712452249417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693863692691747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34571377592933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459085715412437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252790609677606,0.09932866034281218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741441669369224,0.0,0.0,0.11104560844909457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003635711885411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393530989610564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37160850300444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756144811596867,0.05364720265201927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986965576825855,0.0,0.29732112777425523,0.10390407016320784,0.07329845844397335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066179299955722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605435863850626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501844190751155,0.23045245621799734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482525617493542,0.152255672827248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380513756550803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207770448699232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578785835253255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145548890240682,0.124053080415021,0.0,0.0908352613076566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453644631098893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876937268073218,0.0,0.0,0.11479636278477265,0.0,0.0,0.24922023791088702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295231808850232,0.07036126763246175,0.0,0.0,0.06403059679930591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455320289314282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476828008073716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017941795934618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994236698874346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Madenmannn,2020/02/04,"Is it normal to be a different person in School? Im 14 and i go into 8th grade. I dont have any friends i can hold on to and always just follow the others. I am acting very childish in School, and make jokes on 3rd grader Niveau. But i dont do that with my internet friends. I act normal with them and dont do horrible jokes. Its like im a different person in school I tried not to do it but its really hard. I have the feeling noone understands me. My family moved many times and maybe thats the reason? My school personality stoped evolving after 3rd grade. I had many friends in first grade, then we moved. On the new school i got bullied, and went to a new one. Inwasnt bullied there but noone liked me (even the teachers) Then i finished 4th grad there and went to 5th grade on a new school and had friends there, but we moved again. On new school i didnt have any friends, so changed cuz i didnt wanna have a part 2 from 2-4 grade. But now i dont have friends either :( Im giving that „life story“ so you guys can relate better and maybe understand me better than i do. Idk... Thanks for help :)",0.7098684210526294,2.901262671052635,2.251010526315792,95.16767368421054,84.5701754385965,5.4023859649122805,18.769122807017546,6.742157984588678,-0.003644771929825375,851,22,192,10,25,276,112,228,0.147,0.713,0.14,-0.5926,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,1,3,9,13,0,0,10,0,22,0,0,3,0,32,33,19,0,3,8,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,14,0,1,4,2,0,9,7,0,0,2,7,2,25,13,22,25,2,33,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,16,118,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188695135996574,0.0,0.0,0.1011567244486667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155939852473952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868015106544178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541458462407284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486733806412368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912477451908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701152561640505,0.0,0.03760683831901771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326435241612645,0.0,0.0,0.34477717679946995,0.0,0.0,0.07134842228563545,0.04226970491317538,0.0,0.059485436543504924,0.0,0.0,0.07364412522972248,0.0,0.0,0.06662646063459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985279489363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101715683524844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052534105217195516,0.07267290276776422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964668687459869,0.1508115733323854,0.14944176694120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715037014895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873319655985329,0.0,0.0,0.14574575664486092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039923376197657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054216993359306,0.0,0.0,0.19482727069992595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476472942331642,0.07647111452160921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269087518755641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847560645631418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336935669825391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049655338063405,0.0,0.0,0.15485648144049666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136814915613833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789495351518635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GrohkNak,2020/02/04,"Just find out that a girl I like has a big crush on somebody We actually liked eachother and started talking about our future and what not, but then some things happened and we just stopped. Sure we still talk to eachother and still like eachother, but seeing her being happy with someone else other than me makes me feel like shit.",9.186720430107528,8.088847241935486,7.315161290322582,79.42607526881723,60.45161290322582,8.911827956989248,36.79569892473119,6.42735559955562,2.452886021505376,267,10,48,1,3,78,48,62,0.111,0.652,0.237,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,4,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,20,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,6,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,10,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.22097331727454766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916202751705236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449514840473247,0.1617691777642718,0.0,0.0,0.2069625649883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024063498888714,0.2410501814832044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44250966894976107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115082882774322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044380500797547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324379757085272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918623474565145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027579033919784,0.0,0.3616714395174353,0.18931444334882244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134175433096364,0.0,0.0,0.3640086814479018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043704298925706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Naysonic,2020/02/04,"Idk whats happening I feel lonely, but it's not because I dotn't have friends. I have, in fact, some friends, but I dont't feel like I am related to them. Right now if i could the only thing I would want woulde be to go make a shed in some canada-alaska type forests, not go to the mall or hang out. Idk i feel different but I still want to mantain the friendships I have regardless of the lack of common things that make that friendship. I don't know whats happening I'm just sad that I don't understand what I have to do.",2.236565656565656,3.6942268181818174,3.4439393939393947,92.14035353535354,76.27272727272728,7.070707070707071,24.040404040404038,7.793537801064563,0.9921919191919186,410,13,93,6,9,133,65,110,0.168,0.708,0.12300000000000001,-0.601,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,2,1,26,26,5,0,8,8,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,3,14,3,10,22,3,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125426865974601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427931625530204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149710867541804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411443422121743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121090439117939,0.1469920315689609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179329428826332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338716002476473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638984650409219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307804280866865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052192285142404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746872761521729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648660758022867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571438507794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431690013472972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733901090162043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419911256537089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272028108254876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292326127140008,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jan_Shnaider,2020/02/04,"Not sure how to find any new friends. So today 5 other friends have turned their back on me and started to collectively bully me after two years of friendship and I had to drop communication with them. Now I'm absolutely clueless as to how I'm supposed to find new friends outside my RL circle of like 2 friends I rarely talk with. These were my online friends and they were the only friends I've had the last two years and finding new friends is a nightmare for me as I'm a squeaker and many people don't like the tone of my voice or my immaturity that comes with a young age. They were the only ones that accepted me for the longest time, as most people usually never write to me again or even insult me for being 'obnoxious' or a 'little kid'. Now I'm having an existential crisis as me playing videogames with those 5 former friends was 8-10 hours of every day last 2 years and they left a giant void in me which needs to be filled with new friends but I'm having too much trouble with socializing or generally finding friends as I try to be funny too often. Can someone spare any advice other than ""just socialize""? I've grown too afraid of the consequences of my own methods of finding friends, so much advice is needed.",8.638155413051678,6.70971134439834,8.377781969068277,74.02050924179558,62.11203319502075,10.755337608449645,38.09166352319879,9.095868883498916,3.2996937759336102,978,39,188,12,11,315,132,241,0.061,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.9624,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,14,19,1,1,12,0,16,0,0,2,2,36,26,20,0,2,7,0,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,13,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,3,0,3,6,1,21,16,33,17,4,33,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,6,26,123,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820905767026916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009911857844082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224643906699826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973224953799395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220679611443101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346747242355508,0.0,0.06820483694952148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36993943184383205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6879692514482455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797205783463083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319719865629189,0.0,0.0,0.0879536635013806,0.0,0.0,0.07909728772730179,0.08113432092870153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207176233622289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190168221490693,0.12004850695049205,0.0624345188980126,0.3127325081375381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485459562343068,0.12313399778014066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224267218411492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503901007790406,0.06858964838811878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057297642034662574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762955027368349,0.0,0.0,0.0650654695976581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720326771963492,0.0,0.07673222672057696,0.0,0.0,0.0549605184307673,0.08805160766102847,0.15815502567144793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915625722880731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563896633891358 lonely,anheba,2020/02/04,My ex girlfriend just told me that she is dating with someone. I fought 1 Year trying to be with she again but at the end i lost... the pain is horrible... but at least i tried till the end (sorry for my english 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lonely,owowowowoowwie,2020/02/04,"struggling in uni due to depression. i am incredibly lonely ive made a handful of friends since being in a new city for 5 months, and i dont interact with them often. they dont text me, and i dont text them. for the past two weeks back from the holidays ive just been in my room. i find it hard to even get up to shower. i have classes only once a week so being cooped up in my room is all i do. people living in my dorms (especially my hall) often party and are so close with one another. i just dont know how to make friends. being like this is sucking the life out of me. i try so hard to be grateful for the little things i have but every day its getting harder. when i go back home for the holidays, i have to pretend like my life in college is perfectly fine even though im sure everyone at home knows i dont talk to anyone at college. i dont feel fine. i dont want to make plans because my eating disorder makes me scared to. im afraid that i have to go out and eat. i need to seek help but i cannot deal with not losing weight or being skinny. my anxiety also makes me so nervous when i have to interact with people. i once went on a kind of tinder date and the guy didnt even text me again afterwards. the very few friends i have back home tell me im pretty and im interesting etc but i find it so hard to believe.",0.7154166666666661,2.4131899861111097,3.0741666666666667,92.02083333333336,81.43055555555556,6.211111111111111,20.73611111111111,7.242747475848597,0.4414527777777773,1028,29,239,14,27,354,144,288,0.08900000000000001,0.742,0.16899999999999998,0.9787,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,21,19,1,4,11,0,29,7,2,6,3,38,45,20,0,2,7,0,6,2,3,0,2,0,7,1,6,13,4,0,5,3,0,3,10,8,0,2,4,6,39,11,38,36,3,36,0,3,0,0,13,18,1,3,17,158,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943553439613266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793343535154447,0.05685637323055118,0.0,0.0,0.05196789592380588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144783491872367,0.0,0.045306197919064026,0.0,0.0,0.08373580636742592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793174943564992,0.07662305094410543,0.06401370740423014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517982048993986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097364585572729,0.0,0.0,0.1521005808700398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288903572920725,0.14726757904541993,0.0,0.06261976214357567,0.07101816409594959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037579599357023014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585851247902034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722637258370301,0.0,0.07766069185889755,0.0,0.08447817719222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359078414554919,0.0,0.0,0.19973460751884048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498166860781615,0.0,0.22365404781009146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211234480000459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739526178474232,0.08169120942282612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499210861039307,0.07262026514851679,0.07449049225051288,0.06562797235461677,0.0,0.0,0.08314766788644337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703255785227623,0.1984429093798623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932336868808522,0.0,0.0,0.05510906034783758,0.0,0.07178096213553763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830169554156628,0.050362729156049335,0.05652547530086925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094906650643859,0.10305148064103578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561252126952389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440961038738113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614801931405881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769782851111744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004790932263415,0.0,0.0,0.05973746749047819,0.06496098569363498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937644854616262,0.0,0.0730213044333877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050459978285255634,0.0,0.07260210955923015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132369966883047,0.043837231394762144,0.0,0.11923376800149088,0.09050456617068506,0.0,0.06889753749699648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OppositionMemorialCe,2020/02/04,"How bad has your loneliness ever gotten? I'm curious to hear your stories. I fortunately cured my loneliness. I suffered from anxiety at one point and finally managed to secure a friendship. He and I were incredibly close. His friendship allowed me to have a ROUTINE. I was too anxious to look for a job, so I remained dormant. Having him was allowing me to have an outlet. We saw each other every night at the gym and spent two or three hours afterwards just talking by the pool or walking outside at night. I felt whole. Unfortunately, he abandoned me. He ended up moving and never told me until he was finally out of the state. My world came crashing down. I was back to having no friends. Anxiety came back. I was in my room all day long. No responsibilities, no friends, no relationship, etc.. I remember it getting so bad that I would wake up every morning with this feeling of impending doom. I had nothing going on in my life. Emptiness. I felt like I was losing my mind. Horrible feeling. It went on like this for months, until I finally managed to make a friend. I got lucky. He and I became even closer than my previous friendship. I had re established a routine. That feeling of impending doom evaporated. I would wake up feeling good knowing that, although I was unemployed, I HAD something to do later. I would see him at the gym also. I ended up making a few more friends and I felt amazing. I would see at least one of them every day of the week. It's amazing how one's sanity is so dependent on social interactions. I never felt that dread or impending doom again. I had a purpose. That's when I realized....I better hurry up and get a job ASAP, because these few friends I do have will eventually leave. I cannot depend on them forever. Once they leave, I'll have no one again and end up in my room, alone....pulling hair out of my head. I realized that no matter how nervous I got about working, it could never compare to the feelings I had of being completely alone and wondering if I was losing my mind due to lack of stimulation. There's a reason solitary confinement is considered unbearable torture. Isolation kills the human spirit. I managed to land a great paying job and now have a ton of friends. I can afford to lose a few now because I do in fact have OPTIONS now. What an amazing feeling to be on the other side of the fence. I will never go back to that hell of a life I previously had to endure.",2.730902891434809,5.174396525641028,4.53101109292599,80.31280687397711,78.40170940170941,7.3163120567375906,28.76086561192945,8.332992426153591,2.4375987815966544,1906,88,344,39,47,644,225,468,0.16899999999999998,0.684,0.147,-0.8551,7,3,1,0,0,0,65.0,1,2,3,5,22,31,3,2,24,0,40,6,4,11,7,69,72,25,1,7,5,0,11,2,6,6,2,1,2,1,17,18,0,4,15,3,2,7,11,15,0,6,28,16,60,16,58,35,11,72,5,8,4,0,27,31,1,9,35,262,77,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495369418195573,0.0,0.057874417150840025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107259990327564,0.08175771867049997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694463368600929,0.12085217640684365,0.0882323958058681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400555455778947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554444217754466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587877040144538,0.0,0.0,0.057781710249741824,0.0,0.0,0.0933455748246404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922955310117607,0.0,0.0807118953293228,0.047799829900093765,0.06546298278976043,0.18292502656892864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195552642014746,0.0,0.2779469375528201,0.2378340268298344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547818927994444,0.0,0.07562087768755951,0.0,0.0822592968438707,0.0607006842610407,0.1157621088808263,0.07978839321019687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427269676191119,0.0,0.08156646715351874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071270062184796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215448748779445,0.0,0.0800668959566102,0.0,0.03977276539807559,0.0,0.0,0.153259169793912,0.0,0.0,0.10223441503471313,0.07071284142577411,0.0,0.0,0.06404534339844936,0.060772735174275866,0.2428912029783639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661533150801273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461465289013517,0.0,0.057765197556139486,0.07691806198153547,0.0,0.0,0.22326541711774908,0.0,0.0,0.13582904717361002,0.0,0.06944115196484976,0.0,0.0,0.07707189357797721,0.1961596627771973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841322444586166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744086115852439,0.0,0.07769850343342155,0.08198132087979297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533934795210908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377229791330338,0.0,0.05571411021616822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816841975435553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915282071466047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069516270615511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805100347708636,0.0,0.0,0.06708789390520344,0.0,0.08079873593360389,0.0,0.0,0.07848238714223121,0.05268636238821,0.0,0.0,0.2056388346611222,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,linglingTYTRACK,2020/02/04,"Spot on I just watched it and I guess it kinda helped so wanted to share(?). There are so many uncertainties it’s difficult to understand what I feel sometimes. I find myself questioning my goals and decisions and if anything is worth it at all. I don’t know why I am here and I’m starting to lose my passion/motivation as time passes. [4 possible reasons why you feel empty ](https://youtu.be/_by5mfkBni4)",2.9558108108108105,6.024584851351353,3.879783783783784,80.42670270270273,85.62162162162161,7.284324324324325,26.318918918918918,8.238735603445708,2.433361081081081,325,14,56,8,10,104,56,74,0.156,0.8170000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8008,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,18,12,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,1,6,12,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,4,2,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003524754716146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620831268693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225242930601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682061875066931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319069964574326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338030153160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237713233295346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468371755214177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744722954275168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272738595602276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503244744471539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407949432561341,0.0,0.1723270918191455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419674800153953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345758051148665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360305803198845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439381932351197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontwannausemymain69,2020/02/04,"I don't really enjoy living anymore, I just do it because I have to, I don't really know what to do with myself I'm (19m) and earlier in my life I suffered damage to the part of my brain that helps manage emotions, but I'm a completely normal person other than the fact that I struggle with depression. I was always the guy in the group to be made fun of because I'm not too masculine and kinda emotional, but after a while I just ended up taking those ""jokes"" as truth and ended up isolating myself from everyone. I just moved so now the one friend I had is gone. I've never even been on a date and the only girl who's ever shown interest in me sent me a photo of her cutting herself, writing something to me in her blood and stopped talking to me right before I was planning on visiting her (she's two hours away). It's a long story but I didn't do anything wrong and my therapist says she wasn't a good person. I tried asking a girl out who I thought was flirting but she ghosted me. People really like me when they do talk to me, I may be depressed but I'm a good person, it was hard but I just realized that about myself recently. The other day I woke up with no one home, got on PlayStation with no one else, and went to sleep writing in the journal that I can't even bring myself to read back. The past week I've been high everyday because I'm so tired of being conscious. I don't know what's wrong with me, what am I doing wrong. I used to talk to EVERYONE when I was a kid, love and friendship has always been super important to me but now I'm afraid I'm going to end up killing myself before I experience any of that. I want friends and family bu I'm so afraid of hurting them, I don't want to make anyone else feel the way I do. I just needed to vent, sorry this was long :/",4.2188882481836005,4.182337663129978,5.7951816399492575,82.70870141852153,70.24668435013264,8.678537654249798,27.797139891592664,8.456263369488248,1.8040611002191207,1397,43,296,20,23,479,183,377,0.14,0.7120000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.648,0,0,1,0,0,2,33.0,0,0,2,2,18,26,2,3,19,0,31,6,3,3,4,50,59,23,2,4,13,0,2,1,2,1,2,1,1,7,17,15,0,1,6,2,0,7,11,13,0,4,19,3,53,13,45,36,1,46,0,5,0,1,32,16,0,2,23,208,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127771720414668,0.0,0.0,0.061817386452899525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901516839721382,0.06356172692529999,0.0931412113434102,0.07480570098715297,0.0,0.08498234916288756,0.0,0.08540667758332084,0.06989905512059162,0.0,0.16624149173043395,0.0,0.15470408909157565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014781877695012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953104194666516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586251321998407,0.0,0.15658982212669695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187614741210606,0.20450803802071996,0.24154012545707124,0.0,0.0,0.12008159368185416,0.08222727274335763,0.0,0.17372406839873866,0.0,0.08892090669055364,0.08569557605113386,0.0,0.045963458589807465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046338553378904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166246135606714,0.15249081260078934,0.07270370287632902,0.0,0.0,0.09000859555553721,0.0,0.0,0.08143153482846616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093059071442969,0.09604436661154578,0.09118345894091967,0.0,0.08952147598477501,0.0,0.09731390249929156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100571074078342,0.0,0.09991619351193656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420771534208104,0.0444107788141027,0.0,0.08026931210725441,0.16089318558793295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204381085807966,0.08601493553792118,0.060678683406570365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661586123807832,0.0,0.06740367264579836,0.07011025760337128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906596977601489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479536149720732,0.06913608414441877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843945564027506,0.08677752121231028,0.06302092816454416,0.23811986301578456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092793685850643,0.0,0.17470501642475894,0.0,0.08975607875011855,0.0,0.0,0.0776309532169089,0.0,0.07228998227417603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096898642739833,0.0,0.0,0.06998183005365492,0.0,0.10175884354502708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599926021805467,0.0,0.09503190519303124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834799645771722,0.2191939770703354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554578077561612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216709567554533,0.0,0.10448001360348744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171739885575681,0.0,0.08879935159911972,0.0,0.0,0.07851129667022175,0.0,0.0,0.10723428692053917,0.07215483780735238,0.07291717383648796,0.0,0.0,0.08426830423595476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981655867020541,0.0,0.0 lonely,Andrewwillard1996,2020/02/04,"I feel so alone and yet i feel relieved by it I have friends, family and youth, but yet I feel so empty. Everything that I've done feels that has contributed to nothing to aid me. I have people around me but I dont feel I can talk to them. Fucking bullshit when people say they're gonna be there when you need them. They leave you alone and then you wonder what have you done to be left alone. But at the end of the day I still have myself to be with, get to know myself better and have a better understanding.",1.4834579439252311,3.3598291682243016,2.6988878504672904,94.770761682243,79.74766355140187,5.775327102803737,18.17663551401869,6.742157984588678,-0.1739039252336454,399,8,91,4,10,128,63,107,0.155,0.743,0.102,-0.7153,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,3,2,9,5,1,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,18,25,12,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,19,4,11,19,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,1,9,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893006107165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018922711316728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785538215844209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156058632349466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32231030364164914,0.18456359589564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947918376513427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153149601810724,0.0,0.14845668781462348,0.0,0.3981292347387829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216674765283809,0.14558630943482498,0.08227600173520495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865460495823974,0.0,0.0,0.16674696334520842,0.17110082018671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167682913008899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511048407335404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183514876597356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523320135217206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576251085587384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657523030655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639406427289787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077868488584147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Prikker,2020/02/04,I might aswell off myself When you are a 22 year old male kissless virgin like me there clearly is no hope left. Nobody in their right mind would even want to befriend someone who is as low value as I am.,3.625,4.625247690476193,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,72.09523809523809,5.6000000000000005,23.523809523809533,3.1291,0.053895238095238,161,4,34,0,3,50,39,42,0.08900000000000001,0.665,0.245,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,6,0,8,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262153248628566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347714921773962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662110526068989,0.0,0.0,0.16466796176438545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575619040507525,0.3403292888235397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536823391814405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28784297815546045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855854586859339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880366805068445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394340764738953,0.0,0.0,0.21705225595169975 lonely,endoftheline_mate,2020/02/04,"I don't even know anymore Hey guys, I don't usually browse this website however I figured I'd make an anonymous account to post here and hopefully get some advice that could be useful. This is gonna be a bit of a long one. Before I dive into everything, just a bit of context... I'm not exactly the definition of someone who should be lonely. I've got a loving family and friends who genuinely care for me, helping during times of crisis. I've been a relatively attractive guy since early teenage years, I'm often told I'm quite intelligent (despite not being that much brighter than the average person and having average results in school aside from English classes) and people tend to enjoy my company even though I prefer to spend my days reading, listening to music or watching documentaries about (mostly western) esoteric topics with my pooch snoozing by my side. That being said I had a string of partners throughout my teenage years, all ending terribly with either my heart being broken or me breaking their hearts. After my last relationship at 16, I had cheated on my partner while so drunk I had forgotten we were even together. I know what it's like to have somebody not only cheat on you but lie to you for years about it so I told her what happened and broke things off to spare her any further heart ache... It didn't take her long to move on. The feelings of guilt over what I had done were so awful that I went into a self-imposed exile from the dating world for years with only the occasional one-night stand to stave off the loneliness but even they stopped at around 19 due to disinterest and disability I had acquired through partially genetics but mostly from being a fry shoveller. Now to the meat and bones... Over the last year, the coldness, guilt and detachment that barred me from developing an emotional connection to someone has all but subsided. I've gained some weight but it's nothing unusual and I've been dieting and exercising to correct it where I can but Australia is a bloody hot country during the summer. I've stopped shutting myself in every day and swapped out a couple of hours of research into whatever peaks my curiosity in favour of spending time with friends and going out to bars despite my antisocial instincts. I've also enrolled into the Australian equivalent of college to study law and develop my pre-existing skills to become a private investigator. I should be feeling on top of the world but I can't escape the feelings of hopelessness and loneliness, especially when I see couples walking around the city, making public displays of affection and taking in the sights of what can only be described as a tropical oasis in the middle of a concrete jungle extending its smoky steel grip towards the skies. I've found that my disdain for most popular culture, refusal to follow stupid trends forgotten by the weeks end, dislike of small talk and strange tastes often make it difficult to make new friends, let alone find a partner. I often find myself feeling very uncomfortable when speaking with new people despite having worked (quite successfully) in customer service for years and often, there is not much common ground to be found. With Valentine's Day coming up, my friends have been telling me about their plans and it only reinforces that lonely feeling that comes from yearning for love but not being able to find it (God that sounds so f\*\*\*ing sappy). Everyone seems to be engaged, married, pregnant etc. All of them in (at least from an outside perspective) happy, stable relationships... Building lives together while I've got my right hand and a premium account. I'm 22 and haven't been with anyone for years, my game sucks these days and there aren't many opportunities for me to meet new people let alone form a connection with them. Am I destined to live in an apartment with 5 dogs or is there a shred of hope left for me? I guess this is mostly to vent but if anyone has some genuinely useful advice for someone in my situation please do tell me. At this point I don't know what to do anymore and it's driving me crazy.",8.621551724137934,8.379271334217506,8.178210875331569,70.00278050397881,61.12201591511936,10.882175066313,38.87652519893899,10.29853967475841,4.131680212201591,3302,151,544,63,40,1049,381,754,0.115,0.767,0.11699999999999999,-0.1284,1,6,0,0,0,1,74.0,1,2,5,10,28,31,4,2,39,1,52,14,5,8,5,113,98,46,0,8,20,0,9,1,7,3,1,4,0,6,32,42,6,3,16,6,4,8,12,13,0,1,21,18,58,18,108,59,18,95,0,5,3,2,42,46,1,19,39,371,90,8,0.06393648731677525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495599086571273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243783724897867,0.0,0.05112998580760853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347900385097865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681563034319948,0.08941175705853048,0.0,0.0,0.113834058068819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061282700668578,0.05440524156177152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960416948977106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518750996295948,0.0,0.0,0.11015124499983184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051048082563122016,0.14148901424917476,0.0,0.1649349799427794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654292247993214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191994261544768,0.11325750081562776,0.0,0.07130608420535188,0.16891778749342773,0.0,0.0538692481224696,0.061094053569148835,0.057461992151816375,0.0,0.060273630040603536,0.0,0.1616410453192817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531037330120589,0.0,0.0,0.1402061164846046,0.1975886859985054,0.0,0.033404175741817366,0.0,0.03633657915905178,0.0,0.10227169923299298,0.0,0.07043324904274452,0.12661434904764796,0.05653882458073237,0.06806157964285799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272951359376881,0.04285527972512388,0.0,0.0,0.12700671660761909,0.06296456098241854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541346403711116,0.10423354130491737,0.0,0.0,0.06946718054531338,0.1307587802219006,0.0,0.031236138146257118,0.0,0.1129141793429225,0.11316355862284826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541035210103395,0.0,0.17071240703563206,0.06482156291071325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795436759586578,0.09400134960869562,0.0,0.0,0.18525077359203487,0.0,0.06000006217036145,0.0,0.06134878395704449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665003699028867,0.194506318771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329765298527891,0.05582687457972806,0.0,0.07018306330702226,0.06044064661338661,0.0,0.06123348117197815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600864871835106,0.06395378943826427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728771963159558,0.0,0.0546014108254945,0.060818240746526565,0.0,0.0,0.0647071385707255,0.05094910250655165,0.058205376766664575,0.06669970030115377,0.0,0.0,0.05288892300986598,0.07186729057786205,0.0,0.0,0.16251953466528035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690753256642532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961445629363833,0.05138972663412896,0.1117666160592286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042476561185923814,0.0,0.06281727416545464,0.0,0.07456375983604528,0.0,0.0,0.12218810713829767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044119352638164,0.07041700790053777,0.05275429800697425,0.0,0.0,0.05128599353605373,0.07785741696186373,0.0,0.059269764294906775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046546524246501145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821101114347353 lonely,ThatNoobTho,2020/02/04,"No one should be proud of being born good looking or tall I have a bunch of kids in my school who think they're big deals just because they're really tall or good looking. Like yea we get it, you're attractive but did you actually earn it? Did you put an ounce of effort? Nope. I feel like in school, people who are smart or talented that actually put in effort and dedication aren't appreciated enough in contrast to attractive people and that just breaks my heart.",4.375824175824175,6.024179109890113,5.170109890109893,81.14989010989014,71.08791208791209,8.716483516483517,25.08791208791209,9.23628265651192,1.90838021978022,373,11,74,8,7,121,60,91,0.076,0.711,0.213,0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,4,2,9,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,7,9,8,8,2,11,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,3,3,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.3778105950718732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800403515270708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957157325954394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001897849200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787941975340234,0.13829296240204225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113710080541473,0.0,0.0,0.32472996404147664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293921899025005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891459604863157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251154142344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117422195376946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840677661425183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38920096613537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240117415029629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39182480939141184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403768406809712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dindorkarsanket,2020/02/04,Ever been so lonely that suicide becomes part of your humour? Loneliness has resulted in a rush of thoughts speeding my mind which at this point is a joke,6.121724137931036,7.5028792758620755,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,66.58620689655173,8.558620689655173,35.1896551724138,8.841846274778883,3.1994000000000007,125,6,21,2,2,39,27,29,0.284,0.5770000000000001,0.139,-0.7583,0,2,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189144061263371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431045903144067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829915991271805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107521503679953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856739710394764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148999228376703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011271196263623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CoolJoey99,2020/02/04,"No one is ever there for me I wish I could say that I have friends, or people I can count on. I've been wishing that for several years now, but that is all it has ever been- a wish. It hurts so bad to see people in groups. It hurts so bad to eat three meals a day all alone when everyone around you is having fun, laughing. Especially in university, where people make plans every weekend and I stay in my room, alone, wishing for it all to be over soon. I've tried making friends. I really have. The main hindrance, I think, is my depression. I can't be a bubbly funny person because I have bad days where I can't fake it. So, I stay true to what I'm actually feeling and so far, things haven't really worked out with anyone, AT ALL. Maybe it's me, maybe my personality somehow repels people- at least that's what it seems like. Maybe I give out ""get the fuck away from me vibes"". Who knows.",2.0477663934426253,3.78225998907104,3.572264344262297,89.82265881147543,77.52459016393442,6.542213114754097,21.273565573770487,7.413659706084162,0.548661475409836,690,18,152,9,16,228,109,183,0.225,0.611,0.16399999999999998,-0.9611,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,14,14,1,0,5,0,18,3,0,2,7,27,33,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,15,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,3,19,6,20,28,6,26,0,3,1,1,9,15,1,3,10,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.10408943848937373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094508688277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458249410438489,0.0,0.0,0.0949542682539857,0.0,0.0,0.10021507179657334,0.0,0.26718190718554724,0.06502185972941778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085163147265116,0.0,0.0,0.1375799176067703,0.0,0.09187021853022076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914469861013452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296879997639155,0.08986967738195054,0.10192276810198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393291757664551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481788853483575,0.09860987013661704,0.055727945010521134,0.10232257616851914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837370570368104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862017344411082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052111023556151166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423991375423446,0.0,0.3214773240405237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227881528759607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957917118148089,0.18627114290945734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366643784743744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482411409473163,0.0,0.0,0.0849980195519724,0.09710360946606836,0.0,0.12050084023303595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273809260976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086334008960085,0.06834648395032134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241838381306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906369307351694,0.0,0.0,0.07765323005388967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686886210384921 lonely,jk_as,2020/02/04,"It's my birthday! Been dreading having people ask me how old I am and telling them I'm 23 and I'm still no where near finishing my degree where as my peers and family frineds have all graduated and have careers Feeling like an utter failure Oh well",1.6708666666666687,4.2857234200000045,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.8,5.7333333333333325,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.5287333333333333,201,9,38,3,6,66,40,50,0.166,0.723,0.11,-0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,9,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,2,2,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650244203407227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680879415779918,0.0,0.1974267008839792,0.2789424313230905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907574802671772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097187522961413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706935969551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31181932205319324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34127647210451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510675745410408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sad_Sheepherder,2020/02/04,"I feel like nobody really listens to me when I talk As the title says, I feel like I'm constantly telling people things that are important to me, and it doesn't faze them at all, and that in and of itself makes me feel lonely. Like I have nobody to lean on. Ironically, I have more than a couple people who say they are ""there for me"", people I should be and am able to turn to when I need help. But, these people are actually who I feel hear me the least. If I say anything short of, ""I am literally on fire"", ""I just won the million dollar lottery"", or ""I'm probably gonna kill myself tonight"", they don't really take me seriously. They kinda just let me talk and rant, whatever the topic, and then immediately return to whatever it is they were doing or were planning on doing. It has zero effect on them going forward. This is a super obscure reference, but in the beginning of 'Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II', Kreia has a line where she says, ""Pah, like so many Jedi, you hear, but you do not listen. You have much to learn."" And I think about that a lot because I honest to God relate to it so much. Star Wars stuff is different than real life of course, but regardless I feel like nothing I say or do is of any consequence to others. But I'm always going out of my way to do the opposite of that and find some common ground with them through hobbies or time spent together, to the point where I make myself miserable, and it never gets me anywhere. Not so much as a single brownie point. They would still drop me like I was hot at the first sign of conflict, like a stranger, but these aren't people *I* could do that to. These are close friends and family members. Am I invisible? One of these days I'm going to find out the secret. Somehow, I'll say something to someone in just the right way, and they'll be like, ""Woah...hold on a gosh darn minute...that's what you've been going through?!"" And words will flash across the screen: > Achievement unlocked: Heard - Get someone to finally understand what you've been repeating to them for years",4.9360385560385565,5.452886471744474,5.6781449631449625,82.23430684180686,68.8034398034398,8.816821016821017,27.938858438858446,8.841846274778883,1.968662143262144,1602,50,324,26,26,523,207,407,0.066,0.833,0.1,0.8994,1,2,1,0,0,1,71.0,0,3,10,6,14,18,3,1,19,0,38,1,0,3,2,63,69,31,3,6,16,0,7,8,1,5,1,11,0,0,23,16,0,1,13,0,2,5,6,6,0,4,8,19,45,12,50,52,9,46,0,2,1,0,33,22,1,10,26,227,68,2,0.08849388929762943,0.0,0.08635727055748724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363400499329396,0.0,0.0,0.06017887930715569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282293072391617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053945053545250414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956304563006076,0.0,0.0706551697908482,0.0979168053271518,0.0,0.057071237680168536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245727935180376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342416307534586,0.0,0.22372584686372907,0.18966015658842486,0.0,0.09694073017841708,0.1617636232321088,0.07527285702943927,0.0,0.0,0.0683701593527648,0.0,0.09246880941485036,0.0,0.20117246652128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994780895567992,0.0,0.05931558862507327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790537704732873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049099745126214,0.06250585108613997,0.3458691544945205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523434010941615,0.0,0.0,0.11814071654495943,0.08971891408264655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515957261348726,0.06561709761219242,0.06825194290155852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491227347446807,0.0,0.09285945054339208,0.0,0.05996574962792975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067526020959063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731065827818278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541138002162124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072541979863804,0.11338290299920507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557329793777917,0.0,0.4222433559246677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996117045671264,0.0681269194015763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067133430530377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130433126826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665363915514087,0.14225607225697104,0.077347559772188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879140786555041,0.056703311035282436,0.0,0.0,0.05160149849845412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625593989581052,0.0,0.09212525966345952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048466054592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286351994331403,0.0,0.0,0.05698716332154422 lonely,jvggjvff,2020/02/04,"You are not alone! So, many of us are tired of being alone! to keep it short, if you are interested in making new friends and having a coffee please mention your age and city/country ☺️",0.3423684210526332,2.742406394736843,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,90.31578947368422,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.3974378947368421,145,4,31,1,5,47,32,38,0.066,0.6579999999999999,0.276,0.8055,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965522128706163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250432791538727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559833097354021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223898981021947,0.2919818656009959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814749726586463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31613217635933244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331008043399926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464226890830196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whitebeige,2020/02/04,"I'm 20yo and feel incredibly lonely already I'm trying all I can to improve it. Gone on holidays, trips, workshops,classes, moved cities, putting myself out there etc. And I just ain't got shit going on, it's honestly soo demoralising when you got no one to spend a day with, LET ALONE ENJOY A LIFE WITH Just want to get it off my chest as, ay, I can't speak to anyone about it! My best mate has turned to Coke and everyome around me does, I just want to chill and build the life that I want to live Worst bit, I'm not even depressed or suicidal, which makes this near on endless, just getting this all off my chest",4.425238095238092,4.766736404761907,4.974722222222223,87.44875,69.87301587301587,8.204761904761906,26.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.3440349206349214,481,14,107,6,8,154,87,126,0.11699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.7978,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,0,3,0,5,6,3,1,2,21,20,7,1,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,8,8,1,0,1,1,1,5,4,4,0,1,3,2,11,3,19,16,6,15,0,2,0,0,3,8,1,1,2,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718094180075926,0.21009404781999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331212803763728,0.0,0.0,0.16948258326519258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979680394392407,0.0,0.20785058251559568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278226282065545,0.0,0.1639779048161535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660677309127195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123290614192502,0.1257471773804259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626413179730772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893610375007592,0.0,0.1081999079602899,0.0,0.3045357790978433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946810667437993,0.2689484282396773,0.0,0.0,0.16811301579654112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708314291284634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023486109462444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900947535631485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138902332118016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542696996391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824976004797413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925858932110593,0.20708368331818025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33688116101422605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fermwi,2020/02/04,"Idk if I’m overreacting but today’s my birthday, nobody remembered and I feel terrible There’s no worse feeling than everyone forgetting your birthday. Not even my parents called me. I’ve never felt lonelier. I thought that people would at least pretend to care about me on my birthday but i guess not...",3.2603571428571456,6.330131464285718,4.176428571428573,79.36857142857143,82.57142857142857,7.485714285714287,31.214285714285715,8.418075326091056,3.2109928571428568,246,13,40,6,7,79,44,56,0.21899999999999997,0.6459999999999999,0.135,-0.6481,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,8,4,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,9,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28048748078205205,0.0,0.2800630433325642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142904087490705,0.0,0.0,0.262476455717066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777813302290447,0.0,0.26374385850182125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30260014671399355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185656190028512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500886573699765,0.0,0.0,0.19043429057466715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111683126899505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807183848394224,0.0,0.0,0.2603724033900113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799308594382069,0.19513069720739631,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,just-here-for-karma,2020/02/04,"My loneliness comes and goes, tonight it’s hit hard. Cutting all my friends from my life in high school might have been one of the most stupid things i’ve ever done, I just want a friend, even just fucking one. and the worst part is, i don’t even really want a irl friend, i’m more then happy to just talk to someone online, virtually anyone. I’ve made a few friends online over the years but they never last, one became super busy and took sometimes a few days to reply which was fine but we just naturally grew apart, this one really hurt too because our families nearly met when we were driving past where she lived for a holiday. this is all a rambling mess.",4.687777777777779,5.685886106870233,4.859185750636133,86.14966072943174,69.61068702290076,7.959626802374894,26.005937234944874,8.167268648758528,1.406856827820187,524,15,107,7,9,164,95,131,0.12300000000000001,0.708,0.16899999999999998,0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,1,10,13,3,0,9,0,9,2,0,1,4,21,18,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,0,4,7,1,10,7,9,9,8,19,0,1,0,1,11,6,1,2,9,71,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589402299817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231960384610427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045665195522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766964174426906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498104642137145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005628635528172,0.1369908769344125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276908039118674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680248224091715,0.14000867068724476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121625873597462,0.1356651752403873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001019573872116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212524624154906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234480719677492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697024159028004,0.0,0.0,0.13372890878693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330113423041438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065945164339346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680389426462218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104928171285553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400042106707025,0.14457160419478055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403937895858275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327065355553068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831904817045786,0.0,0.1497832005370071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172593567313872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061347847489947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826121800514982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865263570799558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752575994284864 lonely,lucysvodka_,2020/02/04,"17yo Female Really just looking for someone to talk to and maybe connect with. I'm a 17, live in New Zealand and just dropped out of school. Qualified early childhood teacher and studying naturalist beauty therapy. I have a quite dark sense of humor and often quite controversial opinions on things. I love Shakespeare. I just feel so isolated. I've never had time for friends and I don't have a family which is good because I don't rely on anyone but I'm tired of being so alone. Q",2.8196774193548397,5.4855351075268866,4.277860215053764,80.95679032258064,79.64516129032259,6.730752688172044,27.57956989247312,7.908726449838941,2.151465376344086,387,17,67,7,10,128,67,93,0.11800000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.115,-0.3108,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,15,12,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,12,10,0,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,5,42,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188901722487015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655348126587873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364850910560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106948172847412,0.0,0.11320868392564452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298170659797688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779357270903502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977045127168517,0.0,0.18801648120797693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207512960191729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249339018534468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268260997934667,0.2162404174956186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762824966114317,0.0,0.0,0.14343368690014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265949834621713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897065871617225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799593447337845,0.0,0.0,0.25604490311525485,0.0,0.14874673632699928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055571842710026,0.2573358315382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NationalIssue5,2020/02/04,"Any lonely souls tonight in need of a good discussion? Just comment down below and tell me how your day was. Or you can answer one of my questions. Whichever works for you:) What is your favorite color of cat? What is therapy to you? What is that hobby or passion you’ve been wanting to talk about?",1.7152709359605929,4.350474862068968,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,84.86206896551724,4.693596059113301,23.802955665024644,6.1826913282559595,0.6531300492610845,234,9,45,2,7,73,46,58,0.039,0.8079999999999999,0.153,0.8105,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,7,2,10,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,10,3,0,3,2,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928857940840685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364152993569796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074718960744848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181617931361485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484056983116549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106561460436719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946450197598081,0.3204091455060187,0.0,0.4192188832949741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162197771873033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668763282981253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexisaguysname,2020/02/04,I work night shift. Twelve hour nights at the hospital. My fiancé is asleep next to me at it’s almost 4am. I’m currently sick with some kind of upper respiratory/sinus issues. Lately I’ve been growing lonelier and lonelier. Haven’t hung out with friends or anything because of my shift and lack of funds. I’m just stuck and bored.,1.383418803418806,4.074195923076921,2.8389743589743617,87.57213675213677,89.76923076923076,5.965811965811964,21.068376068376068,7.3871296695380915,1.0511709401709406,265,9,51,5,9,86,52,65,0.212,0.7170000000000001,0.07,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612268487245235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351358519428308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418162105495053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075842742208884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813917688770109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823347552255525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975494033668667,0.0,0.0,0.3223219275776665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038827929420232,0.5362865511462229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801874242332774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RD-Ralph,2020/02/04,I really need someone to talk to right now It's 2 am right now and I feel like shit I just found out one of my few internet friends is now homeless which I shouldn't care too much about but it caused me to have a really bad mental breakdown. My parents are really overprotective and hard to deal with and I'm in a lot of pain because I just got my wisdom teeth out a couple of days ago. I was ranting to another friend about how I wish I could do something crazy before killing myself so I could at least make a difference in the world and hopefully maybe change this fucked up society in the process and they got really worried and now I feel like shit for making them worried. :(,4.701231884057972,5.320311007246378,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,69.3623188405797,9.031884057971016,28.3768115942029,9.150863307647796,2.1050376811594207,541,18,113,10,9,174,92,138,0.276,0.591,0.134,-0.9808,1,0,1,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,0,11,13,4,0,6,0,9,5,3,4,0,26,22,9,1,6,3,1,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,3,17,7,19,15,4,16,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,2,8,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759891513308315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391101066879653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076916577008113,0.08087093809887039,0.0,0.11288756509284135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526011580756622,0.13628280066259132,0.14034125985131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184332898021366,0.14679054671451766,0.0,0.08555751132561798,0.1367710886028672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860597819182274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341581325721159,0.18955083336687756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454595793228836,0.2049922490183221,0.12264602607402865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220755156856727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188411727516391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176560361368794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467734141759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962617119275105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278646070476732,0.0,0.0,0.17710892745058365,0.0,0.1332791406913541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369443153358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975235397192218,0.09836891226314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989677658109656,0.0,0.14116418996214708,0.0,0.14730802754625266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339952641708936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658920875208705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27235603599261266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240604778588384,0.10213147489361776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663055514470647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525574207644204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26945411318728424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Morningsun92,2020/02/04,"Empty feeling Laying down in bed wishing someone was here to hold, it’s been 6 years since I’ve had a relationship and it’s starting to effect me daily. Like I can’t be as happy as I want to because the thoughts of the past chime in with those feelings I had back then and how warm it felt to be loved. Being alone sucks.",2.9632352941176485,3.9866335588235313,4.11694117647059,89.76923529411766,73.70588235294117,6.028235294117647,25.364705882352943,5.6839178017228535,0.5645082352941184,254,8,55,1,5,83,53,68,0.087,0.6809999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.8555,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,12,17,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,4,4,11,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889349845404378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451531144050656,0.0,0.17006117040907345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821172794758065,0.0,0.2678606937969294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969751223728717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629357410034842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251786717397304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631414339977344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951580283491025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307718167201327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637544582647366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974606372686281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214757692774004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454726330830982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080861357226176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965138702894293 lonely,throwwayaway2345,2020/02/04,"My family has all died I just turned 30. I have no one. I'm terribly alone and scared. I dont feel 30 I feel like a kid. I'm lost, scared, angry, and confused. I have a total of 3 non business phone numbers in my phone and those are people I havent spoken to in months and I've only been acquainted with barely. I've got no one. I have a few health issues that make dating really impossible. I have to cath and I have ed just to name a few. I havent been with a woman since 2013. I'm in my own hell. I dont wabt vague platitudes I want people I can count on. I want a family. I want to be held. I want people to care about me. If I die the landlord would be the first to notice. This eats at me. I'm bitter and I ask why god put me in a position to lose all my family by this age. I cry myself to sleep every night knowing that tomorrow will be the same. I'll go through the same routine. I'll keep working from home, cooking for one, playing video games, and praying for it to all end. I'm not a good person to be around. I'm very nervous and I make others nervous. I think I'm some amount of autistic. I just want people who I can count on and feel like they can count on me. I want purpose I want family I want a reason to live. Fuck.",-1.0769424692954104,0.910739505494508,1.7619834087481152,96.7313009049774,91.67399267399269,4.823486317603964,15.721719457013574,6.37848985222837,-0.498086748545572,947,21,229,11,34,329,136,273,0.205,0.698,0.098,-0.988,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,5,16,3,5,13,0,22,5,1,3,4,45,53,10,2,10,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,8,12,2,2,6,4,0,2,7,11,0,4,5,4,36,5,30,42,11,18,2,2,0,1,10,9,2,3,9,139,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359464076293473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904251683041811,0.09350888578109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019810775699615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987160616912277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761812510165265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344546358124089,0.0,0.0,0.10234946613403953,0.0,0.0,0.08859152606551061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427448716072522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771746915374825,0.0,0.15172533502717292,0.14291425174099298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508031601582261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247052484043032,0.0,0.0,0.05684591265952496,0.08389533896516964,0.0799982857039484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632077557473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003321716947226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043990109249012,0.0,0.0889058776120826,0.0,0.0,0.05497054399426821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773329366590401,0.0,0.08832297543549511,0.0,0.0,0.11190120865796367,0.10918795099924077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335335191814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983815814202855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386569601868486,0.0,0.0,0.11387792366225725,0.0,0.0,0.2033364401117896,0.07607271697351395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773760354523375,0.08733705015330039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055169092842957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407790004696456,0.10284127381539764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200282835340321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827408404328625,0.0,0.10009618050399176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409130478651169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879732891675244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253022949112597,0.4719737115409835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025605209850812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281862280813868,0.0,0.0,0.07105414027997292,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,only1305kdk,2020/02/04,Anyone want to talk i have stories to tell of my life Im in a really lonely point in life my phone is drier than the sahara last person i texted was probably my mom a couple days ago telling her i got home ive been going through so much these past 2 years with deep depression crazy traumatic events and to now being completely alone cause I separated myself from everyone in my life cause theyre all toxic shit heads and i just actually want to do something positive with my life than just living the street life ive poked my head out the dark depressive hole im in recently and have seen how much more there is to this meaningless life ive lived alone all my life alone is all i know im a only child and was only raised by my queen of a mother i dont even know my family because theyre all in another country its easy being alone but it just gets hard at times having to talk to yourself all the time and having nobody to send memes too is gay asf so if any of you kind souls have spare spot on your phone dm me 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lonely,Wafflism_xD,2020/02/04,"It's okay to cry. You aren't alone. My best best friend like no other left to go to another country over the summer holidays, so over the break I told myself I would be okay without him. So anyways first day comes along and I'm so lonely, nobody to talk to in class, lunch is sitting in the library by myself, and when I realized my friend was never coming back I almost cried. When I came from school, I let it all out in the shower, something that I've never done before. I always thought it was weak to cry about things like this, but now I understand what loneliness is really like. It hurts, it really does. Crying is okay. Don't hold it in. Let it out.",2.1497512437810933,4.015885194029853,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,77.65671641791045,6.556218905472638,20.12189054726368,7.492282038375204,0.5532606965174129,512,12,107,7,12,168,86,134,0.193,0.6759999999999999,0.131,-0.9049,1,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,9,13,0,0,4,3,12,2,0,0,3,19,20,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,12,8,1,1,3,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,6,0,14,10,19,10,3,24,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,1,12,79,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117237844719634,0.1356711155305276,0.0,0.0,0.10899817436034144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735947825040234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072692182915254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114669337210169,0.0,0.2749419393472226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982316338927898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568085671934945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755665839203938,0.08448081448496562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146344395853135,0.13405316941461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142411710245953,0.0,0.0,0.2024125280393394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744473683876908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023265168642168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423262426073167,0.2679021335083475,0.0,0.19199233973602434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020625436167342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783725714382314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257373957526564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084620333013557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528866499312918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702713000607286,0.0,0.0,0.10399524560391654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517115308106036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637021531972887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627432073259626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305495345948077,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AXxi0S,2020/02/04,"I have not left my room since Thursday and nobody has checked up on me. My grandfather passed away last Thursday. I hate to say that I'm ""depressed"", because it sounds so cliche and fake 80% of the time, but honestly that would probably be the word to describe it... I've been locked up in my room, mostly sleeping, going into day 5 now. Other than my mom and dad calling me to give me the news in the first place, I have not left my dorm room, except to go to the bathroom, since Thursday. I'm out of food now, so I'm going to have to leave soon. My phone has stayed totally dry the entire time... But that's just how it goes for me usually. Unless somebody wants something from me, nobody talks to me. I see shit on TV and in movies where people are just hanging out because they enjoy each other's company and that shit is so foreign to me. There is no way that actually happens. I could be dead right now. I have not made any posts on social media or anything, I haven't called or texted anyone, and I haven't shown up to class since Thursday, and not one person has reached out to me and asked me if I'm okay or even if I'm fucking alive. I never had many friends to begin with, I have a very hard time socializing, but I realize now that I really don't have any friends. I understand that they may not know my grandfather died, but none of them are curious as to why I've fallen completely off the map for a week?",5.532615979381443,4.87946756013746,6.060513316151205,84.00561533505156,67.55670103092783,9.199398625429556,30.21499140893471,8.472884824447931,1.971173367697593,1104,35,239,14,16,359,158,291,0.135,0.8029999999999999,0.062,-0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,3,1,14,11,4,0,9,1,23,5,3,2,2,46,42,23,2,5,18,2,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,12,14,1,0,3,1,1,6,11,6,0,2,3,4,32,5,39,34,4,52,0,1,1,1,17,24,3,7,19,159,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.11463379254408496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976728123753572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213776806429132,0.0,0.09666781591366433,0.0,0.10981860976344038,0.0,0.11036694900887337,0.0,0.0,0.14321726559825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399000451078785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316507915939065,0.0,0.0,0.09379025093873768,0.0,0.0,0.07575844370981437,0.0,0.10117675457580844,0.0,0.12191533280447316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758783915847843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991993750160492,0.14204521233465678,0.0,0.18151408938367267,0.1085991389721458,0.0,0.11268794547561913,0.20028275538275248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387834917503803,0.0,0.10523006287605276,0.11597732311465113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455844991590087,0.09575374337648372,0.0,0.12438378797984645,0.25526303705120285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115297156072973,0.0,0.11909616084246408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757946561018652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060011986019917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796007245044019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143891978987891,0.10257028889348953,0.1227311668373042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250380575746076,0.0,0.12665254787623795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525430167344545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003187537279175,0.0,0.0934168734022322,0.0,0.0,0.0936083956392328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411625712586199,0.29151723895845777,0.0,0.11755485367788475,0.2394917804859179,0.0,0.09043415910359376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520740955587145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944179509725607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549313690610305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229043178594715,0.0,0.0,0.12937662904732994,0.09692506749989988,0.06928686029857538,0.09324223269613276,0.09422736294631902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599842016509856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344733057508634,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,umlammy,2020/02/04,"I just miss the way holding someone felt I just want to physically embrace someone. It has been a bit too long. I just miss that warmth, pressing my face and body against theirs.",3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,74.0,5.7098039215686285,31.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,1.5664039215686278,141,7,28,1,3,42,28,34,0.092,0.718,0.19,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864630381785605,0.39320068832077737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398838381787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31326809819736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998654945590016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208791198970876,0.28097906984749393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SweettAsCandyy,2020/02/04,"i’m such a crybaby. i can’t stop crying. i’ve actually never felt so alone till this moment. i’ve been mentally exhausted and been having lack of physical attention. i’m not used to it, i don’t think i’ll ever be. this isn’t me. i’m the type of person who’s there for everyone and no ones actually there for me. the people in my currently life as well do not understand what i’m going through, fine. i just wish someone did. i’m desperate and pathetic at this point. i don’t ever show my emotions but i guess crying is how i show it (in private, of course.) i’m annoyed with myself with everyone, with everything around me. i guess as well too i want someone who can uphold a conversation for once. idk where i’m going with this. this is getting deleted in the AM. here i go crying again.",0.9842194955691888,3.260893723926383,3.650869120654399,85.01661724608046,84.15337423312883,7.303203817314247,23.165985003408323,8.344100000000001,1.7020950238582135,619,23,127,15,18,217,94,163,0.177,0.7659999999999999,0.057,-0.9506,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,0,5,0,14,2,0,2,3,27,33,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,2,0,3,8,2,2,1,4,1,15,3,20,28,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,88,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.2731816073356071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496699867802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460322584816498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612523447826118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574477270639336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532222659100785,0.0,0.2674952043000823,0.1257962635655082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439342039288582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312869495899267,0.0,0.2386450095682877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083860906509172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988651491493403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105712226616035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795370989182616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906378153034994,0.0948474851201868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703776920456893,0.12221665079267614,0.0,0.0,0.1323171582941192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719273037944505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702142268521297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968730455392042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571399923021333,0.0,0.12088938243411422,0.0,0.0,0.08255809846090252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517001854253007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095891583914831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,artsy025,2020/02/04,"i dont know why i can't have someone who wants to stay i ask my friends what is wrong with me , and they keep saying i am interesting, kind amd talented ..but still, i dont know why people i met just come and go i just feel tired to have temporary people in my life ...i feel so worthless .",3.108870967741936,3.2491629516129064,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,72.70967741935483,8.135483870967743,25.177419354838708,8.07648339933343,1.0599870967741931,221,6,54,3,4,74,44,62,0.145,0.669,0.18600000000000005,0.4135,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,17,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,12,4,4,16,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916199166974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765640913884569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804482205987918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727866887331453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158359838838038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648956093764555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218735812788867,0.0,0.21344542137654587,0.2252930504519881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477685291566092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842017224527187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300091157619606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367099192323462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847147255533705,0.16368984973858253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355836441385533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089701761149366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699083149176529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410326163291847,0.0,0.0 lonely,Diamondlord1000,2020/02/04,"Filling the hole It started a while back when I wanted to start getting into a relationship, but over the years it feels like it just gotten worse and now that I've gotten to the point where I would actually ask someone out, everyone I know has already started dating other people. For some reason recently I've just hit this wall where I've been really depressed and seeking an emotional connection to someone, and when I couldn't find that I found a kind of sad truth. That gap that I've had, ive been filling with spending time with my cat. I realised it when I was down for the most of the day and my car came in and I just felt content. Thanks for reading I guess",8.471218905472632,6.262157962686569,8.26626865671642,75.5756218905473,62.65671641791045,11.022885572139304,37.25870646766169,9.2995712137729,3.243461691542288,533,20,105,7,6,172,85,134,0.10099999999999999,0.81,0.08900000000000001,-0.5689,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,1,1,27,24,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,9,2,12,4,15,12,2,27,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,3,15,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1726150148466164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519786768281527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653643357168084,0.0,0.0,0.13601425391400015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023102207172807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407670108006845,0.0,0.15235147163537516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897270544512596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902195250990096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943877018958464,0.12636724363788626,0.16983809768646768,0.0,0.1616704073993686,0.0,0.0,0.193946138597893,0.0,0.0,0.09241552452360054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948596398395218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841993302473747,0.09721180415820398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641746209185006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263033470881805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721424598210474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769336576926877,0.0,0.11331756642037236,0.18186805228933325,0.1746533778515587,0.1899091406784799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974951150835244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756020175220557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285266997150455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314352656026657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433182182744727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026173166945889,0.12565459003364612,0.0,0.0,0.11390864925804503 lonely,UpperCream72,2020/02/04,"first post here, I just hate feeling like a void Hello, all you lonely people. I am one of you. I type messages to the ones I want to talk to and delete them. Sometimes I get a wild hair and send them, but they only come back with an ""oh"". I lost my best friend and my rock. The feeling of texting every minute to once or maybe twice a week is the worst of all. So, I will finally admit after much pain and tears and heart break, I am indeed one of you.",0.7808333333333337,2.4948545833333355,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,81.29166666666666,4.683333333333334,16.916666666666664,5.033348758259628,-0.8724708333333338,344,6,82,1,9,111,67,96,0.177,0.654,0.16899999999999998,-0.4413,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,3,3,4,8,1,0,7,0,4,3,2,0,2,16,12,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,5,1,3,16,3,10,10,5,9,0,2,0,0,12,0,0,1,6,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575484645212555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502037186305795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649537880390384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726294306209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207198003246748,0.146374108801277,0.0,0.22444797961234308,0.0,0.17428010547075368,0.0,0.0,0.15829821071348335,0.0,0.10704704520031944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228735735860945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279671777756315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009935038869758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236626344070494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584046077748286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506183957093745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820213485496764,0.41651815470619397,0.15582877166470782,0.21801837674193106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204556052866202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962288570582474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264235147099285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468355430632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084996870998985,0.0,0.16435113114689145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hashtag_nohashtag,2020/02/04,"Vacationing Alone. Anyone care to talk? I am down in Florida for awhile. And while everywhere is nice and touristy, its hard to find some genuine human interactions. So if anyone here in this subreddit is also lonely (or just bored) and care to talk, DM me. We can talk about anything. I'm pretty bored and can't sleep, but optimistic.",3.054055299539172,5.8954815483871,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,80.29032258064517,7.4138248847926285,23.37327188940092,8.418075326091056,1.8296239631336408,264,9,48,6,7,84,49,62,0.127,0.75,0.12300000000000001,0.1918,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,8,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417282195205225,0.0,0.18853453333795564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329693107199107,0.0,0.19400766143159168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807392991101138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547733616312514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119167964977847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398493015481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359269425549893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684768718176831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lazy______,2020/02/04,"does it change? everyday seems monotone, the same things happening everyday with no change. Can't make friends or lovers, never been too close with anyone before messing it up and ruining my relationships. Everyday just seems like a bore and sometimes i contemplate suicide just to get something to change.",8.125588235294117,10.81671523529412,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,63.31372549019608,10.590196078431372,38.24019607843137,10.686352973137794,4.910525490196077,251,13,36,7,4,74,41,51,0.22,0.682,0.098,-0.7472,0,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,7,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,6,1,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,3,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689468957817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876488134352425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667188359751259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838447628032861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623093519731978,0.0,0.10975952576341746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577541386341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263578230795313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023181549953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202870854967052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555016948137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825027505643561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173190533236587,0.20777713532791248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297963463879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956959297131674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,last_pringle126,2020/02/04,"Took an hour. Cried at the end. All my emotion I don’t see any point. There is no reason for life. Not to live, but for life to exist in the first place. There is no reason. One day, there will be no life on earth, or anywhere for that matter. Everything will stop moving. There will be no light, as all the stars have died out. I do not see any point to living, because one day, everyone won’t care. I will not be remembered. Everyone will get over me. I will be replaced. All who I love will die. They will cease to exist like me. They will be in the same position as me. There is no god, so there is no afterlife. Only black, except it won’t even be black. It will be an absence of thought, and comprehension. I will not know what is happening, because nothing is. Everyone fears the butterfly effect, because they want a good future. They want to choose the best path. I don’t fear that. It’s because it all loops to the same end. Same as in the beginning, nothing. This isn’t a suicide note. Or hell maybe it is. I don’t plan on anything, but if it comes to it, I guess it is. I love my family and friends, but they would come to peace with my death. They would get over it. Over me. They’ll replace me, as some already have. I want to cry while I write this. I really do. I want to bawl my eyes out. But I can’t. I don’t know why. I just can’t. I find it strange that I can have all this pent up emotion and all these frustrations that build up, but never really say or show anything. I see so many people who are sad, yet I’m probably as sad as them, and I sit with a fake smile. I don’t talk about my problems except rarely. I try not to be a burden more than I already am. I try not to upset people. I feel so sad. Sometimes I question if anyone really likes me. I feel like a weirdo. I feel like a black sheep that sticks out in the crowd. Sometimes I don’t even talk to my friends until they talk to me. I’ll often just try to avoid them until I can temporarily prove to myself that they wanna talk to me. Some of my friends don’t answer my texts. I’m not sure if any care. I don’t think they do. And it’s so easy for me to fall for someone. I feel so ignorant and stupid. If anyone shows me the slightest bit of affection, I often fall for them. Bean showed me affection and I found her attractive. I loved her. She acted like she loved me. Then she cheated on me. I felt used and I felt like she never loved me. She probably never did. When SHE broke up with ME, if I could have, I would’ve emptied my head. If I could have, I would have. Now, I don’t know if I really trust anyone. That was the first time I was truly betrayed. Stabbed in the back by someone I would’ve easily jumped off a skyscraper for. And all for what? A little affection? A hug or two? Heck, maybe even an empty I love you? I so no fucking point. I’m so fed up and tired of continuing. If I could, I would swallow a thousand pills and I would go to sleep.",-0.28869779286927155,1.8726025580645176,1.694482173174876,97.44409168081495,89.54838709677419,5.00509337860781,17.512733446519526,6.53412277989134,-0.2450645161290325,2246,58,529,27,76,741,236,620,0.166,0.624,0.21,0.9893,1,1,0,0,0,1,99.0,0,1,13,5,25,40,5,4,25,0,66,18,3,7,12,110,108,46,4,22,28,0,6,6,3,19,5,1,0,0,26,19,2,3,21,3,0,9,31,17,0,6,9,15,98,23,68,69,15,58,1,4,7,8,41,25,3,18,29,373,124,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348547763731838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246540178823017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281714595102344,0.0,0.10056319884110644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046983535252912816,0.0,0.14898843241373516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412260031997613,0.0,0.0667073725196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459477468674905,0.0,0.0,0.10526763148352562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463545167338832,0.0,0.13423498105049733,0.07881125032851738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682810445976864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746266809005764,0.1082361698101806,0.0,0.0,0.12107154625145945,0.0,0.0,0.17515624949028266,0.054914384437106285,0.0,0.057601366877862326,0.13751309089238414,0.12357968348924595,0.08730231832948986,0.11733467662860085,0.0,0.05584596516041442,0.1039463698252902,0.0,0.0669950021983871,0.14162136558036506,0.0564876567408053,0.06384636800075975,0.0,0.034725577766214634,0.0512493155824069,0.0,0.0,0.06731055381562262,0.0,0.05403214598695931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270810488953024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060172993977774175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073990253743786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947408739985794,0.1791076049673543,0.06124008513116407,0.10790806967595899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308807198967417,0.0,0.0,0.061947664746608636,0.1227700006445942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494157488450134,0.0,0.0,0.14137649303052185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172577065572422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280836192038953,0.04647069464735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472063019970293,0.0,0.06383840690930627,0.0,0.17328293604853112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175621312460534,0.0584661987972397,0.0,0.0,0.06844803278979612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565735861787598,0.12564571433104707,0.0,0.0,0.0692164616722072,0.0,0.0,0.04859062722309437,0.0,0.0,0.14607074156313632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114595645620284,0.0,0.10354276361285443,0.0,0.1208625433831003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108386537543291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683548418539788,0.0,0.05758775114214179,0.0,0.0,0.1964453440492249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915158512507862,0.0,0.04850802743932167,0.03562896811769538,0.0702275645056347,0.0,0.0,0.06788638074206513,0.12445239409266233,0.0,0.05968760892540274,0.0,0.0,0.05277236249464826,0.0,0.0,0.1441577684035932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055134897293149625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038349057877611,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,djmurray124,2020/02/04,"Everything is slowly becoming meaningless and superficial First time posting here. I’d like to think I have a good amount of friends and family, however everything is becoming more and more meaningless. Conversations are all becoming superficial and I can slowly see my connection with those around me drifting away. Then I post on social media, making it seem like I have these deep connections/friendships, but really there just superficial moments made to look like real connections. I change personalities, based on who I’m with, which makes it real hard to establish a true and lasting relationship with people. Idk if I even know which “me” is the real one at this point. I feel like I’m just fading into the background and life is just going on meaninglessly. Guess I’m just ranting hoping someone knows what I’m talking about..",8.58583713850837,9.720657020547947,8.355844748858447,64.04889649923899,60.98630136986301,12.242313546423135,36.08523592085236,11.855464076750405,4.889889802130898,679,29,103,21,9,218,95,146,0.048,0.807,0.145,0.9359999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,2,32,25,9,0,2,6,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,10,8,15,24,4,19,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,4,10,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676819369756515,0.0,0.0,0.12323756614770695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43459746940399424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875937901725205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663586831399935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357724267643997,0.0,0.1236544321943032,0.0,0.06632297296441136,0.09370713914801466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115722597925468,0.0,0.0,0.10134082167734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454634905462064,0.11001830967182707,0.0,0.0,0.14449740976465858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750163387566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028038477521786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417407228072612,0.10692021831917478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264852340079964,0.2563301346752309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014889995727352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411525196848835,0.17511261347867602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888348948314169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093604883284484,0.11453168612357445,0.0,0.0,0.12399707522842306,0.0,0.25124723168326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478970168924925,0.08403020164700845,0.0,0.0,0.14082638632233982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452468744644916,0.11941130490877805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371024751754487,0.11113904353628444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542865036140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404778029684475,0.0,0.0,0.0764856818693962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youheardadaboy,2020/02/04,My roommate broke up with his girlfriend. All of his frat brothers came to chill with him I don’t even have people I can call up when I’m lonely...,1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,80.93548387096773,4.133333333333334,20.010752688172047,3.1291,-0.6346860215053759,115,3,26,0,3,36,26,31,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.4215,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,4,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648771775584854,0.6327113268976873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36538217053685496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835179533512136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dddopp,2020/02/04,I’m hugging my pillow This is so sad,-4.00333333333333,-3.429568555555555,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,123.44444444444444,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.2248222222222216,29,1,7,0,2,11,9,9,0.312,0.469,0.21899999999999997,-0.294,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maybeihavethebigsad,2020/02/04,Am I going crazy I often daydream very vividly about going on dates and preforming live in a incredible band and often talk to myself when I walk home. In real life I have lots of friends but I stay to myself a lot.,2.2677272727272744,4.227049409090913,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,77.63636363636364,6.218181818181819,22.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.8651090909090908,170,5,33,2,4,58,33,44,0.044000000000000004,0.903,0.053,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,4,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348415149186953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454990250500219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049002635360956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146984722474234,0.0,0.0,0.2684054180399151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168379472115177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459771104859528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32398474233032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443144189765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508017946437248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Walke212,2020/02/04,It's my birthday guys 🎂. I'm 19 y.o Now. Kinda happy for myself,-4.1690000000000005,-4.483232066666663,0.8191666666666677,95.86875,136.33333333333334,1.5,10.416666666666668,3.1291,-1.7813333333333332,49,1,11,0,4,19,15,15,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.5279,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6810697822905253,0.0,0.732218513594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,d3_lux,2020/02/04,"Loud Dance Party Fuck it, I'm tired of being alone and sad. I been needing someone to blast the stereo with and rock to some bangers... Tonight I say fuck it, I'll throw a solo dance party, Music so loud I couldn't hear the cops if them came. &#x200B; I know I'll still be crying later tonight but until then, fuck yeah.",1.1965584415584445,3.4224026818181836,1.853809523809524,98.565,82.78787878787878,3.771428571428572,18.51948051948052,3.1291,-0.8444519480519475,251,6,55,0,7,77,49,66,0.239,0.669,0.092,-0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,3,1,4,4,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,7,1,10,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,2,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268868854097635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373585223301917,0.2661898440508071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055378052067995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063432562816126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075705041903477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690393033082614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039325030993593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243507578549066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421051833396695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856143823366154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749468349177751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517847805850901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661898440508071,0.0 lonely,girlfriendinabox,2020/02/04,"A subscription box for lonely hearts Throwing around an idea and would love input. Keeping in mind the lonely introvert who longs for connection but not too concerned with the interaction of others so much as evidenced their companionship. Would anyone here be interested in receiving a box (one time or subscription) filled with items belonging to a “partner” like hairbrush, pj shirt, toothbrush, Bobby pins, “have a good day” notes, etc. could make the boxes custom to preferences or completely random. I would appreciate any suggestions!",11.036551724137931,12.168370586206901,9.370712643678164,58.870551724137954,55.7816091954023,13.396781609195404,40.38850574712643,12.688352899677879,5.949682298850576,439,20,58,14,5,134,72,87,0.036000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.182,0.9431,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,8,0,6,3,2,1,0,18,9,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,11,4,3,9,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,3,4,41,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812501845491705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258693257353066,0.0,0.0,0.2069966068521709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379810765039664,0.0,0.0,0.18565234440623252,0.0,0.0,0.1499594312044383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593269137343712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503099322289552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755433226885428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249249638376443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066789624777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360000191738685,0.0,0.0,0.2057773662086695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098629503841968,0.0,0.15521228709328533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478403114150126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093267813364976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756500246842986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558723585932933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955374060943474,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwoutmoldycheese,2020/02/04,"I’m lonely. I have one friend, and I’m so thankful for that. Yes I’m painfully lonely. But I’m still so thankful I have a person that likes to be with me and hang out. I want more connections, but I struggle to make them. Any advice? I’ve been keeping my head up about being lonely, but it’s starting to get a bit taxing on my mental health.",-0.2764992389649876,1.8961137397260257,1.9596347031963468,95.45975646879756,89.68493150684931,3.792389649923897,17.700152207001523,5.033348758259628,-0.6081372907153733,265,7,58,1,9,89,49,73,0.16399999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.17,-0.1417,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,2,1,5,3,1,1,0,10,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,8,4,9,13,2,6,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074221766110898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753469339504318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896363371503496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903387669629416,0.0,0.1287140423042039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283861614403513,0.2618714188968922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897797671898556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036009024297385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644486317434379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482750774214817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694135207872765,0.0,0.2621466712560043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511390527655225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437638038304584,0.0,0.19674511159016916,0.0,0.0,0.25755118442919106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536342905614691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531076458851133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DevilMayCrying,2020/02/04,at a complete loss on what to do 26. no friends. no gf. shit social skills. social anxiety. so lonely ive become severly depressed and cant even get out of bed. i NEED a girlfriend or my heart will give out.,-0.8329900332225897,1.2611773953488379,1.6243189368770778,94.35813953488376,100.6279069767442,4.317607973421929,20.096345514950173,6.1826913282559595,0.2762717607973424,160,6,34,2,7,54,38,43,0.359,0.581,0.06,-0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022066904927444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919244472009779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713807372369803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276613717145248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458312401145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421561626409576,0.0,0.13809807581717487,0.2535631069629615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322452177042504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959924644492338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986102245003536,0.2713241890843707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388888731247611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NATE_2006,2020/02/04,"Feel stuck(｡ŏ﹏ŏ) I'm still pretty young keep that in mind. Also my problem is a lot different. By that I mean I feel different than everyone. The few people that I've gotten close to and I thought they felt the same way they have now gotten over it. I am Torn between being plain sad or lonely and sometimes I'm comfortable being alone. However lately I've been wanting friends, friends that have the same interests as me but where I live my interests are weird, annoying, stupid, boring. I just feel like I have no one to talk to. I am really just using this to vent. I just wish someone actually has the same interests as me, and doesn't find me annoying. Idk",2.2727242524916957,4.826639046511634,3.6454318936877113,85.33831395348841,81.01550387596897,7.406644518272426,24.71816168327796,8.418075326091056,1.9415975636766327,523,20,100,12,14,171,83,129,0.20600000000000002,0.644,0.15,-0.7964,3,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,15,3,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,26,26,8,0,3,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,4,16,7,11,19,5,9,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1756457704053634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641694376498807,0.0,0.14393916250810873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761056818144993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198962147296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730273790148061,0.12858598588600048,0.17282009643731602,0.0,0.16450899873712632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812202110439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599847430825629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303828712451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793477044327247,0.0,0.1589358196877508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302236330710214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960635438521569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174013674038647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196691978958868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478346471851047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831160954004983,0.0,0.17222758701495966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530718386261744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525062403299615,0.0,0.1780162267736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374146935742682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446703748573394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289317056001685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554548925790799,0.0,0.0,0.1061636685485376,0.14286889958674298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698137807972586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kiri-Candy,2020/02/04,"Y’all. I really need some friends So for starters, my name is Faye, I’m 16, and I use she/her pronouns. I don’t have a lot of irl friends, and the ones I do have I don’t seem to fit in with; they’re already in a set friend group and I’m just... there. I’ve tried a few times to ask for internet friends here on Reddit, but most of them ghosted me lmao. I’m not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me!! I just want some friends aaaaa But I’m not necessarily ugly, I’m highkey a nerd, I’m a baby weeb, (just finished Cowboy Bebop and I’m planning on finishing My Hero Academia, but I’m still too caught up in the CBB universe rn) and once you get past the fact that I’m a crackhead, I have a pretty aight personality. If anyone wants to be friends, hmu! Extra points if you Kim Spike ahaha. My discord is actualfrog#7685 if any of y’all want it :)) But like I stg if you share any interests with me PLEASE consider adding me in discord aaaaa :’) Thanks for reading ❤️❤️",0.6137328687572605,2.5939073024390247,2.5498257839721283,94.16861788617888,83.29268292682926,5.465737514518003,21.957026713124275,6.655083550727371,0.31850754936120795,747,25,174,8,21,249,121,205,0.051,0.687,0.261,0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,1,2,8,12,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,2,1,34,30,14,1,8,13,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,2,1,1,1,21,11,20,28,6,17,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,9,7,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043585771247745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197733441500165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331301165909707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591526050320624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735109762132839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739441010060168,0.0,0.07595761223675322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102772082823351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360104707915236,0.0,0.0,0.09704555291108836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780106477130996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483017880157152,0.09851657410856668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878634231194398,0.0,0.12694449114660705,0.0,0.15958896724365845,0.13743572762524575,0.0,0.0,0.14790871503614447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454242480571488,0.0,0.09313729283193196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235295708858882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274649812772274,0.0,0.0,0.11610457280428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385088729606825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477510716497906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974136141372689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556587861468246,0.0,0.0,0.2572553509978557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,buttslayer445,2020/02/04,"I just want someone to love me I’m 19 and literally every guy I come across only wants me for sex. I finally started dating my first boyfriend exactly 2 months ago but he wants to end things in our relationship already. I know I’m not perfect, but I tried my hardest to be a good girlfriend. My friends and family say I shouldn’t worry about it because I’m beautiful and nice but everyone always ends up leaving me at the end of the day. I feel so unwanted and insecure about myself.",1.3059965635738848,3.87646687628866,3.4985824742268044,84.37680841924403,86.42268041237114,6.944673539518901,26.640034364261176,8.07648339933343,2.1840591065292103,385,18,74,9,12,131,71,97,0.138,0.6729999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.6829,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,19,13,8,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,15,5,11,11,0,15,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,10,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243946539744664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022201812146861,0.0,0.15247811389495886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170708450927608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578530630293075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818065145194165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48691351826713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543954554345814,0.17510257807401924,0.0,0.0,0.1727511499632905,0.0,0.09265636213170962,0.0,0.0,0.2007406727170596,0.0,0.15587177783388365,0.0,0.0,0.14157796993056107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370083526776435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144563704807531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070903379447746,0.0,0.0,0.19403457058627668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538966567710506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626785878729462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936936526082352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674119035322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572721421743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526655402488573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297048117542844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174270549842815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441425936285527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242555899845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860985794203644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fit_n_sad,2020/02/04,We never even dated why is it that the person I never even dated is the one who has left an indelible mark on my heart? I wake up thinking of him and he’s in my mind as I drift to sleep. Will this sense of longing ever dissipate? I’m tired of aching for someone who likely won’t be a part of my future in any way but a memory,0.9770319634703172,2.1454785068493147,3.7029452054794514,90.18446347031966,79.0,6.510502283105023,19.015981735159816,7.1686216300943375,0.19995159817351604,253,5,59,3,6,90,57,73,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,4,3,0,3,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,11,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633989053410636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174058640310734,0.21734736983231856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847334200576487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106534770526363,0.0,0.0,0.11738886193607605,0.0,0.0,0.2126405847158856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426146985147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706381004735445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628202113427347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020024813321235,0.0,0.0,0.20980356924012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045391847079226,0.0,0.20358879542459224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539619723572569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27616696260423235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072339012207404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681567951461214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IdealBed,2020/02/04,"I'm tired, just need to ramble I don't think my situation is quite as bad as some others I've read here. But still, it seems that my life right now just isn't really worth it. Not in the sense that I'd ever consider suicide or anything drastic, but it just feels so hollow. It's not even that I don't do much. I'm quite busy lately, I'm catching up on my course work, I've been learning to draw, been keeping up with commitments, etc. But it never feels like what I do is meaningful enough for me to feel like the day is worth ending. Because of that, time feels so much longer now. I don't really remember days that well because it just feels like one long day that doesn't end. I don't even really have anyone I can talk to or whatever. The one person who I care about most is in a relationship now, so I rarely get the chance to talk to her. She still cares, she tries to make time, but I can tell that she's eventually gonna drift off to live her own life soon. And I don't blame her, I know it'll happen eventually if it's not as soon as I'm thinking it'll be. Still though, considering she's my only real friend, it's tough to think about. I don't know how to make connections with people. Any friendship I've ever had has been based on who I sat next to in class or who wound up being a friend of a friend or whatever. Friendships just kind of happened and then stopped. Very few friendships I've had have been because I genuinely got along with the person and wanted to hang out with them more. In fact, quite a few have been very reluctant ""friendships"" where I felt too polite or scared to argue with mean people who just latched onto me for some reason. I generally just have really bad social skills and can't work out how to start making actual, real life friends. It would be nice to have someone to go out with, play games with or whatever, but I'm genuinely clueless how to even get to that point. I really would just like to be happy with my life. I've been alone for way too long and haven't been able to find any happiness at all from it. I know I should try to just be content with myself and not rely on friends for happiness. But it's just been so, so quiet and miserable, particularly these past few months, and I'm just fed up with it. Sorry if I rambled too much and make no sense in some parts, I'm a little sleep deprived. Just needed to get my thoughts out somewhere.",5.021513061650996,4.832990571717176,5.608310693138282,85.25545454545455,68.53535353535354,9.009404388714731,26.56391501219088,8.641336200584522,1.5243653779171025,1883,47,415,27,29,610,213,495,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.136,0.9634,0,1,0,0,0,1,50.0,0,0,1,6,42,25,1,2,10,0,44,8,1,8,6,102,87,37,1,8,30,0,6,4,5,6,6,1,0,2,29,24,1,2,20,3,2,4,16,7,1,2,15,7,37,18,66,61,16,55,0,2,0,0,26,23,0,13,31,272,66,5,0.07147869523675462,0.0,0.06975289562532483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403037141869148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721592773978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499795656719837,0.0,0.05882087580030839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936344971119095,0.13071824752518782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575458719837273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382935354283643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661781595800464,0.07385659963920614,0.07971763972875354,0.14163301221673893,0.12931314414835215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070888003094815,0.1531931824777684,0.0686307567835552,0.0,0.06533023250064593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761213131467337,0.0,0.11203400426056352,0.0,0.04062298973022579,0.0,0.05716804228390977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641674827169194,0.2282712006613873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353354857408887,0.0,0.07443406165110739,0.1178484647182412,0.0,0.08063108161987789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019500652874956,0.13968351985728633,0.07164043075423872,0.0631169974444577,0.12651279196232765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085033644679425,0.0,0.0,0.07786125381037468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705361259144698,0.0,0.15763519632929532,0.10600109362958976,0.055128776288370984,0.0,0.07601840329240597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687162755119508,0.054362768680918126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740446139340372,0.0682345025864344,0.099108654540205,0.12482487923786585,0.0,0.0,0.06757047095480855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280791726123912,0.07149803838682063,0.16271680771462907,0.2289554124263073,0.07349200346326445,0.0,0.0767413685293368,0.08097142776435788,0.06104241517923295,0.0,0.0,0.0715626434911948,0.0,0.0,0.06507151959149474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034504828604308,0.07153031629561077,0.07286352826952426,0.06056366651696885,0.0,0.0,0.08001454727057497,0.05059298838740027,0.0,0.1712489350466009,0.0597593898220303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818609112731978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490373533290014,0.06247553018794701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740198517349264,0.07022745515295316,0.05674609977024667,0.08335960401798406,0.08215424523380513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705868416194706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795481884973945,0.04215998639977272,0.05673646121953412,0.0,0.0,0.06426793126404416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407468287901783,0.0,0.0,0.10155282854447124,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SocietySoreToTheEye,2020/02/04,I’ve figured out what I am I’m an off brand friend and a background character in everyone lives. I don’t want to be alive in my isolation.,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,92.33333333333334,7.0,24.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.7506666666666677,110,5,25,3,4,38,26,30,0.091,0.6709999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883651413204465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47571853711282397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437089471480817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631789018064375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SloppyJoe504,2020/02/04,"Does anyone want to talk to a lonely 20yr guy? Not sure what to start with so I'll just say something. I've posted here before and even other places but I always delete them after a while because I feel like there's nobody that'll even care. If nobody cares in real life who would online? Usually its up and down for me, lately I've been feeling really down. Barely any friends, I go to work but there's not anyone that actually cares, not really any family and never had a girlfriend. I guess that's because I'm too quiet and have a little bit of anxiety but who doesn't right? Does anyone else feel more even more alone when they're around people? I just want someone to talk to, for some reason particularly a girl which I'm sure stems from wanting a partner in my life. When I do talk to someone I always feel like I'm boring to talk to. When I text I'm always the one that sends the most with one word replies from the other person, then they just leave without saying anything so I don't even know if they'll come back. When I message someone that made a post they ignore me after the first couple of messages. I so desperately want to talk to someone about my emotions. Yet I never feel like I'm worth someone's time. I have nobody in my life I'm comfortable talking to, even with strangers online I'm afraid that they'll think I'm pathetic then block me. That probably comes from my parents not caring about what I say to them, never really telling me anything other than how much I'm not good enough. It all makes me feel like nothing, like I'll never be anything to anyone no matter how hard I try. Not even if I changed my attitude. I don't think any of my friends even think about me either. I don't know anymore. If someone wants to talk, lets talk. It doesn't have to be about me, if you have something going on lets talk. I'm used to being quiet about myself so it's okay. I even feel selfish making a post about myself, its just all me me me isn't it lol I'm your typical 20 year old I guess, I play video games, watch new movies, love memes, listen to music anytime I get the chance and sometimes I'll read a book. Usually I like to read or watch videos about random stuff that I can learn about. Anyway, thanks for reading if you did. Feel free to message me, I have multiple social apps to use if you'd rather talk there. Just tell me which one. I'll probably delete this post later on like I usually do",2.146082573632537,4.156655243951612,3.2938464235624134,90.65234572230015,78.21370967741936,5.7646563814866765,20.863253856942496,6.7026698264267655,0.3202110448807853,1915,50,397,18,46,617,215,496,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.9848,1,3,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,6,2,41,27,0,1,14,2,27,4,0,8,8,82,76,29,0,14,25,1,9,7,4,4,3,6,0,4,25,11,0,2,15,8,2,5,18,5,0,4,4,17,56,23,54,62,10,47,0,1,2,1,43,12,0,13,33,247,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.052110696682860516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530629511125725,0.0,0.0,0.13329923265217528,0.0,0.0,0.10894149291814682,0.0,0.04085085362256007,0.0,0.05295845071296034,0.1493540856605391,0.054714610231794004,0.1318309493808548,0.04753732120700762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106130359839303,0.0,0.0651042883752534,0.0,0.045439466664769584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058298969214123086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777943454643725,0.0,0.0564901191150786,0.0919987427970488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059086084004487074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346139922012156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460884762665157,0.06006781224004485,0.0,0.05517647442909601,0.0,0.28216156949434623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050340767256497415,0.0,0.21600515478582066,0.152595881875385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454220124813029,0.0,0.0,0.08251341463644413,0.0,0.02789929584929851,0.0,0.060696900887199465,0.04478938621819867,0.0,0.0,0.11765224011864467,0.05287439525748487,0.0,0.0,0.04783591091905542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869448662948808,0.0,0.0602375256229352,0.05654288935080221,0.0,0.1092102353460356,0.11315399708072932,0.18261979767060155,0.053520828401397616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481955846212908,0.05052837089178802,0.07128982894001874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039255144075943285,0.0,0.16474148715440926,0.05157405248475692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123873993602583,0.0,0.05603431685792496,0.0,0.10855566543668893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929438022368485,0.0,0.0,0.037020836117919814,0.046626820020339715,0.05579163409544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456975442873468,0.0,0.11514846294476296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024335155094624,0.06078089042759285,0.1026282216147724,0.0549040934681925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560330798710748,0.0,0.12739746928601695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054434574892653874,0.27147387883250906,0.08221985734275684,0.052813965156227306,0.0,0.03779679464916871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113022383988495,0.0,0.0,0.10065773554362707,0.0,0.0,0.4292089701783303,0.09334790690877053,0.04916354522472997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264969086672857,0.0,0.0,0.03113796926738195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03625509454093885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224090891980552,0.17643766618495915,0.0,0.15748351690180107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147569414536942,0.0,0.0388758357861229,0.0,0.0,0.037933827679306746,0.0,0.0,0.03438784903106408 lonely,Terbizond12345,2020/02/04,I’m definitely going to die alone aren’t I? Whatever. Maybe I should give up on trying for friends. It seems too stressful.,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,98.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.313616666666667,98,4,19,2,4,32,22,24,0.297,0.516,0.187,-0.5267,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37566037880193415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764379264575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802304921728377,0.0,0.0,0.34794652613252364,0.2061376623901509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36439308677444504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301995009684157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154855198555246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462577274675707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SolitaryCarpet15,2020/02/04,"Why do I miss the people who've I've cut out in my life? I cut out a lot of people in my life. Mostly because they were too toxic, so why do I miss them so bad? Why does it hurt so bad to miss people who you've had a connection with?",-0.7723636363636359,0.4318728545454569,2.2163636363636385,98.76454545454548,84.0909090909091,5.127272727272729,14.636363636363635,5.6839178017228535,-1.0661636363636364,177,2,48,1,5,63,33,55,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,2,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,7,5,2,4,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787045809356772,0.1382433211882145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845719158491484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427732740951813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203636248352469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280071777860175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716632466918586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139025312255126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xetier061,2020/02/04,"i've been thinking... So, i was thinking about live and everithing going on with it. Being alone isn't that bad, except when it's not, when things get hard and you have no one, or even if (my case) have trust issues, the hard ones, when you don't even talk so no one can hurt you, using that lonliness like a wall. That last part sometimes is disgusting for me. I was geting away from everyone, and it was my choice, onli becouse i am afraid of being hust. I discover one can do a lot of stuf alone, yet asking for help become a hell in life, or even opening up to that special someone (and end up losing her). It makes me sad thinking in all the oportunity i lost and might be losing 'couse of that. And every day become a rutine, prottecting my self from the nonreal harm from other people, my work my studies and some rollerblading, and thats it, the same thing every week, waiting on maybe that someone who drive out of that rutine, yet knowing that i wont talk to that one and losing it (again). It's been like that the last years, the same thoughts, same ideas. And if i keep going on, i really don't know why, i thing everything is kinda worthless. i don't know why keep going on yet i know ending it it's not the answer. (if the post is written horrible, sorry, english is not my native language)",4.4548613928329965,5.0029733908045975,5.226765832769889,84.934523326572,69.88122605363985,7.980256930358351,26.0809105251296,7.928766900206844,1.379636285778679,1009,28,207,12,17,328,137,261,0.17,0.77,0.06,-0.978,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,5,13,16,2,1,12,0,24,1,0,2,1,45,44,20,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,13,0,3,10,0,0,4,10,12,0,5,8,2,23,4,25,31,7,32,1,7,0,0,10,13,1,9,16,153,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736811041221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358959502331583,0.0,0.09405690059225363,0.0,0.08358789961657588,0.0,0.2211278711794924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645628466948467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733598208791534,0.0,0.0,0.19836568122337184,0.0,0.16869445204670416,0.09565965972579338,0.0899726617450168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523034877897916,0.0,0.17068493224238404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935828891045524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710180838334831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717012196956878,0.1130123171744266,0.0,0.1044891196347835,0.0,0.17796522782628288,0.0,0.0,0.22007196033449036,0.16320647445593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071084919904708,0.09781764907240413,0.0,0.08839920862294535,0.0,0.0,0.33599337795881234,0.10928219313153748,0.08511017745739285,0.0,0.0,0.06682438721109077,0.0,0.10057422889882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620118351298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918657256621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084096742257668,0.0,0.06940386095479828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587797224990736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413320686313118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443685206448254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964622552317352,0.0,0.09901162368399594,0.1120652588594133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092969695187326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952645889349804,0.19243986951766792,0.0,0.07947637744559709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646313655130536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030242558394525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066790752008635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288147390316836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644677360901451 lonely,joseahumada67,2020/02/04,"26 years old. No friends at university. I’m a 25 year old male at university and I find it hard making friends. I always say I’m going to get involved but I never end up joining any clubs during week of welcome. All I do is go to school and go home. Then work, train jujitsu and hang out with my girlfriend. Other than that I don’t really talk to a lot of people. It sucks cause when I go to school I feel like everyone has a group of friends or someone they interact with and I don’t. I dread graduation because I don’t want to leave yet without making friends and/or connections. I feel like I’m wasting my life here too. That or just the thought of not having friends in college. Anyone else feel this way or is it just me",1.1555,3.38665326666667,2.855583333333332,91.287375,83.0,5.883333333333333,24.041666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.9453666666666668,570,22,123,8,16,188,95,150,0.094,0.726,0.18,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,3,2,27,24,10,0,1,8,0,4,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,5,15,8,18,23,2,21,0,0,0,0,14,5,1,4,12,72,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089587057313507,0.0,0.0,0.09063189230967994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318931000262093,0.13655647254678047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124349173401274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691062388299413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133455672014614,0.0,0.11804251141961727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735042649134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216425190989956,0.1904240500461345,0.0,0.0,0.12181136845010035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148415017857126,0.0,0.06963093425282947,0.0,0.3029740920958304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938864644186728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336861667138619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111948316250114,0.0,0.0,0.0941364084806132,0.13022332886672788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330604174238346,0.0,0.0,0.17792482715805594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279026147043817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797003805480983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239643249908272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537968114970314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598600595212458,0.0,0.2697637891939665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292387634950725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071217773546905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580583908302073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860932742192765,0.10578786754048626,0.10690554592938173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284728006762615,0.0,0.09702613213857804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165007087721562 lonely,calmetoi111,2020/02/04,Are you missing someone Special? I do. I had/have a good friend who is now in a marriage. I try to connect to her via textmessage/whatsapp but from her is no initiative. So when I text her She responds readily but doesn‘t text me first. And I‘m afraid she doesn‘t want to stay in connection with me because of her husband. I „tested“ our relationship on NYE by not texting her what was kinda immature i admit but since then nothing came from her in order to perceive our connection. This makes me feel imvredibly lonely because she was one of the few person I trusted and had contact to in a friendly way and a trusted way. I hope you guys can give me some advise to handle the situation to feel less lonely.,3.126165075800113,5.468989948905108,4.368175182481752,82.51510387422795,76.51824817518249,6.55115103874228,30.9764177428411,7.61054688173877,2.2808993823694554,561,28,100,8,13,184,88,137,0.07400000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.175,0.9285,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,1,3,11,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,20,9,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,4,2,25,7,18,16,3,14,0,3,0,0,26,5,0,3,4,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636090930126554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729590450952146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865273532730936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839150048609861,0.0,0.0,0.3340991344274952,0.0,0.0,0.2074161029132964,0.0,0.18135348334535764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408991212806547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147533593366004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443272602842005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074670977708006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651497989507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879330444072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321373213483877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788578461272051,0.2430382028644557,0.0,0.0,0.1832008939339108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304597251847731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467978965369924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753103702061744,0.3432477262965264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BABlHaramDimakan,2020/02/04,Feeling lonely in video games I love playing single player games but mostly i can't play all day long because it feels quite lonely. I can't play multiplayer games either because im really bad at competitive and everyone only wanted to play with good player. Does anyone have this problem? is there any way to handle this..?,3.422714285714285,6.422696033333337,4.666190476190477,76.87500000000003,80.33333333333334,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.397476190476191,262,8,40,4,7,86,46,60,0.295,0.5529999999999999,0.152,-0.9162,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,6,5,8,4,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834981775790952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867606225085864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530233471806824,0.3289798390706528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740223185786224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361358740113405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578404861639002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728750395453276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263261827731937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914698901505469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387969472211167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353811505072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052229344105629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581972353125519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870044960132061,0.0,0.0,0.17286426989433426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915664955283618,0.21418377580961814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Riddlista,2020/02/04,"Welp, ain't that just a punch in the gut. So, I have a crush on this dude in my french class. The only problem is that I've already told him that I like him, with a note. I know he saw it, so I'm confused and frustrated at the fact that he hasn't spoken to me. I don't want to sound desperate, but I want to do something special for him on valentines day. I just need some advice on how I should execute it. Any advice?",0.7538043478260867,2.141956119565222,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,80.19565217391305,5.9043478260869575,21.28260869565217,6.6274283507984215,0.13964782608695625,321,9,79,3,8,108,61,92,0.134,0.8029999999999999,0.063,-0.2668,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,15,14,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,11,11,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,2,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788983331681912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326870790007564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014303010425041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102842590519484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278712262823647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447113354245855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963306525031406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527808180180625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834292281455041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280339222356736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830376161450057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349420056976047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Deserted_alien,2020/02/05,"21 year old failure 21, still a virgin with a dead social life. already lost half my hairs. i hate my life",-0.2078787878787871,2.0803751818181797,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,92.63636363636364,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.1452303030303028,82,2,18,0,3,26,18,22,0.47600000000000003,0.524,0.0,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769035040743241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372050698365984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824868008905577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37283681610098784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583941218830225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34816221134976044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275835310715435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994384241682985 lonely,Aboringper,2020/02/05,"It feels like a joke, I’m so tired. I swear I can’t believe it, I’ve been calming myself and trying to keep it together for a long time but I’m soo tired So for the first time I fell in love with a guy so bad which turned out that he had a girlfriend and who has no feelings for me, tried to get over him for 7 months couldn’t. I had another crush after a while, I tried asking him out turned me down. One guy showed interest in me than He told me that we can be friends with benefits and he only wants me physically. I got a bit interested in another guy tried asking him out, he procrastinated and then never turned back. How how can I keep convincing myself that it’s not me how can I keep loving myself I’m trying all the time to be a better person and improve And all of those guys were different kinds of people.",2.702574477545575,3.7958994797687886,4.332947976878612,87.69994664295245,74.43352601156069,7.635215651400622,22.55624722098711,8.139509932561175,0.9462311249444202,642,16,144,10,13,216,96,173,0.096,0.6829999999999999,0.221,0.978,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,7,13,0,0,9,0,12,4,0,3,3,27,31,15,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,10,12,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,6,2,21,12,21,22,3,20,0,0,0,2,21,8,0,0,12,96,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334018833574126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080888034372068,0.0,0.0,0.08557783401324986,0.09292542621169246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538966633800208,0.0,0.09843005916874016,0.12150368043222674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627802294456376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254667815143808,0.07950810072885904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466619673577116,0.0,0.0,0.08598508428627225,0.0,0.05814626180965327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901158114605515,0.0,0.0,0.44079226175109465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29676833708844896,0.0,0.11589505699328093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437238387837405,0.0,0.0,0.09849124788849216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089346316095905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883341223473251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583641048446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541535788213034,0.08464372405363453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715690177101578,0.09717719396571882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946884096669041,0.25583101935886826,0.0,0.1063457114254615,0.0,0.3778049149516737,0.3631661173535467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564379154183796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KillinDuckz,2020/02/05,"I need a girlfriend 😔 I’ve been lonely for such a long time, last time I dated I was around 13, I’m 19 now. I’ve always tried to take care of myself, I try to look good and desirable, but it just doesn’t work with me, no one ever showed interest in me which makes me feel like I’m invisible, I feel like people ignore me and that hurts so much... Being 19 I really want to experience how it is to be in a youthful relationship, I’m afraid that when I find love (if ever) I’m going to be too old to have “fun relationship” and I’ll have to commit to being in a “serious/mature” relationship. I feel so lonely and sad..😞💔",0.8843781094527365,2.436223731343283,3.999328358208956,86.27844527363185,80.34328358208955,7.153233830845772,18.629353233830845,8.07648339933343,0.5996786069651736,476,10,109,9,12,173,83,134,0.106,0.6559999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9577,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,2,3,22,25,10,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,4,13,7,15,19,1,16,0,3,1,1,5,4,0,1,13,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367290400388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146281388842151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753719676370307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972772533852361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073841456469826,0.0,0.0,0.2492583713978483,0.23478329200671905,0.0,0.0,0.15018730082481252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338796060394196,0.1378254696526688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591006417955768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339443348035709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055882563151386,0.0,0.0,0.14541976981671664,0.13798906667099622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483069907065473,0.0,0.10968618890254203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079555281674625,0.1218426563578272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242826235631692,0.0,0.11134881747341617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392016179970753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526885971574908,0.0,0.0,0.5292608900898684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354966900550253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163492071090427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231276583279676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692135352694582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962834898562065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jewel-sky,2020/02/05,"I can’t sleep and I need someone to hold me. It’s 7am and I still can’t sleep. I’m emotionally exhausted and no matter how much I try to tire my eyes from crying, I still can’t make them tired enough for me to sleep. This happens almost every night. I genuinely can’t remember the last time I went a full week (maybe even half a week) without crying myself to sleep at an ungodly hour like this. I know I’d fall asleep faster if I had someone to hold me or if I had a friend so that I wouldn’t have to be sad and emotionally exhausted in the first place, but I don’t. I haven’t been held in so long and I’m just so tired.",1.3959881422924916,2.505483355072468,3.3259156785243738,93.56223320158104,77.76811594202898,7.047167325428196,20.516469038208168,7.686295010490155,0.3707884057971018,485,11,121,7,11,164,81,138,0.141,0.8190000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,12,11,6,2,0,22,20,13,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,5,1,19,2,12,13,3,18,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,4,12,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669962732601686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797037969155297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846541918014125,0.0,0.13073736290161506,0.0,0.08357062473082512,0.0,0.10660539156185128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076247475202644,0.0,0.0,0.09775530554637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188839166963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246047032769142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953654141734092,0.10313729884837773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181524439307805,0.0,0.0,0.1119733976061312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445849733750366,0.0,0.12711449514442202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301272090892204,0.09381899189455227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187380619619008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321949470146551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333168583449488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064779567805778,0.0,0.21441371757597624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209102754141006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377955968100706,0.4362763554851781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859042825964178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029864389463817,0.0,0.0,0.11729282755297353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196858490376655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyshygirl,2020/02/05,"I hate myself and I hate how lonely I am I hate how lonely I feel right now. I hate how I am right now in general. I just wish for somebody to listen to me, to help me figure out what is wrong with me. But there is nobody I can talk to. I hate looking back a month ago, seeing how normal everything was back then. Yes I wasn't 100% happy back then, but a lot more than I am now. I just wish I had someone to vent, someone to listen to me, someone who would take me serious. I just feel like I'm going insane",1.1155855855855883,2.24727677477478,3.465045045045045,92.18693693693692,78.54954954954955,6.014414414414415,19.54054054054054,6.42735559955562,-0.03592972972972985,386,8,91,3,9,134,59,111,0.21600000000000005,0.675,0.11,-0.838,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,14,11,5,0,2,1,10,0,0,4,0,21,26,9,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,3,6,21,2,12,22,2,15,0,2,2,0,5,4,0,1,11,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824436547703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077116988716805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988453995407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348944694057936,0.0952955985680044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581000784794496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199875184406985,0.0,0.6584871791909526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941015272975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516881701059496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201606887662628,0.0,0.0,0.1134054975366375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647258724763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069628682938395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783286038407705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629651855670784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339068990079934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029452743529332,0.10721580483358646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30678948690450336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475817486679336,0.14584371240128216,0.0,0.0 lonely,ololz75,2020/02/05,"A rotten life than mine? Extremely complicated adolescence, alcoholic parents, overprotective mother and father who stayed in front of his computer every day, he died 1 year ago now, mother who spoke of suicide as if it were a normal subject, I still live with my mother currently and she is still an alcoholic, now I suffer the psychological consequences, I am 24 years old and I am anxious, depressed and I suffer from OCD, frequent suicidal thoughts, I have the license + car, I go in workout room, I work in the factory, always been cuck or always fell on gold diggers, last fuck 4 months ago, and still I had a hard time erection, I am with a girl recently but unfortunately long distance relationship, I still try to keep hope despite my catastrophic falls in mood, luckily I travel 2 to 3 times a year, I also feel very lonely, I live in a village with small soulless towns nearby that's all, I had planned to go abroad but I don't know where yet, i speak english well",6.757690014903126,7.2253429508196785,7.3408047690014895,72.06384500745158,64.84699453551913,10.370392449080976,35.215598609041244,10.230975488527342,3.6837038251366128,772,34,136,17,11,255,128,183,0.158,0.762,0.08,-0.838,2,2,2,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,0,10,0,10,4,0,0,1,19,19,11,3,3,4,5,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,8,2,1,3,2,0,7,1,6,1,0,6,5,22,2,17,13,1,40,0,4,0,1,14,10,1,3,22,83,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367463327752405,0.28542250647262657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679009784425443,0.22222822640294396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508596579657994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612080742749073,0.0,0.11501587638650085,0.0,0.13859111123150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251132162330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752070344883605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345350664852495,0.0,0.0,0.15178517194672114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962360281903801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263312593553322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869449613069925,0.0,0.0,0.07338886018198837,0.10885109685429316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432166855479653,0.0,0.0,0.23583257592533985,0.11817671476783087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658856542667204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083865133601744,0.0,0.0,0.14012541488738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827787854361946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185242716615414,0.14336957834722303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233348362011367,0.4265737082106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921372691772158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601406454980797,0.15573388262786994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066337289720794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018263660521904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006648282603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721707917732572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579818162919774 lonely,remrules420,2020/02/05,"34 oakland,ca need someone in my life I'm living a really isolated life right about now. I'd like to make a connection and offer my friendship to anyone local who's interested in having a buddy. Let's chitty chat and get out of our shell. Shoot me a message",3.5017924528301885,4.819954226415099,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,72.77358490566039,8.318867924528304,26.45754716981132,8.841846274778883,2.1692679245283024,206,7,38,4,4,73,43,53,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.4779,0,0,0,1,0,1,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252400545776352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885933677139272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691191022166477,0.5099314691194544,0.17635305636371315,0.0,0.3187455590810748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240952119296695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676567265569111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231248392329441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082687634354858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058510468743175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plshelpmesavemyself,2020/02/05,"I have too big of an ask for a gf so I've just accepted that I'm forever alone I want someone that can take care of me, my mom was rough on me and I somehow became a broken man who wants a strong woman to take lead. Yet I don't make the effort to meet people I'm stuck at my mom's house bc my schooling was for nothing. Dating subreddits dont work. I accepted that I have to somehow fix my life as impossible as it seems. But what I want is too big an ask or just will end up in said person taking too much control of me and becoming just like my mom part 2. I dont know why I like what I like it's not even perverted reasons anymore I cant enjoy a relationship otherwise. I'm a virgin and I cant do anything for the life of me.",0.34934959349593697,1.8574043414634147,3.280097560975612,91.01937398373985,81.8048780487805,6.568455284552847,21.908943089430885,7.554174236665415,0.7267728455284561,568,18,136,9,15,203,95,164,0.062,0.7829999999999999,0.155,0.9091,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,11,8,0,0,9,0,13,3,0,4,0,22,30,8,0,3,6,3,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,3,8,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,2,21,8,16,25,2,10,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,4,6,86,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073906942566036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476446137954484,0.0,0.0,0.11182431162094082,0.0,0.25407402295989145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007770843845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854695426829206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524100367847467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185196359943027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035650537165765,0.0,0.0,0.08975279540609457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567965999115901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468053511841206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196353951992545,0.19916415609646326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070634874700316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774514316774172,0.0,0.0,0.0998933744577289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038827791001106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715354870084546,0.0,0.09420768493197064,0.1186522302160982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971557861231745,0.0,0.14589294348108006,0.0,0.0,0.12926068236346008,0.0,0.0,0.13752599191907133,0.0,0.12370740464917244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513752941204522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065127745758572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404509313891291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261785637585625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892814083238173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NubianQueen101,2020/02/05,A lone The worst kind of loneliness is when you are in a relationship but still feel lonely and alone,7.881,6.827221099999999,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,63.0,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,2.9215000000000004,82,2,17,2,1,26,19,20,0.475,0.525,0.0,-0.8674,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051784119574462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466291152973839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079331676965632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236780789040212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38953051024138186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haharealy,2020/02/05,"I thinking about ending it all So like hour ago a girl told she goes on a tinder date with some guy. And she is only thing that brings happiness to my life... If you say there is plenty of fish in the sea, well its not that simple I am very closed guy who can't just accept someone into my life.. Omw home need to think or no? Life fucking sucks... Really would like to die while I get home...",0.8692682926829249,2.752576597560978,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,81.8048780487805,5.0756097560975615,15.128048780487804,5.985473137389443,-0.8480292682926827,299,4,70,2,8,96,68,82,0.094,0.779,0.127,0.4592,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,15,13,5,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,3,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,8,5,9,11,2,10,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,3,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012752153824712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199185026307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699861747750658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742905552212707,0.10027147014499667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800664629052962,0.0,0.20430483613570088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850273910091431,0.0,0.1890047862740024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066811471284024,0.1875270635495112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230793898738414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596554250021118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295032719662108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262430047294756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626151252677871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750463504131845,0.24595209543959656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338996345378614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835598095613382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725611789087424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633608138990694,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nillend,2020/02/05,"It's so easy for people to drift away At first just something comes up, then there are fewer and fewer opportunities to meet until eventually you never meet again. Next, longer and longer periods of time pass between you messaging each other; a week, a month, a year... Until you realize that person is gone. It's so easy for ""friendships"" to deteriorate. No idea why I wrote this rant. Move along now.",3.3079729729729728,6.109124054054058,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,78.72972972972974,6.943243243243244,21.41216216216216,8.07648339933343,1.2991675675675671,316,9,57,6,8,102,58,74,0.064,0.8190000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.6169,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,13,3,1,21,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,13,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28119964065158665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578180994685234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545821078837769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378701911135392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889622818956135,0.3181056356499333,0.0,0.0,0.2308365083611253,0.0,0.3183060457467193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207495044355409,0.2613348347253829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230413663428482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452264702215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007821941260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700692365579952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927376312425836 lonely,bsmith223,2020/02/05,"I'm 17 and wish I had nice parents that loved me :( I have had depression for years and my parents always get angry at me when I try to talk about it, that it was an excuse to be lazy. Lately I have been losing my mind over a breakup that happened ages ago and not being able to find anyone new has made me really upset. Everytime I see couples at school my whole body is filled with rage. I am also super insecure about the way I look I hate myself so much, and I wish I could tell my mum about my body image issues because it's normal for my age and shouldn't be so consuming but my mum kept changing the topic when I spoke to her about it so I gave up. I'm secretly seeing a school counsellor but she wants our sessions to end in 3 weeks and I will have nothing. I wish people loved me, I wish my parents let me talk to them about anything, I wish they didnt yell at me everyday and I wish they loved me. I've never been so close to suicide in my life",2.122647058823528,3.322787490196077,3.785441176470588,90.63198529411768,76.05882352941177,6.668627450980392,22.06372549019608,7.1686216300943375,0.546701960784314,744,19,167,8,16,249,119,204,0.115,0.718,0.16699999999999998,0.9247,3,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,3,2,12,11,2,2,5,0,19,6,2,1,1,28,41,16,1,10,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,10,5,40,5,22,24,2,22,0,2,3,3,21,8,0,0,12,113,47,3,0.09511336387317497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431225826158344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606212272586614,0.07914193811520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650547551598629,0.0,0.07827019428380347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798022380676127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129901098015533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061732739583493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594028160787286,0.10524112804057432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192100093298825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424220924955983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693189145620986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049692806964409975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410843355634066,0.0,0.0,0.0939047554442166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927364065586962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729201729546456,0.0,0.0,0.09725985868788126,0.0671813817399681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987127074065467,0.10640752511783133,0.0,0.0,0.25753057310759064,0.08999856464172612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960373837397048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991926633069483,0.0,0.07335728977188254,0.091861079517597,0.0,0.0,0.09319090211642132,0.09126383785792057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683640402028124,0.0,0.0,0.06593963062028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093205641403074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251960419960665,0.1515860732763744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040385825536178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528970381021372,0.08313327231636708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457573066470806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610032631468271,0.07549656107985281,0.07629420334939364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061906740703552,0.6562540467990612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124988792019659 lonely,Raginglion00,2020/02/05,I just wish I had someone to be sad and lonely with I know a lot of people but no one is special to me. I've had people that were and I always seem to mess up and push them away. I just want a person that can sit next to me and cry over nothing and they let me do the same. I'm sad and lonely but I just want one other person with me that feels the same way.,-1.2702141900937107,0.4015291807228962,1.3705220883534146,101.66239625167336,88.51807228915663,3.6888888888888887,12.836680053547525,3.1291,-1.7008757697456494,274,3,72,0,9,94,49,83,0.233,0.6759999999999999,0.091,-0.9337,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,22,15,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,1,12,1,10,10,3,7,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160407996642556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634736673423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529420937980655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643203451160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265510260560514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354678971145505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576833447886824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489602708352365,0.0,0.0,0.2209514209965176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312075440905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928210400749457,0.4021278490808256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963024654632112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510803533410645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716398325675212,0.1827785554768465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648005087562793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,APersonWithACrown,2020/02/05,"Crippling loneliness I posted a while back on this sub,but now my loneliness has grown stronger.I feel alright on the internet because I love my friends on here,but the second I detach myself from it I just kind of,cease to exist.I drown myself with books,music art just to try to escape my life.Every day is so bland and repetitive,my town is very Christian .I’ve gotten drinks,food,rocks and everything you could think of thrown at me because of my hair and how I dress.Every day is a chore and I just don’t feel alive anymore.I feel like my spark is long gone.Each time I try to make new friends I always get pushed back or ignored.I have friends,but I’d hardly call them that.My friend of 7 years is just someone I used to talk to on the daily but about meaningless things over and over and over.I can’t form meaningful relationships and I don’t know what is wrong with me,I don’t feel connected to people.Ive never felt love. I appreciate the things my parents do for me but I don’t love them.My mom is very emotionally absent and my father I rarely see.I don’t know what to do anymore.Each time I’ve tried to talk to my mom about how my mind is in shambles and just won’t shut up she just says I have nothing to be sad about and I’m just overreacting.I don’t know what to do anymore.I think I just have to wait the two more years until I can move to another school in a bigger city.What am I going to do after though?",2.5007726269315707,3.8681256721854353,3.657235099337752,91.25430739514351,75.39072847682121,6.7551876379690965,22.517108167770424,7.333567415737692,0.6000260485651219,1131,30,254,13,24,367,153,302,0.061,0.807,0.132,0.9493,1,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,0,8,1,28,4,1,4,1,42,48,19,1,1,11,4,7,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,11,1,0,4,9,2,0,2,2,8,33,9,37,43,2,33,1,1,0,3,18,13,0,1,16,147,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488871263155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195787373083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537629406726662,0.0,0.1390329558799664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164455006446275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105002644943552,0.0,0.0,0.1470900916568015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827734850336972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921637883380704,0.0,0.10248995932003448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306440628156657,0.08146873670578843,0.1094943188179384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789514593082772,0.0,0.2643163197759811,0.0,0.05958012391656915,0.0,0.06481039693161265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215560692335343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187529798490187,0.18801683054084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054837900021132,0.05571318375921766,0.0,0.0,0.10092000020747137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087711158889553,0.0,0.07612121942396856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514582438325045,0.2671197455455978,0.0,0.1212042971311916,0.0,0.0,0.08795309989074848,0.1101385660240138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942249192264247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662565178583662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921683637001713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224340844554043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068755770418548,0.0,0.11541249705210332,0.09087348432843508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096623987861682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331877454871984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152349805410198,0.14614183179563364,0.11204171022826936,0.0,0.13299289541084133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322728541634909,0.0,0.11139851012408086,0.0,0.0,0.0984921772453473,0.0,0.1881865091766004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468260008184767,0.0,0.14687340623663694 lonely,Payde_lite,2020/02/05,"21 Today Happy fucking birthday to me only message I got was from my brother asking “isn’t today your birthday” Which I’m not gonna lie made me laugh it was kinda funny anyway I never been the one to wallow in my pity and sorrow but still turning 21 makes me feel and know that I’m getting older so it hits different I bought myself a cupcake and a gold chain it’s time to get drunk and pass out adiós",1.0239869281045737,3.202334823529416,3.0862745098039213,89.75712418300655,83.11764705882355,4.248366013071895,20.03267973856209,5.033348758259628,-0.11859477124183028,320,9,63,1,9,108,65,85,0.084,0.838,0.078,-0.1145,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,13,19,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,6,1,10,2,6,11,0,9,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,6,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241616238691034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002566291148994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068028939061432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389332330836887,0.2700593369817134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670639728044266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751252600025734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420375825008514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455202051534006,0.1725176509926621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933288385941406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513268191305767,0.1965631778051181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639882579734248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070450847091135,0.0,0.4899615247184636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111982270899144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blue_sea2,2020/02/05,can someone listen to me? i cant take this pain anymore,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,1.5,94.995,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.1626333333333334,44,2,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.596,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379204745965167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771576593483045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459578392041854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078214080129544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,josesupe,2020/02/05,"What should i do? I really like this girl and i dont know if i should tell her how i feel, i feel lonely all the time, i'm in a depression loop, i really hate myself, but when i'm with her i feel like i could be happy again. Im afraid to be rejected and lose her, i dont have the balls to do it. But i feel worse when i let the oportunities go away. Soon is going to be valentine's day and i've invited her to hang out, should i do it there? (Sorry my bad english, i speak spanish)",-0.6602251876563798,0.9566766055045904,2.347939949958299,95.8781901584654,85.69724770642202,6.165471226021682,16.33110925771476,7.348242739294969,-0.17012660550458714,366,7,95,6,11,130,64,109,0.214,0.691,0.095,-0.922,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,4,0,15,0,0,1,1,19,25,9,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,5,20,3,8,17,1,12,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,1,8,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207113646344888,0.0,0.16180571315823328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472474079386844,0.0,0.0,0.12497786762085045,0.0,0.16691017423902735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542385090610259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919421468220762,0.1384428941007208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026949924194475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062919847232434,0.0,0.19132650864323011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932536495450269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650136159478046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816237320313804,0.0,0.18935102497160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168003119528419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482923801462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693091001431947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938011998578725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299991923284088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748753798445112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LizzyJinx,2020/02/05,19 f tx life sucks Doesnt it just suck when you find someone and you think you found a great connection and it just turns to shit all together and then youre heart is broke and life just sucks when you cant stop 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lonely,JakeTheToad,2020/02/05,I just realized You have to talk to girls to get a girlfriend 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lonely,jeffroguy14,2020/02/05,Lonely even around family and friends! I just don’t understand how I can still feel alone. Or am I just bored.,0.8625757575757582,3.416704954545456,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,90.36363636363636,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.46522424242424304,87,2,19,2,3,27,19,22,0.287,0.584,0.129,-0.4199,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313842245885771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707869132555413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27510441989504897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39265354521492746,0.0,0.21060264481866003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32179867878957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326296475397012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336071046710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gotthebluez,2020/02/05,"Everyday, I find myself wondering what’s it like to be liked, admired, appreciated and loved. What does a person have to be to get to that point...what is it that I lack? Why did I end up so lonely? I am fed up. I want to start brand new, I want to do things differently and shape into a different person. I never wanted this to happen to me, I never wanted to be so alone.",0.5942307692307693,2.5732914358974384,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,83.35897435897436,6.464102564102564,17.442307692307693,7.645422480735847,0.3940461538461539,284,6,62,5,8,102,49,78,0.098,0.675,0.226,0.8626,2,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,12,18,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,12,13,1,10,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156007704588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066577247371598,0.0,0.0,0.17030689535185864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236909832275452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787249265280586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167710944293404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720953781078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015588119395999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564557036404152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001946412853955,0.1879581695263504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398566263315403,0.0,0.0,0.1839719168049338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774787890326842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292920380326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591504780615512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756077021055855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110491840566442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scarlett486,2020/02/05,"Never felt so lost and lonely before. It feels as if there’s no one, I know that’s not true. It’s just, do people actually care or do they just want something in return?",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,85.66666666666667,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-0.7463111111111114,132,2,29,1,4,45,31,36,0.252,0.637,0.11,-0.6991,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,8,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,2,2,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3480247965784348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034705377070948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636136543532288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803256213204545,0.0,0.3424260018812604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599754052244173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893097702065221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750592786346281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166544034113405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472461467463029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455542669641897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035285430076586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nicolelaa,2020/02/05,"I don’t have anyone I want to talk to. It’s kind of sad when I realize I don’t have anyone I want to talk to, share my day or good news to. I feel that these idle chat about me are not worth their time.",-0.3187500000000014,0.5981112916666689,1.8733333333333315,103.005,81.91666666666666,5.633333333333334,14.083333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.2608916666666667,154,1,45,1,4,52,33,48,0.111,0.721,0.168,0.1633,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732789081167136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826057832213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711213378470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28386062170065623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524247455062972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440374847772103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973423630249168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399231807264082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sherrrlock,2020/02/05,University I’ve never felt more alone. University was supposed to be a place where I would become a better version of myself. Where I would branch out and become somebody. But instead I am rotting away. The constant barrage of work is absurd. Friendships are rare and temporary. GPA is forever. I find it hard to function properly nowadays. Our society sucks. I mean for me to prioritize a GPA over basic human interaction is sad. Sorry for the rant.,3.1851515151515173,6.313841432098768,4.763299663299662,74.02757575757578,85.2962962962963,6.896071829405162,29.58585858585859,8.00094639256281,2.969533333333333,360,18,54,8,11,120,61,81,0.13,0.779,0.091,-0.3056,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,12,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,10,7,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439898195093054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213351527724231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203591745163728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083513544540891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545782748154018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261937315659445,0.0,0.21531584038911072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103339588602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566156686762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169380915698588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613094595637014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371250842782074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150503640947826,0.0,0.0,0.3346985275420213,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somedudeaye15,2020/02/05,"Am i lonely? Tbh a lot of the time i can't tell if i'm feeling lonely/am lonely or not... it sounds weird i know. See, i have great friends, nice family, pets and acquaintances and all that good stuff but i find myself spending most of my time alone, especially after my recent break up. But it made me think, i have all this but my phone is absolutely barren 99% of the times and in the instances i hang with mates i see their phones are always blown up by people. I don't hang with my friends as much as they hang with eachother and as stated before i spend a lot of time alone... but i can't tell if that's just me being lonely and strange or if it's more normal that i can tell... The worst part is when i am in social situations i'm suuuuper extroverted, i love talking to people and meeting new people and i love crowds and such... it just feels conflicting i guess",1.6485047650345055,3.627550005586596,3.282951035162672,90.27949063424255,79.6703910614525,5.999474203089057,19.467959250739398,7.048011613610866,0.20596457443312488,677,16,148,8,17,224,100,179,0.11900000000000001,0.743,0.138,0.6652,0,10,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,2,37,24,21,0,4,12,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,5,0,0,1,5,25,7,17,22,9,17,0,3,2,2,16,4,0,9,8,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936667496342019,0.0,0.0,0.11796593348294923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063780853256302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336503327927528,0.0,0.1433686969597633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957733875739685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906589682746236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891190182193274,0.0,0.15630449138165992,0.1561782021075594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791436343392619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105952573920816,0.2559101211531661,0.13414840403115813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042189731206396,0.0,0.0,0.13692459717464886,0.0,0.0,0.13890677966819212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352561488599867,0.0,0.2948612429096817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399830696974135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594837911390275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935803594663586,0.0,0.14451903390280996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229539606076612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395122646757964,0.37174578886420817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084198283741728,0.0,0.0,0.3306743366760247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HelpFindRikka,2020/02/05,"All my friends left me, so here I am sitting alone at a table at school Doesn’t matter how I feel to them. Only popularity matters.",1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.7246148148148155,103,4,21,1,3,36,25,27,0.07,0.634,0.29600000000000004,0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773052439352756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330213786896242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560542739461509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007186804680674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504998565992771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664083497798435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KitKatHam,2020/02/05,"Anxiety over upcoming birthday I’m turning 30 this year. I am a male living in the Midwest with zero friends. My family doesn’t live too far away but they’re in another state. As the day grows closer I am always wondering what I should do to celebrate? I haven’t had a party or anything with friends to celebrate my birthday maybe since I was 22? Now that I’ve moved so much for work, I’ve made so many friends and lost them over distance. Now I’ve almost been here a year and I just live alone, the only reasons for me to leave my house are to workout and go to work. I hate seeing all these “30 things I learned becoming 30” and celebratory posts from their friends...it’s just mega discouraging. I’m probably not going to be able to make good enough friends by the time my bday rolls around. Not sure if anyone has any suggestions but I mainly just wanted to get my feelings out.",2.7017584745762697,4.745068141242939,3.7243749999999984,88.06418961864406,76.62711864406779,7.1368644067796625,25.75176553672317,8.07648339933343,1.5313731638418082,699,26,144,12,16,225,119,177,0.10099999999999999,0.73,0.16899999999999998,0.951,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,10,9,1,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,2,29,26,11,0,3,9,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,2,17,6,22,19,4,21,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,4,6,87,22,3,0.13570952073803566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589348181948707,0.14055413563457686,0.0,0.0,0.11292119271708555,0.0,0.0,0.09228712777962356,0.1423032652249224,0.10381741191130436,0.0,0.0,0.09489125230355902,0.0,0.1116773723668463,0.12081024554606633,0.0,0.0,0.12750356201762947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988050349961696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752141390749871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022421236396254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793485831377285,0.0,0.068618811300005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193953563207392,0.0,0.07090262338171557,0.0,0.15425369612511666,0.11382670730046365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339850556999512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659056622265788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436967875536811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595019793760892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481429730474993,0.0,0.0,0.12841162984126586,0.09058715889433762,0.13758815357682694,0.13633845418071486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423774350943452,0.09976211268004356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032132058264898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997220729063053,0.0,0.1463178165007566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395319897074622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814291765733353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226031793799504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790461723939106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901593753904763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913331288940496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476129885930953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004499144373348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471711862598246,0.19759629477976226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478496388776305 lonely,BeanieBeanBecca,2020/02/05,"20 UK F Hey! I’m not too sure about how to use reddit yet but I’m looking to make some friends✨ I like a lot of music (my chemical romance is my favourite band). I play the sims, pokèmon (sword on the Nintendo switch at the moment) and I’ve just started playing Skyrim. Message me if you want 🌼✨",-0.005602678571428044,2.001929109375002,2.172589285714285,95.770625,86.03125,4.9071428571428575,24.767857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.5769669642857139,229,10,53,2,7,77,54,64,0.023,0.746,0.231,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,12,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,6,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790355057225894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917342831922118,0.0,0.0,0.3965932899903855,0.0,0.0,0.3113858338376182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301841677337466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396614970254764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028977592595959,0.0,0.0,0.2751480089391561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1911z,2020/02/05,"A question for us all Hi everyone! I live far away from home and sometimes having a word with a stranger brightens my day, but that happens rarely and it feels like I’m stuck in a loop. I miss my family and friends terribly. Is there someone here that would like to receive a message from me every day? No need to start a conversation, I just want to say how I am and maybe brighten someone else’s day. Would you like that?",2.3346176470588245,4.4496918,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,78.05882352941177,6.132352941176473,27.095588235294123,7.1686216300943375,1.2553823529411758,333,14,70,4,8,105,61,85,0.126,0.648,0.226,0.8591,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,13,6,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,4,9,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596428360042813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829506434044754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653473694836774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676683329290878,0.18913317341261604,0.0,0.0,0.1865933303930246,0.0,0.10008071839713796,0.14140315769478887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292231006995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750312295429854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854263270707886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900997521503361,0.0,0.17477819701582553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884999726831795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676458621616695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217299187392651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574040244334497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354154623029529,0.0,0.1957604976409984,0.0,0.14009778110522084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380886626859907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674583246214038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812114167895752,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fencyclidine,2020/02/05,"you guys ever dream about your ex? fuckin sucks man. I'm so tired of being alone. I just want someone to hold and love. let's hope we dont stay in this situation for much longer. if you're out there and you feel lonely and empty, I feel you, and I hope you find your happiness. we all deserve to be content with our lives.",-0.33604575163398565,1.9003317352941205,1.2390196078431366,99.63669934640524,91.94117647058823,4.1986928104575165,14.908496732026146,5.82211442006289,-0.926122875816994,250,5,59,2,9,80,53,68,0.158,0.629,0.213,0.6552,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,6,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,19,12,6,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,12,4,8,9,2,4,0,1,0,2,13,2,2,3,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668071826065806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782703813128184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671197004050487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310960039895469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886571357231712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627351591649525,0.0,0.2432667867498091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539494382425963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336800620175155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178983305544534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062507633572732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799056376185936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568692196541738,0.0,0.0,0.19362664021588288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435749156808208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626533596613817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347886775621172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,klsfuck-u,2020/02/05,"I am so tired. 18f here. I work a full time retail job and also sell nudes on the side for a little extra cash. I am emotionally exhausted almost always and am constantly being taken advantage of or yelled at (perks of customer service and scummy dudes thinking they can pull one over on you) I do pretty good financially, but my mental health is declining. This next part I kind of owe the blame to my drug addict parents; I am a huge people pleaser and always go out of my way to help people but the second they try to form a friendship I back away. I pretty much avoid my everyone in family dodge all of their calls, even though everyone but my parents has gone out of their way to make sure I am on my feet. I’ve never had a best friend, because don’t really let myself get close to people. Affirmations and physical contact make me cringe when it’s not from a romantic perspective and overall this has kinda made with withdrawn from people, but I’m still somehow an outgoing and kind person? I’m just so emotionally drained and tired of working with the public. It’s making me sad again. Sorry if I don’t respond, I’d just like some human contact where nothing is expected of me.",4.51775354969574,5.905385146551732,5.6521805273833685,78.84616632860043,70.3793103448276,8.389858012170384,27.440162271805267,8.841846274778883,2.1893313387423934,942,32,172,17,17,313,148,232,0.135,0.735,0.129,-0.3473,4,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,4,14,11,0,1,11,0,16,8,2,4,3,36,28,19,0,2,9,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,4,13,0,1,1,0,4,3,4,3,0,2,4,1,25,8,27,22,8,28,0,1,0,1,16,15,0,6,9,123,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440979376081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427666937985875,0.0,0.0,0.091263299223474,0.18991724449670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072213487089675,0.08775275160657857,0.0,0.06956769446720948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976396812110746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653129230627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332530841034342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234525538874187,0.0,0.0,0.2567437146470695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537648573865766,0.0,0.0,0.2180968683479072,0.0,0.0,0.10758403795336116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817035194038357,0.0,0.05962401979750478,0.0,0.06485814623591228,0.09572009505247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213063189159044,0.0,0.0,0.07649355177950501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324844721364175,0.0,0.0,0.2376809431093342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669744766203315,0.0,0.0557542306574125,0.11438019616771168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798496860498302,0.2285319060581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150081053038451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389277995332613,0.0,0.08801789966871018,0.0,0.12137001117106153,0.0,0.0,0.1095031093561316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733200125779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343788742443496,0.12358297382110238,0.0,0.3164712224334552,0.09964690345607158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322061448180017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310945707966979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775020357533942,0.0,0.0,0.0911379537035284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755860737926336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312475117061014,0.1121242573807206,0.0,0.06654543921398495,0.2623328359956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748132735485143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116941776674375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661643085959546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_klikbait,2020/02/05,"Ayo! I know it sucks right now but it’s gonna be okay! You’re not weird or strange for having emotions dude, you’re a human fucking being. How you’re feeling right now sucks, I know. But it’s gonna pass, you’re gonna feel better. Maybe it takes a little longer than you would like but IT IS GOING TO GET BETTER. I promise. Your pal, Klik",-1.4194292237442916,0.5191063150684947,0.3605821917808232,103.31247146118722,102.2876712328767,2.4333333333333336,12.932648401826484,3.1291,-1.746770776255708,263,5,62,0,12,84,47,73,0.065,0.633,0.302,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,3,9,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,0,11,18,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,12,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,1,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675085484983373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29730498168255426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672787895549621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443436023170018,0.1380872605828346,0.0,0.1502093245409263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29050772154830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912495674616994,0.2649007565636748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655276032391242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514261512168816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872274979081406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775306645556367,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arpotato,2020/02/05,"Im tired of pretending im okay I dont know. Do people hate me? What did I do to not make people like me? What did I do to make people prefer the other 2 dudes than me? I was the first to join yet they preferred starting conversations with the other 2. Or maybe it's all just in my head? Im insecure. Why do I keep having this thoughts? All I ever did was? do my work? Im insecure about my face. I have people telling me that I have the most unfriendliest, unapproachable ""default"" face and because of this, people seem to think that i have the most evil intentions (i think). Why do I keep thinking negatively about myself? I feel like people avoid me, everywhere.Even my supervisors at work. Im always assigned to do a task alone instead of the usual pairings with others. I think she hates me. Everyone hates me. I get home from work and I hate everyone. I just want school to start so I can actually try making friends instead of the usual boomers at work who hates me? I dont know what people think of me. How do I appear to strangers? It's bad enough I dont have a social life outside of work. I dont even talk to my parents. I only ever have less than 5 friends from school I still have contact with. I feel lonely. I have hour long conversations with myself in the bathroom. I get home from work and dont know what to do. What else can I do in life? My life has always been full of regrets that ive not learnt from. What is life? Im just waiting for death at this point. If im being honest, ""please kill me"" is on mind. Reading back, even I feel like this is a reason why people and myself hates myself. I hate myself and the disappointing reality I live in.",0.367621379028968,2.7263134093567274,2.3481177750578013,92.39378824969404,88.88304093567251,5.052740378076977,19.064599483204134,6.613842558306772,0.14312734938120508,1294,38,278,16,43,430,144,342,0.19399999999999998,0.752,0.053,-0.9940000000000001,1,4,0,0,0,1,46.0,0,0,1,7,16,23,9,3,12,1,37,8,3,6,4,51,69,9,2,5,7,1,3,3,2,0,5,0,2,0,19,9,0,4,16,2,0,1,8,16,0,1,7,3,54,7,37,61,7,23,0,3,0,0,12,10,0,6,15,190,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.05742296996516937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060944334373158986,0.0,0.0,0.09792535659936873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524717866680791,0.04913203764702353,0.03587057776954944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448219332355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049156366744345294,0.0,0.0,0.06080127949945481,0.0,0.11659714100306777,0.1064550041394481,0.0,0.11245536793024327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925943931728968,0.08407591242798332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500524273230313,0.0,0.0,0.09092500450009344,0.0,0.0614868167030501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066718491848324,0.06039062004423343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805007238050387,0.0,0.05794919847501916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449291101949432,0.0,0.0,0.10460598141035372,0.06510184364702466,0.0,0.09701688781934886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625220257175313,0.08624418914963944,0.0,0.0519600715648124,0.05207482920913245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783589454651801,0.0,0.0591164130603144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941536986301563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475329095950023,0.0,0.0,0.06533897321330312,0.0,0.0,0.32635853992471664,0.0,0.0,0.06459272012234155,0.05562632331440582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058859631188763424,0.0,0.0,0.06050113145437619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910594649687364,0.0,0.05356910106157235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998374917439391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832997577110784,0.0,0.04699266061808224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729634292423091,0.051431993774291564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852335799202594,0.0,0.04671533064735341,0.0,0.0676321852201241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995101461756982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961606031001074,0.0,0.0347075431215093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929187970872724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570335182010678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LexLuther0451,2020/02/05,"I don’t think it’ll get better. It always feel like it will but I can’t do it the lows for much longer. It feels like it’ll get better. It honestly does. I stop feeling this crushing weight for a couple of weeks. I clean my act up, stop smoking. I make friends. And then life just fucks me up. I have nobody to talk to. My therapist is out for a while. I’m aching so bad. It hurts to be alive. It’ll never fully improve. I’m always going to cling so desperately to fleeting happiness and naivety. I get nostalgic and I haven’t even lived through a quarter of this shit. I’m numb but I can feel everything at the same time.",-0.3892790500424077,1.8577978625954188,1.5704707379134852,96.76561280746395,93.27480916030537,4.743172179813401,18.728159457167088,6.42735559955562,-0.032583036471586,484,15,110,6,18,159,80,131,0.282,0.524,0.19399999999999998,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,2,0,5,0,12,5,1,1,1,17,26,9,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,11,4,1,2,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,5,12,7,15,21,2,14,0,2,0,1,2,5,2,0,9,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812675408512296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411202152934251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989595357807333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870115515574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479059035081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163261576327467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518995148128045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418356438873629,0.2414882718292256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305803384625772,0.15625136728369954,0.2649096157942717,0.0,0.09605494932431713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991929165679613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093373269028806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938008142714007,0.16514409094994134,0.0,0.14924307716621474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281862510408462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424525205795812,0.0,0.1303545565665498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349116141002233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28260771544031443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584761421885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623909426078245,0.0,0.10829779566158856,0.0,0.0,0.09855383112884064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557339805130542,0.20581437256542245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,evansmars_,2020/02/05,"Should I be mad at my parents? Last year I went to the hospital because I was having suicidal thoughts. A few days after I got out my parents told me they wanted me to get a drug test, not because they thought drugs contributed, it was so they could increase my life insurance to cover my student loans. When they first told me I was more just annoyed cause they woke from a nap, but when i thought more about I realized it hurt me to hear them say that. I feel like they don’t think I can make it. This along with them not really ever asking or helping with my mental health has been discouraging. Do I have the right to be made or am I overreacting as it does make sense to do it? And more so, should I talk to them about it? Bringing it up to them probably won’t go very well so i’ve just been avoiding thinking or talking about it.",3.1881511470985164,4.472106906432749,4.0312280701754375,89.58910931174091,73.50292397660819,7.3668016194331996,26.604138551506967,7.882392219407189,1.3526856500224924,655,23,143,9,13,210,102,171,0.109,0.828,0.063,-0.8384,2,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,10,1,12,7,2,1,5,0,19,4,0,4,1,31,39,11,1,4,8,2,1,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,10,5,0,2,7,1,1,4,4,5,1,1,14,3,31,2,20,19,5,16,0,2,0,0,20,4,0,3,9,106,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358843722601965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742161072359821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467935179979421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409080006504788,0.0,0.0,0.09215607558381853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250492214514914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142790459796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925758079584707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225249317062553,0.10208490555699076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154723436505092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465724361311495,0.0,0.0812110696372769,0.0,0.11428695656762487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189172809670054,0.16105413730058266,0.0,0.09578015285500628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297308539127574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647928309928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093164562868487,0.06981175027763631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521161664504494,0.190768331755086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400552267881922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173381158549641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406601829986796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154281388870562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203237287234253,0.0,0.11363660635685476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630499215774854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297087268483408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831239282703016,0.0,0.34033030242403217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730864354132087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790413594953945,0.08428374214099378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848063315843508,0.1324659906610831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202031607932933 lonely,BlueOutsider,2020/02/05,"I feel alienated in my society I (20M) grew up in it, but my life was full of experiences, four years ago I was a different person, I was kinda normal, I don't regret changing, I'm pretty sure it made me much better than before, the thing is I feel very different from almost everyone, they do feel the same about me, all it takes is one small conversation and they'll realize I'm not like the others, because of that, I don't have friends, the people who talk to me are either very busy or don't care about how I feel at all,I keep hoping one day I'll meet someone like me, but everyday I feel like it's never gonna happen, my family don't know how different I am, we don't talk about me, only my friends from before changing know , I hate being so lonely, and I hate being treated like someone from another universe, I don't know if there's anything I can do, I'm having a harsh depression and went through hell, and things never get any better, like I was born only to 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lonely,balinfett,2020/02/05,I have been friend zoned twice in 2 terms without asking them out All the females in my age level call me a creep but I don't know why all I want is someone to understand 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lonely,mantas283,2020/02/05,"My story Hello everyone, I saw a lot of people here struggling with being alone and being weird, but I want to tell you about my story, maybe it will be useful. So I was kinda strange person from the day I born, in school I liked to dress differently then others I had long hair, I was hippy. Firstly I was taking it very deeply that others laugh at me and make fun and I suddenly stopped, I started faking being how you call ""normal"". I've been like that maybe for 1 year or 2. But then my life became so boring for me, I started to think about meaning of it and I was in Existential crisis (This video can help with it, I wish it was released when I had it https://youtu.be/MBRqu0YOH14) So basically after a long fight with myself in my head I said ""Fuck it"" I will be weirdo i will enjoy my life even if I will be like that alone for my life, and in high school I was not confident, everyone was still looking at me strange and laughing, there was long time period when I missed lessons because of that, but after I finished it, my brother invited me to live in London ( Family is the answer everyone, trust me, they will help in need) And when I came here, all that shit I have been through gave me strength, I joined university, I'm working in company which manager is my friend (He's weirdo aswell!!! Yes people like you exist in this world, actually everyone is a bit) I also feel in love with one girl, she broke my heart not long time ago, but now I can speak with girls (Still kinda hurts) . And I'm still weird. You know what is the biggest problem, to not do it ( I know anxiety and maybe other mental problems) but just be ""weird"" be the person you are and show it to everyone, because without walking it's impossible to get at the on the road. And also about loneliness, trust me there's no one that can heal that pain apart yourself, fall in love with yourself, with how you think, become passionate about it and show others what passionate weirdo you are, but start with yourself, challange yourself trust me you will feel good as never after. Peace ✌️",4.629803261254871,5.69208849131514,5.161179546260193,83.69473635235734,69.79404466501241,8.040021269053527,26.799805033675998,8.306716005460428,1.6484832328961363,1614,50,320,23,28,517,193,403,0.168,0.633,0.19899999999999998,0.9752,1,2,0,0,1,0,61.0,0,8,1,4,24,33,3,1,9,1,37,14,4,4,2,59,65,33,0,7,13,1,3,4,1,6,5,2,0,4,28,21,0,1,9,3,0,3,6,15,0,3,16,7,55,18,46,35,3,53,0,3,2,5,28,19,2,5,35,227,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.08489779094489927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711874359177365,0.0,0.0,0.1802080025476519,0.0,0.13914501782986466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655346121882645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606671213276307,0.09608278701497648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949796110147121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883499108436108,0.09950287835466826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610670617840089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908947066421964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057461556514496186,0.0,0.0,0.4156530184247048,0.0,0.0,0.08201425439690252,0.0,0.0879779087661804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074000709363047,0.0,0.0,0.06721467061347765,0.08042852628911852,0.04545302092080227,0.0,0.0,0.07297004626218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928535460039838,0.0,0.0,0.10309340413828416,0.11662625301509165,0.09191848027217346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313347927283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562398073114632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434841597309015,0.17001189930509586,0.0,0.07682109260226658,0.3079630305691187,0.07305666074661726,0.0,0.0,0.07396284339758913,0.15703872441188566,0.0,0.058072040666441435,0.0,0.2622044565328718,0.09476665290295108,0.0,0.0,0.08767382397548895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450813694699359,0.06709845207743582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523986231165859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790459895040678,0.0,0.09257232481874028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062733394152747,0.15192711940135012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649124705474852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275530551582068,0.0,0.0,0.17609384802143455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930250454103614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473353311938115,0.0,0.20843086379118705,0.07273447415512717,0.0,0.09094951230239688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541189437430296,0.0,0.0760403486266506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148999534329616,0.0,0.0,0.1014588164652332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751385982200543,0.0,0.07178270853040312,0.051313851267676805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004375126793916,0.08386325646140366,0.0,0.06333579839595656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602405271707408 lonely,WeebUWUmi,2020/02/05,"So many people are randomly ghosting on me Hey! So I just checked that girl I was texting for a bit now, and I realized that she blocked me. Without any reason. We had a nice conversation and I enjoyed talking to her a lot, she was always calming me down, but she just ghosted. And it kinda made me think, so many people that I had fun with, that I cared for are now in one way or another gone. Some of them blocked me, some of them just stopped talking to me or even my friends. I don't get why this is happening. It seems like everything I love and adore is ceased to disappear, and it hurts so much. Thank y'all in advance <3",1.7991860465116292,3.735628395348837,3.0552131782945766,92.30514534883724,79.0,6.470542635658915,27.02906976744186,7.492282038375204,1.3461209302325583,489,21,108,7,12,158,82,129,0.087,0.6729999999999999,0.24,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,1,10,11,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,27,18,12,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,6,0,23,10,13,12,5,11,0,1,0,1,15,4,0,8,4,79,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600353717553769,0.0,0.0,0.13079214314934678,0.20167654453785008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099763897849837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609497411318808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270332659761135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285531952217995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859498502071913,0.0,0.1004853687629132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007827648039614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058950498628193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396354768983683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351352325976842,0.1735868575169206,0.1819888935361152,0.0,0.389988287884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413859206203453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032892934683618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667715123097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774900802320766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509154524836018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607979031798428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091778507793713,0.0,0.17707317769897646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323837963341305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526639416017317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354943310609489,0.0,0.0,0.1854008838238989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lewistheroy,2020/02/05,"i changed tonight i begin to refect, i reflect on the last year, the last year has been hell for me and when i say hell i mean a letteral hell i was one choice away from my loved ones hating me, for you people that knew me over a year ago (firstly don't know i post here) if you know me to let me know I am unrecognisable this gives me a lot of strength but also scares the shit out of me i feel so lonely, i lost almost everyone i thought loved me and lost everything i once loved, i used to be a king, an underground king now i feel like a lepper, i felt like Walter white without the drugs, almost like john wick without the killing, because of the shit i have gone through i feel like i have died but still here like a ghost one day ill find purpose again but im struggling so hard",1.9326753246753228,3.4976620121212143,2.8088528138528157,95.91613636363635,77.36363636363636,5.926406926406926,22.69480519480519,6.5431188927421005,0.2628441558441561,612,18,143,5,14,193,97,165,0.20800000000000002,0.56,0.23199999999999998,0.8392,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,6,9,21,7,2,13,0,9,7,2,1,0,25,29,10,3,1,6,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,12,0,0,1,3,12,0,4,8,7,29,9,16,19,1,20,3,3,1,3,8,4,5,4,19,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032241607660908,0.0,0.2332117809474245,0.0,0.0,0.09312345495604428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094067661566374,0.0,0.0,0.0709856439251619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318658511955033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509935184204518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085468001815684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504275578139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127109182146842,0.1046559891091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663888262528835,0.16638100508551926,0.11180837921835901,0.0,0.1064313982853534,0.0990506427403824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117075701560958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431457048616012,0.11496833049591015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257838650269951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288325022721624,0.0,0.19199039105854296,0.18984138828321434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907600977946547,0.0,0.28445314991960113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423358145423103,0.0989999587908788,0.3152967057075502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684605270931865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240133614007657,0.23672461538422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073040827452868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152503243746156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092604154732777,0.11658480186319252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390644778746573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299555460639752,0.0,0.0,0.12173677425550825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924467358313444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005737176355262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245035088528921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249661582292201 lonely,Smooth-Chapter,2020/02/05,"I'd like a hug I'm sure a lot of people here would like a hug. A REAL hug. I'd hug you all if I could.",-5.313928571428568,-4.277957392857141,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,105.07142857142857,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.741028571428572,75,0,26,0,4,30,17,28,0.0,0.39799999999999996,0.602,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409413671458494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41724159299315305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630378194426561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960424604277765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486043164769741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402462056725398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033433292499141,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fadeaway689,2020/02/05,"I dont want to wake up any more I woke up this morning and realized that I no longer wanted to wake up any more. I want to sleep forever, I am so alone here and have no idea how to solve my problems. Life is too hard. I try to lift up my mood for some days, then I collapse again. I am stuck",-0.15863636363636147,1.198035257575761,1.9303030303030293,100.81545454545456,82.78787878787878,5.612121212121212,18.575757575757574,6.42735559955562,-0.4395878787878784,221,5,60,2,6,74,44,66,0.278,0.696,0.027000000000000003,-0.9179,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,1,0,10,10,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,10,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895236845699605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801995459258806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802830071051854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32762394620515817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504168676673178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31557159300035714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974504716128482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674862304363657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797462762307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979229280878626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946475765269385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadgaygirl98,2020/02/05,DAE feel like their loneliness turn into anger I reach out to so many people and they all want nothing to do with me. At first I hate myself for it but then I just hate them for putting me through this. I resent them for not even giving me the fucking time of day,3.1717272727272743,4.177014854545455,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,73.18181818181819,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.160545454545455,207,5,47,1,4,64,45,55,0.264,0.672,0.063,-0.9269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,1,3,6,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,12,1,11,8,1,8,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510254682939425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793308781748239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728444368752407,0.1939679705610853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309476631091132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510081369984448,0.0,0.2604587064292687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361230684626678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326468731962607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752701885085984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605227422222161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823198534627733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294419119543384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832062128963093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953266988472948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601446004694164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,filmandbrians,2020/02/05,I can’t sleep... Feeling alone & unmotivated 😩,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,113.44444444444444,6.2444444444444445,26.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.3662888888888896,38,2,7,1,2,14,9,9,0.494,0.337,0.16899999999999998,-0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533078177611928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788449419645836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012598787191244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346222429366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rakovszky,2020/02/05,"It's the 5th of February?! Happy birthday to me. I hate my birthday! Nobody cares about it anymore. When I was younger my parents would throw me a big party and all my ""friends"" would come. Now those people don't even remember to wish me happy birthday. All my friends disappeared. My parents went on a vacation to Hawaii. I always wanted to go there, but I guess it's for the better they work a lot and they deserve it. But why on my birthday? And this isn't the worst problem. My cousin had a car crash yesterday and now... he is gone. He was my best friend,my brother. He loved cake. I miss him so much. I love you bro should said that more often. Thanks for reading. I just wanted to write it out I guess.",-0.33766798418972144,1.8907428951049,1.1928245667376132,97.5844876862268,99.06993006993008,3.8855579203405295,19.504104591061115,5.7926816847441245,-0.11104657950744867,546,19,117,5,23,174,89,143,0.055999999999999994,0.6629999999999999,0.281,0.9905,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,3,9,14,1,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,2,24,25,8,0,7,3,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,4,0,0,6,1,23,10,12,16,7,15,0,1,0,2,18,4,0,4,4,80,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259342073824799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009719970729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883107864461796,0.13385558839828782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543100432470645,0.0,0.0,0.1303734671664883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996436091867987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507947921950637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601492992552873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334552190133617,0.0,0.0,0.3222269205901765,0.0,0.1494254655363533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867121638278553,0.2731961449975435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125867771021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33610954664036263,0.0,0.0,0.10492610258257554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144820225207294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513896146614553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144852536392927,0.0,0.143967231838423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393415095526742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853871908100638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030172186032622,0.13656862267488348,0.0,0.17404348691605565,0.0,0.0,0.11018362526133284,0.0,0.0,0.21502748785849585,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,billiemiles,2020/02/05,"19M Im looking for a new friends. I do like writing and reading especially about the students life in the US. I’m a sophomore of the petroleum uni. I’ve been alone for long time. Yes I have friends from here but there’re not like a real friends who you can talk to when you have a tough time. But I need just a one real friend who is gonna share with me about his/her problems and I’m ready to help you as much as it possible. I’m the person who can give a lot in a friendship, but I’ve almost never get the same from the others. Feel free to text me!",1.2708196721311469,2.498074114754104,2.999147540983607,95.2897049180328,78.34426229508195,5.863606557377048,22.85573770491804,6.2581,0.1815613114754097,430,13,106,3,10,143,77,122,0.052000000000000005,0.662,0.28600000000000003,0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,0,5,10,0,0,13,1,7,1,0,0,1,18,16,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,9,9,15,14,3,8,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,2,8,63,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168766503721208,0.1775759295834281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669292545889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298635997111658,0.0,0.08957829095577685,0.16447549784291846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492283916476292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520109059764134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110391277804185,0.16752874807190374,0.0,0.0,0.15173249982663853,0.1439792269037693,0.0,0.0,0.14576512125189794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603933577894233,0.1271318945009496,0.1322368577733844,0.1655925477188781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618251389942268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970810993531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329003142381332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640595175868142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715016470486825,0.39030721898388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378092343948191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999538687909724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062395536065176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PvtRyan963,2020/02/05,"Feel like a victim of fate/life doesn't want me to be happy. There were times where I even got so sick of being alone that it was like would become a different person. Aggressive, pushy, demanding that I get my way. Deciding I was sick of being a mere victim of fate and taking serious action, to the point of ruining some relationships. Not even just my own. And I've carried that regret for years now. Wishing I could go back and fix what I've broken. Maybe then I would be deserving of moving on and starting my own relationships.",3.4595085470085465,5.4973844807692265,4.6878205128205135,82.03495726495727,74.38461538461539,8.083760683760685,23.09401709401709,8.841846274778883,1.7127619658119655,422,12,80,9,9,139,71,104,0.264,0.645,0.091,-0.9442,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,4,0,11,2,0,0,0,15,19,6,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,4,1,9,3,10,8,3,13,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071694865717344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538097818219923,0.0,0.0,0.2209160677979376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970670126833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898749712486187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642342402651749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011405594150845,0.14290059765117893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450677965654646,0.0,0.11368096315257516,0.0,0.1599812852658268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293435173460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954479123689785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009557913403312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259893301755026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465741186703146,0.0,0.0,0.189091848478604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295120938166969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158139730339206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039674577854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663838796348767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798215474178968,0.15877353193692467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300232208545649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841894069459385,0.0,0.0,0.1288119736413476 lonely,isuck42,2020/02/05,"my life is falling apart I know that the title seems drastic but please bear with me. I turned 18 this past Saturday, which I never thought I would make it to to being with and now I don't think I'm going to make it past it. It's a shitty feeling when people don't wish you happy birthday even when you always do for them. Even when they're aware that it is your birthday. I've been feeling down on life since before that but now I feel even worse. Two of my ""best friends"" cancelled on me for my birthday, when I asked them to save the date weeks in advance but waited till the week of to inform me. I've had a birthday party every year except for this year because I wanted it to be low stress and spend it with my family, and I consider them family. I'm even supposed to be going on a graduation trip with one of them but it doesn't look like it's going to happen because I don't think she wants it to happen. She hardly talks to me anymore, keeps the conversations dry, and just overall gives me the vibe that she doesn't give a shit about me anymore. I don't know what to do. I'm so sad and all I can help but do is think about it and cry. This is my first ever reddit post so please be kind because I don't know where else to turn to right now and I can just use some nice words.",3.905398930481283,3.901109443636365,4.793005347593581,89.51115508021392,70.92727272727274,7.343315508021392,24.540106951871657,6.522977012572876,0.6017422459893043,1007,23,230,6,17,328,134,275,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.7137,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,4,3,19,11,1,1,9,0,23,3,1,3,3,46,56,19,0,4,8,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,20,11,0,2,12,0,1,6,8,4,0,3,3,5,35,7,32,48,3,35,0,2,1,0,18,9,1,2,20,155,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020248994274313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501927758056488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134499167952712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982499043880343,0.0,0.09224553555070156,0.0,0.1137654261841916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907891875744192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055931641932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864046059547257,0.09805944827476022,0.0913367444040998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043910889125473,0.0,0.16444001751768178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221010224525887,0.0,0.0,0.08375421942570109,0.0,0.0,0.20798585815664855,0.18482891216289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172616472753715,0.11540022035291793,0.09711049766139006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266226775099814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635624840991423,0.0,0.11288818420474682,0.1787313347982737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314075078419606,0.05296170385652384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910337510968069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472371558420175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360940293429914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345872234187184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697161826804816,0.07515508224219569,0.0,0.0,0.2379945047755893,0.0,0.0,0.10382299760455288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925781457601456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868876596522744,0.0,0.0,0.11127721808838044,0.08967457707554842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417872562104455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713264970594903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838659436680576,0.0,0.08606226802174302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358292327348452,0.105896926098276,0.0,0.0,0.09362799200268837,0.0,0.0,0.12788135445505025,0.0,0.17391353495275425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466156896088534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047499218612684,0.07700852379235161,0.0,0.0,0.13961984077452266 lonely,sadalt098,2020/02/05,Sorry if this doesn’t count as “lonely” but I don’t have anyone to talk to and get advice. I don’t have any close friends. Just a few acquaintances and I feel like the only reason they hang out with me is because the feel bad for me. It kind of sucks not having anyone to confide. To talk about feelings or whatever. All my “friends” feel fake. I’ve never heard anyone say anything good about me.,1.265694444444442,3.655049625,2.331666666666667,94.1777777777778,84.0,4.555555555555556,18.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.2240277777777777,310,8,64,2,9,98,59,80,0.165,0.6709999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.2289,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,17,14,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,6,8,5,11,13,2,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,2,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135729753193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401263701589473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43224121494667705,0.0,0.16956801230204166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204965612680695,0.1256109224424716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167560605007563,0.14720773363506515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183994905718541,0.0,0.10765669588235216,0.0,0.0,0.17283150646151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145774898795324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066943279612232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892447857456046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671624237207699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186173748360235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638654332734217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306648371231497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124290893978153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soaptacos,2020/02/05,i’m bored my life is boring 16F idc hmu don’t i’m so bored always i just wanna feel something,-3.173181818181817,-2.480239227272726,0.07145454545454477,102.38718181818182,123.0909090909091,1.7600000000000002,8.945454545454545,3.1291,-2.2252290909090906,75,1,18,0,5,26,18,22,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826314710928845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540476150702033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945795896005815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390564763600961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cazzofire,2020/02/05,"I’m constantly trying to accept that I’ll be alone forever because of my sick fetishes I’ve (21M) tried getting frisky with women in bed, and the closest thing I’ve had to sex were 2 flaccid handjobs, either because I just wasn’t into it or I was scared. Regardless, normal sex just flat out doesn’t turn me on, which seems like a make-or-break deal in standard relationships. my sexual fantasies involve some very bizarre shit that I don’t want to go into too much detail, all I’ll say is it has to do with masochism and it’s not illegal, but it’s very unrealistic and repulsive to most people. I’ve tried telling myself that it was porn that caused these fetishes to develop. While that may partly be true, I have distinct childhood memories regarding some of the fetishes even before I started watching porn. I absolutely hate this about myself because it’s forced me to repress and hide all these shameful sexual feelings to everyone since I hit puberty, ultimately leading to my depression/anxiety. The worst part of it is that I’ve never once felt completely understood by anyone. I’ve always had to act in a certain way to seem normal, especially in the sexual context, just so I can have friends. I feel like everyone I see or talk to is sexually ‘normal’ to where they can just romantically like a person and a few weeks later be dating them. That’s a completely foreign concept, being understood and loved, let alone in a matter of weeks... I’m posting here to see if there’s anyone in a similar situation. Been thinking about ending all, especially recently. As of now, I firmly believe that, because of my cursed sexuality, there’s no one out there for me and I’m going to live a life of emptiness no matter how hard I try.",7.012233671528218,7.105686117469883,7.822929613189603,70.09860811667724,64.33132530120483,10.844895370957515,36.44958782498415,10.5429385540328,3.989280722891566,1389,63,242,32,19,467,187,332,0.145,0.7490000000000001,0.106,-0.9358,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,1,16,14,2,3,12,0,24,8,1,3,7,55,46,15,0,6,10,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,1,2,20,13,0,1,9,1,0,4,7,6,0,1,10,8,23,8,40,29,12,31,0,0,3,5,12,13,1,9,15,162,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200875828678533,0.0,0.0,0.08840918215409871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128157575725697,0.0,0.0,0.1485860679979614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590780205764442,0.0,0.09041161015157173,0.11970827371014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914884587808267,0.0,0.0,0.2228038971381248,0.11481937497939948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953991551326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410667719265277,0.0,0.0,0.07017765527785548,0.0,0.0,0.2030543967937955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744719997102847,0.07590559702557721,0.10201743609698057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208910913746753,0.0,0.05551166078685159,0.0,0.1207695631840861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517985237736463,0.10490067373785153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864864783198086,0.07504808647682265,0.15572633060622768,0.0,0.09382140828973234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589550070986347,0.0,0.07092323804599714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810656777337774,0.0,0.0819471717300257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123096920493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315364072281432,0.07199829592788741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301185376325296,0.0,0.07366093064586289,0.09277410550143897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175890169807801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490985271741456,0.11407360237374466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844949055143332,0.10637559239392352,0.0,0.16933627206359278,0.19345348653504532,0.0,0.0,0.10906492547846196,0.0878917646763003,0.11943035766136602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752048673460587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540037314172015,0.09286788762470792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058831429248925,0.0680812262556594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885492911108631,0.11557036622465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753360848443621,0.0626694782333942,0.08433694422293682,0.17045597522264672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VisionaryTactician,2020/02/05,"Conversation Proclamation It's starting to get late and sleep just refuses to grace me with its presence. So I figured why not pass the time and get to know some of the lovely people on this sub? If you have anything you'd like to get off your chest or you're just looking for a pleasant conversation don't hesitate to ask. I'm nineteen and male just for the record.",2.1660616438356186,4.717796068493153,3.1632705479452063,88.63613869863016,81.46575342465755,6.389726027397263,25.56335616438357,7.645422480735847,1.4652205479452056,295,12,59,5,8,94,56,73,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,0,14,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,11,11,1,6,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,3,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542225189871358,0.0,0.2888072244299122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842084785005301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977948249273778,0.0,0.34848574420504025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092726772576706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594228343009811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788207848921455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141727020197195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091524385721813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186617723033695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801391787089897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876067260167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jguy2339,2020/02/05,I feel so alone it’s scary I don’t fit in with my friends. I’m the one who never gets invited. The one who is forgotten. The one no one checks up on. No one really cares about me. They probably wouldn’t even miss me if I was gone. It sucks to be that friend. I never have anyone to talk to. No one will give me just five minutes. I think about leaving my friends and never telling them where I went. Release them of this obligation to be decent to me when I know they don’t care. No one ever asks me how my day was. No one texts me to say hey or invite me somewhere. That’s why I’m depressed. That’s why I hate my life. I wish it would change but I know life isn’t fair and I’m the one who got the bad draw,-1.6223820483314169,0.3239984303797492,0.6539470655926358,103.16570771001152,96.34177215189872,4.1385500575374,14.776754890678939,5.852544927426893,-0.994959493670886,544,12,141,5,22,180,88,158,0.16,0.725,0.114,-0.6522,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,4,0,9,10,2,0,5,0,12,2,0,1,4,19,31,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,12,5,0,10,5,2,25,5,13,21,0,13,0,2,0,0,16,5,1,2,6,95,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872589315081927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015451577483355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716699145956904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571431228120222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337532990086631,0.0,0.1212672053451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392922299352166,0.0,0.09873379764039088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757144468899584,0.10369270233917408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057962219480480914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656970286093626,0.0,0.059891352536335415,0.1099670458075896,0.0,0.0,0.09168300455301108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317699998665623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599931588432126,0.0,0.0,0.12138048708555654,0.0,0.0,0.1619382789363559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652376211702752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6991085721593963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359446678320653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343725368684095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911612821874338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213818830253448,0.10019486569484093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345261635100453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626654510405956,0.2068780840156405,0.0,0.1318230439883343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143245832676033,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peachyyyyyyyygeennn,2020/02/05,"I’m tired of being over looked People will tell me I’m pretty, Obviously that isn’t true. Guys always pick whoever I’m with over me. I’ve always wanted a boyfriend and someone to be there for me but it never happens.",0.4273333333333333,2.8589858444444483,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,90.55555555555556,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.20944444444444432,173,5,34,2,6,59,36,45,0.046,0.858,0.095,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136134649620566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559442258942704,0.2729224543915116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591733352316733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380361959617331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396672211833945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139899247735959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26150307991210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697581652972107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547273372307277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820392807543098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galacticdreamsearch,2020/02/05,"You'll make it. I'm writing this purely to encourage people. Recently I've had my own revelations about life after thinking I've found genuine friends, being with them for months and gradually realizing they're toxic and, ultimately, selfish. I know a lot of us find ourselves in that situation - we think we've found someone and we figure out they hurt us so we stick to them, I'm here to encourage people to take that hard step and cut that line. It will certainly sting in the moment, yes. You may even end up regretting and re-thinking your decision, but I can only assure that it's healthy for the long term. &#x200B; I spoke to a long term friend of mine who I felt like I was being distanced from and it completely changed my view on new people... We may be desperate for a connection, but we're only hurting ourselves by sticking to toxicity, and they specifically aim to find people who lack connection. It gets better. It's 4:48 AM.",4.7020714285714265,6.495339794444442,5.7476190476190485,76.75500000000002,70.5,8.920634920634921,30.63492063492064,9.424239791934726,2.9373253968253965,753,32,136,17,14,249,113,180,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.149,0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,3,4,1,4,13,1,0,5,1,11,1,0,1,3,36,23,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,13,13,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,4,21,8,22,10,5,16,0,3,1,0,21,5,0,3,11,86,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558872779069087,0.16327301150050144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883843861427835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214455838811632,0.0,0.14088331334333673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190110286303794,0.0,0.0,0.08874944042905616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901528744108673,0.0,0.2456216168865986,0.0,0.0,0.2946572902092709,0.2076262728478151,0.0,0.07020224332965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036820844421657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287689532690969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384567436271172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490878049029287,0.06564589372810427,0.0,0.0,0.2378246282708205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423569708596328,0.0,0.0,0.08969233390710316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725203353435377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977439293050616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438732009268806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726181132966242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267315197837942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103635723824052,0.0,0.0,0.11385039609595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010287464395327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582946399387759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232586639464229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327301150050144,0.0 lonely,skypie47,2020/02/05,"I’m so tired of always being ghosted ! This is just a little rant , I’m so tired of being ghosted and the one that always has to initiate conversations and friendships I’ll have something good with someone and boom out of no where I’ll never hear from them again if I don’t reach out first, it’s so frustrating and when I do meet ppl I always have a fear that they’re going to leave like everyone else did I just want at least one good friend who will stay . (I’m not looking for pity just needed to get this out )",4.0844459279038725,4.574042224299067,4.818157543391191,87.74429906542059,70.6822429906542,7.609612817089452,24.631508678237648,7.447530270364453,0.9269396528704936,406,10,88,4,7,131,71,107,0.166,0.675,0.159,-0.4095,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,0,1,16,19,9,2,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,1,3,5,4,13,15,1,12,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,5,58,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616450950518476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449042948727645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671442419706004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810459301899303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730660148728992,0.0,0.0,0.14288121688700564,0.0,0.09662150957640077,0.0,0.1051034804248984,0.31023135012288183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084364907730611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582068860792665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035046529377888,0.18535461474926676,0.0,0.0,0.15529979532600338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712781781083205,0.14263416597233294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506350536400682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669580650018125,0.1423728895618925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711733784806468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251138167375623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908013749626758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ijwtkw,2020/02/05,"This is your sign. Loneliness is tough. I constantly wonder if I just wasn’t meant to be happy or feel loved. I know you all can relate. But please just understand that we will get better. If you’re looking for a sign to stop you from harming yourself, this is it. I believe in you. Please don’t try to leave this earth before you get to meet your happy future.",1.3918150684931518,3.751245219178085,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,83.10958904109589,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,0.04672739726027375,283,7,59,3,8,90,51,73,0.134,0.642,0.22399999999999998,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,6,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,16,17,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,7,13,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,4,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565994805314048,0.2458205516005858,0.0,0.19296750797401904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357812139218801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032123823275232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798603057178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645254382911057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199091465909018,0.0,0.0,0.2310271372041342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322102418090566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969210995189166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790047250501626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241300261700052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148133758232493,0.0,0.0,0.2271389931261981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366130685269637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,username4reddituser,2020/02/05,"Whatsapp group to have a chat and make friends with Hi! Posting this again because I accidentally posted the wrong link! It's my first time posting on reddit so apologies if it's wrong. I just came across this subreddit and it made my heart feel so heavy. Everyone deserves love and happiness. I really want to help but I'm not sure how. So, I thought I'd made a WhatsApp group and anyone is welcome to join. It would basically be for making friends and having a good ol chat! Link here if you want to join: https://chat.whatsapp.com/Dh7xfPmhwBBKxp97tosT0p",4.146057605760575,7.174174910891093,4.230513051305131,81.08575157515753,77.11881188118812,6.445004500450046,26.013501350135016,7.686295010490155,1.5618831683168324,450,17,81,7,11,139,68,101,0.07200000000000001,0.659,0.26899999999999996,0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,5,1,25,16,12,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,7,7,8,10,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,2,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207734904799309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529169145278756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755163812884485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504635049916008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873350614740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691998461852154,0.0,0.0,0.26689415433096914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487372035661095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386920940754567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046802183470863,0.115774074644543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589125546023336,0.3268735605793002,0.23059085230175494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962690477407208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065219935873756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279147653235704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712453176072353,0.10071746529722517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375562082730167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269904116334587,0.3776958282806922,0.0,0.0 lonely,Inevitable_Quit,2020/02/05,"i hate lunch period at school Every day I'm forced to sit with a group of people for 30 minutes and eat. But it's not like it takes someone 30 minutes to eat a pb and j so at least 20 minutes of that is spent in mindless chatter. Most of the time I feel lonely even when I'm at a table filled with 7 other people. Maybe that's my problem. but then again, whenever I bring up being lonely, no one really says anything. And it's not like I'm asking for their pitty, I'm just telling them so they don't think I'm angry with them, which I usually never am. It really doesn't matter though, just gotta make it through those 30 minutes everyday I guess.",2.842391304347828,3.7424667173913058,4.499246376811595,87.38452173913046,73.85507246376812,7.259130434782609,23.94492753623189,7.554174236665415,0.9829397101449278,509,14,110,6,10,172,90,138,0.165,0.8079999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9208,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,1,20,20,10,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,6,3,0,2,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,1,2,10,2,16,17,2,17,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686336760967999,0.0,0.18956363995755374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077060780578906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41497098775190944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392842286935205,0.0,0.17084342742722375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252717889242847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233752667930509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019451684468176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981274692516412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535130774432289,0.0,0.20371086028565893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563896004355316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137402969431291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811519487058761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940245921981672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598007637942482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612517458901253,0.0,0.20521521494598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180732541486676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524586590033802,0.0,0.17723091025969406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992755633300804,0.1992216114779118,0.0,0.11823747997456127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332375888275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mingxingai,2020/02/05,Does anyone sometimes feel like no matter how loud you scream it falls on deaf ears all the time? I make a lot of posts primarily about my life in college (Community college) and it just feels so lonely because even when i'm looking for some emotional support or just a hand to reach out to it's always ignored 9/10 times and no matter how loud I scream the silence gets louder i'm never able to shake these thoughts and wonder what's going to happen to me and what my life would look like in the next few years I sometimes don't want to know because it'll just drive me nuts but it just wouldn't surprise because of how every thing that turns good quickly turns into a toxic waste land that I can't escape from leading to me having even more doubt that things get better even when I feel like I worked hard to reach the level i'm at it's still never enough.,9.640857142857145,6.199117314285719,8.657142857142855,77.52285714285716,61.57142857142857,10.685714285714287,35.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,2.3547714285714285,690,18,140,3,7,215,109,175,0.145,0.716,0.139,-0.2869,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,16,13,0,2,7,0,6,5,2,5,3,35,26,12,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,3,3,6,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,1,13,12,7,19,22,6,24,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,5,13,88,26,4,0.13834263767516122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511215694337396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673238888901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299716363051744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235282072847672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106457450411733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556168469745874,0.0,0.1429449260365381,0.0,0.2741220223318618,0.0,0.11655963891036054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985058301918202,0.19766401599460245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455663660693982,0.0,0.07862330909813042,0.11603524085993765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233593761256795,0.0,0.12392783009363492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760294956937339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543099253564133,0.20276167443461368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323459463270111,0.0,0.0,0.11761396337188244,0.0,0.0,0.09234478489635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339674145634,0.0,0.14712896463053976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249400545564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736488121456404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048060915185401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698958579934522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838174025644128,0.0,0.0,0.1098286012914947,0.16133740910081676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095412740425065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159807203495756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002668925688878,0.1007150878803799,0.0,0.0,0.09827464056025087,0.0,0.0,0.0890881229212605 lonely,emoturtle44,2020/02/05,Valentine's day is depressing I see people at my school all happy and shit and talking about there's girlfriends and im just the quiet kid in the back fucking lonely as hell people think I m weird so they don't talk to me I don't know how to carry on a conversation,1.003157894736841,3.159975543859652,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,83.03508771929825,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,0.17603157894736832,214,6,45,2,6,72,45,57,0.258,0.68,0.061,-0.8969,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,7,1,5,1,2,1,1,6,3,3,0,2,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146244978630876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000800638635928,0.0,0.24040390736635234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25804007506451243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29712628012002595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014953155215364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533959423621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870105265041392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824822973785948,0.22242089270718404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865105956608281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486889193964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884753143374785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Joshyb3,2020/02/05,"Being down and depressed after work M18 After working for 6 hours I came home and just feel awful, I don’t know how to cope with depression sometimes 😔. Just wanna talk to someone.",6.6982857142857135,6.6998812571428585,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,65.0,8.142857142857144,31.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.121,144,5,25,1,2,46,30,35,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067337527557423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130940976309345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506073574184955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29877864313751,0.0,0.2933328636252817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163696492059507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237646783416445,0.0,0.2945919224884733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394092079625333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43369238301660706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asterhandd,2020/02/05,"What's the saddest song ever? My vote? [The Cure - ""Apart""](https://youtu.be/qHJdklukGRA)",8.830000000000002,12.081482000000005,3.669999999999998,75.87500000000001,104.0,8.266666666666667,29.0,7.793537801064563,4.0813000000000015,72,3,8,2,3,18,11,12,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blkgeekinBK,2020/02/05,"somebody who wants to talk? im a woman in my early thirties that works a lot which is a nice escape from my complete lack of family, friends and romantic prospects.",5.8515625,6.42063103125,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,66.8125,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.98895,131,6,24,2,2,42,29,32,0.062,0.598,0.34,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280975515028975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849113925572107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154536081118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44103691808326817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471243049029308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281781971411338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408274768106777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972491859931011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loop-fruits,2020/02/05,I’m gay and don’t wanna come out. Because my friend is homophobic This is probably not the right subreddit but I need help. I want to just come out and stop being friends with him. But I feel like if I do he will tell my other friends and they will all stop being friends. I don’t know who I should tell or stay in the closet??,0.7278571428571432,2.6599252142857166,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,82.57142857142857,5.7142857142857135,20.0,6.868970318607317,0.07371428571428584,255,7,61,3,7,83,47,70,0.069,0.644,0.287,0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,23,17,7,0,5,6,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,6,12,1,9,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,2,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233487315915204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486077035854345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231262227492748,0.14455659485076858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253305451110209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562879522160348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120450983862903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885642589024488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003758879192985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816407495437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280306219352834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567476644750952,0.0,0.3383419717500559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537200452158495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934938567759636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HelloMerlin,2020/02/05,"I'm getting tired of this All day I try. Try do something new or at least keep myself busy. But I'm always ended up being alone with my thoughts. I try to talk to people and they give up on me so quickly. I try to do my best to keep things in order, but it all comes down to me. Being alone. Feeling lonely. I always wished I had someone to talk to, physically of course. I've never had someone close to me. I dont know if I will ever know what it will feel like to have someone who wants to be with you. To feel important. Eh who am I kidding. I've been alone and lonely for the majority of my life and I've held my ground. I just want a change.",-0.4552393617021266,1.5255053333333348,1.9901374113475183,96.49031250000004,87.86524822695036,4.376063829787234,17.32313829787234,5.602791699666715,-0.6226138297872343,496,12,118,3,16,169,82,141,0.106,0.8029999999999999,0.091,-0.4767,0,7,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,0,4,28,30,8,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,19,2,23,20,5,16,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308078221395073,0.0,0.0,0.23074066984088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455076830979761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667640238428506,0.11943721157552302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941966155562045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250018710909006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280533086531845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541950224161222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032124398540086,0.099053672229576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244042689826127,0.13300851301044714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246482168236942,0.0,0.0,0.15240003514717065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979346563446062,0.0677388120412524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693767794160916,0.13391185207862732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612447521968948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524405020933221,0.10674179014401906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288792660738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211483765565384,0.0,0.0,0.11007492910654584,0.0,0.15936113242190444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37654491926518896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635621666644014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944401281887474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KR104925,2020/02/05,"Just anyone to talk to About anything you want. Im 26, a guy and just not in a good place mentally. Just dont want to feel alone right now. Idc age, gender or anything. Just need someone to distract me",0.2642857142857125,2.516347333333336,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,87.57142857142857,4.312380952380953,20.304761904761907,5.6839178017228535,-0.1907580952380945,156,5,35,1,5,50,33,42,0.157,0.782,0.062,-0.6131,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268383572967522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119177512359685,0.0,0.4264886562052224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037018729671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102539933338733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173484135952492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565823490644988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799080400630793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611450524018243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214378978241373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707387661767886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129811284768255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956249712578954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828123947634336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305686641020317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fyiredditt,2020/02/05,"Have a family, but I feel lonely. I have a child, I have a wife, yet I feel I am empty; lonely &#x200B; faking my smile laughs and so on. &#x200B; I am going to therapy often, it is helping me, yet i feel alone randomly. &#x200B; I've been diagnosed with PTSD, my father past away when I was 3, my mom was deported shortly after. apparently this traumatic event imbedded the loneliness feeling in me. &#x200B; I hope you all be grateful for what you have in your lives, some things might seem normal. but in reality, some are lacking those normal things. &#x200B; I'll just be struggling here.. alone. Have a good day everyone",3.106003911342896,5.904032533898307,4.150000000000002,81.47616036505869,79.59322033898306,7.020599739243806,26.873533246414603,8.139509932561175,2.2074920469361152,501,21,86,10,13,162,79,118,0.218,0.614,0.168,-0.7942,1,6,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,0,1,20,22,5,0,4,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,17,3,9,16,4,14,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,7,7,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799261133989759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705758590659117,0.5277354834749761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160990871873616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056018941642886115,0.0,0.0,0.08816331805798082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830005672005985,0.0,0.0,0.08188596415438054,0.0,0.17568057983532415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936579755535712,0.07285590336104278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822191059396008,0.0,0.0,0.08627377707706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670092572794429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214708158297742,0.0,0.10173197438951692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702130528675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291981125323468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153727903396363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907609666609659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080724514315326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933451101841187,0.0,0.11541478966270273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277354834749761,0.0 lonely,Poseytt,2020/02/05,"I m so fake I act differently with every people(genuinely i can answer the same question differently if some other person ask me with no reason) even with my family and now i can't even find my true me, what i really want in life.I m so confused right now.",3.457115384615385,4.877285096153846,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,73.03846153846153,9.046153846153846,22.615384615384606,9.516144504307137,1.8909076923076924,203,5,40,5,4,73,38,52,0.168,0.745,0.086,-0.6359,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456755061045283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491244442541086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34714392567664154,0.0,0.22141400907480802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773737399195764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401875772535637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561810914695195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294602680681967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943877344823315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683515998790346,0.2701944503132983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442335271745992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500182079260907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JuiceInhaler,2020/02/06,"looking for friend 17/M henlo i’m jus looking for a friend to talk to, play games with, send memes etc. i like to think i can be funny. I’m super passionate about animals and have 6 pets atm. I also enjoy a good conspiracy theory. if anyone’s interested pls dm. thank u frens",-0.10171052631578804,2.2249806491228132,3.1291008771929825,85.31891447368422,93.38596491228071,6.358771929824562,17.651315789473685,7.645422480735847,0.8547210526315783,215,6,44,5,8,77,46,57,0.048,0.46799999999999997,0.484,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,7,8,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765505442140698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653901532032985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538073667577684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47852386433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259749160408892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129649207480805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201149584866129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489131445129909,0.0,0.2851164231774952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843370100356028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jim-Dread,2020/02/06,"I push everyone away, because I'm scared to be intimate with anyone It has always been hard for me to get close to people. I tried. It's just too fucking hard. I just want someone to care, and to care about someone.",0.9536363636363632,3.287345272727272,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,84.9090909090909,5.3381818181818215,22.43636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.6434054545454546,168,6,35,2,5,55,32,44,0.122,0.7070000000000001,0.171,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,9,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176348283423987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954824063217525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278187302794581,0.0,0.0,0.14781406886615128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944507518480848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317008330113963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416962842823115,0.12668623038211002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344304074170331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810568262033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276562102501545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109064561135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462857286249552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302148134041975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DiscombobulatedCan8,2020/02/06,"Was feeling lonely, decided to move in with a kid, now I regret it and wished I stayed in my single. Can’t wait for the semester to be over :( Sometimes itfeels like you just can’t win",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.05263157894737,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.3862877192982457,143,5,30,2,3,48,33,38,0.18600000000000005,0.636,0.177,-0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247665291042191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717374878039755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724625268237173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396491981190672,0.0,0.0,0.4738073132316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111848427955482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ordinary-Scientist,2020/02/06,"Is it just me? I (M21) am at university in second grade now and when I was still in HS, I always thought that I would make new friends and eventually meet some girl, who could be my GF and oh boy, I was wrong... It appears, that every single girl just suddenly disappeared and exists only those in a serious long-term relationship and that just drains my hope every single day and it hurts so much to see everybody being happy with their SO, except for me... Am I the only one, who has experienced something like this?",3.8012999999999977,5.528013129999998,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.7,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7687999999999997,403,12,78,8,8,134,72,100,0.061,0.818,0.121,0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,2,11,4,8,8,4,12,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,3,7,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838191318583206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807609957231306,0.0,0.0,0.14600847723891475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815014566877577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749151282056032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410057006846319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248650625528473,0.0,0.0,0.2423645659282009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060700324798607,0.0,0.0,0.2003557872222251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112293708532767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642914583104315,0.0,0.0,0.21865734298358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341366589472893,0.3443729332252318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306755175847564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804105078559268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429283409879354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808023502869512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973533450505508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082719061112752,0.24753151447638486,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anouk_-_,2020/02/06,Happy Birthday Happy 14th birthday to me I guess. My present was the 3 y/o headset from my brother :\ *insert balloons*,0.466363636363635,2.0632820000000045,2.2169090909090907,87.00536363636364,115.36363636363636,1.7600000000000002,31.67272727272727,3.1291,1.3170436363636369,92,6,14,0,5,30,19,22,0.086,0.637,0.27699999999999997,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595501513139395,0.0,0.0,0.8881518217215655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pumpkinspice9267,2020/02/06,"I want to start fresh... Sometimes I crave to go somewhere far. I really want to leave to another country or just go on a vacation around the world and meet new people! I can’t go anywhere right now because I attend university which is depression in itself. But, I’m so fed up of the same life, same routine. Also, being surrounded by people who are so busy in their own life and accomplishing great things and being truly happy...makes me depressed! I’m happy for all the people who have good looks, career, money and friends. But, for some reason I want to go on an adventure in hopes of finding happiness and contentment along the way! Am I the only one that feels like starting new in a place where you can re-develop a personality different from now and in your present environment.",6.541267710663687,6.996925214765106,7.180760626398211,73.06735272184939,65.30872483221475,10.38061148396719,32.66293810589113,10.25414643259724,3.3642969425801645,623,24,111,14,9,206,102,149,0.052000000000000005,0.73,0.218,0.9742,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,8,10,0,0,9,0,8,3,0,1,1,23,23,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,3,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,11,8,21,20,5,28,0,2,1,0,8,15,0,3,8,77,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770861356240725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434262884296854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310312230662631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897262857484133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535508370235775,0.0,0.0,0.1537832984016238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442420739526037,0.1051533012868803,0.0,0.0,0.13452993488687331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371942470322838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346082176127793,0.12345685258538845,0.0,0.1622786302740008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337517701544176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461939045049741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585404812932185,0.0,0.0,0.20793075497824054,0.0719101023824774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360339424438628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843160280796452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974045130421713,0.11194541104444657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061311814990305,0.12852153002796896,0.1537832984016238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942943428998322,0.15133689353579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257003354353362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557569239680526,0.0,0.20836513733276554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778718001032254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604512493570329,0.11683338848518672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,umakemefelz,2020/02/06,Talk Hey guys I just want to say that I like everyone here and remember that there’s someone out there for you. Hmu if u wanna talk me lone too :),0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,81.58064516129029,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,0.5082172043010753,113,3,27,2,3,37,27,31,0.064,0.7290000000000001,0.207,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444040903586049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568800657558792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608675666611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082942959117243,0.0,0.0,0.2866265545892319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053892003774569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793962266776835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212589581757631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sad_boi_memes,2020/02/06,I think my girlfriend wants to leave me. I think my girlfriend wants to leave me. And it's my fault. I know I fucked up. I know I said things I Shouldn't have and I didn't even mean. I've never been good at handling emotions. But I think it's over. And The idea of losing her is fucking terrifying. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose her. But she deserves better. I'm nothing but fucking problems for her. This was a hundred percent my fault And I have no one else but me to blame.,-1.5118196811434856,0.4350789065420564,0.5394722374931291,102.40534909290821,101.05607476635514,2.891478834524464,17.50907091808686,4.514644488427479,-0.99879175371083,381,12,92,1,17,124,60,107,0.228,0.705,0.067,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,1,22,25,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,1,23,2,10,20,1,4,0,2,0,3,7,3,3,0,1,62,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479199092469675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136762287150358,0.18415654793016314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813174864140188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540536864555348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373157843154391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848135130843541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991928714727825,0.0,0.0,0.3466996024835794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630884199879615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833286309784765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626655792789146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708828264298474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109370440927262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566524714047372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572978592255246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876450385631882,0.314704531614568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896888008436866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Friendlyfellowx,2020/02/06,"I know You All Got My Back # -Anyone Looking for another loner to friend?- A little bit about me: * 22 y/o * Mac user * Aries * Music * Engineer * Anime * Food * Shopping * Friendly * Fast replier * 5'7 ish * Verastile * Random * Funny * Cartoon * Chatting * Interesting * Movies * Shows",1.8109496124031,-4.419527627906973,2.9459593023255835,77.13273740310078,209.0,3.507364341085271,29.698643410852714,5.148860815047168,2.4929387596899235,204,12,25,3,24,65,43,43,0.049,0.764,0.187,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337213130169769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253342720222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447207942047109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34745536057346565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848388952297426,0.0,0.4917707572041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454003460881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490630014932412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189781737323279,0.0,0.0,0.2672566051894796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scorpioloverboi,2020/02/06,Dm me :) Hey I’m new to this sub and usually social person but recently I’ve just drifted away from the people around me into a world of isolation. Would be nice to have a conversation with some one.,1.056750000000001,3.579201175000001,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,87.25,7.2,20.5,8.238735603445708,1.4845999999999997,157,5,31,4,5,54,36,40,0.08199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.132,0.2846,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31391730378779176,0.0,0.0,0.3313094368031189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405742496705586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389526161727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447067615568396,0.3079047210347644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481816263294797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594639863850288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883744045666312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504997043393197,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Amydranax,2020/02/06,"30 [M4R] #tacoma/IRL anyone interested in a board game night? The wife and I have realized that we dont really have friends in the area so we are looking around trying to meet new people. Figured that a fun board game night or movie night might be a good start. Our apartment is kinda small but everyone is welcome! We are major nerds: D&D, magic the gathering, anime, renaissance fairs, and obviously board games are our thing. If you sound interested let me know! All are welcome! P.S. I cook a mean hamburger helper! Lol",2.5003568596352075,5.450571010309278,3.3777319587628867,84.13576526566219,86.31958762886595,6.695955590800952,22.92545598731165,7.882392219407189,1.6789609833465504,416,15,74,9,13,132,73,97,0.018000000000000002,0.745,0.237,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,7,1,12,1,0,0,2,17,16,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,8,4,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,4,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333469751603112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058762670452308,0.0,0.0,0.1917197604282273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524051891685014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578968214917506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638981419805013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806372378049472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835850894985245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022444287169649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808516518285544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459470417357595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284673378689669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800004576683706,0.0,0.6063140192029061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930639024594358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379677942970186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243585947003924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307837693806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462181263732397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iamjovian,2020/02/06,"M30 UK Building the dream, but at a cost Long story short...I've spent the last 6 years working hard, studying, paying my mortgage, raising my kids and keeping it all together. And I'd wager I have a lifetime more of it to go before I'm neither is not ornament. All this hard work, all this social climbing has left me devoid of anyone outside my home that I can trust or enjoy anything with. All my friends grew tired of waiting, my relatives are all...damaged...and my colleagues are not my kind of people...all this means that I'm very lucky - but also lonely Listen, I don't want to sell you the farm...let's talk...",3.162540983606561,4.859653614754102,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,74.327868852459,5.863606557377048,26.95409836065573,6.2581,1.0615613114754097,479,18,93,3,10,154,88,122,0.092,0.7609999999999999,0.147,0.8722,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,4,17,16,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,7,3,0,2,1,1,5,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,12,5,8,15,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463380790769778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269235224905556,0.0,0.17970340011044275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582040174664946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871540295960094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241071180571388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912408677889523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904717674296398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410106606719185,0.0,0.2274031758409178,0.0,0.17800415883426002,0.0,0.0,0.2372642603283177,0.22330246475560575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325433839405853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378735756007417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260504618342025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552094935489146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509890749016103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018162530145795,0.128802789852535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179581079729101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062585657744445 lonely,lfcanfield,2020/02/06,"Incredibly lonely with girls. Are there any girls from the UK that want to chat I'm 33 m living in Liverpool? Not for sexual talk to anything I've just been dating a girl well kind of only for weeks thought it was going well and she doesn't want to see me again from out the blue. Ive been single for ages and just need to chat to help with my loneliness and advice.",1.8089610389610409,3.6543366493506495,3.105194805194806,92.39207792207796,78.61038961038959,6.477922077922077,17.493506493506494,7.447530270364453,0.051212987012987383,290,5,65,4,7,94,58,77,0.071,0.809,0.12,0.228,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,13,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,2,4,3,15,9,1,7,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,4,40,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706164179002833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188324420374038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278928483948937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573878102625792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562282939744854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28838384496109554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445375410353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053428381637118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210620566810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068031344530947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225888273503939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985443324314705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266853564558389,0.0,0.22213951909035246,0.0,0.49799333032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Krotrong,2020/02/06,"I am no ones priority I have friends and family who I know care about me. My best friends I am sure would drop everything and come to help if she knew I was in real problems, as I would for her. But I'm not her priority. I'm not a person she can't live without. If i died tommorow of course she would be sad, but that's it. She has a boyfriend who is her priority. Seeing her care so much about him just makes me so sad that no one does the same for me. No one was ever sad they didn't get to text me that day, or that they didn't get to see me in a long time. No one needs me. No one depends on me. I may be bringing joy into people lives her and there, but I'm never the main source of it. I never was, and I seriously doubt I ever will be My parents, and family in general are a different story. I am very close to them and I know they would be lost without me. But that doesn't mean much to me. Ones parents love them cause they are their parents. They aren't my friends. I can come to them with my problems, and I do. They know I am feeling this way. But it just isn't the same. Maybe it is, but in that case it isn't enough. For context I am M 17 from Croatia.",0.21093023255813748,1.752887941860468,2.5063759689922485,96.24002906976746,82.37209302325581,5.850387596899225,20.05232558139535,6.816661863887847,0.014493023255813588,891,24,226,10,24,304,117,258,0.133,0.73,0.13699999999999998,0.2356,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,10,2,9,17,0,1,7,0,33,1,0,3,5,54,55,19,1,9,15,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,18,8,0,6,7,3,50,9,24,38,7,19,0,4,2,1,31,7,0,6,7,173,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735307845294803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085946695085452,0.10508591388593937,0.0,0.1762374614381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597229601788708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616683805839536,0.10687728618377604,0.0,0.0,0.08951970016236961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569885510222313,0.0,0.0,0.1850647247899278,0.0,0.0,0.0919368240098566,0.0,0.19287065797641376,0.0,0.05172380483094096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371003280262516,0.0,0.1068906145215401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856668490664829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865720676450466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065804274660024,0.0905285196687096,0.0,0.0,0.11166789514151264,0.0,0.0923259082455336,0.0,0.06828320744809835,0.0,0.1027698303336095,0.11143006074993286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503982930635389,0.07585100242202013,0.15779357742795835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159094857089071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407619733855876,0.0,0.0,0.07091899279682311,0.0893207031475075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576643476731875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643495886178698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303293690999948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641253373134412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059649474451287515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440470700731544,0.0,0.08119760485524699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972189050878762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906718630963052,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChrisLegend95,2020/02/06,"A broken heart Hi. I'm new here, I broke up with my girlfriend and it hit me to this very day that I am not sure what I miss, I been trying talking to her to get her back because I feel like I regrate what I have done. there is no fairy tail so she ain't coming back, but the feeling is still there. now more it feels like it was never me breaking up with her. I try talking to random people but it's not helping. I think what I'm looking for is support from friends, the one I have don't support me in that way. they support me in breaking up with my girlfriend and I feel dumb for even posting this. but I guess I'm just sad that it is over for real this time. I don't how to move on. I try to distract my self with work and hobbies but not making a difference",0.7767864271457086,2.3147821676646707,2.459784431137728,97.25682235528944,80.61676646706587,4.692854291417166,22.510578842315372,4.604124745555138,-0.1829078642714568,590,19,141,1,15,194,93,167,0.121,0.746,0.133,0.4605,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,11,12,1,1,4,0,13,1,1,2,2,28,31,9,0,0,8,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,3,5,26,7,21,27,1,21,0,3,1,0,13,7,1,2,10,103,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220146233187701,0.0,0.08800319761787917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435714674123592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310309431154558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083007043793412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773490230722208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535132392991637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29197991096271114,0.20626791081643225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115355764665285,0.0,0.0754244399961445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903366115714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107250776521193,0.09676441350112887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105830633469615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122973595975145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636435726310716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343650928030575,0.0,0.0,0.11134272420235446,0.1394280360338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782505286391724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100084097013271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826118812532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431829131929426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060355274168166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528959543198805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914690271746612,0.13606173746583952,0.0,0.0,0.2320692707937029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250287762603178,0.0,0.0,0.08418004193709758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940418515429676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911574814236915,0.0,0.11458974022459363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509900175936228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,azulTipan,2020/02/06,Depression limits who you are around others... sucks I finally met someone who can relate to my depression and understands me but we have opposite scedules. So we cant hang out. Idk if I can call my co workers friends cause they dont know the darkness I have inside. I hold it in so they get the good side of me. We hang out every blue moon but if they could see the real me I'm afraid of what would happen. Their view of me would change and I might end up in a mental hospital again. I cant trust anyone. How can I make friends if I cant be me or express myself when I need to? Finally found someone I dont have to pretend around and we cant hang out. Sucks.,0.2374285714285733,2.405245528571431,2.2353571428571435,94.62089285714286,86.57142857142857,5.5,20.17857142857143,6.9077264865688965,0.328357142857143,514,16,116,7,16,171,82,140,0.071,0.7879999999999999,0.141,0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,4,2,7,9,2,1,4,0,18,0,0,3,0,32,30,13,0,7,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,3,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,2,3,27,4,14,23,0,17,0,2,3,0,16,9,2,5,5,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120221279733208,0.0,0.0,0.2852406403860298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359169592266698,0.0,0.0,0.16457917146394374,0.1694802877269914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791415862536432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597621937194705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37552841519501595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189796362016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498331775432046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35100310349567204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756613228526441,0.2475547489187063,0.0,0.08370279195707073,0.0,0.0,0.13437603216788846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416726312289749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804688888767488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694100941926793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145337976738516,0.1699568412131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879322995539912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235335593798632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276661385231159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271489786270811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678362125344448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276163028291066,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anklebully409,2020/02/06,"cutting ties. I just want to let my thoughts out somewhere because i can’t even talk to anyone else about my hardships. so it started when my best friend started hooking up with this new guy. me being open minded didn’t have anything against him until she would come to me with her problems of being the rebound and not feeling validated by him. at this point I figured he wasn’t a good guy and told her to drop him now instead of later on. fast forward a couple months, they’re in a serious relationship and hanging out everyday. I didn’t want to be the type to give my best friend an ultimatum, so I told her that she doesn’t need my approval of dating him and to just make time for us to hang out as well. things went downhill from here, it’s like she kept on saying that she and him felt guilty that I wouldn’t hang out with them but in actuality I was fine doing my own thing, I just didn’t feel comfortable around him so I asked she respect my decision. turns out she wants ALL three of us to hangout like how it was with her and her ex boyfriend. to which I said that I wouldn’t mind hanging out ONCE in a while but not all the time, but she wasn’t having it. then she started to act differently, whenever we hung out it was for the sake of saying we “hung out” and not that she wanted to. it felt like I was forcing her to hangout with me, but it was never like that before this new guy even with her past boyfriend. And I don’t want to force anyone to hang out with me, it just makes me feel bad. it just sucks because we were attached to the hip basically, I was living with her and we would just do our things together. now it feels like I lost someone and I feel so alone. this made me realize that for the past two years, now that I’m a sophomore in college that I limited myself to only hanging out with her. I moved out and it really hit me how lonely I am. i obviously didn’t want a boy to come between us, but for the sake of our friendship, moving out was the right move because we would have started to resent each other if it continues. i think to myself maybe it’s because I’ve never been in an actual relationship and I don’t understand but I do know that I would try to compromise to have my friends and my significant other. i don’t know how to meet new people or anything like that and I want to send my memes to her but it just feels awkward. she hasn’t spoken to me since, nor seems really affected by it. it’s like she’s fine because she has her bf while I lost my best friend, someone I thought was my ride or die. Hopefully with passing time, this will make me feel better.",4.176476367498676,4.646222388475838,5.012292087095061,86.50511895910782,70.46840148698884,8.007307488050984,27.82496016994159,7.957251820313856,1.5047496972915564,2047,67,445,25,35,666,220,538,0.075,0.772,0.153,0.9915,1,3,0,0,1,0,38.0,10,0,1,8,25,32,3,1,16,0,42,1,1,8,5,118,90,38,1,17,20,1,9,7,5,7,0,3,0,4,38,46,0,2,19,2,0,17,20,10,1,2,28,12,91,22,76,50,7,72,0,3,0,0,63,26,1,5,37,328,129,2,0.0,0.0,0.1314553613113699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975831709648599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419081178918963,0.06901201974715601,0.11085302497712253,0.059959241891091176,0.06296679497720364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056237684717203695,0.20529153072385,0.0,0.057313199481536285,0.0,0.2120512562284206,0.0595690421867638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603882450640432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452579811544208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990270393891315,0.07037047943153096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056265532373644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897321813743404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383930535438825,0.048117632423521066,0.12934059366532552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814979312368734,0.0,0.0,0.06461198857325001,0.0,0.056493247289134074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000728211808465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689761018855774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403187289762775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688739158184902,0.0,0.23033995910185176,0.0,0.05947471878814465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470494545437108,0.0,0.0,0.06373187920014473,0.13487773361824332,0.0,0.06766603541221845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601645678600274,0.0,0.05376123234807043,0.21475957723162534,0.0,0.04994205594462439,0.10389494429834636,0.19515241980746195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172969458166438,0.0,0.05122566837384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285938183782685,0.04669470663141994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367119668447757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444857632092915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629725316741296,0.0,0.0,0.14462574258910538,0.0,0.05751985398432233,0.06406897320847547,0.10712503331813196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131645175655024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571583376550975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413746473112645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906937198424492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054136505405262415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424079489332552,0.043157653035895874,0.0,0.10694293020289344,0.11782378459043852,0.0,0.0,0.12871905643020465,0.0,0.04572887003662463,0.07326169108683242,0.06579496355805851,0.07011777477903314,0.2430553095580777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780894855164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055923592354715,0.062437730754319985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913850837134032,0.0,0.0,0.04337369683052207 lonely,Somaeone,2020/02/06,"I just feel so alone and that no one really cares about any one else. Your parents say that you will find some one who cares but you find no one even when you are looking for it. Not even your parents really care or do anything to help your mental health when you need it. No one cared No one cares And no one will ever really care.",2.0678260869565217,3.782349333333337,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,77.40579710144928,6.339130434782609,17.297101449275363,7.1686216300943375,-0.20248985507246384,260,4,60,3,6,81,41,69,0.154,0.579,0.268,0.9307,2,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,13,7,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,0,3,8,6,3,11,1,3,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,2,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430390784699215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505136224956899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082023820915554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6751412393640666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219503128929407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578887436124652,0.09983063321769377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580339737421721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174154829354213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731186134740483,0.0,0.0,0.07397471970564676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267803537617222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112210396276686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183357050440132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234989210160149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450925110531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210617638294668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776594996955954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eternalskiess,2020/02/06,"Closest friends tossed me due to a deppresion F23 Am I the only one who have experienced this? I was in the same friend circle through my entire childhood and teen-ages. We were best friends for 10 years+ Then High School/College came. I got a deppression and became more quiet as a person. None of them seemed to notice or care that I was feeling bad. And they tossed me away, while I was fine with it since I realized they weren't good friends. I have great memories with them. And I had a good childhood. I'm just sad that I used all my time with people who ended up leaving me for nothing. And the worst thing is that they're still friends. :) And now I struggle with making connections due to the anxiety/trust issues that came with my deppression. Wish I never went to High School...",2.2178431372549032,4.815428431372549,2.573594771241829,92.64117647058826,81.6797385620915,5.691503267973857,22.72549019607843,7.048011613610866,0.7501921568627457,622,21,125,8,17,190,97,153,0.08199999999999999,0.684,0.23399999999999999,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,4,1,3,15,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,2,2,25,21,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,10,3,22,11,17,11,6,21,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,12,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287352302843052,0.0,0.11440635868674917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379451668418974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134298014891106,0.13970148838361449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135945554249633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928166032977202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293083279572756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985251776422214,0.10958777694138697,0.15106553814827695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895392726449346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301375862576535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450848803289138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914622193805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567862388812313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147482445937608,0.15599869906001987,0.0,0.0,0.09284860813763944,0.10421023232760654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949927327646995,0.11964097838719333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773440363809456,0.0,0.12473827840413705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334473839671165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942471437763968,0.0,0.0,0.14324353253814331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103030354224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989773067335146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834168173677136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270193368767936,0.0,0.0,0.15756676399032535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823668225525343 lonely,lotusmoon92,2020/02/06,"27 year old single mom doomed to live a boring mundane lonely bullshit life. i fucking hate this. i can’t stop being angry and resentful to the people who were supposed to love and care for me... who instead bullied me and abused me. i’m the problem. i know i am. i’m just stupid and fat like they all say i am. wish it would all just end but unfortunately i have children who love me ... poor kids",0.5296296296296319,2.9043973333333355,2.2825802469135823,93.12461111111116,88.01234567901236,4.227654320987655,20.44567901234568,5.6839178017228535,-0.06574172839506165,308,10,65,2,10,101,58,81,0.32799999999999996,0.531,0.141,-0.9273,0,2,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,3,0,7,5,1,0,2,14,16,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,11,4,4,13,3,4,1,2,0,3,10,0,1,0,5,41,16,0,0.0,0.2826093026768179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431888485540053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125949763311375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050953958298405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549087372265534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108533089565022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684749852017712,0.1165296921661593,0.0,0.21061909923717487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43055043296807294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793538227366277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502884815468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536096765562536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282331277628201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896820908358359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994148860828682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428827243391257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694390270374146,0.0,0.0,0.15360020430818494 lonely,franklesby,2020/02/06,"I feel like I have no real connections with anyone. I know there are people that care about me and no matter how much I want to I can't care back. I don't love my family even though I know they love me. I don't feel anything towards my ""friends"". They're basically just people who want to spend time with me and I use them to feel less alone. I feel like I'm using everyone and I don't want to, I want there to be mutual feelings of love or companionship or whatever but I don't think I'm capable of feeling like that.",0.8854545454545466,2.826576873873876,3.1220311220311214,90.65218673218672,82.06306306306305,6.91924651924652,20.000819000819,8.00094639256281,0.7523801801801802,407,11,93,8,11,139,60,111,0.133,0.691,0.17600000000000002,0.1201,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,0,27,30,8,0,4,4,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,20,9,11,29,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,5,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897584912564238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057694014263244,0.0,0.11836884984819085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060481555437422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933108800579737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500559412243148,0.0,0.0,0.13744619658626475,0.0,0.0,0.13560045077303595,0.0,0.4363818524410185,0.30828002078783057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113116495140543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581024541063835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082027464686987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894662331993077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573965241205867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944241374019528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372249748148848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216747586383964,0.14132300787974475,0.0,0.0838748175469845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484648031983621,0.0,0.0,0.33936448798882396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aoshiji,2020/02/06,I hate crying it makes me feel pathetic and weak. I hate that. But these days I find it harder and harder to control.,0.4287500000000009,2.795221041666672,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.58333333333334,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2390666666666665,91,2,19,1,3,30,18,24,0.517,0.483,0.0,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889319549537337,0.0,0.0,0.380910477221345,0.2236379126969394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175337292277947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169414272444784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847270136880861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147161623425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Malia_IsMine,2020/02/06,"Pain.. Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding If we could only understand it all, would we feel no pain? God must feel no pain",0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,92.21428571428572,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.2643285714285719,111,3,24,2,4,35,22,28,0.44,0.504,0.055999999999999994,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,14,9,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485659042321095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961380713536976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751085559127475,0.8255234753956996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918255937281697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427797482652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038261784825313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777944896657887,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KalebS1031,2020/02/06,"lmao fuck me thats it, thats the whole post, just fuck me, fuck you, fuck me again, fuck the world, fuck people, fuck life as we know it, fuck how we treat one another, just litteraly fuck everything, i fucking hope china nukes us, humans are fucking garbage, couldnt be social even if fucking post malone sponsored my ass on a superbowl commercial, i quit, imma just be a recluse and be fuckin sad, and lastly, fuck me, i hate myself",3.4660714285714285,5.322991559523814,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,73.88095238095238,7.180952380952381,25.095238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.3734238095238092,337,11,67,5,7,106,56,84,0.39399999999999996,0.521,0.085,-0.9887,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,1,6,18,15,0,4,0,5,16,1,1,0,12,21,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,0,1,0,0,13,2,2,17,1,6,0,1,0,15,6,2,15,2,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298059875587392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226833143520924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711219936108952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9510748857323272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813004240449346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859952769512822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349086781828398,0.06450609334204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589582954884783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362434494896242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548626756134845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515800999443295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417047410761655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066879999633579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951904085522708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835209493737703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3biddy4dy,2020/02/06,"Why am I left alone: Is being lonely not enough I can't help to imagine how greener the grass is on the other side. Though that doesn't matter anymore because I am now addicted to this state of melancholy and sadness. I lost hope of redemption and I just want to cry for once. In a way I am comforted by the thought that this suffering adds meaning to my life. Maybe the happiness will be realized when I am outta this hole. Or maybe I am never gonna snap out of it. It is just meaningless how I am gonna pass by without a trace. I am afraid of being forgotten. I don't deserve anything certainly, I have ignored, let die and forgotten important people in my life. Why am I here to begin with. I feel furious being the one left out everytime. Perhaps I am the one leaving myself out by denying myself love and friendship.",2.6469105691056924,4.7256243414634165,4.2874146341463435,83.79742276422769,76.92682926829268,7.544065040650405,28.616260162601627,8.447377352677275,2.307931382113821,648,29,124,13,15,217,99,164,0.22899999999999998,0.652,0.11800000000000001,-0.9517,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,1,1,8,0,22,4,0,2,2,27,32,9,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,2,1,19,5,21,22,1,16,0,4,0,1,2,9,0,2,4,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828281653037573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937819218444394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218780564862698,0.0,0.0,0.13457954370395678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969250920055396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964108846049165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697287737833622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898061009350138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269077359671201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409144632062076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961746214193956,0.0,0.0,0.1624321908386224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316532159418796,0.3553735307469708,0.167230802512968,0.23102637683977625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852330595843008,0.0,0.14760129887574122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285959646806753,0.17814308045313487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613218448215593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416483797021864,0.22163796877079367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337809343756786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067728916618707,0.12983254856635384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646017090103733,0.12981049599166475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951389536285741,0.0,0.0,0.15764679225470973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imsodamntired1,2020/02/06,"I lost people that I thought were my friends and I don't know what to do now I've always had a lot of trouble making friends, but I thought I'd managed to make them last year in college. It was my birthday a couple of months ago and I went to a bar with them. At one point basically everyone started leaving, and a couple of people pretended to go home but actually ditched me and went to a club. One of them told me where they went when I texted her to see if she got home safely, berated me and swore she'd asked me to come with her. She told me to go and I headed there with another friend who was staying over at my place. It turned out the club wouldn't let people in after a certain hour (we were five minutes late). I called her and texted her, and she ignored it. The app said she was online. She even admitted she saw it when she gave me a shitty apology over a month later and said ""I don't know if I got distracted or what"". It was past 4 AM. My friend and I were far away from home, and she knew it. It's not just that that hurt me and I don't want to make plans with her ever again. It's that everyone else is much better friends with her than they are with me, and they didn't care, so I basically lost them too. As I said, I have a lot of trouble making friends, and I was incredibly hurt because there were people who were supposedly very enthusiastic about being friends with me, even though I'm pretty reserved. Class begins again in a couple of months and I dread seeing them again. I just want to pretend they don't exist.",3.5316227697536133,4.225427912772588,4.547183517417164,88.44952633814785,72.05295950155764,7.580911922967997,25.805862361937127,7.686295010490155,1.1126373831775704,1204,36,270,14,22,393,149,321,0.122,0.738,0.14,0.8415,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,9,4,18,20,0,2,12,0,25,2,1,4,2,52,62,25,0,5,8,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,0,16,25,1,2,6,5,0,6,7,9,0,3,29,6,56,11,37,29,3,40,0,4,3,0,44,13,0,5,20,189,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.08058233947398223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319870996352068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870991115042911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658821674437521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771974851055816,0.0,0.07758294264163401,0.0,0.0,0.0503376101359265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303182969105097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843194072431664,0.0,0.08419181397571351,0.0,0.0,0.0711319786067041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27410657595394355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689817164577708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908144021697287,0.07469478927572469,0.0,0.15780996071298742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465865061160108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385977512597077,0.0,0.13208726459557746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474687826840861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484916144166005,0.0,0.08132080222586224,0.0,0.1767987967561574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076330480885997,0.06731052409088711,0.09314941169106647,0.08743614256849433,0.0,0.08443963350025825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028308541083932,0.14040645554591072,0.0,0.0,0.22048069062090175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773431067678227,0.0,0.06070291796862811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191137381103124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882820923726735,0.2289914181589573,0.0,0.08627442511175916,0.0,0.07806108377413877,0.0,0.0,0.08400955701158458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356462770631005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160488452154448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844777236396979,0.08801511105557303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113057645558898,0.13111236270599452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780996071298742,0.0,0.0,0.08981905953023356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813391164574696,0.0974110194516857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296465522031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317628626739642 lonely,Chreed711,2020/02/06,Depressing songs artists Can you guys give me some artists that has a lot of depressing or sad songs...,3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,77.42105263157895,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.5549789473684217,82,4,17,2,2,23,16,19,0.35600000000000004,0.644,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285307123611768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40570894735686497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41876301631946794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35955637575228977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,takemeback10years,2020/02/06,"I crave affection I just want to hold someone so bad, I want to talk to them about my day, I want someone to actively care about me. This just hurts, I've been fine being single but I'm just so jealous of people who get to hang out with someone who loves them romantically every day. It hurts",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.036666666666669,87.495,75.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,0.9415666666666662,230,7,49,3,5,76,39,60,0.19,0.5479999999999999,0.261,0.0785,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,9,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,10,7,1,4,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440808806341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251805290208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848716422721781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860832818597882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153897421350074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728683788104642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933392267448588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311586200397045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613994891498506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751814475330166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908051838434442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babybabybubu,2020/02/06,I got a new job but everyone seems to hate me Hi! New member here. I got a new job at this hip and new company and everyone seems to be getting along so well that I feel so left out. I feel like some of the people were even making fun of me while we were doing our team activities today. Some people even made fun of me when I’m just trying to be decent and respectful. I just hope that I could survive in this place long enough until I have to move out of the country. It just makes me so anxious when I turn my back to someone or leave a room and they would burst out laughing after I leave.,2.140000000000001,3.4104528412698443,3.6525714285714312,91.31742857142858,76.14285714285714,6.627301587301588,21.33015873015873,7.1686216300943375,0.40687873015873066,462,11,105,5,10,153,77,126,0.078,0.722,0.2,0.9644,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,2,13,8,1,0,5,0,8,1,1,3,0,26,22,13,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,17,7,17,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,6,13,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156635044326272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316330276554778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711848480287196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862656170728846,0.0,0.17722719976970353,0.0,0.0,0.25639758126862244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567399978358655,0.09584629433989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009479126131332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460530758441174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245849114583602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133254437382377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627276373070985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411914392138105,0.14576882715115286,0.0,0.0,0.06554541564186847,0.0,0.0,0.11873030607556595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269485663568514,0.1791101003264565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259436451125615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183030371728826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860238906402453,0.0,0.14017210209073624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442744743219628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367613584497355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717112907501893,0.0,0.0,0.09108807970399677,0.1459311535933931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062892663210828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530576496576676,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,krem1t,2020/02/06,"I’m not good I started talking to this girl a while ago, and we would spend hours every day talking and would stay up super late to talk. I really though we had something special, but then she ghosted me for a week and then told me she didn’t feel the same way. I’ve been telling my friends I’m ok but I constantly feel like shit, thinking that I’ve done something wrong and that’s why she doesn’t like me. I just haven’t felt completely happy in over a month but I don’t know what I can do",1.6992662473794553,3.2095419245283026,2.6957861635220115,96.71263102725368,77.86792452830188,5.843186582809224,23.09853249475891,6.42735559955562,0.27207463312368985,388,12,92,3,9,123,71,106,0.096,0.696,0.20800000000000002,0.9097,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,2,10,1,0,4,1,11,1,1,0,0,19,20,11,1,2,5,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,3,15,8,6,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,0,13,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522669380314499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010135839863806,0.18562624505129416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107797657861046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578403808215398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472667210196585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370779344057574,0.12271509888259342,0.16492960004215745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271186236232269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407555147904738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828561983512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916240135057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440228192373708,0.0,0.19376811018525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678398151371047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371080539785373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004257090752703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632313872983948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644794289316053,0.0,0.0,0.12158224287089373,0.18308780943829525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141953549683,0.15013770340339336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006559120003086,0.1687666963499148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413704230993426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634589352200355,0.13778642599654148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499896228815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440460834172635,0.1878074733530964,0.0,0.0 lonely,AcademicBowl,2020/02/06,"When will it end?? My life just feels meaningless. I feel lonely and empty all the time. I feel bad that I feel this way, because my life is a lot better compared to some people. I have no relationships because I have social anxiety, and no one takes it seriously. If anyone can relate to this, I am sorry that you have to experience this pain. No one deserves this.",2.547766599597587,4.884359028169017,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,78.43661971830986,6.874044265593561,22.818913480885314,7.957251820313856,1.34060402414487,285,9,54,5,7,96,48,71,0.32299999999999995,0.6409999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9603,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,4,9,1,3,11,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668564814064046,0.0,0.0,0.1525102599277493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211593574862728,0.26592033016327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929039560224513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318411198262792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133571765336908,0.0,0.0,0.4411396200703081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081204941991591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854325767304137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955991493487203,0.0,0.2320884911466691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121266523419405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341726244368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223395799108992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441605731895556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399445404555685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718392712427526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312860429321894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tehraniix,2020/02/06,"Help... I just want to get this off my chest. I really hate when people have friends and are close with their family and still say they are lonely. I wish I had any friends at all. I wish I could have a single real conversation with my parents. I’ve lived in a college town for 3 years and have never went out once. I literally have NO friends. None at all. Like AT ALL. I have a “friend” from high school who never wants to hang out. We lived together for 6 months and didn’t hang out once. We’ve had lunch twice in the past year. That’s literally it. That’s all I got. I spent all my time at home, alone, watching videos and crying. That’s my whole life. People always use me or treat me like shit after a while. I’ve gained 30 pounds and just don’t want this life anymore. I have no one. Literally no one.",0.2362499999999983,2.4813482202380968,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,87.63095238095238,5.026666666666667,15.542857142857144,6.508806274219699,-0.5990914285714286,623,12,147,7,20,200,98,168,0.14,0.6990000000000001,0.161,0.3948,1,3,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,2,1,4,10,2,0,5,0,13,5,2,1,7,31,24,9,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,7,13,1,0,0,1,1,3,8,3,0,3,6,2,20,7,18,17,8,27,0,1,1,0,12,13,1,1,13,91,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362237476012738,0.0,0.0,0.1094421589665619,0.0,0.0,0.08944381710818376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044082249162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501471873984937,0.0,0.14447776291420128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399326259349724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064740386801403,0.0,0.06871815637591913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051952707206872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985705705213502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816070890197633,0.13896696794226107,0.1319337017105591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858047865665485,0.12851625750652507,0.0,0.23228396033828855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498470793077518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288560931839444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280146890490319,0.1782540852946034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460467143842568,0.0,0.12555873325911787,0.18237045259208245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970810573973498,0.08426045612526017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459665677085524,0.0,0.13311375503796424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501200464771732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503874404393038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766952633106802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359830078950695,0.0,0.0,0.232736560798034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192813744787474,0.0,0.1468467529245673,0.3025023201886866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693999447091835 lonely,nrajtheeye,2020/02/06,"Waiting for the text It is so weird that I still open my phone and expect to a text from the person who surprised me with our relationship to break. I know my words aren't making any sense and sometimes they don't have to. I still wait for a surprise planned for me nut no, my own sister and mother and dad and brother forgets my birthday, what to expect of others?",4.364459459459463,5.1632573378378375,4.692810810810808,87.77786486486491,70.21621621621621,6.460540540540541,26.962162162162162,5.6839178017228535,0.8313167567567565,289,9,59,1,5,91,53,74,0.062,0.882,0.055999999999999994,-0.1132,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,8,6,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,10,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636196711305128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130458402208456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587636825516795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384866490362574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41619793801605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834021295093844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191658642504307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,missingnomaster1,2020/02/06,The worst The worst feeling is probably coming home after a long a stressful day and hearing the roommate you've had a crush on for months laughing away while talking to her girlfriend on Discord...,8.634166666666665,8.85145852777778,7.1633333333333375,75.765,60.944444444444436,8.311111111111114,43.0,7.1686216300943375,3.643766666666666,161,9,25,1,2,48,30,36,0.299,0.594,0.107,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,19,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31121762025961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853401063761216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136270212928051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674885220451997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733396349664777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322679198116401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314332176085056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643983308580165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571404746061328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794425141341655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662439278728905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cherrytreefactory,2020/02/06,25f no friends #foreveralone Don't have a group of friends. Never been in a relationship and don't think I ever will. Feeling worthless and Undeserving all the time,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,84.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,30.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.188333333333334,134,7,23,2,4,41,25,30,0.231,0.5479999999999999,0.222,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705329630016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071207755392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329568365659073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159312065191233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397883425269565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624737803412309,0.0,0.0,0.2388580161347916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vonn-Music,2020/02/06,"How did you get here So my question isn’t only how did you end up lonely, but is there something you think you could have changed in the past that could have changed the way things are now? Like maybe not stop going to the gym or not gone to college or not broken up with a particular individual ? Just wondering if we all have a similar path",3.9686956521739134,5.1485180434782665,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,71.46376811594203,7.838840579710146,26.84347826086957,8.238735603445708,1.4971426086956523,271,9,58,4,5,87,51,69,0.024,0.8490000000000001,0.127,0.8188,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,1,19,15,7,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,6,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,5,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232590261841478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39492638922876416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190502248291212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292133793131856,0.0,0.14055644486220487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082701868673022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484640420169432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809638456942288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360928913450713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770526155537633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039737904662515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676881333205907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430700325784792,0.15847130472383514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630941336517305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682056799476081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheImmortalWanderer,2020/02/06,"Smile though your heart is aching... I just needed to say something after listening to Nat King Cole’s, “Smile”. Are there others like me who smile, joke, and are seen as happy people, but in truth are very miserable deep down? I think this is “smiling depression”. I think between laughing or crying, I choose to laughter because the other option is to completely break down. Don’t get me wrong, I sincerely enjoy it when I make other people laugh, smile, or what have you because their unhappiness is taken away, even if it’s just a little bit. It makes me feel good because I feel I brought about a little brightness to others. But the worst part is that I can’t make myself laugh or smile. And more often than not, no one else does likewise for me. I already know the joke. I can make others laugh and smile, but I can’t make myself happy. How can I when I know how the punchline goes? But even though life is a pain, suffering is a choice. But even so, for you all, I hope you don’t give up either. And, with respect to Monty Python, I encourage you all to *Always look on the bright side of life*",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666667,3.785370370370373,89.29666666666668,74.41666666666666,6.2814814814814826,22.185185185185183,6.937597516519254,0.5651962962962962,855,22,172,8,18,269,123,216,0.13,0.544,0.327,0.9946,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,1,1,15,24,0,1,9,0,17,4,1,7,3,39,37,21,0,3,13,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,5,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,8,28,18,22,34,7,15,0,3,4,0,11,10,0,7,4,124,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396504229321652,0.0,0.10855255881890892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257077331990432,0.0,0.0,0.2385802700189931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242772802476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678405658708578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330337600119902,0.0,0.0,0.11236437322697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141657813883996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898197520321924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585013411517917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192824784253934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815958111903721,0.1251484139483403,0.0,0.10942304134489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777526255766731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459485640007573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295754858642205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433939997723429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429447310850774,0.06373580681291895,0.2615089115286653,0.0,0.0,0.10955292505467093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354128599558965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967338914774812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884025738406955,0.0,0.138817855338039,0.0,0.0,0.14127467013627604,0.0,0.1808880551038985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374644326825257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043391536511144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718605777167664,0.2563511297060471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764255589407934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263672573611086,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sorenfare,2020/02/06,"Loneliness hurts Loneliness is the pain of disconnect from others. The pain of rejection, but not knowing why you’re being rejected. Of touching an open wound over and over, not knowing when, let alone *how*, it’s gonna heal.",4.258170731707317,6.983201097560978,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,74.60975609756099,8.978048780487804,29.76219512195122,9.516144504307137,3.256848780487804,179,8,31,5,4,56,33,41,0.392,0.608,0.0,-0.9464,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305776045490805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416922894220016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508295529682809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638651640204824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6792670015423197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28801325318613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway127114,2020/02/06,"I make up scenarios in my head about meeting new people God, I’m so pathetically lonely that whenever I meet someone new my brain jumps to a hypothetical. For example, I was just standing next to this girl in a line at school and we make small talk and in my head I’m thinking ‘woah I’m actually talking to another human being and words are flowing and need to make this not awkward!!!!’ Though I’ve only said 2 sentences to her my mind thinks about how we’re going to be best friends and how this is finally it and I’ll actually make a friend etc. and then I end up saying some awkward joke or just freeze up and don’t reply. It happens to me a lot. The other day I was just sitting next to a guy I was thinking that if I got the courage to say something we would be friends and then we would date and then be in a relationship all the while nothing has happened at all. Wow, it’s so embarrassing to admit how pathetic this is. I didn’t end up talking to the guy and I just walked away because I figured he wouldn’t like me. Reality is often disappointing.",2.382553965559058,4.206741686635946,4.30752849866602,84.52189425175844,76.83410138248848,7.149066213921902,27.550084889643465,8.032893268588372,1.752894930875577,834,35,174,14,19,284,120,217,0.078,0.774,0.149,0.9296,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,13,12,0,2,10,0,17,3,3,7,2,44,34,23,0,5,7,0,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,4,10,14,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,4,20,8,25,21,6,31,0,2,0,0,22,12,0,5,14,117,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.2309502277721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408158232954088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117695509512046,0.0,0.0,0.07213418350897076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418229640027086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320978200302609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631445074852145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961433337896954,0.0,0.13197163277425136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296270920246261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742693887857378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725089078290712,0.0,0.09464103438569003,0.0,0.0,0.2343348756656721,0.20928146814423465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288586018758065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781111385743758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100601766778796,0.0,0.0,0.3159505299215972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948174407690823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877417937218949,0.0,0.2285718657913072,0.2516951790726885,0.0,0.0,0.11354289437924694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999693630369703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203661702876779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704445014437815,0.0,0.0,0.11256097741480244,0.1882049586879767,0.0,0.11975845854521695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002624511241862,0.09109787428224443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533271209496913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274674010854941,0.11626074170849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811953592027185,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Party_Understanding,2020/02/06,"Post high school lonliness After i graduated high school, i had a long summer full of partying, traveling, and although it was a horrible summer (long story) at many times i felt included in many groups, and had so many friends, my phone was ringing and buzzing off the hook wth people asking me to hang out. i drifted from many of those friends, and as summer came to a close, everybody stopped hanging out like they used to. Now, its mid winter, and my phone is always dry. I have a few ""streaks"" pics on snapchat, my friends who are away at college will sometimes communicate, and a small handful of people will actually start a conversation. I have one friend and we see each other weekly, and since everyone i know is at school, i feel like i dont know anybody in my own city. Next year i have a ride to a decent east coast university, but until move in day comes, its just the same lonliness and boredom...",6.658959537572257,6.7560793179190775,6.640236994219656,78.26856358381507,65.0693641618497,9.925780346820812,34.06300578034682,9.642632912329526,3.056230520231213,714,29,137,13,10,227,112,173,0.036000000000000004,0.879,0.085,0.7242,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,10,0,13,1,1,1,0,25,23,14,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,1,4,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,6,5,17,6,22,15,5,43,0,0,1,0,12,18,0,0,18,88,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.12010255693473333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024075010702475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505765916742695,0.0,0.1156321576986418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076397017818265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106017429703071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937260555560552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424191536554967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176025659910204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222995721671243,0.0879241535690894,0.1181704257604774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803469425697493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006906392671325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527660098414318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025556606722995,0.0,0.0,0.21783339119345374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991112348582334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080827891908695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089068959309166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339818769547684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064815328351984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178709561682108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736726451736013,0.09807411424956916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180815799727294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217234207350578,0.0,0.0871124734510654,0.0,0.0,0.10289544905831136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176549086509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629649688502656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872261025227684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925567798971278 lonely,gabrielbraden,2020/02/06,"Maybe I don’t have a good reason to feel this way but here we are nonetheless It’s about 10 pm right now. My day was pretty boring and woke up feeling really sullen. Tried keeping myself occupied with video games and beyblades (yes I’m a 19 y/o guy who loves them still, sue me haha). I’m usually fine with just keeping busy but after thinking for a bit I felt like I wanted to talk to someone. I know a lot of people between family and friends yet I’m not really close with most of them. And for all of those who are, they’re either busy all the time or asleep right now. I’m not exaggerating, I have only had maybe one fully uninterrupted conversation with a friend in the past month, and they live in the state above me. I’m just feeling pretty lonely at the moment, have been for a while (regardless of whether or not I’m productive so it’s not an activity issue per se). Just hoping someone understands and wants to talk about it with me. Would appreciate just having a chat about anything honestly. TL;DR: feeling lonely despite knowing a lot of ppl, want to make a new friend",3.3165012919896637,5.159480962790704,4.655310077519381,82.96069121447032,74.25581395348838,7.568475452196382,24.502583979328165,8.344100000000001,1.5457390180878554,857,27,168,15,18,284,133,215,0.057,0.716,0.22699999999999998,0.9899,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,3,0,13,13,0,0,14,2,11,2,1,2,2,51,35,13,0,6,14,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,5,14,10,27,29,7,22,0,2,0,1,16,7,0,6,14,106,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757625068634392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427187900046651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430737009112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323671391797597,0.0,0.26439570665972045,0.0,0.12551733370319051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029954436968084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964665571761753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943916187712912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298402833020896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364438424033881,0.0,0.23239031569684174,0.0,0.0,0.14368703640263042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638660558197586,0.0,0.11543333633292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227691611357253,0.11798519962599535,0.0,0.0872605319022884,0.0,0.2626634100407492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434414053159796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625585778759324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858323127676777,0.09942291324386424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479263281655804,0.09062885685516647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659904088312587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749267676180074,0.13440796452684478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232783537638731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215272072395568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439784694175976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014500156260127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376385764812352,0.0,0.0,0.07622730482113972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875428320839074,0.0,0.0,0.13609023874187595,0.0,0.0,0.14397607464080875,0.0,0.23131651157008215,0.10376410912223502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286390582227666,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gansacul,2020/02/06,"Got lied to again I posted here a while ago saying that I feel lonely after getting cheated on for the 3rd time in a row. Well, after a while I met a girl that wasn't the most attractive or anything like that, but I liked her. After hooking up a bunch of times, a few days ago she just ghosted me because apparently she just used me in order to get the attention of someone else who she described him as ""more worthy of her"", amd from there up until now, she said nothing. Now I'm all alone again, not talking to anyone and my anxiety levels are incredibly high, and I'm also afraid that my career will be affected by my current state of mind, as I have to communicate with a lot of people at work.",14.430281690140848,5.974192661971832,13.545140845070426,61.179964788732406,59.0,16.171830985915495,48.17605633802818,10.686352973137794,5.125459154929579,546,18,110,7,4,184,99,142,0.099,0.821,0.08,0.0844,2,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,1,10,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,14,10,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,17,4,25,8,6,27,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,3,18,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37328608372473854,0.0,0.0,0.2180700060511825,0.0,0.16837961939080298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107291003216032,0.0,0.0,0.1472239565959158,0.0,0.17326765347648218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835150620186514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578963844960756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589049587051694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646221491711066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001110732300336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839892989701846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246141420792911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573168442079467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900512162893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259909060992946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203183571466168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597133906753726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016521243034905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028466793343985,0.16744065536735075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840136245085236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692349894993402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555096785636624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818506873932177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931295211776492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328551167765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boogle382,2020/02/06,"Is it too much to ask? All my life I have been single and I’m sick and tired of being so alone. It starts to eat away at you and everyday I feel another part of me is missing and I feel more and more empty and alone. Hell, I just spent all of last night sobbing about it. But every time I tell someone that I really want a girlfriend, it’s the same thing. It’s either “it’ll happen someday” or “trust me, you don’t”. Like, shut up! You don’t know what I want and don’t want and you have no fucking idea what it’s like to cry yourself to sleep every night doubting you’ll ever find someone for yourself! Sorry, I got a little off topic there. My main reason I went on this was just to see if there was anyone from Saskatchewan that is willing to give me a chance. Though knowing me, it won’t happen and I just waisted my fucking time",1.384602272727271,3.124577346590911,2.779545454545456,94.7268181818182,79.51136363636364,5.081818181818182,20.659090909090907,5.602791699666715,-0.14722045454545452,647,17,145,3,16,210,102,176,0.18,0.737,0.083,-0.9565,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,0,10,9,3,1,4,0,16,8,2,1,3,31,36,14,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,14,9,2,0,7,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,6,3,22,3,17,25,10,16,1,2,1,2,9,7,4,3,10,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902690679922301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469406644727993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798358206399768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310045429221761,0.0,0.131658666411528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392846814587066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433900630642447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675745478432773,0.2361345786182721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170994195838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807814776740575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590996297154753,0.0,0.13442742374605435,0.0,0.0,0.11207639536778784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478366040600975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581920185927011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402581113009778,0.11422631748066132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897940552742317,0.13692287484799626,0.1404491201859915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301317473809128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26300885739964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517493458193769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977217445106746,0.1440790782307045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116670945918168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023324377833687,0.0,0.23746684904020596,0.0,0.0,0.15686634834433585,0.0991861806493958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248158135943847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930975020663751,0.0,0.13767901986756076,0.0,0.16342424131342612,0.16106116813025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479605273681761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299038069434679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wildlyunlucky01,2020/02/06,"Ghosting non stop Be it on text or when I finally meet someone on OkCupid (rare, barely can get to that point) no guy ever meets second time past coffee meet. I once texted a guy and asked if he could give me explanation or if I’m doing something wrong, he just said we’re “two different people”..that’s it. Feel so lost and alone. I think I’m too nervous and shy and that scares them away. Every message ends as soon as it starts and they hardly make an effort. Meeting guys in my small area feels impossible because everyone’s very clicky into small groups or already has girlfriends. Haven’t had any real life friendships since I was a kid and barely speak to family. I don’t know how to keep going.",3.7281818181818167,5.37716057553957,4.364081098757357,86.28103335513408,72.74100719424459,6.781164159581425,24.14715500327011,7.348242739294969,1.0017568345323742,556,16,109,6,11,177,108,139,0.141,0.84,0.019,-0.9281,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,2,1,24,24,16,1,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,5,9,0,10,18,0,19,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,5,9,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327851465368662,0.17397139780522627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720783901149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738206402199638,0.0,0.14811796270028288,0.0,0.0,0.09610236485839883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587120523805748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471136110058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396316709083605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260402654423296,0.1328274608171399,0.15064193931512287,0.0,0.0,0.1486189897123447,0.0,0.15942579755170438,0.0,0.0,0.17269856657814148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236595087400839,0.15123285598288416,0.08959648988426583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468296748326041,0.0,0.0,0.14122400472237825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012712948831565,0.0,0.0,0.08664066699771407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135330696865814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209429296669046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523302415959873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789278290153484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504953712501997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903080884942865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794409386559294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996185711300197,0.0,0.15783578969027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041023577649372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357687286133402,0.12136716222771199,0.0,0.0,0.11158593206382626,0.0,0.0,0.13180299139074902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101616232934063,0.0,0.0,0.09192735403958414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400176450062894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007828576939587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236622279547054,0.0,0.0 lonely,ww2slavawehraboo,2020/02/06,"Fifty Sixth Time Getting Rejected Fifty Seventh Time's The Charm? Yeah, you heard that right... 56 rejections. Makes me feel like shit, and to make it worse she lied. She said she is already with someone, even known I took the precautions, and asked all her friends if she was single, they all said yes. I think it's because I am fat, or maybe because I collect militaria, and ""oh you don't want to go out with the kid who likes to collect things that the defenders of the Motherland wore!"", or ""oh don't go near him, he listens to foreign music from the 80's"" Well if your curious here's a transcription of our conversation: Me: Hey! Name! Her: Oh hey Me, What? \*she looks at me Me: I-I... I H-Heard you were g-going to be p-put in a lower class, sorry n-next week, and I-I have somethi-ing t-to tell y-you... I-I like y-you, like... like, alot... Sorry... \*she gives me a nervous saddened look Her: No, you don't have to be sorry... But I am already with someone... Me: Oh... Sorry, Sorry Her: No, don't be, your a cool guy! Me: Okay... Sorry, I am going to go Her Friend: HEY Name when is this guy gonna leave! \*I walk away telling myself that I fucked up and yes, I stuttered a lot, probably more than what I put here since I wrote this after I got home from my class, and I have terrible short term memory. Honestly I think I might be going insane. They definition of insane is ""Trying the same thing over, and over expecting different results"", well I have tried to get a girlfriend 56 times, and have gotten pretty much the same results, either: 1 a bullshit excuse, 2 an insult, or 3 a plain old ""no"". If you are wondering I am 15 and my birthday is next month, gonna be another birthday alone...",0.35706677095925704,2.6391100000000023,2.293674180473584,93.51858565028799,87.48396501457728,5.445466827846122,20.31920642821589,6.914303735213361,0.4106511981796204,1282,41,281,18,41,425,184,343,0.171,0.711,0.11900000000000001,-0.9486,2,2,1,0,0,0,110.0,1,7,2,0,6,21,3,1,18,5,26,3,2,4,2,42,56,17,0,5,8,0,1,5,3,3,1,4,1,3,12,13,1,0,5,0,0,8,7,8,2,0,10,8,51,13,26,38,11,28,0,2,2,1,47,10,2,10,15,167,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889795735272094,0.18943952222354515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000425029120257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024304036432878,0.0,0.08064370477174937,0.0,0.0,0.1046470069965776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896780791133778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669243239179565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340016131863721,0.06131970226838451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263000171358325,0.07935198880084826,0.08968926259090736,0.082339626925269,0.2926880473004763,0.0,0.06864915152391637,0.0,0.0,0.1699779645407511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609832569267986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088562804641946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967035814465312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415759166228231,0.0,0.0,0.07297284920858282,0.0,0.0,0.11458949040147502,0.0,0.08623161481924739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105612491697217,0.0,0.0,0.068511740813616,0.0,0.06309773809505846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825704949037711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006816132420241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732385860821977,0.09254338161237036,0.0,0.0,0.1725734046871225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330161820504416,0.16329524807893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810718867028074,0.07100262764519986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545344403852445,0.0,0.0,0.5765036436702976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500450939743485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404835969036835,0.1099976994491418,0.0,0.0,0.15015118216182735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536453864766344,0.11655106681203913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062701430688752,0.0,0.06885071760253599,0.0,0.15434983516011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308312260330756,0.0,0.0,0.08747200143123683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loonantifa,2020/02/06,"does anyone else have no friends irl i don’t mean no friends as in u have people u talk to and feel like they just don’t care about u. i mean no friends at all, u do not talk to anyone except your family. please i’m so alone and i feel like the only one which makes it worse. the last time i hung out with someone not in my family was when i was 15. i am 20 now it physically hurts so bad. i want to change this but i feel like no one likes me or i’m so ugly because no one talks to me at my college. i feel like i’m not able to talk to people",-1.904642857142857,-0.09841203968253788,0.8733134920634917,102.82758928571432,94.0,4.102380952380953,13.430555555555555,5.602791699666715,-1.3096492063492062,417,7,113,3,16,143,70,126,0.18,0.639,0.18100000000000002,-0.2179,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,20,9,0,1,7,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,4,15,9,15,18,1,9,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,9,66,19,1,0.1244747362714796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891828716094078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407125956558606,0.127539077053918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393120547347796,0.07587864389836199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691028943507313,0.0,0.1316777662141958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892868053161714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398266990552328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346874067778317,0.0,0.2517526668248458,0.3556991058542934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850661741123435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325277962634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146352348299728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040603434022813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308785302338036,0.0,0.0,0.27117895763798394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304190818714817,0.09466864598089676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259021859942553,0.0,0.0,0.13663588136431845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546704010703788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001923119832266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258221971921272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734184244821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685039043486254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gspir123,2020/02/06,"I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this I feel abandoned, almost hollow. After so much work trying to fight for a better life and a better world for everyone, I give up. It's too painful. It's easier to just shut emotions out. I have so many reasons to be miserable(I couldn't count them if I tried), and so few reasons to be happy. My boss told me a laundry room countertop was worth more than me today. I know he didn't mean it, but my self worth is so low that really I don't know. I'm a failure in life and the people that matter most to me always leave. I look at the world and I feel like a lunatic because I say it looks like it's dying. I'm so tired, and I just want my heart to stop breaking everyday. I say it can't get worse, and then it just does. I don't want to be scared anymore. I want my happiness back. I want my soul back. I want to feel normal again. I want a reason to hope. ...Well, there's my rant. I know it was scatterbrained. Sorry I know it probably depressed everyone. Go ahead and make fun of me Ard, I know your never going to see this but I miss you. I should've gone with. It's become my biggest regret. I'd be on a plane to you in an instant if I had any courage. I hope things got better. Love, gsp",0.12190831556503312,2.0385020223880623,2.3204690831556505,95.47373134328359,84.74626865671641,5.321108742004265,18.15351812366737,6.5431188927421005,-0.17267953091684474,954,23,224,10,28,322,147,268,0.141,0.631,0.228,0.9697,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,3,1,5,15,21,1,1,10,0,17,6,1,6,1,50,51,18,1,13,7,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,15,9,0,3,13,0,2,3,7,8,1,0,7,8,40,13,24,39,5,26,1,5,3,1,12,12,0,6,12,139,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846059956105288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181620037407182,0.0,0.0,0.06686594390906403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751427211148156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121526700425,0.0,0.05993941671989996,0.10859479085750068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608875507904422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468916969687673,0.0,0.10204822591727934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604689329818661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106049914425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791192057359468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915172997200515,0.07024505129946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137196218055951,0.09432451729835337,0.1117633546630454,0.0,0.07864133373244303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934250390647804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651833808109385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532241396023373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739783272283846,0.0,0.0,0.32422871497811284,0.0,0.0,0.10411442600555837,0.0,0.0,0.13890297662014356,0.09607551582285807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514035533314975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887442379839547,0.0,0.06563424424665691,0.09968846122927116,0.0,0.10710726834617364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456377592859412,0.0,0.07583608465765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633988883996347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462719249928476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816777753873983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601347280412912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299099384599377,0.30329055920708564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638765005425306,0.09844279259412138,0.0,0.07835413713931154,0.0,0.1025768307474216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006937554562134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220603559069499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653242969282972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130127805476214,0.09320279461202463,0.09395596028679734,0.0,0.1335155808713036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479759769439879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840806207302837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158345416780701,0.0,0.10020393120812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,APheasantPeasent,2020/02/06,"Dude I don't know if I actually want a girlfriend or to just feel less lonely This just can't be a topic I feel I can discuss with real life friends. I have no sex drive so no that's not a factor honestly. It's so weird but all in all, I just flstay in my corner rather than socializing because this is not a good foundation for a relationship.",2.2029223744292206,3.675850684931511,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,76.39726027397259,7.606392694063928,24.495433789954337,8.344100000000001,1.3959789954337904,272,9,60,5,6,94,53,73,0.17300000000000001,0.777,0.05,-0.7139,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,17,10,5,0,3,9,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,6,9,3,4,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.33906942678724994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180750926373168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35137096929471995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844561658144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914317496766909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095413421692112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542025195803466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954839023228976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37304045380252493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541902388791208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494005723741052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Killer714,2020/02/06,Hurting a lot I’m hurting so bad that I fucked up to very thing and now the one girl who loved me and give me her all is now slowly leaving me because she said she’s ready to move on but she’s trying to work this out but I have completely lost hope I don’t get her attention anymore we don’t talk like we use to and now I fear that she’s talking to other dudes and I’m just at a point where I’m thinking I will never be loved by the someone because I feel like she was the only one who would’ve given me a chance,2.1863461538461517,2.5294645042735056,3.8299893162393173,93.65216346153849,74.8974358974359,6.5337606837606845,24.026709401709404,5.985473137389443,0.3255991452991456,405,11,100,2,8,136,73,117,0.135,0.684,0.18100000000000002,0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,0,0,2,6,11,1,1,6,0,7,3,0,1,2,18,22,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,4,2,19,5,10,16,2,11,0,3,0,3,18,6,1,2,6,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963179005928886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281636600527078,0.2085362549121491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933860304180782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247443919980525,0.08648605787901527,0.12219538265241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812938218960124,0.08936453828608698,0.16408302466233665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698873918727366,0.0,0.0,0.3662168192823035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111314448542945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712898919318336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671704593277452,0.14541729497074413,0.30875160365152937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179495676420449,0.0,0.0,0.13192131277828711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181055590052474,0.13008828226361105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616938708520872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627040297504355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449268228228436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749607850708373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363544209860175,0.10959944746831793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161290880483242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477289298130204,0.0,0.14113096280050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452361286386955,0.0,0.0,0.12150625644089395,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Acrobatic_Blueberry,2020/02/06,"Feeling loney today The loneliness is creeping up back again... I had close friend ghosted me. I haven't heard from her in weeks... I hope I do hear from her... Just when I was finally turning my life in a positive direction. I am losing the weight that I said I'd lose and I am finally back in school after years of putting it off. Maybe, I'm too overworked and the stress is putting pressure on me but man I with there was somebody near me to just be here for me. Man, that sounded selfish but that's really how I feel. I know this is temporary but man it really sucks right now...",1.935416024653314,3.91404956779661,3.1936363636363647,91.27224191063179,78.74576271186443,7.002773497688753,25.134052388289675,8.00094639256281,1.3832610169491528,451,17,98,8,11,146,80,118,0.146,0.7879999999999999,0.066,-0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,2,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,14,21,7,1,1,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,6,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,5,7,18,2,14,15,0,22,0,2,0,0,9,9,1,1,11,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712886083682968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783910053592319,0.0,0.0,0.3864853918134725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628981222428382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988208863773522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520964290238936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694739451251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459983694779217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947034114605628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722220371966368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546708379074759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601870034373334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064862628103945,0.16780123961587742,0.0,0.0,0.17853094615835646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020709561045659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672110028785765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918776275799548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150118754911845,0.2148133671597056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359882530350986 lonely,address80819-80819,2020/02/06,"Ultimately You Yourself Are The Only One Who Can Fufill Yourself And Comfort Yourself I think that there is a very solid and real social stigma about being lonesome, or even aloneness itself. This is obvious collective ego bullshit. Utterly taken for granted. I'm starting to realize that there is nothing good or bad about aloneness. It is just a circumstance of our lives. You can learn to embrace it if you can see it from a vastly different perspective I have found out. Dont believe the lies that society tells you. They are like seeds in the garden of your mind.",4.039388111888107,6.963731365384617,4.776118881118883,77.65979020979023,76.69230769230771,7.243356643356643,30.60839160839161,8.296473431620573,2.891569230769232,458,22,71,9,11,147,76,104,0.077,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.7125,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,5,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,1,14,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,9,3,10,15,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,2,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587667791355042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849240531997378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952874873839925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313963376608677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595694075796498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462834770575601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428381111125227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857644090373788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820248040633527,0.0,0.1955682584822666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236286452511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251316545544266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500785546175687,0.16844324710720254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520893261640582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648850315211256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576792159804385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676256841977254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358066972949697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141913525887818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274172913829248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reddit-Me-Harder,2020/02/06,This really hurts It really fucking hurts when you feel someone slowly lose interest in you but you just pretend that you never noticed,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,67.33333333333334,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.208483333333334,112,5,15,3,2,36,19,24,0.272,0.659,0.069,-0.5917,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110923559419992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628511061378264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398573941351461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343404600031423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049413074644465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402465249309189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829062229921291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25321747748627177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,libertarian76,2020/02/06,"I need to vent about dating and getting ghosted. I hate it (M23) I got 2 girls numbers off bumble after having a good convo with them. First one (F21) I called the other day and she didn’t pick up, so I texted her asking out instead and she told me she’s too busy for the day I was looking at because she’s a college athletes that travels. She really began to give unenthusiastic responses and non committals when I asked if she’d be down for another time after the weekend. Last girl (F20) gave me her number after a good convo and I said we should meet up. I sent her a funnier opening (at least I thought it was funny) and I began to get really uninterested vibes from her texts and finally when I asked her for coffee shortly after she ghosted me. https://imgur.com/a/QaBMrmD Online dating fucking sucks, it’s a scourge on this generation",3.4496296296296265,5.777535320987656,4.865209876543212,79.41744444444447,75.41975308641976,6.789135802469136,26.2320987654321,7.793537801064563,1.7247106172839506,670,25,119,10,15,223,104,162,0.043,0.8909999999999999,0.066,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,1,17,26,11,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,2,11,2,29,2,21,12,1,29,0,0,1,1,26,10,2,1,17,86,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791590993705468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293541460021779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505738642845735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927300600167219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434502152160949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067612564966484,0.0,0.1605466605301525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449199363388215,0.1972232640106545,0.1810616957984383,0.0,0.3166212147683673,0.15095686310706022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863469132272489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385261557142935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849851999135942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995225252574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789870384733915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183015174536665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954000787392535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984268959806085,0.11005890554995718,0.0,0.0,0.18035422801146134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StarkParier27,2020/02/06,Lost my job. Feel useless and alone. I barely talk to people all day. I'm sitting around eating junk. I have no purpose or reason to get up tomorrow. It is so lonely.,-0.8649019607843158,1.1138209411764706,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,104.2941176470588,3.443137254901962,17.43137254901961,5.46131890053228,-0.2369450980392153,128,4,25,1,6,44,31,34,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.8895,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613094262946139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31055564684517634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498314762950736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35696660192175594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639198755617475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822627705771232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461855779401717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808173438633631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418527046840629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586818909549543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039709849244554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Myspynamehere,2020/02/06,"I need a ""drunk text"" girlfriend About me: over 1/2 century old American male. I recently discovered that I am not at all as cool as I thought I was. Therefore, I have withdrawn from most social interactions now, and am down to two core male friends. Neither know or suspect the deep loneliness I feel, and neither does my very conservative and uptight wife of 20+ years, whom I do love. Each morning I awaken to my dismay, but soldier on through the day anyways. One of my only joys left is having some delicious craft beer (NOT IPA!!) and enjoying the buzz that comes from it, unbeknownst to my spouse, who thinks that having a beer or 2 once a week (or month!) makes me an alcoholic. To be fair, I was the child of 2 of them, so there is that. when I get my beer buzz on, I get chatty, but the flavor of my humor is not suited for a happy home life. Nothing usually nasty or raunchy, but sometimes. I used to have a drunk text GF, but that ended about 5 years ago. That is a story for another time, and it is pretty good too. What does a drunk text girlfriend do? Just tolerate me for a few hours a month. Maybe flirt, maybe tell me some deep secrets (my crisis counselor 1st wife turned me into a good listener). When I am light and happy, I love to interact, hear and tell stories, and dance on the razors edge of inappropriateness. I have no active sex life, so my drunk text GF will act as a placebo for that. I am one of those people that becomes a ""lover"" when they get buzzed. I probably get emotional and weepy sometimes too, but that is the underlying depression leaking out, so just ignore that or tell me to STFU. I have played video games since they were invented. I have ridden 3 days to get to and enjoy Sturgis. I have fired a machine gun from a hovering helicopter. I have recently started to enjoy papercrafting. So I am all over the place, or uniquely experienced in some aspects of life. To be clear, my loneliness only surfaces whence intoxicated, so I reach out, like now. I just need someone fun to play with for those brief few hours to re-awaken that small kernel of passion that I keep tucked in my lower levels of consciousness.",5.283535434472935,6.01028558894231,5.8212927350427375,80.76907763532765,68.11057692307692,9.047578347578348,30.311253561253558,9.150863307647796,2.443450249287749,1679,62,329,30,27,543,215,416,0.125,0.69,0.184,0.9834,1,0,4,1,0,0,67.0,0,0,3,0,19,24,0,1,23,1,28,17,0,3,3,56,49,32,0,2,17,3,2,1,6,1,5,2,1,3,19,16,8,4,7,12,0,5,6,4,0,3,4,8,45,20,51,42,11,47,0,1,0,5,29,20,0,10,23,222,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326116146459776,0.11243610048669647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032049153261282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161947393905434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062797616846244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135701811011059,0.0,0.09061609607999364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413767848714652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834562279164301,0.09318367745034564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053196678087709615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812839778881196,0.0,0.27483600780555645,0.0,0.0,0.17648812596222482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399322741636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857784722307743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055329007221323,0.0,0.20721874663081796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935143234435089,0.0,0.0,0.05781994811833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430955651859495,0.0,0.2229360410591952,0.05139965478407641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990991231778326,0.0,0.07022762183264354,0.0,0.21139255316790675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795315549785464,0.0,0.0,0.15602183063147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095058172845284,0.0,0.11039882890614892,0.1120438280682408,0.1425842710604725,0.16003190905616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293846310123746,0.0,0.10992069525027083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070350674886386,0.11343276916962194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077617905256581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702972089187183,0.0,0.0,0.10724701677706126,0.0891429870785217,0.0,0.20810818191720395,0.0,0.0744672568464493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758711138488064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741348453780782,0.0,0.08352395304795983,0.061348036960112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443685028905574,0.10277360900041664,0.0,0.0,0.09086653405452423,0.11587251535602905,0.08680819290907381,0.0,0.0,0.08439207019345975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550190220955638 lonely,Angusburgerman,2020/02/06,"How to deal with accepting loneliness? Ive figured out my biggest fear is loneliness. My gf of 1 year broke up with me 6 months ago (yes I can't believe I'm still hurt over it) and it's so horrible to see her with so many new friends and I'm here losing friends. I have 1 best friend who's doing everything she can to help me but she has her own things to deal with and she can't tend to me all the time. My friendship group has been split up due to changing schools into college and hardly any new faces showed up to my college. For some reason I find it incredibly hard to make friends with people I've already known or seen around before. I feel at my lowest and I fear break and lunch times as I am lost as to where to go who to talk to and I don't want to run into my ex and her new personality and friends. Best things to do to just accept my position and move on?",2.9651419169066244,3.6179317914438514,4.154759358288771,90.89557795146031,73.33155080213903,7.465076100370219,25.61456190867956,7.61054688173877,0.9990916495269442,683,21,161,8,13,224,111,187,0.13699999999999998,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.8921,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,8,15,0,2,1,1,13,2,1,3,1,34,23,17,0,1,3,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,19,1,0,7,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,5,24,9,34,20,5,26,0,4,2,0,21,12,0,2,10,102,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097367195685604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661076304803135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418478483737986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020371716121584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534035164654122,0.13947447265330862,0.25983024387937936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309586016059274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552542356043768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125888399393463,0.0,0.0,0.2786073846419205,0.06259442680762617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314630625474925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782182071746792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035550098423753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179184957084133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297711960399652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252501300472505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849484030675646,0.13513676946317424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263406462014891,0.12550860974562664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098811917180118,0.13157439932215495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35868569043705445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582380430829868,0.10809294161259887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728178689777964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252870593974392,0.09864851657761976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886277612941703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099501660488216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448767668757472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437161669982115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301744613931359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971986414420275 lonely,mooyuip,2020/02/06,"im homesick :( i really miss the philippines. i miss the smell of my lola's omelets (the best in the world don't even \*try\* and tell me otherwise) and my lolo's pancit (also the best). i miss wearing whatever the hell i wanted and feeding the 500 million dogs and cats we had at the front. i miss climbing into our old tree house with my cousin and playing with pokémon cards. i miss when i didn't have any social anxiety, or depression, or unnecessary stress. maybe back then, i didn't have a car, a phone, a washing machine. maybe i didn't own a lot of shoes, or name brand clothes. maybe i didn't have instagram, or reddit, or twitter. but i could tell i was genuinely happy. everyday i walk into school, come back home, and i drown in pity. fucking pity. i hate it. i wish that i could feel the 'american dream' that everyone's feeling. i'm not. if what i'm feeling is the american dream, then i hate it. i hate it so much. i almost wish i could stomp and spit on it. i've talked about this with other people, and they all say that 'i came here for a reason' and 'it makes you tougher'. yeah, i feel tougher, but i also don't feel anything else except that. i've tried getting to know other filipinos in my area, but it's not the same. they're all so white-washed, and try to make us convert religions even though we say countlessly that we \*will not\*. ""so many opportunities!"" and ""so many amazing jobs!"". well, I've come to the realization that i \*don't care\*. i just wanna go home :( i feel so lonely and i cry on a daily basis now. i only get about 3-4 hours of sleep because i know that when i close my eyes, i'm gonna remember all my friends and family and i'll start sobbing again. i just stay up on reddit, or playing video games, or watching youtube. the only reason why i haven't started crying at school (an exception for that time in the bathroom and the end of one of my classes) is because of my art and history class. those are the only two classes that i actually have an interest in. i feel like such a fucking loser and i kind of hate everything right now. sorry for the very unorganized rant. so much has been on my mind for the past month and idk who to talk 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lonely,TheNerdyfisherman,2020/02/06,"30 [M4F] I have too much of a dad bod to find love * Nice Country boy ✅ * Can cook and bake ✅ * Loves tattoos and piercings ✅ * Tattooed dad bod ✅ * Caught the biggest walleye once ✅ * Doesn’t do drugs ✅ * Dresses like a country boy (carhartt&camo) ✅ * Dark brown hair, brown eyes, ✅ * 5’9 and can reach the top shelf ✅ * Loves whiskey ✅ * Has two (2) Dogs✅ * Video game player ✅ * Lover of fishing✅ * Looking for serious relationships only ✅ * Bonus points if you have body mods ✅ * Professional cuddler✅ * Let’s go fishing 🎣 * Lowkey I’m a nerd * Love collecting funko pops * Watching 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lonely,peanutbutterhoneybee,2020/02/07,slow and snowing at work.. it’s a slow and snowy New England night at work.. bored.. message me? I feel like having in depth conversations,1.2034615384615392,3.845155115384621,1.9219230769230795,92.86057692307695,94.0,4.138461538461539,21.884615384615387,5.985473137389443,0.3102615384615386,107,4,21,1,4,33,22,26,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,10,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227536273343666,0.32148397869433243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984992900189612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346180614160993,0.0,0.4222996244445775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552186446969289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jojonananas,2020/02/07,"My only real friend doesn’t talk to me anymore A little context: I am autistic and have always had trouble opening up to people. Three years ago, there was this girl in my class that I really liked talking to, I somehow managed to get a huge crush on her. Over the years we became better and better friends, but it was only since the start of last summer that we started to text A LOT. I confessed about my feelings for her, she rejected me, but it was fine. I didn’t really have high hopes and I was actually just happy that we talked so much. From here on we started to text even more, multiple hours a day, it was great. My crush for her quickly faded as I just liked having her as a friend. We could talk about literally anything, nothing too crazy. This was the first time I experienced real friendship. Don’t get me wrong, I got some other ‘friends’ at school, but I barely do anything with them outside of school, and I find it difficult to talk to them. A few weeks ago, our exams arrived. We texted even more now, averaging somewhere between 4-6 hours PER DAY. It may not look healthy to text this much, but it was a nice way to relax (for me at least. And as she also started lots of conversations, I think it’s the same for her). The day our exams stopped, I texted her, but it took a while for her to answer, and she didn’t send more than 1 message at a time mostly. ‘No problem’ I thought, she was going to shop with some friends. Next day, I tried again to start a conversation. Same happened. while being sad because of boredom (I was literally gotten used to just talk to her when I was bored) I knew she was still busy with partying and all, no problem. Every day that week the same happened. When she did answer I made the mistake of instantly answering, and sending way to many messages, this was dumb. I kept on trying, after a while I was sure there was something wrong. I made the even bigger mistake of accusing her of lying that she was always ‘busy’, which she probably just was. I HATE MYSELF FOR SAYING THAT. Days went on with barely any answer. I know it is completely her choice if she wants to answer or not, but I just didn’t get why she wouldn’t all of a sudden. I asked what was wrong between us, apparently lately she became very stressed while being on her phone, including texting with me. I started to text her less, but I couldn’t completely let her go. School started again and I thought it would get better... I didn’t. After a few days of barely talking, we finally had another chat about what was really wrong, she said that she had had stress using her phone for a while, and I fucked it up even harder sending to many messages at once and accusing her of lying. WHY DID I DO THAT, i hate myself for doing it. I was really sorry, and to me it doesn’t look like she mad about it anymore, but we still don’t text as we used to. Honestly I think something different is wrong, and she just doesn’t want to say what. Lately we talk sometimes for like 10 minutes, than she stops answering most of the time. it is a beginning, but no where close to how much we did talk. I MISS HER. I’ve tried talking to other people, but I just can’t. It’s not the same. I’m really getting depressed and I’m way to stressed . I want to know what is wrong and how I can fix it. Does anyone have any advice on how I can fix this. If this is impossible, is there anything I can do to forget this. Btw, she knows this account so maybe I’m fucked if she still visits my account.",3.5853598547375363,4.836187280400573,4.508007868383405,86.68461992406736,72.47639484978541,7.208110487509629,25.88865962363816,7.61054688173877,1.2576182238362494,2715,87,559,32,52,880,262,699,0.175,0.727,0.09699999999999999,-0.9966,2,1,2,0,0,0,93.0,14,0,2,4,37,46,6,3,25,0,62,2,0,8,3,115,114,46,0,15,24,0,1,4,5,3,0,3,0,1,40,33,0,3,17,3,3,8,18,26,0,2,41,7,104,20,81,65,22,85,1,4,2,2,83,21,3,13,57,409,144,7,0.0,0.0,0.04985386388343492,0.0,0.0,0.04992194685180728,0.09057166984194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085451872034235,0.08501750086425286,0.0,0.0,0.06948227145830012,0.05356951907405471,0.0,0.0,0.10132980602387116,0.03572144843058864,0.0,0.12612155707791164,0.0,0.047759756538711104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03114236171741017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554777338344987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712818542129934,0.0,0.0,0.040789075368808436,0.0,0.0,0.23062970698576826,0.0,0.044001441798676016,0.0,0.0,0.05337538565174011,0.0,0.0,0.04470686607235301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497079653642546,0.0,0.04304327824676815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02583128865640956,0.0,0.0,0.05596367203220487,0.04669289338259199,0.04345485613703856,0.0,0.0,0.19734971914104635,0.09445882530831357,0.13345510482995318,0.0,0.05806821300802222,0.0,0.04085920409402672,0.05632396081978875,0.0,0.0,0.09035271302250028,0.054383411920318495,0.0,0.10087632192574283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397656821053544,0.0,0.05074124507661272,0.10062145704689653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422878027162363,0.04164299184976147,0.11525746513646057,0.0,0.0,0.05224025540047993,0.0,0.09983475414597608,0.05120292500195159,0.0,0.0,0.08580097974525598,0.0,0.0,0.08686524080628648,0.0,0.09668013229688552,0.0,0.10358906671253183,0.051324088805812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266519548166265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433195419918485,0.0,0.0,0.04901967022002076,0.0,0.0,0.05440633830984508,0.0,0.07770843191092344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708350431738044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550807815233362,0.0977673491391292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629713018547387,0.16363925632261062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485957489694338,0.0812533893828895,0.0,0.15510931378064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225996665314502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786590438701506,0.050526674898764716,0.0571880824811757,0.2531191219714957,0.0,0.12239522132321047,0.08542258953513521,0.17556108904826842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814920319667572,0.0,0.0,0.4106206007385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546939549719134,0.0,0.08111526578215862,0.08936829750579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675990251066816,0.10405482924120137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061451766835401024,0.13236914905663108,0.0,0.042152396904904486,0.09039789120404487,0.12165223204753232,0.08195834792108518,0.0,0.0,0.04735846600951371,0.09219673699162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036290972911207364,0.3351358480763417,0.0,0.0657971301083235 lonely,NiallAltErLove,2020/02/07,"Birthday party Invited, 6 people, 2 people can come, 2 people have a family gathering (a valid reason) and other 2 people don't have any reason not to come, one of those even asked me after I invited her:""who will be there?"". And now she suddenly has too much homework. Like just say you don't want to come, fckng coward.",7.895268817204304,6.476630032258067,8.647419354838714,69.87446236559143,63.193548387096776,11.492473118279571,31.956989247311824,10.504223727775694,3.2846602150537634,250,7,44,5,3,85,47,62,0.071,0.841,0.08800000000000001,0.2448,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403497772761194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294335237709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333506290323744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363162202032822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456265789381733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082993269162964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517176948953731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985271413113098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572329161043865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42439902832602777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412668819646184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173200089208258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,p0sipetey,2020/02/07,So lonely anymore. I just graduated college. Starting a job in two weeks. I am very lonely anymore. I should have made more out of college socially. Like got a girlfriend or something. When is it going to be my time to get a girlfriend. I have a feeling that I am never going to be in a long term relationship ever. Everything sucks.,1.3335243055555566,4.0172521093750015,3.5927083333333343,81.97034722222223,90.40625,5.344444444444445,27.42361111111111,6.937597516519254,1.8586652777777768,261,13,45,4,9,89,45,64,0.132,0.802,0.065,-0.6232,1,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,8,16,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,1,7,11,2,13,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,1,9,36,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752113938513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671995004020192,0.0,0.0,0.21532514020581575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121142269674299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517419873058072,0.0,0.2723253653075872,0.0,0.19161942661376324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237752900351132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704999381262204,0.0,0.0,0.21202675206835492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267027947122971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478408705748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572265281031995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422854011202794,0.0,0.18444560067420154,0.0,0.0,0.1695807489318034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970497227584994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340414609423872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976841767824447,0.0,0.0,0.1921820552195432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MonochroMayhem,2020/02/07,"I’m so tired of pretending that I matter. I (23FtM) have lived my life constantly sacrificing my own mental health to make everybody around me happy. This put me through serious self-worth issues. These issues resulted in a mental health nightmare that cost me my 5-year relationship. I constantly feel like I’m not good enough now. I want to date again, and I’m terrified of falling into the hands of someone abusive. I’m terrified of just losing myself to serving others for the rest of my life. I’ve thought about letting myself get some solace (you know exactly what that means) but I’m a coward would can barely hold a knife without having a panic attack. I want the pain to stop, I want someone to hold me, to acknowledge that I’m in pain and that I’m not making shit up. But I’m in the middle of Iowa like a fucking Hills Have Eyes hick (okay, I’m urban I guess) and most people don’t live in a flyover state like mine.",2.8695660559305693,5.0664458633879805,4.083645130183221,84.95800385728063,76.70491803278688,6.9288331726133086,23.8794599807136,7.928766900206844,1.3930555448408866,735,24,140,12,17,240,109,183,0.162,0.6940000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.6755,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,6,14,3,1,10,1,7,11,3,3,1,31,28,6,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,5,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,1,3,19,6,23,25,5,17,0,1,1,1,2,8,2,3,9,84,28,0,0.0,0.15153352817501853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385281383904725,0.0,0.14549793788047427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764160516940031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214873518251108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466707118658414,0.09136753024065213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823598237128885,0.06681935910394635,0.0,0.0,0.10727145580752756,0.0,0.0,0.14088970783234134,0.0,0.0,0.13614558750044906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718907753200119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669763070253418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028722159695927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078032457935188,0.18067069041993425,0.18744770844942973,0.0,0.2258655671002544,0.0,0.0,0.14308072066250574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074053431788647,0.0,0.0,0.13931410681007736,0.0,0.0,0.25777422972356195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721765589982877,0.15005610375230036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886656264105615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856883830315413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373103397241079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334213800392944,0.0,0.13128139778006134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167284160746628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692514709366348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153358464661758,0.0,0.1469953890452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263056614544292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328529403765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085225905278714,0.0,0.0,0.0823595708519195 lonely,uglyblackguy123,2020/02/07,"Tired of being lonely and invisible because im ugly Its really a vicious cycle, people (girls specifically) have told me my looks are revolting. Because of that I became obsessed with my looks and became more of an introvert from middleschool to highschool. Got help before college (self improved) ""made friends"" (not really). Nothing changed, people there found me just as ugly and im pretty much invisible to crowds. Ive often think about suicide daily and the lack of intimacy is making me want to just lay in bed all day until I can come up with a way to either make peace or peacefully die.",6.880943643512449,7.9222993486238575,7.4791874180865,69.17495412844038,64.6880733944954,9.531323722149413,33.002621231979035,9.606745405546679,3.3670749672346,475,19,74,9,7,157,82,109,0.207,0.662,0.131,-0.8748,0,2,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,6,1,0,3,1,21,17,7,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,8,1,16,12,5,6,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,2,2,50,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204496205069782,0.0,0.15386257084249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912811833459289,0.1557584641723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661247752681518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766025687238413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198257308587362,0.13969933008478452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461645713449162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119831331316493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906283549436548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30368270710493794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710941086357763,0.24139447842898498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292183710862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349948914342433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507124945750454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395663711640267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316729365852579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188632327844876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778524931594352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115860700636173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782338190396665,0.0,0.17277909031367494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066509823039632,0.14352469813763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I-am-sad-af,2020/02/07,Weird question Can someone please give me some attention?,8.189999999999998,12.270925777777775,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,69.0,8.044444444444443,42.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.923133333333333,48,3,6,1,1,13,9,9,0.155,0.636,0.209,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738752128948352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422469470659445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533760067883029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185517006446989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deadgirll,2020/02/07,"teehee :)))) SCHOOL RANT! THIS STUPID BITCH IN MY CLASS I- lowkey want to ko her and throw her in a trashcan she thinks shes qWeRkY ùwÚ because she listens to sad songs, and only sad songs/indie she killed the class vibe because she forced our teacher to put on a shitty sad song in the middle of Take On Me, instead of letting us finish the song she compared phone addiction to drug addiction, which personally pissed me off (i have close relatives who struggle with drug addiction, and its a touchy topic for me she grouped all of the boys in my grade together, calling them”drinking partying morons”. she thinks shes woke because shes a junior in a freshman small group math class. newsflash booboo, youre not woke, youre stupid. just stupid she says shes the only ‘good girl’ in the school because she ‘goes antique shopping’ and she started dating someone she only knew for a week prior, and wont shut the fuck up about their traaagic breakup and the stupid, exaggerated 5th grade drama surrounding it. what do you expect? you kNEW HIM FOR A WEEK. A WEEK. remember that psycho girlfriend meme from like, 2012? well, she is the living embodiment of that meme. she spam texts my friend so much that she literally broke her phone because of how much she was texting her. i talked to her directly for the first time today, (and since she befriended my friend, shes been glaring at me and giving me dirty looks, which i return with a ‘how may i help you, karen?” smile) interrupts me and her conversations to share her stupid opinions on manhating/misogyny and how ‘boys suck and girls are masterrace WaAaA DDD:<‘ she acts like i dont exist, and when she does acknowledge my existence, its when shes interrupting, or when shes just trying to be a bitch to me she makes it a point to be as dislikable as possible, then whines about not having any friends literally nobody in my class likes her, and the one day she wasnt here, i was begging she moved -exhales- i hope this doesnt get taken down, i just really needed somewhere to let these emotions 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lonely,confessions-pt1,2020/02/07,"friends. it feels like everyone else has friends. i’m the only one who doesn’t have any. i’m jealous. i don’t expect to have any, i guess but it’d be nice. you know, just someone to talk to. someone who is genuinely interested in your day and wants to talk with you. a while ago, i used to have friends. online friends, i mean. but it was nice. i guess i ruined it as well. so it may be my fault.. i don’t know. just- one friend would be cool.. irl or online.. 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lonely,peboolz,2020/02/07,"15F, really bored and lonely school just started and it already feels like it’s been forever. My eyelid hurts and I’ve had another night terror. Someone to talk to would be lovely, I don’t really mind who you are as long as you’re nice.",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,81.08333333333334,7.173333333333334,20.016666666666666,8.238735603445708,1.1730366666666674,188,5,37,4,5,63,40,48,0.205,0.634,0.16,-0.3729,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,3,4,5,0,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30604660748946866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908104405874814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402291557765946,0.19812852810469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968933759877589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354921107234455,0.0,0.0,0.2454331797194867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503061059002721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800297835087653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602605683498795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35533643050108665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806783201806469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498545906972795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629948590697846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291176004397745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701117359420306,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anoniemouse_,2020/02/07,"Exhausted I'm hardly an adult, if considered one at all. 16 going on 17, never experienced a speck of relationship stuff, and seemingly too lucky to be upset. I have no real problems: perfect family, no health problems, no mental issues or anything at all. I don't understand why I'm sad. I'm just alone. Only one friend in person, whom I am starting to believe doesn't like me very much anymore, and the rest are online. None of them last very long. I love to help them out and talk to them about their problems, to which they feel better about, but they just leave after that. It's kind of disappointing knowing how people will go away.",4.664552845528455,6.079517406504067,5.473333333333333,80.16333333333334,70.0569105691057,8.06829268292683,26.67479674796748,8.515128840125781,1.8833186991869921,503,16,93,8,9,164,93,123,0.191,0.71,0.098,-0.7995,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,2,6,14,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,1,4,23,18,7,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,0,3,11,7,17,16,5,13,0,2,0,1,14,6,0,4,6,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060651245019889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537884983375622,0.0,0.0,0.127610000335195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569405822301165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471161345402994,0.0,0.13714746160493085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618688608356184,0.0,0.07840842193376903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980726360767463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762605422839882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891291772722816,0.0,0.0,0.1648329376915854,0.0,0.0,0.10394064354570157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618535565586684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148230544023864,0.08522281937936357,0.1264033443693647,0.0,0.16419751574792107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575972719415068,0.0,0.0,0.1372327188694668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995739085311504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627482578807805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399483138555175,0.0,0.11960010905857728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015988381822226,0.117938280163413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750652100142634,0.1354017826550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451452460199751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176504443401171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664879335866783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411705712283658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975986292677437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775188888800753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246399811703388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614341018641963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558991900095817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992721677790965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,baconcheeseburgermmm,2020/02/07,"I’m pretty sure I’m getting led on, again Can’t really be asked to go into detail but I keep falling for this girl who clearly I’m not the only guy in her life. Just sucks, I’m 17 and never had a girl. It’s not even like I’m not confident or outgoing, and whenever anyone pays me attention i give some back and they just go away. Man life is just ass",-0.9846153846153848,1.0608161794871829,2.1263589743589755,93.71030769230772,92.33333333333331,5.684102564102564,16.774358974358975,7.1686216300943375,0.15044205128205146,274,7,64,5,10,97,59,78,0.217,0.6970000000000001,0.086,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,3,19,16,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,14,1,11,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,2,4,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919465004028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566334381851613,0.0,0.2579148438244281,0.21108424300096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131384077333648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342218167763002,0.26333874515189576,0.3120251490695563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718119182532876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400056589135974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877945693091851,0.13411362443862845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172204155375404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878018966777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27927932401953914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586063253105427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872610033560944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImlostHelpMe12345578,2020/02/07,I'm depressed questioning my sexuality and lonely what do i do? 16 (M) I feel unlovable despite people saying I'm really nice and funny even people i barely know think I'm awesome but i don't feel it. I've never had a girlfriend although I've always wanted a wife and a family when i grow up I've lately been wondering if I'm bi only because I'm kinda into really convincing traps and not like normal dudes i don't know life is so bad right now my best friend got tired of my emotional bullshit and i don't have a freind group anymore i feel so shitty please someone help 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lonely,jayisanerd,2020/02/07,It is Valentine's Week and I am here enough to say about me I guess Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 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lonely,BasicallyNuclear,2020/02/07,It would be great if for once in my fucking life someone I liked felt the same damn way Fucking hell I hate everything about love at this 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lonely,FroztByteD,2020/02/07,"The realization of being alone.. I had the realization that I'm all alone... My girlfriend broke up with me cause there's a guys and he's better looking, my friends have always been flaking out on me whenever I try to make plans.. I've tried to get myself out there but it's too damn difficult in Singapore.. I just spend my time studying and focusing on lessons but there is that loneliness that's eating me up inside everyday....",3.1082228915662635,5.504388180722895,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,76.83132530120481,8.005421686746987,27.24246987951807,8.841846274778883,2.3516277108433736,341,14,65,8,8,111,59,83,0.149,0.8029999999999999,0.048,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,12,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,2,11,6,1,9,0,1,1,0,4,7,1,0,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733473049180673,0.0,0.0,0.23031361268799144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448005572374404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843422414098259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28322792634631344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138492725205292,0.0,0.14461270685487698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406818662385035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324360680614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847612066972019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139998823064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758480061407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Imma-throwaway,2020/02/07,"I may sound unconsiderate but well I need to say it Alot of people post on this subreddit. I message alot of them to let them maybe have a friendly ear and sometimes i get to become friends with them, open up and actually get close to them. If we connect well, i can also add them on snap where im alot more active and we can have a platonic friendship on social medias. But its the 7th time it happens that someone who always complains about being lonely and wants friends removes me after i made them feel better as a person. Dont get me wrong, dozen of people havent done that but for the people that do, why would you cut off any connection with someone who is being completely platonic, supportive and friendly, trusting you and helping you out. I dont get it and it frustrates me, did i do anything wrong or?",4.859352272727271,5.904968912500002,5.496477272727276,81.56261363636366,69.25,7.8181818181818175,30.17045454545455,8.00094639256281,2.057687500000001,646,25,122,8,11,209,95,160,0.069,0.667,0.263,0.9898,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,3,6,1,5,15,2,0,8,0,17,1,1,1,0,29,27,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,11,15,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,4,22,9,19,19,4,13,0,1,0,0,23,9,0,6,2,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.13043370069482196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688852682030033,0.11121652764445353,0.0,0.0,0.0908939557842338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999148408054342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761789846298382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821215265403626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401408495226389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678144711616594,0.31329902204599924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758293762444341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130641389616097,0.0,0.2793290925700158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181958408970763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959004474452108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443766453558363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667726644135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264731202042078,0.0,0.0,0.1342802807297773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910782051308804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799079450409725,0.11670749143687092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280101390831478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629246607632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625039581045453,0.2265007948598275,0.0,0.13219399014405894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167673921298372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793871166957725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883662746997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403542974272244,0.0,0.12060812002378304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949488270295765,0.2922742959455915,0.0,0.0 lonely,mindimprisoned,2020/02/07,Tired of it I've been lonely for so many years. It's exhausting being polite and reaching out to people and being treated like shit. I walk into work in the morning and no one acknowledges me. No one asks me how im doing. I so badly crave attention. All my life I've been alone and I'm scared I'm gonna die alone. I never hang out with anyone or go out. My life is pathetic.,-0.3425925925925917,1.8155360370370417,2.4282592592592596,92.0801666666667,89.8641975308642,5.215308641975309,16.741975308641976,6.742157984588678,-0.027963950617284183,293,7,64,4,10,102,57,81,0.359,0.596,0.045,-0.9819,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,15,11,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,2,0,7,2,9,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,3,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701207111334466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869452297467002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121753768194623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895007035159839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355468871221383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898563423604942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451539142120824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32061472368363786,0.11088036307006532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301000974145776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750442353316492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758564059779764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734431105446367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722485517731364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329694372464304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26085518316200496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522834813752654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615370644799233 lonely,willowypillow,2020/02/07,"I Miss Having Friends I'm a freshman in college, and I haven't made any friends. On top of that, I've lost contact with everyone from highschool. I was just looking through old pictures from highschool, and it really made me miss having friends. Like, that feeling of being wanted. Idk. I just feel so alone some days.",2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,87.0,4.333333333333334,29.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,1.3271666666666664,252,13,46,2,8,76,44,60,0.23,0.633,0.13699999999999998,-0.6108,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,15,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,5,4,8,10,1,5,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,28,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524206201057948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573809028629252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571793634625148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288509095341814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646450737389475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648928548100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906937661275192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466358150375152,0.0,0.2660493834075892,0.0,0.0,0.4612278832918839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25574334675697785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613339788441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375248572635907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dperry1973,2020/02/07,Pro tip: drugs are hugs They never let you down. They’re always there if you have enough. And it’s easier to get drugs than friends,-0.5877777777777808,1.3683850370370363,0.06414814814814918,104.22066666666667,106.03703703703705,3.641481481481482,9.103703703703703,5.6839178017228535,-1.6817496296296297,104,1,24,1,5,31,24,27,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.8442,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678586701563849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466372883385315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326237541755477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487103609844332,0.0,0.16818705109861776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291794088971172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482803245982064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,barathr184,2020/02/07,"It is even harder on Valentine's day than on other days... Wherever you go, you see Valentine's day promotions. You see the roses, hugs kisses etc. , you see people hanging out with their loved ones and everyone around are happy except you, as if you never matter. Feels like the only single person on earth and that the society along with the ads and poster seems to be targeting you. Feels like being left out and undeserving of love and happiness. ""The say love hides behind every corner. I must be walking in circles!"" That's how I feel.",4.047051705170517,6.362869326732675,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,73.55445544554456,7.261166116611661,23.103410341034106,8.167268648758528,1.5199694169416946,426,12,73,7,9,137,71,101,0.08199999999999999,0.698,0.21899999999999997,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,1,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,1,2,21,17,8,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,10,9,16,13,2,16,0,0,3,5,13,9,0,2,6,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723796089554106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200012000684411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446083036931796,0.1092428356304519,0.0,0.13935369401894265,0.1580434541818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508883367272723,0.2363186010266442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399864877106903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35213532301151823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797037931560135,0.0,0.0,0.1616087615580175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478304260923275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275639856623773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207695635571813,0.12579149967532666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466511537143535,0.1444178537730936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152994408500185,0.0,0.0,0.39539881594948,0.15057077176497255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kingwellfam,2020/02/07,"help! I feel so lonely, no body here for me , no body understand my pain. i need someone to talk to, and support me and help if he can. please!",-1.0380000000000005,1.0296988666666709,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,93.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.5129999999999999,106,3,26,1,4,35,23,30,0.27699999999999997,0.47600000000000003,0.247,-0.3035,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.602170215775197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705542221105554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633698634587525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098659014085227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842556594090457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975410532210211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966715536367602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759419852316394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786671408982472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218166422159524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shlumped666,2020/02/07,My life is uneventful. This website helps- if you read the Choose Your Own Adventure series as a kid this is the grown-up version. 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I’d prefer talking via Instagram or discord (preferably Instagram) and need someone to help me kill the time while I write a 10 page paper due today :/ dm me where you’re from, bands you like, age, and some more about yourself! (REQUIRED, so I know you read my post!)",3.8776725146198845,6.401030568421056,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,74.89473684210526,8.432748538011698,31.60818713450293,9.150863307647796,3.3166257309941525,404,20,68,10,9,135,75,95,0.153,0.68,0.16699999999999998,-0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,6,7,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,6,10,6,4,12,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,4,10,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565259432548037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022824524543748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777079214807014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541732543225358,0.0,0.0,0.2284553845618387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447594713206684,0.0,0.1264094482971047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237301684565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931534769583301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055215521868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136055995953865,0.0,0.0,0.17493569254265315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028942819493647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601516502609605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38977952014379663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487620299639174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412276832844613,0.0,0.2180259792372133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481212043502918 lonely,MySecret2ndAcc,2020/02/07,"I hate summer. It's February now, and the its starting to be somewhat brighter. I hate it. It just reminds me of the past summers where I did things with people, people I've lost or don't talk to anymore. It just feels shit.",1.0884782608695645,3.352185673913045,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,83.56521739130434,4.5495652173913035,24.417391304347824,5.6839178017228535,0.4273704347826088,175,7,37,1,5,56,35,46,0.263,0.6920000000000001,0.046,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886347139925775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715920035702135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746859580645155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177059036605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778318042715752,0.4035427132329927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987496598280123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206000494095443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339279315815657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335487362413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoraBubbles,2020/02/07,"How can I get used to being lonely? I do have people around me. However, due to some shit that happened in my life, I'm feeling constantly in and out of depression and lonely and I keep looking to find that person to talk to.. someone who will just make me feel happier. I'm not talking in a relationship sense but just in general. Everytime I speak with someone it fizzled in to a bland ""hows you, what you up to, speak soon "" convo and its tedious! I've tried apps but get 100s of horny people come through that try to pretend like they care but they cant wait to drop a ""bet you look so hot, can I see"" comment. I know many would advise, learn to love your self and your own company but I just miss having someone you relate to and someone who genuinely cares.",2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,3.6415584415584417,88.54662337662339,77.63636363636364,6.7376623376623375,25.285714285714285,7.7094869923839395,1.3361480519480522,595,22,123,9,14,195,99,154,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.145,0.9399,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,2,0,8,9,1,0,3,0,9,3,1,4,0,33,29,13,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,8,10,0,2,5,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,8,18,4,23,26,2,13,0,4,3,1,20,8,1,2,4,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727756142617234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144500883118602,0.0,0.0,0.1328362930933387,0.0,0.16664375800692588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328188800716589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559441095521237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094305897421405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113433413805606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636537423014136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706690364878718,0.0,0.0,0.08474852798888287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892147047456338,0.07533810084319176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899128694366763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917848461650856,0.0,0.10293484806135947,0.1563424204526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138164278165857,0.13464822978930718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556137666103166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288358453711863,0.0,0.16087227953629465,0.0,0.15829200473994146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226387903341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478926421273996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093938337914482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331859549374223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954473721182716,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coopsawesome,2020/02/07,"Hey how can I stop focusing on the people who just show kindness to me I have a few friends but most people in my life don’t seem to appreciate having me around so I build relationships with whoever is willing and then I grow too close and feel bad that they don’t appreciate me as much as I do with them, how can I stop constantly thinking about anyone who just shows kindness to me Please can someone help Also if anyone knows, what are some tips to keep a conversation going",7.0587368421052625,6.347054242105267,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,64.47368421052633,10.547368421052632,32.68421052631579,9.888512548439397,2.8864315789473682,383,13,76,7,5,125,67,95,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,21,17,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,12,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,4,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904410454207985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956099081342618,0.0,0.0,0.18817701695676128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649722406197765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284315437309999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688235223088066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331513672791387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013468005207742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416865714239234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878882519777272,0.0,0.44024884632156736,0.11617139044971475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930712043184333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539192627728374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930947865395632,0.0,0.0,0.23203669829672086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694783954246384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924365054994995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910539692215624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353453806529423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544664927387065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheIrishBison,2020/02/07,"I had a dream where someone put their head on my shoulder while i was reading a book So that’s the highlight of my week, how’s everyone else doing?",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,70.61290322580646,7.490322580645162,31.62903225806452,7.1686216300943375,1.7956322580645168,117,5,25,1,2,38,27,31,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34000257142835616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889131439072741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177071550462831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091549913197205,0.0,0.0,0.4071176794164993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448561656467499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264768961833462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Catstretto,2020/02/07,"Chat maybe? I'm not doing much for my birthday and I wanted to talk to ppl.. does anyone from 18-20+ that like anime/manga, cosplay, kpop/krap, cartoons, (bonus points if ur in texas) etc want to being in a discord chat? I'm 19 now and I need some friends doesn't matter what gender or race honestly",-0.3610394265232984,1.9062913548387108,1.5611827956989262,96.1395519713262,95.12903225806451,3.4007168458781365,16.566308243727597,5.033348758259628,-0.7402745519713263,232,6,49,1,9,76,52,62,0.063,0.7659999999999999,0.171,0.7569,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176111367719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30257400540941976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856101008765702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713075745587644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891925164316698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473590633445616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417094704537346,0.2563742011593297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268518261431031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790612669652826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078725025951138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danibwatkins,2020/02/07,"Vent- Missing someone to fall asleep with Got out of a 3 yr long relationship that wasn't working out. Also discovered I'm gay. It's been hard not having someone there to fall asleep with. I don't miss sex or anything. Just being held. Watching movies and falling asleep cuddling. Idk.",1.9188888888888869,4.750818944444447,2.5573148148148164,88.7504166666667,91.03703703703705,4.181481481481482,25.26851851851852,5.985473137389443,0.9498962962962958,229,10,40,2,8,71,45,54,0.132,0.8390000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.4864,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,9,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,5,0,6,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28104951253723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892083360457796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810817445162493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482465077680644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110167398403376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773191608637879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955544517109086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585530179895016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-No_-,2020/02/07,"Why is it that everyone I meet through life ends up abandoning me? Why can't I be liked by anyone? I always do so much to appeal to the other person and always initiate hanging out but I get none of that in return. I don't understand what's so fundamentally wrong with me that repels everyone. Now that I'm in college my high school buddies just kinda forgot I exist and my college buddies are doing stuff without me. I feel like total shit.",2.298888888888889,4.692628181818186,4.448333333333334,80.58555555555556,79.68181818181819,6.638383838383841,24.550505050505052,7.793537801064563,1.6541626262626266,352,13,63,6,9,121,64,88,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,13,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,12,2,11,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,5,49,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511443322686724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753884822910568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688684545932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032465793660201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668992283573613,0.1507412439159497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024084029048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293722833262306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903831011586702,0.2061717159727518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551121609674851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424048574130975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135472338537419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659249355069135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415490082493801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196625240780376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807964397820622,0.0,0.0,0.20340025095163805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069966457055935,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeahthatsme0,2020/02/07,"Just letting y’all know it’s time that I go! Hiya, not much of a story but I’ve got serious abandonment issues and drive away a lot of people I get close with due to this. It hurts me so bad to know that no matter how many feelings I have for a person that they’re going to leave eventually due to me and my problems. I have tried a psychiatrist and I have been told that it would take a lot of time and support to become fully able to conquer this abandonment problem. Sadly, I have had my latest break off recently although it was much more casual, I still caught feelings and now I’m ready to go. Thanks all, I’ve lurked here on another account for a while but this throwaway is handy to let you all know. Hope you all find what you’re looking for in life and don’t turn out like me please :) Yours truly.",4.0983941208492105,4.643059209580841,4.957256396298316,86.56198149156236,70.67664670658681,7.988894937397933,25.96026129559064,8.00094639256281,1.3057353293413172,636,18,137,8,11,207,106,167,0.18100000000000002,0.653,0.166,-0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,6,13,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,3,32,31,12,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,2,6,1,1,5,3,8,0,0,6,3,16,5,20,22,8,21,0,4,1,0,6,6,0,3,10,92,28,0,0.15043203386403134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774110391709592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133584773499874,0.0,0.1256044647262139,0.0,0.16614036255816791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212591259706404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749215364564654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859452884072787,0.0,0.2564819746575295,0.0,0.12031423970888865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941295256819584,0.0,0.0,0.16104060356077368,0.0,0.0,0.1570119598846541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480205350223385,0.0,0.0,0.15928580319103092,0.0,0.3076538934161841,0.1062545943219403,0.07349349313043102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263250211699226,0.0,0.0,0.25578387138152203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251447109677835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116970764344407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429063112181976,0.13135144953603406,0.0,0.16512919929076786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878862802358752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853348518494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013521656479538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070848932864854,0.0,0.0,0.11310616796814342,0.0,0.0,0.13849760560084612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543625737697474,0.0,0.0,0.1437442549802669,0.0,0.10213347637563333,0.16362685519810946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068626007511024,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KarmaFiendx,2020/02/07,"It's eating me. I got addicted to someone caring about me. The warm cascade that used to run through my body feels cold now. What i wouldn't give to embrace her just once more. Everytime i saw her i gave her a tight hug because deep down i always knew their would be a last time that i held her. Nothing that good could last forever. I was right, sooner than i could of imagined and it was over. She took somthing from me that i just started to get back from another girl all those years ago. I feel so hallow, i dont talk, i dont smile, i just am. Everyday theirs alittle less of me than the day before. Im scared...",0.7303348214285705,2.9206558281250032,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,84.46875,5.2196428571428575,20.861607142857142,6.5431188927421005,0.14485758928571402,478,15,109,5,14,152,89,128,0.038,0.8759999999999999,0.086,0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,10,4,1,1,1,16,23,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,6,25,4,14,10,3,16,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,10,71,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832587694821146,0.0,0.0,0.15313479214414402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374403548241835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114620571715104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283611684704116,0.0,0.10530840596835164,0.0,0.1469997728855542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188923884780312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613282993422336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758578522071951,0.0,0.0,0.1114111613903224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049296151877568,0.0,0.0,0.17676907855850327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469785093364293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025612434605282,0.16572007376785133,0.0,0.14489671831609208,0.1381660675359765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866024958017726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816329173262285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576081733321918,0.0,0.0,0.18397592366225696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752981073460344,0.0,0.0,0.1729555296743181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463727513468665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222752078104283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885202835264635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007334536778662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919345395367331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920281483498854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271851900632595,0.0,0.0,0.11124703630178001 lonely,yeahimajitpai,2020/02/07,"Someone was talking shit about me in a groupchat that she didn’t realize I was in. I keep thinking something’s wrong with me, but I’m not sure what it is. I really, truly do try my best and as self-critical as I am, I don’t think I’m a bad or boring or unlikeable person. Maybe there’s something I’m missing. When I was in high school, I had someone run a smear campaign against me because of some long-drawn-out beef dating back in middle school and lost pretty much all of my previous friends because of it. This was right after a different smear campaign run by my ex boyfriend....I found a new group of friends and I don’t have any issues with them as far as I know. But high school was tough all around and I never understood why people didn’t like me. When I came to college, I was starting out with zero friends and had to work my way from the ground up, and I was mostly successful. But here I am again with some girls in my hall who I found out were using me for access to alcohol and don’t even like me. One of them texted in a groupchat that she didn’t realize I was in that she was upset that I was in her room....I found this out a couple days ago, and my heart is broken. I know I shouldn’t care what people think of me, but I just need someone to connect to. Maybe it’s just because they’re mean girls in general, but I can’t help but feel like it’s just....me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I want to be liked, as dumb as that might be. I know I’m eccentric, I know that I’m different and I don’t really get along with those types of girls. I just don’t get it. I haven’t been able to understand why this happens to me.......I just need a friend to comfort me and/or someone who can help me navigate this and help me figure out why this keeps happening........ I just feel like I’m in high school again.",1.3921194663432424,2.9739959742268063,2.8502789569436016,94.95308975136446,78.94845360824742,6.317283201940571,21.978775015160704,7.1686216300943375,0.44492850212249824,1410,41,333,17,34,460,163,388,0.11,0.71,0.18,0.9862,2,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,4,15,24,2,1,9,0,36,3,2,1,4,72,73,26,0,4,14,1,2,5,4,2,1,0,0,4,22,23,1,2,19,0,0,3,14,10,0,2,23,2,52,14,51,46,7,40,0,2,0,0,22,24,2,6,17,212,74,8,0.08090059916396851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171349989602324,0.08645813706301285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055015181631252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201868517898058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220756706112592,0.06754862108162911,0.14794876307442495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490018765225611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252873327804953,0.0824835525899607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951497422094258,0.0,0.0521741937211768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904781462309867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343408275607882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181154745665269,0.1155908084148863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661099938254263,0.25001440892587584,0.0,0.08453444802816007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430802653247313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958675995305007,0.16267789892450066,0.25642777430353314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443920689165574,0.0,0.1438163393898642,0.0,0.0,0.2223042678353454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976197315220404,0.0,0.0,0.07159448446672224,0.0,0.0,0.08831256065378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625510512795987,0.08812446931289472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582275109729569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947124892776104,0.1199735383846256,0.062395529438991036,0.07813430279610273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054820339717467866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217257824978444,0.07063928270840009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230499364015649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365399080534628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908866965266518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275029017231696,0.0,0.0,0.08439696869309696,0.0,0.08304330246896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741872605570531,0.12456246736418568,0.0,0.0,0.05726186048135564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762478572927762,0.0,0.0,0.06502483714776704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551351196374988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492619637753484,0.0,0.0,0.08422037684255906,0.0,0.06987214268122477,0.0,0.0,0.04771726944915674,0.06421513000342753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190006223867068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889659971285481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769042103939577,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThePineappleLlama,2020/02/07,"Nobody talks to me anymore! I’m a 29 year old female from Maryland...I have a boyfriend who I’m very happy with but ever since I got a boyfriend nobody really talks to me anymore unless I message them first...I have a daughter who’s 5...I have a bubbly personality and I’m down to earth and I never judge anyone! I struggle with anxiety from time to time. My favorite tv shows are this is us, a million little things, new Amsterdam, good trouble, shameless. I’d love to talk and be friends I do have a boyfriend I’m very committed to but I still need friendships.",1.701519174041298,4.056247168141591,3.4329424778761077,87.22221607669618,81.7433628318584,5.5365781710914455,26.23082595870207,6.816661863887847,1.2188471976401178,442,19,87,5,12,147,69,113,0.073,0.675,0.252,0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,0,3,12,15,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,11,4,12,13,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0,8,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387258648446014,0.0,0.35968437496387434,0.12679829712230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403390318709504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424911368244096,0.0,0.0,0.14010410789066574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210077117083978,0.1450354822806945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304155699611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175197208322355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366791793519286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446253468413474,0.13986185877802587,0.17514089425386148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902875552837693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834053290634367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617210362780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500076856759183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481967484089522,0.0,0.0,0.1895776646365561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372666441968819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047533351706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148354724889465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181316752882158,0.0,0.0,0.2992517034997181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167780761953388 lonely,Ori_Shakamato,2020/02/07,"I just want someone I care about to feel the same about me. I just want to see the care I give go my direction for once. I just want someone to have me as their first choice and not feel awkward when I'm around. I want to be taken more seriously and not as a liability for being mentally ill. I give so much time of my existence to caring and doing and thinking about the ones close to me. I do so much crafts, kind words, cancel my urgencies to help others and yet I never ever see going in my direction. Not a thing. No invites anywhere. No empathy when I get mental breakdowns because of my pure ocd. Nothing. And even disrespect, since ever I told them I have a mental illness they started treating me more like a child than someone on equal terms. I just want a genuine hug from someone. I just want to be asked to hang out. I just want just a bit of love thrown in my general direction, is that so selfish? And yet, I feel like I deserve this. I feel like I myself don't do enough. That I dont deserve to even have something close to friends since I only think about what it could give back to me. That I deserve this, life filled with a head who will always hate itself and judge itself with every action and believe its own lies that it committed every atrocity and hurt everybody. I reached out ot my homeroom teacher about this and she just said ""I dont know what to tell you"". Well, neat I guess. My father is a sociopath so he doesnt care, plus, he told me in my face he doesnt believe in mental illness. And my mom doesnt like talking about emotions or any problem like that so cant fix things with her either. So I really do have no one. No one. No one to tell anything anymore or have fun with anymore. Not a single person who actively cares and sees me as an equal, decent person. Just a liability. I just feel like my own heart got ripped out of me and was thrown somewhere.",2.9110485976585565,4.4794420757180164,4.078517645077067,87.82695359218397,74.71801566579634,6.7173924029310195,25.670765602627807,7.359569317364363,1.1640971784721637,1477,51,306,17,31,482,181,383,0.076,0.711,0.213,0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,3,1,33,25,1,1,14,0,24,9,3,0,5,68,64,28,0,9,17,2,5,6,1,1,4,1,0,3,20,25,0,0,8,0,0,5,17,6,1,5,6,9,53,19,45,53,14,28,0,1,3,2,29,11,0,3,18,225,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061521248650139776,0.0,0.0,0.05027948429098012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466506573045169,0.0,0.0,0.06084359568525397,0.06581932918779228,0.06912082400962741,0.0,0.0,0.0568527504243152,0.0,0.045071119694015054,0.0,0.0,0.1666026603337228,0.0,0.0,0.08071971555367495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769169130903348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059032430322328515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330649900126405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316882413717487,0.0,0.07639636482787585,0.0,0.09766897226822907,0.13375993730630673,0.12458969961795276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692305892664784,0.15846115736287295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289051036048224,0.0,0.0,0.05712330293828501,0.0,0.038628868665445314,0.21278042940095065,0.08403984908565826,0.0,0.0591339248781038,0.0,0.08144959923518702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299717377030793,0.0758803742135436,0.0,0.0,0.08761533310779035,0.049558204486702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915075535804382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699368448178566,0.04063367096509066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522236703967038,0.21673039096551455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673074899978199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29804317188488905,0.0,0.0,0.0865937571989381,0.0,0.0,0.1087039481672706,0.0,0.057024533033132326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094424770657487,0.0,0.0,0.07874016133802803,0.2004056573420324,0.05623218411745288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911733088764288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074742653112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047365736582738134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033072309339948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675390686716752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232238727252065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505852684876676,0.05692007583526273,0.0,0.0,0.0523327694133992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942751038810405,0.12924785111606238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824050239064712,0.09475129046166994,0.0,0.0,0.04311307825959389,0.0,0.0,0.1412993507041066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305268425910294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647796334471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Katico4,2020/02/07,"I’m caught in a Dilemma Here is one hell of a dilemma. So, whenever I’m with people I feel kind of stressed as in I need to talk to so and so or be funny or else I wont have friends and it is overall emotionally draining. But, when I’m by myself, I feel lonely and sad. I know that I should get used to my own company so I won’t feel as bad, and I have but sometimes I can’t help but feel like I need to talk to someone or just make someone smile, which brings me back to being stressed and so on... Either way I’m unhappy, any suggestions...?",0.4443009931245214,2.0190105882352967,2.8089228418640206,94.19236058059592,81.77310924369748,6.007944996180291,23.423223834988537,6.980632752743323,0.6063210084033614,416,15,101,5,11,143,70,119,0.18600000000000005,0.713,0.10099999999999999,-0.7416,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,24,26,19,0,3,8,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,4,13,3,15,20,2,8,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,3,3,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873891496258352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556954005150602,0.1580679355664909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581462073087597,0.21295095463130304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828881242844523,0.1352448071036344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626228059131147,0.0,0.09890790863011513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689210247640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713971889196105,0.10404113695197237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248846975320002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636748836141687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807454723931066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828297287848744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124537249759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080754233687797,0.0,0.1872347914543355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43371339939163106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043242512996363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350511928114295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026736103923466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxxGREYHOUNDxxx,2020/02/07,"Its so difficult to make friends If it's in real life, I have such a hard time talking to anybody because I'm shy and introverted. Nobody really gets me. And if it's online, I just end up getting ghosted or blocked because I'm boring and weird. I hate myself.",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,78.62264150943396,6.504150943396226,29.467924528301893,7.554174236665415,2.0335464150943405,205,10,39,3,5,71,41,53,0.285,0.66,0.055,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,7,7,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982190012565383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929561002394755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235211371484034,0.0,0.34129947523061593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925946837877381,0.3224776955920847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070713583900124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802683961932812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717743651854317,0.2092463693359599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253135039216496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045951245704495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nicthehuman1992,2020/02/07,"A lack of friends is why I'm depressed/lonely I don't have any friends and I can't make any. I haven't had any since beginning of 2018. I lost them all because I got drunk and I called everyone out on a lot of shit (which ended up ruining many relationships) My coworkers don't even invite me to the afterwork drinking sessions (I'm actually not even included in the email that goes out every other week) My exgf doesn't talk to me anymore because her new bf is insecure (we broke up because I fell out of love with her, we tries working on it to no avail and ended pretty well mostly) I don't have any family either, been on my own since 16 (I'm 28) The groups I've joined I really haven't had success with anyone (Ive tried but you can't force people to be receptive to friendliness, and I only will ask so many times) I don't want to date either because the last date I went on I got robbed at gunpoint by my dates bf (I wish he would have shot me tbh at this point) It just sucks...I'm constantly bored and have no one to talk to..Hobbies can only occupy your mind so much. Reading is boring to me now, I've probably read thousands of books in my life and I don't want to stare at pages anymore. I'm a pretty big alcoholic when I'm at home to pass the time and if I'm not drunk I'm high on something I don't even like being high or drunk... I'd rather go hangout with someone to talk to someone but those are never fucking options for me. But I also hate going out because I'm always alone....When I go out all I see are people hanging out and laughing. It used to be that I only got sad when I saw couples, but because I'm so lonely it's everyone (couples used to make me upset more than anything cause I was lonely, and one of my friends cheating made me lose my shit and call him out, therefore I lost all my friends in 2018). I just don't know what to do anymore... Or how to carry on. I cant even cry anymore tears will not come out and I just feel myself constantly wanting to. I miss being happy, I miss having someone to talk to",1.6223355263157868,3.2785617476851847,3.5117397660818703,90.13355263157897,78.5138888888889,6.306627680311892,23.86842105263158,7.1686216300943375,0.8639249999999996,1593,54,348,19,38,537,206,432,0.174,0.731,0.096,-0.9798,0,7,3,1,0,0,47.0,2,2,1,5,17,29,5,2,8,0,37,10,2,8,4,65,76,25,0,8,16,0,1,1,7,3,2,0,1,0,11,25,5,0,2,8,0,8,19,19,1,3,12,4,53,10,54,57,12,52,0,10,3,2,27,27,3,6,18,217,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.07241565000219191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930506838169599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593435753661481,0.06174644357598583,0.0,0.0,0.2018541175884028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437492688516864,0.05188749087070009,0.0,0.06106631010212914,0.0,0.06937383673577972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141659932027545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154796257273953,0.0,0.0,0.07623136974220449,0.0,0.06392304443344715,0.0,0.16038352320097254,0.0,0.0,0.16421799943720006,0.08151326801303359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726949328344168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145133778686935,0.0,0.0,0.19605296763660632,0.0,0.06252287645653519,0.14181656869792306,0.0,0.0,0.0699560668834299,0.0,0.037521455966218316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293295977662019,0.06860348125812837,0.0,0.0,0.1265212080433816,0.0,0.17805114343550268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899508316456441,0.0,0.0732643756476245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680823781252964,0.0744360029568768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078240813672829,0.06048887865316412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241483208214479,0.03625395331038764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301902129544353,0.1620121344161497,0.06308841868598163,0.06697501299640722,0.07021677034849817,0.09906793863561034,0.15046917159014728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492824964227239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455092630001434,0.0,0.057233267994947414,0.07166990218265913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056961525398134,0.1693140561974694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289203874664543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014991322267282,0.0,0.0,0.15099106620885144,0.08000805325675976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845482405417132,0.0,0.04753911608610376,0.0,0.0,0.07967090160615539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059133634728786334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234551667804885,0.122770141203651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886268908849415,0.057128428437625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385801652308981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654178231270432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007638125834739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818261511398452,0.0,0.0,0.13130821846977178,0.0,0.059524644385520124,0.0,0.06672130203426631,0.06879093879672532,0.0669605735368923,0.0,0.08533476779657828,0.0,0.0,0.054023820386890034,0.0,0.0,0.052714758453260915,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shmoweiser,2020/02/07,"I feel like the only way I can talk to someone is by paying them :( I'm pretty happy when I'm spending time with people but the second I talk about my feelings and my depression people aren't interested, and it's not random people but people I had been dating and they had discussed their issues with me. Everyone interested in hanging out with me loses interest when they realize I'm not happy all the time and it's so frustrating I feel like I'm going to be alone forever and It sucks. And I can't afford therapy atm so I guess I'm just screwed.",2.0803733766233776,4.2877197321428575,4.500551948051946,80.93081168831169,79.35714285714286,7.287012987012987,23.574675324675326,8.296473431620573,1.7252571428571437,438,15,82,9,11,153,66,112,0.235,0.624,0.141,-0.9244,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,6,12,3,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,22,19,12,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,3,3,15,7,9,15,1,10,0,2,0,1,7,2,2,2,7,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212661224794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145855382848267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680313305649221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266743733625356,0.2512532339496183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993908388092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371758561195396,0.0,0.0,0.37438922839832695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835407511600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182195476633935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673013863683025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337411484305239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876464388857986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890173194453496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899635374873413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826816568629465,0.0,0.0,0.20109874691698865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050780238864504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958081358810262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,D_Haug43,2020/02/07,"I feel unwanted. For the past few years, I've just felt like the expendable person in any group I was in. It's not a constant feeling, as sometimes I feel welcomed and a part of something. But then, all of a sudden, I just get this immense sinking feeling in my chest and no longer feel that people want me around. Any good relationship I have had with friends I end up fucking it up because I push them away. I don't try to. In fact, I've actively tried not to before. But in the end, I still do. Can anyone help me?",1.52747663551402,3.4147810467289723,3.02972897196262,92.39879906542058,79.65420560747663,5.775327102803737,24.718691588785052,6.742157984588678,0.7662829906542052,400,15,88,4,10,131,73,107,0.066,0.769,0.165,0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,2,1,0,2,20,15,6,0,2,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,13,4,16,12,3,18,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,9,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195369449808663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295316159937451,0.0,0.0,0.1649124229504577,0.0,0.0,0.17404915661001133,0.0,0.0,0.11292712407662606,0.0,0.1576347247803913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019022494999267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281543185524843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683416700427578,0.0,0.17786974963711702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312425256732636,0.17126131252532611,0.09678585920069104,0.0,0.0,0.15537952110389716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416965775597995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050414810302687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060848538012305,0.1768427809988895,0.1284295292381344,0.16175378983903746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888995323440134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261506059618087,0.18321770639130106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794147031592705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515461676524914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926567878716273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929539485559712 lonely,chqrlotte777,2020/02/07,Is being a hopeless romantic a good or bad thing? I once was with a man who told me. I was a hopeless romantic I didn’t know if that was a good thing or not. It’s been 2 years later and I still don’t know.,-1.2243749999999984,0.3492003124999989,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,87.54166666666666,5.506666666666668,17.933333333333334,6.742157984588678,-0.24404666666666675,157,4,42,2,5,56,32,48,0.195,0.575,0.23,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,2,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269700085351618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541851382832928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550359965854428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34399539824943004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795642083173803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291873444228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086501576316324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080080251530785 lonely,buzzy909,2020/02/07,I miss my friends I keep falling into a deep hole on my brain when I see my friends being touchy with each other. So when I ask for the same they say they can’t do it because of the vibe or something. I’m starting to not feel loved by them. Just that I’m a replacement friend for when they are bored. It hurts something different when you slowly watch them disappear into their own circle.,4.892658227848102,5.324987886075952,4.911240506329119,87.99293670886074,68.87341772151899,7.838987341772152,28.458227848101266,7.554174236665415,1.4528359493670888,309,10,65,3,5,96,58,79,0.16,0.728,0.11199999999999999,-0.2607,1,1,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,6,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,13,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,14,4,9,12,3,11,0,2,2,1,13,4,0,1,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298294914156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519195197378103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782070358488664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603772644994858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260108980333568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776300748996525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667904596671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215142805847654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492681363621453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818625196330167,0.0,0.0,0.1985925712173764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38371669676895626,0.0,0.0,0.17639608800064702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,that_one_kid_ew,2020/02/07,Imagine getting a valentine. That would be so nice just to be able to care for someone and have them care for you on Valentine’s Day. Every year it’s so lonely.,2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,77.78787878787878,4.4,26.15151515151515,3.1291,0.3529878787878791,127,5,26,0,3,40,26,33,0.083,0.662,0.255,0.7766,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.349341745859744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7123543846217761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225296525757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943354878727864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825166436628811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959961276101469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816235315441654,0.0,0.0,0.22496463071463088 lonely,Xieo_thepartygod,2020/02/07,"This sucks I cant stand waking up and looking in the mirror, it just reminds me of what i dont want to be but already am, i just wish this void inside wasnt here, or at the very least, i had the help to fix it.",18.44959183673469,2.794887428571432,16.764897959183678,62.14081632653064,62.46938775510204,19.6,55.122448979591844,3.1291,5.242289795918367,160,3,43,0,1,55,38,49,0.06,0.792,0.14800000000000002,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469190767453293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746479624799681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27145780359462895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34009153430777544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341610639109729,0.2388749530914365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465721161067361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ask582,2020/02/07,"Clueless Sometimes I feel like literally every person I meet is out of my league. I am afraid that if this continues, I’m never going to have the courage to ask anyone out. Has any of you ever felt this way? If yes, how do you guys deal with it?",2.4920588235294123,3.783952274509808,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,75.27450980392156,6.668627450980392,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.6583686274509803,190,5,41,2,4,64,42,51,0.046,0.792,0.161,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,10,10,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875480304699445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464536996768288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869819411645055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164796808795957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776781600061641,0.258641258678301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521673263531974,0.219304342267088,0.29474594232470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446203348512646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039553710678013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997339610217042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367594920680981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680403683479992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303607980733369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436639563666828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vitavo,2020/02/07,"I haven't heard my own voice in a while I haven't even texted anyone for a few weeks now. Hell, I don't think I've even seen people I know in months... I'm starting to forget what my voice sounds like",2.398,2.6101941333333336,3.108888888888892,99.49000000000002,74.33333333333334,6.0,17.22222222222222,3.1291,-1.0581111111111112,156,1,41,0,3,49,32,45,0.163,0.775,0.062,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,4,7,2,7,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,6,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29958738656885586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659841632126977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354689900522072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932265065801225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419906207821426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703842361218663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032643634633677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745382110604853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436826940107131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lofinchill,2020/02/07,"Sick of reconciling There's just been too many fights I've gone through with people I know, even love, that I don't even feel like making up with them anymore. I just wanna leave it broken. I don't have the energy, time, or emotions to deal with all these people. Problems pop up left and right and all I can do is pray that there'd be peace eventually. I want to be alone but I fear being alone at the same time. I think I'm mature enough to push it through but reality tells me otherwise. People have love for me but is love what I need? Things make perfect sense that it makes me upset because I can't argue back. I'm already bad at arguing. I don't know what to do. &#x200B; Help.",1.1814319248826308,3.392368457746482,2.561154929577466,93.56154460093893,82.73239436619718,5.476807511737089,19.325821596244133,6.742157984588678,0.06381258215962449,539,14,119,6,15,174,88,142,0.196,0.598,0.20600000000000002,0.7712,0,2,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,3,2,2,0,15,4,0,3,3,27,30,6,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,1,15,5,16,25,4,11,1,0,0,3,10,6,0,1,4,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30586599765374844,0.1629483685155242,0.0,0.0,0.15999140078772364,0.17942513968767318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644073815585815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135427401602388,0.12329135978131965,0.09001320769803749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522327389159906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609954871068294,0.0,0.15257401860242187,0.0,0.19505833327680525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661604758324065,0.07466219717168952,0.10548955492719313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897453144914264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230202794807008,0.0,0.0,0.15635242992427845,0.1604348796616218,0.0,0.0,0.07214005268746504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39981137435735375,0.0,0.2956960135474561,0.14970579723290842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094892867416332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071101115272136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129231405123552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610229328983436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906284274739266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980998786593615,0.09461566126918204,0.0,0.0,0.17220546080189306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709470217502578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942513968767318,0.0 lonely,jorobert87,2020/02/07,Spreading the word Join me in /r/snapchat on Reddit at https://www.reddit.com/r/snapchat?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share,29.0625,38.55648025000001,11.333333333333332,24.495000000000005,38.16666666666667,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.5307,121,3,9,1,2,25,12,12,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,expired_void,2020/02/07,"Just turned 16! Too bad the only birthday message I got was from Snapchat :( (and some family ofc.)",1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,1.8277777777777795,92.645,97.33333333333334,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8215333333333339,75,3,14,1,3,23,18,18,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181553220655715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721189738868233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005434023719453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808884729981833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447373266792991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OnlyHereToAdvertise,2020/02/07,"Made My First Video Cover (: hey guys, I just feel great having uploaded my first video cover; it's amazing how I wanted no one to hear me do this stuff last year and I progressively feel more confident in my potential. this song is ""Without Me"" by Mac DeMarco, it helps me accept what was then and just be happy that it happened. I hope this could make someone's night or day. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zL8XLHGWb4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zL8XLHGWb4)",7.979542857142861,11.46415564,5.8952380952380965,71.88000000000002,65.93333333333334,7.485714285714287,24.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.6213619047619048,383,10,59,6,7,110,57,75,0.024,0.6779999999999999,0.297,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,14,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,10,5,4,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388411613283567,0.0,0.0,0.14853115672201114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329037194497589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918038219885392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539180321887713,0.0,0.2280435081530433,0.203662728612026,0.2451697064185699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595765624412231,0.0,0.1543722082829566,0.0,0.0,0.22875019641969144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773371742758294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792527183164925,0.15373398227955026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613071140271525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560642894386343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951412569335436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365030996084593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135843042726742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220110096835839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831234840025873 lonely,Sweaty-Freedom,2020/02/07,"20th Birthday Hi everybody I thought maybe by now I'd be doing better, but unfortunately I will be spending my 20th alone. That is okay, I enjoy my company. What sort of things could or should I do to make the day less sad? It's in two weeks from now, I want to have a good day to start off my 20s. Thank you",-0.7787878787878775,1.3676659696969686,1.3942424242424245,98.12803030303031,93.84848484848484,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.4638666666666662,238,6,58,3,9,79,53,66,0.12300000000000001,0.649,0.22699999999999998,0.7808,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,14,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,9,5,8,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169158385432841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270625406999526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443100284264628,0.0,0.0,0.3946795610639494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566519030541652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425229960426952,0.0,0.30741048875794924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165829919793613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817166857644857,0.0,0.0,0.2032877504842517,0.0,0.0,0.2429237817954265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989101072935331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048224244737407,0.0,0.24544864193830315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosh200,2020/02/07,Have a lot of friends/acquaintances but don't really have any close friends which generally makes me feel isolated Just wondering if anyone has a similar experience,15.783571428571427,12.12177307142857,14.294285714285715,42.45071428571433,50.42857142857143,21.200000000000006,56.57142857142857,18.243605946275586,10.0141,138,8,20,7,1,45,25,28,0.10099999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895576995328309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977283331259404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165128074657147,0.0,0.0,0.2152966033589556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289709992410181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619988058727903,0.0,0.0,0.284223921230875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727775337193768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617604985244931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Witchwaytoogo,2020/02/07,Just living lol Just want to talk to other humans. Lol! How is everyone’s Thursday??⭐️,-0.8633333333333333,0.4903321111111119,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,116.7777777777778,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,0.03184444444444433,70,2,13,1,4,24,15,18,0.0,0.614,0.386,0.7616,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829611855316595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387151449901869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490362223696153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598432134881636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jblittl1,2020/02/07,Husband is away My husband is away for training for school. And the loneliness majorly sucks. I need attention and I’m someone wants to talk. Message me.,2.0603571428571463,4.7450986071428565,3.0297142857142885,83.31528571428574,98.64285714285714,6.525714285714287,34.17142857142857,7.554174236665415,3.5045342857142856,123,8,20,3,5,39,22,28,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7197012120198476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839971432587596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876266789771264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245232230565226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078490180331033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259092861664837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Masters214,2020/02/07,I feel like I'm going insane I'm so lonely I feel like I'm losing it. I feel like i deserve to be alone and have everyone on the planet hate me. I feel like Nobody wants to date me or even be a friend or even talk to me.. I started noticing that all but 2 subreddits I'm part of are all about being alone and depressed. And I feel like I'm ruining all my online friendships and what little social life i have is falling apart and the only thing causing it all is me. I can't get any professional help because of my current situation. Idk if this even belongs here but i needed to vent somewhere..This is my first post here btw...yay..,0.29136278195488785,2.567689353383461,2.5571381578947374,91.5346546052632,87.796992481203,4.828759398496241,20.342575187969924,6.322622252153567,0.22101541353383425,496,16,105,5,16,168,78,133,0.16399999999999998,0.695,0.141,-0.2609,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,4,22,26,11,0,3,5,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,5,17,6,8,23,5,10,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,3,9,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880065501367337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455181512033252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475735653755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283214956123824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975475477865938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755033809253435,0.0,0.0,0.13285846377301094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35151344049346256,0.4966502164852196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182671618908078,0.0,0.0,0.10742178553832947,0.0,0.0726425439693306,0.0,0.07901950850869506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727299267218473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319543058962797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820790522985023,0.3396390553473537,0.1393543819680768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555499436281742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309623166118197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829770579423502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574601453181016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056652738525622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316167064892226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562865330403442,0.0,0.1417335412854462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841306863201832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175490469948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237184858154382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200926190236839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FeltonTheSquirrel,2020/02/07,Why does it hurt worse at night? What is it that makes isolation hurt worse between dusk and dawn?,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.1712947368421056,78,2,17,1,2,22,16,19,0.534,0.466,0.0,-0.9438,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644922760130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6274302092732097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561253865286324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750067129690056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443121679116066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972841034919507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iwilltakeurcat,2020/02/07,Shitty parents They just told me I’m like a bird that can’t fly they just keep feeding me.:(,-1.974,-0.5507963999999976,-0.06999999999999673,104.47000000000004,113.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.5215,72,2,17,0,4,23,17,20,0.171,0.711,0.11800000000000001,-0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988530131768255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741919282640648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231869961139718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362857685914111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scariestlady,2020/02/07,"Anyone else get their ass kicked by loneliness when you’re sick? Moved two a new place two years ago, haven’t made many friends, it gets boring but I’m usually alright because my best friends who live elsewhere and I still talk regularly, and I work a tonnnn. But jesus. Today. I have the flu. My dog needs to be walked. I’m hungry, have so much to do for work and so much to do around the house. I live alone. I can barley make myself get up, let alone get together the energy to run to the store. I tried making some half ass post on Instagram asking if anyone would be willing to bring me a Gatorade and stuff (for money on top of paying for it, lol, so pathetic? ) but no bites. Like man. I will be okay. It just fucking sucks constantlllyyyy having to figure it all out alone",1.7415384615384608,4.005562833333337,2.8112179487179496,92.2733653846154,80.92307692307692,5.951282051282053,19.365384615384613,7.1686216300943375,0.2905846153846152,606,15,129,8,16,193,106,156,0.2,0.647,0.153,-0.8319,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,2,0,7,3,14,5,2,3,1,19,28,12,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,3,0,3,1,0,12,6,17,20,5,19,1,0,0,3,7,7,4,2,8,79,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160369353185205,0.0,0.0,0.4262379875467032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184188941410527,0.1405593179322981,0.0,0.12212119243614457,0.12824678638308262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362496168505752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439641966300712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459807845810854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197316827131507,0.1268226815759971,0.28668803295906903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828977571335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027803658322066,0.0,0.06702026620565397,0.0,0.24226869283655045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980506154922558,0.18314029267262288,0.1390811623959703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458029089507505,0.2016893203944428,0.10171882152459916,0.0,0.13249136948159315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332614271693478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138257327551953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955383737928008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704073430445428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026181095526387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003263219582184,0.0,0.0,0.09313767088272393,0.0,0.2680140426257334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108675063486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974046928219502,0.0,0.0,0.09745025912779604,0.0,0.0,0.08834080302296472 lonely,Cultural-radio,2020/02/07,"Food is always there for you Currently eating my way through tacos, salsa, chips, and margaritas. How do I not turn to alcohol and food as coping through my loneliness?",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333332,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,64.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,35.0,11.20814326018867,4.409000000000002,134,6,22,4,2,43,26,30,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4215,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329127701539978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562568252841036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31513156513084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7448003316375957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349843808534428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445331417117255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WesleyAwoodson,2020/02/07,"I’m okay with being alone , but not lonely . I used to have a bunch of friends and they all dropped me for my ex boyfriend. It definitely did hurt. But idk, I have days where I’m strong and I’m like fuck everyone. Some days I’m just sad and feel like I matter to no one. I don’t know in a very odd place",-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,90.1764705882353,4.576470588235295,15.852941176470587,5.985473137389443,-0.9605647058823528,232,5,63,2,8,76,50,68,0.257,0.473,0.27,0.0324,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,9,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,14,13,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,7,5,6,11,3,6,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,1,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882297424977245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38460089746103493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849223110874225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507679962562294,0.2130187621690434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303719501755657,0.27566119541848544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192062246365809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638710918577923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913498826855325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020534516271717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153304239506313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753046540915864,0.0,0.24602846970907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theleafwater,2020/02/07,"You ever just like... Get upset about the fact that no one will ever romantically love you, but everytime you try and explain it to your friends they try and hit you with the 'statistically proven, somebody has a crush on you'? Or the 'you'll find someone one day'? Like no, Karen, I'm a piece of shit. 'Fuck outa here with that shit",3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,72.69230769230771,7.046153846153848,23.76923076923077,7.554174236665415,0.8215230769230768,256,7,55,3,5,82,48,65,0.271,0.589,0.14,-0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,1,0,5,8,3,1,5,0,3,4,2,0,3,12,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,8,4,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,2,11,1,3,1,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814049046068165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436138820652126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411795990812872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944902848459225,0.2266931613121035,0.12811236857283925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395949341133301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131205511201169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323219696109188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034101208002585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776606579817544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33296367475085764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DammitPantera,2020/02/07,"So in the past 48 hours I’ve been: ghosted for a date, shamed by a cannabis company for my mental illness, AND roasted for my looks when I tried to spread positivity yesterday. I have to just accept my fate: men like me are not in high demand. My only thing to offer is kindness and humor. That’s simply not enough for me to stand out from the pack of eligible men. Honestly, I’m proof positive that you cannot choose one’s sexuality, because one of my gay friends is similarly lonely and I think we’d be great together....if it were as simple as changing my attraction. I’m going to be one of those people who die alone in their apartment, found decomposing in an easy chair when Jehovah’s Witnesses come knocking on my door. Since I am not looking for validation, what can I do to change my situation besides be richer or more handsome? I take care of myself, but looks are looks and mine are decidedly average. Thanks. I appreciate any advice.",4.911740226986126,6.195117366120223,6.342622950819671,74.66167717528374,69.32786885245902,9.565195460277428,31.01681378730559,9.851270322608157,3.0774047078604463,750,31,140,18,13,255,126,183,0.052000000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.2,0.973,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,0,4,13,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,0,1,18,29,11,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,4,22,11,25,22,2,17,0,1,4,1,8,8,0,1,7,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152451347780132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615795020775806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609227602928883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510236111121716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590627817591236,0.0,0.33007618031748226,0.13438896081365656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191394182723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120022588233401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105711600548187,0.1205330823991847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886641837360185,0.0,0.0,0.17200178039493444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483332664628353,0.0,0.0,0.1536386069631487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624606008144549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762186963082209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240370549589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722157310356955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714961802585817,0.11865277624155818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892937508137027,0.108157819184884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905323769804378,0.17536198519166468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173002438685416,0.0,0.0,0.1436332182765135,0.0,0.0,0.10364623507837273,0.09996502752111716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059206752489218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anonoymous-2017-2017,2020/02/07,"Please help... Hey guys not sure if anyone can help me on here but the bio for this page looked really welcoming so i’m hoping that i’ll be able to get some advice or just to feel less alone after i’ve spoken. I’m currently in a friendship group but I feel so unbelievably alone and I feel like I am genuinely the biggest outcast within my circle. Recently it seems like no one is ever inviting me out to go do stuff and that it’s always me who’s making the first move. It also sucks because I’m always the one who has to offer to pay for rounds of drinks or cinema tickets or dinner every time and I’m not saying that money is an issue. but it just feels like that’s what I’m used for and that’s the only reason anyone comes out with me. A couple months back my friends and I brought concert tickets and they’ve all asked to meet early so I can buy rounds, etc. And i just don’t know if it’s worth going out tomorrow to this concert because i’m not wanted for the company, i’m wanted because i’ll pay. And i know i’m a complete mug for letting them use me the way they are. but i feel so lonely and i feel like i has no one. but i don’t know what to do... please help",0.7200395256916963,2.6103470592885394,2.9085786561264837,92.2343462450593,82.3596837944664,5.470924901185772,18.815652173913048,6.55674776486733,-0.003449833992095197,918,22,204,9,25,312,127,253,0.083,0.747,0.17,0.9769,1,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,11,10,1,0,11,0,14,2,0,4,3,51,46,24,0,5,16,0,8,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,17,14,2,0,11,6,5,5,7,2,0,4,1,12,20,8,22,43,5,23,0,1,3,0,16,7,1,8,14,127,37,2,0.11288222503690624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103072038562879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338238832807745,0.0,0.09027187457878932,0.18785410807442834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578597527765353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552964242923074,0.0,0.0,0.08679946324946337,0.0,0.20643586994269572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723804159400563,0.11835486527699066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490203494910218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105816058242656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589351998474932,0.0,0.10210843517522876,0.09510814316403787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34245986826012964,0.24192925236390264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601756295048107,0.0,0.0,0.08721252704704753,0.0,0.05897630353976061,0.0,0.12830713972074126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177115010467596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269877279611704,0.0,0.0,0.1121175197995139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781971521574325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861113562651876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542972310497285,0.0,0.2205942130064162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479263891614984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534976175697765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010151506521258,0.11997594076746446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294757512998609,0.08585201880844097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782157038909114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723152438732108,0.1160617278459709,0.1114575790108465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976847611010443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276373811372426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922314083153516,0.0,0.0,0.10639016119102454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582253319382715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498799799904792,0.0,0.0,0.1331617220087391,0.08960065599921467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Space_Wall,2020/02/07,Dance till you’re dead i have a valentine’s day dance tomorrow. and i’m going alone (big surprise i know i was surprised too. didn’t expect i would go either) and yeah. basically i’m just sad. i haven’t asked anyone else to go with me and like i know anyone i asked would again no anyway so whatever. so yeah.,-1.6551794871794847,-0.6470410307692287,0.804615384615385,97.01205128205127,120.84615384615385,3.57948717948718,13.564102564102562,5.6839178017228535,-0.7264666666666666,243,6,53,3,15,81,44,65,0.18,0.6509999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,15,6,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668824489330919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36035666517765175,0.2640272529864067,0.0,0.0,0.4817986770449351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618457487759528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526154436370226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393425066397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832322848427426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589116851875734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661020073065295,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spazcat84,2020/02/07,Do you know what's funny? I'm married. I shouldn't be lonely anymore right? That's one of the reasons people get married. You don't have to be lonely or alone anymore. But I've been so lonely in my entire life. I have no friends or family. And being home just reminds me of how lonely I am. He's inside watching stupid TV while I sit out on the porch alone again. The last time a human touched me on purpose was a kid at work punching me in the face three days ago.,0.8375757575757561,2.8294279595959617,2.574030303030302,94.24104545454549,82.53535353535355,4.364040404040405,21.011111111111113,4.935628992294339,-0.19254828282828296,364,11,79,1,10,120,71,99,0.096,0.757,0.147,0.6369,0,10,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,6,0,11,2,1,2,0,10,14,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,2,10,1,9,8,0,14,0,4,1,0,6,7,0,2,6,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341177837260114,0.0,0.0,0.4986921273542513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775218154516352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552648731875711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695919393340505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600409861813436,0.0,0.12578278088221076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414934970381945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231079003910376,0.19624469688860507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700499837896991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631395233402034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690685466219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475327547888531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560056164250964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038420133010612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527004124807166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sillybannanabench,2020/02/07,"I wanna be touched Cuddles, hugs and kisses would be so nice. God they relieve me so good and get rid of my headaches. I just need physical touch.",1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,80.72413793103449,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,0.938508045977012,114,5,24,1,3,35,25,29,0.0,0.536,0.46399999999999997,0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666128949306824,0.0,0.0,0.5885584579739525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203067772751419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984724509332722,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,feelinblu3,2020/02/07,"I'm so tired of being alone... Most of the time I feel like everyone hates me. Sometimes I feel like giving up and I don't really know what to do... I don't have any friends and I never have any notifications from people on my phone. I feel like no one cares about me...",0.3421052631578938,2.3347332982456166,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.43859649122807,5.905263157894738,16.517543859649123,7.1686216300943375,-0.16905614035087702,206,4,49,3,6,70,39,57,0.17300000000000001,0.622,0.20600000000000002,0.2624,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,14,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,9,5,7,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443384928905707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472423894038263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093812599871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706429364923307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287071679001742,0.4644274365972674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674203924488859,0.0,0.0,0.20787653586393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139444824030581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909159291723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176031955841969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713091170403707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684022139541275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502311579021844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882233343334488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431993360585053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635838809424144,0.24906255554196385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SansEPIIIIC,2020/02/07,"lol ranting Lost my girlfriend right before Christmas, it's almost been 2 months, she broke it off due to 'losing interest', but I know my neediness and emotional instability drove her away Honestly now I just wanna die, I've been drifting apart from all my friends and I want to talk, but whenever I do I find it hard to ""be myself"" because honestly I don't know who I am anymore I feel awful for fantasizing about suicide, since I know I wont actually ever do it I just miss her, I want to stop being so fucking lonely and hangout with my friends like we used to I just wanna have to pass the joint to someone.",5.931252927400465,5.779991680327871,7.06943793911007,75.4204098360656,66.62295081967214,9.92224824355972,34.64168618266979,9.606745405546679,3.2063522248243554,483,21,93,9,7,164,82,122,0.22,0.596,0.184,-0.7275,0,2,0,0,0,2,10.0,1,0,0,2,7,12,1,0,1,2,10,1,0,1,2,24,21,6,2,4,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,4,2,22,6,15,14,1,12,0,5,0,1,9,4,1,1,6,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.19115629993491334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961513494742116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426609377695367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840411726719068,0.0,0.0,0.11941017552930056,0.0,0.16668440208188728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329855103829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220345177936734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771899356058739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990457544806402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903608741623397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026817916653529,0.18109328079719034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754752155963846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229611655056545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569991531688303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191461228971143,0.2138325082949032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635418978852186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728541690126614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162038771551912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597341655982126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376931369426914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426728958397726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574455991971981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918245172437668,0.0,0.0,0.2310770594751003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Draper31,2020/02/07,"It’s hitting harder today. 25 (M) I’ve never had a girlfriend. Just found out my mom is getting married this summer. I’ll have no one to take to the wedding. It’ll be just like my senior prom, I can already see it. Sitting at the table alone while everyone else has someone to dance with for the slow songs. I wanted to be married by 25 when I was younger, instead at 25 I’ll be going to my mom’s wedding solo 😂😂.",0.5021972534332093,2.414326910112361,2.9835205992509373,91.285418227216,83.26966292134831,4.404993757802747,24.495630461922595,5.033348758259628,0.39190536828963785,321,13,68,1,9,111,61,89,0.051,0.9179999999999999,0.031,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,17,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,6,1,11,9,0,13,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,8,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618580158768222,0.2790067336490515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112089465867844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159210059303465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772175704397219,0.0,0.0,0.13209444315084395,0.0,0.14369042442836732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352109228809208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592228275521061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499985884097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132571199629149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014746113376799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422399002519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009842663418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965546052350115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912704308344032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nobodysperson,2020/02/08,"My grandparents were together for 76 years They met when my grandma was 14, he just died and she's 90...she was talking to my mom and brother and his wife, saying she hopes they have long lasting relationships too - well we were all at the table, she was saying it to the table - but I've never been in a relationship at all, and I'm just feeling...I mean I'll never have that, or anything like it. And then my brother was saying that my 12 year old nephew has a girlfriend - my *12 year old nephew* has more relationship experience than I do. I hate my life. I hate being alone.",1.9924686520376191,4.051207353448279,3.5778996865203787,88.19343260188087,78.91379310344827,6.287147335423198,22.614420062695928,7.348242739294969,0.8045793103448275,447,14,94,6,11,148,71,116,0.125,0.8190000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8807,1,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,13,1,0,0,4,16,19,9,1,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,3,17,3,7,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,2,12,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087058693530493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781982087496516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120355936144395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193834447428026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30670395365738706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542734725196608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661118088589685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971113919813426,0.07588429381754194,0.0,0.0,0.13745836139804354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919522839015788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191558880437805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959351894582506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259763982859319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002850354908227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705637055761218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484491830737668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965646295480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000739850287277 lonely,ckdouglas99,2020/02/08,"My entire Life seems like that i cant get a brake Some Background of me, I'm a 20-year-old male working full time and not attending school As long as I can remember I've always been sad, as a kid it wasn't as bad as it is now, I was diagnosed with depression about 4 years ago. I do take meds for it but I've been on multiple types of anti-depressants but nothing seems to work, but what really is getting me down in my adult life is finding love, I know I'm only 20 and I have my whole life but I still would love to have that but I just can't seem to get the one thing I want. but that's not the only reason I'm down, for the past 5 months I've worked to improve the way I view myself because before I hated my self, but if I were to put it in numbers id say I'm at a 65% out of 100% of self-improvement. Now I'm not done because I'm going to do everything in my power to keep pushing my self to be better. But I do push myself to try and find someone, I've become more social, I've been using Tinder, Bumble, Hinge, EHarmony, Plenty of fish, but there's always the one girl I see and we start talking and everything goes great until I get ghosted, this has now happened to me 12 times, but it's not just that, whenever I have those bad days, the only things I see is bad that happens to me, I just feel like life is trying to tear me down every day. Every time I have a hopefull day, something always ruins it...always, I've been in this state for so long that its the norm for me, I believe my personality is just being sad honestly. I Can't Get A Break.",2.709388226240865,3.1268441327433654,4.638496857765809,88.05885340515583,73.74926253687316,7.547569578042838,24.178658458381427,7.586124646067393,0.9312115172502242,1207,32,278,14,23,416,167,339,0.055,0.81,0.135,0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,5,13,16,1,0,13,0,29,7,0,2,0,43,58,23,1,4,19,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,7,18,8,0,2,9,0,0,5,8,8,0,2,8,5,37,8,39,47,4,37,0,4,3,2,13,11,0,6,20,172,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757760820996387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912811206659709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192164851384357,0.1066978202019392,0.09665448968186204,0.07446962658319244,0.09860050525776476,0.0,0.07740074481439202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693216409061355,0.0,0.15075471694353104,0.08882684584600417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955920052116688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747192280886645,0.0,0.1573073834591302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425069327842845,0.06252141131645082,0.0,0.0,0.15997598345468156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286173558284881,0.0,0.049737330514613175,0.0,0.0,0.09648664252157843,0.0,0.0,0.15478012901382893,0.0,0.0,0.08640388096713153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778819641737199,0.0,0.0,0.04809647672624507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726041119465494,0.08551174397458322,0.0,0.0,0.15489772146127592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579731213037721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721049006962924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985439538936962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397391320148545,0.0,0.09183326650902968,0.0,0.1186061436885659,0.1996794680693181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835438757752617,0.0,0.0764155508534736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797770062141043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606495778169562,0.0899809711374772,0.0,0.0,0.09913850978721672,0.0,0.0,0.06959619512677305,0.0,0.0885708124493421,0.13947776094712558,0.23901369878265066,0.2738946633844906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892114886685876,0.07415197942681183,0.06737405303642886,0.0,0.0,0.061944239009907226,0.0,0.06989034976870777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580110201098399,0.07034200460833888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628341531991435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309376060736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883516908860907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558568076546122,0.0,0.0,0.05161917406824594,0.06946608663334873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770843147176866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113795913102372,0.0,0.0,0.062168819079458426,0.0,0.0,0.11271480342123083 lonely,DDudes69,2020/02/08,"I had a weird dream/feeling last night. While I was asleep it felt like someone was hugging my arm like embracing it as I slept and somehow I feel like I slept better, doesn’t make any sense but I miss that and it’s just crazy idk just thought I’d share.",-0.041190476190475785,2.2499199074074103,0.7482010582010581,103.43833333333332,90.66666666666666,3.8264550264550254,18.825396825396822,5.288315135182226,-0.6923936507936506,201,6,48,1,7,61,40,54,0.15,0.624,0.225,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,4,1,0,10,11,5,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,2,7,6,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436511063746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179809020387826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336471197998623,0.2357035253696841,0.31678651218739856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893865953285484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835644083585109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023220807342966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961888255875103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27955035876550977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619291971841109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,n1cetryfbi,2020/02/08,"I’m only attracted to unavailable people I don’t know why, but I’m drawn to people who I could never be in a healthy relationship with. Either they're already in a relationship or the age gap between us would be too large for me to be comfortable (right now I'm interested in someone 20 years older than me). Of course because of this I never try anything with these people I am attracted to, I just wish I could find someone with a similar personality to them that I could actually start a relationship with. I feel like these kinds of people are out there but I’m drawn to the unavailable anyway. I don’t know why I do this and I wish I did so I could figure out how to stop it because it’s preventing me from having a relationship and I blame it for my loneliness. Anyone else feel the same way or can explain why I may be drawn to the unavailable?",3.751547406082288,5.140500290697677,5.554883720930232,78.8022808586762,72.25581395348838,9.013237924865832,27.76565295169946,9.466822959209583,2.4557892665474057,678,25,135,16,13,233,92,172,0.08,0.778,0.141,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,9,0,18,0,0,1,2,35,30,8,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,21,6,25,19,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,9,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.11468902968412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969354989683912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217734675480534,0.12041991292535832,0.09671439601510702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328627589600898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753417778569317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817841202093537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884998275845435,0.08396104226254862,0.0,0.0,0.10741720336291492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238589136240552,0.12917911576411892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574175710258246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128755239492028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893842920077094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259126469407505,0.10261971314515496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047184358073525,0.0,0.10036709306072528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915985091872074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831859479804122,0.0,0.0,0.0982575185124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979286170960523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413700556331271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328716215498813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181484888614501,0.0,0.2702996304421452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348754028797344,0.0,0.0,0.0756832913269083 lonely,Zaralnn,2020/02/08,Does anyone else remember a few years back Buzzfeed’s video about a professional cuddler? Well I used to make fun of that video but now I’ve been single for a while & I miss being held kms. I’d dead ass pay someone to cuddle with me till I fell asleep 😂,3.02611111111111,4.1114299444444455,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,73.62962962962962,6.881481481481483,22.75925925925927,7.1686216300943375,0.5747925925925923,203,5,45,2,4,66,46,54,0.254,0.68,0.066,-0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,2,0,6,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,7,3,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575413925540791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073498045714805,0.3381112600092468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537400712252077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887743449023051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566227036454793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202692643394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738115878279693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795973959021281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850033090535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966984539552123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250117501786694 lonely,mimi3886,2020/02/08,"Isolated and misunderstood I have no friends, like zero. If something tragic happened right now I could call my mom and that's about it. And she and I aren't close. I have had friendships but they didn't last because I was the only one reaching out to make plans and eventually that got old. I meet men easily but they all want sex. I am so jealous of those people who have good friends or even 1 best friend. I dont know why it's so hard for me. I go to events lately and I overthink the entire time to the point where I end up the quiet awkward woman in the corner or I drink too much and then I'm the loud awkward woman. I feel so hopeless.",0.68888888888889,2.90671862962963,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,84.92592592592592,4.785185185185185,20.11111111111111,6.079149491110277,-0.04442222222222236,505,15,111,4,15,165,95,135,0.158,0.64,0.203,0.8317,0,0,2,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,2,2,8,11,1,2,6,0,10,2,0,1,1,20,18,16,0,3,5,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,4,18,6,9,13,3,17,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,3,9,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784556205007825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028765254428834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974004707706311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543496140709515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265686089050866,0.18937917370239285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712233904174235,0.0,0.0,0.1276854780837777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977479729320139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480736968564583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986773034860124,0.16214693454104148,0.15461498761950235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095148957398085,0.0,0.1731759903722815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624315139157536,0.15758091260106513,0.21807242627780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444597379304287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904203654707014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641305688467156,0.0,0.0,0.1421118218917428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285593250488054,0.0,0.13099806199524736,0.1470279280304783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402316034033807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274908695031766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509350137144746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882652958875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127259534199127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140246458478766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444046775501382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KaulSand,2020/02/08,"“Professional cuddling” gone wrong So I matched with a cute guy on a dating app. He was looking for sex and I am not. However, his profile mentioned that he enjoys cuddling and I enjoy that too. There’s also the fact that I haven’t cuddled with a guy in almost four years. So I told this guy that I wasn’t interested in having sex with him, but we could cuddle and I would pay him an hourly rate like professional cuddlers get. He had never heard of professional cuddling, but since he happens to be a college student who doesn’t make a lot of money, he said that he was down for it. Anyway we had this discussion like two days ago and I didn’t hear anything from him until this morning when he texted me around 10:30 AM asking me if I wanted to get together for cuddling today. We agreed to meet at 2:00 PM. I wasn’t expecting to hear from him today, so I had to do a lot of stuff to get prepared. I had to clean my house, vacuum, clean the toilets, get rid of clutter, do my makeup, get my cute cuddling outfit ready, put on perfume, do my nails, make sure my hair looks and smells nice, brush my teeth a second time, etc. It took me a few hours, but I was pleased with the results. I looked good and my house was presentable. I’m looking forward to the cuddling despite the fact that this is some strange guy who I’ve never met, so I know the whole situation is a bit weird. He texts me around 1 PM and asks me whether there’s any chance that we’re going to have sex. I say no, there isn’t. He says ok, he was just asking because he wanted to know whether he needed to groom himself down there. lol And I’m like nope, that won’t be necessary. I tell him again where he needs to meet me at 2:00, since we were going to meet at a public place before going to my house for the cuddling. The last thing I have to do is go out to get the cash that I’m going to pay him for the cuddle. This is shortly before 2:00 since I’m going to a place that is really close to where we’re supposed to meet. Anyway, pretty much as soon as I get the money for him and put it in my wallet, I get a text from him saying that he’s sorry but he won’t be able to make it because he got called into work at the last minute. Surprise, surprise. So no cuddles for me and pretty much a waste of my time, but I can’t really be too mad because I was going to invite a strange horny guy into my house and pay him to cuddle me and I know that’s totally crazy. So really, I’m probably better off that he canceled. Anyway, that’s my embarrassing story for the day. I’ve sunk to new lows. lol",4.169324530218386,4.181324679702051,5.237183003216527,86.49807008633827,70.35940409683428,7.775385136278992,26.51481293380735,7.229369725052465,1.1196175046554937,1991,55,438,17,33,659,222,537,0.068,0.78,0.152,0.9939,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,4,0,0,2,24,20,1,1,28,3,40,17,2,4,6,60,87,31,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,3,0,7,3,5,27,26,0,0,3,0,6,12,15,5,0,3,21,15,58,15,64,58,10,57,0,1,4,15,60,25,0,5,25,277,85,9,0.07025455626188698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227642520879996,0.0,0.07034978984665348,0.0,0.0,0.056182543260358944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047775507389470465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057813513727392685,0.12508289980792325,0.19703557931066448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284795762540914,0.0,0.119562905772591,0.0,0.0,0.062134445837681775,0.07669977966743732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173775687367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609254650984465,0.0,0.0,0.09061675354897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783524011852519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29364084797567297,0.0,0.2794909833836033,0.05892618858762552,0.05618898651848457,0.0,0.0,0.3478152805243457,0.06212587208315156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836398170554009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837317243056346,0.32425730147574305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583020041847912,0.11453368020830737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296848248454778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359845327914137,0.0,0.0,0.11945582281429927,0.0,0.0,0.14068638552113846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329036489067007,0.10418572655187827,0.10836928969035807,0.06785228822158007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680211674720234,0.07711840572825919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294828137445845,0.07574629411087294,0.0,0.0,0.1412504669636814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502060313627404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682817113655817,0.16760772885259653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434588479115615,0.07896906478887937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864422390994466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042465866453871,0.0,0.0,0.06621408784830689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140557876780329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667400545267367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193199345696367,0.0,0.13318620937324355,0.06713123920109951,0.0780553970073215,0.0,0.0,0.06862849308157609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287591503209718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843670313155163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114615368638045,0.0,0.0,0.049906821066752656,0.07681232852736596,0.0,0.04524163084654954 lonely,DrixGod,2020/02/08,"I don't have hobbies So everyone likes to suggest that you can meet people that share the same hobby as you do. Well I don't have hobbies. Life is tough. I work, play video games, sometimes go to the gym. Also I watch Netflix and am passionate about coffee. I don't see any of these as hobbies. Like, everyone I know watches Netflix, that isn't really a hobby. How do I get hobbies? I've tried stuff before but couldn't keep myself to do them. I feel like a chore when I'm doing something that I don't know if I'll enjoy or not. And most things that you can start on your own are solo activities. How do I convey them in social activities?",1.1608766233766232,3.3778583560606066,3.1053246753246766,89.59227272727274,82.86363636363636,5.58961038961039,20.79220779220779,6.868970318607317,0.4785025974025974,501,15,104,6,14,168,82,132,0.01,0.836,0.154,0.9382,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,18,2,0,2,0,15,27,12,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,4,17,8,9,26,3,5,0,0,3,1,11,2,0,3,5,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029520677100794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331621680878962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184445530095526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308612586819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139961422957604,0.16106413646712958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779022969120086,0.0,0.12813050794661973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003935678912424,0.0,0.0,0.2478068657732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592445842673087,0.3304358037765669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630117739332555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444313847214589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965737377241905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298216096342729,0.0,0.1735652385976724,0.22297943002785534,0.0,0.15957725769730044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580904961210918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978139072352112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306823285150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027099121021453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164132946272906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Everythingisready,2020/02/08,"Going through life alone is not worth it. I'm 32 years old today. Nobody noticed, that's not what matters anyway. What matters is that it has been like this for 32 years. I never had a friend, I never had a partner, I never had someone I could talk to, confide into, build a more meaningfull relation with. My parents were the only ones that I talked a bit with, and I mostly spared them my problems. They are dead now, I'm happy they didn't have to see how empty inside I am. Why do I get up in the morning to go to work? why did I study and get two college degrees for so long? Why do I do sport to keep fit? Why do I travel? Why do I write? For no reason at all. I'm a social being, as much as I would like to be the exact opposite, I see value in the things I do with someone else. I like feeling like I belong in a group. I listen to podcasts and group talks just to quiet the absurd silence of my flat and delude myself into thinking I'm not that alone. I saw a hidden waterfall in a backyard country and felt like I should take joy in my find. It feels empty when there's no one to share your hapiness with. I wish I could say there's always tomorrow. But why would I kid myself? I shook up my wardrobe, my hairstyle, went to therapy, went to hobby groups I liked, went to local events, went online dating and whatnot. It's simply really, if you manage to make yourself interesting, people will follow. It's really all there is. I know I'm boring, took me three decades and being a friendless virgin to learn it, but why do I have to be so disposable when I feel such a need for the most basic social life? I've done a few things in that time, two degrees, an interesting job, read some good books, saw some cool movies, saw some unexpected countries. But I haven't lived. I see people and I see them feeling alive, having done things they can remember with a smile. I remember the emptiness of what I've done. I need to feel loved but no one cares about me. The only moment I forget that is when I get drunk, and it feels good.",2.486604278074868,3.975649366028712,4.0252800450323685,88.10048972699127,75.67464114832536,6.353053757388125,22.341964537010973,6.923569853693429,0.6044042217844074,1577,42,329,15,34,525,206,418,0.087,0.7709999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9796,2,4,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,5,1,14,20,0,1,21,1,39,5,0,3,6,66,80,22,1,10,9,1,7,6,2,4,2,3,1,2,20,16,1,1,14,5,1,10,11,3,0,6,19,18,52,17,42,51,11,40,0,0,7,2,24,13,0,6,23,226,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542486007882661,0.0,0.0,0.06196166301800271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129756667470495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592303234123672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891005579443922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861366326111784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622067733460184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259134300743274,0.05319851297664197,0.07149902129378179,0.0,0.06806055919538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057532233574541715,0.0,0.1167162075964904,0.0,0.08464146816560965,0.12491706668154982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927042335804182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389599761895936,0.0661887869996031,0.0,0.0,0.0409245566818909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519505171572792,0.2182819065837456,0.0,0.06575482707429764,0.06590005145198745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720845680452585,0.0,0.04970662174311191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474106550868545,0.11043116535183264,0.1722982698051862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478001495160811,0.07813952240042568,0.0,0.15138023137840018,0.11326947093893172,0.0,0.0,0.08268566142165253,0.0,0.0,0.10325067263524797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125388866928295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448613433194468,0.0,0.09540963075795557,0.07656343258918719,0.0,0.0,0.16871088442664373,0.0,0.0,0.059218338351910364,0.0,0.0,0.23735898852770304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181738344261095,0.12618957111555082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055989151644240086,0.17955880871046948,0.0,0.0,0.08515834108304507,0.0,0.14841567029462605,0.0477147949604689,0.0,0.0,0.043421713398264485,0.0,0.0705850445960887,0.0,0.08273444682680542,0.0,0.0,0.14548488969004555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276122848317208,0.4703577691103011,0.0,0.08563220518804876,0.0,0.0,0.05421212234900998,0.0,0.0,0.10579699526619137,0.0,0.0,0.09590730289362873 lonely,leavemealonethxlol,2020/02/08,"I can't reciprocate feelings (M/20) - Most people bore me, I can't really put this feeling into words, but I can't get infatuated with someone. Most times I seek physical contact with someone, it is out of boredom to be honest. I get them to have feelings for me even tho I don't reciprocate them and after that I just get bored of them and drop them. I don't know why that is, it's not like i'm a loner? I do have some genuine friends and get along great with my co-workers, but when it comes to romantic feelings there's this constant void in me. It's the same for my family, I like them, but I don't have strong feelings for them. Some days I even question my friendships, like do I genuinely enjoy their company, or do I just hang out with them to not get bored? I don't know why I am like this and I'm so sorry for all the people I have hurt. But damn this life gets pretty lonely sometimes.",3.3933237350884435,4.15246370053476,4.785775401069522,86.37151378033731,72.42245989304813,7.678979843685727,26.684080625257092,7.882392219407189,1.3811772110242695,700,23,153,9,13,234,92,187,0.20199999999999999,0.636,0.162,-0.4812,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,8,1,8,15,1,0,3,0,18,1,0,0,1,37,34,12,0,0,9,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,8,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,0,5,31,9,20,33,6,13,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,6,9,107,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909438911424045,0.0,0.16194952176578167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966497495299082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796724573586452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127824791814786,0.0,0.3788781870111732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578439587723888,0.0,0.4697858833564222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652253625015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043229156863198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647224443604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585323005406612,0.29286352031955626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779337098917727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246535601283442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506545061299684,0.1678817477802396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600658423827163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253958213506372,0.0,0.14821912476748875,0.16776024841282502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738678374547555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704575294277213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091026272649468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Hannah2003_,2020/02/08,"I have no real friends The title says it all but I feel like the few friends I have are all toxic. There have been to many incidents that I could share but then my post would probably never end. Basically I never get invited to anything even when I openly say I’m alone or free that evening or day. They even make plans in front of me and when I confront them afterwards they say things like we thought you wouldn’t have come. I’m also always the friend that never knows about anybody’s secret because of that i also never know what’s going on when they talk about certain things especially because they like to use those secret nicknames for people or storys. They also don’t respect my interests nor do they listen to me when I have a problem. Last year I felt super depressed (I later found out it was because of my birth control) and I opened up to them. They said that it’s good that I’ve told them but NEVER asked me about it again. They pretend like I was all good even though I wasn’t at that time. Then a guy I really liked and had major feelings for dumped me for another girl. This crushed me so hard and I was devastated for at least three weeks. When it happened I told them of course and they were there for me on the day I told them and pretend to care but again never asked again afterwards. Another thing I’m pretty sure about is that they talk behind my back. You know when you can just feel it. I’m especially sure because they talk about each other all of the time so there is no way they’ve never talked about me. Plus they like to make fun of me cause apparently I’m boring. Their main reason for saying that is because I don’t like to smoke or drink. I don’t know what to do maybe it is my fault for not being more open. Of course I could ask to meet up more but they are always busy hanging out with each other. If someone has an idea what I could be doing wrong tell me I’m open to change. My friends sadly never tell me what I can change in their opinion to make things better and just act like everything’s fine but I know it isn’t. I just don’t feel comfortable anymore.",2.0405070901871842,4.131739218604654,2.9346625070901884,92.70243618831536,78.90697674418605,5.683494044242767,20.48780487804878,6.697824305789354,0.19590981281905864,1664,43,355,16,41,526,187,430,0.1,0.695,0.205,0.9952,1,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,3,20,4,32,35,2,0,8,0,36,1,0,7,15,79,71,34,0,7,15,0,6,8,4,2,0,6,0,2,29,19,1,1,16,3,1,5,19,8,0,1,14,12,65,28,45,50,12,53,0,2,0,0,52,14,0,6,40,253,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714879601729738,0.0,0.1655952014160767,0.1148668545567555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475518789901465,0.0,0.0,0.06845317712521863,0.0,0.0,0.05680080142742865,0.0,0.19358413099290028,0.0,0.0,0.05307513060470447,0.0,0.21038169186244174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104604429461046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037448229008009,0.07090657496787055,0.14603630119650887,0.05945799160664099,0.0,0.0,0.07741619071443795,0.16532994055098651,0.0,0.0,0.08902943088018883,0.0,0.05945019747694365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761715973672372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611347019536185,0.0,0.0,0.18235858143976355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034244770792814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960226291982009,0.04931069918949845,0.0662737834967162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568116090884014,0.2133108242886277,0.0,0.03606214711212331,0.0,0.039227881966404365,0.1157879713944824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834452849776558,0.061037620725497274,0.0,0.061831870815792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791959923983398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966869477069387,0.05626370381966817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697727895461363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382219991887915,0.06997941681876446,0.06934380079612587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258839920063183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785249224602923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610583129722125,0.07022213684354968,0.07441945547441713,0.06604656547065027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856432735956714,0.04421848787533195,0.07096808128788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565755017736145,0.2195623528240443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848373980737843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010844742301095,0.0,0.0,0.221915235538865,0.12065988940138488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342569026617794,0.0,0.0678156467516526,0.054797279043810806,0.08049680067616016,0.0,0.0,0.19786592830624866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059614501476847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054787971508048657,0.055366821740590974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903260934205589,0.07546681629547952,0.0,0.04444913869246992 lonely,maverakain,2020/02/08,PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME i cant stop crying,-3.3870000000000005,-2.314751699999997,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,116.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,33,0,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.0,0.401,0.599,0.7561,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667441117998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663554289447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135522027023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414699064130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tiikeri23,2020/02/08,"There has to be more to life than this! I am an introvert. I can be outgoing; I use to be. I've isolated myself for years now, but my friends at least use to text me. Now, no one texts me first. I want friends that I can talk to about things. All of the friends I've ever had are with people who only talk about themselves, they'll vent about small things and hoard the convo even if I'm going through something big. I hated this and slowly pulled away. I get that I'm a good listener and offer good advice, but it's always one sided and I feel drained afterward most of the time, especially if it's just small talk. Then one of the only friends that I could talk to about everything (mostly abstract thoughts on life)...betrayed me. After that, I thought I'd just pull away from people and focus on me for awhile. Well ""awhile"" has turned into almost four years. I've been single that whole time as well. I feel like I must be unlovable. Everyone that I have liked has only wanted me as a FWB. It hurts to know that none of the traits i was born with (intelligent, empathetic, endless curiosity, and an enormous amount of passion) are something others can't recognize or just don't value, at least in me anyway. I'm really really lonely and terribly sad. I want to love and be loved. I feel like I'm unstoppable when I'm loved, but I just don't see it happening for me.",3.495182683982684,4.881913247272732,4.449506493506494,86.4858787878788,72.89090909090909,7.71082251082251,24.731601731601728,8.269060116576782,1.3682692640692635,1073,32,223,17,21,348,148,275,0.128,0.653,0.21899999999999997,0.9841,0,3,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,17,21,1,0,9,0,23,5,0,2,3,39,49,18,0,7,10,0,3,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,17,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,6,2,5,5,5,27,15,36,36,10,29,0,3,1,4,15,13,0,6,16,154,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427062490734644,0.0,0.0,0.10684937127742213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878688134390722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050520826764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519504238734506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047746625783836,0.09652053512210812,0.0,0.10196094000205362,0.09589932885298727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185934925743176,0.15245975751028745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076298683058699,0.0,0.0,0.3297592315654052,0.0,0.05574881612290677,0.0,0.06064275573599934,0.17899772596583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435863826481736,0.0,0.0,0.10534882740827113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422961787104915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058642127747787126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507374095484951,0.15639162020023506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889155482097113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691765499099228,0.2434612610353947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795124555131525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671556172905416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502985283091875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642930249355461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34306087273346786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177975935643505,0.0,0.0,0.1694232694437673,0.12444076958104627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606410265140304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843172493727768,0.0,0.0,0.1888116389797975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188072976340054,0.0,0.0,0.11913201777785802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742869231183635 lonely,whatislife2298,2020/02/08,"25 and starting over friend-wise, this sucks. I'm a 25-year-old female and at this point in my life, the only people I am close with are my immediate family and it's honestly killing me. Realizing looking back that I've never been good at keeping relationships and tended to cut people off due to depression or due to growing apart. I've never had a consistent circle of friends ever in my life and I'm wondering if it's just too late for me to do anything about it. I talk to people at my work but they're all 10+ years older, my past history of job-hopping and having no clue what to do with my life doesn't help this fact. I'm going to college online now so I don't have a social outlet there. I've dated a few people but nothing ever panned out into anything. The only thing I've been doing to stop being lonely is going to meetup events in my city. They're fun but it's hard to know if anything will come of it. How the fuck do I make friends anymore? How does anyone?",2.371029411764706,3.9559673774509863,4.302745098039214,85.58735294117648,76.20588235294117,6.564705882352942,23.27450980392157,7.285733465282438,0.9307627450980398,771,23,157,9,17,263,123,204,0.14,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.9133,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,7,0,16,4,0,3,6,33,31,15,1,2,7,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,11,12,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,3,2,13,5,27,26,2,33,0,2,1,1,6,13,2,4,16,101,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298721272332862,0.09156674975656773,0.0,0.32329431093204697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006962774307526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280609863948195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279131130241105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459956406868685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691250916781265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345267737519165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035264213694596,0.12106574620164645,0.0,0.0,0.14884943816453813,0.1098388035775213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730991797460825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777634627556494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995258667617565,0.11639878148623845,0.14488225569615948,0.0,0.0719694187878857,0.0,0.14772289382713455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774920736536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996918079159657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741344969398347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200106963365352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565481169969878,0.0,0.13741519682753406,0.0,0.0,0.19919428946419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501132290947992,0.3631507095740986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379476135225105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405966137084965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334920856100212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269059154115188,0.0,0.0,0.10948420659258293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525663276442156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700065352892973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201506310108145,0.09533676728726692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866139566082272 lonely,BOTAdam,2020/02/08,"Finishing college soon is it too late? So during high school I was most of the time alone. When entering college I decided to change. The first few months were cool. But then everything fell apart. I've tried to make friends, I met people but never kept in touch with them. So here I am 5 years later. I'm near the end and I feel like I wasted my time. Sure I got a nice degree but what's the point if I didn't make any relationships? Is making friends after college possible?",0.9193749999999988,3.407705520833339,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.54166666666666,5.7,19.458333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.4671833333333333,374,11,79,6,12,120,74,96,0.059000000000000004,0.754,0.18600000000000005,0.9098,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,3,2,15,14,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,3,10,6,7,8,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,15,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890673934643256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716709836424004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337836074325287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865177877707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128048095830454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019886897087199,0.14409891340647515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157114760504966,0.0,0.0,0.31167534128553737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132283385161048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311362123623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275333221809533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854343600676124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40392126291767017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099992403123933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556821717707486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398376467943716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067750833555647,0.227393376498966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655691799486124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041373917309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901056586787578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352329555408658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694523507691184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989214699277066 lonely,poindexter226,2020/02/08,"I just wanted to vent But I don't really know what to say now that I'm actually here. I'm lonely, I guess that's why I typed lonely into the search bar and ended up here. I'm Jade, I'm 19, I live in Central Florida and I need someone to make me feel like I exist again.",-0.4620430107526872,1.0618625806451618,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,84.48387096774194,6.068817204301076,16.78494623655914,7.1686216300943375,-0.06404086021505373,208,4,51,3,6,77,43,62,0.09300000000000001,0.86,0.047,-0.3612,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,6,11,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.3261017433278203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597545843871303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896640715662256,0.2387311352170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681259611880445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365110842878896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325859640402265,0.0,0.2950782575509659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306108897723206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778284196932046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407787724715333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657454193621556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831411808277359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710214092748726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015364740073499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,getfuckedrogerstone,2020/02/08,"Craving skin to skin contact Every once in a while, I get this craving. It hits me out of nowhere and makes me realize how long ive been alone. I start craving having a womans body up against mine. Her running her hand up and down my chest. It hurts real bad to not only not have that, but to have no real option over how to find that experience. I feel the lack of intimacy has also hurt me in terms of my professional life. I go home and see my parents whenever I can and don’t always take opportunities far away cause I know ill have no one. No support system (like my family) and no intimacy (which I already dont have). Ive tried every dating app under the sun, and forget about meeting people out there in the world... never happens for me. Life sucks being alone!",3.3679004329004343,4.840384902597407,4.969545454545455,82.29098484848484,73.35064935064935,7.2112554112554115,25.170995670995673,7.793537801064563,1.3493047619047625,601,19,119,8,12,203,102,154,0.215,0.732,0.053,-0.9766,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,0,13,8,5,4,1,25,25,11,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,1,5,20,3,21,22,2,22,0,2,1,0,6,13,1,1,7,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207535753725421,0.1708796407688451,0.12383263044160173,0.12884671139632706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548566360301549,0.0,0.12929238544249172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200224896223842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907250244191415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814817884054193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609337980267565,0.0,0.0,0.15147196313117606,0.14597778654343388,0.0,0.07829626984264959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152911334179027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809021728542557,0.0,0.08800421332886982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693239415815614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553260987198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315379565982196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510092026229471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874875218891435,0.07565136368398287,0.0,0.0,0.13703642699148186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336286074762588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942903812004516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649090528203718,0.10492964000366314,0.11776958623465968,0.0,0.0,0.17194140755574402,0.0,0.0,0.10735274821985616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35250395781815624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339454592780745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096028670602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572072655773033,0.0,0.0,0.1164271214143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513225642833443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaseSensitivo,2020/02/08,"Alone and lonely. Just need to vent. Anyone in the same boat? I’m feeling terribly lonesome. I don’t have many friends, the ones I do have live hours away. My family lives 2 hours away. I work a stressful job with mostly old people, and the city I’m in is a retired old people city.. I’m in a 3 year relationship but I feel lonely in it. Me and him got into a stupid fight and now we’re not talking. I’m embarrassed about Valentine’s Day cause I know he won’t do anything for me and he’ll be too busy at work. We don’t do much couple stuff cause of his inconvenient schedule. I feel like I’m single. I’m home alone now and I have nothing to do. Walmart is literally all I do every weekend to buy groceries. I’m 27, and I feel so bad I’m living like this. I should be happy and I’m not. All I wanna do is cry. If there’s anyone in the same boat, please let me know. Thank you for listening.",-0.9040055799123152,1.2041082227979307,1.7340155440414513,95.8518722598645,93.71502590673576,4.420007971303309,17.26763650856915,6.093298490706669,-0.3660895177361496,689,19,160,7,26,236,108,193,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9181,1,6,0,0,1,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,7,13,2,2,8,0,19,0,0,2,2,32,39,11,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,0,6,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,1,5,19,5,18,32,7,19,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,2,12,93,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636667752733381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800735911162469,0.0,0.10474829683959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391850860970481,0.0,0.10628129802582877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615224706680549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408432548379258,0.1398213839990448,0.08209110627790152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072467750447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999707936144728,0.0,0.2574452984521245,0.09093554362377752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834344313887504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180492863151136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550188977115926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276816057862305,0.0,0.25070875658479946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631504790466436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990980578964132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016199386799313,0.0,0.12437430251194515,0.0,0.3371965085855401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905143134219654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357232509041737,0.09438344694602074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213757313542478,0.0,0.2671375401453403,0.0,0.08625456404725858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764928288452252,0.0,0.0,0.13972549209013754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666113503439933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580953086196036,0.0,0.14571586253586422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231036526461887,0.0,0.11719094005784322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533633896761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197017395910806 lonely,Atiium,2020/02/08,Getting overly attached to someone I'm emotionally deprived so much that a single line of affection shown by someone gets me overly attached to them later overthinking myself if I'm being too clingy.,18.408857142857144,11.241138457142858,16.265714285714285,40.784285714285716,50.14285714285714,17.428571428571427,60.714285714285715,13.023866798666859,8.102142857142857,166,9,20,3,1,54,29,35,0.085,0.8220000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683194133466656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350343845623896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060531981923713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7055164429035508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arjun2793,2020/02/08,"I am So lonely and sad I am 25 years old male Why the fuck i always get rejected. Fyi i am 6'2 not bad looking get alot of looks from the girls and some flirt also but after when i ask them out they always reject me and now i dont have any confidence to try and there was a girl who started flirting with me and after i asked her out she rejected me we chat for a while and than she blocked me and this happens alot and i never have ever done anything inappropriate. I think i am basically so boring that they loose intrest in me",1.1972483766233744,3.185247669642859,3.2362662337662336,89.99509740259741,81.23214285714286,5.858441558441559,20.89610389610389,6.980632752743323,0.4240071428571429,417,12,91,5,11,141,77,112,0.244,0.71,0.046,-0.9753,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,3,0,7,10,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,2,21,19,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,12,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,2,22,2,11,17,3,13,0,5,2,1,14,3,1,3,10,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116991691942107,0.3562014439392967,0.0,0.0,0.14555641585575668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613895290710255,0.0,0.40020217174911576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871676306627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904005636034016,0.2508565192628543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936139295574425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978790815161346,0.2236570144182503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927730476243476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594840187723874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650829709412905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460186954368672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150056638482018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714995720215226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453209831222617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931402976391073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378365190307607 lonely,bansbeyonce,2020/02/08,"lonely with no friends (F16) I have friends, close friends. The two very close friends I have never initiate plans me, in fact, nobody does. I’m always the ones to make plans with people. Although I’m very close with them, I feel like I have nobody to turn to or talk to when I’m extremely upset. I just don’t feel comfortable doing it with anything and there’s only one person I can tell a few things to when I’m sad. Everybody had “someone” or that one person who is their true best friend: someone they’re always talking to and hanging out with. I have tried continually to find that person by trying to get closer with my other friends. I always ask people if they want to hang out, most of them say they’re busy, but at times it feels as if they’re just lying to not hang out with me. no matter how hard I try, I can never compete because they already have those best friends in their life that they absolutely trust and care about. I’m just the background friend that everybody has for laughs, but not somebody they trust or really even care about. The person I thought that was that “someone” stopped being friends with me, so that’s lovely I may leave to a new country in a year, which is good and hopefully start a new life at a new school. I just want to get away from the friends I have right now because I’m tired of feeling lonely and sitting by myself all day. I feel like I’m locked in a prison and have to watch everyone be free and happy until I can leave myself. I really don’t want to have to endure this for an entire year. I just want it all to end",5.230402184707053,5.2666729339622655,5.40906653426018,86.09238828202585,68.0880503144654,8.078384640847403,27.74313141343925,7.475848149327749,1.346670440251572,1235,35,260,11,19,390,152,318,0.08900000000000001,0.637,0.27399999999999997,0.9969,0,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,8,5,14,30,0,1,12,0,22,4,0,2,6,59,49,21,0,7,14,0,6,2,10,1,3,1,0,4,16,21,0,1,7,0,1,3,8,4,0,4,3,8,32,27,45,43,6,36,0,3,1,1,29,15,0,8,19,170,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848287989524165,0.0,0.19188789947488832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325808848547723,0.0,0.07186378701234146,0.0,0.07222261266884164,0.0,0.0,0.0937194077908362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613422473312131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674973295978245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957528304971325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672701230963929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808467994340314,0.0,0.0,0.05077241425695885,0.0,0.0,0.07345330867704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943408384791387,0.1098329775010448,0.0,0.0,0.07025848513940341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939016113619536,0.0,0.08032360233189982,0.0,0.0,0.06447554925245402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183035707224462,0.06886110507235263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763500129229328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279007841069384,0.0,0.0,0.108592187091656,0.07511034423469777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937886522629434,0.0,0.05131183149763265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857494337163768,0.22272678698453446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626885618388475,0.05846367951418738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658501685464557,0.2684823423175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984907588772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564721195047069,0.0,0.06113071644230372,0.0,0.07779731652057405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539704518554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440952200405879,0.0,0.0,0.06426740026846559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357161565694245,0.06718843544974107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106951950401773,0.0,0.0,0.0610267996120718,0.04482396033158294,0.08835163441123729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565706073089848,0.08361331661130535,0.07509156610770644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268528607669275,0.18136147168413003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990045026777996 lonely,carter1092,2020/02/08,I fantasize about death daily. I DO NOT WISH TO DIE.,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,107.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.3073272727272731,40,1,9,1,2,14,10,11,0.409,0.366,0.225,-0.461,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699936172684516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423668586484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mkk1228,2020/02/08,"Valentine's day IS THE WORST!! Wherever I go I see couples kissing and hugging each other and it sucks cuz I was born into a broken middle class family, worked MUCH HARDER than those spoilt rich only to end up in a 9-5 job with meagre salary barely enough to feed myself and pay rent.Ugly and single I’m always left out and I feel miserable and every night think of whether I should ever continue living. I still remember when I was a kid, pure and innocent, those valentine’s day celebrating people used to BULLY ME AND EXPLOIT ME just to show off to other women and today in those couples I see those bullies. My blood boils seeing valentine’s day stuff and I feel like pulling out a weapon and firing at every couple out there. I used to be neglected by my parents and by my classmates as a kid and I still am and I hate how life is so unfair. The loneliness is killing me, it drives me insane to a point where I get thoughts of violence and terrorism. I watch videos of mass shootings and killings just to make myself feel better. I feel like planting a bomb right in the epicenter of the “Romantic” valentine’s day celebrations only then I can die in peace.I’m afraid I may end up being a shooter. I'm going insane",3.8693666739462738,5.5323791950207495,4.926966586590961,82.3306507971173,72.40248962655602,7.397335662808473,26.37715658440707,8.032893268588372,1.7035178423236514,970,33,180,14,19,318,145,241,0.257,0.645,0.098,-0.9926,4,0,0,2,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,16,5,3,12,0,11,6,1,5,2,42,30,23,3,1,3,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,22,2,1,7,2,2,4,0,10,0,0,3,9,26,6,29,23,5,37,0,2,4,2,4,18,1,1,17,121,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890788395596957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512928361033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945762838590353,0.0,0.30664068071308925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336644870809105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105639274216783,0.12282264994366775,0.0,0.0,0.10752311313027857,0.200303209416306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205838173995368,0.0,0.2404133807641077,0.16983896467062432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210374046599546,0.0,0.1351111010166826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173577609493295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795836976136465,0.0,0.2630201541405917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915067220442894,0.0,0.08396014132818236,0.11614601908387595,0.0,0.10496281876617584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934546194769745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738182113327203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154977502728808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808092801532275,0.0,0.0,0.1319890946493679,0.0,0.0,0.08240825899407965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236889243687398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465452479972315,0.1015128130444694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841677516755399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898566330357587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360756764789775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616595767550248,0.0,0.09436809143389867,0.0,0.0,0.11267317660451523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053279587716607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653748213221447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Medium_Cloud,2020/02/08,"to those who have been ghosted here I created a few accounts before, and deleted them without letting the people know, and I didn't mean to ghost the people (should have let them know I was leaving). but I deleted the accounts after I talked to them, because I was going through depression and wanted to be safe online. writing this as an apology.",6.6943846153846165,7.345192246153848,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,65.0,8.346153846153845,37.78846153846154,8.07648339933343,3.2647692307692315,276,14,45,3,4,88,45,65,0.077,0.7979999999999999,0.125,0.0209,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,15,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646663837101192,0.0,0.22985744380698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265924289128745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351890667935988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969085170332185,0.0,0.0,0.2860245721526718,0.0,0.5524445460461644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942465494793218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37454289771670335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711715384350813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932739221539852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603919531392358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boredinhere,2020/02/08,"need help I use to be depressed and now I’m not (I’m doing better than I ever was which is good) but during my getting better phase I’ve isolated myself a lot and now I don’t know what to do how do I deal with my issues without having someone to talk to and having no outlet other than my journal ? sorry if this is the wrong sub.",2.647500000000001,3.2139898611111133,4.939888888888888,85.294,74.0,6.315555555555558,22.73333333333333,5.6839178017228535,0.4297633333333333,258,6,54,1,5,91,51,72,0.244,0.732,0.025,-0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,1,14,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,8,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451783063349613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633189922937144,0.2199863450877544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310351586287575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344244890506246,0.0,0.0,0.2142278218846646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119756282065576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665842106751617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403679876971029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714250782479602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189385074833834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641011659007556,0.0,0.0,0.2859132958681691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052908302130371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205943268599942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462084607063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792533884969867,0.0,0.0 lonely,cutielocks,2020/02/08,"I feel like I’m too old to ever have a strong friendship, I missed out on that possibility. I’ll be 27 this year, everyone I meet seems to have a strong friend group already. People they’ve been best friends with since childhood, high school, or college. Majority of my social interactions are family or my mom’s friends. At work I have people I chat with, but they’re all 15-20 years older than me and at very different stages in life. I’m closer in age to my students but that’s unprofessional and not a dynamic that works. I’ve tried, well I think I have, to make friends but never seems to work. I go to dance class, aerials, do drag, do performances...it’s all fun but I seem to be the only one who doesn’t make strong bonds through it. I don’t know. I feel like I’m wasting life. I just want friends to talk to, have fun with, to build connections that stick. I hate this feeling of a void in my life, I don’t even know what purpose there is to my everyday living.",2.3635441915459623,4.068257798994974,3.502932308601832,90.79775051729237,76.53768844221105,6.89340821755838,23.766183860478865,7.724431198458867,0.9225752882057344,758,24,170,11,17,245,116,199,0.094,0.679,0.22699999999999998,0.9749,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,6,17,1,0,5,0,15,3,0,2,4,30,33,8,0,1,8,1,3,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,2,1,1,1,3,20,15,25,30,4,21,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,5,11,94,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372458354161412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051906779507233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299406031219456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214548003561246,0.11250015234504754,0.0,0.1188412524750697,0.0,0.0,0.11724534986268233,0.0,0.1886562421861304,0.17770048544278866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804413348589664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068256770740564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279002719793215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314041620887315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367014448711378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353948696279994,0.1215221961195925,0.0,0.10982134685268112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603642318630865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456611160739722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592212411017788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050581948521772,0.0,0.08427660567064656,0.09458929792141788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244555931134758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402089454913451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258694904426203,0.0,0.3396664391193765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288048484843032,0.0,0.0,0.12677996633219465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999642210782253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969153415060046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443934161945779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261860987004136,0.07335688764010312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118239310585682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716294099009707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018092732394054 lonely,stinkymyers,2020/02/08,I’ve always wanted a surprise party. Today is my birthday and I’ve always wanted a surprise party but I don’t know anyone to really make it a party.,0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,4.561532258064517,76.16229838709678,89.32258064516128,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,0.4014451612903225,119,3,18,1,4,45,21,31,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426142238146959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700045358121235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221753053539627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577576245865115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473770991110928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660243401864664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555216678922479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lifeintexas,2020/02/08,"Married & Lonely? Title says it all. This ain't a throwaway cause IDC. I've been in a relationship for 10 years and he makes no effort. I've been isolated the entire time. I've made a few friends here or there but they never last. They always find someone better I guess. I don't really know what's wrong with me. I'm a nice person. I'm generous, maybe to a fault. I'm a giver with no expectations of return. I try to be a good listener. I can't seem to make a connection with anyone. I live in a city with 3 million people and don't have a single friend. I feel like I missed the boat I guess... I didn't make friends in high school and didn't go to college so I guess I'm screwed. Lonely In Texas",-0.6553311258278178,1.5023297417218586,1.8895993377483469,94.96247847682119,92.64238410596028,4.87430463576159,16.821523178807947,6.508806274219699,-0.2200572185430465,545,14,125,7,20,186,94,151,0.192,0.626,0.18100000000000002,0.0816,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,3,14,1,0,12,0,10,1,0,5,2,24,27,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,5,3,13,8,14,21,3,11,0,3,0,1,11,5,1,5,6,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297183200417816,0.1689137189586876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900641003959287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787772533077236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014857933110993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882592019198434,0.11137244218325627,0.0,0.0,0.14248651456247632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613355899779155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859953495052866,0.13075853072059926,0.0,0.0,0.5152124873610235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164713139735099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567660199318962,0.12707639931429626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616312205105957,0.0,0.13765940562695206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751297339348576,0.31218623678299456,0.0,0.15661891986675608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023693908248075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807895676990537,0.13612275123243794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987124630703333,0.0,0.0,0.16737442537636152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397509996534035,0.0,0.15777551211552465,0.0,0.14192225664870098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209054094582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090446319560634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584344402967892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044827537981225,0.0,0.10039219095430957 lonely,hawk-mama-approves,2020/02/08,I feel lonely. I've been very depressed recently and I've just moved away from my parents. I haven't made new friends because I'm sort of an introvert. If any of you guys feel like talking please dm me. Let's talk and cure our loneliness,0.9165986394557812,3.3756860000000017,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,86.95918367346941,5.715646258503401,24.493197278911573,7.1686216300943375,1.0565891156462586,190,8,41,3,6,60,41,49,0.21899999999999997,0.6890000000000001,0.092,-0.7682,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,4,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674699230224546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313758400539993,0.0,0.0,0.1501220040764543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210930259595084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490398676995439,0.1759331080381963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902651803367664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384292889072856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518245695477089,0.0,0.12031355798310665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330236760218354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617427195279008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378460869652601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273450226146219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703270813147325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315883381017125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958799789001535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319596687661348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blakada,2020/02/08,"Life went downhill and need to start all over... someday 😞 A few years ago my life went rushing down hill, very shortly explained (there is so much more) my 8 years relationship ended, relative died and got dropped from school because havent attended enough, all in 2 weeks 🤦‍♂️ And the school wasnt the easiest to get in, just ~10 people gets in annualy. Well then my health went down really badly, it got even to life threatening level... So I lost relationship, relative, school, most people around me and health I used to go gym multiple times a week and was in good shape, now im in awful shape and cant even walk around a block. I dont look like I would be in such a bad shape and maybe thats partly why people have often hard time to undestand. Everythings just left me so exhausted and tired and being mostly at home or at parents havent done good to mental health either, im so isolated and people have mostly vanished around me Now Im trying to fix myself but it is so hard and takes a lot of time Im at my late 20s and Im in so much different situation than I though. I always imagined to have graduated, having career, bought house, have gf/fiance, starting family around 30s, but now it all seems so far far away. After I get better, if I ever will, I have to start everything allover and that sucks, feels like Ive had missed most of my 20s. Makes me frustrated Not exactly sure what im looking from all of this honestly, everyones welcome to message me, but dont get offended if I dont reply or if it takes a long time, I dont always feel so good. Im relative new to talking with people online, didnt used to do it at all before all this, but I did just talk with someone for half a year for hours a day but she suddenly stopped aswering and I have no clue why 🤷‍♂️ Hope the best for all of you ✌️ I just wish I was healthy",2.4929284932199143,3.9574709686684137,4.140136444032681,87.38517813526494,75.60574412532638,7.657340183609872,23.84308936241893,8.360895534625662,1.3305201549734686,1443,44,312,26,31,484,198,383,0.124,0.7709999999999999,0.105,0.4478,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,3,27,20,3,0,11,1,29,8,0,3,10,66,60,34,1,7,16,1,4,2,0,2,8,0,1,0,10,20,0,2,5,1,1,7,11,8,1,1,14,6,29,12,44,42,20,62,0,2,2,0,10,27,1,13,29,193,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570263634637869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705861807623626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290761836003117,0.0,0.0,0.060441954344234126,0.0,0.1074289282454114,0.03921613991476525,0.0,0.0547417236820686,0.0,0.06751237864866431,0.05689635331637397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148876486139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676637385923964,0.06721316163227921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583388735862412,0.3015861136404909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697898434594208,0.06647206797632015,0.0,0.08498124980708671,0.05819190261974903,0.0,0.06147190423376081,0.11563475894227797,0.0,0.06064640660131481,0.0,0.06505630108086022,0.045958734849767084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444308715803688,0.0,0.03656131135118623,0.16187568104625652,0.10290422281374448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152575243424353,0.0,0.0,0.20514546061578268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453015874408306,0.06389610988499296,0.06335398024377563,0.07423039564227246,0.0,0.0,0.4864265736017461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256920525211376,0.0,0.06989681679965126,0.0,0.13631860794962722,0.06285865090244631,0.0,0.0,0.056931722745666075,0.10804521689929553,0.0,0.07022588758828567,0.05469269588639915,0.0,0.0,0.04294205460164628,0.0,0.0646300581141006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648314420000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458272325063062,0.047701301818192536,0.0,0.062132166979723985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143298142231677,0.06966519775548233,0.0,0.22299825790182248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041212673783234836,0.0,0.0,0.13813680809561685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953220056494483,0.0,0.058565361724453986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231177088195534,0.0,0.0,0.05450822509129002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660338736041194,0.0,0.0,0.05378436377897818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063207108308946,0.0,0.09673919178947164,0.10341511717426982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320578249655866,0.0,0.15004983418763104,0.07394007577389015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367714925153626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112424328223472,0.0,0.05308056947528519,0.0,0.0,0.10320636785422237,0.0,0.057842119953397476,0.17890899662944948,0.11609909904576125,0.0,0.07397853046317995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569954855200422,0.0,0.0,0.12428293735710015 lonely,ForeverLostInMyself,2020/02/08,"The void of loneliness after the breakup of a long term relationship I know this is very common, but I honestly need to vent. She meant the world to me. I felt complete with her, and she was my one right person at the right time. We had it all, we dreamt it all and we planned it all. Then she just...left. And now I'm here, suffering for it, but above all, terrified of being alone. I have friends and family, but it is simply not enough. I feel terribly lonely and I simply can't see anyone else falling for me again. So I feel like I'll be lonely for the rest of my life, and that truly scares me. I want to feel loved and seen as I once did. I can't bear this loneliness anymore, it's killing me and crippling me to move forward.",1.9237196356275312,3.524730046052632,3.2542105263157914,92.55678137651823,77.48684210526315,6.7821862348178135,22.21862348178138,7.61054688173877,0.6884406882591096,565,16,129,8,13,184,93,152,0.196,0.655,0.149,-0.8225,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,1,6,0,10,2,0,0,4,28,22,14,1,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,6,6,24,4,15,14,7,15,0,3,2,1,11,5,0,0,10,88,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631987735668469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798577138558326,0.1325399564399165,0.1942195829374625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874285132665234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834731792230855,0.0,0.0,0.1958590549430881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786938219954166,0.0,0.2875312752191511,0.1354167945739555,0.18200073154356955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644827870969404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971245468400487,0.0,0.10417344348807464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595003132423573,0.0,0.13388698209139815,0.09260608504865853,0.0,0.0,0.16774855593811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710791012659904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146497993909693,0.0,0.14055124472725047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018678980404211,0.12844610715671326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551048247782754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350912428435636,0.0,0.3237546761386939,0.0,0.0,0.18977575182020934,0.0,0.1510493037834097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110529954961029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640118458438582,0.11180334774428953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EagleTheMedik,2020/02/08,"Does anyone, male or female, having dating advice for not only me but other people who stumble upon this? I'm 18 M and so far I've always been told I'm seen as just a friend, been used for money and entertainment, cheated on, and reverse raped once by my first girlfriend. So far my choice in women has been pretty bad that or I'm the issue which I'm still trying to find what's wrong with me. I really only have one friend I could talk to about stuff like that but since hes a guy it feels a little weird. Anyways I digress, could someone please give me some advice for dating? I'm heading off to college after summer is over with and with how my dating life has gone I just dont have any confidence anymore and I'm completely clueless.",2.625043301069791,4.431501927152323,4.022119205298015,86.91425878757003,76.0860927152318,5.705756495160469,20.88690779419256,6.297961479604792,0.3134499235863473,585,14,114,4,13,193,104,151,0.16899999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.133,-0.7999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,4,0,13,3,1,2,0,22,25,13,0,2,7,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,5,0,2,6,2,11,4,18,17,1,16,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,3,8,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013152464102124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629667856121133,0.0,0.0,0.11139121618942667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624479178981902,0.11453441291478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676812165475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174364930494004,0.0,0.0,0.2615656982544432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433445418319677,0.0,0.19197513627586715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282339073800904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971238193937422,0.13933019669186614,0.0,0.0,0.2531065812142433,0.0,0.0,0.15713414159879865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219008116871367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810846984108285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096709800534382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569844522864725,0.08002555507246761,0.16417298884209294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444415864798518,0.11099671276150697,0.2491581393946209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355992604093335,0.0,0.0,0.1798057932620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666458797044477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493598090873277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549899802695958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878920105094808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308127696731847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751450334647665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165812558718382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652016666100074,0.0,0.1112110445469702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414726393741721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790921574783912,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThierrytheMGR2,2020/02/08,"I’m boring (?) Basically, My ex-Best Friend said we can’t be best friends Cus I’m boring (Yeah Ik kinda stupid) and Me being the stupid and emotional guy I am, took it to heart; I started apologising to people because I believed I was being boring, I stopped talking much Cus I thought if I’m boring I may as well keep everything to myself yet When I was speaking to my ex-best friend (Yeah We stayed friends) yesterday, I told them I was probably being boring as usual, and they told me I’m not boring, I’m interesting - I’m sorry this may just be my brain being stupid, again, but how can you one week say I’m boring and don’t want to be best friends yet the next tell me I’m Interesting, not boring?",0.7294607843137229,3.082352861111115,2.9551960784313733,88.96235294117649,86.36111111111109,5.610457516339871,20.97058823529412,7.048011613610866,0.6487823529411765,548,18,114,8,17,186,75,144,0.161,0.653,0.185,0.8263,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,2,2,7,21,3,0,2,2,16,2,2,1,0,19,32,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,11,1,1,8,3,22,10,7,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,4,10,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901557531464183,0.0,0.0,0.1460381408825642,0.5441157086218626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469956877245335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580584045960107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649472671268535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007231544483375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834487143467455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360115299765528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521283342010198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528612847564176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378530844247858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783434058602052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986267225980166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975303736881908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123298968058645,0.10307958283016727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450997608786066,0.09174619825469578,0.13815841907589185,0.0,0.1083687088062396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418420830704216,0.11329420461982626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290435662421486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477162662757831,0.1440133664999508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275888781622842,0.0,0.07645364691705228,0.0,0.10397390653262048,0.0,0.11654457566374132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mr-darkness,2020/02/08,"Lovely. Don't know what to do I spend a lot of time alone. Most of the time I am okay with it, but I've come to realise that it's becoming too much. I crave affection and love. I don't know what to do. I don't have great social skills. I work, but other than that I am alone nearly all the time. I use things like tinder but they aren't effective.",-1.2479220779220768,0.7452663506493522,1.0519610389610392,101.23508441558442,93.28571428571428,4.638441558441558,12.894805194805196,6.2581,-1.04768987012987,267,4,68,3,10,89,48,77,0.14300000000000002,0.644,0.213,0.7736,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,3,1,9,2,0,3,1,14,15,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,8,15,4,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47208044035965996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517024980231908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963194557002872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512653993465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250500589842376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134257518490208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937561661400337,0.4113852277691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753595286462442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323198293649973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140955278450527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986786553161979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968362227773496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591711341668944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noahhayyyy,2020/02/08,"Alone I was so happy in what I thought was a good relationship , I was so happy and felt loved . I got cheated on and I know some people think oh since I'm 17 it doesn't mean anything, but this girl was so beautiful and nice and funny and caring and I out my all into it . It's been 2 years since it had happened. I find it hard to do relationships or even speak to people . I've left school and got a good job that takes it off my mind but when I'm home it hits hard . All my friends don't talk to me and I struggle to talk to my parents about my feelings and I'm struggling to be honest and I don't know what to do",0.20390230207748414,1.8209072116788327,2.3010218978102195,97.33554183043236,82.72262773722629,5.0912970241437385,19.29758562605278,5.8734145424116955,-0.3935531723750701,476,12,119,3,13,160,76,137,0.087,0.647,0.266,0.9856,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,2,2,0,12,1,0,0,2,27,29,17,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,10,5,15,9,13,17,3,8,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,2,74,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005858978544998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922914208574145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772131620175796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569608469703986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732589049048201,0.0,0.13911364189438954,0.0,0.13242352255613984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193885446330204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430476357072321,0.2317577405468083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812254354111424,0.308468482177849,0.2595794680940322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453328481448677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437773715524497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925152596253364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741947113503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076561081532576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782373803897815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146293936998871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087917407357424,0.0,0.0,0.2008919400353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111074905889305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663274732764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397030143949419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293339618285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893652319804382,0.2329083611862331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928373392961699,0.0,0.11502359834436415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330207566744247 lonely,redemptory,2020/02/08,"I've been feeling lonely lately, what do i do? the only form of communication I have with people is through my school, sport and work. I have plenty of friends with all these things but I always feel like something is missing. I have many good friends but not enough to the point where I would hang out with them by themselves, they are just friends, not best friends. I have some best friends but there is only so much you can talk about. My best friend goes to school with me and works at my work (we are casuals) and all we do is be negative to each other. I don't try to be negative but I retaliate. I don't have a girlfriend so I feel like I'm missing out on something that most of my other friends have. not many people hit me up on social media either. I could go a days without a personal message. the only notifications I get are from group chats that are just talking rubbish and nothing important. my snapchat best friends list is very dry. I don't know how people have so many people they talk to when I have essentially nobody. I don't really know what to do, I want to talk to more people but don't know what to talk about, I'm fine irl but in text I find it weird to randomly snap people without a purpose. I don't even care if it's a girl I'm snapping or not but I just want to talk with people. it sounds sad... but this is my life in a nutshell. so really I just want to talk/message more people to make it seem like my life has more meaning than it actually does.",2.5988852459016414,4.155999314754098,3.7535737704918053,89.8808524590164,75.52459016393442,6.584918032786884,24.65901639344262,7.24861992348623,0.8930367213114763,1161,38,253,13,25,377,140,305,0.129,0.7120000000000001,0.158,0.7658,0,2,2,0,1,0,29.0,2,1,3,7,15,24,0,0,9,0,35,2,0,2,2,56,56,20,0,6,21,0,3,3,9,1,2,1,0,2,15,14,0,0,9,3,0,2,14,5,0,0,1,4,36,19,37,50,16,15,0,4,0,0,27,10,0,6,6,181,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.07238557440422258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172079910254711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113746868312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562789631756901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592239080383371,0.0,0.0,0.0478377129657989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491236442628473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664416423861886,0.0,0.048992885776757686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251761777386156,0.10598342820564936,0.0,0.0,0.06779598700707909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584687056373416,0.0,0.03875416534565428,0.0,0.042156220459063344,0.062215737938564636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229641127885325,0.0,0.0836743350303235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478612640919696,0.108716689060314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049513396917405764,0.2256100183182225,0.0,0.08079996579884907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545282702618761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117436261867707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924373684682348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113972228970956,0.06476806806777323,0.0,0.0,0.07012077862831917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503874437245204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014117795307888,0.0,0.06752750951425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561361144400895,0.0,0.11420940382756732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173418871065546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927957774612443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036098172697072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120338976353894,0.13125368366702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430070187410937,0.0,0.16200414979761493,0.0,0.0,0.052692865010583206,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RandomDudeWhoWorks,2020/02/08,"Want to connect with people Hey dudes, what’s up? Sometimes I get really lonely, although having some really good friends. I know how it feels days, weeks, months, years or even longer being alone or feeling lonely, the road can be rough. So if you want I’m here for you, I have not much time but I want to build new relationships. Like cool online friends, chatting about stuff...talking about our hobbies or whatever. So I start this conversation. I love coffee, I honestly love to drink coffee alone or with a friend, family whatever. I love programming, especially web development and I’m self taught. I like dogs and cats. I love to travel and see nature, but currently no money. If you want to talk just leave a comment and we can talk. I have already made some really good connections through the internet, so it’s possible. Even if you are strange or crazy...doesn’t matter let’s have a nice conversation!",3.724926470588233,6.439605589285716,4.348641456582637,81.48655462184874,76.44047619047619,8.000560224089638,25.95378151260505,8.841846274778883,2.308936554621849,721,27,129,17,17,229,106,168,0.07,0.598,0.332,0.9952,1,6,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,4,0,0,10,16,0,0,5,1,10,5,0,2,0,31,28,19,0,7,12,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,3,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,17,14,12,23,3,11,0,2,1,4,22,2,0,10,10,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232517651986004,0.13975224399688754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167340736327759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240606342717651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729127167130384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938650591348278,0.0,0.12806767802020194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935291455007782,0.0,0.06616505131761538,0.0,0.0,0.2124420668979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959895584602745,0.0,0.0,0.1340952544376184,0.0,0.12949969893704294,0.0,0.12374145671997255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571962456651549,0.11983142051718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108418144696904,0.0,0.09309620702597332,0.0,0.0,0.12231132454897173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779739584806695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276946693093098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338971085350006,0.0,0.0,0.13596577094000034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091702330832704,0.0,0.1321148926830339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252518606105391,0.0,0.08963763354860793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449744258518625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305369357971206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384578254703368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987861782253034,0.0,0.10158431749417177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155309037665097 lonely,Suh-Niff,2020/02/08,"The worst part of being lonely is not being able to talk to someone about it Who would even take the time to listen to my problems? It's not like anybody cares about me. A few days ago I fought with a girl I was angry at over text and we agreed to never see each other again. The thing is, we were kinda close and she moved on like I didn't matter at all. I always thought it was my low self-esteem making me think I'm more of a burden. Seems like reality now :/",0.5521212121212109,2.473073353535355,2.335646464646466,95.9501363636364,83.14141414141416,4.364040404040405,14.950505050505052,4.935628992294339,-1.0776997979797982,358,5,82,1,10,118,72,99,0.29600000000000004,0.685,0.019,-0.9785,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,2,19,19,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,2,11,4,14,10,6,13,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,2,9,60,17,0,0.2384711994874925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139032981683456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842714150308244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431372811498064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537941954393246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750797818604173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951494727208243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918137741711294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253457145224622,0.0,0.0,0.18392369032787573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582410701962106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281847316705613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003067102125226,0.2170952236615305,0.24877746970154715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205587345746012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793006639076371,0.19167411701955814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842966858539664,0.1528027155865824,0.0,0.1893194949015981,0.13905447415574307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694030980429469,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aerobic_respiration,2020/02/08,"Stop Fantasizing!! This is possibly the worst thing you can do. It's a small tip, but it is incredibly important. If you have the chance to go into a social situation or something similar, do NOT spend your time beforehand daydreaming or fantasising about how it will go, what will happen etc. The moment things start going differently to what you expect, it'll be devastating and you'll be lost. These are chaotic situations which cannot be modelled or simulated in your imagination. If you're a consummate professional at putting on a facade and manipulating your environment then go for it, but for everyone else, keep your mind occupied with other shit while you're waiting to go. I know it's fun to daydream about being a TV show character turning up to a party and meeting a shy qt3.14 girl who you instantly hit it off with and then share fun experiences, but remember that TV is scripted.",9.612926829268293,8.713305048780487,9.961097560975613,60.15920731707318,59.487804878048784,14.053658536585367,40.62195121951221,13.023866798666859,5.561563414634147,724,33,122,24,8,244,108,164,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.111,-0.8479,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,9,0,1,3,6,1,0,10,0,17,1,1,2,0,26,30,16,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,3,3,3,1,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,17,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,14,7,1,5,7,88,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227275074375476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573829026963706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945681439458707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670325879690798,0.0,0.17065459100886096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957459691629146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427371005079835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550673686077105,0.0,0.0,0.0958782235446613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904428447238999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761540771434275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966765549764672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537969974673892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762828486096964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907987992168484,0.0,0.3921989404966843,0.0,0.17783920227677424,0.0,0.13430722909089285,0.0,0.0,0.12348313222400742,0.0,0.0,0.14585571776300751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180590445403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172857280414307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897615316310151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZA_WOLRD_17,2020/02/08,"I’m not a good person and I can’t be happy I can’t feel happy, I just can’t. I have plenty of friends, a loving family, no traumatizing experiences that would have messed me up. I just dont understand what’s wrong with me. I can’t be the only one who feels like this. I always feel lonely too, like no one understands me. I’m not a good person either, my actions always effect others in a negative way. I always try to be better, I always try to stay away from drama and negativity , but then I always somehow end up being a part of it. I’m like a giant mass of toxicity that makes everything worse. I have so many friends and I treat them like sh*t, I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if I deserve to be happy. Is there still hope for me, can I still be a good person. Someone please tell me I can still be a good person.",1.3460405027932971,3.0044821620111715,4.0669797486033525,85.83052548882685,79.33519553072625,6.70963687150838,19.567388268156424,7.645422480735847,0.5693488826815645,653,15,142,10,16,232,91,179,0.145,0.61,0.245,0.9671,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,21,0,0,9,0,21,1,0,2,0,24,34,7,0,3,7,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,13,4,0,2,0,3,25,17,14,26,2,14,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,3,9,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124751631518381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314824131804407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768404837882074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619501882567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781139262448713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910345924094595,0.09698101259764412,0.09346332656615018,0.0,0.15038924778540147,0.07082787727340406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319548426745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262623984092143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31661914043420925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847150588404756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054486475578859384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374531636885475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948055244280839,0.0,0.06617881417178811,0.1005155803420327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343639116930023,0.0754028236654715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736235653531556,0.0,0.0,0.3462718543082716,0.0,0.1088293929013095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400365871204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567339321104012,0.23752751314064516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665547212686685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462336493606242,0.0,0.0,0.3096345079712962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869520785171205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103532719572496,0.0704284403578992,0.21679491431462386,0.0,0.0 lonely,SAD_PIXIE_GRRRL,2020/02/08,"All I Ever Wanted... xxx I’m Hurting Soo Badly, All I Ever Wanted In Life Was Somebody 2 Love & Love Me Back But It’s Just Not Happening & I’m Dying... How Can I Be This Unlucky?",-2.3233571428571413,-0.6930920499999971,1.6835714285714296,93.17000000000002,107.0,3.2857142857142865,15.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.5913214285714283,138,4,30,1,7,51,30,40,0.134,0.6709999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,10,10,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,8,2,4,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193326611327125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428007102067173,0.200102098158567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872428151108916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433563733725442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192631942822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565558695025232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927556921764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325963853345294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28270971582485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meganwayne,2020/02/08,ya gonna turn 21 in a few months with no one to go out with. because i haven’t made a real connection in so long. i forgot how to talk. didn’t used to be like this but college is hard. hopeless,-1.813560606060605,0.07588052272727097,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,96.04545454545452,3.8424242424242414,16.424242424242426,5.46131890053228,-0.8540939393939389,149,4,38,1,6,51,37,44,0.172,0.787,0.042,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,3,1,8,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056495429877944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631026588793365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094286612413091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875486704357054,0.0,0.0,0.3056860166285369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268449551678157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571111658875586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340656742384269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931638217549413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776356809840472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37571799920721205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29833215685004616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToastedTerpster,2020/02/08,"Where everything changed for me. From the time I was in 1st grade up until 8th grade I spent every moment with my best friend “F”. Everyday after school, all day everyday over summer. I went on almost all of his family vacations to his lake house, point is this kid was more than a friend to me. I felt closer to him than my own brother. I had no friends beside him, he was 1/2 of me. One day In 7th grade I walk home from school with him, we hang out for about 10-15 minutes. Out of no where he kindly asked me if I could go home, he didn’t want to hang out that day. Well, turns out my sister, who is 2 years older than me was coming over to hang out with F. I felt like my life was over. The friendship built between me and F up until that point was one I will never have again in my life. I felt so worthless, the kid I spent every second with suddenly didn’t want to hang out with me? And so he can hang out with my sister? I felt like my own mother had disowned me. (I know this is drastic, but bare in mind I’m 12 years old at this point. I barely understood why I got erections at that point in my life LOL) Once they began dating, I went quite. I went to school went home, and didn’t talk to anyone. Something changed me when that happened. I have never been the same since. I had 2 really cute “girlfriends” in middle school and had no problem talking to girls or being social. Once F started dating my sister all of that went out the window. Before that, i was always texting or talking to girls that were friends. When I turned 15 I started working and I was seen and heard from even less. F and my sister did not last long, but our friendship never fully recovered. I still talk and see him frequently, but we are not the same. Sometimes I feel awkward around him. That’s the same kid I would have died for, the same kid I basically grew up with. Im 19, and a virgin still. Hell I’ve never even made out with a girl. I just lost all confidence, like I was worthless and that any girl I would try to talk to would see me that way. Everyday that goes by, I feel like my chances of finding a girl that would actually like me get slimmer and slimmer. I just want to know what it is like to have someone actually care about me. I’ve only experience middle school “relationships”. I’m sorry for ranting but if you read this whole thing, even if you don’t respond. Please know that I appreciate you for listening. Thank you for you time.",2.421161790017216,4.078015046184742,3.4644061962134285,91.34337349397593,76.24899598393574,6.268961560527828,21.89730349971314,6.971451493551832,0.4426749282845668,1895,50,412,19,42,609,213,498,0.068,0.799,0.133,0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,3,5,1,4,18,22,1,1,12,1,37,4,0,1,8,80,79,26,1,12,13,6,6,6,5,5,3,2,4,9,21,32,0,0,11,1,2,14,13,6,1,3,37,11,72,16,71,35,14,84,1,3,3,1,52,34,1,6,41,274,93,10,0.0,0.0,0.12847358068832074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659153431835062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054772598883916286,0.0,0.0,0.044764013825876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602714844712171,0.0,0.0,0.0585991961397422,0.0615385293873825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056013173480662835,0.0,0.06908044400104525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711410885258079,0.0,0.13927059775063272,0.056703367342660085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255679457312658,0.0,0.0,0.12735719086103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831711225193672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043257960857155,0.0,0.11092267780599152,0.0,0.05916026549187835,0.06439056914090371,0.062055000563509786,0.0,0.06656732074452569,0.04702618797761815,0.2528135639470533,0.0,0.06016387435471001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342836515272927,0.0,0.03439142694882725,0.0,0.03741049674081316,0.0,0.0526471555575727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058209813957679414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808687414337087,0.0,0.0,0.07595449593069385,0.0,0.0,0.0711034974006854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854776665372632,0.1085289299120991,0.05365706744438599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948479006747266,0.1929558815981788,0.0,0.0,0.05825403820359733,0.0,0.0,0.07185697781753758,0.0,0.0,0.062286259329081585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664656087873253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307662428170145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907343200546115,0.14020532312498388,0.08921095495058498,0.05006372485297041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225730439882594,0.2489078130602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298669972540813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001417342189138,0.06584392605782292,0.0,0.04216989329070878,0.0,0.0,0.07067261017266191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330977010812596,0.10490977837653136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054452040551891664,0.0,0.0,0.06710143209432443,0.05577425157259997,0.050676157434588386,0.06510370850789657,0.07368694376662878,0.09318412257414692,0.0,0.10513763706994032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454267920243163,0.0,0.06060384044367121,0.0,0.0,0.04373194424415433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676747120633297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469160950020445,0.14319981607920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647784008087515,0.052249704210208935,0.0,0.0,0.059185580604949835,0.3051073292119493,0.05939782800380704,0.07349250390610748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047922193941201806,0.0,0.0,0.18704392692478386,0.0,0.0,0.08477971661129763 lonely,0_Crysis,2020/02/08,"Ramblings Probably gonna delete this in the morning or forget about it, but fuck, I __crave__ some intimacy. Listening to Frank Ocean and Drake in a late night car ride home, when the sky was almost clear with the stars shining and the moon beaming made me aware of that. A lot. Ex’s. Do I miss the one I had? No, time has passed and it was a shitshow to say the least... but on occasion I still think about her smile, her social awkwardness that I fell in love with; I was so infatuated, going so far as to prove myself for a bit. Nevertheless tho, things have came to end and I had to move on. In the process of sitting down and just deleting all the memories aside from one or two. Can’t keep putting it off haha. I still just can’t help wonder what it would be like to fall in love with someone else. Just intoxicated by the presence of my other, even when the times get hard, nothing breaking the bond we share. Just can’t help wondering haha. Don’t know if what I’m saying makes sense but fuck it. Don’t even care at this point; either someone relates or doesn’t, the world still turns. I do hope that y’all are doing well no matter what though. Be happy, and be well. You deserve it.",2.703500000000002,4.3710156833333365,3.5450000000000017,91.02,75.5,6.466666666666668,22.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5904833333333332,924,26,202,10,20,294,150,240,0.08,0.6990000000000001,0.22,0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,0,0,19,15,2,1,16,2,21,5,0,2,3,40,42,20,0,3,12,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,16,11,0,1,5,0,0,9,8,4,2,3,7,5,17,11,28,30,6,35,0,1,1,4,15,14,2,10,11,138,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130137698293002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188432982185387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864136691937732,0.13250444019908186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085661810998086,0.0,0.11510733998314315,0.0,0.0,0.1716767282889169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402946785984061,0.06789953488783808,0.0,0.0738601318405259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834646414269464,0.1164200028518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742209467052575,0.0,0.1303620099056814,0.12908112225162816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551577826107427,0.0,0.0,0.0714234574978149,0.0,0.14660226532901433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349263841191029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048864440558873,0.2345907077447167,0.12297274098689648,0.0867503297109651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812853785164025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196009104061985,0.0,0.12470159206482355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613059083176988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285565209237112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012050912022295,0.0,0.0,0.13064723216326454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067012481159254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324794122759668,0.2202319633978402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136233458170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634066502495626,0.0832741001048894,0.12768654229706566,0.0,0.15156322525324167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136082405463746,0.12695352959008702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337020444730213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281875468616594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923209413546933,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starrycat--,2020/02/08,Does anyone want to watch anime together And maybe voice chat? I'm a girl,-0.4039999999999999,1.4091539333333358,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,109.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5003333333333333,59,1,12,1,3,19,15,15,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326500608052296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414793961168626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216256931953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649595676585508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FireDash693,2020/02/08,"The beginning Being lonely is such a norm for me now, I think I'm becoming a recluse without even realizing it.",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,75.81818181818181,9.854545454545457,33.72727272727273,10.125756701596842,4.172381818181817,89,5,16,3,2,32,20,22,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380854043269415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816019670213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702023066105863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569355507871333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dont_stop-me_now,2020/02/08,"If I don’t get ridiculously high, I dream of my ex WITHOUT FAIL It’s been a year. I haven’t had any physical contact beyond a hug. If I don’t blitz my mind with substances before bed, I can lucid dream to where we last were happy and not afraid of the future. She’s gone, the clothes and knickknacks and the kitchen stuff is all sorted through and there’s nothing left to say (unless she had an overdue apology) but at night, I get to see the life I never will have in my dreams. I just want to love again, is that too fucking much to ask?",2.3956538839724715,3.749034504424781,3.299587020648968,93.76898721730579,75.63716814159292,6.084169124877089,24.059980334316613,6.42735559955562,0.48101455260570297,421,13,95,3,9,134,80,113,0.015,0.799,0.185,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,1,7,0,12,5,0,0,2,18,20,8,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,2,14,3,14,14,2,13,0,1,1,3,9,6,1,3,6,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619094956696839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258219059894807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259721803298586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201105468522054,0.24878459801683805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534514376692446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515553609151365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940752847326845,0.0,0.0,0.2586856912875985,0.0,0.1681701444473047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148856948032223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404032229994896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502368683029262,0.0,0.18362983460134666,0.0,0.0,0.22343151741583064,0.0,0.2284539614678843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893388776780491,0.0,0.0,0.18972705814356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725563083533432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043176450877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951044973981724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533222781691119 lonely,arainlorac,2020/02/08,"I feel very disconnected from everything i just want to be left alone all the time, when im at home and school or work but i also crave affection and attention all the time and wish i had someone or a few people that i actually felt cared about me to talk to and spend my time with. I have 1 friend that i love and trust but she is always busy with practice and her boyfriend that we hardly ever hang out anymore and i feel like i can’t really talk to her about anything because i dont even know why. im going to be a senior next year and i can’t be excited to graduate like everyone else because im stressed out about applying to colleges and SAT, ACT etc. the only thing im looking forward to after graduating right now is moving out and getting away from my dysfunctional, toxic family.",7.033680124223603,5.70061239130435,7.796638198757764,75.00936723602487,64.83850931677019,11.279813664596276,34.410714285714285,10.411451182825502,3.3257385093167686,629,23,127,13,8,212,101,161,0.027000000000000003,0.754,0.21899999999999997,0.9878,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,1,3,32,22,16,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,16,0,0,5,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,3,5,18,7,21,16,4,22,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,13,82,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.124541368006377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132178652195718,0.0,0.10205984560334558,0.10619232931347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656744812739515,0.0,0.0,0.10502262700107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990574949327527,0.0,0.0,0.15559525497578974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011987187166738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957288106070654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066124090111904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233307186825828,0.08429360500953127,0.11544205963827045,0.0,0.12194898113235934,0.1146990744167651,0.0,0.12031134526506708,0.0,0.12905976692834822,0.09117369892672456,0.1225378281505156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860099933263894,0.0,0.0666776054181807,0.0,0.07253093463942868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432489229509413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801599705168096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514177647342089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013811102695074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866246213390104,0.0,0.0,0.12470003212781575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717094485140014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518449037694145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356427574809733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572821393036796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970628318643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847752704066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175838442378294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898910826111677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916100929133853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081343191832574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619139818920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515662122858894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478686641355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232535085704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530211234096368,0.07527518871132878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151596572084039,0.0,0.14675983326215675,0.0,0.0,0.09291086244079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218484944059655 lonely,unc1edr3w883,2020/02/08,It’s nice to see other people who have the same problems. Just joined today and already am encouraged. Just to know there are others out there who feel the same way I do helps a lot. Looking forward to keeping in touch with you guys.,3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,74.8695652173913,5.469565217391305,24.54347826086957,5.985473137389443,0.6010608695652175,185,6,36,1,4,57,39,46,0.054000000000000006,0.7859999999999999,0.159,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,6,9,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681916169513623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870371487743252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036644558524936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363889312455112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965638894435895,0.0,0.0,0.18336558582662926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801823829945925,0.0,0.0,0.2836577186037335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313112420730685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31925846234151073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658762458986975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162616556500848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648362320406045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JoshG35,2020/02/08,Alone Feeling alone really sucks. It’s been months since I few I had a true connection. It’s these nights that I actually have free after working 2 jobs to come home and not have anyone to talk to. No one to call or text. Xbox only helps in the moment but no to have a deep conversation with sucks sometimes. Find myself telling jokes to myself or sometimes talking to the appliances in the house when they make a noise. Truly feeling alone it’s a dark place but I hope everyone here actually finds a way to feel better and someone to have conversations with. No one should have to live through this.,4.504099616858241,6.234049103448276,4.7970114942528745,83.62691570881229,70.89655172413794,7.914176245210728,26.68199233716475,8.515128840125781,1.7818325670498092,480,16,93,8,9,151,75,116,0.14400000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.18,0.6822,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,2,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,16,7,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,2,0,2,2,3,7,6,16,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,3,5,60,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.2931814275658192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667404080042172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503564247382856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285526472881384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533889705140472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939916593156356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353935945505095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786360457009505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745923399457019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068769449139396,0.0,0.1506805062754399,0.14919997678426114,0.0,0.1733309481038494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906779446639656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264489773895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027141810614164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990225952193027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096904670843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358267424938506,0.11424725802003408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694542552250332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962332446019557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426155554584582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727888963521755,0.0,0.29713810571653604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147844226063886,0.13129680828464135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923574316344587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936020586094587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spoodydoo,2020/02/08,"I feel so distant from others; I’m scared I’ll never find my niche in life Whether it’s family, friends, whatever, there’s always the casual small-talk with most that never evolves from that. Talking to people can be exhausting sometimes and it can feel like it’s not even worth the effort to get to know them. It’s between the fear of dying alone and the fear of opening up to other people while preventing getting hurt again. Just a tiring cycle that holds you captive that you’re too tired to change.",5.0347959183673465,6.385203091836736,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.10204081632654,7.6408163265306115,27.26530612244898,7.957251820313856,1.6710040816326532,405,13,75,5,7,126,71,98,0.215,0.715,0.07,-0.9255,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,16,9,5,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,4,3,13,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678812883851706,0.0,0.0,0.15006558290590202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078630427411772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871747457932892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911942277539322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001785603647326,0.4058876057584883,0.18238067927327709,0.12884202054498545,0.0,0.0,0.16483656169121808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393379026113881,0.0,0.18845078149311634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930683219353076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991156007521818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738648371938158,0.08810986222180678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781939566349952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500638559351308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056173454619728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837068471553386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289916872063263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145714103357489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustAThrowAway23678,2020/02/08,College is the loneliest place I’ve ever been. Im a 19m and went from a semi-popular and liked guy to a complete hermit in college. I find it so hard to actually make friends and it seems like no one is interested in even talking to me.,2.122647058823528,3.322787490196077,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,76.05882352941177,7.452941176470588,30.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.1191529411764702,186,9,40,3,4,67,38,51,0.13699999999999998,0.66,0.203,0.5623,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.2709332969320585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910967195883246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833763726953088,0.2511382227696618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537548459036535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450136816081625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27490390922197905,0.0,0.0,0.24870788306521846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998951982338424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712784625120932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532460341097773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881337627372333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007118171338153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527499565609698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231538028956654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573719333691559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flyingat0,2020/02/08,"Tips to stop fantasizing about anyone that shows me attention? It's ridiculous how fast my brain starts to idealize people after I talk for two minutes with them. I started to fantasize constantly about a girl, imagining conversations with her and all that, just because she talked to me at work once. Being lonely and needy sucks. That said, has anyone gone through the same and found ways to overcome this?",7.357499999999997,9.093840861111113,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,64.0,9.648888888888887,32.455555555555556,9.888512548439397,3.3032355555555566,330,13,54,7,5,99,59,72,0.163,0.809,0.028999999999999998,-0.8504,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,14,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,8,1,13,4,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,0,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35110248387046683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304755312234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280272779769013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131324150979474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752809997870416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673771831509236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405760891611646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388213372963825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554117297822626,0.0,0.0,0.2099024863361279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035948125894823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245255080539103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928456952723456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182779097695008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wingardium_levioosa,2020/02/08,"Vulnerability(or my lack thereof) and other things I've never had a significant other. Until about 2 years ago, I didn't even feel the need for one. I woukd infatuate about someone and that would be it. I used to be single minded about whatever I set my mind to. I feel like I have always been a self absorbed person. About 2 years ago, I went through a terrible terrible depression that changed me completely. I HATED myself. I mean, loathed. Until then, I had never felt lonely. Not once. I have an elder sister I am very close to, hence I never felt the need for another person. It was when she moved away to college that contributed to my downward spiral. As of now, I'm recovered and doing well. I have a great therapist and she helps me a lot. But I am just so lonely still. Worse is that I feel helpless to fix it. I feel a literal block in my mind stopping me from being vulnerable with anybody. I have developed an entire personality to mask that vulnerability. I've always been ""the mature one"" in my house, because when faced with any situation I am able to separate emotion from logic quite well. Sometiems I feel this is because I don't feel that many emotions anyway. Maybe that's me exaggerating, idk. I hate being this way. I want to be able to be open about who I am, about what makes me me and all such things, but it's so frustrating. I don't know why but I have an immediate response to prepare to say something self defensive the moment someone says something empathetic about me to me. I want to be able to get through this, and I'm trying. I don't know if the things I'm doing are right, but it's an effort I guess. Anyway, thanks to anybody who read it this far. I don't know why I wrote so much. I just let it out.",2.516770231213872,4.6083408034682085,4.314736271676299,83.38632406069367,77.38150289017341,7.099566473988439,24.39631502890173,8.07648339933343,1.4662315028901736,1362,47,272,24,32,460,169,346,0.10800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.8197,0,4,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,22,15,4,0,15,0,33,1,1,2,4,53,61,20,0,7,8,1,8,1,0,1,0,2,0,5,26,11,0,3,13,1,0,2,9,10,2,2,10,10,48,5,39,42,5,29,0,4,0,0,14,9,0,3,17,199,74,2,0.26948792567121777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925652409102525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494903615907142,0.0,0.0,0.0610870101970547,0.09419386238378903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439759238938467,0.0,0.0,0.10951822546178704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502749751212997,0.0,0.09418432094797527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736985183203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020917628646431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059331411101560226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725223848510767,0.0641740759819172,0.17250044666302994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046932106153086905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903712980949,0.09895711082141052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177375689561833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021069200524816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036509613610286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810351623078705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185655412146576,0.0,0.0438860627073467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636966580875007,0.0,0.0,0.059961760997858514,0.09107281960938106,0.09024561432528283,0.09785045138283713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721059825558649,0.0,0.0,0.09547433884388823,0.06603487768216247,0.1332145881440671,0.20784570168128108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566528190180223,0.12174132855810105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353064620622476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554452695859694,0.08985361764371706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671373868873678,0.0,0.1428717432980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742311973853387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097190651863877,0.0,0.0,0.15222416326656646,0.1383099807803554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173780185092647,0.07510132424388773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270275837112681,0.0,0.10429875082811343,0.17903580324841833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098820395957508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758368082953575,0.0,0.07411858724582905,0.10596730716818606,0.07130232392246051,0.0,0.0,0.16153467291814755,0.08327266899373786,0.1621139578352116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154373975218666,0.0638121634701721,0.0,0.0,0.11569425908237073 lonely,Desperate_stan,2020/02/08,"26 lonely and have been since 16. Would ending the pain be better? Will I have find any friends? I think about it all day every day and it crippled me. Is there any hope? I’m really struggling today, it was my birthday yesterday and it just was a smack in the face at how alone I am",0.2671670702179192,2.5140503898305084,1.8971428571428568,96.47322033898304,87.47457627118642,4.727360774818402,16.90314769975787,6.1826913282559595,-0.4264208232445519,219,5,49,2,7,71,46,59,0.17,0.698,0.132,-0.368,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,10,2,1,1,1,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727889565750093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582236720200063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329439346970509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33972497600309337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328224103891135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219144663195122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073046798404085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349173847965074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160220085953945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802617812530217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873212132015328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787601522235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753487327003291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876741913949306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496595828651727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710219606498352,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,buhtha,2020/02/08,"My isolation has gotten so bad My days are exactly the same. I wake up, eat breakfast, go the the gym, make dinner, and wait to go to bed. I will go days without speaking to another human being. I hardly get any texts and my days are spent filling the silence with music or podcasts on my phone. I am used to being alone but I fear that it’s not good for my mental health, even if socializing gives me major anxiety and I am an introvert. I have friends... kind of. They are mostly acquaintances that I’ve hung out with a handful of times. My 2 friends that I hung out with the most moved away to NYC in November and I’m still living in my very small hometown. I can feel my isolation becoming worse though, because those who do reach out to me, I don’t return it, even though I want to. I don’t know what stops me from reaching out but I think I’m afraid of sounding crazy/attention seeking/ or I’m afraid they will end up not liking me in the end. I have always been a shy and anxious person but I don’t know what to do. I want to move out of my hometown because there is nothing here for me anymore, but I don’t know where to go and I am too much of a coward to make a decision. I don’t have any job prospects other than working retail or food service jobs. I enjoy art and would love to be an illustrator but sometimes I feel like I don’t have the motivation or creativity to make it happen for me. I just know I need a change because I don’t think I can spend another night by myself, watching tv and thinking about all the same things over and over. I’m only 23... I shouldn’t be feeling this way. I shouldn’t be dwelling on the things I feel like I can’t change that are entirely possible of changing for me if I just got off the couch and made an effort. I want to call someone but I’m afraid I won’t know what to say. I just want to hear someone’s voice.",2.597619047619048,3.774309918367351,4.015183673469391,89.54886394557825,74.81632653061223,7.063401360544217,25.566666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.1167619727891158,1456,49,324,18,30,482,189,392,0.09699999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.11,0.4693,2,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,14,15,0,5,18,0,37,8,2,6,2,71,77,25,0,10,18,0,6,3,2,6,1,5,2,2,16,18,4,2,14,3,3,7,14,6,0,0,5,12,53,9,50,61,7,36,0,0,1,1,15,18,0,8,13,217,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449416970959608,0.0,0.0,0.07591661604436868,0.0,0.0,0.124088778676586,0.19134020971611326,0.06979616854151466,0.10307200769004256,0.09048273472596373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572030394890744,0.0,0.07617920765479444,0.16685195588073706,0.10076426189745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931633290975118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895504151111916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652123792004173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335837984793556,0.0,0.0,0.16161806512797278,0.0,0.0,0.12052255163579803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266715700846872,0.18452897372187504,0.13035967361320433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032432159409362,0.0,0.1409791885406438,0.0,0.04766764418875776,0.08752298604151283,0.20740869522153668,0.07652539107848581,0.0729706819784671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068070871723645,0.0,0.08173056386267108,0.0,0.0,0.09698082195010432,0.10283089678149984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107758266023868,0.0,0.0,0.09500944975751416,0.2507077525906971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372158593238745,0.0,0.08056407328210254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234508826338782,0.08633079551962584,0.18270451440133725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194558604175657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394129887639905,0.0670698017074698,0.06765118922737323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561988288367603,0.0,0.08754450424641035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938996240563493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966475850818594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028561758081851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255544213106897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300478268574486,0.15460987895691938,0.0,0.09023587236262784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286210429933268,0.0762783411101337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122781418838607,0.17538324145353734,0.1792800694721545,0.0,0.05320111474553065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879960214385583,0.0,0.0752802022795049,0.21525613520336995,0.0724198013931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794935492798417,0.0,0.06642173041941044,0.0,0.09297844848432096,0.06481225226264302,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TrashMansDaughter,2020/02/08,"My(25enby) life is falling apart and I have no one I can honestly say that I’ve never felt more alone. I just got out of an abusive 3 year long relationship 3 weeks ago and feels like I’ve been self destructing ever since. I have no one to talk to but I don’t want to dump all my problems on someone I’ve just met so I don’t even try to talk. I wish I could find someone who could relate and we could be there for each other in our darkest hour without it leading to any “romantic” feelings cause I don’t want that at all. Ideally I’d find someone who isn’t racist, sexist, or homophobic/transphobic. Comfortable talking about depression/anxiety/mental illness in a serious way but also okay sending memes about how screwed up our lives/mental health are cause I’m pretty nihilistic about life in general. I like halloween, horror movies, cats, wholesome shows (bobs burgers, Steven universe, She-ra) hoarding art and crafting supplies, and Goblins. If anyone has lots of free time and needs someone they can relate to I can talk here or discord. I don’t think you’ll find a more dedicated friend. If you’re willing to put the work into it so am I.",4.03173115079365,5.839788075892862,4.750833333333336,83.16638888888892,72.25892857142857,7.477777777777778,30.301587301587304,8.167268648758528,2.220264682539683,915,40,172,14,18,294,148,224,0.174,0.6409999999999999,0.185,0.4377,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,1,3,13,13,3,0,4,1,21,5,0,4,4,45,32,16,0,11,9,0,3,2,1,2,4,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,7,2,1,4,9,5,0,2,4,4,19,9,22,22,6,22,0,0,0,1,17,9,1,5,10,105,26,2,0.0,0.1394137289668569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430288161980962,0.0,0.0,0.12186540574472678,0.0,0.09409662065761933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001620315974939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227407120672217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417486387223902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818376722212663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077716591942258,0.10643468672228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898987166819168,0.08405986616129825,0.11297680751448873,0.0,0.3226309069582111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090765105332828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410741206684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250723431162797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158762772188082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662204725898545,0.11497030541009735,0.0,0.0,0.10412978098671667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003453557283026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724707195845012,0.0907504658134991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594656351230705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970755883920366,0.0,0.112589469326743,0.0,0.1182857773632603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632812498455165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935718936042764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275020808397358,0.0,0.0,0.0973336653011319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987885324382012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782985296327474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539495098390968,0.0,0.0,0.06861138051650036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988677957286705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880367612212852,0.09339696309145837,0.0943837281115193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353088893737454,0.11342481611537293,0.0,0.0856614873986908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757723721400757 lonely,Dazzurx,2020/02/08,"28/m UK. At wits end Not even using a throw away. I cant escape it and I'm just looking for a friend/ some to speak to. Can share social media if that means anything guess",-1.1449999999999996,0.8856113421052676,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,93.47368421052632,3.04,15.494736842105262,3.1291,-1.3340168421052638,133,3,32,0,5,44,35,38,0.045,0.89,0.065,0.1734,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28619206406063025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32674933888165963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802851541085324,0.0,0.0,0.2297044122172039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686927981449098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831172148768776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920463407760253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788327296245887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451637308137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30036895249449097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amberleaf25g,2020/02/08,"Who tryna be friends Hoping to break the self isolation caused by anxiety and depression. 23/M/Scotland will talk to anyone tho just need some chat",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,27.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.759429629629629,120,5,20,3,3,37,26,27,0.23800000000000002,0.588,0.174,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946919717816697,0.0,0.0,0.2693545305296022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957266860274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33178911323648946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761973987519763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826100241331476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563548348547824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018680999484593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096249564253424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Optimistic_Nihilist,2020/02/08,"I miss my friends... I had friends but I haven’t seen them in so long. But I’m scared to reach out or engage them. I put myself as invisible when I play video games so they don’t see me. I deleted my Facebook thinking I would try to get my head on straight and get my life together. I’m failing and I can’t face the fact they probably are better off without me around. I just feel lonely and isolated, and I did it too myself. I’m too scared to talk to them and interfere with their lives. I know I’m probably being whiny and annoying and dramatic. But I miss them and I hope they’re happy. I’m just... lonely. And feel like I should disappear. Sorry for the weird post, I just needed someplace to say this. I’m sorry...",0.0385684210526307,2.324519586666668,2.1209473684210534,93.91784210526316,89.8,5.5578947368421066,19.894736842105264,7.0608816371341465,0.4591999999999996,558,18,124,9,19,186,86,150,0.20600000000000002,0.627,0.16699999999999998,-0.6652,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,2,9,17,1,2,2,0,9,3,2,0,1,30,27,17,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,12,0,1,4,3,0,2,4,9,0,0,3,5,30,8,14,21,0,11,0,5,2,0,12,6,0,2,3,78,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560231515588274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458969432460598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767606026006142,0.12487174234989967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700883857745717,0.0,0.18264365408666774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860697851813845,0.0,0.0,0.17938745423604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360831617322367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606134479752748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346105801959505,0.0853947490679494,0.0,0.15434491239048534,0.1546857944952496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960636731770972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740282472673876,0.0,0.3769115921114469,0.0,0.0,0.17571466371621586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900195090632975,0.3499954176305605,0.0,0.1392869311632733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913316155227115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404915290758439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119999272385313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186725819530167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849365887480552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241675226906626,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AndrewDarkStone,2020/02/08,"Isolation New to reddit but w.e So I feel like when it comes to me personally I need to be isolated in order to focus, I cant have distractions around me or I feel like Ill falter. Due to reasons I had to transfer from my uni and go to a nearby community college which destroyed but, but in the process I got closer to my GF who was still at home and Ive found a major that I can say I really like and found a handful of opportunities to succeed. But during my first semester it all went to shit, I couldn’t focus at home to do my work so My grades were terrible. So in order to focus on building and working on myself I made the decision to Isolate myself, deleting sm for a bit and even breaking up w my gf. Even if it hurt me Ik in the long run that its what I needed to do eventually, so far into the semester, Im doing really well, but in the back of my head is this crippling depression and loneliness and I cant seem to fight it off, I feel unmotivated at time and this shit sucks, Ive cried this year more than I can remember and it doesnt feel like its getting better, all friendships feel very superficial and I feel lost",4.740901937046004,4.593118114406781,6.534285714285716,78.23940677966104,69.12711864406779,9.79370460048426,29.99273607748184,9.606745405546679,2.531988861985473,889,31,187,18,14,311,132,236,0.2,0.664,0.136,-0.9607,0,1,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,7,11,18,5,1,9,0,17,5,4,2,2,38,36,22,0,4,7,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,2,1,15,13,0,0,12,0,0,4,4,10,1,1,9,8,29,8,34,25,5,32,0,3,0,0,6,16,3,3,13,133,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131927531446465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777248452369956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245612310370523,0.13881768394363792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953068787465743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396711373106516,0.0,0.0,0.10951632989915128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796615833482942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857529864351865,0.2725134833449112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815591866735763,0.0,0.27883247952061785,0.0,0.0,0.06643197445281322,0.0,0.0722637408285119,0.0,0.101695532965759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304952294845036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508880807437745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611946555841029,0.0,0.13734660471798418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484813093279221,0.0,0.0,0.11252603107957257,0.0,0.0,0.13880206022663458,0.0,0.0,0.12031484458809134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856405223882375,0.0,0.122804753051915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102472740311152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291439595888912,0.13073402835453793,0.0,0.0,0.1440390849943877,0.0,0.0,0.10111683428233112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157549323253878,0.0,0.0,0.2610405900447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154421376949578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414369129804442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491419409843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432543885350535,0.11787171453940187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851371836569427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188209195882938 lonely,nelsxn05,2020/02/08,"the loneliness eats away at me im a 14 year old male. it doesn't seem like i'd be lonely but i am. very. i go to school, and the people who don't like me take away my very few friends. i sit there on my own at lunch looking like an idiot. my family have no idea how i feel, and i don't plan on telling them, they got called into school about my mental health and said i was making it up. i've never had anyone who i can say 'yea, this is a pretty amazing person' because there is nobody there to do that. i want somebody who i can hold, somebody who when im down will hold me in their arms and tell me everything is going to be ok. i know people might say something like 'there's plenty of time'. yea i get that but i need somebody, i need that emotional and physical attention. the pain of not having someone to open up to about my depression is so painful, it eats away at me just causing more and more pain as the days go on. everybody i try to talk to will message me for a day or two, then i try and message them and look like an idiot. this has happened 6 times since the beginning of the year. i don't know what to do anymore thanks for letting me rant",1.4915360983102914,2.9371541290322583,3.0995852534562225,93.8741397849463,78.2741935483871,6.175422427035331,21.890168970814127,6.868970318607317,0.3534636712749615,896,25,209,9,21,296,137,248,0.18100000000000002,0.73,0.08900000000000001,-0.9745,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,10,16,2,0,11,3,24,8,1,3,1,31,44,16,0,3,5,0,1,5,1,3,4,3,0,2,13,10,3,2,6,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,6,32,9,30,34,4,30,0,2,2,0,20,15,0,3,16,138,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467816757036916,0.07380366964864353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297505740784333,0.0,0.0,0.06434287178294097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777930844175113,0.0,0.0,0.1084298881080458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614324529193636,0.0,0.09091086776292813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600991966959548,0.0,0.1187305978667933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486237661898164,0.0,0.09950403003777797,0.0,0.05336972542703214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815483924457335,0.0,0.05514600836488337,0.0,0.1799610905304708,0.0,0.08441872694276857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933383454023258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121957107281389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915416068012492,0.2280262501619968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601606965731605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079329848404541,0.0,0.25783428227863103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727240755518486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045607036631045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637051910714423,0.1119728645612541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652936538059087,0.0814073899726111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075795327806992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369409180331008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635145985486325,0.0921630072944732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738324963664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040311243922873,0.16787668393402144,0.0,0.21364636759600286,0.0,0.0960896092412021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731282619437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943296677815195,0.08125826840352299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936116898838039,0.08483784532623717,0.1845123433595492,0.09717712199099998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309520089394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433243159701123,0.0,0.10310792874047207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418115517421698,0.062256677640244715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594268619256836 lonely,Charles578,2020/02/08,Are there any good ways to cope with lonliness? I feel isolated depsite having family and few friends. It just doesn't seem to go away.,2.4679487179487194,5.20927553846154,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,82.07692307692307,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.1609897435897443,108,4,21,3,3,34,25,26,0.078,0.7170000000000001,0.205,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880947118398016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398030612088544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993769990131832,0.0,0.214208819191678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273088762029168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076854055697364,0.35533528053563485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856726180892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33627153134006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bio-Where,2020/02/08,"[Utah] For those who are shy, anxious, and/or introverted, there is a new meetup to help you establish supportive friendships and have a fun social outlet with similar people in a safe and judgement free environment. I understand how hopeless it can feel to be lonely and have no resources to change. If you want to hang out with some similar people who are supportive and helping each other build confidence just let me know. PM for a link.",9.550569620253164,9.048792632911393,8.841613924050632,66.84950949367092,59.379746835443036,12.456962025316455,38.7373417721519,11.698219412168324,4.734921518987342,354,15,57,9,4,112,61,79,0.121,0.61,0.26899999999999996,0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,10,12,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800513185537536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26224053570886785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534339720437612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332318213995742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623686635815055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534899117816816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941898803094966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437190095554992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526982117324604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626176794943415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580679250168785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621516996101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CurryMaster9000,2020/02/08,"Its been about year now and i just need to get this out after reading other peoples experiences, i dont even know if this is the right place to say this so im sorry in advance--there will probably be a lot of spelling and grammar mistakes i just need to get this out so its coming to a year now since i lost my best friend Angeline. she was amazing and we were friends for 3 years. i wont get into the details about how our friendship ended but its been year now and i still feel the same as on day one. everyday i keep coming back to a memory of us telling each other we will be there for one another no matter what and recently something happened between Angeline and me and it just hurts so much. after our friendship ended last march, we ended up taking the same summer volunteering opportunity and we talked here and there when we volunteered and when school started for some reason we just started getting lunch once a week for a month or two. After about a mouth of not getting lunch, last thursday i texted her asking if she wanted to get lunch- no reply. the next day i ask her if she was free for the weekend- no reply. then on sunday at 7pm i get a crappy worse excuse reply that read "" rip I just saw this , my bad I've been busy all weekend, what was your plan ""....."" But do you remember anything from the hamlet quiz "". she didnt even care to know what i had plan. all she wanted to know was what was going to be in the quiz. if she had known what would be on the quiz i bet she still wouldnt have replied. After a whole year i think this is what hurt me the most. it just sucks knowing how much Angeline meant to me and how much she still means to me and what i mean to her. she doesnt care about me as a person anymore. she only talked to me when its beneficial to her. makes me question whether she only went to lunch with me for her own benefits or because she genuinely wanted to be friends again. I trusted her so much and i loved her (as a friend) and when she left me she took the trust i put in other people with her. i refuse to let myself trust anyone again like i trusted her and its just been slowly killing me keeping my feelings locked up. i refuse to let myself open up and become closer with my friends as a way to ""protect"" myself from being hurt again. it just hurts so much, why would someone do this or be like this. i try to be friendly and helpful to everyone but it get harder and harder everyday",3.5713636363636354,4.675911303030304,4.385429292929294,88.1114772727273,72.33333333333333,6.954545454545455,25.26515151515152,7.1686216300943375,0.9787272727272732,1905,57,400,18,36,613,216,495,0.12,0.7390000000000001,0.141,0.9017,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,9,2,0,5,39,29,2,0,22,0,36,6,1,5,2,94,79,46,1,13,20,0,2,2,6,6,0,1,0,1,28,34,4,5,14,4,2,6,9,9,0,3,18,4,73,21,61,45,16,70,0,5,1,1,53,18,1,12,47,308,101,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744171453939716,0.0,0.0,0.07038214116872228,0.04962314890054445,0.0,0.058401409437123734,0.0,0.13269280022501925,0.0,0.0,0.05457075174079077,0.059256119562693124,0.04326202101296468,0.07837964366469964,0.0,0.0,0.07447754802185576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447151748166676,0.0,0.0,0.1222669548620734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153821978077313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831750958526955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857230901071625,0.0,0.0,0.09374866121073697,0.0,0.0,0.06781388526377181,0.0,0.06942126349497288,0.0,0.0,0.07176807994114329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32898266768032264,0.0,0.2966268314178953,0.0,0.04033329703979945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275761942570549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475689998035088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038949699708852,0.0,0.07665865815948311,0.0,0.0,0.12616094992755278,0.07851664241191003,0.0,0.15601074382530367,0.11569835356705999,0.0,0.0,0.0771079857349075,0.14514114551528948,0.0,0.06934370088689852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747100635355067,0.060335274298687964,0.06405225974057151,0.0,0.047372333752227186,0.0,0.0,0.15461201150778045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646749023799216,0.0,0.2608517672586886,0.10524517334391856,0.0,0.0,0.07547629706344701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557962920593557,0.09618081176935213,0.10795018838714067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840188595992684,0.0619673609167165,0.07414746115256103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651654518998544,0.0,0.0,0.07134340937335472,0.07950148034647726,0.0,0.14197633601905704,0.0,0.0,0.07296791362277066,0.07007328900582896,0.0,0.08039400028025359,0.060607106463630565,0.0,0.05643736770438959,0.0,0.07182437920599902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058706259401433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013177187770428,0.054635374793488185,0.0,0.07944394354037215,0.10046439429059706,0.0,0.17002771609999584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335982782942896,0.11408432808469715,0.06203000157111821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045474045761310485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788491289579228,0.048183267216336055,0.0,0.06932636446227458,0.0,0.0853669240708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255779990061175,0.05633185933756759,0.0569270211765545,0.0,0.0,0.06578893952349026,0.0640384504112413,0.07923431251876033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232343614161857,0.10082862994863123,0.0,0.0,0.2285084261727423 lonely,FruitsForbidden,2020/02/08,"What else do you do? I've officially given up on people really. I don't have any friends. I'm single now. Definitely giving up on love...but if you don't have friends or love...what else do you do in life? What else is here for a person who has almost no contact with other humans? My boyfriend dumped me for an old lady. After 5 years of being together. I'm crushed. I don't even want to love again. Too risky.",-0.7610286225402518,1.4001044534883746,1.8086046511627918,93.87852415026836,97.48837209302326,4.506618962432916,15.917710196779964,6.297961479604792,-0.3240239713774597,317,8,70,4,13,108,60,86,0.18,0.716,0.10400000000000001,-0.5827,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,12,2,0,0,0,5,18,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,11,16,1,10,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,3,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095404046303038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230176339729214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244214815971746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821210757191016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32334248665529497,0.0,0.0,0.20073813900553608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780422857008282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665871511650279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957975476716945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507228020035565,0.1827149197089057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405523018748286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342505079109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475448404870796 lonely,avalon971,2020/02/08,"Job, University and a relationship. It's all to much and I'm losing all 3 I'm at uni, holding down a job whilst in a relationship that is sometimes straining. I don't really have many people to talk to I don't go out much so don't really have any friends which sucks but is kinda my fault. I just don't know what to do tbh",-0.1426408450704244,1.9003778873239447,2.8289964788732402,90.58743838028171,87.02816901408451,6.366901408450705,18.734154929577464,7.645422480735847,0.4869281690140848,254,7,60,5,8,90,46,71,0.133,0.8320000000000001,0.035,-0.6311,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,10,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,14,4,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844106987750478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000736006161333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241348622846202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462412898789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804511405687624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606560165605291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362151123311492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425486575768425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615258078028209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29851849459209345,0.0,0.0,0.5002877539243189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304328934645627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872683950288025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wastelander3082,2020/02/08,"I'm lonely, I'm drunk, I'm in love with the wrong person I'm cold. I'm bitter. I'm old. I'm hopeless.",-4.231153846153847,-2.9392883461538446,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,105.53846153846152,2.6,10.346153846153848,3.1291,-2.0562769230769242,77,1,22,0,4,30,14,26,0.445,0.419,0.135,-0.8225,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458580020155915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331654000266788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44365325647046666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555275054858602,0.0,0.0 lonely,bean_bun,2020/02/08,"Do any of you feel like no one can really relate to you? I feel so alone. I don't have family or rather I want nothing to do with my abusive past. I've never really had any friends all my life. Most of my days are spent at one of three places, college, work, or home. I never go out to meet people or to go to parties. If I do ever go out and it's not to one of the three places listed above, it's for grocery shopping or to buy something. Every time I start talking to someone online, they always talk about how they feel lonely and are looking for friends. Then I find out they have friends (not close friends) they go out with or do things with, and I can't help but feel like I'm pathetic. Everyone seems to have at least someone in their lives and I have no one. The only person that I considered my closest friend is someone I have only texted with the last couple of years, and just found out what she looked like like a few weeks ago. On top of that, even we're drifting apart. I know it probable makes me sound awful but I just wish I could talk to someone in a similar place, someone who I could really relate to. This was more of a rant so please don't give me advice as I'm not looking for it. I already know what I should do but it's just not realistically possible right now.",2.57160205346079,3.8568814089219363,3.837684545937337,90.36344485749693,75.05947955390334,6.7594972561515325,23.590192954505223,7.2636822038024595,0.7454512657107459,1005,29,223,11,21,329,141,269,0.08900000000000001,0.784,0.127,0.8529,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,5,2,11,10,0,0,6,1,22,1,0,2,4,53,45,19,0,7,17,0,4,4,5,1,1,1,1,1,12,15,0,0,9,1,3,5,11,1,0,6,4,8,31,9,37,38,5,36,0,1,3,0,21,18,0,8,17,152,43,2,0.0,0.1068087599593758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809003262692107,0.07990935705227338,0.0,0.0,0.0933644983603792,0.0994788096865639,0.0,0.07500903808121617,0.0,0.0,0.12260530579713685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394915289367166,0.0997452926843278,0.0,0.058136979523031124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954085637860504,0.08154259261061872,0.07595224193445456,0.08613876189419127,0.0,0.0,0.08498201646891404,0.0,0.1823229424359805,0.1288012326128053,0.0,0.0,0.08239218942578096,0.0,0.0,0.09884089022106822,0.3482344799102947,0.0,0.0,0.08647665471723255,0.2049291384267598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060423241223848616,0.0,0.09042420351764767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908422340817263,0.07348135924300986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367307828558415,0.17616393799957136,0.0,0.07960093528488324,0.0,0.22710085188437834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060173431467364015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905294394040474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649791567345924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443421730391929,0.13712082028251876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605495261967512,0.0624961731043137,0.07871237175770644,0.2825514484136788,0.09895369231583252,0.0,0.10162653724680493,0.0,0.0,0.09719308134977796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325030377474568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769845451629887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206590981216609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819038210170605,0.06939911379551031,0.0,0.0,0.06380609594171895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736881911107175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988927197205968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525650990499684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053170690699808516,0.0,0.07231001591192524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366392745240932,0.0,0.0,0.06562766316583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805133516933503 lonely,Throwaway012982,2020/02/08,"I don't feel like I can connect with anyone, not even here. Hi I found this sub 30 minutes ago. I'd post it on my original account but just like real life I can't really bear the shame of expressing my true thoughts without more anonymity. But whatever. I'm a very outgoing guy in real life. I'm heavily involved in my univeristy society, I have a friend group of about 10-15ish people, and overall I appear to be quite extroverted based on people's reactions to me. The only problem is, I'm faking all of it. I hate all of them so much. I think about stabbing some of them sometimes. Most of them are quite stupid, and the ones who aren't I fear see through me sometimes. I can't tell anyone of them what I really feel like, because just as has happened in the past, I fear I will be judged, ridiculed and isolated simply for thinking the way I think. I'm a terrible person deep down. I would do away with a lot of likely undeserving people had I the means to do so, despite knowing it's wrong. My family is quite big as well, but all of them are either narcissistic child abusers, disinterested, or children themselves. I don't feel anything towards them. I'd feel glad if they were all killed, if it wouldn't cause me a huge financial detriment. But sadly it would. Anyway, that's enough meaningless context. I apologise. The reason why I feel like I should post the rest of this here is because I'm curious to see if anyone else is in a similar plight to me in terms of what I'm about to say. That is that, even online, I don't feel anymore connected to people. I can reach 10 or 20 or 50 messages telling me positive things and I won't feel anything. To me those aren't real people, just useless fragments of real people posting whatever they think will gain the biggest reaction from everyone else. I'm doing it right now: letting out all of this loneliness out onto a sub which really shouldn't care about my ramblings if I'm being honest, as I'd rather find myself in a ditch 50 miles north than have to hear another recycled message telling me to 'Live a little'. I guess I'm just tired. Really tired. I'm sorry if all of this is just coming out of left field as something stupid and incomprehensible, I'm really just letting all my thoughts splatter on here without any sort of organisation. Hopefully if it's bad it'll be grotesque enough to find itself on r/copypasta. I like that sub. Anyways, I'm sorry for taking up your time. Thank you.",4.581198302001211,5.6929337814433,5.568699211643421,80.54477713765921,69.94845360824742,8.674954517889631,30.140994542146764,9.007467420416297,2.4771516070345667,1944,77,375,36,34,641,231,485,0.192,0.7,0.10800000000000001,-0.9934,0,0,1,0,1,0,54.0,0,2,8,4,22,29,5,3,18,0,40,4,0,3,8,81,80,24,1,14,24,0,7,6,1,9,4,2,0,4,23,11,0,0,19,0,1,2,13,15,1,1,5,11,49,14,62,60,17,39,0,2,2,0,27,27,0,16,12,245,72,0,0.0,0.08320210206403039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062247951234178464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775366351226689,0.07363434541461829,0.0,0.0,0.06964178572560446,0.1473034769350234,0.07195118268235236,0.115574160562791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597628882486138,0.0,0.058632799641932076,0.08561388862038166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159645208623253,0.07213778392514866,0.0,0.06049040943081362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173236666125178,0.0,0.0,0.14511709302496706,0.0,0.09276251145087112,0.0,0.0,0.06710054551251808,0.0,0.0,0.0661994616410021,0.15803952369686988,0.24854600993541506,0.15050076378425598,0.0,0.0,0.12836406595283192,0.0,0.0,0.07699527491378809,0.054253678725847854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735792858527532,0.06953125054301351,0.062097466944303216,0.0,0.0,0.06933011590572558,0.0,0.0,0.07914578732967982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697467222278779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769071949141174,0.0,0.03859241354397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629688058808001,0.14361439405080925,0.09920036446941499,0.20584280664362165,0.07038132749746043,0.06200769622720221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059700602661859566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649281761844566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051621569278565406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758453901039166,0.05340732580637092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703525959575565,0.29210036565619585,0.06131552122857235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017610430262116,0.0,0.0,0.06719338610106103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407060892822367,0.0,0.31971401658349224,0.2249314485499326,0.07220035822979014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996957540224378,0.0,0.05584369846271334,0.0,0.0,0.11191637718696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406066086118292,0.13890356667210446,0.1572165325284052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279853147894363,0.0,0.18413250888257165,0.06465138303628291,0.0,0.0,0.04665266520325685,0.17998280236423833,0.0,0.11149753819415698,0.04094726629000082,0.16142071671630775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579408627779359,0.0,0.05573929994694693,0.0,0.0,0.06313840202044488,0.0,0.06336482476496923,0.0,0.0,0.13538384199261552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976800542421344,0.07677720845928603,0.0,0.0 lonely,abjd53336,2020/02/08,"Skills for the price of relationships, is it worth it? I'm a 17M with Asperger's, a extremely high IQ and a knack for science stuff, which of course makes me unpopular. I've dedicated my entire life to engineering and science and I'm loving it and I'm crazy good at it. Enough with the self boasting, the question is was it all worth it, I keep asking myself was it all worth it? We can't have everything and in my case it was the possible relationships, sure I had ""friends"" but never really felt truly wanted or needed. This just cultivated 2 polar opposite sides in me, the happy engineer and the depressed person. Never in my life had I felt that people needed(not in a work way) me or wanted to be near me for that fact, basically I always saw myself as a terrible person, because of my line of work I have cultivated a ""no filter"" habit of being extremely direct. I destroy all non work relationships and just feel fucking empty inside, the only thing that keeps me going is my passion but when it goes south or I just have nothing to do there is nothing, just a shell, dead inside, too terrified of what it's become to show it, never understood forever isolated. This just powers a never ending loop that I don't know how to break of me perceiving all kind actions as fake and feel like it's impossible to like me. It wouldn't be so bad if it were not for the fact that recently I've really started to long for human contact, the more personal/intimate one, someone who'll accept me for who I am. After 2 years of trying I'm seriously beginning to wonder if it's even possible for me to find somebody to care for and who'll do the same thing for me. I'm sorry if I repeated myself. TLDR: Engineering prodigy, suck at social interactions tried finding a close friend or even girlfriend failed, questions his place in the world.",7.146806821523079,6.542505318435754,8.205907086151136,69.79015142605121,64.25139664804469,11.335724786827404,33.92590414583946,10.771109862388434,3.6580815642458098,1456,54,264,34,19,499,186,358,0.134,0.735,0.132,-0.6923,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,6,12,21,3,0,20,0,24,5,0,2,11,61,51,23,1,7,15,0,4,2,3,3,2,0,0,4,31,13,0,2,13,1,4,2,9,9,0,1,10,5,30,12,40,35,7,31,0,2,1,3,22,14,2,10,15,187,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494376364586254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954366672736203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523757968843161,0.06223070276604499,0.11274601124956064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408352197708774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792655710244415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041793114901676,0.10548216916477407,0.0,0.13485373391991295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174835066378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323553884754083,0.07293028773753674,0.1960372162356227,0.0,0.18660958316172016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577428433240899,0.09437689945822564,0.0,0.0,0.05801784939511216,0.08562492733974117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867248840426648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785950671053736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814775267496316,0.0,0.1063069017671841,0.05610381808325938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442127789090951,0.09974816565543504,0.0,0.0,0.09034293339030272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213663726469214,0.0,0.06814322475099525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569550551005859,0.31494019138189705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590861828865466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691761430565366,0.07764103398042281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077360665785064,0.17827518586100166,0.1066581844259912,0.0,0.0,0.2301733439293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287194577164833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307978632253314,0.0,0.100797649251155,0.3288066086182511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064980043892618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406386230091634,0.08649717084173275,0.0,0.0,0.11427696444282608,0.07225702490638747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168640925118436,0.0,0.0,0.0962148850412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356428583395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861944080412475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042598330087975,0.08103114724215686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107079562333054,0.22295955998874306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657400630656213 lonely,wewereevergreen,2020/02/08,u guys ever go out alone and treat yourself to some boba cuz u don’t have friends? Maybe I should drive an hour to the closest round 1 arcade and go play some games by myself,5.387027027027028,4.530138648648652,5.338513513513514,89.73858108108108,67.91891891891892,7.4,26.60810810810811,3.1291,0.530091891891892,138,3,31,0,2,43,32,37,0.052000000000000005,0.733,0.215,0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989569565935469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34844062948969257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976089856975129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43784257838830265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814142272812767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793500429272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869909234689627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ayalata,2020/02/08,"I use sleep as escapism Today I found myself having a 5 hour nap. I wasn’t tired or anything, I just wanted to escape from reality. I love sleeping. My dreams are always really vivid and fun and exciting. My dreams often feel more real than real life. The emotions I feel during my dreams are 10x more intense, exciting, fulfilling and comforting than any emotions I have on a day to day basis. I just feel like a big chunk of me is dead. I often feel numb and all though I get some happiness out of chilling with my family or my best friend, it’s no where near as good as in my dreams. It’s so sad when I think about my life like that, but I don’t know how to improve it. Sometimes it feels like I’m in a black pit with no sunlight. I’ve isolated myself from most people and now it’s so so so hard to make new friends and build relationships. I rather just go back to sleep....",2.0513881215469603,3.8362206132596697,3.6207700276243138,89.25226001381218,77.67403314917127,6.734944751381216,21.809737569060765,7.645422480735847,0.7912566298342538,685,19,147,10,16,227,110,181,0.105,0.662,0.233,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,0,5,0,7,8,3,3,1,35,22,19,1,2,7,0,6,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,8,23,13,22,20,6,16,0,1,2,1,4,7,0,6,11,96,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112798712554023,0.0,0.0,0.09094572463095772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005412996531287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283547370293727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034869754846838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249856182653686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008721781665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607531163705735,0.0,0.33810714815483656,0.19108343406791894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663568311142228,0.2066497002622608,0.0,0.06987204626287817,0.0,0.0760058011806482,0.11217222408868012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423654898203937,0.1198020551779338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317039747332502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349834037575885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892475187811586,0.19601138251377698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207028355308818,0.0,0.08927046497295213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291639975662558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271637491835708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444389785289,0.08567532656592827,0.0,0.0,0.1435834545292392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015006552834673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322692815135955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569324936672837,0.1313958925530954,0.0,0.0,0.15371097181310545,0.12676700870548666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550580147592933,0.0,0.0,0.07888152903959457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MalcolmTheSmartBoi,2020/02/08,"Rejected for the third time in 365 days I probably shouldn't be trying to get into a relationship so much in high school, but screw it, I'm lonely and I need someone that makes me smile every time I see them.",3.809922480620157,4.69718611627907,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,71.55813953488372,8.524031007751939,23.635658914728683,8.841846274778883,1.4164170542635666,165,4,35,3,3,55,38,43,0.162,0.763,0.075,-0.4118,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,5,1,7,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842075456490996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592240133418154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074411282821216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32506870312564584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053711385501948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261717766109788,0.22813232286172705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317187218553685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303208686386305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113769866257319,0.2451719912237451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606865542693284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588079980365021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088867417645849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vin_verdigris,2020/02/09,"do you ever think of people who probably never think of you? I’ll think of people, and tbh i bet most of them hardly ever think of me. It can get me down. Sometimes i feel like i’m not important to anyone’s lives",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,79.0,6.339130434782609,18.02173913043478,7.1686216300943375,0.17584347826086955,166,3,36,2,4,58,32,46,0.037000000000000005,0.905,0.057999999999999996,0.2283,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,12,9,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165505023752678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282145053894193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968182227964873,0.16909738319277315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236651438572899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203527276471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563888141587506,0.0,0.2090090224032969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825563969271839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32819373284324804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552009074337976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341007684924408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066671052206025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sheepdealer,2020/02/09,"I created a discord group for us :) Hello everyone! After quite some time lurking, I decided to create a discord chat where we can interact. See link below - hope to see you there: https://discord.gg/64WcWx",4.688823529411764,8.209759647058824,5.109058823529414,70.54476470588239,84.88235294117645,8.60235294117647,30.329411764705892,8.841846274778883,4.043430588235297,164,8,22,5,5,52,29,34,0.17300000000000001,0.579,0.248,0.4816,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522706202959788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661627623912867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39211550266019535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875488986237325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496872767915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434528294349413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LapisFeelsAttacked,2020/02/09,Would like a friend Hi my name is Allison and I'd really like to just talk to someone. I've been going through a lot lately and don't really have any friends.,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,87.23529411764706,6.9294117647058835,20.264705882352946,8.07648339933343,1.0864941176470584,126,4,28,3,4,43,28,34,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910128351256705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978487416387724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310886697154724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634460707140112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148130064468689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27391571049469554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128082786106785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299183120717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896534114463543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887561324293715,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymous_49,2020/02/09,Don’t know what to do I feel like people don’t like me anymore. Friends I’ve had for 10 years ignore me and act like they are above me. I try to start a new conversation with someone and they just reply bluntly indicating they don’t want to talk to me. No one wants to be friends with me. It has been two and a half months since I last met with people outside of school. I didn’t celebrate my 18th birthday with anyone. People ghost my messages for days and say they didn’t see them. People lie directly to my face when I try and talk to them . What do I do to try and keep someone in my life. I just want to feel liked/loved. I can’t remember the last time someone said anything nice about me. I breakdown regularly. I feel like my mental health is decreasing rapidly. No one seems to notice how I’m feeling. I just feel like an outsider no matter where I am. Anyone else feel the same? Anyone got any advice? Or should I just give up,1.2832383419689108,3.464404202072544,2.602515544041452,93.59154533678759,82.10880829015544,5.31077720207254,21.048963730569948,6.508806274219699,0.20785823834196915,733,22,160,7,20,236,107,193,0.059000000000000004,0.782,0.159,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,17,3,1,1,0,33,36,9,1,4,5,0,6,5,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,1,0,4,7,9,30,8,20,27,1,13,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,2,14,97,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160158044150878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766455233036958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326247483561575,0.239568187054942,0.11701838103436993,0.09398247988619417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365394929917489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540514145975493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464783912518941,0.24476812007691084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647180805034102,0.0,0.0,0.10955758614157217,0.0,0.0,0.09134162507747767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139650662557964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151226702631896,0.0,0.0,0.06276508022198303,0.18618759875459476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066765281314524,0.27897841150793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509361047541522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115879226303986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030165616789768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002521886848548,0.0,0.0,0.15477899068999162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167065095560427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129374061125086,0.0,0.1086368366968304,0.0908218453326555,0.0,0.11558339668726035,0.0910080472719105,0.10396959749347497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447305975259064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030119797546544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083617336204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835902279223842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659491380694663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232616797384956,0.0,0.11156346595835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208642016503706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354544615820256 lonely,a_lpha1000,2020/02/09,"Discarded I have made mistake after mistake after mistake. When I was in my teens I talked to girls online (who were my age) and because I was not the most attractive and they met me, they talked crap about me. Then I was lured into talking to this one girl (again my age) and she blasted me in our whole town about how I was a creep. Then I got into a fight with a ex-friend and again the community chastised me and I moved away. That was 20 years ago. When I moved I had another fallout with another girl and I was again chastised and it happened a couple more times. That was 15 years ago. I catfish 2-3 people 5 years ago and cheated as well a year ago. I KNOW I am not a good person. I feel disgusting and dirty and I deserve what has come to me because I did very bad things but I want to change. I still have time as I am not too old but wherever I go my past catches up to me. What do I do? I want to be a new person. How do I show people I have changed?",0.3484512251502565,2.2477258932038846,2.326976421636619,95.85114886731392,83.75728155339806,5.283032824780399,20.97457235321313,6.42735559955562,0.1087446139620898,738,23,174,7,21,246,108,206,0.146,0.83,0.024,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,9,0,20,1,1,3,0,31,30,20,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,15,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,8,1,1,13,1,39,3,20,16,3,37,0,0,0,0,15,7,1,1,25,127,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471194936837117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644532919296986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847492274695615,0.0,0.10528807442406576,0.15373854790910993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667937581594382,0.10862382094985093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952704166164193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375985297282913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742440064862966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166542817575873,0.1057665381308972,0.1008535377492882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150964581438692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930115795657868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931868949003305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804828428421096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178798258408725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232053865887622,0.0,0.08544849496113681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037653744077488,0.17484346205720955,0.22021098094887345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007034714108025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040627528763345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377511079120746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470596269300566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404554975394778,0.14875387051956815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337887345551502,0.0,0.0,0.1407859349377175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32481657400393377 lonely,ho0dhippie,2020/02/09,lonely guy 26 hey wassup this is my first step to meet ppl life has been blah,-1.6960784313725483,0.0762001764705893,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,106.05882352941177,2.266666666666667,5.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.812827450980392,61,0,15,0,3,19,17,17,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731052697503313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671345654136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475901062632525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chloewiththeglasses,2020/02/09,"I feel so alone... I moved to LA with my husband 2 years ago and I haven’t made a single friend. The friends I did make through social apps haven’t responded to my messages or my texts. I feel like no one wants to have a deep or meaningful conversation anymore. I work from home and my family lives on the other side of the country and I don’t have any connection with anyone besides my husband. I just want a friend to connect with and I don’t have that. I hated moving here because my life back home was all put together and perfect. I had to rebuild my life out here when I left my job and family and friends behind. It took me this long to get it all together again but the friend part is missing. I feel like the people in LA are surface level people. They’re nice at small talk but beyond that, they’re incapable of something meaningful. I just want one friend and I feel like crying sometimes because I’m alone. I’m a 33 f with no friends. And I think because I work from home I don’t have that human interaction I would have if I worked in an office. If anyone is out there looking for a friend or someone to talk to, please reach out.",2.0035664335664336,4.0322974529914575,3.2325407925407923,90.83139860139865,78.74358974358975,6.1348873348873365,23.884226884226884,7.1686216300943375,0.8761350427350432,900,31,190,11,22,291,120,234,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9801,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,10,15,1,0,11,0,17,2,0,2,3,41,34,18,0,6,9,2,4,3,8,1,2,0,3,1,7,16,0,0,7,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,5,5,29,13,27,28,4,24,0,1,1,0,18,14,0,5,9,124,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363916837537735,0.0,0.0,0.1954446709798484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416398650644392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357385948901034,0.1319490849671768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255243689391616,0.0,0.17255205119889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364348850290538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789719368341178,0.0,0.19083296179096676,0.20221964696346068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831816122415011,0.0,0.04929609447592269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315508579404476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839344025108794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363183113207103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251594655726833,0.0,0.1332901054934729,0.13828986193422738,0.0,0.08331635085957002,0.08350036115574637,0.07923363458142423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928007927693532,0.06298205807025582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005668363709266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787348632189524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217623658704568,0.0,0.13082642979267253,0.0,0.0,0.1035724080166872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485187653165617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618206714462384,0.07994587659703152,0.07263835397959224,0.09331856366743868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516764154773924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604582625337447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483081633240214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669573820685575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060726067168491,0.0,0.0,0.0670264068030052,0.0,0.0,0.06076091180995611 lonely,rsofkinprecious,2020/02/09,"15 [M] Never had a girlfriend As you can read from the title, I’m a 15 year old guy and I actually never spoke to a girl for more than ten seconds. Sometimes I also get mocked by some of my friends, who’ve already had many girlfriends and (at least as they say) already got laid/have an active sexual life. I’m not sure about what’s wrong with me, I’m actually not terrible looking and fairly fit, so why is it that girls just don’t care about me? Am I going to be alone forever?",1.5754675467546733,3.2774029603960417,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,78.8019801980198,6.469086908690867,23.103410341034106,7.3871296695380915,0.8454149614961497,373,12,82,5,9,127,80,101,0.091,0.769,0.14,0.7229,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,3,11,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,3,8,3,13,11,3,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,4,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.383640735322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358342024851586,0.4338316313781266,0.1571940104760551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041245782040784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518666467739225,0.0,0.10269778621221218,0.0,0.11171316625208254,0.0,0.15721203816804846,0.0,0.0,0.19463155520427652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884060090052067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506619746588638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928739033103035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30320811893341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626328077621447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661950787097512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563174226736049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194409110965782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526142489945172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737052466247658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491440711870344,0.0,0.1265822616873982 lonely,eternally_alonee,2020/02/09,"Does anyone else feel like a ghost? Everyone else somehow has their life together, they work on their goals, spend time with their loved ones and then I am here.. watching them.. Trying to reach out and talk to people, but I am not heard, they do not see me, they do not respond, they keep doing what they're doing. It feels like even if I scream loudly nobody would hear me. It's like my god-given place.. to perceive but not to act, to listen but not to express, to see but being invisible. I'm a ghost.",5.127161716171621,5.087694603960396,5.345297029702973,86.72144389438945,68.30693069306932,7.921452145214522,24.754125412541253,7.1686216300943375,0.8543848184818472,389,8,83,3,6,123,67,101,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.113,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,8,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,20,19,8,2,2,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,1,10,14,4,10,16,0,6,0,0,3,1,15,3,0,2,5,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878994225628184,0.21803176420541756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862167497012415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552280116793183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405478914297218,0.0,0.0,0.2033330067947386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518925555668972,0.3040389869801033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983338421411896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914035959648956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503021192200078,0.3118800039718552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205415696784686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419416891505654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475240009378577,0.0,0.22232358703093932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391372351623395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103510119933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124081417090975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447260413091162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491597263509488,0.0,0.0,0.15116217289943334,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pattca,2020/02/09,"Message me if you want to talk and feel alone. If you are feeling alone and lonely message me. I enjoy video games, the outdoors, music, amusement parks and much more. Whatever you want to talk about to make you feel less lonely and hopefully some can stay friends.",3.655714285714288,6.379447224489797,3.1626122448979617,89.84310204081629,76.75510204081633,5.552653061224492,26.126530612244892,6.742157984588678,1.1349885714285717,210,8,38,2,5,62,33,49,0.147,0.603,0.25,0.6527,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,4,4,9,4,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,4,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482881560808139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401513068437401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045026152625936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290175038027885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668589433720513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458120019419572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821295337609596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255034519289682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224780803527363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,analyst777,2020/02/09,"Feeling lonely in relationships... Are my needs are off? Is there anyone can relate? *I believe the upcoming Valentine's Day made me write down my needs in such a dramatic but nevertheless authentic way.* I want to know what it's like when we walk together and my partner takes my hand. I want to know what it feels like when my partner gently moves a strand of hair from my face. I want to know how I’d react when I hear “you’re enough” from my partner when I feel worthless and crestfallen. I want to know how it smells in the room with flowers that my partner brought for me. I want to know how the phrase “I’m here for you. You can rely on me” sound when my partner says it to me. I want to know what it's like when my partner cooks dinner for us. And cleans dishes afterward. I want to know how I’d change if instead of “what’s wrong with you”, I’d hear “It’s not a big deal” from my partner when I make a mistake. I want to know what it's like when my partner is proud of me. I want to know what it's like to come home and my partner greets me at the door. I want to know what it's like to read a book with my partner’s head on my lap. I want to know what it feels like to be touched with overwhelming tenderness. I want to know what it feels like when my partner undresses me with his eyes. I want to know what it feels like when my partner smiles at me just because I’m next to him. I want to know what it’s like when my partner asks me for a dance. And what it’s like to dance with my partner with his arms around me. I want to know what it's like when my partner takes out the garbage without me asking him. I want to know what it's like to share my pains with my partner without getting back projections and confrontational accusations. I want to know what it's like to have sexual fantasies about my partner. I want to know what it's like when my partner brings me a piece of cheesecake when it’s that time of the month. I want to have a daily reminder of what a sensual kiss on the mouth feels like. I want to experience what it's like when my partner doesn’t avert his glance when we make eye contact, but instead, he looks straight into my soul, with curiosity and love. I want to experience what it feels like when my partner comes behind and hugs me. I want to experience what it's like when my partner opens doors for me and let me go in front of him. I want to experience what it's like when my partner kisses my whole body, from head to toe. I’d like to know what kisses of my stomach, inner tights, and toes feel like. I want to experience laughing out with my partner because of a nonsensical thing. I want to experience an amused reaction when my partner asks me out for a date. I want to experience what it's like when my partner comes to me and shares his pains and insecurities. I want to know what it's like to be a confidant of my partner and be allowed to witness his vulnerability. I want to believe that if my partner would read it he’d say “I hear you, girl” instead of “That’s so cheesy”.",3.28527777777778,4.222157807324841,4.3020297239915095,89.07552512384997,72.83757961783441,7.429355980184004,27.01288039631989,7.715138304826218,1.26491347487615,2365,82,534,29,45,769,192,628,0.057,0.682,0.261,0.9990000000000001,2,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,4,0,1,36,44,1,2,20,0,15,24,13,9,0,115,96,43,0,34,8,0,13,24,27,1,3,6,5,28,55,34,3,2,29,8,0,11,4,9,0,0,2,24,102,35,92,88,3,61,1,3,4,5,60,21,0,2,52,338,157,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026369662701076508,0.0,0.0,0.033572382580564955,0.10576911569461167,0.0,0.0,0.028998811011226405,0.0,0.0459787388408254,0.0,0.0,0.08497880973088151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189041282231275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989513592266815,0.09745869913442498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02432163247755437,0.03888023504907544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389673978664852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823244599405776,0.0,0.0,0.17161849785977318,0.18859419491483395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01970337852867788,0.0,0.021433050141446586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774084143636642,0.0,0.12751518046745516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782900768280475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145193103991205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856388738002935,0.0,0.4421895933682172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166924907455403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03403726933947316,0.035684757905578485,0.050347166195063735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030101992678133557,0.040082732104121686,0.0,0.055927118360782034,0.0,0.0,0.04010798467220028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025814435355101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544600000819691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048942755162803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599814555535009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056710655926718874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025054704840241925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021990633684935503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536384819287188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622831530548511,0.029934660797792424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042104988130821135,0.0,0.0727075760084578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026790087099126985,0.04123302040782114,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hylasah,2020/02/09,"I have no life outside of work I recently got a new full time job and I love it. My coworkers are great. good office atmoshpere, engaging work and it looks like there's some progression within the company. I'm really enjoying it. I'm there 42 hours a week, but when 5pm rolls round, I just go home and then I'm alone. The friends that I saw when I was at uni now all live too far away and there's no one really my age in the small town I live in. I see family on the weekends but that's it. I'm using the time just to work on myself. Exercise, write and get through those games/books/films I never got round to experiencing. But I still get those longing pangs for company. I recently finished a relationship so it's hitting harder currently - maybe it'll mellow out as time goes on.",1.3261636828644503,3.5718944844720504,3.3482499086591164,87.92545853123859,82.41614906832298,7.763390573620753,21.89294848374132,8.671277953709913,1.5413394957983195,616,20,133,16,17,208,101,161,0.054000000000000006,0.8320000000000001,0.114,0.84,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,0,0,8,0,4,3,0,1,2,16,19,13,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,14,7,15,13,3,33,0,0,5,1,4,13,0,1,20,77,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662387825918032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115270638832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166399878976955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429602387462825,0.0,0.1681070433576795,0.0,0.09143220499396376,0.1349390918612717,0.25734197290342936,0.17737153134143982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137645189771338,0.0,0.15843507507682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964926291945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363479085693595,0.07859817991416228,0.0,0.2841211977389862,0.1423743501632461,0.13509926278715315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520110610217712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162627936124374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408110796715326,0.15537957524122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901692080247766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612858228761685,0.0,0.3177005499282673,0.1727256557306237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282010825577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847952877717922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814324765386588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894926379946074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290487872780243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513691804641789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HOLDENDWN,2020/02/09,"Ok so ... V-day❤️ So we all are alone on V-day I was thinking why don't we organise meet ups like every group of people who live in the same region meetup with each others ?! Start by saying what country do you live and people who live in the same country as you will Reply and like that 🌫️❤️",0.19818181818181912,1.643478515151518,2.8242424242424238,94.40636363636366,82.03030303030303,5.006060606060606,17.060606060606062,5.46131890053228,-0.6320121212121212,226,4,54,1,6,79,47,66,0.031,0.853,0.11599999999999999,0.6696,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,8,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139379968362714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255337145602505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264447902996866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466042335663648,0.0,0.6685793196951193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499426964276341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070595640610886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786387562090923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617175325040736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773738321522896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,icndta,2020/02/09,"There is no way out I never had many friends. Maybe 1 or 2. But they always fade away. I have never been in a relationship. Never will be. I will never experience what it is like to get hugged or kissed by a person who loves me. Not even mentioning all the other things. I have always been this way. Now it is a bit too late for me. I should have just accepted my fate by now, yet I still have these moments of sadness, just like right now. Oh well...",0.2192082111436946,2.4487515268817206,2.04490713587488,95.4600879765396,87.49462365591398,5.102248289345064,15.981427174975565,6.574015621080383,-0.4306473118279573,344,7,79,4,11,113,66,93,0.078,0.757,0.165,0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,14,3,0,0,5,14,16,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,10,8,8,9,2,18,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,2,14,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310337225002965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520671125783094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035908980847648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231701179985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824159429234009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440761339036217,0.0,0.09742955620757747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036069943079652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822121342403667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683079905020318,0.0,0.0,0.18906427016446886,0.1873470183654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753080675989172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282957127272835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021271741352906,0.0,0.1592552759317426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892538968620692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389087333137752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960427027789519,0.0,0.0,0.16767041567679716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WalkerPower24,2020/02/09,"Taking friend applications now. Recently moved to a new town and my best friends moved pretty far away, therefore taking applications. Requirements: • willing to love me • funny • plays video games • likes the outdoors Preferences: • Female • not required but as I am a female I rather have another female. • Not incredibly girly • is okay with being around a dumbass • is okay with being the “pretty friend” If anyone is interested submit a single sentence in comments. Sentence must prove you are friend material! *this is a joke but also still need friend* *hmu*",3.754033816425121,6.659229717391305,4.103333333333332,74.74722222222225,99.65217391304348,6.392270531400968,24.676328502415465,7.3871296695380915,2.452295169082125,442,18,61,10,18,138,67,92,0.042,0.574,0.384,0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,13,0,0,7,2,11,1,0,1,2,17,15,6,0,5,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,13,8,11,2,11,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,44,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518247584109358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725481647741512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819779037251266,0.0,0.0,0.15048282883047331,0.0,0.0,0.15882011175168348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739868999827754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530054563278318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258516844135544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525666092830062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593288560802977,0.0,0.12534217610368895,0.0,0.16326139368184356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439520796322369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690814888074534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499680955611362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541964338755219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wingman880,2020/02/09,"Alone even surrounded by people Been married for twenty years, three years ago my beautiful wife was diagnosed with MS. I am the main caregiver and provider. When she has a great day which is not often we get to spend 3 maybe four decent hours together, just sitting with each other and holding hands and the such. The rest of time when I am at work or an event I usually go alone or with friend, the people closest to me treat me like the devoted husband of an ill wife. Except for those precious few hours with my wife, I feel pretty much alone the rest of the time.",8.722162162162164,6.650697792792793,7.844576576576575,78.36145945945948,62.06306306306306,11.402522522522526,34.81261261261261,9.888512548439397,3.0416147747747746,449,14,90,7,5,139,78,111,0.069,0.728,0.203,0.9595,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,10,0,6,3,1,0,0,17,9,7,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,10,6,14,7,6,17,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,13,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664158516205913,0.0,0.0,0.5833108816884083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107361784484355,0.0,0.0,0.1905471893155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239972724844115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492451464603713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504368368279014,0.0,0.09808384878913842,0.0,0.10669419186683672,0.0,0.0,0.20697862638123615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697625426358165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171789402540836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886051557219905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800691015782302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603037805292008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909941033294002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893970985647807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676370548648504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366733991923789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179051706291835 lonely,beeeetleeee,2020/02/09,"I actually had a nice dream last night I remember walking slowly, hand in hand with someone, i felt so safe, calm, happy and like i was at least a little wanted. It went quite downhill after that but those few seconds were amazing. I really hope I’ll be able to feel that same feeling again with someone although I doubt it. Anyway this was very random sorry.",3.7060869565217414,5.827514898550727,4.6283333333333365,82.36250000000003,73.92753623188406,6.339130434782609,25.99275362318841,7.1686216300943375,1.3992492753623194,284,10,50,3,6,92,56,69,0.064,0.5920000000000001,0.34299999999999997,0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,14,11,4,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,6,7,6,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,35,12,0,0.23807786190438515,0.0,0.23232965007422074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075864083641926,0.0,0.22859208302261905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343831103707143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364650359005929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406523328101385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631281754916994,0.23861656292668385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341994556059872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322511171859274,0.0,0.0,0.1525187746680163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696958070321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034451995994439,0.0,0.0,0.26650867468031825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964391696018602,0.14042449133591062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070056318539674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dazzling-Honeydew,2020/02/09,Need a valentine I need a valentine I am a guy and I am 15 I just need someone for Valentine's day,-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,94.65217391304348,3.066666666666667,25.057971014492754,3.1291,-0.03878550724637631,77,4,19,0,3,27,13,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426753264224399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725853484271498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8370407527081797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188285156458027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,556iblue,2020/02/09,"Meet-up? [London] Here’s a wild idea. Since we are all lonely (either socially awkward/insecure, or due to other circumstances) why don’t we all meet up? We’d already be super aware of each other’s loneliness and wouldn’t have to be insecure about it. Instead, let’s come as we are, make each other’s day and make friends. What say you?",1.91452025586354,4.276355761194033,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,80.94029850746269,6.8136460554371014,23.004264392324096,7.957251820313856,1.3737010660980815,264,9,52,5,7,87,48,67,0.128,0.769,0.10300000000000001,-0.163,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,16,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,7,5,4,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447684983690614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691262720499369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014881279040427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413785993163513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526895324984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194754908033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170919148325668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484527138461573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584409950591677,0.0,0.0,0.31847770450082663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819147568772591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deliberatelyrandomz,2020/02/09,"30something's need friends too I have a romantic partner and that's great, I'm not complaining, but it's hard to make friends in your 30s...and a person needs someone outside of a relationship to spend time with and talk to.... I don't go out much and when I do socialize I am mortified by all the stupid things I said and am convinced this is why I don't have close friends... Im not good at small talk, I am a great friend who will talk about the deep stuff, the weird stuff, but I really don't care what your nightly skin care regimen is (does no one else find the word regimen weird in this context???), I want to know what your traumas are and how your coping and healing... sigh, ok rant over I guess... Also I think this is my first reddit post ever, I'm new here, please be patient and educate me if I'm committing a faux pas...",3.4332456140350867,4.266895906432747,4.320716374269008,89.46598684210528,72.39181286549709,8.273099415204678,27.11549707602339,8.59863814320734,1.6290619883040929,644,22,146,11,12,208,108,171,0.16699999999999998,0.643,0.19,0.3417,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,1,7,17,1,0,9,1,15,2,1,2,3,28,29,13,0,4,5,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,2,11,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,5,1,2,1,3,17,11,13,26,2,16,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,2,6,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929199885737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786808230768775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959760899749387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416716549932512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236225018320522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491053156567168,0.11624829360458798,0.0,0.0,0.4223522088512853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767061353928527,0.11462921687157035,0.0,0.3013501788478514,0.15055334853535512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242616990275992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476230670274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510822993018976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912258232619203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046546299350056,0.202672674579624,0.0,0.131993173972517,0.0,0.12825207405376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926086287151351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193317505648586,0.0,0.1500185684310622,0.0,0.0,0.13088854707416894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755193782824783,0.0,0.0,0.14672847117116553,0.0,0.0,0.13000095723061306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393140924120641,0.11579692109814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129004560059199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295416098321379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079502376678283,0.08757025320566457,0.0,0.0,0.0796912244946269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060933063333321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332008783309074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,phil3455,2020/02/09,"Transferred colleges and feel alone I recently transferred to a different college and have no one to talk to. I feel like I don’t belong. I hate waking up and seeing everyone else talk, smile and laugh. I walk alone and I sit alone. No one even knows I exist. I am losing my motivation and not sure what to do. Just want don’t want to be alone anymore. Any advice would be great, I don’t want to feel this way anymore.",0.9396470588235316,3.3384722000000018,2.4402941176470603,92.70632352941179,85.82352941176471,5.282352941176471,20.264705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.3281999999999998,327,10,69,4,10,106,49,85,0.218,0.581,0.201,-0.1685,1,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,1,18,18,6,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,4,10,4,7,15,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793732297272075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271807847601764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295092521249176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002779576088164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581711484408814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264675748278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999218569323333,0.0,0.0,0.14466038277884408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964318904320705,0.1081536070546413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669088749209769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946705765831436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320041622595767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396189050798584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936756415401488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517262788314924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948013626895346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206388550154769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426840232279103,0.0,0.0,0.2433643568069705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678826221822621,0.120166958473473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754367005150522,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,basilkhaled01,2020/02/09,"I want someone Im entiraly alone I have some friends that dont give a damn No gf Noone I just want some one to call late at night or mid day to just talk or whatever Some one to cuddle Just some one to love",-1.83838905775076,0.05930029787234225,0.3349544072948341,104.62000000000002,99.2127659574468,4.387841945288755,15.224924012158056,6.1826913282559595,-0.8168395136778113,162,4,43,2,7,53,32,47,0.04,0.679,0.281,0.8763,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,6,4,6,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,6,4,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554006672765461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518036455617711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903500392956793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28901046420730153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052063707233105,0.0,0.0,0.2365588173930287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663676447024265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817275064686503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256389525458306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141507341494644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013025973518258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894128375590773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198205750654797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908992202125679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,q1king,2020/02/09,"I feel like I'm being pushed away I feel like everyone in my life is pushing me away. Close friends have become distant and everybody I know seems to shy away from me. I don't believe that I have done anything. I've just been doing a whole lot of nothing, just chilling at home and doing work. I try to talk to people but they don't respond to anything. People tell me that I should be more open with myself, but when I do, they ignore me. What can I do? Is it even worth it anymore?",1.1542574257425748,3.1591086336633687,2.6024653465346543,94.39340099009905,81.47524752475249,4.832079207920792,21.98118811881188,5.6839178017228535,0.08302693069306953,376,12,82,2,10,122,66,101,0.051,0.851,0.099,0.3709,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,16,1,0,0,0,16,21,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,17,3,12,16,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815620720774694,0.0,0.0,0.29565947918414465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063376215965696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984000458883894,0.0,0.20239457920835666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838357385322928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865158998268174,0.0,0.0,0.1716552579105663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816643925373859,0.2566720059258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879066322262645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019518315396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872633150271104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688618265139787,0.1755276344057635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272487383021233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237097094444442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490817484890687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353897600451345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438912241026147,0.15701468624702866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196486204592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056344357606465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307812325029344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Artemis_Eve,2020/02/09,Abandoned Lonely M19 here. I had to repeat a year of my studies because of my mental health so all of the friends I knew for years left school and went off to universities. I don’t have a particularly good relationship with my family so I’ve never felt like I can confide in them. So me being left behind all alone can only hope to confide in others that may actually understand what I’m feeling. It’s hard to describe but I feel like I’m out of options.,2.904021739130436,4.826235923913046,4.927608695652175,80.21684782608699,75.63043478260869,7.208695652173913,26.71739130434783,8.07648339933343,1.7954086956521742,363,14,70,6,8,125,67,92,0.121,0.795,0.083,-0.3234,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,16,16,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,4,10,5,15,10,2,11,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.20086067851916248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131781125482809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254722386187333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403848560790832,0.0,0.20814796536862865,0.1470452053215444,0.1976293636449923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590239768974374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726406875923265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843835169439199,0.0,0.0,0.2187879806790304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443592775126987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472704399381082,0.0,0.0,0.2011165724731072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742852759874267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587490141010436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654321595597048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209847091666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831124934447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427659819839187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080674746773926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26509592574554297 lonely,larg_PP,2020/02/09,"Hey, I'm 15 and well... So I'm relatively new here and really think this is the the right sub reddit for me. I'm just so lonely at school since my girlfriend left me for my friend last year, everything just went down hill from there. My mom moved a few 100 miles from me for a job and I have to stay with my dad. My Grandma died and my cat died. So the internet is the only thing keeping me breathing. No one to hold me,no one to ask me how I'm doing, I'm just a monkey who goes the school, comes back and plays chess to pass time :(. Just wanted to share my story and hopefully someone will read this If you made it this far into the text, thank you so much for your time.",1.4802083333333336,2.8438877152777806,2.8566666666666687,95.955,78.09722222222223,6.188888888888887,18.25,6.816661863887847,-0.2473500000000004,517,9,126,5,12,168,89,144,0.084,0.833,0.083,-0.2596,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,13,7,0,0,9,0,5,1,1,2,0,21,19,12,2,3,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,16,6,15,16,2,18,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,76,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014665734460487,0.0,0.0,0.13172264757771113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756372683114732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555742158774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395751020475726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234949312489974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014409991676674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699933623497596,0.15226338116352553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963609594957746,0.0,0.0,0.1861229267764384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209253502403048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062985302936645,0.0,0.1820696577131745,0.12592857643540853,0.0,0.0,0.1654470302757237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216083283240765,0.13028485193321993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713509368777293,0.0,0.10974210008454252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462931748372126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467387597876106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170491831360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514581424300874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258788886822253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771424123907773,0.0,0.0,0.11380715073308058,0.10976505752022483,0.0,0.0,0.19977815571610208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103987929387756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540233897566259,0.15880106135474842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103145327088851 lonely,SeedAM16,2020/02/09,"So alone... All my mates from 1-2 years ago now kinda just brush me off and when we’re all around each other they kinda ignore me if I speak or silently respond with one word answers. But when it’s just me and them they’re completely different. I hate it it makes me so down and I don’t know how to bring it up with them since we’re 15-16 age group, I’m one of two 16 year olds and probably the most mature so they’ll jus laugh if I bring it up. I sit at home most of the time and when I get home from the gym and hop on PS4 none of them want to play or say they’re busy doing this or that when I know it’s not true since it’s the same excuse all the time. This just makes me feel all alone in this world and as depressing as it sounds makes me think that what’s even the point in trying if no one will see me anymore. I used to be kinda popular and mates with everyone now I’m jus kicked to the curb and it sucks. :(",0.8851827527127369,2.0515761019417478,2.3679211878926343,99.66859794403202,79.24271844660194,6.012107367218733,16.972015990862364,6.522977012572876,-0.6241235865219878,711,10,187,6,17,231,111,206,0.106,0.83,0.064,-0.7767,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,15,8,2,0,7,0,5,0,0,5,5,50,22,26,0,4,11,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,16,14,0,2,5,2,0,2,4,4,0,4,0,6,21,4,23,19,9,27,0,1,1,0,12,11,1,11,13,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173780397593091,0.0,0.0,0.3312072441843797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857347234730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423409859692078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764749697161802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771784804680756,0.0,0.0,0.16705687246019466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560953737156474,0.0,0.0,0.15278710026538658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084802089698062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353885280457007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578638040777599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320776652588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574888289174856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201946686281482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778353737972676,0.0,0.3250481949438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511530270907993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723945032264481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271554007652718,0.0,0.0,0.1274160933566029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645345892359418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245464571424384,0.0,0.0,0.1864728232075758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085586182042446,0.0,0.15619476980167854,0.0,0.0,0.13809846231307552,0.0,0.0,0.09431056904567986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593505112022886 lonely,Amazon2020,2020/02/09,Anyone live in NC? If you stare off into what’s in front of you. You feel the need to talk to someone. You feel that feeling of wanting someone. You don’t want to feel alone anymore. You don’t want to be alone with your thoughts any more.,0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,1.1119999999999983,101.93266666666666,87.8,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7374666666666663,186,6,43,0,6,57,33,50,0.08,0.838,0.08199999999999999,-0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,11,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761557639829747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632072167533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279710791317469,0.16073172280527034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649204005366843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202981030369984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044704339915184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38953929782278973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476226322201286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824925498235026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40675306936175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cherry_Opal,2020/02/09,"Talked to someone who I didn’t know was engaged I found someone on okcupid that was handsome, funny, tall, everything I wanted in a guy. We only spoke for almost 2 weeks but he was so amazing that I was already head over heels. He called me beautiful, sexy, he told me how bad he wanted me, and we exchanged pictures and other personal info. Yesterday I looked him up in Twitter and I saw him making jokes to a friend about her wanting a piece of his fiancé. I confronted him about it and he admitted that he was engaged. I feel led on and sick to my stomach. I thought I found something real for the first time in years, I was so ready to have somebody. I don’t know what to do now, I’m deeply hurt by this and I feel like I can’t trust anybody.",2.8614705882352918,4.245117058823531,4.113218954248367,88.28198529411767,74.49019607843138,6.668627450980392,27.782679738562088,7.1686216300943375,1.3792836601307186,582,23,121,6,12,191,96,153,0.09300000000000001,0.644,0.263,0.9838,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,4,0,11,4,3,3,0,26,28,10,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,9,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,13,5,25,8,18,15,1,15,0,1,2,0,22,8,0,1,7,79,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977121958012598,0.0,0.19811345834348107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498982646630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833180180244116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134806502562904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815493609903444,0.12825473943760154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270630645926245,0.0,0.3936860653870285,0.13870277971126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777608072597239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842473786979784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921882877862985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732763418179994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770824435491685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075818760237822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983624096382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653902777213184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567568031068145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434200893946405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30422674728283844,0.13820931797757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442976939035804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252506780820973,0.10468413920279764,0.0,0.0,0.17154656423868342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31767055065014665,0.0,0.1440064207676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561005613245552 lonely,benladeche,2020/02/09,"The anger growing inside my chest I feel like I'm different, maybe too different In fact it's not a feeling but the truth I don't really feel human, the humanity is disgusting I feel disgusting I have this anger against the world It's maybe why i am this lonely.",1.1068463611859831,3.699905452830187,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,88.81132075471697,7.556873315363883,22.66576819407009,8.418075326091056,1.9479239892183289,211,8,42,6,7,71,36,53,0.35,0.552,0.098,-0.9555,2,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,9,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,9,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493604647504946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317315675798475,0.1878197017017532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844232005585696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282477107186453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684239594845605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723127085522544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhateverItDoesntMat,2020/02/09,"It’s over tired of living not knowing what to expect https://imgur.com/a/eDnEuV3 Can’t do it anymore. Tried every diet possible. I’m so skinny ribs always show yet whatever I eat I’m always some variation of ugly. Don’t know if it’s carbs or sugar or whatever but everyone always turns their heads or doesn’t look at me. No one helps me or assists me with anything everyone acts like I’m delusional and say I look the same but whatever. Got a job that I start tommorow but fuck that it’s over in a few hours",1.4254298642533918,4.062963352941178,3.3190196078431384,85.24174208144797,87.0392156862745,6.667873303167423,21.571644042232275,7.882392219407189,1.4238377073906483,410,14,78,9,13,137,70,102,0.11599999999999999,0.818,0.066,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,8,3,0,0,16,15,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,4,7,1,8,14,3,8,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,6,4,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625176627452776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375363727924413,0.0,0.0,0.15247435255741995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959353869565224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611120258935338,0.354096873676616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712936539071076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818990903512952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015659412826025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419310624091767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824691020956728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838674778361008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036563619442693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052123911537197,0.0,0.16361067715794814,0.0,0.3111866632133757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555439281621986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888179914796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473466339889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114617970842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129586678442872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257968351058656,0.2015376471328917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rpgaining48,2020/02/09,"just bored and looking to talk to people. im 25 years old, going to be 26 in april and looking to talk to people. i get social issues when meeting people in person. i just get nervous i think. i work construction and have been laid off till april most likely. i love riding motorcycles, play pc games , working out and studying history. who wants to talk?",2.682731092436974,5.191660970588238,3.8162184873949587,85.00441176470592,79.0,5.650420168067227,22.94957983193277,6.868970318607317,0.9151109243697482,278,9,50,3,7,90,46,68,0.061,0.84,0.1,0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,3,11,9,1,12,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,1,7,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138248372958304,0.0,0.11629778244827005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103900756267555,0.2135839305295128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999734615291264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436807561094972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468948276850594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472815568264728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42560075542205,0.17867784653643487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859781161792415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934293254748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112071338410622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206979830609218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29795086250953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177709329545206 lonely,ghostttoast,2020/02/09,"hey friends i'm gonna be home for a couple of hours, so if anyone wants to chit chat and stuff, message me! :) Don't be sad, friends, I am here for 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lonely,aquaticpiscinefishie,2020/02/09,"the only reason anyone hits me up is for a favour... ...and i suck up every single one of those chances because it makes me feel validated even if just for a short short while im not a person, im a 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lonely,noisybull,2020/02/09,"Life is getting boring and i feel like i cant do anything about it (17M) Over all these years i have lost all my friends, have nobody to text to and have anxiety i get shy feel weird and stupid after simple chats with other people interactions find it hard to make friends can’t excite anyone not even myself, suffering from depression, dont have any hobbies cant find the meaning of life etc. There are way more things to list here but i cant escape any of it anyone feel the same? sorry for bad 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lonely,vibecheck42069,2020/02/09,"Why does everyone hate me? I’m 13 and awkward all the time I’m not the “nice guy” type either Just think that everyone hates me and nobody cares if I die",-0.17772727272727096,1.9941353939393949,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.0,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.08167272727272756,120,3,28,2,4,40,26,33,0.348,0.579,0.07200000000000001,-0.8868,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283006595484778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880794170155856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429080822770737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304703344181704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484326279571714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480964348180991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785909307895514,0.0,0.0,0.1618564340755944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046860295011475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skeletonskeleton3,2020/02/09,"Something truly must be wrong with me I keep trying to make friends in this new city I’m in. I know no one here except people I see at work. I’ve tried dating but keep getting ghosted. Well, twice before I gave up. I tried bumble bff. Went okay. But I’ll meet up with someone and we’ll hit it off. But then that’s it. First person I chalked it up to incompatibility. But the next person I really thought we’d hit it off. We talked for a few hours. Then I tried to keep up the conversation later but they seldom responded. And then they unmatched me. Something must be wrong with me. Something I’m not self aware enough to notice.",0.4755652573529439,2.916248992187501,2.0964705882352948,93.44264705882351,90.328125,4.261764705882353,17.685661764705888,5.900188976854957,-0.37655110294117655,493,13,105,4,17,160,78,128,0.073,0.8140000000000001,0.113,0.7269,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,2,2,2,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,2,21,20,10,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,3,1,16,3,18,9,2,19,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,9,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291970067687102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688202048851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914737968404116,0.0,0.0,0.11730426182091852,0.0,0.07932543621773484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952296098525975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404863134146394,0.0,0.0,0.08344235246312166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134837827272393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663933573694693,0.16147400179648266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286061140281478,0.0,0.0,0.1028846219057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526050514185653,0.265145963363248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726683296736176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209896574749135,0.0,0.15839285671574385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864592220315085,0.35066078825273145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203601471474725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053686238315872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123331578130139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651431231025588,0.14074886755340768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105347836992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33200674956983145,0.0,0.0 lonely,Boatfixer2,2020/02/09,"M 39 completely destroyed My wife went to a mental hospital and we have two kids together. This ended our relationship, because my 12yr old wants nothing to do with her, and neither do I. Everything ive done for us the last 13 years was based on a lie. Her mental illness makes her lie about everything to fit in. Even with those that don't want or need her to. Im learning to be a single father with a 2 year old and a 12 year old, but I don't think I can do it alone. I don't even have a big enough support group to take care of my kids while I go to work. Only 3 days covered right now in the middle of the week. I have no one to talk to. I sit with my kids and scroll social media trying to escape my private hell. I love my kids, and adore their company, but I just need to cry. My entire life got flipped over and the goals we had set together are now fodder.i have no purpose, no goals, and nothing left to live for, other than my kids. Which is enough for now I guess, but the emptiness is overwhelming.",3.559541778975742,3.98967366037736,4.620431266846364,88.90745283018869,71.83018867924528,7.755256064690027,25.99191374663073,7.7094869923839395,1.1553291105121293,784,23,177,9,14,257,124,212,0.135,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.7317,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,1,3,7,7,2,1,11,0,19,3,0,1,0,26,33,12,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,5,0,28,4,27,27,4,27,1,1,0,1,21,9,1,2,14,117,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328782407867117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820939089819444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080856385264014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345182200029596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092954647695485,0.08274172409575918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312936011032476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363412282237526,0.2651326703480064,0.0,0.16947950001262485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306122959371137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729148227599757,0.0,0.10261178949033764,0.0,0.14133492995808364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858407030798164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458015539417363,0.0,0.0,0.13939636791139629,0.0,0.09062081172872732,0.0,0.0,0.1132896596820446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579413311416507,0.0,0.0856400436557823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858881577306725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902629768437323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462111630920333,0.0,0.40388213129018935,0.0,0.08693817959083175,0.09757656118947282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774425077608554,0.0,0.10956596038826022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078385625284972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559127509418765,0.0,0.0,0.09646427825740124,0.10312123199075783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220830505359213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710605497013839,0.0,0.12532869733838556,0.0,0.15432693568412706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134720296645815,0.0,0.10291307589473704,0.0,0.0,0.11893371524248453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340261642876972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478594999626047 lonely,420books,2020/02/09,"am i even capable of feelings? i’m a teenage girl and i could have plenty of friends, probably even a boyfriend if i wanted, but i’m so uninterested in maintaining the relationships that i have. i find myself unfulfilled with all of my friendships and i choose to push everyone away and isolate myself. i feel like nobody meets my standards and that’s why i never can form any attachments to anyone but maybe that’s what i tell myself to justify all this. i wish i knew how to explain my feelings better.",3.624352806414663,6.00387780412371,4.792714776632302,79.8976174112257,75.08247422680412,8.02245131729668,29.33447880870561,8.841846274778883,2.6682815578465067,405,18,73,9,9,133,63,97,0.06,0.7240000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,3,23,14,9,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,17,3,10,12,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227304415227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685200574764772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419585099956726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104424052683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052248262278856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152188546220318,0.0,0.0,0.228016218730469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36196760036844106,0.1704736020252451,0.0,0.0,0.21809874059796516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436092554534705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658002197858315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397306810517541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404215351723716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25727788986985306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561937281923372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085685896196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407470873048991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532176278256404,0.0,0.274406739041393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,retiredpupper,2020/02/09,"this place might be my last resort for escaping from myself things have been going so terribly wrong lately. not to go too much into detail and bore everyone to death with my seemingly pathetic life story, – i'm lonely (probably why i joined this subreddit in the first place). i'm so lonely and so in need of some sort of new, true human connections. and it might sound weird that i say i'm lonely when i'm constantly talking to people but? i get so so sad because deep down i know these people don't care about me and maybe i don't care about them that much either. i get too attached to people and at the same time, i get bored of them so easily. i know it's a bad personality trait and it might drive me to my own end but i just want to, one day, meet someone with similar life views to mine. or perhaps someone who knows what its like to sleep 14 hours a day, going from day to day and wishing tomorrow would never come as the night sets in... i'm terribly lonely, and to add to it- my mind refuses to do and act up to it. lately it's been hard to do anything whether it's cleaning, eating or even showering sometimes. i just lay down on my bed, close my eyes and hope that maybe just maybe in 5 minutes i'll get the will to get up and do something... not to be THAT sad angst teen but seeking help from my irls has never been successful because they don't comprehend on how can I be lonely ( mainly because I'm always goofing and joking and smiling around ) ((sounds clicheic I know)) and they just go like... oh cheer up. I'm lonely. I don't know what and how to do to get away from myself.",3.596860789788593,4.486740966360859,4.7498896423347965,86.33095333067413,72.05810397553516,7.888791384124452,25.226565616274428,8.18289091462,1.3551753490227365,1244,36,264,18,23,410,166,327,0.182,0.7290000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.987,1,12,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,4,2,19,24,0,0,6,0,22,5,2,2,3,59,52,31,1,5,13,0,1,2,0,5,2,3,3,2,19,22,1,1,6,1,0,7,8,15,0,2,3,6,29,9,46,41,7,45,0,8,2,0,12,19,0,9,20,172,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797353403544775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788570602320329,0.08530591835899108,0.0,0.0,0.09003216906639765,0.0,0.08001114073287283,0.1752448697553306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954030453544677,0.0,0.0,0.08254606110427991,0.0,0.1035544241017092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472007090362098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980544521079178,0.0,0.0,0.08487385306320516,0.0,0.0,0.06329251207307525,0.0,0.0,0.09156634551038996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815099881534744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003924066688164,0.0,0.2178416764032524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858417388249333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423049578489072,0.0,0.0,0.09517735536954204,0.09436981848488073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633187439577427,0.07811140282331194,0.21619297480230096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537020866795324,0.0936319936496988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888118550449333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30497038012796235,0.09675746717363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088703488909293,0.07105414966437898,0.14781463802235822,0.09254984923421476,0.0,0.08992669666480499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493452932011258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930212788208046,0.08367202023592629,0.20023663355093815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331719509766196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620509414578308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723686395348616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958957238190216,0.0,0.1623869972495829,0.07377193602713122,0.0947748776211559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702172617076683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366288125310436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587721387625207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652096371695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646852858375148,0.0,0.11019576772801756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807240973809756,0.10477125548546673,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ariflotti,2020/02/09,"19M looking for some friends to keep me from boring my cat to death with my converstations Hey wassup fine people of the internet Im here in search of friends and cool people to talk too since im lonley Af This is most likley gonna be the worst post you've ever read in your life but i often have no idea what to say so here goes nothing Im Aron or Aaron depends on where your from (Yeah my humor is amazing) Im a 19 year old dude last time i cheked Im from iceland of all places and no we dont live in igloos and we know what cars are its that thing on four legs with a saddle right? Im currently in school studying the normal stuff idk what's it called in english but i spend most of my school time either sleeping playing games or eating so that's money well spent on school í guess but hey i pay for it so i do what i wanna do My hobbies include playing video games currently its the good ol fallout NV and the new cod watching movies collecting old stuff from old wars (medals photograph's.etc) Lego i mean who dosent like lego its fun for all ages has long has your not 100 has it clearly says for age groups 1-99 at the box I do nothing exepct dying of boredom everyday so if you wanna chat anytime 24/7 im here to chat. And im single Ladies but its a limited time offer since i have a pretty long line outside my house of girls that want me so be the first to apply and you might the one. I can teach icelandic but im no professional so dont get your hopes up. I can't type english for shit so it might have a typo or three. When i start talking i tend to talk non-stop for hours so if somebody is even remotely interested then dont hesitate to send me a message here or ask me for my snap or wherever its best for you to talk",1.4566909782781041,3.2478965471698165,2.8510329792294264,94.05713294751864,79.48517520215634,5.658506421436499,21.42389408593626,6.522977012572876,0.19758722054859712,1373,39,311,12,34,446,204,371,0.094,0.778,0.128,0.9234,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,7,0,4,19,19,2,0,14,2,22,5,3,1,4,46,35,28,3,7,14,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,21,10,1,2,3,8,4,2,8,4,1,4,1,5,33,15,41,29,9,38,0,0,2,0,31,13,1,16,23,186,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640346366263185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454160505113419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252957382314293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371792803822765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497399005397884,0.0,0.0,0.07268142485658237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921722832780621,0.04691464651865705,0.06425070348697028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060418083541147964,0.0,0.0,0.109755206923563,0.0,0.03711024446695253,0.0,0.0,0.059576595805872275,0.0,0.0,0.07824755535895156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054881908601288,0.06995024421113791,0.08195908580781694,0.0,0.0801842266231871,0.6905213201618157,0.0,0.0,0.0631347295403431,0.0,0.0,0.03903623158534567,0.057898931998482416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050170591123649945,0.034701671185377314,0.0,0.06272079322639205,0.12571863343381326,0.05964731244090714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737249549751771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507032150011133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860121869021626,0.0,0.0,0.06959432100732614,0.13631040550095694,0.0,0.2236021161647232,0.0,0.04813176772619188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848651995577401,0.0,0.07421123427904175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802710755140502,0.0722630479309385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104922387505291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060659233732805476,0.0,0.11297181728678025,0.0,0.2156584628529398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729112764760652,0.11751350356074827,0.0,0.07108129916578246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502754011095632,0.0,0.0,0.05938426230844169,0.0,0.0,0.16262471736000464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283649006306697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047189177242645534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425449638142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418953355906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386450229111852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574099257302695 lonely,Kizmyass,2020/02/09,"i dont mean to sound desperate but im rlly lonely. ive noticed recently that all i do with my friends is laugh at things then just focus on being happy. they vent out to their other friends but not on my group. idk why, maybe its because were happy most of the time. in my case, i lie that i have other friends... since i transferred on senior year, so i often make up excuses that i spend my time with my non-exisistent friends all weekend. when all i do is lie down and sleep. i dont want them to think im pathetic, that im incapable of keeping contact with others. the truth is that i rlly need someone. i tried dating, a few times but i cant manage my time properly and i end up neglecting them. i cut ties off before the situation becomes worse. on that note, i hope to find someone to interact with. idontknowwhattodo",1.372002661343977,3.684543329341317,3.361267465069861,87.48871423819028,82.77245508982037,6.345841650033268,23.64903526280772,7.594959193182576,1.2300767797737855,644,24,132,11,18,217,100,167,0.14300000000000002,0.674,0.183,0.9121,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,4,12,1,0,4,0,12,1,1,1,4,27,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,26,9,22,17,5,23,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,3,12,90,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114042276961643,0.14700555532483645,0.11326373815359125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119994065634888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789275764676628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165683334421208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113506814897076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833884645557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220468359891174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313332423939186,0.0,0.0,0.11831107949245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884955206062096,0.0,0.1337232642070553,0.14499188532179946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869670509646294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154251260672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314265067063458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010698519210564,0.14961716459942453,0.1332025225617842,0.0,0.2255612325915561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842997412969883,0.08528920313297125,0.0,0.0,0.3104616366872759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037050467853276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850960027091111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201078178553442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564678781242484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571615413214087 lonely,scatteredmind420,2020/02/09,"Drowning in my loneliness.. I feel like no matter what i do im never good enough for anyone. I feel like im always being lied to and everyone is fake. There has been too many times.. almost everyone my whole life actually including family.. they have all turned out to be completely different people than they portrayed themselves to be. People pretend to be what they think u want them to be. They pretend to care about u just to hurt u. I feel like its so hard to meet real people.. good people.. Im fresh out of a long term relationship with someone who i never truly knew the while time. My friends are not there for me like they said they would be, like i would be for them. Sometimes im not sure if my friends are real.. sometimes i think i might be too paranoid thinking that. My family is really fake too they always have been. The thing is i cant usually figure out how to tell if someone is real or fake untill im too attached to them. I become easily attached to people from dating to just friends. I feel like everyone leaves or is ripped away from me. I feel like no one ever truly cares about me because no one shows it. Im thankful for my grandma because shes the only person i truly have and i hate to feel this way but i need more than her. I need friends real friends that i can feel comfortable around. Real friends that i dont have to question if they are using me or if they are real friends. I want to love someone. I want to take care of someone. But i also want them to take care of me. I want someone to open up to me so i can love them like no one else has. I want to feel a real connection with someone on a deeper level. I dont know how to stop feeling the way that i do.",2.011204852495176,3.7820931367521418,3.6850657108721614,88.80924731182795,77.74643874643873,6.352394081426341,23.288392610973247,7.233258080335977,0.8622380479735319,1325,42,278,16,31,442,146,351,0.10099999999999999,0.677,0.222,0.9935,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,14,0,17,31,1,0,7,0,36,3,0,3,5,67,71,18,1,14,13,0,10,8,7,3,1,1,0,1,11,9,0,1,16,3,0,0,11,5,0,3,4,11,54,26,45,56,5,24,0,1,0,2,32,10,0,10,20,193,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.053380859859211836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477573954425432,0.0,0.0,0.04374484079158362,0.09103220785105604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824862275669883,0.0,0.0,0.04869601143268225,0.0,0.0,0.05139394333364437,0.0,0.0,0.066691161608211,0.06041360713210772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308766176149344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735357510419744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571515176450274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821970932953475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045696158278813216,0.0,0.0,0.05652136387563796,0.0,0.0,0.04948071878489204,0.0,0.1568091368195061,0.0,0.0,0.10313557918745436,0.0,0.2489289020159449,0.19539412980449397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958361826376464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091762194754159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049001879068097456,0.05400649402442867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058559182164007996,0.0,0.3545226163926045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03006256262840945,0.0,0.0,0.057921084241862215,0.0,0.0,0.03863734987998315,0.21379546558741205,0.0,0.0,0.04840918471982923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874063914973877,0.0,0.0,0.055458825278390994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802974128494511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112106993175416,0.08437847504042363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111201636755421,0.041603023222182234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896159704703688,0.04776331739209092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061278298490609326,0.0,0.0,0.4358366862077306,0.03504323849259512,0.0,0.0,0.058729034861476875,0.0,0.0,0.052033737476318793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809087200634475,0.0,0.10820254005704492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045732977602776836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155560006710901,0.0,0.0822575741455148,0.0,0.04781159967188429,0.05036187356686233,0.0,0.0,0.036341304952517584,0.10515170802831543,0.0,0.0,0.06379387264301373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059499620646005835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047244609511754604,0.0602460718690504,0.0,0.19358648602299355,0.0868391500629822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061072370376785826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771687842118517,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raventhemightybird,2020/02/09,"i’m so tired of pretending that i am okay i feel so broken inside and i don’t want my loved ones to know about it. i love them more than i love myself, and i hate myself for that",1.2565040650406516,1.824991073170736,3.2668292682926854,95.9828455284553,77.29268292682926,6.442276422764228,16.10569105691057,6.42735559955562,-0.6728601626016268,138,1,36,1,3,47,30,41,0.2,0.466,0.33399999999999996,0.7075,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,4,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251064301796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779220322337085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657651903048029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8166849101549949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438887958216626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667352166416243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779062167381249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaydfw9102,2020/02/09,"Who am I... really? ... I’m the guy who is real. I’m not the jerk who leaves you for no reason. I’m the guy who is nice. I’m the guy who loves to fill the void in people’s lives. I do it with a commitment. I enjoy seeing other people benefit in an emotionally positive way because of me. I love doing selfless acts for people I love and care about. I love people special, I suppose. So I either decide to be special in your life. Or I’m just another guy in your life. So you either see me for who I really am as a consequence of me emotionally bonding with you, or you see me as just another guy in your circle. I do huge acts in the name of love and care. I don’t make much of it. I enjoy it and I do it only for that. To see the smile on your face. The comfort on your face. The feeling of safety and calmness in you because of me. I just enjoy that kind of an impact I have on someone. No, I don’t do this for everyone. No, I don’t do this as charity like I have lots of love to shower. I do it out of choice. And a dedicated and will full choice. To sum up, the primary thing about me, is to fill up your void and know that I have an impact on you. Not with jokes. I’m not humorous. Not with money. I’m not rich. But with selfless acts of love. Secondarily, I love to think. I love to analyse. Solve problems. Fix things. In a way, I suppose this is connected to the primary thing about me. But I decided to go deep only in the human space and nothing else. I guess. I observe. I think. I analyse. And I appreciate. I don’t act. I just appreciate and smile. Sometimes, I share my appreciation out loud. But almost always, it’s within me. This has clearly shown in my profession, which is one of the applications of the above process and is probably the only thing apart from humans, where I share my views and put effort into making it better. But without the human connection. It’s with an object. With everything else: football, food, photography, musical instruments, art, dance, cinema, acting, and everything along these lines; it ends with my appreciation in my mind. I’m alone. What about you?",0.4789074040713359,2.8210717704918054,3.2537177985948484,86.36071000720592,87.7353629976581,6.5633039092055485,20.62371644748694,7.815909333733263,1.1207795352188799,1614,53,336,35,52,566,170,427,0.039,0.701,0.26,0.9986,1,1,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,13,0,2,11,30,1,0,24,0,25,14,2,3,2,61,56,24,0,1,18,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,8,30,25,1,0,7,4,2,10,13,2,0,1,0,7,59,28,66,54,5,40,0,0,5,9,39,27,0,5,2,244,89,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756793636922306,0.07827489153060248,0.0,0.0,0.06288604793825597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849797090127282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214197227455864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668416399624655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541114043385685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626962996733446,0.1700277148600064,0.06693871461147521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722169814250243,0.13584731663535055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038213959249346015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913879060740402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042952102682269726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325649291001624,0.3741651420692811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870172728123795,0.04153509618683928,0.0,0.0,0.08002504094439042,0.0,0.0,0.10676442081841044,0.0369230633181764,0.0,0.06673580091555302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425279080167756,0.6139000516680563,0.0,0.10089635576365624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631113997901738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555772879708238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251808862967604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121287380876377,0.17243894932267165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958206841901109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148469743620859,0.07231690113517096,0.0,0.07597567444297318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602307559713725,0.0968330145024164,0.07770565633014308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409000663328263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640360751467794,0.0,0.07474750180948679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083977742225328,0.09685327142934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997887522871395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728534494597005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,totorosfriend,2020/02/09,"How can I have a fullfilled childhood?(F/15) Hello People!! I am currently 15 years old so I still live in my childhood right now. But I have this feeling that something is missing! I'm almost always at home (sometimes out with ''friends'') and it doesn't feel right. I wanna do stuff like outdoor activities but I'm too shy for that (and have nobody to do such stuff with me). I think I'm wasting the best years of my life right now. What can I do in my free time? And what did you guys do when you were as young as me?!! Also do you guys have any advice, how i can meet new people my age!? (internet and reallife?). Sorry for my poor English. Have a great day!",0.3655992923485201,2.7431132556390985,1.8341088014153044,95.84750110570543,89.37593984962406,4.332419283502875,19.101724900486513,5.900188976854957,-0.20209385227775334,505,15,109,4,17,162,85,133,0.092,0.76,0.147,0.8966,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,1,10,6,0,0,3,0,18,1,0,2,0,16,25,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,18,6,13,23,1,21,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,15,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624535105847785,0.0,0.0,0.1664711943868925,0.0,0.0,0.13294673801630585,0.13832985638101486,0.0,0.0,0.11305287186928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446475230532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721481348873343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811778345181186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844112343035513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832866252667578,0.0,0.3292190370496422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675813216562524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742435311655662,0.08121931991918567,0.0,0.1467981222986752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605612680116263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444704329823196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050786601268697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42591911648394176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798416950645686,0.16442138644644988,0.18609860689642813,0.0,0.0,0.13276414240401133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38062342517945097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652362142400087,0.0,0.0,0.0969392860946025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411374048032775 lonely,Rican1784,2020/02/09,Lonely guy looking to chat Just a 30 m looking to chat and kill my loneliness.,4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,69.0,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.98895,62,3,12,1,1,21,13,16,0.47600000000000003,0.524,0.0,-0.875,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417030082874626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935367082768808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7492129003514465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,litvar,2020/02/09,I think the realisation is finally settling in Usually stuff like this doesn't affect me as I tend to not use social media. Today I turned 22 and for the first year in my life I received 0 cards. Even my Facebook which I rarely check only had my teacher from school wishing me a Happy Birthday. I don't usually celebrate it but it kind of hurts you know? Idk I feel like I'm slowly realising how alone I've become since leaving school.,2.8475,4.997930574712648,4.520215517241383,82.02446120689656,76.58620689655173,7.108620689655173,25.81752873563219,8.07648339933343,1.7351390804597702,348,13,66,6,8,117,69,87,0.125,0.772,0.10300000000000001,-0.4383,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,10,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,13,4,7,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,38,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916805130705859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439933467896365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222394175488475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935788114443999,0.1322166711379422,0.0,0.2027391657650989,0.0,0.15742357428933149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970143695688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981251979788858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927257536845149,0.10171165225335202,0.0,0.0,0.19596630039044316,0.0,0.0,0.1307230106614454,0.18083529935519047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075687036287124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746088815162017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309485731367162,0.0,0.0,0.18865930583875512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186508056953346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858773865488748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754282047830115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013070142807416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984423393646102,0.4076650142782264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282559377432628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918137948688155 lonely,confusion99advice,2020/02/09,"I feel like a fuck up and have lost control of my life. Disclaimer: I just wanted to put this out there to get off my chest, you guys don’t have to say anything, it’s fine. I have changed so much in the last year and I hate the person I see in the mirror.",1.808157894736844,2.238175385964915,3.0096052631578982,98.86598684210527,75.84210526315789,5.7,21.267543859649123,3.1291,-0.5080140350877196,195,4,51,0,4,63,44,57,0.16399999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,2,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,8,2,9,10,1,8,0,1,1,1,4,5,1,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120018926122084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435564861658297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014830003727231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591378203797308,0.1920313748962884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850204659324124,0.14043734535258967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661550939204595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653851809984287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191085622154271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986198375626587,0.13132251351544502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934278715672487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759954714403752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470652669013986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702190890258768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376121805855725,0.0,0.0,0.21419946893525135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585457007226562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309892896202572 lonely,YaanisTheBest,2020/02/09,"My relationship So I've been with this girl for like more than 2 months, and I asked her if she wanted to make the relationship public and like let others know. But she said she doesn't want that and I asked why and she said you can tell others but not the people in my school and she gets mad whenever I bring up the part of making the relationship public, should I be worried that she is cheating on me with someone else and that's why she doesn't want anyone to know?",3.6587776141384367,4.734797175257737,4.2905743740795295,88.98237113402064,72.09278350515464,7.192341678939616,21.073637702503678,7.447530270364453,0.4115019145802648,374,7,82,4,7,119,61,97,0.146,0.8190000000000001,0.035,-0.8989,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,21,10,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,16,2,10,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,1,3,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628618362925605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109504268697764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892871088622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688888893558126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827966826628271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006085137179136,0.0,0.16249904557704545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202331064071004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274518858495138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009499062859205,0.0,0.11529679226055338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356565680060666,0.0,0.0,0.3163933399420494,0.0,0.0,0.16831223198160408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091194173384136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536022628630388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942777025594941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001335936491893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889350281986676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_can_of_bones,2020/02/09,"I want to hold somebody as i fall asleep (how do i subsitite it?) So right now i want to hold a girl in my arms as i fall asleep in bed with a fan blowing air in all directions of the room How do i mimic that feeling without another person?",3.9933974358974353,3.4109382115384617,5.693076923076927,85.11858974358975,70.73076923076924,9.241025641025642,30.794871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.181402564102564,185,7,43,3,3,64,36,52,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,2,1,10,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,10,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612698420129049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242489093583548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38410066159734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37566921272423415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189247133411361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240445342143031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LifeOnJove,2020/02/09,"I want to help. So it's my life goal to leave this world better than it was when I arrived. I've had a moderately tough life that has left me with mental health challenges, which I fight daily to live a normal life. And I have made a good life so far, but I know it could have gone the other way if I hadn't had people when I needed them. I can see that the world is now harder than ever to find connections. So if I can help anyone feel more connected or strong enough to get through the next day then I will know I've done right by the world. TL;DR If you need to talk I am here for you!",3.3861718749999987,3.3428965234374988,4.293749999999998,92.77625,72.046875,7.3375,20.6875,6.6274283507984215,0.0004343749999997648,457,6,112,3,8,148,84,128,0.034,0.8270000000000001,0.138,0.9116,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,8,6,1,0,7,0,14,5,0,1,1,18,24,12,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,2,16,4,12,15,2,15,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,7,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323321113562495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558726209808701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407157032481076,0.0,0.0,0.11366216186554302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035779050526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210614307517986,0.0,0.0,0.15942189353976527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911376186455876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108291912997785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207969907823567,0.0,0.0,0.14782427582215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733807918352416,0.0,0.0,0.23626395044156434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371709937011475,0.0,0.0,0.18661590115245694,0.1914885471165325,0.0,0.49794260313826,0.0,0.0,0.15562580762240627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676539837281618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761150227545167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136391895828004,0.0,0.0,0.18743644161712728,0.0,0.17268073083203173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218471275318747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051056840671267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044286149639995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416574562640576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039526941785858,0.13989349868388998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,havanakhg55,2020/02/09,"You carry it with you Even though I have a loving family and have been in 2 serious relationships, I was lonely all my life. It started in elementary school, when I didn't find a group of friends I fit in with, so I was alone most of the time. I went to high school in 6th grade and was waiting for it so much. I thought: new place, fresh start, I will be social, make many friends, reach what I've been wishing for for 6 years. Well needless to say it didn't go as planned. 60 people in the class and I still ended up alone. I ended up joining the 'outcast girls', the ones who couldn't fit in elsewhere. We dined together for appearances but we didn't really like each other. We didn't have much in common. 7 years of this and I've been wishing to go to university every day. In this time I developed a lot as a person, and I felt like I was finally ready to be the confident, sociable person I felt like I was. So I got accepted to a university abroad, and here I am, already halfway through my bachelors. I found a group of friends I really like. We are not that close but we have things in common and we sometimes go out to do things together. And I can more or less be myself, be sociable, tell my stupid jokes. It's everything I ever wished for. And yet when we sit in a bar, laughing, having a good time, sometimes I zone out for minutes because I'm just so overwhelmed by a feeling of loneliness. And I've realized - I've carried it with me all this time. It doesn't matter how many friends I have. How many times we go out. It doesn't matter that I have a loving family and boyfriend. It's inside me and if you're reading this, it's probably inside you too. And wherever you go, you carry it with you.",2.267008547008544,3.950145943019948,3.899495726495728,87.94411538461542,76.74928774928777,7.4150427350427375,25.09031339031339,8.238735603445708,1.4765961253561253,1330,47,286,24,30,444,164,351,0.08,0.738,0.182,0.9883,0,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,8,6,0,1,17,19,1,1,15,0,31,5,0,3,3,60,54,28,0,5,6,0,3,4,4,1,1,1,0,3,22,30,2,1,8,3,0,7,8,4,1,1,18,4,44,15,41,30,9,49,0,2,0,2,30,20,0,5,25,198,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372333604538275,0.10320500413293618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701077928626059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031462610837055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656673149148339,0.0,0.0,0.0617710882146035,0.08459694716799462,0.07879719778965025,0.0,0.08405248112392681,0.0,0.17633040420434626,0.0,0.04728806086170912,0.0,0.17959357632066028,0.10244992281664483,0.08547836747344878,0.0,0.0,0.10254319001111063,0.2890226857487381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575650438685056,0.07844269174205125,0.07479892140340053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881223026063203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660580914500834,0.18276254014904736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950994719335164,0.16881639633810133,0.0,0.062427357774477214,0.2844530613512989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375003957874228,0.0,0.0,0.0903251382200536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337363469118411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483710273419714,0.16332142851653972,0.09771167512350933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008336588867674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935483521935878,0.0,0.11982651295917195,0.0,0.0,0.100408748729023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437327795500494,0.0,0.1893006260183168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533496524404438,0.0,0.0,0.18499336285800927,0.0,0.13239218314171372,0.0,0.0746876233715398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174326224005214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426510893866832,0.0,0.09188591542560212,0.07424684993732687,0.27267019387310343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408844779929414,0.08669679831940474,0.0,0.0,0.3226406536689988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045154751952936 lonely,Am_Smol_Bean,2020/02/09,"Got advice on real friends? I’ve always had a bad track record for making friends. Either I am the extra of the group or the one that you see trying so hard to chase after the group. I keep burning myself out and going that extra mile for them but I know for a fact that they won’t ever do the same. An example would be, we are all at lunch and everyone is talking. I can’t get a word in, if I do I am straight up ignored. So I just slowly stop talking because I am just talking to myself. For everyone who had/has similar experiences how did/do you break out of it. How did you find real friends. Because I just can’t get the hang of it and it kinda kills me on the inside. I want real friends and they kinda sound like a myth at this point in time.",1.856471153846151,3.1831875125000018,3.738750000000003,90.17894230769234,77.0,6.1730769230769225,22.93269230769231,6.67199483983844,0.5291586538461543,582,17,129,5,13,197,94,160,0.08800000000000001,0.794,0.11800000000000001,0.5985,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,3,0,8,8,1,0,12,0,14,1,0,3,3,34,23,11,1,3,7,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,3,20,5,19,17,5,19,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,4,5,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206112964677148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209656571324591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138407102348475,0.17724144847862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150219695855578,0.0,0.2778287044775906,0.0,0.14220700985487975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328723256746775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492729279148322,0.0,0.15190740061120114,0.0,0.08262133647328246,0.0,0.11627160109152053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022961086247975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292181281816319,0.16083857278182664,0.0,0.07989562659803312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102406279389532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704055491930742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851150035698396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742864947878286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964139841501782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584697950734142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154203042939285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505465836717887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477074111958978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870172351976846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574736732025541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032719461652938,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JuliusMcSneezer,2020/02/09,"Have you ever failed at the one thing you’ve good at? (15/M) I made a promice 4 years ago that I would face this world head on, and I still hold onto that promise. But that promise doesn’t change the fact that I still messed up my University’s entrance exam. You see...I am a rare breed of human in my little part of the world as I actually somehow enjoy studying. But something has felt missing. I couldn’t understand what, until I needed a shoulder to lean on. I looked around me and I saw nothing, nobody. I spent all of my time studying alone, trying to improve myself alone, that I had nobody to watch my back. The exam was over and yet I was devastated. I honestly cried because I realized at this point that I was alone. I tried to talk to my friends, frantically scrolling through my phone’s contacts before realizing that I wasn’t close to any of them. It hurts, but I still plan to move forward,as it is my nature. But if you want someone to talk to or just some kind words to push you forward, message me or something, we might even become good friends. Stay safe and never lose hope! Hope is what allows us to see the sun even though dark clouds and thundering storms.",3.346484480431851,5.0398107649572665,3.98837156995052,88.40370445344129,73.82905982905983,6.464777327935223,25.991003148897885,7.0608816371341465,1.0609521367521366,925,32,189,9,19,293,141,234,0.102,0.752,0.145,0.9218,0,3,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,4,1,3,13,18,0,1,8,0,14,3,3,2,4,38,26,15,0,7,8,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,3,4,6,0,1,9,6,35,12,28,14,3,30,0,4,4,0,15,16,0,8,12,127,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.11924166842591492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083157470936046,0.0,0.0,0.3796618730886055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083094682431054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877669756978306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395802897461164,0.0,0.07448704835777459,0.13495135389463248,0.1039763074070159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926282858690194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422206493249295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141319562921294,0.11052956955705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732338666142925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188810318323858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497753745009106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540414220507576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427282561323777,0.0,0.0,0.1308089566430692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127244060901366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246838519468095,0.0,0.0,0.10261042154449694,0.1367014811032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562093066320335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962629653008398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298706523851161,0.0,0.09060374588072913,0.09424192650315888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724642399614706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280039408245382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232192065167475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551084181874315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947422488077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353280070644318,0.1881385894139396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024030770845615,0.2927478285747903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642644203705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117886910668326,0.0,0.12005292177008825,0.0,0.07125107978183476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659205590096332,0.0,0.0,0.12720607767621406,0.14698181112514108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207194875645526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680162020841728,0.0,0.0,0.07868757765795187 lonely,throwwwaawaaayy,2020/02/09,"I dont know what to do anymore I never thought id post something like this online, but here we go i have no one else to say it to. Its my junior year of highschool and this summer was probably the best one ive had but towards the end of it my friends all started seeming like theyre getting further away. We all used to hang out almost every single day only a few months ago and now i havent seen any of them in almost a month outside of school where they act like nothings changed. We have this groupchat and whenever anyone texts in it, everyone responds but anything i say gets zero response from anyone in there but somehow they end up hanging out every other day without me knowing until later. They all make plans that im never included in and i dont fucking know why. Ive brought it up to them and all they say is “that sucks idk why thats weird” when theyre a part of it. I dont remember ever having problems with anyone in there so i dont see any reason other than they just dont give a fuck. At school its like nothings changed. Ive tried to drop them and make new friends but everyone in my area already has their tight groups of friends and doesnt really accept new people so im basically just gonna be lonely as shit until i go off to college. The only friends i have left are on the internet who i play video games with and i only see them 1-3 times a year but theyre going to college next year so i most likely wont ever see them again. School is dumb and the homework is always just mindnumbingly boring busy work that i learn absolutely nothing from so now im failing 2 classes because i cant find motivation to do anything in them. Most of my school day consists of me sitting on my phone. Ive been playing video games on my phone pretty much all day every day out of boredom since my friends dont talk to me and i dont want to do anything in my classes. Outside of school i just play video games on my pc until its time to sleep. The only thing that makes me not want to kill myself now is weed. When im high is the only time im happy now. I used to be able to quit smoking whenever and however long i wanted no problem, but recently i feel like i just need it all the time. I have no friends anymore, im not close with my family, and ive never been able to find a gf for some reason. I dont know what to do. Being lonely sucks, life sucks, everything fucking sucks. TLDR: Slowly getting more and more depressed... high school sucks, work sucks, and all of my friends are talking to me less and less and at this point not at all.",2.6683150183150173,4.0302558480300155,3.9930568212275546,89.03746873045654,74.94746716697938,6.351987849548825,25.823684445635664,6.7636006534598385,0.9538457428750112,2009,70,426,17,42,661,226,533,0.131,0.737,0.131,0.7915,1,4,1,0,0,1,35.0,3,0,12,7,23,39,12,0,14,0,41,6,2,8,13,88,80,33,1,6,16,0,2,6,8,2,1,3,1,0,24,26,0,1,15,9,0,7,22,20,0,3,7,9,60,19,64,68,20,81,0,4,4,3,37,31,11,7,46,276,84,19,0.09972493708720366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420006983470706,0.0,0.09986011925551776,0.0,0.05502447394669115,0.0,0.04148956822734985,0.0,0.0,0.06781637693310523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890034070053992,0.10459499209747966,0.0,0.12309768916116913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684743056880727,0.0,0.0,0.03039569801747905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232758446666677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549576038349052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078583595760546,0.0,0.04294647109241337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675075342145057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165369425596338,0.0,0.08832669432974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020691495577184,0.126033840895856,0.09529145100511456,0.04481317157645737,0.0,0.047005897696850055,0.0,0.025211962295191397,0.03562175749054145,0.0,0.0,0.09114678582813912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696653365530993,0.13829114608633833,0.07815324544961208,0.047832623344387,0.08501396986310229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053079524953499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536487131161183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231601348179079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516543370416288,0.0,0.10961243478142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054175717968237315,0.0,0.03521933614072949,0.14616170087899372,0.0,0.0,0.044126715580708326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985075482380378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959949335160907,0.0,0.03665465162871031,0.03697238862003596,0.11537102899351835,0.09631496566423747,0.05302930097349285,0.0,0.0,0.1435331500973977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757619827194662,0.18961327108147533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399619437063291,0.0,0.03456835741783783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713614974784865,0.0,0.04775446160539856,0.0507280563898649,0.05376017454752294,0.09542329664551663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303487298869188,0.0,0.0,0.031943174150509214,0.10253384449046304,0.04923317223378028,0.0,0.05648445675257315,0.0,0.0,0.11895790895644708,0.0,0.3027808811776321,0.11920179514105694,0.045392918658745694,0.0,0.0,0.051183107417080535,0.0412467492437999,0.0,0.049898478622057735,0.0,0.0,0.03838656434467045,0.0,0.0,0.03529291187587852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801551269172162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033126408485343865,0.0,0.0,0.039585230331835655,0.1163008255644974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033853343082708764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613032666062949,0.0,0.0,0.08823052751708826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998624449949187,0.0,0.0,0.04806564032969275,0.0,0.07260094191775261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632938481049623 lonely,chblnk,2020/02/09,"Four “Maybe I hid behind metaphors maybe my heart needs to break to be sure”",-0.08999999999999986,1.8011440000000007,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,109.0,2.0,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.2263333333333333,60,1,14,0,3,16,13,15,0.08900000000000001,0.764,0.146,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517957601812808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.766055227634728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28269997497368704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35933369372437146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hopelessfm,2020/02/09,"Ive never been in a romantic relationship and I think about it every day. I watched When Harry met Sally and I cried after it was over because i realized how loney I was. I’m almost twenty and I haven’t been in any kind of romantic or sexual relationship ever. Ive tried tinder and I’ve realized that meeting in person in the real world is ultimately better than meeting someone over text on an app where people just want to fuck. All of the crushes I’ve had, Ive always been afraid to make the first move. I have a thing that if I’m not approached first that means that they aren’t interested in me, but I think this is seriously holding me back from the rest of what could be my life. I think about love every day and I have no idea how to open that door. I have no experience with men that are attracted to me, so how do i put myself out there so i can fall in love or something?",2.9831133540372647,4.221121146739134,4.798757763975157,84.0667391304348,73.94565217391305,7.86583850931677,24.01242236024845,8.418075326091056,1.3640074534161493,697,20,148,12,14,238,109,184,0.092,0.797,0.111,0.8096,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,13,9,1,1,7,0,21,4,0,4,3,33,33,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,11,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,7,1,22,6,23,24,2,26,0,0,1,3,10,13,1,4,9,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900131407690665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212273163328087,0.0,0.0,0.10797997367405247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209668775811865,0.0,0.09679451543008144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043337669048842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677775760846238,0.0,0.1744190436002093,0.20480776023748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436310924092849,0.2675682273697878,0.0,0.0,0.1553232466538303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012670272319605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679516452185878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925014729554845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535125888120866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215529821196073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866212580282533,0.0,0.1059909357670735,0.0,0.0,0.1729645816717731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876446500908754,0.0,0.0,0.12246560724564533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008226899574214,0.13864587303068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962385893516925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073331214181565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095363367568765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453892316104074,0.12224127548021292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549041036774108,0.30523110948462084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780531960459536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365613901728204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littlebabyfatgirl,2020/02/09,"Even though I have no friends i’m not willing to be friends with everyone Ok that sounded mean because I am kinda mean. Not a minute goes by where I don’t think of offing myself. I haven’t had a friend since 6th grade, not even online. I used to at least have online acquaintances but they all left. There is this one girl on twitter who likes some of my tweets but we aren’t very compatible, she’s really sweet though. Other than her everyone ignores me. I have selective mutism so I don’t talk irl to anyone other than my dad and brother. I try to make online. friends but it never works out i’m too picky. I’m always looking for that stereotypical highschool movie experience but i’ll never have that cause I started homeschool and never leave the house. Reddit just doesn’t seem like the best place to make friends. There was this one person I talked to daily for months but we had nothing in common other than selective mutism and eventually just stopped talking. We talked about what went on in our day every day, that’s not how a friendship should be. I’m looking for friends mainly on instagram and twitter. There are so many cool accounts I follow but none of them pay attention to me and I don’t expect them to. There was this one girl I used to talk to on twitter but she left the app and I have her on snapchat. We haven’t talked since october but she has me on her private story. We kinda ranted to eachother a lot which isn’t a good base for a friendship but I got butterflies everytime she messaged me. I try finding people with similar interests to me because I hyperfixate on certain things at a time. Like right now my main thing is Uncut Gems and a few other movies. Anyways I’m going to bed I annoy everyone",1.8934970674486813,4.523838756598241,2.9259523460410577,89.26892851906162,83.72140762463344,5.638739002932553,23.18775659824048,7.066338657993696,0.9699107917888568,1380,50,267,19,40,439,175,341,0.048,0.792,0.16,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,6,0,3,2,18,18,1,0,11,2,26,0,0,6,5,55,46,21,0,2,15,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,3,17,15,0,2,6,0,2,3,17,2,0,3,6,5,43,16,40,36,9,31,0,0,2,0,35,17,0,5,14,190,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648703728721595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427447832008926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120704305667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646718621702888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944299182632633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856505387336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142813235418827,0.0,0.07744882629474831,0.2635081929357066,0.0,0.08991802403357521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401566832468424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42611542818218906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224177996761239,0.07710038652695063,0.07351896810177433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060664361516834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733285031099896,0.1997485313701923,0.0,0.0,0.13472634137615594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438380734182333,0.0,0.0,0.07814937918631579,0.0,0.0,0.12271821140702145,0.093195174259948,0.0,0.20026150298521647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337180978440028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268932344961566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820229495836067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686757001055554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372761529566917,0.08026334249318348,0.09603964056959824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888802551363869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785014703167542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368295960569498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207878906328573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506334922148634,0.0,0.0,0.0768514802778877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433038310509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213869409900514,0.05890034456035957,0.1806271416333568,0.0,0.05360085656195025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481893764115724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878337105732898,0.0,0.07584584164521334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852132494771577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692080911906906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lackingakeyblade,2020/02/09,"How Villans are Made i'm so lonely and bitter that i have become the equivalent of a disney villain: i hate children, hate happy couples, am angry at anyone else's happiness or success...it's gotten so bad that i just want to accept im a villain...a two faced villain. im so alone and lonely. i have nothing. i am not successful. i have never had a relationship. hell, it's so bad that i wasnt even bullied when i was younger. i wasnt bullied, i was just ignored. like i didnt exist. just the quiet girl in the background that people sometimes have to interact with because the teacher said so. i hate that im the villain now. but i cant stop hating everyone who has what i dont have. im so tired of being bitter whenever someone in my life has happiness in a relationship or gets something successful like a job or a promotion, etc. this is how villains are made. i've been ignored all throughout school. no one reached out to me. its as if im a villain who just needed ""the power of friendship"" to ""save"" me and make me a ""good guy"" again...but it hasnt happened yet and im almost out of college...",1.5460096540627504,3.5896043893805327,3.819018503620274,85.97897827835882,80.3274336283186,6.0559935639581655,27.086886564762672,7.1686216300943375,1.505476106194691,856,38,170,11,22,295,120,226,0.23,0.5920000000000001,0.179,-0.9292,2,5,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,16,28,12,0,14,0,23,3,1,5,2,32,37,19,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,12,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,18,0,2,11,4,18,10,16,25,2,11,1,2,0,0,9,6,1,5,7,115,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724125840989137,0.10057628107561573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790130521746178,0.09950028304274487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216495525074134,0.059197123886939165,0.10724994735782016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744994906164207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381175308533373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112262787322748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830289766747606,0.06413998909417078,0.0,0.0,0.0927924048211052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050735769147184494,0.0,0.0,0.08145094312363269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615379277209213,0.08587371752418924,0.3101249932860836,0.0,0.3835025859942109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293703314572628,0.0,0.0963663150123416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859139749117145,0.09488571167191708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377494362557767,0.06482142637542601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200555382139079,0.07489692666777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317930082641114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580399270009207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732358426034456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851878231655685,0.0,0.0,0.09237348786280172,0.0,0.0,0.09828012132595124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228066710796711,0.07475973092635313,0.09604389868431636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118799179940743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116132244353975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948619895606474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727777074500901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nain-01,2020/02/09,"By myself once again i guess The person i thought it was my closes friend show me the opposite, I don't want to enter in conclussions but i have a feeling that something bad is going to happen, i don't wanna throw away 3 years of friendship plus the psicological support that that person is... but i have been noticing that probably that person was just hanging out with me only for pity, i was thinking of this for something that happen irl recently, the person i thought it was my bud, defender, pal was none of those, im halfway throught the career and without that person this is going to be rought",7.726321839080462,6.999237379310343,7.717241379310344,74.1685632183908,63.13793103448275,9.802298850574713,35.71264367816092,8.841846274778883,3.0866712643678165,480,19,85,6,6,155,71,116,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.11,0.4920000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,25,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,12,5,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,8,1,13,2,16,16,1,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545716230976122,0.0,0.1292670564849726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828093125263161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961245915598633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597394581846545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055013209435324,0.0,0.273811136977407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723064499490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762619916799209,0.0,0.1648767463981559,0.0,0.11774651464512585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6759081089819693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692062595567084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528646808946161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383738297961036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756863020801946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920150164082714,0.0,0.24581733527477426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131601602553452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923959675205567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969809650499352 lonely,boss_man14,2020/02/09,"Valentine’s Day approaching The title pretty much says what this list is gonna be about but a little rant here...sorry. I just wish I could have someone on that day to love, cherish, cook her a meal, spoil her with presents, tell her how much I love her, watch movies, and just talk about life...just simple but awesome stuff...but nope I’m gonna be at home just watching other people have fun...yay :/ to make matters worse, my ex will post or do something on social media to make it even worse, ugh",5.184242424242424,5.331507171717174,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,68.1919191919192,7.0040404040404045,25.59090909090909,5.46131890053228,0.5498606060606055,386,9,82,1,6,117,74,99,0.14800000000000002,0.624,0.228,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,3,0,14,16,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,9,10,2,9,0,0,2,2,11,4,0,1,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276933606131912,0.0,0.0,0.24679680522758876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637819555910332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192951479844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514902587657698,0.0,0.19177284079666476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453834498734936,0.0,0.2554417303335063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813136761959919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326509907088033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325072742544696,0.19466146034972664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521611637003195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950469261505383,0.16212167144645165,0.14730279858771067,0.0,0.2141893463451752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903840120689547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379175914317486,0.16723950119062486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200314354348596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899833976579489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZealerBoneswail,2020/02/09,"I think I'm the reason someone's lonely, and it makes me feel like all my friendships are borrowed. I injected myself into a group of friends a year ago, and became someone that everyone would like. Fast forward, things turned sour (IDK what I did) between myself and one person from the group who has always struggled with loneliness. Confrontation/asking what's wrong made stuff worse. In avoiding me, it seems they also have to socially isolate from everyone else, cuz I'm always hanging out with the rest. Makes me feel like I stole someone's friends, and that I should just leave the lot of them. I get this overwhelming urge to just abruptly cut ties.",5.806023875114787,7.607427049586779,5.06159779614325,82.71946740128558,67.7603305785124,7.691827364554638,30.79981634527089,8.167268648758528,2.2840681359045,527,21,91,7,9,158,83,121,0.165,0.7090000000000001,0.126,-0.4767,1,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,3,11,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,5,1,24,17,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,1,2,3,14,5,12,13,3,9,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,2,8,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013620861026446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642357964818354,0.2630851403629341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779171494053528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206293133632888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021213022234139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986892422956187,0.2258773824306946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442780746693927,0.0,0.08259488841573552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739324396784774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170264981262886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440146933200955,0.0,0.14958747267956815,0.21105104223000565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712508208177207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803706794475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625416461428898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439181327626722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115165284108027,0.4018444560585884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526876911373936,0.18097388708866588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502719356261736,0.10129693844657096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195524989141728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110602292869122,0.11230176852054344,0.17284531760230334,0.0,0.1018040229015067 lonely,SuitableLocation,2020/02/09,"Crush rejected me. For the past 2 weeks our school was advertising their Sadie’s Dance. It’s where the girls have to ask the guys. About 2 weeks ago I asked her if she was going to the dance. She said “Probably” and I replied saying I would go if someone would go with me. Fast forward to today, the day of the dance, just before my birthday tomorrow, and Valentine’s Day. I told her I wouldn’t be able to make it to the dance (because I was at dinner with my family). She replied: Nice NICE I think she doesn’t like me. She’s been hanging out with this asshole of a guy (who has his own story). I’m just saddened. I had a gift for her on Valentine’s Day. She also went to the dance with someone else (likely the asshole). Someone on my previous r/crushes post told me I should do it. I don’t know anymore.",1.0526030292356479,3.1223302095808414,2.5142303628038083,94.53357872490317,82.23353293413173,5.366537513208877,22.3983797111659,6.522977012572876,0.3719252553716101,623,21,139,6,17,202,93,167,0.053,0.872,0.075,0.5319,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,11,0,15,1,0,1,0,18,28,5,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,3,5,7,1,0,2,5,0,11,3,1,0,0,9,2,29,4,19,14,1,27,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,2,13,88,34,1,0.1502653151501371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320113539028886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201671182362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902281513426507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809555706777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160034140329304,0.0,0.12786471562934884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29072609139743066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552738918384215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165676585297385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561977243961084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975725733556593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258188742902761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682408557621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030326469201133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344524618562338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391263474421614,0.0,0.1620114247622121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293672511870895,0.11949700981551535,0.0,0.15207652121424162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819579416919977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628394650071294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424339487002053,0.2871698962091349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106754389870974,0.0,0.0,0.13929745258794912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348833712029106,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ar2000005,2020/02/09,"I want to kill myself..... I want to kill myself because no one literally no one cares about me..... The only people I trusted was my few friends but the also betrayed me... I am not famous,nor I am good in study's stuff,I am not good in football In short if I live or die no one is gonna give a damn about me... If any one knows a good way to die peacefully Pls suggest...",0.5926607142857172,1.9692930875000023,3.02714285714286,93.71500000000002,80.625,5.571428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.077982142857143,277,8,67,2,7,96,50,80,0.391,0.47,0.139,-0.9839,0,2,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,4,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,1,0,12,6,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,0,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052317177943852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949558425343346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711724387672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915818899045496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647391082849475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357607890246556,0.0,0.0,0.16856657731951846,0.0,0.44215664371938507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888161549871905,0.0,0.09657108303329084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516392552742198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762895134959771,0.1336429318979136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182208053965113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115728959521434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072883456070005,0.1394783085349426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darkchoc_cupcake,2020/02/09,"I need a hug My family lives across the country. My friends are barely more than acquaintances. My roommate is non-touchy and went home for the weekend. My boyfriend hasn’t spoken to me in weeks and lives hours away. I just want to be held and cry",2.3100000000000023,4.699489795918371,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,79.61224489795919,5.552653061224492,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.33866204081632656,196,6,42,2,5,58,40,49,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823790426810682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301428964845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833342241151368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322061779073301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014787434971455,0.0,0.2959837497871919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307868693850449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228559299281968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727369884906052,0.0,0.2410851507819057,0.0,0.0,0.2786152529501157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boohoo99sad88,2020/02/09,"Haven't talked to anyone outside of work for three months So yeah, it's been a while since I've had a conversation with someone outside of work and I feel that it's starting to erase my personality. Even if I get the chance to talk to someone I feel like I have nothing to say at this point. I've always been lonely in the romantic sense but now I don't even have someone to just shoot the shit with. As I write this I'm trying to get myself to go out for a drink somewhere but what usually happens is I sit around in the smoking area waiting for a buzz and then go home disappointed that nothing happened. I can't even get myself to talk to people on the internet. Just writing this feels really weird to me knowing someone might read it and even respond. This sucks.",3.077884615384616,4.838388455128207,4.066923076923079,87.27807692307691,74.7051282051282,6.594871794871796,26.743589743589745,7.321109707123232,1.291720512820513,613,23,125,7,13,198,92,156,0.096,0.823,0.081,-0.5256,0,2,1,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,2,0,9,1,10,2,1,0,0,20,25,10,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,7,1,1,4,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,4,12,1,25,21,0,17,0,2,0,0,9,8,2,2,7,83,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131195419408844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950579314342592,0.0,0.0,0.12102245211114435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317718442412002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591692186759254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621802646643755,0.09712120570594578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308149745038515,0.0,0.15452464704370264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404365549756796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636682650443302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471340955849126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641727611357062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421923642325168,0.0,0.0,0.10851231540082526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089134989915896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942491552413141,0.11870446103670383,0.0,0.0,0.12851470613325675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359846877274529,0.0,0.0870917047929546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811122527363594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954856397648896,0.11245750631681603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607528522325285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622462213351377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32780931310506845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229969908819732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497274033980386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794337818148725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sssgamer,2020/02/09,"(M17)have no friends or anything I don't have that much close friends no more or anyone to talk to any more. because my ex and me shared the same friend group and most of them took her side when we broke up, it's been 5 months since but it still hurts when seem like most of your friend group doesn't like you over stuff that shouldn't be there business. I feel like I don't have no-one or feel motivated to do anything lately just been extremely lonely even though I do have a family that loves me. I can't just help feeling this way or not enjoying the things I love doing. I feel like I'm losing things day by day friends, family, motivation. I don't know any more I don't even know if anyone is going to see this well that's all that I have I hope someone does see this.",3.045838445807772,4.09748711656442,3.462101226993866,94.43441973415136,73.5398773006135,6.905725971370143,22.172290388548056,7.1686216300943375,0.3335566462167692,612,14,144,6,12,190,93,163,0.127,0.5920000000000001,0.281,0.9858,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,1,3,10,19,0,0,3,0,18,2,0,2,1,28,33,11,0,3,9,1,4,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,4,1,0,3,6,19,15,9,28,8,14,0,4,2,2,18,4,0,9,11,91,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709050264099215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572756213343746,0.0,0.2068135040384324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660063553010857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207947863556044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996514602125304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599333227375662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369204770472064,0.0,0.2541481144683341,0.17954180627178035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854196366051887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141497585948221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422666188869013,0.0,0.0,0.12480786318414,0.0,0.0,0.13452069094967264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381179363183462,0.0,0.14174896494934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455628023644276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058041715012093,0.0,0.0,0.2268245305413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002999137427542,0.0,0.09237391450195784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026810502117826,0.1143953468621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394652571588292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647056779902403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035153857074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438496330454593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100004381087917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696467647152766,0.0,0.12345945110705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961191011770696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974236350533024,0.0,0.0,0.11298264333177788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bronzeshadow,2020/02/09,Anyone else feel like just giving up on humanity altogether? I don't see any point in caring about other people anymore. I guess I'm just care-fatigued. I live in a city of 1.5 million people and if every single one of them dropped dead tomorrow I wouldn't really care. My coworkers are just...boring. It sucks because I can tell they're trying to hard to establish a relationship with me but I just can't bring myself to care or trust in people anymore. What's the point in trying when the same old cycle is inevitable disappointment? Everyone I care about is 300+ miles away and while cell phones exist you can't hang out with a cell phone. Add to this the fact that the majority of them are married and I last girl I dated that I gave a damn about was over a year ago and she decided that meth was better for her than I was. My friends that are 300+ miles away are telling me that they think I'm depressed and/or I have PTSD and that I should see a therapist but I just don't see a point. I don't think I'm sick. 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I really only had two friends, but one of them, we will name Sara, is busy with work and her marriage that our schedules just don’t really line up at the moment to hang out much but she is a great friend to me but the other one, we will name Mary, is toxic and just likes to use me whenever it’s convenient for her. It’s hard because even though I know how toxic the friendship is, it’s all I have. Literally. Mary and I’s friendship is pretty much her hitting me up to either gossip about drama about some of her other friends or to invite me places she wants to go when she doesn’t have anyone else to go with her. It’s all stuff I’m used to. But I do it because she’s one of the only people I have to do stuff with and she can be a nice person when she wants to be. But recently I’m not even sure what happened with our friendship, if you even want to call it that.. so just a little insight as to what I’m even saying.. Towards the middle of last week I had messaged Mary and asked her if she was busy that coming weekend and asked if she would like to come to the mall with me so we could hang out and she said sure and that was that. The weekend rolls around, and so the day before our plans I ask her if she wants to meet at her place or mine, she says hers is fine and sets a time. The day of, she starts saying that her anxiety has been super high and she’s really not sure why she’s so anxious but it’s caused her to fall out of work. I tell her that we didn’t need to go to the mall if she didn’t want to, as a mall is probably not a good setting to help her anxiety. She proceeded to tell me that she still wanted to, that she needed to get out of the house and it’d be good for her, so I said I was down for it. Not more than 10 minutes later she replies with “Don’t be mad I just threw up I don’t think I’m going to go I just feel so weird I’m going to stay home sorry”. I told her it’s okay and that I hope she felt better and she told me “Thanks for understanding like some people who wouldn’t”. I go to the mall by myself, which I hate doing things alone, and finish some errands up within a few hours, to come home and relax, browse the socials, to find out that my “friend” posted to her story and that she didn’t in fact stay home because she had thrown up and was sick but she went out ice fishing with other friends instead. Seeing that, kind of struck me more differently than all the other crappy things she’s done to me. I decided to be honest about my feelings and text her about it. I said to her “You know, I told you that you didn’t have to go with me to the mall if you didn’t want to, and I’d rather you have just been honest instead of saying you feel sick and are staying home just for you to go out ice fishing instead.” Either she didn’t think that I would see it and call her out on it, or she just flat out didn’t care. But.. She hasn’t replied to it at all and it’s been a week now. I know our friendship isn’t worth holding on to at all but how do I let it go when it’s basically that or nothing? It’s not easy for me to make new friends and sometimes I feel like it’s a little too late. I’m a people person and I seem to get along with most people, but it never gets to that friendship stage where we talk outside the normal environment and hang out, etc. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I just want genuine friends. 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I have no idea how to initiate anything with anyone. I feel so alone.",0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.4665714285714286,131,4,29,2,4,43,32,35,0.301,0.493,0.20600000000000002,-0.5303,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300209912495658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280457992037425,0.0,0.2622183755906987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28823340472031017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111691072876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618498522569626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102431674892576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597123671829229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478395750581261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342413559528129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241773741018309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635871312972916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZzZbriZzZ,2020/02/09,"I (23F) tried to vent to the only 2 people in my life about me being lonely (family members) I was called ungrateful and unappreciative... I feel like shit I was with my mom and sister today. Literally the only 2 people I have relationships with/know. (Besides my dad but we rarely talk). I have no friends, haven’t had any in years, and have never been in a relationship. I just said I felt lonely and my sister got angry with me and called me ungrateful because “at least I have family”. I have 2 people that are extremely hard to talk to that I can’t vent to or talk about anything serious without getting attacked. They have had friends/partners their entire lives and can’t even put themselves in my shoes. I’m surprised how little empathy they have. Can anyone here feel me/relate? Man... they made me feel like shit for feeling lonely...",3.361520833333333,5.716522943750004,4.500000000000004,81.79833333333336,75.8125,7.016666666666668,24.416666666666664,8.021203637495839,1.5696541666666666,661,22,120,11,15,216,91,160,0.157,0.731,0.113,-0.8094,0,6,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,4,0,6,11,3,0,3,0,18,4,3,2,1,21,28,9,0,0,4,4,6,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,9,7,25,4,16,18,1,10,0,3,0,0,19,6,2,1,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330284344702768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593562906533752,0.0,0.11290649780976178,0.0,0.0,0.15608838464416475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363776367426534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28019950240445746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062138323094786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868582854093675,0.0,0.2774961302743716,0.19603590830140746,0.13173653545675604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600280942388413,0.0,0.07168298037365528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097338887443561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290706841093227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754032602799392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969106388413564,0.13406105242608302,0.13751359577684902,0.12115289064913995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982493316367644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160690665096417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058195236736882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869834865575015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853581556170937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792705641506736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294609661617118,0.0,0.0,0.1305116100301153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816741132118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308360721899399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005253864863794,0.0,0.0,0.09315192915481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322589356044832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835432695151574 lonely,BlackLungsOfDesire,2020/02/09,"I almost wish I still had hope I have no hope anymore. I know that everyone I get attached to will inevitably leave me. I know that everyone I let myself care about will treat me like trash. I know human relationships are pointless for me. I've accepted those things, so why am I still so fucking sad? On one hand, it's good to know these things. It's good to not keep blindly trying and being fucking stepped on and hurt because of it. But on the other hand, I still feel so alone. To a certain extent, ignorance was bliss for me, though I was still miserable. I just want to be happy without needing anyone, because I know no one will ever really be there for me. I don't know how to cope with this or get better. My mental state is only getting worse and worse, and nothing I do helps.",3.516371308016879,4.876036860759495,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,72.79746835443036,7.0388185654008435,26.457805907173,7.492282038375204,1.3412767932489449,616,21,124,7,12,200,97,158,0.159,0.599,0.242,0.9382,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,17,2,1,2,0,16,5,2,1,2,29,35,11,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,4,22,11,16,25,1,10,0,3,1,2,3,3,2,4,6,90,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103881744984578,0.12519001012493616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198754855594543,0.08451858625871722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736851391833278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690408405608408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324008307293925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933832638540662,0.0,0.23100241875791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111801436951415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234939154337713,0.18945654140235565,0.0,0.0,0.20276837213073992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286736482805898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101994134212732,0.0,0.0,0.24011222877569824,0.0,0.0,0.12939915040736527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743922307615372,0.0,0.0,0.3985783188319865,0.0,0.0,0.1279891353430989,0.0,0.12360284160431854,0.0,0.05905340244181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181353498195514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962725520915131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598278927337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381600958564407,0.09193085798655573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743559798639997,0.0,0.0,0.129774476597634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861236138902776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060791191995333,0.0,0.11875903974496232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206616703451562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129518632837907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907085533416642,0.0,0.13900024479609982,0.1165191531684289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636383266661854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LastExit95,2020/02/09,Perpetually lonely but too apathetic to try I’ve been single for at least a few month after a terrible break up and a diagnoses of depression and anxiety. Obviously my self esteem hasn’t been what is once was and what’s even worse is that I’ve become more indifferent and pessimistic about my situation. This cycle perpetually and indefinitely has brought me to new lows and even deeper sadness. I don’t care enough to try because I know I’m good enough or worth anyone’s time or attention. And so it goes.,8.275360824742267,7.648290969072168,9.250226804123713,63.29657731958764,61.9896907216495,12.708453608247426,35.89484536082474,11.979248473330829,4.407236701030929,412,16,74,12,5,142,70,97,0.281,0.627,0.091,-0.9674,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,14,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,2,9,8,6,9,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783244659640495,0.0,0.0,0.15340231220856454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373786632334153,0.24229858109863664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368232287149226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889599444866701,0.222675829987782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45337621502651093,0.0,0.2898095287142615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401359100119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057078884768753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751146888474404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188784668695265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336427682026697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288712041106028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246603107007324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792784240137198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979022800654224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357674949706835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Totally_not_porn16,2020/02/09,Sad and lonely Title says it all and idk what to do. I keep being let down and it’s slowly eating away at me. I wish I didn’t feel this way.,-0.6581818181818164,0.5744146969697006,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,83.84848484848484,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.8103454545454545,107,0,28,0,3,38,28,33,0.20800000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.08,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,4,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655478581221074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39811986447812775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967275196134025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458268741712523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978545555975195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094072844389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882885460441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474159323806883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swnlinn,2020/02/09,"i want it to stop sometimes i question whether people mean it when they say they’ll be there. i’ve tried reaching out for help. I rly did. but people can only do wat they know. you said u cared about me but why u always seem to ignore me when i see u like i just don’t get it. and the worst part is, life just keeps moving forward. Ppl just keep moving forward. the world isn’t gonna stop for u no matter how broken and desperate u r and there’s nothing u can do abt it. u wanna kick and scream and yell but no one rly hears u but yourself. and u just start hating urself bc u just can’t see to move forward w the world and then, everything just gets dark...",-0.5693583724569606,1.5664704366197206,1.2810328638497666,99.92918622848202,91.11267605633802,3.718935837245697,15.635367762128325,5.033348758259628,-1.042104538341158,510,11,120,2,18,166,86,142,0.22899999999999998,0.687,0.084,-0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,0,12,6,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,32,27,16,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,8,0,5,4,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,7,11,2,8,22,2,15,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,2,10,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325422428475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327942613545945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392881563477505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673392540611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811092881191174,0.0,0.0,0.1804960771053936,0.0,0.10734242624651316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28469008216963715,0.0,0.0,0.08801200273237639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311579073419716,0.07823920125353488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444584194173846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106292670523396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366431766309704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851901171274893,0.12179817930909195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734224120087301,0.0,0.2220500163930736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794000678137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233543133191713,0.12735445364375567,0.0,0.0,0.2552311086621777,0.14579081977298053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583883977035153,0.0,0.11335209778515852,0.0,0.0,0.2677782995074137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872855912148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944582056393834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450677265874767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SaladDays04,2020/02/09,I lost my best friend and the love of my life. It’s been a long time coming but we are officially no longer in each other’s lives. I’m sad. I’m trying desperately not to fall into suicidal thoughts or actions.,1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,78.54545454545455,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0819272727272726,166,5,36,3,4,57,39,44,0.32899999999999996,0.54,0.131,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,8,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,4,5,2,7,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472000284940132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849925335856294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556090048308369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368467389109035,0.0,0.0,0.2921410288983184,0.2927862438735092,0.0,0.0,0.36115495646445506,0.0,0.2985993362792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618892854903791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626529246330965,0.19291760914166134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462114012584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,angrypanda616,2020/02/09,"Fade in,Fade Out. Am I the only person that so desperately wants to feel nothing, no pleasure...just numb.",1.2143333333333324,3.8684931000000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,93.0,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7001666666666666,82,3,15,1,3,27,19,20,0.158,0.6579999999999999,0.184,-0.1135,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987197168515027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668761711059744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449320223357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158525216853265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484615475909778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,monkeysolo007,2020/02/09,"Had an unexpected conversation at work At lunch today i sat in between two people. They happened to be talking about working with and dealing with certain people. Without missing a beat my coworker turns to look at me and say ""Most people hate working with him. He talks to much."" I feel like I try to be nice. Ask about families, holiday plans, or even vacations. Nothing to crazy. I mean idk probably stoping asking questions unless asked one first. Keep it strictly work..i miss the days I enjoyed work",3.2812747035573167,6.290067423913044,4.089209486166009,80.64156126482214,81.28260869565217,6.388932806324111,31.1897233201581,7.686295010490155,2.6459,401,21,65,7,11,128,71,92,0.07,0.755,0.174,0.8536,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,7,3,7,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,16,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,9,4,17,12,2,7,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,3,4,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117636915316912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468515556044356,0.15136241809614315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697158838767814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384064929966244,0.0,0.07423535032444245,0.10488646680972684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488290892258146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983024953199174,0.0,0.0,0.1449519069142646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049815910941212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172762504380659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232897412570434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992732211952174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792777146095793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087537172362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948735234442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053543504080807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829412023988762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446922502796718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675518604818882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360127251235253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916584361185785,0.0,0.0,0.09967945985218868,0.15969530385388006,0.14341938524194955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152685168515972,0.0,0.5344245217851209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XLR8ED_GAMING,2020/02/09,"Not the perfect place for this but listen here for a sec... I have a question...Does the nice guy ever win? I'm sorry if this sounds egoist but I've always tried to be the best a person deserves. I make sure I'm always approachable, always diverting an akward situation into a little pun for them so people dont get uncomfortable, trying to be nice wherever possible and always making sure that people around me aren't excluded from an event or conversation. Very rarely comes moments where people acknowledge me for those but most of the time I always feel like I'm excluded, not taken serious and generally being disposed and low in priority for people. I do not know why this happens, maybe it's just me, maybe I have a flaw I'm not aware of (other than being slightly unattractive) Not talking about having a relationship, though I've never had girlfriend (age 17) but like in general.... I just wanted people to know that being an extrovert doesn't solve everything, sometimes life is just how it is....",6.5210460992907775,7.425116175531912,7.278510638297874,70.78333333333335,65.43617021276596,9.88368794326241,30.56028368794326,9.928628108626363,3.129945390070921,803,28,132,17,12,267,116,188,0.040999999999999995,0.7559999999999999,0.203,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,0,0,13,0,15,1,0,3,5,36,30,12,0,2,14,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,2,3,10,9,17,23,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,8,90,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118758326585985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952743864035673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291178819847608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105983955351783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419637186804246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129240837486178,0.0,0.0,0.11057613031340514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221030849051388,0.08789639205844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064280828970917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182422011100713,0.1087996465226658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523388822950394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690342070532804,0.12021759611196745,0.12331362180019105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642539412540226,0.0,0.24721084883326866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489235335354676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42648568044705415,0.1074296161227505,0.12854562741185502,0.0,0.0,0.1387037341209293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782761422244866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209379111244127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382967521768705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168498731371305,0.13772786563058742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191849421684854,0.0,0.0,0.0988910564404455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088148763969793,0.0,0.07174283135280546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706568825959198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151694907478076,0.07256936569571325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102015711176716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnfairTurnip2,2020/02/09,"I'm so tired of feeling left I just found this sub and I love it and hate it at the same time. I feel identified with pretty much all of the other posts. I need to vent a little, maybe get some advice? I'm so freaking lonely and I get so attached to people so easily. I have family and friends but not one of them is really close. I didn't use to care about it, I've always been proud of being an independent woman, I used to hate spending time with other people, but now I can't stand being alone anymore. I've talked about this to some people, and they do tell me I can count on them if I ever need anything and all of that, but man, I don't know. I just feel lonely anyway because I don't get attention from the one person I want to get attention from. This guy and I were becoming good friends, we were talking everyday, playing videogames online a few times a week, talking for hours. I loved it, I felt so, so happy, I was starting to trust him, I was starting to feel like I could talk to him about so many things. But now we're drifting appart and I can't stand it, it triggered my depression so bad. I know my happiness should not depend on other people, I know I shouldn't let other people control my feelings like this, I know it's very unhealthy. And I hate knowing it and I hate feeling alone and I just don't know what to do anymore. He once told me how some people texted him and he didn't reply to anybody. I always felt special because he always replied to me. Now I feel like I'm part of that other group of people. Now he doesn't ask if I'm free to play. Now he doesn't ask how I'm doing, and I know he's not that busy because I see him online. I hate being this clingy, I hate caring about that because, honestly, with other people I really don't care if they don't reply or don't text in a while. The worse part is that this is not the first time this happens to me, I was SO happy I got over it last time. I felt so strong. But it wasn't true, I was feeling strong because I had this new friend that I don't have anymore. I don't know if I'm making much sense, but I could use someone's advice.",2.0342658290219258,3.3099998070953447,3.6599131559497415,91.13615699679727,76.4279379157428,6.164104459226412,22.062145848731213,6.56203326957186,0.3530590785907859,1647,43,367,13,36,549,175,451,0.135,0.65,0.215,0.9904,0,6,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,4,5,26,36,6,0,10,0,40,3,0,10,4,83,96,37,0,11,18,0,11,3,3,2,1,0,0,4,32,18,0,1,22,2,2,1,20,11,0,3,17,12,60,26,36,71,11,32,0,3,1,2,33,8,0,9,23,243,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121506658572207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878197324646046,0.0,0.0,0.1551951561630821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497244579041414,0.0,0.0,0.0511618968572141,0.0,0.116244032879315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519106560345808,0.1894960308520369,0.0686636039014755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016414806603069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973069155495877,0.0992778640830271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354827388029852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623773577989948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860981402741775,0.0,0.2514864719175793,0.13324612553822046,0.17908334338883078,0.0,0.0,0.052883097524434486,0.0,0.06816790698630087,0.14410078004874902,0.0,0.12992829711090625,0.0,0.0,0.05214655516224763,0.04972427634004919,0.0,0.0,0.061559619404755676,0.054978105545878266,0.19854834639590813,0.0,0.36828926692211533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612264634967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733429093967613,0.05067811966182351,0.0,0.0,0.06754958229705292,0.06357463277137011,0.0,0.09112165202860216,0.06231223658583361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222452121970568,0.0,0.04149999934378869,0.06303220404352837,0.06245968885758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140650090562824,0.09219884854214518,0.0,0.06004568045954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662106827764772,0.0842581166929636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465148269950686,0.0,0.3448154548706429,0.054285808481182266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954316906619631,0.06325082801645078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965738718493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049542684267750714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267776138109841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801070090700121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988458096299355,0.05434068412083645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130402217278329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812636842277326,0.07145706288535363,0.0,0.059407590275494485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108879975837104,0.0,0.051298048470829666,0.036670397139435526,0.0,0.0498702756302308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335813152284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BerserkSkin,2020/02/09,"Any true friends So, i'm in college now, and in my classroom there's not a lot of men, most of the time it is just me alone. I'm not really friend with any girl or guy, most of the times i struggle to get a partner in group assignments. I know them and sometimes talk to them, but there's no click. I've had this problem my hole life. I used to have a best girl friend, but we fought and our froemdship went to hell (mostly because i was in love with her). And i don't have any friend out of the school. So most of the times I stay at home and live a lonely life. I want to have friend but for some reason I don't like most of the people. I don't know if i'm picky or stupid, haha. So i can't go to a friend's house, or to see a movie with some friend, or to just chat with someone. There's an incapacity from my side to connect with people.",2.6783870967741947,2.711757215053765,3.77758064516129,95.58637096774193,73.6236559139785,6.845161290322581,22.48924731182796,5.985473137389443,-0.0007655913978497075,646,13,167,3,12,210,98,186,0.228,0.67,0.102,-0.9776,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,1,9,18,3,1,12,1,10,3,0,2,1,39,23,16,0,3,12,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,5,2,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,2,19,12,28,19,9,14,1,1,2,1,22,7,1,13,5,105,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241369651693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082647106169204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793596972578068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341703367520036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914343435577361,0.0,0.06679617367595762,0.0,0.07265991147507228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659126981941346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824363920593648,0.0,0.0,0.14752134912010242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052566573371192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060800009577396,0.062460888863413735,0.0,0.1128935973778011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086932140717616,0.11538931513423832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726972123734894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233486387156794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190376980676102,0.13145074996273098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293906875431044,0.10187963103671062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083266070998831,0.0,0.12644658876507214,0.0,0.0,0.13627073299895565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365623002439853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276071865817904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236505051240896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104210623364252,0.0,0.0,0.0754090454676318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851792123760023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Caboose727,2020/02/10,"Probably going to die alone. I miss the bond I had with my ex, I'm afraid I'll never have it with anyone ever again. I'm terrible with girls, she made the first move and we were inseparable after that.We lived together for a year and a half, a couple days before last Thanksgiving she told me she didn't love me anymore over the phone and disappeared for a month. I found out through Instagram she was with someone else. The pain I felt to see her kissing someone else, the way she kissed me, the thought of her in bed with another man... I can't even describe. I've handled loss fairly well in the past, but losing her almost destroyed me. I miss having someone eager to see me at the end of the day, I miss falling asleep next to the person I loved with all my heart. I wanted her to be mine forever. Now she's gone, and I'll probably never see her again. I just want my best friend back.",3.0818681318681307,4.408835428571429,4.2624175824175845,87.65758241758243,73.83516483516482,7.397802197802199,24.538461538461537,7.957251820313856,1.1992043956043963,696,21,148,10,14,228,112,182,0.145,0.72,0.135,0.6316,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,8,17,1,1,14,0,8,7,2,1,4,25,27,5,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,9,1,2,10,4,31,8,22,16,2,28,0,5,3,4,21,5,0,1,17,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319656215653351,0.1364915640121271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819013682443376,0.0,0.0,0.13069726964950526,0.0921485189995073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133605111763637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214101144317863,0.0,0.13830230247346098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458197841837147,0.0,0.1699833962886039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367740763599866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201822186458848,0.0,0.11672414578447073,0.0,0.0,0.08704405585052648,0.11920886626591913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653616553865082,0.0,0.0,0.1120979358982496,0.0,0.14449761881170958,0.10181829205023904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489757645234707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616820309018012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742397618955783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637031574811645,0.0,0.0,0.14743591822983176,0.0,0.0,0.23788578534163396,0.12470002476447214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519110826968522,0.14006870101899455,0.0,0.0,0.20328448320535045,0.0,0.1401569458621598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023063593313378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580558221082316,0.0,0.11507130565671793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841773033125139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150514761001376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33498803559113977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046241395362444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592810478801605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546274784681335,0.10460636871007728,0.0,0.0,0.11849231992152982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848664928254701 lonely,No-Nominal,2020/02/10,"I have friends. I go out. I like my friends, they like me. I still feel like shit. While looking through this sub I was someone get really really angry about people that show of their friend group... I have friends in every class im in. I go out every saturday and friday evening. I have people to text to, to snap with, stuff to talk about. I still feel fucking lonely inside ok. Its not who is arround you, its what you feel. I feel like I have nothing and nobody and the world is just fucking empty. Its one thing having thirst and longing for water, its another to have unlimited amounts of water but still feel thirsty. I dont know how to change this feeling, or evn if it can be changed, it just never has been diffrent since I can think. I guess what I want to say is that dont look at social or extrovert people and think to yourself that they have it well and you dont. Dont assume things about people. Everyone has their rock to carry. :/",2.1865079365079367,4.30966767724868,2.9896560846560867,92.32988095238098,78.57671957671958,5.681481481481483,22.66931216931217,6.691623216298621,0.5111820105820106,737,23,154,7,18,232,106,189,0.066,0.8109999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7711,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,4,0,11,14,3,0,1,1,21,6,2,1,1,30,39,12,0,2,7,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,18,9,3,0,10,2,0,2,6,4,1,1,2,9,24,10,22,36,1,15,0,1,2,2,16,6,3,5,11,108,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074017424418393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167045400708996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801662399197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067650872069318,0.0,0.1725952804512234,0.09787165848033284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31073552189795833,0.1463451525529352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165337911935324,0.18938087558892652,0.05351293438599241,0.0,0.11642119185210395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283289441859445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063678156416856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056290205831526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001590967562681,0.0,0.0,0.09064307011007873,0.17202272648963604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899662092158477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827973232831327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940595959984107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840349211383602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312323990561812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145262221753079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513798575315698,0.08472717568749034,0.0,0.0,0.10440958260361324,0.08678453119358435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453906673773762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725233765808622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823254880090813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609349018239042,0.1312598521426307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604130308690447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209254667514014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Character-Comb,2020/02/10,"Will intend to have an intimate partner. Will never trust them. Advice? I (34M) mean to leave the house and then have a summer fling as practice for a geniune LTR with a citizen of the destination country in the destination country. I have abusive parents, so I will probably never trust any table mate, bedmate nor housemate ever again. I have sporadic hemiplegic migraines, and in the resulting tinius, I can hear an intimate partner screaming. My tinius sounds like the gas turbine engines on air vehicles. I can hear them asking questions, about to use answers against me, and I can hear them Exploding at me everyday. I can see and hear me attempting to start to trust my partner, and it going over lamely and only making things worse. The only time I ever have sexual fantasies is when I'm masturbating. In my imagination, I see them committing unredditable offenses here in the United States of America, and over there, I can see them committing unredditable offences. I can see my settlement burning. When I close my eyes, not only can I see the computer game as not real, but other times I see its events happening as real, at the hands of an intimate partner. The game of which I speak is said to be highly realistic simulation. Usually when something turns me off, it's this. And I'm not blameless as well, for I would make a useless piece of s*** as an intimate partner. I'm not sure I can f*** properly. It's not that my penis is too small, I just don't know if I can do it. During arguments, I'm not sure what I'll say, and I'm not sure if it's redditable. I keep telling myself, don't compare yourself to others, but I do it anyway. I'm pudgy, and I have Asperger's. Reddit often tells me to get therapy, but my migraines are from an outpatient commitment and involuntary commitment. Clozapine is poison, and is not effective as an antipsychotic. Therapy is not an option, so my plan is to get an FWB, instead of a therapist. Successful relationships are all based on trust, not respect, admiration, and fear. Then my plan would succeed is unthinkable, but I'm going to attempt it anyway. I'm not looking for a fight, but I know I'll find not much else. What I really want to do is die of non-preventable natural causes tonight. All my plans are contingency plans in case nature continues to fail, which it has done for months or years on end. I think I'm on the right subreddit.",4.312844386236456,6.265691660792951,5.673819502321706,76.23882545541139,71.81938325991189,9.225288724848195,31.653530182164545,9.703287916142703,3.3733513037266345,1890,88,334,49,37,634,220,454,0.149,0.775,0.076,-0.9838,1,0,1,0,1,0,70.0,0,0,5,10,18,21,3,1,25,0,40,5,2,7,13,72,78,35,1,5,21,1,1,1,6,5,3,9,0,6,18,15,0,1,9,3,0,2,17,8,1,0,2,18,47,13,47,70,4,44,0,3,8,0,28,19,0,6,23,236,65,4,0.0,0.10829926698679568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931932142988079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215812612922433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545077495389293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389749690618583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486333590768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353843573677112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635664712269276,0.0,0.08095716779652093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536102490641671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028553615036168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354196531860422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551005244366577,0.0,0.10389445343385192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082860871266599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120776057461037,0.0,0.0,0.0965737666439618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546840496713013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124443015707791,0.0,0.0,0.1004669351946637,0.0,0.0,0.09678406143980324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465557263776232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675667489105313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202629302080313,0.0,0.0,0.09956618729965563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295811972456427,0.0,0.0671927508426932,0.0,0.14099341577254124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085514942436335,0.0,0.0,0.10149376879203913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854940241205354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239384644936088,0.0,0.0,0.2080764354652363,0.05855599893735624,0.0,0.0,0.09813411804583266,0.0,0.07805885784681539,0.08694651543160957,0.07268844727852228,0.0,0.0,0.4370248339581129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036757243924201,0.0,0.0,0.0646965045039898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584426947340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978294815256558,0.0,0.20905779386637088,0.10612755294753304,0.06072502159386381,0.05856824852596794,0.0,0.0,0.10659728094147153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994217393480007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789440537851741,0.10066903266059284,0.0,0.05391268309978561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821835324817822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314889210491524,0.12986212593357135,0.0,0.0,0.05886143654167481 lonely,kakashiwetdream,2020/02/10,"Tell me about yourself I think being lonely has led me to think about things more, be more thankful, and learn more about myself (if that makes sense). I’m a teenager but I have a mature mindset. I have a best friend who lives in another state. I have friends at school but they all have other friends and don’t text me much outside of school. So, at school I make the most of it being funny/crazy one of the group. I mean that’s still my personality but no one realizes how mature I actually am. My relationship with my parents is complicated and I’m an only child so that makes it worse. But I wouldn’t change my life, my experiences made me who I am. I was really depressed last year and the beginning of this year but I’ve recently been feeling better and trying to motivate myself. All that changed was that I realized it’s up to myself to change my life, so I slowly am.",2.5621022727272726,4.5945400965909124,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.01136363636364,7.127272727272729,23.5,8.07648339933343,1.2664727272727268,691,22,142,12,16,228,99,176,0.07200000000000001,0.732,0.19699999999999998,0.9772,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,8,8,0,0,7,0,17,2,0,7,2,30,29,15,0,2,6,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,13,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,1,26,6,16,21,8,12,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,106,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.13150811160221385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130953438913915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142423197901585,0.11918589199840192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427680458825156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607017125589965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318229336700013,0.0,0.0,0.06813963305630252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123499789322021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984888217356743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903725392746279,0.0,0.0,0.11899716950114413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751490694425605,0.2698637144712249,0.0,0.0,0.14679514540275931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906545482432713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263621449523634,0.10249244832926928,0.0,0.0,0.14963707008747687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766883655784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633188245265629,0.0,0.133061054547403,0.14468377787887213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091585156749729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762097573142287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177877839007025,0.1240705920997748,0.0,0.0,0.08952977528032519,0.17269988520257706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149444015410307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373338231732638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356440715653135 lonely,Ancalagon02,2020/02/10,"I don't understand Hey I'm 29 I have no friends had no gf since mine 18 I tried to find a girl but get rejected all the time never had a date online dating don't work nobody matching I go to work and back to home that's all nobody likes me I don't understand I think I have a depression since my 20 it is what's me I learned to live with probably I never will get married and die alone",-1.5717771883289124,0.3913789310344846,1.2613793103448288,97.93885941644564,98.77011494252876,4.975773651635722,17.03713527851459,6.67199483983844,-0.08363236074270608,305,9,74,5,13,105,56,87,0.235,0.6990000000000001,0.066,-0.9413,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,4,13,16,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,5,13,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,44,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932097107221676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628314635897141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823898039548152,0.0,0.2197749250064462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354610490036928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360635067079254,0.0,0.2212732075287304,0.0,0.1203488971452102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124139739644149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345593514795716,0.0,0.18698921679577016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664692930436284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283146309087895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503424759702339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568816976961295,0.0,0.0,0.12347978911263227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377210632240045,0.0,0.0,0.4409022205249043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083296770721869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SandalFishing,2020/02/10,"If you want to get a lot of attention here, just say you're a woman in your post title This trend, particularly in a sub like this meant to counteract this exact sort of phenomenon, frustrates me across Reddit and real life. It's hard to believe that most people here are genuinely, depressingly lonely when it's clear how everyone wants to talk to the girl. If you're a man and lonely, the best you can hope for are a couple disinterested responders, but the digital world will bend over backwards to tell a woman (99% of the time men assume they're talking at an attractive, relatively young white woman) how much she's cared for. Yeah, it's just human nature. But for it to be so prevalent in this subreddit is especially pathetic. Dudes are horny.",8.614265593561367,7.585108957746482,8.858048289738433,67.68584507042256,61.53521126760564,12.33963782696177,34.370221327967805,11.491704259439757,3.900503822937625,600,20,108,15,7,199,97,142,0.09699999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.132,0.6481,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,8,9,1,0,11,1,7,1,0,2,2,22,13,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,7,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,5,19,10,4,13,0,3,1,0,16,9,0,7,4,69,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601379470737377,0.24230852049343424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541134767544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554793053500172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886826378247305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206286678819507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063234251219147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683525568317399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293293787216436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630869324468305,0.1128029185554876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629742703922498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973331553289653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007250529862033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211321821273001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628073924110066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361580680638825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711669554639255,0.20181112705928933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346358773385084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723739789497265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JoyconboyTristan,2020/02/10,"I have new class full of my old friends who left me and honestly idk how I’ll get through literally sitting right next to them in silence every single day the only who talks to me a peer-leader who is obligated to talk to me and act like my friend So great fun dealing with a depressive episode or a panic attack almost every day FUCK I don’t know will fix this slump I have been for almost a year even when I’m with the few friends I have left I still feel alone and scared all the time I’m also pretty suicidal and the only reason I haven’t is because “mom would be sad” and would feel guilty making them pay for a funeral fuck even my meds don’t seem to be helping as much as I hoped I keep thinking finding a SO with fix everything but I’m scared I’m over romanticizing it and I’ll just still be my depressed barely functioning self Sorry just need to get it of my chest no need to comment or even upvote just let this post drift into the 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lonely,Z_e_l,2020/02/10,"Ranting Loneliness has always been something weird to me. I have friends, I have family.. but still I feel lonely. It’s always there, has always been there. Even though I have actual people in my life.. it just seems like they don’t understand me. Like I’m from another dimension. Maybe that’s why? I feel lonely because I don’t feel understood? I don’t even know.. Never have I ever met someone who.. just.. *understood* Except once. I have met one person in my entire life who was able to take that feeling away. But being around them hurts me in other ways.. it hurts so much that it’s become unbearable for me.. I have become so addicted to them that it’s absolutely unhealthy at this point. I hate this. I hate myself for being and feeling like this. All I want is to not be dependent on that person anymore. But I fear the loneliness too much to break contact with them. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. I just don’t know what to do anymore. And i know that I shouldn’t complain. At least I have what I have. It’s just so frustrating.. Edit: I’m sorry if this is the wrong sub or is just not appropriate or if it doesn’t make much sense.. I just had to rant about my feelings somewhere..",0.6693750000000023,3.161144854166672,2.379999999999999,91.3575,90.04166666666666,5.5,19.166666666666664,7.04035,0.4991666666666671,935,28,191,15,32,306,119,240,0.226,0.708,0.066,-0.9922,0,4,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,0,19,15,3,1,4,0,27,3,0,2,3,41,51,14,0,4,16,0,7,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,22,5,0,0,13,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,9,7,32,4,22,38,5,15,0,4,0,0,13,10,0,6,6,143,54,1,0.1145855279590053,0.0,0.11181894612686454,0.12491513893448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860330155514583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015291696124898,0.0,0.0,0.2272761073709621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020054134261874,0.0,0.0,0.10765687544240993,0.0,0.0,0.06985027429939067,0.2531014262060055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513653210701419,0.10364917018419996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080210379089162,0.12894057562692454,0.347627315075768,0.08185992406918445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852849465943569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264612615986478,0.22625897228878344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533235518874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889196284874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187029418819265,0.16794210306656335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648672968384272,0.0,0.11511656417657165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270064228908645,0.0,0.08837542313571324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202984760926358,0.07764611924179404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943917742329286,0.20010332648790732,0.11971748843073475,0.0,0.10832036123700947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043143611224194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708794599557234,0.08821353756523546,0.0,0.12826911729475915,0.0,0.0,0.0915081506442222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861540566802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257969943722028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192875756810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758551319888055,0.09095265857655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339561634424434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528128688563991,0.0,0.0 lonely,HypeToHype,2020/02/10,"Dreams are the worst sometimes So mostly I'm just so used to loneliness that I rarely ever feel it now. But last night I had a interesting dream. It was very vivid , but I randomly flew to the other side of the world to meet this girl. When we met she was very accepting , her family was aswell , she never judged me and we had a huge connection. She was good looking and all too good to be true lol I for some reason 'disconnected' from that reality in my dream (was still dreaming) and saw a computer screen. It was that girl telling me not to leave again because she cared about me.. all things that never happened in my life lmao. I'm not desperate for a relationship but it's quite interesting how this happened to me , it was super realistic like if I never woke up I would have not known it was a dream . When I woke up to this reality I was like shiiiiiiiitttttt lol",3.0337984496124046,5.001573232558144,4.523860465116279,83.05214728682172,75.3953488372093,8.075038759689923,23.675968992248073,8.841846274778883,1.594610387596899,684,21,143,15,15,228,98,172,0.023,0.662,0.316,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,12,11,0,0,8,2,15,1,0,3,7,30,28,12,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,16,5,21,10,16,10,5,19,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,4,13,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198744058831983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873038020710269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617551476291054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731847109613845,0.0,0.09288890579265843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30817316974188114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32490692817122085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974754060119727,0.0,0.19452154750137104,0.0,0.0,0.12975926104253113,0.17950209910254966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426948361899245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42506364708569133,0.0,0.0,0.17239866617688615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953973777642764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888836836641281,0.0,0.19723496018846548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816931244552162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671042721597802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056996305274895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204824840750733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866578938593828,0.0,0.3031587062585717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050176507692746,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ederh18,2020/02/10,I’m loved but I don’t feel the love I’m surrounded by people who love me such as friends and family but I don’t feel the love. If that makes any sense. Also miss the feeling of a long genuine hug. Sorry for the vagueness.,0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,84.0,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.16241166666666684,174,5,40,2,5,58,35,48,0.051,0.49,0.45799999999999996,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,8,13,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,4,13,0,2,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499181960644314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880641718124835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628584241698056,0.0,0.3319288303729529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690612815082151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936505235016692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7899813464284169,0.0,0.14606533849318828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170357508963847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495323716055345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thicc_noodlesalad,2020/02/10,"do these people really exist? I often hear that you need 4-8 hugs a day but are there actually people who hug that often? I've probably had 4-8 hugs in the past 3 years.",1.4126126126126124,2.6180781891891907,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,77.91891891891892,8.176576576576577,17.738738738738736,8.841846274778883,0.8941603603603605,131,2,29,3,3,49,30,37,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.34480910594974395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787522478312164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982401323745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199731205742144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373032419776965,0.4899232678088694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809605425264816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263588066225238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275395309354189 lonely,ulthweatus,2020/02/10,"How time feels Why do bad days (like today for me) tend to last forever, and good days tend to be so fast that I don't even notice? I tried doing everything, music, gaming, reading, thinking, not thinking, and time goes soo slow, I cannot focus on anything and I have to wait for something, so I cannot just go to sleep. Does anyone feel like that?",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,72.14285714285714,6.742857142857144,24.0,6.742157984588678,0.6996571428571428,268,7,56,2,5,86,49,70,0.051,0.8640000000000001,0.084,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,11,15,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133998290244134,0.0,0.1898807836429066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926597067886805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297618654631323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019236432069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240273674673144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073757889635336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333990379877034,0.16484193829631796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113584282695398,0.1935352159854381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808530695787087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254575085089262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270098939701714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230804172381074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090836931000505,0.0,0.0,0.17763625707664726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956999677847598,0.0,0.0,0.26909471713466426,0.0,0.2187161804891066,0.0,0.0,0.1566584886510926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082085220983457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_Sexy_Livi_Li,2020/02/10,So bored I am so bored. DM me if you want.,-5.834545454545454,-5.144352181818181,-1.6449999999999996,116.6525,116.27272727272728,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-3.2254,30,0,11,0,2,11,9,11,0.366,0.535,0.099,-0.5402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fatal_Oz,2020/02/10,"I made the mistake of having expectations I met this girl at my climbing gym about a month ago, we seemed to get along and she would ask me how I was and the like. At one point I was talking to her about how I was depressed (from loneliness), and she shared how her social life wasn't ideal either. I felt like this was an oppurtunity, for two people in similar emotional boats, to hangout. I asked her if she wanted to hangout (platonically), and she said yes and that she looked forward to it. I was pretty excited about this, finally I was getting somewhere! I mentally set really high expectations, I thought we would get lunch, have great rapport, talk for hours and get closer to each other. But when the day came, she showed up late and looked really tired. She explained that she had stayed up till 4 am the night before, ""doing nothing."" So we got lunch, and we talked for maybe 45 minutes where she was barely awake, and then she said ""Alright, I'm gonna go take a nap,"" and left. And that was it. Basically zero effort on her part to connect with me, and I'm emotionally crushed because I let my guard down. I usually keep my expectations in check but I fucked up and now feel so shit that I can't even eat.",5.870420168067228,5.928761252100845,6.3601680672268905,79.7421848739496,66.73109243697479,9.489075630252099,30.445378151260506,9.23628265651192,2.37412268907563,950,32,192,16,14,309,143,238,0.095,0.843,0.062,-0.9161,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,0,3,12,11,2,0,7,2,18,7,1,4,0,44,45,24,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,21,3,2,5,5,1,4,2,4,0,3,18,6,38,7,27,23,3,32,0,1,2,1,30,15,2,2,15,132,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878592811392394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945759753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481038450544636,0.0,0.10442765162627722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036163541666055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914574098019479,0.0,0.10570055057554316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557556649000404,0.0,0.2760921740932076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105693201369743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205209014629218,0.0,0.11783266837833532,0.1344362980899224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345480322542767,0.2564693788387149,0.0,0.06974592007653885,0.0,0.09815224665995066,0.13530178616615535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966286432467827,0.0,0.0,0.12085676031064002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908123283034077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384361173732258,0.0,0.13333815494981655,0.1254918823638154,0.08668240081867541,0.11991184888992867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061116733512917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612282229584395,0.0,0.0,0.12329106099258855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367522950007913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795578145052383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516657972683507,0.0,0.11775537163065547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315981711019595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289630856231582,0.0,0.08508020143715818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601225557363655,0.0,0.0,0.12485271440575085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723811568004414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334740504732549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172178696907784,0.0,0.0,0.12597269336777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509994594020793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080565967627436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922719083296576,0.29591864585466404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742781034863347,0.0,0.14105124856829432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988187006412028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351612925246008,0.0,0.07238480135002533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435682381444886,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lt_Snuffles,2020/02/10,"R/lonely should have meetup events I know it will be awkward bad hell, but at least everyone can share something",4.23,6.860714142857147,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,91,3,16,1,2,27,21,21,0.263,0.621,0.11599999999999999,-0.3716,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275555067392005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037450455464347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34723977718638616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864171506298146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,emma__w,2020/02/10,"Feeling depressed again after a few happy months Been going to a therapist for a long time and i just had my last appointment a week ago. I was on internship for a long time and didn’t see my “best friend” for like 6 months. I was very exited to see him almost every day, turns out he wasn’t that exited to see me again. It feels like none of my other “friends” want to meet either, Probably gonna spiral down again and cry every day.",5.410337078651687,4.933275651685396,6.201438202247193,82.3050786516854,67.76404494382022,9.816629213483148,25.665168539325844,9.3871,1.7803734831460671,339,7,72,6,5,112,60,89,0.067,0.7020000000000001,0.231,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,15,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,5,8,6,12,8,4,21,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,1,17,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100636419731495,0.0,0.17058246280467626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877343422961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871231705856776,0.21972530444573052,0.0,0.14672353412614042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870570438867153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722697169807255,0.12169917615698682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632263586603365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681470748059556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134238489946244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885924383429887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645031796836154,0.0,0.0,0.3015115093134755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194595230110663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366777535405387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072443721776638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977912709418812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866670898165206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529356080239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055786340077306,0.10047775355251276,0.0,0.13664573212329673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lin0ge,2020/02/10,"My husband is my best friend and my only friend. When I'm upset with him, it can feel really lonely. I don't have people to chat with right now, that just leaves me alone with me and I don't like me. Anyone want to chat?",0.051250000000003126,1.941659958333336,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,84.83333333333334,4.673333333333334,11.683333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-1.3896716666666669,170,1,41,1,5,56,34,48,0.168,0.621,0.21100000000000002,0.5263,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122402243226824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036799777160205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457508037452457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658625305187008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090841682710758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34885345520633626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095884567305652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057124858857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284079703503978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106225806674314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813593670715989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432565134190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YesPlsNoPls,2020/02/10,"I've literally done nothing noteworthy for 4 days now. I've been off from work for 4 days and I've done nothing but lay in bed staring at my ceiling and occasionally get up to watch porn or something. Every time I watch that stuff all it does it make me even lonelier and I just crawl back into bed. There's such much stuff I wanna do with my day but I don't have anyone to do it with or share with. I don't even care about sex anymore I just want to feel like I have a non family member that I can just be myself around. Someone to just talk to. I can't even get anyone on this site to talk to me whenever I try to chat people on subs specifically for chatting. I don't know anymore, I just feel like a loser.",2.0918627450980374,3.2843570915032743,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,76.12418300653594,6.930065359477124,22.553921568627448,7.492282038375204,0.6779764705882347,557,15,128,7,12,189,88,153,0.077,0.848,0.075,-0.3382,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,1,24,21,7,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,17,4,25,17,2,15,0,1,3,2,5,9,0,2,8,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993127616591475,0.21103139934375328,0.0,0.0,0.13433669887236066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603598681515033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385685171372798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919621040044575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205725022397916,0.30885470371282586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990123299343091,0.0,0.12714326601857134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225901502718222,0.0,0.15260335824867058,0.2156119288189303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157682393963151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293298166169083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474483034436807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072970078892084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093192327681592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895932291771805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461794622207032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786060785666964,0.1161733974142634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454983269342516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425821006155591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879934311559921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245402126733867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900718530298221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986002813809954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,helpmepls182,2020/02/10,"Sick of being unwanted I’m a 20 yo guy (in UK if that matters) and everyone just leaves me. I haven’t had a relationship in years, no one wants me and I just feel so unwanted and unloved. All I want is someone to want to call me theirs. I’m ugly, annoying, needy and just so alone",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.0,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.3593333333333342,216,8,51,5,6,75,42,60,0.35,0.611,0.039,-0.9632,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,10,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863260495629025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042858732356825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847466749994961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067505758482144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295061571399392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31553332576315224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192889880552573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199347514166306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524899146746242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272949268574783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918987956786984 lonely,boo_ella,2020/02/10,"The only connection I had to a highschool buddy told me it is inappropriate I'm asking about him. Ok so long story here. My old highschool friend that I once in awhile Facebook stalk posted publicly that his wife was looking for story submissions about mental health stuff. This was back around Thanksgiving. I wanted to tell her about my autisim and how I fell that screwed me over with my friend back in the day due to the fact I have poor communication skills. I emailed her about once a week with updates on my story, a few edits and some encouraging words because she mentioned she was going through a depressive episode. I just emailed her yesterday saying that I wasn't sure if she was mad at me or maybe her husband was (he has been before). She basically told me I was disrespecting her, her husband and that I was being emotionally manipulative. She also claimed that I had told her multiple times in emails that I wouldn't contact her (I tried to read the emails I had sent and most of the ending of my letters were that I wish her luck or that I might be too busy to reply to her edit suggestions (which she only sent one email with suggestions in it from my memory) due to a new job) even though I don't recall saying ""I won't email you anymore"". I told my husband about this email and asked him what I should do. He first recommended not responding which I have done as well as joining this here Reddit because he believes I'm lonely. I have had problems in the past where I've thought getting a dog or an animal would help me not be lonely but it didn't really help. I mentioned to my husband that one thing that seems to help is to go on a walk. It is still winter where I live though so it is miserable outside. As a side note, my current boss reminds me of my highschool friend and yesterday I got very close to his face and said ""you're cool"". I asked my husband if he feels this was inappropriate and he said no, and that if it was my boss would tell me. I have a difficult time making friends. I've been trying to do what I can in some cases with being healthy as I've been going to the Dr (thus far there's nothing wrong physically with me but tomorrow I go to test my hormones which I believe is the true problem). I know I need to loose weight but I have been lazy. Anyway, TLDR: my highschool friend's wife told me that I'm emotionally manipulative and I still wish I could have my highschool friend as a friend.",4.503189623675556,5.6236779068323015,5.097292047253684,83.81975611983925,70.13871635610765,8.001193520886616,28.077517963707226,8.313332769828598,1.7739709414200455,1931,67,391,28,34,620,218,483,0.066,0.82,0.114,0.9753,2,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,2,26,24,2,1,19,2,48,5,1,7,3,60,79,30,0,14,12,7,2,0,7,6,2,4,0,0,30,17,1,0,4,1,1,8,8,10,1,3,32,8,80,14,47,36,4,47,0,4,1,1,75,16,1,12,22,273,110,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423392873067353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965840428796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150411502781785,0.2252722754147412,0.0,0.0,0.12352619378387834,0.0,0.09792778403554853,0.0,0.06834858945988355,0.18099205712738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641310347617811,0.0,0.0,0.05180141153717583,0.0,0.0691817102507125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219787461856523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070415609571114,0.0711419543805414,0.0,0.0,0.0530522987236058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406135038803209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832233543650508,0.0,0.0,0.4343991183334506,0.0,0.04196522666719566,0.0,0.1825966660582711,0.0,0.06424129535666118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537913389197707,0.0,0.0,0.16151557291379412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970775491435933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044143182839202086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092629925506923,0.07108294520989046,0.06745072749118597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536159379558089,0.0,0.08069481579470339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080946256626638,0.08520955153810372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595581665204598,0.0,0.07757603684191508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707167045260317,0.0,0.08428502356425632,0.17108182727172344,0.10885730188714783,0.1221778651048768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667697998823625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692681708013661,0.0,0.0,0.1537156998416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803443045787559,0.0,0.0514566939344863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281031198940798,0.12775146021111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731226493400586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128291413364686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195012352692343,0.0,0.0,0.07570306990384412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041092984908904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336274518454316,0.0,0.15783303077696348,0.0637671469940297,0.09367347085175352,0.0,0.0,0.383758280081968,0.0,0.1090675025254705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627453078448622,0.04737633178148753,0.0,0.06442991918817315,0.09781124898216743,0.07221963512046117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473397866825467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411769569492375,0.08782011902521306,0.0,0.0 lonely,Meraki_Soul,2020/02/10,"What could be wrong with me? I'm 17 years old, and a bi girl. I've never been in a relationship, on a date, or kissed anyone. This isn't a choice. Growing up when people found out I was interested in a person romantically it was considered ridiculous and I was made fun of. I'm trying to accept that no one will be ever interested in me, but deep inside I crave it, whether I like it or not. I always got obsessed with other people's relationships (like my ships) because it was the only way I could ever release that emotion. I wish I could just get over it.",2.2836842105263138,4.091671754385967,4.485824561403508,83.20610526315792,77.0701754385965,6.665263157894738,22.803508771929828,7.554174236665415,0.9756414035087722,436,13,89,6,10,151,78,114,0.061,0.757,0.182,0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,1,3,21,19,7,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,8,0,11,7,11,5,0,17,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,2,9,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523081080425884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798932388499484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158253641753553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384396272585743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590099405323248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311493740784556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069940065777192,0.0,0.0,0.09563346049294197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463978124133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885308749723622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320161008916746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117559264247376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207494183463766,0.0,0.12403603299884775,0.1392139750403502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380071865776377,0.15982783846635296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930436665473007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427554337490315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529260535743235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104927228295501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001309786764083,0.0,0.1178749822043343 lonely,larryfellows,2020/02/10,"Surrounded by people, but I don’t belong with any of them. I live in a major city. I work two jobs. Everyone at the jobs spends time together. I cannot participate because I’m always working. And even if I have free time, I cannot participate in social events, because I have to stick to my very strict budget. I get paid too little to do anything but survive in a very expensive city and tend to my student loans. Because of this, and my difficulties with large groups, I do not feel any sense of community within these jobs. I am married. We spend most of our time apart because of work. And when we are together, it is often strained because of the money woes. And frankly, the last time I was fully honest, it didn’t go over so well. So I put up a little shield of strength to make sure my spouse feels that everything is going alright. When I am finally able to spend time with a friend, I feel like I cannot be vulnerable with them because I don’t want to just dump my sadness all over them. The last time I opened up, I just ended up getting drunk and venting and crying. I haven’t seem that friend since. So I try to stay upbeat instead. I feel alone in my own home. I feel alone at work. I feel alone with my friends. I feel alone in this city of millions. I’m trying to work on accepting my situation. Trying to look at it without attachment to any idea of what I *wish* it looked like. Trying to invest in the idea that belonging to myself is enough. Trying to breathe through it all. But it’s feeling more and more difficult to do every day. I can’t smile anymore. I feel so heavy. I have to say, “Doing well, thanks,” too many times a day to count. And it’s not true. Someone I work with asked me if I was sick today. I am not... just tired. Physically and emotionally. And I am so very lonely. Anyone else going through anything similar?",1.9787885594489367,4.118558959568734,3.377953728661278,89.1996589547769,79.35040431266847,6.278556454028152,23.513102725366878,7.3871296695380915,0.9600295896975144,1438,49,300,20,36,470,176,371,0.14,0.71,0.151,0.6536,3,6,0,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,3,8,17,21,1,1,10,1,26,4,1,1,4,54,52,23,0,4,12,1,9,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,14,20,1,0,13,1,10,4,12,6,2,2,4,12,48,16,52,47,8,43,0,3,2,0,14,21,0,5,19,195,62,10,0.07383325105027318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058759245784681,0.0,0.0,0.061435179532250236,0.0,0.0,0.15062742769273926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322274545548446,0.05162592584294539,0.07565089091094268,0.12151694922735387,0.0,0.06902412297574337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27004838726871944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110235933634817,0.09523267770993027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061678207176658,0.08305246974765162,0.06539434556058847,0.07628948520701356,0.0,0.048766165980730566,0.0,0.06220769841186138,0.07055083543299846,0.06635656524847491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335990791547919,0.052746489302896285,0.0,0.08088071758477447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711301598304288,0.0,0.07714965263742114,0.0,0.12588341417942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406077079874678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669750684310558,0.0,0.0,0.2198043270295932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036790799743828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214239400319739,0.14800062848678208,0.06519611336525681,0.0,0.12400267100556794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049284268400647716,0.07485532797798937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118667980497117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422281018630189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058715164684881374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721501877319018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107562824055,0.0829916676724593,0.0,0.07526370140520099,0.06255867401694071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869642179294686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958696533424773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797573775696977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30136933707083685,0.08486046077229217,0.06998528890021358,0.0,0.0,0.25063965460624915,0.0,0.07212435788513863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827604936801668,0.04354876442302354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327699194223657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490459492576488,0.07117261926675539,0.0,0.3225089166862489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,artisttraveler,2020/02/10,getting numb dont get attach to people coz they will leave you eventually,6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.85714285714286,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3650857142857142,61,2,10,1,1,20,14,14,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811334165938729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181231299708501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250343766072092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437604946584484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NevaehorHell,2020/02/10,"First post, I just wanted to help no matter how and share about something. I know many of you would like to have someone who cares about you, and it's completely legit to think this. But I want to express myself on this subject. I thought that being in a relation with someone that I love would heal my wounds, but when this person doesn't show her love back, it makes things even worse. Althought it is my first relation, It has been 1 year that I have to ask to get any kind of support or love.. So please don't involve yourself too much in this kind of relation, you can feel way better alone. At least this is what I experienced even if I'm young for now. I love to read your posts because I don't feel alone for the seconds I'm reading them, and I wish you will all get someone that treat you the way you deserve it without begging for it. Take care of you and the ones you love <3",5.707747252747255,5.091412192307693,5.512395604395606,87.95760439560442,67.18681318681318,8.3789010989011,30.28791208791209,7.1686216300943375,1.5005125274725266,697,22,154,5,10,216,110,182,0.052000000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.248,0.9908,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,1,3,11,14,0,0,4,0,14,7,0,2,1,25,37,11,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,3,24,14,22,31,3,15,0,0,0,5,23,4,0,2,8,107,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573505389482305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739121635484661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639219397311908,0.0,0.0,0.08750892278434913,0.0,0.06937439444303241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065116214699456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206330597951635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932224438888164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033409094297384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115086326752139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360473412206214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189166983149324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628100764502407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370205254772519,0.06254418209128533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559931257055351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135667067979011,0.0,0.07596563661298016,0.11538027910842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365967640551626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711712741689172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993700256754473,0.0,0.12492357588172755,0.0,0.0,0.2179872200284699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276713409577164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927949941720205,0.08761255144160951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914442153111555,0.0,0.0,0.08556710150322734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560690093123458,0.07292156754813313,0.0,0.09034835724383937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425012566728928,0.1806660224321325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086998781173276,0.10970383669003136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597688847824535,0.16168743349069772,0.0,0.0,0.07328660714261909 lonely,just_venting-26,2020/02/10,"You know what can’t stand hearing? “You’ll find someone”. You don’t know that. What evidence do you have to base your claims on? Sometimes life just deals you a shit hand and you just have to deal with it. But I know that life isn’t over and there’s still more time so I hold onto hope. Against all reason I hope. Every day I hold on, waiting for things to get better but they don’t, but that doesn’t change the fact that I will keep on going. I don’t want to die because if the future does hold happiness for me, I don’t want to miss out on that. I hope that I will find someone who I love and who loves me back just as much. I hope I find purpose in my life. I hope I will be happy one day. But that’s all it is. Hope. I don’t know for certain that things will get better and you don’t either so stop pretending like you do.",-0.06474265774934551,1.819011569060773,1.4247106717068938,101.81551323059031,85.24309392265194,4.473509741203839,16.15615004361733,5.399115186594226,-1.0102662983425414,638,12,161,3,19,204,87,181,0.065,0.638,0.297,0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,9,1,2,8,16,1,0,3,0,20,7,2,1,4,41,41,12,1,9,9,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,16,6,0,6,8,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,0,2,28,14,19,35,5,17,0,1,0,2,17,8,1,7,8,108,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135549330912507,0.0,0.06449614397429364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714720026401668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192488072585974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646755430963384,0.2181551996161303,0.0,0.0,0.10980615813862188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258836876298834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914306166372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901043538226333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055474511947716,0.0,0.06012992624771949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252571848502611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924696277278148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305137698146844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940420095956988,0.0,0.0,0.23258486681142426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419403296202964,0.05168969469516322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098154313543256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777691722734613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169442548212877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878245981868737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860461447950487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929201297792188,0.0,0.10464125130854274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449391098271736,0.08845552054318058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058078941259328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061694213977448474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480996054984847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,banana-kix,2020/02/10,"Low energy, low self worth, and maladaptive daydreaming. So I'm stressed. I really should be preoccupying all my time with studying for the mcat since the test date is beginning to approach 04-24. But I cant seem to muster up the energy to learn all the material.. I'm horrible at most of the subjects, and after studying for hours, I still dont feel any smarter than I did before. This really impacts my self worth and sometimes I feel like giving up. I try to keep myself on a strict schedule which includes drinking water times and exercise times (just to keep myself in the present). This past week I didnt manage to accomplish anything. A big problem is that I also tend to participate in an unhealthy amount of maladaptive daydreaming where I'm successful with designing video games, cartoons, and comics. It's funny because I have so many ideas, but I cant even put forth the effort to put it on paper or even draw. I rather day dream about it since it goes so much faster than the real process (however I do this for hours..) I hate it because it means im lazy/worthless because I dont end up producing anything.",5.255782945736435,6.502163632558143,5.751627906976747,79.35550387596903,68.48837209302326,9.268217054263566,31.54263565891473,9.558583805096642,2.938835658914728,891,37,166,19,15,287,128,215,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.6592,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,1,1,11,0,12,3,0,1,2,27,25,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,7,2,2,6,6,2,3,5,5,0,0,2,2,18,2,27,21,5,31,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,3,17,101,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592401539193226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007377178758408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179979460717245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422295578471889,0.0,0.1127092361471637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542235577702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31047196009417793,0.12975522854763327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731559348351253,0.0,0.0,0.17497022578639604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394620242448632,0.09462569957226342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270626652135574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077164302786773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608824947358187,0.0,0.0,0.14952528983872013,0.14307385890552576,0.0,0.0,0.2354637347260801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471070010147173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342883264884802,0.0,0.14428205274310044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736948138691057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644304605024675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674130695223568,0.0,0.2663072151690097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076250306762226,0.1697078085691404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058182937355605,0.2763583822581597,0.0,0.0,0.21913587521966854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100113420293558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057785341207422,0.0,0.15172646813658955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231706288975098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992808041298217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624721057315664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedZero1901,2020/02/10,"Framing loneliness in my sabatical year First post here so bare with me. On basic information I can say I'm a Mexican 19M that just finished high school, right now I'm on a sabatical year as an AuPair at Milano, Italy learning Italian before going back to Mexico to study international businesses. I wanted to write here as although I established some goals that I've accomplished and others that I ended up leaving aside to let other great activities take their place,at the time before coming here I didn't consider the mentality and overall attitude I would have on loneliness. I'm not overly sad or anything, but I would be lying if I didn't admit I haven't been this alone before. Emotions can sometimes be as roller coasters depending on the day and are several hours I spend alone, more than I think I ever did back in Mexico. I'm asking for your advice on the mindset I should take to make this a enjoyful experience and one that I'm sure can get to be very positive for my present and my future.",9.037520045819015,7.406792087628869,9.421821305841924,65.90559564719359,61.113402061855666,12.952119129438715,38.0504009163803,11.855464076750405,4.569552806414661,811,32,142,21,9,273,122,194,0.086,0.836,0.078,-0.1208,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,9,4,0,0,8,0,17,0,0,2,2,26,32,13,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,1,0,2,4,1,19,3,23,21,2,29,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,4,14,98,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462815712070746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100806097543154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231873667855013,0.0,0.13994590891434944,0.0,0.0,0.23021455390356085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821417842755137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895017739731415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654178181406993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838828029008274,0.13258656152069773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354089470927764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643178531633275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733166539303875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821018069700406,0.0,0.08507590320161029,0.0,0.0,0.16504078876936132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816244566025206,0.0,0.0,0.14742078146169424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850685326053265,0.0,0.15307469203726418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992349687559526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085874330482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143814208726026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640085712397309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336775330671445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783989163448664,0.0,0.11904457071868997,0.0,0.1515007297026989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911430139739198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805354875283247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108706771565818,0.0,0.2251060974654038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591939661062936,0.0,0.0,0.08728916371561161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351519197954575,0.08829480414287405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268002843893927,0.0,0.0,0.19279912303366895 lonely,Isovburn,2020/02/10,"I feel broken. The last half of last year was a very painful movement in my life. My SO left me after five years under the context of she needed a little space, which ended up ghosting me, lying to me, and being with someone else. I was destroyed! I started recovering, getting healthy, healthy body healthy mind. When I started to get my energy back after months of crying and almost losing my job, she opens up how badly she messed up. For the first time she actually talked to me about her problems with overlaying them on top of mine. A huge issue we always had. I listened and I said I forgave her, but deep down I knew I didn't, how could I right then. I was just relieved in the moment I didn't feel so alone beside her. Fast forward month half give or take a week and I'm seeing everything for what it really was. She can say she loves me, she can say all these things, but I never felt so alone in my life now! She barely wanted to touch me, kiss me, anything that felt physical love, was gone. She lies to her family about me, same to her friends. Then she lies about who she hangs out with. I feel so ashamed for letting myself be treated this way. At this moment I am broken. I'm searching for my head for any emotion I can find but I'm so exhausted I cant make out what is what in there. I'm looking for a single shed of tear to relieve myself but I'm vacant. How can I fuck up this badly...",1.7729681249193447,3.746865094076657,3.151374370886568,91.40132662279005,79.24390243902441,5.506207252548716,21.77945541360176,6.42735559955562,0.3346434120531683,1090,32,230,9,27,355,159,287,0.163,0.7190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9341,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,3,16,17,2,1,9,0,19,10,2,4,2,37,47,20,1,4,6,0,6,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,12,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,10,0,4,13,12,53,7,40,30,3,50,0,1,2,4,28,23,1,2,24,165,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.1189467676654944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220549309707626,0.25248194531245594,0.0,0.0,0.10142199756518153,0.0,0.0,0.08288917805192797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030484017870624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937256580714031,0.20354562191672226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539198235176053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731900986707864,0.0,0.13389011562705033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182320660122668,0.13710951035972507,0.10795809838467173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954660587476148,0.0,0.11490676440967193,0.0,0.18489328916400355,0.0,0.2340664601421005,0.0,0.11140498064091482,0.10367931939949926,0.0,0.0,0.0941716824453417,0.11268506663970702,0.12736467837356258,0.11692771016047135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509400081419833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272211823550546,0.12095672268204305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871275325945198,0.0,0.0,0.1324335193308782,0.1246404799522802,0.17218860436140715,0.0,0.12216550432763047,0.0,0.0,0.1023566521051726,0.1363633998665614,0.0,0.0,0.22002043232466967,0.0,0.08136232347312164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307385353182315,0.0,0.19458239663180632,0.0,0.0,0.09037967057291192,0.0940088534829961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969923822418306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663198453898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808566512826431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409314066423836,0.1159450203441216,0.19386316879185495,0.0,0.0,0.09713031245439706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032767500988004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254831878360846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164588755613004,0.09797032645034577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097810279281277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107486623261307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057177058361083,0.07189370508732652,0.09675037301809264,0.09777256775132624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698594528901794 lonely,joemixed,2020/02/10,"Fear of being alone/belittled Hello all, just joined up. Recently was left in an on and off relationship in North Carolina. Going to head home to Boston for a year or so to get my crap right, I get the same advice from all my friends “you need to be alone/learn to be alone” But I know where my mind goes when I’m alone and it never seems to work for me. I recently turned 31, a male in fairy good health but I get suckered into the arms usually of a “strong woman “ and get belittled in the long run. I know that not pursuing women may be my best interest but I long for good conversation and to be held. I also don’t want to eventually be stepped on either. What should I do?",2.065833333333334,3.712584678571432,3.8785714285714255,88.03476190476192,77.21428571428572,7.809523809523809,21.666666666666664,8.59863814320734,1.1602380952380948,525,14,117,11,12,177,89,140,0.099,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.8922,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,9,2,1,7,0,11,4,3,0,3,25,24,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,14,6,23,14,5,24,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,3,8,78,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951489688493464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381319744026999,0.0,0.13054187089907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130886783462976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368883822289475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261177581575634,0.0,0.3411417803702493,0.0,0.09277227346284628,0.2738336307608133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752992547206538,0.17351502693745208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374165237409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942336049320767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735924568004666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889220958482123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482447899616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103937340495707,0.12589969235305715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32235690147894475,0.175257194864203,0.0,0.13940489539170411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860631505153266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755675083881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797842852732252,0.0,0.0962823714710339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118839664494551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512032368959873 lonely,sam_kings,2020/02/10,"Am I royally fucked? People say that be happy and focus with yourself and the right person will come at the right time. Right now I am (fairly) happy with being alone and try to focus on improving myself. I'm smart and funny according to my friends but I'm kinda bad at socializing with anyone outside my circle. Now I think that being happy and focusing on myself won't really help much here. I'm a guy and I'm only 4'8-4'9/150cm-ish. Would any girl really date a guy shorter than her? So at times I think why even try at all, why am I happy if I'll end up alone? So I feel lonely and depressed again some days. Though the being happy and focus on yourself thing really help in distracting me from those thoughts and it's nice that I am actually improving myself on academics/work and just being busy alone lately.",3.64076923076923,5.344312098765434,5.076172839506175,80.86431623931627,73.07407407407408,7.7006647673314355,22.95536562203229,8.384062270229773,1.4612852801519465,648,17,120,11,13,217,95,162,0.166,0.6459999999999999,0.188,0.6476,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,1,1,5,0,12,1,0,0,1,25,22,15,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,14,8,17,13,3,23,0,2,0,1,10,13,1,3,9,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1105866766825472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210464061919416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706336972088873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923791579048242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461977959903144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761753222006224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308381180259997,0.0,0.09760473589636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037033839290826,0.0,0.0,0.07484862092664718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057299397567639326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755289112623423,0.10476507496598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441471810327426,0.0,0.6031709803865734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519157282107323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783302074737332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330527516207545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861870732360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856374017038435,0.09894907185189412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177924051042381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29033107962747223,0.0,0.0901188152843692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551829311822917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528661305953813,0.14522531070766972,0.11133904632366363,0.08996562124095496,0.13215883721069596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387744449068844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451234770324087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250032635349096,0.0,0.0,0.0805012445416548,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rupeshvarma100,2020/02/10,"Want a tight hug. I want to hug, the hug where you tightly hold each other feeling each other’s heartbeat. The hug where you cry but still hold on to each other. The warm hug.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,84.55555555555556,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.0143666666666662,136,3,30,0,4,42,21,36,0.047,0.531,0.42100000000000004,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,3,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,3,3,3,4,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878534222939319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059541148154764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273833143191022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631308149657569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UNknown_999677,2020/02/10,"How do I move on and forget about someone I had strong feeling about this girl I was talking to. She has liked me for some time and so have I. It started with the lies. She had a thing with another guy but I asked her who she wanted more. She said I want you. But the relationship with the other guy wasn't just a thing and she lied about that. She was getting really close to me and not just as friends. Then I ask her friend ""who does she want more me or him."" Her friend said she wants him. I ask the girl again did you mean what you said when you told me you would choose me over him. She said yeah. Again another lie. I said do you really have to lie to me. She didn't respond. (All of this was on snapchat.) So I have proof.",-0.13805734767025513,1.9686519290322584,1.090913978494623,102.57859318996418,87.77419354838709,4.734767025089607,15.7078853046595,6.139981653823899,-0.8652222222222226,559,11,141,5,18,175,80,155,0.063,0.81,0.127,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,1,11,5,0,0,6,1,15,0,0,1,2,27,32,13,0,5,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,5,0,4,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,14,6,38,5,16,17,4,11,0,0,0,0,43,4,0,2,7,106,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682249788661266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568272898016561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133941357226924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433107000088317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948916432065129,0.0,0.06647217492698053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195446291539403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215791866709802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859024991948155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522484867752568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630129815574683,0.0,0.0,0.13659689413101486,0.0,0.0,0.605122061520202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780116255344002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900537117198202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226227177930908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905128432267705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418855842071008,0.0,0.0,0.12157326219437015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001730779201964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038020324130204,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,masterstargamer02,2020/02/10,I need someone to talk too Valentine's Day is coming up and it's honestly the worst day for me. My friends got dates but I am just going to be lonely as all the other valentine's days. I have never been on a date and I don't think I will ever be. Right now I'm honestly sitting in my room crying like a whimp and all I can think of is how lonley I am. What have I done to deserve this. I just need answers 😢,1.3192546583850913,2.1439998695652207,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,77.47826086956522,6.126708074534163,22.92546583850932,6.1826913282559595,0.3106378881987579,316,9,76,2,7,110,63,92,0.111,0.762,0.127,0.09,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,4,17,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,12,4,9,15,3,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612960099441145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756037395832998,0.4854325260478252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567595536350509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269549549828281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384603354202765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259321998874724,0.0,0.2006690123954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257789867317742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720808675912262,0.19351086114543406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426868367151147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125881989565534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016652850843969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215353609511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Robbo_B,2020/02/10,"PSA to all the fellow loners out there In this subreddit we have over 100k straight, gay, bi and other people all filled with a lonely heart. But these very people your talking to are in the same boat as you are. What I'm saying is maybe take a chance to message some of those people who resonate with you because it might be the only way out of this dark hole we put ourselves in. Ladies, Gentlemen and everybody else, I wish you all the best with finding someone and hopefully we can bring that number of loners down",4.997355021216407,6.133727207920796,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,69.0,7.355586987270155,26.309759547383308,7.447530270364453,1.2870611032531825,412,12,79,4,7,127,74,101,0.057999999999999996,0.807,0.136,0.8176,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,3,21,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,17,10,6,12,0,1,0,2,12,8,0,3,0,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118952934292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306423291389664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348348190628126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116906771608819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744632866610463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230044611762248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232687039223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457054776777059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615261531925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817152194869154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283568717525135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418846824443524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962454913381214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741446377366194,0.1861622759470196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110551517204244,0.0,0.18384413211994224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634426336400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyLoner93,2020/02/10,"Something I want to share. Hello everyone. First time posting on reddit so I hope I'm in the right place. I'm 26 y/o male from the UK. I've never had a significant other and I'm terrified that I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I work in all male environment, my hobbies are mainly male dominated so it's a total fucking sausage fest. I'm on various dating apps with very little success. I feel like there is something wrong with me that is obvious to everyone but myself. While trying to sleep last night all these thoughts were running through my mind. Until the voice in my head said ""What woman in their right mind would want to be with a broken man like you"" which hit me like a fucking train. I didn't know what to do. Has my brain turned against me? Wtf is going on.. I lay there staring at the ceiling until I eventually nodded off. I dont want to burden my family with this as they have much bigger things to worry about. So I only have 2 people I could talk to but I dont know how they would react and as I've already pushed everyone away, I dont want to risk it and lose them too. Quickly proof reading this and there is a lot of self pity which I can only apologise for but I dont know how to express what is going on. I'm hoping that you lovely people might be able to offer some advice or help ease my worries. Thanks J",1.6611910669975174,3.570429942652332,3.4401612903225818,89.51101116625311,79.3225806451613,6.012737799834574,21.48345740281224,7.010146845296331,0.5324104218362282,1050,30,223,12,26,351,161,279,0.10400000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.162,0.9157,0,1,2,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,4,4,12,16,2,1,10,0,25,7,3,3,6,40,50,18,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,6,15,8,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,7,0,1,5,4,31,9,38,37,9,31,0,2,1,3,20,16,2,6,13,149,46,3,0.09951347462284356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724341567576868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030659480155912,0.10981559380561366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349618519142956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108994876111224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945341200121289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665162044811466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526816867518107,0.0,0.0,0.0938124474019788,0.0,0.05031700281466619,0.07109244615429186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464611067770866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399720750010407,0.0,0.0,0.11311160183416925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212953460116124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670178438567485,0.0,0.0,0.19767866832350794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407000945156364,0.0811167637041463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028931008919341,0.14585177124287965,0.0997386446999058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113301235419698,0.0,0.08460279748881286,0.08981479611256615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055680705908434,0.2009604825325874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315385401493295,0.0,0.07675092644025032,0.0,0.0,0.09338665470589147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136896339916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798022677699145,0.0,0.1039704006174735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530640062356427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954040438235924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996792719104153,0.09466010272271423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381425711400677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995853420640926,0.0,0.0,0.15322066910631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998516139841934,0.0,0.09161863737574444,0.0,0.0,0.06611233070560071,0.0,0.0,0.07900258308755588,0.05802710731874424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756311703287775,0.10824208437605977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210903845800674,0.2347825025511029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244699472519267,0.2021215279570156,0.0,0.141383034381995,0.1088023626131184,0.0,0.0 lonely,seasonioning,2020/02/10,"does anyone else think about friends lost and friends you could've had? I spent a certain amount of time today thinking about how all of my past friends drifted away at some point and how I could've had some friends now if I had just gotten the courage in the past. But then I would've lost them again eventually :/ Sometimes I dream about the people who I used to be friends with.",7.036200000000001,6.454203786666671,5.253166666666669,90.79575,64.46666666666667,8.033333333333333,33.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,1.5426666666666664,304,11,66,1,4,86,51,75,0.083,0.649,0.26899999999999996,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,8,9,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,2,15,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,0,9,7,10,3,4,12,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,3,7,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612960335238365,0.17017240487790147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604112838300066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520868283907656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534098845960314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874164226519542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415793763258768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36260001384350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31709141981406563,0.11514154420707685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570028047425453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426105246291928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128394918135148,0.0,0.0,0.09684475665268456,0.0,0.15742795325760486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143443014877638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798111427759825,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hanged_Penguin,2020/02/10,"How can I be content in being alone but still lonely at the same time A few days ago, I realised something. I’ve always really liked all the little and big things I have with myself, and I really enjoy time alone and the freedom to be as I am without having to put on a profile, as most people inevitably do with others. Not to deceive or be something one isn’t, but to be on a common wavelenght and ve able to communicate. But being by myself, I don’t have to explain myself and can fully engage in and enjoy what I do and talk to myself. But still, I feel lonely. I recently understood that it has to do with not really being able to share the joys of doing things by myself, because then I’m not by myself. I have the same loneliness when in groups of people too, but generally notice it less. I just wish I could split up so I could be alone together.",7.5812068965517225,5.4796668620689655,8.490201149425285,72.93116379310347,64.28735632183907,10.76896551724138,32.0948275862069,9.188382445141503,2.6798758620689656,670,18,129,9,8,230,92,174,0.087,0.725,0.188,0.9732,0,7,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,24,0,0,1,1,33,29,19,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,19,6,27,18,6,20,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,2,11,116,26,0,0.3151644650278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968714115573774,0.0,0.0,0.4896230057089379,0.0,0.0,0.13112104110101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606066631507423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516331801587825,0.0,0.0,0.10162750351863636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967831157533915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698671902027486,0.1579387953168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940841616508546,0.0,0.0,0.1067817990116541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849535714334287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841366818114638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285363981625035,0.0,0.15559344374529974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262900272104646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25169074888574505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665862938579972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093812663816813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377493404320605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121179047067426,0.15190364880832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpiritualBudget6,2020/02/10,Want My Friends Back I moved back to my hometown at the beginning of this year under family emergency circumstances and now I’m taking a few community college courses here. Everyday I get so depressed tho because I feel like a total loser with no friends and no life. Last year I was in college in another state and had the most amazing friends I’ve had in my life. (I’ve always been a pretty lonely person so this was the happiest and healthiest I had ever been.) Anyways loneliness fucking sucks so now I’m vetting here in the middle of the night. :),4.054266247379456,6.149467424528303,5.367484276729564,77.55791404612161,72.86792452830188,8.484696016771489,32.532494758909856,9.150863307647796,3.2670746331236904,441,22,76,10,9,147,65,106,0.177,0.608,0.215,0.7058,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,8,0,7,3,0,0,2,10,16,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,1,8,5,10,9,3,20,0,3,0,1,4,7,2,1,12,56,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156626282196605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162077712300762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170941466717953,0.0,0.1256912649981806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759079839880998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651029573089936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437720234273345,0.0,0.10425565592034598,0.14730188982236475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779047152099534,0.1906189606134892,0.1077255546560813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807204191515382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912756212658001,0.10073382241571388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914691136664488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349496981031925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003680364093005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097689473975756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502891688661855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161596693389976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655586815030035 lonely,Truthisinthestars,2020/02/10,"Haven't had sex in sex in 5 years but the only thing I crave is a genuine connection with someone Just putting my thoughts out there and something I've been thinking about a lot. As a guy who has an, Idk I guess regular sex drive, the only thing I think about wanting day in and day out is to feel special to someone. Kinda not used to saying stuff like this but just wanted to put it out there for others to relate. I'm not clueless, I know many other men are secretly desperate and dont feel allowed to show it.",5.399088050314468,4.989912745283021,5.88301886792453,84.3505031446541,67.77358490566039,8.576100628930817,31.817610062893078,7.793537801064563,2.022262893081761,405,15,85,4,6,131,73,106,0.044000000000000004,0.8640000000000001,0.092,0.7109,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,2,0,27,19,6,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,7,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,17,16,1,12,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,3,4,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869579714520024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259744270235341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949832528236692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240434287849333,0.190914361994949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596452605198847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419828684874552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639220117413538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548127711744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293284687174498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876589714690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333197634424658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267382515564297,0.14843622826765188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072380452139487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619167620561883,0.2470925059960983,0.0,0.1530713254982856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665278079352217,0.0,0.0,0.2274512266863006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416471576031628 lonely,llsmilodonll,2020/02/10,"20y (M) Hi im new here .i don’t really know what im supossed to do but here i go. Sorry for my english i know its very bad but im trying my best. Okey long story short i turned 20 a week ago and as i get older life gets lonelier and lonelier every day. I have no idea why i never been loved by anyone its wierd my parents never loved me every person i meet its always the same they ignore me or hate me i had one friend who ghosted me a few weeks ago, i don’t know why im writeing this down, i don’t understand anything anymore im not a bad person i don’t hate anybody, im nice to every one, i always try to be friendly , im good looking , im funny, im smart, but nobody wants me. i don’t know what im anymore. I just want to love someone, i just want to give someone the love that is never got. I don’t know how long i can keep this going every day i just want to give up i just want it to end..",-2.066671289875174,-0.2419013495145599,1.4278294036061039,97.92963592233014,96.4757281553398,3.719556171983356,15.124133148404994,5.288315135182226,-0.9444488210818308,686,16,169,4,28,247,104,206,0.183,0.617,0.2,0.4824,1,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,2,0,5,1,13,5,0,1,3,31,40,8,1,5,9,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,11,5,0,2,3,1,29,10,12,36,3,19,0,0,1,4,16,3,0,1,14,92,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890059991180713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160920267234786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302365680362108,0.04689437277161519,0.0,0.05518991690795658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199525307600308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038202890051694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650453460446393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940090696297129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260252732291616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363063876042593,0.0,0.07007883172857868,0.12867236708611002,0.07623073941895238,0.05625209820645681,0.053639111293596005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242833233392742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570978048684886,0.724431998281185,0.0,0.0,0.0596116806994772,0.0,0.0,0.184289644536254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047370968092228134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187032729655116,0.056318868706600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212010819053234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517718197133187,0.06477312841806078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089183053716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446927902036017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711955355053408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296444082312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365025349368155,0.0,0.0,0.07507532241244946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106734031432727,0.07294896362914965,0.0,0.06981846755421042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055336787854968164,0.19778744489824795,0.0,0.10759321046640344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103395418618405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Juneisandand,2020/02/10,Cant fall asleep and I have class in a few hours I'm more than likely not going to go (not a big deal I can get the notes from someone) but I just want to take my mind off everything. I feel like college has been damaging my mental health too. I'm extremely introverted and keep to myself but recently the loneliness has been starting to weigh on me,1.8332738095238101,3.943748319444445,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,79.69444444444444,7.447619047619049,22.785714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.398938095238095,277,9,59,6,7,92,55,72,0.113,0.821,0.065,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,11,17,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,9,15,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838886336557355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747979193618136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923252837553493,0.19672040210587605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386654817924338,0.0,0.3129918999743717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269950992958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711784932571186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447565554920517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269058300272702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775025766275416,0.0,0.2780395743128812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188915205401604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333153859236514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949043591561585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703978003779586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624170738514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GayTrees420,2020/02/10,Anyone awake and want to chat Its 4am where I am and I just have the urge to have conversation,0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.5389238095238098,75,1,19,1,2,25,16,21,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kevsenpai1,2020/02/10,"I think I need Help but my so called „Friends“ are saying that this can’t be true Hello Redditors since I have no one to talk to i guess I will try it here. I think u guys need some backstory on this : About a 2 years ago I had a girlfriend which I loved very very much even to this date and I was always the type of guy who would tell her everything. So after 7-8 Months i found out that she was cheating on me with some other good looking dude( I for myself thought „man I’m lucky to have such a gf bc I’m not the most handsome dude she knows“) after I found out that she cheated on me I confronted her with it and the moment I start to talk about it she immediately tells me thinks like „if you would look better we wouldn’t have this problem“ or „ if you had a bigger dick anything would be different“ and some other shit about my personality and weird stuff too but I don’t really feel that well to write about everything. Of course i know that those things are just not worth to think about bc it’s unreasonable to act like i could do anything about the size of my Penis. But the hardest part was that she had a new bf 2 days after we broke up and told everyone at our school fucked up shit in never did( I wasn’t the most popular person at school and had not that many people I would call „friends“ while she was popular with everyone so obviously everyone believed her which still haunts me when I try to get in contact with people I knew from school) so after like a week i lost all my so called „friends“ and was an outsider who couldn’t really go to school anymore without getting bullied. At this time i realized that something was changing i went from being a really cheerfull guy to a kinda cold hearted person and i hoped i could talk to my new „friends“ Now to the actual post sorry guys: So basically I was tripping really hard a couple days ago and for more than 1 year I always feel empty and whenever I try to talk to someone about what happened to me 2 years ago they just tell me „ I’m sorry but I’m really not in the mood rn“ or some excuses which basiclly tells me that they just don’t care. I have some serious trust Issuis and can’t really tell anyone how I feel it is at this point that I don’t go out anymore I only smoke weed and take Cocain and pills to atleadt have a glimpse of „happines“ But at the same time i noticed that this shit is fucking me up I get really annoying ticks like cracking my finger whenever I can or lock doors more than once bc i just can’t be sure anymore. At this point i think I just need someone that listens and gets my point of view someone I can let all my feelings out even though it’s hard... Im sorry for the Long Post and i Hope all of you have a Good day PS: Sorry for the bad English“",3.0743458535987216,4.294283822495608,4.21182245473495,88.43453345322273,73.69244288224957,7.5425838885028815,24.48036130297952,8.057270187336151,1.1777473413168762,2161,64,471,32,43,706,244,569,0.134,0.7440000000000001,0.122,-0.4797,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,3,3,2,2,29,35,9,0,23,0,46,10,6,1,7,94,90,34,0,15,19,0,7,4,3,6,1,2,1,7,37,25,0,0,16,0,1,5,16,15,1,1,20,13,75,19,66,56,15,58,0,2,3,4,50,23,6,16,32,316,112,5,0.0,0.0,0.05537279516753334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150897226357385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944291233277124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882085428056634,0.03967589055202248,0.0,0.09338899204301608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047377874367041134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392971332898308,0.0,0.05018440234660142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382225298005294,0.0,0.0578530742653043,0.0,0.060026366828014925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060902965318933,0.06278483756883316,0.0,0.1097832504531696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928415706337959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495617879975013,0.0,0.0,0.16266055354681247,0.10199355371236957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476347422371493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443111991917975,0.17535741020865436,0.10491562294534597,0.11858310041667375,0.0,0.06449649062620197,0.09518635008215416,0.0,0.0,0.06250860003598734,0.2247372032669734,0.05017747754440572,0.0,0.1016608207368079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724050045280852,0.03803350798345823,0.0,0.0,0.11271682278197365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129196954220665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236872643207503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058023365421663226,0.0,0.11088667881092823,0.0,0.0,0.05021559931383928,0.09529933502679576,0.0,0.061941477659931216,0.0,0.05121259942955268,0.0,0.0,0.05752830097663598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529156783058329,0.0,0.041712492646526975,0.12622221900178926,0.04376355146100102,0.10960511472637233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460206277278806,0.0,0.060429238425541335,0.038450395082884614,0.04315546226321208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061446931304656185,0.0,0.07867663668993441,0.148636893304992,0.0,0.0,0.16092088281117656,0.0,0.10868784942939197,0.0,0.0,0.05429520378411959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544562696297297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512415825467782,0.0,0.22970700340323705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473703038190555,0.04693823697883775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423399074294546,0.043683385649703935,0.0,0.25407571093452114,0.04016285141676314,0.0,0.04531487960934142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495693933688552,0.0,0.0,0.05347942483100807,0.0,0.04266352973847571,0.18243087813154896,0.24797857530263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376974001648525,0.18179250033079025,0.055749520567713366,0.04504745116263621,0.06617437508728552,0.0,0.0,0.05422018451560416,0.0,0.11557392540802025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936375180504875,0.0,0.0,0.04551565774635597,0.0,0.05101859875237915,0.05260115131546975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469804185050613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612338505309314,0.0,0.0,0.10962152351776884 lonely,RoughyToughy,2020/02/10,"Tons of friends but all alone I have a bunch of friends, some close and some are just acquaintances... but I feel incredibly lonely. I keep trying to fill this loneliness with dating people but dating more often than not leads to just me being heartbroken and more lonely. I’m a dude that’s almost 30. I have everything else in my life figured out... but I don’t know how to deal with this feeling.",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,75.49350649350649,6.997402597402598,22.688311688311693,7.957251820313856,1.1461480519480522,314,9,61,5,7,99,55,77,0.231,0.6759999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9333,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,25,10,7,0,0,7,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,9,7,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,2,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077576066408851,0.31831257693312504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31685506587621665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567439604025537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762182647723165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108016786895478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749017736885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731787937945964,0.0,0.0,0.16890657070063222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170840307213597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307154495176744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866435813617415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YingyingCat,2020/02/10,"Another night crying alone I have a boyfriend but I’m still deeply lonely. I am not allowed to tell him that I need more love, I want to be intimate with him because I’m so lonely. He always calls me drama queen whenever I try to tell him that I feel lonely, can you love me more or hug me? He always forces me to apologize for wasting our time by talking about how terrible I feel. He told me that I’m not a decent person to behave like that, no matter what I say, how I behave, I’m the unreasonable one, the one who is a terrible person who picks up fight. I’m so lonely and I’m a coward to leave this relationship. So I have to cry at night alone after being forced to apologize for wasting our time. I’m so desperate and sad.",2.4920588235294123,3.783952274509808,4.575964052287585,84.96433823529416,75.27450980392156,7.714379084967319,23.20751633986928,8.344100000000001,1.2917673202614377,570,16,121,10,12,197,82,153,0.33,0.535,0.135,-0.9901,1,10,0,0,1,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,8,12,1,0,6,0,7,3,0,4,0,16,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,1,3,21,4,16,18,2,8,0,5,0,3,25,2,0,1,7,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351153745452812,0.0,0.0,0.2692316922631825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964286326248426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862099757128837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519783188923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554205524735113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360399888508326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130411198715104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903866713371463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29202971125262034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995953658325326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036434862517493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925576710961425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28252415432165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369366089208205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128655790297835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291995656846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300344965343999,0.28280974818346993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867313770750516,0.0,0.0,0.15458993494302678,0.0,0.10983957216642704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542340098010496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The1nonlyk,2020/02/10,Basically as lonely as it gets All my familys basically dead my relationship just ended and im all alone the girl i should of been with has disappeared and I probably messed up the chance to be with the person i should of atleast on the relationship ending i did nothing wrong and got out of it basically before she cheated but damn theres nothing like having no one,5.438732394366199,6.794395971830987,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,68.15492957746478,9.623661971830987,31.10140845070423,9.888512548439397,3.112056901408452,298,12,54,7,5,100,50,71,0.226,0.701,0.073,-0.8691,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,9,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,7,1,11,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315064314044757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020490798238732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959569317690241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072124535318684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678356700219718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877486234232998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414473835336645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920394085721097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289601322377091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146759612946073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951750463294092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099977845583975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799684245495179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443915491189043,0.0,0.0 lonely,Littlepanda02,2020/02/10,"15f new Hi.. •w• In new to this. I don't really know what I am supposed to do or if i am supposed to give out my number to new people or if I have to answer questions... So I guess message me if that is a thing and let me know what I have to do.. Because I'm lost.",-2.66532258064516,-1.0306014838709672,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,96.09677419354836,3.745161290322581,15.81451612903226,5.148860815047168,-1.016458064516129,196,5,53,1,8,72,38,62,0.042,0.934,0.024,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,15,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,13,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,7,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813907375245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331211644921926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26770730947276256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671082689223733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484982711922135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652784787942899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7041132824353248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847530351425585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722312870438273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568098579768674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144769785982516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YangsterSupreme,2020/02/10,Abolish Valentine's Day Do it. Fucking do it we don't need this holiday it Literally only exists so couples can flaunt how much happier they are than us. Idc anymore. Every time I see these happy couples doing and saying all this sappy shit my heart aches with loneliness and I'm overcome with jealousy. I just can't fucking stand it anymore,2.7043461538461564,5.614895800000002,4.098749999999999,80.14812500000002,83.30769230769229,5.711538461538463,29.663461538461537,7.1686216300943375,2.254269230769231,277,14,44,4,8,91,51,65,0.175,0.688,0.138,-0.184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,1,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,12,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,0,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258880712682208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751660597447342,0.0,0.13847630671075994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091042974323776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970094141435777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285728880826369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544436275748641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784352990681616,0.1592117799396041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330384655046384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707535553760577,0.0,0.0,0.171103632420069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204064692292369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520466040794734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828110681853955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashiebee182,2020/02/10,"I have no reason to feel this way. I have a good partner, not perfect but tries hard for me. I want so much attention it's just to much.. If I don't have someone to talk to I get more upset than I should.. I have my partner and a few friends and still feel so lonely. Like no one want to really talk to me.. I dont know where I am going with this I'm just all sad and blah.",-1.5538823529411765,0.2256099058823544,1.190882352941177,101.66397058823532,91.11764705882356,4.341176470588237,15.558823529411766,5.6839178017228535,-0.9682705882352942,282,6,75,2,10,97,54,85,0.24,0.622,0.138,-0.8513,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,19,16,7,0,4,5,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,3,12,4,9,15,5,4,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916665981191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516660968692797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227160593922574,0.0,0.13002109877898446,0.0,0.14143507041291906,0.208735203970136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293314255619784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676907268658425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215823145818338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658871530701962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863659660090197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594285654157031,0.2558735030001821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086154650795133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987430052727992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000546982248373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896222951330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935727126269502,0.1975365535834493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TUVWXNFXFSZFFS,2020/02/10,"So depressed and lonely... Anyone else who feels this way can feel free to leave any replies please no negative comments we already feel depressed enough Anyone else just want to have the feeling of a girl or a guy to cuddle you and appreciate you doesn't even have to be any implication to sexual attraction you just want someone there to accept who you are and know you I know I long for this desire for all my life yet if I was able to achieve it I wouldn't be making this post... I just want someone to love me someone that cares about me I know how to talk to people I know how to love people but yet I am so unhappy and alone... I'm so depressed for being depressed I'm so lonely because I have no one to love. 😔",2.2430509355509365,4.0470417770270295,3.52027027027027,90.10123700623704,77.17567567567569,6.1754677754677765,23.546777546777548,7.010146845296331,0.7390482328482331,565,18,120,6,13,184,82,148,0.183,0.643,0.174,-0.8236,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,0,1,14,13,0,0,3,0,12,5,0,3,1,29,30,13,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,9,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,1,4,18,8,17,25,2,5,0,6,0,4,15,0,0,2,3,83,25,1,0.12468216201993013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913311768000285,0.13758986620735794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695762914141373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436133337799697,0.2555032184912929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600508870936125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271217738098199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295542537968165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208311895004126,0.0,0.0,0.12883000300936545,0.0,0.08235139210868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521721895882977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345494290131932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740882221036824,0.0,0.0,0.13202040689611,0.0,0.0,0.0880666983242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033978986881153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759155741879904,0.0,0.08322631132115843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448785978442003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728778243927019,0.0,0.0,0.1368635725473339,0.0,0.0,0.1194110458821808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316928373811734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021479895526347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206223086883468,0.09896689673448243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,indian_mofo,2020/02/10,"New to Reddit and...lonely Hey guys, I am new to this subreddit and actually Reddit in general. This is the first subreddit I joined after creating a Reddit account bcoz I thought I could find friends here. I like to think I'm an introverted person and I enjoy being alone but many times, I think I'm too alone. There is no one in my life whom I can call a best friend and I'm just terrible at socializing and talking to people, it seems to be a very tough job and I don't know what to talk about and end up getting very uncomfortable and anxious So, if any of u guys are interested in making friends too, let's start talking..",3.2407874015748,4.740720362204726,4.879535433070867,82.69883070866145,73.7244094488189,8.229606299212598,26.87322834645669,8.841846274778883,1.9840305511811016,494,18,102,10,10,167,85,127,0.14400000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.183,0.7525,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,21,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,10,7,14,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,8,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.14519959841148286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082074257672615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118371101637966,0.0,0.0,0.16809268897986482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614809945046615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193334110081289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187983618877452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317856116511271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599325788818706,0.1265624601310647,0.0,0.0,0.34486915637550203,0.0,0.07773771626840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946550879701415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765317211471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177223132743958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214997422864468,0.10509624050743682,0.0726922904280718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931986321263872,0.15085180680927793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28740861995431577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100825358515966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315368780988253,0.12991949778296796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545471378652854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167477921500816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531579413916448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587802931350792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067990309961413,0.0,0.11812428465071895,0.08676185353054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553808374749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BBandTARFTW,2020/02/10,"Everyone “likes” me, but no one actually wants to go deeper and develop a genuine friendship Can anyone relate? I think people probably think of me as a good person, but no one reaches out to actually hang out, and when I do, it usually doesn’t come into fruition. This happens most commonly with work buddies. People might be “sad” if I were to be gone tomorrow, but it wouldn’t actually affect their lives long-term. Thoughts?",5.304978902953586,7.108891670886076,6.4234810126582325,72.46070675105486,69.0,9.823628691983123,33.41983122362869,10.125756701596842,3.798365400843882,338,16,57,9,6,113,60,79,0.115,0.753,0.132,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,3,0,6,2,9,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.5797718798312077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847332780009042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059288351155996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923455225198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255000913876484,0.16610554260575264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512504948257507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675175030738087,0.0,0.1748718813253538,0.17525809875258885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008786220145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683924211038966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459032553507623,0.1729198342153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351931263892512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537905225532017,0.0,0.15722067947594726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811175036700448,0.0,0.11680841036311007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144174599000919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idkokay123,2020/02/10,"I'm feeling extra depressed and lonely after a work trip with my coworker. I (26M) went for a week-long trip with a coworker (31F) to do some training in different state. We stayed in the same hotel, took Uber together, constantly texted each other, and would hang out in the evenings after our work training. It felt nice... For the first time ever, I didn't feel lonely and depressed, and I had someone there by my side... I guess that's what normal people in relationships get to experience... having that friend / SO by their side all of the time. And now I'm back home... same city, same routine... where I have no friends, no girlfriend, no nothing. It's really sad, but I kind of almost wish that I could re-live last week.",3.2769761904761907,5.224546364285715,4.047142857142859,86.82619047619049,74.64285714285714,6.9523809523809526,24.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.256309523809524,561,18,111,8,12,179,95,140,0.095,0.8270000000000001,0.078,-0.0526,1,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,3,7,9,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,26,17,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,5,3,12,4,17,10,7,26,0,5,0,0,7,8,0,3,11,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805716486262298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129050651580285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813642434603875,0.0,0.13399832973087036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891028861753251,0.0,0.0,0.17534627743838396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084990977851683,0.15181153889552454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416961470692548,0.0,0.0,0.16971944097569647,0.0,0.16114279598558112,0.0,0.0,0.14275582587761246,0.0,0.0,0.2593295631111935,0.0,0.0876840721667692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488329542203635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834683629655126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747687680153427,0.0,0.1368035755262891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852397073986895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443743643451142,0.16103708833919456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635195681540599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751597984199243,0.0,0.0,0.18018624989926302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220152909666234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888409064364955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957256526555963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646493119411825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26924566515977355,0.0,0.0,0.15557977930394104,0.0,0.0,0.19299583016268854,0.0,0.0,0.2443639874659832,0.0,0.0,0.1192213775487725,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,isolation-alt,2020/02/10,"I’m trapped in my own thoughts and world I’m so alone that the times I laugh are just inside jokes I’d only understand. Everytime I feel emotion it’s because of myself. What cheers me up is when I start to talk to myself in 3rd person. What makes me excited is such simple things like me deciding to make food and watch something or deciding to play a game. The only time my emotions aren’t affected by myself is when I watch anime. When I sleep my dreams are more of a reality that when I wake up I’m just completely lost. As things progress and move forward I become just more of an observer to life. I can’t seem to ever break into reality. Everything real to me just exists within my head. Everyone in my life is the equivalent to an extra from a movie. I just wish someone would want to be a main character in my life. I don’t find any enjoyment out of talking to people as they are just so different or seem so simple to me. The ways I express enjoyment would seem like I’m crazy. I’ve never had the chance to get to know anyone properly. I just want one person that I can say I know them better than anyone else. When I’m outside everyone seem like NPCs. I’m sure I’m the same to to others too however they don’t care as they have people that are enough for them. I’m terrible at first impressions as I always think of so many ways to say something all which would come of as me being a completely different person in each one. I’ve just lived so long alone so much of me has developed in isolation that I no longer fit in normal life. I can’t talk to those that exist in the real world everyone feels like such a mystery with a vastly different view of the world. I’ve never spoke to anyone that has thought similar to me. And I understand there are other who feel the same however even though their world extremely differs it’s still no where near my own reality so I can’t talk with those either. It seems so pointless to write this as I just know this won’t change anything I just hope to be proven wrong someday. I want things to end when I feel like this I don’t know why it hasn’t ended there’s nothing more that will be new.",2.518413891872541,4.302484455782313,4.000451724549471,87.05157626208378,76.32426303854875,7.63530254206946,23.62340374746389,8.452757503120043,1.4397990929705209,1699,53,355,33,38,563,198,441,0.069,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.9793,6,4,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,4,34,20,0,0,18,0,31,8,3,3,5,66,70,27,0,9,13,0,4,5,0,5,4,3,0,3,26,10,1,0,21,4,0,3,13,3,0,3,5,10,48,17,57,56,14,46,0,1,3,0,20,23,0,8,24,241,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516632550429779,0.0,0.0,0.06092312963075683,0.0,0.0,0.049790659429667226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358690231155891,0.07502035590585651,0.06025206491197677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463293135250105,0.08086338023994916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475525223279913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465049380520011,0.0,0.07745479357750824,0.06307070815534582,0.15353507833523705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059883441499633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116413168848401,0.16472048813447518,0.12969859360840094,0.07565362764653019,0.0,0.048359709766607584,0.06622975133564295,0.0,0.20988842510274294,0.06580349658394719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808461141257925,0.1046137157841549,0.0,0.0,0.06691980280448011,0.0622790791686477,0.08853533384541369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038253312876949525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514265357212563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272186126393837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095449672405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686377543899706,0.17885275404065148,0.0,0.06465271683446441,0.06479550712053164,0.0,0.0,0.07992594953784027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774698781350484,0.07423142383041108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781900397996376,0.05382355585166307,0.0,0.11294026354593514,0.0707142709510795,0.0,0.0,0.07173796276989944,0.07025451684447181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922864139525177,0.11137097239005354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152009818704208,0.19179304857689972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667592121503355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645157112336485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33327397535341985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327074277589682,0.0,0.06203726001421744,0.11273338024800775,0.0,0.0,0.05182398219906387,0.0,0.05847188213452044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900697193281358,0.0,0.0,0.23539898805349654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592808972812862,0.04691505193843865,0.0719361813116099,0.11625361371584635,0.08538785259470624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244476073942267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295573826138362,0.11623386757724205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606773549180535,0.0,0.08419693215340733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156035613229281,0.08005224221959187,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spacedoutamazon,2020/02/10,"Naughty desires I can only dream of Whenever i see sexy gifs and porn of tiny girls being rough handled and spanked or thrown around i get just as sad as i get turned on Being a big-boned 270 pound 6 foot Amazon makes it hard to find a big enough guy to give me what i need I mean i could find one online I'm sure but i want an emotional attachment too and clearly that's asking too m luch for someone like me For now all i can do is not-so-secretly sploosh in the presence of men over 6'3"" who look like they might be able to have their way with me But i will say... There IS the benefit of tiny attractive girls falling in love with me who make me question my sexuality sometimes lol. We are all just sad thirsty and sexy mfers Love yall",2.1419230769230744,3.6699565256410303,3.1592307692307706,93.78576923076923,76.69230769230771,6.594871794871796,24.179487179487186,7.321109707123232,0.7495410256410255,582,19,135,7,13,186,110,156,0.053,0.659,0.28800000000000003,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,2,0,7,9,0,0,5,1,13,4,1,2,4,28,28,9,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,5,20,7,18,22,3,9,0,2,2,3,16,6,0,3,3,78,25,0,0.18065475011658624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082102863495784,0.16888780476033635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423811795728791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321227841655265,0.0,0.1866646489291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302303375396232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876930137215156,0.173300497751025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887660511477355,0.0,0.0,0.1618311718952866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651757136612922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517044910364762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260959304251483,0.0,0.2411768970198919,0.0,0.0,0.19678598363172886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916461412402644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395320814342168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241633406067982,0.1373960780784804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023746649124063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366390824344186,0.0,0.0,0.14395844639357416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306818352696094,0.0,0.17867216719530318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702649640237338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965004918094453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655485222194194,0.14339533185608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mulletclub4444life,2020/02/10,"My girlfriend broke up with me via email just a while ago and it hurts. And I now regret opening myself up for her in the first place. I should've stayed alone and lonely. First, a little context. Back in Christmas of 2019, I went through this phase of this girl that I was dating suddenly ghosting me and at the same time another girl whom I confessed my feelings for didn't reciprocate. &#x200B; That hurt me so much. And what pained me more is that at past thirty I'm still unable to have a sustainable, meaningful, romantic relationship. So I decided to close off from the world and start to learn to accept loneliness as the standard of my life. I deactivated all my social media accounts, starting to hang out less with my friends (that even though I was happy with them, they were always with their partners which caused me to feel envious) and just started to learn how to live alone. I've resigned to the idea of just hooking up with random girls instead of finding a meaningful relationship. &#x200B; Then one time, on Bumble, I met this girl who I thought I'd just hook up with. But when we met, we had so much in common and there was a strong connection. Long story short, we decided to start dating as boyfriend and girlfriend. &#x200B; There I was, for the first time in my entire life that I felt loved in a romantic sense in my whole life. I slowly opened myself up again, shared my life with her. I was happy. I thought that I don't need to be alone, that here it is, someone that would love me for who I am. And this is hard for someone as I am the type of person who'd always not filter the stuff out of my mouth so there would be moments that I would say things that hurt people, even if I thought they were in jest. That's another reason why I wanted to close myself off from the world as I don't want to hurt others as well as hurt myself. &#x200B; And I did tell her that could happen and anytime I'd do that, she'd call me out instantly. &#x200B; Everything went along smoothly for six months, or so I thought. Then suddenly I received an email from her saying that she's ending things between the two of us. And all the listed reasons in this well-composed email were because I'd have moments of saying things that hurt her. This is one of the problems we had as a couple since she wouldn't call me out instantly and instead send me a message once we're apart telling me of the hurtful things I'd say in front of her. And I do apologize, of course. But yeah, that's my fault. &#x200B; So here I am again. A year after I decided to close myself off from the world and in retrospect thinking that maybe I shouldn't pursued the relationship in the first place. I really loved this woman. I wanted to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her. But after one email and then blocking me off from her phone to all her messaging accounts it's all over. I'm all alone again. &#x200B; It sucks because none of my friends truly understand what I'm going through. I don't think they'll ever understand since most of them are in happy, long-term relationships. So I decided to write this reddit post just as a shout towards the world with the faint hope that somebody would understand me. &#x200B; I do miss my (now ex) girlfriend. I loved her with everything I had. And that's on me. There's always going to be a chance that I'll be hurting her and others in the process. And that's what happened. Right now I feel that I shouldn't have ever been in that relationship in the first place. I should've resigned to the idea that I should just stay alone for the sake of myself and others. But it hurts, it really hurts. &#x200B; So now I'll have to learn how to accept being alone and lonely all over again, to find the walls that I broke when I decided to love my ex-girlfriend and build it up again. It's like a recovering alcoholic, I guess. I'm going back after getting drunk on love and affection and hurting myself and others. But today is day one. I have to start all over again. &#x200B; For you, dear reader, thank you for the time. That's all I wanted, that someone sees this.",5.168985732874802,5.910510870689657,5.193222418440374,85.11768519379126,68.37192118226601,8.049484152802306,28.25178919973975,8.029587711577364,1.6634651640487037,3265,105,653,39,53,1019,281,812,0.105,0.7909999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7392,0,10,1,0,0,3,123.0,5,2,6,6,45,44,2,0,38,1,51,16,1,6,10,135,100,59,1,18,14,1,6,1,6,9,8,5,0,7,61,51,2,1,32,1,3,9,9,24,1,11,23,12,107,20,118,60,17,120,1,19,1,6,80,55,1,6,54,484,168,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02971905802883333,0.035829437918466316,0.0,0.20833892652570796,0.0,0.0,0.08368974689526225,0.3632575152642736,0.40738145986587626,0.0,0.07031053523543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051559338144216316,0.0,0.040874664523676135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846823825352467,0.0,0.0,0.03444076381691099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02676803684736143,0.03709623316640324,0.0,0.02162170153535108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029694366593731057,0.0,0.0,0.04428763366584622,0.06065294806542435,0.0,0.0,0.060262585625646785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050855741174634976,0.0,0.032190522891533825,0.0,0.06128489451030442,0.14258734474311502,0.0,0.0,0.051804700214642584,0.0,0.017516117397887592,0.0,0.0571613373705379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693301904776311,0.0,0.0592944245383617,0.10706816673379617,0.030032995671972682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03329919851359072,0.0,0.0,0.3947967848837058,0.07569426432861796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840314940876424,0.016379265486306756,0.03360217829779559,0.029604353008788845,0.059339472804866275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155286560200007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033681692656406984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026760387153558912,0.0,0.04929140260882267,0.024859339973273786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035704434470255765,0.09087320293032468,0.0,0.0356743661140976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032004664095840935,0.023242927531654717,0.029273887691577027,0.1050835997346838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03210894509655562,0.0,0.0,0.03208015848069848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429556355795022,0.06894127737188993,0.0,0.17997359319248948,0.0,0.02863129237200028,0.0,0.10664589482885987,0.0,0.0,0.026716134764689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055466633372361095,0.0,0.0,0.0341758591139426,0.08522022128758673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186505021336112,0.07146918830067794,0.02677416084819318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837961298817133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860695929722608,0.030866529195014737,0.0,0.0,0.08909358376531137,0.04296462165904917,0.03293943719497184,0.10646460620682448,0.07819786250741402,0.0,0.031779029317537504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032750341103948664,0.1047062381653341,0.04032803254577748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079098763931091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028837242961749,0.06215846531037506,0.03025228729364187,0.037430936733143835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526453750963487,0.0,0.40738145986587626,0.021589849576941864 lonely,Uhohtoesinspagettios,2020/02/10,"Hated in high school I was the quiet kid that nobody really noticed. I went to private schools, so I was with different groups of people for elementary, middle, and high school as where I'm from you don't stay with the same people for all 13 years. In elementary and middle school I was super loud and outgoing, until the girls in my class started calling me \*annoying\*, \*obnoxious\*, \*a waste of oxygen\*, etc. When high school started, I stopped talking and stopped participating in anything - which I regret so much. It wasn't until the end that I started to make friends, and when that happened I was happy for the first time in a long time. The problem was is that just before senior year began we all started fighting and the group took the side of the more popular girl and started ganging up on me. Rumors were spread and I had to leave to a new school where I knew no one and I was alone. I graduated with a class of strangers. Fast forward to a little over a year later, and here I am. Alone. I haven't made friends and I spend all my days alone either at home sleeping or doing homework. I rarely leave the house anymore, and it's just sad. It really feels like this is the way it's going to stay and that I am going to be by myself forever. I have no siblings and no extended family. It's just me, all the time. Life is a lonely thing...",3.6725062656641607,5.2943432932330845,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.83458646616542,7.171929824561403,26.576441102756892,7.793537801064563,1.5083929824561402,1060,37,208,14,21,343,141,266,0.145,0.775,0.08,-0.8892,1,5,0,0,2,0,43.0,1,1,0,2,10,13,3,0,19,0,19,2,1,2,4,36,36,22,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,3,13,18,0,2,2,0,1,5,6,7,0,2,14,3,26,6,31,21,9,52,0,3,0,0,13,19,0,1,28,147,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089878061205426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965805308087027,0.0,0.0,0.07439609793568228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692849883917256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923142158635318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058304126812215876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445460023575422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007251939254975,0.0,0.10082613105925042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522634484301896,0.0,0.04571178294682719,0.06458577192552417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689894910562349,0.0,0.0,0.13969426993731296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275916097101867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994536512054093,0.09623843218494046,0.0,0.08925680390319256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655540996121115,0.09068417850462956,0.0,0.0,0.1043159133636928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914529336304527,0.0,0.0,0.06385614218943328,0.04416760496130275,0.09061015209363588,0.0,0.08000610270492249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554395565799948,0.06034643367754471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645851122674191,0.0,0.0,0.08731428266919262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292736400190867,0.0,0.0,0.06126116784587099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535170667091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650594057810615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583227249862052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489717047324311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047088034807343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31994771139637923,0.19272066127802095,0.0,0.1511662435244826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266458915048439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006145720671593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581486805498004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044393751168634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175974971440957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380688813929607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465470867765973 lonely,NisaNerd,2020/02/10,"Lonely Female Here (yes we exist) I'm tired of being ghosted (even by other females). Tired of the pangs of sadness in my chest late at night. Most times I feel like I'm enough but there are times like tonight were I just wanna have a great conversation or be held by someone. Idk man....",0.5593421052631555,3.050222894736848,1.6799780701754372,95.70838815789476,91.98245614035088,3.5517543859649123,17.651315789473685,5.148860815047168,-0.6179105263157894,223,6,46,1,8,70,47,57,0.14300000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.174,0.7164,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,0,0,8,9,2,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,8,5,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765940995215029,0.0,0.17680593505061792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535150600452595,0.1912369400850791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512785918277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019646385433653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615584631682033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512078154123044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268118609009069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31218299681351513,0.6153378193233402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,33forever,2020/02/10,"I just feel worthless. It doesn’t matter if I’m feeling happy or sad. In fact, everything has been going so good for me lately. Landed a job I’m liking a lot, I’m finally going to the gym, keeping myself occupied, I’m getting organized and trying to discipline myself better. STILL, my internal feelings for myself never go away. I never feel good enough, I feel like I’m a completely awful human being masquerading as something I’m not. I have no identity, everything is a blur. I feel invisible everyday yet somehow it doesn’t depress me anymore. Like I’m perfectly fine right now, it’s all internalized, it’s like I’m trying to be so busy that those feelings don’t come back. I really don’t feel like I matter to anyone and that if I died tomorrow no one would really care. YET, I still just get up everyday, I go to work, I do my thing, I am content with it. I try hard to not let it sink in, but it’s always there. I constantly feel like I’m a failure and shouldn’t be here anymore and yet I just keep going, idk why. I’m not depressed, just constantly overthinking myself into these shit feelings that I hate. I can’t enjoy what I do because in my head all I think is “why do you even try? You’re not good at anything, you’re a failure, you should probably kill yourself.” Incoherent rant over.",2.4189058524173,4.447260324427481,4.656049618320612,81.12481234096695,77.43511450381679,7.8781170483460565,26.183842239185747,8.72156446121922,2.1953048346055977,1023,40,195,23,24,355,136,262,0.155,0.6729999999999999,0.172,-0.6435,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,3,17,22,3,0,7,1,21,2,2,0,6,47,54,11,2,5,12,0,11,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,3,11,1,0,6,14,7,0,1,1,11,30,15,18,46,4,32,0,4,0,0,3,10,1,6,22,128,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736903894174346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844276679159968,0.06501565222658186,0.0,0.07651682349131603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736028922107178,0.07149794189871457,0.0,0.056681379056280075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223562482831723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948020398367568,0.0,0.0,0.0800963460828312,0.09749057153365268,0.2009624900400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017169309412355,0.0,0.09650134238489916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607596489123177,0.0,0.06141418359202557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713367552070213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701483712545802,0.1992805367862768,0.0,0.10185798163359523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715922578387208,0.0,0.2642210008424368,0.23396838284743465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898179249861144,0.08329421815279535,0.091801146823104,0.0954270557938096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227096302691427,0.1652945576167373,0.10287155954739544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488851375092494,0.0,0.0,0.09508109067707952,0.0,0.2725598460107342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905054994919679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434279509495986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300747078142314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002510562484084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913417229271092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940670117884424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544538543308162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158261024429692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851217766655456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061773561345793274,0.05957954724877591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251654632045306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678048134112179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769249889107183,0.0,0.0,0.06605222849079415,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AveryJ2006,2020/02/10,"I’m sad. I don’t know why but I always feel extremely sad and lonely even though I have no reason to. I have it really good. My mom and stepdad work their asses off to make sure that me and my brother have a good future, I’m loved by everyone I talk to, and I’m doing way better than normal in school but I’m still so lonely and sad. Why? is there something wrong with me? I’ve been feeling this way for 3-4 months now. Why am I like this.",-0.5601874414245529,1.3931074329896909,1.960431115276478,96.71341143392695,88.0721649484536,4.764386129334583,15.003748828491096,6.1124844417494595,-0.7304969072164949,339,6,81,3,11,116,65,97,0.205,0.5770000000000001,0.218,0.3607,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,12,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,2,1,15,17,9,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,11,6,9,16,0,8,0,5,0,2,5,2,1,0,5,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391588926736116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359734459721215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217572830797513,0.0,0.0,0.17675368830858326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870601099329605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310300280310016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165865839875267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037054022971906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694918908729234,0.0,0.12347374998383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664311821873647,0.14764707525165402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123842949104835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118501162230867,0.19018741974214792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720685130714373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240452334073675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772306988194428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433886793177353,0.0,0.0,0.14867770581749395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817392078210776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936526603207213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500739587168301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466564023619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022435834099748,0.0,0.0 lonely,iotion710,2020/02/10,"I think I’m truly alone I can’t count the days I haven’t said a word. Most the time I don’t mind it, but it makes me sad that I don’t have someone to talk to when I want to. I have no true friends, my parents are disappointed, and I never got close with my siblings. In high school I was the kid cool with everyone, but never really got invited to anything. Over Christmas I wanted to kill all of my relatives, and now I’m in 2020 almost a year out of high school, a dropout, and no friends. I know it’s my fault, but I like to blame my parents for not treating me like a friend growing up, they just acted like I was a baby and still do because I obviously can’t progress my life. It’s sad when the only bright part of your day is when you go to a restaurant and the workers say hi, it’s not genuine it’s their job. I’ve been trying to get into a clinic. It’s been 5 months since I’ve known I have something, and 2 months since I’ve gotten a referral, and 6 weeks since I’ve called a clinic(just to schedule me) I call them once a week and they say I’m on a waiting list but it’s so long and symptoms are getting progressively worse. It’s to the point where I don’t want to get out of bed, and in a 6 months I’ve lost 30 pounds. Huuuuuh.... I just want to feel wanted",1.0330335731414877,2.457032920863309,3.0195863309352515,94.04482314148683,79.50359712230215,5.928297362110312,22.37470023980816,6.6274283507984215,0.2883160671462832,984,30,238,9,24,332,140,278,0.141,0.6990000000000001,0.159,0.2617,3,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,4,5,9,16,1,0,18,1,17,3,0,1,5,44,39,18,1,5,8,2,1,3,3,0,3,3,1,1,10,16,0,1,4,0,0,3,12,6,0,0,9,6,33,10,28,30,3,35,0,4,1,0,19,14,0,2,21,138,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028865609549647,0.1140711572052656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063530604784016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713992954193433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492919493146135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206154688504782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052428752047903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556897680434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552801812235633,0.0,0.17262980405789824,0.0,0.06259473455099387,0.0,0.17617700988161294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273655475813002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929631670115586,0.0,0.12185287963835778,0.0,0.06052971002601022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779468481501894,0.16142557892734996,0.0,0.0,0.09746986475856062,0.0,0.0,0.1202301183886299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351887581507997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120935302294524,0.0,0.2637365510800637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989252346063238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729482028061855,0.0,0.08376594380760856,0.0,0.0,0.2445934429083832,0.11927019025824492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041172922276288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055809215427912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047677498402855,0.17517447416843593,0.0,0.2229338179942547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733252419276639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332071948027716,0.0847906576771503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795743249957981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144769631737325,0.0,0.08852584287671242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705728525138973,0.0,0.0,0.06422314458430031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747773934332733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32481523084497715,0.0,0.1766942968143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224141390259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092613462685224 lonely,Munikblast,2020/02/10,"I feel so lonely but at the same time avoid people Anyone who says anything to me digitally literally means the world to me because that is the only way I can communicate, face to face I stand no chance because of my anxiety. I cant even be around my family because I get so uncomfortable. I literally cannot be around anybody, but at the same time I am okay with it because I don't get tour down like the numerous times I have in the past. It is like being half happy because I am ok being alone but deep down I wish I had people.",5.677484848484845,4.982231354545455,7.221818181818183,75.939393939394,67.27272727272727,10.242424242424242,31.06060606060606,9.725611199111238,2.6620606060606047,419,14,87,8,6,146,67,110,0.13699999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.187,0.7994,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,2,14,2,2,0,0,12,19,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,16,5,12,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819040039868112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900295589123093,0.0,0.0,0.12705156404480786,0.0,0.14952679496980414,0.3235099184941269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538249340497009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200136861306705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129422839333824,0.0,0.09187493142857578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898655350592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934271382078908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754265598890925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792877233111067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381939737541262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345689501030614,0.25194115635878866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144498202880792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31785894673883325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422806679871036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895047214699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Satoshi_Is_Here,2020/02/10,"Crazy how life changes I remember when I was younger thinking "" wow what a loser... imagine having no friends"" and now hear I am.",0.9987500000000012,3.5223680416666703,1.5,94.995,97.75,4.066666666666666,31.0,5.985473137389443,1.5881999999999996,99,6,19,1,4,30,22,24,0.16699999999999998,0.5820000000000001,0.251,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648449063425987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394924731929601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952548788282587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103732121608169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977737856671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156066160783705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thehaunt1ng,2020/02/10,"Feels like I’ve lost so many friends and I don’t know where I’m going wrong Feels like I’ve lost so many friends and I don’t know where I’m going wrong. I feel like I’m p much the same person, obviously I’ve grown, but I just can’t place it. Where my snapchat used to be popping with notifs, no one ever messages me anymore let alone snaps me. I’m in uni so maybe that’s why I feel so lonely, How can I get out of this endless cycle, it makes me feel so shitty.",-0.3988811188811212,1.423102538461542,1.599195804195805,100.4367132867133,86.11538461538461,4.166433566433567,17.14685314685315,4.851557810540192,-0.9716999999999998,360,8,91,1,11,119,63,104,0.221,0.688,0.091,-0.9419,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,19,24,9,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,5,10,5,5,20,2,10,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030496893041635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349975584273245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000699414134082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913060389090173,0.3317236951110293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391646437901678,0.0,0.08086594383705092,0.0,0.17592960785606102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012562198569112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827261027710995,0.0,0.2268524581367953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379203974955366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331657355003593,0.3138444071353348,0.15549689493507793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378080268790683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488265118248732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514756176758047,0.1617117211025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367986418867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396644992528425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33845435265609525,0.0,0.0 lonely,nothere1996,2020/02/10,"Unhappy with life mostly due to being a social failure Sorry if this is a little long but I'd appreciate if you could just take a few minutes and read it... I’m a 24 year old guy and about to graduate from college with a bachelor of science degree with a 3.5 GPA. At a glance, I’d appear to be doing well. I have a strong academic and extracurricular record of involvement, and people have told me from time to time that I have a great head on my shoulders. But on the inside, it feels so much different, and I am quite unhappy with my life so far and who I am. I have pretty much always felt like I don’t belong here. These feelings of depression, dissatisfaction, and emptiness have gotten worse over the past few years, but I think the causes have been brewing my whole life. So let me start from childhood: I am an only child and grew up very independent and introverted. I had no siblings to bond with. I made some friends in school at a young age and was a pretty normal toddler/young kid. But for some reason, into late elementary and middle school, those relationships never developed into deeper bonds. I was always very anxious and guarded around kids my age. I felt more mature than them, so I’d prefer to be on my own or with family. I played community baseball every year from 5-18 and was a good athlete, but I never bonded with my teammates on a deeper level. I also played basketball one year and golf in high school. All that was fun, except I wasn’t close with the other guys like most of them seemed to be. I had acquaintances that I’d talk to every day in school, all the way through high school, but we never did anything outside of school. I never had “bros” or close friends who I’d hang out with. I would always just go home and do my own thing. I couldn’t even bond with the nerdy/geeky types because I wasn’t into that stuff. I’ve always felt more mature and serious than most people my age and so I’ve always felt like an outsider and a social failure. Then my parents separated when I was around 18-19 and my dad moved out and that made me even more lonely. Whatever…that’s fine. Not the end of the world to not be super social in childhood and teens. It’s not like I was bullied or sad or anything…in fact, at least I was generally happy all those years. But then I never really decided what I wanted to do with my life, either. I’ve always known what I’m interested in (science, sports, and politics/government). And I’ve always done well academically and was always liked by my teachers. But when everyone else was applying to colleges and thinking about majors at the end of high school, I wasn’t really thinking about it enough. My family also knew nothing about how college worked and couldn’t help me with much. I ended up applying to only 2 schools, one which I didn’t get accepted to and the other, a huge state university, which I ended up going to. I started at the local commuter branch campus of the college for the first 2 years and bounced around between 2 majors. I was also working my job at a local business and was just treading water with myself. I had no friends. I was still living at home and drove to college classes. I took on some 50-60 hour work weeks at times and I enjoyed work because there were a lot of people my age there and it forced me to interact and it kept my mental health up. My boss also entrusted me to do a lot of important work. I ended up falling a little behind with college by about 2 semesters. Meanwhile, I was taking out loans for college because that’s the only way I could afford to keep going. I spent my entire work paychecks on other self needs…a car, Invisalign, groceries, etc. I provide for myself independently. Eventually, I transferred to the main campus, 2.5 hours away. It was scary because I had to move into an apartment off campus, but I was excited. It ended up sucking though because I felt more socially isolated than ever. I will never get that dorm experience where you supposedly bond with people and make friends. In my first semester at main campus, I settled on a science major and was really happy with that. I joined a few clubs/groups, got to know professors, took on some leadership roles, made some connections from those things, and things improved a decent amount. But it has still never been good enough. All these connections I’ve made are pretty shallow, and that’s just a product of college. We all live in different places, we all have different schedules, and we just see each other when it’s required for events or meetings. I’ve been to a couple parties or socials and that’s it. Nobody takes initiative to hang out and bond because everyone’s so busy. Part of my social failure is due to always being more mature than people my age. I thought this was always a good thing, but it turns out, it has been bad for me. For example, I don’t drink and do not like drunks or people who party all the time. I am a very disciplined, serious person, and in my experience, most people are not like that, and so I’ve never connected well with people. I have avoided social interaction because of this, and I thought I was being smart but now I feel like I’ve been mistaken and overdid it. Also, I’ve only ever had two girlfriends. One was very short term when I was 18 and working at that job back home. Here’s the story of the 2nd one, which has broken me to this day: I was home working at that job during winter break of December 2017, and I met this girl who I instantly caught feelings for. We had a “relationship” for many months, and she was really into me. But I treated her terribly at times. At times I was verbally abusive but did not realize this until much later on. It was never intentional; I was just a much more serious person than she was, was starting to get depressed about my life, and took it out poorly. I was afraid to embrace love and didn’t want to get hurt, so I remained guarded. To her, it appeared that I strung her along. Many months later, we argued a lot and I blamed her for not believing in me and stuff, but the truth is it was ALL my fault. I didn’t know how to treat a girl who I loved. I was a lost boy and afraid. Looking back at messages, I was a complete asshole to her, and she tried to help me, but she ended up leaving me and she was completely justified. I deserved it. But more recently I realized the truth of everything and how much I still love her, so I tried to get her to give me another chance, but I managed to screw it up again by begging and pleading and bordering on verbal manipulation again. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. She is beautiful and she loved me and I’m ashamed of how I’ve been. I’ve cried my eyes out so much over how I messed everything up. So, today, I can fulfill my daily responsibilities, and I work out daily, so I’m fit and athletic, but I’m not happy with my life. I’m not excited about much. I have zero friends from grade school and only a handful of casual friends in college. I really like and appreciate some of them, but in a few months everything will change again. I can talk to people; I don’t have social anxiety; I just can’t really bond with people. I don’t know what I want to do with my life after graduation. I am very perfectionist and picky and I’m not excited about working a private sector, 9-5 desk job, so I’m really thinking about applying to be a military officer. I think getting away and undergoing intense mental and physical challenges could be great for me. It could force me to bond better with people and would allow me to pay back student debt faster. It seems like the best option for me. I want to travel and explore and enjoy nature and this place we live in, but I have no money or means to do that right now. I’ve never been suicidal, but there have been plenty of days I wish I could just push a button and check out of this game. I do not get much pleasure from life and I feel very lonely. There are certain things I like about myself but other things I don’t like. I am empty, lonely, and feel like an outsider. I wish I could start everything over again and be a more social person, even sacrificing my own values if necessary. I don’t know how much longer I can keep living like this. I need to turn it around somehow and make some drastic changes, but I just don’t know how. I have nobody.",4.901951748259563,5.704390844092572,5.8219520834962974,80.15309909597829,69.0,8.60790488216429,28.462514945971012,8.762681991508234,2.115412401524209,6554,220,1263,106,109,2162,536,1642,0.09300000000000001,0.726,0.18100000000000002,0.9994,10,7,1,0,0,0,187.0,7,2,3,20,82,82,3,4,63,0,129,21,4,21,24,310,221,145,1,22,57,3,12,14,7,4,9,0,5,12,77,128,3,8,36,10,7,20,41,23,3,8,81,16,181,59,199,117,63,203,0,8,4,5,83,90,2,31,103,920,258,56,0.0,0.033879344037155236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433349525967587,0.2379258974653537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02998341699747835,0.021874415516858092,0.03230320476728929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02353051575847735,0.10181927910227777,0.0,0.0,0.05373021430809563,0.06596131563422793,0.02387488707198637,0.1220149263348832,0.0,0.0,0.03221576963224269,0.030007753824294364,0.025289166194288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029374027086446063,0.06049755285591499,0.0,0.059960759610882874,0.0,0.0,0.13698041836446756,0.03163883831461378,0.031409286631169805,0.05532250532515212,0.0,0.049256129259482535,0.0,0.0,0.08962427550553402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029261701701173894,0.0,0.02801134143787176,0.0,0.0,0.02388670938750468,0.0,0.17728125697014313,0.059090717641738386,0.03188999062567886,0.05665841898037699,0.051730018208010105,0.04818354104793173,0.054645794038951034,0.1027941675090172,0.05594105177891467,0.05391196328871521,0.0,0.08674824557935724,0.040855275108133485,0.13727414646920347,0.0,0.0,0.04864426989986936,0.0,0.0,0.1325504285038193,0.0,0.1045746943189446,0.02743007537454541,0.04875207417424394,0.07195014727972647,0.02286932150431847,0.06305021338253107,0.0,0.056625327967495837,0.0,0.09131688386627454,0.0,0.0,0.02934580576774952,0.0303942012983307,0.0,0.0,0.03833205774585143,0.09063373989854376,0.1147288930767597,0.0,0.05631887606383543,0.0,0.03061058563800857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350096621829038,0.05083151672171282,0.0,0.0,0.09428744874792898,0.0,0.032255401009681384,0.030277033317612875,0.0,0.029239414293827124,0.16157492145494476,0.1955749259371755,0.057317619361182036,0.10099649029617476,0.025304887120559585,0.02401185038583064,0.0,0.03121384831970422,0.07292906813520482,0.10322920091949278,0.108225751215783,0.03817358028226138,0.057979878059531635,0.0,0.031147367917126807,0.0,0.0,0.05763227397853846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847063624411726,0.060782026379831586,0.21019960577203264,0.02120216989402441,0.22053540032334654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028016156224757654,0.027436819271308525,0.0,0.030004707893707964,0.0,0.07750443452699471,0.1087355439473154,0.0,0.0,0.031750374736628874,0.03096463413393088,0.027296313027245687,0.21805910727295824,0.07490182051848764,0.05974951700368935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727146744763281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030413355192444626,0.028601847491575107,0.0,0.12822683126524825,0.029399506928207787,0.028233233531378996,0.0613987451542573,0.0,0.02441921329404836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604488886029808,0.0227858031951604,0.052062006773714406,0.029829892372350158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623328434255956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03200876457279517,0.08095623156375664,0.0,0.06850587839624415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546682863800524,0.03127731480250246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644976353333633,0.045965724212228457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397993479455575,0.09160975400261977,0.028093567422633685,0.045401057930827916,0.1000407312511652,0.0,0.027103872402967917,0.027322897019475517,0.09530732336952268,0.038827046794121314,0.062204360303823175,0.02793229011388456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155880982569033,0.06746218656960845,0.045393346380588485,0.022936469886403143,0.0,0.07712861541745705,0.0,0.0,0.031924302123942566,0.06576362957005914,0.0,0.0,0.20816852284358736,0.0,0.0291398404634359,0.04062486999506901,0.03126316998100293,0.0,0.11048201421491001 lonely,joshuaoffset,2020/02/10,Well Valentine day coming up Well im ngl. I feel like i am a very nice looking person. I am very respectful towards girls but they do not realy like me. They always float towards dick heads. I was thinking about asking one out on a date for v day but kinda not looking for rejection. if that was to happen it would lower my self esteem which does not help me at all due to the fact that it takes me days to work up the courage to ask out a girl. Should i go take her to see The photograph? Its about love and indecision to submit to love.,1.8325000000000031,3.606915821428572,3.2119285714285724,91.98307142857144,78.28571428571428,5.908571428571428,21.021428571428565,6.742157984588678,0.2764792857142857,420,11,92,4,10,137,76,112,0.09300000000000001,0.665,0.242,0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,11,0,1,6,0,7,4,2,0,2,18,21,4,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,2,1,2,4,12,9,19,17,1,15,0,1,3,3,12,8,1,3,7,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350128088281566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224553141781746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855979102408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336690314244484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092169213213508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720141080051713,0.12320609843850007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801350146168633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250660061942514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699463408869126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559690315352775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862873619320353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851136472999234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964743421720096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113053836145319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686396633579604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058620210974044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742900538708325,0.0,0.17991432667190488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25933826127798604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050597838051568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845966012476853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31012611413979924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555358616179402,0.0,0.0,0.12251127225104153,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThatsBriskBaby420,2020/02/10,"Just got a call and it was the wrong (name) in their contacts I just got a call and as I picked up they asked for my name, which I returned with ""yes who's this?"" And then they just go "" sorry wrong (name)."" It just makes me feel so unwanted that when someone accidentally calls me they don't even tell me who they are or just even ask me how I'm doing.",4.8382000000000005,3.7102733200000015,5.253166666666669,90.79575,69.13333333333333,8.566666666666668,25.41666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.675866666666666,269,5,68,2,4,86,51,75,0.163,0.802,0.035,-0.8267,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,18,12,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,13,0,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,1,3,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686436173930648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039797396258523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604500435281846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969208788265994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112052895838558,0.0,0.3153802676698073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160856089522682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705649340175613,0.0,0.0,0.22070905638459215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233010477808086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311359615524028,0.0,0.0 lonely,Claims_Sup39,2020/02/10,"Lonely, Not Lonely So I feel great whn I’m by myself..Mainly because I have peace and quiet..But thn I think about growing old without a significant other..Thn I get sad about being lonely..Idk if I truly wanna date..Or am I just trying to fill a void..",-0.878611111111109,1.1277618653846204,2.321025641025642,88.71286324786327,103.42307692307692,3.0803418803418805,13.47008547008547,5.033348758259628,-0.8658786324786325,195,4,37,1,9,69,41,52,0.18600000000000005,0.575,0.239,0.584,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,6,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721390148864325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572794934407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332407611827669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921896210405337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684522070698562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860537193275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030960312818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43034168854047056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lovingcup2020,2020/02/10,"I found a cool place So, I found this place on the internet. I was able to talk to somebody and it was nice. Thought I’d share the website here if anyone wants to try it, too. www.7cups.com/16720077",1.3099999999999987,3.9253589743589785,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,87.46153846153845,5.171282051282052,20.620512820512825,6.742157984588678,0.2335189743589745,156,5,34,2,5,46,29,39,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,20,6,0,0.2800651450368581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958280612487412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141539517766536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852169354719473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510575490148346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223404415789912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014584952108105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651896787804379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MyPeePeeSmal,2020/02/10,"I don’t know at this point I don’t know where else to post this so; I’m not really that lonely, I have friends. I used to be really close to a few of them. But not really anymore. It’s my fault, I never try to talk to anyone. I get invited to get togethers, but I’ve only gone once and I hated it. I can almost never build a genuine relationship with someone because I’m always joking about shit but I never open up. I’ve been told I’m funny by a few people, but I don’t feel funny. No one ever laughs at my jokes and I just feel annoying, I don’t even think anything is funny anymore. I don’t even know why I’m posting this, I just need to vent and some shit. My best friend (or at least the person who was my best friend) got a boyfriend and never talks to me anymore. Pretty much the only thing that makes me happy at this point is my gecko, Milo. So is it my fault that nobody likes me because I never try to talk to people or something else?",1.1603431372549018,2.7156653284313776,3.464313725490197,90.41107843137257,79.5392156862745,5.905882352941178,19.176470588235293,6.691623216298621,0.08836470588235333,733,16,163,7,18,253,103,204,0.11800000000000001,0.653,0.22899999999999998,0.9799,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,17,4,0,6,0,13,2,2,2,6,34,32,12,0,1,10,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,13,7,0,1,5,2,25,10,19,26,7,19,0,1,0,0,11,10,2,4,7,109,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627331607158888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830820613415738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157556964245929,0.07420818065343672,0.0,0.08733549639526911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939105808046109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275262496170373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731507826008233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019500457513032,0.09600016559571624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732447979261983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459860546536484,0.0,0.11089651694934144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488141808294562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129767754007828,0.0,0.10478086205918732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749779143127616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051849489568933683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084223349279639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801735882298516,0.0786936440899872,0.40926788128368696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302440296714608,0.07191606350374075,0.16143246164125566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147153598506785,0.09266814411033797,0.0,0.0,0.20065327291401466,0.0,0.20328535675121,0.10797180717605867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396773415465144,0.0,0.0,0.11394331388936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788071524903294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992314049749804,0.08170363736628794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559085008451246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050769227045539,0.06800346768926932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014112397129678,0.0,0.14410986312976404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091661771453858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576532328506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PhatBluBadger,2020/02/10,"Loneliness is kinda #NotLitFam I'm mean I try all the damn things people say ""helps loneliness"" like trying to meet new people on social media/real life but its hard to meet new people irl. Especally when you have wicked social anxiety and live almost 30 miles away from the nearest town (which is not a good place to make friends mostly because the majority are druggies or wanna be gangsters, idk just a tiny suspicion.) And people mostly ignore you on social media which also sucks. I think it doesn't help that I watch a lot of TV/YouTube and seeing those people go out with their friends and liveing life. It just makes me wonder if I'll ever have that, instead of being a ""consensual prisoner (yes ik very 14 year old deep)"" in my room doing nothing but schoolwork or playing video games. I feel the only way I feel better is if i try ( BIG emphasis on try) to be funny cuz i guess it's the only thing I have left that doesn't make feel depressed. Fingers crossed that it gets better for all of us. tl;dr TV/Social Media suck for lonely depressed people and loneliness is stupid and I've just found out i sound like a edgy 14 year old that who lives near a town full of druggies and people watched ""Straight outta Compton"" and played ""Gta San Andreas"" way to much.",5.5660867346938785,6.410353657142861,5.794119897959185,80.79485331632651,67.53061224489795,7.920918367346939,28.373724489795922,7.865858978985527,1.8055765306122449,1006,32,183,11,16,320,150,245,0.171,0.682,0.147,-0.6946,0,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,1,2,7,17,4,0,11,1,14,3,1,4,3,43,31,17,0,3,10,0,5,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,16,11,0,1,7,4,0,2,3,8,0,0,1,10,15,9,22,27,8,31,0,3,3,0,16,19,3,11,10,108,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549837771464477,0.0,0.0,0.07626663489602957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295710054167504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960240890506145,0.0,0.0,0.058136118238474914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869243790582095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428253234507315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862668110266966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466444759791527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456729575827814,0.14736386033175658,0.0,0.049826418589087235,0.0,0.05420045737000173,0.07999107640963543,0.0,0.0,0.10505981577027487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543198129149461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278477950086532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361880630754247,0.0,0.13472403160346036,0.09318505006148592,0.0,0.2526379879001454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107939847581719,0.0,0.0,0.19097884461477072,0.0,0.0,0.10388490842130443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010726188460621,0.0,0.0,0.1842161423228655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150922366716277,0.0,0.2001476554962384,0.0,0.0,0.14506499624831976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628184814503468,0.0,0.09964041132882366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584133623686744,0.0,0.0,0.0759968253026453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38886714976193015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671798485512753,0.06110866851017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589974351096996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471728493567712,0.0,0.0,0.07868949544467768,0.0,0.15139910519023353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342372088767576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282914733442768 lonely,JackIsNotInTheBox,2020/02/10,Benefits of being alone: * Not catching the coronavirus.,7.063749999999999,9.876537875000004,6.620000000000001,54.725000000000016,107.75,11.6,41.5,8.841846274778883,7.860050000000001,45,3,4,2,2,14,8,8,0.18899999999999997,0.5660000000000001,0.245,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,greenbandit447,2020/02/10,"Feeling lonely since moving to a new city Hi All, I’m a 23 year old guy and moved to a new city halfway across the country in 2018 when I graduated college to start my new job. I have made some good friends here but I have never felt this lonely before. Surprisingly, I’ve been socializing more than ever before and I go out at least once a week and the feeling of independence feels great. However, because I live alone I just feel really empty and I get depressed sometimes. I think this stems from me seeing my immediate family (parents and siblings) everyday to seeing them just a few times a year. Whenever I come back from visiting them, I feel depressed for the first few days and really sad and lonely. It does get better after about a week but I still miss them incredibly. I have seriously considered moving back to my home town so I can be closer to them. I feel like I’m missing out on their lives. Is this normal? Has anyone else experienced this before?",2.9124787775891328,5.454933892473118,4.468754951895871,80.45997453310696,78.35483870967742,7.356649688737974,23.76796830786644,8.371475516178862,1.7780365591397853,768,26,140,16,19,256,117,186,0.172,0.715,0.113,-0.9162,3,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,10,15,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,3,29,28,11,0,1,4,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,8,0,0,6,1,9,0,1,3,10,23,6,19,24,6,34,0,8,2,0,11,8,0,1,21,91,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649035449185767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864525343997486,0.11524410248351953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297292478016651,0.0,0.06856381915039646,0.0,0.2871242542490909,0.0,0.0,0.09947514690583174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968873989812064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253717925611161,0.0,0.1937493967359909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842777847038377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939585713172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017402298112399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603157943060014,0.0,0.341224950104466,0.0803522833065483,0.1079938008353994,0.0,0.0,0.0956713214117205,0.0,0.0,0.08689803667011993,0.0,0.11752726726750062,0.0,0.06392223061301966,0.09433883552559086,0.0,0.12400427104804568,0.0,0.1113681007685744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282176531122187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161425016721294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494968630110561,0.0,0.19863526998083275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642672457519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35862991430298924,0.0,0.0,0.08674778431427954,0.32588765769494515,0.0,0.0,0.11020178501669574,0.0,0.0,0.11802376965149725,0.11978238434068646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489036479006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410894688358133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925629518918967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304062219816064,0.0,0.0,0.1146542706052305,0.0,0.0,0.1112408182611616,0.0,0.07961050362314755,0.0,0.08982281536455494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206954683603399,0.0,0.0,0.06558517562633814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804415925714792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486064256456668 lonely,ssgdank42091,2020/02/10,"I try not to let my loneliness hold me back. I still go out and go to bars, concerts, sporting events, and etc mostly by myself. I meet people and still have fun but once that high goes away i remember that i have no one to share these experiences with. I still feel a void that i cant seem to fill even when im trying to enjoy life.",2.7852112676056318,3.481803859154933,4.074760563380284,91.14030985915493,73.78873239436619,7.370140845070423,21.242253521126766,7.554174236665415,0.420789295774648,258,5,61,3,5,85,52,71,0.067,0.8009999999999999,0.132,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,9,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378543392503828,0.16678332048221178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419017181005436,0.1432609274081265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217059447446696,0.0,0.0,0.10967155752290582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465394370319751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291675953194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429007561192375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179575519332104,0.15320344383559803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309922644946438,0.1469775900262749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037169874499806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457063149373112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745833471933727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196517577742499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945227999128082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaymaster954,2020/02/11,Desperate and afraid Im so lonely. I just want to have a relationship and some friends. Iv tried talking to people but it never works out.,2.2588888888888903,4.866668962962965,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.5925925925926,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.4412814814814814,110,4,21,2,3,36,24,27,0.139,0.738,0.12300000000000001,-0.1126,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160257050892413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44183676909544617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31547927609596005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835790007893205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43915923806484797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287733710424455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777134328002175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126423412778494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977882679894993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LNER4498,2020/02/11,Text me first. I can remember the last time I was texted first. It just doesn't happen.,-0.6366666666666667,1.4807531111111132,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,101.22222222222223,4.622222222222223,11.555555555555555,6.42735559955562,-0.9829111111111116,68,1,16,1,3,21,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966183457506903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621077313047022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337863092102655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638685998351978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387749843757831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ranger1839,2020/02/11,Don’t know what to do So basically I don’t really have much friends. I’ve been dating my girlfriend for 4 years now but she kinda wants to take a break because she wants to clear her head of her demons. I went to college with a good friend but later our relationship crumbled because he would talk shit behind my back and make my girlfriend feel weird for even dating me. He turned everyone that we met together on his side so I’m alone. All I do is go to class and sit in my dorm all day. My girlfriend is thriving which I’m truly happy for her because she’s struggled with making friends for awhile but is getting a lot of connections and people to talk to. I feel like I’m just slowly being set up to coast into isolation. My walls are up because people have done this to me in the past so making friends is hard. Let alone people when they first go into college just wanna party as much as they can and look good for those around them to fit in. Basically turn fake. I have only 3 friends but they are all hours away so I just feel truly alone. I just don’t know what to do because I’m just so tired.,3.330882352941177,4.532555710526316,4.183570691434472,88.9562693498452,73.03508771929825,6.768214654282764,24.376676986584112,7.048011613610866,0.8009119711042318,874,25,186,8,17,281,122,228,0.12300000000000001,0.677,0.2,0.9745,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,4,1,15,13,1,1,4,0,21,3,2,3,4,37,44,16,0,4,9,0,4,1,8,1,1,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,4,5,28,9,34,37,6,30,1,0,1,0,27,13,1,2,12,122,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144210631873073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978263749121691,0.0,0.0,0.1032463033594071,0.08449947069391563,0.0,0.3349429648787535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087066673077283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245674596896872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258203339582307,0.0,0.0,0.10500565280289847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669272204323185,0.07850622190819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934733112728728,0.0,0.0,0.4245079461018371,0.0,0.05741356278057728,0.0,0.12490728613716333,0.18434287742833685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169811165518042,0.09844083841945224,0.0,0.11277996946931193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082205950195045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078654641244638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237109239584783,0.0,0.05368723935426608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922808449987005,0.0,0.0,0.09342548122899408,0.0,0.0,0.22005948240987375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156520157632892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357713142151489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490348686287353,0.22855395098071205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703990508884341,0.0,0.0,0.11798191296490396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280163225813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488203487145428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262442909568539,0.17665260290746787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630365077691869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905991580006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963323280110667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018701482005349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806348263188292,0.0,0.0,0.07076626377592438 lonely,gihex49601,2020/02/11,"I was forced to take a vacation at work. Haven't felt this shitty in months. It's just that spending all this time alone in my bland apartment... just hits me hard in the gut how alone I am. No family to come to, no friends to go out with. I live my work and without it, I'm... nothing. Today, after a single day of vacation I tried to sneak into work and my boss sent me home. So I took a walk in the city, everyone just walks around me, I'm surrounded by so many people but I'm so isolated at the same time. I tried to strike up a conversation in a coffee shop and nothing, they told me to leave them alone. Sometimes I think that I must be off somehow as if something was missing. I don't feel that way, but it seems to me other people do. Ever since my parents passed away I have no one real to talk to, no one who would show a genuine interest in me. I dunno... I'm just gonna have to survive this week and get back to work.",2.0831818181818207,3.0717458030303035,3.801434343434345,91.3188181818182,75.81818181818181,6.896161616161617,23.301010101010103,7.3011,0.6824440404040404,711,20,166,8,15,239,115,198,0.155,0.813,0.031,-0.951,1,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,5,12,3,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,2,3,31,29,12,0,3,8,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,4,2,2,7,7,1,0,2,6,3,23,2,32,18,3,33,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,4,9,113,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168557881471549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943310406339955,0.0,0.0,0.1260501220080626,0.1031627113419002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155691480209252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865237388413744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213576977230948,0.0,0.12819805568501874,0.0,0.0,0.12647650186671294,0.0,0.0678366109898791,0.0,0.12881707719813515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365364503803946,0.0,0.07009438941573437,0.0,0.07624766284598837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018328298063327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345759658360098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205875754909286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846798015005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601975718000045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708725886271957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25746514963298905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182401753088864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897162279699927,0.0,0.0,0.18602282418613814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270634161090832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213653696189535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109806388843603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328487732127176,0.13269018186861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087353279955212,0.1078347670812726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596593792047427,0.0,0.0,0.1564625111137289,0.0,0.12717040001719496,0.12819805568501874,0.1490595176127325,0.18217511501249808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649197892302664,0.10761709644548192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932790025815238,0.0,0.3906877058365839,0.0,0.0,0.09530521858850234,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,monotonejord,2020/02/11,"I feel like I don’t belong I have little to no friends, and the friends I do have are mainly long distance which is fine but they hardly find time for me anymore. We meet sometimes but with work and other stuff it is hard. I’m 22, soon to be 23 and it becomes to much harder to enjoy yourself and meet new people as time goes on. I feel like I will also never love again as i’ve been single for nearly 4 years and can’t even make new friends let alone take anyone out or anything. I’m starting to lose my grip on everything and feel so isolated. I don’t know what to do, I make an effort but also don’t try to make things happen too hard since forcing my way into getting on with people feels wrong. Anyone I talk to here and there says they have no friends but constantly have people texting, calling, facetiming and snapchatting them. Not to mention them being in big group chats with friends. I have none of that, maybe a few messages exchanged every couple of days with a couple of people. Was it just meant to be this way for me? I honestly don’t know what to think or how to feel anymore.",4.761774503523384,5.0964583004484325,5.1207975656630405,86.71951793721978,69.13452914798206,7.268289557975656,27.587764253683527,6.5431188927421005,1.1388401024983978,863,26,177,5,14,274,130,223,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.6146,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,4,3,11,13,0,0,4,0,22,1,0,4,1,38,41,20,0,0,8,0,9,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,10,1,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,10,20,11,31,33,5,23,0,1,0,1,20,9,0,2,14,122,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877880556110936,0.0,0.16798398101448975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832192795897986,0.1468780272764842,0.0,0.08643026488990975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599674441436501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072467824466712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349949236374222,0.0,0.0,0.2324261146172213,0.0,0.06773528806458756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937094241057634,0.0,0.08849181757960888,0.0,0.0943936717976664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553015670929353,0.15006607955348156,0.0,0.0,0.095994988573778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057273529561557,0.0,0.054873537856362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928771706556781,0.0,0.2822571956176828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544284670911988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739969954678223,0.0,0.10262414030527688,0.10526707266204337,0.0,0.09294773303263784,0.0,0.1175010572845479,0.0,0.0,0.09479315361618346,0.0,0.21032386345399767,0.0,0.1055161709107176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720870971596162,0.0,0.08100516479619467,0.2028761397216032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125670599918424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352361162843651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868814228914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387678355752107,0.0,0.07434036519177785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023355966276683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896905397022656,0.08441867063810853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977688077859037,0.06729861245895832,0.0,0.0,0.12248700071811194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130808295393651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667349322974452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646266981900078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483318472451574,0.0,0.06763550398539556 lonely,6nozoeli9,2020/02/11,"So yeah I'm lonely I hate not having friends so much... the only conversations I have is with people in my head which is super sad.. I even had a dream that people in twitter gave attention for the first time in forever.. At this point I really don't know what do",0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,84.37037037037038,6.562962962962962,18.259259259259263,7.793537801064563,0.6601703703703699,205,5,43,4,6,70,43,54,0.154,0.7020000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.1592,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,3,1,7,1,1,0,0,4,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,6,9,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230049663477504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871924587885599,0.0,0.0,0.2608562361942335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33334501023358776,0.3465112799891822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555556008657298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482008332834209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567869003952295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681476830420149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191745419843125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629785278504302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687788953127255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nolan_101,2020/02/11,"Feelin shit now Had some girl ask me out, I was shocked and happy that someone asked me but before I could say anything, she laughed and said just kidding, as if I’d go out with YOU. I honestly just want death already",4.20810606060606,5.0331205681818245,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,70.5909090909091,6.775757575757575,30.57575757575757,6.42735559955562,1.40499393939394,171,7,36,1,3,53,37,44,0.17,0.585,0.245,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,8,5,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036319823068377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388995693848589,0.0,0.5427994485023071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470315749891944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317881122065888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498929370965956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090393265938884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761503371440457,0.2308653673214782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799801454542724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459778718765048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123176863892267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chanelly_girl,2020/02/11,"Personal styling session if your looking for a new look💜 Hey everyone! So I’m thinking of starting personal styling sessions via Skype! Is that something you would be interested in. E.g finding outfits to wear for special occasions, first dates, or just a general new look to boost confidence. I can find all the clothing items. Affordable to high end depending on request. I have a degree in fashion design and I work in fashion currently. Let me know if anyone is interested 💜",3.6193234672304437,6.805735604651165,4.74746300211417,74.95070824524316,82.48837209302326,8.243551797040169,38.0507399577167,8.841846274778883,4.584990697674419,386,26,59,11,11,126,67,86,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.9285,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,13,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,3,10,10,2,12,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,4,7,37,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416069523822132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793729376599578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935168935096427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37019990063754,0.17226372429244027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139738913218145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112998996509724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709080073572247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101983172690805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911908729951179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35366595312892835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591007600650206,0.0,0.0,0.14334496110806444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976687645627874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743724224582758,0.0,0.0,0.14386466111326285,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lost-beans,2020/02/11,I’m spiraling I’m 19m and I haven’t had a girlfriend in 5 years. I can’t stop hiring escorts/hookers. At this point I’ve been using money from my inheritance from my grandfather for it and I can’t stop. Every time I do it I tell myself it’s the last time but then I start feeling lonely and deprived again and I do it again. I want to stop but I fear the only way I’m gonna stop is by getting a girlfriend again.,-1.8703225806451584,-0.025079537634404403,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,102.44086021505377,3.7703225806451615,16.952688172043008,5.6839178017228535,-0.4918008602150538,325,10,76,3,15,114,57,93,0.242,0.72,0.038,-0.9538,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,17,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,12,0,7,14,0,17,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,13,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856868498706142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799837868161695,0.1114350675431503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514391572573696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964607461910634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761541543374314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833840576849424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559921426438544,0.0,0.0,0.7370187497166629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262929760551045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702065948622593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034493738655625,0.0,0.0,0.1299908707107358,0.17493416447147844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192299376336284 lonely,real-name-hidden619,2020/02/11,"Surrounded by people but feeling so isolated Sorry for somewhat longish post I have friends around me and made some new friends online since I have made Reddit, however I feel so alone most of the time, I try my best to keep in touch with everyone I ever meet but sometimes it gets too much and I become some kind of mental support for them, I don’t mind helping those I can help but sometimes it gets too much to sort out in my own head and the amount of effort it would take to clear my head. Sometimes meeting new people on here is a struggle as well, being Bi some boys my age would think I’m trying to recruit them or something and some girls would go the typical “gay/bi friend” even if I would want to talk to someone a bit older than myself they think I have an alternative motive, which is never my intention, I’m just looking for some kind of connection that would make me feel less lonely and it doesn’t help that I am home alone most of the time, something feels missing and I keep searching but never seem to find it, is it like that for any of you? My apologies if this seems like a bunch of none sense, just wrote down what came to mind",5.987947612732098,5.629840918103447,5.763965517241381,85.52374005305042,66.54310344827587,8.517771883289125,29.915119363395227,7.61054688173877,1.6634458885941643,911,28,190,8,13,283,135,232,0.08199999999999999,0.735,0.183,0.9805,1,4,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,3,11,13,0,1,8,0,16,3,2,5,4,57,41,16,0,8,9,0,5,2,3,5,0,0,1,2,13,10,0,2,10,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,4,6,25,10,29,31,17,19,0,2,1,1,17,7,0,14,11,131,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484322805117228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724950879815504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803426725077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921772603908976,0.0,0.0,0.10378037020315876,0.0,0.10796374103394007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131053588875093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531680368723801,0.08945288727170626,0.0,0.09449492235597648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000975066676627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038490188762624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292096339709487,0.0,0.10333329706190587,0.0,0.056202232880652986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298210951206727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988543611164572,0.0,0.09919608666998192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579835046155648,0.0,0.2059602454152095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662663635472514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304382716865889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871467720052358,0.06601074370427737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965922081612588,0.0,0.19970414450788912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453930409540911,0.0,0.15254221040649266,0.19101976318257907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371176203412793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471057674022393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800539409957817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818039462327026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837903195283596,0.15226278449963532,0.2934182199427877,0.11070076942650173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338271012563052,0.0,0.0,0.11222073151258216,0.0,0.0,0.07435398765396906,0.07948512080133248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267311674213356,0.0,0.0,0.11532868232915552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428146984220446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832868012966951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891519958640752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512478868153505,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Riddle1990,2020/02/11,Please stop doing this. I keep seeing people on here go on and on about what the worst things about being lonely are and I can’t stand it because there are so many shitty things about being lonely so just stop trying to put one bad thing over the other because its all equally as bad. Downvote me idc its annoying as fuck to see.,3.8672727272727268,5.298962090909093,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,72.03030303030303,5.8860606060606075,20.775757575757574,5.6839178017228535,0.08097939393939413,262,5,51,1,5,82,48,66,0.36,0.613,0.027000000000000003,-0.9804,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,0,2,3,0,11,9,3,9,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715965883754901,0.2712972015934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571990657363176,0.0,0.0,0.12646555063454407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778960774544752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256044690011213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078806115064175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542701639184124,0.0,0.0,0.24426459374425194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236981405622242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35464572901171376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720801541007319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435052905717669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107922900209333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jimpiX_X,2020/02/11,"Trying to change my life for the better, losing friends because of it... Since about a year I'm trying to improve my life by implementing good habits and getting rid of bad ones. My self discipline was growing for a while and I was optimistic my social life would get better but it got even worse than it already was. I never had many friends and I didn't really care for most of my life because I had a few really good ones which I valued more than having a lot of surface level friends. One of them I saw almost daily and the others a couple of times a week so loneliness was no real problem then. But recently I moved to a different part of town so I hang out with my friends less and less often. At the same time I tried to stop drinking too much and sleeping more because I've have pfeiffer's syndrom (=extremely low energy levels). Now, when I do see my friends they don't understand it when I drink less than before and go home early. I try to explain but I can see that they think I'm getting boring and they are not interested at all in my new passions. I also began to spend more time reading, meditating, eating better and working out, this is causing my personality to change, and my friendships with them apparently. I can't connect with them like I used to, I'm not interested in drinking, social media, and partying anymore, I don't want to talk badly about other people anymore so I expected the conversations with my friends a bit but I was shocked to see my friendships are fading because of this. Can anyone here relate? I want to stand for what I believe but seeing my social life shrink so fast is depressing and it feels like losing myself in a life of drugs and partying is the only thing that can help me regain some of my friendships and create new ones. I just know I can't be the only one dealing with this problem...",5.115227272727271,5.940593501377414,6.009576446280992,78.9161828512397,68.53168044077135,8.36404958677686,30.27651515151515,8.472884824447931,2.288225068870524,1463,55,272,21,24,483,182,363,0.133,0.669,0.198,0.9799,2,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,6,6,15,27,0,0,15,0,25,13,1,2,2,53,48,28,0,6,8,0,1,2,6,1,7,0,1,2,15,21,4,2,5,4,1,4,9,10,0,5,11,6,45,17,43,35,15,36,0,4,5,1,22,12,0,5,21,200,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754012912779704,0.0,0.08309456104003811,0.060216758548185124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935318427911598,0.05265096499754282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574340589463628,0.1836068209731506,0.0,0.06407408965862399,0.08483643472032047,0.0,0.1997881212956538,0.08220724525640785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677257260675427,0.07735304044694112,0.15931317960702338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331715405048518,0.0,0.0,0.07763018882230674,0.06485510733096922,0.0,0.0,0.07867165764962818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129370489515612,0.08732318858238185,0.07704989991547757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973442424890991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038073547816314925,0.053793777383840426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490559407173147,0.0,0.1180222028252646,0.0,0.04279428165540456,0.12631482536852312,0.060223664467645134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047147952344442,0.0,0.07553125657985077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138248173674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191163931421593,0.07357479017531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848113142525842,0.0,0.06401670360710443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634158979034107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003115356245502,0.0553535902971837,0.0,0.05807540004981369,0.14544891062856627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551234991179617,0.11453689893079592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154171675329806,0.0,0.05220299767505749,0.06574837395255154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410236716546307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531959643674219,0.08570699677265528,0.09647721618687713,0.0,0.07434889499058217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001491535146985,0.0,0.07855350798226136,0.0,0.0,0.06228829240716765,0.0,0.07535359959429375,0.23027421456765498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295351909306324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052266026884155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500254554834898,0.04824869934139042,0.0,0.0,0.1317227411147802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449290880423976,0.0,0.0,0.07838914296352148,0.0,0.06503434901562086,0.0,0.0,0.0888268610735693,0.0,0.060400491822643364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481872853154037,0.0,0.07673633755943694,0.05349040502060254,0.0,0.0,0.048490228510801515 lonely,JinxNameless,2020/02/11,"Lonely and yearning for intimacy. Rant Maybe? I don't know what to do anymore. I'm literally a 20 year old guy, who's currently in college for a Bachelor's degree in Graphic Design, a virgin, and I'm still living with my parents due to the high amounts of money it would cost just to move to a different state and costs for dorming/rent. After graduating high school, I finally beaten my depression and I'm happy about it yes. But apparently there were repressed feelings that are finally surfacing and they are hard to deal with. And one of those feelings, is a harsh feeling of loneliness. Sure, I have my family who love and care for me, but I don't have friends anymore, and people where I work at, I wouldn't consider them friends as they are people I get along with at work. Before when I was depressed, being alone was preferable as I had time to myself away from others, but now that I have beaten my depression, I've come to realize I hate the idea of being alone, not having anyone to text/talk or even hang out with. I've noticed that I wanted to start dating again, but I'm not sure if I'm even cut out for it to be honest. One, I don't make as much money, sure I earn around $800 to almost a grand a month as a part time worker, but the majority of it goes to college. Second, I don't have a license, and that was because back in High School, I was taking A.P. classes, which are college classes for high schoolers, so everytime I came back home, it was study, research, and write essays and articles for these classes. Third, I don't live in a city, I live in a town that is spread apart if that makes sense. The closest city is about an hour away by car, and without a car or license, it doesn't help. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just trying to find reasons to be depressed again, but this feeling I know for sure is not it. I just want somebody who I can connect with, laugh with, hang out with even. I've come to realize that I would be okay with dating someone my age, 5 to 10 years older than me, or even a Trans female. As long as they understand I'm a shy and introverted guy, even when I don't act like it in public I'm screaming on the inside. I also tend to over stress a lot so that doesn't help. I guess this is just a rant/rambling post, but I just feel so lost. I've heard of dating apps like Tinder, but it doesn't seem like anyone is genuinely interested in starting a relationship on apps like Tinder, rather just trying to find a ""fun time"" as many would put it. Am I dumb for wanting this? Should I just follow my parents advice and focus solely on school and work until I graduate and get a good job first? Are there any people who can relate? Suggestions? And sorry for such a long post but if you did read all of this and do reply, thank you so much in advance.",5.834150462044335,5.166276413005272,6.499845796246955,81.15387210159308,66.94376098418277,9.24000226770225,30.30562957083735,8.460557738077197,2.0587796473723,2185,68,453,27,31,720,258,569,0.16699999999999998,0.755,0.078,-0.9935,7,4,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,4,10,33,36,5,2,26,2,48,2,0,3,5,100,88,49,0,15,28,2,6,4,2,5,0,2,1,2,31,34,0,1,17,1,4,12,14,15,0,5,11,8,46,21,79,67,7,76,0,7,0,2,25,29,1,12,36,307,77,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789290999084173,0.0,0.0,0.0695719887855486,0.14391611160748116,0.0,0.05556137805348723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047247292018488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780663282604094,0.09716099775674716,0.0,0.0,0.061849979379253975,0.0,0.0,0.13055337560032945,0.10684829167325983,0.0,0.04235302696144391,0.0,0.05912049742941769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794641033922422,0.07083725583351302,0.0,0.0,0.1196979594230051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162856941341922,0.23936453731444346,0.0,0.0,0.07258952188978716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944718501868694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654974941308053,0.0,0.17565033680508144,0.0,0.0,0.1522190854983421,0.1270029158536922,0.059097788095780736,0.0,0.0,0.10735676441573627,0.0,0.0725985743058844,0.0,0.0,0.05827468910041701,0.0,0.0,0.07653763864368231,0.13758790665233706,0.0,0.0739604186804142,0.06223846924498689,0.06859495148538755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931390205096137,0.29362847550884275,0.06969190642053444,0.0,0.06842164576144708,0.0,0.0,0.0784319885018176,0.0,0.0,0.06894600395937804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636637268434446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357733903549714,0.0,0.18405053239241675,0.12297134769762455,0.0,0.0,0.07584323487427554,0.05906754791535635,0.06270643442480099,0.0,0.09275395285085432,0.0704395924624744,0.06979979671062876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055456523585991006,0.0738439146567824,0.1021483663773981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910094504265816,0.07290527219868563,0.0,0.0941599217664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542937675503657,0.07523769563310237,0.0,0.1445014922396517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330810694815837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698443870619339,0.0,0.0,0.06949660980355192,0.0,0.0,0.07143475826197271,0.0,0.07459316457914167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094575318770006,0.0,0.06324998711024622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058868321357723775,0.0,0.06871532877556771,0.07777471796059839,0.09835350037807218,0.0,0.05548506731433725,0.0,0.07958659446268991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192804767543304,0.0,0.0522386650878042,0.05584363039583149,0.0,0.06396583108078711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153920592493445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434174214340944,0.0,0.0,0.07232884852146103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293943401480015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697412770820063,0.07534571918339157,0.1517420153684542,0.0,0.0,0.1480651244224149,0.0,0.0,0.08948286102224375 lonely,grudoc,2020/02/11,"A different kind of loneliness ... and it doesn’t have to be this bad. I have no interest in the company, and nothing to gain materially from it. It simply upsets me this video didn’t get airplay. Maybe a little jarring for those who haven’t had to deal with this, but if you love someone who would like to experience reduced risk for post-partum depression, you might share this. Or if you just have a mom https://youtu.be/3GePXGfRP04",5.7251666666666665,7.557501850000005,5.6875,78.03416666666669,68.0,9.333333333333334,29.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.8218333333333336,348,13,63,8,6,109,59,80,0.188,0.664,0.14800000000000002,-0.1771,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,1,9,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,5,10,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,4,1,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190271400006704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044150927022315,0.22593675703426494,0.0,0.0,0.2740696905975081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566003462722491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705193449299544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731670319770781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815682662319988,0.2629146308100686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367550113826564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635367776260619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782812057275636,0.0,0.3072272719637622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170414576582983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512310770732235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226379511084754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634536492445725,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hefak,2020/02/11,"Gotta be somebody there as lonely as me, 20M Never really been looking for friends, always got things to do, looking for friends seems ephemeric and too time consuming, maybe a bit like winning some lottery. When busy at least am sure that something will go forward, unlike when not having an idea about socializing.",13.891052631578953,9.465642403508776,11.465350877192984,63.62328947368422,54.78947368421053,13.505263157894738,49.55263157894736,10.125756701596842,5.2870421052631595,255,12,41,3,2,77,51,57,0.039,0.74,0.222,0.8979,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,5,7,7,3,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,6,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991085953417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754161406830927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898100861832723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337222783800907,0.0,0.2017652968876176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847848513673861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324755986197698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236905866230729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344154995189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456803959867044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161216972519174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296593331656143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571599590654103,0.0,0.1942116310297541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377637668987226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759858382558648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710207470106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheFallenWarrior444,2020/02/11,I miss flirting I am married but the concept of romance is foreign to my wife. She even gave me the greenlight to find comfort outside our marriage. But it has been so long since I dated and everything is way different now. I am so lonely and just miss the fun of someone wanting to show me attention and being naughty with me. I feel hallow.,3.2042288557213934,5.332269746268661,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,75.41791044776119,6.257711442786071,33.5547263681592,7.1686216300943375,2.370723383084577,271,15,49,3,6,88,49,67,0.099,0.718,0.183,0.8145,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,4,6,9,0,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069951438278405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572930297277853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501009638907399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969673645183513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560401601963227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447380561266625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222384437347063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33006307651767586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976572617434746,0.30920537044431384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BornNaive,2020/02/11,"Anybody wants to be friends? (19m) Hi. I don't have any friends right now. The last friend i had ditched me randomly a bit ago, so my days have been very empty and boring. I don't know what to do, i want a friend so badly. I like talking a lot, about anything really. I'm usually very talkative once i get more comfortable with somebody, i'm also very clingy (because i don't want to lose anybody). I don't know how it feels to have a best friend. I like video games, though i guess i play mostly niche indie games rather than the popular stuff. I have never played fortnite in my entire life lol. I remember i had a roblox account when i was younger, that was fun. I also loved club penguin and i even have toys from it still (yeah i was that kid that bought them for ingame items). I like being supportive to others, especially emotionally. Also i'm free all the time since i have nothing to do. since we're all lonely here, hopefully someone messages me.",1.538404387933184,3.9422107486911,2.784367988032912,91.29966841186744,82.87434554973822,5.941760159561207,22.707803540264273,7.2636822038024595,0.8720065320368984,747,26,155,11,21,240,118,191,0.062,0.643,0.295,0.9926,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,14,22,0,0,8,2,20,2,0,1,3,20,35,10,0,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,7,3,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,25,19,12,26,8,11,0,2,0,1,13,2,0,5,12,96,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230057041731692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30393515529255305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615164910037483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425278181346476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577853109064064,0.07722734915036429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295041401841162,0.0,0.1383096248485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170277178560438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250606294388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367570934251012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405686139587624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893911323466369,0.0,0.06618883994812423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956024791477042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582898771177878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924795816859958,0.1032669872769928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948292509749516,0.18567891909740275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173058596477234,0.0,0.10770493807839944,0.11434015589268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770898865135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155979760523047,0.0,0.0,0.13491774717581248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115907263171529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351191608401842,0.10819018765807188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959394341506535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734166442288663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117257191597208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502654918557334,0.0,0.14376314795216158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182638294846794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446954350409932,0.0,0.07387233266678216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952806683745822,0.31359065534325603,0.22417020166356166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zenebas21,2020/02/11,"Alone on valentines day... again. So with Valentines day fast approaching, I as a 24 year old man who has never had a relationship, never kissed anyone, or had any kind of romantic relationship whatsoever am feeling pretty lonely and sorry for myself. On top of that with everyone I know talking about how amazing their significant other is, or about their plans, just fills me with longing. I just feel like a complete failure at love, and that I’ll never find anyone, it’s the most alone I’ve felt in a while (and for me that’s saying something).",5.0317647058823525,6.954460166666671,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,69.88235294117646,7.845098039215688,28.43627450980393,8.472884824447931,2.2148392156862737,435,16,75,7,8,140,72,102,0.131,0.679,0.19,0.8191,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,7,6,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,3,20,10,9,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,4,8,5,14,7,1,18,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,3,12,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36313884860863976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192175568935966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451631888949513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381034863024576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261223074758867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751726493560173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772851152040195,0.12524228194813633,0.1683261445263214,0.0,0.1602311656350098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255952879376636,0.09634639353183287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564814615696009,0.0,0.0,0.1551448031633963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582251086624807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40563217426005793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395950465878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783544100188597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764370173260877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941441994114645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496304655804944,0.0,0.19624641894233366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090841822754285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128945979670818 lonely,slappusmchappus,2020/02/11,"Rejected, and needs someone to talk to 17, M. Rejected yesterday, broke up with December 30th of last year, and now I’m realizing that I’m alone at the worst time of year. Stressed over school work, Valentines Day coming up on Friday, and other things that just make life hard to handle sometimes. Hopefully someone is up to talk about it. DMs are open if you are.",6.854130434782608,7.025978144927543,6.528804347826089,78.97842391304351,64.65217391304347,10.378260869565215,33.19202898550725,10.125756701596842,3.1529681159420297,288,11,55,6,4,90,53,69,0.23800000000000002,0.728,0.033,-0.9393,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,9,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,14,9,1,15,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,2,7,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466879736087416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349601897564734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235239423864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211620662199174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463521645041935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256351300719995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686016378801427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576890720642987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175165675926495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908300080436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003232502148569,0.0,0.2336430113902725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060703816599946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797543926555891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569444104081473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377508559845569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198230272078874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042559133397893 lonely,YourMomsBean,2020/02/11,What is this I feel lonely so I guess it’s to do with loneliness. I can’t tell my life story. I don’t trust people fully. I want to tell but I can’t. That’s not the point though every time the bell rings at school I get this jolt of fear and panic. When I get shouted or screamed at or feel like I’ve done nothing but study and study and or something like that I get this cold chill all over my body and then I feel very cold for a few minutes. What is this?,-0.7411764705882362,1.2401724313725495,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,89.39215686274511,3.7921568627450974,14.382352941176471,4.7782277997778095,-1.4185058823529415,356,6,91,1,12,114,63,102,0.152,0.75,0.098,-0.7509,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,7,2,1,0,1,17,15,13,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,8,12,3,8,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322665832938107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398523443999792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617851539504456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352993020612377,0.3171866738497403,0.14938341097527202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277434693431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303508157862015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769581670370507,0.20431458158728835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006402178525139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533762220711144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496587217124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976701691780512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116236629650813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609779056788887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365530932291396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544289161921805,0.0,0.12192979267430765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253208885422988,0.12333452063344467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A7madK,2020/02/11,"The Shell Whenever I decide to get out from my shell, the world pushes me to back to the shell again.",1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.95238095238095,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.3832095238095237,79,1,18,1,2,25,15,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8271361707587503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620015614057949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,New_AccountNew_Start,2020/02/11,"Parasocial relationships? Anyone here have parasocial relationships? It basically refers to one-sided relationships with people you have never met but who help fulfil some of your social needs. YouTubers, social media personalities, people on TV or podcasters would be some good examples. It feels like they are your friend, although you don't really know them. Anyway, I have some and I have no issue with it. The people I know in real life are often boring, so I often prefer spending time with my surrogate friendship groups. I really like when it feels normal and natural, as though these are people who would just be hanging out anyway, they just have a camera on. I really want some suggestions for people to check out! Let me know if you feel the same and who you like to watch. Some of mine: I really like battle rap, so The Dirtbag Dan Show and Watch Battles on Ruin your Day are awesome for this. Baited Podcast, not many episodes but they really have no filter around each other like real friends. Cx streamers... controversial I know. I don't like or condone their actions, but I'm seeing real, unfiltered craziness that I can relate to, as I was a bit wild in my youth. I wouldn't want to be there but there's something about watching from afar that holds and interest. No Jumper. Adam22 has a nice style, he's probably the best podcast-interviewer for this that I've found.",4.619180075316674,7.145997641732283,5.023255734337557,78.71799554946935,72.58267716535433,7.566997603560424,24.823005819924678,8.456263369488248,1.900603423485108,1107,35,185,20,23,351,145,254,0.098,0.68,0.221,0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,5,1,15,16,2,0,7,0,22,1,0,0,1,52,36,19,0,9,10,0,3,6,2,3,1,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,10,3,2,2,8,4,0,0,3,7,28,12,25,26,9,15,0,1,4,0,28,8,0,10,11,135,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409242133431973,0.0,0.0,0.09433033495929577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120257360213236,0.0,0.1156851323153486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683379480994221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073559221357636,0.15140125994933296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618394490811465,0.16373488963327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887749030252733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102536727279468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059877933056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232939948799948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835526508019172,0.07484543495223922,0.3106116490082367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743076098114687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857088777688967,0.08172589068122084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382212187138648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180387971926494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673101242147587,0.0925235886021502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424700428877288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618303434595237,0.3394159324151968,0.0,0.0,0.3412967120301658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443950759293832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160336995276028,0.0,0.08157618568444343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410899187438112,0.0,0.06178840112074736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500050505769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054742591384054,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilktn,2020/02/11,"I want to make friends and talk to other people my age I’m almost 16 and it’s been hard for me I hope it gets better, I have one friend but We don’t talk that much. I just want someone to talk to and maybe find something in common but I’m autistic and trans and not many people like that lol, I’m also extremely suicidal but I don’t want to harm myself so I’m trying to get well and maybe be healthier socially. If’s you’re lonely like me maybe we can help each other out :)",-1.0707371794871818,1.020111605769234,1.4101538461538468,97.30151282051285,96.40384615384615,4.311794871794873,14.625641025641027,6.079149491110277,-0.6778620512820512,373,8,86,4,15,126,65,104,0.175,0.61,0.214,-0.0566,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,23,17,12,1,5,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,11,7,9,15,2,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,3,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423991659571216,0.0,0.0,0.1311648014774459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450602229849745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990909898751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534391547721372,0.0,0.17138483457357795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692753759491134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993752821597348,0.0,0.0,0.1629064677704412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026141193515495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948300994459496,0.16628808509030069,0.4943331212862755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120571795251719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111425587189709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274182799493399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719527015043095,0.13897156540579544,0.12626874819231204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940861413797407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954933598441972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135717212921102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902254591449742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747150439866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bbbbbbdda,2020/02/11,"21f all alone Im so lonely. My phone never gets any notifications. I have no job and i dont go to school. I admit i desperately need some attention in my life. I desperately need to be loved, this more than anything. I cant function anymore, i really cant. I have no friends, no money and nothing to do. I cant leave my room because for what? I dont wanna go for walks by myself i dont want to do shit by myself. Everyone has someone why cant i",-1.2622091310751102,0.7811220206185574,2.439977908689251,89.90971649484537,96.83505154639177,5.245655375552285,19.299705449189986,6.868970318607317,0.4554159057437408,344,12,78,6,14,126,57,97,0.253,0.675,0.07200000000000001,-0.934,1,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,13,3,1,0,2,11,21,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,11,2,0,0,0,0,17,2,11,20,3,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840279557102995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083181606135066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621566229821534,0.0,0.0,0.146219522058039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831505774858023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247360918133187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978552380388845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727890273317506,0.0,0.09283301965128747,0.0,0.20196483177460955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919301685648197,0.0,0.17632483286713532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881426393912223,0.0,0.0,0.12550409027475146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603675475689855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635021841695665,0.13704153858395793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170493441020229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382948833074108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798265915298389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823909828438499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505518279302332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048031498591844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033297317165388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sd458,2020/02/11,I've reached out after 10 years Let me start off by saying she broke my heart 10 years ago but I can't let her go I can't every time I'm alone with my thoughts I go to her. Today I broke and tried to contact info left her a fb message....I'm so lost I can't take it anymore. Where do I go from here? Where can I get my heart back? I wear my heart on my sleeve and that'll never change especially for her. I try and date but every time I sleep with somone all can think about is her.....help me please,-1.015789835164835,0.8719486160714318,0.9396428571428572,103.67074175824177,89.625,3.803296703296703,13.97252747252747,4.713530739802397,-1.5157576923076923,383,6,101,1,13,125,71,112,0.12,0.84,0.04,-0.8518,0,1,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,10,5,5,0,2,13,20,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,22,0,12,15,1,20,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,11,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757605597179515,0.0,0.0,0.1607411187628956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539173903879565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933975806897194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418176135900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261526566425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108595989826929,0.0,0.2646124026502499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517407290682735,0.1040277574899219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862601428873514,0.3174064611373284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941989730153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970034739532275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036376232827502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234218256674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531278374644533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985185403102828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669161117687353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944634161078744,0.0,0.12321201944148735,0.18099755212223093,0.0,0.14711211613359768,0.0,0.0,0.21074217485158836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988832424892256 lonely,cardboard_monkey,2020/02/11,"Justifiably Invisible? I know that a great many people feel undervalued and unfairly disregarded by the world, but I've come to the conclusion that in my case, it was meant to be. I'm on the unusual/ugly side of the physical spectrum, my personality is honestly a bland mishmash of traits perfectly designed to fade me into the background of any social setting, and frankly, I'm pretty damned dumb. I've made several attempts throughout my life to change how I am, but it always results in an incredibly awkward aping of legitimately charismatic folk. There is no ""fake it til you make it"" transformation, just a moth pretending to be a butterfly for a few moments. I guess it's a little bit defeatist to acknowledge it, but I've exhausted so much of my time and energy trying to stand in the light, and each year I only find myself lonelier. I wish I could stop the nagging impulse to be more than myself. I wish I could just be comfortable with who I am, even if that happens to be a socially translucent creature.",10.598842105263161,8.11298875263158,10.813552631578947,59.836118421052646,58.84210526315789,14.55263157894737,44.80263157894736,13.023866798666859,5.8956842105263165,813,40,138,24,8,276,123,190,0.162,0.68,0.158,0.0459,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,6,10,3,1,15,0,12,2,0,4,1,32,24,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,2,17,4,24,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,2,6,97,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777723966084938,0.0,0.0,0.12077393686116612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389295588856545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787701260190268,0.1529864800305112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835979371327442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730297611797699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979978229710249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232297646281613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580437844213167,0.1956461744609116,0.0,0.15705089411712042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760419146653096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544397302582005,0.0,0.17800163125075866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804920087796602,0.11854922860816094,0.1800582960238261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055626919853489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507263151036455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312532178752013,0.15507327280904468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806828190058748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063719349442974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620812090076301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848136392929215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355985676942996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057858897544768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084619518712595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436843198365708 lonely,vcdice,2020/02/11,"I dont like anyone Everyone i know is so shallow, like the only things they talk about are memes and grades and thats it. I feel so lonely that i have no one to cry with or celebrate with. I dont even know my friends well: we just make jokes, reiterate the same memes for months and laugh a very shallow and unhappy laugh. I occassionally try to ask sensitive/personal questions but they just shut me out. When im in bed i imagine hugging someone and kissing their face, i sometimes cry after (either because im overwhelmed by feelings stirred from my imagination or i realise how pathetic i am that i find solace and 'love' merely from thinking about people showing me affection, i dont know), and then i fall asleep.",4.868273381294962,6.224535,5.536035971223022,80.12937769784178,69.50359712230215,8.437697841726619,32.605035971223025,8.841846274778883,2.750015251798561,571,26,107,10,10,185,94,139,0.13699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.182,0.7641,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,0,10,12,0,1,3,0,7,5,2,3,0,31,16,15,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,2,21,10,13,16,2,8,0,2,0,3,9,3,0,3,6,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835224600047703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448674988490673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446271039085803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404344869964942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448389701149521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235019569273746,0.0,0.0,0.14807175564523092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670574772169166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163143132606965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972238672262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33476867030788754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548733103711657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514121111527908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985823870642575,0.0,0.1034375865712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368829107672027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500549852494426,0.11785472735077653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743035851886354,0.13530585790727087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359164314961645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129784552761614,0.0,0.15326026655540262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455168056955583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029491189589016,0.09929267090328486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520826143046083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785894972385628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393284356243802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crunch217,2020/02/11,I dont even want to live anymore I just want to cut myself because I'm so lonely all I want is someone to love and love me back and just I've barely ever had any friends because this year i have freinds but I'm getting distinct from them and it feels like no one wants to even talk to me anymore and I just feel like I dont belong with everyone anymore and I just idk anymore I just dont want to live anymore.,1.2033333333333331,2.8020108333333336,2.8263888888888893,94.83625000000004,79.55555555555556,4.9444444444444455,25.69444444444445,5.148860815047168,0.40577777777777735,325,13,74,1,8,107,49,90,0.142,0.7040000000000001,0.154,0.7196,0,2,0,0,0,3,1.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,22,18,7,0,5,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,12,5,8,17,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423917767081099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6142530572073016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525214929317256,0.0,0.1510259746402228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355413694097712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636364020802982,0.11205193612142816,0.0,0.1183677724282943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526973968599875,0.17699250204134215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570543797771214,0.0,0.06471952082680038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103803482118287,0.0,0.21876760672400195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236038615100659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394083597482163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049587980639221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956594974494468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36532311808364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977137213700602 lonely,pkshu,2020/02/11,"How can I feel useful? Well, I've been a stay-at-home mom for 6 years now... I'm 27 and I wish I had a career at this point... I've been struggling with depression, going to therapy and taking care of myself. But when I start thinking about getting a job, going out of home and talking with people constantly... I feel afraid, I feel so anxious thinking about future and being alone out in the world... But I want to follow my path, find my purpose in life, I want to feel... Important? How can I get there when I can't even think about my future?? :(",1.7718918918918902,3.569873621621621,3.3029639639639647,91.1522837837838,78.54954954954955,5.881441441441443,21.009909909909908,6.742157984588678,0.3416407207207204,416,11,89,4,10,137,69,111,0.127,0.725,0.147,-0.3972,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,24,27,11,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,3,4,14,2,16,23,0,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335359918250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999777386283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804977311881602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913106172009584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247893006225344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169291380251062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35805438144320706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618056621204337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498568014132144,0.0,0.201224746920831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757930968766888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567870385049728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250441900263594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733981637115792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273292820123245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673541387216743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530541636437276,0.18869444789950254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507413864851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331073658585456,0.14229304155214173,0.0,0.0,0.20245354911738173,0.0,0.0,0.3403082820413838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290033990062998,0.0,0.0,0.20883821328314603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591746236504879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358010311828426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400394612053293 lonely,thisbeaverdances,2020/02/11,I (25M) need friends that live closer Hello all. I am pretty new to reddit but loneliness drove me here. I have one actual friend. I call him my best friend but does it really count when you have 1? Is there anyone that lives around central Kentucky looking for a gaming buddy? I play PS4 and switch but I am also down to play DnD. Bonus points if you are a parent or don't mind kids.,0.8449648382559793,3.1570413164556967,2.3219409282700454,94.04960618846698,85.20253164556964,5.030098452883263,15.106891701828413,6.42735559955562,-0.5007732770745429,300,5,64,3,9,97,64,79,0.04,0.6409999999999999,0.319,0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,10,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,7,5,9,2,7,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,2,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21039720097442072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241745606749673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507544687432988,0.0,0.0,0.19193217439877355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262618038980433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015453246442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867543562830624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997224923321634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807623892076016,0.0,0.1810520245880391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769733473592484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986672094366786,0.0,0.2082304973149531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609801577332807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394013595423596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381430519786986,0.0,0.0,0.21934552615024655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381206543200474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fancykattt,2020/02/11,"Im tired of being optimistic It seems like all the time, my friends (the few that actually care) keep trying to tell me the cliche ""things will get better"". Usually I'm an optimistic person and hope for the future, as the world goes on no matter what situation you're in, but i don't know what I'm doing anymore. Ive been optimistic for the future that all of my friends have experienced but i haven't, and I've been waiting for some kind of change for a long time now, but so far nothing has happened. I feel lonely and tired and sick all of the time and i just want it to end already",3.2369329660238755,4.400235595041323,4.4764738292011055,86.91450872359967,73.21487603305786,7.691827364554638,25.014692378328746,8.167268648758528,1.2905144168962348,461,14,100,7,9,152,77,121,0.11800000000000001,0.736,0.146,-0.1154,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,9,0,10,3,0,0,3,21,22,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,7,13,18,5,13,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,10,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17449558048448308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732446369692988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733433223809342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581454646138493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231165225076507,0.0,0.18916032127939947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837514053859453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041316675677227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763007808621145,0.0,0.09342235153676008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812364257334688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760154027080213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314859890937014,0.0,0.0,0.15893710704462408,0.0,0.18620610197166,0.09827088455545324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735894281915517,0.0,0.0,0.15824377521729735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157578458111486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613251296774014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278453363594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099317331618846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629034190608768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879533450712765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280169149265435,0.4110382108963709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140221048938132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969371289714376,0.0,0.10546847172571404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kawaii_paki,2020/02/11,"why do people never message me anymore I remember as a kid, so many of my friends would message me, etc. as we went into grade school, I realized how lonely I was becoming, friends going separate ways and realizing how fake some people can be. Now no one barely messages me, I’m an introvert so naturally it’d be better if someone extroverted would message me because I can barely initiate conversations.",5.422477477477479,7.623897283783787,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,69.4054054054054,10.33873873873874,38.009009009009006,10.504223727775694,5.011052252252252,325,19,48,10,6,114,56,74,0.1,0.7829999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.3182,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,13,12,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,3,4,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956089925548814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110494910262034,0.2556458383364613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472073631624568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815569844614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35767386336978885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155251864530862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346792147412529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852771100136014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685338122895404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209510971717271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622159356425277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426495422284185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612792956924285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373399944263796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145795491198968,0.2088700914638488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32886625182685997,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-m00nlight-,2020/02/11,"anxious and lonely night :( it’s super late and i can’t sleep no matter what i’ve tried, feel free to message me i’m lonely asf",-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.347457142857143,100,2,22,0,4,34,24,28,0.332,0.44,0.228,-0.4215,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979352281544162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228623432552451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971983608645417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136249683468256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410799818110359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992482408985351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SassyHeichou,2020/02/11,"Any advice for pulling yourself out of lonely depression? Hey all, A couple months ago I moved out of home for my own mental health, but the loneliness is devastating. I have people I love and I spend time with them but when I'm alone the feelings of loneliness and anxiety hit really hard. I struggle with pulling myself out of it and would appreciate any advice to feel comfortable being alone again.",4.477876447876447,7.144611729729732,4.957181467181467,78.350945945946,73.5945945945946,8.552895752895754,26.787644787644787,9.23628265651192,2.6572725868725877,324,12,55,8,7,103,53,74,0.306,0.5529999999999999,0.141,-0.9202,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,9,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,2,12,6,2,11,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40158956590907,0.1821475316430303,0.0,0.0,0.4256350832183051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794698223222914,0.0,0.15719328555817536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736209532479315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769814783441664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077959024553517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407164938364587,0.0,0.0,0.2184179211700104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611535468558698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854556667534085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707768154750303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401389509396785,0.21839501087848426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245545312846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163712967236008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481456256227374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981829657645515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459686267954709,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,King_corinthian,2020/02/11,"Hi people, i need somebody to talk at lonely nights Sorry for the bad english, but i need some people to talk at nights like this, i am a very self-destructive person and today i make a great mistake that makes me feel so fucking alone, sad abd anxious, i am making my life go well (i finally can say that depression wont take down) but i just need talk with people, every subjet is good (but i dont want to talk about that mistakes) so please, anybody, just talk......",4.60290322580645,5.114276978494626,5.1732795698924745,85.57991935483875,69.53763440860214,7.490322580645162,26.252688172043012,7.1686216300943375,1.1686430107526875,361,10,73,3,6,116,65,93,0.228,0.599,0.17300000000000001,-0.4707,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,0,18,17,6,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,2,10,4,9,16,1,8,0,3,0,1,8,3,1,1,5,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431298029829436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612260734255726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538822994621435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190283654979558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196516337684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643643585198815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698762572723431,0.0,0.0,0.15138741225196495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776035424870796,0.0,0.0,0.07854020458415971,0.11591259208814525,0.0,0.15236202998584658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976122113906272,0.06751578539321497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27674153051690503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741266097475783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937593835101463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874239705893717,0.1206677747950252,0.0,0.15169815866124045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989933209081007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416899522721774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469956677422886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390650162230644,0.5553851981637467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130994037870702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140265114122429,0.08151182320881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425516938067785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Icamefromgodstrash,2020/02/11,"I keep daydreaming I want to hear thoughts about this This is kinda long and disorganized. I keep daydreaming about meeting my Discord friends from Australia and the US, who I’ve known since May of last year, in real life, They feel like friends I wish I had, but will never meet. In real life, I’m the “afterthought” of my friend group, They mostly just remember me when they see me. But on Discord, I feel like I’m really part of something. I daydream about meeting them in Australia or Japan or here in Manila, where we’d go to my old family vacation house near Taal to have some fun. I’d think about the little details, like how we’d buy beer or carry our stuff on a Kia Stinger or a ‘97 Honda Accord with a luggage rack on the roof or an old Mercedes Benz I found in one of my dad’s lots. I thought about getting that Benz fixed up and pick them up from the airport with it. Sometimes, I daydream about dating one of them. There are two of them on my Discord. They’re the only female friends I have. I literally do not have any female friends in real life because I study in an all-boys’ school (which weirdly enough right next to an all girl’s school). I’ve never had a girlfriend, so I thought about how I’d hug her and cherish the warmth. I’ve never had a warm hug. At some point, I considered trying to convince my mom to let me go to college in Australia just so I can be able to see them. On discord, I try to make sure that we are all happy and no one is fighting so everyone stays friends for as long as possible. The hope of meeting them one day sparks joy in my heart and sometime motivates me to continue moving on despite the pain, frustration, sleepiness. One of them called me a great friend. I was so touched by it because thats the first time I’ve ever been called that. I read that message she sent whenever I felt like theres no point in moving forward with my life. I love her (as a friend) a lot. Am I delusional? Am I crazy? Is there something wrong with me? Is this worth pursuing? I wanna hear what you guys think.",3.9034499457293137,4.858011803874091,4.449852216748769,88.52479418886196,71.39709443099274,7.439893128496284,28.527093596059114,7.6298220110432995,1.5182651582199218,1597,59,339,18,29,507,204,413,0.087,0.695,0.217,0.9964,0,0,3,0,2,1,45.0,5,1,10,2,22,29,2,0,21,0,24,10,1,5,7,61,50,23,0,4,10,2,5,4,9,2,5,2,0,2,14,11,1,2,13,2,2,6,6,5,0,7,11,9,57,24,57,33,9,50,0,0,2,3,46,26,0,13,23,221,71,5,0.0751254361898502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051087872770075315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159153722448776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342293975429058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844969137018289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762465787905748,0.0,0.0,0.0679552580461107,0.0,0.0717855737092419,0.0,0.0,0.07082157524718986,0.0,0.07597135560876073,0.1073392532496018,0.07213219998387592,0.0,0.0,0.06390165764523971,0.0,0.0823711631607518,0.4643338051486105,0.0,0.03924993972116473,0.0,0.08539103330609649,0.0,0.0,0.08282605861539781,0.0,0.07438599303220407,0.0,0.07997242377590515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934365307270974,0.0890240035998449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461650916881582,0.0,0.08668466682894775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335498789816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123725735312755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682084840814879,0.21225326921595147,0.14680997356001388,0.07529542322246376,0.0,0.13296729393681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773791867517875,0.0678036392541972,0.0,0.05014681201529743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798600289652862,0.0,0.15969289902810765,0.0,0.0,0.17382410317754066,0.0,0.07989675366739721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766301564528545,0.0,0.2545346991190638,0.05713627950418824,0.07993876084308248,0.0,0.0,0.08135352647329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203563977265668,0.08469264149984827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514576619980884,0.2565275803054063,0.04812727811995338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510247437455214,0.06415671202772252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206190435949693,0.11973049224059665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062144537141080876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567046215136326,0.1486019546883824,0.0,0.0,0.08007371922103232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600065083424391,0.0,0.0,0.07080483453591609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627469215659057,0.0,0.17892361422626174,0.04380624598505596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201047961952472,0.0,0.07338663500466099,0.0,0.09036664978540432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443109286977086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639054406499723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821378710850525,0.0,0.04837831782208635 lonely,xJackOfAllTradersx,2020/02/11,"Feeling sad, just want someone close in my life I just wish I had someone close to me again. I lost my best friend that I confided in. She was literally everything to me and now I really have no one to turn to. I just want to have someone care about me again and be close with me.",1.7932203389830477,3.3176920508474623,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,77.64406779661016,7.431864406779661,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.12202779661017,217,7,51,4,5,72,35,59,0.115,0.63,0.255,0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,12,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,13,3,9,8,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566521265620052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493466712383628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979603874916687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365760437468452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894754975333575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274096652365686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696768429732165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572115040508748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566723107597497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216483035327097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601260205754196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884973288403053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812335684706743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinkpassion7,2020/02/11,"Sad about valentines day already have plans that I’ll likely cry on that day and stay in wish i had someone that i could give all my attention too but life says nah",5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,67.82352941176471,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.2732823529411768,132,4,29,1,2,40,29,34,0.165,0.7809999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456607418545087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500913065572956,0.0,0.3440720779836429,0.404019138034088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004819289337768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212459472092769,0.15302997112853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24909569693892705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654015634199097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33386502683456565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602028429939235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nemesisxn,2020/02/11,"Single for the first time in 3 years, never felt so alone I miss her so much. I know know she's not the right one for me, because of why she broke up with me and all the problems she has as a person. But, God, I miss having someone to talk to, someone to hug. This sadness is slowly consuming me, I can feel my depression coming back. I hate her for this, for leaving me alone because of my mental issues when I was actually better a week before she decided to break up with me.",2.312954545454545,3.72411295959596,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,75.96969696969697,6.566161616161617,23.48611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8406656565656565,369,11,78,4,8,125,66,99,0.226,0.701,0.07400000000000001,-0.9402,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,14,13,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,2,2,19,2,16,11,3,13,0,5,0,1,8,4,0,0,7,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18658889366622372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960622703008812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470251541165256,0.0,0.2331140804889829,0.0,0.16270171679649092,0.0,0.0,0.16910564266842895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470652600995425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646849352365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667919789811584,0.0,0.18358717390751492,0.0,0.0,0.16263921990064786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877575215886486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956876620048566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101629803791364,0.0,0.0,0.2024589161197672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269007634946692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055797312430798,0.0,0.1474693958523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956573093046989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669531845969507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829577498265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328837122672987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240154385123052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536836618872809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149340934688774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337344263889666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253313800437306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313001196888153 lonely,AJC-stomp,2020/02/11,Will I ever find the one I been looking for someone who would care about me have the same interest as me love me and would cuddle with me I wish I had someone but I’m alone and probably never find that one person. Idk it late and I’m crying and typing in my lonely life.,0.009926108374383348,2.2215632931034506,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,88.48275862068968,4.693596059113301,16.9064039408867,6.1826913282559595,-0.2977320197044335,213,5,46,2,7,72,41,58,0.18,0.687,0.133,-0.6059,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,14,12,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,9,3,5,7,1,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420785312976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071564989684544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779296648627615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581843151229925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957173493186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441987168115094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290613065225567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178856467262094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953815300145499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696261737471338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933847180044826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890218680169841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334019085540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36684537405976986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489411610330885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075621698348322,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MaybeAdam4,2020/02/11,One of the Worst feelings You know when you see a cute girl in public and like kinda just like instantly fall in love but you know that you’re never gonna see them again or that even if you did you wouldn’t have a chance?,7.84,4.5258463333333365,7.044999999999997,87.30000000000004,64.83333333333334,10.433333333333334,28.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.151966666666667,176,2,43,1,2,54,37,48,0.051,0.738,0.21100000000000002,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,6,4,3,7,1,6,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,3,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507423110732915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761342063422048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407837430355644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625513998283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348860261869994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28617570683490096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514322678023813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913557030404489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShadowfatherUSMC,2020/02/11,"30m worried about the future I still live with my parents. I pull my own weight with rent but I'm ashamed that I haven't moved out. I work as an order selector for a warehouse distribution center. It is a good job, though modest. I'm not very good at it and it does not match me as a person. I feel like a job that would better match my attributes, I would need formal education for. I no longer have any friends. My last social circle I decided to leave because I felt I needed to move on for a number of reasons, and it was better to be alone. I still feel like it was the right decision, but I keep feeling the dull ache of loneliness. I have meaningful conversations with my mom, and i generally prefer not to interact with my dad. I dont like my dad. He talks my ear off about depressing stuff and I'm stuck saying ""yeah, yeah, that's crazy, oh wow"". It's hard meeting new people. I met a girl on the bus and I've seen her and chatted with her a bit. I asked her out and she said no. But she seemed to have some admiration for me asking her and how I took the rejection. I hope I see her again. Idk where I'm going with this I'm just talking.",0.11894834740305882,2.352873468879668,2.2908685076548885,93.43983402489629,88.1701244813278,5.481814279582201,18.68378881098869,6.953978226594392,0.1764398626412933,890,25,201,13,29,299,137,241,0.162,0.66,0.17800000000000002,0.7964,4,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,0,1,13,2,11,2,1,3,0,43,34,15,0,6,7,4,6,3,1,2,0,3,1,2,11,16,1,1,10,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,8,11,37,11,27,23,3,21,0,3,2,0,27,9,0,3,9,124,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891170831072746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464276944573222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327222744245803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587477172286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201643419839995,0.13588723849660647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720443690964668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892312177429156,0.0,0.14587601926778893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888048646949738,0.177840477057501,0.11950916806277626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616396486093956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073825110500986,0.20879635057679735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149922414383599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123625190088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703133102547165,0.1106332188367284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145834568132292,0.0,0.13179404703159572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242689610947727,0.0,0.10990786359818966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577586722273347,0.0,0.2645803886842241,0.0,0.18458345947384566,0.0,0.12021234105344855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382074107926494,0.0,0.0,0.08629070555986539,0.108680992097324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797422911801426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062953200067396,0.11839793632915567,0.09898225489573652,0.0,0.0,0.0991851872161041,0.11331134225265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687984299913674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880122477836887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248652108704926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008594485192527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228955549717015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382889546107035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269945233290494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151568959954333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061446609495173,0.12640368597478852,0.0,0.17683753789932813,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EpicNikiCH47,2020/02/11,"I got tricked by my crush's little sister First time I feel like posting here so I'll keep it short. This summer my crush finally went to the same beach as me and I saw my opportunity to know her better since I've always been really timid. All summer we had a great time, I made her laugh and stay well and she got more and more along with me with the passing of time. Finally after 3 months of going daily to the beach with her I receive a message from her saying:""I love you"", I immediately build my expectations and get hyped up but when I reply to her with a long message stating how much I love her she replies that she doesn't love me and that she sees me as a friend...... My heart was crushed but 15 days later I discover thanks to my best friend (and my only one in that moment) that her sister saw that I liked her so she tricked me into thinking that she loved me just to see what happens...... I hope there aren't too many errors since I'm Italian",2.63381345177665,4.151540766497462,3.707306472081221,90.41293940355331,75.34517766497461,6.346319796954316,22.464784263959388,6.9077264865688965,0.4657312182741116,749,20,164,7,16,242,116,197,0.045,0.7020000000000001,0.253,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,4,9,19,2,1,7,0,5,5,1,2,1,27,27,15,0,2,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,1,3,2,0,4,2,3,1,2,9,5,40,16,21,18,6,27,0,0,4,4,27,5,0,1,17,108,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328962941753487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428834501255569,0.12041565449371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780697678708613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884269919753606,0.09726723795222564,0.0,0.2982964025487491,0.0,0.11581108590848607,0.0,0.0,0.2103818749774087,0.0,0.0711339628493867,0.0,0.07737849578901672,0.0,0.21778688119749354,0.15010840318136412,0.0,0.0,0.12039903868183277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134114370015948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135229965418351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101842955058395,0.0,0.0,0.07482574925758939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303428335593342,0.1364603837938492,0.0,0.12049051048586258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915311045087288,0.1288306083878047,0.0,0.13803707307639124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867547541363427,0.0,0.10008761423330624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922603293642868,0.10354996752801364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039627765379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722265659890482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699152782109413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252531967024789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512024754039826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535075503161908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724090309252368,0.0,0.0,0.2381745217910564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241727853387165,0.12621455604928594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enigma_588,2020/02/11,"Sometime Sometime I feel so lonely and depressed that it eats me from the inside out. I have tried to put myself out there more and tried to find something worthwhile to grab onto to keep me going just a little longer. I feel like people don’t really like me or wants to be my friend and no, I’m not just saying that but because I see it in their faces every time to I’ve tried to talk to them. I feel like there’s truly something wrong with me at this point. Even the people that Ive managed to get close to always leave my life. I’m not asking for an abundance of friends but just simply one person to lean on is enough.",4.5205384615384645,4.631414861538462,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,69.61538461538461,6.8076923076923075,23.94230769230769,5.148860815047168,0.3473846153846152,492,10,105,1,8,156,86,130,0.085,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.7535,0,2,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,21,16,7,0,1,8,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,6,15,5,21,15,2,12,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,1,4,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264200457429587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902695988182402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717494029777952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729971794053605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631163675630834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471328517054834,0.0,0.105288892460896,0.0,0.13430991624222416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418076659482769,0.2277652683254575,0.0,0.0,0.1456979778205882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463197537724773,0.0,0.08328521749225308,0.0,0.09059645481380922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169105476426005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879231872586373,0.0,0.0,0.11259609451425474,0.23363922336263734,0.15977083643449852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080204348136887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210298356260152,0.13919078342845606,0.0,0.0,0.15069410595474395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602512176770055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021222160850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676933968467088,0.0,0.0,0.12702924077785946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544342401909405,0.31532140441281165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812783026503158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295333318479446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32468705844992257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402422933868562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742899608577091,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hank_Skill,2020/02/11,"What's up with the school shooter /serial killer / unibomber comments People think they know what a psychopath looks like, and it always happens to be the truly lonely guys. They think they see through the cracks. What is it? Do they see our resentment for other people? Is it that we're unhindered from the rules in a way that makes us dangerous? Maybe our silence and lack of precedent in their local society creates the perfect blank slate for them to project what they fear and loathe within themselves, and things we're all capable of: violence, degeneracy, and cruelty Maybe they're only cruelly ostracizing an easy target to raise their social standing. They might appear as a ""protector"" who can see the ""wolves"" in sheep's clothing. Yeah, I'm a cynical cunt.",6.6321897810219,8.520329335766426,6.1179635036496345,75.60103284671536,65.86131386861314,9.275620437956203,33.408029197080296,9.642632912329526,3.421041459854015,617,27,100,13,10,190,95,137,0.23800000000000002,0.648,0.113,-0.971,0,2,0,1,0,0,20.0,3,0,9,1,0,8,4,1,11,1,6,0,0,1,2,15,17,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,12,2,16,15,2,10,0,1,4,0,16,6,1,2,2,64,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663662406930356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498828114464625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979722056808527,0.17680643454776468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988189011674956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768066909129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167899388983327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334616179451084,0.0,0.4017335548478189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210492712121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520635111094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772266820915161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023501292309661,0.4779792942845412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381382717134214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283136660206593,0.2562271790770309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050340996671854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870320276747124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,istolemyaccountname,2020/02/11,"Asked a girl out for Valentine’s Day She said no, maybe cause it’s a bit of a drive and she thinks I’m just being nice to her. Or more likely she just doesn’t like me, that’s okay though. This is probably like the 3rd time I’ve asked her out in the past 2 years. But hey if you don’t shoot your shot it’ll never happen anyway.",-0.5745945945945934,1.2622198513513538,1.0931756756756776,103.70030405405407,86.97297297297297,4.2405405405405405,11.952702702702705,5.148860815047168,-1.677048648648649,255,2,67,1,8,82,59,74,0.065,0.797,0.138,0.6249,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,6,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703460285447841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746364657823493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584196268784608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223426614305592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224521376272832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686959759094806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527240828680422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401723739591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401408226015204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712223503238074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392895105464593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118837487358526,0.2471547122114488,0.0,0.14668564378598886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199527111811354 lonely,Webejj2,2020/02/11,"I want to run away from my loneliness. I was homeschooled, so I've never had friends or really even known anyone my age. I don't even know how to socialize. And I want to run away from it, go to a different country, be free! I know it won't help nor would I be able to afford it and it is just an unrealistic dream. I just want to know if anyone else feels this way.",0.3204113924050631,2.1918509620253204,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,83.68354430379749,6.481645569620253,18.735759493670887,7.645422480735847,0.3353405063291137,282,7,68,5,8,97,50,79,0.099,0.778,0.12300000000000001,-0.1788,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,16,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,10,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,46,14,0,0.21455073548669307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000377256107409,0.2198325829390156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40315495713615707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415985378732275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922960895006726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834174746255652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848329839037184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576136602090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219341273007272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380883546132608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353734419711048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547475384062962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744669503834026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870745581745554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37964274782378815,0.17030038731462402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241068672841934,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway99991817171,2020/02/11,"19F. I always play video games alone and I’d like to have a group of friends to game with. I have one friend (total, sadly) and she isn’t Into video games, so I’m looking to have a group of friends to play video games with. I never had a group to game with and I’ve been having some bad nights lately. I’d love to have female friends who play video games as well. It gets lonely at night time so I thought I’d ask here :) I’ve been playing rocket league and fortnite lately but I’m open to other kinds of games that I might have. I play on Xbox one.",0.15227509778357273,2.216668347457631,1.25,102.26768578878747,85.86440677966101,3.630769230769231,15.009126466753585,3.1291,-1.4422537157757491,427,7,103,0,13,133,64,118,0.047,0.733,0.22,0.9354,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,2,15,18,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,17,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,1,7,13,17,13,2,10,0,2,1,1,18,4,0,2,7,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924753445613487,0.0,0.0,0.15204146938169055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708227950160942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256737288446395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646901586190457,0.0,0.09546603947924433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027950795167034,0.0,0.0,0.4122425189735184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926998889293579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534426077248117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649160469509518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384187950792525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092844315412792,0.0,0.0,0.3429492377351029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476377778673138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145062887916426,0.1065481587578535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429132129473364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PrincessSmiddiana,2020/02/11,"I am friendly with people, I buy them gifts, listen to them talk and occasionally contribute, but I don’t move past outer circle. Why? I have tried multiple times to make close friends with the methods above. I even have most ask for my name, and state “well, Smiddi’s my friend too” and the others agree that I’m one of them; but it ends there. I never hear from them beyond our original meeting (usually a common class), and they talk about hanging out together elsewhere. This is true even if they have my phone number; how do I get into this inner circle of friendship?",7.098287461773701,6.84515260550459,6.8674770642201866,78.18298929663611,64.22935779816514,9.468501529051991,30.093272171253822,8.841846274778883,2.2544850152905203,450,13,84,6,6,142,81,109,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,6,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,2,19,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,17,5,12,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,2,7,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617201697279794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533003161200188,0.0,0.0,0.29132478231735714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511158254477435,0.0,0.11522130819827743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856085615325685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472099402807492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343955795436821,0.0,0.0,0.17009147620600265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494413556948167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052720656085305,0.15289235940368762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451804448051044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285967062754996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497299230928165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288998574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982889524742288,0.0,0.1990000431479131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xolotl_Khan,2020/02/11,"My Long War I don’t know how I should explain this situation of mine, I found my person I love her so much and would do anything for her, she’s my everything and she feels the same... The problem is it’s almost like we found each other too early, her parents are abusive religious fanatics and recently had a freak out when the discovered our feelings for each other, we’re no longer able to be in contact of any sort and I’m Afraid of what will happen to her, yet we’re powerless to do anything. We’re forced to wait until we are 18 and free. (One year away) I know I’ll endure and keep loving her. I’m just lonely with out her, and I need someone to talk too when I’m not at school, my friends are wonderful people and keep me company but my family doesn’t socialize much at all. I just need someway to fill the gap until we’re reunited.",3.1548938992042466,4.325327442528739,4.6173563218390825,85.79789124668439,73.42528735632183,8.112466843501327,26.028293545534925,8.617729084823388,1.7062410256410259,661,22,140,12,13,221,106,174,0.096,0.826,0.078,-0.2724,2,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,9,10,1,1,5,0,13,2,0,1,1,40,32,15,1,5,4,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,15,0,3,8,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,25,6,20,25,6,16,0,1,0,2,20,6,0,3,10,95,30,1,0.15619599562044198,0.18506671345200687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564077271490514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062186332108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570719912685602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675127954316491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037888928771491,0.0,0.14724768358333215,0.0,0.1579547771004921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425216941913947,0.12067663875543375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812360308195964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776683553598702,0.0,0.0,0.1716824686296272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630947369565899,0.0,0.0,0.13822854092275413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819459686925442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296440578452473,0.2316347032005673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584244901655084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343716858665958,0.0,0.0,0.10828663645324688,0.13638431861536265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945847307878396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422470204987004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580786864741092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557084343305054,0.0,0.15922214730948825,0.1323443602140363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554442468055446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938789437528412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109571538067146,0.0,0.0,0.1005851000926883 lonely,Helpmeplease2222222,2020/02/11,"What if I’m part of some secret government experiment to test the effects of social isolation? Think about it. Every time I’m at a social event or activity, everybody stays away from me. I’ve noticed this every time. What if I’m part of some new MK Ultra experiment? What if the government wants to know how social isolation can effect someone at birth. That must be the reason right? I mean why is it that nobody every comes to me to say hi. Why is it that I never get at least a smile from someone? Something feels off. I go to these social events and everyone has found their own groups and friends. Why is it that I have to be the loner? Why me? Did I seriously lose the lottery or something? I don’t understand what’s wrong with me? Should I just die and end the experiment? Maybe that’ll give them the idea? That’ll show them what happens. I mean what else can I really do? Someone help me find a way out :(",1.1572876304023865,3.647573901639349,2.936058122205665,88.82811102831594,85.93989071038251,6.168802781917536,20.340039741679085,7.520522993642371,0.8229038251366116,716,22,147,13,22,237,103,183,0.124,0.8290000000000001,0.046,-0.9245,0,2,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,3,4,0,0,10,0,16,0,0,4,2,32,32,9,1,6,6,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,0,13,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,17,1,19,24,6,19,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,7,8,95,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941617501986293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114979393522396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098187108780173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839440942854991,0.0,0.0937202104341053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674597567634964,0.10111025787323512,0.0,0.3105205590224032,0.0,0.0,0.053502973924077636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671250591939293,0.0,0.0,0.11602010150724328,0.08175199478100739,0.0,0.055283691717643454,0.10150687874077424,0.06013680013627772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357138378020873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092520680973485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945165355085464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058152863819169676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837932236882318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630485461177476,0.23052595044576835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161064026620833,0.10219627167646077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047047210286944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917351260376925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677874571450128,0.10879489553169328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036497672493722,0.0,0.08414791130284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431458094627448,0.2689687637250293,0.16292229276890088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127841428432474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780163790322936,0.0,0.0,0.1234025333821952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101565919767237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241211424143073,0.0839905987091864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819243926047161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156915087174262,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpredditForMe,2020/02/11,"Welcome to the worst month February is the absolute worst. Valentine’s Day is a nice little reminder that I’m alone, no one wants to be with me and that isn’t going to change anytime in the foreseeable future. Valentine’s Day is more like a lonely, single Groundhog’s Day.",4.745943396226417,6.373122415094342,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.1320754716981,7.564150943396226,30.23113207547169,8.07648339933343,2.2319094339622643,220,9,39,3,4,70,38,53,0.24600000000000002,0.615,0.139,-0.764,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462847827252309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536969631492411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6468824342008364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900182709177764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334605783114836,0.33510558602722196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668742228534929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265635701669293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972077331285398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway204738274,2020/02/11,"Where can I start to improve myself? I'm a male about to be 17 next month and I've never dated anyone before. I live in a small county with not too many people and there is many people at my school I've taken interest in. The only time I did like a girl, I tried to ask her out which took a lot of courage but she did not like me the same way. It hit me hard at first because I thought about her everyday for months but now I'm alright thankfully. We are still good friends at least. Anyways, my loneliness is getting in the way of my grades. Everyday I get home I'm tired from the school work and want to relax, knowing I have homework to so. I play video games when I get home so I can distract myself and forget I'm lonely and relationships exist. It helps, but even when I do try to do my homework, I have no motivation to even do it from thinking about how lonely I am and I zone out and get distracted easily. This also causes stress from knowing I have homework to do and not doing it, which also makes my acne bad and lowers my self-esteem a bit. I also get anxiety in classes and bite my nails a lot and I cant stop the habit. I also do it when my hands are not doing anything. I just don't know where I can start with improving myself. I also have a lot on my mind that is going to happen eventually like learning to drive, getting a job, and thinking about what I want to do for a living and I dont even know. I've thought about how a pet could help me cope but my parents do not want a pet at all. We only had a pet when I was to young to remember anything. I dont think a psychiatrist is for me, it causes me stress and anxiety just thinking about it. Anything you say will help, thank you for reading.",1.9860957642725623,3.447435049723758,3.817104972375692,89.18788581952118,76.95580110497237,6.4841252302025785,23.116390423572746,7.1686216300943375,0.7398118600368321,1336,40,292,15,30,451,165,362,0.11699999999999999,0.71,0.17300000000000001,0.9625,3,4,0,0,1,0,30.0,2,2,0,3,31,19,0,4,18,1,34,2,1,6,2,62,68,31,0,4,11,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,8,2,12,20,0,1,13,5,0,3,11,7,0,1,8,3,50,12,41,56,7,38,0,2,0,0,18,14,0,3,22,212,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391108583440306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975815713231187,0.0,0.0,0.05930081380475227,0.0,0.2093731161986768,0.0,0.07928548685156821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081243715553186,0.05169911845072273,0.0,0.07216668603761378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259007018350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742455527259417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771352982547181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879233711019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804773657285133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213896540903386,0.0,0.0,0.06552365295009678,0.0,0.2658569572236465,0.0,0.04819922537932033,0.07113423220550819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499681069921853,0.0,0.07597270430322375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053817398084686,0.0,0.17014180017744165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416039846797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643645709923365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243009961863168,0.0,0.1497767842935421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630615627896368,0.0,0.0,0.05661103750122123,0.17196715775017882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563347554856318,0.0,0.13538835768916688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541035829355127,0.0,0.0901959254500783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900297872196345,0.0,0.0,0.09417097592642394,0.0,0.0,0.11759253587557128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483250714118498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910537245590965,0.09607269484638074,0.0,0.0,0.06744396331188138,0.0,0.17166359782904214,0.0,0.0,0.08847486367597636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005728116477005,0.0,0.0677290213505073,0.07090458673009861,0.19429812079131573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616249014999767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737015730661707,0.0,0.13465862903677106,0.04945313439847819,0.09747610917336874,0.0,0.0,0.09422653778727412,0.1151602435962793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006862123885562,0.1346357567331218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174236718764507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Plumage25,2020/02/11,"“How to sell drugs online (fast)” Before you panic I’m talking about the Netflix series. I started watching it today just out of nowhere and started crying because Im living what the kid is going through. Getting left without being told why and then me being lost in who I am and what I have to do to be happy and make everyone else happy. It’s not a perfect comparison, my version is that I’m lost in my mind, I keep trying to figure out why I’m so alone and that only pushes me to be more alone I feel like no matter what I do I’m never going to be the person people want me to be and that fucks with me so much. Everyone keeps telling me to let time take care of my problems but I don’t want to because I’m scared I’ll stay trapped in my mind alone.",3.1484302653867857,3.7249848819875813,4.849858836815361,86.36045736871826,72.85093167701864,6.5998870694522855,26.43760587238848,6.1124844417494595,0.9245602484472052,590,19,125,3,11,201,94,161,0.171,0.745,0.085,-0.9364,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,11,1,2,4,0,14,2,0,2,2,27,36,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,2,1,1,3,5,6,0,0,3,2,17,5,20,26,3,17,0,2,1,1,7,6,1,0,8,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885615231283156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246619697561636,0.0,0.10641361495337516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750312995286706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736836296813387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450254887086929,0.0,0.10446840782435388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899311558305636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323217198746328,0.08934017391289005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156124413124659,0.06533670273642073,0.0,0.14214464019846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662492995646479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508215521562894,0.0,0.0,0.22231139220843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587392667032708,0.12787843680932698,0.0,0.06109614224490185,0.0,0.11042691529759707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730272289188703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347598424605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525422239672897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193069578599282,0.0,0.0964510505274468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511087497077607,0.0,0.14672650525423134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669822269192118,0.10919424976419699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966189371643733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520307193364785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770308433389631,0.13329326941419714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940266985907644,0.1005154361164708,0.10930463044139456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292127560595378,0.0,0.11853865469195525,0.11949655779152815,0.0,0.08490495055851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752277312343395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256875376092021,0.0,0.0,0.12054971368073003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Axxygen,2020/02/11,It’s so much easier to be open and honest with strangers than it is with friends and family And that’s why this subreddit is so helpful,4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.14285714285714,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.7058000000000013,110,4,23,3,2,36,21,28,0.0,0.627,0.373,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197725442950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42597888154480135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695645635446143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40531257716159824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975160729479566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HighFireRX,2020/02/11,"Bored I’m a white skinny 19 yr old male, looking for a cute gf, I’m not interesting or cool, I don’t enjoy life, i like games, but ya I just want meaning, I’m a open book, so just pm me. Please... I’m so lonely it’s unbearable.",-1.6985897435897428,0.007868884615385595,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,90.92307692307692,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.5138179487179486,170,4,45,2,6,62,39,52,0.187,0.662,0.151,-0.4062,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,8,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729578430350946,0.2125483679726121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653408749550241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739079439752018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565223445305913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775652961764599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660969346060697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Willduns1,2020/02/11,"Hoping for a Change I just found this sub earlier today, and after spending most of my evening reading posts, I find that I can relate to so many people things that people post on here. I feel like I am lonely every single day even though I am surrounded by so many people at college and work. I have a few people that I talk to every time I am at work but outside of work, I never hear anything from anyone unless it's for a shift that needs to be picked up. I talk to many of my coworkers like we have been the best-est of friends for our entire lives but after we clock out and leave, it feels like I don't exist. I just really hoping that things change for me in the near future and I am truly grateful to know that there are people in this world who are in the same boat as I am. Kinda makes things a little better.",6.9406578947368445,4.890225836257311,7.237478070175438,81.24463815789474,65.49122807017544,9.485672514619884,27.80774853801169,7.1686216300943375,1.3851573099415204,642,11,136,4,8,210,101,171,0.018000000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.174,0.9811,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,4,9,8,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,2,1,26,22,11,0,3,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,21,7,28,19,4,22,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,4,11,103,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341612961508314,0.0,0.0981723177034661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251961823635206,0.10550963198445956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524035189119646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693751983847967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759077462957113,0.0,0.20102788856769405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064158746947985,0.17045342690090404,0.0,0.0,0.10903646457880678,0.0,0.0,0.13080440392029408,0.09216955344550402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344578293415148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369802156464056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556321352338787,0.0,0.0,0.126319650809365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748493375369298,0.11956821507206147,0.105342564885334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963252675408927,0.3628491870530652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845816131714569,0.09201018629438512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135320236354362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285095459596344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933056154272305,0.0,0.07642553152371019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177487340909868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377694242940716,0.0,0.11720995216370934,0.0,0.06956378511832491,0.0,0.11308081811082905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055170107904585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hyperaids420,2020/02/11,"I’m so fucking lonely I only have a small group of friends maybe 3 or 4 tops I’ve been sick for maybe a week only one has texted me I’m a guy and I just sit in my upstairs room playing mc alone some times with my cousin I really want to cry my other friend that is actually texting me class me but hangs up half way to talk to one of her other friends I’m so fucking bored ive been sick for so long I can’t even be at school until Thursday I’ve been sad and depressed so long I’m 14 and I’ve always been the “chill friend” so I can’t really go ask someone if they want to hang out unless guess what I’ll look lonely and I’m the funny. Kid btw can confirm the memes about being sad at home are true. In all my friendships I’m either the third wheel this sucks so so bad I’ve been alone so long",-0.3002558071155548,1.5560044022346418,1.7959423698912111,98.96648632755071,85.98324022346371,4.438812114084093,16.68362246398118,5.399115186594226,-0.8468391061452518,624,13,154,3,19,208,107,179,0.217,0.636,0.147,-0.9539,0,6,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,11,16,3,0,7,0,15,4,0,0,2,18,30,17,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,2,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,10,0,4,5,1,15,6,18,23,3,21,0,5,1,2,12,9,3,4,7,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.13889919649811516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948338994196528,0.0,0.0,0.11843477755238042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306474747239805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884443726310465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634917908771342,0.0,0.0,0.12259360527971938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401144529867278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43987310563389576,0.2631742841067948,0.0,0.0,0.08089270821369249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679891710273333,0.14093480770914252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277440029784394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778880788983451,0.11952621338671238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859908597172515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290082669256955,0.2165055607082481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236790048533888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405141598038246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206006509231222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440411447648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299714237451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790667062067574,0.11297952299887858,0.11417318323780187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gabrielsilvertongue,2020/02/11,The paradox Why is it that even when your surrounded by loving friends and coworkers and hundreds of people thank you each day all it takes is a single negitive comment to make you feel so insignificant and alone in the world.,9.704285714285714,8.549625142857145,8.895238095238096,68.6914285714286,59.47619047619048,12.20952380952381,40.04761904761904,11.20814326018867,4.458104761904762,184,8,32,4,2,58,36,42,0.132,0.6829999999999999,0.185,0.5747,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,7,3,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39877800908040345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483143952496289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431062751447664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468422492257367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974754966406121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34750726374062396,0.0,0.2570124792773969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693336250236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28949685518948737,0.0,0.0,0.35448660310029795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474323430076309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,missbitch2007,2020/02/11,"22 F - Las Vegas - Looking for friends Hi all. I moved to Vegas about two years ago and haven’t been able to make a solid group of friends. I work full time on weekdays and am a fairly relaxed, introverted person. However, I like partying and getting coffee and food and drinks and dancing and hiking and shopping, going to the park you name it! Into comedy, shows, movies, people watching, very much just down for whatever! I have a dog! Not looking for ANYTHING romantic or sexual, genuinely facing a need for friends. Please hit me up if you’re in Vegas and would be interested in maybe being friends?? I know this is so abnormal but I’m used to being a social person and it’s getting pretty miserable having not a single friend at 22 years old. Might as well try Reddit. We can swap instagrams or whatever so you know i’m not scary!!!",2.645757352941178,5.2364347375000015,4.15808823529412,82.0145588235294,79.75,7.014705882352942,25.036764705882355,8.124751697461798,1.9062095588235293,658,25,117,13,17,218,111,160,0.046,0.75,0.203,0.9608,1,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,1,2,0,1,5,10,0,1,7,0,12,3,1,2,1,29,25,17,0,3,8,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,3,12,2,0,2,5,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,3,9,9,18,18,4,16,0,1,3,0,14,8,0,4,6,75,12,1,0.14926349781825068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231308477177045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283114063017077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622140265477973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180490014046696,0.0,0.5766030407513255,0.0,0.1559680339727083,0.0,0.08482988558876893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406262964641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292260544349817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068749038958066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963454384373807,0.0,0.14995524593613244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583449832701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864347612861165,0.10972584537459257,0.1106769923213195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662693213732284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348051536008504,0.26066225786678954,0.0,0.16384649761728934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185463847726585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215533883018853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703674592307473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013401171052688,0.0,0.14580874853392076,0.0,0.0,0.12891573763894346,0.0,0.1231580178381389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420581036405738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086656041313656,0.0,0.0,0.10603250627111684,0.0,0.0,0.19224159759789144 lonely,cridecour,2020/02/11,"Anyone living completely their own? No family, no lovers or no one you can share today life with? I live with four other people in this house: shared accommodation. My family lives elsewhere. Abroad. Thousands of miles away. I live on my own and often feel isolated in my head although I have about hundreds of people I work with during one week. I do have friends but I feel trapped. Stuck. I feel like I have absolutely no one. I have an anxiety disorder too. A lot of trauma from a failed marriage and a melancholic childhood. Can anyone else relate to this pain of living on own.",2.0803975535168178,4.941602055045873,3.1577614678899084,85.36575535168198,88.08256880733944,5.842446483180429,21.028134556574926,7.3011,1.0850325382263,460,15,82,8,15,147,70,109,0.294,0.621,0.085,-0.9789,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,3,9,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,0,12,11,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,1,3,14,5,15,10,4,9,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,3,4,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141518935578627,0.0,0.0,0.20367155468373854,0.14922671422799366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368347875775219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527021231907834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691753782281366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166461076157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745952957565998,0.0,0.22092183903285773,0.10404616774439973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252210053004763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494699825872906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805049621091078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287075130747682,0.07115297839857461,0.0,0.6430196433103593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123819017847019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960709250294026,0.0,0.1549726026250265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019386671474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805091494785154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682465908986027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602859478763313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smsksk,2020/02/11,"Getting back together for Valentines Day So about 3 weeks ago, I broke up with my bf. I miss him dearly and was considering surprising him at his apartment for Valentine’s Day. I know he’s not talking to anyone so there won’t be anyone at his place. Or perhaps send him flowers, just to show I still think about him? I don’t know if this is a bad idea, suggestions?",3.0674774774774782,4.683971783783786,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,74.4054054054054,7.095495495495496,27.1981981981982,7.793537801064563,1.5097009009009006,288,11,60,4,6,93,56,74,0.11599999999999999,0.815,0.069,-0.5204,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,12,2,10,7,0,12,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720002748336057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057585571349727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231070576808067,0.24226271516308376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742448514844551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151591139657508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275434713772718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189171571869682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30314447509954884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171376762070056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321117956528786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591608557711475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327404294806587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skramer94,2020/02/11,"I dont want to be alone again on Valentine's day I know the day is just a bullshit commercial holiday. I know it doesn't mean anything. But that doesn't change the fact that so many other people in the world make a deal out of it. I know there will be plenty of people enjoying the night and going on dates. I know my ex will most likely be doing something. And I know that I wont be doing shit, just like the last three years. I just want the loneliness to end. I want to find someone who really loves me. I'm starting to think it will never happen and it scares me.",1.997,3.489038033333337,3.4466666666666685,91.725,77.0,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.3207333333333331,444,10,99,5,10,146,73,120,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.5928,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,8,0,14,2,1,1,2,23,30,5,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,12,4,10,22,1,16,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,12,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769735887342364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118954256249264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815009475684689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130012789754325,0.17688370624355648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201081683630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196230311211067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681415002357255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097508601487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172098866151526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714587748786204,0.13985448102030648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764330693683516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485087329273614,0.0,0.1145259711547827,0.17394757822308138,0.0,0.1868927427423871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232728347346848,0.0,0.0,0.16100916175292904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789352688356766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991373218386423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177399624899098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761166981863405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537281628495158,0.13208488714862168,0.0,0.0,0.12143989340684208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993672552402513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035937044409128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104870600691227 lonely,thebusiness-man,2020/02/11,"Lonely and Confused Not sure if this is the best place to post this but here is my situation. Lately, I’ve been having a lot of trouble with friends. I’m a senior in high school and I want to enjoy the rest of the year but It been hard. I end up spending weekends just sitting at home doing nothing and feeling lonely. At school, I have a lot of friends (including my cousin who is also a senior) and it seems everyone enjoys my company, but outside of school is a different story. I don’t interact with the friends I’m closest to. The only time we ever hangout is when big groups of friends get together and to be honest, we don’t even talk that much. I always see social media posts of them out doing stuff together and sometimes I wonder what happened to us. It’s not just some of my friends, it’s all of my closest friends even my cousin! The last memory I have of just us hanging out was a year and a half ago. I don’t think there is one person I could ask that would say “yes” to hang out on a Friday night. I want to ask these friends to hang out but knowing these people, it would put me in an awkward situation. To cope, I tell myself all the time, “there are people who don’t have any friends at all unlike you”, “there is nothing telling them they have to invite you” and “I wish I was there but if they really wanted you there they would’ve invited you.” This usually changes my mood and I try to forget about the whole situation but the next time I see something online, it all comes back and just builds up. Even when writing this it sounds childish but the next post I see or if they talk about it in class, I'll feel the same way again. The thing I don’t understand is we are really good friends in school but after the bell rings it feels like they just forget about me until the next school day. Sorry for the long post but I could really use some advice.",3.508925759280089,4.664543971128612,4.335158417697787,88.2174507874016,72.54330708661419,7.2276340457442805,25.155699287589048,7.5804360353943165,1.1007179602549677,1467,44,310,17,28,472,176,381,0.055,0.76,0.185,0.996,1,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,5,4,7,1,23,22,0,2,24,1,31,0,0,1,6,72,54,27,0,11,20,2,4,1,9,2,0,3,1,1,22,20,0,0,8,2,1,5,7,5,0,2,4,10,44,16,42,45,13,56,0,2,3,0,41,19,0,11,27,223,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819613895871386,0.061862953788632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580953090660526,0.05806930286665363,0.0,0.0,0.04745831180826406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048493494120908,0.0,0.0,0.053662753205259095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323832183609505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738265728301619,0.06011628220816336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114402633417335,0.0,0.0,0.045007561195758716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291372725679737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061811556294565376,0.0,0.0,0.1382831766851428,0.06312734609009663,0.0,0.06668553524945102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586090457916797,0.04985664379599803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852631256133334,0.0,0.03646141005177458,0.0,0.0,0.058534960369263374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171340022926367,0.0,0.06251644387876891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373497586396538,0.07000317021605876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835372326843108,0.0568866287861951,0.07872403425899878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409494819412047,0.0,0.0,0.06176028628511253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866272063252273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130229495847458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226613583079012,0.06549141900205124,0.0,0.1339271584082399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047290233324770316,0.0530770067580932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676458455771103,0.0609362907707452,0.07291372725679737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673508944708534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015633187919551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341241618209048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549831068959419,0.0,0.3531464944591779,0.16683627813055646,0.0635324794693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353342981418737,0.0,0.07114019532521608,0.0,0.05372630099995953,0.06902223089869694,0.07812208188205824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989069580904329,0.0,0.0,0.06577447313301192,0.0,0.0,0.11218608773572666,0.12199577830424498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636412306532189,0.04471740661600242,0.0,0.0,0.1220820344466989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738154954388439,0.0,0.0,0.072651889647368,0.16789302079126656,0.060274524881207436,0.07686174984603504,0.0,0.12348851635185305,0.05539455786836217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779159388948706,0.08025288889937414,0.0,0.07568223450825606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872642521011906,0.0,0.0,0.08988251682715302 lonely,Linzinator,2020/02/11,"I haven't cried this hard since my parents died Today was a doozy. A real mind fuck. An endless stream of tears soaking each cheek. Eyes so swollen, if anyone were to see, they'd think they were stung by bees. It's been 5 months since my world flipped upside down and today was the first time I cried. A guttural release. A ring me out & hang me up to dry kinda cry. It didn't stop.....And I didn't want it to stop. It felt so good to be so sad. How fucked up is that? There were times I gasped for air and secretly wished there was none left. But alas, here I am. To cry another day........ Will it ever be enough? Will I ever be enough? When is enough actually enough? So many questions with very little answers. Or so many answers with not enough questioning. Either way, here I am. Stuck in the middle. Monkey business as usual.",0.01485528942115977,2.3750664610778442,1.1141691616766458,99.4681000499002,93.97005988023953,3.7414171656686634,15.940369261477047,5.46131890053228,-0.8440217564870259,637,15,141,4,24,198,112,167,0.171,0.759,0.071,-0.9615,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,13,4,2,0,7,0,20,5,2,1,2,27,28,13,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,11,5,13,1,16,11,8,24,0,1,2,2,6,10,2,5,12,90,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.10158810786398907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279399913683827,0.0,0.0,0.1091595647358705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279023276328915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574027113202001,0.06713689550348638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804098603343304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378237092060645,0.0,0.0,0.1883316458507696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995382500484602,0.0,0.0,0.08854873561626621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924804335439908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731545129759842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325455208921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310665191363373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433711377340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110852893434262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511290178971908,0.0,0.08309287375111997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559246521978035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332351488231592,0.0,0.0,0.11849036850160682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295546698863912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222777599450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406713469605345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667040776128162,0.0,0.0,0.1214049161480807,0.0,0.19735221735490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465316339145787,0.08589469120213908,0.06140179855658115,0.08263097453546363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971165894671745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cathalll,2020/02/11,"fuk i'm 23 and i never had a real friend how sad is that, i must be very socially incompetent because i have so confused as to why people like me so much at first and after about a month they just ghost me, i don't know what is wrong with me. i am probably one of the most lonely people right now, i don't talk to anyone in my family and for about 3 years i've used tinder just to meet people, i don't know how to change, i feel like the way my life has gone i should just kill myself someday soon cause i'm just such an outcast in this world, it's honestly very very painful and nothing or no one helps",2.7451515151515125,3.206803212121216,4.254242424242424,90.684696969697,73.69696969696969,7.381818181818183,22.24242424242424,7.3871296695380915,0.5182515151515155,472,10,112,5,9,158,90,132,0.203,0.7070000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9515,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,1,5,0,12,2,0,4,2,23,19,10,2,2,5,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,2,1,16,4,14,14,2,14,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,3,9,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796691184206386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028448845351272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331304950528,0.1784742579253552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904606363448442,0.0,0.08530553730537392,0.1205274356241575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350580416660674,0.0,0.0,0.1303459850750752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308367426425266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665413297540687,0.0,0.185438712284666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916582921419508,0.1648477057697854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466380502420555,0.0,0.12402226829146125,0.0,0.13012060839129333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188310859255214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286463796490112,0.0,0.17952079150364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508896612766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189939052391071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920304733825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440785871837174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197999422974053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560380761710286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571245403364969,0.0,0.417613644581764,0.0,0.13391523173374165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223576902195327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844593970947108,0.0,0.10864459012673773 lonely,bluestill-2,2020/02/11,"23 M UK, If anyone wants to talk, feel free to send me a message Came here a few months ago in a really dark place. Things can turn around so quickly and am looking to return the favour that some of you guys gave in my time of need. If anyone needs to talk, hit me up. Even if I don't reply properly, remember that you got to keep reaching out until someone grabs you, the moment you stop is the moment you begin sinking. It's ok to be selfish and help yourself.",4.1834375,4.338183802083332,5.154166666666669,86.6075,70.35416666666666,7.65,26.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1331166666666663,359,10,77,3,6,118,73,96,0.053,0.818,0.129,0.765,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,16,17,7,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,4,14,12,2,18,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,4,10,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328297424996835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049230652026154,0.0,0.0,0.1941055128134583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938440875837356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401609817381927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024966877464544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438981762314526,0.0,0.0,0.2158979796413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615039099775234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380765032608102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310216194164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740407524391364,0.0,0.0,0.3233539342507962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278097181714994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968465954655762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700150567315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847480924050433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229466457114396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505112410428372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485883805638305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714329161071672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371694115782954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860808321435174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperGanondorf,2020/02/11,"Distracted, frustrated, lonely, and just all around feeling terrible I've been feeling really lonely and depressed lately. It seems like pretty much all of my friends have vibrant and active dating lives, or are getting married, or already are married. Then there's me, in my mid-20s, who has gone on exactly one date ever and has never been in a relationship of any kind. It was never much a priority for me, and I have never been good at getting close to people; I tend to be the type who is very reserved and has a hard time warming up to people. A couple months ago, I asked out a really close friend of mine. She said yes, and I was over the freaking moon. We went on a date. Long story short, it didn't work out. It really comes down to us having different priorities in life, and religion definitely played a part. Which, that's life, and on an objective level I know that this was for the best because I don't think it would have worked out long term; it wouldn't have ultimately been successful. There were no hard feelings. But I've still been feeling like absolute shit about it since because I really do have feelings for her, and I hate that it couldn't work. I've been feeling really lonely and distracted pretty much all the time since. Especially when, with many if not most of my friends, I routinely play the third wheel when we get together. It hurts a lot to be around so many happy couples all the time, after what happened between me and this friend of mine, and it really highlights the pain that I'm in right now. I hate hearing about all the fun things these couples are doing together and all the fun dates they're going on because it only serves to remind me about the hopes and wishes I had that have since been dashed. I care a lot about my friends and I want them to be happy, but right now hearing about these things just opens up a really sore spot for me. I feel like part of it too, is that I've never been in a romantic relationship of any kind, so that closeness between them is something foreign to me. It's something that I want so badly, but that I really don't understand because I've never experienced anything like it. I've had friends suggest casual dating to try and move past this whole thing, but I barely even know what that means and on a broader level I don't really even know ""how"" to date or what I want out of a relationship in general. I don't have any idea what my wants or needs in a relationship are, but I also don't have any idea how to figure those out without any relationship experience. And I also feel like I can barely talk to this friend anymore exactly because of these strong feelings I have; whenever I talk to her these feelings that I'm doing my damnedest to get over come rushing back and it just feels terrible. It's not that I don't care about her or that I don't still want to be friends, but I feel like I just can't handle talking to her or being around her right now, and that just sucks. All this is to say, I've been feeling super lonely and just plain depressed over the last couple months. It's been a constant distraction and I've just been very unhappy in general. And I hate the feeling that I'll never achieve the kind of closeness I want with anybody, but I have no idea how to navigate the dating game or relationships, and I have no idea how to *be* close to people like that. It just feels like such a lonely existence right now.",8.012697222222222,6.385630885925933,7.95034027777778,75.63284375000002,63.1037037037037,11.222685185185185,34.87152777777778,10.05249126169394,3.199252777777777,2708,93,534,47,32,876,241,675,0.11699999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.174,0.9835,1,10,2,0,0,0,65.0,3,0,2,8,42,57,6,3,31,1,62,5,1,4,16,135,116,52,0,13,26,0,18,8,8,2,4,4,0,0,54,45,0,0,27,4,0,7,23,22,0,2,21,23,58,35,74,86,18,86,0,8,0,0,37,41,2,13,46,383,112,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411395986304697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512145067074556,0.07422800111023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780170359650988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602617525325777,0.0,0.0,0.03819141420188649,0.12394401917853055,0.043387015346418235,0.0,0.0,0.035686367899813845,0.03875034914442944,0.14145529873689835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487043534164348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463602395884167,0.0,0.0,0.07995608259023515,0.0,0.0501526419025656,0.0,0.0,0.20540679878716295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994560144109171,0.0,0.0,0.04848849416801355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130663601580225,0.04198043452025649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539781238343666,0.0,0.0,0.35199379097912586,0.16577629980598824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868495457607701,0.0,0.0969890820380852,0.0,0.02637583010788664,0.03892644350073784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104014373817342,0.09880845710195156,0.08314835459568519,0.1374605790945018,0.0,0.0,0.10461471773701547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609552766566045,0.0,0.0,0.04968278498707896,0.20956462685235847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449863865796755,0.07651704378545073,0.03783028343102877,0.05235241729730805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556140559413709,0.1813883622596143,0.0,0.0409808143755666,0.08214264704377318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891211783874763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410476000929492,0.0,0.05055401426944822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408791931596824,0.04932640596001014,0.10234990543572037,0.03441237160769535,0.2147651731830837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03144856653255725,0.035296839559185916,0.049383432742266434,0.0,0.0,0.1005148531342988,0.044303525163162376,0.0965243961018208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443115755188973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675824793048018,0.0,0.0,0.2989613485396101,0.0,0.15853529076365006,0.0441464667978061,0.036907035416381365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224985302670243,0.0,0.0,0.04763912146911352,0.1151723095719496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145725587530206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741260527095881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119076201196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924980766491405,0.029737606229786943,0.0,0.0,0.08118600211507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031509292902262134,0.0,0.0,0.04831436904952842,0.05582542592299431,0.0,0.0,0.07658609775026963,0.1642426585560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430224657839734,0.0,0.051815024287446866,0.05336912378184277,0.04473751191966148,0.0,0.10136093523810764,0.0,0.0,0.03296827942074545,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jacobthegreat53,2020/02/11,"Lonely 14 year olds ( we exist) You know, valentines day is coming up. This year, i feel especially hurt to not spend it with anyone. My mom was nice last year to give me a balloon, and some candy. Im tired of being a reject, scapegoat, and the root of many jokes that are un-needed. My school doesn't give two craps about whether ur being bullied or not. I asked out a girl, and she said yes out of pity. Thats the worst feeling. At least be honest and say no. She denies saying yes out of pity. What should i do to spend this day of sadness?",1.664285714285711,3.396921142857142,2.790500000000001,95.00450000000002,78.64285714285714,4.837142857142856,18.34285714285714,4.935628992294339,-0.6184314285714292,416,8,93,1,10,133,82,112,0.261,0.627,0.11199999999999999,-0.9638,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,5,2,9,2,1,1,0,20,17,6,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,1,2,1,4,8,0,1,2,5,10,3,15,11,3,13,0,6,0,0,13,5,1,2,7,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642730124211366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240398916683498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807227123328508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166303553665303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973096363014364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37433966483539627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887212688414328,0.0,0.2107551431389568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722880962027884,0.15904285081691666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781360262085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851357715050755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467355746454566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473790434490835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855968101803488,0.31032282052678106,0.0,0.19746441803005207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425328856176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059670774765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769384480978145 lonely,saintTrip904,2020/02/11,Problems I have more than a boat load of problems but one of my biggest is trust and I hate it but it's true I'm not going to list everything else but if anyone feels similar or wants to talk about it I am a non judgmental pair of ears have a beautiful day or night ( yes my grammar is like a two year old we don't use periods and shit here💀😂),1.4410822510822534,2.4349913116883144,3.6669480519480544,91.62994588744593,77.44155844155844,7.730735930735931,24.52164502164502,8.344100000000001,1.2403437229437235,269,9,66,5,6,93,58,77,0.152,0.623,0.226,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,4,1,6,2,2,1,1,16,12,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,6,3,7,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,6,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838263524740379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695492670970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961988414339306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627828756894814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293054402983265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494125834887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956011199600376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844005150335594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467145919025591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587016547451193,0.0,0.1781483863608465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031211211444634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986389375124314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113097049553744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568158811309509,0.0,0.0,0.2270618813087861,0.0,0.0,0.15506570367356415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169299495995738 lonely,mgit6614,2020/02/12,"Moved to a new state, got a new job. Coworkers have cliques I moved to a new state cause my friend wanted me to move in. I hardly see him because of our opposite schedules. At work there are two developed groups that hang out during and after work. I go to work for a paycheck not friends but shit it still suck standing there.",2.6092820512820545,4.7160887230769255,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,77.15384615384616,6.17948717948718,24.679487179487186,7.1686216300943375,0.9086410256410256,257,9,54,3,6,79,50,65,0.086,0.823,0.091,0.0923,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,3,3,4,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,7,2,10,6,0,17,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,6,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052824066769224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774207345645877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668706192127799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815506724229844,0.0,0.13813195611037402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471422706020546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138801517558572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506901592126203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004131527908111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762750094265705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772843225042871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379264208624893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687125641810036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186882667882548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772047883741803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,troyshepard21,2020/02/12,Is life worth living I feel like no one wants to talk to me my best friend met this new guy but she pretty much hasn't wanted to talk to me at all and if she does it's for like 5 minutes at the most and it's just been about other guys and I feel like recently no one likes talking to me and like she's my only friend and I feel worthless like no one likes me anymore,-0.936867469879516,1.03683802409639,1.010855421686749,102.59845180722893,90.44578313253011,3.8019277108433744,14.324096385542171,4.935628992294339,-1.3488062650602408,288,5,73,1,10,94,50,83,0.10300000000000001,0.552,0.345,0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,15,9,7,0,3,3,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,2,3,12,10,9,7,4,4,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,2,9,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325321940867478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217074130569226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352311116365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344065366395917,0.220793941770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878052071382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060199529407027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914980900512952,0.5284722559667199,0.0,0.13645369623886675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135980589877303,0.0,0.0,0.14924699410261769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141425964931445,0.11752778212901435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721357279508644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525807109072459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726184712356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229276456605276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bluevolo,2020/02/12,"It's not death I fear, but living a meaningless life. These thoughts should belong to another subreddit, but the inspiration behind them not, so here I am. Have you thought about the meaning of life? Probably. Yeah, I know it's cool to be seen as that edgy young adult, who states that life is meaningless and nihilism is da way. But another question arises, if nothing has meaning, why do we fear death? Sorry for the depressing intro. I'm usually a bright 21 year old ambivert, who likes to talk in memes but I have my deep moments, lately too many, just like this one. I kind of struggle with getting over my past, that is a constant failure to give a meaning to my life, to find myself or to keep good friends around me. I'm currently before a gall bladder surgery, which hell, is so scary that I could shit my pants. I'm a very paranoid person, so even after being told countless times that it's not a routine surgery, I still find myself crying over it. Why? Who likes the thought of being cut for the first time, only after not be able to do almost anything alone for some days? Probably no one. But the feeling of being vulnerability at 21 is horrifying. I'm regular lurker here, trying to find meaningful relationships, to feed my hunger to live an almost fullfilled life, but I always seem to fail. Why? I don't really know. I do believe that not everyone can be friends with everyone. Can you have a significant friendship with someone who has 100% of your interests? I don't agree with that. I think it's our core, our essence of our personality that has to be on the same wavelength, to be able to resonate with someone on a spiritual level. If you read this long-ass bullshit: thank you, have a nice day/night/evening. If you feel like that you 'vibe' with my thoughts, hit me up. I may answer a bit slower, because I'll be operated soon, I'm falling asleep while crying and probably will panic, hopefully not, but throw up and feel sick. Love, Just a young thinker from Europe.",4.720421822272215,6.176946590551182,5.2333211473565795,81.77808070866145,69.97112860892389,8.172515935508063,30.405043119610053,8.634040054169528,2.341636595425572,1565,64,298,26,28,501,206,381,0.193,0.632,0.175,-0.9028,2,1,0,0,1,0,60.0,4,7,1,2,13,25,3,4,20,2,33,12,3,0,0,61,61,19,2,6,19,0,3,4,2,3,6,0,0,3,22,11,2,1,22,1,0,2,9,9,0,3,6,6,35,16,45,41,3,34,1,2,2,1,27,11,2,11,23,193,57,2,0.16343201556367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365355588128233,0.08463313980347237,0.0,0.0,0.06799426460738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137271821845565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724531174935143,0.07274457172554928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049813319883244896,0.0,0.06953430395397978,0.09206595785665993,0.0,0.0,0.08921271623730444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830597426855749,0.0,0.06524358292172615,0.0,0.1795223949204609,0.10540012964525973,0.0,0.07038187776285673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794530491575777,0.0,0.0,0.15616629459625148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390645431408853,0.12395420647742428,0.05837793228697447,0.0,0.0,0.22406085210689,0.06950759447458832,0.0,0.0,0.1262671698138507,0.0,0.04269324136216655,0.078389440707647,0.0,0.06853951033767511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116243383244705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263294234025616,0.0,0.08509464730671212,0.08981796163734355,0.0,0.0921792160766784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859216462882714,0.15968925506887294,0.0,0.1443134639560509,0.07231609543412272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375188742905947,0.0,0.0,0.0828472060562025,0.0,0.2670380650289419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668493770907442,0.0,0.07840871335958953,0.0,0.08574720405496035,0.0,0.1107457633997524,0.06214870618242396,0.0,0.09587612843453483,0.0,0.0,0.07800717578677488,0.0,0.1427025321234919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643110321245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154063030258766,0.0,0.08173812129406686,0.0,0.05234936704301043,0.0,0.0,0.08773241099548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743911844459676,0.0,0.0,0.08388030769746986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847541643016392,0.0,0.0,0.09147438052367153,0.0,0.0,0.06525850937144517,0.0,0.0,0.0854273137810403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568023170767995,0.0,0.07523312107362604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236031823882293,0.0,0.2594935296485356,0.09529852256063208,0.0,0.0,0.07808314729812574,0.0,0.05547980530423988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999863782107162,0.06742426441266468,0.0,0.06486236341014423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212079607334929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262242984694818 lonely,cadisthenewblack,2020/02/12,"How much honest should I be with people that i love? I mean, I'm going through a rough time, pretty much shitty, I have lack of self esteem, low self confidente, I'm under therapy for depression and anxiety problem. I hurt myself few time, have done stupid things like mixing xanax and alcohol, I got drunk alone in my place and had a black out.(just telling you all a few of them) So in few words, I'm not feeling so good, trying to be and feel better, but still pretty dark inside. I talked to few friends about this, but non in a completely way, like just messing around with the topic like is not a big deal, couse I don't what to be a heavy thought in their brain. And also cause Im afraid to lose them or because maybe they could let me down. I don't know, it's kind a messy thought. Don't know what to do. Its heavy pretending everything is alright",2.550481695568397,4.371514606936419,3.2316994219653172,92.43502504816955,76.34104046242773,6.463044315992294,22.51599229287091,7.3011,0.6507721772639696,669,19,144,8,15,210,114,173,0.16399999999999998,0.664,0.17300000000000001,0.688,0,1,1,0,0,2,24.0,0,1,4,3,8,19,1,1,8,1,16,5,1,2,2,30,29,12,0,4,6,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,7,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,4,17,11,19,18,8,15,0,4,1,1,12,10,0,1,6,91,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062182403596272,0.0,0.1459711667000654,0.0,0.11270953734563435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781859012582723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546633659737333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591561694917163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246498331543802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573354705557746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478403705633608,0.0,0.0,0.14777273841069494,0.0,0.0,0.11252899208149296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145302784094813,0.12139127575134664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442303873066524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666763833574038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425268334910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888976904580618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009935776532738,0.1182136490773458,0.11272246336500255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087901132135156,0.0,0.15223921019070996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467671526323512,0.15491369788796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441205330874237,0.0,0.20656825676676013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576756274519049,0.0,0.0,0.12720370624734878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415930106431284,0.15352480126231946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721399501512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770993753014436,0.0,0.1472521329557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867729675996486,0.0,0.13486039040638118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940619772641056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255473650365708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132821028944895,0.1231876303870228,0.0,0.16117698752026305,0.0,0.09363416562080452,0.0,0.0,0.22378097611569794,0.16436630562531995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568889831285812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118714830134888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vintecontos,2020/02/12,"I feel like I'm living on rails. If only the future looked bright, that wouldn't be so bad, but it doesn't. My future looks grey, stale, and lonely, and I feel powerless to change it. Lately the urges to cry have become more frequent, but whereas before it was confined to my bedroom, where I could let it all out, now it's happening at work. I've had to excuse myself and go to the bathroom once. I managed to hold it together, but just barely. I feel more and more distant from my current friends, and incapable of making new ones. It feels like a wall building up between me and everyone else, and again, I feel powerless to prevent it. There were a few occasions on which I tried to be open about my thoughts and worries, particularly with a close friend of mine, and as a result I feel our friendship greatly diminished. So I close myself further out of fear of driving people away, but this fear only makes the wall build up faster, it feels inevitable. At this rate I will end up lonely, bitter, and afraid. My only relief will be death, which I refuse to bring upon myself, but will welcome when it finally arrives.",6.780694444444446,6.537628273148153,6.671666666666668,79.29,64.87962962962963,9.051851851851852,32.35185185185185,8.344100000000001,2.393951851851852,881,31,165,10,12,279,130,216,0.196,0.679,0.125,-0.9714,3,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,9,15,1,3,8,0,14,0,0,3,1,41,30,20,1,3,7,0,7,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,15,16,0,4,8,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,4,12,22,8,29,17,5,33,0,2,4,0,6,18,0,1,14,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791944920596093,0.0,0.11368137810099345,0.0,0.15036937910591208,0.11585547188156285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403094682001172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870643203163652,0.0,0.14955676978217508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373767060266746,0.0,0.12059041394222042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009923680560795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641809632156863,0.4818984101648489,0.1945342804338304,0.0,0.1491480514084376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103816635831274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737841803815768,0.0,0.0,0.15010825235060452,0.0,0.0,0.12039891770340605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358558249614696,0.0,0.0,0.13922482237364575,0.0,0.13303414968145827,0.0,0.1202248639502938,0.0,0.2286670704984398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176526659379635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314966179411318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499762164484115,0.09226023665997936,0.3106495904392191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439077420371728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080896177070408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243838879402574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912040414161526,0.13826914154834802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Synix_13,2020/02/12,"I’m invisible in class One day, in class, all of the student had to write something about one persone in class. Examples: the most beautiful/quiet/funny ecc.. is .... The whole class had at least 5 “letters” but I didn’t get even one. I felt completely lost when they all were looking at each others “letters”, while I was sitting alone, not moving at all. I am the “quiet kid” but it feels like I’m not even there. I rather be bullied than not even being considered as a person.",1.8067741935483848,4.221051021505383,3.135924731182797,89.1438870967742,81.79569892473118,5.870537634408603,23.27849462365592,7.1686216300943375,0.9665191397849466,367,13,73,5,10,119,64,93,0.124,0.841,0.035,-0.8515,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,3,14,16,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,4,6,1,11,7,7,11,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,55,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273021391824745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301074952878905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153837961175778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348686361931984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096936085324777,0.15678762386332404,0.21072321442757871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466270910884965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722073340862093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429742336046764,0.0,0.2395746985780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325921718721865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461505679326181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832611066273435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895680156925336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450276230063305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dimension_Cat,2020/02/12,"At the rate I’m going to, I don’t think I ever will have an SO. Every girl I show interest in either say that they like someone else, not interested in dating, or are gay. I just want someone to hug and have a shoulder to cry on. At one point there was a girl that said she likes me but won’t date me and I don’t even know why.",1.9458108108108119,2.143874391891892,4.054972972972973,92.35083783783787,75.35135135135134,7.0010810810810815,21.556756756756762,6.742157984588678,0.17077621621621608,251,5,64,2,5,87,55,74,0.054000000000000006,0.8170000000000001,0.129,0.489,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,9,5,8,10,1,10,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072318063029493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336492693366005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184735898971739,0.25300012573923714,0.23565508704578034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895710489971615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371304847239958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732896823469821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952855962499787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644021651536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266053979155425,0.22242467729821666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739693043560601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792172520675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497134812637607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238121915970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insideout65,2020/02/12,Do you ever think that the love you get from your family can’t equal the love you get from your significant other My ex left me and the love she showed me I’ve never felt or seen before and all I want is to talk to her.,3.269727891156464,3.0272068571428576,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,72.26530612244899,8.165986394557821,18.374149659863946,7.793537801064563,0.040831292517006464,172,1,43,2,3,58,36,49,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9403,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,9,12,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,3,4,10,2,3,0,0,1,3,12,1,0,1,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200327924455452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390068799270905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243766496535189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482776416095425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701950715343718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094825571814724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001364571026241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943307058179566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078370526391688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568781709601368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251736224674814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fomalhautaldebaran,2020/02/12,I am really lonely and done with my life I have been discriminated alot since elementary school (i'm 16 now soon 17) all my friends have left me alone. I'm failing at school and I am really not good at anything. I see no more any reason to live as i just simply have no one and feel worthless. Send me a message if u wanna 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lonely,maxboi637,2020/02/12,Am I not a person worth saving I help people who go through tough times but then yelled at and ridiculed for my stutter and lisp and being a short 13 year old crush has ignored me lately when we usually talking and she invites to events I help everyone but never get 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lonely,SlowlyDyingandLiving,2020/02/12,Bye Guys 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lonely,Muzangi76,2020/02/12,I’m Exhausted My life has been falling apart for a while now and I’m just sick of it all. I had friends who I thought had my back but they weren’t willing to stay when I was down for the count. All I feel is the pain and I want it to stop. I’m not even free in my dreams anymore. Can’t believe that I would feel this much pain at 14 but here I am. Alone. I’m tired of the ache in my heart and the cold chills on my back. I’m so tired of everything right now.,-1.7123222060957914,0.09611026415094592,0.2805660377358485,107.5739404934688,92.58490566037734,4.016255442670537,15.701015965166908,5.369823440869387,-1.2526203193033385,352,8,100,2,13,114,67,106,0.28800000000000003,0.652,0.06,-0.9799,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,11,8,1,0,2,15,20,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,6,3,13,3,12,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773112160374266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891258929692013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084535181337724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259748927133884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247528872306086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026032933234606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282950153135168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496069783107158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767766324284956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166926616124093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744280178609198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268434829130948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128658316283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378205542366965,0.0,0.16768638109184644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592310118943286,0.0,0.4610538399276052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830200353975373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424799212222327,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rtheo4,2020/02/12,"I feel weird all the time and I don’t know what it is. So I’m writing here because I don’t know what else to do. I have these weird thoughts for awhile now like what if I just didn’t get up or what if I just didn’t do something for once. I know these don’t sound weird I’m just being lazy but this has progressed to the point where sometimes I think: “What if I just got a rope, and ended this?”. So I’ve also been friends with some people for quite a long time and I always felt like I belonged with them but recently I feel I they’re all in this close circle and I’m standing on the outside. Lastly of course, there’s this guy that I’ve liked for awhile now. He had told me he was interested in me too but didn’t want to have to deal with dating or anything, though he did say he loved me. I always thought he was a sweet guy but recently I witnessed him ignore me, not talk to me, give me straight up blunt answers so our conversation could just end, he called a VERY close friend of mine a dick, and he’s always talking with other girls. I know he said he doesn’t want to date me right now, but he said he loves me and so when these things happen I don’t know what else to think but that he just hates me now and is tired of me. Basically this has lead to me being restless when I try to go to bed, I wake up multiple times every night, I can barely focus at work, I constantly feel myself thinking about suicide, and I feel like there’s no one around me I can tell cause they would treat me different and I would hate that. I’m writing here because I don’t know if I’m depressed or just going through a tough time, or maybe something else???? Please tell me",3.215,3.7527323785310784,3.8625000000000007,93.64171610169493,72.67231638418079,6.803954802259887,23.789548022598872,6.42735559955562,0.3558327683615823,1298,32,308,8,24,411,163,354,0.11900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.8853,1,0,2,0,0,1,29.0,1,0,2,4,27,20,2,1,9,0,29,5,2,2,2,68,65,31,1,9,22,0,5,4,2,2,1,4,1,3,20,16,0,1,17,0,0,3,11,9,0,1,15,10,45,11,31,45,3,38,0,1,0,3,37,14,1,9,24,188,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542008922490967,0.2354217245129888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760952265046392,0.08395635829715319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498163595949976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630158604843073,0.0,0.0,0.09688288365203243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191616830794152,0.0,0.07529927655677741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972300055447176,0.08122951317080176,0.0,0.0,0.09853442102265622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635301481907103,0.0,0.16706225675567912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946068115807839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907449316533749,0.06737545473803076,0.09055288961005037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457281484872071,0.0,0.049273354473678165,0.09047124499673401,0.10719768445137612,0.0,0.07542873872837699,0.0,0.0,0.18676448568281165,0.08339848187315188,0.0,0.0,0.1862242277873659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109835740264441,0.07687566172055688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430142616482006,0.0,0.0,0.08346184292381975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023785388266158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474759410625834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850403478335021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043762644267794,0.06390724951244574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538304015999298,0.0,0.0,0.103524630666051,0.08915392579112592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031084753568416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862405227101733,0.0,0.0,0.08054066926128403,0.17942180390445178,0.07499951130292623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520969265705574,0.09327551635568276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316040228467914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516064480273324,0.1648631037620761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265571922245655,0.1812911204644964,0.09265960761755578,0.14974403748749882,0.21997289187365412,0.10839606975507393,0.0,0.09011774399145156,0.0,0.06403065276062553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781605646546857,0.11125357706487116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686591822065036,0.0,0.0,0.13399097582119815,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ODeW_TKYO,2020/02/12,Normal Stuff This is nothing special I am just sad. I lost my last chance for happiness and the only person that made me feel wanted. Just because I waited too long to tell them how I feel. So once again I am not looking for pity I just needed to say something just in case.,2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,77.39285714285714,5.194285714285715,21.91428571428571,5.6839178017228535,0.1635328571428567,215,6,44,1,5,69,44,56,0.129,0.7440000000000001,0.127,-0.0439,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,11,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,9,2,5,9,0,4,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574274500772484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583642075024161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197108338193776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825632686009127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260983053839617,0.21454506615674945,0.0,0.2788946726367013,0.0,0.0,0.2417483511407741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944066656622024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503234025748129,0.245147046608588,0.0,0.0,0.2720857381043505,0.0,0.1943096770545692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308173922715374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317383149201168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966866791154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924719431348301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233072448146685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069308537334256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crzycatlady987,2020/02/12,"Moving to a new area but so worried about being lonely. I recently accepted a job in a new area. The job itself is kind of in the middle of nowhere, so I have been looking at apartments in a medium sized city about 30 minutes from my job and plan to commute. I don't know why, but I am so anxious about it. I have always had a big issue with feeling lonely no matter what. Pretty sure even if I lived in a huge city I would still feel lonely. I know people that live relatively close to the area (like 20-30 mins), however most of my family and my boyfriend will be about 1 hour away. I just hate that I am not more excited and honestly I am kind of dreading moving there. I wish I felt more excited and wasn't so hung up on being lonely. Any advice or general comments would be nice.",4.405185185185181,4.513000382716051,5.805777777777783,82.29200000000002,69.8641975308642,8.702222222222222,27.928395061728395,8.548686976883017,1.8662943209876537,610,19,127,9,10,207,100,162,0.21,0.642,0.14800000000000002,-0.9257,4,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,15,1,1,9,0,17,0,0,0,1,25,25,12,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,4,16,9,21,14,3,24,0,4,1,0,1,16,0,3,7,89,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433078620959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220272551245424,0.0,0.0,0.09972924138775448,0.0,0.0,0.1656764333547319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377855592669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686309086884867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825163566851728,0.0,0.14830458289308535,0.0,0.1408101217366686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478972619193878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442391372653918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306789502453827,0.4365921756253403,0.0,0.0,0.30543359198272824,0.1611935857056947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164737195650363,0.0,0.25899501944401265,0.0,0.12315179744024175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117383991844954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28327725232083417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016709006646683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491990816857343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448023955284673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171174777475505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382189559278058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233175090022314,0.0,0.16864400405655894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893349772733852,0.0,0.20835652730958104,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Roosterzombie18,2020/02/12,"Not good at a title Does anyone else get this felling were your heart races and you feel the smallest bit of good but you know its a lie and you just fell like crap you just want to be invited to things hang out with people but you always seem to be around at the worst times possible and you hope soon like as soon as soon can be that you find the one you know the person that you know is gonna love you for who you are and what you do..but you also know it can't happen soon because there is crap you gotta do things to get done..man all i want is someone to understand and i want to be able to understand them [Love you guys and have a good day there is someone for you]",1.1865489989462574,2.7885578972602723,2.1256164383561647,99.82618018967337,79.61643835616441,5.588198103266596,17.395152792413064,6.297961479604792,-0.6015989462592204,527,9,131,4,13,165,82,146,0.11699999999999999,0.757,0.126,0.1368,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,17,1,0,10,11,2,0,7,0,14,5,3,0,1,28,33,11,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,1,20,8,17,26,3,13,0,0,0,2,23,4,2,2,8,88,29,0,0.14569210768332416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650992587724562,0.12122750474393255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187130920241223,0.1492787814183037,0.0,0.12969686435870836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881255657850093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590580476651263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395935664839676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749614523546512,0.14909360937941415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170706116648493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366630720271998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315994698748315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223622608909387,0.0,0.0,0.366598882828626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425809228703113,0.128835049668789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264584908488775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470513637091656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202742888198991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235560924291366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629856307677157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872474270760334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100456312048177,0.12721272882251616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424596077151468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326326230220096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468889001026422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935827251708656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495423961504038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334124441296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257798939591922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Clubhouse_Don,2020/02/12,"Club House on Discord, Meet new people and make lasting friendships! Hey everyone and thanks for taking the time to read this. Over the last year or so i've been part of many discord servers that have the aim of meeting new people and making friends, the one thing i find that keeps happening is drama and a lack of support! &#x200B; I've taken the time to build a small community at what we call the Club House and would love it if you joined! It's a place to be yourself, talk with others and form lasting friendships. Use the link below and we hope to see you soon at the Club House :D &#x200B; [https://discord.gg/kSWhsSY](https://discord.gg/kSWhsSY)",7.103550420168066,8.545938378151263,5.382678571428574,82.96544642857144,64.37815126050421,7.294537815126048,29.160714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4773941176470586,533,17,96,4,8,153,80,119,0.057,0.75,0.192,0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,11,0,5,1,0,3,0,21,17,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,5,14,13,3,16,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,3,9,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27775711229342404,0.31149554555507314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308819456032569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247758475177878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715046909631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902839810745148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334554305706515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730761005855076,0.0,0.4436934085624769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392864733390835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344144748968844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156837724369379,0.0,0.1711168442704634,0.12995026522759262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475862051753868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685532084731422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880203108561662,0.0,0.17772208863293604,0.0,0.13391655591061633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821060657330274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213961352573224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545251545856844,0.0,0.0,0.0963723404122755,0.10302294955888557,0.0,0.11800716647927745,0.0,0.0,0.08515438604388516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948081983779468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107028413567702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910524962690536,0.0,0.31149554555507314,0.0825410902920768 lonely,ItzRyanJG,2020/02/12,Valentine’s Day sucks Everyday I feel sad as I barely have friends and on Valentine’s Day it’s way worse since I got no one to spend it with and just cry on it and even if I talk to my few friends that I have I still feel lonely.,-0.7928205128205157,1.138609461538465,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,89.0,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.7622794871794873,180,5,47,1,6,58,34,52,0.289,0.612,0.099,-0.8707,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,7,2,6,5,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245901163546916,0.38114286922823537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951733046903278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988248184559318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566012542314202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363363362946621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023674619337284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444385766241342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359846765568845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237509688544926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234552152623265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011371865159593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,E1700D,2020/02/12,"I'm rude In town, I happened to find students from my college course who I've never spoken a word to. I heard one of them shout ""Hey it's Mark"" and I don't know if they expected a reply but I awkwardly looked their way and back. They weren't even looking at me when I glanced so I didn't think it was a big deal. For a while, I really appreciated and was surprised that I was actually acknowledged before I questioned if I came across as a rude dickhead and I'm worried I won't get many other chances before no one wants anything to do with me. I keep having these opportunities to actually make friends but clearly to them, I don't want anything to do with them and I can't bring myself to actually be expressive. I'm introverted (obviously) but I wouldn't mind being a bit less r/lonely HAHA. (I'm calling myself Mark because pretty sure they use Reddit)",4.25396551724138,5.171214224137934,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,70.55172413793103,8.558620689655173,30.017241379310345,8.841846274778883,2.3594000000000004,681,27,135,12,12,234,108,174,0.13,0.687,0.183,0.9069,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,7,1,4,8,2,1,6,1,15,0,0,2,4,31,33,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,7,5,27,5,16,22,2,12,0,0,3,0,15,5,0,3,4,90,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.4669754188092842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625258097682497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226531253996289,0.0,0.09723564215404093,0.0,0.2714620391713213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741432968525818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628772539498407,0.1824366208482293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444751280302985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535466282511233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578899035612608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323681064221535,0.0,0.08333724291450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105391477408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177956431223065,0.0,0.0,0.08766236819031709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789597522116354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064739738199692,0.1617178156449797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610593417136013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230237261832932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161758229576756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622787256097371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868738705873116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218600833502854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033601929479834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022073850784313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776518007527927,0.0,0.0,0.1881659261074909,0.12661138772915892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198985904417984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,josenijo,2020/02/12,I'm an addict Am I the only one who illegally vapes and gets high and dreams of being with someone? (please don't make me feel lonely,1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,83.28571428571429,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.2662523809523809,106,2,22,1,3,36,26,28,0.08900000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436429864628181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242401275202987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916120911543276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422981357108915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26723016414590994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712808519339882,0.30447673016448384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394532735721709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920691670605835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mmyotheredditaccount,2020/02/12,I miss my mom I feel so lonely since she died.. even though I do have people in my life I feel very disconnected from everything and everyone,2.0766666666666684,4.548534285714286,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.14285714285714,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.4623190476190482,112,3,23,3,3,37,23,28,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.5915,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471377577403666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092109248137326,0.0,0.0,0.31961027334997605,0.3006093383227457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382465929886161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362533371548529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391739300581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318865343541011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668557171831165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32862520972515424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759812882167223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loriritchie,2020/02/12,"I want the pain in my chest to stop. The pain that you feel in the morning waking up alone. The pain that is with you for the rest of the day, until you go to sleep at night, your dreams a welcome break from the reality of being alone. The pain when you're craving a connection with another person. Just to be touched, just a hug. I need the pain to stop.",2.1763963963964,3.5715675405405456,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,76.29729729729729,6.554954954954956,21.792792792792795,7.1686216300943375,0.3703765765765765,274,7,64,3,6,88,46,74,0.27699999999999997,0.611,0.11199999999999999,-0.93,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,12,0,3,9,3,0,0,9,7,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,2,15,5,1,12,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233833525897758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637038525588099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068351288641032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789382011021451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887257375549491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575988469059798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650663030512526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8306054207830742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631664667146032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623124031525054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104410202227063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920827323017829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Danes07,2020/02/12,"My rant about not having anyone. Hey, uh I don't know how to describe what I'm doing here, I just have a lot of things racked up inside my head. You, dear reader, don't have to comment I just feel empty wanting to talk even if it's for a wall. I haven't been happy for years now and I never had anyone to talk to about it. For a long time i was the ""depressed kid"" who could be bullied for it and be pushed down even more. I am very disconnected from my parents because they look at me as a disappointment. My parents were always the perfect kids any parent would love, and my siblings are the same. I don't have any friends, I had 1 girlfriend but she just ghosted me from one day to another. I don't blame her cause I wouldn't wanna be with someone like me either. I always have this pain inside my chest that I can't get rid of, and I sometimes just tear up without even noticing it. People always say that it will get better but i feel like giving up. I am only 15 but I can't see my future being as bright as I once hoped it would be. I feel really scared right now, because noone knows this just me and I don't know how people will react. (especially to me being only 15 and saying I'm faking depression). Again I am saying noone has to answer I feel calm with this being lost in new, me posting this made it a bit better already.",2.168063664596275,3.6292583250000017,3.739254658385097,89.937049689441,76.46428571428571,5.726708074534162,21.102484472049685,6.0469075449839425,0.128835403726709,1041,25,223,6,23,346,148,280,0.106,0.765,0.13,0.8328,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,17,19,0,1,8,0,37,4,2,5,2,44,56,15,1,8,12,3,4,2,2,5,1,3,0,2,16,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,7,10,39,12,31,36,5,22,0,4,3,1,21,8,0,3,14,162,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895967654291348,0.0,0.26909401920020404,0.0,0.0,0.14661501847505848,0.11303741031920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075214761076933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142742293033122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906801920524869,0.11768937921790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074001181311016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606930823163263,0.0,0.0,0.06952190422294398,0.0,0.18569548942031447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360210395169965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802711880926245,0.07701214468802275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328579970295633,0.0,0.11264181351340725,0.1034113185118322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475481120704975,0.0,0.0,0.11063361750916813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070694499217664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773172805766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533100038583068,0.0,0.0,0.09539936388065852,0.09052461848544026,0.0,0.1176761334591282,0.09164747077459516,0.09729346010031248,0.10200270576492287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314179313971343,0.10411364561849212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273070078054105,0.0,0.11480318833913622,0.07304788316757699,0.1639730961749793,0.1147065072627856,0.0,0.35909651030049056,0.0,0.0,0.14946951136797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324233742903063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905926385375355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206037567445263,0.0,0.2571800029454214,0.10792632999058706,0.0,0.08590242351099289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133835670498257,0.0,0.10661668391499787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732906702673095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161734689663313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285888623047152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894606237347336,0.06358307047643362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391508752973924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315566265123615,0.0,0.0,0.0694194881943896 lonely,rhawrh,2020/02/12,"I am very single and I need to date My last relationship was almost two years ago and was broken because I prioritized my work over him. And now I want to date, because I am lonely and want to spice up my life. I am pan-curious or pansexual, I haven't had that enlightenment yet, but yes. I like any human. I am 21 F from India, so time zones might be an issue but I am up for it. Hopefully I hit a jackpot coz you already have by dating me 😉 Just kidding I have awefully low self esteem and confidence.",0.10274725274725682,2.3754555238095283,3.1809523809523803,86.64263736263739,89.0,6.278388278388277,20.457875457875463,7.61054688173877,0.9706996336996344,390,13,83,8,13,139,74,105,0.063,0.7559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9052,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,13,1,0,1,0,17,18,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,18,2,9,12,1,13,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,4,10,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171725523999533,0.0,0.24532627508040056,0.0,0.27035716224331274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660443895402036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986923480039735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433344935446165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557102652900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199702950058567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304662983831315,0.11969177787016627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990010161000604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816600750850242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303205545938463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558235384513994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285807255801494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932370812739545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021458507188708,0.28900782181471363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835867592383853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776821506275648 lonely,Nicksmain117,2020/02/12,"15m very lonely I feel like no one will really ever love me for who I am. Sure my parents and friends love me, but whenever I try to get a relationship I always fail. I don't know why either, I like to think I'm a pretty stand up person. So yeah, thanks if you are listening at all",1.254999999999999,2.3926035322580685,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,78.19354838709677,7.540645161290323,20.464516129032265,8.238735603445708,0.8027961290322579,217,5,51,4,5,78,51,62,0.11199999999999999,0.529,0.359,0.9536,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,10,13,4,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,7,5,12,2,4,0,2,0,2,9,2,0,1,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290637299278505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058024118552536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330009792620347,0.17420961270138574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840128357097605,0.0,0.1274038451055129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340159859855194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826985804641396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401761844476775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652420340562053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707714228506479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292423248679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480875644363973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621935550739566,0.0,0.0,0.2618083365089087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298298605302325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450834366871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625203572586815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556111215601305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120539611210156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004064239210008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,epoooooooo,2020/02/12,"Ok, I feel like crying and I'm just going to vent She's amazing but leaves me for like hours ( less severe than yours obviously) I see her come online and offline talk to others and leave me then says she loves me every night she has a bf and I don't want to get in the way of that I call her my big sister, but honestly try and make some time for me please, I know it's selfish but you did like 3 months ago so why not now I spoke to her about seeing her online and offline and she said she's talking to her friends deeply about stuff or is just meeting people and is too busy to get into conversation I realise I get clingy once I'm in a conversation with you but you cure all my bad thoughts in seconds with a simple ""heyyyyy"" letting me know you're busy would be so much easier on my mind instead of disappearing for hours upon end I just feel vulnerable without you and sit here waiting for the next time you text to make everything ok again I miss you and love you I don't know what I'd do without you even thought you've been in my life for about 4 months these have been the best and yet most lonely 4 months ever I just really miss you when you're gone and feel like we're losing touch REALLY REALLY SLOWLY but it's getting there I wish I could write everything I think in seconds down without spending hours doing so I hope you're okay sis Sometimes I wish you never spoke to me in the first place just so I didn't know what this kind of loneliness felt like, I had never felt like this before talking to you I would get bored but never lonely because I had no one else there to feel lonely for obviously I have friends who I miss but I never feel the same without you and I feel like I could discard most of my friends and put you Infront of them I don't think you realise how much I love you and it's painful to see it everything I do I think of you while doing it, listening to music, playing guitar, playing games, eating food, getting on busses, doing work EVERYTHING and I think it's because of the early days when we would talk about everything we did from what time we woke up to when we were going to bed I can't look at anything and not think about you and I can't keep my mind busy enough to stay away from you I love you sis I don't know how to say any of this to you without making anything arkward or ripping our friendship apart so I'll just suffer alone and keep this all to myself and anyone who took the time to read this which who am I kidding it's no one.",3.0466180371352785,4.190158454022992,3.9844061302682015,90.33582228116713,73.65517241379311,6.733156498673741,24.11258473327439,7.010146845296331,0.7090954317712939,1971,56,433,18,39,635,221,522,0.11900000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9921,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,21,1,4,31,36,0,0,10,3,32,8,0,5,9,103,91,41,0,9,22,3,9,7,4,3,2,6,1,1,23,28,2,3,20,5,1,7,20,12,0,5,18,19,86,24,62,66,11,57,0,8,4,4,68,17,0,6,37,294,109,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582960291171855,0.0,0.0,0.06523019408230209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042829812365066666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403836839469804,0.0,0.1036573792895046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917351388519925,0.0,0.05258720739734277,0.0767862927315039,0.0,0.05359290879232855,0.0,0.06609555760949125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431150257270253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425328017278271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057175206997,0.0,0.06918259614362607,0.04061807779449777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644461478989183,0.05261324741823181,0.0,0.05578321809643458,0.06507707899339152,0.0,0.04159891270889175,0.056970681954865786,0.05306491835094471,0.0,0.283020092918922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910730705398784,0.1349827217344924,0.12094489056896066,0.0,0.0,0.05357232271306235,0.0761578934626082,0.0,0.14597884491181098,0.0,0.19743247809476386,0.0,0.07158806456121465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625551801974539,0.18607328321748687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196231019256547,0.0,0.06558589663660498,0.17306586649407,0.0,0.0,0.13337735384036706,0.0,0.06440320069410856,0.04448593766716832,0.215388226988638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288888497886343,0.07046057117478602,0.0,0.0,0.2273742858698131,0.0,0.126122605984459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271874128251433,0.0,0.15081451643900218,0.0,0.0925978014492355,0.0,0.19430191732915197,0.0,0.0669819035831335,0.05910419230064935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707360632789572,0.08535625237505566,0.0,0.06701712054079942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366367915628967,0.0,0.0658026199891603,0.0691351495298276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331414700857642,0.0,0.0,0.06299888587751502,0.0,0.12104334236791968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059910154530565536,0.1001713774824827,0.0,0.0,0.15056512159316904,0.0,0.0,0.07115155450052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062290652275050436,0.0,0.0,0.06713026367421389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209914092688208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024896758698183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017811066008324,0.0,0.10000109496930837,0.1469008744522941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997514397180787,0.042760536546883735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037148322271824165,0.04999205469282288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683131629328957,0.0,0.1448520203247602,0.30356124134413554,0.0,0.0458515311564296,0.0,0.0,0.13422148076424634,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Huge_Tomatillo,2020/02/12,"Anyone out there? Hey everyone, I’m a first year Phd student at a school that, to be honest, wasn’t my first choice. It’s a good school, well funded, puts out lots of research and in many ways is ideal. However, I’m approximately 5 years older than most of my cohort members and honestly I don’t feel like I fit in at all. I’m originally from NYC, so attending grad school in the South is something of a culture shock, but I’m finding more and more that it’s hard for me to have anything in common with my classmates and I haven’t really found any friends that I can hangout with or even talk to outside of class. I pride myself on making an effort to be social but the combination of sports I play, life experiences, age, heritage, difficulty with classes is making me feel homesick, lonely and frustrated that I’m not fitting in as well as I would like. Before coming to grad school I had a healthy social life, strong support system and felt fulfilled at work but I feel like I’m missing something. Has anyone else felt like this?",6.822888490819522,6.3470666403940905,7.1274697716077045,76.83171518137037,64.86206896551724,9.549305866547249,33.232870577698165,8.841846274778883,2.662964532019704,820,30,156,11,11,267,122,203,0.08800000000000001,0.679,0.233,0.9842,1,2,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,5,20,1,0,8,0,13,2,0,3,1,32,30,13,0,2,5,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,7,3,1,3,4,5,2,2,5,6,15,15,29,22,5,27,0,3,0,0,6,14,0,3,12,95,22,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379898956001186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232719778885786,0.1262612323948741,0.10140581017329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485760633502177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614966089609998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294084255000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813906636360497,0.0,0.0,0.11774924684951522,0.0,0.12054023243292558,0.0,0.0,0.18692272227218934,0.17606763552135254,0.2366356297743573,0.0,0.1126277884407638,0.2096346569754817,0.0,0.13511269636963785,0.09520533342895644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335745933603684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110387719839073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407858780062968,0.2408111118078774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047636937405328,0.0,0.0,0.16451075171794013,0.12493343895909532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387776763879113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894275212586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988516156562697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123002728963045,0.0,0.18973324440123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983721333437846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904567226206827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781232832820712,0.0,0.0,0.22159281205254394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971115605031489,0.0,0.0,0.08753734719032863,0.0,0.0,0.1587090606942871 lonely,xAnastasiaB,2020/02/12,"I just want to feel loved and experience happiness with others Everyday I want to cry and in the end I do. I feel unwanted, unloved and that I'm just a dissapointment, a mess, a fuck up.. I want to have a normal life, where I have friends that truely care and a family which i love. My heart hurts, I feel insane in a way, that my smiles and jokes is just for show. That it means nothing and nothing is genuine anymore. I feel that my friends in reality are just fake and don't want me. I could disappear for a month and nobody would notice. And if they did, they would just be glad that I'm not here anymore. No longer there to annoy them and be a burden. My life is falling apart bit by bit. It's starts with something small like forgeting homework to missing deadlines to arguements and hurting my family. That life just keeps going on and I can't keep up. Cant take control of anything. And in a way, it is. I isolate myself, trying to make myself a better person. So i can not be the awkward person and see that people care about me. And it did but things like that never last. That nobody will love me and I can't my love for somebody to share moments and bring something to this world. I think of escaping. Taking a different bus instead of going to school. To spent my final day wasting my money just to never come home again. To jump off a bridge far away when nobody knows where I am at. To end the burden, the pain and emptiness inside. I wasn't sure where exactly I wanted to post but ranting like this helps in a way. To let the emotions go and able to breathe.",1.9021454656116847,4.0392312169811335,3.2534124568878084,90.0079701765064,79.59748427672956,5.864232095759789,22.522215459525256,6.968188349444268,0.6708087644552649,1229,39,254,14,31,400,162,318,0.133,0.6940000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9066,1,0,2,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,3,2,17,29,2,1,18,0,25,11,2,2,4,60,60,24,0,11,12,0,4,3,2,3,4,0,2,2,19,22,0,3,7,2,2,8,10,12,0,0,4,5,34,17,38,48,2,43,0,3,1,5,13,18,1,1,16,177,53,2,0.09249914151996484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346858625405632,0.0,0.0,0.07611891203329182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690598834354883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180797381140484,0.2019702109443756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886180790484512,0.0,0.0,0.0796798199857194,0.0,0.0,0.10374565257628993,0.0738530377800435,0.0,0.10160596353461204,0.059654294017325735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966419154496639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404908416588277,0.16385356837383844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048190960019513,0.17439991682448874,0.0,0.18708138096289026,0.0,0.0,0.10132828821280357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292921456856686,0.08551396582389849,0.0,0.0,0.15770818130804656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846705616255008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961192806716047,0.06200022476261133,0.0,0.09278418086352994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804448821974288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443497412354371,0.0,0.0,0.0508351091178373,0.07539914603473198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458663921274052,0.19600463754046768,0.1355712247036316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339363465174784,0.0,0.061743895232181815,0.0,0.0,0.10075868216777972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383193226794993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268208066278176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062951926223678,0.1775108420080974,0.10531088570066202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842560825162852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641272580018625,0.1615333650340441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858860845176293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361406951168423,0.07370983988718778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242071648249852,0.0,0.0,0.06547136845829972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717934620019217,0.0,0.1390956855256313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145231947059648,0.059269714934358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628008452889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727919511929687,0.2202645391737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141747241152174,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,softheartedrose,2020/02/12,"""Hello when can we talk?"" I texted, saw you online and watched you go offline without responding. And yet, I will still want to talk to you. I was okay before I met you, you know. Before you very much barged your way into my life and gave me the impression you would be there for me and that our friendship would ""grow in closeness-ness"" you said in your less than perfect English in a voice note. These were YOUR words. Before you I was OKAY with my loneliness. I didn't have the best coping methods with my sadness I will admit, but I FELT FINE. and then you came and became my only and closest friend. And now it's as if you're making a very sincere effort to part from me. To ignore me. And it's so. Painful because you made me not like my loneliness anymore. Your companionship was so sweet. And warm. And comforting. And secure. And now you're hardly even replying to my texts once a week. I'm in so much pain. And I'm angry at you. But I miss you. The people I speak to about you are on my case about letting you go but they don't know how amazing you are, to me. They want me to forget about you. I don't think I can ever do that as long as I live I don't see how I can not love the person you are. The only part of you that I can't accept is the part where you don't need to talk to me as much as I need to talk to you. And I can't believe I'm always on my knees just like this. Messaging you again anyway. Even when you haven't replied to my last four messages in the last seven days. You asked to talk on the phone ""later if I'm not busy"" and then just left me hanging. Two days ago with no explanation even though I know you probably fell asleep. I don't understand you. I'm busy too. I'm tired too. But I want to make time for you. Nobody who I talk to understands how you are. You are a SHIT texter. And because I don't see you and texting is our only way of communicating it's extra painful. I know you care for me but I don't know how to tell you that without giving you power over me. I don't want to dishonor myself. I miss the dignity that came with being friends with my loneliness.",0.8412984101100704,2.7562295403587456,2.5443477374643315,94.87484203016716,82.07174887892377,5.489523033020792,19.329188748471264,6.574015621080383,-0.050491479820627294,1629,41,376,16,44,536,190,446,0.156,0.73,0.113,-0.9758,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,3,37,2,4,29,27,1,0,13,2,35,9,3,7,2,72,76,42,0,10,14,0,3,2,2,4,5,3,0,1,11,27,0,2,11,0,0,7,18,8,0,3,13,11,91,19,51,56,9,42,0,3,4,1,67,14,1,2,21,270,102,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741584520257697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961079850018329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296702017215125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820965695386407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199521953917938,0.0,0.2135623548253718,0.09425478572482544,0.08779471789993921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136669212224536,0.08529569169718984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790597161385126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576748596929455,0.07567414712416856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032553875766182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926911653288922,0.0,0.0,0.08025311536422249,0.09509041394715384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494182576612328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988336094729514,0.13638612686237514,0.0,0.0,0.09089549851241277,0.0855467604978717,0.05909066341612161,0.08174289862115851,0.0,0.07387222671143333,0.07403537896397604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755053062854175,0.07915995106743137,0.11168575734577264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844964658083801,0.12406383600797415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909385984578742,0.0,0.19087879344349068,0.2670564893532636,0.0,0.0,0.27178288664135475,0.0,0.05799845757635955,0.07304761119539452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901983037580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957864804513679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333304168886545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587452531441325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668100018804304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40345050288420586,0.07312145249023215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536051618967316,0.08219431687939897,0.0,0.04878210162017582,0.09615344954517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172246230780397,0.1741834601498094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805449360042618,0.19737644055173195,0.1328088754444355,0.0671060191671833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612881380417414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885758000491263,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway_xox_,2020/02/12,"Trying to enjoy something makes me more lonely. Have no one to share it with, dead against joining any sort of online group or social media for it because of problems in the past with former interests (never fitted in, had drama too old and boring), putting up with being treated like an obsessive freak by others. Everyone tells me to have hobbies or interests but they just make me feel more miserable and lonely when I have them.",9.07360759493671,8.453364683544303,8.393512658227849,70.06216772151902,60.39240506329114,10.431645569620251,36.20569620253164,9.516144504307137,3.5509974683544305,346,13,54,5,4,109,63,79,0.214,0.696,0.09,-0.9101,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,8,6,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,1,1,6,6,14,6,2,10,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735619692714831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769124106878486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731293266506823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674145746705844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178442202505914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874416205153393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383175025891172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045318925673205,0.0,0.1966572396945012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770431192246434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769662397014694,0.0,0.291746299488594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958377123645245,0.0,0.22342173660018155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536607596216767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703697974498868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zomb0ss0,2020/02/12,"QwQ Heyo, I'm 16 years old, from germany and this will be my first post I've ever made on reddit. I dont know where to start... I have an Eating Disorder: When I talk about my eating disorder I dont mean that I eat too much or too less (maybe I do but thats not the point here). In this case I dont like the most food that exist. Of course its normal that you dont like some foods, I know that but in my case its just extrem: f.e. I dont like meat, soups, pizza, sauces, most cheese types, eggs or milk. I'm not sure how long exactly I have this disorder but I can tell you I have this already since my childhood. I always try to hide since back then and yea... pretty successfully, only my family knows it, my ""friends"" or others dont. But its pretty hard to hide it in restaurants or class trips, thats why I dont like 'em. Yea I know I could tell them and make my point a bit easier but at the same I'm afraid of their reactions and dont wanna be that special eater. I never had true friends: What are true friends? - People who help you in bad times, always be there for you, tell you their secrets and problems, and so on, right? Well I dont have friends like that and never had. I have more like school friends, ...friends you just see in school and only talk about senseless topics. These sort of friends I have but I dont see them as true friends. They are just there to survive school but not to survive life together. I dont have any contact with them privatly. We never meet outside in free time or study together. So I dont know how it feels to have a true friend, but I'm sure it must feel great qwq I live isolated: Uhm, yes if I would have to describes my life I would say ""school and home, there isnt anything more, and home means being online all the day"". That describes me pretty well. I didnt meet any friends outside in my free time since the elementary school. I have absolutly no experience in going outside. This makes my life hard: I wrote with a girl and she asked to meet and I had a mental breakdown for minutes because I didnt know what to answer. However if I would wanna go to the cinema, I wouldnt be able to do 'cause this mental wall stops me so. This counts for almost everything what deals with 'going outside'. Love sucks: As you know now I did chat with this girl who is my crush and she knows she is. After she asked a few times to meet outside I agreed and was hoping that this might help me out of all this shit, so I can become ""normal"". Uhm, yeah, we didnt meet. Actually she couldnt, so we made a new date, and yes then...suddenly...she didnt have time there too. And yeah, then another boy chatted with her and yeah then she told me that this boy has been always her love for years. Guess I'm friendzoned now. Anyways I'm a ghost for her at school, so I shouldnt be that sad, I guess. Mood sucks too: Nothing much to say about this topic. My mood just changes randomly every day / hour. I can be very happy at one moment and very sad few minutes later. Social Groups sucks: I hate social groups ;-; Just horrible. I'm always that guy that just watches and rarely talks because I'm bad at talking and its too hard for me to talk freely. So I'm the ghost in every group. And if it all becomes too much for me I just disappear, nobody realizes anyways, so its easy to vanish. I hide everything about me: I hate it if somebody asks me a personally question like ""whats your opinion about..."", ""what are your Hobbys?"" and so one. I hate it so much. But anyways I'm not gonna answer these question, - never ever-, just gonna distract you and make you forget your question (works most of the time). If it doesnt work I will just lie. I dont know why I do this but I'm afraid to open myself to others, so I'm hiding absolutly everything about me. Depression? Yes, at least every online test says so. But I'm too afraid to tell someone, so its my secret. Suicide? No but hoping to die through an accident Wish ya a great day / night QwQ 👀",1.38654176904177,3.4238656117936164,2.628127149877152,94.34300153562654,80.84275184275185,5.593341523341524,20.003009828009827,6.6852558774890625,0.09412240786240787,3064,80,683,31,80,983,297,814,0.19,0.675,0.136,-0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,1,135.0,3,13,6,6,54,55,7,4,19,8,66,14,1,8,17,144,123,66,4,21,35,0,5,7,10,11,3,3,2,6,52,33,8,1,21,3,2,5,32,17,2,3,14,11,101,38,66,89,19,66,0,3,3,2,89,23,4,26,44,431,153,12,0.038518648869893896,0.0,0.03758864491511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038570862835897286,0.0,0.04250628685480883,0.0,0.1282024060975104,0.0,0.0,0.05238800418455895,0.04039016184294801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03169756601833836,0.0,0.10802921117389416,0.0,0.0,0.029618463366648137,0.0643229257626465,0.046961221667828484,0.08508164284050236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042052388323331975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039569262839538086,0.04074762311377336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03075400683162562,0.0,0.0,0.0745240258582993,0.03971103563666447,0.033176055829710525,0.0,0.03997627621657305,0.0,0.13243712611240924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586866404846644,0.0,0.0,0.1182425819554013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968464627416868,0.09736086890576703,0.0,0.1038542337223312,0.03767862974398686,0.03631195408257523,0.0,0.038952372449040866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276394305147085,0.0931538062179438,0.0,0.2975941256724024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567310744611674,0.0,0.0,0.0849338927236682,0.08486526872211977,0.038139518274543496,0.0,0.041003817973367385,0.1035154306612225,0.11408757365554086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163647679843751,0.0,0.07727469087032876,0.0765154190734441,0.03793311014589417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051957862280008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162058248575806,0.1317278633000607,0.0,0.034012672646477365,0.03408779213866417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952916894707444,0.07289455380532064,0.07713449166859351,0.0,0.038697160048102655,0.08391620149634058,0.0,0.0,0.0776354767559034,0.0408621993993508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132625557276582,0.0,0.1188318264313694,0.037201551103437036,0.0,0.03614714263956098,0.07548019521793957,0.03695968244436802,0.0,0.04041884245478647,0.0,0.0522024666894163,0.05859033636469674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02670398117618956,0.033632998459644015,0.0,0.0,0.07282514701928426,0.0,0.03689021807936956,0.11756194081474795,0.0,0.036857144911330464,0.0,0.0,0.12944910642359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328947156725676,0.0,0.09189472682010144,0.0,0.23389757441310624,0.061388752246049276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953883953708833,0.09558907315773207,0.0,0.0,0.0785298235100471,0.032636726189720966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02726369792450861,0.0,0.0,0.032203315206154964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042133150033972215,0.0,0.0726067414207802,0.0,0.0,0.15479915450566895,0.13466798756184176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476320348882367,0.0,0.0,0.03680621967561703,0.0,0.026151634152140932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356383863381981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692657824755949,0.0,0.0695141788250095,0.0,0.04429454524709043,0.0,0.0,0.05608407026435335,0.0,0.0,0.08208762900943999,0.0,0.0,0.049609493977403024 lonely,A_stan_ofshady,2020/02/12,Nobody's anything So tired of being alone and thrown away..paying for the mistakes I've made and everything I've lost which was indeed everything...i have nothing and am nothing. Sitting here on my bathroom floor on my rug debating if I should load up this next syringe hoping its enough to kill me.. 30 years old..just a waste. My own parents didn't want me so why should anyone else?.. rant over.,4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,71.59740259740259,6.691774891774893,27.119047619047624,7.1686216300943375,1.3294346320346326,314,11,60,3,6,97,63,77,0.255,0.7120000000000001,0.034,-0.9461,1,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,11,6,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,7,4,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255373244603255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226531088971776,0.2231244522118893,0.17920081577579566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204595987921561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191347152677906,0.0,0.0,0.2250079198192198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571180317173034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162883028535268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092306175143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377145974957117,0.0,0.0,0.20605310041737487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159396555433745,0.0,0.0,0.4178999258815835,0.0,0.2285061741466417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418006095740285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250287122812025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284425614740016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964976986911132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023256211268353 lonely,DoveBar88,2020/02/12,"Just sending out hugs and high fives! Lots of love out to Al the lonely folks out there. Not long ago, I had posted some very personal stuff on a throw away. No details needed but some very wonderful folks from around the world befriended me and still after a year continue to write call text or Skype. No matter how lonely you feel, someone out there is looking for YOU. They want to cure your loneliness! So keep your chin up, stay safe and be strong, because YOU, my friend, you are loved! Reach out, I don't bite.....anymore.....",4.0489356435643575,5.782567495049509,3.7040470297029735,90.99290222772278,72.06930693069306,7.030198019801983,23.51608910891089,7.645422480735847,0.8867910891089106,411,11,84,5,8,123,80,101,0.10400000000000001,0.636,0.26,0.9669,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,1,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,25,13,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,11,6,16,11,3,21,0,2,1,3,14,11,0,5,6,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177638705317276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336785301587235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825499579735464,0.0,0.0,0.1926638736854517,0.0,0.0,0.12500478366299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939272310627355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368624831769073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843152276653974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666080733551205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822698279362049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814747117092935,0.17220166229609093,0.0,0.0,0.1743376230318608,0.37015556298659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520519594020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905350615125504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639411269623247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374960667214573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857036690590756,0.16376394637552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234748604034496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383976657767939,0.12095174343863595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223825781100958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205414684780387 lonely,RedNole25,2020/02/12,"I’m always lacking something and I wish I could experience everything I hate telling these things to my close friends and family. Amongst people that knows me, they see me as the most spoiled, wholesome and innocent kid. I’m currently 17(M) and about to head to college soon. So here’s the things that’s seriously on my mind that I’ve constantly overthinking. Is that I wish I have everything, I may have the most expensive clothing, better lifestyle and many opportunities . What comes to mind is my persona of being lonely, surely I could engage in social interaction with my friends or family, but most of the time it’s that they’re busy with something. But I feel like I’m missing so much stuff in my life. I don’t think it’s good to brag my social status and fortune, however it’s just that I’m lacking something that even money can’t buy. My friends also have their ups and downs but it’s just that, they could enjoy life without the materialistic things. But the real problem for me is my desire to feel love by someone that you feel emotionally connected to or someone who would understand your emotions like a social worker when feeling depressed. I could also imply that I’m sadly single to quite sum it up, but it would sound stupid. All my friends have been or experienced emotional love with someone besides their family members, except me. I find it difficult how they mention how a relationship is not that important. But I see it as an experience or a stepping stone in life to discover who I am as person. TLDR;; I don’t have everything that could satisfy my hunger of emotional happiness with someone that isn’t a family member. It may sound cheesy and stupid but I see it as a stepping stone to discover who I am as a person. If you feel like you understand my pain please share your thoughts and experience, I would like to know someone with a similar story",5.6908169014084535,7.109092222535215,6.301802816901411,75.17354929577466,67.61971830985915,9.623661971830987,32.791549295774644,9.888512548439397,3.36811323943662,1509,66,266,35,25,492,163,355,0.10400000000000001,0.69,0.20600000000000002,0.9896,2,2,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,5,4,13,29,3,0,14,0,27,8,1,2,2,71,53,33,0,15,17,0,5,4,4,5,4,2,0,3,32,16,1,0,12,0,3,3,6,11,0,0,2,11,42,18,36,40,8,16,0,4,3,2,30,8,0,10,9,193,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170751465167805,0.06090780580666151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473896452564296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305484415684151,0.0,0.07910260024686018,0.0,0.2922190203595204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304657852895662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293581129032511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483475459843092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736083564447932,0.21480932223025584,0.276023705332295,0.0,0.18505920513148666,0.1045874025893412,0.0,0.0,0.0669029706539835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262148521845553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139622525275853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792217505041217,0.0,0.07226930177768652,0.07512375315101508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045700614523857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510880767987986,0.1430462141668446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321307220055118,0.0,0.0,0.07421275260836427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782115420229588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381001776346809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788937513238707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074728156059728,0.12782987160585116,0.0,0.08035101408578335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700419872974878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785662476108479,0.0,0.08331699884379005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858881455249668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499145207953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385286139216548,0.3101082797801423,0.16905753710511298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379585677600004,0.0,0.0,0.06898961480251417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397954519318377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589138484459568,0.046903251526876,0.0,0.0581121863850599,0.042683187613695786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240641673588934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835150866994886,0.07056165711659332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559963660286821,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lurqq,2020/02/12,"Thought of the Day: Why is it so easy to feel sad, and so hard to feel happy? That is all",-3.127142857142857,-1.5480265714285686,-0.4980952380952371,111.10142857142858,100.42857142857143,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-2.2012666666666667,66,1,20,0,3,22,17,21,0.16399999999999998,0.5820000000000001,0.255,0.5644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937909840221047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606778431518997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849396644498635,0.4080818217370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616544860020538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110615086600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lukec779,2020/02/12,"Do you need someone to talk to? Just found this sub after a little bit of random scrolling, and while I think of myself as a lonely person, I can’t help but think I could have it much worse. So instead of posting about myself I want to offer a sympathetic ear so to speak to anyone who needs it. It doesn’t matter who you are or why you may be seeing this, just know my best wishes are with you and if you need someone to talk to, you can send me a message and I will do my best to respond soon.",6.232641509433961,4.1041618867924505,6.815735849056605,83.95662264150945,66.9245283018868,8.857358490566037,28.74716981132075,5.6839178017228535,1.1471871698113207,384,8,87,1,5,127,67,106,0.052000000000000005,0.752,0.196,0.9477,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,0,22,22,10,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,16,2,15,17,4,6,0,1,1,0,17,1,0,4,3,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189138241372395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959017912012953,0.0,0.2059302658896696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060216688086495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681819857212894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643174169977153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366367879914452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905237214151616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386614954958408,0.4195904042442517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647005697324104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065115254339845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031015569750547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196436621074681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322017196023704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417272943087405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125624670897877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702052356511913,0.0,0.21691009343063625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222556780398306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,world_star_,2020/02/12,"Kill the idle devil! Raise, Run and Relinquish. Today I wasn't feeling that well, the reason was so many bad thoughts were lingering on and on. I was supposed to do the reading today, but, could not! I didn't give up, I diverted my mind by watching a new content, trying to analyse and understand that. I had a power nap, I got up, I wore my tracks and just ran and ran(I'm gonna do it every day) till the frustration oozed out! The key is, get up and face the world. At the end we are all alone, let's not let the inevitable kill our present. I'm happy to answer your questions if you have any. AMA.",1.8521286031042123,3.6384730894308968,3.257087952697709,91.6269179600887,78.26829268292683,6.423946784922395,24.189948263119,7.348242739294969,0.9405349593495936,462,16,101,6,11,151,88,123,0.19,0.7709999999999999,0.039,-0.9556,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,1,3,7,3,0,10,0,14,1,1,1,1,22,24,10,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,5,1,0,10,2,13,2,12,10,1,17,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892481308238623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425935638638155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525678536635542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589115026170574,0.0,0.0,0.11784259434470234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184023219017726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395380546570867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239131754645197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546634031732484,0.17528659771690894,0.0,0.0,0.14614198115934132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451430189267369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043165734799751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37369765710204894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525460506987376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845002953012203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647707213288588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469396762817668,0.0,0.18277458106690292,0.0,0.0,0.1878718696042096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450633450469511,0.0,0.0,0.3464041212863933,0.0,0.0,0.12405837094878075,0.0,0.0,0.1902233076538629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429183901900515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,riptide032302,2020/02/12,"Been crying for an hour about how lonely I am I know I’m only 17, and it shouldn’t matter to me yet, but nobody want to get to know me",-2.2696875,-0.573443593749996,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,94.3125,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.2964625000000005,103,0,27,0,4,37,26,32,0.125,0.792,0.083,-0.3182,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130583928469447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402666651594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599733890737764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513382846378147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552305028639883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754920974947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,solisbliss,2020/02/12,Trying to be strong. My mental health is hitting a low point. I haven’t had a real genuine conversation with anyone in months. I am trying to get a job but it’s hard with my condition. I suffer from a rare condition that makes me smell regardless of what I do.,1.204591194968554,3.5925125094339627,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,84.28301886792455,6.552201257861638,20.154088050314463,7.793537801064563,1.0009899371069189,205,6,41,4,6,70,42,53,0.161,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.6956,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,7,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324241138392484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668064466737654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600500768592113,0.0,0.0,0.3393712145903217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31682820338489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131165444765892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175109040902794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483987069176456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30181524532044224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634014425546573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335294716298367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,M_L_Moth,2020/02/12,"Lonely Shout Out. Pittsburgh PA, creative, funny and light hearted looking for genuine people to connect with",7.755294117647058,11.846962470588238,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,71.3529411764706,3.4000000000000004,43.79411764705883,3.1291,3.5850235294117647,90,6,8,0,2,26,17,17,0.11199999999999999,0.628,0.26,0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.736320149262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217898448036268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307760388524142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flyinglanjiao69,2020/02/12,"Tired of being alone M, 20 I've adapted well to being alone over the years, through middle, highschool and Engineering school. I've always thought that I adapted well, but recently, it has been getting harder. I do most of the things I like, alone. I love my hobbies, but it has been getting tiring, not being able to share my passion with someone, not being able to love and be loved. I end up getting overly excited when I match with someone on dating apps, and always end up disappointed when I get ghosted. I look for wholesome relationships everywhere, but I can't seem to find anyone, anywhere. If anyone has experiences similar to mine, please share them with me.",5.736747967479673,7.418020073170737,5.9530081300813045,76.72430894308944,67.78048780487805,8.06829268292683,32.365853658536594,8.515128840125781,2.72779024390244,531,23,89,8,9,169,76,123,0.08,0.653,0.268,0.9839,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,0,0,16,22,9,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,1,14,10,17,14,1,13,0,1,1,4,7,6,0,3,8,63,18,2,0.27213298835864397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227715573865775,0.0,0.0,0.22643644643356395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028171286750475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102905433547095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309914042057985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436231062751693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284356509085009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647521607191975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142615858883886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684159701623613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493601506075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434924781791235,0.1460844932846638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377065563529034,0.0,0.12386982600072652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305773979313531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039653268292223,0.0,0.0,0.10802159760349406,0.0,0.3127768377384746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468023839247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762236113623595 lonely,lubietruskawki1,2020/02/12,"Any lonely ”performers” in this subreddit? I’m really into acting and singing and I used to enjoy performing but I don’t think I do anymore. Whenever I have a concert or a premiere etc I never invite anyone and then, after the show when everyone is talking to their friends and family and receiving many congratulations I just sorta... stand there and quietly leave eventually? I feel like I shouldn’t care about this but it‘s making me slowly lose interest in art so... yeah, can anyone relate?",2.9916666666666667,6.060238055555558,4.90388888888889,73.2625,85.1111111111111,8.333333333333334,25.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,3.0484444444444456,395,16,61,12,12,134,69,90,0.08199999999999999,0.655,0.263,0.9691,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,18,12,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,10,5,7,11,1,10,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139418850956706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499535422602911,0.35246105446172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696909729934553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810885106765401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408326964006235,0.0,0.0,0.2375985876940136,0.0,0.1274377669152273,0.1800556884481852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472359930012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687139243304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313282448006145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819655691107589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823703328548356,0.2555265343953705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943869095352687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161461719411722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257824959314846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149549630350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217679535706016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,superfunybobs_gf,2020/02/12,"College alone Next year, I’ll be attending the 4 year university of my dreams in the field that I’ve always wanted to go into! The only problem is, I’m the only one of my friends who’s really leaving (I’m going an hour away). Even my boyfriend is staying to attend the university in our city. I’ve just been feeling really lonely and sad, and I’ve been feeling like I’ve been drifting away from my friends even though we’re as close as ever. Has anyone else had this problem? I just want to stop feeling so alone.",5.576857142857144,5.299916733333333,6.518809523809527,79.49535714285717,67.3809523809524,8.904761904761905,31.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,2.3027142857142864,407,15,81,5,6,136,66,105,0.158,0.691,0.151,-0.4308,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,17,6,0,4,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,4,0,1,4,3,6,3,13,12,0,18,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33965105522290184,0.0,0.0,0.13643782906218374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465302614830268,0.16800867843302691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081141596328308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369775550702714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166039024791726,0.14832205020212014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872749095176114,0.11714162058175512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533687014736285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637811838259416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147937797504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736226590003741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010843051234122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438606885137645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111166230963952,0.24941617059954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137980941360754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008930777822787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477232143116214,0.0,0.13708792366942374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611016451168115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342985310553915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111851677417711 lonely,nomadicwitch,2020/02/12,"I need depth in my life I feel like everyday I'm on a routine. The people I meet seem only an inch thick. Our conversations are the typical greetings followed by useless small talk. I spend most of my weekdays at work, so I have little time to even try to find anyone out in the world. I need to talk to someone about their passions, what they love and hate, and what inspires them. Being able to connect to others on that kind of level just seems to be the most important thing to me. I'm open minded and enjoy talking about anything and everything. My passions are strong, so I'm afraid that frightens people off. If you'd like to chat, I enjoy the outdoors, philosophy, religion, politics, love, life, music, anything haha.",4.365335968379448,6.212345942028989,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,71.46376811594203,7.337022397891962,29.21212121212121,8.00094639256281,2.0890492753623198,572,23,102,8,11,184,92,138,0.057999999999999996,0.69,0.253,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,3,2,6,15,1,1,7,1,6,6,0,0,0,18,18,7,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,12,21,15,2,18,0,1,0,4,13,15,0,5,4,66,22,1,0.17237633790342893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052954341156555,0.0,0.2837020773573355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385294546525335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549207376171704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715865577341292,0.12314569024063053,0.0,0.0,0.15754884998306834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018594649617244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950342994087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435090104702744,0.1684287432689373,0.17276637546805548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115274995881537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740509623122009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556297407654917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109997255083294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390080969943605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138498880495897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605391172321586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156487127214409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451917944261834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051402884527852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703221835643568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254920269859722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tyrill117,2020/02/12,"Does anyone ever feel so lonely that whenever a person of the opposite sex/same sex treats you like a human being, you instantly fall in love with them only then to realize how pathetic you really are? It's been one of those days for me.",9.260212765957444,6.584670021276598,10.14521276595745,64.18250000000003,61.553191489361716,14.506382978723408,34.138297872340424,13.023866798666859,4.538668085106383,189,5,34,6,2,66,42,47,0.132,0.741,0.127,-0.0622,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,3,6,3,0,5,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852617441438354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631065622500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570168386588608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690317487208572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062816257277067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993132791716898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682083812651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764506760089372,0.3102791711353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622321127829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613556936790697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aentonian,2020/02/12,i want to cry Is it weird to want to cry so much but can't cry because your tears literally refused to go out anymore because of all the shitty things in your life? Is that weird? If so I'm weird.,2.4955038759689927,3.0562974651162804,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,74.34883720930233,6.663565891472868,25.96124031007752,6.42735559955562,0.6659519379844965,153,5,37,1,3,51,30,43,0.435,0.523,0.042,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396586773965584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999185964319465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8106582462107157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980745182968124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375705365473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083828281987466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634314489511378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29019431149059743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-I-just-want-a-hug-,2020/02/12,"I just want a hug... 😭 Sometimes I just want to breakdown and cry on someone's shoulder. But there is no one I can tell my problems to and so it's just holed up inside of me, a stabbing piercing pain into my chest. Sending virtual hugs to everyone. 😊",-0.14379120879120674,2.1526601153846165,2.284065934065936,91.91807692307695,92.07692307692308,4.509890109890111,26.659340659340657,6.1826913282559595,1.090134065934066,194,10,40,2,7,66,41,52,0.213,0.6779999999999999,0.109,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,10,4,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772483739271965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328167862983187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327211553767041,0.0,0.3654401707737704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32862191737734325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909922503001143,0.0,0.3396670346519254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300178244872109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051349603034598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JRoss50,2020/02/12,"Feeling offline more than I should? Currently feeling somewhat hopeless. on my own coding for my uni assignment. I flick onto social media and see people's lives popping and think... jeez how'd these people connect? The more I look at people and the portrayal of life on social media the more I feel like I'm offline in terms of being connected to a ""normal"" world and people. - from my studies of social media and the filter bubble effect, and related social media effects on society and social psychology. I know this portrayal isn't 100% real. However, I can't help feel sucked into it , also I think I can't even FAKE a cool, interconnected life for social media. My mantra of ""the gym, then chill out"" isn't working today. I think things will change when I graduate from university and get a fulltime job instead of working part-time lates on my own... but this is years away and studying from home leaves the feeling of isolation and some sort of ""abnormality"" in my social life ever-present. The thing is I have a enough friends, my phone is going off a fair bit and I shouldn't 100% feel this lost and isolated... but at the moment I just feel this way. Even going out I feel disconnected. like a satnav, I'm stood at the bar... then the noise dims and voices of friends laughing and joking around me fade and my brain just displays waiting for a GPS signal. before snapping back into reality and fake happiness ensues. &#x200B; anyone else feel ""offline"" a fair bit or is it just me?",4.732457792207793,6.590854810714286,5.598636363636366,77.5918181818182,70.53571428571429,7.662337662337662,28.084415584415584,8.296473431620573,2.1413571428571423,1177,43,201,18,22,385,148,280,0.066,0.794,0.141,0.9694,3,1,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,0,5,10,13,1,0,18,1,13,5,1,2,0,50,37,23,0,3,6,0,9,2,2,3,3,1,1,0,9,21,1,1,15,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,13,24,8,33,31,11,32,0,2,2,0,11,18,2,4,13,135,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946992804663464,0.0,0.09412363638893644,0.1055565894407278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074154169288836,0.08900860700010275,0.0,0.07733274025396374,0.0,0.0,0.08161724859010147,0.06679768748087518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391999346288926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896791375213212,0.0,0.0,0.09697567815556672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189696847700927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256875942837009,0.0,0.0,0.08975995821417362,0.0,0.11475366516940172,0.07857891151231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953168556302665,0.06205996360999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423113249820862,0.0,0.04538600292151596,0.0,0.09874047488057533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924747575389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058227146984260125,0.0,0.08713771857506065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086205096093011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477414941945534,0.0,0.0979931726117801,0.0919828140153934,0.0,0.0,0.18407660429237385,0.08488061301798025,0.0,0.07670782409282771,0.0,0.07294894268655018,0.0,0.09482889471293886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511418078563808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407177224788377,0.0,0.2408989510388835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988771073442139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922416326280421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198713587318408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542516989376878,0.16698841414261684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234262677541998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895338281431074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648482643404868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055565894407278,0.05594144830819328 lonely,orc_hunter,2020/02/12,"Laying in my bed lonely tonight struck a nerve with me It's one of those nights again. I had a really bad day in terms of reddit and the real world. I can't understand why I am going through this. I know people that deserve to be isolation from society, yet I am societies' prey. I am crying as I write this. I am hugging my pillow. I should do something but better off just accepting my fate.",1.6446250000000011,3.8043962125000017,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.625,7.0,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.3352499999999994,307,10,62,6,8,104,63,80,0.12300000000000001,0.759,0.11800000000000001,0.3825,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,13,3,10,9,1,11,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267483734111408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28332869537001537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518958329959477,0.20660300591373326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820655989769276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605918438406906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006322419588165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708139911788984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209439374711826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646350657215995,0.2052281458318624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466255666450921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335017136603604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890713055313093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kelsdepablo_,2020/02/12,"I realized something... I realized the person who I gave all my time to does not care about me. For a while we were okay I guess we started great we became the bestest of friends she even told me she was glad that she knew me. We almost have the same vibes in music, fashion and any other things. But recently she was different. I always listened to her rants and I've always been there for her I gave her comfort when time's were rough for her. Now, when I need her she doesn't reply that fast I was left alone and I had to deal with my problem alone. Is she a friend?",0.46674334140436,2.76319661864407,1.6971428571428575,97.90711864406781,87.05084745762713,4.727360774818402,18.59806295399516,6.1826913282559595,-0.26201404358353475,443,12,100,4,14,140,74,118,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.8004,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,19,19,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,2,29,7,10,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,24,2,0,2,9,72,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664934169500867,0.4067874025299563,0.0,0.0,0.3268129996216753,0.0,0.0,0.13354726570986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022569385043645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246238849262266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517857751030952,0.0,0.0,0.17185620438454408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970920818946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034502450970031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651309905568628,0.21633816305819006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133708502199621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561560585399289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147417817583213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791213757409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390465345944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511853313332676,0.0,0.0,0.139000993362182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304682283563941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902516997125194,0.0,0.0,0.18765250080834972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vek_Hek,2020/02/12,"Being called boring in my family So I’m a very awkward introverted person, while my family mostly everyone is very introverted. The point is that i was bullied very hard back In High school and I don’t like people making fun of me, also the fact that I developed crippling depression. My family keeps calling me that I’m boring because I don’t like ""jokes"" of my self and that I need to stop being depressed, like, just like that. They are not making my self heal, they are making the wound even bigger and even if I try they come with the same bullshit over and over again. Anyway, i really don’t know what is going on in my life rn but at least I can share this to some people that probably feel the same.",4.292978723404257,5.411705992907802,5.391269503546102,81.52350000000003,70.63120567375888,8.476879432624115,23.31985815602837,8.841846274778883,1.5228036879432632,559,13,109,10,10,185,83,141,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.5147,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,8,12,0,1,6,0,12,3,0,3,1,23,23,9,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,2,19,7,12,20,5,16,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,3,8,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262034249528208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828827168122288,0.0,0.0858476259807303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876028844588293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213111126692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425904208821672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603153101427472,0.0,0.0,0.13456747794283155,0.0,0.0,0.3982811701228703,0.0,0.07120702107624688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003596960495117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261544973921426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879283342441288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251746657825867,0.0,0.0,0.07739555198355483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947119472500024,0.2752063800289921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820119560695138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442240175046656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952652258005867,0.12296584159572645,0.0,0.0,0.13312826543407724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183672882131427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021821658885146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252576042452905,0.0,0.0,0.2938292656881905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177387666237598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561317307108716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485942944712994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,seekerhg4411,2020/02/12,Met this other guy at a bar what do I say to keep things moving to be friends Have his phone number and messaged if he got home alright not sure what to say next to hang out again I don’t wanna come off as a 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lonely,CharmingWalk7,2020/02/12,im all alone i cant stop crying please just talk to 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lonely,deadinsideplshelp,2020/02/12,"Why is it so hard to talk to others and make new friends Hello first time posting ever but lately I've been feeling lonelier by the day. I moved to a new school a year ago and I only have a few close friends. I struggle to talk to others as I don't know what to say. I don't get how people are so good at convos. I didn't get any friends in my classes so I'm just alone most days. I can't think of anything meaningful to say so i just smile and laugh and I'm just there. It feels like I'm invisible in a way. I sat next to a nice girl that I like that I actually managed to talk to for a bit but I'm not sure how to keep it going and just end up not saying anything out of anxiety. I'm not sure what to do as I'm quite a shy person and unintentionally come off rude but I really don't mean to. Is it strange to ask the girl to hang out during break and even if it does happen I don't know what to say/do. Thanks for letting me rant about everything and it feels nice to get it out there atleast to someone. I hope whoever got to the end of this has a great day and I'm grateful that you read this far :)",0.7318586789554544,1.9887910645161355,3.004423963133643,94.55639784946241,79.88709677419354,6.175422427035331,21.083717357910906,6.868970318607317,0.156568509984639,856,23,216,9,21,294,126,248,0.106,0.6629999999999999,0.231,0.9908,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,15,16,1,1,11,0,14,0,0,3,3,42,41,21,0,2,11,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,17,14,0,1,8,1,0,4,9,2,0,1,4,7,17,14,36,36,3,31,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,16,128,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.1092032732875327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919715387541064,0.0,0.0,0.1158999753219961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609933200403815,0.0,0.0856071251421339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417678914826224,0.0,0.10461619900992007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217142876090722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639636860851948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165086711869738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792894137440147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822947614109332,0.0,0.0,0.0739122889976272,0.10122460503973416,0.0,0.0,0.10057312337150252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974780216297325,0.07994505375933014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518645418334787,0.0,0.0,0.2593728987141363,0.0,0.17539744945471505,0.0,0.06359826942662243,0.09386072140493036,0.08950076249704011,0.12337581095862472,0.0,0.0,0.09895734496664144,0.0,0.10024502425755948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114705303498394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946642939571376,0.0,0.0,0.1230002757951916,0.0,0.12623387119154994,0.0,0.0,0.11443058657294301,0.0,0.10934239687105972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469754933173707,0.0,0.0,0.12189750263610935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893745308716043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161573614075621,0.1190123850085518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510890095254854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758093330669008,0.09771125111218246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717418985588137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902489014827583,0.11193542225713328,0.0,0.07168929762615392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559658327412528,0.0,0.11325397513710762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481686124505954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698754863683747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093853858780354,0.0,0.0,0.2698353358414845,0.0,0.1030272171879443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170429462765195,0.0,0.0,0.06525278654820026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882509069164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009769823403898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206324065026046 lonely,yellowmellow4203,2020/02/12,"Staying alone So the reason to stay alone is not something I (30F) want. I always felt like an outsider and was pretty much alone growing up. I have a sister and brother but they get on better. Which is fine. However, when it came to relationships I haven't had a good run. Before what I feel like was my true love I was young and guys always wanted more than I could give them and when I didn't give it to them they basically get it somewhere else. So turning 18 on holidays and met this guy that all my walls had seem to disappear even though I thought they were up however he saw right through them. Now I only knew this guy a fortnight and I fucked things up. I let him walk away and I guess why would he want me chasing me when I hurt him. However, nearly 13 years on iv had not many but some relationships with some great and not so great guys however every time I found myself with them my mind always wonders to this guy and I would turn on them for basically not being him I know stupid and childish. It's probably guilt that keeps me up or just the thought and feeling for him just grow strong every year. I don't know how to move on or let go. I'm sure he is happy with a family. I just felt lost ever since and he did say to me not to let it control me but it has. The pain is still there and I fear loving someone else or letting some else in because too much has happened I trust no one. I always believed we get one true love. I found and lost him. So for me not to cause any more heartbreak its best if I am just alone. When I even consider dating or meeting other men my heart always melts thinking of what if walked in looking for me. I know it will never happen. I wish it would. It's best to accept what was and just move on and be alone.",1.0547238999137178,3.1847664453551907,2.448829450675873,94.66058671268335,82.63387978142076,5.273396606269773,19.74086856485476,6.4704718818221325,-6.448087431731864e-05,1373,37,306,13,38,443,181,366,0.146,0.653,0.201,0.9861,4,5,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,8,7,22,28,2,2,8,0,31,7,1,4,6,81,73,35,0,10,20,2,4,2,0,4,2,1,0,6,21,21,0,2,17,1,0,10,11,9,0,2,22,7,53,19,34,40,10,41,0,4,2,4,36,16,1,12,15,214,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543192188156585,0.0,0.0,0.28466006077026124,0.0,0.0,0.04652883797973851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428407429825445,0.0,0.0,0.0417089963308243,0.0,0.05822149648488839,0.0770873876191669,0.14360788998930296,0.06051308968367981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825575253066347,0.0,0.0702875342665263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674031865296861,0.054628849614326125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147167798760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903832616901214,0.061890993303422015,0.11529581158627687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450152299307606,0.07699299751732945,0.06919174169044022,0.04888019849440954,0.13139037756677815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004087260232096,0.0,0.06325439980995218,0.10724193357314557,0.131271912914616,0.03888540800576341,0.05738854972708085,0.0,0.15086947460742706,0.07537378833077077,0.3387392770623164,0.1210094793108992,0.07283575821335951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107958337680332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732464289155212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060816005290699277,0.0,0.0,0.11280769002612137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986170613410244,0.0,0.06685439325616993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057456669180220715,0.0,0.14937988767455776,0.0,0.18525871449925294,0.0,0.0,0.06936847055197921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908601973271795,0.0,0.0,0.14544205155760312,0.10059507298765556,0.0,0.052770733347494714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272810264646257,0.05203749045845249,0.07280509932970862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696090715409142,0.07376974602319325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034850361355055,0.0,0.14691776484208702,0.0,0.058431426038924525,0.0,0.054411373010020525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062288192121605225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659881578895759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797315506507492,0.052674068234396784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585602829221087,0.0546413476216467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448627620748314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545607898769311,0.043841613576902534,0.06722359100017568,0.10863775694283616,0.03989701687350633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884547813329152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106998649482364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173959123254327,0.0,0.07868113134936056,0.0,0.07419999349336373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581360942346694,0.0,0.0,0.08812216244770582 lonely,Vortroy,2020/02/12,"Summary of my present He found himself kneeling and pleading to God and Satan for another opportunity, to return two months ago, to a time when everything was happiness. And when this did not work, crying and begging he began to invoke any existing spirit or demon, but as usual, he was ignored. How many times had he tried to exchange years of his life to relive those past months? He was going crazy, don't demons exist? Is my life worth so little that it is not worth doing a simple barter? I'm still surprised by the fact that he hasn't gone crazy yet. Holy God! How many times had he relived those days in his head? How many times had he changed his actions in the past? How could he have been so selfish and idiotic? Doing the right thing would have demanded so little of him, but at that moment he just thought about feeling good, he thought that she belonged to him and he lost his head like someone who hasn't eaten in days and then he sees a small loaf of bread. Not only that, he committed the sin of feeling safe and lazy, of thinking that by doing the least he would get what he had longed for for several years.",5.438415584415584,6.049585854545459,5.503116883116884,83.5968181818182,67.72727272727272,8.285714285714286,28.89610389610389,8.192908349453996,1.828474025974026,888,29,175,11,14,279,127,220,0.129,0.7290000000000001,0.142,-0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,11,1,0,8,0,22,6,2,4,2,32,36,22,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,8,2,2,6,0,3,3,6,5,0,1,16,3,10,6,24,17,1,35,5,1,1,0,25,8,0,1,25,106,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391987946321253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739390587777716,0.1347581018759706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359507388982708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026079470001948,0.0,0.14116656043741493,0.16576175666853368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550006874300492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996104831689562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090893376422645,0.0,0.0,0.0671432446040137,0.0,0.07303745021000735,0.10779141992530854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368055097487446,0.0,0.0,0.2637848170283875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154643388259065,0.06278543378076483,0.2576095176147493,0.0,0.11373081850007602,0.0,0.0,0.1402881783674473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908789806191781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515724798307186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774066451481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453622502113963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975022737025522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024089945638111,0.0,0.0,0.14518420496625895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888946892250354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263142168219548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537897057203879,0.08234656219306746,0.0,0.20405147253343064,0.2997501153126279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725254909847863,0.0,0.125539473940298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153998057882758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355970005381876,0.0,0.0,0.1825852727177155,0.0,0.0,0.165517565129278 lonely,KMgamer17,2020/02/12,"Lonely Male Hello! I am 18yo, male and Australian, ever since I graduated school last year I have had no friends that tried to keep in contact with me, therefore shows that I have no friends, I feel slightly lonely which is surprising because I am a little shallow even in regards to my own feelings, I was wondering if maybe anybody felt the same way or had any advice towards making new friends, or wanted to be friends!",11.769071729957805,8.083602278481013,10.214177215189872,68.73451476793251,57.860759493670884,12.052320675105484,47.852320675105496,8.841846274778883,4.652996624472573,336,17,58,3,3,104,59,79,0.106,0.7190000000000001,0.175,0.7892,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,15,16,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,9,5,7,11,2,9,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,4,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989573536292883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845622742369834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411378689726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344770896848155,0.1841695132818219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589440741041312,0.0,0.1954896875524084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292090807490524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809706630369028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659626672859739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040625235772112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590580371611027,0.0,0.20454540598248452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966399178692124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605592355776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684215392226299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823227901235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200896355332076,0.1616096571922649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079750150708244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111290432656772 lonely,CottonCandyClouds123,2020/02/12,"I miss my old friends I used to have a lot of good friends with me and we’d laugh and talk and just have a good time then suddenly I had to move to another place and I was so upset 3 days before moving my friends gave me goodbye presents and we had all of our 4th grade yearbook and sign our names so we could remember each other. After I moved I thought I could make some new friends so I went to a new school for 5th grade I met new people I thought everything was gonna go great until most of my classmates started picking on me and the people I thought were my new friends had treated badly and laugh at me That’s when I became less confident in myself It went on like this for 3 years in middle school then I reached high school I just got out of a toxic friendship not to long ago but that’s a story for another time I think I’m doing ok now I made few friends with people who are really nice to my but I don’t see them often I just thought about my old best friends i miss them so much I just hope they are doing ok I really would like to thank them for being such awesome friends to me",2.8632503770739066,3.7850393974359022,3.746611362493717,92.71766968325794,73.82905982905983,6.8734037204625436,25.73051784816491,7.048011613610866,0.859065661136249,865,28,199,8,17,277,126,234,0.03,0.6809999999999999,0.289,0.9962,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,5,0,4,1,13,26,0,1,6,2,18,0,0,4,1,42,40,18,0,4,7,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,6,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,16,1,42,22,27,18,9,36,0,2,1,0,22,9,0,5,23,132,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842386877059368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855383230230358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386927430708203,0.0,0.0,0.07528198351705946,0.0,0.09284446003462356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127318617751616,0.0,0.0,0.05705623247413143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951169081969581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468174674165558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502798935321737,0.14840992126485114,0.07075803870090512,0.09753917355569597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347406996949943,0.0,0.08787129026304145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644455458921968,0.0,0.0,0.07829371684072399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521455944895923,0.0,0.08371304207161168,0.059054827456387515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820908115326963,0.06503608704492575,0.0,0.0,0.34178191374554223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567007175542447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840031703042304,0.0,0.09243297042522887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335309229437818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021996889388916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861097935499123,0.07049963174508334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261996191039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110933510007775,0.0,0.08145186272879193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668840256475234,0.0,0.2809431677739048,0.1031758627994292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641021225149315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164026306680142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628469918267476,0.0,0.0,0.05697218022039085 lonely,jomakinmecraze,2020/02/12,"Lonesome dove 37 single m Living in the Los Angeles's area. Seems like it's impossible to find a relationship, why? Probably doing something wrong but I stay reserved its so hard to talk to a woman they don't make it easy. I promise im not a bad looking guy. I don't know any ideas redditors?....",1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.33333333333334,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.0641666666666683,232,10,46,5,6,81,48,60,0.162,0.6940000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.1597,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885984137046803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073291244785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269515490564981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24586670578619604,0.0,0.0,0.22243768044392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803126395393145,0.2682182464393921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364651075925196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213121015946247,0.0,0.2192629628506692,0.0,0.208518511630839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574936991891748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677210124362133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665928437385613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260528028980148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911617653179018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646662464585327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958279442769264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240618514123353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148885106944864,0.0,0.0 lonely,lordofsock-,2020/02/12,"i just want to talk to someone i got out of the psych ward a week ago yesterday. woo-hoo! i had a great first few days out, but nothing gold can stay, i guess. my meds got switched out, and my parents gave me breathing room, and i had the best few days of my life. then i got thrown back into the real world, and really i already am realizing how out of place i am. how odd i am. how strange i am. i keep acting weird, and i keep hanging out with the wrong people, and i keep smoking too much pot, and i keep feeling like i’m in a constant out of body experience. maybe it was just the meds kicking in that caused my string of great days, and now they’re leveling out, and my paranoid thoughts are coming back to bite me in the ass. maybe i am gonna end up just like my dad and brother. maybe i am gonna just be another beyond-help junkie, living in a studio apartment off the highway, bouncing part time jobs, in and out of psychotherapy and/or rehab; it’s my greatest fear. i know that, logically, things can only go up from here; i’m only taking 3 classes and everyone at work is going to be really laidback with me. i’m grateful for that. that’s going to be wonderful. but i just can’t help the feelings of hopelessness that begin to consume me at night. nothing terrifies me more than realizing that the future is now :~/",4.47682439765574,4.7343342730627365,5.518571738658565,83.89013023659649,69.7380073800738,8.442891252441937,29.594313001953548,8.313332769828598,1.9182613848491423,1032,37,219,14,17,342,146,271,0.098,0.738,0.165,0.9666,2,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,0,1,13,0,18,5,3,4,0,49,44,17,0,1,7,3,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,9,23,0,4,8,1,0,6,1,4,0,1,8,2,30,6,37,31,7,49,0,1,0,1,6,24,1,2,20,143,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338319415406587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625233066384033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046484643956174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200970029754003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105545081294646,0.0,0.0,0.11701606014218607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821973331754292,0.0,0.09074656332199138,0.0,0.11384199292255352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203819066249478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330560875159916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066296392416377,0.0,0.10304895694418496,0.0,0.11854394588731135,0.10653257240639608,0.07525946244628437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960756215853552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961229661452194,0.0,0.2527653290848039,0.23228947320676116,0.1160508951894418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412228924062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045400096084761,0.3745467495866972,0.0,0.0,0.0578956058054467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440925132259689,0.10293382297142874,0.0,0.09302276815581023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175037420485465,0.0,0.23403212028437215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744169777319511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988604248835215,0.0,0.20216535212447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024131159797556,0.0,0.0,0.11697466869687395,0.11407984470047412,0.0,0.07303390343972492,0.0,0.11006452702181367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990722382200875,0.1349751547791377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925963111650684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122852056858698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920735411193046,0.08467341575868577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998744225477906,0.0,0.0,0.08363324455221931,0.06142831116886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213601405499915,0.0,0.08450249763328313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424363639740595,0.07669340659672381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517970988616301,0.0,0.0 lonely,the-Mephisto_,2020/02/12,Happy birthday to me... So in my class when someone popular has birthday everyone is just happy with him. But today I and some another class thot has birthday at the same day and guess what... Everyone cares about her just because she is popular and stuff...,4.687978723404253,6.9519785957446825,5.311648936170212,77.90875,71.55319148936171,8.955319148936171,33.026595744680854,9.516144504307137,3.5421531914893616,202,10,34,5,4,65,36,47,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684977046723369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608974625366906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610668016343909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513534462261498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893461699408569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820752482608411,0.0,0.0,0.5451540922990219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695595338372212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293123582661708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271174724818104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tigersandterrapins,2020/02/12,"No one is up when I am I’m a manger at a bar, and while I love my coworkers, can’t exactly hang out with them. I’m usually up late listening to or watching podcasts, or watching whiskey video reviews. Would just love someone to talk to when it’s late.",1.3769811320754712,3.2632383962264164,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,80.13207547169812,7.258867924528303,29.467924528301893,8.238735603445708,2.090150188679245,197,10,44,4,5,66,40,53,0.042,0.7979999999999999,0.16,0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,8,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,8,8,0,11,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,2,6,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6543101081669794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235085249703687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652497469942093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457329009706441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310699169613136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31941592125605395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602179982791705,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mimiangelx,2020/02/12,Does anyone wanna be close friends...for real? Play games watch movies memes? Please message me T~T Dunno if this is allowed I'm sorry I am sad...not ghosting unless your horrible to me..I had a sheltered abusive homelife. I am living with a friend in a random state. I don't hang out with anyone but them... have always felt deep loneliness from having a family that only wants to break me apart. I'm really sweet and supportive I like to let people be themselves.. i like music asian dramas memes nintendo switch animals culture. Can be lazy with my grammar sometimes and I take random naps. Seeking someone whose lonely like me and wants a forever friend to talk about anything with and support each other in life >~<,3.410010504201684,6.099579139705881,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,77.45588235294117,6.238655462184874,25.890756302521005,7.447530270364453,1.6773168067226885,577,22,96,8,14,184,99,136,0.109,0.6809999999999999,0.209,0.9417,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,23,20,7,1,4,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,12,9,15,14,1,9,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,4,3,55,16,0,0.0,0.22063379848288786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494542768496558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041109410833024,0.0,0.1532387128381437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629576125766324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755465104491736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879517582029206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877378076275542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041699963219288,0.1315288477142696,0.27292507757321965,0.0,0.16443086429778042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162456076415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909772632781538,0.0,0.0,0.2044076629843187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119529319486158,0.11929381268189047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777898876116755,0.0,0.18417095708773315,0.2084519495033672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226281421471587,0.0,0.0,0.14001017120400094,0.14967220619499888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196683392171099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrDatyoursevice,2020/02/12,"Anybody need a chat? A talk or an ear? I'm hear for anyone and everyone, just send me a message and I'll do what I can, you're all family to me.",-2.080294117647057,-0.431549911764705,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,92.23529411764706,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.039729411764706235,109,3,29,2,4,41,28,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205959245388699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381192190420071,0.0,0.0,0.4322357771256327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516766149522215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399741290004774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685273047767828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jdjdjdjddhd,2020/02/12,":( Is anyone awake? I'm done with relationships for now, I get broken up with for no reason as a means to manipulate me and I need to get over this toxic mindset before it consumes me. He does it for a reaction every time and I've just grown tired of it. I'm super lonely though, and can do with some friends to help me through this. :(",1.1781366459627378,3.268332942028988,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,81.89855072463769,5.681987577639752,20.002070393374744,6.868970318607317,0.2763026915113871,259,7,56,3,7,87,49,69,0.203,0.677,0.11900000000000001,-0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,14,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198195291350413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119563370768474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480495818581197,0.290068436155309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881940536011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899327603742028,0.0,0.2961825406981305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999100186487208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087608640926225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017507208106453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914344861242397,0.0,0.3043199293511917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848883334013924,0.0,0.1652823587306663,0.3257848352794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ruinedmyredditlife,2020/02/12,"does anyone else cry if they think about their loneliness too much if i‎‎‎‎‎ start thinking about how i‎‎‎‎‎ have no one to talk to i‎‎‎‎‎ will start tearing up and sometimes sobbing. i‎‎‎‎‎ always blame myself for not being extroverted and not putting myself out there or whatever. when i‎‎‎‎‎ had a few friends i‎‎‎‎‎ was never this sensitive, but now that i‎‎‎‎‎ have none i‎‎‎‎‎ cry myself to sleep almost every night. this sucks.",8.108684210526313,9.64039144736842,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,62.157894736842096,8.185263157894736,28.35789473684211,8.238735603445708,1.852887368421052,354,10,59,4,5,98,57,76,0.198,0.779,0.024,-0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,1,14,11,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,8,7,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,4,6,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068814696044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338163420081546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410139142247692,0.2258149827122048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841748101292327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928642474079654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410706231751972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568757317051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027230223077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201156589292934,0.0,0.1699778903484664,0.0,0.0,0.206820520478871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934155983839514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155221699638492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054856063350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179707500097715,0.0,0.3119855005498752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714064994732026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824332546679821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FishnetsInConverse,2020/02/12,"Alone in bed waiting for him. I'm sitting here naked in bed, waiting for you to be done with your online game. Or work, or what ever keeps you after it. I wait here for you during your rpg games during the weekend. I warm your bed, alone. Thinking of all the intimate things we used to do. You love me and I love you, but I'm alone a lot. I used to get attention and looks. Now, I'm making the meals, picking up and washing your dirty boxers, cleaning the house, doing the shopping all while you sit in your office or with your friends and play games. I have a few games of my own I'd like to play... With you. I've joined classes and groups, but it's not the same. Missing the attention, the urgency you used to have for me. I love you, my head never turns for another. So, I sit here, waiting. Alone.",0.6516969696969674,2.8160300787878825,2.0734848484848527,96.52356060606064,84.57575757575758,4.878787878787879,20.075757575757574,6.139981653823899,-0.07596969696969769,613,18,138,5,18,197,87,165,0.068,0.787,0.145,0.9375,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,15,0,1,6,9,0,0,10,0,6,6,1,5,4,34,26,12,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,4,9,1,5,3,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,28,8,20,24,6,13,0,1,1,3,26,4,0,4,7,93,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282074587829427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900630070374086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517894241978256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716580120412247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715561135488407,0.0,0.07922491333067934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562495817914232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497059270434998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478336097849775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408296365548074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733823844105974,0.0,0.0,0.12891772074015934,0.4105792886495942,0.0,0.10121994744311713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695304168495226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074195228015607,0.09716389625346136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493925993133782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929012073022495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039471166046473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LetsGetKraken6411,2020/02/12,"I just want someone to open the door for me... I feel so pathetic that I'm actually taking the time to write about something that most people don't even spend a moment thinking about on a Reddit post. I always go to open the door for any of my family members. Whether they're carrying something or not. Whether that have a key or not. Whether it's cold or not. I always stop whatever I'm doing and go to greet them. I just wish there would be someone who was excited for me to come home. When I come home, there's someone who would be hoping it was me who was coming home. Instead I unlock the door, walk in with the case of water I was asked to pick up on my way home, then someone will notice I walked in 5 minutes later and say,""Oh, you're not X, I thought you were."" I just want to be wanted. Am I asking for too much? It's the little things that I would like to have from time to time, but no one will provide it.",2.379084628670121,3.5911375129533667,3.67359585492228,91.64165457685672,75.42487046632122,6.390189982728844,23.74749568221071,6.742157984588678,0.5782237651122628,712,21,160,6,15,233,105,193,0.032,0.8959999999999999,0.071,0.2319,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,0,9,0,18,1,0,1,0,37,36,12,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,7,0,12,8,1,1,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,6,2,20,3,24,22,2,25,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,9,111,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.11733102163917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000886081154204,0.0,0.0,0.08176323017885058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248050839560757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107127855416183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941341059390686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334589687509193,0.0,0.0607939134948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366634845580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824179454801582,0.11941947244054747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058740249935448074,0.12050603570948412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838581044222094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688718444131429,0.0,0.0,0.08147365730509283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833551036572615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515091819667045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561488764673012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40749544820732775,0.1851239855756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005209919601786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904009905189623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987811453441443,0.0770410802836183,0.0,0.09545235076469298,0.21032820390862794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275135170659665,0.09543613780332287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826314459113642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562323115761368,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UselessIdiot75,2020/02/12,"Growing up feels weird? Im entering the military in 2 days. Im moving out of my dad’s place in a few hours, to a different country. My entire family will be moving, probably 6 hours away. It strikes me that ill never be in his house again, or never visit the roads and shops of this town again. After my service of 2 years ends, ill be 19-20, and probably will live on my own as an adult from then on. I said goodbye to my little brother, who’s moving away to an international school. I’ve never been separated from him like this before. All this feels like life telling me my teenage years are nearing it’s end, and that its time to grow up. I’m scared shitless. I won’t have any friends in this new place, and Im quite foreign to it. I wish I could do more to cherish the moment, but Ive done everything I can. As much as I want to stay in the moment, I know that its not perfect, and that I have to keep moving forward. Its weird, but I guess I’m not used to being this responsible for my own life.",2.0979676609980515,3.439862426540288,3.8467967660998066,89.58966545860052,76.39336492890995,6.860440479509339,23.786172288820747,7.510576382923642,0.8804840256481739,776,24,175,10,17,261,120,211,0.07400000000000001,0.848,0.078,-0.0824,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,8,0,16,4,0,1,5,25,27,12,0,3,5,2,2,2,1,3,4,1,0,1,16,6,0,1,3,1,1,9,6,3,0,0,3,3,21,5,32,16,6,46,0,0,0,0,10,19,0,2,21,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751336543150831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076087702165869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401467950923917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821335930075826,0.0,0.0,0.07125374703822142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154334102879428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306461332520673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571400356910626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929688061363927,0.0,0.10415551605798767,0.0,0.11172916899175216,0.07893057501523815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853605114854135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171178999416317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761112904832666,0.12748496734746134,0.0,0.0,0.3580285906717574,0.0,0.0,0.09820423025233144,0.0,0.0,0.06071971960125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607778218022347,0.1079548746637735,0.11073509216884414,0.09756036438989714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697126899822423,0.08121925850529851,0.0,0.2556387528317795,0.10670719467547006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308668205758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238243241708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751450000660656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050966276035824,0.0,0.11061485587696196,0.1118168161753237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177624123586542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656884416835236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442474826649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542364959644284,0.0,0.0,0.06516697248557264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705240836869333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229755949905065 lonely,dead989876,2020/02/12,"Threw away all my old friends [18M] I used to have a group of friends online that I would play games with regularly, but after I got in a relationship with one and then broke up with her later, I decided that I was better off just not talking to them anymore. I have a strong feeling that they just don’t care about me because they constantly have fun without me. I’ve been living without any actual friends for about half a year now, and I just wish somebody would actually treat me like a person. The worst part about it is that it’s all my fault. I was a dick to my ex and lashed out towards my friends for no reason, but it’s to late to go back. I could go on forever, but I’m to lazy to type a novel lol. I fuck myself over a lot....",3.640000000000001,3.8620291538461538,4.865794871794872,87.96253846153847,71.56410256410257,8.034871794871796,27.138461538461538,7.908726449838941,1.3312046153846149,572,18,132,7,10,190,99,156,0.15,0.585,0.265,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,8,15,1,0,9,1,11,2,1,2,2,27,21,7,0,4,9,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,4,0,2,5,1,22,11,27,13,5,20,0,1,0,2,14,8,2,1,10,97,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.3051654863693691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632872515758032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506500966148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690338217870494,0.12022956399741705,0.0,0.0953143168842934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828584509705308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941728688898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689673290986697,0.0,0.12483905011438058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905924588725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832068637034707,0.14455034736369113,0.0,0.0,0.17772358133188987,0.0,0.12505368610116924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763785074327784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638856583101836,0.0,0.13806687916421873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292988443795806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640713005756858,0.0,0.1059521510613817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932035506566906,0.0,0.0,0.13652567625375808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076194959413212,0.0,0.16786985573831514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567454714306872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350430124019211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980385398785867,0.30144684757667395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214431413301208,0.0,0.0,0.10068935307683798 lonely,TiberiusSokratis,2020/02/12,"Frustration. I’ve been quite frustrated lately. I’ve been enjoying life going to the gym, playing basketball, and studying. (I’m a 20 year old Male from Texas by the way). Yet, I can’t help but know that I’m missing a major piece in life. I’ve posted on another subreddit seeing if anyone is interested. Met some people, but no dice. I’m just hoping I can find whomever this missing piece is whether it is in person or online. In any case, that will for sure lead to beautiful things. Respect to all those who are lonely in life. Keep on going. It’s tough. It can be so hard indeed. You can’t give up though. You will find someone. Just like I will eventually. Cheers to you all. Have a wonderful day or night.",0.9926241134751804,3.5244897163120608,2.779893617021276,89.08416666666668,88.00709219858156,5.970212765957447,20.599290780141846,7.3871296695380915,0.8885631205673756,554,18,111,10,18,183,96,141,0.122,0.65,0.228,0.9661,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,5,14,2,0,5,0,15,3,0,1,3,20,29,9,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,4,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,2,6,8,14,22,6,18,0,3,1,0,9,7,0,6,7,67,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739544232026082,0.1964389601574436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099024046346455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120816732576894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34244486720662626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971052078784638,0.21293563165515708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781696855130604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556790249962854,0.0,0.0,0.18606770402707207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651354795350293,0.0,0.0,0.1029554013668018,0.0,0.21132406070782567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969645482801291,0.09152329361450233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580288834663113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657844931294965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987574337314786,0.16357526048247073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941686165236126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925573757671652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492831683055305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872985556682914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656270901534762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244582400984006,0.0,0.184057446557186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869922533878294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031587592057177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206387516934337 lonely,Dame_Sopster,2020/02/12,"Being a narcissist This is the only reason I’m on reddit. I find it very satisfying to thing that strangers will read my thoughts. Jokes on you I’m the real winner but hopefully you’ll like this lol insight into my head. I’m obsessed with one person. I’ve met them four times ever and have been thinking about them non stop for the past two years. Sometimes I feel like I have a marmite personality, divides opinions you know lalala but I’ve never found it so easy to connect with someone I didn’t know. I’ve followed his relationships, fantasised about meeting his ex, poured over their socials and Spotify, Iistened to their playlists, watched his breakup and the fallout and him meeting someone new. Google searched each person keeping track of each of their lives. No matter how many new people I meet I keep coming back to him and his life. I think if he reciprocated these feelings mine would go away. In a way I like that he’s unattainable. But I miss. So very lonely sometimes. So yeah that’s me.",2.9686661680378954,5.727715240837702,3.2786088257292474,87.75621291448519,79.83769633507853,5.3134879082523065,26.896285215656942,6.655083550727371,1.2311688357018196,805,34,148,8,21,248,126,191,0.068,0.765,0.166,0.9616,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,5,0,8,8,0,1,7,2,9,2,1,2,2,37,28,13,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,9,11,0,3,11,2,0,3,3,3,0,3,5,3,27,5,17,19,2,19,0,2,1,0,26,6,0,3,12,90,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294010156437422,0.10590517019372833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864141734058095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458384880064027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927993436386074,0.09839369080276336,0.0,0.0,0.12588189486188228,0.0,0.0,0.15101284038666538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827461691866851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134978317622748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367960649934046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483989037469514,0.0,0.0,0.15138461400852155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728213077161264,0.20186243207276253,0.0,0.12161731149850664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963568179316346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062251664346722,0.26603923048328243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332879715664866,0.10474918073228197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131478002629999,0.0954840106424644,0.36077919187443935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377663633900521,0.15676585936527576,0.0,0.14160844526399435,0.0,0.14786950107167346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039746460108427,0.2333948253089041,0.0,0.2724351873083147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514768796380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150108875954333,0.17650248171857744,0.0,0.10934151451289338,0.08031094109925492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454131000730898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272818500186489,0.0,0.10932294242182654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783879527472594,0.0,0.0,0.08869301958483372 lonely,jarfyxX,2020/02/12,I need help M-17 I’m done I am tired of not having true friends to talk too. All the ones I’ve talked to turned out to be untruthful people who hurt me. I can be gone for a week and comeback and nobody would have known I was gone I tired of being hurt and lonely. I feel like everyone else my age has friends but I don’t want friends like there’s because they are not genuine people who care about me.,1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,2.186220930232558,98.53537790697676,80.16279069767441,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.2728325581395348,316,8,75,2,8,99,62,86,0.204,0.6579999999999999,0.138,-0.45899999999999996,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,0,2,14,21,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,1,11,7,8,13,1,5,0,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190472082586501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716544971711285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785945791096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335212977833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541237604885493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282029320376907,0.13114496745603332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254853647762117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304546848105025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930385240761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793695094932157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611744742335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243941757439968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453354511071663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295098901669401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219815389941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996752876116163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827642499980156,0.0,0.14725161384165028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040536966909966,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,overanalyze1,2020/02/12,"Lonely at work I feel like at work when it's lunch I just end up having the same shallow conversations with my co-workers. The usual 'Hi, how are you?' 'Good, how are you?' ad nauseam and the conversation never goes any deeper. It feels like I've had the same conversation every day for the past year with my co-workers and hence haven't gotten any closer to them. Can anyone else relate to this?",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,80.02564102564101,5.951282051282053,18.724358974358974,7.1686216300943375,0.3541743589743587,310,7,61,4,8,102,56,78,0.033,0.894,0.073,0.466,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,9,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,8,7,2,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877987140937344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795985663852346,0.2168153847315303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646838396787273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676968582300995,0.0,0.18742013506062688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828720722282718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139887341812189,0.30234278099666856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774850988364509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067600357763186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320361585008655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200189987143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330541471644933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162068417937928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362673458912343 lonely,almc77,2020/02/12,"I'm going to end my life if I'm alone again on Valentine's Day I know it seems minor or stupid to others. I've been told that. But it's not just this Valentine's Day. It's every one for over 40 years. It's every birthday, every Christmas, every single holiday. I've never been with someone, never had a gift that I didn't buy for myself. If that's what makes you happy, great. For me, it's excruciating. Maybe it's because I'm an extrovert. The loneliness is crushing. I have been on so many volunteer opportunities, joined so many clubs and groups...and I am always overlooked. People asked me for money and when I made being included a condition of paying for things, I was shut out. I tried social media and was ignored. The only followers I could get were if I bought them. Fake. No one ""real"" wanted to be my friend or DM me or follow me. I've traveled around the world and it was so unbelievably lonely. I've been mugged, robbed, and was beaten into unconsciousness once. That didn't stop me...but not having someone to share it with did. An incredible experience is hollow and empty if it isn't shared with someone special. I've lived as fully and gone as far as I can alone. The only thing I ever wanted from life was to be loved by a significant other and bear a child. Neither of these things will happen, not for me, not now. So it doesn't ""get better."" No amount of time changes anything. In fact, a lot of things have gotten worse. I'm not going to pretend any of this is acceptable any more. I can't force someone to love me, but I can change it so I don't have to experience it any more. So I bought a gun. I tied up lose ends. I closed out all my accounts as of the end of the month. No one real will miss me or notice I'm gone. It's not really that comforting to have a hard stop and know when it's coming, but at least I know it is and I won't have to be alone for much longer. That counts for something. FYI I posted this on the suicidewatch sub and didn't even get a response there. Story of my life.",1.5607733812949651,3.555057568345326,3.4167571942446067,89.13420053956835,80.03117505995203,5.99254196642686,19.777517985611514,7.066338657993696,0.3357578417266187,1574,39,335,19,40,528,199,417,0.124,0.8,0.076,-0.932,1,5,1,1,0,2,60.0,0,1,1,4,15,19,2,0,17,0,40,5,0,2,5,59,72,34,0,7,18,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,32,20,0,3,5,4,6,8,20,7,0,3,22,1,34,12,46,42,9,41,0,3,0,2,11,15,0,10,17,227,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27815807080445065,0.0,0.0,0.07449073145923886,0.0,0.0,0.18263716899802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367022039781798,0.07969490351597308,0.08369239657054275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457270044674978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917626907685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940800525454787,0.07711657645657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714772377188546,0.0,0.0,0.11547051502813148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378737722195132,0.0,0.0,0.0591294336897043,0.0809791396347584,0.3017096713887021,0.0,0.0,0.17514234095585635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916564134513664,0.0,0.14031701625705004,0.0,0.10175654700565814,0.0,0.0,0.09869998523825572,0.0,0.0,0.07916534376985758,0.09529944051547523,0.08019548027731155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759933869076775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969930679362892,0.0,0.0,0.07905089901020029,0.0,0.0,0.10015390787191557,0.0,0.07610968636181009,0.1615969250586834,0.08470930924998646,0.059757637733776015,0.18152557466767166,0.08993839804179399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145681115617775,0.0,0.06581008016868964,0.0,0.13809209890768062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019231088913092,0.0,0.09533961585603908,0.1819903407138949,0.13617332607406832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062064329406583116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573877549015642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037947059384526,0.057351052548017124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149884075512548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125794394496843,0.3034119162422707,0.0689195713142346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496913250314104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379017670339753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220187830191677,0.0,0.0,0.08554354974588528,0.0,0.06078058645375827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560657072106976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123210435900328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765020495619574 lonely,throwaway75379p,2020/02/12,"21F, I’m just going to fucking vent Okay, so I am so fucking lonely. I cry every single night in my bed because I can’t have decent friends and the only ones I have live so far away. I try to help everybody in my life, especially my family. And it’s like I’m constantly saying, please I’ll do anything for you just please don’t leave me. Everybody always leaves, abuses, or doesn’t care about me. The only comfort I got was in fooling around with guys. Which is so short term and leaves me feeling even more empty. It’s like every guy talks about how pretty I am, how interesting I am, how I’m “fucked up and it’s hot”, and then they take what they want and fucking leave. Fuck, I’m so mad and depressed about the whole thing and I just want someone here, in person, to hold me and to tell me that I have worth and that I am lovable....",2.802997347480108,3.886028229885061,4.074827586206897,89.68754641909815,74.17241379310346,6.733156498673741,23.154730327144122,7.010146845296331,0.6099191865605658,648,17,143,6,13,213,99,174,0.16899999999999998,0.65,0.18100000000000002,-0.3743,0,2,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,17,16,6,0,3,1,13,6,0,3,0,23,29,20,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,8,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,9,0,1,2,3,22,7,16,27,4,14,0,2,0,5,11,9,5,1,6,91,30,0,0.0,0.1341544042873624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421317899188206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317542632144726,0.10079522730689884,0.0,0.0,0.1063796407160328,0.0,0.0,0.06902157482603588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544154703357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235718126896712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243735454994191,0.0,0.0,0.09752146722587564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478476598051725,0.0,0.19079573201452465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673948278083363,0.0,0.05725051423619432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874781978977262,0.5233784882917512,0.0,0.0,0.06434899744464052,0.0,0.09055724926383857,0.0,0.0,0.22422326514718988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589306284035226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479560331966101,0.0,0.0,0.07997493735339732,0.11063309867204292,0.0,0.09998071373473516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625501730305464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672493033066788,0.17222709043146248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886465629988417,0.0,0.2485764959674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519164119471732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004193301153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593610041554243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513193010861916,0.09100684391300398,0.0989645951495658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522238445302938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768730841894461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335673654313269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641288830829758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MoiCalientee,2020/02/12,"One and Only Girl, I wanna be your one and only I wanna be more than just a homie I hope that you wanna get to know me Baby hit me up if you get lonely I hope you know you're my desire I hope you know you're the one I hope you know that I think about you when I see the sun - Cuco Listening to this song makes me think of her. Don’t know if she’ll ever know how I feel but for her to know how I feel I got to shoot my shot.",-1.8230513051305124,-0.27751744554455193,1.1928892889288925,102.86396939693972,89.79207920792079,4.068766876687668,10.171917191719169,4.851557810540192,-1.9336613861386136,322,1,90,1,11,113,53,101,0.052000000000000005,0.843,0.10400000000000001,0.4215,0,2,0,1,1,0,4.0,0,7,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,29,26,8,0,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,26,4,12,21,1,3,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,6,2,61,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742524456000355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363611918013276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874952785806315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150864080560735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.603584906632557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844596816567899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141140072532168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884579896710074,0.2310922630529597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106489365612315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194695355370161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,premfenderz,2020/02/12,"I'm back boyos! I was close to making a 'Finally did it boyos!' post here like the others but, PLOT TWIST!!!! 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I’ve been thinking about this for a while now and I love to hear what other people have to say because everyone’s answer ends up being different. I personally find it easier to love people because I tend to have a universal love for everyone even if I don’t know them (but if they do something bad, I will start not to like them).",5.9057999999999975,5.0430395466666695,7.2985000000000015,76.13175000000003,66.86666666666667,11.233333333333334,30.75,10.686352973137794,3.05,286,9,59,7,4,99,50,75,0.106,0.638,0.255,0.9336,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,10,18,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,5,11,15,0,5,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,3,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340617008812948,0.2239991752024696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919578622616068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272949766481185,0.0,0.0,0.12135137411430515,0.0,0.0,0.3511221623651749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792511917409025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139450303951066,0.0,0.0,0.20707611076058285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097273867857202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976078463542624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6632909427621373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547493248961439,0.16042521141879298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610879843770194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414436797457013,0.0,0.0,0.13004444158749254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772622389278048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vibrotwanger,2020/02/12,"Everybody is in on something I'm not Does anybody else get this feeling? I feel like I'm the only person who shows genuine emotion while everybody around me has just learned to tailor and fake their feelings to me. I feel like I can't trust anybody because they'll just lie to me to placate me or just to get on my good side in exchange for help/idle distraction. I truly feel isolated and alone within my own mind, like I missed out on something when developing that allowed everybody else to feel so comfortable with themselves, while I crave human contact. Its so pathetic that I'm reaching out to a random internet forum for some contact because I feel like I can't trust my friends. Just wanted to vent. Thank you.",8.188664596273295,7.3682015724637715,7.746397515527949,74.63804347826091,62.26086956521739,10.494409937888195,40.00414078674949,9.606745405546679,3.87412712215321,579,28,103,9,7,183,84,138,0.162,0.669,0.16899999999999998,0.0173,1,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,8,13,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,25,20,8,0,1,6,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,8,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,18,10,20,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,3,7,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827441658444398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463660919619825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980856993123964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421823898644279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271452925703253,0.18276176409690612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575063356924098,0.3482151029658631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255272720800256,0.0,0.16977227357982694,0.0,0.0,0.13627576788286125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890312531683967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750702259089003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640527672126197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356905697472825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186632679565464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501613694820157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958454319299455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958315753207016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,symetricaLL,2020/02/12,Listening to depressing music at 1AM all alone.. Laying in bed and just thinking about your life.,4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,78.41176470588233,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.803258823529412,78,3,12,2,2,24,17,17,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275253811679957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218572154243044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279621635953332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882336013669533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zumiez190,2020/02/12,"I have no friends 26[m] I have rarely anybody to talk to throughout the day. I would love to have a deep conversation. I like to connect on a emotionally level. I'm a 26[M] just would love to have some female companionship of some kind. To make me feel my worth again in this lonely world.",1.3987969924812025,3.98191910526316,2.4909774436090224,91.70684210526319,86.01754385964912,5.3624060150375925,20.423558897243108,6.868970318607317,0.3440295739348369,227,7,48,3,7,72,39,57,0.078,0.627,0.295,0.9352,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,9,9,2,7,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,2,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016813811095272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517728831333072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812286405365444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161011264936244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32565436212663434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152781356242337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644920007665686,0.0,0.2087459799941929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135604456999644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44430091369752944,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s0ftblanket,2020/02/12,"It just feels empty sometimes It just feels empty and alone. I know that things I do are annoying. I don’t have any real friends. I have people who are on my Facebook, people who respond when I message them. But nobody who reaches out to me to talk or hang out. I’m f22 but I have ADHD and sometimes my brain says thoughts when I should be not interrupting. I overshare. I overall have not achieved much in life. I’m annoying to my boyfriend because I talk a lot and I just want to hug all the time to the point where it’s probably annoying how much I come up just to ask for a hug or any sort of physical response because sometimes I just need pressure. I feel like a burden. Not that he’s ever told me that but I definitely feel like it. But inside I’m getting really lonely. I don’t have anyone to talk to. And I didn’t have anyone to talk to about the fact that I feel alone all the time... I didn’t want to tell my boyfriend he’s really my only friend... so I came here to reddit.",0.2724757281553387,2.5580475485436907,2.2303961165048563,93.74809902912624,88.07766990291262,5.043572815533981,20.861359223300973,6.55674776486733,0.3183105242718449,769,26,168,9,25,255,99,206,0.127,0.743,0.13,0.1637,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,13,12,3,1,7,0,15,4,1,1,4,41,33,14,0,4,14,0,5,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,6,28,6,20,26,5,15,0,1,0,2,18,7,0,4,7,112,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489902825876579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679525970639183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861045631086635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173368244691924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589710834541235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151144391499116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839377986686804,0.0,0.14179097003122232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679092227071366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213979410969814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134199038145173,0.1771312788059968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915609579180975,0.0,0.06477026628554441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813178277008122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756510751837765,0.12113293865427699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539658234036936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822674055008587,0.09192368566483816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428631137632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189318514871815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719363488795236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133662810839202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110730533604746,0.15883930735042331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858753012180724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678345079290219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985760707475882,0.10835701410419826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236150474631722,0.0,0.0,0.09841994000955458,0.14457816942287718,0.0,0.0,0.11846058255475456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624382465294605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AFrozenSnowMan,2020/02/12,Is it bad to feel lonely in a room full of people? I went to this event recently filled with a bunch of nice people but yet I still felt lonely. Even when having a conversation with someone I still felt lonely.,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,17.642857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.1591714285714283,166,3,33,2,4,54,30,42,0.242,0.7140000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.8225,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,1,7,3,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400096287926285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898587145348692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534389319578514,0.0,0.5519961931138427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985647439628465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28382324402416903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435563508633317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591175766799147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647001305895074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoubleOh74464,2020/02/12,"Today is my birthday Today is my birthday, and so far the only person that’s said happy birthday to me, has been my ex wife, when I called to video chat with my daughter (2.5yo) No one at work knew it was my birthday, no one in the little town I’m in knows it’s my birthday, and I basically don’t have any friends. Pretty lonely day.",2.9970000000000034,3.8412675571428596,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,73.42857142857143,6.171428571428572,25.42857142857143,5.6839178017228535,0.6552285714285708,259,8,55,1,5,87,49,70,0.092,0.774,0.134,0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,9,2,6,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804684793630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27098412143208883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114907419491945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503304206158668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825034773863053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584669897507566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659819208584293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596586634318179,0.20183454349313132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317208369705721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699883305990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243852096245245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031011493352789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932008488325232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lachrymoseboss,2020/02/13,Going to watch a movie by myself tomorrow. Planning on watching a movie by myself for Valentine's Day tomorrow. Missed school today because I wasn't feeling well mentally and knew that no one would care if I absent or present. Any movie I should watch? Thanks.,3.97625,6.841535791666669,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,76.5,6.34,28.35,7.554174236665415,1.9869950000000005,210,9,35,3,5,64,39,48,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.125,0.1321,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,4,5,3,5,5,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342675927205008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100002189924736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512343816985228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221699974948328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418641283301234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578376166263933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471687179614782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334379099902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486461105859611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171636007794545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326539835559287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097412923251273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447185068351089,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leavinglikeaghost,2020/02/13,"I just cant No fucking social skills and it cant be trained or anything. Lived alon for over a decade but surprisingly everyone just noticing lol I kept myself away from everyone, no one will have any idea if am gone. Though the lonlyness is somethin Im used to and all I kno it always pisses me off that at the vary least I cant even interact with those that do try to be nice.",2.0989330922242324,3.906086379746839,3.4494032549728786,90.43316455696205,77.60759493670886,7.0459312839059685,23.943942133815554,7.957251820313856,1.1465283905967452,300,10,66,5,7,98,62,79,0.07200000000000001,0.785,0.14300000000000002,0.695,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,3,1,10,2,1,1,1,12,14,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,9,9,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,0,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518010529639669,0.0,0.0,0.2022969662168687,0.0,0.0,0.16533128566451616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200068676935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284211064138726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057977704372664,0.0,0.0,0.4646269476487486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247623559623548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445512625688245,0.2626134619256028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146811654713075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767959894095808,0.0,0.0,0.1647457479428873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478322449197334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886611421253265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506386772702852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099793336873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,queenii9,2020/02/13,"? Why’s is it so difficult to find black women and men that love drugs and partying but also love writing, poetry and film etc. It’s always one or the other and I’m so fucking bored of having no one that wants to be coked up and crazy but also down to write a screenplay and smoke weed and talk about dumb shit! Damn. I’m in a pub drinking wine and chilling ALONE, I’m calm listening to music amongst everyone here but sometimes a nigga wants to talk you feel me? Anyway Brent Faiyaz just brought out a fire album, you should go listen to him 🥂",2.3659459459459447,4.311476450450453,3.409270270270268,90.39012162162165,77.2882882882883,6.241801801801803,21.91081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.6328118918918917,430,12,89,5,10,138,80,111,0.247,0.654,0.099,-0.9627,1,1,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,4,0,5,0,4,8,1,0,0,21,17,16,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,9,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,6,0,2,1,5,4,3,12,14,1,6,0,0,1,3,13,4,4,1,0,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160991055320784,0.0,0.33371563379187624,0.17361402161242853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043981630245168,0.2419684646357918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327005836980389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937459873800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550001732540766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907028769009767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928941261722923,0.0,0.0,0.11858094963608608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766306423637705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827741056012646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417685208501566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063607878073182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354109124659217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461350706646641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827472139198465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VolkswagenBeatle,2020/02/13,"Fuck this sub sometimes You know, I really appreciate having subs like this around. It's nice being in a community of people who feel the way you do and actually understand how hard loneliness is. But honestly, the posts shaming men for being creepy just make me not want to come here. Look, I know that there have been certain individuals who have harrased some users on here, and that's terrible. But don't expect me to feel sorry for being male because I'm not. I see the issue as more of a thing with individual people who don't understand boundaries rather than it being an issue about men. Disagree with me all you want, but I feel like it should be said.",5.207287839020125,6.547824409448823,6.080262467191602,76.60356080489939,68.68503937007874,9.109011373578305,27.496937882764648,9.444778638647367,2.3731966754155733,528,17,98,11,9,174,84,127,0.099,0.8029999999999999,0.098,0.4357,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,8,8,1,1,6,0,14,1,0,2,2,29,30,7,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,7,10,5,14,22,3,6,0,0,2,1,10,3,1,1,2,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1817854094132961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583143093670266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355643342175205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046637436696046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825709594982093,0.13308066590589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221570098878866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687304535574493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888622645971433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047526124469197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201700171661392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643086629676328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434539898530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582904577720633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840769232431045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933770781035595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771978625931456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844349251775485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423872428905927,0.20852865109330396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375819754178825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387854501123443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974916796885285,0.14786283406577333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,madsadchadglad,2020/02/13,"Accepting the fact that I'll probably be isolated, and lonely forever right before valentine's day is crushing my soul. Social anxiety robbed me of the ability to speak, and even though I've overcome it for the most part it's too late. I have no friends, and never dated anyone. I attract people but I can't hold a conversation or be myself because I haven't been myself in years. I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm not a normal 25 year old, and I can't relate to anybody around my age anymore. The last time I was able to relate to anyone in my age group was when I was 14. I've been too isolated for far to long. I have journals, and text messages to myself dating back to 2010 of plans, and strategies that would help me overcome my anxiety., and depression. Getting better was the only thing that I focused on. Meditation, therapy, antidepressants, self therapy, working out, using cbd and substances that are supposed to combat anxiety and depression, self-hypnosis, nootropics, I've done it all. Now that I'm almost better I've come to realize that I used up all my energy trying to get better. I'm tired. Ever since I was a child, all I ever wanted to do was find someone special. Even if it's just for one day I'd like to hang out, and have a good time with someone just to see how it feels. It'll never happen, and I have to just move on.",3.51477947636619,4.991921402214025,5.161676331049026,81.0407257072571,72.98523985239852,7.9663328061852035,27.664909506237922,8.563005593585519,2.1042260059743447,1064,40,203,19,21,361,146,271,0.114,0.753,0.134,0.8222,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,16,12,0,0,9,0,25,1,0,3,8,45,38,17,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,14,16,0,1,5,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,9,3,25,9,28,25,5,34,1,3,1,0,10,10,0,4,22,139,39,1,0.11193333916825178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208507043966058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688609426607145,0.0,0.22201559013888186,0.15653278665241818,0.0,0.0,0.09964440310574013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606982858769728,0.0,0.06823352462927369,0.0,0.09524702735219936,0.0,0.0,0.2969878269839833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642066043825663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443754874988265,0.0,0.19281604201617336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454666839441276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179274455649936,0.2025002271645792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056596859503999626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230504415636513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647942017873826,0.0,0.11696109967441723,0.0,0.0,0.09388437425302296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898228216095564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502655779095338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151563589715934,0.09124061096589307,0.12626568205486685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054684975546256065,0.0,0.0,0.09905748282713517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896742525728955,0.0,0.0,0.17265978327606302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967090668669603,0.0,0.0,0.11745521024274212,0.0,0.07584892747799406,0.08513034834689441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121289849494307,0.0,0.07760048365749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068307139888793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559046005631244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919637925882082,0.0,0.2335417690133543,0.0,0.0,0.09259241484718887,0.0,0.0,0.1141019431842453,0.18968151007968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560110568522675,0.0,0.07436353683880817,0.0,0.10997393741620294,0.0,0.1305384604261534,0.1286509073145298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599538979788963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334893254123972,0.0,0.0,0.06602118353425201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148880403412266,0.0,0.0,0.07951423262073333,0.0,0.0,0.1441628010913482 lonely,Fish_Head111,2020/02/13,I just wanna feel loved That’s it that’s the whole post,1.3738461538461522,2.276581769230773,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,77.46153846153847,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.7198615384615383,45,0,12,0,1,14,11,13,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116754429799345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018781773948299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325648413104132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208363688511604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ADTRobbedMyHouse,2020/02/13,"DAE think how long before someone leaves them for someone else because you were never their first choice? I’ve never been someone’s first choice in life (excluding parent). People always leave me for somebody else. As a child, other kids would leave me for another friend, not even include me in anything, and just flat out ignore me afterwards. I just wanna know what it’s like when someone is genuinely excited to see you and WANTS to talk to you. I do so much for people and want them to feel loved and appreciated, because I’ve never experienced it myself and I don’t want anyone ever feeling what I’ve felt. So whenever I’m with someone and things are going well, I get all excited, but then I worry how long do I have before they leave me like everyone else. I just want to know what it’s truly like to be noticed, cared, and just.....human. I really just hate myself and the way I’m made. Like what did I do to deserve to be treated like this. I truly feel like I’m a defective part.",3.847210884353743,5.3342703877551045,5.03865306122449,82.21110884353743,72.16326530612245,7.675646258503402,25.821768707482995,8.238735603445708,1.6629099319727896,780,25,149,12,15,258,106,196,0.087,0.695,0.218,0.9707,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,4,2,12,16,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,3,5,38,34,16,0,6,6,1,4,6,1,1,1,0,0,2,10,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,5,6,24,13,18,26,3,16,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0,17,99,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351993550304433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525180656951956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701844452887825,0.0,0.08259996828582206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223751823146904,0.0,0.17082324854954178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102338873030139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515509806217961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629665719953316,0.09079481952849318,0.0,0.09591249297085107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522576557023432,0.07170782958772537,0.09637561931241943,0.0,0.0,0.17075763201529506,0.0,0.0,0.07754937817107499,0.0,0.052441728513035184,0.0,0.05704535367313136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909940677361052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032681074325323,0.0,0.0,0.4251299916233425,0.0,0.0,0.07089774149528802,0.2942285579723557,0.0,0.0,0.17765720862973414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059224210851527,0.09497713214076413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378708120414659,0.0,0.2322458707609934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142774586061084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145441830630816,0.10869620639417214,0.0,0.13917459763202825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430271412307377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998577849315372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42523652236647785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067752107807177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668460575397375,0.0643161658924726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236814803735626,0.07967290241126809,0.0,0.0,0.09024906569272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193555621434584,0.0,0.07130343014260994,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OWENX995,2020/02/13,"Anyone wanna be my Valentine tomorrow? I'm 15M, Straight, English. Worth a shot I guess",0.5203921568627443,2.8431888823529405,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,101.35294117647058,4.6196078431372545,29.196078431372552,6.42735559955562,1.9542313725490192,69,4,12,1,3,23,16,17,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358915635723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.844286818617955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whyamialivekillme,2020/02/13,"""Calm down, you're not the only one who's alone on VDay, you know that?"" Damn that sentence hurt more than I thought it would. I didn't know how to reply, because of course I know I'm not the only one. But.... you can have anyone, I've never even had the chance.",0.8232142857142861,2.3469477500000018,2.053000000000001,100.29200000000004,80.42857142857143,4.48,16.557142857142857,3.1291,-1.1687885714285715,198,3,49,0,5,63,42,56,0.145,0.754,0.10099999999999999,-0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,5,1,5,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975716951230912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008973316426315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514456005988568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897688508245744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075766548447443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737024378214405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215950439774545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893841658136501,0.4370320158593967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280960202773332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410033581766604,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,taffy1985,2020/02/13,"I'm 34 and feeling hopelessly lonely and scared I'm a 34 year old man and I am incredibly lonely and scared that I am going to feel this way the rest of my life. I have mates from work but no true friends and I have never had a relationship and it's breaking my heart. When I was young I dreamt of having a close group of friends and woman I was hopelessly in love with and yet I have none of this and I'm scared that I never will and that I've missed my chance and I'm going to feel this way for the rest of my life. I'm sat here thinking what is the point of me. Everywhere I look I see what I've always wanted whether its my colleagues in work getting married or moving in with their girlfriends, I go on holiday and I see young families and I end up getting teary eyed and I feel so pathetic and ashamed of myself. I'm at my wits end and I do not know what to do. Any advice on how I can deal with this would be great.",0.0801221166892816,2.1106990497512435,2.062734056987789,96.54666553595658,85.86567164179105,5.246585255540481,19.08661239258253,6.574015621080383,-0.08491243781094537,723,20,172,8,22,240,104,201,0.158,0.701,0.141,-0.1674,0,4,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,14,0,4,6,0,16,5,2,1,3,36,40,22,0,2,4,0,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,12,20,0,0,6,1,0,4,5,9,0,0,4,8,26,5,22,33,3,26,0,5,4,1,11,9,0,1,10,113,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010127379801754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929683152746152,0.0,0.0,0.0974977474995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781004108534215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396973800963113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515818307893734,0.0,0.289972380712652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153741012879305,0.0,0.14981170695948146,0.0,0.24444451156167216,0.0,0.0,0.15806792711082665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989628563006645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879339749801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253549938463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039621162123294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939865649346222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523815448040578,0.0,0.0,0.22115435754148327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044459727834414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135532702690685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392766896532528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306205808690477,0.0,0.2284975409527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186686700311088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456440840830172,0.2276037393710507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208752771039632,0.0,0.0,0.10184722056859112,0.0,0.0,0.09232674526690952 lonely,DatBoiAhmed,2020/02/13,"Tomorrow is Valentines Day.... Let's give a pep talk! As you all know, tomorrow is valentines day... and it sucks. Yes, it sucks, because we, being lonely, makes it suck for ourselves... but I am not going down being lonely that day and being jealous for those who are in a relationship or are going on a date, and neither should you all. This is a very supportive subreddit and I want to share my support by saying this; Instead of thinking Valentines Day as the loneliest day of the year, think of it as Singles-Appreciation Day. If you want to go out and see a movie, or have dinner, or just to take a drive do it. Even do it with friends, if you want to, damn it. If you want to stay inside, order a pizza, and play video games, do it! You are not in a relationship so you do not have to worry about what others want- focus on yourself. Be the star of your own show, cuz you dont need to care about other peoples wants that day. It's just you! Oh, and those candies the day after Valentines Day? You get them for a deal! So don't act sad about not having someone to be with you, trust me- ive been there, be glad there is still time to focus on yourself! &#x200B; If you have something to say to cheer people on, make a post on this subreddit or reply to me!",3.5882745098039197,4.5002323960784345,4.604019607843139,87.28642156862747,72.09803921568627,6.9215686274509824,25.53921568627451,6.937597516519254,0.9469215686274506,971,29,205,8,18,317,134,255,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9628,0,4,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,13,1,0,12,17,5,0,14,1,28,2,0,3,2,42,53,22,0,12,15,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,20,11,2,0,3,4,0,5,7,8,0,0,1,3,21,9,38,44,4,33,0,3,1,0,26,9,4,8,16,154,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604864598641787,0.1301447728700433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529045200442415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920108393512144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216670470663349,0.11042095474521367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552672012494234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074210036817677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827493591050397,0.0,0.05595814598591762,0.10274525022970384,0.18261138519867406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058862321635690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952251851911056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298735984897512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941729001575279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850678405629913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257735754748701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229982212900446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034901103003144,0.0,0.0,0.08534912934085732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075004990048173,0.08245496239366541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416009557308282,0.08553450330118921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430838560339542,0.0,0.0,0.08052992431439167,0.0860872558986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725761916375004,0.0,0.0,0.06245401458807736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837316424375458,0.3790412063487955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087707231919373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301447728700433,0.06897235996980773 lonely,calmingoceanwaves,2020/02/13,"Can someone comfort me? (English is not my native language, sorry) Hello. I am 26, and I am struggling with anxiety and depression for years. Next wednesday I have an important exam which I have to pass to graduate from university. My parents are living 400 km away and I feel very lonely. This week (especially today) was really hard for me. I cried all day and I feel like I can't deal with stressful situations anymore. I feel extremely exhausted and sad. I have to pass this test, but I am extremely afraid that I will not pass :( It's not good at all to have this mentality before an exam, but I can't handle it :(",3.056569900687549,5.280104420168065,5.089595110771583,77.84110007639423,76.22689075630252,8.36088617265088,27.624904507257448,9.095868883498916,2.646741176470589,482,20,88,12,11,166,75,119,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.4332,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,2,0,14,1,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,4,17,3,11,15,2,12,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,63,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613683836703354,0.0,0.2024135195689409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175977022983304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736750650959034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241955542160786,0.1316283714393134,0.2104193468678761,0.17579204086268047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095990562172813,0.14580991846577968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711903800376759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828345610673754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971352336955216,0.0,0.18022507468666435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568597684305465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170639125061528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266301983943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075243745794066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294182694732617,0.0,0.0,0.17293426118573066,0.0,0.0,0.2284745526836731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337972035937431,0.21337086068639902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934640466732229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840484257472355,0.0,0.0,0.1637176494431906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314344634156686 lonely,SomeOtherBra,2020/02/13,Ever feel so lonely that it physically hurts? My chest just feels so heavy. I just want a hug :(,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,97.94736842105264,4.63859649122807,11.596491228070176,6.42735559955562,-0.8686982456140355,73,1,16,1,3,24,17,19,0.34299999999999997,0.483,0.17300000000000001,-0.6785,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495338939175389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537698152720584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862211359175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32299087732263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Username0838,2020/02/13,I’m just lonely and bored Everyday is the goddamn same. I feel stuck and isolated and keep crying like a stupid brat.,1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.2608695652174,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.2220840579710144,94,3,18,2,3,30,20,23,0.561,0.364,0.076,-0.9325,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959781905899239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036643442503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631714506659834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095442182818716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alexa20_05,2020/02/13,I hate Valentine’s Day I have never experienced it with someone. It makes me sad knowing that today won’t be the day someone likes me and I like them back. I’ve dated only 2 people and I’m still a virgin and have never got to experience the day with any of them. They would break up with me a month or a week before the day. I hate Valentine’s Day. It’s just a painful reminder of how lonely life can be. It makes me want to cry. I never experienced Valentine’s Day with someone I like and they like me back. I never got a gift from someone else other than family on the day.,0.7124716267339224,2.830819049180332,2.9650819672131132,90.51945145018915,83.91803278688525,5.06532156368222,20.040353089533426,6.297961479604792,0.1106650693568727,452,13,97,4,13,154,64,122,0.174,0.732,0.094,-0.8958,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,5,9,2,0,9,0,7,3,0,3,4,20,16,6,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,16,4,12,10,0,21,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,22,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282880467423609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731478361377998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364361478978946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379259507358435,0.5498606349812575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174904238516842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914467489400594,0.11482307061935935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948306504101548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405063907577419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693860215603785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603159431045038,0.23802311517176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626061243984179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722033504520763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757615237981407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263509083973924,0.1296047701491015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444142415026433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128061087040522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972703747998446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545303361769882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718413404009716,0.0,0.09770135386913456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652388137611204,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeepRoyJenkins,2020/02/13,"Something to do For everyone who has nothing, what's something you do that will make you feel alive and or completely take your mind off itself. And I mean anything.",3.9440860215053775,6.562368354838711,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,75.12903225806451,6.713978494623658,29.68817204301075,7.793537801064563,2.0798301075268824,133,6,24,2,3,40,27,31,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3818,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26764388835188424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34100678063139434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107796902707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445055145181495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170994797548456,0.0,0.0,0.3542804903570033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283985563909036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120754797367904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007695633453834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445391633472675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kuijken,2020/02/13,"I start attending a night class tonight. 22F. Ever since high school ended for me I've been a recluse. I wanted to drop off the face of the earth so I made it happen. I quit social media, and I let go of the friends I had, as we were already drifting apart. I've stayed close to a few family members. I've just focused on myself, my job, and taking care of things at home. The isolation has been really theraputic, but I'm ready to move on. I haven't gotten out very much. Tonight I hope that changes. This is a huge step for me and I'm proud of myself. Thank you for reading this.",0.4468831168831144,2.691682619834712,2.0187308146399094,95.98316115702481,86.43801652892563,5.110035419126328,19.386658795749703,6.5431188927421005,0.033639433293978886,451,13,101,5,14,146,85,121,0.027999999999999997,0.774,0.198,0.9657,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,8,0,8,1,1,1,1,12,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,0,15,5,16,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,61,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656488540520533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000882269638971,0.0,0.20760468587414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738177493007303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751782796760926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850054369978996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162095419824914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153243469491607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354172864417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734710979191093,0.196853051764061,0.19491884835733447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947461618346775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067718884666996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569489197486666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085808912541012,0.14426508533693527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416574071034186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087342298338564,0.19630141331668924,0.0,0.12572168988086327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986137626039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623386264805521,0.0,0.0,0.20005043356804447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389055608858803,0.2091745822488184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755430251202056,0.0,0.0,0.18067907313218834,0.0,0.0,0.13037865413242938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619254050191261,0.11575233534257807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,squeedgiebeckenheim,2020/02/13,"Valentine’s Day makes me cry I’ve never had a valentine, and usually I’m fine being single but around this time of year it’s so hard. I just want to stay home, watch sad movies, cry, and eat chocolate. I feel so pathetic even though logically I know that not having a relationship is normal. :(",4.578793103448277,5.576721189655178,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,69.86206896551724,8.558620689655173,26.568965517241374,8.841846274778883,1.855779310344828,231,7,46,4,4,76,48,58,0.33799999999999997,0.614,0.047,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,9,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,3,7,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307892283535695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258459514861696,0.1543657867438585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449224794279952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809337213064853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102634451208402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144173065010206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400950897553734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154462293872327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597729907151015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846072608734928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345195307997381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256980379281021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25512324878644155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351675296779172,0.0,0.1395712838315368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361847143610445,0.0,0.14117925576678414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541383831507078 lonely,Marshmallowpops,2020/02/13,"Looking for some people to chat Hello, I am 35/f and I am hoping there might be some people who might be able to chat with me. Age range 35-40years... Thank yoi",-1.1294117647058821,0.9464142941176484,0.5972941176470599,102.8918235294118,97.23529411764706,2.72,12.682352941176472,3.1291,-1.7642164705882353,122,2,29,0,5,39,25,34,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,18,4,0,0.31680872492689793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146625474297413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660395386223363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6721679845595603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392705598514834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167490931812506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dunotuansr,2020/02/13,"Should I act like a friend? I know this dude in 3 period, we get along, well pretty neutral bonding, but when I'm in another class he acts like I don't exist, I wonder if I act like this as well and people then think I don't to hang out with them witch is false",4.640459770114943,3.1469212068965504,5.78448275862069,88.02545977011495,69.6896551724138,9.11264367816092,24.50574712643678,7.793537801064563,0.8766712643678152,202,3,50,2,3,68,44,58,0.055,0.662,0.28300000000000003,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31973431742974445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355797805736701,0.0,0.15930767192937706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757559170205366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44690428705132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113925472055629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021239816004265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537988060798955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483178742186253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306718135366416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashlyh-177,2020/02/13,"Guilt of feeling lonely without being alone I know i shouldn't feel so lonely all of the time. I have a few friends that care about me but that does nothing to stop the feeling of loneliness and emptiness coming from the inside. I guess it comes from the feeling that nobody else understands whats going on in my head. I've always been pretty good at hiding this feeling from the people close to me, and numbing the feeling with drugs instead. I feel a lot of guilt because of this, like i'm being selfish and taking people that care for granted. Its not that they arn't good enough, even though it can be frustrating when i try and explain things to them and just get a lecture about why I need to stop taking substances. I just wish i had someone to talk to about life that just listened, and understood why i do these things, not get mad at me for them. I'm not sure where i'm going with this, I guess i'm just curious if anyone feels the same way. Even people that are never alone can be lonely.",6.384449520328914,5.994481241206032,6.111685701233442,83.46669712197354,65.73366834170854,8.241388761991777,30.15121059844678,6.980632752743323,1.6367849246231154,793,24,156,5,11,247,111,199,0.147,0.625,0.22699999999999998,0.9404,0,8,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,14,16,2,2,10,0,12,4,1,0,3,45,43,11,0,4,10,0,8,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,17,11,0,2,12,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,3,9,18,7,26,35,5,16,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,4,6,111,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094594231206404,0.0,0.0,0.0967879851538396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133400735676502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090790514703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719303095344765,0.0,0.0,0.2003996446531838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179286489718496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489486589480532,0.0,0.09717086278548326,0.0,0.0,0.12019018448109738,0.0,0.15365720373535774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705211717710889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986893988726691,0.0,0.12154533430108612,0.0,0.13221525642124846,0.19512825522326924,0.0,0.0,0.25628031857391625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937840492500415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392671196387142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216061841949784,0.05682832713200146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889154058959933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625018658302401,0.08971355064658476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161266951558677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419259930267071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833977981744352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855799328814574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449831490413946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096307070143142,0.0,0.17491709919226325,0.09349402229924336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455636053430616,0.0,0.11428431354414514,0.0,0.06782742662223938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897399292618157,0.0,0.0,0.1210937564161096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232980903659876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992234117599845,0.0,0.133762849490068,0.1121288237358274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotsaucegoblin,2020/02/13,"Only 18 and mourning my childhood I would be a high school senior if I didn’t switch to online school and graduate early last year. I didn’t have a close friend group in high school, my middle school best friends went on to become even better friends and basically excluded me out going into high school, leaving me insecure that anyone I befriended could leave me at any moment and keeping me from making close friends for years because I felt like I would inevitably be seen as lame and abandoned, I got by by becoming acquaintances with everyone but best friends with few and they all got bored of me eventually. I was so stressed and lonely I was just dissociated all the time until halfway through junior year... I just tapped out, switched to online school. I thought I’d never want to go back. Then my mom was diagnosed with cancer so I continued to do online school so I could take care of her, now she is recovered and back at work, here I am incredibly lonely and regretting throwing away the potential I had in my high school years and throwing away so many opportunities. Then again, I don’t know if I’d have seen it this way if I stayed, I probably would have continued to descend into instability as I was just straight up not doing schoolwork when I left; even though I am lonely I am much more stable now, I used to be constantly dissociated and now I have feelings again, I have context about how important staying on top of things is and have become more independent, I learned to stop caring about appealing to others. At least there’s that. I can tell myself all that, but it won’t take away my regret that I will always look back on the 2010s with sadness. In high school I thought I was hopeless and doomed to remember it all as a bad time, now I realize I still had time to make my youth memorable and stop making my life about other people but now it’s too late, I am a sad adult with no friends or accomplishments going to community college in a few months because I screwed myself out of better opportunities.",11.24844044558698,7.666003784061698,10.35844730077121,66.98773093401888,58.717223650385606,13.560994001713798,42.128706083976006,11.34169021259432,4.556554618680378,1628,63,303,31,15,522,194,389,0.18,0.685,0.135,-0.9662,0,6,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,9,29,32,1,2,8,0,35,4,0,6,5,69,59,34,1,11,11,1,2,1,6,5,3,0,0,1,12,26,0,4,9,0,0,6,7,17,0,0,17,5,51,15,52,32,12,75,1,12,3,1,13,30,1,4,37,222,63,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353353605441362,0.0,0.0,0.0437513646771926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498592473397093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181340181681525,0.14841353994327988,0.053718705760029815,0.0784384733435304,0.21316547792900864,0.0,0.0,0.13503541971497696,0.1138016924320024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119171407710942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952543842664599,0.0,0.10273571510265027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530069842940475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498796046960412,0.0,0.0,0.061476758448126376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032530719171052616,0.0,0.06177360722506532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823962918414443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969259539787507,0.0,0.10291234878873884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398778523266591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718567970345888,0.0,0.0,0.03535793140355774,0.05244324010799537,0.07257493578027979,0.13624718216856865,0.06990233629894846,0.0,0.04544312417933027,0.03143180731159509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402687442001698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288363367420358,0.06522761762372717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535071418102565,0.05135317779039236,0.0,0.04729509605342243,0.0,0.04962065891210345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893118592226834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460317345384636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936616516857927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288127669847742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860122885693831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714935857539126,0.051379609507741036,0.10757722187205164,0.07369781354644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674683093422158,0.0,0.05623337179829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042742642518858134,0.0,0.06321077362903138,0.10215277939646816,0.112546262311021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055566509181285716,0.0,0.0,0.0379476281849437,0.05106771417032443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964104147568568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046838100609304115,0.0,0.0,0.137109471841138,0.0,0.0,0.1657236687093406 lonely,Ethyria_Sagebloom,2020/02/13,"Unintentional thoughts of the past When I was in 8th grade one of my friends and I had crushes on each other and we didn't want to say that we did, one day someone randomly asked me out and in a panic since it's never happened before I said yes, lots of regret after that. Currently 7 years later I think back on accident a lot of the time what would have happened if I said no, and it fills me with the feeling of loneliness.",7.553636363636365,5.304659818181818,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,64.45454545454545,11.072727272727272,35.63636363636364,9.516144504307137,3.033172727272727,336,12,71,5,4,112,64,88,0.196,0.726,0.078,-0.8756,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,20,15,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,7,4,10,1,13,7,3,16,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,10,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709438327224985,0.0,0.0,0.16211261863213347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939788279302515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596569627693622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660024832278807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628840848530253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728664788253306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584744208365795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260244767897752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857230798680593,0.0,0.0,0.2473595545434847,0.0,0.0,0.20125781640199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010886933655255,0.16765775026742594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439791716392702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786326684372603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508915312693268,0.0,0.16737274686838924,0.1229346682753573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435097319875625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497651462793108,0.0,0.0,0.13576539873347915 lonely,hoofharted8812,2020/02/13,Idk how to feel anymore I used to be kinda confident in myself but over the last couple of years every girl I talk to curbs me. I tried the stupid dating apps I get matches with no responses Idk what it is The way I look the way I am or me just being me. Then I have my friends that can just pull girls out of nowhere and I'm starting to give up I tired of being so alone,1.0270209059233473,2.3963420853658555,2.7932055749128932,95.90109756097564,79.3658536585366,5.661324041811848,20.25087108013937,6.1826913282559595,-0.12868850174216018,289,7,70,2,7,96,60,82,0.19699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.069,-0.8852,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,1,12,11,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,5,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766482428815372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264904063922497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955551675575013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505400492782046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350602277838362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063706412390084,0.0,0.13955538259820244,0.2562388809229459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177325351297814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430742853386773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906377303365013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146951033150301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307006802122469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135201752491326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069964570150744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240433217585505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201184768898162 lonely,StandardCitron,2020/02/13,"A secret society for lonely people ? I was wondering for this for a long time now. Won't be great to have a secret society or group for lonely people or for those who want to belong somewhere? It will be all fun with secret codes, international friends and relations. Part of it would be to help others, improve our community etc?",4.673548387096774,6.660237322580645,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,70.93548387096773,8.830967741935485,26.916129032258066,9.3871,2.580215483870968,262,9,45,6,5,88,45,62,0.11699999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.195,0.6753,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,10,3,3,3,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571254414672778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739805692085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35303922715347524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146340086066576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833810486269811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34676268064024873,0.0,0.443994856424885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867205018033309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888716701410633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472605499005359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747223104947126,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,we_can_play_together,2020/02/13,"Do any of you guys want to squad up in a video game called as Dead by daylight on PC? If you are bad at the game, it's fine. I will try my best to carry you! I also have apex legends, battlefront 2 and battlefield V.",0.760625000000001,1.9455771458333369,2.8566666666666656,95.955,79.625,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.15723333333333311,165,4,42,2,4,56,43,48,0.22899999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.13,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,9,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340102701014345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840296861151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873671365699577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43831853199387294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264874133377347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135586217767838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835702774040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463523824161379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackbear2044,2020/02/13,"Lonely gay guy. Heey I'm new here and idk I just want to talk about how lonely i really am. I spend everyday locked inside my room and no one ever talks or spends time with me. I do deal with mental health problems like clinical depression so i know that plays apart. I'm tired of it. It hurts. Everyday feels exactly the same. Sometimes I just think about doing stuff with my friends and living a different life and feeling somewhat better then realizing that it's just my thoughts and isn't reality. I don't really have friends anymore and I'm isolated everyday in my room. I spent last night in the dark looking at my ceiling in silence and thought ""Is this all there is?"" If I had to say how loneliness feels is that it feels empty.",2.1036637931034465,4.6565501724137945,3.4064439655172407,86.78139008620691,81.75862068965517,7.211206896551722,24.92456896551724,8.278499904357787,1.838939655172413,585,23,115,13,16,190,94,145,0.18,0.715,0.105,-0.8893,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,3,0,10,5,0,2,3,33,24,13,0,3,5,0,4,1,2,0,4,1,2,1,9,10,0,0,9,1,3,0,3,5,0,1,4,6,15,5,12,20,3,16,0,4,1,1,7,7,0,3,10,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836883102119507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015009599262386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750281282190791,0.1462249186018367,0.0,0.0,0.17737626548642282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535690647125217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433685740068353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623318276662757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810159664049035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046036818699612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174511316926728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330259824592646,0.13838735379238282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991543028779028,0.08294233212529065,0.0,0.14991234385095584,0.0,0.14256625199478587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710908814404689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639674652672422,0.0,0.15932011379801514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504232874540582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244947989655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217521389824629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350100106150824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790947346901816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943490451367489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27291362039430345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878344704350476,0.0,0.2695610109921305,0.09899578660899114,0.19512866516097885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013629662082944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scrubmytotem,2020/02/13,"Need someone to talk to? Dont want to feel alone this Valentine's Day? Then hit me up, life can be cruel to people who deserve better, no one needs to wake up every day feeling alone, so hit me up, tell me about your day, I'll listen and be the friend or valentine you need, I know it's not a real life feeling but I care and will listen and chat about whatever you need :) Cheers Everyone, Keep your chins up and keep going, Big hugs to all you awesome people",3.0553984962406027,4.114941757894736,3.9870676691729336,90.64947368421049,73.52631578947368,6.270676691729324,23.045112781954884,6.1826913282559595,0.37982706766917307,357,9,77,2,7,115,62,95,0.07200000000000001,0.667,0.261,0.9756,0,2,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,20,22,8,0,5,3,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,10,5,12,17,1,10,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34295057291342823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464286840348957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880443197337974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32032695700758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404080916231015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949555421450402,0.1582043403030945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114373769645915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279150174753429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094094338137548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943233495274017,0.0,0.0,0.09099012949587948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338867456119641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910570498710097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121910491973789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295636858486744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844908298773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028258761706078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307478102278433,0.14471100482427735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976544573040855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maxirobespierre6969,2020/02/13,Man my studies are soooo stressful Do u ever wish that u could just lock yourself in your room. And just cry till u die,0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,87.4,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6720666666666664,94,3,21,0,3,29,22,25,0.332,0.581,0.087,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162466823817897,0.0,0.4350877072074751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110802470938065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582872683518473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537212596333712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554854610878674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Norman_Chung,2020/02/13,"Life fucks you up I was awake till 3am to finish my homework (I'm not used to sleeping late) so that I won't get embarrassed in front of my class. I was tired as fuck when I passed it up so I threw it a little too hard on the table and BOOM. My teacher embarrassed me yet again in front of my class",-0.4053304904051167,1.380309746268658,1.7040511727078886,99.89313432835822,85.86567164179105,5.0226012793177,17.03411513859275,6.1826913282559595,-0.6086869936034112,231,5,59,2,7,77,49,67,0.159,0.778,0.063,-0.7508,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,2,2,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,3,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,2,11,0,11,5,0,16,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,6,38,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750455189510238,0.16248933810708613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860292764995664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508316382087287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967481651549955,0.0,0.3117126693398141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31123355340666764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35745903269728635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686118731765783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,629060311,2020/02/13,"Bullied at work and no one said goodbye when I left I left work because I was being bullied and surprise surprise, literally no one has reached out. I already have no friends or anyone in my life so when bad things happen, it just adds insult to injury. Humans are honestly selfish and heartless",4.365818181818181,6.846255763636368,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.18181818181819,5.854545454545455,34.63636363636364,6.742157984588678,2.4742,237,13,38,2,5,75,42,55,0.39399999999999996,0.45799999999999996,0.149,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,5,4,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880363110760661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250760991661116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179364468787552,0.15911219320367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165937911579435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081451659582464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671866656494148,0.0,0.1843624651523583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537407533537503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828483687476366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340662826802214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800437512750579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kuljitgrewal,2020/02/13,"I wrote a song, everyone finds it edgy and depressing, I think they are right coz it is a bit like that. Idk what it is but it's my first song and I was afraid that people won't like it. Even my sister said it wasn't good. I just wrote what I felt, what do you guys think ? I'm standing all alone in the middle of the road kinda stoned, watching everything we had go fading with the smoke. What is this feeling that feels like a pal, it comes then it goes when I'm thinking of a gal that I used to know. The sun shines on my face, I feel like I'm in a better place. But inside me there's a cold that can thaw if I had a hand to hold, all I ask is why are we alone ? Why do we feel so alone ? So alone. I feel like I'm sitting in this crowded bus, with no one that I can ever trust. Tell me somebody cares about me other than themselves. I'm walking down the street, yeah I do look kinda young, but inside me all I can feel is... old and alone.",-0.18708074534161054,1.5640283043478256,1.5364113181504493,101.60391304347827,84.79710144927536,4.522567287784679,15.65424430641822,5.288315135182226,-1.1012335403726707,717,12,184,3,21,233,111,207,0.099,0.731,0.17,0.9597,0,5,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,1,2,8,11,0,1,12,1,18,2,2,2,4,37,43,11,0,1,5,1,8,5,1,1,0,3,0,1,21,9,0,1,12,2,0,3,3,2,0,2,8,15,25,9,13,34,4,22,0,1,3,0,14,10,0,3,12,110,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6034116031696662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893294530341843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305481193154327,0.1272125511422034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880260418158195,0.0,0.0,0.1003739425486515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036078489725232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696210922235387,0.1054014050262704,0.0,0.11134238243105367,0.10472304146877842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35350410784167874,0.24973140634611005,0.1118800140642182,0.0,0.10649958813716996,0.0991141037937897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622250540937162,0.09773366770831682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153757399397794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403779931936003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846353970614621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978496762854512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227091653758375,0.0,0.0789587610627101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807821316819631,0.0,0.12174136526506635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950970364941167,0.11083972046999982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184592919674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398902116354505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063815451235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028712949410247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stratosphe,2020/02/13,"I feel trapped My situation is not as serious as others but, it rlly does hurt to have nobody to hug. And nobody has ever asked me “are u ok?” I have ppl around me but I never felt comfortable being emotional or vulnerable around them. I’m isolated with all my thoughts because I’m always afraid of being judged. I want to be honest and say “I’m not ok,” but it’s so hard. All the conversations I have with people are so surface level, and people at school never take the time to try and be friends with me. They don’t understand that it might take me a while to actually feel comfortable around them. It doesn’t help that I’ve never had a gf. Just makes my self esteem lower. And I just deleted instagram and Snapchat because everytime I get on those apps it just makes me feel more lonely. Just wish I had someone to tell my thoughts. Every night I’m just in my room staring at the ceiling listening to my bloody valentine, or some indie shit like that. I’m 14 btw, lmk if we can be friends",2.5181055555555574,4.497158955000003,3.9653333333333336,86.42322222222224,76.95,7.044444444444442,24.61111111111111,7.984000788550335,1.391827777777778,781,27,159,13,18,258,115,200,0.159,0.6779999999999999,0.163,-0.0099,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,0,11,14,1,1,5,2,18,2,1,2,6,45,39,17,0,3,13,0,5,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,10,13,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,8,23,9,20,28,4,17,0,2,1,1,14,10,1,5,8,106,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.13917788472340553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186724058382228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808897730502512,0.13333172942230656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388132800516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248089228772927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604298460719258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900919530404564,0.12016465628327565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634095142262488,0.0,0.13693888218503972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203778349058753,0.0,0.07451377987151303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776073473070915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955960986569838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267912742909395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967759779064511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904017452414643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129873637079294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299951809492889,0.0,0.0,0.13384049525408748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977514019028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341823862799268,0.0,0.14434044165138898,0.0,0.0,0.1487851945262718,0.0,0.14639878781522606,0.0,0.16031239661384716,0.0,0.0,0.12084262483097763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144670430983289,0.0,0.12465736455211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645087523675075,0.08316366836527077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683054900155616,0.0,0.0,0.1484738770318061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412177981264399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400753807956234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TupewDeZew,2020/02/13,"Every time My crush: omg im so lonely i wish someone liked me Me: i like you My crush: eEwWW wTFF ....",-4.015844155844153,-5.437257909090909,-0.9551948051948056,107.50863636363636,150.8181818181818,1.2571428571428571,7.688311688311689,3.1291,-2.5840597402597405,74,1,19,0,7,25,17,22,0.22399999999999998,0.48700000000000004,0.28800000000000003,0.4286,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690651604696463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731552500749233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280056150474417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711474247442692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554229634553941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037210626798065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rennu91,2020/02/13,"Me and my loneliness (Hey guys , this is my story how my battle with loneliness started n it’s a bit quite long story n I am never a writer , so I wrote a part for you people , so please read it and if you liked it I will continue to write my whole story , because writing this gives me a strange peace to my mind. ) I always remember that I was lonely , from childhood till adulthood, I never felt or remembered any moment that I cherished with my family but it doesn’t mean that they didn’t love me they do love but I think the problem lies with me. My grandparents used to love me dearly and I remember I was closer to them than my parents and my grandparents used to adore me ,shower me with gifts more importantly they never left me alone. But all started to shaken when I got up early in the morning on January 23rd 2001 wanting to go and pee and was surprised to find many different people in my house and later I found out my grandma was dead(later I got to know she had breast cancer), I was nearly nine that time so it didn’t hit me away straight. Days passed and days became months and my grand pa started to feel not good and become ill, so I had to take care of my grand pa from making tea to help him in toilet. Because my parents were busy working their asses off. That was the time I started to feel lonely first because I knew grandpa was dying bcoz my grandma and grandpa is what you call soul mates they had a great marriage together and when my grandma left the world , my grandpa couldn’t live it here anymore without her. And soon the very next year grandpa passed away too. So it was jus ten year old me all alone in a big house doing nothing and scared and lonely. And that time there was war going on in our country so I heard many stories how unknown people can come and kidnap children and it was the time when cell phone weren’t popular and available, so I tied to read and built my own Imaginative world and imaginary friends, some times I go to the garden and take a dry fallen small branch and pretend it’s like my sword and will move and swish it in the air pretends like I was fighting. Or some times I will take a dried coconut branch n make a cricket bat from it and will take some ball or dried small coconuts n pretend like I was playing and I toss the ball in the air and hit it so I will be baller and the batsman and I pretend like trees my garden were my fielders. I know it sounds stupid but I was a kid and lonely. You may ask why I didn’t go to the playground and play with my age group boys , it’s bcoz my parents thought it was not safe with the war n they thought I was a fragile one. So days passed and then I started to develop a healthy interest in English literature so my parents took me to nun who used to teach literature, she was a great person, and we always read and think about philosophical stuff even though I was twelve or thirteen. That nun always tell me that I have an old soul. I thought it was improvement but sometimes that nun also busy so I had to wait for here in the convent or after class wait for some time to come and pick me up, counting one to thousand to pass the time, staring the big copper pod tress (Peltophorum pterocarpum) wondering how nice life would be if there is just some one for me to talk and staring the gate , expecting my dad to come and pick me up ....",3.8574360918215684,5.040193194650822,4.3543463626163685,88.30706431755469,71.73402674591381,7.039197016102133,27.2562391970161,7.290443533043144,1.2746651848257875,2632,91,545,26,49,832,293,673,0.08800000000000001,0.752,0.16,0.996,9,10,0,0,3,0,43.0,2,4,7,3,28,36,5,1,31,0,47,10,3,10,5,117,98,71,3,7,16,11,4,5,2,7,3,2,4,5,30,49,1,3,19,13,0,14,12,11,0,7,39,8,92,25,63,47,12,85,6,4,2,5,55,31,1,14,45,364,122,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538937934705642,0.0,0.05226948120197656,0.16315774126536522,0.0,0.0,0.044447987586400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482093728015753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611040779527807,0.0,0.1228183578389073,0.0,0.0,0.11953109286509432,0.07218652177476552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135771111222645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674128860638465,0.0,0.06664029478579543,0.0,0.0,0.1689091539617519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645807099536602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783480518803421,0.06828874269868038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317058267574042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061616902931222836,0.0,0.06609736690775124,0.0,0.06275718591557862,0.0,0.0597391277482374,0.05559636625601888,0.0,0.07166539217876762,0.05049804896965795,0.0,0.0,0.06270060256192793,0.14858554026944878,0.05482203417548421,0.10455095138629293,0.14412232984279014,0.0,0.06471805373024096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043810362991817564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083654050286327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184182288720159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420306863111723,0.0,0.046166683812334894,0.15966137188083976,0.0,0.05771530620807683,0.05784277471191417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769736232381513,0.0,0.08725847278804957,0.1325323842957171,0.0,0.0711977167381108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599637301947713,0.0,0.0521708391450344,0.06946881528599516,0.0,0.0,0.15123220367824802,0.0,0.06951258141408223,0.0,0.0,0.06271601799133847,0.0,0.1371715709083284,0.0,0.13287171142556314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903043612342442,0.07078001761922914,0.0,0.1359400773862552,0.057071045988359576,0.0,0.07174718025596714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625420244572639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951988539797514,0.1961372377894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212514552696533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543815532081243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464408752181314,0.0,0.23131564673446656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482315574004206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657452845714327,0.05253501067621269,0.057128737127940386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376188104600774,0.06421723533242288,0.15566893183896788,0.3049020242457333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261891096100839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935376954745912,0.0,0.053929993221094964,0.038551842186924284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897848955283365,0.07297365946714637,0.0,0.06300604902010443,0.07088164099735661,0.047583871493228416,0.0,0.0,0.046430857241729816,0.0,0.0,0.08418118639171678 lonely,Royal-Noble-96,2020/02/13,"How does it feel being Lonely?? Honestly, bad. I had a girlfriend but she also leave me because she think I am way too depressed and crybaby. I am depressed when I was 12. I am 24 now. It affects my health also. Hope my ex will understand my condition and maybe just maybe understand how hollow someone feels. I just exist for the mockery for everyone. :'(",1.6946102819237154,4.446261014925374,3.5163184079601986,83.11172470978444,88.10447761194028,6.559867330016584,26.84742951907131,7.793537801064563,2.2764275290215594,276,13,48,6,9,92,48,67,0.27399999999999997,0.653,0.073,-0.9429,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,13,8,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,12,2,2,9,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359612078445737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538683392036267,0.12804734684714528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36183947324840826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838202137127936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007161913406792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241985486584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327823872755534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863163387344252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241751335059415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220561985995726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797859808376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459451902158026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373485353060303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673158031568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mikiiixoxa,2020/02/13,"i’m so sick of girls vs boys we’re all lonely fucks, i don’t care about how girls have a better chance and guys “need to get out there” or something like that. we are humans, we are lonely. it’s not a competition, this place is for kind support, not guys and girls arguing on who deserves the “most lonely” title. that’s just toxic.",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,3.232941176470589,92.06990196078434,77.52941176470588,5.7098039215686285,18.686274509803926,6.42735559955562,-0.1502137254901963,258,5,56,2,6,83,54,68,0.21,0.586,0.204,-0.1263,0,6,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,14,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,6,11,2,3,0,3,0,1,11,3,1,2,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583870135432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297871099081061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700922320410419,0.15263872707771586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785579987897388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042340715206025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273198663302727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166289436933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30523938868973155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491489450306945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315335926917867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,paris976,2020/02/13,"It hurts to realize that nobody like you except your parents People around me always say negative things about me! I can say for sure that I am a nice person (my therapist told me that I have a good character ), I am also a smart student and funny. but it seems to me that nobody likes me .they always criticize me. It started with my extended family when I was kid, they always criticized my skin color and clothes, and now my colleagues talk about me with negativity, I am nice to them so when I talk to them they respond to me but if I didn't talk to them first, they just ignore me! And they also criticize my character and I respond to their criticism and stood for myself they say they want me to be a better person! So I think why do people always see the negativity in everything about me Why doesn't anyone see the good inside me! I deserve to be loved for who I am. Nobody compliments me ex: my mother but everyone's mother loves them so it doesn't make me feel better I lost the hope to have friends a long time ago, all I ask from people is to be nice and stop criticizing me.",4.801291585127203,5.290203013698632,6.136285061969992,78.93010273972605,69.09132420091323,9.362165688193086,27.0583822570124,9.424239791934726,2.1847779517286363,856,25,170,17,14,290,108,219,0.149,0.631,0.22,0.9573,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,12,4,13,19,0,0,8,0,16,3,1,1,2,27,31,18,0,3,6,4,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,8,50,16,23,23,1,11,0,2,3,2,35,2,0,3,11,132,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074173498596606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938126629834469,0.4033205813900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473076250572754,0.0,0.0,0.10787447710012407,0.11328545639676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143449141309826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579116469193397,0.10890734217278238,0.0,0.11423622128318794,0.0,0.061271445602662684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307429448787606,0.0,0.0,0.09362213973828208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327740374278555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035750437683307,0.0,0.0,0.12972399524108874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184033013078608,0.0,0.0,0.10723908046789392,0.0,0.0,0.13228055022421986,0.0,0.21873649408709697,0.0,0.08088753030459105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455428491126326,0.0,0.0,0.2520295571960801,0.21161662882233584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890978085042434,0.0,0.0,0.1931270090816644,0.11031627422653636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577070300374423,0.0,0.0,0.10131057760143737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420921827470025,0.0,0.0,0.2921958498021853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069747498979088,0.08050555175978705,0.0776462327954748,0.0,0.0,0.07066010594184262,0.0,0.0,0.11579116469193397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714741664289069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868933565278695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,davethewave996,2020/02/13,Need someone to talk to. Been really lonely for the longest time. Just need someone to talk to. I'm an interesting guy. Would appreciate your responses.,2.552222222222224,5.288285703703707,4.4345185185185185,72.88733333333334,99.37037037037035,8.085925925925926,27.62222222222222,8.238735603445708,3.4756577777777786,122,6,19,4,5,41,21,27,0.09,0.737,0.17300000000000001,0.3832,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148445147110809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715477776967804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370245669076287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388371266251454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111513399533764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541335130806294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258797951005297,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sweaterwjeans,2020/02/13,"For the next few days, Im gonna hide in this subreddit from all other social medias hype on valentines day. Im tired of the lonely memes or people bragging about what’s their plans for their date.It makes me feel so lonely. Join me? 😢",1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,81.65306122448979,4.736326530612245,15.922448979591836,5.6839178017228535,-0.7168481632653059,186,3,40,1,5,59,42,49,0.192,0.759,0.049,-0.7287,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888325002068842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242683343304247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651255350738588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012263622520483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206052877565558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899385761764425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072996989683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34648301322895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonymousMUk,2020/02/13,Bored at work here for another 12 hours Need people to keep me sane whilst at work 😭😭 timezone is GMT(UK),2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,84,2,19,1,2,26,19,22,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277330383821849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017127864225746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625724028515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246280968673617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827959702119021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939320043403146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kiupoforcare,2020/02/13,"Anyone up to talk to? I'm just sitting here, blasting some music at midnight, vibing and I want someone to talk to, anyone up?",1.1998666666666686,3.697738320000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,85.8,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.3699333333333335,98,4,17,0,3,33,18,25,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590656609633183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578695557964793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789639909172271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912255933258184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaycribaby,2020/02/13,I’m in love with my ex I’ve been in several relationships after him and I feel like not one guy can measure up- I feel like he was my soulmate or something. He’s now in a happy relationship and I can’t do anything about that except reminisce lol,0.12793956043956098,2.4918822884615395,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,91.5,6.048351648351648,22.813186813186807,7.447530270364453,1.2726340659340667,197,8,41,4,7,69,41,52,0.0,0.66,0.34,0.9618,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,6,4,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564001189968052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649947965585872,0.3744087932840415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25946491190561705,0.0,0.27895087561593146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560430754760759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650508071262946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775679011376741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626747102183474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960353071694353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017343927854276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hgigi11,2020/02/13,"Always wished for friends I always wanted friends should be such a easy thing to have but I never got it. My sister has so many friends as neighbours at school family friends they all her age but me no. Ngl I had friends but I don’t speak to them no more and it is normal people come and go but idk why most of the people I know go weather it’s long distance or they just don’t care anymore .. makes me think am I not worth someone to stick around and maintain our friendship!? Soo many times I’ve prayed for friends but yet here I am all lonely af I just was to belong to a group of friends and have them invite and what me to be there I have one best friend and I am beyond thankful for her knowing how much I’ve struggled to make friends and just always having her there, I never take it for granted but she lives far and she works so it’s hard to rely on her to be my only type of social life. But I really really would love to know why why can’t I make friends like everyone else? Is it in my faith to never have friends? Am I not worthy of friends? Am I being punished for something? I might not be the best person but I’m not the worst and I just don’t understand it! For the most part I just get on with my life but I can’t help and think about it on days where things would’ve been easier if i had friends, hours spent alone I could be having a laugh with great people so idk what it is and why people don’t want to be my friends or why the universe isn’t allowing it but all I got is hope and if not hopefully one day I can start a family and my kids will be my friends",0.8714563279857401,2.737064523529412,2.206417112299466,97.59448306595364,81.70588235294117,5.1800356506238865,19.714795008912656,6.1124844417494595,-0.22777450980392105,1238,32,292,9,33,397,155,340,0.076,0.617,0.307,0.9987,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,3,18,30,1,1,9,0,41,3,0,5,6,70,68,32,0,11,24,1,1,1,16,4,2,1,0,2,14,17,0,0,6,0,2,3,17,4,0,2,7,2,44,26,33,48,11,23,2,1,0,1,35,9,0,9,12,206,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651023793344553,0.0,0.0,0.1603029756776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368676749039191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057167426200515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347851658207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547429175809376,0.0,0.0,0.05531791869895221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127266025851083,0.0,0.0,0.0828302922141453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364570278332581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613628268719571,0.0,0.0,0.12107758804839365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7442172942245094,0.0,0.03355113195305573,0.0,0.07299287199964145,0.0,0.10272162685738204,0.07080031310871722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752650418165309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304381452354672,0.0,0.0,0.12756546189799056,0.06324156327685564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587721334223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071781375363253,0.0313735564304612,0.0,0.05670546340951689,0.05683070160117016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795904054059661,0.0,0.12859757127548505,0.13021346956321106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681249008849132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047207446590853734,0.0,0.14858609882619656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291977541078869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703123966501346,0.04884050438217609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954158199840728,0.0,0.17808205114768294,0.05607247578949676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227908986434751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499180705043674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546192473448556,0.054411504264699866,0.04943797323360785,0.0,0.0,0.04545366490705519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713435161197913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828376761306023,0.0,0.0,0.059123090490343415,0.0,0.0,0.08532685974807054,0.08229630219135882,0.0,0.0,0.03744589545497055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685295858652761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575460376554934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897327243859237,0.0,0.07384726101523259,0.0,0.0,0.04675129807185908,0.0,0.0,0.09123691614495706,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,elaustero,2020/02/13,"Just wanted to say I’ve been having more crisis lately, in part because my birthday has come in the past few days, and i hate birthdays, just to show another year has gone by and i’ve done nothing with my life apart from aging Also there’s this girl, we became so close, and now is more and more trivial, distant, uninterested TIFO shes into another guy I want to puke, literally have the desire to puke, the other day I had a crisis in which i couldn’t get off my head “i will kms” I don’t talk with anyone online, my family doesn’t talk to me either, im cool with that, but that makes a little difficult to get this girl off my head, after all they’ll make a good couple I guess I have no money to get psychological help, i had it years prior for another purposes, I think this time I really need it. The years pass by, and i feel the world forgot me, no social media, nobody remembers me, im truly alone I know i kill myself but not yet, I’ll wait for my parents to die first I also quit drinking, marijuana and smoking these days, im thinking on getting pretty and fit, keep up with my studies and life, and then end it all out of nowhere when my parents die Its a little hard you know, not getting money for substitutes, support from nobody, nobody to tell, i have made a chat with me, i tell myself my reflections, when i have anxiety crisis or suicidal thoughts, what to tell to this girl, to not flood her with thoughts or be toxic in any way with her, so i order my thoughts, i have that chat also to feel i tell someone this plan, or my little achievements, its hard to be that depressed, that lonely, and swim against the tides I cant sleep, i want to puke",4.336492357200322,4.827178713864307,5.491521855725398,83.13636564762675,70.12094395280235,8.051541968356128,26.32354518637705,8.00094639256281,1.4547923303834804,1300,37,267,16,22,433,179,339,0.193,0.7290000000000001,0.078,-0.9924,2,3,1,0,0,1,40.0,1,1,1,4,12,8,2,0,11,1,22,6,3,3,2,59,51,23,4,6,11,2,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,19,22,1,3,11,5,2,4,9,5,0,1,10,6,46,3,42,36,8,42,0,2,0,0,23,17,0,4,19,180,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074144683454716,0.0,0.21019411001509875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958037066016913,0.2756120433772529,0.06702429722837995,0.0,0.0,0.06126158783654296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340854337123747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547150836600136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694297438599246,0.0,0.16951090818742098,0.0,0.07546161508321862,0.0,0.18185852976615186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965930955806277,0.0,0.08582814351545323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775997985345704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259446861205473,0.0,0.08860031317210802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452423132663151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288729037027041,0.0,0.0,0.07348627674471403,0.0,0.0,0.09651644962128693,0.08675141078450786,0.0,0.0,0.15696946464092762,0.08650046299619554,0.17983401720316794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058725665829867886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839137312515754,0.0,0.0,0.07787514785708888,0.09693165976605096,0.0,0.0963004776808247,0.0,0.098832153152954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376839911336565,0.0,0.2634360552532015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290227128195776,0.1169657488282552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496450320094375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406777901902356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456945506225984,0.094877179239883,0.08363726089810493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913470578233437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318803314126173,0.0,0.0,0.056127627042859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924932655061272,0.0,0.0,0.06967398956916662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767704752535786,0.08931120903409652,0.07423486631281731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583524836185606,0.09942307235794112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084126542918718,0.3063132005077786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227873725921214,0.0,0.2086666497827263,0.05108829613569232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550306215324873,0.06954373564081333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926119359448452 lonely,timfrombikinibottom,2020/02/13,Please someone help Ghe person I've liked for a couple months now just met this dude at Walmart and she already likes him. I also just bought her a heart necklace today as a gift. I might as well just give the necklace to someone else and hopefully they'll find more use out of it than. I just dont know what to do at this point. Please help,0.9187676056338034,3.2254147323943663,1.6656161971831018,98.92828345070423,84.77464788732394,4.113380281690141,18.734154929577464,5.148860815047168,-0.6032126760563377,270,7,60,1,8,83,53,71,0.0,0.695,0.305,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676951830847774,0.1570879920564054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735019866889504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302188820002264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409518514218807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953688097475964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884371440213856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327749293926455,0.2633307924772985,0.0,0.0,0.1951030278459309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795484710680127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193520762768707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838515749629988,0.0,0.0,0.15679153832659926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151836621885505,0.0,0.4312505203014204,0.1856933786528614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332875343333412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861962184863288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965568303356054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661752429447805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WasteDay7,2020/02/13,"I’ve been lonely for most of my life. I’m grateful to have family and friends in my life that care about me but something is missing. My brother and I grew up extremely close but when we hit puberty everything changed. We were suddenly in our own worlds and looking back I know we needed to be in order to mature into adults. We never gained that closeness back. But ever since then I’ve craved that closeness with another person and I haven’t found it. I tried looking for it in romantic relationships. To the point where I became (and still am) a cereal dater. I stayed in bad relationships because I didn’t want to be alone. And worse I hardly made an effort to make friends because I felt I should have been searching for that perfect romantic relationship instead. I put too much weight on myself to find it and as a result I missed out on having close female friends. Now I’m approaching 30 and I feel I never had a true best friend. I don’t really know how to be a best friend either. Among the friends I do have, I don’t reach out or invite them over. I feel they wouldn’t enjoy hanging out with me and I feel I don’t know how to keep them entertained. I don’t know how to have girl talks and I’m uncomfortable or awkward around them. I would like to find like-minded women out there and have a true best friend one day. It’s seems that when I try though, I fall on my face and just can’t find a person who I feel would be that friend for me. My boyfriend has an easy time making friends. It’s truly night and day with us and I find myself studying how he does it. He’s friendly sure but I think he’s just never had this problem before. He can connect with anyone and people truly care for him. It’s insane to me how easy it seems. He loves to be out with his friends and most of the time it’s without me. This gives me relief at times because I don’t have to exhaust myself by trying to be social when I’m panicking inside but also I feel more lonely at other times. I don’t feel that connected to my boyfriend either. We talk about surface level topics, he hardly spends time with me, and he spends quality time with his friends over me. Last thing I want to touch on is that I’ve always been the adventurous type. I want to travel and experience new things. This is because I grew up in a poor and misogynistic family. I wasn’t allowed the freedom my brothers had and we didn’t take family trips because of the costs. So I didn’t experience much as a kid or teen. Now that I am older and able, I want to do new things and I feel I have this tremendous vigor for adventure but I want to share it with someone. What hurts me the most about life is that I don’t have that someone to share it with. Be it a friend or a romantic partner. This truly breaks me because I feel life is passing me by.",2.678748550724638,4.34883247304348,3.837005434782608,88.8893632246377,75.57391304347827,6.669927536231885,23.45742753623189,7.413659706084162,0.8751340579710147,2212,66,466,27,48,719,230,575,0.111,0.655,0.23399999999999999,0.9977,1,5,1,0,0,0,44.0,8,0,4,6,27,41,0,1,19,0,51,8,1,10,8,117,92,46,0,11,15,2,13,1,14,4,5,0,0,7,34,48,1,1,21,2,4,9,18,9,0,1,14,15,78,32,71,66,12,72,0,5,2,1,55,33,0,9,28,325,112,1,0.05807309249646898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014620989800847,0.0,0.046441031088195805,0.04832146509550652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089470096876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060605654018702,0.0,0.0,0.05169736453244651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930924698342739,0.04848860651985749,0.21240490902534345,0.0,0.04941592442912532,0.0,0.182832383249874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841877633775433,0.0,0.06143363164399425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490468078629642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050820154591324336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253043691034672,0.0,0.0,0.052192350961205634,0.1136132556286512,0.16423842969838318,0.0,0.23490800373925905,0.0,0.05575927587364038,0.0,0.21231101783598205,0.0,0.0,0.0636741484626795,0.5832726536810867,0.0,0.0,0.0557090020001383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404416831798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621684466137376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516180329082835,0.0,0.0,0.12766181157394074,0.04733732129702717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640749706225494,0.056743159217135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753354322989567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052413233302972734,0.05495016426879255,0.07752848037269322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058637268643672774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538080992113581,0.0430604622446486,0.1343686470776046,0.11217470921886816,0.0,0.05449766332876215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935183041905415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026057025278765,0.10141436876863563,0.0,0.0,0.05489784329150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555681065766664,0.0,0.05837949785472735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037203110099757984,0.0,0.0,0.18704630427913224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057351246719327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048038662223858414,0.0,0.0,0.05919820448316404,0.09841028563589996,0.044707503798380455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189818973041185,0.04637724668375184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054733202411102494,0.0,0.043663738271810165,0.09335390395803016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574354661339994,0.037210892783036686,0.05705651852458527,0.0,0.2031773234767797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828345336158312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985477992196756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712650728818087,0.0,0.0,0.0707173816784921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598038882345765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059181442576993475,0.0825069174221387,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grace0vO,2020/02/13,"Fake friends Is it just me or has anyone else wanted to fake their death to see if their friends would care, bc at this point I don’t think mine would 😔.. I’ve seen them be fake to others (who thought they were friends), and I wouldn’t be surprised if after all these years they would not like me",2.3945161290322585,3.8151481290322593,1.9976129032258072,102.82641935483872,75.7741935483871,4.960000000000001,20.464516129032265,3.1291,-0.7620425806451608,232,5,57,0,5,67,45,62,0.205,0.643,0.151,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,14,16,4,1,7,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,10,6,5,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,3,3,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707930643184788,0.25027439733303003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490405053683709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404883463820528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661466388741565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933365201585858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090572390235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464449928377828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565126719003464,0.0,0.19391605624366934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407154548121506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520548304415595,0.0,0.0,0.15729616194593138 lonely,deletedmyusername,2020/02/13,"Am I cursed or something?? Since day 1 I have been ignored and made fun of. Day 1 since I have been single yet violated in so many ways...Day 1 since Ive lost friends, a job, a life...No matter what I do to try to earn a living it doesn't last. I do not like going into public anymore because of my weight. And thats another thing...Its been so long since I received any type of compliment (outside of the family). I am 36 and never bern in a real relationship because my childhood was fucked up. Ive gone through so many therapists, medications, and even been to the hospital more than once. It just feels like there is no future for me and I am stuck watching everybody else get to be married and have a life of their own. I am still at home...and feel like I will never get out. I stay in my and in my bed wishing soneone out there is waiting for me. I play videogames, paint and play music to stay positive but even that doesnt last very long...Im sorry if this sounds stupid and boring. I am just fed up and feel like there is a curse on me that can't be broken....",2.5391414944356114,3.704843576576579,3.960598834128248,89.92624006359303,74.94594594594595,7.025331213566508,24.320084790673018,7.510576382923642,0.9156425013248546,822,25,185,10,17,272,127,222,0.155,0.778,0.067,-0.9566,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,12,15,3,0,8,0,26,5,0,1,2,30,40,16,0,2,6,0,4,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,7,13,2,2,3,2,0,3,7,6,0,0,10,6,23,9,25,27,3,27,0,1,1,1,5,11,1,2,15,119,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943027319422145,0.12247848107524498,0.0,0.0,0.11583752238186347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240445783996658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598546463438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757419856160544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429500241027724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011178905895773,0.0,0.17717782725357106,0.25033297770445684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024196692005894,0.10798280111420157,0.12204984337241735,0.0,0.06638202704549709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171632686216809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616764541200093,0.0,0.1159092869915229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042061520607714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500329966826302,0.2282568381735175,0.0,0.1031394847895966,0.20673455187361225,0.0,0.0,0.12750463801480605,0.0,0.0,0.11052213981524554,0.0,0.2368404974742067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766707173352392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017186538276286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439173978478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294776679659984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540306942087248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386483703078422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992091381975048,0.0,0.13075177076384506,0.0,0.24899362798012245,0.09327929425570004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561767461476634,0.07759894570981643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930179732986037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637498405495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422349950949497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343180708925423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redsuedeshoes23,2020/02/13,"Why am I the way that I am I’m not a real person, I have no personality, all I can do is ruin all the good things in my life until I there’s nothing left to ruin. Have a nice nite everyone:)",-0.5154545454545456,0.7525920000000035,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,83.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,17.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,0.05260909090909127,144,3,36,2,4,56,33,44,0.215,0.659,0.125,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,8,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29562728375023345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949452566679904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361439075433765,0.0,0.21852530460915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968598955718898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402799889056338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35214388190712337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553932294298408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455726360433441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791686846582003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,likelydaydreaming,2020/02/13,"Loneliness sucks I’ve always felt like I needed someone, I’m really depressed right now because I fucked everything up with a girl. I got really attached and I don’t like to talk about it. I just feel alone, I know it gets easier but this phase of detachment really sucks.",1.7289218328840974,4.4764895471698125,3.615687331536392,82.62547169811323,87.49056603773585,8.311590296495956,20.77897574123989,8.841846274778883,2.191697574123989,218,7,40,7,7,73,41,53,0.254,0.644,0.102,-0.7904,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,2,5,9,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,3,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27460929101835746,0.0,0.0,0.22062110469382584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616293627788496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283681971137955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382943915891288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340648073892839,0.0,0.2545798852716136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512141824629474,0.13852683203015415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120599324256292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571624557011284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907199720784585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660096667732405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095742377863802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264315852153761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465570825837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131127582534452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flyingwhiledying,2020/02/13,"Surrounded by people that say they love me but I still feel like my existence doesn’t matter I’ve always been a fairly alone person going to school. I always had 1-2 friends but I was always an outcast. Fast forward to recently and I’m suddenly well liked by all my classmates. It’s almost every day that I hear someone say something good about me in the hallway or in class but it never feels real to me. It’s almost as if they’re being paid to like me or something. Despite having many friends, I feel like I can’t depend on any of them, and that’s lonelier to me than being an outcast.",2.8371900826446317,4.495869289256202,4.439743801652893,84.78325206611572,75.11570247933885,6.4928925619834725,25.32314049586777,7.1686216300943375,1.230516694214876,468,16,90,5,10,157,79,121,0.043,0.7120000000000001,0.245,0.9786,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,2,18,16,9,0,1,6,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,4,6,15,9,14,10,1,12,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,6,11,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174982943645513,0.16419366746795153,0.0,0.0,0.3957395778508663,0.0,0.0,0.10780872367651756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224147348331457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357193981265433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404790346531959,0.2265137940918224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449663304549189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009866544630933,0.13297100396999248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786796172024379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30980729895959325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308334663916072,0.0,0.0,0.16072884254830475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227138387046432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990768487932936,0.13842598868911374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044667955425647,0.0,0.0,0.15653344224819468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521455910956405,0.0,0.16044512072951864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432555220459627,0.24409481576449324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660565367267215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254132638536682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iamtheaudiochild,2020/02/13,"Isolation and self hatred 😔😔 I should be so much happier than I am. I just scheduled the most important surgery in my life that I've been waiting 8 years for, but I'm still isolated in my bedroom, starved myself for 2 days before today, and am disgusted every time I see my body. There is an inpatient eating disorders unit in my city but I'm (thankfully) not sick enough to be there- trying to work with outpatient but no luck so far. I just want my surgery so I can love myself and be happy. July feels like it's gonna take forever to get here! I want a hug but my 🐑 is only kinda helpful as a coping tool. :(",3.315870516185477,4.1866244015748055,5.151128608923887,83.26497812773405,72.70078740157479,8.794050743657044,27.496937882764648,9.150863307647796,2.1693384076990383,477,17,100,10,9,164,90,127,0.154,0.602,0.244,0.93,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,4,0,10,6,1,0,0,19,22,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,15,6,11,16,3,10,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,3,7,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213570877102812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508083800936191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561969749027134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878170185866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310456100097636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333075583860317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024281249117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141692083974962,0.16130866002438726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117969055881848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036396989265554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134625466589394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948634542577125,0.11031248772577712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378964566556776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598599155187585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717279821980438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993012511909373,0.0,0.2355544029269089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803209241832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977044135801486,0.0,0.0,0.2078825589467972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166342463956512,0.0,0.21402814335347986,0.0,0.0,0.15330061722719918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663605835245573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438212882071684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540517817779086 lonely,tobyk8,2020/02/13,"I don’t even know what it means to really be friends with someone [Long] I am a 17 year old male, and I don’t think I’ve ever had real friends. Technically I have like 3 truly good friends, but they’re friends of my brother who are in their 20s and live an hour and half drive away from us, so we only see them bi-annually when we attend anime conventions. All the friends I had in elementary school never wanted to hang out outside of school, so I never formed a real bond with any of them. By the end of 8th grade we’d almost completely grown apart from each other. The last four years i’ve spent almost completely alone. Now I have really bad social anxiety, mild depression, and I’m pretty sure an inferiority complex. In terms of family, I have my mom, my older brother, and my aunt that I’m all very close with, but they don’t help my loneliness. I spend all my time at home on my computer doing things like watching anime or playing video games, distracting myself from how unhappy I am. I’m not even interested in a relationship, I just want to not feel alone all the time. I don’t have anyone to go to or simply chill and hang out with. School feels like a constant reminder that I’m alone. Lunchtime, Group projects, partner assignments. It’s like they’re screaming in my face “YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS”. All of this on top of the fact that about 8 months ago, I met a girl on Discord who I started talking to every day and eventually developed feelings for. Knowing that online dating isn’t really a thing anyway, I decided in December to tell her about my feelings and was rejected. Not only did she not feel the same way, she also is bi and looking for a girlfriend. Ever since, I’ve sort of been spiraling in loneliness and depression, feeling like no one is interested in me. Sorry this was so long.",6.3761516853932605,6.13897543539326,7.030089887640454,76.36406741573035,65.71348314606742,10.378426966292137,32.68764044943821,10.008157457239328,3.0548116853932576,1429,53,278,29,20,473,197,356,0.168,0.687,0.145,-0.9212,0,4,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,1,4,1,15,23,0,1,15,0,24,2,1,1,11,61,46,20,0,2,9,4,6,5,8,0,0,1,1,3,14,20,0,0,12,3,2,6,13,7,0,3,8,10,38,16,42,36,9,49,1,4,3,1,36,18,0,5,29,178,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792530580140597,0.0,0.17605470668828566,0.27313911739903435,0.0,0.07030014728021917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978058327303845,0.0,0.06724952425407879,0.0,0.0,0.061467449975925015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259263767537972,0.0,0.0733996661978722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843401280659332,0.09499752275442197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056693509681709935,0.0,0.1514303893854802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786056325037513,0.0,0.0,0.11612505999629726,0.15903598025110524,0.07406644099480164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287201731116728,0.0,0.266694131351387,0.1256032561041027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40750589425744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996024986497374,0.07373321846921277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058923006310768064,0.0,0.08817908153549338,0.0,0.086571858774889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662408376187802,0.07165690728770055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473750456433527,0.0,0.07762454176792784,0.15559196256917646,0.07382073882901018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575778939461224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295700893028156,0.07016747806346797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560043002290095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224485699649396,0.0,0.0595688642001077,0.1337162786238551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089434232155606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011753011386665,0.16894871138810466,0.0,0.0,0.09438049666376412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669033425153018,0.07005144541762373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271856266645921,0.0,0.0,0.0896113285251488,0.07448432358181062,0.0,0.0,0.09840602085218456,0.06222186889827872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285242813216864,0.0,0.0,0.07065727271396717,0.07683563222118348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116804589720161,0.05632801817229315,0.0,0.0,0.10251994432317732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574272796432,0.0,0.0,0.07253346272204497,0.10370105542819348,0.06977742893387384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321998354438392 lonely,FLman19,2020/02/13,31 gay m lonely Kik is pfallwood is youd like to chat (not really looking for dirty) prefer around my age or younger,2.625,4.27301816666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,92,3,19,1,2,30,23,24,0.1,0.8,0.1,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075809047978141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334411756772981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731386791154899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372350408987852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Squaggo,2020/02/13,"Someone ghosted me for the very first time. I jokingly suggested to a friend of mine I met 6 months ago that we do something for Valentine's Day and I got nothing back but a ""Yikes"" followed by her ghosting me. I feel like such a creep and a loser, but I've tried not to let that feeling consume me because that's probably how she wants me to feel. The best revenge imo comes from defying other's negative expectations about you - time to finally get my shit together.",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,68.1304347826087,9.611594202898553,35.98550724637681,9.725611199111238,3.526342028985507,372,19,71,8,6,122,69,92,0.18600000000000005,0.6890000000000001,0.125,-0.85,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,3,4,6,1,0,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,13,11,5,2,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,3,14,4,10,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,9,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088934871728464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426060156477438,0.0,0.13814846902671404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378289084783989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521733186819834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615434767084726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437651594877375,0.16190091303477588,0.0,0.2482565607103603,0.0,0.1927670708336767,0.0,0.0,0.17508987795839415,0.0,0.1184021853149991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125267898626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317393706562149,0.0,0.11071750567663713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808898768421658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174527562983249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443400314109708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326272594770953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201858882827053,0.17446696214583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642936672985605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386346829814299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869893218459228,0.1336692700273558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bellathepanda,2020/02/13,Girls can be lonely too... So I see all these memes about guys being depressed about not having a valentine but like... I'm a girl and am pretty sad and feel very lonely for not having a valentine. Thank you for coming to me Ted Talk ❤️,0.2437414965986377,2.5357072857142846,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.3877551020408,3.2666666666666666,14.289115646258502,3.1291,-1.318104761904762,183,3,39,0,6,59,39,49,0.253,0.67,0.078,-0.8255,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,9,1,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302609871738326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302176944742569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385611554381502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37962149140404416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873075119522586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900507166275753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055163087709126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081585114867605,0.0,0.3529787578663638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163411641415848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BipedalSnake,2020/02/13,"Have you ever been starved of physical contact for so long, that you forget how warm and soft people are? Sorry for the creepy title, recently a customer of mine has been greeting me and saying goodbye with a hug, it's made me realize I hardly have any contact with other people, it kind of hurts. Have you experienced this? How have you faced this issue(besides copious amounts of alchohol)? I used to be content with being alone, but all these friendly people are making me realise what I'm missing.",8.299456521739131,8.21967264130435,7.875130434782608,71.37421739130438,61.71739130434783,9.968695652173913,37.96521739130435,9.3871,3.726262608695652,401,18,64,6,5,127,66,92,0.122,0.779,0.098,0.1885,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,11,2,1,5,2,15,16,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,10,4,10,11,2,3,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860777083335484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980054186203727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258625973826617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291303259469092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367685746575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673026849441339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600179681498297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097141000579232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626658292478106,0.1666727422997901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193193225246521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654278806811256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985667603515517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279512088178704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156555215586847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,big-juicy724,2020/02/13,"Anybody else tired of this I have “friends” i guess but they just blatantly ignore me an overwhelmingly large amount of the time. The other times they just tell me to shut up or im annoying. I just want to be heard. I feel so isolated. Even my parents do it. Sometimes i just want to end it all. I put on a mask and laugh at myself and try to be funny but i really just feel deflated and sad all the time. But tbh i kinda see why they think im annoying so i guess its my fault that im isolated. Being ignored is the worst :[ Sorry for ranting im just really overwhelmed rn. Reddit is how i get alot of my social interactions because i dont talk to my friends much",0.3983543165467651,2.620826474820145,2.82402428057554,90.2891299460432,86.41007194244604,6.352697841726619,20.917715827338128,7.645422480735847,0.8975499999999998,516,17,113,10,16,177,84,139,0.263,0.619,0.11800000000000001,-0.9781,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,10,12,2,2,7,0,8,1,0,1,3,28,18,10,0,2,10,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,4,21,3,12,14,6,9,0,3,1,0,11,4,0,5,4,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792377325059572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904129988881927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048908916995198,0.0,0.1277486083681483,0.0,0.0,0.095265267754939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585819708895947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228698274623868,0.0,0.07535636816936367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177802612016061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231903475512118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602866486333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015490751615433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499511584970687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848001252873744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493590969155508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702850885237534,0.0,0.0,0.14265122045711692,0.16145827481992936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592991218509525,0.12606696740401185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241939222179398,0.0,0.0,0.25231220409652344,0.16577588897339846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792549127403044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701460272597771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301488479142054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insert-smort-name,2020/02/13,"I’m here for you Hey everyone, I know life is rough right now and nothing is ok but despite that little voice in your head says you’re not worth it and nobody care but that is the biggest lie I have ever heard. I may not know you yet but I care about you!! Dm me if you wanna talk to someone or you want support cause no one deserves to go through this alone!! 💕 I’m always here",-1.1262601626016249,0.950767146341466,0.7457317073170735,101.88697154471546,97.04878048780488,3.221138211382114,16.589430894308947,4.7782277997778095,-1.0225886178861785,294,8,70,1,12,95,60,82,0.10099999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8248,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,1,1,16,15,7,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,11,4,7,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054380387703156,0.0,0.0,0.1932528922885499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735943122442702,0.2385875498670558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008590790947929,0.0,0.22192745434467634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199458934632505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383583250739415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255280073490095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404698492841793,0.0,0.23277826917214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228527762578136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738047325965576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983425783724547,0.0,0.1846967076997852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678700027504464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355766689203075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667596181799634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698868863765726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chris8978310145,2020/02/13,Val day Single for the 3rd year in a row... who wants to be my valentine I’m male,-3.141754385964912,-1.5950634210526289,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,104.26315789473685,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.059224561403509,61,1,17,0,3,21,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940705002046477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433226679371694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931953466542335 lonely,floatingxaround,2020/02/13,"Feel like I’m going crazy It’s so embarrassing how alone I am. I can feel myself craving someone to just vibe with. Every time I have an interesting conversation at work or out and about, I want to secretly keep it going. I want to know these people outside of a professional setting. It just feels like I have no sense of autonomy or structure. Most of my “friends” are coworkers and that becomes problematic for all sorts of reasons. And don’t even get me started on Dating apps. I end up feeling worse, more isolated and disappointed after every install and delete. It’s like there’s this entire side to me that is fun and creative but hasn’t had the chance to be unleashed.",4.670846153846156,6.392477469230768,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,70.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,30.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,2.5915230769230773,541,23,99,10,10,178,94,130,0.113,0.7390000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.3767,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,27,23,11,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,11,6,17,21,3,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116601942154092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570475309463664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810064639905051,0.0,0.0,0.13498095578260375,0.0,0.3443721449000907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133317276227237,0.29199636252294786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789165891688428,0.0,0.10677211999206436,0.0,0.2322903351998917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164873379239185,0.0,0.0,0.1123134935578292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952680611116445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168074984904938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101209466900852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315754563595678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465038527837715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191666990050472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107918786536955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487799342954411,0.0,0.20826508687805592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fractalove,2020/02/13,"Valentine's Day I never really cared about it. But after being single for a while, I suddenly find myself feeling lonely at the thought of spending another valentines day alone. I've never had really had that experience of being sent flowers and getting pampered. Is that dumb? Or selfish? Or super lame?",4.526666666666667,7.697708333333335,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,76.77777777777777,7.303703703703704,31.222222222222207,8.344100000000001,3.365911111111111,246,12,32,5,6,82,44,54,0.266,0.649,0.085,-0.8857,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,3,2,6,4,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,7,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008986532817449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30464319438524234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962119340830008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747321337672829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419143676372954,0.0,0.0,0.14689932684475465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655366790860699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178851759416034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448145111914248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37223844182009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306462155010564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OddOutside101,2020/02/13,"Group chat (Desi/Brown/Muslim/female/lonely) &#x200B; Hey everyone! I am thinking of making a group chat on Messenger. I recently transferred to a new school and it's getting very lonely in here. I am looking for people who have the same cultural or religious background as me (as described in the title). So comment down below with your username on Messenger and I will add you to the group!",4.3191071428571455,7.0470030138888875,5.1380952380952385,76.54500000000003,74.41666666666667,7.447619047619049,31.119047619047624,8.418075326091056,2.979354761904762,315,15,48,6,7,102,55,72,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.5231,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,13,7,1,8,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,2,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271685057633134,0.3669088123422076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885312859273107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775921254299444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535664525024403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155754712685547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163036771950984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093378264883028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981444892497429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055949443484968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348080188583067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491447948353398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669088123422076,0.0 lonely,gotte00,2020/02/13,I don't want to feel anymore Everything just feels to much. I start crying about everything and I constantly feel a chill through my whole body as if I'm slowly dying from loneliness...,2.9961428571428566,5.849158257142857,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,80.71428571428572,8.071428571428571,25.892857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.500285714285715,149,6,27,4,4,47,29,35,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.5142,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,7,3,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666128646298673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986159571947315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905159825430529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953034909630675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900910557069364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832245455382467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077943580081813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762523775991264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028335533946372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158566313809856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001455580466585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilxi,2020/02/13,"Hey, let me help you! Talking always help, sharing your feelings and throwing some emotions at the same time. If any of you wants to talk to me about no matter what topic I can listen to you! About me: It’s ironic since I am getting treated for depression myself, but I always appreciate talking to others and I had friends being there for me when I was deep in trouble myself, I know how important it is talking to someone that actually wants to understand and be there for you. I am 17 years old, and live in the Netherlands / Holland. Like doing sport and hobby’s such as listening to music (song suggestions welcome!) Now I just found out about this subreddit, but I see a ton of people talking about the same loneliness I feel a lot of the time. If any of you would like to talk to me send me a message private, maybe we can help eight other! Sorry if it takes time for me to answer, time differences and daily life are always difficult. But if you feel like talking to someone I might be the person you are looking for! Anyways good luck to everyone I hope you guys will find true happiness and love",4.8734735202492185,6.0568643224299095,5.578672897196263,80.47676323987537,69.32710280373831,8.136573208722742,30.621806853582555,8.447377352677275,2.362255825545172,871,35,160,13,15,283,123,214,0.069,0.7,0.231,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,9,0,0,12,16,0,0,8,0,17,2,0,1,1,38,33,17,0,8,8,0,3,3,1,3,1,3,0,2,8,9,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,8,31,13,30,23,5,15,0,1,2,1,32,5,0,9,11,123,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.10609222489869237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138405489806244,0.0,0.0,0.14786273712427994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363789474947756,0.0,0.0,0.1135862494401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229212524497468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388386557467552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491192489913126,0.07766753108801923,0.0,0.0,0.09936547661579773,0.0,0.0,0.11920270882949766,0.08399457597011874,0.0,0.05680020721604472,0.0,0.0,0.09118676084210596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764703966977383,0.0,0.11573139409412472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861237835975092,0.0,0.0,0.1079806290821196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974808505925276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117061934600413,0.07679011585365572,0.15934107756911325,0.0,0.09599920731285654,0.0,0.09129499832696486,0.0,0.0,0.09242740627935313,0.09812144393087137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922095797906492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533168216946425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140803275441689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537076111768426,0.09492759434812437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866334676901144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993192376943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423132319326552,0.0,0.0,0.12169991321643238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174174300379722,0.6116789113159324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535753040116383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131783543408759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824834635901675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722952164531177,0.0,0.0,0.07001025980114886 lonely,horsetitty,2020/02/14,"I wasn't always like this I am extroverted, never really had trouble talking to new people or making friends. Things changed and i lost a couple of people but I still consider a few people my friends. We used to be lonely together, but now they're in a relationship and i am lonely alone. It kills me how i am nobodies first choice. It kills me that nobody ever texts me. it kills ne when i am not invited. Life is killing me rn.",2.4016279069767457,4.487702360465121,4.38156976744186,82.79584302325583,77.72093023255816,7.555813953488372,24.703488372093023,8.472884824447931,1.7976325581395352,337,12,66,7,8,115,61,86,0.318,0.605,0.077,-0.9791,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,4,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,2,12,11,7,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,13,3,4,7,1,8,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399573154687794,0.0,0.0,0.13175417089775615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750603870339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752036644483863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323042872024222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468658766995387,0.0,0.0,0.2446710228648131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7007328627841327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184243729324517,0.07735845635057409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172850234030947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569527054154901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212398537842405,0.1529287841295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293255725820391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143866532861737,0.0,0.0,0.17000126611143238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264530302063761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272702120242914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519614137439436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675762683453932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plumage56,2020/02/14,Valentine’s Day Just another day for me to be reminded how alone I am and honestly I can’t take it anymore,7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,64.65217391304347,14.417391304347825,44.73913043478261,13.023866798666859,5.7549478260869575,86,5,18,3,1,31,21,23,0.091,0.773,0.136,0.25,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463252498207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451879555980796,0.0,0.0,0.4273779991415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558430102474627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401424670513324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1123swift,2020/02/14,"Here is to all of you Valentines is a lonely time for a lot of people, me included. As the only single person in my friend group, this is a tough time of year. Don't let anything get you down, you are all amazing people who deserve nothing but the best. If anyone wants someone to talk to don't hesitate to message me.",3.1129230769230785,4.44760367692308,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,73.76923076923076,6.430769230769231,26.84615384615385,6.742157984588678,1.2247538461538463,249,9,49,2,5,83,47,65,0.111,0.7909999999999999,0.098,-0.2098,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,11,8,5,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716890134928694,0.0,0.2320477839696551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959235083627864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785917992793585,0.0,0.14732435304187458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883464757464498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973165769715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270570062145338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446059466520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909826799645866,0.24621646836542616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389230764269944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664706017260164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288528285541057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632073703681186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815876514722342 lonely,pyro_junkie1988,2020/02/14,"Lonely but not alone Im lost, i have a full time job, i have people i talk to every day, i live with my girlfriend and step sons. That's where it gets lonely, for the last year things have been wrong with us. For what ever reasons i receive no affection no kisses no sex very little of anything that makes me feel even remotely loved, how ever i still love here more than i can imagine. We do all the the things a family does shopping, dinner, days out, housework the lot! I pay for shopping she pays the rent its all relatively normal in that respect. But no love from her, she is my best and pretty much only friend. I feel our time together is coning to an end and i don't think ill cope. Even though i have her the boys and many other people around me im so lonely.",2.5031888997078866,4.056133398734178,3.638607594936712,90.62289678675756,75.77215189873421,6.127361246348588,20.381694255111974,6.67199483983844,0.18750282375851945,599,13,128,5,13,194,106,158,0.128,0.607,0.265,0.9874,2,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,9,0,10,7,0,4,4,26,19,9,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,9,9,1,0,5,2,5,2,6,5,0,0,2,2,22,7,13,17,7,18,0,4,0,5,16,6,0,1,10,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467598004660111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660808706289565,0.12614418957181384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870676046463696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277121741849128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400375285694525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550528282738774,0.0,0.0,0.1871847298524704,0.25635385679090433,0.11938944745594066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358336411808722,0.0,0.14329685866783168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947806432751753,0.0,0.07403307496458666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061234162305521,0.0,0.14061666440244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550546310279138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202191777922868,0.1251248342193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468369583530192,0.12046936856823225,0.3836728369601288,0.0,0.09458671069402044,0.14366286608541887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416675172800216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883717712593086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777021554125386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647566378551076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416115338191451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569252534363047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316283238814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389412849817256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882800798810708,0.09079646430358733,0.13922079692390826,0.0,0.1652543222215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044920337174113,0.0,0.0,0.11691840353256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492811481165755,0.0,0.091250984216208 lonely,hearteyesforyou,2020/02/14,"Hi r/lonely I’ve never posted on reddit but today’s Valentine’s Day and I feel like a lot of people (including me) just need to hear or read a few things today. It may not mean much from a stranger but these are genuine. 1. I’m proud of you. Whatever it is you’re going through. I know a lot of you try your absolute best with whatever it is you’re trying to do and/or overcome. I’m proud of you because life can get really hard and the fact that you’re still here pushing through it says a lot. 2. You’re loved. Someone out there loves and cares about you. If you feel like no one does then I do. I care about you because I know how hard things can get and it takes a toll. I care about your well-being so please be safe. 3. Smile. A genuine smile is one of the best things in this world. Do what you can to be happy and smile. You’re so very handsome/pretty and a smile just adds to that. Keep doing you and never stop",-0.9626868545422697,1.1544370862944184,0.8359600910204783,101.16842639593908,96.91878172588831,3.7324698057062835,14.914930859443373,5.501188778358388,-0.9999037633467532,714,16,169,5,29,230,110,197,0.03,0.635,0.335,0.9975,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,10,0,4,12,13,0,0,10,0,14,3,0,1,3,34,33,15,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,13,10,0,3,5,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,17,13,19,30,7,15,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,6,10,106,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072342290908267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25947726677784283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781370931917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972901802384233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818659071376543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501878565844318,0.1766379313258146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917973522487086,0.0,0.07025992365480972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160296043833042,0.22149054729348874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933631759279472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988512421116227,0.0,0.0,0.13588404314777058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732122046783934,0.12079555820710255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153090927628438,0.22315591382722094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466575908651815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087987641939023,0.09166765906695264,0.1906971219462975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754535304426246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570721342482307,0.0,0.0,0.1357050328878768,0.0,0.0,0.1184002405242839,0.12577283621202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366019221842126,0.0,0.07919845340904906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983129433300738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474853313348034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872847191737844,0.1033574878273866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295192073759888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463963324377841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436738289034198,0.0,0.0,0.16786887879354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200500532009392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111552835980594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imgoingcrazyandinsai,2020/02/14,The only thing I got for Valentine’s Day is a message from team Snapchat Just waiting for the day to pass.,0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,91.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,25.51515151515152,3.1291,0.03386060606060637,85,4,18,0,3,26,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7075545301538704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387353375490329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172063046845939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644403789042833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,carson_bubbles,2020/02/14,"Does anyone have a suggestion of a discord server I could join to make some online friends? Feel free to PM me if you don't want to post a reply. I really would like to make some online friends, though. Or if you want to talk to me via discord, I'd be happy to friend you.",2.9546551724137937,3.5491863620689656,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,73.3103448275862,7.179310344827586,23.12068965517241,7.1686216300943375,0.6285379310344821,211,5,48,2,4,70,38,58,0.113,0.578,0.309,0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,10,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,8,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,5,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754940038952222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273746425056788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222210397763262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839148505262912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885426124635337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703065693528998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405432531030015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33899216954641825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431887756938015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626700658385821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409430370769224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494788097023894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995416308671959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038015710526667,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustAnotherFluke,2020/02/14,"So its valentines day I made plans with this one person I like a lot, I would say we are incredible friends and I thought I was getting the hint that they had feelings for me too, but turns out that they cancelled my plans for someone else last minute as I’m pulling up to their driveway. Idk what to feel anymore I’ve been so lonely and sad for the longest time and I’ve been really lookin forward to today to confess my feelings. End of the day I cant blame them for how they feel, I just wish I wasn’t so hurt by it all. Happy Valentines Day Single or not I hope you all are having a better day then I am",3.1892248062015516,3.9223220310077567,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,72.87596899224806,6.353488372093022,26.73643410852713,5.82211442006289,0.6925410852713174,478,16,108,2,9,153,88,129,0.151,0.7140000000000001,0.134,-0.5191,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,5,3,6,8,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,2,24,22,11,0,3,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,5,20,5,14,14,4,13,1,3,0,0,11,3,0,3,11,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573132887477206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563384499518202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831201472531895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564483182141617,0.0,0.16587439635472473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787773613282189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469197969448264,0.0,0.09784601367676543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936292708041625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186011189533307,0.0,0.0,0.20048699738952586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265810758101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149549517074022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592186666594223,0.0,0.17720876168517624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269057014005332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635255776367184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997629414475727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489324866772978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586816444198186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867931457602415,0.10920441086614598,0.0,0.1775194391887952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037067433032793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536263281364568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303826168124727,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kataendi,2020/02/14,"My whole ""friend"" group of five people went out for valentine's day and didn't invite me. Yeah, I've been really down these past few weeks and instead of trying to help me, you just ignore me as much as you can and shut me down when I try to talk to you. I hate all of you stupid bitches.",3.260806451612904,3.4388355645161326,3.967903225806453,94.2218548387097,72.38709677419354,6.845161290322581,20.33870967741936,5.985473137389443,-0.1917870967741941,223,3,54,1,4,71,46,62,0.242,0.7190000000000001,0.039,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,11,1,12,2,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375067479573344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440890835780541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31191846992167943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176325763238849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322471366732036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015938359650699,0.21902819077675714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239479583263695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539350108243777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289955925602859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534224285028153,0.0,0.0,0.29287309397341715,0.0,0.3527279573786157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InDarknessHidden,2020/02/14,"Be careful what you wish for... I had a huge crush on my best friend for years, it was defenitely at least a little mutual for a while, but she was in a moderately unhappy relationship she wasnt ready to leave. When I finally tried, for one reason or another, everything went up in smoke. After that I was found of saying that I just wanted to know what it was like to even be an option for someone, to even be second best. I wanted someone to look at me and see who I really was. Well, be careful what you wish for, because I got exactly what I said I wanted... second best, and heartbroken. So shockingly close to everything I ever wanted, and everything she wanted, but someone else just checked the boxes she decided she cared about more... Happy valentine's day folks, cheers to being lonely.",5.443815789473682,6.313633644736843,6.563000000000002,75.08200000000002,67.81578947368422,10.027368421052632,29.01578947368421,10.125756701596842,2.936900526315789,622,21,113,15,10,209,91,152,0.107,0.634,0.259,0.9791,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,9,13,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,29,9,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,3,11,4,19,11,22,13,5,17,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,2,8,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709269519465022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388467833584328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815875599423393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707258892889188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816638896633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125017691094512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010786171768304,0.10963572692660843,0.0,0.0,0.3267903338062688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277277889558675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328936510665808,0.09364171317972736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693770751683337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902364094923713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661040882148038,0.0,0.0,0.1283372661347192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921402785494054,0.1214779944421668,0.0,0.0,0.1017806203476599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213079478567671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776462230207385,0.12461763691623146,0.0,0.130127463522258,0.0,0.0,0.11529251742936188,0.09638608325096323,0.0,0.0,0.09658369292904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080866209382871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228938722909215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35744554713264304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089767232651821,0.11235708644523684,0.0,0.0,0.27875665166996605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805123833555214 lonely,9x19gen4,2020/02/14,"In the past 2 hours I've taken 20mg of amphetamine, 2mg of clonazepam with weed, alcohol, and nicotine But it's not enough, I refuse to live knowing others around me are exponentially happier than me. Plus ive been circumcised at birth so no pleasure without drugs of some sort and blanket burns (fuck you W.H.O) worst life ever",6.182142857142857,6.9600141587301625,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,66.14285714285714,9.474603174603176,33.21031746031745,9.516144504307137,3.0153841269841277,264,11,49,5,4,85,55,63,0.10400000000000001,0.759,0.138,0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,13,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,11,4,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312136740603946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758973779615904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35941254711250403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202335393250609,0.0,0.0,0.28034330062696416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865190276550165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052119475359429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032569937376096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189079394727905,0.0,0.0,0.2736678859025085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958567869910371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875492945039256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ionlywantone,2020/02/14,"I haven't talked to a girl for a year. 18M A while ago I just gave up. I was stood up on my first actual date in years, just a few days before I was turning 17. I was lucky enough to be loved when I was 15 but never again has it happened. I'm scared to find someone else, I was in a bad mindset at the time and I didn't think any girls wanted relationships after that (Which is obviously stupid of me to think). I want to finally do something about it, so if anyone needs an internet boyfriend for a day, I'm open",0.8232142857142861,2.3469477500000018,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,80.42857142857143,6.265714285714287,20.128571428571426,7.1686216300943375,0.18746142857142808,396,10,97,5,10,134,81,112,0.126,0.8190000000000001,0.055,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,0,2,15,23,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,0,11,2,16,14,2,21,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,14,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.20187429461918796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183376879318468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406780081477692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464760889068978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272696708673285,0.0,0.0,0.17603027525516718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668267715121561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728124976568781,0.0,0.0,0.21375096792000856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661486865323646,0.18907451060120814,0.1759626586006262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829335661022633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867073416499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339073606549133,0.15955011941315492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220998784507288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711194920808848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527942529207202,0.15925785646057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627345941332786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651065936642807,0.0,0.0,0.120626972615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501405896609786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440333821071831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664336962856401 lonely,ArgentRabe,2020/02/14,I just want to hang out with people ... But I don’t want to bug people while they are having fun with their SOs.,1.2512500000000024,2.5580616250000037,2.3649999999999984,99.48,78.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.7298500000000003,85,0,21,0,2,27,19,24,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7616448956219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479946396175049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yungnibba666420,2020/02/14,Happy lonely forever day Insta @alwaysoutofit✌️😭❤️,3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,75.36363636363637,15.30909090909091,29.181818181818183,13.023866798666859,6.8160181818181815,45,2,6,3,1,19,10,11,0.245,0.392,0.363,0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181574424015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.855285253517153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyThrowAway-90-,2020/02/14,"Looking for someone to talk and kill some v-day-loneliness Hi, I’m (31m) looking for someone to chat and kill some loneliness / boredom at this day where all my friends are meeting someone :D I’m a sometimes socially awkward nerd, working as a bartender, studying psychology to become a therapist and love time in my hammock. :)",5.058499999999999,7.3109411833333375,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,70.5,8.133333333333335,43.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.6165666666666665,261,19,41,5,5,85,43,60,0.242,0.569,0.19,-0.4528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,6,3,5,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,2,2,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853420700251284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690111730429344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987100213060967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578673178680746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475325091762249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867593638107232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093564184649846,0.5259847898970342,0.0,0.20465572957364708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663197880930981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240257767946172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066058284030325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064505215731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lewisa4,2020/02/14,"Got broken up with on Valentine’s Day Had his gift all ready. Was all excited. And then nope, dumped right there. This has to be the most hollow I’ve ever felt especially on the day where everyone is posting how in love they are.",0.9361594202898544,3.4759210217391328,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,88.78260869565219,5.67536231884058,18.536231884057973,7.1686216300943375,0.3773014492753632,181,5,38,3,6,58,42,46,0.055999999999999994,0.6859999999999999,0.258,0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,3,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,6,4,3,11,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735883415244409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321261399791813,0.0,0.3508465156009522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525406250770937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365926161595884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313851146993955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516472103621189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135610360726593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somewhere121,2020/02/14,"Just need to get past medical school (32M) Being in school has always made me feel like I’m not stacking up to the norm. I’ve always been an awkward weirdo. I’ve never been in a romantic relationship or had many friends since the end of highschool. I’ve always been this mixture of simply unwanted and unable to relay signals conducive to dating. I’m always in my head a lot and I can’t help it. I only recently had sex for the first time. Someone felt bad for me and was cool enough to help me realize that I wasn’t really missing out on this huge thing. Last time I was out of school I was miserable but I settled into my routine. I accepted that I wasn’t going to get a girlfriend. I accepted that I never was the life of the party and that I’m difficult for people to approach. I guess starting up school presented a new opportunity for me to get it right again. Well, I’m not going to ‘get it right.’ I never have and I am just not adapting much in this department. I’m just ready to be done with these false opportunities that get me down. I think I’m going to be okay by myself if I can get past this false hope that I’m gonna be in a relationship some day. I just need some friends around, I think I can do that (though it’s funny that in some ways it’s difficult to have friends right now during school because I’m just so busy). I don’t need sex, don’t need a closer relationship I think. I’ll be happy to spend my leisure building acoustic guitars and exploring my other hobbies more fully.",3.3286788218793864,4.499182600000001,4.8923281907433385,83.99327489481068,73.0,7.842917251051892,26.70406732117813,8.321376580360154,1.6850168302945303,1186,41,246,19,23,400,148,310,0.061,0.758,0.18100000000000002,0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,11,19,0,2,12,2,27,5,1,1,3,46,59,11,0,7,11,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,20,11,0,0,9,1,1,6,11,6,1,1,14,3,30,13,37,39,7,43,0,2,0,2,9,18,0,8,19,159,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012348458090397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057003033168278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556920035244721,0.05517196127096387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836924626156874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261963802560423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801619517990745,0.0935174743858358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576283810016174,0.06465790729798873,0.0869004946198419,0.0,0.0,0.07698483697489389,0.0,0.0,0.20977544015613364,0.0,0.28371566454348845,0.0,0.1543108978803764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970318388020843,0.0,0.0,0.0963459201802697,0.0,0.0,0.092885845653659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213292839033654,0.0,0.0,0.08989343947675951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377492928732088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392746264382526,0.0442169354336307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769454440393023,0.0,0.0856394990713475,0.0,0.09175945017625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117584130470552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653273824792406,0.2684378811589245,0.2094127247797142,0.08741180334772662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883432018933823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727975124505939,0.06274585553393272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057980822354864126,0.0,0.08936431300794001,0.2915105353144327,0.0,0.2318763330234532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579873726515074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486796488514479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668591784458997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640610117272446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060128539405429386,0.17397885485922168,0.08892223945498882,0.0,0.10555021043003752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183989764977189,0.0,0.0,0.08137627030185475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luigismansion9000,2020/02/14,I hate Valentines Day I hate how there’s a holiday where everyone is expected to have a date be all lovey dovey buy chocolates and expensive food. Fuck that I just want the day to be like the rest F.A.,1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,86.3170731707317,7.182439024390242,22.83414634146341,8.238735603445708,1.4904302439024395,161,6,35,4,5,51,33,41,0.235,0.625,0.14,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211651066973037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120100247861073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948370906213371,0.0,0.0,0.3018684499884585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447545550321521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952433449525547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259376566753772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KushSmoka,2020/02/14,"Someone else gets specially sad over valentine and other events? Everyones dating, having love doing something and im just sitting here alone in my room listening to pink floyd and smoking weed :/",6.906363636363636,10.017811757575764,5.863636363636368,72.61545454545455,67.78787878787878,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.7866242424242436,160,8,21,3,3,48,31,33,0.184,0.713,0.10300000000000001,-0.3182,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,5,0,6,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143301236763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33418961290083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822639707353029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090090951937614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321215772448777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610598485511107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389602261529849,0.3079772708780002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,annifrank1723,2020/02/14,"Hot Chocolate - Read This is a hard day for everyone in this subreddit, yes. It's a tragic day that reminds us all that we're lonely and worsens our situation and makes life more miserable. To me, this is just a day for people to waste their money on others to show their love, when they can do this everyday. Many of you want to drink and stay home and I was thinking of doing that too, but something is telling me otherwise.. Here is some advice that I thought about: Try going out to a bar for a drink or a meetup. Why? Because there will be other singles who are also lonely, looking for that last minute hope. You never know what will happen, especially on this day. If you don't want to do this or can't bring yourself to, stay in or go out and treat yourself. To what? **Drinks**: a celebration of freedom. **Shopping**: reward yourself, because you deserve it from enduring loneliness, which is something that only the strongest can do. **Brunch/Lunch/Dinner**: you spend a lot of time with yourself, so give yourself with a great quality meal that's tasty. Your mind will focus on how good that food is. If you can't bring yourself to do it, I'll do it for you! I'll go out to a bar for a drink (or 2, or 3 depending on my luck) and see if I can meet anyone! I've done this 3209 times without success, but how about on this day? Let's see. I'll let you know how it goes. Yes, this decision is risky, because I'll see many couples doing shit that I don't want to see. But I'm doing it for you guys. If you choose to do the same thing, please share and let me know how it went! **Reminder**: I'm with you. I'm lonely as fuck and miserable from not having anyone. Today is a stupid fucking holiday where people waste their money and cards, flowers, chocolate, hotel rooms, Airbnbs, and gifts. You have the freedom to do whatever you want, and making your own decisions. At the end of the day, we're all still people and breathing! Whatever you do today, have fun and focus on yourself!",1.5251770747255335,3.907515662436552,2.838310707118404,91.03324459922092,82.73096446700507,5.492527446582458,22.36076024082163,6.8252276405021135,0.6550642899303507,1537,52,313,18,43,496,187,394,0.114,0.7340000000000001,0.152,0.9616,1,6,6,0,0,0,79.0,2,16,4,2,15,20,4,2,17,2,39,14,2,7,3,62,70,33,0,9,15,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,32,19,8,0,8,11,4,6,7,10,0,0,4,7,30,10,46,59,8,38,0,6,5,3,29,14,3,14,16,212,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781243226608143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186287563149275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566766596939427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643377332839466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943096280595784,0.0,0.3477226258826851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196036670362093,0.0,0.3521235035190972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959135492499983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586731062245229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866189036358584,0.0,0.0,0.1661525585919656,0.0,0.08620413863524426,0.1532125050145578,0.07537226184807222,0.0,0.09907353992277387,0.0,0.08897783829835874,0.07946496473682464,0.0,0.0804990000525421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013924742469848,0.08925357337552202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481579651613455,0.07324979556625158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756709730813333,0.06347242369413099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546172773078616,0.0,0.0,0.07639774243202156,0.0811042644411337,0.0,0.11996761080392125,0.18221260343077916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907353399606527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930737143031977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834435397659508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868976819722968,0.0,0.0,0.09864185702784224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898866515210484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864345811275121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922423939786352,0.0,0.10100902793524187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383608292053672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156258188857267,0.07176417561092087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854364031939495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597005413857029,0.0575801548231315,0.0,0.07134065507686757,0.1047988986321379,0.0,0.17035796965732106,0.0,0.0,0.0610106257262339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080933227400631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201253019814645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330328344427118,0.08108677878953784,0.0,0.0,0.08662408274663118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kafka123,2020/02/14,"I wish I'd found this sub ages ago (rant) Instead, I went on all the toxic, misogynistic reddit forums and got scared I'd get seen as some sort of sociopath every time someone checked the news",7.033947368421052,6.3161076578947375,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,64.52631578947367,8.65263157894737,32.1578947368421,7.1686216300943375,1.9360105263157887,153,5,30,1,2,48,33,38,0.077,0.851,0.07200000000000001,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633364188546337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006687850682473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912770659683623,0.0,0.0,0.1864439042042082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285412444270064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572777408716297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023651572450336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808713562379424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308115231405616,0.0,0.0,0.4103698104055535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wholethingwithjean,2020/02/14,"It's better to be boring than pretentious and trying too hard. It's better to burn outtt than to fade away am I right? I'm goin nuts someone go with me",-1.0027272727272702,1.0975511515151517,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,98.0909090909091,3.852121212121212,12.66060606060606,5.6839178017228535,-1.0745103030303027,120,2,27,1,5,40,26,33,0.168,0.67,0.162,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35397075760002805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664127759130605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141167541361022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374956489513928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32174401464796004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319220613236795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578977017063714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Night_Dragon129,2020/02/14,Press F F to all the redditors who asked their crush out and got rejected.,4.596,5.354124600000002,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,69.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.108333333333334,59,2,13,2,1,19,14,15,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.5994,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7598673435729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500781646628788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarkCr3ation,2020/02/14,"Valentine’s Day Sometimes I feel like Valentine’s Day is for amateurs, but either way, I want to say Happy Valentine’s Day to those who would be great partners and really try their asses off to better themselves and also trying to find someone and it just seems impossible even though you feel like you do everything right. Treat yourself today. Because other people may not see it, but, you see it. You know you are special. So, Happy Valentines Day to you",4.2186176470588235,6.801632200000004,4.518455882352941,81.59180147058824,74.05882352941177,6.132352941176473,27.095588235294123,7.1686216300943375,1.640088235294117,367,14,60,4,8,115,59,85,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,16,13,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,8,7,10,1,8,0,0,2,1,10,2,1,2,7,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899040607981988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594885552359297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537148615452121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483549032318043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479541558137173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620316526956485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576030326024725,0.2483301706505674,0.0,0.0,0.15885303304421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916187102815711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700336091854392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551772762027197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982298965033454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049329821754105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134282032579428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842703637201562,0.0,0.13821533014494047,0.0,0.0,0.2769973953614597,0.15822396241744646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726294014649305,0.0,0.17189587056732564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707608227770069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474517039245873,0.0,0.0,0.23600201273206434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251366720056737,0.13795693974959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346485088928215,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gvpmahesh,2020/02/14,"How do I get over the fact, that I will never get a girlfriend? I am 25 year old male, I have never had a proper relationship in my life. I don't know at this point, it almost feels like I am not gonna find anyone. Until a few months ago I was optimistic about finding one, I have made efforts like joining social dancing classes, started cracking jokes etc. But nothing clicked for me. I have faced extreme anxiety about this thing and some other things recently like 2 months and had to get medical help too. Whenever I see couples holding hands walking, or sitting together in restaurants I can't just stand them. I just feel bad about myself. I have few good male friends in my circle, some are commited and some are single like me. Some of them know about what I am going through, but no one really helped me by introducing their friends etc even though I explicitly asked them. Why the world has to be this 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lonely,urmomgaenocap,2020/02/14,"I got broken up with anyone has any tips on moving on? because it hurts a lot i feel like i lost everything, i truly loved that person, and now i just feel 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lonely,concrete-gravy,2020/02/14,So I guess it’s gonna be my 5th insomnia plagued night in a row Atleast this couch is cozy and I got a warm 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lonely,throwaway___72626718,2020/02/14,Everyone exchanging chocolates going out having sex uploading stories kissing Bitch here's to another year of the only good thing about this day being the chocolate discounts and free pornhub 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lonely,procrastinating_b,2020/02/14,I really thought I was going to be dating someone this valentines why change a habit of over half a 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lonely,Ukupta,2020/02/14,"Maybe a confession You guys are all amazing, though you're all in great pain, I'd hug every one of you right now. But at the same time like a hypocrite, cause many would not consider me lonely. But it's the only place where I feel comfortable to vent. A long story short, I thought of myself as a desperate loner last two years. But then I suddenly was stunned by hope that my yet another crush would not be such a disappointment. She actually changed my life a lot, majorly in a good way. Though we agreed being friends, I really can't get over her. And now even I've got a GF, it doesn't feel the way I expected it too feel when I hadn't got one. It's incredibly unusual to feel that someone genuinely likes you, and I'm apparently... not a good guy, who's now the one breaking hearts. And recently my friend opened his feelings to me. I'd better not climb out of my shell, but maybe many guys would like to be the one who's liked by somebody. And I'm gonna break someone's heart anyway (apparently my own). Thanks for taking your time, and I even I'd appreciate some advice, it's difficult to analyze something so chaotic. Love you guys",4.1265,5.072369334782613,5.202336956521741,83.3678532608696,70.86956521739131,9.228260869565217,28.28804347826087,9.516144504307137,2.314326086956521,897,32,190,20,16,296,138,230,0.071,0.716,0.213,0.9829,2,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,5,0,2,14,20,0,0,14,0,11,6,2,1,2,34,27,15,0,5,8,0,5,4,3,4,2,0,0,4,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,5,5,5,24,16,17,15,7,28,1,2,0,2,20,10,0,3,17,114,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.10107031698014626,0.0,0.0,0.1012083437379204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860318241226076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160009779683563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063959061810828,0.10956434299764578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681528497866402,0.0,0.08726300104716678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618429474807929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003733404628614,0.0,0.05411155203263523,0.0,0.0,0.17374081524833832,0.1656703167078667,0.11418734938867818,0.0,0.4102061364737207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546417330414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286933297389958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442415609145054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731552322300934,0.20239815856121665,0.0,0.0,0.09165704069375838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805232673013834,0.09347683536765047,0.0,0.0,0.21000939531573465,0.20810190104619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807294525971549,0.07877038240838159,0.11020680407446193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082096095775522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635020926599489,0.0,0.10226382842069613,0.0,0.0,0.08844903420982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755106771546707,0.07973398527243293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787247259441032,0.0,0.0,0.09535422506384444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035158853087378,0.08222377350430074,0.12078611971455187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011737787819686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441961493877086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072151584256955,0.0,0.0,0.06669630273774868 lonely,DarkMint1,2020/02/14,"I'm lonely, I'm stressed. I want to die I'm just tired of stress, loneliness and everything else, I just live for nothing, literally nothing.. i Loath my parents for the day the had me,, I don't want to wake up tomorrow",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.1288888888888917,88.66000000000004,84.55555555555556,7.155555555555559,26.777777777777786,8.238735603445708,1.9669111111111115,170,8,37,4,5,58,31,45,0.354,0.593,0.053,-0.9403,1,2,0,0,0,3,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,7,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802579961619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543052233978997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469335195367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202195619262973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636833478092127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702309064411487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207977981368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613681859304269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816290057533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890532319675838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BananaJellySandwhich,2020/02/14,Stress Free Valentine’s Day I hope everyone has a somewhat relaxing Valentine’s Day and hopefully it goes by quickly.,3.1750000000000007,6.002828285714287,3.8765476190476207,76.62053571428574,99.4761904761905,7.814285714285713,38.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,4.910419047619049,98,7,14,3,4,31,18,21,0.105,0.451,0.444,0.8405,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608054959255643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34137665233659364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7096783599519718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092394184094864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nexistcsgo,2020/02/14,"Why am I feeling sad ? So today, a friend of mine told me that she is in a relationship When she told me this, I immediately went cold and was hit with this wave of sadness almost. IDK why i felt that. I never thought of her in a romantic way. we haven't even met in months. The only times we talk is when I edit a photo or video for her food blogging on Instagram. Idk what this is. Maybe because it's valentine's ? I thought i might share this with reddit. Any reply is appreciated",0.9109090909090902,3.1838833232323225,3.0573737373737413,89.1727272727273,84.45454545454547,5.6202020202020195,21.12121212121212,6.980632752743323,0.5037393939393939,375,12,81,5,11,127,68,99,0.094,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.6484,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,17,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,3,16,2,10,7,0,12,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,3,6,54,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206953979514413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054528661881274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598644407262832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650611074053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450049463702972,0.0,0.1984392806254716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499108068406457,0.0,0.15967568278171046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076316338043541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192482655466209,0.0,0.0,0.16496507353746542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939959314346636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571847552821271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189034011679065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661165900628958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281518591503332,0.12051316807362206,0.0,0.19590261823322103,0.3949713889035134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640480606260349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915887042676496,0.3729819579541066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rebel_Monroe,2020/02/14,"Reminder that you don't need no one but yourself today <3 Just because you don't have a Valentine doesn't mean you can't celebrate it today, get some snacks and go watch Netflix or Hulu or play video games the whole day or maybe go on a walk, Don't let no one and nothing ruin this guys and know that you'll find someone someday :)",13.977391304347824,6.0088453623188425,12.059202898550724,70.05228260869566,59.14492753623189,14.379710144927538,47.54347826086956,7.1686216300943375,4.2116608695652165,266,9,56,1,2,83,50,69,0.053,0.747,0.2,0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,4,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,12,2,7,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,4,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497206370703737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839713750032736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448168213242625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832028281441293,0.0,0.27916989482011106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431909891106484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349799859578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511512900097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674670928270376,0.2675396146511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211556040009388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356679406950089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328612966957244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810325044690525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656162021482818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742130735082117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trickerfingers,2020/02/14,"Going to the movies alone on valentine’s day, what y’all have planned for today?? Im going to the movies alone today, and i think am going to watch 2 movies, 1917 and rewatch parasite Going to the movies by yourself is really liberating, I’ve been doing it for the past couple of weeks and it makes me feel really good, i recommend you all to try it, the only time you are going to feel embarrassed is the first time you ever buy a ticket",4.297453183520602,5.063294494382023,5.707359550561801,80.56343632958803,70.34831460674158,8.629962546816481,23.82209737827716,8.841846274778883,1.5770434456928837,346,8,68,6,6,117,55,89,0.077,0.856,0.067,0.2099,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,1,2,9,16,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,3,7,1,11,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881023156987919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731316373284991,0.0,0.1208333830142264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948020701675087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894723299730429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937053993791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324124437976357,0.15715086750108748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023837698597472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250659967447378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249770741752013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885881130176345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400585706962605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005439480563335,0.0,0.0,0.2185052886749773,0.0,0.3551956921677106,0.0,0.0,0.127206913054939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029098381330766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xarcheus,2020/02/14,It’s been real difficult lately :/ I long for the time when I can cuddle with someone and hold them close to me. Holding hands with them as we walk down the mall looking and giggling at everything around us. I don’t even want to go anywhere because everywhere around me I see those things and it’s just crushing. When am I ever going to experience that? I just want someone that cares about me and actually supports me when I’m down.,2.999558823529412,5.2797884117647085,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,76.64705882352942,6.602941176470589,27.095588235294123,7.645422480735847,1.6369117647058822,345,14,66,5,8,111,58,85,0.086,0.7909999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,18,13,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,14,3,13,12,0,16,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,7,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.20657956634655872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768991713922194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904467332025388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583275609227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398196972412046,0.1914863390372135,0.0,0.0,0.19025393275071265,0.20707410470961105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061738303302654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387963069599205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733958975160714,0.17776685503582698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409503381446749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869006379696558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587296513864191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402240743348175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063788101876354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343853752935732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463782253204803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497212948527341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Its_ClarkE,2020/02/14,If ur sad because of valentines day watch this give my guy support hope this cheers anyone up [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cEV7aq7lSg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cEV7aq7lSg),28.72473684210526,33.394368842105266,10.451578947368422,53.97105263157897,18.473684210526315,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.6412736842105264,164,4,14,1,1,30,18,19,0.114,0.552,0.33399999999999996,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994779482495537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610882537111544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621864849110644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108652511361268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240852290479041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253994346477663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860307864998256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kurse666,2020/02/14,"Great Valentine's Day. Another reminder that no one wants anything to do with me. I'm staying in bed. #fucktheworld",2.053571428571427,4.602863761904762,2.7527380952380973,84.67767857142861,101.85714285714286,5.90952380952381,33.82142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.215657142857143,93,6,15,2,4,29,21,21,0.094,0.73,0.17600000000000002,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532887083796877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557338743801321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787881824284805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765959428445867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929276291574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607584901079179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549730023864453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,impnessi,2020/02/14,"For all of u lonely out there on this day I was feeling down for a while and met this person online that helped me feel a lot better. Eventually we became friends and I thought it would be cool if me n my friend could make a discord server to connect ppl like us, in need of friends, and create a wholesome community, where we could all have fun together. Maybe u could be a part of this community and meet new ppl here as well? If u r curious, DM me for a special invitation. We may invite ppl periodically, as we want to have a small tight knit community.",3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,5.568214285714286,80.07678571428572,71.5,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.043925,436,16,91,8,8,149,76,112,0.043,0.677,0.281,0.9744,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,5,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,7,1,10,0,0,1,2,26,17,9,0,8,2,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,11,9,14,7,4,10,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,5,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830206443844294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956716295924255,0.0,0.0,0.1334584738221092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092690559424645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796414530203043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387067856513842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109989588727124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593205646397192,0.0,0.0,0.13813332571039946,0.0,0.20789794412433274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534425756286438,0.0,0.1998628835559748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409466760513386,0.0,0.0,0.18069106946879607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642863749321931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489220224878301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220579275201721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860629275758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700346044248672,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Go2Shirley,2020/02/14,"Sad in my bones My ex-husband and I are trying to work things out together to make our relationship work again. I think it would be good, especially for our sons, and because I really care for him. I told him earlier in the week that Friday is Valentine's Day and I wanted him to do something for it. I bought him a nice collar shirt, the kind he likes to wear, last week as a present. I thought if I reminded him and told him it was important to me, then he would put forth an effort to get me something or plan something for us. Last night, I asked him if we were doing anything and it was clear that he hadn't thought about it at all, much less prepared for it. I told him that he really hurt me and he said that it was impossible to make me happy and all I do is complain. I don't know what else I could have done to communicate with him. He's trying to act completely dumb, like he doesn't know how to make plans for someone and I am asking for really difficult things.... I think he doesn't really care for me anymore and I told him if he thinks there's no point in trying to make me happy because he can't make me happy, then there's no reason for us to try to make our relationship work. I just feel so sad, sad right down to the aching in my bones, because I want to be loved so much and he just makes me cry all of the time.",3.7234397163120536,3.932651485815605,4.8724822695035455,88.03333333333335,71.37588652482269,8.394326241134753,25.241134751773053,8.344100000000001,1.220956028368794,1037,27,241,15,18,343,130,282,0.113,0.743,0.14400000000000002,0.8229,0,0,3,0,0,1,26.0,6,0,0,6,9,18,1,0,7,0,23,5,4,9,4,45,52,20,0,8,6,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,9,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,14,2,45,11,35,33,6,22,0,4,0,1,39,9,1,4,13,156,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677826914399417,0.0,0.0,0.07200652242696368,0.0,0.16360473466973965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600208479382498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784278253109151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174396825754497,0.0,0.0,0.06986306397656115,0.0,0.09611661407835673,0.05643141954189448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954471722693108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309652252726567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044243537164850376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571607687809208,0.0,0.0,0.0733923549445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944186661987674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367248231487073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111965533811996,0.09617739736400163,0.14265128480946435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549791522509244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897378713903712,0.0,0.4088568977935178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864777621127854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211450796065405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271748024843946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796347308345925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422356437696134,0.08996641963553184,0.0,0.18788836442501947,0.0,0.07472605563578537,0.08323424565384155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413998775058027,0.2020894724094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626461025121093,0.16820285302267732,0.0,0.1389333038705814,0.05102300088663685,0.0,0.0,0.3344468633321268,0.0,0.2376319027130903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105077734209868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322165268405616,0.0,0.14037732536106026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110704876909976,0.0,0.0,0.12431753058105145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,screaminpanda99,2020/02/14,"""The Light"" a poem by me. # ""The Light"" ""To the lost and the lonely, For those with heavy hearts. The world is dark, and full of sorrow. Anyone with eyes could see that much. Consider how much darker it would be, without your light. however dim. Every moment you walk this earth. is a moment brighter, for you have lived in it. Fear not to give others your light, A spark is all it takes to light a flame. Do you see now how valuable you are? The spark that lit a thousand flames? Thought your fire may waver, Your light may flicker, Let not your heart grow dark. Let the flames begin anew."" If anyone needs a ear to listen, or a shoulder to lean on, Please message me. I won't preach at you, but remember, God does not make junk. You were made in his image, a perfect being. You may not feel like it now, but YOU are gods perfect masterpiece.",1.4795151515151517,3.8494584363636406,2.0019696969696987,97.03628787878787,82.81818181818181,4.636363636363637,17.65151515151515,5.82211442006289,-0.5076666666666672,642,14,138,4,18,196,103,165,0.067,0.7809999999999999,0.152,0.9524,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,13,0,3,4,8,0,1,15,0,18,5,5,4,3,29,30,8,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,14,17,4,16,16,4,13,1,3,4,0,17,6,0,5,6,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522250360134614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400348328322207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783501790330984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519618168202822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029561286607129,0.09119587807724366,0.12884984575850122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301858679446838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274570126166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36886243079817205,0.0,0.08811521356977396,0.0,0.1592619577566053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968852017703075,0.0,0.0,0.17066182169062688,0.12039228516759967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517199270389674,0.13373530411237966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798208034946402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431371310790306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744853333228376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560893246540984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318638893451854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386144814469032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812319141088635,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,warmfries,2020/02/14,"best friend/boyfriend abandoned me without explanation I (F 25) was completely abandoned by my best friend/boyfriend(?) (M 38) about a month ago. For nearly two years, we had an unofficial relationship (we were monogamous, but never used labels). He is an alcoholic and has relapsed several times throughout our relationship. A month ago, he relapsed again and was ignoring my messages and calls. I finally found out he was going through withdrawals. Once he was better, he just stopped talking to me. I called and texted several times and he just ignored me. I sent him one last goodbye message last Sunday and he ignored that, too. The worst part is a former friend (a female) abandoned me without explanation before too, and I told him about it. I told him several times how I had an irrational fear that he would do this to me because she did. He always reassured me that he would never do that and I was being silly for worrying about it so much, then he did exactly that. We used to text each other all day every day and talk on the phone for over an hour a few times a week, plus see each other at least once or twice a week. I lost my virginity to him. I love him. I trusted him. And now I’m alone and I don’t even know why. Last night I had a dream that he texted me and said it was all a misunderstanding. It felt so real. When I woke up and checked my phone, I wanted to cry.",3.345372555358012,5.298123475836434,4.3244641991272035,84.88956360109908,74.46468401486989,7.503539679974139,26.937287861645387,8.321376580360154,1.8105130434782617,1081,41,215,19,23,350,141,269,0.165,0.732,0.102,-0.9568,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,0,4,14,17,0,1,15,0,21,3,0,3,5,48,37,21,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,13,20,1,7,3,1,1,2,5,9,0,3,20,3,37,8,22,14,11,36,0,4,1,2,40,6,0,1,28,151,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774264173113778,0.1069530669173007,0.0,0.10365074291187036,0.0,0.0,0.08327300696473484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100668868949536,0.0,0.0851591029167289,0.0,0.2100516101716408,0.08851095803625174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043818852057607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492999723611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993110763722673,0.1290842070388412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610064966482322,0.0,0.0843201263925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261570030491258,0.0,0.0,0.09609068266032374,0.109630680825374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097304851565716,0.2319603051530876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687669782210595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855678193654248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500031354241787,0.24473105761185615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924708223077766,0.0,0.09032440413915743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976278971947505,0.0,0.07356892806504127,0.0,0.1543728204683633,0.0,0.0,0.09391652941333928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315984793462275,0.06781551929528909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083748436536116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391080228736325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489287998171672,0.0,0.0,0.09519720295823657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974929876828442,0.0,0.0,0.3391793441856973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366978352684036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087799240187228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342540959133565,0.0,0.0,0.19125785112407415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776177431602256,0.0,0.0,0.17287071421383216,0.0,0.0,0.059028663881422326,0.0,0.16055325098647652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030493067407806,0.0,0.0,0.19294345894399825,0.0,0.0,0.10163418148571167,0.0,0.14218523994570406,0.0,0.0,0.06444702347247877 lonely,pranavk28,2020/02/14,"Maybe i dont need others to be happy So today is v day night here. I have always been single all my life like a lot of people here. I started going to these parties. They are not all that crazy tbh just lay sometimes a bit fun. I only go cause i don't have friends at least ones who can hang out with me here. And so today also i decided to go out of peer pressure even though he going off town tomorrow night with a bunch of new friends to enjoy. And i just realized that i don't think i want to go cause i would just as much enjoyed relaxing at home ordering something good to eat and playing games. I didn't need to pretend to be happy and do what everyone is doing going out. If this helps anyone else feel better.",3.6811258278145718,4.162661649006626,4.990390728476823,86.17869867549669,71.58278145695364,7.629403973509934,25.69602649006623,7.554174236665415,1.194223311258278,563,16,120,6,10,188,98,151,0.053,0.703,0.244,0.9834,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,0,1,3,0,16,2,0,2,2,27,28,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,4,4,0,7,5,1,0,1,2,1,14,12,20,23,8,23,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,9,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088360687663255,0.113242927101179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951616158897127,0.13944662308783426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036601455738828,0.14858178376800468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961653972559697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777077939435701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950371345816394,0.0,0.0,0.13926037215917453,0.11369089782461105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989024564111324,0.0,0.0,0.13004573559799426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881431960504163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029514752555584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640795844890413,0.1141510216712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28975383604556104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122240300856152,0.0,0.1365155686444596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612875924091784,0.0664897207691889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570410835716237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672690888552816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000463542923279,0.2018271911779126,0.0,0.13144254208311978,0.0,0.2554340975931006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222229612937184,0.10350728027264001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943519575239927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477349110812616,0.1346026054414783,0.0,0.09632957915705297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872049390570127,0.13371380928032994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580065372779273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027305515261085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667882396064907,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Killashandra19,2020/02/14,"National Black Candles and Horror Flick Day! Despite the fact that at 30 I finally found someone to be with, I still despise V-Day! What a lousy corporate scheme to take your money. Corporations and the media don’t give a shit how many people they torture on this day- casual evil. When I was single I took the day to pamper myself and watch my favorite horror movies where lots of pretty, shallow people die horribly! I hope this regimen speaks to some of you guys today and helps out.",6.100579710144928,7.0672232608695635,6.422608695652176,76.32601449275363,66.3913043478261,9.1768115942029,29.46376811594203,9.2995712137729,2.6123202898550724,388,13,67,7,6,125,73,92,0.28800000000000003,0.595,0.11699999999999999,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,4,6,4,0,5,0,3,1,1,1,1,12,8,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,10,2,10,4,3,13,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,3,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345825937939587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150711248884387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270093881329395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272160503554816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879306923336565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051894241867535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890132100037475,0.0,0.0,0.20582528950775075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761788000089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009781701012895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733317928105506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082653053290787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271772913405276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755845736174217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549345491475634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558105195500355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964289893310148,0.0,0.2302391939545577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jayscott125,2020/02/14,Trying not to cry So i got a few things from my friends i like them and glad that they gave to me but idk i feel like there are doing it out of pity. I just want someone to hold hand with to kiss my cheek thing like that.,-1.2493333333333323,0.6402158000000036,0.1680000000000028,108.70066666666668,91.0,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.036666666666666,170,2,47,0,6,53,40,50,0.071,0.5489999999999999,0.38,0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,9,6,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,6,8,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734947700851564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192376052352906,0.2429095535098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626977407460629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194415707558617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983481445318622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880968908917761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517868663102905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308504979075968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005519431095036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,forevercracker5000,2020/02/14,i really wish in the future my fictional husbands become real Valentine’s Day currently fucking sucks. EVERYONE at my school is giving valentines or even paying for candy to give to friends. i had only got one and jt was from my stupid friend who is fake nice. i wish i had real love and someone that actually cares like my fictional husbands. i only think she gave it to me because her regular best friend was not at school today.,6.643902439024391,7.205196560975613,7.21087804878049,72.57436585365856,65.09756097560975,9.974634146341463,33.47317073170731,9.888512548439397,3.42037268292683,346,14,58,7,5,114,61,82,0.087,0.5710000000000001,0.342,0.9781,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,17,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,6,0,12,8,8,11,1,7,0,0,0,2,12,3,2,1,5,37,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.15866124931351894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911139542184193,0.17956433089307408,0.0,0.0,0.17062480067288746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576806375385772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485502623865924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738703849204324,0.0,0.0,0.15535864113826148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768424417068447,0.15030886339267502,0.0,0.31193611961951945,0.0,0.0,0.13003550502468428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943169086524779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674092181009896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017301369727146,0.24730915377009186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701187135654552,0.1041572581238078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290930142297696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775925581935106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417904724167946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411326196883468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739335590600744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dkj63,2020/02/14,"Didn’t want to be lonely today Long story short, after an on and off relationship for 8 months, with a girl I thought is the love of my life, I broke up with her giving all the facts of why I did that and the gift I ordered for the Valentine’s Day arrives yesterday. This is so hard at times thinking that I lost so much and now I’m lonely again.",5.068783783783786,4.132851418918925,5.816891891891893,86.30885135135134,68.5945945945946,8.481081081081081,27.959459459459467,7.1686216300943375,1.228335135135135,271,7,62,2,4,89,56,74,0.154,0.7070000000000001,0.139,-0.0429,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,10,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,7,1,12,7,2,15,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271860287295325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666195277017603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769017029158826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107024803304011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644523668841252,0.0,0.0,0.3262048168158481,0.0,0.2697029074330157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852074806144344,0.0,0.2196721249918573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208282139809737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914761852937245,0.0,0.2372351469431336,0.17424834471792908,0.0,0.2832529216408409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762558239097657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964476090883155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tangy11,2020/02/14,My valentine is myself And I’m fine with that,-1.503,0.037188700000003294,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,112.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,37,1,8,0,2,12,10,10,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ALMOST_GHOST_19,2020/02/14,"A Valentine's Day Poem For You All ""For The Lonely Hearts"" - Alone for Valentine's Day yet again. As the day wears on, I'll just pretend- That I have a hand to hold, a cheek to kiss. Someone to spend the day with. A special someone just for me. Exchanging kind words and gestures so lovingly. However, I'm just alone. And this dreadful loneliness is all I know. I'll await for next year to see if my luck will change. But for now, I'll sleep away this Valentine's Day. - 👻",0.4778125000000024,2.85646948958334,1.6654166666666654,97.37125,88.47916666666666,4.866666666666667,21.541666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2661416666666665,365,13,81,4,12,115,61,96,0.13,0.6609999999999999,0.209,0.8825,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,7,0,3,7,5,0,2,14,7,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,14,6,2,12,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,10,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035309030071167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303135402349785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608421456934084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281849165643533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308519814762327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286568564327806,0.10706303479328308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758245399014875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718371620920045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523915044927605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495169735069448,0.0,0.3301254683809919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545190148845464 lonely,aliaqrv,2020/02/14,"I want to feel u, My love ! I want to be in relation with someone that is in touch. I feel lonely. I want to kiss, hug, hang out. In tired to dream in my mind the world that i liked to live in it. Why do i have nobody?",-2.2855333333333334,-0.6533514199999964,0.6400000000000006,105.31666666666666,93.2,4.133333333333334,12.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-1.5842666666666667,159,2,46,1,6,55,32,50,0.092,0.581,0.326,0.8932,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,12,9,0,8,0,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220614259288277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559097585675832,0.0,0.28121958082285337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874364497828236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215693301436348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698431421105665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36604058087204333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635350626402006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873744800004516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Complex-Hedgehog,2020/02/14,"In my chatting mood, but got nobody to chat with 22M if that matters, holla at me and spam my pms lets chat nonstop",1.7759999999999998,2.9996772000000007,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.0,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,90,3,20,0,2,30,23,25,0.12300000000000001,0.833,0.044000000000000004,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160793812819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7876840711600078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lil-Princess2,2020/02/14,"I really truly love staying up at night, almost crying because I’m so lonely Like it’s just such a great feeling, I’m 17 almost 18 and everyone’s gonna say I’m so young and have so much time but I’ve never been kissed, asked out, hit on or anything in person, I’ve had reaaally dumb relationships online/over a childish game and I’d much prefer to act as if they don’t count or exist or anything. Also (talk about illegal) even 14 year olds around me have had sex and are in relationships, I guess everything about me is just really undesirable ?? I mean I’ve been ghosted so many times (online, of course) and I’m really quite scared now of all these guys that I could meet them get ghosted by. I look online because literally no one around me wants me or finds me attractive or anything, I’ve had two offers before but it had nothing to do with me, just that the guys were desperate to get their dicks sucked. I really truly believe I’m gonna be alone my whole life n I dunno, just wanna give up, I don’t even have a single friend I can tell everything to so I’m also lonely in the friends department. If anyone actually got this far, wow thanks for reading my vent. Also my dm’s are 100% open if anyone wants to talk :)",4.525419999999997,4.954796132000002,5.843750000000004,80.99562500000002,69.67999999999999,8.81,26.425,8.841846274778883,1.81298,963,27,196,16,16,325,146,250,0.14400000000000002,0.71,0.147,0.2182,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,20,14,2,1,5,0,19,5,1,0,2,38,42,24,2,8,14,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,3,6,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,5,0,2,8,3,21,9,24,29,5,23,0,2,1,4,20,12,3,12,9,115,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.10611234870055264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777027909180566,0.112619505125742,0.0,0.2608725943438868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206391227039495,0.0,0.26844568506464017,0.1935992848035464,0.10165510844933998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257103415868204,0.0,0.09252780788641894,0.12251019679549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681823737530353,0.0,0.11944330153577043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364050357211486,0.0,0.0,0.10390357049017987,0.19545293864957725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498106858281703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993843244735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802101648461426,0.0,0.11362196240352145,0.1043111485651947,0.0,0.0,0.08696750411542392,0.11988374230490832,0.11978687988810692,0.2153349167845013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680468156832275,0.05312376724270188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131231535899917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814005581781964,0.0,0.0,0.11024300136761672,0.0,0.11844727649684918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598695009520748,0.0,0.08386524861087641,0.0,0.0,0.10204300295898963,0.0,0.10433679427004826,0.0,0.11410196654655425,0.0,0.07368350682613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494560041880064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156559713572316,0.10876716604655623,0.0,0.2786407227107401,0.0,0.0,0.2334872777435233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647261531682203,0.10886544726200582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589996289773008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747985531114492,0.0950415776309138,0.10011110168016207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268117013608942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062209718366047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827267278174467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140180353937224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002353949810844 lonely,Throwaway2402402,2020/02/14,Is there really anything wrong with validation from others Obviously I don't want to be too dependent on other people because that's not my intention and never has been but am I allowed to seek love and validation from others? Is that ok or is that just never an ok thing to do? It's all black and white and it's never an ok thing to do. Just looking for an answer.,4.344799999999998,5.040532546666668,6.3080000000000025,76.55400000000003,70.2,9.2,27.0,9.3871,2.2522,291,9,57,6,5,102,48,75,0.040999999999999995,0.779,0.18,0.9226,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,10,1,0,3,5,20,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,3,4,9,11,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,3,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635717327442776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175086339444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241192039330406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592268097642425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6645641476250861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912183485401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840001643997252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816317425786289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940950088142612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140294314052875,0.0,0.0 lonely,xexxl,2020/02/14,"I’m 16 6’2 9th Varsity Football player But still lonely af I’m usually a outcast every knows who I am in school but never talks to me I know I have be kinda attractive cause a lot girls stare at me in lunch when I walk past them But I feel sum of them just wants fuck with me just too say they fucked with a varsity player There is a table at lunch where all the football players basketball players or girl softball , cheerleaders sit at. But I feel like I’m not good enough to sit with them even being on the team I get anxiety every time Every 1 goes to sit over there then I’m by myself for the rest of the day. Weed is the only thing that takes away that anxiety My family doesn’t really like me either I don’t really talk to them. It being Valentine’s Day doesn’t make it better at all😔😢😂 But I hope all of y’all hav a Valentines and good day💯💯",-0.2485851938895429,1.9425048324324337,2.2172267920094018,93.492491186839,89.86486486486488,5.595769682726204,16.692126909518215,7.079830092131019,0.07311280846063406,674,16,151,11,23,230,112,185,0.12300000000000001,0.767,0.11,-0.3627,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,5,2,9,10,2,0,10,0,10,4,0,2,3,27,25,9,0,2,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,2,0,4,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,4,21,7,21,22,6,23,0,1,1,2,13,10,2,4,11,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763138270918274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592372890436206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736365951537727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955147845915466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004963361242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048210439797242,0.0,0.10258421483343516,0.0,0.39257922597590666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641733365390755,0.0,0.1570640483988522,0.1109571991469636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717277150325954,0.08114577372772523,0.0,0.0,0.26054201647938924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426302339263287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707143275883498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175830816690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204341610335388,0.0,0.0,0.10367409198251236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978864549494325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812419690904286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826591829455074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989977690766833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123512868950871,0.0,0.15718725903047798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240349073133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677768985360905,0.2496729248231293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318450751083633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056553334393093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710577334356224,0.0,0.09160892014900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Surreal_Dreaming,2020/02/14,"I've Been Alone My Entire Life I don't really know what to do anymore, I've been alone my entire life with no friends or really any family. I turn 18 next month and it really hurts to know I'll be celebrating alone for another year. I should be excited but in reality I'm just so lonely and scared. I want to be accepted by people so badly but all I do is cry every night. I don't even know how to meet people anymore. As a kid I was endlessly bullied and mocked by everybody I knew, and then when I had health complications that just further isolated myself from my peers. Eventually my depression and anxiety overwhelmed me and at the beginning of my freshman year of HS I switched from a public school to online which left me where I am today as a senior that's about to graduate. I do nothing but do schoolwork and sleep and I'm so fucking lonely. I don't have any good memories, I don't go anywhere, I don't know how to do anything. I've spent the past 4 years in my bedroom which just feels like a prison. I just wish somebody cared about me.",3.9413643410852717,4.8612749813953515,5.5320930232558165,80.92945736434113,71.27906976744184,9.268217054263566,28.286821705426355,9.558583805096642,2.455719379844961,831,30,170,19,15,283,121,215,0.243,0.664,0.094,-0.99,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,14,15,2,2,6,0,21,5,1,2,1,30,37,21,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,7,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,6,1,26,6,22,27,1,19,0,5,0,1,4,6,1,1,13,108,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083471722253729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874577882497752,0.1378096197375764,0.10053907080081896,0.0,0.26067476948837026,0.0,0.0,0.10815082981294398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973362738959108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339956209430026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436319406937798,0.0,0.0,0.113195378024544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680437340052231,0.0,0.1107304659436218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389493767086088,0.0,0.06645196986275517,0.09388939771940366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153792761345604,0.12149945548887266,0.0,0.0,0.074691340260248,0.11023229315408607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396976643290047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069220886576256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889089761199468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279266070475852,0.0,0.1856574459701121,0.0642071729560985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490145652606672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397710130165324,0.12333260760695795,0.0,0.12610496098245336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545916694014378,0.18222583537444328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525809162869365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157844339917182,0.1330081976924103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151900509635212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245746723791666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429516729232364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751733465372761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113122004031238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538984193842674 lonely,beautifulnomad_,2020/02/14,"Seeing other people together, a bittersweet feeling When I walk my dog at night, and its dark outside, all I can notice is the highly contrasted figures and shadows through the windows against their living room lighting. I'm not creepily looking, but it's hard not to notice especially when they dont have curtains. But what I love, is seeing family's getting together around dinner time, laughing and talking. This makes me feel kind of happy, but also bittersweet because I miss those days of being a kid and having people always around you. I understand I can visit my family whenever I want, bit the dynamic has changed now that we are adults. It's just something I like to appreciate in silence now.",10.13729166666667,8.9041310625,9.876875000000002,62.247291666666676,58.6875,12.595833333333333,43.20833333333333,11.538034831475384,5.322870833333333,568,28,85,13,6,186,94,128,0.045,0.75,0.205,0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,20,22,10,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,7,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,15,6,10,21,2,15,0,1,3,1,9,6,0,0,8,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618403304024285,0.14169823203585236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303195490479524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380962865102236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859169187127129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014844902343974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982552803034816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958327445899893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32107601421174137,0.0,0.17221150453082865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897157511490626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128110666275227,0.1525499555441904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992493801970513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733497301132045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319703598913304,0.0,0.15037270290088986,0.0,0.1430040522628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369696427115426,0.0,0.11367255296920292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980936274402827,0.0,0.0,0.3877616463304291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612080529014176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714045055764695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110062442116974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687584925614904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929978830158086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728203730524905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044380065413376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotZelda859,2020/02/14,"Happy Couples Day It's been a few months since I last saw you. A few months of trying to pick myself up and price myself back together. Three months of no talking. No more eyes to get lost in. I'll admit it did hurt when you left me for him but I totally understand. He's a personal trainer with a lot of extra money and I'm working two jobs to support myself. You left me wondering what i did wrong to make you leave so suddenly for him. I'll never know. But hey, here we are to one of the worst days of the year. I'm sure you're off with him being happy. I heard you went snowboarding for Christmas. I'm happy for you. I could barely afford a date at a regular restaurant lmao. I'll be okay though.....eventually. Until then I'll just be here in my bed alone. Debating whether to sacrifice my warmth for comfort in snuggling with my only blanket. It's currently 3:46 AM and I'm still trying to make that decision. Well anyways, Happy Valentine's Day. I hope you and him stay as happy as you are right now. I love a good love story....",0.6970422535211256,3.0312974460093898,2.801344600938968,90.15339718309862,86.27699530516432,5.84931455399061,20.72657276995305,7.24861992348623,0.7345674741784034,808,26,168,13,25,272,125,213,0.083,0.645,0.272,0.9948,3,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,8,0,2,10,18,0,0,9,1,10,3,1,3,3,26,29,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,4,1,3,7,3,28,14,29,18,7,29,1,2,2,2,21,9,0,3,18,112,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770317693140638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873869036563274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073723369010284,0.12574734550151626,0.0,0.2198771687492122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937544268705192,0.0,0.0,0.09532103063646873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048924021519462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287630745766247,0.0,0.0,0.12166059480282793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277630575341738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245697285228671,0.0926368114222158,0.0,0.12033490393963787,0.2469538316993025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405823911925387,0.09661792506106184,0.20514024353215812,0.0,0.15171942601211735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213390918088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765094629585668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700959821479951,0.08643304711173799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923146787472684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705322364960543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400930114916677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113171536372508,0.09075799258616077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289643474403519,0.1071101872976004,0.0,0.0,0.09134450112020584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165680275411156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543166035198189,0.0,0.11101581229601803,0.11830968971682347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218157142295964,0.10535115490252336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324444312746136,0.08273577842604299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425426616431685,0.0,0.07318441907293789 lonely,bigoofhours,2020/02/14,"It’s Valentines Day Treat yourself this Valentine’s Day. Take yourself out to dinner. Go see that movie you want to see in the movie theatre. Watch your favourite show. Buy something nice for yourself. I got my 4th pair of earlobe piercings today, what are you doing today?",3.366466666666668,6.4024697800000006,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,81.2,3.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.6925333333333339,219,10,37,0,6,63,41,50,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,6,7,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025596321538487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737462295835407,0.0,0.2496162890204728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974093905543064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027118325141306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466168245626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916719519672412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408570470195806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontgetnatestarted,2020/02/14,"My loved ones This is a short post because one sentence can tear someone to bits, have any of you ever thought about what would happened if your parents or grandparents died? I'm lucky enough as of this moment to have all of them near me but I just thought about the day it'll happen and broke down. It's not something I like to think about.",4.0369565217391274,5.233733275362322,3.4731594202898566,94.74104347826088,71.31884057971016,6.0997101449275375,26.84347826086957,5.6839178017228535,0.608446956521739,272,9,59,1,5,80,57,69,0.122,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.6328,2,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,13,13,5,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,7,3,12,9,3,7,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,3,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888075507855226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242257314690782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550704236080349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506761415348343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247768356061755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414088429957693,0.0,0.0,0.21133748822378334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132077713385045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141429373916899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108659612872102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166361251464521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942555906404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237590759447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795935275744592,0.17986470536368165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970476314051995,0.0,0.3709623881136747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659685861631149,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lips_are_sealed,2020/02/14,"Once again. That feeling of being left out. Of being excluded from everything. I never wanted to feel this way again but now I do. Being part of a small group of friends is comforting, but when suddenly it feels as though without you nothing would change? I don’t know, it’s dreadful. My apologies if this post is somehow done wrong. This is my first post on any subreddit for quite some time. Please let me know if there needs to be a change or a flair added somewhere.",1.9086713286713317,4.594411835164838,2.2891108891108907,93.38543456543457,84.49450549450547,5.506893106893108,22.558441558441558,6.980632752743323,0.7651230769230777,371,13,74,5,11,113,68,91,0.099,0.7759999999999999,0.125,0.3809,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,19,8,0,5,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,7,2,12,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,8,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259771268075545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919422825138481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957623265047668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649177834742726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810056256111921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757452389175747,0.0,0.0,0.14312457017809244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361836212166476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012759041700825,0.18943184040823816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373613719930463,0.14287709848975572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777534637761003,0.0,0.0,0.1972864167086844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006089305556511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033501203540651,0.0,0.0,0.35483876534566283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197037388957224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820083031425816,0.0,0.10802142869128872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926592126148364,0.1470437311218453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857548694684452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131597093775165,0.202543038892104,0.0,0.0 lonely,1279923,2020/02/14,"What happened to me? I used to not worry about friends at all. I've had not many but great friends in my elementary school and middle school. I had no friends no highschool, didn't even talk with anyone most days, but I didn't feel lonely at all, maybe I just felt pain and didn't notice it was loneliness. Now I finished my 1st year of highschool, and on a break to my 2nd. Now, I can only think about having friends who can truly care for me. I only have one friend in college, but he wont care much. I can only see my life in a grim depressing way without friends. Why did I not think about this until now?",2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,3.3716190476190446,93.33171428571433,75.19047619047619,5.992380952380952,23.711111111111112,6.2581,0.3825930158730162,474,14,106,3,10,150,77,126,0.271,0.593,0.136,-0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,2,20,22,7,0,0,8,0,2,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,8,3,15,9,17,13,4,16,0,3,1,0,9,7,0,1,7,72,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954528198344192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783674920905774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803936664931937,0.0,0.11757814649159493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016531867215198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902489822052567,0.0,0.1310735532468369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328160143499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050567994013414,0.0,0.0,0.12071768666444276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642292273981366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840240186425154,0.13714530673263006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035250601906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542055825306345,0.0,0.0,0.09250450546526508,0.3114720683242341,0.1452590857923937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631618226444343,0.10878290869733548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972369807108197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494358956929792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790310016020608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835738842497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318143457261613,0.0,0.0,0.13159332434406415,0.0,0.0,0.1386352238307767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790967166484727 lonely,yoshiwot42,2020/02/14,"Just can't make meaningful connections with people It's not through lack of trying either. At work there have been a few people who I get on with really well, we have similar interests, similar age and live in the same area. And yet I have never been able to consider any of my work acquaintances proper friends. A new starter was paired up with me and she has even said to me and others that she really likes me (in a friend way) and trusts me. I've spoken to these people outside of work but it's ALWAYS me to message first. I listen to their problems, offer advice, we have a laugh but not once has anyone took the time outside of work to take the initiative with me. I've had this happen so often that I refuse to invite anyone over or to hang out until I can see that they are actually interested in being a friend. Which never happens. No idea why. Lately I have been reflecting and I feel like I just don't quite fit in, and perhaps that's it. But that's still so vague. I'm not pushy, or weird or anything like that. Guess I'm just destined to have no friends ever.",3.3148414204391443,4.8045885622119835,4.396530224993223,86.27698021143942,73.51612903225806,7.502195716996478,23.36378422336677,8.124751697461798,1.1862173488750347,846,23,173,13,17,276,126,217,0.07,0.737,0.192,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,6,12,14,0,0,8,0,18,0,0,1,3,41,31,16,0,2,13,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,14,14,0,1,4,0,0,2,9,2,1,1,7,4,21,12,28,23,4,26,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,5,15,126,35,4,0.13188122106702285,0.0,0.1286970476665643,0.0,0.0,0.128872802890801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973574071211042,0.0,0.0,0.0896837527253454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442883232237187,0.0,0.10852700792987467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710630271334993,0.11929411479751945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668310795880625,0.09421597068139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217809926805664,0.0,0.0,0.40756441700347307,0.0,0.06890249481085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528203342565751,0.0,0.2332442564902945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887784594726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876776170525813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329150910668325,0.0,0.11645353437815745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803173913670248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342985581255005,0.1273717051104353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404491962989434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428949988061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261925176131927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027191218515467,0.0,0.0,0.16897297445440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544924173048286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050922584711656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532051350204262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915826542193104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690100056486697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652488914489534,0.08953869219379769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468117471744827,0.0,0.0,0.11857705603718666,0.0,0.11900228920125787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840443985382192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pizza-universe,2020/02/14,"Why does no one want to be in a romantic relationship with me? The closest I've had to a boyfriend is this guy asking me out to prom a few months ago and him putting his arm around my waist. He was flirting with me after the prom but suddenly he lost interest in me, only for me to find out he's been flirting with other girls. I fell for a flirt. All the crushes I've had in the past never liked me back. I'm only 14, but my parents started dating at 14. I have so many friends who have boyfriends. I'm at a low right now, especially with it being Valentines Day and all. I just can't find an answer to why no guy likes me back while my friends are already are in their 2nd or 3rd relationship. This kinda turned into a rant, but I need tips on how to get into a relationship, which is my goal this year.",4.4415882352941205,4.145041747058826,5.477647058823528,86.0694117647059,69.76470588235293,8.447058823529412,28.764705882352942,7.908726449838941,1.5394,627,20,143,7,10,208,104,170,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.129,0.5971,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,0,0,12,0,13,2,2,1,3,26,22,9,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,11,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,0,18,8,25,15,3,31,0,2,0,0,17,15,0,2,16,95,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239127908662476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481332527558396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329546858374836,0.13962368736405312,0.0,0.0,0.2296844913169869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631949705529548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069868742846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300951345888197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307775205210606,0.0,0.07803010393828604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295763346853021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593140241038016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303503358951993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141919173395893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921110960770333,0.0,0.0,0.11074240015002842,0.1151892455910279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120458359558232,0.22717741020910134,0.0,0.0,0.16583739879322848,0.0,0.14257310619587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013971924533626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810435279904106,0.0,0.1275455438511771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057119086782559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245177249013604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809150782006807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269533375264823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617760421632598 lonely,FNaFGameplayer,2020/02/14,"Question Why is it, that when I try and help people out by cracking a couple of jokes and cheering them up, I feel the most sad all the time. I wish I could go hang out my mates but I don't get invited. I wish I had close friends to be able to talk to all day long and not get bored. That's the one I want. To be able to talk to someone. But I can't find anyone to talk to because they're off doing something else with someone else",0.907812500000002,2.129322489583334,2.487916666666667,98.59875,79.3125,5.216666666666667,21.375,5.148860815047168,-0.31235000000000035,333,9,84,1,8,109,64,96,0.023,0.777,0.19899999999999998,0.9263,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,15,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,11,3,15,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,52,14,0,0.3482039889797279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173616262031504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613095988473176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900627579192834,0.19264054543017506,0.0,0.1122813833473199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908797522325943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803119959369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912606884016495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451076906419848,0.0,0.18192221265225614,0.0,0.09894617565062716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669689699401856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407478645326858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797601726136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070040149378665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950340789419018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950321098978698,0.13403222121216424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198097649138411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152027307819143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820382590355173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268986717725703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709997019415906,0.0,0.4004174029358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rawrnonymous,2020/02/14,"Is anyone else actually happy that they’re single? Like seriously, no one to steal the quilt, no one to have to rely on just to be let down, no one to have to cook for, no one to have to tidy up after, having to be super sensitive to someone else’s feelings constantly, the worst part being when the trust goes, wondering if they’re dedicated to you. Sod that! So two days ago i booked myself in for a flu shot today because if anything is going to damn well hurt me today, at least it’s going to be something beneficial to my health haha.",10.473256880733944,5.931561623853213,10.843004587155962,65.85881880733947,61.20183486238533,13.468807339449539,38.25917431192661,10.686352973137794,3.861750458715597,423,12,83,7,4,146,74,109,0.19699999999999998,0.624,0.179,-0.1007,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,11,1,0,4,1,11,3,0,0,0,6,15,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,4,5,1,5,0,1,5,6,22,10,4,14,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,3,8,64,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.17441444243293078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584331290011672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497198864034245,0.1831297381148279,0.14707934579855206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895198951252284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931433521184988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526589521281302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861152437583977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037112587433302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315245812343324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902611298065192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998135395385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133388134626209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276326664533807,0.0,0.08731832210895532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844475847330402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354688941186105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143712719814265,0.13759488443059573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388297870351407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459298379915106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069949924296045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382477700485248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Buloy3rd,2020/02/14,Another one Another Valentines single. Alone forever. Another year where I’m the only person at the table sitting in front of an open seat with zero messages in the notification center,6.275833333333331,9.354680750000004,8.113750000000003,55.889583333333384,69.625,10.516666666666666,35.666666666666664,10.504223727775694,5.335029166666667,152,8,18,5,3,53,27,32,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852482146569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8663939804119608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866292055568264,0.2094664988554558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404828806409612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735906052416495 lonely,gaycomedian,2020/02/14,"Had a dream that I had a loving boyfriend and woke up crying I’ve been feeling a lot more lonelier than normal lately, and it’s really making my heart ache. I find myself daydreaming of the simplest things like just cuddling and holding someone who I love and who loves me back, stealing their clothes, goofy inside jokes, stealing kisses here and there, and it just makes me feel so sad. Last night I dreamt that I had a boyfriend and we did all the things I daydream about. I woke up feeling incredibly sad that it was just a dream, and ended up crying for a bit. It’s just so disheartening to see my friend, who’s in college, have boyfriends and going on dates and just having fun. I feel like such a loser and failure of a 20 year old girl, hell I haven’t even had my first kiss yet. I have really bad depression and anxiety so everything “normal” seems impossible for me, like if I get beyond terrified to try to do something as simple meet new people how the hell am I gonna meet someone? I’m just getting so sick of feeling so lonely and touch starved that I have to imagine someone spooning me just so I can fall asleep sometimes. I just feel so alone and like i’m 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lonely,Whatmyname1285,2020/02/14,"15 M4F around my age pc gamer hacker i work for a PI ps: i'm not going to hack 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lonely,Trashua-8200,2020/02/14,"Screw Valentine’s Day Sucks to see these posts of people spending their day with their favorite people and I’m just here, laying in bed, thinking of what to write in this 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lonely,utente007,2020/02/14,"Another lonely guy So I’m pretty new to reddit and although I figured it out that there would have been many posts today I didn’t expect it was almost an annoying tradition for some people. I have never had a girlfriend so for me it was always another day like many, I didn’t perceive it as a special day, but I guess I can get why many people think more about their pain today. I mean I feel lonely every day of the year so I probably should not say to not feel bad today. It would be nice to have someone today, just like all the other days I think. I’m not the best in cheer up people, but I hope you all feel better.",2.087244755244757,3.677253738461541,3.9052447552447553,88.11339160839161,77.0,6.265734265734268,20.27972027972028,6.980632752743323,0.4021538461538463,486,11,101,5,11,164,80,130,0.11199999999999999,0.688,0.2,0.9119,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,6,13,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,0,3,27,25,8,0,5,6,0,3,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,4,14,8,11,15,5,15,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,13,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526636042918446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409054678414616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623497738558752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445059054971882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312813584653892,0.110637940842988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270831045073445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053994371168844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975808037533134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535790721520146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378082127031232,0.12386548527838473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424933433332105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122231940970696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804855171707568,0.0,0.13626707272808825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648235290679304,0.12081925490945415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311179969183726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260179079618422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980814051016606,0.1272684039029663,0.13487549287567607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948198480257024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599410035248907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031393785171932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743085016717841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288039130314995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773033435493746,0.0,0.0,0.08055822836686942 lonely,holyhell2145,2020/02/14,"Today is the day There's gonna be a gazillion posts for a lot of people saying they're lonely. It's that time of year where it seems every which way you turn is designed to make you feel worse. Can I remind you that there's a gazillion of you on this sub and if you just spend a bit of time scrolling down you might find that person to talk to. Don't make it about romance and just finding that girl/boy make it about finding a new friend first. I believe in every single one of you",6.3381553398058275,4.569746310679612,6.077009708737866,88.18425242718449,66.47572815533981,8.24,28.36699029126213,3.1291,0.8146598058252423,382,8,87,0,5,119,67,103,0.057,0.873,0.07,0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,13,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,9,2,14,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,4,7,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996237246049896,0.0,0.0,0.19343713042280009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426789523220872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985673798405524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958867082374537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858241078139127,0.1507111338476862,0.0,0.0,0.13689056911141567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063401536277554,0.0,0.0,0.35481158906533866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879623705032028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711237239938964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006328011327087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283586487097513,0.15470870903991754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969162062991094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409024391226229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130006858780072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424123833786556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663279311691693,0.0,0.1679480584217907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927234120474356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063902523856414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805638528618108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409956175297288 lonely,Logicat302,2020/02/14,"How many people only got Valentine gifts in elementary school? I remember the days when the parents would buy the candys and cheap cards to give out to the other grade school classmates but no one would say anything to me. ""Did I do something wrong?"" I would think. ""Did I forget them?"". I read down my list and double checked but I had gotten everyone. Some didn't even walk past me. They just went around. I was so desperate for attention that I would give two out to everyone but the most I would get back was a quick look. Then middle school came. I expected atleast a ""Happy Valentine's Day!"" from someone but nope, nothing that day. The next year came; 7th grade. I had the bag in hand that had the candys in it. I wanted to give something out to all the people that I thought of as a friend. The first try literally broke me into the lonely person I am today. I held it out as a friendly gesture and it just got slapped out of my hand and stomped harder into the concrete. I didn't even cry. All my emotions had left my body. I was in my last period with the bag in hand and when everyone left, I just set it on the teacher's desk and left, put on a fake smile and lied about how my day went. Nobody but you knows what I felt that day. In 10th grade, my emotions began to come back. Valentine's day had come and I saw people getting all lovey dovey towards eachother throughout the day. I had no one. When I got home, I just walked throughout the house like a zombie, checking to make sure nobody was home. When no one appeared, it just happened. The teats practically flew out of my eyes. My wail of sadness and raw misery continued throughout the night until I ended in my bed listening to the fan blow air over me. The only thing I had felt that night was loneliness and misery. My little brother came in and saw me. Guess what he did. Did you say help me out of my depressed state? Well you're wrong. He walked in and walked out. I didn't move. My lungs barely moving. To this day. I still have never felt anything worse that the loneliness I still feel. Since the day I was born, a little over 18 years ago, I've never had a single close relationship with anyone. So please make a good impression on people while you're young.",2.147819410319414,4.402482885135137,2.9094185094185114,92.17651105651106,79.38288288288287,5.567895167895169,21.352170352170354,6.680037744263671,0.3549477477477474,1747,50,361,17,44,548,207,444,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.13,0.5943,1,2,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,2,1,23,15,0,0,31,0,29,6,6,4,6,73,65,30,0,7,10,2,7,1,2,5,0,3,3,1,17,31,0,1,9,1,4,16,9,7,1,5,39,14,52,8,50,21,7,92,0,4,4,0,19,35,0,4,40,237,69,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607422287765872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047913445707436685,0.0,0.11277852463218865,0.061000724517326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538117022709524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611451246746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351189731361071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805440068583176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527019472016193,0.3977297348834733,0.0,0.05901946268406276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541601408652085,0.06069176241260117,0.0,0.0,0.09051866897983647,0.0,0.0,0.1964323293736256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03464770049839799,0.0,0.19738082923272324,0.0,0.0,0.058286323251762924,0.0,0.0,0.10588266118957693,0.0,0.07160173173912772,0.1972028660385263,0.0,0.0574745261328214,0.16441426731160946,0.0,0.07548670924336652,0.0,0.060595384567554575,0.07294487678719266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593006973439928,0.0,0.13746994994382514,0.0,0.0,0.07906728397897521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765889745848276,0.05585605614413479,0.0,0.0,0.2233539811544744,0.0,0.0,0.03347727543707618,0.13735773183498162,0.0,0.0,0.0575427476388232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148035912920492,0.06947239462390893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565994493347553,0.0,0.0,0.10569958318349057,0.0,0.07287585616131978,0.12860991958185275,0.0,0.06575044996417892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930053427416048,0.10423090039612698,0.0,0.0,0.07608758890093767,0.0,0.06541373641591536,0.1900231454436621,0.0598323534217244,0.0,0.0752185731266038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888536191938753,0.0,0.0,0.06854235995002769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356893452569355,0.07762412609791712,0.0,0.0,0.10898577834286703,0.0,0.20804928162383626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056683609058239486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058060007294755564,0.10550596332045868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944641663704427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645828860412266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552417881438338,0.043907294699271605,0.0,0.05440025606254105,0.0,0.0,0.0649525656981098,0.0,0.0,0.04652317333597309,0.0,0.06693781175423788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040417122322535866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061611140352009285,0.12704452868665098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698316230977572,0.2433867657452288,0.14984007243923642,0.0,0.08825418228144216 lonely,quesvilla,2020/02/14,"I'm so damn tired of being alone So I'm 38 and had only two girlfriends in life I'm just tired of going to bed by myself every night. I wish I have someone laying next to me right now. I hope everyone has a good Valentine's day",0.20117647058823707,1.9356063725490245,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,83.31372549019608,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.4017168627450979,179,4,41,1,5,62,40,51,0.203,0.645,0.152,-0.431,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495733843844161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540642312932626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302854301212586,0.2302582106705745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369494281400572,0.20211512415521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393386721026387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702050128365577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256275496415989,0.22613505158621824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326937855641104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578800099648487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417402930323197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539216576014971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353937482167437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277104870343924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sidsteel,2020/02/14,"How to get through today 1) Delete all social media apps for the next 48 hours. There’s never anything great to find there anyway. 2) Go and get some exercise. And then some more. Use up all that extra emotional energy until you’re too tired to be upset. 3) Allow yourself the freedom to express your feelings without any guilt or shame. If you need to cry, go for it. If you’re mad, hit the punching bag or a pillow. But once you’ve got it out, leave it and move forward. Don’t dwell. 4) Remember that Valentine’s Day for many couples isn’t as rosy as it may appear. Many of them feel just as lonely as you, if not more. Some are stuck in relationships just because they’re scared of being alone. Others will be quarrelling over dumb shit. (In my experience, Valentine’s Day with my exes never lived up to the hype anyway) Just because you haven’t got anyone to spend the day with doesn’t mean you’re inadequate in any way. It just means you haven’t met anyone yet! Avoid spiralling down negative thought trains and take advantage of your freedom today! Love you all",2.8152870813397115,5.1123474066985635,3.503681818181821,88.55552272727274,77.32535885167465,5.902488038277513,22.89019138755981,6.961326702584282,0.7530533971291864,844,26,164,9,20,266,133,209,0.18899999999999997,0.7120000000000001,0.099,-0.9667,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,1,1,11,13,3,6,6,0,11,4,1,3,5,41,30,17,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,7,1,1,5,10,10,0,0,5,2,10,3,30,19,9,26,0,1,0,1,13,9,2,10,13,100,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807112314241224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813135889113648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864298296566,0.0,0.10970449330905796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625316286197784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750729485992858,0.14643707390179295,0.25792581333866205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995816089301586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304048071783262,0.0,0.0,0.13481319922909804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218448375127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930013229221053,0.0,0.1515286688414157,0.0,0.21324371753724355,0.14697705275896056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312855575656643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115825734986445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771702018413395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031936845128373,0.0,0.0,0.27031507553549183,0.0,0.290431901309104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168965684262388,0.0,0.09884922749466432,0.20563700853404973,0.0,0.14177892290602884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197302781622714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312729682801567,0.15101661331185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334686612064542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684294733970892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589489004984304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023410276405093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583491044394693,0.0,0.1532226394785409,0.252728552081118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513884512255285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058169339635262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850810004338553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nwozaku17,2020/02/14,"I’ve been through 17 ECT Procedures (Shock Therapy) and 33 TMS Sessions. I am 22 and ready to die. The conscious I’m left with is torturing me everyday. I’ve moved passed contemplating suicide, now I’m just waiting for the right day. I no longer wish to live anymore. Valentine’s Day is here. I wish I would’ve known what it’s like to have that special someone want to talk to me and hear from me. Ya know? To give a hug and have them hold you so long and actually really hug you back? I know I sound so stupid but I’ve been in isolation for quite some time now. I’ve lost about 70lbs and put 10lbs of muscle on, going to the gym helps. But I have a large plethora of trial and error of prescription psychiatric medication, in order for such medication to work, it’ll take 2-3 weeks just to get it at a therapeutic level. I can’t purchase a firearm because of my 3 psych ward visits, so I guess I’m confirmed to finding a barbaric way to take my own life. Thanks for reading!",2.882850000000001,4.381442185000001,4.271000000000001,86.70550000000001,74.65,7.800000000000002,27.0,8.472884824447931,1.7523999999999995,767,29,165,14,16,254,127,200,0.114,0.777,0.109,-0.6292,0,1,0,1,0,2,22.0,0,3,1,3,11,9,2,0,8,0,10,5,0,0,0,24,28,12,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,2,1,5,2,4,0,0,3,2,18,5,27,24,2,23,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,2,10,89,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.1514116578983768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387487277283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930679206110345,0.0,0.09458277154864188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012792575963206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610293287300834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418114434552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106356098917743,0.14884152631575634,0.08817976900745443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092383968914582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487414817082356,0.0,0.1039990212168856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705413685821608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857943361349476,0.0,0.10959256215724576,0.0758022772139722,0.0,0.13700720434555366,0.1373097948453754,0.0,0.0,0.1693730973267615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261037564081257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490821580705614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559764715624141,0.0,0.1650294483487803,0.1551998154568352,0.0,0.09939807736866947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250393695560167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146472377283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971748019996166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331875336814675,0.12470998450675212,0.0,0.14284848149202614,0.17743649793664582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047377698778067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915161066868309,0.12315706150294488,0.12445825028084545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568476888093069,0.0,0.0,0.1129567463736852,0.0,0.0,0.1102196689925329,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heyjudeheyjude,2020/02/14,Surrounded by people but I’m still lonely You talk with everyone but you never really “talk”. Everything just feels numb and everything that comes out from you is just an automatic response in order to blend in easier. That’s how I usually feel. I’m not really comfortable with what they’re saying but it’s easier to agree with them to avoid any conflict. It doesn’t really suck at the moment but it’s one of those things that kill you slowly inside. I think I might be at my limit.,2.5070526315789468,5.037401652631584,4.386578947368424,80.53355263157896,79.84210526315789,8.852631578947369,18.973684210526315,9.3871,1.9080315789473683,387,9,72,12,10,131,66,95,0.23800000000000002,0.667,0.095,-0.9529,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,1,4,6,2,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,22,11,6,1,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,3,9,1,14,9,0,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,1,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256464128944974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325632710657634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143745611017678,0.4032598470041405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268746375267549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820832327726536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379982551615278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303135761197408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520243179495405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555349692190179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311700913240501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784108945285739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791649643839979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606455767372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490471433694994,0.1437534299013327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470881252901585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InevitableUnoriginal,2020/02/14,"To all of us today that have nobody... Happy valentine's day. We are wonderful people, and if truly nobody loves us today then we'd better love ourselves twice as much. We've got this 🙂❤",1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.89473684210526,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.07686315789473674,147,3,27,1,4,50,33,38,0.0,0.57,0.43,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,3,5,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095806125334268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528259764656011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895264704370271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522588567281398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42774915934020463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174200136902641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642850859881069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44923949936512464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700912060661196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569837396768964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jeremy-M-donnelly,2020/02/14,To another year of lonliness Every year this holiday gets harder and harder for me because I want to join all the other couples and have that special someone to go out to dinner with and cuddle with while watching Netflix but it seems this year is just like the rest sadly sitting alone play some video game while eating some Doritos but while my valentines day is ruined and probably always will be I do hope that y'all find that someone to share a milkshake at a 90’s diner with but if you feel like me then raise your glasses with me for a toast to another year of loneliness may our hands be swift so we may crush our enemies in (insert video game here) and with that I say cheers my friends cheers,7.710838509316773,6.771694949275362,7.147846790890268,78.92934782608698,63.27536231884058,9.914699792960665,34.20703933747412,8.841846274778883,2.7470256728778475,565,20,107,7,7,176,91,138,0.122,0.6559999999999999,0.222,0.9315,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,3,3,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,0,9,5,1,0,1,27,15,14,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,12,3,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,14,9,18,10,4,14,0,2,1,1,11,3,0,7,11,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878485349289202,0.0,0.0,0.15970375150588187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40251727352713296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700066330965934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237037354740407,0.0,0.12378099984425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639552278664024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171195208610895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704716470663786,0.13711707664198075,0.0,0.0,0.17542341673323755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828707117976148,0.0,0.10027714615128523,0.0,0.10908002900992232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063291939746252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875376787802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693639205410574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263293998414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472872607105674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252486606470904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132071413277434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494394608629959 lonely,Royalpanther,2020/02/14,"The last person i regularly hung out with milled himself :/ Title says it ig. Its been years since I’ve loved someone and have them love me back. Its been years since I’ve cuddled with someone. I had a neuropsychological evaluation and the one thing he said to the court (it was for a custody thing) was that i was an incredibly lonely person. Idk what to do anymore. I wish i was dead but suicide is so unsuccessful with the means i had and ik that if I had someone who loved me who i could love back i’d be fine. Even drugs dont really help anymore. I cant cry anymore. Idk man rest in peace Tom; im sorry i never told you i cared about you. Fuck me amiright? Sorry for the rant.",0.32324603174603084,2.6965520071428597,2.2776190476190514,92.58626984126984,89.64285714285714,4.825396825396826,19.206349206349206,6.42735559955562,0.004230158730158973,531,16,117,6,18,176,86,140,0.22,0.609,0.171,-0.6301,0,2,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,8,0,16,7,0,0,1,13,26,6,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,11,2,18,6,10,13,1,8,0,1,0,6,18,2,1,1,6,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786808269146048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957399708828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976980892377452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016222267717474,0.0,0.13981042050603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917048346443024,0.0,0.14760367032370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406682898036905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766773430484273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853126843541694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748356983725676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374968108364142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594984330122978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386445562195059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981657030856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862478007662594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227088751017954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153842892694249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210718354672764,0.1012176702607405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057363403125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235302126416228,0.0,0.0,0.2849576870275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392229816037294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911752671542302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162090042328955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636500363986285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639274932402948 lonely,youraveragegirl29,2020/02/14,"[Advice] Losing friends easily? Hi everyone, I wanted some honest and direct advice. I’ve had trouble maintaining friendships my whole life. I’ve spent hours and hours thinking of all the things wrong with me that push people away. Wondering if I am too negative or dramatic or boring or just ugly? Middle school, high school, college - I lost any friends I made in those just after I left despite me putting a lot of effort into trying and maintaining them. I find I have a bunch of acquaintances but truly 0 close friends who actively support me. I’ve gotten so lonely it’s constantly worsening my mental health and exacerbating my depression and anxiety. I have panic attacks thinking of the people who have slowly cut me off from everything. . Does anyone have any advice on either how I can evaluate what about me has pushed so many people away and how I can make new friends as someone in their mid 20s?",6.1709437751004055,7.882111777108435,6.438734939759038,73.5387449799197,66.77108433734941,9.388755020080325,31.303212851405625,9.725611199111238,3.2837767068273083,729,29,116,16,12,234,112,166,0.209,0.645,0.147,-0.9012,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,10,16,2,1,4,0,9,2,0,4,1,29,19,16,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,10,0,0,5,0,20,6,16,14,6,20,0,4,0,0,9,12,0,7,5,81,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615658088022943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774461775844093,0.0,0.09435125188486712,0.0,0.0,0.08623898711145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031183537044725,0.2317553573079048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328176365942448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622860882964824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107931649370234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785227070053853,0.11084591475671553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272633130883185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811545305846038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109977454383015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031063337966173,0.0,0.0,0.2429210717550997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340042850023565,0.0,0.08711544830034611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798077701125022,0.1346351706101019,0.10485535597587914,0.0,0.1167029480801413,0.08232734460454674,0.12504274856699113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429308556052772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911810856322827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470753079208445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565157339787804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398615359470833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496440411328445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450169356127632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399595628917602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193856676485746,0.15805670269636335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373664816768207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727464209595402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376995818984673,0.0,0.0,0.1337519921692772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484791048811093,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bigfatfish1,2020/02/14,I have not had true friends I have never had true friend because I moved every two to three years so I didn’t have friends because I was the new kid I was also short so people never took me seriously.now I am 13 and I have finally stopped moving at least I hope so because I have friends I can talk to now about my problems,0.6210294117647059,2.940717573529412,2.127941176470589,94.94573529411768,86.5,4.576470588235295,23.20588235294117,5.985473137389443,0.3297294117647054,257,10,56,2,8,83,43,68,0.282,0.677,0.042,-0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,4,9,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,6,0,13,7,4,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469726162788712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361004747143215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484659751962754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013272350960378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679666377686204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253974776219492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906682560296871,0.0,0.0,0.2834922932602939,0.17750047864903204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741322068612526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758572067387122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365229926259846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771923860283948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041916447194085,0.0,0.0,0.1795310178952409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835136795830745 lonely,Axiom_117,2020/02/14,"20 years of being on this planet and I’ve never been able to find someone to call my own My life’s been full of trying to make other people happy just to try and fill the void in my heart. I thought that making others happy would have a similar effect to me but that’s never been the case. Even when it comes to telling a girl how I feel, I can never find the confidence to tell them how a feel without the fear of it ruining the relationship that I currently have with them. The one time I managed to work up the confidence to tell a girl that I liked for 4 years, I was shot down to the ground. Ever since then I find it impossible to feel anything for anyone now. It feels like I’ve just become numb and don’t want to contribute to anything anymore. I feel that I won’t be able to connect with anyone or have feelings again. It hurts deep down but I don’t know who to go to. I’m tired of wearing a fake smile on my face just to keep others happy.",5.187259158751697,4.40272219900498,6.036861148801449,84.32698778833111,68.30348258706468,8.901130710085935,27.72546359113523,8.00094639256281,1.4920407960199005,746,19,165,8,11,247,110,201,0.11800000000000001,0.764,0.11800000000000001,-0.2533,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,0,1,13,0,14,6,3,5,4,36,29,10,0,2,7,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,12,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,5,6,18,5,32,20,2,24,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,14,115,33,2,0.23307073377120846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557176996331815,0.16296847621731206,0.0,0.1917973549801669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870415700636695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189956390253197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003848998253734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697051075672065,0.10541291112369396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113468650683774,0.35354269796012583,0.08325288938794298,0.0,0.0,0.31953364235179066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622973455967263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721621950482033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380949708553561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247535204928258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035819885645966,0.0,0.0,0.064044789977194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231237599154083,0.11386658766311113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555765246161898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963777735898986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896738056068553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079095022737988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251153718915543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639925973102507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874003819061314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055711414867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925160641803714,0.06795270958359148,0.13394026119000085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823972906587755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873557871637323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233593510345737,0.0,0.08483913502224083,0.0,0.0,0.08278338107251483,0.0,0.0,0.15008991102448707 lonely,chivilo,2020/02/14,"reflecting on the lonely day Tomorrow is a hard day for some of us. It’s crazy, I remember thinking back to when I was younger (I’m 21) I used to think of Valentine’s Day as a waste of time. Now today, I see my friends or peers with someone, and I’m very happy for them. But I envy them. It’s been a long time since I’ve had any sort of actual connection with someone. My last relationship ended in a horrible way that left me unable to become vulnerable. I just feel empty inside and feel like “what’s the point”. And I know that by me thinking this way, it’s not helping me get out of this rut. And then I see people who have ventured out and met someone and I envy them. Valentine’s Day hit me different now that I’m an adult. Makes me feel like I’m losing time in finding someone.",1.5398181818181804,3.3183451636363657,3.5751515151515143,89.0227272727273,79.18181818181819,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.0345636363636364,612,21,133,9,15,208,96,165,0.153,0.773,0.07400000000000001,-0.8358,1,2,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,3,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,28,23,11,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,20,4,19,18,1,26,0,2,2,0,10,7,0,3,19,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.1288717309204319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980548240002845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154616240843152,0.0,0.0,0.14585014446742986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067168349044225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797482886318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169661629211881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032085510003533,0.18868770406478408,0.0,0.0,0.12070065433578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020294032247252,0.0,0.06899601763994216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058056651169662,0.1183000234637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851718595701638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257684668334259,0.10764671025162753,0.0,0.0,0.14348382224265974,0.0,0.0,0.12903591186923707,0.0,0.0,0.11686914455378028,0.0,0.14774161349570386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815122649802767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155393296069968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483959946020373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417832608512923,0.14959849275852807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046980488014927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924158384121004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475768046593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25385658190199417,0.0,0.0,0.2310161398103831,0.0,0.12517765310464765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158852192053028,0.11405763452476565,0.0,0.10896351713643376,0.0,0.2096465214271819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaliSports93,2020/02/14,"It’s not even about tomorrow Honestly, tomorrow’s significance hadn’t even crossed my mind. It was just that wave that came over me again tonight, the knowing that this is just how it is. Convincing myself that happiness, it just isn’t for everyone. Would be nice to be happy and not alone, or even one of those for a little while, but it just might not be meant to be. Friends wise, it’s just not the same. I’m moving to a new, bigger city soon (Indy) but I feel like that won’t change anything. I really only have one good friend in my life, person I haven’t even seen in two years. The others, who knows why, but we don’t talk anymore. I can’t even make friends through work. I work remotely, rather than in an office, so there are no work parties or being around people, it’s all working from my apartment. I realize I’m rambling, I’m sure some have it far worse than me. Wish I didn’t feel alone. Wish I didn’t feel like I’m never going to experience real happiness. Oh, and thinking about Valentine’s Day now, that is hitting me now. But, who am I kidding, I feel like this on non-holidays, too. Well, at least I wrote it out this time rather than keeping it inside and mentally hurting myself more...will probably do that tomorrow though. Was nice to have a place to just let it out",2.228858974358978,4.241177680769233,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,77.96153846153845,6.7948717948717965,23.525641025641022,7.793537801064563,1.0818333333333334,1007,33,214,16,24,324,145,260,0.038,0.706,0.255,0.9954,0,2,0,0,0,1,42.0,1,0,0,4,26,18,0,0,7,0,27,1,0,2,3,50,48,13,0,5,18,0,4,3,3,3,1,0,0,2,25,8,0,1,9,0,0,4,14,1,1,3,9,5,20,17,25,29,4,32,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,4,17,150,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723468008825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400635294279266,0.0,0.0,0.08630197236700952,0.0933596685863955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994736993725225,0.0,0.0,0.11094227998300207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763474537845501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463398592273608,0.0,0.0,0.10021114402101017,0.0,0.10258642764908417,0.0,0.0,0.21210881420874556,0.22476499407955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430750676140752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960203906288791,0.08796293411885997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349194411613955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226927377984262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321640453014693,0.0,0.0,0.11527148944122348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724028110196858,0.07407526969305105,0.15370771567277844,0.10511081977600473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700038899377428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568784312668207,0.1112542332549378,0.10589236060474404,0.0,0.0,0.11146395631284096,0.0,0.0,0.08088492500550458,0.1012875005444036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421300245928444,0.07976103886012065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270609497976417,0.09157151378767063,0.10957050874536886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307139386275712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936902716911177,0.06718466329394182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884205285872072,0.0,0.0,0.08429336401953179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719871795104444,0.10303770237273124,0.0,0.06115259373991845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244619175792126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429389060550723,0.0,0.09463204109426786,0.0,0.24119874804974345,0.0,0.0,0.3053966906723,0.0,0.10687507797394938,0.07449914068425571,0.0,0.0,0.06753510941348298 lonely,abcm4,2020/02/14,"We can get through tomorrow Reading posts on this subreddit and trying not to cry too loud because it’s late. My heart aches at how many of us feel shitty because of tomorrow or any day just because we’re alone. It’s awful that we’re all going through the same thing but at least posting here makes us feel somewhat together? Easier said than done but please be kind to yourself. You’re a wonderful person and you deserve happiness and love just as much as everyone else. I’m here for you. 💕",4.678468335787926,6.007754608247424,5.142120765832106,82.87721649484537,69.9278350515464,8.841826215022092,31.382916053019148,9.23628265651192,2.748821502209131,395,17,76,8,7,126,74,97,0.064,0.6859999999999999,0.25,0.9778,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,2,1,18,12,9,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,3,13,9,5,10,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,3,4,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778584201289216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678093050064507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140513891975576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863514701485468,0.1107503549060121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573736924123778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345671042848634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409346562572796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366167582110115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972079349165453,0.0,0.0975969812912101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280765192502946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203498509794526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788282883814108,0.0,0.0,0.19371666675951274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549912269604868,0.0,0.11462977515512494,0.1741052407540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262398411109508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499462679206876,0.0,0.18850577778808195,0.0,0.0,0.3289359127714414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717744745312218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335265568950594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140884542056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659204117188406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131352853801699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623169327955624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,existentialcryptid,2020/02/14,"Single for the 1st time in 4.5 years...right before Valentine's day. Friends, this has been one hell of a week. My boyfriend of nearly 5 years called and broke up with me a few nights ago. He was the love of my life, my high school sweetheart, my best friend, and my first boyfriend. When he told me that he no longer feels the same way about me that he used to, it just about destroyed me. Tomorrow will be the first Valentine's day in years that I'll be completely alone. I'm heartbroken, angry, lonely humiliated... but also somewhat, strangely, relieved. I'll probably be a bit of a wreck tomorrow, but I'm going to do my best to take care of myself. I'll likely spend the evening watching horror movies with my puppy while eating way too many sweets. I'll wear soft, cozy clothes without worrying if I look ok. I won't bake any cute heart-shaped cookies or text him lame (read: hilarious) Valentine's puns throughout the day. This may sound cliche, but if anyone else is feeling down, please know that you're not alone. Let's get through this dumb holiday together!",4.281917475728154,5.962875189320389,4.038046116504855,89.04357402912622,71.37864077669903,7.0917475728155335,26.95266990291262,7.645422480735847,1.3443504854368928,843,29,170,10,16,255,140,206,0.179,0.643,0.177,0.2773,0,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,7,18,3,0,10,1,12,5,1,1,0,20,25,11,0,2,9,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,8,4,2,0,3,2,1,1,4,6,0,3,3,7,15,12,20,15,7,24,1,3,2,1,11,6,2,5,16,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175417498250216,0.0,0.0,0.2845102974132801,0.0,0.10984026748724088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340400427726316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960396444149975,0.14073325648178225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687635330741047,0.0,0.2882846972591636,0.0,0.14995270463001698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025165018648045,0.0,0.1400394194925271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401085743593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657418444690101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054528707002728,0.11473989063985428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071963676777534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889849859606332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336629176510289,0.0,0.0,0.21223547962826425,0.0,0.07176070051101067,0.0,0.07806025195116771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276266679652449,0.0,0.14511982703485962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548501402002443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404516270542524,0.09701571131633847,0.06710320206548412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534100585541406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396545535210995,0.0,0.0,0.1392532717659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288954568233594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930732044069561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077114387874796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480885827426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738907272836162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729777498511612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900745906103518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032715376659142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009099939967959,0.0,0.0,0.1312456297399665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186279445117969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804709535296296,0.11017541193040534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240233341785648,0.0,0.0,0.1394875250746687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690024500013213 lonely,dstnblsn,2020/02/14,"I’m not racing out to go find plans for Valentine’s day My personality is usually to the contrary. I sometimes consider myself a shy extrovert. I get my energy from others, but sometimes just don’t have it in me to engage with others like how I would wish to. That said, I find it difficult to bench myself, but honestly, so many of my vices are deeply routed in this inability it sit out. Rather than drag myself in to a scenario that doesn’t really mean anything to me, I’m going to swallow my pride and just let the day pass. Encourage other to take control of their narrative as well. Honestly, if you’re worried what people think of you, they wouldn’t give a shit if you had the date of your dreams, why let outside perspective compound what you perceive to be an issue",6.1023391812865535,6.276187421052632,6.911140350877194,75.59409356725148,66.23684210526315,10.176608187134505,32.02046783625731,9.994966539143718,3.0923090643274853,616,23,115,13,9,205,102,152,0.109,0.7,0.191,0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,3,6,9,1,0,7,0,11,2,1,2,0,22,22,8,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,4,1,1,5,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,2,1,19,7,24,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,2,5,84,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469841410704371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033084060697787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038256677828006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265000046119359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331846708542373,0.17134286854602293,0.20302095716769733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642665878443695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652899273006795,0.0,0.08726180080019713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108660820319394,0.0,0.1945630587486972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382848998792312,0.15595889562479587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442473163152744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990286008444225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334475161021907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35330771756420754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342955339052052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444866864763045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671813742118846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059547816474196,0.0,0.16117139500395003,0.0,0.20539733818939124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139123398761206,0.0,0.12688229369073944,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gold38763394,2020/02/14,"I feel boring I’m a new college student living in LA. I’ve gotten close with my roommates and they’re so great. I don’t smoke or drink and they do endlessly. I want to make connections without seeing someone at a club every time. I go clubbing but only to not feel left out I’m just hoping I’ll make at least a couple of friends who are willing to be an actual friend and have a good conversation over some coffee or something. It’s hard to have a connection with someone who has to the need to smoke weed every 5 minutes",3.4622222222222203,4.6558605925925916,4.862037037037037,84.2491666666667,72.7037037037037,7.251851851851853,27.38888888888889,7.645422480735847,1.566366666666667,416,15,83,5,8,139,77,108,0.031,0.779,0.19,0.9585,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,0,21,20,7,0,3,6,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,5,15,17,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,2,50,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.19541770601635888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157575562493734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617136645303915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33744299996783833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250752015870227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094294114308784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380819955128367,0.1679624274054254,0.0,0.22077926081905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938704665369215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889607225770614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757509729136496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682676454736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673404064916132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484848074522013,0.0,0.193405263565654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152301169049475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957544048501865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393468521295012,0.15416427848486636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167689344333986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811420521061858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303641489783324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,invisiblemandude,2020/02/14,"Life is passing me by and I'm wasting the years away I'm 24 going on 25 this year. I feel I haven't done anything with my life. All I do is work, come home and browse reddit, watch some videos or movies, go to the gym, and then sleep and repeat the cycle. The weekends are somehow worse and remind me more of how alone I am. The days and weeks seem to blend together and the months are going by so fast while I do nothing about it. The next time I blink I'm going to be in my 30s in this same exact spot. I always thought I would make some lifelong friends in college and everything would work out just dandy. Turns out I'm not good at making, er.. keeping friends. Now that I'm working a boring, dead end job I have fewer options to date and make friends. I can only bring myself to turn to online mediums of talking to people, but I give up way too easily, and I hate to say it but I'm picky. I want to be around someone I can be comfortable with and can REALLY relate to, but out of the hundreds or thousands of profiles and posts I've lurked through it feels like there is nobody. Even though many people are really nice and maybe some can relate in some ways, it's feels so pointless because no one understands. I go back to feeling stranded and trapped in this room.",3.0687931034482787,4.3700235708812265,3.786090038314178,91.16166379310349,73.82758620689657,6.292796934865901,24.92739463601533,6.508806274219699,0.6978029118773947,996,31,213,7,20,316,156,261,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.091,-0.0235,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,1,0,9,0,21,3,1,4,2,52,50,25,1,3,7,0,4,1,3,2,2,1,2,0,8,21,0,1,7,3,0,8,3,2,1,2,2,6,20,7,34,43,7,41,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,9,17,135,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055535196223476,0.0,0.0,0.0968541698936298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578732686248104,0.10362072668082456,0.0,0.0,0.10936168278560823,0.08950445690448852,0.0,0.07095639278983229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026834011996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506840556639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911766891012407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309589885194527,0.0,0.0,0.07688113815113361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461286339628467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542145978569815,0.08315622213740638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697911799124725,0.0,0.0,0.11166153869013598,0.3307641668436317,0.09763084308658296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149209553647146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167587452662932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550909319148643,0.10346171663033384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644336015946511,0.0568671869970763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330938205651604,0.1180113854736546,0.1169394998982847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929094129189019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379277840836606,0.0,0.0,0.11168899154540723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887568933390651,0.08852748657579919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139428320605795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147907619002784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913771091383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256599523301916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596623786611772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164841171499252,0.0,0.0986253883798986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935579545892686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436246247494472,0.092408641199373,0.06787380779831713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532196681896876,0.0,0.12117656172242812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865576791992636,0.18478589044835345,0.09336910251484093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542218778130453,0.0,0.11862159979158506,0.16537451796234154,0.0,0.0,0.14991563744505115 lonely,becsk8m8,2020/02/14,"Lonely. I’m constantly feeling lonely and especially right now I’m feeling a lot of pain in my heart. I know nobody will read this and nobody really cares. But if you’re feeling lonely too, just know I’m lonely with you.",1.076666666666668,3.6839709090909127,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,89.9090909090909,5.660606060606061,18.696969696969692,7.1686216300943375,0.7661333333333329,176,5,32,3,6,60,30,44,0.266,0.579,0.156,-0.7584,0,8,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,10,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,9,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058040812305971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412356176272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549689783926713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35542483651190115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296732511848797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499431066687633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191523617756735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000165189849441,0.0,0.19214626691510686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561431519760826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressedpineapple2,2020/02/14,"Do lonely teens wanna unite and join a discord server Already posted this on r/lonely_meetup but I kinda wanna get more people [link to join](https://discord.gg/AdSQZDp)",6.541666666666668,10.521783814814821,4.961018518518519,71.51708333333335,81.22222222222223,5.662962962962964,25.26851851851852,7.1686216300943375,2.272118518518518,141,5,15,2,4,41,26,27,0.14300000000000002,0.794,0.063,-0.25,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492902735735201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30740346660893153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079075479496674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635039322713951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,allfiction299,2020/02/14,"Is it bad that I accept my loneliness ? I’m not a social person at all. I have no friends nor do I know how to begin to make any. I stay at home 99% of the year and I only leave to get groceries or go to the doctor or something. I’m not at all close to any of my family members and I spend my days working at home, playing video games, watching tv, ect. I’ve come to the realization that having friends or getting a girlfriend is all but impossible for me, and I’m most likely gunna do this same routine until I die. I feel like I’m an abnormal person, most 20yr old guys are in college having fun and meeting their future wives while I sit at home depressed until I go to sleep. Anyone else don’t see themselves changing and feel stuck in a bad cycle ? Sorry if this chunk of text is hard to read, I don’t know anything about writing a proper essay.",3.0202346805736617,4.050645564971757,4.653333333333336,85.95097783572363,73.57627118644069,6.576097348978705,26.04476314645806,6.67199483983844,1.0291759235115163,663,22,137,5,13,224,109,177,0.151,0.767,0.083,-0.9064,0,0,1,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,0,8,0,11,2,1,2,3,28,28,15,1,1,7,1,3,2,3,0,1,0,3,3,5,7,0,0,5,5,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,5,16,7,22,27,6,21,0,1,2,0,12,8,0,6,10,84,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883360541510955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222210979913768,0.149792832783796,0.12030504754688305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441314464887571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465366436302652,0.12593302079405072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428291191276177,0.0,0.12591651269697707,0.0,0.1517260917825597,0.0,0.0,0.14963555735280967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212616748814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781851136131654,0.0,0.1478399640159947,0.10444088571781993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589794697787505,0.0,0.15276046161108142,0.0,0.16617062036215838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475485457714968,0.0,0.0,0.1309609366676043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399329283176109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068858726718527,0.0,0.0,0.15479813405882112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284582020673275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758550212053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153405809155815,0.0,0.0,0.11118697880563982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553015885504149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462333702210913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649753727986613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629938752020286,0.1490261767379672,0.0,0.11254713585891993,0.0,0.16365199910502487,0.0,0.15582314772989467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643083345693208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414401926437167 lonely,AlClemist,2020/02/14,When no one at work gave you a Valentine’s Day gift but some other coworkers got theirs. It sucks none of us got anything but some did I guess they are more recognized and special. Even though you worked hard enough. Ugh I hate Valentine’s Day I never get gifts.,1.2148626373626392,3.8487709807692334,1.3763736263736277,98.42576923076923,89.19230769230771,4.509890109890111,18.96703296703297,6.1826913282559595,-0.15909670329670345,209,6,44,2,7,62,43,52,0.253,0.649,0.098,-0.8521,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,2,2,3,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,8,1,2,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,3,4,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107035583485016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33025621844728537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645633567975505,0.0,0.16911558041058178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377316036499276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095658138083771,0.0,0.2820628891443477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293663975301085,0.2527918360110243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747800714142655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350299830065208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515633181784326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079911057002587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728082201810053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NewAddendum4,2020/02/14,"You ever make a funny snap, and when you get to share it you just stop, and then close the app? Cause same. It sucks not having someone to share funny moments with. Not even a relationship, just a friend that would care enough. I'm usually the guy who is okay with being alone. But we all need a little friendship sometimes :/",2.05952380952381,4.6177863809523805,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,82.01587301587301,4.8698412698412685,18.52380952380953,6.1826913282559595,-0.16781904761904753,254,6,51,2,7,78,49,63,0.115,0.611,0.27399999999999997,0.9056,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,2,2,19,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100712919884984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667859926083065,0.26880312820326285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703709931077886,0.0,0.17282796823823948,0.23669193664530044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216255288871712,0.0,0.13670971920244934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590905436357752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622581394799438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466413039642473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402207179282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093142824183515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170880791199396,0.0,0.25879442927436186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876454714442195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818820292302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185880065157362,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pikachubuns,2020/02/14,"How do you explain your social isolation to others? I don’t know what answer I’m expecting from this but I kind of mean literally. Tomorrow’s of course Valentine’s Day and I know coworkers are going to be asking and I don’t know what to say. Should I open up a can of worms about why I feel undateable, change the subject, ask them instead, or joke off my crippling addiction to avoid human contact yet crave it at the same time lmao? I have absolutely no clue",1.9588043478260888,4.438679880434783,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,81.71739130434783,7.1582608695652175,24.417391304347824,8.238735603445708,1.7604139130434782,367,14,72,8,10,122,71,92,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.386,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,18,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,12,16,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851779126994305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891133105823909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27673355136500544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870757737370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322706398336134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486708578640699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27241165343729845,0.4312984461256468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849543934415913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803139063791434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666638602124588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253854926563495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604941965270795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asdf773,2020/02/14,"I think it's time for me to go I've been in this subreddit but, now I'm not lonely anymore, my apologies.",-1.337500000000002,0.5902769166666673,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,92.33333333333334,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.1651000000000007,82,3,20,1,3,29,22,24,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.395,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914571430294809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39624748376499896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44675187827449897,0.0,0.0,0.4065559127864479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sifjkdbdodb,2020/02/14,"How can I find friends that care about my birthday and want to celebrate with me? In three months it will be my 22nd! All the friends I’ve ever had didn’t remember. How can I find people that will care?",1.650714285714287,3.6407957380952425,2.2716666666666683,97.47750000000002,79.71428571428572,6.104761904761905,22.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.4653619047619046,159,5,37,2,4,49,32,42,0.0,0.637,0.363,0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,10,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559246416788091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660755008414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983539357740413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212632892632389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760899431051225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890058636286525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883427294715554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608030030682889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beauxdangle,2020/02/14,"Huh... Last night my(29m) gf(24) got into a huge blowout. She then packed her stuff and ran away to this other guys house. I looked at my phone to reach out, realizing that I had nobody to reach out to. I lost alot of friends along my path. Just kind of sucks I look at it from two angles. 1: I became completely codependent. I was waiting for HER to MAKE ME Happy. It became her job, day in and day out. I dont know what to do when shes not around. 2: I'm extremely insecure. To the point that I masked my personality to the flavour of the week. Sucks to be alone.",-0.5390254237288126,1.6637663474576283,1.3862500000000004,98.25954449152545,93.15254237288136,4.983898305084747,15.84957627118644,6.6274283507984215,-0.4408830508474577,431,10,104,6,16,141,82,118,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.095,-0.3369,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,17,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,3,17,3,24,11,1,19,0,1,2,0,9,11,2,1,7,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092239094082404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983385373613564,0.0,0.0,0.18979728763129955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118061445502785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605625553739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367570133083001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607426925028314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615677602400257,0.0,0.0,0.20002402368687666,0.0,0.21504594259732787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309517214586145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046612328994076,0.0,0.0,0.2103648147825805,0.1110207249340014,0.1646670578158229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392790542845506,0.0,0.2205203840671089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348448371190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957494070852932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638942453666953,0.0,0.0,0.19096700209384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125585232300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733674876286766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620421518259376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,liam-lucid,2020/02/14,"Need convo Just here looking for convo is all,",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.109088888888889,37,1,6,0,1,12,8,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7496017300061729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6618891496102292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MaybeItsTheDEVil,2020/02/14,"Lonely birthdays I like to be left alone on my birthday I do not want to go out for a family dinner and I don't want presents especially birthday cards that say they love and they are here for me. I usually lock my room and sit in there the whole day by doing so I don't have to fake being happy nor do I have to super psyched about being born. I just want to be left alone with my books. This makes me wonder if I am meant to alone forever for I'm not a people person and I'm socially awkward.",1.5936967808930405,3.03187514018692,3.6036760124610616,90.40142263759087,77.97196261682242,6.6247144340602295,21.234683281412245,7.3871296695380915,0.5398315680166146,388,10,88,5,9,132,68,107,0.124,0.723,0.152,0.8437,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,13,2,0,1,0,16,23,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,15,4,15,18,1,12,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,5,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838920900795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119425506394735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715629990206208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680050148928344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004664737955274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083559812722705,0.0,0.0,0.0918092813307044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696070979534504,0.0,0.125439509605752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302815730343244,0.16408639282184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494432544806872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156298960619408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696972393117588,0.0,0.33252409929790283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980839488058595,0.0,0.0,0.20379358021441535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lalba07,2020/02/14,26yr old female & feel so alone in the world.... I never felt so lonely ever before than I do now. The friends I had stopped talking to me over a silly argument. I wish I could make new friends and also find that special guy to spend the rest of my life with it. But it’s so hard to trust people these days and you never know what’s genuine or not. I’ve been trying to be more social by joining a new church and went to my first fitness class (usually just workout on my own) but girls where I live all care about social media like who’s posting what or how many likes there photo got. I don’t care about things like that. It’s like young people these days don’t know how to have meaningful relationships.,2.239819628647215,4.133281289655174,3.082758620689656,92.82694960212204,77.48275862068967,5.564986737400532,20.809018567639253,6.297961479604792,0.09233687002652546,557,14,119,4,13,176,99,145,0.055,0.7040000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.982,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,4,26,18,13,0,2,6,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,1,6,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,5,3,12,11,15,11,4,21,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,17,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072628899799748,0.0,0.11638113665074284,0.0,0.15768284344978964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383621377369895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967572310099057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619470998665984,0.0,0.0,0.187710989314921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316411761999015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358487700136569,0.0,0.13973264057537346,0.0,0.13301275294848136,0.12378864587394844,0.0,0.0,0.22487387295940586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639448374506925,0.0,0.0,0.14409863043875915,0.0,0.0,0.1303672451601343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996012997270195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279289202648156,0.28439650077118306,0.0,0.1285065928373449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714311307433736,0.14754565353123636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448505141091255,0.2811096105417157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271036722931491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017858268188826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937852763526898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624589569645442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967011784191368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167048318205692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697235395987322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966843701156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880603729529128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028190287096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490875126815322,0.0,0.0,0.16735353761071536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rennaken,2020/02/14,"It's 2am here So it's 2am in the UK And i just want to ask you all, will you be my valentine? Screw the social pressures of life Screw the big corporations making money over pricing tat. I love you all Let's be lonely together 💚",-1.1636134453781537,0.8906120784313742,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,94.88235294117644,4.4829131652661065,17.089635854341733,6.1826913282559595,-0.3193775910364147,180,5,42,2,7,63,38,51,0.152,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,0,4,4,0,1,2,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,4,2,3,0,1,0,3,6,3,2,0,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153651130448532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454331871904009,0.3138256967961305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010025270821649,0.0,0.2965769767587179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529129019622824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620625467981623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,callipygianboy,2020/02/14,"I just want tomorrow to be over I don’t have the heart to see the giant teddy bears or shiny red and pink balloons. I don’t want to look at the guy (that thought it’d be okay to play with my feelings) being happy playing with someone else’s. Fuck that guy. And then? I’ll laugh and I’ll laugh and no one will suspect anything different from the “normal me,” but every little thing is different. This year, I just know things will feel off. Last year was fine and was actually kind of exciting...buuuuuuut..right now I’m only feeling dread. Maybe I’m just overreacting or being the CEO OF EDGE but I really don’t feel mentally prepared for V-Day 2020. I’ll try my very best to maintain positive energy and get through the day 🌱(plants are pretty positive...I guess?) Well...here’s a toast to all of my friends that can’t wait for February 15th (cheap candy!!!) 🌱",1.2177167630057788,3.6523412196531813,3.1303208092485555,88.02634826589596,84.78034682080927,6.465780346820811,21.94479768786127,7.734863291789972,1.1034187283236996,673,23,140,13,20,225,114,173,0.052000000000000005,0.7070000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,1,1,7,1,16,2,1,0,1,28,32,11,0,3,7,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,7,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,9,9,10,18,22,2,12,0,0,5,1,3,5,1,3,7,75,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.14993087910666372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643296797218878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123613341613555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817071062700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32104305945608563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283468494252328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944867347212805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107408345133575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870220110301948,0.14203808506168736,0.08027077393724462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925223526764396,0.3042563261602033,0.0,0.16355307538644834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206462783682326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999284615760592,0.0844367523296601,0.1252374418011948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398805549605546,0.0,0.0,0.12901925065926242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435244441626386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483339857240078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053498270187654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411071934030804,0.11685045654281118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630753361504274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842598204293593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120807227526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243151638341873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017902241057927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414372543959844,0.0,0.0,0.12197332523839458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431175445032988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676943033306765,0.18124219123450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814118175885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787877591398392 lonely,Jaydawg67,2020/02/14,"Lets just be lonely together then? Look we all know what day it is tomorrow, but that does not mean we have to be super lonely all by ourselves. If you need someone to talk to whenever I have a bunch of free time as of right now, and I'm willing to lend a listening ear. We can talk about anything honestly, and I don't care about what race, gender, or religion you are. So do not be shy send me a message on this post or just pm me at anytime. I'm also a 21 year old male, if that matters (it probably does, since its the internet lol).",2.8469247787610636,3.5945962035398225,4.642643805309736,86.93529314159296,73.69026548672565,8.481858407079647,27.39933628318584,8.841846274778883,1.8870539823008847,413,15,93,8,8,141,81,113,0.069,0.79,0.14,0.8631,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,1,12,1,1,0,2,20,20,11,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,9,5,12,15,3,12,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,4,7,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706373223725445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924941632043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384944708337825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085742953590747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094055436742328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855493503061155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391964819151167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643177797085265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480472186699665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344685487383055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454570565929855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240282946490737,0.0,0.2522026177038204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997642583526146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349896496083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981975301821501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760280356425169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363991695309382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063519427086866 lonely,chapstickwh0re,2020/02/14,"i’m so tired of being alone (i’m a girl) i just spent the past 6 hours crying over the fact that it’s valentine’s day tomorrow and i’m so fucking lonely. i’ve never had a valentine’s and i’m just so sick of it. i need someone. i spend all my days daydreaming about someone who will call me just because they’re thinking about me. or just a “good morning beautiful” text. I want to be with someone, i don’t know what to do. I even got stood up a couple days ago by my co worker and i had to see him again today. i’m scared that i’ll never get married or have a family like i’ve always wanted, ive never had a family and i promised myself that i’d have the biggest most loving family. i’m just so angry and confused and bitter. everyone tells me that they don’t understand how i’m single, i get hit on any time i leave the house, but no one gets me. They just think i’m a pretty face, no one wants to get to know the real me. whenever i hang out with someone i always hear them say “man, i forget how much i’ve missed you” and it’s like !!!! yeah please hang out with me i have so much love to give :( i hate how big and sensitive my heart is, and i’m so fucking tired of being alone.",0.15397386397386015,1.95608666795367,2.600791505791509,94.15878749628752,83.86486486486487,5.5290169290169295,18.45574695574696,6.67199483983844,-0.06248096228096189,913,22,214,10,26,314,132,259,0.17800000000000002,0.705,0.11699999999999999,-0.9201,0,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,1,19,14,4,2,12,1,15,9,2,3,5,44,50,21,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,9,14,0,0,5,0,2,2,7,8,0,2,6,4,31,6,20,39,5,22,0,2,1,4,15,7,2,4,15,127,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394384745620046,0.0,0.0,0.2195242338404626,0.0,0.0,0.17636576969899748,0.0,0.0,0.07206924551772094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460371733703871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821624500755443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172635709517822,0.11641277959683538,0.20504275359028826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999802445393445,0.0,0.0,0.1012673234519994,0.0,0.0,0.299722256047692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595146012306,0.22147827959494026,0.10166456043394094,0.0,0.08889002304308505,0.08476095987386773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463216384850292,0.0,0.0,0.11944585523351088,0.12558543592689578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436780980333556,0.12228535262044865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648639799572305,0.0,0.0,0.11221628965465102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355181626532974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130008197436704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558132832841735,0.07858196716885436,0.2452122448938163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362800977171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116879474408587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633294171125977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078185805828057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062712188926365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427862742076375,0.10610330721666657,0.0,0.08445141452728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591821096104901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263017755725438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581392314773613,0.0,0.0,0.061797113990542475,0.24361417342746225,0.10045554874641036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032771021178166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752719733345125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,m1n1on1,2020/02/14,"Would love to chat (kik only) My best time is east coast evenings. Everyone is welcome. Kik only",0.4450000000000003,2.1236240555555557,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,114.0,4.022222222222221,21.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,0.570733333333334,75,3,14,1,4,23,15,18,0.0,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140653142547003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606024895837729,0.0,0.0,0.3770180203077557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561048901666377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001597778871366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300705181419213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802833837474031,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dr-Emil-Shuffhausen,2020/02/14,"We’re all lonely Guys, gals. Lonely is the human condition. It affects all of us. You must take a risk, however scary it may be. Get out there, tell people who you are and what you want and if that doesn’t work, do it again as many times as it takes. Be yourself, put aside your fears. Smile, stay positive and be persistent. People gravitate to a confident vibe. I know, it’s not easy. But if you set about waiting for things to come your way well, we all know how that works out. Be brave. Go get what you want. Love ❤️",-0.5227920560747671,1.7007293551401899,1.0237324766355158,99.63410338785047,96.57009345794391,4.917990654205608,15.098714953271024,6.6274283507984215,-0.42301822429906544,399,9,93,6,16,127,78,107,0.126,0.6990000000000001,0.175,0.7264,1,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,7,0,3,5,7,0,2,3,0,10,1,0,2,4,23,22,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,10,3,9,16,3,10,0,2,0,1,14,2,0,3,2,57,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480439880718236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414134690060127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417317627687075,0.0,0.12192616917236672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242509475175736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358075553007819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936277773001056,0.0,0.0,0.2175065740468861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974655154670597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156686717677845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286676119963792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322609847070993,0.0,0.1875145604352492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425286723427071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509809407351238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580612741803791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530786467574354,0.17028927252361276,0.0,0.0,0.19289428748833576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123705929951753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fakeos,2020/02/14,"Have you ever been so lonely that your chest hurt? Like someone was pinching your heart. I have this from time to time. Loneliness is a thing I mastered long ago. I do have friends and family but there's nobody who would understand me. I feel alone even when I'm surrounded by friends and family. Plus my they can't keep secrets so I can't really trust them. Do you guys also try to find a ""solution"" to your loneliness? I always conclude that I just need to be patient. But now I'm tired of waiting.",1.2940666666666694,3.8153353400000007,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.6,6.533333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2661333333333338,394,14,80,8,12,128,71,100,0.19899999999999998,0.725,0.076,-0.9178,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,2,2,9,6,0,0,2,0,12,3,2,1,1,16,19,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,16,4,8,15,0,8,0,2,0,0,12,1,0,0,8,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219795964156515,0.0,0.0,0.21287646067645832,0.0,0.16436949801134249,0.1710249487320239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357565990725823,0.18592183125462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875278334859666,0.0,0.1039267156346652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878589611722017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175979087154587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351596685655526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435647549696636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003379603348894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269254490398373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041599397724084,0.0,0.0,0.18189558465755312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240459562251776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167357374010216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741525636931559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655100679373586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970293714154084,0.2362368933151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954751790623068,0.0,0.0,0.2139733919444211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600903857394398,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JxmyDodger,2020/02/14,"Valentine’s Day Sucks. Usually I don't care about Valentine's Day since for me it's just another day. But this year things feel different. We're not even an hour into this year's Valentine's Day and I can already feel how cripplingly alone I am. This is not a new feeling by any means, but it's like it's been highlighted or amplified specifically to make me miserable. What the fuck is wrong with me? Today is the day a lot of my friends have been looking forward to because they get to surprise their girlfriends and have a really sweet, romantic day, and I should be happy for them. So why do I feel nothing but empty? I didn't think I was the jealous type but I'd be lying if I didn't say I longed to have somebody special like they do, and have a special occasion to let them know just how much they mean to me. I hate myself for feeling this way. I can't even be around people because it's too much energy to even fake a smile or pretend to be happy. How can I be so selfish? How can I make a day all about sharing love and happiness about me? I fucking hate it.",3.3927702702702685,4.394321734234237,4.597826576576576,86.81133445945947,72.64864864864866,7.892342342342343,28.739864864864863,8.278499904357787,1.8546297297297296,843,33,180,13,16,278,117,222,0.18899999999999997,0.581,0.23,0.9339,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,0,16,23,6,1,10,0,27,3,0,6,1,37,47,18,0,2,11,0,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,5,8,27,13,19,35,4,18,0,1,1,3,11,3,3,4,17,124,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323500537424093,0.12065060860715154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434952634384215,0.11464416133872968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973286822327188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329557565242528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147128636829236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935707804400694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422869627998407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663831468341216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640778520139925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446965151985862,0.20215139123319206,0.05712147069474961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491579217870889,0.0,0.21588547976555766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767002163931616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060086021813234684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179940331795388,0.0,0.10682820995369986,0.0,0.0,0.09675540189271152,0.09181136525920718,0.0,0.0,0.09295017814101256,0.09867642142052872,0.0,0.14595995170012088,0.0,0.0,0.2381892546181893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607432369665737,0.0,0.0,0.10559355130432777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490702695513326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579706014186216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004089499950455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694521476712534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044058111581968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263533947817391,0.07005554716436058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363397610524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204137795313756,0.0,0.0,0.08678267267867931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865514730457964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953740641247332,0.0,0.14081247937537392 lonely,ashsighs,2020/02/14,When have I felt happy? I don’t know when I haven’t felt alone. I love a little too much. I know. I shouldn’t put so much happiness on a person but I just want to feel loved. I just want to feel like I matter to someone. I hate how I’m surrounded by people and I still feel like an outsider. I guess there’s a lot I could say but I’d just end up crying. I’m tired of feeling like a burden to myself and to everyone. Sorry.,-1.6629959514170058,0.2656900526315802,1.2957894736842128,98.78821862348178,95.84210526315788,4.186234817813766,13.623481781376519,5.8734145424116955,-0.9766275303643728,325,6,80,3,13,113,56,95,0.19399999999999998,0.529,0.27699999999999997,0.664,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,23,21,8,0,4,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,7,14,7,9,17,3,9,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,7,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902291593995524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259056944685726,0.0,0.16865836942282872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599239013480552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671569314278876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054122774814924,0.32907070588579496,0.29484825910602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914351479246426,0.0,0.0,0.32689603162091024,0.0,0.15159066044970956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876502746465982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503818578898066,0.15388914008416113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053567945945968,0.2771547935543608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257416615610163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644649579516903,0.1340667073382155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543518368939902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210253828838673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009540091422184,0.0,0.0,0.17187738465634092,0.0,0.0,0.12261861576020995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764736199962832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112576891888887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arkin43,2020/02/14,Reoccurring Dreams There’s a dream I keep having almost every night now. It starts in a public place with me talking to some unknown girl. After a short conversation she says bye and hugs me. The second I put my arms around her everything disappears and I’m just alone in a black void. Then I wake up. I just keep getting reminded how lonely I am.,2.5442016806722703,5.018724176470588,3.8162184873949587,85.00441176470592,79.29411764705883,6.8268907563025225,21.478991596638657,7.957251820313856,1.1492285714285717,276,8,53,5,7,90,55,68,0.105,0.775,0.12,0.25,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,1,0,11,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,1,7,7,1,13,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,2,6,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823144545856559,0.2919968169933497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509795033804633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375401065484767,0.0,0.25338255524188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472979805999113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011887310683504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457434728735346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29455922762417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341981282206963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420386594143327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995531197290798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266064882215485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,herathicc,2020/02/14,"I don’t really have anyone else to tell this to so I’m bitching about my bad day- after a bad month- here. Have a lovely day/night. Lately I’ve been depressed, I haven’t been doing great health wise and for the past few nights I’ve been terrified of dying. I’m scared I won’t wake up and yet when I do all I want is to go back to sleep. I’m tired. Mentally and physically. There’s one person in this world I wish would care but considering the introduction to my rant, it’s clear I feel that person doesn’t care much. That person being my boyfriend. It’s stupid little things but for example dreams have a big impact on me. I grew up with my grandmother who always interprets her dreams and so did my aunt. I told him that I’m one of those people, he said his mom is like that too and “oh god, it’s stupid”. I told him about that because something really strange and disturbing had happened in a dream and I was unsettled. He just said “well okay then” as per usual so I just told my grandmother about it a week after it happened. I’m not a very open person but this was really bugging me. That being said a couple weeks pass by and he tells me about his dream, it’s about another girl. It’s nothing romantic on his end but apparently said girl was very into him. He went into great lengths about said dream. I listened. Another couple weeks, another dream about yet another girl, nothing romantic either, this one was just weird. Another week, he tells me his dreams have been all over the place. Now before I told him I paid close attention to my dreams he never mentioned anything, and now I did, he strangely wants to relay his dreams to me only when it’s about another girl. A couple days after that I have a really strange and stressful nightmare. I tell him about it and his response was “same dudebrodude, same”. Then nothing. No asking if I’m okay, no nothing until hours later he rants about a video game. The day passes and I don’t hear much from him but something happened to my brother so I told him and he replies with one word. I go comfort my brother and my boyfriend comes back, tell me “oh wow you didn’t even call or text? Nice to see you’re so worried about me” I wasn’t worried. He went awol( and basically slept the whole rest of the day) on purpose to see if I’d worry which I didn’t. Now yesterday he had a headache. I was studying. I told him I was having a hard time with a subject. He didn’t reply so I assumed he was still playing his game. He had a headache during the day so I also texted him to ask if he was feeling better. Time passes I figure he fell asleep. But around 2am I texted him and I told him thinking of how one could never wake up was so terrifying to me. I was really scared. And then I said I loved him. I slept for about an hour before I woke up throwing up and went back to sleep. Woke up to him replying to the textabout it German and nothing else. I was a bit out of it but I replied. He said he dreamt about his ex, who died, and that’s been happening a lot lately so I hear him out and when that subject and the next one died down I go back to sleep. Later in the day we spend time together and he wants to play something so we do, I feel a bit off so I’m not as talkative as usual, and he gets kinda annoyed at that. I tell him he can speak too. He asks one question, how was my day. I tell him about it and he just says okay and then we play. And then that’s just it. I just feel so alone. I don’t really have any friends whom I can talk to. We don’t really have that kind of dynamic and even if we did I’m just not one to bitch about things I know will be fine if I just bear it for 5minutes but sometimes I just wish the one person I care about the most would make me feel like they care about me too. And I know I’m sounding ungrateful and greedy, I’m sorry about that but I needed to get a bit of it off my chest. I’m not scared to go to sleep tonight, my chest feels uncomfortable and I feel as though my heart is giving up on me but I’m not scared of falling asleep. I don’t want to die. But I’m so tired I’m not scared to close my eyes. Hopefully I wake up tomorrow. Hopefully you do too.",0.3872477064220163,2.599368513761469,2.1277724770642235,95.33878715596329,86.33944954128441,5.414605504587157,18.926422018348624,6.8313827282637405,0.0825023486238532,3232,89,735,42,100,1058,297,872,0.141,0.7070000000000001,0.153,0.7638,1,1,3,0,0,1,82.0,5,2,1,1,67,44,5,7,31,3,60,20,15,3,5,123,142,78,4,17,33,5,8,2,1,4,3,13,0,9,39,48,0,0,15,15,2,15,22,16,1,9,50,24,114,28,93,84,15,101,0,1,3,2,112,32,2,14,56,469,153,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273939627503618,0.0,0.033000610254003665,0.03433683101244863,0.0,0.0,0.0280624693642093,0.2596276068101699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02885432589319384,0.042282156199879184,0.033958612821971185,0.03673571706137367,0.115735137316059,0.0,0.0,0.12692481552278725,0.06891120063560685,0.025155526820922616,0.0,0.07022908941577577,0.0,0.0,0.03649665023058154,0.1351561920386914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213746152632538,0.0,0.1682947941985532,0.0,0.0,0.03554722583838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294774778969538,0.13698098309755558,0.0,0.212906571530228,0.0,0.0355425660831323,0.0,0.17131143575092006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894532393655496,0.0,0.03654965460798989,0.0,0.0,0.05451194618960476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605821368275468,0.029480621746091288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031882207251987336,0.0,0.04311983142963904,0.039586353264954965,0.09381025774610566,0.0,0.0,0.0909923865068136,0.0,0.0,0.14596645664866065,0.0,0.036966460125995665,0.0,0.0,0.043864100749734534,0.09302013998045744,0.0489007124047499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197340735003754,0.08127790000231283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297245571381713,0.04535771051326309,0.0,0.09310026907596082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032121677809872,0.04135962984709038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350830954109501,0.07448881490588646,0.0,0.027545546517966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158668042331081,0.0,0.0,0.048330540632910084,0.03293833207559162,0.0,0.06067089307357655,0.030598406163597814,0.06365416168509484,0.0,0.04388713173049594,0.07745117216932387,0.0,0.1979804293845736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516677492317435,0.03138484744485905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393933110125567,0.028608826212170018,0.1801605164371666,0.043114454758542184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622765128239234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850535432805391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747756173321952,0.032816583315989516,0.20657360756446785,0.0,0.06576772702173501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518423318702424,0.0,0.0,0.09530634055978658,0.040813382656118384,0.04619419540965968,0.0,0.0,0.0329552855869578,0.0,0.047270357167497085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316825367591476,0.25247968823036804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548309340785469,0.026441750778626344,0.04054388729449994,0.0,0.07218805770887675,0.09485898221057887,0.0,0.276021734248336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908979025232956,0.06809796639891327,0.09735962855023976,0.0,0.13240520664653171,0.0,0.037103320291828966,0.11476269905702705,0.0,0.046072301455952036,0.0949083163862485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572365915312647,0.0,0.058628728977538326,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KhanOfNothing,2020/02/14,"I don’t have people that care I don’t feel to bad, but I just realized the only people I still talk to are my brothers, who could give to shits about me, my mom, who just works and works and is always gone and I love her for it, cause I got no dad. I mean, he’s alive, just been away forever. I talk to him from time to time, and one of my friend who I haven’t seen in a long time. I don’t talk to either of them very often. I smoke, I never leave the house. I just play apex or watch some shows all day and night. No school, but I should be a senior. No new friends, just stagnant life. By all means I should be fat, but somehow that seems like the only thing I got going for me, cause I only move if I need to eat, drink water or smoke. My mom is gone for Valentine’s Day with her boyfriend, which she deserves. But I just realized how shit I am, and also that I’m pretty lonely.",1.863080357142856,2.5600202187500045,3.156488095238096,96.85875000000004,75.97916666666666,6.110714285714287,18.922619047619047,5.773587663045528,-0.482388095238095,670,10,169,3,14,218,109,192,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.8648,0,2,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,12,10,2,0,5,0,15,8,3,3,3,40,30,15,0,5,14,4,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,6,3,0,4,8,4,0,1,6,3,31,6,18,19,4,17,0,1,2,1,20,2,2,7,12,111,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882727930869743,0.10282887385790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610794554741295,0.0,0.10318455356271138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599855354525108,0.2539024257677258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866897152332832,0.0,0.0,0.15939839482757975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106184009351215,0.0,0.12645370098360406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062486012781725976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095597183313728,0.0,0.0,0.11854967410652165,0.0702336447185133,0.0,0.19767722650081512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259530203324866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085390337811964,0.0,0.0,0.08728856018768769,0.06037518885142822,0.0,0.0,0.10936485155372534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153622401853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269230781573272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894719704578482,0.0,0.13134651145635895,0.0,0.0916333731120618,0.09531289827058052,0.11935481469276395,0.0,0.11597192545606272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374134348453043,0.2819656116011654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713503136458573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257257940836196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507006125247308,0.0,0.11250304368617964,0.0,0.0,0.2537072098415868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869154504514176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297987968554037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210139138684441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618234593349708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019668529439272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993614822687867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dasher8888,2020/02/14,"An overwhelmed/lonely vent I've had a pretty rough few years. Got really sick for a few months, finally got better, started seeing someone, ""Z,"" long-distance who I immediately clicked with and thought I'd end up marrying, found out my mom was diagnosed with ALS, got dumped by Z, a few months later started seeing someone else long-distance, ""B"" (not as intense of a relationship but still nice), got dumped by him because of the distance, got sick again for awhile, started hanging out in a slightly less-than-platonic way with another long-distance person, ""C,"" who I'd been friends with for awhile (I knew there was some attraction there and admittedly I needed the support), got laid off at work, stopped talking to C much after I came back home (we never were in a relationship or anything, and now it sucks because it feels like our friendship changed after we were starting to get close). Also, Z and I had been talking semi-regularly for awhile, which was nice for me because he's supportive and knows me well and we still get along, but now he's been talking to me less because of something personal he has going on. And my health has been bad again. I know the long-distance thing is an issue; I keep trying to meet people in my own city but I never connect with anyone here as much. And I'm really trying NOT to need the support of someone who's interested in me, but they just tend to give more unconditional support and attention than anyone else. They care more. Other than my mom, but she can't physically speak very well anymore and she obviously has her own major health issues. It's just so hard to manage and be motivated when everything piles up.",8.836666666666666,7.5036358726114685,8.582917197452229,70.81187048832274,61.29299363057326,11.175881104033973,38.76772823779193,10.047579312681364,3.8361998301486206,1320,56,236,22,15,426,169,314,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.153,0.9775,0,2,1,0,0,0,51.0,4,0,2,3,17,18,3,0,12,0,17,5,0,1,3,51,52,22,0,2,10,2,3,1,1,0,5,1,1,2,9,24,0,2,9,0,0,3,5,4,2,0,21,7,26,14,41,30,12,39,0,0,3,0,30,12,1,2,24,154,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338863317550872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311684240409077,0.0,0.0,0.07861012814470378,0.11084863373690776,0.08121692503848582,0.06522879530871416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095031660109206,0.06618342486930849,0.19327817876273115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010393916338277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065867473089773,0.08081651288180021,0.0,0.08385244361876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045286659961927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243239487217326,0.0,0.07020575167564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123876692927668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040079044678025366,0.05662732607868029,0.0,0.08683153758062884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691058628733983,0.061240368731562585,0.0,0.0828259585518287,0.07603874008856845,0.04504843979094585,0.0,0.3803754171559802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100636511530943,0.0,0.0,0.16851114998160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950981142225051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546528458617982,0.0,0.07045486451518909,0.0,0.0,0.08712454864550064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038725144775572484,0.0,0.0,0.2805900761784082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566971263701867,0.12653801449622962,0.0,0.11653860204009032,0.11754880465122393,0.1222689603038924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054952753188105406,0.13842324491875432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064156271035512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155908444939908,0.0,0.0,0.17020307676154886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632876455555775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148433456476392,0.061022494377574725,0.0,0.0,0.22441826230411774,0.0,0.12660314419563554,0.06626955062193131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35979843559423513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113194415061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266051052122346,0.0,0.0,0.062927994119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763221315551358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540238163527799,0.0,0.06291730554971417,0.0,0.0,0.1425385010440416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770626579398195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104441656732835 lonely,CaughtByTheUndertow,2020/02/14,"I often wonder to what extent it is my fault I guess I could have been friends with my flatmates. The problem is they are not like me at all. I am fucking weird. I dont like football or any sports for that matter. I dont play video games. Remove those two things and you have the recipe for an outcast. But it gets better still. Social anxiety. No interest in modern pop music, only metal. No sense of fashion, I put on some jeans and a hoody. Quiet, better to keep quiet and be thought a fool than to remove all doubt. Doesn't make eye contact, its best if you are not looked at. Limited sense of humour and if it is something I think of it would probably disgust or annoy you. So now I have been fucked up by secondary school, sixth form social interactions or maybe lack of them. It has left a fucked up individual, I have disgusting thoughts, the antidepressants give me weird dreams, I cant look a girl in the eye, I dont know how to find any guys who are gay. I can not find anyone I identify with all that much. Maybe I could find people to interact with, but I would be at the edge, just like secondary. And sit at the edge for too long and you become the target, so better not to get involved. So I am alone. I guess tomorrow I will go off into the woods, maybe that will make feel better. And I have thought all too much recently of how a kitchen knife feels when it hits my skin. But I dont know why. Is it entertaining. I have been cut accidentally before and not felt a thing, I dont know until I look. But if I move it sideways deliberately it burns.",1.9207150368033648,3.954023810725552,3.2716940063091497,90.42655257623557,79.03154574132492,6.119411146161935,20.97676130389064,7.1686216300943375,0.454901240799158,1216,33,262,15,30,396,169,317,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.847,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,2,6,12,26,7,1,15,0,35,8,3,4,4,64,62,25,0,9,16,0,4,3,1,4,0,2,1,2,18,12,1,2,14,6,0,5,14,13,0,1,7,11,36,13,31,46,11,26,0,0,5,4,18,12,3,12,11,183,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919280355423265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171270787795644,0.0,0.06588042382607692,0.0,0.0,0.06021606399210345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511112743069064,0.07328050840662731,0.0,0.09037606232219213,0.3046592921861336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751724414868166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046512570628402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708821165274468,0.0,0.08268727402370442,0.0,0.23613227173859236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653494658657133,0.23884552219810146,0.08998673329978306,0.08261272123424712,0.04894313338375093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973849395458334,0.08527086364694465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654608788902073,0.0,0.0,0.1419854413985567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356801223197762,0.0,0.0,0.12621946075279036,0.0,0.0,0.07621217065611234,0.21695357469749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496954723274712,0.0,0.2595528528362293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153034639542802,0.12661402637856484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549700690002327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059703730952084026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928503185247135,0.08240378275169385,0.0,0.08657288784415748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503163842683631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715652896453108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557394995241338,0.0,0.06629823575668219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877435269594655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144266217634768,0.05518126338638838,0.0,0.20510543033687625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412526998572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770855968143008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339184966455533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235223615880375,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AmyIsDeMan,2020/02/14,"Anyone wanna chat Feeling really down tonight and could use someone to talk to, uk f 18 :)",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,65.47058823529412,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.0862235294117646,70,3,12,1,1,23,16,17,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539595112831668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041740135843024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559591144912169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242963190993857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289170086541919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068789860036956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372099617787131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mir04,2020/02/15,"Here to talk Hey! I’m having a pretty lonely and boring night, so i’m here to talk if anyone is feeling the same and feel like talking :)",0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.48275862068967,3.8666666666666663,16.563218390804597,3.1291,-0.8449402298850575,106,2,22,0,3,36,23,29,0.132,0.579,0.289,0.69,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121796104909208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199391547039404,0.2260195943329304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456568619358113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689812286000217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218688670703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7628748781279621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashweed33,2020/02/15,Lonely and sad I quit drinking about 4 months ago bc it was getting in my way. Things have been going really well with my boyfriend and I and other aspects of my life that needed tending to. But one thing has happened or I feel is happening that sucks. My friends and crowd I would normally drink with seems distant or uninterested in communicating with me. I've always had issues with shitty friendships in the past and it just sucks to feel like this always happens. Is it me? :( I don't want to let this get me down because I'm crushing my goals and feel so great about it. But I can't seem to feel sad and lonely. Like no one cares why or maybe we aren't as close as I thought at first. Any advice??,2.8291314553990645,4.5971554577464815,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,75.40845070422536,6.141784037558686,23.805164319248824,6.816661863887847,0.6433220657276992,553,17,117,5,12,176,92,142,0.179,0.6890000000000001,0.131,-0.7029,0,5,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,5,12,2,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,0,30,32,15,0,4,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,13,2,0,7,2,0,1,4,6,1,3,4,4,16,6,18,26,0,12,0,4,0,0,3,6,2,5,6,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446102648365684,0.1311807129779361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462725132138493,0.0,0.0,0.10063559527093408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021092845115787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088165064307724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993999929748937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930479312130426,0.10572127063625338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587686680301474,0.0,0.0,0.11433366264791793,0.0,0.15463321661344914,0.0,0.0841038880815639,0.0,0.0,0.1631551532830352,0.0,0.0,0.39259075164893775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445899836709967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132577243068573,0.10452693045119726,0.14459702743364305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486718876716912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812106100279612,0.0,0.0,0.10972978816122256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499491811452772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055836795740853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412694389788027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740139048124185,0.0,0.0,0.09480365925919468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694419016111125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966307247819561,0.0,0.0,0.11748440121803805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728601221215512,0.11746444602528187,0.0,0.0,0.13305724010370046,0.0,0.13353440114229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512505090086316,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thecoolestjedi,2020/02/15,"I hate being the second choice for everything I have a lot of acquaintances but i feel like none of them care about me. I have a few close friends but they always put other people over me, despite us being friends for years. I feel like I’m wasting my life away while others are having fun.",4.49758620689655,5.4753444482758615,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.0344827586207,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.9649172413793096,230,6,46,2,4,72,43,58,0.132,0.595,0.273,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,6,7,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121850351337278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395860965989663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599951405452731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291825341083273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787692347537905,0.3643520136549979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940332911590553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517651741628042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011795243222264,0.2491656494332212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679658876130856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678873139933127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563509980277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067402634151472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421520536136233 lonely,ccs223_,2020/02/15,"Ex cheated, friends aren't around, so lonely I don't understand how someone can know you so fully, look at that, acknowledge that, understand that, and still destroy you. My friends have been wonderful, but they can't be on call 24/7. I try to keep myself busy, but I still feel consumed by this...it just hurts so badly, I gave everything to this guy and he just took advantage of that, of my love, of my kindness. And he knew full well that I had such a hard time trusting anyone in the first place...but he earned my trust and then shattered it. I feel so empty and lonely. My heart is a void.",3.5264877589453865,4.913821347457628,3.923333333333337,90.28654425612056,72.81355932203391,7.278342749529191,25.822975517890768,7.793537801064563,1.2340421845574387,461,15,98,6,9,144,79,118,0.201,0.597,0.20199999999999999,0.021,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,12,14,2,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,20,21,13,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,5,4,15,8,10,15,1,11,0,3,1,1,13,5,0,1,5,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050231356538936,0.0,0.0,0.16614826091375234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583575140178044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905792648670111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167739079615209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887405511334298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875502004220496,0.0,0.0,0.2883936241211589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480193237313602,0.0,0.0,0.16719186539385011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116808853680076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980088698910595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589329992087865,0.0,0.19435577566420248,0.10257190173010176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672973598328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684489652599236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949980087882508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813860109027714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810025915875465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883068946255084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736277281089202,0.1267156153164283,0.0,0.0,0.388595518263532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781085640207194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240201104764635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Invictus_1808,2020/02/15,"Have a good day Everyone who is feeling lonely and down I just want to wish everyone a good day, times are tough and anyone who just wants to talk about anything and everything or just needs to vent or advice (I'll do what I can) just send me a message I'm always here is anyone needs anything. I wish everyone a wonderful day.",5.30318181818182,5.479988257575759,6.041969696969698,81.13295454545455,67.93939393939394,9.630303030303034,30.13636363636364,9.516144504307137,2.5419818181818186,259,9,52,5,4,85,40,66,0.057,0.6890000000000001,0.254,0.9136,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,15,5,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,15,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696131175349341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442629220191205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427319691341796,0.0,0.285670890037552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358198667967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975681189953884,0.1559958439945728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776351234787214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911688920988679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740373931970617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951106598882368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121156795522653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047552110526552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991998047176326,0.0,0.1882320602450332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,novas8,2020/02/15,"title I hate seeing couples or people who don't do anything for their SO on Valentine's Day. I've never had a date for Valentine's Day, and I would love to have someone to buy flowers for.",2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,74.0,5.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.8473333333333337,150,6,30,0,3,50,31,40,0.095,0.797,0.10800000000000001,0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858532009207103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843546524213713,0.0,0.4480455760076974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34295270595693983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31351201365712883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679106176244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408203359249707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768062904247803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432268217399155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675934102495115,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chrisdunne,2020/02/15,"Feeling alone I (M 31) and my partner (F 34) have been married over a year now and what should be a happy time with her being 35 weeks pregnant but recently we just seem to be drifting apart more and more, I feel that no what what I do I can't do anything right and no matter how hard I try I just don't seem good enough. All little arguments turn into a massive row where I can't get a word in and when she has finished talking, before I can give a response or simply apologise I then get given out to for being silent. As much as I love my wife and can't wait for our child to arrive, I here sitting alone while she's upstairs having just slammed the door to the bedroom, feeling alone, lonely, not knowing what to do or what to say. I'm just lost.",3.190742232451093,3.909656474683544,4.276375143843499,89.98628883774457,72.86075949367087,6.504948216340622,26.38895281933257,6.1124844417494595,0.8045746835443035,585,19,128,3,11,191,103,158,0.165,0.738,0.09699999999999999,-0.8809999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,1,1,30,32,15,0,1,8,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,6,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,5,18,3,15,24,5,19,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,4,9,91,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469743156290571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486625632612612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979742138162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189680022841853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670339594110559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394769495955055,0.16887400051238788,0.0,0.1476543422098207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873982879771614,0.15769762787887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674720448724122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764387364817718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921689009293394,0.0,0.15888334146858615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940995548918813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738186654152962,0.0,0.0,0.150337546726467,0.0,0.13999439833790756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32052115200306464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149461181159428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265057769549857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951988156564836,0.1914814128357948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120899685690372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336425116335505 lonely,Dobby240,2020/02/15,"Lost soul. Hey all. Anybody have friends here that you have known for years and feel that you've kinda just don't like the things they do? 28 male here. I've been going to my local skatepark for years now and the guys down there I've known since I was about 15. Although a lot of them smoke a bunch of weed I can look past it. But now recently they have been cocain and other substances. I used to smoke but it really fucked with me and I became a nervous wreck for 9 months and can't smoke it at all anymore and since then the depression has been horrible . I have seeked help and although the people are nice the advice is shit. Anyway. Because I don't do the things they do and get fucked up every night I don't really get called out all that much. I just moved a little further away from my home town in the last 3 weeks, only about 5 miles up the road. But I've heard nothing from anyone. I could go on to write the last 5 months and the expensive waste of time my ex was but I don't think dwelling on it is the best thing to do. The past week at work has been awful and I'm pretty close to updating my cv and finding another job. I have no qualifications and I just moved into a one bed flat on my own. So I have to do the life thing myself now. At 28 years old this has been a long time coming and to be honest. Being in this tiny flat on my own is driving me slightly mad. The last 3 days I get home from work. Then drive back to my parents to use the internet so I can sort my bills and life out. And I get home and think about killing myself until 1am along with all the things my friends have said to me that made me feel a little crappy. At this point I 'm single, alone and depressed. I started taking my sertraline again today but can't help but feel like I'm going to be seriously considering ending it all soon if things don't look up. I don't want to get to the point where I'm 45, alone, no family and friends and looking forward to dieing old with a boring outlook on the world. I don't really know why I came here. I think I just needed anyone to read this because I have no one to talk to.",2.673436823593075,3.636103046875,3.743384740259741,92.4042667748918,74.33482142857143,6.769588744588745,21.611471861471863,6.980632752743323,0.2967193452380954,1647,36,382,15,33,533,201,448,0.18,0.746,0.07400000000000001,-0.9940000000000001,2,2,3,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,4,4,21,20,5,2,26,1,42,5,1,3,5,65,77,33,2,4,11,2,3,2,3,0,2,2,4,2,20,29,0,0,10,1,2,10,12,12,0,2,12,8,45,8,53,61,12,74,1,3,3,2,20,32,3,4,36,251,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809808469824431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655485480778359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380436064140158,0.0,0.0,0.07926036815832299,0.11176554125012382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508861077431794,0.0614544798130364,0.0,0.0974384596950714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387238264875074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160849454304712,0.09140857680182687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884504858081547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638105856002078,0.0,0.0,0.05154257088448618,0.0,0.13767204787260662,0.0,0.08294560151010892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078647314250099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733706920896053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534260712702402,0.0,0.12123170047884688,0.05709573077600937,0.0,0.0,0.07304654109393463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852407935099694,0.1477717477910874,0.2087776767072424,0.0,0.13626320197121986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913456639756508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713900926403852,0.0,0.2405024800592821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930947219012018,0.0,0.08842098124302293,0.0,0.04392260872898315,0.19543936743243606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290143306010715,0.07809093571877168,0.16020410363685564,0.0,0.07072775882814436,0.2013410715900825,0.0,0.0872434453288128,0.06794615756834366,0.0,0.07562338447229734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758469998334546,0.1698872033057135,0.05875128765437694,0.0592605670103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500064470404831,0.0,0.07668655968260965,0.0,0.16772773840124264,0.0,0.1083133650670038,0.0607836841295718,0.0,0.0,0.08874304937131983,0.0,0.15258768280535015,0.0554073063077196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511027588425661,0.0,0.0,0.0813086061572063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994284115102407,0.0,0.1535987272873549,0.0,0.07891255640194668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602337565591283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203797699035932,0.13222330710857755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656864615120805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060090806110695186,0.06423764391744888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185766172751333,0.15363085928501005,0.0,0.0,0.09320540441079232,0.0,0.07575596530001517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380525355597859,0.0,0.0,0.04713960231260885,0.0,0.12821595312918702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211646408590841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636719033083535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439992320477444 lonely,fourteencarrots,2020/02/15,"Even the only person my age in my family doesn't want to be my friend I've tried reaching out for years but she makes it clear she wants nothing to do with me Lol oh well. I used to cry over it but I just find it funny at this point She is three years my senior, I was so excited when we attended the same high school during my senior year. I was literally a 12th grader and so socially underdeveloped that a potential friendship with my younger niece made me so happy. She was ashamed to be related to me. Lol. It is what it is.",0.922878787878787,3.1545669545454587,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,84.0,6.575757575757575,20.075757575757574,7.793537801064563,0.7746666666666662,415,12,91,8,12,140,74,110,0.07,0.665,0.265,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,2,10,0,0,3,1,16,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,18,4,12,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,64,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461642728627736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480165051569805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112623473021051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048241270412467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313976931645933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855953369247865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677486365681094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204965322757816,0.14958906490136994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150308201806318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043880317591384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567622786794864,0.0,0.0,0.21184774946190094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680203552440906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284426061211852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521497742645132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935511911885157,0.0,0.0,0.2643609881632949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149358748684296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329408211811881 lonely,MelodicDragonfruit8,2020/02/15,"Just need to let it out... I made this account simply so I could have the illusion of talking to someone - anyone. I'm a (36F) married mother of two and I'm so bored and so lonely, it's driving me insane. I'm home with two small children all day while husband works. I have literally no friends. Not even online friends at the moment, which, from the age of about 14, was where I met most of my friends, anyway. I read a lot, watch TV when I can, write when I can... I'm just dying for some kind of connection with other people! Don't get me wrong, my husband is wonderful and I miss him a LOT while he's at work, because he's my only adult friend. I speak to my mom, but that's it. She lives four hours away and is...well, it's complicated and I won't go into it here. Anyway, my best friend of so many years passed away ..wow, in 2007? I had one person I spoke to from high school for awhile but she kind of drifted away. It's just...I guess I'm not good at friendship, or something. Going to seek out some other subreddits about my favorite shows/books... but, I thought this would be a great place to start, I can commiserate with everyone else here!",1.2704017611447471,3.234643227848103,2.6683580994312983,94.28494771601544,80.85654008438819,5.471950100898918,20.85287103283801,6.498293943080001,0.12349877086773108,883,25,199,8,23,286,139,237,0.063,0.797,0.14,0.9681,0,2,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,16,15,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,1,1,33,31,17,1,3,8,4,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,3,12,11,0,0,2,2,1,5,5,4,0,4,6,3,25,11,32,20,7,29,0,2,1,0,22,14,0,8,10,129,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516486440051878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433032014924923,0.0,0.0,0.07424768953388823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278207936960421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724678660657177,0.0,0.0,0.07855043712279305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640838716861788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174764064565388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044725291158404,0.0,0.0,0.11638439863089985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705089745391021,0.0,0.06363507867540683,0.0,0.1384426361214928,0.1021594283674338,0.0,0.13428409811092298,0.1341756006447033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868759007317365,0.12217457410180399,0.0,0.11994772219039546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367034235152897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245479806362104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755096520853344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709872581904967,0.0,0.11524939103865996,0.0,0.1234853177509254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264980421450246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031259719740976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253432091427416,0.09263381465802567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444026084810323,0.10635040312148077,0.12725428785982001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183220606756798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326733895887915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320010542642984,0.09376700972936224,0.0,0.0,0.08621013283525299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789761982890738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669499578905713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796032938755235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208608609553946,0.17734260263664176,0.0,0.0,0.08652268938510521,0.13316835454677825,0.0,0.07843472073237992 lonely,alastorismypimpdaddy,2020/02/15,"None of my friends are real I made them up in my mind when I was 8 or 9 to cope with not having anybody. I was never much liked, kids avoided me, I never had friends, I was bullied. The teachers only hung out with me and sat with me at lunch because they saw that I had nobody. I have one very special friend and she never leaves my side. It’s not like she can, because she lives in my mind, and she is my pure imagination, but she has become such a vital part of my life. I need her to survive. She told me that if I die, she dies. She told me that she will always be there for me. I really love her. I think about the friends in my mind nearly 24/7. They comfort me, they make me laugh and they give me somebody to talk to. Sometimes, people ask who I am talking to, because I forgot that they aren’t real and actually use my voice to talk to them. Usually, I just say that I am talking to myself. Kids think I’m weird because of this, and it made them avoid me even more. Also, they make me laugh. I love their jokes and they know exactly how to make me smile. Sometimes, I laugh out loud at their jokes and smile ear to ear because of the things they say to me. Other people think this is weird- that I laugh at random times. I just tell them that I’m thinking of something I read the night before. I have never actually told anybody about the people in my head. I didn’t realize how _wrong_ this is until recently. Most people don’t have other people living in their head. It’s just me. These friends of mine were created by an elementary schooler version of me who was desperate for friends, but could never achieve any. My friends are with me right now, as I am crying while typing this. I’m not crying hard, but I am very sad. They can never exist. They don’t exist. They aren’t real. I want them to be real. I want to live in a world where they exist. I want to hug them. I want to hold them. I want them to be free, and not have to live in my mind. I love them so much, none of you have any idea. I never want to lose them. Sure, they can’t physically touch me, and I’m touch starved, but they can talk to me and help me through very tough times. It’s weird, but, they give me advice and know exactly what to say to calm me down. It’s wonderful, really. I am sorry for wasting your time.",1.378234010248626,3.1594810647181677,2.8698780603530096,93.87678141013477,79.68893528183716,5.6071550578857465,20.28093566141583,6.464625207383525,0.03211022964509391,1766,45,401,15,44,577,193,479,0.124,0.6940000000000001,0.182,0.988,2,2,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,28,3,15,34,0,2,8,0,38,10,4,8,11,83,74,27,2,9,14,0,3,2,7,1,1,7,0,2,23,18,1,4,10,3,1,0,19,9,0,1,16,11,107,26,57,53,8,36,0,2,1,4,71,19,0,5,19,285,130,3,0.0,0.0,0.12075252850340708,0.0,0.0,0.06045871714440412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049477473278759385,0.0514808552272027,0.0,0.0,0.08414753954043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784016436760831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857710456192456,0.06833063233201718,0.05264687331863945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493982171333387,0.0,0.13592273519400527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842273096576642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040864598263635483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346046426613236,0.0,0.0,0.1187028191778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055423430931019764,0.0,0.1269930843467862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147020430305005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698437791007072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800434575701253,0.0,0.0,0.06551147166147367,0.0,0.0,0.04370066073292795,0.060453182845714486,0.0,0.21852962417216812,0.0,0.0,0.06921678349223939,0.0,0.0,0.1675204634416717,0.1170859139242356,0.12389625809657402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988453739944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096324182314676,0.045875873557470526,0.3340260894769076,0.0,0.0,0.058060870267564235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192476119514733,0.04705497682796824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699925749967267,0.0,0.214464584678034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061886813736143374,0.2816867426849946,0.07927110327726487,0.0,0.0610892308701443,0.0,0.0,0.052836702424802116,0.0,0.14760469078780736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763060321256828,0.122382164101883,0.06925847890155118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583118095421567,0.0,0.0,0.24864409662759,0.054077168927210484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411037258832447,0.15857537270049474,0.0,0.0,0.108230807516754,0.0,0.0,0.17735851214585174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343587637728919,0.06814114206639563,0.15314786394433347,0.21895542459430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670954525997612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764520991119964,0.0,0.0 lonely,norawwr,2020/02/15,Saturday night It's Saturday nicht and almost everybody I know is on a carneval's party tonight. I wanted to go too but nobody asked me if I want to go with them and I don't like going on partys alone. Even more when there are many people I know. I hate sitting alone at home on weekends but I do it always bc nobody likes me.,-0.053623188405797606,2.2403001594202934,2.1072463768115948,93.6098550724638,90.8840579710145,4.8057971014492775,17.81159420289855,6.42735559955562,-0.04255362318840561,257,7,55,3,9,86,49,69,0.18,0.721,0.099,-0.7727,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,7,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351908973542071,0.4865141851417439,0.0,0.0,0.19543274842804345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957409685607687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513108158020944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004503901819996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188798358985116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559628372698785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581595845230107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949369474573497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812386636782795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041194542002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283102927924872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770677903649369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheTimes33,2020/02/15,Lonely people always want to be less lonely while really outgoing people want some time alone. The grass is always greener on the other side.,6.4860000000000015,8.8795282,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,67.0,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.8386000000000005,115,2,15,2,2,37,20,25,0.218,0.617,0.165,-0.3847,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683308794124324,0.0,0.0,0.5918340578169797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493105426659521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278290566131771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737378232080544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195257856756801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kjm_mm,2020/02/15,"It ends here I'm tired of being alone. No matter how often I go out or where I go, I'm constantly reminded that I'm alone. It won't change for me. I've sealed up my car. I've run a hose from the exhaust in. I've taken sleeping pills. I deserved to be with someone. I deserved a family. Now I am making the only choice that will end my loneliness.",-0.5988304093567258,1.429650578947367,2.453333333333333,92.51388888888893,89.26315789473685,5.4830409356725145,18.970760233918128,6.937597516519254,0.29599005847953297,268,8,61,4,9,95,54,76,0.201,0.7829999999999999,0.016,-0.9001,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,1,2,0,7,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184900297769136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647941204808419,0.0,0.0,0.27049550172842113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44339960686579777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596939427335906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845131633303417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708344617707813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037155299890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504901374620094,0.0,0.2120863144005099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876937954063853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,62TiredOfLiving,2020/02/15,"Want to be heard? I really love getting to know people. Beyond the image they portray to the world. I am down to hear about anything you want to talk about, no judgment ever. Nobody is perfect and most people wear a facade to protect themselves. I believe everyone is even more beautiful in their most vulnerable, broken self. Feel free to vent, complain, or reach out. I don't care about age, sex, sexual orientation, religion or ethnic background. You are awesome the way you are ❤ If you want to chat, feel free to pm",3.2796907216494797,5.941322381443302,4.372381443298971,80.99156185567013,77.76288659793816,6.766597938144328,26.194845360824733,7.908726449838941,1.9228193814432992,409,16,70,7,10,133,70,97,0.11,0.629,0.261,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,2,15,18,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,10,7,16,16,3,8,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,5,2,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158549537917947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759919054471846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497583575933235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617972108331365,0.22158505689954505,0.0,0.23407475583619305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772354103754726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798421161930632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760935951139459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462647298074773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109066603709854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396560651303061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693098617025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25555213887827377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196893756619987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334604829294175,0.19444198144600608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sweetFLUFFYpanda,2020/02/15,"Having a Hardtime being Alone in Sydney Australia ! Hi this is jax here , iam from india came few days ago to australia Sydney to study computer science , iam lonely like hell but also iam feeling so scared about the people over here since there are lot of beautifull people around and iam not that good looking , plus its hard to talk since iam not used to talking in accent so when i talk it feels like other people are laughing at me . i like to play chess and cycling and ride motorcycles , plus i also like to write and read lots of Books on various categories . hope i find someone from sydney or anywhere else . have a nice day stranger",8.509,7.6112012333333325,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,61.66666666666666,9.666666666666668,34.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.6601666666666666,508,17,90,5,6,156,85,120,0.111,0.691,0.19899999999999998,0.9277,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,20,12,13,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,4,5,9,19,10,4,12,1,1,1,0,5,6,1,4,8,58,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475790426242147,0.0,0.0,0.16913224700731436,0.0,0.2611860649109056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537393864976406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677467328755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106333382308667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641837010280564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514140533458205,0.11666341206605856,0.0,0.0,0.1492556204784178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369704753848259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462870562041097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621963315852431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912561196996403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713305753621138,0.0,0.0,0.27766806627972035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396403891881114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633467947983981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634943937670585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701712011089027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836576541111786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937693390015951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104101676147413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Famasitos,2020/02/15,Talking to yourself Is it just me or is it normal to talk to yourself as much as people ?,5.174736842105265,3.995113842105262,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,68.47368421052633,7.6,34.78947368421053,3.1291,1.9402210526315784,69,3,14,0,1,24,13,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440552692816763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585691842162819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244724746123005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7523681865853292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GodOwenWilson,2020/02/15,"A Playlist If anybody has feelings of loneliness right now, I made a playlist with about 100 underrated songs to help just for these feelings. I will update it often. [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4N2CKatZ5tUJi0nhaOLhp4?si=pV6pI8LfTw2TkDalVnEpQw](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4N2CKatZ5tUJi0nhaOLhp4?si=pV6pI8LfTw2TkDalVnEpQw)",29.317311827956985,38.23769470967743,12.420645161290329,24.417634408602172,21.258064516129025,8.004301075268819,36.13978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.646281720430109,300,8,23,3,3,63,27,31,0.102,0.81,0.087,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746753665534219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38090377255570745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377169835113889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853050430120552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yashqw,2020/02/15,"New Friends? Hi, people of this lovely subreddit Looking for people to talk to to feel a little less lonely. Hit me up and I'll hit you up. Regards Yash",-0.24967741935483545,1.9980950000000028,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,99.0,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,0.033252903225807096,119,4,23,1,5,40,26,31,0.054000000000000006,0.732,0.214,0.7698,0,2,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,3,1,4,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279509496723354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945889254666664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821595166876012,0.0,0.0,0.32019324042054165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441352063389944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682587799908007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286863174870319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064718867412942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eros_Sleeps,2020/02/15,"Breakups and dependence Breakups... I'm dependent on others for even the slightest sense of wellness. I don't know how to grow from that or just be happy with myself. I feel like I'm not enough, for her, for myself. I can't be alone again and I just want to hop right back into the next relationship so I feel like I have a reason to do better for myself. Every joyful moment shared is soon to be a distant memory for which there is no hope of building more. I don't want to be, yet again, another passing tree seen out the window of the vehicle that is their life. I don't want them to be the same to me. I'm so close to being overwhelmed and curling into a ball. I'm trying to do self talk things, self soothing, self compassions. I mean just trying to be an emotionally mature adult. It's helping but damn. Thanks to everyone that reads this. Even distant company helps.",2.501950000000001,4.5430891771428605,3.7796249999999993,87.44543750000004,77.22857142857143,6.660714285714287,22.9375,7.645422480735847,1.0372357142857145,686,21,138,10,16,224,103,175,0.03,0.773,0.19699999999999998,0.9585,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,15,11,1,1,9,0,17,1,0,4,0,27,31,8,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,8,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,2,1,0,1,3,16,9,25,23,3,15,0,1,1,0,12,6,1,4,9,100,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602829127939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227755766395155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899957013264766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687112865461898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740822431086594,0.0,0.15990668008782885,0.0,0.20443277815888955,0.0,0.13039053156477656,0.14787817535930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650087986341135,0.22111870247458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474307435282204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074624353773112,0.0,0.0,0.15370989820681005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505110731967683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931035493577324,0.15121416388295195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857714361498394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645871940415395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480016690559248,0.0,0.0,0.159117294110782,0.0,0.16615248368960436,0.0,0.1321627316114949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843399349684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243888490434984,0.0,0.14248063834409802,0.0,0.0,0.10281452934863147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014143670095606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738413421685711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914628583971114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HalfAPerson1251,2020/02/15,Good so lonely I started raising my hand in class Realized I often go an entire day or multiple days without speaking at all (except maybe a hello to my housemates). My only opportunity to speak is to ask and answer questions in class Bc I have no friends. Actually feels nice and better than being perpetually silent or talking to myself lol,5.504285714285714,7.610346412698412,7.1176507936507925,66.47457142857147,69.0,8.214603174603175,33.234920634920634,8.841846274778883,3.3156882539682537,276,13,41,5,5,95,52,63,0.066,0.662,0.272,0.9383,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,12,7,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,5,10,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2932987332152941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809787446811973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658168436484314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876667617344263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196985048055447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322083710895505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081257086863258,0.2520916256260481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194831568864045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858593962657595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33669085451763925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273467245441666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157506088255756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28972469848365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,har_shhhh,2020/02/15,"Hey, looking for someone for emotional support. Hi, i am looking for someone(preferably a girl) I am 19(M). Since i am always on my phone i'd like to have someone similar around with whom i can share shit. I am always awkward and quiet boring but we can work that out. Anyone? :) Hmu.",0.37166666666666615,2.566132462962962,2.0308148148148177,90.1206666666667,104.0,4.382222222222223,22.06666666666667,6.2581,0.8423244444444444,219,9,40,3,10,71,40,54,0.094,0.7170000000000001,0.188,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,3,8,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325358742672923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173679265977133,0.0,0.0,0.23137713975725496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29236646564612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698006947927892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365219091344632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667963425535239,0.21500222233079555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404458644857626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949455103077561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892193220290224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rockintylerjr,2020/02/15,"Can I kind of vent here? I just got out of a relationship that lasted almost 2 years. The reason we broke up was because we werent doing anything together and the only time we talked was over text. The relationship kind of became toxic, and I will admit that I did contribute to the toxicity, weather I wanted to or not. I had a crush on my bestfriend, and she knew but we never got together. We were good friends and talked alot. Eventually she started ghosting me and when I asked why she said she was annoyed at me. I didnt really know why. Then one day my friend told me why. I had talked about killing myself and wanting to die and not being good enough like 24/7. I was a handful. I became exhausting. I realized that it really hurts people when I say that, because they care about me. So I did apologize to my crush. Things haven't been the same between us though. She wont ghost me like before, but we never really talk. We stopped hanging out. So before this had started, I started working on a long message about how I really felt for her. I was working on it for about a month. So when February 13th rolled around, I finally sent the message. Since it was long, I dont think she even read it. She didn't even respond to it. I mean she did say something but she deleted it before I saw it. The next time anything was said, it wasn't related to the message or anything of the sort. Now I'm stuck here with no one to talk to and I feel so lonely. It's gotten to the point where it physically hurts. And I've ran out of options. No body wants to be with me, and no one really likes me. So I don't know what to do at this point.",1.6883152985074616,3.6988303641791056,3.4277378731343298,89.13339785447765,79.68656716417911,6.4561567164179126,23.006063432835823,7.531066641456977,0.9536436567164182,1272,42,271,19,32,424,157,335,0.133,0.7559999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8846,1,2,1,0,0,1,40.0,8,0,1,2,22,17,2,0,16,0,28,3,2,2,2,53,55,26,4,3,8,0,3,3,2,2,1,4,0,0,18,23,0,1,10,1,0,3,14,7,0,3,30,8,53,10,36,21,3,38,0,4,1,0,41,14,0,6,24,196,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765601051854123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161073392734476,0.07792679981811293,0.08183560486453992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672391120707886,0.0,0.2234635103148387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972342611212893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925016160723588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056454348474668174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084994814455563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259312136346073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044948197189448,0.0,0.11563518717536175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426151397807887,0.0,0.08404958295854699,0.0958928872990402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526227775189115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684435071983815,0.14002322975026624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742108570084612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684710719519392,0.18231335724350944,0.09621647568413626,0.07135462308381159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829898146700866,0.0,0.0,0.15493559887282113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953538357741036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987147700721039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502840047839526,0.0,0.09309696400480784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795271998540535,0.066576098679972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068737598186388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655021792044437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756103808848546,0.0,0.2803933372208461,0.090002974342191,0.0,0.1879647062876172,0.0,0.0,0.1665361299543292,0.13922642721290132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241179987616289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739052813180313,0.0,0.0,0.1858781590299984,0.0,0.0,0.07318514362648555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517960273105865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815592515372146,0.05609039878884012,0.08600500117550956,0.0,0.10208746459546528,0.0,0.0,0.08364568852815425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529665294448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548953897862883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369665263724079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745646562097182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056371182884915924 lonely,sweeney_todd_howard,2020/02/15,"Anyone else always feel like they’re doing their 20s wrong? It feels really hard to have a social life in your early 20s if you’re not in college. I went for about 2 years and felt just as lonely then, despite joining a bunch of clubs and actually making an effort to go out and meet people. Had to leave for mental health reasons though, as much as I really, truly want to be in college. I turned 21 back in August and I’ve done jack shit since then. I work, go to rehearsal, play video games, sleep, repeat. And it’s not like I don’t ask friends to hang out. I didn’t see a single person on my birthday even though I asked. I went to a bar by myself. I just don’t understand, I mean I went out more as a teenager than I do now that I legally can! I know people have their own lives- and getting off social media almost completely has helped- but I kept Snapchat and seeing my best friend at her college going to parties, studying abroad, hurts. I’m trying to be happy for her, and it’s really shitty of me not to be I know, but is it too much to ask for a text back sometimes? FaceTime occasionally? Like fuck. Sure, it’s not my friend’s jobs to take care of me, and most people don’t put their struggles on social media so I might not see what’s actually going on, but damn. At least show me that I still have a friend. I reach out, ask how they are because I fucking care about them, is it too much to ask that people that I thought cared about me do the same? We don’t even have to go “out”/clubbing, just an hour for coffee or lunch- something! We’re all busy, but it takes 5 minutes to send a text, and we can’t pretend that we don’t all have our phones on us at all times. I don’t want to think about my relationships as transactional like that, but I don’t think my expectations are too high to want my friends to act like friends. Maybe I bought into a false cultural narrative, but this is never what I thought my 20s would be like. I’m tired of forcing myself to go out alone to bars and concerts because I have no one to go with. I’m tired of random conversations with strangers that go nowhere and make me feel even more alone. Most of the time I actually prefer to be alone, but that doesn’t seem to be a choice anymore- just the default. I’m trying to not give up. But I’m getting very, very close.",3.573914772727272,4.300259577083338,4.439393939393941,89.14136363636366,71.97916666666666,7.0681818181818175,24.75378787878788,6.980632752743323,0.7607083333333335,1807,49,400,15,33,584,222,480,0.098,0.748,0.154,0.9821,1,5,1,0,0,0,55.0,5,1,5,3,22,27,4,1,15,0,36,11,2,4,5,79,91,33,0,7,20,0,5,6,6,2,4,1,0,1,18,24,3,1,15,9,1,16,18,8,0,1,11,9,54,19,67,72,16,51,0,2,3,2,38,21,4,8,20,257,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.1949220662374069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667183930599785,0.20687532513008589,0.0,0.0,0.055401212142579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603104093659985,0.04655539206458508,0.06822070168985384,0.0,0.0,0.31122396882776504,0.0,0.0,0.10239425747219273,0.0,0.08117503199168366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987326530034887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365308884734068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980952470540643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813607769770731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562037038687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192952608499012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009969492084898,0.04756589735547258,0.06392876262105339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086446026834561,0.12310720419788485,0.06957225981977226,0.0638711229463123,0.3027187912977656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087733490650441,0.059644021862646474,0.0,0.0,0.0707731109547787,0.0,0.0,0.04462823269057448,0.070347099732677,0.0,0.0,0.06556944901087375,0.0,0.07127696340777076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607194902735304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318299529551689,0.0,0.0,0.07050028448968104,0.0,0.0,0.04702854226781613,0.19517039447471202,0.0,0.058792759049791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888744949537519,0.0,0.06689015092305389,0.072526864710513,0.0,0.0,0.06709857714016199,0.07063253948023275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683537701092853,0.0,0.05135182268269691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511740488281588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463714948604246,0.05813647151790745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693288249920556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796160407761045,0.06845695813563325,0.0,0.07148370441839984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591707077836659,0.06061337400774031,0.0,0.0,0.06834503980836502,0.05507697483198157,0.0,0.06662966904317569,0.203614622107342,0.0,0.051257756721651435,0.06585088967494197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053172139483705236,0.0,0.0,0.06960552865572048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275235554275851,0.0,0.10012213090614924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532558195465363,0.13083213767007648,0.10571668190469254,0.07764851485256573,0.1530514739456344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904090508526589,0.07242164468219298,0.0,0.0693137777141192,0.08008944832241836,0.0,0.0,0.10987356059668564,0.11781463103305262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851653879826092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847218658550747,0.0,0.0,0.04729764739437958,0.07279651062866213,0.0,0.04287635753166237 lonely,lychee_nectar,2020/02/15,"Loneliness despite not being alone Hello friends. This is kind of a rant, kind of just a state of the union. Wondering if anyone else is in a similar situation. I'm married, I have kids, I'm lonely as fuck. I've been staying awake at night trying to figure out why I feel this way and I think it's for a few reasons. Moved to this city cuz the wife had a really good job opportunity, and was able to find myself a decent job, we ""settled down"" and all is good, right? Well, no. I have nobody here. Nobody. No friends. Nobody I can just go and hang out with. Nobody to get a beer with. The people at work are too involved in their own lives to spend some time with this lonely fucker. They hang among themselves, and always come back to tell the stories and say BS like ""oh yeah, we didn't think you were gonna be able to make it, cuz your kids""... Like, could you at least ask, bitch? Then at home is kinda the same. I come home to a wife that only wants to talk about her job. There's tons of things happening there that she'd excited or what not, and HAS TO talk about it with me. So every night, an hour of this conversation goes by. No one single question about my day, no one fuck given. Meanwhile I'm stressed like a mofo cuz all the work piling up on my side. But in my mind I'm like ""hey, that's work stuff, that stays in the office"". So she has zero clue what I do and how I feel about it but demands that I listen to all her crap. When she's done talking it's time for bed. So no real interaction. No intimacy, not a hug, not a kiss, nothing. Brush your teeth, go to bed, read a book, fall asleep. It's like I'm living in some family's house that is not mine, and they're polite but don't care much about me. So I end up going to bed, with all these things boiling up inside my mind, with nobody to talk to (that would care), and nobody to really come home to. So I'm letting my work absorb me, and it's not rare the day I spend 14-16 hr at the office. Eventually I'm just watching YouTube or something like that. I just don't want to go home. It's really fucking me up. On the weekends I spend a ridiculous amount of time in the bathroom. Like I have the worst bowels ever, but nobody cares. Valentine's day? I left the office at 11pm. Did she care? Nope. Came home to have to listen 1.5 hr of her meetings and work stuff. Fell asleep on the couch. Wished I was single. At least I would me making my own decisions just for myself. Fuck.",1.1034442270058733,2.982881536203525,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,80.99608610567515,5.423874755381607,18.060665362035227,6.39352644273079,-0.2808536203522505,1879,39,429,16,49,616,236,511,0.12300000000000001,0.802,0.075,-0.9754,4,5,2,0,0,0,85.0,2,4,2,6,24,34,8,1,28,1,31,14,5,7,5,78,71,31,0,7,18,2,2,7,2,3,0,3,9,2,28,26,2,0,10,4,3,13,16,12,1,3,10,7,46,22,67,53,18,59,0,2,1,7,37,27,8,8,22,274,74,10,0.13992644984099487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246080121298305,0.0,0.0,0.05821500777094741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048919913590416725,0.07168559180245815,0.0,0.0,0.06540617095952922,0.0,0.0,0.05379740139171775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001929089326336,0.2853286824438405,0.0,0.0,0.18080136990511667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558599421395921,0.0,0.0,0.13536147648160024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715966698065325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058445296936136974,0.0,0.06196665109421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328574241080845,0.05894703448466699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595510188748176,0.0,0.07075101735900377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639451200866465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810682804458617,0.258719496266452,0.03655289739534077,0.0,0.15904685210187874,0.11736366736117967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868248740097324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35089409523969195,0.0,0.06889968352824281,0.08072816811586686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828311569267,0.0,0.0,0.1457118650471618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601524858575377,0.0715421376347215,0.0,0.23926348402012554,0.0,0.12355761878099865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340199181555403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412858257923961,0.0,0.0,0.07435983589283476,0.051431020388399945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131149429810593,0.0,0.06713160122982795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948177837372432,0.053210185215696655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048503690968317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837482374717276,0.0,0.06998215796277328,0.07963346685873841,0.13446070018449555,0.0719338475769273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059748211809538425,0.0,0.055637564575008715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864159615485282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538611086377098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914297772393445,0.0,0.0,0.08014263776536737,0.0,0.16018230795812088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249351601249514,0.061150942334480166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296091570924753,0.08965921907569864,0.0,0.0,0.12238835724147905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750043721431909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825322454855245,0.05553355142182605,0.0,0.0,0.0629053414490606,0.0,0.06313092840724058,0.0,0.08045425586813619,0.0,0.07587213299491584,0.25467030500054666,0.0,0.0,0.0993997352810681,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Muffinthepuffin,2020/02/15,"Just some words on a screen The past few months I feel as though I am not really a person anymore to the people who know me. I feel like I am just words on a screen to them. One of my closest friends from childhood has made plans with me 3 times recently and all three times they just didn’t communicate with me at all the entire day, leaving me sitting at home. Being lonely is one thing, but thinking that you aren’t going to be lonely for at least a few hours and then having that taken away just makes the solitude that much heavier. The whole idea of not texting someone back for whatever reason just blows my mind. Pretty much everyone I know takes at least 2-3 days to respond to a simple text. Everyone just says “oh I’m just a bed texter.” I can understand trying to stay away from screens and such, but nobody goes that long without at least glancing at their notifications. So people just treat each other like chores that they can just keep putting off. I only have this one life and I genuinely want to meet and experience as many people as I can but everyone is just too busy it seems. People have called me narcissistic in the past for expecting a text back now and then and I really don’t think this is the case. All I’m doing is trying to interact with people, and they call me selfish. I’m using my own time to try and earn some of their’s and they don’t want to share it.",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,4.7464285714285745,85.96857142857144,71.14285714285714,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.2410142857142858,1100,30,227,15,20,353,150,280,0.034,0.889,0.077,0.8704,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,7,2,17,8,0,0,14,0,20,1,0,4,3,55,40,20,0,3,16,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,12,14,0,1,10,0,0,2,7,3,0,4,3,7,27,5,37,35,15,34,0,2,4,0,18,13,0,3,19,163,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723873927087976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318875978357626,0.16629498678415405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208314766116022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947349599465195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30997674012134635,0.0,0.10577468448915034,0.0,0.0,0.10935044437380873,0.07725013557769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354317808982023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614543952963476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846607349236333,0.0,0.10648908372296838,0.0,0.0,0.1220688350474472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611345286451564,0.0,0.0,0.11885398200966295,0.0,0.0,0.11449708379080205,0.0,0.0,0.07637743568801562,0.10565650513049007,0.0,0.0,0.09569417685563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231792506952417,0.07217952258272299,0.10962974619611904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918336167326446,0.0,0.08631061584988786,0.0,0.15898018555783328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198208698596423,0.08223991139271764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645009747652,0.374828543753829,0.09441744099148587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000999135853347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870338909048168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385453558580941,0.11117858783770264,0.10676815232908203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599158905775696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844009301300427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162061993582588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115255239416496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130245214367138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718386662245554,0.1385743387743473,0.10623998426228386,0.0,0.18915941777384265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202453382816967,0.0,0.0,0.11257011900359268,0.0,0.09339207103484247,0.0,0.0,0.1275591229058399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072647464841252,0.0,0.10423621667413857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brian_in_pian,2020/02/15,Touch starved Anyone else feel like all they need is a hand on the shoulder from someone who knows you and likes you for who you are?,10.56111111111111,6.187230296296297,8.051111111111112,85.43,60.85185185185186,10.8,38.111111111111114,3.1291,2.173844444444444,106,3,24,0,1,30,24,27,0.106,0.645,0.249,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297417970239626,0.4358262646949997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553293599480786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150721703178318,0.30387355828655355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337638773039803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156137452707848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153951988839065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604017466651095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kidemporer_07,2020/02/15,"I got the post valentine's feelies I'm on my bed right now, holding a pillow wishing to a God that doesn't exist that it were instead a person who cared about me, and didn't avoid me. Just one person in the whole fucking world who'd hold me when I cry instead of just avoiding me, but I guess that's way too fucking much to ask of this world. I wanna cry so bad but years just won't come out, I just want a hug from someone who cares. Jesus fuck I haven't been hugged for so long I don't even remember what it's like. Just one person, and I'd hold on to then so tight I'd never let go of them. I just don't understand why my fucking life has to be empty. And I just hate all the ""oh you'll find the right person you just need to wait"" bs. I know that I'll never find them, cause it's unfair that my bullies have a supporting gf, just not me when I really need it",1.4304687500000028,2.4365440260416698,3.1686666666666667,95.14300000000004,77.48958333333334,5.953333333333334,20.6125,6.079149491110277,-0.11155874999999993,671,15,164,4,15,224,106,192,0.16699999999999998,0.716,0.11599999999999999,-0.9341,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,0,20,14,5,2,9,0,14,7,0,1,3,39,35,11,0,5,12,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,14,5,0,7,5,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,4,1,23,6,16,26,3,20,1,0,0,6,13,8,4,1,9,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130599987570913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009775480319534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466071626668367,0.1242358643234717,0.0,0.1041767280613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656877697377493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798779097433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106890195396767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472181370228753,0.0,0.0,0.06873142333956589,0.0,0.09672456266275324,0.0,0.13322600996500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940049173303655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646394707576593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366652677262133,0.08542155269039745,0.05908382913609374,0.0,0.0,0.10702565616143338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889027903007256,0.17934686957054252,0.18654851779404896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639004141996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223909503058755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582445057814827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747549592908788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699832329032835,0.20655949289875586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246973524149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723815246710944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589993713730474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133192048336746,0.09599435592420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912705303713767,0.13502211513659731,0.1390718633274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787962070365265 lonely,justherejustthere,2020/02/15,"I’m not sure I don’t know what it is but I seem to not be able to find anyone to talk to anymore. It feels like I used to be able to reach out on here and other places and get responses and find good people to talk to, but, lately it seems as tho my efforts go nowhere and it’s become increasingly disheartening. I just want to find someone who is actually lonely too and who would like to just have that one close friend they can talk to about whatever, whenever.",6.126874999999997,5.075123770833333,6.648,81.59700000000002,66.5,10.18,29.61666666666667,9.3871,2.1365941666666672,366,10,81,6,5,120,63,96,0.08,0.757,0.163,0.8325,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,24,17,9,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,15,14,1,7,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,53,15,0,0.3394232422631382,0.0,0.16561406102874587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830832528955156,0.11866631148693015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743315197492014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581129490778014,0.12124201604637827,0.0,0.0,0.4653400413870095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311187774983719,0.0,0.0886673174523969,0.0,0.09645102529491446,0.14234605589183305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932690686315859,0.0,0.19144210075430926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582505123956232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500098665002807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765666940670445,0.0,0.17731252280522491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089981719109129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379610584975175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599511944619671,0.0,0.0,0.4092233175108101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657635084176632,0.0,0.0,0.1001003112198834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055826638757915,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aboringperson0973,2020/02/15,"I’m doomed to feel lonely Everything affects me more than it should I’m not good at taking care of myself or my relationships But it’s not like I’m trying my best, because I don’t see the point and I don’t know why I don’t see the point I don’t like having a lot of friends because I just don’t feel like I want or need to talk to my friends everyday Honestly I’m a fucking antisocial rock I never want to socialize, it’s very tiring, but then I start feeling lonely and I want to talk to someone But surprise!, If I don’t take care of my friendships and I don’t open up to them they are not going to open up to me either No one cares about me and sometimes I feel like the few times that I open up no one cares about what I’m saying I’m the least important person in my group of friends, If I died no one would care Lately I see some of my friends with people that I wanted to be friends with but they didn’t want to be my friends, that makes me feel so lonely (Sorry for my grammar) I’m so fucking useless",1.329002143367468,2.8069933981900483,3.1490307216003828,93.20270302452968,78.81900452488688,5.919599904739224,22.943796141938556,6.5966054737557815,0.4125601809954755,795,25,185,7,19,266,99,221,0.161,0.617,0.222,0.9434,0,9,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,5,26,2,0,6,0,14,3,0,2,1,41,48,15,1,10,13,0,5,4,6,2,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,15,7,0,3,1,9,32,19,27,43,7,17,1,5,3,2,16,10,2,6,10,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564788289883833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954656012999258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835651224508061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844658095411156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525134734230262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981272460724065,0.13553170703788375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43971765692869264,0.1753875198538751,0.0,0.0,0.05390941412081688,0.0795615438205444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521309216791516,0.0,0.107002817835959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536933809765516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064402186241952,0.0,0.0,0.06331777825151147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703352571005521,0.07315955941796069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283265661497687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657618941398284,0.08282546597509706,0.0,0.0,0.17934103448476812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184090938949328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543408674134723,0.0,0.0,0.22676622260618845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669475698050248,0.08037202088326396,0.0,0.09381598985624318,0.10618463567415842,0.06714026664947001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264130467854647,0.1524849129329611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531187443115645,0.1090241574414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440167049810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826695202821543,0.2797455555643469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559368056294582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673836850204893,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,menttalhighx21,2020/02/15,"I’m sure some deep, meaningful conversations will help pass the time right? I’d really enjoy getting to know you, your likes, dislikes, interests, hobbies, favorite shows...literally anything and everything. If you’re going through a tough time, I’m happy to listen to your issues. We’re not alone, we’re all in this together. Life is difficult enough without all the unnecessary bs we deal with on a daily basis. Just trying to help out anyone who’s in need.",6.148214285714285,7.775167869047621,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.73809523809524,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.5193714285714286,367,15,60,9,6,120,66,84,0.071,0.6459999999999999,0.28300000000000003,0.9586,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,15,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,11,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763720972024673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393666404743413,0.0,0.20470579876985975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564575231195593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570324568933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356673335172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996525479266605,0.0,0.1413743241324211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26480643043683505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334731197521643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596376576448213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671033044939648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570441133284426,0.12153009504842095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445014840981086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593600909395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124371014217504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344505093864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901043905495739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888966033398253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979285145293364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Baj-Nimen,2020/02/15,"What can i do to change my life...again? 8 month ago my life was miserable but in a night I decided to change everything, I quit gaming and porn and change other things . The results where amazing ,a girlfriend and friends . But in 8 months things went wrong and better again but now I feel worst . I am single ,i can make I gf but i cant decide because the girl i like is 8th grade while i am 10th grade , my friends abandoned me and I dont know why . I was loyal and asked them how to be a good person and friend and i used their teachings but the situation is going in the wrong direction. I got to confess i say a lot of stupid and strange things but they usually laugh at them , some time ago i was pretty obsessed about some things ,maybe that made them mad but that time was a few months ago . I dont know what to do next ,I did the impossible to change my situation one and il do it again but now i dont know what to do ,i didn't knew neither back then but in my desperation I found out . Tonight I'm going to a party with my friends but they dont really want me around my. I trying to make myself thing about good things but I cant ,I dont know how tonight will be but I hope I wont do anything stupid or leave because of loneliness.",1.3223027989821858,3.078287381679392,2.719408396946566,95.00954516539444,79.76335877862596,6.046055979643768,21.222010178117046,6.996647511020387,0.2661063613231551,962,27,227,11,24,312,124,262,0.162,0.647,0.192,0.9192,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,2,11,21,3,2,11,0,28,2,0,7,0,49,47,27,0,2,13,0,1,1,6,2,1,1,0,2,13,13,0,1,10,1,0,3,10,9,0,1,11,2,42,12,21,32,7,31,1,2,0,1,18,8,0,5,21,156,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260746971037026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995784017574047,0.07567892824108663,0.07947498014245302,0.0,0.0,0.06536917456867923,0.0,0.1036453599621744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751864287615715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35972676308148904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981686331157266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640353079599757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042984749123629526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321154677614232,0.26272102115328944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662884424420567,0.1426084877946256,0.06799206422623116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443634844743217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868820425298028,0.0,0.0,0.0900157004449015,0.0,0.0,0.1200933359002188,0.04153269236646455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227437688625335,0.0,0.08044064868962238,0.11349267715732593,0.0,0.0854062339150585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356790629935528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041149482370067,0.07977823994830073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760650233088534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422941968192306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648802310257148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042099474570747,0.0,0.0,0.05446102572245747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760515521554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911146670440322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887017791890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914265599854548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771773899899641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342329089849435,0.09362898552971027,0.0,0.050142429031143895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880720963542652,0.07671033494140171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589510500891268,0.0,0.0 lonely,WardsWardsWardsWard,2020/02/15,"listen if you're alone on valentines day... [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zke1Y7bjqE4&feature=share](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zke1Y7bjqE4&feature=share) **listens in lonely** *cries in lonely*",38.224000000000004,45.2744364,10.558333333333335,23.817500000000024,85.0,3.6666666666666674,22.5,5.46131890053228,1.4650000000000007,186,3,9,1,6,32,13,15,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.3313,0,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809601400879579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7970856116665553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404043125876198,0.2372194169340013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MuffinMcGoo,2020/02/15,"It's my birthday today And I am utterly lonely and heartbroken. My husband and I moved away to a new place a few months ago and so don't know many people yet. My family lives abroad and are on holdiay. We invited some people to hang out via Facebook, the only responses were from people who couldn't come. Could just celebrate with the husband, right? Not really. We're skint so can't even do what we usually would do, like cinema or a takeaway. So far I've just kept myself busy with tidying and laundry. Might have a nap and wait for the day to go away",2.0803733766233776,4.2877197321428575,3.5523376623376635,87.72902597402597,79.35714285714286,7.287012987012987,22.68181818181818,8.296473431620573,1.4050785714285716,438,14,89,9,11,144,80,112,0.067,0.8759999999999999,0.057,-0.2862,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,26,17,11,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,3,1,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,11,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,8,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821440607506195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861071383572765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700130834420674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405765367698708,0.0,0.0,0.13251646516406607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571643874288952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370659634138124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677801829502372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129254662634825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038628831687438,0.0,0.1814410492985367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832268294616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797993979259092,0.0,0.0,0.16401076974508932,0.21839084927618874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845216334211896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627545972729942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273582157523878,0.0,0.2146810256166052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163462127540168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547729312667892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476934433767784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263052501694112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596584530623313,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheOtherOne1999,2020/02/15,"Kinda just sick of being lonely I really want to be happy with who I am, but for some reason I have a deep yearning to be romantically involved with someone, in an attempt to be more happy. I know this would inadvertently make my situation worse, I've already learned that the hard way years ago. I quite frequently feel like I'm not good enough for anyone because of my loneliness and it really is starting to ware me down. I just really wish, that even if only for one day, I could be as happy with who I am than what I once was.",5.886479750778817,5.509981401869164,7.245373831775701,74.87996105919004,66.75700934579439,10.12398753894081,29.9828660436137,9.725611199111238,2.592714641744549,418,13,83,8,6,144,77,107,0.131,0.652,0.21600000000000005,0.9102,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,2,0,21,19,4,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,12,5,16,11,3,9,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276006809234072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190170341772662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049708046978795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505071408774842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759141112527853,0.0,0.0,0.11113853593905984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806286449862044,0.0,0.11382228077147595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713518081210718,0.1231125226764028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454215300392384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503451833805938,0.1543737509922559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094708012134347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419168967479451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503155359254405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835257307140465,0.11677520746062525,0.13106466261224448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329407259577707,0.0,0.0,0.33119686076733273,0.17718384976208282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370604002866035,0.0,0.0,0.14601457415087915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197599780945945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016446462772342,0.13678746186010748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817089262763626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561890161534197,0.12241822421355235,0.0,0.0,0.11097481246805532 lonely,gottcha77,2020/02/15,"Even when I'm laying next to her, I'm lonely We've been living together for almost 6 years. I should be so happy and in love but we didn't even get each other a card this VD. Just sex. We didn't even kiss.",-0.7961702127659578,0.9430238510638348,1.884510638297872,98.294,87.08510638297872,4.611063829787233,11.527659574468085,5.6839178017228535,-1.3986391489361698,159,1,40,1,5,55,38,47,0.105,0.774,0.121,0.1834,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,4,1,4,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325308315588704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437166328972598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973009061438746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34582796382785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868643435427088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320600022207177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455007405387247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092043026320012 lonely,Electronic-Wash,2020/02/15,I cant stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME?????,-0.5154545454545456,0.7525920000000035,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,83.54545454545455,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.7112545454545454,36,0,9,0,1,13,11,11,0.0,0.564,0.436,0.6599,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561378996741682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559479049354688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258257007815055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093830590160007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595943573342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jepero1,2020/02/15,"23M - Looking for Friends Good morning, everyone! My name is Brandon and I live in Florida! I love video games (especially Nintendo ones - Mario, Pokémon, Kirby, and Animal Crossing), eating sushi, watching anime, and rollerblading! If I had to describe myself, I would say that I’m happy-go-lucky, have a strong sense of humor, easygoing, talkative, weird, random, and honest! I prefer to have genuine conversations with depth, meaning, and substance, so I hate responding with one/two-word answers. I love all kinds of conversations, especially ones on the phone since we can laugh and have a good time! Two fun facts about myself is that I’m a triplet and I’m majoring in psychology! I also don’t drink alcohol, smoke, or do drugs! PM me if you think we have similarities or matching personalities!",6.057176015473889,8.204344234042555,6.648807221147647,70.22454545454548,67.65248226950354,9.66627981947131,34.094777562862674,10.018931242160765,3.8811787234042563,631,30,101,16,11,206,101,141,0.043,0.716,0.24100000000000002,0.9833,0,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,0,1,3,13,1,0,4,0,11,6,0,0,2,24,20,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,11,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,3,15,11,11,18,2,6,0,0,2,2,14,4,0,5,1,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827085954824905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836506589821133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817448381547416,0.21515124594592602,0.1898394027513617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727803246185908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333691842403615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543869465823433,0.3112207937052237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831685039852136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319676741477687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382284675465572,0.0,0.15579510434542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348888959061213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209219017946836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771516335791819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199413700365228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475377124470065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346901478068706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887756215838564,0.0,0.0,0.1081816957990144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36246386538101777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179233916175145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,breakfastpajamas,2020/02/15,"..all the lonely people, where do the all belong? I'm 24F looking for a number one friend. I'm very much into old movies, old music, different types of cuisines, anime and books. I've been a memer since 2011 and although I hate to admit it, dad jokes actually make me laugh. I've been single for 6months and I'm looking for a prospective partner in crime must be someone that has similar interests and objectives as I. HMU if you're keen.",4.740968992248064,5.859482244186047,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.58139534883722,8.058914728682172,29.449612403100772,8.344100000000001,2.0975798449612406,347,13,66,5,6,112,66,86,0.105,0.7170000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.5719,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,3,11,14,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,3,5,8,10,4,5,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,36,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.2532395214896708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112757304784457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004929790728032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620753843516325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358378139924526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322165425768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907660909294577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446138505674097,0.0,0.17584735649371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799081459360543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466528168076124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198778099593162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411886642927966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HomesickAlien97,2020/02/15,"I’m Dumb She’s a les-bi-an I thought I had found the one We were good as married in my mind But married in my mind’s no good",-1.9666666666666688,-0.9350585000000002,1.1075000000000017,106.12083333333337,87.125,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.9412208333333334,96,3,30,0,3,34,24,32,0.17600000000000002,0.639,0.185,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,6,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618079037586573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535459909390955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6663749029179469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360414103266987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619686117975966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,R72049,2020/02/15,"Purposeless I am 19 years old youngest one in my family. currently doing my undergraduate. Luckily I have good parents and also we are wealthy. So compared to my classmates I have more opportunities when it comes to spending on things I like. But surprisingly I am the one who is more lonely and depressed than most of my friends. Yes sure there are things that can be the triggers of depression like getting bad cgpa, balding at such an early age, can't build good friendship. Ever since I was a kid I was shy and talked less though recent years I am trying to be more outgoing. But I have this feeling of something is wrong. Like most of these days I stay in my room without interacting with anyone even tho I want to. when I have class I go there and then I come back to my place that's it. I feel dry and empty inside. Sometimes it gets really worse I feel like if I die suddenly it wouldn't be a bad thing. I don't know how to get out from this situation because I really don't know what exactly is wrong with 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lonely,mswatsonv,2020/02/15,"i'm just noone's first YET n that's okay ur always my first n i always put u first in line. no matter what ur the first thing that i think bout when i wake up n the last thing when i close my eyes to sleep. i kno i'm not ur first which makes sense. ur too good to me n i don't really deserve u. i will find someone that will put me first in their line no matter what. we'll appreciate eachother equally. n we all will. noone should give up bc they feel like they have noone important or they r not important to anyone. yesterday was valentine's day n the amount of couples i've seen in a bunch was crazy. after school i hung out w a friend of mine then after saying goodbye i sat down at the edge of the danube (budapest, my city is gorgeous) n i watched the sunset. i almost started crying, at the end it was all so surreal n melancholic. i wanted to watch that sunset w u but i promise that someday i actually will watch the sunset there w someone that adores me n who i adore as well. who knows maybe it'll be u or it might be someone else. what i kno is that it's gonna seem unreal n i'm gonna be happy in that 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lonely,jsanders4289,2020/02/15,"Don’t hate me, but... It was kind of sad not to have a single person wish me a happy Valentine’s Day. I know, it’s a stupid overhyped holiday, but it’s a holiday about love, among other things, so when no one tells me (in the roundabout “Happy Valentines Day” text kind of way) that they love me it just stings a bit. I’m new so don’t beat me up for feeling like this. I just wanted to express my thoughts.",0.38045219638242855,2.366034848837213,2.1320155038759734,96.79657622739019,84.23255813953489,4.752454780361758,20.020671834625325,5.82211442006289,-0.2076599483204138,311,9,72,2,9,102,59,86,0.098,0.593,0.309,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,9,7,9,11,2,8,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249408855579924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575581935278025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041793522629793,0.14719408106291426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43866403283784655,0.0,0.2034205497194193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291151783900714,0.11323347546092102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066009635257617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719159234147149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899345038377106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961714843808068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990503653000314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008689628732846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688295018036742,0.0,0.0,0.1635717048465534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152695744094398,0.16354392154199698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693432479174886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MELLONdrop-0_0-,2020/02/15,Spent valentines day alone because my partner went out drinking with friends I'm so fucking alone. I'm suppose to be ok with spending valentines day alone. The 1 day out of the year we are suppose to celebrate love and she chose to spend the night bar hoping with friends. How is this healthy for me. Why can't I find the courage to leave,3.2042288557213934,5.332269746268661,2.678432835820896,95.74859452736321,75.41791044776119,5.063681592039801,32.062189054726375,5.46131890053228,1.2578875621890548,271,14,56,1,6,79,48,67,0.12,0.609,0.271,0.9371,0,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,1,4,4,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,11,8,0,8,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,1,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252144627202637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266277764413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893137226140315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197120494570815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391283392448504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31092651144178235,0.1860260629951292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985838321117635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306454726355106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161028796615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888327757497376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653437521550675,0.1815711337460449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958006867519692 lonely,TakeshiNobunaga,2020/02/15,"I don't know how to put it short... But being a ""fat guy"" since I was a kid has made me awkward with women; since I have been rejected a few times, and also since I've had short relationships and even had problems to even try to consolidate something more from a friendship towards a relationship. And now that I spend more time alone and without going out I think I've lost social contact because of those who I called friends also betrayed my expectatives of being there when you need them to vent off your mind. I can't even ask my family because the only answer I get is maybe another day so I don't ask anymore. No close family either as all my other relatives are on other province and I've at most seen them in numbers I can count with my fingers so I've never had chance to grow up with them together either. And then, it's just hard hear your mother say. when will you bring a GF home? Like I could get a GF in these days that is full of male witch hunting implying that we all are equally savage beasts and then media spreads the idea making things harder making you think if I didn't live in this country maybe I could make new friends and maybe find love escaping this sinking ship? But then it hits you that you're a socially awkward person! And again we go in self torture in our minds. I just want a hug, going out, have a good time with somebody who can be by my side and at least share a little of their time or love with me and interact helping me get out of this enclosure between four walls but I find myself thinking I might not deserve it if I find such a person. I'm not depressed, just stressed like a caged tiger.",6.761094721876668,5.719386293051361,6.833740892127242,80.74727741247558,65.22356495468279,9.600924115869914,32.461524791185354,8.4952907291091,2.3243192109472184,1297,43,265,15,17,416,190,331,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.9167,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,3,6,4,1,17,18,1,3,15,0,25,5,2,5,3,63,51,28,0,8,14,1,2,2,4,2,1,2,1,7,18,22,1,0,9,0,1,6,9,9,0,1,9,5,39,9,34,34,11,42,0,3,1,3,42,21,0,5,17,184,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869955803402353,0.0,0.15241888893155492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999278272466789,0.0,0.0,0.09450959730752033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818075589389568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618504685281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730948941253999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521747347170105,0.0,0.0,0.1229181173813558,0.0,0.0820796705041258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882946878326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967616414423707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26130079927354194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725335588131802,0.0,0.14936716503502015,0.0,0.1624794414329374,0.07993109311441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435959202712524,0.0,0.0,0.08536791799862728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107407304554004,0.0,0.06387596258223847,0.0,0.09559124806006372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757937404496416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237306058659878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311517293745462,0.09551321595862136,0.08414951367689193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402857162203244,0.0,0.17201958264402162,0.09017287932894998,0.1908356343851932,0.0,0.28721769964130794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109567815981896,0.19244678955720665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066195192505884,0.0734993726270156,0.09203900163677632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247810782910312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664203512197573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091186918830044,0.0,0.09580039450998892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204627884788898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578446472737717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941616500954256,0.0,0.0,0.23649344180193604,0.0,0.0,0.19428777403609945,0.0,0.07336473691670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916306188600808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331148111357683,0.18318853397238408,0.0,0.0,0.22227515320526714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470080486270087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056208984834667214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918634714442914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kep_atreides,2020/02/15,"I’m can’t handle being like this and school isn’t making it any better. I have so much school shit to do, and the loneliness makes it worse. At school I feel like a ghost, I just go from class to class without anyone caring enough to talk to me. Is it because I lack confidence? Am I ugly or someshit? idk, but I’m glad that school is over in a year.",0.9459428571428604,2.683578146666669,2.433904761904764,96.696,80.86666666666667,5.352380952380952,17.38095238095238,6.1826913282559595,-0.4933047619047621,271,5,64,2,7,88,53,75,0.195,0.655,0.149,-0.1546,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,0,10,15,5,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,9,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,40,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617283651245234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973313561073166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310281115206874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409410814959727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916930722241496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171131497270466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938140591015982,0.13254905046236048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544605109561704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812899009883533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476973563766365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639246378296302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7511012206310227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904530479622864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912916586707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885290997384964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908002326897366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119480989407901 lonely,SilhouetteLover,2020/02/15,"Everyday is hard, but today hit different. I just want to be held, and make someone happy. What’s wrong with me? Why does no one want me irl. I’ve lost almost 30 pounds in a month to try to find you but you haven’t come to me yet love. I’ll keep trying. I just want to hug you. I can’t take much more of this. The waiting, the constant fear that it might not even ever happen. All my friends had bfs and gfs in elementary school but for some reason I never did. Not in middle or high school too. Please find me love, I’m trying to get to you but I’m lost. If I don’t make it until we meet just know you were the reason I ever kept going in first place. The though of meeting you, falling in love, having kids and growing old. Made the hard days less hard. I love you, future lover, eternally.",0.06480263157894939,2.167475398809525,1.8358020050125357,97.64954887218046,86.67857142857143,4.489223057644112,15.389724310776945,5.750287758089431,-0.8505880952380949,609,11,142,4,19,199,108,168,0.115,0.636,0.25,0.9869,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,7,0,3,9,12,0,1,6,0,10,6,0,5,4,39,35,11,0,4,11,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,5,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,8,3,20,8,17,24,5,26,0,2,0,6,17,8,0,5,14,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158132155192972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996277799000918,0.0,0.12498352112831372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458883410528118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208363608661266,0.0,0.0,0.10121172776456222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638998612149771,0.20923573817034996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301456464796763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141577698290664,0.09837730657014224,0.0,0.0,0.08935587663778786,0.0,0.06042571499858845,0.0,0.06573021867861413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227460563242302,0.12311842823604173,0.3108163520154276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219737609316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028007556542787,0.0,0.0,0.06356175331842798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525053274889183,0.0,0.4175378011326684,0.10943691752445876,0.1544031401041976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269320304717572,0.0,0.0,0.09231586490667433,0.0,0.08502078908995539,0.0,0.08920137451682537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136197554544045,0.0,0.07837179519502001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208363608661266,0.1269560372899443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378281604012797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341009785045579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799532409051216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695924730429637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363186252664127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962877930384783,0.0,0.0,0.2355693873219457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046514900021655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436194554630457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126452158246242,0.0,0.0 lonely,CommitStopNow,2020/02/15,Unhappy Valentine's Day Seeing all these posts on places like r/teenagers about people shooting their shot and getting a girlfriend/boyfriend or making nice cards for their girlfriend/boyfriend is just the worst feeling especially after not having someone your entire life,25.19045454545455,14.262342590909087,18.19727272727273,42.96590909090911,43.54545454545455,19.41818181818182,71.27272727272728,11.20814326018867,8.743390909090909,230,12,29,2,1,62,41,44,0.145,0.713,0.14300000000000002,-0.2732,0,0,0,1,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639459655679529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693973732928006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382722872332852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890802423286288,0.19994915927447546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731916002601843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837370102412223,0.0,0.427601132624074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919685276860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261360339832778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467740278887579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thejoogie,2020/02/15,"This is what I feel about my parents’ decision to move overseas Disappointed in my parents decision, but respect it Here goes, I am 18 years of age and am currently living in the US. I was born and raised in Singapore and attended primary school and two years of secondary school before moving over to the US when I was 14. &#x200B; You see, because I left Singapore when I was so young the only real friends I have in Singapore are from my short time in secondary school (2 years) which means that I only have about 5 close friends in the country that I plan to settle in in the future. I do not talk to anyone from my Primary/elemantary school anymore and I'm sure this is true for most of you guys too. This absolutely sucks because all of those friends who are now 18 and have been studying in Singapore their whole life managed to form so many different friend groups and meet so many people. &#x200B; My time in the US was no better either. I went to one high school in the US with a student body of \~70 kids. That means that I only have so many people I can ultimately form strong bonds with. And during my 3-4 years in the US, I have made only about 2 \*moderately\* close friends. I know that in 5 years when I'm living in Singapore I will lose contact with everyone I met in the US, because &#x200B; 1) of geographical location 2) I simply did not manage to form much very good friendships &#x200B; If only I lived and studied in Singapore for a longer period of time, maybe I could have made more Singaporean friends, which is particularly important because I plan to continue living there once I return from the US. And being in a city with few friends is definitely not the best thing that can happen. &#x200B; But alas, I did not have a choice. My father was struggling to find work in Singapore and had to relocate and I could not protest his decision. I love them but the fact that it impacted me by basically cutting me out from making friends in a country I want to live in really sucks. I also find myself more comfortable around Singaporeans than Americans because of the cultural differences, so our relocation to the states was very difficult for me. I don't want to hurt my parents' feelings so here I am, complaining on Reddit. Anyone with children planning to migrate to a place vastly different, hear me out. Please take your child's social life into consideration too. You do not want them to end up with major difficulties in their long-term social life. TLDR: Family chose to move overseas from Singapore during the most important social years of my life, missed out on making enough friends while I was in Singapore. Might end up lonely when I return there in the future.",6.799453510436436,7.372826560784315,6.999070208728657,74.18484819734348,64.76470588235293,10.345351043643266,33.51043643263757,10.237710317436264,3.428062618595826,2166,87,387,48,31,699,229,510,0.077,0.7490000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9956,6,2,0,0,0,0,67.0,8,4,4,8,22,30,4,1,22,0,37,6,1,4,4,64,61,28,0,6,11,4,2,0,9,2,4,1,0,4,18,25,0,0,11,0,0,5,8,12,0,2,15,4,62,18,78,41,15,73,0,5,1,1,47,40,2,4,27,275,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845710807603762,0.0,0.26052444265446073,0.29216966840205705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769180281205486,0.06725050965996256,0.0,0.0,0.04280979746756624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657438244562726,0.0,0.040920571785737436,0.0,0.05046690076775017,0.04253120204528755,0.0,0.05341652724385732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679101009694947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507296895596833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518594090124658,0.04968924700232676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045951521084959215,0.0,0.0,0.045334444514194834,0.0,0.048630931936947945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790575453790073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343840409312433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040335140980031374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047616106560486975,0.04252533328631987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542002943118696,0.0,0.0,0.05080913402640578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051480740507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02642869877048052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224931765131049,0.0,0.13586797558006616,0.0,0.0,0.2123192843553308,0.042557641425946695,0.0,0.05379978295252777,0.0,0.0,0.04340259745566522,0.09100678243201654,0.0642001497124696,0.14626543374537862,0.04831230649466639,0.10476699689382417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051015296703262915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333439375710425,0.03535127190136108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121368450636947,0.032586649347674135,0.1828709319080648,0.0,0.0,0.1601928975312111,0.0,0.0,0.06667832583105167,0.0,0.05024322985322777,0.052787764519659004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054736311240020284,0.030807326890611945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433454050494997,0.038321057800489534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470633851814976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027352439384992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532372841752908,0.0,0.036157274340742,0.03865247056009622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031948487339153835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412401818456401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697639555587662,0.0,0.404919729536071,0.0,0.0,0.07935764924964275,0.08509319362386343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457939299469397,0.0,0.05369014278117405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03500968531943593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29216966840205705,0.1858081374784852 lonely,AlexMV2018,2020/02/15,"See ? It's over, was that so hard ? I mean i felt sad yesterday, took a walk at night and was something amaizing had to get over that thing, but now i realise that i would spend that day again, alone ofc but at least i can enjoy that walk again. But now to the title, get over it , every one has a power to get trugh things ,try to find it. Stay safe <333333333333",1.4483428571428585,3.3107622533333334,1.804571428571432,101.208,79.8,4.819047619047621,17.38095238095238,5.288315135182226,-0.8821047619047621,279,5,67,1,7,84,50,75,0.078,0.8109999999999999,0.111,0.6733,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,5,2,9,7,1,16,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,7,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583564116649849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087551133874073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017355663770929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395124556672804,0.0,0.22799405323319116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909841700174255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234594501206697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172569523413304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340932332331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690347191744241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878046296389032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192039868770363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658819934693364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314488413830717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771496751870305,0.1693611208512357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772031118741265,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PsychonautThoughts,2020/02/15,"World has rejected and abused me since day 1. Why does lack of genuine connection hurt? Sounds like a time for a rant. Growing up isolated, rejected, and abused has left me bitter towards the human race. Enough so that i feel it's fitting to speak as if I'm set apart in a different class or species. Dad abused me all around but sexually. Mom enabled it all but comforted me when shit got bad (i.e.:chocolate that night and no school because I got a bruise) Ran away and cops got involved, tried telling him what was going on. But being a child with my abuser right there; it's hard to articulate the depth of it all. Cop brushed it off with ""Parents have the right to discipline, running away wont solve anything."" Always in the reject/misfit group growing up. Soon in the stoner group and learned to chameleon to get friends. Dad said he wish he could disown me when i found out i smoked weed. Nobody stuck around after highschool. I've been married but she cheated on me the whole time except for when she was pregnant. (Now ex-wife that makes life hard) Parents only seemed to start to care about being around when my son was born. Had a homie that i was able to start letting my guard down when around. But couple years down the road he tests my placebo with shroom tea without my consent. (Lower dose, lied saying it was stronger than it was) Stuck living with my mom that doesn't attempt to bond with me. But I'm the grumpy one that needs to change. I'm the one that needs to have an attitude adjustment. I'm lonely in this dynamic. But at the same time, like, everyone can just fuck off and leave me alone so i can build my life? There's gotta be someone i can connect with deeply, so i can have at least one person to hang with, that isn't going to turn shitty or be a drain on my life. But I'm forever skeptical because of my past life. IT'S JUST A HORRIBLE CYCLE!!! ´· ~ ·`",3.0396590909090904,4.919802066844923,3.4183923796791436,91.37111798128343,75.12299465240642,6.493181818181819,24.521724598930483,7.292943589461545,0.9216098930481283,1479,48,309,17,32,458,208,374,0.198,0.728,0.07400000000000001,-0.9933,4,5,1,0,4,0,52.0,0,0,0,2,19,16,5,0,19,0,26,8,1,1,3,50,54,26,0,6,15,7,3,2,1,2,5,4,0,3,18,18,1,2,5,0,0,7,5,10,0,3,16,9,28,6,54,30,8,57,0,4,0,1,24,31,2,4,20,188,46,5,0.09071637542128952,0.4299362832909727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395480630908667,0.0,0.0,0.07548329148783046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746518474355981,0.32302722845364784,0.0,0.0,0.17046204181754407,0.0,0.07574438425124398,0.11059972091572642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249139067149402,0.0,0.0959658966336028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242964411524898,0.10037594395062004,0.0,0.058504557368239715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947793043189701,0.0,0.0,0.07938651145803655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373426582589513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668338427990466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586892513510457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946582329712468,0.0700872466187894,0.08386582729278334,0.04739556197730562,0.0,0.1031124134232216,0.0,0.21766251756903693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252810773086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711375612919404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960555431605727,0.09856360732776323,0.0927636400907464,0.25630263504801737,0.0886388775394501,0.0,0.0801042214980415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055388501791041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249184498335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453008582373402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851311730370762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844152912311444,0.06899389134432668,0.0,0.0,0.20145959869221866,0.0,0.08659904511145887,0.0,0.07921003992415279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494257788785407,0.08629204686658945,0.07214130282370701,0.0,0.09180981504248524,0.0,0.0825847811147574,0.0,0.0,0.09311905574060993,0.07504152318564802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686369050869346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841903487562115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929011060430816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869234408976088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061590464131780126,0.09867336659539656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818574187881371,0.1012815934893353,0.10431935474483894,0.08744734868471699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584183715181115 lonely,Throwaway48939393,2020/02/15,"In immense amount of pain right now. I hate spending holidays alone, and this is now the third holiday in a row I’ve spent by myself. I keep feeling like there’s something wrong with me. My crush ghosted me out of the blue. My friend group dropped me and I’m still not sure what happened. I’m lonely. I feel like my life is going no where. I’m having really dark thoughts that the world would be a better place without me in it. The best part of my day these past few months is the brief moments where I wake up and am still somewhere between dreaming and awake. Then it all comes crashing down again.",1.7135155753337583,4.102457033057853,2.082975206611572,96.70670057215513,81.97520661157026,4.714812460267005,22.530832803560077,5.8734145424116955,0.14653541004450155,475,16,101,3,13,144,87,121,0.149,0.6890000000000001,0.162,0.4094,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,7,0,7,3,1,0,2,16,19,5,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,3,2,3,3,4,0,1,2,3,13,6,13,15,5,25,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,0,12,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052007624875945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792301800294868,0.17522803568315107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706696510033626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777611122381655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035884872660412,0.2830852369545396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307313177272486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260065710089605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752038564675082,0.0,0.0,0.19561029255697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610518981745907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994360215701473,0.1935905779774949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581438074952141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082206527461766,0.0,0.0,0.2145532190840488,0.18913550871585735,0.0,0.0,0.20700149655266187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692581248802914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920015257008847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525285447562085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164504096839608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867332104082914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729142942151605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098823500939965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407443826820786,0.21662176692234228,0.0,0.0 lonely,arctic_explorer577,2020/02/15,"I’d rather be alone than hang out with friends [M21] I’ve never done well with friend groups, so I just gave up trying. Now I have literally no close friends and I’m fine with that. I have a few snap streaks with people and that’s it. My closest friend is my sister and my 2nd closest is my cousin(who I only see like once a year). My sister is super extroverted though and always goes to bars, concerts, etc. with friends. She always tries to get me to go to bars with her and drink but I don’t like alcohol and I get anxiety whenever I go out so I always reject the offer. And speaking of anxiety, I hate going to events and crap like that because my heart rate goes way up. I’d like to get a girlfriend when I’m established(living on my own, good job, etc.), but it would probably be just me and her hanging out most of the time because like I said, I don’t do well with 4+ other people. (I just needed to kinda vent about my loneliness...)",2.404252577319585,3.9448375051546383,3.7975128865979393,89.43224871134024,76.01030927835052,6.7056701030927846,23.465206185567013,7.413659706084162,0.8407536082474231,732,22,159,9,16,241,105,194,0.113,0.727,0.16,0.8203,1,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,2,0,5,0,12,6,2,0,1,31,25,15,0,3,6,2,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,0,6,20,4,0,0,4,0,5,4,3,2,0,3,4,25,15,24,19,5,21,0,1,1,0,16,9,1,2,11,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325654647993402,0.0,0.12847232255184965,0.0,0.0,0.3096439922210333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978685997889932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123231666175607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694022565368826,0.0,0.12151603619290885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668401841136114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791809864818651,0.0,0.19442383519508247,0.0,0.21149143545932614,0.10404234204349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246791042680012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699290688735742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309467175556835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030085131680165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197716039143827,0.09567049027961697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321029640966705,0.0,0.09434116051217227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199318049827111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374056644935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799438596289916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884712204479057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187274084279108,0.0,0.07233113740996955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684356614610129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984604670564455,0.0,0.0,0.22306116359723446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881174002966295,0.0,0.0,0.07988036124451846 lonely,chillasss,2020/02/15,"Feeling shitty after being rejected... So I deff got rejected by a dude, for being intimidating and good looking.. I joined reddit cause it’s always been very difficult for me to connect with people in person. But, it seems like I get the same reaction in person. So I figured hey! Maybe if people don’t know what I look like. It will be easier. I NEVER! In my life thought of my self as better looking or hot or whatever other word you would describe someone. I sent this dude pics of me and after having a semi- decent conversation. Exchanged pictures and He immediately wrote “Im not interested.” I feel extremely ashamed, rejected and honestly UGLY AF. Lol I know! It shouldn’t effect me, but It just brought me back to my original reason as to why i came on here. Idk. With it being Valentine’s Day... and seeing posts. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so.... whatever the fuck i am that makes people not talk to me. Idk.... to anyone out there feeling ugly.. i hope you know that! it really does not matter (physical looks). It’s all about how you make people feel! I have always felt unwanted my whole entire life. Family, Society, Classmates. It sucks ass!! Sometimes I just cry, the feeling is unbearable but! I hope you read this and know that you aren’t alone! I know I’m not alone.... I’m just currently lonely!",1.1463383783783776,3.7865512360000015,3.28193513513514,83.56729189189191,92.64,6.222702702702705,21.556756756756762,7.534196372845213,1.4703697297297311,1019,37,184,22,37,344,147,250,0.17300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.12,-0.9449,2,7,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,5,0,2,11,16,2,1,5,1,15,4,1,7,2,56,48,18,0,7,13,0,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,16,10,0,0,16,1,1,3,9,8,0,0,9,12,32,8,22,32,3,16,0,4,5,2,14,5,3,6,9,120,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905107178392906,0.0,0.0,0.184019631312828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773187602944589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502771320278575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779732027614847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647185813347026,0.0,0.11359414196195165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146482176259242,0.0713137097284594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676761758643444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424316681609604,0.0,0.2795579831544073,0.0,0.10617229184025438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222764743010328,0.057772479637657276,0.0,0.0,0.09274764199251688,0.08843938714599224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219657955513444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194432950356947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038540875692126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562091274651372,0.10804572272409617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714309288910238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147623445876784,0.0,0.1110905378716388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852846274643952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066436532799226,0.1931050177570354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590322813211596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060799783327112,0.0,0.07083914561279146,0.1136926766556704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811640825586584,0.10066612539834974,0.11535704719282515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369244312188924,0.0,0.21872908499579932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888784671264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778663893513203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123849158748948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977951231791003,0.1234564704672955,0.12715932771713007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855149101321322,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blazemaster9210,2020/02/15,"You ever just lay in bed, and your mental state just drops off a cliff? It's bed time. You lay down, a bit tired, a bit down, as is the usual. Suddenly your eyes are pouring tears as a wave of desolation hits you for no apparent reason. There's no stopping it, no reasoning with it, only waiting for it to pass. Anyone else, or is it just me?",1.8008920187793436,3.313526014084509,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,77.59154929577466,6.986854460093897,21.6924882629108,7.793537801064563,0.8011389671361502,261,7,58,4,6,89,49,71,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.885,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,2,1,11,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,11,4,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850987747521112,0.24692869232166034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262100258325147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013210797584092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179945121910887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428670989810183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328817720738647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955676718072991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014832926519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052659792646702,0.2769892377471612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265422842898008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,propjake,2020/02/15,"Worst ghost ever I have been trying to patch things up with my ex before the divorce is finalized. And tonight, we were supposed to have a nice Valentine's Day dinner. I got new clothes, flowers, and made reservations at a nice new restaurant. Well it is now 4 hours past the time she was supposed to be here. No response to my texts, no word of anything. My messages show that they haven't even been read or delivered. I am almost panicking about her safety. This feels worse than if she had turned down my request for dinner. I am depressed, rejected, worried, hurt, scared, and a thousand other words. Not really sure what to do expect to sit here, scroll reddit, and drink....in my nice new clothes",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.01878787878788,87.62318181818182,72.33333333333334,6.618181818181819,27.90909090909091,7.348242739294969,1.522763636363636,550,21,103,6,11,167,99,132,0.22399999999999998,0.688,0.08800000000000001,-0.9611,1,1,1,0,1,0,24.0,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,14,2,0,1,2,17,18,6,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,1,1,7,1,14,5,14,10,1,15,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,3,11,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661095261513416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533570305499654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857721673576605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018570872440268,0.0,0.1605101604476754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256022046969306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230879223624899,0.1685717827884412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942283733742396,0.0,0.0,0.2041464463421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904778427269358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835254204734061,0.0,0.1995004514573455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633676207790214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399581222522174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790011718347545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640876573097145,0.0,0.1193859210707538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657720332783465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756405248238636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380819671065052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866704351205853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652507625604856,0.20270435381378488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755852346882985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925593475287586,0.18991506391279508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlpinesFox,2020/02/15,"What am I doing wrong... 😖 It’s been a year today since I moved from my old city to a new one. In this time period, I lost a very close friend, was dated to find out I was used to try to get nudes (which never happened), lost the only girl best friend I trusted when I needed her the most, made a great online friend to only end it because of an argument, another online friend I had to remove from my life because he was seeking pictures, and now the only person I had left blocked me on Instagram for a reason I don’t know and just left me. I just don’t understand what is wrong with me that makes people just want to leave and act like they never knew me so they don’t have to deal with me. I don’t understand why people don’t like me when I’m just trying to have someone I can trust. What is so wrong with me that I’m no fit to anyone’s peices in their life? just someone please tell me because idk how much longer I can go....😖😞",2.7139445628997905,3.3175552238805963,4.1575444207533785,90.82667910447763,73.87562189054727,6.936886993603412,21.81982942430704,6.868970318607317,0.35417100213219666,724,15,167,6,14,241,112,201,0.09699999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.191,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,11,15,0,0,9,0,19,3,1,5,2,29,34,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,10,0,27,10,21,24,3,24,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,1,15,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811873510012592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876442382715125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060031397149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821460926950758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161326690682176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977056809214044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295603917766044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481188496776415,0.0,0.05885267759591861,0.0,0.06401909134698812,0.0,0.0,0.12419217351317795,0.0,0.0,0.0996121335374405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061907076739896864,0.0,0.0,0.11927542742581915,0.24477955161831946,0.0,0.15912983956903035,0.1100659020519948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593196175344054,0.0,0.0,0.10658799195522238,0.07519181382100372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972444757400395,0.0828074783952267,0.08352528630978767,0.17375846477527485,0.10879382403039042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820260992106445,0.0,0.07633157498150618,0.2570161682218119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561885535855957,0.0983577944333306,0.0,0.12365104379244918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581843961344852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318160574752322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908885054894656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984572209139434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568455620470183,0.0,0.1067748590770368,0.0,0.0,0.15295793856252987,0.0,0.0,0.23453608799436465,0.0,0.09728963238239403,0.0,0.09294441857808744,0.06644129441084899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164513460308998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694808460643622,0.0,0.07254007424324375 lonely,EvolRoams,2020/02/15,"Why do they have to attack me? I’m by definition not a “nice guy” that part of me has been killed off by the long line of women I trusted that let me down but I get my flaw is what I’m attracted to. I understand and own my mistakes even as I repeat them. My friends, my true friends that I confide in and above all wish that if anyone could understand and accept me it would be them. I accept them unconditionally and live them, which by and far is no small task. I just want a little return. My last relationship hurt me so badly I just want a little consideration but my friends keep twisting the dagger. They get mad at me when they go in the attack talking about my ex and I defend her in any way. I proposed to that woman and gave it my all, when I had to break it off it destroyed me. I hide my feelings so much but I’ve been pretty open about how they depress me pushing shit about my ex. So tonight when they played the song she used to sing to me and I stood up and said “I’ve told you repeatedly this shit depressed me” and my best friend (who I just recently had an in depth talk with about it) tried to say “I mean but did you tell anyone?” And I’m like fine then I’m leaving and her tool of a bf throws up the peace sign........see the old me would have just started hitting him until he was in the hospital but I’m older and trying to be better and explain my feelings and be more open but the level of how inconsiderate they can be just has me removing myself and wanting to disassociate even more.",2.5050000000000026,3.883599270700637,4.002030573248408,88.74074012738855,75.40127388535029,6.680050955414014,23.388025477707014,7.24861992348623,0.7020702165605095,1177,34,262,13,25,391,162,314,0.156,0.667,0.177,0.7995,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,10,2,20,27,7,0,13,0,22,2,2,3,3,56,48,34,1,9,13,2,2,1,5,2,0,3,0,3,14,19,0,1,9,3,0,4,2,12,0,0,10,5,56,15,34,29,8,40,0,3,0,0,37,19,2,1,16,188,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968846689483773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387417399875875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266625187676024,0.0,0.0,0.09784292072204112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297634202936072,0.10363885180330834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356110023400936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185911395848927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547965491890664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850250417807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621412191722044,0.0,0.12244657498937787,0.0,0.06659780650247286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160296058883582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544683854648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415764576786883,0.1296456412529928,0.0,0.0,0.09551979541754894,0.0,0.12407989037442282,0.0,0.11982756970049288,0.0,0.05724970077792065,0.23489632726734705,0.1034747469533357,0.10370327855172208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764665401879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861429974573118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229638593422598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689778316514322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921725179305034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570408780608975,0.12581070093541158,0.0,0.0,0.11146787955269044,0.09318863494291063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057335678691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294273940401117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837453331058174,0.10242311799863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197339023688273,0.0,0.1591191468212512,0.0,0.0,0.2439832974422635,0.0,0.10120849852399888,0.0,0.0,0.20735273068612806,0.09301442092338552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573944215365484,0.0,0.13475468124762172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664868999080907,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vanilla-Smoove-RDM,2020/02/15,"Any other day. Notifications. Today. Dry. Most of my friends are in loving relationships and I'm so happy for them. If not, they are very attractive women who honestly take their pick of whatever guy they feel like going out with. Not me though. I don't get that option. I don't have a go to chick or a good friend that's available. My ass went to a comedy show and it was lovely to see the couples but man did it suck to be one of the few people by themselves. I got so sad I left the bar. Didn't even feel like drinking. I just want to go to sleep and start tomorrow early. Get this off my damn mind.",-0.03559523809523668,2.234862166666666,2.1844246031746053,93.4275892857143,90.03174603174602,5.372222222222222,16.605158730158728,6.9077264865688965,-0.07599841269841212,467,11,105,7,16,157,92,126,0.109,0.701,0.19,0.6264,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,5,13,2,0,6,0,9,6,2,1,0,18,26,9,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,2,0,2,3,0,4,5,3,0,1,5,3,13,10,15,20,2,13,0,1,1,3,14,4,3,4,7,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214231593455226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756711977236074,0.0,0.11515285872166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491539966827185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793354039001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805650053055501,0.2551186914752527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759014740436484,0.0,0.18657467718470894,0.0,0.3044298523781449,0.1497630140936296,0.14280631721770176,0.0,0.0,0.1767969930099506,0.0,0.19007454859379688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399994906847245,0.0,0.0,0.17446538529131295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223047524574621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802891098678772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099312676100366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378718418412292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170067366476068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228479137580652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868341527008333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638176960410094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425073658129966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754288556560777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924875534569114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473261336671088,0.10531604986225836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552177825918712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WockioTockio,2020/02/15,"My friend got a girlfriend today He confessed to his crush and she told him she feels the same. I'm glad for him, but I can't help but feel a little sad. Everyone around me seems to be leading legitimately happy, relatively succesful lives, yet here I am being an absolute pittance and misery of a person. What's wrong with me? Why is my life like this?",2.342714285714284,4.6758741285714285,3.9871428571428567,84.28785714285716,79.14285714285714,6.857142857142858,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.277428571428572,279,9,55,5,7,93,59,70,0.21100000000000002,0.64,0.15,-0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,6,7,1,5,1,1,0,0,12,2,0,1,3,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424520393877737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602450994648917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541986467873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041936259237276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782568829885351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992498498802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255257071847955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237107925955815,0.13305798852536402,0.27296939890944183,0.24049281490903116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378082592174245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479400724145329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815893403859563,0.2602450994648917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457563496329318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977754070329583,0.0,0.0 lonely,formeremokid1387,2020/02/15,"Is it ever going to turn around? I used to have a lot of friends in high school and a pretty happy childhood but ever since I graduated college I’ve found less and less people want to hang out or even just talk. All my best friends are married or moved away and never have time for me. I keep looking forward to events like weddings or holidays where I see these people because it’s the only time I see them anymore and it’s one of the few things that makes me forget about my depression. These events seem to be dying out slowly - less people having get togethers, less people coming to events, no one left to get married to have a wedding... I find myself holding onto hope looking forward to the next time I get to see them, but when they stop... I don’t know if I’ll have anything to live for.",3.6939791666666686,5.021816106250004,4.43375,87.02291666666667,72.3125,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.9250833333333331,627,20,124,4,12,201,98,160,0.06,0.7759999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,4,32,28,11,1,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,1,5,16,6,22,26,8,28,0,1,5,0,8,11,0,7,16,88,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002874437338408,0.0,0.0,0.10789472744997712,0.11671825939403352,0.0,0.0,0.12318486530649622,0.0,0.0,0.07992519377729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759487694577233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294213528514943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292733011553435,0.0,0.1360744678110858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659881968279141,0.2371982098830448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983479562308512,0.0,0.0,0.14375850382656866,0.2025949693522953,0.0,0.20550320256808727,0.0,0.07451447033916743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139572097178863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852795471347945,0.0,0.13022467216999906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165391506682609,0.0,0.0,0.0720562091160738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424545261025177,0.0,0.0,0.06405512965932564,0.0,0.11577507379947855,0.0,0.2202035926063756,0.0,0.0,0.1114674806450554,0.0,0.0,0.08751886449536397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935224024459753,0.0,0.0,0.10112233473839848,0.0,0.1394400337094876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769095937563528,0.09971725225864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36358864515557904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338893334753385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269323280696366,0.31343996672724045,0.1193602403152821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845792796396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961623725757397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538356525679757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710557052561424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935892147523726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261316177830086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132394302064312,0.0,0.0,0.07733377274662019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,no_username99,2020/02/15,"My friends don't include me when they talk anymore And it sucks...so bad. Dealing with depression, anxiety I have enough low self esteem and now I have more proof to show that I suck",1.0100000000000016,3.609255555555556,1.6402222222222242,96.12700000000002,90.66666666666666,5.102222222222223,23.86666666666667,6.742157984588678,0.8405066666666672,144,6,30,2,5,44,32,36,0.331,0.595,0.07400000000000001,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279907258459663,0.0,0.36286768664118185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055054971047577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772197716096169,0.3151432341753571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780654336287549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826881402580726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817063540580778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940910543973665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eshmail,2020/02/15,"Not sure what has happened to me emotionally. Every Valentine's day has been horrible for me, being alone, but now being alone is no longer even painful for me anymore. Not sure if something in me is broken or not, not sure if I even care.",5.243333333333332,5.83005021276596,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,68.14893617021275,7.9687943262411345,30.56028368794326,7.793537801064563,1.9253177304964533,188,7,37,2,3,60,32,47,0.373,0.5579999999999999,0.069,-0.9443,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,11,9,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525409701920192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666492591212466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274615484380456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089598069618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575092196773266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885966013294838,0.0,0.18407157890253906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319353940505649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246897526277105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818995891919353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177201330600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sivkinbed,2020/02/15,I miss him SOOOO much To the moon and back. Ahhh. Whatever he be coming home now. Hardworking guy. 🤣 I miss you you will be home in 7 minutes. I luv u. 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She the one I need. I care for her so much. I loved her so much. I broke her. She really wanted a woman not a man. 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HMU if you’ll be willing to chat with me and read my rant. Have a nice night everyone!",-1.4216666666666669,0.5007779444444438,1.5,94.99500000000002,102.88888888888887,5.7333333333333325,17.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4568111111111115,130,4,30,3,6,45,31,36,0.196,0.731,0.073,-0.5697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931468284052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826747519157317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843162081222873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162304116926674,0.0,0.33062094984100704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Atuday,2020/02/15,Conventions I went to a convention today because someone invited me along. But then they went off to do there own thing. I hated it. Being stuck in a crowd and also being completely alone at the same time felt truly terrible. If I hadn't payed for it I would just give up and not go back tomorrow.,3.2301694915254235,5.111544898305088,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,74.59322033898306,8.787796610169492,25.359322033898305,9.3871,2.3303328813559316,235,8,45,6,5,79,50,59,0.18899999999999997,0.764,0.047,-0.8268,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,1,6,0,8,4,2,12,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844848250389235,0.0,0.21966086684690747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121135933188373,0.0,0.16744189834501955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799592811825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373511927199395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634973294905344,0.1561065263417469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711888551449651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273480522408174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182484663420096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016765761074245,0.0,0.2603637758743345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50926076341268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512423149471986,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glenthemisfit,2020/02/15,"Venting Hi I'm glen, I'm ""homeschooled"". I feel lonely and unmotivated most of the time, I don't have friends and have never interacted with someone my own age, I get sad when I hear or see people having fun with friends it depresses me, i hope one day it just gets better, I just wanted to vent. Goodbye :) PS you (reader) may be lonely but so am I, and the number of people in this community and those not in the community, feel the same way. I hope one day you say I'm not lonely.",1.7206060606060625,3.54403641414142,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,78.79797979797979,6.420202020202023,22.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.7731898989898989,371,11,79,5,9,129,64,99,0.155,0.718,0.128,-0.2033,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,21,19,8,0,3,6,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,5,12,6,7,17,3,9,0,5,1,0,8,2,0,5,6,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503379643684107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844369049594184,0.0,0.1899352832247624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230051073991566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407495142625969,0.0,0.23042729599310735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485443312037616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380562254709348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008016809780982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886284091691634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057643894718841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536795266871674,0.0,0.0,0.17572749009884153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868475826117441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858815684374536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006959444132088,0.17504010629615185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DDeadRoses,2020/02/15,"My date stood me up, but I’m okay. I am lonely. I planned to meet someone at a bar to spend Emo night and when it finally came down to it. She suddenly had anxiety attacks and stomach problems. It sounded like bullshit. I felt really stupid but I’m not letting that bring me down. Yes it’s Valentine’s Day, I got stood up but I’m still making the best of it. I’m drinking lightly and spending it trying to cheer most people on this sub. Here’s to everyone spending a stupid commercialism holiday like Valentines Day. Remember, it’s just a day made for the economy to boom. Not a day for love.",0.8997500000000009,3.3832061416666686,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,87.58333333333334,6.2,26.33333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.7301833333333336,467,22,94,9,15,156,76,120,0.22,0.602,0.177,-0.809,1,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,3,0,6,2,3,4,1,2,0,16,16,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,2,0,2,3,3,2,2,5,0,0,7,4,8,6,15,8,2,18,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,12,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514300074161257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251949162968645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773466521435324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264002702674005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106414468665527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939141019975381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891482081018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900615356040342,0.2168428298156929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831744269152148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024156814587833,0.0,0.19341520862417325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865618682190976,0.1873035909987112,0.13213211435953387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576119249770945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723251757930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894099143343183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681083324736364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242369838566682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772106267643355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808187218528702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343939905376854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imisuchajerk,2020/02/15,"I made it to the end of the day. Now I’m crying. I did well in my classes. Finished the article I was writing, even went to the gym. I opened up Instagram, saw people I know posting their loved ones. Accidentally stumbled past my exes account. Tried to talk to people in my discord but got no responses. Now I’m crying and I’m not really sure why. I don’t miss my ex, I’ve been doing so much better emotionally, I’ve stuck to the routine. I’m even acing 2 of my classes. But I’m crying And I can’t stop. I don’t know what to do anymore.",-0.9545689655172396,1.1538656982758653,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,94.60344827586206,4.968965517241379,20.181034482758626,6.6274283507984215,0.4499586206896549,415,15,91,6,16,150,69,116,0.22399999999999998,0.706,0.07,-0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,22,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,5,1,1,1,8,1,14,4,11,14,1,13,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,7,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889874922199467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595406002745328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944509682327966,0.1163368487577774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029148574698731,0.1597723023659708,0.0,0.0,0.23829224222707515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427463731462353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198275631233162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628093286471778,0.17068970544022585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260765904537322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223716584186416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722029952348456,0.2501199029611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727640853501919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556267372242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508144051863617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001576467819776,0.0,0.0,0.14499092568992464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247320265190148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219258354227115,0.1672236564269834,0.1627742278147259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,reddit_why_not,2020/02/15,"Here I am spilling my heart out I grew up extremely close to my family. Never really had friends that lasted or that I could be 100% myself around. I’m always socially awkward and don’t know how to approach people. I always think that I look ugly and people stare at me thinking what the fuck happened to her. People say I’m pretty but I don’t feel like it. I don’t want to be like this. But it’s just gotten worse. 2 years ago my family decided to move back to Germany after living in America for 7 years. Since I was going to senior year my dad decided that it’s best I’d stay with my older sister and her bf to finish school. Originally I was suppose to return and do college in Germany. But I decided to get a scholarship and attended college in America. Moving in with my older sister was great I loved it. It was hard but I managed to make friends at my new school when I first moved in. I had a good time. But starting college and having to start all over again making friends while commuting an hour to school is a nightmare. the distance of being so far apart from my family and only visiting once a year for Christmas is torture. I can see my dad and mom getting older each year and how my younger siblings have grown up. Even my dog is getting old and it breaks my heart. Living with my older sister has turned into a mess too. Recently she got engaged to her bf and I feel like I’m intriguing on their life. So I decided to keep distance and stop hanging around them so much give them space since actually their relationship is pretty shit. Yes they love each other but Its so toxic. And I feel like they just go engaged because just to do it and because it’s “time to marry”. And now she wants to make my dad pay for the wedding. She’s guilt tripping him hard. I swear he would pay for it but he has 4 other kids too and has to already to pay for flights to America for the wedding and still needs to figure out his retirement. He payed for everything my sisters education bachelors masters and living costs car insurance everything!!! She’s 24 turning 25 and she doesn’t appreciate anything, it just breaks my heart. My parents do everything and more for their kids and seeing my sister do this to them is torture. I tried talking to her about it today but it just resulted in me getting a reddit account and spilling my heart out cause she doesn’t care. I don’t know what to do. I feel so sad all the time and I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I could go on and on about my situation right now I don’t know if anyone is going to read this but let me know what ya think and do because I’m at a loss right now.",3.0073059866962315,4.702478851782363,4.432254391949517,84.86123507589973,74.74108818011256,7.3220023878560445,26.560165444311785,8.07648339933343,1.6760848030018765,2080,77,415,33,44,691,236,533,0.111,0.767,0.121,0.9316,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,8,5,27,24,4,2,13,1,41,9,5,9,3,89,86,45,0,7,16,10,6,4,5,1,1,1,0,2,25,37,0,2,17,1,7,15,9,9,0,1,8,11,70,15,64,71,7,82,0,2,4,3,51,27,2,2,41,283,95,15,0.0,0.0,0.06831318062594502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620537543085188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725044779368948,0.0,0.11649680567359035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942452201784832,0.04894797652123427,0.0,0.11521360015522747,0.12463566280264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382826229564452,0.0,0.12802019434807604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346420678057566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137309034327365,0.07191273337192704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178397244192544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623655863755505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887435166408316,0.0,0.19797881118558427,0.0,0.14158320742497674,0.15003124173482532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059544821707396986,0.0,0.0,0.1622532653639476,0.06471697770596968,0.14629546392663478,0.06715360106996501,0.15913808940136892,0.0587154965413343,0.05598808140596392,0.07717895082409759,0.0,0.0,0.0619037394892988,0.0,0.12541851984469252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318172715618947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689392078632282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062222202256119935,0.0,0.0,0.15388806222527876,0.05706208109945012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715831778147143,0.04944544295877692,0.13680042150127075,0.0,0.18544274649833092,0.0,0.058785191062876524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636152986571533,0.0,0.1401833578663515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198708841492149,0.0,0.22320747734016824,0.05146052381678127,0.0519066039534911,0.05399090630593824,0.06760968068503989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345674981209517,0.07455129305216535,0.0,0.053240709262795324,0.0,0.0,0.07773044622633694,0.0,0.0,0.14559454539851333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243716625504405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002230325971337,0.0,0.044845944542229135,0.0,0.06911987209633419,0.07515740992297172,0.0,0.1195649727971691,0.0,0.05566948108938765,0.0,0.2125414109092678,0.1115672280832655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185744240413126,0.11581500450888628,0.07868670894247448,0.0,0.07135960913302204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909747611567256,0.0746142668306778,0.055904773209117936,0.058525942964960685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562660485706226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456597819162594,0.0,0.0,0.12245856537861716,0.0,0.06635499939198787,0.0,0.0,0.04752768586186392,0.15228710601837114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257959014591512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133940373856626,0.04972837799234936,0.0,0.0,0.225399341376437 lonely,The4EverVirgin,2020/02/15,"Everything just seems to have been ripped away So, for Valentines Day, I decided to give my crush a really personal drawing, a card, chocolates, and flowers, and when I gave them to her, she absolutely loved them. She even gave me a kiss on the cheek. So everything started out ok. But on the card that she read was me asking her out to Prom. She smiled and told me she had to think about it a bit. So, a few minutes ago, checked snap, and she had a new private story. I looked, and it was a pic of another guy asking her to Prom.... and she said yes. Everything just feels numb. I don’t even know what to do or how to feel. Thoughts?",1.6762239583333312,3.612638757812501,2.8590625000000003,93.56302083333335,79.390625,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.928935416666667,483,16,110,8,12,155,79,128,0.031,0.8490000000000001,0.12,0.9079999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,9,2,8,4,1,1,0,20,24,13,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,4,20,3,16,14,2,10,0,0,1,2,22,5,0,2,5,75,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481825641131678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496680906924949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476442385605284,0.0,0.17469003674826908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299052024156444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199113089063931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456137928162475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013133801222986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802647514997284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836373581949938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410275765518788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218383392398843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561367688668489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781165992300498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957510889078296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234939623676356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859831699431289,0.0,0.11911334727339955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686472222763674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926628701569288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160423096193746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913826512176247,0.0,0.14760991707326254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766680985235478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yespleasedxddy,2020/02/15,"If they wanted to, they would Here's to all you lonely people not getting that text back",6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,5.852222222222222,85.165,66.22222222222223,7.2,23.555555555555557,3.1291,0.3118222222222222,71,1,14,0,1,22,16,18,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187270310226977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524515209034149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676838464080802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39789753368025627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792176595236861,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fluffychiblets,2020/02/15,"I would literally just do cyanide right now(Also posted on r/depression) Nobody desires me and I’m never going to get the love I want. Recently I’ve desired more from life and I’m having a hard time pushing myself to trying to get it. Never really had a desire for a romantic pursuit and the first one isn’t going all perfect. I feel like I have so much more to offer the world than most people but I have some unfortunate circumstances and some preconceived dispositions that just makes it feel so hard for me. People have all these experiences and setups in life that it feels like I don’t have. Writing it down makes it feel like some of these things aren’t actual worries and that’s probably true but I’m just stuck in such a rut right now. I want to believe it’s not too late for me and I have a good amount going for me, as much as most or anyone but I don’t know. Please help me. I’ve legit just been crying in public today around my friends like out of context and on the train, this is the first Valentine’s Day I’ve genuinely cared about being alone and it’s actually kind of devastating. I’ve never felt wanted by the people I want and it’s sucks.",2.6698103309120285,4.637370347457633,4.142857142857146,85.37663841807911,76.45762711864407,7.037610976594027,22.255044390637607,7.957251820313856,1.0855773204196932,926,26,186,15,21,307,125,236,0.122,0.6970000000000001,0.18,0.8952,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,1,0,11,0,16,3,0,2,7,50,40,18,0,8,9,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,4,7,17,11,26,34,12,27,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,6,15,126,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.22674159970387794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032306825160695,0.0,0.09290572694065978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123280454077808,0.0,0.0,0.10342107227726967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089031739292706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844894742096775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761363590471633,0.0749237652205979,0.0,0.10006202654659184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364220234720153,0.0,0.0,0.2349678542895476,0.2489879950311779,0.11154696477103143,0.0,0.0,0.19763811323534927,0.0,0.0,0.08975711716904695,0.0,0.12139409706956265,0.0,0.1980761141228116,0.09744272987439664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081413539928024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787017448214263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097919419635972,0.06384716881239294,0.0,0.13105133678283715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411677412487385,0.22703046562278126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485317460061278,0.0,0.15509646661270032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080512698869935,0.0,0.26880576383134724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872371318769159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416249677538793,0.0,0.0,0.12752611627932356,0.0,0.0,0.11126428047127046,0.0,0.12525713698683685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442517763456694,0.0,0.1147095642952538,0.0,0.0,0.1984269576688718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077182024062491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774302986375666,0.0,0.11012105257455244,0.0,0.0,0.07887572664454114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274093933279166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798214090948887,0.0,0.0825279387765912,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,generic_throwaway_hi,2020/02/15,"i feel like i’m fucking up my childhood i feel im fucking up my childhood, sorry if this is wrong sub. currently in high school, and i’ve felt like i’m like fucking up my childhood. you’re only young once, and i’ve felt like i’ve been wasting it. i left the united states and my friends to move to saudi arabia for my dad’s work when i was 10. albeit, in saudi arabia, i made some of my best friends. however, i feel i have more “cringe” memories than good ones. i feel like i didn’t know what i was doing, i was naive. i didn’t understand as much, and i made many mistakes i wish i could change as they haunt me today. at 14, i left my parents to move into a boarding school in the united kingdom since there’s no proper high school where i lived. i had to leave all of my friends ive spent so long with and i only get to see them once maybe twice a year. i’m forced to live in a tiny dorm room with a roommate i don’t like, and i’m unable to really do the hobby i enjoyed. on top of this, i’m yet to be in a real relationship as i’ve been stuck thinking about this girl i’ve had a crush on since middle school which i know i have no fucking chance with. i already even knows how she feels about me, yet i’m still stuck on it. i’m not content with the friends i made here, with the exception of a few, and the direction i’m heading at this school. i hoped i would find friends just like the ones i had in saudi, but they’re not the same. at my current school, i feel like i don’t fit in anywhere well. i don’t do any extracurricular activities as i don’t find enjoyment in any of choices listed. on top of this, i’m too scared to try and find if i actually enjoy any of the activities listed as i feel like i’m judged for not being knowledgeable about the activity. i feel like the people i’m with don’t really know the real me. i feel like i change my personality from who i really am depending on who i’m with. i’ve never told anyone i know, including my parents, of any struggles i’m facing be it about school or myself. i always feel people judge me for my imperfections and what i do wrong, so i make lies to cover it up. i miss the days when i lived in america and i never had to worry, life was far easier. in short, i moved to a third world country at a young age, made lots of mistakes i wasn’t aware of i keep thinking about in middle school, and now i’ve left my best friends and my parents to go to school with people i don’t feel close at all with. i keep asking for so much in life, and every time i’m let 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lonely,1984_5150,2020/02/15,"I'll never speak verbally with my best friend again I don't say much about her/this friendship cause on other subreddits I'll get nothing but hate about it and I don't need added negativity. So I decided to give this a shot. My best friend is an online friend, but I'm very close to her despite that fact. We've sent videos (with sound and speaking, so I know she's real) and pictures quite often, but have only spoke on the phone once (not my choice.) The only reason that happened was because we had a fight that nearly tore our friendship apart. I had work today, but with today being the holiday of love, I asked if we could talk again tomorrow. Rather than saying yes or no she changed the subject. So what else am I supposed to think, really? I wish sometimes she didn't mean so much to me, as a friend or romantically. But I don't have anyone else",2.8070175438596467,4.744988532163745,3.761263157894738,88.4008421052632,75.95906432748536,6.431345029239767,22.511111111111113,7.3011,0.7385069005847953,673,19,138,8,15,216,110,171,0.032,0.675,0.293,0.9949,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,3,0,0,4,10,9,2,0,8,1,13,1,0,2,2,32,27,16,0,5,10,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,6,6,20,7,15,19,4,12,0,0,0,1,23,5,0,4,6,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990266841349609,0.14511036376483702,0.0,0.0,0.132399175646855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633258035432513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972509720367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548669912461398,0.1498192475315245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307511481660115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366170965601467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43767291999881774,0.0,0.07399261280165338,0.1358584953720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252374968865234,0.0,0.0,0.13982422475740236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783276047945005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782104791803034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542698837768025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821964050805392,0.10501228527784016,0.10922903876524938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358918972367648,0.0,0.0,0.15082477098367955,0.0,0.21542262924805272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063439014444488,0.0,0.16119893904998595,0.09072786048654652,0.1456128983025892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524992907130534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006960230944313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383188060712325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907468402492822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684856875632175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685450274908392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162860430414333,0.0,0.0,0.10310384463468736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_Heef,2020/02/15,"I’m going to bed early to avoid relapse. Fuck Valentine’s Day. Every picture on my feed is couples this and flowers that and oh, you’re my Valentine. I quit drinking a few months ago, but I want to drink more now than I wanted to at Christmas. The more I want someone here with me, the more desperate I look. Every picture of a smiling couple reminds me that it’s just not going to happen. I’m too fucked up in the head for relationships and not good looking enough for flings.",3.0665625,4.8242541979166695,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,74.72916666666666,5.633333333333334,27.625,5.985473137389443,1.074525,377,15,73,2,8,122,67,96,0.166,0.765,0.069,-0.8897,1,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,13,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,14,13,5,11,0,0,2,2,1,4,2,0,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600248534759892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994957896179221,0.0,0.1164239329772578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369228334818537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653097080110131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304200830417974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337856021834583,0.0,0.0,0.20519346268954855,0.15141612035401195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963799373265194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527111726706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30319169859166545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409363274752213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920109585996396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938166940031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295856519080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194356319080884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImpressivelyAnnoying,2020/02/15,"It's shitty i always enjoyed valentines day, it was nice because back then i had a lot of friends that i could spend time with. now ive gotten more reclusive and my friends ignore me, my girlfriends 45 minutes away on a camping trip with her parents. no friends, no girlfriend, my family's off celebrating in there own way. just been listening to worst party ever for 3 hours and crying.",4.404099099099104,6.352578148648652,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,71.56756756756756,6.554954954954956,31.25225225225225,7.1686216300943375,1.9949711711711715,309,14,55,3,6,97,61,74,0.193,0.568,0.23800000000000002,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,5,9,2,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951394576990812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365700692248339,0.19361512210209406,0.0,0.1534921402694816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010381400994227,0.0,0.2765854262196354,0.16238720408367502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277633570991914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737029623826386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836095100444303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479677511183672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140674468970496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795889964737024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682392406926284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986347037489224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpicyyPringle,2020/02/15,"Lonliest I have been. Surrounded by people in the “party capital” of Ireland, Galway. (23 y/o) Moved here around 6 months ago. Haven’t really made any friends so far, no one I really like to hang out with. Don’t know what am I doing wrong. Just want someone to talk to. 😞",0.8800606060606064,3.1011137636363664,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,84.0909090909091,7.303030303030304,20.075757575757574,8.344100000000001,1.215666666666666,207,6,44,5,6,71,48,55,0.098,0.723,0.179,0.5542,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633616070830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020384818671539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644823735593009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295390568864496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327862765985293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514826402400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112361248438994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714273043541265,0.3157707410309541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132294184169314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059720312168947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806602890480594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517322320298932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387980733945393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523753248643145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248326829443664,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlyricalWhyisitTaken,2020/02/15,"I think I'm losing my best friend I'm so scared. He was the only **true** friend I ever had. You know, the ones that care about you and such. (And I was his best friend too, wow!)But this is the problem. I became overly attached to him and I think this might have drove him away. He doesn't talk to me privately anymore, and things don't feel like they used to. He was the only non superficial friend I have that I shared my emotions. I am feeling lonely.",-0.5535483870967717,1.6187497741935533,0.7849892473118274,100.47748387096777,99.64516129032259,3.3402150537634414,14.802150537634413,5.2151,-1.0842739784946236,351,8,79,2,15,110,58,93,0.121,0.616,0.263,0.9476,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,5,14,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,14,21,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,2,17,10,6,15,2,4,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,1,2,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652647523834927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723525386681898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37359644984872137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148112077642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002241196119266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100964492613726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800025684962277,0.12716201475261893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500841527483454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978232057503554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696097400761141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913455758056225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888280580575848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061624870509108,0.2707514426367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032032542193748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820734147913536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306828395891927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825415536089398,0.22810823540670824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373337309894158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sportforourneighbors,2020/02/15,"Does Valentine's Day happen to not make anyone else anymore depressed than usual? Everybody's so down that I thought I'd share a different perspective, which might change your view on this holiday (With any luck). I of course wanted to see if anybody agreed as well. Like most of you I'm sure, I've never really liked Valentine's Day, which occasionally garners the ""somebody's got sour grapes"" type response, which couldn't be further from the truth. I just think it's the most commercial of the commercial holidays and that dedicating one measly, cookie cutter day to love kind of cheapens the idea, you know? I find it decidedly UNromantic. So I've never really seen it as something worth working myself up over. To be clear though, I've always been unhappily single, but if anything, having an excuse not to participate in this vacuous nonsense makes me feel a little better about the state of things in my life. But also, even when it's not February 14th, I've never been the sort who sees happy couples and feels worse afterwards, because my dislike of being eternally single doesn't really stem from wanting other people's relationships instead of my lack of any, since I'd settle for my own thanks. So that's an additional reason I've never found myself too down in the dumps on Valentine's Day. It might be the time I'm most okay with being single. It's just that inconsequential. But I'd like to close this off by saying, this wasn't meant to minimize anybody's negative feelings. It's more than understandable why today leaves thousands upon thousands feeling so lousy and far be it from me and my little spiel to change your minds. But if one person can read this and realize that hey, maybe today is just not that big a deal, I will have done my job.",7.918828828828829,7.690779276276277,7.854429429429429,71.70074324324327,62.54354354354354,10.643243243243244,33.515015015015024,10.125756701596842,3.3090708708708707,1421,50,247,27,18,458,191,333,0.1,0.7809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.4782,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,2,15,16,1,0,14,1,19,2,0,3,7,59,42,21,0,7,14,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,25,9,0,0,15,3,1,0,12,2,1,4,9,10,19,14,39,23,9,33,0,1,4,1,13,17,0,10,18,164,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251644077916886,0.08585759660124168,0.0,0.0,0.14033771336868445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233109090292776,0.07214885589879988,0.1057245005843373,0.08491188018339606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290018648778242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125812081079483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183105977028756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141714561502739,0.0,0.2661813276473961,0.1063784739177834,0.08887247922885505,0.0,0.0,0.10780562315140167,0.0,0.0,0.09029726899817064,0.1055933552122504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619723538174785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815225150216796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869231286329293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430857325689752,0.0,0.0,0.11313624994256817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252590412305992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124552836362368,0.1098415972003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648250567457773,0.0,0.0,0.10239448789764648,0.0,0.0,0.10745056136089036,0.056707388206439065,0.0,0.0,0.109257266256377,0.0,0.0,0.07288211673750246,0.1512318986287697,0.20683553550417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312785182732107,0.0,0.13775263187466902,0.0,0.1036624899066759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892445479380687,0.10418672006439757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832834742191035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984069294926274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153499573880331,0.09009654349363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321221481740904,0.0,0.19830749831012254,0.10609063716929087,0.0,0.11078131362400974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205629026026827,0.0,0.0,0.16444904231160826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535511235694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943630886570065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724997377497846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499823253460156,0.0,0.0,0.06855105844913909,0.06611632771116271,0.10137804268295364,0.08191680179880903,0.06016759026625454,0.0,0.19561328698523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741848663114684,0.0,0.0,0.11364291952152927,0.0,0.12172153729449707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277507015797684,0.0,0.09310777395370808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511939326396233,0.0,0.1051536085052926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Woo-Ming,2020/02/15,Celebrating alone So o bought card and balloons for myself :( trying to make me feel special.. even gone out and eat..,4.23,6.860714142857147,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,91,3,16,1,2,28,20,21,0.184,0.677,0.139,-0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371189774197175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306629781667092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34253409437630605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222256350419626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617325155898515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520991465241104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rissmunoz,2020/02/15,Just wanna feel loved ya know? That's all. Just feeling lonely,-0.3049999999999997,-1.163851499999998,0.3300000000000001,98.04000000000002,147.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,11.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.7450666666666668,50,1,9,0,4,15,11,12,0.157,0.503,0.34,0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914035098568831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375746348323164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170703916729361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yanaedo,2020/02/15,"If I'm in a relationship, why do I feel so lonely? Today was an utter bust. I have a ""boyfriend"" but he didn't text me at all today. Not until I texted him first, and that was after he left me on read yesterday. All I got was a ""happy Valentine's day"" and that was it. That was all the conversation we've had. I cried on and off about it all day. I feel so fucking lonely. Not even my boyfriend wants to pay attention to me.",0.3434676434676405,2.1432218571428585,2.746739926739932,93.37881562881563,83.17582417582419,5.8026862026862025,18.902319902319906,6.937597516519254,0.03942393162393154,323,8,77,4,9,111,59,91,0.128,0.815,0.055999999999999994,-0.6633,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,4,15,15,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,8,2,11,1,10,7,4,14,0,2,0,1,5,6,1,1,8,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660880456070097,0.3248018596747822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632254579668046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546521648115767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141951439988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280046797386555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014008072423472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680635441684105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735995655416384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518848306163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703568804041589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773855472992961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485280054207918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722539103421946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hyalinecomet,2020/02/15,"today’s honestly just a huge reminder that i’m single i genuinely started the day off with an open mind, and was ready to roll through the day as if it were like every other day. but the light in me just kinda faded throughout the day, slowly. i came to an intersection earlier and my ex boyfriend was on my left, and sped 30 over the speed limit after he saw me. he’s happily in another relationship and i am happy FOR him, but what were the odds?? anyways, i just needed to vent. ty for listening to my ted talk y’all",3.2796226415094334,4.5426027641509465,5.051084905660378,82.44851415094342,73.24528301886792,8.318867924528304,26.45754716981132,8.841846274778883,1.953324528301887,407,14,83,8,8,139,75,106,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,11,8,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,11,3,15,5,1,20,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,11,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536335832984589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664771499976193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239735901947171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379538751408996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574870910877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628046886148811,0.0,0.0,0.1181709620948814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442311124667277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935188388889692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596899436914221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120479550064513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441498848908254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927514497120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,burnedbyaphrodite,2020/02/15,"Tired of feeling lonely but can never really manage to make a connection Just feeling lonely and disappointed in myself. I’m a 22 year old woman. I’m going to graduate this year. Never had a boyfriend; never been kissed. This was my last valentines day in uni. All my friends are in relationships. I have anxiety that encourages me to completely avoid my schoolwork (lmao guess what i’m supposed to be doing now). I always avoid people that I vaguely know because I feel like they would never actually want to be friends with me. I feel like i’m no one’s priority. I want to have someone who I consider to be the no.1 person in my life and vice versa. i think i’m asexual but i desperately want to be in love. I’m really worried that if I try dating I will just end up leading the other person on. I also found out today that my only guy friend got a girlfriend. There was never anything between us but it stings a little that I basically had no idea of what’s been going on in his life for the past couple months. I tried tinder a few years ago but all it resulted in was a couple really awkward dates that never went anywhere. I’m just tired of feeling lonely and like everyone I know is actively dating and i’m just a pool of anxiety that doesn’t understand how to make a romantic connection with someone.",4.3349014427961805,5.684317320463323,6.0367404998983965,76.06149563096932,70.77606177606178,9.00475513107092,29.075594391383863,9.414487439383343,2.739412355212356,1042,40,189,23,19,358,137,259,0.17600000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.152,-0.2223,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,8,16,0,3,12,0,20,6,0,5,8,47,49,11,0,5,9,0,5,3,4,2,4,0,0,4,15,7,0,2,11,1,0,4,9,7,0,1,10,5,26,9,28,33,3,37,0,4,0,2,15,12,0,2,24,130,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0970194299680572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812969642499477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950601636684693,0.08272527772816546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211182288694597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181406361997512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060541643766381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423981887731153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200123411915744,0.0,0.06411757703267748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805647577722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949999251175806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513483114011869,0.14205111826774142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900873152890868,0.23043458336775915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300518127289988,0.0,0.0795151344621887,0.0,0.10952217104526067,0.09844128008893346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223290674156483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092770965952877,0.08104044534792318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044635739172956,0.1457145472348548,0.09964480602750532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973029425017892,0.0,0.13272704082952316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935597399387219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460072293978783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043244060483544,0.0,0.06736946187566338,0.07561327428238172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490749431606788,0.06892520433876266,0.17361915259461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107270087554884,0.0,0.0,0.10673970969861354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847622882392616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370422407320492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853697959302854,0.09423839085742156,0.0,0.0,0.1349991011329855,0.0,0.0,0.10349956778981556,0.11958983566129533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592120633692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216319495611497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096568139590348,0.0,0.07062500738285707,0.0,0.0,0.19206936712777248 lonely,stayinschoolchirren,2020/02/15,"I just want the day to be over already ( this is more of a rant so sorry in advance ) I just want the day to be over all ready. It’s my last year of hs and I’ve never been in a relationship , I’ve given up , but god was it hard to see everyone get something and to be happy except me , and get to experience love and have a prom date , it just sucks , and I know self love is the thing that matters , it just would’ve been nice . It sucks to be so lonely and today’s just a reminder.",0.7313333333333318,2.0466268952380986,3.0076190476190483,94.27904761904765,80.04761904761905,5.80952380952381,19.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,-0.1861428571428569,364,8,90,3,9,125,61,105,0.129,0.64,0.231,0.9264,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,2,19,21,9,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,5,4,14,13,2,13,0,1,1,2,4,5,2,0,7,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409753311908759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816595401400705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866068604184684,0.0,0.21360652630961166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281773043283478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245758092146196,0.19561549622184254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000974693407525,0.17799966581557972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941726213742924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684194318603268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344463011529108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401161096964607,0.0,0.2278062169810322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681109221543604,0.0,0.2444459227859583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507448564894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698802934267066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759907745990146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512288534941487,0.0,0.0,0.1406223070277897 lonely,unemotionals,2020/02/15,"Anyone just feel like Feb 14 is just another regular lonely-esque day? And it’s not just because I’m single, but even with my ex boyfriend it always felt like a regular day no matter what we did... 🙃 Essentially I felt lonely in that relationship, and even though I made the final decision to break it off, I feel like nothing’s changed. I was lonely with or without him :/",6.599520547945204,6.177925082191784,7.530239726027397,73.57974315068493,65.30136986301369,10.587671232876714,33.31849315068493,10.125756701596842,3.257495890410958,293,11,55,6,4,99,53,73,0.12,0.725,0.155,0.1665,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,19,9,5,0,0,7,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,7,3,6,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682535126460208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283527346846269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859193935857207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295441290066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480741164281515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741027505110029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807217133578619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490289146843136,0.3036343857044665,0.4080858692148047,0.232794327392714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114649682269135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010821087413673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039090850099243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815621995685206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087900048167881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048520651861899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamsuchanidiot1,2020/02/15,"I told myself I wasn't going to let valentine's day make me sad.. And I really don't think it did. I think that I'd be this sad no matter the day, but valentine's day is definitely acting as an amplifier. I'm very drunk and alone right now and bawling my eyes out for the first time in so many years. I just feel like life is so unfair. I am trying so hard to be good to other people and enjoyable to be around. I really want to be a good person that people like and I really want to have a girlfriend. I'd do whatever the fuck I could to just fit in, but it feels as though at some fundamental level I'm not capable of it. Life feels so unfair I don't even know what I'm doing wrong at this point. I've been so alone my whole life.",1.437462971810799,2.6270247577639765,3.8250931677018656,89.69691352126137,77.81987577639751,7.1898709985666525,18.595795508838986,7.882392219407189,0.3410493072145249,570,10,135,9,13,199,91,161,0.207,0.633,0.161,-0.8889,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,0,6,0,17,6,1,1,0,24,32,15,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,6,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,5,14,5,17,22,2,19,0,2,1,1,3,10,1,1,9,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131759542387743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134591784723702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071347811811813,0.0,0.0,0.2925164975728908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986003695209973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933969474381186,0.10801067225506432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860273928728708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977337361559494,0.0,0.0,0.08592516374693789,0.25362318593997224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354371778006414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830904593309281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460274277246885,0.3203714056456106,0.14772828632496698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092097183917582,0.15328364794758012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963320096968355,0.13201389483434453,0.0,0.0,0.14292408854707314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905699176863929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129116038839493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193753802195774,0.14854410331739748,0.0,0.08816051788275618,0.0,0.0,0.14446920096454935,0.0,0.10264856655137276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474816836121536,0.17835239400283354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687990265420757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530330526645884,0.0,0.0973618591957568 lonely,iamthebetty,2020/02/15,Permanently banned from a gifting sub on Valentines Day I have no idea why this makes me sad. I had such a good day so far. Oh well. I will just lay here and cry cry cry,-0.256351351351352,1.659507081081081,1.4120945945945955,101.41381756756759,86.2972972972973,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.7586702702702697,130,3,34,1,4,42,31,37,0.376,0.512,0.11199999999999999,-0.9069,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8095667971947861,0.3168720553170491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605530167960287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773301291101615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398580611665314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088572044455448,0.0,0.2216778461469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RatingsOutOfTen,2020/02/15,"My soon to be ex wife is at a rave all weekend... Again. She spends all of my money. She is tens if thousands of dollars in credit card debt. She won't work. She hits me. She threatens to call the cops on me all the time. I don't even have the money to start the divorce. I have nowhere to go. She has her father's and different mens' houses to go to. She has put on about 40 pounds as well, which isn't at all the problem, but it shows how she is just giving up. She says I'm miserable to be around and not ""fun"". She wears pretty much just underwear at these raves. She says she is ""expressing"" herself and that I'm ""controlling"". She never dressed this way when I met her. I got the divorce papers. She disapears for the night when I try to get her to fill them out. I'm not perfect. My biggest flaw, though is giving her the benefit of the doubt for too long. I decided to divorce her when she physically attacked me on New Years for not taking her out when we couldn't afford it. (Again... She won't work.) And then she attacked me again the next morning and was so unpleasant and assaultive for so many sustained hours that I had to leave. Anyway. I feel better posting this. Maybe I'll do some pushups. I typically tell other people to do that. I'm low-key jealous of everyone on r/gardening because they have snowdrop pictures up already... the only flower that pops up in February. I want to turn my house into a homestead with multiple gardens with herbs, vegetables, fruits... Maybe a goat. Sometimes I troll a bit to feel better. It gives me a chuckle to leave an off-the-wall comment. I already got banned from r/communism and r/witchesvspatriarchy. Secretly, I really adore powerful strong women like Judge Judy or my boss at work when she shows leadership... And not in an r/femdom kind of way. I just compare that to all of the baby-like women I've been with who can't ""adult"" today. Maybe its my fault, though. I mean... I did choose to marry her. At the time, though, she was making 70k a year as a sales rep and she helped around the house. I WANTED her to take the lead. Now I'm doing it and ignoring her childishness, which causes the hitting and screetching. I think she is a codependent who was raised by a narcissist. She can be helped, but not by me. I'm maybe prone to paranoia and scitzy-like behavior, but I overcome that by treating life like an RPG and by just seeing where the game takes me. I want to level up my homestead and my life. I really like watching Geoff Lawton and James Prigioni on youtube. They garden pretty well. I'm glad she's gone... I just feel alone and very stuck.",2.0883541524717977,4.306119837837842,3.223686123097888,90.04084222878342,79.38610038610041,6.224907260201378,23.09122567946097,7.362008331298528,0.9206598834128248,2028,67,416,28,51,652,255,518,0.11199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.122,0.7456,5,1,0,0,3,0,96.0,1,0,3,10,30,26,4,2,29,0,30,5,1,6,7,70,65,35,0,6,15,3,3,3,0,2,2,2,2,4,19,25,2,3,8,6,7,6,12,9,2,2,11,8,74,17,63,46,8,58,0,1,2,0,63,25,0,4,27,279,93,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855182689086756,0.1887019260934074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222558769884714,0.0,0.19453633472894846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052119778250027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123494176274546,0.093343447059325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730467727451767,0.0,0.0,0.08783166755334211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589510040722883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932891119247183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647169641099571,0.0,0.0,0.08169855636567151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296935391960182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467002556317175,0.2460570953553593,0.09718281525390808,0.0,0.1367637224291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461719370860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419990872989884,0.2959652659871053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903470313332558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106351689728634,0.0,0.0,0.12078182831744196,0.12531239509747802,0.0,0.0,0.07566447823129398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071664072569216,0.08668320076646717,0.3435834637998124,0.09313415746528844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285206260510214,0.0,0.06594258222728068,0.0825760712863432,0.09092982190779174,0.08023560681926059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502631810821229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059274675055967424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188500714448238,0.173967714021519,0.0,0.0818115948215911,0.0,0.08595073898710888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954649913742072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598546812625867,0.0,0.0,0.06813213201184347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456131604054283,0.0,0.06051707513710499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285523390800596,0.0,0.07473044141342013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478470782723757,0.25200884444517324,0.0,0.09971103863498984,0.0,0.08104364795810183,0.0,0.0,0.05804863350985496,0.09299904092984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054614545057211,0.1512896833765471,0.1357312464069064,0.0,0.0,0.15374886319943326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673423742335504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011791147544296 lonely,Calmaxel,2020/02/15,"Attempt better than wallow Making attempts at new relationships. Actually, a nice education graduate student gave me a ride home after playing some board games... I am better, fears and meds. Any attempt better than stewing in the past or dreading future. Also, this week confronted my tenant for her end of agreement. Life is hard, but worth it...",5.519887005649721,8.69606372881356,6.045000000000003,69.23721751412431,72.72881355932203,7.3231638418079115,31.867231638418087,8.344100000000001,3.216082485875706,276,13,37,5,6,89,54,59,0.10300000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,1,9,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,6,7,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.2252330762008599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457524073968173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695579562867254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123866756389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044253499040522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597205885182687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675657887937726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315169431685858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302489680139107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406460185816975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563731093877036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291359035134573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033016382761225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477989530150907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851384164100872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mariaissmart,2020/02/15,"Valentines Day *Happy Valentines Day. shout out to all the singles, you'll find your SO, theres a somebody for everybody. and hey, you get chocolate all to yourself. spending another lonely valentines, bf bailed our plans to be with his parents. no biggie. I have my fam too !! lots of love comin down over here for everybody, and happy family day on Monday <3*",3.033636363636361,6.003124712121218,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,82.18181818181819,5.724242424242425,26.431818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.6571272727272732,285,12,48,4,8,88,54,66,0.065,0.8170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.6988,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,11,3,4,8,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788269927500865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144646386537636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506737407265781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430344582087939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892559123199485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661265384992329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260648806184597,0.23999172324819865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952585926829849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1998-BIGshrek,2020/02/15,Feeling sad My friend who I talk with during school and sometimes talks on discord every now and now I feel like we are growing apart we’ve been close ever since 2nd grade. I attended private school briefly and though we were a tight knit community it was so hard to make friends let alone company just because they view me as not good enough and just push me away. All I want is finding company let alone a finding friend to be easier even my family view me as a outsider. But I suppose I must keep fighting the good fight.,5.0872399445215,6.1074155048543695,5.041775312066574,85.1233009708738,68.70873786407768,8.215811373092926,31.21914008321775,8.418075326091056,2.218044105409154,419,17,83,6,7,130,76,103,0.185,0.65,0.165,-0.3134,0,2,0,0,3,0,4.0,2,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,3,23,14,9,0,2,4,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,6,14,6,7,7,2,10,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,0,4,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332198312649442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114004020363367,0.0,0.0,0.09806315873891597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621883152787384,0.0,0.10625127572188922,0.14551360221385387,0.13553756345320536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165128976017364,0.0,0.16267859084869074,0.11492356771492405,0.0,0.0,0.2940594330838168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728568246201394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269855568666554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410542355790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429861685806414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289952447655789,0.0,0.07859159360097864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738011252838632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256124117406001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330710193341524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591017850896381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585979413962095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805121808645328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488364900137176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashu1605,2020/02/15,"I Wish To Live for Someone Else Other Than Myself I'm tired of living for myself. I'm tired of living for my goals and my aspirations. I'm tired of living for my parents and siblings. To clarify, I don't want to die. I simply wish to have a reason to live such as love. I wish to wake up in the morning and internally smile, thinking of how lucky I am to have someone, and never take them for granted. I wish to have that person in my mind through each day and look forward to spending time with them. I wish to seek out doing things for myself, and learn something to do to impress a significant other. Something that I not only enjoy, but she will enjoy. I wish to wake up in the morning and stare at her still sleeping face, admiring every imperfect perfection, physical, and mental. I wish to fall in love again, and have it reciprocated.",4.241546184738958,5.473498114457836,5.5146385542168685,80.164046184739,70.86746987951805,7.702008032128515,28.29116465863454,8.07648339933343,1.8998610441767072,661,24,125,9,12,221,88,166,0.08199999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.237,0.9790000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,2,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,9,9,4,2,2,30,25,12,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,21,8,36,24,1,15,0,0,2,2,8,9,0,1,6,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296404550792915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542356654802918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680758354510432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746695650916925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059420785185497,0.0,0.07720997374159018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659664658135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265813106966757,0.0,0.0928374346369245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709130374979539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992770951049991,0.0,0.0,0.10209315651689048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080282131565648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453395392143987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920106039571414,0.0,0.15580804958434513,0.1415662788416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342675924772843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913059802369152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061083642945380226,0.05891413270832044,0.0,0.0,0.05361340413780268,0.3170290072687413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423107309405241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7401190706811489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaveSantan999,2020/02/15,"Can’t find people I rate to I’ve got a couple friends but my best friend is in a relationship and my other friendship group just gets fucked up all the time on drugs and alcohol which I did with them for a while but realised I liked it too much so I stopped. Now my life is just so empty like there’s nothing for me to do. I want cool friends that wanna do cool things like explore, travel, watch interesting things or whatever but there’s literally no people like me. From my experience there’s two types of people in the world and I don’t fit into either. First is them people that just party all the time and do drugs all the time and the second group is people into things like anime and gaming which I’m not into. My life is fucked. Why wasn’t I born a party animal or just someone that is into anime and gaming.",2.765178571428571,4.448013732142861,4.050714285714285,87.39428571428572,75.36904761904762,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.41026904761904737,649,14,134,7,14,213,89,168,0.102,0.61,0.287,0.9895,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,11,14,2,0,9,2,13,7,0,0,3,31,19,15,0,2,11,0,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,10,12,1,1,2,3,0,2,5,2,0,3,3,3,16,12,16,16,6,20,0,0,1,2,10,10,2,2,13,99,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513011842791032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251491770570385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026137794628094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149724157668882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283957268717722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411978131449285,0.11551237993730355,0.0,0.0,0.31475887066868463,0.2510919305091248,0.07095049043575458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861257697783956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184072197878424,0.3317278860471218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982946305737717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030485598662606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707370560705657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579960173174053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150638648594389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113535833446247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27066072859802903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756020968712924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326579806746236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009903059980758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253940593856096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KindaDepressedSeal,2020/02/15,"Another Valentine’s Day alone Always hated this time of year all the couples start showing way more pda I don’t have anything against that but it makes me realize just how lonely I really am all the time so here’s to all those people out there spending Valentine’s Day alone, cheers mates and may you find a way out of whatever loneliness your facing weather through a friend or a significant other",8.27342105263158,7.863436868421054,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,61.89473684210528,10.757894736842106,37.42105263157895,10.125756701596842,3.7661421052631567,326,14,57,6,4,102,61,76,0.163,0.7090000000000001,0.128,-0.2263,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,3,14,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,6,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857127580187831,0.0,0.0,0.1951108151523274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458786115236585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929616809057006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594538719743989,0.0,0.3024476451211372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431560318962092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811630037593004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315059981817927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652096819849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625628002998902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021748871684285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597012452548632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734608944884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722475320744885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100104754451324 lonely,HendrickRocks2488,2020/02/15,"This is a miserable feeling This day has been more miserable than I was even expecting. I hate it. I’m doing well in my life right now; good job and second semester back in school. I feel like the true feeling of loneliness is when you do everything you can internalize feelings because you don’t want to burden anyone else. Especially on this day. My closest friend is in Chicago on a weekend escape, for example, and I can’t even bear to text her. Even the damn crisis hotline is so backed up I haven’t gotten a text back in 45 minutes. I’ll be a year sober on Monday but I don’t even care about that. I just don’t feel like feeling this way especially since it’s only gotten worse and not better. Ugh.",2.9949765258215955,4.804192464788733,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,75.05633802816901,7.550234741784037,25.91784037558686,8.344100000000001,1.7368431924882632,558,20,111,10,12,186,92,142,0.147,0.667,0.185,0.1864,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,13,14,2,2,6,0,16,1,0,0,1,15,28,6,0,2,3,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,4,6,13,8,14,23,1,21,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,0,12,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864874367622718,0.15921020536204875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584442190470798,0.0,0.09472120040938356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374253278562543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584252741218526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042082773651326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298041558098598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105210768582671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396499400485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714036832258364,0.2220140250278668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004999792320928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303294923902397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534104316235589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419554933836438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975295895337248,0.15182643887274436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817722784361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326978662382419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572578270213543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853600529623874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165004725740997,0.12333731094411693,0.0,0.0,0.13970969728579835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835050070852086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006278913439916 lonely,lachlys_house,2020/02/15,What do you think is the main reason for your loneliness? I’ve been apart of the sub for a little while and I’ve just been trying to work out why so many of us are so lonely,1.4946153846153831,2.4273471794871817,3.0953846153846136,96.02461538461542,77.2051282051282,6.225641025641028,15.564102564102564,6.42735559955562,-0.7234512820512822,136,1,34,1,3,45,32,39,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.722,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857082712899279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39016481816912607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956770403390121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465883282903837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127939829259555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629121237290807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472559823707129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801662803788929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Be_The_Zip,2020/02/15,"What does rubbing it in accomplish? Vent. Alright most Valentine’s Days I don’t dwell on being alone or even being single for that matter. Depressing as it may seem, it’s just like any other day to me because I’ve being single every single one of them I’ve been alive. This Valentines was different, today I was bombarded at work with questions like “what are you doing tonight?” or “where are you taking your date tonight?” When I answered back with a causal “nothing special” every time I was met with a negative or judgy comment by the other person. I mean it’s very public that I spend most of time alone and have never talked about going on dates or hanging with a girlfriend so I ask you what’s the point of rubbing in the fact that I obviously have no plans for today, all it does is make me feel worse about myself. Ok vent over.",3.9187288930581614,5.624236079268297,4.439756097560977,85.70111632270171,72.35365853658536,6.509568480300188,25.4202626641651,7.010146845296331,1.1106337711069418,663,21,125,6,13,210,105,164,0.11,0.7859999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.4936,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,3,8,7,0,1,6,2,15,0,0,1,4,24,23,8,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,5,3,16,5,20,14,6,23,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,9,15,92,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35670989506581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710694785880313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609906873031524,0.0,0.0,0.1324168728748121,0.0,0.1049760421845012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211907340900414,0.0,0.1483219947270209,0.0,0.0,0.17992009683256138,0.0,0.0,0.30139973977146794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374137388368415,0.0,0.2901843497929624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707324358638213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786944281269612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826368946913062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494978713226975,0.0,0.0,0.18758435993324726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132816975168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523765973761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669220158038067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036487296111314,0.0,0.0,0.16279167010738435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291171700187215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677116351326786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947854506152656,0.138413797566469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083105779525645,0.0,0.32646498862765805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208915289790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536904954460756,0.0,0.17549406859784486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeneralMaybe,2020/02/15,"Screw Valentine’s Day It’s just another reminder of how alone I truly am. No girlfriend, no friends, no one to give my affection or appreciation to. It makes me want to throw up when I see couples or people going on dates with their crush while I have to watch , and god knows that I’ve tried with people but I just end up making things worst and ruining friendships. I’m tired of people getting my hopes up just to constantly break my heart and yet I’m still the bad guy for getting angry about it. I hate this world and everyone here is a hypocrite. I can’t wait till this shitty day is over with .",3.1096694214876064,4.836025958677689,3.8546198347107454,88.97829338842978,74.53719008264463,6.823471074380167,24.49669421487604,7.554174236665415,1.040020826446281,475,15,99,6,10,151,84,121,0.28,0.596,0.124,-0.9771,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,2,0,2,0,5,3,1,4,0,21,19,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,2,11,2,18,19,1,19,0,1,2,1,5,6,1,3,10,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007617243768341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326010886855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618498700759982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094742048812015,0.0,0.0,0.2144823493881227,0.0,0.2500239483760241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168636723967245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522421988294108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976175291898566,0.0,0.20254875985951004,0.1859507909779464,0.11016480548851346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919339334866116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191378721811378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970355693506855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252872112106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653042590761592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587819155077434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135227216662335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031566505379394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446687875818915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480237294865895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877992945856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279272171599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316059100115442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433296101477068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iwanttodiesomuch,2020/02/15,"I can’t fucking believe it I just made this alt account because I accidentally deleted my other, anyhow at school today, another student said “I love you” to me. She’s consistently trying to be near me and whatever, everyone else I know keeps telling me that she likes me. So my reaction was just me stuttering ‘ok, thanks I guess’ I couldn’t tell if she was sarcastic or not. She proceeds to say she’s gonna miss me over break. Idfk what to do. I’ve literally never had anyone do this before so I’m confused as shit, not to mention the “traumas” (the best word I could come up with) makes me trust no one. So imma be lonely for life if I can’t tell if “I love you” is saying they love me, or they hate me. So fuck me i guess",1.542542857142859,3.4283592733333315,3.771238095238097,87.10800000000002,79.6,6.685714285714287,24.04761904761905,7.7094869923839395,1.1907619047619051,561,20,120,9,14,193,96,150,0.17800000000000002,0.669,0.153,-0.0862,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,6,17,4,1,2,1,12,7,1,2,1,24,30,11,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,9,0,1,5,3,32,8,12,20,1,9,0,2,0,5,19,4,3,9,4,82,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908945632197766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608468972812388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248582925219362,0.0,0.12910076617521335,0.17093412922945386,0.15921858545182585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306915447520429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113440509572865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674084511777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497296396655904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805215246069005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334268763619174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149790025076965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485384871175485,0.0,0.0,0.08338019512894904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716284609795816,0.07412170686638699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107940095407273,0.14355915406843514,0.10127288249833363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701420468568205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280798176270974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431847469862602,0.2413043418099781,0.0,0.1535466239406649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573625354649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978244196289757,0.1396814668452838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143810838009926,0.0,0.0,0.103006501320117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mara_co,2020/02/15,"I think i have the worst kind of superpower Everytime i look to someone for support, i say too much to a point were they start getting sad, so nobody likes to talk or give me support.when i say sad i don't mean pitty, they just start telling me everything wrong in their life and then they stop talking to me. I just want friends..",1.3209090909090904,3.8649970757575782,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,85.81818181818181,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,0.8677333333333337,261,10,56,4,8,81,49,66,0.218,0.684,0.099,-0.8598,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,14,4,7,11,2,6,0,2,1,0,11,2,0,1,5,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288686864173967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572186009746633,0.0,0.10631697357165554,0.1952095420751355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119072031109412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373350235721175,0.09941666273833116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088331891878172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166411666482186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495911630822944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236716625834624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236524546076868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241941252528295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806754403516605,0.0,0.0,0.17012970776954087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618441058458566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271207917623081,0.17786231963339416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303904410343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002575975293756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248823645129506,0.0,0.0 lonely,NuclearXplosion94,2020/02/15,"Thoughts on this Facebook post? ""damn bro you're hard as fuck because you hate Valentine's Day bro you're like a lone wolf you're like a gloomy mysterious outlaw flickin cigs in the corner bro holy shit bro you've seen some pain in your days huh bro damn real darkness bro fr i can't believe nobody is giving you candy and that makes you upset bro so alone nobody care you huh bro damn those holiday seasons bro having no gf is rough huh bro might as well just end it all bro frfr fuck Valentine's Day bro who cares amirite bro dumb holidays bro""",0.940270270270272,3.5084323963963966,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810812,89.9009009009009,4.0410810810810815,19.111711711711713,5.6839178017228535,-0.27654882882882914,440,13,91,3,15,135,75,111,0.305,0.544,0.15,-0.9635,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,3,16,8,1,3,3,5,4,1,1,1,8,14,4,0,0,1,14,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,11,1,0,2,3,6,5,5,11,2,10,0,1,1,2,22,4,7,2,7,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359300969923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983064484775567,0.0,0.0,0.2214733554067065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008437958166624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803249471837585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410761109544273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634618996133741,0.0,0.1885732019321164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760931021707953,0.19407768132552566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207379125715746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312157215163692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853561853891175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917026944703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882650605767173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374603812205124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178200097835394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560590473817394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674504804505686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,toastynotroasty,2020/02/15,"A song that I've really been feeling this Valentine's day Do youtube links work here?: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bLbwvB9nvk](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bLbwvB9nvk)",22.91333333333333,30.88000811111112,7.727777777777778,50.34500000000003,51.22222222222222,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.617088888888889,158,4,14,2,3,32,18,18,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.3222,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079533647315446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39824717777702784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045731389621623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734008302125181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RANJAM2019,2020/02/15,"Does it ever gets easier? Sick and tired of feeling lonely all the time, feel like such a failure sometimes",3.823,6.5238273000000016,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,76.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.4209999999999998,86,3,14,1,2,27,20,20,0.39,0.39,0.221,-0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495427145811128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361306093289788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039262668726125,0.2853519165650232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868499054026232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951406687579399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950451609443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291006544059295,0.4590844896408091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,picklelope,2020/02/16,"I just cried my heart out. I've been crying for the past 3 hours. I'm alone in my room where no one can see me - I can't decide whether that's a good or bad thing. It's 3AM and I have school today. I know life is cruel but damn...",-2.4834126984126956,-0.7988917222222192,0.09264550264550486,108.13833333333334,95.85185185185185,3.085714285714286,9.566137566137566,3.1291,-2.372764021164021,173,1,50,0,7,58,47,54,0.23399999999999999,0.727,0.039,-0.7684,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,7,1,3,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881501891799764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671300155148135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702059039616061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769781684616768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075674220008687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556039875497557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264162426671476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332749647343505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587746686771932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477693783257361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267796334243165,0.2068273574779975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243316314958396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460225895270318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dadelos_azetsirt,2020/02/16,"I Feel More and More Every Day That I'm Destined to be Single This is a throwaway account. Bits and pieces of what's below have been told to various people I know but not all of it. I am also slightly drunk right now, so I am sorry if this cames off as rant-y. I also apologize if I'm in the wrong sub, and if so, I understand this thread will be deleted, and if that happens, if a mod happens to see this, could you tell me where I should go to let this off my chest? I'm not super well versed with Reddit. Thank you. I am a 20 year old man. I don't know what's wrong with me. I know I'm young, that I have so much more to learn and live through, that I have time to ""figure it out"" and all that, I KNOW this, and it only makes the pain worse. I've been in a relationship before - 1 precisely. It lasted 6 months. It ended over a year ago. It had little physical intimacy and emotionally it was rather distant. Not really anyone's fault - we believe in diametrically different religions (devout Catholic vs agnostic/atheist, I'm the ladder) and it just didn't work. I'm well over it, we really weren't made for each other. We still see each other from time to time and it's friendly between us. Since then, I've had a few ""hookups"" if you could call it that. Really just kissing a girl at a party or club while under the influence, I've even went home with a couple but still a virgin because I always get cold feet for reasons that I can't figure out, and believe me, I've wasted nights lying in my bed or in my backyard under the stars, trying to figure it out. I have friends. Male and female, but none of my really close friends are male. They are normal guys. They all have at least 2 serious relationships that lasted longer than my one, and they seem to have no trouble initiating and go on dates frequently. I haven't been on a date since I left my relationship. This is the really frustrating part for me. I can't be romantic. Or it feels like I can't. I'm a terrible flirt. I'm oblivious to signals. I haven't asked anyone out ever. I only was able to be in that relationship because she and our mutual friends basically made it impossible for me to fuck up, and I guess I did technically ask her out first, but I was comically late in doing so, almost to the point that I had to be told to do so. And with the girls I've made out with at clubs, well, I've been fairly drunk every time, and from what I can remember, they're been too. Y'all know how that works. This is the really sad part. I've done a lot of introspection about this and why I am behaving in such a pitiful way. Am I scared of rejection? Yes, but not to the point (I think) that it's causing me to be this way. I've been rejected before and failed before dozens of times in other aspects of life, and I can deal with it. Am I introverted and shy? Yes, but not to the point that I never go out. I have friends. I do things with other people consistently. Am I unattractive? I used to think so, and still have image problems, but I've been working hard to overcome them, and I feel better about my looks than ever before. Which isn't much, but it's something. The sad part is that I think I am the way I am because I truly don't see myself as the kind of person that would make a good partner. It took me a while to realize this, and I'm still coming to terms with why I feel this way. I could and have worked to fix being scared of failure, being shy, being unattractive. I do think know how to fix what is wrong with me. Maybe I'm being overly self-critical. Maybe not enough. I don't know. I'm confused, lonely, and I just don't see how someone could ever be romantically attracted to me. I can make friends, I can say hi, but for the life of me, I can't see myself sharing a future with anyone. I feel like I would be emotionally distant, physically not able to satisfy, mentally unattached. I don't know why, I just do.",3.2396911991765336,4.209303696517416,4.8744158517756055,84.80529850746271,72.98009950248756,8.032389775261624,24.682964487905306,8.433251757073789,1.3937080802882145,3028,87,653,50,58,1026,309,804,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9951,1,4,1,0,0,0,112.0,5,4,4,8,33,41,2,3,32,2,84,10,2,13,8,142,144,61,0,16,31,0,6,2,7,4,3,1,3,8,55,52,2,0,26,5,1,7,24,21,3,3,25,14,88,20,91,98,23,84,0,7,6,3,44,38,1,14,37,462,143,6,0.10691434967643663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473865600727179,0.0,0.053529638727568864,0.0,0.0,0.08549936680915575,0.04448065183038803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213549876432052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995048457114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776099282945916,0.0,0.18195247392141592,0.12045586022584552,0.0,0.0472785269931694,0.0583613896364377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458575238027448,0.06114076686105133,0.0,0.054915244015370616,0.0,0.046048622701379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072481703364584,0.05914934718677304,0.0,0.03447545536891675,0.05511199996153289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558513699262596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470524979417691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202642531079396,0.04734718997654525,0.05523555161145657,0.0,0.0353079598140199,0.14506522536655744,0.09007995078048853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351477690329427,0.0763796327713435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547064560877808,0.0,0.0,0.2478052840425109,0.049420296740493516,0.02792916748944359,0.0,0.09114283314491116,0.044837341995816,0.0,0.0,0.05888910489947871,0.05293100761489173,0.09454400632881084,0.0,0.04788712859582778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362190499435108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566742138230769,0.2350293221214897,0.08714946465445975,0.06030202164815239,0.0,0.05808137687530679,0.05466358310648319,0.07551676700942404,0.052232950799506836,0.05357813289162235,0.047203664762990816,0.0,0.04489056333058617,0.0,0.0,0.04544737840079063,0.0,0.15174741411700793,0.1070492379188288,0.0,0.10740983451529043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053872258975217205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042669006944668915,0.0,0.07859434873492163,0.0,0.04122946876552803,0.0,0.0,0.05016593729733155,0.05237668130854354,0.0,0.0,0.0560943125279948,0.0,0.03622396515293557,0.08131318067404067,0.056882203038929234,0.0,0.0,0.17366673295839422,0.0,0.07412094829358372,0.046676743129377314,0.0,0.0,0.15160292732405325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051151296771017006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054762103033352,0.054962879013585215,0.0,0.22957199994817165,0.06055655823826106,0.04565213522679749,0.0,0.042511291045240686,0.10703991538521483,0.0,0.21299223611151047,0.048665404261638005,0.05576749193288927,0.0,0.0,0.08844065487475307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529409076533318,0.041153944871726085,0.0,0.05984093062801993,0.0,0.0,0.17076387551699584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672392702896107,0.04921618439308542,0.0,0.0,0.03551457161842611,0.13701279652086296,0.0,0.0,0.15585654269688742,0.0,0.0,0.10216124282963462,0.05939288818980941,0.03629391269403501,0.0,0.0,0.05565080427511215,0.06430239932204294,0.04616983540580175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972726863961352,0.0,0.0,0.14419326038450195,0.04955533663954538,0.14471035667952065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556698398164098,0.0,0.05447742813435808,0.07594888648759128,0.17534108651308894,0.0,0.06884933586697943 lonely,EfficientDark9,2020/02/16,I would like some help Hi guys. I am 25 F and I have some severe mental problems. I only get 4 hours of sleep per night and I'm extremely lonely and depressed and a bit fucked up. I would like some friends to chat with or something. I like other things too like horror and shit but right now I'm just trying to graduate school it's really hard for me to feel motivation for anything because my life is miserable.,1.572023809523813,3.9185502499999987,3.0809523809523824,89.59738095238096,82.21428571428572,6.114285714285715,21.238095238095237,7.3871296695380915,0.7731523809523808,327,10,67,5,9,107,63,84,0.235,0.612,0.153,-0.8185,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,2,1,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,17,10,7,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,8,4,5,0,3,0,1,5,2,2,4,7,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497411555105562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222079008426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886713845591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266910856223053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013663508055798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488674318902146,0.1853362128046532,0.10474008597036658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850209606775274,0.0,0.0,0.17958651892852842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437438832158946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974278180475801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160165482484982,0.3917684806963264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203198103254727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881325172793829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247052275263934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182781668365406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284296303029857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712048370289905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028917375233964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226480060643305,0.20578504604336167,0.0,0.0,0.20062011157429552,0.0,0.0,0.15433570390214987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318690168336264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610958999085931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482384600509986,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DanielYoussief,2020/02/16,"Feeling so lonely Hi guys, I am 30 years old and I feel so lonely, I've never get loved by anyone. I'd appreciate it, if anyone could help me. I want someone to teach me how to speak especially when I like a girl. Thank you in advance",0.6202000000000005,2.52552862,3.414000000000001,88.397,82.8,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.2519999999999998,181,5,40,2,5,64,40,50,0.155,0.605,0.24,0.4111,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,8,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,3,4,7,0,6,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337285956219771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476297736191871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364261653109576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204072830068467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30709755408384404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788720523630055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152376797562994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27992275056316884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920702787656165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254505619975277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627893387121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28554472188441266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829346798712317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972662148129888 lonely,Noffenass,2020/02/16,"Omegle doesn’t work anymore I have now accepted that it’s me who is the problem. Every now and then I find someone really cool on Omegle, talk for months and then out of nowhere I’ll get unfriended or blocked. I just had a conversation with my bookshelf about it. Just sat there and talked like it was my therapist. What hurts the most is when you either experience something really fun or just need someone to talk to and you realize that the only person that’s there to talk to you is your mom. I met a cute girl on tinder that I bonded with and I so desperately wanted to tell someone. Found eventually some random stranger on Omegle to tell. Next day the girl unmatched me. I know I’m not terribly ugly. I’m right below average. I had a pretty rough childhood, most of my friends were adults so now I have no clue how to talk to people my age. They scare me. I’m so lonely I no longer cry over it. Because it’s nothing new. I have endless pages in my diary about this, but I wanted to share with some humans god damnit. Lately I’ve been really sick. I get that it’s just the flu and I’ll get better but at this point I don’t want to hear the reassurance. I don’t need people to tell me “you’re gonna be fine” at this point I’ve accepted I might die. That’s dumb, but it’s nice. I’m nowhere suicidal, I will not try to kill myself. I’m just okay with death at this point.",0.3940418118466909,2.7172596933797912,2.2449337979094075,93.57262717770037,87.95470383275261,5.509965156794426,18.65296167247386,6.9916214562510826,0.20743372822299694,1080,30,239,16,35,356,149,287,0.15,0.6809999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.4259,0,2,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,4,1,2,17,20,2,1,9,2,17,2,0,1,0,44,36,18,4,6,13,1,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,5,19,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,3,32,13,31,24,6,27,0,2,0,0,26,14,1,8,14,145,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103320003808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781813169674172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839327355167347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220499908223754,0.0717482782706496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154619181067075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373453238027504,0.0,0.0,0.10882571548946796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168223018719352,0.0,0.0,0.12198197694963755,0.08595294964761904,0.0,0.17437359357175114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538898804530466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909747055787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308375500721865,0.0,0.06114114021441796,0.0,0.1254970002048248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054352063645822686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802069545316556,0.0,0.13029689232710767,0.08880021310925408,0.0,0.0,0.16498376310587334,0.0,0.10744778787491974,0.11831766834696188,0.0,0.0,0.10674920806836867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846120907126975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425613286162007,0.09714087657370436,0.0,0.0,0.3155070440664352,0.0,0.0,0.11318318819292335,0.0,0.10645305291428912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381246682725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950085232189497,0.0,0.0,0.11138256990289742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827901467990933,0.08564715554863324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216915325590861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471003553130167,0.2917172187428681,0.0,0.0,0.129172042180955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553274408233307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685777676123772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099271544042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Forgotten_Email,2020/02/16,"How is it that I have plenty of friends but still feel alone? Maybe It's because I can't talk to my best friends face to face now, maybe it's because the friendships I have now aren't deep enough I don't know.",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,1.7210869565217382,103.2059782608696,79.0,4.6000000000000005,22.369565217391305,3.1291,-0.5280695652173909,166,5,42,0,4,50,31,46,0.05,0.6409999999999999,0.309,0.9313,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873138719292468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33821403394791755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911254648444751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866394589573924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026720930534325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286537110759148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524576920266814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573927652381783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154058147174727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297225088143746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starpathos,2020/02/16,"I miss having genuine relationships with girls [21F] Like I miss having someone to talk to about girl stuff. About my boyfriend. About school and life. I miss being silly and laughing all night long, sharing stories and watching shitty movies. I miss seeing each other and spilling our guts out about anything with no need for introduction because we are that close. Why is that so hard to find when you're an adult?",4.232700000000001,7.228155920000002,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,76.46666666666667,4.816666666666666,25.375,5.985473137389443,0.7548999999999997,334,12,58,2,8,96,58,75,0.17,0.7140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.3541,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,13,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,4,11,10,2,5,0,4,2,0,8,2,0,0,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381671063385569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642708383791175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452364435931114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592624995003249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442513826933406,0.14139546238879624,0.0,0.0,0.2561266316296624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146004577030581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716000452492347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107276019000914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929073925599847,0.23062940346456584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522370684464026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313154139483433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262396028099225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115555387872946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,foxfirex88,2020/02/16,"feelin a little lonely Maybe it's just part of transitioning into an adult but I feel so lonely and it would be cool to have some reddit friends I could open up to. In the last couple of years I went from having tons of friends to not that many. When I started struggling with anxiety nobody cared or tried to understand why I withdrew so hard from them. I didn't want to just go out and party every night anymore, and it just feels like I'm alone and no one cares what I'm going through. I'm not suicidal and I'm sure there will be light at the end of the tunnel but I feel like if I tell any of my actual friends what I'm going through they'll judge me and look at me differently. So if theres anyone out there that needs a friend that's not creepy or anything im here.. thanks for reading",2.704933210502073,4.0070510179640735,3.69305389221557,91.4656149239982,74.74850299401197,6.5755872869645335,22.426992169507137,7.010146845296331,0.4694038691847071,628,16,140,6,13,202,105,167,0.099,0.647,0.254,0.9882,1,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,11,14,0,1,6,1,9,0,0,0,1,33,29,16,1,6,12,0,4,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,7,13,11,23,21,3,19,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,5,8,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.13558556051973433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390011073093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448407794313644,0.0,0.10628884737106503,0.0,0.13779131121336788,0.09715019520578114,0.0,0.11433591887690685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833175200319411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093241759339713,0.15373465197404315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516290248774086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305974823371843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706308304087353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075696918589773,0.19851776596840454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293793131174619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688869615444416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446309889895292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500792224881424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325478010832198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575829480219814,0.13925454811028773,0.0,0.0,0.1166747472081934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086352169988586,0.13958407246369653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302237324076566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038593455654482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941494528810578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504586611160332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897776606737697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983425652423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452504295726653,0.0,0.1519779916705833,0.0,0.1309494629997786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143982989324012,0.12791743846757586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433125304283146,0.0,0.0,0.14464161371544487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195051024436867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287989266843621,0.12537188985319647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869910816697004,0.0,0.0,0.08947291214163224 lonely,j-d-f-,2020/02/16,"Anyone else relate? [M/26] Turning 27 in a few days, in a new city with no friends, stuck in an unhappy relationship. But it feels like it is all I got. I'm exhausted.",-0.4367647058823536,1.8110982647058835,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,95.76470588235294,6.249411764705883,21.50588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.1837247058823523,127,5,28,3,5,44,29,34,0.243,0.614,0.14300000000000002,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447414693615271,0.35863589655279265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257333412757188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923960162559042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698015671329384,0.25005369075462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704238622043382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799422220055212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100163554755354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33805059514037444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757894860061294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807202334051765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Smol_mol,2020/02/16,"Maybe i don’t want to be alone after all All this time i thought that i was fine without a romantic relationship but i’m starting to realize that i really want someone to be there for me. so i can be there for them :,) i’ve never been in an actual romantic relationship before (that weird thing that happened to me at 12 does not count hshsjshh) lol i don’t really feel like i’m worthy of a relationship but i’m still low key want to be with someone",1.7663440860215085,3.8437275698924713,4.1733333333333364,83.54666666666667,79.75268817204302,8.004301075268819,24.31182795698925,8.841846274778883,1.936389247311829,356,13,74,9,9,124,57,93,0.145,0.718,0.13699999999999998,-0.1893,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,3,14,19,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,9,2,13,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18310429061488606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943328448382665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596632138734761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642002918155539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487368514021673,0.13404618667636836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592464589903536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166878157805393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850416277094645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447153610506749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404070425975952,0.0,0.0,0.6043479795100332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179643538869781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328087266587789,0.0,0.14984522381547394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465608236547852,0.0,0.0,0.14896090334951148,0.1094112367867718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320152231469896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808730464257405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MylifesAmessTBH,2020/02/16,"Feeling lonely after figuring out my friend/ex got a bf. I and someone I used to talk to a lot decided to get together after we finished school since they were kinda far away. We used to talk a lot, but talked less and less after that agreement and now he got a bf. I should block him since its hurting me seeing him happy with someone else than me doing the stuff I imagined we would do. I guess there's still some hope in me that they will break up ( the fact that I hope they break up makes me feel bad but I can't help it) We talked a bit recently before I knew he had a bf and he still saves the flirty/cute messages I sent him as he used to back then. I just have no idea what to do. It's so hard to get over it. I don't think I will stop feeling alone before I get over it",3.003919786096258,3.140902311764705,4.180802139037437,92.61451871657756,72.94117647058823,7.122994652406418,23.101604278074866,6.574015621080383,0.3477647058823541,603,13,146,4,11,198,96,170,0.138,0.737,0.125,-0.3399,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,3,0,7,8,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,4,1,39,31,9,0,4,3,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,5,28,5,20,21,6,22,0,2,1,0,24,8,0,7,11,99,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336933419942389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127979902793493,0.09925855444965168,0.10778075402051288,0.0,0.0,0.21968400322705184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409276107426134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783412466377457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580807419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973090893099047,0.0,0.20232507495983984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648246069110304,0.0,0.1422019061566888,0.0,0.0,0.13741360071826322,0.11563498848082288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652309170193646,0.0,0.0,0.2564214691465561,0.0,0.0,0.13818838142045936,0.14572148378578942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194872497874887,0.0,0.0,0.0861653764911903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274560666726572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064111867277306,0.1028641954172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356123049251965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874695006686948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617522241737524,0.10792101117064684,0.0,0.0,0.14777167600124805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150151914650076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271258693090494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344645132330941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916984257737382,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chanel-kisses,2020/02/16,i’m so lonely all my friends have moved overseas for university and idk what im doing i feel really lonely all my friends have graduated and are in uni at the moment but im on a gap year and it gets lonely sometimes. I dont do much really im mostly at home on my bed for 20 hours a day. No joke. I feel sO lonely,-1.6935211267605617,0.2387853521126821,2.1367464788732384,92.38906338028171,96.88732394366195,5.093521126760563,15.550704225352113,6.742157984588678,-0.17295042253521098,244,6,58,4,10,90,45,71,0.205,0.7020000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.8059,0,8,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,10,4,10,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549711913375248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462356357531247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246574602553692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246454783031387,0.0,0.10976857866352152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074743093166096,0.0,0.2069061789948745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6808321613952211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233030505715699,0.15444767472711662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691908803784789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779427266188827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529751187360414 lonely,Dona_M,2020/02/16,"Want to feel good, but can't This is my first post. I am usually very anxious when it comes to posting something online, i rarely do it. Rn i am alone in my dorm room, studying for the exam i have tomorrow and I can barely concentrate, because my mind is always going places when there is no one around. I like the idea of being alone in my own cozy place and often wait for this to happen, but i never enjoy it. Its like I finally do something I wanted for long time but my mind does not let me enjoy it. (also being overly dramatic about it).",3.413986486486486,4.420807549549547,4.9167454954954986,84.52484797297298,72.60360360360359,7.351801801801803,23.78490990990991,7.645422480735847,1.0977828828828835,422,11,85,5,8,142,74,111,0.149,0.77,0.081,-0.8411,0,2,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,0,1,17,20,8,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,15,5,12,17,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,11,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34155368359969285,0.0,0.13186288267572405,0.1372021148821442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627934406293215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678751427891618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051572550634627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203857547165946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429679801276565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337359714794243,0.0,0.0,0.1806294958410782,0.0,0.14025578506290545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371107773267172,0.13830233808123285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581213498406725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861413172272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861171994160312,0.0,0.1611143502022912,0.0,0.0,0.14592291409976824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332984823739232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717372784166786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173407816394622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445509792512838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31583906062438905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538815435382856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614898341765428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160360314010507,0.13605194092775735,0.19451339199575574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AccomplishedDog27,2020/02/16,"Wishing I was a people person I’m not extremely shy but I’m also not outgoing. I wish I was naturally a people person but people hate me. It’s so sad that the friends I view as my closest probably see me as just one of their other friends, not close to a best friend. They never invite me to hangout, one on one or in small groups. They only invite me when it’s a big event that they invite all their friends to. A group of girls I’ve known for years have never invited me when they hang. I’m the only girl that they leave out within our bigger group. Why don’t people like me? I’m shy but I put a lot of effort to talk to people. Am I too awkward? Am I not funny enough? Too nice? I’m tired of being a friend that’s in the background. Even in my big friend group the only reason I’m invited is because my boyfriend is. Everyone loves him. Why can’t I be a people person like him.",0.390555555555558,2.4099483068783094,2.7674576719576716,92.05277380952387,84.44973544973544,5.261481481481481,18.444708994709,6.508806274219699,-0.024219259259259385,686,17,151,7,20,235,95,189,0.162,0.623,0.215,0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,7,2,8,14,1,1,12,0,11,2,0,1,3,19,22,10,0,2,9,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,3,0,3,2,2,27,11,18,18,4,20,0,1,2,1,27,12,0,2,8,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870148514468709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761488867746432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640212363077453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460846187687905,0.0,0.07326062378738264,0.0,0.0,0.10598738097608007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141721521829545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950905617071446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744667715037575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837835371921103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429894303383342,0.10010827766462643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109437169947322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548374053343506,0.25307555447954416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613815357474241,0.29054927013911896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958890416734347,0.0,0.0,0.11150372936124583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404269243806114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838768459911307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915208955423577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748450008391873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001733896960481,0.0,0.25510160422020506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142787801292197 lonely,themillenniallibra,2020/02/16,"Lonely extrovert :( It sucks when you’re an extrovert yet feel so alone. I have my family, relatives, and college friends I barely see. I have a bestfriend since college who lives nearby but everytime I ask him to hangout he’s always unavailable so that pissed me off and pride got in the way so I’m never hanging out with him again unless he invites me, in which case, never did. We have an active group chat but that isn’t enough since I want a human interaction. All I ever hangout with are my family members and relatives, and it’s great; but there’s a void I feel so much that needs to be filled, but sadly it feels impossible. There are other available friends I can hangout with but I don’t really enjoy their company (I don’t like their vibe and I don’t really had fun with them in the past) so I said I’d rather just be alone than to hang out with people I half heartedly want to be with because I feel like that’s just a waste of time and energy. Back story: I used to have high school friends who ended up betraying me and it’s been 7 years since the friendship ended but the pain still hits me like it happened yesterday. I already muted all their Facebook posts because seeing them all together happy without me feel like I have this cursed, shitty life. I miss them and I made ways to reconnect with them in the past but it did not restored the friendship. Sometimes, I think to myself, “How could this happen to me? How did I end up here? Was it my fault? Is there something wrong with me?” What did I do to deserve all the hell I’m going through? I see people going out, living their lives and having fun, while I stay at home feeling like I’m wasting my youth. Being uninvited, having no one to hang out with when you wanna interact w/ friends so bad, being betrayed, being unwanted. I’ve felt all of those. This sucks and I feel like a fucking loser. I’m such a strong person but this is just too much to handle to be honest.",2.5318270332187858,4.639994840206184,3.7586941580756026,87.31101947308136,77.40206185567008,6.579152348224515,23.14891179839633,7.594959193182576,1.0751114547537228,1530,48,303,22,36,498,192,388,0.183,0.625,0.193,0.5586,0,4,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,8,3,25,31,5,0,15,0,32,5,2,4,8,66,65,30,0,7,15,0,8,6,4,0,2,1,1,2,21,24,0,0,9,4,0,6,9,13,0,2,11,12,49,18,40,45,8,42,1,4,3,1,28,13,5,0,25,215,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630744803663007,0.09925423202557676,0.0,0.0748397019745795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408447459406566,0.0,0.0,0.06916054195173152,0.07509856859547581,0.10965671989991456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181209076692169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389881515691493,0.09293506391870812,0.0,0.0,0.08135850672562454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695803318753668,0.0,0.3183448460632215,0.25702091665976856,0.08635929354488177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277958660560779,0.08315076617260876,0.0,0.0,0.1022332510727578,0.0,0.07193555741418466,0.0991623700751069,0.0,0.0,0.15907242735811394,0.09574589464764544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658277525346747,0.0,0.09502961713581848,0.09022006701675266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352933359227426,0.2636493605800109,0.0,0.2382636983226539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510615125601899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223676799154474,0.06669152425133754,0.13873902598137502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094764003730655,0.0,0.09570559216002043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172135977853142,0.12471017064941765,0.07853467521714877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614044028900254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152394558770226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555629918858508,0.0,0.0,0.09102702148631947,0.21501855055003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320510089989234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924244233251349,0.0889558326873844,0.0,0.0,0.09586716923905472,0.07182851996216279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763178166444843,0.0,0.0,0.05244643109413544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768179151603605,0.0,0.0,0.10610131118993003,0.14278498267498585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670175061306748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833844693176312,0.0,0.057920281801179675 lonely,ToastDevSystems,2020/02/16,"I just broke down, crying as I write this... Hello lads, hope y'all are having a better day than me, last 2 days were lonely for me, didn't talk with any friends at all, just at home talking to my gf, stress from a lot of places got to me and I broke down, can y'all care for a human being and try and cheer me up? Thank you lads, have a great day",-0.591266233766234,1.131958623376626,1.1897240259740265,103.67601461038963,86.14285714285714,3.85,12.222402597402596,3.1291,-1.8590766233766232,262,2,69,0,8,85,56,77,0.156,0.6,0.244,0.8402,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,11,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,11,7,14,7,2,10,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,2,4,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545434470377403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099151142979732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231704997842448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496325875052479,0.4396884371734051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557921022366868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817592347336863,0.250553094284858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795861918703,0.2257187842752873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185245858270164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932068923512899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374365694287701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032363170032785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653232499799647,0.0,0.20922892308812835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542934780757683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lil-Breft,2020/02/16,"I feel... weird Not as in “i am weird”, but i have a weird feeling. I’m 19, i know it’s young but all my friends are getting girlfriends or things like that. And i feel just left out of those things. On and off on Tinder and stuff like that, but just lonely. I don’t necessarily want a relationship, just some girls i can relate to or something. I always act like i’m fine but i don’t feel fine on a social standpoint. I can be quite shy when it comes to talking to girls i’m interested in, which is basically every girl right now. I don’t know, i know i should just talk to them and be me, but i don’t think they like the “me” Any help or suggestions? Thanks.",-0.5178253968253976,1.6465786142857155,1.5190476190476223,98.02484126984129,91.42857142857142,4.53968253968254,16.349206349206348,6.139981653823899,-0.6446984126984128,506,12,123,5,18,167,79,140,0.076,0.6779999999999999,0.247,0.977,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,6,13,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,1,31,28,14,0,2,13,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,4,19,9,13,25,2,14,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,4,7,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825379064287293,0.0,0.0,0.12933610996528935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383233600453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024375863796067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846642684634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469407631082635,0.0,0.09936672334654456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748073047209654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135712911743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664261151845664,0.0,0.0,0.371670023721976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229108292313272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419349606092912,0.0,0.16242170816494325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387533553041625,0.0,0.14641799316909107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177227007169402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057359528207433,0.0,0.1751019245600031,0.0,0.0,0.2527083282459484,0.12186643812396915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217932624644077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brutox62,2020/02/16,Not over being ghosted Was seeing this girl for a little over a year. Looks wise she was way out of my league like i dont understand what she saw in me. Anyways. A couple days after sweetest day last year she ghosts me. And it was nothing but hell the past week after because idk what i did wrong. And this past V-day compounded it. But i can't stop and deal with it i have to repress it. Hold it in and when i see couples with kids it tears me up because i want that. But its far out of reach. Just like her im not very talkative and rarely smile basically introverted.,0.14969187675070114,2.4573850336134484,1.8821512605042017,95.69863305322129,89.42016806722687,4.854005602240896,18.857703081232494,6.42735559955562,-0.06652985994397742,445,13,100,5,15,145,80,119,0.111,0.753,0.136,0.2762,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,20,14,9,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,4,14,3,15,8,0,22,1,0,4,0,7,9,1,0,14,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186055540818045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967955553979948,0.0,0.3469110339674339,0.1848557733425068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101443424156813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368036963760246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615765800851122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519891349875416,0.17971090137976134,0.0,0.0,0.15057119694528093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204816170644174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423341773885761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857660367965203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990716412165325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666302200226312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794555668077788,0.10575884424889992,0.14232411055480815,0.1438278045632444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604207292250905,0.0,0.2309333218662325 lonely,bad_hooman,2020/02/16,"Nobody feels the void. I spend all my time alone wanting to be around people. Whenever I'm around people all I can think is ""this is shit"". Everything is just so shallow and empty. People call me there best freind and I think of them as nothing more than acquaintances. I cant remember the last time I thought of someone as more than acquaintance. What's the point man?",2.444542253521128,5.1301551971830985,2.8289964788732402,90.58743838028171,81.53521126760563,6.366901408450705,22.959507042253517,7.645422480735847,1.1731253521126763,293,10,57,5,8,90,51,71,0.06,0.879,0.062,0.2815,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,2,13,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,10,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446481499675852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858676842738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274426332719944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130348882499865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947811245732514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958417348741488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766622216993784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079563322271075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507556570287836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048779841496983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455105412122928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246814655470531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363290551888847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27774106393643644,0.0,0.1720577992872262,0.2527516441633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783177182738648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Johnny191919,2020/02/16,Alone I hate being alone I never had any friend and I have never had a girlfriend. I try to make friends but I just can't I always get nervous and I don't know what to talk about and I talk to girls but they always reject me and say thing about me like I am a freak or weird I hate having nobody to talk to I can go weeks and even month without a single phone call or text message it hurt to be alone especially around the holidays,1.6018548387096772,3.150283096774196,3.027620967741939,94.06143145161293,78.24731182795698,5.5102150537634405,19.151881720430108,5.985473137389443,-0.28151505376344105,340,7,78,2,8,111,59,93,0.27899999999999997,0.611,0.11,-0.9473,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,16,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,14,3,10,12,1,6,0,2,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170573781033372,0.0,0.0,0.2769359320757667,0.0,0.0,0.11316574477865232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814180203721825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992507518921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099134382975612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571387201911807,0.0,0.08694330807339011,0.0,0.09457567283133593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328594441766601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814729618244712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145558477178142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130040995064089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110811827207312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282832785395987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566941106238417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233735933378318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012665544354449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055661943673684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298270289434514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348552499300262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041505701603528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tumeriic,2020/02/16,"i dont know who needs to read this but please do if you want to stop being lonely, the key is the focus on self-improvement and social connections. i know, i get it. i'm a lonely person myself. it sounds so simple, but it's so fucking goddamn hard and i completely understand. but think about it like this. no matter where you are right now, lying awake in bed, browsing reddit on public transport, whatever. you feel lonely. but the hard truth is this: that shitty feeling won't disappear by itself so what do you do? this is what you do. START SMALL. TAKE SMALL STEPS FORWARD. improve one small thing about yourself at a time. there's an instrument you always wanted to learn and you have time to? learn one small bit of a song! wanna be more attractive personality wise or be funnier? pretty sure there are some fun ted talks on that! yearning to raise your fitness? go for a lil jog or lift some weights! THE POINT IS: no matter what you want to improve in, you gotta start somewhere. BUT it doesn't matter how small the start is! any progress is progress. any step forward is a step forward. once you take one, look back, see your progress, congratulate yourself, and keep moving forward! good luck, and keep moving forwards everyone!",2.5283333333333324,5.284658243589746,2.918205128205128,89.57679487179489,81.94871794871796,5.347008547008547,22.76923076923077,6.775458762138228,0.7694512820512829,975,33,182,11,27,300,136,234,0.128,0.602,0.27,0.9902,0,6,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,12,0,3,11,13,1,0,11,0,20,2,0,1,2,39,44,17,0,7,8,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,17,5,1,3,8,3,0,14,5,5,0,3,0,9,17,8,18,39,4,37,0,4,2,1,18,20,1,6,14,113,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989042305228912,0.0,0.0,0.1796203399904231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155146283429692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418308934686475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846986205307946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478168040170914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261957922391158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355420752586195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209392382312853,0.06899961903922536,0.0,0.07505678746697983,0.11077163390609886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366123967886548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347746477556921,0.0,0.0,0.14516126998378753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645213235915965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090311837749564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807328947378554,0.0,0.0979260956500176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406471720014698,0.2684762941739073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306318292613725,0.0,0.14497003813592405,0.1248461157383802,0.0,0.0,0.13435973945922905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210285868035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278459840118138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524039540786002,0.0,0.13777480834675218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462579666682653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804333606608261,0.0,0.0,0.11041402542785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447169712414073,0.0,0.1985960757294936,0.10615054799409088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773952581790706,0.0846232775020211,0.0,0.0,0.154018798804808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748652893648175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336898263643073,0.0,0.0,0.16082217239150615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,erickjml,2020/02/16,"an introverted here (sorry for the long post) well...basically the same as you guys , im a lone person. Here the korean community in argentina is... bad if i had to describe it , there are a lot ton of sh*t people within this community .fake or not, always spreading BS rumor about everyone everything that makes it seem as if it was something real bad , i mean yeah, this could happen anywhere but there's something ""special"" here that makes it so damn... idk what to say . you really cant trust anybody else from your family or really close friends or gf/bf (neither uncles,cousins etc nor ""ordinary"" friends can be trusted here) We ,the teenage korean community(?) is who we get the most beef around here whether its an adult or a friend who makes it. im naturally a pretty quiet guy so thats maybe why im alone. i have a few close friends but they're not always around me whenever i need them the most, but i cant blame them, im the introverted here. Anyways, i usually tend to stay at home on weekends but when a go out with my friends im just standing or sitting there listening what the say and at the end of they day i go home with just a few words said. people always say behind my back that im a weird dude or something like that, i dont like it. i remember 2 years ago ,(i was dealing with severe anxiety and i dropped out from school )i was walking my dog, a korean sh*tty fat ADULT shouted at me because my dog peed in front of him , we were arguing and i kept telling him i was sorry and all while he was shouting when suddenly i felt my leash slipping off and my dog ran away from me . i started following him towards my house, i was angry and wanted to kill that man so bad that i grabbed my knife and ran , i fell, hurt my knees and i snapped and dropped the knife therefore the anger was huge that i started punching a wall and shouting nonstop , people near me were staring and laughing at me . afterwards all the korean community knew about this , they also got the scene on surveillance cameras . i was so ashamed for it , everybody knew and they started telling me i was crazy and stuff that i didnt really like to hear and nobody wanted to be with me or thats what i felt. but now im okay, i still need to improve my social skills , i have a few friends and i no more act like a child and recently got back to school TL;DR the korean community in argentina sucks sorry for the bad english",3.0273125000000007,4.775255439583333,4.307083333333335,85.55625000000002,74.8125,7.716666666666668,27.416666666666664,8.472884824447931,1.9190666666666671,1881,74,385,35,40,619,230,480,0.145,0.7290000000000001,0.127,-0.7342,0,1,3,0,0,0,60.0,3,3,5,1,27,29,5,1,29,2,25,2,2,4,2,73,56,42,1,7,19,0,3,4,6,0,1,10,2,7,27,29,1,1,7,1,0,9,9,14,0,0,23,14,59,15,44,30,13,57,0,2,1,0,42,22,2,13,24,256,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116819927049383,0.0,0.0,0.07146770354767727,0.0,0.05518275961008708,0.17225145931677946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527881444687918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228570155581301,0.0,0.0,0.06483186517712927,0.10612018277296673,0.2304630241591259,0.04206441574078646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550943643762454,0.0,0.0,0.04450210187679411,0.0711404624152778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087259284948939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764428608663257,0.0,0.061117378998157286,0.0,0.07695809887854538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593662052631435,0.062016666923434535,0.0,0.06505116684118079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251000869141824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198755717092135,0.0,0.03605192864457058,0.0,0.07843353293043445,0.0,0.110378176417361,0.0,0.0,0.136650325172676,0.061020325278697066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777292577211478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384339933063147,0.0,0.0,0.07962176363319168,0.07387059168224189,0.0,0.5217558297125072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634309751723077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484817374745905,0.0,0.0,0.061066684778713326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058665036965652284,0.0,0.0,0.1381828329957916,0.0,0.0693241517337388,0.07516597443093946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233171318841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351679869932754,0.060251943180809286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608709973667228,0.07020223889835554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854206559496868,0.13261787475069844,0.0,0.0681334780957677,0.0,0.07816848523650942,0.0,0.06563894564047702,0.16462510369464536,0.0,0.13967218712873528,0.0,0.06281897527246014,0.0,0.07795528245069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034125235375195,0.0,0.15936877651496567,0.0,0.2317341856152533,0.14652491780213653,0.07354946357039584,0.05510696888419602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789934799719174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206256995579202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599855071461296,0.0,0.0814011155651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062043204311704014,0.0,0.06226569953093354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044436543710810524 lonely,euphimea,2020/02/16,"Chat rooms for non-sexual adults? I would like to find an online, anonymous chat room for adults that don’t want to do anything sexual. Does such a thing even exist? I’m in a marriage where I love my husband tremendously- and I believe he loves me too - but for the past few weeks I’ve been wishing for someone to talk to about some things that I can’t really chat with my husband about. Particularly, the recent loneliness regarding recent events in the house. Unfortunately, every chat function I seem to find online is full of people wanting to talk dirty or masturbate. Is there anything out there that could suit my needs? Thank you.",4.20438502673797,6.7130092857142865,4.395477463712759,82.81757066462951,73.78991596638657,7.35248281130634,25.10389610389611,8.296473431620573,1.7220352941176476,511,17,92,9,11,159,81,119,0.09,0.797,0.114,-0.2814,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,15,17,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,4,17,14,3,12,0,0,0,2,15,7,0,3,6,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298824090338776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005659750679079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213334798507515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578525610911706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175795909718298,0.0,0.14998832874119727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254115080359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540953627085048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697088450603534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213374315474599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199851895186324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993887467425525,0.12341566644900236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404325865501945,0.0,0.3515437363243139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206142631016746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083456233894668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861691774422573,0.0,0.16389558786784775,0.0,0.0,0.2365352643669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999993767035005,0.0,0.1427957643072427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471257771105128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645928927945332,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,metalman328,2020/02/16,"I'm scared I might lose my ability to talk passionately 2019 was a rough year for me and although I'm in a much better place generally speaking, that place has left me without many people in ny life. I miss talking, I have short conversations with my parents and my brother, and I cant exactly avoid small talk at work, but I miss having real, thought provoking, deep, almost debate like conversations. Most of my evenings now I'll come home from work and just binge watch something on netflix, but I'd much rather be talking to someone, and I'm afraid I might be going insane.",6.059922779922777,6.753253216216217,6.22131274131274,78.7021621621622,66.38738738738738,8.865379665379669,32.97425997425998,8.841846274778883,2.6831611325611333,461,19,86,7,7,147,78,111,0.11699999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.3967,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,3,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,22,17,8,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,3,12,3,11,11,3,14,0,3,1,1,9,10,0,4,3,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978877247434506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112887686542452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745754820120118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053961074904489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906887086247595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006419210840894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337594900944672,0.0,0.11271075042257266,0.07795904558073892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852077013034076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178143258008865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385623344960512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460824332643665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718633711414078,0.0,0.0,0.11062745447193162,0.0,0.3334385231683364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162839885961526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597598740784369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520523089214692,0.12284667877168458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130332081761303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668271197740888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382216091336384,0.0,0.2323413085425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275943500990432 lonely,Bro_idek,2020/02/16,"Is it always gonna be like this? I'm a 16 year old female and I've always had this odd feeling in my chest, like my heart is missing, sometimes my chest stings with some awful feeling, doesn't matter if I'm with people or I'm alone. Since middle school I've sat back and watched my friends ""fall in love"" and others ""fall in love"" with them, but I can't feel that. And I hate when they talk about their significant others, I'm happy for them, I am, but its constantly talked about and I feel like they're just rubbing in my face that I can't feel that. I've never been around a ""loving relationship"", my grandparents can't stand each other and my parents are more like roommates and my mom sleeps on the couch lots of the time. As a kid I was so bubbly and affectionate and then my personality did a whole 180. I HATE physical affection, yet I yearn to lay in bed with someone I love. The topic of relationships makes me feel sick and weirdly insecure, but I always find myself yearning for that validation that I'm enough for someone. No one's ever said kind words to me, I've never made my parents proud, the only thing my friends describe me as is emotionless and a bitch. I feel as if I've lost myself and become forgotten and insignificant in this sea of people. I feel like a shell who'll never be inhabited. It took my two years to admit to myself that I'm lonely, I've never spoken to anyone about it because I know I'll just be looked at like I'm pathetic and then the conversation with shift to be about the person I'm talking to, like it always does. I see nothing but grim in my future, I feel as if it'll always be this way and I don't knownhow much longer I can live with it. Help give me your advice and opinions, Ive become desperate to talk about tho with someone.",5.416558382257012,5.162531553424657,6.253776908023486,81.18347031963471,67.7123287671233,8.92498369210698,28.339856490541425,8.418075326091056,1.7907116764514028,1407,40,292,18,21,466,179,365,0.151,0.665,0.185,0.9157,3,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,2,14,28,3,1,12,1,23,10,5,3,5,62,59,33,0,5,10,3,10,7,2,3,1,1,2,3,22,25,0,0,12,0,0,3,10,11,0,2,9,14,43,17,40,42,7,32,0,6,3,4,29,11,1,7,23,185,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914386569640397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838826720650773,0.0,0.0,0.3369566941278426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566310750152401,0.0,0.0,0.07209952352870629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062277392788285126,0.0,0.049371610056556,0.17889729202552454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752293839218582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070876126178347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368577394186927,0.0,0.0,0.07326136460232299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36856520071843296,0.11572055488515992,0.0,0.0,0.0740246788415181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251475204946385,0.0,0.0,0.0776943377442153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862168589280104,0.0,0.15992449369288114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597520741752268,0.0542868329793334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434008724120959,0.044510759255028065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697817345707226,0.0,0.07151689633464424,0.0,0.06801238378920095,0.0,0.08841168828497974,0.06885599806901004,0.29239162823253645,0.07663602772473076,0.054062393173520164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485615717520704,0.0,0.0,0.05953800323752799,0.0,0.24986226458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771343949970345,0.0,0.08498685757070779,0.0,0.054881873551127135,0.06159761474139733,0.0,0.0,0.1798627458809108,0.0,0.0,0.11229848788125933,0.14143714545823702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390892215748888,0.0,0.0,0.07704137503431108,0.0,0.0,0.08196762794900657,0.06453966549653901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699692892706041,0.0,0.08104989816410715,0.0,0.20587126932415686,0.0,0.08010257260487694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603913006317445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380709208823199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722674081809202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998443339119648,0.0,0.0,0.07911683626255872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428720914683313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042401370022013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431162157918633 lonely,adiyaboi,2020/02/16,"Detached . Miserable family ,parents separated , autism unlimited , pushed away everyone , now I sit and stare at the mirror wondering when I ll cease to be . Someday I hope it will all end ,and I hope that day comes soon. :/",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.23076923076923,11.353846153846154,33.51282051282051,11.20814326018867,4.504497435897437,171,8,29,6,3,57,34,39,0.162,0.706,0.132,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,4,1,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,5,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835133098189659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993938876373884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461013750752906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672696575964064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883444656823971,0.0,0.0,0.2844723280494946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994312326460641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350685995018573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32724568213033306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Boxxedin22,2020/02/16,"Just one push. I've been sitting on the edge of my bed for the last half hour, considering just ending it all. I have nothing, and no one. I'm tired of being a virgin, tired of being disabled and tired of apologising for myself. I just need one push. Is there any reason to remain?",1.3336842105263145,3.5725966666666693,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,82.33333333333333,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.05151228070175451,218,5,45,2,6,73,40,57,0.14800000000000002,0.799,0.053,-0.7658,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689755364820611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132510325154276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273118414929792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608099162369564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017232669835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207272142514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43913190264293983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209931587250528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7448321233304283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RoodyPooRevenge,2020/02/16,"I don't remember how to connect with people anymore. I'm not typically lonely. I'm married, work full time with others, have friends which I sometimes see. The problem is that I feel alone and I don't know how to connect with people or make friends anymore. It gets worse when I remember my adolescence or being at school, back when I feel I had genuine connections with people who genuinely liked the ""real me"". These days I just feel lost in the woods, like I'm going through the motions with everything. Does anybody else feel like this?",5.757773109243697,7.013949147058827,5.710504201680673,80.0744117647059,67.33333333333333,8.573669467787116,34.179271708683466,8.841846274778883,2.963891876750701,431,20,77,7,7,135,67,102,0.096,0.7509999999999999,0.153,0.7193,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,22,19,7,0,1,4,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,5,10,5,10,16,1,10,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,8,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722030991324927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32978558117775275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784952815659173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722885276398292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550190500545904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889525224181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943060588141796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33627959536871005,0.11878161301952972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25691588438199137,0.0,0.08686796320742157,0.0,0.0944937137760473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913763295774554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436898656206785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815007360566415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098492002945363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458070748993798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590956467856081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924893953949784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37669757789935054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827169681012769,0.132493757552884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444291665320124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695197983789863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104479951638633,0.0,0.16944089810765245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redinksenpai,2020/02/16,"Feeling defeated I've just been put into a situation where someone made me feel special. Made me feel like I'm not a weird. Support the things I'm interested in. Overall just made me feel happy... Only to randomly drop me. I don't know how I should feel tbh. Idk whether I want to just say ""oh well"", get mad/upset, or just flat out cry. This has happened multiple times, but idk why it hurts so much every time. I'm guess it's just me that always runs things. I'm just starting to feel like building friendships/relationships are pointless when they can just be abandoned so easily.",2.7570813397129186,5.0699975789473655,3.771116427432218,86.48433014354067,77.59649122807015,6.601594896331737,26.15311004784689,7.686295010490155,1.5122736842105264,460,18,90,7,11,148,80,114,0.153,0.7070000000000001,0.139,-0.4011,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,13,11,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,29,27,7,0,2,11,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,4,7,9,7,6,21,1,11,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075310123199374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726109548502633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239726081675407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767283535239051,0.22452175147737405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820991850118908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310746982180336,0.0,0.138958418117694,0.16727849423643745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822166251490026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636005623585398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535413718660446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460691150703698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551600992253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195120811708155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796914223906589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687095945879751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496406668536485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663198849923814,0.0,0.0,0.13314424567413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122452887414253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832065482439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087937198286535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325924163721413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268526675571484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128776742390006,0.0,0.1417944442330071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,txroller,2020/02/16,looking for meetups.. and all I find are events my ex wife would enjoy.,0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,92.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.4210285714285713,55,2,11,0,2,17,14,14,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391064129611562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871980982654984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967306979695398,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wittyandwide,2020/02/16,"Willing to know some tips to get rid of loneliness Hello everyone , If you are gone through this phase , can someone give some tips on how to get rid of this loneliness . It would be great for everyone out there .Thanks",5.277235772357724,6.844376073170736,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,68.7560975609756,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.1168959349593504,173,8,34,4,3,52,31,41,0.113,0.746,0.141,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282914792984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435286703937375,0.3153780256547864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362460757802879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806787441893271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855858544994816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026794549604829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233542764950196,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neil_2025,2020/02/16,"Anyone in Singapore? Anatomy of loneliness I have been trying to understand how loneliness works. Lonely is not depression when someone asked me. Its simply watching the world having fun while you run out of company to engage with. **Anatomy of loneliness- the hypothesis** We meet almost 80,000 unique people in our live times. Out of those we end up with 2 or 3 strong connections. When these connections are broken due to some reason (it can simply be they are too busy), we feel the void we call loneliness. **When does it hit you** Its mostly a sudden feeling overwhelming you. Its mostly around a feeling of doing something. And most often when you find someone to participate in this 'thing' you feel like, loneliness is overcome. **Am I correct?** I would love folks here to let their views on this. This will serve as an education on how this problem can be solved.",2.1791234705228035,4.80039741290323,2.8622246941045617,84.06161290322581,100.67741935483872,6.008898776418243,22.119021134594004,7.237678284180719,1.6829132369299225,689,26,113,15,29,215,106,155,0.128,0.736,0.136,0.1111,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,5,5,2,2,10,9,0,1,6,0,16,1,0,3,1,30,24,10,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,6,16,5,22,17,4,20,0,3,2,1,16,10,0,7,10,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040348331373748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424727703693057,0.0,0.0,0.181388378318394,0.19048681185074792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806034083789499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549700778462618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783105485275725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046966570339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41210593845197496,0.14556520460476133,0.0,0.0,0.18623169465547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835700226906534,0.0,0.09954617342822954,0.0,0.17992260161526458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390011709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412605770985388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949694888573889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949780560560669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452880486807494,0.1568633466327283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353681785709301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881329461000012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833873339062974,0.0,0.0,0.21211991775287856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833870798713664,0.0,0.0,0.1447442832589512,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,adam1298,2020/02/16,"Trash I've been lonely for so long I lost faith in human connection. I cant picture anyone finding interest in me. If i meet someone, it's a matter of time before they realize they're wasting their time. I let myself go ever since I was young. Now I'm fat, losing hair and teeth. I have no job. No hobbies. No personality. My only hobby is watching other people live their life on my TV. I lost count of how many years I've lived this way. I'm absolute trash. Even if someone makes the mistake of talking to me, the conversation would end quickly as I'm ugly inside and outside. I'm like dead inside. And I'm waiting to be dead outside cause I'm too scared to kill myself on the outside",1.3417021276595733,3.611892390070929,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,82.54609929078015,5.4621276595744686,23.58439716312057,6.742157984588678,0.9246941843971634,541,20,105,6,15,186,95,141,0.267,0.67,0.062,-0.9846,1,2,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,3,3,7,10,1,1,4,0,8,4,3,3,1,15,19,8,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,2,16,3,12,12,0,15,1,4,1,0,8,4,0,2,10,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601914854494714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336019430886472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514312691023446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596279313666879,0.0,0.0,0.11903846012154384,0.16302594972709142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472452617950234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242735222532802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884782814375785,0.0,0.1993948518500491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429466873750106,0.12729990213976874,0.08804997603272383,0.0,0.318288091131724,0.15949552690964575,0.0,0.20162829616789815,0.3934788691931452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030315077359455,0.1827222377480716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707101551615616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494694672379925,0.1573675639962536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804390110064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908592034042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054120853037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485991121170266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018402581435167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305607578232732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280283333142192,0.0,0.0,0.11606049974518627 lonely,kellyjames436,2020/02/16,"Adoptive son Hi, I’m young man 26 old years from Morocco, I’m very lonely i feel bored, my mother who born me she leave me in the hospital, then a family has coming and take me to be her son, I grow up with much love and care, they loved me so much, and I am, my life changing when my dud died, i feel so bad he supported me and give all what I want , now I’m lonely just with mom all family members leave me i wish one things that mom to be proud of me i need help . Thanks for reading and I’m sorry for my bad English I’m really need advices and friends. Feel free to follow me and speak with me thanks in advance.",-0.01868869936034301,1.8629840820895536,2.1443496801705777,96.73641791044777,85.04477611940298,5.619616204690832,17.78038379530917,6.868970318607317,-0.14988102345415746,473,11,115,6,14,159,82,134,0.156,0.62,0.225,0.919,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,5,14,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,21,26,11,1,4,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,1,0,4,23,10,13,24,4,14,0,2,0,2,18,3,0,0,7,64,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435987926986023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245395853111322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982631348614522,0.0,0.15545464727709593,0.1265852536291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251191220030993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27706460315918546,0.0,0.22290848607651367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135339592912393,0.0,0.0,0.14096876620083634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849814141207844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31119973042190285,0.0,0.0,0.10379581998723404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652579858206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442144133479569,0.0,0.0,0.2160517510577692,0.2179245729317047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420032917290538,0.0,0.09957778424938996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469907427120459,0.0,0.09414055792246537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449958623253536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675822576634078,0.0,0.0,0.11048884544508693,0.0,0.0,0.2705854298601373,0.0,0.0,0.09762769855255757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124994489627865,0.0866754928310687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689863697928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463161036803654 lonely,ilovedippyeggs,2020/02/16,"Words falling on deaf ears. I feel flat, uninspired, like the colours have drained from my world. The waves of life have lulled me into a safe sense of mediocrity. And I don't like it. Little moments of light shine through and I feel alive again only to return back to the chronic disatisfaction I hold within myself. I feel like I have too many feelings and it sucks.",4.050761904761902,6.19052188571429,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,73.0,5.238095238095238,25.952380952380953,5.46131890053228,0.5422380952380954,292,10,57,1,6,86,51,70,0.107,0.7170000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,11,9,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,4,10,9,0,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,7,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237865554107975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256521509380301,0.2209945911112286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849800060247174,0.4533878673792513,0.3100427991408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136250927335997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352691740324138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Technomage4040,2020/02/16,"M16 just kinda weird Hey I’m kinda weird, lewd, crude, and extremely shy person til I get to know people but I thought I may try this to talk to peps about anything",-1.1311344537815131,0.4165436176470614,0.5336974789915985,99.88735294117649,112.82352941176471,3.119327731092437,13.680672268907564,5.288315135182226,-1.042297478991597,129,3,28,1,7,41,27,34,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.5059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999982311826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539540762629284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671340562542053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698313712257977,0.4244218589352288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39068859706773307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858891800875229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001295422302795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youthuser002,2020/02/16,"Does anyone go weeks, days or even months without leaving the house? I mean I’ll go for works but nothing with people involved. I’m so lonely and use to it I’ve forgot I haven’t left the house in awhile until now.",-0.5270476190476181,1.6788373111111137,1.0771428571428563,98.79,98.11111111111113,2.571428571428572,15.317460317460318,3.1291,-1.2632539682539683,169,4,36,0,7,54,38,45,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.6555,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909128797481354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559586183524385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162472121422576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972466702797278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748720827208769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580725279626529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560602194137527,0.2627460955206735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342085036385554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302426315624496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320398398656797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765261782825105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088611640483339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397929282169096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331129110782082,0.0,0.17605317230125628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Windala,2020/02/16,How do you make friends as an adult and new parent? I'm 32 and have no friends. I dont get how my parents have had the same group of friends since 6th grade and high school. My parents friends ended up being my aunties and uncles. My daughter is almost 10 months old and iv been pretty lonely. Is it common to feel so lonely after having a baby?,2.464272300469485,4.141674042253527,3.484154929577468,91.15937793427231,76.1830985915493,4.733333333333333,23.10093896713615,3.1291,0.03184319248826295,271,8,55,0,6,87,54,71,0.08800000000000001,0.718,0.19399999999999998,0.8677,3,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,3,0,11,14,9,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,5,11,1,8,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789481430229966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094419817456888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582803830748852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035907163591768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522709345673865,0.0,0.09336645598992566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881259307156414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928757471534801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426413429809192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259527005808808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752177858182556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952952545657657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818081443885436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085990962005927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782736567792235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leoglue,2020/02/16,"First Contact in Months! [SUCCESS] The other night I for once decided to say fuck it to my anxiety and fear and met up with a girl I've been texting but hadn't met with yet. We cuddled, kissed, and talked all night and I felt true happiness for the first time in a long time. I felt a warmth in my chest, like the light inside me came back on, and for the first time in a long time I was able to stop lying to myself about not needing the company of someone else. Isolation is very dangerous, and I'm tired of filling the void with alcohol and shopping. That cold aching feeling inside, that desperate hunger for a hug. It kills you. Please, if you can, don't let it consume you. Don't let being numb become your normal. I had nobody to tell and nowhere else to share, so I thought I'd write it here as a way to cement the experience for myself and maybe encourage someone to take a chance at breaking out of situational/physical loneliness as well. Now I know that I personally can overcome loneliness and find a meaning in life through caring about other people again. I need to stop lying to myself about not needing others. All and all, life isn't always all that bad in the end.",4.641987179487182,5.595027846153847,5.2923824786324785,83.16754807692311,69.68376068376068,8.414102564102564,28.727564102564106,8.660442795831766,2.0405564102564107,932,33,186,15,16,301,133,234,0.217,0.626,0.157,-0.9532,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,0,4,10,16,3,1,16,0,13,11,1,0,5,41,29,16,1,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,11,17,2,2,8,1,1,2,6,6,1,3,10,6,20,10,37,16,4,33,0,0,0,4,16,10,1,1,20,126,31,1,0.11780191659571965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589442299031206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802063152242067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011814375770062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058240238375403,0.09835967976808246,0.0,0.13010296165343244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473400979684025,0.12010690505551705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681677060789,0.0,0.10433753264250456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152328788461569,0.0,0.1325599070524971,0.05956418858234942,0.0,0.22621662747867946,0.0,0.1076688176068264,0.3006067502315465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890597365794816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254023307338818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033036690716296,0.0,0.064740852574737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092088208632104,0.16641395501624046,0.05755206604402096,0.0,0.0,0.2085019783541648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834785887416725,0.12832082198796954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402836593086217,0.0,0.0,0.2620458854791827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210982372088003,0.115420866548646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545519653579504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166901632289304,0.10286008973963952,0.0,0.12931112917047485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368081229963324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996263632997696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697535418934267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857238065057177,0.09468471830234773,0.10296406743431286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352156317522756,0.274764979619531,0.13539597376478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719891840621628,0.0,0.09350567816580786,0.0,0.0,0.10591807046099233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alejandromukherjee,2020/02/16,How many of you have accepted you'll me lonely for a long long time? I have. In fact I've been lonely for so long that I don't even feel sad about it 🤣 I'm just taking the piss out of my situation,-1.1641304347826065,0.5400830217391324,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,88.34782608695654,5.419130434782609,13.54782608695652,6.742157984588678,-0.846107826086957,153,2,41,2,5,54,36,46,0.17,0.728,0.10300000000000001,-0.4671,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,6,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971710918872013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289086022946352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8027821982173265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065627451016931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988433621876096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273498186165213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763184183936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,homoscedasticData,2020/02/16,"I was so lonely I searched lonely in reddit and then it hit me. I AM REALLY LONELY When I was a child I was very cold. I would kick my siblings. I would isolate myself from them. I wouldn't bond with them. Sometimes after I finish reading my books, I would find my the house feels very empty and I find them in the masters bedroom sleeping together. When I was in college, I got my first hearbreak -- in romance and failed class. But I don't have someone to cry on. I don't have someone to tell that I am feeling down. That I want to cry. That I want someone to hug me. And then I read something in the internet that when you smile or laugh, the brain would perceive it as smiling thru some nerves. So it doesn't really matter whether the smile is fake or not. The brain will produce happy hormones. I was so desperate to not feel lonely and alone that I forced to smile everyday in school. I would smile to body guards, to my classmates. I would laugh with them. I would laugh at corniest jokes. I'd go to /r/jokes and force myself to laught or go to /r/mademesmile or /r/aww to force myself to smile. For sometimes, it worked. It worked so damn good I don't even know if I am really happy or not. &#x200B; I would go to bars. I became friendly. And I became sensitive to people. I can detect the slightest change in their moods, behaviours, or the way they speak and asks them if I made them upset somehow. I lost myself. I care for people now more than I care for myself because I don't want them to feel lonely. I'd drop anything for my friends. &#x200B; And now, now that I am choosing myself, distance myself from them so I can take care of myself, I feel so lonely. I told myself that I can do it. That I can cheer myself up. I started going jogging to the near park. I started online courses. I quit social media. I keep denying that I am THAT lonely. &#x200B; But who am I kidding. I am lonely as fuck. I feel as if I am the person that people would go to if their first choice isn't available. No one even likes me. My friend would drop me and cancel our schedule when his girl invites him for something. &#x200B; And me searching if this subreddit exists and posting some shit like this exists, it struck me. I feel like I am already in an empty well of sadness. No one that can hear. I need a hug right now. :( Sorry for the long post.",0.941744371499574,3.382393399577168,2.1655546901079354,94.3167204480546,86.46300211416491,4.164964207559066,20.560402062238047,5.5219061042699575,-0.07362212825933723,1830,58,374,10,57,582,197,473,0.166,0.657,0.17600000000000002,0.7419,0,17,2,0,1,0,82.0,1,1,11,9,18,38,3,1,14,0,41,9,5,2,0,66,73,41,0,20,17,0,7,3,3,12,0,2,1,4,22,14,1,2,12,6,0,6,12,16,1,4,9,10,91,21,49,51,3,44,0,11,0,3,29,14,3,14,22,275,113,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622108632595139,0.07055781329675515,0.0,0.0,0.2771097001757597,0.31076949397307885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052616003668418926,0.0,0.059773941508458925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389763650956413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710213487943631,0.0,0.1427532027501903,0.0,0.0,0.19556893170260126,0.0,0.067638540006298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046705627458744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844616585406921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263048713804455,0.04567773454326779,0.0,0.0,0.11687740810192515,0.10877224748365263,0.0,0.0,0.14819636560441374,0.05911018719662476,0.0,0.0,0.181688843253886,0.05362864761190631,0.05113752356796352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612761532905726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206342691480543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377653711036929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056831547972708125,0.0,0.0,0.03513897159563662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371148201932393,0.0,0.0,0.05658363153746899,0.0,0.0,0.06979651336810754,0.0,0.0,0.06050023065193021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474096471311098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665287351217353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298088289002027,0.0558287020936797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224709713465018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800655050657267,0.12791176597972342,0.0,0.12288207534710455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054603198223424514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470925678349307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563203385789568,0.0,0.0,0.06398475598000686,0.06517733064258685,0.1625248548039994,0.0984460857457414,0.12647378164784875,0.07157400591939811,0.0905121124556181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480738551325913,0.0,0.05588513739093636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061096053506206026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055120498779286,0.11313789376080507,0.0507514689477722,0.0,0.0,0.05748846240628255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930960959293168,0.0,0.0,0.4542013295903871,0.0,0.31076949397307885,0.0 lonely,jdjsjsjdjdjdjd,2020/02/16,"Are some people just meant to be alone Like there isn’t really a person fills the void, like everyone seems to find a person who seems to be a fit for them. Even if it isn’t perfect, they still blend. But no matter who I’m with, or who I meet, there is just a sadness and emptiness, which never goes away. I can only distract it, by preoccupying my time but like it always comes back. I’m not sure if it’s affection based, or something else, but maybe some people just are meant to be alone.",3.6449787835926486,4.4454531584158445,4.524271570014147,88.32465346534653,71.87128712871288,7.355586987270155,22.34936350777935,7.447530270364453,0.6115165487977365,383,8,84,4,7,124,65,101,0.128,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.6068,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,3,26,16,8,0,2,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,8,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,8,7,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40964707079483703,0.0,0.0,0.16455522855434848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858054921707356,0.15206806664830702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035590355404087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520618245201796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062104888072884,0.0,0.0,0.18897167612707808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075242542602046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985204138832554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868020296830904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252754572384264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040819412134349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420887701072416,0.3453592435252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266924807287674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600732629323857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522481466796631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579343344139592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638993280665087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153175951781152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zombieplyr,2020/02/16,"I’m a 23m trying to make friends again I haven’t had a good pal in a long time, I’ve been stuck in a funk and haven’t had an actual conversation or experience of friendship in a while. I’m not complaining about it because I could definitely have it worse, but I would love to talk to anyone about anything or nothing at all doesn’t matter to me.",5.323378378378378,4.450681202702704,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,68.05405405405406,10.102702702702704,30.66216216216216,9.516144504307137,2.363335135135136,275,9,62,5,4,94,51,74,0.051,0.718,0.231,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,10,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,11,8,1,8,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,40,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2898010707415182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076491809707499,0.0,0.24438200932111975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103089847212267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371073532851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904948361011321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943922682236276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490853684586904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628101833228429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680281193181089,0.0,0.19823059443563568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28495189360595136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386942164418527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731663057456638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162396372748512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263904271565994,0.2109598331738112,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Umber9,2020/02/16,I wish someone could just hold me and love me without wanting something in return (21/f) Is that even possible? All I am and have ever been is just a sexual object to a man. I want more. Does real love exist or is it all a lie? I want something deeper and more meaningful but I fear I’ll never have it. I don’t deserve it. Who would want to love me anyway.,-0.22698830409356674,1.8938493421052665,2.6085964912280737,91.40073099415207,88.47368421052632,4.956725146198831,18.970760233918128,6.42735559955562,0.12743742690058468,274,8,59,3,9,96,50,76,0.06,0.701,0.239,0.8768,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,10,3,0,0,4,22,18,5,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,4,15,4,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710439223656367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219426916623554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996436403505227,0.17798923016862234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214203331541363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327763252093008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517607280579047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182798645656626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239667091181128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672211398986111,0.3029654673314604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642388720890603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262751533007732,0.1896787252737436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977936963113324,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoatStew2020,2020/02/16,"What are you doing for the long weekend? So glad you asked. I spent Valentines Day alone and masturbating. Today, it’s too fucking cold to move, so I’m laying in bed, listening to Coldplay, while sobbing uncontrollably. Later on, I’m going to check the train schedule so I know when to lie down on the tracks, waiting for a merciful end to this god damned shitshow. Fuck this life; I’m done.",2.5999000000000017,5.189807573333336,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,79.93333333333334,5.883333333333333,25.375,7.1686216300943375,1.2708999999999997,308,12,58,4,8,98,57,75,0.165,0.764,0.071,-0.7602,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,3,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,14,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,1,11,12,0,15,0,1,0,2,4,4,4,0,9,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477327673358645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751011955186773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189778749522493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011387025105077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063442559352057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440927184908182,0.0,0.0,0.16723949175905112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172219618290495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785044690013407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604182406231852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127606990684284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789319996421357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oirahix,2020/02/16,"I get triggered whenever I see other people enjoying their birthdays. I don’t want people to be miserable or anything, it’s just that seeing people celebrate their birthdays with these huge parties or groups of friends reminds me that nobody outside of my family really cares about my birthday.",7.386764705882353,9.894385666666665,7.198186274509804,66.16433823529414,64.88235294117646,9.805882352941175,38.24019607843137,10.125756701596842,4.851701960784314,243,13,31,6,4,77,41,51,0.052000000000000005,0.623,0.325,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470063579572742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060334383804537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829644245573801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190310918286985,0.0,0.1568213721361969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242800910461801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229037918449804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783778067712013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770423263925879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mayplemoo,2020/02/16,"I'm feeling really mushy and soft I want a cuddle buddy. I haven't felt this way in a while. After breaking up with my boyfriend last March I had no desire to have another or be super affectionate/needy. However, I really want a hug tonight. Something that won't make me feel horribly lonely. I hate feeling like I don't have a deeper connection to people. No one likes me like that and it's difficult for me to vulnerable enough to have relationships like that. It really sucks man. I just want to cuddle and talk but I guess reading dumb fanfiction can provide me an illusion. I hope that wasn't a jumbled mess.",2.048964285714284,4.707739491666665,3.977857142857143,81.81000000000003,83.25,7.761904761904763,24.404761904761905,8.634040054169528,2.228226190476192,489,19,91,13,14,165,79,120,0.157,0.627,0.215,0.4692,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,6,0,10,3,0,1,0,18,23,6,0,5,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,5,14,7,10,18,1,9,0,1,0,3,3,2,2,3,9,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064783332367757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346168165985207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298692326494118,0.14067324462996975,0.18906542214215236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691964621941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440882776537546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955770350541013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605087313971394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848030370903264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143960928510026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343197725711642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651328126600573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696426855049765,0.0,0.3784386511018276,0.0,0.0,0.2114087024061801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515916938684381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826958818870504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484295962808201,0.15629877177594195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Templarious,2020/02/16,"I feel like a damn monster... The most i try to get near people, the more i get them angry and go away and back to the lonely depressing hole i go. I don't wanna hurt anyone, is it really me the problem or i just happened to stumble into too sensitive people? I will never know... Im tired of this, im tired of being a monster.",0.3241428571428564,2.1559379857142846,3.481428571428569,87.91357142857143,83.42857142857143,5.7142857142857135,20.0,6.868970318607317,0.447428571428572,249,7,53,3,7,90,48,70,0.195,0.667,0.13699999999999998,-0.6416,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,9,9,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715199538064966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772532360531275,0.161823567951596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126084592796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064101775276633,0.15034599425602188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990356866542965,0.0,0.2392079209476293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861008244829594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252917852260062,0.0,0.4546456547519616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565817951579507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281556268262217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231252362152138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917999802318771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137286057779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482008232263015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837641525133257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428821844630077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c4ndl3c0ll3ct0r,2020/02/16,Friend group Hung out w some new people today. Made me realize how much I wish I had a friend group. Or just friends to hang out with and talk to. They were all so close with each other and were so fun to be around. It’s my senior year anyways so I guess I still have another chance in college lol,0.41476190476190666,2.5645050793650803,1.593015873015876,99.67142857142859,85.50793650793649,4.8698412698412685,16.936507936507937,6.1826913282559595,-0.5813111111111113,232,5,55,2,7,73,50,63,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,18,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,4,9,3,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,5,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685488554816414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227988114823455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593599219716944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28212898569316264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233313388767286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826694621736748,0.0,0.0,0.24734820350104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755124650289295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452611342488752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584782964558168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427579856408505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450858544313524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649234890473835 lonely,raqsucks,2020/02/16,Is it weird? I’m an 18 year old girl and I’ve never been in a relationship or had my first kiss. Is that weird?,-2.7819230769230754,-1.1301034230769211,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,102.46153846153842,4.138461538461539,10.346153846153848,5.985473137389443,-1.5635846153846154,85,1,24,1,4,30,23,26,0.142,0.753,0.105,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426001774623207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862673737250904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255319418332915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376989817956315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225150959292771 lonely,Allthekingshorses32,2020/02/16,"I really want to cry, but I don't have anyone to do it with. I'm really tired of being nice to people. I just want to stop helping everyone and have people think more about me. I don't think anybody I know really understands me and I feel alone.",0.2941025641025625,2.495498153846153,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,86.69230769230771,7.3128205128205135,16.358974358974358,8.344100000000001,0.8540666666666668,192,4,41,5,6,68,32,52,0.20800000000000002,0.62,0.172,-0.4741,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,14,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,7,13,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542105785523805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244049017239232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270897429338954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356533165361233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246970734221826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530232008387302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553437122316375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419466483843281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47396790687054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618303370112046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160447055433091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834502086480017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673721720872983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909224449108603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jayinscarb,2020/02/16,"Lonely in Toronto M4F As above, it's winter and it's a sad and lonely time, not to mention Valentine's Day as well to remind me of it.... Just looking for someone to chat with, share memes with and who knows. It's been up and down and been trying hard to stay busy and positive but it's been a tough few weeks and am turning here hoping to find a connection. I'm 33, shy, dorky, Into cheesy movies, video games, bad jokes and memes. Let's swap Netflix suggestions? Let's make cupcakes? Message me for Kik ID",1.8283495145631081,3.932673631067964,2.7473883495145617,93.71059708737866,79.67961165048544,5.285048543689321,21.9504854368932,6.2581,0.2550240776699031,396,12,84,3,10,125,71,103,0.171,0.722,0.106,-0.7278,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,12,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,2,4,16,7,1,9,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,1,4,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805109050347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842149632180042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386882831231711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339409810939129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938295516687965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352236137136293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340914202633352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930198647013333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432105089904007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127332212443376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783533852510291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227988638095913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730512963183018,0.2840584870081937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094804576855438,0.0,0.23480709598180294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Curt0905,2020/02/16,"Bedridden for a week and counting Just wanting to vent, I've been sick for a week now unable to do anything that's physically intense, my partner is across the country and told me she wants space until she gets back. I haven't seen friends in weeks and my partner being the only person I talk to frequently now wants me to go away while I sit here miserable and desperate for someone to talk to.",17.211923076923078,7.336865320512822,14.899487179487185,57.70384615384617,56.051282051282044,17.65128205128205,56.948717948717956,11.20814326018867,6.450671794871795,317,14,60,4,2,101,55,78,0.146,0.8370000000000001,0.017,-0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,12,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,1,13,8,0,15,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,9,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949296899872663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255385571506495,0.18214388696657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830106785669026,0.0,0.12375852065789444,0.0,0.1346227285250197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801557270550753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683196808510948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200705218649312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807857193908646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634624333049516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191487954042997,0.0,0.5700256225044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,S1AY3R-P1AY3R,2020/02/16,"Want someone to talk to Life is boring I want to chat I have snap, insta, and discord or just pm me on 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lonely,asensiblemeal,2020/02/16,Married and alone The most disappointing and frustrating thing about being married is that you can feel soul crushingly alone and can't even do anything about 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lonely,deathly0001,2020/02/16,"Where did I go so wrong (M, halfway through sophomore year) Where did I go so wrong? Since I first started school (as a child, not college or hs) I've been continuing to get more and more lonely. Starting in middleschool, I had a handful of friends that didn't really care about me. I could have left the school and all except one of them wouldn't have even noticed I was gone. Now we get to HS, where things really went downhill. I only have friends in three of my 7 classes w/ aquaintances in a couple classes who don't really go out of their way to talk to me. Every day at lunch/break I follow the same schedule: Grab my food, go to the library entrance & eat alone running into a person or two maybe once a week, then go into the library where I know a handful of people, but I would only really consider 3 of them actual friends. I dread group projects w/ picking your own partners as 9 times out of 10 I'm left alone either working by myself or I get paired with another person who didn't go into a group either. I've never had a girlfriend, I've never had anyone interested in me either. I'll go to the mall with someone maybe 2 or 3 times a year, if I'm not out somewhere then I can guarantee I'm on my computer talking to online friends/aquaintances or I'm doing some hobbies like programming or 3d printing. I just don't know where I went so wrong. It's like I'm slowly sinking into quicksand and I'm not making any progress in getting out. I don't even want to think about what it's going to be like in college, I'll probably lose the few friends I have now and be lonely for the rest of my life. Sorry for the poor formatting, I just wrote this up quick on mobile...",3.0343671497584563,4.448663142028991,4.305797101449277,86.95077294685993,74.10144927536231,6.734299516908213,26.980676328502412,7.242747475848597,1.3296473429951687,1324,49,270,14,27,436,174,345,0.127,0.799,0.073,-0.9454,0,6,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,3,4,17,16,0,1,17,0,23,5,2,2,3,47,54,19,0,5,17,0,3,3,6,2,1,0,0,4,8,15,2,0,3,1,1,13,11,7,0,4,13,3,31,9,46,36,11,57,0,3,0,0,21,25,0,8,21,174,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.08974640432012497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049989497206546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964607141784222,0.0,0.0625406291672536,0.09643528793065564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643053778388745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376635906616644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342806684858533,0.10175959874479422,0.0,0.059311026608752426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410507341590954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148650810386065,0.0,0.07748605929181866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822697750501467,0.11120671117132906,0.0,0.28421352018623336,0.0,0.19219558708079693,0.0,0.41813515878729823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108517950681617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984455911959947,0.0,0.06495892410374332,0.13479111014947046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288740971345864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061388603676716974,0.0,0.1847861756953568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186104826459875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470489755807287,0.0,0.09794172116627603,0.06231913510843321,0.1398899063403975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375825191377071,0.16060385709959002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991558467849134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566534212732665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861507762089516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607594995396848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792323535265124,0.0,0.0,0.10294938792805616,0.13018925596919606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783898211868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109870572320447,0.05892866050085056,0.0,0.0,0.10725324961917918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983827426745937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542444460784685,0.07299902523978824,0.07377028034510286,0.0,0.0,0.17050843033584628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695298084340731,0.0,0.0,0.06533062985198476,0.3016540241890979,0.0,0.11844730542074512 lonely,throwaway-acc6392638,2020/02/16,I just want someone to talk to Recently I moved for a short term job in between study terms in university. I just feel like I’m growing so distant from all le my friends and that I’m the only one trying to stay in touch. It seems like everyone is starting new relationships and I’m no longer of any importance. Everyone else is just not answering texts or making any effort to ever see me. I’m spiralling down into a deeper depression than I’m use to. I just need someone to talk to.,1.9735714285714248,4.279500438775513,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,80.3265306122449,7.185306122448982,26.126530612244892,8.238735603445708,1.9247844897959188,385,16,76,8,10,130,67,98,0.06,0.802,0.138,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,18,15,4,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,17,15,3,15,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,8,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984329576422305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455247382359162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959910696646554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281712134188368,0.0,0.3651160060017406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966014356963951,0.1364873100842069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476060018289097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958924557588952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667633487392613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275284348280432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030576286683467,0.0,0.1416623498005838,0.0,0.1845188377897284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294615170279577,0.14530336035806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886404186229553,0.20511793266524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224339956024116,0.1739262125471629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237548224290317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522731460559387,0.20363559861000435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30712009830772546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971150387354116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650072516172851,0.0,0.0,0.11268719097979694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,newagebacon,2020/02/16,"Ever just want a fake gf or bf? Like just someone to say sweet nothings to and give unconditional love, but not want to know what they look like or where they come from. Like I follow r/rolereversal and would love to be doted on like that, or do that to someone else. I'm this desperate for affection lol",4.7261475409836065,5.392886491803278,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,69.32786885245902,8.722950819672132,26.72540983606557,8.841846274778883,1.6980786885245902,240,7,51,4,4,78,44,61,0.067,0.535,0.39899999999999997,0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,16,13,6,0,3,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,7,8,11,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,3,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542607306384245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921620911846424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157153159492903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287680376272005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106024639263578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660295721269486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025989056019675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304680427909276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882428202344776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964579325053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40412010840189205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813188047213883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694066031669827,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,veggiequeen123,2020/02/16,"Tired of being by myself 23/F, haven’t had a relationship in about 5 years, only serious relationship was abusive. Guys only want to sleep with me never date me, I don’t really have friends. 1 or 2 acquaintances but no one I talk to regularly. I go days without talking to anyone besides my family (who I am eternally grateful for) but it gets so lonely. I try my hardest to be self aware of things I may be doing that has caused it, but no matter what I try it doesn’t seem to change or get better. Most of the time I can manage, but sometimes it just gets unbearable. Am I really that bad to be around? Thanks for letting me vent!",3.8219704861111135,4.765453992187503,5.628541666666668,80.04006944444446,71.578125,8.813888888888886,26.722222222222207,9.150863307647796,2.106783680555555,493,16,99,10,9,170,89,128,0.156,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.7125,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,17,2,1,1,1,17,24,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,15,3,17,16,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,5,6,73,24,1,0.0,0.19848793143171256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713631308269483,0.0,0.0,0.14913141519737852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139875109237275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816090535968515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209276153084976,0.1772176301566248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803878642166866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792622874964662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942822591870226,0.0,0.2625723137552121,0.0,0.0952074548751468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587458426857865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130410946244262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920443610017793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351824631829198,0.2548183125096533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146396633212759,0.0,0.0,0.3597150495241619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250708542889002,0.17476352627503713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764446452970333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568500634764752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692980568230594,0.0,0.1542331138844966,0.0,0.0,0.11129515700029327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768428900307102,0.19254359779628588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274748942398519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880968952185623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148665766708614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078796293393244 lonely,ariellekitten,2020/02/16,Feeling super lonely rn. 20F My boyfriend recently broke up with me and my parents are out of the country for the week so I’ve just been home watching YouTube and Netflix for the past 3 days. I’m having a moment of weakness right now and I just want to be with my ex cuddling and talking... I feel so sad and alone 😭😔,0.2618283582089553,2.5183700149253743,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,87.65671641791046,3.9470149253731344,24.792910447761198,5.148860815047168,0.3079865671641797,249,11,54,1,8,81,51,67,0.196,0.7120000000000001,0.092,-0.825,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,8,7,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,1,9,6,0,9,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,0,6,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34517099413448976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493393495762605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370263451276639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343006471424597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700609510585688,0.0,0.3181474122131087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290675256197028,0.0,0.0,0.2846138784394408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678727378680257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657343519192275,0.0,0.26733202144844304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lazy_______,2020/02/16,"I think we can all relate to this Gets a notification *yes drake face* It’s from u/reddit *no drake face*",-2.5172077922077922,-3.5663962272727243,0.6538961038961055,95.97227272727275,147.63636363636363,3.075324675324676,7.688311688311689,5.288315135182226,-1.7045142857142854,81,1,19,1,7,28,20,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319333662106812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7750227226795595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayacct5162,2020/02/16,"Bored and lonely That's it, just needed to vent",-1.032,0.625173800000006,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,111.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.655,38,0,8,0,2,12,10,10,0.397,0.603,0.0,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,borukick,2020/02/16,"None of my friends give a shit about my instagram I swear the situation is not as shallow as the title. My mom and brother have ruined my life by always telling me that I'm a loser and stupid. They only ever praised me when I acted like a perfect person (in their eyes) and whenever I tried to be myself they told me they didn't like that and what I should be like instead. At the age of 25 I finally said fuck that, and made an instagram account for my favorite game character. I know, it's stupid, but I just really like this character and once in my life I didn't wanna feel like shit for liking what I like. I have like 2 friends that I trust enough with this. The thing is that I have always, without fail, supported them in their hobbies and interests (because I know how shit it feels like to not be supported). I know for a fact that they don't check my posts. Ever. Sometimes I send the pics to them separately and they just write stuff like ""lol"" or ""aha"". What the fuck guys this is important to me and I think I deserve at least a tiny bit of encouragement, maybe not even because I supported yall but because I'm human.",3.5282635499614687,4.751878209606988,4.555232468533267,86.39641407654769,72.58078602620088,8.008322630362189,27.007706139224247,8.4952907291091,1.7302517852555872,886,31,187,15,17,289,119,229,0.152,0.648,0.201,0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,9,4,9,30,7,0,12,1,13,8,4,2,4,34,30,16,0,2,9,2,2,10,2,1,2,1,0,3,16,10,0,0,6,1,2,2,8,10,0,0,5,4,40,20,22,21,4,13,1,3,1,2,26,5,5,1,15,129,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623897539974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367181573713868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561826422476247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942574603855336,0.0,0.06994770091056768,0.19159001822652172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709512276371293,0.15131374729353594,0.0,0.11601117556150235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636402479173281,0.19581058512154084,0.0,0.10159147092954746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048602725573313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460397898478566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960434588494065,0.5173868497988885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020764715679233,0.0,0.0,0.10639344526139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403190263206945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278286495728465,0.0,0.08054373676408681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247010830109356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142546360067743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784394877831297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073767071595012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261226421855713,0.0,0.1190390146872778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047404278412324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123319618362148,0.0,0.3605312134406041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256358312414376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035701429982387,0.06785814135426435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119451953241554,0.0,0.07190094707733784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020863745462348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zalee89,2020/02/16,"On mobile so sorry for the format, but here’s my lonely story right now To start, I’m manic depressive. I was diagnosed in 2018. Kinda sorta off my meds currently because I can’t afford them. Why can’t I afford them? Well because fuck the American healthcare system. Anyway, so my wife left me last summer, so that really didn’t help matters. I started dating again a few months later, I’m not sure if that helped or not in the beginning....the first time I hooked up with someone new, I left pretty quickly having a panic attack and cried on the way home. Not just a few tears, but like had to pull over because I couldn’t breath or see. Fast forward a bit, I’m actually seeing someone pretty steadily, but we don’t get to see much of each other as I work a lot and have my kiddo a lot too and she isn’t ready to meet him yet (totally understandable, I’m not ready for that either). But it just sucks, I only have 2 real friends, ones out of state for the holiday weekend with her boyfriend, and the other has a family of us own and weekend plans as well. It’s my time with my son, but I just feel so lonely right now, I don’t want to reach out to any one as they have their own lives to live. Idk, just wanted to write something down I guess.",3.5091970486111097,4.374995136718752,4.8449479166666665,85.65803819444444,72.2421875,7.407638888888887,23.987847222222207,7.594959193182576,1.0207680555555552,969,25,202,11,18,323,152,256,0.129,0.72,0.151,0.6308,3,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,4,3,18,12,3,1,13,0,14,3,1,0,2,44,31,20,0,4,17,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,2,3,0,2,11,7,2,3,3,4,28,5,30,27,11,39,0,3,3,1,16,15,2,8,22,140,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.11732440350665015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175861827071823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677579573296325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986815430152826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125696303249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206393296500687,0.0,0.0,0.10355151056160336,0.1220280764975575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333950352612047,0.0,0.0607904843746394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226519428194966,0.0,0.0,0.09288723592043034,0.11114810841090206,0.06281374942452272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324438145314722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117151478172095,0.0,0.1205976835956106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800121391651964,0.0,0.0,0.2612544075762905,0.0,0.0,0.05873693665347793,0.0,0.21232563924165496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044257309100051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335453151083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959642034238468,0.0,0.08838082498314513,0.0,0.0,0.11611617823917801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629381234610132,0.0914382026908008,0.0,0.14106071394750186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446285682342203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684487385419744,0.07702062244648357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534674253461704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741653585343746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373623158087967,0.09255677176844927,0.0,0.13458450643827533,0.17019486090024166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331271248260268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402108934730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516075448118175,0.14461851753859326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182623421889762,0.0954307546659506,0.0,0.0,0.21619738170189445,0.0,0.10848634719761932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752683296843193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BipolarCapriSun,2020/02/16,"Feeling like less than a spec of dust Lately I’ve noticed that more and more people are just avoiding me in general. People at work only talk to me when they need stuff, and the only person I consider a friend doesn’t really hang out anymore. I’ve noticed that all our conversations and stuff are usually one sided and it’s just them talking and I usually get ignored. I mean I don’t blame em I wouldn’t want to listen to me either lol. I just feel like I’m less than a pawn on a chess board I’m not even on the board, I don’t even have a basic function or purpose to people. I could easily be replaced or forgotten and nothing would change. All I do is sit in my room and find ways to distract myself from these feelings but it’s getting harder each day. Anyways thanks for listening to me rant on :)",1.8526136363636359,3.958643909090913,3.5930871212121254,87.66963068181822,79.60606060606061,6.3068181818181825,23.645833333333336,7.413659706084162,1.0973106060606064,635,22,128,9,16,212,103,165,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8047,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,7,7,0,2,7,1,12,0,0,0,2,32,25,11,0,5,8,0,3,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,7,9,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,5,18,4,18,21,8,17,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,7,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678845481529965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657741466378114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817579805337222,0.0,0.0,0.09545570520476193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955214901339569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451843716363676,0.21148006984826734,0.0,0.0,0.13528058405384802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435395553455675,0.0,0.15466066219913807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696435014711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446226917132442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122881378890302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974926391403662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420218182487647,0.33702602724206776,0.0,0.0,0.10029698235991226,0.22514008649413966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078393300725837,0.1292386535405532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482048579886583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388774021583725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793340128783125,0.0,0.136269863253649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260293310678947,0.0,0.087301504457483,0.11748529458931875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077547357952028,0.0,0.0,0.10514370936672024,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrstonymontana-,2020/02/16,"Sometimes I feel like I’m spiraling I think the worst part is that I feel so much pressure from others because I’m always seen as the person who always has their shit together, so it makes it hard to be honest to people about my feelings, I feel manic and chaotic inside.. I know the solution is to talk to someone but for some reason I can’t pull myself to go to therapy...thank you for reading this",7.127962962962961,5.749364481481483,7.749475308641976,75.5701388888889,64.67901234567901,10.075308641975312,33.830246913580254,8.841846274778883,2.8054913580246907,317,11,60,4,4,106,59,81,0.126,0.8029999999999999,0.071,-0.517,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,16,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,6,10,2,11,14,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,1,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766506221650293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796912161979266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577585012429841,0.16169072967816278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286289783582621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027478919159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438545856640147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105737697548147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510775299867699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663791397580182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450941414092153,0.0,0.1569092411049585,0.19762327682781905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263919936319622,0.0,0.0,0.2327057015192521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323252576086679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917693060368673,0.0,0.2238468943816224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191607983030816,0.0,0.20837494179413324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450236027647917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swiggity_Swooooogity,2020/02/16,"Anyone wanna be an online friend of mine? I want to have someone that I have a fresh start with, and know the real person I am. Not the one that I pretend to be.",0.9556190476190488,2.326619800000003,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,79.57142857142857,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-0.7991904761904767,123,2,28,0,3,42,27,35,0.040999999999999995,0.76,0.19899999999999998,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989177496071505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302852293118657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349426703667215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968487940079346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732762729637207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865882819444063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36221913215540996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025865077322939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521504156478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danishcoffee,2020/02/16,"All my friends are making plans with their SO’s and best friends this weekend and having a great time. Meanwhile, I can’t get a single response to a text from fucking anybody.",6.6026470588235275,6.842855735294122,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,65.17647058823529,6.8000000000000025,37.588235294117645,3.1291,2.1371058823529414,141,7,26,0,2,42,30,34,0.0,0.623,0.377,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,6,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079473410157637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006624729422995,0.3593739064328588,0.203094976883757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285753450672497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594797775332409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266711383228362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Legendoflink142,2020/02/16,16 gay noodle needs someone 16m lookig for someone to keep me company. 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My weekdays are at work. So I guess I’m with other people in the form of coworkers but I don’t really consider that a social activity. Weekends are cleaning and hiking with my dog. I want to hang out with people but I have no one to hang out with. I’ve tried but it’s just not working.,1.0444736842105264,3.21155318421053,3.796578947368424,84.76355263157895,82.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,22.657894736842106,7.1686216300943375,1.028926315789473,286,10,56,4,8,101,51,76,0.042,0.937,0.022000000000000002,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,14,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419778422673995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035798493653168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456471534298434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988718489233905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164481772342028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107641807722117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310190523682102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45199902441545503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlienBruhh,2020/02/16,"I feel lonely and depressed. I feel so lonely right now. I've been in bed for quite awhile now and it's kinda late at night, so nobody is awake, I guess. I hate being alone, because I start thinking a lot of stuff, that I don't like. I honestly, need someone next to me. To feel their touch. It sounds kind of pathetic now that I wrote it haha. I feel so depressed right now. I don't know, maybe everything will get better in the morning.",0.7586666666666666,2.9938275333333344,2.211111111111112,95.24000000000002,84.77777777777777,4.933333333333334,19.0,6.2581,-0.11686666666666667,338,9,74,3,10,109,60,90,0.27,0.6679999999999999,0.062,-0.9583,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,18,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,12,5,8,14,1,13,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,3,9,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031301975708554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790011044265974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710542229389442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331651526480047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382321258462038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911728741836962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010480305980898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306141960822167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095098830358465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140533373514635,0.10629232925648928,0.0,0.2181733677143189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448969097650388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442910749064893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430497254777024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341005424927258,0.0,0.0,0.20569228046273347,0.1815009047053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057138934293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33033983981149223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638745111646443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689562929649882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140661765827646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392844559726825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inlimbo124,2020/02/16,"Tired of not being good enough I really wish I could just truly not care about being unwanted by women on OLD and unable to adapt to the way they want me to be irl to be dating material. I really wonder if I’m pretty high functioning on the spectrum and was never diagnosed or something. I just can’t quite be like most other people in the social realms and I’ve always been this way. Always lagging behind. I apologize. I tell myself that I’m done caring about being a failure with wanting to date women but I do care. And it’s meaningless. It’s social pressure to be normal but maybe I’m not fucking normal. And it really is not something I need. It’s just a pretty idea. That I could one day overcome this shit even though it is clear I am not adapting well here. I am not what women want. I wish I could just be fucking okay with that.",2.2028728070175454,4.262497660818712,4.104440789473685,84.6713980263158,78.23976608187135,6.3802631578947375,20.629020467836245,7.413659706084162,0.7911897660818714,664,17,127,9,16,225,96,171,0.158,0.6859999999999999,0.155,-0.3591,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,1,5,1,20,5,1,0,2,38,35,10,0,13,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,3,0,16,7,16,21,2,11,0,0,0,2,8,4,3,4,6,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000990587923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677788790400233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800619310164605,0.0,0.0,0.07754502111461721,0.0,0.0,0.12204133387459355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304753352712995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242403318579432,0.0,0.07941755837577084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232036753240028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085182616394578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704043739201312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357366189710191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874331795307314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079750356126248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915662997064222,0.09273670185803777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356198527052089,0.0,0.0,0.1261719273276119,0.0,0.08147791269414657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335945731471853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446551451766417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789031823684782,0.0,0.0,0.2310869703680479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342490001469222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451396077471412,0.0,0.18513365464666606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509528791562596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813544593664299,0.0,0.0,0.13819849195939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127624637617464,0.190882244912298,0.0,0.0,0.10811043491135404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765407322180096,0.0,0.13039543394537828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SadAndFree,2020/02/16,Coping mechanisms? I’ve been having a pretty hard time lately. I’m wondering how you all cope.,1.4566666666666668,4.094020222222227,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,96.77777777777777,6.844444444444445,17.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.5393111111111106,76,2,12,2,3,26,17,18,0.08,0.7390000000000001,0.182,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164938561303114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244712361158508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730099247168563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711095627338191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042063133345777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ps214007,2020/02/16,"I haven’t made friends since I met my husband, and all my friends abandoned me then I have always had a difficult tine making friends, and I have a tendency to be very opinionated. When I was in undergrad and right after college, I had a solid group of friends, male and female. The minute I met my husband, who is a bit backward but not at all offensive, every single one dropped me, from every friend group. Now I think my only worth was as a potential sexual partner. I’m not sure I want to go on, honestly. It’s been 8 years and no one has reached out, and I’ve not been able to establish any new connections. Worse, I get uglier and older every day, so if that was my value, it’s diminishing",4.649492063492062,5.144577600000005,5.900952380952378,80.4618253968254,69.42857142857143,9.365079365079367,31.26984126984127,9.444778638647367,2.7151031746031733,544,22,110,11,9,183,92,140,0.127,0.6829999999999999,0.19,0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,3,22,22,13,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,10,0,17,7,11,11,4,16,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,8,73,21,2,0.16771031249721294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954841499070014,0.0,0.0,0.11404876352977182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309622465684328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815927723271827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42390951469610455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478628570596452,0.0,0.08762171629191355,0.0,0.09531363547783428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869155275057426,0.11194793588380887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619756648789132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728969625022766,0.12755124997024822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322369051904071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873170356824407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806498475860126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074619964025994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383785718550011,0.09891988753522138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091113632749852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799994264962108 lonely,ibbeh,2020/02/17,What can you do as a teenager if you have no friends? I'm 16 years old and I don't have any friends. I love to go out and do fun things like go karting and watching movies and stuff like that. I don't have anyone to go with. I usually pass time by playing video games and playing basketball by myself. It's really hard seeing people go out with friends to do all kinds of things I wish I could be doing. I have gone through struggles in the past that have held me back but now I feel like I'm doing better. I feel like I'm wasting my teenage years. Does anyone have any advice?,1.6042250372578266,3.3640519262295143,2.6633233979135618,95.72198956780926,78.91803278688525,5.419970193740686,22.566318926974677,6.1124844417494595,0.18284262295081974,453,14,103,3,11,144,73,122,0.065,0.701,0.23399999999999999,0.9553,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,14,0,1,2,0,16,1,0,0,1,17,30,8,0,3,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,4,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,5,14,13,13,26,1,17,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,1,12,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469476935167134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153069869085611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138244096453868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172752529126138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000877277436205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639444180685694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853462798693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008851788659995,0.2261876443573897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669204172837991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598757414090921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418110616550842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485131510920836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093612176571892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287732565180672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611549378009902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112096851467516,0.1097494324321474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141486304149956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614936837075374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549577992011566,0.1812224702194132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034291481295148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230948872412552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743516692579408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820440618435874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388771888892251 lonely,ikan_rifts,2020/02/17,"I'm pretty sure I make myself lonely. This is my first time posting on here on any of my accounts. I would have done it on my main, but I like to keep some shred of a nonexistent reputation, pft. I've always been something of an extrovert. I wander between friend groups and always have someone to talk to, whether it's in real life or online. My online network is a lot larger than my real life one, but that's besides the point. I recently moved countries a year and a half ago, and in that time, I started to withdraw much more into myself because of exams, or at least, that's what I attributed it to. I was also mainly homebound because I didn't have a license and I didn't want my mother driving me around, and I lived quite far away from everyone I knew, so I just stayed at home most of the time. I've moved back to my home country again, but all of my old friends have scattered and gone to universities across the place. I have a lot more freedom now to use public transportation, and there are still some people here that I could go and visit and talk to, but I choose not to. I choose instead to waste my time inside watching anime and occasionally going on a walk to remember what oxygen tastes like. I've found that I'd rather do that than talk to my online friends, but then I find myself in such a depressive state. I feel extremely lonely at the moment, even though I've put myself into this situation. I have the kind of attitude that I don't want to make the effort to go and talk to people, and that makes it even worse. It feels like my home country is more unfamiliar than anywhere else I've ever been at the moment, and no amount of RuneScape is going to solve that.",7.047136907860491,5.8185994572271404,7.224226965122334,78.78585632483083,64.75221238938053,9.746382092660074,32.035571750824225,8.4952907291091,2.3085157383307298,1332,41,267,15,17,432,169,339,0.065,0.8320000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9415,0,4,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,18,11,0,0,16,0,21,3,0,5,3,55,39,25,0,5,11,1,2,3,3,1,2,0,3,0,18,16,1,1,8,0,1,12,5,3,0,3,9,4,37,8,46,28,14,52,0,3,1,0,11,19,0,7,21,195,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810139198586449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948048157787077,0.16539741803085514,0.0,0.0,0.0675871919387007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847631788239896,0.0,0.0,0.09337821997810908,0.07642317357381025,0.0,0.12117190383346975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935316471650741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560266755848632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170834617253066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302585174701238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312895640883224,0.08990206128716934,0.0,0.09496941418078013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005070345457844,0.07100274799645906,0.0,0.0,0.09083875587218,0.08453931170529712,0.0,0.10897372141164527,0.2303605751514255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593777524765865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990825540207956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834054751845384,0.0,0.10349722167042476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040125051476166,0.1456677483838442,0.0,0.08776135187006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899210633030087,0.0,0.0,0.19902661972512894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126725448984385,0.07306155495506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429090038657887,0.0,0.06734782495972866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378061355362373,0.0,0.10383921996595552,0.0,0.09395370688710462,0.0,0.0951861514405912,0.10111324252196502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991230803976243,0.0,0.1057112839769396,0.0,0.22625041740274696,0.0,0.0,0.09813357811190444,0.0,0.11258713581396854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171618326510964,0.0,0.0,0.0842110598244796,0.07651367441199959,0.0,0.0,0.07034727943026457,0.1059342958865101,0.0793713191612841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936719358722254,0.0,0.0,0.3195369727975085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764812415294112,0.0,0.23181557539738995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583924979503332,0.0,0.0,0.1172431373822378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128477870268758,0.07060232488985377,0.0,0.0,0.06400256019718388 lonely,PurrfectPawer,2020/02/17,"How to feel lonely? What makes you feel extremely lonely? I'm so motivationless that I'm numb to this feeling. The only time I felt it was on valentines afternoon, when every missed interaction and opportunity made me more energetic, extraverted and impatient. I literally couldn't sit down and do anything else than talk. Until I told a messy story to my dad, just because he asked for it, who has bad listening skills and he was too tired. So I just wasted words. Then I decided to watch a movie, instead of travelling 1-1 hours to party with my brother and half-strangers, so I guess I wasn't even energetic?😫 I would have gone if i know 2 intriguing person at least. Maybe I should miss interactions with strangers on the street and that will build up loneliness in me? Do extroverts stare at people, until they got bored of their sensory imput, memories, impressions and other fantasies related to people, is that their secret or what? Is there a specific music taste that makes them crave connection with others, maybe?(dubstep with it's minimal talking and waiting for the drop seems to make me impatient, so it might work). I would love to connect but not when I would be too tired to continue talking and focusing and currently I rarely have enthusiasm for anything, I just sit back and enjoy whatever is currently happening or needs to be done, I enjoy doing nothing and even not going to sleep sometimes(I usually sleep on time no matter what, i have no choice). I will try Wellbrutin for this, but I still need a list that will make feel lonely or become extroverted.😁",7.660997971602434,8.133360158620693,7.786389452332656,69.62167342799191,62.93103448275862,11.651115618661258,34.989858012170394,11.326091736570909,4.202649087221095,1266,52,216,35,17,411,173,290,0.141,0.787,0.07200000000000001,-0.9367,2,6,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,3,18,13,0,0,7,0,25,7,2,6,0,54,53,28,0,8,11,2,5,0,0,8,3,1,0,1,17,16,1,1,9,2,0,3,6,8,0,0,9,9,28,5,32,33,2,30,0,5,2,1,21,9,0,7,15,152,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760022368652364,0.0,0.1179211909173312,0.0,0.0,0.09699166832888563,0.10531923625280518,0.07689202474721027,0.13930855191757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908207964849822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537138800696316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662477177553905,0.0,0.10627597374226344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551148952213957,0.0,0.1211114274157642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168663880014868,0.0,0.1008833871001126,0.0,0.13895427143945555,0.0,0.11154264902490882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242196663752857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932166883425878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138436861193058,0.1193540039222481,0.33679005963385417,0.0,0.12672170281736428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381156349230075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870581698173525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103197984341485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593297264640674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489521000730396,0.11013807810087213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148305073582863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245645293942953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073327634689556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304152745513041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471031517730547,0.28995215483082026,0.0,0.12052943486721975,0.0,0.08563883259382811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389222300937366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182933419394464,0.0,0.0,0.2688125980145753,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VegasShyF,2020/02/17,Hello Anyone here from Las Vegas? I feel like it's hard to find people in the valley because of how many tourists visit.,3.41,5.2529933333333325,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.0,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.10401666666666642,96,2,17,0,2,31,24,24,0.059000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.105,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123413607138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723027218103867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258637374017065,0.3191208675242805,0.0,0.0,0.408273530204804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001533253372969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182338925665207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528812726468762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096838838173261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lifeiscruel-,2020/02/17,"Have your say! 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Mental health drop ins. click here ](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/XK7NX6F)",2.1422402597402623,4.636743678571432,0.5133116883116884,100.44987012987015,103.28571428571428,2.7506493506493506,10.448051948051948,4.851557810540192,-1.9030857142857145,250,3,50,1,11,67,34,56,0.091,0.862,0.047,-0.5386,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,0,7,14,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,6,8,1,8,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,0,0,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037739349689061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405549142954948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724260443576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517087390888746,0.0,0.0,0.1508782757773893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235899326535564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335351320766594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deji4440,2020/02/17,Just need friends or can be a friend im sure everyone here can relate to the miserable feeling..of being alone..if anyone needs a friend or wants to be friends with me just dm me. Have a good day.,-0.4369918699186961,1.8112331463414648,1.1774390243902455,98.79184959349595,95.58536585365854,4.684552845528454,19.028455284552845,6.42735559955562,0.0016796747967484649,153,5,35,2,6,49,31,41,0.065,0.5710000000000001,0.363,0.9274,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123597373011304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793673461852606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340072513100176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7568197328424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540594193798425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645281540091653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631724333749949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308102290346006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444451592675649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BraindaedMonkey,2020/02/17,"Nothing feels good anymore. I dont feel as if I have anyone to really talk about this too so I just thought that I'd just relay this here instead. I just need get stuff out of my system. For a while now, everything just feels awful for me. Recently, I got my results back from my winter exams for college. Sadly, there were far from what I expected. I did pretty awful compared to all my college mates. I know I shouldn't compare but it just happens. The majority of my college mates all did way better than me even though they all left to study only the day before the exam (except for one who worked hard and did phenomally well). Me? I studied ever since college started (Im first year) yet sadly I performed significantly lower than my classmates. Its pretty frustrating coming back into the new year and getting those results you know? Apart from that these days everything I enjoyed doing like LoL, music and basketball feels just so awful. Literally. LoL is self explanatory from people who play it but honestly i enjoyed it but now it just feels so bad. Previously I've used it as an escape because it felt good but now its just awful. I played guitar and record songs and covers of me singing and before it felt amazing and all but now aswell it also feels worse. I legitmately cant sing anymore (i was okay at it but now im just horrible). Basketball has been prominently worse nowadays. I've never really like the sport honestly but even though I've trained hard back in summer nearly everyday and the previous years and kept in shape by going to the gym. You see, in the country i live in basketball ain't a big sport. But still there are college basketball teams like in mine. Im in the Division 3 team. My teammates the majority haven't been in a team previously nor had anyone properly training. They're all play for fun kinda thing. But yeah thats the thing, I've been playing to be good and training to be good. For a while now. But thats thing - I feel so bad in scrimmages bruh. Theoretically i should be way better in skill level than my own teammates but it feels like im worse than them. Literally all the hobbies I do - just feels so worse. College. College should be happy and where you meet your 'friends for life'. Honestly I couldn't agree with that at all. Yeah initially the friends I made felt hella great to be with felt amazing to be with but as time progressed it feels like no one really cares about me or what i say. I just feel left out all the time as if everyone is slightly cautious of me. You see im the 'clown' of the group but honestly because of that it feels as if no one takes me seriously at all. You see I never really had proper friends in Highschool. I had friends in Highschool but eventually I got snaked out by them so i thought college wouldve been better. But I guess it feels equally as worse. Another reason why it feels worse being with my group is because I confessed to one of my friends. I got rejected. I have feelings for her so for me its pretty hard seeing someone I have feelings for every single day each and everytime im with my friends.. Her birthday came recently though, I wanted to be nice and get something for the one I love and for a good friend so I did. A teddy bear she specifically always mentions about. What happens? She forgets about it. I showed her it and she asked me to keep it for a bit because she couldn't put it in her locker since she doesnt have any. So i put it in mine where she kniws where it is and is easily accessible. But yeah. She forgets about it. Literally no one else got her presents except for one who made cake for her but yea. She forgets about it hahaha. I know people forget but man I spent 40 dollars on that teddybear and really took me so much time to find what she would really like. Like how would you forget a present youve always mentioned about. To me it seemed like she doesn't really care about and putting pieces from what I know - it seems like she doesnt care at all. Yeah so thats my rant. I dont have any one to talk to this about. But man everyday since the beginning of December of last year just felt like torment. Hobbies doesn't feel good, college doesnt feel good, friends dont feel good and even home doesnt. Everything just sucks. I literally cant get a break. Anything good that comes just disappears instantly. I literally dont know anymore what to do. Im out of options. But yeah ranting here/talking about it here just made it a tad bit better just until I wake up for college tomorrow. Thanks for listening if you stayed reading.",2.653353287337662,5.003014106026786,3.776221590909092,86.12389204545454,78.140625,6.795941558441559,25.137175324675326,7.885392088572588,1.5078799107142855,3613,134,706,61,88,1169,320,896,0.125,0.679,0.196,0.9979,2,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,8,3,12,67,62,2,0,29,13,57,3,1,8,13,152,130,70,0,14,43,0,27,10,10,5,1,3,1,3,56,33,0,2,36,16,2,9,23,8,1,9,31,34,98,54,103,84,20,90,1,3,4,1,59,35,1,10,51,477,154,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03156218199211579,0.0656803193096072,0.0,0.0,0.05367856887518571,0.04138516284622297,0.0,0.0,0.11742360009832027,0.055193251160579083,0.0,0.03247842721201857,0.0,0.036896827449918616,0.0,0.0,0.09104431924164008,0.06590750410418113,0.0962361979997852,0.0,0.06716794884156332,0.0,0.0,0.13962334730345874,0.08617667567665653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514035794237898,0.12071937947365645,0.0,0.0,0.06799559175362573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635990561499413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502267822236868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03297007002055246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820382501132657,0.035700654594448426,0.03325310942618763,0.037712931207162716,0.10641265542784148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791635619467459,0.0563912449878392,0.18947516577853807,0.0,0.03607262170355774,0.033571074162611694,0.0,0.0,0.2439402228873623,0.0,0.08248065454404797,0.0,0.022430315719318118,0.29793154284899875,0.12626320672102806,0.043513108404966055,0.04347795113708627,0.0,0.06980204053848336,0.04201393623385482,0.1060655060425208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395891662677066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984220537209835,0.0,0.0,0.035080567992392474,0.0,0.0,0.10845165460172301,0.03217131736284353,0.0,0.0,0.08576320764493857,0.0,0.027877094682207768,0.19281849218826316,0.0,0.034850565882431725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562100085939148,0.1120354379204848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02901318724219808,0.0292646850034231,0.06087960859501941,0.03811800152062612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787017449081895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139538428507905,0.03001684693783062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054723653443940486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045804827558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902735314381803,0.0,0.0,0.0394782261221668,0.0,0.17698744254578302,0.0405792102322716,0.07793887984613827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031386176407238765,0.0,0.0,0.12580209599099504,0.07185954251353467,0.04117325765835295,0.0,0.0,0.09794388480874487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033440723346965635,0.03038404484641925,0.0,0.0,0.02793533194502462,0.04206715233224742,0.03151883293344618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518089723458605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029674682527478794,0.09516755455328696,0.0,0.03633641339682405,0.0,0.0,0.07866145081248209,0.0,0.11632998962207886,0.06266564534709759,0.06904152976348386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384989540959758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034087287473757014,0.0,0.0,0.02327898098956106,0.0626550013380281,0.0,0.0,0.03548606339546082,0.0,0.03561332115950375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028732843284886737,0.0,0.24132480490672725,0.056073224092302934,0.0,0.0,0.1016632216011784 lonely,AnxiousWeird,2020/02/17,"My first post on reddit. So this is my first post ever on reddit. I dont know how to start. At first i should introduce myself a little bit. My name is M.., i am 23 y/o and i live in austria. So english is my second language. Every day i feel more lonely than the day before. I live with my dad together, because he is an alcoholic without a job. My mum left us 10 years ago. Most of the time i sit in my room and watch netflix or some shit on youtube. I feel like i am too retarded to make friends. I don‘t know how to interact with people. Also i don‘t know why i write this right now. Maybe because i am standing in front off a cliff (not really, only in my head). The last hug, i can remember, is more than two years ago. I am afraid of someone who will touch my body and i will explode of feeling and just start to cry. But when i look at my contacts in my phone, i can‘t find someone who wouldn’t be pissed off by my problems. So i can‘t talk to anybody. Sorry for some grammar mistakes and spelling mistakes. But i don’t fucking care about this. Thank you for reading this. You can text me or whatever, if i have the feeling you take my shit serious, you can ask anything. Good night.",0.7298380566801619,2.8187696153846176,2.494757085020243,94.09695344129557,83.61538461538461,5.257489878542511,22.86032388663968,6.490185161304077,0.4770437246963568,913,33,202,9,26,301,144,247,0.124,0.794,0.08199999999999999,-0.8934,1,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,4,0,3,12,16,4,1,8,0,24,8,5,3,1,38,40,17,0,6,8,2,5,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,9,2,0,1,9,10,0,5,0,7,41,6,29,35,6,38,0,1,2,2,18,16,4,6,18,140,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065912853438316,0.12453371882684723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318794220387328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958931736298312,0.0,0.10893858430853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420696018317856,0.0,0.09915732277578077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721913640641586,0.12943709245349674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880875409784915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800128171550132,0.15030271508522067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657074350007667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540686121824384,0.09818043759080797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356816048518503,0.08324811130047836,0.0,0.0,0.1065051011775115,0.29735770355505325,0.0,0.0,0.09002976805162738,0.10772888568007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773872697344854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195920428042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563673287529785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212334286896307,0.09498642596319927,0.0,0.0,0.12660875029539687,0.0,0.0,0.056930026290217664,0.11679234917471425,0.20579391627838575,0.0,0.09785474155586403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778379784897811,0.0,0.11706872020795625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935427102990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862531108539362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078631343664057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232045252610703,0.0,0.0,0.11150220791203004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165602129505148,0.0,0.07465125542102316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200427698531814,0.0995148548525308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392300281137361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974687425154061,0.0,0.0,0.1304443153886083,0.16495919701554573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761506416063877,0.09366133785903437,0.0,0.10728395116551626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679488096109631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383158674728835,0.0,0.14016965260030995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514900759170674,0.0,0.0,0.11232948786868524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008129699646114 lonely,MarshmallowMM,2020/02/17,"just gonna ramble a little im just sat here chilling to some bob ross. ive been feeling a lot more lonely recently. quite often ill just sit at my computer and cry. i feel so alone. i tried installing tinder the other day, but i dont have any motivation to message anyone. everyone just seems so fake. i dont know anymore",0.8213636363636354,3.2413765151515186,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,86.87878787878788,5.724242424242425,21.88636363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.9684909090909096,254,9,50,4,8,87,53,66,0.257,0.723,0.019,-0.9256,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,11,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,8,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981125295998965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574588442025591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296308656138832,0.1619019604590058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434180133352136,0.14932765823806787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427390795737823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212515975669226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341526706444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501088164931207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725132240503212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206936737628805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968516591594668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627708470673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862319536779194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107902789922635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572041596811959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Neergesahc,2020/02/17,"I feel like I have no one despite public opinion I am a very introverted person, but publicly I seem lively and popular. A lot of people assume that I have a lot of friends and thay I'm just always happy but it's the opposite. A few (maybe like 5) months ago my girlfriend broke up with me. We were together for about 2 years. My closest friends live far away from me and I only see them once a year. My friends where I live are amazing, but I feel detached in a way. It's possible my loneliness stems from the breakup from a few months back because I don't have that person who is experiencing life with me. People or even friends/acquaintances seem go think I'm always running off with friends or that I'm usually with people in my free time. Obviously I'm not. I just feel lonely and like I have no one. I don't have low self esteem either, I'm just actually lonely",2.0304586241276184,4.146054903954807,3.737254901960785,86.81282153539385,79.05649717514125,6.65058158856763,25.101030242605518,7.724431198458867,1.3686719175805921,686,26,141,11,17,229,99,177,0.069,0.6509999999999999,0.28,0.9923,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,7,15,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,30,24,9,0,0,10,0,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,7,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,1,5,22,12,16,23,5,20,0,4,1,0,13,9,0,8,11,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12716659818841952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551452835204826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686155353307293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243326462827893,0.10020258081690492,0.0,0.07943753784894103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607044526403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767036189647408,0.09309556593414844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027177110329568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405982742256745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387205113721258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204385916996996,0.19099291022966333,0.0,0.34520604976711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157474493814988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309168291110953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080290362879256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877899171322142,0.17660679497567008,0.09910883697774978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710276828493407,0.2275684058655273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690822140437373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384251424586713,0.2372639504415684,0.1359447809277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349924822573677,0.0,0.0,0.0759865033147961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435212552590623,0.10752179474830784,0.0,0.1034363190496401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678344777046765 lonely,-_-Just_a_person-_-,2020/02/17,"Lonely from losing my brother Ever since I lost my older brother when I was in my early teens, I've suffered horribly with loneliness. My brother meant so much to me he was my best friend, brother and even played a role as a dad to me. He was the only male figure in my life who loved me and truly cared about me until the end. I have close friends and my mum loves me and is there for me but a big part of me wants a male person to kinda make the gap of losing my brother just a bit smaller and easier to handle. I dont have any guy friends and everytime I try to talk to guys, even just a normal conversation, they never seem interested or just dont talk to me again. Idk why this always happens, it's like guys only see me as a that girl and not an actual person to talk to and maybe become friends with. It's not even about having a bf because even though that would be nice, I would be just as content with having a close guy friend who I get to go out with and do stuff with him. I dont really know how I can make this loneliness easier to handle since I've been dealing with it for so long. My brother was there for me since the day I was born and he took care of me, supported me and really cared for me. I was really attached to him and losing him was like losing half of me. That's why it's so hard without him. (I'm kinda nervous to post this so I might delete it later, depending on how I feel)",5.7772000000000014,4.200887653333337,6.802666666666667,81.91300000000003,67.46666666666667,9.866666666666667,28.666666666666664,8.648137234880735,1.8255666666666663,1096,26,245,14,15,371,139,300,0.105,0.7170000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9798,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,6,22,25,0,1,14,0,23,3,0,5,2,49,43,26,0,4,9,8,2,2,6,3,1,0,0,9,14,21,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,11,3,41,17,39,27,4,22,0,7,1,2,41,7,0,6,14,172,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.08240503741370084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026406574943493,0.0,0.0,0.0574247283269515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147620028960075,0.09326162165892593,0.0,0.0,0.08861863337134651,0.0,0.09219083691218637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582884646642473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445931125335633,0.08705792360341451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969027654951911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479220588422612,0.0,0.0,0.2230975228789994,0.07638431627890306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269735868723348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32620562826234417,0.0,0.044118437568951535,0.0,0.04799139818591657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344508361449656,0.07467343669145826,0.0,0.0756451224015153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046408143380970684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964520374575455,0.08251002038500323,0.0,0.0,0.07473016898801191,0.0,0.3778843692319425,0.0921804609751638,0.0,0.15242778188374975,0.0,0.11273387989362225,0.0,0.08483521895425933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958160311215126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620759617923564,0.0,0.06512831950399191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273706494306554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844673893185238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914444838444095,0.0,0.0,0.14746626289192316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087388645945708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229071918450244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729083260436468,0.07687452912788695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095585293827917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096668029853657,0.0,0.09582590467840844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361835571548412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296567500843667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938202483347286,0.0573318457104022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980718327875455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239491925801835,0.0,0.0,0.08140087874397113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997300700784105,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MmM000000,2020/02/17,Am I the only one ? Have you ever looked at yourself at the mirror and just wanted to hug yourself ? I get this feeling a lot lately..this is my 1st time here in this sub and I really need to open up..my life routine has changed a little bit and now my connection with my friends got weaker..if anyone says something rude to me I cry( even if its a joke )..i get sad all the time and I always feel that there is a space in my chest..god I hate this feeling! I really need someone to care about me and tell me something nice..Sometimes I really need to cry but there are no tears..Im just waiting for a hug..does it need a miracle to happen ??,0.2598009950248752,2.388134731343285,2.335791044776119,94.227368159204,86.01492537313433,5.06587064676617,19.381094527363185,6.42735559955562,0.03581751243781106,490,14,109,5,15,164,83,134,0.087,0.7829999999999999,0.13,0.67,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,2,0,9,0,6,2,0,0,2,23,22,7,0,6,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,17,4,13,21,3,11,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,2,4,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287056333278694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815541734139264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886981880784055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770593437448654,0.0,0.1636302718210957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398160663725109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021642701349494,0.13991635266383046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346316228353945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950490348890234,0.0,0.16162718135318385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237112285526037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678246283691592,0.0,0.0,0.1527138620784589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708027099785844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092546188608348,0.0,0.1550293721556924,0.0,0.0,0.12989172024589735,0.0,0.0,0.13150287550797485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587711944275198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481474944281573,0.11764063683758945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972747103813129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300724949864918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105933474606984,0.23815948376175236,0.15298185965687938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351965938529532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180389578035732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123390455413444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,destroydoom,2020/02/17,Tears I haven't cried in a long time but multiple times a day I just be having tears fall down my face. I feel like I'm never gonna find love from anyone. At least I have my 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lonely,HalfRimmedEyeglasses,2020/02/17,"the one fucking time i think i can get a girlfriend she tells me she likes me and that she’ll give me a chance, and then fucking flirts with her ex and still misses 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lonely,makkaramies85,2020/02/17,"I guess lot of people say you are freak, but you are just so special that everyone wanna be like you ;) Have nice day 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lonely,Texasgirl18,2020/02/17,Friends are a joke I have come to the conclusion that there is no reason to have friends. All that they do is use you for their own selfish needs. They lie and sweet talk you and make you feel special enough that you give them your heart and attention and everything they ask for. Once they get what they want they just dip on you and break your heart. I rather cry myself to sleep because I’m alone than cry myself to sleep because my so called “friend” is broke my heart.,6.70978723404255,6.019705297872343,5.173914893617023,91.45300000000003,65.17021276595744,8.796595744680852,28.374468085106386,7.554174236665415,1.205594042553192,374,9,84,3,5,107,61,94,0.145,0.6859999999999999,0.168,0.3774,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,8,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,7,5,5,3,1,17,17,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,21,6,8,17,3,3,0,1,0,0,22,1,0,0,0,55,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631254472639789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724389894940598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920245451020024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082801483242787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356747548927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34601895939702965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274254226556842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155340143198508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963817096878258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650589225178921,0.0,0.08228873593162718,0.15109108093947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599248897587716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513437220680924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678636401135165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773538981105993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193915693693275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152331837608287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659482087745347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603188835294566,0.0,0.0,0.092899258862421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smashed446,2020/02/17,"i fucking hate me.. i somehow manage to FUCK UP EVERYTHING anyone to talk to for me?",0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,86.05882352941177,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.6650235294117648,65,3,12,1,2,23,13,17,0.38799999999999996,0.612,0.0,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777824472244251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704326427392113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7345447849650765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922247389545455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31931290685357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_kawaii_naomi,2020/02/17,"Looking for friends or a soulmate I am Naomi, 19 year old female. And if you want to learn more about me just read my previous post. DM me or comment below, I can’t do the chat option as I don’t have the app. So anyways I can’t wait to see your replies!",1.9708928571428568,2.560300017857145,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,75.60714285714286,6.314285714285715,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.6881214285714288,195,7,47,1,4,66,45,56,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,6,10,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230802652125824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511609164209746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438803363822211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004951849739416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182872546299611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332306091713017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466499132603912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692904040875652 lonely,why_bother-,2020/02/17,"I’m lonely because I’m a loser I’m 25 white 5’8, People have told me I’m good looking and I have gotten compliments in person by random girls about my eyes, I’ve been on dating sites and have had success and went on a few dates but my problem is that I’m unemployed and have no special skills or education and have been having a tough time finding a decent job I can be proud to tell someone I do. I actually deleted my dating profile and canceled a couple dates because I just feel like complete shit about not working. Who would want a mate who has no job and no future???? Obviously if I was after one thing that wouldn’t matter, but that’s not what I’m after!!!!!!!",2.36198296836983,4.182803781021903,4.193886861313867,85.32883515815087,76.88321167883211,6.026520681265208,24.55535279805353,6.816661863887847,0.9618228710462288,526,18,104,5,12,178,87,137,0.171,0.693,0.136,-0.7893,4,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,3,11,1,0,6,0,17,2,2,0,1,23,29,11,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,7,4,10,6,9,19,1,13,0,2,3,0,7,4,1,3,9,68,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.21274804288978547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657959078893484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858119723683454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412258813287094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023330347717086,0.15574765493735365,0.0,0.0,0.19925881185928696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828579325689688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432686091938793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065095405974975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830749825280307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773042028080685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511419138792941,0.1903594719884872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860782462624025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378595314208333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472066867195028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905518997717673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483733542510113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271244186488998,0.0,0.0,0.20831959278771026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858899282103964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020990987046494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871516801122765,0.0,0.0,0.1548693092169935,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinkflowerchild,2020/02/17,"I have friends but I am a cis heterosexual female and I’ve never been in a serious relationship. My longest relationship is about a month. No one other than my mom has told me that they love me. Sometimes I’m so desperate for a relationship that believe that I would settle for an abusive one. I don’t know how to get out of this mind set. Also I’m now considering altering my sexual orientation to bi curious so I could find a partner. Someone who would show me the romantic love I want. All advice welcomed.",3.2481555555555564,5.408535860000002,5.735333333333332,73.73322222222224,75.4,9.244444444444444,30.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,3.3165777777777765,406,19,75,12,9,144,73,100,0.11199999999999999,0.657,0.231,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,9,3,0,1,2,13,17,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,13,4,9,12,1,6,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,0,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.21287117921919507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556452420084478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367637067286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241858471487886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344622077690475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420865225088405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880712483036442,0.0,0.09386645937986443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987380411819133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243055961397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140833111334967,0.21041903823434852,0.1434052271219599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856711828577048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243488485998792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786722111221421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222780745537862,0.0,0.17769121994350384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716756175043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596984398538348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525476443678435,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Apple_Soda,2020/02/17,"It's sad to know that you're the ""disposable"" friend. So basically this one time I was in gym class and I was with my friends and we had a project. The gym teacher said we needed to get into groups of 4 or less. My friend group consisted of 5 people including me. It used to be only 4 of us but this new girl started hanging out with us which made it 5. But yeah anyways. After the teacher said this without hesitation one of my friends said, ""Apple soda leave"" or something like that I don't really remember. Basically saying for me to find another group. Ouch. It was super embarrassing. Like, several people heard. I was able to find another group but it still hurt. Especially when I looked across the gym and saw them all laughing and enjoying themselves. It's whatever I guess lol. (sorry if my grammar is bad I'm kinda just venting)",1.5221180251241575,4.195323484662577,3.4359158632778275,84.25359918200411,87.15950920245398,6.785743499853929,24.939818872334214,7.957251820313856,1.9237720712825004,660,28,125,15,21,221,105,163,0.086,0.701,0.213,0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,1,1,5,13,0,1,5,2,8,1,0,2,1,28,22,12,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,12,10,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,4,0,2,11,7,17,9,18,10,2,11,0,2,2,0,19,4,0,5,8,79,29,2,0.13614371141071374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855171040060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367431230132133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488657715562018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207371748673576,0.0,0.07112947008763076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997764709664355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457446588563832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482102332568348,0.0,0.0,0.14415653278386326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302588102156954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432642891510104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288224715540452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094883694034082,0.0,0.13148844484563052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450900455768945,0.1035434273984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876981480053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721714768867234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542242853979201,0.0,0.3885115384433999,0.10826694372225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538036421273369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481008042391037,0.0,0.1524017386744716,0.09636321966434024,0.0,0.10872454379659742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938649296231247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275282437880687,0.11758445459174822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123767950025686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Desenzitized,2020/02/17,It’s my birthday Guess nobody is coming to my birthday party.,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,1.3855666666666666,50,2,7,0,1,17,10,12,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159887955001085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7877549135475611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anonymous5457,2020/02/17,Feeling like everyone is against you You have any idea what it's like to feel like everyone is against you? You feel so fucking alone in this world and like no one understands you and you have to keep everything to yourself. You can't say anything and you just have to suck it up and hold it all in for the rest of your life because nobody cares about different ways of thinking and feeling. All alone and nothing will ever change that. Just have to toughen up and deal with it even though it hurts.,3.8714285714285697,5.723301193877552,3.5160714285714287,91.67267857142859,72.77551020408163,6.940816326530613,28.5765306122449,7.645422480735847,1.5418734693877552,399,16,82,5,8,119,60,98,0.11800000000000001,0.732,0.151,0.1919,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,9,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,3,22,18,9,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,9,5,16,17,3,7,0,1,0,1,11,5,2,0,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479187219912364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142208281825532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821951411742806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023888906412057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124981521305194,0.0,0.17768293833562554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316282416208584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548593693756234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093819932255396,0.15193245348693418,0.0,0.3209923309013613,0.15095461605089436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397092376438408,0.239986081586232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527939759916776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980822507943411,0.1896101617670806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929353047851998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863747147689599,0.3282336072388948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116535088023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381630339326265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357118633525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762412364121153,0.16502312481538678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485575631252898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332147806043362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SissyViolet12,2020/02/17,"Self stem I wish I had some of it, i feel I need some way in my life to not feel like a price of crap every time I go out thinking everyone is gonna notice how fat I am or how my face looks, I know everyone is insecure but im incapable of getting even out of my room worrying about what I might find outside, nevertheless I’m quite useless right.",3.0888000000000027,3.4725722800000014,5.049333333333333,85.57800000000002,72.86666666666667,9.2,28.333333333333336,9.3871,2.163533333333334,271,10,63,6,5,94,55,75,0.21600000000000005,0.759,0.025,-0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,3,2,0,17,16,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,11,1,9,13,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,4,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649051240201616,0.0,0.1868680350902407,0.4238605937179495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428784942441085,0.15844715470233867,0.0,0.0,0.2027124697394117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587636550061292,0.0,0.12604863416537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957176494692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189024092736032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665716671855906,0.10835561962788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624813381886607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528463736122215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445482177428578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25250991791071625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590146351676866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940784788602308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231375828896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421143764302453,0.0,0.0,0.1293278055211105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760469500544392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550480925827869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252389862867655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zelusson,2020/02/17,"I feel so vulnerable. 3 years ago I only felt safe being the person that was preferable in the given environment. I said things I didn’t mean, and did things that I found shameful or weak. I wasn’t myself. 3 years ago I gradually disconnected from people/environments that made me feel this way. A year later I became friends with a girl who I could be completely myself with. However, she wanted more and even though I loved being around her, I wasn’t attracted to her. I stopped seeing her and over the two years that followed I became more and more isolated. For about 8 months now, I haven’t talked to anyone besides clients at work and a few times with my mum and dad. Since the isolation I’ve started to struggle with depression, anxiety and conversing/formulating proper sentences. It’s lead to me being unable to find the courage to open up and talk to people. Most importantly, I feel more lost and unable to identify who I am relative to 4 years ago. I miss affection. I miss laughing with a friend. I miss physical contact. I miss the sensation of focusing on my heart and feel what I am. I just feel like there’s nothing there anymore. I feel insanely vulnerable. I’ve lost my anchor, I don’t know where to go anymore. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I’m sorry it’s probably not of value to any of you.",3.077093023255813,5.3309368062015485,4.564515503875967,81.4842151162791,76.28682170542633,8.020930232558143,26.25387596899225,8.841846274778883,2.2110434108527133,1048,40,199,24,24,349,144,258,0.159,0.716,0.125,-0.376,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,11,18,0,2,10,0,14,4,2,3,0,42,42,13,0,4,4,2,7,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,13,17,0,2,12,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,12,9,38,8,30,25,6,27,0,7,1,1,18,9,0,2,15,133,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148167593620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050414134939028,0.0,0.09056226804450247,0.0,0.2348072063806301,0.08277577785829679,0.0,0.0,0.1053854997754351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241217709302413,0.0,0.0,0.0945187720574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196265078246612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819050712043331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591464129632883,0.08457246257673065,0.113665739215234,0.0,0.10819943591337962,0.0,0.0,0.12980027162319205,0.18292401041642,0.0,0.061849956240858275,0.0,0.0672794876993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028380084536407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505991135444296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783569672281631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584569078932373,0.0,0.10684480411014992,0.11201635860130583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289532184308042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449176075033901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359117592064955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003520546030086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207150124008948,0.1033670094573694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276363287590778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260884141827955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943355041865727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792720524132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325194867392377,0.08379172391028536,0.0,0.0,0.09897304849186796,0.0,0.12375906467981712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903026955741684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729610997841045,0.0,0.11631017895285416,0.0,0.06902977218563698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564247476422435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965009986842042,0.09396649705194657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618385048807425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811721574044729 lonely,FreshSeries,2020/02/17,"Lonely mom I can’t seem to make friends with other moms. It’s probably because I’m a younger mom and I don’t go to church (relevant since I live in the Bible Belt). Or I’m just too much of a weirdo to keep them around. So if you’re interested in true crime, chickens, reading, or cooking, please be my friend! Also bonus points if you get the reference I made in my title. Where’s my Gossip Girl fans at? ...oh no one... okay I’ll go away now.",-0.17120889748549215,1.9418492872340456,1.8023017408123816,97.36136363636363,88.04255319148935,5.120309477756287,19.18375241779497,6.574015621080383,-0.060774468085106566,339,10,81,4,11,112,72,94,0.126,0.675,0.19899999999999998,0.8103,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,2,1,14,12,7,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,9,6,11,10,1,11,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,5,1,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935566390830018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662601803002502,0.0,0.0,0.17547158450143105,0.0,0.0,0.11385002823837576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885878893954628,0.0,0.09757684784035772,0.0,0.21228536713769608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660050475627085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649166526652303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672127586163172,0.12466688816485387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562096816739579,0.0,0.0,0.13729354465216534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655659490167034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501155730379128,0.1765530101251466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013639360022542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681524217403955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700235693929003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449369063501747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HYDR0C0RT1s0NE,2020/02/17,"I'm feel bored, isolated and tired. Is this depression? I'm new to this subreddit, hi Everyone. Recently, I moved to Japan because my father's in the military. I am a college freshman studying abroad here, but it's all online. I live on the military base and I have trouble making friends. I can't really make any friends because I'm 18 and hanging out with the high schoolers seems borderline pedo territory. Also, I cant make friends outside base because I don't speak Japanese - although I am attempting to learn. Here's my problem I'm thousands of miles away from my hometown in California and my friends - whom I barely talk to now - and I don't know what to do anymore. The only people who I socialize with are my coworkers, who are much older than I am and not the most fun to talk to and my family. I'm getting tired of talking to just them, I feel isolated within this giant country that I can't explore because I can't speak the language. A side note, I love playing video games, so much in fact that my major kind of revolves around them - computer science - but recently, I just don't get that spark or thrill anymore from playing them, I'm just bored and not satisfied by them anymore. I get no longer am sparked with joy by the things I used to love. On social media, I see my friends at their schools (UCSB, UCLA, SDSU etc) having fun and having the time of their lives whereas here I am: school sleep work sleep and repeat all with a lack of friends or social life. I think I made the wrong choice in coming to Japan but more importantly, I'm scared, I'm scared that because of my loneliness, I might make stupid and irreversible choices. Help, am I suffering from depression? What could or should I do?",5.644416880524666,6.210408802395213,6.051779298545768,80.00244510978044,67.26347305389221,9.355916737952667,34.168234958654125,9.362217197678863,3.0656833761049325,1356,61,259,25,21,437,168,334,0.198,0.655,0.147,-0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,6,2,10,26,1,2,12,0,24,7,2,6,3,51,50,20,0,4,11,1,2,0,6,2,3,2,0,0,14,18,0,0,7,4,0,4,10,11,0,1,1,5,41,15,37,46,9,26,0,3,1,2,29,15,0,6,7,167,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286404267683771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619608228342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710825953341631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111101083045655,0.0,0.0,0.08560484876914046,0.0,0.0,0.2777120431607273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848686920014962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274732444569852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695316128958448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161648747971666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706358228444969,0.0,0.0,0.08589441757507653,0.0,0.09214021743553992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42236791840394905,0.0,0.14281032441480795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061071969442138524,0.09626722068527012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488148318954848,0.05007401573977096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435669806156097,0.0,0.0,0.16091112587867207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446835820531835,0.08621451807942818,0.2432779105105677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665783367819687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684004136464812,0.13395893312665674,0.0,0.0,0.08799872233955394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929650227758474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316715715294657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718404381211994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837012957080686,0.0,0.17992868391394934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244254323338896,0.18442499569838694,0.07260627048387584,0.08294700242448651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823601279467223,0.2786385485065037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970257817261066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060532267281715124,0.058382340276583025,0.0,0.0,0.05312945909355803,0.2094448822271237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869346833643831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633226815116443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961914251529227,0.0,0.0 lonely,OscarStoker,2020/02/17,"Welp... It's official, the 2 people that I had always thought would stay as single as I am are now in relationships . I'm now going to be that old dude with a billion cats living in the creepy house up the road. All I need is a Crow and a walking stick. Each time I look for someone they just want sex, and I'm over sex. I want something more, ya know? But each and every time the conversation always turns to sex. 🙄 I'm just really.....moaning I guess. Just feeling a bit low and I'll get over it.",-0.009285714285713452,2.097253333333338,2.2072619047619058,94.82232142857146,87.09523809523809,5.0238095238095255,18.27380952380953,6.42735559955562,-0.18019047619047648,380,10,88,4,12,128,70,105,0.024,0.93,0.046,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,6,3,0,0,1,20,20,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,8,0,11,16,6,15,0,1,1,3,4,7,0,1,5,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661679859348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402176184492727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538618923671552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112546339902659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495747687605105,0.0,0.1250490804118921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423897138105507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388702895570314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092366283915937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429201398528653,0.0,0.18477120372382333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315071058362246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308862459918389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254226970265447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362316911648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864321374328684,0.16939114521540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345245060533833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468058457428035,0.2566044964975165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393312957045194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595607839049198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630419999914286,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tuzoto,2020/02/17,"Wish I had a gf I am 21. Had only 1 gf in my entire life, she started abusing me and hitting me 3 months into the relationship, I spent another year being her punch bag and then she left me for another guy.. I wish I had someone who would treat me well I miss feeling loved and supported sm",1.026284153005463,2.9769467377049215,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,81.62295081967213,6.689617486338799,24.92076502732241,7.793537801064563,1.4342109289617482,225,9,48,4,6,79,45,61,0.07,0.6559999999999999,0.273,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,14,4,3,8,0,7,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,31,15,0,0.0,0.2559803133267988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530881394400833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923983189482143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392045222976866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347356486710379,0.0,0.1526003535311606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499081185623832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724466182130771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431344466922485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195357627382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830558838092144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291914668359807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451675241768165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942521586739338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968866718431539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534735580888688,0.0,0.0,0.13912715559414154 lonely,poolwatertea,2020/02/17,"I don’t want to hurt anymore I haven’t been sleeping well. A few nights ago it was smoldering hot in my bedroom so I took my shirt off and started rubbing my hand on my chest. My head was overwhelmed with thoughts that the only touch I’ve felt in all of these years has been my own and it hurt so bad I start clawing at my skin to feel something different. How are you suppose to function knowing no one in this world wants you? It’s the basis of our genetic coding, of our races survival. I’m too old for a first time, but so young that a lot of life is left ahead. A lot more years of empty beds and no valentines, no comforting hand holding, no loving hugs, no skin on skin. My life is a lot better, I thought I was getting better, I felt better, for awhile. My life has totally changed in the last few months but after all of the dust settled I’m still alone and penniless, with worthless writings and trying my best to fill every moment with anything that kills time. Right up until I get drowsy and I get cozy and the stars and moon take over the sky. Then I have nothing to do but bask in the quietness and think and I’m tired.",3.3937137086594262,4.474748699570816,3.88490785155264,91.62138348901794,72.73390557939913,6.512395859631406,26.581418833627872,6.522977012572876,0.8762372633173445,889,30,193,6,17,279,135,233,0.142,0.7040000000000001,0.154,0.7398,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,7,7,14,1,1,12,0,14,15,9,1,3,34,34,19,1,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,8,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,6,1,2,10,12,24,8,30,24,11,36,0,4,0,2,6,15,0,3,19,127,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037992707401896,0.0,0.0,0.12896570439904234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349089531923335,0.0,0.0,0.10246977741138337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103969432251266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067660252552007,0.3303848403638992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172619841206906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009743965344134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049139078962822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296131589708348,0.0,0.23911845158717684,0.0,0.0,0.10591708996397746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951704955577308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779397680204396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660358225499425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377635051719027,0.0,0.06843322082309726,0.10150084262644517,0.0,0.0,0.13529190838112812,0.0,0.26385757552060524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175886774152726,0.1123846301240178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939109037764823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168540719558854,0.0,0.11948079644597072,0.0,0.1306633382251366,0.0,0.08437832638151023,0.09470346591083907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106339842971812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461044636364725,0.0,0.0,0.09586197915143954,0.0,0.0,0.17627252869316953,0.0,0.09944224743006204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362393361889748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978772074282385,0.0,0.1977107662307485,0.14521783214895798,0.14311801903609336,0.0,0.0,0.13834687846187252,0.08454125875038683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468908568011839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195890101456406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037426351331996 lonely,adam13omb,2020/02/17,"I feel so wrong and broken all the time. It’s like everyone I know is just a single serving experience Even the people I interact with on a daily basis. I’m just struggling to exist. Also I’m kind of drunk right now so this post is going to make basically no sense, but whatever it’s just stream of consciousness bullshit I’m projecting into the ether in the hope that someone somewhere can comprehend and feels it too. I’m obsessed with my own mortality. Fully convinced that I have cancer, or heart disease, or just something is killing me. Every day I feel like I am not a part of my own life. My living room is foreign. My kitchen, my dining room. My whole house is like it’s someone else’s and I’m just existing in it. This shell I live in. It’s all the same. I’m shaky all the time. I feel off balance. Like at any moment my will could give out and I’ll just fall over and never wake up again. I have no idea what I’m doing in my life. I smoke and drink constantly despite the fact that I know it is killing me. When I’m sober I tell myself that’s it. I’m not going to buy another pack of smokes. But then for a moment I have clarity and I say oh fuck it I’m fine this time. I don’t drink daily but when I do drink I’m drinking to feel normal. When I’m buzzed it’s almost like I’m myself again. My chest is tight. I have to constantly take deep breaths to convince myself my body is okay and I’m not struggling for oxygen. I eat like shit. But tell myself I’m going to do better. I never do. One or two meals a day even though I’m shaking and exhausted. I just can’t bring myself to fix it. All these consolations I give myself. Oh it’s too expensive. Or oh this delicious Taco Bell will make me feel better. It’s all lies to myself and I know it is. I don’t feel right around what friends I have. I force myself to laugh or be the outgoing charismatic person they think I am. I’m loud and obnoxious and somewhat aggressive because it’s the only way I know how to interact with people. I’m rambling. I’m hurting. I feel so goddamn alone no matter how many people surround me. I need help.",0.12677798392083872,2.415283965986397,2.360673675530818,92.4189944341373,89.15873015873017,5.293440527726242,19.58280766852195,6.823360437735567,0.3424427210884353,1643,51,355,23,55,554,194,441,0.171,0.6890000000000001,0.139,-0.9463,0,1,7,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,25,29,5,5,14,1,28,20,6,4,8,74,72,32,3,4,19,0,9,6,1,2,4,2,3,1,26,18,9,1,15,5,2,6,11,13,0,2,0,11,52,16,32,68,12,44,0,1,0,1,11,18,2,9,24,220,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661345232323846,0.08958397976578802,0.0,0.06917098178525495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058820383692919725,0.09069880992800143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699995836932366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272728213616682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299772391427827,0.0,0.09607778166030848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694333284674106,0.0,0.0690601793325837,0.0,0.0,0.11156578975302277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33893339549865825,0.0,0.08850720882533865,0.07225647813005767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425985180084634,0.0,0.07287678104753627,0.08265082807807336,0.0,0.08460988323804088,0.0,0.0,0.34988063070780845,0.06179290425605004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682675138813192,0.07996434531004047,0.0,0.16595007786576693,0.14747335533830094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024984162716984,0.057976581187069935,0.0,0.0,0.08591024564457593,0.0,0.09980500433281404,0.09259597359433863,0.09764368412205077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139046488820494,0.09007248437436093,0.19014420300625512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218965146139173,0.2535460523169094,0.0,0.1527554627536012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547377347229346,0.08769357308762414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413583806812419,0.13342240717930934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474791344015903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861206526537919,0.06578425957071424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366695817356964,0.0,0.179896727507891,0.07552514759562963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283945211196138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477345684339103,0.0,0.06878525182816032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887871087492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657590315501812,0.06658900240671058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808492221126919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503437959720923,0.0,0.151202986692049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055423273915267,0.08498207966354335,0.0,0.15130989355834268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449422132594404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686566593746667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656992098889444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457001889051728,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aniox07,2020/02/17,Anyone wanna chat? So bored rn,-1.09,-2.1438266666666674,1.313333333333336,90.99000000000002,149.0,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-2.5534000000000003,24,0,4,0,2,8,6,6,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway424252,2020/02/17,Sometimes I worry about how I look This is me. http://imgur.com/a/znG7UAW and I don't know what to think. I probably won't leave this up long. I've been called ugly though so maybe I'm ugly.,0.2482330827067685,2.423044500000003,0.5008270676691708,101.14078947368424,104.0,3.2240601503759403,13.323308270676687,5.288315135182226,-1.1878691729323307,153,3,32,1,7,45,30,38,0.259,0.7090000000000001,0.031,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33109485135125954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819896923121478,0.0,0.0,0.3433332559247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695048140190604,0.2722877993779518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257520657107836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34959565341877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206909095657621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776589823871627,0.3185733513773276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292909660495701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tmale5,2020/02/17,"I keep on Crying I feel like I need to say this, but not sure who. So, screw it. Here I am. I had work yesterday and around break, I just had to go to the staff room lock the door and spend a good half of the break time crying. I just couldn't handle it. I felt like there was no point at that moment, like I should just go end it and was pretty convinced that I would. I felt dizzy and tired of everything. I'm sure if it was a mental breakdown or something else. There have been moments before this where similar things have occurred and it has happened since. I'm just constantly crying. The worst part is that I don't know who to tell other than my therapist, who I try to see once a week but my health is getting worse faster than its getting better. Even after I cried yesterday my coworker asked where I went and I said I went to the toilet. The only thought that went through my head was ""nobody will care anyway"". I hope that maybe someone will care here.",2.085464852607706,4.041425142857147,2.7444217687074857,94.78073696145128,78.18367346938777,5.784126984126985,20.072562358276645,6.691623216298621,0.07500997732426297,752,18,165,7,18,234,115,196,0.17600000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.161,-0.3017,0,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,2,14,13,1,0,9,0,19,4,1,0,2,29,42,11,0,6,9,0,3,3,0,4,2,2,2,0,18,7,0,1,5,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,14,6,22,11,15,23,2,24,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,3,13,111,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020281372258619,0.10714586435692393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752556565302772,0.0,0.0,0.10136416370446688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337072164428046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238538333076946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035794454372219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574282924610064,0.0,0.10151137569117603,0.0,0.0,0.07569952040121987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030050253851544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057950792699306725,0.0818781600475844,0.2200891709626671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975909088447055,0.0,0.13027220667181447,0.09613031460971043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135017675333137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762400693754105,0.12182619119986213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383463728240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187157106606523,0.0,0.0,0.0629872380708754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797951561731744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514220875420438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550098586367324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498264448565193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205703226268776,0.0,0.0871668713194592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411260297342384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834449182093384,0.0,0.0,0.11660064557721828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090213582471205,0.09114331048047622,0.0,0.0,0.09133017148400928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480744842314898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710957432843734,0.08823318894146033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160391245053114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017511309020756,0.0,0.0,0.1330722676158784,0.07614249174777074,0.0,0.0,0.09098837488552187,0.06683062740352294,0.13172854687873936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781338256002147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193407447703833,0.0,0.0,0.3187367865513174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343821249590977,0.0,0.11679845576422475,0.08141640457847195,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlistairVGrim,2020/02/17,"The only friend group I(19M) ever belonged to was when I was six and played with pony dolls. When I was six years old, I had friends. We'd all sit together and play with our pony dolls, I never had any; I was a boy. Though I didn't think much of that then. Some of my fondest memories are of the moments I spent with them. One day a senior girl came up to me and teased me about it. Said something about me having a crush on one my friends. I don't blame her. But after what she said something clicked in my six year old brain. Maybe to do with my conservative christian upbringing. Maybe the embarassment I had of crushes. But it was something that told me I should be ashamed. I was. Since then all male friendships I've had lacked mutual vulnerability and support. And no female friendships have persisted due to contradictions between platonic paradigms, and the passionate feelings had mutually as a result of intense loneliness and connection. All closeness has been conducive to loss. But my chronic loneliness ensuing bred obssessive thinking. And my thought process was gradually refined as time went on. I have not learnt that closeness is conducive to loss, I have learnt that it is simply tremendously difficult for someone like me to have it harmoniously. Having mutual vulnerability, mutual honesty, mutual fondness, but also no destructive romantic desire, is difficult. It is doubly difficult when though most people you do not get along with, the few that you do are almost exclusively women. The best way I have to explain my sexuality right now is ""heterosexual"" and then I turn to the camera to give a flirty wink. This story goes on. It started at six, and has not ended since 19. Right now. More than anything, I just want friends. And I'm left feeling guilty for how bored I am with most people. The small talk of groups can be fine, but I never get to know anyone. I never feel known. These feelings are not helpful for the mitigation of loneliness. And that's what I need more than anything. My greatest interest is psychology, specifically in assigning the most likely causes for pathological cognitive patterns. Particularly my own. This is a compensation for loneliness (the company of myself rather than that of others). But I'm sure if you're open to being vulnerable, and are willing to see the hidden parts of yourself, that might question your sense of self, I'm sure we'll get along fine. I don't know what else to say. I'd prefer if people who were genuinely interested in me as a person rather than an emotional charity case would like to chat. If you feel sorry for me, and want to do something for me, then remind yourself that you reading about my story already means a lot. So thanks for that.",5.317549800796812,7.3990838127490095,5.829201195219125,75.62304482071715,69.4382470119522,9.00406374501992,31.075896414342623,9.516144504307137,3.1042165737051786,2182,93,376,50,40,703,253,502,0.106,0.733,0.161,0.9819,0,0,4,0,0,0,64.0,3,5,1,4,17,29,2,1,21,0,52,4,1,3,9,84,85,38,0,13,16,0,5,3,4,5,2,3,0,6,24,26,0,1,15,4,1,2,12,9,0,6,22,10,51,20,63,54,17,44,1,2,2,1,35,15,0,11,28,282,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466057391239377,0.0,0.10431888769717326,0.07559755047564592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428529435981274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609927335773493,0.0,0.15558427114725434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920595356769996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552945613178294,0.0,0.10811991670570052,0.0,0.0971108462265204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096559716611773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896971550277826,0.10633626053672404,0.08372767466503814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550999542400442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389921860811897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921420850651946,0.0,0.14816787968071007,0.0906841211741263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336309547118782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390510307518153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270976227991964,0.0,0.0,0.1385513114981853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036809185519336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994106481455056,0.10297352988949388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002839698692272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949221342014082,0.07009459936112139,0.21872771430295332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983917673775164,0.0,0.12811524278019976,0.0718961731501717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236941005709548,0.0,0.1966106535888485,0.08254207198137971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058979568648199,0.0,0.09455801226622998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146035817234913,0.1798439781296146,0.07517598294618742,0.0,0.0,0.07533010791203358,0.0,0.09861794171428442,0.0,0.0,0.15639640667554894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009702154926576,0.291102733582266,0.0,0.10582131640247247,0.06691054082684966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727428181241637,0.17819139390377442,0.0,0.0,0.07598158676928678,0.0,0.08703276112394663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114512875768065,0.18575526589560612,0.07504819040077026,0.0551226204039017,0.0,0.0,0.09032978839138008,0.0,0.0,0.10282413865668058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151535345810687,0.07503544316718078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763251010519735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715312632233372,0.0,0.0,0.1217515716820797 lonely,liquorsiccc,2020/02/17,"i feel so lonely, i don’t even have one friend to confide in. anyone up to chatting about anything really, trying to distract myself from the fact that my loneliness is chewing me up like a bastard",7.653684210526315,7.089772263157894,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,63.21052631578947,9.705263157894738,37.42105263157895,8.841846274778883,3.4720631578947376,158,7,26,2,2,52,34,38,0.255,0.619,0.126,-0.7056,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,2,8,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485619068023313,0.0,0.4102219847867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32925371359718064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520559390735539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851388867636358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354130220868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377956446830167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193510549963144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384479193481429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pigseeghosts,2020/02/17,"Semi happy to be going back to uni I've felt the loneliest I've ever felt in a long time this past week Just broke up with a guy who was using me and I'm so low that part of me thinks I should have just stayed with him so that I have someone to talk to/hang out with now I am back to 0 friends The only silver lining is that my university goes back this week and i can excuse my lack of social life by going to class and doing my readings/assignments no point to this post just needed to vent",6.291111111111113,3.9533236666666665,6.928444444444448,83.861,66.96296296296296,9.380740740740741,27.15555555555556,6.742157984588678,1.0904088888888896,388,6,90,2,5,129,71,108,0.12300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6532,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,17,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,2,16,12,2,19,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,10,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379519144907936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173141782428014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645741427575816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667868424509228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579379787191555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879826876828194,0.0,0.2021002953525888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340976250710454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801247297547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077237252115554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439050885217233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055905142289956,0.1812345983987462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947089379887268,0.0,0.1818251162441624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935295456593284,0.16086043515675322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023562815839858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259532595841094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164908102790775,0.0,0.0,0.1107038505757451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397061270026156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045746071565077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreyFox225,2020/02/17,"Heyyyyyy anyone down to get to know each other here? Sup! Been feeling like I want to branch out and create new connections. It seems a lot of people here could really use that, I know I could! I'm a pretty chill dude, people say im funny. I don't think so but yeah LOL. I play a lot of video games on PC (if you do too I'd be down to play for sure) and I love creating art and listening to music. Really I just want to find a person or two to get to know and become close with. I want the kind of friendship where we can vent about our days or talk about whatever without judgement, ya know? If you'd like to talk just send me a DM! :)",-0.4059032846715312,1.6451153941605838,1.7887910583941604,97.48858804744528,88.48905109489051,5.1768248175182485,15.131843065693431,6.6274283507984215,-0.5364886861313867,487,9,117,6,16,163,88,137,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,2,8,1,0,1,1,34,24,10,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,9,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,14,7,21,19,3,9,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,7,4,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571920157920534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277819900385545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642714359135948,0.0,0.0,0.10673173651517978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368014821375598,0.1182309378200009,0.0,0.0,0.15126106524363764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729304813336411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876492953173495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233943650278272,0.3638108244485872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617067412884612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813989004567147,0.149367311844281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983782832174478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294692684656659,0.14450541104565434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836972971791606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204295929335454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160968770992962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066205941230065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597876333097,0.0,0.0,0.26604009723607885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604365874930116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166631343855306,0.0,0.0,0.14293608756576912,0.0,0.0,0.2928428788351784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953299706246615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,equilibrez,2020/02/17,"I’m just so damn tired I’m tired of being lonely. It’s 3:03 am and I have been awake for a while now. I have to go to work tomorrow to keep up the appearances. I am unhappy, I am sad, I don’t know what’s the point of this whole work-eat-sleep thing they call life. I turn 30 in a few months and my life is a complete failure. I’ve been left by the man I thought would be the father of my children, and he doesn’t even care. I keep reading about how to survive a breakup and everything involves other people. I have no one. I have no friends. I’m all alone and I just keep crying. I just want this to be over.",-0.8832499999999968,1.0760388740740758,1.2487731481481459,101.13760416666666,89.88888888888891,4.560185185185184,18.06712962962963,5.985473137389443,-0.5243981481481477,468,13,119,4,16,155,83,135,0.23199999999999998,0.711,0.057,-0.97,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,8,5,1,0,8,0,16,4,0,1,1,18,29,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,0,15,2,14,22,3,11,0,2,0,0,8,5,1,1,4,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385082900058624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140234202631527,0.0,0.17114297368415948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599649065745654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438472951355786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176119733731027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108689857773396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086043655089204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968709537818127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539787935332347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476011619536029,0.0,0.0,0.0922506663823098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823788001525865,0.0,0.23712690882224266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398308905413653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374529421960433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637197965345494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868058158205495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790396977970765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679797703071673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151775849954733,0.0,0.0,0.13326093464818844,0.0,0.38585740868533214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258189502785852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900731883135383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740807077709234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444060397071311,0.0,0.0,0.1192418941812381,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throaway8297338,2020/02/17,"Hi, I feel like an alien. 24 but still a sophomore in college. I’ve spent my whole life struggling with mental illness (plus fibromyalgia more recently). My life experience has ended up being different enough that I struggle to relate to others and how they think. I also don’t care for romance/sex but am really into learning and that makes people think I’m messed up. I’m a little quiet at first too. I totally get why people don’t care for me, but it’s sometimes hard to accept b/c I’d like some friends.",1.954275427542754,4.4380066237623765,3.6463546354635454,85.27387038703874,81.77227722772277,6.0489648964896485,23.043204320432054,7.348242739294969,1.1793089108910886,403,14,75,6,11,134,76,101,0.134,0.675,0.19,0.8047,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,2,1,17,15,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,8,6,12,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534132549259088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706020627202338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988473104786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097203070289146,0.18779105822954065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778137973764604,0.0,0.0,0.09189567886489183,0.12983858807286075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459211337869133,0.0,0.0,0.14041565370965092,0.0,0.0949542054944346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628077260428658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674358591599555,0.17758274913391886,0.1821561291621796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131612753595418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315610557012285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199805036693285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643043247848965,0.0,0.17945115624571165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797503466578139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514170654205474,0.0,0.0,0.3799984470043435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290957815206184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399649757448936,0.2029116828616799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amiuglythrowaway765,2020/02/17,"idk what I’m doing I’m passionate about my interests but I’m too lazy to act on them I love my friends but I’m too selfish to be a good one for them I don’t like my body or my face or my personality but I don’t make any effort to change it I’m incredibly insecure but for some reason i draw as much attention to myself as possible I have people that i feel like I could tell anything too but it also feels like there’s a limit to that. Like if I told them everything I would start to annoy them. I have a year and a half left of high school and I’m fucked",-0.7594933333333316,1.2517203039999991,2.1976000000000013,94.14946666666668,89.96000000000002,5.8933333333333335,17.133333333333333,7.3011,0.0989733333333338,438,11,107,8,15,154,72,125,0.162,0.621,0.218,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,2,6,13,2,1,4,0,8,5,2,2,0,19,21,13,0,3,8,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,2,20,9,13,17,2,6,0,0,0,3,9,3,1,4,6,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428985514064567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120225049678802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876886556797992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143070205454789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409939023780396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404270389411642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339731871932906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951072199467211,0.2756652573180072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906091434707272,0.17836507355939704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182452010124654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038461631918817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962417755591373,0.0,0.0,0.37703270623807134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413115049945574,0.0,0.12878544818762264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182924545221184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073758425700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375666746902362,0.16846318761503504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175049490768096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836906301417864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952602739654444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656021374505636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686334812044133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435742796032872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705531551385655,0.0,0.0,0.12424365763032025 lonely,AjBasketball11,2020/02/17,"Lonely as a mf I fr don’t wanna sound like a bitch but I wanna fall in love so bad. Like I jus wanna like have a gf and like ion care about sex or nothing like cuddle and just talk and have a strong emotional connection and be able to vent and you know like I know it sound corny but like a soul mate or sum. I’m only 17 and I’m fr super fuckin shy but I jus like desperately wanna fall in love so fucking bad like I wanna be able to lay down in bed and have my arm wrapped round a girl an cuddle when we sleep an shit and like have such a good connection wit her like it ain’t even about sex idc about it I just want to fall in love so fucking bad dude, like have a gf I can really talk to about my feelings and shit and not feel like I’m being judged. Like I’m real shy irl an real insecure an depressed and ik girls prolly think I’m ugly for it but idk I feel like this shit sounds gay but I just want to fall in love so bad. And I’m also really excited to be a dad too and I’m nervous I’ll never get over my anxiety. Like I fr don’t know what to do",-0.5767500000000005,1.1576798250000024,2.0681666666666665,97.33350000000002,86.16666666666666,5.506666666666668,15.433333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.5410466666666669,818,14,208,10,25,283,107,240,0.212,0.486,0.302,0.982,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,2,16,40,7,2,13,0,14,17,5,0,1,42,38,27,0,7,11,1,4,16,3,0,0,3,1,2,6,14,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,15,0,0,0,7,17,25,25,34,0,13,1,2,1,12,15,7,7,2,18,109,23,0,0.17592524920314914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034367911385825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729116705591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937804693641224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968375818292319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576207967643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894611323117784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058098483954069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342963793910734,0.12568103318225668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264005806661286,0.04595684083087823,0.0,0.0,0.07377887615734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502587417897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6875855234646242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31755881197230645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784219881653139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440251067031537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689953975716907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024144853176776,0.1127022194629996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708771102899054,0.0,0.0,0.08802615015707975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140205137949133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056362898069578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376527004605343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,a__cabbage,2020/02/17,"Yet another birthday I'm turning 21 today (17th of February) and honestly I've hated my birthday ever since I turned 15 because I just realized people dont care and no matter how sincere I am or how hard I try I'll never be anyone's ""favourite friend"" or their first pick or even be memorable in any way. I've always tried to think that I don't care about this day but it just leads me to think about how much better it would have been had I not survive the day of my birth when that god damn doctor (whoever they may be) saved my stupid baby-self from strangling to death by the umbilical cord. That turned dark pretty quickly.. Either way I've never really had the courage to post anything on reddit ever. But for once I felt like letting myself just scream out into the void just to let it all out even if no one ends up seeing this.",6.383444444444442,5.564229488235295,6.769607843137255,80.17101307189543,65.88235294117646,9.437908496732025,30.065359477124186,8.515128840125781,2.0851045751633994,663,19,133,8,9,216,117,170,0.128,0.6990000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,4,16,13,3,0,4,0,14,1,0,5,5,36,25,12,1,2,12,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,4,4,14,9,18,14,3,23,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,5,14,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231844571751533,0.0,0.0,0.09179452060793446,0.14154368357262562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438474492230303,0.0,0.11108126459031356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228568538275864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938338241838788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275252682751614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741084900107013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816300543789728,0.0,0.0,0.15820157285219433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955676386073975,0.0,0.0,0.17831281712728492,0.244203565225956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296068980541698,0.0,0.0,0.11481828683681328,0.0,0.0,0.1042891804222893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209201671384598,0.13326987471073928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760628920314479,0.0,0.06594691857721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922960578172077,0.0,0.20821771529612745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375476329044906,0.09146942088927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358169636529602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927844595064694,0.1373284102827608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647493394505927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756567597599527,0.0,0.1408189349236781,0.0,0.0,0.11166109853391512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298604803853285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279501245412141,0.0,0.0,0.1832920919569918,0.440475194626204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142898341752366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588956696037512,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AcharyaPrashant_,2020/02/17,"To be lonely is to be surrounded The one who calls himself lonely is actually never 'lonely'. The person always has his own company. He has his thoughts to accompany him. The lonely person is one who is always busy with himself. The lonely person is one who can never leave himself. The lonely person is one who is always talking to himself, always looking at himself. The lonely person just cannot get rid of his own personal concerns. The lonely person is quite full. He has so much in him and going through him. It is not at all an empty mind, the entire world is there, and at the center of that world he himself sits. The lonely person is always thinking of his own welfare, ""What will happen to me? There is me, there is the world. What will the world make of me? What can I get from the world? And how do I save myself from the world?"" To be lonely is to be surrounded. Surrounded not necessarily on the outside, but surely within. The fellow who is alone is the one who is not with himself. The fellow who is alone is with everything and everybody except himself. And the fellow who is lonely is with nobody except himself.",3.0543849206349165,5.468154134259257,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,77.10185185185185,5.966137566137568,22.785714285714285,7.07126945348624,1.0607436507936503,887,27,152,10,21,294,80,216,0.114,0.855,0.03,-0.9237,0,24,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,20,0,34,0,0,2,4,26,42,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,13,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,11,0,5,1,1,22,2,26,35,6,21,0,11,1,0,40,17,0,0,2,143,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.099190309036255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054596668020556,0.0,0.0,0.4228815746324401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379033565914164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913514667430728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621004720115428,0.0,0.05776687647436924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988384077832459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762678347291237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535572805795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784845160233664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263190674029303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472035723974875,0.0,0.1567889134296744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443845086109746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7100160207555236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811137140301852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579867983942993,0.0,0.0,0.08169794898774388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512965160500794,0.0,0.0806943299249839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AmazingGrace-,2020/02/17,"How do you deal with the feelings? Hey everyone, So I’ve separated after 24 years and I am feeling it. The loss of companionship, the conversation, physical touch and the banter etc. I’m also missing not seeing my children as much. My situation is further complicated by the fact that I’m in recovery from addiction, so I’ve pretty much cut contact with old friends and haven’t made any real friends in the recovery community. Most of my days are like this - I rise early and drive to the shore for quiet time, silence and prayer before work. I work all day then come home to eat, watch tv, browse the web, read or listen to music. Not a bad life really, I have my basic material needs met, but the sense of being alone, the actual feeling of it, can overwhelm me sometimes. I’ve thought about going to church, going to groups or starting a new hobby etc. The truth is that in some ways, I’m actually a loner and so I don’t bond easy, it takes time for me. So...the feelings...what do you do to manage them? Do you distract? Do they fade in time? Any and all advice gratefully received. Thank you :)",3.0415789473684214,5.091691962616828,4.627865223807183,81.94401623216923,75.6355140186916,7.4959173635022145,25.74913920314805,8.371475516178862,1.8124990654205604,856,31,165,16,19,287,133,214,0.067,0.789,0.14400000000000002,0.955,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,2,3,6,11,1,2,14,0,14,3,0,2,4,29,33,17,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,6,10,1,0,4,2,0,6,4,6,0,0,3,8,17,5,23,29,8,25,1,3,2,0,18,5,0,4,14,100,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.2757607732400659,0.15402888551141602,0.0,0.1380686830783249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633566307644286,0.0,0.11299097798130507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216649835423796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797272677311328,0.0,0.0,0.12022889023487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171034962948557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224300664961632,0.14566561149064344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445767549551017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515534624619684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501034182945418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432409382552506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183233431065209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605987387176395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172716623869888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997985561393356,0.06902802224090465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336936897282279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773141740768009,0.10476605767236266,0.0,0.1364604725866007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826194551532934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374452611015212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133000625954845,0.16082096776155266,0.09051512629284154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259124814050656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881787015968413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974117404330652,0.0,0.10000704252605863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623382758841404,0.0,0.0,0.13008247931229036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216988349168824,0.2471651032000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215083099090256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572418369261755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098726789799212 lonely,dummiefatt,2020/02/17,"it’s not you, it’s me ok i’ve been sitting here forever typing & retyping this .. basically what i want to say is i’ve been loyal to the best of my ability to everyone in my life (family & friend wise) at this point i have probably 1 cousin i chill with on occasion. i guess i’m the disposable person in everyone’s life & im just trying to understand why. my immediate family (mom, dad, brother, godmom) tell me how great i am and that i’m so thoughtful & funny, but i can’t help but feel some resentment towards myself. something is wrong with me & i don’t know what it is. what keeps pushing people out of my life. im prolly ugly. sometimes i feel indifferent about it & other times it really gets me in my feels. like what a bitch gotta do to have a few close friends dammit",1.2794550703717036,3.4784834846625787,3.8586142186936137,84.47594731143995,82.25153374233129,8.007073258751353,22.471670876939736,8.841846274778883,1.8293185853482496,620,21,129,17,17,217,103,163,0.115,0.718,0.16699999999999998,0.4705,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,2,0,4,1,11,3,0,1,0,20,24,5,0,1,4,4,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,13,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,19,8,17,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,2,2,75,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7164728059979929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565825210960334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062013040674768,0.0,0.0,0.20779174203707773,0.0,0.1671759658525361,0.07873381220286689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029543949314233,0.0,0.057580005252952385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215065532338715,0.121408379635207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387122049535495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380907171968544,0.0,0.0,0.09795942093062723,0.0,0.0,0.060568353887867826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335330533607276,0.05384287917908013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907623667601556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640551036316244,0.0962308352225718,0.0,0.0,0.10418376362252073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188246674224854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060313841610616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764315522902515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484479040735309,0.10900018436132952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632811163394046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749416958951413,0.06426414643820494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482513341518739,0.0,0.0,0.11473215604092543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500452039679075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944708760012062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049697610091778,0.0,0.0 lonely,megancyu,2020/02/17,"I feel like I have nobody I married someone that ended up being very toxic and manipulative about 6 months ago. Since then, he’s isolated me and now my friends and family will hardly speak to me. The only person I ever see is him and he treats me terribly. I’m just feeling particularly lonely today, I wish I had somebody in my life who cared",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,66.5,9.741176470588236,30.235294117647058,9.516144504307137,2.7504882352941173,273,9,49,5,4,96,55,68,0.12,0.703,0.177,0.4889,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,12,4,4,8,0,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,8,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296178186642508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410220458972555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294270456773555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343108859107665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419399638663886,0.0,0.26195052668995644,0.18505378571918887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001288575213405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204338937864946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296322086548386,0.12655082165254108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675829357880407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700686382777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261783071670947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641638714983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427542136858346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947848301198436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455337374448638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372999847887944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978760657556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnusualCurve,2020/02/17,I want a life I can't imagine with people that I've never met. Yet here I am laying in bed as I am every night feeling sorry for myself that I'm not doing anything that would actually give me some sense of happiness.,7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,9.027826086956527,71.30304347826089,64.65217391304347,10.93913043478261,33.869565217391305,8.841846274778883,2.8047304347826083,172,5,34,2,2,61,38,46,0.031,0.815,0.153,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3215709015597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271172714653172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764078275383475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666187961100358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31611240819389197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507877110990064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327547264610279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541516038009519,0.0,0.0,0.30923884789306033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284525904419627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688785945447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194363613363731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340865876479182,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mmmmkittens,2020/02/17,"I'm so shy that I have isolated myself from making friends I'm finding it difficult to make friendships, I have people I talk to people at work but nothing comes of it outside of there. I've tried making profiles on apps to talk to people but every time someone tries to engage with me I shutdown and I never respond, I'll even go as far as deleting the app. People around town are friendly and try to talk with me but I just get awkward and try to leave the situation. I'm terrified to post on this page or what people might comment. I was never like this in school, I could make friends with people in my class or online. I wish I could go back to that.",3.4773134328358215,4.720763298507464,4.518089552238809,86.53698507462688,72.73134328358209,6.554029850746268,26.832835820895525,6.742157984588678,1.1474202985074629,518,18,104,4,10,169,79,134,0.11599999999999999,0.75,0.134,0.6745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,2,25,19,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,14,5,23,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,5,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205300119838367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678800118504943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084278097202484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009975205544404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313744307080094,0.0,0.10605281102732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504496869020335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29174579617805346,0.0,0.06576306261814904,0.0,0.14307221642200865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328055278073886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061494830009827466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360828538428841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353058039944046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416089915070048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077783185243528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235838732883739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055083435568603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738945090451007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148569828508287,0.0,0.0,0.1066511605961254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30351407291326143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339712922483407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418360184287768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474689131557694,0.0,0.0,0.09163650713428174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cent0rea88,2020/02/17,Does anyone else really want a sex doll? Not for sex of course. I just want to hold hands with it or have some sort of human contact. Holy shit I'm a pathetic excuse of a person.,-0.5252631578947344,1.6592759473684209,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,92.15789473684212,5.145263157894737,12.86315789473684,6.742157984588678,-0.5708589473684209,138,2,31,2,5,47,31,38,0.183,0.7040000000000001,0.113,-0.7017,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,4,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717510556857182,0.39821483359262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34010765479370986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32466474236315584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393516155318161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489772537846808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989406145058346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584682022659533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trenton098123,2020/02/17,Apparently going to divorce and I agreed to my dad that we should get one Help I just need some help and some just advice to get through this because my mom is really manipulated in this situation because she tries to convince me girl that my dad is terrible because my mom said oh you shouldn’t go with your dad because he’s not your biological dad in the court won’t listen to you I’m 14 and I’m in Georgia they will listen to me I just need some help on how to convince my mom this would be a good idea because she doesn’t know this is going to happen yet my mom that my dad and me are going to go I have to get the rest of our stuff,2.7058695652173914,3.572036253623189,4.499246376811595,87.38452173913046,74.14492753623188,7.259130434782609,24.669565217391305,7.554174236665415,0.9347513043478272,505,15,116,6,10,172,71,138,0.042,0.836,0.121,0.8445,1,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,2,4,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,29,5,0,5,4,9,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,3,23,3,17,22,4,10,0,0,0,0,27,4,0,3,1,78,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904547649898074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025064285910681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698444688215448,0.0,0.3752578119253208,0.11076392253340857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677838746529284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655469315706031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907732383756894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257558228745327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186585855430605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958385570401975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948586806120347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459968866508924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561732819036509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843864136578502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117473021096606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896586629611434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938101614073734,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WinfallOsu,2020/02/17,"I'm stuck on the wrong people and it blows. I was recently ( is 4 months ago recent? ) broken up with after a 2 year long distance relationship. I flew overseas twice to visit her and she was my world, but nothing lasts forever unfortunately. In my moments of heartbreak I found mental respite in this person I worked with. We hit it off and I failed to read some come ons so she didnt pursue me further, it's torture knowing that I goofed so hard. She's got reasons as to why she doesn't let people close and also has asperger's syndrome so she's hard to communicate with when not in person. To be honest I don't even know why I'm writing this... I needed some format to let this out when all I've done is stare at messages left on read to my crush, or re-reading messages from my ex who has fallen in love with another person. I'm a mess but it means a lot knowing that someone out there at least knows how isolated I feel.",1.366736842105265,3.613858778947371,3.1444736842105283,89.43881578947371,82.26315789473685,5.484210526315789,22.657894736842106,6.742157984588678,0.6531368421052632,728,25,150,8,20,242,122,190,0.184,0.752,0.065,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,2,1,32,30,15,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,13,0,0,8,2,0,4,4,5,0,1,8,4,21,2,28,18,5,32,0,2,1,1,18,17,0,4,11,99,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683774963391677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540492491728566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382097088086447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353889039242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488293451359445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705638397267695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666448933099258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451808412984946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541701321196836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614393334230455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28974773704316265,0.10743919073680536,0.0,0.0,0.1432072165469815,0.2695603997119501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664384618545308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205644408374324,0.1189597386518027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435749851440836,0.0,0.0,0.1328290869120042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520600657398896,0.0,0.0,0.097732214023871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126471069072677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827548736617445,0.3452628099048276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955239337997051,0.0,0.0,0.1355181529846001,0.2602843422033271,0.14150993346922006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167849340857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378681831193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595607774710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410877919194362,0.0,0.0848785125375551 lonely,TJs_Aviation543,2020/02/17,"Makes me sad seeing other people I see other people with girlfriends or spouses all the time and it just makes me more depressed as I already am. I also see a lot of people around me who have a lot of close friends, that makes me sad too. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.",1.7482758620689651,3.3431910689655204,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,77.9655172413793,4.64,20.220689655172414,3.1291,-0.41082482758620703,214,5,46,0,5,70,41,58,0.21100000000000002,0.738,0.051,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,5,12,4,3,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312709530035488,0.16759685546101033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656596393833855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050642896294453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619169354585204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517680422305895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563459236333664,0.0,0.0,0.4196783280217701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358782405554321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010118368185473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220472470785987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913709445595404,0.0,0.0 lonely,whydoyoucarenerd,2020/02/17,Being 21 is ehhh Lately I’ve just been so lonely. I recently started a job as an RA which is really isolating. I also had to move across campus from all my friends and even though that doesn’t seem like it would be a big deal it’s made it really hard to stay in touch. I’ve never lived without a roommate and now I’m just alone. I’ve never spent so much time with myself and I think I’ve come to realize that I’m not great company.,2.370562310030394,3.3259856914893646,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,75.06382978723406,7.924620060790273,21.939209726443767,8.418075326091056,1.030576291793313,341,8,77,6,7,117,68,94,0.114,0.8240000000000001,0.062,-0.5615,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,17,16,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,4,2,5,3,9,9,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586100495404556,0.0,0.1666739709584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795359916509536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487260605222647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376599169857948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102532785627938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978457472971275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867040231696469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682540038086045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351076453549172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182383390116036,0.0,0.1840393103120728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721272049503152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151823655476272,0.15321320715486156,0.0,0.3214938091878847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670392946510722,0.0,0.2057903125844157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897383917401288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752125523140613,0.2221487515622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354757889157542,0.20477229485916285,0.0,0.12153179533656992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091013231990704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480560964739444,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maarskal,2020/02/17,"Asdfghjkl Finding that I’ve been isolating myself recently and losing touch with most people. Can’t sleep and would be super down for someone to just chat with tonight. We can ask each other questions/get to know each other, whatever. 🤷🏽‍♂️ 23, US.",2.995000000000001,5.616566833333334,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,78.58333333333334,7.173333333333334,26.266666666666666,8.238735603445708,2.119911666666667,200,8,35,4,5,65,43,48,0.055999999999999994,0.86,0.084,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176367400197617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105413325152825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775144913179068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672732805658307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801129146763122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355519984136576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354794087475652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001286827593896,0.0,0.2878838936017065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40869845871659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136107809339505,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ItzYitz,2020/02/17,"Birthday Man I’ve spent the past 2 birthdays just alone like any other day. It sucks because its so close to Valentine’s day too, so you get the double whammy of “Dang you must suck because nobody wants to be around you on those days.” Haha I like to tell myself I like being alone. But at the end of the day, it sucks.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,78.69696969696969,4.4,18.575757575757574,3.1291,-0.7286787878787879,248,5,54,0,6,78,47,66,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.141,-0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,7,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,8,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,9,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762725720987193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635906948152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468485726985655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803242091769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931387038488051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036481504961597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012800140705775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369939323921613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949249632234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009673927445132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561761732021374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Enlightened-Soul,2020/02/17,"Ill talk with you Although I’m not regularly lonely I feel pretty lonely today. Let chat? Here, or on discord, voice or video chat is cool with me. Let’s watch YouTube vids or Something that keeps us distracted. I’m M27 from United States. Recently divorced, fairly good life but had a lot of loss this past couple months. I work in the mental health therapy field. I like to read and play mobiles games. Chat about everything and nothing at the same time. Just a regular dude trying to navigate life. Hit me up 🤙🏾",2.0583333333333336,4.785579808080811,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,84.25252525252526,6.1282828282828286,22.391414141414145,7.492282038375204,1.1633898989899,407,14,77,7,12,129,81,99,0.081,0.754,0.165,0.7691,0,4,1,0,2,0,13.0,1,1,0,2,3,8,0,1,4,1,4,4,0,0,0,14,9,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,4,11,5,2,10,0,3,1,0,8,4,0,4,6,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223267728038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805841865785288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015969533724664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853172555826165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358068268539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178597060945859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109319409251656,0.283847580747919,0.09816493281495273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082469127405558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249159206765935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603815268289886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927990978661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181175757605734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044194703837044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098577532450526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983955173837456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546868086740909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150104852262392,0.0,0.0,0.22978256774139186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716471544054692,0.0,0.1904594733193921,0.0,0.0,0.13641923141111698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169573469122116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628045259733438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tristemf,2020/02/17,"Was just sitting alone in my room thinking about what to do... ...and then just realizing how lonely I was. I didn’t even realize how many friends I don’t have anymore, or activities I don’t do anymore because they’re boring to do alone. Being alone is nice but...not for long. The only person I have is myself and I don’t like that person.",3.4908695652173947,4.552011420289858,5.012289855072464,83.70626086956524,72.47826086956522,7.259130434782609,26.84347826086957,7.554174236665415,1.4062730434782609,264,9,54,3,5,89,45,69,0.158,0.718,0.12300000000000001,-0.1027,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,14,0,0,2,0,10,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,3,5,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6767152188955684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319916867148404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276687180688365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438526933508593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826922184052484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640448632192588,0.0,0.0,0.19274326213511364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208117108396551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564423583943752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803434268859089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955535739587802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Finn777158,2020/02/17,"So my one chance to actually have a good relationship finally died today... This is my first post here. Literally joined this subreddit as a result of this. Basically, against all odds, I got a girlfriend a couple months ago, in November. The relationship itself was really good, no fights, amazing matches for each other. Last week, Thursday I think, she told me that her family was stressing her out way to much, and that she needed a break. So we broke up, and I didn’t really think much about it, because she said “break.” Little did I know, that was the complete opposite of what she meant. I asked her what her thoughts on the whole situation was today, and she said that she didn’t see us ever getting back together. And now I’m lying on my bed, destroyed and bawling my eyes out, because she was the most amazing person over ever met, and actually cared about me for who I was. I really just want to die. I feel like my life is over. And everyone is telling me that it shouldn’t be that big a deal, but when I say she was the most amazing person I’ve ever met, I’m not joking. Unlike anyone else, she cares about me for my personality rather than how I look, and that’s really important, cause I’m one ugly motherfucker. So yeah. Can’t say I’m happy to join up, but here I am. Goodbye happiness. Hello forever alone.",4.613178294573646,5.699951403100776,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968995,69.85271317829458,9.29922480620155,27.89922480620155,9.586721724236666,2.4584713178294577,1034,35,201,23,18,348,145,258,0.114,0.731,0.154,0.904,0,1,0,0,1,1,41.0,2,0,0,1,17,15,2,1,11,1,18,2,1,3,4,35,42,16,2,4,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,3,17,12,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,18,8,36,11,24,22,7,30,0,1,3,0,34,11,0,2,16,142,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.20276294171748532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920920505597912,0.0,0.0,0.10759851437509434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264217256189694,0.10644739018786788,0.0,0.0,0.09712295073198596,0.0,0.0,0.07988485319083544,0.0,0.12666053103960564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118451757752542,0.10672345535540197,0.0,0.0,0.10892649197495996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495210167912312,0.0,0.0,0.10710583505365626,0.0,0.0,0.21564244688488893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678660761775893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819228500322385,0.0,0.09927116808521484,0.0,0.0,0.09793806940792536,0.0,0.0525298108143974,0.07421890291385115,0.0,0.11380621166188926,0.0,0.08836862156619847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054278139214657566,0.0,0.0,0.17427569166062504,0.08309017368955397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118527477388744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057095124077984824,0.0846840632966515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338044706000718,0.05075531478264755,0.10412488510629922,0.0,0.0,0.08724127730634694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292385728895453,0.0,0.15274193202256486,0.07703297969540791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079685147945034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721377315618969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949772272003736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662178969318279,0.0,0.0,0.22307755821372074,0.0,0.0,0.1976460047118008,0.16523469769877974,0.0,0.0,0.08278673002101787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677650222879647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900542938117285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908042753831462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331367941160409,0.0,0.08247690663777772,0.0,0.0,0.1969507897465913,0.09927116808521484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496665300022093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061276903191983326,0.08246289760719303,0.08333414116927718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159892657023204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bugzj94,2020/02/17,"Not lonely as much as empty. A lot of times I feel like my life doesn't have a purpose like not in a suicide way, just I wake up everyday go to work, come home,eat, workout and go to sleep. Ready for a change, some days I just want to quit my job, go outside and live life. I just feel stuck in a loop. Been real straight-laced for most of my adult life I just need some adventure. Sorry if this wasn't the right sub to post in, but I guess it does classify as lonely because I needed to vent that to someone.",3.251218872870248,3.3910380275229355,4.231480996068154,92.45935779816514,72.39449541284405,7.32948885976409,24.74574049803407,6.868970318607317,0.6310199213630399,391,10,94,3,7,127,71,109,0.04,0.815,0.145,0.8184,1,4,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,4,5,2,0,0,22,15,7,1,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,2,10,3,17,12,5,14,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,6,5,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795880118700432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734881190693076,0.15255637118454687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142151503666838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498181254830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121799140937192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790946352602671,0.12652060935207302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30195083084753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950961314094084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764620876914253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574488692071388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37527389298664704,0.1730446854384427,0.0,0.15638295741336086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505644842764836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018922103671565,0.26263550520496776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696132927523156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836814688946166,0.0,0.20157910421568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124283156503207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772283673168135,0.0,0.1500566513807096,0.0,0.0,0.19824947391191897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937191668510595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326870679020013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445844423295628,0.14057410773519466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289312495798042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,izzyjones19,2020/02/17,Probably gonna just be a hermit one day anyways I'm a separated 29/M and only have my parents to turn to who don't understand the struggle. I don't deserve friends anyway but have been told by my SW coworkers that having friends is healthy so...here I am. Kind of hard to even imagine making friends at this age. How did out parents make it look so easy?,2.719086757990865,4.320217917808222,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,75.3013698630137,7.0584474885844735,31.34474885844749,7.793537801064563,2.1088557077625563,280,14,58,4,6,93,60,73,0.132,0.735,0.133,0.2741,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,9,18,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,4,4,7,13,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748646832025088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080645625930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941178146818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097158016291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199901595061025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790214211004568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846048297325507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445944177210826,0.1621365391570692,0.0,0.0,0.473432668827344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298491185743513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228668922774775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370707689792794,0.0,0.0,0.2318836907880818,0.0,0.2219327477212985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babyonfence,2020/02/17,"How tf do I make friends How do I make friends after moving? I’ve been in Florida after moving from Chicago for almost a year and haven’t made quality connections with anyone. I’ve just gotten to a place where I don’t know how to connect with people outside of my already created friend group back home and in the military. It’s so frustrating and I don’t know what to do.",2.5287030075188,4.606623486842107,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,77.28947368421052,7.50075187969925,26.646616541353367,8.418075326091056,2.020314285714286,299,12,58,6,7,100,50,76,0.05,0.7959999999999999,0.154,0.769,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,6,0,15,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,12,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351820173192766,0.0,0.246323989186106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607755273469384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716390348316188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173675069128114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390346848361706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534693621896975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112120184080071,0.2979963216037519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744857607508392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474960663908313,0.0,0.2332128156835999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437435419819026 lonely,Metal424,2020/02/17,Sigh Posting here probably isn't gonna help but I'm angry that I have felt lonely,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6025777777777783,67,2,14,1,2,23,17,18,0.45799999999999996,0.491,0.052000000000000005,-0.8511,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168667822735621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36082117162293575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155569292917563,0.0,0.5803945762583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pizzasauce225,2020/02/17,"Looking for someone to look up to I am 15 and I've always felt my parents were never there for me when I was growing up. My dad worked 14 hours a day and my mom just watched tv all day. My sister and my grandmother were the ones that raised me most of my life. For my whole life I've been seeking a parent or older sibling type figure or someone that treats me like family. A role model. Someone to comfort me and tell me everything is gonna be ok. I am looking for that kind of love and understanding that I've almost never really had in my life before. It can be anyone. I hope you understand. If you want to be this in my life then PM me for any contact information. If you read this, thank you. -Noah",1.846295133437991,3.5820763401360587,3.670340136054424,88.88830455259027,78.1156462585034,6.427838827838827,22.872318158032442,7.321109707123232,0.8121087388801684,550,17,118,7,13,185,89,147,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.9508,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,1,12,5,0,0,3,22,23,11,0,4,5,5,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,5,23,8,15,13,3,13,0,0,4,1,14,4,0,7,9,80,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999747507708654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633142113530065,0.0,0.0,0.09507420590213353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775697518036544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896627521936087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032913423327096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565037810234014,0.0,0.1317985005496021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423756483863444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388608484119503,0.1376826768133318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558847440084788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950019824011671,0.06830310648062125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35221042045815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261821408845876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637413911034908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565703274477052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473749084130363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104803851987768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984579237636713,0.0,0.08956455811105694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553764882664855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219831788948203,0.12871638426380236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910900304848246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824623561384291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609059267588693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178185878885747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arrowblizzard,2020/02/17,"I can't find a way out of this I can't stand how dishonest I am to people about how im feeling. I'm so scared that the rest of my life is going to be like this. Im afraid that I'm wasting my life. I feel like a drag on everyone else for how incompetent I am at social interaction. I'm sick of the same fucking routine everyday that im so comfortable doing that deviations are terrifying. How do I keep going when I know there's no end to this. People are almost as tired of me as I am of myself. Why can't I be someone who always has plans and people to talk to? Why does it feel like I'm the only one I know that is this lonely?",1.3805802707930397,2.366194304964541,4.3055448098001285,87.02454545454546,77.58156028368793,7.3967762733720175,22.038039974210182,8.00094639256281,0.8716751773049642,491,13,116,8,11,178,78,141,0.179,0.7090000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.8661,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,5,0,15,5,0,4,0,15,28,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,3,14,4,17,26,2,10,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530613607865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718690541666108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376370485645575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769003626543962,0.0,0.13538341560852551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460586996180709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318629670645592,0.21839808387006332,0.0,0.0,0.13970593240006682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413112072000326,0.0,0.0,0.17374108249449202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953261658002324,0.0,0.0,0.13586379999704215,0.0,0.0,0.16800929692303873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593082627530047,0.224030463794758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357793422836742,0.116252476008588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790948374441863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303367906814191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581556601305327,0.12951283313183046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285838322077458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756833703431105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132851686509576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585420762255225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bbeenn13,2020/02/17,I feel inadequate I work in landscaping but during the winter months we get laid off... after doing this job all year then just to stop and do nothing... it is driving me crazy... I don't have a car so I cant go see my friends (all 2 of them) and I barely have any money... I just hate going from being a part of the crew and going all over the state to do jobs and watching the projects take shape and knowing I was a part of it to just sitting in my room all day doing nothing...,2.7101260504201683,3.2093396764705915,4.322268907563025,90.02735294117649,73.80392156862746,6.612885154061624,24.375350140056014,6.1826913282559595,0.5193820728291314,365,10,84,2,7,123,68,102,0.098,0.86,0.042,-0.6757,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,4,17,20,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,1,3,12,1,12,18,6,20,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,7,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504588950087444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375557094040394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784685536284958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478888760992802,0.0,0.11143627853392904,0.0,0.363656315375195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058171438849926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233188419732304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721971758319602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024765755905474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093188965112964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619489507601418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996612704519626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832168152458527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036905651722547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527913278895908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735306953650986 lonely,benparry2000,2020/02/17,"Dealing with having a crazy personality and how it effects relationships. All my life, I have known I’m different, weird or whatever you want to call it, and many people have made it known to me. I have mild autism and ADD making me very anxious and awkward. I’m ok with this and over the years excepted who I am. However, despite having a great job, nice house and am in good shape. I have never been able to get in to a real relationship even at 19 and constantly being exposed to many people. Every night it sits with me knowing that I won’t be able to have that type of romantic connection with someone my friends or colleagues have. No matter what I try, whether that be therapy or talking with my mates, I can’t get over being alone. All I want is to care for someone who will care for me equally; as everyone does. But that is pretty much impossible when your a programmer with an unhealthy addiction to memes. My personality is something I cannot change and is who I am. How do you guys deal with the constant reminder that your own personality, the person you are, at your core is unattractive? I know that this is the part of me that drives people away, not my looks, not my job or anything material. It’s me that’s the problem, and it haunts me every night that there is nothing I can do to help with the loneliness. Any advice or discussion is really appreciated <3",5.6438454784899035,6.280589776119406,6.408981562774361,77.19203248463567,67.28358208955224,9.589464442493416,31.809482001755928,9.627879704456738,2.8679856892010536,1092,43,210,22,17,360,144,268,0.109,0.773,0.11800000000000001,0.5334,4,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,1,5,10,0,1,11,1,32,2,0,5,3,45,45,20,0,3,10,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,21,18,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,1,31,7,30,37,6,17,0,0,1,0,24,8,0,5,7,156,52,3,0.2109537348795992,0.0,0.0,0.11498535447976192,0.0,0.10307077411878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092422245087833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172788681496672,0.0,0.0,0.1191588374102959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679847469140423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990989890458472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770367467679348,0.0,0.21508139203917973,0.0,0.11158054001778972,0.0,0.0,0.22796604471755186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748403771345232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020087686773153,0.0,0.0,0.0923035174926351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966647616795889,0.0,0.1777376199960426,0.10078766695057999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814911661373067,0.0,0.11021461968027137,0.0,0.0,0.0884689920924236,0.0,0.11628861871843205,0.0,0.10443868181487748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069892088795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170614343022487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093390311727214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593465577304983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450143079428705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857400362154971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980476229549952,0.0704066280573648,0.2138739766699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753763389216738,0.0,0.08135026261219264,0.0,0.0,0.19796578978659296,0.0,0.10120789903533373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422116879160622,0.0,0.2193731373197781,0.36839332886399107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730789380460852,0.0,0.1009271171777889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005576697151348,0.06757118217148568,0.0,0.0,0.22648536402929395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874041499273993,0.08120124568866098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477831065538348,0.0,0.0,0.12062199031755805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161186930820564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702946206901431,0.1244259784547932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792364443629158 lonely,methodofexpression,2020/02/17,"Am I considered an incel or just lonely? 37M. I’ve been celibate most of my life. I’ve always been told I’m cute, kind, funny, smart, blah blah. Always get asked why I’m single. Always get told “I’d have no trouble” if I’d put myself out there. However, I’m really shy and have social anxiety. So, I’ve got hardly any dating experience. I did date some in my teens and 20’s. My 30’s have been pretty much just me. I kinda threw in the towel. The times I’ve dated, I didn’t click with any of them. I know typical incels are men who can’t get women due to looks or personality or whatever. I can’t get women because I’m shy and have anxiety and just keep to myself and don’t try. So, does that technically make me an incel? I don’t WANT to be like this... it definitely gets lonely.",-0.14240963855421285,2.028620120481932,3.0723012048192797,87.8189337349398,88.7590361445783,5.970602409638556,16.131325301204818,7.365786028017652,0.2301696385542167,604,13,131,11,20,217,98,166,0.124,0.74,0.136,0.7275,2,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,1,0,21,35,11,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,9,3,15,4,9,25,4,10,0,2,2,0,10,3,0,7,6,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152655552384015,0.0,0.0,0.22625611388277,0.0,0.25452438208402905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552077800048872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140931767812926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557960713012527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272848097570616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345717657599102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305041042311974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902265911740112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786521237581238,0.0,0.17323459150405476,0.09142512711692474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175024454136314,0.08127333429602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396974784866282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104418910975797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229109557739093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452559922476899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692442655100612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723413044469693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065721699568806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695794005502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700375493200288,0.0,0.0,0.31792133944187073,0.0,0.11294507601591974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981213151583066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011077636485262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghostmochas,2020/02/17,"I’m so lonely it hurts and I’m losing hope. It’s been about 3 years since I’ve last had a real friend. All my past friends have ended up leaving me to be friends with other people. Now I’m in college I’ve had trouble making friends. I have “class” friends but that’s all they are, we get along but not enough to make an actual friendship. I try but it seems like no one ever wants to really be my friend. I know I’m young, 19, but I’m really self conscious over the fact that I’ve never had a first kiss, no boyfriend, no guy ever like me. I also have trouble finding guys I’m attached to. I recently tried Tinder and after a million swipes I found what I thought was the perfect guy. He was handsome, funny, sweet, similar interests, fast replier, everything I wanted. It was going so well that I really thought we could eventually turn into something, only to end up getting ghosted. I’m extremely hurt and mad. I can’t stop thinking about what I did wrong, why I wasn’t good enough, why he did this to me, why I had to come across this pos. I’ve tried moving on and looking for other guys but I just can’t find anyone else who even remotely interests me. I just think back to how I opened myself to this guy and thought we were really connecting when in reality he was probably only talking to me out of boredom. I feel like I’ll never find anyone who wants to be my friend let alone love me. To add to my bad luck, it is almost certain that in a few months I will be moving to an apartment that is literally 5 minutes away from this guy’s house. The thought of ever running into him makes me extremely anxious but also delusional over the thought that we could reconnect. I just want to forget him but it hurts so much I want to cry. I had finally found someone to talk to and now he’s gone.",3.4312822061191635,4.557167059782612,4.764142512077296,85.1819041867955,72.69565217391303,7.7344605475040265,27.48832528180354,8.167268648758528,1.71977081320451,1410,51,291,21,27,469,186,368,0.151,0.66,0.188,0.938,0,3,1,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,1,3,20,32,1,0,10,0,30,2,0,4,10,72,66,20,1,8,11,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,7,22,18,0,1,16,0,0,6,9,10,1,3,22,3,40,22,40,36,6,43,0,5,1,2,30,15,0,4,25,188,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.06730304004863136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906171616499661,0.07143028268203233,0.0,0.1103077312535604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791446465460265,0.0,0.09644837479158218,0.07066609809664791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479791887137333,0.05303230884342797,0.05758558812674144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941002006340499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013103335429622,0.0,0.07575835805395609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057614103235109876,0.0,0.122170755233821,0.14252522820195326,0.0,0.045552862993359,0.18715712748714566,0.0,0.0,0.06198419467029796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487240746304026,0.049270914624392106,0.0,0.07555132073330566,0.18910712802499072,0.05866433802878015,0.0,0.15124020056922954,0.3729927637061055,0.0,0.0720661033300497,0.0,0.03919623235993503,0.05784727601595305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097363230300599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850101042305387,0.0,0.07958007325877878,0.22149573795517655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037903133480439284,0.05621830947271042,0.0,0.0730273933891585,0.0,0.07052468409650146,0.0,0.10108317490057918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791593997115975,0.07715780380175133,0.0,0.0,0.06224651690371296,0.0,0.13811047973730856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504978020965669,0.14660461957638504,0.05069958189077462,0.0,0.1063850957040751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673465502905295,0.10490688780403667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583797588764044,0.04781388418277816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435941281186792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850094055613002,0.17673124711151422,0.0,0.06809780304811425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278608292645023,0.07194890140589323,0.0,0.0,0.057051229464593275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843655430418596,0.05309511006165809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766052535048648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108680956040455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838410915169292,0.0,0.27376533914485496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047469532248327,0.07501762545185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033962337818319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620107181634513,0.0,0.18669929064903976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540592860750055,0.0,0.04441327650269575 lonely,Tallateendude,2020/02/17,Why Why does only one person make the happiest I've ever been while battling depression. I know I dont have a chance with her. She tells me how her ex have started talking again for the 3rd time. She cuts herself and I told her right in front of her mom to please talk to me as a first resort instead of the razor. It made her and her mom happy knowing that I'm here for her. We walked around for 3 hours just walking and I already miss her. I'm gonna see her tomorrow but I cant help but to feel sad knowing I'll never have a chance with her. My feelings for her keep getting stronger every day I hang out with her but at the time when she asked i told her I didn't have feelings for her because at the time I didn't. She invited me to the traditional church service today and I went and when someone I who I was she made sure to emphasize that I was just a friend. Now I'm laying down in bed on the verge of a mental breakdown because of my loneliness and knowing that I'm never gonna get with her. Even if I do I'm best friends with her ex and that could completely ruin our friendship. Why does this have to be so complicated? Why cant I just be happy with someone without catching feelings?,2.8019658830871634,3.916275146245063,4.0616559184522565,89.65939463282714,74.21739130434783,6.749240690659455,26.754524651549826,7.0608816371341465,1.1072893280632408,944,34,207,9,19,310,130,253,0.102,0.757,0.141,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,14,12,2,0,12,0,17,0,0,4,4,42,45,17,0,2,8,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,16,0,1,8,0,0,6,8,6,0,2,10,5,44,6,31,30,1,33,1,4,1,0,39,10,0,1,17,141,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190138221543255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833767960513848,0.10327029353502737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467743845487112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592668529028365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158209333140686,0.0,0.0,0.08819768130402786,0.0,0.0,0.07124108324192176,0.0,0.09514373899353057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333813724870585,0.0,0.1294646966368315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296139462978339,0.09992233300723648,0.09307191454484674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341862314756505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396186400483407,0.0,0.0,0.17069068104006774,0.0,0.11542728730927528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518507293459334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404266945223102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878622671299301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981867765966379,0.0,0.0,0.2428357119924474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905017874645326,0.07373655245402486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132320211625404,0.0,0.0,0.258751623765066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039554575359828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748542546921503,0.08401396023745646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645417898496787,0.0,0.12125790313160376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433689942776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802666975870578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719405188710345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818802128385924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411238892241992,0.0,0.0,0.17757590508413482,0.0965516811667942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323989452643392,0.0,0.10470833987124502,0.21110896220637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240258830061204,0.39871158406680457,0.0,0.0,0.10648476165235064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peachy_ivy,2020/02/17,"Mental Illness Mental illness, “a disease or period of sickness affecting the body or mind”. Mental illness is a little cockroach that creeped in there like a parasite. But, they can’t be surgically removed or killed. The disease is just there. There is no medication or treatment to fully help. I am mentally ill and there is nothing I can do. There is nothing. No treatment, medication, facility that will help. Just imagine a helpless maple leaf just being carried by the wind. There is absolutely nothing that will help. The only thing is that some days, things are better. I strive to make all days like that.  What happened? What happened to humanity that they can’t make one part of the body not malfunction. No one has found a cure for, PTSD, DID, BPD, BD, or any other mental illness. I want to be better. I need to be better for my sake. I want to influence people and to make sure they know it gets better. But, how can I say that and not believe it. It is just the seedling, the little white lie. Is there something I did? Is this genetic? What are the causes? There are a number of endless questions. We never know what will come our way so we hide behind the rock. We don’t come out, not ever.  We all suffer. Slowly going down the drain. We will all dissolve at one point. We all have our own problems that we can’t handle. Why is that? Why do we all need to suffer and bleed out in pain, just to be human? We developed from millions of generations of dinosaurs. They didn’t have mental illness, so why do we? Why do we need to constantly be in pain? Why are we even here? What was the point of that, to be here. Did someone mess with us?  Did God or the Devil mess with us to pay for what destruction we have done? Do we really deserve this? My life has been a slow train slowly, and not knowingly about to crash. We all have our problems but why do we need too? Is there some sort of obligation? What is the point of depression, anxiety, stress? Why does life need to be stressful to be a life? We never deserve to be in such pain but we are anyway. We are human but not some rats in a lab. We can’t be mutated to be mentally ill. We are living, breathing, organisms that just want some joy. Why are some people better off than others? We don’t deserve pain. We need nerves in our body but why do we feel pain? Is it “God’s Plan”? Will it happen in a few years that we will never feel pain anymore? I wish that I was healthy. I wish I was like the other girls, but why? Why do I think that so automatically. I am jealous of the girls walking around with their group of friends who love them and are true friends. Why can’t I have that? Do we really need friends? I like being alone but I am so lonely. I can’t tell anyone who I am. I just need something to get me through the day. Would you know what that is, Tabitha?",0.9891864831038824,3.442421085106385,2.478393825615356,92.06647058823532,86.37588652482269,5.232540675844806,20.88277012932833,6.728850175155133,0.4270246975385903,2188,71,456,27,68,709,213,564,0.149,0.73,0.121,-0.9454,0,3,2,0,0,0,87.0,32,1,6,6,30,37,3,2,26,0,84,25,4,7,12,118,117,25,1,16,26,0,2,4,3,7,20,1,0,5,38,40,0,0,10,1,1,5,20,21,0,4,11,4,62,16,53,86,14,35,1,5,1,1,57,18,0,13,15,340,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122863004913604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336364569137348,0.0,0.03783897046822028,0.0,0.04905388932836758,0.03458559819112425,0.0,0.0,0.04403245302802897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572773154948783,0.0,0.21872950435044425,0.0,0.16482633877683414,0.06229677019937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050812006501391616,0.0,0.08521578873173041,0.0,0.053451805019135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569840362651508,0.0,0.042602309053515364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328530264855576,0.05061770293552632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032669768035970104,0.04474200990158713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001984015096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423349868295491,0.11464470321139734,0.0,0.05168463021505835,0.0,0.02811089654825311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121959349491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946178447009676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054723352023005344,0.0,0.10873402875449467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481129215704443,0.09666026558558298,0.0991496072041324,0.043676632305508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464218349103245,0.0,0.09905057640421444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965730267230044,0.3489286691995847,0.0,0.04994341202101217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934088108050758,0.11444647506491433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423829121306815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055198984503996,0.03761875176136647,0.3157919724241121,0.0,0.0,0.053563482674546366,0.0,0.06858267087966924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402752380862348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465859874376767,0.057819463840610326,0.0,0.055409749598390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337437944002135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039334870229634604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041909740650493216,0.07615788846516866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331913179310275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661818230072202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323274031708944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572188383482419,0.03169381850348931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899551721894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752347062810695,0.03926133459028972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355907064610631,0.0,0.1137597498441352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035137013257200374,0.0,0.0,0.031852475249953084 lonely,a_lonelylatina,2020/02/17,"Opening up about my sadness, loneliness made me move too fast and I scared off the guy I really liked I have been struggling for some time now being lonely and maybe I’m fixated on finding a partner. I really don’t think that I’m coming off that way, but I realize that sometimes I lack the self awareness when I’m really into someone. I don’t know what to say other than I’m sad over it. I wish I could change things, I wish I was special enough to actually keep someone around. I started hitting the gym and working on me, but it just sucks to feel this feeling overwhelm me. Any advice is helpful. I just don’t want to obsess over how shitty I feel after being ghosted even though he told me he wasn’t this way.",4.1293150684931526,4.96716083561644,5.2985205479452055,83.07901369863015,70.78082191780824,7.757808219178082,28.98356164383561,7.908726449838941,1.8509145205479447,566,21,112,7,10,188,93,146,0.19,0.682,0.128,-0.8159,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,4,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,27,30,8,1,5,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,10,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,5,4,19,2,17,21,3,20,0,4,0,0,8,10,1,1,7,77,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1548510701805066,0.0,0.0,0.15506254266613329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790943024042413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126092205634933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786487144531553,0.13669078216401773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669493356225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396127202312158,0.0,0.10480818666156344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070367155126515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503278074944045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712046109453756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636142524751123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104415165656498,0.0,0.0,0.08720766221554904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752417423882434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014906353467364,0.0,0.0,0.15941773532743395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865421100150532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049679040847806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619056299380002,0.15886870115158716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554028425705394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689020574739551,0.0,0.15694088825351798,0.0,0.11231617447827484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588923169463765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542149336851428,0.101677233890185,0.15590458989547776,0.0,0.0925289464780408,0.0,0.0,0.1516277726674828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935949533603324,0.25190930525068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649537114285436,0.0,0.0,0.11552263083872305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gmftw_nothin,2020/02/17,"I’m gonna be lonely for years to come because I’m in love with the wrong person I’m (25F), never been in a relationship and there’s this guy I love, I’ve been in love with him for more than five yrs, two yrs ago I told him how I felt and it blew on my face. To put it short,he only sees me as a friend. I got mad at myself for telling him and felt so angry I ended up shaving my head just so I could ease what was going inside me, I couldn’t bare the embarrassment. I still love him and we make small talks( texting obviously). I imagine scenarios where I could be with him and cry myself to sleep most nights, there are times when the loneliness hits me hard and I want just to scream so loud.",3.7965333333333366,3.5130247866666693,4.834,90.09033333333336,71.13333333333333,8.0,23.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.5655333333333332,538,10,131,5,9,177,95,150,0.159,0.693,0.14800000000000002,0.0354,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,11,10,1,1,5,0,9,7,3,2,2,25,27,12,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,7,6,24,5,18,13,2,19,0,1,1,4,17,8,0,1,8,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872385209737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539822746755622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480704898416612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989790597991166,0.0,0.17190300010402532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860859639216855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005205166469149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209080645078419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894002072548161,0.0,0.12516377793294153,0.0,0.0,0.15495518688137064,0.0,0.0,0.14018926325315334,0.0,0.16060957102222065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649733324026502,0.0,0.1044619868685664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069900660240995,0.0,0.0,0.14686046117890494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119021908660206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664586752721292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732124011660614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801764106551156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470668229506608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660855727460798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497753885512032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257851855539264,0.13678399809202266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125380675158687,0.0,0.0,0.1495381930935068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152873401001974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230512301244567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711033037968857,0.0,0.10077799560842417 lonely,daxer747,2020/02/17,10 yrs no friends. Don't connect with anyone...should I get a dog? I think its been 10 years now with no friends. Its hard to remember at this point...I can tell its beginning to effect me mentally and physically. My friends from my past don't want to talk to me. Probably for the best cause I don't relate with them anymore. Feeling depressed and lonely at this point. No one talks to me at work either. I come home and on weekends I just watch tv and occasionally ride my bike through town....I just feel weird being in public showing my face always just me by myself. Would like to have someone to talk to and hangout with but don't even know where to begin or how to because its been so long. Never really developed the best social skills and feel like im just being a drag because I just come off as depressed and numb. Im thinking the only solution at this point is to get a dog and just accept my loneliness for now. Should I get a dog?,2.411154912226671,4.315563167539271,3.680769941484449,88.6845796119495,77.01047120418848,6.58835848475516,24.32429935324915,7.510576382923642,1.0777296581459803,739,25,154,10,17,241,106,191,0.128,0.736,0.136,0.6756,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,12,13,0,0,7,0,13,2,1,3,1,38,27,13,0,3,9,0,4,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,7,14,0,0,9,5,0,3,8,5,0,1,2,5,18,8,28,21,3,22,0,3,1,0,10,10,0,1,11,103,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070795772352607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762493227943522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568952694637481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701023829281232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321990769235939,0.0,0.221708398965552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167933602599027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499788681922836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952071119935733,0.0919354646344509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827446271603203,0.0,0.2017041111744192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528008862380625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908558398017386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801245866569924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072412221673448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257419138255594,0.0,0.0,0.11388573685006635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296882684581921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925290892502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720301332704904,0.09787380188842308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284823510918695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649581716425569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387485338747832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244148420262598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145779578044436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118225402758296,0.10903779263176082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103060891054161,0.1124798793891388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491746100325544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590412071779486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936871423297918,0.0,0.0,0.09141699055570167,0.0,0.0,0.08287151237887237 lonely,blacyoungta,2020/02/18,Just wanna vent... Been feeling super down lately. Have friends and a stable family life ... it’s really just the significant other factor that’s getting to me. I’m a straight male who goes to a large college in the northeast and it’s just like impossible for me to find a girl for me. Just someone to talk to ya know? Literally broke down at work today ... tears in my eyes and all just wanted to start balling out crying because this shit is just getting to the point where it’s unbearable. I’m looking to improve my chances and go out and all that but it doesn’t work for me... sorry for the sad ass post lol just had to get some shit off of my chest. Wondering if anyone else is going through this (never had a GF before btw),1.4885958904109593,3.872064075342468,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,82.90410958904108,5.56780821917808,22.138698630136986,6.9077264865688965,0.6682342465753415,569,19,116,7,16,186,94,146,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,-0.8324,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,8,7,2,0,9,1,7,6,5,0,3,26,20,7,0,3,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,3,8,3,24,17,3,18,0,2,2,1,7,11,3,3,5,77,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080981539555714,0.1916842925911827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404147273456347,0.0,0.1591902416275588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205497227985918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628029450265166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636120076848966,0.0,0.09459263968929164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709865929857156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453658215661508,0.0,0.2932227845182015,0.0,0.2126423355617584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281359129593456,0.0,0.21103298438130869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213925733545448,0.09139723005123927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709903733388345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428666900775314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684989281017385,0.0,0.1791697340852018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198474409716102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840673075261281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851122214140564,0.0,0.0,0.20941935002228615,0.13241530578116212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036681696878038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732878533339966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103438968283171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028789297100546,0.27239112368651225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,acidbvby,2020/02/18,"“how no one understands me” “ How no one understands me” & reasons i don’t need them too when parents fail to see you at all or they saw only what they chose to see rather than the real you they become unaware of the impact it will have on you. which resulted in a child – who becomes an adult – who now has a lack of self-awareness or even understanding. one of the main causes of depression is the feeling of being misunderstood & that leads to a terrible ongoing of loneliness that doesn’t even fade when youre surrounded by other people. youre left feeling vulnerable & like you need to hide away from others, which creates even more of a feeling of not belonging or being liked. but how are you supposed to grow up & not care what others may think? or allow anyone to be close to you for the fear of you wont be accepted for who you are? how can you jus ignore the longing need to be accepted when growing up in your own home you couldn’t even trust the adults who were supposed to take care of you? instead you’re left scarred from physical & emotional abuse bein made to feel like you will never be good enough no matter how hard you tried? now as an adult after the damage is said & done its like you are constantly walking around wearing a sign sayin “I won’t let anyone close” , but still expect said person to try. youre stuck feeling like no one will ever understand let alone even care to listen, no matter how hard you try to explain. also coming from a childhood like said above you now have codependency trying to seek approval & validation from others to the point where you have lost sight of who you even are. & if you don’t know who you are, it’s hard for anyone else to know & understand you. you literally sit & worry all day about others understanding you that leads you not being able to understand yourself so then slowly but surely you lose yourself, & I promise, that’s the worst feeling. all we ever want it to be understood, but its the only thing that's seems so impossible. sadly you don’t blame others not being able to understand you tho because if you can’t understand or figure yourself out either how the hell can you communicate with other people in a way that will make sense to them? so you just keep everything in, trying to get a hold of all the unbearable never ending emotions that boil inside you. it’s like having an empty pit gouged deep inside your gut that always aches & jus eats your insides constantly & you know you can only handle so much but deep inside, you’re hoping that there is someone who maybe will hear you out one time without judgement. so you sit there & pray everyday that if somehow someone was able to totally understand you, you will then feel better about yourself? trying so hard to be accepted or understood by others stops one from living their own life because their entire being (personality, thoughts, actions) is now controlled by a set standard of what they think people want to see. you become so obsessed with other people’s opinion of you, you forget your own & lose sight of your self worth & self value. so now here I am now, 22 years old & jus being brought to my attention of this problem i have developed, i’m on a journey to accept myself, because at the end of the day, it should never matter what others think of me. my opinion of myself is the only one that matters. through learning to make the best choices for myself, practicing mindfulness & self-care, generally learning to respect myself & showing more compassion towards myself i will never long for someone else’s approval - it doesn't matter what others think of me. why? ‼️they don't have to live with me. im the only person who has to live with me. my judgement is the only one i need to be concerned with. im the only person who has to like me because i’m stuck with me ‼️not everyone will understand me, & that's okay, im here to live my life & learn how to understand myself not to be understood by others. ‼️the chaos in my mind is what makes me unique & beautiful. anything unique and beautiful is not meant to be understood but to be accepted & appreciated - that’s been a hard pill to grasp & swallow ‼️what matters most is my own opinion of myself. only i am aware of what my life has been like, what im capable of, & what i want to achieve. i’m the only one who can see all that & form an opinion who has taken everything from my life in to consideration. ‼️ i was not made to meet the needs of other people. ‼️ why allow someone who isn’t even attempting to put forth any effort to try & understand me in my life ‼️ what others say has no real effect on me if i know who i am & don’t allow their words to have affect on me ‼️ if someone doesn’t understand me they’re probably applying their set of expectations on me & want me to be someone I’m not & ill continually fail to meet those expectations & not be understood. but why would i if i can’t be myself ? ‼️ the important thing is that i know myself & start to surround myself with others that do too ‼️ if others can't comprehend the way i think, why i do the things i do it’s bc they dont wanna understand me or even take the time to listen & empathize, or they don't know how & that’s okay ‼️ everyone all has their own visions. which is why some may not understand me. I'm different. I make choices that others consider unusual. but that’s what make us all unique. ‼️ others can’t understand or comprehend experiences or situations that they have not experienced themselves. so they misunderstand or misinterpret me because they have yet to feel the experiences & situations ive been through ‼️ they don’t understand me because they aren’t me ‼️ i don’t owe anyone anyone explanation ‼️‼️‼️the truth of it all is, i was & am just fine. my family just didn’t get me. not a little bit, not even at all. ‼️‼️‼️",5.6871648706768525,6.319601477016484,6.279316613004787,78.17476719457284,67.18733738074587,9.26663736054842,29.844824103886232,9.293530613975678,2.5075697679668285,4705,162,884,85,73,1535,372,1153,0.12,0.763,0.11800000000000001,-0.7633,4,1,0,0,1,0,149.0,2,48,18,16,58,44,1,2,43,2,108,12,2,27,18,210,203,53,0,27,45,1,13,9,0,14,7,7,1,10,80,15,3,5,60,1,2,10,46,15,0,9,27,28,132,29,128,140,28,87,2,8,7,0,102,33,1,29,47,633,212,8,0.06044949509011231,0.02387425563573197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020869148766499715,0.0,0.016113813127920592,0.016766274141020138,0.7859640320952528,0.0,0.013702576520929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044615414629149,0.020645883770217338,0.016581594609459224,0.017937622222465515,0.0,0.0,0.01893143017095217,0.0,0.0,0.07369890227000826,0.0667617180514022,0.0,0.0,0.021146005219865892,0.017820888677030508,0.0219983974521461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061632288992027065,0.020699427679108432,0.0,0.017357295818679463,0.0,0.04354961941056598,0.02259974962281977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0259899489807778,0.0,0.017355020514533626,0.0,0.0,0.02105228544999555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020620273697867567,0.023615452680421367,0.0,0.0,0.020618308236726068,0.03366519762533219,0.04533169713118294,0.03569354019274467,0.02082016253222853,0.0,0.11977896418275898,0.0364533527386088,0.0,0.0385080553765356,0.036218738920698976,0.03942080369787674,0.018995468034555537,0.0226741626454625,0.08150688272443232,0.028790087580504317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02105491081578844,0.0,0.0,0.016900722824905776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025145684976456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022710324767346645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02021192410864866,0.02001332941013059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706110384367909,0.0,0.0,0.01791009624087244,0.0,0.0,0.06644292322130943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437857021921617,0.041209136205490667,0.0711621101435028,0.08859770963727108,0.02019542491082042,0.07117068220087837,0.03566393394671573,0.0,0.045085015082550764,0.02199592156631833,0.0,0.0,0.03813251590793919,0.06725084561778684,0.0,0.020243214260797573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069117188468213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01481244476642756,0.07470422442757868,0.062163169608878424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021143858799162217,0.0,0.1228864269548682,0.13792369492381107,0.0,0.0,0.022374003527377992,0.0,0.0,0.06984678099038114,0.07037622328928818,0.0,0.0,0.019048103954565743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02172492659826451,0.019280667639534173,0.0,0.020256146276046508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586983966082261,0.0,0.020717382933941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057501312625784916,0.01602395492024385,0.0,0.0,0.0642272282190757,0.01834365000192657,0.0840826758986633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045298510143897186,0.0,0.0,0.10243732204765216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014262154585541741,0.0,0.016091681621586598,0.0168461615481821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018990977910680617,0.0,0.030300331516852082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040159958493366635,0.0645559926835204,0.0,0.015996715609141347,0.023499057806004538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576289136660188,0.0,0.0,0.3775803375285121,0.024237766547795532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047539571195414285,0.031987997006759535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091044500222056,0.0,0.0,0.019423718707201842,0.0,0.0,0.02046313218410944,0.0,0.014313862310424091,0.0,0.0,0.012975830974494932 lonely,C12H22O11-addict,2020/02/18,"Birthdays make me feel quite sad and lonely ironically Hey to whoever reads this. I just felt like sharing this, maybe there are some who feel the same way about their birthdays. So i turned 21 at midnight. My parents came to visit me 3 days ago and left me a little box for me to open on my birthday, which i did. There wasnt much in it but a lovely card and some small stuff, but i told them i didnt want presents so i didnt expect much. However all this made me feel really sad. There were 2 people writing me happy birthday on whatsapp and its not like i need the attention but somehow the birthday always gives me the sense of how insignificant i am. Yet another year goes by and the older i get the lonlier the days of my birthday are. It kinda shows me that i live on my own and despite of having friends in my life i feel like i dont really have someone outside my family who truely cares about me when it comes hard on hard. I dont know if anyone can relate since to that. I am not here to fish for attention or sth i just wanted to share this! Thank you for reading this :)",2.3702147746046727,4.0639277443946185,3.6976823223979243,89.45663441113994,76.48878923766816,6.6678310125088505,23.396034930375265,7.475848149327749,0.8999560538116591,849,26,181,11,19,278,130,223,0.083,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.9658,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,14,13,0,0,9,0,14,2,0,3,1,40,34,15,0,5,9,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,8,3,0,3,7,3,0,0,9,7,33,10,22,25,7,23,0,3,0,1,15,11,0,6,11,125,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037274720011147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299107278221927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239132806949026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494997473406157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553115917613001,0.13845052658807727,0.0,0.0,0.11697407895488413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515115118561173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182979486265507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801402942432102,0.0,0.2746451012522867,0.09701090575801898,0.13038305825516489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491372365612507,0.0,0.07094650070731627,0.13026550182576668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445547091356064,0.24328861245716454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746285580049728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147540038460629,0.0,0.09591496714095356,0.19902553928127775,0.1361007643542868,0.11990815110265095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255893829341585,0.12849109599674402,0.0906432177829439,0.0,0.13642282576614653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964769878016386,0.1006891619263742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078261513131735,0.0,0.0,0.0941421170631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443310571525342,0.27166050153049026,0.0,0.17398559057339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232978902788243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505739452257395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545107275543826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502041323556132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297565115288973,0.0,0.0,0.14770433730283938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018905285088347,0.10778656210521273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744656384103025 lonely,draconicvalentine,2020/02/18,"Abuse (A vent) (I’d like to preface this by saying I’m in a better situation, and even when I wasn’t, I had many advantages in life. I am, by no means, overshadowing those who are worse off than me. This is just a vent.) I used to love my dad more than anything. He was jovial, empathetic, and endlessly creative, even after divorcing my mother. For many years, he was all I had. The only hope in my tiny, teenage world. Then he got a fancy job in Connecticut, and moved. Things changed after that. For a long time I felt that the world was collapsing around me. The friends I had made began leaving because of how much of a shitty person I was. I’d hurt the people closest to me, and word spread fast. Their friends were quick to learn about my actions. Quickly, my reputation was filled with the horrible exploits of my abuse. Years prior I had come out to my mother. She was angry more than anything. I wanted so badly to feel comfortable where I lived, but with my father away and constant arguments with friends and mother, my chest heaved with nothing but anger. I set myself into the resolve that I needed a fresh start. A new state; new people, new school, and a somewhat new family. I had so many hopeful prospects for the future. So many dreams of what my new life would be like. I was admitted to a hospital weeks later. Life with my “new” father was strange. I had no sense of privacy with him and his wife; an hour was set to do my work, where I would be watched. My bag was rifled through, and my room was checked. I’d only made one friend at school, and I was terrified of everyone else. The school itself was large and prestigious, loaded with expectations and a competitive environment. For a while, I spent hours in the guidance office, until I realized I’d overstayed my welcome. I began skipping classes to sleep in the library, as I hardly slept at home. I began starving myself and avoiding self care, and severe depression wasn’t far behind. Symptoms of my PTSD I’d developed years prior after an incident began bubbling to the surface. Paranoia and anxiety ruled my life. My stepmother was constantly critical of my actions; calling me disgusting and making me doubt my every move. My step sister was temperamental at best. She had her own group of friends anyways- it felt like she wanted nothing to do with me, only talking to me when she wanted something. Even the only friend I’d made didn’t last long. He had us own problems, and our shared mental illnesses collided and fought. Older friends that I’d known from my former home didn’t work out either, one saying that everything I was feeling was my fault. She was probably right. I wanted my dad to understand. I wanted it so badly. He’d said he knew about depression and anxiety. He said he had experienced them first hand. But his job seemed to have changed him. He no longer made jokes with me. They were all the same from when I was a kid. All of the ones he was repeating felt inorganic. He constantly accused me of lying, saying he knew everything I was doing and that there was no point in hiding my “intentions”. Every argument we had, he glazed over. My entire “new” family never settled anything. They only acted everything never happened. Towards the end, he began calling me abusive, always asking “well, what do you want to do?”, as if I knew. At that point I’d accepted I was meant to die. Every friend I made, I traumatized. Every live-in family members I had, I alienated. An abuser doesn’t deserve a life- that’s what I’d hammered into my head. All the wack medications that were supposed to stabilize me only made me a zombie, and waiting a week to be admitted into a hellish hospital just made me even more suicidal. I remember and acquaintance asking an old kindergarten friend about me, and they asked plainly, “Did they kill themselves yet?” I was desperate to come home. Back to my mom, who I missed more than anything. We may have had differences, but when I made the decision to go home, she accepted me with open arms. She loved me for who I am, and always resolved things after the heat of the moment had dissipated. Now, I’m relatively okay. I’m still dealing with the repercussions of what I’d done , but I’ve made peace with it. Some forgave me, others hate me, but I’m working on myself to make everything better. I know have a tiny enclave of friends (some more like acquaintances than others) that I appreciate more than anything. Especially my best friend. She may be a thousands of miles away, and we may have gone through hell and back, but she loves me.. and I love her. I’m sure I could have written more. There’s so much I didn’t say- but I think that’s enough. I don’t want to expose myself entirely anyways. Thank you, and I’m sorry.",3.7515300492886734,5.906992863938058,4.640926403046937,82.17075893357233,73.90044247787611,7.7188081102274,27.372241514506555,8.54487439324064,2.138983913968859,3735,144,687,71,79,1208,375,904,0.163,0.664,0.172,0.6523,2,1,1,1,3,1,137.0,5,2,6,11,34,56,7,2,43,1,74,18,6,14,7,136,148,52,3,16,12,10,7,4,11,5,8,6,5,3,29,52,0,2,25,2,2,11,13,17,1,5,76,15,127,39,101,61,23,109,2,4,1,4,93,36,1,11,63,476,156,10,0.0,0.19952488503950352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006059103097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441226011520376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322219426981558,0.037477629317821295,0.11807251694942725,0.0,0.07910804605022424,0.06474409060055511,0.0703029269566873,0.025663566275676127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836200644144453,0.0744674686163736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597693415589079,0.0,0.04292341634814783,0.0,0.08907173103403211,0.07253027080005325,0.0,0.1364843516849122,0.0,0.03361315845438124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434029081332628,0.07252076307329823,0.0,0.043692807712521216,0.043985191604701435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308257607927704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03516886970484928,0.0,0.037287809158703895,0.0435002100079016,0.0,0.11122573212733876,0.0,0.14188314091679832,0.0402280360031345,0.15134586455153146,0.0,0.11906345794694938,0.0,0.04257371322286582,0.0,0.12126684741796855,0.0,0.0,0.0358099552818887,0.0,0.0,0.35778708158886857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023926210968905712,0.0,0.03367094961369661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722859653164598,0.0,0.037713032455021896,0.04156470528599065,0.04320640414245066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891759457285588,0.08362893718532456,0.08291938341447262,0.0,0.045068564297742926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355484691402583,0.0,0.04657704400073587,0.0,0.023136876006546032,0.03431684760941982,0.0,0.04457746868865569,0.0,0.0,0.14868119934491478,0.08227108312754378,0.0,0.0743495546048567,0.07451376107120182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198637275557375,0.358521505968452,0.05620370932367677,0.17072981831858175,0.0,0.04585887935235888,0.0,0.04241098543827351,0.04242656243403836,0.0,0.0,0.04930662122489609,0.0,0.08949056697056909,0.06189619865576264,0.031216369670955226,0.06493971717457042,0.2846208454021289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807915319280357,0.0,0.04417651863750968,0.0,0.08558347181300398,0.19211216322845048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058373216573199764,0.03675980540387416,0.0,0.0,0.07959558634504665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539056157548637,0.04028369567787978,0.04921225787248777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769071592241885,0.03595288562779405,0.0800928481731666,0.1339173799644965,0.0,0.12782133193061385,0.0,0.038325955724892204,0.04391913432419635,0.04756064056709915,0.0,0.0,0.047321789665531314,0.04213007092109528,0.0,0.0,0.03241038049491258,0.0,0.04712713050641867,0.029798361020278538,0.0,0.03362084848452825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046050202694816335,0.0,0.03967843796085882,0.04375767373440973,0.0,0.03383811766376105,0.0,0.03875971714642515,0.0,0.0,0.05593829621217242,0.026975766732413826,0.0,0.0,0.02454865441051871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382723811839143,0.050640715859903686,0.03636059526136893,0.0,0.0,0.17382032071549494,0.0,0.06753962698152774,0.0,0.037852656640250316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194717704021756,0.0,0.042903157394076255,0.05981279114068357,0.0,0.0,0.08133241585561436 lonely,Merkly-,2020/02/18,I enjoy listening to peoples problems and would like to help anyone that feels like they have something to share! Never used reddit before but i found this sub and felt that some of the posts really hit hard. It made me feel good to see that people have similar thoughts to me so i thought it would be theraputic to listen to peoples stories.,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.76923076923077,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,2.0196769230769243,275,10,49,4,5,85,48,65,0.054000000000000006,0.76,0.18600000000000005,0.8087,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,17,4,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,6,5,8,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789544072407695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799827549124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138955718849941,0.1511055764080916,0.20308651916558293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191408011507736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740782879035918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947491383372575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177331238780527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066700205716671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013957165110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313256340116694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399113301321774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257185370086986,0.0,0.0,0.20239024206216866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550122403697773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854919794876635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283373814916055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358368293943589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268010302028773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050681978575666,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dinosaur_nads,2020/02/18,Why am I SO STUPID Why can't I just FUCKING ACCEPT THAT THERE IS SOMETHING SO WRONG WITH ME THAT MAKES ME NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE COMPANIONSHIP OF LITERALLY ANYONE. WETHER THAT BE FREIND OR PARTNER. I KEEP DILUDING MYSELF THAT SOMEONE MIGHT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND BUT EACH TIME IM REMINDED OF HOW PAINFULLY INADIQAUTE I AM. I SERIOUSLY CANNOT KEEP LIVING SO LONELY. I AM A FUCKING GRAPESKIN AWAY FROM DOWNING MY MEDS. WHY ME WHY ME WHY ME WHY AM I SO HORRIBLE WHAT ABOUT ME IS REPELANT I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF,-0.2099029126213594,0.9368228834951466,1.482819417475728,91.76970485436891,121.13592233009709,3.5897475728155346,19.653980582524273,5.6839178017228535,0.2598834174757285,419,16,79,5,25,135,64,103,0.38299999999999995,0.5870000000000001,0.03,-0.9948,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,6,0,2,0,11,3,0,2,0,13,20,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,22,3,9,17,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,2,1,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222622804613644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239226198608357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628601028151496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190415563752768,0.2438753619070741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106298801037074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906662416750883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247259687806182,0.0,0.0,0.23447420803253424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646845108866125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804301525618533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465090702786917,0.0,0.0,0.13992305519723125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403488927336215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175684391021308,0.1015416120647493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691085093110107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779692496021492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141051943138829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420988187336453,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaddyNeedsHisJoose,2020/02/18,Isolation I havent talked to anybody other than my immediate family or my 1 cousin in almost 4 years now. I used to have friends but after learning who they really were I decided to jump ship but I dont know how to talk to anybody or get over the fear of meeting new people. It doesnt help that I havent even attempted to talk to a girl for 5 years now and the loneliness is just overwhelming and I find myself inching closer and closer to the feedback everyday. Can somebody help me? My life has been a complete wreck for a long time now and I dont know what to do,3.0475047080979247,4.315870398305087,4.723333333333333,84.55095103578157,73.83050847457628,8.295291902071563,26.670433145009408,8.841846274778883,1.9467540489642177,449,16,94,9,9,152,76,118,0.17,0.812,0.018000000000000002,-0.9547,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,2,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,17,16,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,13,1,16,14,0,16,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,10,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429018537057755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343379808970052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547968005739138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281531170467211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829115495779216,0.21833451101698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733731990814716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990491161186625,0.0,0.10137118907875636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010464665350697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326451872253888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704712949324693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170794134610146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739265156476886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451401061283996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429877459182286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678550731738967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313880418998624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675771795355376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989427439096995 lonely,1LonelySpirit,2020/02/18,"Struggling to find my place in this world. There are so many mean people. No matter what site, game or club I try, I get rejected or hurt so much. I tried to make a Reddit and the same thing happens here too. I try my best to make friends. I make sure to be nice, but not creepy. Not clingy or desperate either. But hopelessness sets in now. I don't know what is wrong with me to cause such behavior.",0.816775067750676,3.0371056097561,1.7779674796747995,98.54331978319786,84.3658536585366,5.595663956639567,17.647696476964764,6.937597516519254,-0.17174417344173465,308,7,72,4,9,96,62,82,0.193,0.679,0.128,-0.8384,0,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,4,1,20,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,8,10,4,7,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,1,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227533014089364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804902651140853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940013824731833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399120110355486,0.0,0.1108968537159318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877004182728889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272282373700033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665229711963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250546917437976,0.2151978673357424,0.0,0.2312128749910503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603519148663986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715404537758842,0.0,0.22176605166938315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218997672103732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005211303996456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101581277140482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323309022723811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320724958806849,0.0,0.0 lonely,chara_07,2020/02/18,There is nothing to do in life anymore Nothing is fun anymore. I used to have a favourite anime but now that's not really interesting anymore so now I'm clinging on to a game because it's all that's interesting. Does anyone recommend any games for me to watch to see if that interests me?,3.2100000000000013,5.167972413793105,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,74.86206896551724,8.088275862068969,32.289655172413795,8.841846274778883,2.9353820689655175,232,12,44,5,5,79,41,58,0.138,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.3665,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,8,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535343702058808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7234319494894002,0.17001932001881706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822476118969807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278619159476586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174725468444094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666267110948306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577103567016082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937627007612077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100074670619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackbbwuk,2020/02/18,"Is loneliness embarrassing? Does anyone else feel embarrassed about their feelings of loneliness? I definitely do, because I'm generally a very independent person, so it always catches me off-guard when I feel very lonely and want someone to interact with/think about me.",9.410666666666664,11.364638955555556,9.402222222222225,54.37000000000002,59.444444444444436,13.111111111111116,41.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,6.424333333333335,223,12,29,8,3,73,38,45,0.276,0.639,0.085,-0.8621,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720852246992786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773714581686895,0.3044110086112877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110758721730552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25999160628477874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818643944438465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506635436702329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594136602746152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172934284805737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036777561483367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490272315770169,0.17523552124976247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Andnothingsleft,2020/02/18,"I should be happy I should be happy because i have my family I should be happy because i have my friends I should be happy because i have my bf I should be happy because i am loved I should be happy because i can love I should be happy because i am still alive BUT I AM NOOOOT I SOOO AM NOT WHAT THE HELLL IS WRONG WITH ME I feel so fucking alone when im surrounded by people that should make me happy and when i realise that im being ungrateful for what and who i got i feel even more like a shit Soo yeah having people by your side doesnt change your feeling of lonelyness And that kinda suckss...",0.9965838885523935,3.0695494094488183,2.9003149606299203,91.66883706844338,82.46456692913384,5.167534827377348,20.005451241671715,6.297961479604792,0.12069884918231374,473,13,100,4,13,158,63,127,0.138,0.601,0.261,0.9083,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,6,15,2,0,2,1,27,4,1,1,0,19,35,7,0,8,2,0,3,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,26,12,5,18,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,1,4,78,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001716092026697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532082237977535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215801515129597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378342430292104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910373875056038,0.0,0.146485736495007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460956707705907,0.08927719904460485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772356692940052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8224025526275847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862385261748764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717911316580307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743159809572139,0.0,0.06446107336179938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389864267567442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912748425144854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712074547130048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558388701121073,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThiccBoi606,2020/02/18,Life from my POV I feel like I’m a background kind of person like I’m not on anyone’s specific mind and they only hit me up if they need something from me. Kinda used to it but don’t really like it,-0.6020000000000003,1.2952039111111129,2.3422222222222224,94.3,87.66666666666669,5.377777777777778,15.666666666666668,6.742157984588678,-0.33420000000000005,156,3,37,2,5,55,36,45,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.6956,0,0,1,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513986552470544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280562826937034,0.2300266254726574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352985246124653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742799947448825,0.4719177996125848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251137367674984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387482928709726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448846096562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114546563080706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627226376121646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478802979341533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780922361545883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anon-anon-sir,2020/02/18,"Alone By Choice for the First Time I'm alone quite often, but today I decided to do something instead of sitting around beating myself up about it. Went to the movies alone today. Wasn't bad at all.",2.5265384615384607,4.985538000000002,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,79.25641025641026,4.925641025641027,22.57051282051281,5.985473137389443,0.39878974358974384,158,5,30,1,4,49,33,39,0.215,0.7,0.085,-0.5754,0,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,9,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7246516582169118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761951582877688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947329636609712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838089315698731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480632797818625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954784303767074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599525465545526,0.0,0.44213967452953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162017233674456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotImportantAccount3,2020/02/18,"i'm so lonely but i want them cuddles so baaad i'm a 17m but i just like being adorable and stuff and i looove cuddling uwu my F to M boyfriend (he said he felt uncomftorable in his bod and me like the cuddly person that i am said *yeah ok i'm fine with that* cuz i loved him sooo much) and i don't have any contact anymore cuz we broke up over an argument and now i've been lonely for 3 weeks now and i just feel so cuddly qwq anyone wanna talk?",-1.9142000000000008,-0.07288731999999598,0.4175000000000004,103.20125,102.2,2.9000000000000004,14.25,4.557286568694721,-1.4110999999999998,348,8,86,1,16,115,70,100,0.11699999999999999,0.67,0.214,0.8875,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,2,5,3,0,2,0,18,14,13,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,13,6,7,9,1,6,0,3,0,3,12,3,0,0,5,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904347189549577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777213917581441,0.1958083364222125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415950887120894,0.0,0.26887937365006803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736238028593572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252744267580068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058593689896111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445174504724741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327585067770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32057529279543234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508308107252487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517304001203312,0.0,0.22462873801889865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ClassicNIndie96,2020/02/18,"Where are all the others? I keep seeing all these people my age getting married, having kids, or even divorced. It seems like 50% of my dating pool is single moms. I know there are more people similar to me out there who aren't any of these things but are just looking for someone to come home to. Why am I only seeing everyone else?",3.795909090909092,5.209873439393941,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727273,72.18181818181819,6.492121212121212,23.806060606060605,6.742157984588678,0.81673696969697,261,7,50,2,5,84,52,66,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.2755,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,15,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,7,15,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118086629816476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683782829431347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028299622340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662612447113563,0.0,0.0,0.2405329489948281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315153346442579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524995699302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374374522288856,0.0,0.0,0.1383408580013344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297956977147002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113846558807296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481595888178924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144734928775548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490272784774153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40118267355332704,0.2291599608003541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132848215637544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723415665397712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714164313932714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pirkuleee,2020/02/18,"It’s just sad I’m gonna get straight to the point... If you been loyal to somebody that doesn’t even date / like you, you stupid as hell... But guess what...I’m stupid as hell too...",-0.8971052631578935,1.195077184210529,-0.20494736842105246,110.06836842105265,92.94736842105264,3.04,12.86315789473684,3.1291,-2.019543157894737,135,2,36,0,5,40,32,38,0.302,0.542,0.156,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,2,2,2,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37788135017636665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989102620430121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302571597823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27951003223890564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408404523102769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Riverhailed,2020/02/18,Ive never met a person that wanted me around Im 23 and every friend i have ever had has left me. When i ask questions in group chats they leave me on read. When i plan hangouts they don’t show up and fail to tell me in advance they decided to go see someone else. Im in a constant cycle of being stood up. Including once at a bowling alley and once for an apartment where my friend told me i could move in with them and then failed to tell me they changed their mind and moved away. They’ve also moved across country without telling me. Twice. For a long time i thought it was my fault. But the way they leave me every time is always so cruel and lately I’m wondering if it wasn’t. I never did anything. In fact i did too much. I comforted all of them all the time i did constant favors for them and they still fucked me over over and over again and called me a bad friend. But its not just friends either cus my boyfriend sometimes gets mad when I’m around. I dont do anything he just cant stand people. I sat there and did nothing and it still eventually happened. and my mom has rules for when i talk. If i talk or share an opinion i get yelled at. Everyone has rules about how i can talk to them and be in the same room as them and I’m so tired. I never speak or do anything except help them and im still not enough. Ive started to not even want friends because I’m scared they will be the same as the ones I’ve had my whole life and maybe i just corrupt them. Anyone have experience with this?,2.1392137830623628,3.5854278485804443,3.0495425867507926,94.91469728221306,76.50788643533123,5.76020383402087,22.602402329531664,6.093298490706669,0.15585668527056518,1176,33,270,7,26,373,165,317,0.128,0.812,0.06,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,15,4,23,16,3,1,12,0,27,3,0,1,7,54,47,33,0,5,15,1,0,0,5,1,2,2,1,1,6,20,0,0,4,4,0,5,11,8,0,2,13,3,49,8,36,29,8,50,0,2,1,1,39,22,1,7,21,187,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012035608135395,0.07295958464907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061310248221022434,0.0,0.21646781724134,0.1561135713200866,0.08197211079090963,0.0,0.08238140868199073,0.0,0.07321194804232664,0.053450966043367146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953452023608628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927573747892634,0.0,0.0,0.18950913703877592,0.0,0.07000803286090122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276425187681196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324820097817747,0.0,0.0,0.0906003562807808,0.0,0.057914036256934885,0.07931462448082588,0.14775403515251045,0.08378521376558931,0.0,0.08577115703044577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387197551744749,0.08106185892170817,0.0916218794362272,0.0,0.04983247754064238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753811094217458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877231191886119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841392453430248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098910656024675,0.18568804815213255,0.0952682336766897,0.0,0.061933354484754025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759701964249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808972655508528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885352039045798,0.10269369847101084,0.0,0.2795806244324986,0.06445736296008052,0.0,0.20288045201576616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413455447480045,0.0,0.0,0.1867598461498644,0.059416518039766275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078860559324222,0.07656173305366136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822543715938548,0.0,0.08770709432693992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778634581566877,0.0,0.06987229026872091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429383143703516,0.0,0.08672109099510894,0.0,0.062062737732304564,0.0,0.2100721479694309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114297045221752,0.2299173799569545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961079824747188,0.1533866274716437,0.10077913043007496,0.0,0.08378521376558931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103435842085116,0.06959897457656293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978953467439863,0.0,0.08452363579996462,0.09508887006472512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BodaciousBaka,2020/02/18,It might happen I have been feeling so out of touch with everything for the past month - like a heavy weight is on everything and it keeps making me feel so panicked and anxious. It has messed up my school my performance at work my social life my confidence and because it got so heavy i broke up with my first boyfriend of 5 months. Whatever I have makes me feel like everyone is out to get me and that I cant trust anyone. Ive struggled with depression and anxiety since I was 14 and Im 20 now. I know I cant leave - Ive stayed because of my sister and I cant imagine how much it would hurt her growing up. But right now my emotions feel so uncontrollable and there have been times where I was so close to doing it these past couple months and now it feels like it might actually happen soon. I have no one it feels like while I still have everything. Its so confusing and exhausting it feels like its not worth the trouble anymore.,2.356637115839245,4.541741484042554,3.2333333333333343,90.48388888888887,78.30851063829788,6.943735224586287,23.742316784869978,7.984000788550335,1.2206728132387703,741,25,156,13,18,235,104,188,0.184,0.706,0.109,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,14,15,0,3,3,0,21,3,0,3,0,35,36,19,0,1,2,1,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,16,1,1,9,0,1,1,5,9,0,2,5,9,24,6,16,28,1,25,0,3,0,0,3,10,0,3,18,107,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.10944674902405764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579799174547173,0.12670281836057298,0.11122726489647324,0.07842113121461597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673685373198685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409697468083247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659862610642178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615887311333346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716856371008757,0.3023920728975921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969612869344317,0.3204931856382779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539867851822167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058596169791190214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897003102158263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835595349114105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200638605346903,0.0,0.1211462557990804,0.0,0.0,0.09968819621119064,0.0,0.0,0.061637256419048714,0.0,0.0,0.11875556869896385,0.0,0.0,0.07921813823198419,0.2739654569814535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497281846652512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379566963550279,0.0,0.0,0.26856228815588346,0.0,0.08244656423862548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599888587491357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141285867033602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577944878202647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350648217449542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277547623723187,0.0,0.0,0.11432753034881366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195419223728802,0.08956683946789297,0.0,0.0,0.11724837991699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653982718416978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657413549317698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164991284378105,0.0,0.0,0.07967143757079079,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ihavenoskills5,2020/02/18,"Why am I the way that I am? Lol I pretty much spent my whole junior year of high school disassociating, so I distanced myself from my group of friends and spent a lot of time alone. None of my friends that I thought I was close with actually tried to stay close, which makes me think I wasn’t super interesting or fun which is great. And then this year, my senior year, the one year of high school that’s supposed to be like “the best year of my life” has sucked ass haha. I couldn’t get to school the first 3 weeks of school because I was so anxious and depressed and nobody really cared or tried to contact me. Then I switched to online school, that I’m doing now, and I only talk to 2 people. The thing is that I realize that I’m isolating myself but at the same time I have no desire to put myself out there and try and meet new people. I can’t really relate to pretty much everybody at my high school which is fun. Basically I’m just super lonely and it sucks. Thanks for reading about my super fun life",5.284546925566347,5.110237179611652,5.8263592233009724,83.86617313915862,67.98058252427184,8.614239482200649,25.904530744336572,8.07648339933343,1.2754122977346274,793,18,170,9,12,257,111,206,0.083,0.6709999999999999,0.24600000000000002,0.9896,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,6,19,2,0,7,2,14,3,1,1,0,24,27,15,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,3,1,2,1,5,4,0,2,6,0,26,15,22,19,7,25,0,2,0,1,6,8,3,3,15,109,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.09825252636929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427769277154574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374364348911956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137569844126973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566107225237448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265349053805974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671851053951495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564129369111427,0.0,0.0,0.15557557206971426,0.0,0.052602948638363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110038623808242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31913278801193784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223140084048014,0.04918884942014679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559747126972686,0.0,0.0,0.06720698670005644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802784548917594,0.0,0.0,0.09724070630965832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682257134638166,0.07657430297976463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960245816807268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486253611979385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101214679225431,0.0,0.0,0.10071069937637288,0.0,0.12900079628315891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113821780389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073151645426698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092554570327289,0.0,0.09269579627764447,0.0,0.0,0.06688961235466996,0.06451389126537314,0.0,0.07993141523441323,0.11741866224313342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507236666304104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991783856566625,0.08076219286761772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085115602686927,0.11240947966567266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241842134898051 lonely,theFreshDango,2020/02/18,"3 week university journey Week 1: Started he day off thinking, I'll meet some like minded people. Difficult to do when you constantly stuck in your mind, I couldn't even speak to the people next to me and when I do, I regret everything I say. I dont blame them for never wanting to speak to me. I'd do the same thing, theres not enough about me that's special enough to warrant spending time breaking down my walls when they could spend a tenth of the time with another person and already have them all figured out. I'm not special, although in my mind, you'd swear that I'm a goddamn celebrity. Week 2: Met a girl so far we're friends. I like her, she's different than the rest of them. Shes like me but better socially. I got lucky meeting her, I just hope I dont manage to scare her off. Week 3: I fucked it, shes not gone but its probably not long. How do people talk so easily? I cant even laugh anymore. I thought it was the medication but now I'm not so sure.",1.162487684729065,3.1526043990147805,2.9005197044334983,92.34555788177342,81.36453201970444,6.030443349753695,23.45049261083744,7.1686216300943375,0.7941489655172411,755,27,168,10,20,250,120,203,0.105,0.74,0.155,0.847,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,4,1,13,15,1,1,8,0,14,2,0,1,3,31,27,13,0,5,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,10,4,0,1,6,3,31,11,19,18,6,27,0,1,0,1,25,8,1,3,19,106,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005346259383106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308106728193636,0.0,0.0,0.1258652211763049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122456866103439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714963998003793,0.0,0.10133101393014804,0.0,0.0,0.08184944424447507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259878774156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974860287573126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622735017452965,0.0,0.16765184722052254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406269608637885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805393703375999,0.11733054079550899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150523251117112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260548753606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601224908155475,0.0,0.0,0.11231546376906323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785314900024947,0.0,0.0,0.38444282521072903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788439540079223,0.0,0.13497516082504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395989667651154,0.11081696944679677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368354489372106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092761673295368,0.12706369636751158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937349405550658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983083632974857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961554744089326,0.0,0.0,0.10200918122615857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431644828017598,0.08132177754876704,0.0,0.10075604867970424,0.1480098959111311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485754367665685,0.0,0.4072130794724612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,80ktsV1,2020/02/18,"18M I made a PowerPoint so you can get to know me before you message me :) Hey! I’m Cameron. A college student from Virginia! I’m looking for someone to get to know overtime and hopefully make something long term. So here is the PowerPoint: https://imgur.com/a/bz1TcsA So if you enjoyed that and would like to get some more of my bad jokes. Now it’s your turn. Let me get to know you! Shoot me a message :)",-0.14723008190618006,1.5005739493670909,1.0096947133283685,96.10051377513031,113.30379746835442,3.884139985107968,23.634400595681313,5.900188976854957,0.6952793745346241,318,15,64,4,17,99,54,79,0.069,0.732,0.19899999999999998,0.8879,2,0,1,1,0,1,18.0,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,18,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,8,15,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,4,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489957685994667,0.0,0.0,0.20881816848096624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128475564327956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373855519667104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045979001576738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093913945534724,0.0,0.1198905283917182,0.0,0.0,0.2171721544842469,0.20607502640102346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322043509839607,0.16380706688749586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792746309593946,0.18892167187772455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669258092544478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743258229218387,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PrometheanAge,2020/02/18,"I've been here a few times... I've been lonely a few times in my life, like the what the fuck is wrong with me, looking over my shoulder kinda lonely. Then I escaped, met good people who I can rely on. Got better at communicating though not perfect. I want everyone on of you here to be able to do the same. Come and shoot the breeze. PM's please babes! I don't do apps and stuff but I can be here for you 😁 So",-1.1043632958801517,0.954542674157306,1.223848314606741,99.49809456928841,94.1685393258427,3.865543071161049,14.158239700374533,5.46131890053228,-1.1548209737827713,314,6,77,2,12,105,63,89,0.15,0.7659999999999999,0.085,-0.5577,0,4,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,0,6,0,10,3,1,0,1,10,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,10,4,10,10,3,9,0,2,1,1,5,5,1,1,4,52,13,0,0.26781090987467554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368569863614047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306953852584683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559048011696609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758687073162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246270850003209,0.21419284961899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891627657540253,0.13083888291318946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489371439352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566636436879866,0.0,0.0,0.29397595693553324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065794186076867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631228592016097,0.0,0.3123253904524207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796181338549745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928091882869982,0.0,0.0 lonely,-molecular-biology-,2020/02/18,"anyone ever end up loosing the only person that gave them hope in life? i’m 15f and my brother 26m recently left a couple weeks ago to cali for a job interview, turns out he got the job and won’t be coming back. this entire time i was told that he’d come back. i don’t have a good relationship with my parents and i have trouble emotionally connecting with people outside of my brother. i feel like i lost apart of my happiness, my only friend, and the only person who i’ll ever trust. i’m loosing motivation in school too. i go home and it’s so quiet. the emptiness and loneliness leaves me some sort of pain that just never seems to go away. yeah, i can use distractions, but what’s the point when i lost motivation to do those things?",2.645430769230772,4.487985953333336,4.328666666666667,84.57946153846156,76.13333333333333,7.282051282051282,23.538461538461537,8.139509932561175,1.3282307692307689,583,18,118,10,13,196,100,150,0.09699999999999999,0.775,0.129,0.5764,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,8,11,0,1,8,1,9,2,0,3,3,24,25,9,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,2,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,6,2,16,6,14,16,1,23,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,4,12,72,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091652983460205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537891025814547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281588186903636,0.20977704754029874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350050162817957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509316944051486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343945758720107,0.12081606895706322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467757893670144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897145191072923,0.09744915151658518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538767031241517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504642506602193,0.11441167691475307,0.10909709801034533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520773353182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682729164319699,0.13548287858351718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707256975998933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444352632276547,0.1482065490510501,0.0,0.09634826200820684,0.06664154502886263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978085964440865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052054481777416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112308940076359,0.14514661098547393,0.0,0.15146377402814948,0.0,0.0,0.0945674030986489,0.23821057255577616,0.0,0.0,0.1289486572891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346854057362475,0.14645001419349812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805111465952993,0.0,0.12417976314983042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906227156407352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795399888323027,0.0,0.0,0.13034268522122142,0.0,0.0,0.1483715901115727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781180722418474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094174264302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,greatmanok,2020/02/18,Idk what kind of loneliness is this My all day goes of decent. Good with my family but at night I get so lonely and I always wish to God that there was someone who'd ask me how my day was and take interest in it. Just before sleeping I feel so lonely.,1.0655555555555551,2.8013144444444467,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,80.48148148148148,6.542222222222222,18.20740740740741,7.554174236665415,0.3020562962962963,196,4,44,3,5,67,44,54,0.18100000000000002,0.635,0.184,0.0464,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,9,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,6,6,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438133811895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393107555784185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493356440219377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779430829204759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762300824756148,0.0,0.14815805601856424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530891405408332,0.0,0.0,0.2457685196978861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051318195847757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749763389179637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932283296464385,0.0,0.24827211299671606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031210441123414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369547631339125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ultraman3094,2020/02/18,"My story I work in an airport as a traffic agent and for 1 year I have been in love with a pretty, kind and cool girl who has treated me well since we met. When I am with her, all my depressive thoughts disappear (because I was diagnosed with depression) and I had a lot of chemistry at work to the point that all our colleagues theorized our kind of relationship. But she always rejected my advances, simply preferring friendship. One day, I learn that she was in a relationship with a longshoreman who had been courting her for some time. and that completely destroyed me to a level that my doctor diagnosed me with a stronger prescription. and I wondered ""what is wrong? what did she see in the docker?"" and then I found out that the girl had lost her aunt and that the longshoreman was supporting her since then and that's why they fell in love because she never told me anything if we were friends? I felt betrayed and disgusted with me but mostly defeated. because I am ugly and the docker exceeded me in many ways. I am 30 years old and I am simply tired of this. of feeling horribly bad about everything. of losing meaning to life. I want someone to stretch my ability to love me because I have suffered too much. I will soon quit and go outside the country, maybe looking for a place where there are no people. a cabin in the woods sounds good ...",5.728467852257182,6.68065534883721,5.8792111263109925,79.94251025991794,67.21705426356588,9.32640218878249,33.781121751025985,9.478462496947786,3.1283198358413142,1072,48,199,21,17,340,146,258,0.17,0.6970000000000001,0.133,-0.9375,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,1,7,7,22,2,0,17,1,20,8,0,0,3,39,37,19,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,12,21,0,0,8,0,0,4,2,11,1,1,16,6,40,11,30,20,6,29,0,7,2,3,26,14,0,5,10,151,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874415642470474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765649530217327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908570730522004,0.2893640679246716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244247618572776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653327048223578,0.0,0.20442309913665746,0.24089805589533805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146526186250063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665425101039884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060003852896426166,0.0,0.11394320615305625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301171242134663,0.09168527109894732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744372217812558,0.09953598541193442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715611568350485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838211575979225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965413331645967,0.13276300221137535,0.1295439106853302,0.10089022658689012,0.3213168618395985,0.0,0.0,0.12031422828675865,0.1192214262211382,0.12926800329814728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723717331270046,0.0,0.09152674130349546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452572844304635,0.0,0.08041484857334923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227184417797721,0.0,0.12398641165516655,0.0,0.11218288217546912,0.0,0.0,0.1207315320283346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622169904645078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481746041014364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456578451251156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633250637954425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054993799779073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466695984895674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942118788649641,0.06919827924536451,0.1363953792691849,0.0,0.1133956599936778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999549832897096,0.09419587660267924,0.0,0.0,0.10669988914946793,0.0,0.10708252920636772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869412984025866,0.1727884639826579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974860575595046,0.0,0.15284105135216364 lonely,klmtovar,2020/02/18,"Another day alone... When I found this sub, I (26F) felt that is the only place to write my feelings. I'm sorry, English is not my first language. Since my boyfriend (25M) of 1.5 years left me some months ago, I feel so lonely. He was my best friend and until today Idk the real reasons of his decision. We had a ldr, it was hard but I thought we could do it. We were planning our wedding, have an apartment...and then my happiness bubble just burst. Sometimes I think he cheated on me but idk. I feel so stupid, I believed in all his promises and now, he's having fun while I'm trying to go ahead with my life and my new goals. It's sad, because I don' have friends to talk or get distracted and I don't like talking with my family about this. I think I'm a successful person: I have a degree in engineering, a good job, a decent family, I don't smoke, no drugs, no alcohol....but nobody cares, maybe I'm ugly, who knows lol. I've tried to meet new people online but most of them ghost me lol. Maybe because I'm a nerdy or a little bit shy and introverted. In real life, Idk how to make friends, I mean, when you're an adult, you already have friends! From HS or college. At work, my co workers are very old and, as I said, I'm introverted so being outside trying new stuff is very hard for me. I miss sending messages in the morning and at night, talk about my day at work or my plans for the weekend. I miss hugs and cuddles. I think that's I need: a huge hug just to know everything will be ok.",1.1636666666666675,3.091359538709681,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,81.03225806451613,5.681720430107527,22.59139784946237,6.742157984588678,0.5017978494623656,1147,38,255,12,30,380,179,310,0.13,0.669,0.201,0.9869,1,3,3,0,0,0,58.0,4,1,1,10,11,22,2,1,14,3,20,6,0,3,1,47,46,25,1,2,10,0,6,1,4,1,3,1,0,2,9,13,0,0,14,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,8,7,41,15,27,34,5,34,0,4,0,3,27,12,0,6,21,145,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939375605524562,0.10777353810381456,0.0,0.10444588091465157,0.11128589659368186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574566039159627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294938102427293,0.0,0.0,0.113618732483744,0.10583149163036773,0.0,0.11009754285178727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281905902637248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051720056837852,0.0,0.0,0.1300744532801318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694916265490715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063374204947673,0.0,0.19013697342941746,0.0,0.15297206648216558,0.0,0.0968278250227415,0.0,0.0,0.08577942342697874,0.0,0.11057226280678867,0.3116529957988501,0.0,0.052687791254441584,0.0,0.05731301716377735,0.08458470938571554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735227620603324,0.18067613624253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000739394449837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084447708019256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956930462511542,0.0,0.14246080402886013,0.04926818547971622,0.10107402888623544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673153839803989,0.0,0.20262640989047534,0.10985068813649884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049419059070641,0.0,0.0,0.07477591554581622,0.0,0.2921926337647131,0.0,0.09463699315077104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582074922761248,0.0,0.0,0.07669780868348215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991381058439489,0.08805470121396794,0.10536244308254483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956929697482806,0.0,0.1036863235291729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592749115206968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342072430566269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973911838139177,0.11288866603676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544436427395102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431682084104461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938538346606744,0.0,0.0800603355811028,0.0,0.0,0.09559006855897874,0.0,0.0,0.2054031252331116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641676553548412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683395106494734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494141720367151 lonely,luiseduardobr1,2020/02/18,"If someone wants to have a conversation Hi, I'm 25M from Brazil and I would like to help someone who needs to vent or just talk to someone else. I have a lot of free time and I am available to chat on Skype or Discord. My english is not very good, but I'm studying to improve. If anyone is interested, just send me a message.",1.59,3.1858427101449323,3.4312318840579716,90.9451086956522,78.42028985507247,5.759420289855073,27.44202898550725,6.42735559955562,0.9750463768115942,253,11,57,2,6,85,49,69,0.052000000000000005,0.759,0.188,0.8587,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,9,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,2,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951997414915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320782920524885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415165571641205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711945272287045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638667423461118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373374162435509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699845823103727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7096107312424018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243834968534517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278425929046958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303416390036339,0.16465966312178376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831190620696032,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ellie_A_K,2020/02/18,Does anyone else have this dream/nightmare? Sometimes I have a dream where someone cares about me or is genuinely interested in me or I had a dream where my mum who died is there and actually loves me then I wake up and feel terrible because I was actually happy in my dream. I didn’t even feel that bad before the dream but it’s like my subconscious’s cruel joke on me to make me realise how alone I am,3.759196787148596,4.871344698795183,5.017048192771085,83.73151606425706,71.89156626506025,8.424899598393575,27.086345381526108,8.841846274778883,1.8766080321285137,322,11,68,6,6,107,58,83,0.157,0.616,0.22699999999999998,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,2,0,9,13,7,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,14,6,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.4654758887331844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470101966408701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676212894894307,0.24436760056511356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913441348377228,0.14538510527043047,0.0,0.20294274952864136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431628300333555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475214621619543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087096826252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923302043674596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752452913607992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118174817059385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538837015235273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651722477622772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152521844136978,0.0,0.15919810420806654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207710550363986,0.0,0.2358788975537149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asseat671,2020/02/18,"Anyone else have nothing to look forward to? My life is an endless cycle going to to class/work and then coming home. Then I try to entertain myself until I go to sleep so I can continue the cycle tomorrow. I live in a town of less the 5,000 people and have a really hard time meeting likeminded people near me.",3.458064516129036,5.142856419354839,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,73.51612903225806,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,2.1116670967741933,246,8,44,5,5,85,47,62,0.03,0.93,0.04,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,10,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,7,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926250612847165,0.2773388945742878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331628565155288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261145320527076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076620910726912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424719576552111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150945689223976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118601249943026,0.0,0.0,0.2390113030201585,0.0,0.2272991321505295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597203093110818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753044286220112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340156748009156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27087083979720034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578329798808603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377080271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970548867459482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Raph_the_Artist,2020/02/18,"I feel like I’ll have no friends again I’m in college, I made new friends and it was great ! So fucking awesome and so wonderful. Second session and three of them left their programs (two on a break, the last one needed high school credits). I’m socially awkward so I don’t really have friends in my program (only one and I rarely have classes with him) so I’m pretty much alone too whilst in my classes. I had no friend until my 4th-ish year of school (and was bullied for that time), that friend (she was my best friend) I couldn’t count on her for anything, dropped the ball on things left and right. In high school, she more or less dumped me in a friend group and distanced herself. The group was, and I don’t think they realized it, toxic towards me. I always felt like ‘the runt of the pack’. I thought.. it was the end of this lonely cycle. Maybe I’m just whining and just want sympathy, I don’t even know. I’ve been told I’m whinny. I always talk like if maybe enough words come out I might just be listened or make someone laugh with my over the top personality. Or maybe it’s just an off day for me. I’m sorry.",0.88830030231777,3.2039162663755505,1.9122489082969416,97.0401704736312,85.02620087336246,4.57111185757474,21.034766543500172,5.8734145424116955,-0.06545428283506816,871,28,193,6,26,273,130,229,0.083,0.693,0.22399999999999998,0.9895,0,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,2,11,19,2,1,10,0,16,1,0,2,0,35,36,18,0,4,8,0,2,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,0,7,1,1,1,6,5,0,5,11,3,28,14,22,22,5,30,0,2,0,1,22,18,1,6,12,120,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809481185071552,0.0,0.0,0.17368674390978192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588679727903255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095288303902888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990465527607908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673093731929459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243995896982192,0.10784108047738232,0.0,0.06893474265596264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052772104238739306,0.0745612371400572,0.10021061085501363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644466338452789,0.09648746219639928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506719510035092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205431654567498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735847498124544,0.08507466800977011,0.0,0.0,0.22679445592964764,0.0,0.0,0.15296827006537328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875647489465028,0.0696671204483963,0.0,0.31455807727345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071901969245973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672322661508611,0.07738829383319548,0.0,0.10080023419583556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144627607764754,0.07937733040691101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113098838309118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618079815807027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686145632973542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913055894849213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31688101140090263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639105583475313,0.08843151819562953,0.0,0.0,0.1168325548931288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388785179469113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933812851120456,0.06687544337374254,0.0,0.08285733085459059,0.06085840540575128,0.0,0.0,0.09972905572807676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195335126413596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061559542525292776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318373249409255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721021654923834 lonely,Its__Garbox,2020/02/18,"So yesterday a girl had a conversation with me at work. I work at McDonalds btw Yesterday at work, I am taking orders in the drive through with this girl and initionally I didn't plan on having a conversation with her cuss me and her don't really talk like that. We also don't hate each other or anything like that. This girl's name is Sam. We start talking in the mic and we had a casual surface level conversation about what I like about working at McDonalds and what I like to do and stuff like that. The conversation lasted only 10 mins cuss we got pretty busy later in the shift. But after the shift , the desperate side of myself is telling me that she likes me. But the rational side of my self is telling me she was just bored and wanted to get to know me( And I agree with this). Man, It would be amazing if me and her became good friends. I haven't had a girl to talk to in a long while. Is there anyone else that has experienced the same thing I did ie, your desperate side saying that someone likes you but your rational side saying ""Na, she is only trying to be friendly""?",4.834423963133641,5.4033019124424015,5.735184331797235,81.55134792626731,69.04608294930875,9.14930875576037,27.02073732718894,9.23628265651192,2.0004709677419354,853,25,175,16,14,281,112,217,0.062,0.855,0.08199999999999999,0.6496,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,3,0,5,6,14,1,0,14,0,21,0,0,0,0,28,28,16,0,3,6,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,6,15,17,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,3,30,12,25,18,2,26,0,0,0,0,33,15,0,2,16,125,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137753464853542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738376524535444,0.1427028858230128,0.11461080710579988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634573037428195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152058168348085,0.0,0.07276502589086176,0.0,0.0,0.11681659872017805,0.11139030790804792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750444739552042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654146295152689,0.11352706904624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762964046642552,0.0,0.0,0.12325329229401327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184862381777936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416919405726331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892226246290702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151288216736775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529337460197794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180065853551932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857900199683707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594356482848382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047168723066792,0.335830000832099,0.243463594915254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252759590110947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455804573696393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214753696037565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055731317071573,0.0,0.0,0.09893640212764176,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarkBigBoss2,2020/02/18,"Crying every saturday night FOR NO REASON every saturday night i keep crying in bed for no reason , all my friends and family are doing well and it sucks because lets say Im playing a videogame or watching tv and turn off everything and start crying until i fall asleep",24.20294117647059,8.752533999999999,20.72745098039216,37.293529411764744,52.137254901960794,23.537254901960782,66.68627450980392,14.554592549557764,8.960239215686274,218,8,35,4,1,71,38,51,0.273,0.614,0.113,-0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,1,9,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,5,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,6,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084866612154906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992318338505032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064179924726483,0.0,0.16342708402583367,0.0,0.1714236355600553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049000730742625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641962637621546,0.0,0.0,0.16162875298758972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859448773197865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412911677675257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37392593805696783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446073665298297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870808897814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977909343398181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349701567804414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AUTOMATA88,2020/02/18,Sinking into a deeper depression this week (m 32 uk) Normally it's managable but I've already pulled two sickies where I didn't even go to work. Been alone for a while now and not really sure if I even know how to socialise anymore. Internet dating terrifies me so getting a girlfriend us pretty much not gonna happen. I'm at my wits end and feel I'm about to snap.,2.201942857142857,4.2515384133333365,4.0072380952380975,85.41600000000003,78.2,6.9523809523809526,26.714285714285715,7.957251820313856,1.7964285714285717,291,12,57,5,7,98,63,75,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.8029999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,10,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,7,7,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598228330153525,0.27683826948859475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487929207455544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607161114132967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219393893327816,0.0,0.0,0.3313909303027834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268460288956965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106779385811254,0.0,0.14257365017887674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218410974245537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378700902652874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441630783113866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457966593997108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552222009263669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607119963085364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364394320867464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450608693175854,0.0,0.3017624360664917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012305910658065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263435960537006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spizypickel,2020/02/18,"I'm engaged but I'm lonely I've been in an emotionally abusive relationship for almost 3 years and I am SO LONELY. I have borderline personality disorder and already struggle to maintain healthy relationships, whether they be romantic or not. I have terrible abandonment issues and he uses silence to punish me sometimes. I dont have any friends and I live with his family. I dont have a job anymore because I'm such a mess now and it's hard for me to not just cry all day long. I dont have a therapist anymore because my car broke down (another reason I dont have a job anymore). I've developed a cocaine addiction. I feel like I'm constantly screaming for help and nobody can hear me. I feel so alone and my situation just keeps getting more and more out of my control. The only person I ever have the chance to be around is my fiance and its lonely being with him.",3.7171594684385374,5.515444104651163,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,73.06976744186046,8.635215946843855,32.053156146179404,9.23628265651192,3.1475435215946845,694,34,126,16,14,240,104,172,0.242,0.614,0.14400000000000002,-0.9699,2,7,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,1,1,8,0,18,1,0,3,2,30,28,14,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,13,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,1,5,21,3,14,24,3,11,0,5,0,0,11,4,0,2,7,87,23,2,0.0,0.1354003927196114,0.0,0.12457956566608508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443261343621022,0.11835723726099832,0.12610828834604282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771275764625679,0.11983013697319884,0.0,0.0,0.3399983258722885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173138507165838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932525565918627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349360040685214,0.12817216255801678,0.0,0.0,0.12552869206201814,0.07369966528910557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097214963794998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357304731871559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854703593401615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337072602521004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773084912110137,0.0,0.11556448186935366,0.08164001475710876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829067083317364,0.0,0.059705383837546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237037658829208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879927815158354,0.0,0.07659793629485677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927623296776844,0.22680597627802065,0.10157527428962766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583031391162927,0.0,0.10090930652617748,0.10113217216046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691334364030566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956576692659106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749651290404735,0.0,0.2453829742766127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845292763635374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302357158647135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946786884228892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268522259914595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869924499760424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359109480173097 lonely,Lilpaaa,2020/02/18,Not as good as i ve been thinking So...lot of people know me....i talk to a ton of people everyday and everyone thinks that i have many friends and thats sth ive been thinking for a long time too... But recently i ve realized that i dont and everyone just seems annoyed when i text them and idk if its just me... Or maybe im too picky..cuz there are some people that show interest (besides my really good friend)but those people are boring and sometimes even childlish...and i prefer being alone than being with them... And the people that i really want to get to know better seem to think the same thing of me....,2.3116407982261653,4.2121170894308975,3.5448928307464875,89.56350332594236,77.29268292682926,7.074353288987436,22.563932002956392,8.00094639256281,1.0708601626016259,474,14,100,8,11,154,77,123,0.11,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.1328,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,26,19,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,13,5,12,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273945036081638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304295049082386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728394053244566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740573598090188,0.0,0.0,0.28183704464829673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787737948476944,0.0,0.07704951316849815,0.0,0.0,0.2473897851665542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929812588038605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162096622255457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051058597728013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537782881960144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951633303854445,0.148158291185015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112024001222588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889523079836864,0.0,0.1456136055718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685110974342232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585638023863082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853468409534895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797572572192728,0.3779836715067551,0.0,0.0,0.0859937607768606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698447713440638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coinhunterx,2020/02/18,"Trapped in my own lonely ""hell"" Got not a lot of time cuz right now I'm at work but I'll make it short. 23 years old, male. Moved abroad two years ago to Spain, finished studying on summer of last year and started living on my own and working at an office from that very moment. All friends of college live in another town and always say their busy. All my family is away and cannot visit them still. Most of my office colleagues are 30-40 years old and cannot relate with them. And just to add the cherry on the top, last months has been a really rough time dating girls and the last time I ""kicked the bag"" was before I went abroad. Got no money or health issues, but my selfsteem it's kinda destroyed and I'm depressed AF waiting for the depression to consume me. I've tried so hard to connect with other people but, adding the fact that I'm an introvert and really shy, cannot manage to at least make friends. I really need some piece of advice or help. I'm desperate.",3.895815808556925,4.929470593908629,4.572984046410443,87.33930203045686,71.48730964467005,7.4559825960841195,23.716098622189993,7.7094869923839395,0.9900271211022472,765,19,158,9,14,245,126,197,0.134,0.7959999999999999,0.07,-0.9092,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,4,7,2,0,10,0,8,1,0,3,3,31,20,16,0,1,7,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,5,0,1,5,3,12,2,23,15,9,37,1,3,0,0,10,13,1,6,21,89,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292246810563251,0.11722394544034072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100353664691984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866654754540755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424506715837433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125276177621249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277984990982583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246653411995974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043386215546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153091777207994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846224206183295,0.0,0.0,0.14056633237613048,0.0,0.0,0.08863856491699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802557393021606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233829615654356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335430052010356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242683575016538,0.0,0.0,0.1765442072741013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555375478616172,0.14055158809307786,0.0,0.09805525834239656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775300262861192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167947605206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415151499627114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293335918135625,0.0,0.10516360027903404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360108234308984,0.0,0.10560808379035673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313329200885229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978317132396199,0.0,0.1291805478826792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911293307461843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225890224907098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254650244016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34063628078886976 lonely,AnotherTrowaway12,2020/02/18,"I thought that I’d be strong enough but it’s really getting to me : ( Tldr: I can’t handle the loneliness anymore, I’m mentally ill and isolated. My father blames me for destroying my life and pressured me to become ""normal"". It’s making me suicidal. For years now I’ve isolated myself, I’ve studied, daydreamed and just done as I’ve been told. I haven’t really had time to go out and meet people, most of my so called friends disappeared and I haven’t really been able to create any close connections to people and can’t even relate to them. After years of doing as my father told me he’s now telling me that I have to go out and meet people and to get a girlfriend, he tells me stuff like .""no girl will ever want you if you look like a hobo"" or that ""you need to stop being depressed and anxious all the time"". I’m mentally ill, I suffer from depression and anxiety, I’ve even felt suicidal lately and now I have to withstand the verbal abuse from my father, it’s really getting to me and this crippling isolation and loneliness and my father’s words echoing through my head. I’m sick of this shit!",4.593469696969695,5.514199286363635,5.684545454545454,80.43015151515155,69.77272727272728,9.13939393939394,28.303030303030305,9.3871,2.43199393939394,873,30,168,18,15,290,113,220,0.32299999999999995,0.613,0.064,-0.9974,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,3,1,1,8,10,2,1,5,0,14,6,2,1,2,32,30,20,2,4,4,4,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,1,9,17,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,8,2,27,4,24,19,3,17,0,3,1,0,20,3,1,3,13,108,36,0,0.12821037228149532,0.15190832603834892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718744967241812,0.0,0.09808058386812298,0.1448412270465248,0.12715023814850826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415982832075397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091712487838167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208548115551061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120372453445164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247558735961484,0.0,0.16936348342221685,0.11597362191095065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231020634615026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990550155851038,0.0,0.20095388348733453,0.0,0.14572981835352494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315808306541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462688438426438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055877757358767,0.12527422348137315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076644221090738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558141906775486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584117997167218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506636649900042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256189431963146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666547868458558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285393899909464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160610471439846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071896121077738,0.0,0.0,0.1467702021994914,0.28048267578096664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241230329498714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017847143539512,0.14952099823568382,0.0,0.0,0.24502101009953497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562179938782919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512655241421925 lonely,alternativehaltalt,2020/02/18,Does anyone ever wonder if this is for the best? I'm not that great of a person and I'm not careful enough with people. I've hurt other's feelings and I most definitely come off as quiet and distant. I know everyone's flawed but in the state I'm in it's better for everyone if I don't have friends. I'd just drag them down.,0.05637323943662054,2.14882229577465,2.6627992957746507,91.77898767605636,86.60563380281691,5.240140845070423,18.734154929577464,6.6274283507984215,0.08002676056338043,257,7,57,3,8,89,52,71,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.121,-0.2031,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,11,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,9,11,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269711341465332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919470736035044,0.21843747684337325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518168789351176,0.0,0.0,0.2127550411300896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613756047751725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520072839413266,0.0,0.0,0.22341137243527212,0.0,0.4720080242371477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248826456578569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081940025515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230098097949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644017220692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573607135604046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122776402094486,0.21565709942529526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678438573407755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,when2jen,2020/02/18,"In a long distance relationship and feeling super lonely, anyone else? I just want someone to talk to!",4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,76.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.5886888888888886,82,4,11,1,2,27,17,18,0.11599999999999999,0.5579999999999999,0.325,0.5411,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218481047711796,0.4135041060391289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371300934275057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405659944199928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571458429342884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332820472336464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419426825365592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324373454851798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803543732286994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Boring-Sprinkles,2020/02/18,"I wouldn't be my friend, why expect anyone else to? Not really an interesting, smart, or even funny person. Have nothing to bring into any relationship. Wish I knew how to become someone people actually wanted to spend time with.",4.717682926829267,7.556845097560978,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,73.63414634146342,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,2.1548975609756096,183,5,27,4,4,62,37,41,0.109,0.7070000000000001,0.184,0.5379999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.2688656517886559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873615678723701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926484682828428,0.2823005693411126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042877896931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015978783920815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197692393536796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286438696598675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264366782381939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100936786898348,0.2405715362413156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650377275575074,0.0,0.0,0.2958030327461048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334453577420185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606566585244552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250755070675932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861198163095735,0.0,0.3168318997781026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AugustIsLonely,2020/02/18,An acquaintance of my friends and I was going through a trans phase or something and I felt bad. They were poking fun at him and stuff about how he looks ugly and one of em said he refuses to call him a “she” no matter what. I felt bad because I talked with the guy a few times and he’s such a regular dude. I’m pretty sure he might know that there are many people who talk about him behind his back. I wish I could do something for him but I’m rather busy.,2.679795918367347,3.445277591836735,3.596530612244898,94.2127551020408,74.10204081632655,6.824489795918367,22.16326530612245,6.868970318607317,0.2806979591836733,356,8,85,3,7,114,72,98,0.08800000000000001,0.797,0.115,0.1531,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,15,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,4,14,3,10,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,19,1,0,2,2,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116313738753095,0.32828358257018003,0.11983750667588415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007371327546948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695858702585325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775083707101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188249690021108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172482561133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465186864896808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803898036265873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508342521227698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993081896992364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085475598547154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321232344933195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628855505974222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999947995204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699909288794972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268429159109195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504488691393348,0.0,0.0,0.185280760395714,0.0,0.0,0.31601809412386395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463136125366907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606515219300105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SamHp360p,2020/02/18,"Anyone feel dead inside but don’t show it? I feel that if I rock up to school and act like how I actually feel inside then maybe someone would care. I’m sick of pretending to be happy and cheerful just so I don’t ruin the mood. All everybody sees is me being happy and cheerful but not the way I actually am. Maybe it’s because I’m insecure about myself. I worry that my friends would up and go if I’m not being interesting enough. Maybe I’m scared that people can see right through me. That they look down on a lonely depress fuck trying to act the opposite of how he feels. Perhaps, I hope that someone would care about me if they see me as someone of value. Maybe I’m just sick of being lonely.",2.592291666666668,4.232185868055558,4.249722222222221,85.96750000000002,75.7361111111111,6.7444444444444445,23.805555555555557,7.492282038375204,1.0371638888888883,551,17,113,7,12,185,80,144,0.24,0.535,0.225,-0.4319,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,7,18,1,2,4,0,12,3,0,2,1,24,30,14,1,7,9,0,4,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,7,0,0,0,8,15,10,15,23,2,10,0,4,4,1,4,5,1,4,2,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.249500871006757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938657711560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792822630427143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606766079974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010578919210527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208975609099285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855283891616754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876652075304976,0.11818321265831808,0.0,0.0,0.07265269226264241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721696491602776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697094925463506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062454682987076876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735085263264614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137176484702975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862605419606115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091720681918557,0.0,0.0,0.12798710162877192,0.12937783177654955,0.3056085259922619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494753254072084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679290666029163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147103116802643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982464161231708,0.0,0.272435132777265,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keegan2508,2020/02/18,"My profession makes me think I'll never find anyone So a little backstory. I dated a girl for about 7 years before we broke up. We were always on and off but I guess she understood me alot better than anyone else ever did, however at times I did feel we weren't really compatible. I did mess up however because I cheated on her. Yes I know what I did was wrong so I don't need to be told that. I don't support what I did and would never condone it in any circumstance. Anyways I'm a marine engineer and spend alot of time out at sea. About 6-8 months at a time before I'm down for maybe 3-4 months. As I work with a small crew of almost always just men, meeting new people at my workplace isn't something that's going to happen, and even back home alot of my friends have moved abroad for better job prospects. I'm 24 if that matters",2.956540659340657,4.042325234285716,4.5617142857142845,86.33382417582419,73.8,7.441758241758242,24.31868131868132,7.882392219407189,1.1817692307692305,656,19,139,9,13,221,113,175,0.099,0.789,0.11199999999999999,0.322,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,3,9,8,1,0,8,1,14,0,0,1,3,29,28,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,10,1,21,4,25,16,3,28,0,1,0,0,10,14,0,6,12,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400165075651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25593648570909305,0.0,0.0,0.10458463372451207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507152957509595,0.15757928362807744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825745954249517,0.0,0.09375089285865704,0.0,0.26173333137683663,0.0,0.0,0.2720351332591681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847446454799194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157894253456698,0.13911473285241496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776245094071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056417700411053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188202265631954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740420629636003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694205225678595,0.0,0.13599879795445774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426709542850414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261599687107302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452070769406668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541411656401188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265813945073587,0.0,0.15450591687180573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455124922125085,0.16345780757427605,0.0,0.1140356915722872,0.2372295573306577,0.1485344080843394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662082412833047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852384688213804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839750082461235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452267401337812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854445752177617,0.0,0.0,0.2690341137403872,0.0,0.0,0.1469559706835678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196326406544084,0.0,0.0,0.10925025995163884,0.1681486955035874,0.0,0.0990377632750959 lonely,aightayt,2020/02/18,"Some people are temporary Actually, everyone is...good day.",5.416666666666668,8.330133444444446,8.453888888888889,42.46750000000004,103.44444444444444,15.133333333333335,37.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,8.834066666666667,47,3,5,3,2,17,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.5242136582946015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34643895174762435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133019056079431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505640779493582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724154380933975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VistaRay,2020/02/18,"Extrovert has ""meltdowns"" when left alone.. help? I only just now stumbled upon this page after struggling with what I feel are my overreactions to being left alone. I hope someone might be able to give me some tips or insight as to how I can train myself to not feel this way so severely. I am extremely extroverted, and I have a decent social life, I'm in college living in an apartment with my best friend, and we almost always have friends coming in and out casually to hangout. The problem I am having is that when I'm left alone, even, for example, my roommate going to bed a few hours before me, I have been finding myself having severe reactions. She'll say goodnight and start getting ready for bed and I might complain about her going to bed so early slightly, but as soon as I am alone I tear up and feel overwhelmingly alone (for someone who has had healthy human interactions all day and who's roommate is just down the hall). Sometimes I even feel the need to sob. I have found relief in video chatting with someone even if we aren't even talking. Just having someone sit in the same room as me, virtual or real, is enough for me to not ""freak out"". Video chatting is only patching the hole in my issue. (I already keep busy when I'm alone but only the most encompassing distractions like social media and Netflix seem to work. I cannot keep on a task like homework or reading without the ugly alone feeling.) I would like to better understand why it is I feel this way and learn tips and tricks to be able to be by myself/left alone without these reactions. So, please comment away! (Note: Never had any kind of traumatic separation experience that would perhaps explain my severe reactions)",6.425403726708076,7.086067596273296,6.629993788819878,76.20468012422361,65.58385093167702,8.80024844720497,33.18074534161491,8.697196308434329,2.7774168944099378,1354,55,236,19,20,435,175,322,0.12300000000000001,0.745,0.132,0.8078,0,8,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,3,17,19,1,3,11,0,33,1,0,1,2,61,56,27,0,6,13,0,6,3,2,5,1,1,5,1,10,18,0,2,13,8,0,3,7,8,0,0,4,7,32,11,43,43,8,37,0,2,0,0,21,20,1,11,14,170,42,5,0.14373685144031706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196584698615217,0.5954721173034709,0.07930859490381169,0.0,0.059800287458719376,0.0,0.0,0.04887299396303695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752275172799545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115473692818235,0.0,0.07542147886379606,0.06356178222381255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061908285092605826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634918906298517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425929541008748,0.0,0.1898736695235954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030111082399798,0.0,0.0,0.2180330126921366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568643910191407,0.0,0.0,0.07880001929228538,0.11105073486811264,0.0,0.03754828617890055,0.06894274267268513,0.08168896509057348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817189083882601,0.0,0.0,0.07138156287232415,0.07077592254243305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750119644486496,0.0,0.1277599178695446,0.0,0.07483990597622994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123410193165114,0.0,0.05076279448800175,0.10533384777739684,0.0,0.0634611366014968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248208483189396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328952702998184,0.055429360463294254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639775288264249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888994975753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687683773712899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188787433682826,0.08180200247028943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715265672006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542631558633236,0.0,0.2435725935891115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465216188348749,0.243575535563335,0.0,0.07107971070812406,0.0,0.05086884162948534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513248287087795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577651182662818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481756575084803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409162227359868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648500757939069,0.0,0.0,0.13855719552696055,0.0,0.052321069873094615,0.0,0.0,0.10210653525146382,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AllMyHandlesAreTaken,2020/02/18,"My best friend is gone My bf and best friend of 5 years is gone from my life. It was the hardest decision I ever made. I watched him transform from a tender, happy, funny, and genuine man into a total stranger. He began gaslighting me and turned into a pathological liar. I believe he has an undiagnosed personality disorder, and he would never seek help. He's gone and there's a huge hole left. I have an incredibly hard time keeping friends, and I'm not a likable person. I've been going to therapy for quite a while but it's just always been a fact for me. My life is work then home. I have no one to talk to or dream with. The transformation was absolutely heartbreaking and I don't think he will ever find his way back. My coworkers don't like me and I don't really like online friendships/relationships. I have no one anymore, and really I haven't had anyone for almost 2 years. He was there, but he was dissolving before me. I don't think he felt love for me, just for companionship. He was so integrated into every aspect of my life. I feel like I'm mourning him because he's been so taken by this darkness that he's just completely gone. I think he might be suicidal. I've done everything in my power to help and support him and to prevent him from taking those actions, but he's completely lost to me. I have no one else.",2.980127492644656,4.895044917293237,4.712915985616217,81.87224419745017,75.39097744360902,7.783981693363844,25.47499182739457,8.587818076936951,1.8457344230140569,1052,37,207,21,23,356,139,266,0.17,0.721,0.11,-0.9563,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,10,16,1,0,11,0,27,6,0,1,5,41,48,19,2,1,8,0,3,3,4,3,5,0,1,3,5,15,0,2,7,1,0,6,10,4,0,3,19,4,31,12,22,25,3,23,0,3,1,1,30,6,0,3,13,134,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670819475556868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969791072772917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558648547511052,0.08149461332629923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961991349953248,0.0,0.07104792324307953,0.0,0.09917564020351542,0.13131216956492633,0.2446244993318199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444013451532097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335766324695728,0.0,0.0,0.1192713251741536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736274095717692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108526662584678,0.09819857455760156,0.0,0.10474780913444408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893128563542481,0.08326348980425506,0.11190647439944287,0.0,0.10652477596742696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701391980121613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623816745327829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406986056075148,0.1044060909674788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562422913981269,0.0,0.11690935862831198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359517744259583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663213885177566,0.0,0.2469685699627467,0.17082162908641044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722831675667026,0.0,0.10519111051770208,0.1102826221223906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364134932449385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989070325777662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369323059363608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353428706752752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396548956172194,0.0,0.0,0.14933009163866726,0.0,0.0,0.12513130257022315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748700750489786,0.13225979155391587,0.0,0.0,0.08763124937582313,0.0936786400081822,0.0,0.0,0.13328531697171087,0.0,0.0,0.22404199599230432,0.0,0.0,0.06796136186000394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677315490421165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251212783508343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484993741189246,0.0,0.0,0.08279392170731492,0.0,0.0,0.1501090216589984 lonely,rossbong,2020/02/18,"Why can’t I make friends? I know it’s impossible for strangers over the internet to fully understand or support me in my current state of mind, but I’m making this post to hopefully acquire help in some shape or form, no matter what it is. I cannot make friends. I want friends. I really, really want friends. And I have people who I hang out with at school and at work, and when I am with them, everything is cool. But once I leave work, once school ends, I am completely and terribly alone. Is it my fault? Should I be reaching out to people to hang out? I’m afraid to do so because they might reject me, but should they come to me? I know I might sound immature or confusing but this feeling of terrible inexplicable loneliness is killing me. I want to be liked by everyone, but it seems that no one likes me enough to be anything more than acquaintances. I’ve never had therapy in my life but I am seriously considering it now. Compared to other people on here I sound like I’m in a good position socially but I’m not. I can’t make anything other than surface level relationships. Am I not trusting enough? Is my personality too abrasive? I have no idea. I don’t know why I’m asking these questions on here, but hopefully someone can connect with my feelings and relate their experiences.",2.730357142857141,5.133345099206352,4.2618349206349215,82.46094285714288,78.16666666666667,8.00025396825397,27.93714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.4768045714285716,1023,45,198,25,25,340,133,252,0.17800000000000002,0.65,0.17300000000000001,0.3384,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,3,6,21,1,2,2,1,25,1,0,4,1,52,49,18,1,7,13,0,2,3,4,4,1,2,0,1,13,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,10,8,0,1,1,5,34,13,30,41,5,25,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,11,8,138,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140849088612356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770393658691789,0.0,0.10056199599315704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557273908432207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266070957945642,0.11278349110049316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527373377203276,0.22229396260214013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278627998823428,0.09667560210771273,0.10522260152145113,0.0,0.0,0.1087796979977672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324285231550831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090223326589627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210087600121329,0.0,0.0,0.21367951823398607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143170599296638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190085711693932,0.0,0.17735044895628993,0.0,0.0,0.11389947491947885,0.0,0.0,0.07597878943760569,0.15765755848652618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872111480893893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822628922030516,0.10861348737274472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296343315569822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911381345431955,0.0728911771502769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372329270707775,0.09392463629746203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302085673973893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050130126871908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378222288490892,0.0,0.0,0.11548827721038048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773006287232768,0.0,0.09792629239092084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096525057160058,0.0911424130378247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206742163651507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301391672850165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119825677792718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034000656353292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412762057150407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662225025762544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gylyn,2020/02/18,"I'm afraid that if I move in, I won't be able to bear the loneliness So, right now I'm 16 (about to turn 17) and live with my parents. I'm usually ok with not having friends, but some nights, like this one, I feel suffocated. I feel so empty thinking about my classmates whom I daily see having fun with their friends (on Instagram), being able to do things that I can only dream of doing. And, right now it's okay because that feeling won't last much, tomorrow I will go shopping with my parents and I'll forget I ever felt this way. But when I move to another city to go to college, I'm afraid this feeling might last longer or be permanent, and that I won't be able to bear it and I'll have give up my career because I felt so lonely that I had to come back. Maybe, when I find myself completely alone in an apartment, my phone won't be enough anymore. It's so pathetic. Sorry if I made grammatical or spelling mistakes, I'm still learning english.",4.064615384615383,4.690756794871795,5.1461538461538465,84.88384615384619,70.7948717948718,8.051282051282051,29.35897435897436,8.139509932561175,1.8716666666666664,745,28,156,10,13,246,109,195,0.157,0.755,0.08800000000000001,-0.9412,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,2,2,2,18,0,0,1,1,32,37,17,0,3,7,2,6,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,9,2,1,5,5,4,0,1,4,7,21,6,19,22,3,25,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,6,13,100,34,3,0.3902019974908375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471053021175045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363869389026844,0.0,0.0,0.1289918437021403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001375011285654,0.0,0.1585756772976095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204148999742296,0.1363731234884903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343943236589302,0.0,0.0,0.11765334873880427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630638055860876,0.0,0.2497700729571681,0.0,0.11887918553380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097939688234376,0.0,0.0,0.1247724371948262,0.14784052492173588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204447168125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354432870327212,0.0,0.11485183753880028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307285490514225,0.0,0.0,0.13067011773089646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798088540914336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648198065432744,0.09561445512434297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205938054564106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813699066895321,0.09892206742240148,0.0,0.0,0.28884876061365017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215358255312187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364682412575904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559972996097725,0.0,0.0,0.10387193974688368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641095623104163,0.08334189477534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147590798192886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325079097106164,0.0,0.0,0.10324139440008437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jenthepsychopath,2020/02/18,"I feel so lonesome I could blow your car up (just joking sort of) I am really, really, lonely. I am divorced and dont really crave attention from the opposite sex anymore. I have noticed lately some of my crazy that I used to reserve for potential mates is leaching over to platonic relationships. Case in point I have a friend who is really, really, going through a hard time because of a separation. I realized yesterday that I must be angry at my friend because my communication with him has been so bizarre. Instead of lifting him up, I send him a dm saying things like he shouldn't watch Joker right now. The inference being he's so pathetic that he would never recover. And there have been other things I have done and said that are so stupid and insensitive. This friend is really sensitive so he might be a frenemy now for all i know. I just really am so lonely and he was it. I have either suffocated or insulted everyone else away.",3.8457611731843566,6.1250734748603355,5.715024441340784,74.01488303072628,74.02793296089384,10.061592178770953,27.947276536312852,10.270032843473604,3.4604103351955318,748,30,132,25,16,257,112,179,0.18600000000000005,0.74,0.07400000000000001,-0.9649,0,4,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,12,9,2,0,7,0,26,1,0,2,3,25,31,12,0,4,4,0,2,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,5,21,5,17,18,3,17,0,2,1,1,20,8,0,4,7,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407256545744934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648950972928148,0.0,0.0,0.17711511047298975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598930189676054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866552722593315,0.1702598023117892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135761211192884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881533385248232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345479423742525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671451405632224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256244384425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013678297457654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798386768596389,0.0,0.1638751650863766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097343672125486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541125359126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204410425569084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539517508987345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733069010392165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6514627778395454,0.0,0.0,0.1559696854370261,0.0,0.12406302462773645,0.13818864358041238,0.1155275502821765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302690450079932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471031639128103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546991282121328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319833374659204,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DavidMplay,2020/02/18,"Looking for someone to tal to more or less I got many problems in my shitty life so im basically just looking for someone to talk to, play games with or more. If you want to reach out to me the best bet would be on discord DavidM#7875 im the most active there. Since there is a rule not to post private info here if you have any questions ask them on discord I look forward to meeting new people",4.748414634146343,4.838915060975612,5.3401463414634165,85.9865609756098,69.12195121951221,7.04780487804878,32.25365853658536,5.6839178017228535,1.567201951219512,313,13,65,1,5,101,60,82,0.125,0.742,0.134,-0.0463,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,10,5,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,2,15,7,5,7,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,7,2,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553738759233158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863276055155335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091631673165036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940612377158364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305772187388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077829070577833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021096923053471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206868875567147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924944891269072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138176206682152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088353771121025,0.0,0.0,0.1907124049923676,0.0,0.0,0.22327240728628928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487099110868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33774881682740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019753628548514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755798767560716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415838474572937,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FinallyAnts,2020/02/18,"He made me his ""drug friend"" because he wouldn't miss me. We became friends in 8th grade. More like acquaintances though. All I ever had was acquaintances in middle school. We bonded through trespassing in sophomore year. When he started smoking pot he got me into it. I nosedived into addiction but had some good times. He didn't even talk drugs with his main group I exsisted in the periphery of. I, formerly a straight a and b student, started going to psych wards because of defiant stoner behavior and withdrawal related depression. Despite being caught I kept the heat off my friend. I spent hundreds on drugs. All I cared about was getting high. I lost myself, my ambition. Nothing helps when you're not ready to put it down. We would go to parks at night and get stoned as rapists in Brazil. I live off those memories. Sober I'm miserable, high I just want someone to chill with but nobody has time for me. I realized the drug isn't the only thing that makes the high. I'm a month sober. I want to put it down but the more sober I've gotten the more I crave it. Not as desperately as I crave comfortable companionship. People you can say anything around. Where you laugh about the dumbest shit and there's no awkward silence. I feel like a square peg in a round hole when I talk to people now. We got into psychedelics but I was the one with the plug. My first trip he tripsat me and it was beautiful. Great to have someone to bounce my thoughts off of and keep me safe. My first trip cured my addiction problems with weed and my compulsion to drink high caffeine doses. I started using high doses (2-5 tabs) of LSD biweekly. It was so beneficial to me spiritually and emotionally. I got obsessed and it was constantly on my mind for about 2 months. I'm really good at tripping. I've been around relatives of really high doses and kept it together (sunglasses of course). He got caught with THC for the first time and got grounded for a while. We planned to trip together on the day he got off. It was going to be his first time on a dose higher than one and it was his third trip. I took 5 on my 3rd with no tolorence so I thought he should be able to handle it. Nope. I was inpatient and tripped on mine a couple days before. I tripsat him and he flipped on the comedown and got caught. I'm lucky not to be in some sort of jail but I can't fucking stand this. I want to fucking shoot myself. It's been months but it's still fucking raw. Everyone in the friend group dropped me. I just want to fucking smoke right now so I can laugh instead of cry. I've been trying to get sober but it's so fucking hard. I fell back into weed because I wanted to mix it with LSD, fantastic but now I really fucking love it again. I lost my acid guy aswell. I've been sober a month but I don't know if it's really worth it. I have no friends so all this extra time is wasted on self pity.",1.678605106970327,4.108733433043483,2.8067412008281565,91.19580676328505,82.49565217391304,6.294271911663216,23.38785369220152,7.565865338246622,1.1008926155969636,2264,82,471,38,63,723,257,575,0.11599999999999999,0.727,0.157,0.9793,0,0,6,1,0,0,62.0,5,2,0,7,27,34,8,3,23,0,32,20,1,3,4,78,84,38,0,10,15,0,3,2,5,3,10,1,0,2,23,33,1,4,5,1,2,16,12,17,0,7,36,6,66,17,75,41,10,93,0,6,2,8,37,41,7,5,36,291,89,4,0.06123969815208372,0.0,0.0,0.13352062060944248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039505361871576,0.10903262985065802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708954777797942,0.0,0.11199345476154676,0.0,0.05211047261052644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624379536779803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617835790105933,0.0,0.0,0.0677605612076059,0.06726893282537387,0.07898907814853999,0.0,0.05274566228298097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999158999246041,0.28407443015609546,0.0,0.0,0.06888641778306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044824306410254,0.05539481301744542,0.0,0.058517155953925364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030964631432740287,0.04374965259611888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836182385539245,0.0,0.0,0.2365681944033022,0.3396906848295128,0.09598564412740226,0.0,0.10441179518768072,0.10272990662433724,0.3428528667557985,0.06751698340779871,0.0,0.060636929262190886,0.0,0.0,0.05485874084168589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104767879390701,0.3882186203425072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443265751173505,0.0,0.0,0.03365573654791881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983724636094236,0.0,0.054075775431570765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370072937319624,0.0,0.0552712185397042,0.05794648310545685,0.04087797405056536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061834637658042826,0.0,0.1955237712167715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057469308224806566,0.0,0.058761142020716986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299520872739442,0.046575550011146674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491179180311052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585981205296546,0.0,0.12312562232194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692687507326702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522983676138536,0.0,0.04870026595203975,0.0,0.06197784396135555,0.0,0.0,0.06388636105451785,0.0,0.06286167011500456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377639502785722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003732065312432,0.0,0.04890610205079707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844429931221577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040684934295444,0.0,0.06016769250349169,0.0972349595841816,0.17854680234543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803955794768317,0.041577735165902414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052891436791030436,0.0,0.0,0.18060380317983413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043502924514463324,0.0,0.0,0.03943635778756932 lonely,jackson1659,2020/02/18,"Lonely but shouldn’t be I have a relationship but hate being a baby so don’t want to talk about my problems. Have a family but can’t have an honest conversation. I feel so lonely but it seems like i have friends and a girlfriend and a family so i’m not supposed to which somehow makes it worse. The only way i’ve ever made any connection in my life is through manipulation and making myself like them so they subconsciously start liking me. Does anyone actually like me? I’m just shaping myself around every person to like me because i’m so lonely and just am so scared to have no one. The only people i really want to be friends with hate me because either i’m not good enough for them or they judge me for assumed actions that aren’t true or even just normal actions that shouldn’t be judged. I hate my life but i refuse to think anything suicidal because it’s too selfish. Can’t talk to anyone but no one talks to me about things because i’m too defensive to just listen to people. Can’t just be myself. So lonely. It’s selfish to even feel lonely with all i’ve been given, i should be grateful 😕.",2.48719197095879,4.64231640807175,4.0554644458680364,84.90061285500748,77.74439461883408,6.2207132180226345,22.726670937433273,7.2636822038024595,0.9325226991244936,881,27,170,11,21,293,106,223,0.271,0.58,0.149,-0.9907,1,10,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,4,0,21,23,4,1,8,0,22,2,0,4,3,45,42,19,1,7,16,0,2,5,3,3,2,1,0,1,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,11,13,0,2,3,3,23,10,20,30,3,8,0,5,0,0,15,3,0,5,7,120,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.11966463666564575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833894318422524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148496885262776,0.0,0.10091020118802704,0.10916254497448798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990050607541586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731025578110527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670474941511808,0.0,0.16198575265668388,0.1109216346639142,0.10331713233584007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312005022646311,0.0,0.12400610628303785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948005709084006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285231189474499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632013891531596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322779915144965,0.2995427197332004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603105559825523,0.16370672474369793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014679109347462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661881992167051,0.1865241838068947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002593268212307,0.10707171141013666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173358833314481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855692869811112,0.0,0.0,0.13165371702437836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276935108480075,0.0,0.0,0.11163349821380847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679484226328556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413221204914275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956847945208079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146682283814857,0.07857336236975218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465519772703705,0.09733428206333958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249656911023274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheEntireStateOfOhio,2020/02/18,"just when i thought i had made real friends... just found out that my friends have been talking bad about me behind my back. awful things. i was being made fun of for being the only non-conservative in our friend group. i was being made fun of because they thought i wasn't trying hard enough to fight my depression. i was being made fun of for every little thing i did. i only found out because one of their sisters showed me some of their conversations. i just moved to this city, i don't know anyone else. now i am completely alone here. at least i have you guys. thanks",2.9766371681415933,4.99618847787611,3.4364690265486746,90.5513407079646,75.72566371681415,5.935929203539826,21.919469026548683,6.742157984588678,0.4143600000000007,450,12,92,4,10,140,71,113,0.124,0.708,0.168,0.6489,1,1,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,1,3,0,8,10,1,0,1,1,15,0,0,4,0,16,25,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,15,1,22,7,15,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,3,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835438858742728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001573781819528,0.14676724469444705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110143421787485,0.11960018072473733,0.1746366643598287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018537395028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337319006939712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196594040864358,0.0,0.0,0.1480061557526426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068664869314033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31411253942764805,0.33200272647151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141831026008421,0.0,0.0,0.12831572432474547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872146072932534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356502742064547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421520682150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224242355419002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706375100799504,0.2178823408561497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303952052918427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513162148893401,0.0,0.13187698937223827,0.0,0.0,0.19032579797229413,0.0,0.0,0.2274345724546926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725117860417984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,badgirlsadgirlsmaddi,2020/02/18,"Loner I cheat on my bf but only for money so there’s never feelings involved it’s only money oriented. He does not know that I do this but I do it to help pay our bills and help out and get things for myself. I’m only 21 and he’s 21. We live together and now I’m just unhappy with him. He treats me like shit and has no idea the sacrifices I’ve done for us and how bad I really hurt. I just wanna get out but I’m stuck and need to save up to leave. I just wanna be with someone who knows the shit I’ve done but still loves me no matter what, I know If he knew he’s just call me a whore like he does now or a bitch. (It’s uncalled for) I probably sound like a monster to you people but I have a big heart and I deserve the best damn it.",-0.5925735294117658,1.0497421726190517,2.171260504201684,97.09726890756303,85.60714285714286,5.381512605042016,16.42997198879552,6.522977012572876,-0.4852301120448175,567,11,144,6,17,198,94,168,0.256,0.583,0.161,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,1,10,15,5,0,7,0,7,5,3,1,1,38,20,17,0,4,12,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,6,0,4,0,4,8,0,0,4,2,20,7,16,15,1,9,1,1,0,2,18,5,4,2,7,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118954163956434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488888336821486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043819328369258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749954377079194,0.3215788390701927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794451406986655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417856222655006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618924027025274,0.21062990038935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682013693744716,0.1773705782505153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904891500237753,0.0,0.0,0.16636854076700694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302842744870876,0.0,0.13874079518376456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180791213392765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650329242498965,0.12118146568184188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584929920891186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892797580082353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694031024204478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065578930495203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225650683223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331281840395345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547710011948374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438426617279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889973174531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KrissiWorld,2020/02/18,"Everywhere I go Everywhere I go, I see people engaging in a conversation with someone. Everywhere I go with the two of you, I seem to be forgotten. I went outside because I couldn't handle the inside someone I knew was talking to me right in front of the door of the market somehow y'all seemed to have missed me. Everywhere I go, someone is talking to someone while I am hear helping that someone talk to another someone. I wish people could ask about me and listen to me. When they say I am listening it really just means a few seconds then like an I can relate thing or about them. I guess I do the same sometimes but like I try to listen until the absolute end of the story. Whenever it's my turn to talk it always gets interrupted. Everywhere I go, I see people wearing a mask. Everywhere I go, everyone I attract is negative. Everywhere I want to go isn't with y'all.",3.122215799614644,5.085253745664744,5.2097341040462455,78.25352215799617,75.12716763005781,8.775183044315993,30.60847784200385,9.3871,3.1401941425818887,690,33,127,18,15,239,94,173,0.069,0.838,0.094,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,0,11,0,12,1,1,0,0,18,37,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,3,7,31,4,21,31,2,17,0,1,2,0,17,3,0,5,7,93,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232346187247284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634600879781247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372796229050923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676371480085459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858855191799693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827321113091184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060222728209054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969416448164016,0.0,0.4414080485318108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222945948774885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125054367185841,0.0,0.07437080850578437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841403269028826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086254018411274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307667130136066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108062452253366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947549775592271,0.0,0.08823588226473694,0.0,0.0,0.17683356498242422,0.20201855908003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640709508170553,0.0,0.10973734810217957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567257563768347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371358250849548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533117269925957,0.12068719605539903,0.1083869284013352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544414328099628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285641159811017,0.0,0.0,0.12759279279572555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Itrieda1000times,2020/02/18,"Today is my birthday! Didn’t feel like spending a 3rd year in a row alone and hating this day, so, happy b-day to me and everyone else who has this birthday!",4.232727272727273,4.143658484848487,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,70.21212121212122,7.8121212121212125,28.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.4659212121212128,122,4,26,1,2,41,28,33,0.139,0.6559999999999999,0.205,0.5462,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496689958986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43546957593951097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820353619136751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260714627561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070910605870768,0.24119337901001894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35939916729769683,0.0,0.33332651280951525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494242564260925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320021076927067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741403248252836 lonely,bunny_note,2020/02/18,"Any one lonely in college? Am I the only one? I feel like there is something wrong with me, all my college friends that I’ve made at the very beginning of the semester turned out to be racist, really mean, or even dropped out. Leaving me really alone, I’ve tried everything to make new friends. I’m trying to transfer but I’m worried I won’t get into my transfer school. : (",1.330165165165166,3.8817746891891933,2.7653153153153163,89.88133633633635,85.89189189189189,5.991591591591593,25.78978978978979,7.3871296695380915,1.5227285285285292,293,13,58,5,9,95,54,74,0.14800000000000002,0.774,0.078,-0.6436,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,13,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,7,3,10,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,32,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176974059490497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293900516983546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883103544963554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889086516657315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628031079893456,0.1501625067090114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32479044720346834,0.0,0.10981759530229557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256490534706447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269008294846302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889047436364551,0.1403060067536024,0.0,0.0,0.2289626899559156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300650075413254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486554401688585,0.15986187148935554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693110862908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272736713074455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618174714561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541561202473115,0.22863051703188866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343191443380326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346202683763396,0.0,0.0,0.22981394493572865,0.0,0.0 lonely,Poshfyre,2020/02/18,[25F] In this alone I’m kinda just down in life and super bummed out. I do have suicidal thoughts so not many people want to talk to me. They tell me to just stop being this way and I’m left alone until I start crying. I just miss a time when I could go through a day without crying. I want a friend group so badly but all I do is piss them off and get kicked out.,-1.3086363636363636,0.7104235000000011,0.6688636363636355,103.22068181818184,95.25,3.4090909090909096,12.272727272727273,4.851557810540192,-1.6298750000000002,280,4,70,1,11,91,55,80,0.28,0.6890000000000001,0.03,-0.9236,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,0,1,18,15,8,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,12,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,1,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321422302043483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419197815227702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656895570569566,0.0,0.4583264209073501,0.13454495246926082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118206323095044,0.0,0.1089972118471624,0.0,0.118565590332536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667013408278344,0.0,0.14735700687910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115115690760279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463332475846144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476648463019443,0.0,0.0,0.1744186574945572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820033955813426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768373403376113,0.18234620758502554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562382195425102,0.1216500893449108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461031897995145,0.16559569008944308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110568990878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NukaColaRed,2020/02/18,I don't know what to say I' feel completely alone tonight. 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It sucks knowing that for the rest I my life I have to look back on high school as the worst days of my life instead of my best. I lost all my friends in middle school and since then I’ve always been on my own. I’m gonna be starting college in August and I know that’s my last chance at making any real friends. Having social anxiety doesn’t help. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always second guess myself and how they will interpret me and I always just shake my head and keep to myself. I just really don’t know what to do because I know it’s my last chance to really do anything. I don’t have anyone to talk to this about either so up on Reddit it goes.,1.2540882352941196,3.1007848058823555,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,80.35294117647058,6.367647058823527,20.625,7.413659706084162,0.6069117647058824,627,17,136,9,16,214,95,170,0.094,0.797,0.109,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,1,3,0,14,3,1,2,1,23,30,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,25,3,23,24,6,21,0,1,1,0,7,11,1,1,9,95,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324826588829862,0.0,0.0,0.09057605835991883,0.0,0.10189256276897853,0.0,0.0,0.09313190055082242,0.0,0.10960679393053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241747927550772,0.0,0.16238688305259122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397782234566027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589870423487729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797296409131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302886727499737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580973307944664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467275123790751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366948229493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089276707689017,0.28145221448263835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838838629123373,0.0,0.0,0.3659979616549132,0.2171407457414114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881568311339893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184888440799758,0.0,0.14539629626792694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890760811481646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160321373621752,0.17065416566924774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043964010472701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017893127344608,0.0,0.0,0.13577386632599836,0.11285430938054905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427495216721164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141115695597229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856089999614872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MirrnOfficial,2020/02/18,"I’m too scared to lose her. I’ve tried making this post 3 or 4 times now? Lost count honestly. If I jump around a lot I’m sorry in advance there’s just so much on my mind that I can’t type it out before thinking of something else. For some context, I met this girl online in January 2019. Since then I’ve fallen for her. Really really hard. She just seemed too good to be true: we have a bunch of the same interests, very close in age and distance (despite the fact I don’t even have my license but that’s not the point). We just seemed to click you know? I love her. I love her a lot. Maybe more than I should considering we’ve only met face to face once. And I’ve told her I love her and she told me she doesn’t feel the same... yet. I’ve noticed (especially more recently) that when we talk, I play my cards super reserved and safe. Like our conversations are filled to the brim with my “sorry”s and “if it’s ok with you”s. I talk like an idiot. My texts don’t feel like a normal person wrote them. I feel like I don’t even know who the person talking to her is anymore. My most recent predicament: radio silence for three weeks now (which doesn’t sound like a big deal in retrospect but I’m needy for attention so it hurts). The only things I’ve heard were that in the first week, her phone got confiscated and in the second, she was sick. I have no idea why but I just feel as if it’s because of me, even though out of the very few texts I’ve received she’s told me it isn’t. I feel like I’m too needy and a fuckup. She’s the only person outside of direct family that I’ve actually cried over. I don’t know what to think anymore. The only thing I do know is that I DO NOT want to bring this up to her. I don’t want to burden her. If you’ve made it this far, I appreciate you more than you can understand. Thanks for hearing me out. There’s a lot more that I wanna write but I decided against it. Love y’all. Hope you’re daring better than I am.",0.6414194139194116,2.583015596153849,2.4271840659340675,95.30233974358977,82.94230769230771,5.596520146520146,17.83745421245421,6.7636006534598385,-0.19767380952380967,1512,33,356,17,42,499,198,416,0.086,0.722,0.192,0.9949,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,4,4,1,6,20,27,1,1,20,1,23,7,2,2,2,70,62,22,0,10,15,0,6,6,0,1,1,3,0,4,23,17,0,1,17,2,0,6,12,6,0,3,12,10,58,21,41,48,14,36,0,3,1,4,50,17,0,13,18,221,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.08268404843940991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805835971357222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542747304418199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165049093848794,0.0,0.07209880699995508,0.0,0.0,0.07493660997200606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307169100381292,0.0,0.08735268859986425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078086367633346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788967307755182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987570121437887,0.0,0.21420962751380912,0.1815929275340414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207111244503456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106732428037242,0.06776614984959656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590124537474055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549662647417542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415579533815558,0.0,0.0,0.0907049880311268,0.09564961472738644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862610974147693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836816060164865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947909571753769,0.09249257011040872,0.21610270154750744,0.3058877587183114,0.08017337192414085,0.05655778990239922,0.0,0.08512245820806671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555292982544965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228614163469552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301720016390199,0.0,0.09646542262188196,0.0,0.0902344565055246,0.0,0.2577632804268282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194834211871756,0.0,0.0,0.0800970345878041,0.0,0.08114771323901243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856014071850922,0.0,0.16732088303230144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482929673144475,0.0,0.0,0.1542696293736582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008935431697855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522912856628403,0.0,0.1896961163566568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043077767516783,0.0,0.07800780288074148,0.0,0.0,0.11258140940293562,0.10858285089487993,0.08324658426846816,0.0,0.049406619429363134,0.0,0.0,0.24288882379792995,0.0,0.057525962691347764,0.0,0.0,0.08820669508580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982189367193404,0.0999516457756355,0.0,0.13593024655753336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645545273276548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dawnsdarkness,2020/02/18,"Anyone want to talk? Loneliness and depression eating me alive. I’m 31 F, from Australia. I came crashing down when I realised how shit my life is. And my depression started to creep up on me and now I’m stuck in darkness. I have no friends. I’m lonely and miserable. This feeling sucks but I don’t know what to do. I look at other people, close strong friendships and relationships and I’ve been single and lonely for years. I’m dying for at least one person to understand me, I’m not invisible.. why doesn’t anyone notice me :(",1.1695741758241769,3.79223395192308,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,89.28846153846155,5.663736263736265,21.85164835164835,7.1686216300943375,1.0561917582417584,417,15,79,7,14,138,70,104,0.22899999999999998,0.647,0.12300000000000001,-0.8442,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,0,16,20,10,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,2,11,2,13,17,2,12,0,5,1,0,4,7,2,0,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486399539065923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575146989212585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878473683563448,0.0,0.2336729478463064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303874139151096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384396643728845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395241175261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373803157664175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903200530779432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907155559158795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563378327758965,0.0,0.0,0.1525692914727691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609252764982556,0.1965946465948503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172973076113316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311160033766032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593642346449968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809692056433183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439189338596014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280089157406855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031652847698346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499095208444482 lonely,RecruitMain_,2020/02/18,"Is it okay to think that my drive is having good friendships? Being back in my hometown due to my job made me quite excited initially but then I realized that my friendships had gone down quite a bit. I feel lonely sometimes in and usually out of work. This was a dream of mine to be able to see my ol’ friends like the old days when I was in high school but now all grown up now in work/college. I was away for over a year and put a lot of energy into keeping contact with some friends from back home and it seems like all of it was in vain. I’m back now and it feels like nothing has changed for me in terms of how I continue to feel. Lonely. Maybe I came back a little too late, to the point where people don’t care anymore. I genuinely cared about them but still fail to accept that maybe I should just let it all go. I’m pretty sure I’d feel quite happier in general if I had genuine friends and even have way more energy to do more things.",3.268246753246757,4.1120630252525245,4.049956709956714,91.21636363636368,72.78787878787878,7.6773448773448765,25.25396825396825,7.957251820313856,1.117008946608946,741,22,169,10,14,237,119,198,0.065,0.6609999999999999,0.27399999999999997,0.9931,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,15,17,0,0,7,1,17,0,0,2,4,33,33,12,0,2,5,0,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,8,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,9,5,18,13,31,20,9,42,0,3,1,0,5,17,0,4,21,114,28,4,0.1171824797775606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621353206771773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009679716236892,0.36042437482457057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793291792092262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402553909671755,0.2389506958722081,0.0,0.12396352576233448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557300519184952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773979227187908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700393086037724,0.08371518696725587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160467957730194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659750372889388,0.0982871043523218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380972364957793,0.11754358169228395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628552962597427,0.1041571722360088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218694129863884,0.0,0.0,0.11982702492846445,0.0,0.1717483215108921,0.11744762967913785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996243538217496,0.0,0.11088089571935472,0.0,0.0,0.2354511026647185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112439749775526,0.0,0.12296330031171912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123957682755065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077532011455342,0.0,0.0,0.11921670979570995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780075819454056,0.0,0.37391397455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859492560890805,0.09337926471591423,0.106678528523343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589646884825675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358207972113987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044310039266683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785083261657175,0.07508580142031017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905994605893964,0.0,0.0,0.0930139980519638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062048182932482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546167499823389 lonely,throwaway37473728,2020/02/18,"How do you get people to not hate you I was just in a voice call for 2 hours with friends, and the only time they acknowledged me was to tell me how they purposely exclude, insult, and hate me. How do I be at least tolerable.",3.8403546099290766,4.0786052340425565,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,71.12765957446808,8.819858156028369,26.30496453900709,8.841846274778883,1.5763815602836884,174,5,40,3,3,58,35,47,0.099,0.727,0.174,0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,4,4,3,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414271901737672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25833194607091026,0.0,0.17469351916928372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6602385011991817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292852015264017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254301988989915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180872302163666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922524362812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497271402427624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yung_Raybans,2020/02/18,"Other hobbies other than lifting? Hi, I am a 20 year old college student looking for other hobbies keep me busy, any suggestions? Thanks!",3.96125,7.20510929166667,4.738333333333333,75.34,81.08333333333334,4.866666666666667,37.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,3.144266666666668,109,7,14,1,3,35,21,24,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271405000908233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275924189851718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039731982422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047964907068684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428997530759072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30978990174631993 lonely,masterofthecouch55,2020/02/18,"Why is it so hard to find a girlfriend? I know I’m not a creep. I respect everyone and try to be as nice as possible all of the time. Every time I try to talk to anyone whether they are men or women they seem disinterested and they don’t want me to talk to them. Is this just me? I see so many fucking people with friends and boyfriends/girlfriends and then there’s me who has nobody. I feel like a loser all of the time. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m gonna be alone forever. I used to be ok with just being alone but lately I just can’t take it anymore.",-0.061465201465200174,1.7726841111111111,2.1439682539682536,96.95445054945057,84.87301587301587,5.146764346764347,19.216117216117212,6.297961479604792,-0.23373186813186786,442,12,109,4,13,149,74,126,0.07400000000000001,0.833,0.094,0.3142,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,4,1,7,8,1,0,5,1,12,1,0,1,2,24,25,12,0,1,8,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,16,6,14,20,2,5,0,1,1,1,11,0,1,2,7,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709610325029844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760655922366655,0.12522206042214062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088884203162176,0.1711256666718096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110392109099427,0.2558801207996404,0.0,0.0,0.16368262131925967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836246591507745,0.16556339748017254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042711656562988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196843481546784,0.0,0.20201836568113093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498609610118435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156649493308444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415664042222192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189411312028305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427094557229833,0.16303442513935812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346514224231035,0.2878873054443451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328187522516976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317715148600666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467399661770145,0.0,0.0,0.10563037700242238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159850562503764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skye100220,2020/02/18,I just need somebody to talk to. I really feel depressed rn,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,99.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4498666666666673,47,2,9,1,2,16,10,12,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.5542,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337714132188298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133534467911488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595209716143265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970140683345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981144466942614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Paulina0402,2020/02/18,"people suck i’m an introvert and i’ve had the worst experiences with people. they’ve either mentally abused me or physically and i think it’s just my fault because of how i just suck to be like them. i’ve recently gone to highschool where there are only about 26 kids in my grade and i just feel so fake and lonely amid all of the people. i think people just see me and take advantage of me, and then when they get tired of me they just leave me to be all alone amid all of the people i don’t know and can’t get to know because i’m scared that they’ll do the same thing again. i’ve been told by my parents that they’ll take me to a therapist and i can’t because i can’t tell them anything either and i’m just stuck. i can’t keep acting okay anymore...",1.1962781186094062,2.9396999570552182,2.836957055214725,94.07772597137016,80.10429447852759,6.064458077709613,19.45562372188139,7.0316486544052195,0.09834838445807792,595,14,139,7,15,196,83,163,0.205,0.7559999999999999,0.039,-0.9782,1,3,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,6,1,13,10,2,1,6,1,13,1,0,1,3,30,32,14,0,0,9,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,2,23,3,14,23,7,8,0,1,1,0,10,2,2,1,5,88,27,2,0.0,0.18902406801106275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652311785531773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821683965722197,0.0,0.0,0.13128453154783334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917549876230852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605681686858064,0.0,0.0,0.08066619321323422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670194684745962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418029236837212,0.0,0.0,0.17535362260036874,0.0,0.0,0.168925584826117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794122928258138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607747609310884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133431409873947,0.0,0.0,0.17714584399896788,0.0,0.0,0.5530108616462764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575225497091919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972336350382693,0.0,0.12712953379868167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399024293275561,0.0,0.13944149253697685,0.0,0.0,0.18523358785658292,0.1059886269879488,0.20444844920346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336315897100908,0.0,0.15244348116080786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FycPacific,2020/02/18,"Life sucks I take leave to go back home and tell friends a couple months in advance. Every single one flakes on me when i ask to hang out. The only person i saw was my ex gf and she has a bf but i had to beg to talk to her, i still miss her but i fucked up to many times for her to ever want to talk to me again. I basically just wasted all this money to sleep and workout and do nothing at all. I just hate life and idk if i can do this anymore. I just have no drive to do anything and this really puts a nail in the coffin for me. I just want all this to end man.",0.21083806818181827,1.4091635781250034,2.4997443181818184,97.86627840909092,81.1875,5.279545454545455,17.105113636363637,5.565023196281405,-0.7790093749999998,430,7,112,2,11,147,79,128,0.18600000000000005,0.777,0.037000000000000005,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,5,0,8,4,1,0,4,20,18,10,1,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,0,1,3,1,19,1,20,15,4,19,0,1,1,1,14,6,2,1,8,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921946046430673,0.0,0.0,0.15947846443685665,0.0,0.18117408659884954,0.0,0.0,0.14901797361852928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443275628851316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164666952498212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530053216389696,0.16328237800495302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149727124663787,0.17916225538715702,0.0,0.0,0.11013933293010644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133447078540303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439424832656035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520310012571105,0.0,0.0,0.2737691837019867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647979704480226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468696109777358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595350188375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313219005936893,0.14739139385142258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921611412207627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481956829829908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241513564749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939370138288023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476657918976294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571126770517687,0.3115334652812809,0.16938716881872806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300462177734888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286130493718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lucyym,2020/02/18,"Asd Girl I wish I had better social skills. I feel so isolated all the time. When I get the courage to socialize, I get shut down.",-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,96.4074074074074,5.662962962962964,17.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.34248888888888906,100,3,23,2,4,33,21,27,0.1,0.604,0.295,0.7012,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136985018812896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934421977384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706265214859961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7231328435674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206825242078606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078812230484421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idiot-1i,2020/02/18,"Acceptance is the only way I'll never gonna know how to ask out someone in a way that won't get the cops called, and that's no one's problem but mine, and I'm not angry. There's a beauty in acceptance. When you're honest about what won't happen, you can focus on what's actually possible for your life, and that is so motivating. Wish you the best of life brothers and sisters :)",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000001,7.4025,77.61250000000005,66.5,10.5,31.25,9.516144504307137,2.5215,300,9,64,5,4,103,58,80,0.076,0.586,0.33799999999999997,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,2,1,15,12,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,8,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2462659488551889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359215684585395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648351668585772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576867210258881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184714467613176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316020134519549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868988866477028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564972034747759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463479300996966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100496733629633,0.1919303663537209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449681798652443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147344987240035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382293404799588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006216037816032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020035808731226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,magiangelic,2020/02/18,"Feeling lonely everywhere I go Feeling lonely everywhere I go as people tend to ignore me or make things difficult for me. I’m starting to think that I’m stupid or something along the lines of that. It’s tiring also. I don’t have much relatives and my only friend disrespects me often. It’s tiring. I want some company but don’t want to be a burden to others. It feels like I have to make do and live without socialising. It’s so miserable.",1.41,4.020190000000007,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.5,6.836363636363638,22.772727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.7595318181818178,352,13,64,8,11,121,56,88,0.205,0.68,0.115,-0.8827,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,18,20,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,3,9,2,10,19,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207804358930516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34537015605138793,0.16265680816230976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590735071471406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879503541827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123443187244986,0.0,0.20104829429848867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396039230704835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737323080733832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731632105323098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784675089353484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528152658607954,0.0,0.0,0.1611552264934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126249375925965,0.14589009760097316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233763183418547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685867102845235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194783241781756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theob1029,2020/02/18,"I give up with life Before christmas, my gf of 3 yrs told me that she liked my best friend . I couldnt stop thinking about her. At this point i have lost all emotions .",1.7630476190476188,3.3345942571428613,2.1085714285714303,100.72476190476192,77.85714285714286,4.666666666666667,20.238095238095237,3.1291,-0.7089047619047624,129,3,31,0,3,39,32,35,0.057999999999999996,0.635,0.307,0.8686,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,5,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767577632618459,0.0,0.3413223707716666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658545000590103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128186739463937,0.0,0.0,0.3120026381216659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297286876717122,0.1588972583915617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550410594465472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745968010873165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271917638260399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840252559435699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107835408689337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kurtcocanee,2020/02/18,"I kinda need help So I dated this girl, I fell in love with her and she loved me so so so so much. I took it for granted and made mistakes. I broke up with her because I wasn’t happy for one moment and it seemed like she wasn’t treating me right but I was just mad because of one mistake that I made. I loved her so much and now she’s not a part of my life. She tried coming back to me and we started dating again but I broke up with her again a second time. After that we tried being friends but we would argue about the past and it was different seeing each other as friends so I blocked her from everything. She tried reaching me through another number asking me to please be friends because she missed me but I told her no. I don’t know what to do because I feel like I still love her and I miss her. I don’t know. :(",0.27532894736842195,2.319574511363637,1.8339952153110064,98.41244019138756,85.13636363636363,4.387081339712919,19.49043062200957,5.399115186594226,-0.4382454545454544,638,18,149,3,19,206,91,176,0.16,0.618,0.223,0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,14,19,2,0,3,0,10,5,0,2,0,33,29,19,0,4,6,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,8,15,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,8,0,3,8,2,41,11,18,18,4,19,0,4,1,4,29,4,0,2,14,113,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955357522325532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244186039369813,0.0,0.0,0.1023358725698306,0.0,0.3245149849153926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146428729046959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904783961795936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961022979125427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729290736477428,0.09507755084334116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084686144450809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416738417200989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920557160892857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146282533136673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940034534645874,0.1300394059291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804657206670786,0.25186072879310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566886921842835,0.09868250211277843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803667162886816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441205116559438,0.12704682970875608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608982416461042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365577577800065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605329941165603,0.1211576248827846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419983346356206,0.0,0.1062836417744901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760423989935887,0.0,0.0,0.12717056114202438,0.14786482054724215,0.27107249963884844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454135683182192,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeoffGoldenBlum,2020/02/18,"Is it normal to be alone and have social anxiety? I'm very isolated from people. I'm not sure why, but I've been told that I give off a hostile vibe, and I can't talk really talk to people, so I'm a very lonely person. I try to be friendly, but I guess that's not an easy task for me to do because people either think I'm hostile or a loser. I have a few friends, but i only hang out with them every now and again, and separately, too, so I don't really have a ""group"" of friends. Is it normal for me to be like this? I find it very difficult to interact with new people. In fact, I find that it's the hardest thing for me to do. I'm like a lone wolf watching the campfire of civilization from a distance, and even though I long for that kind of interaction, my fear of rejection and further isolation keeps me from doing anything.",4.679714285714288,4.179945114285714,6.339000000000002,80.78450000000005,69.28571428571429,9.514285714285714,29.5,9.120678840339163,2.2076857142857143,645,21,140,11,10,224,95,175,0.22899999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.099,-0.9717,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,2,1,10,0,14,0,0,0,2,25,24,13,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,1,16,7,23,19,2,9,0,4,1,0,13,4,0,2,6,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469582533009411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108547681274747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676576788134813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864965957562449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371892322141166,0.0,0.11955088931013455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966896276994155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593750827411153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288783111707647,0.0,0.0,0.13611660054659633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631102815689846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612093044424752,0.0,0.14775962185135627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386434087778413,0.0,0.0,0.12557075272429882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704104846589574,0.0,0.0,0.2780498335221637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791594553493926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934826876893806,0.1238954085313835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818004521612945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464194409173878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373238043664012,0.0,0.0,0.2280962788471595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426733881766183,0.0909192419013045,0.13940905530081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558474807644866,0.0,0.09633596602843823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512295119096883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280362735808742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarthRaider95,2020/02/18,"I'm so love sick.... I have no friends and no significant other. The girl of my dreams has a career going on for herself now and has a boyfriend . I actually thought I had a chance with her. I also lost my career last year in 8 weeks. I'm so depressed , but not suicidal . Life has no meaning . Good night everyone",0.3755952380952401,2.748182492063492,2.6526785714285737,90.07044642857146,89.15873015873017,5.68968253968254,23.74801587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.08185873015873,239,10,51,4,8,81,47,63,0.14800000000000002,0.589,0.263,0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,12,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,3,5,9,0,8,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.27073969137427234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186725216428346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389571408236403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651041179625661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434808815611053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767453958238958,0.2327020242188891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261491865037153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596282655647854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028566012276892,0.0,0.2503988343387972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022115660956343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603569845200961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034723933938867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202549643388903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254421315849865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866112384480012 lonely,Schadeless,2020/02/18,"I don't see anybody anymore, it's my own fault, but it still hurts. I recently made the rather bold decision to teach myself the necessary qualifications to get into university. The deck is really stacked against me (by my own hand) because not only am I doing it without a teacher, but they are all universities in the US (where I am not from) so I have to find private funding, but none of it would be worth it if I didn't apply to very esteemed universities, which obviously have a very low acceptance rate. Because of this I haven't really even been able to leave the house, and even though I am an introvert by nature, the loneliness can be kind of crippling. I'm really trying to better myself, trying to curb my obesity by intermittent fasting and removing unnecessary calories in terms of foods. I also stopped taking drugs to slow my cognition down on purpose, which I felt like I needed to do in the past when I was stuck in regular schooling (no judgement please). All these things really are tiring and so I tend to flake out of social engagements, when I know I shouldn't. Even though I've brought this on myself, I feel so very alone. I know working on myself is better in the long run, but I really am struggling at times. It's not that I have no friends, just that I tend to push them away, or am distant. Same with romantic opportunities. I've been propositioned a couple of times by girls (no idea how I'm incredibly unappealing physically) and I've pushed them away because of my own internal chicanery. I was hoping this pathetic attempt at engaging with other people that understand loneliness would keep me going. Thank you.",7.621582542694495,7.461714554838711,8.079829222011387,69.6132732447818,63.12903225806453,11.681214421252372,35.977229601518026,11.20814326018867,4.150102466793168,1312,55,232,34,17,435,174,310,0.107,0.7390000000000001,0.153,0.9469,0,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,3,5,18,16,0,1,12,0,27,5,1,2,3,43,47,19,0,7,12,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,17,8,2,3,9,0,2,6,12,4,0,0,9,4,37,12,42,33,8,35,0,2,1,0,8,17,0,3,13,174,54,3,0.11309265831027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712988704824324,0.0,0.0904401579914754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215752813998234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250855053032935,0.0,0.0,0.20682070445352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004253179608766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513487536358062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115157909721195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224089902635022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571830460958496,0.0,0.1085866872749963,0.0,0.10336464084933784,0.0,0.13675209133752478,0.0,0.08737510727205045,0.0,0.05908624623978308,0.0,0.06427316393906317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232652752137408,0.0,0.130493743579099,0.12106802975914426,0.12766784554661992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005219509999406,0.0,0.117768600463011,0.12430553475760167,0.0,0.0,0.11974879585981772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525136031957715,0.0,0.0,0.10008344378618043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701100775926364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385677314519924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601206279532489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795973905818064,0.07840420957868242,0.0,0.0,0.1241417777367792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622502640829159,0.0,0.11166535648143956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445580793886835,0.09012020651745856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152837230530365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903159430143284,0.0945505263014128,0.0,0.11822900151457635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503160449434276,0.0,0.0,0.10412052529426638,0.0,0.0,0.07513373696297533,0.0,0.22222592517411327,0.0,0.13189047705557685,0.12998337412555105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356498279123346,0.0,0.0,0.1177334457278074,0.13603654321551642,0.0,0.0,0.2799398613818987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901728689018264,0.0,0.0823328021769404,0.0,0.0,0.1606755593534719,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Happybobertnvagene,2020/02/18,"All by myself! I’m in Manhattan. All by myself. I’m fairly ok looking educated brown guy. Career is fine. I can’t make friends, can’t get matches with online dating. I’m 38. Everything sucks for me here. I’m thinking of going back where I was born. Is this really lonely even for the ones who were born here? Or is it just me?",-0.8151203208556161,1.2895228088235309,2.0914973262032106,91.07810160427809,100.32352941176471,4.825668449197861,16.475935828877006,6.574015621080383,0.083305882352942,253,7,53,4,11,88,49,68,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.114,0.3525,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,7,17,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,6,3,7,15,2,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,4,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30301809545885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602817431105756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541677333528395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044601067405063,0.0,0.20588707011309892,0.0,0.22396097658007494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901945906580725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33092237938543123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630470333123752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703431300040803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524534905028745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25250630236602034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moisawesome,2020/02/18,"Do you ever feel that you will always be single for the rest of your life? I am 21 and don't have any hope of getting married or getting a girlfriend. I feel like I would die to have a wife and some kids. But the way things are going on it seems like some wishful thinking. I am very lonely and will most probably be lonely for the rest of my life. I am pretty independent and wouldn't consider myself to be dependent on anyone. I just get jealous, angry, and bitter when I see other couples cherishing one another like they are made of gold or diamond. I try to avoid those situations, but when I am waiting in line to return something, that's when I lose it. They hold on to each for dear life like this is the end. They kiss for hours and get really really possessive. When I sleep at night I wish myself being in those men's shoes. It all feels artificial and too good to be true for them. Its like life is on their side. I just wish it was flipped and life was the other way around. I know that you are not supposed to wait for the ""right one"" because its all about action not about waiting. I have never had any experiences with women so I feel like it would be very overwhelming and scary to talk to the opposite sex. I feel like women have their own rules or something that makes them extraterrestrial. I just hope that it is a passing face and somehow will get the courage to go up and approach them. I know that you are not supposed to put them on pedestals but I end up doing that all the time and don't know how to control myself.",3.993551593101429,5.020608385852093,4.720609470914937,86.3965587547501,71.25080385852091,7.712423268050277,25.711926337328272,8.00094639256281,1.3147736334405142,1212,36,254,16,22,390,149,311,0.09,0.76,0.15,0.968,0,5,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,9,2,15,22,2,2,12,0,34,10,3,6,6,66,62,24,1,8,12,1,5,7,1,6,5,0,0,4,21,15,0,6,10,0,0,6,7,7,0,2,4,7,38,15,36,46,11,33,0,4,1,2,21,13,0,11,19,188,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142841886898776,0.0,0.0,0.13309804326779764,0.10261607771174727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842687766268955,0.0,0.0,0.08711728101063446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596553238737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975973929227703,0.0,0.10828163752900022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015645513582503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173352082715917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852112434199386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957271033702524,0.0,0.0,0.2474080008536527,0.2097363395464713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556423810586825,0.0,0.11123363363363648,0.08208139302745263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439665085566704,0.09637364152476084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134598949768775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34561155708346397,0.3346705247124813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948173285186427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259870296058167,0.06532315981713495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547664690677211,0.0,0.0,0.09183617566529834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262666288328634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956009668475163,0.10551100429721713,0.0,0.0,0.09837760910767518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253848750837594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357299267300122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798276465940504,0.08908922777831316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100001713891194,0.09793194751744187,0.0,0.0,0.15067677847457964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786571845402989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501468154570067,0.06270555245039272,0.0,0.0,0.05706369542689192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644138077188272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149159862908186,0.0,0.15535544731871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33760690399973264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903568151669407,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littlemixerrrr,2020/02/18,"I need kind words [L] I (19F) have a a panic/anxiety disorder & severe depression. I’ve been on antidepressants for many months now & I just feel so alone. I’ve tried to hang out with friends but I feel like they don’t truly enjoy my company, they just feel bad. I’ve been trying to go out on dates but I’m so so so scared that I’ll scare a guy off with my issues. My parents are great parents but they’ve emotionally neglected me since I could remember. They don’t help at all when I ask for help or when I try to tell them how I’m feeling. I just feel so lonely & unloved.",1.4510410557184767,3.1023595000000017,3.2708797653958928,91.68995601173023,79.0,7.089736070381233,21.756598240469213,8.00094639256281,0.8226225806451608,454,13,106,8,11,152,75,124,0.24100000000000002,0.5589999999999999,0.201,-0.7931,2,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,0,12,12,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,23,17,12,0,2,7,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,5,16,5,13,14,1,13,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271032871594527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478907542509069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054100394371903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881635313760922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150500586348021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110015216107858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867952594582415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792087547843595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499677229834266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483573454636974,0.098438199572616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645728937866604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783100247469684,0.0,0.0,0.1519154985890675,0.0,0.13643514382355726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847173340739035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381841625192332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434885331834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731791511044789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969884653851902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998377627080004,0.0,0.0,0.10217057287591162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166851231889756,0.3060020735689431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609078883985394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759064470621273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566505472310252,0.0,0.11398246520714007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043575196184628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806539354601567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Come_to_Butthead2112,2020/02/18,"Saw a girl i used to chase around on valentines day She was talking to her friend then with a smile and then she saw me wiped the smile off and shruged and walked of past me. Yeah depression is SOOO COOL",3.625,4.625247690476193,2.7938095238095246,99.96785714285713,72.09523809523809,6.552380952380951,23.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.12532380952380914,161,4,39,1,3,46,33,42,0.07400000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.268,0.8286,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,2,7,2,0,8,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40420782925000137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928298056885526,0.0,0.3910794352655659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508040353069555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334496780001141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649545698524485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921602712967497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Why_is_juice_blue,2020/02/18,"Suggestions? Moved to a new state for school. It has been good, but I'm just alone...classmates are fine, but idk just want something real. Vent over",0.8828571428571443,3.275135857142857,0.5011428571428596,101.44385714285715,101.14285714285714,3.6685714285714286,16.314285714285713,5.6839178017228535,-0.6608228571428567,116,3,24,1,5,33,26,28,0.057,0.745,0.19899999999999998,0.4588,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416719566226589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432956317655909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934281960815692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636617625544746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122673116206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360353315269685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402698759635737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EarbudsrockUwU,2020/02/18,"I know why people don’t like me I know I’m kinda annoying. I cross the line from funny to mean sometimes, I know I do it. So I try to just not talk. But then, obviously, people don’t notice me. I can’t find a balance.",-2.507295918367348,-0.8318820612244872,1.4885459183673468,95.29975765306123,104.3061224489796,4.08265306122449,14.28826530612245,5.985473137389443,-0.6717163265306123,165,4,40,2,8,61,33,49,0.057999999999999996,0.813,0.129,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743690733029113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949312564377447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665812607720913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269959287829575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341769365574888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162291891770869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296896507471947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412820999987953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038099376827572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27087562429121426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xixi2,2020/02/18,"Incoming Tomorrow: ""Did you have a good long weekend!?"" ""Oh yes, Karen, I nearly called the suicide hotline while crying in my car on Main Street for most of yesterday."" ""How was your's?""",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,73.70588235294117,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.5155215686274515,142,6,26,3,3,45,34,34,0.20199999999999999,0.6609999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.565,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,5,1,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597725896970879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945967691388379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776623009780094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39847181377342944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925186308849293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aseldar,2020/02/18,"Swallowed by society's indifference I recently split with the woman I've been with for 7 years. The woman for whom I moved to a different country. The woman I thought I was going to marry and have children with around the end of this year. We were each other's best friend and lover in one. But we met when she was just 18, and eventually it got to her that she never experienced another person (among other problems mostly stemming from this root cause that wasn't fixable by effort or communication). Moving back to my home country, because 4 people waited for me with ""open arms"" (only to drop me when I arrived. Not even my father has come to see me) didn't make anything easier. I've dealt with depression years ago and I'm seeing the signs. I just don't think there will be a happy ending this time. By no means am I physically repulsive (at least I don't believe so) and yet, even maxing out swipes on dating apps. Going to little karaoke bars on weekends. Putting myself out there and being positive and kind. Literally nobody is interested in getting to know who I am. No matter how much I put myself out there. I've seen society's lowest points in my childhood. But this is something else. This is like I'm ""fading out of existence"", being forgotten, with nobody turning their head to even acknowledge me anymore.",4.863959899749375,6.5144536666666735,5.831044277360068,76.88003759398498,69.87301587301587,8.321136173767753,28.34252297410192,8.841846274778883,2.369703174603175,1052,38,184,19,19,347,159,252,0.081,0.809,0.11,0.8825,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,2,15,9,0,0,7,0,19,5,2,4,1,44,37,14,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,12,23,2,1,5,2,0,7,8,2,0,1,10,4,25,7,36,23,5,40,0,1,3,1,17,15,0,2,18,133,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117972658434938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334592010896002,0.0,0.0,0.13557349897872462,0.0,0.0,0.11249563157931576,0.1216954212471389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511683265876752,0.0,0.08333340623381331,0.0,0.0,0.15401844093821931,0.14346227058471686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043252443062929,0.0,0.11775827365345555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177428371539542,0.0,0.0,0.14282644122382912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419853633810848,0.0,0.2421580940709934,0.0,0.0,0.27087483729236583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561706568397942,0.0,0.071422126335096,0.0,0.1553839117206021,0.0,0.10933456762382553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552380449049607,0.0,0.0,0.14029760282060788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371251210506939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235603707912067,0.07512886815977303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678660243394803,0.13701318442915927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125089028168833,0.0,0.0,0.14891058325434833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905891446007239,0.10049306888026392,0.0,0.10543444690979227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263407570200444,0.10396944815854084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947732461968726,0.11936454052764987,0.0,0.0,0.1292293374205956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308071349267542,0.0,0.2748502809720028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497857294073698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787055989693535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052413127217976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759431574837133,0.0,0.10852759749767782,0.07971312203885632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486945477777051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409841787644484 lonely,Samueldaredditor,2020/02/18,"Introverts like me never win I don't know how many of you guys could relate but does anyone else feel lonely when you're in your ""solitude"". You like being alone like 90% of the time but you still feel lonely. Even after being burnt out and need to recharge after a family or friend gathering, you still feel lonely.",4.050491803278689,5.968150114754102,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,72.44262295081967,6.847213114754098,18.757377049180327,7.554174236665415,0.4474629508196726,251,4,47,3,5,78,46,61,0.191,0.6409999999999999,0.168,-0.1867,0,7,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,9,6,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,5,7,6,0,9,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,1,10,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807922564300586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748385442719732,0.2454251927444608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124396857994147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961295182942255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000952758412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820627544649266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258060955655065,0.0,0.3633383285734016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850590784194728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371708140173211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163856630846155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510644899236836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428442424898197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760730306359707,0.184739099239647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825754428839172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967095948857938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cottoncandybingo,2020/02/18,"Frustrated/Venting/feeling down on myself. Do you ever spend the day trying to be productive, but dont get very much done, but trying ya know? Then the end of the day rolls in, you look around and wonder what the hell you've been doing, and feel ashamed that you didnt do more? I ""should've"" gone to the store, or cleaned more, or I should have more to show for the day. It's my day off and I should do what I want and I shouldn't feel obligated to do so much, but here we are. I dont know. I'm frustrated.",0.8722935779816509,2.5227656330275288,2.301366972477066,97.97700458715595,80.74311926605505,5.827889908256882,18.239449541284404,6.742157984588678,-0.3005016513761469,390,8,97,4,10,126,64,109,0.10400000000000001,0.847,0.049,-0.8315,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,0,0,4,3,2,1,6,0,16,0,0,0,1,21,26,11,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,3,13,0,11,18,5,13,1,0,1,0,5,5,1,3,7,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362360485917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031289628228695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199589790006993,0.4571620445457825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274421998610046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642144630946838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958485513842207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189838626569156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143736351822093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378132157621605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867481570554705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648336106823027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092532493656453,0.11503742834529483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211508484022482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,elijahp119,2020/02/18,"So lonely and numb right now. Anyone need to talk? Hi I'm wondering if anyone wants to talk. I've lost all my friends, have trouble working because of a mental illness, and I'm homeschooled. Anyways, I'm Eli, I'm 17, I'm your typical metalhead. I play guitar, bass, and drums. I'm trying to put together a band. So that's a bit about me. Send me a message if you're lonely too and let's kick loneliness in the dick.",0.4065517241379269,2.62815086206897,2.8581724137931066,90.06656896551728,86.35632183908045,5.778850574712644,23.64252873563219,7.1686216300943375,1.073892873563218,323,13,68,5,10,111,60,87,0.24600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.061,-0.9387,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,10,12,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,10,2,5,0,3,0,1,8,2,1,3,1,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640301429475883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868279263287854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841915171299731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111515525239207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618500196048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841595318114441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233163920118563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301684972530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616838319208889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230364374713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184552490208477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673366202131738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353780759624294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28229550496679817,0.18950905823352898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MoistMannequin,2020/02/19,"Anyone feel like they are destined to be lonely? I've been lonely all my life, and no matter what I do I feel like I'm always alone at school or of all the jobs I had in my life I tend to be only working by myself. I never really talked to my parents while growing up, and I've been told I'm really attractive and I am very active, but I just can't seem to make a friend or attract a girl who would want me to stay in their life, I'm always told why don't I have a girlfriend and I honestly feel like they should ask why I don't have a friend first. I've tried to meet people through apps, programs, or work, school but it seems i'm always left out and forgotten with any little friendship I get. I remember I had a class everyone had a partner in except me, and it took a huge toll on me. I tried at one point to embrace it, sometimes I could, but when I couldn't it hurt too much. I try to be the brightest and friendliest person, but that doesn't work in my case. I'm seriously considering the military because I was told about the brotherhood it brings, but I'm betting to myself it will be the same.",3.2305159574468085,3.802578059574469,4.699827127659574,87.5271875,72.65957446808511,7.747340425531916,25.32579787234043,7.865858978985527,1.1807074468085106,864,25,193,11,16,290,124,235,0.046,0.726,0.228,0.9922,2,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,4,4,12,0,0,12,0,24,3,0,1,3,37,45,17,0,5,10,1,3,3,4,3,3,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,6,0,1,3,7,4,0,2,10,3,30,8,24,26,4,21,0,3,0,0,17,13,0,6,7,126,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996886522727443,0.0,0.0,0.28914895935043194,0.0,0.0,0.0787709443398424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099367412745456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828895040522833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061119879840412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248384999843677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068414330937924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570712283362244,0.2482550324983565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852815638362744,0.0,0.0,0.17898578633857706,0.0,0.0605183705932072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400246010246845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494715587537847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585374381932848,0.0,0.24545047898068886,0.16977160569802693,0.11609588088341198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731994941060279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515115828406868,0.0,0.08933815413783372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849196895358129,0.08809681140699913,0.0,0.0,0.12861970767487027,0.0,0.0,0.08030456008483791,0.10114159112889012,0.0,0.0,0.10950036543075027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841217457132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312170953429743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344599443085153,0.0,0.2109014506993261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145625729439928,0.0,0.0,0.12346340017388062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310280682167868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320524299281377,0.12869559464779495,0.2359306047549012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557500181553248,0.06832176618123817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090439441733344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298512011919555,0.0,0.0,0.08228499579041773,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jimstark55,2020/02/19,I had a dream about my was best friend last night My best friend and I stopped talking a few months ago after a few months of minimal contact from her even when I tried. Last night I had a dream where we starting talking again and we saw each other. I felt so happy because the emotions of the dream were so strong. However it turns out that upon waking I am still the same person with no real friend who has any care in the world about me. I constantly suffer with getting close to people and then just as I was talking to my best friend again I woke up. It honestly felt so horrible. I really have no one to talk to. Sometimes I can’t even decipher my own feelings in my head and I just want one person to care about me but I can’t and probably wouldn’t let anyone become that close of friends with me.,2.5892207792207778,4.3172776060606095,3.524004329004331,90.78886363636364,75.96969696969697,6.653679653679656,23.300865800865804,7.447530270364453,0.8518138528138537,635,19,135,8,14,203,94,165,0.055,0.725,0.22,0.9722,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,4,15,14,0,0,8,0,12,2,2,0,0,25,23,12,0,2,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,9,4,24,13,22,12,8,25,0,1,1,0,16,9,0,0,16,103,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164406349422517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797648452496543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017679653518027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989903569821837,0.1266390562033762,0.0,0.0,0.361003161618504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338182760244322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391268966275068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289832745849265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147098686549362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057978331390195835,0.0,0.22019375913764916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44295147517863137,0.0,0.059908000692210375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206357647834107,0.0,0.0,0.11767990282812878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693540331334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725326133762015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304984554540188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152116426291512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540064559940106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949463268745229,0.2002430155329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362882266032656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051446335700082,0.07345766723228002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134071296361121,0.0,0.08116084406706152,0.0,0.0915720310723852,0.09586550772115338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36865520078267977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785036011614352,0.12472315693039487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763269360292505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trc871,2020/02/19,"i’m lonely. i feel so lonely. i spend all day everyday alone in my room and i just want someone else to be with. i am a very shy person and have terrible social anxiety but i’m trying to come out of my shell because i feel like i have no one else. i want to be someone who is constantly surrounded by friends and goes out everyday after school and hangs out with friends all day during the weekend, but i just spend all my free time alone. does anyone have any suggestions on how to stop feeling so lonely?",3.2530339805825257,4.678441718446604,4.439016990291265,86.1688167475728,73.5631067961165,7.868446601941748,26.46723300970873,8.472884824447931,1.7523601941747575,399,14,82,7,8,131,63,103,0.183,0.642,0.174,0.4503,0,8,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,24,15,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,1,3,1,3,2,1,4,0,1,0,3,11,5,14,13,3,18,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880346358799582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739078029506185,0.0,0.1433068882929846,0.0,0.0,0.13098544688693828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419459025005806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613681525351375,0.0,0.2024371106335747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162462259801876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393368938497885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129802477459565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841589328243443,0.1338285437064193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894612877182903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151994432748428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693961276829469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635692744599537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958789629675185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909592787336419,0.31744809372297234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661621457261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923359214718527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718472988188975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456681597537125,0.22098409960441287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,memories_torn_apart,2020/02/19,"I’m so over this online friend thing I can safely say at this point I have roughly 4 friends, and as you could imagine they’re all online. I knew them through this forum I used to browse and later discord. I like them well enough, but it’s honestly not enough. They’re all rather different, two of them from different countries and the other two from different states , and all rather older (nothing crazy, but like 1-3 years), and do different things, making it hard to really relate. And all of them have actual social lives, one of them even in a relationship. They’re nice to talk to, I admit, but man I could go for some actual friends. Like people that I go to school with, live nearby, and do similar things and have similar interests with. Someone I actually have a clear mental image of. I’ve spent the last few months really maintaining my few online friends and trying to make new ones, especially around my age and similar interests (to failure, mind you), but I’ve come to realize that’s not what I need nor want. This is all rather pathetic but I just need it off my chest. It’s sucks that I go to school some days and I might talk only when answering a question. It sucks having to dread group work because you know you know no one. It sucks being afraid to try new activities or clubs because you wouldn’t know anyone there. I couldn’t care less if I had a billion Discord ‘friends’ at this point. End rant.",4.61717391304348,5.958062746376811,5.05504347826087,83.3997391304348,70.08695652173913,8.708405797101449,26.481159420289856,9.120678840339163,2.0011281159420298,1122,35,221,22,20,357,149,276,0.134,0.711,0.155,0.6561,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,5,1,10,20,3,2,6,0,16,1,1,3,6,58,37,22,0,11,13,0,2,3,5,2,0,1,0,1,19,15,0,1,9,1,1,4,6,5,1,6,3,3,28,15,28,28,12,24,0,0,0,0,24,8,3,6,14,146,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.275254928586009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657421777092357,0.0,0.0,0.0836992708914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462954433606318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586141700810212,0.0,0.0,0.0809913926524455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013739695926573,0.0,0.0,0.060636235762424925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929307733009933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327534309219271,0.1942991553927142,0.0,0.06210046401601469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632047656703775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030414274420174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422499974112481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501564701692014,0.07664025650726275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780279993494776,0.0,0.16604581519174375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552046587297386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947517867804837,0.09974219433319796,0.09493514179938577,0.0,0.07504724555946553,0.0,0.0,0.13943183861391945,0.0,0.18161353985827614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021638294188364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113466677312932,0.07150776024831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518282713846961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776184525340472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053258522461091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046545190094868,0.0,0.0,0.10094414826685236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476985115353595,0.0,0.19031001483118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584331035317817,0.07966430426812117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511422055423133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873915730434113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276691619186303,0.0,0.18369113099004047,0.0,0.0,0.08120458438679971,0.0,0.0,0.05545645066832789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453682422722902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844893712932075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054690963531885 lonely,cypher21101,2020/02/19,Someone just ghosted me. Have no friends. Spending too much money on material goods to fill the void. rough day or life.,1.658636363636365,4.20995622727273,2.109545454545458,89.7343181818182,100.36363636363636,4.0181818181818185,28.22727272727273,5.985473137389443,1.3450545454545455,95,5,17,1,4,29,22,22,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34603334537911623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145407726659733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500365631923848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789843997832501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944293864956188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546209929851912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,j0ndapper,2020/02/19,"I isolate myself and I hate it It's only gotten worse and worse over the past two years. I'm 20 years old and rather than have a social life, I get home from work and smoke until I cant feel the loneliness anymore. It's gotten progressively harder to do anything else but that. To the point where even if I'm invited out by friends, I'd rather stay home and kill all my feelings. Around a year a ago I met someone and for the brief amount of time we were seeing each other it was like all my confidence came back to me. I WANTED to go out to places with her. My abuse towards weed also dropped dramatically which even surprised me. Needless to say, it never got serious and she stopped talking to me. I've been alone all my life and I don't know how much longer I can go on feeling like this. I don't even have the will power to try and get better, most of my self worth has been lost. The worst thing is that to everyone around me none of this is apparent at all. I'm fucking incapable of showing emotion to people and it eats me up inside. If my mom or any of my friends knew how fucked up I was I don't know what they'd even say. I'm stuck in this downward spiral and I'm scared because as the days go on I accept it more and more as my reality. I'm at the point where I wish I was just numb so I don't have to cry in the shower every morning",2.046553332330376,3.3090069515570946,3.5602617722280736,91.91729050699566,76.37024221453287,6.410170001504438,22.945840228674587,6.895973343053719,0.4923057319091324,1055,30,243,10,23,349,161,289,0.165,0.7020000000000001,0.133,-0.9218,3,1,1,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,1,5,16,16,4,1,12,0,21,6,0,2,5,45,51,23,1,6,7,1,3,2,2,1,3,2,3,1,16,20,1,1,7,1,1,5,7,9,0,1,14,6,33,7,38,35,12,39,0,1,1,2,13,20,2,4,14,162,49,1,0.0,0.13057729190276138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769186952030283,0.0,0.0,0.1141412311162026,0.0,0.08813251028953073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494454953876996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929574563300773,0.0,0.0,0.09069098331560307,0.1962152176571956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474239206456581,0.0,0.06718117360010208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746914912247412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604746597759311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210572313442034,0.07107440764606794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276928982609286,0.09206381979733656,0.1239680587127248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911627767777312,0.0,0.09285416354909982,0.1053075259021667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671719348025973,0.07873191372465416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702913332245322,0.20376921951785928,0.11515723369674485,0.0,0.18789955948774775,0.0,0.08814261770867023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880661134387297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109324408015696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192773386132168,0.0,0.12113378685276695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556849481785274,0.10768316177277534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203039757493714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129073124310232,0.0,0.0,0.08101483680037844,0.0,0.08499844421820145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564372370365325,0.0,0.0,0.08381740122620357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052050662527258,0.07640366802639888,0.0,0.1151428745828642,0.0,0.20836250295878314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528208384648294,0.11033644804803082,0.0,0.08782072261465075,0.0,0.11496995217677722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234217336445634,0.09337804639748963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746601476093065,0.0,0.09213799950377408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885802243012666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321664394487745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426259686149248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482332918544696,0.0,0.10765624020681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500295296772503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673262867098484,0.0,0.0,0.08023201967105192,0.0,0.22462072760446886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212909113652318 lonely,alicanonymous,2020/02/19,"I’m lonely and I think about it a lot of the time Ok so this will literally be my first ever post so sorry in advance for any spelling mistakes or other errors. When I was in secondary school I wasn’t popular but I had my own group of friends and was not disliked by anybody, I was happy. Then I finished school and went to college, excited to meet new friends I was eager to talk to people and did make a new group of friends whilst my school friendship group slowly separated. Don’t get me wrong I still talked and still do talk to w couple of them but they all live their own lives now and I don’t wanna pester them when they’ve got their own things going on. Going to college I met one of my closest friends, we used to hang out everyday smoking, drinking etc. Whilst I didn’t have a an abundance of friends I was happy with who I had, but everything has to come to an end sometime. For a couple of weeks I hadn’t heard from my best friend so I contacted a mutual friend who spilled the beans telling me how my best friend had scammed all his own friends out of money before leaving one night cutting all contact to his friends as well as myself. I was upset about losing my friend but knowing what he did helped with that a little but it still sucked losing my best friend. Of course I’ve got family but my brother lives in another country and my sister has her own family. Plus I can’t talk to anyone about these issues because somehow literally everyone in my family are super popular. There’s a lot of stuff I’ve left out for personal reasons plus I don’t wanna bore you guys too much. Anyways thanks for listening, well reading and if anyone ever wants to talk hit me up I’m practically always alone so I’ve got no reason not to answer.",3.0358143939393933,4.8962826193181845,4.071227272727274,86.77225757575758,75.07954545454545,6.738787878787877,25.93787878787879,7.554174236665415,1.3546542424242418,1390,50,276,18,30,450,181,352,0.083,0.647,0.26899999999999996,0.9981,0,3,1,0,1,0,18.0,1,1,5,8,22,35,2,1,11,1,25,1,0,5,5,47,46,28,0,5,10,2,0,0,12,1,0,2,0,2,11,17,1,0,5,2,1,6,10,9,2,3,20,2,43,26,49,23,15,39,0,3,0,0,45,12,1,5,20,196,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034212060973577,0.0,0.0,0.0565128597720636,0.0,0.0,0.04618627722116917,0.07121749495607324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497908950469584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041401920847261284,0.0,0.057792850490986925,0.0,0.2138259015112756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850497351843821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502990008294601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653336301637172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015480883573227,0.0,0.07574604477950303,0.0,0.12287066251042612,0.0,0.06489814956158786,0.061039933396374285,0.0,0.19207992407481367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777065113237704,0.0,0.0,0.6296753618301748,0.0,0.03548412761350566,0.0,0.07719824143446417,0.0,0.16295965756867473,0.0,0.0,0.06724907320020072,0.0,0.14459903434172014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455237161495081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088829850592054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732572078198748,0.0,0.0,0.0719149010856001,0.07379263953322232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807124865208677,0.17991737830082485,0.0,0.0,0.1519647784446007,0.0,0.11548218008878885,0.0,0.0,0.04533550598045325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992722932512097,0.0,0.0,0.13119042643943776,0.0,0.0637360394498855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204540755751366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708549205911145,0.059303003228136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504625879469332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793595038340483,0.0,0.0,0.13966114913098573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620862316390445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717221429177869,0.07602816015615871,0.0,0.0,0.16271717961819362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774936957167627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729478541848603,0.0593629505758251,0.06252937429352859,0.0,0.0,0.04512141623711263,0.043518837056879665,0.0,0.0,0.03960328178451069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058658974781588075,0.0,0.0,0.04005954301465062,0.0,0.05447937867063049,0.0,0.12213210566635598,0.06296026868371553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742572019266579,0.0,0.0 lonely,idaology,2020/02/19,"The nights are lonely and I never want to do anything I live alone, I’m female and 27. During the day I’ll be at work and I’ll feel immersed in that, but life outside of work feels empty, lonely and meaningless. I exercise, go out from time to time, have a few hobbies though I don’t often feel in the mood for them. What do you fill your evenings with when you’re done with cooking and chores?",3.1519918699186995,4.1912725731707345,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,73.26829268292684,6.442276422764228,23.422764227642283,6.42735559955562,0.4356764227642276,309,8,68,2,6,98,59,82,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8924,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,1,15,13,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,11,11,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785928750700771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135613518224712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347652006541187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752705152709657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776655865340071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080288033714044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528734124387817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999583627250302,0.0,0.0,0.23752340352844045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746193745820646,0.0,0.0,0.2524292176864776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26428164907161744,0.0,0.3137008676713163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865747528942545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916563508953497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BasicCounterCulture,2020/02/19,"I don´t see anybody loving me at all. I can´t believe I am having this thoughts rn. I strongly believe I am going to be alone for a long time. Every time I see a couple I just get depressed as I have never experienced that or will never will. I'm getting so comfortable being alone is scary. Whenever I see the girl I just not even have the balls to go talk to her because I believe I would be wasting my time. I have nothing to offer, I'm ugly af, and basically the opposite of what you would look for. I swear that I try to change but life doesn't want let me feel loved. I have been rejected multiple times before. I feel jealous of those that have experienced it and I kinda hate them. I just feel lonely af man.",2.1667032967032966,3.9820662040816366,4.071700680272109,86.01075353218211,77.43537414965986,6.6999476713762425,24.913134484563056,7.61054688173877,1.2751699633699634,560,20,115,8,13,190,91,147,0.201,0.718,0.08,-0.9328,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,2,0,5,0,19,3,0,0,3,19,37,6,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,9,25,4,11,27,1,10,0,3,4,2,9,1,0,2,7,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884975535068794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490185376403891,0.0,0.11851431142758953,0.4707518295656585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733640292870726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541071468203159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995891676094544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199102282234048,0.0,0.11734672368116902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211267627543202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553277490194705,0.0,0.15830844731310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375070203427361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241997973223836,0.098375333409591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232555985773462,0.11695744692141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514055267145537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148377318961749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336398604045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33295676821296144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194542826504708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105702338178464,0.32485372367615384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945598150823568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214907408357784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787650679938595,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ch0ch1,2020/02/19,Just looking for someone to talk too Just want to talk it’s pretty simple.,1.16,3.7736293333333366,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,89.0,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.2896666666666663,60,2,11,0,2,19,12,15,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617005046484669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382021558800562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649518801260397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924008511191693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540527545236108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kikousu,2020/02/19,"I hate my birthday It was a few days ago already but it just reminds me of how much people don’t care, and how they just forget about you. I feel like I do so much for people when it’s their birthday, and I don’t expect a big thing in return. At the very least wish me a happy birthday on Facebook or message me or something but nothing. Nothing from the people who I thought were my friends. And the number of people who do wish me a happy birthday dwindles every year. It reminds me how lonely I feel, and how I barely have any real friends. And the real friends I do have are living really far away from me. Idk.... it just sucks. Everything sucks. People suck. And I suck for getting so hung up about people not wishing me a happy birthday. I just don’t feel like I matter. And now I don’t want to put effort in anything cause what’s the point.",1.295919540229885,3.4751182471264386,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,82.04597701149423,4.326436781609195,22.310344827586206,5.033348758259628,0.0852896551724136,661,22,134,2,18,216,89,174,0.11900000000000001,0.634,0.248,0.9822,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,1,14,15,5,0,10,0,12,0,0,5,0,34,27,18,0,5,9,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,3,24,9,15,24,4,16,0,1,0,0,9,9,4,2,8,98,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128079902085788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608402447923853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769780532214507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940227195906272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734700686733448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164913178760284,0.11737209419225762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736854851040793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626536909206952,0.0,0.10268567088006003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733133700256505,0.16324861361808654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648210497966267,0.0,0.05969389622241832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648820048729857,0.0,0.11280386576458296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116391437587587,0.0,0.10088989106978696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798219634811007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926288325198087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752631667610693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800858295206266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485855288085353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600960386304613,0.07319513777522582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795963271173332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759064212485127,0.0,0.0,0.09070627653816207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427293206856786,0.06739098194776799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394165306391546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357693550621068 lonely,fuccgod12,2020/02/19,"And then there were noneeeeeeee Boys we have done it! I am officially all alone!!!!!! I have z e r o friends! I had one friend until we had a pretty steep falling out. Now, to have a single pleasant human interaction would be a huge blessing. I miss having friends. I have now been reduced to nothing but filler in crowds! A humble butt of a joke, who, in a desperate grab for attention and some companionship, tries to be a clown and becomes nothing but an object to tease and violently cum and shit on. i am nothing. i pray that someone out there can simply tolerate my presence for an extended period of time, much less give a half shit about me. most of it is my fault. i have had a number of friends i have had for superficial reasons. i have had 1 or 2 true friends looonnng ago. But one sort drifted from me, and another i pushed away through arrogance and stupidity. but i am glad to be rid of this last friend. she was manipulative and unhealthy for me. And the good news is: I'm as lonely now as i was when she was still my friend! i am so fucking emppppppttttyyyyyy",3.1371774618220134,5.02736708056872,4.19304107424961,85.8791245392312,74.87677725118482,7.342917324907846,28.309899947340703,8.167268648758528,1.8546711953659816,838,35,172,14,18,272,126,211,0.18600000000000005,0.618,0.196,-0.6201,0,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,0,10,22,6,0,12,0,30,4,3,2,2,28,34,20,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,5,13,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,9,0,3,11,1,24,13,26,19,6,21,2,2,0,2,19,7,4,4,11,129,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162645810390068,0.0,0.0,0.1358412166761102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375316962241078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322824167937052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448548622172832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342212420187054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093320778074886,0.1212544250213458,0.0,0.12581970874545856,0.0,0.11000998540612604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691212846296123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641699053145844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775519274899223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775352866360014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133435902819764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485334431125304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926575285402105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113063447300296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474378396065064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647989476777553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904838306817077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931716234973418,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnotherLonelyKid,2020/02/19,"The worst part is that I've never known what being in love is like. Anyone else feel this way? Im 22m. Never had a gf. Or anything romantic with a woman. There must be something intrinsically wrong with me. Women just aren't interested. Which is fine. I know I'm not entitled to anything. I've tried all the generic advice (clothes, hygiene, gym, etc..). I feel like I'm average looking. I go to uni, but every class I'm in, wherever I sit, women avoid sitting close to me. I dont even have an opportunity to try to start a conversation. I doubt they'd want me to anyways. I dont even know if I'd be rejected as I have no idea how to even talk to a girl I dont know, let alone flirt with one. So I tried OLD, resulting in 0 matches, no matter how many times I remake a profile or try a different app. Maybe my pics are just bad. Whatever, it doesn't matter. I just dont understand what's wrong with me. Living like this l feels like torture, especially when I know how easy it is for most other people to get dates and SOs. I think about my future, and I cant imagine going on feeling so alone. I have other aspects to my life, but knowing that this one part that's so fundamental to the human experience is unattainable for me is too much. Suicide is increasingly enticing everyday. Anyone else?",1.8693181818181839,3.8922547499999993,4.127642424242424,84.27796363636367,79.15151515151516,7.102787878787879,24.57515151515152,8.109356740369918,1.5246471515151525,1010,37,208,19,25,349,151,264,0.16399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.122,-0.9611,1,4,1,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,1,1,17,17,1,2,10,0,25,2,0,4,4,44,46,15,1,3,9,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,5,13,7,0,1,14,1,0,3,12,8,0,2,1,5,25,9,23,39,8,20,0,1,1,1,10,5,0,5,13,132,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590123329874413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328680265110016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724348410850967,0.20111197378069545,0.16152165039068125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194276747565685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253537040518396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600772098829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396668744000356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945199777330164,0.1944615544378825,0.0,0.0826871492279679,0.0,0.0,0.09599971267805253,0.0,0.0,0.19849005065441305,0.14022241438234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051274078637990286,0.0,0.11155040205972866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078806945249296,0.1060079979404054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696757777788603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035475851170723,0.06931915624752373,0.19178490929244288,0.0,0.086659382882563,0.0,0.0824128494050581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857514573931853,0.0,0.0,0.09949851598824458,0.09859478094920192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214416289098433,0.0,0.15138317491814104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298137933368487,0.0,0.13300435385576478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125520265000677,0.0,0.06803789144384803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555293606277266,0.0,0.0,0.06946396896802598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734918772167176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888118255001722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628841237917046,0.0,0.0,0.057226200025518224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652236365551313,0.0,0.0,0.10216715968164912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788549125703653,0.07789893238429126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460128046520807,0.0,0.0 lonely,big_daddy_007,2020/02/19,"Feeling sad for me professor My professor recently lost his wife. He has a young daughter. As much as I heard she was a very kind and pleasant woman. Professor is in 40s or 50s and not tech savvy. For the first time I saw him post status at 1/30am. It was an image saying "" I like being alone. But I hate being lonely"" I am feeling so sad for him. But I don't know how to console him. And there isn't a culture for me to talk it out with him. I really really wish I could talk to him. But frankly speaking I don't know how to? Plus how would he react? He may get angry that a young man half his age is trying to console a mature guy like him. God why is loneliness so harsh on our hearts and minds?",0.9453764478764484,2.7347234797297304,2.963938223938225,92.64148648648651,81.0945945945946,6.1204633204633225,20.03088803088803,7.1686216300943375,0.3390969111969113,537,14,122,7,14,181,92,148,0.166,0.691,0.14300000000000002,-0.6862,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,7,0,15,1,1,4,0,25,25,16,0,3,5,2,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,6,22,4,17,15,1,11,0,4,1,0,24,4,0,2,8,82,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158405559891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310988707778312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659152176038484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376997672552852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673371181840187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228039074780316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016952496392256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420860366321157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127378309338622,0.2245461840714643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961270668617387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300795991775169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062758589428907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017752626530625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565448294734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617483272561189,0.0,0.2017128983016072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624605491433258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284030305305272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191238322410407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870030389239302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685616218815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434101807495745,0.0,0.2349247794919859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512259569425098,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kaizicleung,2020/02/19,"Can you guys please help me to let my gf know she is not alone? I would deeply appreciate it. I am M28 , working full time in Canada, my gf F27 , we have been together for >5 years. She just passed her 27th birthday and being upset that she does not really have a friend, she is a kind girl with social anxiety. I tried to convince her that it is a more common problem that she thought, but myself has 2 best friends since high school that I still hang out with weekly. If I were her, I wouldnt be that convinced by myself. Can you guys please help me by simply: 1) Leave a comment to let her know she is not alone if you have similar experience. 2)PLEASE DO NOT UPVOTE, REALLY DO NOT WANT TO FARM KARMA. I really appreciate it.",3.4656787048567885,4.7645082328767145,4.538418430884184,86.16455168119553,72.83561643835617,7.774844333748442,23.546699875467,8.296473431620573,1.2042684931506846,566,15,119,9,11,185,90,146,0.091,0.7040000000000001,0.205,0.9604,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,2,2,8,0,1,4,0,21,0,0,0,0,21,25,4,0,6,9,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,27,6,11,16,3,11,1,0,0,0,25,4,0,2,5,85,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140818583060475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131446840941284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270337909314946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273364574839913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233633891233088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484075783985136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815482070150483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950640750940275,0.15373891276452098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152588766155495,0.15993657410665896,0.0,0.0,0.15407368787370662,0.0,0.29758690980443164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791776329215282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923306407598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796515842337954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726351360016887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036706930640526,0.0,0.0,0.14832874297446336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620417820567375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551839236344914,0.08484783520981512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879148703342812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582534959557192,0.0,0.1167190479044257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593274340083922,0.0,0.0,0.10336586603234063,0.0,0.0,0.09370343077781083 lonely,cozmic-speque,2020/02/19,I feel lonely and useless. I need a distraction... I would like to draw something for another person who is struggling with loneliness. Let me know what you’d like drawn or I can do some improv art for 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lonely,shiroi_mirage,2020/02/19,"veteran loner hi there, i am a 27 years old female. i am an only child. i was the black sheep thru school years. i was in so much distress, sadness, because i couldn't fit in, it was the worst. for a few years i have tried to accept that i am a loner, and it feels much better. the only things are the few occasions when i get the feels i need some company. these feels get triggered a few times a year, for a short time but otherwise i embraced my solitude. and i feel like my pet helps me thru all the shit, and my good family. i am fortunate with my family i really know. i will be forever thankful. but still, today at work, i found this sub, i really like it, i really found myself in many posts, at least partially, or in some of them - fully. i completely agree with the ones about meaningless human relations, online, or irl. i feel like i can't fit fully in any friend circles, i will be neglected by people who say ***""oh you are one of my best friends!!!""*** etc. i can safely say, i thought once i had a real best friend. but i just thought, reality was different. i don't know how does it feel to have someone reliable (outside of family), who could comfort you if you feel down, or sometimes even visit you. i dunno. this might be one thing i still want to happen, but kinda tired of seeking forcefully. the concern about myself that i don't think i ever felt love (and i mean the lovey-dovey one). i feel i might be unable to. no kidding here, i don't want to seem to keep a rock inside of my chest, but i might. i never had a real relationship because of this. even if i am kinda cold, i give really good advices, i am a really good listener. i happily help if needed. but if anyone is considering to contact me, please think about the word ***""mutual""***. i am done with one way connections. thanks for reading.",0.626312576312575,3.0270119120879144,2.8981831501831508,88.69126129426132,87.84615384615385,6.422368742368742,19.627350427350432,7.715138304826218,0.9373523321123324,1392,42,287,29,45,473,185,364,0.073,0.672,0.255,0.9977,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,4,1,4,14,23,1,1,21,0,35,4,2,2,3,66,67,20,0,10,14,0,9,3,3,5,1,3,1,3,14,7,0,3,20,2,0,1,7,5,0,5,12,14,56,18,33,44,13,27,0,2,1,1,24,11,1,16,16,207,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819451023803374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441626909138858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595176753251836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755876425962827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795187510823706,0.07077108981772505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389933205704404,0.0,0.0,0.0638893707610034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360375351933808,0.0,0.0,0.07002594484510682,0.08188812962053839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924332947624104,0.10570476510994696,0.07238257158708583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263068916651681,0.0,0.3236836850615891,0.11433245058346607,0.07683164304260502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547535792297336,0.18546950518163505,0.0,0.0836141794863984,0.0767623698276509,0.0,0.20135066124410336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076132431738537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072712908281858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112535478326601,0.0,0.0,0.08795367751232018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728102864787154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222107476733748,0.0,0.0,0.08112760868127272,0.0,0.08716511867230045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546653730515391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764765248055102,0.11866746877874812,0.06171627211574999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396741359467072,0.08521857111486217,0.2711177414392505,0.12171746411809405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055475716172566386,0.0,0.0,0.08783780952439924,0.0,0.0,0.07663693492788791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004154436045709,0.18216030644671796,0.2563139522952994,0.0,0.0,0.0859114150823382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727005633085164,0.0,0.0809844005779611,0.0,0.07284710237511995,0.0,0.0,0.08213926700592235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780059298862473,0.0,0.07914171715685461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780797478718134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734312711019898,0.0,0.0,0.10632331833048816,0.10254702869821423,0.0,0.12705370845196132,0.09332048253935753,0.09197109197185477,0.0758494990899224,0.0,0.0,0.054328252559080734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439560854513494,0.06351606393715825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825543283714025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061207420119787 lonely,yvngb,2020/02/19,"i am trying to fake my death.... i know this is super stupid but idk idk https://instagram.com/tahi.h59?igshid=1lny11dkf0xnh in my last posy i have got 1.8k comments(rip, too young, gone to soon etc etc) i left that highlight story 'FAREWELL' so when my friends see it they will think my death was planned and i killed myself..... anyway what do u think is it better to remove that story or not???",4.495857142857143,7.363806014285713,3.1442857142857146,90.33071428571432,74.57142857142857,4.571428571428573,18.57142857142857,5.288315135182226,-0.5710000000000002,311,6,59,1,7,88,53,70,0.228,0.614,0.159,-0.7240000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,11,3,4,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443252806806336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161951604621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343408741202216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209465251875381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563545559414473,0.0,0.15182263690186545,0.2251848647478392,0.0,0.0,0.3001520903861326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013963285387053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540263635078437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755915147799876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yammymaam,2020/02/19,"So sad Wow, looks like a lot of younger folks here. I'm a 32 yo female, and I feel so very alone all the time. I feel alone in my relationship. I feel alone among my friends. I feel alone with my shitty family. I don't know how to express my feelings. I don't know how to let out all of my pain. Everything hurts. All the time. The thought of death feels like relief, like some beautiful fantasy. Why does it have to be such a bad thing to die? Why do we blame people for dying? Everyone would hate me, be mad at me, but maybe they could just support me and let me have some peace.",0.4422257250945769,2.4934505491803307,1.901147540983608,98.1473203026482,84.49180327868852,5.7210592686002535,18.401008827238336,7.010146845296331,-0.07958083228247137,445,11,108,6,13,143,77,122,0.212,0.625,0.163,-0.4329,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,3,26,24,7,3,2,2,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,7,17,7,13,17,6,6,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,3,5,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370009568665942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082297128216612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349334356414384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905622487164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134338792499419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386024231056708,0.11649671049435717,0.0,0.1221969403833526,0.0,0.3932474184497008,0.09260263051446056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014633624654412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797578454709968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876400264911906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247471928567645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650964088376897,0.0,0.18998161426280635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885059534478153,0.0,0.0,0.11020075999837152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302236323787425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792791192467618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986420252582521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916649187951022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709453853039134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611569954272802,0.0,0.0,0.10290610897629453,0.15116831870431358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695247331513301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392902365872836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208039392451517,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelywasteofspace,2020/02/19,"I think I have a problem I don't mean to sound edgy or something but I'm starting to dislike people in general. I don't have any friends, IRL or online and I'm not very close to my family. I tried making online friends on Reddit and those stupid dating apps for friends but it always ends the same way. I put in 100% of the effort trying to have good conversations, I researched conversational techniques and all that crap, but nobody ever messages me first, nobody asks me how I'm doing, all I get is a single sentence closed off response. I probably have like 50 dead conversations on discord and Reddit where I just decided that I'll wait and see if they ever message me (spoiler: that was 3 months ago and I never heard from them again) I've tried anything I could think of, I tried to befriend men, women and everything in between but it's always the same, nobody cares. I tried making friends IRL too obviously, I went to events, meetups and courses, I got a membership at a gym and I went to bars, clubs and sports games but nothing works for me, I do talk to people and even make some of them laugh. Sometimes they even stay around to exchange contact information but then a week later it turns out they never have time to do anything with me, like not even talk on the phone. And I don't even want to try anymore. Because obviously I'm not worth it. Some retarded crackhead creeping on little girls has his crackhead friends and I don't even have that, what have I done?? Why do literal murderers and molesters have friends, relationships and family while I have nothing? Just because I happen to be a bit of a quiet guy????? I don't fucking care anymore (that was a lie, I still care very much) I just want to work for a bit to save some money and then move to Alaska into the middle of nowhere or something so I don't have to look at all these shitty normal people that don't deserve anything they have and don't even appreciate it. I'm so glad I at least still have my cat, getting a cat was the best decision of my life. I want to get more cats.",4.10610294117647,5.413362110294116,4.897823529411763,84.17070588235295,71.27941176470588,7.302745098039218,28.30588235294117,7.675431598112923,1.6506847058823535,1623,60,319,19,30,525,196,408,0.184,0.733,0.083,-0.9919,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,6,5,20,22,5,0,16,0,32,4,1,4,9,72,64,33,2,7,16,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,4,14,23,1,1,6,5,3,4,13,6,0,1,8,5,44,16,43,54,15,45,0,0,2,1,31,19,2,7,22,217,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071545399242055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275787409922749,0.0,0.0,0.0542495283478033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823012313777038,0.0,0.0,0.1969433307911793,0.0710163919729601,0.07457857124852202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972598275414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371862093714262,0.0,0.17418661145421807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400685547757875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369360281575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163721040369894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065670159046729,0.0,0.0,0.3161426029612219,0.14432155804749655,0.0,0.0,0.0716963521713952,0.0,0.1504089657950676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678563150103919,0.0,0.0,0.36980238987374536,0.07375042026855641,0.12503695703690332,0.0,0.0,0.06691122947481115,0.06380311133316574,0.0,0.0,0.07898949043820415,0.07054449953261477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563472264595316,0.07794777302852735,0.07995520218566488,0.0,0.0,0.06699065222346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597506855816477,0.0,0.0,0.08689802985961999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367540063823297,0.08478787609495768,0.05864357998871125,0.0,0.12305432583190301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816226355460679,0.15309194321875125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659171873064663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601061410212255,0.07633360952794806,0.0,0.08019560262561998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564816783160817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357010363433375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228289156552924,0.07889921341693103,0.0,0.056464939882459375,0.0850292107550798,0.12741634932097465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282397564295296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223280708576073,0.0,0.0,0.04651726632018143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32497068907910964,0.08677196053069919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164495649471486,0.14115954641461714,0.06332143986778838,0.06399044857870588,0.0,0.0,0.14790388341483549,0.07198425428570025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161538564801061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stardustkiddo,2020/02/19,"❌👇🏼 Read 👇🏼❌ I’ve created a group chat on telegram for those who either suffer from mental illness or are looking for a support system and friends. It is a 18+ safe space for those interested. If you’d like to a part of it, please signup for telegram and then click this link ~> https://t.me/joinchat/Ncl3_BW8aVhURt-tkaMulw",4.0960215053763465,6.752040967741934,3.856129032258069,85.82086021505377,74.80645161290323,6.068817204301076,24.849462365591396,7.1686216300943375,1.0346688172043017,268,9,50,3,6,81,49,62,0.09300000000000001,0.633,0.27399999999999997,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,8,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,2,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874859854365071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179081278521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247294550053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749924748947038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029514709905683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084575392322752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722038655431385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222582667191391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-Falcoon-,2020/02/19,"Really deprived, horny and want to find a party buddy. Yknow? Someone fun who enjoys life! Is that too much to ask out of life?",0.15820000000000078,2.514247120000004,1.9515,92.20325,97.8,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.5035999999999996,98,2,19,1,4,32,23,25,0.10099999999999999,0.565,0.33399999999999996,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908339845482912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821034882373263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905828086203803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073255983784842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782290033344897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542247953326533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465853441931669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trelfei,2020/02/19,"Free mentor Hello everyone, I'm posting here because I might be able to help some of you. I'm a mentor. It's kind of a life coach, except I have a different methodology, that I am going to explain here. First of all, this is FREE and will always be. I'm doing this on my free time. &#x200B; *Who is this for ?* &#x200B; Mainly for people who want to improve one or several aspects of their daily lifes. &#x200B; *How does that work ?* &#x200B; * You identify one main aspect of your life you would like to work on. I give examples of cases I had in the past below * You pm me with your discord account and we begin a private vocal chat on discord * Then, I will ask you questions. A lot of them. I'll try to understand how you work, how you think, what you have been / are currently going through * I will finally give you missions. You can picture it like a RPG. First, you will be given simple things to do, and on our next talk, you will tell me what missions you achieved, what missions you failed, and what you felt during thoses exercices. This will help me elaborate new exercices to give you until our next session and we'll go on this way until you feel satisfied. &#x200B; *Examples of cases I had in the past :* &#x200B; * Getting over anxiety * Reducing stress at work * Making new friends * Dating a new person * Moving on from abusive parents * Getting over a divorce * Searching new ways to be happy Now, if you feel like this is something you would like to try, feel free to pm me.",1.8145438596491203,4.538297884210528,3.023815789473684,87.48379385964918,85.94736842105263,5.412280701754386,24.407894736842106,6.937597516519254,1.2185263157894737,1167,47,214,16,36,375,145,285,0.055999999999999994,0.7909999999999999,0.152,0.981,3,0,2,0,1,0,73.0,4,21,2,8,6,13,0,1,10,0,27,3,0,4,1,29,50,13,0,4,3,1,4,4,1,10,3,0,0,1,18,7,0,0,8,2,5,4,0,2,0,4,5,4,40,15,38,31,5,38,0,1,0,0,45,12,0,6,23,155,58,9,0.06396918552156854,0.07579302452443301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053227486818553764,0.4158635147194565,0.4663773731098593,0.0,0.0,0.04893625183263952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059802553257372125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899502175343436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668341837229371,0.0,0.0,0.05597986533065871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611252981050796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703422677601284,0.045699598918256194,0.06142044980859423,0.07007511594979246,0.0,0.10882431305194523,0.0,0.0,0.04942243405153823,0.0,0.06684251840850643,0.18409521506289486,0.10906548690709872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809638748988109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575439328509649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661406287723035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554998258235446,0.12500845134987595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438431397071559,0.0,0.0,0.04269992806451325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786119687182053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798912061282834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712735197582555,0.1360639090335506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669435128989693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710302102789861,0.0,0.1221316516891069,0.04434817876904542,0.05585542539092501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061264797013551475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166012782001249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226697153462716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924660426614478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327648588563948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141600821255581,0.05591188770183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249828442025932,0.0409888711197187,0.0,0.0,0.0373009465041896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686175584305217,0.0,0.0,0.06659417812244785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037730683005068204,0.1015515238930498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862813157160976,0.0,0.0,0.0908837480578538,0.0,0.4663773731098593,0.0 lonely,tangshuangmashu,2020/02/19,"I feel lonely, l wanna talk to people, but I'm tired to even type one word. I guess l deserve to be lonely. I think part of the reason is people will really try to argue about anything online.",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,74.25,6.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.11583333333333368,149,2,29,1,3,52,31,40,0.292,0.708,0.0,-0.9071,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464771713640105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043861851280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646521116883974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408896905799061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968863924217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33509989645376226,0.0,0.4290618302386973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823905138140324,0.3181620581991174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487209982413663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828052188605289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556626914715686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009354258860935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway542234,2020/02/19,I give up at dating The last couple months I said to myself I’m going to put effort into talking to new people and enveloping closer relationships but they all just don’t hold strong and I never get past the talking stage. I gathered up the courage to actually ask a girl out after like 2 weeks of messaging everyday and I got the “let’s keep messaging for a bit and we’ll see” like I’m bored of typing into a screen what do I have to do to talk to you like a human. Fuck dating fuck putting effort into relationships and fuck tinder!,3.0334454638124333,4.736177706422018,4.9388379204892985,81.22479102956169,74.68807339449542,7.413251783893987,23.120285423037714,8.167268648758528,1.3605282364933735,426,12,82,7,9,146,70,109,0.141,0.7020000000000001,0.157,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,1,3,1,9,3,0,8,0,6,3,0,0,2,15,19,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,3,10,5,18,15,2,22,0,0,2,3,16,8,3,0,13,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1563705778707004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980224494502425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749399659873858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730189170426602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444163385104156,0.08371849335829994,0.15371627128456006,0.0910677660332808,0.0,0.12815811770294488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424281761444112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061652984485606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385568316602048,0.0,0.2348546880020181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279015916193241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358653398164204,0.15476024892270882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529666762147534,0.11108985113452992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32216978971087584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440743795921776,0.0,0.0,0.15242440116932998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276900867955387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863831744710587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853441265568954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dadawgwhisperer,2020/02/19,Sobbing uncontrollably My husband and I have been having tension since yesterday and today broke out a huge fight. Basically I try to help him and all I can seem to do is annoy and anger him. I’m constantly questioning why he’s with me if I make him feel like that all the time. I have nothing but good intentions and I’m so nice and so polite but he gets so angry with me. Now I’m alone and sobbing and I feel like I’m going crazy with no one to talk to. I need a friend.,0.4619981998199805,2.5750835346534693,2.711701170117013,91.97486048604864,84.94059405940594,6.0489648964896485,20.072907290729074,7.348242739294969,0.5026752475247522,371,11,84,6,11,126,63,101,0.293,0.5589999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.9253,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,13,3,2,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,24,18,14,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,1,2,13,5,8,17,2,8,0,3,0,0,11,2,2,3,7,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518774143572456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628081685579761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593411909910665,0.3474781314768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878924043511328,0.0,0.12705972234757054,0.0,0.13821372796904266,0.2039810254618134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300895987040045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762628186064375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233502666613595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032653943784094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335284535055786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479570887315975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724348561661458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139624304065456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011740066521995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547150177023748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418093757975692,0.0,0.2305210995016837,0.0,0.0,0.1651139251305669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944630402926124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brokeninside23,2020/02/19,"I don't know what to do anymore... So, this is kinda long but I'll try to keep it short. I'm 18F and ever since I turned 18 my parents have been really trying to get me to move out. It's not that I don't want to move out, I do but I'm scared and have no where to go as of right now. So, I spent a few nights on the street and eventually they let me back in. That was two weeks ago. Fast forward to now. This last week I met someone online who lives in another country but he is amazing and I've never felt the way I do about him. So, I'm trying to deal with that and not feel so much like the things I say are stupid and that I'm scared to lose him. Then last night after we said goodnight, my plans changed from doing nothing to babysitting for my mom's friend. That went well. But when I got home, my mom flipped out about my acne. I recently broke out and have dark spots on my left cheek now. I'm extremely self-conscious about my acne. I feel like I'm expected to be some perfect pretty girl bc that's how I lived my life for a few years. But things have changed. And people still say I'm pretty but it hurts bc I don't feel that way inside. After she was done yelling at me and saying really hurtful things (she's been doing this my whole life), I had a rush of all these emotions that I have shoved away for so long. I had thoughts like ""I'm just f\*\*d up and ugly and I don't deserve love"" and I also felt really suicidal last night but I was scared that if I did do something then I would end up hurting the guy I met and I really care about him. I cried more than I've cried in years. The only thing I've wanted for my entire life is to just be normal. At one point I just excepted that I'm different and so I decided that the two things I want in my life to feel complete are peace and happiness. I'm worried that when we do finally meet that he will just run the other way bc I'm awkward but when I'm typing things it's easier for me to come across as confident. And now my problem is whether or not I should tell him what happened last night or just say that I'm fine. I feel like I say too many of my emotions that go through my head. I don't wanna be the kind of girl who just talks abut her problems. I try to be positive. But last night was just so rough. idk what to do. I'm also wondering if my family is just too toxic for me and if I should just move on and not be close to them anymore. It's scary to think about bc I know that one day I will need a mom and dad. idk.. &#x200B; \*I'm really sorry if this was long and depressive. I really do enjoy to laugh and have good times.",1.0509557522123885,2.59221399823009,2.747265486725663,95.4925796460177,79.81415929203541,6.1483185840708,19.618584070796466,7.003673034542,0.06241309734513267,2019,47,487,23,50,667,235,565,0.13699999999999998,0.725,0.138,0.4735,2,0,1,0,1,0,59.0,2,0,2,3,38,29,1,4,12,0,49,7,2,1,4,93,95,54,1,16,30,5,8,4,1,5,4,7,1,3,38,30,0,1,13,0,1,10,11,13,1,4,20,15,67,16,61,64,7,76,0,6,0,1,37,25,0,9,44,316,105,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334085820467478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624268135433524,0.0,0.06519879464111925,0.07311832247454368,0.0,0.06309796707973593,0.0,0.0,0.1193534098346406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653570595180162,0.04627029804257708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061351677010577914,0.0,0.12731279422982866,0.05183480400910157,0.06309157552525843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219721648257896,0.03880742500728029,0.062037028448846364,0.05182800917506217,0.0,0.0,0.0628693030091597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157916860486595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537590536805105,0.053296541108978725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054431070784855394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056726944848903886,0.0,0.1521295906181371,0.08597701869748083,0.11555346844612288,0.0659179697071326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649049047590916,0.0,0.031438571623322656,0.0,0.06839684686536332,0.050471321362073183,0.04812685944156207,0.0,0.0,0.05958198627382583,0.05321190679327702,0.06405662761855821,0.0,0.0,0.0617561596270869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060359697487620816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932533965399215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348565457014832,0.0,0.062662240644117,0.06614040840897108,0.24525030038122725,0.0,0.0,0.0653795186543137,0.061532266342352725,0.17001146126427882,0.1175924320285208,0.0,0.1062699628333364,0.15975700180774452,0.0,0.06731961432714703,0.0,0.0,0.05430962656652341,0.0,0.0,0.061007263404886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142612754797155,0.0,0.1918671727713757,0.04423501099388583,0.044618457532863316,0.046410105394889455,0.0,0.0,0.282347372754556,0.058958006798196766,0.057738833412458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155128314309787,0.04576524265371025,0.0,0.0,0.06681640388317232,0.0,0.0,0.0417172610425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688413365446837,0.0,0.0,0.12243772794973293,0.0,0.11515729624016002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312950630179706,0.0,0.05941483054007059,0.0,0.0,0.05138849640354522,0.057239508991103485,0.2392649671406909,0.18073482038075855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277488543286816,0.0,0.0,0.049776776621508916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098546231918399,0.046325091641956716,0.0,0.06736016690316203,0.0,0.0,0.04805524845259344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582088292060956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048365797557085206,0.0525949628458531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398626605507363,0.038557241442669095,0.0,0.047771647556805984,0.035088099796684334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634175131289988,0.06545232451319276,0.1175630330736318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647702764300064,0.14329060005747382,0.0965363368650968,0.0,0.05410389390603935,0.05578214964155563,0.0,0.0671824216909461,0.0,0.0,0.06525642718760151,0.0,0.06110989046082577,0.0,0.042746073767759636,0.0,0.07311832247454368,0.07750051188208018 lonely,SledGangForLife,2020/02/19,"I’ve realized how lonely I really am I’m [19F] crying in my college parking lot right now. Just some stupid family issues that are getting me all worked up. In the middle of sobbing I grabbed my phone to call someone to talk out my problems and realized I don’t have anyone to talk to. Sure I have friends, but none would answer if I were to dial them. Realizing this made me a blubbering mess. I kinda feel bad for the students walking around the parking lot that see me.",3.1346808510638304,5.012878797872343,4.558457446808512,83.30875,74.85106382978724,7.253191489361702,27.707446808510642,8.07648339933343,1.9244936170212767,373,15,71,6,8,124,70,94,0.18,0.782,0.039,-0.9106,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,2,21,12,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,3,13,2,12,9,5,9,0,2,1,0,6,7,1,5,1,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027301509797334,0.0,0.0,0.20405065628655775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138561650638475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340549570417112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178279033560463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608425413636725,0.0,0.11589839434628475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709155650244446,0.0,0.1197557936256407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924174038638946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897421482862762,0.0,0.2168895297373228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932856187385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468415092415821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957490385940293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265531388484613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942138013316895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603317642316072,0.0,0.0,0.3684699508732747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668718304782696,0.0,0.0,0.16282832597396532,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,djkstr27,2020/02/19,"How to cope in the job I started working last month, but unfortunately I am having feeling to some girl at the office. Sometimes I get super nervous around her when I ask her for something (she work in the HR deparment). How can I deal with this? Do I ignore her completely, only mantaining small talk? Thanks in advance.",4.430499999999999,6.526961050000002,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,71.83333333333334,7.466666666666668,30.33333333333333,8.238735603445708,2.4012333333333338,253,11,44,4,5,82,47,60,0.132,0.703,0.166,0.5122,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,9,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,32,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477837098290197,0.26021253043582915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918366657384483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695874820219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407382590037813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542239342963845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762118404953143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688617089917595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217021389932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169190516446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142815450757652,0.2752877083713643,0.0,0.19701215297836516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372104321899036,0.0,0.256260245946181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052731020261737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,big_move_bois,2020/02/19,"I have a couple of friend groups, a loving family, and a girl that loves me as well. People tell me I'm supposed to enjoy these and cherish them but I can't help but feel that they don't really care for me. I never get the first text, I never get a ""how are you,"" and I get just an all around thought that they just don't want me to be around. My girlfriend, whom I would be idiotic not to bring up, is the only one I don't get any sort of bad vibes from. I feel like she's the only one who really cares in general.",3.0325939849624066,2.755601131578949,4.838621553884714,89.37868421052633,72.77192982456141,8.268671679197995,21.54887218045113,7.957251820313856,0.5682345864661649,395,6,98,5,7,136,73,114,0.149,0.685,0.165,-0.2587,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,6,11,1,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,3,21,24,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,1,3,1,2,18,9,12,20,1,8,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,1,4,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753611038418005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077258269419785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431293232774425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524407501577929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124251850316384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293676041863026,0.0,0.1747846828356783,0.1234758626110834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701634418261386,0.0,0.0,0.13353460033136594,0.0,0.3612039411702779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158500067200527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444016320422981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119869979201211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666074206489404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342396883652296,0.262902943129755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982445707091052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214495443588084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106847166311144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721446683756916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194462842637816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540257319628345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277951507676033,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stingrayrodriguez,2020/02/19,"Ever since I got herpes I've been rejected by every guy I like I was given herpes last year, by someone who had no idea they had it and never had symptoms. I dealt with so much shame; I still deal with it tbh. I've told my friends about it and it's so surprising how little people know about herpes, and how many misconceptions there are out there. People think STDs are only for people who have had unprotected sex with 1,000 people all at once or something, but anyone who has sex can get it, even if its their first time and they are married to their partner, and it can be transmitted even with protection. I've been trying to date. Every guy I date seems extremely nice, incredibly sweet, very caring, etc., and they say they like me, adore me, would love to get to know me. And we get to a point where I think it's time to tell them. And every single time without fail, they completely change, leave/ditch whatever we are doing at the time, and never talk to me again or block me. It's their choice to not want to be with me, that's up to them, it's okay and I understand. But it just makes me feel so insanely lonely. It's crazy how every time, they instantly change completely. And I don't think blocking someone because of this is right, I wish they would just have a respectful adult conversation about it and tell me that they are not willing to take the risk. Before this happened to me I'd never been rejected before at all. And now I get rejected every single time.",3.3855659840728087,5.134526525597273,4.152819965870311,87.03330275881686,73.84641638225256,7.340671217292378,22.447241183162685,8.07648339933343,1.049100227531286,1164,30,236,18,24,372,146,293,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.9719,0,5,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,13,2,20,18,0,2,4,1,26,4,0,4,6,56,48,24,0,5,10,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,4,20,21,0,3,9,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,11,3,36,11,30,32,6,27,0,5,0,3,31,9,0,4,20,164,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741107049013262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876973172128872,0.0,0.16407307918364494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829489932319886,0.0,0.20397483656752385,0.0,0.20216497303987416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939293859299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752097099703974,0.12735382073190468,0.08720701508988588,0.4061416307988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487470384593107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820050277604101,0.0,0.0,0.07448497422536195,0.0,0.2014778655225267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710669103200649,0.0,0.0,0.19091916073466628,0.08525372534052818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883347078864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596718952986657,0.078585801593657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420065457559268,0.09662665256462152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701244262184611,0.0,0.06435342779745361,0.09774309532457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087134637664318,0.0,0.22306855458489788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267191471929163,0.0,0.07332301476245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673500822812089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113720216139024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233233917120376,0.0,0.07666791521479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776668494622784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975011417863913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337323215294886,0.07421997964780988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699195912419095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020535409984403,0.0724871999227665,0.07748950694110987,0.1685305709556779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532403760376345,0.0,0.0,0.3372994583045664,0.0,0.0,0.09212246100883234,0.0,0.06545504859587195,0.0,0.0,0.10036465698628022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795471159184947,0.05686423595015828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086502643824264,0.09293436148640492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369716761528631,0.0,0.0,0.062083918355092485 lonely,Silver43,2020/02/19,"I just dont know better So.. Hello there. I am a 21 ( in 7 days 22) boy. And i dont know what i am doing wrong. For all those years i lived, i tried to live peacefully. Avoiding Problems i can avoid without consequences, helping as much as i can, overall i am very friendly and kind. I dont want to dissappoint People around me or make them unhappy, even if it costs my happieness. I visit a ""Club"" with young People who like Animes, Games and such. Its a cool hangout. Been there for 5 years now and i See new People everytime but some things just wont get in my mind. Why, in a place with about 40 People, i feel like i am just ""here"". New People join and they know each other like they were there for the whole time. Why am i one of those types no girl wants to Talk to? Never had a girlfriend. It didnt Hit me much until now. I am becoming Desperate of hugs and cuddling and just a bit of Love for me beeing here. But i have no one. I have So much on my mind but at the end i'm asking myself: Why do i feel like i am a weird one despite looking average? I just want to feel loved and give some of that Love back Everytime a Girl talks to me I get hopes. And they crush it. Tried to be a good friend for those in hard times or When they feel down But if i get sad once, then i am just ""annoying"". That Game is unfair. I am Not even suicidal or ""depressed"" But would it hurt those who know me to Talk to me once in a while?",0.26809422750424616,2.1483828552631614,2.130568760611208,97.25382003395588,83.9342105263158,5.501528013582344,17.701188455008488,6.6834051587181325,-0.2765783955857386,1084,24,263,12,31,358,154,304,0.127,0.687,0.18600000000000005,0.9827,0,2,0,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,5,1,22,25,1,2,12,1,26,5,0,1,2,54,51,27,1,8,18,0,5,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,16,13,0,2,8,4,1,1,10,9,0,3,4,8,40,16,34,43,9,28,0,3,2,5,26,10,0,8,21,184,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998205129410191,0.08399394766931148,0.0,0.0,0.06908608241318473,0.0,0.0,0.09922792611427247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946154816927684,0.09808863915095603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794328274759322,0.0,0.07738428894244084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589677676230193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957695081204012,0.0,0.0,0.11868496452632622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171549144131352,0.12837210155656176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882970252288232,0.0,0.14082259086313265,0.08618853776814425,0.0,0.0753586212890604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564281281901853,0.08048443167773567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602219272394864,0.0,0.0,0.08923742063438365,0.0,0.0,0.09618207680226762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356085662881906,0.19750820286392845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557700715075694,0.0,0.15867145276639869,0.0,0.07544807098061032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432687595842737,0.0,0.0599729497819052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143783811109973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814159910487064,0.0,0.06929482846999496,0.17354778967530265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136626582976754,0.1826460679896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31143976334298706,0.0,0.09387002100037437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597055557332345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715956858465662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827701861305208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166446046835596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059689737029593064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477993256257707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199916855299887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413241767463465,0.1589806207880131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321631212292796,0.10030992922040677,0.0,0.08660840587978945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638240707341473,0.09823257391264974,0.0,0.11571584747568625 lonely,Jokujou,2020/02/19,"First time reading this sub and almost every post hits me so hard Im good at telling myself that im ok and that I am not lonely or something. But recently I have been experiencing a stronger feeling of loneliness and because I like reddit i wondered if there would be something for me to read here. Now that I am here reading these post I can relate to so many of them and I guess I am a little lonely.",2.6008605851979354,4.302346710843377,4.104165232358007,86.75662650602413,75.86746987951805,6.1886402753872645,26.314974182444054,6.868970318607317,1.121249225473322,319,12,65,3,7,106,56,83,0.055999999999999994,0.748,0.195,0.8597,0,4,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,13,12,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,12,3,6,8,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,5,5,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834462833872186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857005792577784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005962794255354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005432957115815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149449135442658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938451452357002,0.0,0.0,0.1962007548742992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954548460707238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38476403838800377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701222742023787,0.1785061962825806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805686908961915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411472675989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344541932423604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585542395563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742250901476829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567004744633134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385340847487884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314532355968664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651940359904992,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,faqck,2020/02/19,"Feeling blue. Give it a read and some suggestion? Loneliness is a tricky companion. It seeps into your bones, and before you know it, it has made a home under your skin. There it stays, living in harmony with your fears and insecurities. Loneliness is what the voice in your head tells you you deserve, for being you, for being difficult, for being so hard to love.  Loneliness becomes a shield. Once you're good at being lonely, you find safety in the quiet, empty spaces. There is no rejection there. You are never the odd one out when you're alone. Loneliness becomes an excuse. It is a weapon you use against yourself. There is no one there to judge you for your choices. Making excuses is a lot easier when you’re the only one who has to buy them.  Even though I know that I have love in my life, sometimes when I’m on my own, loneliness still hits me like a hammer. It ripples out into my body like waves on a lake that you toss a stone into, and its momentum seems unstoppable. But I am here to tell myself you are complete, just the way you are. There is nothing wrong with you because you are single and feeling lonely. You are a whole and consummate human being without a significant other. The lies loneliness tells you are untrue. Please also know this: no one is ever truly alone. There is someone out there who is thinking of you. You are someone’s favorite person, your voice is someone’s favorite voice. Most of You matter. Even when it doesn’t feel like it, you matter. But I definitely not feel so And as drake says ""Just hold on we're going home It's hard to do these things alone "" So hold on. When loneliness tries to tell you that this is the only way you will ever feel, hold on. As I have been learning over the last few weeks, if you simply do your best to spend time with the people you love, and take care of yourself in the process, the loneliness will ebb away again. You just have to hold on",3.602911874081123,5.480294997319035,4.224296462855662,86.2072446596904,73.55764075067023,7.064913949667043,23.560408198564392,7.831003766801068,1.1527452910144431,1506,43,293,21,31,478,178,373,0.157,0.691,0.152,0.4234,0,7,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,31,1,1,28,17,1,2,23,0,36,8,4,3,3,52,58,23,0,1,8,0,8,3,1,2,1,5,2,2,22,17,0,4,12,1,2,1,7,8,0,4,2,14,42,9,43,48,8,39,0,3,1,3,49,22,0,5,16,222,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463940879181616,0.0,0.0758338608906064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909396122738075,0.0,0.0,0.0578062256087015,0.2094599955676351,0.08069158352281948,0.0,0.09951606149985688,0.0,0.0,0.1053324521506072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668339398600942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942527981190996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526590606660634,0.17155458230963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670778432248557,0.2397392518565993,0.06774509171964309,0.0,0.0,0.0866710095300255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096759070680496,0.053892897595484865,0.07953716811037582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989439729968647,0.0,0.0973208134352885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024028999454454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634485012115285,0.07729741898614158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697977093893223,0.13898440910131468,0.0,0.08373479899923979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080619314507467,0.2567577258723787,0.08972847965330287,0.06329837923363096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313714511915756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098995579447387,0.0,0.0,0.10098864997525267,0.2570314365434318,0.14424182685637438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574174630464681,0.08280009027904797,0.0,0.10409259020191937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948535911967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754109755830295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632778544897908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410421905882668,0.0,0.09378724693261324,0.0,0.0,0.1010739554959948,0.07572970692287025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129880143660125,0.0,0.3315351600660178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299946266766504,0.060761908183414974,0.09316795917986152,0.0,0.05529492822630331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438193940216481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819008843263347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053999298133666,0.07606524504199827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587199668820893,0.0,0.09141074001087746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367945447456788,0.0,0.0 lonely,streetcat01,2020/02/19,"that horrible agitated state. sometimes i feel relaxed enough, relieved enough, i feel whatever about what's going on at that very moment. and then, suddenly, occasionally i get a sharp ache of sheer agitation, loneliness and boredom that makes me want to rip myself out of my skin. i see my fucked life and i just want someone to whisk me away IN THIS VERY MOMENT, while knowing how unrealistic and unsafe ANY version of that idea would be right now. i'm just about fucking dying of boredom and loneliness and yet i know that tolerating another person's bullshit for long enough will most likely drive me so insane i'll MISS this. this cycle is a disgrace. all i want is to be saved.",5.134687499999998,7.060801843750002,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,69.625,8.557500000000001,29.9875,9.120678840339163,2.704769375,548,22,96,11,10,178,86,128,0.262,0.653,0.085,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,0,6,4,1,2,1,23,21,10,1,4,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,13,4,15,17,6,17,0,1,1,2,1,6,2,1,9,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874210879066263,0.1830958467030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640536681177024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812196289376111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412624408259986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765780895452282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228518548858727,0.09122753326162072,0.0,0.09923599101701898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711562956256745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192431451276248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333357907582125,0.08530657525355294,0.0,0.0,0.1545260746449958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655482769118587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246441334095875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911764507269404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914311131310347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147948132482327,0.0,0.17269567622757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881462792748953,0.308971943677438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403931429120843,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LynxieTheThegn,2020/02/19,"Talk me back to sleep, please. Erm... I woke up earlier than normal for school, and now I'm just sitting in bed, listening to music and scrolling through this board. I would appreciate it if somebody messaged me, heh. I've got a little while to talk, and perhaps fall back asleep, so feel free to shoot the breeze with me. (Please?)",2.9590476190476203,5.274087682539687,2.9272222222222237,92.77750000000002,76.93650793650794,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9039333333333333,256,9,53,3,6,77,50,63,0.061,0.8079999999999999,0.131,0.6786,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,9,6,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,10,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949882149239421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986602199984731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541841207966546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742115591705184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516486692960617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638663883571904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259935793677109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570254884018685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128765287586169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245176805429267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wildcrow13,2020/02/19,"Dreams I had the dreams again. Different demon this time. I’ve been having these dreams ever since I came back from basic training. These dreams that, are so vivid I can remember my first one from 2015. We were clearing this house ( I won’t mention names because they are all still serving)it was multi story. I can remember “G” took the stares up and me and “I” continued down the hall. He was clearing his room and I breeched the farthest room down the hall. The first thing I saw was wood paneling on a wall. Looked cheap, like one of the old houses I grew up in. It had a shag blue carpet with a barred window on the right side of the room. There was an analog tv at the very end of the room. I stopped for a moment and breathed steam. My core was hit with ice and the demon or image or monster appeared. I can only describe it as a demon because it’s malicious. It doesn’t have good in it. You can feel how evil it is and you can’t get away from it. I looked out the door to “I”s face and I screamed his name in horror. I went to reach for the door but it slammed in my face. I looked back at the thing, and it screamed this guttural scream that made my ears ring. It told me to get out. At this point, it’s the only thing I wanted. But it wouldn’t let me. It charged me and the dream ended with me in sweat. That was the first dream. I’ve had 5-8 since because the frequency and different situations and people involved make it hard to remember everything. Except for the demons. Last night was this little girl. She had violently green eyes and would take this child that I feel looked new to me but in my heart I knew her. In the dream I wasn’t me. I was a different man and had a different wife. I knew immediately what I was dealing with in the dream though and I started to moving everyone out of the house. I fought the demon or thing, it didn’t want us or it really just wanted the kid. The words it used, it felt like someone was cutting into my soul. In that point of my dream, I’ve learned from past ones to keep moving. You’ll get out quicker. We make it out of the house and I tell my wife who looks nothing like my wife in real life, to “get in the car, don’t look back at the house, and don’t look in the windows.” The dream ended. I’m suppose to be waking up my guys now because of a mission we are tasked with today, but I just wanted to put this shit on paper and see if anyone else has experience with this. Thanks. -E",1.5642830712303422,3.436500213438737,2.7174190564292324,94.75537927844587,79.47430830039525,5.7293078799091735,20.44975191321167,6.6644487293756285,0.09054239340677794,1892,49,430,18,47,605,228,506,0.068,0.852,0.079,0.1122,4,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,4,3,1,3,13,13,5,0,40,0,41,11,9,5,4,76,79,30,0,7,12,3,4,3,0,4,1,5,9,5,40,33,1,2,9,12,1,9,8,8,0,6,29,23,55,5,63,43,1,77,6,0,14,0,30,44,1,6,27,284,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048888179791625914,0.07163909016376954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569011276244692,0.16128751086402884,0.0,0.17048506661033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799673832775253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720822235372119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219704853347017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058407384128097914,0.0,0.18577936206980175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324468966012686,0.0,0.06680949292009948,0.06283764676862436,0.06839306425124572,0.0,0.0,0.07070512196826546,0.0,0.06713209152096711,0.0,0.0,0.17841623839314505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611674376451414,0.0,0.0,0.058643767433819924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922965462348593,0.0,0.0,0.06263265187997111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285297770709367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033790032971604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214618922211165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056992371867794475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149572905314115,0.049385038505046566,0.10247497563596457,0.07007604431876888,0.0,0.0,0.4109936376969897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615795128230237,0.0933414029919565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862319900404944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752708610029587,0.0,0.06561315700290239,0.0,0.06708805371370252,0.0,0.0733670122229526,0.0,0.1421344147579788,0.10635133673172678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674449018486972,0.04847222716846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218991754845333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028674120182381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958180952272044,0.04479115901256256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376098510644458,0.059709453815247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571546663447737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176965859039335,0.11567352044761553,0.07859058223422613,0.0,0.0,0.05924115941610444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494882074148424,0.0,0.05583647778926637,0.05845444542338137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052569514719907375,0.0,0.06111127440464369,0.06437095383123796,0.0,0.0,0.1858012260135376,0.0,0.06869392335977159,0.0,0.04076965509600633,0.0,0.0662739375741396,0.06680949292009948,0.0776812934752259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410255343928262,0.0603865655160433,0.0,0.057689540852164926,0.1649574154887037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064814538677724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966762789430638,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnrealChill,2020/02/19,"I just want to know if there is a place for me. I feel like whenever I try to get new friends, I almost always end up being the third wheel no matter what. Sometimes, I just feel like I'm nothing but a tool or just there for the sake of appearance. I've almost always been that one guy who no one picks as a partner in class. I never had a girlfriend or any sort of special relationship despite being almost 20. I just sometimes cry and wished that I had someone there to console me and give me advice whenever I was in trouble. I tried using dating apps, but no luck whatsoever. I know that people would tell you to ""go out and meet people"" and shit, but I find this to be hard as I am bad at meeting new people and tend to put myself alone as an introvert. I have been chronically depressed and apathetic to the point where I can't even tell if I have it or not. Honestly, all I want to know at this point is know if my life is just going to be this pathetic in the long haul or if there is any hope. Sorry if this just seemed like a rant only a loser would make. I just wanted to talk to anyone who gets this kind of thing.",5.9189432624113465,4.606439046808512,6.759840425531915,81.47791666666667,67.04255319148936,9.535460992907801,29.370567375886523,8.344100000000001,1.8343971631205669,876,23,191,10,12,293,128,235,0.209,0.701,0.09,-0.9881,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,13,14,1,0,11,0,19,3,1,3,2,54,41,21,0,12,20,0,3,3,3,2,2,0,0,2,13,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,5,3,24,9,26,30,1,21,0,2,0,0,14,11,1,17,9,133,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913247673978352,0.0,0.0,0.33549438883545635,0.11566687673721855,0.0,0.0,0.18585353778539013,0.0,0.0,0.1518925613269778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780893051213499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324819773352926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226753182798925,0.0,0.0,0.09618988493909483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989153980352218,0.0,0.0,0.0737636362484342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293760304751398,0.1595685357695811,0.0,0.0,0.10207356528212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628374889984226,0.0,0.11669645951023624,0.10713370432534633,0.12694072056585598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058083255259744,0.0,0.0,0.10004341098524852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092351355024577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629761230504095,0.2455057941042759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888293973486751,0.16368373037914652,0.0,0.0,0.09883335199567324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454731726320382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861345586875,0.21572262468830605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716004397742368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513546182272535,0.08493772952383258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227470648754095,0.0,0.11668190846817154,0.0,0.21114753810440345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226932160470264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990260543373565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166934585705152,0.0,0.0,0.114637992087411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462616512016506,0.0,0.2209088996267149,0.12501670056450911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976421390775906,0.19522661607279493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419527936984731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164688008578672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645572733351017,0.0,0.0,0.1976154052732774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284265746542281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586686420244475,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RocknRoll4284,2020/02/19,Lonely and angry I'm lonely and angry and it is thier fucking fault. Their fucking fault. Their fucking fault. Their fucking fault.,3.1519565217391303,6.1520258260869625,3.069891304347826,83.29440217391306,95.08695652173913,2.3000000000000003,23.14130434782609,3.1291,0.3516173913043477,106,4,14,0,4,32,11,23,0.627,0.373,0.0,-0.9704,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,autumngrace-,2020/02/19,"Need a really blunt and sassy but somewhat nice person to talk to? HMU! Bored (21F) rn, just taking a break from playing the same videogame I've been playing for years (yup it takes awhile for things I like to bore me out lol). If anyone needs a venting buddy or just feel like talking to someone, feel free to send me a msg. Just a heads up: I'm not the most social person in the world and it does take me a few minutes longer every now and then to respond cuz I get distracted so easily, but least assured I will make sure I respond to you.",3.371554054054055,4.367835918918922,4.066295045045045,90.6221452702703,72.69369369369369,6.631081081081081,24.68581081081081,6.6274283507984215,0.6892243243243237,421,12,91,3,8,134,79,111,0.08800000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.21,0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,2,2,1,1,2,2,23,12,10,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,9,13,10,5,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,5,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456185429434754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224761265420675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546599416270314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060258090081596,0.14877925755826318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880599061635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373236053454345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034882692691748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901355253889694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088407151446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636849739152976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334151392005007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229237744809973,0.1764559726548243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628030557084847,0.0,0.4697513490614601,0.33477911008176137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383570830644689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411105424313918 lonely,finessedeep,2020/02/19,"24 m - is something wrong with me Honestly, idk. I’m not sure what to do, being lonely feels horrible and letting others use you gets old. I happen to play league and watch anime but for the most part I work a lot. Since my schedule sucks and I’m never home during the day I usually unwind at home on the computer. Given where I work making friend irl is not an option unless I have the energy to go out after work which for the most part I don’t. I just want something real for once. I have trust issues and struggle with depression. For the most part the problem currently is I’m knowingly letting people use my kindness against me. The solution Ik you may say : don’t or find new people to be around. Easier said then done. As much as I would love real experiences and friends, since I’ve never had I feel like I just don’t deserve it. Idk why I wrote of this, who will read it or if I should continue but that’s a good starting point a guess.",3.1112089810017274,4.505103989637309,4.529554404145081,85.50486701208985,73.87046632124354,7.63371329879102,24.26563039723661,8.238735603445708,1.3825242832469775,742,22,152,12,15,247,123,193,0.132,0.677,0.191,0.9502,1,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,4,16,1,1,12,0,19,1,0,3,3,43,39,14,0,5,10,0,2,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,8,9,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,5,19,10,20,26,8,19,0,2,1,1,9,6,1,10,13,104,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460603041734427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578221237772237,0.0,0.10120849805629406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025032921875307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149442701923917,0.0,0.0,0.11883001196803793,0.08394693398639028,0.0,0.0,0.10739915366357383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815710381262803,0.0,0.061392491544180486,0.0,0.0667818642198643,0.09855919050870718,0.0,0.0,0.129447069124137,0.0,0.1039109402614367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573795031254124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226466468052506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223653264205385,0.06457870466615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403174792021868,0.0,0.0574079229446843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990014185815944,0.10605454120820856,0.0,0.07843675059089743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638107261795032,0.0,0.18125708999492696,0.11348887076478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330369707056905,0.12514098538579518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817454794770925,0.0,0.1629289413327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108197714012094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243820839541573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753867263941435,0.2674970953947985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177594560697064,0.09344618227570124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440580026641646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180925064343724,0.0,0.0,0.08317196994613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284369777536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074883774125537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297642103497995,0.12941722003600792,0.0,0.06930859855364216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603167640855214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663921046586297,0.0,0.0,0.08347351157605631,0.12847531975512633,0.0,0.0 lonely,joematt19,2020/02/19,"Never felt so lonely and sad I’m a 19 years old boy, and I feel really lonely, my ex cheated on me and decided to stay with the other guy, she also come to talk to me and decided to say that he was much better than me and that I was shit... after all of this I realized I had no friends and my life was all focused on her because I really loved her, now I feel lonely and sad... idk what to do, help...",3.5338636363636367,2.6966801136363685,5.889909090909092,84.18236363636366,71.72727272727272,9.312727272727274,25.55454545454545,8.841846274778883,1.5234018181818176,302,7,72,5,5,109,57,88,0.196,0.6779999999999999,0.126,-0.7347,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,3,18,11,9,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,5,4,14,3,11,6,3,9,0,5,0,1,12,2,1,0,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025966388444909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443427085300826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240594525036632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823076663343347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561935581536841,0.0,0.2432470083394335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573056311625173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508473368549174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980907567078882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894218101827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286500676091457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623472290044804,0.0,0.19539213224548507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26583867461453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245933556668289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146686461269506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260050809473189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002770817307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203625831745536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314324367407812 lonely,macattackall,2020/02/19,38 [M4F] Very Lonely I'm very lonely and I need someone to talk to. I would prefer just a normal voice chat with a woman. I really need to talk to someone!,-1.695454545454545,0.02278960606060565,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727273,107.48484848484848,3.412121212121213,11.56060606060606,5.46131890053228,-1.0602484848484846,119,2,25,1,6,42,21,33,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.7076,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236517337044921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990279333861123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301199373353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841063698658343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592326835137169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714268673407538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293673585010344,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DMTROPPER,2020/02/19,"People go Why there are people that only think of you when they need you, or if you talk with them and if you don't they don't care about anything happen to you, it's anxiously to leave with almost everybody like this because the decisions I take when I was younger. I try to make a new life going to University and more but it's difficult because the people in that sites is the same. They are near when they need you. One of my best friend suicide, the other is alive but in another country, he helps so much when we talk. The other is like a narcissist that in the deep of my heart, I hate, because I think is a bad person camuflated with hippie clothes(and almost everybody I know think the same). He's always saying thinks that make me pain. I decide not to talk more with him, at least until he don't tell me: sorry. I know I'm not the perfect model of human, I committed my own sins, perhaps I know when I've to say sorry. I don't hide anything from my friends and I'm real with them. I was a very lonely person but I didn't give a fu. Right now I'm again the same person, I'm with my Hobby's and my things, but at the same time I think in connections, in the connections that I had before, when it's easy to make friends and thinks, I don't know if with the age became more difficult to make it. I only want one real group to go out some days, but a group that give me love and important in this world full of people that are split in it. PD: English is not my native language, maybe I have too many fails, please say. Never it's too late for learn.",4.274141104294478,4.298194052147238,5.2093312883435585,86.74632822085894,70.13496932515338,8.237791411042949,25.19570552147239,7.908726449838941,1.1368630674846625,1215,29,269,14,20,399,148,326,0.127,0.7070000000000001,0.166,0.8741,0,2,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,6,6,3,13,17,1,0,18,0,18,4,1,4,3,59,49,23,1,6,12,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,4,18,15,0,0,13,0,0,3,10,8,0,2,4,3,42,9,36,45,13,34,1,2,0,1,37,16,0,7,17,178,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322744814384329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612676379281554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593493301001016,0.0,0.10335732533817507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057646386136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639008229332897,0.16731382529324876,0.0,0.07785100056847134,0.0,0.09601280111458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932798518948133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900329108320949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120541578038203,0.0,0.0,0.1755305236716586,0.15598712349558036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090404413658805,0.0,0.0,0.09032714268784137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841574113776466,0.06132362085837933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011213972060638,0.0,0.10320437244811163,0.0968743877094235,0.0,0.0,0.06462188443690978,0.08939449724968485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825730309167339,0.0,0.24428035453323985,0.09275620117009216,0.0919137059001546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725546024379556,0.13567691425037715,0.07056250079213908,0.08836132736615475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399158399710215,0.13916408693872384,0.0973514968097032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537097677597553,0.23965584490831196,0.0,0.10042822243898038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082706282685952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813170832793005,0.0,0.2182688570483865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204830469141162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007488808108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878887225707304,0.2206078783529377,0.07996603489466983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078169481661954,0.35173745330136186,0.0,0.0,0.053348382828081915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211550427164163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754885883461654,0.05396299852855744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825552286068335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loafingbun,2020/02/19,"I searched ""lonely friend"" on Twitter and came across an old friend's account. Should I contact her? I haven't had any friends in over two years. Earlier today I searched ""lonely friend"" on Twitter and stumbled upon a reply made by a girl that I used to be mutuals with over two years ago. I'm not sure if we would have been considered friends back then, but I was fairly active in her Discord server. I ended up leaving the server and ghosting her. I don't remember the exact reason why I left, but it was all because my ""best friend"" wanted me to (I am no longer friends with this person). Anyway, the last message I received from this girl was her telling me not to leave, which broke my heart. I don't have any reasons to be mad at her or anything like that. However, she has gained quite a large following over the past two years. She is extremely talented and deserves all of the support, although seeing the amount of followers and subscribers she has is definitely intimidating. I did recognize some of her old friends on her account, but I don't know how to feel about them. We all met through an online community that eventually ended all of my friendships due to drama and toxicity. There are some other events that happened during this time, but those won't be mentioned here. So, despite all the bad memories, should I try to contact her again?",6.302611867704277,6.951893840466926,6.285269941634244,78.60938351167317,65.84824902723736,8.915272373540857,34.35043774319066,8.841846274778883,2.8806889105058366,1075,47,197,16,16,340,151,257,0.11699999999999999,0.726,0.158,0.9418,2,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,1,3,8,18,1,0,12,0,25,1,1,5,7,40,38,16,1,5,8,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,0,3,11,11,0,0,5,1,2,4,8,5,0,3,9,2,34,13,29,22,9,34,0,3,1,0,32,13,0,4,18,146,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925897724608872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420609273433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595451751182516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803165999133509,0.08721246996817611,0.06367254110124365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096151919513962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946445749726695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502569251126835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281371411705847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.645590502986279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236593688265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377528972606652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403701132428375,0.08514174789288251,0.0,0.2211976836561506,0.11348663968954872,0.0,0.0,0.05102962762084354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988343426424476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920813096991024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997105817905147,0.0,0.09120284356856134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109681140501704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478665908028394,0.0,0.0,0.11832295781105145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323416026500871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853009390501658,0.09844411118693476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129503735767737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090639119066855,0.0,0.09900761628056788,0.0,0.0,0.07091557422398195,0.0,0.3061012190785868,0.0,0.0,0.09021238402238403,0.0,0.0,0.06160808114452754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425104908177499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741992044553625,0.0,0.0,0.20178963187740406 lonely,pearliengai,2020/02/19,"I'm not unfriendly, I just hate small talk :( It is so excruciating when you first meet someone and try to have small talk with them. I'm happy to have a long talk with you!",2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,3.5122222222222237,91.255,76.77777777777777,7.022222222222222,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.3805666666666663,134,3,32,2,3,44,26,36,0.184,0.616,0.2,-0.2204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611634656462005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268440306414785,0.0,0.30313309233710223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717159505855383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260149411982054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7403483202182028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084563325224695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Noelisdepressing,2020/02/19,I’m so so so lonely I feel like an island. Nobody is ever around and I don’t know what to do to fix it,-4.699999999999998,-3.851112538461536,0.05338461538461559,103.9416153846154,116.69230769230772,2.08,5.2,3.1291,-2.7724830769230766,78,0,22,0,5,30,20,26,0.147,0.75,0.10400000000000001,-0.2858,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211854539023454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295840484793847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960272628532619,0.4182542891537993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217546958771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860272420064533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VioletFate,2020/02/19,So many bad days… I have just been having so many bad days… I’m just tired I’m trying to hold on but it’s hard. The days keep getting worse it seems.,-1.2491176470588243,0.6060708529411762,0.5661764705882355,106.14279411764707,90.47058823529413,3.4000000000000004,11.441176470588234,3.1291,-2.0538,115,1,31,0,4,37,24,34,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661955899411586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004349039305134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585637070671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25008417394443355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481417907258731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660752106424711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414861532340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208682969168039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895401424442462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284501138679365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ApatheticDevilInside,2020/02/19,"Hi! Hey guys and gals. I've been where you are. I'm going to try my best to reply to each and every post. I don't think anyone should be lonely. I can only reply between certain hours, and my sleep schedule is weird, I can't provide an stable. For at least pots between 11pm and 5am central, I will try to reply :P",0.08596273291925627,1.9048892318840602,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,84.21739130434783,3.9428571428571435,18.55279503105589,3.1291,-0.6581900621118013,243,6,54,0,7,84,52,69,0.08800000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.6845,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,1,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,8,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897884211087066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436658714157938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759126644249175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611216457055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242527380439844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224979072569959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490602641126088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136314972090048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277125117230578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983340588463487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446694327450975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notajacob,2020/02/19,"I feel so lonely, I’ve been in a depressive spell for a month now. I was ok but it got worse much worse. It’s definitely been one of the harder months of my life. My crush and one of my close friends told me I’m not ugly because of my face but I’m ugly because of my weight. She knows I have feelings for her and doesn’t treat me that well in all honesty. She sleeps around a lot and always tells me when she’s gonna fuck a guy. Never “I’m going out with a guy” no she says “I have a dock appointment” or “gonna go fuck this guy tonight”. it hurts me but I feel like I can’t say anything because my guy friends talk to me like that and that’s just kinda what friends do. But seeing her going out with all these people make me feel so inadequate. I can’t even get a text back on tinder, I’m not a bad guy I’m just a bit overweight. I talk to women just fine I’m not super awkward or anything. I can’t even meet one woman who is attracted to me but she can fuck all these guys. I feel so fucking ugly and unattractive, I feel so unlovable.i don’t know how to feel better I just feel like trash all the time now, living has been hard.",0.2049193548387116,2.0331765564516147,2.077187096774193,97.83878064516131,83.83870967741936,4.774451612903227,18.38774193548387,5.6839178017228535,-0.5364969677419356,878,21,213,5,25,290,122,248,0.18100000000000002,0.601,0.218,0.8609,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,17,22,4,1,11,1,15,9,2,2,5,44,45,18,0,0,14,0,10,3,3,2,2,2,0,8,11,11,2,0,10,0,0,3,10,9,1,3,6,13,32,13,19,37,7,19,0,3,1,4,26,7,4,4,12,130,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756081429276752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955064728823292,0.08089038109311841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987067028431168,0.07586966754569921,0.16617398384327353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036396678583291,0.09920259950136233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826311681050413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003283055664432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675583487890637,0.12982998120980338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106095185561028,0.3360181747094472,0.04747395554015218,0.0,0.1549244462857859,0.0,0.07267417911954104,0.0,0.0,0.5398322674289397,0.0,0.0,0.08139846684521314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727438495237424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987561921819743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418164166362073,0.13317823302058682,0.0,0.08023671608319463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772513832512589,0.0,0.0,0.0606540428089084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505742352680576,0.0,0.06679727598323802,0.0,0.07008178700129829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847203191940984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299533642049163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452125304479907,0.0,0.0,0.07240877445686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093204544469348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606997737681532,0.0794212586276557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052984941863594884,0.0,0.0,0.08682676098122014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065082341461532,0.0816998267166491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520129553950232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haunter4712,2020/02/19,Just got out of a relationship. Don't know what to do. My SO and I have decided to end our relationship after so long of trying to make it work. I don't know where to start meeting people and making friends again. I always had her. I can't expect everybody to be available all the time. Just feeling very alone lately.,1.0420312500000009,3.5608266406250024,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.28125,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7385374999999996,251,8,50,4,8,84,47,64,0.038,0.885,0.077,0.3197,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,13,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535018208254108,0.0,0.0,0.2036633631185468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167883686058796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237600980497034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891041590363472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957602337293712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903192851837576,0.0,0.2761045988835949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166085520412436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32676391369683977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968862849143507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255701486298072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324531042358948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272393206248826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661787769699058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195604034205025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819120116555914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Slyk08,2020/02/19,"I’ll be alone on my 30th birthday. I’ll be turning 30 come next Monday. It’s weird, that age seems like such a large milestone in life, but as the date gets closer I just don’t really give a fuck — well at least that what I tell myself in my head. I’ve been very fortunate in life as having people around me. As a kid, through high school, moving away to college and then working in that area I’ve always had friends around me. I was never an individual who would reach out to people and somehow they always were drawn to me. You know asking me lunch, to hangout, etc. Even though I can be social at times and enjoy it, my personality always tends to pull me away from people. I like my own time and always need time to recharge from people or the world. As I’ve gotten a little older.. I feel like that required time to recharge has increased and that need or urge to be alone is something I look forward to. As an important side note. During my first semester of college I met this girl I absolutely fell in love with. We dated just shy of 4 years until she destroyed my heart haha. She was quirky and probably out of my league, but over those 4 years we got extremely close. I’ve never had such a relationship with someone that had such a large impact on my life. To this date I’m at least still in love with the idea of her.. or at least the type of the relationship we had together. I’ve tried to date since then.. but have ended everything because I cannot feel anything as real as I did with her. As of now I haven’t had a real relationship with someone for about 6 years... and that number is killing my soul. The reason I am bringing up this side story is because I feel like overtime is developed into me in no longer trying to build relationships with people because the person doesn’t feel real or at least as impactful. Maybe it’s because I do not have any history with them. I would almost go as far as saying people feel fake to me.. like they aren’t actually human beings. This idea scares the shit out of me, but I cannot help but feel this way. Often times I need to ground myself and get back into reality. Also, spending a ton of time alone fuels this idea sadly.. sometimes I feel like I am trying to not go crazy. So.. 2 years ago I felt like was in quite the rut and needed a change. I wanted to fight this and maybe a new environment would help. I decided to pick up and move to a new city.. start something fresh. I got a good job, made some fiends (who moved away), and made a little life for myself here. But I’ve realized quickly living in a new city.. mixed with this need to isolate myself/recharge, having no history with anyone, and this weird issue of thinking people are not real is really taking its toll on me. It’s almost like I’m putting direct effort in turning people away so I can be alone... which is indirectly fueling this depression issue and making me feel extremely lonely. Very recently and becuAse this 30 number is saving me, I have been putting direct effort into working out and trying super hard to be social when I can... but my god do I feel so god damn alone all of the time even when I’m around people. If didn’t have my dog I would be in such a deeper depression. I feel confident in saying if it wasn’t for her I would be on brink of going crazy or in a very very very dark place. I don’t think I’d ever do any physical harm to myself, but at least the phrase “i want to kill myself” enters my head at least 10 times a day. Not seriously.. but just a phrase burned in my mind.. which really translate into “I hate life”. I think typing this up has actually helped me a ton to kind of Define what’s happening to me. It’s probably fucking incoherent.. but w/e typing this out is helping me realize I am fighting this depression and loneliness. It’s about baby steps... and patting yourself on the back even on the smallest of things. I don’t know really what the point of the post was, but turning 30 here shortly has really scared me. I say I don’t give a fuck but I do. I will be alone this year... and it’s really do to my personality and need to turn people away. I need to work on myself first.. and then take the time to listen to others. I think being patient with others, listening, and trying to see the person for who they are will help me build history and break down this “fake human being” idea I’ve developed in my head. Again.. not sure where this went but I hope maybe someone can relate to this. I am going to beat this god damn depression, somehow not go crazy, And make direct effort in not being lonely. If anything.. ima do it for my dog more then me...I fuccking love that little hairball on 4 legs.. she my true support 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lonely,StalfosoftheForest,2020/02/19,"I feel an emptiness and complete depression I never thought I could feel I've been depressed and isolated for years, but now that I really do have absolutely no one, it feels like all the weight of my regrets have hit me at once and I don't want to be alone 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lonely,VkookieVkook,2020/02/19,Feeling Lonely I always seem to feel some type of loneliness. I crave physical contact at all times but I can't really get it. I get some from my friends but I want physically contact from a boyfriend or something like that but I know I'll never be able to get one so it's just making me feel even lonelier.,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,83.44444444444446,6.7746031746031745,24.87301587301588,7.957251820313856,1.6290063492063491,245,10,50,5,7,82,47,63,0.107,0.732,0.161,0.5187,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,12,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,6,11,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,32,11,1,0.2881572339232189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976990241883825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903251353306879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371028668830954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262956412415427,0.0,0.451650784420948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836367980149627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077906911078286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234719122134072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224462313157056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526279927420276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460090273889002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232752333486803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183751676280075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802680039971973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699626024644071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OxleyTheBull,2020/02/19,"A Less Lonely World The World needs to be loved, the people, the energy, the collected conscience, we even need to love acceptance and it could just show us so much more love back. Day by day we deprive ourselves from loving those things to non-stop hustle, socialize based on a algorithm, deplead our individualism to be validated, fight over resources, hate ourselves because we are not ""them"", ""they"" hate you because you're not them, surround our head with negative thoughts we never are laid back and observe people's genuine side even of it's just walking down the street and seeing someone else and appreciate them for just being a person on the same Earth as you who tries to get by like you he/she loves theit friends and or family like you and should be appreciated just for bringing more love to the world even if it doesn't directly affect us and then we can accept others even if they're flawed cuz you are to but dispite that they still feel every emotion you do and live on the same vibrations. If more of us had this mentality we wouldn't be such lonely place after all.",8.831756097560977,7.738110248780494,8.004024390243902,74.19042682926829,61.14634146341464,10.931707317073169,35.134146341463406,9.888512548439397,3.2039658536585374,871,30,161,14,10,271,126,205,0.057,0.787,0.156,0.9482,0,4,0,0,1,0,19.0,11,6,5,0,13,17,3,0,11,0,15,7,1,2,2,41,30,17,0,8,11,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,2,22,11,22,20,8,22,0,3,1,6,33,12,0,4,10,119,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168095367084973,0.0,0.13610340316573566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913151834876616,0.0,0.0,0.14399076765464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325677501141104,0.12557442636448626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493563948825113,0.0,0.09405735997086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105239607291182,0.0,0.05644604487925421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624897698070999,0.0,0.05832471571044082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204330364780968,0.11456978697296714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090785111031382,0.0,0.09857581071233146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045300469343476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250189217406513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206462022443317,0.16555197750218867,0.08609984689127691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547874006285921,0.09747543582669244,0.11663488624281412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895869613321172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137978937741744,0.09458803124903277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891519098887067,0.09333191593222974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416537904345745,0.0,0.0,0.08862577461067267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757928835758979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40284972633447946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonchiefsfan,2020/02/19,"41/M. Going through a breakup that I don't want. I know the next few days and probably more are going to be very difficult and painful for me. I would sure appreciate some friends to talk to help me feel less lonely. I work three jobs so I don't have a lot of time to hang out with friends, and unfortunately my jobs leave me a lot of time to myself to be lost in my thoughts. I tend to overthink things and that turns into anxiety. But hey, I'm a good listener. You show me yours and I'll show you mine ... problems and support I mean.",1.664285714285711,3.396921142857142,3.001214285714287,93.49378571428572,78.64285714285714,6.622857142857143,24.59285714285714,7.554174236665415,0.9100507142857142,416,15,98,6,10,135,74,112,0.16399999999999998,0.674,0.162,0.4242,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,1,10,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,20,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,2,18,5,15,15,6,10,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069912153561856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861388013468176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299602343176712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419393781873153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905317459626396,0.15426427445667576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327842193857524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650265815799758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107821471804472,0.0,0.0,0.19474586588198176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007715833569954,0.31272624749300204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034397265193368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560215338104586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570499478128225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829802985509268,0.17598763291176744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871146016599088,0.17334343974310076,0.0,0.0,0.1478287959837106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221889920206999,0.0,0.0,0.1460127920385398,0.21449171969832495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005331899469472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517541514252317,0.10848141725090617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389673553968862,0.0,0.0,0.13065225711744902,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jlynn312,2020/02/19,"Goodnight To the person reading this, Goodnight. Sleep tight and dont let the bed bugs bite. 🤗",1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,1.1722222222222245,97.345,97.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2534666666666663,75,3,14,0,3,22,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147647008103193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491340681997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835115508468018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43934067874372507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439539019826589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lyrellis,2020/02/19,"Loneliness is as a snake Loneliness is as a snake. That which creeps upon you, waiting to strike. It lets you have your fun, and to be with those who you find closest. Yet that moment when you find yourself in isolation, it strikes. It takes all of the moments and things that you found fun and enjoyable, and makes them feel as if they were but a distraction from that which is about to come. That feeling of sadness, which washes away all the good moments, and replaces them with the bad. That sadness which is nigh unnescapable. You want desperately to no longer feel alone. You want desperately to just have love. You want desperately for the void to be filled. You want desperately for the they who would fill it: They who you could talk to unendingly. They who you could be intimate with. They who you could hold tightly. They who you could come home to. They who you could remain by their side as they fell asleep in your arms. You try to reach for they as such with all you can muster. You extend your grasp is search. This search yet proves unsuccessful, for when you cannot be happy with yourself, you cannot be happy with others. This is the venom of loneliness, and that which makes it deadly.",4.296635752376535,6.381838431718062,3.6765221423603087,89.983310920473,72.17180616740087,7.0696962670994665,23.401112914444703,7.85451343220497,0.9504854625550658,952,26,192,13,19,281,102,227,0.21100000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9879,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,22,12,0,7,11,0,1,9,0,24,4,2,2,4,43,39,15,1,11,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,29,14,0,3,8,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,4,34,7,34,25,3,18,0,2,0,1,43,6,0,1,7,148,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519284912537444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782179883472054,0.0,0.1224815469511795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527240373320891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856074311022863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251538367122628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681473418779428,0.0,0.0,0.1608400150933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303814346311374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123123518861517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471438614732353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000233022490342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239509972372882,0.0,0.19583586517242596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029399673534787,0.117905332730368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745553066519186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959412039418183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460905572805822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420566402437494,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayRA_1223,2020/02/19,"i'm all alone now going through a breakup, it really fucking sucks. i feel completely alone. it's taking so much for me to not just run back and talk to him and feel secure again. i wish there was something to occupy myself with but unfortunately there isn't much at 12am. i wish i had a better support system. i wish i had more friends to help me through this. you know the kind of shit in movies where your girlfriends come over and eat ice cream with you and watch movies, and just distract you. i don't have anything. i'm just alone with my thoughts and a bit of regret. it's times like these i wish i had people the most.",1.9452325581395369,3.917949356589148,2.597848837209302,95.58421511627908,78.68992248062015,5.54031007751938,20.82751937984496,6.42735559955562,0.015733333333333818,493,13,111,4,12,153,83,129,0.152,0.622,0.226,0.9171,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,10,11,3,1,5,0,7,3,1,0,1,26,23,8,0,5,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,4,18,6,15,18,6,12,0,1,2,1,9,4,3,1,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394840156901447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639742899990305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876270388745704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509687236693845,0.15442163228903902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184260050191555,0.14830270469259824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473385253993418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143037986067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092802869901792,0.13076389953043455,0.0,0.0,0.08038662292177155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480780225323976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472935125213446,0.07773463711170574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691030283204309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079571390596753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806036057065093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061348033139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451915666046479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088915014158147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051044888667948,0.0,0.0,0.10634926162030134,0.11368837333058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229176766174696,0.08247789120892743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506204523714373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway42069469420,2020/02/19,"20/M Looking for crew mates aboard a Friendship Idk, I dont have any friends like me around and its lame 🤷‍♂️ I guess I'd say I'm the kinda person that listens to lo-fi pop, plays games, likes cartoons and anime, and hella misses the late 90s/early 2000s. If that describes you, or if you're just a nice person, then add me on discord @Schmigdubius E#1958 (You're gonna wanna copy and paste that) Lets play games yo 🤙",0.9255680399500648,2.9428528426966314,2.055430711610488,97.93935081148564,82.37078651685394,3.9555555555555566,18.87765293383271,3.1291,-0.7746114856429465,329,8,74,0,9,104,72,89,0.132,0.6809999999999999,0.187,0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,6,5,7,0,5,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,5,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885328226391963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468025297192447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32492341458131163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214195067696046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054113036993879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31273898760573554,0.0,0.0,0.2834968575244663,0.0,0.27089108633886844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281191816375565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646571127405243,0.0,0.4841508457606312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204725108699352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pbow76,2020/02/19,Anyone wanna chat? Just hanging out and bored,2.3537500000000016,3.9966868750000017,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,117.75,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-0.6287000000000003,37,1,5,0,2,11,8,8,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cody_T_K,2020/02/19,"Some lonely things. * When people treat you like shit for no reason and treat you like you're weird, but with no reason behind it, and give you no idea as to how to improve yourself, so you think that there's just a huge problem with you * Finding out your best friend doesn't want to talk to you anymore * Looking around at other people and realizing how lonely you are * Unable to fit in with everyone, someone's always different * Missing something from your life that makes you miserable and kills your motivation to do anything",4.392403628117911,6.921352163265313,4.309727891156463,83.55828798185942,73.28571428571429,6.396371882086169,26.19501133786848,7.3871296695380915,1.4822548752834468,424,15,73,5,9,130,68,98,0.243,0.53,0.22699999999999998,-0.0343,1,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,11,0,2,7,14,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,6,0,24,9,10,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,11,6,17,9,2,7,0,4,1,0,14,6,1,1,3,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647093893372314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984117126390211,0.0,0.0,0.16463727125286565,0.1781011564344232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099569238842412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090263880981897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117163661781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285669947752176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457049529683445,0.0,0.0,0.191921537389107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258501618564904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134338673026596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131253243808814,0.1954842837292345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800505207077696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335456085224032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774011474503877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914361424742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114023378425989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053648739504189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695152725415561,0.15402058112247669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080547241589171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291496054716814,0.12819421447406112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800411031758418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DrakenJosh98,2020/02/19,Push Existing hurts. Having no one who really cares about you is so isolating. I can’t turn to the family around me. This is an ongoing nightmare. I feel like self-harming but I’m always chickening out the second I’m about to cut. I don’t want to fuck up & hit a vein. I just want this pain to feel physical to match my mental torment. Every day is a test to see when will I give up and just end my suffering. Some people have drugs but I only have certain moments of escapism with music. The distraction only lasts so long.,1.2520716510903434,3.63107407476636,3.3267523364486005,87.0929945482866,83.95327102803739,6.931152647975078,21.06619937694704,8.07648339933343,1.282689096573208,414,13,83,9,12,140,77,107,0.207,0.711,0.08199999999999999,-0.955,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,2,1,6,0,9,4,1,0,1,14,21,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,0,3,10,3,14,19,1,11,0,2,1,1,3,4,1,1,7,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952250121627635,0.22074504293916844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136591108130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771976921715565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139118210304984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362660513221191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804473122604449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165416801867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206170827860208,0.0,0.20602744696841105,0.1455471745192933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834823613298574,0.0,0.1954396320695208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810080770235946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606990477813105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953384337985156,0.0,0.0,0.18029763902844845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053153385088364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805501772124776,0.3098968473366031,0.21678669122523148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124308019544807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051682652151125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234913437398688,0.0,0.21253835836468746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160342479738052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403344639367064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xanaxapple,2020/02/19,Feeling weird I have grown accustomed to being alone. I decided I just want to finish college and see where my job takes me and not have a relationship or anything. If I find someone who sweeps me off my feet that would be cool but I can’t expect that. I guess I have plenty of people in my life but I guess I am just looking for some people to share memes with and philosophy and just talk. I can do all that with my friends. Maybe this is bad but sometimes I even want a little break from them.,2.2454901960784355,4.070336882352944,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,77.23529411764707,6.101960784313726,22.117647058823533,6.937597516519254,0.4524823529411766,390,11,85,4,9,125,70,102,0.077,0.7979999999999999,0.126,0.431,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,11,2,1,0,1,26,19,9,0,5,9,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,18,3,10,16,2,7,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,5,1,63,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201030691979878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748830250133353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744245454953558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036518657255426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745476042850227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423628990708725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418977057632336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682219102913918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108898984400698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010673438040098,0.0,0.21299742775155964,0.0,0.0,0.1784603905304886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350145322584416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946644550114266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281632581880603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693481873083274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800645954736164,0.0,0.21018431634259152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978600850460697,0.17081276457502087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506955517338514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096567003533634,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stormy_Skye,2020/02/19,"Life is rough right now and it is hard facing it alone. Life is just really rough right now. I am extremely busy. There is family drama. I am 400 miles away from home. And I am being used at work and there is nothing I can do about it. I have to play the game if I ever want to get somewhere better. There is no one here for me. It is sad how much I cry at night just over the thought of someone holding me for a while. I find my self daydreaming at work, when things are real bad, about just having someone to turn to for a hug. I am so tired of being alone.",0.7842954545454539,2.409498475000003,2.529545454545456,96.35727272727276,80.91666666666666,5.696969696969697,17.575757575757574,6.574015621080383,-0.3480833333333333,427,8,103,4,11,141,74,120,0.161,0.763,0.076,-0.8687,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,15,5,0,0,4,0,18,5,1,2,1,15,23,8,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,12,3,17,20,1,14,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,6,77,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624975993925109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441969116280694,0.0,0.14611896153674672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477462537510694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223095511692034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582988962008639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649758607528122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994822121924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143107262715224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676699043055278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755407959008392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721750161783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286462550303806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642270740141157,0.0,0.16791868073374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858556077596374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919004540639526,0.11211045653555043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989006881843904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825647544660024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655644436314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626323549364083,0.0,0.0,0.13893166106963944,0.0,0.20113850644303832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903514036160016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511451272497497,0.0,0.0,0.10322043215144423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548063853942478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SassyTechDiva,2020/02/19,"Confirmation ≠ Good A friend of a friend, that I’ve known for a few years, has been reaching out lately and trying to make plans. “Let’s get together!” “Want to go shopping?” “Wanna catch dinner and a movie Friday? I owe you a meal for watching my cat (in December).” But then I remembered...she’s accidentally pregnant and her boyfriend is away on business for a week. She needs/wants people to help fill her time and his empty spot. Finding out you’re someone’s second (or third or fourth) choice isn’t very comforting.",1.7410256410256402,4.486718393939398,2.7557575757575776,88.86902097902097,87.28282828282828,5.470396270396272,21.756798756798762,7.010146845296331,0.8287973581973587,407,14,78,6,13,129,76,99,0.044000000000000004,0.7609999999999999,0.195,0.9266,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,14,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,8,4,13,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,5,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533902698781643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464992036820199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167362105109946,0.0,0.140906140891018,0.0,0.15327566176325064,0.2262099946526932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807729707071576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042312364512608,0.0,0.0,0.2757846092520046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002559517951824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697472431247966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285143492845924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572631477278029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310732596970386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225292012900016,0.31814988794616683,0.0,0.21633557094122347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736767525131644 lonely,Ascendent-Doot,2020/02/19,Does anyone want to DM me and talk about whatever? I feel like I’m going through one of those depressive moods and want to talk to some people.,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.3793103448276,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.5194,114,3,24,2,2,36,23,29,0.085,0.7490000000000001,0.166,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,6,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358921953790744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000515750952579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048619552958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614692908379134,0.24887643084105224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798736204762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019655496634942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360653182285437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241516702719502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600150948774847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41095667978588185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thewanderingvegan,2020/02/19,"Craving Affection Sometimes I feel like I’m not really alone but I get super lonely Bc I crave affection that I don’t get Enough of. It makes me feel like I’m asking for too much, which makes me feel guilty, which makes me withdraw.",0.4665045592705184,2.9366741914893666,1.841337386018239,93.82000000000002,94.3191489361702,5.238905775075988,17.352583586626142,6.868970318607317,0.21869240121580533,185,5,38,3,7,59,31,47,0.121,0.556,0.324,0.8929,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,10,12,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,2,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441575573321685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386727973521385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379509159879216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872649089723907,0.3647754324050164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676939330601884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494552084417531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112479679938816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767625939102428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635529236062354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525000903054374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aplsaucemfka,2020/02/19,"Unsubscribing to a friend So my best friend of all time started doing coke on the regular and I’m not so much into that. I moved from Michigan to Florida how cuz he needed help paying rent and I was ready for change, we’ve been here since 15 but the last year he’s falling heavy into that bullshit",3.046721311475409,4.715067114754099,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,74.57377049180329,6.847213114754098,23.67540983606557,7.554174236665415,0.9781186885245904,238,7,49,3,5,77,51,61,0.10800000000000001,0.731,0.161,0.1127,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,10,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,8,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338445762113498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365260194625981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915534152672284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322738196939472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930813272485354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33810844285208885,0.23385288588959285,0.235880015028018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631499936742509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516512712282105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549680928011586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048571703084938 lonely,KbCAOH,2020/02/19,"I’m in a healthy relationship, have lots of friends, a loving family, and still feel completely isolated. I have been through a lot of shit this past year or so but I’m now in a good place with all the important people in my life. Only problem is, now that I am out of a previously mentally/emotionally abusive relationship, I feel like I have no purpose. I was so used to being needed (despite it being unhealthy) that now, even 6 months after breaking up, I feel empty without them. I am in a new relationship and they are incredibly kind to me and supportive of me, but because my previous relationship was so intense and draining it feels like I’m numb in this current relationship.",6.440769230769233,7.028584884615388,7.721346153846151,68.64740384615385,65.53846153846155,11.115384615384617,37.78846153846154,10.9516,4.453461538461539,545,28,96,15,8,187,81,130,0.14800000000000002,0.653,0.198,0.7434,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,0,7,0,12,4,1,1,1,20,23,10,0,2,4,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,13,7,17,18,3,19,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,3,12,74,19,0,0.0,0.1540903740790715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927850256551272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635706565589736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629101478934944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858981307886831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260146745144655,0.0,0.263032830021084,0.18581837409872928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047786585485567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908146172309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542916293530774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918595858197716,0.12707369281284067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113114858161625,0.11737702306251553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380627933367714,0.0,0.0,0.09643192284582892,0.0,0.125605048584813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891041942345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414936607789455,0.0901616936271599,0.0,0.13587667777813633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444221651976885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6981359791403665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349652672370088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038597089042008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758148789440698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232318664316507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536550363144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374923513234908 lonely,python4949,2020/02/19,"New So I’m literally brand new to this sub and I have been reading some of these comments everyone has been making and idk what it is, but I feel like you guys actually get me. I’m happy I found this sub",-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,93.54545454545452,5.660606060606061,18.696969696969692,7.1686216300943375,0.3945424242424238,160,5,37,3,6,56,34,44,0.026000000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.182,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,22,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2860766274618781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801218085461469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822778750104704,0.2094297237914272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214289167639393,0.0,0.0,0.15316119286798166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902691700017639,0.0,0.3120685511640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322054272636042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568298961355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662611301926372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932339583679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyPapoose,2020/02/19,"Is anyone out there lonely because they don't fit in with the gay community? I don't really fit in, I'm pretty chubby and really hate my body. It's frustrating because I feel like I have a husband-shaped-hole in my heart, but no one will even give me the time of day. I feel very seriously that there's something wrong with me. I hate it. To be clear, I'm not proposing to anyone I meet. But I just want to be this sweet loving person. I walk by some people in the street and smile and they look away. I see a gay couple on campus and I want to speak to them and tell them how proud I am of them, and I just don't because they'll think I'm creepy. IDK maybe I should just finish my MPA then move somewhere where I can have a heavy sweater on all the time so that way I don't need hugs. IDK what's wrong with me.",0.8922669491525426,2.486142333333333,2.5243750000000027,96.66757944915257,80.46892655367232,5.554943502824859,17.277189265536727,6.322622252153567,-0.5177793785310727,631,11,154,5,16,207,101,177,0.19699999999999998,0.657,0.146,-0.8213,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,1,9,12,3,0,7,0,14,6,2,1,2,27,29,11,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,0,6,27,5,19,24,2,20,0,1,2,4,12,12,0,1,6,95,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289098230825139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537908770055889,0.0,0.0,0.29934924916144606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818211915850107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811183802075157,0.0,0.10556563901910683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811481096747208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553180165193604,0.11693920580990047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702507062381613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232173108840536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397184094015868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997000721236246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745724177420526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773539940639058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444725234530558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739751323069393,0.0,0.12137306148552665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091966699947477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348110108458585,0.14292661730078388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665302063797886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097262841228282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304386629305693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601552153703616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307109685754887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488507884627124,0.0,0.0,0.1908963388479541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506028089475472,0.1930956161418384,0.12992843300528814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579356897244917,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomguy1603,2020/02/19,"I don’t know why I feel this way I’m 16 male, a junior in high school. I have parents who are really mean, not the best, but love me, I have grandparents who on one side are scum bags, but on the other side absolute angels. I have family whom I see often, I have a rather reliable group of friends. I have my best friend in the entire world who’s sorta a friends with benefits thing, but the sexual stuff has always been second, she’s my best friend first and foremost and I adore her we’re obsessed with each other and it’s great, she’s an Internet friend though. She lives in California, I live in NY, that’s the singular flaw in our friendship. I just got out of a relationship of 8 months but even before, during, and now after it I feel so alone. My BFF used to be all I needed in my life, then it wasn’t enough, I guess because she was so far away, so we ceased all sexual aspects of our relationship and went to strictly being friends, whilst I got my gf who I just broke up with, but she didn’t fill the void I had. I’m so lonely and I don’t mean it mildly, it is extreme, it is constant, and it is overwhelming. Half of me thinks things would be better if my friend lived here but I don’t know anymore, I’m just sad and scared that nothing will ever be able to fix this especially since I have NO REASON to feel alone",2.447187397440107,3.797917205776177,3.8468083360682637,89.90865687561536,75.49819494584838,7.202428618313098,21.61617984903184,7.84624498591911,0.7098389891696746,1034,25,232,15,22,341,151,277,0.128,0.672,0.2,0.9818,2,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,5,14,21,0,3,11,0,26,2,0,2,3,44,45,21,0,4,12,1,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,1,21,14,0,0,9,0,0,2,7,6,0,4,8,4,37,15,24,31,7,27,1,4,1,1,28,16,0,4,8,162,58,2,0.10106178239740482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933905584968668,0.0,0.0,0.08409149884523201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002261320272088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495087131280512,0.0,0.0,0.06160632452790716,0.0,0.08599613326820023,0.0,0.31817431682876485,0.08938093383187032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921188391564378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442383673382498,0.0,0.06675035413711587,0.0914161680746872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527205417597198,0.0,0.1532996212407831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596310047979706,0.0,0.0,0.5465605766995114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165667910544934,0.1114209718725724,0.11133094711683457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677732177974003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108182522334734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713829256592668,0.0,0.0,0.2677182161837803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121220432907916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201718166150024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066655052396343,0.0,0.0,0.07493603109848067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697150586165387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848207925196749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122171494967126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474276563861386,0.10390834412062183,0.0,0.21700506595713334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011804745502872,0.10227991921723248,0.08053315605765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359935074277645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569156202543016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428191518540233,0.06475630946433708,0.09929268808675444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728493178373596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021813882829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368528477706577,0.09119253945896193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179139061092557,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jakethedog-typebeat,2020/02/19,"Working so I don’t have to face my miserable reality when I get home I’m a lonely person, like cry-myself-to-sleep type of lonely. It’s rough to have no one to talk to, when I get home, not having plans for the weekend or someone to hang out with after my shift is over. So, I figured that if I just do overtime all the time, I will have an excuse to myself on why I don’t go out or have any plans because “I’m constantly working y’know? Getting that bread” or “I might need some extra money”. haha idk, it’s just something I do to cope with my loneliness and depression What about y’all? Do you have something you do to hide the fact that you don’t have many, if not, any friends?",3.84,3.9094446666666687,5.154166666666665,86.6075,71.08333333333334,7.788888888888889,27.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.2563111111111112,528,16,117,5,9,177,84,144,0.16399999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.048,-0.9359,0,4,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,4,7,7,0,1,5,1,17,2,1,0,2,20,24,10,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,1,2,6,4,0,1,0,1,17,3,18,22,3,12,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,7,7,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775769033191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441159660060462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054918792550648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578273852754905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767971530105454,0.0,0.3198863878800832,0.0,0.11598926179117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094385676760149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216273114204103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970824685869896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691560416992655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165076327802685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133042497367846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829691810955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820384088076355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204237763835575,0.0,0.17292511007487624,0.3142374789607402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640401103761532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900673728669628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415981669241951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971604433463342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,indicabby,2020/02/19,"literally no one is going to read this LMAO BUT hi my name is laurie & im dying inside LMAO im from cuba & i moved to the US a long ass time ago but im still an idiot when it comes to english, i have bi polar depression & CRIPPLING social anxiety so im hella awkward & i literally cannot make friends 💀 i live with my dad who’s very abusive + i just quit my job so if he kicks me out I’ll literally be broke & homeless 🤪 im a gamer ( ps4 ) & that’s literally the most interesting thing about me 💀 but im super nice & understanding + overly compassionate & i have no life sooo ill ALWAYS be there for you and THAT is why you should like... message me & we could like... be friends or something ( + i use 🤪 & 💀 out of context constantly, i say “LMAO” in every sentence & im lowkey annoying )",-0.20662561576354926,1.9512253160919568,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,88.94252873563221,5.843021346469621,20.929392446633827,7.2636822038024595,0.7237047619047621,631,22,141,11,21,225,110,174,0.222,0.614,0.16399999999999998,-0.8639,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,2,0,2,8,13,2,1,5,0,11,4,1,2,0,19,16,9,1,3,6,1,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,0,1,18,8,12,11,1,13,0,2,0,2,15,4,1,3,8,69,24,2,0.0,0.07862327097119036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058822282320701975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521509592088575,0.7908864307538649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507636185822314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057161462677674135,0.0,0.07170932530529893,0.0,0.05298139056355073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057153969591517674,0.0,0.06886903274433223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559094001349075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253591142116897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771272877465274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017454998487391,0.0,0.06584998526451602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687055340331053,0.06483824471869293,0.0,0.058595249180347635,0.05872466110303706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429441938399377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052795539663596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496583634117828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057980413718233,0.06637586616613826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277047246821291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764353134619808,0.0,0.05108556012802875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299351166461349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408524600713923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869383024206097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690809232706775,0.07982039382085032,0.057311927448897085,0.0,0.054752224300636115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059877691355732524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Awawei,2020/02/19,I want to cuddle my non-existent boyfriend :c Idk if it’s because I’m on my period but I’m craving cuddles today 🥺 I need to be snuggled with someone I love in bed and spooned to sleep by him. Aaahhh I just want to be hugged and caressed and embraced 💘,-0.9508636363636356,1.169961618181819,1.8948863636363635,93.72232954545456,96.45454545454544,4.204545454545455,25.056818181818183,5.985473137389443,0.7797727272727273,199,10,43,2,8,69,41,55,0.06,0.72,0.22,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,10,8,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543186850748721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37653549445631895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093453965925589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174970899862504,0.0,0.3534886442447305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954528333467081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921457795048245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ailysi0,2020/02/19,"Why do I feel so hypocritical? Everything I do is searching for self satisfaction and acceptation, I can't have real friends because I just get profit out of them and I just stay with them to be socially accepted but I don't deserve it. Eberyone thinks I'm a normal person but I'm fucking cringe. Even this post is hypocritical, is there anyone who feel the same way? Because it makes me very sad to act so pathetic.",2.9958333333333336,5.449716283950622,4.966157407407408,77.49145833333336,77.51851851851852,8.000617283950618,28.64351851851852,8.841846274778883,2.6279,333,15,62,8,8,114,58,81,0.23600000000000002,0.684,0.08,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,6,16,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401175942870234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341082981232903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643725745222377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366325600939255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516666140314422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922720010484628,0.2300711072425741,0.13002136596631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611890472711038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243834251453904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172987756557492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383432815821988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832621454223278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596198214776852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368589306229705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652563144067128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946224466984887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533917497249,0.0,0.19753695951190964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245613926976235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chrisron95,2020/02/19,"Anybody else been lonely so long that you have a tough time when someone actually wants to hang out? I’ve been really lonely for about 7 years now. I’m finally putting in a real effort to find people and start living my life again. But I find myself having a real tough time when people actually want to hangout with me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m very happy to have people to hangout with. But like I need to take it slow. I just hung out with someone on Sunday, and they’re already asking to hangout again today (Tuesday). I realize this is normal, and I realize I should say yes. I said no, but said we’ll hangout later this week. I guess just being alone for so long, that’s what I’ve been accustomed to. So now that things are changing (I’m notoriously bad with change might I add, my whole family is) I feel like I need to ease into it otherwise I feel overwhelmed and want to just shut everyone out again. Damn loneliness does a number on a person.",3.406771378708552,4.933223219895293,4.882806282722517,82.7347504363002,73.34554973821992,7.606422338568938,24.251657940663176,8.238735603445708,1.446945270506108,749,22,147,12,15,251,110,191,0.129,0.775,0.096,-0.8022,0,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,1,14,11,1,1,5,1,14,1,0,0,0,36,31,12,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,9,13,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,8,0,0,5,5,19,3,24,22,1,30,0,3,0,0,7,8,1,2,22,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2446337724131249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981775789336591,0.13831934255741582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171789757250838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465633981684967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26519297999970365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968868256249707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470816331936827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977080296250843,0.0,0.0,0.11816241754620947,0.0,0.12675458024848366,0.08954521003880833,0.0,0.1373073533411538,0.22912283548924184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654866507813217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807967061081966,0.0,0.0,0.13343017148952602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853361187994202,0.12247271636643428,0.0,0.11068034559572704,0.22184958257865128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296933170554762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588079521324286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228097271153392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606915865814993,0.10944485108903924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260045401246839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853360147230835,0.0802980661291932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384601807681336,0.09967794679146977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124057801241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871856498506127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424249031320647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832724552245665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617726056364538,0.0,0.11881070147074595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034212703674557,0.221792007888728,0.0,0.10054275772667068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994121109034988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704311695458665,0.0,0.08071691388851762 lonely,depressodotcom,2020/02/19,"I don't want to be liked for my empathy. When I was too afraid to say no to anyone I was used for anything I could possibly offer as a human being. Time, money, sex, knowledge, reflection. I feel so deeply lost and alone in this cold world.",2.4776530612244905,3.9833452857142895,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,75.73469387755101,7.348979591836735,22.45408163265306,8.07648339933343,1.0787102040816323,185,5,39,3,4,62,41,49,0.177,0.765,0.057999999999999996,-0.5799,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,1,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684991141286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487820244815157,0.0,0.29279119109231155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840755118510762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799020075962268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382478413712688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883952192934141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011084470550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829446116377291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746850006338252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729497568940484,0.0,0.0,0.20985870180396726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Guilty0nee,2020/02/19,"I just want somebody. In so alone, I just can't ever find anybody, even those that say they'll stay leave.",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,78.54545454545455,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.6807999999999996,83,2,19,0,2,25,20,22,0.19,0.746,0.065,-0.3646,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093939947516137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610807048915013,0.3575561194835411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612815166119545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41854764090700586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31434492081675364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42131910231081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331481650045967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,burt-bobain,2020/02/19,I suck at maintaining good relationships it seems like every time i put my all into someone it’s just never the right time. my insecurities drive people away from me & they tend to step away & not acknowledge my feelings or thought process but i can’t expect everyone to understand me. time & time again i find myself alone wondering what i did to deserve any of the hurt or wasted time people have brought onto me. my heart hurts more & more everyday. i’m not expecting feedback. i just need to vent.,3.3282474226804126,6.001939402061857,4.129082474226806,82.73589175257736,77.65979381443299,7.591340206185567,26.194845360824733,8.548686976883017,2.1532317525773195,410,16,75,9,10,131,68,97,0.188,0.7759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9493,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,20,13,3,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,1,15,2,11,10,3,18,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,4,9,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308881766759005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987715025875509,0.0,0.09395138706025807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960579324313626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640309420026658,0.13201477875685155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985624815907426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627284649967274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158794004394378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371651756778574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579950381827635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674964522026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024415443841738,0.10655507013399106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156111102804768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888578080357378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483287396594518,0.0,0.1179851842991737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257727959990962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705984002856512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968109666030393,0.40280181470088655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438261401394906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498251968295303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sanadult2002,2020/02/19,"Nobody should ever be lonely. I met some people on Xbox Live ever since I realized my friend was just being a jerk. They have helped me make the right choice for me and even offered to chat with me everyday. Now, I'm not as lonely as I previously was, and always try to make friends through friendly messages. Many people want to be your friend and understand you, but you may not realize it. I'm encouraging you to try to find those people, whether here on Reddit or in person.",5.463870967741934,6.1890884516129026,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,67.70967741935483,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.106922580645161,378,12,72,6,6,122,66,93,0.053,0.802,0.145,0.836,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,0,6,8,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,2,22,15,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,12,5,13,7,1,8,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,3,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558029886662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349690740105408,0.3382637946905321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089409200607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778335608191124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253271094866978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510460097189547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496179311454784,0.18956588695994905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38888006852167306,0.16326158334819973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967780484800315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546697603470571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253890963896329,0.0,0.0,0.1946502221753615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028420256588492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sketronub,2020/02/19,Just got told that one of my so called “best mates” that i’ve known for 14 years had a birthday gathering last night and I didn’t get invited :))))))) Fucking hell I thought I at least had friends lmao,3.2524166666666687,4.470580075000001,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,73.25,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3243333333333331,153,6,36,2,3,46,35,40,0.10300000000000001,0.654,0.242,0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,4,2,3,2,2,4,1,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605809275402084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508481067090595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654600359605732,0.3176473125003185,0.17951379450386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748036793599063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800751417852999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32243989236309323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328283304196985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277542457627835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32831899408584786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126340742566133 lonely,Eloc06,2020/02/19,"My friends only need me for help. Everybody in my life who is supposedly my friend calls me smart. I won't lie, I do think I am fairly smart and I can understand what I am taught. My ""friends"" know this and will sometimes ask me for answers, and I feel like that is pretty much the only time they talk to me. The last three things one of my friends sent me have been pictures of homework and questions about what it means. I am also the disposable friend in any group I'm part of, which is really sad. Sorry, I just had to vent.",2.4505555555555567,4.055245907407406,3.2937037037037062,92.82166666666667,76.03703703703705,6.651851851851853,23.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.6827888888888882,410,12,92,5,9,130,72,108,0.042,0.735,0.223,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,13,23,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,19,8,10,17,2,5,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,1,3,63,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352970586368088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150514955281001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581649908821533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275664174246172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554494057154058,0.12086568637156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535589540377813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340103468215933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297956570666503,0.13790822867542316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950025872053778,0.08265516893088448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842918933727396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243703270112614,0.12544841810635707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464402884512627,0.25734539527427264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321069912936264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212180941617616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895257450712442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838414330378636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732813677957487,0.18938858151153984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359843690140958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239889271799366,0.1084068166624788,0.0,0.0,0.0986530430956734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612738924726468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ValentinoDiSanto,2020/02/19,"Why am I feeling lonely? I have the best group of friends anyone could ever imagine, I have an awesome family but I am still feeling lonely. Is it possible that I am just feeling lonely because I don't have a girlfriend? I just feel like I don't have anyone to share my life and thoughts with. Does anyone else feel this way????",2.6092820512820545,4.7160887230769255,3.7026923076923097,87.81147435897438,77.15384615384616,5.564102564102565,26.21794871794872,6.42735559955562,1.0620256410256408,257,10,49,2,6,83,43,65,0.11800000000000001,0.612,0.27,0.8276,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,14,17,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,4,3,15,1,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378643780863843,0.21387723163985503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724503479594132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190581477161552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666068430181752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826684430877238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437420821629648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881589798959486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678005369742174,0.0,0.5277222154399569,0.1491228057592231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127082529539133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743815556201406,0.1019790733954442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532126310305304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669881299145975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571503007048036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568688271361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835400335122146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Channelingchan,2020/02/19,27/M/UK/Gay Anyone want to chat to beat everyday loneliness. Like talking to someone before going to sleep. Message me if interested.,2.568749999999998,5.4823183750000055,4.941666666666666,70.32000000000002,94.41666666666666,7.4,31.0,8.07648339933343,3.7457,107,6,15,3,4,37,21,24,0.106,0.6459999999999999,0.247,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300593823490465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016688859983826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682696161772751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061353009256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472378094894,0.0,0.39995558373948903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37940561711237936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27841976783630745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlueFisher69,2020/02/19,"Wholesome Minecraft server. Me and some friends were playing Minecraft when one friend told me he had been playing with someone who was a bit lonely and had trouble making friends. Then he came up with the idea to make a discord server for people who like to play Minecraft and have fun with other people. If you think this is a good idea and consider joining, here is the link to the original post. [original idea](https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/f61few/wholesome_minecraft_discord_server/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)",8.882184343434343,12.911056284090913,4.7165151515151535,78.66282828282829,65.70454545454545,7.092929292929293,33.641414141414145,8.167268648758528,2.9416626262626266,475,21,66,7,9,123,62,88,0.083,0.64,0.27699999999999997,0.9477,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,4,0,18,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,3,9,8,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824641231684644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268662951904897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186305305709384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090783757601811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803547961395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977234995592281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622645298620084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235623323064073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195974564110924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471856808785397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903324798778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954348655969826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309075283782012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864836213588968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RayOnABoat,2020/02/19,"Last few months have been rough I guess I was never special to someone. I've always felt unwanted. Even a kid, parents told me they would have left eachother if I wouldn't have been. Had no friends in kindergarten, primary or middle. In highschool I was that kid you would be friendly with just because he was the class clown. Always left out if it was possible. I've always had to go the extra mile just to be around someone. College is no good either, you think you know lots of people, yet all they want is help for their homework. You think this girl might like you, even as a friend, talking to you everyday, yet once the exams are over she blocks you. That hurt the most. That just who I am, always the last choice. For my birthday, I've tried to gather some people I know, in advance. Everyone had something else to do, even the people that said they could come. ""I'm really sorry, I forgot"". For new years eve, they asked why I didnt come, only after realizing they forgot to invite me. No one has time for me, yet I'm always trying my best to help them, buy them stuff they wanted for a long time, wish them happy birthday and all. But it's ok, I'll just survive life on autopilot, working and drinking until I forget about everything. I just wish I could stop crying at night.",3.918961930517998,5.3107062134387375,4.388138131890994,87.31868317037657,71.84584980237153,6.749240690659455,24.38298314957354,7.0608816371341465,0.9030996047430828,1004,28,199,9,19,317,150,253,0.09300000000000001,0.763,0.14400000000000002,0.9418,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,7,10,4,13,10,0,0,9,1,27,2,0,0,3,46,47,8,0,12,10,1,2,1,3,4,1,1,1,3,9,7,1,4,6,1,1,4,6,1,0,1,15,3,34,9,27,24,9,34,0,1,0,0,34,12,0,8,19,137,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246252973153845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085820863098484,0.09541565260706304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216999883226334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710941116667076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583744213189634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297889803516866,0.0,0.11211202997493576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998343444719864,0.0,0.0,0.08526100927733056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223605972498704,0.0,0.0,0.09752610702752006,0.09172814814570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799702492107107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656216373382344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058005074161082734,0.08560607316819012,0.0,0.0,0.11243451994331924,0.0,0.0,0.10864855927751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682210797933705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092611537121988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218292861829247,0.16639085003019272,0.0,0.0,0.2217847168086241,0.0,0.07209051199597398,0.04986310080948055,0.0,0.0,0.09032304033792317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677079031677559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827330997649227,0.0,0.0,0.08146616119350238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871771079018818,0.09857362387333342,0.0,0.09577973866575197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869436219983332,0.06916091082324954,0.07762393782140059,0.0,0.0,0.11332950684260115,0.0,0.0,0.2122740680137196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506133046749202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538453110204119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708581948254358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295624921323755,0.07857351615930752,0.0,0.11425180123908535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532970767212543,0.0,0.0,0.11683835963571945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203482478310996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079641836304487,0.0,0.0,0.11902816718346892,0.0,0.0,0.09752610702752006,0.0,0.13858891751145253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203994661146012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209648944889083,0.0,0.2347361178939468,0.0,0.0,0.07430348847757054,0.0,0.0,0.1450060517482506,0.0,0.0,0.06572558743959367 lonely,Veration,2020/02/20,"Completely flaked on Recently joined a group and became pretty close friends with these people! I became so comfortable and actually began to develop a connection. Not easy for me to do. Over a break from school we planned to meet up at a local museum. Set the location and date but not the time. As the day draws closer I figure I should check in since we didn’t set a specific time, so I text and suggest a time to meet up. An hour goes by... nothing. Two, three, four, five, six... no response. And I see that everyone in the group chat has seen my suggestion and not responded. The people who catalyzed the idea to meet up in the first place were on social media the entire day, saw my suggestion and didn’t respond. Im aware it’s a small thing but I’m still pretty hurt from it. It feels like when others want to hang out there’s traction, everyone wants to participate, and is excited - but when I try to push hanging out with, frankly, the only actual friends I’ve made in years, no one wants to anymore. What do they have that I don’t",2.9035814455231943,4.8478740291262135,4.052944983818771,86.38879180151025,75.6990291262136,7.878748651564186,24.551240560949307,8.680891452615391,1.700258683926645,814,27,166,17,18,265,127,206,0.057,0.83,0.113,0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,2,7,6,0,0,17,0,10,0,0,1,0,29,20,16,0,4,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,3,2,1,3,8,1,0,7,7,4,13,5,29,12,0,38,0,1,3,0,18,18,0,0,15,108,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.2964416460131369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506321283248076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925172668132234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591044886780867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902710743843003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679915989912757,0.10850885057549904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919589453133695,0.0,0.0,0.23469665548567795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957913001971607,0.0,0.16259929491268754,0.17146311631733147,0.16406515404817495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420482722650024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372014184230325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457406768011066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102923271019095,0.11551770349553665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060009353489054,0.0,0.15869068058780147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090494955087445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997112174186186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371881170071108,0.12103510783380675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564336140935675,0.0,0.0,0.15483073541896364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129798992120035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090766884237984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657014236243697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031220131970786,0.0,0.14837255097056468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876251485040537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781092192702102 lonely,ziahli,2020/02/20,"I have no intimate relationships in my life I lost all of my friends. They were great friends and we do still catch up with each other via text messages once or twice a month and so, but they wouldn’t actually make the time to meet me irl. I know I’ve got my own faults in the past and I hope some of the ones I truly respect would just stay open minded to my mental development and progress. Growing up, my friends were my only family and I got to spend every holidays with their family. When I lost them, no more holidays and celebration for me lol (my parents forgets my bday.) Even though we had a lot of differences, we still could relate to each other on many other topics. We supported each other unconditionally. But sometimes our differences would also make us more distant. We hold different sets of values and such and it’s just hard for me to fit in. I tried to give in once, but that caused more damaged to myself. Now that I’m literally solitary (and do quite enjoy being an introvert) I find it hard to find new friends that I actually do relate on another level, not just superficial stuffs like makeup, fashion, boys, sex, parties, etc. I’ve become so fucking tired. I know some day I’ll find my group of friends or a few of them that I’ll actually enjoy being with and who I can fully trust. I guess it takes time for me to adapt into something that I’m not used to. Life happens. I’ll grow out of it.",4.68740588125117,5.571563427046268,5.7152612848848126,80.42866641693203,69.5338078291815,8.762764562652183,28.31260535680839,8.99025400887824,2.1339209964412813,1117,38,223,20,19,370,153,281,0.077,0.685,0.23800000000000002,0.9953,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,7,0,5,4,13,18,1,0,7,1,14,5,0,4,1,56,32,20,0,5,10,1,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,1,15,24,0,1,5,2,1,3,5,5,0,2,7,2,39,13,33,19,13,28,0,3,0,2,25,13,1,7,11,155,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.2847826639018658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779175485649513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200259423235432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743393805931363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992946988400052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776671431043812,0.0,0.0,0.06273511191284327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048988248580396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848869473877093,0.06425002328885293,0.0,0.08195940753856565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834067183226944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667260975773371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37577681620746295,0.08993029428049583,0.0,0.09331621037148502,0.0,0.0,0.15560135270575984,0.10724737164650967,0.10716071903278952,0.0,0.08602103662239273,0.0,0.17428076522827182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661723162455896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692092873256967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741813643754588,0.04752424556659391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237696189549135,0.08270076028319971,0.0,0.0,0.12986525919494712,0.09862281500212557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803154620127408,0.0,0.0982212479115793,0.0,0.07764494760806401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394997565924867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071919907518882,0.06591688154597249,0.07398294576515506,0.0,0.0,0.10801372609592567,0.0,0.09286115528432376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346522977018592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443825146533753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488798362647528,0.09620866505230476,0.0,0.0,0.1036835033318828,0.15536982364108765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135799428402596,0.0,0.11038789723545954,0.0,0.0,0.07313960831981127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557338840303606,0.0,0.11344508774498938,0.11180470047772413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604416534170321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701131064304347,0.08401541793098394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382044658284836,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vigero158,2020/02/20,"I've never felt so lonely in my life and I need someone to talk to Please be warned, I will break down crying and I will talk about depressing stuff going on with me right now. I dont know if this is the right sub for this or not.",3.6011764705882365,3.095891862745102,4.459607843137256,93.36823529411768,71.54901960784314,7.584313725490197,20.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,-0.02985490196078455,179,2,45,1,3,58,41,51,0.207,0.75,0.043,-0.8290000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,5,0,9,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813111193951902,0.0,0.0,0.2205764336797857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001444064914182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458937973392151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455461322616602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407445090134301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088926435364414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989307896525345,0.1975182087378609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811181913933059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43741179525431395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169906123519785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931704094981613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41168299948335996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,godlike-dawn,2020/02/20,Today is a sad birthday day The day where imma sit alone in the library of my college studying while I've told my parents that I'm out with friends celebrating my birthday. 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Was very dumb to do so when i was in college. Now i m 21 and whenever i see a girl of my age, i think like ""wow she is cute and also me - i don't think i deserve her."" Even tho i don't even talk to that stranger, i deny myself, its funny. I can understand many ppl have different reasons to feel lonely but I am just a coward and I know that. since I know about it already I keep myself positive time to time. And I am very scared of a relationship to be honest. I just want a woman of any proportions to pop into my life so that I get to hug her tight and watch or do many things when we get our rest days. Well that's it. Another weirdo joins the club. And yeah I don't want no friends. I just want anybody in here should not miss out someone who is living in the same city and you guys don't even know.",-0.6447575757575771,1.4237780999999998,1.6953535353535365,97.48045454545456,90.22222222222223,4.828282828282829,17.070707070707073,6.351523495107088,-0.3811111111111112,638,16,153,7,22,215,108,180,0.113,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.8842,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,0,16,11,1,1,7,1,16,2,0,1,1,32,31,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,10,0,2,8,1,0,1,7,4,1,0,2,4,29,7,16,27,2,14,0,2,2,1,14,5,1,1,9,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762936665473025,0.12872400490521962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946201952895113,0.16878629958319313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380939301980642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817462595714086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189484667720248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138896337212671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436150032092655,0.0,0.16819559849768845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938109340776813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307347975683815,0.0,0.0,0.2653871900697865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369465119718837,0.07863958372858744,0.0,0.14213543330814224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638738502606784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414647120041836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654992819664274,0.0,0.17281664385533788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115448695492793,0.0,0.12826861610421092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315227605521218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638549569304778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937792410545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693828648863178,0.2062803100144219,0.0,0.0,0.1877204860373428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675707006925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656266927580745,0.2848247624803613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472726251072549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coldsilencehas,2020/02/20,"[Rant] I feel this guy at work goes to my desk to talk with me because he feels pity Tbh I haven't made any friend at work and I'm alone most of the time in a hectic call centre office and this very social guy approach me since now and then to talk and joke around, is a pretty nice guy I must admit Even though my poor conversational skill he keeps bringing up something to talk about, mostly work. I appreciate what he is doing and makes me glad that I joked with someone that day but it just looks sad and the situation makes want to cry",5.938648648648647,5.218769846846847,5.870045045045044,85.92777027027027,66.74774774774775,8.481081081081081,25.70720720720721,7.1686216300943375,0.8772990990990994,427,8,95,3,6,134,78,111,0.13,0.7509999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.6501,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,22,16,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,10,5,14,14,2,11,0,2,1,0,14,5,0,2,4,53,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655598294314858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093598079554042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431595669930484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803141507075387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421023540160634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664787703562604,0.1037124596592201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062168815081836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262593075420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424537616488444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776968077640639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293988304848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504421301134414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216717126808132,0.2146907058060542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636068087275957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302794339886684,0.1807629522241991,0.0,0.16393078055761853,0.13625814397613487,0.12380334941637547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877713473968584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800005590195842,0.0,0.09377259980531097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268933020265158,0.09485293456073328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512260057775694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jotodd,2020/02/20,"My family hate me I recently lost my job and had to move back home as a result. (It was a live in position). It's been two weeks since. My family hate me because of it. I have no friends where they live and it's so remote that there's hardly anyone here. As a result I spend alot of time with my family. I feel like a tag along. They come back from work and don't want to spend time with me. I feel shit because I'm not working already and doing nothing all day. It's embarrassing. They take away my dignity, integrity and significance. I feel like I'm losing who I am I feel needy. They ask me why I don't talk and when I do I feel like I have no voice. I feel shit when I eat with them because I shouldn't be here at 29. I'm trying so hard to get another job, but nothings coming up. No one starts a conversation with me and when I do with them I feel like I have no merit. I actually feel bullied by my family. They don't respect me at all I know what your responses will be; ride it out until you get a job etc.......but it's so hard right now. What do i do?",-0.4631598143236104,1.4882028232758628,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,87.57758620689656,5.983023872679048,17.54376657824934,7.321109707123232,0.111938461538462,813,20,198,14,26,284,113,232,0.17300000000000001,0.74,0.087,-0.9471,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,7,4,13,14,4,1,7,0,19,3,2,2,2,34,42,17,0,2,2,0,11,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,11,16,1,0,9,0,2,4,9,7,0,2,4,12,42,7,22,34,3,25,0,2,0,0,14,8,2,1,17,131,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.09377297519166747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060410927748782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076196290233826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719050915138865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983404928324408,0.0,0.09028260290183636,0.1477792794482468,0.0,0.1757323315740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555134310475872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197208087508509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983272007574046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716917463579324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623519791187647,0.0,0.3887003496475067,0.27459563499095424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424126787992033,0.0,0.10040932645606876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582415496294127,0.18974402576873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638918463661957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607263512766296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281023848223588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778488154270245,0.0,0.16970388347241067,0.0,0.0,0.10750356620617922,0.10489693775375113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213172647614874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440778553066547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511515146216103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488031433979384,0.0,0.0,0.08206295714214694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972763118963929,0.07948918089542119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801516987061876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225003006712524,0.07723597010709618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206528430810568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652408871378074,0.0,0.09386896698496006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566781826518405,0.0,0.07708006489049335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867090497828131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991379953768554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ethan__4u2,2020/02/20,I’m tired of being like this I’m 15 going on 16[m]. This year has been a total shit show for me I got addicted to weed and lost a fuck ton of friends close friends who I thought I would graduate and spend a long time after school with. I feel like no one understands me anymore no matter how I explain my problems. I am not the best looking guy either so it makes me even feeling shittier to know that girls aren’t attracted to me like that. I have one friend who keeps me up and going and makes me feel happy but we we never have time for eachother either she is busy or I’m busy. I’m going through a medication transition rn and everything is feeling like x10 worse than what it actually is. Thank you for listening snoochie boochies🤘🏼,1.3209115699259826,3.7256117417218566,2.799945461628361,90.80881573821578,83.90066225165563,6.2019477989871445,24.11414102064668,7.510576382923642,1.2035068952084145,587,23,123,10,17,191,99,151,0.13699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.166,0.3952,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,0,2,3,15,2,0,5,0,11,5,1,3,2,31,35,9,0,2,5,0,4,4,3,1,3,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,8,1,1,3,5,4,0,2,4,6,18,11,14,29,5,12,0,1,1,1,13,3,2,1,10,78,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.14310286220859592,0.15986301547171058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454309068496889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389326282067087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968566215052906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317936851382215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965893556344306,0.2095242325247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988911749562595,0.13556951467279216,0.0,0.0,0.2500225710954622,0.0,0.11728417013155976,0.0,0.0,0.1452000794566876,0.0,0.1561046887090438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034344403503234,0.0,0.0,0.08059140989479899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865703468759164,0.0,0.0,0.1297748464311544,0.12314357228715893,0.0,0.16007865804403493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957712948987169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477278570594933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113100475703535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873880568118046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031798543307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841100921900247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052740312775129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350095946864322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164185260482372,0.17101796019515633,0.16854508375815788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526610122627151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944221261110716,0.1041713057200768,0.0,0.0,0.09443357956795276 lonely,TurkeyBoi44,2020/02/20,"Please read this, all of you I want you to know that I care about you. I don't care if we've never talked, or live on the opposite sides of the fucking planet, I care about you. You are an absolutely amazing and wonderful person capable of doing great things. I'm here to support you, and you can talk to me about anything you need to. I love you all, I would hug you if I could. I'm so proud of you. Sincerely, Turkey (18M)",2.059238095238093,3.1960900666666667,3.846507936507937,90.385,76.1111111111111,7.365079365079365,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,0.8853809523809519,326,9,76,5,7,110,57,90,0.0,0.5870000000000001,0.413,0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,11,0,1,5,11,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,14,18,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,19,10,12,16,2,3,0,0,0,3,15,2,1,4,1,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428363880618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106274421754573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593933157910813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845605132684138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009969072302948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971487219017337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628248253049092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801795265792147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802776345955532,0.15397179739948888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431468926404015,0.0,0.21914067309088536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969029284037684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265448716185943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209201409546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262946600306288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775064351791782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649701720027326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181587724896333,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thedepressedgoat,2020/02/20,My dreams are things I don't have and it's getting worse I used to have dreams of being in a relationship but I'm beginning to have dreams of being in a friendship.I feel increasingly hollow and lonely and I don't know what to do.,1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,81.85714285714286,6.3689795918367365,20.00408163265305,7.554174236665415,0.6023355102040817,185,5,40,3,5,63,30,49,0.114,0.73,0.156,0.2382,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,15,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464532055886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546558077298872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678722069306127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233045623456566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238188866563814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209726885867381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967206226195401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,therevolution08,2020/02/20,"I got dumped on Valentine’s Day and I haven’t felt the same since. It wasn’t even a legitimate relationship or anything close to that, I just felt so happy thinking that he cared. We were about to spend a couple nights together in my tent. But right before he was supposed to come over he basically told me that our entire thing wasn’t real. He told me I took advantage of him on New Years, and that since then he’s just been trying to keep me happy. What’s the fucking point of anything anymore. I feel so rejected and stupid, I used to fall asleep thinking about him nearly every night and now I just can’t sleep. I have to see him on Monday and I’m fucking terrified that he’ll pretend we never met. He lied to me about wanting me and now I’m convinced no one else does. My entire family thinks that I’m stupid, like always and I just feel like I’m not worthy. You’ll probably go through my past posts and realize this feeling isn’t so new to me, I don’t know what to do.",2.429307447116777,4.053291374384241,3.7734627644161134,89.27726745870761,76.14285714285714,6.746913937988992,23.271225731671986,7.510576382923642,0.870283917705013,771,23,166,10,17,253,113,203,0.11699999999999999,0.759,0.12300000000000001,0.0577,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,1,0,1,13,13,5,0,4,0,12,4,2,1,1,35,40,14,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,10,1,1,4,9,6,0,1,12,6,26,7,21,26,1,26,0,1,1,2,18,9,2,1,14,99,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722027785918674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277926291275539,0.0,0.0,0.21207850550706028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964876866806952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137944056108108,0.0,0.0,0.11099985989192927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257905807537227,0.0,0.08310282677674058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276460855147635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764442395527138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510957250212553,0.0,0.10856852310814694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147596678903058,0.0,0.1954636106010711,0.09205626616887028,0.2474480043426796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825450978571916,0.0,0.0,0.07323303872984646,0.0,0.1030596094105798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743437281854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453501709917033,0.0,0.0,0.0708170524316218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590713642155493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938332544862824,0.24890394915486455,0.0,0.2418492317332349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731759650621485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300965546379013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181257335536726,0.0,0.1234104586070732,0.0,0.1389308469338095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666875038613975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834539631406653,0.0,0.11004412980608276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026832377583278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131855357218748,0.0,0.12895117908411796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560760870811222,0.24770123933741905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625891015270485,0.14316611183787642,0.08748620452978531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112920422074623,0.0,0.0,0.0760038573568375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298040404429036 lonely,Smartest_Jacket,2020/02/20,"Figured writing about my feelings would help I'm nothing special when it comes to this sub, and I've got a pretty common story to alot of the users I've been reading. I'm 18, male, recently graduated from highschool and have very few people I'd consider friends. I'm home alone all day and really miss the social interactions that school gave me. Haven't had a girlfriend, though I know having one won't make me feel any better about myself. I just want to feel like somebody really understands me, to hold somebody in my arms on a cold night while talking about nothing in particular, I wanna feel like somebody reciprocates the feelings I have for them, and accepts the flaws while trying to help me get through them. I need something to help get my self esteem back, something to break the image of myself that I've created over the years from self hatred and constant overthinking, but I can't seem to bring myself to try and make myself better. I'm so worried about any effort I put in being wasted and for nothing, that once I finally dig myself out of this pit that I'll just fall right back in at the slightest breeze of anything going wrong.",10.561578682755156,7.604520230769232,9.63101055806938,69.7491201608849,59.36199095022624,11.99416792357969,39.940170940170944,9.725611199111238,3.8353495223730514,925,34,165,12,9,293,129,221,0.085,0.809,0.105,-0.1444,0,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,11,9,0,0,11,0,10,1,1,2,1,32,34,13,0,4,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,9,0,1,10,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,4,6,22,7,31,27,3,27,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,2,14,101,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531650280827333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456435174032144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957030210918713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860785994559241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402420107579626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422828619139718,0.0,0.13075487803134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803311842945854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30589884175781057,0.17288070210722994,0.0,0.13254640666885684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348205783995346,0.0,0.12643197956450447,0.0,0.06876543922516336,0.0,0.09677243263980502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330541302603045,0.0,0.12136995488709175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649684076412905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822614065695125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153300506916016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971781508689426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354757999155805,0.0,0.3482999367884833,0.0,0.0,0.12885796055037768,0.08199076509696053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388415286186146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309754800199915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163550320566027,0.0,0.0,0.1210298416255928,0.0,0.1550276786915943,0.0,0.11947003716762347,0.0,0.0,0.10333086065404673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245552299633596,0.0,0.11015121377018074,0.2524527235939889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334130398139688,0.0,0.1862989549898852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972528841581016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887903454001746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429817429332766,0.0,0.0,0.1259622463060998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983527776750158,0.07136722338164475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287842645180053,0.0,0.08595286690854126,0.13229133232142826,0.0,0.07791816412585331 lonely,kennythenanny,2020/02/20,"I always get so excited when my phone lights up, hoping for a text from someone, but in the end it's just a reminder or smth Life is lonely when nobody seems to care about you. Life is hard when you don't belong somewhere.",7.9884782608695675,5.28179089130435,7.745217391304351,80.49869565217394,64.0,10.069565217391306,31.69565217391305,7.1686216300943375,1.8888608695652165,175,4,37,1,2,56,40,46,0.099,0.733,0.168,0.528,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291993068268069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35778573533593555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108104469295949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833409128200784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435487192412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485421633674929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495729527275101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194638595460906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973328850353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,teatreeoil11,2020/02/20,"Social withdrawal - I have stopped using social media and stopped talking to the only person i used to talk to, everything feels empty and i feel weirdly lonely. What should i do? Whenever i use my phone, it makes me feel so lonely not because i don't have anyone around (ive just stopped talking to everyone) I have also stopped talking to this person used to talk to every single day but i soon realised it wasn't healthy for me. Now life isn't just passing by and i often end up overthinking because i don't have kuch to do except for studies. I really want to do something else.",4.03254385964912,5.7438055877193035,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,72.0701754385965,7.171929824561403,30.21052631578948,7.793537801064563,2.18462105263158,463,20,82,6,9,152,67,114,0.14400000000000002,0.828,0.027999999999999997,-0.8046,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,5,0,24,22,6,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,3,15,0,15,20,1,11,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,8,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377259251100293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073432824566677,0.0,0.0,0.11551788187756112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582064218870319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368734214407669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840155608242437,0.0,0.1149327962379933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933215501607453,0.1239955033379501,0.1166239302095318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683843127303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165647633519228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661878529821998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869171993630696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266106440445325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313043647098202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455705255759704,0.0,0.09989902173021904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339555991709877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214987914647268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482993214731761,0.0,0.0,0.07653844112883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jakze13,2020/02/20,"Looking for someone to chat with Hi 17(m) here. I'm looking for someone around my age too talk too via discord. I need someone as lonely as me too talk to about mondane stuff,Like how our day have gone so far. Anything really. If anyone is interested plz message me🙂",2.6211320754717,4.8164065849056605,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,77.49056603773585,5.749433962264153,29.467924528301893,6.742157984588678,1.606753962264151,211,10,40,2,5,69,42,53,0.096,0.83,0.07400000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,6,0,5,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720783291498639,0.0,0.20251872721900327,0.219080523157688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587136675344643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133228041599227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247948771254413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576574917785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255573293589958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817247812780487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956105364926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whitewolfgirll,2020/02/20,"Is there anyone who's having mood swings and feeling down today, just like how I'm feeling now? Maybe we could support each other and make each others'day. Hey community! I'm white wolf and the people who know me well can tell that I'm usually a really cheerful person, not the most mentally stable, but really positive and energetic in general. I used to be weaker and more pessimistic in the past, but I've become stronger with time and I have learned how to cope with mood changes/ anxiety/ depression. Recently my mood's been very good , there wasn't any particular reason why I've been feeling so great,but nothing could really bring me down,until today. Today ,my mood swings got back, can't tell why, but they are back, like an old nightmare you have after a long time. And I don't know, I've been trying to treat myself with music , snacks , YouTube and I'm somewhat better , but not fully recovered. Trying to hang in there as usual, don't really feel like answering my messages, yet I was wondering: Is there anyone in the same disposition? Maybe we could be there for each other. I'm not healed completely yet, but I think I'm strong enough to listen to vents/ rants/ sad stories. I've always wanted to be there for people so.... If you're reading this and having a bad day, please feel free to spill the tea. I'm here to listen and give you advice / boost your confidence up a little bit , I'll try my best to help you. Never forget , you're not alone. There is always someone you can reach out to. You just have to be brave and dare to ask. :)",3.951203090507728,5.678808264900668,4.7903476821192035,83.13046633554085,72.3112582781457,7.814790286975717,23.841611479028696,8.472884824447931,1.5009532008830022,1224,34,234,21,24,396,163,302,0.062,0.6859999999999999,0.252,0.9961,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,6,1,3,20,20,0,0,10,0,26,3,0,5,1,58,52,22,0,5,12,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,20,2,0,12,1,1,2,9,3,1,0,6,8,21,14,27,39,10,29,0,2,1,0,21,8,0,4,22,141,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927751593262897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522184175785823,0.0,0.0,0.16907045555851766,0.0,0.0,0.06908812402903032,0.0,0.07771994213135303,0.0,0.0,0.14207525504690782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497766593088547,0.0,0.0,0.15624065871380588,0.08482763071759962,0.0,0.11220376085429937,0.0,0.0,0.10661774660532863,0.08985257373645249,0.11091549164438798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747410150059936,0.0,0.10652048653639047,0.0,0.0,0.2433461634714364,0.0,0.0,0.13104081673614382,0.0,0.08750367553160764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497485411842612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256847572347251,0.07257953051859918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745923812800136,0.0,0.08521311542569106,0.08125484964520023,0.11200891131658493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809702658083099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166797507883776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890264233052078,0.10182493919494304,0.0,0.08990843029084032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781549084585675,0.0,0.20413178433413615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238392415692883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835637271238577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748319923753436,0.0,0.10660692439393156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698397962870678,0.14086644393399178,0.08870888689945358,0.0,0.11152086646492247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162255216290647,0.0,0.2603375853909977,0.10445664138498613,0.10031286433910283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608116388451903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528886910743487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759711926866495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509801164071287,0.0,0.0,0.11848179193064867,0.0,0.2889007104766944,0.0,0.0,0.2069291287562512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774551163150728,0.2237852087071704,0.08382656365040493,0.05992339809266827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134615920436638,0.0,0.1833474774690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101755078357013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,serene_disposition,2020/02/20,"Gonna get some therapy I decided last night that I will try seeing a therapist. I’m very grateful I have this opportunity to see one, as I know a lot of people don’t which breaks my heart. I have done a lot of work on myself but I’m realizing I think I may need some help. I am lonely because I am an absolute mess when it comes to interpersonal relationships. I have a lot of emotional issues and I can’t keep dumping it on my one friend who I have left, she has her own stuff. She never acts like I’m a burden but I just know at this point I need a professional’s perspective. It’s not that I have a hard time meeting people or even making new friends, I just always mess things up somehow. And before I mess things up, I am trapped in my head about how I’ll mess it up. So sometimes I seclude myself just because I can’t deal with all of that. Thanks for reading, I just wanted to tell someone and not someone I know.",3.0275405007363787,3.946775907216498,4.8379970544919,85.05762886597941,73.43298969072166,7.810898379970546,26.228276877761417,8.192908349453996,1.4635637702503683,722,24,159,11,14,247,112,194,0.158,0.72,0.121,-0.8432,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,1,0,8,0,15,2,2,2,2,35,33,10,0,3,9,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,7,0,2,1,3,30,5,18,29,7,18,0,1,2,0,11,9,0,8,7,112,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181676338865937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638362951684394,0.0,0.11434936251627033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575837441878775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854215722991053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751965676397832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116189826941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875818194650129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076467233281493,0.0,0.07020915801139031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203800643025619,0.0,0.13791491615408652,0.0,0.0,0.1592435652118402,0.0900735623324157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402601130615502,0.0,0.1194450822400725,0.0,0.0,0.22155884372996348,0.1095394364483962,0.0,0.0,0.1460066637538993,0.0,0.0,0.0656523596249308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427408467385139,0.0,0.0,0.08970116829634271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199285411098345,0.10364384432077133,0.1297871752659693,0.0,0.12610860025917722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821217259112951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863274074554947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270346240897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441857517463754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427620180089712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141704448011861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772321994398886,0.0,0.13290744128063214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383547914719348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745597418644547,0.12372108363337025,0.15367776802063862,0.15602810266804953,0.17855513748538102,0.08610669369353426,0.0,0.0,0.0783593469977273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912366991300489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087939643171453,0.07926210885086563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783184895691167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justjesterson,2020/02/20,"(O) Life sucks guys! What more can we say Just reading all the lonely people struggling in this thread it's like dang. All I can say is I'm sorry, but the truth is your life sucks and probably will suck for a very long time. In a lot of ways my life sucks too. Not as much as yours, bit still kinda sucky. But since your life sucks so much , might as well say screw it once in a while, y'know? Do what you enjoy and work on your self esteem (which I believe to be the best weapon against depression from loneliness), make the best out of rubble and dirt. Good luck👍",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,2.463310344827587,98.06272413793104,77.27586206896551,5.67448275862069,17.634482758620692,6.2581,-0.527721379310345,436,7,102,3,10,133,84,116,0.24,0.581,0.179,-0.6488,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,5,0,3,5,17,7,1,7,0,8,5,0,1,3,16,15,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,3,9,7,14,12,9,10,0,2,0,1,11,5,7,3,5,64,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754430912082358,0.3307514289939506,0.0,0.17204198422401476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357277125328764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217480482121327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560339058711668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660458391347327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452277274210893,0.0769880613998605,0.0,0.0,0.13945774856496632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397311487199373,0.0,0.0,0.10518919794949157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717276104199733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168618481126765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167822860893328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924958346975464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990326169063158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762762493150329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37595370375390297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439550235350828,0.0,0.0,0.13035592405791574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764034836591422,0.0,0.0,0.12584756874682196,0.0,0.0,0.1647420366702397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188906921820884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130024112297446,0.0,0.12508362230399356,0.0,0.0,0.14168782239317693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472374241209213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,agoodnamegoeshere,2020/02/20,"I just had a shitty dream and now I feel super lonely This is more of rant than anything. I just had a dream that my ex used me again and now I'm just thinking about the relationship and I'm questioning if she ever loved me like she said or if she was just using me. I was always there for her and she never reciprocated never put in effort and I still went back to her. And I still want to for some reason. I feel like I'll never be loved I just want a fucking hug. I want to be fucking cared about. It's that simple. Why is it soo fucking hard to find. I'm a good person who is fun to be around once you get to know me but I can never put myself out there. Idk why I struggle so much just being my fucking self. I know I'm a good fucking person and I know I have good qualities but I feel like I'll be alone forever. I just want to feel like I matter to one person. I just want one person to let me know they're thinking about me to tell me they love me and mean it. I feel like most of my friends dont really care about me either. I feel like the 3rd or 4th friend to everybody and like I'm always trying to prove im a friend too. I feel like they only talk to me because they feel bad for me.",-0.046479385045422816,1.753027384905664,2.3087211740041944,95.99145352900072,84.58490566037736,4.982529699510832,16.229909154437458,6.037888025583468,-0.6548686233403216,927,17,224,7,27,316,117,265,0.083,0.653,0.263,0.9931,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,2,24,30,5,1,8,0,16,9,0,3,6,60,56,16,0,7,15,1,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,11,0,0,19,2,0,3,5,8,0,2,6,10,46,22,26,44,5,17,0,1,0,9,28,3,5,7,19,148,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884584439892085,0.0,0.0,0.12668950294653045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264701273116129,0.067770228027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853787797253428,0.06356385766065988,0.0464070372153067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552355240483132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922167014495258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886230507065863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079415966907003,0.3263159591704534,0.0,0.0,0.06957978526352095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644934916073834,0.35189641854831066,0.03977383650356837,0.0,0.0,0.1915581383301405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068195903945784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223150742348588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167352246269745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784623075493607,0.0,0.2975391007961483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612598754559391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292591520198259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055962978092145885,0.0,0.23485900901685064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107403637541191,0.10317286170798932,0.05789891794907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26588879177277586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305971271494453,0.08528099406186558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487696670339749,0.07827245708193857,0.0,0.08173318444943824,0.0,0.0,0.07241534060242623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941830372105356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159213961704818,0.0,0.0,0.07958571199696103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061188954366269775,0.06653939238099288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755973875299444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051686042919573315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150062460838535,0.0,0.0,0.2245118904467503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057159359030493,0.13738769857998331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ericnored,2020/02/20,"People say I'm cruel. I am 19, I only have 1 friend, when college started my friend told me to make friends in college, as he is in a different college so he thought I would be alone. I started to approach people first time in my life, I never had a nice group of friends and I really wanted one, so I approached a big group who seemed warm at the start, but later they only called me when they needed me. I have depression and sometimes I get abrupt mood swings without any warning (idk why), I only once lashed out at one of them and they told the whole group about it. Know the whole group says, ""You're so cruel man"" and ignores me off. What do I do?",3.7648175787728064,4.371130589552237,4.482338308457713,89.44516583747931,71.4626865671642,6.851077943615258,26.82918739635157,6.42735559955562,0.9363625207296846,505,16,109,3,9,162,84,134,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.8467,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,6,11,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,16,22,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,4,3,21,6,14,16,2,20,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,1,10,69,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480946460887544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723818844152757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600890503136568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315718526520494,0.0,0.0,0.14939424688376726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162732740505608,0.0,0.0,0.4418952639505797,0.0,0.07470643869049058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858363326696506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099815411300664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544701887336307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106025365976561,0.11028279957637854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227981659066053,0.19378761882874584,0.3262513006724974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826269728478574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916031356417531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742297344346254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017283960197365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142089002022626,0.0,0.3036274396394325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351818721619986,0.08337869187040926,0.0,0.0,0.2732663845738019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433928055917621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902634725559214,0.31928673651382056,0.0,0.13783737802895754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157608231861584,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mistys_blues,2020/02/20,A fool for love is a fool for pain How do I ease the pain in my head?,-3.5850000000000013,-2.428701722222222,-0.27999999999999936,113.10000000000002,94.0,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.6402,51,0,18,0,2,18,14,18,0.441,0.32,0.23800000000000002,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057766878236359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568482968852956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8414300758999189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,girlnoise,2020/02/20,"Not sure how to spend time alone Hi! Back in August of 2019, my then BF and I decided to end our 10-year relationship. We were 18 when we started dating and I'm 28 going on 29 now so we spent a large part of our formative years together. In some ways, this breakup was good for me. I was able to move out by myself and now I live on my own means, which I'm very proud of. The relationship was also very toxic so I'm happy that it ended. It ended on good terms; he and I are still friends and we still talk regularly. I've started dating someone new and I'm learning so much from this new relationship, especially because I've really only dated one other person. The only thing is...he likes his solitude and likes to spend time by himself. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that but I don't know what to do with *my* alone time. I get anxious and restless when I'm by myself. I try to fill my alone time with hobbies that I used to enjoy (reading manga, watching anime, watching foreign films, etc.) but I can't sit still. I get distracted by the anxiety and the loneliness that I can't even absorb what I'm doing. So yeah...how do I learn to spend time alone?",1.57243670886076,3.7548493291139273,3.4469040084388176,87.93845727848101,81.0253164556962,6.144092827004219,22.53322784810127,7.333567415737692,0.8853405063291131,909,30,188,13,24,305,132,237,0.105,0.8079999999999999,0.087,-0.6275,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,0,1,16,12,0,2,5,0,11,0,0,2,1,29,26,20,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,13,17,0,0,5,2,4,3,4,3,0,1,5,2,27,9,26,21,6,38,0,0,2,0,17,6,0,1,29,117,40,3,0.10616941967286267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398379990376452,0.0,0.08490364655443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121931545125925,0.1199412243065014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163773028126045,0.0,0.06471989280365106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821037792305896,0.0,0.11840696755388032,0.07012390038628137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202623027462115,0.0,0.11093827959574368,0.0,0.06033852787532435,0.17809974409519758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301932145409918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583479364820108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103738031255257,0.0,0.09374954268507553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564962265565094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128412910165697,0.07804673946955,0.0,0.0,0.2050781742071595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018724215811948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719431464565094,0.1614932556769822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497113537129112,0.0,0.0,0.09270304211292353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061981506256361,0.0,0.06801484886579934,0.0,0.0,0.34195867179755635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995700475602739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029452339091265,0.0,0.2543611070861353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006342157820176,0.0,0.0,0.08533495790690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053424484308735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309541212015513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208206681413296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916962904654116,0.0,0.17520178038245732,0.0,0.08427234355660733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160795936575556,0.0,0.13673925073633467 lonely,Coolhotdogx,2020/02/20,"Lonely and looking for a chatting buddy (22M) Can loners become friends with other loners? * **Music (I make playlists on youtube sometimes)** * **Engineer** * **Food** * **I get bored so fast...** * **Movies ( what's more enjoyable than watching a decent movie in the theater?)** * **Shows ( only when I'm in the mood lol)** * **I love and enjoy talking with people more than anything else!** * **Big heart** * **Red is my favorite color.** * **Anime (an old time** **おたく/オタク)** * **Youtube** * ***Hit me up and lets have a good conversation fellows!***",-0.3497545219638241,-15.001035232558134,0.6549031007751935,92.49473191214472,296.6744186046511,1.87312661498708,20.96188630490956,4.2952094502661415,0.244129715762274,374,17,61,3,72,115,72,86,0.085,0.708,0.20800000000000002,0.9341,0,2,0,0,1,0,85.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,1,4,3,1,1,0,6,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,5,9,8,2,9,0,1,4,1,6,5,0,0,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186106697880449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29339405614406955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191989295234568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32122996382165064,0.0,0.20524368054188494,0.0,0.13879329051806955,0.0,0.0,0.2228180355191571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148013597598536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716492918639412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308251759443948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397631758938895,0.0,0.17732615891996228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278759265490175,0.0,0.0,0.2020418960304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417108769666246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627386744430601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352268391540885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549050283568045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ESCRAH,2020/02/20,"Just want to have someone to talk to. Feeling low as is fairly often for me, I am 19m from the UK I only have one friend that I see every week or so but when I see him I feel often worse because he has a much more active social life than me. Even though I have made huge progress for my confidence and social life, even so I always feel like I am not doing enough. Every couple of days my brain just says ""Oi you, you need got out and get more friends and a girlfriend you missereable bastard"". Which of course is not a nice thought to be going though your head. I know I am not alone with these thoughts and feeling at all. For the record I have never had a girlfriend or even asked anyone out because I am to scared of being rejected. It's not even that I desperately want to have sex or anything I just want to to be held and hold someone else. I know this post is all over the shop just asking for some thoughts or advice, just feels good to tell people what I am going though I suppose.",4.2377373358349,4.522952263414638,4.662439024390242,89.72191369606004,70.26829268292683,7.088180112570356,25.52532833020637,6.297961479604792,0.6928348968105067,774,20,170,4,13,245,117,205,0.077,0.736,0.187,0.9648,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,17,9,1,1,7,0,19,5,2,1,3,45,43,17,0,4,14,0,5,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,10,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,7,8,26,5,24,33,7,13,0,2,2,1,17,6,1,7,5,123,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114806263803384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815562383751775,0.0,0.0,0.09492622831570073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797695141592983,0.0,0.0938806214485616,0.0,0.21330448471943864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390879246566992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273544022120817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623071391099455,0.0,0.07357412297186189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530174113808887,0.0,0.0,0.1178782766809795,0.0,0.30140308801657245,0.0,0.192239763191014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841906428210706,0.08150094659998468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762805474805415,0.0,0.059603679817460085,0.0,0.12967204139970112,0.09568744135301167,0.09124262880463536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708211203966333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125394110554305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116045003420598,0.05573521080697588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079481308990717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386416099278071,0.0845911286492684,0.08798787347576115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730562042389817,0.08676529272966449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790908155699075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926001689405827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072341239835016,0.11421702502804296,0.0,0.18181882506299152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258658501109605,0.19332437922614776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169562619600742,0.09971360540915453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33625802282643,0.2717075717793838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186739841705065,0.0,0.09151053333779903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626036418830828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Leading-Information,2020/02/20,"Do you play a music instrument? I’d love to find people to talk to about music, gaming etc. I play guitar, so feel free to drop a message in here if you play an instrument too - all welcome! 😊",0.879249999999999,2.848920425000003,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,82.25,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.52725,147,4,31,2,4,51,30,40,0.043,0.579,0.37799999999999995,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,6,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393305056640654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445175546508924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419923551376232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43645871352480414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352603071963136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886911973977479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Norielli,2020/02/20,"Waking up everyday is hard I've always been a social outcast and having BPD basically makes me a ball of uncontrollable emotions. I thought I had found the girl of my dreams just to see her abandon me (act all weird and shit) after 3 years of real close connection. Nothing has ever been the same since, tried hitting it off with a new person but she was too obsessive and creepy for my liking. I've lost the ability to make coherent conversations anymore and I'm tired of people ghosting me IRL and on the internet. I'm demotivated because my IRL situation is looking very grim too and honestly at this point even waking up daily to get ready for uni is a chore. I love that special feeling in my heart when I finally get along with someone but then again after getting hurt again and again and again I'm just scared of ever getting close to anyone. But the loneliness kills me so I'm stuck making posts on the internet. Lmao fml. My DMs are always open if there are other helpless souls like me.",4.961769059955588,6.394942264248705,5.805081421169508,77.99690414507774,69.36269430051814,8.623094004441155,29.8478904515174,9.04235418022936,2.5603859363434496,799,31,145,15,14,262,126,193,0.191,0.6579999999999999,0.151,-0.813,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,14,16,2,3,10,0,11,6,4,3,3,32,31,15,2,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,14,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,11,0,0,8,4,16,5,23,22,2,27,1,5,2,1,7,11,1,1,16,93,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438899871751636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453425755897214,0.10247423778693657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933819652015973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458012515763333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485396425827367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679779310629973,0.2651336742180356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410230358557413,0.0,0.0,0.1605431718817845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068932534701308,0.0,0.0,0.3062744820731181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128394817174113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366765903538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688950673739266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214071986595868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431981454452254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306877782198886,0.0,0.15998143008977656,0.0,0.13227105979511775,0.0,0.2934785821337461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154314412184255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062289081374868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160236184074484,0.1279656414052929,0.0,0.0,0.13854127011511336,0.0,0.14035859525792707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668109818632036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467265120690954,0.0,0.11678487521209638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043597637764755,0.1212313067343062,0.1647332759372516,0.0,0.1493937456537735,0.12417505995630368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634781621556026,0.0,0.16844271349909684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995008114453646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092272104015946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094376222866773 lonely,Ddonitz,2020/02/20,"I had a life I had a life full of friends and a girlfriend until one month ago I decided to move from Italy to Hatfield in England. This to pursue my career dreams. Everything took a turn for the worse, my career is not progressing in any possible direction. I work for Italians as well so the reasons that made me flee my country are the same I found here. My work is slow, and basically is home working so I have no chance of social interaction. Out of boredom today I ended what I had scheduled for the next week. I am also impressed by how shallow and alienated people are here, is basically impossible to approach them when they are sober. By the way if you are in Hertfordshire or in London hit me up. Yes I am that desperate, I also got abducted by two 18 gymbros last Saturday I got drunk with out of emulation spirit. Also cause I wanted to fit in. But fuck I am almost 9 year older than them... this is so wrong... I just hope someone reads this and asks me to catch out.",2.897377198302004,4.853123613402065,4.6141964827168,82.30669799878716,75.75257731958762,7.657489387507581,26.87568223165555,8.4952907291091,2.023356337174045,767,30,149,15,17,259,122,194,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11599999999999999,0.4495,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,3,4,12,6,1,0,9,1,16,4,0,4,0,23,27,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,3,3,0,5,2,2,1,2,8,0,26,4,30,18,2,31,1,0,0,1,9,11,1,4,14,112,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166006630550886,0.0,0.14872815780184195,0.0,0.0,0.3563305382126725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101003332313753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388525291317928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525779600197133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155067939359566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334863307497221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628519943126127,0.11475145441318355,0.1373106538163217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375809358311617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898451282705724,0.14752064752409527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106918372306386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981777399289853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053967041622153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855269247027897,0.1578605065557791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579599604347803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064561864303298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296979725881064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674416754919059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856701569098613,0.0,0.0,0.15271031035309415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140439083311186,0.1258462944822377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407860606824202,0.0,0.16501876450086614,0.0,0.16155453202853434,0.14508912352102515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760496794470622,0.11789367812652207,0.11913925778790417,0.0,0.1335434505332175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243878865739259,0.0,0.15136152084718718,0.0,0.1623907639702559,0.0,0.09564640386880108 lonely,bcnjpw1987,2020/02/20,"why can't I just die? dude, only time anyones ever wanted me was because they had no one else lined up for themselves. I'm so beyond casted aside and like, I know people say live for me but like my love and all that is better when I have someone. I miss this feeling. I miss having someone. dude no one even knows I fucking exist. that or they just dont see me as desirable at all and I dunno. fuck it. just drink til my organs fail themselves over time. the fuck is my life worth anything if no one even sees me the same way they see druggie ass fuckin sacks of shit as ""good men""? I always see these people that die in the news and on fb and shit but like, they wanted to live. when tf do I get to die? why tf am I still fucking here? clearly I have no fucking use to anything or anyone. JUST. END. MY. Loneliness. I just needed a place to dump this shit.",-0.22484090357056274,2.0116793407821234,1.4865581734272515,98.26637843089628,90.7877094972067,3.5599708525625453,16.721156181685693,4.813696971540001,-0.8836360942433812,658,16,147,2,23,213,105,179,0.237,0.5770000000000001,0.18600000000000005,-0.9336,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,2,14,19,10,0,4,0,11,13,4,1,4,30,32,16,3,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,1,1,0,6,13,0,3,2,6,24,6,16,30,3,16,0,3,4,8,7,7,10,4,11,95,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655524100081863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547021713774932,0.0,0.17120368014122098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634112881791022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199964770439352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238774991111155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219138599849311,0.10190266947566157,0.0,0.0,0.08689763954985406,0.0,0.09213325952952132,0.0,0.0,0.1374120587352486,0.09409451095215593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052597015727083966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480836669279996,0.054347580881211416,0.0,0.0,0.0872493271250275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433633940469115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347432759110206,0.15246074839037865,0.0,0.18370794543488494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388457140536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713153315665505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114654735123904,0.07911397045868447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423252085477334,0.0,0.10868160841318096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272304676890907,0.0,0.0,0.3315705785649541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203334997400023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762762361062354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307268324196243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131297595299458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898422362548916,0.0,0.0,0.12271059769407705,0.08256839792687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772866077400527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,virgosun_libramoon,2020/02/20,"I haven't met ""my people"" yet and I'm afraid it's too late (23/F) I feel like I am missing out on life because I've never really had any friends that really made me feel loved, seen and understood. I was not a happy teenager. I grew up in a small place in the middle of nowhere with rather protective parents, so as soon as I graduated I moved out, jumping into adult life. My coping mechanism has always been to be in love with life, perceive everything, document everything... it definitely works for me, it fills in the gaps between lonely moments. And I think I've had a nice and interesting life so far with lots of happiness and cool experiences, and I really value that, but there is also so much loneliness there. At 23 I try to keep myself as busy as I can in order to make up for it. My days are crammed full of studying and shifts at work. I have a boyfriend and we live together, and together with being around my coworkers and calling my mom every week or so that is sort of enough to keep my social needs satisfied, or so I guess. I just really miss having a group of friends that would get me on a deeper level and that I could do everything with I now do by myself. I don't want to spend my life just being at home, I'm really afraid of missing out. Fomo extraordinaire I guess. I've even gone to clubs and festivals alone when I was a bit younger/more desperate, although that's genuinely not something I can recommend lol. I do a lot of things with my boyfriend but we have quite different interests/personalities, and I feel awful bringing him along to something he doesn't enjoy. Anyway, I just feel afraid that is really is too late. At this age everyone is getting so busy. People in their 20s become more focused on their jobs, significant others and personal growth and less so on friendships, it seems. It's like everybody has already experienced that phase of having a friend group that feels like family, going out at night and making memories but also just living at each other's houses, cooking together, platonically sharing beds, casual intimacy like that... I've only experienced it in fleeting moments (mainly with people I met for a very short while when I was backpacking) and I am afraid it really is too late. Anyone here feeling similar?",5.870822660098523,6.679212928735634,6.799043513957312,73.98762931034483,66.83908045977012,10.44417077175698,31.167898193760266,10.451354775682146,3.3381346469622333,1804,68,327,46,28,602,223,435,0.07,0.773,0.157,0.9888,3,3,2,0,0,1,53.0,2,0,2,3,28,26,0,4,12,3,34,8,0,3,1,71,67,39,0,5,12,2,6,4,3,1,5,0,2,2,22,34,1,3,10,3,1,8,6,8,0,0,12,10,44,18,57,50,10,57,0,4,1,2,22,32,0,8,20,232,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858552449347553,0.09147778568349567,0.1325837856071346,0.06897610387114865,0.0,0.0,0.05637211544201245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796280324236545,0.0,0.0,0.07379500556961098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505326257482632,0.09155210752645034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050095059257557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464607354279786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618570225768695,0.0,0.0,0.053461055373000964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660866545008143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565371658355897,0.0,0.054752019212685465,0.0,0.06984344637569051,0.07921067033698913,0.223504710426154,0.08108818416300402,0.07814696128742088,0.0,0.2514882180319597,0.11844182283491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213570742075398,0.0,0.08661946615046999,0.0,0.04711170113608261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182638556283494,0.0,0.0,0.1764886444014772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315143633152461,0.0,0.0,0.09565084198213382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226147845558253,0.14736352850514953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28053086034150376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927594443263537,0.1619951728037413,0.0,0.1463973547962519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095041166203093,0.14963373388547285,0.07843818954681024,0.11066743329470112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708678094480468,0.0,0.08810531786865837,0.06093809037125729,0.061466325796540336,0.06393449742974533,0.0,0.0,0.07779227055864132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304613540346557,0.0,0.0,0.09204618619124944,0.0,0.0,0.17240892449220438,0.14476316105868392,0.08660866545008143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817008863567175,0.0,0.0,0.3717370545469077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546539542815192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450202189328751,0.0,0.12763476520100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550724119384052,0.0531164028381166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056280935392315705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839787285615427,0.048894202331187214,0.0,0.06649416251765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069853519374653,0.0,0.0,0.0588869324941778,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babybeean,2020/02/20,"I have to cut off my first close best friend I was so lonely for 19 years,, 19 years it took for me to make a friend let alone a close friend and I’m sad cause she is really mean and toxic :/ It was cool not feeling lonely for a while I guess",-1.4367460317460292,0.5077418333333341,0.5296825396825398,105.005,93.62962962962965,3.8264550264550254,9.566137566137566,5.288315135182226,-1.9538751322751324,185,1,49,1,7,60,37,54,0.24100000000000002,0.524,0.235,0.3703,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,2,6,5,6,7,1,8,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286875655715724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562233901308999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081226825423925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345103480252152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076763195467215,0.0,0.0,0.5658957407044559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689619292443821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496628671267251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297394684430516,0.0,0.0,0.2659540680088982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564105902423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712628391651513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144529065874992 lonely,aworldaways66,2020/02/20,"Life is just one big cruel joke I'm 23, autistic and transgender so I'm just ""that weirdo"" to other people. No real friends (few I have are just opportunistic/users/narcissists), whatever relationship I have never lasts, my family have me around but no one of them really ever want to talk to me other than trivial or political shit and strangers just assume I'm a mean creep and treat me as such. I know I'm a little shy and awkward but I don't understand why people shun and make me feel weird. I wouldn't think I was a nasty person, I avoid conflict with others and I treat people the way I want them to treat me. I feel like crying half of the time but I don't have the energy in me to so. I just want a real connection with someone but they'd probably take advantage or just run far away when they get to know me. I dunno, sorry if it's rambly i just gotta got it out of me.",2.3658333333333346,3.836630728260873,4.328782608695653,85.87563768115943,75.95652173913044,7.732753623188407,21.505797101449275,8.447377352677275,1.1112040579710143,690,17,148,13,15,236,106,184,0.17600000000000002,0.67,0.153,-0.3394,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,13,12,2,2,7,0,11,2,1,1,2,44,30,17,0,5,14,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,8,1,0,1,6,5,0,3,2,2,27,7,17,25,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,5,6,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263746612727504,0.0,0.0,0.15054008810421388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760036447885293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493598432368582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104930824985546,0.0,0.16203283634195098,0.11446737731276133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379225507890652,0.0,0.08371285477677512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814948603787607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611494791669616,0.13060773260158906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317423178225605,0.07827962338108108,0.1605911977026314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695386595692492,0.0,0.0,0.17453596903863994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357821022043625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217150155688158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324710713788164,0.13990547410764387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275358145833242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647505572221168,0.10264657405026886,0.0,0.0,0.17202560280161422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447240342664793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576121250007034,0.0,0.0,0.17936285201712274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047200171735307,0.1287857169711729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266804714145224,0.0,0.0,0.09343061249302363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680367211998165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283521021849756,0.12718204182649742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458143179511554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thewebneet,2020/02/20,"The realization that no one stays is breaking my heart There’s times when I feel like I have so many friends I can’t make up my mind with whom I’ll be spending my weekend. And then there’s times like tonight when I realize that I only have one friend who I truly love. she’s out of the country due to family concerns and she plans on staying there for a long while. Maybe there’s something wrong with me. But I have nobody for the long haul it feels like except for her, and the daunting realization that eventually our lives will have to split into our separate paths. Why can’t I make people stay? She’s so happy in a different country where her entire family is. I went back to mine a few years ago and I felt like a complete stranger. I was too westernized for back home, but too conservative for here. I don’t feel like I belong in my own family, I don’t belong anywhere. And I feel completely utterly alone. The realization that people will always come and go is breaking my heart. Some people will come and you’ll be really close to them for a short time and then everyone gets busy. You find new friends and the cycle continues. I don’t want to be alone.",3.720505484024798,5.231004085836911,4.550178826895563,85.49553051979021,72.51931330472105,8.096232713400099,25.390796375774922,8.680891452615391,1.6488819265617551,924,29,190,17,18,298,124,233,0.047,0.828,0.126,0.9276,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,1,1,14,11,0,0,11,0,20,3,2,2,0,32,34,18,0,1,3,0,5,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,1,7,1,1,4,6,1,0,2,3,5,33,10,21,24,3,37,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,1,24,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930296023083662,0.0,0.0,0.217387862262598,0.0,0.0,0.08732470438554371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139625684587405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080590995351511,0.2200708566630692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964777195567726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002818075123492,0.0,0.0,0.2968054112972436,0.0,0.21225838189906773,0.22492348622499173,0.10076603167544304,0.0,0.09592008868976268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432464710353501,0.0,0.05483072289610202,0.0,0.059644067204690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171853609298166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872652071119336,0.0,0.0,0.10527087193048827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563601700995909,0.0,0.092670541049185,0.18575042152645002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094719191461317,0.0,0.1401065058069903,0.10640026507824243,0.10543384214459793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059670301834577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135892302428236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422302470168068,0.07981728204079426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218272090184101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723203829319131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807936916915251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355801263180958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835871457476324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190073844579391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728735854131597,0.09469877050327308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147435863783441,0.0,0.06758273152842577 lonely,Drakan7,2020/02/20,"Those who had friends and then didn’t, what happened? I’ll start off - I had a pretty decent social life in my early twenties and lived with my parents. Sadly in 2011 our next door neighbours teenage son started to act up and attract friends of a similar disposition. The next 5 years involved escalating anti social behaviour, violence, damage to property, threats and abuse to my family. Some examples were they kicked down our garden fence because a they’d broken a slat before and we hadn’t replaced it, so they kicked the whole thing down amidst holler and jeering. It was a literal living nightmare. At first I used to try and maintain a social life but as the abuse towards my family (especially mum) ramped up I stayed at home to give her support. The mother didn’t care, she encouraged it having never liked us much anyway. The father moved out around the trouble starting and the local council and police wouldn’t do anything despite complaints and evidence. It took the gang messing about with petrol and a lighter, that set fire to another neighbours house to actually get the law enforcement to react. By the time this was over I had no life, no social skills and flinched every time I heard a car horn which was the sound you’d hear when the gang turned up for another day and night of abuse. Never recovered my friends who’d all moved on and so I ended up moving away, which hasn’t done a lot but isolate me more from everyone",8.396079365079366,7.861291137037039,7.708465608465607,74.14666666666669,61.7037037037037,10.529100529100528,36.693121693121704,9.784248007369934,3.522534391534391,1157,47,202,19,14,361,172,270,0.151,0.76,0.09,-0.9494,1,0,0,0,3,0,23.0,4,1,3,2,6,13,1,0,21,0,18,3,0,2,3,31,31,21,0,1,2,5,1,1,5,1,3,3,3,0,13,19,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,1,13,4,22,8,34,14,6,43,0,2,0,0,31,18,0,2,18,137,35,0,0.0,0.35023779446218595,0.096154355785006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066416600455252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108456815425813,0.08771558983797123,0.0,0.0,0.09257534489948628,0.0,0.0,0.06006502796980175,0.0,0.08384464078374583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046133790667096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635458723690959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083384785323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727131981547538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301861417140757,0.09415285785859884,0.0,0.0,0.18577698451164606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381243442547724,0.0,0.0,0.2283799123702153,0.0,0.0514796191570957,0.09452218723180628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713273392829997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105426949424804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988370043120879,0.0,0.0,0.11369427996108868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879110022289432,0.04813842760666367,0.0,0.17401354234682903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376954782649446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141761369238442,0.07243336455164667,0.0,0.15199001910106988,0.0,0.20958271426175046,0.09246689317544067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094096470591774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024386096212523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017694496074795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922727990073076,0.10502346243778217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118145009219522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546119293154769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491120119079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947419989539647,0.06689769052070751,0.10717601229650567,0.0,0.0,0.11852351235451045,0.08510119552023275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000898908955548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345225991771374 lonely,Preset_Junkie_,2020/02/20,"The only person that i've considered my friend blocked me So, i've been friend with this guy since i have memory. We liked the same things, we helped each other, etc... he was the only person that understood me. I should add that i'm shy and a introvert person so this meant a lot to me. And he was the only guy in the hole class that enjoys the same things that i do, so it was easy for me to be myself with him. The last year was our last year in highschool. During that yeat, he always said that he wanted to that year to end fast. Probably because he didn't like our classmates/ was tired of then, didn't know i was part of that group i guess. We didn't talked to much (sounds weird, we were friends but we didn't tall that much). He enjoyed being alone. He liked to watch movies and read books, so he didn't payed that much attention to whats app. We used to play videogames together. But he slowly stoped playing with me because he had a bad internet conection and didn't like me to hear his family trhought the mic. So 2 days ago, i found that he wasn't in my friend list in all platforms posible (steam, uplay, origin etc). It was late so i didn't asked him what was happening. So when i woke up the next day and tried to send him a mesage, i discovered that he blocked me. As i said before, he wanted to end that year fast. I always saw that as he wanted to end that part of his life and start a new one at uni. I don't think he hates me. In our graduation ( the last time i saw him irl, 4 months ago), he acted like he always did with me. He was the same dude i met 14 years ago. I don't get why he would want to erase me from his life. This was longer but i deleted it by mistake and i didn't want to write it again. Thanks for reading.",1.7022633097298725,3.1614555284552854,2.738978931724805,96.62639653815891,77.72628726287263,6.062103330710727,19.22029897718332,6.6834051587181325,-0.1688456858116969,1346,27,323,12,31,428,169,369,0.071,0.821,0.10800000000000001,0.9294,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,9,0,0,0,9,18,1,0,16,0,31,3,0,2,1,47,57,21,0,8,3,0,0,5,4,2,3,4,0,5,28,19,0,2,6,5,1,2,11,4,0,1,32,7,46,14,34,21,13,39,0,0,3,0,54,9,0,2,33,189,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297374228005124,0.0,0.0,0.09073395732987956,0.0,0.0,0.21868698424361369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819002912693355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314780370065753,0.10680827040663672,0.0,0.07454671518241868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299794487128785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327801810967708,0.0,0.19540890537153768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258765153254181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605605206755473,0.2707383898236169,0.0,0.045770802655133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650848346662268,0.17348850120894527,0.07747017625099853,0.0,0.0,0.08649332352857672,0.0,0.0,0.09873894050225564,0.0,0.058720818803909135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048146264675891934,0.21423307460063973,0.09882399586763213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375818367119233,0.21400065756016204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447994963552032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699267064474135,0.0,0.19320266673440228,0.0,0.0,0.08461094470470898,0.0931705518753786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059364460506319314,0.19988616993145933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973869677055694,0.0,0.0,0.2294839614356499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445467014572036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752605002471171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666776732089042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246903729753368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200836172455621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041482042400522,0.0,0.08065633406889128,0.0,0.0,0.11640378822913315,0.0561347350682286,0.0,0.0,0.05108407947345344,0.10069083321700688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947909174626171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566392466863513,0.0,0.0,0.2583630430131439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790512783244235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223317427228368,0.0,0.0,0.2820787055410463 lonely,SadAndLonelyButImOK,2020/02/20,"Feeling defeated. I guess love will never happen. I'm feeling like like dating is impossible for me, I honestly wish I was born in a much earlier generation because then I'd at least not have to compete with hundreds of other men on dating apps and thousands of men online. I've had 2 dates with the same woman recently and I thought it was going well, we're getting along great! But she didn't want a third one but we're actually still friends, she told me something happened that made her want to just be alone for a while. And now it's a few weeks later and I saw something on her social media. Apparently she's flying to a different continent to spend time with her new long distance boyfriend? Sorry what? How am I supposed to compete when it seems like these people can literally just pick anyone from any continent? It just feels so terrible. I'm already living in a small country and the dating pool is limited. I literally swipe through the same 10 profiles on the dating apps and I don't see the point anymore. I know so many women that moved out of the country to be with some foreigner, and it feels like here we're like 100 men competing for the 5 same women that haven't moved away yet. I wish I was born in a time before dating apps and the Internet. Even if that means that I'll otherwise have a more difficult life, but at least I might have someone to share it with.",4.071327771984706,5.622636233576647,5.0452867570385855,82.12962287104624,71.70072992700729,8.1387556482447,28.741049704553355,8.704169506293173,2.2124013208202986,1104,43,213,20,21,361,156,274,0.077,0.79,0.133,0.9352,2,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,13,14,0,0,16,0,18,2,0,3,1,46,42,18,0,5,8,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,6,14,15,0,1,8,1,1,3,5,3,1,3,9,6,20,11,31,29,9,37,0,1,2,1,17,12,0,5,27,140,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.12308317754511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063104072413026,0.13918588615122027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577167432935573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508553534195144,0.0881919481633562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850183509149767,0.0,0.0,0.07688673530702818,0.0,0.10732602515549952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177739009503653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330665478778837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509734574234033,0.18021238648781407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744653123100283,0.0,0.0658969118241018,0.0,0.07168170744102485,0.0,0.0,0.13905706658636352,0.13894471270681405,0.0,0.22306995190249726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693169001625815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908825762067847,0.3080999598760616,0.0,0.11137373628615944,0.1116197133841582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138358547561727,0.11934579350164448,0.0,0.12787445642852271,0.0,0.13739086299878886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380235852906705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681091731846901,0.09271892673520246,0.0,0.09727803984216382,0.12181564751158686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546790513911902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744158943991501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119232158016941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453663277241445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050804849491847,0.11482260811123506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857207584233246,0.10686823037042438,0.19419969302351076,0.0,0.1411904787551325,0.0,0.0,0.10072634685529568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001319043517731,0.14709303247492908,0.0,0.0,0.1205211435881436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878766092282386,0.0,0.10117263841436493,0.0,0.11340462819951835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900829965666184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SmileyBlues,2020/02/20,"Moat of Tears Someone pull this plug Drain this moat of tears No evidence there shall be Of what has taken place here Clear the briar overgrowth Lower the draw bridge A fair maiden has mended Awaiting the knee of a warrior Shall he present with heart Be him garnished in integrity With the aura of truth and loyalty Her heart his priority",4.454285714285714,7.140707047619048,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,73.76190476190476,6.73968253968254,26.37301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.676473015873016,276,10,48,4,6,83,47,63,0.11199999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,6,3,3,0,2,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8696807176179672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833871544013973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109175762858974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itchyunicorn666,2020/02/20,I'm overwhelmingly boring I got lonely and had no one to talk to so I went on omegle and everyone disconnects. I'm about 90% sure its because I'm incredibly boring and have little to nothing happen in my life. Any tips to to seem less boring and hold a conversation with a complete stranger.,5.030789473684212,6.261231333333335,6.3218859649122825,75.11861842105263,69.0,9.208771929824564,30.03947368421053,9.516144504307137,2.786021052631579,234,9,43,5,4,79,41,57,0.22399999999999998,0.736,0.039,-0.8316,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,9,6,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111358554953301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926465831781475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32553053609024524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966752713611083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831781777393494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455488946959017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929996860155265,0.0,0.3111807702095167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979122527453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103880961871992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28264773636899043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926220745229885,0.0,0.0,0.2495506551565979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781644658425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BoraAndradeOpala,2020/02/20,"Do i like to be lonely? Idk, lately i have been feeling those strange feelings. I'm (22m), and i have done and conquered a lot of things that i wished when i was a teenager, things and wishes that i promised myself that when i would complete i would be happy. But now i'm not. I feel that i'm being dramatic, and that i should be happy and feeling completed for the things i done, but the case is that my mind are so strange by now... I have a handsome GF that loves me and care about me, i'm finishing my course on a good college, have good parents, some friends and a propably good future. Some may say that i'm that average ""chad"" guy. Whatever. The case is that i am slowing going far and far away from people. And, although i know that's bad for my depression, i feel really ok by living by myself. By now i dont feel happy with people anymore, when i'm with them im anxious or just listless. The only times that i really feel quiet is when im working (i do home office) or when i'm working on my car or motorcycle by myself (handworks are a thing for me). So im going out with my friends and gf less and less because i don't feel glad to be with them anymore. And this freaks me out a little. Lately the only thing that really gives me joy is to ""roll the cable"" on my motorcycle, almost hitting other things, just to feel that i'm still alive. Usually right after i stop speeding on it i feel extreme things, like guilty and an big fear that i could had been ended my life on the last street that i turned on. I have a fear to kill myself by accident someday, as friends of mine that i used to know that died speeding. I't passes through my mind that i could have ended my life on the last corner, or worst, ended another one's. But what can i do? I take medicine, i do therapy, i pratice exercise. But i think that the social phobia is controlling my mind, and because of that i just feel good when I'm alone. Idk if anyone read this, i just needed to vent to someone...",3.7995996732026143,4.305066884803928,4.9665686274509815,86.36928104575165,71.32843137254902,7.711111111111113,27.366013071895427,7.662118739084242,1.4184650326797383,1531,50,328,17,27,507,174,408,0.15,0.685,0.165,0.7734,1,3,0,0,0,1,57.0,0,0,2,4,17,27,1,2,18,1,38,4,0,2,0,67,73,33,2,9,14,1,11,2,5,4,3,2,1,1,34,20,0,2,14,2,0,4,3,8,0,1,6,13,55,19,39,55,6,47,0,2,0,1,13,17,0,10,28,232,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724119959782242,0.07489546494815225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758275035063352,0.0,0.08169420359805878,0.14343205528781278,0.05056360973443421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794135595329097,0.0,0.06037914502261895,0.08816385075468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372891265673105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163964500840996,0.0,0.0811062671818219,0.11547364281067407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228391704731365,0.0,0.07505048473856693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480045979104854,0.08475143515678242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921461424918638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274664315661685,0.4022052804516013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760878326484424,0.0,0.0,0.06937015006719573,0.082195392110679,0.2426141110198184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160220023227812,0.0,0.230938699619856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253680878656693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343344926604795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000469443264985,0.0,0.07948373430484675,0.11789107556246235,0.16314661756967608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021549922428042,0.07065790678084127,0.0724775962567966,0.06385456102872478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147875196258304,0.06526618193097647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904948819574724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053619893026744116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900181808286293,0.10999606670076,0.0,0.0,0.08029610674032453,0.0,0.0,0.1002668042848738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233353994101059,0.0,0.13897854410927393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061755735906688876,0.0,0.057506972013462984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371498647014775,0.06127139275175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775003045553094,0.06045771755521401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054371106421951504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269732778170104,0.0,0.33629532252272626,0.04633587254869829,0.0,0.0,0.042166857879929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865683470039754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062456052668973965,0.07964362234417502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166314995126552,0.0,0.0,0.10529086392760552,0.0,0.0,0.10273954006825106,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ambitiousfoxboi,2020/02/20,"All I want is a real friend Someone ride or die. I'm not ""too young"" to feel like a piece of shit for not being social. I'm not too young to feel like I'm not outgoing enough to deserve friends that appreciate me. I just wanna have a good friend down to do anything (like lay around or learn to do something new together). I just want someone to talk to who doesn't view me as a lunchbox friend (a friend you only talk to once in a while but only because your other friends are busy). I don't wanna drop any number or anything as it's against the rules, but I'd appreciate any advice to 'get back out there' for friends.",5.455913621262454,4.654520992248067,5.958383167220379,85.16720930232562,67.75968992248062,8.611738648947952,30.831672203765226,7.447530270364453,1.70261373200443,484,16,107,4,7,157,76,129,0.046,0.6920000000000001,0.262,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,1,0,7,0,8,1,1,0,1,22,16,8,1,4,11,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,8,11,21,15,3,11,0,0,1,0,13,4,1,3,8,67,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260917577883158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549679641519858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123700406978761,0.11486873401292147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922014622423292,0.0,0.07865869378621082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391822265077818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332791171312955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048820400745845,0.18436562390927128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978462254917798,0.0,0.06741559500387775,0.0,0.0,0.10822864985799513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891203233118914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462305334880087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741833532010578,0.0,0.1962742519579295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468703696027044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245283497130828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153519267991404,0.2186623056529505,0.0993376433913702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074273004012128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221667317464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MsChooChooMagoo,2020/02/20,"Way back when I miss the days when you listened without waiting to reply. Conversations that seemed to go on for hours without force. I miss the days before the phone became your go to after work. Day after day after day. I miss the days when you looked at me with longing. Day time texts and late nights filled with romantic play. I miss the days you saw , heard, felt....ME Are we lost or am I?",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,84.38461538461539,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.4908051282051282,306,7,65,2,9,94,49,78,0.12300000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,4,11,1,13,12,0,26,0,5,2,0,9,2,0,2,20,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865448508587575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130602409554426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7961349248298241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481613246336251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753952965429218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196378003644706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740678439131763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655905689158945,0.12958112112054615,0.0,0.16844705404880986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480901808202726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047757871888822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997911381911466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248370327346728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974977142954552,0.0,0.11233915811835064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,patynwa95,2020/02/20,"Just Got out of a 3 Year Relationship [24M] Just got out of a pretty serious relationship. I'm struggling. Everyday it gets easier. Changed my profile pics today. The hardest part is the fact that I've had someone to talk to everyday for almost 4 years. I had no idea how much I would miss taking to someone daily about meaningless things. I'm not the sensitive type and this is extremely out of my character, but here I am.",2.8244879518072277,5.15018028915663,4.8056475903614455,79.08750753012049,77.43373493975903,8.969277108433735,28.44728915662651,9.516144504307137,3.052953012048193,336,15,63,10,8,115,60,83,0.10099999999999999,0.847,0.052000000000000005,-0.1945,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,13,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,11,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221200116111089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241882604577056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107219227438235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33899112700389994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392372206912283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578905837451582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949382692316725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560363520018688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550556913666336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912626614212484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154973796528613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593410199964082,0.17033706762257236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079337153538984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087986104697092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054524531275296,0.0,0.0,0.2729451513264251 lonely,MrNanunanu,2020/02/20,"I'm now quite sad I've often heard, ""It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."" I'm having a hard time agreeing with that one today. There is a girl (37 F) that I (41 M) have known for a few years. We kinda dated in the past but things never got serious and we sort of shifted to a friendship only role. I admit, this was more my doing than hers. Over the past six months or so I've grown to know so much about her. I knew I certainly loved her as a friend but over this past six months I have realized that I've grown to love her as someone far more meaningful and simple than a friend. It has felt wonderful. Quite recently after we did become briefly intimate (we would often flirt or cuddle) I felt a kiss with her that was not like any other kiss we shared before. I realized then and there that this is what I want. This is who I want to be with. In the days following I told her this. What I received as a reply from her has left me broken. While I have been the one in the past keeping an emotional distance, in that time, she has found someone. This ""person"" of hers is more of a physical connection than an emotional one. I can't blame her as she has always been an intimate person and, well, desires have to be fulfilled. She is not at a time where she is willing to depart from this person's company and is not looking to pursue anything romantic with me. I'm angry that she kept this part of her personal life a secret from me and she is sorry but alas, I now feel so alone. I have felt love for the first time since I was in love about 10 years ago. I was honestly starting to feel as thought I might not feel love again in my life. Just wanted to vent and place some words on a medium. I fear I will have to distance myself from her now so that I can preserve my sanity and not have a constant feel of jealousy. Knowing this other person has a part of her life. Knowing I may never have her in the way I'd like to have her. I'm just sad. Thank you for listening.",2.266022005924672,3.712866947242208,3.681484694597264,90.51294223444776,76.17026378896881,6.824347580758923,22.09684017491889,7.510576382923642,0.6970736916349276,1555,41,342,20,34,512,184,417,0.08199999999999999,0.7,0.217,0.9965,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,5,1,0,5,18,25,0,1,24,0,42,13,0,0,5,70,82,25,0,5,12,0,8,2,2,5,3,2,0,6,25,18,0,2,20,0,0,5,9,5,1,6,18,11,55,20,54,57,9,52,0,3,1,10,50,16,0,10,32,255,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879946873855444,0.0,0.0,0.08038392652857645,0.0,0.0,0.06458044665785302,0.0,0.0,0.05277967571340287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386909680537821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571774375036892,0.0660431645716054,0.0,0.0,0.06864261796762444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838723573782247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005412948864375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460893361679122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873364910367426,0.15697437748422774,0.0,0.223562692115455,0.0,0.0,0.06601779610679358,0.0,0.08509892943334366,0.11992761848203848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062074411118949124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695262327915761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898622825752633,0.0,0.0,0.12796264759823728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432702999527257,0.0,0.16446161453148425,0.07583583320119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517558784134847,0.0,0.08472403752056924,0.0,0.4903429578467189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233539974671578,0.0,0.0,0.12390032131009406,0.0,0.057054673630218086,0.0,0.17958038374730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777825321999162,0.05902837875582498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809518629702366,0.2963625408064367,0.0,0.3388445083182994,0.08108933362857508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510250322607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663372720144668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420248759284825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315229202908484,0.0,0.0,0.08688168606690606,0.054935062238078786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145585867357519,0.0,0.0,0.051562798736087226,0.0,0.0,0.06161625596765654,0.18102765544523586,0.0,0.07356829183321717,0.07416279237787457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733492825686874,0.06160579020154632,0.0,0.0,0.06978363833479524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416826562962341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513423039795001,0.0,0.0,0.09996078473266573 lonely,GOATierrez,2020/02/20,"This subreddit doesn’t feel the same as real life So many people post about how this subreddit makes them feel better and less lonely. It doesn’t help for me. It doesn’t seem real. I don’t know any of you or know what any of you look like. I want someone I can look into their eyes and physically hold in my arms. I have one really good friend, but whenever he’s busy I’m left to my own doings. I’m somewhat busy with school, but the free time I have is filled with loneliness.",1.8351555555555592,3.6445805600000014,3.139333333333333,92.34522222222223,78.4,6.844444444444445,18.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.2721777777777774,376,7,85,6,9,122,71,100,0.053,0.792,0.155,0.8009999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,9,3,2,2,0,21,20,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,5,12,6,10,20,4,6,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,3,2,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803632949426189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823132700870646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846023160515886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592625466989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289968535716638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381706842986112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265773016178439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397072038277024,0.0,0.14560213288667134,0.10070914506209824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620983001572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375994407787531,0.2089926786647018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968517977528558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429108870852704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742426253627465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46926281951991705,0.13205797715493775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862376054170906,0.0,0.1876612820938781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466097884651202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020135892828893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121586173959213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Th3_PC_6am3r117,2020/02/20,"Help!!! I have high functioning autism and im trying to make new friends near my area but I don't know how if everyone doesn't understand me? I have tried making friends in multiple places but they all didn't work out so well. If you want to know how they went just pm me. I am mainly looking for people with long, long hair that are looking for a new friend to get to know. I honestly don't understand why I like hair so much but I think its part of my autism. I honestly hate saying I have autism cause im afraid ill never fit in to society because of it. I do have my issues that make me similar to autistic people and other traits that make me similar to normal people. What the average person thinks about an autistic person If you met an autistic person how would you react? What the average person might not know that makes autistic people different from regular people is that people with autism like to touch things a lot. I know this may seem super strange and people frequently don't like to be touched by other people but member autistic people can't help it. Also another reason why I feel like autistic people won't fit in well like me is that people with autism arent good at speaking to other people that well. For some people its really hard to have a conversation with another person or get nervous and freak out. Autistic people are very anti social than regular people. Another reason about autistic people that regular people don't understand is how they act. Every autistic person is different from another. One may like repeating peoples names but they can't help it. Another one may like a certain word or do a certain motion that might make the other person question what the hell are they doing and leave them. Another thing about autistic people is that they think in a very different way than the average person thinks. They think slower than the average person. The only difference is being autistic people are very freaking smart because they think things more clearly and in a more procedures manner than regular people. When an autistic person is put on the spot they usually get really nervous and studder a lot. Autistic people also don't know how to react to certain situations like talking on the spot to a big group of people. Maybe a natural disaster they wont know where to go or do so they freak out. Who knows what disabilities these people have but they need assistance as well. All I ask of you Reddit is to accept people like this and try to help them grow to be successful people like for example this guy who is an actual comedian has Asperger Syndrome: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBVpgyIXllw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBVpgyIXllw). Comparing Me to a low functioning autistic person The differences between me and the regular autistic person is that im trying to make friends even though im a bit nervous about exposing myself cause I feel like ill get teased left and right by bullies but I am trying to make friends I really am. I also try to talk to normal people but it usually doesn't work out that well because people often enough don't understand my reasoning and try to stear me the wrong way. I don't want to be mean at all but my face is not that ugly I look like a normal person on the outside. I can react to a natural disaster in a ok manner and I don't freak out as bad. The similarities I have with autistic people is that I love to touch long hair (on gjrls no dolls or wigs, real hair on girls). You see I like to touch things as well. I did use to repeat peoples names back when I was in grade school but I stopped that cause it got really freaking annoying. I am also sometimes very smart and other times im just a fucking retard.",5.984983905579398,7.301921819742489,6.396671137339059,75.13904104077254,66.85407725321889,9.315701001430618,29.58395922746781,9.569149931871646,2.8109229613733904,2988,105,510,61,48,966,242,699,0.185,0.6809999999999999,0.133,-0.9902,5,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,5,14,4,31,54,5,4,34,1,61,9,5,23,8,120,111,48,0,10,21,0,11,13,5,8,2,2,0,15,41,23,0,1,27,0,0,6,20,17,6,2,6,17,61,37,78,93,13,54,1,1,4,2,59,30,2,18,29,350,102,5,0.0,0.0,0.030727726390330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072370526645943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981073557890581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02943701083674573,0.0,0.0,0.024212313066555243,0.02629114813693721,0.05758434124015314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034376718963327224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704048800477616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644911866931555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032535500719912264,0.0,0.020797513891567795,0.0,0.02652998130700627,0.03008811438158333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0318425377017785,0.04499003856246907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216376766132587,0.02911013021991985,0.0658046799533269,0.0,0.017895344736547313,0.02641062377806052,0.02518381417463418,0.0,0.0,0.031178050840770424,0.0,0.0,0.02820704530777113,0.031087861380661063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442291731484733,0.03326877979488873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006210940943034,0.03286527039939495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843976308726091,0.0,0.0,0.033341224429679184,0.034211782520663564,0.0,0.0,0.19998467530325328,0.0,0.0,0.08359761458169128,0.07932591852255276,0.0,0.0,0.053539909335144825,0.028419131420903476,0.0,0.1681477698457149,0.0,0.03163390829134995,0.0342996413560307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680754178214153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023147288433304082,0.02334793826783653,0.024285471432210867,0.06082257480596675,0.0,0.0,0.0925546049258942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267414047393934,0.023948027775374667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340984139764355,0.0,0.6548940210274692,0.3574231658775063,0.032898237338631085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03165411704768364,0.035273744084501096,0.0,0.0,0.03584021495982078,0.08068802541371915,0.09712466360220327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02689056296540955,0.0,0.02504050561739932,0.0,0.03186751693300805,0.025091843384087587,0.028665474485112894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539380893680198,0.0,0.032098030345957256,0.0,0.0,0.0311424174730478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02632536130926976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061769133573348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367685932326352,0.12105735734837292,0.03093678058356754,0.0,0.018360894420997705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964790097944833,0.0,0.0,0.13112039110557633,0.0,0.02719550487429416,0.069359123002771,0.10392352511083107,0.0371448529870618,0.04998738593087138,0.0,0.0,0.16986885403253232,0.029189673025316724,0.056826008812154924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584724907829945,0.0,0.0,0.022368157634919283,0.034427163182908886,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_spoder,2020/02/20,"Listen I’m lonely, so yeah 👇 Monopoly ps4 Atsz974, if you’re interested Or dm chat",-1.4441176470588246,-1.675288352941175,3.088941176470588,78.97223529411767,138.41176470588235,6.065882352941178,21.04705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.950538823529412,66,3,12,2,5,25,17,17,0.131,0.5770000000000001,0.292,0.4707,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BrownBoyDreams,2020/02/20,Notice me lol I sleep and just have my head down during class just so someone even the course teacher has the chance to ask of everything is ok or how I’m 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lonely,lRoninlcolumbo,2020/02/20,"Be kind to people you don’t understand I don’t know if anyone will read this or if it will get lost in the river of posts but I’ll try and explain myself.. There’s always that one person that gets under my skin where ever I go, like the guy that likes to rib people all the time, thinks life is a big joke for example. I’ve lived a solitary life for now 15 years because my family disowned me for not being in their religion and when people are really cheerful and just “everything will work out eventually” Attitude I kind of just rather not be around them. Now for the title, I’ve discovered that there are two types within this context,ones that have a lot good fortune, thus can not fathom how life could be difficult for anyone, until shit falls on them and then it’s everyone’s fault. And then those who know life is difficult but having a little hope(positivity) in that they will come out on top with some fortune. The first group is harder to be kind to, but still deserve it, the second group I see everywhere. Just people trying their best and trying to keep the smile train going. I’m now part of that second group definitively. Trying my best not to make those hiding their depression or anxiety feel judged or lesser. Everyone, in my opinion, deserves the benefit of doubt that they wouldn’t do things maliciously. Absent-minded, but not malicious. If we can we should try to become allies with strangers, with each other. Close the divide as much as we can, whether online or offline and in person. The lonely life ends when you see value in people around you, that all people are capable of change and improvement. No one is perfect, in fact, perfect doesn’t exist, nothing stays the same, ever. Give people a chance, I guarantee you that those who reciprocate the kindness and maybe love will do so because you gave them a chance. Ultimately be kind when ever you can, the world wants you realize that we all work for ourselves but it doesn’t explain that it’s so we can be together in this experiment called society. Just do your best to be kind, I’ll do my best, and maybe we can change our culture of compounding loneliness.",5.087352941176473,6.638331068627455,5.4473333333333365,80.23100000000002,69.19607843137257,8.577254901960782,26.345098039215685,9.029198982220553,2.069018039215686,1708,52,312,32,30,544,203,408,0.084,0.693,0.223,0.9975,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,7,8,8,11,23,27,1,1,19,0,39,9,3,3,9,79,61,34,0,8,23,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,3,27,26,0,1,8,2,0,4,11,8,0,6,2,4,35,19,42,43,13,45,0,3,2,1,38,22,1,11,19,233,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260298569779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755589182757932,0.0,0.0,0.10521454065206742,0.0,0.0,0.13395328001921733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172722347148804,0.08309305623855341,0.0,0.0,0.3158252218019107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768251123791157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591809667017077,0.06480978020219398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007040611596245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480128452618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663741053604835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041677865580696,0.0,0.14378383770364625,0.06761792082050637,0.07359595785375048,0.07092649229567644,0.0,0.038041950842449435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399632333560508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861617134389892,0.07217392619532935,0.08551753395438656,0.0631049987845214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449619050819133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472704813780992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687386174071627,0.0,0.4700848536912523,0.08269627740303775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657096338798017,0.07351373096608686,0.0754069679535923,0.06643541019383928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212977741173537,0.06396357658777367,0.06790408544848714,0.0,0.05022110089533565,0.0,0.1511708137642402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596764880788266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530765273564048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219167071482499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019647095565948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147404584682959,0.0,0.36511772337970577,0.13138761966396836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205598912254045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525708922486762,0.0,0.04819857520639087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990786431705612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722942123770164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019234265255995,0.06008414904448259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049983939704158,0.048208658079685884,0.0,0.0,0.043871141774481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554040019428813,0.0,0.07349535200391122,0.07832408835622548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437657213812116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954646969615044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048449986805710665 lonely,_sleepypanda,2020/02/20,I see so many happy couples Why not me? When is it my turn. I just can’t seem to find someone I like who likes me back. I deserve love too.,-2.7753124999999983,-1.1305554062499985,0.18100000000000094,105.164,103.0625,2.5600000000000005,15.775,3.1291,-1.4502325000000005,105,3,28,0,5,36,28,32,0.0,0.631,0.369,0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344114324440661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373115896287395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862809001079925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245193239037551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29786938492401993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751397310483372,0.0,0.0,0.3090708426185753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429266024339804,0.2775247006460481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582990765493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315901084495553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750804123736603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PoorToadstool,2020/02/20,"Feeling the crushing weight of loneliness rn If anyone wants to talk to me I would greatly appreciate the company tonight, I’m 19F and just having someone to chat with would mean a lot",4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,34.52380952380953,8.841846274778883,3.269666666666668,150,8,26,3,3,48,30,35,0.14,0.741,0.11900000000000001,-0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201159475757746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677747890727997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658253667472341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209582665200195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614419898109638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811443569795698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666989850727394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957120984957293,0.0,0.0,0.40405924382411534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714213376198482,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NicKlaw9989,2020/02/20,"Feeling pretty down Hey everyone. So to start things off tomorrow(February 20th) is a day filled with mixed emotions for me. So the good half of tomorrow is that my cat has her birthday(shes turning 14 and going strong for anyone wondering) but the sad part is that my friend died 6 years ago on February 20th. So its like i want to be happy because i love my cat so much but i miss my friend so much that it kind of cancels out those happy feelings if that makes sense? I dont want to be sad tomorrow but im just finding it so hard to be happy and cheerful. Its been 6 years and i dont think i have fully mourned my friends passing. I was younger at the time so i didnt exactly know what to think and i didnt go to her funeral(which i regret a shit ton every fucking day) i dont really know what else to say. I dont know what will help for tomorrow, i guess i just have to find the positives and latch onto those. Thanks to anyone that read this far",1.8633333333333333,3.7222137171717233,3.2414141414141433,91.41545454545457,78.49494949494951,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,0.9840484848484854,748,24,165,12,18,244,111,198,0.133,0.597,0.26899999999999996,0.9875,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,20,2,0,6,0,18,3,1,1,1,29,38,16,2,4,6,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,0,10,1,0,4,6,7,0,1,4,4,22,13,21,30,4,21,0,5,0,2,9,7,2,3,11,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924111700415908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656270661431287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824656690942796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440308369242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619133884130413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248404592663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352381479871766,0.12593400740407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943266922247244,0.10697754634845524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321535506158185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046491978576154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594878500377836,0.10350034785553648,0.0,0.0,0.1272529110130851,0.09390231948328576,0.0,0.0,0.12333076173140675,0.0,0.0,0.3575336893901747,0.10028945179137118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750408985038366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209303245842423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658362772574557,0.1845821823234832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469542813206602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104351871991776,0.0,0.07473065449504235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459922279014827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212360673490961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138982132473259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198503085161353,0.0,0.07172106956414097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903089825774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149199259370038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924213717285293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307287776021752,0.0,0.0,0.07437775082065924,0.1434721464243027,0.0,0.0,0.06528170589259813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217746023186159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320676058870012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141013369054834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419035663167634 lonely,seasonsofwither77,2020/02/20,"The nights just crush me. I used to go over to her house at night, and I'd hold her as she held her toddler, and we'd watch crime shows. Now I just feel so alone. I miss holding her. I miss hanging out with her baby; little dude legitimately enjoyed my company. I thought she did. She wanted to see me everyday. I thought I could maybe have that life and maybe actually be a husband and a father. Maybe I could have that. Then she dropped me. The messed up thing is, I actually thought I could have it. I would have done a good job. I would have valued her and treated her like a queen. It's been a month and I find myself checking her Facebook all the time. The nights just crush me. I feel so alone. I miss kissing her. I miss holding her. And I get why she left; I'm not anybody's first pick. But I would treat her right. I would do my best. Now I'm just so afraid I'm going to die alone. Why can't I find someone to care about me? I feel like I'm a good person. I just want to share this life with someone who cares about me and I can care about. I love listening to girls. I love empathizing. I love cuddling. I value women and treat them with respect. I'm not trying to have sex with anybody before marriage. I'm not using anyone. So why do all of these guys who treat women so badly get the good ones, and guys like me die alone?",-0.04999581327192715,2.150794430604982,1.5748723047938071,98.49187513083528,88.67971530249109,4.302323634079968,18.229118693740844,5.7212163849143,-0.5232479380364246,1029,28,241,7,34,332,129,281,0.125,0.648,0.22699999999999998,0.9867,1,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,1,3,15,28,0,1,11,0,23,8,0,3,2,50,56,18,2,9,9,2,3,3,0,4,2,1,0,6,9,15,0,4,8,1,1,3,4,7,0,2,7,6,55,21,21,40,3,21,0,4,2,6,34,7,0,0,13,150,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.17136263349985825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637423017797631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392648419463784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331034397485031,0.0,0.0,0.07471236394988555,0.0,0.09214195435306917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685575596871313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210306368315788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224759060773288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898511230873874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318479169058453,0.06272520289485949,0.0,0.0,0.16049743294677146,0.07468366547687677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174501808378084,0.0,0.09979890352081383,0.2209304710097227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387400654374924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013108094217008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712915426418863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539627297824034,0.0,0.12403318426027135,0.12868571048925648,0.08799987992651466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377320635540283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462435410147483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700820891857097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718646695823104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059496373088787136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666463105488773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498175471089176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996619774342136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878736281432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058331223381466166,0.0,0.0,0.2091130628406057,0.0511975923865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059611259048519175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166411192999202,0.0,0.0,0.10357485854910156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768080977514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948584546534566,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Koku117,2020/02/20,"I’ve given up on finding love in the place I live. I’m 20 and live in a medium sized town. Gonna be stuck here for a couple more years because of college. I’ve dated and dated and I can’t hold or sometimes even find feelings for anyone. There are a lot of women I’m attracted to but they are well out of my league. That’s frustrating to me. I feel like I’m stuck in the middle, just like everything I fuckin do. Mediocre.",-0.21341658341658487,1.9452481978021967,2.029770229770232,95.24477522477524,89.0,4.627772227772229,18.162837162837164,6.1124844417494595,-0.2302615384615381,330,9,74,3,11,111,64,91,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.153,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,7,5,13,10,2,12,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,2,5,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905496069490122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473840218521177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675198489500268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969035205670773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172921133473965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449778384509954,0.1727243730799583,0.0,0.0,0.44195661723312857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623846707851695,0.0,0.4269841635752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554877413208386,0.21821171152528604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526038030334546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391220237234363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217385094242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569541176240367 lonely,passionateyet,2020/02/20,I wish that I could pay someone to care for me. Wicca phase said it best. I’m so fucking lonely.,-2.20785714285714,-0.7170014285714252,0.5051190476190471,100.79196428571431,110.90476190476193,2.1,14.773809523809526,3.1291,-1.409104761904762,74,2,17,0,4,25,19,21,0.162,0.47200000000000003,0.366,0.7669,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091722722597245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975254186189287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113005912041963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604529876818204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708808117715707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33035799899029217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483616784646273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ssjrift-,2020/02/20,"Girl I was seeing split with me day before bday/vday Just feeling generally lonely. Friends seem understanding, but don’t see an issue. I turned 29 on the 14th, girl I was seeing gave me reasons she couldn’t continue with us the 13th. I just feel, blank I guess. Like I am stuck and my future isn’t very bright.",3.3820967741935486,5.0480201129032265,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,73.67741935483872,6.895483870967742,22.07741935483871,7.554174236665415,0.6998929032258068,245,6,51,3,5,78,48,62,0.07,0.753,0.177,0.7642,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,17,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,6,11,3,3,12,0,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,4,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046024169348003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506821845037794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431541344092196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576851032066796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487912879413017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509638663517539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747010355936405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247219235782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748146252597905,0.21889362905481916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615369443809461,0.0,0.25031347612170696,0.28922775343365376,0.0,0.0,0.19839369454265854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,choofed-dogg,2020/02/20,"I’m about two weeks I’m probably going to be alone again My love is most likely going to be sent back to juvie in 15 days. I don’t want to feel the pain of having no one, this person is quite literally my other half. I don’t think i can handle however long they’re gone. All I can do is cry, and spend as much time with them as I can up until the dreaded court day. I was lonely before and they filled that void for me, but it’s about time I be lonely again. I knew everything was too good to be true.",1.2004504504504538,2.3532200360360385,3.35873873873874,92.9490990990991,78.36936936936938,6.374774774774775,16.83783783783784,6.937597516519254,-0.3005243243243245,388,5,94,4,9,133,76,111,0.131,0.768,0.10099999999999999,-0.09,1,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,1,2,0,16,2,0,0,2,11,27,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,4,0,3,5,1,13,4,15,18,3,17,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,11,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724529425578345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613910017169046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949199384631147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162036707670554,0.29545973161758343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058714868765546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158236291294651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036916923163633,0.1921313132889569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191102089641257,0.0,0.0,0.20271791145333184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674275201956696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839128689809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522235903315532,0.0,0.2437444301149341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001328264140675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469739739343973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364194218797924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677748145397704,0.0,0.0,0.2671427065040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376608467044648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511020122625642,0.0,0.18374447786831566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,biocide1987,2020/02/20,"Bay Area Loneliness (random rant) So I live in the Bay Area in California And I've come to realize that people in the area don't really give a shit about other people...They just don't want to form ant strong bonds or make a connection with anyone I realized I feel like everyone has a ""I will only be here temporarily"" mentality and doesn't try to make a connection Anyone else feel this? I've always struggled with being alone but this place feels the worst",5.328666666666667,6.268768088888893,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,68.1111111111111,10.444444444444443,26.11111111111111,10.504223727775694,2.6807777777777773,368,10,70,10,6,123,61,90,0.13699999999999998,0.795,0.069,-0.7092,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,7,0,7,1,1,2,0,17,15,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,9,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,1,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305098488457123,0.0,0.0,0.18519161280580346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112447474635931,0.2280437789009619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171973329150746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592420090543849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126700548140361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376061134592219,0.1590002259002047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135042865073791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873384271718828,0.0,0.19652865792381724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29712725576976085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242928130449873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692704406492947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154298300410772,0.0,0.2325326821535325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425806098210946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284594083756576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326728895169137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110678351726686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127439328090665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Knope12345,2020/02/20,"Felt weird after catching myself have a fake conversation College freshman here. Live on campus, single room, haven’t really made any friends, it’s difficult to talk to people here. I just go to class, eat, and go back to my room for the rest of the day. Sometimes I just sit there and start daydreaming about being in conversations with people, and I eventually act out entire conversations sometimes. Just right now I caught myself doing it, and the self realization while sitting in silence kinda stung. I’ve been doing that a lot recently, I just realized. I wanted to cry, hasn’t been my week either, but c’est la vie and all. Don’t really have a lot of people to talk to, so I figured why not type it up on Reddit. This helps almost, idk why.",4.6274327784891165,6.3789978380281696,5.565672215108837,78.1519910371319,70.61971830985915,8.262227912932138,25.585147247119078,8.841846274778883,1.9854422535211271,591,18,106,11,11,194,94,142,0.062,0.8959999999999999,0.042,0.0571,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,24,17,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,5,1,11,1,19,11,6,24,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,4,8,75,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549276511819614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917954431674567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347604293136928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925096055235536,0.11302510413327688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932981994166447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827247365206807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540173114451642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920313542821316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174698649194552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475355055410156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799140410862096,0.0,0.16583070572959935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644996625726699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245459348583824,0.0,0.17304336496411887,0.0,0.0,0.1496669814133147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282939312962398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466637439387163,0.0,0.1240465310946144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817269790177017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337005641655993,0.0,0.14057914851057174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31628111377296025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nooneevertoldme,2020/02/20,"Lonely, that's it, no sob story. I'm just fucking lonely. Just a 30 year old denver transport. I dont have time for my own bullshit and you dont too. Let's just talk about music.",-0.8638461538461542,1.2115815897435878,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,92.07692307692308,3.12,15.492307692307696,3.1291,-1.1723784615384618,138,3,31,0,5,47,32,39,0.33,0.67,0.0,-0.9061,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,4,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7451020666767804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387339229418874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250521276068141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335598326649712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549855927393234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535740954404067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047032213775934 lonely,throaway066,2020/02/20,"im so done all of my so called friends make plans without me. or bail on me. and the most recent person i’ve been talking to just bailed plans. said they were sick. but then posts on their private story of them skiing with friends. i’m so tired of never having anything to do or people to hang out with me. people only talk to me when they’re bored because i’m always there. and they’re right. i like talking to them, but it’s not the other way around .",0.4887081339712935,2.7453752105263187,1.6897607655502398,98.33014354066988,86.36842105263158,3.454545454545455,17.057416267942585,3.1291,-1.0236315789473682,355,8,78,0,11,112,65,95,0.091,0.809,0.1,0.2304,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,17,9,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,10,3,15,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,5,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661187155855933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477665151306092,0.17825193508457945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206162537701727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204462704350398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491030767807872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30940270625123584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162885643128772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782488938017957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336586668932213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443386442679888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228802475895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776359924755504,0.17483780500111068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917701379717404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770827509426184,0.0,0.0,0.17099991519424665,0.19046969396372054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828248261410368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301411064188589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893751956692995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301975496846985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DryGuess5,2020/02/20,"SHE CHEATED ON ME so I have a story. I was coming home from work and I was going to surprise my GF but when I walked in she was cheating on me with her CEO. So I have 2 tickets to Florida for my self so I bought 2 more tickets so her mother and sister can come (and no not that 3 some shit just to talk) part 2 later 2 day till the trip wish me luck (sorry for bad grammar and short story)",-1.726034482758621,0.19078665517241333,1.2076149425287357,99.31762931034487,96.24137931034485,3.3597701149425294,15.295977011494253,4.7782277997778095,-1.1030298850574711,297,7,72,1,12,103,59,87,0.158,0.706,0.13699999999999998,-0.4553,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,13,11,11,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,4,0,0,4,0,15,2,11,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,2,4,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363838819310517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487746035944984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258164638965016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089715957959153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398104076226577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065790592886918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953440464577215,0.0,0.29060694195765197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169169346318055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275519941161901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255609545036669,0.0,0.0,0.20610645561275925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jim_vents,2020/02/20,"Someone to talk to Hey all:) First post here and I'm really bad with my words so sorry in advance. I'm a 21m, I've seen alot of the post looking for someone to talk to and if you need to them come chat me up. Always love a good meme or two. I'm into all sorts of gaming and music. So just send me a message I don't bite.",-1.4192999999999998,0.17233472000000205,1.7542500000000023,99.183375,88.46666666666668,4.283333333333334,16.041666666666668,5.148860815047168,-0.9752333333333332,244,5,64,1,8,87,54,75,0.075,0.828,0.096,0.3748,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,2,6,2,12,8,3,9,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,4,1,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996447489662681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003353097272148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668235156523998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040881878825526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124569939314446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014845753893947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655028018294706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790841312888425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595819096976929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370820321673775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406591495780309,0.0,0.0,0.26858706159915285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857005718656319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343811710808614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jess8BitGaming,2020/02/20,"Feeling lonely tonight 24f from UK here, feeling really lonely tonight, haven’t got any friends or people to talk to really, I spend most my time just sat watching stuff on Netflix or YouTube when I’m not working. People tend to forget about me, I’m always the one to message first, nobody ever messages me and it’s just depressing. Some days I’m super depressed and just blast music through my headphones. I also don’t know how anyone makes friends in the real world, if anyone wants to chat feel free to start a chat on here, I’m an open book and will talk to anyone.",3.8845436507936526,5.656042732142858,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,72.57142857142857,6.04920634920635,26.73015873015873,6.42735559955562,1.0951753968253968,454,16,85,3,9,142,77,112,0.106,0.757,0.136,0.5574,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,23,17,9,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,4,0,2,2,4,6,5,13,14,2,13,0,4,1,0,8,5,0,5,8,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078546025804426,0.15689088256744027,0.0,0.0,0.12822224578547625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955211231022304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160083985209355,0.0,0.3248001866842363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055663755700012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860136066546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038276029936185,0.0,0.0,0.2913505694307597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080275298965898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362358761477387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258603364544447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776813353831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614372882586984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146141583718481,0.241583270137538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345851328795955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584763645587765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031029037332189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994654768489392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112132191534177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372685513414807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,istanbobross,2020/02/20,looking for friends (15F) I am very lonely and I really want some online friends.,1.1660000000000004,3.3691042666666675,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,106.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.447000000000001,64,3,11,1,3,20,13,15,0.14300000000000002,0.46,0.39799999999999996,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7258438984948797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944654564498423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009291228611191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875868209177979,0.2770663421465057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kodak_alien,2020/02/20,Need friends. Anyone here live in Denver? Let’s hang out!!,-0.3284848484848517,0.18387372727272755,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,129.9090909090909,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-1.7582969696969697,45,1,9,0,3,13,11,11,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375850997986065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152916085447189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496572224799272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746457109106324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985690581003637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,INeedToTalk3,2020/02/20,"I feel worthless Recently, I’ve had issues in my life. I realized how lonely I am and how unaccomplished my life is. I never realized that I didn’t have friends. Only recently have I started to try and be social. My favorite teacher said that I kept to myself when I was younger and I agree. I will never understand what made me not want one close friend throughout high school. I don’t understand why I never cared. I also realized just how much of a loser I am. I did poorly for the past 6 years. I never found a job. I never did ANYTHING apart from play stupid, albeit awesome, games. I have all that I need — housing, food, freedom, exercise. But this life is an empty shell. I have what I need, but am I LIVING? Answer is no. I have no love from friendship or relationships. I’m a guy, but I’m a human, I need love too. And it’s all my fault. I held the pencil in school. I never cared about having friends or a life. Hell, I DELETED my social media because a few girls declined me. It’s all my Goddamn fault. And now I’m hating myself for it. And on top of this, if I couldn’t feel more worthless, I’m 5’6.5 at 18 with a 90% chance of staying this way. Just to feel more f###ing worthless. I don’t want to write too much. I feel like a s####y waste of space enough. I do think about what if I died already. I just made this account, so if this is the wrong post, point me in the right direction. I’m getting a therapist soon. Kind words, motivations, and appreciation, please.",0.8165142857142841,3.169178480000003,2.6208571428571443,91.53900000000002,85.86666666666667,5.295238095238095,21.238095238095237,6.742157984588678,0.4771095238095242,1144,38,241,14,35,378,153,300,0.19899999999999998,0.635,0.16699999999999998,-0.8576,1,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,3,15,21,3,0,14,0,24,8,0,6,9,58,54,21,1,9,12,0,4,1,3,1,5,1,0,3,14,9,1,2,13,3,2,0,13,11,0,1,11,5,44,10,20,40,9,29,1,5,0,2,14,12,1,5,15,163,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688785016990332,0.07745921977148824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970784883872932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904519539159174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975112482751979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052579368278362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008267642545933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590209628599076,0.06919708275860016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712396939999155,0.1062024193684773,0.2245022936839976,0.0,0.05060555658683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590701556234604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562958314688033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233832120628528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176388660942417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109708319333777,0.09611899236757994,0.0,0.0,0.10086519205666132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736614349564449,0.047321094486270185,0.0,0.08552949990980796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484056930773778,0.18330328809851326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424070647223404,0.21546225807104624,0.4482282292404659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563510777896191,0.07366669213127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924642032908474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632362280307818,0.09156437763885512,0.0,0.0927654799929112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912759017818762,0.10399181105667132,0.0,0.08271824476696671,0.092136412746656,0.0,0.0,0.19605577385425846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747394162850165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855828336138693,0.10324028923216387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246237958619333,0.0,0.06206422756852064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576184747682633,0.0,0.0,0.2016701662096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426153647914065,0.07688326997857019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874014373016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590163227372172,0.0,0.06237491617856378 lonely,RareChernobyl,2020/02/20,"Yo does anyone wanna be friends with me or talk idm I lost all my friends like a year ago and the loneliness is starting to affect my mental health and revision. I’m 19m, plays pc sometimes and just likes to talk to people Hit me up especially if you enjoy one piece",3.5999090909090903,4.711546763636363,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,72.27272727272727,7.6818181818181825,26.47727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.5141818181818176,212,7,44,3,4,70,46,55,0.078,0.6609999999999999,0.261,0.8971,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,6,6,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357541171872629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859627531235814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274005572581424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109541881645337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826989952530785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598655227331673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903226003983533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680212878102143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802187985907263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438053641392266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630374742113896,0.0,0.18824516145293896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42753102551804056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126706782831172 lonely,JustSomeJosh,2020/02/20,I Just Want A Girl To Hold Me I've been single for so long because I'm too shy to make a first move and no girls ever do that kind of thing. All of my dreams for like the past month involve someone hugging or cuddling or kissing me. I want that in real life...,0.8789473684210519,2.338031982456144,2.5191578947368427,97.30610526315792,80.05263157894737,4.5600000000000005,21.92631578947368,3.1291,-0.3573410526315789,201,6,48,0,5,66,46,57,0.068,0.6990000000000001,0.233,0.8442,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,11,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,6,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798485085969584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668729487738504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509537053887799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30722998273487945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838952522303333,0.1441375240117063,0.0,0.0,0.2610936581192802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196935866023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354913869082405,0.3135718713109573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816410200724475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358105208551148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997929450075246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960058676012877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480345316749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway1918bc,2020/02/20,"I wrote for a competition and to reflect myself in my writing I wrote all the protagonists lonely people All my protagonists are either lonely grizzled detectives, University students or other shitty people with shitty occupations. The only one I didn't had a lost wife. I wrote Lovecraftian Horror and Noir, one Romance that ended in the death of the wife. Not because I want my characters to suffer or anything, I just want to reflect a bit of my loneliness. I feel my art should be a piece of me, so that's what I chose.",5.707653061224492,7.22518180612245,6.847551020408165,70.90459183673471,67.6734693877551,8.865306122448981,31.3469387755102,9.23628265651192,3.0263102040816325,419,17,68,8,7,141,62,98,0.26899999999999996,0.679,0.052000000000000005,-0.9682,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,0,2,20,12,5,1,3,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,1,15,1,10,4,5,3,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257643394838286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085453705266656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34180921280873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773015830398311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830586911578745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34177074270709995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243108360122221,0.2381162824455389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341093169078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693328898824884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TameJames15,2020/02/20,"At least something to hold in common Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere I belong. It feels like I've been excluded from just about every friend group, gathering, relationship, and family dynamic I've tried to be a part of. I've never felt like I fit in, not that I don't love being weird, but it feels like everyone around me already has someone and doesn't need nor want me around. I don't like being normal, I like to make an effort to do everything as wrong or weird as possible. Most of the time though, I cease up and crawl in my own shell because I'm too afraid of acting out and ruining more friendships. Sometimes it feels like I forgot how to be a human. I don't really know where to go to find friends, I don't know how to open up to the ones I have, I have a lot to share, but my brain just turns off when I try to open up. Thank you for reading my little vent, I'm here all week. <3",4.6801154401154434,4.347741888888892,5.47069745069745,86.44307359307359,69.26455026455028,8.98912938912939,26.705627705627705,8.575989854853784,1.5058952380952388,703,18,159,10,11,230,114,189,0.051,0.73,0.21899999999999997,0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,13,18,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,3,2,35,31,14,0,3,6,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,8,1,0,2,8,5,0,1,3,5,19,13,30,24,7,23,0,1,0,1,9,16,0,3,12,101,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003379282629244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593014127613306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735512170664133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165881484403367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691604116749284,0.12125534649449785,0.11404667658443085,0.0,0.11962702535006108,0.0,0.256651373584022,0.36262044510387376,0.12184084420473533,0.0,0.1159813916240776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608033175457784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211838532482824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947834374789636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339676241733167,0.12718394742193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078831357688982,0.11452933154307506,0.0,0.08470461058287126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409238175229526,0.09787064805554613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433193771712947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598856717803552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741688658815646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305709434312525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693115687921652,0.0,0.08129335021976299,0.0,0.0,0.13623969143352851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751926107755932,0.09769136918896383,0.2510083931136665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682953978295905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467547821410978,0.0,0.07399455435232268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230921776060024,0.13802729733842573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484703033085763,0.0,0.10178897213769232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874174857303115,0.0,0.0 lonely,micky1090,2020/02/20,"20F and i’ve never had someone who truly cared about me or that I can confide in. I have hope it will get better. I’ve been crying all day about how lonely I am randomly. It’s really come to my attention now because my birthday is coming up & I can’t think of anyone who would wish me happy birthday except my parents & two acquaintances. All my life, I’ve spent a lot of time at home and alone. In high school, I had friends but it was never deep. I’ve only had friends by circumstance. After I moved, we all stopped talking. Then, I met new “friends” and then after the circumstance that brought us together was done we grew apart. IDk why this happens to me. I just want a good group of reliable friends that I can open up to. But then again, I feel like I don’t have the social skills to open up because I’ve never really done it before. Plus, I’m realizing more that I kind of struggle to keep a conversation going and am quite shy at first when I meet people. This makes it hard to make friends. How does one make true life friends? It’s so hard. But, I am so happy I found this thread. I felt so alone and now I know so many people can relate to what I have been going through! Idk what the point of this post was but I just wanted to share the thoughts that I’ve been sobbing about. I have hope it will get better!",2.0697566909975684,3.8179955072992726,3.2033759124087595,92.43029501216543,77.5036496350365,6.172506082725061,22.36557177615572,6.996647511020387,0.5097425790754255,1035,30,228,11,24,333,141,274,0.08800000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.212,0.9911,1,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,0,5,15,21,0,1,7,0,27,2,0,5,7,50,54,21,0,6,8,1,4,1,6,3,2,0,1,0,20,12,0,2,8,0,1,7,5,3,0,3,17,4,30,18,29,34,5,38,0,2,0,0,19,13,1,5,18,149,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970822615014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089254712566256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741375338815715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754414140410485,0.0,0.0820398045699397,0.0,0.0,0.17053776873842036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829881136893998,0.0,0.0,0.16610139673144209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590443391041664,0.06217798659109541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437109290277768,0.1973266053640952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874897854618712,0.0688769985989979,0.09257097076461147,0.0,0.0,0.0820082914843857,0.0,0.10571116004371824,0.4469276319491284,0.0,0.10074294207726638,0.0,0.10958671508016682,0.0808661008118195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525711835965154,0.2052654682649162,0.17273304777879706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186493599649696,0.09670944311104868,0.19151842562317087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569572219890273,0.0,0.10039862108364493,0.05298570346281768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619778118285025,0.04710220183709685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196632806053022,0.0,0.0,0.19306796701241247,0.0977469854090251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024710648680583,0.0,0.0,0.22307743250628487,0.09311564367479193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653315002065571,0.07332593295037712,0.0,0.0,0.10705449959469653,0.0,0.0,0.13368036128314478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114082933742916,0.0,0.09233637576597123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254639663722663,0.0,0.0,0.1235284340923588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757444044421723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828024433005776,0.08168986712796059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060503755732623,0.0,0.10079111645627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749259095154884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177713777613824,0.0,0.0765406326409026,0.05621881375164589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418085189483014,0.0,0.11597218020870698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373299818791847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699714546603039,0.0,0.11086943876337343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848856374920824,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VolvaGaming,2020/02/20,"Motivating words I posted for someone else as well, hopefully this gets you through the day! Hey guys/gals, I'm a guy, 20 yo, and I know people say this stuff alot on here but my life is extremely boring even with a somewhat loving family. Just found this subreddit, and honestly a lot of people post similar stuff. I guess what I'm saying is even though this may sound generic, I'm extremely socially unconfident and literally have never had a girlfriend in any sort or capacity. But, besides having mental issues and working through the pain of losing all the friends around me by going to different colleges, I still remain hopeful. I have no idea where my life is going, I smoke pot like once a night because I think it makes me more sociable on discord, and I have very little people to talk to, but I think improving oneself is always the best way to feel even a little bit better, and even though I've only made small steps each day towards this I now have some small hobbies and I've pushed myself out of my comfort zone a bit. What I'm saying basically is keep persevering, even if everyone goes away, even if life throws you down over and over and over again, you just have to get up, because one day you'll finally be at that amazing spot you've always imagined being at, and think it was all worth it. Hope this helped someone out there, keep it real peeps.",7.4094805194805184,6.862286787878791,7.4529220779220795,75.21545454545458,63.6969696969697,10.421645021645023,33.62987012987013,9.784248007369934,3.0845051948051947,1088,39,202,19,14,351,160,264,0.061,0.74,0.19899999999999998,0.9915,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,5,19,15,0,0,12,0,17,5,0,3,3,51,40,19,0,5,8,0,1,1,2,2,4,4,0,1,15,15,0,2,9,0,1,5,2,3,1,1,4,5,21,12,29,32,11,37,0,1,0,1,15,20,0,13,10,137,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629810910571934,0.0,0.0,0.06386889484461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836088093169371,0.0,0.0,0.08824103415878999,0.0,0.0,0.1145056535427796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856336008840944,0.08306470416073965,0.20507286808071407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171210165491755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981265241314952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845819958645896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722000776667056,0.0,0.0,0.08974468910128171,0.0,0.0,0.08853952018222581,0.0,0.047488829143628966,0.0,0.0,0.10288488873852668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029785519123169,0.07256244331044512,0.0,0.0981387611886281,0.0,0.1067539247806584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103463588818507,0.09299567410583784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295266937766046,0.0,0.0,0.2798515803872245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602437117701376,0.0,0.09802819268822673,0.0,0.16696101666983074,0.0,0.0,0.05161603573737945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901565181122,0.04588462121747516,0.1882652460289377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507257824750037,0.0,0.0798475181404926,0.0847665653470982,0.08886947812204897,0.06269240212471673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464937972567718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243697812767791,0.0,0.0,0.0881376600660823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000218509689261,0.06364269659653847,0.07143047517146406,0.09993761794064387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533713401253572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798990052001857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690164588250148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406712129636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573972358748564,0.15915640731343672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500472044745568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503210945665116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548942606271415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054064074720488,0.18455206066128585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749392611563502,0.0,0.07454941098099753,0.0,0.0,0.08444545743103485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837495800666536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OkayMuhDear,2020/02/20,"Looking for friends I’m (21F) an extremely shy introvert looking for people to talk to, preferably other gals. I would just love to have people to vent or talk about my day. I’m also a very good listener and love to help people with their problems. Feel free to DM me :)",1.7377987421383665,4.2581560188679255,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,83.15094339622641,5.79748427672956,23.927672955974842,7.1686216300943375,1.125329559748428,211,8,41,3,6,68,39,53,0.07200000000000001,0.588,0.34,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,6,10,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877073465207474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137647187115394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186826525627834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813458744681555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196873937320823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732941667295244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942152481860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236920979290898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881806864200157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459755074945648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773218033431761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936704878760272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673999452665622,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,em20ly,2020/02/21,"Going out with a friend I don’t know very well Not sure if this fits the sub but I didn’t know where else to put it. I don’t go out very much, but today I’m going to get makeup (I don’t know the last thing about it) with a friend I don’t spend a lot of time with or know too well. Wish me luck",-2.1327816901408454,-0.5840661971830983,0.3360387323943659,108.4606778169014,91.25352112676056,3.5500000000000003,8.875,3.1291,-2.4768746478873243,224,0,67,0,8,75,43,71,0.023,0.715,0.263,0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,18,15,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,0,6,6,9,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093508633045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161802737507657,0.0,0.10690633805365142,0.0,0.3488735041973689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44981870964713594,0.16679391057871507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396196291219754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042041654370653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057012200524155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928534318906943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594149559614085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931649769170224,0.0,0.1939573464863441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376684915147573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679587763234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353047361107488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZealousidealMind4,2020/02/21,"Horrible Loneliness... have never experienced it before, until recently. I lost someone very dear to me, and I feel so lost and lonely and wish I could talk to him, like we used to. I am a female, in the UK, and really struggling right now. Its horrible. I actually understand those that say they are lonely, that still have a lot of people around them. It sucks",3.700049019607846,5.886173220588237,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,74.14705882352942,9.239215686274509,24.568627450980397,9.725611199111238,2.560521568627451,281,9,51,8,6,95,52,68,0.281,0.619,0.1,-0.9277,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,2,4,8,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,12,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,10,2,7,9,1,8,0,4,0,0,6,3,1,1,6,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.21908633420279933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985872582835312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103882337825231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925047934034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113517426707372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968272370532964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901515711663301,0.1908677251415231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731535500831642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564480597061975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382485932571965,0.0,0.22167346417480227,0.0,0.0,0.19172765306173176,0.0,0.17853688595804978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022395506497286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929148832769756,0.0,0.0,0.2347033418195399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804501299524119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371958489253625,0.0,0.19390186550145705,0.0,0.18524169234604687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581718379388093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChickaBangerang,2020/02/21,"Never had a Real Relationship I have no one to vent to, I usually just listen to music & write lyrics to vent, but I've been incredibly lonely & I'm not really in the mood to write lyrics rn. I'm 22 & I've never once had a Real Relationship in my entire life. The closest thing to a relationship I've ever had was only like 3-4 months, then she just left me for someone else. I've kinda Really lost confidence. I feel like I get nothing but rejected & used for their own personal benefit. I'm old fashioned, a die-hard romantic, I know how to treat a lady right, it just seems like no lady wants to give me a REAL chance for once. I just want something REAL for once in my life, I don't want this bs where she has another guy on the side & lies to me about it.",5.020770279481937,4.281311226993871,6.8929652351738255,77.90130197682348,68.6319018404908,10.4346284935242,27.92706203135651,9.994966539143718,2.3615826857532385,602,16,130,13,9,213,92,163,0.085,0.7170000000000001,0.198,0.9613,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,9,0,8,2,0,2,3,25,22,4,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,2,15,5,18,16,1,16,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536959954155372,0.0,0.0,0.10393161927893747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028666123222264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827985811656339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965596813297784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050115955948959935,0.07080838882426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051783944996195166,0.0950809626154208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981402824827754,0.0,0.0,0.0887883405106635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054471483503010086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768966982460128,0.0,0.14001692354720474,0.14526900518318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819666751347372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911333230752965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288852011671505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510433900747443,0.0,0.104005419984215,0.31666546222468606,0.06716347058080807,0.07538207640957664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654414420790743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512621829201287,0.1269923133989617,0.0,0.0,0.319240015544932,0.0,0.08464440124958561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023135467445577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398054491710925,0.07630422992090295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584817194952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560427796643404,0.1091621147039176,0.0,0.17538330331563448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,andredas1998,2020/02/21,"What if this is it? So, I'm a guy who throughout the years has become less and less sociable. The few friends i have, they are all far away so being with them is very rare. I'm a person who wants to find someone, someone with whom i fell safe, and who can be by my side. But i have this thing inside my head where i feel less than everyone else, i feel unwanted where ever i go, i feel out of place and definitely not safe. I remain hopeful that things will change, but day after day what i think most is, Is this it? Is this all that there is for me? A fear that becomes worse everyday, a fear that i will never find anyone and feel lonely like i do until it's over or too late.",3.6437500000000007,3.664450875,4.662500000000001,90.1325,71.5,7.788888888888889,23.63888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.6697138888888889,522,11,123,5,9,171,90,144,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.8784,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,6,0,16,1,1,0,4,29,26,11,0,4,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,19,7,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,16,5,12,22,7,19,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,10,93,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141074035527164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970048236770508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519459898430893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855530842786245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055157937884835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310395141855444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412763429946854,0.0,0.1522514256148176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358592357223777,0.3222582644299449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125861630122113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310182976556633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055375532857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776670575621374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352368347948953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825561193349824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973682600352192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784303521596052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288897869735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391251806980343,0.1664711677009262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700080656790336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211710194952187,0.10209543766299596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146806619698098,0.09397991429124866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237598266333572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260651934179786 lonely,jkekfjfkdkcnrnsj,2020/02/21,"senior year :( i’m probs using this more as a rant than anything, but shit has senior year been a time of loneliness not too long ago my closest friends dumped me without stating and true reasons, and although they were toxic drama stirring ppl to begin with and we were naturally distancing a bit, it’s still upsetting seeing them all hang out together and talk shit abt me. my other half of friends are either too busy to see me or i’m not close enough to rlly hang out with them irl i also have a boyfriend who tbh helped me immensely by suppressing these feelings by talking to me a lot, making time for me, etc. however, ever since he graduated high school early, he’s gotten busier, and now doesn’t talk to me hours and hours at a time and we hang out rlly once a week for not a long time i came to my realization of loneliness the night of our winter dance when my boyfriend and i initially made plans to hang out that night, but then he later made plans with his friends for the same day and forgot abt us hanging out that night (and tbh i did as well until the day of) and here i was sitting in my room on a saturday night while everyone was either at this dance or hanging out with their friends it sucks when nobody talks to you and you feel like you’ve just plummeted to loser status and friday nights at home become depressing as fuck i know and i’m hopeful that college will be a new page turn, a new place where nobody knows who you are and you can start from scratch senior year is overrated, but it’s suppose to be filled with fun memories of ppl you’re close with and the only memories i have are feeling like shit! if you’ve read this all, ur the best and have a good day lmaooo",5.2942382348833945,5.603379041055722,5.518810222036032,84.41726295210171,67.97360703812316,8.723977098170648,28.55481078061723,8.563005593585519,1.8593643625192016,1347,42,277,19,21,427,184,341,0.13699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.7801,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,4,4,4,12,21,6,1,17,0,19,4,3,5,4,66,42,33,0,2,13,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,13,34,0,2,6,4,0,10,5,9,1,1,11,6,32,12,45,28,12,70,0,2,2,1,28,18,5,5,42,178,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121507448489539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326800503308517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539496379025051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118643459033284,0.0,0.0,0.09614891302135342,0.0,0.1000246609817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478819156874714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726081011518344,0.0,0.07891165922762787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466733671856996,0.10217985500926696,0.0,0.0828749970823908,0.0,0.08754626768798894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897657198540353,0.13090584239781114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28313969995401217,0.08470066353593844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768460100143763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141055588025227,0.0968009315784454,0.09190173334918816,0.09099874178194983,0.18045331709360055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070325780632493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895212267621458,0.0,0.0,0.1621605805630181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789154174304544,0.0,0.1733849924463923,0.061156664236915965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697318442445015,0.0,0.4298930253594257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757167613218333,0.0,0.06968068598893759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957227779708816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164419845683464,0.0,0.0,0.0942000074734817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272372913060667,0.14601760747313597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213800770847675,0.07578851853905025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484868638233725,0.0,0.0731673751384354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456082885264073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369604722793265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965560340539527,0.0,0.0,0.1102068633486624,0.07912974935685138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349156024931255,0.0,0.08237684809347083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883178369205864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699967877257655 lonely,St_Mac_edfox,2020/02/21,"Love is a loosing game Love is truly a losing game, how ever you see it in which ever angle it only serve the purpose of biological chemical hypnosis. A man loves a woman in its blossoming stage but just as a flower withers so is the love. A mother and child has unconditional love between each other but as the child ages the love diminishes as time passed by. No relationship is stable and it's even harder for someone who still hasn't got those chemical out of their systems, then the heart becomes the enemy of the mind and the body becomes the victim. Complete senseless and self-destructive love is. 1 Corinthians 13 versus 4 -5 describes about how you feel when you are in love and not after the biological purpose is met. Being one of the lonely, I have tried to convince myself about how cruel love is but all in vain.... I need him... Only he knows how to silence my demons... But I can't... My ego won't let me... Because he has a girlfriend and I care to much not to burden him with me. Although he told me that he doesn't want me to be alone (which is very nice) but I really cannot find a substitute for him. Thank you for listening.",3.2323241732650203,5.075071566371683,4.764876571960876,82.08662086632509,74.48672566371681,7.2357708430367955,25.169073125291103,8.032893268588372,1.531012389380532,898,30,173,14,19,301,134,226,0.091,0.6759999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9925,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,1,1,13,19,2,0,19,0,20,11,2,4,3,31,40,22,0,2,9,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,10,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,3,20,13,26,33,3,16,1,2,1,9,34,5,0,0,8,126,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449613933136156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150427157924816,0.22285980993785431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207090023542242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286853463104953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578582751256388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663977993039398,0.1825294682351263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051015225087363315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221562646670843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069444468966026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956031442199545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055448907221859085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317132928695556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287499242387522,0.0,0.0,0.8195499742028389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018745521054452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416897111948298,0.07481189704255367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836863638434768,0.15346942995575769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463551706976332,0.0,0.0,0.1083227948832934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039975017597926,0.0,0.10525483231693553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548747241834595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057437433693929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288998045326297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058832318608839675,0.0,0.0,0.09640889441704736,0.0,0.06850065445534614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832484218917198,0.05951011360084338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wholeheart19,2020/02/21,"Meh, I'm down today. I appreciate the love I receive from my friends & family but I want to feel appreciated by someone. I don't always want to feel so alone. My thoughts feel like they are so loud in my head. I hate it. I hate myself, but that hate has to turn into love at some point. It's difficult to make that climb but I know it will happen. Sorry i wanted to rant more about my lonely ass but I might just take a nap.",0.14846153846153953,2.205769395604396,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,85.8131868131868,5.398241758241759,16.792307692307688,6.742157984588678,-0.2721613186813188,329,7,77,4,10,112,62,91,0.302,0.505,0.193,-0.9434,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,3,0,2,0,5,4,2,1,0,17,23,6,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,4,15,4,12,20,2,8,0,1,0,3,5,5,1,2,2,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171055390235732,0.0,0.0,0.14598625919683514,0.1900971424071925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539615759193918,0.0,0.2661343720656317,0.1253396297971828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355501959388281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514752196139964,0.0,0.0,0.5196538382016915,0.18005960901227666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642128129360007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571471842531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166961865576175,0.0,0.1171124758785224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861219243679149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585446580025326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865597967778754,0.0,0.0,0.1963989566194659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191458082350244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928560702110032,0.0,0.0,0.16630358376325144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083634785510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045019771240656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AmISpooky,2020/02/21,"Friday night This is the first night since a long time Ive felt really bored and lonely at a friday night, theres usually atleast someone arround but today is just being poop :(",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,73.70588235294117,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.2796392156862757,142,4,25,2,3,45,29,34,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.7527,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112492127877,0.0,0.0,0.22247066843006127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314597449543901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7363288636132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755289498915046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163533345849431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160685236785505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250942127059325,0.0,0.2479147748724895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805567600485416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ihs95,2020/02/21,"London Feeling lonely even though I’m in a city of millions. I’m amazed that I get some sort of weird satisfaction from the tube rush just because of the human contact, which is incredibly sad. How do I fix this",4.522142857142857,5.745219309523812,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,70.19047619047619,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.6708000000000005,169,6,33,2,3,55,35,42,0.171,0.6709999999999999,0.158,-0.1479,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017976611929993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43534712355625604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33327438239676765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34436661857256845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475888661196068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amytheplussizequeen,2020/02/21,"So tired of being a disposable friend *Long post warning* I am so fucking sick and tired of feeling like I’m disposable to some of my friends. I was good enough to hang with for a while for a work girl friend and good enough when she needed to borrow money, but I haven’t heard from her in a while (other than when I see her at work) and am fairly annoyed with her at the moment. Additionally, I was supposed to hang out and get high with another, different work buddy (weed is legal in the state where I live) this afternoon. I was excited because he’s cute, really fun and easy to talk to. Truthfully, I kind of like him and wouldn’t have minded getting with him. That aside, we were going to go to a dispensary after which we were going to come back to my place, hang out, get high etc. He texted me two hours after he was supposed to be here saying that we’re probably going to have to reschedule. I get that shit happens, but this is the second time in a row that he has flaked on hanging out with me. I was good enough to get him a cartridge and edibles (he’s 19 and can’t buy them himself), but it appears I’m not good enough to actually spend any time with beyond that. Feeling quite silly that I cleaned my apartment and tried to make myself look prettier than usual in anticipation of seeing him. That’s what I get for getting my hopes up I suppose...",4.953130098754831,5.239113540145986,5.725809360240447,82.71865392872479,68.7080291970803,8.636839845427222,28.52640618291112,8.4952907291091,1.8749800772863887,1066,34,219,15,17,349,144,274,0.051,0.748,0.201,0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,1,4,8,19,3,0,10,0,19,5,1,1,1,36,45,18,0,3,4,0,2,2,3,1,3,2,1,1,13,22,0,0,2,0,4,10,4,3,0,2,8,7,32,16,47,34,6,43,0,0,3,1,24,17,2,3,16,151,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.09840133991911863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857190275268174,0.1057352839899192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753662012038573,0.0,0.06146865824490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686124095786152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535210428446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167619595553636,0.11245873729220378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019713706272148,0.07203722171505794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337168108960949,0.09322120948595562,0.3687783484751762,0.0,0.22922957306010475,0.33830563769647315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916889619157288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130774316137696,0.0,0.10015284906256007,0.09930309736050956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500512324870448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852670197669508,0.0,0.08903998987464692,0.08923664124906909,0.08467680050885387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730877858911719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018155628289003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747685780822021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535210428446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657296497694584,0.0,0.10871820724590696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072514433104761,0.0,0.0,0.0645980906240784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018879345982731,0.0,0.0,0.16070639126830116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350665202436683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104811575997208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759650487568675,0.2317921783340345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846098994673568,0.0,0.09850206959162737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105655121355344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202293142487378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PrattManRises,2020/02/21,"Lonely I guess? So, this is my first ever Reddit post, I live in the UK in Cumbria and I guess I'm just lonely. I moved here in April 2019 and I've yet to make any kinda real friends, I've got Asperger's so I guess that effects it a bit, but honestly I just often feel really fucking lonely. Many apologies for how sad this must be but yeah, I'm fucking lonely.",-0.3915584415584412,1.8143301688311693,2.2779350649350683,92.44547402597406,91.46753246753245,4.638441558441558,18.089610389610392,6.2581,-0.03418337662337656,281,8,60,3,10,97,53,77,0.177,0.7140000000000001,0.109,-0.664,0,8,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,0,2,1,3,2,0,3,2,18,13,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,1,7,2,5,10,1,9,0,5,0,2,2,3,2,5,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359119244983857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181957917939572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078517268468566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010554226245451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000115288199558,0.0,0.0,0.15441164812104846,0.3695354358475316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598466182909488,0.0,0.6605062842895393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648039350500255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340836795322686,0.2026270747688696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124199742404396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141101526482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748488852488297,0.1280356890096106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cali1993,2020/02/21,"Lonely in a crowd. Does anyone else feel super lonely even though they have an active social life? I am a super social person, and can talk to about anyone in the room. I am good at carrying a conversation with just about anyone. However, even though I am out almost every single night, and my weekends are busy, I don't actually feel like I have friends who care about me like that. Ones who I can open up to about things I am going through. Anyone have advice on how to deal with this? Or does anyone else experience this? I am trying to push through, but it is getting harder and harder, and I almost feel like not doing anything at all and curling up in a ball.",4.5799151823579285,5.551233030534352,5.489720101781174,81.62905004240885,69.83969465648855,7.348939779474131,23.71586089906701,7.3871296695380915,1.0141087362171324,521,12,99,5,9,171,78,131,0.07200000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6267,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,20,20,10,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,9,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,12,8,21,20,2,15,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,5,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1316558671315068,0.0,0.0,0.13183566306986993,0.0,0.0,0.2701922564188102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716723942720524,0.2764691287345049,0.11102210653047999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755304632134566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908963313898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361269823839475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540541155174135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821785385563318,0.0,0.11367022895178125,0.0,0.0,0.1319710429166482,0.0,0.0,0.2046485733865372,0.19276410053838852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423363959280586,0.0,0.07048660296660257,0.0,0.07667430707300142,0.11315883026343013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529321587416836,0.19773539255173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126606942582911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142070742266452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780104301275968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505412959809594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084381571279872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963036618055831,0.0,0.2651031594233691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159723844743743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,takisaddict,2020/02/21,Had to make a new account I was afraid that my old account will have me exposed so uhhh yeah hello everyone :),0.6484848484848484,3.149439000000001,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,90.8181818181818,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.210678787878788,86,4,16,1,3,29,21,22,0.052000000000000005,0.726,0.221,0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187877977451228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36240643941535416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243600385953301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697081213264866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jotelsam,2020/02/21,"What is going on here ? I get that people here are lonely and suffer from it. But what's with all the anger ? There are people here that need to talk, and people who are willing to. I'm not saying things magically get better and that everyone will find a friend here, but remember that there are people who are ready to give an actual F to what's happening to you. If you post here and don't answer to people who are willing to help, not much can be done. It takes two to discuss things, and strangers can't solve all your issues, especially if you're not helping them in helping you. I disagree with those saying the right people don't exist. If you exist and consider yourself to be right and caring, you're not the only one on earth. There are others. But if you push everyone back, maybe the problem isn't them and you need professional help. I'm not trying to be mean in any way. It just seems like a lot of people here could help each other but take a weird route that leads nowhere except to more pain for themselves.",5.094536199095021,5.631376485294119,5.395686274509806,84.32789592760184,68.4607843137255,8.041628959276018,25.00603318250377,7.882392219407189,1.197626395173454,809,19,163,9,13,257,107,204,0.122,0.764,0.115,0.266,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,2,2,12,10,1,0,8,0,21,1,0,1,2,39,35,16,0,8,15,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,19,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,6,0,2,1,2,11,4,21,27,6,12,0,2,0,0,23,6,0,6,2,120,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.11362337444058652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917952122375152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953102089908017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297694240741992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871283542572435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296355433054758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915302179893132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251650142690887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641911569641596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995708371225535,0.0,0.12166454646368904,0.11169467867681873,0.06617246684362363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296273291356237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39021829273911457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152747252581195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688406458842848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989885338183778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697420632911824,0.1268314141914671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559282868937522,0.1726695622398466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889909882051023,0.08855376061572907,0.12389462444955734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650476417444359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115121620237328,0.0,0.0,0.11141218808307787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131897705082773,0.19886902570821927,0.0,0.1851869357208733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599768754657972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508865860086453,0.09358572161993577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547079500468883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905145094248682,0.0,0.11373968632522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242036649214623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drysiowski,2020/02/21,I don't know how to get over it... I haven't seen any form of interest directed to me from a very long time from now. I don't know anymore how to hug or... just talk to another person. I have like free time and all I do is just sit in corner of my room and listen to music the whole day. I don't have any friends to go out with or someone to truly talk to about my problems. Should I seek any help here? Thank you for your time ^^,0.6624999999999979,1.8230802500000003,2.610833333333336,97.7175,79.83333333333334,6.0500000000000025,19.291666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.21349583333333344,328,7,85,3,8,110,62,96,0.052000000000000005,0.748,0.19899999999999998,0.9293,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,12,7,18,14,3,13,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,2,7,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415412775122677,0.22694665743497255,0.0,0.0,0.21464128456950785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958001813166326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672139674910136,0.0,0.11307620632891105,0.0,0.12300266152450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450690623212984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378895122061793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573719972149734,0.0,0.0,0.1915345255433451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897910361467066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709513056044587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833811893890889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791789966501685,0.0,0.19926048362371465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378607774536034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857814939902306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163735769616534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ladrogafiore,2020/02/21,"Lately I’ve been thinking I just need a fucking hug A poem: Lately i’ve been thinking i just need a fucking hug. Cuz hugs feel nice & nice feels good... & i feel bad. Cuz hugs feel nice & i feel bad, lately i’ve been thinking i must need a fucking hug. & i feel bad cuz hugs feel nice, but right now i’m alone... in this world and in this place, in this room and in this bed. & i feel bad!!!!!! & i feel bad in my head. So lately i’ve been thinking i might need a fucking hug. Cuz hugs feel nice & nice feels good in my head... & i feel bad in this world and in this place, in this room and in this bed lately i’ve been thinking that i need a fucking hug. But right now i’m alone in my head & i feel bad :—(",-0.04490566037735634,1.4881890377358502,1.5314213836477997,102.96279245283024,83.15094339622641,4.24,16.889308176100627,3.1291,-1.2279001257861637,543,10,143,0,15,175,37,159,0.129,0.613,0.258,0.9669,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,0,5,29,5,0,6,0,7,17,3,4,1,37,37,11,0,6,4,0,13,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,0,18,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,5,13,15,17,11,30,0,26,0,0,0,14,0,19,5,1,7,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499167693032702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884221936749853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526797927788229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966377200862808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892480444239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122356742267538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578408348771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403405221140773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640130442086099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237131564266643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608853820788654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306302252595716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332273375634446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mtsmith96,2020/02/21,"I have no friends lol Nobody to talk to, zero physical contact for over two years, feel more isolated and alone than ever before. What’s the point in life when every single day is miserable and dull?",7.777631578947368,7.244505184210527,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,62.94736842105264,10.757894736842106,32.1578947368421,10.125756701596842,3.1265368421052617,159,5,28,3,2,51,36,38,0.271,0.606,0.12300000000000001,-0.7233,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661553163755794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083198050251897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800062662158116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197923656182414,0.2978682225399985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875776082599049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731400230358854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971200545922806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342045527527645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841577906289637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535201966238666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766474803845704 lonely,klazazol,2020/02/21,Bromance? Any dude interested in going on an epic bromance adventure?,5.726363636363633,9.288009363636368,6.936818181818182,55.12522727272727,91.72727272727272,9.472727272727274,41.86363636363637,8.841846274778883,6.495509090909092,57,4,6,2,2,19,10,11,0.0,0.627,0.373,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7673172041477814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412677352080268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Draco509,2020/02/21,"A toxic friendship isn’t what you think it is A truly toxic friendship happens when one or several people of a friend group are suffering from depression.But the group of young naive backstabbing cunts ignores it until it becomes a problem.Ultimatley they don’t talk about their feelings.So they act as a group but at the same time each member is very aware of the fact that shall one member fall into depression they will leave them there to die in the street.However the rules are differente depending on who you are.These special rules only apply to you if you are a part of what’s known as the inner circle. The inner circle acts as a mafia group on school territory.They can gut you in the street and nobody would give a damn.Although they may look like supermodels.They are top notch serial killers that escaped from death row.Do not underestimate them for they will kill you before you make a move.Although you can join the inner circle you don’t share every secret about yourself.Because always Remember that a psychopath must keep their identity hidden. Thus you will only share a small quirk about yourself.Like your gay or you have an abusive partner.Or you secretly like fucking dogs. Ultimatly this turns out in you becoming popular.Because you just became a part of the most well known best running mafia group on the school grounds and nobody wants to challange your level of crazy. ”This is why i can’t make friends. I don’t like hurting people” Thank you for listening!!!",5.405815556284875,7.4913976173285235,5.167385953396785,80.44078683951429,69.21660649819495,7.924450278962912,28.47538562520512,8.575989854853784,2.2320772563176887,1208,44,208,20,22,372,158,277,0.158,0.6779999999999999,0.165,-0.6817,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,17,9,2,7,18,3,0,24,0,22,3,1,4,2,30,34,11,3,4,6,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,7,1,2,0,2,28,11,29,27,6,25,0,3,1,2,41,17,2,6,7,133,39,2,0.0,0.16317234884192575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145917332318126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790223988485106,0.3041956298975433,0.1171871841715395,0.0,0.1445256929889346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861561276565577,0.0,0.14292869905504071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603267111207825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127999166222743,0.12731732174065688,0.0,0.1321108762574337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178285508505532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742909876008856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240936497446953,0.15236366471699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582261796397422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018449859981042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564775348660725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385458560033666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637157674735485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664146232532655,0.20948025545039686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29826858968244785,0.0,0.1909515167658735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317767504036715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600672835317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787542945211042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558122350951156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069185958417507,0.0,0.1267914844001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824361369597304,0.0,0.0,0.0803040001808289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979675474018628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363110352822173,0.08122916598165886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382429174533673,0.0,0.1242683421976539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097830339501607,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JJ246_gnc,2020/02/21,"Anyone wanna talk? 16M Hello! My name is JJ and I’m a 16 y/o trans male. I like playing games, drawing, animation, art and YouTube! I sometimes act younger than I am for comfort plus I’m like a nervous puppy apparently. I act “cute” sometimes. I also am addicted to Sonic atm because of the movie. (It was amazing and he’s soooo cute). I’m british :p",-1.261488095238093,0.41389043055555774,1.8212698412698425,91.16500000000002,109.97222222222223,3.723809523809524,24.58730158730159,5.773587663045528,0.8151634920634927,269,14,55,3,14,94,54,72,0.027999999999999997,0.6759999999999999,0.295,0.9566,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806520160626615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792349202727161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441511029127545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285368580134986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34117828930043315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906855094086292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806534363907903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dzokataa,2020/02/21,"""Find more friends"" I had fucking enough of this sentence! NO, I CAN'T FIND THEM LIKE MILK IN A MARKET. It's not that fucking simple to me. I had enough of my family telling me this. It sounds simple but it's impossible in reality.",1.6004347826086942,3.991299913043482,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,82.47826086956522,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.2686747826086961,180,7,37,3,5,60,32,46,0.094,0.828,0.078,-0.17800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,5,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,28,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620452915191142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563936125017613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971600337709743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101270363113412,0.5028725934314852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287313696765587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237717940907314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Who-are-you12,2020/02/21,"The sun will rise and nothing will change Do you ever think about how if you ended everything nothing would change? The sun would rise again and the moon will appear as beautiful as ever. The seasons would change, and... nothing would be different. Because there is no one that would miss you. No one that ever took the time to get to know you. You are alone and alone and nothing but a useless spot of a better soul that could have existed. I have gone months without human company. Not a single nod that would approve of my existence Sometimes I just need a shoulder to cry on. I'm no child but every night I hug my teddy bear so tight to make myself feel like somebody wants to hear me. I wish I had a friend to hold onto when I think there is no reason to be alive. I wish I wouldn't have to tell myself memories because there is no one else to hear it. I wish there was someone who would see my pain and misery and not use it against me. I wish I didn't have to sleep with that knot in my chest and the physical pain that reminds me of how empty and alone I am. But I'm so deep in melancholy that o don't even want anyone by my side. I would rather stay lonely than have someone tolerate me and be burden. Its better for people to stay away from me because every word I tell them is a second wasting their time. And oh! On the same note, sorry for your lost time while reading this Have a great weekend",3.5212427409988365,4.652236501742159,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,72.48432055749129,6.721022067363531,24.468060394889665,6.868970318607317,0.7630631823461087,1104,31,233,9,21,350,150,287,0.179,0.677,0.14400000000000002,-0.6728,1,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,2,4,17,13,0,0,14,0,33,6,3,5,3,55,57,23,0,19,9,0,2,1,1,12,2,2,0,2,12,12,0,2,5,2,0,5,11,7,0,4,6,5,34,6,31,35,2,29,1,4,1,1,16,8,0,2,15,169,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469197637964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556702523517555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466434972892286,0.0,0.0,0.14533187836407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056889021555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220504900335633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345004695826402,0.0,0.08729367608021228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302886729832963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638669309432005,0.0,0.0703865197702708,0.0,0.0,0.05248895262271222,0.2156545374350644,0.13391321089291205,0.0,0.07142219486578825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018224152967699,0.056773131993360024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139805246124856,0.0,0.04151961078654842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761556682954097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913613663360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043674439909455465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038824855560914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675050778559046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053046606742650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343191438344155,0.0,0.0,0.05892573660332329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745768806791274,0.0,0.3050130800187143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155206934082594,0.0,0.1691226157564795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055094247357044775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949115303202925,0.0,0.0,0.0817080331955742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633270200212668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952703944576986,0.0,0.1346687487350305,0.0,0.07859751332885426,0.0889597640072633,0.0,0.16940814074656452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891994921759135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018418824419481,0.0,0.0,0.13901817146016374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829370234762422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863625981162683,0.0,0.0,0.09374651406801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655446903305874,0.07660590422882971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516236594346634,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xlauraaaal,2020/02/21,Went out for the first time in weeks and hardly been acknowledged once Feeling really shitty. Came out for the first time in weeks and hardly been acknowledged once. I'm sat in the bathroom now like someone out of a movie with their school lunch. Ordering a uber now.,5.073,7.115572900000001,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,70.0,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7033999999999998,215,6,40,4,4,64,33,50,0.075,0.848,0.077,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,10,2,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,24,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974692993495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483080731925667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863497697332361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068818653987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095173734448333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837175438286858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548889265720436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984177523470498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242481938814315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648528015214117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643388985936434,0.0,0.0,0.2105280521467381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RadiantGastrocnemius,2020/02/21,"Talking in groups gives me nightmares I find it ironic that my first expression of this personal failure is just an electronic letter to a group, but it's a different situation here. I can't see the effect of my disruption in real time; and am not made to judge critically my own words right after speaking them. My own judgement isn't the paralyzing element, but frantically weighing that judgement against those of the group I'm trying to join. Even trying to join a large discord server or chatroom makes me cringe. Finding a meaningful dialogue in the cacophony of conversation is like bobbing for apples down Niagara Falls. I suppose with the turnover of people on those sorts of settings, my novelty isn't interesting enough. I'd stay longer, but small talk is honestly painful, I have a very difficult time finding people who are interested in the same things as me. The only other ways to meet people, it seems is through jobs, clubs, or maybe bars, which fills me with dread. So, basically, I'm an antisocial loser with no friends, who isn't humble enough to engage anyone in reasonable small talk for a few weeks as to develop a relationship, I know, I get it. It just feels like there's nowhere for me. I move around a lot and can't stay put. I don't know what I'm looking for, but the stagnation kills me inside all the same. Maybe if I were intelligent enough to go to college I would find better conversation, but that's neither here nor there. I've heard angels fly because they take themselves lightly. In that case, I feel like a ton of bricks weighing down any group unfortunate enough to catch my interest.",8.308849009900992,7.941536673267333,8.152060643564358,70.34611076732672,61.80528052805282,11.667409240924096,37.74938118811881,11.080906280650957,4.217983663366337,1304,57,231,31,16,420,176,303,0.132,0.732,0.135,0.2671,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,4,9,16,1,2,20,0,15,4,0,4,1,39,32,14,1,2,11,0,2,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,18,6,3,0,12,2,0,6,10,6,0,1,3,7,25,10,39,28,13,28,1,1,2,0,22,13,0,6,8,152,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329837456456413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536668137354831,0.0,0.0,0.09595265171127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570552303713413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953282159254636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126137337745873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44548821003156536,0.0,0.0711918291685518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899997548636306,0.15400509677863264,0.0,0.0,0.39405887191981176,0.09168296473132677,0.0,0.0,0.0832754216591401,0.0,0.056313888743546814,0.10339843267536984,0.0612574335585925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696126290088458,0.0,0.11924956199452964,0.0,0.11847305422210845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579768130136189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051333842977123,0.0,0.0,0.09163605080299453,0.0,0.10198999545231764,0.07194818674206148,0.0,0.2165716351245721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455977019187695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197633194030217,0.11469221395993415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241763294957892,0.0941148324772796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835499401943942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268439747590384,0.0,0.1108222597385313,0.0,0.1157221394855514,0.0,0.0920489042517624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589171941595752,0.09812459187283168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115630803712475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977169124485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104187725426358,0.25990361539854984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160842283074499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570210707073573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635963369065008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893497901789672,0.0,0.08555574138156752,0.08645966170259595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656828914565844,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spookymen,2020/02/21,"Any tips? Heya! Lately I've been feeling more and more lonely, not because I dont have people to go out with or do stuff with because often I just dont want to do that. I'm used to talking to people A LOT, ever since I lost most of my online friends it's kinda getting worse. I'm usually a cheerfull and happy person but I just wish there were more people left who talked to me... (and are actually interesting) Title :)",1.256731266149874,3.4599606162790733,3.504108527131784,86.9593669250646,82.37209302325581,5.217571059431528,21.183462532299746,6.42735559955562,0.4343167958656329,327,10,65,3,9,112,61,86,0.078,0.7659999999999999,0.157,0.8313,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,17,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,6,3,9,14,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,5,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1767070557118065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313998010537705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076824616292776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244466533435916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379638983041375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155902086924504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990124374914747,0.0,0.09460634264718372,0.0,0.10291141098998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276204192459714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042650832510243,0.0,0.19674294424144176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976692003827674,0.15394695366507227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766122907663155,0.15811126328135405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497904816207771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729221747869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910890018104665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639418074370875,0.1994330178693186,0.0,0.10680512971921444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082319991152134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453504690264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kustme2018,2020/02/21,"Lonely again... So here I find myself alone again. After having an amazing 2 weeks with someone from bere that again, turned out to be a disappointment. Almost giving up on finding a genuine friend here (or anywhere). Nust looking for some one to correspond daily, to be there for each other daily and throughout the day. To be honest to the bone with each other, and to make it short - to become best friends!",4.9788,6.997975880000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,70.2,6.066666666666666,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.1059333333333337,321,10,54,2,6,99,56,75,0.087,0.69,0.223,0.9216,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,13,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,5,16,5,4,10,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,3,6,46,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533975798113045,0.2620881982373659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947887079788153,0.0,0.0,0.2655651397190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319925112584274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625745514549558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910186377332757,0.0,0.0,0.24275298451185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250208995858935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891587821922718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147631329324656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441230040990134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525068573848416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029850973088308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sangw000,2020/02/21,[Activities]Looking for a tutor(free) for 12th grade Physics f17 If anyone can help please pm,6.498000000000001,10.437460466666668,3.855,80.7825,77.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,77,3,12,1,2,21,14,15,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143070683508843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971568368721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975715423321209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6504142220934634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whocares_lol,2020/02/21,"I always act like there's nothing in this world that can bring me down.... Whenever I used to be with my friends I acted like idc about anything..I tried my best to make them laugh and overall was a positive person. But I just don't feel like that ...I am no longer that person. Everything has changed, i want to be that person again...one who always saw at the funny side of things..",2.1148051948051965,4.036145155844157,2.9519480519480545,93.49077922077923,77.96103896103895,5.9584415584415575,21.38961038961039,6.868970318607317,0.3477064935064935,295,8,64,3,7,93,59,77,0.026000000000000002,0.667,0.307,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,6,9,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376542173651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374517648512479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393589799978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335291200361047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440667486132215,0.1616441742809732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481222444657704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316257971881501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103403043408092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710792470586196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926991262600622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503207961575015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536194751398207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954208118072885,0.0,0.0,0.13345730036538628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dusty_bites_the_dust,2020/02/21,"Loneliness is like a drug One time you want to be alone take a rest, then it extends by one day, then another day, then another day and then it's a goddamm week and you get addicted to the sweet sweet sounds of no people screaming, no music, no sounds of chaos just sweet silence and peace. And then you try to join back into the group but you feel... disassociated and alienated You try to sociolize but they just turn away and almost ignore you, you almost give up and you suddenly hear those two voices in your head... One tells you to keep trying, but the other one tells you to give up but you can't decide what voice listen to,so you're just stuck trying and giving up You just want to be loved but you also want to completely isolate yourself, delete *all of your contacts* and pretend that you don't exist but the ""primal"" need to be socially active holds you back... Sorry for the long post and the generic ""Sorry for long post"" excuses but I just wanted to get something off my chest",4.968651863600321,5.8571812577319635,5.37536082474227,83.1035408406027,68.89690721649485,8.237272006344172,25.747819191118158,8.384062270229773,1.5423549563838228,780,21,153,11,13,249,106,194,0.11699999999999999,0.748,0.136,0.7269,0,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,17,1,0,8,7,0,0,9,0,6,5,2,0,1,36,24,23,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,5,1,11,20,5,23,20,2,24,0,0,0,1,30,7,0,2,16,104,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500911724231578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296543564413174,0.11876533418726345,0.0,0.09170294498262796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240486624944518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773786971633582,0.17635097177338202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023113233844822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186134739479274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298280663629572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798147467368471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982249718465895,0.33001073139960696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768628282021655,0.0,0.12924337933825553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019255068413619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602281738693015,0.0,0.0,0.2029617537833388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349571784520167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502763843999198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081814122783064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794989424728564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964764770864065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689339279484225,0.0,0.08827990389247811,0.0,0.2567312378506609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621887358339507,0.0,0.2004563013559211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686601079522733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141832303057343,0.12472991877107673,0.11201762255823212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705454411828206,0.0,0.09198274885725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZfpAtz991,2020/02/21,"What's wrong with me? I'm a 21 male who has never been on a relationship, virgin, never kissed a girl. I constantly feel lonely and left-out, because I am too different from other people. The thing is, apart from that there's nothing wrong with me. I have a great group of friends who love me and I love them too, they love to be around me because I'm very playful with people I'm comfortable with and everyone that knows me says I'm an amazing person. The thing is, I have no social skills. I'm horrible at meeting people and suck at talking to people I don't know. Why does this happen? Since my childhood times I've always felt different from others, in terms of interests, ways of thinking, and things I like. I do not relate to most people in terms of interests, I don't fit in this materialistic society, people have no respect for anybody and are not loyal to anything. Honestly, almost everything about this society disgusts me. I always feel like I don't belong to this world, and I'm starting to believe that maybe there's no one for me, and that I will be lonely for the rest of my life. I wish I could just ""put myself out there"" like most of the people can. But I have no motivation because when you feel different since your childhood you have no courage to meet new people, because probably they would think I'm a weirdo. It's just not fair, I'm a really nice person with a big heart and great values, and I consider myself attractive and dress well, I just don't have this ""ability"" to talk to strangers and to open myself to people I don't know. At this point, I dont even want to have sex with random girls (like most of guys want), I just want to share my life with someone who accepts me and be happy. I hate being myself right now, and I plan to end my life if things don't change by the time I'm 30. What the hell is wrong with me? I feel so alone in this world because of being different.",5.276615228655103,5.300618049222802,5.96506195088984,82.1876988060374,67.98963730569949,8.992836224374859,28.44063978373508,8.716276077567194,1.9367257490425784,1501,45,308,22,23,491,174,386,0.141,0.672,0.188,0.9746,4,5,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,3,3,3,16,35,4,0,14,0,31,10,1,1,2,59,61,18,0,7,9,0,5,4,1,2,3,1,0,6,23,25,0,0,12,1,0,1,17,9,1,1,2,6,46,26,48,51,6,34,1,2,0,6,28,18,2,6,18,207,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723172583666445,0.0798804940693068,0.0,0.0,0.12835197803908946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346909424436083,0.06865953861324889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350800533187101,0.0,0.0,0.08689591592172312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159032558353359,0.0,0.0,0.08334707740045884,0.0,0.061579774196507425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322325933242323,0.0,0.0,0.0674945115297773,0.0,0.09039247594087634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831178543937626,0.0,0.0,0.05094177239055313,0.0,0.0,0.07369832194746052,0.06931693266274808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599127053347295,0.055099669995189435,0.07405418418360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059588264909496064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006596780018374,0.0,0.07636803022670759,0.06820330708234364,0.08210331310059048,0.0,0.076147118680603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139607499589546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271612367545889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379890247119183,0.0,0.16343161613958426,0.15072176953474867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883086294768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748461495943257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189704658496281,0.07448990725831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400560557066434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226337057207832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812324540286753,0.13468895042102608,0.0,0.0,0.07291011109263534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315614066034874,0.0,0.0,0.07753411461938299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940964394469495,0.0,0.0,0.08280572305936608,0.0,0.06586618694810094,0.0,0.06133462606908556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760079411079944,0.0,0.0,0.07862144314911475,0.0653496059970155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054591012193785225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398380519921975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495947468655298,0.09883996033364008,0.0,0.0,0.08994695321354418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363799766911472,0.13647482022704516,0.0612199623898707,0.0,0.0,0.06934659388846329,0.0,0.06959528003840032,0.0,0.08869244613836323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478893299338354,0.2529793782170137,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilmsaj,2020/02/21,I miss feeling important. Ever since i moved I havent felt important. No one does and its not for lack of trying. I have friends but i feel distant from everyone. I feel alone.,0.05752380952381132,2.3105033714285703,1.8564285714285689,92.14273809523813,101.0,5.761904761904763,22.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,1.3663333333333332,138,6,28,3,6,45,27,35,0.11599999999999999,0.609,0.275,0.3016,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,6,1,3,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32551158291832505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750389258646157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842949821621985,0.0,0.3003193422255005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767462255748172,0.0,0.30176947446540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282111246354324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334042509630526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297229920490715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998547553176177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133835432139156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gorkymaxims,2020/02/21,Fuck you all. No one loves me. You can all go fuck your selves. Why? Fuck u. Bitches. Punks. 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We didn’t have anything in common except for a mutual hate of our little town.,8.05952380952381,6.496343841269841,8.895238095238096,68.69142857142859,62.96825396825397,12.20952380952381,28.936507936507937,11.20814326018867,3.1208031746031737,254,5,46,6,3,87,50,63,0.151,0.677,0.171,0.1045,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,9,4,1,8,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386316973176294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139791906428816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891701438309946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617435403174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498116050164916,0.0,0.24829357087592724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771498851168962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211227645367375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768242545830464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31740823623864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507190451407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911841995101492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578988137480524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youphoricsweatshirt,2020/02/21,"I’m a 20 year old dude and I feel like my life has taken such a dive My life isn’t bad, I have my own place and I have a good job etc. But before I graduated highschool I lost the girl of dreams and I was unfazed when it first happened. Just didn’t care, figured it freed up more time to hangout with the boys I guess. Now here I am a year and countless meaningless hookups later and I’m just now getting beat up by it? Maybe it’s because I have three friends left. Maybe because I spend most of my free time doing nothing because I’m always so exhausted from working. I dream about her at least weekly and I always wake up so damn sad. I feel so alone, like I’ll never find love like her again. Everyone at my job is much older than me and other than that I don’t really have opportunities to meet new people. I don’t know why I’m posting this. I’ve always been one to just roll with the punches and able to take a lot of shit but maybe I’m at my breaking point? I doubt that my relationship with drugs and alcohol help either but I’m so bored all the time they’re the only thing I can find to do! also sorry if this rant or whatever you want to call it was better off in another sub but this one was the closest to how I feel all the time.",2.091300160513644,3.299428745318356,3.687672552166937,91.26932584269665,76.15355805243445,6.583841626538256,22.82664526484752,7.07126945348624,0.5437499197431777,973,27,224,10,21,324,151,267,0.11599999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.113,-0.455,2,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,16,19,2,1,12,0,18,8,2,1,3,38,37,22,0,2,10,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,0,2,12,12,1,0,7,3,2,0,5,8,0,4,7,3,29,12,26,30,10,31,0,2,0,1,11,12,2,6,20,142,41,5,0.11265987232826405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203991414639206,0.0,0.11668165129230225,0.0,0.09009405919802196,0.2812261163139592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813369913140932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406628758808956,0.20602923750054053,0.0,0.09586525355967404,0.0,0.0,0.09963850186693428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503832577600764,0.0,0.11486424822556017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064968475853406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564553793832914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765133594241974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089264949874222,0.08048423530181871,0.0,0.0,0.20593816460471667,0.09582842985009893,0.0,0.0,0.0870407378959203,0.0,0.058860133426764674,0.0,0.0,0.09449375579750892,0.0,0.0,0.12410755075589662,0.0,0.09962475303494184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551353765344784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359507916465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191491952141848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240528092299645,0.0,0.15914999914740216,0.16511976884889182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229815589878732,0.09577939469833056,0.1016799333113431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395459528093505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281796897232402,0.0,0.08689023880038152,0.10880760672273684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810018595252853,0.0,0.11821758457814267,0.0,0.15268249030008868,0.08568290955392177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810417027159264,0.0,0.11770558815151864,0.0,0.10649999423905317,0.0,0.10789701562538326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217279903438809,0.0,0.0,0.12095454110032085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564373997909548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611350347189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470620329675002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484621318716562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277151016521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644971161585234,0.0,0.09036895404299176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016580116540736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201772882757975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450985281607933 lonely,Veggieleezy,2020/02/21,"Feeling those post-Valentine's Day blues remembering every chance I've blown, even if that chance probably didn't exist. That feeling when you reconnect with someone you've always liked, and later finally have the self-esteem to shoot the shot you feel you should've years ago, even though you know circumstances wouldn't allow for anything to actually happen but you still would hate yourself if you never did it, and you end up just making things eternally awkward and you realize this would've happened either way so what's the damn point. That's a fair part of where I've been at mentally this past year and change. I can expand on this in the comments, but it's quite late/early and I need to go to bed, but I still have brews in the fridge so why not dwell on it until I pass out. That is my specialty, after all. And I would like to emphasize that absolutely no part of this is meant as ""r/niceguy"" or ""I deserve something"", no. I take full responsibility for the eternal awkwardness and poor timing entirely on myself. There is no blame or ""how dare they"" to be placed on anyone other than myself. I knew I'd missed my best shot years ago because I never had the self-esteem. Hell, I didn't even know if there had been a shot to take. I even had their number and never used it. Then I ran into them years later, and once I properly reconnected with them I also knew that if I never told them how I felt I'd regret it for the rest of my life. And as such, I made things worse for everyone involved and made the interaction irrevocably awkward, because I make everything worse, period. And then you also remember every other shot you took too late and remember that even if you had through divine intervention timed it right it still would've been a disappointment for them. I know I suck at pretty much everything. I just happen to also suck at knowing when a window has closed, especially if it'd been closed for a while, and still trying to fly into it like a near-sighted idiot pigeon. Hell, I don't even realize a window was open in the first place until I figure out it's already closed. And if you start catching feelings for someone, you remember that you aren't worth it. You remember it's someone who's a good friend, and that's almost certainly all it should be because you'd only disappoint them otherwise. Basically, my point is that I'm going to be alone for all of those reasons plus psychological reasons (Mom caught me playing a porn game and said ""no woman will ever do this for you; I know in hindsight she meant it contextually but I'm still feeling that today). Anyway. I suck, I've blown my chances with everyone I've ever caught feelings for, I've shot my perceived shots FAAAAAARRRRR too late, and it just makes me feel bad for even shooting them at all, even though I'd hate myself for never shooting in the first place, and it makes me feel like I can never speak to them or message them again. Then I see them put up a new profile pic and I get hit with that ""got dang, they're beautiful, and you really blew it, ya dummy"" all over again, and lather, rinse, repeat.",5.91527474494362,6.3344676887417215,6.30794344012887,78.9131618041883,66.64900662251655,9.178736352246286,29.07266869518525,9.068930737419137,2.2393939144442445,2460,77,471,40,37,795,265,604,0.168,0.741,0.091,-0.9945,0,1,1,3,0,0,71.0,0,19,11,4,38,28,9,4,21,0,34,2,0,12,14,114,86,56,0,13,19,1,9,4,1,5,1,2,3,1,42,35,0,0,29,2,2,9,16,18,0,2,26,13,71,10,59,49,12,91,3,4,2,1,43,32,7,11,53,328,113,0,0.0,0.0,0.05768473464554759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479835130637777,0.0,0.05919207762777672,0.06122215132024009,0.06523150498040597,0.141815411356966,0.04918587643526237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041332448748426766,0.0,0.048644096875708746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049356007813296784,0.10810228527751324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034342937234914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253260345146107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038122316513951815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235564093402658,0.0,0.0,0.3123430754055912,0.106940283116661,0.09960873202304807,0.11296799978228662,0.10625201533810398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391102178449424,0.04222958775410155,0.05675674046347608,0.06475425011221347,0.0,0.10056118623769968,0.0,0.0,0.04566974470681786,0.0,0.03088355328770225,0.0,0.0671893650317823,0.049580297777586935,0.04727722512146855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681750227207675,0.0,0.0,0.11672162213767373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243190467132346,0.0,0.2000425576198216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175251730886816,0.1155164485300336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186630970233286,0.15783073829769115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059570940717043275,0.0,0.0,0.0692311995465717,0.0,0.0,0.04345408358814569,0.04383076074006538,0.2735446724916055,0.057090688122718024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629522958496726,0.0,0.04495730045101543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802495941799796,0.0564290434122185,0.0,0.0,0.1852782142497552,0.0,0.11175979583240883,0.0,0.0566129065235068,0.06013810266042125,0.06373267824680619,0.0,0.0,0.0594238349801671,0.0,0.06287283336590788,0.0,0.0,0.03786862779838023,0.12155385608992295,0.0,0.0,0.3348115718053647,0.05048128095859249,0.0562289994363881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710456963175125,0.0,0.12333330805380212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502560861827956,0.045507265833308726,0.0,0.0,0.041839741331008935,0.0,0.2360343917849071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888896572607689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854270382260016,0.0,0.11615437836703665,0.0,0.06893730496529392,0.0,0.056031215312474576,0.05648399989114331,0.06567554969240738,0.040133132759116605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105374417545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692031321188592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333933916318356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048025100643167,0.16796572857875064,0.0,0.0,0.15226462685466388 lonely,lone_worrier,2020/02/21,"Today is my birthday Whenever I see 'today is my birthday' Post on this subreddit and read what people have got to say on thier birthdays I really get very sad and have always wondered if my birthday would be like that but it was not exactly like everyone else on this subreddit and yeah I had fun. People texted and called me to wish and stuffs (which is not very usual for me). However I'm not throwing any party cause I don't like socialising so yeah I'm just scrolling on reddit to celebrate lol. It ain't much but it's honest work",0.9326479750778808,3.5158985887850487,2.851813084112152,87.321769470405,91.14953271028035,6.217819314641744,21.15202492211838,7.554174236665415,1.2575064174454829,427,15,82,9,15,142,70,107,0.040999999999999995,0.6809999999999999,0.278,0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,1,1,17,18,9,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,9,5,8,13,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207671284976854,0.0,0.0,0.1324604704304083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889724970671904,0.0,0.0,0.2000978373539395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271786213975406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612540213678028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176711610658408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557873478259847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854863166228664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318937748594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700787681471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865501737328604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483769830225955,0.0,0.1247842502465331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490083953547826,0.0,0.0,0.155218415517425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298220789294454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36926678359696297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452814385481972,0.32143602715371195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399312179408995,0.0,0.21123600912501087,0.1418057902090866,0.0,0.0,0.13836966591055475,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MythikMoose,2020/02/21,"Questioning friendships I have a few friends where I live and a few more that I've met over playing games online. I know some people don't even have that, so I should be grateful for what I have, right? The thing is though I don't think I'm the first choice for any one of them. I don't know how much I truly matter to them. One of my friends I've known since second grade and consider him my best friend but he doesn't talk about his feelings very often so really, I don't even know how much I matter to him. I like to think I do, but it's very easy for me to doubt that. Like today, him and I were playing with some other friends online on smash. He lost to another friend and I jokingly said I was disappointed and he replied by saying he always knew I was a beggar. I have no idea what he meant by that and regardless, I'm sure he was just joking with me but such a little comment has just rattled me so bad. Normally I can take jokes, but when I'm in the type of mood I've been in for the last week or so, words just...haunt me. I just always have this sneaking fear that all of the people I call friends will eventually replace me.",1.9496887966804977,3.4089971950207527,3.1617821576763525,93.85653215767636,77.04979253112033,6.31377593360996,21.17863070539419,6.961326702584282,0.25125377593361,888,22,206,9,20,287,126,241,0.098,0.698,0.204,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,17,21,0,2,9,0,22,0,0,2,2,41,37,19,0,3,8,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,11,6,1,0,6,5,0,4,10,3,33,15,22,24,9,12,0,2,0,0,26,7,0,6,7,138,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109345784621225,0.0,0.0,0.08626019814767845,0.13300996737785264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591180954665357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331179284064822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952480173882305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756227752815164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427379558612798,0.06413757153143826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078958537821962,0.0,0.0,0.5880093043663484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319463783523875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091351109708029,0.10339710124699668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394191343938753,0.12713385339049532,0.11200808000553768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846830556671602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649403908118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428296700877142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719093976003714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587924895744944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209748642458078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126133115034159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832650474451792,0.12066038853533917,0.10087369513451992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492901342185787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955164162676303,0.0,0.09537303428270344,0.1019546817909724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427140136623215,0.16255666113580494,0.12462637219521287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023596858341515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932384811851432,0.0,0.0,0.10174888044315153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anon9283728291019,2020/02/21,"Fighting jealousy I'm lucky to have a couple close friends, several of them recently finding themselves in loving, happy relationships. I mean it when I say I'm happy for them, and they deserve the world, but it's hard when you're in a different place. Something happened to me that I don't quite understand, something along the lines of assault. I've made some feeble attempts at relationships since then but they've all failed miserably, and now I'm in this sort of suffocating situation trying to force myself to like someone because he likes me. I can't, and so I feel guilty and alone. This is on me, and no one else is to blame. But it's hard when my friends flip through every picture of their boyfriends. It's tough when they don't want me around because they're always on the phone, and when they expect me to reciprocate the joy but I can't think of what to say because the conversation brings back bad memories. It's hard not to feel jealous that they each found someone to adore them.",5.540797130330808,6.609175331606224,5.48497409326425,82.18066161817458,67.70466321243525,8.425508170585891,31.944599442008773,8.617729084823388,2.418831327222001,801,33,154,12,13,250,111,193,0.20199999999999999,0.639,0.159,-0.7671,1,1,2,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,8,3,9,17,3,1,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,29,21,17,0,2,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,7,21,10,24,19,3,20,0,2,0,1,19,10,0,3,11,94,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052920099281835,0.0,0.0,0.11290116022587048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207888135179026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433373225955248,0.11329167944323552,0.2481377646480109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013336471448122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176241141707185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133477789747616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114320839934932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721327631564156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401403907684325,0.0,0.0,0.14877208759341504,0.20966047728784526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199861913852676,0.2888793596814392,0.3646425236057913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257810991106794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246141211569207,0.12838884930924338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780122774729673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194396946660596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176241141707185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443181731861917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397300825921254,0.2913507793046201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215805024620992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532859321365767,0.0,0.11224040268755547,0.15251612578721027,0.0,0.0,0.2299316753846856,0.208914569939604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694175476554382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212151089687062,0.0,0.0,0.14125333401410686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003079126970658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SynthMinus,2020/02/21,"No one's showing up to an event I organized. I have an art Instagram with a small following, and I can't believe I'm using that for asking people to come hang out. Yep, I've reached a new low.",2.391428571428573,3.0852867142857145,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,74.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.053657142857143,150,6,34,3,3,53,35,42,0.11699999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.098,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398486946781083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480238671870753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671773106949749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116756668027425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888385651361713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955086261438182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681438228775533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blondndj2016,2020/02/21,"Feeling lonely I’m a 21 year old male with no friends, besides like 1. The only people i talk to are my family and my co workers who i don’t really consider friends, i really wish sometimes i was a different person",4.101060606060607,4.899487590909093,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,70.81818181818181,10.412121212121212,32.84848484848485,10.504223727775694,3.830448484848485,170,8,31,5,3,62,36,44,0.1,0.618,0.281,0.8173,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921671838946177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636223233624021,0.0,0.1413957907930567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321026329255458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366193359424018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934380543475846,0.0,0.0,0.21268093372118774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386909183361928,0.24417328727098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582926482730003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765738577150625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476627213462147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32157539370546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008078046991988 lonely,CFA24,2020/02/21,Another night It's another night that I'm by myself no one to hold but my pillow no to talk but myself no one to help ease the pain just trapped in my thoughts of loneliness and dispair hoping I can save myself from myself and continue to put on this fake smile but I'm a man so I'm supposed to be strong be where do the strong go when they need help? Jus a lonely man looking for his queen good night,1.4158139534883707,3.2570358720930286,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,79.81395348837209,6.625581395348838,21.21511627906977,7.645422480735847,0.6670511627906972,319,9,72,5,8,105,58,86,0.226,0.498,0.276,0.8027,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,1,9,5,11,9,0,10,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407060720894392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942898923845685,0.17625780052893714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817085625314233,0.0,0.0,0.20871920447641415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646701621814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581821469104565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916143135999458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479638355409576,0.0,0.2236067427417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125154390124634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890481303399565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682990060041356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shitposter6918,2020/02/21,"Feeling really broken lately I have no real relationships in my life right now. The few people I even have on snapchat rarely chat back. I'm leaving a job I hate because coworkers are toxic and generally mean people. My 30th birthday is in a few months and I'm probably going to spend it alone wishing it was over. I wish I had people to talk to, a chatroom or community to be a part of. It'd be nice to get to know someone and share interests. I worry I'm too broken at this point to relearn how to make friends. Sorry for the pity party, I really needed this off my chest",2.6158974358974376,4.385690461538466,4.908042735042739,80.71334615384617,76.00854700854703,7.756923076923077,25.375213675213672,8.548686976883017,1.8838895726495728,452,16,88,9,10,158,80,117,0.16699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.15,-0.4915,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,0,9,2,1,2,0,14,22,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,10,4,16,17,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973479258253736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344131749522278,0.0,0.10578819051086737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462133529693565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774688671083583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407634189855114,0.0,0.09066733077283726,0.0,0.09862661085340983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133452592245346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221137484358548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953728807802774,0.0,0.1957603406943781,0.18375348536798367,0.0,0.0,0.12257622243711105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158390974481563,0.0,0.0,0.18903560843530545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851773304245593,0.0,0.0,0.12867748879229648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792658400730128,0.0,0.360931732319133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405110968686187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871051483555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752617151463706,0.22234795138526955,0.0,0.0,0.18631669260594685,0.0,0.14820195577468698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470396248304783,0.0,0.0,0.1942634864807845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394846374619379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39912418159270696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762379893809554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oldladyvaping,2020/02/21,"My first therapy session can't come sooner. I don't know how long I've felt like this anymore, all I know is that it's been longer than most of my memories. Being in my senior year really launched everything in my system into overdrive, and now I'm so, so fucking cold. I desire warmth to the point of hurting myself sometimes for it. I remember the last time I went to a Therapist I only lasted 2 sessions: the first I flooded him with my emotions, and the second he brought my father in without my permission (even though I told him in the previous session I didn't want parents there) and had us sort out differences. We never scheduled another appointment. My newest session is with his wife, coincidentally enough. Back to it, and here are my flood gates to you. I like to think I used to have many friends. Now, I know factually I am invisible to most, if not all. I'm only there when people need me. Whether it be as an emotional guide, a therapist, etc. I am always there for people. And, some are even there for me sometimes. I've been isolating more than I have in my entire life, especially today. I stuck to the things I do for my family today: dishes, laundry, trash, the chores so I can feel appreciated for who I am for once in a great, great while. Often what I've found to be the most painful part about being so lonely is the lies of apprenticeship. The 'I love you's, the 'hope you get better's, etc. but all without action. The empty words might be a better phrase. It was with someone who said she loved me, and from a really personal standpoint, I loved her. Now I realize her actions never matched her words; she never put any effort in, and that is not love. She loved me when it was convenient, and never anymore. I was and still am so attached. It's so incredibly difficult to let go, like a sludge of gum is stuck from my heart to her back. And this isn't even the first time. When I need to detach like this, I isolate even more than I did before. In this context, I blocked her on all socials, numbers too, and haven't looked her in the eye or talked to her at all in person. I know it's a bad way to go about non-attachment, and im attempting to teach myself other ways, but frankly that's the only way I know how. I'll admit, though frankly this will just inspire people to put the suicide hotline in the comments to feel like they've helped: I'm at a point where the thought of not being here anymore sounds bad, but not anywhere as bad as it used to be. I'm at a point where I've realized that while people would miss me, it would not be because of who I am, but because they ""lost someone"". They never valued me for my me, they valued me in benefit to their existence. They would miss me only at the final moments to make up for their insolence beforehand. I am lonely in that, though I know others who will be in my situation soon if they aren't already. I often wonder if making it into the workforce is worth it at all. I need to cry. I need to wail. I need to vomit. I need to scream. My first therapy session can't come sooner. I need truth. I need a flashlight to show me the how not to walk into the sludge. I need a love I can't get from my mom, my friends, etc. I need a love for who I was, who I am, and what I can be. Everything right now is either pain or boredom, and somehow the boredom is often worse. I've been trying to build hope for the future to cure my mental stress, and this has partially been the first step. This is what I'm working towards. Just hope for me is all I ask. I don't want a moment that pushes me over, and I believe in the power of other people. Hope that I stay. Thank you, and I hope you all in your kind endeavors too :) **TL;DR: Living has become so cold to the point where I need to practice involution and am seeking help. Please hope for me.**",2.5450094292803978,4.205267179354841,4.0421935483871,87.31836724565758,75.91612903225806,6.833746898263028,24.31017369727047,7.61054688173877,1.1162933002481394,2964,96,618,40,65,984,297,775,0.105,0.737,0.158,0.9931,3,4,0,0,0,2,112.0,2,6,7,12,48,44,1,1,41,0,63,15,2,8,15,126,131,49,1,26,21,4,3,5,2,6,4,3,2,2,39,28,1,1,18,1,1,13,22,15,0,6,21,10,112,29,94,93,20,93,0,6,2,8,59,37,1,22,43,461,151,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428219301594157,0.0,0.040929873365931776,0.0,0.0,0.033450766525193035,0.051579818500565734,0.0,0.0,0.1463492605613158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459858444966149,0.0,0.0,0.07564787537409187,0.12321434298146818,0.059971319243781275,0.05432629500851191,0.04185691648932716,0.055420086063802027,0.0,0.08700880239512128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474535413869139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054032710941659366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051392895659723374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066386052358787,0.0,0.05082623657079137,0.16457896662634502,0.12995765705123533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841728251782932,0.0,0.04637178747297147,0.0,0.04974370513543157,0.03514121947884448,0.0472299442074736,0.0538850468688336,0.0,0.20920419216552352,0.0,0.0539341021243862,0.07600787067258111,0.045475198857433764,0.05139930470973283,0.0,0.05591142013923015,0.0,0.0,0.10846390733138923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058290177259067086,0.06594180314573563,0.0,0.0,0.29313956034509264,0.0,0.0,0.052658723038047764,0.0,0.053133450005774616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512236312649814,0.16220064223195718,0.08019254227247836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029992687175345,0.03474422679872559,0.12015831455802822,0.0,0.043435515030766494,0.04353144556424432,0.04130706266293949,0.0,0.053696502675793616,0.0,0.31077015117085977,0.0,0.06566917782057366,0.04987076001456218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957177215388587,0.05218262894681694,0.0,0.057610526349821216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012099363285721,0.1896911203046752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523855562605068,0.0,0.14964430830107206,0.10468287991985044,0.0,0.054619477372375394,0.05326778494588858,0.0,0.17051014894000338,0.08590131244948859,0.0,0.05399565437958398,0.1860011296878493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889871714932236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302452056005693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572248063315028,0.04200784019178151,0.0467907861610139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055291422180643125,0.0,0.05014283006935887,0.08335675503674086,0.0,0.09729998572929556,0.0,0.0,0.052429806551576766,0.039283056299612484,0.0,0.05634677621026184,0.0,0.0,0.05380568268232449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039536916561464616,0.0,0.045287380284907135,0.11250569938928713,0.11422635193852462,0.032679532766973274,0.031518852469243235,0.1449862544500568,0.039051225015526436,0.057365962892454235,0.0,0.09325240144077993,0.04700298399254229,0.0,0.03339666100635192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591693006526212,0.08496842733740548,0.0,0.0,0.05802686430309718,0.11713377602897862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559945886128031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094834468325457,0.05334426489649682,0.03581077709290481,0.0,0.050128632182445114,0.10482911709817627,0.0,0.0,0.031676633349590345 lonely,jenniferchecked,2020/02/21,"Any advice appreciated? I'm a 20F in my third year of college. I never had any trouble with friends before, but I've somehow managed to spend my college years completely isolated. I have a very social roommate (the going out every weekend type) and I wouldn't consider us friends, but I always get the impression that she feels bad for my consistent lack of friends and social plans. So, she's invited me to her boyfriend's birthday party this weekend and I immediately got anxious and said no. However, I realized that this is the first time I've even been invited to a party (ew?) and could be the last. I'm contemplating the idea of going, but realizing that I really don't think I have the social skills to even be around people my own age. I'm also not a big drinker (which I know they all are) and I won't know anyone there (it's a small group of 30 people, so I know I'd be the outsider). The party is also on a boat, so it's not like I can go home at any time...it's a thing I'd have to commit to for a few hours. I'm not expecting to go and make a ton of friends or anything, but I just thought maybe I could feel sort of normal for one night of my life. But anxiety is kind of a bitch, and there's also the possibility I'd just stand in the corner all night hating life. I'm just super indecisive and would like to hear anyone's thoughts other than my own....",5.2070070422535215,4.705970440140844,6.5810915492957776,79.4941021126761,68.19014084507043,9.635211267605632,30.77816901408451,9.188382445141503,2.3837507042253527,1071,37,228,18,16,367,146,284,0.127,0.737,0.136,0.3897,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,4,15,14,2,1,20,0,19,2,0,1,4,50,42,21,0,7,12,0,2,2,4,3,2,2,1,0,10,12,0,0,11,2,1,4,8,5,0,3,6,4,26,9,27,28,7,26,0,0,0,0,15,9,1,4,14,146,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062767416941315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609204211908273,0.09049509833472874,0.0,0.0,0.22187684621001388,0.0,0.08319932400385477,0.12286521656888592,0.0,0.15209179077359927,0.0,0.08949830010582899,0.09681738907881564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080811615408817,0.0,0.0,0.09254477139044916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140303534633514,0.0,0.0,0.17366830824052218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436668377771166,0.0,0.09163303221085822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109982296977042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250922314269686,0.0,0.0,0.33610364093888445,0.0,0.056821396592880324,0.0,0.2472379730226795,0.0,0.08698344822606763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737568829377604,0.0,0.0,0.12257780445128845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090928159925068,0.0,0.10710440271093948,0.0,0.0,0.12277417750526765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325438285486494,0.1793111224350225,0.08865202115064758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363752497372096,0.10626701328340638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259659285166607,0.0,0.10926170297191608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388062397224401,0.0,0.0,0.20412342184582824,0.10655943045837436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369701552685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507977565182342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260793788089693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967295176545492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034534545695588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332594261702641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225376694524037,0.06968752695863713,0.0,0.1726828918465789,0.12683495027228908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082209253578975,0.0,0.0,0.08973647223633592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725833219930768,0.0,0.0,0.1400727544038942 lonely,beingAliveIsAwesome,2020/02/21,"Is loneliness a boon or bane? Why loneliness is so good some of the times, but also the worst the other times?",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.18181818181819,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,86,2,18,2,2,28,17,22,0.33899999999999997,0.588,0.073,-0.8277,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264042499298351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472274800642397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218328361066356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811350337033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i8ladybird,2020/02/21,"Sam Smith’s new single “To Die For” I always have known that I am lonely person. Valentines always comes around and I always laugh that I’m single. But I didn’t know how broken or lonely I was until I heard the song, To Due For. In the beginning it’s audio from the movie Donnie Darko where he says “ I don’t want to be alone.” And I started to cry. Does anyone relate or is there any song that makes you feel lonely or makes you realize how lonely you are.",2.157605263157894,3.7416035368421054,3.573881578947372,90.59029605263159,76.78947368421052,5.592105263157895,16.085526315789473,5.985473137389443,-0.5176052631578947,356,4,75,2,8,117,63,95,0.223,0.727,0.049,-0.9451,0,9,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,17,18,9,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,6,11,1,10,14,2,9,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173947041703106,0.0,0.0,0.5826404723641404,0.0,0.0,0.15872490193925587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320374335131388,0.0,0.0,0.2077818959036956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105963813027564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563868525783371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422398265075493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042562162811389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801769495730667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827449466348292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160224092777977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254261311455597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380216675647275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561477613424632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520681964993067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376696157233792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fluffystompers,2020/02/21,"I hate when people it's healthy to be lonely, sometime. I grew up as a lonely bitch. Even when I actually had friend, I felt so lonely inside that it caused me to distant myself from them overtime. Now I got one or two internet friends, but I am still a lonely bitch. It is often overwhelming, and rarely goes by. I hate when people tell me it's healthy to be lonely sometime. I am so done with everything! I am done with being myself, done with squashing myself down out of fear, done with letting people walk on me. I am done with defending those who do not give a damn crap about me, done with overthinking, done with feeling like no fucking interaction is actually perfectly genuine. I'd like not to be so sensitive, and react normally. I'd love people to be nicer overall. It could be great to have people to hang out with, and just be able to let go, to relax. I feel so lonely overall that I get very excited as soon as something is willing to chat with me. And then I feel like a burden to them, I feel I am going to make them flee like everyone before. Loneliness undermine everything, and I do not think it's healthy. Part of the problem come from me, but feeling like an alien doesn't help. &#x200B; Honestly, I just wish I was a dog. It would be great to be a dog. This was my yearly rant.",3.539478764478765,5.0025275328185375,4.7230482625482635,84.2660395752896,72.89961389961391,7.805482625482623,27.235714285714288,8.395991825355821,1.8502013899613905,1017,37,203,17,20,335,131,259,0.185,0.579,0.23600000000000002,0.96,0,12,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,1,15,31,7,2,8,0,36,3,1,3,1,42,55,19,0,5,8,0,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,0,7,2,0,7,5,17,0,2,12,6,31,14,36,29,1,20,0,7,0,2,12,5,5,2,13,153,43,0,0.0864295228278592,0.0,0.16868549334286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364635187411224,0.10502133041854622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354515809135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878692805199735,0.0,0.07445138092323847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900694114376515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191318667960113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708588469155765,0.0,0.0,0.08258711291785001,0.15535456421975266,0.0,0.0,0.09725724201900622,0.21850681829178895,0.18523580513297352,0.08298589587387181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355046987820554,0.07990270114757941,0.04515585843055415,0.08291107383993661,0.09823977918441514,0.0,0.06912558489260888,0.1905777080814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066252046626365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057931887295363874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767600857416292,0.0,0.2111254956493173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800601878600892,0.0,0.05769237762383974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468258164604398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856688148178929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359475072705713,0.0,0.29959674318510904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270138078424052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665376692373266,0.17096201614785803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902272857589441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554321248697347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538054835691834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844290851019652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131340796486277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938968582502077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061397053232756814,0.0,0.10502133041854622,0.05565777899792555 lonely,Lostbutwakingup,2020/02/21,"I'm very lonely i'm very lonely and i don't know if no body cares or if they do care but they dont show any care because they dont get that i'm very lonely. is it my fault ?",-2.4523255813953497,-0.9179287906976724,0.661674418604651,105.63623255813955,92.72093023255816,3.44,10.925581395348836,3.1291,-2.101266046511628,134,1,39,0,5,47,26,43,0.226,0.573,0.201,-0.2934,0,6,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,13,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399237028913254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542924912569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285527249478458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293574117437246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822978480656159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075009900835726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308019132811972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093200901659218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melllpo,2020/02/21,"Lonelier around people I just started college and at the beginning of the year I thought I was lonely bc I lost all my friends and family moving away and I tried to force myself to go out and meet people.... that didn’t really work out but since I live within an hour of my hometown I just started coming home on the weekends. It helped for a little bit. Now though I just feel so desperate to get some social interaction on the weekend I think I annoy the hell out of my family which makes them shut down to me. But then I’m just sad and lonely even on the weekends and I can’t help but feel like I’m not worth any attention or support. For at least 6 years I’ve consciously disliked myself but I think this is making it a lot worse. I think about how much I hate myself every day and I sometimes hurt myself in little ways without even thinking about it. Anyways, I’d love to know if anyone has experienced something similar or even just wants to talk to me for a bit? I could use someone to even just chit chat with.",2.6594202898550705,4.520881342995171,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,76.14975845410628,6.725603864734301,23.57729468599034,7.594959193182576,1.0675584541062797,806,25,163,11,18,264,126,207,0.203,0.7170000000000001,0.08,-0.9816,0,4,1,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,1,2,18,12,3,0,10,0,6,1,0,4,1,47,30,18,0,3,15,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,0,10,4,1,3,4,8,0,0,4,3,26,4,31,25,7,32,1,5,0,1,10,16,1,5,13,115,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411352766305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648701251898168,0.0,0.0,0.1101104365820663,0.0,0.0,0.11621094565341596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700751657628215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654809186945703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875650140320168,0.0,0.0,0.07976989908492245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267846485123728,0.0,0.1042142664461074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320808660425746,0.0,0.12508288905190448,0.08836425122040305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556268505256653,0.0,0.06462298607279612,0.0,0.07029594943691027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211839245843227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581376928606656,0.0,0.1240712821446072,0.0,0.12180985930908,0.0,0.1324128388396123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797685885148776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042874807015635,0.2479400030072797,0.10922064797372392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502238460897298,0.10515692250939697,0.1116351685209379,0.0,0.16512824006770355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146302979228627,0.09092647508410404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715023196122531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923906242307578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231775097486084,0.0,0.0,0.12608650749352146,0.1048022429531573,0.09522270247730742,0.12233269804283725,0.0,0.1750970165987884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036208997128913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941743853313346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170225551731607,0.12152492146193986,0.09819614426909276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397747678803541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682855590092837,0.0,0.0,0.07295564142129367,0.0981794652634845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923286823482185,0.0,0.09004788537120363,0.0,0.12605080623828185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593047724940158 lonely,TheSoundofBeans,2020/02/21,"I’m 20, live at home, and have nobody to talk to. I feel like everything in my life is going alright from an outside perspective, but every single day I’m miserable and I talk to nobody. I Have good relationships with coworkers, but no actual friendships. School is entirely online, so I sit in my room with no friends to go hang out with, no notifications on my phone, and I feel worthless. I’ve grown apart from all of my high school friends already, and haven’t made a new friend since. After my girlfriend and I broke up a while back, I realized she was my only friend, and now I have nothing.",5.807399267399268,5.998675991452996,6.359340659340661,79.2392307692308,66.86324786324786,9.762637362637363,31.244200244200243,9.606745405546679,2.693389255189256,469,17,93,9,7,153,75,117,0.14800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.201,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,1,1,17,14,10,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,2,15,7,17,12,2,20,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16921204040853532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134968938452065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333328357900015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118277652148945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609581626486629,0.0,0.1558394991617361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535110498768247,0.12387600902372126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358693757898068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709286383376495,0.14543853590658418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320516264317066,0.17393295426896874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122476573558644,0.0847138071996976,0.0,0.15311415857780405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407396717708506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746946804787102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663806528111322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187746441619555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616522563226526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35097732220661154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434371306042615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874248562640674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AubThayer,2020/02/21,"Every time I feel alone I breakdown hysterically crying I’m not sure why I’ve never been able to be okay with being alone and not having anyone to talk to. I don’t really have friends so whenever I am finally talking to someone and we stop for whatever reason I always act like we’ve been married for 20 years and had a sudden divorce. When in reality I’ve known them for a few months and should not be so upset over not talking anymore that I cry myself to sleep. Anyone else get like this?",2.6358555555555583,4.644155230000006,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,76.7,6.844444444444445,24.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.3773777777777778,393,13,75,6,9,134,69,100,0.17,0.731,0.099,-0.7543,0,2,0,0,1,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,11,1,1,1,2,17,14,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,1,9,5,11,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,10,48,11,0,0.1744062072248142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612644650496977,0.0,0.0,0.14511993580100732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729640932211368,0.2438977504757813,0.17869976967385434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831540583037661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569400682062256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694475166494378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818501869305417,0.0,0.0,0.1910534751067237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474580306858874,0.0,0.091120044924222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704121265044753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920937067457245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451281881340335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172908227438533,0.17931862833990392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453216130187466,0.0,0.14777381341205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581139863294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437578629670632,0.0,0.0,0.4205433089327794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169766197035494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737447487018766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231187932066422 lonely,38cats,2020/02/21,"Self inflicted I dont have a support network or friends and i feel dirty all the time. I'm tired of being sober because it makes my trauma clearer and I want to say goodbye to the few who know me. I keep going back to help pages on suicide and it leaves me in tears. I feel sick doing anything even though I dont mind doing things alone, I'm just in a bad place. I stopped harming my genitals but im still problematic and pathetic. I keep feeling like this is it for me and i cant even express any of it well. I thought my physical health was shit for the longest time but its just anxiety symptoms being so severe that it makes me sick. I also learned I've missed my chance at knowing acceptance and safety, and because of my age i'm not worth helping anymore. I'm just closeted trash that needs to kill herself so i stop being shitty. I'm so exhausted and goodbye makes me feel like i can breathe again. I'm addicted to being alone.",1.8002878289473685,3.9638380364583337,3.285427631578949,89.50628289473686,80.09375,6.125438596491227,27.292763157894736,7.273561745256523,1.4628812499999997,741,33,152,10,19,243,112,192,0.322,0.565,0.113,-0.9933,0,2,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,2,0,5,0,13,9,2,3,1,35,36,16,2,2,7,0,4,2,1,0,7,1,1,1,11,8,0,4,9,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,2,5,24,6,14,30,3,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,1,10,95,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392949094328708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467519864670364,0.0,0.10218257434233574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689219199181171,0.0,0.09774843691561742,0.0,0.12671964768456725,0.0,0.0,0.10514891853621666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825200426764066,0.10668778285870073,0.15578236097544262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995054901020148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878993907056358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584299270844315,0.18256667377008795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871956874884497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261815434952575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358201166984685,0.0,0.0,0.17129137578686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380202135461365,0.0,0.0,0.2271467002978086,0.14136542450393613,0.0,0.1404449066500931,0.0,0.0,0.13529653759013072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484998608477706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558748004847153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290175287244334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474442710311676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334989245557822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161275620473503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329843490040544,0.1443507265798335,0.1311604245921146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020422317509622,0.21365323540924688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976641481031227,0.1449989081306176,0.0,0.1328083878116404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488882409471651,0.0,0.125539459595142,0.10144002347476792,0.14901464986436555,0.1468599357279283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536570843466535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488614164664855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sinach170,2020/02/21,"I wish I was like the average girl 19F Most of the girls I know have had their first kiss, a boyfriend, and lots of friends. I have none of that, I can't even keep friends because of boring I am (I suppose.) I wish I had someone to trust and tell everything. No guy has had a crush on me. I always hear my college classmates talking about how they have guys inviting them for dates and they just laugh at them and call them stupid, and I just have to sit there awkwardly because I don't even have friends. Men always say how women have it easier I wish I could relate. Could be my boring personality or my face",3.577195340501792,4.6701912177419365,4.057526881720431,90.5118458781362,72.30645161290323,7.124014336917562,26.681003584229394,7.3871296695380915,1.1134831541218642,477,16,105,5,9,150,77,124,0.102,0.6459999999999999,0.252,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,1,8,11,1,1,4,0,17,2,1,2,0,19,23,8,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,2,24,7,10,16,3,5,0,0,0,1,21,2,0,3,3,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659120213179527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480996897600686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631609155138747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551546533066981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110762899464725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436067130208017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591517645209147,0.0,0.0,0.3703543072181112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164295181406523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009213952005898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202648284741942,0.0,0.0,0.08781503803134626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806410739809111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584562901908667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952029256900514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270694432916668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538744075845854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843114985409582,0.1396613287903247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512432606477607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheNewGuy_88,2020/02/21,"Introvertness at an all time high Y'all ever feel like you want to go out, let loose, make some new friends and have a fun night?? This is always me, but I'm such an introvert I get so shy around people and I try my best to work up the courage to talk to new people, but the introvert in me is like ""nah not today"" smh! Reason why I have so little friends to hang with and just talk to. So if anybody is down to talk just say ""hey!"" friends",1.3992741935483863,2.897386279569893,2.6469758064516142,96.79046370967743,78.6774193548387,5.940322580645162,20.227150537634405,6.6274283507984215,-0.07463333333333377,336,8,82,3,8,108,64,93,0.059000000000000004,0.659,0.282,0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,8,8,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,19,12,9,0,2,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,14,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,8,51,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678307382456288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703783111094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851261418712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595684026510401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919565763033625,0.12602375206324976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088701469621801,0.0,0.0921643205475889,0.0,0.10025501467546427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863815453501499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180386042570367,0.0,0.17236512411090466,0.1768041319538513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775169311980807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074605544303194,0.0,0.16554412255177536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459400160793004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137369835821526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028431947591374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253629194416832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286316171782947,0.0,0.16721129335808005,0.0,0.0,0.1197674010413508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404822695956444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917805527868914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842492549996554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rowkuu,2020/02/21,The shitty thing is The people who say “I’m done being treated like a last priority” Don’t realize that Doesnt change the fact that you’re still last priority. You still feel lonely and you still don’t have people to look out for you.,9.017500000000002,5.9958090833333335,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,62.33333333333334,12.1,32.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.7711333333333337,188,4,39,3,2,62,35,48,0.128,0.8190000000000001,0.053,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,3,8,0,6,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753539414420187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663686220799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316112261617469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243447000489314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271653011729262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185793419050032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360906767421819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069942841164928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.623607492794947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292613673004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GWAY88,2020/02/21,I haven’t really talked with anyone in a while It’s reading week at my school and I live too far away for to head home and there’s no one to talk with I would love to talk with someone who also lives in Canada,-0.09468085106383127,1.8187463404255344,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,85.59574468085106,4.611063829787233,13.655319148936169,5.6839178017228535,-1.1922561702127659,166,2,41,1,5,54,37,47,0.05,0.856,0.095,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,11,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553218574020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222142893175387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797383343851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381013312866962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327172611549695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097246295624081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939116786499126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572107883793441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320651209546032,0.0,0.14862663837142728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347987518947124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965748279648657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594240731591965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860982812396164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480780432011774,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tangenela,2020/02/21,"I'm third wheeling my best friends. I dont like being dramatic, or causing issues or anything of that sort. I've thought things were fine, but as of late, I feel like I've been kinda cut out from my two best friends. These are my ride or dies, and we have been like that for years. We've made it though some tough situations together and we have always been 3. Lately though, it just seems like its them two and me, not US. Whenever we have to do something in teams, I'm the first one cast out. I'm always that first to be asked to watch the others stuff while they go somewhere, and I'm always the one that will stay back if needed. Now grant it, I do volunteer myself for this stuff sometimes simply because it just seems like the right thing to do so that my buddies can be happy. I just dont want to get left behind, cause I dont have anyone else like them. What's worse is that it's starting to cause feelings of resentment and jealously when they do leave me out. I find myself getting a bit upset when I'm the last to learn information, or when I'm not told stuff at all, and I HATE feeling that way towards the people I care about. I can't help but feel like I'm alone without them, even if I do have other friends. I dont want things to end and I dont want them to get worse, but I dont know how to make it better. Please help?",3.8570567375886498,4.09945576950355,4.4540425531914885,91.03333333333336,71.09219858156028,7.401418439716313,24.88652482269504,6.937597516519254,0.6946439716312063,1045,26,241,8,18,333,145,282,0.192,0.6779999999999999,0.13,-0.9257,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,6,6,14,22,4,1,7,0,28,0,0,6,1,53,58,25,1,6,15,0,4,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,25,13,0,0,11,1,0,2,10,6,0,7,7,5,31,16,26,47,5,26,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,11,21,160,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865151403282139,0.0,0.0,0.18956587937080774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099402792025414,0.07781007434667904,0.062492607422778915,0.0,0.07099416908096243,0.0,0.0,0.058393600397174276,0.0,0.046292658371368985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593898577174551,0.0671632509567808,0.08290741923716953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742645849731933,0.23403561086135746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881430815165896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340105996658115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343859045408075,0.0,0.06726079268401314,0.0,0.0,0.05015802133817663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359130844529031,0.10850389743634886,0.0,0.0,0.06940829283742718,0.12918999708389511,0.0,0.0,0.1760144566577558,0.0,0.1190274192792728,0.0,0.043158768294593634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084013447474983,0.0,0.07497557749542767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180270849166438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926221098215742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173494382060667,0.06190168917680356,0.17132851087942,0.08041008435449674,0.0825096368073224,0.0,0.0,0.2597050399103077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185679070088641,0.05069091113402062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563089603856634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291857284672984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264762005080835,0.0,0.0,0.08335992648658602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485282029605696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826686097093535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536036726059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846275049306416,0.07510715214710616,0.0,0.053751116735709016,0.0809425289879974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080130562896386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135459401530416,0.0,0.14922242232752694,0.060288319197336376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256445607130159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483657781599863,0.0,0.09134713912329498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437512327979728,0.060278078986567514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320398649519501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477982965909673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048903228559867215 lonely,probablyerick,2020/02/21,"Reduced to me. My friend group was tight. The promises after highschool we’d stay together but we drifted away, out of state, or a college too far instate to visit. Group chats fade, you get the occasional text once a week, they’ve made new friends and you’re left to come home from college looking forward to talking to someone who still enjoys your company but they’re not there anymore. I used to have it all, the late night conversations, the sleepovers, I miss it dearly. I’m left with nothing. College has left me with superficial relationships, never anything deeper than inside of class to “hang out” I have no one to talk to anymore, I’m alone and I wish I wasnt.",2.790959821428572,5.493090640625002,3.4632142857142867,86.51750000000001,80.09375,5.5321428571428575,27.892857142857146,6.868970318607317,1.4889982142857143,534,24,98,6,14,168,90,128,0.055,0.7959999999999999,0.15,0.9267,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,2,18,15,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,3,2,12,5,19,11,1,22,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,1,9,58,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727563151486313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32034900436699365,0.0,0.0,0.13290895286889848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174394378792408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391265476108292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495644214459329,0.0,0.0843822990244287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200767972060245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219029351359087,0.0,0.5264432009756602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356277067609809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282464922552158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456645416681696,0.1559873461386934,0.0,0.15156617623723176,0.0,0.1549731827739079,0.0,0.0,0.17200285871174753,0.10944334307640294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340127623375035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368468828311682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214815022158686,0.12898207950426568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596312097709492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949276714365227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955356467325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572850745665695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deathramen_,2020/02/21,"Maybe not being lonely isn't meant for me. I'ma be 100% honest with you guys, I've been feeling really eh lately. And it usually happens in periods, but it's been constant recently. Maybe not having having there who will listen to me and love me isn't something I deserve. Idrk how much longer I can go on like this.",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076929,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.61538461538461,7.661538461538463,25.30769230769231,8.238735603445708,1.6205999999999996,250,8,49,4,5,85,52,65,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9186,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,0,9,16,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,6,3,5,10,1,8,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929974471221247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709252161309946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154090604087246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846337743388465,0.2397611947974915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058487855651477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246143439208186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447072796166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447772155290849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993132689075938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369414729986765,0.0,0.2677102103166433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873071443066804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861367075627016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PiGuy180,2020/02/21,"Why do I feel empty inside? It feels like every single person in my high school has been in a relationship, and yet here I am, a bisexual with no one else to turn to. I’m just so scared about asking guys out because of I ask one of them out, I’ll likely get harassed by their piece of shit friends. Everyone’s a piece of shit at my school except for my close friends and the teachers. I just feel like there’s nothing out there for me. I’ve asked my friends for support, but those who aren’t LGBTQ themselves can’t really get behind it. I just need to know that there are people out there who will support me no matter what happens to me.",5.946525974025973,5.0359694318181845,6.1567099567099595,84.50863636363641,66.8030303030303,8.754978354978356,29.463203463203463,7.447530270364453,1.5396567099567102,503,14,109,4,7,161,84,132,0.113,0.7659999999999999,0.122,0.0463,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,11,12,3,1,4,0,8,2,2,0,0,19,23,4,0,1,5,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,3,14,8,23,21,3,10,0,0,0,0,13,9,2,0,4,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995606678022233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868462191221673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901242921024327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003411970728703,0.13613278809554738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610593716869766,0.20355610552264888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302076529919669,0.0,0.14886566898430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106417353081904,0.12598260184370672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052361515838825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829582926560638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880571807408915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563705961676327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367003909290645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930778927726444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876829087052273,0.1243961996824612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126764913039344,0.0,0.0,0.15295563932073614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426337592936357,0.2883672851514973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29247950545771784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233384542161794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496257578073594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855380230600064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notmeanttobeloved,2020/02/21,"That moment when you wake up from a dream that involved you having a girlfriend... Happened his morning. Oh cool my celeb crush is magically in the living room. Oh cool she’s also my girlfriend. Oh great we’re having a good time watching movies. Oh sweet popcorn’s ready. Oh no my alarm.",1.0650101010101023,3.6253897636363632,1.8115151515151524,92.95949494949495,96.8181818181818,3.171717171717172,20.65656565656565,5.033348758259628,-0.1119494949494948,227,8,42,1,9,70,41,55,0.096,0.607,0.297,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,5,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786578702286987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971494307027634,0.0,0.5220355474716791,0.0,0.0,0.4187145871999893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181092757339467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761017243579953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NAC825,2020/02/21,"Who wants to talk? Well, since we are all lonely here, why not try to make some new friends. Anybody into Warhammer 40k, Hiking, Aquariums, Birds, Science, Engineering?",5.272738095238097,8.538433178571427,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,74.35714285714286,6.590476190476192,30.76190476190476,7.793537801064563,2.511247619047619,131,6,20,2,3,39,27,28,0.076,0.7559999999999999,0.168,0.4696,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225587417952516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27868386767180003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032231983626552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535954069955904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355699336839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834544596249931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462517654330603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753817988562435,0.0,0.3767279681355039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Manny0w0,2020/02/21,"Jokes Does anyone know any jokes that I can use to make my crush laugh . To be honest I should probably be posting on r/crush. InfernoSpider~",2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,80.85185185185185,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8397999999999994,112,3,22,2,3,35,22,27,0.051,0.603,0.34600000000000003,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565607196562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30399878720858403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804670208796444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389362523600404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902099590007947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163860464268784,0.0,0.4687517308860497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754985920689427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waxalwaysmelts,2020/02/21,"It’s my 21st birthday I didn’t have any plans with anyone so I was going to buy a six pack of beer for myself and watch a movie but when I went to the checkout at the store, the teller told me my license was expired and he couldn’t sell alcohol to me. So now I can’t even drink alone on my birthday",3.3948507462686592,2.968390238805973,4.679813432835825,91.34419776119404,71.98507462686567,7.2970149253731345,25.70522388059701,5.985473137389443,0.5939582089552236,234,6,57,1,4,78,50,67,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,1,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,1,5,1,10,0,8,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141907157504168,0.0,0.4014020040016777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263558506244243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709955040804025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37966761616291617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255984014160252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026297009952814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703363939587636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35927802294077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lewis2146,2020/02/21,"I miss having good friends. I missing having good friends with deep connections too. I moved away for university a couple of years ago now and I still feel like I have not made any true friends. I have met so many people but deep down I’ve not had that spark, that flash of connection with any of them. I feels like I’ll never have friends like that again and I’ll have no one to share my feelings etc. with. I tried finding people online but it’s not the same. I just feel like I’ve dug myself into a pit of numbness and I don’t know what to do. Has anyone else been experiencing this?",0.11245989304812908,2.492645603305789,1.4238988818667977,97.53124939231894,92.96694214876032,4.169372873116188,17.035002430724358,5.900188976854957,-0.5425327175498298,462,12,103,4,17,146,76,121,0.095,0.68,0.225,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,2,23,20,6,0,0,6,0,4,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,5,13,12,13,16,2,12,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,10,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715583216147262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104388442647308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818846542325118,0.15853572913065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537077313045735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120208605056492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925425501907634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725611055930398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129377561576032,0.33161023115621724,0.0,0.0,0.14141734736904854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781656781262291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595547321395581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503371580584225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30236648628479845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640608947368752,0.0,0.15686852933794845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444993345095674,0.0,0.0,0.11933472464415372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484677674671523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145359428539096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356489589933392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504923316457758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996388843177182 lonely,pretty_pointless,2020/02/21,I have so many inside jokes with myself it’s pathetic I mean I think I’m kinda funny but I could just have a shitty sense of humour so,-2.131,-0.7467914333333319,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,113.33333333333334,3.333333333333334,8.333333333333334,5.46131890053228,-1.4686666666666668,107,1,23,1,6,38,24,30,0.221,0.5479999999999999,0.231,-0.1691,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44203490637502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613020519799,0.0,0.6030741046990539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547488861583832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iamsatanhimself_666,2020/02/21,"I just want someone to talk to Hey there, honestly i just want to have someone to talk to. It doesnt have to be some commitment, i just need to dump all my feelings out to someone who will listen and understand. I would prefer someone whos like me but im not too picky. I love MCR, Pierce the veil, Hawthorn Heights, Fall out boy, and old Panic!. Yes im emo and scene. I write songs, I play 3 instruments and Im a theatre person. I am transgender ftm and pansexual. I am not going to give out personal info except my name and age ( Landon, 19). Honestly I just want someone to talk to. Please?",0.6415112160566707,2.9346516694214912,2.7013754427390806,91.08894628099172,86.02479338842976,6.101770956316411,22.692443919716645,7.447530270364453,1.0232262101534828,456,17,98,8,14,153,73,121,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.191,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,2,1,8,1,0,0,2,31,19,7,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,9,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,13,5,15,16,2,8,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,1,3,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236834812738982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729863219306526,0.08134128943383656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637989868376298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992369156789678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917598562071358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612544392334837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018571027994645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792646018641827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994262357495145,0.0,0.15710837392869054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063471398888269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451155880504331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899827078791314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532566666592906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167196056121866,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChocolateSquid101,2020/02/21,"I don’t know anymore I feel like I’m not cared for anymore, even though all of the “friends” I have say they do care, I just always have this feeling that they’re gonna leave me by my self, like all the the other friendships I’ve had other these years.",9.34,4.662824481481486,8.26962962962963,83.86333333333334,63.444444444444436,10.8,36.25925925925926,3.1291,1.9942148148148144,198,5,47,0,2,61,40,54,0.063,0.66,0.27699999999999997,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,12,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,5,3,10,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028296929670496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834932392813779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970636548094642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100264617700652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465070035633457,0.17414377742283702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833008514058805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396534021672096,0.0,0.0,0.2581089926395593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381798138621063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938494998503675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542971561977596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394951417809261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697487649387815 lonely,subtlemimki,2020/02/21,*sigh* I reached the point where the thought of someone appreciating me and wanting more than a simple friendship is science fiction to me. The tiny bit of attraction I feel for people quickly turns into genuine despair and obsession and I don't know how to fix it :(,5.265204081632653,7.4632571020408225,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,69.81632653061224,7.348979591836735,38.78061224489796,8.07648339933343,3.4632000000000005,214,13,35,3,4,68,40,49,0.136,0.6779999999999999,0.187,0.4336,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,1,7,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44558850014975177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063703146107944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430575202998165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295626942366986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858288354992639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458198321784075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32402144433952995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439444274750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073442477806986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,digitalfriendislife,2020/02/22,"Tired of being a sex object! I’m actually taking a break from dating because it seems like every girl I encounter only wants me for one thing. & I know for some people that’s cool but not for me, in my opinion sex is pointless if you don’t have true feelings for the person. Anyways I’m 35M and I’ve never even had a real girlfriend. Every girl I was in love with only felt lust for me and treated me like crap and the one girl who didn’t turned out to be married with 3 children. It actually makes me pretty sad that women only see me as some kind of sex object, it makes me feel like I don’t really matter or something like that. I have a great personality and fairly good looking and can hold decent conversations but every time I meet someone and I think it’s going great BOOM...... he wants to fuck. Like do I have Manwhore or something written on my head. How can I get someone to genuinely interested in me... /:",3.947441382147265,4.844210877005351,5.479893048128343,81.39504319210201,71.24598930481284,7.251172357054711,26.684080625257092,7.321109707123232,1.3665782805429862,722,23,142,7,13,245,112,187,0.08,0.682,0.237,0.9878,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,3,17,2,0,6,1,14,9,2,3,2,34,35,13,0,3,6,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,7,9,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,7,20,14,19,28,2,10,0,1,2,6,14,5,2,7,8,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.25275076662697205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403154874728387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894328729518282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553492557918299,0.0,0.3273333517471929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096032087172865,0.09251633681575752,0.12434233902208745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197226185275297,0.0676595100731228,0.0,0.07359903631919201,0.1086202298569982,0.0,0.2855530778909065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290653132811328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485652442682436,0.07117097561880709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163409598678452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087491606401069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688071486744199,0.0,0.17288733469592849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988001462288912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550796929982682,0.2954765820878311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978046068853755,0.2261525033380497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175020778297214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740175846561704,0.08296237094583593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319641894181496,0.11789386171633745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945344354057952,0.19939411002134125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736947372610584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603545082637239,0.08297972621144117,0.0,0.0,0.07551372467187158,0.14884363063607095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408611136271984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276740539580502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xyzask,2020/02/22,"Lonely 1st year Im a first year student at university and ive never felt more alone. My current resident is a single room and shared common areas. My 3 other housemates end up to be upper years and i never really see them, ive met them and theyre cool but i wouldnt say i know them. anyways, im so lonely. I really dont have any friends, i go out (sometimes) to the dining hall and eat by myself and watch youtube or something. It really bugs me seeing all the other first years making so many friends and seeming to already find their 'group' while im all alone. Ive really pushed myself to be outgoing and ive tried to make friends but they all just seem disinterested when talking to me. Id say im a nice person and definitely on the shy side but i dont think thats a major factor. I feel embarrassed when my family asks if ive made any friends, they all have told me how fun uni is but i cant even seem to make friends. I feel like im wasting away in my room while everyone has fun. I also feel like now its 3 more months until my second year, and everyone has their groups that i should just give up now.",2.231316909294513,3.6250332425531937,4.0966629339305705,87.72105263157896,76.14893617021276,7.16013437849944,22.58118701007839,7.85451343220497,0.9302765957446812,872,24,191,13,19,296,126,235,0.131,0.735,0.134,-0.0908,1,6,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,2,13,15,0,1,7,1,18,2,0,5,6,42,38,25,0,3,8,0,4,2,5,2,0,2,2,1,6,11,2,0,10,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,4,10,33,12,16,30,8,35,0,2,3,0,23,13,0,5,22,117,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844977627851572,0.10039554519708917,0.07275439245095207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237351608683543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505135244315502,0.0,0.08547602540634583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213249079976141,0.0,0.0,0.0930923349564153,0.0,0.0,0.08057874975126665,0.0,0.0,0.06008954828134624,0.0,0.0,0.17386512746216778,0.0,0.0,0.0857651584515992,0.0,0.1380023388810465,0.12998818553381042,0.08735232927941733,0.0,0.08315146515570294,0.1547702313633949,0.0,0.0,0.3514435946426574,0.0,0.0,0.08727357036651003,0.051704409823429776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913546584204354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999866132715322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889367823789887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608477724931862,0.1821838583788856,0.09223654872574452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261709162534777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033437032613344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943773655183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331291626539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469735941814635,0.0,0.0,0.14499401633840658,0.24846653624969045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003865333378767,0.08997872573140897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312398547410111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058294482993842725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693256373108389,0.0,0.061767511649914335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929315028048389 lonely,buttsaladsandwich,2020/02/22,"I made a mistake I'm 21m. Ugly as fuck. Never had a kiss. Just pretty gross, and not charismatic either. Figured I was pretty hopeless. Not going to find anyone interested in me, so I went to a strip club with my friend. He bought me a lap dance and I cannot stop thinking about it. But, I'm not going to have anything else. Like at all, no kiss, no hugs, and I'm broke right now so I cant even get another lap dance. And I'll never be able to have sex. It all feels weird and hard to deal with. She was so hot. And she acted interested in me, because you know, paid to, but its fucking my brain up, I actually cant stop thinking about it. What do I do? I dont live in a state where escorts are legal, and even if I did, like I said I'm broke and will be for a while. What do I do?",-1.5788992209097756,0.35228560115607266,1.3943453128926857,98.46286252827343,94.72254335260116,4.164765016335763,15.61422467956773,5.7926816847441245,-0.8059779341543098,591,14,148,5,23,206,97,173,0.14800000000000002,0.718,0.133,-0.1446,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,0,10,16,2,0,6,0,18,7,1,1,4,32,36,16,0,2,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,6,3,2,6,11,8,0,0,9,4,19,8,17,24,3,20,0,3,0,6,7,7,2,1,8,96,25,1,0.17007406221193047,0.0,0.16596775124042418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833748325986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891973871749367,0.0,0.13995646195116662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367556975401927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898589002979152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533889021348908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932553426686145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207505555106473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246646281685956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599455600814683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544461171027962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139879857798512,0.31446145995600444,0.08885667795768178,0.0,0.1933140178266836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235295379161815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934682567706994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617919204807918,0.0,0.1501785128343977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092818988371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623432030223976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346052927997174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524231986010044,0.1617793797319083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437906284312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795318355152027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766035956957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lazyromcom,2020/02/22,"Does anyone else feel like they are missing out on the whole “high-school experience”? I feel miserable. I feel like i’m missing out on every high school experience that makes high school actually fun. I don’t have many friends, i don’t dress up for spirit days, i don’t get to sit in the pep section for football and basketball games. i don’t get to go to highschool parties or take part in the fun traditions my school has. i don’t get to have one of those favorite teachers who love me and let me talk to them and hang around all the time. i don’t get to do sports and be good at it. i don’t hang around the popular group. i hate high school while the popular group are all having the time of their lives. it’s not fair anymore, but life isn’t fair sometimes. it’s stupid but does anyone else feel like they are missing out?",3.7452745098039197,4.696227429411767,4.164411764705882,90.43818627450982,71.76470588235293,7.549019607843138,25.93137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.1217843137254908,653,20,146,8,12,205,88,170,0.11,0.7340000000000001,0.156,0.6169,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,2,16,2,1,7,0,18,2,0,1,2,20,35,8,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,2,0,3,9,6,0,1,0,4,17,10,21,33,5,23,1,4,0,1,11,15,0,1,7,84,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.10045238008288368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208657258978199,0.14395291499373286,0.2109437475587901,0.0,0.1832728158316508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638632303035234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016301057486486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198253725614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672948112040628,0.0,0.0,0.2013857134031999,0.0,0.0,0.20819364631085455,0.2206162146303254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952943845138466,0.0,0.21512287104926206,0.0,0.058501886809157376,0.08633928798632573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016297017132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350374733747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526080793628476,0.07270796622189765,0.1508705327093776,0.0,0.09089590561282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290532448949268,0.0,0.06871173721116157,0.10436270623043918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975327305614548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147153542939214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208924153040483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180805169128464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739636570630579,0.08273745190882753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004764176891072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149263046311318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,selscar,2020/02/22,"I'm just feel needy at the moment. I'm feeling for some human to human contact. Someone to physically be here with me or just someone to chat too. I'm trying to distract myself with my assignments but I can shake the feeling that I need someone to talk to. We can chat about anything I don't mind. I just... want to feel like no matter how boring the day is, I can be someone to just casually converse with. I sometimes wonder too ""hmm, am I actually that boring? Do you actually want to be that disconnected from me? Is it too much if I ask for you to share details about your day?"" I probably ask for too much. And if I don't ask then I won't know and we won't chat about anything......... ""long distance"" relationships without a vehicle between us is tough :/ I think I just want someone who wants my presence always, regardless if we're seeing face to face or over the phone. Maybe I do ask for too much or maybe I don't ask for enough. I don't know. I guess I just need friends.. ha. If the friends I had were actually genuine and trustworthy and chill and not a bunch toxic babies, maybe I won't feel as lonely as I am. I don't even need any more hobbies than I already have. I just need pure human love and connection.",2.411703958691909,4.0662081164658685,4.104165232358002,86.75662650602409,76.26907630522088,6.8312105565117625,26.314974182444054,7.62386473244151,1.3664299483648876,947,36,200,13,21,318,116,249,0.09300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.136,0.9383,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,3,0,0,18,13,0,2,7,1,24,3,2,1,1,52,52,18,0,13,17,0,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,9,4,0,1,11,6,0,0,2,6,35,7,30,44,7,8,0,1,1,1,27,2,0,10,6,140,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.281065572949294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594559337243806,0.0,0.07988512400629975,0.0,0.0,0.06528773270515573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801038805133666,0.0,0.4487657287994725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383253904737312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920040980656386,0.0,0.06341140770391049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427189315826445,0.06858708432107508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834881407641773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576201683044922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552535636384797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690394115338616,0.0,0.0,0.08496275803207529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664964180418558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28935439106655025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693922706466336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172753893618504,0.2847505024430414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351127750464686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307508393854592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650477452096575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067301072091408,0.0,0.0949529131974511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716641227060941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151710794535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518213193665577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548403479633075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265085556999557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254686906210234,0.10411498658162388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,irrelevantant,2020/02/22,"Sometimes I don’t feel like a real person So hey guys, I’m 17 and most of the time I actually feel pretty okay. But sometimes I just don’t feel real and feel like I have to do things just because. Like I broke up with my girlfriend about 6 months ago because it felt like I had. We had a very healthy relationship and I really loved her and I would do anything to go back and change what happened but I just pushed her away. I don’t understand why other than the fact that I remember how i felt, it seemed like I just had to push her away. I see myself as a pretty logical person and I have no clue why I did it- it seems so strange to me. In general I have a couple people I’m friendly with but I never really get close to them. I just miss what I had with her, but she’s moved on and that’s okay. Anyway I just feel like somethings broken about me and it’s so frustrating because I know somethings wrong but I don’t understand it at all. Any help would be appreciated- thanks for reading :)",1.4098557692307698,3.375437966346155,3.159269230769233,90.93573076923077,80.39423076923076,6.275384615384616,21.45769230769231,7.365786028017652,0.6173415384615389,779,23,172,11,20,259,106,208,0.105,0.674,0.221,0.9697,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,16,15,1,0,6,2,17,1,0,1,3,48,38,18,0,2,11,0,7,6,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,13,0,0,14,1,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,8,34,11,20,28,2,16,0,2,1,1,16,7,0,3,11,118,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.10640181316452577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966523870151166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741471080680811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972599317878201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488275276183954,0.08384069743602314,0.0,0.19939901312598013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534390216090375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064445250329366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756552587222305,0.2336825193269919,0.2093801811425472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423968097323116,0.0,0.056965956192162284,0.0,0.061966743096621174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079611650485684,0.0964187300748263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308343742091235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992243625283007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196121031702853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840777261986466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870301909747866,0.11588627593903247,0.0,0.0,0.084094025087247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559070092242723,0.1904092060965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185429828746225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906387260147746,0.24820995914174146,0.139700414141065,0.0,0.0,0.11706210449109924,0.12351468209901978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688627325669503,0.19852158416753207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678799643121131,0.21567555265017035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038419530913628,0.0,0.0,0.07243758811512561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357881585184078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270172413547865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996477124419748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677311284635984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490977101737533,0.11921196310590725,0.0,0.0 lonely,biochemxo,2020/02/22,"Stop being picky I’ve noticed that a lot of you say you want friends but you don’t actually want friends. I’ve offered to be friends to a bunch of people and they all say hey once and never text back. I don’t understand, so could someone please explain.",2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.0,5.6984615384615385,27.707692307692305,6.742157984588678,1.14888,202,9,43,2,5,64,37,52,0.028999999999999998,0.68,0.292,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,4,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.22150760945178344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453981197770999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123150088865014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261112512577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297713694211166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506719023153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258427418142052,0.0,0.24173488270069926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573649448268423,0.0,0.0,0.24916473374620904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610200421805039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923262521153052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189772187421123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630258235863705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677668853231889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,george1391,2020/02/22,"[L] [M] [19] Just very lonely So I’m new here and honestly really just needed a place to vent my thoughts right now as I’m in a pretty crap place of mind. So I really am just insanely lonely, like I really don’t have any actual friends if I’m completely honest, like I speak to people on message occasionally but if I ask to meet they tend to shut me out immediately, it just really drives me into my already quite bad mental health state, like am I not good enough or worth your time? It’s been this way for probably 2/3 years now n I’m really starting to dislike myself. It’s insanely difficult to meet new people when your anxiety constantly gets in the way and makes u feel worthless. I used to look forward to weekends and now I’d rather just work cause at least I won’t be alone.. sorry for the rant just needed to vent it out.",6.189503267973857,5.322117976470589,7.394313725490195,75.69218954248367,66.29411764705883,11.320261437908494,30.065359477124186,10.746095033038511,2.9572222222222213,656,19,135,16,9,225,108,170,0.174,0.728,0.098,-0.9417,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,14,13,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,3,0,26,22,11,0,5,12,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,2,3,15,7,20,18,2,27,0,3,1,0,9,12,1,3,15,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.13442800825323034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267157357189966,0.15201493677241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367742671750172,0.0,0.1053814137497646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878137111236831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501881505464245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151127830171986,0.0,0.0,0.14443242180425145,0.1488631088714243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233668003095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965254875358216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642837929470997,0.0,0.07197076629993238,0.0,0.0,0.115541498453569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642603365308465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018989017432076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156786446913995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195184792330972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388236066191472,0.0,0.13909224540560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204285653829064,0.0,0.2660872947167385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910025227061704,0.0,0.28784716866431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014531592185642,0.14852208387550273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651830877874378,0.0,0.0,0.44124361856729855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176411418901985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420429681720846,0.09750297245047684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093612688027793,0.08032545055267301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897520523493052,0.0,0.11366145605634298,0.0,0.21868538671273555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028653436957438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870904339452343 lonely,coffeenpills,2020/02/22,"I thought I had someone... I’m so lonely. It’s just. I met a cute guy last night. He was respectful and kind. And sweet. He helped me wash out a wound I had. And we talked. Like really talked. It was hard for him to talk about some stuff, but he let himself cry. He let me comfort him. When I stepped out of the room he sobbed because of how hurt he was from some trauma. I was there for him. Sometimes other people would want to hang out with him, other girls and such, but instead, he chose to be with me. And when he hugged me goodbye, he hugged me tight and close and let me bury my face in him. It wasn’t at all sexual. It was just something I don’t think I’ll ever be able to feel. The feeling of having someone. When I woke up I tried to go back to sleep. I wanted him back, but I don’t think I ever will.",-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.1457142857142877,101.69095238095238,89.8,4.019047619047618,15.761904761904766,5.288315135182226,-1.0453809523809523,616,13,153,3,21,200,97,175,0.10800000000000001,0.763,0.129,-0.0311,0,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,4,0,18,6,2,1,3,34,29,15,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,7,14,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,11,5,27,8,21,11,3,20,0,3,0,2,24,8,1,2,10,104,34,0,0.15195464057207114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368747799945724,0.0,0.09263013850075233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691503742819608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749033439295812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366566399865927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635932403317419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045898444090886,0.0,0.0,0.13612151101941933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185199250910636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267058553303124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823737474571936,0.0,0.12386331318194872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661517456804701,0.0,0.07423736185814371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425991364872349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534621489911092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973460337714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520643803962027,0.0,0.2575013476905381,0.11698210614443295,0.15028702499587693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395170862578366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664061524570433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947327960382348,0.0,0.12063501111616302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316722638386308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792535680367784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794421687077324,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lastking124,2020/02/22,"College I'm a freshman in college right now and these past two quarters I been feeling lonely. I know two people from high school that attend the same college as me, but I only met them in my senior year of high school through a mutual friend. This winter quarter we only hung out twice. I feel like we are not friends just acquaintances. For example during fall quarter, one of them asked me if I wanted to get pizza cause she wanted to see a familiar face from our hometown. I don't dislike them, however I don't sense a friendship. I just spend time alone going straight to class and straight to doing homework. I don't really have friends and I find difficult to make friends in college.",4.163725222146276,6.155719849624063,4.474326725905673,84.51911825017089,72.30827067669173,6.941626794258375,30.13602187286397,7.686295010490155,2.046825563909775,552,24,100,7,11,173,89,133,0.14800000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.6515,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,3,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,2,0,20,19,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,1,3,4,2,0,7,2,3,20,5,16,17,1,18,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,1,7,68,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034124876428838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537571852868293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895592623430228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632187950631133,0.11749735279976355,0.0,0.0,0.15032253888451486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082762481450871,0.0,0.0859287516014884,0.0,0.09347205297741346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34754302789494296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038837376408153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035170143113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978495722237908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144908292823533,0.2501735902692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570051609446423,0.11402274265413502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536365039549933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404564238967651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329047050920861,0.13106124238604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590374040278578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213264517083686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401725517777066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591324431487707 lonely,gingericecreamgirl,2020/02/22,"Diary of a 17 year old Poem, cause pain can be hard to express. Sorry about formating. Diary of a 17 year old: I'm an ugly girl But I still feel I have heart I gave it to you You took and abuse Why you gone do that Was it easy cause I'm ugly? There's so many of me Coming out the factory line Dumped cause we didn't cut it Didn't look perfect It's what inside that counts but I'm full junk and need What does that say about me? The negative news, the violence I don't want to be compliant, I don't want any part of this, and I still get Depression, they misunderstand, and put me in detention... Please stop the desensitization What is this acceptance of cruelty Like it's normal, it's normal to be a cannibal, sounds crazy, but I think they want to eat me alive So I won't pretend I have a healthy mind I came from a ""Broken Home"" And I got ""Daddy Issues"" You must have love that Use that to your advantage Buttering me up Tell yourself I'm easy and ""she just want to please, she just want to be accepted"", so of course I'm easy to be taken for granted It's not right but is whats said A girl like me is only good for bed And that's all my self worth It lies in if I give good head Isn't that f*cked up in the head? I got to undress, no doesn't matter if I can address important issues, if I got something to say, when the pretty girls ignore you, I'm the one you come to Nothing against pretty girls I think Men and Boys do to ugly girls what they want to do to pretty girls Do it to us first, cause they're more likely to get away with it, yeah more likely to get away with it, less guilt if your bros agree with it I know it's not just me Feeling dejected and lonely Yeah not worthy And very empty You expect me to love me, but you point out my flaws, and go on say it's my fault, then gaslight, say I heard wrong So I'm a Ugly girl But least I'm not a Monster So I'm Ugly, and you gonna wanna use me, but had enough of Monsters Yeah I might stand alone in the mirror But least I can think clearer... Hurts like hell to heal Easier to say you're a loser who keeps losing than believing and hoping It hurts like hell to heal, doesn't mean you shouldn't Called ugly all my life And I just want to own it If you don't like my butter face Then that's why they say, kiss my ass",0.3618181818181832,2.2355036161616155,2.2641313131313154,96.46286363636366,83.54545454545455,5.495353535353536,16.76868686868687,6.65067331316558,-0.4003058585858588,1770,34,426,19,50,587,214,495,0.249,0.575,0.17600000000000002,-0.9914,0,3,1,0,1,0,45.0,2,13,4,5,15,32,4,1,18,3,32,13,5,6,4,84,81,35,0,20,21,1,3,7,0,5,4,9,3,10,32,23,1,3,9,1,1,7,16,15,0,2,14,15,58,17,52,57,11,33,2,6,1,4,48,14,3,7,18,253,90,0,0.0,0.0879610171762227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688916383871784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504850323757144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949987633920466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364187520452576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580626928363317,0.08490958235012949,0.0,0.30505541054774976,0.0,0.12790056527287685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394189962881269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496700622212755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596498054753745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670868160463817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507488841425768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314761371257206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636036324036507,0.07121676643205947,0.04219170663511297,0.12453621954748224,0.17812701268157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665035179924919,0.0,0.15238116312737526,0.0,0.0,0.08797351426592312,0.0,0.0,0.07446772082914603,0.07373602925500912,0.0,0.0,0.1589486647749862,0.0,0.0,0.15497235371420615,0.0,0.0659869906357766,0.0,0.0,0.040799785899648486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243716652895753,0.25388581019650197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062342021200428366,0.08305439647155137,0.0,0.0,0.13400710334310362,0.0,0.0,0.07526664395090796,0.0,0.08086798142690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875579502328732,0.07496017726542653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504724141577768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547681892512634,0.07123427562640411,0.0,0.15580258127262142,0.0,0.050306234450598036,0.056462067496504176,0.07899547799534579,0.0,0.0,0.08039354929431645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298414910451448,0.07017980475229435,0.0,0.0,0.2265831073569972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463065059271234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339965843588954,0.07061824285685138,0.35422676094522104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744741670475051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057152771391628374,0.0,0.08310442750277394,0.0,0.0,0.11857464417799335,0.062067087154553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488811530288995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270796630235916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248220605779201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930031713462272,0.12823723491692685,0.0,0.061254909426362886,0.30651639694978544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397821211849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116863858598704,0.0,0.09561490072302456 lonely,bleakburgers,2020/02/22,"I spend mostly every day by myself I'm a 21 year old guy. I'm getting my bachelors degree online. I work part time which is only a few hours a week where the only person I talk to is my senior citizen boss. I have 1 friend who lives at her campus so we hardly talk other than occasional text but nothing of substance. I had a girlfriend who lived long distance on and off for 6+ years, but we decided to fully end it at the end of 2019. We hardly talk now. I live at home with my parents and older sister - but I am mostly alone. I work either early mornings or late evenings so most of the day, I'm by myself, in my room, either doing school work or playing video games. I talk to my parents at dinner but that's basically it. I just feel so alone. It feels like if everyone I knew went on a trip for a month, my life would hardly change. I just feel very lonely - hence why I'm here. If anyone is looking for a friend, feel free to contact me.",1.4589393939393922,3.2173780252525286,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,79.35353535353536,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.16980606060606096,731,18,155,6,18,249,121,198,0.046,0.868,0.086,0.823,2,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,10,0,8,2,0,1,0,29,20,13,0,3,12,3,7,1,3,1,1,0,2,3,8,6,1,0,6,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,8,25,6,22,16,7,29,0,1,1,0,21,10,0,7,18,99,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404913670081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118056036048077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228195266118262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975115728946567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566215638110144,0.0,0.0,0.07668365489446995,0.0,0.09782015011554084,0.11093953785496156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481673673287864,0.08294262018048347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939878130064546,0.0,0.060658011749518376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495830239234653,0.0,0.0,0.3120112345039636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645882908641272,0.0,0.11433615693422347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096705224156366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200561191583415,0.05672111323235904,0.0,0.307558088105855,0.10274578426386566,0.0974956492698323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267075810864317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114020979546736,0.0,0.12182853175592635,0.0,0.0,0.17660017508867507,0.0,0.0,0.2578329741163786,0.12572613358743326,0.0,0.0,0.10137496702116797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750047066083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37327053552472295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769946151614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579553326139167,0.0,0.0,0.09312926690782708,0.0,0.0,0.10762684542133363,0.10476314792962264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535688624499405,0.0,0.0,0.08247486164183779,0.0,0.0,0.1495305517267667 lonely,gauraangsaxena,2020/02/22,"Returning here after 4 months Yeah I was a lonely person, been like that for most of my life. I used to interact with people here and find solace in this sub. But 4 months ago, I found a girl. We knew each other for sometime, we talked, and fell in love. We were dating. It mostly went well. Until yesterday. We had a few fights here and there, which is kinda normal for every couple, but yesterday, she said that it was a ""mistake"" on her part being with me. That really hurt. She followed it up by telling me that she wouldn't care about if I ignore her or anything. We didn't formally break up, but it seems inevitable now. So here is to the long lonely nights again. I return here, hope you guys have been doing well",1.682610722610722,3.998271573426578,2.816111888111891,91.85237296037295,81.51748251748252,5.491655011655011,17.225641025641025,6.742157984588678,-0.07829939393939345,557,11,114,6,15,178,99,143,0.12300000000000001,0.784,0.09300000000000001,-0.7637,1,4,0,0,1,0,23.0,5,1,0,0,12,12,1,0,5,1,13,2,0,1,0,29,23,10,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,2,0,11,1,19,6,17,10,5,23,0,3,0,1,20,5,0,7,15,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672278436074642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552438053338403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923423993069804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087388864195719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894671293053414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724237145189129,0.0,0.0,0.20684622604457675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679427774088947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873731380006076,0.0,0.0,0.20195493574040374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324987173382047,0.09216541266186183,0.0,0.0,0.16695031296641508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026500966665006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30115906321450925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703630531328518,0.18483805233175984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042907891634168,0.0,0.13078693969614227,0.16472288953169392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208547441473234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945042468201988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174090291573355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658079072012554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163063179057884,0.1648894021835571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293400497473454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924004274385844,0.17488148691857186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,afeelingghost,2020/02/22,"Question. My boyfriend [35] of 8 years confessed something to me [35] last August and it completely broke my heart. I've cried so hard on and off for months. Only recently have I been feeling numb and lonely to the point of now actually being bored. I don't know what to do with myself. I think I've fallen out of love with him. I'm not sure what I feel or what to think. I feel like I'm forcing myself to post about it now when I rather sit in a room alone in silence. Is this some kind of shock? Is there some way I can snap out of this? I have no friends and no family. So it's not like I have social options to distract myself from it.",0.909151583710404,2.7286941911764764,2.5458823529411774,95.44300904977379,81.3529411764706,5.361085972850678,20.020361990950228,6.297961479604792,-0.0820072398190046,494,13,115,4,13,162,85,136,0.212,0.693,0.095,-0.9197,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,0,1,24,19,8,0,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,4,16,6,22,17,2,20,1,2,0,1,6,8,0,5,10,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.19471205654882065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665243696023733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920293506734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917383949950814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809870035727336,0.0,0.30266440426899066,0.14254394909389895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541560339761481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873928357973692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364434753009323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077793200044136,0.1096562215360266,0.16264321262783865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949601172364491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008320739397785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926258174129526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175121254330146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886199166878222,0.0,0.19109415210335864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351875845364474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970113574122943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339524702987746,0.0,0.15360759432740748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880542378326449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557009556585629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583772680161972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849048720032016 lonely,JustGuyWithStory,2020/02/22,"My boring story Hello dear readers, This is my story. It is not written professionally, it is not written by someone sober, as I can't write this with clear head, hell english is not my first or even second language so be prepared for spelling mistakes and all. I don't want sympathy, I don't want you to feel bad for me, I don't want people to think that I am whining. I just want to tell my story and get it off my shoulders. That being said, if I can somehow help one person somewhere in this wast world, I would be happy, but again, I have no expectations from this. How about I stop this bull\*\*\*\* and get on with the story? &#x200B; It all began in 1993 post soviet country. I will not mention which one specifically, because I don't want people to know who I am. Mere days after I've been born I was given a shot of some vaccine (standard procedure), that's where it should have ended, but I would not have mentioned it if that was it. Needle was dirty, I have got blood infection. Spoiler alert, I have survived. Got a blood transfusion from a lovely lady and to my family's relief everything went well. Couple uneventful years later and I have reached the age of 5. Amazing time in my life to be honest. I was a little c\*\*t, just like any normal kid. I remember only a few things from that time of my life. I remember my dad (great person, got nothing bad to say about him), taking me to a park for some cycling, me, being little useless person, being too slow even for my age, managed to piss him off by also going for waffles (home made ones) instead of getting ready. To be fair, he did everything right, he was pushing me to be better, as any father should. He left, to go to the park without me (at least that's how I remember it) and I was left alone in the flat crying. At least I thought so. My mum was there, she actually took a photo of me, laying on a sofa in a living room, crying with a waffle in my hands. Now I look at it and laugh. It's actually funny. &#x200B; Another incident I remember is not as detailed as previous one. I was riding my bike, with training wheels in previously mention park, when I've stumbled upon outdoor basketball court. Me being a little boy, I have decided to go there, because there were some big boys (probably late teens) playing basketball (big surprise I know). While there I have noticed a pot hole. It seemed as an ordinary, shallow pothole filled with rainwater. Of course, just my luck, when I was riding over it (what kid wouldn't) reality proved my wrong. It was deep. I mean I went all in, I was underwater and stuck. I remember everything, but I do not remember panicking, even when fully submerged and unable to move or breathe. Thankfully boys that were playing nearby, got me out of there (I won't lie, I don't know how long was I underwater). Mere seconds later my father was there to check up on me. I was fine, nothing more than wet clothes. My dad, comforted me and was proud that I was calm throughout the whole thing. He said that not loosing my head and thinking clearly in danger makes a man. Those words somewhat stuck with me. They did help me become man I am today. &#x200B; &#x200B; One day, I have reached the age of seven, which is when people in that country begin going to school. Also my little sister was born. That year changed everything... &#x200B; Part two is coming next time I'll get drunk.",3.8850245872848634,5.573726578386609,4.8912290715372935,82.49853661749209,72.40943683409436,7.3673925769816195,27.855315536822392,8.012643519586192,1.862134785153964,2650,100,496,38,52,866,304,657,0.095,0.76,0.145,0.9907,0,1,0,0,0,0,138.0,0,1,1,4,33,30,3,0,20,0,65,13,8,5,6,88,110,35,0,15,19,6,3,1,0,7,3,3,3,10,36,19,1,1,17,4,1,13,18,10,1,10,39,7,79,20,73,55,13,81,1,2,1,1,38,35,2,11,33,354,115,3,0.0,0.0,0.1070848757437224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056825835354668675,0.0,0.0877545032611023,0.0,0.29724274908184034,0.3333480519113593,0.0746231066753477,0.05753300593820365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162358111499128,0.06689302844554468,0.06059647250001544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852554827058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804218491839789,0.04726320394906998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060709473933061975,0.12053800768723658,0.07076956411507876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859602231294932,0.0,0.0,0.1087177340701831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972442784025039,0.0,0.0517238796413819,0.0,0.027742486946843812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666998209783987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466331557766778,0.0,0.12472909600674326,0.0,0.17552913465750733,0.060491242563301614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058407116864837565,0.0,0.0,0.11261907991602806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355260763311629,0.0,0.055036239592237565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046067613255836,0.0,0.061892551405505584,0.0,0.11922666954458935,0.0,0.07750860180740843,0.026805325128919397,0.21996525181555654,0.048448711469712,0.04855571401669023,0.04607459953451721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951975812160336,0.0519166376858236,0.03662425835665336,0.0,0.0,0.059766427004840035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831511273283165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835185190396576,0.0,0.053758171811444384,0.10529304823358657,0.062466630444441874,0.0,0.0,0.1858970532050148,0.04172895101409442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415792391226616,0.0,0.1141139503394911,0.14372367515799928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254757690931515,0.0,0.05915608325850775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729228100083342,0.04685625869696241,0.1043824757942994,0.04363257141997634,0.0,0.055528499695733834,0.0,0.049949005897473545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648877043320343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587140631398687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125327940381804,0.0,0.047956320144296016,0.050514313438863145,0.0,0.0,0.07290261219974523,0.0703133271497823,0.0,0.0435583998940936,0.09598045455625656,0.0,0.052007656500238524,0.0,0.06095943858827251,0.0,0.0,0.05359724720917902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181037591712394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933217017027753,0.10172482237083244,0.0,0.06125722974883964,0.0,0.05288998864211842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795211889497533,0.059988631192881774,0.3333480519113593,0.07066531009930918 lonely,22rva,2020/02/22,Sadly Anyone have any advice for a 21yr college student who is struggling to meet friends or a girlfriend? I’m super introverted unless I’m partying but looking for real relationships but can’t overcome my anxiety to meet people.,10.646829268292683,10.004004048780494,10.824512195121956,53.96896341463415,57.29268292682927,12.102439024390245,47.32926829268293,11.20814326018867,6.006014634146341,190,11,24,4,2,64,34,41,0.139,0.7120000000000001,0.149,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495468768582267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325284285647866,0.0,0.2736446695549099,0.0,0.0,0.2501168628865769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763633324612765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30038356266793353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798880727770145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407148570994035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840431602818004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37395274091513975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sirkommon,2020/02/22,"About to turn 27 and I feel like I’m wasting my life alone Not going to go into too much background. Main points- life long depression, quarter life crisis, dropped out of my postgrad, long term girlfriend left me, rehab, loads of medication. I’ve spent about 2 years very isolated, living with my parents, trying to get back on my feet. I think the worst of it is over, now it’s just finding a career, making new friends- which is a little hard. I live with my parents in an old age community in a tiny town, which is very lonely and isolating. I turn 27 tomorrow, and all I can think about is how depression has robbed me of the joys of my best years, and left me broken down and alone. It’s tough to watch my brothers and friends lead such rich lives. I know I’m still young, but I somehow lost those magic years in your 20s where you go out into the world, meet loads of people, make friends, have a great time. It feels like 30 is this benchmark where you have your shit together, or at least have a plan. It feels like that’s just around the corner.",5.823571428571429,5.60790892857143,5.5635714285714295,86.34392857142859,66.85714285714286,8.523809523809524,28.92857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.5454285714285714,825,24,175,8,12,255,129,210,0.135,0.737,0.129,0.5579,2,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,4,15,17,1,0,10,0,10,7,2,4,1,31,28,9,0,0,5,3,4,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,7,0,2,4,1,7,0,1,2,5,21,10,27,26,7,41,0,4,1,0,12,21,1,2,18,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329746605236805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012414724335343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648421709727079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803268649458498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937443667681105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060804574672822,0.2410505917932565,0.0,0.0,0.10279759811476663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068734207702915,0.0,0.05876210805898883,0.0,0.19176171334458764,0.0,0.0,0.12400105174769735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075304343555233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181180672836899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444028555775349,0.0,0.23832742731861845,0.1648447792230424,0.1127267411664299,0.29794516975469043,0.19906880240158106,0.0,0.0,0.12277674612307685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501521993353657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330395833597168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826800443467018,0.0,0.0,0.10862639908617794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802070561217395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977424497131506,0.0,0.0,0.07797409598242669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632262968862452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545114748087207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898204834559977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413535164745425,0.0,0.0,0.065583472956124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636127429922471,0.2446750197075112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560276918799773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728532271151094 lonely,ShreyanHatesModi,2020/02/22,TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY BUT WHY DO I FEEL SAD AND LONELY does this happen to others as well?,-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,99.52631578947368,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.542908771929825,70,1,14,0,3,24,19,19,0.35200000000000004,0.55,0.09699999999999999,-0.838,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208129645839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314254416613806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42523214402531495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558089525937472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323602778446203,0.0,0.4339107795614864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Biggilino,2020/02/22,"He left me without explanation and blocked me everywhere I (f44) am so lonely! I had a boyfriend but he left me for small thing! He smokes, and I hate it! But I accepted it! I met his family (all smokers)! So they all went out on thr street to smoke! I waited alone in the restauant! This happened several times! And I had the feeling that is mother didn“t like me! I don’t know why! So I told him honestly that I felt uncomfortable! I even started crying because I felt so unpleasant! He left my house with the reason he had a headache! This was the last time I saw him! Next day I texted him! But he didn’t answer!He didn’t had the balls to tell me personally! He blocked me on all social media plattforms and I never heart of him again! It‘s been 8 weeks now! I send him a message 7 days ago! He didn‘t respond! My heart is broken! I wish I would have never said a word! I wish I would have kept it for me! If I only knew that I would loose him ... I regret it so much! But if it was true love, we could have talked and worked it out! What do you think?",-0.3411242324043471,1.8943966164383603,1.5259486695008668,97.57273972602741,91.96803652968036,4.6645252716107715,18.054007242953862,6.311591054244273,-0.24719190678633265,805,23,187,9,29,263,124,219,0.159,0.7170000000000001,0.124,-0.8838,0,3,3,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,1,1,8,8,1,0,9,0,23,3,2,1,6,42,42,16,0,9,7,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,9,0,4,8,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,20,5,42,5,12,18,4,25,0,2,1,1,30,10,0,2,14,125,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380738615824412,0.0,0.0,0.1329702792054705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826356281248033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250662397274374,0.0,0.14102716165109727,0.16559807068209412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479844518883757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103189816002664,0.0,0.06491635736020672,0.0,0.2465434312082336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353225704396767,0.0,0.0,0.1267556460387795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042785789467965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814143474016195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055817298233925,0.10465259307907254,0.0,0.0,0.4184787633776487,0.0,0.0,0.06272343458463546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115874338186495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437926473882896,0.0,0.19804003775320192,0.0,0.13654109950869606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976441478187556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210263251399433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200328503839362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212549858614552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504083884681762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087444399134945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087302498678522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319265914900956,0.11221595317437018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529466076922207,0.08226524682495495,0.0,0.0,0.1497270594259126,0.0,0.0,0.12267934194079932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298435887319067,0.0,0.0,0.1190160949535886,0.11584935629040866,0.0,0.29527757592991194,0.12376054857834748,0.0,0.09346731196562467,0.0,0.0,0.2736074608343961,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kdvne,2020/02/22,"I like to be alone, but not when it gets lonely. I mean, I like my solitude, but not when it creeps up to the point I realize shit I'm a bit lonely. The worst moments are at night.",-0.4160000000000004,1.231961400000003,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.0,5.0,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.6077500000000002,136,3,35,1,4,46,28,40,0.3670000000000001,0.534,0.099,-0.9387,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,4,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378012802128895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39846741983935935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906887991719725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566249752675715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975739978888933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425122623572765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450273526568748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746502874616685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chanelb17,2020/02/22,"No friendssss So... about 8 months ago... i moved countries (Australia to Germany) because my life was a shambles in my home Country and i had alot of other family in Germany and just wanted a fresh start. My parents are in Aus and I left behind like one best friend (cut off alot of friends before moving). At the moment every area of my life has improved, work is great, my boyfriend is amazing, but.... i have no friends hey. His friends circle is cool but all the women are just... ugh. Forget it. And i just... know i need to find a Hobby or something but im so busy at the moment and super introverted and idk why im even Posting here but i wish i had a friend here. To hang out with and chat with and yeah. Id say im a complicated but awesome gal once you get to know me but most people either love me or hate me and yeh like i said. Super introverted and whenever i try to reach out to people and make a friend i just feel like i annoy them because they just eventually stop replying. I just wish i had a friend.",-0.0907161803713521,2.236561692307696,1.8437798408488069,94.61846153846157,93.1346153846154,4.2151193633952255,19.19164456233422,5.935793293072707,-0.12255125994694938,784,25,169,7,29,258,117,208,0.091,0.604,0.305,0.9947,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,4,12,21,3,0,12,2,11,3,0,1,1,45,24,21,0,4,15,1,1,3,7,0,2,2,1,1,2,15,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,4,26,17,21,19,6,20,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,5,9,109,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985608390162934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555750071400202,0.0,0.09461220894313173,0.0,0.11668421900729377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343816765519806,0.0,0.09368010163479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481749764290388,0.0,0.056219643234816784,0.07943223435239552,0.0,0.0,0.10162318428969663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013212631491027,0.0,0.058090778831843985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258439851682006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977444650440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152993460139314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360304114262522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221127227940222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080533440847085,0.0,0.1570697662971314,0.16296150576859833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035088562915184,0.0,0.07421839082040392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887486476757334,0.23634902230067714,0.0,0.08244397930715065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184108532166967,0.07534339678785483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346034631665972,0.0,0.0,0.1541665578022174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064867051160994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576459061450576,0.0884206092751827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559742106544857,0.0,0.0,0.07869894818770813,0.0,0.0,0.09295756730796824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548888294104482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558115444503962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032925050755202,0.0,0.2557198316274767,0.0,0.0,0.08094568374604816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kathvrt,2020/02/22,"I'm tired of caring about people more than they care about me. I have a coworker that I would love to be friends with outside of work. We have similar interests and a similar sense of humor and we get along great. I always enjoy working with him. And I've been trying really hard to make friends, which is super difficult for me. So for his birthday I drew him a little birthday message (I enjoy handlettering/calligraphy as a hobby). Granted, I didn't spend that much time on it, but I did put my heart into it and liked the end result. I wouldn't go out of my way to draw a birthday message for just anyone, I'd only really do it for real friends to show I care. I sent it to him and he just ""liked"" it with no other response. Saw him at work today and he didn't say anything about it. I know it's probably not personal. He probably saw it and thought ""oh cool"" and then forgot about it. But I'm so sensitive to this kind of thing. It's happened time and time again that I will put tons of effort into a friendship and receive a disappointing or hurtful response in return. It feels like rejection. A former best friend of mine was asked by our mutual friend to rate his love for me on a scale of 1-10. He gave me a score of 4, and gave the boy he had a crush on a score of 10. I've kept that 4 with me and I will always feel like a 4/10. Like nobody will ever care more than a 4/10. Every time I have a friend or a romantic interest, I ALWAYS care more about them than they care about me. The only true connections I've had with others did not last long because they people abandoned me. I'm a 26-year-old woman and have never been in a relationship. I don't feel that I have any true friends. Last year hardly anyone remembered my birthday and I spent the day alone. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of being so alone. All I do is whine on the internet about my problems and it drives everyone away. But I just want someone to hear me.",2.773652159922776,4.05298485286783,4.344614270774676,86.95336417021963,74.53615960099752,7.468457887539216,24.40680556672833,8.049812674583475,1.2515535516048597,1510,46,323,23,31,506,183,401,0.10300000000000001,0.649,0.248,0.9966,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,4,6,15,39,0,0,23,1,26,6,1,2,5,57,59,25,0,4,10,0,5,5,7,5,3,2,0,3,23,26,0,3,6,1,2,6,8,7,0,0,18,10,46,32,54,34,7,36,0,5,2,2,40,12,0,2,22,212,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987537510000485,0.0,0.0,0.19266581478598774,0.0,0.0,0.05248667747859476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793545481424192,0.0,0.06351453735858699,0.0,0.07215512346650806,0.0,0.07251540380552322,0.0,0.0,0.04704967356642699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099816514365077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721555934609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497762617036148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836069586271966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981589795475128,0.06502949933970985,0.0737510890666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707721881652668,0.11027824140301838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174165057735457,0.0,0.04032461747762887,0.0,0.04386453557062465,0.0,0.0,0.08509386650203173,0.0,0.0,0.06825213983647767,0.0,0.13828053725258022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869901722261635,0.09146151349514156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262535360590546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037359058611368,0.042417427560979465,0.12582791187383288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885371056543336,0.07735703954787945,0.0,0.06830399362557837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932025556932542,0.0,0.05151985013492972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056737943403378864,0.0,0.05952782364186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098994344234993,0.0,0.0,0.117401383618375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701711349425608,0.0673926930512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643135892984331,0.07385313137441556,0.0,0.15517925624077444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785046653799262,0.09889004132050104,0.0,0.0,0.08286501096911754,0.08743261136024218,0.0,0.0,0.06137854092956465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539639553522009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051276555806261816,0.0,0.0,0.06127420281954628,0.18002270831776732,0.2661294382516663,0.07315988880016279,0.0,0.0,0.05240178199749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552417819001337,0.06126379515252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856911539987174,0.0,0.0,0.054828161215717416,0.0,0.0,0.09940586784314667 lonely,playboy101,2020/02/22,Pm me Hey guys I can't seem to sleep. Anybody wanna text?,-3.3217948717948715,-2.7276036923076887,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,124.3846153846154,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.919697435897436,44,1,11,0,3,15,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906135437055899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430171871269021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596915384687237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A-downvote-foryou,2020/02/22,"I hate this feeling I'm 23 years old M and I just can't stop feeling this way. I've never been super close to anyone and acknowledge that is my problem. It just sucks not having someone to hold and talk to in that way. I'm trying to change the way I live like going to the gym, cutting down on my substance use and going back to therapy. I lost hope a while ago and it just sucks to see people live their lives happily. I have trouble talking to girls and the main reason why is I don't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable around me. I feel like I'm a good looking person but sometimes I feel I'm not emotionally mature enough/available to share that with someone. Idk I'm sorry I just needed to vent.",2.1866174920969432,4.037019410958905,3.6612328767123294,88.81659114857746,77.49315068493149,5.862170706006322,22.874604847207586,6.67199483983844,0.5999763962065328,558,17,115,5,13,184,88,146,0.16399999999999998,0.721,0.115,-0.6172,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,13,4,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,32,30,8,0,4,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,7,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,7,13,6,16,28,1,17,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,9,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176775958318398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921007198851385,0.0,0.0,0.122285956689968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562691935460854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453163132486168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545196426626673,0.0,0.1419370673614423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472849901438975,0.09813517531216097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561379228919024,0.11521711371572813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356216986760414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643665270217206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342213780767021,0.0,0.3638933376985728,0.0,0.11535387491314456,0.0,0.14995255662403095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169369153377167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018560591767541,0.10594607485073897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414379839792169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952331399244892,0.11994376521068405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314418855899883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123638912500627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946389592370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278161345277265,0.0,0.13585970121446045,0.1537713656100968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484515371792947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082114938540495,0.0,0.0,0.15709139718147333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326333096300743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864118030643085,0.0,0.0,0.08102275028656265,0.3271071356103432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395255739396685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845999123429707 lonely,JezzaSays,2020/02/22,"32F wants to chat with M 40+ I am 32 years old, living in the PNW. I am looking for someone who works long weekend hours with time to chat off and on all day. I'd love to connect with someone who is my age, preferably older. Let's share thoughts, pictures, memes, jokes. Let's connect.",1.1292090395480263,3.2148466949152565,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,82.0508474576271,3.9333333333333336,25.08757062146893,3.1291,0.031845197740113296,221,9,49,0,6,69,46,59,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,10,6,1,12,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,9,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715007406059948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552407266198025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300595375401124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886125728100976,0.22936671422074725,0.21764646485553515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339206505222874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719664872617272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392058375976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576048077446465,0.1511303179368695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287145911674727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868659583953254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669038373248657 lonely,DeepDownintheWooDs,2020/02/22,"Why doe ? :/ Help ? Please read ( In this post I'll try to cover some serious ""Issues"" that occure from time to time over time, trough all time..... (Disclaimer I'm not native english, so please just don't really take my grammer for "" granted"" I just really need to share this and had it way to long on my mind and I just need to get this on paper...) I'm an INFJ and constantly loosing my self over my own thougheds due insecurens and fear of rejection, as I suppose this all started as I moved with my mother in a completely different locaiton of my country . As so my mother got into a view Abusiv relationsships (partners) trough out her early 30's (and also my childhood obv.) So it all went down hill after we moved and I didn'T even knew what happend till a few years later ( 10+ years or so ) , I just lived somewhere I wasn't present at all, Kinda creating my own little imagination world in my head that I couldn'T really leave no more.... So as I moved from one to another location ,where they also had a different style of speaking (like word pronouncination) and ofc how kids can be ,I was bullied for beeing the ""guy from the outside"" , got hit, pranked and abused (in a sence of ,oh a ""nice guy lets see how far we can go to take advanteg of his kindness"" thingy )... This went on like 6 years befor I even relaised what they did becouse I thoughed that that was prefectly normal indeed or lets just say I slowly ""woke up"" (I'm hard daydreaming and hardly in the presents ...) and just had enough of there shit ,cutted nearly all cords of there toxic and absuing relations and ended up getting hit by reality. I started some things which weren't good at all (lets just say I didn't really knew what I did to my self), a few years in I finaly could open up my eyes and (I aint sure ) started to fall into depression , I was never a socialiser at all (could be also part of my INFJ trades tbh) had a few ppl I could do stuff with but still I doN't feel like I can open up or get someone onto my level as I try to speak out what my heart wants to say or just describe what I feel . It is so depressing, becouse I know a lot of people but no one knows me , for the way I am . I just can't seem to find the bond to talk to them on my level (not as I wouldn'T try , but it just seems like that no one get my deps of converstional thingys ,fi that makes sence) kinda feeling like an Alien tbh :}. &#x200B; but lets get back to the main topic .... I.. I ... I just don'T even know what to belive in or what kinda reason we have to stay on our so called ""earth"" (not that I'm sucidal , I just can'\*t seem to find a reason to live in this society with there beeings in it), I don'T see any kinda reason to have belive in humanity no more . Every where is hate and destruction , sure there could be good things in live but what for? we live to die, we work our whole life to try to live with our rent till the end of our days? what kinda life should that be ? ,A happy one? I don'T think so. &#x200B; Even If I seem to be happy as soon as I relais that everybody else is have a good time I start thinking about sad stuff and how we are allowed to live with things we ""humans"" have done to eacht other and how we can so be cruel to each other , can'T we just be kind and open minded ? :C &#x200B; So what is this circle we live in , working till we die with out chance of getting somewhere , seeing places or doing things that got ""high standarts"" by working for someone who's gonna buy his next lambo of his incomes and treating his/her workers like crap , and telling them that if they aint gonna do what is required then they get replaced by the next day. &#x200B; to be honest I just think I was indeed born in the wrong century , I want back to where we would live in the woods hiking around seeking food and lived as one, and not this socaity crap we have today, with all its ""BS"" rules and ""alpha males"" dominaces and the biggest fish gets it all and everyone else will starv to death..... &#x200B; NF had a qute in one of his songs that I can totaly realate to : "" *And everyone* around me kinda *thinks I'm* a *great guy*. *But* I don't ever *think* it so I *think I'm* a *fake* liar "" \~ Change -NF I feel lost tbh .... &#x200B; &#x200B; I don'T even think at this point that therapists would be smart to get into this with me , not becouse I doupt there ""power"" to heal but even If I could take it that far I wouldn'T even know here to start becouse my thougheds are just going wild and over writing each other as I speak , there is so much on my mind that could be unleashed but I just never seem to catch my own thougheds and I guess I also gave up on this due the fact that I don't really have anyone who would understand ( and yes I know that this whole thing is a paradox in it self.... do i need help ?) And of course I thoughed about talking to my ""relatives"" but I wouldn't think that they would understand like at all , its like trying to teach a fish how to climb a tree"" - ""AS"" (another context I know but it still fits in my case, I guess). I don'T feel conected with them at all , I mean sure they are here to ""support"" you but I just don'T seem to find it usefull to give them more headaches then they have already so I ma keep it to myself / trying to talk to ""friends"" about it, if at all..... &#x200B; &#x200B; The only place where I seem to find peace (glimps of happieness) is in the woods while going through them by myself, but sadly those die as well , as if we ""humans"" wouldn'T care at all about our nature , but they forget that nature doesn'T need us but we indeed do need nature. and please if you have something that could help me with this big block of ""Help me change my mind , please?'' thingy then I'd highly appriciate it <3 &#x200B; I need someone to restore faith in humanity for me agian ... please? (please keep in mind that I'm sure that my INFJ trades make it even harder so please comment only seriouse comments :C, otherwhise my head will spin in circles of overthinking again ....)",3.068432904613495,4.560262330275234,3.828791010052239,90.0915206531759,74.15429524603837,6.6497554980027225,23.71362977920197,7.189826613745248,0.7676837030859054,4630,133,983,48,95,1473,429,1199,0.09,0.818,0.091,-0.754,6,0,1,0,1,0,255.0,21,2,13,8,79,51,8,1,35,1,94,11,7,11,21,233,185,104,4,32,48,3,7,8,2,13,3,7,1,13,77,68,1,4,39,2,4,11,35,19,1,6,26,19,139,32,164,122,33,139,1,6,5,0,81,76,3,30,56,692,216,10,0.0,0.034346543140983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03198944758662852,0.0927281312905988,0.0,0.3140894613696339,0.35224109047863794,0.019713122905258302,0.06079378185649518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0202693806200235,0.0,0.0,0.05161168791277241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458061861297005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02466701438867783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02960042279969364,0.0,0.029555631039570044,0.0,0.06133181937675077,0.0,0.030393811853068064,0.03132618885967939,0.0,0.1620142886358614,0.0,0.0,0.037390271659997316,0.0,0.049935375570238534,0.0,0.0902562247161308,0.0605734680449985,0.0,0.0,0.02536796587377366,0.02966522311517413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843221837909882,0.0,0.051350280267992134,0.029952791891245382,0.0,0.15317264936221825,0.026221689831372262,0.02442399813693514,0.055399364296243286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032620037138350495,0.07328709286520843,0.04141867290875904,0.0,0.0,0.10597958031416116,0.0,0.03505291830926812,0.0,0.02239638507546761,0.0,0.13630729944591968,0.02780833850203896,0.049424369521491165,0.07294234607473625,0.06955407431663901,0.03195984065713251,0.06386803615626246,0.08610929425500323,0.0,0.09257615164489236,0.051935869390417465,0.028620067977282882,0.059500973968299974,0.0,0.0,0.034351422937105656,0.07772132031875664,0.06125572470824778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03025638404022197,0.0,0.05153248776272714,0.0,0.060373967096969725,0.09558768087488397,0.0,0.0,0.030694556242999174,0.0,0.1185705134501588,0.04095076342215415,0.11329824068155304,0.02905401716113928,0.2303757915528896,0.02565384371701053,0.0,0.0,0.031644290005529034,0.02464492211134569,0.0,0.0,0.03869999727776823,0.0,0.0,0.03157689283241225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635022677970427,0.0,0.0,0.09243032372299292,0.021309827663573092,0.1289672979764187,0.04471532053874957,0.0,0.061659037238250884,0.0,0.028402501458200183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785984114005578,0.044094006625971856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03139163913443714,0.0,0.020096923758782463,0.0,0.0605734680449985,0.22274409742839568,0.02740343130322559,0.0,0.02776289779768851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02899626945857768,0.0,0.09285363602278557,0.08941478606485867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915827668364331,0.0,0.0,0.0693000642149015,0.18472981232885555,0.09072374755551878,0.0,0.029756201460930706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368539473311661,0.02231670564127984,0.0,0.0,0.10259078130639776,0.03089780378191754,0.046300386948993764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636962190450413,0.0,0.03289572091099373,0.10928498916169956,0.0,0.06538706333981265,0.06989939332637732,0.02533716097351202,0.0,0.0,0.033657795451227435,0.09629310668211098,0.14859689677746435,0.14240490081617194,0.0,0.08451691803726998,0.0,0.027477637163084004,0.0,0.0,0.11808742544915367,0.0,0.0,0.06035594505358854,0.034869505758704615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0341962479978506,0.04601932457914837,0.0,0.0,0.026064075246308875,0.053745120385727915,0.026157544502132733,0.0647290820591607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331175546906252,0.0,0.0,0.08237018097825242,0.03169429181683102,0.35224109047863794,0.07467038053970873 lonely,whatsadis2,2020/02/22,"I am really glad I really enjoy the time I get to spend with people. Met someone I know in the city while shopping. They saw me browsing in the book store and they tagged along with me because they had nothing else to do. We had a lot of fun, or so it seemed to me. Probably not a big deal for them. But I was really glad that I met them that day.",0.6319428571428567,2.2915880800000004,2.748571428571428,94.44000000000004,81.53333333333333,6.419047619047619,18.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.19562857142857126,266,6,64,4,7,90,52,75,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,15,4,10,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,3,45,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604649349784593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624861063022186,0.29773452771106523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412508115713245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088324679991233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871394675600525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552282176858076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771061852329257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021379689622704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113693988366748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550276026384783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629077363155058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446947077139515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839844013255287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Painful_Opus,2020/02/22,"Alone since forever. Now I'm lonely. A youth long being bullied, no save place at home. Being seen as the black sheep of the family. The outcast. Primary school I got bullied by everyone. We had attempts from the entire school's teachers to try and get it resovled. Several speciallists, several ways of trying. It ended up to almost all teachers ending up with a burn-out. Change of management and all. This ended up with the mother of a bully (who thought he got bullied) as our teacher. Everything was blamed on me, and believed. I was punished for being attacked by him. Ended up in afterschool housing. A place away from home, and away from school. I was the outcast, nobody saw an issue in me, I got no help. I was seen as a volunteer that helped. Somehow we did end up with family therapy. My brother and father refused to cooperate. Everything was blamed on me. I was thinking about suicide back then. I hung on, becausce I was promised it would be better in High School. It didn't. I still got bullied, losing contact with the one person I had in primary. None of the teachers, staff or elderly around believed me. I was left to wander all alone. At this point I was seriously considering suicide. But I met someone, it was nothing special, but I had someone to talk to. Someone that would listen, and do things with me. She had her own issues, but together we pushed through. Until we had to choose our own career paths. Our ways split. We still talk sometimes, but it's all gone. We talk about ""Hi, what's up"" and that's it. I landed back into a depression. Nobody to talk to, nobody to trust. I turned to gaming, escapism from reality. Played a lot of WoW, RuneScape. I could talk to people! People that don't bully me for everything I tried to do. I saw a light! I thought. I went on get a parttime job, while trying to continue at school, a place that has caused me nothing but pain. School went tits up, and I continued to work there, with struggles. I had to converese with people, I learned a lot there, I persued my chances. After several changes in the job, getting more responisiblites, I was still seen as the black sheep. The dude who knows a lot, does a lot, but is never being talked to. I was left aside by everyone. I moved on to another job, big chances, I could become a manager. Sadly I fell ill after just a few days of work. I lost contact with everyone I thought I could call friends. Nobody contacted me. Not even those that I gave everything for to help. I lost everyone, which I gave my all for to have. Only to realise I still had nothing. I started isolationg myself, everyone I ever met has hurt me, has pained me. Abandoned me. I fell into a deep depression, I wanted to end it. I was ready for it. I wanted to say goodbye to the few people on Runescape I could talk to. We talked about random things, but never about issues. Until that day, and by some miracle someone else who also has had a difficult youth logged on. We started talking, she had shown me a light. Not everyone is bad. *She stopped me from killing myself, just by being there for me.* She has her own issues, we managed to talk about it. I did something good, I was appreciated. Someone is glad to have met me. But meanwhile I still feel empty, alone. I fell in love with her, but I can never be with her. She's married, lives on the other side of the world. It'll never happen. It's a blow, which I managed to come over. A good friend is worth a lot. But it's still only a good friend, that I can't visit when I need it. We can only talk. Instead of falling down I was left at a stalemate. I was doubting if there might be any hope for me, after all. Until valentines. Was joking around with some girl on a discord gaming server. She sent a message about being alone on valentines again. And as a response I told her I could be her e-date. She agreed with enthusiasm. As if she was waiting for me to ask it. We chatted a little after. The date was about to happen, and she wasn't there. Asleep after studying for exams. Shit happens, life can be exhausting. We called later, I was left smiling. I felt like I was on an up, like she was my way out. We talked a little after, and then suddenly. **Nothing.** No responses anymore to anything. She was alone, talking to others. Locked me out of everything. Just refuses to talk to me anymore. I cut her off yesterday afternoon. Sent a final message, her last chance to respond to me. Nothing. Kicked back deep into depression. Crisis services alerted, new medications. Multiple sessions coming up. I'm alone. Alone. Hurting the one friend I can never hold. Bringing her down into a depression with me. And I can't do anything to change it. Games no longer distract me. Not alone. I need people to talk to, people who know how painful it is to be constantly thinking about killing yourself. While you know you shouldn't. No matter how tempting. I would love to meet people to talk to. To game with perhaps. I need a distraction from myself. &#x200B; I'm a M22 from the Netherlands. Described as helpful and kind, and strangely enough also wise by the one friend I have. Help. Anyone. Please?",1.4455510002120595,4.113690500506589,2.8164458895879,88.49764119601332,87.76393110435663,5.289441813340875,23.86190240569261,6.859294053185249,1.1002723922622004,3992,160,750,55,129,1290,362,987,0.16399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.132,-0.9712,3,11,1,0,0,3,192.0,16,2,0,7,39,53,6,4,52,0,82,12,3,3,12,133,140,47,4,17,19,3,2,2,5,6,7,2,2,2,39,52,0,6,12,7,1,15,20,29,0,3,62,13,134,24,159,55,21,135,0,12,7,3,106,61,2,16,58,562,173,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524705632676098,0.2916472207108149,0.0,0.05629780191796147,0.0,0.03813847218659437,0.0427710531057442,0.023936759493764937,0.036909579015184144,0.0,0.0,0.06981657753658584,0.024612198245852982,0.0,0.05793211832584641,0.06266975387779637,0.03290663306636417,0.04004433289451555,0.06614188071607115,0.08119836346710553,0.029389980165909393,0.0,0.03887490759970165,0.0,0.07931520912884837,0.0,0.031130957420721125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188492709909769,0.0,0.0,0.03615942018324734,0.11170870922826108,0.06064223247930749,0.0,0.03803798374281879,0.0,0.14051905134710255,0.0,0.0,0.04540132704662218,0.0,0.12126856622364908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030803181255699683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02940453343343064,0.0,0.1870570149569478,0.03637032950655866,0.0,0.02324883331795828,0.031839819902215294,0.0,0.2018068774247215,0.15817449393331462,0.0,0.06636561366691099,0.0,0.017797844860428264,0.0,0.033796888168370835,0.03855915846466774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359746209815938,0.0,0.055170609949565914,0.0,0.0,0.0885706137628858,0.11260851678890132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093379985246743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796688435344885,0.03719003724078868,0.07061561970567615,0.034960888707905736,0.0,0.04061531453893431,0.07536324691759838,0.0,0.0,0.14695587125439094,0.1047897463109206,0.0,0.07788571307773154,0.03665469791443239,0.05803391321266839,0.028692161600007093,0.0,0.0,0.1529767516406138,0.0,0.02486233611572277,0.034393240879374176,0.07055797546196017,0.03108166373396042,0.0311503098771284,0.0,0.03937905988539425,0.07684847934583228,0.14962610849559904,0.06353756058445202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354596337536688,0.0,0.03734093919526782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741132982871962,0.0,0.07829959791400698,0.13573951202033446,0.033995743698151525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887358917511922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155595500777638,0.08031205685636159,0.11236374439441972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081954139043706,0.030734707600101833,0.11032746130063653,0.03863830718555106,0.033274755479470564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027991929435967268,0.0,0.213741678922432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929571158306053,0.03613161857923202,0.029117259316945383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491214406097702,0.02709817303913691,0.0348130491328923,0.0,0.04982855066060884,0.0,0.16866143921377758,0.029428225907442974,0.0,0.0367979946964122,0.0,0.07700473379554056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526703624057507,0.0,0.0,0.04025351505668736,0.0,0.046769757316174734,0.04510863393862875,0.0,0.08383303686893545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363447957078691,0.0,0.095592170278284,0.03828677618558346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152296761135448,0.08381879749423797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526028508113517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125108017552328,0.0,0.0,0.075013807591911,0.0,0.0427710531057442,0.0 lonely,BlackendFaith88,2020/02/22,"Broken Hearted And Feel Like I Have No One I Can Trust I'm a 31 Male from Canada. I've reached the part of my life where crossroads and bullshit arise. I am quite miserable about the options life has thrown at me. Most of which aren't what I want but hey realizing what is wrong is half the battle of fixing it. I'm going through a divorce and I have no one to vent to. Friends and family seem to gossip so I have no one to get all of this out too. Ideally I'd like to chat with someome going through some of the same stuff and can relate to what I'm going through. We have 2 daughters together and it has me ready to explode with so many feelings. I have a big heart and at times that can be your biggest downfall. I'd love to meet a sweet heart that can help me bare through this tragedy. Want a picture, I have kik Holy_Smack88. *Have a blessed day everyone*",1.0680123493090257,3.264117541899445,2.1914730961481936,96.1307321376066,83.07821229050279,5.332666862687447,23.946192296383416,6.5966054737557815,0.5640547486033514,676,26,152,7,19,214,104,179,0.156,0.652,0.193,0.8631,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,5,12,1,1,10,0,18,6,3,0,1,24,31,10,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,4,0,4,0,3,14,8,24,30,5,11,1,1,0,1,12,6,0,4,4,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615225989233223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572806897505497,0.0,0.0,0.15516858929365115,0.0,0.16645165029713832,0.11758902879836433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716820625421252,0.0,0.08599579655121599,0.0,0.2806349505116364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851491866841372,0.11032674312551984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325212355292223,0.16082878989937094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855635468891767,0.0,0.0,0.16687679945424302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33460811949524866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824387402941475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175070508770961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984407270815778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842562625455006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597856822623436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941686349764672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996235665990915,0.0,0.0 lonely,danye_1,2020/02/22,"Does volunteering help Im starting to volunteer at a retail charity store (kinda like a second hand shop) but the workers there are kinda older than me by about 10 or 20 years. Does volunteering help me develop social skills and develop friendships?",5.800227272727272,8.636937659090915,6.668181818181817,66.84727272727275,70.13636363636364,9.854545454545457,31.45454545454545,10.125756701596842,4.100563636363637,203,9,29,6,4,67,37,44,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104348027025763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675561993286689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37673937861564794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703949913178056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555345764355074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686639700433416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460117239636032 lonely,sprinkle_of_hell,2020/02/22,"Sure you can relate Anyone at some point in their lives feel lonely?, I do but I feel like I was flung into an adult situation before I could breath and make friends. As soon as turned 18 I moved in with my boyfriend who is 23. He has his own friends and hangs out with them without inviting me. It's partly wanting to be wanted around but it's mostly jealousy he has friends. I have tried to make friends with people I relate to at work, they laugh at my jokes but one I like the most has a kid. The other thinks I'm the funniest person on Earth so I suggested we hang out. Still nothing and I dropped it when I saw her at Walmart with her friend. We were friendly but the chick she was with looked at me like I was scum and ready to fight about something. I only want to be invited out when he goes out because my days go, work, home, work, home, work home. I want to see something different but I'm not the kind of person who goes out unless there is a reason. Something to do. Just venting",1.8318034055727568,3.7811872009803977,2.653250773993808,95.1635758513932,78.95098039215686,5.2751289989680075,22.01135190918473,6.05967700443912,0.11573921568627465,775,23,171,5,19,243,119,204,0.038,0.721,0.24100000000000002,0.9933,1,2,3,0,1,0,19.0,2,1,3,4,9,15,1,0,8,0,16,1,1,3,1,42,32,15,0,5,9,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,3,5,6,18,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,5,5,29,13,33,24,5,26,0,1,3,0,28,16,0,3,8,115,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869251603838437,0.0,0.0,0.10018691875645536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860502321686184,0.0,0.0957656014156903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985623788150332,0.0,0.0,0.07258077115038349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758323293122118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381000414003363,0.08040057176047391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521701553133405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396064527357141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386686998093932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171959682227742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649481264824566,0.0,0.09937732084928537,0.0,0.09450757557931123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024633527566947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961514543138592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798781556914963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626188825616352,0.08559384197914613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187284418634617,0.0,0.07802298081313268,0.19653599784924425,0.0,0.0,0.10638928725851436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571270345127825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968201046566034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650278000311538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25992274991355124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987679522303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607022142879537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211285770224242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640914799265558,0.12241420774146874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655225479721943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848720660587063,0.0,0.3277298848652367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ggr1m,2020/02/22,"Jealous Like most, I go to school and it's pretty much the only place I usually interact with people cuz I'm forced to be around them. I know that I seem outspoken and friendly to people around me, but that's just me trying to make a friend. I always browse social medias like Instagram and there has to be at least one post/story about how this person and his/her friends are out doing amazing things. And there's this ache in me that wishes I could do that, but reality hits when I can't even think of a single person I could ask out without having to beg on my knees and promising something in return. I always tell myself that being lonely isn't bad, I think it trains me to be independent, but that doesn't mean I don't long for someone to care for me, in fact, I long for it more than anything else.",5.9201212121212095,5.285132769696967,6.363636363636368,82.09212121212127,66.75757575757575,8.787878787878787,27.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,1.476878787878788,637,15,131,6,9,207,104,165,0.065,0.726,0.21,0.9779,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,3,0,15,1,1,4,1,30,27,12,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,20,8,25,20,5,16,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,7,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475350830818072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224042492911188,0.26482871327176755,0.1390562552721142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419564700377972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516551784040267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375211470017097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242571459386418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824449964604172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34475945747982223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453506504680516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174622052505827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533833570004906,0.0,0.0,0.26326883296407866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928827071121583,0.0,0.0,0.1620266307132103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093445006046893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007932871338744,0.11312707944650564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624175162626573,0.2597563437823792,0.15540659731839201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245634657179904,0.1513268779303212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505376206198618,0.0,0.1354116272064668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162653321946234,0.126030937714946,0.1145109698685587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000946122737247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881939758553678,0.19061925002463867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098791636798993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382131948132153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710491132197607,0.14338462390345705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1y42x,2020/02/22,skin hunger i am so fucking lonely. i am used to it but i am dying of skin hunger. i just want to hug a boy. for like an hour. or hold a hand. i never receive hugs. i just want to be loved... aw shoot i'm crying. i just want a person who cares about me is that too much to ask?,-3.750208333333333,-2.6063939374999983,-0.4193749999999987,107.56854166666668,113.375,2.1333333333333333,8.458333333333332,3.1291,-2.4902979166666666,204,2,57,0,12,71,44,64,0.218,0.521,0.261,0.5143,0,2,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,4,1,5,9,3,1,1,11,14,3,1,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,5,7,13,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607978826152091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844269704948212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30643378978463065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895252518878642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579018761827311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747277713006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628991424808035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177995624077243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507394059704026,0.0,0.21515769936554213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435845274336893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409392083728157,0.0,0.0,0.4936285343034786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LiveSpinach7,2020/02/22,I need someone to talk to Hi. Is anyone out there to just be a friend 🙁,-3.6354901960784334,-2.3449149411764694,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,110.17647058823529,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-2.049886274509804,54,1,15,0,3,19,15,17,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037257424618257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460914402150897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281286727083423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892221631385616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640856241465514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chocolate-chip-cooki,2020/02/22,"No one to talk to. I have no one to talk to at school, no one to talk to at home and no one to talk to online. Is this all that there is?",-1.9103921568627449,-1.1177669411764697,0.9770588235294112,108.24343137254904,86.05882352941177,4.533333333333334,11.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.153890196078432,100,0,33,0,3,35,16,34,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,27,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259181718912764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104708131400128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279388496029232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7241065161667661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zach84,2020/02/22,"My epic highlight real of loneliness and failures at making friends the past 4 months. Don't have any friends. Started a new job. Decided that if i vibed with any coworkers I'd eventually ask them to hang. One by one, week after week, they have all denied me, repeatedly. A friend that I have become close with at work (and also struggles to make friends) tells me people see me as desperate . Also kind of annoying because I have ADHD. But I mean, yeah, I am desperate. I'm so lonely and desperate for friends that I don't even have the will to conceal it that much. My main problem is I'm unaware of how I come off. I'm not shy at all, I'm probably the most outgoing one there, probably too outgoing. If I wasn't lonely then I wouldn't come off as weird but at the end of the day I am CRUSHINGLY lonely. All the time. So IDK what to do about it, it seems like an unbreakable cycle. &#x200B; I'm lonely - tries to make friends - projects desperation and loneliness - people don't want to be friends with me = I'm even more lonely, demoralized, and crushed by the typical rejection.",3.6304805302402654,5.301964028169022,4.9190057995029015,82.11201325600666,73.03755868544602,8.767633250483291,29.90030378348523,9.325443323948027,2.7106688207677445,850,37,168,20,17,282,116,213,0.245,0.638,0.11699999999999999,-0.9808,1,10,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,1,10,19,1,1,10,1,16,0,0,4,3,31,33,17,0,5,5,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,10,0,3,1,1,18,9,26,29,7,22,0,6,1,0,11,7,0,4,13,108,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351088324742801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798069141525703,0.0,0.1218086809918115,0.13660446433071047,0.15290099125567996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509895493674934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853112134499939,0.12416074758397533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936823875524744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250258657150392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995721072704652,0.0,0.0,0.14850672083578595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6079961674587423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156102178704493,0.0,0.0,0.11706972380188076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492348102007594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512673310824705,0.0,0.0,0.12246000387798382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897337928338193,0.0,0.08264276007681445,0.0,0.0,0.10857741440054523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285392150467517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731907132779378,0.15587786768620054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241884778076275,0.1075722215326862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796031356158005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958540429697136,0.1023443388277284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795725376990306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752739268588673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826137256571713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555389832387548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632683945606017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630913124756252,0.0,0.18035554071275034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818442129123937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660446433071047,0.0 lonely,Thexicuiter,2020/02/22,"So what’s next? Aspergers? check, Lonely? Double check, Dysthima? check, suicidal? Infinite check, OCD? Check. Jesus Christ gimme a break at life for once",2.963714285714285,4.138042400000003,2.794857142857144,81.38600000000002,125.0,7.828571428571429,19.571428571428573,7.447530270364453,2.5389428571428567,120,4,18,4,7,36,21,25,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.8385,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549173375196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343944654957273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351260875704997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496328858219811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mandy_g18,2020/02/22,"Hello... is anyone out there? I’ve been trying to post something, everything I want to do that, I feel hesitant for some reason. Anyway, here I am. I am a very busy person with a full-time job. I’ve recently got my heart broken (for good). I’ve been hurt by the same person many times and I’ve given him way too many chances till he finally left. I’m just in a really weird and lonely place right now. I wish I can have someone to talk to, just random stuff, I’m excited to know what excites you, how’s your day, etc. I’m 29F, trying to look for someone serious at some point in life but right now, having someone who cares for me as much as I do, would feel nice. I know this is a lonely community, we’re here to help each other feel better. I hope you get to meet someone and feel the sparks again. I will try my best to sprinkle my happy and joyful dust all over you. All I’m saying is, I’m feeling really empty and please feel free to say hi :)",1.0610632107907954,2.91403549246231,3.0816715154720984,91.62330600370274,81.01005025125626,5.998518910341178,18.51388521555144,7.0608816371341465,0.1321296482412051,729,16,162,9,19,246,124,199,0.07400000000000001,0.67,0.256,0.9924,1,4,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,2,11,16,0,0,6,0,14,2,1,2,2,31,35,10,0,4,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,9,19,12,24,29,9,20,0,3,1,0,16,10,0,4,8,95,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325526726786009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495475001882544,0.10530616381668456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139798485203107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678915105071826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279253855742715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701083776290078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36122681505619697,0.0,0.0,0.13043341401415018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622082301196035,0.0,0.0,0.09986877302666967,0.09522973190211656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267503332951954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109641292318456,0.07980891741157638,0.0,0.0,0.1182616076883355,0.0,0.0,0.1274649911727325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815683492793995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087355862750175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936796843973827,0.0,0.08410140441505015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998731594571324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143297134040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752884120248756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793155248350534,0.12440094657963173,0.13070114905533695,0.11255795329792592,0.0,0.11403444040088095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255630014136365,0.1224219600174395,0.11756550186306865,0.0,0.0,0.20336721706533425,0.0,0.1893756537514651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035444626057042,0.09166453220911296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630462404627502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570252428762624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942963607775578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425185147747103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982437505891726,0.0702295205756459,0.09451081015121217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369225757678085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458264661367905,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheCompletely,2020/02/22,"Truth behind the lie of a smile Everyday I smile, I strive to be polite, People always smile back, They all seem to think I'm nice. But there's something they don't see, A strong sense of sorrow, None who shares my day, I just hope for a new tomorrow. I fight, and I believe, Though my fuel, is now my grief, i'm just a lonely man, With noone around, who really sees... That my smile is... actually hollow. ----- As you can probably tell, I don't know who to talk to.. so I talk with myself through random poems. I thought maybe anyone could relate, or would maybe consider try to really see the people around you. Maybe they are attractive, well dressed and seem popular. But it doesn't mean anyone actually cares about them.. often there's noone with them when they get home. No friends, no woman, no animals.. just them and their silent thoughts.",3.3120105820105827,5.3068560740740764,3.8549559082892415,88.03444444444445,74.67901234567901,7.344620811287477,21.447971781305114,8.192908349453996,0.9901749559082892,652,16,132,11,14,205,103,162,0.129,0.6920000000000001,0.179,0.8406,0,2,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,2,8,1,15,14,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,2,28,25,10,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,3,23,10,17,20,2,11,0,3,3,0,21,2,0,6,9,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2724503462865052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615472576527512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952169849367121,0.0,0.0,0.24853936809180846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073404031847939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727644307805258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423270224090369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145573124404068,0.0,0.0,0.09002761648546131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785121780177254,0.0,0.07293294178689325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400257733043241,0.13864993317724622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767180935261431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207276431174199,0.15206053722045226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482230476005114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935560309532507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505076721320153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788570376627331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337188699932243,0.25416519109573943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746751641505546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244033183168359,0.12201271131143747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894472267790699,0.1371519727153478,0.2216466340817989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477625220061203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255132132582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991647122864028,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ktydrmz,2020/02/22,"I really don't understand my ""friends"". Im a 20y.o university student who recently went back to his hometown to take a break from everything related to the town im living at the moment for a month.. When i was in my hometown my friends called me nearly every day and checked up on what im doing, how im doing and how they missed me so much and want me to come back as soon as possible etc. It felt really good, them caring about me that much and chatting with them a shit ton even though i was out of town. Then the day was here where im coming back. I had plans with one of my friends to go out and get couple of drinks together but she ditched me just because she wanted to fuck some dude or whatever.. Alright, its totally fine i'll meet her tomorrow then right? No. Got ditched again. Okay ill call my other friends since we wanted to see each other for so long now right? None of them answers my calls and rarely texts me short answers. I mean okay they might be busy its totally fine i understand that but already a week had passed and they have met with my roommate nearly everyday and didn't even invite me to anything.(All of our friends are mutual.) And now im here sitting playing Overwatch all day. What happened? I really don't understand.. Have i done something wrong to make them upset? I really don't know.. Im not an outgoing person so its not like we were together all day everyday before me going back to my hometown but they're literally my only friends and i've never felt so lonely and unwanted by my only friends.",2.7080386226151703,4.790254553745932,3.9453548161935816,86.30494706840393,76.75244299674267,7.512750116333178,25.947999069334568,8.418075326091056,1.826013587715216,1216,46,243,24,28,397,166,307,0.111,0.762,0.127,0.4737,0,2,2,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,7,1,23,22,2,1,9,3,18,4,1,3,5,51,43,27,0,4,7,0,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,11,21,1,0,9,3,1,6,9,6,0,1,13,3,41,16,33,28,11,46,0,2,1,1,29,14,2,3,25,167,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275712378542326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066129935463145,0.0,0.04571530380851778,0.0,0.06381389230472095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297300552410029,0.0,0.07646080820477784,0.0,0.0,0.12920041311955754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297881287179391,0.0,0.1934582541169241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674432435309858,0.0,0.0734650190486762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363750711381868,0.09906491718466648,0.0,0.06318520604895247,0.0,0.06739926656933186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401092225616774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055782097868591,0.06933022510542547,0.0391809761729674,0.0,0.08524099820584258,0.0629009378479063,0.059979103238288416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631644965189426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670404746890366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041214432337946416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663800579614103,0.0,0.06622057979546063,0.06636683282233252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050058702272660176,0.0,0.0,0.08168983918257154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955618672098029,0.0,0.0,0.05985904682103931,0.0,0.11025761173428383,0.0,0.05783956266998775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081749450942353,0.11407177803427075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548137752674155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454383349898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921708670824641,0.0,0.07404697285879328,0.0,0.0,0.1280879727791609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976006074127629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769796865362429,0.06203534696619716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057733612505713724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638573241091821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368067218154127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342124415774787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269921843249075,0.0,0.060155212518162776,0.0,0.0,0.06951966845597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199355190719791,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway0192746566,2020/02/22,"Realisation of being kinda lonely An awful event in my life has made me realise how lonely I am, I have a long term boyfriend but nothing other than that. I know that may be more than others but I feel like a loser. I only get messages/text if I start them, or if it's work related. There's no one there",2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,4.52075,85.44925000000002,75.40625,6.370000000000001,22.175,6.742157984588678,0.5310974999999996,237,6,50,2,5,82,51,64,0.19899999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8034,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,2,0,11,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,9,1,4,7,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466897697703406,0.2750460677204127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114806562825865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158746285817231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719388541063199,0.18809291432241898,0.0,0.0,0.3407153508670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36429894572001975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694205573872986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608878521943942,0.2928119681484683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250695399969976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802866140529161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imverymuchdepressed,2020/02/22,"I feel so empty There’s nothing new to look forward to each week, it’s just the same thing over and over again. I am an only child, and my dad works a pretty standard 9-5 job. My mum is also stuck at home with me (due to coronavirus schools and some jobs have been on hold) and she’ll be stuck with me for the next month and a half. The problem is that we’re always just doing our own thing and constantly putting our heads down to get shit done, and because of this we barely say a word to each other, even when being 10 meters apart. I can’t even go and hang out with my friends, one reason being I’m on house arrest (again because of virus, where I live hit hard) and our school has implemented this substitute online school program which is mandatory. I feel so empty and alone every single day, I swear depression is eating me up alive. This is just a rant I needed to get off my shoulders but any advice or whatnot would be greatly appreciated!",3.751986607142858,4.918085463541669,4.447113095238095,87.60562500000003,71.96875,6.9440476190476215,24.130952380952376,7.1686216300943375,0.8346952380952382,747,20,155,7,14,239,131,192,0.10099999999999999,0.836,0.063,-0.2564,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,13,5,1,0,8,0,18,4,3,1,0,33,29,16,0,3,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,17,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,4,5,19,2,21,18,6,26,0,1,1,0,10,13,1,2,11,107,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387159825755521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702172018239826,0.0,0.11352070711037207,0.11811725014962775,0.0,0.0,0.09653371076983963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306790210636258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534020393133666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154870304869683,0.0,0.12226492792765242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526841241166893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525456587287575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875187952518461,0.0,0.1196025197694624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435525981309699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967344796437332,0.0,0.14833040106519865,0.0,0.08067583229201176,0.0,0.0,0.15650498548978456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716306336672314,0.0,0.1456859432973835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239161759294047,0.0,0.0,0.16379606552628084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173524113705345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534814237997008,0.0,0.11920575980979947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330647280390126,0.0,0.0,0.1052572263787327,0.0,0.13710023240271038,0.15096988173082385,0.0,0.0,0.13620886501652013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619182672268324,0.10796255120946767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441843533710896,0.0,0.13583097970818012,0.0,0.1427031597259604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459525403122838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288766220696188,0.0,0.43099562866754254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571392666924204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886161001329873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386708130485006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334433429877052,0.0,0.0,0.10084017718589086,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,durianz,2020/02/22,"A pulsating dark goo emerges from my heart, then blooms like a sickening flower across my skin. That's the visualisation I have for the loneliness I'm experiencing. It's suffocating, it's blinding and binding. I've never fitted in my whole life. I'm always the freak and the r*tard, and since I'm bi and live in a very homophobic country, it just makes it worse. My dream is to live in another country where even if I'm still not accepted, at least I would belong. But that seems impossible now. I feel so isolated and useless. I'm so easily drained which is why I'm so useless. I used to have a friend but now they're getting better and healing whereas I'm getting worse so I decided to cut any contact with them. They've expressed many times that my negative words affect them. It's not that I wallow in self-loathe, I only mention them as a one-off joke. But maybe it's still too much. So now I'm bereft of any human connection. But people at my college see me as the happy-go-lucky guy, and it's so hard to fake it nowadays. I don't know. I thought I can just ignore this goo from my heart as I had done this whole time before, but it's true : don't leave your wounds to fester. Before long, you can no longer heal it.",2.9156374501991986,4.400594059760959,4.3953366533864555,85.90312450199205,74.53784860557771,7.410438247011952,25.299003984063745,8.07648339933343,1.3755910756972107,963,32,204,15,20,321,142,251,0.172,0.753,0.076,-0.9713,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,3,1,16,13,1,1,10,0,11,9,3,3,2,32,28,23,0,2,10,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,6,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,6,24,6,20,24,4,19,0,2,2,1,11,9,0,2,11,121,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846627866123073,0.0,0.0,0.19363792275515496,0.1492911814594034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229897260575656,0.0,0.0,0.12591791988171644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456976707774262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403645032534426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198839319059759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099975256097374,0.0,0.1487687074010105,0.0,0.08091422393786825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409722933430939,0.0,0.0,0.12753882164658095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33742691166657474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824483236603252,0.0,0.0,0.15075313382234895,0.0,0.0,0.10056271655198472,0.06955657179112375,0.0,0.25143707538132115,0.1259961963388929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950355141535983,0.1443445304634157,0.14303346357384156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466101142056876,0.0,0.1098073327355046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647606708610906,0.10828157327025696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870395951778213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345336256348085,0.12961162000063162,0.14852676315876648,0.0,0.0,0.11777295109484495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273995549728848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302877151343615,0.1660384356660126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296511768269992,0.0,0.11747316839972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847007057459772,0.3179101822684957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901818168816945,0.10113815311157814,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TSA-L,2020/02/22,"Solitary I’m tired of waking up alone. I look at my phone and as usual, zero messages. I try to talk to people and they don’t listen. I dread my birthday because I know no one will greet me. It’s been like this for longer than I can remember. How much longer do I have to do this?",0.33136612021857914,2.1094277377049195,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,83.09836065573771,4.722404371584699,18.36338797814207,5.46131890053228,-0.5287398907103826,216,5,51,1,6,72,47,61,0.166,0.755,0.079,-0.6486,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,1,0,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,10,1,9,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434326550406568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213737483470326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822360667882676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200068016239896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784564793339942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437606483472555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469751002503216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988638118365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756327556736404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665236857740753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811199379770129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251313951132896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652052991145789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flowswatyr,2020/02/22,anyone else experienced friendship betrayal that they never got over? i'm scared that i'm gonna be scarred for life.,4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5546545454545457,96,4,17,2,2,30,19,22,0.262,0.625,0.113,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135699302386157,0.4594948022355899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746263298108072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586701642926127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167567936638817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458758855236491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489813551902007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JackThaStrippa,2020/02/22,"Better off doing things by myself While I can say I have a good group of friends, they don’t want to do the things I really want to do. So if I’m gonna ever live my life and do what I like, I just decided maybe I am better off going alone. Who knows I may have more fun that way? It’s just awkward to be alone at public functions (also may not be safe either but thats another story).",2.110627450980392,2.6555732588235297,4.233823529411765,89.9405392156863,75.23529411764707,7.0784313725490176,20.049019607843128,7.1686216300943375,0.2466078431372547,297,5,70,3,6,103,63,85,0.075,0.748,0.17800000000000002,0.7386,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,2,0,13,1,0,0,1,15,19,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,8,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472008718474285,0.0,0.18222737231269456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389413216134433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030645868997229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612125227002895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605161863191718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295036412468727,0.1911263514178031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523126598771073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095115708159485,0.11132565921310564,0.0,0.20121318120377052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289258112045661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459792092570902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121118670003605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027730990935835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688069878631679,0.1808724165352271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nanookth,2020/02/22,Always down for a rant/chat Hello! I've just been lacking the ability to talk to people for a little while so I thought this would be a decent enough place to say hi!,0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.85714285714286,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.3634285714285719,131,3,28,1,4,43,29,35,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.4374,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202662453710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977028662496483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857692445834681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668400398429812,0.0,0.4021368349842955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060866018971471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093666991705588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556628165068594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734207314254403,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giraffe-legs-11,2020/02/22,Why not? Chat with me. No genders or ages to be specified. Let’s just have a chat,-2.956666666666667,-2.1229349999999982,-0.06833333333333158,103.56750000000002,121.22222222222223,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,-0.5131555555555556,62,2,16,1,4,21,17,18,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7498091903268929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616541227116546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheCactusVert,2020/02/22,"My only friend Hello, that might be weird but I wanted to show some pics of my cat. He's gone 6 months ago and I can't get through it, I miss him so much. He was the only spark of joy in my life and now that he's gone I feel so empty. [https://imgur.com/gallery/PMhgUzo](https://imgur.com/gallery/PMhgUzo)",3.564736842105265,6.35778924561404,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,77.59649122807018,4.5017543859649125,13.008771929824562,5.46131890053228,-1.4178280701754389,245,2,51,1,6,70,43,57,0.107,0.7290000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6543,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,5,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264200447325405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861917841073032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844991342762844,0.0,0.1923887297844935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009681255028483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906414593189089,0.0,0.0,0.2939234064299754,0.0,0.27069669955372383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560121942429132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719583133847534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dan456329,2020/02/22,"Can I be happy alone? I (20M) am not sure what I'm supposed to do here for the next 80 years. I thought it would be nice to experience everything that life has to offer and enjoy as much as I can while I'm here, but it feels so empty with no one to share it with. No one knows who I am, and I don't know who anyone else is. I can never know anyone because of who I am. I have to be alone, I deserve to be alone. But how can I find peace and come to terms with it? If life is empty and meaningless alone, I'm not sure I want it.",1.6248966942148757,1.5833485454545482,3.864121900826447,94.29800103305786,75.94214876033058,7.041735537190082,20.910123966942148,6.6274283507984215,-0.0076702479338841565,398,7,107,3,8,139,64,121,0.23199999999999998,0.662,0.106,-0.9282,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,18,2,0,1,3,25,28,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,1,12,6,14,22,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6531091808495196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204643349054064,0.16153050117125894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610164712040603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580104992229047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316958940816545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168516869428013,0.15421142172362465,0.0,0.0,0.07971230344215717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408874971020544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782078087058966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599200597724911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270495065880788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589049194126347,0.0,0.12158898176837893,0.0,0.16766198842565952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365470720016774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971654993107864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515606104332444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298573563292394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198965268004404,0.0,0.0,0.10152108302805037 lonely,claydoughhoe,2020/02/22,Empty and alone. I have had problems with depression and anxiety nearly all of my life. Im 28 m. Lately things have gotten really bad. All of my friends don't talk to me anymore and I try to self medicate but it just makes things worse. I cry alot. I feel so alone. I'm probably gonna get help but I need someone to talk to right now.,-1.157441314553992,0.8131924929577501,1.3428521126760593,95.97324530516434,102.94366197183099,5.183568075117371,17.184272300469484,6.816661863887847,0.221027230046948,261,8,59,5,12,88,52,71,0.27699999999999997,0.652,0.07200000000000001,-0.9193,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,14,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,8,8,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070079391696831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031400777066614,0.0,0.19486488692599066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406061035535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158346014370158,0.0,0.0,0.16923620634701753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993510466604083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518073791485852,0.0,0.10265770727423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170283844692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224248802456588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164882962375046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878641683252035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311583351509399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979426023346608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569455022691866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184902418172125,0.18801401268410745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587627049220515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780104656996822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049815077527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648500220416113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158617985059477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610779213918509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340354189179848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002396910894016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dwinnnnn,2020/02/22,"is 25 and up the time you start losing ppl? im new here (26 F) and its about 1:30am and i just needed a place to vent i guess. it seems like as i get older i lose more friends. i had a large group in college which is obviously not sustainable but there were a few ppl i thought were permanent fixtures in my life. out of nowhere two of my best friends cut me off completely. i even went out to coffee immediately to try to solve whatever issue they had, got nowhere, called the other girl, and she kept blowing me off. when she popped back up months later i was honest and told her that our friendship was too important to not be willing to speak and to essentially put me to the side repeatedly because that’s not how i treat ppl. she immediately got defensive and pretty much never spoke to me again. and one of my other friends, closest friend, didnt invite me to her birthday recently. its just all so bizarre. and im okay to discuss and confront issues but it seems like i lose ppl that way. i dont know. i just feel very invisible to ppl, no one texts me or calls to check in. if something happened to me literally no one would have any idea. and i am like the complete opposite. i call my parents weekly sometimes more. i text my sister. i always check in with friends. and then i get angry like why do i care so much for ppl who dont? the other part of me is terrified ill be alone forever, and honestly how will i make it? i worry ill end up doing something crazy. ugh idk. thx for listening",1.538137376237625,3.8370582541254135,3.1351557343234333,89.44996132425743,81.97029702970299,6.295750825082508,23.660169141914192,7.531066641456977,1.0857327557755778,1173,43,248,19,32,386,176,303,0.16,0.647,0.193,0.9434,1,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,4,15,22,3,0,8,1,21,3,0,3,3,43,41,24,0,3,10,2,1,4,5,3,3,3,0,1,13,16,0,2,6,0,2,2,9,7,0,4,14,4,41,15,34,22,8,32,0,3,0,0,26,14,0,5,19,167,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134725775450466,0.0,0.0,0.08142238698687736,0.0,0.0,0.06654409195629199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524370437670615,0.0,0.05965090485284918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026917611961276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299759698074402,0.0,0.09976869921501744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051961650696457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936837497022644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666962075357333,0.0,0.0,0.06463166004528319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947793477745619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378008881472784,0.0,0.10224937764932712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652560444144895,0.0,0.10779723972391128,0.0,0.08653199035782952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046528239412008,0.21139827576007425,0.20426835580681774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377801255029531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911719112037053,0.1912261335414369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284208686871644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531832094632585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810614846748035,0.0,0.14386793390704136,0.07255751897811633,0.07547105590743118,0.09450802625817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892525766898705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086553135377212,0.10596637231250236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223662803377316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955272168257864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837032169931477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661904361703932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781652568300213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066561695901598,0.0967801319715614,0.0,0.06926158192114536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768516474747793,0.05705946838320889,0.0,0.0,0.09350371348483782,0.0,0.06643645906786791,0.0,0.09558916281543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073981799807746,0.0,0.07767196961330901,0.07849259568204525,0.0,0.0,0.09071166071297314,0.08829803654480449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937551143708112,0.0,0.06951269116283912,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Beautiful-Dinner,2020/02/22,"No registration free voice chatrooms. i doubt there is much interest for this, but i'm releasing it anyways. [www.askjerri.com?freevoicechat=singing](https://www.askjerri.com?freevoicechat=singing)",22.88033333333333,30.91580770000001,8.840000000000002,43.55833333333334,47.0,12.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,10.504223727775694,6.679166666666667,174,6,14,5,3,37,19,20,0.153,0.64,0.20600000000000002,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sithsaber,2020/02/22,lonely sometimes means horny but most of the time it means you want to wake up next to someone,6.91,6.161374736842108,5.483157894736844,89.59210526315792,64.78947368421052,7.6,29.52631578947368,3.1291,0.9133789473684201,76,2,16,0,1,22,17,19,0.087,0.8420000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7579680490404741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37001408283923215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29478926877034234,0.0,0.3440991870648189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028734233466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521068615742394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,searchingcities,2020/02/22,"I had a happy dream and it was nice - also desperate Had a dream I talked to this cute girl from school a while ago and we got really comfortable with each other. She put her head on my shoulder and we made jokes and I was the happiest guy in the world. I was really happy and super excited and when I woke up I realized I was alone and nobody was there for me to hug me or talk to me or show me affection. It was a rough morning. I’m getting desperate. Giving up on relationships and might just solely do hookups now to fill the void of no physical affection. It’s exhausting and draining. Having to reset yourself emotionally and try again and again over months and months is too much. Im tired of dealing with emotional baggage and just wanna relax with someone, but it feels like no one is out there who feels the way I do... give me clarity people",2.8550196078431402,4.8312587764705865,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137256,75.94117647058823,8.298039215686275,24.862745098039216,9.029198982220553,2.0375803921568627,672,23,133,16,15,225,106,170,0.071,0.706,0.223,0.9713,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,10,12,0,0,8,0,14,5,2,3,0,33,23,19,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,20,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,11,3,18,11,20,11,2,19,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,3,9,99,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141377435876885,0.0,0.0,0.16518257519563564,0.0,0.1275433501611672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442622609980076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588074700074762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128492991293875,0.11393902213897597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332645542901336,0.3059928939019101,0.0,0.0,0.12755797738662916,0.0,0.0,0.15791925228355275,0.0,0.33955815742156675,0.0,0.0,0.1636817964979044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722755620411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791830258395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091241254825769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919269743671542,0.0,0.0,0.2546053051326413,0.0,0.11724281612239434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080739201739218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056963829437354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603305646461233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434556198921072,0.0,0.0,0.1712315720533126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614114516617978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513456986434547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563825432475681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330922202488625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082826081223898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659499867595847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamreallythecoolest,2020/02/22,"I have a loving family and good friends. Yet I am lonely. Random Rant ahead. Thats the story for most of us. Because we are unable to put our feelings to words and communicate them to others. We all have different reasons for it. For me its trust issues. Because everytime I tried trusting someone and told them something thinking they womt go on announcing it to everybody. Guess what? They did it. Ohh and YES attractive and handsome people can have mental illnesses too. I got social anxiety ~~But youre so cute and hadsome... Yes! Thats a real reply that I got and many others would have got too. Dont even get me started at the wanna be squad. Like WTF you want to have a mental illness just because you think its cool? NO! You dont have ocd just bc you like to keep your shoes clean. Or maybe you do but the point is that stop romanticizing mentall illness. I can go on and on... but my ""no one cares anyways"" thoughts are raising their voices. So before I erase this all. I am gonna stop typing and post.",1.0528787878787895,3.6542746919191913,2.5265656565656585,90.0098484848485,89.95959595959593,4.9535353535353535,21.47474747474748,6.605766666666668,0.6357292929292937,791,28,153,10,27,256,126,198,0.11800000000000001,0.711,0.171,0.8157,1,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,4,7,5,1,9,14,0,0,6,3,19,5,1,1,2,35,37,15,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,1,0,13,11,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,3,27,13,16,28,3,14,0,1,0,1,20,5,0,4,7,109,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201933157675792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438833730694366,0.0,0.11347875516079985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596847050536295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933185510837492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125916983220318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808241494299206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257190724585686,0.0,0.06743035810215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303289479705076,0.0,0.06967461537782375,0.0,0.15158207743970156,0.11185526956015476,0.3199783178233684,0.0,0.14691006222675052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391922322844,0.0,0.11853567824441676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303050210279266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036177685402863,0.0,0.0,0.13520517611034566,0.13397712105950155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031837603163249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036756431943176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245439495729654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606743655413327,0.0,0.12772113528195306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134062709946238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517918296482978,0.0,0.13711534569646075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359427882835388,0.11299471615670775,0.102666335518288,0.0,0.0,0.09439224358637824,0.0,0.0,0.2229883254755204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090222798512314,0.0,0.105872213577801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743031641322033,0.0,0.09054206175207344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604145537931977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865864090441471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473446454136217,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,killmebilli,2020/02/22,"All of a sudden I’m in college and I have no friends I’m a sophomore and this year was way lonelier than the first. My freshman year I talked to lots of people regularly and I felt like my life was going somewhere. This year I don’t talk to anyone and I find it hard to convince myself that I need to do my homework. It’s hard to find out what changed. Sometimes, I think it’s the increasing stress my family puts on me but I know the situation could be way worse. I mean I’m not being physically harmed. I just don’t see this changing for me unless I do something ya know?",0.19771349862259047,2.495753454545458,2.379140495867769,92.37295316804408,88.83471074380165,5.210137741046832,21.28980716253444,6.742157984588678,0.4728375757575756,452,16,99,6,15,152,75,121,0.105,0.8170000000000001,0.077,-0.2776,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,20,21,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,4,19,3,13,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,6,66,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562346353246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498576258458605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202639802225688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588656557564345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877140382228466,0.0,0.3022718446447089,0.1406550180525988,0.0,0.0,0.12775662273933786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397782290624032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962599209646138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175491629431775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679856404913133,0.0807864781694109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058304525529866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801253716292769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261224581381905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146397107488741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623233863079875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177040446306945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587141836094287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730210405789402,0.16354513630448006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941916849327428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581999409920776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595592557607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625099304716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851583115015295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194589976552897 lonely,WindsOWinter,2020/02/22,"Lonely weekends You guys ever waited to get through a stressful week but when Saturday comes you just end up staying in your house and feeling lonely? No plans, nothing creative to do, just being surrounded by four walls and a ceiling on top. Playing video games or browsing YouTube or whatever... Feels like I'm stuck in a time loop..",6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,64.90163934426228,8.067213114754097,38.200819672131146,8.07648339933343,3.244472131147541,267,14,44,3,4,81,52,61,0.21600000000000005,0.653,0.131,-0.7318,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,9,6,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,3,2,8,7,0,16,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590952025842336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26640166543786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720725887070506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041666529179258,0.21487718052431332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714505416618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781933392238363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34705955629447915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469458387141416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886063722234113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205912934814417,0.0,0.0,0.34454229486784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753871457394039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412674479526368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MagnetoThanos,2020/02/22,"I don’t want to attend my friend’s wedding I’m happy for them, but I’ve been single for four years now and have seen life pass me by, as they went from dating to engaged to being married soon. I hate myself for thinking this. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep myself composed and normal at their ceremony. To avoid a scene I just don’t want to go. But then they probably won’t talk to me again, ever, which I probably deserve...I just had to get this out there.",1.9037871287128707,3.104615554455449,3.7040470297029735,90.99290222772278,76.62376237623762,6.238118811881187,21.53589108910891,6.6274283507984215,0.2791673267326731,365,9,83,3,8,123,69,101,0.081,0.83,0.08800000000000001,-0.3291,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,0,1,17,20,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,1,14,3,16,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,7,59,17,0,0.24967238712267095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584296816637744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928962669518411,0.0,0.13044351742383786,0.0,0.14189457130423302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578089873125704,0.0,0.2464997924496765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192028942786773,0.0,0.0,0.13721341446560836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635099071443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446259289130681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538378123003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067720734726804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997998433907126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452648542689097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314488042233252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078083147624309 lonely,anon20002000,2020/02/22,Feels like no one cares It feels like no one honestly has any desire to be friends with me. If I don’t reach out to my friends they won’t talk to me. It’s so tiring always having to initiate the conversation. I’ve tested to see how long it would take for someone to reach out to me and after about a week I just gave up. Every time I try to make a new friend or start a relationship it always falls apart and I end up getting ghosted. Fuck this shit man.,1.2450744558992,3.0336437938144343,2.9679725085910644,92.9800916380298,80.1340206185567,5.9605956471935855,20.0561282932417,6.937597516519254,0.16405475372279502,356,9,82,4,9,118,68,97,0.111,0.6579999999999999,0.231,0.8793,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,4,0,6,3,1,2,0,14,16,6,1,3,3,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,3,9,7,16,12,0,13,0,0,1,1,9,5,2,2,9,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099675612324937,0.0,0.0,0.1266636281582297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899051448098745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497164951857762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569326297523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883579608180762,0.2661292890698211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317135450716731,0.17219496821280394,0.09731350123833334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819950889775296,0.0,0.0,0.16483481267871605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433042923930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989169502525107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524300718308139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997423043210205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484256216403663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119387909073216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781804307082994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131836245716194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004482727972453,0.14970925386994274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861008203319036,0.2140792154505294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645875388981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494070571911197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231422064502596,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stuckinmyhidingspot,2020/02/22,"I changed one aspect of my personality and the reception was absolutely astounding. I grew up broody and skeptical of everything but beyond that I was a nice guy (still am). I wasn't as assertive as my brothers and my family members would always tell me I had a soft heart. I would describe myself as ""completely forget-able"" in my teens. One summer when I had just turned 20, I was lying in bed. I was visiting my extended family after not having seen them in years. I remember feeling absolute loneliness, and even though I was surrounded by all these people that I knew loved me, I felt like an outsider. It was then that I endeavoured to change the way people saw me. Yes Reddit, I became a fucking extrovert. Suddenly people wanted to talk to me and hang out for shits and giggles. I felt immortal. Like I'd never be alone again. My employers noticed and my career path experienced a crazy spike. Now I'm 25 and I'm so tired. I'm emotionally drained and all I do now is finish work and go to sleep. I'm back to where I was 5 years ago, with almost energy. What's the moral of the story? I don't fucking know. Life is hard. People are picky. The strain on my mind is not worth the change. I'm going to bed.",2.411516304347828,4.6136591624999985,4.360398550724638,82.38619565217392,78.20833333333334,8.007246376811594,23.768115942028984,8.841846274778883,1.9327789855072472,949,32,185,23,23,323,145,240,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.129,0.11699999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,12,10,4,1,11,1,21,8,3,0,3,30,40,18,0,3,4,1,5,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,6,12,0,0,6,0,1,5,5,5,0,2,15,8,33,5,23,22,2,30,1,0,2,3,8,9,3,1,17,124,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165278660731193,0.0,0.126127182915241,0.13045288808056518,0.0,0.0,0.10480585042153706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685272954891856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997356451965901,0.0,0.1320629336672993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416840446757751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319304242816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320152891012306,0.0,0.2374810485349233,0.0,0.06368736195720211,0.0,0.2418758750495505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328894031374609,0.0,0.0,0.14316789801859847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247166810392308,0.0,0.0,0.11283223222242635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925899096339876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922236681936349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896676039828975,0.12307191111863845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368060713397755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271801009023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714537351827447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340224475854188,0.0,0.0,0.17070269059770732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492893516750449,0.10998030733083686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268409574938826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929247830850835,0.0,0.0,0.12604740685824425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058897778229857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123901743411416,0.11009148260634624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237515653600788,0.0,0.0,0.14476840185247206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700444026945888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429237327720696,0.09997836136332644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169779036262468,0.0,0.0,0.17895168594320818,0.0,0.0,0.1622236388084393 lonely,kitkatmegan,2020/02/22,"I feel so abandoned I used to have friends, it was a group of four of us that did everything together. For some reason that I wish I understood, they kicked me out of the group and keep hanging out without me, they don’t even talk to me. They did this at the same time that my dad died and I needed them the most. It feels awful to lose your only friends - friends that have been together since childhood - and not know the reason. Additionally, the guy I’ve been with for two years moved across the country a couple months ago. We’ve been doing the long distance thing - call me psycho but I keep close track of his instagram following list - and recently I noticed he followed some pretty girls who are in the same area he now lives in. Now I have constant anxiety that he is going to leave me for someone else. I just feel more alone than I ever thought possible. I miss fun nights with friends and having people to talk to when things are rough. All I’ve got is myself",5.392993019197206,5.890497858638746,5.2593848167539266,85.70471422338571,67.7958115183246,8.460907504363004,29.005671902268762,8.344100000000001,1.809093891797556,765,25,157,10,12,237,120,191,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.8064,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,4,1,7,8,0,0,10,1,16,0,0,3,2,36,32,8,1,2,4,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,3,8,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,9,4,25,5,23,23,7,26,0,3,0,0,23,8,0,3,13,108,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179246572627458,0.0,0.0,0.13778081661267327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176895704401416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584033386249084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376010714895368,0.0,0.0,0.14719714795949526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806599747548315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113099226383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786624421198015,0.12033487241841545,0.0,0.0,0.1195603970485306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179461415107194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111201311618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560503332643798,0.0,0.10639767704901984,0.0,0.0,0.13172238968136366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648953901178835,0.0,0.0,0.0731107940082073,0.0,0.0,0.14086145985229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174695099238921,0.11772894998685428,0.0,0.14882854745470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618470747761123,0.14139174203146201,0.0,0.09864138840747333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484132532460725,0.0,0.0,0.1514575773494577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117667274450036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222749456910763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499733575104293,0.0,0.13534115863959034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735576779536025,0.1313528458968045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004527336647273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271740597614688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385183111503686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676082330134538,0.0,0.0,0.10561238335155466,0.0775719079480875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995273087640236,0.0,0.1600208664563908,0.11489675569932713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297999591385442,0.1282379006003893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566811267184209 lonely,Bigmansilver,2020/02/22,"Am I broken? I've spent the majority of my life as a lonely nerd. All of my relationships have ended terribly. The few chances I had that they were decent ended up with me being too young and too immature, self destructing the relationship in question. As I grew older, any relationship I had that even seemed somewhat great, turned into toxicity. And now, as I'm reaching my mid thirties, my last few relationships have been destroyed by my emotional issues, my scars, from never being able to trust in anyone in a relationship, especially myself. In the recent... year. Year and a half, maybe. I've slowly started feeling different. Different in that I'm no longer finding myself even interested in trying a relationship anymore. I've lost all hope. I've given up. I've looked myself hard in the mirror and said to myself, 'You don't deserve to be partnered with another human being.' I've accepted a life of platonic friends, no sex, and most of all, no contact. I've become a recluse, only leaving my home for work, groceries, and the occasional social outing with the best and only person I consider my friend. &#x200B; Today, I'm evaluating myself again. In all my flawed glory. I'm a straight man in his mid thirties. I've fallen from grace with a once moderately athletic life and have slowly gotten over weight. I'm slowly losing the ability to socially interact with others outside of my microscopic circle. When I do interact with people, I simply assume the default customer service attitude that I apply to the users I assist in my work environment. It's all I know now. I don't like to talk about my problems. I think this may be my first or second time I even posted on reddit. Even council has failed me. Medications have failed me. People have failed me. I feel like I'm nothing but a walking failure. Even typing this, I'm wondering if I'm failing myself again and shouldn't be trying to reach out. Maybe I'm in the wrong place. Maybe I should just delete this whole thing before I hit submit. &#x200B; So tell me, Reddit. Am I redeemable? Am I able to pick myself up and find my way past my social barriers and find someone? Is it even worth trying to fix myself anymore? Do you think I could ever find someone that could accept me, problems and all, and help me through them? Or do you think I should solve my problems first before chancing dragging myself deeper by searching and failing? &#x200B; Am I broken?",4.670115928587991,6.848082123348021,5.7558172965453265,75.07582193368889,71.37885462555064,7.77454208207744,28.907720843960124,8.532816995589336,2.481036123348018,1940,77,318,34,38,642,221,454,0.13,0.772,0.099,-0.9474,2,2,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,3,2,12,17,29,2,0,20,0,32,6,0,1,8,65,59,23,0,10,5,0,4,2,3,4,4,1,1,5,12,22,1,1,16,0,2,3,7,16,0,4,9,6,59,13,48,37,13,48,0,8,1,1,30,22,0,11,23,225,71,9,0.13291913503577726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602674091735494,0.24226694668919574,0.045194784907842483,0.06968865125894659,0.0,0.0,0.1318200655184596,0.04647007487042041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339937086047159,0.11310439395856264,0.0,0.06974521588054633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612511359761312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887220571660638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475806824438938,0.11772690115224148,0.0,0.0,0.2633755053027373,0.060116483701976975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720790844723386,0.047478728314029134,0.0,0.0,0.24297136277907103,0.11306094835966055,0.0,0.0,0.102692994008471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732719078113563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059534718506615035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454644719968213,0.0,0.06666436500235859,0.06600934624222594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936652175095807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03652444023998795,0.054173417767394635,0.0,0.07037108599743923,0.0,0.0,0.1408270739423934,0.06493757537363487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558092984452334,0.07435125635351876,0.07254846871470537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003027050341996,0.0,0.0,0.06695102237315691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051257715572172485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376974745786211,0.0,0.0,0.07077727040090967,0.0,0.1010909917603269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344317725263758,0.09214939215391467,0.05802993089160016,0.06943610285830319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364989456085901,0.0,0.0,0.19077849166192107,0.0,0.0,0.0744499256065856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656208051819491,0.4281162222923251,0.0,0.0,0.06321826779733777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060502294221492975,0.06933182321426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324147890139493,0.11262195177691756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047040423954678334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053417682927204516,0.0580885913346489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415278355967731,0.12775382203722885,0.0,0.0,0.03875310827336536,0.0,0.06299589909369807,0.0,0.0,0.13536505147217953,0.07228892511423178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275251125746346,0.0,0.08092984892505617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741997337257387,0.0,0.0,0.07207256599780512,0.09676671336530372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266310408311741,0.24226694668919574,0.08559556503801605 lonely,Calcreamer,2020/02/22,"Friday night, Home Alone I’m home alone on this lovely Friday night. Wishing I had the guy that told me didn’t want anything intimate, here with me. I hate being alone. I have a dog but it’s not the same. I miss having affection and giving affection. Cheers to everyone who’s alone tonight, and every night.",0.6454999999999984,3.0813792166666687,1.8933333333333344,92.175,98.5,5.066666666666666,17.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.3698666666666668,243,7,47,4,10,77,44,60,0.133,0.539,0.32799999999999996,0.941,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,10,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,3,9,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748369042549879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404801627344334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724535749239422,0.1556523529657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562629237680073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129083108051534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082426140783013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267922531754741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701834148881138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585954103210687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556523529657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607919749768934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873202478282277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MajiKoju,2020/02/22,"Im disabled so I cant do much As a result im left out of a lot of situations in which friends go out to have fun due to my lack of physical strength. Most of my social situations are limited to the house because it’s difficult for me to get around. Its only after a few months after remembering that I exist that people that I know ask me if they want to hang out at my house. I am sad a lot. I wish things were different.",1.2145652173913035,2.71715893478261,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,79.21739130434783,7.643478260869566,23.45652173913044,8.472884824447931,1.3695391304347826,330,11,76,7,8,118,64,92,0.105,0.7490000000000001,0.146,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,12,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,3,19,11,6,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,4,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142161803293306,0.1695185196976012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105367246573717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945063835569856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400946515479468,0.0,0.09473713208116946,0.0,0.10305368184431883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41845958435232455,0.0,0.0,0.3917337558982283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965390098535516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701493338718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083195581770179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447354042406499,0.0,0.13329797960766393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379091865228034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571098066429812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541087228495333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40764370612907597,0.0,0.1848424970738939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046720202070785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106952783481868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851987141362324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babyboiwubbz,2020/02/22,Death sounds better than this life I'm in a low point in my life I need help,3.270000000000003,2.154961555555559,3.885555555555555,99.265,72.33333333333333,7.2,18.0,3.1291,-0.9537333333333337,60,0,17,0,1,19,15,18,0.265,0.48700000000000004,0.248,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092375894060089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101509711385197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536646053955284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431004735761802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374192716420952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dribblekiwiiiiii,2020/02/22,"Recently I’ve been so lonely my dreams have been so vivid it’s like I’m imagining having friends Recently I’ve been so lonely my dreams have been so vivid it’s like I’m imagining having friends, since leaving for Uni I have absolutely no friends, and I don’t mean that ‘oh I have no friends but don’t like them’ I mean everyday the only person I speak to is my so. I am genuinely so fucking lonely and it’s making my depression so so much worse. All I want is even one mate. I have crippling anxiety so joining uni society’s is really difficult. Does anyone want to be mates or have advice?",0.9373002754820944,3.4190358429752123,3.1593057851239656,86.77956473829201,87.26446280991733,7.193608815426997,23.76914600550964,8.238735603445708,1.8620111294765844,471,19,95,12,15,160,62,121,0.209,0.623,0.16899999999999998,-0.8854,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,1,0,1,0,19,1,0,1,1,12,27,13,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,3,13,7,3,22,2,3,0,4,2,1,9,0,1,1,6,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113636067074794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397502871573586,0.0,0.0,0.12245593507091818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508404036414003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325865354027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567262683406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412242886031635,0.16190614164633188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854388477273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668104266424485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690155813664925,0.0,0.0,0.3815388354400277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287417174536208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867355762430025,0.13319530856982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291796859046833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219364850914436,0.0,0.3458422256073044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448704898580009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659405449997187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847384127141858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pinion_MaNN,2020/02/22,"I hate weekends because nobody talks to me. Nobody makes plans with me, nobody texts me, the only human contact I get is my parents who I live with. I mean schools sucks and all but at least people talk to me.",2.0992857142857133,4.200781547619052,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,78.76190476190476,4.2,22.404761904761905,3.1291,-0.06678095238095283,163,5,32,0,4,52,32,42,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,21,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934326676710863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578432410378596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132834984065305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801955217931931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181065232140425,0.0,0.0,0.34564975398375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133284144380746,0.0,0.0,0.352341464158625,0.0,0.0,0.21998670958287575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211403662688945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100925801472199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rafaelsal_jr,2020/02/22,"I'm at a pretty low point at the moment. I've been staying at home all day. I've just been reflecting on how all my relationships have rusted over the past years, at first I couldn't even tell but I became more and more disconnected to everyone. It's painful to realize I barely have a friend to talk to now, except my sister. I came back to my home town after 3 years studying abroad and I have some good friends where i studied, but since I can't see them now I feel I am losing them too. I have no friends right now, even though I'm at my home town and I lost my girlfriend two months ago. Idk just wanted to vent I'm at my loneliest point atm. If anyone wants to chat about anything im down. i like drawing, and anything about nature. im down for intresting conversations about anything :)",2.972065527065528,4.509518438271608,3.8379012345679016,89.74209401709405,74.49382716049381,6.7130104463437785,24.18993352326686,7.321109707123232,0.8610383665716994,625,19,134,7,13,200,95,162,0.122,0.7290000000000001,0.149,0.7672,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,15,9,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,21,18,9,0,4,6,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,4,0,2,4,2,20,5,23,13,5,32,0,3,1,0,12,17,0,2,14,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084244047648375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953204686021642,0.0,0.33654754915275503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048242552750914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591761606571916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791729462794587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008059777389365,0.0,0.0,0.13026282016144292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892919093443807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159565872047672,0.0,0.0,0.3159692879237491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434157328446001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102303597837767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945052613577642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660071165974467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525109786575416,0.14881305987860574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088120117600696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505767509510673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013608009443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577392927882815,0.0,0.0,0.1386898744211133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636027966702067,0.0,0.11641941143866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086320744732722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276809876052485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530257191779378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957155938442532,0.1191526323531455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393701693709165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331681220043642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081410896053114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755755589471659 lonely,the-good-crazy,2020/02/22,"Lonely does not mean horny I just joined this sub a few days ago and I’m hoping to have more luck here finding friends/people to talk to. I really am looking for platonic relationships, but “lonely” is so often seen has code for horny. Like everywhere. Yes I am single, and yes I would like to not be. But that’s not what I mean when I say I’m lonely, and that is not why I’m here. I just want human connection (which has also been repeatedly mistaken for a euphemism, but it absolutely is not). In conclusion, the thirsty people who have taken over the internet can fuck right off. Ok, tiny rant over. :-)",3.122521008403361,4.935810873949581,4.5199075630252095,83.85229831932776,74.71428571428571,8.121344537815126,23.664705882352944,8.841846274778883,1.6561085714285722,470,14,95,10,10,156,77,119,0.14300000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.184,0.5418,0,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,4,3,13,1,0,0,0,22,24,9,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,3,7,5,11,19,3,9,0,3,2,1,5,5,1,3,6,64,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417194777041028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419328421153386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854255852591702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015616569868356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051569449027016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293460064233533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876775613538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250533333959231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934175795341931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501789609262822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31936098253318235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755406741818586,0.0,0.0,0.24728616252708685,0.0,0.19669892380518592,0.0,0.1831661357486624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512898789157464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585347054383662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783526904723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636184612405851,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LuciferCreed,2020/02/22,"I want a relationship, but on the other hand I don't. So I've been single for about 4 or 5 years now and so far it's been quite the rollercoaster. There are a lot of times where I want to be in a relationship and make someone happy, but then again I fear that things won't work out and I'd waste my time and energy towards the wrong person. I hate having this fear really. I just want to be happy with someone without worry and make the best of our relationship. I miss holding someone and being held, the adventures, sex, etc. I still hold ""Making my woman breakfast in bed"" as the top 3 of my bucket list. What makes things worse is that the dating scene has drastically changed for the worse. Everything is based unrealistic expectations towards one another, going for someone's looks instead of personality, using one another for personal gain. I try to meet women in person, but they're not interested or taken which is completely fine with me. Sucks, but it's not the end of the world. What do you think? Do you have the same struggle?",4.516402640264027,5.987255524752481,5.667940594059408,78.4118778877888,70.48514851485149,8.753003300330034,26.833003300330034,9.21078282632365,2.1971712211221126,824,27,157,17,15,274,126,202,0.171,0.649,0.18,-0.1527,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,5,10,13,2,3,14,0,16,3,1,5,0,34,32,16,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,11,9,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,4,2,16,6,24,24,5,21,0,1,1,1,13,11,1,3,9,112,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706540550174176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362485454681305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453749060894798,0.0,0.11352120237315365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589691458250664,0.0,0.12075197522476346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730795247007692,0.0,0.0,0.243672353787284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153351085344212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230515257439303,0.0,0.10689625060815068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092126733194436,0.0,0.0,0.09204903958732216,0.0,0.0,0.2890897820943476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673590951571092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781559709106191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516067081383236,0.0,0.0,0.0693618586374302,0.0,0.0,0.3487310410681854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669542843296225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646621263238284,0.0,0.0,0.11318947290017055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386230070311035,0.06937636875166392,0.0,0.0,0.12626862603277794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350962638350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351230272360132,0.0,0.0,0.19158501119240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437040896928416,0.0,0.07882335434976115,0.10995553977293447,0.22067697259597213,0.0,0.11837850852028188,0.0,0.06972366136162188 lonely,irlnyc2018,2020/02/22,"Fat and unloveable I will never find a romantic partner because I’m fat. I also don’t have the confidence or energy to date, I barely have the energy to socialise with friends. I don’t see the point of going on dating apps because I’m fat. I don’t feel worthy of being touched or loved. I haven’t had sex in eight years. Binge eating disorder has made me build up an armour of fat protecting me from the world but isolating myself too. I choose to isolate myself but I am also so lonely and sad.",2.508140814081408,4.441729891089113,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,76.82178217821783,7.261166116611661,24.093509350935093,8.167268648758528,1.583632783278328,393,13,75,7,9,134,66,101,0.14400000000000002,0.74,0.11599999999999999,-0.7083,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,11,7,4,1,1,12,18,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,3,12,2,11,14,0,10,0,2,1,2,3,5,0,2,4,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494387839838555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425957671039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220557813597505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875380056897276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208444164943754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568332448879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710356790017288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970147158682718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536177523235233,0.26589348287485104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672818171438152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564031153198703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392439890141635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095784182367575 lonely,imherenow8138,2020/02/22,"34 m feeling closed off and alone been havning a hard time with depression, anxiety and lonelyness for a long while but the last few months have been real hard. just looknig for some chatting",5.261904761904759,7.702483571428572,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,70.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.712238095238096,155,7,28,3,3,45,30,35,0.22699999999999998,0.738,0.035,-0.5789,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,17,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345225664150305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708819071270616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819275561573586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331458876532315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786752359836178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632817967141557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858379813618173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780933610878665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676358977567917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883393811016058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shadxww,2020/02/22,"Getting this out of my chest Hey everyone, i actually don't know if this is the right sub to post about this but here it goes, I'm a M18 and i've always felt lonely even though i have friends it's like those friends who are with you to have fun and joke with each other but when it comes to talk about feelings or emotional stuff things no one is there... i actually don't have any female friends, i'm really introvert and the thing is i met a girl in september last year we became really close friends and we ended up dating i was really really happy because i thought i could finally be happy but guess what she left and it hurts, the point is, worst than being alone is being with someone that gives you hope and becomes your source of happiness and then leaves like it was nothing and it's not the first time that this happened to me.. most of the time i feel like i'm fighting against my thoughts and it's exhausting, i know i'm only 18 and i have a lot to live but i'm really afraid that i'm going to end up alone, actually it's my biggest fear. I know that everything sounds silly and maybe nonsense but it's really hard to explain everything that is going on in my head and everyday is hard to survive, I needed to get this out of my chest thank you for reading hope everything turns out good for everyone. (Sorry if my english is not the best)",3.110328191663932,4.625766263537908,4.35799967180834,86.24367492615688,74.09025270758123,8.06885461109288,25.587298982605844,8.710501217029153,1.726662093862816,1073,36,225,21,22,353,145,277,0.121,0.67,0.209,0.986,0,4,0,0,2,0,17.0,2,4,0,3,7,25,1,2,9,0,21,4,3,0,0,49,50,23,0,6,10,0,5,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,26,23,0,0,9,2,0,3,5,7,0,2,6,6,26,18,30,40,5,29,0,2,0,0,19,13,0,8,15,148,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.2686472942786365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008108359067954,0.0,0.0,0.07635557137863151,0.0,0.0,0.062403134459982926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055938901963482696,0.10134688810720173,0.0,0.0,0.09630137843136473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904715315257055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326663626032248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322292260348133,0.16255255240490435,0.0,0.0,0.060609710848963765,0.0,0.0,0.17537018339463087,0.2474165531628827,0.0,0.0,0.1032607858946157,0.09279796676008056,0.06555671131107056,0.08810849092790582,0.10052373007972197,0.0,0.07805499657812061,0.0,0.0,0.28358868069739696,0.0,0.09588652387189447,0.08802905024188602,0.10430397360757764,0.07696786639378199,0.0,0.0,0.10108914927150336,0.0,0.08114721037799065,0.29305564961211755,0.16440627172277375,0.0,0.09417704381210304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228608090817164,0.0,0.0,0.0982359962292473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512944177089825,0.07480046823962061,0.0,0.09716555462201576,0.09970260181173693,0.0,0.0,0.13449477376015895,0.0,0.0810299005483818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801505604471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218996292334357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804235326929026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805069286659196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218212735278397,0.06979118015912976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674729095428851,0.0,0.08788520482494393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178952064357404,0.0,0.3527208527036133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836654200097105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775192219867345,0.0,0.0,0.10272305512415984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504861303990157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375698008175806,0.0,0.08448459556617384,0.0,0.0,0.1219287621293206,0.0,0.09015833986427092,0.14570182382132313,0.1070174548349473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981362945015933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059093450329914615 lonely,lylena,2020/02/22,"Drinking alone on a Friday night It’s weird, I lean towards being an introvert and people exhaust me after some time but I can’t help but feel lonely when there’s no one to talk to. No one to exchange thoughts and opinions with, no one that simply wants to be around you. All I have are my own thoughts in my head.",1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,78.53846153846155,4.94871794871795,23.14102564102564,5.46131890053228,0.1640256410256411,248,8,53,1,6,78,51,65,0.231,0.718,0.051,-0.8608,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,1,13,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,7,0,10,5,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774781364297215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238500287767363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624537534574952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354653834807842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274957087973208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957712691949754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514191681550993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446364411802675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573785487539587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153391489059656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425387627055118,0.15622282539696725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580226363035329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hamzanation,2020/02/22,"I’ll never find anyone so I might as well just give up. I’ve been trying for years, even when I was a kid girls were constantly on my mind. I would try and go somewhere beyond friends but it never works, ever. Even when you think it does, it doesn’t, they just leave you when they are done with you. No girl has ever returned my commitment and compassion for a relationship. I’ve tried being friends first, I’ve tried online dating, I’ve tried asking out randomly, and it never changed the result. What infuriates me about this are the remarks people make about it, “don’t worry about it right now” “just focus on school”. I’m doing fine in school, I have a life, I’m just painfully lonely, and I need more than just “friends”. Anybody can be friends these days, this guy I talked to twice because we were in the same class is friends with me, I don’t want that. I want the girl who I can take to places so I have someone to talk to about my day, and the girl who’ll hold me close and tell me everything is ok, even when it’s not, so for just a moment I can think that it is. Now I get it, I’m the problem, girls exist, and girls date, they just don’t date me, no matter how much love I have to give. Now that I’ve come to terms with being alone, I can finally feel better about killing myself. There is nothing to look forward to anymore, so life no longer has anything to offer me. This is about as light as I’ve felt in a while, all those anxious thoughts and fears of rejection put to rest. Thoughts of “what’s wrong with me” “am I really that unlovable” go sadly, but necessarily, confirmed. I know that because I’m a guy nobody gives a damn about my need for intimacy, but I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, and hope one day there will be someone for everyone.",3.7427977839335203,4.562057429362881,4.3584975069252065,89.53352465373962,71.65927977839334,7.327246537396121,24.966315789473683,7.404127859558343,0.9104206315789476,1376,38,303,14,25,438,176,361,0.18600000000000005,0.6829999999999999,0.131,-0.9815,0,3,0,0,0,1,44.0,1,3,3,3,35,22,2,1,13,1,36,4,0,3,7,61,65,25,1,9,11,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,9,24,17,0,1,8,0,0,5,12,11,1,3,8,4,37,11,41,48,7,43,0,3,1,1,33,13,1,3,27,206,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496480878174987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358536967008168,0.09093339438516004,0.06411287429845959,0.0,0.07545434550313483,0.0,0.08571923597782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178865414851133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109373815245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699751807692117,0.07898416446362938,0.0,0.09908600791809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774004222325284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023990657446038,0.09383230579527753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168424208324194,0.16588054026586402,0.0,0.08761521987087484,0.08240646646406538,0.0,0.0,0.10317850258316004,0.046362010370706586,0.0,0.08803828171597605,0.10044362778997884,0.08380442942806407,0.07799279848870587,0.0,0.0,0.3542033789786533,0.0,0.04790505836893099,0.2638767129966951,0.10422085903245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815781304814134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910704131627116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014431316194982,0.0,0.050391286273104345,0.0,0.0,0.09708812829289712,0.0,0.0,0.1295289282355724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699782162782848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275521743914338,0.0,0.06120483174432111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727026074219157,0.09258234248962814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740385056299339,0.13597626750051342,0.21215456298285665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798052971102173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062132577552173635,0.0,0.09756629007159767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356738624068782,0.0,0.09579817004260896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773644464656036,0.0,0.09217534837107548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739964541421365,0.0,0.0,0.09844242637688877,0.0,0.07830409565672426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559351825206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553799312278872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894064584801249,0.14739641372976556,0.08014246942355402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750450522922418,0.0,0.14558572138761336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126276977317624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816412156172753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244172879764372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054407748230444,0.0,0.0,0.06675255148140306,0.09311723523956468,0.0,0.06513505713370367,0.10025033252490316,0.0,0.059046361740220474 lonely,Watcher_209,2020/02/23,"Do I need help?, feeling like this is normal? 15 year old girl here. Most of my life I have felt a loneliness within me, I had friends, really good ones, but it doesn't matter what I do, I always feel it inside me and it makes me angry. It's not fair, every day I feel it and it hurts. I used to self-harm myself because I felt that was what I deserved, It's been a year since I stopped and I think about it every single day. Every time I open myself to others they all say the same, ""it's not that hard"", ""just stop thinking about it"", ""I don't understand"", so I stopped talking about it, I have been pretending I'm fine but I'm actually falling apart. It has come to the point when even a small mistake or stressful situation makes me want to scream and slap myself to stop being like this. I don't know what to do, if it's so easy to stop, why I can't?, I tried to make new friends here at my new home, far away from my hometown, but I realized I don't know how to socialize. I'm alone, I'm angry, anxious and slow. How long can I keep living this life before I fall apart in front of someone?, I don't want to talk to anyone, they all say the same, I think I want to kill myself but I'm not brave enough to do it.",1.2432477446217902,2.585994740458016,3.06141568355309,94.32513532269259,78.69465648854961,5.985010409437892,20.306037473976406,6.574015621080383,0.01287938931297683,930,22,223,8,22,311,131,262,0.21899999999999997,0.674,0.107,-0.9883,0,1,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,2,0,12,12,1,1,6,0,20,2,0,6,2,53,46,16,1,7,10,0,6,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,23,7,0,6,12,1,0,4,9,5,0,1,6,9,38,7,23,39,7,30,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,3,18,141,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.10273459907451407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903462084053399,0.0,0.0,0.08759841449830251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893238823405534,0.0,0.07361172027624598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891066155857547,0.0,0.0,0.06417552815469336,0.0,0.08958247897499799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068631354263566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578916248529055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877868344989457,0.0,0.06953408215940125,0.0,0.2660997717573382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969276262512844,0.07520949508839415,0.2021637444332605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267260103111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830086582652877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943069934286582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705645648238633,0.0,0.10560083242023807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270058439706115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357451876407018,0.11647276011926234,0.0,0.11571433382406048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871969689850553,0.10286548164923162,0.0,0.0929610071254056,0.09316631835516444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081848239765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806113106752634,0.0,0.20335324384224293,0.0,0.0,0.1031485387580766,0.0,0.0,0.11046989281006103,0.0,0.07133802639265943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952024472369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744277005474401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744006846117676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982626541750837,0.0,0.0,0.08708574206333021,0.11833510636786088,0.0,0.10731605185443137,0.08920036856282687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400790031199003,0.12059378278502135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923439630373918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237063611902725,0.0,0.0,0.06138752679027557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147577827906902,0.0,0.0,0.10959646541700988,0.0,0.0909250249887928,0.0,0.0,0.18628427942402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499559385165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558912500217055 lonely,shanidirk1,2020/02/23,"Just another ""sometimes"" friend One of my good friends has started going out more, made a bunch of friends and now we barely talk. We used to hang out and play games together and all that but hardly interact anymore. Sometimes she will get into a funk and talk to me to get things off her chest or talk about something that only we know about since we have been friends for years and I will entertain her cause I don't wanna be a shitty person. But once she's good again she will go back to all her new friends and I'll be left alone again. A ""sometimes"" friend.",3.464007936507933,5.131056035714291,3.3811904761904787,92.98603174603176,73.46428571428571,6.406349206349208,24.94444444444445,6.937597516519254,0.7735682539682536,444,14,94,4,9,134,72,112,0.02,0.7190000000000001,0.262,0.9828,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,3,2,24,17,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,3,13,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,14,10,14,10,4,15,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,1,7,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774601394166547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946019778869168,0.0,0.0,0.13189846608892855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226739807013316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662577643070756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165244267413927,0.0,0.13897212920479646,0.0,0.1511718718277024,0.22310514222800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191402540906647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730923266266549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450292180313784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258461024610053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845047997343642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416387309947743,0.09012301507817154,0.10115111607745657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612888890237648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001747654004147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238850381348276,0.3946158298665476,0.0,0.09413680291224097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069671999076804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835808724829336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486773341533447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856464733811594 lonely,Woymalep_Yay,2020/02/23,"I think I might realize exactly how low my self esteem is and in what ways it’s affecting me. I realized that every time I go into a situation I think I’m automatically looked down upon and have to prove myself. I realized that this might not be the case, and that I put up barricades between myself and friends, potential friends, or admittedly everyone. I tend to deem myself not worthy or that everyone is just too kind to let me down gently, on bad days I even believe that of my closest friends. But I have to remind myself, just because I’ve been taught to hate myself doesn’t mean others were taught to hate me, and it may sound outlandish to hear given my background, but people wont instinctively look down on me, and may even in-fact see me in a positive light. Now that I realize this, I can make a more confident effort to try and work past it, I thought I’d share this thought incase someone else could resonate with this sentiment.",8.041787439613525,6.782687478260872,8.3518115942029,71.59801932367151,62.80434782608695,11.873429951690822,36.748792270531396,10.980518767755715,3.9221698067632835,752,30,142,17,9,249,111,184,0.055999999999999994,0.818,0.126,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,0,4,0,16,0,0,3,2,37,35,12,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,15,9,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,6,26,5,21,20,1,19,0,1,3,0,7,12,0,6,4,103,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533908254962706,0.09150821996149687,0.0,0.0,0.16912729250448702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985396980307758,0.0,0.0,0.09681123713652418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254011476884572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829802007162575,0.0,0.12647768365837125,0.286881092647118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34793356404442244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531335640062443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964133786464576,0.0,0.0,0.1691896077306787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563208338962323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350193493383638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211623314526715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002023908173212,0.0,0.0,0.16351836583759613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184948770877443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433009849012768,0.10407028167210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509062277923542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962157806345396,0.0,0.15660184407286568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873464471652205,0.0,0.0,0.1271912702832473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923742296190064,0.0,0.2383478058210138,0.08753279428999909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191768464942336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915366074916953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928492181033596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnJ02,2020/02/23,"I am trapped in my mind (15)Because of the fact that no one cares about me or my life at all,last year I started imagining that I'm a youtuber doing all kinds of videos.Everyday I would make a new video (I would go into my room and just talk to myself about whatever I want at that moment) and eventually I became big on youtube.I started to collab with other youtubers (I literally imagine that I'm for example in their house and we just talk/play video games).I then got into some drama and had to make a video where I explain what happened,etc....I got so obsessed with it to the point where it actually feels real.Wherever I'm at the moment I just can't wait to go home to be able to slip into that 'dream life' again. I feel like I'm going crazy but I don't even care anymore.It makes me feel like I'm actually a normal functioning human being and not a complete loser with no life. This is just a rant,I don't even feel lonely anymore because of this,but I don't think it's quite normal behaviour lol.",5.239433811802236,4.922611727272726,6.2771411483253585,81.07957137161084,68.0909090909091,9.071929824561405,30.335326953748012,8.59863814320734,2.1338130781499207,797,27,166,11,12,267,118,209,0.069,0.826,0.10400000000000001,0.7725,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,2,12,8,0,1,9,1,12,3,0,3,2,40,37,9,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,11,12,0,1,8,5,0,3,7,3,0,1,3,4,20,5,25,30,2,25,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,2,10,101,31,1,0.13128838841981405,0.0,0.25623705704005195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020280307011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600643660119078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771452381282235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765337739205655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642125760624874,0.17342948468201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655334158389979,0.18758490183955112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384265004323628,0.0,0.2100066352837102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169295818595425,0.0,0.0,0.15148917312001778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671665333770674,0.0,0.1070175593899278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781986141995015,0.12828174989853705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629080562238089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325638461915143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679914364558698,0.0,0.0,0.25726949097432195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896440976346441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410996321408865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964136169163516,0.0,0.14943492870785902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585319412234225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104926699216345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412429810663903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743729305485783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652700857110205,0.0,0.0,0.08454541768346373 lonely,Dark_582,2020/02/23,"I hate my ""friends"". I think I'm slipping back into depression ... m(16) I can't stand people. I can't stand my so called friends. I'm introvert, I have only three people that knows my real thoughts and emotions, two of them are brothers, 1 and 3y in college... The other one is pretty messed up peer. I'm or like to say was messed up as well... Depression, social anxiety, self h, even weed... It's 3 months since I last did any of that, like to say to myself that I'm not depressed anymore. Not sure about that one anymore. I'm emo, overall sad, but lately more than before. But anyway, back to the matter of my 'friends'. There's this one person I talk to on pretty much daily bases. His life is just gaming, sometimes eating junk food and sending and basically living with memes... I guess I'm just burnt out from talking to him soo much. But still, lately he annoys me af, like the other ppl I'm usually playing games with. I was playing around with my discord server, community for the game we are playing together. I cleared some emojis he added, they were basically just dead memes only he really understood. He added a lot of emojis, which lot of them were actually used. I left the ones that were used, removed only the ones that got used at most 5 times. He got pissed at me.. so I did my usual compulsive bs I do when I'm in a situation I don't want to be in (regarding ppl) I bailed. Left discord call, left game party and went on private lobby where I rather kept loosing in the same hard mission and muted discord rather than taking to people... F*CK! Had to rent... (And if you see this, the person I'm not gonna specify, just don't repost this anywhere, think what you want...)",2.563963963963964,4.558677393393396,3.86993093093093,87.08741891891893,76.86786786786787,6.3619219219219225,23.71261261261261,7.3011,0.993352432432432,1304,42,260,16,30,427,185,333,0.13,0.779,0.091,-0.9470000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,1,2,3,0,19,20,3,0,10,0,19,4,1,3,2,49,47,16,1,5,14,1,1,3,3,1,1,2,1,3,14,14,2,1,5,7,1,3,7,9,1,7,14,4,33,11,36,31,8,33,0,4,1,0,32,17,1,7,14,159,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.08813901848205266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614205071702876,0.0,0.06909433900603924,0.0,0.1791457863086186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040370018368599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389005800011221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685542982767306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445306606668324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333767288929698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241962246725724,0.0,0.1015975289185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059655323598770016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092149646051069,0.0,0.20934237615127207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447386277724375,0.0,0.09949735492293643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809087290131583,0.0891720250952186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963735635041471,0.07362262706208532,0.20376915766467785,0.0,0.29439792195379705,0.0,0.06379548969707531,0.13237695970864075,0.0,0.07975396798106506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357319309842282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720923392439022,0.0,0.13279077385135735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060149006925741,0.2060766523259593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878489657513016,0.1577273923832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837752526533142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280361549100576,0.057861125753987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365173390156266,0.0,0.0,0.07197312354599718,0.0,0.0942231665344568,0.0,0.0,0.07471340617853517,0.10152315014796187,0.0,0.0920695808717584,0.0,0.0,0.08932851309482198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212944550325928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512526772991043,0.0,0.06790918942690287,0.14519114025836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157464599580036,0.0,0.07170376930729586,0.05266615538559928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822924301023731,0.0,0.0,0.23402171800434066,0.19894882382719667,0.0,0.10654582256922193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120827573828053,0.08372728582590648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PlanbYall,2020/02/23,"How to start enjoying your own company Hi folks, time goes by and I gradually realize how lonely I am. I'm so sick of it I don't even want to pity myself anymore. No phone buzz in a while. Only once for this brand new Reddit profile email verification lol. It sucks. I'm tired of reaching out to people. I'm starting to see myself as a creep. I get so attached to somebody it drives me crazy, and me and that somebody only last for a while until it gets a distant memory or an illusion even. I want to be run after for once, but it's such a far seen dream that I realize it will stay one forever. So, how do I learn to enjoy myself, my own and only actual company? Because maybe the best thing to do is to set your expectation low, or make them so low you make them disappear, and maybe actually starting to rely on yourself. Just a hunch. Did you work something out? Is it working?",1.5465000000000018,3.681899316666669,3.9777777777777774,84.35500000000002,80.83333333333334,7.1111111111111125,23.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.5600555555555564,687,25,140,14,18,239,111,180,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.098,0.42100000000000004,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,3,11,8,1,0,8,1,9,2,0,5,0,22,24,19,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,2,19,3,23,20,3,22,0,4,2,0,9,7,1,2,10,96,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.3098031749102566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574215776566244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676283624490606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658164862435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096847567568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586403525700788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293894804019868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191249350242364,0.0,0.318939484782839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330638640282354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380932796511299,0.1075623366780638,0.3621733158876701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004624095666836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649052920471546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220126800680592,0.0,0.0,0.3370584466085675,0.16918943420536467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545588516526014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255913232173073,0.1824415013715076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872509739377864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311206358864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lucidartist,2020/02/23,"I want to be normal I just want to be a normal teenager. I wanna go out, do stupid shit, have fun with some friends, and make memories. But because of my crippling anxiety, I can barely leave the house to go for coffee. Every time I make new friends, it’s just crushing, because I realize “oh, in a week this person won’t really like me because I can’t leave the house and behave like a normal person.” Not to mention I have incredibly strict parents. Once, my dad texted me and I didn’t answer my phone for twenty minutes, and he actually drove around the fucking town to find me, and tear me away from my friend and force me to come home. I had about ten voicemails on my phone from him in the span of twenty minutes. It just sucks because I can never make any friends because of this. My interactions with people are limited to school. I can never get close to people, I always just end up being the “disposable” friend. It’s incredibly depressing. And even then, when I do find people I feel comfortable enough to go out with (which takes months), I usually end up not really enjoying their company, because I *don’t know how to act normal*. I don’t know how to react to certain situations that just come naturally to most people. I don’t know how to have fun, but I really wish I did. So I just beat myself up the whole time, and it gets worse when I get home. For example, my friend goes to the beach all the time with her friends. Her parents just *drop her off there and let her be*. If I tried something like that with my parents, it would result in a huge fucking lecture. And my other friend just goes and walks around the city all night with her friend, and you have no idea how *amazing* that sounds to me. I wish so badly I could do something like that. I don’t get how people can do things like that and... just hang out. I seriously don’t understand. At the same time, there’s no one I really know I would want to do any of those things with. There’s no one I really connect with. I feel like everyone I know just smokes weed and vapes and drinks all the time, and no offence to them, but I’m not into that kind of stuff. As well, I don’t really live in the most ideal house, and I doubt anyone would wanna come over for a sleepover lol. So my house is off limits. But I also have an awful fear of meeting other people’s parents, so I couldn’t go to their house either. Well the I guess you can say I could go somewhere else, but oh wait, strict parents. It’s an endless loop. I guess the point of this is I just want people like me. But even if I had people like me, I couldn’t do anything about it because of my living conditions and strict parents.",3.279358509384352,4.600409091078066,4.310460603862545,87.53034590624719,73.33085501858736,7.256215432042798,24.08849397044156,7.765008861874849,1.0624103182518807,2073,59,436,27,41,674,208,538,0.092,0.742,0.166,0.9896,6,0,4,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,3,4,34,37,5,2,21,2,43,4,1,10,6,118,81,40,0,22,23,7,2,8,9,4,0,2,2,2,23,36,1,3,13,2,0,12,20,10,2,3,5,4,74,27,65,63,10,54,0,1,0,2,36,24,4,8,25,305,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.051558872479322525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042251748547139784,0.043962555197523935,0.0,0.0,0.0718585741331578,0.0,0.040418265090855963,0.0,0.0,0.036943126589258836,0.0,0.043478310216688534,0.09406785317175917,0.0,0.0,0.04963977308603852,0.0,0.04411461938016615,0.22545204162570104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653678851192014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436813404903014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550629680196331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175771772799337,0.0,0.0,0.04413646396304145,0.0,0.09359140961911414,0.05459218529089523,0.0,0.06979340762157467,0.0,0.044515363932594136,0.050485650413480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059453526673525436,0.0534294441420386,0.0377449934241162,0.0,0.0,0.09657959275664436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673783891307898,0.09768932935679983,0.11041542934734852,0.0,0.1501353835172622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640636628024545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599466784342663,0.0,0.0,0.30481972627683385,0.0,0.05964374485169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501902477858038,0.1451823590934842,0.0,0.0,0.11188826122945722,0.0,0.05402687889504878,0.0,0.20649823131270773,0.0,0.0933077026650352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058023620877844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217201178124405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149848177947902,0.051027911054162906,0.0,0.04958162024871171,0.2070664568379261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626704212020465,0.07160407961563009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519989080897024,0.0,0.0,0.29303044326552224,0.09226613423250256,0.0,0.0,0.04994570138048685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308288807645392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201613290697353,0.0,0.0534713574610143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423387808410385,0.0,0.05938821695914099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081349193348965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048288770297164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972498557547247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020181813184792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404117474119727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587117262197075,0.0,0.0,0.055002601222219456,0.0,0.0,0.058189762118274216,0.0,0.12465268104090878,0.0,0.04238066701268522,0.0,0.09500916178022216,0.0,0.0,0.05898785753117216,0.12151418680197455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384289219744934,0.112596386642433,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheWiseFool369,2020/02/23,"Is everything boring or is it just me? I’ll start watching a movie and get bored or pissed off with some “fakeness” in it and have to turn it off, I think I’m most definitely addicted to my phone and I have to force myself to do anything other than poker and exercise (and I’ve exhausted all my funds so I can’t play poker right now), even drinking water is a chore sometimes, I’m so fucking fed up. I also play out every scenario for every decision and give my self reasons not to go ahead with tasks. Just venting here because I feel trapped tbh.",2.450810810810811,4.4174197117117115,4.047108108108109,85.81714864864865,77.10810810810811,6.962522522522522,26.41531531531532,7.908726449838941,1.6540731531531527,432,17,86,7,10,144,77,111,0.127,0.799,0.073,-0.7311,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,2,0,7,8,1,1,1,21,18,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,9,3,0,4,6,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,10,2,15,17,3,10,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,4,3,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842468914689377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690831392003694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262453155775972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009820527416448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120954234113684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263116545538145,0.0,0.4149151482204072,0.0,0.22129370486578226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450019373702123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763366952926714,0.12864388321874054,0.2362041797302687,0.13993695524879504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531632277210525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027722917348188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568693364142802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352562883938056,0.0,0.17428133179972838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777285701198415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782518277083195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,conjurexmagic,2020/02/23,"Fresh account! 32F at work all day - let's talk hopes, dreams and fantasies! Hoping to find someone to chat with today. KIK or Skype. Maybe Words with Friends? *edit - no sexting",1.0204017857142844,2.9000905937500043,0.5741071428571445,99.08875000000003,111.8125,1.8285714285714283,20.19642857142857,3.1291,-0.638782142857143,137,5,25,0,7,39,30,32,0.053,0.603,0.344,0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,10,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769776056621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801788374845212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368378178399607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089416195134641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313465561195181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079681402207954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597366797731324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463912476347208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057116151442797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317021189481545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ikbengeenloli,2020/02/23,"What is loneliness to you? I know the definition, but everyone else could describe and feel a different kind of loneliness. Also when do you get the least/most lonely?",4.6080000000000005,7.503802466666666,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,74.33333333333334,10.666666666666668,30.0,10.504223727775694,4.218000000000001,134,6,22,5,3,44,27,30,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.8485,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293836308439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288560033154378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43033130420686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34407638151453257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935729859832917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826101771677416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151924847503757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289139922066341,0.2263607742498781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pessimisticslutbag,2020/02/23,"I just want to be wanted I’m so tired of being alone. I just want attention. From either gender I don’t mind. Every day I hear about the romantic/sexual shit my friends get up to while I listen and cheer them on while remaining a kissless virgin. Of course I’m happy for them but it’s just a constant reminder of how alone I am. It makes me genuinely want to cry and I’m fucking crying as I type this. I just want to be wanted.",0.04537462537462389,2.2683169340659357,2.5484515484515486,91.5260939060939,88.45054945054945,5.506893106893108,18.162837162837164,6.980632752743323,0.2668813186813188,335,9,72,5,11,115,60,91,0.191,0.68,0.129,-0.8645,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,3,0,5,4,1,2,0,18,19,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,3,13,16,1,6,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,0,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667327395890456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132394202075412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889536643662723,0.11418009064653885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916897885017127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367853810384358,0.16367627058803078,0.09249928221404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884688702387868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954382692061548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817964943870375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876609522177886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817352818936958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348845241546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265582767097311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Amos_FR,2020/02/23,"Feeling really sad right now. You know how much lonely, in need of love/attention and hate yourself you are when you realize how much you Roleplay on Discord. That thing who is supposed to be a hobbie have became a lifestyle for me, especially during week-ends and holidays. I wake up, get up to my computer, start a game in the background to play when the people I Roleplay with can not answer right away and then go to Discord to answer to my Role Play and sometimes do full morning or afternoons just doing that.I do a lot of ERP, and the sad thing is that even **I** know why I do them, just because it fills up a hole to read and answer to some sexual words with a character that you like while IRL you are 17, almost 18, never had a real girlfriend (though I am a ""lucky boy"" because I had one sexfriend somehow). True people could say, and especially older people, that I just need to wait and that I will find a girl someday. Why should I even believe that? I am anwkard in public (which is ironic since I did two years of theater and loved it) and do not know how to explain the weird shit I am interested in and just pass for a creep. Bad grades, almost addict to RP, no sport and a half depressed mother who tried everything in her power for her son and has almost given up, I can already tell she just wait for me to have 18 so she can throw me into the wild. I wasted her money on years of school that I started two years ago to stop caring about as well as her energy. The worst is that... I know I HAVE to change, I need to actually try to be someone who is somehow socially acceptable and I need to get those fingers out of my ass and actually start hard working so that once I got passed the annoying business I can go on with more interesting things. But it's almost as if my mind is complete garbage, because even if I know, I do not do anything according to that knowledge. What I believe annoys me the most, is that I am a ""fanboy"" of the ""Blackstone Legion"" from the game For Honor and they are full of determination, though their goals is fucked up, they do everything in their power to realize it and never surrender or give up to any mission or battle. So this make me feel even more like a pure scam especially since I am very ""negatively realistic guy"" if I can say it like that, I rarely believe in my own success. No wonder, because to go back on the subject of school, I suck at manual jobs and it is a vicious cycle: You suck at manual jobs, so nobody want you or let you do anything and just insult you down when you try, so because you can not do anything you can not improve. Rinse and repeat. Anyway, here was my downer post, I am half impatient on reading comments trying to get me in a better mood and surely saying how I could change things... though if I can't even change myself by seeing my life going to shit, I doubt people on the Internet could really change anything...",7.397328225407811,5.868223302768165,7.772132970835397,76.10741349480972,64.24221453287197,10.471675729115177,33.61863568956994,9.23628265651192,2.790534157192289,2271,75,449,32,28,750,262,578,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.9852,4,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,13,5,7,34,37,11,1,27,0,52,9,5,5,5,99,89,50,0,13,20,2,4,3,1,2,2,3,0,3,29,26,0,3,17,8,1,8,11,19,1,5,6,8,71,17,71,75,11,59,0,4,1,3,47,30,6,20,23,341,100,11,0.0,0.0,0.1278002662998957,0.07138409265011099,0.0,0.0,0.058045067239374325,0.0,0.2622795555932353,0.0,0.07226005076442107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452941108162997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554154917529267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152167332602496,0.05035094393797917,0.05467400501014461,0.199583432991196,0.0,0.0,0.22132441652621693,0.0,0.0579127346252988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676237198252034,0.0,0.2770813950217015,0.0,0.06865571471590494,0.0,0.0,0.1568440524424123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056398797820349664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799684175358141,0.0,0.0,0.21624833057568293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770042749220128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621844952434129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984856281712084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053624578128713,0.10263355700709663,0.0628154627050039,0.14885773153583282,0.0,0.05237123822766996,0.0,0.0,0.06483660960701605,0.0,0.0,0.05865822703694645,0.0646490552648398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995982718084467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799335716819206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695888775407695,0.04625125575728218,0.09597231166228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566971164564374,0.11819854542658575,0.0,0.043709160033188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611727062712018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627232383934682,0.19421370070009425,0.10100616221419237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973526205168179,0.044371705600750086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158547153222335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271281799398654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099769212216547,0.07453185696081878,0.0838977720324518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184104753727836,0.0,0.15621965869860266,0.0,0.13254079064035296,0.05217997950298662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443086957350048,0.108333328079134,0.0,0.0,0.06674976166161,0.05548194551335985,0.0,0.06476250790117774,0.0,0.13904363390621272,0.0,0.0,0.05474515333526833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061715186259691086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057233390267657586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401100180352316,0.0,0.19300462130606216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782954487284114,0.0,0.12793109052425586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402878663749546,0.0386224646359679,0.0,0.05252500946719253,0.0,0.05887539618574787,0.0,0.1181730624436784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101148784242284,0.04767103955963455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265030946639425 lonely,Mr2945gc,2020/02/23,"Help I don’t know what to do I don’t even know where to start. I just lost my boyfriend of almost three years. I’m not talking to my brother anymore because he talks about me behind my back to my ex boyfriend. I don’t have really any friends. Time goes by so slowly and all I feel is an aching pain inside of me.. please help",1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,78.42857142857143,5.238095238095238,21.666666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.20047619047619047,254,7,61,1,6,80,49,70,0.11900000000000001,0.731,0.15,0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,12,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,11,1,9,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544706161398967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281448641559888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520248405683881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540731183781854,0.0,0.1549129334147624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784791569850402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849380968466442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963372218082462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067078359374203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793221560656421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774086963072233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704081252701632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789541840021599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279970959668075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987178660273104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851392298469696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818299316892222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364889933275145 lonely,Biscuitmango,2020/02/23,"Moved to Canada a year ago and worried I'll never make any local friends. Jobless, car-less, husband works fulltime & wants to stay in on weekends The only thing really keeping me going is videogames, but since I'm a stay at home wife, I have so much free time that I burn through them super quick. Ive tried MMOs but I'm too shy to talk to anyone, so I've pretty much given up on that end. I'm in my husband's guild but they're semi-hardcore raiders and I'm not very good at all. I'm just kind of in there because I'm the wife. My husband hosts pathfinder in the basement on sundays, and the other players are mice enough, but since I don't drink or smoke weed/eat edibles, which is what they do when they all hang out outside of DnD, I don't really fit into that friend group, and never get invited anyways (my husband is invited to the drinking hangouts on the rare occasion, but he prefers to stay home and relax/play WoW). As much as I love Canada and don't regret moving here, I miss my friends back in the US terribly. We all used to hang out all the time, I even had the key to the apartment of my two best friends and could stop by whenever. I also had an old high school friend I would hang out with from time to time. Going from a healthy social life to where I am now is.. depressing, honestly. I've always had a hard time making friends, so what I had what honestly a miracle in it of itself, and now that it's all gone, I'm so lonely all the time. I don't know how it could get any better. I am in the process of trying to find a job, but I've never made work friends due to my social anxiety, aspergers, + never finding people with the same interests. I've just struggled to do my job at the same capacity as normal people. Because of this I've also been wondering if it would even be worth the anxiety to get a job, but I'm staying here with a work permit until I get PR, so idk if I would get in trouble for not using the permit. We're financially doing well because my husband makes good money as an art teacher, so it's not like I even need to work. I'm starting to ramble at this point tho lol. I guess this is more of a vent than anything, but I thought I'd put this out there in case anyone had any advise, or.. idk. Anything to say, really.",5.24354917234664,4.495456415611817,6.18286919831224,83.20545277507306,68.17721518987342,8.980071405387859,30.888997078870496,8.139509932561175,2.0029947419668934,1767,60,381,20,26,589,226,474,0.099,0.7290000000000001,0.172,0.9933,4,3,3,0,0,0,58.0,2,0,3,7,28,28,0,1,27,1,29,4,0,9,10,73,63,36,0,12,17,7,1,1,7,3,1,1,2,0,20,17,2,2,6,5,3,9,11,7,1,1,10,2,33,22,61,47,14,67,0,4,0,1,27,29,0,6,26,239,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226826044847818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235035487873776,0.05844975471615446,0.0761108025308122,0.0,0.1433077313226405,0.0,0.10747499411708884,0.0,0.0,0.0982343577568776,0.0,0.1156118681555365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401433472420948,0.0,0.12846273191945204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371815633765373,0.062126299691587325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217038497578484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050221317129189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762739186914044,0.0,0.07187852524433194,0.0,0.0,0.06221652621415946,0.07258221969435025,0.0,0.13918916466377454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128405946420737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798996579238369,0.0,0.1835014688419116,0.0,0.07984409733576177,0.11783692612118422,0.0,0.0,0.07738316762878232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292603200061203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421806428685833,0.14092361803886885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091229992041425,0.06243729068347556,0.0,0.07314971772184822,0.038605004827402534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049616364947717935,0.0343183275952625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633991668999336,0.06646784439948596,0.14066794081088946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149319370900737,0.15491523448720104,0.05208603363307352,0.21671016383587396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882552411786128,0.0,0.0,0.07371067359207815,0.0,0.0,0.0534247506501364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739855574978301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640455682567276,0.0,0.0,0.07146477005900255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061597414972401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500290123929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586191820516079,0.0,0.07109203989380786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621535143137968,0.0,0.0,0.1432125671205882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972001711514847,0.2994887675666109,0.0,0.058728254239319364,0.0,0.07343568704498225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646054788857916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666788624999784,0.0,0.0,0.05576695786756957,0.2457637552510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538395717513316,0.0,0.06861949553241717,0.0,0.08449650158826909,0.12133884930664217,0.0,0.05795976674787446,0.04143252478624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315900175604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617808075871202,0.20455779264808568,0.07133755817335508,0.0,0.14970083407586302,0.0,0.0,0.04523569943556712 lonely,throwawayabcd112,2020/02/23,"I am lonely to a bad level. I (m) have a lot of male friends, and some 4-5 best friends. I am very opened and sociable. I make a lot of jokes and people would actually miss my presence if they were to go somewhere without me. When it comes to girls though, there is a completely different story. I am very shy around them, I never initiate any discussion without an important reason and feel like I am always watched by all my crushes. I fall in love very easily and compliments from girls feel like sth holy (not the ones I hate ofc). I always tell myself that I can be happy on my own, but in my heart I need someone. I am so desperate that I fall in love with fictional girls or any decent looking girls that is not a total bully with me. I try to slowly build sth, but don't know what to say. My friend that had many girlfriend tells me that if I would try a little harder I could find someone, but I am very insecure for the following reasons: I am fat, not the obese type, but still overweighted. In my class, that is majority girls, I am not the most welcome, for some instances I didn't agreed with them. I try to integrate, but I always know I am left out the main group, even though I am the smartest from all the boys (I didn't mean they are obliged to give me attention only cuz I am smart). Even though I am fat my friends still encourage me to give it a shot, but I never can find the courage for I never talk freely with girls. Tl;dr: I am very sociable with boys, but never find the courage to ask girls out because of my insecurities and external conditions. This looks like a complain, but I just had this on my heart. I kinda hate myself for this, but I can't be good at everything.",5.243255813953488,5.041224255813956,5.936604651162792,83.13513953488373,68.06976744186046,9.554418604651163,29.990697674418605,9.255337874911486,2.263398139534885,1320,44,283,23,20,432,166,344,0.12,0.7020000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9740000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,1,12,27,2,2,18,0,32,8,4,4,7,65,52,24,0,6,19,0,2,3,5,2,4,1,0,10,12,16,4,0,11,1,0,5,14,8,0,1,5,6,54,19,36,42,12,26,0,2,3,2,33,14,0,9,10,202,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.08467587963099643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166010147139754,0.0,0.0,0.11801437233125188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724449575107141,0.08111907645379797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245007543755452,0.05289473406462642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106070415020444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474544543796226,0.09097763570573626,0.0,0.0,0.06927950146982459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065712020380633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462271959441385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798408813530455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774794644193806,0.1239782937896865,0.0,0.0,0.2379210864537043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815592231358776,0.0,0.0,0.16647710409281352,0.049313900990211185,0.07277931245555194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923692344580314,0.0,0.17133659515285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564786391741785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537403261154867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942768346047604,0.0,0.0,0.12717563343967342,0.0869672353652975,0.0,0.0,0.14573140108293414,0.0,0.0,0.14753902910772435,0.15662824647977447,0.0,0.05792024822635693,0.08797207137792316,0.0,0.09451894572204787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433952142392746,0.26769226328739915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879820615795056,0.06599317800309154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015601522347073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784298697081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690037008473694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704140064805468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859070251680114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974316101845139,0.15168317893190406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575590028252554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767352319261153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579753913180295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728809856072807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327911277272975,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Uzumaki-femboy-slut,2020/02/23,"My boyfriend dumped me and im feeling so isolated. Ive struggled with feeling isolated for years now but i was dumped today and it just feel so much worse. Ive just been in bed all day, staring at my wall. He was the only person i had to talk to and now hes gone.",-1.1575862068965534,0.9004238448275856,1.2754310344827609,98.83142241379312,95.0344827586207,4.279310344827587,19.31896551724137,5.985473137389443,-0.19279999999999964,205,7,49,2,8,69,41,58,0.253,0.706,0.04,-0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,8,0,6,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054301729365546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831860104645686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440748889480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341615285378918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226193083079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781344382713633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330042933079769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560281738482376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019360653824493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246166689612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512754396382207 lonely,The_NamelessRanger,2020/02/23,"Just looking for someone to talk to I'm a college student that feels really lonely most of the time. And just like the title says, I'm looking for someone to talk to. Maybe play some pc games together idk",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,78.51219512195122,6.051219512195122,27.32317073170732,7.1686216300943375,1.524653658536585,163,7,31,2,4,53,30,41,0.09699999999999999,0.789,0.114,0.1796,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,16,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133643005667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622417302716456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026777464619515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068977506687644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917409634369767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380175074262171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507196385714491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811363199882619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452580195366255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohlinrollindead,2020/02/23,"This semester’s been making me feel lonely. I’m a STEM major taking 4 classes this semester, and it’s kicking me in ass more than I would’ve anticipated. It’s becoming increasingly difficult to balance my job, my studies, and my social life to the point where I’m tempted to drop some classes. The only thing that’s keeping me from dropping is that doing so would jeopardize my scholarship, so I guess loneliness is a price I have to pay for success. I’ve also been plagued with fears of abandonment, feeling as if my extended lack of contact with friends and a special someone will make them move on and forget me. To me, the fear of abandonment is just as soul-crushing as abandonment itself. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I’m sure some would understand. Edit: I know that four classes may not seem much, but it is a lot for a STEM major.",4.695522088353414,6.040230740963861,5.798975903614457,78.1254919678715,69.90361445783131,8.90682730923695,32.50803212851406,9.2995712137729,3.0493188755020086,677,31,124,14,12,225,101,166,0.151,0.792,0.057,-0.8776,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,2,8,0,12,3,2,2,1,33,27,12,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,5,0,3,2,1,7,0,1,2,2,17,4,21,21,9,9,0,4,0,1,4,5,1,7,0,89,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925572681369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061289212344065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200431764566757,0.18874131350504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441973945085767,0.0,0.09751155706785966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056047075248892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521113572724365,0.16589397000656858,0.0,0.0,0.10257231604438433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182916280270435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586744264464145,0.0,0.0,0.24916694172470946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836849874847629,0.1372016785815991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194792703117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643487469985816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990980295717056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025570339773148,0.15813923985274478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590573928464773,0.0,0.14032985139338608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399514516212093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942985439503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008495001857428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39775053347585615,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Se7enSinsCouncil,2020/02/23,"I think I'm just to picky. I've been single for a good minute now. The last girl I was talking to everything was going good until I found out I had cancer then she ghosted me. My problem is I kinda miss her because we had a lot in common and everything I wanted in a woman to date. So I'm an introvert but not to any extreme and that plays part into this a lot tho. I have a really hard time finding people who don't drain my social battery and with her it felt like she charged it. She was also nerdy and a gamer so definitely my type. I only really look for nerdy gamers, that's just been a hobby of mine from a young age so its something I would like to share with a girl I'm going to date. Problem is it feels like they are one in a few where I live at.",1.2761298701298711,2.6780464181818218,3.4524891774891806,91.30159090909092,78.75757575757575,6.1688311688311686,20.27056277056277,6.868970318607317,0.2242380952380958,589,14,135,6,14,202,102,165,0.099,0.7559999999999999,0.146,0.8908,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,12,0,13,1,0,0,0,25,25,12,1,4,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,9,4,22,7,19,15,5,19,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,3,13,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048681356403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946466660378748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070895289327946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576977974630765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882629259281451,0.12550187948395455,0.16867504468729827,0.0,0.1605632868253388,0.0,0.0,0.19261799349237008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967970423777529,0.2946948283129732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736982291753165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319814344876924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574770233298568,0.0,0.15512377924153933,0.0,0.14752231359760587,0.0,0.0,0.2987043116058374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190415702223786,0.13360835383905145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902383362273671,0.0,0.12179056094477406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361934929445066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508313317424947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907800325875364,0.0,0.13524279293258054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120048794696125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125651096555964,0.0,0.0,0.1024371986541905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036173564634438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479410613875568,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jambo02,2020/02/23,"Scared My Lonlieness Will Get Worse I'm 17F and I'm incredibly lonely. Since starting college I haven't made any friends, the only people i talk to (I only see them on the bus there) are 2 people i already knew but they found new groups to hang out with, and I finish my A-Levels in June so I wont be there much longer. I got a job 6 months ago which let's me talk to more people my age but it's only basic stuff, I never talk to any of them outside of work. My only close friend lives in London so we cant meet often and I text 3 other people occasionally. My weekends are boring and I usually go without speaking to anyone. I'm scared once I move out I'll become even lonlier and not make any new friends , I've heard it becomes even harder once you're and adult, and I'm scared that I'll become suicidal. Sorry if this is rambly I've never made a post anywhere on Reddit before so idk what I'm doing. Just needed to get this off my chest.",1.1997721916732154,3.049601074626868,3.329819324430481,90.03169677926161,80.54228855721394,5.226603822990311,19.036658811207122,6.05967700443912,-0.09833930348258768,740,17,158,5,19,252,123,201,0.163,0.815,0.022000000000000002,-0.976,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,1,9,8,0,3,4,0,10,1,1,3,2,27,28,13,1,2,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,9,12,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,6,3,22,3,17,18,2,24,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,2,12,86,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289354103051273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564276362829892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137905013521981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327438792388488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721015549015605,0.0891719591793789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843087190351658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149011909235727,0.24289070873108154,0.0,0.10950105946273993,0.0,0.059556834240140626,0.0,0.0838133195204695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039918559208156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715894532932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253500491959124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831719680180296,0.06995079589119657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364555564411733,0.111379417118091,0.07703563360339018,0.0777034088886103,0.16164715660134435,0.2024213592476684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232043387927097,0.0,0.3188021782410109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906038058455597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036366582950074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147511685743923,0.0,0.08350723493768235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668666378996435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730828184336704,0.0741737189486031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996403622190616,0.11462760619240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268829661136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541576461729974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101765786392844,0.0,0.07629126607844104,0.0,0.10679401918750726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AjAxiom,2020/02/23,Lonely in Pennsylvania 50 M here in Pennsylvania. I'm wondering if there's anyone in northeast PA that's lonely also and needs a friend.,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,69.0,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.26283076923077,112,4,18,3,2,39,21,26,0.191,0.687,0.122,-0.2023,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43046952980841496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763841942491051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158807567309269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991344830519568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837514735276758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KrisDLuna,2020/02/23,"Weird request Just went through a breakup with someone very very dear to me... been really struggling to cope, no thanks to my depression and suicidal thoughts. Admittedly, I obviously recognize someone like me riddled with such issues don't deserve a relationship and she'd probably be way better off with someone else.. but it still hurts - it's never hurt this much before, this feeling of dread in your chest... So I'm here in hopes of looking for someone to just chill in Discord voice chat for as long as you're comfortable with, we don't have to talk - I'm not that great in conversation anyway especially not now, though that's not to say I am not interested in talking at all, that's up to you - but we used to video call frequently and I really miss that. It'd just be nice to hear some random white noise/someone being with you. I'll probably be gaming/watching anime so if it sounds too annoying you can mute me. If it matters, I am an introverted Asian male in his mid 20s. Thank you for sparing a moment.",3.4071485260770933,5.691383331632657,4.490340136054424,82.26339002267576,75.37755102040815,7.824943310657598,28.23582766439909,8.680891452615391,2.321234467120181,807,34,153,17,18,263,126,196,0.161,0.703,0.136,-0.7526,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,0,1,12,18,1,2,4,0,13,1,1,1,3,32,26,12,1,3,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,10,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,7,17,10,31,17,3,18,0,4,2,0,20,10,0,5,7,102,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199071864224948,0.0,0.0,0.11639866389722853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438888749234654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133558060100802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994356382674426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654614999489522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510088113975034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833443536395874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307187787148265,0.0,0.0,0.2817832143616151,0.0,0.0,0.13736701729641182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429817161341195,0.0,0.0,0.11647102274050122,0.1105195513817312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967487542911332,0.0,0.10150601938578427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837964452987892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862592712494054,0.0,0.0,0.1413002675931637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466183684037228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575651339863317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051041996029332,0.0,0.0,0.13758771883799206,0.0,0.14396036727088635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156683625971767,0.0,0.2423382651622133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930650567829974,0.10448392094205353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366909029053945,0.0,0.21718465264272466,0.0,0.10446617393257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220041177394088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reihck,2020/02/23,What about me It seems like everyone else has someone to give a shit about them and then there’s me. Does anyone else feel that way ?,0.2616666666666667,2.681982481481484,0.5906481481481514,102.85041666666667,94.55555555555556,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.9756592592592596,105,2,24,1,4,31,24,27,0.124,0.79,0.086,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421991869599266,0.3139106453901217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681050639304739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118629956155551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274814898949675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490907560876827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938964995848265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967613195852278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789062979818693,0.0,0.0,0.31448277464211744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958496322966024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431809869920492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,panaskaew,2020/02/23,"Hi I have a lot of friends at school but they are all just fake friend, cant be relied on. Sometimes people say im funny and positive but really im just a really sad and depressed slob. Wow feels good to write even though no one will acknowledge me. Hmm now that i think about it why am I writing this in the first place",0.8818487394958012,2.9434826470588256,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,82.82352941176471,6.238655462184874,18.537815126050425,7.447530270364453,0.24275798319327715,252,6,58,4,7,82,58,68,0.18100000000000002,0.552,0.267,0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,5,4,6,6,2,6,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689112226500305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509868229127995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155860173032956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444534185566664,0.0,0.0,0.3532284951765643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173715647865786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938501348084573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434584469325394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490392083130114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848106989303182,0.0,0.23883625519322566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928914645241353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179030469762664,0.0,0.2313533800684487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260892670438832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647636789303126,0.22459637415398426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062741386806024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anotherlonelyguy525,2020/02/23,"Nearly 40 and I have never been able to get a girlfriend despite all my efforts I don't know why I keep holding out hope. It doesn't seem to matter. I have been turned down in every real life interaction to go on a date. I have only managed to get dates if I heavily photoshop my picture on an online profile which I know is lame and unproductive. I have never had a second date ... understandably after they see what I really look like. I posted my picture online to get honest opinions on those rating websites and consistently get 1-2 out of 10. Before I did this I thought I was just slightly below average. If I don't post a picture on a dating site women are so giddy and interested to talk to me based on my profile. They instantly ghost me once I reveal my picture. I have hundreds of thousands of dollars in assets, I have travelled to dozens of countries, I have done things most people would never do in a lifetime, I have advanced degrees, etc. I am just saying, I am not a ""basement dwelling man-child who has never had a job and doesn't do anything"" I have been told people speak of me so highly and what a great person I am, etc, etc. Maybe they're lying. Maybe I have just a horribly weird personality coupled with a fugly face. It doesn't seem to matter if I join groups, or am physically fit, financially well-off, and a broad individual. What I would give for a woman to be interested in me.",4.600169779286926,5.514023014336917,6.208526693076781,76.70471986417658,69.75268817204301,8.167591020562158,29.737973967176003,8.371475516178862,2.2279419354838708,1107,42,206,16,19,380,153,279,0.073,0.82,0.107,0.8941,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,5,9,0,1,14,0,35,2,1,0,5,40,53,13,1,6,8,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,4,10,10,0,2,7,1,1,3,10,3,0,3,10,4,37,6,32,40,5,32,0,1,2,0,15,18,0,9,10,157,47,2,0.12067727230955372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993071127407801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026874704343406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352710649211794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349474782670862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037611746643213,0.0,0.0,0.10167580668887548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219557604402965,0.1157646358315244,0.06858367486235109,0.0,0.0,0.13304711874947922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750216383705326,0.0,0.11985976058758716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197535719586434,0.10726350441446156,0.0,0.0,0.1326421457560239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523792628317209,0.05895681960597315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133851539235154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424730803255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722950076919324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851735652956955,0.0,0.09178050351757228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732485186763518,0.2107414788826388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311509371868145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373571555054251,0.07730895075966178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959674105716019,0.0,0.0,0.09616416189159836,0.219720112778483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969958203085889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017261748538744,0.0,0.0,0.09580427443166188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531230520267015,0.0,0.0,0.1312622189217073,0.0,0.12562929638683495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850336056406833,0.0,0.10889246811039292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145134369723286,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,0110crazyman,2020/02/23,I had a dream about some random girl I had a dream about some random girl. I went to like a sleepover at a friend's house that I haven't even talked to in years in real life. Everyone just kinda hung out and talked until this girl I've never seen before sat next to me. We talked and got pretty close but I don't remember anything from the rest of the night. Even though everyone left we hung out for the rest of the day running errands together. Idk why I'm posting this tbh. It was just a nice dream while it lasted. I woke up like 2 or 3 times throughout it and forced myself back to sleep to dream more about it. Now that I'm up it just makes me lonely. I haven't talked to a girl in real life in a good while and I sure as hell haven't had a crush on one or let alone flirted with one. It almost makes me want to cry that it was all just a dream.,1.6417477477477505,2.9041249945945964,2.8059459459459464,96.91234234234234,77.43243243243242,5.798198198198199,18.279279279279283,6.079149491110277,-0.469082882882883,664,11,161,4,15,213,100,185,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.161,0.386,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,13,0,10,3,1,2,3,32,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,12,10,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,2,0,2,10,1,14,7,27,9,6,27,1,1,1,0,11,12,1,8,14,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140478362199389,0.14529626079140415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544523074083292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787296209347394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937492080178852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409999422702828,0.09047427969674088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853180587494178,0.0,0.0,0.2681027635176221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838631106719883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766708161439852,0.11220128470839696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187374099409893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435360252960987,0.0,0.0,0.15242353379692095,0.14345418368747698,0.19817940117374933,0.13707545120002784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872869183626661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819890408767732,0.0,0.1491980863806773,0.13165096715096847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901258225541265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343573110878158,0.14272352831809204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193573566602457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891917681412648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038950895165442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322199630692869,0.0,0.0,0.4510333468520274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783243880961848,0.0,0.08180317437801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274561185514723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004856178447205,0.12658827509926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034099772587967 lonely,throwaway98765fml,2020/02/23,"Post Hookup Sadness I (20 M), after a long dry spell of about a year long, finally decided to go on Tinder and find some people. I matched with a guy, he was all nice and cute, we talked for a few days before meeting up IRL. Being alone for so long, basically killed all of my social skills, and things were pretty awkward at the beginning. But after spending some time with him and a few drinks down, things were nice, cute and buzzed. It felt nice waking up with someone to cuddle with, but soon after I left, a wave of sadness just hit me like a tsunami, and I've been feeling a lot sadder and lonelier than before. I have a lot of preexisting work stuff to deal with, and the fact that I've to deal with this too, just makes me more sad.",9.131230425055923,5.658999986577183,8.666812080536918,77.15668344519015,62.55704697986577,11.54407158836689,34.90044742729306,8.841846274778883,2.6845829977628632,574,15,122,6,6,184,95,149,0.15,0.7440000000000001,0.106,-0.8742,0,1,1,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,6,11,1,1,11,0,6,3,1,1,3,31,12,11,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,15,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,5,2,9,6,26,5,9,20,0,3,0,1,9,6,0,4,13,82,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181320814003756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823223117057888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069860722098896,0.3420529965113701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625101780995552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387955327661971,0.0,0.15928152559672365,0.18172565342053965,0.1516215118115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427976729058617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642583264595456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353398601975165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802412270972892,0.0,0.0,0.08104603965594022,0.0,0.0,0.4404253600498457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820694581293902,0.0,0.0,0.11073363523355954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500804038041056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158877871524911,0.1687709452661126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910514304441893,0.14055903869714395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899056852591709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333702787444635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204214263750052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967324675072268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077073779942113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682846593099322 lonely,smombartz,2020/02/23,"Ikaria – New App Very intrigued. Curious to see what its like once it launches: [https://techcrunch.com/2020/02/18/just-imagine-ikaria-secret/](https://techcrunch.com/2020/02/18/just-imagine-ikaria-secret/) Though I have to say technology and apps are never the solution – merely a part of it. and having interactions in multiple formats (face to face, audio, video, text) also changes the strength of the relationships.",15.605294117647054,21.64671413725491,7.160294117647062,58.86632352941177,54.68627450980392,8.890196078431373,32.029411764705884,9.2995712137729,3.945611764705882,355,12,36,7,6,84,43,51,0.036000000000000004,0.815,0.15,0.7443,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,1,1,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541879453913777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362476723624416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155287541194209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451488086100139,0.3069856352572108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385044245879648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344205200428066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412565330247937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527704737473553,0.0,0.0,0.2532887009670927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122902070672532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226306166824315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArceusSlayer,2020/02/23,"I (19M) am totally lonely. No proper friends to talk with and have fun. I am pretty lonely, and my social awkwardness worsens it. Have some friends, but they aren't that good ones with whom i could hang out. Used to have a freaking great friend in school, we had a ton in common, used to do everything together. But he is now in a different college. He talks to me sometimes, but not as much as he used to. I just remain in my room all day playing games, browsing reddit and watching wierd stuff on youtube. Would love to have some friends to talk with.",3.2062895005096834,4.951952055045872,3.639755351681959,90.53855249745158,74.3211009174312,6.6793068297655465,26.790010193679922,7.3871296695380915,1.2714456676860344,430,16,89,5,9,134,74,109,0.121,0.645,0.23399999999999999,0.9566,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,2,13,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,3,2,22,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,9,9,18,13,6,11,0,2,1,1,16,7,0,2,3,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562588022518735,0.0,0.0,0.10955089158835096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177476042198099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266652288940108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249587862178562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247732885704276,0.0,0.18728021400049624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331262022865133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487262148652195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510704171720228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728169578170786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171915617293875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731591674507632,0.0,0.0,0.16800392497342928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944583692821636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096007073723417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401345750826483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066944643405172,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotelchelseanights22,2020/02/23,"Sunday is the worst day Every weekend for the last few months has been boring beyond belief. I feel like I'm wasting the year away. I live in a house with strangers who have their own lives, so I barely speak to anyone in person throughout the day. I have a really great group of friends, but a lot of them are in couples or live across the country so I don't see them much and they have better things to do. The ones that aren't I feel anxious to ask to do anything in case I regret it. Some of the only people I enjoy hanging out with are my ex's, who I can't now because they have new boyfriends, so that's another friendship waining. I'm just so incredibly bored and lonely. I don't really have hobbies. I'm not dating anyone (and dating apps aren't helping). I don't have the attention span to read any more so I'm just looking at my phone until I get a headache. I want to go out somewhere but I'm always on my own and feel anxious or stupid or like I'm wasting money. I just don't see a way out. I'm in desperate need of some affection or therapy but the waiting lists are so long. I just want to spend some time with someone who thinks I'm special.",2.5570362381363267,3.8242209590163934,3.97497842968076,89.43714840379639,75.0655737704918,6.448317515099224,25.137187230371012,6.8360192770164,0.8745770491803277,910,30,196,8,19,301,127,244,0.11199999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.149,0.8131,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,12,13,1,0,14,0,21,0,0,1,0,38,43,18,0,4,12,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,2,2,2,8,6,0,1,1,7,23,7,29,42,10,31,1,2,3,0,16,14,0,8,16,128,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752640195075385,0.0,0.0,0.09605082813358856,0.1481067490106175,0.0,0.3191312478567647,0.0,0.1975223107637453,0.0,0.11623185548946208,0.0,0.13204416236607594,0.0,0.13270347681661954,0.0,0.0,0.08610108939193832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491892403525325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562839047212032,0.0,0.18218151301256405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900424192861316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425177517648847,0.10090480976049106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912483750221004,0.0,0.07379421005408496,0.0,0.08027227421609985,0.0,0.0,0.15572211348189166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467293964698514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297672194880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513278910377535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380094607009098,0.0,0.374163371052076,0.1249965794699758,0.11860946664864143,0.0,0.0,0.1200806787163652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273968916059647,0.0,0.10383066165149696,0.10473070681833352,0.0,0.13641442719409164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571065426486278,0.10742249902532737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979208712513911,0.12332889580155752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412823177568767,0.0,0.18096916816410424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251065137182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967566342280456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152493229043033,0.0,0.09383630066959764,0.09050351295271987,0.0,0.0,0.08236056770703769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661885359518494,0.11211298831796357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095656637406888 lonely,anitaemma777,2020/02/23,Hi This is just a check if anyone would notice me,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,108.0909090909091,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.6308545454545453,39,0,9,0,2,13,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462086175545055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7523894159315228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694534408909651,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SouthernCriticism,2020/02/23,"When people walk up to me and say ""Hello,"" it genuinely makes my day. Had a very....VERY sweet guy come up to me today because he is in my math class. We accidentally bumped into eachother at the local café. He ushered me over and said ""Hello"" and striked a conversation up with me. And despite me being this disgusting blob, he wanted to talk to me, in front of his friends (I was eating alone.) I am just sitting here, now super happy because someone decided I'm worth something. I feel like people who aren't lonely don't hold doors open, talk to ""weird people"" etc because they don't think it will help, but I am living proof that it does. Thank you H, for making my day. =)",3.6530597014925377,4.940160723880599,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,72.3582089552239,6.852537313432838,25.34029850746269,7.1686216300943375,1.0982411940298509,523,16,104,5,10,172,96,134,0.04,0.795,0.165,0.9377,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,1,4,9,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,6,9,1,1,3,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,3,4,17,6,16,14,1,19,0,1,0,0,18,10,0,0,6,62,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052959682633056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364253686903728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846734389267725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372810964284983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609867617819328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188239491679244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051667371971501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301693182250112,0.13142279641308693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212891671571742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215172776587074,0.0,0.1958314270013032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330613875183075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987475076672362,0.0,0.16244219562222512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455927004048251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38260915681650187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499039745473913,0.14629430767287727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558707695594373,0.14162326584270965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29572406496517106,0.0,0.16936788897859575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787569676496852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437487303138496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178827046577145,0.10850580723851594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Existentiallllcrisis,2020/02/23,"I'm In a Relationship, But I'm Still Lonely I hate the weekends. My friends never text. The only person who talks to me is my boyfriend. Whenever he's at his Dad's house, I go mental. He can never talk and whenever he can he isnt in the mood. I pull my hair, I feel like slamming my head into the wall, and I scratch my arm rapidly. Plus, I cant even sleep. I can't sleep unless I know I am on the phone or am able to text someone. I have really bad paranoia and I hear a constant tapping noise coming from my window, but only at night. I don't know how much longer I can take it. It just feels like everybody wants to anything but talk to me. My friends of 5 years have abandoned me just because they don't like the guy I'm dating, he had a lot of past relationship issues and they never asked him about his side of the story. And there's also jealously, so much fucking jealously. I can't take it, I don't want to be controlling so I try to keep it to myself. Its constantly there, no matter how hard I try to ignore it. I've told my boyfriend about this because I want to be honest and then he says he likes it when I'm clingy. I just can't do that without feeling bad or guilty. What do I do?",2.0023151750972765,3.128208171206225,3.7927062256809343,90.75800875486384,76.23735408560313,6.6964202334630345,23.74494163424125,7.1686216300943375,0.7293565758754865,928,28,213,10,20,313,132,257,0.158,0.75,0.092,-0.9342,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,15,17,4,0,10,0,22,6,5,3,3,38,44,20,0,3,10,1,6,4,2,0,0,2,1,2,11,9,0,4,5,1,0,3,13,9,0,0,2,8,37,7,24,40,3,24,0,2,0,1,28,8,1,3,17,136,48,0,0.11452428771117094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158503150613792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424373068457577,0.0,0.10706474936750104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124599311226856,0.13962588562544462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865253318971892,0.0,0.2475201390343849,0.1284487268659218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756422119289469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372076280977822,0.16363234804779048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696236119174374,0.10587585856919113,0.0,0.0,0.06508679191950445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339705031692393,0.0,0.0,0.10259126692661576,0.11306902407826297,0.117534959449466,0.0,0.12907719562219294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214565169348946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195336020263994,0.0,0.10179444899085392,0.0,0.0,0.12587910691437912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380312852184134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097364453984753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541354561291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837705760228808,0.0,0.2649845726437257,0.0,0.0,0.10747328592892104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742017629327946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932639131357848,0.0,0.0999981906216912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336719126976261,0.0,0.0,0.24591245096716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107431025624953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292139915642235,0.0,0.09703605733231443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145924410319446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221602327067753,0.276150853077969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943286473855328,0.0,0.15550894756840533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026481763420833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039732654483142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374988645972927 lonely,tbhstardust,2020/02/23,Crippling loneliness I'm sooooo lonely :( i dont know what to say. I live in this remote village completely isolated lol,1.5368181818181803,3.399611772727273,3.289636363636365,79.31445454545455,113.0909090909091,7.2145454545454575,27.127272727272725,7.554174236665415,3.217498181818182,97,5,15,3,5,32,20,22,0.387,0.502,0.11,-0.7727,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123975858300587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727582752855911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685793254679708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43153520853391775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886375970671914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arnaud91,2020/02/23,"(M,28) Lonely french boy.. First post here, it may be a little awkward since I have no idea how to introduce myself.. I am a 28 yo french boy, who enjoy music (I think music is all my life is about since I am a musician since my 6yo) going to live shows, listening a lot of vinyls, walking outside.. I listen to a lot of different genre of music, but I guess my favorites includes rock, punk rock, and grunge.. I am working as a nurse, and lost a lot of friends over the last few years.. For some reasons I have always felt much comfortable with girls ever since I was in high school.. I feel lonely most of the time since the only people I am talking to are the ones I am working with.. It's getting hard over the years to trust someone, and have someone that feel the same way, or just understand how much I feel about myself.. I am not into sports or cars or whatever boys usually like I guess. I'm hitting the gym since january in order to feel a bit more healthy, and I pretty much like it so far.. Well, I guess this is it, I don't really know what else to say about myself for now, feel free to send message if you feel like wanting to know more about me.. Thank you for reading, wish you all a nice day !",4.0253048780487815,4.455721398373985,4.844461382113824,87.71474085365854,70.78861788617886,7.776016260162603,26.35060975609756,7.645422480735847,1.2339926829268295,928,27,201,10,16,301,140,246,0.047,0.742,0.212,0.9938,1,4,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,4,12,15,0,1,16,0,17,1,0,3,3,44,41,13,0,3,7,0,8,3,1,1,1,3,0,4,8,7,0,0,13,6,1,4,3,4,1,2,3,11,28,12,29,35,15,24,0,3,0,0,15,8,0,13,12,133,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449853520795679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086734870217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549196919166063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609914095059464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483279776116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185865875517607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080833049871419,0.0725480273255685,0.09750484854436074,0.0,0.0,0.08637919614021858,0.0,0.0,0.07845802109730897,0.0,0.05305618612412955,0.0,0.057713751773955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356094997902543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096971503682233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072941665651887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114638674927828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161950552069767,0.08277758760752417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172844746372978,0.14883801104053315,0.10178074201301213,0.08967135967632636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108548707524544,0.25900498840835273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395492434714648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881355980390598,0.07723408243044667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040265038060586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972577500250004,0.10331383627329722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157844282720008,0.0,0.06505614642264276,0.10441130191098606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075740069681063,0.0,0.10277499478217857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040240294754614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208760059726438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162281632817639,0.0,0.09349448172653144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506975580587934,0.0,0.0,0.05921518241540786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571813251124863,0.0,0.0,0.11184403729496042,0.0,0.059897388302253864,0.08060642658510256,0.0,0.0,0.09130651034379283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167785942561772,0.0,0.0,0.14786061915978388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079097970470666 lonely,djwkdksjdjs,2020/02/23,"i'm a 15 year old girl and i don't have any friends i just feel really lonely i guess, i've had 2 friends this year, ones been ignoring me for months and one doesn't really talk to me anymore after moving on to a more popular group of friends. i don't rlly want to chase after them because i know they're fake. i wake up everyday to see 0 notifications on my phone and it really hurts me. i'll only be young once and the only memories i'm making is being sad and constantly on edge all the time. i have social anxiety which doesn't help, people terrify me and i'm miserable/exhausted around them. ok that's all just needed to rant",1.8538471177944869,3.678579390977447,4.258815789473687,84.26962719298248,78.3984962406015,8.34310776942356,22.36152882205514,9.075114841892004,1.726103258145363,501,15,106,13,12,175,88,133,0.22699999999999998,0.713,0.06,-0.9603,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,4,1,11,1,1,1,2,18,21,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,2,14,5,14,17,3,16,0,3,1,0,11,5,0,1,10,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195960937239697,0.0,0.13719715097202867,0.0,0.17786038511807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965358018471978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932602490604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938064189430554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068137261494223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156806186851124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756688928577024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021004880274573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919907362042875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856239991622164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971306051793715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315012913442646,0.19061356961041592,0.0,0.13298080132213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819064836690771,0.19099478552981425,0.2430553537900683,0.272797356847654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433407852158053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446757745864296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429134085240407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828179322431894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414936937225992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457653370014616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057813383466252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309824396184827 lonely,gelidflesh,2020/02/23,"I feel empty. I don’t know how to express my sadness as well anymore, I’m constantly overthinking it. I’m also really fucking alone and even when I get to be around others something’s missing or off. It doesn’t feel good. Not every single time, but a lot of the time. I’ve had this problem for a while. I hate being alone but I also am horrible at making new connections. I’m too paranoid and sad inside. I feel this weird emptiness and I actually feel euphoric sometimes but normally when I feel this good it results in really bad feelings hours later. Anyway I feel all sorts of weird stuff and I wish I could hold someone but I feel truly alone and every time I want to be held is very late when everyone is asleep and no one wants to be disturbed. I also just don’t really have any direction in life and pretty much everything makes me uncomfortable to some degree. I always feel guilty about the things I enjoy after a while. I don’t know",2.6071690307328588,4.854499515957452,4.174822695035463,83.73388888888887,77.77659574468085,6.943735224586287,23.742316784869978,7.984000788550335,1.4815770685579197,751,25,141,13,18,250,114,188,0.27399999999999997,0.588,0.13699999999999998,-0.9825,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,2,1,5,0,14,3,1,4,1,42,38,22,0,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,11,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,2,9,19,4,16,31,5,19,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,4,14,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.10999326892241117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35021524822228606,0.0,0.2704136679240686,0.0937876435970722,0.0,0.0,0.07664984792073658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178267576109377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033996258378948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411205015855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180452704377005,0.0,0.08999350073703301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444698346157662,0.0,0.18993395940458188,0.1077037075409258,0.10130068698802873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129273626205059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420290590239133,0.05888876845715101,0.0,0.0,0.18907945265634585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128241164441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111001255692055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389008136641473,0.0,0.1271470691590922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961371223706296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582599068304716,0.0,0.0,0.15047584901338015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285825931690857,0.0,0.0,0.10886054083863797,0.0,0.0,0.11043645534005343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763783846152024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146713517719518,0.0,0.10785272683011313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662373174172675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550278305162707,0.08677326782351992,0.11147770116453712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903134247136605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488262533005659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717450995726604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300141588475644,0.1329640778425764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134403429764607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961631998603118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FurstJuan,2020/02/23,"Recently built a new gaming PC does anyone want to play with me? I'm a little short on cash to spend to buy new games but I have csgo and I also play a good amount of Dota 2 and league of legends. Even if you dont play games I like talking to people at any time of the day and just enjoying a nice long conversation about anything.",1.7345539906103298,3.230711211267604,3.484154929577468,91.15937793427231,77.73239436619718,6.423474178403758,20.284037558685448,7.1686216300943375,0.2998713615023467,260,6,59,3,6,87,54,71,0.035,0.69,0.276,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,11,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993819735687105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852349354629804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835610043977864,0.0,0.2160326704782569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693045275847023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973416813331635,0.0,0.3076730210370715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339284984998066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201904202141328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282546519666662,0.2631153201899401,0.0,0.2323230989459231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507089435583745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199922235529906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592081235543116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100468544675366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307828743618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548418707703455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,red84uk,2020/02/23,"Lonely because I don't want more Lost another friend... He ""liked"" me but knew it wasn't going to happen. Hung around for months maybe over a year proper mates, lots of talks and hanging out. But fear of doing something I won't like (I don't even do hugs) he's said nope we should just say hi if we pass. Too many friends lost. Should I just give up? Work sleep and... Nothing but the odd hello?",0.6888888888888864,2.90671862962963,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,84.92592592592592,4.093827160493827,16.407407407407412,5.033348758259628,-0.996496296296296,303,6,70,1,9,93,64,81,0.154,0.75,0.096,-0.6064,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,17,16,6,0,4,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,2,7,5,8,8,2,9,0,3,0,1,13,4,0,2,4,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636263946655135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368393416436693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257812968431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628383404541136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218681645469624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188313568565883,0.0,0.0,0.1979375302455429,0.11726623696353693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246338412603127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161195481013167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504830527439727,0.17542058528436932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919362616282328,0.20729354144266451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469645632203125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979861947224463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962740135737568,0.16408769479694693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648630434398152,0.0,0.0,0.15884852658593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584609780108994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170307966911333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021600460040818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287444973960855 lonely,Dmphs,2020/02/23,"Emotional without anyone It feel like my Soul is crying right now I want some attention, but when I think about it I really don't care for it my passion is slowly leaving me..",1.6504285714285702,4.16920082857143,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,83.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6702857142857144,139,5,26,3,4,47,29,35,0.151,0.639,0.21,0.0748,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,7,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336770645375972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407342943207809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367097750739534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759246350810158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897914199034206,0.23874912815048055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538644783779244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327090104559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409401208848444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540088733432706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413879936254526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971169963240877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221522611778999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,megpeg1974,2020/02/23,Looking for friends 45 I would like to make new friends don't have many. I have a boy friend. I live in Missouri i like reading cooking bingo country music and swapping things with others.,2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,80.3888888888889,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,1.0595222222222227,151,8,27,0,4,45,30,36,0.0,0.635,0.365,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6645483900994861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801499854862112,0.0,0.2531755490706972,0.0,0.2407692935787633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913852079337437,0.29068510043719736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769121740237526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867936666662618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048142161528084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367487497368691,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,strawberry95,2020/02/23,23 F sad Just incredibly sad tonight with no one to message.,3.41,5.2529933333333325,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.0,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.2614,48,3,10,1,1,16,11,12,0.512,0.488,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crowwantstofly,2020/02/23,"M 15yrs I am a black boy 15 from South Africa looking to chat to anyone, I'm 6'1 tall and live at a school boarding house",-0.3577777777777769,1.6000850740740766,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.14814814814815,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.316125925925926,95,2,24,0,3,30,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604583064817195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5545464478603683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243775140713322,0.0,0.40358192032649337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863916076636646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,suffering_inside,2020/02/23,"They're all dead Was already feeling lonely and sorry for myself today before I decided to have a few drinks. Which is always a brilliant idea when one is sad and alone. Anyways, drunk me was thinking about the past and ended up looking through my photo collection. I eventually came across one photo and it hit me that everyone in it is dead. I fucking lost it and started bawling my eyes out. The burn never really goes away, does it? I don't know where I'm going with this. Maybe I just needed to vent. Wish I had someone here right now.",3.4321907756813417,5.3728833301886825,4.4769182389937106,83.94281970649897,74.18867924528303,6.5979035639412995,25.928721174004195,7.3871296695380915,1.4052821802935012,427,15,79,5,9,139,82,106,0.196,0.7340000000000001,0.07,-0.9259,0,3,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,8,4,1,0,2,18,21,6,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,5,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,3,11,0,11,15,2,16,0,3,2,1,0,7,1,0,7,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561423850001867,0.21907962940730832,0.0,0.16519047942781154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865227778032411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893196908830502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270621534251248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373243309042447,0.0,0.0,0.1944810115599949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583611502837446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970118453209275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038128418297597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353513665124768,0.0,0.0,0.11282754549122175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411296983659104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910532108681484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667127924887556,0.0,0.21671581881790614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994471902806189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472053545669116,0.15311636479388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690542482698849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951661351782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271815658204488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695410879717806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821139666079685,0.0,0.0,0.2222348732105527,0.14051852748220978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720817149516295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881805101627694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282964068502253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CatsSquirrel,2020/02/23,"Feel like I am being bullied for no reason...and I just want to be alone Hi everyone... Ive been bullied throughout my life but up until this year its gotten pretty bad on social media. I am already feeling alone for so many reasons but the bullies make it worse...I block them because thats what ppl tell me to do all the time but their words still hurt...And I have no idea what I did wrong. :( When will I get a break and a real friend? I try to be nice and friendly to everyone but I am just ignored and left feeling like a loser",1.0127518427518432,2.985491765765765,2.6968058968058948,93.7008353808354,81.7927927927928,4.7570843570843575,21.8026208026208,5.565023196281405,0.057965765765765724,410,13,89,2,11,135,77,111,0.271,0.54,0.18899999999999997,-0.9081,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,2,1,21,19,10,0,1,6,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,13,5,9,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475611809977349,0.1851612400114578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009824871387416,0.10228367001532546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206624609931253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545200998862333,0.2397394582900041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926939945540656,0.0,0.08766372973348642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962344395852547,0.18941530762060588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230511621480128,0.0,0.11851555288862466,0.16394814789238402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200161342246598,0.17011346173685882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070349157028827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098258178939395,0.0,0.34503362644392505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104151614876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399789160581668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665649137956407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784012245506232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391888979802965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896731829886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834528201275495,0.0,0.10805172717830196 lonely,whtamievendoinghere,2020/02/23,am i bored or really interested ?? so i’ve been talking to this girl as friends but i find her so attractive. i’ve never done anything w a girl before and quite frankly im not sure if i want to . 🥺 we were supposed to hangout today but she replied a whole 12 hours later saying she was asleep lmao idek how i’m feeling but i’m butthurt isn’t even the word,-0.6228229665071794,1.5794354736842138,1.6992822966507184,95.1854306220096,95.57894736842104,4.342583732057416,21.382775119617225,6.1124844417494595,0.25362105263157897,280,11,62,3,11,94,59,76,0.068,0.718,0.213,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,2,15,10,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,7,4,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239241281315828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315463782243759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846397878980544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972671744950347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758747334514432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870448041278634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023224650662525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679744751323946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939265226223744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986874128232252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894234922398913,0.0,0.0,0.17432124364356724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639355075587696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564613519491895,0.0,0.0,0.21871247582943096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792936538748423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049808963502374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038021602538669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BetoORoorke,2020/02/23,"I have no clue how to actually develop a friendship and suffer from extreme loneliness and sadness. Right now, I'm 16, and in a private prep school. It's all-male (I literally have no clue how to interact with women in the most basic of manners, and the last time I've had routine contact with girls was in second grade), and in a different state (not a boarding school, a day school). I have a grand total of 3 friends, and am basically treated like a third (fourth?) wheel by them, and have literally nothing outside of school. No activities and no hobbies. The school swamps me in work, and I get home at 5, so I am constantly sleep-deprived. I have no car, live miles of public transportation, and parents who don't care because they don't seem to understand the importance of having friends. I have quite literally no clue what to do here. I'm going off to college in a year and a half (if I'm even accepted anywhere. The sleep-deprived, swamped-with-work approach means I've sacrificed any remaining happiness or zeal for literally any activity for a C-average when everyone else somehow gets As) and am scared with how I'll cops with being dumped in an environment where I won't know anyone and will have 0 social skills to do anything, all the while being swamped with work. My sister, the person I have the closest actual relationship to, is in college, so I rarely see her, and I basically have no real relationship with my friends beyond ""the people I talk about politics with"". I don't really share interests with them, or anyone for that matter at my very small school, and my parents see no problem with this and shift all the blame on me. At this point, I'm convinced they send me here to feed their own ego. Anyway, on my average day, I won't or can't spend time with anyone and I am extremely sad, anxious, and stressed literally all the time, while at the same time apathetic to my future and any actual activity (with one terrible exception: I absolutely despise all my schoolwork with a shocking passion). I'm sad and lonely on weekdays, and sad and lonely on weekends, and become sad even simply listening to other people describe what they do in their free time with their friends. The one thing in the world I want to do most is transfer to my local public school (they are fantastic in my area), but my parents do not care, and their conservative echo chamber had made them think that literally no one learns anything in public schools and it's all just about indoctrination (completely true about my private school, but they refuse to actually listen to me on anything actually involving my life, because they, 38 years out of high school, think they know exactly what stresses high schools put on their students now). I really don't know how to keep on going here. I'm not suicidal or anything, but at this point, I'm completely hopeless and beaten down.",11.370508758031859,7.917802669131241,10.728492210192766,64.02936537276649,58.35304990757857,14.14949388258076,44.61587888390106,12.11862946488302,5.259451474342049,2288,102,410,52,21,746,243,541,0.139,0.794,0.067,-0.9819,4,4,0,0,0,1,77.0,0,0,15,5,22,35,3,3,26,0,35,3,0,5,8,87,63,44,1,3,13,4,0,1,4,3,1,2,1,3,13,40,1,3,10,1,2,7,19,18,0,6,4,4,50,18,72,54,10,66,0,9,2,1,43,40,0,9,19,278,63,20,0.0,0.0,0.2902261106730093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134808318900925,0.0,0.0,0.06719700038968691,0.0,0.12477223915710553,0.0,0.1957923479088444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251856377310131,0.06569248332051009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129041117534745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247301379527034,0.0642782135536223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672110633549495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062145355953136826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968903957312167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857374791409225,0.0,0.0,0.05683698366436539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838205891126457,0.0,0.06215310590941085,0.0,0.06760924952358566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331900838685696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569063449804366,0.059664648819875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528697612754529,0.0,0.0,0.09806819131259896,0.0484852431482644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042013440068049655,0.029059585505277364,0.0,0.052523126162557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056282696244935086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479263308835242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707396428768016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091831649440615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814101655731695,0.0,0.0,0.08247376423121686,0.05193682483237437,0.0,0.0,0.11245821298600064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691562354685965,0.0,0.05979519057699186,0.0,0.0632657426853157,0.0,0.06770280404961296,0.0762105581657278,0.0,0.0,0.127721429863664,0.0,0.050796752119703414,0.0,0.0,0.05955121290301816,0.6621813743500359,0.09479787762327384,0.054149591575565786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904862332997157,0.06063375069951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627138223864432,0.0,0.0,0.06506294809177489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478088599885464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951676919768026,0.07622650098973112,0.0,0.0,0.17342028201477275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061922188217072564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907834721842034,0.03508364425344536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990940445146654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660808481939865 lonely,habeeba24,2020/02/23,am i really interested or bored. ... so i’ve been talking to this girl as friends but i find her so attractive. i’ve never done anything w a girl before and quite frankly im not sure if i want to . 🥺 we were supposed to hangout today but she replied a whole 12 hours later saying she was asleep lmao idek how i’m feeling but i’m butthurt isn’t even the word,-0.6228229665071794,1.5794354736842138,1.6992822966507184,95.1854306220096,95.57894736842104,4.342583732057416,21.382775119617225,6.1124844417494595,0.25362105263157897,280,11,62,3,11,94,59,76,0.07,0.721,0.209,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,2,15,10,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,7,4,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239241281315828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315463782243759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846397878980544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972671744950347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758747334514432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870448041278634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023224650662525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679744751323946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939265226223744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986874128232252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894234922398913,0.0,0.0,0.17432124364356724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639355075587696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564613519491895,0.0,0.0,0.21871247582943096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792936538748423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049808963502374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038021602538669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noodlescoops,2020/02/23,"The classic I'm in a new city and suck at making friends Hey all, just hopping on here to rant. I (23F) moved cities (just over 1000 miles) away from my boyfriend, friends/housemates and immediate family for a job. I really wanted my boyfriend to come with me, but since I'm only here to get experience in this job then move back I understood why he wouldn't want to leave his job (which he loves). I'm living with some slightly distant family for the time being. It's been two months now, and I feel like shit. I try and get out on the weekends, get coffee, go on walks, but I feel so empty. I'm horrible at meeting new people, with my friends you wouldn't think so but I'm very shy, despite this I've tried to put myself out there but nobody seems to stick. I just want to go back but the family I'm living with got me the job so I'd feel bad leaving so soon, and I really do need the work experience. Anyway not much point to this......but thanks for listening :)",1.8633333333333333,3.7222137171717233,3.2414141414141433,91.41545454545457,78.49494949494951,6.622222222222224,21.1010101010101,7.594959193182576,0.6077858585858591,748,20,166,11,18,244,113,198,0.133,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.8391,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,15,8,2,0,8,0,5,2,1,1,1,36,33,15,0,6,9,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,0,6,1,0,7,3,3,0,1,3,4,16,5,27,27,3,30,0,0,0,1,10,13,2,2,11,91,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661425413463936,0.1745117791083182,0.09474755723596844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774935811992756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200222305897646,0.3209246694235352,0.0,0.17213032962978886,0.08106713772148233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534225081290095,0.0,0.17785927361744586,0.0,0.12898182999481014,0.0,0.09075696742124532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504289071894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403089856338473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543854640856175,0.0,0.20040242946733655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241634434806544,0.0,0.07574598095040283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057530487944804,0.2412136445285434,0.08341777332313338,0.08414087151506973,0.0,0.2191912790438768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630346307121005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866983520791715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727131428829394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407452619065556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539101271509236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330411096268027,0.0,0.0,0.1164812830780636,0.09386835847160073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447327523200774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271071385230264,0.0,0.0,0.06616865440779164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408524561132356,0.0,0.11084937274540016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362942322180703,0.20079290942806624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239426392446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261173748541974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MisterManSir-,2020/02/23,"Stood up. No call, no text, nada. I just don’t understand, why tell me you like me? You’re interested? Attracted? Saying yes to my offer, aaaaand...not show up without a word. I’m not really looking for advice. Just needed to get this off my chest to....the Internet, I guess.",-0.2877777777777801,1.916297629629632,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,100.48148148148148,6.1037037037037045,18.962962962962962,7.3871296695380915,1.05782962962963,208,7,42,5,9,72,43,54,0.079,0.7190000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151940390139501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293616112643181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852008453616724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553273451373141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758259331634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708624068442386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391681888541488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663504287872328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565062622576687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192462721126016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33578796233336755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910529711768072,0.0,0.0,0.31092857596811563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,D00PY,2020/02/23,"I’m not alone, so why do I feel lonely? I’ve made some truly amazing and genuine friendships with so many awesome people. These friends that I’ve made have made so many changes in my life. Some good, some bad. I don’t regret meeting any of them, even if some have hurt me. I spend time with them when I can... we hang out, maybe play some games or go out to eat every so often. So why is it I still feel an emptiness? Why do I still feel lonely?",0.35627659574467785,2.381710797872344,1.5079148936170237,100.99400000000004,84.63829787234042,3.76,17.910638297872342,3.1291,-1.0172561702127665,341,8,81,0,10,107,62,94,0.157,0.625,0.218,0.7756,0,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,22,15,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,11,4,7,12,5,9,0,4,0,0,6,3,0,8,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508401631972378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495927112580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114904313404614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883166675965625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297956213714413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165541991821906,0.0,0.14243126455885174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564291051967016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060701323186955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607457129530284,0.14179047090032498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097069358067594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940446822355727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798753973320938,0.0,0.3427787651709585,0.16983267001721655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117197448536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000586168308915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857396356791376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576218996134497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blizzard2227,2020/02/23,"Besides a family or work-related text, I haven't been messaged in over five months What the hell is wrong with me. Why do I suck so much with my social life.",4.375454545454549,4.321835787878786,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,69.9090909090909,9.024242424242424,25.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.4610727272727282,123,3,28,2,2,40,31,33,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803277615339927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849619288946057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220223270800987,0.0,0.29657515943344925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112567437339848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640422650798108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370946070335985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44109881117315625,0.0,0.0 lonely,__elle1116,2020/02/23,hey guys 31 f cali here,-4.299999999999997,-3.0924643333333286,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,109.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,18,0,6,0,1,6,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,half-n-half-333,2020/02/23,ummm help? anyone else feel kike they cant take it anymore. i feel like im really falling apart. advice?,-0.41357142857143,1.522941809523811,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,107.09523809523807,4.0047619047619065,14.773809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.176247619047619,82,2,15,1,4,28,19,21,0.084,0.6679999999999999,0.248,0.5672,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344166140761471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393935210107797,0.23929046416227026,0.3506481773409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858836250007119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460767311556617,0.2444843690865259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293850409519593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696598522960371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719300104485632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192369868578756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573093052702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Real_Bad_Dream,2020/02/23,"Can’t make friends Everything really sucks right now. I’ve never been good with people but always managed to be part of some loose group of friends that had a shared love of getting fucked up, etc. But ever since I moved for college it’s like I lost any will to socialize, I’m getting my bachelors degree in a few months now and went this whole time without making any real friends out here. But I’m not even close to done w this stressful af program which makes things even more depressing. Would have probably killed myself forever ago if I didn’t start dating an ex again& have him move in for this exact reason. I sit alone in class like 99% of the time and feel like such a freak seeing how everyone else made close groups of friends and I can’t. It feels like all I want or need is one special friend but every time I thought I found the right person they eventually change their mind and leave",5.818437180796735,6.2865670337078665,5.238886618998979,86.323937691522,66.86516853932585,8.495199182839633,28.541368743615926,8.296473431620573,1.7114988764044952,724,22,147,9,11,219,128,178,0.17600000000000002,0.615,0.20800000000000002,0.7934,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,20,3,1,6,0,12,2,0,6,4,36,33,11,1,4,8,1,2,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,9,3,13,13,17,21,7,24,0,2,1,2,15,9,2,3,15,84,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993797905596641,0.0,0.0,0.1161133643797553,0.0,0.0,0.09328547706518003,0.1214724092236132,0.0,0.1524788843395704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859875573784015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656118912032476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472865425801285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365449934071036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503359326631386,0.14809674498514735,0.10141097456251848,0.09445849865924168,0.10712703032404093,0.1007582934198353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337355537510205,0.16018448893930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292411466250255,0.4330840711995702,0.1036449730035236,0.1171469214624292,0.0,0.0,0.0940335329249117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240344023924567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870954474651725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908742490708086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238258897259335,0.0,0.1011847108429472,0.1060823027301174,0.2245052358225478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320032553675202,0.0,0.08948606877230189,0.2383128691846845,0.0,0.08312901430450953,0.08646704813594162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759694323583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214054753225477,0.0,0.07772377132035142,0.09789115202889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087480646441436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760705925695906,0.07182128826402387,0.11526895804515327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914846585394009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933808988503934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092739520920329,0.0,0.0,0.11428322249127268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793528653593073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128422970011785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448168180680823,0.0,0.0,0.08900374850866938,0.1961187798413868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612607459978707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392818066545093,0.0,0.12516812105494254,0.0,0.10807117018014704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964056074965067,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peepeed69,2020/02/23,hi um i always feel like a second choice when I hang out with my friends and I never get invited to anything w them I feel really lonely so homies message me pls ;-;,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,86.64705882352942,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.7097294117647066,128,4,26,2,4,44,30,34,0.081,0.721,0.19899999999999998,0.4779,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,7,2,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715103523896736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674181875310844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515113266735485,0.318968170638296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449523354922369,0.0,0.2332693975690528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218129469323786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34435589047407034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860290042082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrMetalHead1100,2020/02/23,Can you make friends after finishing school? Im in my final years of my graduate program and Im getting really anxious because once I graduate I will be done with school for the rest of my life. I dont know how I am supposed to meet people after that. School is literally all I know. Is it easy to make friends at work? Where do adults go to make friends? Im really scared Im going to be alone the rest of my life now.,1.4907022471910096,3.2092284494382035,3.5981882022471936,89.08020365168541,79.1123595505618,7.1466292134831475,24.608146067415728,8.07648339933343,1.3562235955056179,328,12,73,6,8,112,54,89,0.081,0.7809999999999999,0.138,0.7394,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,4,1,9,18,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,13,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,44,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148898276743338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154332839419406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832774959657105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980165566602984,0.160108417201422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496519279487664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166386144133964,0.0,0.07137420761423315,0.0,0.15527966113784314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902582400114879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015692500387054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929863970676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735690039830881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548747651897714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470966068125147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503447724222695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367725899205898,0.4147763541449968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945526903487556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797374275708778 lonely,Poatan123,2020/02/23,Why venting hurts so much? Why it hurts so much to feel vulnerable? Why I don't have anyone I feel safe to share my feelings? I hate this. Why I fear so much being judged by others? Will it ever exist someone I feel safe to vent?,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,89.625,4.033333333333334,16.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.7103166666666665,177,4,39,1,6,59,30,48,0.275,0.5870000000000001,0.138,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,3,4,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592619448390788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629056987631951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026562734086869,0.3642445670071493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778059386131262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855895679648733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971703259838267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259340384283213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500287498559435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tplentiful,2020/02/23,"spit ball Hi I'm 33F looking for a non judgmental friend where we can vent and say anything to each other. I'm married to a ""roommate"" and just buying my time. I am terribly awful at opening up and talking so hopefully I can find someone where we can share the good and bad and be 100% honest with each other. I'm just tired of being so very lonely and want some unbiased thoughts without people feeling sad for me. I need companionship and I can't do it anymore alone.",3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,74.95744680851064,6.827659574468084,28.77127659574468,7.645422480735847,1.856621276595745,372,16,71,5,8,123,69,94,0.18899999999999997,0.634,0.177,-0.0855,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,0,0,23,17,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,8,5,9,14,3,6,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,2,1,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931118978527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578784809577516,0.0,0.0,0.2139813665988613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711300404525075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147826372680171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376614125598631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089743693989826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809963708308566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582670532139243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835851848153107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192807898277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027107767219205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678516469075287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032137317259648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900112399991616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064336481356684,0.15162475689298258,0.29886460253853353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455081202867807,0.1533715944019568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065827330188645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crazy_void,2020/02/23,"Feel free to PM me, I’m feeling quite alone As you can tell by the title, I’m feeling really alone at the moment. There’s not many people that can talk to me on this level of vulnerability so I’d love if you’d like to speak to me about our problems. There’s too much for me to rant on about and put it in a post. I just wish others would understand and try to form a bond with me on here.",3.619655172413793,2.9092948735632227,5.301747126436784,88.04296551724138,71.52873563218391,8.339310344827586,23.147126436781612,7.554174236665415,0.5903719540229875,302,5,76,3,5,104,61,87,0.12300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.6589,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,4,18,10,2,9,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769638750476679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492820825696541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249435811726806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078204005069911,0.0,0.0,0.2334494769377428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926902802250268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963464391157164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052729846032226,0.0,0.0,0.2203295892360641,0.0,0.2314768592014785,0.0,0.2449119280419312,0.0,0.0,0.14751170179380785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507583378135775,0.20125909409240855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633274971392894,0.0,0.0,0.2397108112719363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647898794974078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357148321828105,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zionsgirl,2020/02/23,"I hope that someday lonely single mums/ widows will find their missing rib. Happiness is free! I get it once you turn 30+ life starts to go down hill. I don’t think it should be this way. I think it’s the best time to put to good use all that we have learned while growing up and make the best of our lives with it. Such experience will help us to navigate and form a stronger bond and create wonderful families, the world need one. Coming from my emotional and empathetic heart I guess I am what most people would term as being “naive” just so we are clear I don’t care what people think of me being naive and all. But I do care that I don’t go stepping on toes or hurting anyone. That being said. I hope those of us who genuinely wish to start a good relationship and ready to invest our time, care and energy into it will actually find a good match. Sadly there are no happy ever afters but only in the movies. Good news is we can create a good relationship as long as we share and let each other know our flaws. I think that’s where the mistakes happen, when couples start pretending they are always right even when they hurt at each other or behave badly towards each other in public. When partners don’t know where to draw the line if a random girl/guy decided to dance and flirt with the girl/guy not saying it’s completely bad but if the partner happens to return the favour and clearly intends to take it to the next level right in front of the other partner then that’s the red flag. Happened to me once and I simply walked out of the toxic relationship. Because I tried to explain to my partner that there are boundaries in every relationship clearly I am jealous but that’s only because I don’t want to lose him. I calmly tried to explain how I felt and how he left me seated throughout the evening alone. Instead of reasoning with me he played the victim card and claimed I was too jelous to let him enjoy a harmless evening. Same lady later called him and they started chatting, that did it for me. I left him and never looked back. I am still optimistic that I will meet someone special someday. I shared my story because you should never let your past stop you from meeting your missing rib. Good luck!!",4.903524464831803,5.965981814220188,5.26102752293578,83.22907951070339,69.16055045871559,7.556452599388379,27.606727828746177,7.675431598112923,1.5663265443425076,1765,57,337,19,30,561,231,436,0.09699999999999999,0.687,0.21600000000000005,0.9933,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,9,5,4,3,20,38,2,0,21,0,33,5,4,6,8,82,71,34,0,11,10,1,1,0,4,7,1,2,0,4,27,28,0,1,15,4,2,9,9,12,0,1,4,5,52,27,44,53,12,53,0,7,2,0,46,19,0,11,24,238,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.07161313483754643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600468658616648,0.0,0.0,0.061062165283501314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051312470163465115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642850428757184,0.1225467522489308,0.13420437104191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402597559372472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493424886573923,0.0,0.22446257204062944,0.0,0.0,0.06321464490203928,0.07694273412202167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119906219230487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254820240692706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541022147391253,0.06638089748922807,0.061829993681995335,0.0,0.0,0.0717845721345741,0.06918080898639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704610696872515,0.0,0.1341450475165196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834061263252217,0.0,0.0834127276000487,0.36931093522567743,0.0,0.0,0.08084180669116887,0.14532529549824225,0.19468223272765425,0.15623930854714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696153067408141,0.04918839165195827,0.0,0.0,0.14577564675799773,0.0,0.0,0.15712023445661547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066090942515802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594659470448851,0.2251232800745156,0.051833967343693985,0.0,0.0,0.06480026396051103,0.06494338011527133,0.06162488374077911,0.08209899884806368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898503049668819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441401781940608,0.11319801004317545,0.0,0.07804573726022578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563051742793684,0.04972754796460112,0.11162513753122222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070054247791272,0.1017517821665695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377215364077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545196090161138,0.0,0.3151519329966825,0.0,0.12534070936698966,0.06980590173745711,0.058358665473650075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217883827838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776900897033948,0.0,0.05860532367550896,0.06135311233704253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517635688361502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808847628883055,0.0,0.0,0.08558272038784012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964714115066503,0.0798217632189372,0.0,0.0,0.17654614192707688,0.06338104332219098,0.0,0.0,0.04328435061697825,0.058249565284635464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438908208877641,0.0,0.07958285848858776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213056991034118,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wickedscorpions,2020/02/23,"not sure what to do I feel like I might be causing my own loneliness but not sure what I should do about it. I feel like an average early 20s guy, go to school but don't have friends. I do have a sibling who does go out, has friends and invites me to do things but I don't feel in the mood to do things, and feel tired to do physical exercise most times (I can do basic things like running 15-20 minutes, but I get too tired if I do any other intense exercise and a longer time). I do feel lonely, but I guess I'm stuck in the past a bit too when i did have friends growing up as a kid and teen but then I lost contact with them/ grew apart and have had trouble making friends since then. and I don't know what hobbies to take up. in my 20s and need to work on feeling better about myself. I don't want to continue feeling lonely in my 30s or 40s. idk what 2 do...",2.023223834988542,2.9251791336898414,3.4385370511841096,94.20049465240645,75.84491978609627,6.626279602750191,25.121848739495807,6.868970318607317,0.6897046600458365,666,22,161,6,14,219,100,187,0.22399999999999998,0.682,0.094,-0.9781,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,5,15,0,0,7,0,25,4,0,2,2,37,44,19,0,4,10,0,7,3,4,2,4,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,8,2,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,7,21,10,20,37,3,22,0,3,0,0,9,9,0,5,11,107,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076724135321228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804735417503788,0.14571959133911466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711508526540309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680443997488968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724210460918997,0.1907084280104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41248829002982623,0.0,0.06973492061029381,0.0,0.15171327575875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703721679239445,0.13216074611756598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733540980295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562670523325132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570319082304026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909526943452646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159535843501933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896965520850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741651926537922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350833262890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041149093943453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159628525618416,0.0,0.10035621766722448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660235934267238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566011605136948,0.3068186203103329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872672204989066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971710302958153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Call-Me-Retro,2020/02/23,"I always feel like I’m missing out on something that doesn’t even involve me I stay home every day unless I have to go to school. My best friend passed best friend almost 6 months ago and it’s been the worst time of my life. He knew everyone in our town and brought happiness to everyone he was friends with. I used to hang out with him all the time and with our other friend and had good times. Now he’s gone I feel I lost connection to every single person I knew before. I have no one to hang out with anymore and I feel I’m missing out on the whole high school experience without my best friend. Times are tough and time kept going for everyone else except for me. I feel like he’s still here but he’s not. I’m still stuck in the same spot I’ve been in for 6 months which is the main reason I’m depressed. I want to die. But I know I have a family and a few friends that care about me so I guess I’ll just have to stay in this patch for now until it goes away. I hope this reaches to someone going through the same, if so your not alone.",1.3797982062780283,3.0611368789237687,2.5692623318385657,96.50160650224217,79.31390134529148,5.715605381165919,19.670179372197307,6.508806274219699,-0.12834331838565038,816,19,193,7,20,261,118,223,0.087,0.716,0.19699999999999998,0.9670000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,1,13.0,2,1,0,4,10,21,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,2,1,41,37,14,1,3,9,0,4,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,8,15,0,1,8,0,0,8,5,6,0,1,11,4,25,15,35,26,11,37,0,4,0,0,17,13,0,4,16,121,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772717975032777,0.0,0.09909991844559307,0.10249868641293428,0.0,0.0,0.08234744477227432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814744635530084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298159432145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421257715914507,0.0,0.31157539516847865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090219352000084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382473143191154,0.0,0.08523906869957038,0.0,0.10271083977758076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267319795926548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536595466032137,0.0,0.16676585136996086,0.2836980896950197,0.0,0.0968075085760246,0.09329611586584076,0.0,0.20016025824393596,0.14140232511313752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587642289906254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873357538483064,0.08300778859570558,0.0,0.0,0.10902194805709953,0.0,0.0,0.10535089750019384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456276471384436,0.09927073184412788,0.09829533529324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438899647048969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990244684814689,0.09669934801442834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803282358160632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798705946406366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706176387069661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641308903594146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175328952810718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003172761744937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385337184426142,0.07618868121376005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109686761464871,0.15806837613189573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885386682521912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547464604884339,0.0,0.0,0.0583725725313977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049174276741244,0.0,0.09539946621773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smanning19,2020/02/23,"Feels like I'm living with a Stranger Ive been with my guy for a little over 2 years. For the past few months things have changed. We dont talk much, have disagreements about small stuff. There is no kind of intimacy. He talks more to his friend thru txt and is on reddit alot. I recently went thru his phone and found provocative news feeds on instagram and emails from rate me from reddit. Maybe Im insecure about these things but with his lack of desire for basically anything to do with me idk how to feel other than Im sharing a bed with a stranger now. Help me out!",3.512193236714978,5.045169765217395,3.5533333333333346,92.34555555555558,73.08695652173913,7.1980676328502415,23.21256038647343,7.793537801064563,0.7809227053140102,453,12,100,6,9,138,82,115,0.084,0.79,0.127,0.7977,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,20,13,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,10,4,24,10,5,12,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921795473645245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467670005934696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675768914331154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565909476711116,0.13822249817385726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121413668323196,0.14948254387649212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915761005369679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968589166889102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417984253552456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148015305059766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452479259901284,0.1939182765631065,0.17084681425569265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437715417655432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443427836700918,0.0,0.14223041968544306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846990170828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103863870231114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148886717601446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31102457218406626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25707967595858755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935834933038153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245950897621402 lonely,22Flapper,2020/02/23,"I’m alone in crowd with Reddit Yep Reddit makes me like I’m not witty enough, smart enough or sad enough and what’s the point of posting anyway no one going to read my shit. I’m lonely not alone and not that interesting and posting here just makes me feel more alone. I’m not looking for a girlfriend or boyfriend just a friend. I know I’m socially awkward and like all the wrong stuff, so I thought that Reddit would help. But no I feel just more alone and disconnected.",3.1491842105263186,4.979466905263159,3.3254605263157906,92.37134868421057,74.68421052631578,6.0131578947368425,22.40131578947368,6.6274283507984215,0.3331315789473681,376,10,80,3,8,115,57,95,0.28,0.6,0.11900000000000001,-0.9289,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,4,1,1,1,1,2,1,24,14,9,0,1,10,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,3,6,5,5,12,6,5,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,2,2,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198941254478201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638292841625803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513167785068769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560524190979644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503926229639333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029511466607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223378411219384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146205185321317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565311801202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997609226725376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139445421314157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145051955005014,0.0,0.2866120139659837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967240177131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359500457846592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525308878913552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129273697245825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879102189932515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629421518313674,0.1635990031560007,0.0,0.0 lonely,imprettyinto,2020/02/23,"I'm changing for me not for bastards that don't see my value Why the fuck do I care about some poeple who don't even notice my existence, about what they think about me.... I'm not selfish for giving a shit about myself. I'm not just that girl. I'm ME. If you don't wanna be nice. FUCK OFF. I'm going to be HAPPY AND ALONE. Fuck life and shitty poeple Thank you for reading end of my TED speech",0.7038372093023249,2.368221186046512,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,81.32558139534882,4.765116279069769,16.563953488372093,5.148860815047168,-0.7981813953488373,306,5,71,1,8,102,53,86,0.261,0.588,0.151,-0.8925,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,10,5,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,0,10,20,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,2,11,4,12,18,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,5,2,1,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22559368194787185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220798934055533,0.0,0.2304224851657169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929220315579308,0.0,0.0,0.1438666865100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041074909891078,0.0,0.20895080338667665,0.12379094754424512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318712336257071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385124349894996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798715360514084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217876871649204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735726868566206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235869719631537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005374824429353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956893253502736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965467997285285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joshiniggami,2020/02/23,"😂 I am writing this because I think I am not a proper functioning human being, I don't think I'm brave enough to kill myself but I don't think I'm brave enough to live the life I wanna leave either, I don't even know what the life I want tpO live either I've tried so hard to not be depressed to see it outside of all days but still I still think like not living if the best way to deal with it all, I don't even know why I'm talking to my phone but I just know I just don't want to keep doing it I just know I don't want to do anything I just feel like nothing is worth it, sorry this doesn't make sense, i'm just",0.9456722151088356,1.7827762816901431,2.823418693982074,97.8125544174136,78.43661971830986,5.445326504481434,18.542893725992318,4.851557810540192,-0.7051211267605629,480,8,124,1,11,161,69,142,0.115,0.735,0.15,0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,0,4,0,14,2,0,1,2,33,33,5,1,5,14,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,3,17,5,11,31,7,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884286197347872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803524506498125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155670119937525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313699894877188,0.14888755572783274,0.12438612546823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984426721747872,0.0,0.19077209457523564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302155975986781,0.1031715129069189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936923959271418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836443934478384,0.15977598120856526,0.0,0.3174711616296129,0.0,0.0,0.15291672007806098,0.0,0.0,0.2040119550070608,0.14110967445236616,0.0,0.3825684935874129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639944952936008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385719785796313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508162812375718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616629753938053,0.0,0.0,0.2306631591131088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607689083688713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701462547478707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804964350025257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555426135538258,0.114631469488276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031385366499176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,secretsecret31,2020/02/23,"A lonely, 31F, feeling sad What I really need right now is someone to give me a hug, tell me they love me and that everything is going to be ok. Is that so much to ask?",3.9867567567567552,2.78207483783784,5.976351351351353,85.16560810810813,70.8918918918919,9.562162162162162,26.60810810810811,8.841846274778883,1.5760378378378372,127,3,31,2,2,45,29,37,0.126,0.628,0.247,0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,9,1,3,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367502984020445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237359952579392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213439082556132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455488951004841,0.20471720832868265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251060727392166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647978196679927,0.26709319170925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076151300001965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761972243108743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052070962240883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148418226690614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bujurocks1,2020/02/23,My friends ditched me I just lost one of my only friends after blurting out his ex crush. He now hates me and I am so lonely at school. What can I do?,-1.716363636363635,0.2066646363636373,0.21430303030303044,105.28145454545457,99.6060606060606,2.64,18.72121212121212,3.1291,-1.0729951515151517,115,4,29,0,5,37,28,33,0.25,0.596,0.154,-0.4294,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,4,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007448486660377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838422662382613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244020663704997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344910942436905,0.2956866392538313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934686844223142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the_lone_stargazer_,2020/02/23,"Only escape is Travelling!! Seriously guys , recently I have been in love with a girl whom I thought was only close with me. but she was the same with everyone.I don't blame her , I just blame myself for thinking such way... And as usual to relieve this pt stress driving came to my rescue. But I'm still not able to get her her.😔",2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.80597014925372,6.854726368159205,23.106965174129357,7.793537801064563,1.0604248756218912,255,8,54,4,6,85,53,67,0.069,0.695,0.23600000000000002,0.9059999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,2,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,36,11,0,0.28285963361937544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32351606619436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778248396528032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007550841142903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552918629189096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302549950215775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792897637586706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589206879311746,0.0,0.32401475462805124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812450318518788,0.0,0.22455895336610626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115299243237091,0.0,0.0,0.2245208111348561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_waterski_,2020/02/23,"I made an Amazon dating profile! 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Answer: Item is 5'5 shipped. Item is of the black race. (Left that here because I had some issues in the past. &#x200B; **Item Reviews:** **☆☆☆☆ College professor says**: Great student. Sadly spends far to much class time making bad jokes. **☆☆☆☆☆ Mom**: Excellent son. Always cooks and makes me laugh! ☆☆☆☆**Manager:** Good employee. Engages customers well. But keeps getting into arguments about the Patriots'…. Pity he's a fan. \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_ **To add to cart. 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The last friend I had says its over between us. They’re not coming back and I have no idea what I’m going to do. At this point I wish that I could simply not exist. I really have no idea how I’m going to cope especially with several big changes that are going to be occurring in my life over the coming months along with what may be a very serious surgery. I don’t even know what I’m doing here I just found this sub. I just want to be put out of my misery.",0.8664347826086959,2.2825612521739167,2.952391304347828,94.37815217391308,79.95652173913044,6.339130434782609,17.586956521739133,7.1686216300943375,-0.1364608695652172,404,7,99,5,10,137,74,115,0.087,0.83,0.083,-0.10099999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,1,0,20,25,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,3,1,12,2,17,17,0,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917756296705808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147363627449848,0.311830353555252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445134971828992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206239432171227,0.0,0.0,0.1195485656923962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845678037533684,0.13983988518133786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30859882680870704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086531603789846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947267734839313,0.1475388772840378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784540977809128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447219852472398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110317911149495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819546466486114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595301434890128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439381911886206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044780916955008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156651008599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772030018221344,0.0,0.0,0.1493436719584878,0.10675828660603927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627404278645841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081406717124296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,partyscam,2020/02/23,Went to the movies alone 18F Hi! Today I went to the movies alone for the first time to get out of the house. Loved it! I found the guts to do it because I went to one across town where I wouldn’t find anyone I know :D,-0.3814285714285717,1.3395749387755131,0.7544489795918388,107.10840816326531,85.3265306122449,3.92,11.840816326530616,3.1291,-2.041542040816327,168,1,46,0,5,52,32,49,0.078,0.757,0.165,0.7592,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,1,9,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46242688597396503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560973859317375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608746199847851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404095911101405,0.18989122073848846,0.0,0.2447755082204753,0.0,0.0,0.11663576880809255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575935869276197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226890565590884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148641370104955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512759027452975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017536371675734,0.0,0.21160919581829846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208482357752184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Extratanie,2020/02/23,"I feel like I’ve lost everything Today my girlfriend of 18 months left me with the exiting words of: ‘This is too much’ and ‘I don’t want a long term commitment’. This was totally unexpected and hit me like a brick. I’d invested so much time and love into her and she seemed like all I had. Now I feel so lonely. Reddit, you’re all I have, cheer me up :(",-0.07010510510510315,2.1337108783783805,2.2869369369369394,93.31106606606608,88.86486486486488,6.5321321321321335,17.68168168168168,7.793537801064563,0.511647447447448,271,7,63,6,9,92,54,74,0.105,0.6940000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.782,0,2,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,4,15,12,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,5,5,8,6,10,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430562994103444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348772875346605,0.19320419085651724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938365900925421,0.0,0.0,0.3963736651684932,0.0,0.0,0.23933312052865915,0.0,0.0,0.2952199583610651,0.0,0.24408493375247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586463988574803,0.0,0.3976127405242662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462007137746465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769720868699433,0.0,0.2563478876514139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951400565893872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bnf12,2020/02/23,"Needed to vent Today has just been one of those weird days where the weight of the world hits extra hard. I am so unhappy. Two years ago I experienced a traumatic event that caused me to be dismissed from my college, lose a bunch of friends, and basically just scarred. My best friend that I thought would be there for life, couldn’t handle my ptsd and took many of my remaining friends with her. I have two friends, and we don’t talk regularly. I go to this college that I despise in a small town that literally has nothing. I don’t know if I’m ever graduating, so far I’m on my 5th year of school. I don’t like the type of people who go to my college, it’s a big party school, but I’ve found a few people I don’t mind. I’m just too scared to make friends, and I hate being reminded of the college experience that was torn away from me. So I don’t want college friends, but consequently that means I have no friends. I do have my boyfriend and my cats, but everyone has been distant from me. So here I am alone In a small town in the middle of nowhere and I despite it all.",3.3015751121076238,4.251026542600897,4.34427970852018,88.74045543721978,72.81165919282513,7.727466367713005,28.287275784753362,8.07648339933343,1.5570091928251122,841,32,191,12,16,274,120,223,0.122,0.75,0.128,0.2904,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,12,14,2,1,11,0,22,2,0,2,2,28,37,14,0,5,7,0,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,7,5,0,3,6,3,28,9,23,25,5,24,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,1,8,126,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669106480348024,0.0,0.0,0.12465571132546426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308132021928248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630943177738824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364193241610814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762165131315935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887168103195001,0.0,0.1150082614396815,0.0,0.1177342780235622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196752186244315,0.6509239013655895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680568080223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781809720793717,0.1188296761945339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614620421566204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501317958496901,0.058801368257954935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465102693254893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034062233703912,0.12202521880015982,0.0,0.13110632558536908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152836305652895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924473479230319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548778599790345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155842938673118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688366670952096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069332688762368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050043864122988,0.2436196348088997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967400715908006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555166746090188,0.0,0.0,0.11408633722574928,0.0,0.13372336951660405,0.0,0.0,0.23514666996964964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099090540032928,0.0,0.0,0.14656493785984462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549963911249367,0.0,0.0,0.155014606322724 lonely,randomassaccountt,2020/02/24,:/ I feel like I’m not good at anything I do I just started cutting hair and I feel like I mess up all the time not like the regular person. My only friend is my boyfriend and when he doesn’t hang out w me I have no one else and I just cry ik my parents don’t like bc my I smoke weed( I cant anymore unfortunately) and death scares me idk anymore,-1.8284199134199144,0.05312727272727358,0.8579545454545467,100.34026515151518,100.94805194805195,3.6056277056277057,18.10497835497836,5.46131890053228,-0.6288865800865797,268,9,67,2,12,91,51,77,0.257,0.588,0.155,-0.7654,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,12,10,5,1,0,4,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,3,15,6,3,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482988636562917,0.0,0.0,0.1859938121506264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482705019059475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888092970132007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856329851688506,0.3229350534353124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462118660915493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895734361104276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44168452100365024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315585710292978,0.17189711048086148,0.0,0.0,0.2509665871794168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973504714509073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628375877452936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997692401267538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179309488103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Goldsweeper,2020/02/24,"What the actual f*** happened to me. I was once super popular, had a shit ton of friends and had multiple close friends which I grew up with me. Now I find myself at 24, Lonely as hell, never dated, medical issues and mental health problems (who doesn't at this point) and a decent career but the most mundane and lonely 9 to 5 life. Fair enough I don't drink and party or do raves or whatever involves people losing their shit but has it become this hard to make friends? Loneliness should come up as an illness in webmd or NHShelp and all them sites because I feel like this condition is what worsens all other pre existing problems (mental health etc) and its just thrown under a rug as a first world sneeze. It's I don't know what happened but its ironic that I wish I could rewind time to a period where I didn't feel completely non existant. Anyone else feel invisible? Anyway Idk what I'm even saying at this point because this verbal diarhoea (can never remember how to spell that word) is just me venting and letting it out. Fuck, life can be hard. Hold on tight the rest of you.",3.5432756813417186,5.51155906132076,4.36559748427673,84.74093291404613,73.95283018867924,7.163941299790356,24.985324947589106,7.984000788550335,1.4950463312368971,859,28,162,13,18,276,138,212,0.212,0.6940000000000001,0.094,-0.98,0,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,3,7,15,4,0,9,0,17,10,2,2,4,41,28,18,0,5,8,0,6,1,3,1,6,1,1,0,19,12,1,2,6,1,0,2,6,9,0,1,4,7,16,6,20,20,7,24,1,3,0,1,9,15,4,4,8,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.121977161699611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739946218712258,0.12807222479084254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523916741857397,0.13804723913112854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767218863538468,0.13105495720725482,0.0,0.0,0.09979839583691598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244758663103385,0.0,0.0,0.10441734550785704,0.0,0.0,0.1291533249768644,0.13940254873053848,0.0825580676772738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189603795648774,0.08929650601049514,0.0,0.0,0.11424323337641172,0.10632074629268802,0.0,0.0,0.2897126528767061,0.11555593198881275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210654626913689,0.0,0.2239420699643394,0.0,0.0,0.2657278377626456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130462382764184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869402389735736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781593208326222,0.17657543495496386,0.061066279527387364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398375155700633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343518265621601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259193871455664,0.2519312713524489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928078139077827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311567466506413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866558461287189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363214942658568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392068101836409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159505277764536,0.0,0.0,0.0994010999686159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566112949547049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288563297166947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373816667815487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saraunderscore,2020/02/24,"how do y’all meet people? I am a 21 yo college student and I feel very alone despite being surrounded by others. I am entertaining relationships/friendships to avoid being 100% alone but I honestly haven’t felt a connection with someone in a long time. I want to make new friends but don’t know where to start. Any tips? By the way, I live in Houston, TX if anyone has any more specified advice based on that.",3.3597857142857137,5.423705550000001,4.502142857142862,83.14000000000003,74.75,7.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.0604821428571443,324,13,62,6,7,106,62,80,0.061,0.736,0.203,0.9241,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,9,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420362855625833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130568286258997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368704939761226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731880913763291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523768706880714,0.0,0.2378177884750957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136189988547564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612196906053914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187116309203496,0.21919467166286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533259674902787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392170706244725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717145646217137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986388476572804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531371027400258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442793293273762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436722158910486,0.14609185731923205,0.19660193717062024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danmathe123,2020/02/24,"We should not have to settle For all you out there who are thinking of settling I respect your choice. But I want to just say you, me and everyone on this sub or who is lonely should not have to settle. I think that consequences aside settling means you gave up, you accepted that was the best you could do. Don’t lose hope you’ll one day find someone for you.",1.4563356164383592,3.831791123287674,2.0317636986301397,96.74846746575344,82.97260273972603,5.293835616438357,20.08390410958904,6.6274283507984215,0.09001506849315044,284,8,62,3,8,87,54,73,0.065,0.764,0.17,0.8126,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,8,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,1,19,17,3,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,13,4,9,11,2,4,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,2,1,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31460007695369663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934952729740805,0.0,0.0,0.19333296914383336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645214684365194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399302039138484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977486720097713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353765656196833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32654774499316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313833892079602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383966805359207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25400218673332914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841731817407845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768177086040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,porcelain_crab,2020/02/24,"someone wrote me ""My sweet boy ❤️"" whoever wrote that, thank you. I really needed that. None ever said something to me.",1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,88.13043478260867,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.3642579710144926,92,3,17,2,3,31,20,23,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110999903537082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369885471086673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29114926702857885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323112012090128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38507644191757695,0.3498781936959767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184208767770217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRoyMunson,2020/02/24,"This morning a barista at my favorite cafe asked me what my name was. Him and I have already gone on dates, had our first fight, and decorated our first apartment together in my mind. Things are getting really serious -- by tonight, I'll have imagined him proposing.",5.274374999999999,7.580434354166666,4.823333333333334,81.855,70.04166666666666,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.465775,211,12,37,4,4,64,40,48,0.084,0.857,0.06,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,9,0,4,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132711503499737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35010786777442426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6371006943576645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566130810468368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781392373934543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399149211276436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488018141702641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oof_quibble,2020/02/24,"i play animal crossing because the animals in the game make me feel like i have real friends i spend way too much time on animal crossing because it makes me feel like I have friends. needless to say i am excited for new horizons, though im going to be sad that i am leaving my old town in new leaf.",11.998387096774188,5.626135935483877,11.535483870967742,67.57322580645162,60.61290322580646,14.980645161290324,48.74193548387096,11.20814326018867,5.273361290322581,236,11,49,4,2,79,43,62,0.046,0.715,0.23800000000000002,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,6,6,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280102370182634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179824755759193,0.3079855027244053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330749844096791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250504603278545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283671645718096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282419418948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106188656199044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877696768141979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158457949640102,0.0,0.0,0.41636930923271415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618902994249754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534912560309155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714182285116224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178199052829988,0.0,0.1256920304895681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710977660579425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wonderful-Goose,2020/02/24,Who wanna talk I just feel terrible and wanna make someone’s day better I’m 24/7 lonely. And wanting to die more and more these days. Mistakes of the past are following me and i hate it. Anybody wanna talk?,-0.5399999999999991,0.5021902439024402,1.5504634146341485,91.24910975609758,122.17073170731709,3.5912195121951216,18.734146341463415,5.6839178017228535,0.25978829268292714,164,6,30,2,10,54,32,41,0.32,0.622,0.057999999999999996,-0.9196,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,7,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28309280444674323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128619889691244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322019587696917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184667071283346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31602172610514273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136619652631889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055612726244919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712104626583657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145510008394045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879684924539866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OppositeAnywhere5,2020/02/24,im so alone i cant stop crying why wont someone just talk to me? please?????,-4.976666666666667,-5.726623111111111,-1.0748888888888892,109.181,141.22222222222226,1.4400000000000002,9.155555555555557,3.1291,-2.4591911111111107,56,1,16,0,5,20,16,18,0.121,0.58,0.299,0.5224,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774764247895455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003483266814363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936853700268986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000737609163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088105039980873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470954535734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29294362825171666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288734978069791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HanabiMao,2020/02/24,"A little rant before sleeping I wonder why I'm always get left behind at the end of... basically everything. I had a close friend once in primary and he left after we became junior high. Had 2 friends in junior high and one of them I have lost contact with while still staying with this one other guy. We became best friends (at least I think we did) until the start of national exam where he chose my ex over our friendship. Almost 22, graduate next year, and my ""friends"" seem to not like my presence at all. Last year, they all suddenly went dark. We did had a group call once and also hang once but I was a background. They literally were having a fun little conversation while telling me to sit at the back and wait. While I can't put my trust anymore, it feels suffocating to be alone for more than a year. I'm probably going to die alone, either from old age or... y'know. Well, sorry for wasting your time. Its already 5 AM and I need to sleep. Good night 👋... or morning, I guess",2.272479652740099,4.517791597938147,3.5374660879001634,87.88677970699949,78.89690721649485,6.146066196418882,22.581660336408035,7.273561745256523,0.8552412371134026,766,24,153,10,19,249,132,194,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.2409,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,1,3,2,5,11,0,0,9,0,12,2,2,0,2,28,26,14,1,1,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,13,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,9,1,22,10,24,16,6,41,0,1,0,0,22,16,0,6,20,97,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265849456076955,0.2330445450785553,0.12415315433322972,0.08997099718569293,0.09361399388097166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157570787954356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651015945083815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573430851046102,0.0,0.11806809232686652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488119168757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676345213913973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964691096809504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111312672036883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688640747226434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476873860045332,0.0,0.058779734713132165,0.0,0.06393974513425875,0.09436468411570792,0.0,0.0,0.12393802875769605,0.11139861533209264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773750462248755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183034818944254,0.09170739540870368,0.0,0.0,0.2444761682061864,0.0,0.0,0.05496474236905838,0.22552111078748396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281357501353428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834217638292842,0.0,0.0,0.1196513935657763,0.10557924746905928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805610785059413,0.3594456131865976,0.15247393698735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130048265516127,0.0,0.0,0.1130995913336836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242122516854874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517447502940585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594124148639385,0.07963231668948129,0.119916412782874,0.08984742657715454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833519157189856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208929370025706,0.0,0.0,0.06560314579008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115639377156704,0.10429417713196812,0.10151915411346683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200794375684967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735050099323647 lonely,farinha_lactea,2020/02/24,Any lonely girls here? I'm female 27. I keep myself busy with work and school. I play instrument and read a lot to forget about my problems and how lonely I feel most of the time and despite the fact that there are so people who message me interested in me I'm not interested in them romantically. I feel lonely to the point of having not really nice thoughts and I'm not sure what to do. Any thoughts?,2.181759259259259,4.433445740740744,3.8007253086419763,85.84701388888892,79.24691358024691,6.519135802469138,21.23611111111111,7.645422480735847,0.8293814814814815,319,9,65,5,8,106,54,81,0.18899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.6565,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,21,11,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,9,5,9,9,2,4,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,42,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716860676571308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763620100986264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429080849489368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323369623196271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946126901878466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583424673594298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261496643561757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733587525320631,0.0,0.1750732393180067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765788053370577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575676877192636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433915206465692,0.1593545632863353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895458759343088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThynoYT,2020/02/24,"Alone at lunch anyone else has difficulties making friends?.. i’m alone at every lunch no one to talk to but I’m too shy and socially awkward to ask if I could sit with someone.. any help? :( I’m 15 if that matters...",-1.0175000000000018,0.8691317954545461,1.3049999999999995,95.5025,106.04545454545456,4.0181818181818185,19.13636363636364,5.985473137389443,0.01732727272727308,165,6,36,2,8,55,33,44,0.28800000000000003,0.643,0.069,-0.8053,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624094539467966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846375878821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984762401841299,0.2781963066001109,0.0,0.0,0.2538272298837675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167803766334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268135804833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876071559614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097696309959589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198888602833946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123648350274135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398367490916495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677246757912083,0.23005138271009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823119959623544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jey_borne,2020/02/24,"Why is it hard to be alone in this world? It’s crazy to think about. Even at birth, we’re in the arms of someone. Impossible to appear with feelings of loneliness.",0.9640909090909098,3.419553818181821,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,86.57575757575758,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.4747030303030302,128,4,28,2,4,41,28,33,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.765,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877045836428213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31102130981070536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809835722045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218288889360875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989872966527264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017301173673701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424908952681045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wolfemen1026,2020/02/24,"These past years have really sucked I had my 16th birthday recently, I spent it alone, which is fine I guess, I don’t really like celebrating. I’ve been an online student for the past 3 years, since I started I lost all but one of my irl friends, and I barely even talk to her anymore. I feel like I should be out with people, learning how to drive or at least just doing something productive, but I just don’t have motivation. My grades are slipping, I’ve barely done any work this semester even though it’s not that difficult in the first place, I feel overwhelmed to even attempt to catch up on the work I’ve missed. I’ve been doing physical therapy for the past 4 months now, it’s been good. I’m starting to slowly get to where I should be physically. I’m still underweight, and I still can’t stand for extended periods of time without back pain, but it’s getting better. I think this is part of the reason I haven’t been going anywhere. I just don’t know what to do to get rid of this feeling. I want to go out and meet people, but when I ever get close to actually doing something, or try to make plans with someone my stomach just drops. I usually always end up canceling my plans and making empty promises to myself that one day I will actually go. It makes me not want to try at all just because of the feeling I get, but then I won’t ever stop feeling lonely. I just want someone to hang out with and do random and stupid stuff together, I guess like stuff you’d see in the movies. I’ve never had that before. I don’t know how to fix this",4.292891802290534,4.9522504018987386,5.32730560578662,83.66989451476795,70.29746835443038,8.42411091018686,27.705846895720313,8.563005593585519,1.8281138034960809,1221,40,253,19,21,403,161,316,0.067,0.777,0.157,0.9757,0,3,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,9,20,16,2,1,8,0,30,2,1,7,5,59,63,18,0,5,16,0,5,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,17,13,0,1,11,0,1,6,11,8,0,3,9,6,34,8,37,47,4,46,0,4,1,0,5,13,1,5,28,169,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.19240963059238456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102104409355272,0.0,0.0,0.08203068258373253,0.0,0.0,0.06704123383129328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776990701581957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580583987478234,0.0,0.06009654866302465,0.0,0.08388864045027154,0.0,0.0,0.08719049027410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357921972638901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088676305018028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731711772137904,0.0,0.0,0.19534354320349784,0.17835169474520546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923788854791626,0.0704291995946845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385641719087475,0.0,0.0,0.07616658689930877,0.0,0.2575331721633251,0.0,0.16808451557772688,0.08268848629246707,0.0,0.0,0.21720515652826144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835956155911372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444910685139352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761725860898702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974189157576764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868966889666823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603488991792141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360760083801693,0.0,0.10490147401486774,0.0,0.0,0.10675803269090416,0.2823318369498116,0.13669296046876694,0.0,0.10300042399912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263122510747172,0.1013618797549031,0.09734087137202854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855954350617847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155059547229906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670616337484281,0.1517912193244736,0.0,0.0,0.13955805158933368,0.0,0.157460341664023,0.08242153975833325,0.0,0.0,0.2257126566287232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923895155494304,0.0,0.0,0.11274062874508167,0.0,0.0,0.06316933744681588,0.0968593388294914,0.0,0.057485751923410135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386559366435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857753568918804,0.0,0.17444410019621573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950324974090657,0.0,0.14354222220633542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697111629885285 lonely,an-pac12,2020/02/24,"Haven't gone on vacation in years it sucks. i have been stuck in the same town for almost a decade. im going insane tbh. i have no money and even if i had some to go on a trip, i would have no one to go with. anyone else in a similar position? how do you keep sane?",-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,85.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.4209999999999998,201,3,52,3,6,71,45,60,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,9,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,1,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179660023769841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222028251477046,0.325352712951541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652602209078575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097292472173759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413883409131701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299290167657764,0.0,0.0,0.28224020177798875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517031804644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255681562166552,0.0,0.0,0.2044824942995464 lonely,ChewyLewy97,2020/02/24,"Feeling pretty lonely one year after graduating from University... Hello Reddit, I’ve been wanting to voice these feelings I have for a while now, but I haven’t been sure who to talk to. Around 4 years ago I moved far away from home to begin my studies at university, and in May last year I graduated as an undergraduate in Education Studies. I was very proud of my achievements, and the original plan was to continue studying to gain qualified teaching status (aspiring teacher here ❤️). However, closer to the end of my studies my Nana fell very ill, and I realised that her time with us is rather limited now. I made the decision to halt my studies for now and return home to care for my Nana, and I also took up a full-time job in a nearby café. She’s doing a little better, and I’m very thankful for all the time I’ve been able to spend with her now, however I can’t help but feel rather lonely. I went from having a whole group of friends living mere minutes away from my house, to needing to plan weeks in advance to make the journey across the country to visit them (which isn’t exactly cheap). I still talk to my friends nearly every day, but there’s nothing quite like being able to spend time with your friends face-to-face. I do have people in my life, I love my family, and I have wonderful colleagues at work who feel like a second family, but I have no one my age that I can spend my spare time with. Life after university has been a struggle that I’m sure many of you on here can relate to, and I was wondering if any of you have any thoughts or advice? Thank you all Lew",9.320004853190973,6.152821422712936,9.256277602523664,72.1313030817763,61.90220820189274,12.277505459839844,37.94928415433147,10.214889679676881,3.6034010677020163,1249,43,250,20,13,412,168,317,0.068,0.743,0.18899999999999997,0.993,3,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,4,1,10,12,16,0,1,14,0,24,4,0,3,5,42,44,17,0,5,8,0,4,2,3,1,3,1,2,0,7,13,0,2,8,1,4,7,4,3,0,3,11,5,38,13,51,31,3,49,0,2,0,1,21,17,0,5,27,167,45,7,0.2102695284315727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273647480763147,0.0931956250086118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407623295922025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299048978283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935922300164538,0.0,0.0,0.1975551436110746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298315526287212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071918989827237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780322533714601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931181954439034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885805732769991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982233978964862,0.0,0.21263718293484807,0.07510829656267698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368057410517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046961630812526,0.0,0.21091748134628102,0.0,0.0,0.1213114022413717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104330030923921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569886498592233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851958633994444,0.10272707046753367,0.1053726536377979,0.09283592296071043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488822943999567,0.09948105595322833,0.07017827149886091,0.10659014936106012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174161600757393,0.0,0.07795609550824535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087964176531806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248407428340154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288720780587496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695985183745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182376303741512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396075851083835,0.0,0.0,0.10990968276296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817654210910346,0.0,0.0,0.1690066820851229,0.0,0.19358793117770207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834652591202118,0.2452197059424105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680859145339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646417644950209,0.0,0.0,0.26024157324376623,0.06201120788228471,0.0,0.08433276622268626,0.0,0.0,0.09746097972816416,0.0,0.11737920966804237,0.0,0.0,0.22802833408647705,0.07653936049809094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311002352896554 lonely,Naturalbornbad,2020/02/24,"Science to ease loneliness Hello everybody, First off, this is my first topic on reddit. I was wondering if any of you have science based tips to reduce loneliness. I will post the studies if someone ask for one. I'm not looking for the tips that involve people. 1. A dog eases loneliness. 2. Tv eases loneliness 3. Alexa eases loneliness. ( i guess more minor) 4. Boosting up room temprature/electric blanket/warm shower eases loneliness. Any more?? I lived in isolation for a long time and I am so sorry you have to go trough this consuming feeling. I know how you feel. It is social crushing. Anyway, for those who are currently that unstable from loneliness that they are going to madness. Get help from a professional. I am serious. I noticed if you feeling lonely enough, any form of contact will do. I spammed a pdoc at the time. And my symptons much improved when he finally take me in. You can' be picky when it is about to drive you to madness.",2.32223286661754,5.202705084745767,3.811304347826088,81.44425202652913,85.72316384180792,6.920068779169737,28.0346352247605,8.04050195162591,2.580357111274872,748,36,126,17,23,246,114,177,0.198,0.685,0.11699999999999999,-0.9442,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,1,2,6,4,2,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,0,13,28,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,4,0,3,1,4,19,0,21,24,5,20,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,5,9,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38484479517562653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635283876030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949154397593312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861459990715632,0.0,0.0,0.20664578602553305,0.0,0.32091399927786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855656012291536,0.0,0.2144168008352913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078081135001196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644134629929168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367155378454188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665724846970127,0.16694037229563774,0.1584100029302591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867202914914015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147677725193089,0.0,0.0,0.12782727594136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077915228989911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066487601149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922946185506712,0.1598339721874495,0.0,0.0,0.21116692001223514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183372568102098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999488136066211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045719209695372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MasterOfThePudstles,2020/02/24,"A shoutout to my (future) wife One day I will be electrified by your touch Today it is the casual hand of a coworker on the back to let me know that they are behind me that sets my mind alight. One day I will quiver at the sound of your voice calling my name. Today it is the innocent use of my childhood nickname by my female friends and colleagues that warms my heart and lifts my spirits. One day you will step into my path and there will be no avoidance. That day I will pick you up and carry you, so long as you strengthen me with your loving words and touch. So yeah, I'm lonely peeps. Like it's been about 2 years since my last partner, which was short lived. At 25 this is pretty rough, I mean sex is great and all, but I really would love to meet a lady that is like-minded and loving in more was than just enjoying intercourse. That being said, any ladies in SW Oregon that are looking for love? 6'4 210lbs and I sip tea out of the skull of my rival, Mustafa, to accentuate my ruggedness.",3.046311881188121,4.530916044554456,3.6456311881188133,91.41171410891087,74.1980198019802,6.6341584158415845,22.030940594059405,7.1686216300943375,0.5025831683168316,779,19,168,8,16,245,126,202,0.024,0.778,0.198,0.9892,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,1,0,6,12,0,1,8,1,20,9,3,2,1,23,30,12,0,1,2,1,5,1,2,6,0,3,0,1,12,11,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,9,28,10,25,16,2,23,1,1,1,5,19,9,0,0,13,113,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982293794852542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107135395206022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749723714954835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726272292419918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159992352551938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592540832462582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117120284616835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938467033610537,0.1177441428859022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770754508853493,0.0,0.14113968563488385,0.0,0.12754995273071704,0.12783165619392828,0.12129967576925782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214787032340942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573458758364893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917019699656403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293644470159778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469552260683192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253688614739916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740282712989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194886181548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738390321231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247564220524702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261149139672304,0.0,0.0,0.0930195735804357 lonely,Jirel-of-Joiry,2020/02/24,"Venting a little After a long breaking from dating, I’ve decided to re enter the playing field. I know dating apps are notoriously unreliable and while I’m doing more socially, it’s still a huge letdown when people either ghost me or make it very clear that they’re not interested after a date. It’s so disheartening that practically every woman I know had no problems finding someone yet guys avoid me. Anyway, I thought I’d just post to vent a little and get this off my chest.",7.582717391304346,7.3249127065217445,8.516434782608695,66.77639130434785,63.23913043478261,10.403478260869566,34.70434782608696,9.888512548439397,3.4781104347826086,387,15,65,7,5,132,72,92,0.16699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.8064,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,1,1,15,9,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,7,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,10,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559130935475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387117412858205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368759054743148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253363043347326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28125170392470633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129212315417839,0.0,0.2264471904200101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080297497489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773961037364485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450638693193481,0.0,0.0,0.2448441623359719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083909784610504,0.21680767472724602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043474002495545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314143196037207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112914283781264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeIephobia,2020/02/24,"Only capable of working I basically don't see anyone outside the context of work/school anymore. Its the only way i know how. I'm pretty smart so it's not hard to find people who want to work with me, but it doesn't matter. We will be friends for a bit, maybe hang out a few times outside school, but then it's over. So what do i do? I work constantly. I make sure that I'm always ahead. My professors love me. I'm likely to take over management of a large club at my school. My academic life just keeps improving. But it's because while other people are socializing, i study alone, for hours, every day. What else is there to do?",1.4952593917710215,3.643010356589148,3.281550387596902,89.20958855098392,81.09302325581395,6.449850924269531,21.55098389982111,7.61054688173877,0.8559989266547405,492,15,104,8,13,164,86,129,0.027999999999999997,0.777,0.195,0.9663,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,16,19,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,15,17,2,13,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,8,63,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884779355816062,0.0,0.0,0.12761831751219022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210443999348766,0.10724171144689533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349453383904416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744319263746227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657413302063094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891266041748964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812315495751725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922305864606484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017980845560193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849531619847126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739175417646124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104114945055194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632464371732342,0.0,0.0,0.08428958834041844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083316268211564,0.07493012158576456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842478981708864,0.0,0.10237742383105053,0.0,0.15408342505155864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332935980514673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126585453312293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603510674450768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656638798819329,0.12221813169176758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634408520006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455189199982665,0.0,0.11531713294552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943281599418998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046315299662358,0.12174005757785028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466284154404009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ladyvis,2020/02/24,"What is the purpose of this pain? Pain is supposed to be a protective mechanism right? To prevent further harm? To alert us that something isn't working right in our body and seek help? What's the purpose of this pain that I've been experiencing ever since childhood then? What, exactly is the purpose of the pain caused by lonliness? I know it's meant for me realise that I'm weird and am supposed to make friends. I've tried that. Believe me. I've done everything possible to make a few genuine friends and I've ALWAYS ended up hurt. So now, I've stopped trying. I've accepted that I'm going to remain lonely. But why doesn't the damn pain leave me? I'm a med student, trying desperately to stay afloat with hectic college life and a few chronic health issues. I'm trying my damned hardest to get healthier, study better, get better grades. Ever since I accepted my lonliness, life has gotten considerably better. The most significant improvement being my recovery from depression. I'm really proud of myself for how far I've come but I NEED to get better than this. My current issue is that I experience random bouts of extreme emotional disturbance when I realise how lonely and friendless I am. These feelings intensify when I'm in college, surrounded by groups of people. Everyone, every single fucking person has a buddy to talk to. Some people have more than one. Some people have already found their SOs. I'm the only person who sits alone. I'm the only person who has nobody to talk to. That's when the pain starts. I almost always have to hold back my tears and take deep breaths and pray frantically for the professor to arrive soon. Not because I'm so good a student that I want to learn. It's because I just don't want to be alone with my feelings. I've tried stuff to engage myself during such situations - calligraphy, drawing, reading fiction, etc. All of these did help me, but only for a temporary period. At the end of the day I'm still stuck with these feelings, the pain and the inability to make friends. At this point I really don't care about not having friends anymore. I just want the pain to go away. I've accepted that I'm never going to have anyone who likes me, or wants to befriend me. I've accepted the 0 messages, and 0 phone calls. I've accepted the lonely birthdays, the lonely New Year's. Please. Please just make the pain go away. It's hard to believe this kind of pain can serve any purpose.",3.586651861463221,5.9347712124463525,4.665266992713846,80.91720680706659,75.07296137339056,7.339175566423795,27.360814452540172,8.283103749626381,2.1124964168080647,1939,77,345,35,43,633,217,466,0.18,0.674,0.145,-0.9757,1,10,1,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,1,6,18,42,3,2,26,0,25,17,2,7,5,60,65,21,0,5,9,0,4,1,4,0,14,0,0,3,27,13,0,4,13,1,0,5,7,23,0,1,7,5,28,19,52,55,9,42,1,6,0,1,21,14,3,6,22,202,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031413287235737,0.12476537798456132,0.06646804465274897,0.0,0.100236504804408,0.0,0.0,0.040960155062494286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973443988055501,0.04211595378403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318080423379635,0.0463150628123486,0.0,0.07343432724262372,0.0,0.0,0.13572276838801142,0.0,0.2130829519390528,0.0,0.06690471207076484,0.0,0.0,0.061504101284096176,0.0,0.06141103244619555,0.06187535359836379,0.0,0.0518849522287107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884496972861056,0.0,0.051878150820925416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616387441300286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775343822758995,0.10669620700829993,0.0,0.06717514218957311,0.0,0.10896746158947204,0.050748466173671763,0.057554720346527526,0.05413307344402858,0.058918927753727875,0.0,0.0,0.0913660621586539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604181056680622,0.18614187309425,0.05568396154077372,0.09440696177004423,0.0,0.13692603647467044,0.050520150463600866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395647543417667,0.0,0.0,0.06402431464842767,0.0,0.0,0.08074512970922773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448012063959511,0.0,0.0,0.12573413029219185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272286400066468,0.03310219838088243,0.0,0.0,0.06377750442332691,0.0,0.0,0.08508797047328992,0.02942654956883025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608226050264889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690471207076484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044661624209187324,0.04645500542300604,0.05817290906498064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081509046823762,0.13742855640427454,0.6409161043703169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252728627617821,0.15777804711976715,0.0,0.13223436147108414,0.056939166910237586,0.06790307641303872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248784475462426,0.0,0.07717294409188115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287642567472803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964986755434473,0.06770383645586457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636990942247088,0.0,0.0,0.04263286269241096,0.06419981451342155,0.048101740094625096,0.05035705424942568,0.0,0.0,0.06895178449687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528733247647025,0.09682517928734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446951676869496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245226287551337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421067202065534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543504488868002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384996623407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038787745353453036 lonely,realvs03,2020/02/24,"Left alone again I made 2 friends last year and we were extremely close and i was glad that i had close friends for once. And then we grew apart, and i was replaced by one of em while the other stopped caring and left me alone. My phone when from being bombarded with texts from them to barely buzzing once from a text. Hurts but what can you do. I’ve been lonely all my life but now it feels like i forgot what it’s like to be lonely again.",2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,77.47826086956522,5.469565217391305,19.108695652173914,5.985473137389443,-0.4592652173913048,346,7,82,2,8,104,66,92,0.132,0.7190000000000001,0.149,0.4019,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,17,13,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,1,12,6,9,4,1,15,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,11,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42752676539797735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043385982224205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043597127473226,0.14744891078853933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189211389996067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095053816074392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823979342206996,0.0,0.0,0.44849839920025053,0.0,0.14578317069349814,0.2016687282515505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529631233423955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396087174102509,0.13985886060049993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255579124596138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291186686497422 lonely,brimstonealchemist,2020/02/24,"I thought I made a friend I have social anxiety, but recently, I got the courage to start talking to someone online who has all the same interests as me and is also lonely. She suggested a meet-up, but then she cancelled, saying she got sick, and I haven't heard from her for a couple of days. My social skills are rubbish, so I don't know what to do. Does this mean she doesn't want to be friends, or should I message her again?",7.446590909090911,5.171026840909093,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,64.68181818181819,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.776127272727273,334,12,72,4,4,108,63,88,0.142,0.715,0.14400000000000002,0.2885,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,1,13,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,15,4,8,12,2,5,0,1,0,0,16,0,0,1,5,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078183549646204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293694111985228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501334910867958,0.0,0.1457913978493163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782852817772115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34931014319613224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616051366853948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423785647282175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139054909973651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462479752828716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320912031118045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977371087758606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608838268141495,0.19154174285237927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000796730359254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181700208983762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946811141334526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333732480318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Berty2681,2020/02/24,"Lost my best friend Very long story but in essence I feel totally alone now he has cut me out of his life and I don’t know how to move on, we spoke every day and I don’t have that contact with anyone else and I’m wondered I can’t function without it.",2.1391071428571418,2.7702946964285715,3.5664285714285704,94.42857142857143,75.25,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.3981214285714288,197,6,48,1,4,65,47,56,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.086,-0.3694,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,8,2,7,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863669217178877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933327375778816,0.28330327449259346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901659521045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783173278532964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230977293823942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329601733239975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980490631034145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136204613085776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195521074125454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952976103889469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446906458653809,0.0,0.0,0.3018285230400016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938719548723819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281385175332409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665326984215313,0.2998485913240396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anndress07,2020/02/24,"Anyone else sitting alone in college because they have no one else to talk or eat with all my friends from hs already made friend groups and i just found out the ""friend group"" i thought i made has been hanging out by themselves without me. Everything has been just like i thought it would be. i don't want to be here",3.7100000000000013,5.370403174603176,2.997015873015872,96.01742857142858,72.80952380952381,5.674920634920635,30.06031746031745,5.6839178017228535,1.000608888888889,252,11,54,1,5,73,49,63,0.08,0.742,0.17800000000000002,0.8214,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,15,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,0,8,4,9,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086078565190677,0.22226929531266945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083584702850846,0.20637610126966488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278228021638432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610045644110256,0.33651706614813026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810211230129152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208439675417732,0.4668441411619911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840244993391316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811723466174062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648575708662478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189181193124866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198061015238807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118801300401271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194159348350762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308126165068613,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thewongsub,2020/02/24,Lonely..... I just want to talk to someone,0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.36865000000000014,30,1,6,0,1,10,7,8,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475957136203535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143218431112079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508086786841994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whoop49,2020/02/24,"3am loneliness Anyone else just can’t sleep sometimes and your head wonders about life and then it just hits you how lonely you are, wishing you had someone you could lean and care for",7.195,7.054837388888894,5.852222222222222,85.165,64.0,8.311111111111114,31.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.8393222222222223,150,5,29,1,2,44,30,36,0.131,0.743,0.126,-0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,9,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141421635817047,0.31379670566753626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224963877701256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452146353881554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583860269800884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143082548907129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631852605500232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064783874625015,0.0,0.2594907420264864,0.0,0.30289621380933995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521806797372142,0.0,0.33212288253659034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,msluvzalot,2020/02/24,"Its come to this I'm lonely and probably depressed. I'm pretty sure that all my freinds are tired of hearing about my problems. Most of my family sucks. The one brother that doesn't, has a new baby and is super busy. Dating is dangerous when you are emotionally starved. I need a friend, but I've forgotten how to make them. My doggos are great, but...I'm just crying into void here. Thanks.",1.3959210526315786,4.057636223684213,2.7450526315789467,88.91836842105266,88.07894736842104,5.67157894736842,20.757894736842104,7.1686216300943375,0.8367726315789463,307,10,59,5,10,99,60,76,0.223,0.5820000000000001,0.195,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,10,2,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,13,15,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,5,6,15,2,5,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121644309651701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054744149588145,0.0,0.0,0.2121366191093132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27705276867415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321883955063668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902896836531106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715450706780005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759641718573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644062248114611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262728747544527,0.0,0.2378767179924393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689830234041933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250574217224417,0.26555154314536245,0.2356744922194657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321335111172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675865516653226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283084003153231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,angelshum10,2020/02/24,"some people fall in love with the wrong people sometimes song lyric from moral of the story. i've never even been in love or dated. but i feel the grief of breaking up, i feel the grief of losing someone. i feel the grief of a part of your heart being ripped out of your chest.",3.6260526315789465,4.507591561403512,3.837675438596492,92.92914473684212,71.98245614035088,5.7,19.513157894736842,3.1291,-0.5060842105263159,217,3,47,0,4,67,37,57,0.268,0.6559999999999999,0.076,-0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,6,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,7,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,5,2,12,5,2,8,1,4,0,2,4,4,0,2,2,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692294534702932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886542843876154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036193499964201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866422022747961,0.0,0.0,0.4624931713987074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976109778874945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774589305010912,0.0,0.35525835070884915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709252718157826,0.0,0.2534059751653471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28013396410512403,0.0,0.0 lonely,McDonaldsgal,2020/02/24,I honestly am starting to hate my birthday. My 16th birthday is coming up in march and honestly it just feels extra sad when youre alone on that day. Especially now that I'm almost 16 I feel like I should be doing stupid teen stuff but I'm just at the house chilling with my books and dog.😕,1.489562841530052,3.5552927377049213,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,80.63934426229507,6.033879781420765,21.642076502732237,7.1686216300943375,0.5845387978142074,231,7,50,3,6,76,49,61,0.152,0.7559999999999999,0.092,-0.3883,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,6,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315338623769843,0.3429042720524921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28520046285061434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135224736679521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348131085820166,0.23652723296428324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268779519241836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820277068223011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175143652696544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343437095003072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790131822074447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SecretlyFallingApart,2020/02/24,"Living life inside your head is the loneliest feeling. I wish I was articulate enough to express them, even writing them down just doesn't do them justice. So there they stay. Trapped. And I'm entangled within them and I'm treading over vines that are wrapping themselves around my ankles and tripping me over every. single. day. Anyone else know what i mean?",3.1224957264957283,6.245217830769231,2.8389743589743617,87.57213675213677,86.07692307692308,4.11965811965812,25.68376068376068,5.82211442006289,0.9579401709401716,289,12,47,2,9,86,54,65,0.141,0.797,0.062,-0.7488,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,6,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024147077834545,0.2934270991629943,0.0,0.2549362629955517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468948633298374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392312528708516,0.0,0.0,0.29590401476282113,0.0,0.18914932063221832,0.0,0.2412849904449517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480082583186016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939054419942758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738532062633634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022765581955585,0.0,0.0,0.2528761550738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119485287639288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052397993355516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293194395291997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,olivehdhfkgf,2020/02/24,"When you actually have no one at all besides family... I hear lots of people saying they have no friends, they're lonely, they wish they had someone, and then they mention that ""besides my husband/wife I don't actually have any friends"", or ""I do hang out with a few people sometimes but I don't have any close friends"". I don't deny their loneliness and despair but what about not having anyone? I seem to be the only one like this tbh. What is wrong with me? I never overcame my social anxiety and I haven't made more than 5 friends in my lifetime. Right now I have no one to even talk to. Last message in my phone from someone interested in talking/hanging out with me was 1 month ago. Last date I had was 2 years ago. The only people I talk to regularly are my parents.",2.8853449131513638,4.6301338322580685,4.209677419354843,86.1175930521092,75.19354838709677,6.575682382133995,27.40694789081886,7.321109707123232,1.4268610421836243,604,24,122,7,13,199,93,155,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.7061,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,5,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,18,0,0,1,2,19,22,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,3,5,2,24,6,17,16,4,20,0,2,0,0,19,8,0,3,12,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2696973830539928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24498544779112216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794116765718927,0.0,0.10571119768918616,0.0,0.0,0.0966222115015344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126993320843184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026858259671809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42704575856529176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574461299777134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527854512298245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751024352386005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748000204450867,0.0,0.13075405115413552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029800176570037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657684217015204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280913332075919,0.21019193995281404,0.0,0.0,0.15343816331471086,0.0,0.0,0.2874003780904441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800929181180347,0.0,0.10989031127090704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579849472801746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086227330207562,0.2341675169374757,0.0,0.13666856421077286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213584428716307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890600690293247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510836776281153,0.0,0.0889866522892231 lonely,WeLooseyGoosey,2020/02/24,"Is anyone afraid they'll be alone forever? I'm starting to get comfortable being alone but I have this fear that it's going to become my life. I'm 25 now and more alone than I've ever been. I try to get out and meet people but I'm incapable of making connections. Even when I manage to talk to some people and learn their names I still leave feeling so disconnected. I only have a couple friends left who I can somewhat open up to. Most of them are starting new chapters in their lives like starting families or careers. And of course I'm happy for them but I can't help feel that a year from now I won't be seeing them much if at all. Even my ex left me last summer because she found a better life for herself without me. That one hurt the most knowing I wasn't good enough to keep the person I cared for the most in my life. I'm just starting to rant now but is anyone else slowly losing connection to everyone around them? I just can't seem to break this cycle.",2.8357500000000013,4.322643674999998,3.9760000000000018,88.82050000000002,74.75,6.6000000000000005,23.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7348499999999993,765,21,160,8,16,249,122,200,0.156,0.732,0.11199999999999999,-0.8061,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,2,12,11,0,2,6,0,15,3,0,1,2,32,36,12,0,1,9,1,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,3,25,7,25,28,9,25,0,2,1,0,17,9,0,8,15,108,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832593163674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249797891237167,0.12638636084471436,0.0,0.10980739890510527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751928419874931,0.13623007023526698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909279990027536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257632562972632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648411461319035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304285983440524,0.0,0.0,0.12745323009324186,0.0,0.16294264816813495,0.11157688003328736,0.0,0.11786593968110473,0.0,0.0,0.11628313440826375,0.1388027237707829,0.12473864531532085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524659687044713,0.09529968460518473,0.0,0.12889027108426387,0.0,0.07010248620237614,0.1034598894994436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130806636861975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826787145393976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204842216552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963889516455598,0.0,0.0,0.06778977804395586,0.10054648181338943,0.0,0.13060953895894967,0.2680396547170668,0.0,0.2613766569017173,0.060262440606438365,0.0,0.10892005910616942,0.0,0.0,0.13799678057697082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233689326124022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067623406573147,0.0,0.0,0.11913192436076325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358495988241517,0.09381301737477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103032380384495,0.10770421419739656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829375351639974,0.11229294876187472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492302554704154,0.0,0.09850724254090347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914382932262014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374636028107353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890472448633756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943317292952455 lonely,Mukilan1600,2020/02/24,"I'm no loser but i can't take it anymore I have no friends to share how i feel. My parents hate me, they wish they had aborted. I'm super introvert everywhere can't say thats how i am but thats how i was raised, they gave me no motivation nor the hope. I sit all day at my computer playing games, reading stuffs. With no hobbies to carry on, with no skills nor talent, with no one to talk to. I don't want to die but i wish i wasn't born.",-1.1019727891156457,0.8557498571428575,1.6827551020408191,97.54379251700684,91.24489795918369,4.899319727891157,19.391156462585034,6.42735559955562,-0.06677823129251692,338,11,84,4,12,117,59,98,0.25,0.512,0.239,0.3877,1,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,0,3,4,3,8,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,4,1,16,18,8,1,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,12,2,0,1,4,2,16,6,10,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,55,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213991488401115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157462222506243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253398279068577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234540217146737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863647753925053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410562593908172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425047722101692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544831677880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711094449926869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422486548672825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416487173157454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950340310480104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357702613607452,0.19624558896131164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401118184110576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615411238871071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,claythepsychonaut,2020/02/24,"I live alone and I’m 17 (Skip to paragraph 3 to skip background) In about late August my mom texted me while I was at school that I was kicked out of the house. The reason behind this being that I didn’t like the man she had plan on marrying (now married as of october) who she had met in April on my spring break while I was with all my friends. It wasn’t as much the character of the guy but more the recklessness and careless nature of the relationship. Like one day in May I went downstairs and saw all these office supplies and computers and I asked my mom what were they there for and she replied “Oh ______ moved in” the fact that she didn’t even care to tell me in advance upset me greatly. The whole summer I became a recluse from them in my own house because the relationship made me feel extremely uncomfortable. The reason why because my mom told me about 2 years prior after she divorced my dad that she “would never see another man” which I understand people changed but she just jumped into this relationship so quick. So throughout the summer, tension was building between us. Then one horrible night in August (the night before the second day of school) I left the house abruptly. I don’t want to go into what made me leave because it’s probably my most deeply disturbed memory of my life but you guys can use your imagination. So I left my house at about 11pm and then I get a text from an unlisted number saying it’s the police and they need me to come home to talk. So being that this was the police and not just my mom, I went home. The police basically just escorted me home and asked me if I had suicidal thoughts or anything but I just replied “no” to everything when in reality life was a daily struggle for me and I contemplated it a lot. But when I get home, ______ starts screaming at me saying look what I did to my mother and telling me that I’m not thinking straight. I told him to “fuck off” and tried to go past him to get to my bedroom but he pushed me back. In that moment in time it took me everything in my power to not hit him in the nose but I restrained. I then said I would rather live with my dad than here (he lives in Chicago hundreds of miles away) _______ then went on criticizing my dad about things only my family knows and kept calling him “an alcoholic piece of shit” which was true but who the fuck has the right to call him that? I forget how the conversation ended but basically the next day my mom texted me that I wasn’t allowed back in the house. I now live alone in an apartment complex a couple miles from my old house. My dad is financing it and visits from time to time but honestly I hate it when he’s here. I hated my dad before the divorce and now it’s just uncomfortable being around him but I still try to give him a chance. I recently also broke up with my girlfriend who I had been seeing since July and even prior to that but she was my main supporter throughout this whole process of moving out. But as of yesterday she completely cut me off by not responding to any of my texts except for saying “I don’t want to talk to you anymore.” Right now I struggle living, life just feels like a bad dream I can’t wake up from and I don’t know how to go on. I’ve tried seeing a therapist but I didn’t help at all whatsoever. Being alone feels like solitary confinement and my sentence feels like for the rest of life. I don’t know how to go on.",3.4189452747313496,4.880303582723278,4.328381999502748,86.98301693416947,73.20204978038066,7.4973231304732195,25.185474736871186,8.092016823424146,1.341296881129313,2669,84,557,40,53,862,287,683,0.135,0.802,0.064,-0.9956,2,3,1,0,2,0,38.0,1,3,3,3,37,26,6,5,37,0,35,10,3,9,6,95,86,55,1,7,28,11,4,5,2,3,5,5,5,4,32,28,1,3,14,1,1,15,16,15,0,3,33,15,101,11,93,45,13,104,0,1,5,2,71,42,3,5,51,392,133,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058917202475256,0.0,0.17129415685399674,0.0,0.04408744001865004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749028958395348,0.057808610478853925,0.0,0.0,0.05467414480830076,0.0,0.0,0.0453672915252705,0.04907738705495367,0.10307821350774243,0.0,0.05179644851924764,0.08478313201132723,0.04603124610804565,0.10082020647364404,0.0,0.09382313670417017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258778509131734,0.0,0.056208707866088656,0.0,0.05832022861613125,0.047489612310698696,0.0578027547136012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610002949392582,0.0,0.10666286505387318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882881537127442,0.0,0.0,0.07282568835655119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909457600390577,0.0,0.05197165630204387,0.0,0.11150153519511083,0.11815464619648595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259330021673257,0.1019335908352984,0.08640944669521115,0.05288571822437908,0.1253265948624016,0.0,0.0,0.06078101815990315,0.0,0.1091747324191109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885892017591614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036952476018147336,0.0,0.22119953476624324,0.0,0.0,0.38167569942070856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908940164853848,0.0,0.06218903979372069,0.05837470844835215,0.11979780972677265,0.0,0.15575979379411395,0.13466866313235418,0.0,0.2434039942709807,0.0,0.046295314038014485,0.0,0.0,0.04686955340200683,0.0,0.1043306754587164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228379406959368,0.0,0.1171889277130294,0.0405268923615545,0.04087819546428684,0.04251965363108098,0.0,0.058631379021971027,0.10347153828693026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784965974041696,0.0,0.07471502774903348,0.041928848241581725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052627821820095434,0.03822019956373406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943946294443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336564104258465,0.05443422275424011,0.17756696023728988,0.0,0.09416143527833497,0.05244125337803842,0.13152476309602718,0.0,0.11158900380883044,0.13179441370551254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659015139560579,0.045604104597687684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902129681132323,0.0,0.04402688815235516,0.0,0.0,0.1152676892322562,0.0,0.060303270584350685,0.06256086917091684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862280928776779,0.09637209758164024,0.0,0.0,0.06401017760039449,0.03662592144127418,0.035325077096092554,0.0,0.04376706086354072,0.09644023670492084,0.0,0.0,0.10535815254715876,0.06125145701832752,0.11228895080675902,0.0,0.0,0.05739227287952045,0.0663146004225676,0.047614618098113334,0.0,0.0,0.06503420316940949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331818327332994,0.049746248877113486,0.12310134941907748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832553859676948,0.0,0.0,0.035501911635611075 lonely,Questionable_Yeet,2020/02/24,"I feel like I am just being tolerated by my friend group and nothing else A bit of backstory, I go to a school that many towns use. My friends mostly come from a couple of towns 20 mins away from the school, and I live on a farm out the opposite direction 45 minutes. I feel like I'm just kind of an empty presence there. They all play soccer for their town, while I play Rugby, and due to them all living so close to each other, they do all kinds of things without me. I kinda just sit there because I have nothing to contribute, and my attempts to strike up different conversations are inadvertently shut down by the more socially active guys. I just kinda feel alone, you know. I live far away from anyone else. Ah welp.",5.2988888888888885,5.84334985915493,5.7703755868544615,81.79379499217528,68.01408450704226,8.846322378716746,27.74960876369327,8.841846274778883,1.916988106416276,568,17,114,9,9,183,94,142,0.036000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.135,0.9332,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,1,7,8,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,1,3,24,13,6,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,19,8,22,12,7,18,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,3,5,75,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243435542885478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291185538884624,0.15080356271282594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765613861632834,0.0,0.0,0.08971971648229281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068271751785912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678275619730206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285215113253693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377203923265606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459004321556353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325627538996395,0.21029120507872687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274221975823516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364592985895097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457315906544003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653117071552155,0.0808864182512601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380967503901412,0.0,0.3898885810380273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492176762386949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824468454964372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29790854832915803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003173364104933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778002056977173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711648345886306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418765122761789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ugh-Kid,2020/02/24,Can’t think of one Deadass been trying to think of who I can open up to even the slightest bit but can’t come up with anyone,9.223214285714286,3.9319806071428616,8.394285714285715,84.75071428571431,64.35714285714286,11.2,35.142857142857146,3.1291,1.813385714285714,99,2,25,0,1,31,22,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003002936720403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688776339355003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699563939911912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836654980256204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291024719912875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503830207932454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915866811302931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBasketBasket,2020/02/24,"If you want to chat Hey, I'm not sure if it's not allowed, I've been a long time lurker, I made an account I think a year or so ago. I haven't posted much, I don't know why. Just scared to I guess If any of you wish to have a person to talk to I'm on here most Sunday - Wed nights, chat me",-3.0902034428794987,-1.5804920704225331,0.2838497652582159,107.07848200312988,96.46478873239435,3.1555555555555563,10.705790297339592,3.1291,-2.184287636932708,217,2,65,0,9,77,50,71,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.2173,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,16,12,5,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,7,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,6,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392337167153349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352871351274866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29730496194537315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483198458115698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388366854236057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553684548631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839399749446776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326555913179033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356501659093195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584719296218952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019851995168426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436017372152875,0.0,0.0,0.21692057272653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729292044988482,0.0,0.0,0.1573701063194313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918313481255575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435261279605961,0.0,0.31035047169164004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379487440704608 lonely,v-v-v-v-w,2020/02/24,"lonliness can hit differently for everyone, and this is how it hits me (* I posted this to one other subreddit but this is where I think it belongs tbh) here it is: feeling like you mean nothing to nobody is a dangerous feeling. it has a way with hovering over you constantly, not so much a sharp pain, but worse, a constant gnawing pain that has different origins all over your mind and body. nowhere strong enough to really be able to easily change the pain, but there enough to never really truly get rid of. the only cure is the hardest of them all, to open yourself up and allow someone in. but the idea of rejection and being forgotten again does hit like a knife wound. you know that one. you know that pain. and it is easier to pinpoint, to know about. and so, in the moment, you'll take the dull ache over the sharp, hardly manageable one. this only perpetuates your situation and you snowball, but quietly. days pass. and weeks pass. and it isn't until the damage of loneliness really makes it marks that you realize how much things have changed. how far away everything has gotten. and things feel hopeless. and all you are left to do is just, soak in the sadness. isolated, cold, but most notably, alone.",3.3199808465811174,5.938183951541853,4.113755985443401,83.14778778011876,77.32599118942731,8.00068952307987,25.28806742003448,8.841846274778883,2.2146186171231568,955,35,175,23,23,305,132,227,0.233,0.6809999999999999,0.085,-0.9936,2,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,10,1,1,11,13,1,0,14,0,18,6,1,6,4,43,33,23,0,0,8,0,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,18,13,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,10,0,3,1,8,14,3,25,26,8,25,0,5,0,0,11,12,0,1,11,128,32,1,0.11364565459447262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770262442371797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677383347769223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623470267555595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404440673698217,0.0,0.0,0.2456211585163495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329204554300486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374710416132931,0.0,0.0,0.0994520781801747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348526811889401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108593293142553,0.1021373864354015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238797289845634,0.08118847834976674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059375163974196066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018041842351862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829211104053925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873700390234798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347633623959205,0.0,0.0,0.11104305274222906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585935691478088,0.0,0.0,0.12379343421865405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474971440598453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708526472709725,0.0,0.08765053485563064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090460706236504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102771017761856,0.1728652827768472,0.4837079564117322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884112254102417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841294918955664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774247733045846,0.0,0.0,0.09629159434380816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544738887882215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100224624413888,0.07281954665372901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020663084728993,0.09115968911547463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581463105166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eleemora,2020/02/24,"Hard to write now. As the title says, this is hard for me to write. Constant loss I guess is why I'm writing this and the pain of it. Loss as in well loss of friends in real life and online. So now my loneliness is just ever so increasing as it eats me from the inside out with this feeling of void. It was just a year ago I had people that were close for the first time in a long time. But in November one of them admitted to loving me, then they went dark on me for a bit as they weren't ready to handle their emotions, I guess. Didn't realize that I did return feelings, but my emotions are a mess, often times too strong or washed out for me to recognize right away. It was little too late though. They decided to use Tinder to in their words ""meet new friends."" I became history to them the same week. Then there was another case with another friend. Got close with him, he'd talk to me each day and what not. Rather it be deep things or just going over little things that we had done in your day. It was like finally, someone else that cares for mundane things! Then well he found a partner, I was happy for him. Typical new relationship thing of where a friend tends to go under the radar for a bit entering the relationship. Well he just one day disappeared all from the one app that he used to talk to his partner and later removed me from everything not soon after he entered this relationship. Like that, I lost two good friends. It's left me distraught for a while and well I've just gone back to living my life as I've always done. A life of nothing... A life that needs to change now. Attempting that change has been hard. I've gone downhill since then mental health wise. I do not lash out at people, but something has changed that I am cannot see about myself. Trying to meet new people has only resulted in failure either way it goes, either me meeting them or them meeting me. People are quick to leave. Maybe it's just the energy I give now, or the fact that I am just broken and that seems to be affecting my outer shell so much so now? I don't want to go back to the days of wearing a mask when everything in the end felt fake and just had to let it end and everything fall apart. At this point the void hits me again. What to say thru out the rest of my message escapes me. I need change, to change for the better. Then maybe people in my life can be a thing again... But now as I lay broken I can't handle people or be tolerated by people. Feel free to message me, I won't be reading replies to this to avoid any more blows to my already down self.",3.4957673764564103,4.563059484732829,4.2226275612695865,89.3489895540378,72.4732824427481,7.4241864202490975,24.094817195660912,7.7627490962704995,0.9695503816793892,2006,54,436,25,38,641,240,524,0.09,0.785,0.125,0.9761,0,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,9,8,38,28,0,2,27,0,38,11,1,4,3,71,67,35,0,4,23,0,7,2,7,1,8,2,0,3,34,19,1,1,9,1,1,12,9,9,4,5,22,10,52,20,79,36,11,87,0,4,1,1,46,31,0,9,45,305,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056244986357900865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001913793475859,0.0,0.052795848686874716,0.0,0.0,0.043148474761567614,0.13306663661065715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961377669987875,0.09757894303817836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611675761379952,0.13854289312802198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469195196023063,0.0,0.3356107595403944,0.0,0.0,0.06856738406614551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368113776830442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986365854188753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492564016845423,0.05300470053427828,0.14274640879226053,0.112396512860571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057394555258052087,0.0,0.0,0.17107549151378984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624734625886022,0.0,0.060922372409361714,0.06950685518954149,0.0,0.05397091154171176,0.0,0.06957013204911776,0.24510826134031574,0.0,0.0,0.06086744336668735,0.10818104118529104,0.05321921838194662,0.05074711288582228,0.0,0.13979562545233715,0.0,0.0,0.06754417284990717,0.1705173929353485,0.0,0.0,0.06744485025799894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157485961735564,0.06718485405553318,0.06893908831927499,0.06488237342782463,0.2240846098408414,0.061997359602445325,0.12718801909008276,0.05602790066557086,0.05615164241000934,0.0,0.0,0.06926365016915133,0.0,0.05726649904311235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274889898685654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394311945160368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664337383448127,0.09409539402673273,0.0,0.18384248995890634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088240809969282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898698002530992,0.04825691853038775,0.06751574136257874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791981982305194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599811744516736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634676102272624,0.07222049137616708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436607951853075,0.0,0.054186328762838125,0.0,0.1009166726273058,0.0,0.0,0.0505617854347181,0.057762897213833715,0.06619264656827407,0.0,0.0,0.05248685934662526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376135160012197,0.04884724834071029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199811984085562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076826352448294,0.0,0.062339734788049515,0.0,0.1109953848220733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307868351739928,0.0,0.06198185981604967,0.0,0.0,0.10960161524959178,0.0,0.0,0.037424713242212436,0.05036400560912936,0.05089611540542514,0.0,0.2281982613011505,0.058819193226417085,0.05725415268799424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040860002821963504 lonely,suedenim2020,2020/02/24,"34/F/California Partnered Let’s talk about our relationship issues and loneliness",10.431538461538462,13.583987538461542,10.35692307692308,43.96307692307696,58.23076923076921,14.430769230769231,43.769230769230774,13.023866798666859,7.7424461538461555,70,4,8,3,1,23,13,13,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262466554790414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155716563703507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413147544635396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052513557592789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,teammf78,2020/02/24,"Lonely in Belleville, IL Just looking for new friends, REAL friends irl that have shit in common just like on here. I just get lonely af and even seeing people in chat and helping each other out helps me get to sleep at night. Well ttyl :)",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,67.91304347826087,6.133333333333334,26.20289855072464,3.1291,0.4682985507246378,187,5,37,0,3,55,38,46,0.136,0.57,0.294,0.8402,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,8,5,1,9,0,2,2,0,5,6,1,0,4,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781545813559214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167865345276317,0.0,0.2818463127243905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615896007928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317767938403451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265058519132127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605075877828726,0.0,0.25312398690294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699730290992256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070125845407847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494044321099806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687468414695543,0.0,0.0,0.26992549309902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425202897916707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ladyclimber12,2020/02/24,"Either a sex object or a friend I’ve come to realize I’m viewed in 2 ways by men, as either a sex object or a friend. There is no in between. Every relationship I’ve ever been in ends in a year or less for one reason or another. I have tried to better myself but it always seems I’m one of those two things and never someone that people want to stick around for. I feel like I’m so tired of not being enough..",1.8090529695024105,2.9470781235955066,4.0854253611557,88.41764044943821,76.75280898876404,6.434028892455858,18.332263242375603,6.868970318607317,0.023075762439807246,319,5,71,3,7,111,61,89,0.069,0.805,0.127,0.4516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,1,2,18,11,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,2,3,4,15,9,4,11,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,5,5,50,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691818972606174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295226847964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892782871672338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804651155835608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315466685991266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831961301303726,0.2196949324592238,0.0,0.0,0.1923283945412049,0.17914285388022544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750786087396937,0.15189690130187994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285418150235105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387616547006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398687243115412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881557745149346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740503402336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861039928764955,0.0,0.22827600861996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356270355674007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801535772013162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125633193477655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443772316360235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435609793644494,0.0,0.2077003913611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540971842498733,0.16876911577965653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692132831005496 lonely,yeetlul,2020/02/24,"Know your worth. If anyone does not want to be in your life, let them go. You did fine before them and you will do just fine without them.",0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,1.2006896551724149,103.67160919540231,83.48275862068967,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.7432160919540234,106,1,26,0,3,32,24,29,0.039,0.7879999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.507,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001900757525214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653191509271263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757002613988441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399208357359006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594269028043924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390081285889985,0.3032409574882655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532236793359618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138485387010683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melon4311,2020/02/24,"Just some thoughts Ever feel disconnected from society? I mingle with others but I’m not really there I just go through the motions. Constantly moving, never really staying in one place to long. Been scrounging around searching for meaning but I feel just as lost as when I first stepped into the fog. Having a tough time finding a romantic interest, I don’t want kids nor do I ever want to get married. So my relationships burn like a match and faze out just as quick. Did right and followed what my folks told me to do, got good grades and got into a university. Once there though I didn’t really like it. Took me 4 grand to realize I preferred working with my hands. The best times of my life have never been sober. Having a ball at raves on molley or tripping off acid at festivals have been the few times I can truly say I was happy to be alive. I feel as if I’m letting precious sand slip through my fingers in an open palm and my hand won’t listen to my brain when I tell it to grasp. As I near 30 I’m feeling more and more like Chuck Noland did at the end of castaway. I dunno felt like venting...",2.891429587482218,4.736096454954957,3.956031294452348,87.51066145092464,75.44144144144144,6.835846372688477,25.197724039829307,7.669130373188453,1.2700864864864871,871,30,177,12,19,282,138,222,0.019,0.72,0.261,0.996,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,0,0,11,0,18,6,5,0,4,40,39,19,0,4,9,0,9,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,12,0,0,11,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,14,12,23,11,32,22,5,37,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,4,18,121,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346243563326725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455453390633166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482256781480622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987332257996616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283711168392705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509039191644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805008974219084,0.09907930635121764,0.1331629972004906,0.0,0.1267590505380445,0.117968622335405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245917377228507,0.0,0.0788200410609168,0.11632558530039205,0.22184420546660494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763680638837873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181869433900984,0.09796000087588062,0.2710253687333294,0.0,0.0,0.12273522361873765,0.0,0.0,0.15139520817730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107276109276374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474042457527404,0.0,0.0,0.21393070473364914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769904556779395,0.09397912009836452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490027747646425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654278961353617,0.0,0.0,0.14889986824511492,0.0,0.11843947732150167,0.0,0.11029090023165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782380754845578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122012405828805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626104172832126,0.11010341542168088,0.2426116635611824,0.0,0.0,0.13252309167079618,0.15408835969815132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360449495351853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096709809399457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Double0Jax,2020/02/24,"A peom about a bitch that posted about me expressing my feelings for her 1 post From a hoe In a chat On her snap Hurt my life Even if I strive For a reason to live I have nothing give But she gets all the likes And I didn't hurt anybody But she took a shot at me A post is like a bullet Whether you show it or not When you take that shot The other end will feel that pain Like it's going through your brain And the next day is full of dread As everyone's every look fills your head And you just wanna be dead",0.33724859211584857,2.0806160796460205,1.6783105390185042,101.32676588897829,82.89380530973452,4.817055510860822,16.467417538214,5.565023196281405,-0.9342141592920354,399,7,101,2,11,127,81,113,0.152,0.758,0.09,-0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,5,0,0,5,8,1,1,11,0,6,4,2,1,1,15,14,10,1,2,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,3,16,3,13,10,2,14,0,2,1,0,12,4,1,2,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014473417455864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562594640275915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879597794914613,0.0,0.0,0.1184180520709657,0.0,0.15105789683489845,0.17131739467187426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181306828657521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367059517130187,0.17198941406069318,0.10189351842190758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400124207525245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383863085758875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663643686942938,0.262773223949072,0.0,0.15831461407817454,0.0,0.15055678928991942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067485253345276,0.0,0.0,0.17203169899199347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907751033153866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151251152061367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843379539141914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480228493501736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919559678192436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,roaming_waterbuffalo,2020/02/24,"I can't do this any more. Vancouver :P I'm so tired. I just. I can barely come up with the energy to type something. Depression is here.. I can't fight it. When I try to actively fix my depression, I get major insomnia. So. I can't do anything about it any more. I can't do this any more man. I hate that I can't be myself, I can't even TALK TO PEOPLE ONLINE. I don't WANT TO talk to people but I very much crave to. I've ruined yet another relationship forming with someone. I guess they aren't interested in me any more. FUCK. I AM SO TIRED. I JUST WANT TO LIVE!! But nope. I am stuck in this fucking body. In this fucking brain. I can't do anything with.",-1.6921984078383332,0.19340559154929693,1.4431781996325803,95.71214023270056,102.2394366197183,5.004776484996938,16.737293325168398,6.7026698264267655,0.013405021432945308,502,15,119,9,23,176,73,142,0.237,0.698,0.065,-0.9801,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,1,0,18,8,2,0,0,11,29,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,0,22,1,15,27,7,7,0,3,0,3,6,4,3,1,2,81,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096398987590297,0.15791231280655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785421656675585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672774397298704,0.0,0.16811417041960075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297245246365521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594150390503361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946678172033592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176688113105595,0.07867983369574655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589771183597374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868169042820015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297841744784067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070488030526572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880765197582266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161683003834157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127598917159398,0.11593562678354785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420856108825612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461743099369349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224432991115656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425690207133272,0.17765003083354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rainydayz709,2020/02/24,"Singing in the....snow 1:21am and I'm wide awake. Trying to find the energy to sleep, but I am far to alone to do anything but think about the times when I had someone. Now that depression and anxiety ran off my 14 year relationship it's just me. *sigh* also, I HATE winter.",0.07677272727272566,2.4528381999999977,1.8948863636363635,93.72232954545456,94.27272727272728,5.65909090909091,17.784090909090907,7.1686216300943375,0.3617727272727267,211,6,46,4,8,69,45,55,0.257,0.718,0.025,-0.9451,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,7,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271110953164057,0.0,0.25257412848861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161386052355324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990631604005576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720292922948944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886686031831268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118229010350003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390899253191268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606433499371145,0.0,0.26760702278120996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023751108607012,0.0,0.0,0.1841666525029748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443207617196608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033881846451324 lonely,dicknicker,2020/02/24,"Feeling super lonely. Been a bartender for life and you know the adage, sleeping with a bartender won’t not get your free drinks, but it’s worth a shot? Realizing that the squeeze is not with the juice and being lonely in a crowd of people is starting to be my reality. I have never been that person but the more I have fun with people I am starting to going home alone is not my jam. Not being that incel kind of person. Not being a nice guy, looking for a conversation that is not small talk. I am realizing that at a large talk vs a small talk is so much more. ISO: real talk. Anything. My top 3 convos are 1.) whiskey. 2.) beer. 3.) punk rock. I prefer to talk about #3 but I get trapped in the first two. TL:DR lonely but wants convo.",-0.0002980132450325357,2.320057364238412,2.124036423841062,93.28168377483445,91.25165562913908,4.079602649006623,17.483774834437085,5.6839178017228535,-0.4319777483443708,566,15,121,4,20,189,88,151,0.131,0.784,0.085,-0.7953,0,8,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,2,8,0,0,13,0,17,5,1,0,1,24,26,7,0,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,5,3,0,5,4,2,1,8,3,0,2,2,3,11,6,14,19,3,11,0,3,1,0,12,6,0,0,4,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903432224874218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430632164128498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988175828246712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082522895603488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882468676496396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705389433740399,0.0,0.09275489782336288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160163230391245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371098463454356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995607238354746,0.08969487783619358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527867468371952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370536597762389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199766981372649,0.0,0.12587611216488515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629582870036066,0.28501395383282396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576649544930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332592020758013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103900031071464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559022551702921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943055301971085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626433841317253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GallifreysTimeLord,2020/02/24,"Socially awkward I'm 22 and never have had really friends or a relationship. I'm a very awkward individual. My whole life I've been belittled by my peers for being ""different"". I know this has happened to a lot of people and I'm not alone but that never seems to help. I'm too feminine to fit in with most Male groups(so I fake being into things males normally like) and I'm too weird and introverted to really open up or try and connect with the opposite sex. I've only ever really managed to have small talk with a few individuals. I just want a real connection with someone. I just want someone I can truly open up to. Someone who won't judge me for my interests, someone who won't abandon me when they learn of my trauma. I just want someone to treat me as if I matter. As if I'm not just a freak. As if I'm human.",1.5166237382526973,3.6638121834319537,4.416052906369647,81.1080194918204,81.01183431952663,7.763452836756005,24.73407587887226,8.671277953709913,2.041720918900105,645,25,129,16,17,231,95,169,0.10300000000000001,0.732,0.165,0.8249,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,2,7,0,10,2,0,0,3,39,23,15,0,7,12,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,15,4,23,17,4,12,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,8,5,87,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696788502273926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834535270002972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709245512094326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709296523507935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340218158263176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158581203442972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329205030089705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070495595959506,0.07404334958865989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288487851178273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337810077687243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849419246132015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526632462186495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507090260726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250563974725847,0.2912748875712856,0.0,0.0,0.162716059381531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137972275564104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154493807184575,0.6420709811534754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218161949668679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068808296618198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289760867081273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505082770940393,0.2681776588826716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692085604375968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Br0kenGlass_,2020/02/24,"I need your help :/ Hey guys, i met a girl on the internet, we have a lot in common and she wants to meet me, but I don't know what to do because I never go out with a girl before so I don't have any experience , does anyone have any tips? I am desperate af haha",4.129943502824858,2.3274808644067804,6.48,83.63265536723165,70.86440677966101,9.900564971751416,26.446327683615817,8.841846274778883,1.5053005649717508,197,4,50,3,3,72,44,59,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,10,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,6,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429679298688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773371870419595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854082504291493,0.0,0.2771427021560858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850181420288961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859248844807914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510013826175567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224895416276909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830668670390174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899361304313693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768944875428321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149892975670595,0.2511962851810058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210351979350224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cheekies_the_1st,2020/02/24,"I'm lonely. I've always been lonely. But, I still have these moments where it just hits me. Like, I forgot, I have no friends. I've never dated. Never had a sleepover at a friend place-never had friends. My family is isolated from the rest, so I didn't grow up knowing my grandparents, cousins...ect. And, we perpetuated the isolation by keeping to ourselves. My parents dead-ass told me that we had no friend, only ""acquaintances"". They repeated that friends leave, that friends don't stay thorough struggle. That people (everyone outside of us) were snakes. 21 years later and every interaction I've had with other people is so shallow. I'm so anxious about being hurt, I keep it that way. I know, but just last week while I was doing the dishes- It hit me so hard, I accidentally said it out loud. ""I have no friends"". It was an epiphany. My brother heard me say it-didn't realize I was talking to myself until he laughed, and I laughed it off with him. I've accepted that I'll always be alone. I'm not willing to change, communicate, grow, or trust. Still sucks though.",2.1448529411764703,4.8430223088235325,3.4004901960784335,85.82220588235295,83.26470588235293,5.949019607843138,26.14705882352941,7.333567415737692,1.567523529411765,837,36,156,13,24,271,126,204,0.14,0.716,0.145,0.6194,2,6,0,0,1,0,48.0,3,0,1,0,11,17,1,1,6,0,20,1,0,0,2,23,34,13,0,0,6,2,1,1,7,1,0,4,0,0,14,8,1,3,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,14,5,25,12,14,15,1,22,0,3,0,0,21,5,1,1,14,103,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279515886683343,0.0,0.0,0.2055926129422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956656978633067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306903756669561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408892233238012,0.1180490617294673,0.0,0.0,0.11646379733616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6681342266337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066879068969196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322535787834179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196184705818985,0.0,0.0,0.13579019884097576,0.10070269554023142,0.0,0.13081246006045333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035606715871492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905654226032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395876967566336,0.0,0.0,0.13717805782258038,0.0,0.0,0.17129604453123926,0.0,0.12907442457596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751612205659615,0.09824504639528996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167864982897973,0.1973205760200618,0.0,0.0,0.1291522509897941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099297863822809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213787568906592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180490617294673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486050423168653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806137953031828,0.09909742541378756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955658403008632 lonely,Hey_you_-,2020/02/24,"I feel so lonely being the only person inside my mind I feel so lonely being the only person inside my mind. It's so scary because at the end I'm the only person that I can share a n y t h I n g. I've never considered myself a really lonely person outside. I have friends, family, even a girlfriend, but obviously there's no other person in this world that I can share absolutely every thought and feeling but myself. And it absolutely sucks because when I close my eyes I am alone, when my depression kicks and all those awful thoughts there's noone there. Sure I can talk with my therapist or someone but ultimately I'm by my own I know that's how humans work (I know that more than one personality is considered disorder). it's just so scary for me being alone in this shit hole that my mind is. Does anyone feel the same or similar?",3.6472527472527503,5.149115190476191,5.6047619047619035,77.89664835164834,72.69047619047619,8.264468864468865,24.827838827838825,8.841846274778883,1.894071794871796,664,20,125,13,13,230,92,168,0.22399999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.064,-0.9837,0,8,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,8,1,10,2,2,1,4,28,21,15,0,0,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,12,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,5,21,4,7,16,4,10,0,4,1,0,12,5,2,2,5,85,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972922016452445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429890138491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698546641582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038388241783744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381731001384848,0.0,0.105503552062989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678106779748033,0.0,0.0,0.0796292589393215,0.0,0.1015776578953259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365397486994265,0.0,0.2438366136606422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931449604824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251410480898113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36519606295542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298390678912223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816951054709966,0.2750757203125906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316141433271124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723432356471005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375390938521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021507586666535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362710949210016,0.0,0.0,0.09690218915824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998035918146595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142358698775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776968457733933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thehalftongue,2020/02/24,"When’s the last time you spoke out loud? I happened to notice a couple of days ago, I had not spoken out loud in 4 days. My coworkers don’t speak at all. My usual online friends aren’t around anymore. I haven’t had a phone call. I can’t remember the last time I spoke until I said something out loud just to see if I still had a voice. Has anyone else experienced this before? How does one handle this?",1.4825000000000017,3.4308010595238123,2.974047619047621,92.44178571428571,80.07142857142857,5.628571428571429,18.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.0335666666666663,315,7,69,3,8,103,59,84,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.5632,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,10,1,10,7,1,17,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,11,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630941190029526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843931221787124,0.14696078941558402,0.21535138531144785,0.0,0.18710227364419074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884532216561927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461442671714875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255708098969424,0.0,0.2710938209028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839274894761461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557608640268518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238238811770395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858590092928036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34264495000864265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392881422665405,0.0,0.0,0.14242151432776767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238089802989772,0.0,0.1999266531609636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748402158067155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161804681636784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784778834211944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451120382328684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314804989811824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scarletx08,2020/02/24,"I just need any human being to be with me in real life. I feel very lonely today after I being ghosted from someone I dated with. I am not desperate but I dont have anyone in my life. I moved abroad and hard to integrate with the new country. Locals are not so integrate and dont want to make any friend. I also dont have family, an orphan and my adopted family disowned me since I was teenager. A culture thing in my home country, friends would leave you for a partner and they dont last until adult phase. So literally I have no old friend now. Especially most of them are married. I through difficulties and no one could understand me. People give me advice to focus on my life but it is hard. I dont really have anything here no money no job. I relied a lot on partial scholarships which is not enough and probably I could not graduate. Sometimes I need people to share my life with but here people are so individualistic. I got contrast advice. People at my place now dont really understand my situation because here is developed country and mine is developing. They told me to focus career but I dont even have visa and money to stay. People from my country told me to find someone that I could rely on. But people here told me to find my own happiness by not relying on other presence. But it is hard they dont get it.",2.835440430925225,4.951549532319394,4.9255750950570345,79.26666429024084,76.49049429657795,7.5772496831432194,25.40700253485425,8.472884824447931,1.9641915082382768,1049,38,194,21,24,362,130,263,0.094,0.8220000000000001,0.083,0.4623,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,30,4,0,1,0,40,43,19,1,7,12,0,4,0,4,1,4,0,1,3,7,12,0,0,5,0,4,1,17,1,0,1,5,4,40,5,29,31,4,21,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,2,9,151,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204327378504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812182771212946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988492029092465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050819246838333394,0.0,0.05980909530429258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430479268837565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408617347944724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814393395972171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509742666308791,0.0,0.04800417204861681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370316649015492,0.0,0.036748975533092254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285562476654725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845617181496808,0.0,0.03797207678948135,0.06972086838721618,0.0,0.0,0.058128493375820524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736875618746812,0.195319863181296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290353694979887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721232608685316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059243551840063524,0.0,0.07695717296685081,0.0,0.0,0.2053429252310556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617895733257253,0.0,0.0,0.04851417887823585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772468832781465,0.0,0.10778196388599397,0.0,0.07019438382510904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626498511175704,0.0,0.049249559154481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023211853389773,0.0,0.0759346839979837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836087155653472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272526486390296,0.09312079016794808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012129325883904,0.08169488442303588,0.0,0.0,0.12316233151604293,0.0,0.07188195541930427,0.0,0.0,0.07746675374996426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828507835581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889173634370828,0.20834533784986556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513239958999619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599682587703637,0.04286829480696828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051629482885096056,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dogwheeze,2020/02/24,"Really need advice. I’m a freshman I’m college and this is by far the loneliest I’ve ever felt. I am a commuter student so it is extremely hard to make friends as there isn’t any automatic connections such as a dorm mate. My friend groups in high school have all dissipated, which I feel is for the best since they were extremely pessimistic and it was taking a toll on how I viewed things. I work in a bakery part time and they only schedule me closing shifts which means I am the only one there for 5-6 hours at a time. As you can imagine that isn’t doing much for my mental health. Some days I feel fine but others I truly to my core feel alone. I regret not doing things differently in high school, like branching out or something. I’m stumped on what I should do.",2.9269230769230745,4.649931692307696,3.9156410256410266,88.36269230769231,75.02564102564101,6.594871794871796,24.179487179487186,7.321109707123232,0.9381948717948716,608,19,126,7,13,196,104,156,0.078,0.821,0.102,0.5584,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,6,6,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,22,26,10,0,3,3,0,5,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,16,5,16,22,5,17,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,2,7,84,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610359421270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067810632288655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206637311872528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294237381709618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062792576041329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721758876980186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906667454816155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499761828693829,0.0,0.15822921564278772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546406937592333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762411174840803,0.0,0.0,0.17516956962477964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482303100226354,0.0,0.0,0.16229005633379115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051060057135384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000206196318037,0.0,0.0,0.1795102618237719,0.0,0.0,0.1660747806831237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114341849939494,0.12219353747754814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166947855322663,0.2506683199102673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845712021152313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557201180117584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335630392713684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632027541812616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686738033319525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390546596116385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896518931194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218678881331336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199728533677245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alien_nipzz,2020/02/24,Anyone feel like Moe Szyslak I really don’t know how else to put it but every time Moe from the Simpsons is shown in his lonely or depressed state it really feels like I’m listening or watching myself cry.,2.7647560975609764,5.1188580975609765,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,77.78048780487805,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.4436780487804883,166,5,30,3,4,55,35,41,0.23800000000000002,0.662,0.1,-0.8338,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,3,7,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932441726726966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288406712303375,0.0,0.0,0.2578444203158467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500827745853996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522296696279069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027379730008592,0.4277357918892138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452431356238795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925112593801282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300946592947347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835644239156669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456334704080975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Paiddus,2020/02/24,"Despite having ""friends"" I feel disconnected and lonely It's hard being in a group of people and feeling like no one really care about you. Yes I have friends but I am not myself with them, I feel like I can't be myself and no one really know the true me. So yeah I see them sometimes but I feel completely disconnected and alone and everyone seem ok with that, no one really took the time to know me better, I am a sort of disposable friend, I am here with them physically but my mind is miles away. This situation sucks",1.9108304195804169,4.306491009615389,3.754965034965036,84.98094405594408,81.21153846153847,7.627972027972027,20.993006993007,8.575989854853784,1.4217615384615392,411,12,84,10,11,138,67,104,0.136,0.611,0.253,0.9318,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,3,11,1,0,4,3,9,0,0,0,1,22,20,9,0,0,4,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,1,6,18,9,9,17,0,5,0,1,1,0,8,3,1,2,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540311038419262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911677918251346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978278887825827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267107713648214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756793025080295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182817908542718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425286030481189,0.24197780974948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925351412494168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517108955930703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614871049498474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654788661927074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100261715533713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442827137329862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741104319216762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548391188049863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495585908929722,0.15417654558588795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036472603434626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749872218866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987536165559298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816221651511025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FinnMakaveli02,2020/02/24,Just bored looking fo people to chat with! Su yeah basically im just barred out on alprazolam and just chilling at home bored af. Anyone feel free to hmu to talk bout pretty much anyhtin!,1.7950000000000017,4.589230722222227,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,89.0,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.6618955555555557,150,5,28,2,5,48,31,36,0.122,0.665,0.213,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780311268936521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105294185402695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988538554529731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295070664893355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33390783598132834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923027353563938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756655698808235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045311845347531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31959876590928565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ofurballi28,2020/02/24,"Looking for people to chat with Hello, im a 17 year old male that moved to a new country 5 years ago. Its been a real struggle for me to fit in so i havent gotten any friends since i moved and ive been feeling rather down lately because of it. If anyone wants to hit me up feel free to do so! I will leave a little info about my interessts here below. I love gaming, more specifically singleplayer games. I play loads of retro games and am really into game collecting. I love everything horror from books, movies to video games. Thats really about it tbh :)",1.6140773809523807,3.9710489196428576,3.3267857142857125,87.83488095238096,82.125,6.2333333333333325,19.154761904761905,7.492282038375204,0.5994619047619048,437,11,88,7,12,145,83,112,0.085,0.735,0.18100000000000002,0.9074,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,9,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,10,6,19,10,1,15,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,1,6,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117173279488007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131480102770396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502019420592196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771212847895428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354606586510865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527459071290376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918878475314468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858142100178634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782550834474584,0.2044652978147853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353719351857865,0.0,0.0,0.1621555879904159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485610543108937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41047004160440137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649743799591634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262624382567254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387140928084607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979037515438335,0.2474099471226558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973453360187276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187032221452314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389553860423547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487004776046748 lonely,TitanBornPhiebe,2020/02/24,I've been so lonely today and I dont know what to do. I've done nothing but lay in bed since I woke up and stare at the ceiling blasting music in my ears. The only person I talk to has been busy and nobody else replies..I dont have the motivation to get up and eat or shower or clean..its 7:30pm already. What do I do.,0.8058215962441331,2.071303971830986,3.1517605633802823,93.54247652582164,79.70422535211267,5.2967136150234735,20.284037558685448,5.46131890053228,-0.2451990610328645,246,6,59,1,6,85,47,71,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.5683,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,0,9,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,5,0,8,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,2,1,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28910801741967895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681025928289352,0.6140911791199698,0.0,0.0,0.2680770381134226,0.21885564914648686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368768490710827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398063003248027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513825908259333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925212527042052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875603173149786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671749030139925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057438778524332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833205331489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PhatJax19,2020/02/24,"She abused me for three years. We were together for three, almost four years. Our relationship was only healthy and stable for the first six months or so. She isolated me from everyone. Forced me to move across town. Blackmailed me. Carved her initials into my flesh. Raped me. Lied to me. Ignored me. It's been five days since I've left her. Why do I miss her so much? Why won't someone pick up the phone and tell me it's going to be okay? My dealer ghosted me so I guess I'll just get drunk when I get off work and hope it makes me feel better. Even if only for a few hours.",-0.0190651260504211,2.307573453781515,1.2921376050420186,99.04560136554623,91.77310924369749,4.3195378151260515,15.840861344537814,5.985473137389443,-0.693971008403361,447,10,102,4,16,141,84,119,0.172,0.733,0.095,-0.879,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,6,6,1,0,3,1,6,3,1,2,0,15,14,9,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,6,3,1,22,3,12,9,2,15,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,5,7,65,25,1,0.0,0.2344980239868556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818422377852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750405643725637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763940732857804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072161096691426,0.0,0.0,0.1891171609945181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007224534993213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834719641107398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068058186548142,0.0,0.11248018897673198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802671979372606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965751842352574,0.1949073325570644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150362465661864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321104259704187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797461409681288,0.21035332125019865,0.14549098749462258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104797973440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124876502649491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371810975617426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769353265704526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729872539817799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571767017670677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440851605909154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549027512759315 lonely,sisters_grimm,2020/02/24,"I've been feeling like I don't really matter And of course part of me knows it's not true, but I feel so alone, ya know? And it's been worse lately cuz my bf has been constantly on his phone, talking to friends, making plans with friends, hanging out with school friends. And I don't have anyone to talk to, or to hang out with. I get left on read a lot. I feel like I'm not anyone special, and I just want that friendship that I had when I was a kid, where we did stupid shit together and had late night talks and felt like we were on top of the world. Anyway, thanks for reading my rant, I don't really have anyone else to talk to. But remember you are loved by someone :) And bad things don't last forever, even if they feel like they will.",3.0214860139860136,3.7854411602564113,3.707575757575757,93.74045454545455,73.2948717948718,7.211188811188811,23.156177156177158,7.348242739294969,0.553635897435897,575,14,136,6,11,182,98,156,0.16,0.6,0.24,0.9358,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,2,2,6,14,2,0,3,0,17,2,1,2,1,35,30,14,0,2,7,0,5,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,3,0,0,9,5,19,11,19,20,2,17,0,0,0,1,18,9,1,3,10,85,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996522286276793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322731873409205,0.1285748122943276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477522296657636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356053391446556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482710533739878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288204622292829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379713127386605,0.2689407836302297,0.12048584154966314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908495579252061,0.0,0.06556103957920588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792719292210354,0.10228750111648004,0.2831064140723093,0.0,0.13634045660602048,0.0,0.0,0.24522367564300096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668335800669942,0.1132556408580061,0.0,0.08376260322084263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775972205120093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588866140723255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103908882585274,0.0,0.16077855956350912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215070724681358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699811262164354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880915098995235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063235299975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40344224361231296,0.0,0.11553026828143563,0.0,0.0,0.08336704759976224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401464997856655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788053290310045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mari713,2020/02/24,"Single af I’ve been single for 6 years now for a few different reasons, and overall I’m usually okay with that. However, all of my close friends are in relationships. Even my two roommates are married to each other. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so happy that they’ve all found people that treat them well, but sometimes it just makes me feel more lonely than I already am I know this sounds weird and selfish but I never feel like I can truly go to them with stuff because I don’t feel like a priority. Obviously the person you’re in a relationship with should be your top priority, it just sucks that I don’t have anyone to talk to. And I’ve had it in the past where I told a friend something in confidence and they ended up telling their SO. So now I’m also in a place where I don’t want to confide in them because they might tell their SO and not tell me that they told them because it might make me upset and I would never know My roommates tonight asked me to watch tv with them and then sat on the complete other side of the couch, cuddled up and whispering to each other. Or when we drive somewhere I always have to sit in the back and then they end up talking softly just to each other and it’s like I’m not even in the car Sorry for the long rant I’m just kind of sad/lonely/frustrated tonight and I needed to vent a little. Congrats and thanks if you actually read all this",2.5872894736842085,4.278010996491227,3.7808991228070177,89.10608552631581,75.87719298245614,6.434210526315789,23.804824561403517,7.1686216300943375,0.8106403508771929,1094,34,232,12,24,356,147,285,0.106,0.78,0.114,0.2794,2,5,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,11,1,18,17,1,1,13,1,17,1,0,3,6,52,40,24,0,5,10,0,4,3,2,4,0,2,1,1,17,21,0,0,7,2,0,3,8,6,1,1,6,7,33,11,33,29,10,39,0,1,1,1,27,19,1,4,19,164,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.11311767161399774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279166144145548,0.0926982920192704,0.09645171903516976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105143229410358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836617336505984,0.0,0.0,0.08913254575645256,0.0,0.2119846590589853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153612533848665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110795184383265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533502441179088,0.0,0.0,0.15312335946301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583242300541205,0.1656213786650977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270963342106354,0.1791134245891752,0.0,0.06056152742207939,0.0,0.06587795346827346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339514837275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070907834382567,0.12740922856036851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989267313693265,0.11617867111743416,0.0,0.1025823539501121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547501755451957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593793490132015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595053146125735,0.1788037258314308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065530666678794,0.08036182683084027,0.10121371716760244,0.12110795184383265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159477546384329,0.0,0.0,0.11918135067347782,0.0,0.2489016361740432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923809711899994,0.11464426974625695,0.1297589039330072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132696529238394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633840049343736,0.3039480918041538,0.10672023438788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152614865585052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132334658300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766552265531775,0.0,0.06837048776350199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422275202862984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234367482369749,0.12673637125170634,0.0,0.07464635212768199 lonely,leonstuddz,2020/02/24,"Loneliness sucks.. So around 2 1/2 years ago I split up with my ex. ( I’m 22). She’s had 2 boyfriends since and I’ve not really been with anyone. Not had a “ connection” with anyone. I met a friends work colleague on Friday night and we were all over eachother by the end of the night, and agreed to go for a drink tonight. She has the same interests and just seemed pretty cool. Cute too. Well we ended up joining her friends after going for a couple drinks and bla bla bla, to cut it short she isn’t interested. Obviously this isn’t her fault at all, you can’t help what you feel, but it fucking sucks. I’ve been a lonely person for nearly 3 years whilst my mates are still with or have met people since, Ah well. Just felt the need to express it as when your self confidence is already low, this just feels like a kick in the teeth.",2.2908481262327416,4.15312557988166,2.977964497041423,93.77921499013807,77.22485207100591,6.163471400394478,20.73412228796845,7.0316486544052195,0.2519227613412234,649,16,144,7,15,203,113,169,0.085,0.753,0.162,0.8628,0,2,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,3,0,1,10,16,4,0,11,2,12,4,1,0,3,28,25,10,0,1,7,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,12,2,0,4,2,0,2,5,7,3,0,8,4,14,9,22,17,3,24,0,2,0,1,20,10,3,2,13,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360149360845542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876887238670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265456011771362,0.0,0.0,0.14421260675344952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924775693680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31739282407282626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869643708410766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638221593734521,0.11573143661830235,0.15554352909761118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031857737696217,0.14976458336746504,0.0,0.0,0.18413444587425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858387563714984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914406256621885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011949863347116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040483847365182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230904782178704,0.1414504454400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481025239734962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378009663247696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747693709579882,0.1689992927123453,0.0,0.0,0.2680129158190662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937184900622856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913113975455217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793650706614422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864286095627907 lonely,PracticalName0,2020/02/24,"A few months ago a girl came up to me and was so nice to me it completely took me off guard and I fell in love with her, but it was so caught off guard I didn't ask for her number even though she seemed really interested in meeting again. Wish I could find her.",2.4692105263157917,3.0634176315789503,3.6306578947368418,94.41335526315792,74.43859649122807,7.805263157894737,19.513157894736842,8.07648339933343,0.2254947368421049,203,3,52,3,4,66,42,57,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,10,3,9,4,1,12,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389933410705245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26776961059579224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32759499674577464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300312172559384,0.0,0.0,0.2286878246377889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918164711051674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617881409950948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585106142824395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286224708785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349180615346994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607514391658543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814120542296589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182297836970278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293757217176824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Acolyteo,2020/02/24,"If you’re reading this you are obligated to open this NOW Now that I got your attention, 👋 hi. My name is Sam. I’m 18 and a dude. I’m pretty cool and I’m a massive geek who watches anime and plays vidya gamez. I’m looking for friends. My family isn’t really that nice and I don’t really talk to them, and at school I’m evidently the “weird kid” and I’m an outcast. But I’m not I’m just different. I just wish people could relate to me. Oh well, that’s why I’m here. I’m trying to make friends. Hi!",-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,1.6792857142857152,95.4907142857143,97.57142857142857,5.300000000000002,16.82142857142857,6.9077264865688965,0.004953571428571557,384,11,95,7,16,138,70,112,0.033,0.764,0.204,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,17,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,9,6,6,17,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,1,2,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941868788969827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095343608637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354581722473839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859388494655902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976154877193095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097414399044438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667214639033829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173157043137245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541029110059996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498346683165353,0.0,0.3200143713780321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277761715956976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007533161253671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957545068333787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245705987606796,0.0,0.22537593892900384,0.0,0.28721981308666883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Khan4546727,2020/02/24,Anybody down to join a Snapchat groupchat? PM for more info but we’re a chill group looking for members. It’s nothing NSFW and we don’t need any creeps either,0.6099999999999994,3.0955875000000006,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,95.875,2.5600000000000005,25.15,3.1291,0.07226750000000015,128,6,25,0,5,39,29,32,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186813522859539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170134693820844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565165632468912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907585168296371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Depresseddolann,2020/02/24,"18F any of y’all play instruments? I just looking for somebody who also plays the ukulele, other instruments or is musical",3.645757575757578,6.8911623636363615,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,84.45454545454545,8.387878787878789,34.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,4.29749696969697,100,6,15,3,3,32,21,22,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948817265448171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058648945580196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246730663930222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saturnofevents,2020/02/24,Anyone else feeling like this? I didn’t realise how lonely I could feel in such a short space of time. I was fine a minute ago and now I’m feeling so bad. Honestly it just makes me feel like there’s no one out there. I now there is but sometimes late at night it’s difficult,0.02767554479418877,2.215074915254238,1.4971428571428582,99.34101694915256,87.98305084745762,4.727360774818402,18.59806295399516,6.1826913282559595,-0.31743777239709425,216,6,51,2,7,69,46,59,0.161,0.674,0.165,-0.4227,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,5,4,4,7,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286812787783145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579828992228982,0.25760888615731725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992469678678333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073793231764966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002864684916545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085008107786868,0.3592281384768861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361203369369953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456616378221371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678244014695758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359400748131093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036829188609026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486602148824443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660467370943442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lux-Dandelion,2020/02/24,"The Reason Why I'm A Dandelion. Oh man so like first full reddit post (go easy I'm a noob bruh). Some backstory I had been to 3 different schools in the same state before 5th grade, my family moved A LOT. I had come and go for a few and made some great friends and some distasteful enemies (basically anyone who bullied the skinny white kid) Now since I'm from NV I never really thought of the outside world because NV had it all for me life was great till my Mom was caught having an affair and the night she was confronted literally said the words ""you're not daughter of mine"" to my sister when she brought up my mothers ""friend"". So what came next was obviously separation, I went with my Father and we moved to Missouri. ""So how was school there?"" You might ask, well they were the gentry type and I was a city boy who was in a house with his female second cousins who bickered non-stop at least I knew them at school. So typical 5th grade stuff liked a girl, got the heart broken and then moved. Where? NY. Now for those of you who might think ""Oh like the city?"" NO. I'll have you peoples know that there are other places than the Bronx or Manhattan. I went to a small town (unnamed for privacy reasons) basically the same thing but my Father got in touch with his ex-wife and off to AZ I went. Now I'd love to say it was the same story but I did have to switch schools, once thankfully. I was kinda happy there but all good things come to an end. My Father was afraid of CPS coming to get me so he sent me off back to my home state. So after all the nostalgia and getting back to what I knew I started at yet another new school now things felt different when I met this really cool girl when we visited the Middle School I was going to attend to. When I say you'd know she was smiling if your back was turned and 10 feet away I mean it. I somehow interested her and we grew really close, but I moved schools again. It's worth noting that her friends didn't like me at all, and she told me and only me that she was fighting an already lost battle. When I switched her friends lied, and said how I used her as a way to climb the ""social ladder"" at that school (she was known there because she had quite a few friends there too). So she lost her battle and I with the chance of running away from my biggest failure I took it and ran. Where? Back to NY to the same small town. Ever since then I've never been good with friends I come and go. I can't trust people after how I was essentially betrayed by people who put on a facade, there's times I feel like a tool a punching bag for jokes or just there for people to take their anger out on. You name it I've probably been called that. I can't do relationships for fear of having the same thing happen again. ""But LuxDandelion why are you a dandelion?"" Well you know that really great girl? She called me a dandelion because I had been to so many places and through it all she believed that I had made a good impact on a few peoples lives. Like a dandelion comes in the spring and spreads joy to those who don't like winter, I spread joy and happiness to those who are devoid of it and to this day I will always let that nickname dictate who I am regardless of what people do or say. I'll come and go when I am needed to.",2.4546990795374093,4.1693959237668174,3.433108331366533,91.35349539768706,76.30941704035874,6.727621744945322,22.200220281645823,7.5412164511997375,0.6809127055306421,2559,70,562,34,57,819,292,669,0.07400000000000001,0.762,0.16399999999999998,0.9969,2,0,0,0,2,0,66.0,3,8,3,5,43,40,5,2,40,1,48,5,3,8,9,95,102,52,0,3,11,8,3,7,6,3,1,5,1,6,38,39,1,0,13,1,1,30,8,9,2,2,52,10,81,31,69,45,19,100,0,2,1,1,78,31,0,12,42,376,119,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042449592026147,0.0,0.0455612942072964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741633414921087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828659758078429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051189373877349564,0.0,0.10288993875787343,0.16841562519686182,0.0,0.10013606305241783,0.0,0.04659323691843669,0.06169114728432752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118237895077456,0.06262616109220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830041503984905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035313024885139814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441652009930366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849747392722313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952984530124875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161898824081978,0.0616156091988575,0.02768622766522947,0.0391176250452677,0.052574249722013806,0.0,0.0,0.04657533954936144,0.0,0.0,0.25382562952169296,0.0,0.0572153943158749,0.0,0.15559519569828198,0.13777995011859864,0.08758658863785368,0.1811057152052536,0.0,0.0,0.0484204604769375,0.11657734491417154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488600372036246,0.0,0.0,0.054924631022027284,0.0,0.0,0.06318095555041163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027722997420504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599161635122448,0.038675710648530405,0.1872567642934164,0.0,0.04835046181719711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954506355013818,0.04655150707243325,0.049419336482297,0.10362271077838396,0.0,0.05551388710760587,0.0,0.05964522603773169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617471125307907,0.0,0.06412944689553284,0.0,0.2327874196049145,0.0,0.04060080515259568,0.08446224950118375,0.052883588269077936,0.058233519568610476,0.051384701759856544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058313245185470236,0.0,0.04164432843461655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277650749142571,0.0,0.11441652009930366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244101512438372,0.0,0.059036120013914034,0.0,0.0,0.055044801977264635,0.0,0.058239638413290176,0.0,0.0,0.14031212351126632,0.11259636710212065,0.0,0.058787343490829626,0.0,0.0,0.1041707974717119,0.1306322654058543,0.0,0.4433271429285801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058929064258353,0.0,0.0,0.05581674325623751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875650699948962,0.0,0.0,0.04577838320575547,0.0,0.0,0.06268240389487566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041169621443811005,0.0,0.0,0.050411874930348835,0.0,0.0,0.1455095444485167,0.035085369006366336,0.0,0.04347006735595426,0.031928604927024484,0.0,0.0,0.052321607818302376,0.06083581830040283,0.0,0.05955869434498728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047291515925787016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346268379214309,0.0,0.0,0.09846425788510872,0.15227780029744084,0.09881736386806786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frisballer2406,2020/02/24,"I hate my life. I'm 14. It seems like I have it all, but I just feel lonely as hell. People tell me that I'm smart, I'm athletic, and that I'm talented and other stuff like that, but I still feel so alone. I don't feel like I have any true friends. Every time I interact with other people it seems like I have to put on a mask and hide the parts they don't like because every time I talk about something nerdy in the slightest then people shut me down instantly. It just seems like everything in my life sucks. I'm swamped with homework, I don't have anyone I can trust or talk to, and I spend most of my time alone. I've been waiting to find people who really understand me, but I've been waiting for so long. I just want to be understood, is that too much to ask?",3.912944785276075,3.847285233128837,4.883564417177915,89.0819110429448,70.90184049079755,8.48319018404908,25.502453987730064,8.238735603445708,1.2050839263803683,595,15,139,8,10,195,86,163,0.138,0.645,0.217,0.9403,0,4,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,15,3,0,3,0,12,2,0,0,2,28,31,12,0,1,7,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,9,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,20,11,15,27,4,12,1,1,0,0,8,5,2,5,12,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783265509688533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913738961068522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939522513924083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561463350189409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190863264441313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264193125568118,0.0,0.12076003670573154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381937174406428,0.09599152639177068,0.0,0.0,0.12280863878866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038113023943538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265920019347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981420754162173,0.3938684039134632,0.0,0.0,0.1189102133540839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877491193781698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455059346344734,0.0,0.3726115303856787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507554601323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607868506543258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669669204772514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034419737813118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730534089187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381761088030305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599756786151575,0.11744233146432265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505073625698045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988037002717646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925290241472296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raffterz111,2020/02/24,"Dreams I had a dream the other night I was on holidays with my friends, we met this other group from back home, we told em to join us and hang out and shit, we all got chatting and one of them kept talking to me, it flashed to different places where me and her were just talking laughing getting to know each other, we went for a walk that lead to a cliff side and just stared over the side at the sunset, thing is I could genuinely feel love and felt loved, it felt amazing, that was the first time in my life I've ever felt love and loved and it was just a dream, due to mental illness I generally don't feel which made it even better, I woke up and it was the loneliest I've ever felt, tried to get back to sleep to continue the dream but just couldn't, I haven't stopped thinking about it since, any of you ever experience anything like this?",25.543793103448273,6.127122574712644,21.06793103448276,47.32017241379312,56.01149425287356,24.57931034482759,68.91954022988506,11.20814326018867,8.105933333333335,664,19,149,6,3,207,105,174,0.045,0.779,0.17600000000000002,0.9553,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,1,1,3,12,10,1,0,10,0,11,8,2,2,4,40,32,10,0,2,5,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,15,16,0,2,8,6,0,4,3,1,0,2,17,7,18,9,21,13,2,25,0,0,1,4,19,10,1,0,12,100,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506134565224131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293339711594958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923636060837972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106265503623801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986932107894043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068605942075867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261674047338419,0.33943666354415064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223560621651145,0.0,0.0,0.1264923628390216,0.0,0.4804006636251275,0.0,0.0,0.10639630687259306,0.0,0.0,0.09663951578960067,0.0,0.13070235687743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000410265690099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546935682326507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874284372286353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835046225085594,0.06110967842792772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515724364596709,0.11835741662454555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605515758809666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738277272684584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476009216393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068605942075867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839683240095892,0.1034706999437322,0.0,0.125174240487031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457574662507203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107541171743945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831001893589408,0.08014871654522802,0.0,0.0,0.07293743171167195,0.0,0.0,0.1195230329046498,0.0,0.0849237617126813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046053820690303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595403438164227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Threecan3,2020/02/24,"Does anybody else feel dependent on other people? I've always needed people in my life to be happy. I'm trying to figure out if it's me having a problem or somthing many people experience. I didnt grow up with many friends, bullying, the same old. But I'm generally a reasonably social person, I make friends easily and have no trouble talking to strangers. The issue comes with making friends that last, sooner or later all these people I meet drift out of my life. I don't have any really good friends and I recently just broke up with my partner. I'm noticing the pattern I have of making friends them moving on and me being lonely once again. It's been going on since I was a child and I genuinely dont know if I can be happy alone. Is that a problem do I need to fix that, I'd certainly be happier if I could, but is it somthing that can be fixed.",4.128275529865125,5.054526716763007,5.583945086705203,80.7061295761079,70.84971098265895,8.310019267822737,28.867533718689785,8.59863814320734,2.163963776493256,674,25,131,11,12,228,102,173,0.08900000000000001,0.775,0.136,0.7843,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,0,7,0,20,2,0,5,2,35,32,11,0,8,8,0,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,3,1,17,9,17,23,2,18,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,6,5,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889985402130624,0.0,0.0,0.1035581428566902,0.0,0.0,0.08463498597982701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720863233405724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936873822673002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891310556841632,0.0,0.14586260499708634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039678021383806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174276725210074,0.0,0.0,0.06292916761042151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807756097222412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707317462520936,0.10438857518146404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649734505685326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990070885021426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839827856102924,0.10144901591128372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581523256128734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492279185873878,0.2523596026690112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227802937841815,0.0,0.1845664857964378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416950493597964,0.13059662102913108,0.13254257765107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451310822210732,0.10867099815688383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817696370623195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973030169530555,0.1279624610360433,0.12288621215664837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295206561700936,0.0,0.0,0.126868175553252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003377280891287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449809166306747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Joe_who_is_yuri,2020/02/24,If anyone is lonely and wanna y’all about their day or anything I’m here for you. :) Let me know if ya wanna talk about anything,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,85.2962962962963,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-0.9527925925925924,100,2,21,0,3,33,23,27,0.085,0.8140000000000001,0.102,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952834528878993,0.0,0.6950373047335832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723499234424997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320861943720773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318325172164708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339430437846274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vermillion_bear,2020/02/24,I'm single because I'm true to myself I've lost tons of weight work hard in school and at work. People tell me they find me attractive and considered dating until they get to know what I'm like. But I prefer to be who I am and I've got no shame of it. I just live my life a little different so when they get to know me I'm not what they expect. Life would be simpler if I decided to just be like everyone else but I'd just get to bored if I did. I've got friends who love the eccentric parts of me but no ones too interested romantically. Any I have attracted have been nothing but unhealthy to me and themselves. so I'm fucked 🙃,1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,79.0,7.180392156862746,22.362745098039216,8.07648339933343,0.9899333333333332,496,15,114,9,12,170,78,136,0.121,0.669,0.209,0.9376,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,3,7,12,1,1,2,0,9,5,0,0,1,22,24,14,0,5,10,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,2,17,8,13,15,3,6,0,1,0,2,9,3,1,2,5,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733950464770705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414862615810475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564113338902636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642713554377866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789297322698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114725207208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467238879987973,0.1731137997062138,0.29349829678990424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995291144306074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774328231524596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582038999317254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645268308925111,0.18296621386656708,0.18767823703562395,0.1653491845686164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044104444333171,0.0,0.1690045282331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967577607354504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688851871890913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027784129724332,0.0,0.12981871663284095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951158589115788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366871667429292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280255762771013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264706251951204,0.0,0.0,0.1330202486678912,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bloodvial,2020/02/24,once again distancing from everyone because loneliness is my calling i hate how numb i end up feeling about everything and everyone,5.786666666666669,9.563821909090912,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,79.9090909090909,12.024242424242425,43.6969696969697,10.504223727775694,7.384315151515151,110,8,14,5,3,35,20,22,0.337,0.606,0.057,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293462418836186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993125963810644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948533129474257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362063074506905,0.2991918174515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832579697573122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286728647182261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545309093305163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jrod12345667,2020/02/24,I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this About 4 months ago I broke up with my toxic girlfriend and ever since then everyone has just been using me for my kindness. Now I have no body,2.84,3.645272523809524,3.6366666666666654,93.925,73.76190476190476,6.552380952380951,21.142857142857142,6.42735559955562,0.05008571428571473,154,3,36,1,3,49,38,42,0.158,0.773,0.068,-0.4519,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,2,8,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731840353511941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423198338857483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787675351685681,0.0,0.2944803392551057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32092329106559525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459872901448237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198375642658883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951523962784006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631850572085561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549306696952813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904571297220658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661696043836493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PixiePalace,2020/02/24,"I'm at the point where I no longer know why I'm lonely. So basically I'm lonely and I don't know why. These questions keep rolling through my head. Why do I need friends in order to be happy? Why can't I exist in my own little bubble? When you're alone there's no one around to hurt you. This is my ideal way of living, yet it doesn't make me happy. I just don't understand why I feel this way.",-0.10963383838383578,1.685886193181819,2.168787878787878,96.92873737373738,84.79545454545455,4.8202020202020215,16.5959595959596,5.82211442006289,-0.7029964646464646,307,6,75,2,9,104,58,88,0.165,0.684,0.151,0.3527,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,12,17,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,11,4,8,16,1,12,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215503086884492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937682450501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916441173573338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096240826248175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333457498922103,0.0,0.0,0.16068175915256558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760700959899635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916294532648366,0.0,0.0,0.17208902299619772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692014017746586,0.1382505378916786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450893871257023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609161402435972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609309027398188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800536041526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538961412678922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299059964452015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485494113871135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7063817590537996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,buriburizaemon2,2020/02/25,"The only coincidence I get is always the unlucky ones I have joined Reddit recently. I am a lurker of the sub r/ForeverAlone and thought to join in their conversations. Ten days in and I get a ban notice from the sub moderators saying that I have evaded a ban. When I enquired further, they said me that I have just changed my numbers in user name and made a different account. I guess some other guy with a similar user name as mine got banned due to some shit and now I am been mistaken for that person. They are saying that they will get my account banned. Life cannot get shitty more than this",4.045386064030134,5.561601542372884,5.023333333333333,82.40010357815444,71.71186440677965,7.617325800376648,26.670433145009408,8.167268648758528,1.7019235404896422,474,16,91,7,9,155,77,118,0.163,0.794,0.043,-0.9346,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,9,0,10,2,1,1,0,17,19,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,6,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,17,0,11,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,3,5,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112790371371373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302774738970383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038613877239836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743015531466199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549170348601874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409925979307692,0.0,0.2397999957980049,0.2155382634071512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537544206390128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059748818265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478310884028477,0.0,0.0,0.14750617633412044,0.16555609409619304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900705202667856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149335763393758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070643350075793,0.34621709504389897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234462624727536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281427824798296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,R3dNova,2020/02/25,"Overnights are hard Got this new job where I work 10pm-6:30am. I like the job and long story short quitting is not an option. The problem is that I’m basically nocturnal and my life consists of eating an edible and watching Netflix or video gaming then passing out. Life is excruciatingly lonely and it’s been like this even before I’ve had the overnight job. I’d like to think having a girlfriend would solve this, but no. I’m afraid at this point, because my life is so fantastically uninteresting, that it’s pointless even getting my hopes up about being with someone without them finding my completely boring. This logical thinking then puts me in a depression and I distance myself from everybody at work because I’m so self-aware of my cripplingly boring lifestyle. Anyways, I hope someone can read this and laugh/relate. Also, I hope you feel a little bit less sad in this lonely world full of people.",6.890549809471962,8.128719383233534,6.794382144801308,73.39072400653241,64.74850299401197,8.707457811649427,34.34349482852477,8.841846274778883,3.073519760479042,735,32,120,11,11,233,111,167,0.158,0.741,0.10099999999999999,-0.8858,3,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,8,14,0,1,8,0,11,4,0,0,0,23,22,13,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,3,14,6,14,17,3,18,0,4,1,0,4,12,0,5,7,79,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967194954681364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720028187921376,0.0,0.11669725335141633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972291886035147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379017688337592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811971003659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032991711693485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811612381161844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934282608117796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253447796632731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716507352533693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968452720241736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285178118397486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086371430350908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082751147969091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906011367271018,0.2010011217118607,0.1374517381027726,0.0,0.12136584722047848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324520446856226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507659769879603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964297645030318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122582419228707,0.0,0.13786501275419266,0.0,0.14586678858367322,0.13717853932118892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306841769408796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239897194899325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757493776631666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219944163164296,0.0,0.19968118426436846,0.0,0.0,0.0974213348924102,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,barl09,2020/02/25,"I don't know if I'm ungrateful I finally have a decently sized group of friends in college after years of loose connections and just being where everyone else was, but I feel no different. Nobody ever starts a conversation with me after school, I have no friends who love nearby, and while I think I know they care I still feel just like.. an accessory. But I can't make new friends easy cos I'm awkward despite being extroverted inside, as well as I'm just.. weird, especially appearance wise, but living ur truth is important. Being recently out of the longest and happiest relationship I've ever had, I'm without comfort I grew used to, which was a significant amount despite it being an LDR. I want more than anything someone to love and hold and spoil with gifts but I catch feelings too easily and don't know how to really get girls. It's especially frustrating being close friends with 3 very happy and VERY PDA couples. I feel like it's not.. hopeless, but time feels slow, and I have so much I should be happy with, but silence is deafening after the girl you found a home is isn't yours anymore. Thank you for you time. Take care of yourselves, I love you all",5.145937500000001,6.523949575892857,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.86607142857143,9.35,30.964285714285715,9.673873057562805,2.9692375,931,38,172,21,16,304,134,224,0.10800000000000001,0.5870000000000001,0.305,0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,5,1,0,11,22,1,1,8,0,20,3,0,4,4,48,47,20,0,3,12,0,5,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,5,14,0,1,10,0,0,3,8,4,1,0,4,5,22,18,21,36,4,22,0,1,0,3,20,4,0,2,17,109,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071805253506974,0.0,0.0,0.10016893910135656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821259748636074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468590747877826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717625468795327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168524831873847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202136619858577,0.0,0.11631303094707784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077379680701642,0.1739200961968464,0.0,0.13334330273656286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334646942945565,0.3761763642565384,0.0,0.06359605722383499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591561095335268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220996558440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200689900055653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893694036067283,0.0,0.10748501424457224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295834963794104,0.0,0.08125208724328492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948155546536299,0.0,0.0,0.1175623360102882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797986837909854,0.0,0.12018831543121625,0.13068662045881332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231917506104761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313682243849408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615726821100082,0.0,0.09720938874428883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152171832529972,0.0,0.0,0.11206761820539428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799618133293715,0.0,0.0,0.1419571365570668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513093509114498,0.0,0.20087101569489296,0.07179629770440639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944499559669013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733812954235735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838662404231027 lonely,ceegeel97,2020/02/25,All I want I just want to be happy and have friends is that too much to ask for? it seems I’m not made for this world.,0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,2.0914285714285725,105.00357142857143,78.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,17.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.2242000000000002,90,1,27,0,2,29,23,28,0.0,0.691,0.309,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37364267267912576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878832664302924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42546203858571857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781826546487946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29380750523413124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638495959944054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714779711611946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShinchanBaba,2020/02/25,"My luck is really fucked uo I have joined Reddit recently. I am a lurker of the sub r/ForeverAlone and thought to join in their conversations. Ten days in and I get a ban notice from the sub moderators saying that I have evaded a ban. When I enquired further, they said me that I have just changed my numbers and made a different account. I guess some other guy with a similar user name as mine got banned due to some shit and now I am been mistaken for that person. They are saying that they will get my account banned. Life cannot get shitty more than this",2.8751351351351384,4.947136018018019,3.9408018018018036,86.57931081081081,76.2072072072072,6.962522522522522,23.71261261261261,7.908726449838941,1.2446136936936938,442,14,88,7,10,143,76,111,0.203,0.728,0.069,-0.9507,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,7,0,10,3,1,1,0,17,19,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,6,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,17,1,10,13,3,8,0,0,0,1,11,3,2,4,5,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444467249514771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902426742287506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414242074182747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362512659407268,0.3621814720333789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481179749228346,0.0,0.25455517912451003,0.2288005930409181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632151158164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864876504277386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630804345557626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176578891000535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803257073577394,0.0,0.22815869884763595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980525359371356,0.3675202509974375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719518083881175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344774948096235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,clarenceappendix,2020/02/25,"Spending my birthday alone So it's my birthday today... I asked a couple people if we could hang out at a local bar that just opened up. They said they were busy but could possibly make it Thursday. Still, I wish I could have something planned for my birthday. Like a couple of my friends throw a surprise birthday bash or something, or I had an assortment of friends, one of which is available to hang. I mean, I do have my sister, but she's kind of toxic and I don't like hanging out with her... Can beggers be choosers? I don't know. I'm too introverted for my own good. I more feel like I _have_ to be outgoing and have a lot of friends that I celebrate my birthday with more than I want to. I mean... It'd be nice, but I don't mind being by myself. That being said, I still feel like I have to have an answer to ""what are you doing for your birthday"", so that people don't think I'm some miserable whoobie celebrating his birthday alone. That makes me feel the worst.",2.7294479695431484,4.270928604060913,3.707306472081221,90.41293940355331,75.14213197969544,6.346319796954316,26.525697969543142,6.9077264865688965,1.0422286802030458,753,28,161,7,16,242,104,197,0.102,0.691,0.20600000000000002,0.9758,0,2,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,2,1,6,13,0,1,8,0,26,1,0,2,0,33,42,10,0,6,7,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,10,8,1,0,8,1,1,4,4,2,0,1,4,5,33,11,21,29,6,14,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,5,8,118,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796470635871891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262106086541369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233693637799922,0.29875893616597704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478638711256728,0.1928939110643083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31291149673670365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323503328685584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058599445540848,0.0741947223262518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638247344369692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147756574529793,0.0,0.0,0.1802325692455524,0.0,0.0,0.29411808394345856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363156549746221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148227163548917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871896877397522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521968372491327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568396281695705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786550272628507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562889622408835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650517562020556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796810054414806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796289156168917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552480515671242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hungrelle,2020/02/25,"I thought I was important The person that I thought who truly cared about me, probably never really did. And now the loneliness is slowly swallowing me up, bringing me to the darkness once again.",5.531047619047619,8.038475057142861,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,69.85714285714286,10.380952380952381,34.52380952380953,10.504223727775694,4.5622380952380945,157,8,24,5,3,51,28,35,0.122,0.687,0.191,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369233473953578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793104488171074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856752284227867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162131956375753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904562162360084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320009378382939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750092660334039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RailGunBlast,2020/02/25,"Never have I ever wanted something so badly yet at the same time.... Didn't want it at all. 17 years old. Haven't cried for years. Feeling like now is the time. It's currently midnight and my room is dark and I'm laying on my bed with only my pc monitor slightly emitting light into the room. Thinking how much I want a female friend since the ones I had betrayed me. Not in terms of love or anything. But as friends. Known them for years. Yet... Still betrayed me. Guess I just yearn for the feeling of being able to talk to a female that I consider a friend. My guy friends are my bro's forever yes, but I think... I think I want something else. Afraid. Afraid of being betrayed again. Don't want love. Yet... I do. But I also doubt I'm enough. So in the end... I guess I'm just..... Lonely.",-0.18885940146809688,2.1052226521739144,1.4827244494635818,97.46667278373802,92.66459627329193,3.921061547148504,18.498306041784307,5.565023196281405,-0.40158633540372657,601,18,132,4,22,194,94,161,0.146,0.708,0.146,-0.248,1,2,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,3,9,1,11,2,0,1,3,31,28,11,0,6,7,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,3,19,7,16,24,5,25,0,2,0,2,10,8,0,4,18,84,22,1,0.13722950683249327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974238703428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292819141137628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458090612480212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507401694542819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463764405283908,0.0,0.12154461117800118,0.14179476431743185,0.0,0.0,0.12413194546752608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877472387966971,0.09803678710088518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42409270626509704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30234754633478383,0.1358787869564981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704340530822099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477099754279728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087947735131148,0.0,0.10583985559996477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399928293294434,0.0,0.09299026535724887,0.10436922374452147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351766614243332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211291957573522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959166142300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102998794306276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379338068090985,0.0,0.0,0.16003925800897514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047075931186317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651139094620318 lonely,Troshall,2020/02/25,"Just would like to talk to anyone Between school and work you would not think I have much free time , I spend most of my time (anywhere from 11-15 hours per day on my phone . I am 17 and very anxious , I lost lots of my friends due to bad decision making and I would appreciate anyone at all that would talk to me .",4.2306923076923075,4.26957787692308,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,70.23076923076923,7.730769230769233,25.48076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.7670769230769228,242,6,57,2,4,76,47,65,0.11599999999999999,0.723,0.161,0.4988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,9,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,10,4,4,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231985531442342,0.0,0.28716911015127705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714575505873385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243289523988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586518624642591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222706211388405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003229809045254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416231587460766,0.17458008424468746,0.0,0.0,0.13707182263545484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095489009614976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782380321221736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301029429223643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157912733859886,0.0,0.0,0.2394809057116921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943414729453335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949626747355485,0.0,0.0,0.5834951747651619,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joetin990,2020/02/25,"Lost my confidence I've completely lost my confidence due to anxiety ruining my life and my relationship with my family. What do I do?",5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,8.165,58.7875,69.4,16.2,36.5,13.816669648895859,7.391399999999999,109,6,18,7,2,40,17,25,0.267,0.528,0.205,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551219798166149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496620902041312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143884415887069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555665875124346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7280961427180813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35804772497664944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontdeserveagirl,2020/02/25,"Those guys who look bored while shopping with their girl make me angry. Okay yes I know it can get hot, boring, and long. And if she’s being a silly spender and ignoring priories I get it. But if your girls wants your opinion on what’s sexy, or cute, you better tell them with enthusiasm! Imagine having a girl ask how she looks. I’d pass out. If I ever have a relationship I’ll be so ready to do some clothing shopping. From cute to lingerie stores you better believe I’d eat that up. Sneak into a dressing room for a tease? Yes please! Have her tell you to wait outside of a lingerie store while she picks something out and comes out with a wink. Mind blown. Buying sexy heels? You better be bringing her your suggestions. It’s an opportunity like no other to have someone want to look good for you. And if it’s clothing for you and you’re comfortable with what’s she chooses then just know she wants you to look hot so she can be proud and happy to see you.",2.1228851922552465,4.348879352331608,2.9840141805290443,91.76100627215708,79.31088082901555,5.513935096809381,22.074993182437957,6.5966054737557815,0.3938663212435225,757,23,158,7,19,239,112,193,0.067,0.6659999999999999,0.267,0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,2,5,5,17,1,0,8,3,11,2,1,3,1,39,28,19,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,16,1,2,4,2,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,7,25,13,22,24,1,15,0,0,5,0,32,7,0,7,6,99,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570437845391204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755964097687278,0.0,0.4135260625886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425619651873122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594796603935663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409807305287268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285671879410935,0.0,0.0,0.1307246698213952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543220045116894,0.0,0.1659116755679115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171308830793009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614339904113718,0.0,0.0,0.13792770989788875,0.5235193531351533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403513127426038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737019251720571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710831527986546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673310825174614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419710224034275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205633511261686,0.11998561055885765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724501347198442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578382944129604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MatoPug33,2020/02/25,"Its my birthday in a week and I dont know what to do I just want to not go anywhere but if any of you have any good ideas I might go out, ty",-2.7904285714285706,-1.3746586857142835,0.2967857142857149,108.5194642857143,93.0,3.5,14.464285714285715,3.1291,-1.754,106,2,33,0,4,37,29,35,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555907988054807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925897780754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38074954940712985,0.2809622628426079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37814751668161856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409423718677376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553569630122718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975777254619482,0.0,0.26869781610805593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jezuslordcRiST,2020/02/25,"the things I lie awake at night thinking about I want someone to be mine, and me to be his. I want someone to imagine our wedding, our life together. I want someone to belong to someone to hold my hand to kiss me I wish I always had a place that felt like home I wish I was wanted by someone I wish his strong hands would hold mine in the cold I want him to love me because I don't see any other point in life than to love and be loved and if can't have that then I want to disappear",4.110503144654088,3.3812742641509423,4.992452830188679,90.73540880503143,70.50943396226415,7.821383647798742,28.044025157232703,6.42735559955562,0.9826402515723274,376,11,91,2,6,123,60,106,0.016,0.649,0.335,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,9,8,2,0,0,19,24,5,0,11,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,23,6,16,17,0,8,0,0,1,4,9,5,0,1,3,60,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719720296212007,0.0,0.0,0.08760908142521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785338085877482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369737550452095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922738306114492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819934256139192,0.06294001996099256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488233643480025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089859165627533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460033500694926,0.0,0.12178635804751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266113927855276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457878471824715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855891850778204,0.08254931050167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559250033105667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444457636798789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151741110497023,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smallcoccthrowaway,2020/02/25,I got rejected by my friend really harshly and im in pain Basically friend I’ve known for awhile told her how I felt and she told me I was making it weird and that all her friends keep hitting on her. I just said sorry cuz i guess that means no but she just doesn’t give a fuck about me and how im doin yet she still wants to hang out and smoke my weed bruh like ive been hurting so much and I’ve been alone my whole life and she knows that yet she still decided to be rude asf to me ab it i wanna talk ab it with her but what’s the fucking point anyway she doesn’t care she doesn’t like me and I’m probably just gonna hang myself anyway fuck it,-1.8033472304943423,0.07739168493150927,0.3829124478856478,103.62346337105421,101.32876712328766,3.90899344848124,12.512209648600356,5.7926816847441245,-1.2854927933293627,510,9,131,5,23,167,87,146,0.17800000000000002,0.713,0.109,-0.872,0,2,1,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,13,14,4,0,2,0,8,5,0,4,1,29,27,14,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,2,26,6,11,16,3,10,0,2,0,3,19,4,3,1,6,81,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684579335272486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440280405074164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540580156263772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510056663945976,0.4200105157040926,0.0,0.14527470027483055,0.0,0.0,0.1211201129294623,0.0,0.16682783491474615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211926482438355,0.0,0.3271615928208299,0.0,0.0,0.13460650864843368,0.0,0.0,0.0832272646568866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696629505108222,0.14797151540959014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010871344354556,0.0,0.0,0.16496216203290184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132555893286772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114245231548016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315940770017993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327754361042054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970161100538194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405377524057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695242764004799,0.0,0.0,0.2418797813515741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172144474024578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894141281746405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932302226627578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907694781045618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,empathynaught,2020/02/25,"Nothing's on my schedule but eventual death. I've always only had 1 single friend and that way more than enough for me. But lately (some 6 years ago) I've lost that friend in a car accident and since social anxiety's a bitch I haven't been successful in making another yet. Not even online. Apparently I'm just ""a boring person who can't contribute to any conversation"" -is what people think whereas I actually have a lot to say I just really find it super hyper extra hard to get the words out of my mouth. I honestly don't even know why I'm writing all of this. All I want to do is go back to bed and sleep more. Would be good if I could sleep forever though.",5.182720588235295,5.0702535955882375,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,68.19117647058823,10.329411764705883,28.02941176470589,10.125756701596842,2.5325470588235293,523,15,107,12,8,180,100,136,0.172,0.672,0.157,-0.3109,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,0,5,0,12,3,3,1,2,23,21,7,1,4,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,2,9,6,13,15,9,13,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,6,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.17392775599012106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799103685041865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830247841753508,0.0,0.0,0.12120319885430242,0.18689075462245533,0.13634623509437138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704864543187972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230295899223233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841602778658566,0.0,0.23543980282719715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289991455243347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540167298356955,0.0,0.09311834670537016,0.0,0.10129279052929646,0.1494917153864949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965997715457764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795110215650492,0.0,0.20105234289528254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456020198201535,0.15152563141649458,0.0,0.0,0.11897058340936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101746136826304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555271478434905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356294121444016,0.15562444356573452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417934910975212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173645311625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474345335676404,0.0,0.35671945335104466,0.1816840699132208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420323479319923,0.17511106276160598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051252677232831,0.14147148006213178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160825764799883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661019607031654,0.0,0.0,0.11477492714595035 lonely,hideovs,2020/02/25,"Realizing I don’t have any genuine friends at 24 and that suuuuuucks That’s about it, really. My husband and I separated almost a month ago and now I’m left with all of this free time. I’ve hit up a few people, but no one seems to have the time. I understand that we’re all adults and we’re all busy but... I realized that I don’t have any good, genuine friends. I’m not anyone’s best friend and I’m definitely not anyone’s first choice and that super sucks. Lol. Ok, rant over.",-0.05776085300837864,2.2220621881188123,2.5112871287128726,90.89576542269613,90.48514851485149,5.879969535415079,18.66031987814166,7.321109707123232,0.3933223153084549,375,11,86,7,13,129,64,101,0.149,0.609,0.242,0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,9,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,3,19,12,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,6,9,7,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,6,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853774782902064,0.0,0.22427569966597669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30461740880893995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313212991787655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350448949107122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051054893296365,0.0,0.0,0.5191208532380498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785716635325064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433463357107233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787723887932665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176928749131416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527404942009926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348225869481412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389578278034015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611998585588222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316284889004996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,valyriansteelice,2020/02/25,"Not a goddamn person is going to gove a damn about me except for myself No one, not my parents, not my brother, not any of my friends would really give a damn about me. All I have is myself. My family is my biggest curse. They will do nothing to help. It isn't that surpilrising seing as they never really did anything to help. I blame my parents for being the initial cause if fucking my life up. Sure, those other than my family have added salt to the wound. But these fucks I call my family have been the ones to start it all. For the past 5 years I have seen everything I worked for just fall to pieces. And yet I am unable to do anything about it. I never liked my family. If given a choice I would have never chosen any one of them.",2.250738665308201,3.964229000000003,3.8658278145695375,88.03478858889456,76.88079470198676,6.765359144167093,20.224656138563425,7.61054688173877,0.6318605196128373,573,13,119,8,13,191,86,151,0.15,0.799,0.051,-0.9259,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,5,7,4,0,8,0,18,4,0,1,6,19,25,5,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,3,4,2,25,3,20,17,3,11,0,0,1,2,12,2,4,2,8,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773689946779532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271818847686722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094904257579646,0.0,0.0,0.14179984206977425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405684684956253,0.0,0.5205079887421192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664540351020553,0.2552220389253629,0.0,0.1324156318309959,0.0784484015775461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504373671934385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749811575597347,0.06743686845983299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193830200191513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244818724102295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806080149469734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065427910214978,0.0,0.13176990900701396,0.0,0.12052673028684993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685735350007992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770179635670163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009623793623035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049103439664006,0.0,0.0,0.19611203232205046,0.0,0.0,0.08888993509538026 lonely,unknown_exe_,2020/02/25,I wanna disappear My parents are fighting again and I just want to disappear... I don’t want to listen to what they are fighting about... I just want love...,2.41,4.759872000000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7416666666666667,120,5,23,2,3,39,19,30,0.23199999999999998,0.638,0.131,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,4,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966074232331002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879407841508098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7775707961328624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayforfun132,2020/02/25,"I don’t know what to do I think I have depression. I want to tell my mom but I can’t bring myself to. Every time I get close and then I be quiet. I sat in the bathroom for 20 minutes crying because I was just thinking about all the things that are making me depressed. I made it worse because I started blaming myself about other things. Anyways, I just can’t bring myself to. I don’t know why. Also, I don’t know what to do for help. I don’t want to be put on meds or anything because I feel like it just ruins life (from what I’ve heard). I don’t know if a therapist is enough either. I just don’t know what to do.",-0.0014603174603138314,1.8628045629629641,2.2433068783068784,96.1541666666667,84.85185185185185,4.449735449735449,19.272486772486765,5.288315135182226,-0.4157513227513232,476,13,111,2,14,161,73,135,0.179,0.748,0.073,-0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,17,1,0,2,1,23,35,6,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,3,23,1,14,29,3,9,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,81,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526793885044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919474601506504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093339399701276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580160843116894,0.0,0.0,0.29137459086457984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477554504997264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251484810436044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552652886015961,0.12083967262815838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837307365184396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337662754473048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647977692594114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194745388561155,0.08263737918079134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005233488500198,0.1129078908939926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788577462815467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810459760052698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004089187718074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972412979084535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784318387558287,0.0,0.0,0.19639436505710575,0.22474940254020329,0.21676696884645585,0.0,0.0,0.09863181014672052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953625372181874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263014927384386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237670155046125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StrummerAce,2020/02/25,Why I’m I like this I feel lonely all the time. I was going to kill my self last December but did go through with it. I pushed my friends way to not hurt them when I did so I don’t have really any one. I have one real friend but he doesn’t go to my school (I’m in high school) so I’m pretty much alone every day. I’m in marching band but I don’t really talk to anyone in band I feel like I put a mask to talk to people even my own family. I don’t know. Thank you for read if you did...,-1.4344736842105237,0.11689476315789447,1.5711403508771935,100.71881578947368,88.21052631578947,5.203508771929825,13.008771929824562,6.42735559955562,-1.0783543859649125,369,4,102,4,12,130,67,114,0.061,0.723,0.21600000000000005,0.9637,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,21,7,1,1,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,3,0,2,4,2,18,5,12,17,3,15,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,7,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273099065914976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341428649176233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661456947730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075575646342827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015483709100103,0.0,0.14051707257594126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722280042921533,0.0,0.16865523309137465,0.11914574007271025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577034643913645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435015758410986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762093795262802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178538554458224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845143779573413,0.0,0.0916564452685432,0.13594576311044845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295793402985842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260050887634295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260252363053438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562238412127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967247678965547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765725580598312,0.0,0.0,0.1668224373871409,0.1898290853795844,0.21368362442220634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375750731123175,0.0,0.0,0.1739851019769734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680985608222605,0.0,0.15354613527990615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724918777960748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132380061927802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049057728415918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,101TheLegend101,2020/02/25,"I feel it building... A deep frustration, fuelling the monster of rage in its lair in my chest. It’s asleep now, but when I’m in school and people are being ridiculous it starts to get angry... but what really wakes it up is when I see someone I like, knowing that I’ll never have anything to do with them, or people enjoying time with their friends, taking them for granted, that what makes it roar, trying to break free. It has not yet succeeded, but everyday I feel more and more rage building up, ready to erupt, bursting free of its cage and taking control",6.715277777777778,6.455963675925927,6.398518518518523,81.24833333333333,65.01851851851852,9.051851851851852,32.814814814814824,8.344100000000001,2.4085814814814817,439,16,84,5,6,137,74,108,0.11900000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.205,0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,4,10,4,0,2,0,6,3,3,2,1,16,16,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,8,8,14,15,2,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247370329319666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032187259734069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733925546769249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088705081593233,0.0,0.14124588412697894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857641393787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320785755433972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045966056428664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850935746916846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37485108992290617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319211180883068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360702049317576,0.21543267777762115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906532743216304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913539935281892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065367126826345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576423298583232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354882181267934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kokorocrow,2020/02/25,"My boss moved my seat at work and now I miss my coworkers I can already feel the effects. I’m less productive and don’t talk as much as I usually do, and I’m not motivated to work. I used to look forward to work and now I dread it.",1.283269230769232,2.1635077115384647,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,77.65384615384616,8.276923076923078,26.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,1.7032153846153846,179,7,45,4,4,64,33,52,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7253,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,10,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,9,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,28,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293941113550803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092687526259854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506586864416417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172504960429929,0.2194264757890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399171214887899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578018504873583,0.32874753274384194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519187108369798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kevinhotdogdude,2020/02/25,"the one person i could call my friend just cancelled on me for my birthday Its my birthday on the 4th of march but im away at college so i wont be back home until the 6th of march. i asked the one person that i thought would say yes to come over and watch everybodys everything (Lil peep documentary coming out on netflix on my birthday) He said he would come last week, but hes just said now he cant because its one of his mates birthday party the day after. (lousy excuse if you ask me) i just want someone to spend the day with. one day is all i ask for. im gonna sit in my room, drop some acid, get drunk and pass out. no one cares",2.3691240875912456,3.1984204014598565,3.5340218978102165,94.12658029197081,74.91240875912408,6.355912408759124,23.189051094890512,6.2581,0.2535962043795621,493,13,118,3,10,160,87,137,0.071,0.815,0.114,0.7227,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,1,8,1,0,0,1,21,21,7,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,3,8,1,0,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,5,16,2,20,12,2,28,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,2,11,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816335592896159,0.0,0.12784636917465309,0.10463280692763734,0.0,0.08294968545513624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894716673472554,0.0,0.1387369100027744,0.0,0.0,0.3516481157107869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864432834446816,0.0,0.0,0.2632701741671796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222948880587178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513073655719282,0.0,0.07109325277561157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649370850434814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939673844565117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091878986870164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610376431961272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376298183104363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588758121846462,0.10821181695584796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152953894969634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802786640420832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026020108585323,0.0,0.10915066818256068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332668569979367,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cookiegreenneon,2020/02/25,Is anybody up for a chat？ Im about to cry I 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lonely,tempuser58295,2020/02/25,For me people who give damn about me are attractive What is ur parameter of 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lonely,Angelo8624,2020/02/25,"I’m looking for a friend to be honest Hey I am not sure if this is the right place or subreddit but I am just looking for a friend lol If you want to be friends pm me? I’ll add you on Instagram, Facebook, discord what ever it is lol. If you’re kinda lonely like me, I look forward to our friendship :)",0.02393406593406766,1.9994186461538448,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,85.61538461538461,4.945054945054945,23.131868131868128,6.1826913282559595,0.4024945054945057,232,9,53,2,7,79,46,65,0.092,0.529,0.379,0.9761,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,2,12,11,5,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,6,6,9,0,5,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,5,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273307733346203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825010788985697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278087738253847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331293944792203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257295816523624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462349462306884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368634636036213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823338145799064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hails2bro,2020/02/25,"I just want to be taken on a date. I feel like the romance in my relationship is gone. I’m lonely in my own relationship. I just want to go on a date to rediscover our flame. It feels like it has drastically dimmed. I don’t know when it went sour, but I can’t come to grips with the reality. It’s like knowing that you’re losing your best friend. I’m fully aware of what’s happening- I’m watching it crumble, and I am alone in this... and have no one to speak to about it.",0.5705882352941174,2.396771156862748,3.0801568627450986,91.14670588235296,82.52941176470588,6.432941176470589,20.003921568627447,7.554174236665415,0.4190674509803918,366,10,88,6,10,127,67,102,0.099,0.6990000000000001,0.203,0.875,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,22,4,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,6,10,6,14,18,2,12,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,6,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387689715627336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697957896641564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945201759073562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283583418010653,0.3226454719127991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446460073052875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833623024235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968802173876485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482047366483412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309663410641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262993602971257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530185195614957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848829692791677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638382637750685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933335754217586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yaggytew,2020/02/25,"I’ve learned that loneliness and being alone are two different things. I’ve been lonely many times before. Each time, I’d wish to not be alone anymore. But now, I’m married and I’m still very, very lonely. I work from home, so I already lead an isolated lifestyle. But as I get older, I’m starting to realize that I’ve set myself up for complete loneliness. My husband is a social butterfly. I’m an introvert. He says I’m welcome to join him when he goes out with his friends. But because they’re his friends, I feel in my heart he’s just playing lip service and I’m not really welcome to join. Every single night I sit at home, sometimes he’s in another room, sometimes he’s not there at all. My best friend, my cat, passed away last month, and I’m free falling into depression without feeling like someone is by my side and on my team. I wish I had someone to talk to.",3.1193946731234874,4.614314728813562,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,74.02824858757063,7.317029862792575,30.15698143664245,7.957251820313856,2.0541964487489914,685,31,138,10,14,226,111,177,0.134,0.685,0.18,0.8961,1,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,6,12,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,1,25,20,11,0,2,8,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,9,0,0,4,2,1,3,4,3,0,1,2,3,17,10,21,16,4,26,0,3,0,0,18,11,0,0,11,73,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28386390345244605,0.15122687811930927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436982275846956,0.0,0.0,0.1359067038384481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287534466880232,0.0,0.0,0.08353821835523517,0.0,0.11661081575172592,0.0,0.14381486402005553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436836715681957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180322188239182,0.0,0.0,0.14317747195381164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546198099977276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858292776619285,0.09790129358868037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176299359608121,0.0,0.07159766358806881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623928777033948,0.0,0.0,0.2749242787983596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170576521066597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695074675907829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138936894908145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938389789155288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860261243204188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779123465465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897958616568353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396948654824836,0.232226834141728,0.0,0.2710718242089703,0.0,0.09699750856136906,0.0,0.10944019828806133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014743749019107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104318459085964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981807286205707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386801718043995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226144450365808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517812027724346,0.13210152156851482,0.0,0.09976664025338902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jesskenziee,2020/02/25,"First pancake day without my family I’m 18 and have been homeless for 11 months and this is my first pancake day alone. I know it’s not really a special occasion but it’s still upsetting to not spend it the way I have all my life. I could go and buy pancake mix and make some but I’ve no motivation, what’s the point doing it by myself. I’m probably just going to spend all day in bed before going to work later, I don’t know if I’ll even have the motivation to eat first. Sorry for the depressing rant over something so stupid I just needed to get it off my chest",1.1147500000000008,3.1429129750000016,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,81.75,6.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8488333333333338,447,13,97,8,12,153,75,120,0.191,0.76,0.049,-0.9516,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,6,5,4,1,1,5,0,8,3,1,3,2,22,18,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,4,0,3,3,5,3,0,3,1,0,10,1,12,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113622306959688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703688014410333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734667824146055,0.0,0.0,0.3570548618110156,0.0,0.1589510482463106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883882646803185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189231031487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739755682508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709296776667943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964187896551181,0.0,0.3146488938810037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284567004174214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035181368131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231873208959474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730456992482185,0.0,0.0,0.13684011230349574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445764977041753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897411547145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822626833790845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207417946006004,0.0,0.20658654094041215,0.0,0.0,0.14738038826604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648572876264634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778978277073026,0.0,0.13435324868327614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wearydesign,2020/02/25,Ever just hope someone will break the rules at the same level you will break them for them? I would always make exceptions to my rules for her. But I was never the exception....never.....,3.6470476190476178,5.686534657142857,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,73.85714285714286,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.7705238095238096,143,3,27,2,3,45,26,35,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813821456038091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146018896317895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552428552052178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30595076258035603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35350613385480906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883566631425813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255971764454808,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InsideMyHead_2000,2020/02/25,"Another birthday wasted My birthday is tomorrow (I'll be turning 20) and I feel obligated to spend the day with my dad because my sister told me that he bought me a new phone (so I can't just ignore him if I want to get the gift). I know that without the context it seems that I'm a terrible person and a greedy asshole, but please trust me when I say that I got my reasons to hate him and just see him when I feel obligated to. So, here I go to another day of listening to him rambling about how my mother is a horrible person, questioning my career choices and trying to manipulate me against my mom and sister. I'm really sorry if this post triggered someone that wanted his father back on your birthday's more than anything on the word, but I just needed to get this feeling of my chest and don't have anyone to talk to. Thanks for reading",11.191754385964911,6.095903233918133,11.120321637426901,66.09697368421057,60.520467836257325,13.97309941520468,44.28947368421053,10.864195022040775,4.696866666666667,667,27,130,11,6,226,102,171,0.11,0.799,0.091,-0.4934,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,0,8,0,6,1,1,4,0,30,27,15,0,5,8,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,7,0,1,7,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,3,6,27,2,20,23,1,11,0,0,1,0,21,2,0,4,7,90,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494762929579167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651961406776733,0.0,0.13713175885443782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813703025918044,0.0,0.10158311400844974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493996809197094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527768540208944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412661572640858,0.0,0.0947062068668216,0.0,0.13327843358320615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645239851094375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158181243890312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516851521946588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356256356389865,0.0,0.1609434027829182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910098669185677,0.0,0.18292232967247588,0.0,0.0,0.15959649667804116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667662196032228,0.0,0.1666865993616406,0.0,0.1067548144364696,0.171335220013862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325200123252154,0.0,0.0,0.13279170338362406,0.15170416644605447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411948054010787,0.0,0.0,0.18654152036780755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394012848974615,0.0,0.15342110771067566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923309814955836,0.0,0.11313864244737568,0.1812581038264167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657895295226802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606364630512037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ifbookswereedible,2020/02/25,"Maybe it's loneliness, maybe i'm just hungry At my mid 20's, I finally came to the conclusion that i'll probably never have a true friend. Those I had loved to say we were close friends when they needed me. They would vent or whine for hours and i'd have to be there. But whenever I would tell them about my problems, all i'd get in return were answers like ""Hah. Happens."". So I've decided to cut contact with them completely and move on. I'm not a social person, I don't go out a lot so there's no way i'd meet new people. I can't seem to really bond with anyone. I thought friendship was like a shield, but most people don't really care unless they're bored or depressed. Guess it's alright. After all, my friends and I didn't have much in common, and now I won't have to share my bucket of pop corn nor help anyone hide a corpse.",1.8464406779661005,3.3841310451977438,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,77.53107344632768,6.753898305084746,21.4045197740113,7.554174236665415,0.6118018079096044,653,17,147,9,15,216,115,177,0.188,0.7090000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9328,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,4,1,8,15,1,0,6,2,16,1,0,0,4,33,28,13,0,4,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,7,1,18,10,18,17,5,20,0,2,0,1,17,7,0,6,11,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124790042439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809498300815887,0.16130540532558987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587993447965926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362658436502133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331107053545922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666974290878327,0.0,0.08265807530710692,0.0,0.0899142586168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428589911922954,0.0,0.13990437770685818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604467436063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580475517760894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545866049294139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450428938789594,0.1427904949506769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178859589511396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815194835519404,0.11630238529128455,0.11731054028238275,0.1220211284629638,0.15279998237965958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936546902806656,0.13814266931289113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057689149214034,0.15138538383405034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270646056661698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581475971125874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402823327368056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127493737088236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828231294267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560088570836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557955189843573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477536364644796,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,minvervabrate,2020/02/25,"I ended a toxic relationship a couple of days ago. Every day that passes makes me feel worse. I felt great right after I broke up with my ex. But now, lying in bed, I miss him. I’m not forgetting the bad things he’s done, but I miss the good. I miss his love and the fun we had. I missed my alone time when I was with him, and now I miss having him beside me. I have never spent a long period of time being single, and it’s taking everything I have to not download Tinder right now. I wish things could have been better in my relationship. I wish it could have worked out, but we tried and failed, and I couldn’t take it anymore. Why can’t I keep the same strong independent mindset I had when I was breaking up with him? Why did these feelings come so quickly?",2.23489776046738,3.7212051772151935,3.638607594936712,90.62289678675756,76.34177215189874,6.380525803310612,19.115871470301848,7.010146845296331,0.08370535540408898,590,11,131,6,13,194,94,158,0.134,0.6659999999999999,0.201,0.9548,0,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,2,0,0,4,7,14,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,1,31,35,11,0,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,9,3,29,6,12,22,2,26,0,7,0,1,12,7,0,0,16,92,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326848485064341,0.0,0.0,0.15502632955390167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484452035048785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497895888541748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238235022904113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893855383649572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901921187817846,0.16562126811247374,0.0,0.19306615908795102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531775628006812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257461017644487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611428857079546,0.0,0.1345253277642133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136833087356907,0.0,0.14371904550481265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554690446017847,0.0,0.16502591200312106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304502800979753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132464645277898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350946500667406,0.0,0.0999144897779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154446705724144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214068080453424,0.0,0.255656736309513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508580641604428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888531886385133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745625909518524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162485523582708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701310487455965,0.0,0.3442558673224513,0.0,0.0,0.10897092488547727,0.0,0.15253965022856886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soomloo,2020/02/25,"I am terrified of my birthday It’s months away, but thinking about it just makes my heart drop like a stone. I feel so ashamed and embarrassed. I have no one to celebrate with. I’ll have gone without a hug for literal months. All the people I care about are in another state and theres only a few. I’ve recently had to break up with my best friend, my soul mate. Birthdays are the time when you gather all the people who care about you, but these past few years that number has just been dwindling. I’m made to be alone and my life’s journey and lesson is to learn to accept that and be at peace with it.",2.718,4.175647400000003,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,75.0,6.920000000000001,22.9,7.554174236665415,0.7197200000000001,475,13,106,6,10,150,84,125,0.147,0.617,0.235,0.9492,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,8,9,0,2,6,0,11,3,1,2,2,22,19,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,1,11,7,18,13,5,16,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011799295279413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228572570313852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967984605319872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303814496919155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333789846374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746204623557097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420090321471278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518502273459229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150116912139879,0.10383189848418264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011019462703245,0.1418660753957365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33928039137636284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401648824671368,0.16163938264909794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288486295053176,0.29468443428792074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984869677991727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361812664384503,0.0,0.0,0.12392851999892515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204872274635954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686297907777972 lonely,newleslieknope20,2020/02/25,"Last single friend I'm officially the last single friend in my group of girl friends. This is easily one of the loneliest feelings because it seems like everyone is happy with their SO and you are just sitting in a corner of self pity wondering what is wrong with you. Why are you still single? Is it how I look? Does my personality suck that bad? This type of loneliness is different than just feeling alone. You begin to wonder if you will end up a spinster? Yes, I have ambition and goals for my life but it would so much sweeter to share success with someone who completes me than to sit alone. I know this is a temporary feeling, but it really sucks and I just wanted to vent to someone other than my taken friends.",3.2983121195351406,5.6282616978417295,4.200143884892089,83.99381848367459,75.90647482014387,7.1546209186496945,26.51964582180409,8.139509932561175,1.8404516878804642,572,22,107,10,13,184,88,139,0.12300000000000001,0.69,0.187,0.8812,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,2,7,13,2,0,5,1,11,1,0,1,0,22,25,9,0,3,6,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,15,8,19,22,4,11,0,1,1,0,16,4,2,4,6,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174909694790928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797726339519153,0.09343431697930883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607047166958449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013855169787905,0.0,0.0,0.13413097997061976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357551379638303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645973310943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324995934034485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736759885155049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316286458578594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842353000937175,0.24987729163020955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826185386107703,0.07488186147433121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871143189778908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267391645599402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386232824735347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383281471128275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981911538003718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395347574560812,0.15989805445680186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597368732480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240469546097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040488855300816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830581037336598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33243790653375266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888134616256853,0.1675808948190589,0.0,0.0 lonely,AgentM-O-TheMIB,2020/02/25,"Being as realistic as possible. So, I've just left high school (finally), and I know for a fact I'm not a lonely person, I've got friends I talk to regularly, but naturally, as uni and apprenticeships begin, there's nights where I just stare at a screen, and stuck with myself, my head starts thinking myself to be really isolated. It feels like my friends are all doing things with themselves and I'm just kinda working at a gas station during the day and coming home at night and staring at a screen. The best way I can describe it is dying of thirst on an island in the middle of a freshwater lake, I know for a fact I'm not alone, and I have people there to talk to me, but this nagging feeling I'm just alone and anxious really pulls at me.",6.3454000000000015,5.591825640000002,7.219833333333337,76.69575000000003,65.93333333333334,10.166666666666668,31.416666666666664,9.516144504307137,2.642266666666666,586,19,117,10,8,197,91,150,0.08199999999999999,0.769,0.149,0.848,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,11,0,7,2,2,0,3,28,21,14,1,0,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,11,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,6,12,4,20,17,2,20,0,1,4,0,5,11,0,1,7,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538588869026492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299045657584024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927664307877744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471558195008281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017189201025096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729565474677486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275461926165758,0.12204173321890315,0.0,0.18713706046579476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396728436656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662919300091675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532193769946972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049237911226287,0.17135746760136866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877685502550104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856084310544684,0.0,0.0,0.08345941994501396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206267280517311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843273748982368,0.14916307989006156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258633624912114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887748457534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289013853530735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091509344584996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746150472209487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349255600154545,0.10946163626259664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559773258729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124367035895409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Just_AdZ,2020/02/25,"Anyone else have only their own thoughts for company? So it's been years now. Too many years since I cut every friend out of my life. Years of time spent alone has taught me the value of other people in your life. It's also taught me that social skills are like a muscle. They need excercise, and I want nothing more than to find friendship and love. Hopefully there aren't too many other people that feel as lonely as I do right now. But if there is anyone, I'd like to know your coping mechanisms. God knows I could use some.",3.063904761904759,4.958553104761903,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.09523809523809,6.19047619047619,18.33333333333333,6.937597516519254,0.0303333333333331,416,7,85,4,9,129,78,105,0.057999999999999996,0.7340000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9451,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,1,8,7,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,16,20,8,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,11,5,11,14,3,9,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,3,8,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679478801167426,0.0,0.14423090950989992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221870958374193,0.18479639612144336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399987131856246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506645892497939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519580052408714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119359065834792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484243827027995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393428701391781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913455246311755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823826863386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547820503356073,0.17622600684317544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277864923554214,0.0,0.0,0.36570606569869707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373194969913088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730567839534619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716913284209042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500727709477035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402333913249153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919263810116112,0.0,0.0,0.18385058802301213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318279746461254,0.10516723922139462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557699805512026,0.0,0.0,0.10637884926418506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348430732361294 lonely,Layotam,2020/02/25,"I often find myself envious of others around me and it wares me down Im touch starved, often wishing i had someone to love and after my last relationship i feel as if ill never find romance or achieve my dreams.",8.022142857142857,6.449678357142857,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,63.04761904761904,10.304761904761904,37.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.30572380952381,169,7,31,2,2,56,34,42,0.223,0.605,0.172,-0.3867,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,4,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,3,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059246139931137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369336403577746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556352960930401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32833334999799274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477712819920116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743394356291875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443582522022335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263436497410412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575477653267452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34954367292346605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rickyricoq,2020/02/25,"Sad and don’t know what to do It’s kinda always been an issue. I wouldn’t say it’s as bad as my peers but it’s definitely bad. There’s a lot that I obviously can’t write cause it would take a while but I’ll just say the grand scheme of things. So basically I’m not really happy. I haven’t been happy. It definitely started to get really bad last year but it was always an issue growing up. I was very emotional growing up and by the time I was in 4th or 5th grade I had self esteem issues. There wasn’t much of a reason why, I just did. I didn’t like myself. Tbh I hated almost everything about myself until like middle of 7th/8th grade. I found a group of friends that I would hang out with everyday and everything felt authentic. Like we always said shit how it was and got along great. We did lie about something or start some shit with each over someone else. Like we just stuck by each other. It’s hard to explain. But they all stopped talking to me. First, one of them ended up stopping talking to me because my friend. Then the other friend just stopped wanting to hang out. It wasn’t that he wasn’t friends with us anymore, he just stayed inside all day. So it was just me and the other friend and he prioritizes school over a lot of things so basically I was alone. Like yeah I could text people but it’s not really enough. It’s not very easy for my to make new friends. I’m an introvert and honestly I’m just awkward if I don’t know you. This all happened in 10th grade. 11th grade was by far my worst year. My grandfather passed away. He was more of a father to me, as my dad wasn’t really in my life for the first 10 years. I found a girlfriend and she cheated on me. My grades were slacking causing more stress. I was alone. I had 1 close friend. There was a lot of times where I honestly wanted to kill myself. I found another girlfriend. Shes been great. We’re very close. But I still feel depressed. I’m in my senior year now. The whole reason why I started feeling this way was after February break. I had a lot of time to myself and I was able to reflect. A lot of the nights I smoked weed just so I didn’t have to think because I knew it wasn’t going to be well. Every vacation, whether summer, Holliday, April, February, whatever, I get really sad. I don’t smoke when I have school or if I have to do something in the morning cause the mornings are hell. So I was thinking. I realized I’m very dependent on people. I need social interaction in real life to stay happy. The issue is I’m not able to get it. Even when I do, I’m sometimes still not happy. I just don’t know what to do. About a month ago, me and my gf broke up. She wasn’t happy. I was obviously sad about it, but I was finally gonna get help for everything because as bad as it sounds, I know I need her. Without her, I genuinely don’t think I can live. She’s pretty much all I have at this point I feel like. I would never tell her this, as I don’t want her to feel trapped. I don’t know what to do. I can’t really bring myself to tell my mom about it. My sister was suicidal and it hurt my whole family. I just don’t want her to feel bad. I don’t want to be put on meds or something either, but I just don’t know what to do. I stayed home from school yesterday and I want to again. I have no motivation. There’s a lot more to it I just kinda wrote this up in a couple minutes. I probably forgot some important stuff but the main issue is really this paragraph. I know I have some issue. I just don’t know how to fix it, well more so I can’t bring myself to tell 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lonely,dynamicgoods,2020/02/25,"Feeling so bad mentally it hurts physically Does anyone elses heart/chest hurt when they think about this stuff, I also get a feeling in my back (it honestly just feels like I need a hug feeling I know that's weird but it's such a clear feeling like when you're stomach feels hungry or bladder needs to pee) Idk if this is just me I have a number of mental health issues most of which come with some physical pains/discomforts I'll link in the comments another post I made in R/virgin that gives some more info",2.6023529411764703,4.933177470588237,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,78.21568627450979,6.432941176470589,22.945098039215694,7.554174236665415,1.0249498039215688,410,13,81,6,10,130,78,102,0.096,0.71,0.19399999999999998,0.7785,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,5,0,2,5,3,1,1,24,16,7,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,8,4,8,15,4,8,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,5,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893363693932786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906117461786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273407219464228,0.16519670801620345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397405651930946,0.1346182942590672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888328352625784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410913411641241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346849542581059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489129050732224,0.2303620297745883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423475577636634,0.15466418530840514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137737748501886,0.0,0.1910554577851659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451949165191986,0.0,0.0,0.16827970457911562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860646113364974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753530268091326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255743388069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32495895766415384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909641433014295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544114535776803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845670049710874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330812274957818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RIPmypancreas,2020/02/25,"I'm hurt. (They all move on. We talk because they're either bored or lonely. I am aware of that, but i let it happen because i just want to matter for a while. Then someone else comes along and he/she takes them. And i am left alone. I wish someone could stay. I wish i was someone's favorite person. I wish someone could make efforts for me like i always do for them. I wish my favorite persons could ask me out. But my whole life is just me clinging to some kind of hope, then i discover something i didnt expect at all, and i realize it was not hope, it was a fucking joke, an illusion.)",1.0798780487804898,3.015496764227642,2.7018089430894316,93.94832317073171,81.35772357723576,5.0756097560975615,23.258130081300806,5.985473137389443,0.3393691056910573,454,16,100,3,12,149,78,123,0.06,0.654,0.28600000000000003,0.985,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,3,1,2,9,1,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,2,31,26,9,0,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,22,5,11,18,5,10,0,2,0,1,8,4,1,4,4,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958040083731828,0.0,0.0,0.10410489416939216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696472724968165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253670069424974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777465697340158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996801127794111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451671631093933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566590304493185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063792197495467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485329206351697,0.0,0.0,0.13393715489807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028700734391965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593675775869685,0.12793757060755195,0.08837173820550723,0.06112439444314556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351458537484997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329764117963451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848948716781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240348404608996,0.09631889145556767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335490714996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940701786016322,0.10056191666210547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379549544714414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968534444757955,0.5754998316299774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LavaConfetti,2020/02/25,"Entering Uni has been so lonely I miss the solid friendships I had in high school. It’s not like I can’t talk to people it’s just that I never end up talking to the people I talk to again. Idk it feels like people don’t wanna be friends with me. It’s made the first week feel so lonely. On top of this I really wanna find love. I’ve never had a boyfriend before and I don’t know how to date. I also don’t know anyone I want to date. I thought I was gonna be friends with this one guy but he basically sent me a dtf message on the second day of knowing him and I got scared and ghosted him. Idk is it too much to ask for to be friends first then and see if you like them. Maybe it’s just me but I take a while to develop feelings :/",0.04761503067484797,1.7481471472392691,2.282511503067486,96.84315375766873,83.66257668711657,5.056595092024541,18.776457055214728,5.985473137389443,-0.3713432515337423,567,14,139,4,16,192,95,163,0.134,0.76,0.106,-0.5333,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,8,11,0,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,2,27,30,13,1,4,6,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,4,0,4,8,4,20,7,19,18,1,20,0,3,1,1,16,6,0,1,15,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929225160773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430405613498483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945504860159008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269338072884907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620316148866546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212151412088008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226276506169048,0.10656802161591583,0.0,0.0,0.13633988503983185,0.2537700990855746,0.0,0.0,0.3457481779918742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930593256136725,0.0,0.0,0.14770306059319818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760769084000867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594197076593635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186327176982708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463294135048126,0.14114951085797753,0.0,0.0,0.14986264205608946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965808489739652,0.0,0.2301002379401847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108234777689458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102498349366129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556296806120017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934651559122347,0.15096934085294944,0.11887022965876165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215826888431944,0.3596947722276968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184253663731836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798511009384599,0.0,0.11965623592926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PacketPowered,2020/02/25,"I've hit a new low this weekend. I drank non-stop, called an adult hotline for the first time numerous times racking up over $1000 in charges just to talk to someone, and called out of work. I just woke up and I'm still a little bit drunk. I'm not sure where I went wrong in life but I'm pretty sure that I fucked up everything and every relationship by drinking too much. And the worst part is that this is not at all a new revelation or epiphany for me. This is literally probably over the thousandth time I have woke up and said to myself, ""I have a problem and I need to stop now"". I just don't. Every time I try to sober up I quickly realize how lonely I am, and go right back to it. The only thing stopping me from drinking the rest of this vodka is that I need to work later today. And I really don't want to go to work today. I haven't even eaten an appropriate amount of food this weekend. I'm going to start shaking soon but not from alcohol withdrawal, but from low blood sugar. I would be perfectly fine driving to get food, but shouldn't and won't be because I know there's still a significant amount of alcohol in my blood. I *need* to drink water but can't seem to bring myself to walk that far at the moment. My bed is literally half covered by beer cans and trash. I have done very little more than work, drink, and watch YouTube for the past few years. I have numerous unpaid bills and obligations that I have ignored. I have numerous potential job interviews sitting in my inbox that I don't have the energy to respond to. I often feel like crying for no reason but can't work my way up to something that feels cathartic. I stopped going to certain businesses because I have made a complete ass out of myself so much so that I can't even bring myself to show my face there even drunk. I sometimes feel ""grateful"" that I don't have close family or children because I would only end up (emotionally) hurting them. I'm an adult man but choosing to drink every day has turned me into nothing more than a pathetic lonely little child who can barely take care of himself. I used to be a ""happy drunk"", but I'm not anymore. I'm just a bad, selfish person now, even sober. I get irritated when people who don't have something for me try to talk to me. That's not who I think I am, but apparently I am. I'm not suicidal or anything but I don't want to be me anymore. I don't know myself but I know how I think, though, and there's a good chance that by the end of the day I will somehow talk myself into drinking again and everything I have written here will just be another cry for help out to people who can do little to help me stop making bad choices. I just need someone somewhere to know how I feel and how bad my alcoholism has gotten.",4.511569790431004,4.944490455516018,5.552781731909847,83.05698200869911,69.71174377224199,8.450850138394621,28.77837089758798,8.430304187100639,1.9094482404112303,2164,74,447,31,36,717,233,562,0.172,0.74,0.08800000000000001,-0.9919,2,4,13,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,7,34,24,1,1,23,0,48,25,4,8,5,90,98,37,1,10,26,0,4,1,0,6,4,1,1,6,22,21,19,5,14,14,1,10,20,15,0,2,10,7,63,9,68,76,12,75,0,5,1,2,23,30,2,6,34,305,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028621315187357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634835242899728,0.0,0.0,0.1255016994335854,0.0,0.0,0.05206914717261309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048653834403954536,0.15849355213128818,0.115713810376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907886855730991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129219747414123,0.0,0.06451210517232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634163162437128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900713311785046,0.08161304810315584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475131561239185,0.0,0.3719068484859869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117478339994426,0.1120840450620699,0.0,0.0,0.1671676380712265,0.0,0.15993333396560985,0.0,0.1137332621913514,0.0,0.05964913773369573,0.0,0.12797303191028234,0.045202989900818384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382086977010043,0.153022451088043,0.0,0.0,0.05849583438411395,0.06611615322859986,0.0,0.14384039013873964,0.053071266354054215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673563967485421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848225162883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773617310326578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278972563664258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390950399834845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469232873492127,0.030912501956488782,0.2536688603628236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059871430632486365,0.04223591591073672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302740595157664,0.18766760846590835,0.0,0.12222093256836718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607131520298897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624552387717447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851962398167585,0.06040223490525577,0.08773251076459743,0.0552484549014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437245049708952,0.06822012158673461,0.0605447150623522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405349730121809,0.06505625583219972,0.0,0.06793264394340806,0.0,0.054035688120824765,0.06018810575315903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760231353674186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722378483077867,0.09742290120637603,0.06257964773987039,0.0,0.04478569423531159,0.0,0.10106146704747496,0.2644996713541401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921153468677882,0.0,0.11927007589716035,0.0,0.04757420677230608,0.15257184012466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203646349035381,0.08108690540522104,0.0621664272788341,0.0,0.14758241630398866,0.0,0.1199527911401111,0.0,0.0,0.08591784534398411,0.06882399061463687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054648458701517084,0.0,0.05220771315320845,0.07464134142095256,0.050223991212277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865567299478972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032128925485185,0.0,0.0,0.08989613131957983,0.06918023453169726,0.0,0.040746410017315146 lonely,ThrowRABasicguy892,2020/02/25,"In a relationship, and got a Wonderful daughter. Still lonely, how? Hey guys. I recently posted in R/Relationshipadvice. Hence my name. The post was about me 23M not getting any intimate or sexual attention from my gf 28F. I have now realised that she is not the problem. I am. I have No friends, which I know is my fault. I have a crew I'm gaming with from time to time. But I thought I was fine without any friends.. I usually work in retail where I am a very social person and I usually take the initiativ to speak to the customers. I love talking to People, but I don't know how to procceed making friends at my age. I'm currently in maternity leave so I don't get to socialise much, my daughter is only 9 Months old. (She is hell of a cute and amazing little person). But it gets lonely, I'm used to speaking to People daily, but noe the only one I talk to is my Gf, which really isnt much. I feel like I'm gradually losing my feeling for my Gf as well because I don't feel appreciated. Life has become Groundhog Day. I put on my ""Life is awesome, I am happy"" whenever I'm with my daughter, gf or other people. But when I'm alone all i do is thinking about how much I suck and my Life sucks. Only time I feel good are when Gaming, then my mind can really just shut down. I actually have No issues with talking to people, and I am confident with my looks and my personality. People generally like me. But I just don't know where to bein making friends at this age. I don't party(Alcohol is overrated IMO). I'm a laidback guy who doesn't feel the need to try out everything in life. I feel more comfortable speaking to Girls for some reason. I am also wondering rn if my relationship is worth keeping. But i really want to, because of my Wonderful daughter. If anyone wants to get a New internetfriend, send a messages my way. Maybe we can help eachother. Really doesnt matter if you're a girl or a guy, but as I said I feel more comfortable around women. I don't know if thats the solution to the problem, but maybe we could give eachother some advice as well. I consider myself a good listener, but it would be great to get some advice myself as well.",2.391405835543768,4.322517873563218,4.547586206896554,82.32488063660479,77.16091954022987,7.679929266136162,25.636604774535808,8.5409612609427,1.8919230769230768,1685,63,337,35,39,582,201,435,0.091,0.703,0.20600000000000002,0.9954,1,5,1,0,0,0,59.0,2,0,0,2,19,29,3,0,19,0,37,5,0,7,1,76,81,35,0,11,22,4,7,2,8,1,4,5,0,9,9,14,0,1,18,3,2,2,14,9,3,1,5,13,58,20,45,73,9,38,1,3,1,1,46,15,3,13,20,222,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.07195215234790996,0.0,0.0,0.14410082772256386,0.0,0.07879747488268751,0.0,0.07636449375954124,0.0,0.05896374575779574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028107336144933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155538406361602,0.0,0.0,0.06563743713722282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989313085156309,0.08143160443126621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058869293901250876,0.0,0.0,0.04755127578417008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626589549086025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609690945452416,0.05267441638317523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278617696017258,0.0,0.19261058795327787,0.07073080320112896,0.0,0.1236864193297638,0.05897050797630569,0.08129019285684154,0.0,0.2190199010017144,0.0,0.07848947373144498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942125013685022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695743292860903,0.0,0.06553671392742118,0.0,0.0,0.16208551843584626,0.0,0.0,0.0780719285623761,0.0,0.0,0.2083174000730752,0.07204381847636718,0.0738992000502327,0.0,0.0,0.06191661674073274,0.08248765657483333,0.0,0.0,0.06654633823593213,0.0,0.09843385253446003,0.0,0.14814814215836491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744486700493585,0.0,0.05885247040107105,0.0,0.16260531638144934,0.05467161448644014,0.0,0.07121117770054408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736971408786696,0.0,0.04996295882247916,0.16823035857296262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555836910620011,0.19314077173173766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123044857767253,0.0,0.0,0.14110383131702098,0.0,0.07412139197419472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889393645163044,0.07580915146441718,0.07280181542966607,0.15832193317018967,0.0,0.0,0.07013636378285422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516086091702864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888276203889846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543756247367957,0.17778984648377294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724472239457358,0.0,0.058535261930202837,0.12898180514643348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500594360054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368109000441033,0.16241156672702012,0.06083692311237333,0.08697851858986917,0.05852531948318231,0.0,0.0,0.1988827534659345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107536884227135,0.2398788143226553,0.05367803996478632,0.0,0.0,0.052377356705318484,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CosmicGut,2020/02/25,"Im lonley Ive become isolated. My partner left me, i have next to no friends, my health has failed and i am lonley. Im fighting every reason not to end it all. Im deathly alone. The thoughts and memorys of what i once was haunt me and the flashbacks make my heart heavy. Ive lost all hope. Im broken",-1.5919160839160824,0.2691222000000053,1.0560839160839173,98.01573426573427,103.92307692307692,3.594405594405595,18.216783216783217,5.565023196281405,-0.3616153846153845,233,8,53,2,11,79,44,65,0.282,0.635,0.083,-0.9081,0,1,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,2,10,10,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,10,2,3,7,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936251698042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126398688030827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338630436114473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591183504340596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379863634031142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408251405625864,0.0,0.20521943741575316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200707016482067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482575782661208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881608550691905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904670715520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155991657736543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841791671453971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443132085037936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805814649441426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748577899264708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyaff,2020/02/25,"I wish I had more friends, but I'm so boring. And I'm too lazy and depressed to become interesting. I don't expect any help, I don't think there is any. But I needed to write this for my sanity tonight. Thanks for caring if you do.",0.4318000000000026,2.2903345800000032,2.7059999999999995,93.473,83.2,5.6000000000000005,18.0,6.742157984588678,-0.13819999999999988,179,4,42,2,5,61,35,50,0.23399999999999999,0.513,0.253,0.0445,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,11,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526663182956169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36758027547177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33933838772996083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666262977109697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571406170388807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230863172393493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678633380451984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064215536493468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326152411798455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38273358624127257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ComplexDirection9,2020/02/25,"i thought i found someone who understood me.. this is going to sound messy, edgy, and rambly...probably, or so it does in my head. i thought that he understood how it felt like to be an outcast and maybe he does but almost too much. to the point where he's refusing to see me also being there and instead wants to be alone. and it makes me feel like i'm taking up too much space and then i get stuck inside my head, going in circles of should i be feeling this way? am i actually valid or is that something people say? what are my actual issues? are they actual issues? shouldn't we accept our flaws? if i don't, would i be rejecting myself? i have to love myself right? so i should be kind to myself, but what if there are things about myself that are not ok? i'm too dependent, too needy, too quick to start a relationship, too based in fantasies of true love and romance because stories told me it was real. because i've witnessed it in other people. and fuck does it hurt because if it is real it is nowhere near me at all. i'm constantly grasping at straws hoping to grab the one i need. i'm alone in my head, in my life. my friends have their own friends, their own lives. some of them have their own issues and understandeably cannot carry mine with their own. but then where do i go? am i being left alone? abandoned? i'm always abandoned. i disappeared a long time ago from online because i felt the same way and no one seemed to really care. abandoning the abandoner, i suppose it's fair. i wish you could get a little ""ping"" sound in your head, a soft ping not an annoying one, for whenever someone was thinking about you. then maybe i would feel more than instead of less than. but there i go again, basing my happiness on what others think of me. why? why am i like this? how can i change this? i'm here posting and doing the very thing i'm speaking of. looking for validation, some comfort in sharing similar thoughts. but why? why do i need that? and even if i found it , would you even care after you've realized i'm not the person you thought i was? i don't have my shit together, i don't have ANYTHING IN MY LIFE figured out. i am lost. i am alone. i am without purpose. i have no hobbies. my friends are all digital. i exist in my head and the outside life is something i ghost around on autopilot. i'm 27 years old, which is so young in retrospect, but fuck i feel like i've wasted so much time doing nothing. having crippling social anxiety doesn't help. neither does being poor because i can't pay to see a therapist. so i kind of am just stuck here. stagnant in my life. waiting. but i don't know what i'm waiting for.",1.5838597987378478,3.827100795497184,3.044614020126214,90.49478731025071,81.38273921200751,5.977676957189153,23.38696912843255,7.2051791320715415,0.9185282551594748,2056,73,427,28,55,671,230,533,0.136,0.6920000000000001,0.172,0.9831,0,4,2,0,0,0,76.0,2,5,6,1,31,32,4,0,14,1,55,14,6,4,3,89,113,36,1,16,18,0,8,4,3,6,4,4,0,1,28,16,0,7,23,1,2,5,15,11,0,3,17,15,72,21,49,81,15,50,0,7,3,4,31,27,3,12,19,297,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.18889205457183456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719472698059967,0.0,0.06460931259190754,0.26730071122506244,0.0,0.05159810011699095,0.05368734792004575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049359038629757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530959849146918,0.05743812590775494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196659604384762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156865241865978,0.0,0.06825556198563518,0.0,0.0,0.0697251980200049,0.0,0.05151544701740232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258540228862935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523214678195258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304967440559431,0.09218884503394373,0.12390218871390635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148975637522265,0.14954826372089142,0.11929882122843127,0.06742000714560607,0.0,0.14667701699840655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868470908142027,0.0,0.0,0.3310901631623928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324763597860305,0.0,0.0,0.06408475550637689,0.0,0.0,0.06907197487501042,0.0,0.0,0.2020321442250972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437915572640002,0.035459521356228645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010317879041507,0.0,0.18229476311146106,0.1260884671005637,0.0646678441770012,0.05697397562642203,0.05709980684707922,0.054182103739081,0.0,0.07043322112119052,0.0,0.1164669774142629,0.0,0.04306883588126426,0.0,0.1296417412596768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422929511410108,0.09568426841186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191045521863184,0.0,0.06770482780939871,0.0,0.13116502615283052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946265343357124,0.0563379906777689,0.0,0.0,0.060994003534988614,0.0,0.06179409679306905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687998181314832,0.04133434927284956,0.0,0.0,0.06927232024901453,0.0,0.0551013073405465,0.0,0.0513103648206194,0.0,0.0,0.1028311215221456,0.05873826894954125,0.0,0.0,0.06623075179939994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577190062528103,0.10933830821153953,0.09934414473221834,0.0,0.0,0.04566889750717548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048512401340796235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491484084660759,0.08573090025660228,0.08268599237667504,0.0,0.2048925668905336,0.07524641918729064,0.0,0.0,0.06165339267793533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716952131324581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323728350733036,0.038056658821020266,0.1024288825366176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328837354965703,0.0,0.07419694322529359,0.062196760912033924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750341300800367,0.0,0.0,0.04154995595443777 lonely,YummyGummyDrops,2020/02/25,"The best experience I've had in a while I've felt lonely for years. I'm not good at making friends, former drug addict, never had a girlfriend. All I've wanted for so long is to touch someone and be touched But last night I slept in the same bed as a girl. I asked a girl from my university to my room to watch a movie and we ended up cuddling all night until I fell asleep. Honestly never thought it would happen, it's been years. I've never done anything like that before. But it happened. It can happen to you to. The most unexpected things really can happen. Hold onto hope. I know how hard it is",1.336622889305815,3.5876121056910613,3.0658536585365863,89.93397748592872,82.41463414634147,5.410631644777986,19.21763602251407,6.67199483983844,0.1535545966228895,471,12,98,5,13,156,82,123,0.069,0.8220000000000001,0.109,0.7772,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,8,0,10,5,2,2,5,22,23,9,0,3,3,0,4,1,2,1,2,0,2,2,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,5,8,6,15,14,5,20,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,2,14,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975071898477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813895780301865,0.0,0.14557111970991093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250073512087218,0.0,0.16341173055968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593489916675704,0.0,0.0,0.1805782453080368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137915958878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231769985263344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950939658452195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030387787472525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306051112638885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550787799466809,0.0,0.13948872702913226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465865817993674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557607732639977,0.12692730011567324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607375958467152,0.0,0.0,0.13780156356255568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393998251433492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602875939418054,0.0,0.0,0.2922531769606965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997540670127646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319355586367056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034491424167541,0.0,0.0,0.12361914005890072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184386741531643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061441566948724,0.0,0.0,0.2005488008676066 lonely,wolfylegend168,2020/02/25,"Wake up, eat, sleep, repeat First time posting here but my life has slowly turned into a cycle of waking up, eating, sleeping... I have no real life friends and no way to make any. I have one or two online friends I talk to, but they have real lives and only notices me when I spam a hundred messages. Sometimes I would find a job to keep my mind off things. But after a while, I’d always find myself disdained by my boss and I’d quit and end up in this cycle again. I tried online dates, I tried the make friends sub reddits, I tried going to social events... dont get me wrong, they do help me get casual acquaintances that disappears in a week or two. Then I end up back to where I started. I wouldn’t wake up tomorrow if I could.",3.8110000000000004,4.374149433333336,4.734666666666667,87.83400000000002,71.33333333333334,7.066666666666667,25.0,6.742157984588678,0.8299999999999996,565,15,120,4,10,184,93,150,0.078,0.78,0.141,0.8905,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,9,9,5,3,0,23,17,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,0,21,4,17,14,0,30,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,16,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798546487265624,0.0,0.0,0.08825330440861541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979106111405027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361695464230226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520985291320279,0.0,0.0,0.2655900268722568,0.0,0.0,0.22988909153252424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372289821230741,0.11038886801495126,0.0,0.0,0.3007978491105412,0.0,0.13560701162177788,0.0,0.07375567279974303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698727459489833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287843686957459,0.11535240639736714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833316926714108,0.0,0.0,0.1145961102944592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325528059567052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310385084730937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775280198338442,0.0,0.0,0.08794074627068077,0.09870180914662158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429118828002242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803458697772,0.0,0.2954309298384616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597429011994027,0.13229204905327846,0.0,0.0,0.1283534900919868,0.0,0.09185734290467132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431042081050874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621855499313914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567443607051817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433167274105424,0.14116090001284307,0.2535479630455065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301151878069828,0.1040998642689408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921903735268575,0.14189157127307148,0.0,0.0 lonely,houndsofruv,2020/02/25,"The only way I can connect with people is through Sex :( What’s wrong with me",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,89.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.5730249999999999,60,2,13,0,2,19,15,16,0.316,0.684,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478056666112072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081968062904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673586252882014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437556738809206,0.0,0.0 lonely,shenanigan9611,2020/02/25,Someone be my temporary friend? No strings attached...,5.88625,8.406575125000002,3.6700000000000017,75.87500000000001,110.25,6.6000000000000005,54.0,7.1686216300943375,6.6538,43,4,5,1,2,12,8,8,0.193,0.526,0.281,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6737834982059971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.738928817644358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RyLyMy,2020/02/25,"Can’t understand what’s wrong with me Life is weird. Sometimes I feel like I have social anxiety and it’s very apparent that I might. I just can’t talk to people and my mentality is that what will they think of me, what if I embarrass myself, first impressions, and among other things. I am confused as to what I’m doing in life and whether I have made the right decisions or not. I’m in a big college right now and I just feel alone and just in my own world. I haven’t connected with people for a long time and it’s almost like I’ve forgotten how too, since i’m so used to being alone and just not dependent on others. That on top of being young i just don’t understand. Is it my face, my impression, my vibe, or just am I just a unseen by others. I try and never succeed and it’s almost normal for me to be awkward, laugh at myself, cry alone at night, I just don’t understand. Society is weird and it seems like there’s no place for me to I guess strive. I feel fine in my own little bubble but it’s just hard to connect and form relationships. I look at others and want to be them but in the end i can’t. I’m just so used to being alone that eating alone, studying alone, and just being in my own head has become something that I go to I guess take away the anxiety. Sorry for the rant, i’m new😅",0.9752974996657288,2.8817665992779817,3.0226634576815066,91.66445112983021,81.56317689530684,6.414173017783128,19.284530017382004,7.526774132740827,0.4252578954405681,1016,25,229,16,27,343,128,277,0.146,0.797,0.057,-0.9426,1,6,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,17,14,0,3,7,0,24,5,2,5,1,58,46,24,0,3,19,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,20,16,1,0,9,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,1,5,34,8,32,37,4,29,0,0,1,0,5,20,0,11,11,163,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637874226342006,0.6093414637614117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002583275676867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212726323543748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829564587270063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771040669648313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033622886604736,0.0,0.0,0.086848910606532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874086319245652,0.07005154795885707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340676685679442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572774063360248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604047081345693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783931956010059,0.0,0.10063420768504663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852034197900095,0.14371628633976927,0.09827832393589768,0.0,0.08677687319581631,0.08234272242357507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278338453981497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881783916275344,0.1040223984397536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756271797533489,0.09470353109578493,0.0,0.09201933643764557,0.09607450231124416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359599928867952,0.0,0.10244812070961264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527593142876278,0.0,0.16747934621985122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926690995692613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111330929043058,0.0,0.0,0.09995620292890343,0.0,0.0754886463387004,0.0969803370201082,0.10976616853712168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372624763598762,0.07881406074476505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514434874056754,0.06283061425021258,0.0,0.0,0.0571775049409713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657389341768744,0.0,0.0,0.3062406699150524,0.0,0.16937858022252802,0.0,0.08090684111380038,0.057836235166477575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720933565977313,0.0,0.0 lonely,PokePaul_1699,2020/02/25,"A sudden hit of nostalgia crashes into my mind Last week my dad told me that probably we will have to move back into Mexico City, since I couldn't stop thinking about my friends, my school and the places that I like about the city where I'm currently living in, but tonight while trying to sleep I couldn't stop thinking about the place where I spent the most part of my childhood, this abrupt feeling of nostalgia is keeping me awake and makes me feel really sad and alone, it's like I'm going to loose a big part of my life. I started to remember my old friends, their houses, the local market, my neighbors, everything. I want to meet with the ghosts of my past so bad, and like a shot of adrenaline I want my memories to kick in and make me feel alive. I'm planning on visiting my old neighbor with the illusion of feeling like a kid again, back when things didn't even matter. I don't want to fall apart but my feelings are taking control of me dragging me into a void of melancholy and loneliness.",9.871168341708543,6.5587085979899475,9.053963567839196,74.45521670854275,61.01005025125628,12.563065326633167,39.44786432160804,10.411451182825502,3.8255572864321614,797,29,159,13,8,252,114,199,0.11800000000000001,0.73,0.152,0.10099999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,11,8,0,0,12,0,8,2,1,3,0,36,30,11,1,5,2,1,5,4,4,1,1,0,2,1,5,12,0,4,8,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,3,5,28,6,27,23,3,35,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,1,22,100,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472540423085447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004958619668364,0.10861278083949476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589768071125678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591773195091618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169090387063588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288660646126042,0.09293038807005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100158795667208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392842434245424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500968095875515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562258637680688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603394225109752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188054733113143,0.2542053797181141,0.0,0.11486451886685232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366108147673676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313454286547422,0.0,0.0,0.13825625416086587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729977111754543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173159611799264,0.12417769581968617,0.0,0.0,0.27181536716887394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402500672444889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333366400533311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473572012087491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164961889514906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760492137066643,0.0,0.13017563728248244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207249242597283,0.0,0.0,0.217508241443983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780524490030476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642049726849249,0.16670219388675392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242986329915853,0.0,0.08831693132996765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301766599799576,0.0,0.10434368839074518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dwesmiller,2020/02/25,"Everything Hurts Well this is my first ever reddit post. I just want someone to talk to, so I can distract myself from my own thoughts. Is there anyone here who would like to watch a video together and just talk, to pass the time until these thoughts stop? I have discord, and watch2together is a free site for watching videos together.",5.129354838709677,7.229255161290323,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,69.96774193548387,7.540645161290323,28.529032258064518,8.238735603445708,1.954247741935484,268,10,49,4,5,80,48,62,0.153,0.713,0.134,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,6,4,7,6,1,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916369603142064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471353405796106,0.0,0.0,0.24313855748636204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301161223450541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896122928447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132169270258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590968346988029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922262027551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261785771710777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348900389819023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42954762905932103,0.15775057849889146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956799033341626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432425982648073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217962512913211,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,royaljester2020,2020/02/25,"Around and around we go, where this emo ride stops, nobody knows. I am in my mid 30s. Never had a real relationship. Online relationships back at the start of the Net boom. An affair with a married woman I thought I loved. A friend or two I never really wanted. Then a long draught and friendzone after friendzone. I'm working on getting healthy but dealing with the loneliness is hard. No real family time close to. Friends are few, female to as being a nice guy makes male friendships hard. As wel being a son of an alcoholic father and a wounded and absenctee mother? Therapy is slow and I'm impatient. Hard to love myself but easy to love others. Sigh. Oh and sometimes I'd just want the ego validation of being wanted. Tldr. Alone in a world so cold.",1.8209320175438608,4.5905364513888935,3.3449561403508774,84.57986842105265,87.26388888888891,5.531578947368421,22.16228070175439,7.0608816371341465,1.1086583333333326,595,21,105,9,19,195,101,144,0.109,0.672,0.218,0.9674,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,14,0,8,5,0,1,2,27,22,13,0,3,4,3,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,12,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,5,7,6,18,17,1,22,0,0,0,3,16,10,0,1,10,68,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169906748766554,0.0,0.14701514876887584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272733728640434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914912389300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634198590824313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381578665620875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193370918048647,0.0,0.07416188557885596,0.0,0.08067222633328268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055067455171605,0.0,0.0,0.3814721387201463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801081835610618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561936793695064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843403917500781,0.0,0.09475128270878598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895784371101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231354271893181,0.09093541846203493,0.0,0.0,0.3047977065320793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403900393056084,0.0,0.10047140885420036,0.0,0.0,0.11867474681890927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232972123254324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269072598047145,0.08277092462975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866240985073874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117353407299403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333971512852116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stiF_staL,2020/02/25,"I hate venting but here we go... I hate to do this. I absolutely hate this cuz I feel like I'm full of self pity or just looking for attention but I'm not. I hate putting myself out there, I never do this kind of thing and hate that I'm doing this but here we go. 22m college drop out. I have no social life other than video games and it feels pathetic. I haven't had any emotional or physical connections with a girl in over a year but I guess I'm lucky, that's less than some guys. I'm still hung up over my ex from 3 years ago. The girl I have a crush on works with me 3 days out of the week and it sucks because I want to see her more but hate it because I know it wont work. She has a fiancee and a kid, but hey at least she's planning on breaking it off with him after school so...maybe? Way out of her league though so that's cool. I come home everyday walking up the stairs just feeling empty. I have some really really good friends online and just met up with a couple of them for a week not to long ago. It was fun and all, but it makes miss actually hanging out with people so much when I don't have any irl friends anymore. Or I do I just cant hang out with her because of her fiancee (different person not my coworker). This where it gets pathetic. I just miss affection. I miss it so much. Knowing that I care for someone and they care for me. Being able to hold someone close to me. Shit I miss cuddling. And I know the whole deal it takes time, you'll find the right one, just put yourself out there. But I cant. Or at least I don't want to. Whenever I've been social in my life before it was because of other people. I don't know how to be social on my own. I don't know how to meet new people. I don't know how to make the first move. And on so scared of rejection and failure. My self esteem is finally decent now a days but it could so easily be shattered. I hate that I'm on here posting this so much and I never do this kind of thing. I think this is to get it off my chest or just to tell people who are strangers. I could never say this to my friends, and I hope to god they don't see this. I'm tired of self pity and I'm tired of being alone. I just cant fucking change it. Or don't know how to. I have so much to be grateful for and hate that I'm not happy. I just hate feeling all of this. Sorry this was so long.",-0.03651770936775733,1.8078617173489315,2.055081098973851,97.56846077457796,84.84795321637426,5.275206885137372,18.646106881459414,6.458325815156112,-0.2384820405310969,1803,46,443,18,53,603,210,513,0.209,0.672,0.11900000000000001,-0.9948,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,1,3,4,31,34,12,1,14,1,39,8,2,8,5,96,93,44,0,5,28,1,4,1,5,2,4,1,1,8,37,31,0,1,14,2,0,9,20,20,0,2,6,9,59,14,65,78,15,63,0,7,3,2,38,28,3,11,23,299,96,4,0.06432512677967768,0.0,0.06277204472587351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404068746824868,0.0,0.0,0.06662143190052677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874865840255347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379324108826004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684800096260154,0.0,0.05473594512005249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116750759370185,0.0,0.06804745492546703,0.05541040098471655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027167591007374,0.0711745292982482,0.0,0.08296877057585267,0.06631638120300913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720606657942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235710970177127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009886741443638,0.0459538834241698,0.0,0.07046503219977979,0.058792000528697264,0.05471491997828759,0.0,0.0,0.14909230015380867,0.059467543186528214,0.06721444764136318,0.0,0.07311490384403835,0.0539528644578247,0.0,0.0,0.07086137922673204,0.0636919886939067,0.0,0.06847529357783907,0.0,0.5715697088052115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452334691027277,0.06388936498167748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396944184766899,0.2474598520150042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908694787289751,0.031426007756893706,0.0,0.0,0.1138514260126442,0.054016905797772734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587504323646053,0.0,0.06462323573486596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836742983986244,0.1891454781080433,0.0,0.14883450987229965,0.062125608279048575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358837065327538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783797744809372,0.05616621956821157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160569034756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293290382656164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824166467081376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054933306803323236,0.0,0.05115392263673962,0.06440067351555348,0.06510046245565344,0.102517595682328,0.0,0.20131540806023526,0.0,0.06602881826242897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671409829295788,0.10900494235498924,0.0,0.0,0.07200671305415307,0.0,0.0,0.051370129338404236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048364489977516335,0.0,0.05622299605016876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546951195213373,0.04121694390563697,0.06319911046452595,0.0,0.03750849871419682,0.14786454124965318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588125276244198,0.051058291549510124,0.10319547334164607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181670686679935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365891680833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284654532797729 lonely,shookpikachu,2020/02/25,"[M17] I need actual friends I want to talk to someone who can actually start & hold a conversation. Someone who wants to become actual friends. I want to talk to someone who isn't unresponsive/always dry. I'm sure that's a lot to ask out of strangers on reddit but if you are interested in becoming friends please send me a message :) Some info about me: I live in the United States, watch too much youtube, and am always trying out new games. I like to listen to a lot of music but my taste is mostly alternative rock and alternative pop and such from what I've been told. I have social anxiety and it really has an affect on my life. Because of this I struggle to socialize with people in real life and as a result haven't had friends in a long time. I'm not 18 yet and I'm not in school either (that's a story for another day) so I don't have any other option but to look for friends online (at least that's how it feels). I have a good time talking about almost anything so feel free to talk to me about whatever you feel like. It's getting late and I want people to see this so I'll end it here.",1.620897129186602,3.651612469298247,3.6158532695374817,87.59748803827752,80.00877192982456,6.601594896331737,22.205741626794254,7.686295010490155,0.9572736842105272,865,27,183,14,22,293,131,228,0.023,0.759,0.218,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,1,10,0,13,3,0,3,1,38,31,16,0,6,7,0,3,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,14,10,1,1,4,2,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,8,17,12,34,28,7,21,0,0,3,0,23,10,0,7,11,116,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.30520174665991223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439229483867712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349032912874654,0.1129558904519591,0.0,0.07089423954698916,0.1093162396088987,0.07975171235975463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578967163719227,0.0,0.09746059101689887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355042819744555,0.2302740278990733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723325595164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233542264257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813727968700395,0.07447691908136761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027202326484984,0.0,0.0544668328885097,0.0,0.0,0.08744077368486293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759964335459125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727109680363645,0.10186352326992207,0.0,0.09205552300629194,0.09225883440769513,0.08754456473227333,0.0,0.0,0.17726090586211338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663646365657413,0.07730077877910567,0.0,0.10068624359711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445490026070563,0.0,0.0,0.11443626719882978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866043571912435,0.06678584561812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550755481786367,0.08307453156432601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254148563823289,0.2649945445189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378937837706584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089857568872602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825531243521313,0.0,0.0,0.3351719466932748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215791665664341,0.0,0.0,0.09961627647847633,0.0,0.07077957043736957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459597100691949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KenziePanda467,2020/02/25,"20f confused Hi people. I am new to this, and I have no idea what I am doing... I guess just ask me stuff and I'll answer truthfully. Ask me any questions!",-1.4309090909090898,0.5630192424242431,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,99.0,3.852121212121212,15.690909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.6814800000000001,117,3,27,1,5,40,25,33,0.147,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106161404709057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579081563161063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411848883441029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496294073583553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991237110440051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471669089445816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469505612556674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545484314489638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,night-nightcutie,2020/02/25,"20/F/PC Hi fellow lonely peeps! Anyone into PC gaming? Trying the ease the loneliness among us! F/20. PC. Discord. Would like to know if anyone would like to play Tarkov with a beginner noob? Teach me the ropes? I just got into this game watching my Bf's twitch streams, and not exactly comfortable playing online with him and his friends with how bad I am. Also realized how lonely I am overall with depending on my Bf and his friends for online gaming, when again I don't feel very comfortable with them. Also thought I post on here asking to help ease anyone's loneliness playing online. I am also bad at COD MW, but love playing it as well. Also play casual games like terraria, minecraft etc. Just let me know, and if there isn't already we can make possibly a lonely gaming discord? Thanks for reading!",3.3719607843137283,5.8939374379085026,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,76.58169934640524,6.694379084967321,25.88627450980392,7.793537801064563,1.7359301960784317,640,24,112,10,15,204,96,153,0.168,0.621,0.21100000000000002,0.9119,0,6,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,0,13,21,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,4,1,30,18,15,0,4,6,0,1,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,5,12,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,2,16,16,17,13,1,10,0,3,1,1,20,6,0,3,6,71,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397632649832934,0.5043069156260298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307083410351361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738623942652626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263270851486854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758271140846856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797151570804895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360788298829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609118793347274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567289231112936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732862431386927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121302427321385,0.0,0.23106695957067025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422898857198724,0.0,0.10523600546162272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777324405132362,0.15099000877431115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576977667056589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514763720741952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516054153275824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070374661813822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896396773430853,0.0,0.0,0.13008197094959228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175087120992605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398732364464166,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwmeaway2345111,2020/02/25,"Anyone else feel like they’re not suitable for friends? Over the past 5 years my friend count has dwindled down to 1. I think I’m just a bad friend. I get lonely sometimes and think about reaching out to my old friends but I just feel like it’s not genuine? Like shouldn’t I want to reach out to them at other times, to see how they’re doing, not just when I’m lonely? Most of my friendships no longer exist because neither party really made an effort to keep it going. This mostly makes me feel like I’m not really worth being friends with to begin with. I just can’t get myself to make an effort for some reason. A couple of my friends did try to make an effort and I just couldn’t return the effort. I just ghosted them. I wondered a lot at the time, what’s the point? I also found myself being negative, remembering all the times that friend needed something from me and also letting me down when I needed something from them. The 1 friend I still have, I have known for 10 years and we only speak a handful of times a year and see each other less than that. Now I’m in my mid-twenties and I feel like there’s something really wrong with me. I have a romantic partner and I have good relationships with my parents but that’s the only social interaction I get. I don’t have friendships at work, I feel awkward and out of place there. I don’t have much in common with my partner’s friends or roommates and feel even more awkward with them. I want to make friends but I don’t know how. I also feel like they would probably let me down and/or I would probably just ghost them so there’s no point. I’ve mostly stopped using social media because it makes me sad to see my old friends and acquaintances having real social lives. Does anybody else feel like this?",3.070508474576272,4.912227915254243,3.745333333333335,89.22749152542373,74.9322033898305,5.962937853107345,23.381920903954807,6.588339656340683,0.6149656497175142,1398,41,280,11,30,442,155,354,0.171,0.6940000000000001,0.135,-0.9266,1,4,3,0,0,1,29.0,1,0,6,5,22,26,0,2,16,0,22,1,1,10,1,78,59,22,2,8,15,1,9,7,13,3,0,1,0,2,11,21,0,2,16,0,1,1,14,7,0,0,3,13,46,19,40,48,11,34,0,3,3,0,27,15,0,7,25,188,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591291087592093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046378568233443065,0.06796159001017425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538169272360044,0.08086671797018574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339144333493319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058044691067580485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081823302351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380947982029811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683022634621231,0.28431141291114315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272599436638535,0.5636992674639606,0.0,0.10396202210250556,0.0,0.037696127921852673,0.055633365385828144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058955994875879436,0.0,0.0,0.03645251806850102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565117631394585,0.0,0.22683396197928934,0.0,0.05856945600287065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639028755618735,0.0,0.06276181831291326,0.22137460660834865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875922529974137,0.09836377902890232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920162284499302,0.0,0.0,0.10089192824019087,0.0,0.0,0.07365017024881995,0.0,0.06331824799858034,0.0,0.0,0.06929937262330588,0.0,0.1254041188877378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430271109636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549658013085966,0.12747558817121038,0.06819694912122998,0.0,0.07121219940213988,0.07513748543104394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856615537614138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028412655537637,0.0,0.15318921797353288,0.06560077886972569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529701843288548,0.05545376197623832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850015035691744,0.0,0.0,0.15470719006379965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503283237389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057286699179764075,0.0,0.0,0.07824476982435866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193064416636465,0.048288082503127716,0.0,0.0,0.09423600874925267,0.07252001939247464,0.0,0.12814052155065406 lonely,andrewgainey0,2020/02/25,"Does it ever get any easier? I'm only 19, but I've felt the pain of being lonely since I was able to even comprehend it. I just feel like I'm in a hole I'm unable to get out of. I've contemplated suicide for the past 4 years, and I'm beginning to think it's my only way out. Someone please tell me it gets better? I just want my 19 years of suffering to mean nothing.",0.7972648083623675,2.109520085365858,3.800522648083625,88.67914634146345,79.85365853658536,7.124738675958188,20.25087108013937,7.957251820313856,0.6988724738675955,285,7,67,5,7,103,54,82,0.19899999999999998,0.657,0.14400000000000002,-0.8426,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,15,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,2,11,12,0,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,32,10,0,0.20976044730316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426442971583869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551606963771086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356278098571374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385447971458493,0.18974033359796103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060611847527271,0.14985290546550362,0.20140292424183898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287735285181463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247835914287703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284906204954303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127080645793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190645446836468,0.22319990514173585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002400818402184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302539812587593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351600961383473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772934630159584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944388385142014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333987650893585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440602487623096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372214652520012,0.16649807952410478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701577015936652 lonely,kikkoman_devil,2020/02/25,"when even your family alienates you I really thought I could really connect with my mom for 4 years but it’s all ruined in a less than a month with all the tumultuous and stupid details. Now I feel like I belong nowhere.",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.8907909090909096,176,6,35,4,4,57,37,44,0.19399999999999998,0.733,0.07200000000000001,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884336827378209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386063152636964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405601975958917,0.0,0.18266199097833485,0.2580815038982795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649153323029845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423098899276509,0.2883512549763882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628599487960164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867970727977872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326371507459561 lonely,beanieknickers,2020/02/25,Miss making new friends 32/f//uk haven't done that since the old chat days :),1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,88.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.808333333333333,61,1,14,0,2,16,15,15,0.086,0.588,0.326,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821702829256538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477445082816459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33803414806518883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205428835578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225686446444569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591135306892879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619288612883563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaBomb1801,2020/02/25,Life Ever feel so alone that nothing seems like its going to go your way or anyway relatively beneficial for you? Like ever and your stuck in this lonely dark whole in your kind wondering when and if that special someone will have the right sized key to the complicated and complex lock on the door to your soul.,6.062288135593221,7.307218576271191,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,66.62711864406779,8.611864406779661,28.309322033898304,8.841846274778883,2.112216949152542,252,8,46,4,4,79,46,59,0.129,0.711,0.16,0.5063,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,8,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,6,1,10,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703107295640376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721674316513711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196624105422908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966574334456805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717847435281857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434754695011915,0.255016646797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504304644920967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288716732391334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375988340668575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211390888299867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071646262369255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139011087358,0.0,0.0,0.2830365008406877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NicBird,2020/02/25,"lets face it no one cares about me well duh, i only speak to 3 people: my roommate , sister and my mum. and rarily do you think jumping off 19th floor is a good idea? my building has 25, i can get to the highest one",-0.14021739130434696,1.818311500000004,2.1066956521739115,96.34482608695652,86.17391304347827,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.4895860869565212,163,4,38,1,5,55,40,46,0.046,0.7879999999999999,0.166,0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,7,3,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35072600353551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797232792905045,0.0,0.0,0.2885268292083433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38832867751451866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35175836935989896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662000618995351,0.2616238290275476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384829389647908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041821605315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092929714391159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,schoolydfan,2020/02/25,"I feel like there are no one out there for me. I'm a 19 year old black man and I never had a first kiss, I'm a virgin, never had a girlfriend, etc. I been really shy since I was a kid, but in college I decided to learn to be better with girls. I learned never be pressed but don't be disrespectful. I got numerous numbers and met so many girls but things always go wrong. Scenarios can be from ""I gotta boyfriend."" To Just wanting sex. I been left on read and I didn't do anything wrong. I just want someone who I can be myself around, a real friend I can love. I'm not even an unattractive person either, I just feel like no one want me. Please I need advice.",0.6605714285714264,2.5759273428571423,2.5542857142857147,94.5607142857143,82.71428571428572,5.428571428571429,20.0,6.5431188927421005,0.05228571428571449,508,14,117,5,14,169,86,140,0.11199999999999999,0.693,0.195,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,7,0,17,4,0,0,3,27,31,7,0,4,8,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,2,0,3,8,4,18,6,10,17,2,12,0,0,1,4,10,5,0,0,8,78,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730443330666513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394539514153642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324699944280911,0.14330326918664826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237068746109302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953141885441276,0.1063235009901411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278917309613258,0.2300033761046123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692658139617495,0.0,0.0,0.12437009247602275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148668988684457,0.0,0.12874766211445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490150561625875,0.0,0.0,0.15729003389893306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528763214311285,0.0,0.0,0.1632049675902337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936208099106288,0.3724651454973592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891782263905625,0.0,0.21816376902500406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055852477667924,0.0,0.1767039247138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610201245366686,0.18322656980228674,0.10312570765304796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316147556634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639491858782507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694567487121694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848444410668062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35200520003016833,0.0,0.1036636280994723 lonely,dollythesheepp,2020/02/25,"I broke up a year ago the break up was mutual, he had to move. I've been trying to date someone since. I've met so many people, we went out on a couple of dates. All of them ended up either having sex with me, friendzoning me or ghosting me out. I'm pretty and I'm hot too. This makes me crazy. I cry most of the nights. Can't sleep half of them because I'm overthinking scenarios of where I went wrong in each of them. I've dated more than 25 men and had just 1 long term relationship that too 1.5 years. I'm in depression now, seeing a therapist. I don't know what to do with this feeling.",0.8844225721784795,2.6543475669291356,2.939074803149605,92.84094816272966,81.20472440944881,6.438057742782153,18.457349081364832,7.492282038375204,0.2272892388451444,459,10,107,7,12,155,85,127,0.12300000000000001,0.838,0.039,-0.8827,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,1,1,16,19,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,3,12,0,20,12,6,24,0,2,1,1,8,9,0,2,11,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190603080951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509393765035753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706064663078585,0.2254132361551016,0.0,0.0,0.17674682693741312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175489812724585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376019782747573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277789273309675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160414030939245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697907832315892,0.20805044219481594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181054512194171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257541635419345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226657815246074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877205450285904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031843644848867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352557436045997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975159692719474,0.0,0.20535791512357865,0.0,0.17387352569175735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382642957934812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393239262480264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804629236515947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436460912459869,0.0,0.2642966569469147 lonely,joeviben,2020/02/25,"egirls why the fuck are the only girls interested in me chicks from the internet. i don’t get it. i behave exactly the same way i do irl as i do online but it’s only girls on twitter or discord that take an interest in me. i’m not even bad looking and i don’t hide my dace online, either (with the exception of reddit, of course). it all makes me regret breaking it off with my one and only irl girlfriend from 3 years ago",0.97848938826467,3.008918584269665,3.3812734082397,88.43373283395756,82.25842696629212,6.202746566791513,21.124843945068665,7.3871296695380915,0.7508941323345821,330,10,70,5,9,114,60,89,0.124,0.773,0.10300000000000001,-0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,14,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,10,2,12,11,3,8,0,1,1,1,4,4,1,1,2,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528881688092156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382012747347175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188428222855906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374162474618784,0.14904977301438807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956776647355696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043012553328506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331667461147486,0.6509168843176896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449901043802605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644615950912514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574255727942977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371435323024535 lonely,ReneHinata,2020/02/25,"Life, Longing and Lonliness Everyone’s concerned, Everybody listened, Some advised, But I feel imprisoned. I am alone, I feel it every day, A wrenching feeling inside my head, Wishing someone would stay. Friends are distant now, I remember the past, They’re all moved on, And I wish I could move past. This life I have, It may be one, But for all of you, (I apologise...) <redacted for group rules>",6.18,7.623878111111113,5.759333333333338,79.419,66.5,9.093333333333334,39.4,9.3871,3.935179999999999,312,18,54,6,5,96,57,72,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,2,16,13,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,4,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956127863960772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079765537965711,0.0,0.0,0.12180579081842785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591314679427716,0.18047377243748472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28649566553796724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592081172333274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383553172814752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668095149782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671443711293457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014787154284524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798347911049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605963585889218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395335860027345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002928709818542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131072908119893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343833052999488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341681216593998,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c1cthemall,2020/02/25,"Well here I am again. Honestly this is my own fault. I should have stayed away, but I couldn’t. Now I’m going to be alone forever. Not in the over dramatic way people say that. In the definitive, I never want to attempt that again, kind of way. That was it for me. I will never let him, or anymore else near me again. The juice really isn’t worth the squeeze. The loneliness is awful. The permanence of the loneliness is terrible. My chest feels like it’s pumping icy hot. Well, that only natural...theres this giant swollen knot in the back of my throat. There is pressure building behind my ears, and in my jaw from clenching my teeth. The pools behind my eyes leak if I even look the wrongs way at anything. Loneliness is like being filled with wet sand, while standing on quicksand. Every time another scoop of wet sand is scooped into you’re being, you slowly sink. I want it to stop, but I will never ever do that again. So loneliness it is.",2.328898741418765,4.759258875000004,3.321624713958812,88.49683066361557,79.81521739130434,6.699771167048056,22.727688787185354,7.85451343220497,1.2083847826086962,739,24,146,13,19,236,116,184,0.188,0.728,0.084,-0.9694,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,1,10,1,20,7,6,0,4,18,26,7,0,5,5,0,7,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,1,1,2,6,4,2,0,1,11,19,6,22,17,1,31,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,2,15,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770014823191005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991154234050696,0.0,0.0,0.17015648079290455,0.0,0.0,0.14119175884894306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120053507024298,0.13193072725901553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332905177908367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332379212806824,0.1551995785184911,0.1445594941045175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675356925256271,0.12257334709496567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751013210318536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866915342214973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544725216535256,0.0,0.1676459384744329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407994384788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969880819406736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049066035696166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189486305779424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991545752634303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364434743576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287631937295654,0.0,0.14344453804728705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004687067400723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023989800165546,0.4085651892185294,0.0,0.0,0.30853339496539073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759053146640065,0.0,0.0 lonely,HamsterRivals,2020/02/25,"Please invite me to a community like a Discord server or something please argh I don't seem to fit in or belong anywhere. People tell me ""you need to go outside more is all."" but my social workers take me to places for like 8 hours every day and I just came home from a 3 hour walk and INSTANTLY THE MOMENT I came into where I live, I keep hearing people running around upstairs. May someone please invite me to a Discord server or something? I was banned from the Autism and Aspergers' Syndrome official discords, the mod that doesn't like me at all said that the ban reason is that I'm a ""clear bad example of someone with autism."" and I feel so lonely and I really want a community that I can chat with!! Every time I EVER chat ever at any time on the ""lonely"" Discord, the same 3 people that always say rude stuff to me instantly respond to me saying negative things to me that I'm clogging up the chat channel and that no one wants to hear me talk and that's like the only Discord server I have left to chat on but I'm too afraid to chat on there and everytime I do, people say negative things to me. I'm 32 and I like anime and video games (especially Nintendo games and fantasy games) and I'm very lonely and I want friends that like Animal Crossing and Nintendo games and anime and stuff like I do.",3.3424845510723387,4.965583408396949,4.723805888767721,83.41670483460561,73.69465648854961,7.4332242820792445,25.83496910214468,8.11559375814309,1.629148818611414,1031,35,200,16,21,343,128,262,0.182,0.6759999999999999,0.142,-0.9632,0,6,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,15,2,1,14,0,10,0,0,1,5,45,29,22,0,4,6,0,1,7,1,1,0,6,1,0,13,22,0,3,3,14,0,6,5,7,0,1,4,7,27,8,27,24,4,27,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,5,15,127,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744918376444256,0.0,0.0,0.07146961347204929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935586767123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775166592436527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040610632770826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777891752610449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013263863253788,0.1770976333560209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531402378480529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119773778145932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059729088465201786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690407865525104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542093316283087,0.0,0.20699889313353895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341510727031507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418827716437804,0.0,0.0,0.3594158479634986,0.0,0.09280264079659543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792814784012593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121649649863486,0.07993105975998316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144430944207245,0.0,0.10980407235940293,0.3460950778009381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732787603381384,0.10805729478537424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997138327046687,0.2507322318603614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567642795511934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713323058689006,0.17809681755045487,0.16181772252090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406220083239933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901991929315745,0.08447304615266164,0.09185947401428576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396436505300245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256589669739915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671609175937653,0.18596692961941672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rex5436,2020/02/25,I’m not that lonely I just want some friends If you want to be my friend you can add me on discord at rex42069,-0.8725333333333332,1.1106038800000029,0.4040000000000017,107.00866666666668,90.2,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.9336666666666664,87,3,23,0,3,27,22,25,0.08800000000000001,0.5539999999999999,0.359,0.7438,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948460410490419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068111493938331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnnieNomAMouse,2020/02/25,"Destined to be alone forever? I’m a single parent with no wish (and no biological possibility) for another child. I was already lonely before my marriage dissolved, but I’m realizing that I really truly won’t find anyone willing to take on a pre-made family without having the ability to add to it with their own genetic connection. Maybe when the kids are off to college I’ll finally be able to look into having a partner. My therapist says it’s possible at any time, but deep down I don’t believe it at all.",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,8.485404040404044,63.61477272727274,65.96969696969697,11.852525252525256,36.7020202020202,11.538034831475384,4.798850505050504,408,20,68,13,6,148,75,99,0.095,0.84,0.065,0.0635,1,3,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,14,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,16,9,3,10,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,49,10,2,0.2048174985863909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121291588098422,0.2260212027998249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928292253004332,0.2147690056345139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321315725564904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428460577543686,0.2307591829926931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308370937667915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436755830115293,0.18719948312611603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719951142074059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576670667294467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274255936634061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618019105229898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121133424623185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287909564834074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399726908476227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780890216612424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943073052441712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355300153225692,0.19743675970779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daweasaur,2020/02/25,"Gonna rant a bit So like, im just feeling lonely and worthless rn. No one wants me around, one if the few people i talk to regularly just blocked me on discord for no reason and now im just sorta here like ehhh. Like, everyone says that its fine, they don't hate me but im all alone here with no one to turn to, and when i do i feel like i need to apologise. Maybe i should just cut everyone out of my life and start over, maybe i should just fake a smile and carry on, tears if a clown and all that, or maybe i should rot. Idk, sorry 😅 Also sorry if this doesnt make any sense, when I'm emotional i write exactly how i think, so you can see my weird though process",1.8245642633228842,2.7571510551724145,3.304012539184953,94.8526959247649,76.3793103448276,6.9278996865203775,20.768025078369906,7.348242739294969,0.22699999999999945,513,11,128,6,11,169,92,145,0.214,0.6409999999999999,0.145,-0.7628,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,16,11,2,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,3,36,19,18,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,0,4,16,5,12,15,4,9,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,5,8,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295888091757536,0.0,0.1103836441944554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386607125366343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287719197068173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506945164331358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526672324966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378979634179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958562555351486,0.0986096449854913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627741038045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472927279952271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749564530565864,0.269740638858712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213701754536836,0.0,0.4160132196973713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234851879656508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806009047771665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956935786677478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191924706251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976809303065578,0.0,0.0,0.10999313835665382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090296567670529,0.0976993207454378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094439418342053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844493442275815,0.13561512938486414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013850402119655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141448380860006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nikster008,2020/02/26,"Feeling pretty alone Just got no friends , girlfriend cheated on me. In debt and life’s pretty much going downhill. Other than that I got a bed and can afford to eat every night so I’m fine I guess.",1.939,4.171886900000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,4.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.03425000000000012,156,5,30,0,4,50,35,40,0.204,0.53,0.266,0.4728,2,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784236390251333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27507707544958954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649829392198834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592697974677312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076950293384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278054684883546,0.0,0.4300109283150262,0.0,0.29614318557585245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988042002620287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761873475873795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522758752062768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469872922040229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i_wont_choose_a_name,2020/02/26,"Hi Hi, &#x200B; I've been lonely a lot in my life but I will not be lonely someday. &#x200B; Best regards, Me",0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608662,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,89.43478260869566,3.066666666666667,25.057971014492754,3.1291,0.2455623188405797,89,4,17,0,3,29,19,23,0.18,0.612,0.209,0.4215,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499372000923885,0.5600294177107802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418367827605737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276942706313632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591526588777536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600294177107802,0.0 lonely,cottoneyesteve,2020/02/26,"Every day is just a pain Im completly alone. My ""friends"" are fake bastards who would throw me under the bus any chance they get. I have a horrible personality which makes it really hard to make friends and when i do. Its either a snake who will use my overtusting friendship trait to manipulate me into things. My dad is an abusive sack of shit and my mum is a narcististic snitch who tells everyone she knows about how lonely i am. Im completly useless at everything and i feel like everyone hates me bus sticks round because thry feel bad. I wake uo at night a lot and cry because i have to face the next day ahead of complete isolation. Ive only just recently realised how lonely i was until i looked around me and noticed nobody willingly talked to me and when they did it was a 1 sided conversation and they dont listen to me. I look around and see everybody laughing and having fun but im just there silent and alone. The only thing that brings me joy is music and netflix which my parentd are dragging me away from by forcing me to go to camps where the same thing happens. Nobody cares for me and i go weeks wothout any proper human contact, then my parents have the audasity to tell me that people care for me. Every breathing moment i just want to scream and break everything but i cant. I really just want a proper friend that likes me and i dint have ti fake myself for them to like me. I look and see on my schools insta stories thst they were at parties with my entire year invited but im judt sitting alone at home. It takes its toll and i just want it to end.",3.3331208791208797,5.108479558730164,4.343888888888891,85.49788461538462,74.04761904761905,7.512820512820514,25.766178266178265,8.263242389622931,1.6159621489621483,1251,43,250,21,26,406,174,315,0.128,0.741,0.131,0.7394,2,8,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,5,1,15,22,3,0,13,0,23,5,4,6,0,45,47,25,0,4,10,3,4,3,3,3,1,2,1,2,17,20,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,11,0,0,4,11,46,11,32,40,3,32,0,3,6,0,23,12,2,1,17,165,63,1,0.0,0.10811711324889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28352449873479485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410715878385427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624648711844788,0.0,0.0,0.08573300089377588,0.0,0.07619049136653082,0.11125111339765073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607226323367096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702374949601245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023456758917906,0.11769825623724355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694509645996053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082100204827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537652369685488,0.17438783632309435,0.1640204225576236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227815313425926,0.06518949128467029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115001056989287,0.0,0.047674704749936285,0.0,0.10371970836339722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069265919411693,0.0,0.08174266984475029,0.0900911372067258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153185427747064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942654953293391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050148977515865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374139285707262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988272246062375,0.0,0.0,0.07757804981961136,0.0,0.0,0.12182105113861907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704611443052986,0.08563256495411369,0.0,0.0,0.10388948368216096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880048098026368,0.09709713819546813,0.0,0.10132306154836927,0.0,0.0,0.06326171961655376,0.079676558501888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691502158152915,0.0,0.09009902032775606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235054175309876,0.14542992696768392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366749340691777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860914166437034,0.07334382573598396,0.15951420153896356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186865579171574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881127399005779,0.0,0.0,0.16146601430724808,0.0,0.07319577703507435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648218522938593,0.0,0.0,0.05876243466490873 lonely,Thiccness420,2020/02/26,"Welcoming anyone to text and get to know eachother 16F and live in Missouri. Love games like The Legend of Zelda, The Walking Dead, and GTA. Favorite band is Hollywood Undead, but I like lots of different genres. Tell me about you!",4.342142857142857,7.000710595238098,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,74.0,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.0886952380952386,183,7,30,3,4,57,36,42,0.054000000000000006,0.7070000000000001,0.239,0.8016,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810133925825266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198933375151786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997285056116569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087024590851306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926898851080672,0.0,0.35487946609812443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416756191158518,0.36272472043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512727742920025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mtj93,2020/02/26,"I could die and no one would notice until I didn't show up for work 26M Live on my own, have 1 ""friend"" (we only talk if I message first and he has told me he'd not notice for a while if I stopped) and my family life is pretty minimal, hardly in contact at all etc. I spend 9 days out of 10 completely alone (unless I've got work where I am a customer service assistant or cashier and that's hell when you are this lonely) I'm casual so I often go 3-4 days without shifts. So my existence is either being utterly alone, or spending my time putting on a happy and helpful mask, being dutiful in assisting strangers with product queries. And no, other employees don't want to be my friend, I've explored that but no such thing. They're mostly friends with each other though. Due to a broken upbringing, making friends is difficult with any such thing never lasting more than two years. I'm so lost, dunno why I'm venting here. I'm so sorry many of you are also lonely, I wish I could fix it 😥 it's just not fair.",2.2239766081871366,3.932549837320576,4.012974481658695,86.97221026049976,76.94258373205741,6.941095162147794,25.008240297713986,7.793537801064563,1.364703136629453,792,28,163,12,18,267,143,209,0.163,0.735,0.102,-0.8792,1,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,4,13,11,1,0,4,0,17,1,0,1,2,37,28,21,1,7,11,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,1,2,2,3,9,5,0,3,4,1,19,6,20,17,7,23,1,3,0,0,14,8,1,7,12,109,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793146603494752,0.0,0.10783439926368776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169828989383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138097670653413,0.0,0.0,0.21532332660801368,0.0,0.0,0.1739259673044087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994639507430862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503862876681228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711857013469113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469791967698065,0.0,0.0,0.4167194048541989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663474031965617,0.0,0.10784676618104247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354354764231278,0.12079340321011772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038284035174426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099155528033606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524404108130877,0.0,0.0,0.11906939250494045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719774702148453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000916765757333,0.1367102725612324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399971747663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704072464342563,0.0,0.0,0.09137353098613286,0.10255465411547253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137184445143013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555508852774786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094639987349073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273530951526405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838219906354443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916822725148368,0.0,0.13248317823718567,0.0,0.078628402900567,0.0,0.0,0.12884886356124067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172262938558593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795342644911936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216753991843524,0.0,0.15506351555116282,0.12998444388241798,0.0,0.1963355319057106,0.0,0.0,0.09578904329684926,0.0,0.0,0.0868348743387952 lonely,Cantstandit6,2020/02/26,"I feel empty My cat died back in november when i left for a Greensboro trip and my mother didnt give him water so he drank from the toilet with antifreeze in it. I should've stayed home and took care of him and not went to that job. Ever since then, I dont have people to make me feel comfortable. Add to the fact I was denied to a college for a 3rd time in 4 years and this one co worker made me feel so lowly. The combination of an emotional job experience, my cat (my best friend and one there to comfort me) died and not able to progress my future educationally had made me so alone. My depression is at a peak and I have no one to talk to but to complain on reddit. I'm so pathetic.",4.036314176245213,4.097917489655174,5.504367816091953,84.2946360153257,70.65517241379311,8.651340996168582,25.766283524904214,8.515128840125781,1.4098812260536402,536,14,121,8,9,182,93,145,0.179,0.743,0.079,-0.9346,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,3,2,20,19,14,2,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,8,3,18,5,20,11,1,17,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,80,21,4,0.16186443665618866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676427406158536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244637604932083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698667400285175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503158087018766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941360210969286,0.0,0.33597946030060816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970391425763275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207570488065408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641564986940778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833447840000384,0.0,0.0,0.24553056796654765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250560622384757,0.0,0.0,0.15527511688789702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236322758562724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32125095457792496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586618403589874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063200873648651,0.10804576836595534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905059408833953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221641974414603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338959346629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725259527269052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010050286835745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943844546935422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983734489003375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500499544306846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423539027256963 lonely,Upwaard,2020/02/26,"Dating seems like a lost cause at this point. Got out of a long term relationship about 2 years ago. Have spent most of the time working on self improvement and building myself up to be a better person. Recently got into Tinder etc. after a few typical coffee dates which amounted to ghosting. It has just turned into endlessly swiping and nothing actually happening. I’ve tried every dating app under the sun, and have come to the conclusion I’m just to ugly for anyone to take any notice. Really would love a simple hug after 2 years of nothing but that seems like too much to ask.",4.677202020202022,6.7410587,5.696666666666665,75.98944444444443,71.0909090909091,8.161616161616159,25.858585858585855,8.841846274778883,2.231373737373737,467,15,77,9,9,154,83,110,0.034,0.841,0.124,0.8376,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,16,18,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,5,20,12,6,21,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,3,14,49,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.16604230259776712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082811480613942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570814620943247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897315649215168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906770969123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504842530508232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747913905598342,0.0,0.14656955349386047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976273801335602,0.0,0.0,0.14335909947041275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216972975041825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046348815899988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625383838290475,0.0,0.0,0.15057780108751828,0.0,0.0,0.18573932462404327,0.0,0.15356743154417898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250801644592199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265279070423234,0.1937174242857904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856881699559513,0.0,0.0,0.16084718038398582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900274040432273,0.0,0.16800305026025447,0.18267791495796515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979717328278833,0.17750403622454458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793196899834927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921610042636636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552099207411272,0.18507483846855968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238715599721317,0.0,0.0,0.12087000357242685,0.0,0.0,0.21914263281689225 lonely,Soul_Mining,2020/02/26,"Don't run after people. Once you've shown that you value your own time (even if you're not really busy) people will start reaching you out spontaneously. And then you will know that they're doing it because they want to. When a friend told you that they were going to call you but time has passed and it's already too late for a call, don't put pressure on them. You have the power as long as you're not overly demanding attention to others. Even though you're feeling like you need them at the moment, letting go of your dependency feeling will make you proud of yourself and will make your friends missing your presence.",5.5953099173553715,6.5399171570247985,5.229411157024796,84.50957128099174,67.51239669421487,7.7028925619834725,27.521694214876035,7.645422480735847,1.4669578512396688,500,15,96,5,8,153,78,121,0.022000000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.958,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,12,4,2,5,6,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,17,23,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,2,16,4,13,16,1,18,0,1,0,0,21,4,0,2,10,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113711372116684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676210230599306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911711830705519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530231023663362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369857663101825,0.1368374988473068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959694361718708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771523590577366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052663629948379,0.0,0.21606749125049973,0.0,0.0,0.19586446592944204,0.0,0.09357764741048294,0.0,0.0,0.16950846386548768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557112751803061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202581628713035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039857637475572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558193090684445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255241130814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270658058239413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355742705680921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881888441400341,0.0,0.22337912564179951,0.0,0.0,0.18302639644510646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297631520681907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LinoLino321,2020/02/26,"Dear God You know I've had a pretty sad, solitary existence. I'm a good boy who doesn't ask for much. In a shock turn of events, this surprisingly cute girl has inexplicably matched and messaged me on the app. I'm just asking if you could please find it in your mighty heart, just this once TO MAKE IT SO SHE'S ACTUALLY PLANNING ON FOLLOWING THROUGH WITH IT IN SOME WAY and you know GOING ON AN ACTUAL DATE with me, instead of taking 50 years between messages then ghosting away for no apparent reason. Because that's what happens every single other time. Just for once in my damn life could you throw me a bone please God. Blah blah blah amen. On a serious note - why do you do this, women? Why do you swipe right and even start messaging when you apparently want nothing to do with me ?",2.0599848197343458,4.587347051612905,3.1155597722960167,88.96510436432641,81.70967741935483,6.227703984819733,22.66603415559772,7.510576382923642,0.9968899430740036,623,21,126,10,17,199,107,155,0.09699999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8611,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,8,0,1,7,8,1,0,7,0,9,3,2,2,0,19,23,7,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,14,4,21,20,3,21,1,1,0,0,18,10,1,2,7,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.31119428152622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981225919957192,0.0,0.14980557930964794,0.0,0.0,0.09719732960256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546106964385729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105313151236836,0.0,0.1343408615213366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573154693235538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061732842209703,0.1337364663247446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409983370532906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889453039580713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525565535397505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262203688447728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643202120349417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721179272718607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299356826623325,0.0,0.0,0.3396114170887843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500495558221516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221478494054528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393793412190374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361667523909203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285731244800995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988419985092197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297474982267433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343240392577872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940458927132273,0.12656150061778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877519924459159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267855405561886 lonely,whydoesitmatter111,2020/02/26,"Seems like everything’s been stacked against me Throughout elementary school, I was the good, quiet kid. Always had the best grades, was like the only kid who never got in trouble. I guess I never learned how to properly socialize from the beginning. So, I was the weird kid throughout elementary and middle school. I had a group of about four friends I’d sometimes hang out with, but now I only even really talk to two of them. It’s a shame, really, they legitimately liked me for who I was. I’d like to reconnect with them if I still can, but I never seem to get around to it. Come high school and I’m instantly the odd duck. I got a full scholarship to this school (hey, apparently I’m smart, so I’ve got something going for me) that I wouldn’t be able to afford to go to otherwise. Nearly everyone is well off (most kids are loaded) and looks pretty good, to say the least. I’m not overweight or anything. I’m actually in pretty good shape, but I’ve got one of the worst case of facial acne you’d ever see. Started isotretinoin a couple of months ago to finally clear it up, but my face is still covered with nasty red scars that won’t go away without reconstructive surgery. You can imagine what it’s like to be constantly surrounded by people who are richer, more socially apt, and better looking than you - not the best conditions to socialize in. Three years in and I barely have a group of acquaintances, let alone friends. I haven’t talked to a girl in three months. I just can’t seem to fit in with any group - I’m not even into the same things the kids labeled “nerds” are. Every day I get reminded of how lonely I am, and I doubt I’ll have a single real friend by the time I graduate. They say it gets better in college. I hope it does. Thanks for listening to me if you read this whole thing. I just needed to get this off my chest.",3.2828247048138053,4.9956147983651285,4.324869209809265,85.84432470481381,74.04087193460491,7.836112624886468,24.76739327883741,8.548686976883017,1.5733561126248858,1449,46,297,27,30,471,194,367,0.07,0.7120000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9958,2,3,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,4,4,15,26,0,2,19,0,25,4,3,2,5,48,55,17,0,5,13,0,0,5,3,2,1,4,0,6,17,14,1,0,6,1,1,5,11,7,1,5,11,8,34,19,53,38,10,43,0,1,4,0,32,21,0,10,22,194,51,10,0.0850074261034149,0.0,0.08295498540829592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535395418608422,0.0,0.0,0.08804205654479856,0.0,0.0,0.0707329883209642,0.0,0.0,0.05780796477917261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995386858099409,0.07567463185296114,0.0,0.0,0.07986727509750915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784200983082358,0.1503643206665242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322637051617922,0.0,0.09186282817640287,0.0,0.0,0.09405910011634322,0.0,0.05482275734780388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743905714380339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229320643435167,0.07689408367752955,0.07162242283235151,0.0812282385550272,0.07639919327127191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312148016612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702957961238168,0.0,0.17765148634763905,0.0,0.144935037754422,0.2139005875965912,0.2719528169242506,0.0,0.09364526367487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981501290981479,0.0,0.08443155488952564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692585262006941,0.0,0.20765167251590072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276965651904458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570423299518794,0.0,0.0,0.0630319293304971,0.19668890265762626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057603231937153325,0.12930395626594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058933445826968585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296622613701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503043032018742,0.09675706139969076,0.1089158678027928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352026343713717,0.0,0.3441282141861533,0.06773991265586225,0.23216270420671664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996309702449844,0.0,0.06544286970148952,0.08407451805053451,0.0,0.06016869372681805,0.0,0.1357740805895119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366514981557089,0.0,0.07826341684813755,0.0,0.0,0.11295031327728933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049568513772513326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303990324091907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764318850484327,0.0,0.0,0.0949077554542621,0.0,0.08194412526661736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054741995332656015 lonely,Good_Posture,2020/02/26,"I just want someone to want me. I'm drunk now. I just got back from hanging out with friends Many of them were hooking up. I tried, but nothing. 33 years old and still wanting someone to want me. I'm so tired of feeling like this. My heart hurts.",-0.2400840336134457,2.04352403921569,0.6710364145658296,103.22823529411764,92.92156862745098,2.9142857142857146,22.97198879551821,3.1291,-0.44349523809523816,190,8,44,0,7,58,39,51,0.185,0.625,0.18899999999999997,-0.5812,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,8,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732227449018279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390592402675327,0.16093666787653912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740470823131257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017317909429906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669522298067825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411617907989464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005809729666204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839372282017614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615765694727396,0.0,0.2363884563861825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817499392327609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990508805968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589207352310091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294709233981765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314926645551703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506986087659685 lonely,xastrobabe,2020/02/26,"Tired of relying on myself. Laying in bed crying. Had a long day at my new job. I feel like I am not getting things. That I am learning things slow. That I am not good enough. That I am going to get fired. I worked so hard. I don’t sleep well at nights, so I start the day exhausted. Then have long training days. Then barely sleep. And repeat. I am tired of doing everything on my own. I can’t afford a break because I need to work to pay bills. My house is moldy, there’s dust everywhere. I am in debt. I was raised by abusive neglectful parents. I had to learn at a young age that reaching out for any sort of comfort, support, love would be met with abuse. I found comfort in my pets who were all taken from me. I grew up so terribly lonely. I had to take care of myself as long as I can remember. Scramble around the house for food, put myself to bed, comfort myself, figure things out. I got sexually abused by my father. I never got hugs or kisses or cuddles. Never a compliment. I learned to not depend on my parents for anything. Now I live on my own and it’s terrifying. I am so overwhelmed. All I want is a week off. Relax. I don’t even need some luxurious holiday. I just want to sleep. I want to crawl under the sheets and vanish. I wish I had a friend. I wish I had a relationship.",-0.1527360066833765,2.144872552631579,2.108208020050128,93.10821010860485,92.27067669172932,4.910442773600669,18.66708437761069,6.56203326957186,0.12583575605680908,993,30,215,13,36,334,148,266,0.188,0.649,0.162,-0.9093,5,2,0,0,2,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,10,19,0,1,10,0,24,11,3,1,4,36,45,13,0,8,6,3,3,1,1,1,3,0,3,0,9,7,1,1,7,2,3,3,8,5,1,0,12,3,43,14,38,31,6,39,0,3,0,4,8,16,0,5,20,151,52,7,0.0,0.3631046641662791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946770783502174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406341449794172,0.09093804350604533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062271668432025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415203881211983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221054006049312,0.19764117131760608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555160671114268,0.0,0.06747125319355496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180874741523876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051651748733128465,0.07297829680178475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352410622994668,0.1120057576527976,0.07892334169784038,0.0,0.10674170589812433,0.0,0.05805604179425865,0.08568129312089204,0.16340255969201234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150924027387364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357422528102129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137133060595566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990691429076348,0.0,0.0902031845981314,0.2712072149212694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219728962018477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149066976273445,0.15757375621630354,0.09866023809415908,0.0,0.0958638979683062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685817339032466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026922235550764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096743525839702,0.11571971008649412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066810488341256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230459077042993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592228893666427,0.0,0.0,0.07680652517801648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359822541567468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348202496440459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075788724994296,0.0,0.08194116928718922,0.0,0.09184803305404454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349423747520405,0.0,0.0,0.1487375542537374,0.0,0.0,0.07256673250118062,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meIanchoIic-,2020/02/26,Male 17 Australia Sad guy in need of comfort from chronic loneliness,6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,66.5,8.133333333333335,45.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,4.8872333333333335,57,4,8,1,1,17,12,12,0.33899999999999997,0.517,0.14400000000000002,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8004384870946146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994149050346382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,opoxe,2020/02/26,"Today, I felt alone Today, it was a bad day. I felt not okay, thought about my loneliness. I was almost ready to leave my course. I just want to talk, i'm alone",-0.41794117647058826,1.643691617647061,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,88.70588235294119,4.576470588235295,14.382352941176471,5.985473137389443,-1.0070352941176468,121,2,30,1,4,39,24,34,0.32799999999999996,0.547,0.125,-0.8124,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,6,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701596968005354,0.5109754440236597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596881572909453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908921189353126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737060040239464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120017562454684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827331018523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958376202296866,0.0,0.0,0.4676505889790856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549918741334406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ughjkaaa,2020/02/26,"It's confusing I have friends, I talk to some everyday, some from time to time. We meet up and that's great. I also have online friends, we share the same intrests and I love them as mush as my irls. But it just feels lonely. At the end of the day, I just feel so damn alone. Like, I can feel their love and care, but why does my brain just feels lonely??? I think it's because I spent most of my childhood alone without friends, and now that I have them it feels unreal??? I'm just confused.",1.0323529411764696,2.9732271372549057,1.9232941176470604,99.44082352941177,81.54901960784314,5.2564705882352944,20.003921568627447,6.2581,-0.21416784313725445,376,10,90,3,10,117,59,102,0.145,0.653,0.20199999999999999,0.7461,0,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,3,0,7,14,1,2,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,25,15,10,0,0,7,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,17,9,10,14,4,9,0,2,0,2,13,2,1,5,8,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769914024430918,0.0,0.1455442451862779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094468057511653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317067075561934,0.0,0.0,0.18555974118264015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737406524477037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592682347253976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611967733564465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601198995172605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218350891374815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065414108858093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891534150112708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32852175329037503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462836113711664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116617378553233,0.0,0.0,0.2122497390166145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422546286664405,0.0,0.0,0.17544019255454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AriOnMarss,2020/02/26,Heartbroken for Months So my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend but that was months ago. I don't have any feelings for him anymore but it continues to effect me and I don't know what to do but its made me miserable. I've had crushes/other guys who've liked me but I'm too scared to get into another relationship because I'm scared it'll happen all over again. I have a crush on someone right now but I'm scared he might just be a guy who just wants sex (I'm demisexual). It's so hard to find someone who genuinely likes you..,1.5336769480519483,3.6052370267857192,3.025551948051948,91.50581168831171,80.51785714285714,6.572727272727272,23.574675324675326,7.686295010490155,1.0293642857142862,425,15,94,7,11,139,73,112,0.20600000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.1,-0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,7,9,1,4,2,0,10,1,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,1,7,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,11,4,11,14,2,11,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,8,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156166508304176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198035074501947,0.1847324833455833,0.0,0.0,0.17471602347072476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739326984344634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488242631088472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907823299511929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101869679346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611062535051216,0.0,0.09204298771583634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34887742969966906,0.1557889761020953,0.0,0.1578161751780974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968199330371474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213820822328674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669891048203658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868914415187576,0.0,0.0,0.2812388076758487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914359673552972,0.0,0.15045056117301164,0.0,0.0,0.5291389523495121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985411893490417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391124915795066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,miserable-lifeathome,2020/02/26,When really the only person who ever gives u the time of day tells u that they don’t want to hang out with you and that they need some time away from you And you realize how annoying you are and also how that must mean that most of the time when you hang out they probably don’t want to and just do it cause they feel bad. And it’s also your boyfriend.,8.465350877192982,4.539153078947372,8.108421052631579,82.05061403508773,64.26315789473685,12.238596491228073,30.596491228070175,9.725611199111238,2.1790228070175437,278,4,67,4,3,89,45,76,0.08199999999999999,0.884,0.034,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,4,0,8,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,2,22,11,11,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,9,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,7,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826685031632411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479043255457415,0.0,0.19977013906288452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457835070885657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430138718269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164222368880913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209758537677252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295177336569673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062171525611993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774065115111669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196621973488844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089105462701647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579602070811024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327457338162132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912172669056966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41853916908045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224071493745656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VasiliasPoseidon,2020/02/26,Where do I go Ima 23yr old male but I’ve gone no where in life... I used to be such an outgoing person but now I’m a hermit that stays inside. I used to be big in the car scene have aquariums all over had tons of friends that would hang out now my cars are shit my aquariums have crashed I have no more friends and I live at home with my parents and siblings. I look like a joke to females so I stopped attempting to talk to them but I just want someone by my side but everytime I start to like someone bad shit happens.,-0.7406784660766981,1.3975172920354026,1.1320707964601766,100.36388790560473,92.89380530973452,4.7832448377581125,20.80766961651917,6.42735559955562,0.0975821828908554,406,15,99,5,15,132,74,113,0.18,0.653,0.168,-0.5479,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,4,0,9,3,2,2,1,15,18,7,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,14,13,3,20,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,7,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654061485249574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30820431799919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335760994153195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638165649335186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000744583287375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088436671300356,0.1948919819097038,0.0,0.17612667173203989,0.0,0.16749601013587798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929952405726326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214765211032006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416061773903044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094852694579876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380033095176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117868432337805,0.21259762479949948,0.0,0.1667573373298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603182446342745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453847959769,0.0,0.0,0.11764656725621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169053044904306,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dark_arts87,2020/02/26,"Just looking for someone to talk to. Hey all, im just lonely - would love someone to talk to. UK based, M (32)...will happily talk about most thing. Just dont seem to have any friends locally anymore...",0.9476923076923072,3.473062743589743,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,88.23076923076924,5.171282051282052,25.748717948717946,6.742157984588678,1.0663394871794871,153,7,32,2,5,48,29,39,0.055999999999999994,0.698,0.245,0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,5,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,2,0,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670907457442553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367759572757625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287969462781882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898343911424194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540820159512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063339236085088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221762231090476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223684513187126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41637737513191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924754699753834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323833704961355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174544832811272,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nightsswift,2020/02/26,"I wish I could be there for you Whenever I see posts here I'm getting so sad that there are so many people in the same boat as me. I simply want to hug someone right now and just forget about my worries, even for a moment to feel better and make other person feel the same. Sadly, even such a simple thing might never become real anytime soon as I'm such an awkward girl that can't even talk to people normally not mentioning deeper interactions. I can daydream for hours thinking how nice it would be to hang out with someone i like but, at the end, there are all just illusions that i feed to myself. Nevertheless, I'm still desperately hoping to find people like me out there, thinking that maybe at least someday something will get better. Am I really that stupid to hurt myself by doing so?",7.4925322580645135,6.68466337419355,7.572701612903228,75.27905241935484,63.645161290322584,9.814516129032258,30.987903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.422177419354839,633,18,116,8,8,205,103,155,0.132,0.74,0.128,-0.3845,0,0,1,0,0,2,12.0,0,1,0,2,20,12,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,2,2,29,26,9,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,3,14,7,20,20,4,15,0,3,1,1,6,6,0,2,9,88,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252340435982771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763128756732978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472222630312628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383570835377262,0.0,0.0,0.3095288029525092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797052521419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277454349123947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322819417119924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515333441922438,0.15383692843341767,0.0,0.16722771479891754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526341635220444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427243489861718,0.15837401196559006,0.15693551670296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571578814531696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047999167498773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305417015930334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32489229793883306,0.1363979161512948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960750164545655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780296388489253,0.10007313073221127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340382587390182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244803952216199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647151099310843,0.12025929714825813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475076029768008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555694147752208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378002484733044,0.20018813094679155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213763033469842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963559436491355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586404303833027,0.0,0.11096821625070476,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Oh_So_Slothy,2020/02/26,"24M looking to be less lonely Hi, my name is Justin. I’m from the eastern side of NC. I didn’t have a very good childhood but it wasn’t the worst. I have been made fun of and hated throughout my life. When I was in highschool I met my wife. I was 17 and she was 15, we moved in together very early because she was pregnant, our relationship had ups and downs but we always found a way to push through and stay together. I struggle with depression that wears me down and makes it hard for me to find a job. My wife got a job to support our family and after a few months she emotionally cheated on me with a new coworker. She came back to me and we tried for two weeks to make things work but she had a panic attack and was comforted by him and then she left me. She was gone for a week before she said she didn’t want to be together anymore and then the second week of her being gone she started dating the guy she cheated with. She was my everything, my best friend and my first of everything. She’s happy and living her life but I am here tasing our 5 year old without her and my life is falling apart and I’m miserable and I’m just alone. I have no family or friends, so my son is all I have. I’m lonely and I feel like I will never be good enough for anyone. I’m sorry for putting this all out here and I’m not looking for pity, maybe some friends or something.",0.9259766137692402,2.9185387197231836,2.6688700632382805,93.67778546712805,82.21799307958477,5.785514855029232,21.0381816012409,6.953978226594392,0.3708884619973749,1066,32,241,13,29,352,153,289,0.168,0.687,0.146,-0.7466,2,5,1,0,0,0,21.0,6,0,0,3,7,23,4,3,12,0,26,4,1,3,3,46,49,27,0,1,9,3,2,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,5,25,0,0,3,0,0,7,7,12,0,3,21,5,48,11,32,23,8,37,0,5,2,0,35,10,0,3,19,168,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594390885353285,0.0,0.0,0.0931493364952342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102189669613187,0.07827633572224031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735650891940953,0.0,0.08608076227565441,0.0,0.06824219252229445,0.0,0.09525912684505304,0.0,0.1174820558931538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803818360471747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642026798516988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259259354361147,0.0,0.11567175326420027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122249408430284,0.0,0.21106838990616905,0.0,0.05660404915932165,0.07997535806725416,0.0,0.0,0.10231804024858003,0.09522253596054514,0.0,0.12274471954595564,0.2594712176947381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779260128858252,0.08953468903206141,0.0,0.0,0.11084568315572596,0.0,0.11917025754057835,0.10028302355757994,0.1105250373151529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221813557799292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163134972245007,0.0,0.2372156134767127,0.05469192232968037,0.0,0.09885174501449533,0.0,0.18801550863446126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592748650781564,0.14945172899717646,0.0,0.112466369156566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935547304842129,0.11898253801777915,0.0,0.0,0.08634085836251593,0.10811964946252288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747013090238333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313463392975435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112538216284309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018978248452065,0.0,0.0,0.10648776374218348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618269969559683,0.0,0.12531612631290812,0.0792370580047573,0.11932120212514315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703189442848383,0.0,0.0,0.1270367625989689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437298344420436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760050437020726,0.0,0.10935649791043098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847369195029618,0.06602957038747538,0.08885876110367273,0.2693927362538357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791345141013142,0.0,0.08149915578188294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209055724499616 lonely,waytoowhite1,2020/02/26,"Stuck in Self Quarantine I live and in Hong Kong and as if the protests weren't bad enough, this Coronavirus comes around and makes things worse. I've been out of school for months and it's been cancelled till April at least, I can't go to the gym caused it's closed and risky for infection anyway, I don't want to leave town and risk getting infected, so far my place is untouched but we have around 90 cases and Hong Kong is small and condensed so I just don't want to play with those odds. I can't see my friends too mostly so I'm left all by myself doing the same old routine and it's just driving me nuts. I feel very alone and isolated, I swear when this all blows over I'm gonna party and I'm not gonna take things for granted when they're under my control because this is hell. Jesus, imagine ppl in Wuhan....",2.995344129554656,4.231411251461991,3.2721637426900614,95.0312145748988,73.91228070175438,6.431129104813316,23.09536662168241,6.67199483983844,0.3493523166891581,648,17,148,5,13,199,112,171,0.21100000000000002,0.738,0.052000000000000005,-0.9711,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,2,1,3,0,12,2,0,3,2,34,27,20,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,9,18,0,1,2,2,0,3,6,4,0,0,4,2,13,2,20,21,6,24,2,0,1,0,3,15,1,2,6,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053858798729722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530699181084022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557776675841746,0.12088589124037573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371555228765095,0.0,0.1708236169008284,0.0,0.0,0.22241776668163715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049037767963196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026979904262567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532112233547532,0.0,0.10360703811957576,0.0,0.1127022373239987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997810568422695,0.2154607519265244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510840222256469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237122657904413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828647347657931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080894669909524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071882384309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069691359314734,0.15802472260814662,0.0,0.20687708162829668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910191878600548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634922488728991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362375191727085,0.2339327963972253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209141484457946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluesnakes321,2020/02/26,"I reached out to an old ""friend"" who deleted me on facebook I had a friend who I lived with at uni & he was never home. He ignored/avoided the group I was friends with at the time because I believe he didnt enjoy the party lifestyle we were living as he was struggling with his mental health. Fast forward a year and one person from the group noticed he had deleted all of us on Facebook - super awkward. Fast forward another year and a half and I am no longer part of that friendship group (or any friendship group). I desperately sent him a text message asking to catch up. I just want to feel a connection with someone who does know who I am even though we havent spoken properly in years. He didnt reply for a week but today he did! It made me so happy to hear from him and I felt less lonely instantly, even though I'm still alone and it was only one text message.",3.1872483766233763,4.73030972159091,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,73.94318181818181,6.164935064935065,27.34415584415585,6.5431188927421005,1.1287042207792208,685,26,138,5,14,220,107,176,0.08800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.7507,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,11,0,13,1,0,1,2,22,22,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,3,13,3,18,6,21,9,3,22,0,1,0,0,30,9,0,1,13,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218265186541666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592064226446068,0.0,0.0999223521608757,0.15407649282792746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736647095202864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957156895816205,0.0,0.0,0.16554793601762788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858575639317632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410130353957425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429587627813965,0.0,0.1410827794957519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34057000822196176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564174090328444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618739981325952,0.1656089324240963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147390017895426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075285649839731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594965245967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390355557406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807816349047595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332704684420032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167289005340616,0.1541859008590567,0.0,0.199136933784688,0.11175238138167062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159118696493373,0.0,0.0,0.12829991783887354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124499434497204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734425824200853,0.0,0.0,0.15361069178251585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887301563973414,0.0,0.08568027793728504,0.0,0.13927930903459604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767473906007847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666738272377993,0.0,0.11786417933111425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838682674531423 lonely,JayJax98,2020/02/26,"I feel an unbearable longing for someone to want me. Im having one of those days. Lately Ive been feeling really down. I feel like everyone is getting invited to do stuff with friends or are going on dates or are just hanging around people, while i so desperatly long for just one person to actually take contact with me, just a hello text or just something... I keep inviting friends over or asking guys out for Coffee and such, but they so often cancel for reason that are totally fair, so I can't even be mad at them or anything. Even my oldest and closest friends who I could always come to are slipping away and I am in such of a need of someone to talk to.",4.529242424242423,5.4340195000000024,5.5951515151515165,81.07106060606063,69.9090909090909,7.987878787878787,30.57575757575757,8.167268648758528,2.1895393939393943,522,21,100,7,9,173,90,132,0.03,0.8140000000000001,0.157,0.9331,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,13,6,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,28,24,13,0,3,10,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,3,13,4,23,21,1,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,8,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16017856445087306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657899489473438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350745852336452,0.14612086104162486,0.15345027737029338,0.0,0.1542164754626382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139349011393273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310537444626256,0.0,0.0,0.10585777971014612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682801239383012,0.0,0.0,0.1568443726507623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898483763911156,0.1172628215310037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804462753062475,0.0,0.08575723302123246,0.0,0.09328547754693768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252603146135994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730113973718398,0.0,0.0,0.14589663287573346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851589211918552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019131495403405,0.0,0.0,0.29052037509737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121708947389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245324868687574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137951469009973,0.14332215017619804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515333867340856,0.16876494528049885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781533604763323,0.12636425491169834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790290904811227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341408677745445,0.1319308339149777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681499295825798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,york443,2020/02/26,"I wish I was straight, I'm so lonely I'm a 20 year old gay male and I've been looking, even for just a PLACE I can find someone, for years now. The weird issue is that I am not attracted to a majority of other men. It's something about people that's turning me away. Everyone's so political, and so strongly identifies with the LGBT community over the relationship. I'm Gay but that's not entirely who I am. I don't like feeing like everyone I talk to is married to a movement already. Everyone dresses up feminine but then says they're queer and not Gay. I don't get it. Why are they looking on dating apps for other men, as men, but then say they are something else? On top of this I'm confused as hell. It is actual hell when you are horny and want intimacy and love from someone but you can't feel attraction to anyone. What kind of a sick joke is that to play on someone? It's not my attraction, or that I'm picky. I'm not asexual either. If I go on google images and type in ""male in 20s"" I can show you 30 or so men I am attracted to from the top of the page alone. If I walk down the street or on my campus, I am literally picking out people I'm attracted to. It's that, I would approach women if I was straight. Before I thought I was gay I asked out several women and we would date for a couple months, but she sensed I wasn't aroused. then I realized one day and decided to try ""coming out"". Well, I have no friends for another whole set of complicated reasons, so I came out to maybe three family members, they were ok with it. Now time to move on and find a lover, well, so much for that. There's no real gay person in my entire extended area, up to 50 or so miles, that is my age and still at least somewhat male-acting. I'm attracted to guys, with some degree of flexibility, not someone who's in-between or who is in a perpetual state of cross-dressing and calls themselves LGBTQIA but is never actually the first three letters. And online dating doesn't work. Everyone there looks like they want to literally fuck and disappear. I am not interested in sex yet, I just want the intimacy first. I'm so lonely and life is really shitting on me. Can't get through school because I'm fucking lonely and don't see a point. I haven't spoken in person to a friend in 12 fucking years because of mental illness (Schizoaffective disorder) keeping me from keeping friends (and before anyone asks, no SZD is not itself causing dating issues). I feel like an outsider everywhere I go. I can't find JUST Gay men. There's so much other stuff coming with LGBT community itself now. I know this is a ridiculous post and people have much worse but it's just been so long. I really don't know what to do but give up with this whole life thing, move away somewhere and never speak to anyone again. I consider that the best option. I do have one other plan. I plan to travel. I am saving up money and I'm going to sleep in my car and travel the US and after that to Europe, going as cheap as I can. Maybe I can run into someone at some event? Issue is, people in meetups are usually from 30-60, there is very little tailored to my age range where I live currently. Maybe in some other major cities I can find more people my 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lonely,TakeMeImReddy,2020/02/26,"I just realized the only people who would notice if I fell of the face of the earth would be at my work So I just realized that the only person who would notice me completely disappearing would be my employer who is drowning me in work and constantly using me to make her life easier, I could literally just disappear and nobody would notice till late September if at all, if she didn't come searching for me to do her job for her.",11.853725490196073,7.0202166470588265,11.841176470588234,60.63196078431375,59.0,16.03921568627451,41.27450980392157,13.5591,5.355156862745098,345,11,64,10,3,118,52,85,0.023,0.943,0.034,0.2263,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,11,2,1,2,1,20,14,7,1,9,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,14,0,10,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,3,53,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056959255245893,0.1710965679260796,0.17634521875722853,0.0,0.13029009643047249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193612207606795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408000317708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526252628914906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892738207672982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573622642571402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482193821651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313206443543446,0.14248701434398822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093961057847715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376015249967916,0.0,0.0,0.5796103880026492,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashutosj,2020/02/26,"I feel sad whenever i see committed couple. Whenever i see some committed couple in my college or outside I feel sad. I don't feel anything for them, maybe I'm happy for them. But I'm just sad. I feel I'm good person and I deserve a good partner, but i haven't got any. I have nice friends and family, but there is always a craving for a girlfriend, close to me.",1.4751503759398474,3.2913936578947407,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,79.52631578947368,6.974436090225563,26.646616541353367,7.957251820313856,1.7226827067669168,282,12,59,5,7,98,43,76,0.085,0.677,0.23800000000000002,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,14,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,13,5,5,13,1,2,0,3,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069923330886112,0.0,0.0,0.14768010178422142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870884179550453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805793641750365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204724465395048,0.0,0.43922194918864793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778165709408865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642965194460583,0.17368722388557808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311768927297059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817210346594992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962068561843629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346105843168388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lildanibb,2020/02/26,When I see couples I feel angry I can’t help it.. I’ve been single for three years after he left me for his best friend. Every guy after that only wants me for sex and nothing more. When I see couples I feel so angry and alone.,0.3875510204081678,2.2995506122449045,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,83.6938775510204,3.92,15.922448979591836,3.1291,-1.0450114285714285,176,3,39,0,5,59,34,49,0.161,0.655,0.184,0.3041,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,8,2,5,6,3,6,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252590445492063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559413869068548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397063842751255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054829294138448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663032556318776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842430251532485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148366883633626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347041634492554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498086114213704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401343591822654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548489891579947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886882107673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384920057241746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705340755147226 lonely,karol887,2020/02/26,"Why life is so hard? Just looking for someone i can spend time with on texting about everything our feelings, stupid stories, great songs and more. I lately discovered when i'm left alone just with myself and i can't talk about it with someone i feel really bad so if u would like to help me i would be thankful i also can help you when you have bad day i really enjoy helping others.",2.7264935064935045,4.7997621688311725,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.66233766233766,6.477922077922077,23.98701298701299,7.447530270364453,1.105758441558442,305,10,60,4,7,98,56,77,0.162,0.599,0.239,0.7954,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,9,7,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,12,4,8,10,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035720527898517,0.0,0.15718523325630826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282309952000355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267619327725904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665126436259154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876857003565954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167029546959126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607497597289734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952407007429015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172298327656767,0.0,0.2135579504903422,0.0,0.1388328484775104,0.0960270100410446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505698068794716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518367659746875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330814010809208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798373577411498,0.0,0.1809617477303747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461299858753385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773606208495586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792545461712242,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notworthyenough4agf,2020/02/26,"“You just gotta be confident to attract girls! Nothing else matters.” Now go out there and be confident with no social life, being behind in life, not working, not finished school, overweight, not driving, and not having any cool stories in your past to talk about!",7.347801418439715,8.457217680851066,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,63.680851063829785,7.9687943262411345,36.94326241134753,7.793537801064563,3.031487943262412,209,10,33,2,3,63,38,47,0.094,0.6990000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,8,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,24,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256303774702175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856864405808049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943592189813704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831113763804237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328145962314058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32646549942172304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461093258139741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34861290468127804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748763742606549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489707701775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cinnisee,2020/02/26,"a different kind of lonely, i am this is mostly just a rant and i don’t have anywhere else to put it but this seems like the most appropriate place. i have a great community of people around me. i have an awesome family, the BEST best friend, and my SO is amazing. & i love every one of them dearly, and i think they all love me. i almost never have no one to turn to when i need help - and i’m truly fortunate for that. my kind of lonely is a new one - for me, at least. i’m not physically lonely, or emotionally lonely. in fact, those cups are overflowing. even in my worst moments, i feel love/loved. but my mental connection is where i feel... kind of empty. i have interests and hobbies and thoughts that i just have to keep in. the people around me - as supportive as they are - just don’t share these things with me. and when i try to talk about it, i get that blank stare like “i’m here to listen but i’m not interested and i don’t understand.” it’s frustrating, but don’t get me wrong - i know i cant fault them for not sharing my interests. it’s just lonely for me to not be able to talk about things like my spirituality with people like my best friend, whom i talk to about almost everything. i can’t talk about my yoga or meditation practices, or the things i learn from it. i can’t talk about the energy we are all made of, or my sense of spirit. i can’t talk about what connects us all as living beings. at least, i can’t talk about it without getting that blank look. or the shallow, one-dimension responses like “yeah? wow that’s cool!” i cant share a REAL conversation - much less share my practice! - about any of this, i cant explore my ideas and thoughts with the people i usually go to. it’s lonely to me because my sense of spirit, my sense of self, my sense of energy and connection, that’s all very important to me. it’s something i take seriously. it feels like being the one and only die-hard fan of a sports team lol i know that’s a weird simile to make but that’s how it feels. i am MADE of my energy but to not be able to REALLY express that and how that feels and what it teaches me? to not be able to bounce ideas off someone who shares the same thought process? it’s just a little lonely, that’s all. what’s extra lonely is that my community of people probably don’t even realize how important it is to me. they probably have no idea that i am disconnecting myself from the body i’m in and reconnecting myself with the energy i am made of. and if they knew that about me, they would be supportive but not care. they wouldn’t share in the experience with me and that’s really sad. idk i’m just rambling now but idk i just want it out of my head before i go on a road trip with my best friend, and i pretend not to be meditating and visualizing my spirit and calling on my energies. i just wanted to get it out before i have to go pretend to be a 1-dimensional human again.",2.0558945671755002,3.860798969849248,3.982918365411969,86.56972598843275,77.72696817420436,7.520735754242913,21.816914762491702,8.393068210462019,1.1516826206504218,2263,63,490,45,53,768,216,597,0.10300000000000001,0.642,0.256,0.9988,1,16,1,0,0,0,73.0,2,0,8,5,31,50,1,0,23,3,43,4,2,7,7,107,87,42,0,6,31,0,5,6,3,2,0,1,0,2,43,30,0,1,20,5,0,6,25,15,0,4,7,9,81,35,77,70,18,33,3,9,2,2,38,19,0,11,14,353,124,3,0.20106839158269488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422729993405352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261917275812108,0.0,0.045577800401724274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932899832207497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040856475086490936,0.0,0.11406292790004673,0.0,0.2813451627094347,0.0,0.0,0.07444721847472566,0.0,0.0,0.06843776953326958,0.0,0.06833420857479704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955908195258931,0.07002455799275578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559889468782867,0.07539162582163332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853585087947036,0.0,0.05646959730568012,0.0,0.060235768463264464,0.06556115632242661,0.06318312831852439,0.0,0.16944370035567094,0.04788109970734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553449405650794,0.0,0.1400665810801829,0.0,0.11427180055934785,0.0,0.0,0.07389287051789986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060039261667035486,0.0,0.06878472599874033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449239681793628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226981739968123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957294165774645,0.0,0.2093817885956536,0.07366795308075502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964637195410926,0.06717445030921276,0.059182357837073374,0.0,0.05628226952034274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147207363751205,0.1902557737458667,0.044738237567699096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754321564164889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926946767964414,0.04969655487674315,0.051692113020576365,0.06473103517567314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708190971218106,0.05097385742912354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232584308651816,0.0,0.07002455799275578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452382246877213,0.0,0.0,0.06737642300100308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628661636469405,0.08587304019886181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101503736540838,0.0699193946025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567881985654748,0.05159742371772926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521133519998671,0.0,0.0,0.05039280240003545,0.3770926992440164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358090498939207,0.04294550218012598,0.0,0.15962584335937408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550407980292978,0.07290155726661995,0.0,0.06977309556508979,0.0806201727253011,0.0,0.07381614219998077,0.05530082688039397,0.07906356457191051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460758478114394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047611072148787764,0.0732789073169226,0.0,0.0 lonely,fortkirby,2020/02/26,"Need someone to offer support? I'm here to help if I can! Hi everyone, I'm having a rare good mental health day! On my bad days all I want is someone to talk to, but people are rarely able to offer support because they feel just as bad. So today, since I'm feeling like I can support people, I want to offer that support to you! What's going on today? What has you feeling down? Did you do something today that you're proud of and want to share? Let me know! I want to hear from you!",0.8938235294117618,2.800290343137256,2.8487843137254916,92.80552941176472,81.84313725490195,4.472156862745098,20.9843137254902,4.935628992294339,-0.145834509803922,373,11,80,1,10,125,63,102,0.059000000000000004,0.624,0.317,0.9767,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,1,3,10,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,1,14,27,5,0,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,12,8,15,25,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,6,48,16,0,0.13181917782025918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201270147783609,0.08035574729785615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002492913114495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595887339402018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995521108715464,0.09417164697351027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491587652939825,0.11056367223710233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401176218802837,0.148569793729462,0.0,0.08835561626390546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724443727606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479404034375608,0.0,0.06440019183911777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284272704131353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774225007898488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277364063640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904218607471593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233799231954103,0.10148084318838296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983473634499966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595126191021437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748475020851191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110014655820781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,0aman01,2020/02/26,"With each morning, I die a little. Hello, I didn't want the title to be this but it kinda suited. I don't know where to start, I had this falling out with a friend Febuary last year. Can remember the last time I was happy, It was when I was in her arms, I remember the warmness and the security. And I remember fighting over silly things. And then me clinging over everything single thing and us falling out. Since, then I always think of her, and I'm reminded of everything...every emotion I felt being with her from start to end, to a point where I forget where I am and what am I doing. It has been 6 month since I have not contacted her, in hopes that I'll move on eventually. But every 3rd day I feel stuck, like and intrusion of mind whenever I face any challenges in my life, small or big. I experience this feeling like someone poured acid on my brain, and I start remembering how things went with her. I can't help but feel that my life is deteriorating and my social life, behavior and etiquette are getting bad with each day. My speeches are incoherent. And I feel my nerves everytime I try to engage conversation with women. I went on to fall out with 2 more friends after that, one of them strictly mentioned my behavior as bad, and I feel like there is no one who would love to hear my voice someday. Eventually I kind of get okay with it. So that my brother with whom I live doesn't notice. I'm constantly challenging my belief system, I'm questioning everything and ending up just dull and sad. Yet something in my just lifts up and says, go on.",4.688839770435862,5.656409179153098,5.678203815728246,80.39080347448426,69.58631921824104,8.974654878237939,28.951295176050877,9.23628265651192,2.3525946641848914,1226,44,243,24,21,405,169,307,0.124,0.7170000000000001,0.159,0.9111,1,0,1,0,2,0,38.0,1,0,1,2,10,21,1,0,7,1,22,7,3,1,0,57,46,25,1,3,7,1,7,3,2,1,3,4,0,1,17,29,0,1,14,0,0,7,6,5,0,2,10,12,44,16,39,33,4,48,1,2,0,1,24,22,0,4,21,168,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828074621984359,0.0,0.0,0.06767607267627734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618777777171795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109569013853962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754427109937774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836255089612225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032846132114018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194505007517963,0.17628791318684828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769745523369947,0.0,0.17888183318636322,0.09734830423825078,0.0,0.0,0.2515980165504855,0.1421922407423558,0.0955534795973726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377567434015638,0.0,0.10398874053980828,0.0,0.05655872384757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059394190851182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216471494315176,0.0,0.06670523168332426,0.0,0.0,0.09884444239997374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363332599929737,0.054692829652406336,0.1622419120004417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210878828394625,0.14585930918916998,0.09974379941650888,0.08787676269659793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981943794244182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048543431026877,0.0,0.07943481118686309,0.10577254106029303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133026058588577,0.0,0.0,0.1348727818340968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407726098850536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148362773202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509407754457757,0.0,0.0,0.07914119918158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646456579204798,0.0,0.0,0.10144669807229696,0.08432180182891291,0.07661429394687545,0.0,0.0,0.21131936948729368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834724261689013,0.06376751183787888,0.0,0.0,0.0580301062896489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756660884612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197086436914823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869865915920481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450951128852291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069517068697652,0.0,0.0,0.06408672695413803 lonely,PhotonGamingGD,2020/02/26,"why is it that other people be nice and get the respect they deserve but when i try to be nice im pushed down like the minority i am why is this what happens to me and as far as i've seen, only me?",-0.11652173913043384,1.0554619130434837,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,82.04347826086956,5.469565217391305,20.195652173913047,5.985473137389443,-0.17611304347826096,152,4,39,1,4,55,34,46,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,5,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942063815833112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328707423457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015173016418373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816017677223188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827069335257523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577012217256636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523709115380282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708321389334265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BatmanKickxAss,2020/02/26,"I am addicted to loneliness Title basically says it all. Right now I am alone at home because I am such and don't need to get to work for the rest of the week. Best days I have spent in a long time. No co-workers, no friends (I barely have some left), nobody who has stupid expectations .... Just me, myself and I. I can't imagine going to work on Monday. I just want to be alone. I'm sick of all the people telling me they know what I should do to earn more money, be happier, healthier bla bla bla. You don't know s***. Sorry this is more of a rant than anything else but I felt the need to get it off my chest. Everyone who seeks companionship or love I wish you all the best and hope you find that special someone. I just think I gave up on it.",0.06111111111111001,2.191704796178346,2.1670806794055224,95.0609253361642,87.02547770700636,5.5271054493984435,18.913305024769983,6.937597516519254,0.10017084217975958,571,16,134,8,18,191,101,157,0.085,0.726,0.18899999999999997,0.9702,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,5,5,7,1,0,7,0,14,4,1,0,3,25,30,5,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,21,6,18,24,9,15,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,3,6,89,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845183585698704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339077539133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470713055890546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997870217346343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435758445483634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055698059514647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674626230519318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641769580524426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717297963711016,0.0,0.1496143680142556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264704385103986,0.0,0.17104788091674508,0.0,0.0930317052717857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419954557309122,0.16258618313047551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992510659946628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785521961947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448650241293378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774123088168795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275570475054106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348558045947064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139794732385415,0.0,0.13017692437613515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386983383301573,0.0,0.0,0.18324327747824093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430767442214877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488921891526493,0.0,0.0,0.09545193699521867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655161904757098,0.0,0.13130634599179927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824130175153253,0.0,0.0,0.3575159763530851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,a_g_r_o,2020/02/26,"I just want one text from someone who still knows I'm alive I'm just wondering if it's too much to ask, my ""friends"" from high school haven't said a word to me in months. One text would be enough to make feel wanted at this point.",3.859333333333332,3.591422800000004,3.654,98.55033333333336,71.0,7.466666666666668,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.003066666666666773,180,3,47,1,3,54,41,50,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,13,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,7,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200343375681102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674763051480537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088970728206265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999812873570547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350463645623146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422652006915706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279411412935225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662323429263066,0.0,0.19029524818553806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35082667138276297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447106960839815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462394905018996,0.0,0.0,0.26198477032404544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933511460468644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067295842238615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053700669240454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072758948974913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388996710586264,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nordenfang,2020/02/26,"Why is it that the more I care about people the more I seem to hate myself. When all I have are shallow friendships I’m perfectly content and independent. I just do my own thing mess around with some of my “friends” here and there but mostly I work on myself and things I want to do. But the second I start caring about someone more than I should whether romantically or platonically I get riddled with function-crippling anxiety. Everything feels so heavy and I actually can’t seem to get myself to do anything but worry and cower in fear. It’s like it was decided somewhere that having close friends brings out the worst in me.",4.391250000000003,6.477962291666668,4.9216666666666695,81.15000000000002,71.91666666666666,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.0488166666666667,505,20,93,8,10,161,82,120,0.147,0.6659999999999999,0.187,0.5369,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,27,22,12,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,16,6,15,20,8,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,3,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.20048931705688364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716849448055015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169067636722023,0.1828938331319868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189394201249501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846449855577018,0.0,0.0,0.2311880843433633,0.10388156539945913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31745993052388505,0.0,0.21467802686405232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283909124266106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037236895052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424329863660752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740674679035349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740769043291082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541838870950086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729833663265299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117958408237155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538644143555189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495698630592073,0.20864419133272866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eegyy,2020/02/26,"For those Who are Intimate... We still feel lonely. Personally, there are people I could hit up right now and sleep with or cuddle with. But, I’m either not into them like that or they see me as a “friends with benefits” or just a “fuck buddy.” Sex is nice but sex with someone you have feelings for (or could potentially) when they just see you as a friend or a tool to get hard/wet with, is a painful feeling. That’s why it’s hard for me to do shit like that again. You feel lonely. So don’t mistake being intimate with people (even if you can regularly) as a solution to your loneliness. Emotional connections are number one.",3.4068292682926824,5.121915414634152,4.556593495934957,84.30171951219513,73.71544715447155,8.172032520325201,25.308130081300806,8.841846274778883,1.809933983739838,488,16,99,10,10,160,79,123,0.207,0.664,0.129,-0.9176,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,5,3,0,9,12,2,0,6,0,12,7,2,0,0,28,22,14,0,4,12,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,7,12,6,17,18,1,7,0,2,2,4,13,3,2,6,6,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289791310060826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337138864714192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252859136630276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836440692013871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931020992180943,0.17536178989792892,0.09910318481141042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33984306600716685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534214377443875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853624493140892,0.0,0.2018394383712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630089865697735,0.1656266303853788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199093639747245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023106069557266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947101079832014,0.0,0.0,0.1898231399185437,0.0,0.16072046005947882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148360509555125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116224734776206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Not_Mat_Yt,2020/02/26,Dont really have any friends any more.. Had a weird situation with my girlfriend that caused me to lose all my friends..my gf and i r ok but sometimes i just feel like im not that wanted anymore..,0.2463414634146375,2.5328741219512203,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,88.26829268292683,5.231219512195122,22.83414634146341,6.742157984588678,0.5465278048780489,153,6,35,2,5,50,34,41,0.08199999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.179,0.5902,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38808300427855824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298136142762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931235621375703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33441724662575306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442768622235154,0.2038474965751694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045356402532526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082169864537446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139403082639699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192233240671072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827965979773726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073497052059363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822093086390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830137368190118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WindupMonkey,2020/02/26,"I want companionship but I am not worthwhile. Before my last former friend removed me from their life they told me I am not worth the trouble. It is something I think about everyday. No matter how I try or what I do it ends the same. Still, I am trying to construct any semblance of a social life. Maybe I just want to delude myself into thinking someone would want to hear from me when they wake up in the morning. I have near zero confidence in meeting people online but I have some sick compulsion inside of me to try anyway. I’m not really a people person, I work at night, and am kind of busy, so it is difficult. I want to talk with someone and make something of it, but I fall apart when trying to compose sincere messages. I just can’t do it. Still, for whatever reason, if you want company or to try and talk, we can swap life stories or something and see what happens. Nothing will probably happen. I don’t know, I’m bad at this.",2.5825668449197856,4.620087577540109,4.033689839572194,85.73524064171123,76.96791443850267,6.325133689839571,25.438502673796787,7.285733465282438,1.3025422459893052,735,27,141,9,17,243,112,187,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.12,-0.2291,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,1,10,6,0,0,5,0,15,5,1,3,0,34,31,15,0,7,12,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,6,3,0,1,1,2,26,3,23,28,2,19,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,5,9,104,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664335155131997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106382252128343,0.0,0.0,0.1084167541424699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284768037264345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843685725993546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533695901759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360063230855413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267818804942488,0.07002135140993478,0.1038563739141152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998092148054914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504734346982612,0.0,0.12800073964542005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956590582308545,0.0,0.1222535887403166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666047522767658,0.11124973186601544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736981872021906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162228042107468,0.13099897599747493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152948799906857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298787234129753,0.21590861379473045,0.29425994779786496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350000974801152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481509494320416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327871069442246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174597144013895,0.0,0.432516043845263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757493867477955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275619279605142,0.0,0.0,0.09050859904521884,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,squimie,2020/02/26,"I feel like a background friend. There was a post I read on Twitter maybe a year ago about how they felt like a background friend. A friend that no one really checks up on, but I check up on other people. I feel like people hang out with me for convenience. I'm not in any tight circle of friends. I think about some people often but I don't think I cross their mind very often. etc etc It's been some time since I first saw that Twitter post and it really stuck with me lol",1.768181818181816,3.6034288484848496,2.5262626262626284,96.5427272727273,78.69696969696969,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.4709515151515151,372,6,85,3,9,116,63,99,0.046,0.742,0.212,0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,19,11,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,5,5,12,7,13,6,4,15,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,7,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100975063719326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817596483689412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548197416892353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608654705575905,0.22728539388214344,0.1527362543392913,0.0,0.0,0.135308500738746,0.0,0.0,0.4916015744519254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314697319178485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981149462781194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606196751481708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779284855172758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308462279124578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046983748203527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911732709359402,0.0,0.2038141133427281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158788769369847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385675011926704,0.0,0.0,0.09275749152138288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125294005715885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243862043626813 lonely,anonymousman01,2020/02/26,test post please talk to me,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,22,0,6,0,1,6,6,6,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597567229894675,0.0,0.0,0.5756260694767845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830897376356768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MehWhatEvz,2020/02/26,"I always push people away. My anti-social childhood is now part of my personality and it seems impossible to change this behavior. I always feel like I can never be a person worthy of care, so I reject people that offer it. My biggest conflicting mindset is I tend to think people offering me care ALWAYS have another person in their lives they will care more for, so I fear abandonment in a sense. I guess I abandon them before they have the chance to do so, avoiding potential emotional scarring. Any advice on getting over this?",7.1626870748299325,7.887083704081638,7.877959183673473,67.67299319727894,64.0,10.206802721088435,32.65986394557823,10.125756701596842,3.548280272108843,425,16,66,9,6,142,70,98,0.20199999999999999,0.657,0.142,-0.8305,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,17,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,16,4,11,15,2,10,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,2,4,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529353996832426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906754331919918,0.0,0.0,0.10642913214020612,0.16410970178606032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470421041028156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317468503058366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787034773508953,0.0,0.16556210652717815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604766434783972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611224054662006,0.07913390210378363,0.11180758708967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176768369040098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240849388194016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646070010509,0.0,0.13819725671475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070671859507418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948024549907809,0.0,0.3255037009531211,0.4099637953057787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424767631844075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028242885945024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KittyTheBiFurry,2020/02/26,"If I was gone, People would be happier... I've been alone for years, all the ""friends"" I've been able to find just ghost me and talk about me behind my back. I've been back stabbed too many times; all I want is a loyal group of friends that actually care about me, actually want me alive, and will actually help me get past my depression. I've been told to kill my self by a person who I thought I was close to> I can't trust anybody even my dad said I was better off dead. My past is just misery and hell, when will it end... Can please someone just care about me?",2.5685216572504714,3.7179194491525465,3.423333333333337,93.8712900188324,74.84745762711864,6.9393596986817325,22.433145009416194,7.3871296695380915,0.43641506591337054,437,11,105,5,9,139,74,118,0.217,0.603,0.18,-0.8482,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,2,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,2,15,24,5,3,4,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,11,1,17,7,10,9,2,11,1,1,0,0,11,2,1,1,8,62,20,0,0.1586047907593733,0.0,0.46432619029507705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426673052451982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439145880089813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027304854505732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234163092687469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366060738751717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047676821681698,0.0,0.0,0.10475696845915904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496190538601406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450753358089948,0.0,0.08286445700044275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630944800050532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547270172049148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080036382373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028124385719472,0.1099565917069888,0.13848758561911773,0.0,0.17410043212901904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508694761437913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654593871815942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438532451841714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274805229696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591448753589668,0.09248372895773124,0.0,0.0,0.15155367442956855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870984297966203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126682927617026,0.0,0.0,0.10213628518670924 lonely,Nirvananasdepression,2020/02/26,Baby why? Why are you doing this to me? Stop playing with my heart...I just wish you could love me just how much I love you...I miss the old you so much...,-2.9428431372549007,-1.4802309705882344,-0.5388235294117649,109.01862745098042,108.70588235294115,2.266666666666667,8.607843137254902,3.1291,-2.5275333333333334,113,1,31,0,6,37,24,34,0.09,0.594,0.315,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,6,2,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146089004284244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185203488364755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851913631003462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951867585499432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205246175894577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247225249178226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850867584018023,0.0,0.30909805354792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imintrested778,2020/02/26,“Friends” I wish my weren’t so lame . Now they almost all have boyfriends or a trying to look for one they never wanna do anything. I basically gave up even asking them to do anything anymore. I want to do so much stuff but to scared to do it alone. I wish I more outgoing and less shy to make new friends,2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,75.19047619047619,6.309841269841268,25.29841269841269,6.742157984588678,0.74203746031746,237,8,53,2,5,76,46,63,0.147,0.633,0.22,0.6452,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,13,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,9,2,9,11,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568380212391736,0.22308097468703694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361081553549824,0.0,0.0,0.3544982431944112,0.0,0.2013622831096222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226427076565026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328223835066998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808748874226721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377571751298235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583377766369139,0.0,0.1661234559821257,0.2080267693526657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595507681178532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156447949032707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465721106359655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623691229530736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127043680568093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953799438134921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShadowofTheNight2530,2020/02/26,"I want to love me enough to feel like I'm enough for others again I just miss when I didn't feel like I'm nothing, when I felt like I deserved love where I didn't ask myself if I truly do belong in this world, somedays I think it would help just to have someone but also think its better to work on me, what bugs me the most is the people always asking why I'm single and not being able to be honest or the people that say someone like me doesn't deserve to be alone usually all it does is make me feel worse about being single.",14.79868421052631,4.9284593947368425,13.410701754385965,66.59657894736844,60.31578947368421,15.550877192982455,44.140350877192986,6.42735559955562,3.80579298245614,417,7,92,1,3,137,70,114,0.066,0.711,0.223,0.9432,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,1,18,28,7,0,3,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,14,8,10,20,6,8,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,3,8,64,21,1,0.1613885859836192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714990282812586,0.0,0.12906239390301014,0.13428823210843793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017530840739933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273508919818348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141232239172754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33351510241895543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448087547732555,0.23059207614732366,0.15495835165424535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817536725943247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153852442369481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913189997626056,0.0,0.1077281343469742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485670092551668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237730496059474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283426812377007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734880503563275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682257862563466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777467266532703,0.0,0.09519116944721764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562809646146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749281272485695,0.0,0.16446875692994098,0.11464582101802001,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nirvanana_,2020/02/26,Why does everyone leave me? They hang out with me for a week and then they just leave over time... I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done,-0.7721428571428568,1.3918989285714325,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,95.42857142857142,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.3156714285714286,102,2,25,2,4,33,23,28,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731831542837912,0.3194595602761339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982929959593421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610885346919138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494501433933085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202955944241397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504049374511663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816859873971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PierceTheEye,2020/02/26,"A women CANNOT cure your loneliness [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOPQMt2Qv3A](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOPQMt2Qv3A) Just thought some of you might need to hear this video. Take care",21.93833333333334,29.73983750000001,5.890000000000002,64.70833333333334,49.0,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,170,3,16,2,3,32,20,20,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479470659522712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495179889278758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660813985195006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577279241635304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33033686130278705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487951821608348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LowPlay3,2020/02/26,please talk to me i cant stop crying,-4.00333333333333,-3.429568555555555,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,123.44444444444444,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.0292666666666666,29,0,8,0,2,10,9,9,0.0,0.3720000000000001,0.628,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667441117998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663554289447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135522027023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414699064130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whaddagirl12,2020/02/26,"Attachment anxiety I’m having a real hard time right now. I’m having a panic attack over someone I know isn’t worth my distress, but I can’t help it or calm down. To save myself from reliving the whole story, basically, I fell for someone that is absolutely toxic for me. And I mean toxic in a way that they don’t care, not just about me, but about anything. We were great in the beginning and they had feelings. But certain events led to changes that should have stopped me from being involved. They’ve hurt me so many times, and so brutally. They don’t care. Why do I care way too much? Why have I drained my heart of everything I have into this person? Why can’t I save myself? I do this every time, too. But this time has been especially messy. I’m so tired. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. All I do is obsessively check Snapchat, waiting for their reply. And tonight, I’m pretty sure they’re with someone else. In their bed. I’ve been dry heaving and crying and shaking. I’m literally sick over it. I feel so alone. All my friends have happy relationships. They’re here for me, but not completely. They’re so deeply involved in their own lives and boyfriends and I’m a burden right now. How do I calm the hell down? What do I do? I just need someone to talk to. Anyone. About anything. I’m hurting. I feel like I’m bleeding from my soul. I can’t handle this.",0.5265942028985471,2.9646296304347857,2.150000000000002,93.30333333333336,89.65217391304346,4.95072463768116,20.71014492753623,6.56203326957186,0.3324101449275356,1062,36,226,13,36,345,136,276,0.2,0.609,0.192,0.292,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,6,0,16,23,3,4,7,0,29,6,2,2,4,39,48,20,0,2,10,0,4,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,10,11,1,2,5,0,2,3,10,10,0,0,4,4,36,13,25,42,5,26,2,2,0,0,14,11,1,1,11,141,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512614016857342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503554777437007,0.0,0.0,0.0777242417247205,0.0,0.1829470867821359,0.0,0.0,0.12645824556215446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399988960161227,0.0,0.117590400121707,0.0,0.11654702349759308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210181761543845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374236058495008,0.09285822589080088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365538941056546,0.0,0.09990162177593992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861443853485333,0.07941128062633884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588037690929445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255206152005435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832973296486865,0.09957571329773664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172273736446385,0.07450684854242562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379938257473681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108951685550081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430617251458705,0.0,0.09815452976338136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269674124284028,0.0,0.12108362349254448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171390273265144,0.08242223110163295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041993510586425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705885752205916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308762412056585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652211284196951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119342067056088,0.0,0.1898566091586102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123825346730153,0.0,0.37673517108924615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929330456837668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476507735633944,0.0,0.0,0.08934457092625205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926844003779115,0.12775974199478873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646405554517394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090835283844125,0.12410391108881458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SadisticWhistle,2020/02/26,"Why do I have to be the fucking quiet kid(In a sense) that tries to help everyone but no one gives me the same compassion back. It's fucking harming me, and it just puts me in this whirlpool I just escaped. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME SOCIETY AND THE GODS ALIKE I'VE GIVEN MY ALL,JUST TO BE TREATED LIKE DIRT.",1.0983035714285734,3.3800191875000043,2.172589285714285,95.770625,83.6875,5.5321428571428575,23.205357142857146,6.868970318607317,0.6255607142857138,244,9,54,3,7,77,49,64,0.157,0.6629999999999999,0.18,0.2011,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,8,2,5,7,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786369907245304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080148232114097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59600621691587,0.0,0.3092230597342576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606131263281056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574816697673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184295710106842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240461380432466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885135287059646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012765607250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086656671312544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sinktopus,2020/02/26,"I lost a friend. We had a rough month before it all escalated. He was an amazing friend, something i never knew i needed, a soulmate. Amazing listener and a person to turn to, when everything seemed to collapse. We had a deep, strong connection and despite the distance, we put serious effort In everything. I was so happy to have a person like him around. I was grateful, so grateful. ""You've made me feel less alone and a bit more human."" I will remember those words forever. I hope our paths cross again at some point of life. In better terms, continuing from where we dropped off. Thank you for being you, you really changed the way i view 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lonely,Skyhawk873,2020/02/26,im just lonely i dont know what else to say except i lost my friends an im alone. i go through my days busting my ass for what seems like meaningless schoolwork and stuff stuck at home doing nothing but stressing and coping with being alone. i haven’t had human contact in a year other than my moms hugs and i figet with crap a lot because of it all. i just cant sit 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lonely,yjkoum,2020/02/26,I’m in over my head i feel so incredibly lonely. i fantasize way too much about having a partner. i don’t have any friends. i’ve tried hard to make some but idk how. it’s really hard to when i don’t go to school anymore. i join discord servers and when a guy and i really hit it off i start to like him. he could just be rlly nice and i’d still like him. it’s annoying for me because i really can’t help it. it makes me think if i’m really that desperate for affection. i haven’t talked to anyone other than my family for the past 3 months and i don’t like to leave my house. i daydream about having a bf and being happy with him and sometimes i really hate it. i’m only 16 too i just don’t know why i feel like 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lonely,mersile_,2020/02/26,"I literally have nothing. My family is a shit hole. I don’t talk to my siblings because they look at me weird when i’m nice to them. Got overattached to a girl. She practically took me in because she felt so much love for me. Left me. She told me she was pretending for the last months of our relationship. “Weren’t you?”. No. Have 0 friends online and irl. I overdosed a few months ago. It was bad. Last Friday, I realized I felt so lonely and memories of my relationship and everyone just constantly being against me makes me put a Ruger to my head. I think about it. I’m 18. My entire life has just been an enormous struggle. I’m so tired of it and i’m so young. If I’m good enough of a shot I can hit my brainstem so I die for sure. Imagine wanting to blow your head off then you miss? lol. I’m smart enough to not actually pull the trigger because no matter how shit it is, it must get better eventually right? Right? That’s what I tell myself and I put the gun down. Doesn’t help that everywhere I post has no replies. barely any upvotes. What the fuck is wrong with me? I talk to myself constantly. I’m my own best friend at this point. I’m going to be alone. It haunts me. I hear voices and convulse randomly since I’ve overdosed. When I get anxiety. Which is all the time because I just sit here and do fucking nothing while everyone is having the best time of their lives. People I occasionally talk to don’t actually look at me as close at all and they don’t give a shit about me.",0.37876319758672494,2.7563297973856216,2.393529411764707,91.87703619909504,89.26143790849675,5.752840623428859,20.91804927099045,7.2200825789825185,0.6826939165409756,1162,40,254,20,39,387,163,306,0.163,0.713,0.125,-0.8896,1,3,0,1,0,0,37.0,1,3,4,3,14,21,5,1,13,1,23,10,5,3,4,30,51,20,1,3,5,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,12,10,0,0,5,1,0,5,9,11,0,0,9,6,48,10,29,38,9,34,0,2,2,3,26,13,5,2,14,161,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.18819567052378075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547580271920689,0.0,0.0,0.09986822241116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557296490189915,0.0,0.07376560167439786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051165565617535,0.2351215006646468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238620904319604,0.08528093281979943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840443114754728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007493120078056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199267602686596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427828954569625,0.0,0.0,0.09090182104237858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516810199269115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899692753311247,0.17828850746003527,0.10075717700444776,0.0925005750401899,0.05480109981401867,0.08087752715130059,0.07712065537710895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792172434593894,0.0,0.10867907408547024,0.0,0.06463229385172232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720006762377006,0.0,0.0,0.1047670964897048,0.0,0.06810851293050631,0.0,0.0,0.08514589644644707,0.0,0.16194705542293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702820094010251,0.0,0.06436508247310188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393257557544426,0.0,0.07088418147467987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504663404789226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684962512556902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115370749089696,0.0,0.09234942284954968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938694619625893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705080667715803,0.0,0.1646944998061973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969396117584672,0.07976455725875897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080535819047004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088033378888244,0.0,0.0,0.23251062184733665,0.08428054627441603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178586685471769,0.0,0.0,0.11245351488365762,0.1108274655091,0.0,0.09213914477284812,0.10713279854130772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687453430175615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542665892582878,0.0,0.0 lonely,letsrunaway99,2020/02/26,"I want a magical, soul entwined friendship with someone who understands me like no one else can Two pieces of the puzzle that fit perfectly together. Someone who I fit with so naturally and effortlessly. An unbreakable bond. Someone who makes me feel more like myself, who I also help complete. My first and foremost, who I could never give up on. My everything. My other half. My best friend. I want to die and go home already.",3.3737179487179496,6.340016115384617,4.279743589743589,79.81525641025644,80.15384615384616,7.56923076923077,29.179487179487186,8.515128840125781,2.8295794871794886,339,16,57,8,9,109,58,78,0.064,0.622,0.314,0.9670000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,9,5,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,12,5,6,8,3,7,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233640606698936,0.16186690851186167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124164196979913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122226467447896,0.0,0.0,0.1616076198621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006924026780427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690872737816276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191272459072905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023443909916533,0.1446014805883301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172169528440138,0.0,0.0,0.15638117855070727,0.0,0.0,0.19416976149643506,0.1150340576370161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567090882087846,0.0,0.2030333630265646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777424287223985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351100002034637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611078532449968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715800413902468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145030696476479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772479788718336,0.21071556387822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387728888343597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zenhood,2020/02/26,"Small city, big city make no difference. Everyone is lonely af. These small towns don’t have that hallmark shit. I know it’s cute when your hallmark movie thinks a small town is romantic. And people in these big cities are just as lonely!",2.206666666666667,5.0802628888888925,2.0194444444444457,93.9425,86.77777777777777,5.666666666666668,18.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4214444444444445,190,5,37,3,6,56,37,45,0.214,0.6759999999999999,0.11,-0.6588,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,8,0,9,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820723592178096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44089439002596503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535773517061001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079929149104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198816829249273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473627900221101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956511279358404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Themotionalman,2020/02/26,I’m getting worse at peopling When I was younger I was like this really out there person still an introvert but the kind that people still wanted to hang out with and stuff. Then I got so ill and took a break from society for like 4years to go through chemo and all that jazz. I started reintegrating again some few years back and I just don’t know how. The worst thing about failing multiple times is .. it reinforces the idea that yeah no I suck at this. I’ve not been scared of being lonely but someone I really got attached to started ghosting me and I’m not sure anymore. I really liked her and we had so much in common I thought maybe she’d understand my quirks. I’m not quite sad but it’s upsetting you know...,0.9705153508771928,3.5288966875000014,2.1157894736842096,93.39236842105268,89.06944444444444,5.809356725146199,20.773391812865494,7.273561745256523,0.7449777777777777,569,19,119,10,19,180,102,144,0.19899999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.138,-0.9055,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,11,12,1,2,5,1,8,1,0,1,2,27,24,14,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,8,0,15,5,14,14,5,20,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,14,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132230041493154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328346448169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025512416829136,0.0,0.09817821847181857,0.0,0.27632907288356096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501454205344565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989329724517586,0.18987856207387974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531918358397689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735513232669273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699166036147505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952720374631464,0.15083927039736186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837416611161746,0.0,0.0,0.3320056153046279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295361305895535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463711293098929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445477056231801,0.0,0.2759179054311324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775825070663874,0.0,0.0,0.16281551457538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476790607583492,0.0,0.0,0.13714477978270473,0.10073233739505508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193241260452215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983959786176892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189285384984832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604774802163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124580351217657 lonely,aplaceforpoems,2020/02/26,"Situation making me so dang lonely I am on a break from my marriage due to repeated broken trust and my need to set healthy boundaries. I am hopeful but not sure I can ever trust this person again. It has also made me a bit messed up in that I am more sensitive to things than I was before. I have met a person who I instantly bonded with, but they are going through a divorce and custody battle. In order to make their case as solid as possible, they don't want anything to look suspicious. So, we aren't able to talk via text or phone, or even any apps or social media. Their kids mean the world to them. We talk a few times a month. I understand why. But it is so hard. I just needed somewhere to write these words. It's so torturous on my heart at the moment. I know I'll get through it. But I am so dang lonely.",1.8728007889546348,3.631245313609469,3.536544378698228,89.77448126232744,78.11242603550295,6.400157790927023,21.917554240631162,7.3011,0.6747038264299801,634,18,136,8,15,211,112,169,0.171,0.758,0.071,-0.9555,0,4,0,0,1,0,18.0,2,0,5,0,10,9,2,0,8,0,12,1,1,3,2,28,26,17,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,23,4,21,23,3,18,0,2,1,0,19,7,2,4,7,95,32,0,0.18086619349131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463862958985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299521374014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883746644492246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539038092365052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745903935910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946041501131845,0.16360382679789068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944951211223692,0.0,0.10279042582418013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202058362733407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432731012397951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964094013203213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939932988323448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188205021787546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113996544309035,0.241459177208927,0.0,0.0,0.19701630745356014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436567008063106,0.0,0.0,0.2682199814531907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158507676446388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389945751651886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330117948068566,0.0,0.1843703072475694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046424690208808,0.0,0.0,0.2907467904773549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015946225252445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054645319121862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828808601336325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667956700266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320360768911904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gremlin_tendencies,2020/02/26,"I feel kinda dumb for posting here but that's just because I'm anxious but 16f/read the post please :) Sorry for the long title, I've never posted in this group before. I'm 16, i personally feel like I have 0 friends although I probably have at least 4. I never leave the house unless I'm forced to. I kinda dropped out of online school because I fucking hate it and they wont let me back into normal school. I just feel so alone right now, my parents are absolute dickheads and we just got into another fight (basically daily) because my mom is a crybaby boomer and my dad is an asshole boomer, they're not even boomer aged either. I'm mentally fucked because of my depression and anxiety (that my parents think are fake)and I have a hard time making or keeping friends because I cant regulate my emotions and I get annoyed and wanna be alone and maybe if I hurt you first you cant hurt me ya know? I'm working on myself best I can right now though. I spend a LOT of time playing video games or crafting dumb stuff/hanging with my animals and plants. I have mostly succulents and 1 cacti. I'd like to learn a new language and learn how to skateboard. Idk I'm just looking for people my age to talk to, like 16/17-20, I wanna find someone I can vibe with because I will NEVER have my childhood back and I just wanna be a delinquent with someone :( I'm in est/midwest and I also stay up late.",2.3948070079386814,4.457868487544489,3.7844306049822087,87.1797830550233,77.64768683274022,6.0312619764577065,26.82192718313715,7.010146845296331,1.3334696413906384,1099,45,215,12,26,361,161,281,0.204,0.685,0.11199999999999999,-0.9823,2,2,0,0,1,0,30.0,1,3,1,3,15,17,7,0,9,0,18,2,0,2,3,54,38,23,0,5,13,4,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,19,0,1,8,3,1,0,7,10,0,1,1,5,37,7,26,32,5,31,0,3,1,2,16,10,4,7,19,137,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514005518681733,0.0,0.07919797187985934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384646296499128,0.07576123431973338,0.1118809626600918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230306187156795,0.0,0.3622236117063514,0.0,0.0842711908338718,0.0,0.10393075267035896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529839683338729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140064881480423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541145070062686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022468040571088,0.07075037201060387,0.0,0.0,0.0905158737131931,0.08423882062942767,0.0,0.0,0.15302784608987074,0.1831118717070442,0.05174151584991549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920705464732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871559183368008,0.09777621126693907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142726866471108,0.21203727700958785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802654512558775,0.0,0.0,0.054426852323562674,0.0,0.11171539610226967,0.10486339230020784,0.0,0.10126963694089043,0.0,0.14514997910528735,0.0,0.0,0.0876425466590242,0.0831641614437335,0.0,0.0,0.08419571584976243,0.0,0.0,0.06610639626825007,0.0,0.0994936146433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980363155079797,0.0,0.0,0.11598818229487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914487649030135,0.09564827974507893,0.0,0.0,0.09703292756994268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993251232767907,0.0,0.0,0.0686581549985834,0.08647323431190554,0.0,0.10871030348310427,0.0,0.0,0.2845434499950068,0.0,0.10677610024160633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906144775006737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915009581382162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004567010925276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782347100949602,0.0,0.0,0.1108611798663058,0.0,0.10555775732829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133709776334666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960029834934479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345740331774126,0.09730103840914373,0.0,0.11549579882482475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209840292642962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,17359314852381312,2020/02/26,"I’ve honestly almost accepted it. My social anxiety makes it pretty much impossible for me to form anything beyond a surface-level relationship with anybody. It’s depressing but honestly at this point I’ve pretty much accepted I will never get a boyfriend, and never have any true, great friendships. I guess I’ll just have to live for something else, which sucks because I’ve always wanted human relationships for my whole life up to this point. Maybe I was made to be alone. Does anyone else feel the same way?",6.078434650455929,7.954804563829793,6.342887537993921,73.50500000000002,67.19148936170212,9.201215805471127,30.44984802431611,9.606745405546679,3.0998316109422497,415,16,67,9,7,133,68,94,0.111,0.654,0.23399999999999999,0.9345,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,3,16,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,6,6,11,8,5,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624178450331454,0.16798818835614532,0.0,0.0,0.13496171070253307,0.0,0.0,0.11030018671664914,0.0,0.12408100884449105,0.0,0.0,0.113412597170135,0.16619099563551912,0.1334751153324727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887438162666552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970088036366196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194054315729202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709911948497603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201217093610948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474174877756045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882384282075164,0.17867935859574913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456522828374625,0.0,0.0,0.14322378575149008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347564810883782,0.1082684094799874,0.0,0.16294966930493734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384683524257597,0.0,0.2501941588972337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066590315445552,0.0,0.0,0.3300273087189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482798539076264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653404120047911,0.0,0.1248679273681731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566856954373402,0.12874520485793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810882494731034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NinjaGoalie97,2020/02/26,"I just want someone to be with.. I’ve been single pretty much my entire life, and I’m really getting sick of this loneliness. I wonder what it’s like to have a woman that wants you, that is your best friend, that is always there for you, and tells you “I love you.” I just want to hear those words. :(",3.7166129032258053,4.007853403225809,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,71.41935483870971,7.490322580645162,20.33870967741936,7.1686216300943375,0.2257935483870965,229,3,52,2,4,74,46,62,0.125,0.607,0.268,0.8632,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,10,13,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,4,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284970590074196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881856733258037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121625781104552,0.0,0.14347210234683794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095048055874345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396477409098475,0.13416030509711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784574803616002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018695410423849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793765322099872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592184398635774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326756939120033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002076120883475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859153014525267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780223199781136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dakotem,2020/02/26,"Hello i hate myself thnks I'm 17 and i feel like shit, i feel disgusting, like i dont wanna touch and be touched by others because i think that people would hate me for that, and i know most of that isn't true, but i can't help it. I can be as extroverted as possible and i can talk normally with anyone as long as i don't look at people in the eyes, i can't look at anyone in the eyes and that hurts for some reason, every fucking time i look, i panic and feel incredibly anxious, i feel like shit right now and i want to scream...",0.6713596837944671,2.434313669565221,2.955098814229249,92.49667984189723,81.8695652173913,5.920948616600791,18.280632411067195,6.980632752743323,-0.0003913043478256384,412,9,96,5,11,141,65,115,0.258,0.6729999999999999,0.069,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,2,0,10,5,4,1,1,23,24,12,0,4,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,12,17,4,15,21,2,8,0,1,5,1,3,5,3,2,6,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530636137937086,0.0,0.21700737752123286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459473989758163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186682854655145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074370360986454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31384954729446485,0.2217176182349748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345906216347956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641123242286683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401218108263002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612068141687406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528147430375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743560732979096,0.0,0.0,0.13732716980183576,0.3909299542986841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204096444856902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206731558766293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516102553371874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493927139319465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954827463901194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252070378667893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185748674358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472576510385674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943145119347968,0.0,0.0,0.09048522539128122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152768698502373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023361600885448,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lillyk2022,2020/02/26,"*VENT* I just needed to let this out. I feel numb. I feel like I can't breathe, and I am just waiting to breathe air again. Being lonely feels like I am holding my breath, and I am so exhausted. I am so exhausted of being rejected over and over again. I feel trapped, and I am getting claustrophobic. It's weird because I feel everything, and yet at the same time I feel nothing. Dammit I just need human interaction.",0.9075166297117504,3.4627526341463413,2.5709312638580957,89.9076607538803,89.73170731707316,5.908647450110864,24.52771618625277,7.348242739294969,1.3696926829268294,324,14,66,6,11,106,48,82,0.239,0.701,0.06,-0.9298,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,0,20,19,7,0,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,14,2,7,16,1,9,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305593611963807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109111034947623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7119535531924771,0.3353042829354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260820245190485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399714802383369,0.0,0.2293010777606212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34801764786429906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251773605108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368411038220647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ethosorange,2020/02/26,"1 experience changed my whole perception on wanting to be lonely I'm the quiet, introverted guy in the family. I've lived alone for the past 6 years and everyone knows that I've always preferred to be ""alone"" and keep to myself. But I feel like that has recently been changed, and it's eating me up, making me feel sad and depressed. My family and relatives decided to go overseas together for a family member wedding, I thought I'd go along but wouldn't like it (because i'm introverted), but I actually had the time of my life. I met with family and distant relatives that I hadn't seen in 8+ years, we travelled and bonded, gossiped and had an overall fantastic 2 weeks together. Now that I'm back home, I feel so fucking lonely. I hate it. I'm soo far away from my family and relatives. I look through the pictures of the vacation on my phone and it makes me tear up. They're active social media users and constantly posting, and I want to adapt to that type of personality (I've never been much of a social media person). They're all together and I'm here all alone, missing out on everything. It's been 5 days since I've gotten back and I'm legit contemplating on moving to their city. It's crazy how just 1 short experience was able to completely change my mindset - am I just being dramatic? Am I just looking at the positive points? Thanks to anyone who reads this, I have no one to write/talk to and I needed to get this out.",3.8211674641148328,5.352145389473687,5.568237639553434,78.21455741626797,72.29824561403508,9.251993620414671,28.393141945773525,9.688023934748609,2.7610701754385967,1136,44,218,29,22,389,156,285,0.109,0.807,0.084,-0.6277,0,7,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,10,0,15,3,0,3,3,45,44,20,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,3,14,20,1,1,8,2,0,4,4,8,0,1,11,7,25,3,34,29,4,32,0,5,3,1,12,15,1,0,14,132,39,2,0.10096210483181313,0.0,0.09852445035713707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136988760842138,0.0,0.0,0.08400855912565643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059505118426689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485722095874692,0.15526725319371168,0.0,0.06154556200909617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041355944409555,0.0,0.10585684603172793,0.10910416787834308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511220522998139,0.0,0.0869585129504192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033094384600478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647361780274784,0.09073822974873302,0.19752062326904524,0.4758904351910415,0.0,0.1531484213243664,0.07212734786502971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933378390353282,0.05274853271741757,0.0,0.11475818169707655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999683570230048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967917627229106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127322309316476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973975770301834,0.0,0.0,0.05548613242841802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131252044687356,0.09864996925584832,0.0,0.0891513882779983,0.0,0.1695654802057191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347859779176553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730673943661066,0.07421876390005372,0.07486212144660427,0.07786819936262725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841453515384688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637975316225153,0.0,0.17631243129843152,0.0,0.0,0.09544182290230777,0.0,0.09669378792538154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098942661123668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996878983623336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351689643047946,0.0,0.0,0.20583630283673027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114951548725204,0.0,0.09295234144255696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015263365991314,0.05887181524316992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910013053548095,0.0,0.08098571055579701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127205844800936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003257067810964 lonely,Bright_Signal,2020/02/26,"I think I'm one of those kinds of people that people just don't care about I don't really know how to explain this besides just the title, but yeah. I just don't think people care that much about me",0.17651162790697586,2.3638485116279107,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,87.13953488372093,4.370232558139535,13.251162790697672,5.6839178017228535,-1.1214986046511632,158,2,36,1,5,51,27,43,0.128,0.804,0.068,-0.3519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672488888220608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968308698674583,0.1528812047377184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044953133798373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850289429317332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785678026455463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821010753076247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649477618398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeenageDeveloper19,2020/02/26,:( I’m 19. I’m lonely. I’m horny. Send help.,-7.484545454545453,-13.21361036363636,-1.8592727272727243,112.31109090909092,198.0909090909091,0.8800000000000001,2.2,3.1291,-3.4798872727272725,30,0,10,0,5,12,7,11,0.38299999999999995,0.426,0.191,-0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,technonymous1,2020/02/26,"It Never Works Out I have always been too afraid to say anything about it in public or to reach out and get help from any sort of service. But I can't hold it in anymore. All my life I have been excluded, or have been made to felt that way at least. It's a sinking feeling in your chest and in your heart when you realize that no one really wants you there, they're just tolerating you because they have to. I have realized that my task now is not to change my situation, but to change myself to fit the situation that I am in. I believe as nihilistic as it may sound that there are those of us who are meant to be loved, admired and romantically fulfilled and those of us who are not. We all grew up on Disney, which taught us that everyone has a happily ever after. That was the most destructive philosophy that could have ever been fed to children in their most important formative years. Not everyone finds ""the one"", not everyone gets the friends and not everyone gets the camaraderie. It has been a difficult process trying to come to terms with it, but I have to...Because no matter how hard I try, how much care, love or kindness that I show, it never works out.",6.993333333333332,6.1749158260869565,7.225000000000001,77.40083333333334,64.65217391304347,11.144927536231883,33.51449275362319,10.504223727775694,3.2145362318840576,920,33,187,20,12,299,129,230,0.065,0.738,0.19699999999999998,0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,5,2,2,11,9,1,1,8,0,24,6,2,3,6,46,38,16,0,2,12,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,22,11,1,1,6,1,0,2,10,3,0,2,11,5,24,6,32,24,7,25,0,0,0,2,20,13,0,7,9,148,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736108630188414,0.0,0.0,0.07957031621882113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604175480288036,0.0,0.0,0.09628865961607072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265553026097694,0.0,0.0,0.13182937884696386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192987493238874,0.0,0.24756058619113724,0.10079312564949873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342238119884344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116831677762827,0.0,0.44722948835244297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916340279588325,0.0,0.11234724898622532,0.0,0.10694435324712516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040107197516063,0.0,0.18339754304736586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048173232205788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386565486761544,0.07842884742855917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184714913965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264710798393524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121086957465005,0.1107170007180541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601527692534187,0.0,0.18048952528699452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158577019549969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495913474398902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305046814607544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630466446135781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888322767891255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422243235576952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901509922510543,0.09287651242621377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036828469554532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535013376976757 lonely,spudfish83,2020/02/26,"Hi all, I'd like to share some hope. Hello! I had a baaad bout of anxiety recently, brought on mainly by loneliness. I know the underlying reasons I'm alone, and it's rough to face those issues. But in general I do. One way I combat the loneliness in my private life is sharing in my public life. I try to grow smiles in others. Those smiles helped me get out of my recent rut. One way I interact with others is by sharing my photography. I'm no pro, but I enjoy it and I like the challenge of getting a better shot. I travel in a limited way for it, which makes me look ahead, and plan for the future. Having stuff to look forward to can help you grow hope. And that can diminish your loneliness. Sadly I can't share pictures on here, but my insta is spudfish83 if you'd like to see. You are not alone. You have a family online. 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I don't think they care about me anymore because of how they just leave me on open or delivered, they never invited me to group hangouts, and they always tell me they're too busy when I ask to hang out with them individually. And if I try to tell them how I feel they turn my words against me, they make me feel in the wrong. They used to say goodnight and goodmorning, they used to tell me they loved me. Now they just don't respond.",7.921100917431197,5.875893036697249,7.093651376146791,83.03277064220184,63.58715596330275,10.5548623853211,35.56146788990826,8.841846274778883,2.592437064220184,427,15,95,5,5,131,65,109,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.2354,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,13,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,2,25,17,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,29,5,14,15,1,8,0,0,0,1,23,4,0,2,4,64,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187665969001213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810172295056637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063762677026795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112664527754213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721958380030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458175301521015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101951164977974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326919577016016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917322213972423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473728149333458,0.0,0.12183784790646038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077567974451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515238912596565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786085863906218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695560324590262,0.0,0.1449056428573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392350382071456,0.1985364048584573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729328432467119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995640608533252,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alduin-First-Born,2020/02/26,"Somber isolation vibes When u ask the girl if she has a ps4 or xbox, and she says ps4.... i have an xbox. Then u ask her what games she plays and she says games u have never heard of. Good times 😆 Reasons why im lonely 😂",-1.9736734693877551,-0.10806306122448817,0.14408163265306229,106.49734693877554,97.9795918367347,3.6163265306122447,11.081632653061225,5.288315135182226,-1.7833755102040816,166,2,45,1,7,54,36,49,0.215,0.7440000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8129,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,2,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715395760323371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563901070080761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330187145869108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357594682946701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142902278435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861784385505196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782446232593031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582889754185524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Invade_the_Yogurt,2020/02/26,"Pretty lonely person, can't find that one person. Just gonna talk about things since bored For the past months I haven't been able to find friends online and that's probably the most comfortable social interaction for me. My social life is online and that makes me realize that I've been always lonely, I've previously found a place, a community which I felt I was something. That died and I've been going down hill and losing friends due to myself having to lose social skills and stuff. I have never met someone new that I felt that was okay for me to talk to and didn't mind or isn't honest. Pretty funny story, pretty funny that I am lonely inside. Nobody would wanna befriend or continue being friends with someone who is lonely and us terrible at conversations. EEEEEEEEEEE, I hear the E's. But please say F, my fellow lonely peeps.",5.683602272727274,6.9339428375000045,6.0127272727272745,77.86136363636366,67.5,8.068181818181818,25.17045454545455,8.296473431620573,1.6323125000000005,674,17,117,9,11,216,96,160,0.19,0.662,0.14800000000000002,-0.662,0,10,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,2,15,0,0,5,1,16,1,0,1,1,24,24,10,1,2,4,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,2,12,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,10,4,14,6,13,11,1,10,0,7,0,0,18,3,0,3,6,74,26,0,0.1243064510559776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343292526074682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901047073849164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387073737368084,0.0,0.22722768852784955,0.0,0.0,0.13629560746895625,0.2881165671910924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064622077840081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010240465776672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878013225593377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781342447457668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297552133527666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551407978065082,0.0,0.09922022328016153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958727983039981,0.12005594503238826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423326831176962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186645731010506,0.0,0.21707919667749367,0.12987378407405714,0.136451154732799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37939304909929616,0.13402337873241893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885347917532704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282758086092596,0.0,0.0,0.3801443177131794,0.2106489051800984,0.09569717908661783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230114640124367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998256334282336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258368258368355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952535517071228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830373630385085,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daringdecember,2020/02/26,"I feel like I’m missing out on life. I’m only 19 and I feel like I have no life. All my friends are at college having fun and going to parties and getting into relationships and just having normal experiences. And I’m here on a completely different wavelength. I’m in the military so my schedule is totally different from theirs. None of my friends can relate to me anymore and a lot of them have just stopped talking to me. I live in a shitty barracks because I’m injured and in a holding platoon and it’s really depressing. I have a wonderful boyfriend but our relationship is unconventional because of my job so none of my friends who still talk to me get it when I have problems or need to vent. I can’t do normal stuff that people my age do because of the career I’ve chosen. I wouldn’t change it because I owe this to my country but I’m so sad all the time. I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’m missing out on important milestones in my partners life. I don’t see my family. I’m just missing out on everything I love and care about. It hurts. I’m lonely.",1.6064696453616492,3.932314912442397,3.8047725906631946,84.5886495692246,81.90322580645163,6.538890002003607,28.32879182528552,7.7425588080867325,2.004200721298337,844,41,165,15,23,289,110,217,0.14400000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.2496,4,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,10,17,0,0,8,0,16,5,0,0,3,34,40,16,0,5,6,0,3,3,4,1,4,0,0,1,8,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,0,4,28,9,26,39,6,20,0,7,1,1,13,13,0,3,9,114,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709578626557654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037663509557155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701556571063755,0.0,0.13178699726916684,0.0,0.13061765460028832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729884211464402,0.0,0.0,0.26031497349828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196266653182993,0.12186118098992398,0.11744104386547385,0.0,0.1889711279809892,0.2669956275056284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887459431766388,0.0,0.1301737182891428,0.0,0.07080054385416493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336331720695088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362443453442233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639793602469667,0.1825875428981803,0.0,0.11000464946538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591175399626014,0.11243650178773594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237300267595908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441199638390793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947471767486222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636669394227357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920431388639575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980785178928332,0.0,0.0,0.267500283168338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927253059667453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948814547512724,0.10415277969175896,0.0,0.0,0.1426119960171953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026214236002612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264242906707769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509951837272782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShadzFPS,2020/02/26,"Anyone else just crave affection? I’m 21M, and I swear I just feel lonely and depressed 24/7. It’s absolute ass. I never really open up to many people, let alone women, and whenever I do open up to a girl that I’m attracted to and I feel like they might reciprocate feelings, I just get rejected. I knew this girl that I’m working with was having a bad week, so I brought her in flowers on Valentine’s Day to surprise her and I made her week, but she said she had a thing against dating coworkers and that she wanted to just remain friends. And now I have to work with her every day and put on a fake smile, knowing that she doesn’t feel the same way. It’s a punch in the gut to say the least. All I want is someone to be affectionate towards, and not even sexually, just someone to motivate and encourage, because I know how shitty it feels to be down in the dumps and I don’t want anyone else to feel that way. Literally all I wanna do is just lay in bed all day and do nothing. All my friends are in college and I just don’t want to be a burden to anyone, so I close myself off from everyone. I’ve thought about going to a therapist/counselor but I just don’t even know if it’s worth it. I don’t feel like spending the energy to try and find the right one for me. Anyone in/been in a similar situation? Any advice would be appreciated",2.344142122487142,3.8674980035842346,4.282088203210225,85.96776998597478,76.13261648745521,7.576188249961041,25.39208352812841,8.321376580360154,1.5421692691288764,1049,37,226,19,23,358,144,279,0.10300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.168,0.9549,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,15,15,1,0,14,0,22,2,2,4,5,61,46,20,0,7,12,0,7,2,2,2,0,2,1,3,12,19,0,0,14,0,2,3,7,7,0,1,7,9,30,8,35,32,6,30,0,3,0,1,17,17,1,2,10,153,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006512195718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665536488137927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765953169316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31502662263320963,0.2308146950755777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940450960377288,0.06866094086106897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179197878785537,0.0,0.09701192287711656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881833301744949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487880393120287,0.0,0.09489941735907814,0.10762708390945956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986596839468292,0.16093220711818734,0.0,0.0,0.10294588510228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404225816716645,0.0,0.05884687323000622,0.0,0.06401277744171252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570291339840173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517639924573385,0.0,0.11005504676390793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657747967723524,0.0,0.1141936961612358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948739648457984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687066389295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807583280122043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632404675322564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808657471743466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322877427161733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215653971827568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618924070636428,0.1071411948896702,0.08957146882121463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266058881592203,0.0,0.0,0.19086967904384594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077732646409904,0.07482935159586936,0.0,0.0,0.08941920521854768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647142651617005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657389664597961,0.17880803402188214,0.1806971908792189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399850322917991,0.0,0.0,0.08001231144438338,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maco06,2020/02/26,"My two female friends who live in the same city are moving. Another local friend is away for school. Another might start traveling a lot for work. I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I have are close. I love all my friends, but I specified female because I'm a woman, too, and the dynamic is different. I need male and female friends, and I'm about to have very few male friends left in town and no female friends. I'm happy for my friends' lives because they've all moved for good reasons (work, school, and marriage), but I'm about to be very alone.",4.905357142857142,5.239410964285714,4.978571428571431,87.86642857142859,68.82142857142857,8.542857142857143,31.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.0610035714285706,436,17,94,6,7,136,62,112,0.043,0.623,0.33399999999999996,0.9914,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,17,17,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,8,12,12,15,6,11,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,3,1,55,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952778768233152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203050867928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842952874191383,0.0,0.0,0.1407031793120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057670073895199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7133109086962942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679867789988901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285386427115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539102992901588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381459460792611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962313530370744,0.10416014296837132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242955283064873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453206845054665,0.0,0.08557350159568129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820338537068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865855078079945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359792884786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168631141916717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273675687813454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044722150373805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803666332988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,H3ralia,2020/02/26,"Maybe Venting, maybe something else. I'm not sure, if I should vent this here but I need clear my mind a bit. And I'm sorry for every mistake, English isn't my native language. I've never had many friends in my life even though I'm a very friendly and open person. I just weren't able to come along with the people loving this village life here. That has never been a big deal for me because I always loved it being on my own with my thoughts. And I still had some close friends and a relationship. In detail, my relationship destroyed the few friendships I had because this unhealthy connection we had. But it opened my eyes after we broke up. I analyzed much and found out what went wrong between my friends and my partner. I began to become a real extrovert and I never met more people than in this time after my relationship. Because of the trust issues I had because of the relationship and my past friendships not one person became a real friend. After a while I tried to trust some people but everyone pushed me away. No one can deal with the thoughts I have. (So don't tell I should leave my comfort zone). Now I have not one friend but a big suicide thought. One evening I wanted to kill myself so bad, that I texted the suicide prevention and the told me that I should just do it. I'm such a bad person, that even strangers think I should kill myself. How can I find friends then?",4.0307692307692315,5.593420794871796,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,71.8205128205128,6.518681318681319,26.919413919413923,6.868970318607317,1.154607326007326,1099,38,216,9,21,343,139,273,0.22899999999999998,0.627,0.14400000000000002,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,4,27.0,2,0,0,0,15,21,3,0,16,0,20,5,1,1,5,55,38,20,4,8,10,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,0,4,12,20,0,1,6,0,0,3,10,8,0,4,15,1,38,13,24,18,7,28,0,1,1,2,24,12,0,3,13,157,50,0,0.08305288533340048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910665382531564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803091970453285,0.0,0.13869138026410285,0.20251307212091754,0.0917253867169334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067224027536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154270670967908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124775587755756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938002858257912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456694241688294,0.0,0.06997563793496217,0.07936059108927382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590883256484708,0.0,0.0,0.09106320196904248,0.4491651723089678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668563447104079,0.0,0.0,0.18377142462542784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794101367811395,0.0,0.0,0.1173254181532024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991694322906055,0.0,0.0,0.08420259006225937,0.16687557276783413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385973847049501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105342690751415,0.06158266211542756,0.19216651565127166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511513810991526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792833766805906,0.1727352400700237,0.21755572792200145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906473219996686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566708686936362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393816872651005,0.0,0.09297090549087003,0.0,0.0,0.06632614151103919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169275305196292,0.0,0.07827636153620525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259188248549442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321693539311543,0.0815990381575348,0.19780414157221188,0.0484288053315174,0.0,0.0,0.07936059108927382,0.0,0.05638745740680449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852732840184833,0.04898674359569951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699085677531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080529225170944,0.0,0.0 lonely,Domination1799,2020/02/26,"At this point, I just don’t care anymore I’m a 21 year old M and am in my third year of college. I have never dated or been with anyone sexually at all in my life. I don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere in my life and to see my peers happy with someone has made me emotionally numb to the entire concept of relationships. It really sucks to be attracted to women that you know won’t like you. At this point in my life, I’m not happy, depressed or angry, I just don’t feel anything anymore and that’s because I’ve always felt that maybe just maybe, I was never meant to share my happiness with someone. I hope that no one gets to the point of being emotionally numb like I am and wish you all the best.",6.7084555984556005,4.730052702702704,7.644903474903476,77.91013513513515,65.89189189189189,10.34903474903475,32.62934362934363,8.841846274778883,2.4358289575289573,552,17,119,7,7,188,81,148,0.091,0.6829999999999999,0.226,0.972,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,15,1,0,4,0,12,5,0,1,4,25,28,6,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,4,17,11,19,20,3,16,0,1,1,0,6,10,1,3,9,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067592306330442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448624156988525,0.0897131605323652,0.0,0.10558328393568722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821294541121056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464716306361554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081450892825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050807246550097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886495275163624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974874467889247,0.0916604241974296,0.1231919889258298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406711955409836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40974607511106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743485119355305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051253908546101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187479097304296,0.18804860354719607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140437482391685,0.0,0.0,0.2577972854130039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979119542402848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463349573234018,0.0,0.08694213081570902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638663377629743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219484660815758,0.0,0.0,0.13775051106946795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224169980594544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742317539630615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754330174499805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652471765652778 lonely,EuphoricEmptiness,2020/02/26,"Going Nowhere For most of my relatively young life I've been told that I'll always find real happiness and I can make a difference but as I move on it feels like that is just less of a realistic outcome. I am currently 17 and living in the UK, and with every day that goes by I feel like I am just adding to more wasted potential. I have never really had many friends growing up, as I started with a handfull then moved from group to group as I passed through school, though especially lately I notice that I'm starting to lose touch with friends and I almost never make new ones. I decided to go to college about a year ago instead of staying on at my high school for further education and I told myself it would be a new start where I can make new friends and finally have more control over my life. However, it seems with every choice I make to further progress in life it just backfires anyway, as now I'm at a college with only one close friend and a whole lot of strangers around me. At a time where there was promise of true freedom and control over my life, I feel more alone than ever. I like to think it will all be temporary though I can feel my choices are all going wrong. I'm at the point where I just want to stop deciding anything and just watch where life takes me, though given where I am now things don't look to get much better. Not really asking for advice but just stumbled upon this sub and thought I'd have a quick vent, thank you to those whom this concerns for spending the time to read my story.",8.076904761904764,6.038275205882357,7.742128851540617,78.48529411764707,63.28104575163399,10.703641456582634,35.582633053221286,9.04235418022936,2.8687299719887966,1207,42,247,15,14,384,168,306,0.055999999999999994,0.769,0.175,0.9903,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,23,14,0,0,12,0,19,5,0,6,6,55,48,20,0,2,9,0,6,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,14,17,0,3,10,1,1,7,4,2,0,2,7,8,29,12,47,37,10,54,0,1,2,0,11,23,0,4,26,170,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759956597628643,0.07946443867116906,0.0,0.08976601566412787,0.09284466460128707,0.0,0.0,0.0745914036386132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376978367900948,0.07980260899106792,0.0838055045478007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928327363173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201087854351972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781328513021099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365942059088726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810885807197255,0.15105871186499684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130780689517356,0.12808409462030654,0.0,0.0982011658121644,0.08193344715970341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770364672454168,0.0,0.046835550284635895,0.0,0.1528411022797625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954282350941014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947143340016025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112289842634008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165928003349765,0.13138732086857946,0.0,0.07915773413087854,0.0,0.07527880080815064,0.1002892631299565,0.0,0.0762125465143075,0.0,0.0,0.2393535941651582,0.09088545075018302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055582901945595,0.06589902068606136,0.0,0.1382787265897973,0.25973764444592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102060855175977,0.0,0.0,0.12149086377676425,0.0681786802936779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474302630833806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966875711227715,0.10203506444547222,0.1148571218433884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145003581155492,0.0,0.08160898420189497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035251132695252,0.09554910732849367,0.0,0.07494681437466226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740150612913065,0.0,0.0,0.08253260967522616,0.0,0.0,0.05955582118589086,0.05744057465655687,0.2642257925170267,0.07116771805455913,0.10454485541581028,0.0,0.0,0.17131831901171982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287464755165902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000848806698226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368087937988426,0.09801218597547336,0.0,0.05772811762614306 lonely,nocturnaltrashpanda,2020/02/26,"No one to talk to, family makes me feel even lonelier I moved to another country to be with my LDR (now husband). I don't really have friends I can talk to here and I also live in a forested area and with a newborn so I can't really go places easily. I'm stuck at home. My family is dysfunctional so we don't talk. My husband was usually someone I could talk to but now he'd rather interact with other people and we'd just usually spend time watching tv. I'm really lonely. I had a tough labor and right now I'm not getting much rest either. I just need people to talk to and feel human again.",0.5931657142857176,2.8055051680000034,3.5625428571428586,85.42370000000003,85.32,7.411428571428572,20.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.4943371428571428,466,15,97,12,14,166,76,125,0.11,0.873,0.016,-0.8264,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,20,22,9,0,3,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,2,1,1,2,5,2,0,1,3,3,15,1,13,15,3,14,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,0,7,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219653773696076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992420946381733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177000551562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007340475978058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875532201788485,0.0,0.15423130501123944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783192519577472,0.0,0.0796822615089633,0.0,0.08667721141426336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298396051309548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467264146873448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180426816526024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209822781741262,0.11211532623358278,0.11308718614374627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033474221993464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146798548342086,0.0,0.15934465163632872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29311308920055595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302461084441262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922460315145973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129248133802356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893213016643127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359452112560416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PapaBred,2020/02/27,"I'm gonna vent if that's ok I'm not really depressed. I'm not that sad. I just need a place to vent. So... pretty fuckin lonely for 2 years. I'm a junior in high school. I've struggled with social anxiety a lot. It's getting better. Actually it's so much better. Just I don't really know the point of recovering from it. I guess I feel better. I'm still shit at socializing. I guess. But the more and more I think about it, I can't see myself able to build close relationships/friendships. I just can't. I can really only see myself as the guy you get answers from, the guy who helps you out, gives feedback, etc. Like I'm just there... kinda sittin' around. Terrible feeling when you feel like a tool. One of my worst habits, because I'm very nonconfrontational, I make an appearance around someone a lot. Like if there's someone who I would wanna be friends with, or someone I like, I'll walk by as much as possible. Shit sucks. I'm a filler. That's it. Nothing else to it. I'm disposable. I'm replaceable. I know that I matter n shit but fuckin c'mon. Fuck.",-0.2788493227202906,1.999827949308756,2.091596145789694,91.77903924032957,96.6958525345622,5.210948191593354,17.635665409858962,6.850034144686104,0.255157910906298,823,24,176,14,33,278,119,217,0.115,0.7509999999999999,0.134,-0.3031,0,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,3,13,22,7,1,11,1,6,6,3,1,0,36,35,12,0,5,11,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,13,0,1,0,5,20,9,21,32,8,14,0,3,2,3,12,9,7,9,7,97,32,3,0.1112187957058272,0.0,0.10853350110472887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508207429572713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801661586434188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779794556673231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950919601067154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579258577093117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290903252806217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403835657291055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870669457930684,0.0794547298748091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592736567217073,0.10281998447423936,0.11621446073957115,0.1066912032075032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450400847757349,0.2202481870858416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454761437001993,0.11750876399881542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222458829942734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734354281399929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910848577464487,0.0,0.0,0.07423940976174194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635172236848632,0.08246732776762754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671743406724893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536473433532499,0.08458690584515892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619996979859624,0.0,0.10513771103372192,0.1253824812271918,0.0,0.11314949911163225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137488253475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125593589424166,0.17725396126304474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249348660497475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674711221776694,0.2827059740487409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881947391784882,0.0,0.0,0.11627003346121585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126451347015203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917671542318619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900664144628038,0.0,0.0,0.0716212579831003 lonely,hpsource2000,2020/02/27,"Feeling most lonely with a group of friends I haven’t ever posted anything on Reddit before but I just need to somewhere to write this and for me to know people are at least listening or, more accurately, reading what I’m feeling or thinking. My friends are terrific people. They’re kind, funny, fun, all round great human beings but somehow it’s when I’m with them I feel the most alone. I could spend weeks not seeing anyone and I may feel bored and I may feel alone but it’s only when we’re hanging out and afterwards that I truly feel lonely. Like there’s people around me yet I feel like, with the exception of the courteous question that’s fired in my general vicinity, I am ignored. I feel almost invisible. I feel left out. And they will do certain things, that I understand I may be looking too much into, that emphasise that I’m not a priority or of importance in their life. They will plan events without me and around their schedule and then once they discuss their confirmed plans out in the open with me around, then they will proceed to ask me to said event last minute. Rarely do I go. Sometimes it won’t work out in my schedule, other times I may not just fancy going to that event but most of the times I feel like the invite was just being polite and that I think that they would rather not have me there - so I say no. And this in turn creates a cycle where they think I don’t want to come out to events and so invite and plan things with me less often which reinforces my idea that they’ll rather not have me there. And some people here on Reddit may just tell me to say yes to all the events that I’m invited to and it will change but it’s not as easy as that. It’s so ingrained in my mind that they don’t want me there it’s not as easy as flicking a switch. And I don’t clubbing often but when I do, it’s normally in large groups(about 8+ people generally). I find people will sometimes separate off into twos and threes and I will either be stuck chasing behind a group that doesn’t even know I’m joining them or literally in between two groups but not part of either of them. I think I saw a Reddit post a while back that said something along the lines of “I’m everyone’s second but never anyone’s first” and I have never related to a post more. Sometimes even when we’re getting on a bus together, people will often pair off to sit with each other and I’m either sat alone or with the last person to come on the bus. It’s the small things which cause me to have such drastic thoughts. Now I understand I’ve said a lot of things that may suggest my friends are not nice or sensitive people. I just want to reassure everyone that they are incredibly nice, wonderful, intelligent, sweet, loving and caring people. I will go as far as to say I hope my children (if I choose to have any) will be as half as wonderful as they are. And that I am a socially awkward young adult with the possibility (not diagnosed) of having depression and anxiety. I consider myself to pretty high on the scale of introversion and I’ve always struggled to make and keep friends and my interests are different to most people my age partly down to being brought up with a different culture at home then then the country I live in. My social skills aren’t great and my conversational skills are poor. This is almost with doubt down to me and my social flaws. I can tell myself that it’s my fault and it almost definitely is but just because I know it is doesn’t mean I don’t feel an overriding sense of loneliness. I so badly want to stop feeling like this but I don’t know how. Thank you for reading this. P.S. I’m also typing this on my phone so I don’t know what effect that’s going to have on the format/layout of this.",3.406419670672008,5.042296943925233,4.402665554072097,85.73183989764132,73.55273698264352,7.343133066310638,24.6328660436137,8.021203637495839,1.3270597952825989,2957,91,595,44,60,960,292,749,0.096,0.732,0.17300000000000001,0.9964,3,7,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,16,8,40,32,0,3,28,1,59,3,0,4,6,169,124,69,0,12,40,0,14,4,4,18,2,7,1,4,48,52,0,3,32,3,2,8,25,10,0,5,9,25,85,22,96,90,19,84,0,3,4,1,50,39,0,31,37,438,133,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547682292444838,0.18149504185057044,0.0,0.046712928906790685,0.048604372271400735,0.0,0.0,0.0397229059180887,0.0,0.04468585582010867,0.0,0.0,0.08168758478874544,0.0,0.048068997946288536,0.1560001096543118,0.05460835622786522,0.0,0.0,0.0449160624484525,0.04877249225689932,0.035608078970480905,0.0,0.049705239324623916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059556040754020725,0.060006336545509215,0.06179330648412953,0.10063541374787434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663810118336181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031111091058808,0.059288059223645974,0.0,0.1220584979786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716259327710079,0.05283798630946826,0.0,0.1116324260969629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544249757548103,0.12519097469593693,0.0,0.0,0.053388508232440124,0.04968614657486018,0.0,0.0,0.18051924122499724,0.0,0.030518429879658908,0.0,0.1327900262174666,0.0,0.0,0.12880128122589268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716639246464026,0.058593094412941873,0.05801738089563256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594127127978383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192024046524466,0.0,0.0608282469099557,0.16051153980734326,0.0952289332330517,0.0,0.0,0.06346599583224476,0.0,0.04125889465890343,0.11415074559490067,0.0,0.051579830787178295,0.0,0.04905228592226021,0.0,0.0,0.049660722306280436,0.05272009651136099,0.0,0.03899119277760453,0.0,0.0,0.06362898203373453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058980571646620725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042940344027632686,0.04331256788222095,0.090103555859439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057232428300922185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062208037033639994,0.0,0.04442578898262362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265113735601192,0.0,0.4049628339202286,0.051004059205959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585198497878128,0.16783078701400336,0.059427114880223786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543603197823654,0.0,0.11685779967124264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669268207419372,0.13935730687443376,0.0,0.0,0.04654767189274632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863437477389973,0.0,0.04496925235289719,0.17331612607645058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883596083096014,0.0,0.061066047042861386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211123487834804,0.05377892745684069,0.0,0.0,0.1552282521922968,0.1497150040300479,0.0,0.04637347057830737,0.06812228787526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353667081473605,0.05706110354320329,0.1216201785218674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378142213690469,0.0,0.04685545931849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630813661993282,0.12669301399459731,0.04252542698068695,0.0,0.0,0.041494984903968295,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YeeterOnMaSkeeter,2020/02/27,My best friend blocked me for talking to her too much I’ve been blocked by her for 3 days. Yesterday I was told by her friend that it was because I message her too much. Since then I’ve just felt empty. I don’t know what to do I just feel so bad. I trusted her and would’ve done anything to make her happy I didn’t want anything from her but i guess it’s just how life is.,-0.766626506024096,1.2493627590361491,0.8686867469879545,103.61772891566272,90.0843373493976,3.8019277108433744,19.143373493975908,4.935628992294339,-0.7631436144578312,291,9,74,1,10,93,52,83,0.092,0.7490000000000001,0.159,0.6421,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,15,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,2,16,5,8,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,3,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800080014343043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278472715640846,0.14074929271052236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423063454143471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890589237917398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362821303231269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674566114099252,0.0,0.22169201297497426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567723429298407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543529772886997,0.0,0.0,0.2457882556379982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689190966178818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308546849923414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412184436956014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394635838482684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099580405538588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855818118444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062668741176106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618576699423346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640186706255348,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,10pumpsclassic,2020/02/27,"Ever feel like a background character to a movie scene or life? Sonder. . . noun. - the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own—populated with their own ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness—an epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to thousands of other lives that you’ll never know existed, in which you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, or as a lighted window at dusk. . . Watching people go throughout their day is probably one of the most enigmatic things to do. When I'm chilling in a cafe or just shopping, I'll sometimes just casually watch people do stuff and it's really interesting just seeing everyone's behaviour, quirks and mannerisms. Like, woah, those people are experiencing life just like me...wacky.",9.0896875,10.46302859375,8.571250000000003,62.10875000000002,59.9375,11.4,41.0,11.20814326018867,5.315512499999999,765,40,105,20,10,243,113,160,0.025,0.863,0.11199999999999999,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,2,0,7,7,0,0,12,0,7,3,0,0,2,25,13,13,0,0,7,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,6,7,19,11,4,15,0,0,4,0,7,7,0,8,9,72,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108012100947852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166950690267808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636758316546043,0.0,0.1729014621604477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914916311755752,0.12926771268303855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979827298918548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028356656576722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944307723710608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38342210035560825,0.3536039036349596,0.0,0.31955690556596195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195489472992386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955655268497674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927013671082485,0.12261355415646648,0.1376174314451473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763350948475947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509017204006476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591851017931132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419037213130265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789600188304551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713964530280726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021234649754255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837592389654108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Voltaire1778,2020/02/27,Real life friends I used to have a great friend group at school and uni but ever since we all moved away I've had no one in real life to avtually spend time with. I thkught I would be okay with it considering the amount of time I spend online anway but honestly after a hard week like this one I just wish I had someone physical and real to connect with and enjoy things with.,4.55948051948052,5.110092740259745,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,69.64935064935065,8.237922077922079,25.78961038961039,8.238735603445708,1.3771527272727266,299,8,63,4,5,97,55,77,0.051,0.67,0.27899999999999997,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,2,19,7,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,7,7,12,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703705114476236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640281873576233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28019845180969605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992284116471726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244083752299165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561650121805016,0.08859128249034702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273075781487406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457550248005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191979136652133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835210346880884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000245859582018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364483639982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047113550404102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147617801687207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661550298654872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454562635072439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085266799841311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881541545443426,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Outatime82,2020/02/27,"37 and missed out on life? TL:DR: 37 male, one long term relationship, zero success since then, looking for tips moving forward... A bit of background, I was the guy in high school that you either didn't know was there or was getting bullied. Even worse I had to change high schools every year while my parents were getting divorced...so I never really made relationships or had the chance to date. The few times I reached out to girls I was brutally made fun of or led on. Those interactions led me to isolate myself even more, but honestly it didn't matter as I was in no position to try dating with my family life. After high school I put myself through college. It took me much longer (11 years) than average to finish my degrees, but I got there and now have a great job (software developer). While I was working one of my part time jobs to pay for college, I eventually met a girl (I was 23 at the time) and we were in a relationship for nearly 10 years. The relationship ended abruptly for me when she wanted a ""break"" and that ended with her getting married to another guy six months later. Apparently she had been cheating on me and I didn't realize it. I didn't let that get me down and I used the breakup as a reason to work on self-improvement. I started working out and getting into better shape. I lost about 50 pounds and my self-confidence was at an all-time high. Eventually I decided to try to get back out there. People (my one single friend and coworkers) kept telling me to try online dating. I don't have much of a social circle, so this seemed like a good idea at the time. Fast forward three years and online dating has ended as a total failure. I have had zero messages/matches this whole time. It wasn't due to a lack of trying as I tried multiple apps and sent thousands and thousands of messages that ended with nary a response. I recently started deleting my dating profiles to not focus on it as much. I turned 37 a few months ago and beyond having a good job I feel like life has passed me by with my only having one relationship. That combined with being so unsuccessful with online dating has certainly not helped. I recently started attending various meetup groups and trying a few new hobbies (dance lessons). That has helped at least in meeting some of my social needs, but I guess I'm just wondering if anyone can relate to me and/or offer any advice with moving forward in meeting women?",5.4873548387096776,6.4668705956989285,6.120215053763442,77.9003225806452,67.7741935483871,8.580645161290324,30.6989247311828,8.748949900417786,2.4843763440860207,1917,73,346,30,31,625,234,465,0.069,0.8320000000000001,0.099,0.9520000000000001,5,0,0,0,1,0,58.0,1,1,0,7,13,15,2,0,22,0,33,3,0,6,3,62,62,32,0,4,11,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,6,14,27,0,1,9,1,1,13,10,4,0,10,28,2,49,11,65,32,18,84,0,2,1,0,31,30,0,8,48,248,63,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661052506908545,0.06042459143735476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635486871704952,0.07147745667478897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047662893501590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052415051969717394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028683392375976,0.07441905719863227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211004692282222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414975559018647,0.0,0.0,0.09004532268114586,0.0,0.05743236282877806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426035465781033,0.0,0.03446651841768588,0.048697437598986634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266448623585978,0.0,0.21368192147461176,0.0,0.0,0.1143479529671096,0.05451816706362116,0.07515269016478478,0.07509196907735015,0.13498909836836792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137977826259867,0.28808231863264444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695053779582105,0.0,0.0,0.20293118349628475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746196902454044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970382890512453,0.14444189827913287,0.06660442764328788,0.0,0.0,0.06032431103407392,0.057241841241078964,0.0,0.07441068144810614,0.0,0.0,0.1289996641188895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881808292109664,0.14489825017394364,0.15032842870335725,0.0505438449573342,0.052573425914714665,0.06583465219996719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847627927621855,0.05184292458833159,0.0,0.0,0.07568970657468985,0.07381657984294705,0.0,0.047257365914683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852514196182527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043668556508505416,0.07008547367692819,0.13461038991640356,0.3659211145796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696133635782898,0.0,0.062055299332356026,0.1422229387556191,0.0,0.0,0.056387195325619074,0.0,0.0,0.13897225961718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474364782971338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579640234303635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873921847980025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573436429330348,0.2776793474142937,0.07414447574426583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887309475185281,0.0,0.0,0.040205770394025286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610433200888632,0.0,0.0,0.07392256300680851,0.14887585935110773,0.0,0.06946645488773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558535517713664 lonely,KalosKagathos98,2020/02/27,"Jut need to vent a bit I’m a 21 yea old male. I am studying in university and getting good grades. I have more friends than I ever had and I love my studies. But I have never felt more alone, I was bullied in elementary school and in high school and I don’t trust people easily anymore. I wish I could but I can’t and I feel like shit when I say that everything is fine and that ""of course I’m down to get beer and pizza tonight "" when I just feel like leaving that group of friends behind and never talk to them again. I feel like I’m tolerated in the group but that I don’t belong in it and I don’t know how to even explain that to them without hurting them (plus I’m not sure how to explain that in my native language). I just wished someone would insult me or hurt me so I could leave without having to explain myself to them.",1.8315530303030307,3.3929116250000035,3.3337272727272733,92.0597575757576,77.63636363636364,5.82969696969697,23.665151515151514,6.42735559955562,0.4714724242424242,650,21,146,5,15,214,96,176,0.114,0.7040000000000001,0.182,0.8205,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,10,14,2,0,3,1,14,4,1,2,4,39,32,19,0,6,9,0,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,10,2,0,8,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,5,27,10,22,26,3,16,0,2,0,1,16,8,1,1,11,101,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919062560438747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328175157904734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672235738591408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460376265454828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876531437431225,0.12156616999178645,0.0,0.0,0.120783769989379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385942889454556,0.2880311755672746,0.12903836343570865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766340939845676,0.0,0.1404295997543804,0.0,0.0,0.11272247898013076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199359176965784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877409895550416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385888258336715,0.0,0.0,0.28460558156664084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697290594691266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129493688397898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965071263526452,0.20730434586054952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410228546873233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317119017436967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687471419943956,0.0,0.2720257982406317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379524915583993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138707596604598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666381967960344,0.0,0.0,0.1080200092122544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090906536875241,0.25910012800896143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954689370464994,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,complete_idiocy,2020/02/27,"Im in a pickle(not literally) So,i couple months back i liked someone,she was gay.I got over it and never told her. A month later,i like another girl,but for some odd reason i tell her,and i get rejected because she ""wasnt ready."" Now,after Valentine's day which i hate,I start liking another girl.She appearently rejected my friend for the SAME reason the 2nd girl rejected me.Me and her started talking a ton over the past week,and i overheard something between her and her friend about one of them liking someone.I cant tell her,but i want to so badly.I stopped talking to my main group as much to get this girl,and i dont even know if she wants to date someone in general.",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,4.957142857142858,84.45785714285716,72.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,29.0,8.238735603445708,1.9243714285714284,536,21,111,8,10,179,83,140,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.131,0.3611,1,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,16,6,14,10,5,15,0,3,0,0,16,4,0,3,14,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272173581198051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997569324044398,0.0,0.0951130559217376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264171538818054,0.0,0.10062497790355007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286333735454816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305484403575033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410932740827792,0.0,0.16303609808290778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478962896832085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540450807097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853672273478065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574875984989909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304909070165691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490796907555766,0.0,0.11469833422310342,0.0,0.12033820406754855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572842777820107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894612305091398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208449853424684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220178917585246,0.12011776926650855,0.0,0.0,0.22087446052142332,0.0,0.0,0.13044616861689032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508183580619565,0.2727502261852805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490911822966039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405839521350412,0.0,0.12515603344099346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maybestressed,2020/02/27,"I should have a ‘Not made to be loved’ label on my head Yeah, friends always choose other people, my sister doesn’t even like me, my parents, my boyfriend secretly likes his best friend’s sister and is with me only to hook up. My only friend left for college. I used to have a good group of friends but they upset me and I left and now they all are away for college.",1.8251428571428576,3.7811503333333367,2.5912380952380967,95.568,79.0,4.819047619047621,20.047619047619047,5.288315135182226,-0.3182380952380961,285,7,62,1,7,89,53,75,0.043,0.753,0.204,0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,2,10,0,1,2,1,7,2,1,2,1,12,10,4,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,14,9,10,7,2,6,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,3,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139482965440488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223696701222972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355481973073347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811237976812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994290395144982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268905413448134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906455637713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214881545633885,0.0,0.0,0.18952348604914265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506143168155924,0.18353484076102752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503899793525473,0.0,0.0,0.21537572734502075,0.0,0.0,0.1344712513350947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752391014649118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EvenKnowAnymore,2020/02/27,"Trying to come to terms with the fact my ""friends"" are acquaintances at best Apologies in advance, as this is gonna be really rambly, I'm having a rough nite. I have never had a real proper friend my whole life. All the ""friends"" I have ever had have been due to convenience or when I was a kid, orchestrated by adults. A few bad experiences with people I thought were friends and one particular toxic person has ruined what little ability I have at making or retaining friends. I feel so very isolated and I don't even know where to begin and try to get myself out of here. Its hard to see people you consider friends going out and doing things with each other while you sit at home and stew. I have really isolated myself in the last year as my mental health hasn't been the best. My social skills are at an all time low and I'm not even keeping in touch with people I grew up with. I'm so ashamed of my inability to make friends. It has gotten to the point where I sit in the toilet cubicle in college for an hour or two just so no one sees me on my own. Today has been particularly hard. In one of my college classes, we were put into groups for presentations. I vaguely knew the people I was put with and tried to chat to them, but their lack of response set my anxiety sky-high. After the class was done, all of these people in the lecture hall were chatting to either their friends or people in their group they had just met while I was just standing there. I could feel my stomach curling as I hurried out. Then when I got home I opened Snapchat to see a few of my friends had gone out for food. My heart just dropped. I have to come to terms that even though I see them as my friends but they see me as that girl they know who they are friendly with but that's it. The thing is if I did go out with them, I probably wouldn't have enjoyed it cause I feel like I'm walking on eggshells trying to keep them interested in me. They are really lovely people, so I don't hold anything against them. Still hurts though. I know this might seem a bit whiny and like I'm looking for pity, but I'm not trust me. The last thing I want is pity lol. Just wanted to get some things out of my head into the open. (I feel kinda better now I've wrote this)",3.4006535947712417,4.578999795206972,4.200054466230938,88.99524509803922,72.83442265795208,7.142919389978213,24.61111111111111,7.510576382923642,0.9521346405228752,1762,51,381,20,34,565,219,459,0.085,0.794,0.122,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,13,5,23,27,0,1,20,1,42,7,3,3,6,80,84,33,0,6,17,0,8,2,11,3,2,0,2,4,18,30,1,4,10,2,0,10,8,7,0,4,23,14,61,20,67,56,16,68,0,5,6,1,41,32,0,9,23,272,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218257449459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056133289162248634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695480513405308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317016590865295,0.060328642738939835,0.07447066668623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700732943224657,0.0,0.11751850509103708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054462338129642525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698053361783918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351616534353067,0.061702346439059114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672516802813461,0.0,0.0,0.1379616835546693,0.04873120918783628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248313984062218,0.0,0.5797110986269458,0.0,0.07127670317267233,0.0,0.0775337666478562,0.0,0.054555975318299164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221046875122613,0.0,0.07000597087493939,0.07250697383120994,0.0,0.08083244872357682,0.0,0.07207052580573785,0.13684591949545935,0.0,0.06717582792984833,0.0,0.07302317011156323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126127008786912,0.0,0.0,0.1124638465060292,0.11120500684778874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048180689495354916,0.06665061769879875,0.06836710539448734,0.0,0.0,0.05728153835909385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156467886933301,0.0,0.09106509361446956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874241800564296,0.07236295851114254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260988549476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866819407984002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310309717141526,0.059560750716203675,0.0,0.0,0.06448310626676704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354489212233731,0.0,0.0,0.13714532805879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764105425777593,0.13109652173101874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717836898851711,0.06209833457524192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953431831957592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544747980424074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127010627924744,0.0,0.13403738021897665,0.05415331179438794,0.03977540875689844,0.0,0.06465772032490888,0.0,0.0,0.1852479450413546,0.0,0.06663395456436698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562826706036428,0.08046730605267542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615711023166358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043926780829406674 lonely,john_doe69420,2020/02/27,"i'm alone, you're alone - seems like there's an opportunity here im a bit of a pr1ck but my hearts in the right place, hmu if you wanna have a normal conversation like ppl who have friends do",2.7499186991869915,3.689334073170734,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,74.12195121951221,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.35201788617886104,151,3,37,2,3,50,34,41,0.071,0.6659999999999999,0.263,0.8422,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698127789569976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003229342283887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125309514976586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597852633452856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714035102299435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687864895821637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695261150174205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874065782432472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492215128035585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504281870995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OberonTheGlorious,2020/02/27,"So many good people around me but I am still Lonly I work on my self everyday, do lots of sport eat healthy and teach myself some instrument. I am always overthinking my self. I come quit fast in contact with new people, but nobody seems to be really interested in me. Everyday I get up with the hope that someone in my life may be interested in me and take the first step and every night I lay in my bed and feel more lonley. Sry for the bad English...",2.579917582417582,4.4713829670329694,4.147348901098901,85.58827609890113,76.47252747252746,7.626923076923077,22.36401098901099,8.472884824447931,1.3174494505494505,354,10,73,7,8,118,64,91,0.047,0.78,0.17300000000000001,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,12,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,14,4,13,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,7,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743240027048618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650286154975212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492698032677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804690331193918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143747615360188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651604616081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059314514737372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782038846535333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945712503358856,0.0,0.0,0.17572190617084435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080846144397243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479787790274657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811269820141912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124040410764691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234014298446304,0.0,0.19660518965546067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904872086876721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283315390682407,0.0,0.0,0.13421354366721322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072445467948912,0.4371164546608912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751194904243645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731006107458038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575208370349522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252131241634556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xXingmanXx,2020/02/27,"Physical affection and physical loneliness has been hard on me lately. I have a decent job with colleagues that I adore, people I can consider good friends even, and when I'm done being around them, I have people that I know that are all around the globe, talk to them almost every day, play games with them regularly, goof around with them, all the good stuff, but once any of that halts or if a weekend comes around it just feels so... so soul crushing not having anyone physically around. And it's not like I'm looking for a relationship or anything among those lines, just having someone around that would be open to listen to issues or having the opportunity to listen to their issues and I guess being hugged or hugging someone would feel good right about now. I don't know, it feels like I'm blabbering a bunch of nonsense, but I guess venting here is ever so slightly therapeutic. Just knowing so many people but rarely and or ever having physical contact with anyone you can trust can be so draining.",10.562978723404253,8.211011787234042,9.454787234042556,69.13250000000002,58.787234042553216,11.953191489361705,37.861702127659576,10.125756701596842,3.6995191489361705,808,27,141,12,8,253,107,188,0.078,0.7659999999999999,0.156,0.9395,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,5,1,21,12,0,0,7,0,21,2,0,1,4,48,36,20,0,3,14,0,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,10,17,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,15,12,21,28,3,18,1,0,1,2,13,10,0,9,9,107,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135994920694918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562606921534024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552011612661198,0.0,0.09151569558617476,0.5939985918777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579687827100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172073359784799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138056221421034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345262745936025,0.2011901756673553,0.09369854702861424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869213825487578,0.07944787437432926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591995170074919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798310008763689,0.0,0.0,0.2450189422657621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962159907781278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321470225320203,0.11035797068565736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335300309139693,0.0,0.12544882101653562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866239500634736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338771886369593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274867336275896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843416803789746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312953692575555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939706142832406,0.0,0.09497204877317192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845438777096446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273079269091135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938574206323663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579996492153914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sg00z,2020/02/27,"Asked a girl who I thought had feelings for me... So I asked this girl out whom I used to work with and she agreed to out with me. We went on the date and I thought it went real well. I texted her today to see if I was picking up on her signals correctly (she used to flirt with a lot when we worked together or so I thought). She tells me she doesn't want a relationship and that she basically just wants to do her own thing. I'm so done with this. Why should I continue living this life if I have truly no one to care for (and I know my family cares, but it's not the same). I don't want to live alone all my life and become a 40 year old virgin either living with his mom or by himself. Frankly I'm not sure which of those is worse. I hate this abused life I've lived and just want it to end.",1.3234236453201973,2.4656732471264418,2.8203612479474565,96.97862068965513,78.02298850574712,6.3507389162561605,19.89983579638752,6.868970318607317,-0.0924026272577998,611,13,156,6,14,200,102,174,0.14,0.8059999999999999,0.053,-0.9415,0,1,0,0,1,1,17.0,2,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,6,0,9,4,0,3,3,44,30,15,0,7,10,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,13,15,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,8,2,29,5,22,21,5,14,0,0,1,1,21,5,0,5,7,106,42,2,0.0,0.14678660797273124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831024369731653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163645984145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368241769812528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526234333967298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678007967080684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972768683078364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167902514821742,0.0,0.06264131866610034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231340665318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808541295315941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625165347190036,0.0,0.0,0.4375802616328097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532485046974152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450957193387847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999924939809554,0.0,0.08394947843873199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101126910084658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300897333035194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872241792178037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167626447553705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828326739301708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230545032147736,0.0,0.0,0.29505886911790746,0.0,0.0,0.11743100718225845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399830667654315,0.0,0.0,0.2922885851070882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138987640321164,0.22969018698984064,0.11178933538095508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803833705953295,0.0,0.12625210021195715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977958531711997 lonely,iszee,2020/02/27,Struggling to deal w/being ghosted I’m in my 20s. I was ghosted by someone I fell for. We were together a few months. I feel like I can’t deal or process the emotions properly. I can’t talk to anyone about it as they won’t understand but I started writing my thoughts in a blog. Please.. I need some advice on dealing with separation anxiety... it’s impacted me all my life.,0.9505116959064316,3.3638120921052637,3.229649122807018,86.9480994152047,85.97368421052632,6.5356725146198835,29.49707602339181,7.793537801064563,2.2565163742690046,293,16,59,6,9,100,58,76,0.03,0.9420000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,13,1,10,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111021115692255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526243370251664,0.0,0.0,0.15105326750163514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6681526356976899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430047834421121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923130854871356,0.15433194520677604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258844701678054,0.10554139380206816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243316321056867,0.0,0.0,0.16018358039145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713617503031476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304160102767095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529072152956501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584156363755414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363680973229206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150376705002962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489495077336835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NormaBatesDaughter,2020/02/27,"I thought I finally found someone I could call a friend with time, someone to hangout with with no pressures or lies I went to his house. We had talked about doing a project together for uni, but it was just an excuse. I was feeling very alone, as I always do. He is the only person that reaches out to me, but he does the same with everybody, he is just that kind of person I thought. He always ends up showing his room, I didn't think much about it. We talked about sex things, how I don't have experience because of past trauma and I am just really scared of guys. He had already tried to flirt with me previously but I told him I was not interested, I just wanted to be friends and that I really like him as a friend. He then asked me for a massage. Then he wanted me to give me one back, I said no. He kept insisting. I said okay, and then he told me it would be better without the shirt on. I didn't answer, he pulled down the shirt and then I said I prefered it on. I was really enjoying it because my back always hurts from bad posture and what not. I told him it felt good, and then he started humping me from behind without saying anything. In that moment my body went limp and I just felt how my mind wanted to escape from that situation. I kept silent for a few seconds and then I said I had to go home. I didn't want to make it uncomfortable, I was already lonely enough. So on my way out I hugged him trying to not seem upset. I just wanted a friend.",1.8640826588177573,3.6520911158940415,3.424540103016924,90.43236816286488,78.2384105960265,6.195928378709836,22.443463330880547,7.093109894594671,0.6138384596517046,1135,34,247,13,27,375,144,302,0.121,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.8341,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,1,14,20,0,3,11,1,22,6,3,3,0,56,51,23,0,8,15,0,4,1,4,1,0,5,2,3,14,17,0,2,10,2,0,4,11,7,0,2,27,9,48,13,40,20,4,28,0,2,0,3,40,9,0,2,15,175,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638021735085082,0.20538404785054126,0.0,0.23229560016402684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657895922658778,0.0,0.08699684336414497,0.0,0.0,0.1431120040697454,0.07769969950473117,0.11345481470882696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230240453480647,0.0,0.10336666782629923,0.0,0.0,0.09502281394864924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429939049107842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143584697392314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242193297602002,0.09615398369086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102876382398413,0.0,0.0,0.047053015676790634,0.0,0.17870090691135826,0.10194069573872036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203349934883588,0.28758609923240536,0.0,0.0,0.08926989298705745,0.05288711247303029,0.0780527925444518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214223619498824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334494954569217,0.0,0.0,0.10737665412329442,0.09962071437514124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690578208323088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045463529853296214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621170627531824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396224144997273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840847521186222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305863620290802,0.07077494494290795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888345697053641,0.0,0.16250963977605648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788463733769383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540785856251549,0.07400360576817007,0.09316747980196366,0.0,0.0,0.08471667886289884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460130171545087,0.0,0.0,0.1576958005372406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586706406791791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959329223375253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182372476710951,0.05962792901381196,0.0,0.14775561232125756,0.05426297747511809,0.0,0.0,0.2667632581813925,0.0,0.126360801601411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678275051479587,0.27444065015815045,0.07386525772145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725317442125737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794095438877733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661058664176754,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cashdelievery,2020/02/27,"I regret what I just did. I did it thinking it’s gonna make me feel better but it didn’t It’s better when you just do nothing About it",-2.6281250000000007,-0.9468100624999972,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,102.75,2.5600000000000005,12.65,3.1291,-1.7533575000000003,106,2,27,0,5,37,21,32,0.064,0.741,0.195,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7785907698771886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225636292639696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938174892026175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223558435124234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820437350491521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redball34,2020/02/27,"Freakonomics released a really interesting podcast episode about the “loneliness epidemic” yesterday! They discussed the difference between isolation and loneliness, the internet’s role, what it means for our health, and different ways it can be measured in a society [Freakonomics episode](https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/freakonomics-radio/id354668519?i=1000466816377)",22.68872340425532,23.348500531914894,14.915425531914895,29.98250000000005,33.04255319148936,19.612765957446808,70.30851063829788,17.122413403193686,12.326327659574465,323,22,25,12,2,85,38,47,0.184,0.7509999999999999,0.064,-0.6807,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6900341512600962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510160072896843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35971416444008125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115519615842339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972225891572255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621189326153953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notaveragehuman31,2020/02/27,"The realization that you truly don't know anyone anymore It keeps cycling through my head now that the distracting effects of my Adderall have worn off. The pointless hours I spend in the mornings in the bathroom, trying on one outfit and then changing at least three more times before I give up. As if I'm dressing to be seen or go out someplace when I only leave home 2 or 3 times a month. Then the ""hype"" drains away and I sit here like I am now, constantly clutching my phone as if somehow it might finally connect me to someone in a meaningful way. Apps, websites, texts, I keep going through them all with this almost childlike, pathetically desperate hope that someone will come through. They don't. Even when I send the first message, I'm either ignored or it becomes a short-lived exchange that amounts to nothing. As the afternoons turn to evening I lose my grip on denial. Reality sets in and my brain goes dark and flat with the re-acceptance of the fact that I have no one to reach out to. Another night will be spent alone, locked in my own tiny world that I want to delete altogether and I know that no one would stop me. A million thoughts in my head that I have no one to express to, and no social outlet whatsoever. No friends. No significant other since the one who ghosted me the Christmas before last. Nothing to look forward to except becoming even more of a hermit on the verge of agoraphobia. Memories of hanging out with friends or family are getting so distant that they seem like they belong to someone else. Someone people at least noticed from time to time. Now I'm just a ghost, haunting myself everyday, so disconnected from others that I feel like I've lost my ability to even naturally interact with them. I've lost myself by being by myself for so long. My existence is officially irrelevant, if I really exist at all. To those I know, clearly I barely do. To anyone else I don't at all, and no one seems genuinely interested in knowing me. Life is meaningless to me now. I stopped making plans for anything beyond a few chores. If someone mentions anything about the future to me, I simply nod, but I don't believe at all that I'll be here. At least there's some solace in that.",5.449131817070185,6.621481553191494,5.971433928425863,78.23000000000002,67.98345153664303,8.671362191244803,33.2623298279938,8.939507131559953,2.8846884975951745,1759,79,320,30,29,569,228,423,0.087,0.8540000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.6629,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,5,6,20,12,0,1,21,0,20,4,3,2,6,56,48,26,2,7,12,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,20,15,0,5,10,0,3,6,11,5,0,9,6,4,44,7,65,34,14,60,0,3,2,0,17,27,0,15,29,235,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767250975446582,0.0906793590278432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918078206657244,0.0,0.0,0.08682986911523212,0.12243934192882333,0.08970924151213798,0.14409867768626727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225970175352999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339264443204648,0.14900371480098182,0.09864318003695076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773902576018352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262033883226414,0.07541986867337415,0.0,0.09461458198994377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462799741554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131390570066984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253795519309469,0.0,0.044269845194126516,0.06254847088795455,0.0,0.0959109369383254,0.0,0.07447323978714454,0.0,0.0,0.1352877377770409,0.0,0.0457432605068426,0.08398960802384065,0.09951771414729024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971096979662546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782362632029285,0.08696070468561387,0.08622288237192259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556437270557342,0.0,0.0,0.19246917246304407,0.07136805395698967,0.0,0.09270686010694976,0.0,0.0,0.06184185667639891,0.12832313081115046,0.0,0.0,0.07748238097499417,0.07352316296237829,0.09795033604842268,0.1911506876660212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058442858814544564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288077351731787,0.0,0.0,0.06988462871211598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216333477283626,0.0,0.16802051504069926,0.09968061136237688,0.0,0.0,0.35597243101667503,0.06658863010539921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069879899014415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056089222968645235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941143005084712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242542973865394,0.0,0.0,0.08925009983563824,0.3709203638243652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639783810644313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950795809727363,0.20421336044403784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944330076445537,0.09523342112541397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516415150983387,0.06949615189417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219572604732367,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DR-DDD,2020/02/27,"i wrote this for the girl i had crush on........ The sign read: ""The hardest task we shall undertake, is the search for our souls amidst the heap of responsibilities, but we are bound to fail, for we are searching in all the wrong places."" So I took a break, and discerned that, there is no structure, rhyme nor reason, no justification, for life mimicking the changing seasons. Though we all wish for an eternal spring, we complain through the sunshine, that our life is now boring. Though we wish to forever cradle our innocence, we are too ashamed accept its existence. Though we wish to be loved, held or seen, we rush to kill our desire, lest we come across as clingy, needy or even mean! I have soaked in, many a beautiful sunrise, and even more lonely sunsets. I have walked the most beauteous fields, and suffered many pestilences, to get here, to get to your eyes, that helped me break my mask, to get to your eyes, through which empathy so easily manifests, to ask them to accompany me in my task. Though I must confess, sometimes I let my frustration transform me into a boorish bore, not because I didn't try to put myself in your shoes, it's just that I am so tired that I can't walk any more.",8.329899879855823,7.036025546255509,7.325142170604725,79.30054465358431,62.25991189427312,10.545294353223868,35.61433720464557,9.339509955726095,2.9324044052863427,937,34,187,13,11,286,140,227,0.195,0.6459999999999999,0.159,-0.8584,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,14,3,1,1,14,13,2,1,13,0,16,7,3,2,3,38,30,15,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,15,0,2,6,1,0,6,6,10,0,0,6,4,35,3,28,20,5,20,2,3,4,1,25,8,0,3,4,130,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145173622852304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572164282044165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197840944284884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226313595807555,0.11584353033356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764695114797294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078241898151134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901398235997853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487833741699765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751600104963665,0.1899759075636129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137441228597927,0.0,0.0,0.2726853859646432,0.0,0.146489305023093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050409082115667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351906149485007,0.0,0.0,0.1345174581866829,0.0,0.0,0.13826893332989018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330052126496561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285078570119695,0.0,0.0,0.15456620205868418,0.0,0.0,0.14941341219328355,0.09130381604158687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639397661375212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470339341520322,0.0,0.0 lonely,loverulez0,2020/02/27,"Friendless for ever I don’t know what exactly my problem is, the only clue I have that it might be social anxiety. I’m basically dumb, boring, annoying, have no social skills; basically unworthy of having friends. However, I was truly blessed to make some great friends. Really good people. I lost contact with them all. I felt so paranoid that I wasn’t important to them. No one has ever called me a ‘best friend’. I never felt for once that I’ll keep them around. It felt as if they were forcing themselves with me. Like they only kinda enjoyed, because, well, I was the only one available at the time. I never had anyone to call me like multiple times to meet, to travel together, to hang around. Most of the time, I had to be the one to initiate and plan. Eventually, I had a panic attack. I blocked all of their numbers and social media. I basically wanted out. I didn’t want to be around people who could just leave of ghost me, or simply say “I was busy”. I know that I’ll never become important to anyone. I never maintained friendships because I’m just not a good human being. I’m sick and tired of being alone, of seeing all of these people hanging around with their friends... I wish I was a sane person and kept the good company that I had. I have no one in my life to share what I feel with. So why not posting to strangers on Reddit?",3.0242440711462457,4.985015162878792,4.4857641633728615,83.34592885375496,75.40151515151516,7.015546772068511,25.11462450592885,7.893859768569023,1.5206424901185769,1049,36,199,16,23,349,138,264,0.18,0.6609999999999999,0.159,-0.4663,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,7,4,11,22,3,1,10,0,25,3,0,1,10,48,42,9,1,6,6,0,4,2,4,1,3,1,0,2,11,13,0,3,6,1,0,3,12,7,1,4,16,6,35,15,34,19,6,21,1,1,1,0,23,8,1,6,11,147,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712507751581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717394343030366,0.0,0.0,0.1311426404345339,0.0,0.0,0.33392697868023186,0.0,0.106685300877403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433163335816098,0.10356974168555658,0.0,0.0,0.09841356823457044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151436724690124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748736022720762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696540069776212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047416657905273385,0.0,0.27012295540998343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898086655972031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359680358037349,0.0,0.1033898857151775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335363867369752,0.0,0.0,0.10307518433791643,0.0,0.0,0.09929669850633432,0.0,0.0,0.06623773246536678,0.09162977595432913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236908132016707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259712522742489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948297412235248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893075675699342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998698425707992,0.2541839019496673,0.2139657557131516,0.0,0.11002754273023503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950402700318325,0.08188278566990312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981280167254456,0.0,0.0,0.08973228184814593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060076186984943665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457553162096023,0.0,0.0,0.07472842554816392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867826688817579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404702246077546,0.10778329601318253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062464955051676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431712128659405,0.0,0.08461949374774567,0.0,0.10783935185455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dogg60201,2020/02/27,Thanks to do on days off Hi guys and women I basically have no friends and that’s just the truth of it it’s OK I’m not sad about. I’m just looking for some ideas of things I could be doing on my days off that doesn’t involve another person any help would be greatly appreciated thanks. If Age helps I’m 34m,2.27058823529412,3.121949588235297,4.11694117647059,89.76923529411766,75.17647058823529,7.2047058823529415,23.894117647058824,7.554174236665415,0.7505376470588243,244,7,59,3,5,83,51,68,0.028999999999999998,0.636,0.336,0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,1,11,14,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,9,10,1,7,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255360479604268,0.2660711410094321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259274325564952,0.0,0.0,0.32728584863207466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604083014880325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797520078680339,0.0,0.2512449735734261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401565052620882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864444028244936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307979775764194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155816831143446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672240149740405,0.0,0.0,0.16857524558502152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802513955273496,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,purpulish-gum,2020/02/27,"Lonely Extrovert I’m (22M)an extrovert with social behavior issues. Nothing could be greater. For years I had no problem being the third wheel for years my own sister no less. All my childhood friends basically unfriended me because of my inability to grow up.(NEETnever been in relationship). Life is just peachy man.",4.98816037735849,8.57774354716981,5.472995283018872,67.62383254716983,85.22641509433961,8.687735849056605,33.04009433962264,8.841846274778883,4.358360377358491,260,14,36,8,8,83,46,53,0.23399999999999999,0.715,0.05,-0.8523,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,6,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204552253525682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679147253387086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592502787634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502340208195069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370136251229349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219757095360357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32108244983328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602623237806786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420578042363565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321750341643433 lonely,fullsunhc,2020/02/27,"Why am I that one friend who always reaches out first? So, I'm 20 years and I've been feeling incredibly lonely lately. I don't get that get sad when I think about it, and I barely cry anymore but it's just that I keep having these weird feelings... I usually get over them by keeping myself busy, but sometimes it's not enough. Now, it's not that I don't have any friends, I do have a handful of close ones, but I'd consider myself extremely introverted; meeting new people and making friends is almost impossible for me, all the contacts on my phone are people I've been talking to for 3+ years. I'm kind of used to myself by now, although I do wish I could be extroverted most times. The problem comes when I interact with my actual friends. They are all amazing people, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I do feel left out. I know that they all have a lot of friends other than me (they are all extroverted and love meeting new people), but sometimes I feel like I'm not enough of a good friend for them as they are to me. Considering that they've said multiple times that I am their best friend, the whole situation makes me even sadder. Some examples of why I think like this: 1. I'm always the first one to text them. I usually don't mind it that much, but sometimes it does get tiring. If I don't initiate conversations, days can go by without someone texting me. I know that some people assume that once you do that, they just wait for your texts, but on some occasions literal weeks go by without hearing from them, when just less than a year ago or so we talked every single day. It just sucks so much to constantly be asking them how they are and what they are doing but no one asking you back. 2. Even when I text them, they take so long to reply... I'd be fine with this if they were busy, but it's really not like that. When I'm with them, they're constantly on their phones and social media. The worst is when you've been waiting for a reply for a few days but they keep updating their social media accounts and even being active in group chats (ones that I'm also in). 3. They never update me on their lives. They could win the lottery tomorrow and I wouldn't have a clue about it unless they post it on the internet. 4. Never replying to my ig stories or other social media accounts. Now, I know this sounds really childish, but I always see them commenting on someone's pics or tweets super nicely, while I get absolutely no response. It just makes me feel really bad about myself and my relationship with my friends. 5. Always making plans, just not with me. It takes a lot of convincing and talking to plan something where I participate, and on some instances I don't even try to talk to them about it if they don't bring it up; it gets to the point where I just feel annoying whenever I suggest stuff to do. I try to understand that they obviously have lives of their own, but sometimes I think that how they interact with me is just not it? Have I talked about this with my friends? Yes, I have. They did not react well. Their respones were almost heartbreaking, but I really try not to think about it. Basically, they made me feel as if I'm the one in the wrong, and they convinced me so well that I really think that I'm the actual problem. At this point, I think there must be something wrong with me, although deep down I know there isn't. I might be insecure in myself, but I never talk about this problem with anyone, I already know what the outcome is, and after months of the same treatment it just makes me feel so meaningless. I feel as if I can't reach to anyone right now, all I have left is to work on myself as a person, be better and do good on my own, but it gets so, so lonely sometimes.",4.795699285075957,5.33406869839142,5.529695040214476,83.09881423145667,69.12064343163539,8.629535299374442,27.471961572832885,8.660442795831766,1.816891063449508,2923,89,598,45,48,952,269,746,0.12,0.7659999999999999,0.114,-0.1738,0,4,2,0,0,0,91.0,1,3,34,9,48,43,2,1,22,1,57,3,1,10,10,137,120,62,0,13,43,0,10,3,9,3,1,3,0,1,49,28,0,5,22,1,2,4,25,16,2,8,8,14,107,27,80,100,25,73,0,4,1,1,76,28,1,19,43,442,156,1,0.0,0.0,0.097390164079013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423323038431432,0.0,0.09993503806109304,0.0,0.055065755370108486,0.03990491379811892,0.1660827810280998,0.0,0.0,0.033933627660878374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948726972212887,0.06978230878812541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329929845666984,0.0,0.0,0.038369925459670016,0.04166431317365031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052366842582480234,0.0441323863456362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042984325802606346,0.0,0.10784808007412842,0.0,0.07968198316759596,0.0,0.05481267202714892,0.09654387811210297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366771883945828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311982452766834,0.0,0.13183359319241475,0.0,0.04204279873625047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707789529131955,0.03564848226859678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488962017289685,0.0,0.0,0.34697269234194505,0.0,0.20856501051890805,0.0,0.056718500353845736,0.08370729908555129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562407882587379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305991094739542,0.0,0.051963043342367066,0.13711833767469542,0.0,0.05628923500902785,0.0,0.10843272524619348,0.0,0.0,0.07313567843355663,0.0,0.08812501161684579,0.04415982109720392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484618238084234,0.0450365874276948,0.047216470370228136,0.1665427776730521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293588413627066,0.050384651153399004,0.0,0.03982960593799427,0.0,0.07336430264534992,0.0,0.11545758466513804,0.09638722476266816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314174070161387,0.20288068940868415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297145947831458,0.0435706480753792,0.0,0.0,0.09434302610938157,0.0,0.047790288792978926,0.0,0.0,0.1432423301706265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983569558709868,0.0,0.0,0.05357379364482343,0.0,0.042614222512121325,0.04746621020931787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976374159902317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608955273731349,0.0,0.15259992241028328,0.08456000810341636,0.07683072676898031,0.2961135271438424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057123420995360816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503699513179353,0.24064578689618785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918429587885119,0.0,0.0,0.058194039402183,0.05735256831547843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163622338991364,0.0,0.0,0.05194753201743077,0.0,0.043097472430510736,0.10991532995005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002667160534521,0.0,0.08973196474085221,0.0,0.09005375555401861,0.05571143090778646,0.05738239618854266,0.09620340195043857,0.0,0.03632770493322295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636730470341694,0.0,0.09640165472671107 lonely,hitherehellohey,2020/02/27,Always lonely. My “friends” have other friends I have a boyfriend and like 2 people i call real friends (by friend i mean someone i get to actually talk to once in 2 months). I dont know what it is but i just dont have any group of friends. All my “friends” have other friends whom they’d rather be with. I dont have anyone to do things with. I have my boyfriend but he has friends too. And when he’s with his friends... well im all alone. I just get really sad about it cause there are many times when i wanna do something but have no one to do it with. My boyfriend’s either busy or just not into what i want to do. I dont even do fun things w my bf. I dont think he likes doing “fun” things w me. We always just chill. I always feel lonely. And i get sad when i see other people hanging out because i want my own group i can hang out with. How do you not feel lonely when you’re actually alone....?,0.6623940435280637,2.3062395463917507,2.177250859106529,98.64916380297826,81.37113402061857,4.929667812142039,19.540664375715927,5.46131890053228,-0.5026462772050402,688,17,170,3,18,223,94,194,0.174,0.682,0.14400000000000002,-0.7391,0,8,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,0,15,19,0,0,1,0,25,0,0,2,2,37,36,12,0,4,12,0,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,0,3,29,14,18,34,4,12,0,5,1,0,22,4,0,1,8,113,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.17500967316536667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185741838960905,0.0,0.0,0.22383749042568726,0.0,0.0,0.060978571526252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269924262488362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466190703397553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156294046221217,0.0,0.0,0.092115634556395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254619699435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592260888843505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067953881706237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235083189181803,0.0,0.1405463837255374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685882322527724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928020337240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761631663337079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091115159726547,0.0,0.09767675205050587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157361714534621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549546157538788,0.06076260965493373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433156418414812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206391821212814,0.05744480073400995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145525923368654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597697119101945,0.0690322298357971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207322716072911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787179876528012,0.05745681786615085,0.0,0.0,0.05228720945415893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577919919071704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062396223627917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlowOwl7,2020/02/27,"I haven't had a real conversation with anyone but my boyfriend in five weeks I moved in with my long distance boyfriend in January and I haven't talked to anyone else since. My family cut me off when I moved because I came out as gay, and tbh I didn't really have friends before. But I worked and had school, and now I don't even have that. I still haven't found a job and I won't be able to afford school until I do. I don't have a car or any money, and I don't know anyone in the area. The only outisde communication I've had is the occasional small talk with a grocery store clerk. I've been borrowing money from my bf for the convenience store just to get out of the house and talk to someone. This is so horribly lonely, I want a job and friends so bad.",2.7141097308488606,3.760337838509314,4.300885093167704,88.12391563147,74.34161490683229,7.8511387163561075,23.35455486542443,8.344100000000001,1.0968380952380947,596,16,136,10,12,200,88,161,0.16899999999999998,0.818,0.012,-0.9799,3,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,10,0,19,1,0,0,0,22,24,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,8,3,0,1,7,0,19,2,19,15,0,19,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,1,6,88,21,5,0.15333861811501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042755185234758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216537812594153,0.15711353497836514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803134116767784,0.09347379836531423,0.0,0.1304798700929986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537852924960576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280947394533725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127871109401583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445540023712989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812788014537175,0.23693807196554054,0.0,0.0801130991470246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769321776677676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432983588445506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427089436470703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569985174687538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259493681723018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662092877923305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453291751062658,0.098232645224196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103737357810201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684328946229595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992331352622638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245641850221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36974331863167936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904430898308377,0.0,0.12299899020900078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163234024185667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,11444shs,2020/02/27,"please help My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me 3 days ago now. I deleted all social medias because I was trying to text her and stuff but she blocked me on everything and I didn’t want to embarrass myself and beg. Before I deleted them though, she had been posting happy pictures and she’s been out with her friends and stuff and i’m a total wreck. She just texted me a paragraph then blocked me on everything. No cheating...at least I didn’t....and I had done no shady stuff. I am 19 and we’ve been best friends since I was about 14 and we started dating later when I was about 15 or 16. I’m not suicidal or anything just depressed I guess.",1.4463311688311684,3.734212962121212,2.4795670995671024,94.07863636363639,82.25757575757575,4.983549783549783,23.82251082251081,6.1826913282559595,0.5040329004329007,509,19,107,4,14,161,84,132,0.162,0.642,0.196,0.7955,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,0,2,24,16,14,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,0,24,4,11,6,4,14,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,3,9,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245942957824604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153373921576495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484396967487716,0.0,0.14635146728228568,0.0,0.18049368946315775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091981042577204,0.0,0.1481353877863476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760062592802024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091484064024687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265759265873559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946721027165425,0.0,0.0,0.1830873599738148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115281779632272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879420435411812,0.0,0.0,0.16471960346221856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227253226484324,0.0,0.0,0.1753229184048514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173594369587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906648082116364,0.1881299739480604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898004642346365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677043486600287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144460515520487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107564091697394 lonely,ikeepmyroomneet,2020/02/27,"lonely on my birthday. It only seems to get worse I turned 23 today and I just feel empty. When I turned 19 I was living with my best friend, had a decent job, had people around me that I could actually talk and relate with, but I felt terrible most of the time. Being around people makes me alert of how ‘not like them’ I am. My birthday rolled around and I was miserable. I turned 20 and everything was worse. I had to leave my friend and take care of my mom who’s depressed and an alcoholic. Living in that apartment was hell. My brother was becoming addicted to meth, my mom was always at work or passed out on the couch in a drunk coma, and I was working, coming home and wondering what the hell my life was before crawling in bed. Things seem to be getting better but I’m not happy. I can barely talk to my coworkers, the couple of friends I have I’m starting to resent because they are becoming distant from me or annoying because they’re the only people I see. I can’t relate to them. My best friend and I barely even talk anymore and it makes me feel like I’m losing a piece of myself as he’s been my friend since we were kids. I feel like shit. When asked why I don’t want to celebrate my birthday, I was finally honest with my mom and told her I don’t want to celebrate another year of me being a waste of space. In short, I’m a lonely 23 year old guy who can’t talk to people, has never had a real girlfriend, and punishes myself for not being able to relate with anybody around me including my family. Every birthday I’m just reminded that another year has gone by and I’m still a socially awkward loner that has accomplished nothing. Maybe that’s dramatic, I don’t know. I just needed to vent.",4.073824662813102,4.986551560693641,5.3793208092485525,82.17318159922932,70.96531791907516,8.425626204238922,26.555394990366093,8.72156446121922,1.8822007707129087,1344,42,266,23,24,450,169,346,0.18100000000000002,0.647,0.172,-0.4112,1,4,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,3,7,12,27,6,2,13,0,32,6,1,3,1,52,64,21,0,4,10,4,4,3,6,0,4,0,3,2,11,24,2,0,8,1,0,3,9,13,0,0,18,5,49,14,39,41,4,30,2,5,1,0,27,15,3,6,15,177,60,4,0.08072956883964648,0.0,0.07878041380718699,0.08800714616712672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627535765995559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717346838550849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930398373829128,0.0,0.0,0.08006203960667357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874657277191981,0.07547124917433637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842399171976204,0.17831893236657734,0.06869491706883707,0.0,0.16944140375722525,0.07139874321984209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823091757757408,0.0,0.0,0.06954137527081147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445599169365457,0.08932573242012899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953225934739149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053321118839889534,0.0,0.06801814358515572,0.0,0.07255453100042558,0.0,0.07610465275438448,0.0,0.1224578869723886,0.11534644021914806,0.07751304617303774,0.08843529663368248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118573231357841,0.0,0.08435573545727619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993496543598247,0.0,0.08593812719003648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097833983287109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011164029652579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436685977365108,0.0,0.0,0.08548095697164768,0.0,0.0,0.057021681928431225,0.11832116858105915,0.0,0.14257137663934472,0.0,0.0,0.09031573770759146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777522815167932,0.0,0.08110370269097984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836484859725966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059859952373945376,0.06226362030918885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746219859015269,0.0,0.08471210232202256,0.0,0.0,0.1227969498324944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387087293093388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188792329137994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433101427268585,0.14698633496210672,0.0,0.0,0.08286774229882017,0.06678033358050127,0.0,0.0,0.08229362891768924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057140804337512265,0.0,0.06447073795797699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069858884860891,0.2595494778063621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536331383571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047074060800393135,0.0,0.07652219179926567,0.07714056261595087,0.0,0.0,0.2634317664548123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952327826652574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284587919660017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754777371374953,0.11754417519957408,0.0,0.1645406551352325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596158652954656 lonely,NotElectron,2020/02/27,"Things don't make any sense anymore If you are reading this, I believe in you that you will reply me back. I am a 21 year student that has no social life at all. I do have my college friends, but I live with my parents without any friends near my house thus I am rarely involved with any social occasion. As a result, I spend my whole day alone in my home, where I pass time by internet surfing, watching TV, gaming etc I also feel that my isolation is causing memory loss, as I cannot remember what I did the previous day. I also feel that I lack common sense and cannot do easy tasks like shopping, trading without making silly error & as result my parents worry about my future It seems that lacking social contact & not involving in soical situations has made me dumb in real life even though my academics is great. I almost never workout, my weight is about 57 kgs and height being 175 cm . Basically I am underweight for my age. Small stature also responsible for lack of confidence in social occasions ( basically college ) Often I feel that I can't contribute into logiacal arguments. Sometimes I feel that things don't even make any sense to me. I had just cried before I wrote this down. I really want to change circumstances around me, but I don't want to feel like I am loser & let down my parents. Please, help me out with this !",6.067495173745173,6.594580312741313,6.5779512548262575,76.73364502895755,66.33590733590735,9.409362934362935,32.40371621621622,9.354420925462401,2.9175731660231667,1067,42,193,19,16,348,150,259,0.14400000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.2373,3,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,2,13,9,1,0,3,0,24,3,0,8,2,41,37,12,0,6,7,3,6,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,14,8,1,0,7,5,3,1,11,3,0,0,4,7,42,6,29,30,6,25,0,2,1,0,18,15,1,4,11,136,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543203250233416,0.09870500527783922,0.0,0.2286409514302801,0.0,0.3097817772547223,0.0,0.2592368098864668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451481330675797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483973716180031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328200488282914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109570145578904,0.10737367037608242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790227388643677,0.1008177729891849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468569982906044,0.12292490125119356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062878640127534,0.125893260207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093990905877904,0.06808437129800002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472614828167182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507172273329707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387948790645552,0.0,0.09559652375577304,0.0,0.0,0.10996668718202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745361567376433,0.1346304353069161,0.0931203119781964,0.0,0.08415415790151767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017785598405416,0.1908461666332592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350342906871582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174675921331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461390457639748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532863500593554,0.10847550171962583,0.0610534426853426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795954486886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676013049279166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071243904784708,0.0,0.3885969936165695,0.0,0.0,0.09425695029837497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266299505679493,0.0,0.09363456104140648,0.0,0.055571855151305284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242417403440204,0.0,0.0,0.11605319011201165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064022226497418,0.0,0.18373708280686984,0.0,0.0,0.09678466490573674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137190736202179 lonely,loservillee,2020/02/27,ok talking to my friends or really anyone in general makes me want to sew my mouth shut. nobody cares for what i have to say and if i do say something it’s annoying. wish i could just disappear.,0.5857500000000009,2.9912160750000005,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,88.25,7.2,23.0,8.238735603445708,1.7270999999999996,153,6,32,4,5,52,34,40,0.1,0.632,0.268,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,9,7,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323348881124848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387772107791436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529510079744706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671537370473724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179660311379867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286431530009187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284779302193237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558020595401893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670706130929884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959848108185111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821006449806653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FormilGal,2020/02/27,"Hiding my feelings Before i start complaining i wanna clear out that i don't feel extremely sad, i think my life is good, but sometimes i feel a bit empty and lonely. I've been all my life telling all the people i know(family, people of my life) and also to all the people that had asked me that being lonely it's not a problem for me, that i don't care about not having who to talk with about the life, that i don't need who to do things with, but it's not totally true, i don't know exactly why i hide that i really want to meet people, i really want to have somebody close to me, etc.. :c and i don't know if it's too late to confess, or even if finally sharing that feelings now would change anything. That's not the only feeling i usually simply avoid to admit, but it's the one that i most hate to carry in silence. I pass the days daydreaming about things that will never happen.",5.4888648648648655,4.657270562162161,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,67.70270270270271,9.562162162162162,28.77027027027027,8.841846274778883,2.015551351351351,694,19,146,10,10,235,98,185,0.183,0.721,0.096,-0.9539,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,8,0,14,4,0,0,8,43,31,10,0,8,10,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,18,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,2,5,23,4,19,26,7,11,1,3,0,0,10,3,0,4,7,107,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101666771627754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336479861610775,0.0,0.12878706798602196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722367194959385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039831546822338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045557126021924,0.0,0.1457318863443802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884384770111321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536388918227259,0.090989226125844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298679324320021,0.0,0.3482781497915645,0.0,0.0,0.15090942159466694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554660963784012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182077378596605,0.0,0.0,0.13600954727962572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271279930505701,0.0,0.15539935789239784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38921604226958345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214734538466888,0.10624905761520242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334978780525273,0.10477273994777926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820219440868927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318177808359278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765052551063182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362482304536147,0.0,0.09750728566837558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072632495710373,0.120408372058854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830433366738075,0.08827108951096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172325306987974,0.0,0.16250891551135382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430703478781505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786080027033313,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shanice----,2020/02/27,Sad dream Last night I had a dream I had finally found a group of friends and I remember thinking I’m finally feeling happy.. obviously waking up I felt quite sad,0.3710416666666667,2.5384756875,3.0837499999999984,82.4529166666667,104.625,7.133333333333333,27.20833333333333,7.793537801064563,2.820170833333333,130,7,24,4,6,45,23,32,0.19,0.557,0.252,0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,2,2,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874957350539754,0.0,0.26347593520141704,0.6012038911065046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087560413045683,0.21200792361890766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921137737292182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368018241356527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575145137174488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186803954158713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108522134192768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758303819782042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonely_lyf,2020/02/27,"Need useful help I am depressed, alone, anxious, overthinking all the time and more. I always thought someone will come to life and help me to go through this and I will again be fine. It has been years now. Now I guess no one is there for me who gonna understand me and help. So I am asking does anyone has came out to be ok after this kind of thing and what was useful to them. Give some links or advice anything that might be useful.",1.5077028714107357,3.669576000000003,2.188014981273408,96.98878901373286,81.13483146067415,4.854431960049938,18.87765293383271,5.82211442006289,-0.3765215980024972,340,8,75,2,9,105,65,89,0.094,0.701,0.205,0.8834,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,1,0,3,1,20,26,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,9,3,9,15,3,10,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,4,6,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795484648016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861004448466168,0.0,0.0,0.1515293099379365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573138020353546,0.0,0.12733487518795344,0.0,0.1498602234288104,0.0,0.17024736971908974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828422764259086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687081313780188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568502495191817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936484833276995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469558536206453,0.10349676427779388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200613638988638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661915529545799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963854172484665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862900073177874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318891325083268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503154584911234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340179869149864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430039883651872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098515441280094,0.0,0.0,0.14457423618024656,0.10618924585110276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895819333191041,0.0,0.4718512214479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727225124072113 lonely,obito__c,2020/02/27,"You guys know that empty feeling of being a background character? Before I rant, I just want to make it clear I’m not sad, depressed, or drowning in self-pity—this is more of a reflection. Sometimes I realize how much of a “background character” I am. I don’t really interact much with people at school other than having short, shallow chat with acquaintances. I don’t talk to my mom very much at home because I can’t trust her and our relationship has been damaged over the years ever since we lost my dad to cancer. I don’t have an “inner circle” simply because nobody has really tried to be a close friend/my attempts at making friends fails. I’ve tried and tried to socialize and preserve the connection, but it always ends up being pleasant for moments and then fading back. Haha, it’s actually kinda funny. In Saturday school, I was sitting next to my crush and we were clicking pretty well. At one point she said, “I wish someone would love me just as much as Mandalorian loves Baby Yoda” (can’t remember the exact comparison very well, but we were talking about the Mandalorian so I’m like 70% sure). I was saying inside my mind, “hey, I’m right here and I’ve been trying!” Just thought that was a funny little example. —— (unnecessary BS you don’t have to read to understand the point) Anyways, I think my social ineptness came from experiencing the loss of my dad. It wasn’t easy watching him slowly die and then having to suddenly move around the state while barely being able to afford dinner. I kept to myself a lot because I knew other kids wouldn’t understand me. I hated having to constantly reform connections, so I didn’t reach out. And I was angry at everything. I hated my mom even though she was trying her best. Growing through that transitional phase where a kid becomes a teen in the absence of my dad was difficult for me. I’m sure others have had it much harder than I have, though. But anyways, I think I made the mistake of not exercising my social skills or connecting like everyone else around me, because now I can’t even hold a decent conversation. Although now it’s mostly just for fun and entertainment now, I even started an Instagram page where I post piano videos and other stuff I’m mediocrely decent at in an effort to “put myself out there” and boost my self-confidence through the approval of others, which isn’t the right idea. I just want to get out of this isolation. I want to be able to make friends. I want to connect. I want to get with the person who I’m interested in (that’s a stretch but a guy can dream). I want to stop being such a social wimp and actually be significant to and for others. I’ve been trying for years but nothing’s changing. I don’t think anything will, either. Anyways, if you’ve read up to here, thanks. Again, I’m not sad or giving myself pity, I just needed a place to reflect and express.",4.5080537550773485,6.135596103448275,5.5238877365828385,78.82551875378103,70.72413793103449,8.15143029988765,28.00108028692421,8.704169506293173,2.2202107510154705,2267,82,410,40,42,747,266,551,0.1,0.706,0.19399999999999998,0.9946,1,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,4,2,0,9,34,31,2,0,28,1,45,5,0,5,5,88,86,34,2,12,19,5,1,2,2,3,2,2,1,5,20,27,1,3,14,7,0,4,15,13,2,1,21,6,59,18,65,55,11,58,0,8,2,2,41,31,0,7,22,289,79,5,0.14176913460651314,0.0,0.13834622493243096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898163844060245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058331959134020214,0.12620458660175576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450585681298828,0.0,0.1728422972051932,0.07828643546883374,0.06031754587999525,0.0,0.07438898015449813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107306113072846,0.0,0.0,0.07498647324863858,0.0,0.0,0.07660103505093821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105277395012094,0.0,0.07356698963088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059214960272859885,0.0,0.06278268697643649,0.0,0.0,0.14045576452657452,0.06411914934386098,0.0,0.06773324174965821,0.06370647842888201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584136707146603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429572258517264,0.0,0.07406852152665586,0.06799893602904246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037373217203972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399676698693387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110300057951195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800200483861903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895630439828432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692612381331511,0.0710449584818652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737887869901552,0.06026352426511403,0.12795217901894104,0.06707269149947656,0.14194799730782878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157320605759522,0.16603829702372205,0.0,0.07533907703646324,0.26054156525370603,0.05256000848027378,0.0,0.0,0.07538654149489636,0.0,0.0,0.06801565409482682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803321731170749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049142433768698285,0.061893670023985124,0.0740592858208176,0.0,0.13401765603706728,0.0,0.06788782117232367,0.0721150884093599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712585685886344,0.0,0.0,0.14180749934773204,0.0,0.09082093783509483,0.0,0.0,0.07610349747493203,0.08029839663402344,0.121070066340571,0.06742745590797747,0.05637025301775425,0.0,0.14347793291466307,0.0,0.0,0.14789612609398642,0.0,0.0,0.05863644657416079,0.0,0.0,0.2890315586464717,0.06006026384693398,0.0,0.07010664957661347,0.0,0.050172461578110665,0.0,0.0,0.05926267226633813,0.0,0.0,0.08114587057808588,0.0,0.0,0.13361573159784665,0.0,0.0,0.11394866027734095,0.0,0.06526098593087235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625990560363951,0.13928745494968722,0.056274428555783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887558092822611,0.0,0.0,0.1475866688824449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697438331524615,0.2508573261076297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746747779986609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151375413867612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035436283464178,0.0,0.0,0.0912946746029364 lonely,Yuri_Daruto,2020/02/27,Anyone want to have a chat? Just lonely people seeking comfort from strangers,5.0076923076923086,8.594265538461544,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,85.92307692307692,2.6,29.57692307692308,3.1291,1.1925692307692306,64,3,8,0,2,18,13,13,0.163,0.588,0.248,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091874944441016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040043778423375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51387674413249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymousguy64,2020/02/27,"4:30 am Man times like these I wish I had someone to tell my feelings too or cuddle... I’m a decent looking dude but I lack major confidence and I’m introverted af, I’ll get a msg from a fine lady but my conscience will tell me no. I guess I’m like this because I was talking to a girl almost 3 years ago and she ditched me for a different guy, and another time a girl that seemed to have interest in me and seemed like we could have been a perfect match but I couldn’t bring myself to talk to her so I msgd her on FB and I got no answer :( and that’s been almost a year... it broke my confidence even more, so now I sit in my house and game all day thinking about what I could have done and thinking about how much of a pussy I was in high school... I just wish I had someone to bring my confidence up and help me help us get out there in life.",1.8866978922716624,2.8846655737704943,3.5002068696331,93.24946721311476,76.3224043715847,6.758626073380171,22.90749414519907,7.1686216300943375,0.5210346604215457,652,18,157,7,14,217,106,183,0.079,0.6920000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9844,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,9,0,15,2,0,1,2,34,32,16,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,2,28,6,18,20,5,18,0,1,1,1,16,8,0,6,10,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744879594755396,0.0,0.28794189714834506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076172753339695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764454736836802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295869581576976,0.0,0.0,0.09272365982610692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502153741102934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471328200987544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496272695793843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269749233459709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023410700775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499084369862456,0.0,0.15838553172777892,0.14236089681244166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274011518301976,0.15190729374469664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589826130726135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101553278128161,0.21072515111782686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073567351398752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569194196810794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455090413745888,0.0,0.2617766374233032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364196610694555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112349036609356,0.25133321484590776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842517785548728,0.0,0.0,0.16767394532782792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294488896338947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306707305468999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851741283724709 lonely,Username-22,2020/02/27,"Loneliness sucks worse when you’re sick I always feel ill and sick as I’ve got numerous medical conditions that are debilitating but today I’ve woken up with what can only be described as a knife in my eardrum type pain, or what I’d call a “normal person illness” (likely an ear infection) and it sucks to not have anyone to help you when you’re usual constant fever & chills are even worse and now you’ve got such a swollen throat that you feel like your neck is a tree trunk and my ear is in agony. I’m used to it though, I live with many disabling conditions that aren’t pretty but ear pain always just wipes me out, must be because it’s so close to the brain that playing it all “outta sight outta mind” is harder. To anyone else that sick with no one to look after them, feel better soon!",5.974133885438235,5.589882093167702,6.0450517598343705,83.58461007591444,66.5776397515528,8.894685990338164,27.20565907522429,8.167268648758528,1.5050284334023465,631,15,131,7,9,200,104,161,0.248,0.662,0.09,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,9,8,2,0,6,0,11,17,6,1,2,22,22,13,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,11,3,0,1,11,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,8,9,4,16,16,1,13,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,1,10,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620954583889343,0.1706448194225658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024710925532293,0.16137134359985272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960069572342674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929075557929202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581553074359,0.16081911126400072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019519909540007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156613283833374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402338467881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389012864064987,0.11251383488667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519248794087701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556499263970416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388734898721435,0.0,0.13907019844121896,0.0,0.13225539969975786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596743238045399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586587624454462,0.0,0.0,0.15902417045367734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431080404126904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672209557119484,0.11978137957088815,0.3351697078655542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375177957513529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602281460224611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473717888335006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492860158824347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602435751805048,0.1734575288834793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32099993842649244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeSkye19,2020/02/27,"Let's be friends Any other lonely, anxious, depressed, antisocial losers like me who need somebody to talk to. Let's me friends :) DM me and maybe we can chat on whatsapp. I'm not a random creepizoid, I promise -_-",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,85.25,5.2,30.5,6.742157984588678,1.89585,165,9,30,2,5,53,33,40,0.249,0.53,0.221,-0.1184,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057867639356464,0.0,0.0,0.33321380218559576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540432478717595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557610984345472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032204222902291,0.0,0.1440995121805617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296320704079279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187044813623824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707266578207706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,failedladybug,2020/02/27,"im ok just ridiculously sad I’m a 20 yr old female and i am so painfully lonely. i have no friends. nobody checks on me or will say happy birthday or ask me how i am or care to see me. i feel so.. empty. stripped of all sense of joy and worth. all that remains is this aching pain. i can’t tell anyone these things. i have nobody to tell this to. no outlet. so here’s my confession, I’m so lonely that it breaks off a piece of me each night. chipped away. then once the light hits my face, i get up and pretend I’m whole and everything is sunshine until the street lamps turn on. then it’s night and i break. it just really sucks you know?",-1.0902554744525508,0.9958463065693444,0.8625218978102183,101.0793302919708,96.88321167883213,3.907883211678832,14.87919708029197,5.6839178017228535,-0.93982598540146,492,11,118,4,20,160,88,137,0.212,0.652,0.136,-0.8679,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,13,2,0,4,1,8,3,1,1,2,17,20,16,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,7,0,0,0,5,15,6,12,18,5,14,1,3,2,0,7,6,1,3,6,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789523329917136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843666217234816,0.0,0.1852871893254268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010708029962988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724145177961015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971632540643698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236552132179085,0.0,0.10303514344470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993586777224865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130228287706943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083825714087819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701402519371432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069408456209316,0.2100243703378324,0.0,0.0,0.41969499819729145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633907312776593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683091780381825,0.0,0.0,0.15715245081080853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447440046717173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310189063982982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145100523588448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201801830829408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ivegonecrazyboys,2020/02/27,"I don’t know Recently I’ve been getting a lot more lonely. I just feel so separated from everyone and I don’t feel like myself. This month has been probably the worst, I lost a really good thing with a girl I was talking too over some bullshit and now I just feel so shitty about myself. I’m 18 and I’ve never had a girlfriend, my first kiss or anything. I crave the cheesy shit that I see in movies man. I just want to be loved and be able to appreciate someone’s company and maybe they’d even appreciate mine.",1.8657547169811328,3.8734116132075513,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.09433962264151,7.258867924528303,22.864150943396226,8.238735603445708,1.2644898113207552,405,13,87,8,10,136,74,106,0.187,0.644,0.16899999999999998,-0.6269,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,1,0,6,0,10,3,1,0,1,18,20,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,4,14,4,7,12,4,7,0,2,1,2,6,2,1,3,6,59,17,0,0.2268139227443005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664853261987133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980845683955876,0.0,0.0,0.21673042307930127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440518030061024,0.16203591172809292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292780681835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850091323446413,0.0,0.0,0.19024075728424214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465100024374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080982583909636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759418986356416,0.19282908617457115,0.20470842068350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786507125991945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104070920345536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493287985521044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445437707497257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530280681241975,0.0,0.2239513856744736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180741330729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328212322933733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921787007022464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230443954317527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068509190275606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337807281806922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AbleCicada,2020/02/27,"What’s different about me that I’ve never been in a relationship or gone on a date? I’m getting up there in age and have no experience whatsoever dating. I’m sure relationships aren’t perfect and take hard work, but I see people spending time with their partners and getting support and companionship and I wonder what’s so wrong with me that no one’s ever expressed interest. I’ve expressed interest, I’ve probably asked more guys out than most women have seen in their lives and had a reputation as a weirdo in my town for asking out every guy. The answer is always no.",6.144787644787648,6.859196477477482,7.071763191763193,72.60486486486488,66.2072072072072,9.946460746460748,32.07335907335907,9.957137785484203,3.1776656370656364,463,18,83,10,7,155,77,111,0.149,0.72,0.132,-0.2586,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,4,19,18,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,4,3,7,5,14,14,2,16,0,0,2,0,13,9,0,3,6,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645117168480455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515544349765343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644523867330527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007862628947265,0.1584184725828242,0.0,0.0,0.18392371720203302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646973675504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723469786991601,0.0,0.0,0.16843272454743632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660287868115581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501583117318811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741004364901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303522849793052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027218565363416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037351848492687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983091986366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336759985048212,0.17721055498532154,0.0,0.14137077589144936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096384055370894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039041917160724,0.13688383506682691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055749132908644,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohdearmerevich,2020/02/27,"college freshman female here. moved eight hours away from home to a big city. i love it here but my only friend is my roommate (who i love dearly). i go to work, eat, come home, go to school. play video games on my switch. think about how much i miss singing and performing in high school. last night i went for a walk alone at one in the morning and didn’t run into a single person. i ended up in the laundry room looking out of the window and feeling so lost. i could have gone anywhere and no one would have noticed.",1.8525714285714296,3.892789352380955,2.4402380952380973,96.26892857142859,79.28571428571429,4.5809523809523816,20.97619047619048,4.935628992294339,-0.2857809523809527,402,11,87,1,10,124,79,105,0.098,0.747,0.154,0.8107,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,18,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,7,1,0,2,4,0,8,2,2,0,3,4,2,10,5,16,12,2,24,0,2,1,2,6,12,0,0,4,55,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120770370070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438241096615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071413563383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396927949253242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902964474373187,0.0,0.0,0.15496426154330978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846596487686173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351750859526574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886969484022046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848567932866914,0.3510019882536413,0.0,0.1723021720552187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261725395702715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692388292174316,0.0,0.19099151970260075,0.0,0.3158197886938066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595675018961594,0.1286170860321157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418983749109495,0.0,0.0,0.19919521798685005,0.0,0.0,0.2371173458393628,0.13306636574559666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527699327853225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541414519296716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210848439663047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219138140365733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737430554836196,0.0,0.0,0.12428787342413054,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galgojam,2020/02/27,"i have no friends anymore i had a great group of friends for years, some i knew my whole life. i depended on them emotionally, didn’t kill myself because of how much i loved them. over the past year they’ve been treating me terrible, making me cry myself to sleep and be really stressed out all the time in general. i finally decided to cut them off. it’s one of the hardest things i’ve had to do. my minds been a lot clearer since then. but sometimes on nights like tonight i can’t help but miss them. miss the people they used to be to me. i have no friends any more. i’m terrible at making friends and probably won’t ever have friends that close again. i don’t even have internet friends. i have no one to talk to when i feel bad. nobody to lean on. i’m so pathetic, i’m literally friendless. i won’t let my loneliness convince me to talk to them again though..... i can’t put myself through their treatment again. especially not without an apology. but it’s just so hard and lonely. i wish i had friends.",1.6899369747899158,3.952280612745098,3.0064145658263333,90.81029411764708,81.1078431372549,6.8268907563025225,26.380952380952376,7.957251820313856,1.608689355742298,791,34,170,15,21,256,116,204,0.21,0.604,0.185,-0.5979,0,2,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,7,0,11,21,2,1,7,0,20,3,1,5,2,26,32,12,1,1,6,0,2,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,7,2,32,12,24,20,6,23,0,3,0,1,20,9,0,3,14,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234425276130693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200871385514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110374196899242,0.0738143543963296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300990289139444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362081328634628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997773498280401,0.1095313748958142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061225924761260174,0.0,0.0,0.13264640486131574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548680905202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350036977550764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847140701694724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116299071471672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396635509158894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382107564212293,0.08552830594646361,0.0591576675403662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294501309470634,0.10928699329509893,0.0,0.1616548718849821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222647484474216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901389413856345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363324472621665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410524427284742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559256304293315,0.08394743834709603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305537571197556,0.0,0.0,0.12172726978587232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757231881740212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016556173928257,0.0,0.12117583161696792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975950704344035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870633365152227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946525110740288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804457411837898,0.0,0.11896872153247558,0.0,0.07060760991462431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458148473417804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519085534299485,0.13924566459619436,0.11672488019660593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595389727176714 lonely,Blsk_Max,2020/02/27,"Where? Well, for some dumb things i,ve done this will be the second year i don´t graduate from highscool, i´m not a problem kid, but i´m really lame on the whole school thing. I´ll go to that place just like six times more for a couple exams and papers i need to pick up, so, no school until august 2021. I wont get any acceptable job without graduating highscool (I live in Mexico),and my parents won´t allow that, so i stay the whole day on my room making music (I have a music project), i feel it sounds good and that, but i dont have any friends to play with. I really want to make friends, and at least people i can talk to, but i don´t know where to look, what can i do? This whole year has been a totall hell, feeling like the scumbag i am for not putting effort into school, totally lonely and getting worse every day, if someone could tell me how to get friends you would be of great help :)",5.016151515151512,5.191839988888893,5.214040404040404,86.82590909090912,68.55555555555556,8.101010101010102,26.919191919191928,7.686295010490155,1.2938888888888882,698,19,148,7,11,220,119,180,0.196,0.64,0.16399999999999998,-0.9023,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,7,15,2,0,8,0,16,0,0,5,2,31,28,12,0,6,8,1,2,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,5,1,2,2,4,17,10,21,20,8,20,1,2,1,0,9,10,2,2,9,99,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989699850370782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973682971865834,0.138219351371145,0.0,0.16112350536244366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783444793180165,0.14640292366116586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052487724767995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632455209357166,0.08924141855941005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895339277248821,0.0,0.1957934414324465,0.0,0.0709937577706984,0.10477526164910483,0.0,0.1377224964912893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372987822226137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396180427588688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686516462182034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205721488204713,0.0,0.11030485096106968,0.0,0.10489962850556077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676742216832266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092625087598721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870661616108085,0.0,0.0,0.08660238771362377,0.0,0.13051268511926645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952962116653636,0.0,0.12557705655924487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600512931030226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37927094636100944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584258566306036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314592893610114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040432778760684,0.10918380666253373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659798894423179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284066946838681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367985177748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231625182891447,0.0,0.0,0.4183993377382959,0.0,0.12041645974730852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730207752458442,0.08873813767147593,0.0,0.0,0.16088614665211454 lonely,treescam,2020/02/27,talking to my friends disappoint me i love having conversations and talking to my friends but there’s a point when theres never room for me to talk and they start being condescending towards me. then i start to remember how nice it was being by myself. and then when i am alone i miss talking to people.,2.9653107344632796,5.506991999999999,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,78.15254237288136,6.6451977401129945,26.78248587570621,7.793537801064563,1.7852350282485872,244,10,45,4,6,79,39,59,0.10099999999999999,0.73,0.16899999999999998,0.631,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,7,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,4,8,6,0,10,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235888191428375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466644209178164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024845839570433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303250779631138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555360031003211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120832136945993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541447525086853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175920906275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212959480839892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Emergency_Mail,2020/02/27,"Misery A throwaway account, did not know where to go with this whole burden, that none other than me see. Context, I'm a general loner, 24. - Bullied in school, did not have friends. - Scores in the dumpster, and can't so not getting a good college. - Bullied in college, did not have friends. - Scores in the gutter, and cannot get a good job. - Took my first job, fired after a year. - Liked someone, put on a different persona to impress her, fell on my face, as it was revealed. - Last choice, threw my savings in an MLM. Hate myself for life now. SO the general context is, loner, friendless loser, obviously no relations, family hates me, no job, no hope, cant even get out of bed while fighting the feeling of suicide. Now, i know there are people in the world who are suffering more than me, and should get more attention. I get it, thank you so much for making it clear that my problems are not as important as the world is. It should have been obvious. I know i can't achieve more than a low scale job now, i have lost my one chance at ""the good life"". No i do not have any other definition of a better life because people just loath my existence. I cannot impress anyone, let alone myself. I have left any wants in life. I do not have a place to be. Sorry for being a complete loser and still asking for company, its Maslow's Hierarchy of needs that has got me. I dont know what to do now, completely lost in life. I know i wont have friends. I know i wont have a job. I know people dont have the time to look at a self loathing individual. So. Yes. I dont know shit",1.7972679324894507,3.811860731012661,3.3426835443037994,89.85822362869202,79.34810126582278,6.2386497890295365,24.140928270042195,7.3011,0.9817113080168776,1205,43,256,16,30,397,157,316,0.271,0.647,0.081,-0.9961,6,1,0,0,2,1,62.0,0,1,0,7,13,25,4,0,21,1,39,7,2,1,3,38,70,12,1,6,8,0,2,1,3,4,5,0,1,1,13,6,0,0,11,0,1,5,22,12,0,2,10,4,30,13,34,53,6,35,0,6,2,0,9,19,1,1,12,174,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869038004678159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164673013603902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987686660318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800556723455888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220132777888065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573578621828568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956998805288446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946868021807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010851324082999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656005519513695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072755137265675,0.0,0.04329882166098781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283972902817777,0.0,0.0,0.19848046470141345,0.0,0.22369959395528494,0.0,0.048667436469197085,0.21547570730039195,0.068488855310677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909051387164686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505329140377889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248896961962026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764950311965818,0.06980265295767142,0.0,0.0,0.0930409431522146,0.08756595662712231,0.3024270258540485,0.04183615530019808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191049137624107,0.0,0.18695795070736607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571609615997706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295040446811502,0.06349608342643763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058027410227855035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810225861321236,0.0,0.08946868021807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193960183229751,0.0,0.08608522233497341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666557580200385,0.06823873536765031,0.0,0.0893343155037271,0.0,0.08790145781433427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255690465251824,0.0,0.0,0.09585958398834547,0.0,0.0,0.06838694642405865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366904425260626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883973246909676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049933526059802835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514186183253608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050879990072429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560663654355317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514510406855369 lonely,InfamousENG,2020/02/27,"Reaching out to Uni Students Hey fellow students, just wanted to reach out tonight and make sure everyone is doing okay. If you are reading this tonight and need someone to talk to I’ll be up for a few hours doing a lab report (23M, engineering). Just remember that classes are almost done and everyday you go to class and take the steps closer to your career you should feel as accomplishments. Nobody has the perfect schooling experience and it can be hard to notice when it seems like everyone is having a much better time than you. Keeps your chins up and push through! Cheers🤟🏻",6.466051948051952,7.332462436363637,6.30766233766234,77.82863636363639,65.54545454545455,8.83116883116883,32.077922077922075,8.841846274778883,2.638792207792208,468,18,83,7,7,147,81,110,0.012,0.8420000000000001,0.146,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,1,13,0,0,1,2,22,21,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,15,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,55,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699412916193828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165387693263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221759726421618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141330008734152,0.0,0.21197455405903493,0.0,0.0,0.10957022369881432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315582032529852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412097698999986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340622421470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192613255321216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058688601466311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446491869539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929971382377905,0.16068058663365076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246714819930278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675902309639372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454792883402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931235454769807,0.0,0.1972758880703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360952951366286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423754445058828,0.0,0.16293171773845871,0.17417555769947576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263597347586191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781549916558982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,computer_sushi,2020/02/27,"Living in my head. I've been pretty lonely for the majority of my life, but this past last year it's really peaked. It started with just weight gain, but I was focused on my studies and living life generally ok. Now at this start of this year, it's gotten worse because I'm falling into a deep infatuation and delirium with celebrities and online influencers. I'm living inside my head with the alternative lifestyle I know in reality I wouldn't be happy with, for an example doing something related to media that would put me into the focus of my crushes, but really thinking about my daydreams I start to realize it's the group/friends ideal I want more than the romances. I do understand why my crushes are so intense, it's because I admire them for the life they've created themselves rather than ""love"". But just daydreaming about them just makes me feel happy, enough that I can't stop. It's frustrating and embarrassing, to the point where I ask myself daily why I am doing this pointless activity in my head? I'm seeking someone to talk to tomorrow, but I hope this will just stop over time.",7.177519936204147,7.342071947368423,7.80154306220096,70.15038476874004,63.976076555023916,10.603030303030305,35.12001594896332,10.317481424215053,3.729746092503987,883,37,151,19,12,294,120,209,0.11599999999999999,0.693,0.191,0.9378,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,10,11,1,1,9,1,12,8,3,2,0,35,28,10,0,6,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,10,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,2,24,8,27,21,3,25,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,12,104,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286932082563842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023703261649058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580233734831304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664549638290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015425023632051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27981938649182203,0.0,0.0,0.4046553340704443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305396587471576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223049819888955,0.10713300268983893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784987160354709,0.0,0.0,0.3481653293505317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862071850658715,0.0,0.08773055454690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125464819451535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424384464239775,0.0,0.0,0.13371157361873467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212346472791925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839486414445892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136022388745516,0.10118124544129352,0.0,0.0,0.279080519953878,0.0,0.0,0.21976275257689168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056384663285827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421504570573864,0.0,0.0,0.0766378977733407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368232791271011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752082716549724,0.0,0.0,0.16004634892714242,0.0,0.0,0.2371902890107813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339384120830632,0.093364110641717,0.0,0.0,0.16927323911572126 lonely,dr1vesh4ft,2020/02/27,"Not sure what just happened I've been talking to this girl after months and months of bad loneliness, 4 months into the chat I tell her I like her a bit more than friends, she says she feels the same way too. Recently she says we should be just friends and and she needs more time for herself and I was the right guy but wrong time. Oh well, back to the slums",1.8046332046332048,3.807399000000004,1.7679922779922812,101.21581081081085,79.27027027027026,5.3096525096525085,20.03088803088803,6.1826913282559595,-0.31826795366795396,282,7,67,2,7,83,53,74,0.125,0.764,0.11199999999999999,-0.2506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,7,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,11,5,7,3,4,11,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,0,9,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571734893906527,0.17066818363904832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315541924539792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335242956516896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158429022807553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239136300496588,0.1807531272034078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986110771778793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894581945103725,0.0,0.0,0.15156242683407173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182355922894976,0.0,0.0,0.1745592666563761,0.0,0.3250993519846169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264765293730896,0.0,0.0,0.16429159721888828,0.17865745812243858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837836860517306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162245793094523,0.0,0.0,0.1837830780127876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348287635325229,0.0,0.0 lonely,agenericaccount12345,2020/02/27,"I feel at peace with ending my life and I feel happy for the first time in a while This world is not worth living if you have no friends or people who care about you. The mundaneness of everyday life is made worth it by the experiences and connections you have with people who care about you. None of my friends reach out to me on their own and I know my family doesn’t give a flying fuck about me, haven’t contacted me in ages. I’m not mad at anyone, in these situations some people perceive someone having suicidal ideation as a fake spiteful attention seeking attack. I’m content now, my dog will do better off with a sibling of mine. Some people don’t belong here and it’s a harsh truth I’ve accepted. I think people who’ve met me will do just fine without me, and will even thrive. It’s like the classic line people always say- “get over it and move on”",5.0013820283762485,5.497452080924855,5.4812086179716255,83.77702049395694,68.65317919075144,8.60304781923279,27.287966368891226,8.575989854853784,1.7451780346820804,682,20,139,10,11,219,106,173,0.132,0.687,0.18100000000000002,0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,2,7,15,4,0,9,0,13,3,0,1,1,27,26,10,1,1,6,0,2,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,8,5,0,1,2,3,19,10,24,21,4,19,0,0,0,1,13,11,1,4,8,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227760974820116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317264069465644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786308676345865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049883039154744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008806789820753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306883548880073,0.0,0.0,0.09745750877363522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433536028700752,0.13910004187639538,0.0,0.14921468083279404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255086917143462,0.0,0.0,0.2279985001581865,0.1364105722492026,0.0770904662852249,0.14154649174390607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707314412816087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109138967306416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844240285033885,0.07208704903411735,0.0,0.13029219465012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961842240468814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156825719172733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137689353914841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173402411762972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585599908599075,0.0,0.0,0.125021362644791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139927145706348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454614405198647,0.0,0.0,0.08603946791215639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223603654577274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pointless-soul,2020/02/27,"Words can’t describe how difficult the transition of going from a double bed with a partner to a single on your own is. Info, recently broke out of a two year relationship because I didn’t like how they made me feel. At first moving back into home was fine, but not having someone there to talk to sucks. To make it worse I shared a bed with a friend a few days ago and it was great but now it annoys me more",3.4405098039215685,4.315766482352942,4.650294117647062,86.95465686274514,72.41176470588233,7.549019607843138,23.57843137254902,7.793537801064563,0.9704901960784316,321,8,69,4,6,106,65,85,0.155,0.674,0.171,0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,2,0,8,0,6,0,0,4,0,15,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,1,6,5,13,7,5,13,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,8,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969417422460536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924722356800545,0.0,0.15795709785560333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711091161351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101881697545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204072711448226,0.0,0.0,0.20019540702149716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726382166578605,0.0,0.0,0.28568062600893857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599184065930718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659290400902729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518553307686974,0.1729645583572349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540346677229666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584966003416004,0.2781978206070803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195514669060638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827077599616686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312250974264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640653351920753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668647325698493 lonely,ilikepizza18,2020/02/27,"Anyone hug a teddy bear at the age of 18 just because you’re sad? I don’t know man, I can’t hug real people, so i have to hug a soft bear, kinda feel pathetic, don’t even know why, I’m just so lonely, I do have friends, but like, maybe I want a girlfriend? I don’t know, I’m so stupid 😂",-0.6621890547263689,0.5055263880596996,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,83.6268656716418,5.063681592039801,17.136815920398007,5.46131890053228,-0.7755452736318413,216,4,58,1,6,77,42,67,0.18899999999999997,0.609,0.20199999999999999,-0.4387,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,14,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323799223266389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025914377750392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950749895013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804113817605704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676513366635983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479362757425819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236458369696852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338802958495706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304027769579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782757876101345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602279918096954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29988524433037944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,winnie_2222,2020/02/27,Does this happen to anyone else? You’re lonely then you find someone who actually wants to talk to you. They’re the only person you look forward to talking to everyday. You from a attachment because again they’re the only person who will converse with you. You guys slowly start to not talk as much then they don’t talk to you at all. Now you’re depressed because you no longer have anyone to talk to and you’re even more lonely. Then the cycle starts over again.,2.8796214896214916,5.309295472527474,3.3950915750915764,88.730463980464,77.7912087912088,5.363125763125763,21.1001221001221,6.42735559955562,0.3633799755799752,372,10,70,3,9,116,53,91,0.115,0.862,0.024,-0.8074,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,14,7,3,12,0,3,1,0,20,3,0,0,10,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.16149555883118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314306184991281,0.16956531226957136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017638239890666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425373457365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482248230201242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824667937419546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930539036806282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512559774283072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386232680664015,0.1463433397619852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897094520719402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165508874549992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172706104971965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890011009268509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022017410661433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342710753242632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6650778717865995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761100959190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jdover527,2020/02/27,Discouraged alone and sad :( Im tired of feeling alone and having no friends. :(,2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,88.28571428571428,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.8875428571428567,61,3,11,1,2,18,12,14,0.6829999999999999,0.165,0.152,-0.9337,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7498450844167709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303793808530588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796800899387435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910218230000086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160654321463053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,o0AngleOfTheDangle0o,2020/02/27,"How to deal with it. Dont know how to deal with this soul crushing lonliness. Everything I do, And everything that I am amounts to nothing. Everybody that I love leave me and go in their merry way. It is getting to a point where I am seriously contemplating taking myself out of the gene pool.",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,74.6140350877193,8.770526315789473,28.94385964912281,9.3871,2.7617817543859657,232,10,45,6,5,77,42,57,0.15,0.789,0.06,-0.5053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,10,1,6,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377998700976333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568588151019505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688268009929135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362707092669626,0.0,0.14823330629710446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334303213716595,0.0,0.0,0.2761768496759727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354054573762423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502693785084631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465646764110797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610853272906228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703137041415992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Justaindiegirl,2020/02/27,Loneliness for a loner.. Hi guys. I’ve been alone for years now and music has become my only friend. Sometimes I wish I would have spoken more I wish I wasn’t so antisocial I wish I wasn’t so alone *tears*,-0.8329900332225897,1.2611773953488379,1.6243189368770778,94.35813953488376,100.6279069767442,4.317607973421929,13.119601328903654,6.1826913282559595,-0.7046584717607969,160,3,35,2,7,54,30,43,0.154,0.59,0.256,0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44709143088666775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383789294748193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675787332590544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371607866140035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641564642371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347182273731866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446179404906059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332693377880466,0.0,0.0,0.13899423743251033 lonely,welltechnically7,2020/02/27,"I feel like I have no relationships with anyone All the people who are best described as friends seem to be way closer with any other person in the friend group. I feel like I'm last person people think about. All my siblings are way closer with each other than with me, and I just feel like I'll never be super close with anyone",5.588636363636365,5.8363428636363635,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,67.33333333333333,7.206060606060608,22.560606060606066,5.985473137389443,0.4362242424242426,263,4,51,1,4,83,43,66,0.071,0.69,0.239,0.9128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,17,11,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,7,10,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312764403031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737683827028319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054444177905872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969556287311521,0.4195659690531067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30249676768334816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957547958573276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692424699534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098686555127205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714390941629875,0.34187077108978103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017950102410995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821808212076135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543899610219966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31077999617473073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JoniTheMan,2020/02/27,"How can you start talking to people I used to be able to with thie right people for hours,but now i can't talk with nobody more than 5 minutes straight,and i know that i have a lot say and a lot to hear too but I'm finding it very hard to talk with peopleut that,well,not wanting to talk with me.",11.626363636363642,3.971178909090909,10.510303030303033,78.48545454545456,62.93939393939394,13.2,42.09090909090909,3.1291,2.9480545454545464,232,6,58,0,2,74,46,66,0.038,0.9620000000000001,0.0,-0.2592,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,10,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,12,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,34,8,0,0.20495386815598754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732412244218427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835984088254003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309979050052199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263728593182327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848889897307433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841784121614131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502948355630335,0.0,0.16298754220355774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506740277257812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589366228369603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770143369375956,0.0,0.16910840573417366,0.12088710161002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427814144228954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamtheundefined,2020/02/27,Do you also feel lonely even when you're amongst your friends? It sucks. I'm in a group of friends whom I had known for years but I still feel like I have no one.,-0.4450000000000003,1.491198944444449,0.3755555555555557,108.40000000000002,87.33333333333334,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.3777,126,3,34,0,4,38,30,36,0.16699999999999998,0.637,0.195,0.2617,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,3,3,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078792358271041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542846360586255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893286549967257,0.27503949851331394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948901871614541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808842190659125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260881621142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745637928757985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792325025334966 lonely,amoreleggero,2020/02/27,"what even is life anymore i want to die, but I want to be happy.. I want to find the love of my life in a cheesy way, get married and have kids, have a job I don’t hate and travel ... but I just can’t get better, I want to but I don’t like talking about my problems to anyone because it’s just awkward for me and it’s just not that important, I want someone to show me that they care enough to actually listen to me and physically help me.. but i’m coming to the conclusion that no ones out there for me.. no ones going to help me.. i’m just alone",0.4310454545454547,1.9685096500000008,2.8245454545454542,94.24227272727276,81.66666666666666,5.696969696969697,20.075757575757574,6.574015621080383,0.003416666666665957,418,11,102,4,11,144,66,120,0.165,0.611,0.225,0.8079999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,1,1,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,23,22,8,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,3,0,2,0,1,17,5,16,21,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.17079250887696185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126606435964385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735710178382309,0.12237678933861786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668946548469338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547893682689228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784427112650068,0.0,0.0,0.15076267538179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164125166004685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180840577819992,0.0,0.1155978652902248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599634569184753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287956359522364,0.0,0.09946687190415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631012001151448,0.0,0.17279423063637794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462200996837104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367854997537632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724105006040026,0.085505048182291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579607515968893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371937130371451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674687731803875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482923462673467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067299329230562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161513215245995,0.1389212945156434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,huckster235,2020/02/27,"I miss the days when I was happy alone A few years ago I was just so content being alone. Work, gym, hang with dog, repeat. Every waking moment was pretty much spent exercising/playing sports or hiking or taking my dog on rides. I had friends, like the guys I played sports with, or my co-workers. But I didn't hang out with anyone. Didn't want to. I liked the idea of getting a girlfriend, but I was basically aromantic and was fine with that being a fantasy. When my dog died, I realized how lonely I was, so I started making friends, going out, meeting girls. Fell in love with one, she broke my heart. And now I hate being alone. I need someone near me all the time. I practically beg my friends to hang out, I go meet people every night (despite my loner ways I've always been good with people, can start up conversations with random guys anywhere or charm girls at a bar or whatever). I'm with people almost all day long, but I feel so utterly alone. I go flirt with a girl at a bar, it's fun and exciting, but then I'm usually too drunk to make something if it. When I do spend time with girls I quickly lose interest. Sometimes I lose interest even when we are hooking up (super awkward). I guess I'm a Demisexual, and that sucks so bad. I just want to love someone, but I don't know how.",2.9664377289377306,4.537339750000005,4.351648351648353,85.91525641025642,74.57692307692308,7.106227106227107,25.073260073260073,7.793537801064563,1.2923644688644689,1005,33,206,14,21,333,145,260,0.179,0.63,0.19,0.8049,0,6,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,4,16,27,2,1,11,0,17,7,2,4,2,47,41,26,1,4,13,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,18,3,0,4,8,2,8,3,9,0,1,11,1,32,18,25,27,4,39,0,5,0,2,17,10,1,9,22,126,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989229841870085,0.0,0.1117471198005839,0.4623185637141359,0.0,0.0,0.09285668364390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803041026852739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317787006352443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394017717537444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581886945492538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370800380947533,0.0,0.1880486267192695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056426212826756326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865602142439337,0.0,0.05830422359577862,0.0,0.19026747305812766,0.09360130101094292,0.0,0.0,0.1229354058158814,0.2209948652637043,0.0,0.11879585320260898,0.0,0.1101777941835273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224161484451658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597812666138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133015848805296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904018688107417,0.0,0.0,0.09875881200955486,0.0,0.24969441316473764,0.0,0.0,0.20143921604814716,0.0,0.14898218754607645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203578720592868,0.08274690579660236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472514177806948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562023338507053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320995252046276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353309483126385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891095963778825,0.08591193434449437,0.11037114521031048,0.0,0.15797622838457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390618793122667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014487048636875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290705824658367,0.0,0.13164424266031158,0.08857958821011351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248621000259927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186406602213408 lonely,unicornfl00f,2020/02/27,"Would Anyone Like Someone To Converse With? Hard day? Feeling hopeless? Just generally lonely/depressed? I’ve had my fair share of hard times as well, and I would have definitely benefitted from having a caring person to talk to during those times. So, whether it be for a one night conversation or a lasting friendship, message me if you feel in need of a buddy :)",4.765454545454546,7.345152212121214,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,72.33333333333334,6.824242424242425,30.696969696969692,7.793537801064563,2.362987878787879,290,13,47,4,6,93,56,66,0.07400000000000001,0.596,0.33,0.9599,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,10,6,0,4,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,4,5,10,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467056523887542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546944515203132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110457462215402,0.0,0.215158036641057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526194199113139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44755524762483373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362569952250548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204287412257685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522840976385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344265478823809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927539998073654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181214654349658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166029998911412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078506214297012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132844505833816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246061111114541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549108465624919,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heirtotheking_77,2020/02/27,"I just don’t want to feel lonely I’m a 22m who is doing pretty well so far in my life, with a good family and people I consider to be friends (even though it doesn’t feel like it) and no matter what I do in my life or try to achieve, I have this never ending feeling of loneliness and want to have somebody I can truly connect to. I know it’s not a family issue (I have a really supportive family) but when I am out and about I look at couples and people having a good time, it totally kills me inside. The feelings of jealousy, frustration and sadness is really hard to bear. Does anyone know what I could do to rectify this? I try meditation which helps to a certain degree but I feel like there is this bullet hole in my heart. Thanks",3.982549019607845,4.439726895424837,5.87896078431373,80.16432352941176,70.89542483660131,9.257254901960783,26.41111111111111,9.3871,2.1199573856209155,577,17,118,12,10,201,92,153,0.149,0.648,0.203,0.5903,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,2,0,7,0,16,3,1,0,3,27,29,12,1,3,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,7,16,9,17,27,1,10,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,6,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232915200933143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684608763402528,0.16193005621482667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280691543924398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961991127825212,0.0,0.0,0.09666074419150332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138884853727867,0.0,0.36998693777142205,0.209100502652669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306724836885465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454976649862161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109807283254446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342177570021095,0.0980932391368598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527481366966897,0.0,0.0,0.16191115668079872,0.0,0.16085685283681386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673828044770928,0.14299540166559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289453374157575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128717477443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291702097703374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888740529619016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875071372592092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660727226283502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347365589731099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378508170196794,0.0,0.08533605160734288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987198710492389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263838126676767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315834345341284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throw_away9485,2020/02/27,"I’ve been awkward with my peers in the past and cannot make friends. I’m a high school student going to a small, semi-rural school with not very many students. In the past, I’ve been extremely awkward and cringeworthy, and people remember. I’m not bullied or excluded, but nobody likes me or wants to get to know me. I only have three or four friends left, and even they only tolerate my presence, and rarely try to talk to me. Anyone else experiencing similar situations or have gone through this same situation before?",6.730136054421767,7.3470973877551025,7.035102040816327,73.71585034013606,64.91836734693878,10.206802721088435,34.70068027210884,10.125756701596842,3.5460353741496604,416,18,74,9,6,135,65,98,0.079,0.845,0.076,0.1672,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,13,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,1,7,3,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,43,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128301595156894,0.18800883123029646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613783929337216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532836891149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119447318093125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835303144973175,0.0,0.0958667891912878,0.0,0.10428250650748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938689528775212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084218624717503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936416346635985,0.0,0.0,0.08964472866990904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224820697875711,0.18603168521927613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791072649443534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032699499764464,0.12720997372021733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786021656290232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714065966169355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41250449936724537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474835998921109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457875368040106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513997892077258,0.10822810150821192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pajmmer,2020/02/27,"When you find out it’s your best friend I don’t have depression I’m just really depressed right now Remember, don’t get your hopes up. I was talking to this girl for a bit and all of a sudden she been just way more interested in me and stuff. She been talking about her crush a lot around me and has been hinting for a while now. After this happens for a bit, I kinda start to have a crush on her. Long story short, no.",1.4377808988764045,3.1431627078651694,2.935266853932585,93.83301264044943,79.2247191011236,6.247752808988763,20.11376404494382,7.1686216300943375,0.2282460674157307,327,8,76,4,8,107,61,89,0.13699999999999998,0.721,0.142,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,12,4,13,10,6,16,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,3,8,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895484849700088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234517598198449,0.0,0.4649181320810827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667841595006135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460968725007868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164505406877392,0.0,0.11124457848468386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828896593994712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148267155191305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884320163461796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102130882851467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640527364128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412026351392248,0.1818368750930517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070948426551953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374830176631004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34228226566896763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901003641002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,merceerisez,2020/02/28,"Chemical reactions and imbalances within serotonin and hormone deficiencies I have a few medical issues that physically and mentally keep me in my home. So I don't have many friends. Just switched medications and now I'm depressed even more and I'm crying alot. I wish I was normal and I didn't have these problems. I have slight agoraphobia and ASD. I'm sad and angry and frustrated with everything and nothing at the same time...I wish it would stop.",3.2921428571428564,6.296251547619049,4.5431428571428585,77.45185714285714,81.14285714285714,8.598095238095237,29.82857142857143,9.120678840339163,3.3901942857142853,366,18,63,11,10,120,59,84,0.23600000000000002,0.679,0.085,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,21,14,11,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,4,11,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320532842418537,0.0,0.0,0.18195329772885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395316864800524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986203389050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321479813262213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190561209271724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204949413357421,0.0,0.1877728159951662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417903057856574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256336162720539,0.21289497294367685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698467749777524,0.20270450888684194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214214419910065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766183246627575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231842698700016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858647827503537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006922339488676,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,puglyfe-,2020/02/28,"I’m depressed, lonely, and needy Halp. Past two weeks have sucked. Guys seem to be super interested in me and then disappear out of nowhere. What am I doing wrong. I liked them and showed that I did. They said things that I thought were genuine and sweet, flattering. But then they’re gone. I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong.",1.3364062499999996,3.928317328125004,1.7268749999999995,96.930625,86.65625,5.075,18.9375,6.6274283507984215,-0.02193125000000018,255,7,55,3,8,77,47,64,0.26899999999999996,0.545,0.18600000000000005,-0.6769,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,0,11,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,5,2,7,6,4,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393882639812538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752030897129081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357868486977602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653240149772124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438342715878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530250266983869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619540109178799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465017538172573,0.0,0.0,0.22065234528920855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715058020153413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294572433977072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077648488274057,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToastyEdge,2020/02/28,"Things have gone downhill Hi, I’m a sophomore in high school (15 male) and I don’t really feel that great about myself. I played baseball freshman year and it was fun, but now this year all the people who bully me are doing it and I get baseballs thrown at me because I’m not one of the drug using, racist, loud idiots like they are. I used to have friends and was very social when I was younger. I have quite possibly the best girlfriend even though she lives 18ish minutes away but we still make time. I get bullied at school and I’m very often alone, I recently cut myself but I regretted it, I was wanting help and I’ve even asked for it never came. I’m lonely at school even though some people will say hi. I’ve witnessed 2 divorces , my dad moving 2 hours away from his kids when it happened, my stepdad (my father figure since I was 10) divorced because my mom didn’t accept him saying he didn’t want to live in a house with my reckless sister and with no rules being applied to her. I have been getting made fun of since the 5th grade. I’m autistic but it’s not like I’m in a different classroom bad, I have very bad anxiety and I always worry. I think I’m depressed and so has my therapist. I want to have people who ask to see me and help me through living in a house with my mom always taking her anger out on me (yells at least 3 times a week) for me being awkward and my anxiety. I know this is all over the place, dm if you want to help/learn more ig. Thank you",0.9689126559714794,3.1827509477124214,2.332899584076056,94.85259358288772,83.640522875817,4.754842543077838,20.057040998217467,5.941861826196648,-0.08087450980392186,1154,33,249,8,33,371,172,306,0.175,0.682,0.142,-0.9472,1,3,1,0,2,1,29.0,1,2,1,2,12,19,3,1,10,0,23,1,0,4,3,43,52,21,0,6,7,5,1,2,2,1,1,4,0,2,12,17,0,0,5,1,0,3,7,9,0,1,11,6,42,10,29,38,6,30,0,3,1,0,32,15,0,3,14,154,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704763048008996,0.0,0.0,0.15593613286015404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433644592964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519855712720647,0.0,0.1760733473364708,0.0,0.1564755078005147,0.11424046590357803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833509376299296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717080744198072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070590883766715,0.0,0.0,0.0978992694897166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866526303285982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856690432586661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737884810689053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239439341560733,0.0,0.1468672173099327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330744315371466,0.0,0.0,0.08286089639736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842062528094264,0.0990019375569796,0.0,0.0,0.09227818234565692,0.2162404306189067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051496496358854116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155671084371712,0.0,0.24822332757293014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866366219618764,0.06254721060271802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219486696445698,0.0,0.09959103067431943,0.0,0.0,0.07226921880203553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349530425440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488474592675584,0.0,0.0978992694897166,0.0,0.0,0.10563559818669137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996642451816894,0.0,0.0,0.06002828254338539,0.0,0.09252000942146214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490321309535877,0.0,0.2844960898129211,0.07466883748716878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502351181111526,0.0,0.0,0.09551799662038446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483101439776263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045269094041952,0.0,0.0,0.08626876127686298,0.0,0.1087959363614989,0.06225184131158491,0.060040840125521584,0.1841246501032712,0.0,0.10927747480760826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185791555896226,0.0,0.2319433656829909,0.22107287605139406,0.0,0.07516257065017283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515953491388016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068279963640335 lonely,MrFischimus,2020/02/28,"I feel like I’m doing everything right but I still don’t have friends Like I’m a pretty normal, I think likable dude. I make people laugh and I find small talk and stuff fun like getting to know people but it never becomes an actual friendship. I’m in college so I’ll talk to whoever’s sitting next to me or whatever but then that relationship disappears idk what I’m doing wrong how is everyone else out there getting all these friends? It’s been years since I had a friend group",1.8190909090909104,4.363341443298971,3.176925960637302,87.99176194939085,83.02061855670105,6.413870665417058,24.28209934395501,7.686295010490155,1.4393999999999996,388,15,76,7,11,126,69,97,0.077,0.59,0.33299999999999996,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,16,17,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,8,5,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.17723939309903836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059008212417745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172403332684034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355007216428456,0.1632324637513854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183484624447244,0.1297526382040357,0.0,0.0,0.16600157822307807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209681062708603,0.0,0.18978269641313686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998161207840048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661977907529443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123581932094013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400800750140619,0.0,0.19315980423631676,0.0,0.17795352854079946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183123401676544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184777495868804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949968307665645,0.0,0.15510640128520678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024173170412553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450456263949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791669394343676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919659195886023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637769894440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857796932806746,0.0,0.11696027649255722 lonely,Byboiline,2020/02/28,"Yeah, I feel very lonely Idk how to word this, but two days ago in bed, I actually started crying when I thought about it. I'm currently in college but I'm only friends with former High School friends. One of them goes to my college but we only share one day and don't see each other often, so we all chat via Discord, and at times I'm ignored and I'm the quickest/first to answer a text. We rarely all see each IRL, and when we do it's always treated as a special event. Most of the times I'm literally just hanging out in my room by myself. I'm introverted, I do need my ""me"" time, not gonna lie, but sometimes I run out of stuff to do and the loneliness starts to overwhelm me. Just last year I finished HS, and my college class is small by comparison, so the people I see each week has dramatically decreased. I don't go out much, I don't meet up with my friends often, do stupid stuff etc. And I know love isn't everything in life, but I seriously lack it. I'm dating someone rn and everyone's pressuring me to make the move and make it official etc. but I'm too inexperienced to do anything, yet I do want a partner. I never even had my first kiss yet. It's a huge step for me. Because of this, sometimes I relate and get quite attached to NSFW because it's all the intimacy and love ( \*that\* kind of love I mean) that I have. Sorry if I rambled a bit, I just wanted to put my feelings out there",1.9679180887372,3.5686002354948836,3.962369965870309,87.52896109215021,77.3617747440273,6.599262798634813,26.05447098976109,7.404127859558343,1.212160791808874,1091,42,238,14,25,372,157,293,0.11,0.741,0.149,0.9525,1,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,1,2,16,17,1,2,11,1,14,5,0,3,4,57,43,24,0,5,11,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,13,24,0,1,6,1,0,6,6,6,0,4,2,5,35,11,31,40,12,42,0,2,3,4,15,14,0,4,22,154,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.11130235920581212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110390394401912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490386183605012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385850133437952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905515281595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245197862597971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528533592050453,0.14711357493333055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544055352135908,0.07533301788561768,0.0,0.0,0.10898554849728054,0.10250632208131262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534044283937753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403222259001807,0.0,0.0,0.2643585184935053,0.0,0.059589636022447975,0.0,0.06482074406278891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205065949895658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187719390394919,0.06268228262226153,0.09297099314315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056123873696668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308820411918463,0.0,0.15226674470872387,0.0,0.0,0.1242405947756936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122364768019173,0.08384440095297356,0.08457119732163508,0.08796714180848103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545748114095522,0.17348969825273391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907218022382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146579431627838,0.0,0.12131276544096198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543092292669928,0.2726639774770831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663941410692216,0.0,0.22560891698210844,0.12767653302648824,0.16145907395837045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611340306412148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905478507169492,0.19952119205561766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141629515629277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094108276796065,0.13454655633467275,0.0,0.09148897166282223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734484274594164 lonely,iloveboysindrag,2020/02/28,I feel lonely. I wish I could press a button to make everyone forget my existence. Then I could just turn to dust.,0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608662,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,89.43478260869566,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.6581710144927541,89,2,18,2,3,30,18,23,0.19899999999999998,0.679,0.122,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618312434965567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699963948454613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578535236492176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258466133234572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211740255741829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452731684259251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Devil_Hand,2020/02/28,"Is anyone else excessively nice to retail workers? I just realised that I'm always super nice, like to the point of being clingy, with retail and fast food workers. I suppose I subconsciously assume I could make a friend out of them whenever I go there, but it's probably just to make up for lack of interaction with other real life people elsewhere.",9.837487179487184,8.343136646153848,9.743076923076924,63.800256410256424,59.46153846153846,11.743589743589745,37.05128205128205,10.504223727775694,3.967666666666666,282,10,45,5,3,93,50,65,0.046,0.7959999999999999,0.158,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,13,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,11,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372476145827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936667964701227,0.2921452097369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276498540632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381861278149095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447754061292399,0.0,0.22028758610319588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620436366534825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013928764162634,0.13929812704917702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38064754440474463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976704190432716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695361645368693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741397695583544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453573015953124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ForwardVegetable,2020/02/28,"Most of my friends seem fake. Yea i know school is a debatable place to make friends but, most only talk to me when they want something anymore. Most of my true friends have either moved away or just left me.",1.509999999999998,4.110395121951221,1.1348292682926842,101.53151219512196,85.58536585365854,4.255609756097561,22.83414634146341,5.6839178017228535,-0.00517951219512236,164,6,36,1,5,47,33,41,0.040999999999999995,0.667,0.292,0.9082,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,6,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,1,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266936074809704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937046628286834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905179848160891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001824275876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768149013470281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006497795551564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707865990023736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376865096380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661867243510015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578469435393299,0.0,0.2319385283964553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961390346197387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047793216423676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027350312648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,metalguitargod,2020/02/28,"Is it weird to sit at the bar alone? I'm an 18y/o female and still in high school. What I do in my free time is mostly related to work. I love my work but sometimes I'm not scheduled in the weekends on Friday for example. I go to my favorite bar where they know who I am but the only thing is. I don't really know people. I don't have any friends and when I want to make them I just can't keep in touch. So what is do is go alone to the bar. Always order the same drink and sit back look at people in the room. Is that weird? Or am I just overthinking the whole situation? Btw sorry for formatting I'm on mobile and spelling I'm Dutch.",-0.5363571428571419,1.4392700071428592,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,88.21428571428572,5.214285714285714,16.607142857142858,6.6274283507984215,-0.34314285714285697,491,11,119,6,16,168,80,140,0.094,0.831,0.075,0.1429,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,14,5,0,1,0,17,27,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,1,2,5,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,14,4,16,27,3,23,0,0,1,1,5,12,0,2,6,76,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021640199400614,0.0,0.0,0.1615492870220383,0.0,0.0,0.1320294210092428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929022895033747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019418592202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000067561214694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068111423477985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051313205320258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257043836174474,0.0,0.0,0.21340075884443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303804467000746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752289682003534,0.0,0.12959738186079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766067742751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691998848372398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243781805816394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649130117928024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823399627598786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202042455994728,0.21733628622518186,0.0,0.0,0.15504933720443032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898537876034996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321108083762713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451536231837675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167627947079644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282688658982232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,someone649,2020/02/28,"I seriously thought about death for the first time today its friday night and its lonely like most nights, no matter what I achieve, monry, stuff, things I make in life I feel hard pain, I just want it to end but it wont stop no matter how hard I try for so long, I give up I dont know what to do anymore and none of my friends want to help me feel less lonely when I ask them, I question if there are really true friends who can be counted on :(",3.5418245614035087,3.6217756210526346,4.2481578947368455,92.80627192982458,71.73684210526315,7.1754385964912295,24.25438596491228,6.42735559955562,0.4149649122807011,344,8,83,2,6,110,70,95,0.265,0.58,0.155,-0.9026,0,4,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,19,15,7,1,3,3,0,4,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,4,13,4,10,12,3,12,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,3,10,54,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891524149123526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783063372843137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353355524363294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892972678712506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192877133447068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223441651616993,0.0,0.0,0.2947142794214724,0.0,0.0,0.18296511727050865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171234045021465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784196442999834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481994600052998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347178874297348,0.0931808002989945,0.0,0.0,0.16878960689355738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731342327007514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579734335176534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029496369937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366069214339176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218620254968784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594584035306554,0.0,0.0,0.21833964754971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671220580217138,0.0,0.0,0.15141791947512565,0.11121590611317712,0.0,0.18078926597831535,0.0,0.0,0.12949281168483964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499440319598293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cocobutternutted,2020/02/28,"I just want friends Anyone up for some wholesome conversations? I appreciate stupid cheesy jokes and memes. Kinda forgot what it’s like to have an actual friend ;-; My hobbies: other than sleeping, include mobile legends and watching stuff on tv. Not much ik but I rly don’t have the drive to do anything else i mainly use discord but idm chatting on Reddit too",4.69409090909091,7.256063560606062,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,72.48484848484848,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.8732909090909096,289,12,47,3,6,90,57,66,0.083,0.7659999999999999,0.15,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,6,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3184804898949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819864920662986,0.0,0.2685666476350665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726320803624548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042901820378669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944311499753694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991230806774466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265959064772619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736043629276185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818704386156987,0.0,0.0,0.19249570934929186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,durjan,2020/02/28,"I'm happy after a long time but still alone. After buying syringes to die and finding out ways to suicide, going through panic attacks and being jobless for 6 months I now have a job and just got my first salary I'm happy. You can achieve wonderful things by just being alone guys. You all are awesome. I'm always there for anyone who feel alone. Pm me anytime. I love you all. P.S- English is not my first language.",2.022994579945795,4.542921109756102,2.9291869918699187,90.2896612466125,81.8048780487805,4.132249322493226,23.74525745257453,5.033348758259628,0.34984119241192424,329,12,61,1,9,104,60,82,0.242,0.547,0.21100000000000002,-0.3612,3,3,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,3,0,3,5,5,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,13,14,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,8,3,9,11,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434713338209282,0.0,0.0,0.14554162338834198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230323266434212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989887824713712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815320730612651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844126555236044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986730813110994,0.2975618074866604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994070856298378,0.0,0.13989390028519744,0.0,0.0,0.17319136430885415,0.0,0.3723962702181987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357415749541125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479249591656108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786580657000668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961388342004827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052227119026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396857433294695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913264264243157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620442135148855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199317368952122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883779348194347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968568121581694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,musimation,2020/02/28,"I invest in myself and my future I pretty much spend all my time on the gym and perfect ing my craft wich is drawing l, I barely have any friends but I don't necessarily feel sad I just feel like I need to talk to someone 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lonely,Turtlebasket1,2020/02/28,first post here hey what's up i'm new to this subreddit but i'm like all of you basically and i have nothing to do with my life so i'm up to talk to 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lonely,mkhowie,2020/02/28,"3-year-old offers reality check Hi. Quick story. I am a personal assistant nannying for my boss as she’s on an out of town trip. The trip went later than expected so I had to take the youngest boy (3) with me to check on my cats. As soon as he walks in my apartment, he asks, “Where is your family?” ... I had to explain to him that I don’t have any that lives with me and that my cats are my family. L O L. On the way here I was having the argument with myself again if there was any sense in buying a house (actively looking) when I don’t have anyone to share it with. Oh 3-year-olds, pointing out my loneliness. 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We were extremely close, the kind of close when it’s like “we’re practically sisters!” We stopped talking in middle school and I became extremely lonely and did not talk to anyone. I eventually meet two other people. After feeling so low, meeting them really gave me hope. I felt that same closeness in our friendship that I thought I would never get back. However, when I started high school I started to feel like I was the “throw away friend”. They did stuff without me a lot and it got to my head. Long story short, we stopped talking and once again I lost two close friends. I feel like it was a huge mistake to let that friendship slip away, even if I did feel like I wasn’t included. I don’t really feel like I can be myself around my current friends and I am not that close with any of them. Sometimes I feel like my current friends don’t care about me and I chalk that up to just me being selfish and expecting more out of them then I should be.",4.090024509803921,5.7982944675925925,4.2245533769063215,87.40519607843142,71.91666666666667,7.119389978213508,29.372549019607845,7.724431198458867,1.7623401960784313,879,36,174,11,17,272,121,216,0.07400000000000001,0.71,0.21600000000000005,0.9846,4,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,4,1,9,20,0,0,5,0,20,1,1,0,1,44,36,12,0,6,5,1,7,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,11,21,0,2,8,0,0,1,7,5,0,5,15,7,36,15,21,15,3,39,0,3,0,0,22,19,0,3,24,120,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094594373817535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266569415777846,0.0,0.0,0.07978246376491295,0.0,0.0,0.1684053909598246,0.06891368472811549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137546776028192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363577737629562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591943987966952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718930568209066,0.32012940325829625,0.08605104819520233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154497989916753,0.0,0.046823727203103765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167879522751859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197789282973907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469042448657904,0.0,0.0890147372196995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332738449474384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164443244824956,0.0,0.2627083073822735,0.0,0.0,0.15862506649596528,0.0,0.0,0.097832856193325,0.07619330755702541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912190987918458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544436484411599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426503812710912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583297610016424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482812751946465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814042308929756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413613562030645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886383194166384,0.0,0.12686963938904622,0.0,0.0,0.14985578987302053,0.0,0.0,0.10259559740879316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610398887462126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114975260464126,0.10451846430175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43773771402240796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394742734446573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863922829189894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366480389396875,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Glass_Bucket,2020/02/28,"university/college as a lonely person fucking sucks seriously, this is meant to be the last ""youthful"" time of your life where you're supposed to be networking, making friends and relationships before you enter the harsh world of work....not for me though. My routine consists of going to class, and coming home. The school year is over in a month and I haven't made a single friend. I barely know any of my classmates names, and I'm positive they don't know mine. It's always painful when you're studying alone in the library and you're surrounded by laughing groups of friends who are studying together and having a great time I just wish I knew how to make friends",6.481190476190478,7.333338031746035,6.0048809523809545,80.06303571428572,65.50793650793649,8.522222222222224,33.21031746031745,8.472884824447931,2.5806222222222224,536,22,97,7,8,165,89,126,0.131,0.701,0.16899999999999998,0.802,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,5,11,2,0,8,0,8,3,0,4,0,18,21,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,11,6,15,16,1,16,0,1,0,1,12,6,2,0,7,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603600269357445,0.0,0.0,0.14946132476026175,0.0,0.0,0.12215028945735786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528465561802029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472993018577344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551073633365491,0.16605923512643295,0.0,0.0,0.1020842997549142,0.0,0.0,0.19803578590982346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017723722181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743299837270895,0.14641730621519908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687354584954252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996430739786209,0.23980045638620795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337393994298822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911323029594727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684050427617846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284865344911215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181788794735544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647939333043805,0.0,0.20948007176564687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655841380225248,0.0,0.0,0.1307682077867123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567178676676758 lonely,yelrahc96,2020/02/28,"I have no where to go if I need an escape 23F. Recently stopped seeing someone and taken myself off of all social media apart from this/ instagram. I’m in a really bad place mentally due to constant rejections from romantic partners and struggle with social situations that involve drinking/ being out late (I get anxious and I get tired easily). Because of all this, when I do feel I need to escape my house (had an argument with a sibling moments ago) - I have literally no one to talk to and no where to go, my friends all have SO’s and often being around them makes me feel worse and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. Honestly I have days where I consider just not being here anymore...",7.574506302521009,6.757769875000005,8.212142857142855,70.79000000000002,63.485294117647065,11.300840336134454,37.810924369747895,10.608840637214634,4.084633613445378,557,25,99,12,7,187,87,136,0.19399999999999998,0.722,0.084,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,1,3,24,25,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,10,1,1,3,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,3,15,2,17,20,3,20,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,2,9,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882532659049846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966915012285285,0.3330057069980413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945867037475935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401820523023832,0.10234485378223084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814306303172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827586760384372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644693572230981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978156535050914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971224425900335,0.0,0.1754323363687357,0.0,0.19083275776027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372378323612466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226855560257373,0.0,0.1893884690528634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206861024226762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919473631027715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897824061296076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376735167135045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754104614693881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755533516270087,0.0,0.16577220271776913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337874665385814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887166262088291,0.0,0.3422876585932652,0.14225358077113026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036447387972822,0.0,0.17551622655188892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494450332282626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296611701644464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109537011052406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jajajessifish,2020/02/28,"I just want someone to talk to I just posted in a depression thread not very long ago and then I found this. I'm just feeling really down and negative about my life, and one of the reasons is this horrible, crushing loneliness that I can't shake. I'm married and don't want to talk about anything sexual or anything like that. I guess really I just need some attention, someone to have a meaningful conversation with. I just don't want to feel alone and unwanted anymore.",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153848,5.559120879120879,78.36087912087912,70.53846153846153,10.035164835164835,31.68131868131868,10.290406445055957,3.5451934065934068,378,17,70,11,7,124,57,91,0.21899999999999997,0.6579999999999999,0.122,-0.9227,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,26,15,7,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,2,8,1,11,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677851171319225,0.0,0.0,0.20654448585038465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777632820888247,0.0,0.0,0.3282200890424431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176473411562396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167086561539105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186595677181757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968947111325546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408599997639815,0.09742913698056503,0.0,0.0,0.17648513082265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787134633890428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513575659975527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099432833108976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555139304910448,0.20504244107577307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379448494514278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32058103291685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454677280427266,0.3528786583475789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cutecandygirl1,2020/02/28,"I feel like I will never find a partner I have posted earlier about the fact that I have no friends. In addition to that, I also feel like I will never have a partner. Men have never shown me attention in real life. I think the fact that I have no friends contributes to that massively. Most people have met their significant other through socializing in one way or another. I wonder how I will ever find a partner when there's not even one person who talks to me in real life.",5.343546099290776,5.955153425531917,6.462553191489363,76.63333333333334,67.93617021276596,9.670921985815603,30.56028368794326,9.725611199111238,2.8530836879432617,378,14,71,8,6,127,53,94,0.049,0.8079999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,6,20,14,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,3,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,13,4,9,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,7,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884924575766716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206278159703002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146788279815354,0.1570553317490032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558179898984724,0.2480779635531283,0.0,0.0,0.3173834000001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682871859614174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452754103950433,0.16965051538679285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017349499577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353079526805813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037092377981284,0.1516041771959506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662864274564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39525049653794975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699060184701002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955460128016892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125300786457598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781682902823356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829079922408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JamieHynemanAMA,2020/02/28,"The day is so beautiful outside, I hope you all find a way to spend a day outside with someone/anyone But I have nothing I can do, so I’m driving home from school.",1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,78.42857142857143,5.80952380952381,28.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.2359523809523805,127,6,28,1,3,43,28,35,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.8464,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543789474389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692446270376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325086073881789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36492325541272996,0.3613376579455441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490780094934884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36818723494346456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876924183691194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hunter_the_frog,2020/02/28,"Why life is tough and find love so hard? I don’t understand why I’m still feeling bad and having this uncomfortable feeling in my chest. I can’t connect with everything or anybody, not even with the only person who has been with me despite the many times I try to isolate myself. I can’t. I don’t feel supported, I don’t understand myself. The happiness of others make me feel irritated and try to talk with others is exhausting. People keep telling me that I’m still young, that I don’t have to worry about find someone that love me and get worry about me while the y are very happy with their relationship and lots of friends and family. “Yeah, I’m going to wait until my 40s with my virgin hole to give my first kiss”... I tried to make friends, but I just ended up having small conversations (thing that I hate) and meeting awkward people interested in other things. For the people that know me in real life I am just a little girl, and for my few Internet friends... idk. It is something bad to want someone to love you? Even if it’s just a friend ? Or should I have to stay lonely and cope with this on my own like I’ve been doing this last years?...",5.9694581939799365,5.688371504347828,6.44478260869565,80.3686120401338,66.56521739130434,9.337792642140473,29.431438127090306,8.841846274778883,2.0976321070234114,906,27,183,13,13,295,126,230,0.113,0.725,0.161,0.9284,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,10,20,1,1,7,1,20,9,1,2,0,41,43,16,0,3,8,0,5,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,16,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,5,28,13,28,40,3,19,0,1,0,5,18,7,0,4,11,126,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029740043241385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562752719066947,0.0,0.0,0.1426235807799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703460128213673,0.0,0.10178254250852853,0.0,0.21836729004375105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973614388325998,0.09183745437659016,0.0,0.0,0.3336629769652047,0.0,0.05640878001065285,0.10357266337604168,0.06136065490628721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298677089310888,0.09671804586817306,0.1065959645950514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596684475751004,0.0,0.0,0.05933634314652865,0.08800826200060723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252186442579824,0.0527476701922871,0.1082122162362119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179046139631884,0.2923357791973327,0.0,0.14413884491553225,0.10946252080693264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821144655017393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245540760239665,0.09427341992180703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289112583706616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591713614966055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296173007877387,0.08311897673703199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507943309625958,0.17244663471343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122520711842484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678052130121072,0.09436871764998568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345817205998534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629569601996382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990938372840646,0.0,0.0,0.2247968169446672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908483819184737,0.06368227433554377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484850209692164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192933196063248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952779817493525 lonely,Trevvykamara,2020/02/28,"Why don’t we all video chat tonight ?? Why don’t we all video chat tonight ?? I’ve been reading post from the depression thread/ lonely thread and I was wondering if y’all would like to video chat tonight ? It could just be a bunch of us and we can talk about our problems and play games ..etc? Let me know what y’all think . Life is too short and why not make the most out of it ? You don’t have to be lonely ..",0.5995219638242908,2.6395162906976783,1.0343410852713184,104.66634366925068,83.76744186046511,4.752454780361758,18.857881136950905,5.82211442006289,-0.6626599483204134,315,8,80,2,9,94,58,86,0.134,0.813,0.053,-0.8156,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,2,21,17,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,7,10,5,6,0,3,0,0,13,2,0,3,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080836086569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504802438914248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256063612142154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244554459817852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156874395316826,0.15995404883825076,0.11063598580839176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511625361118282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688425509646972,0.0,0.0,0.21668981196798487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265193766129029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820184377457012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451052025534175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240120383573085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130296191527405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455841427102304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086933246137106,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imborderlinebaby,2020/02/28,"what if i’m going to die alone? the philosophy of “there’s somebody for everybody” is nice and all, but i just feel like i’m too far removed from society for anybody to really be my everything. everybody i’ve ever had any sort of feelings for - let’s just say i’m, uh, not their type. we live in a hyper-sexualized society, to say the least. we’re living in the rise and fall of hookup culture, and i see all of my peers out passing themselves around like a church donation plate, but i’ve never even thought to involve myself in any part of it. it seems like whenever somebody is interested in me (and i use that term loosely), all they’re looking for is some cheap meaningless hookup. i don’t want something shallow; all i’ve ever wanted is somebody to hold, and to talk to, and to understand - but it seems like nobody wants you unless you have something to “offer”. what are the odds of a perfectly good person wanting to be with somebody like *me*, anyway? i’ve avoided crunching the numbers. all i know is that it’s a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a fraction, and those odds aren’t in my favor. i’ve held out hope that somebody could really love me for who i am, even if for nothing more than the sake of my own integrity - hell, i’ve never even kissed anybody - but what if it’s all just some sort of self-absorbed idealistic fantasy? what if i’m spending my youth trying to hold onto my principles, waiting for somebody who doesn’t even exist in the first place? what if i really am going to die alone?",4.055291992775437,5.290659357615893,5.236484045755571,81.96936785069236,71.31788079470199,8.139915713425648,29.952438290186638,8.575989854853784,2.2940079470198675,1194,49,232,20,22,396,146,302,0.086,0.748,0.166,0.9801,1,3,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,1,2,13,15,1,1,14,0,17,2,0,1,11,60,41,17,2,11,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,16,12,0,5,7,1,3,6,6,2,1,1,3,6,21,13,44,34,13,25,2,0,2,2,14,12,1,12,12,156,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489638993980637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634684251198243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069957482310719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596298124241057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947920872329754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175409076863459,0.217439842551358,0.0,0.0,0.10802019974399317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154467569509587,0.08586469611496668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022346671667664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661498294051475,0.10081076866653946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937709069098194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605400088294162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290375802263348,0.0,0.2935970156477599,0.0,0.21226225805618906,0.0,0.1009304297220084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847735015469873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539789617117866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532680383900602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015547652948206,0.0,0.0,0.1049464161850236,0.12557433787825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309928932149868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116190820042814,0.0,0.0,0.09577691311144224,0.21883530970865386,0.12538574942475894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850582854160373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660522247717346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541847490221532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160201014911557,0.0,0.0,0.125123392827539,0.0,0.10380670194278713,0.0,0.0,0.2835677955279473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skippe_breadd,2020/02/28,"I'm being used by everyone I know I have a little bit of money. I wouldn't say I'm rich by any means but I like to spend it on people I care about. I was fired from my job so money is a little tight right now but I really don't care, it's never had any value to me. But I've noticed recently that nobody wants to talk to me. They all walk away when I'm around. These were my best friends for 3 years. We did everything together, but now it seems like the only friends I've ever know don't want to be around me. Does anyone have some advice for me? It would really help.",-0.061465201465200174,1.7726841111111111,2.424920634920636,94.94016483516485,84.87301587301587,5.7816849816849825,15.247863247863247,7.010146845296331,-0.36341440781440815,442,7,106,6,13,152,80,126,0.077,0.684,0.239,0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,3,21,25,6,0,4,4,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,15,8,16,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,9,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498926695405374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571687401519368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110901947058051,0.0,0.0,0.2823883367617328,0.0,0.0,0.1490168265390435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644862872945726,0.0,0.17315814746491046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32342152829077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879836098812326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346942868982987,0.0,0.151556120076069,0.1425460592905973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450792906298833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631116353350342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739332154884422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433290344872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497507947311598,0.3179324650744694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276990169588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223277663002027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805755194347722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062803694110145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995836609454306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032158598112025,0.0,0.1566056237802089,0.0,0.0,0.1354498104471857,0.0,0.12613093090469515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439017473831622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748258014379646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369858260303832,0.0,0.0,0.18710144903466774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267011090842152,0.0,0.0,0.10213793337669458 lonely,maxmwuah,2020/02/28,I'm starting to hate everything and everyone. I'm so fucking alone I'm becoming angrier and angrier about nothing. I'm hurting myself in little ways I should go back to cutting myself because it's a better release. I see happy people and I want to strangle them. All I ever fucking wanted my whole life was a family that loves me and friends that love me and a significant other that loves me back and doesn't abuse me. But I will never ever fucking get that everyone else gets that and that's why I hate everyone now. I should've killed myself when I was younger. There's no reason to stay behind for this shit except for alcohol and drugs. I'm done trying,3.0481043256997467,5.232736603053438,4.701087786259542,80.80191157760818,76.09923664122137,7.420101781170484,26.947201017811715,8.344100000000001,2.1351521628498724,529,21,95,10,12,178,79,131,0.193,0.606,0.2,0.0012,0,1,2,0,1,2,8.0,0,0,1,1,9,15,8,0,3,0,6,10,1,1,4,18,26,11,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,1,17,6,10,21,2,13,0,1,1,6,5,2,4,0,8,66,26,0,0.0,0.15108850593990014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627843739746884,0.0,0.1320706519808227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610762668202855,0.0,0.07773406078973702,0.14083410443270367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277970236290773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049564319901832,0.0,0.0,0.14788091234604334,0.0,0.1065252984007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306954690362521,0.0,0.3655480180574008,0.1146053563731966,0.0,0.12021304156074625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852043466550156,0.35366624416310743,0.13324624928176476,0.0,0.07247167123798305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574575642424674,0.0,0.2517961294000693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651113330057327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410802665096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007004922089007,0.0,0.127806982682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452711271326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835008642779504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235738764300888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840523403589295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111020013496208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161569118994256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089585181031355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902582120545067,0.13591769602757364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657665395984092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042736608274662,0.10121820653808876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506556283295695,0.14236979044785167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mulister,2020/02/28,"I just approached a random girl in a store, and was rejected. This is the first time in years I've managed to get myself to approach a girl I found attractive, I may have been rejected but in a way I still feel better about myself. I wasn't as awkward as I always imagined. She was the store cashier, I saw her a few days before and thought she was cute. After paying for my things I asked what it would cost to also get her number. She said she doesn't remember all of her number (yeah right), so I just told her to have a nice day & left. I feel like this rejection may still have boosted my confidence by a small 5%. So all you lonely guys out there, take your chances! Things probably won't end up as bad as you imagine.",3.8800671140939618,4.509551805369128,4.634422818791943,88.37458724832216,71.21476510067114,7.839194630872482,26.309395973154363,7.908726449838941,1.305743087248322,565,17,123,7,10,182,94,149,0.114,0.6920000000000001,0.195,0.8786,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,9,11,0,1,9,1,14,0,0,0,2,19,25,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,0,4,2,3,6,0,1,10,4,25,5,18,11,3,20,0,4,1,0,17,8,0,3,10,87,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528418703148172,0.1590305582906535,0.20708287788724344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786752296636957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159580636686983,0.0,0.0,0.16263252852288468,0.0,0.0,0.16903373115019993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651846090518545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692792201916331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327617088886245,0.13653909218753332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257005820360404,0.0,0.20955770605646476,0.0,0.0,0.19970890333963148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892429032735609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076568892468344,0.0,0.0,0.0933735791292848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060641008661963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165063430615449,0.16321893348060404,0.1818027820295755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526389949158483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437015343118945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394871340771136,0.0,0.0,0.1517311832516519,0.11144599720727992,0.0,0.0,0.18262726392607007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170541110677555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576907399796234,0.0,0.0,0.12307765140917153 lonely,IllegalUmlaut,2020/02/28,Is it selfish to want attention from a specific person if you know you're bad for them? I feel so lonely but I don't think anyone but one person can help me. I don't know what to do,0.00768292682926841,1.676994097560975,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,83.63414634146342,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.02001951219512188,142,3,34,2,4,50,31,41,0.16,0.723,0.11699999999999999,-0.1829,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576248175782467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763559610716473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629650588916175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469604442338029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40497469738160297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496673894704731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6434226930649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360842268853663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731799104911495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_lunar_vampire_,2020/02/28,Im scared Im scared I wish i had the strength to just say it to talk about it but im just cant. I have nobody im always alone and nobody cares I put my last words on my discord incase I dont make it im trying to be strong. But im scared that nobody will know what made me end up like this what people did to me and how broken i am the pain the abuse the suffering I never wanted to be lonely I never wanted to be suicidal I want friends I wish I was loved but im just a disgusting whore im trash maybe everyone is right I deserved it. I hate this so much I hate being alone I hate being vulnerable i hate always being taken advantage of and exploited im sick of it im sick of this nightmare,-2.2325925925925887,-0.5530171656050911,1.1835102618542128,96.93423684831328,106.00636942675159,4.109365416371786,13.458126916725645,6.037888025583468,-0.7355018164661473,543,12,129,7,27,193,80,157,0.413,0.43799999999999994,0.149,-0.9964,0,4,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,19,5,3,5,0,15,5,0,3,2,21,30,8,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,1,20,7,12,18,1,8,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,77,31,0,0.0,0.08919276666646782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593174043695332,0.0,0.0,0.12527556043153626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675149409277969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822589456968663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667444737307009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193187612597701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816001744364641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728791448945296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8131374690099648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041371119850725016,0.061362061798952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036777294818838055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794182629894388,0.07123037982159723,0.05024901360553776,0.0,0.07562741698385418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533839253335991,0.0,0.11611890998340578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010167984334739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218866493123183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567573020610595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428746646116136,0.0,0.05986452076588436,0.2261008691974584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234251047109431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060506043296178785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051109190916715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320370943975152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313322421324046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_soulkitchen,2020/02/28,"not feeling the best I’ve been out of high school for three years now, I guess. My first year out was quite social, I made some new friends but also kept up with my old friends and went out partying/drinking. Then 2019 decided to make me feel the loneliest I’ve ever felt & it still feels that way. A lot of friendships changed in 2019, one friend has isolated herself due to a hectic change in her life and doesn’t want to catch up, which I understand, I just wish I could help. Another friend moved 6 hours away (I don’t drive). Another friend moved 4 hours away, same issue basically. Most of my other school friends don’t hang out with me unless I’m the one to set it up which rarely works out anyway & they usually just want to go out drinking which I’m not much of a fan of anymore. A lot of them are in relationships now too so I guess that makes them even more busier. I’ve never been in a relationship because I’ve never really had romantic feelings for anyone yet. I have a handful of friends but it’s complicated — I’ll just sum it up with that it’s hard to be friends with them. I’m technically not employed, I only get a few shifts every now and then so it’s not that consistent & I do some volunteering which helps to an extent. Anyway, sorry for the huge post, I guess I don’t talk about this to anyone because I don’t want to come across as feeling sorry for myself or whatever. It’s just hard when it feels like majority of my human interaction comes from watching TV or playing video games, which is obviously not real. Not really sure if I have much of a point to this, I just wanted to tell somebody.",4.813850050658561,5.29389358662614,5.512097264437691,83.44761904761907,69.06079027355624,8.819858156028369,28.128672745694022,8.841846274778883,1.912308611955421,1286,41,270,21,21,418,174,329,0.079,0.7509999999999999,0.17,0.9884,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,4,20,12,0,0,13,0,17,3,1,3,5,66,45,16,0,7,17,0,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,20,15,1,1,9,5,0,9,13,0,0,4,8,11,28,12,49,35,13,52,0,0,1,0,24,20,0,11,21,179,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888064853625524,0.0,0.2515532926356509,0.0,0.0,0.1622985155363909,0.0,0.0,0.07674922876631654,0.10822456787561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541928330565965,0.0,0.0,0.09435139916126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812151246916591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373489090528126,0.13332777794831224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178892863783277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162378370456986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111479507671091,0.07000290497691275,0.06520368564083072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347816375315068,0.05528681489536851,0.07430570770286304,0.0,0.0,0.06582716034970522,0.0,0.0,0.4783252418426634,0.0,0.040432629934034986,0.0,0.04398202995823355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557585778144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865093185111785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374461440018852,0.08176587213904564,0.0,0.0,0.15242542206925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077415263979558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466223609172845,0.037808423234193415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315869535349212,0.0,0.07322747256679235,0.1033156996922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450481033516068,0.1137798403230846,0.0,0.11937454659925202,0.07474291070206726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120688096792608,0.0,0.10488176407876178,0.0588579259334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731577487910765,0.0,0.07411740085835729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231287315634966,0.0,0.08808578047971713,0.09915492557595756,0.0,0.0,0.16617394200219404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664387639089386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888847926986392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326160573210786,0.0,0.0,0.0618030647305365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293834570623697,0.0,0.0,0.0622024568266121,0.06764151675272417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056482083246833,0.0,0.0,0.08523320088812232,0.0,0.1825844722102108,0.061427894737767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174050527501709,0.0,0.0,0.08899368821441651,0.0,0.0,0.05634021339488909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967213377791664 lonely,Throwawayme888,2020/02/28,"I feel so shitty and alone Tired of getting rejected. I want one hope in life but it's not happening. The guy I love broke my heart but he is happy with his girlfriend and I am suffering from loneliness and rejection. Why life is un fair? Why he doesn't feel pain when he breaks someone's heart? I feel so shitty, I'm lonely, empty. I miss having interaction and commuincation with someone online or in real then fall in love. Life is cruel. anyone here to talk to?",0.8972658862876273,3.47387727173913,2.8178260869565257,87.46496655518395,91.5,5.874247491638798,19.03344481605351,7.321109707123232,0.8077180602006684,367,11,71,7,13,122,63,92,0.32899999999999996,0.47100000000000003,0.2,-0.9437,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,16,17,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,3,8,4,9,17,0,7,0,6,0,2,10,3,0,2,2,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107995857596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225114514612173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265210798351218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134590061631856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731176041297687,0.15460910908361988,0.18611883549825656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143689311661906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365408149138972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37048081168454977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559714673390193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184750931813385,0.0,0.18604049216988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990044912373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962801891692952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052856439574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095113719801488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312427784073948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155291056538124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeorgiaRainey,2020/02/28,"Having friends but feeling alone I have a few good friends and when we hangout it's pretty much always a good time but I always have a constant feeling of loneliness and that nobody knows how alone I am on the inside or how much of a war zone my head is. For this I feel guilty, I've see posts on this subreddit and people have it so much worse than me, and I feel guilty for having friends but still feeling like I'm alone. If anyone could shed some light on this that would be greatly appreciated.",5.500231023102309,5.553425376237622,5.462128712871287,85.88382013201321,67.51485148514851,7.921452145214522,28.71452145214521,7.1686216300943375,1.3680481848184805,397,12,83,3,6,124,63,101,0.212,0.521,0.266,0.7369,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,2,0,21,18,13,1,3,5,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,7,8,15,5,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,5,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734554883211794,0.0,0.0,0.25358275987778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654680963068867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466736421092432,0.0,0.12166208368557554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852365337785498,0.1088594550641034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35318248077508513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561623899394464,0.0,0.16799818021862642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638462430317887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374341104396536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444459149792823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360478833414209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564028324448016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459367822776202,0.15502403486206714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142618609019028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168991757963105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885331175629266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528702940360473,0.1082455374002082,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,make_life_awesome,2020/02/28,"Is there anyone to talk to? I'm being very honest. I don't have a friend. I just want someone to listen to me. I want to share my thoughts and stories. Please help me.",-1.6833333333333336,0.17411955555555814,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,103.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,128,3,30,0,6,42,27,36,0.067,0.589,0.34299999999999997,0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800947529166697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961335388105823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569152292821934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420743906396196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32476545697657083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807880582369285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429420943923075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162593420230853,0.4521558233404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sitsatrot,2020/02/28,"It's kind of fine. Yes, alone, blah blah blah. Whatever really, it's fine. People don't talk to me, so what? I'm a little different, society forms groups and I'm alone in mine, it's fine. Maybe hitting my late twenties makes me feel okay with it. Can't really miss what you never had. It's going to be fine folks.",-0.8599999999999994,1.275728454545458,1.6446060606060615,95.02690909090909,97.78787878787878,5.670303030303031,14.175757575757576,7.1686216300943375,-0.04799515151515088,242,5,55,5,10,82,46,66,0.125,0.687,0.188,0.4747,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,5,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508507942948164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778423857054212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446323204052082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113530927034607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692730157469864,0.0,0.0,0.2999829293301754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665337713990679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751170467011518,0.0,0.2671644823515915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510318687448212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843637956582586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407257545145461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374610400640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maddiokii,2020/02/28,I only feel peace in sleep I only feel peace when I'm asleep or I'm laying in bed. Literally every other time I'm in pain or lonely or tripping over my life and how I ended up or just hating existence and consumed with my worries and problems. I wish so bad to just be that sweet little kid again who looked at the clouds and listen to happy music and enjoyed the sun. It's like I've entered some ice world and I have no shelter no clothes I just keep slipping on the ice freezing in the dark and searching for light.,2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,3.84,88.905,75.94444444444444,5.540740740740741,24.037037037037038,5.82211442006289,0.5076037037037038,411,13,84,2,9,135,73,108,0.19,0.636,0.174,0.0018,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,4,0,2,4,2,1,0,22,12,14,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,7,8,4,12,11,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,5,5,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048326852290984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172814819215994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669341946908745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480832129503158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611486352819921,0.0,0.24220357709233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805246728461256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327739042025686,0.11985138886253865,0.2458759668535989,0.0,0.0,0.20600775103225835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731551630702175,0.2610387095281989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347389479739735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454980447962541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304857619272685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821069015872462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491352587449229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anonymous4247,2020/02/28,Lonely and frustrated What do I even say? I'm so frustrated about lonliness and a lack of intimacy and it's driving me crazy. So frustrated right now.,1.8470689655172408,4.651363275862072,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,88.65517241379311,9.796551724137933,27.9396551724138,9.516144504307137,3.876165517241379,121,6,22,5,4,42,23,29,0.478,0.522,0.0,-0.9468,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925796282848149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368907158293204,0.0,0.5930729515744327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayacc2023,2020/02/28,"I got told I was cool Think I may have made a friend. Been very serious ever since I was a little child. Which made me unfun ig. And I've only made a couple friends in the last 2 years. There's this invisible glass wall between me and the rest of the ppl around me. And noone has tried to get to know me in uni, even tho I try to put myself out there. Out of the blue comes this guy that legit shows interest in getting to know me. And he told me he thought i was cool. I don't know why this makes me so happy, but it does. Maybe I'm not that bad.",-0.07849862258953166,1.6257266528925598,1.8003512396694212,100.11446625344357,84.12396694214875,5.025068870523416,15.868457300275486,5.985473137389443,-0.877661707988981,419,7,108,3,12,138,79,121,0.011000000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.139,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,2,8,0,0,4,1,21,24,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,3,15,6,13,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,4,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769517852685304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852801707084955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291687453828533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835763880655715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518906085467936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958206710473316,0.15007519875984845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636348864759684,0.0,0.17336237619667152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269347621192318,0.0,0.0,0.16427709952454006,0.0,0.1766144039263596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273539583042586,0.13523888854255614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628552272070854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709644908493642,0.11074629096782956,0.0,0.16667901169539098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618211967013587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678549159987413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724256270144902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630850339159653,0.0,0.13171410003140788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170684521628659,0.0,0.22528415673294375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689322149067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970807432595246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684067534391864 lonely,Q-bert_dragonbreath,2020/02/28,"What do you do? When you need someone to hold you, love you and tell you everything will be alright, but you have no one?",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,75.8,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6677999999999997,93,3,22,1,2,29,19,25,0.096,0.752,0.152,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431438944290741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44501931600596456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656087641883243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33412028896291995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177807324773065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309691645983079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YouCanCallMeZach,2020/02/28,"I did something fun and social at a level I haven't done in 2 years and now I feel horrible To keep it short, I went through some major trauma 2 years ago and wound up losing close friends over it. I've never been a partier or anything, but even being depressed and socially anxious over the years I've managed to do social events and hang out and have fun with people, even total strangers I just met. But I haven't done anything like that in such a long time and honestly? I eventually got used to being alone again and I was happy with the limited amount of social interaction I'd get at work or in classes. This last weekend I finally pushed myself to go out and actually go do a thing with other people and goddammit I fucking enjoyed myself. But literally the second I left the depression and loneliness hit me. It's definitely normal to sometimes feel empty inside after doing something fun like that (""post-concert depression"" lol), but this is honestly different. Like, my mind's reacting to this like it was a traumatic event. I'm getting symptoms of acute stress disorder that I did 2 years ago (I don't think there's any connection though), and I fucking dread social interaction right now. Why I do have to regret doing something ostensibly good?",9.375996944232242,7.784025537815125,9.308686019862495,66.86064553093965,60.42857142857143,12.183957219251337,39.703590527119935,11.022393298168332,4.430078991596639,1010,43,172,21,11,332,134,238,0.22899999999999998,0.622,0.149,-0.9605,1,1,3,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,10,23,2,2,9,1,20,4,0,2,2,38,36,19,0,2,7,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,12,18,0,2,3,1,0,5,4,10,0,1,10,2,19,13,24,23,4,38,0,5,0,2,9,15,2,3,22,115,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.09919253080236724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020735908503546,0.0,0.0,0.1052753413521827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912325158949154,0.0,0.0,0.11483185498927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729317062289736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626444992008322,0.0,0.0,0.10619918242902048,0.11649594126938845,0.0,0.0,0.2080397601844824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427339277214906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279126615769163,0.0,0.0,0.11134900746805633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853199960792287,0.1879414995968564,0.10621242620255013,0.0,0.1155363407920431,0.08525644166889529,0.08129616332513863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082048178784481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034827038249796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285563906176392,0.0,0.0,0.1104394529024668,0.0,0.0,0.19863780165416509,0.0,0.0,0.08995414384675751,0.0,0.1137166734922825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026342055948348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783962126741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959219873490392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093806687347368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734945490605502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680573893936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180801246636624,0.0,0.2347578208847877,0.10053119990770107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164359682252821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564985637333067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752956060296111,0.06513111044563707,0.09986738107402736,0.0,0.05927101674489457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877901254607052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422752285329757,0.09172034985395178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400001888577874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618286065143227 lonely,tillhop19,2020/02/28,"Do you guys ever smile from happy memories but then people around you stare at you and now you feel embarassed Like just smiling, lost in your mind, then soemone snaps their fingers at you and calls you a weirdo?",3.5875000000000017,6.229834750000002,2.765000000000004,93.05,76.5,5.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.28600000000000003,170,5,32,1,4,49,32,40,0.13,0.647,0.223,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,5,2,0,8,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156639786707388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620802810045291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207507165287901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929346049012734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511039653266477,0.0,0.3774720745120285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323679420433846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870814107935425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580390158347354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458309413736436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redditeralmente,2020/02/28,"An interesting title Your test post (optional) P.S. Someone to talk, preferably mostly listen to. (28M)",4.122156862745097,7.339545529411764,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,93.70588235294115,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.477172549019608,82,4,10,2,3,27,16,17,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341038949210237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609908607709352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321668014612264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aruroe,2020/02/28,"Why do friends do this? I am a shy dude, I keep to myself, I like my alone time but I play video games on weekend nights, a year ago I met a bunch of people online who I didn’t know were going to be my best of friends, I only have one friend irl but that’s it, he was in this group, we all knew each other so well, they were my second family, they were my brothers. One month ago they all blocked ME expect my irl friend. He was also blocked. Without a single clue, gone just like that. College has been hard for me but this is worse, I know it happened a month ago but getting over them is hard enough I have game clips with them, we had so many good times together. I miss them, i since then have tried to make new friends but it doesn’t work out because they don’t have the same humor or interest as me. I am just sad and lonely. My irl friend has been busy we barely get too see each other, we tried to make a plan to go to the movies but it was canceled because he couldn’t make it so I had to watch the movie by myself, I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s hard real hard to have friends gone without knowing what happened.",1.1088079969822715,2.7974937717842323,2.195965673330818,98.82982930969446,80.16182572614106,4.879743493021502,19.668238400603546,5.238671369647483,-0.5081717842323652,873,21,209,3,22,276,127,241,0.10400000000000001,0.69,0.20600000000000002,0.9879,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,7,3,8,18,0,0,9,0,30,0,0,3,2,37,50,14,0,2,11,1,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,3,5,5,0,4,7,3,1,3,15,6,36,15,21,33,9,20,0,3,2,0,27,4,0,1,14,141,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733743581358233,0.0,0.0,0.1064683818160177,0.0,0.08220803003567641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194862157281903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253301856262964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788082364174928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062184681682466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690940277945168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559537844424982,0.0,0.10741608624861754,0.0,0.11684566477843812,0.08622261649585035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180898413717286,0.0,0.3683495354734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137214872874083,0.0,0.0,0.2259817621264425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044443949538218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585665823164812,0.10422167944217242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410577693888598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992835607718872,0.0,0.0964695537292626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931802896041715,0.07818299302810852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126762888423216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170073503593863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191720148152444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503609188764218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988541970732212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958704847596326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924283170976799,0.0,0.092759777390613,0.0,0.0,0.1981884285500878,0.0,0.07483862948272701,0.0,0.10476058982593847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619894956090969 lonely,Xiaotheone,2020/02/28,"Always the friend All my friends have abandoned me, i was not a good friend at times but it turns out ive been undiagnosed and unmedicated bipolar 1 most of my life. Diagnosed in sept 2019 after i hung myself. Finally returned to the real world after soending over 2 years in a apartment in a small town where i literally knew not one person. Somehow i ""went for it"" during a manic episode and asked a girl out im really into at work, of course she wants to be friends, story of my life. Its not her fault though, i knew i had no chance, self fulfilling prophecy i guess. But ever since the rejection ive spiraled into hell. When i work with her all i feel is overwhelming failure, pathetic, inadequate, and unwanted. I am truly isolated, i smoke weed all day and thats it. Once i get bored of weed im not sure what ill do, probably try to take the nice nap, im tired of it all. Fuck bipolar fuck racing toughts fuck it all",1.8456102418207685,4.139595745945947,3.6430440967283104,86.28615931721197,80.72972972972974,6.921763869132291,24.331436699857754,8.032893268588372,1.5119189189189188,723,27,147,14,19,242,120,185,0.268,0.612,0.11900000000000001,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,16,4,1,9,0,10,10,0,0,7,32,23,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,6,1,22,7,22,16,6,25,1,3,0,3,11,15,4,3,9,92,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357078262780568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759991467816822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802488917266625,0.0,0.0,0.1385346826189782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346320253115478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901354754422594,0.0,0.0,0.14951834544211529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218079680326203,0.3785489789977711,0.0713104974723457,0.0,0.0,0.11448150627002575,0.0,0.0,0.15035934628807796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422985221762732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928141332884583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535761129060265,0.0924892937268218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917798030331132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715952366900814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535573215238552,0.08743911886502055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142389048797193,0.0,0.0,0.11290610610363601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864040072603372,0.0,0.10262364599632738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410093112962382,0.0,0.07958853480495455,0.15687540945503636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266788816414806,0.14846214636210292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050545787695472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652778531659492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873298627580585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878952155156546 lonely,hdsilva722,2020/02/28,I feel like Harry Potter must have felt when he lived in the crawl space under his parents staircase I’m isolated and lonely a lot of the time,2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,80.3793103448276,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.2695425287356321,115,3,22,1,3,37,27,29,0.158,0.759,0.083,-0.3182,1,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260777448479453,0.31942323674337697,0.4293061502615901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844067068224726,0.0,0.3948159172192522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38012617195321535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964748096468015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607197732144656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,komisannn,2020/02/28,"21F/ someone to befriend Alright hear me out, anybody want to become venting friends. Basically we reach out to eachother whenever we feel lost, depressed, lonely or even just need to talk. We can text or call on discord, watch movies/ anime or play video games (pc/ ps4). Just make eachothers life’s less sad. Anyone is welcome gender, race, religion or culture idc, just be a nice person who is gonna be there and at least around my age. I also love music so we can chat about that as well! Hope to hear at least from one person CET timezone preferred but we can make it work. *^-^*",4.941554054054052,6.3277862522522526,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,69.36036036036036,6.631081081081081,30.091216216216218,6.6274283507984215,1.5376027027027028,458,18,86,3,8,140,88,111,0.078,0.773,0.149,0.6639,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,2,0,24,18,9,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,4,8,8,14,14,3,7,0,4,1,1,18,6,0,5,1,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434454032516516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436958555860082,0.0,0.0,0.18294554214294664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269672563403547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984647531398676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700359599260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573598593792446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391093551496153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877484249685433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632445287649225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041156488643269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515626049849736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243360767651809,0.0,0.18547884343425186,0.0,0.2743561495170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238145467413286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139257426668486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588830270800024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412612055690366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165179412192699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121384481349695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847762229535808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961215048659482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MlgDoge1337,2020/02/28,I just want someone to talk to also watch movies with and cuddle. Bro it’s hard like I have been lonely and alone most of my life I can’t stand this shit,-1.834607843137256,-0.096736617647057,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,106.35294117647058,2.266666666666667,8.607843137254902,3.1291,-2.4313568627450977,121,1,30,0,6,38,30,34,0.275,0.622,0.10300000000000001,-0.7469,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42219808399284897,0.0,0.3259941794726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651705451513237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879322668273277,0.1991551349769176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41844253063088427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453969428092067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276502330834135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404400401894301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lupus-Umbram,2020/02/28,A call buddy I’m 18M and I have trouble sleeping on the phone ever since I broke up with my gf. Would there be a female who would like to sleep on the phone?,-1.8683333333333323,0.01601327777778216,0.65688888888889,103.17700000000002,96.77777777777777,2.8800000000000003,12.755555555555556,3.1291,-1.7664377777777778,122,2,31,0,5,41,29,36,0.157,0.7709999999999999,0.071,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405763276642176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047852590338901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646138838509212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787236689945817,0.0,0.6743749407538209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478710889869664,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,papahance,2020/02/28,"I crave constant social interaction I constantly crave social interaction. Once I get it, I don’t know what to say. I’m socially awkward and I’m an unattractive overweight guy in his 20s, so I’m not the type of person most people want to spend time talking to. I don’t blame them. I have a number of good friends, but I text/call them daily, and a lot of them are getting tired of my shit. One of my good friends told me to stop calling and texting her yesterday. It hurt to hear that, but I understand where she’s coming from. I ask a lot of people and I don’t have much to give in return. I’m not suicidal or at risk of harming myself or anything like that. Just lonely. If any of you good people out there want to talk, let me know. I would love to talk to someone. About anything. Got a new job and want to tell some random internet stranger about it? Awesome. Your SO is stressing you out and you need to vent? I’m here. Just let me know. I’m desperate for a conversation, and I’m running out of friends that are willing to hold one with me.",1.2724242424242431,3.3984471851851867,2.8798316498316514,91.9028787878788,81.77777777777777,5.779124579124581,23.707070707070702,6.980632752743323,0.7842388888888889,816,30,177,10,22,268,119,216,0.166,0.648,0.18600000000000005,0.701,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,3,0,9,15,1,3,7,0,12,4,1,0,0,37,36,14,1,6,9,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,0,2,7,12,1,2,4,0,1,2,5,7,0,2,2,2,28,8,32,30,5,16,0,2,0,1,32,7,1,8,8,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650952946843913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851695554435843,0.0,0.1051801106559101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488359461642304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691597298531714,0.0,0.2431630930535331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607709938430295,0.0,0.1175619283756874,0.10792825187137453,0.0,0.28309997372427953,0.08998319755752518,0.0,0.0,0.11140094541713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680507635707258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044250522676594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164716741008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549492441823892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009480122713244,0.0,0.054965892046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130113514611435,0.10154316972510677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270657548422265,0.08342350873251526,0.0,0.10866125613004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981771052735812,0.1524771262302186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399735109510197,0.0982379430869233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947114794788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548819451313913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440642532301799,0.09532795161919212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406201026734112,0.12887792366921538,0.0,0.0,0.12306586342804395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712898265400637,0.0983372484139698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560451798765297,0.12931178651089673,0.0,0.1075065405802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171251500552778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908100227009573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992269691570833,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zakeutos,2020/02/28,"Same shit Here I go again posting about the same things that I've posted about 30 times already. I wish I had someone to talk to beside a therapist that I have to pay to listen me, but then I wouldn't be in this subreddit. I wish I could just have at least one person that actually wants to be my friend. One person that actually reciprocates the feelings I have for them for once in my life. I try my best to be a good person in every way, but being ""good "" or ""nice"" isn't good enough, it's the basics of being a decent human being. There is nothing that sets me apart from anyone else, which is why people don't care about me and is probably the reason why I've never had any friends or a partner.",6.695211822660098,4.952075565517244,7.38098522167488,79.03896551724138,65.75862068965517,9.94088669950739,29.679802955665025,8.418075326091056,1.9359458128078808,547,13,116,6,7,183,87,145,0.067,0.755,0.17800000000000002,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,8,0,18,2,1,1,1,16,25,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,9,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,16,8,17,15,5,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,2,4,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.26479075361704835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497163805075173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226096830470976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948643546701198,0.13901102652025132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237839973973693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832568039435847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832229605615487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133357557368272,0.0,0.0,0.14018446476476973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430871348065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859936078598419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963823778896248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771049858820396,0.3413833268130903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582847690604217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463787982217863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301800342894923,0.0,0.0,0.14448524347372385,0.1838684332272946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405722547575736,0.3553881908475713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598707313975297,0.0,0.1462763416240074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949243832394595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926438611729003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495364282065315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904725316222603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752454921811432,0.09013381904285214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911088196146103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921117392114048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002230209370137,0.1076893667940464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448440458509565,0.0,0.31203003044104205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,404_PHAT_ERROR,2020/02/28,"all I want is fucking hug... All I want is nice hug. Some sort of comfort from someone who can make me feel some sort of emotion especially at this time of night when I’m hurting the most... I’m a simple guy with simple needs, that’s all",0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,2.47,95.165,82.4,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.006399999999999739,183,6,42,1,5,60,36,50,0.053,0.7390000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,14,11,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,6,11,6,4,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,5,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785985759962909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018108567647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115570067976844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332595279340552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360307646266118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246646474475471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495641220521017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158503367952996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851766476179911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962580354506061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970381674873876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ebertblock,2020/02/28,"I guess I'm that ugly. I work at night and it's basically KILLED my social life since I sleep all day. I didn't have much of a love life before starting the job but at least I had one, things have gone south cause I told a break from everything since work kinda forced me to. I don't really go out anymore cause I don't know, I am usually so tired that I don't feel like doing anything. I've gotten a few dating apps and I've been on them for a few months now and haven't gotten 1 match or like. I dont find myself attractive at all and these things have been just reassuring me that I'm not attractive at all. I know I could just get rid of the apps but then I'll just be more lonely then I am right now. I honestly just want to feel some type of affection again, I've been feeling like nobody likes me or even wants to be around me unless they gain something from it.",1.9730496453900697,3.2311581489361743,3.420340425531915,92.86366666666667,76.55319148936171,6.9282269503546114,19.44822695035461,7.554174236665415,0.22599886524822746,684,13,162,9,15,225,108,188,0.163,0.7020000000000001,0.135,-0.6799,1,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,10,11,1,0,6,0,19,5,1,3,3,34,37,12,1,3,10,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,9,3,23,9,17,25,9,23,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,5,15,103,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456616055735236,0.0,0.0,0.12086650001134955,0.13075085162909547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498072699802658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017643881348613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726859926447372,0.0,0.0,0.09472292149116177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721376730581681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970102662803954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200275098006686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227948790609172,0.2098566032298666,0.0,0.0,0.13424207715110886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673669023676763,0.0,0.08347306159395278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180056217930042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575184704322536,0.0,0.16249662212668736,0.0,0.16143850595449255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748583930669007,0.2870249367202984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256139752921056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723508657610818,0.0,0.10797081931482096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783325236162028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952703366969064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409257846676854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543137065828733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429948239605049,0.0,0.1469821531509728,0.1497216680403329,0.0,0.1130723828712866,0.0,0.0,0.10395964610013277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951558836979109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688124487672464,0.0,0.1403463896334178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176325272708567,0.0,0.17326263600583489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385507251002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,missnubivagant,2020/02/28,"A reason to keep living What do you guys tell yourselves to make the overwhelming loneliness be okay? I need to get through this depression bout somehow. I have no friends, and my family is manipulative and toxic. I'm tired of smoking weed to make it go away. I've tried literally everything I can, I'm in therapy, and still nobody wants to spend time around me. What's the point, if you don't have anybody?",3.5298191681735998,5.692370227848103,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,74.56962025316456,8.564918625678121,27.74141048824593,9.23628265651192,2.498047377938517,324,13,63,8,7,106,61,79,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.8241,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,4,0,13,16,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,15,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391220183640086,0.0,0.0,0.2257636971921815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696447974750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596034564049252,0.0,0.2265273703387337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856501981786022,0.0,0.12554346044911008,0.0,0.13656436020960144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792839022299445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358394521145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218360420035748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207956167890202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817462019876942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227155071457947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470617869372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191898736868972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002715126416185,0.0,0.2747966125484162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011709952469864,0.276182083430198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314354498999112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173135968981912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ynwa092,2020/02/28,"Loneliness and getting old I'm 28 now. The last time I actually dated someone was from the age of 18 to 22. Since then I have been involved in a couple of long distance situations where I'll just talk to someone on the phone for a while and form a bond and that was it. It started to feel quite virtual. I thought to myself that things would work out but then it did not. I moved to a different country. Everything is quite different, the culture shock, suddenly becoming a minority. It's even tougher to meet people. I started looking for a relationship but couldn't make any effort in real life to make that happen. I've never been able to make like a good first impression and I get really anxious while talking to people. I tried online dating and that's pretty overwhelming. Most of the matches that I get would not really go anywhere and I would not get that many matches to begin with which I think adversely affected my confidence. It's somewhat daunting to put yourself out there, and it's clear I'm not doing a very good job. When I was young I thought people would seek you out, if you are somehow an interesting person but I'm coming to realize that there's just way too many people and there simply isn't one for me. My friends have taken positive strides in their lives, got engaged or married or have kids. I do want that. I seem quite far away from those. It'd be great if I could just wake up 10 years from now and see things have worked out or not. That would probably be the best.",3.245517151767153,5.2984965506756785,4.237837837837842,84.95664241164243,75.04729729729729,7.526819126819128,26.92515592515593,8.384062270229773,1.9082712058212048,1193,46,233,22,26,386,165,296,0.04,0.777,0.183,0.9937,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,8,13,12,0,1,15,0,25,2,1,4,2,55,51,22,0,10,16,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,20,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,10,3,22,9,32,31,4,39,0,1,2,0,13,12,0,9,23,159,42,3,0.09901564616729287,0.0,0.09662498748060327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733403478494387,0.0,0.0,0.11185949648587952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302845896992906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935500192754263,0.0,0.0,0.10391081187265942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529321172863771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790559364881258,0.10955892917642032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069005516776172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539890045469733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898887820944147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006528578946834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422265804773305,0.0,0.0,0.07649924260992039,0.0,0.2069263536092979,0.0,0.05627287353333391,0.16609925247922386,0.0791918574914023,0.10916509945537856,0.0,0.0,0.08755920890154395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982577504561955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071096706859365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993767912850145,0.04837404324386441,0.0,0.0874326296164511,0.08762573101737921,0.08314820505280404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828113805728348,0.20077264818688573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052379619177015,0.0,0.0,0.07636697044517886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390026442808917,0.0,0.06709556438802179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457992727946057,0.08645664302176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073450891949193,0.10675561351790468,0.0,0.0,0.09953807270310927,0.0,0.31594598332714074,0.0,0.1127014826220453,0.12686391675058314,0.0,0.0,0.10630574841253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789026503964074,0.09014012550310856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819067657090395,0.11129773488498428,0.0,0.0,0.16779127135926114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016756797588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591700514865089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156319120100599,0.06344522798744119,0.0,0.1572147258036535,0.05773681954288225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672251241898769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169827784536386,0.058401993516401414,0.07859401112863393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416913936088696,0.0,0.0,0.35168937069785244,0.0,0.0,0.0637628297762579 lonely,TheTaquitoverlord,2020/02/28,"Everyone keeps saying women want men who will ""make them work for it"", but that just sounds like a stressful, unhealthy relationship. It's it possible for someone who REFUSES to play those dumb games to have a relationship, or am I just some self-righteous simp who doesn't deserve a partner? All I see whenever I look for advice trying to find a relationship is garbage like ""you have to make her work for the right to date you"" or ""if you're easy to get, she'll get bored and leave"" out other alpha-male trash. Personally, any relationship where is have to constantly struggle to keep my partner interested or risk being thrown out like garbage is my own personal hell. However, whenever I bring it up, I always get the whole ""quit being a *simp*"" treatment. I don't get it, why do people think a competitive, trust-less relationship is the only kind anyone wants? That just sounds like abuse with extra steps. Don't get me wrong, I have NO misconceptions that acting like a ""nice guy"" means I somehow ""deserve"" a woman. I'm fully aware that a loving partner isn't some kind of currency you can just earn. No one owes me anything or anything dumb like that. However, I don't want to go through life alone simply because I think *playing games* and constantly competing in a relationship is disgusting. At this point, I'm very discouraged. I don't think it's possible for me to find someone. If I'm wrong, and I'm acting like a douche, please tell me. If I'm a selfish, terrible person who will always be alone, let me know! I don't care! All I want to know is why every single piece of advice I seek out points to unhealthy, competitive relationships as the only kind that exist! It's doesn't make any earthly sense! I mean, who wants to have to constantly be on guard around the one they supposedly ""love""? It's mental. **TL;DR:** don't wanna play dumb games or ""hard to get"". Am I a simp who will be alone forever? *I'm not too familiar with this sub's rules, so if this belongs somewhere else, let me know so I can fix it. *",3.4270273109243696,5.467348344387759,4.559531812725091,82.90815726290519,74.48469387755101,7.877070828331332,26.070228091236487,8.671277953709913,1.9406258103241296,1589,57,309,32,34,520,185,392,0.198,0.633,0.16899999999999998,-0.9578,3,3,0,0,1,0,74.0,0,3,2,5,10,32,5,3,18,0,36,3,0,3,2,53,74,16,0,10,15,0,1,7,3,4,1,3,0,10,26,9,0,5,10,6,2,5,12,14,0,2,0,6,32,18,35,63,9,21,1,1,2,2,38,12,4,12,11,182,58,3,0.0,0.0807872605362996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325784175734184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118551528006604,0.0,0.0,0.1134696199890203,0.0,0.0,0.09273534105567068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767605654920587,0.0,0.11221975874437456,0.060698493892272914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156452393581188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695184506722422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104905614182194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695924373644541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057448223907932534,0.06515303241107842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463845242334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374093394952065,0.0,0.038750716008356716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751318913445553,0.0,0.0,0.06107975108878395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121069936739835,0.0,0.2130104064382372,0.11241694465731356,0.0,0.0,0.0721973417257933,0.0,0.13944615798308474,0.048160596252237856,0.23317987619132155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725764970394125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230780079521477,0.0,0.13654067383141766,0.0,0.0,0.1485454100989253,0.0,0.0,0.0687137497127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240690932481004,0.1037144840678637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727041696786099,0.17860773461947782,0.0,0.07484589957966505,0.12891242854892393,0.15373513455417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252240914170169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124310392723799,0.0,0.11645806036352073,0.0,0.054222901887092494,0.0,0.0,0.05433406907871285,0.0,0.0711311082118926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554469315081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810489940956636,0.07128104765445444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959609432644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106926254816692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629267233999193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056259198515643184,0.2010843700504627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305147298285855,0.07612534972040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927798290296316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909768357238698,0.0,0.0 lonely,M4GZ,2020/02/28,"a I honestly just feel like ending it. The only people stopping me are my grandparents who I live with Im so godamon done with my self. I have no personality, no true friends, no talents. All I do is sit in my room and play games or study until I’m tired, and I rarely ever hang out with anyone. even when I do, it’s just dead silence most of the time because I can’t strike up a conversation. no matter how much I work on my self, i just can’t seem to change anything, even with a positive outlook on things, something always goes wrong.",3.3291216216216206,4.314864288288288,4.8104391891891884,85.28701013513515,72.78378378378378,7.712162162162162,26.487612612612608,8.07648339933343,1.4753504504504504,420,14,90,6,8,141,79,111,0.184,0.638,0.17800000000000002,0.0772,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,3,20,11,7,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,14,6,12,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,7,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700055027168486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286100476918726,0.0,0.16813290202211756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454783558062385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161369778568686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908401990089928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096144060311745,0.0,0.0,0.2698947614786506,0.18481358785848676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330722896380512,0.14596186580329684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785238508561894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206940343683279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099817434026316,0.0,0.18041288578031706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501941992479464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538990087991733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164550830493433,0.1783989859490729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599966897891254,0.4262878402708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572907949590682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081553950266534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357370531526085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913705758598,0.2348287317497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487429269064804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338513737944987,0.0,0.0 lonely,el_loner_455,2020/02/28,"I hate it when they have to rub it in your face. Person: *""I feel bad for that guy over there, he has no friends""* No, you don't. You don't know what it feels like to be this lonely. Everyone talks to you, you can't empathize with me at all. What do you even get from saying this? Satisfaction? You might as well be beating a dead horse. People treat me like I'm a freak. It doesn't help either that I have no social skills and my face is ugly af. Why does it seem like everyone else is normal but I'm not?",-0.8576933158584552,1.2212195412844054,1.0867955439056374,101.13800458715599,92.11926605504587,4.215203145478375,13.290301441677586,5.773587663045528,-1.2067148099606817,386,6,96,3,14,126,73,109,0.193,0.7120000000000001,0.094,-0.8562,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,1,2,4,10,1,0,2,0,13,2,2,0,1,12,21,4,1,1,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,0,4,14,6,10,18,2,4,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,2,4,62,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963711356431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882748657241646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797260658860189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421012633353299,0.0,0.0,0.4111605922989088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175675832610056,0.1536996525297218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622051660632764,0.0,0.1124043984715894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130274049054927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241117566348372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420717864934135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823808204378462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532698301339473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282348779057481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079644993536706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491544746228675,0.18785634179943386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109196326732834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585995516958107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931326438904686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292542568854338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934412199874717,0.0,0.1941349260448331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dracula64,2020/02/28,Live in Gf of 4 years kicked out by roommates Me(24) and my gf (25) have been through everything together dont get me wrong we have had are very low points but always bounced back. Shes always struggled with alcoholism and it just came to a head when she and our roommates got into a huge arugement in which she was kicked out. This just left us essentially broken up for a time. We just plan on saving up and movinf back in next month it's just lonely as hell here now. I hate it. I miss her. I miss laying with her. I dont know i just dont know where else to go,1.3942169595110805,3.204862890756304,2.51144385026738,96.32513368983959,79.75630252100841,5.671810542398777,19.22154316271964,6.574015621080383,-0.15620000000000012,440,10,103,4,11,140,82,119,0.21600000000000005,0.747,0.037000000000000005,-0.9742,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,1,11,9,2,1,3,0,10,2,1,0,0,21,19,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,0,16,1,18,14,0,24,1,4,0,0,11,14,1,0,8,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882050914810724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784571201729423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732659047761164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137626321454354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883141558161129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977932577560429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038173733958546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742088107873824,0.0,0.09509516983815278,0.0,0.13382581455490727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519969307220495,0.17172465566578302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839158867424636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818000891943782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775184277461104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355794379720232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795300198049602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817706806327111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492536993329375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756908285646383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127246565206675,0.0,0.0,0.13806139831454214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294461370383036,0.0,0.10775239909052556 lonely,saintdahlia,2020/02/28,"New Account after Name Discovered My first post as a new account. Long time reddit user and I've always gone here for the anonymity where I can talk about things I can't talk about with family or friends. Was super useful when I was going through some personal struggles with trauma/PTSD. Yesterday I went with my dad to file a police report for sexual battery against my older cousin over something that happened 3 years ago. I can't trust my mom because its a cousin on her side of the family and she sides with her siblings, but I always felt like I could trust my dad. &#x200B; Anyway, my dad told me today that he found my account and had read through all my posts about it on Reddit going three years back. So here we are square one! Feels awful lonely this evening",4.345380313199104,6.243359818791947,4.299479865771811,86.35288870246087,71.61744966442953,6.577404921700225,25.168344519015665,7.1686216300943375,1.1322747203579415,619,19,114,6,12,190,103,149,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.065,-0.7181,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,1,18,18,8,0,1,2,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,3,4,2,2,0,3,8,3,20,5,19,9,2,26,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,2,15,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588327324570268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551008791328335,0.16609079654315018,0.18626541316511985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787136097350193,0.0,0.09344480573557318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223904358493505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124729762604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890183325405126,0.0,0.07750856445316635,0.0,0.1471834542584946,0.0,0.0,0.13038929503290525,0.0,0.1680757321695384,0.11843229061715878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423768091785452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555477572128816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489026756771336,0.0,0.0,0.13565776192463191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953263363108007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960989167199761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387398763205552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384783852500626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936209186679805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791890428362687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333254003983576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801094503508655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025309614961486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464190905957254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183976705684268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938524824723358,0.0,0.14530199847009295,0.14647617439667435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323942558929841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210234587699008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626541316511985,0.19742883011641515 lonely,big_beenster,2020/02/28,"I don’t know anymore All the, “friends,” I have are a-holes. They treat me like garbage and throw me away like I’m garbage. The only friend I have never talks to me and my dad hates me. Every time I talk to someone I feel like an idiot. Whenever I go to bed I think about everything I did wrong that day. Most people don’t even notice me. I feel like a ghost drifting through space. I am forever alone.",0.1521428571428558,2.3763508809523834,1.5931428571428583,98.60185714285713,87.80952380952381,4.7885714285714265,20.304761904761907,6.2581,-0.03825809523809465,310,10,72,3,10,99,57,84,0.152,0.636,0.212,0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,9,14,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,2,17,7,6,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976890743139076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086386772010825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029168211446792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062064157228598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377483528974432,0.0,0.17064750614368834,0.0,0.18202863415621995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048192037986795,0.2893872330006577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31296164029611745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510735403597536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996493606836735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130991786510032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958005178836079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621025463505026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059153882151354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403973224241302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041476343751552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161029874417202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32558570973861783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297785569012668,0.0,0.0,0.1181018865883394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144416435053085,0.0,0.0 lonely,luv_cat,2020/02/28,wanna do smth? hiii does anyone want to watch a chinese movie with me right now? hmu if you're interested.,0.03500000000000013,2.08292761904762,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,106.14285714285714,4.0047619047619065,14.773809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.3319619047619047,84,2,16,1,4,28,21,21,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578871519388144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730646565957964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592393062661896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862481764060692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,52bluecue,2020/02/28,I wish I could stop existing I stay so busy and try so hard. I try so so hard to keep my shit together. I have a test coming up and I’m going to fail it and I’m sitting here doing nothing. No one understands. Someone else does everything for me like I’m a spoiled princess and I can’t even pass a stupid test. I want to stop feeling like this I don’t want to die I just want to be left alone. Like from the movie serenity.,-0.9433870967741952,1.1190214623655912,1.389489247311829,98.90423387096772,92.44086021505377,5.250537634408602,19.577956989247312,6.816661863887847,0.14714408602150494,328,11,81,5,12,110,59,93,0.245,0.58,0.175,-0.8763,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,16,18,8,1,5,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,3,11,3,8,16,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919314186496505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596332676370852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795969353176755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232868126513272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217122214762192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480768314141913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239942625997464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655001170699427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937013040520078,0.13238973985474828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531931556328576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33201335314987795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647173163660847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134630387519745,0.0,0.0,0.2716080131817688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778156361036056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557487249150207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022414258207707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701758900390006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752212794370175,0.0,0.3098648364550511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516347086537437,0.0,0.0,0.1929204221954265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791241668343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310417779932855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aiyoof,2020/02/28,Does anyone else here have a pretend conversations with either people they know and want to know so they feel prepared to be able to talk? First time in this subreddit.,4.399892473118278,7.131386193548387,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,74.16129032258064,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2430559139784942,136,4,24,2,3,41,27,31,0.044000000000000004,0.847,0.109,0.2648,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,16,3,0,0.3534585835713783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471464599545217,0.3621600886718061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093139883986749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952692917590671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871928009582713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006516906214132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38850318758059016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504367726226295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409662070149044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610454251910454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847903038652094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bob_swiss,2020/02/28,"what is wrong with me? i feel so fucking awful all the time. I know that being in a relationship isn't the most important thing in the world, and in the grand scheme of things i haven't even been single for that long. but still i feel so fucking awful. my ex is using me and treating me like shit like she always does and all i want is for her to feel something for me again. but i know shes just doing this until she finds someone else to actually date. why am i so fucking worthless that even when someone who cheated on me, lied to me and treated me like fucking trash shows me even the smallest bit of attention i fall for them all over again. i feel so awful and pathetic. i feel like she was the best i was ever gonna do and now its fucking over. thats all im ever gonna get, someone who treated me like shit and doesn't even love me anymore. i know that if i just wasnt alone and single and stupid i wouldnt be so easily manipulated but im so desperate its almost like i want to be hurt. what is wrong with me. why cant someone just love me and not treat me like shit",3.0001956521739146,3.6663180086956544,4.381467391304348,89.25307065217393,73.26086956521739,7.141304347826088,24.80978260869565,7.1686216300943375,0.825195652173913,842,24,192,8,16,280,105,230,0.28,0.583,0.13699999999999998,-0.9938,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,20,29,10,0,7,3,20,10,3,2,6,43,41,22,0,4,8,1,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,10,1,0,1,7,14,0,0,4,5,35,15,19,31,9,19,0,2,0,7,12,7,8,3,18,137,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.09390491041912748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635871225399566,0.09966346678578604,0.0,0.0,0.08006962932083263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543258652636637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098563254602938,0.0,0.10505634792981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421000754244817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038637183791486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542314591219213,0.17408795876365002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432795232243525,0.06874549531089283,0.0,0.0,0.08795089545223965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44480742503794696,0.050275299396386766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030143532687885,0.0,0.2078860888946957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865362180577738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32908590428915496,0.0,0.0,0.0851589908174566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736995413438159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331314954862228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633080893373553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32613560357285243,0.07408122352914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768480207201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785957345314086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056111478080636906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311032897725748,0.0,0.0,0.1135158536617054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366209263895152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104210141426578,0.0,0.0 lonely,quartzandall,2020/02/28,"I'm fed up Hi everyone... I am feeling like my life is hanging on a thread. On top of that, I never hear from my bestfriend anymore...I am always the one writing to them first and this time I havent said anything in a while...We use to talk all of the time. And now I have no other friends my age...Ive been in through sp much lately it would be nice to hear from someone and ask how I am doing instead of me asking all of the time, you know? Like would it kill for someone to take 1 minute to sebd a message??? I know, people have lives...people change, blah, blah, blah...I am just fed up with how things are going especially if Ive known the person since high school. Sigh...sorry this is long...Its been on my mind alot. I am also feeling lonely because I am getting more tests done...I am going to an ENT doctor and after that I need a biopsy to rule out amyloidosis, which is a very scary disease to have...I feel like I need a friend right now and they are always busy...:( When is this going to get better? I am in my thirties and feel like Ive been cheated out of everything",1.1134095238095227,2.892639515555558,2.8010158730158743,94.06400000000002,80.51111111111112,4.996825396825397,20.49206349206349,5.622346879071545,-0.16006031746031768,821,22,185,4,21,271,129,225,0.085,0.79,0.125,0.7761,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,2,3,8,11,2,0,12,0,26,4,0,3,3,31,49,11,1,5,2,0,4,6,2,2,2,3,0,1,10,9,2,0,7,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,6,7,22,8,30,40,5,27,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,2,14,121,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727075711328484,0.2024186537002957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009451201919198,0.0,0.22742295459980186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414702699801823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757548944406907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867276462664187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449766987634055,0.0,0.12447392920297352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622660855318245,0.10931689875441096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460074511728048,0.2606863062841181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346191533016287,0.0,0.0,0.18794842967894684,0.0,0.12709760872526138,0.0,0.2073824103339659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741809734135176,0.0,0.0,0.1285131197397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457012567593585,0.0,0.13369385622240232,0.0,0.13720857873182174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591377194816376,0.2376971367224167,0.0,0.0,0.10764236339021284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281578126879425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941506927572597,0.1803803087933424,0.09381172731145848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242242364054493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865155912942886,0.10620621679950616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387486885746453,0.1157018964560782,0.0,0.0,0.12310021722071544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061699612892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612038034555388,0.0,0.0,0.1361594324211471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145371626287653,0.09776489350800124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080830066470984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127774902898364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505282116866302,0.0,0.10036088270055103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281076962941494,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Independent_Cat,2020/02/28,"Anyone in the Charlotte, North Carolina area? Just curious. I’m sure most people here aren’t the happy go lucky yuppie types that frequent breweries and have well paying office jobs and life’s just grand everyday for them. I’m sure there are some people here that go to bed alone at night or wish they could find someone while they watch their friends fall in love or spend all day with people and come home to nothing. In other words, people like me. Again, just curious. Come say hi!",3.033913043478257,5.780819782608695,2.748000000000001,91.747,79.43478260869566,5.419130434782609,20.069565217391304,6.742157984588678,0.3196530434782612,388,10,73,4,10,115,70,92,0.018000000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.304,0.9828,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,21,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,9,8,11,3,17,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,5,7,39,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065755718783498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871719697901546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171475422599235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697767530453712,0.0,0.0,0.1187202276325204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825125013409825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222437100663138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092406086639152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596294809099435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465324674894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267692957978027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300253712894254,0.08993511097211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614478356668225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727522213008286,0.0,0.17663546201989258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104881580004509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463925594553178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597545292807413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469977139528337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551540327980338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168979134108032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sheepshagger5,2020/02/28,"Anyone up for the talk right now? 4 AM and can't sleep, my mind is tired, all my friends are asleep, need someone to talk to",1.8922222222222231,2.6959102592592608,2.3490740740740783,102.26583333333336,76.03703703703705,5.4,20.907407407407405,3.1291,-0.6848370370370374,95,2,25,0,2,29,24,27,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232958517923212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574044452480378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364042796122336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703953844111856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845232922577952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33340818886197177,0.0,0.2822918087040819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355749600280791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829271213834407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zahzah7,2020/02/29,15 years old homeschooled dont have any social interaction in real life from Europe wont study after school never had actual friends AMA I've been homeschooled since first grade i think but i still would go to school sometimes nobody never wanted to be friend with me (no mental illneses not overweighted not ugly) i had 2 friends when we just meet they was good but then they started treating me so bad and they was friends with me only because they wanted to behave themselves autistic and do all that stuff with someone who wouldn't tell it to other people though we was more like e friends rather than real life friends i also have very good friends i met in games that's what i mostly doing playing 24/7 though i learned 2-3 languages from there so its ok i wont go study after school i dont know what i like and i hate normal work or something like this probably because got bullied too much and became powerhungry i isolated myself that much that real life doesn't seem to be real to me anymore i rarely leaving home and scared of turning 16 and also i won't have real life friends anymore i feel like everyone is retarded degenerate and blind now though just year ago I wanted to have real friends i only like and care about my internet friends and if i could have real friends i would want them to be my real life friends idk what else to write where just ask me 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lonely,hunnylemona,2020/02/29,Everyone’s at a party I was specifically uninvited to I was specifically told I wasn’t wanted at a party ... I’m kinda over it but after looking at everyone’s stories and stuff it’s kinda reminding me how much of a loser I am :( people r mean,0.13362857142857365,2.5180076200000023,4.895714285714284,72.685,92.8,7.6571428571428575,23.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.492885714285714,191,8,34,6,7,75,33,50,0.179,0.742,0.078,-0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,7,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322540355949067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781807503284217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603762999532173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432017895743201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293593313018397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787269206343257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161270177974533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513505320413413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RangerLIS,2020/02/29,"I wish I could change I want friends, but I appear cold, uptight and quiet due to my nature, which I think pushes people away. I feel I am kind and good natured, but have a hard time expressing myself or just letting loose. Acting against my nature is exhausting, but I do genuinely crave company and I wish it wasn't so hard.",5.41,5.869395000000001,5.953125000000004,80.87937500000002,67.75,8.9,30.0625,8.841846274778883,2.3298875000000003,256,9,49,4,4,83,48,64,0.17800000000000002,0.585,0.237,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,13,8,0,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,5,12,3,3,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319734481747696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611905819256611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713191413569547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484154964011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075660596202848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070904794269032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423530913234395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711142697971023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524749935839267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117141688647958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820544024316813,0.0,0.0,0.14397109512838607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562975638088765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678524127366563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rainbowdragonzs,2020/02/29,"Not completely alone but... &#x200B; So I have this friendship that's about a year or so old and she's my best friend in our entire friendship and I have told her this multiple times, as it's my favourite friendship I put lots of effort into it, doing things that I didn't have to do for her, even took the blame when she spilt the bucket of popcorn in my b-day sleep over but recently we've been getting in arguments and she's been getting mad at me lots over small things, not to mention ignoring all my messages. I'm really scared that she simply just doesn't want to be my friend anymore and my dad told me ""don't put all your eggs into one basket"" but I couldn't stop and take any out and now I'm scared the basket going to break. I don't know what to do, she is my best friend and I want the best for her and I (but mostly her). Please I don't know what to do and I need advice.",1.4486647992530344,3.1595805767195806,2.668633675692501,95.73154061624649,79.21164021164022,5.7169000933706835,19.583255524432,6.522977012572876,-0.08940983504512978,695,16,161,6,17,223,99,189,0.10099999999999999,0.698,0.20199999999999999,0.9675,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,4,7,10,1,2,5,0,17,2,1,0,2,33,31,18,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,1,2,2,0,0,4,8,4,0,1,6,0,30,6,21,23,8,22,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,4,7,115,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277418541340175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072415285428996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721907314006838,0.16510139065469942,0.09239876021796883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347501780414884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277731263665429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246096607923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762728163875211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974328273854723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149269992810881,0.0,0.14197677735331102,0.0,0.0772201423097438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934523984180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310298839712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074861044723876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257656844917332,0.0,0.09207152052269943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914849613607498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731811495220206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704415724966026,0.0,0.13415886491507176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720665096857611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597180415547294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359647866998553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216009602552494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053686811013334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922903419837538,0.0,0.0,0.25966624377262343,0.1509606554882431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028363107627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510139065469942,0.08749819371633738 lonely,sophiferous,2020/02/29,"I feel like I don’t even deserve to be lonely I spend most of my time in my head. I have an amazing husband and he checks in on me makes sure I’m doin okay and that’s awesome. As much as I appreciate it I still feel empty. My only friend is busy with life and recently got a girlfriend which I’m so happy about but it’s spiked my anxiety because I know how it usually goes and I don’t want to be forgotten. I yearn for a close friendship but I know I’ll never get one because I am not an interesting person, I don’t have any crazy stories or awesome hobbies. I’ve tried so many times but I just can’t do the one thing I wish I could do. Being in my 20s I know the windows practically passed for a long term connection but I can still dream. I feel guilty for feeling lonely because I know people would find it offensive but... I dunno",0.3782022471910089,2.54434575280899,2.664146067415732,91.81385955056179,85.85393258426967,5.5824719101123605,21.821348314606734,6.961326702584282,0.6035856179775281,656,23,145,9,20,223,108,178,0.135,0.6709999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.8353,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,7,1,16,2,1,2,2,34,31,15,0,5,8,1,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,9,1,2,1,6,4,0,2,1,4,26,7,14,25,3,15,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,3,10,93,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113721840273584,0.0,0.125286940690582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995059977841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076050373531828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817142326151064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33123695855361074,0.11700043883287585,0.0,0.0,0.14968680227147788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653166787222836,0.0,0.08556534599437851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098532048717998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743408565467047,0.0,0.0,0.16807974704091494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600244309779487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156786771388825,0.08001188200751827,0.0,0.0,0.14493515904057372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932066013569544,0.1660415003567394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039300214100992,0.0,0.1263128863909115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219554960075891,0.1245577842753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354052333584758,0.1430014581446254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617074272097992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615808383381896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435540049692076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880441064064474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099629813724148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119204316880048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037432479902868,0.0,0.09659836352072647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883324368413765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634060973451504,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rhinostallion,2020/02/29,"Honestly, sincerely, GENUINELY lonely. Damn man, I am absolutely, completely lonely. No one talks to me, no one checks up on me, the only time anyone ever says anything to me is when I message them. And that's if they even reply. I'm the guy that's constantly left on read when I just want to chat with someone. But then I'll make a post pertaining to my depression or loneliness, and someone messages me with the classic ""if you need to talk I'm here!"" Are you really there though? Or are you just there for me right now because it's fresh on your mind? I'm never fresh on anyone's mind. It's not just people I already know, it's everyone. People give me a look and then distance themselves if we're walking in public. I've never done any harm to anyone. Every girl I've ever dated just up and left because they just lose feelings instantly. I'm the last guy invited to hang out, if I'm invited at all. I'm the guy that gets cancelled on if there needs to be one less person in the group. It's so unbelievably heartbreaking knowing that I'm just naturally undesirable, and no matter what I do or how hard I try, no one will ever give a shit about me. It hurts so bad and I just want support, but I'm constantly ignored to the point where I don't tell anyone anything. I internalize everything because people have treated me so poorly for my entire life. Always told to shut up or that I'm annoying just because I post a link to a song I like. Seriously, that happens. Not HAPPENED, HAPPENS. Damn dude... I'm running out of strength. What's the point if there's no way to utilize my strength because no one will even THINK of considering me?",3.4362847790507374,5.005085863221887,4.946823708206691,82.1342032967033,73.34650455927051,7.979471592237552,28.459317278466216,8.617729084823388,2.1776835632452647,1295,52,254,24,26,435,161,329,0.153,0.767,0.08,-0.9605,0,4,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,3,3,28,21,4,0,13,0,11,2,1,2,6,53,39,27,0,10,22,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,6,13,10,0,1,5,3,2,3,11,14,0,5,2,5,30,7,32,34,2,41,0,6,1,0,25,20,3,10,16,163,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940625124192487,0.0,0.07495432754382443,0.0,0.0,0.06125793960575177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519459752439717,0.0,0.14825741999715375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521359064857888,0.2745616792926102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944478609417684,0.1946903891856468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758634275181887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218379323834876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189948562307816,0.2444493497713386,0.07589684343743823,0.08607593349278735,0.08095869116336528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554748966152438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706342829715285,0.17282715972311175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675820554824354,0.2389740974805296,0.0,0.08069458009724506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643321246917598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990119527692153,0.07342776297307628,0.0,0.0,0.19574580710320846,0.0,0.0636266360378297,0.04400886162522484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564506923904486,0.10077721977442752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012954181277705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819115803507284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358733990762267,0.13895152067884198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052049416184926,0.0685104031423886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735176782393675,0.07865496006081761,0.0,0.0,0.1703106857123676,0.0,0.1725447484647717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010503976576216,0.0,0.05770797914663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692839371851656,0.0,0.07163575851959418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924665057256889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265010629655967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222246848142984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480684890110276,0.0787344696300047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772005133423054,0.08850379369808761,0.0,0.052526758806037264,0.0,0.0,0.08607593349278735,0.0,0.06115885689555407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106263817491691,0.07150183710910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,akshatboi,2020/02/29,"I wrote my first poem and have no one to show it to How bad is it? I have been a side charecter my whole life And now i want a spinoff with me in the lead. I don't want to help someone save their love I want to fall in love instead I don't want to help solve thier problems I want to face the demons inside my head I don't want to be the guy who only exists when u need them I want to say things that are still unsaid I want to have my own beginning my own story and my own end Or maybe i am not important enough have my own story Maybe i am just supposed to be the heroes friend Maybe i will just be the guy who drives you to the airport to meet her in time I dont know what rhymes with time Oh wait rhyme rhymes with time.                                                   ",-0.3676001443522203,1.42233926993865,1.2524792493684591,103.16060988812706,85.74846625766871,4.326091663659329,15.109707686755685,5.0885558068054335,-1.267307181522916,563,9,147,2,17,181,88,163,0.087,0.731,0.182,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,3,7,7,0,0,8,0,17,5,2,2,0,26,32,6,0,10,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,1,26,5,18,26,6,16,1,0,0,2,16,4,0,1,9,97,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092183925429712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556958957187938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766316290628458,0.13726664054819004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299973629628217,0.0,0.0,0.1026373952349868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630791721692469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633952446952108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808931764794375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300933125660097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383388605730876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979951813419945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003885192311421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850449443954612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002068158665479,0.1010362603231296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271168018169056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056454029497953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256097738965136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060919228438806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882577578089818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323927622624112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268536300804316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483191228432042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dontevenknowlmao,2020/02/29,"Talks are hard sooooooooo videogames? creating and sustaining a friendship on nothing but talking is a difficult thing which i assume not too many people can achieve. unfortunately theres not much you can do with internet friendships so how about using games as a backdrop. you play stuff together all the while slowly gettin to know eachotherl, potentialy moving onto other stuff in the future. a rushed summary of me: * 21 * big weeb * dont go out much * mainly co-op pc stuff * not much into voice chat * weak social skills * dont mind sad/ emotional folk * potentialy 0 friends (feel like id get along well with others in the same boat) * probably other stuff &#x200B; i got no idea if this subredit is used for such reasons, if not then mb lol",2.811742690058484,5.862850244444445,3.176608187134505,84.94315789473687,87.29629629629629,6.397660818713452,24.883040935672522,7.669130373188453,1.892333333333334,593,24,101,12,19,183,109,135,0.127,0.737,0.136,0.304,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,0,0,7,1,8,1,0,4,1,24,15,9,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,3,0,3,7,3,1,0,1,3,5,4,14,14,6,13,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,4,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403380064399088,0.16152921140170132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159502858975274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953271968531373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721536263900646,0.09496798858937497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102704383936959,0.0,0.06945246430782405,0.0,0.07554938599946329,0.0,0.10631936551255733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190826432926436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006616683855808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305698250809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494477775727195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347740869054819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422532100421966,0.0,0.0,0.14128767392707567,0.29316508641218897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275536406297577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215961266600488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332520354582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667816609245906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550934727045008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087099419716222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136944304467664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088315361303508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296243772272525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952352051630395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152921140170132,0.0 lonely,LaMierda96,2020/02/29,"The Weekend Is Here, Time To Curl Up Days like today hit my mind hard No one to laugh with No one at all. The one thing i can do is curl up into a ball Grip myself and let the tears fall Because no one is here with me to talk.",2.8158974358974334,1.940975461538461,4.1046153846153866,96.5070512820513,73.23076923076924,6.933333333333334,21.179487179487182,3.1291,-0.43359743589743616,172,2,47,0,3,57,37,52,0.168,0.7290000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,4,2,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655020792301582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509313420893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432080256630709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776241239103085,0.0,0.13263974277642515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741346212411866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7358936987757431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821904136118175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803705734475734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831211077995047,0.0,0.25734745418752564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeetedaccount1,2020/02/29,"Interested in Setting Up an Open Event I've been in the chatroom for a while, and I openly invite people to join the chatroom. It's a wonderful community. But one thing that I have noticed is that a lot of us in the chatroom want, and some of us need, community events. One person suggested a movie night. I have suggested a meet and greet every other week or so. I wanted to see if you guys can help by suggesting more event ideas, and helping me figure out the logistics. The sucky thing is, we're all in different time zones, so it is hard to hold an event that everyone can attend. I also wanted to see if this is okay to do. I don't want to break any rules on this sub. Thank you",3.5352857142857133,4.5132505285714295,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,72.28571428571428,9.314285714285717,25.42857142857143,9.642632912329526,2.1055142857142863,534,16,113,13,10,183,88,140,0.032,0.795,0.17300000000000001,0.9417,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,12,1,11,0,0,0,1,23,20,12,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,11,3,17,19,4,20,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,6,8,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741726016208675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168544346219868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953214200280807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477931818396572,0.16419674914947646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014474645859176,0.0,0.0,0.153931385792754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035621975197235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398203116215915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608889994065946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741428440154967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125653122671146,0.0,0.0,0.19563652891276068,0.0,0.0,0.2328811652902328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912950955362225,0.1500406469312395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738622342087874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820358599908635,0.0,0.0,0.2283205272632129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019900672971098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133953205247517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405413515168232,0.0,0.13783654747985985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863489110215438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FoxPrime,2020/02/29,"My [27M] ex girlfriend [24F] got engaged and I feel sad about that So we have been together 5 years and she left me half year ago for another boy. She didn't want to be my fiance and I've trying a long time (first try when we have been about 3 years together). She know this guy 6 months and he is her fiance. I feel sad and lonely. I find it unfair what she has did. Just wanted to tell you. Maybe someone was in the same situation and can say something nice to me.",-0.2728787878787884,1.8753505252525289,1.6921464646464663,97.62488636363638,89.20202020202021,4.916161616161617,16.33080808080809,6.42735559955562,-0.4732767676767677,358,8,85,4,12,118,74,99,0.13,0.816,0.055,-0.7595,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,16,17,8,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,3,15,2,7,10,1,11,0,3,0,0,15,2,0,0,9,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921734481836932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273258120551069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923357804017374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814439421654556,0.1844035681080912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338874627117185,0.0,0.0,0.2146586338738566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914347440247752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554565793034854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918545179199493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779717957969214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304168486903768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240207717900907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368382464856075,0.0,0.0,0.18368756017237545,0.16689743843454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948617827628075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641343531198407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437571918229244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573963678387857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188217373790406 lonely,sheltonhwy26,2020/02/29,"Everything falls apart Why am I fine on weekdays, and then the second I’m home for the weekend I have can’t function? Is this who I am without whatever crutches social me is? I’m just a collapsed pile of sadness",2.456395348837209,4.556072720930231,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,77.6046511627907,6.16046511627907,31.68023255813953,7.1686216300943375,2.1035627906976746,169,9,32,2,4,56,35,43,0.133,0.8220000000000001,0.045,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191982754996591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678685113485994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754678564003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208815978190551,0.0,0.0,0.4496230199332595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_sarte,2020/02/29,"After my mom’s death (1 year ago) i feel lonely as hell. After my mom’s death (1 year ago) i feel lonely as hell. I am 19 years old and she was sick since 1998 (scleroderma). Day after day his disease progressed further. 3 years ago, her brain was damaged due to oxygen deficiency and she began to forget everything and became bedridden. I haven't felt her like my mom anymore since then. We constantly hired a nurse who remained at home, my grandmother started living with us and the house that I used to live with my mom and father became crowded. A year ago, when I was abroad, the thing I feared happened to me and I lost my mother. I had a hard time catching her funeral. After she died, we stayed with my father at home. My father is someone who comes back late from work. I used to tell my mother about everything in my life and she was not here anymore. I feel very lonely even in the most crowded places. My friends can't save me from this either. I do not know how to handle it, please do not spare your help",2.6312534209085925,4.573731241379309,3.514737274220036,89.95061713191024,76.48768472906403,5.8904214559386965,22.115216201423106,6.691623216298621,0.4739449370552817,794,22,162,7,18,253,115,203,0.23800000000000002,0.738,0.024,-0.9924,0,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,3,6,11,2,1,6,0,11,3,1,3,0,28,23,12,4,0,4,9,5,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,6,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,8,5,37,3,22,15,2,34,2,5,0,0,28,6,2,1,26,100,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662025252769799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485009780941807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941520139914635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529355733681795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889657420421234,0.0,0.11160794420359853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133212864542153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718733067367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682148272971833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564107091164767,0.0,0.0,0.11621762548786455,0.1566629469288306,0.0,0.09916406806559272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979312475774553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132930786251177,0.0,0.09251772756423356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922575884047852,0.0,0.2071945820604002,0.0,0.0,0.11917013765822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675945559705416,0.0,0.1165032478247684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294903538357396,0.05045691873416925,0.0,0.18239455672672308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274126479666892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838366212039094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837397180711636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790460773998288,0.11336936420297547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086696682869612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750798956991264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310143118357748,0.11008170754357384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027042711375216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861400041931688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022283473304884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423196037529065,0.17839984893692842,0.0,0.08521601854085152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751883661247403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254155581561595 lonely,carpe_tenebrum,2020/02/29,"Out of prison about 4 months now... Doing everything I'm supposed to do for the fucking department of corrections, working fulltime. And trying to figure out what a normal life is. I'm a 30 year old ""goth"" dude, described by some as an evil elvis. I've always been the way I am visually, and present myself in a way that coincides with my personality. I pretty much dislike everyone I meet, not their fault I suppose, they're just different. My life before prison was a life of heroin, other drugs, and numbness. I've been off the shit for almost two years now, and I have to learn how emotion works. It's not fun. I feel disconnected from everything. I had a girlfriend briefly, but broke up with her because she had too many problems and I have enough of them on my own. I was 20 when my heroin use took over my life. It's like I woke up and I'm thirty. What happened? I still have my identity, I'm still good with people whether I like them or not, and I am very smart when it comes to solving problems and the execution of plans, but this problem is a weird one because I can't seem to grasp what it is that I want out of people. I think I just want someone similar to me to talk to. As far as romantic wants, the things I want are not found easily. So I'll worry about that later I guess.",2.9290112686295906,4.449413282442752,4.183347873500544,87.29151399491094,74.57251908396947,7.280552526354054,25.83496910214468,7.957251820313856,1.4055228644129407,1008,35,212,15,21,331,153,262,0.156,0.728,0.11599999999999999,-0.8977,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,3,13,15,3,0,12,0,18,8,1,2,1,46,37,19,0,8,10,0,1,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,13,15,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,10,0,2,9,1,32,5,35,28,4,27,0,1,0,1,9,10,2,5,14,143,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159512795770347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010399225461713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804583921403067,0.0,0.10332843110194896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460164317840792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686905113183458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082085478092626,0.0,0.0,0.13659299402170375,0.0,0.1254701904526459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603206830340228,0.21826784797190252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613989208946233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314230055207538,0.0,0.11226056160123286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185016127255617,0.0,0.0,0.13376941103618667,0.0,0.10738061026054484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430798774561441,0.1186496394716639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311149082088901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692468476520932,0.0,0.08926540621554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189761301794882,0.0,0.0,0.127420906841056,0.0,0.08228446487979195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683692699286402,0.10602844869458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353849672436455,0.0,0.3485778322395614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054578732397867,0.0,0.0,0.12464668662628105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288768789134432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939491446945684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760125450106874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806730436251101,0.07780777584538802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491377881274644,0.08244335405619006,0.0,0.11861997620730028,0.0,0.0,0.10487698361885696,0.0,0.10019289852350446,0.28649147395907937,0.192771793708336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680573362325794,0.12331859025708865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639455082361028 lonely,VirtualStardust,2020/02/29,"I wish I wasn't so friendly. I was just recently kicked from a discord server for being ""too nice"" to some of the males of the server. Apparently, being nice comes across as being creepy. The mods didn't even ask for my side of the story. They just had ""too much evidence"" against me and decided that it was harassment. That server was all I had. They were my support group and I lost that. I guess I've always had an issue with this sort of thing though. People think I show an interest in them, when all I want to do is be friendly. I'm going through a divorce, so it's not like I'm trying to hop back into a relationship. Even if I did want a relationship, I couldn't have any kids due to having my tubes tied, so I'd have to find someone that would love me regardless. I'm frustrated and all I want to do is cry. But I know better than to shed tears over a group of over-dramatic people. I just feel so alone now.",2.9737845923709827,3.979886277486912,4.434379207180252,87.5696989528796,73.65968586387434,7.760807778608826,23.59050112191473,8.192908349453996,1.1056668661181752,713,19,158,11,14,238,111,191,0.141,0.731,0.128,-0.5543,1,1,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,15,12,2,0,11,0,23,1,0,0,3,30,40,12,0,8,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,11,1,21,9,24,23,5,12,0,1,0,1,14,5,0,4,6,113,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733297313747354,0.0,0.0,0.1424693108057097,0.0,0.0,0.11643592468902485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600682101719988,0.0,0.0,0.13165812378781758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143076550025514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749144335460734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807786234759813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261792709261755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657431363403928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649258734067176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645693245546553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730865060573167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861886783912005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870989139573554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409840055138888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364976900664907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869075836248463,0.0,0.1545333364999272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586689084711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374057030440868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905975204392995,0.3676538367470583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507471517087214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429918339128105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375140277464425,0.10971128956430133,0.16822343559129335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624759339586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029711559904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968953165826065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163024898564995,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JosephDeeg,2020/02/29,Gap year life sucks I am 19m taking a gap year to focus on my mental health and i’m so lonely. I just want people to talk to that are my age. I can’t wait for college but i may not be able to go next year because of my mental health.,-2.17251948051948,-0.4302154727272693,0.9906493506493526,101.95454545454548,94.63636363636364,3.1428571428571432,11.49350649350649,3.1291,-1.884012987012987,179,2,47,0,7,63,41,55,0.079,0.895,0.026000000000000002,-0.3795,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,26,8,1,0.23783579902178895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449824955716068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516756551222198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056166653136033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799045848928792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793650916740652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529410704479845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488539672184382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882292183399165,0.19116340619376748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028171637612238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594753704511798 lonely,Sillyboy996,2020/02/29,"I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post... I was diagnosed with clinical depression 8 years ago (now, 24) and I've never quite bounced back. I self isolate but definitely try to reach out to make friends online but that never seems to work out. I'm shy, anxious and lonely.. I have autism.. I don't really get social cues and I'm a statue in most face to face conversations. The doctors have doubled my medication but honestly I just feel so unwanted and useless.. i have a degree but nowhere will accept me. I have interests but I can't seem to find anyone else with the same interests (books, music, films) I have a passion for writing but I just feel like it's a worthless pursuit that isn't taken seriously by others. I just feel like it might be better if I ended it, I'm sorry if this is a bit stream of consciousness.. I just feel like I need someone to help :/",2.4414655172413795,4.4910468678160935,4.248951149425288,83.96928879310343,77.44827586206895,7.338505747126438,25.242816091954023,8.278499904357787,1.7154264367816094,681,25,135,13,16,230,105,174,0.139,0.645,0.21600000000000005,0.9546,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,7,16,0,0,8,0,14,7,2,1,2,39,28,14,0,5,13,0,4,3,1,2,4,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,4,16,10,15,23,4,12,0,4,0,1,6,4,0,7,10,86,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028279309509355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660377787039608,0.0,0.10276701496309,0.1505913184369225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130132485532651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998577108445078,0.1604565691005653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658772324164566,0.1491746116653075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043320463354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227771732191864,0.0,0.13017455046077014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29725607941429083,0.3149928548651061,0.0,0.0,0.13433075879447826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355105927094858,0.0,0.07678738325300624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851297676380988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154109111734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810569138425254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480599447537353,0.0,0.15591524246163205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897869788054512,0.2267094442119028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355561705711845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075961110401633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632399247896128,0.0,0.0,0.09415473695436334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267597596642529,0.1533250061151398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498205756544849,0.12452983813458378,0.0,0.0,0.32904872485634323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978509330223988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699817364261588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160692022240048,0.0,0.09464586336006862 lonely,DeadliestSaiyan,2020/02/29,"Someone give me a reason to date people I have always been lonely because I did not like humans. I don’t see the big deal in dating or having a partner or even getting married. It makes no sense to me, I’ve never experienced it. But I’ve been feeling curious to why people need love in order to be happy. I believe that love is only temporary happiness that will later die out. But I just dont understand why people go back to different people after the harsh breakups. I want to know and try for myself. I know the way I feel and believe makes no sense to you humans but tell me what you think.",4.427541322314049,5.082102859504136,5.912055785123968,79.61535640495867,69.99173553719008,8.033471074380165,27.521694214876035,8.07648339933343,1.8160487603305784,470,15,89,6,8,160,79,121,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.4579,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,3,1,22,26,7,1,2,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,4,14,5,12,21,0,13,0,1,1,2,10,4,0,2,7,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528385020571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157767702090828,0.0,0.09178427831432223,0.0,0.0,0.3392750179669366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522802080434545,0.0,0.0,0.15626483008408612,0.1573105243670326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646346536322102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944811881976988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226245258926732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866507103943636,0.14443763755715466,0.08557072633582663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205628565149197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549542989444374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355945691534911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717852886682324,0.0,0.20100935479691853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116435623585692,0.11612659384080692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451302901498273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175369470091794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480800792826507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998244767512885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757497584087846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160224129000306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964772882659261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022251458606668,0.0,0.0,0.15674561274904225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880834922528663,0.11951311876652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717266931936383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pokykeyboard389,2020/02/29,You know what pisses me off The fact that people with similar interests to mine live everywhere else in the world except for where I live I think I’d have a gf and a decent number of friends if I lived somewhere else damn you internet for introducing me to all these amazing people and having none live near me,8.117158469945357,6.938224868852463,8.008852459016392,73.8589617486339,62.60655737704918,11.4120218579235,33.448087431693985,10.504223727775694,3.2922743169398903,251,8,47,5,3,81,46,61,0.079,0.762,0.159,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,10,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,0,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884509435593133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963036189640244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777694294961076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8212136153892083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223750329019676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897780520647802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Immortal_Baron_Vorg,2020/02/29,"Does this happen to you ? Sometimes you have a good day You went to work You ate healthy You did your workout And then at night there is this wave of loneliness out of nowhere",0.77542857142857,3.3238499714285723,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,92.14285714285714,3.9428571428571435,21.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,-0.1951714285714284,139,5,31,1,5,40,28,35,0.071,0.787,0.142,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651625803657594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35980670859457625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448594129686811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36358522908542906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38584347147508863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066452916232312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811471318833689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993275648511081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ruiiiin,2020/02/29,"I wish someone would like me or love me for just me I’m a chubby girl, and I’ve lost over 50 pounds for myself. I can’t help but always feel like people will just see me as I am, a girl who’s disposable to them, like I’m nothing. Guys don’t want me even as a friend as soon as they see what I look like, they see me as no benefit to them, females want nothing to do with me either. If you really want to see people for who they really are, you could try being unattractive? Because then you’ll know nobody wants anything from you, everyone is selfish. I wish people were honest with themselves and other people, wouldn’t life be much simple and easier, everyone would get their closure. Nobody cares until it’s too late and youre dead, aka much happier",3.1232251082251103,4.534938097402595,4.356558441558442,86.68579004329004,73.87012987012987,7.2112554112554115,22.573593073593074,7.793537801064563,0.9699541125541128,593,15,121,8,12,195,92,154,0.12300000000000001,0.624,0.254,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,6,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,15,2,0,0,0,24,34,14,1,11,6,0,1,4,1,5,1,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,6,24,9,17,24,3,5,0,1,5,1,19,1,0,2,8,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872898941828787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753134594282224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965601160258337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322809908501312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433040018991377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630716122683252,0.0,0.0,0.24972405379621396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607133548816008,0.09335160279389812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095632219747436,0.0,0.06827036096504999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938513106336988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875862179239397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181352910299713,0.0,0.1474029179852091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229700356438493,0.2553575867737452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097309815504497,0.0,0.142643159900295,0.0,0.11793594995337008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211688139197788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507652730536395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362364105338077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674227615561326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165124319608044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071736840354483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887172351768922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30829327314945376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005310922352366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856502846839693,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,that_guy_misfits,2020/02/29,"Why does being a lone hurt I’m bit of a loner have been my whole life and I’m sick of it, I had a Valentines date but she just lead me on and made me feel like a fool. I got tinder a haven’t had any luck and just found out you need to pay for some parts of the app which is bs. I feel hopeless and don’t know what to do",-2.2270274170274185,-0.6268023896103863,0.31290043290043457,108.0576046176046,92.37662337662336,3.4222222222222225,11.152958152958153,3.1291,-2.1652903318903323,244,2,72,0,9,82,55,77,0.212,0.698,0.09,-0.775,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,2,0,17,18,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,8,2,8,11,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911294487563889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068431380135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595622706902176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28422329080186964,0.20078828096690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816618807348034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478819391513236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087898580432737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446242621664072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985199624799646,0.1373110084498441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659443913356853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084013501082472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435901567498697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361162133168524,0.3137918287207153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MsUnicornSparkleButt,2020/02/29,"When You Make People a Priority and They Don't I have a few close friends. I'm the type that's bubbly in public or in groups. I'm an INFP. I care about those in my circles. I'm the one people call or go to for advice, for hangout, etc. Especially for my nieces who are closer in age to me than most of my siblings. I've been there for them. Made plans and parties for them to consistently bail on me. And it happened again last night. Niece is going through a bad breakup, have been listening and loving and caring over the last few weeks. She even said she felt like I was the only who cared. We made plans for a girls night because she needed it. But she forgot she made plans with me. No problem, she'd come hang out after. Nooope. Things went late. Then she was upset that I didn't give much of an answer in response to her bailing. I don't want to make her feel worse, but I'm not going to tell her it's okay either. And I'm tired of it. I just feel sad. I just want people to care about me too instead of being the temporary boost. I wish I could go to a friend store. Finding friends as an adult is hard.",0.6005128205128187,2.698125752136754,2.028776068376072,97.1884461538462,84.21367521367522,4.598700854700853,17.907008547008548,5.6839178017228535,-0.5688968888888892,862,20,199,5,25,277,135,234,0.08900000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.15,0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,3,3,10,14,0,1,13,1,15,2,0,5,0,37,48,13,0,6,8,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,10,11,0,1,5,1,1,7,5,4,0,1,12,6,31,10,33,33,6,28,0,1,0,1,30,10,0,3,12,129,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438322709866405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977346991155308,0.07135466578027316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195246080690029,0.0,0.4773749672620525,0.0,0.0,0.10083113890519016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345761464200662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054548191999096,0.07731266629956475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837143152321887,0.0,0.11238961977961448,0.0,0.10698468638510993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713054978730341,0.0,0.0,0.11228828665720177,0.2660965773401022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350993445139377,0.0,0.10485685416758336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908282867236233,0.13204133292973586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718637831631894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564526296379148,0.3322762700322213,0.15626810597261473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860477168431841,0.08679361242383614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969337171010625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931841275076827,0.0890243848175008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345026609072296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200429475048153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134458772012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230983035051797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776507730183585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453566327744435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808225534588714,0.0,0.09389317638910774,0.0,0.0,0.1085096738853337,0.0,0.0,0.13460563246635288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119287414067401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xbetterdayz,2020/02/29,"Been so long since I have received affection and I need a hug 17M never had a gf. I have zero friends. Last time I was hugged when I was in primary school. This girl hugged me because it was the last day. That was 5 years ago. I now go to an all-boys school. Hate it there but not trying to get off-topic. I am so sad all the time. I wish I could receive a hug from a girl. Yes I know it's a specific request but I need one I feel. **Can anyone else relate?**",-2.4991176470588243,-0.844286009803918,0.40098039215686404,102.87441176470593,105.1764705882353,3.5764705882352943,13.84313725490196,5.5289334501034215,-1.1386627450980389,345,8,89,3,17,118,69,102,0.079,0.706,0.214,0.8863,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,8,1,11,4,0,1,2,13,19,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,6,1,13,5,4,12,1,15,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,11,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810998245720195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838107874902393,0.2174326294087045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936029834850346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943117567473465,0.0,0.0,0.13685689137804125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177272925700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729896587937196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395171810496942,0.0,0.11087015386686107,0.0,0.1206029495682527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951190566447145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662421157327138,0.3459564113146795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877977959044552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146997459834177,0.1636682349236075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379793424532866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295325509642604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554101850253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474809014839728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407560434227062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440292388006719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665528097263166 lonely,Ana_Gramm,2020/02/29,"Could I ask you a few questions about how you've tried to make friends? Hello! I'm starting a startup to make an app to help people make new friends. I've seen a lot of frustration with other platforms, so I'm hoping to improve on them and make it easier to meet people. If I can ask you a few questions, drop a comment and I'll message you!",3.3016666666666663,4.030635833333335,4.612111111111112,87.64399999999998,72.6111111111111,6.871111111111111,29.677777777777766,6.742157984588678,1.4629577777777785,268,11,57,2,5,89,45,72,0.069,0.6890000000000001,0.242,0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,0,14,13,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,9,11,3,6,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,5,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766258547997581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082808509312202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31125370836320704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501648305397673,0.0,0.0,0.20006869994294804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125137323793288,0.0,0.0,0.5378331202005324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454551919742294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792969501790495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513027525617407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425755139407398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367599762129076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,karmaman12345,2020/02/29,"I tried to burn myself so I Could go home for the day I'm in school for welding and with the kind that we were practicing, if you go to slow it'll drip. So I decided I would drip it onto my leg so I'd get burned and I could convince them to let me leave. It didn't work, the drops just splattered out into a unch of sparks and didn't do anything. But should I be worried that i was going to try and burn my leg just to get half a day off? I feel like I've done something wrong, but I don't know why.",3.9765789473684197,2.4993622719298263,5.069122807017545,92.56052631578949,71.01754385964912,8.301754385964912,26.017543859649123,6.42735559955562,0.6256596491228064,385,8,102,2,6,128,73,114,0.047,0.898,0.054000000000000006,0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,14,2,2,0,0,20,22,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,16,3,14,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145093579656687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326945196817753,0.0,0.0,0.2687317582542628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213210207169335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534595470233774,0.14884236328292322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770428282095808,0.0,0.3552233544301472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898794020088635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696020930641785,0.11450146615024966,0.0,0.0,0.22060824117628566,0.0,0.2130478139228246,0.0,0.10178729009490756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085718900558245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603948642031446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829064001570341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799978212495166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167830748488273,0.21158539000181412,0.0,0.1480029602572376,0.22779355132830034,0.0,0.0 lonely,lolzmaddie,2020/02/29,"I’m a lonely mom and completely miserable My husband is a textbook introvert. I thrive on social interactions. I love to host people and bbq and so on. He doesn’t. I feel like he’s just a zap on my spirit sometimes. I have two kids and while I should have mom friends, I don’t. I’m always in my house. School was a great outlet and I thrived in my courses. I got accepted to a University where I could pursue my dream of becoming a PA, but my husband got orders to the UK and my dreams obliterated before my eyes. So now I’m stuck. I’m over 30. I have nothing to show for this. I have no friends. I have nothing.",0.5201661129568116,2.6387875116279105,3.00512181616833,89.92901162790702,84.73643410852712,6.166334440753047,23.16777408637873,7.447530270364453,1.0137681063122923,475,18,105,8,14,164,76,129,0.111,0.721,0.16899999999999998,0.6379,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,0,11,2,1,0,0,12,20,10,0,2,2,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,2,20,6,12,14,0,10,1,2,1,1,13,7,0,0,3,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916016468290128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125357469011047,0.16276507044130936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055329150475645,0.0,0.0,0.15272140175770565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671684334947042,0.13665036853171164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29556468707557826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059679518362289,0.21088671834719044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071127401416488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344967653378547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726375396022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480493149503995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670763645418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326093689211645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358542789598016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498572644372528,0.0,0.0,0.18918067023887647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685262688328488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,black_saber,2020/02/29,"Damn being lonely sucks so bad. I like hanging out with people, I party all the time to cover how lonely I am on the inside. Honestly, I got no one to talk to. Every girl I try to hit on, I never have success with that. Also that’s cause I am fat and ugly as fuck. I am at a fucked up situation with my career which is headed in no direction. I don’t have the balls to even hurt myself. I just wanna share my thoughts about myself cause it kills me that I am a loser. I definitely think I am depressed. Just hoping for that day when everything will be alright cause that’s what people say. I don’t believe in it that day. Thanks for listening. ✌🏻",-0.07919117647058728,2.161119463235295,2.627058823529413,90.47676470588236,89.66176470588232,4.964705882352941,16.823529411764707,6.522977012572876,-0.08798823529411726,501,12,106,6,17,174,88,136,0.29,0.578,0.132,-0.9779,0,4,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,18,5,0,5,1,13,4,2,4,2,17,23,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,2,2,19,7,20,17,1,13,0,5,0,2,5,7,4,1,6,80,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841986827123273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452277156353416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501295655413056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334327815309299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325723190011734,0.0,0.14908201022288314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432419510875845,0.0,0.1458356404994933,0.0,0.15556197128991642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200375029683518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384357428630406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764009398380154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191724879935666,0.0,0.0,0.1852962345852824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149824286463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456294401833253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349754152345744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729014311703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399973773335134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764797392375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456021232295653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912304255191613,0.0,0.15935785292328186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090896899987424,0.0,0.1374139844996116,0.10093006727157514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751662735396935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,updabumnobebes,2020/02/29,"Feeling Stuck Please keep your harsh judgements to yourself. I don’t know where else to turn to. My brother is in prison and I’m not coping in any sense.. and when I say I’m not coping I mean constantly crying, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, my temper is insanely scary and I feel guilty. I’m the only family member visiting him and it really hurts. All the responsibility is on my shoulders while I’m trying to run a household, raise a child, work and study. I visit every two days and he quite literally BEGS me to encourage other family members to visit who flat out refuse to do so. I won’t be able to see him until Thursday next week and I feel absolutely horrible and guilty that I’m enjoying life while he’s rotting away behind bars. He’s gone as far to say that if anything were to happen to me then he would be screwed. I’m so lonely, depressed and heartbroken. I never imagined our lives to be like this, never. I don’t feel any better typing this out but thanks for reading if you did. Life sucks.",2.5687254901960803,4.473856068627453,4.2741176470588265,84.6051960784314,76.54901960784314,7.082352941176473,23.098039215686285,7.984000788550335,1.2302274509803932,794,24,159,13,18,267,125,204,0.166,0.7609999999999999,0.073,-0.9329,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,3,4,11,3,0,4,0,15,7,2,0,3,29,35,20,0,3,5,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,11,2,2,7,2,0,5,9,6,0,1,4,7,21,5,22,26,1,25,0,3,1,1,19,8,2,2,13,94,28,3,0.1521963059070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699741410101344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524459179580855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299343939569914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346052644731751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447013795728782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718049545094066,0.09815402642380623,0.0,0.13108645526231066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573481679233575,0.127140484181921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282319518995384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695426416963016,0.0,0.3078201010157036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345866906775854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292929327236766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527906968803105,0.0,0.0,0.08364310944925603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500150368329493,0.0743554273338269,0.0,0.1343921264815094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657863950087444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347663474403173,0.0,0.1618624979615931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157521488705182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706584019305135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187950554574446,0.15223749238890888,0.0,0.09750085077319956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206522233941294,0.0,0.0,0.12128075088576655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230622025899648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012191026063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333130128298462,0.16554587655744332,0.14867367588299513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208269625898363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080072334958738,0.0,0.0,0.10811588899102514,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blingeeclown,2020/02/29,"4am, lets chat? woke up from a c ptsd nightmare and my anxiety's trying to convince me that I'm dead. not looking for micro therapy lol just a lil distraction.. a chat.. share some funny things lol.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.5,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.6594999999999995,154,6,31,3,4,52,36,40,0.098,0.614,0.289,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146088907623986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205360225709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535055847398066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807349977623904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470305846153225,0.0,0.2732194972040126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792150975203014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beepbeepboop321321,2020/02/29,"Shipping out to boot camp, wishing I had more support. Let me start this off by saying thank you for finding some interest in my post! I ship out to Fort Sill, Oklahoma in 30 days for Army basic training, and I’m pretty confident I won’t have anyone to write me while I’m there. I’ve been so lonely for what seems to be ages, and I don’t feel I have enough time to make a meaningful connection with someone before I go. Thus, I’m worried about my mental health while I’m in basic, I feel most recruits there will be supported at least by one or two people. Unfortunately, I’m surrounded by “friends” and some supportive family, but I still feel disconnected and alone. I don’t feel comfortable around most people. My mother told me that I can write to her while in basic but she “will be poor with correspondence,” as she’s “much better at texting.” Yes, she’s aware I won’t have my phone the majority of my time there (my sister just graduated basic training herself). She’s much too busy to even give me a call, I get one maybe once every three weeks for twenty minutes, which I love every one of them. My brother is only 12 and well frankly, doesn’t see the value in family yet, I assume. We’ve also got a large age gap of ten years, but he doesn’t want anything to do with anything unless it involves video games. My attempts to get him to spend time with me before I go have been futile. I have one irl friend who is really just my sister’s best friend, and I’ve found her to be a bit of a user at times (she uses me for rides, and never offers to pay for gas/do things for me etc). So I don’t feel I can be close to her, sometimes spending time together can be okay. I recently lost my best friend of multiple years because the relationship turned toxic when he wouldn’t stop saying inappropriate things about me and other women. I told him many many many times it makes me uncomfortable. He could go on for hours about his friend’s sister’s certain body part, or ask me for nude pics simply for peer reviewing an essay I had to write (a small one). I felt close with him, but now I’m questioning the whole friendship, did he really value me as a friend? Or was he just waiting for his “turn in line,” once I became single. I’m a sexual abuse survivor and I just couldn’t handle the constant aggressively sexual talk anymore, I didn’t want to put up with it anymore. I wanted to talk about things that we used to talk about, like shows and games, or our love of dogs, etc. I’m rambling now, but anyways- thanks for reading, and any advice or thoughts on what I said would be much appreciated. Take care.",5.185622609942636,5.413616435946466,5.878135157743786,82.02926774617592,68.19694072657744,8.831955066921607,27.24241156787763,8.660442795831766,1.7551702198852772,2048,57,420,30,32,669,255,523,0.063,0.737,0.2,0.9974,0,3,0,0,1,0,60.0,2,1,1,5,25,26,1,0,14,2,39,5,2,5,2,75,90,31,0,8,15,5,6,1,6,6,1,3,0,1,14,23,0,2,13,5,4,5,11,3,1,8,15,10,66,23,68,59,19,52,0,2,1,3,59,20,0,12,27,270,80,5,0.0,0.0833401228544739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873438231259772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284991199747848,0.0,0.05625001198885599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783288024142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395146236500187,0.04918261101627965,0.0,0.11576588212510736,0.06261655494297398,0.06575739874154199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287795511573053,0.0,0.11970648697699655,0.0,0.14763272202441913,0.06220906211194175,0.07679188722095595,0.0781306876203264,0.0,0.0,0.07182390561241826,0.0,0.07171522070703358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601138831968599,0.0,0.056159907162666,0.0,0.0,0.04536278688826903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267891111499533,0.1568929866916785,0.0464581958197142,0.0,0.1185271540704658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261855480082313,0.0,0.17782736672983396,0.0,0.06753639751076529,0.0,0.06428850210043953,0.0,0.0,0.07712299943564979,0.3260620684924284,0.0,0.07349836915759407,0.06747550510762619,0.11992569415263905,0.0,0.0562564629845885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476698685454196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692696712934948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192631524293898,0.0,0.034364045236074864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767832444120572,0.0,0.1269672499763381,0.0,0.093903555719077,0.2139378859550604,0.07066490319971742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088509134779276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512160698676375,0.0,0.05424971432903681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981731656893674,0.23831737592685076,0.05349592118005026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761702000497859,0.0,0.09752830660011362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736524557240554,0.07155997285346348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071004620882505,0.07879569252922383,0.0,0.07035795856019611,0.0,0.09012183149680432,0.0,0.06945120154934822,0.07551768060583733,0.0,0.0,0.06690842403136703,0.1118726708839423,0.0,0.0,0.05605101549604806,0.06403391452640611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595979419183603,0.0,0.06956699424774741,0.0,0.049786252332390465,0.0,0.056172755445867945,0.0588064899058272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394593316878015,0.0,0.0,0.05288611694695707,0.1696072877949224,0.0,0.12951726149440185,0.0,0.0,0.14019016658506733,0.0,0.0,0.055841248601636084,0.24609115288005395,0.0,0.0,0.13442371209111695,0.0,0.0,0.15301710163334906,0.06871090795456297,0.0,0.0,0.1215004925543729,0.0,0.0,0.1244631591134851,0.0,0.05642164193274874,0.0,0.06324313990492159,0.0,0.0,0.0785308965290143,0.0808862910939796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143259150072065,0.0,0.04996675337962607,0.0,0.0,0.09059192161239836 lonely,Stabby_E,2020/02/29,"I fucked things up. It was inevitable but still.... Okay so, I’m 15 and addicted to fucking pills and I think because of that I lost the love of my fucking life, okay lemme explain. On Wednesday i was at school and I went overboard, I always take one in the morning but I just didn’t want to feel anything, I overthink a lot so whenever the smallest thing would go wrong between us I would start overthinking and fall in this deep void where I need a pill to get me out, and tbh I thought xanax could help me just fall out of love, boy was I fucking wrong. First period(I was on one xan) I barely felt shit and I waited until second period and still didn’t feel shit, that’s when I went fucking ham and popped another xan, the went to the lobby and popped another xan. I don’t remember much but from what a friend of mine told me I fell like 8 times face flat onto the floor, and the girl that I love started asking why I took so many pills(she was fucking worried about me) and my dumbass told her to go fuck herself and took another xan then looked at her(mocking her) and took another one (5 now) at this point a friend of mine took my pills away or otherwise I would’ve been dead by now and to be honest that’s how I’d rather be if I’m not with her. She then texts me saying how things are gonna change between us(she was on her period so even worse) and I don’t even remember what I said, but I tried apologizing the day after(on Tuesday) but she told me that she still felt the same that she cares and appreciates me but not in that way anymore, I apologized yesterday too telling her that I was the one that fucked things up, I was the one that confused things again and that I was the one that acted like a fucking retard on Wednesday, she replied “Yeah it’s alright” “I love you fucking idiot” and tbh I couldn’t be more confused right now, I’m going to give her space because after all we’ve been through and all she’s said to me, I just can’t accept that she just changes with me again. On Tuesday when I see her I’m going to just stay away, I’m not gonna be a fucking dick and look at her the wrong way but I’m not gonna wait for her outside of the classroom like always(yes we’re in the same classes and that makes it worse) I’m posting this on here because I need advice, WHAT DO I FUCKING DOOO??If the vibe it’s all wrong next week and she actually doesn’t give a fuck about me, I’ll just off myself, not that she’ll miss me anyway.",2.44239217887548,3.9949669528487237,3.3010651136682583,92.98092501637196,75.9351669941061,6.419328281410795,24.496257835157643,7.07126945348624,0.7544678267377679,1925,63,430,20,42,611,213,509,0.149,0.71,0.141,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,2,31,39,16,2,23,4,28,27,4,3,3,77,97,42,1,9,21,0,4,3,2,6,6,3,0,2,30,26,0,2,10,0,0,15,12,24,0,8,29,10,71,15,49,56,8,75,0,2,3,18,43,28,16,5,31,283,101,3,0.0,0.0,0.05151952669753479,0.05755347423825661,0.0,0.0515898843796376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392900634316669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143730119397165,0.0,0.0,0.0523576633790011,0.0,0.0,0.04344513090100487,0.0,0.049355453326887774,0.0,0.0992037836277887,0.0,0.0,0.0965485688135906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382720874263175,0.0,0.11169853351254233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215187537608965,0.0,0.0,0.034047893528171176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697401466394304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338867088325379,0.0,0.1013814286757339,0.0,0.0,0.044906722297879405,0.0,0.0,0.08157734090830596,0.6344960722370769,0.02758279218752243,0.10129002079711914,0.12001664935499536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538684157132041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729010705173708,0.07737774288054422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866766830743374,0.0,0.057631109325986675,0.04488374364794492,0.19059531855513,0.0,0.03524054061002405,0.053525035697807664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038809813953251455,0.07829246548489943,0.0,0.0,0.05614723407274806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464831060198164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990758664730412,0.0,0.05056225302906848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961108129047425,0.045085961096168484,0.10043875404607633,0.04198406941300195,0.0,0.05343055221719524,0.04207014468612467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838498188591687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473601755355368,0.0562715961513893,0.12648455669064096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969467050963001,0.0,0.046144460622104665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537061370522167,0.033828393693570394,0.0,0.0419127001952413,0.030784724463404387,0.0,0.0,0.1513413708976776,0.2346252093587062,0.03584379849095149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270098522148487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031139388915951974,0.08381116231287135,0.04234832533420944,0.0,0.0,0.14682226595131434,0.04763855680245562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053615076072119336,0.107603606853562,0.11251046170563968,0.23088869383846075,0.0,0.0 lonely,instagramisdumb,2020/02/29,"20M with serious social anxiety I'm a college student. I have been a loner for almost all of my life. When I joined college everything seemed fine but days past I feel like really alone because I am staying away from my parents no one is there for me. Can't even talk to a women I don't know is this something of a serious problem. I get freaked out when girl talks to me or else I try and talk to women. I can speak if it is professional but I can't make friends I never made a conversation with women. I love women they're lovely creatures but I don't know I get a panick attack when I talk to them this doesn't mean that I am good with boys. I seriously don't need any relationship just wanted to make a friend who is a girl not a girlfriend. I can't make a conversation though but if it was tech I can speak forever.",0.9440229885057472,3.03581903448276,3.302988505747127,88.59919540229885,82.79310344827587,6.395402298850574,22.310344827586206,7.594959193182576,0.9546,648,22,141,11,18,223,100,174,0.16,0.7,0.14,0.3776,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,1,0,10,0,18,3,0,4,2,29,34,12,0,5,9,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,3,23,7,15,31,1,9,0,0,0,2,25,2,0,5,7,92,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730851093102618,0.15236065886537567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003923064813412,0.0,0.11253805666471776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735783536733914,0.13821383930811434,0.0,0.0,0.08967634020558364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487319763001936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228907740420741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971641712488726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221217086939865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438277965302165,0.1050947683980028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273122470769453,0.0,0.15371686311397662,0.0,0.0,0.12338813114587956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616946251171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390750585015883,0.07187007410014662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655434074016356,0.1391981846728313,0.2945893940061718,0.0,0.0,0.1602449333063553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907953152438836,0.11345960471052527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996849314424407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334724319756294,0.0,0.14043227897132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407635384553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942418545782371,0.0,0.0,0.15794011629675855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392259701439413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499591986593449,0.0,0.11325177008656492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679872407408085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729628795835874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453394103654346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987742047034323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676875696456135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cancer_Faust,2020/02/29,A simple hug can change the whole day. That's all.,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,108.0909090909091,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.9281272727272727,39,0,10,0,2,12,11,11,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634296263807835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866917671398244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6694308978122397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,callmesulee,2020/02/29,"Dedicated to all lonely hearts I've been going through that time of feeling a void in my life lately. It comes in phases for sure, but whether I'm happy or lonely - I still long to have some human connection with some good people. It's really really frustrating that I just don't feel at home where I am at the moment - feels as though I'm an alien that doesn't fit in nor welcomed everywhere I go. For me, the only thing that keeps me going is the aspirations I have - to get better, to improve my craft, and ultimately for my work to reach many like-minded people around the world. I wrote a song about it - it's the only way I can cope with the loneliness for now. Hope it helps some of you :\*) [ARE YOU THERE - song](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EewAotCqXg)",4.627048567870485,6.214334506849319,4.94252801992528,83.26729140722294,70.36986301369862,8.322789539227896,22.86176836861768,8.841846274778883,1.4252958904109592,602,14,117,11,11,190,97,146,0.115,0.7,0.185,0.8827,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,8,9,1,0,9,0,9,2,1,0,2,20,22,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,10,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,4,14,6,22,20,4,20,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,5,6,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411921219065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305116553009458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880955012833328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796533986280538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632032977882177,0.0,0.3143275841935547,0.1546321625617796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962543200328331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846712239265634,0.12357241525107038,0.0,0.18492780260552769,0.1831107721729654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386736485225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796576244798773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021870245376016,0.09006883302610215,0.0,0.0,0.16315252574624314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691179104660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615073363693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804277062984002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562359443243154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621107868205524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722988798648926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737568276762685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248038727016622,0.0,0.18113246110871015,0.0,0.10750161884650067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633614208161938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421605131445746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Status_Royal,2020/02/29,"I love you all All of you are my people. Anyone who feels lonely, empty, forgotten, hopeless. I have love for all of you. To feel this way means you are truly human. Only someone with a passionate heart and empathy can feel this way. So I love you all. I hope all of your unselfish desires get fulfilled in your lives. I hope you all make it someday, and I hope that I do too.",1.2303947368421078,3.4436525657894776,2.8649999999999984,91.4425,82.55263157894737,5.378947368421053,21.34210526315789,6.6274283507984215,0.4315578947368421,289,9,60,3,8,95,48,76,0.09699999999999999,0.581,0.321,0.9726,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,8,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,6,18,17,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,16,7,7,17,6,3,0,2,0,4,13,1,0,3,0,44,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361453695774198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986246284675593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983661256709724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264425122614135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693863152339587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873592786004454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173984248855023,0.0,0.12755402627909412,0.0,0.0,0.2081529768205671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533251874802489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247771170926134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619098955608574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30335661755133664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rinkaisa,2020/02/29,"(rant) Been living by myself for about 2.5 years.. no close friends, can’t see a definite future. Hi everyone. *rant warning* I graduated college about 6 months and I will be turning 26 in less than a week. I moved out of my boyfriend’s house 2.5 years ago, so I could be closer to school. I hated school and couldn’t wait to graduate and start working. Well, I started working and started to hate it. It’s not so much the work, but the fact that I live by myself (bf has been struggling to get a job for the past 7 years (he had one in the food industry for almost a year) for a few specific reasons, but tbh his parents enable him to stay at home). He keeps promising that he will find something and we can move in together, but I’m tired of calling him late at night, super anxious about my future, crying and asking him to find a job so we can finally take the next step. He always says he will, but I get tired of nagging him. I’m so incredibly lonely, I can only make friends at work, but I ended up quitting those jobs because of my anxiety and depression. (Last major job was quit because of a safety issue.) Those friends live a bit away and I’m scared of driving anywhere, even though I used to be a great driver when I was younger. A few weeks ago, I almost gave in and asked my family if I could move in with them, (they live about 5 hours, my dad lives in another state entirely) and all of them except my dad and my sister offered me a place to stay rent-free for more than a few days. My mom and me have a terrible relationship and my sister doesn’t want to give me more than a week even though she is getting 1000 dollars a month from a friends mom to pay for her apartment on her Starbucks salary. :/ my dad lives so far, I would have to give up everything here and live in a place with hardly any job opportunities, and my other sister can only have me for a few days because she has roommates. So, I decided to keep working up here, but everyday is like living in limbo. I asked my boyfriend’s parents if I could move back in, but they completely shut me down, since they were apparently so disturbed by me living with them last time. I was really depressed during college and would leave laundry in my boyfriend’s room, but I’d never make a mess anywhere else in the house. It just hurt me immensely because I was really at my breaking point and they really didn’t want to let me live with them again because I’m messy, even though I believe I’ve changed for the better and do a much better job cleaning up.. I just feel like they just view me as a lazy slob instead of the woman who has been with their son for 7 years. I really just don’t know what to do. My boyfriend keeps telling me he will get it together and everyday I’m suffering in silence. The only thing that helps me is my online friends, who I now barely see because they all work different hours and I don’t play many games with my boyfriend anymore, who barely visits me unless I specifically ask him to. I feel like everyone in my life has kind of pushed me to the side and I’ve dug myself into a whole that I can’t climb out of. I did everything by the book. I went to school. I worked throughout school and now. I pay over 50% of my wages in rent and am living paycheck to paycheck. I’m antisocial in real life and in online communities. What the fuck am I doing with my life? tl;dr have been feeling lonely for years, waiting on my long term boyfriend to get a job so we can move in together, almost threw everything away but found out my support system wasn’t really there and my family wouldn’t even let me live with them for move than a week without moving to a very remote part of the country. Everyday I struggle with loneliness, can’t even connect with my roommates because I’m pretty sure they think I’m a weirdo, can’t keep friendships because I don’t want to leave the house. Jobless, struggling to keep a job due to depression and anxiety. Stuck in a limbo.",4.204782161234991,5.131770411320758,4.993939393939397,85.00363636363639,70.67295597484278,7.995654659805603,28.29102344196684,8.238735603445708,1.7913345911949679,3107,110,636,44,55,1007,315,795,0.135,0.759,0.107,-0.9765,17,4,1,0,0,0,86.0,3,0,13,15,35,37,4,5,42,0,58,7,0,4,5,102,111,51,0,12,19,11,4,3,6,7,5,1,4,1,17,44,1,7,10,3,5,14,16,18,1,1,18,8,102,19,109,77,16,109,0,7,3,1,69,46,1,5,47,412,119,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101808779494033,0.0,0.12033705053559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333150614878011,0.0,0.0,0.027240847293799032,0.042004357602913635,0.061288596413284324,0.04525419383919715,0.0397268211627646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979547528935988,0.0,0.07527171222907131,0.030802167412426508,0.0,0.1953521212492561,0.0,0.0,0.045131704241701785,0.0,0.07085617896010697,0.04373301508565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090374727503258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237610483946405,0.0,0.04200010274095317,0.0,0.0,0.09594927886407534,0.0,0.04400188637002341,0.05166825598657234,0.0,0.10350581795220233,0.0,0.0,0.041852135782846384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033463360201874376,0.0,0.035479541978126417,0.0,0.0,0.1322898194173809,0.0,0.0,0.07655436585164087,0.10800477573751097,0.0,0.07552632794470343,0.0,0.060763660276731336,0.05723495710151319,0.0,0.04388163518069423,0.07322466301949801,0.0,0.04843835243425998,0.04392158364419088,0.15474374829043314,0.03703302125520869,0.10464338758506203,0.07685466237581798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044164140966364486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588414412912918,0.07909806123101377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026850066177375502,0.0,0.04018148975972244,0.0,0.07889821931164383,0.13866483240134314,0.042882970466029936,0.0,0.0,0.041810196246601504,0.3180114643844793,0.17802717465931905,0.0,0.041714294232161116,0.022014856384377862,0.06530531360173368,0.04518722461652668,0.08483138094202533,0.0,0.08192413921341593,0.08488255500982801,0.058711018693523825,0.0,0.4244638990342399,0.03545011323435021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347811816426703,0.04061257481078148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383100680989903,0.06394790583383256,0.2980275697849961,0.058894551008529035,0.0,0.030895237257523495,0.0,0.0426021900680645,0.03759176582801298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027144371036473984,0.0913978551376147,0.0,0.0,0.0889594467886056,0.04337896395578947,0.038239940889123004,0.0,0.0,0.08370427156569278,0.0,0.037867804662150215,0.0,0.0,0.04075343744743638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521333292435036,0.0,0.04559483012858696,0.12831106120157146,0.04118634652166677,0.0,0.0430073538323948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031855768756944944,0.040105095710285435,0.16216353867400313,0.06384215820095644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03313643247631176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03083864354706623,0.0,0.0,0.08505988079363101,0.08539310170003253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256321125469092,0.0,0.0,0.045457399837789424,0.037754237565072034,0.0,0.030118667921368626,0.0,0.0350125008734024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026612788112564286,0.02566758063208481,0.11807049067767501,0.0,0.02335817078867477,0.09208167019468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043571654873125684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03459729319131297,0.0,0.033052086037320884,0.07088182635044472,0.0,0.1285286041064584,0.0,0.03601699725868392,0.03713421319013674,0.0,0.04472338168629398,0.0,0.03861453022155352,0.0,0.2041391597611908,0.0,0.0,0.056912178054564874,0.0,0.0,0.15477642305290149 lonely,abiqen,2020/02/29,"It's just always there. I... am lonely. In everything, really. I suppose that's why I'm posting. It's just this constant feeling of looking behind me and realizing that there's no one there, watching my back. People come and go in my life like revolving doors. None of them get close enough to touch (though there have been almosts). There's no connection. I want to know people, to love and care for them but there's absolutely nothing, no time where it ever feels even somewhat mutual. And it's just this long, long thread of loneliness that roots back to my earliest memories. If I chose to die tonight, there wouldn't even be much of a point in leaving a note. Who for? My parents? God knows I don't understand any aspect of my relationship with them anymore. Maybe my brother, but even then, he's too young to understand. There wouldn't be much point to a funeral; my mother would probably cremate me and send my ashes to the wind to be alone there too. It's just frightening. I'm just as alone in a small conversation as I am in a crowd. I'm alone amongst acquaintances, people leave in pairs and groups right in front of me. And it's not like I don't put effort into trying to meet people, make friendships. But inevitably, all friendships stay acquaintances until they disappear altogether. There's nothing, just like trying to hold water in my hands. I've gotten used to it. It's like a third arm at this point, a pointless appendage. I work alone and I live alone. And when I'm with people, there's this constant, visceral itch that occurs, like _'none of them will ever see you', 'they will never know you', 'they will never love you'._ Almost like a learned fight or flight instinct that I manage to suppress and ignore. And that's the real kicker about all -- I don't always think about it. I don't always think about this stupid fucking appendage. Sometimes I can almost call myself happy, spend months dispelling my depression and working towards my goals and distracting myself with hobbies. I set my standards high and force myself to live up to them as best I can and ignore that loneliness. It's so easy. I'm doing it right now. But it's terrifying how easy it is. I shouldn't be able to forget something so looming, but _I can._ What does that say about me? I'm always one fucking step away from a nervous breakdown and what? I have to live like this? I don't want to live like this! But fixing it feels so hopeless at this point. If I rip off an appendage, won't it just bleed out? It's certainly not something that'll scar over. Anyway, there's not much else to say. Perhaps I'm being a bit melodramatic but I don't really care at the moment.",2.871528046421666,5.221097547388784,3.620549709864605,87.5217181818182,77.39458413926498,6.3797137330754365,23.68622823984527,7.479797944008522,1.1086449052224374,2100,69,405,29,50,665,230,517,0.153,0.715,0.133,-0.8782,1,7,2,0,1,1,74.0,0,3,8,5,41,26,4,2,14,0,30,10,3,4,7,83,63,37,3,8,20,3,5,8,0,9,3,2,1,0,36,23,1,4,12,0,1,7,20,11,0,3,2,10,51,15,59,47,11,57,0,3,3,4,28,28,2,7,27,274,87,5,0.07004112432964657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040820579008035,0.3627074075381449,0.0,0.0,0.2331193052790042,0.0,0.0,0.04763036635665417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946197472346946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580594192052598,0.10771460245781976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350383878999066,0.0,0.0764667672758166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151981900773287,0.0,0.14282318850062228,0.0,0.0,0.06033422674500245,0.0,0.15137914567014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032631775285974,0.0,0.07269162898675162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061293459899681366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851037189664723,0.0,0.0,0.07237120460523727,0.0,0.1387845061384667,0.12671241377241838,0.0,0.0,0.06294844626971821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624469088414913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950378163023404,0.03659359662144165,0.0,0.039805985054881726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456007925832353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740022933788421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547831059378287,0.0,0.0,0.14832687505022385,0.0,0.0,0.04947211747616093,0.2737484434689593,0.0,0.2473903839838454,0.12396838193218293,0.0588169041289772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264296985911504,0.0,0.046752994368282896,0.0,0.07036572355609877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055906157208619786,0.0,0.15446485625203638,0.0,0.10804006596274794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441269562773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492335704862724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777237975984498,0.0,0.0,0.2427884830508577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648460071344413,0.0,0.06708003595277763,0.0,0.07551617838924103,0.0,0.0,0.07041067543964387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972213344070117,0.08974027550212234,0.0,0.0,0.0751979553709961,0.0,0.11962947495863333,0.0,0.11139902662363488,0.0,0.0,0.055813707835791634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078421588173872,0.06927246290893217,0.0,0.0,0.07465451926727402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975904866758362,0.06881504903566565,0.0,0.04084154285241833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510665159935967,0.0,0.0,0.1458305611201607,0.0,0.0604930431083151,0.0,0.0,0.08262413966516502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320122050751968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198154539549477,0.0,0.0,0.04975520514575037,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,one-of-yu,2020/02/29,Been two months since me and my friends of 15+years had an deadly argument that ruined the friendship. Idk where too post this. But subreddit felt appropriate I guess. So yeah me and my friends had an argument that really killed the friendship.... God I’m pathetic here I am two months later drinking and smoking the loneliness away... idk no matter how much I think about it kills me. 15+yrs friendship gone in a blink of an eye sometimes I always wonder why.... SO cheers too my patches life. I know this subreddit is about lonely people. But I strongly don’t ever let go of the people that matter the most.....,2.385427728613568,5.3000732654867315,2.907292035398232,87.63645427728615,86.2566371681416,5.8451917404129805,23.462536873156342,7.3011,1.3318299705014756,481,18,86,8,15,149,75,113,0.22,0.6,0.18100000000000002,-0.7487,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,9,1,7,3,1,1,1,15,15,8,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,2,12,4,7,9,2,10,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300241599820433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727607773852576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013183772771454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632947169210924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655308890397658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412958290420115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450291754766736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256392284783056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068706904865674,0.0,0.10105532584181116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880291753435303,0.12987947933939456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935416133591111,0.0,0.13517253845674498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549576883054719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610566492960034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779787133233036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521069646179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186145801228415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178225139904583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359246968683552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659225849204122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994093980169931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841232416835942 lonely,lovelybabyy,2020/02/29,"When I get a notification its never the person I want it to be (my baby's father) I'm currently 35 weeks pregnant and all I want is a reply from my baby's father. I do have people supporting me and I'm forever grateful, but the one person that matters most doesn't want anything to do with me. It leaves me feeling absolutely miserable and alone. Someone to distract me from this mess would be nice :)",3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,5.982500000000003,75.9191666666667,71.75,8.333333333333334,29.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.5424583333333333,318,13,58,6,6,111,54,80,0.19899999999999998,0.638,0.163,-0.5028,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,14,16,5,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,10,2,6,13,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741832084545196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178524319406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385679302589135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831189440902392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031367471469404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417815649511395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938970952867453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353230145069235,0.462308715038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430713345306072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30041549836879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684385658736541,0.0,0.21235258063082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880584942663456,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gandalfandbilbo,2020/02/29,"Lonely on a Saturday night I live in Australia its 7pm here. I dont usually feel lonely as I am an introvert and really really enjoy my alone time. These past few weeks I am having the urge to go out but everytime I ask someone to hangout they already have plans. I have ton of friends from uni or friends of friend but everyone has plans like literally, I asked everyone. I dont really have the balls to go and walk into a pub alone. As i am typing this one friend texts me saying he has family in town and cannot meet. FML",3.228646788990826,4.3063540091743135,5.204483944954131,82.01663417431195,73.12844036697247,9.486697247706422,25.551605504587158,9.827888789773867,2.2927330275229365,413,13,87,11,8,143,75,109,0.055,0.7340000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9629,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,17,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,12,6,13,17,2,15,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32489718811649354,0.17308712686264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932658854786471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676524738892789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997524971347711,0.0,0.0,0.1478635813189174,0.0,0.07930772987437971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847255876269018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828216829536528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662865584446517,0.0,0.13850082472288291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719246320307575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628515971387192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973042548630774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014450756189688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473287613076607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289792132813813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146010086445848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274736840840446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258150649070118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manicpixiegoblin,2020/02/29,"Making friends in high school was hard enough It was bad enough trying to make friends after moving in high school, but now im an adult who doesnt really do much except go to work and take care of my pets. Ive had a few close friends but I think my clingyness has driven all of them away. Sometimes feels like all I have in my life is my cats and fish.",3.4656000000000016,3.9429603600000007,3.790666666666666,94.60200000000002,72.06666666666666,7.066666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.742157984588678,0.13606666666666678,277,5,66,2,5,86,56,75,0.042,0.763,0.19399999999999998,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,2,12,17,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,8,5,10,13,6,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,41,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675923765728551,0.0,0.14893851127632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818686648345512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36862513691788296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019347758913636,0.127433563016298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134441229161132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137655419062286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597920073235944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769331418181053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192679279490014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599393762852806,0.08714667491480091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381379312992961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958800714061388,0.1311286468503973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427376925830685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610569234446601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642079652903944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411835566565694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429767469392275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110722302761792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986159806089187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LShalan,2020/02/29,Today at work I tried to join a conversation but got almost brutally shut out. All I wanted was to make some friends. 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It made me feel so sad. sometimes i think: I live in one of the smallest fuckin towns in the world, why am i not invited? then i remember that it’s all my moms fault and she won’t let me contact people in my class through social media. thus i have no way of furthering relationships with people i meet irl. i just need someone to touch and hold platonically, but nothing will happen until i’m 18 and can finally do whatever the fuck i want. however, by then, no ones gonna have a high school party anymore. i just wanna try a party so bad. is that too much to ask?",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.82,83.66000000000003,73.92307692307692,7.661538461538463,26.07692307692308,8.238735603445708,1.6197538461538463,496,17,102,8,10,169,92,130,0.152,0.77,0.078,-0.8932,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,7,0,9,2,0,2,1,18,19,9,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,16,0,15,14,3,14,0,1,0,2,8,8,2,0,5,70,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280172028818006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231979411397094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390439128152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932006916610462,0.0,0.0,0.20191996654410904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040628459007026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629987465813004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475038809042453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848567722022355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276310871896552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441358268657953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588021592447795,0.0,0.0,0.13550071368471245,0.1366752873656948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686563106748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498079421596885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833650213188555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978969883694848,0.2088052637791836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186547607950893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878969984878673,0.15617870045854282,0.0,0.1823029857524825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815414170059113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181085664004372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471935975962613,0.0,0.0,0.12514515742191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872016616466718,0.1463092856077439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632541587078775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tooxcozy,2020/02/29,:( Miss my old best friend...shit sucks I have no one no more <‘3,-3.1950000000000003,-3.6748340714285694,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,139.71428571428572,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.5598,49,0,14,0,4,14,13,14,0.504,0.31,0.18600000000000005,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053691777178609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37205328913407104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053178803283648,0.0,0.3263185956514705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943160509327943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trackster45,2020/02/29,"No one invites me to hangout I’m in college and I know a lot of people on campus. I am also involved with a few organizations at my school. When it’s the weekend or break, I feel like everyone forgets who I exist. What is wrong with me?",0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000047,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,88.2,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8823333333333343,184,8,38,2,6,66,43,50,0.113,0.833,0.053,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,7,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079971703572137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680187922553616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473889454713092,0.2751448536339072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166345689428295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816047002505887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32743316050144394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260981553024267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670083205361524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897833192578336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210912938800672,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cold-Raspberry,2020/02/29,im so alone WHY WONT SOMEONE TALK TO ME?????,-4.3290000000000015,-3.4907218999999987,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,118.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.685,31,1,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.5028,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927645880303028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139240398470437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031268465756173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824139384917616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42931744347025785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BubblebuttMia,2020/02/29,"I’ve been planning my own funeral and death in my mind since January, there’s nothing to keep on this earth. I thought I come here to just have a sliver of hope. I’m not particularly good at anything, I’m mediocre. I’m average looking at best. I can give myself a 5/10. No one believes that I’m Suicidal and just believes I need help. My mother told me to kill my self. My bestfriend never calls me. I have no job, I have to take a semester off of school to pay for the previous semester. I can’t talk to guys because guys don’t think I’m cute. I have no friends, family and ambitions.",1.7972578241430703,3.6050294262295104,3.9207004470938887,86.70723546944859,78.50819672131148,7.7150521609538,27.484351713859912,8.575989854853784,2.038170491803278,458,20,99,10,11,157,79,122,0.20199999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.122,-0.8527,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,23,3,4,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,3,1,16,5,14,20,2,7,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,1,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573289235265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795457698719194,0.0,0.0,0.3990475462640026,0.185848742233592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808323024507301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525504019760391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694802662036498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682202808981134,0.0,0.0,0.1698842585013697,0.0,0.14853765745297673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507008902746893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870206548955894,0.0,0.0,0.1758938418914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573801039457435,0.15740887345103172,0.1959277611069584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871396969722214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788139895963535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131261441625167,0.1365854539065603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992602586384933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000316450465336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792281149377569,0.0,0.0,0.18474718270570392,0.0,0.0,0.14649360459334174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371158702931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315230094565206,0.14234107758813078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347438836912685,0.0,0.14059248756045856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922046464991927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,is-tired,2020/02/29,I miss having someone to talk to everyday I just feel like I can’t seem to find someone I feel fully comfortable with and who wants to talk everyday. I try to fill the void by finding more people to talk to but I miss having that so much and no matter how many people I surround myself with I can’t get over this pit of loneliness I feel not having that and I don’t understand why.,2.123410714285716,3.8802446625000013,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.375,7.071428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.1292321428571432,303,9,63,5,7,102,48,80,0.134,0.797,0.069,-0.7095,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,15,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,12,15,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32066806047606244,0.1510230177180511,0.0,0.0,0.38642850945020096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110446908516459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032785517269417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432473844073768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540210512750768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29311398552888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244911093154493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582342582166675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097419388624629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143525597622541,0.0,0.0,0.2200731293177235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468821921568884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075412268802505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vibia-aurelia,2020/02/29,"Ingredients for success but I have the wrong formula? this is gonna be long but I just need to get this off my chest somewhere because I feel so lonely, but I feel like I’m a burden on other people when I talk about it. I have always been amazing at socializing and making anyone feel comfortable or doing my best to talk to people who don’t have a lot of friends. My siblings and I even built a family reputation for ourselves of being popular or athletic or nice. In high school I was an over achiever and I played six varsity sports and I was senior class president and I was in all these clubs and had great grades, I literally did it all and one time my soccer coach told me when he was subbing for a class, he overheard some of the girls call me the most popular girl in school. I had a “friend group” with two other girls and three boys, and we sat together at lunch and hung out a lot, etc etc. I thought I was friends with the two girls and I was friends with one through sports and the other through theatre, but they had been best friends before I got there and I was always the third wheel, or never the first choice. But no one else knew that because everyone saw us as the three girls, and I told myself to get over it and just act like I’m fine. (It was more traumatic for me because the same thing happened in middle school- third wheeling even though everyone thought we were all happy). I was lucky to date one of the sweetest guys I’ve ever known, and I even was finally able to experience a best friend relationship with a childhood friend who had moved back into my neighborhood. But my senior year- despite being surrounded by people- I felt so alone, to the point where I was only going because of my family. I barely made it through, and I started college in my hometown so I commute to classes. My freshman year, one of the girls from my friend group in high school also went to the same school and lived in campus, and she and I got closer and I even started hanging out with her and her friends became my friends and we would all go out on weekends and hang out or get stupid drunk at parties and I thought I finally had a fun friend group to call “my girls,” until the second semester when we all got busy and I didn’t get invites anymore to come to campus and hang out. I’m a sophomore now, and I’m still hella involved on campus and I can still “make friends” and meet new people, but I still can’t build deep friendships. I’m dating the man I know I’m going to marry, but it’s long distance, just like how my best friend is on the other side of the country for college, too. People like me, I’m pretty, I’m smart, I’m funny, I’m social, but I don’t have anyone to hang out with or have a conversation with anymore other than my boyfriend or my best friend. I thought college was supposed to be the time when everyone makes their friends for life and all that, but I still feel so alone when I come home from work or school every day and have nothing to do but watch Netflix. I just don’t understand how I can be friends with everyone and no one. It makes me so sad to hear about my boy friend or my best friend when they go out with their friends or go to weddings for old friends and all sorts of social events with friends but I’m at home in bed at 9:30 because I have nowhere to be and no one to see. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for them and I’m glad to see them thriving, but I just don’t know what’s wrong with me and why I can’t build those friendships. TL; DR: I can make friends easily but I don’t know why I don’t have a real friend group or friends",3.598260356849877,4.645300736413045,4.22313166529943,89.51871000820346,72.20652173913044,7.130803937653817,26.930270713699755,7.354871404402295,1.1908526763740777,2826,96,610,29,53,898,273,736,0.063,0.6759999999999999,0.261,0.9996,0,4,0,0,0,0,55.0,5,0,6,10,36,56,1,0,31,0,53,5,1,8,9,135,114,79,0,2,30,0,5,4,24,2,2,1,3,11,22,62,2,0,15,9,0,14,14,7,0,16,37,10,85,49,87,69,22,87,0,2,4,0,72,37,0,17,40,416,107,21,0.03854600422125197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984407101316011,0.0,0.03082522564944745,0.06414672673619805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645455713434468,0.053904524781476525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029639497943297437,0.0,0.11748643201099468,0.0,0.032799810544925784,0.0,0.2427099199843614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871956002306392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640793908028271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02485898389134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03220024041162571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597796776549815,0.10183708900845208,0.03486706761851114,0.03247667103193482,0.14732943554451003,0.0,0.03770538852669544,0.07267548454654339,0.0,0.07796007164841369,0.027537273117518232,0.03701020887306767,0.08445052702116035,0.0,0.032787211499361535,0.0,0.0,0.7147331338521985,0.0,0.10069348138974964,0.0,0.1095329124597668,0.0,0.09248628246070158,0.042497105733279264,0.0,0.038166604373190215,0.034086104232719266,0.08206587650711751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043444148195606734,0.0,0.0,0.08145193956447637,0.0773295701659911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355162756470649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027226182722244082,0.07532652251449737,0.0,0.034036827922899825,0.06822400152758673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554086874150633,0.0,0.036473161197540065,0.12864878566156904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096830229701244,0.0,0.02858137371541232,0.02972905474121362,0.03722797107224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036985930641774,0.0,0.04044754729437137,0.0,0.18283839027125307,0.029315973159735532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361472966230648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643843315870647,0.0,0.0,0.03921514383167348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387379159805654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138398309424396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406368486914755,0.06143234959269549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787839127237745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456612036599416,0.0,0.12313155505198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196363619270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025608252431273338,0.0,0.03787125343862702,0.12240488688488416,0.044952970080333485,0.0,0.0,0.07366471777225501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753076903413792,0.040127749792174296,0.04636609703384592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573253208899176,0.06956354672450539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02806195015376602,0.0,0.0,0.027381975459888068,0.12643201368846774,0.0,0.049644725876191384 lonely,itbemediego,2020/02/29,"(16M) Anyone down to chat, rant, fux around? pm open :0",-3.729999999999997,-3.5981206666666665,-1.246666666666666,111.125,130.66666666666666,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-3.2037,40,0,11,0,3,13,12,12,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176964389010724,0.0,0.0,0.7864166258217927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fluffywhite12,2020/02/29,"Starting to wonder what my purpose is here. I’m a 28 yo female and I feel like I have no one that actually cares about me or wants to put in effort into being my friend. If it wasn’t for my family (sister, mom and dad) I would probably try to end it. It’s such a disturbing thing for me to type that because until now it’s sort of been a repressed thought. But lately it seems like it’s looming over me. Every guy I meet ends up using me for sex, it never turns into anything meaningful, when I try to make new connections with friends it seems like it just falls through and they don’t initiate hanging out. When we do hangout out though we have a great time, which I actually think makes it worse because I feel like they must just see me as replaceable when I see them as a valued friend. I’m almost always by myself on the weekends just walking around the big city exploring alone. And the depression from being lonely doesn’t make it any easier to make friends.",5.172692307692309,5.445548076923078,5.875705128205127,81.87971153846154,68.23076923076923,8.961538461538463,29.07051282051281,8.841846274778883,2.113128205128205,765,25,154,12,12,250,123,195,0.099,0.723,0.17800000000000002,0.9502,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,3,1,12,14,0,2,8,0,12,1,0,5,2,39,32,14,0,4,6,3,2,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,1,9,2,0,5,5,4,0,1,3,4,22,10,27,25,0,28,0,2,2,1,14,10,0,7,17,105,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.24196971087647445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414627542086185,0.1284040426398813,0.0,0.0,0.10315980799233038,0.0,0.0,0.08430943875842671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202350872537956,0.11036689778209197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511519403669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640405465298524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067822563870658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961580264522795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445699471658013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687562893743605,0.0,0.1253742229964849,0.17714012558227754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38314105076199984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136686421606637,0.0,0.12275792637243765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398528285622581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422779772156481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310256894478109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520178900752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956196437429894,0.11973893425770755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401084822558233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366948659400107,0.0,0.0,0.12463235080888242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758917441142046,0.2257302243970249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775241990119939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236561827054373,0.07944023524812828,0.12180796844784407,0.09842485556821086,0.07229269517123031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683461420072625,0.13485269854162402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707737318377457,0.0,0.0,0.07312556438162633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444908746761633,0.0,0.0,0.1263443945849957,0.08807056804345914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SkeletonCrow,2020/02/29,"Drinking alone at a bar tonight Well all of my regular buddies have all paired off now so I'm usually stuck staying at home playing games or watching TV. But tonight I wanted to go out and do something, but as usual they were all busy with other things. So I decided to go out anyway. I figured I might be drinking alone but atleast I'll be in the vacinity of others so it won't be too bad. But somehow this is worse. I'm just here listening to every one else with their groups, talking and having a good time. It reminds me of the times my friends and I used to have. I know this situation is more than likely temporary and as my situation changes I won't always be alone. But tonight, right here, right now, this sucks and I just wanted to vent a little bit. So here's me raising my glass to anyone and everyone else who is alone right now and wishes they weren't.",3.617242132867133,4.831602778409092,4.507045454545455,86.86277972027975,72.35227272727273,7.460839160839161,28.879370629370623,7.882392219407189,1.7295398601398595,683,27,142,9,13,221,101,176,0.10300000000000001,0.805,0.092,-0.2428,0,4,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,16,7,1,0,5,0,16,3,0,1,3,31,28,19,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,9,11,3,0,3,6,0,2,3,2,1,1,3,2,17,5,20,18,5,23,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,3,11,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249255489206278,0.0,0.0,0.10543129663914033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859725556691099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579597798844556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833243735938378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404037788746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825141608021475,0.0,0.0,0.2116967316291132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067570462792608,0.12107502761949175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789437030680488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402227608945795,0.10627674977644816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270985639637806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963546272313778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619031815347431,0.12699481212208302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441727959220626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586069354487054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246240969889567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28485044561019834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754609231417663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505398460072154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184317798692072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417923706676067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776903404100164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943512318593876,0.2791021606313873,0.0,0.14947145056332392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139258065651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457080715283862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912638752849973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HermeticBro,2020/02/29,26M Phoenix AZ Hey everybody. I'm new so please dont beat me up. Is anybody else in Phoenix that wants to hangout with a fellow lonely individual?,-0.06099999999999639,2.199401566666669,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,100.0,5.066666666666666,26.0,6.742157984588678,1.3962,117,6,24,2,5,40,29,30,0.085,0.8140000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.1258,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490144183189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913259496225311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524274025949476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142122824503785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630118274866144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,arkosi,2020/02/29,"Oh hey guys! Happy Friday night! Someone wanna chat with me?? Oh hey!! I'm just another guy absorbed by job and it would be great if I can make new friends! :). Henry.. Thanks :)",-1.296176470588236,-0.28073370588235314,0.6439705882352946,98.01536764705885,121.35294117647058,2.8764705882352946,16.014705882352942,5.148860815047168,-0.6661647058823528,130,4,27,1,8,42,31,34,0.0,0.613,0.387,0.9603,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877357039393829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120032486414122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025305209989346,0.0,0.5434046628139854,0.0,0.2921073323411088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723028567371633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831662814703005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502034173585026,0.0,0.2575088352761159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325009595403701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526336195949461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492817590570444,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mandolinemassacre,2020/02/29,"Struggling with social media In October, I deleted the vast majority of my social media accounts. I had two reasons. The first was the data collection/privacy issue. I don’t like my privacy being violated as a condition for using a service. The biggest issue though was the alienation that’s often cultivated by social media. I didn’t feel connected to anyone in my friend list apart from my immediate family. I felt like it just added another layer between me and the people I was supposed to be connected to. So I deleted them. Now it’s almost March and my loneliness is arguably worse. I’ve not had any contact with anyone outside of my immediate family since and while I know I’m partly to blame, I feel like I’ve made the issue I had worse. At least before, I was interacting with my friends, even if it was filtered and commodified. Now I’m more alone than I was and I have nothing to show for it. Not sure if I should make a new account so that I can get something, anything.",3.25793567251462,5.6273659631578985,5.357192982456142,75.45479532163745,76.21052631578948,8.011695906432749,28.976608187134506,8.841846274778883,2.8060467836257312,783,35,134,18,18,271,110,190,0.13699999999999998,0.789,0.07400000000000001,-0.8713,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,1,10,0,17,0,0,4,1,25,27,12,0,3,5,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,12,3,24,6,20,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,9,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357481747539089,0.14040384506338474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921884477579717,0.14215110435881487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895795755300696,0.0,0.11155795890379544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535532844008135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953901451550574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555961223594788,0.0,0.1370908782826231,0.09684724186027234,0.13016309330022066,0.0,0.0,0.11531101821343835,0.0,0.0,0.2094734543501908,0.0,0.0708268092072059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244820710816621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450265462750336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868976986179468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282743229088912,0.09049029660144646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092895229727264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007770794895496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468030457827777,0.0,0.09398329300418784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393827920880679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214028114769403,0.0,0.0,0.4145725330513274,0.0,0.104364106185955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172135591502924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776785244128513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319134489714976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242673065893154,0.0,0.0,0.11708412449639995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630343153120024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Roofous,2020/02/29,As someone who has flashes of deep loneliness. I know how bad it can feel and Im willing to talk to anyone that needs someone to talk to about anything. Feel free to pm me.,0.7325000000000017,2.9611616944444457,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.83333333333334,4.711111111111111,25.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.6948000000000003,135,6,29,1,4,44,28,36,0.155,0.764,0.081,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172350425765132,0.0,0.25566359545278183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594052562428049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314178810637263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355882735799333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074188825263908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036566823037516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264771911284712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994264656292331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Geniss-destroyer,2020/02/29,"I'm lonely Im in middle school and i have a pretty decent ammount of friends,i wish i just had something more,i always crack jokes and act happy but deep down i feel isolated.",0.09162162162161992,2.4489997837837882,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,91.70270270270271,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.18717945945945927,140,4,28,1,5,47,30,37,0.132,0.648,0.22,0.2732,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096185012811916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881458475880043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961092791991627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019337907939932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785612977766336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37658688136222257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864621404735707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278986996205024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,damascene88,2020/02/29,"F 31 Toronto. Anyone wanna chat? Text / message, rather than actually speaking on the phone :)",3.6780000000000013,6.505024800000001,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,101.0,4.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.7476666666666683,72,4,9,1,3,23,15,15,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.8128723541096059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824418734297077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WonderfulProduct4,2020/02/29,"Pretending to care Has anybody ever put all their faith in somebody they truly believe in only for her to show you what you actually mean to them (absolutely nothing) whenever anybody else is around, they pretend you don’t exist until see them again next week when they try and go on like nothing happened well I’m starting to wake up and see that with people like you in my life pretending to care I don’t need enemies",8.407222222222224,7.346361049382716,8.33219135802469,71.3923611111111,61.96296296296296,11.062962962962963,38.768518518518526,10.125756701596842,3.923762962962962,339,15,60,6,4,110,59,81,0.069,0.715,0.21600000000000005,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,6,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,8,14,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,13,6,14,14,1,15,1,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,9,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19587568878905706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786851093409357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261449254009069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092988528390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767745033488246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156451393496653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140749215175211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774977756851739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177586387116756,0.19612523192938405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186450696184373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488327978426669,0.0,0.0,0.2134700928478481,0.0,0.0,0.3851962885368008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526581035008528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391553411437962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178102020836644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198988459746183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207204388344916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627704228438184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100705743281346,0.0,0.18047315728670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Darkest_Light000,2020/02/29,"My experience with Loneliness, and severe Social Anxiety. This is going to be kinda long, so sorry in advance if it looks like a wall of text. This will probably get buried, but I greatly appreciate anyone that sees, and reads this. So, here it goes: I'm about to be 17 years old, and fortunate to have 1 friend, and a GF (long distance), but generally I don't talk to anyone. For the last 3 years of my life I've been endlessly falling into an abyss. Seemingly, my misery won't end until the day I die. It hurts seeing the connections others have, and the endless amount of stories they have with the people the hold dearest. I want a story of my own to tell, but I'm too timid, and shy in nature to do much of anything. The truth is, I've had really bad social anxiety my entire life. I'm not on the spectrum or anything. I'm just too reserved. One might think it's because I want it to be that way, but in all honesty, that isn't the case. I desperately want to make connections. I want to have friends, and I want to be able to socialize with others. I really do love talking to people, and it's the only thing that brings me happiness anymore. Talking has always been an issue for me. My social anxiety makes me so quiet to the point where people might actually assume that I'm mute. Whenever people do try to talk to me, I usually seem uninterested, or unfriendly - usually because of how nervous I get. I feel so pathetic that I'm afraid that my girlfriend will leave me because of how shy, and quiet I am. I feel like my heart crackles whenever I consider the possibility. I spend every day staying in my room doing nothing, but dreading life. I've contemplated ending my life to escape my pain. I feel like I'm at the end of the road, where this is as good as life is ever going to be. That I'm just going to be sad, and lonely forever. So, that's my take on life. Not much else to say. TL;DR: Living life in a lonely bubble, unable to escape. Severe social anxiety has crushed everything left in me.",3.4848129032258086,4.955197720000001,5.43125806451613,79.10522580645163,73.05,8.361290322580645,26.903225806451612,8.933256019334266,2.1937193548387097,1568,56,300,32,31,542,186,400,0.171,0.679,0.151,-0.8518,0,4,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,1,16,20,0,4,20,0,31,10,1,4,3,50,63,28,1,6,12,0,3,3,4,5,8,3,1,0,22,14,0,1,7,1,1,6,5,10,0,1,3,9,36,10,47,49,5,40,0,4,3,1,17,17,0,9,18,196,58,1,0.07392711358076018,0.0,0.072142198740482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151328067678598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262161581674938,0.0,0.07331583186411324,0.10338311341334888,0.0,0.12167143095732368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172605190233756,0.1351958468165128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535374484415167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672467231082758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061756617276703035,0.0,0.19643243970817467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668713066409247,0.06228678164205441,0.0,0.06644092283858573,0.07231490258289526,0.0,0.0,0.11213930966297612,0.10562708942686162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423180913672225,0.0,0.0772477312337139,0.0,0.12604344689684108,0.06200655542339455,0.0,0.08150490370842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869678707581045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760398553837483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914050408513465,0.0,0.0,0.07716069971121989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602604644887311,0.0,0.07827813904948812,0.08032202521331093,0.0,0.3655183462460447,0.10835116047844527,0.0,0.06527899569931811,0.13084633833675338,0.062080156388510686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672210631385515,0.0,0.09869384473720458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568499698086008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868986928913577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709350593060184,0.0,0.0775740698239627,0.0,0.05009492541106049,0.05622490116149044,0.07866366109898479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500700906086436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988501768864118,0.08334171280937985,0.0,0.0,0.07970593205630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394711930760232,0.0,0.09471920394353248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878980793649076,0.0,0.0,0.11782067629640958,0.13460093539143084,0.0,0.16703319165996305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767969121732264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275535115172694,0.0,0.07879646676163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055583989069928785,0.23767925434769294,0.0646155557390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491138893469989,0.047369509336536636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019165741815219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628405425305402,0.0,0.21802063487699536,0.05867990173651263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952132747007648 lonely,BarcaFan1006,2020/02/29,I had a dream A dream where I was with a girl that I caught feelings for. Her personality is amazing. She told me how she was going to break up with her boyfriend twice but they’re still together. I wish I could be with her. Anyways my dream was that I was at a football game. I saw her and since I know her I went to go say hi. For some reason I gave her a kiss on the forehead and I immediately realized my mistake after doing that. She didn’t appreciate that from me. She got mad at me and left. I went into my car and sat there. She saw me from the distance and came to talk to me in my car. She was telling me something. I wanted to tell her that I had feeling for her and wanted to be with her. But as soon as I was going to tell her she left the car. I said “wait I need to tell you something important” but she said I have places to be. There I was sitting in my car heart broken. Ill be lonely forever. This dream it felt too real...,-0.5785643564356455,1.5243968465346531,1.756249504950496,96.86251287128714,90.43564356435644,4.618138613861387,17.980990099009894,6.152001189255117,-0.36986558415841575,721,20,173,7,25,243,99,202,0.09,0.787,0.12300000000000001,0.3919,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,0,8,0,18,4,2,2,0,31,42,12,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,12,0,1,6,5,0,11,1,3,0,1,23,8,49,2,28,14,1,27,0,1,2,1,33,11,0,1,3,129,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772598718547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708631549839492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829904262391386,0.0,0.14080486144085524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500299300931631,0.0,0.11728762219564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377831945495045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059378196863827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186664732433422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873746699431587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804718066048348,0.15321571248577948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669172732322724,0.0,0.15077833685108544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789912320526398,0.11662019668965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213085548952058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257932435120945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711310254660424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786992662495605,0.5127064764447236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012823346357864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729933144141217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718879132499403,0.0,0.0,0.16863770396010605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,familiar-sting,2020/02/29,"goddamn it fuck i hate being such a bitch my friend wants to talk to me about their new s/o and it's like.. i'm happy for them! genuinely, i'm glad. but i just feel. blegh. i don't really like hearing about it but i'll let it happen because i never express how i really feel and i hate making people upset and i'm indecisive :))) fuck me",-2.1120352250489205,-0.6136877123287654,1.4764481409001962,93.7644178082192,111.05479452054794,4.277495107632094,13.433463796477492,6.1826913282559595,-0.474952250489237,259,6,58,4,14,93,48,73,0.34,0.5820000000000001,0.078,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,5,12,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,13,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,11,5,5,14,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,1,4,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774866832837182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851353702162955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458316908225824,0.41780959055550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998237322467908,0.2405483129106804,0.0,0.4461954150178301,0.0,0.0,0.2546836029561793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310687185463908,0.0,0.22079417998684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083613148865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742813034308596,0.21824236858637414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665852443553405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895231883724874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162540610498373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328243209943422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Biggs_James_dunno,2020/02/29,"Self hatred, but complicated. Yes indeed as the title would suggest I do hate myself, but it goes a bit further than just that because I seem to always put myself in situations where I end up more alone than before. For example I fell for one of my best friends then told her now she's is just becoming my friend again and now I have put myself in the position where I'm pushing her away. Also I not purpose hurt one of her friends emotionally. I just don't know what to do anymore im alone and want nothing more than to just die.",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.862037037037037,84.2491666666667,72.33333333333334,7.622222222222224,27.38888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.6546999999999992,420,15,86,6,8,139,73,108,0.145,0.6459999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.8475,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,12,7,1,2,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,16,4,15,10,4,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455596555683584,0.0,0.1334094595011858,0.13881131382407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654450361481504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673707065120293,0.0,0.0,0.10169464172983644,0.1842445081103632,0.14195532731220348,0.0,0.17507197735236546,0.0,0.1821291019502964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313745014101387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765506229136075,0.14775695445254342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866644893340776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647046153780783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858903358575853,0.0,0.18019904282054724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168235976865838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007256758413585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226089141587674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354093168155101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187072188367562,0.17403429368337234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751768146159947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940791957317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839738812517797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850730916689595,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pepeight_,2020/03/01,"I don't even feel prepare for a friendship So yeah. A bit of context maybe. For the past years it was pretty tough finding people to be friends with, and even having them, I feel like this kind of loneliness everyday. But it's not only that, I tried looking for friends here at Reddit and it's impossible, not because of the people I have talk to, but because of me. I'm not sure if I have the correct knowledge of what a friend is, I don't know how to socialize, I don't know how to be a good friend. I feel like sometimes long term friendship scare me, I do like the idea but I can't stop distancing. Maybe its because I have it rough in irl, or because I'm a very introvert person but I feel this jealousy every time I see people hanging out like, ""I wish they invited me"" but I don't do nothing about it. I had this feeling a good amount of time, but it insensitive when no one remember my 18 birthday, and I keep seeing people celebrating with friends, everyone saying something cute about each other and how good friends they are. And I don't had it. I just think this is kinda selfish but I had to say it or write it down somewhere to get it away, I hope this helps.",2.9015394736842097,4.347299741666672,4.086315789473684,88.26394736842106,74.5,6.885964912280703,27.63157894736842,7.475848149327749,1.4261250000000003,918,36,194,11,19,300,123,240,0.08199999999999999,0.631,0.287,0.9954,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,0,11,20,0,1,10,1,21,0,0,3,2,46,38,20,0,3,14,0,6,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,19,9,0,2,12,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,4,11,28,17,24,32,4,15,0,0,3,0,16,5,0,5,13,132,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737695329804218,0.0,0.0,0.25272169084809704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315240856003747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691177400625126,0.0,0.08732454330917863,0.0990362871726645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620276123110927,0.14808659401099586,0.0,0.0,0.0947287417803769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804506012963032,0.0,0.05414971422363368,0.0,0.0,0.2607950190285964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947039100815988,0.0,0.0,0.10294188160696163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700146466982353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212355270902167,0.0,0.10792928076205288,0.11392006789911803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254089993333788,0.0,0.0,0.09172168185376796,0.08703485976114206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824866498470174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994492169157971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023185928544852,0.07882593524812784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893992916616202,0.28741480888030924,0.09049794636023692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544321253053708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740845208537196,0.0,0.0,0.1648437435342518,0.10376572862084237,0.0,0.16518170434761895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565200965085668,0.0,0.07979021769343611,0.10250656990321723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866510280266953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768324698099053,0.0,0.0,0.0833051242687943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641089265720007,0.0,0.0,0.1208713041677298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036747519174476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551715759206603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918548935302707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674334032858388 lonely,pers_eus,2020/03/01,"Im slowly but surely getting lonely How do I get a girlfriend if I can't talk to girls? How do I maintain a friendship if all I do is distance myself?",0.9118181818181804,2.5343650303030363,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,80.51515151515152,4.4,26.15151515151515,3.1291,0.5511696969696969,118,5,24,0,3,42,24,33,0.098,0.66,0.242,0.7013,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365299364397448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546317545619344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839359454187513,0.0,0.0,0.4127047914274475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway1455278,2020/03/01,Contemplating Suicide. I feel so alone. I was in a relationship where I was bullied and harassed. They kept almost everything from me. I didn't pay attention to the red flags. They said they never loved me and that I always end up dumping my problems on people. It's not my fault I have depression. I feel like killing myself is the only way out.,1.1817910447761193,3.8291418805970174,2.873746268656717,86.39270895522391,92.88059701492537,5.665074626865673,23.117910447761197,7.1686216300943375,1.329568358208955,274,11,51,5,10,90,53,67,0.375,0.551,0.07400000000000001,-0.9790000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,3,0,2,8,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,10,3,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,4,15,2,6,5,0,8,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,3,37,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554546126635568,0.264215779859745,0.0,0.0,0.2122709578180328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972483549929067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259506763668293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927533979801215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579813487354891,0.18224977758853644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822400895247355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463327356523556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302456519803792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675563340572005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940217379314289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686032062496693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441046682638847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738913792395669,0.0,0.0,0.2426668879880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790476212060997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249349098654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lolamero1236,2020/03/01,"Discord For Lonely People If anyone feel lonely I will do a therapy session for him Join Us first rule :No Judgement https://discord.gg/AhG2BkK",6.018913043478264,9.731065565217392,4.609021739130434,72.2596195652174,89.0,5.778260869565218,27.48913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.5981391304347845,120,5,14,2,4,35,21,23,0.35200000000000004,0.569,0.078,-0.7717,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224100903809061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331447484989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922092947002319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196669462630931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273051719288212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546435144690891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,feettoesandmorefeet,2020/03/01,Lonely Decided to make a reddit account just because I'm lonely. Never had one before but thought it might be a good way to make some friends or meet other lonely people looking for stuff to do,7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,63.73684210526316,8.65263157894737,34.78947368421053,7.1686216300943375,2.621536842105263,156,6,26,1,2,51,32,38,0.151,0.67,0.179,0.5023,0,6,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,5,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167672361273946,0.0,0.2675611180268716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429317847766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637332506714921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640462985686071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41977575300030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335659602673271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425117399244168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306936711114668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179897131072641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599529712023189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496263533444326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495839533156087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pietro5000pp,2020/03/01,"Any ideas how to stop being lonely? Hi, some of my friendships died at the same time and I feel pretty down. They were toxic anyway and I had to end them, so I'm not sad about that, it's just that I want to change the situation I'm in before I get depressed. Any ideas how to reach out to other peeps and maybe meet someone new? The situation ain't tragic, I'm a filmmaker so I work constantly with other passionate people from all over my country, but still in between the shoots I don't really have anyone to hang out with. I'm 19 and I'm going to film school this October so I suppose the things will change then for sure, but why be miserable now if there's a way to change that...? Cheers",1.9017948717948696,3.7408925555555577,3.4800000000000004,89.84192307692308,78.30555555555556,6.6529914529914524,20.10470085470085,7.61054688173877,0.5433809829059832,544,13,118,8,13,180,96,144,0.084,0.779,0.136,0.6693,0,2,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,11,8,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,2,2,24,17,13,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,1,11,3,22,12,3,18,0,5,0,1,4,7,0,2,8,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821216251286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218479687741352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652434924589474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091791772936046,0.0,0.0,0.1733808348684782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818848415650484,0.0,0.16651349518295552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210401564446706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811243104162501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382433795591482,0.0,0.09118290225545607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622390424930366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611855826279403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495591102336198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123030111303238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322722306186116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278327188996668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237589855937007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36068712486344334,0.0,0.0,0.13594201019970356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812921131115676,0.13413672004878302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121471322542798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659055465322068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935550371317182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463286539251144,0.1273514143606214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477397567268452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680370769416927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xchonkyx,2020/03/01,"I feel like my life is meaningless. I[F] am only 18 yo but I already feel like my life is empty. I have almost nothing to do besides homework because no things (even those I liked before) bring me pleasure anymore, I spend the entire weekend doing assignments and wasting my time at home while most of people my age go out and have fun. My only friend rarely considers me as a second option, and all of my acquaintances won't talk to me unless there's my boyfriend around. But you're in a relationship, you might say. This is where things get even worse. Relationship I'm into doesnt satisfy me the way it used to and seems to have come to an end, but I'm too scared to break up because in that way, I'll be left all alone for sure. While being in high school, I was told that loneliness will go away when I enter the university and I just need to ""endure it"". But it didn't go anywhere. Of course I've met my friend that I mentioned before and my boyfriend in university but the loneliness is still here and I'm afraid it won't go away. The point is, I'm okay with being alone but also afraid I'm going to be alone for my entire life. It's never been hard for me to cut people off my life but it's always been a struggle to make new acquaintances. And I also get bored very easily so I NEED to make new friends to net feel lonely. I feel like I'm stuck between the hammer and the anvil and I dont know if I will ever stop feeling this way. P.S. this is my first time posting here, I wish good luck to everyone on this subreddit! I hope you're doing well people",2.2591884122069885,4.006914386996908,3.5949966828836786,89.83460913312695,76.95665634674924,6.4718708536046,21.752432551968155,7.310402129719878,0.6149169394073426,1229,33,263,15,28,402,166,323,0.146,0.679,0.17600000000000002,0.9326,0,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,16,22,1,4,11,1,28,4,0,3,5,50,60,26,0,5,10,0,6,4,3,5,4,1,2,0,16,15,0,1,7,1,1,8,7,7,1,2,7,7,34,15,36,44,3,45,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,8,19,167,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121792358906493,0.2830391031147316,0.1005249802907767,0.1456963823014617,0.07579787191364837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903412071626968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109336518167701,0.0,0.0,0.17117245097755532,0.0,0.0,0.11106065083299983,0.0,0.15502931887392954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846979443171151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676200582179504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806826360143753,0.0,0.0,0.12033403762698312,0.08240013668105257,0.0,0.0870446416575391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030043097470865,0.19523365946917007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748488454772252,0.0,0.0,0.21113801626606732,0.0,0.09518617074641957,0.0,0.25885534902186164,0.07640569473906607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160272591012745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962462778126835,0.09137515120115516,0.09047733363033457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006312216951856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897437613437146,0.0,0.2573707892114412,0.17801656906781796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161249277799045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663680582800227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350907467441785,0.07025764830231801,0.17595915654703914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740757248367208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856285373524205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946024553434032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611369059113963,0.0,0.08724329316315102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560267589360786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244195534314568,0.09120142648711604,0.09219243707897903,0.0,0.08292895735690428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274813784918928,0.07615903119117451,0.0,0.09523168792679153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858554321062241,0.0,0.0,0.07321826067218949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103819705099275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623580162709756,0.0,0.0,0.0870446416575391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786763486224896,0.0,0.07516245358829737,0.0,0.2169195802984468,0.0,0.0,0.08190484200570286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047541109192166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283301727813363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hannusbananus,2020/03/01,"I don’t know what to do anymore I’m falling, and I can’t stop it. The past few weeks have probably been the worst time of my life. There’s no particular reason, I should actually be really happy. Yet I feel empty, alone. My chest is so heavy sometimes it’s difficult to breathe. My stomach hurts and I don’t want to eat, I actually feel bad after eating. I’m tired, so tired I spend most of my days in bed, I don’t even have the energy to do the things I love. I’ve never felt this way, I feel like I need someone to talk to but at the same time I don’t want to talk, I don’t even know what to say. I don’t know what to do.",-0.3150714285714287,1.3579582071428575,2.47,95.165,84.78571428571428,6.0,17.857142857142858,7.1686216300943375,-0.06600000000000028,479,11,122,7,14,168,76,140,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.7099,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,16,9,3,1,1,19,29,5,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,2,2,1,8,0,1,1,9,4,0,0,2,5,18,3,14,25,4,13,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,10,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.29679742845494606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749900894906285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081291353886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697238088898252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807278804011743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112118419227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008820490934772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067399745059264,0.1086390804009465,0.146011373030947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618817033549906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627944428446954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507216436118708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741177752604236,0.07429388615253081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724941796054144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275822932020285,0.11728602009689194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516834547154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395754551380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742015299834826,0.15635363553265608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093243704477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884870455122105,0.0,0.15040145347004147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713761246906424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445675595932426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102877590443016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734687490577594,0.34956496792654584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793900516239647,0.12070635662240352,0.12198165301825475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Raphelm,2020/03/01,"I’m spending a few days in Paris by myself, and I really enjoy my time here, but seeing all these couples doing the same activities as me together depressed me. I always do everything by myself. I’m sad. For the first time, I accepted the reality I will most likely never be loved by a woman. Being in a relationship feels so unreachable to me. As if it wasn’t something I was made for and capable of. Feeling at ease with someone is too hard for me. I mostly felt it at the Louvre Museum. I love looking at art and being around couples walking around holding hands, sharing their opinions & thoughts about the art they were looking at etc. really made me feel like shit. The cherry on top was when a couple asked me to take a picture of them :’) So now I’m alone in my room and sad.",3.1382692307692324,4.913771160256413,4.974615384615387,80.77038461538461,74.57692307692308,7.620512820512822,26.743589743589745,8.384062270229773,1.9765282051282047,615,23,116,11,13,210,101,156,0.147,0.696,0.157,-0.0305,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,9,11,1,0,11,0,11,4,2,2,2,24,28,11,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,6,3,1,1,2,4,0,1,8,9,20,7,24,16,6,20,0,3,3,2,9,12,1,4,9,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526569655125454,0.0,0.0,0.12264460625381245,0.15970262755393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242593865521324,0.13779460642628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892699250600354,0.0,0.0950577043084846,0.0,0.12695126177880245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643845998014439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246929331397905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235823114597804,0.1052991536946469,0.14152249773478529,0.0,0.0,0.12537427392161898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203713951081605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401968992513275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754967553916546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660598286176578,0.2789377866340843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368025770133887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885026687762196,0.0,0.0,0.1582472737129971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745488367672323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129904513868678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488746677366913,0.11347201888655233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082283985660148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701531722169395,0.1718946420482212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daydreamer782,2020/03/01,Why are people so insensitive and racist?? Why is it that people are always targeting you to for their fun and they forget that one can get deeply hurt. Why being so insensitive?,2.9622727272727296,5.914036060606063,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,82.33333333333334,6.936363636363637,17.340909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.9653090909090908,142,3,25,3,4,46,25,33,0.337,0.591,0.07200000000000001,-0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420120428458841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195808966287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136292609937893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708874411437727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032801089023037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7873456795217516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodboiclub,2020/03/01,"Lonely again It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to open up to someone. I’ve built a wall around my heart. Recently I let someone past the wall. I was filled with so much joy and romance, I’d felt like I was young again. (I’m 29). Things started moving quickly and he asked me to move in with him when his lease is up. I felt it was fast but I decided to go with the flow and agree to move in in a few months. He told me he wasn’t ready to cross the line of commitment a few days ago and I’ve been feeling stupid for letting him in ever since. I tried to break things off with him and he became upset. Am I being selfish or wrong to feel really hurt about this? I asked him why he would tell me something he didn’t mean and he told me he meant it. He just furthers my confusion.",0.6604166666666664,2.3369324210526337,2.172277046783627,98.5240296052632,81.51461988304094,5.444590643274854,18.874634502923968,6.322622252153567,-0.32881023391812914,608,14,150,5,16,197,100,171,0.14300000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.8922,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,2,7,0,14,1,1,0,2,26,27,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,7,2,7,0,0,13,4,19,3,23,10,3,35,0,2,0,0,19,12,0,2,16,87,25,0,0.1398596309817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397712421803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450472353740825,0.2614997506110308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019789168461807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126511043337947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143446347214028,0.0,0.2685743573228582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794854513533698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657343361112013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972262761161734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860318969174277,0.0,0.06832835111482873,0.0,0.0,0.12377137229289666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234813939487254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116346231108938,0.44594596173850304,0.10281292122695322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351184321915915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895976609174148,0.0,0.13809451280284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138666403524624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700522293830106,0.1076707768530724,0.0,0.0,0.09899336666242847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222434820407899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858330484564132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155327554679731,0.0,0.0,0.26728374191168464,0.0,0.09495550880929274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620156318699044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935226908056292,0.15291455094581174,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayillcomebac,2020/03/01,"I avoid opening up to people out of fear that they’ll stick around out of pity I fear it because I’ve done it, men who were interested in me have opened up to me about their insecurities and depressive thoughts and it usually ended up in a one sided pity party and listening to them whine for hours. I’m afraid of telling anyone about these feelings because I don’t wanna be whiny or manipulative, I don’t want to make someone feel guilty when they lose interest in me. I want people to keep being friends with me because they genuinely like me, not because they have to. Something worse than the feeling that people don’t know you, is the feeling that they would pity you if they did. Anyone can relate?",7.780166840458811,6.936457715328466,7.4603753910323265,76.43423357664234,63.0875912408759,10.164337851929094,34.89989572471325,9.23628265651192,2.9375618352450474,565,21,108,8,7,179,85,137,0.204,0.67,0.126,-0.9201,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,8,1,4,15,0,5,3,0,14,0,0,2,0,26,26,6,0,5,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,4,5,20,4,24,18,0,16,0,6,0,0,15,12,0,2,5,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309829408814631,0.0,0.0,0.14703729336173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027470671834207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226162258554362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690273769460582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462925652951505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717268056250061,0.3340618750221901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761077871158005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266025795140876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681165889467274,0.0,0.0,0.09077371452710706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069425418045469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478420681111288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025298886652853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192420901874507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34352652206020434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994893327469793,0.12715677889822907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436681773757265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112740009095258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819126265720514,0.0,0.1948443832036101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832345734573545,0.11733280730159425,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaynopatrick,2020/03/01,"I've decided to end things There's really no point because, when one lives alone and has no prospects for bettering one's situation, you're really just EXISTING as opposed to LIVING I have been merely existing for far too long, and 45 years old isn't young enough where suicide would be a tragedy. It is time. Thank you for the discourse.",4.852,6.618625584615388,5.092307692307696,81.70769230769233,70.07692307692308,9.507692307692308,29.92307692307693,9.888512548439397,2.9613692307692303,273,11,52,7,5,86,53,65,0.222,0.7120000000000001,0.066,-0.9039,0,1,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104293141054664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187289607629544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583490467747206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061338403579361,0.2404771303977883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41101795909679306,0.2059628612631315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442158884056662,0.0,0.3154140743586109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000949182899748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29819158118995315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616035228792596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545739571435262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427081737557568,0.0,0.0,0.15461857482988273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357094590278122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532803372651686,0.0,0.0,0.1498734984629959 lonely,bevstarr92,2020/03/01,"There’s people here, but I feel so alone. I’m 99% sure my partner is gearing up to leave me. His behaviour has cooled, he’s barely here. My son’s father has gone abroad with my son, I don’t have his beautiful face to wake up to in a morning. My best friend is in a new relationship and never responds to my messages. My family is distracted by the arrival of my sisters first child, and none of them have answered my calls or messages for over a week. I feel so alone.",2.35569587628866,3.884220484536087,3.8583376288659785,88.99616623711344,76.11340206185567,6.911855670103092,25.527061855670105,7.645422480735847,1.2247742268041235,365,13,79,5,8,121,65,97,0.10400000000000001,0.725,0.171,0.8793,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,4,1,8,2,2,0,2,10,12,6,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,15,4,14,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,1,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264705521254324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667274350265057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595279129841886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960140051535994,0.0,0.2570239808896624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619014563870512,0.0,0.0,0.1963650018230988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26912095734672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960254739665544,0.2454713322631273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762039926190902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728749693284692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395447638498689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387349940234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuccessfulPainter5,2020/03/01,"Don’t even have anyone to sign my passport. Everyone else has heaps upon friends that will do it. I’ve never even had one friend to do it for me :(",1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677421,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,81.25806451612901,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.010492473118279387,114,3,26,1,3,37,26,31,0.08,0.746,0.174,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903445064359004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947203855076905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893710595425121,0.0,0.0,0.3539906858896624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724334071357849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28572181627653515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510334822671372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ebmin7b5,2020/03/01,brain cloud Im about to lose some of the best/closest friends ive had in my whole life. normally I can identify the motive behind each emotion I feel but lately its been getting more and more difficult to decode. I’m gonna miss them.,1.7193749999999994,4.024107187500004,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,81.29166666666666,6.34,24.18333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.2422033333333329,187,7,38,3,5,61,41,48,0.16699999999999998,0.789,0.044000000000000004,-0.6989,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,6,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144994046528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33454596153984034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371036659507162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515290111856454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153477317352045,0.0,0.15657228984231614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237096681212909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33805610622446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167535940022675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352692448242029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936262575645888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345859896987205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Forseti98,2020/03/01,"A hectic few weeks. 21/M Just been a shitty few weeks and if we’re deep diving then it’s a hectic few years. If anyone is interested in talking hmu! If anything we can complain to one another :) I’m looking for a connection with someone, doesn’t have to be romantic or anything. I’m just tired of only talking to my two friends about the same shit all day. It’s been so long since i met anyone new that actually lasted. Im a sucker for conversations that include -Music -Games -TV Shows But im open for anything!",0.2071153846153848,2.601340480769234,2.6026923076923083,87.97980769230772,96.1153846153846,4.907692307692308,21.884615384615387,6.6274283507984215,0.8395884615384617,406,16,79,6,16,138,73,104,0.152,0.731,0.11699999999999999,-0.6988,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,1,13,11,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,3,2,10,7,5,11,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,4,8,47,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.17754890440665144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078179062365408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25443580652038833,0.0,0.4491676780279545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173373782871024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056774616458856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930566267503599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830681121181818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101272502716474,0.15278524836516524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572047770168245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328843975302554,0.13837490090239235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867605937158203,0.15050409727661318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415865593160524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924757766354487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911527905547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777306544012132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188539757703585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171645230061738 lonely,XENO-BLAZE,2020/03/01,"I have nothing I’m in middle school currently and have no friends, I’m bullied occasionally. Usually because I’m white and because of my political and religious beliefs. (My school is mainly black) I can’t trust anyone, I’m relatively smart but I’m a little overweight and I suck at sports, it’s been like this for four years and the only time I have a friend is in the summer(I go to summer camp) and even then I can’t hang out with them. I don’t know what to do to change this.",1.5987878787878778,3.7797069090909123,3.527565656565656,87.40468181818184,80.91919191919192,6.384242424242425,24.041414141414148,7.554174236665415,1.1447244444444444,380,14,80,6,10,128,64,99,0.107,0.752,0.14,0.4914,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,18,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,2,9,5,10,17,1,14,1,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,7,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846657574935554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111783480590754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000528515986777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858062132351992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39438858330324666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505619999652322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027073980338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469515862320205,0.25581299457119416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490531803403706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941180769439187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166238457744152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488298556108818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28110581176248817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643632750136753 lonely,zekkuzenka,2020/03/01,i have no one all the kids at school could care less about me. they dont seek me out or even talk to me first. i always have to be the one putting in the effort to talk and i try so hard but no one reciprocates. it hurts. it cant be too much to ask just to have one person who cares ? why cant i have one,-1.6684154929577488,-0.004362577464785744,0.6684330985915494,106.07757922535211,90.26760563380282,4.113380281690141,11.691901408450706,5.148860815047168,-1.8389873239436616,231,2,67,1,8,77,46,71,0.135,0.7829999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4373,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,0,1,8,2,9,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314633333945762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206414022372638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753073578962911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695085763609722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157080313574037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215648683349543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655486965694326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648747906521436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970318910961392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529968463426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235933168585461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070744848231458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502348844306096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627084565591875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958686800128848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495949188938332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607865524858206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatever984,2020/03/01,I just want to apologize to everyone for my fucking existence I must have been out of my head when I signed the contract agreeing to my terms of existence in the universe. I am so fucking sorry,4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.89473684210526,9.27719298245614,36.35087719298246,9.725611199111238,3.942077192982456,155,9,28,4,3,52,27,38,0.051,0.8109999999999999,0.138,0.3024,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615228618961545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6995438433800154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882889752958245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235239098499988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315644952503405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pf_12345,2020/03/01,"26 years old. 8 years in total social isolation. No friends, no relationships, no hobbies to meet new people, nothing. 26 years old. 8 years in total social isolation. No friends, no relationships, no hobbies to meet new people, nothing.",3.804833333333332,7.102411149999997,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,87.5,6.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.291666666666666,186,10,26,4,6,60,17,40,0.35200000000000004,0.53,0.11699999999999999,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517972158099724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34399578459066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34175927034121684,0.0,0.3737454759297952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246926719019222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823983774556631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630752945891165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587297114696343 lonely,Crazybrick2005,2020/03/01,"I feel like an expendable friend I have a group of friends that always hang around together, but all of them have their little sub-groups. I always see them online out with each other, while I’m just left in my room. I’ve always struggled with mental health and I always try to push people away, but these people are the only people I haven’t tried to push away and yet they are the ones that seem most distant. All of them say they care about me but I don’t believe them, because it’s always me who instigates a conversation or asks how they’ve been. The fact I need to post on a subreddit to ask for help, kills me. I’m really dropped low, it’s not even like anybody will see this.",4.514920634920634,4.976581857142861,4.889523809523811,87.71325396825398,69.71428571428572,7.936507936507938,24.12698412698413,7.793537801064563,0.9574603174603163,540,12,116,6,9,171,91,140,0.078,0.8,0.122,0.6227,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,7,0,8,8,1,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,3,21,18,8,1,1,6,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,4,18,5,17,16,4,17,0,1,2,0,16,10,0,3,4,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739950050637942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281924382026188,0.2579597039913433,0.0,0.2592477318560506,0.0,0.0,0.08410296651850635,0.0,0.0,0.15544075739704538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066582209229908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112542976897196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975989890276542,0.0985631412654044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131848184407555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665170890601165,0.0,0.0,0.09247589234433627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263925247356067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990077187168335,0.0,0.0,0.1348067153915999,0.13827846218487902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139037564832413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230025184590197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348952502168656,0.10492957641610626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869453504414011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213356321669475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838473472562508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971632705306283,0.0,0.0,0.21988253249805634,0.1255993238233389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423231632689065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734010175961746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zaid_ata,2020/03/01,"How do I accept that I am Lonely ? Hello How do I accept that I am lonely? And accept seeing boys with girls in Uni without getting jealous?",0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,92.92857142857142,2.8000000000000003,17.714285714285715,3.1291,-0.4171,109,3,18,0,4,38,18,28,0.14800000000000002,0.532,0.32,0.7022,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38545581422177744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879093662516824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7111866086732596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_someonewhoisliving,2020/03/01,"I feel like crap My friends tell each other everything and don’t tell me. Then they get ask me to be more open with them. No guys ever like me, and the ones I like always end up asking out one of my friends. My mom told me the other day that it’s not because I’m not pretty, she just prayed that guys would leave me alone so they do. She must have prayed so hard that everyone hates me.",0.7815963855421693,2.599883469879522,1.820105421686748,100.49232680722893,81.77108433734941,5.113855421686747,16.399096385542173,5.985473137389443,-0.8081313253012046,300,5,74,2,8,94,58,83,0.162,0.6940000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.0787,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,13,13,5,0,2,3,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,16,5,5,9,2,7,2,0,0,0,15,3,1,0,7,49,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875858732852637,0.0,0.0,0.15070649079525986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386458193203145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040917462397283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680752604593113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041871143414374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638335632219133,0.0,0.17306808430826812,0.1627791302306633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157980007769777,0.12939228574136868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798659883325996,0.0,0.09462781344160848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35867488823299104,0.0,0.0,0.16224809682326066,0.17881867059390222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917801084958836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545849919955405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121257542486352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454634294346883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426432691437347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31661402380339554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306808430826812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866257227971648,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Designer-Destiny,2020/03/01,My soul is lonely Maybe the “need a friend” sub would be a more appropriate place for this but I have friends- can make friends easily... my issue is I crave chaotic complexity. For most my intensity is misunderstood...my satire insensitive and my words pretentious poison. My mind is mechanical mayhem-most can’t keep up. I hate having to be a controlled catalyst. I just want someone who can drink gasoline with me and not be consumed by the wildfire. I want a muse match to share in my souls artistically alluded allocution. 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A happy, friendly human being at heart. Anyone wants to be my friend? :) I am a 26 years old guy. Fighting depression valiantly and trying to be happy and positive. Am sick and have fever. At these times one feels the need of friendliness and care even more. I am pretty friendly and have a happy heart, though engulfed in a cloud of sadness. But this too shall pass :) I cannot gurantee quick replies as my mental and physical health is not very good. Hope to find a friend. Thank you for reading.",2.672194570135748,5.619394500000002,2.9719607843137257,87.72997737556561,84.3921568627451,5.883559577677225,23.53242835595777,7.321109707123232,1.3307984917043745,437,16,77,7,13,134,72,102,0.16899999999999998,0.511,0.32,0.9703,0,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,4,15,1,0,6,0,12,6,2,0,0,15,19,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,6,11,11,15,1,9,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,53,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454690700077318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244421462936206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575603647520018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987556491496489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560111505890793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665732484371212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620709101146085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497488668253797,0.12540913828681202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480469572495106,0.0,0.4774961059711362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589313186081659,0.0,0.3543606079015598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850574271746164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067961825829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086617429215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689465708255854,0.0,0.10131769754739407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521142060638573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955909819269878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765667186689265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690130104296592,0.0,0.08718551923886256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151333940447338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336853382751,0.08818996559951416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096285099633057 lonely,luttib87,2020/03/01,"It was supposed to be just a phase Since 2015 I believed that it was just a bad moment, it was eventually going to go away, but it still here. I've been through therapy, psychiatrist, done a bunch of exams to check if there is something wrong, but nothing. Everything is fine and I still believe that this horrible moment will go away. My friends ended up being the kind that disappear when you need them, my family is in another country and my mom has Alzheimer's. I hate my job and it's getting harder to stick with it (my bosses are worse than 5 years old taking care of their playtime), they honestly think that I'm immortal and keep throwing massive amounts of work at me. Life is not supposed to be this hard, it can't be. Sorry for the long text",4.200921375921375,5.599002851351352,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,71.16216216216216,8.084520884520883,29.67076167076167,8.575989854853784,2.200208108108108,594,24,117,10,11,191,103,148,0.16,0.7170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.7501,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,1,7,8,1,0,5,0,17,1,0,1,0,15,28,8,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,5,1,13,5,17,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,81,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757648124419486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002966690222265,0.0,0.13343607788139933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010607570170194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293865916267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635428345846102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154571430554894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362843371918022,0.0,0.15065622950260987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347010792637116,0.0,0.08349500707879311,0.0,0.2724739826739184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431598755173412,0.1577809485820076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858843355209434,0.14204796453397014,0.0,0.16641927275958832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287971613193698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414283082645835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716950871440388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849833612630024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334361758719744,0.0,0.1676954754693358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219787356017104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230308393432706,0.0,0.17889609234777912,0.0,0.0,0.2552516289732373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015849492899433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275858438089607,0.0,0.0,0.10240087195329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163448067538932,0.0,0.16286175552607884,0.0,0.17472898497180014,0.0,0.10291348261197626 lonely,_mybrainlies_,2020/03/01,"Trying not to blow away. I'm a 36(m) married with a little boy. We live in a country where we don't speak the language. While that is not too big of a problem as most people speak English its still hard to deal with it. It's hard when my son is with his school friends and they are playing and chatting and I have no idea what they are talking about. I am trying to learn the language, it is just difficult. We speak English at home and my wife speaks Italian to our son when she is alone with him or with her family and Italian friends. Whenever we go to Italy to visit her family or friends I still feel the same way as I can understand some of the language but get lost when its spoken to fast. I can follow along for a bit but after a while it gets exhausting and I kind of just tune out. I opened a small cafe and have been working over the winter and its been super slow and we knew that going into it. Its a seasonal place and the idea is to make enough money over the summer to be able to close for a couple months over winter. Since we only opened in August of last year we wanted to stay open through the winter to build a small base of customers. It's working a bit but the slow long cold days have just been punishing me. I do get to close up early and go home and have dinner with my family. I love this and I know things will be different in the summer as my hours will be longer and I wont be at home much. I do enjoy the time with my wife and son and that is basically all that is holding me up. Its just besides that I feel lonely in this city. I have work friends from the previous place I worked at but they are head chefs and managers of businesses. so there life basically revolves around their jobs. The days off they have they spend with their partners and family. And the days off are never the same. The place I opened is a little kiosk on the pier at a beach. It is beautiful and I know that it will do amazing in the summer. Right now the weather is shit. its windy and cold and there is no one up here. Its draining saying hi to people as they pass by to just be ignored. I don't know if its intentional but its exhausting and eats at your soul a little bit. I think I am happy. Things are better in my life but I just wish I had more friends. more laughs. more interactions. I don't really want to go out and stuff because after dinner we put our son to bed and my wife and I usually just hang out smoke a joint and Netflix. Its great. But then the day, I wake up. Take my son to school go to work come home and it just happens again. If I do have time for myself I usually go for a bike ride and chill but I'm usually by myself. Things are tough financially right now because the kiosk isn't making any money because its slow season, but we expected that and its okay. we will get by. My wife doesn't bring in much income, but she is a designer and she loves her job, so I support her fully. Once the kiosk makes some money this summer we will build our savings back up. Its just hard right now. I don't really have anyone to talk to. I text with my biological brother pretty often recently. Our relationship has been getting much better and I'm happy about that. I miss him. I miss my friends back home. I stopped drinking last July. Alcohol was destroying my life and I had to do something about it. I did and I feel amazing. Alcohol has always been a big part of my job and it was consuming me but it did take away some of the loneliness. There is something special about sitting at a bar chatting with other locals while throwing back a few beers. I miss that feeling. Even now, I am sitting in my Kiosk and its crazy windy outside and I feel like I'm going to blow away but also feel like I should be open because there are people out but no one is stopping because its too windy. I'm going a little crazy here. Loneliness is hard.",2.127344368861337,3.987004633039096,3.3336330213310132,91.05532333978657,77.70113493064314,6.283494662806599,22.01390689661297,7.196969498093704,0.5930266202511416,3026,86,651,36,71,979,293,793,0.08800000000000001,0.78,0.132,0.9948,6,4,7,0,0,0,63.0,15,1,8,9,41,40,3,0,44,1,72,18,3,4,2,140,121,68,0,8,28,10,10,2,7,7,7,5,6,2,45,73,8,4,15,9,4,17,13,14,0,2,13,17,93,26,95,95,19,131,1,5,0,2,68,57,1,9,55,467,138,13,0.054965488405435185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748278206594792,0.0,0.05692766926405495,0.0,0.043955881219342526,0.045735689546793114,0.0,0.0,0.037378416962606686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843314750434212,0.0,0.0,0.04893093804109919,0.0,0.0,0.1549256571304242,0.12679520329998453,0.0,0.16753225780367367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972250155431416,0.18002423220614872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734790128432629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081826746031595,0.0,0.14179277136041407,0.05666700501950701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057427236575822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053845253057342286,0.0,0.0562434167879838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567940427240229,0.0,0.0363041866999226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207266282661797,0.0,0.1667532147955516,0.07853471179893358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479719996549993,0.0,0.14358599537483846,0.0,0.2499052299278896,0.0,0.0,0.06059964501221251,0.0,0.0,0.04860579987061325,0.11702356897337915,0.1969531251563075,0.0,0.056410448647765385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756743324132039,0.0,0.054129934124867066,0.0,0.0,0.12409869197498613,0.0,0.0,0.1636342977851967,0.0,0.0,0.0572380978570189,0.0906227848677632,0.0896084183928835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647124995010655,0.053706722441668936,0.2203594373366617,0.048535533276428885,0.04864272757576067,0.0,0.0,0.06000132358515384,0.0,0.09921699856370096,0.0,0.110069670973921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043872928443870605,0.0,0.12121787516444572,0.0,0.042392773173147616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853645127230801,0.0744920749230873,0.04180373077210117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952226759534315,0.0,0.11431844657973204,0.0,0.17228170972746887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055919662158105586,0.0,0.05259454915264685,0.0,0.05525549741722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704245986885824,0.0,0.05427178871443748,0.059012364287639014,0.0,0.14082068031574616,0.0,0.04371076253316526,0.0,0.11125601746735084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056421283972886614,0.04546802000666067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463023669060664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585897249251,0.08779102008479284,0.09190721899718396,0.0,0.0,0.06292233384633797,0.0,0.06237418487198095,0.0,0.0,0.08265441348290746,0.08835835504918589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954988439387152,0.03521966556105579,0.0,0.0,0.0641016366199161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463591719574482,0.0,0.0,0.05722101189211985,0.0,0.0,0.1816101600386293,0.0,0.0648401383364487,0.043629046263342484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320759903668137,0.0,0.0,0.2000776509748211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539597241877457 lonely,throwdow4949,2020/03/01,"31 year old female who wants to cure your loneliness. If you're lonely and need someone to chat with, I am here. Kik available also.",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.29945128205128224,104,3,20,1,3,33,25,26,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118160053205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818387992973348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403674101597368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43632677573485307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373872634814786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316195139666817 lonely,dancingdandelion,2020/03/01,"WhatsApp group Is anyone interested in starting a WhatsApp group to keep each other company? I’ve felt isolated and lonely lately and I really miss having a group to just message each other about life and random fun things throughout the day. It really helps stave off the blues and feelings of loneliness. If anyone is interested let me know.",6.289672131147539,8.763489114754101,6.771278688524588,68.24544262295083,67.68852459016394,9.47016393442623,30.2327868852459,9.888512548439397,3.5799219672131155,280,11,40,7,5,91,45,61,0.135,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,3,6,8,2,5,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,2,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317452474370335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991066277777156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610419793376787,0.0,0.29643117813163306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693658146987093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744152263116703,0.0,0.0,0.16967105748037373,0.0,0.3482631933374715,0.0,0.0,0.31569943248354404,0.2180665731463884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955633061671651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218522129956618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510785183972965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lovekiller122,2020/03/01,"MISSING MY BEST FRIEND I miss my best friend even though it's been 6 years Going through different friendships groups in the past I don't even remember them nor think about it much.But everyday she's still in my mind when I'm alone.I saw this headscarf she used to wear online and I cried non stop.My friends forgot about her but I can't because she was once my world. I'm scared to go looking to go looking for her cuz I know she's deserves better and I'm not worthy enough to stand by her.Im lazy cold and I don't even care about my self Even though I know she'd accept me no matter what .I was 11 but that time was the most I felt alive🌜",0.4281666666666695,2.4905864357142846,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,84.64285714285714,4.590476190476192,17.904761904761905,5.6839178017228535,-0.6610380952380956,511,12,123,3,15,160,88,140,0.151,0.693,0.157,-0.0347,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,2,0,18,26,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,5,23,8,12,18,4,13,0,2,3,0,13,3,0,1,6,70,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044196101977978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139994560230344,0.13121683521099595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512680625324622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297204725191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500990555355484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330076325423794,0.0,0.3919748807082821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424537204397631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387942252640397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529578410758644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602597199749609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307510931454786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491785605727236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980641236529915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906538721009357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800394245299273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163123374042869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806868632863692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853930347840485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547771105505402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184845253160169,0.12403983010425056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506633712104247,0.2915358283198157,0.0,0.08651285723249251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813977231222046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554223167897316 lonely,oboythishasgonefar,2020/03/01,"I’ve lost all my friends I don’t have anymore irl friends due to some awful shit in college. I’m out of college Bc I am broke as shit. My boyfriend likes to bring up that it’s odd I dont have friends, and I feel like he feels suffocated to be around me because He probably feels like I have no one else but him. I’m just so tired of being alone and then going to him about once a week and wanting to do it all in one day because I don’t have friends to take me out and let me dress up, when all he wants to do is stay home and watch his favorite show. I feel sad and like I’m going to resort to bad coping techniques because it’s been far too long since I felt this way. I just want a hug and someone to hold my hand and just walk and talk with me. Someone to go to cafes and draw with me. Someone that’ll take me to bars and help me socialize, rather than leave me to talk to their friends. I want friendship so badly, just genuine friendship. I don’t want any fake shit or not reciprocated friendship. I don’t know how to meet people or how to make connections. How tf can I do that now I’m no longer in social settings like college or school.",3.3744180161943333,3.6119491012145737,4.141556174089072,92.86553264170044,72.15789473684211,6.9847165991902855,27.17839068825911,6.322622252153567,0.7742876518218615,896,29,215,5,16,287,128,247,0.165,0.633,0.20199999999999999,0.8624,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,15,20,3,0,2,1,20,7,4,4,3,46,43,23,0,6,10,0,6,5,5,1,1,0,1,0,7,16,1,1,6,2,0,5,8,9,0,2,3,7,28,11,32,36,4,24,0,3,1,1,18,9,3,4,12,126,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749911578083328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058337052461484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029355991630563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239852327954293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332704205862254,0.1898152846742284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693844022779444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121645607605451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670643488630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992513688420425,0.14830068024264975,0.09965836356372576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009543170280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696529381198928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957082315275599,0.0,0.10411368447365114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570423800869969,0.0,0.0,0.1099026900405688,0.0,0.10613623377138788,0.0,0.2535421372683652,0.0,0.0,0.091854282305282,0.0,0.0,0.11330323750240702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928319425304443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053705226421773,0.14066678454316667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195757987653509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190731475669327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504490749095928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196286559794728,0.08585933712391554,0.0,0.0,0.2116094978734082,0.2638325517319613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063042335895966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608010093619348,0.16685111409670658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929575052822138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061014805447285,0.0823867190823458,0.08325715779702259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GratefullyFluttering,2020/03/01,"Who Can Relate? Friday night after work, I ordered a medium domino's pizza and a coke. I proceeded to eat nearly all the pizza, but two slices, that I saved for the next morning. I spent the next morning miserable with a stomach ache. I woke up, ate the two slices anyway, had some coffee, and trotted to the gym, specifically Planet Fitness. I was all alone. After the gym, I had another coffee, and then went to purchase two house plants. After that I went home and hung out streaming YouTube to drown out the silence. Then I went to a couple of other stores, one was a grocery store and the other two were looking for a plant stand. All ALONE. I then came home and exchanged texts with co-workers. I got on a discord server and chatted a bit on the Internet, and then surfed the Internet and finally fell asleep. I woke up this morning all alone. I scheduled a little workout class at 9:30am, which I'll go alone. Then I'll spend the rest of my day ALONE. &#x200B; Does this sound familiar? All ALONE. I feel like it's hard to go out and do stuff alone. I feel like it's more draining and less rewarding. <shrug>",3.073755760368666,5.289718714285716,3.5954170506912426,88.61026843317974,76.14285714285714,5.998986175115207,25.135714285714286,6.961326702584282,1.047829677419355,879,31,169,9,20,275,118,217,0.17300000000000001,0.752,0.075,-0.9684,0,7,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,20,0,7,7,2,0,5,27,21,17,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,17,5,0,2,4,6,7,0,1,0,5,14,5,16,4,24,7,10,35,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,1,17,110,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6879560625334712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281538317848288,0.11530410008296177,0.0,0.09950247851660254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035974275613044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853110601697777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499613269411162,0.0,0.06119745455811495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304058087136056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709814992830272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596043754051216,0.13558164948574164,0.0,0.10394948788688406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785855869530576,0.0,0.07589375726802927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500454438678698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903687164735753,0.0,0.0,0.10949256453704917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271882267495953,0.0951066582836184,0.0,0.0,0.07968533497569424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183732088376308,0.08904966258652072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430123801526941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086285747660292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707825692061787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638973521589736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816493279481087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530410008296177,0.0 lonely,notsurprisedbutstill,2020/03/01,"Feeling forgotten on birthday I don’t have many people in my life, I have my boyfriend, my parents, and one really good friend and another friend) and normally I’m content but it was recently my birthday. One person posted happy birthday on my Facebook. It was my boss. My boyfriend and parents were all lovely and made the day special but my really good friend forgot as did all of my acquaintances and I feel like I’m just feeling really lonely. My own uncles and aunties forgot my birthday. And a supposed friend I was going out to see this week. I got no messages, no texts no phone calls apart from three people and it’s really bringing me down, I’m glad I had those three people and I love them to death but the depression I suffered with for years rears it’s ugly head every time things like this happen and I’m reminded I’m a loser. Don’t know why I’m posting but I need to get it off my chest and it’s embarrassing and at least here I’m anonymous.",1.1273437500000014,3.7129684635416673,2.8312416666666667,88.44292500000002,88.32291666666666,5.572,22.263333333333332,7.087006719466742,1.0233668333333337,763,28,146,12,25,251,105,192,0.17300000000000001,0.611,0.217,0.8878,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,18,0,1,4,0,10,5,2,2,2,32,33,18,1,2,5,2,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,10,15,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,4,10,4,23,13,15,23,4,17,0,4,1,2,13,8,0,0,7,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745855067986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385682197438475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845417474445322,0.0,0.11290701357817498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044838084381242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988480517807997,0.09365021512497472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40511704176707397,0.0,0.06848874362824027,0.0,0.07450106458505182,0.219902954292058,0.104844080622297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159218264111898,0.13954698703303944,0.0,0.0,0.13453543102532411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204324562297619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092592242452212,0.12808721124988967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662640497958956,0.12403985601118032,0.0,0.1329039650038721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972010476706523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843967152242344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776589913391034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911182868321359,0.0,0.0,0.2726424244696907,0.1144621118691582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510946072051844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359166241883535,0.0,0.12943485936095994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446119211652508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870898995310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643921931855381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515192142918817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828769478742937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441720496950808 lonely,houston-man713,2020/03/01,I’m weird Every time I try to talk to a group of people or something it just gets real silent and awkward. I don’t know if it’s me or it happens to y’all too. Like I will go to a group of people I know and y’all a little then 30 seconds later it gets real silent. And that’s all the time. 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French philosopher Sartre told: “If you are lonely when you are alone, you are in bad company.” On one hand I agree with him. On the other hand I disagree with him so much. I feel so f*cking lonely but the thing is that I do so much things on my own, I am okay being with myself: I go to university, cinemas, theatre, galleries, cafes, parks and do long and short hikes I do my hobbies, write, read literature, I am interested in psychology, philosophy, orient, spiritual life.. but when I came back home after long day I feel so lonely. Empty. Sad. Usually in the morning when I open my eyes first thought is “wish I wouldn’t wake up” and the I get up, meditate and leave. Don’t want to commit suicide or something but just this thought that would be nice to not feel, think and do things anymore. And then I feel, think and do. But loneliness follows me everywhere and brings so much sadness in me. I crave for human touch and connection, for long conversations, intimacy.. I even would pay for woman, not to have sex, but just to hug and be, feel that warmth of another body. I don’t know how to make new connections, friendships.. how to find love. I am trying my best to love myself first but sometimes I want so bad to be loved by another person.",3.4335494386091985,5.523529509960163,4.373489677653026,84.02768109380659,74.6175298804781,7.7508873596523,26.54853314016661,8.575989854853784,1.9324406374502001,1021,38,200,20,22,330,133,251,0.152,0.6609999999999999,0.187,0.9369,0,7,1,0,0,2,45.0,0,3,0,3,16,16,0,0,4,1,23,11,5,3,1,50,48,32,1,7,12,0,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,9,16,0,0,11,2,1,6,5,8,0,3,4,9,33,8,27,37,6,31,0,6,1,5,14,11,0,2,14,143,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136587235826525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457524262161039,0.0,0.0,0.11621368881410354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010621523936067,0.1956852157334033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297594880923865,0.0,0.0,0.13016349369536973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402571986756662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557310712314118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773980271114931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296255313157914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071028080349098,0.19935098375227334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612230917316,0.0,0.06659759355421654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754374023261295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440051316109957,0.0,0.0,0.12407949362567558,0.0,0.0,0.08276956260223889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111088408731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172857172739255,0.0,0.07822032069018296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445708880511517,0.0,0.0,0.11317572182826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940598810468298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231935940884462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721434911685873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021291962788436,0.11589662516699435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281787862751981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335528128604484,0.1501718053889431,0.0,0.18605985002004946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197303219899142,0.0,0.0795593190167751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906012013230048,0.0,0.1382347117801738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475425036594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664863675618034,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Call_me_Spud,2020/03/01,"I carn't win either way I hate being alone due to my deppression, i also haven't had any freinds for a good 9 years now. However i have quite bad anxiety and that causes me to be to afraid to make freinds again incase what happened last time happens again Gahhh! I am fed up with this!",4.0915517241379336,4.968460741379314,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.89655172413794,7.868965517241381,26.568965517241374,8.07648339933343,1.4657793103448276,225,7,47,3,4,72,48,58,0.244,0.7090000000000001,0.047,-0.9048,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,5,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287865745299224,0.0,0.222271395809274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890111785033143,0.0,0.21262609257249224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320712955650721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855246393987613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331259040089307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915692135828841,0.0,0.0,0.27441176130385025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656112993229116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552951068942225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956272304329735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207114781830256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061869178300544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898656510350053 lonely,roseblackheart,2020/03/01,"A song that will completely explain things you go through sometimes. Listen to: the only- Sasha Sloan Music is really like a personal diary whether you’ve written it or listen to it.",2.9936363636363663,6.08651563636364,3.7900606060606097,79.64509090909091,89.6060606060606,6.276363636363637,27.81212121212121,7.554174236665415,2.558823030303031,148,7,22,3,5,47,28,33,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769882298906794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854870990939544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222571141030101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34599678169665193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972296439266401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144150591924595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499400251659989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223703909872085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,usmc_early,2020/03/01,I just want a hug I go to community college and live with my parents. My friends are all away at college and I go for months without seeing any of them and it kills me and I would do anything to get a hug from them. But even when they come back I’ll feel weird asking them for a hug bc they didn’t miss me as much as I missed them,1.094369369369371,2.2207909594594604,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,78.5945945945946,5.473873873873874,21.792792792792795,5.46131890053228,-0.24097477477477505,257,7,66,1,6,84,51,74,0.11599999999999999,0.708,0.17600000000000002,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,6,0,4,8,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,13,14,8,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,15,4,12,12,2,8,0,2,1,3,9,2,0,0,3,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823056058668287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060943406506775,0.0,0.250621379212319,0.0,0.25187276582395685,0.20613924859129346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309297324923399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706626683663326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355507996497757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712023001291294,0.0,0.14006228196870166,0.0,0.3047154484690344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965940756246558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367221653308865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398126114097668,0.0,0.19707182174008234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976744017809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362741043155228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581222756937606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842240703378383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043844322346187,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IWasHealing,2020/03/01,"I was abandoned and I can’t stand it.. Tonight I’m feeling super off and I’ve almost hit a tipping point. My friend group and I have been distancing ourselves from each other for a bit since I’ve always been the odd one out. These 3 guys are all I have (no exaggeration) and tonight they shared their true feelings about me. I wasn’t invited to a party they’ve been planning for a bit. I wasn’t butthurt at first, but they kept rubbing it in my face sending me videos of everyone having a grand time, so I said “no inv?” in the GC. Then, they proceeded to tell me that they didn’t invite me on purpose and I’m not really anything to them and word for word, said I’m just “there.” Now I am in bed listening to sad music and I don’t know what to do. I feel so alone.",0.8734259259259289,2.8001537962963,2.7081327160493847,93.68034722222224,82.0246913580247,5.778395061728396,21.853395061728396,6.9077264865688965,0.4299987654320989,593,19,136,7,16,197,100,162,0.094,0.794,0.11199999999999999,-0.0752,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,3,6,7,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,0,2,23,27,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,6,9,0,2,4,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,10,7,22,5,18,16,4,17,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,1,7,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747941876947235,0.22493817447445788,0.0,0.0,0.1807153296100603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872476079688498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742195687629152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752958771523666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294458056053107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473746158456164,0.0,0.0,0.16779660272522848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150473092029399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193592035734212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717018598014062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531003821380892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913428102622502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131853655252068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965768754429198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982927466783586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664232796206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haveuseenmyseratonin,2020/03/01,"Much Sad I'm feeling extra pathetic tonight, as I lay here with no one to talk to. I think the people I do talk to are finally getting bored of me. We used to talk late into the night and now I dont even get a Goodnight",1.0358163265306146,2.1833908979591854,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,78.79591836734693,6.53265306122449,24.494897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.8150367346938774,170,6,41,2,4,59,38,49,0.22399999999999998,0.746,0.03,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,8,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029963200869398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707572385022384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072100427983466,0.0,0.0,0.2832079927774675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701434769544622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916341455858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900499777181709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426137608881995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751872464367223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923279215858154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233920965442588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565617849775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232877129555106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rakshithreddyr6,2020/03/01,"Are there any girls who wants to talk about their sexual desires... Like the title says are there any girls who have high sexula drive and who are willing to share their experiences and become friends we don't have to meet if you don't like, we can just be online friends No judgment of any sorts, Im cool with anything. I wanna know how slutty you feel and what's the best and the worst things you've done and your kinks and fantasies and many more. If your willing to share hmu. Ill be waiting.",3.5023484848484863,5.2089238181818205,3.300896464646467,93.43801136363639,73.44444444444444,6.162121212121212,22.476010101010104,6.6274283507984215,0.3160191919191919,394,10,84,3,8,118,65,99,0.126,0.7040000000000001,0.17,0.6237,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,4,2,1,5,9,0,0,3,1,13,1,0,1,0,21,17,10,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,9,8,8,12,3,2,0,0,0,0,20,1,0,3,2,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750456714952823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161882277350029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571687086525881,0.0,0.0,0.24436567905727746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382902648578029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277756806653332,0.0,0.0,0.11773786903073093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359804509864661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460228060330795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515220432775873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279703493457979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752119270359225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607718786010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851746741077095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871590502283268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546977065109204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734319409825715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mysterious_Income,2020/03/01,Just feeling sad I've had a pretty shitty last 3 days. Just wish I had someone to talk to. I'm usually pretty ok with being alone but when you're down it kinda sucks.,0.20916666666666828,2.3078449166666672,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,85.94444444444444,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.29519999999999946,131,3,28,1,4,45,30,36,0.225,0.545,0.231,-0.1927,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204163658385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199519517876052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642791331358716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252179688200594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294856318291433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262130117076895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486617086413243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407298432743287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557628379755974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RumpusRonin,2020/03/01,"Lonely Guy I'm an intellectual that enjoys their solitude. I don't feel lonely often but it does hit me from time to time. I am surrounded by people but never feel close to anyone. I have associates and ""school friends"" but no one that I feel like actually cares about me. I've never really been in a long term relationship but I have been deeply scarred by a past bad experience with a highschool girlfriend so I have trust issues. I have no problem talking with people but things always seem to go wrong.",4.297963917525774,6.308901309278351,5.1964819587628845,79.40235180412374,71.98969072164948,7.73659793814433,25.527061855670105,8.472884824447931,1.7923000000000004,405,13,74,7,8,132,66,97,0.175,0.629,0.196,0.3232,0,4,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,17,16,7,0,1,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,3,10,5,10,13,1,11,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.19115079628467893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298799854643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696397390409554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355176552195022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971289475040974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141606253637434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160839915200312,0.0,0.0,0.29712870845539824,0.13993683728582934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133653852215562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132321840955596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395217104942916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444801307956548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569715998597554,0.0,0.0,0.1733477922815928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021497356131578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273347706787447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698979284740172,0.2715973016492981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874308747891894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548585691426464,0.0,0.0,0.21030200353478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982411962401761,0.0,0.17832195601141948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744106612395267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013408547594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284386123782367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141642233024583,0.0,0.0 lonely,yahboi12123,2020/03/01,"I’m a teenager and the highlight of my week is when the lady at my church gives me a hug and asks me how my day is going My mom is out of the picture, dad works 20/7 and my siblings don’t really like me. I have a bunch of acquaintances but no good friends, and I’m not allowed to see anyone outside of school hours. My parents strict so I can’t hang out with anyone I know and they’re homophobic and convinced (or they’re catching into the fact) I’m gay so I can’t hang out with my girlfriend :( There’s a kind old lady who sits behind me in church and it doesn’t matter or not if I’m near her or a couple rows down, she always hobbles over to give me a hug and ask, “It’s always so nice to see you sweetheart, how’s your day goin’?”. Sometimes I’ll say “Good, how is yours?” or i’ll talk about my schoolwork, my hobbies and interests, and she always listens and asks questions and tells her own stories. Literally look forward to it every time. She’s 86 and attends church twice a week, and is so kind and accepting and openminded. She’s what I imagine grandparents to be like. Even if she’s confused she’ll try to follow along with what I’m saying. Even if her legs are hurtin real bad she’s take her walker and shuffle rows down to meet me. Even if she’s sick and her voice is hoarse she’ll come and croak out a conversation and I’ll still take a hug, illness be damned. I don’t know, I have mass in a few hours and havent been able to sleep. Was just thinking of her and her hugs :)",1.375701149425289,3.165404704761908,2.8062068965517253,94.29,79.73015873015873,5.48768472906404,21.65571975916804,6.311591054244273,0.15336015325670482,1162,34,264,9,29,378,155,315,0.084,0.715,0.2,0.9912,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,15,19,1,1,14,0,21,9,2,4,1,58,43,39,0,4,12,3,0,2,3,2,2,4,0,0,6,32,0,0,6,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,2,7,41,16,31,37,3,32,3,0,3,5,39,14,1,10,13,163,47,2,0.12137489021735536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029808954017121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973629069347718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404074138422659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134296349894037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045537206549958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429900743819573,0.0,0.1565535261921099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240500910824132,0.0,0.102263579864212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377393909849566,0.0,0.0,0.2328677089926405,0.06898014719596574,0.2036069986433112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905963550862397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527865409801012,0.13340893087171055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859528095536677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192433873534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215280448079307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127362529828939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477245183652928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359676549919968,0.0,0.0,0.13815119741249998,0.07775586265492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304436866443656,0.0,0.12283786879609153,0.19344014608644244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146254571149685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004286997287113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969301441139173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251762430397636,0.09755653915758317,0.10608700386480964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777212874801656,0.0,0.0,0.07077467455675125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240558320054307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471923142369085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836236564620033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MostQuiet8,2020/03/01,"Who would care Have you ever thought about if you were to die today who would care? Who would take the time to go to your funeral, who would remember you. Would your friends even notice after a while. If anyone would even remember you when your gone? Sometimes I wonder that. I think that if I were to die today that my family would be the only ones at my funeral. Not that they wanted to be there but because they have to be there. Who would just take the time and actually want to go. But sometimes questions are never answered, and sometimes you just have to keep on going.",3.2623214285714326,5.3918705892857135,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,75.25,6.622857142857143,22.807142857142853,7.554174236665415,0.9412114285714293,454,13,89,6,10,142,57,112,0.075,0.8590000000000001,0.066,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,2,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,17,0,0,0,2,30,31,9,4,13,8,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,15,3,12,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,5,9,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.10960860241920986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853710292187947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846953230866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290364644475374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331418850516025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837325759098038,0.10160031979653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588576808473622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677853717998835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150298022051024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983561834256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662849144653671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787763002571206,0.0,0.0,0.07611127548736278,0.085424799147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582466213353416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544744545319497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33326352999392395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689020702226195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197043902611172,0.0,0.08916992811262696,0.1309899698459642,0.0,0.21293339529036745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249907823508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180678747338465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383140661725212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HamhaHunny,2020/03/01,"How to get over this feeling? I’ve just got out of a pretty bad toxic relationship, we were together for almost three years. He was my best friend, the closest I have ever gotten to anyone, but I guess it just went sour. We’ve been broken up since last November, but lately I’ve been missing him or at least missing the idea of him. I miss having someone to lean on and be with, even though they were toxic.",5.0930487804878055,5.2691480609756125,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,68.39024390243902,8.023414634146341,26.15609756097561,7.554174236665415,1.2881775609756096,319,8,64,3,5,104,64,82,0.158,0.75,0.092,-0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,17,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,8,2,8,2,12,8,2,11,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,3,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604123401418804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180486143501958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051560539023703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578555593793556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228792515072074,0.22225710161170925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124237430543331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983351818530267,0.0,0.12837237458418646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651526480959572,0.0,0.2706752442922149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277374609724859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028494808630085,0.2771695115554824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499735367102323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379861467878146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325233253629532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818773020625145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140702383595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777392989395956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822800191106634 lonely,Darkmaster666666,2020/03/01,"Lonely on a class trip... On the bus rn, nobody's sitting next to me because I'm tired of begging people. I only have reddit to keep me company. so sick of having to force people to engage in conversations with me.",2.2373255813953503,4.28259127906977,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,78.06976744186046,6.16046511627907,22.377906976744185,7.1686216300943375,1.049144186046512,167,5,30,2,4,59,34,43,0.205,0.7440000000000001,0.051,-0.8042,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651999577062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594515017368023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43008662094837297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075663059830379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607235155147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648011560208729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ateet143,2020/03/01,"Worthless You ever get that feeling when you're on your lowest point and nothing seems to interest you anymore. When you're surrounded with people, yet you feel alone. I have talked to my friends about it and they have been helpful, but at some point i feel that i complain too much and that i'm a huge burden on them. I mean, they've told me that i can talk to them about anything, but i feel as if they're quite annoyed and irritated right now and just say that for the sake of it. Sometimes i wanna talk to someone about it but then it hits me that i'm all alone and i vent out my frustration on the punching the wall multiple times. It hurts like hell but its the only thing that helps me feel alive. Life for everyone would be so much better if i just died. I go to the roof everyday in hoopes that i have the guts to jump off, but sadly i'm too much of a coward to even taken my life. I just feel like im the most worthless person in the entire world and i would be better off dead. I just wanted to vent out to someone. Thanks for wasting your time on me",3.6431081081081085,4.26273961711712,4.267585585585587,90.8265135135135,71.74774774774775,7.1812612612612625,24.70990990990991,7.0316486544052195,0.7405509909909913,833,22,187,7,15,265,115,222,0.245,0.629,0.126,-0.9883,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,3,3,16,16,3,0,10,0,9,3,1,0,2,37,27,19,2,6,11,0,6,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,15,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,7,29,7,31,19,6,29,1,4,0,0,18,18,1,5,11,128,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639775660937406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638563924034285,0.0,0.0,0.1048717663555258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225419583291372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226197546912413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417252074387567,0.11527623191011138,0.0,0.1217738064814924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866231337862872,0.09104273169166087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845936308875364,0.0,0.0665818258049251,0.0,0.07242674696164296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083988490142565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642651176817122,0.0,0.1376564189993523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002843186332138,0.1245209057063545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881886501436785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810478636016268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228153983929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692340513425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835043274463117,0.11127516712970772,0.0,0.0,0.2409428471130779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554748704055014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883254992983216,0.0,0.1013449246629541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601604202844047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159579774420237,0.0,0.1260408236499534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729288338340005,0.0,0.11732907603787544,0.0,0.0,0.0846650735983571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486218761131969,0.0,0.0,0.1217738064814924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516705902644738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105858443887235,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ghiddorahh,2020/03/01,"Feeling Apathetic You ever have those days where you feel numb, where no matter what comes your way that usually makes you happy otherwise, you can't shake the feeling of being dragged down and feeling numb about everything?. Ah, I hate feeling like that everyday.. I hate not having anyone to talk to or relate much to. Just makes things harder to deal with.",4.783128205128207,7.429866107692307,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,72.53846153846155,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,2.0054102564102565,287,10,48,5,6,88,50,65,0.27699999999999997,0.593,0.13,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,5,7,2,1,1,1,4,2,0,2,1,15,14,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,5,7,2,8,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988937392901713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465693655610102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824804307578228,0.2210014650464618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390590891083212,0.0,0.0,0.19265793026999065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419483048136226,0.1531427888115073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228196109704224,0.0,0.4232831926480316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472817769676253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861813329060976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758334144028308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229890575868134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424149434542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360933634545831,0.0,0.0,0.1701533924275576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RusssianCheekiBreeki,2020/03/01,"I just wanna die I had a another depression attack, and seems that no one cares, was on the floor with my blanket and everyone was like ""get off of the floor you are going to get dirty"" i am just waiting for a gun appear for me end this all.",4.247647058823528,3.902930235294118,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,70.17647058823529,9.15294117647059,26.803921568627448,8.841846274778883,1.6842627450980387,186,5,42,3,3,63,41,51,0.295,0.616,0.08900000000000001,-0.9136,0,1,0,1,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,12,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,2,8,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334105889659515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617273610630057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241831664766087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273859965126194,0.0,0.3299940676113011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816197095310129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038260511897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322437525739736,0.0,0.1807049739651471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155340036435021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154590916479898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946040977639925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway-acc-obvi,2020/03/01,"I'm OK with being alone, until I bump into someone I know. I guess this is just a bit of a rant. Today I had nothing to do in the evening as usual so I looked up things to do in my city, got dressed up nicely, prepped myself to go out and do something alone instead of moping about. It was going pretty well and I found myself not caring that I was alone (it was a fair/festival type event so most people were in groups), and even when people would give me the odd look I told myself it didn't matter etc. Basically I was enjoying myself and my own company. So I got into the line for the ferris wheel and lo and behold I see someone from class. He comes over, makes conversation etc. I ask him if he wants to join me on the wheel. He agrees and calls his friends that's he's meeting to let them know. One of his friends joins us and I feel like the third wheel with their inside jokes. Kind of like I'm intruding on their outing and their decision to go on the ferris wheel. I tried to join in the conversation but it felt forced and awkward and afterfhe ferris wheel I just felt so sad and demotivated and lonely. They went to meet their other friends and I walked home alone. Its just so frustrating, everytime I built up the confidence to not care, it just comes crashing down. The thing is I am personally OK with being alone, but I hate the judgement or perception people have that if you're at an event alone, it's somehow pathetic or sad. Sorry if this doesn't belong in this sub or I missed the point.",2.94509803921569,4.571160986928106,3.952881045751635,88.52316470588238,74.75163398692811,6.85678431372549,22.69751633986928,7.554174236665415,0.8048286535947713,1186,32,250,15,25,383,164,306,0.187,0.705,0.107,-0.983,0,8,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,6,0,16,21,2,1,16,2,19,0,0,1,0,51,48,30,0,5,14,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,16,22,0,0,8,1,0,7,4,7,1,2,14,6,38,14,38,30,5,31,0,4,3,0,27,18,0,9,8,172,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015761614147139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050132991449317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568799942126963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885060999942552,0.0,0.19740205583885725,0.0,0.0,0.16678104615847247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593043857563066,0.1278800131263674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048948448363956336,0.06915882773201278,0.1858995005681941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614370625204783,0.22437817947467792,0.0,0.0,0.0928659446048694,0.16505267877751334,0.0,0.15485055108100915,0.0,0.10664365127881302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557671513424187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710515632533988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080942958156784,0.10640501800546907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899155547378358,0.0,0.09458986683248627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258673279915584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461931918626329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288877641756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559882196035435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013410267256205,0.08452800098790618,0.0,0.0,0.09151375704097166,0.0,0.0,0.09848736166310837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714251996780343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404824725436964,0.07452663702631182,0.0,0.10836733465362433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862832938136204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176156750510504,0.09250308671808437,0.0,0.06572549159124026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644671219568208,0.0,0.10661906041115594,0.0,0.0570991839737193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704097757668601,0.08974091300271478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687688034944859,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anon_sad_platypus,2020/03/01,"Is anyone else here so lonely that they stalk almost everyone who interacts with them on Reddit's post history to derive pleasure from the notion of having interacted/affected a single human being on this planet? Also... Anyone else really love ""stalking"" without any malicious intent? It genuinely makes me happy reading and listening to other people's stories, or post histories or LinkedIns, or even Tiktoks. I don't know why. It just makes me like being alive more.",7.416296296296295,9.592031802469137,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,64.30864197530863,10.338271604938267,33.25308641975309,10.504223727775694,4.435656790123456,380,16,47,10,6,126,69,81,0.036000000000000004,0.77,0.19399999999999998,0.9338,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,12,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,8,8,2,4,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,4,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450691167700197,0.0,0.0,0.16332271123169725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888344927994364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856048236300508,0.4185156779910508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412160304126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489203347569173,0.0,0.0,0.1951505816292076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174067045473248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122395040465933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977649494468273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843256096361049,0.0,0.2726503119212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158741387399604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911919006116507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204285335104554,0.0,0.13083501088088922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428587000696825,0.0,0.0,0.19687049714913848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,obeseoranges,2020/03/01,"Alone by myself all day,everyday I moved away to another country for university and i live off campus, idk anyone at uni i sit alone everywhere i go, I don’t even know anyone in this country. I tried reaching out to people to talk but it goes nowhere. The only person who calls to check in on me is my mother. I feel like a loser, I can’t seem to focus on my studies either because of my deteriorating mental health. Idk what to do anymore",1.3307865168539337,3.733529101123597,3.923696629213485,82.78352247191012,83.83146067415731,5.807191011235956,22.38314606741573,7.1686216300943375,1.0239788764044944,346,12,66,5,10,121,67,89,0.122,0.823,0.055,-0.5789,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,1,17,8,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528758162020557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925582052777554,0.0,0.0,0.21682524153156066,0.3057466302459886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205412951588734,0.0,0.0,0.1332766806964962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232487932049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100023304033515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440507046773265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110547441503599,0.1561914977634281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425420322826275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323967131071555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015500896153684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681306680803146,0.0,0.19305699259712755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033069581333234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323723365522534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662802898700458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515726314668011,0.1909019500505254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903532146176503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572896747082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843749250135888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Critical_Raccoon5,2020/03/01,I need to vc w someone. Just to vent. 18F Idk my mental health has been spiking and can't be motivated to do anything n the feelings r just piling on top. Idk mine listen to someone vent hopefully we can try give adivce to each other. <3,-0.2964795918367358,1.9280480000000042,2.2109948979591856,90.12016581632656,99.6122448979592,4.08265306122449,20.410714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.3225693877551028,188,7,37,2,8,64,41,49,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,0.0567,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634748630898964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979837199229014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32214476116150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569560996187292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33354049507448025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384229697239475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490028869171258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690706496938122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279966340833673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackfvckingmetal,2020/03/01,"Everybody fucking leaves me All friends I’ve had have left me. I could never keep more than one at a time. I’m never going to be enough for anyone. I’m always going to be an annoyance, I’m always going to be the pity friend. I either open up too much and they run or too little and they just stop responding. I’m so fucking sick of this shit. I found 9 people online and they’ve all stopped talking to me. I’m 17, I thought making friends was suppose to be easy at this age.",0.4619981998199805,2.5750835346534693,2.478037803780378,93.65010801080109,84.94059405940594,4.86084608460846,20.072907290729074,6.1124844417494595,0.025051485148515074,371,11,81,3,11,124,64,101,0.151,0.733,0.11599999999999999,-0.4159,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,4,0,3,0,8,4,1,1,4,18,22,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,4,0,9,3,11,13,6,16,0,1,0,2,7,6,3,1,6,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954306324596521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412985555849168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173955022380902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343114674954186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946473882205248,0.4114669456209949,0.3282386593177836,0.0,0.0,0.3026752501609052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779269190490053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797371781116956,0.19288181713061925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792704282455651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849955265672595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305015619097201,0.0,0.27383699501125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202957746228108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230737283054086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222722531866026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968382908949677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268815543148308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093530172345942,0.10351646184838416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ItsRidge,2020/03/01,"My Partner Left Me It was out of the blue. I didn't do anything to trigger it, she just doesn't feel love for me anymore. We were perfect. I have no friends, I have nobody to talk to, she has dozens. Why is this happening to me. Everyone I love leaves me eventually. I want to die.",-0.5789406779661022,1.6139371016949156,1.6862500000000011,96.10869703389831,93.23728813559322,4.983898305084747,22.62923728813559,6.6274283507984215,0.5492864406779671,215,9,50,3,8,72,43,59,0.195,0.682,0.12300000000000001,-0.6943,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,7,14,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,13,4,8,11,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,0,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787965847252213,0.0,0.0,0.2313387064365861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917593111957961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686232515030321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421432713443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171934590698563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859445408784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976666467631742,0.3054388900502323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074455241932876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595448584349045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581250422416102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536680608075003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hashjun,2020/03/01,"Hello please help me I am just one lonely teenager making myself wake up in bed with no purpose Nothing i do makes me feel any good and i can’t bear living in this fuckin world i know this is probably the wrong sub to post this shit but i really need help I keep getting super anxiety and all my parents do is shout and say mean things i talked to them about this but all they said was stuff i was doing wrong. Maybe i am wrong and you reading this is looking at my post and going what the fuk is this kid doing. Honestly i dont really care just please give me words of encouragement Thank you maybe ill live to see another day",3.1129230769230785,4.44760367692308,4.093846153846155,88.86615384615385,73.76923076923076,7.353846153846155,22.23076923076923,7.908726449838941,0.8462923076923077,498,12,107,7,10,161,86,130,0.168,0.649,0.183,0.528,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,2,1,3,12,2,0,2,0,14,4,2,2,2,20,29,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,9,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,6,20,6,10,26,2,9,0,1,2,1,14,5,2,0,1,68,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926639505636681,0.14288431172480626,0.10424131464974623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892986650015748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787877753605253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969997586765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889899264418595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119212988800276,0.13071650375209395,0.07744176905219963,0.11429147955825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266929644717064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111738767667385,0.0,0.0,0.07488693511132508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406465881424331,0.0,0.11442714204011432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819140808788163,0.0,0.2737902908474332,0.14843105531475168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103776539661463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074864141830533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233577166956404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513046508885038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991531236998345,0.0,0.0,0.2610058083027478,0.0,0.14691525504170666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630051882463187,0.0,0.17458795908540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961792945443829,0.10836231888914633,0.0,0.0,0.10858448211260234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987267235079928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598927152855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952355542980448,0.0,0.12545325574880695,0.0,0.0,0.09052751022855993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469487108937827,0.0,0.0 lonely,sweerpeach64,2020/03/01,K tired of being lonely,-1.032,0.625173800000006,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,111.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.001,19,0,3,0,1,7,5,5,0.73,0.27,0.0,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loveyou3,2020/03/01,"Anyone wanna game? if anyone doesn't have to hangout with on discord to game let's do it. I play league, Ow, R6, Destiny 2(my fav) and lot more. My discord is Chadwick#2597 Let's get rid of the loneliness. And get this dub (Ok that was kinda cringe)",0.9172666666666665,3.3449472600000014,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,86.4,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,193,6,40,2,6,62,42,50,0.156,0.7979999999999999,0.046,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958885618322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705273045234188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252042192697888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014678941444573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mockieee,2020/03/01,"[20M] I Have Literally No Friends At All & Do Nothing at Home 24/7 Hey everyone, I'm 20 years old. I had a pretty cool, small circle of friends. They love to party/drink/smoke/stay out all night. I'm the complete opposite. I hate parties and don't like to drink or smoke. So obviously because my loss of interest, I stopped hanging out with them, and now we don't talk at all. My college classes are online, so I don't really have any social settings to meet anyone new (except for when I go to the gym & library) I'm going to start a new class this week and I'm really hoping I can make new friends there. I don't want to go to any coffee shops to read/do my school work, but I know I need to get out of my comfort zone, so I will probably start doing that. Even then, it's really hard to make new guy friends at my age, especially someone with similar interests. It's really upsetting when I go on social media, see everyone hanging out and I'm just sitting at home doing literally nothing, especially on the weekends, every single weekend.. I normally read, do school work, or watch Netflix when I'm at home. Apart from that, there isn't really much going on in my life. I don't have a girlfriend and there's only one girl friend that I ever text. Apart from her, no one ever texts me (unless someone needs something, obviously! lol) I was looking for some ideas to meet new people, maybe even pointers/tips when talking to people for the first time (I get very nervous when I talk to people, I recently noticed that I tend not to breathe and don't think about whats coming out of my mouth and that I'll end up blanking out and say something that I definitely didn't mean to say, and I'll just sit there and wonder how that even came out..) I appreciate any advice and I will start to implement it as soon as I can. Thank you :)",2.387976539589445,4.272007279569891,4.095610948191595,85.77705278592377,77.01075268817205,7.089736070381233,25.251221896383186,8.00094639256281,1.4868430107526884,1436,52,294,24,33,482,186,372,0.061,0.809,0.13,0.9776,0,0,6,0,0,0,58.0,1,1,2,4,23,17,1,2,7,2,22,5,2,3,7,53,56,27,0,5,8,0,1,1,6,2,1,2,3,2,12,23,1,1,5,7,1,9,11,4,0,3,4,7,37,13,50,50,6,63,0,1,3,1,24,21,0,5,31,177,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750825409118716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650197548011156,0.0,0.1567518642122645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372501038836964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046838070131375566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787908479365579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618678545858206,0.08056032338428408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505386348876723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805324722449192,0.0,0.0,0.1522469223246127,0.139003809243131,0.06473703258283575,0.14683879483641046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535604517616235,0.0,0.0,0.29681371212023466,0.0,0.0802865192580551,0.0,0.2183362856318706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607900170722075,0.0,0.0,0.06882931390051404,0.075858926240519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312161350464408,0.07631476433988782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673767240616923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042226657408976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427102661670647,0.037537833985337284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452227906020286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934683501963332,0.0,0.10257628463121556,0.0,0.07719136052458267,0.0836961388833901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056482767483721136,0.11394476482256753,0.0,0.3710399341617697,0.0,0.07210470008536644,0.07528225526487348,0.1474510361427509,0.08747746919574123,0.08062569542662615,0.0,0.10413114092833342,0.05843668853169009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598037144728908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816909687188445,0.08284142131836819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371213428664154,0.0,0.2461132213874359,0.0,0.07586556401994238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220498833266505,0.0,0.1555227995190027,0.06122776582168611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664777236780994,0.13020455736396408,0.11830309617132805,0.0,0.0,0.1631532081249394,0.08189617928046002,0.0,0.06423772987669063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852718493475112,0.0,0.07073959754756305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049232941380324136,0.0,0.0,0.044803266411206695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339714824305502,0.04531943559027354,0.0,0.061632622512912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332457754255188,0.1118739897729004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947939758746701 lonely,ChocolateSaltyBawlz,2020/03/01,"I feel like I don't deserve love or a girlfriend. I mean I'm still 22 but I have absolutely no achievements what's so ever. I even failed university I feel like I'm stupid or something. I do cry at night and always feel like a loser, and I think a girl deserves a guy who is successful and knows what he wants in life and would truly treat her the best. I have also been alone most of my life , have absolutely no friends. But I do enjoy being alone I'm so used to it that being with people makes me anxious.And I know the usual saying ""everyone deserves love"" , ya that's true but how can I love someone when I truly and I mean truly hate myself, wouldn't that be a burden to the people around me. Honestly can't remember the last time I was truly happy.",1.563333333333336,3.5435437197452258,3.5238471337579615,88.44063269639065,79.95541401273886,5.970106157112527,20.65774946921444,7.0316486544052195,0.4768738004246287,592,16,124,7,15,200,92,157,0.22,0.479,0.301,0.9579,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,9,19,2,0,9,0,16,5,0,3,2,30,34,15,0,3,5,0,3,3,2,2,2,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,21,14,7,27,2,10,0,2,0,3,12,3,0,3,10,82,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886006881437832,0.0,0.1114194356792208,0.115930896579576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573994059058162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240302174034252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462146761764858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304373331644766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920239085803716,0.1260288908189511,0.0,0.1331325417856405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134315334850376,0.29860486334705444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764338940651627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795524384520313,0.0,0.14831576178757933,0.0,0.13755617755894947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531405168022949,0.11356977874725367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968210029739823,0.20420382462943606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772431020523733,0.0,0.0930015907246797,0.0,0.0,0.3035350356723778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307485805471323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318305009939404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578298833637769,0.0,0.0,0.110798108454497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180509802824974,0.10726042740916432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126640672655208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927486272068917,0.0,0.0,0.08124246380894595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033345270964195,0.153448571490306,0.0,0.08217844145541378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897362271467064,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fxvked,2020/03/01,"Feeling down and out about a break up I just don't feel good rn. I'm sure this feeling is fleeting and will pass but I lost my girlfriend/best friend of 2 years a few months ago and like I have had such a hard time getting back up. I feel pathetic and worthless, there was so much baggage in our relationship but we kept going and that only made it harder. I don't see the point in meeting anyone else, I don't feel worthy of nor do I want to be with anyone if not her. I wish I could just say sorry and erase all the bullshit between us and start over. But I was so fucking difficult and buttheaded, I blocked her on stuff and I just need to own up to my actions but it's not easy, I have moments where I recognize our toxicity for each other but like I'm just obsessive at this point. I miss her so much but I know things won't be the same if we get back together. And I've been keeping this in because I can't really tell anybody this or it just goes awkward. I fucking hate my existence, wish I would just die sometimes.",1.7858771929824542,3.482723240740744,3.3205360623781672,91.50438596491229,78.16666666666667,6.2140350877192985,24.794346978557506,7.0608816371341465,0.8635314814814808,804,29,179,9,19,265,129,216,0.254,0.6809999999999999,0.065,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,1,15,14,3,2,6,0,18,2,0,1,2,51,43,23,1,8,17,0,6,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,3,6,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,7,8,30,5,20,30,7,26,0,3,1,2,13,14,2,3,10,128,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142994549674273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156778465322785,0.1403584859953911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106677679563754,0.0,0.08350547787369562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375849978350286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937228401641573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216998325504368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443434008486428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34632153510389513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583514991349967,0.2532829532433617,0.143139205749822,0.0,0.07785237870696876,0.11489747275209775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271267225271194,0.1352454503127909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175957301604715,0.0,0.0,0.07528399859462505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338490145514876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953655089230958,0.0,0.0,0.1296195953537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934102791467099,0.0,0.20140114556929334,0.10157348510544753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418413029204324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589923552705853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775682732165083,0.0,0.0,0.1470718458910379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893687464753894,0.0,0.0,0.10916021581883374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354827925729034,0.15334476555132745,0.09695949308532753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681635362797114,0.0,0.0,0.12910781329497853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973192195875525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100750274651237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987771830641892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477745658269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079797300181417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150545949779041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731102165438893,0.0,0.0,0.08821458119121421 lonely,3starzzz,2020/03/01,"I dont know what to do Been at a treatment facility/ Rehab for 2 months and have been sitting here in my room all day every day. It gets really lonely. I dont have any friends anymore and not even the people that work here enjoy talking to me. I think that I average around two sentences a day which usually are good morning and thanks for dinner. I feel like im going crazy from this loneliness. Most of the time i dwell in old memories that are really nice but at the same time really suck because everything looks different nowadays and Im the only one to blame. I miss so many people that I’ve known through life and if I could i’d tear my heart out for the pain that I feel towards having lost them from turning into someone Im not over the last couple of years. The most painful thing is when I think back to the times me and my old friends shared fun moments and I catch myself smiling the only genuine smile ive done since idk when.",4.943906250000001,5.2875347447916665,5.461458333333333,84.404375,68.73958333333334,8.483333333333333,29.020833333333336,8.344100000000001,1.8740020833333333,749,25,154,10,12,241,122,192,0.16,0.71,0.13,-0.804,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,8,16,1,1,11,0,14,6,1,0,1,25,27,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,4,3,19,9,21,22,4,29,0,3,1,0,5,10,1,3,17,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810245261813353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816250892226715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606671958190532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161723176349733,0.0,0.0726313360044734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512974851767557,0.131834671036806,0.0,0.2305212415812559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448399401489828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219294709682674,0.2792804493470621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869593644649706,0.0,0.10038708154003947,0.0,0.10708227593010353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048932080724985,0.085119145343449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410644499461304,0.0,0.062249759015531925,0.0,0.06771438737427479,0.09993544330283008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119060589792273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38609990666628335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548046352069244,0.09712128324489516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415754873011383,0.05820955102167661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005406535861393,0.0,0.13006379640431492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079707343745733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510256260741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500509503786269,0.0,0.08073756950362249,0.1812343996167671,0.25356312054659425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520403520879207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898721524087565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856021407029217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095346508396023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576641326443183,0.0,0.10969520016275236,0.0,0.0,0.07915644193914778,0.15269007872668508,0.0,0.0,0.2084279574937339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959849056660264,0.11638999642941067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122436566862591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674094938759505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672721658672453 lonely,kevinc888,2020/03/01,"So lonely that you know before checking your phone that nobody called/texted you. So lonely you sadly realize that your job would be the first/only ones to notice your gone. So lonely you go to the cashier instead of self checkout just to have a superficial conversation. So lonely that...",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230769,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,67.46153846153847,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.834176923076924,232,7,37,3,4,72,35,52,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.9222,1,8,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362091913797622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360800468862138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454990633027028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920853383840801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714191799097907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498349291109652,0.0,0.0,0.2677365087742002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121855111710527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806745427733473,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tinchmeister,2020/03/01,"Why girls always do this? Everytime I meet a girl that seems interested on me, she eventually gets to know me and stops replying my texts and starts ignoring me out of nowhere. It happened to me a couple of times and I start thinking I'll be alone the rest of my life just bc my personality sucks. The worst part is that they never tell why the hell they lost interest on me.",3.4715999999999987,5.116423560000001,4.703666666666667,83.60350000000003,73.4,8.733333333333334,25.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.003533333333334,297,10,63,7,6,98,55,75,0.22899999999999998,0.705,0.066,-0.9201,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,7,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,2,8,10,3,8,1,1,0,0,8,3,2,1,5,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521605379969373,0.0,0.0,0.20258577649273635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693939035462721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720254424822033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529890128286408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338042378012519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196940976900885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577525887422937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777836206395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636532851893241,0.0,0.0,0.2125878075499958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164510421903247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446573325557726,0.0,0.0,0.20355105072574567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280270518619904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560051540974583,0.0,0.0,0.14196877709490532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393859467445035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SantaMadreDeDios,2020/03/01,"Can't even socialize online Discord is so toxic. Bring an already really negative fandom onto a discord server and it's a total biohazard. The mods in my limited experience with servers are all extremely irrational, rude, and in general unkind people except for towards their fellow mods and a select few that they come to like. I lurk in many servers, and I see newer people being brutally shut down from speaking by these cliques. It's sad that this happens even online. I have no where to go",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.23076923076923,9.595604395604397,32.78021978021978,9.957137785484203,3.834424175824177,399,18,60,10,7,133,72,91,0.299,0.677,0.024,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,2,6,1,13,9,3,12,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321186387670764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925179229687945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39756463178025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943982207602752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104342802364134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661393724044809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703464856638604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051278515120367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172977944741063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280372452165426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398274507158064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30679247726180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeenagersDepression,2020/03/01,"so fucking lonely My friends I've known for years don't want to hang out or play video games and ignore my messages 90% of the time. Our discord is basically me talking to myself at this point and asking questions that never get answered. My newer friends will at least respond to me, after like 5 hours, but they don't want to hang out either. I make plans with them, but they always cancel. My girlfriend is busy all the time, we have barely talked this past week. We're long distance, she's seven hours ahead. I usually call her as soon as I get home from school (9:30 her time) and she almost immediately goes to sleep. We talked less than 20 minutes total this past week. She's really sweet and great and she cares about me and all, but sometimes I need a convo that's more than ""hey how are you"" I'm pretty good, and you?"" ""I'm good, school wasn't anything special"" ""hey I think I'm gonna sleep now"" ""okay goodnight, love you"" ""love you too"". Other times she stays up until 2 am doing whatever it is she does and then calls me. Sometimes it feels like talking to me is the thing she does when has literally nothing else to do. One week we'd barely talked, she called me on a Saturday, then ditched me twenty minutes later to call her friend from school for six hours until 4 am, then went to bed when she called me back. That hurt. I make it sound worse than it is, some weekends we talk literally all day, but recently there's been more and more where we only talk for half an hour on a Saturday night. I just need someone who cares about me to talk to. Things are not good right now. Things have not been good on a long time. I used to starve myself but I ""recovered"". I realized I gained about 10-15 lbs today and I have barely eaten since. My dad and stepmom argue all the time, my dad is a drunk, I don't know what I'm doing when I graduate, I can't get a job, I told my girlfriend I'd do my best to go see her this summer but I don't know if that's going to happen. I'm loved but I don't feel loved. It sucks. I need a hug, but there is no one to hug me.",2.23843853820598,3.6694443720930217,3.361428571428572,92.845,76.20930232558139,6.12358803986711,20.890365448504983,6.610729790773281,0.12731096345514992,1600,37,362,13,35,516,211,430,0.081,0.7170000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9967,1,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,6,4,3,4,17,29,3,0,12,1,30,11,2,4,6,59,68,33,0,6,14,2,2,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,19,18,2,1,9,5,0,5,11,6,0,5,6,5,65,23,42,59,13,61,0,2,1,7,60,11,2,5,46,227,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859309907152375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699769007027501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636986383925336,0.0,0.06403848086223485,0.0,0.0,0.05267245901909132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188677947222205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973203723356044,0.0,0.13968112719388948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044176990203337436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989004948399755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722316372331757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927156267765135,0.04893658767617569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876935472404793,0.0633273713599511,0.10736565002830484,0.0,0.07786053399171625,0.22981901725698264,0.0,0.07552176033644092,0.0,0.0,0.06057453914209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871132944499145,0.0,0.2698357662776211,0.0,0.07333092747160443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797592195831599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529188483337157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693151783113703,0.0,0.0,0.12124111992230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729657691291,0.0,0.0914488889599726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237618787751694,0.05283161072864948,0.0,0.0,0.06428283823405492,0.0,0.06572783114406093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283507565385657,0.05209752195583792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078246685733036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475487138627085,0.0,0.0,0.0696893739682487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673594978858976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438830100644757,0.0,0.06763572657060457,0.0,0.0,0.058498833709213376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079777105657022,0.054585825349640835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666410932314071,0.0,0.13709942720510002,0.0,0.058040034064735624,0.0,0.13549698482714365,0.0,0.0,0.0730121453724956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44046320815258777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652555410863304,0.04389219014559613,0.0,0.0,0.2396582572558297,0.0,0.06493022135825315,0.06545491822153927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916221684632945,0.07544334062427803,0.0,0.08080643684695024,0.0,0.16484029050453905,0.0,0.0,0.06350041204160813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980760031278377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044111910974845625 lonely,sdjpianoguy,2020/03/01,"Some inspiration for everyone I’ve skimmed over this subreddit and have been really touched by the posts here. I’m someone that gets along well with others and while I wouldn’t consider myself popular by any means, I have been able to keep as much of an outgoing lifestyle as possible. Life has hit me pretty hard tho this past year, starting with my girlfriend breaking up with me on New Years. She’s now blocked me on everything and I have no real means to contact her anymore. To top that off, my friend is now dating her, something I had to find out myself without being told at all. But for everyone out there struggling, longing for love and attention I wanna say this: you are good enough and you can put yourself first. I know it’s cliche and overused, but it really is true. It’s been hell for me to put myself first and to focus on myself while I felt like I was slipping out of my friend group. But everyone here can get through the pain you’re in. I know because I was an introvert at one point and had to grow out of it. I encourage everyone here to start gradually but to go out and meet new people. Say hi to anyone that catches your eye, start a conversation about what you’re passionate about. And always remember that this whole subreddit is a community that helps each other. I’m here if anyone wants to talk cuz I can relate and I’m here to be a helping hand whenever I can",3.797018181818181,5.522667810909091,4.6464545454545485,84.01368181818181,72.70909090909092,8.345454545454546,27.772727272727273,8.97023862654752,2.2101272727272727,1108,42,219,23,22,358,156,275,0.062,0.7709999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9826,0,0,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,12,14,1,1,7,0,22,6,2,1,2,46,41,22,0,4,6,0,4,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,16,21,0,2,9,0,0,5,3,3,1,3,9,7,30,11,46,28,6,39,1,0,1,2,22,16,1,2,17,160,46,0,0.11292923461796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396616977451562,0.0,0.0,0.07679575204868011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199545575046807,0.15792549316074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884061325185263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668608724760833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316348926139925,0.10149351435554488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842977490212256,0.0,0.10321527455523738,0.19211509855223272,0.0,0.0,0.1744976930655253,0.0,0.11800172821123175,0.0,0.06418028648862359,0.09471968410630438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116241265546133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138817103664454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037669251335142,0.0,0.0,0.12412590798281338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976525812490748,0.05517151975836461,0.0,0.0,0.09993881896113084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192304329440582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460260856770527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301598124847788,0.0,0.0,0.21813551700126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652377200869781,0.0,0.12016466773656685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780373265209564,0.07829091216739734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675462866840864,0.1273107441024602,0.10815499024030444,0.114889630399167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705014410990626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853819235107694,0.14469071882917467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792680858353198,0.0,0.0,0.1796117200315805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568457402258553,0.08693844203213275,0.0,0.0,0.2397956805185329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805815558828743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076824110254283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790872315349813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660858847325532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153694417741216,0.0,0.0,0.12608145751549146,0.0,0.108859752282585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544544912715138 lonely,Aqua-mars,2020/03/01,"Everyone else has someone, even the person that traumatized me and I have nobody. I realized that I really am a loser, when I’m outside I see others laughing with their friends or family, they have someone to talk to, they seem normal. While me on other hand I don’t have anyone but my mental health issues constantly tormenting every single day. My lips even get dry and get stuck together because I don’t go out or socialize. My trauma and mental illness took everything away from me and now I’m in the dark, I don’t know where to go from here, I don’t even have the desire to be alive.",3.869743589743592,5.3924002478632485,5.314188034188035,80.1169230769231,72.16239316239316,8.618803418803418,25.82051282051281,9.150863307647796,2.183728205128205,467,15,87,10,9,157,76,117,0.11699999999999999,0.772,0.111,-0.1875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,11,4,2,0,0,14,22,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,2,17,2,11,19,1,13,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,3,5,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718924827351075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090176187514608,0.0,0.0,0.11088502147374676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965701116885943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173109488229616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519547529185662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604312304910232,0.0,0.1532592446264303,0.17381398158532846,0.16348068367124471,0.0,0.17147985785720915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053608421457026,0.0,0.19007129002136725,0.0,0.20675679978172545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335201318524856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985714530166134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996790645783626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36662638668535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822413409056534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882873673105471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653029154263896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449513634717258,0.16559562992554416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854249284193242,0.3082478654390886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620494920589364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209844923946926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OyasumiTomei,2020/03/01,"22F Bi - Envy and Longing I’ve never been in a relationship. I know I’m young. I know I should be patient. I know there’s someone out there for me who would want to be with me as much I want to be with them but just for this moment I’m just gonna breakdown and vent this budding envy and loneliness I’ve feeling for so long. I’m somewhat sociable, I go to pubs regularly, University societies,I’m in a sports club plus I try by all means to explore my interests as much as possible but why is it so hard to find someone. I tried Tinder but I got ghosted so many times. We have a fancy dinner coming up and my friends are bringing their partners and I’ll be alone again. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Am I unattractive? Weird? Intimidating? What’s wrong with me? I’m at a point where I’m willing to get into casual dating and sex just so I can experience having someone right beside me but I know at the end it won’t make me happy at all.",0.2540745393634829,2.5252003768844205,2.7643530150753755,90.01192315745394,87.94472361809046,5.527721943048576,21.356993299832496,6.996647511020387,0.646391792294807,741,26,160,11,24,255,116,199,0.162,0.732,0.106,-0.9081,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,1,3,40,37,18,1,4,7,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,0,9,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,2,24,4,26,26,5,24,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,9,105,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549122489530253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884367067864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247705132154972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631083962027075,0.0,0.0,0.07562847105832186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670677381937105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555952721486193,0.0,0.07814558280438735,0.0,0.08500563454847193,0.0,0.11962698320605893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922296208973896,0.13398779517377435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41100632878347293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473433468769714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984096481565716,0.15164328110056086,0.0,0.16292856165546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990634663002884,0.0,0.11535971727819158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139458465261184,0.16862078964365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058514578262553,0.0,0.12773430195909732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38019748942996107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872170670144654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031001433035139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644375366104825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349661325067683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062521824211259,0.32706861981711044,0.0,0.0 lonely,62599657,2020/03/02,Feeling lonely on my birthday I just turned 20 today. I appreciate the birthday wishes I’ve gotten but it doesn’t feel as good if you have to tell them it’s your birthday.,0.6408571428571435,3.155854228571428,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,92.42857142857142,3.9428571428571435,21.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.27197142857142875,138,5,26,1,5,46,30,35,0.05,0.7140000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41653772766539904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454819247689748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600184918240005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904327521415042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480285921425011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736643255640659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Retr0san,2020/03/02,"34/M US, looking to talk and help I was, and to a degree still am, lonely. I was part of a very bad breakup and my life seemed to vanish in front of me with such force it left me in a very dark place. I had some people to talk to but it wasn't till I worked up the courage to post here to reddit that I found genuine people to who cared for a strangers feelings did I feel a lot of the weight I was feeling lift off of my shoulders. So I come now looking for those who really just need someone to talk to. Whether is be about something personal, a virtual shoulder to lean on, something to get off your chest, or even as something simple as talking about the weather. I don't care about age, gender, race, or creed, just you and your feelings. so, I open my DMs to you and hope that I can help you feel better in some way.",3.694561219127692,3.8660483352601176,4.321671045717292,92.0903152916448,71.42774566473989,6.984550709406201,27.287966368891226,6.1124844417494595,0.8110161849710984,634,20,147,3,11,202,103,173,0.044000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.132,0.9456,0,2,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,5,0,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,11,5,3,0,0,26,26,14,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,8,22,5,33,18,4,18,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,7,4,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343087136252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201501874668837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770206436057157,0.0,0.0,0.11702459873510625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972906434543934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434546467021947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895487129395102,0.0,0.0,0.07097714169765608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211766606981206,0.0,0.0,0.13493183892467733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760375933266826,0.0,0.09595639172923216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816318285225726,0.0,0.0,0.11549664048379316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007326484353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711464061141993,0.0,0.1883655519552022,0.11862085800914468,0.1419365829204424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010880745497458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703036648997603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367469583035573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510708650849208,0.3137568684439388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849170310923023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367712512718253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341341036767254,0.0,0.0,0.22418450398187695,0.0,0.10783311390093624,0.0,0.1654313208811733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890198376730114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scary_chicken3250,2020/03/02,"I feel empty like I have no purpose I’m having a massive argument with my friends which will render me friendless, even before that I was kinda well know ,not unpopular but just kinda there though. My best friend keeps putting me down and insulting me as well as loads others and I can’t speak to them. I don’t feel comfortable speaking to my family. I think I have anxiety or maybe low depression, and I have recently started thinking about how I may have aspergers.",4.772648475120388,6.646759651685393,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,70.46067415730337,9.130658105939006,30.69181380417336,9.606745405546679,3.077570144462279,375,16,67,9,7,121,65,89,0.19899999999999998,0.589,0.212,0.529,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,18,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,4,16,7,7,15,1,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,4,3,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759220436674986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975404265674721,0.0,0.243624482018464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999483041506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333123628538306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188480052142081,0.0,0.2347615055209639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35871316987660595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634336718522092,0.0,0.0,0.12758219645805624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341554373444455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332233694921442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337236006902706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292176527128079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431519746838988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975014924130459,0.2280837430040757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174569699530241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PontiffofBlight,2020/03/02,"What mask should I wear today? There are days where I feel like an actor consumed with his performance of playing a role in daily life. If I need to be the happy go-lucky person, I slip on the mask for it. If I need to take charge and be serious, there's a mask for that. If I need to be the charismatic extrovert, I have a mask for that as well. It's then you realize that you can never show people your true face. The horrific depression and negative energy radiating it off it forces you to keep a mask on for the rest of your life. It makes wonder if a chameleon with the ability to wear one personality after another has one of his own.",4.806507633587788,4.924287312977103,6.199303435114505,79.78231393129774,69.0,10.519465648854961,27.825381679389313,10.411451182825502,2.5973274809160305,502,15,107,13,8,171,78,131,0.09699999999999999,0.775,0.128,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,4,7,0,0,12,0,8,5,3,1,2,19,16,8,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,14,5,20,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,5,6,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220122174888852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654516745384776,0.0,0.18235850975118287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070545671182352,0.15125644658242252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032824783909478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253852952898557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188190988149548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990953850074992,0.1034381843141315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132814163021498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709744143715492,0.16329544182606975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694080091017204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146783518713293,0.3697403638965377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919091814822986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069062893081124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903662830481392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296068284896322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aralizis67,2020/03/02,"It Really is a Lonely Planet when you live in the middle of Nowhere I live Way up North in Northern Ontario Canada closest town to me is an hour away. My health is crap so the Department of Motor Vehicles Took my license so I can’t drive it’s -30 with a -11 windchill with 4 feet of snow so going out of my apartment is pretty much a no go because I have no means of transportation I know no one up here I have no family close by my closest friend is an 11 Hour Drive My closest family member is a 22 Hour Drive i’ve been unhealthy for years but last June I was hospitalized for seven months because they found out that I have An auto immune disorder which is weakening my bones and slowly killing my organs inevitably slowly killing me I don’t have anyone that I can call on the phone even just to say hello so you wanna talk lonely I’ve never been so lonely in my entire life I basically sit in front of my computer and watch YouTube 24 hours a day seven days a week... i’m going out of my mind from loneliness, boredom, sickness, depression, and worst of all pain on a scale of 1 to 10 doing prescribe pain medication I’m at level eight on the pain scale Without the medication I’d be at An 11 My health is the big reason I can’t go out of my apartment therefore I know no one",2.1487955974842734,4.062720135849055,3.9894575471698097,86.12657625786163,77.83018867924528,6.680817610062893,23.87185534591195,7.645422480735847,1.188562893081762,1016,34,206,15,24,343,146,265,0.24600000000000002,0.73,0.024,-0.9965,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,9,12,3,0,17,0,21,13,3,2,2,23,32,10,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,11,10,11,0,5,5,2,29,1,37,26,3,53,0,4,1,0,9,27,1,0,13,136,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984039334734362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072800105125512,0.0,0.0,0.13921151120815908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659504766714865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727899449227275,0.0,0.098346863730426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086522462144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541772491960874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152857963752512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519731026543246,0.08821859076529773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595745229394346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427453734770769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497945667246661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526562603692745,0.0,0.1255055294696065,0.09307553292262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065182456214118,0.0,0.0,0.20165384933281172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243802951697587,0.0,0.23005755752212725,0.0,0.0,0.11529370227545695,0.0,0.09114090548693013,0.0,0.08393867847856358,0.0,0.08806605508555937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474862063917993,0.0,0.36450078375028705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616659348676316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314945594801978,0.11740058933086135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080402467078616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917771023288456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686307923975595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063426862557047,0.09159184500640996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006969511995644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353101539517176 lonely,inotwanttobealive,2020/03/02,"I wasn't online/in school for 4 days and nobody cared/noticed/messaged me/asked what's wrong I wasn't online on neither PS4 and Whatsapp for 4 days now and wasn't in school for the days too, because my depression got worse and I couldn't bring myself to do anything. No one asked me what's wrong. No one wondered my I wasn't there. No one would care if I died right now. It hurts to know that I'm nobody's best friend and nobody really cares for me. I was in bed for 3 days straight and ate nearly nothing.",2.058055555555555,3.5652583240740765,2.9659259259259265,95.17166666666668,76.87037037037038,5.540740740740741,21.259259259259263,5.82211442006289,-0.06461851851851863,401,10,91,2,9,127,61,108,0.231,0.631,0.138,-0.8593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,17,7,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,3,7,0,11,4,11,8,2,13,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219086819386158,0.0,0.3003485127136309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792304967711302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857900911721574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756100895882584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143912574154088,0.0,0.1383567312657452,0.0,0.16671622853215634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241080334662562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847637917036595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719656268032753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828209743824939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413588878287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265561174102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290841247949777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718343614242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251471886118833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420437526861302,0.0,0.0,0.16370320350944456,0.11411217862864295,0.3512634933037672,0.0,0.0 lonely,cRYptic_sAD,2020/03/02,"I dont feel the same anymore Everyday i see people move on with their lives. I see them, im never one of them. I look up to people that can do things i like, now i just dont like anything. My friends are actually getting somewhere in music. I sit at home thinking if i should live another day. I cant sleep. I cant wake up. I dont want to speak. I want to be in the shadows. I question who ive become. I hate any opinion other than mine, and yet i hate my opinion. I want to get passed it but the feeling of me being ""self centered"" kicks in. I really dont get phased by death. Why should i be. The people who can just get on with their life impress me now. I used to be able to do the same.",-1.2111351909184729,0.7393483267973872,1.5871276229790148,98.02628482972142,91.87581699346407,4.266804265565876,18.510147918816646,5.750287758089431,-0.4234366013071895,526,16,129,4,19,182,85,153,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.3034,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,5,6,2,0,5,0,18,3,2,1,1,22,34,3,1,6,4,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,6,29,4,20,28,2,18,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,4,8,89,35,0,0.12454173568813473,0.0,0.12153476867026368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469265098602366,0.1305928688629849,0.0,0.0,0.12351193643995405,0.0,0.0,0.10248723682773278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754656232031165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803191164381185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838479467521839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125944087248759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622063605351996,0.0,0.2602716665058882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459183600737085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249255154076399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345264460123291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879675110532235,0.12168960242232542,0.0,0.21994526864598732,0.0,0.10458369134038717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236815538594895,0.0,0.0,0.09605426431715514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439270326773342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590246747776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951524668590326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978462495522097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848727774113425,0.0,0.1299241918660205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463167824020158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273999523852824,0.07980131545407637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756407264835714,0.0,0.0,0.22037382742190556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237954523073478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bxsx0074,2020/03/02,"Depression, anxiety and low self-esteem ruin my life I am gay (25m) and I feel so ugly. I think objectively I am a 5 to 6 out of 10. So generally I do okay. But I feel that puts me in a position where I could sometimes get guys to sleep with me but no one ever ever wants to be in a relationship with me, which is what I want. This and the fact that I am depressed and suffer from anxiety all the time. And anxiety makes me do stupid things, sometimes to the point where I annoy people too much and they start to pull away. I have a hard time accepting and connecting with others as well. I don't know if it stems from fear of rejection or what. I feel so unlovable and unwanted because no one ever picked me as boyfriend material. I always have to beg for people's attention: from friends and more so from guys that I like. I think this is because I had always been an ugly duckling basically, not attractive at all in school. I started going to the gym and built a body that is quite okay. The problem is inside I still fear rejection a lot and have very very low self-esteem. I am also very smart (not to brag) by some standard. I feel lonely, in a way where I can't connect with people because I seek very intellectually stimulating conversation. I know it takes time for friendships to develop to that level (or it might never) but I get so tired entertaining superficial friendships, especially compounded with my anxiety, I find myself stuck in a cycle of meeting new people, fearing it won't work out, having my anxiety make me do and say stupid things and push people away. I think most people meet me and think I have everything - a good job, quite good looks, good family. I feel they think I am confident and are attracted to all that. But they quickly learn how I am tormented by all my inner demons and that I am a crumbling mess inside, pushing people away, fearing rejection and people leaving, immature and maybe they just decide I am not worth it or that I am not interesting enough. Especially in the romantic realm, no one ever picks me to be a boyfriend. It seems like I am always JUST good enough to be on the side, maybe a fuckbuddy maybe someone to lead on whilst looking for something better. I am a hopeless romantic and i believe in love. I just am not sure I am worthy of it. My friend told me that I should seek validation from within. But a part of me feels, when people always tell me I am smart and intelligent, I believe them, but when people repeatedly reject me, basically telling me I am unlovable and unworthy, am I supposed to not believe that?",5.469546812749004,6.101953810756973,6.5356947211155365,76.14605204183269,67.66533864541833,9.780976095617527,31.026145418326692,9.827888789773867,2.9190057768924302,2031,77,386,44,32,681,220,502,0.24600000000000002,0.594,0.16,-0.9945,1,2,1,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,5,5,25,44,3,4,22,2,40,6,2,7,11,96,69,42,0,7,19,0,7,2,2,3,2,1,0,2,25,28,0,0,19,2,1,6,13,23,1,3,4,10,68,21,53,58,12,49,1,12,2,2,18,25,0,9,19,287,93,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495320309458184,0.2061504879090656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369131250299573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457919692231352,0.0,0.0,0.1132710265078632,0.0,0.0,0.20934973973419546,0.0,0.05477938725149959,0.0,0.06879948110579566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945268740647665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066947228898544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799762869986714,0.0,0.0,0.2241069300721883,0.0,0.0,0.055666144406568654,0.0,0.05838991075846772,0.27879120029747995,0.1879071734303751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661047816541174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570674384937132,0.0,0.06472040390502279,0.0,0.035200959572797404,0.20780360782996354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265729700788434,0.0,0.0,0.055484545068254836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146419907761973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807933257845901,0.0,0.0,0.06558370964823011,0.0,0.0,0.04374884844221321,0.060519843174219386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402513398860436,0.0,0.0,0.0526577222116508,0.05590172812922579,0.0,0.08268858375925653,0.0,0.18667602272325404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570674139147283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455317724445148,0.0,0.04777063033302135,0.0598203898381944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259129719830847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707313603351117,0.0,0.4294021396446229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855170759687649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592665819440768,0.0,0.06226509245348522,0.0,0.13175799857573636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649854747525785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925581702375993,0.0,0.06268485976429893,0.0,0.05638629617594049,0.12923029675091108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061983024609282275,0.0,0.05248011509743585,0.04768312437866038,0.12251711208771515,0.0,0.08768048588835299,0.0,0.04946400120959702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837610862777665,0.0,0.04656988840713177,0.0,0.10827359714485413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229810002489939,0.19843778762691852,0.0,0.0,0.10835015112851767,0.0711889569038075,0.0,0.05918469376031508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044223154090949,0.07306562056134705,0.049163734401517854,0.0,0.0,0.055689964359508175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045091815360036695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,a_problem_dog,2020/03/02,"Approaching the end of a cycle 21m, student. You know how us lonely young adults are. We invest a lot of emotional attachment to the few people that we think might care about said attachment. About a year ago I invested Into a girl and lost terribly. It was humiliating on top of crushing. There's another girl now and I am so incredibly anxious because I'm approaching the end of the cycle again, and I'm afraid of what will happen if this turns out badly again. I just want to be with someone that will watch the cheesy movies I like. A few days ago i waited in a lobby to ""run in to her"". I know this isn't healthy. I dont have friends or family to talk to. What the fuck am I supposed to do?",2.9877622377622366,4.291355888111887,4.663216783216787,84.78405594405596,74.03496503496505,8.276923076923078,25.58741258741259,8.841846274778883,1.7670615384615385,544,18,116,11,11,184,93,143,0.183,0.71,0.107,-0.9214,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,0,2,9,9,1,1,12,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,25,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,7,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,6,0,0,3,2,13,3,20,18,3,19,0,2,1,1,11,6,1,4,11,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351545149047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823048653376815,0.0,0.213567386204122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578449341052976,0.11524026389930304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274428870427496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219185830598093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155969072831816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265052447843805,0.3348760590416172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782150899213965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605593448972906,0.17476933918699386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717213978845313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778871246175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235798747781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063652831672451,0.16071955886050632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054719511324304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310602121756261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982537697168438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601774743219389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194745607602647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113259878755912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562700723179286,0.0,0.0,0.22739822661654505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150381949003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173897898791965 lonely,heavy_rain26,2020/03/02,"Am I hopeless? Every time I’m falling for someone, every time i start a new relationship, I’m always the one who cares more. I show more affection, more enthusiasm, I compromise, I initiate, I plan dates etc. I’m so tired of this pattern, I feel like I’m allergic to it. Why, why can’t it be mutual and easy. Why can’t I relax and enjoy the feeling of comfort and confidence that someone appreciates me as much as I appreciate them. It’s just so fucking exhausting. And then, they leave.",1.675511363636364,4.205893937500001,4.4073863636363635,79.0080681818182,83.58333333333334,8.074242424242426,27.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.7807625,382,18,72,11,11,135,63,96,0.133,0.5489999999999999,0.317,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,1,3,8,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,8,13,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,12,5,6,12,5,7,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,7,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309181739850853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984010634673208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185973272926595,0.0,0.0,0.33028524267086723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821198082244212,0.14002597318502946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120341497051215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754093782177413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575811643298184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408618854449368,0.0,0.0,0.1893027990407072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328180246256289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043596010085155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321487107922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873331020418034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285841214630588,0.2252788528983247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305919337073601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghosty-43,2020/03/02,"Empty Even though I have a loving caring family, it’s only them that I got. Always pressured, let that be uni, work, social life or the fear of being a disappointment. When you see me you say “oh this guy life should be stable” but what reality says about me is different, always when I talk someone interrupt me wither it’s on purpose or not, always feels like I’m being left out, I have voice yet nobody hears me, I have eyes and see people with it but nobody sees me, my feelings is just on whole different miss, I can’t express them, I always keep my feelings to myself and lock them deep down in my heart, sometimes I’m setting down doing some University work and I’m under soo much work load that my eyes start tearing on it’s own even though I don’t want to cry but when I do no tears no nothing. I got to the point where I feel nothing, don’t care about work or university assignments or quizzes, don’t care about family, nothing moves me anymore. I really feel empty and it’s been like this for 4-5 years up and downs sometimes it gets better sometimes it gets worse. It’s sad for that my first post on reddit is this post just full of complaints and whinnying... sad I know. But above all that problems I face when I see someone is struggling or going through some of what I’m going through, I fight earth and the sky to encourage him/her to overcome their struggles and maybe that’s what makes me survive and fight longer. No lie, when I ever I see someone that I have helped get over their struggles it makes me full of joy. I don’t know what I want honestly, do I want attention? Caring? Soulmate ? Someone who just listens to my problems ? Can’t tell anyway but for sure I know I’m empty and can’t fight it back anymore.",2.2930077277068683,4.415517564469919,3.4113362854910143,89.44158027264045,78.22636103151862,5.9495007380394185,23.183207432491105,6.980632752743323,0.7647279847182427,1366,44,277,15,33,440,163,349,0.22699999999999998,0.669,0.10400000000000001,-0.9929,2,0,0,0,3,0,36.0,0,2,5,7,20,26,3,5,5,0,25,7,4,2,3,49,65,27,0,6,14,0,5,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,25,12,0,1,9,0,0,3,11,14,0,1,3,17,45,12,31,56,8,36,0,4,7,1,23,19,0,7,13,181,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579438229542169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371774798897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959248272619595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854218347993499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160644220715192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512977734053193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194137544278767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237563705080603,0.07010291229440682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611963285421253,0.08720870459744906,0.1959308754119637,0.05536579856115066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592120212878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147117799037085,0.0,0.08808972683944742,0.0,0.12396717381410717,0.0,0.0,0.07673688387630825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734779029839962,0.09183751332710988,0.051946412843238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888529101623493,0.0,0.0,0.12777541897358058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420364685070864,0.07924869028801514,0.10948065494763116,0.07572487395631977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994650175050919,0.0,0.10346329822387307,0.0,0.07785886165573787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236991232533268,0.05697119405024283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308914649284284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894201134801025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372853133072004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326226317105708,0.0,0.14844657242657072,0.0,0.0,0.14831348569815592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049648289978125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232617383030051,0.0,0.0,0.30878612037693104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900118066697834,0.2626609649021281,0.0,0.2299475440714622,0.0,0.054854683968784464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305852885491505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304254664331153,0.0,0.0,0.06229132029378995,0.0677381505516201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522861163625832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713398657413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652564330659182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256828078533411,0.0,0.07897881156998858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990726352523595 lonely,BiggChonky,2020/03/02,"Why do I always feel like a side character I think I'm a background friend. I don't fit in with any particular group of friends, they are closer with each other but I sometimes link on but am not permanent with no one, I think about these people all the time but I don't think I cross their minds often.",4.387857142857143,4.7200709206349245,4.974722222222223,87.44875,69.95238095238095,8.204761904761906,25.273809523809533,8.07648339933343,1.1641142857142859,240,6,53,3,4,77,46,63,0.027999999999999997,0.825,0.14800000000000002,0.6885,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692586069750465,0.0,0.0,0.1936324498030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439727170436935,0.2034177725532673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43997766662711335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910921170998958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875054660469074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294668060310224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740233952883784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816143927280809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473482301820789,0.0,0.0,0.1660337427814861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569328790330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,L_a_i_k_a,2020/03/02,"I can't do anything to feel better A girl I really liked rejected me (nothing new) and I just want to get away from my life. I can't get drunk because of work, I can't leave my work because what would my family think. I just want to be on my way literally anywhere, but I feel like I cannot do anything. Really frustrating to be so helpless.",3.1708333333333307,3.8673066388888913,5.267666666666667,82.944,72.8888888888889,9.093333333333334,28.288888888888888,9.3871,2.3124022222222216,266,10,58,6,5,93,45,72,0.163,0.6709999999999999,0.166,-0.6946,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,10,16,3,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,8,13,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,37,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634998060590752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750631521398866,0.0,0.0,0.26926980700469183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533373389208145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082082305468777,0.0,0.2233480612135257,0.1577832454962908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307816642002631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338600618014803,0.0,0.0,0.15600075773871205,0.2158031977887788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330906927321575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119222244502964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829786088043999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151890317608026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605392502450684,0.17530929596997574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215790867396809,0.0,0.0,0.156893419973833,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DBZDOKKAN,2020/03/02,"33m I cant even handle it anymore. 33 I'm alone at my job 95% of the night. I work 3 to midnight so any plans have to wait till the weekend. Ive lost many dates and missed partys and dinners due to my hours also potential gfs. I have a variety of medical issues starting last year but no one believes me. When I go home is the same thing just me alone on my couch. Its seriously depressing. Ugh people tell me just wait something good will come. Ive been single since 2005. And I'm not even ugly I'm just isolated...anyway I'm in new Jersey I know this isnt for dating but if any females are in the area... would be nice if I gained something from this post. I can complain all day so I'm just gonna stop now.",-0.2178431372549028,1.8934892091503281,2.0700980392156865,95.36044117647059,88.28104575163401,4.968627450980391,18.957516339869283,6.42735559955562,-0.052950326797386094,551,16,127,6,18,186,106,153,0.16,0.748,0.092,-0.7748,1,3,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,20,27,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,3,1,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,15,2,12,21,3,23,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,2,15,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631507312971824,0.0,0.1402008075859815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384429158998165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386718877199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975220345177947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510199275596088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306485334342838,0.0,0.15100013091208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159022878793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963659607065482,0.1470474412250052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585707742812767,0.0,0.17265176509628982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829852243555691,0.17397490439538132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634954619421238,0.14290661768892526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913790325551388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774375105958146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766132644472351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932208926779602,0.0,0.16452297098510038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879922291691568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215426171868024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679050634575928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502389549328978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26993492568167626,0.0,0.0,0.12409015637300592,0.0,0.0,0.14657272211297034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323463898091286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647271337313155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763274205151126,0.0,0.0,0.12454004770098573,0.0,0.0,0.11289829212250176 lonely,WhiskyMice,2020/03/02,"Cycle of separation Been feeling down and regressing into negative habits. I'm yearning to have small conversation with people in my life. My problem is that I can't stop worrying that the sole reason they'd respond to me is from pity on this pathetic creature, not from any desire to hear about my day. Everyone seems to fade away, unanswered text by unanswered text. I try to respect people's time/space and not appear needy, but the distance simply keeps growing. My most recent friend has ignored me the past 2 months, and last year seemed so fun for a change. Companion count back to zero; Nothing lasts.",7.17625,8.074339125000002,6.664285714285715,75.7807142857143,64.0,9.257142857142858,33.85714285714286,9.23628265651192,3.1043071428571434,490,20,82,8,7,152,90,112,0.10400000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.177,0.8373,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,20,14,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,2,9,3,18,12,1,18,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,4,10,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386545802256071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156466664603988,0.15678152542564522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156923007842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149444779638306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482898874465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309468617445736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752762188591055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980280698260905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812299221453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324008517903634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401601764229782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274585632501729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564132416810184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463942859957706,0.28270817779528273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509855492838796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096364891443024,0.20132024557972053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712339919339493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704641060977237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188919467376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843031098510544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070637590496215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130073706203566 lonely,Mineral_Wasser_,2020/03/02,"Alone but somehow not really lonely Its my First time writting Something on Reddit but fuck it. I want to Share my thougts without getting Weird questions in my Real Life. For about 7 years i didnt really Had Real Friends. It Always was Like I was good enough to chill at school but Out Side from school i literily have No Friends. I Play a Lot of PC Games but somehow I dont even have Friends online. My parents live together but it Always feels Like they hate each other. The only ""Thing"" that is a friend to me is my Dog, i know that He understands nothing from what i say but it really helps me to Talk with him. How ever, I would say that i am alone but somehow I dont have that Feeling of being lonely. Sry for my Bad English, i am from germany",2.5557918552036227,4.2823185359477165,3.730718954248367,89.27746606334844,76.05882352941177,6.2763197586727015,24.841126194067375,7.010146845296331,0.9396127702363001,588,20,122,6,13,191,95,153,0.124,0.619,0.257,0.9759,1,6,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,2,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,1,27,23,8,0,2,9,1,2,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,4,22,9,18,17,3,9,0,2,0,1,15,5,1,5,6,89,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703987055238785,0.0,0.0,0.21723832030311985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899486815427993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305982189623222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488199879404095,0.0,0.08621998068481121,0.11808027609094485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200919109451076,0.09325730652445252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103666727744543,0.0,0.0,0.4034173770122629,0.1206814852188386,0.06820139974574534,0.0,0.0,0.10949017675335884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888053936386273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749774538187406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174098886065028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220377256613048,0.12754982255462802,0.0,0.11526859907950045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109798501111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525598508727415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928102478966416,0.0,0.0,0.1449484513930278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462338984122392,0.0,0.0,0.2971646185872347,0.2508804668530738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076201917139168,0.0,0.26422549433188264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049553558557836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049225496862424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672451467315237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611851928975641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589602160442954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699546502967125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583523299518454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927313778604799,0.0,0.0,0.08406303337662596 lonely,emily121903,2020/03/02,please say something to me it can be anything. I just haven't heard anything nice in so long.,1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,81.63157894736842,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.007610526315788845,74,3,16,0,2,22,18,19,0.11900000000000001,0.764,0.11699999999999999,-0.0083,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6763208091760334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636601489986317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510777775109476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32678805667089694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31635401650494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,childoflilith0927,2020/03/02,"Does anyone else feel more lonely during the spring? I dread the spring and summer because as the weather gets warmer, people start going out with their friends more. Then I’m left feeling even more lonely than before and miss when everyone was inside so it was less obvious how lonely I am. If I sound miserable and lonely and jealous...it’s because I am.",4.188407960199002,6.56089532835821,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,73.32835820895522,6.257711442786071,24.59950248756219,7.1686216300943375,1.2580368159203978,285,9,48,3,6,89,48,67,0.25,0.66,0.09,-0.9037,0,8,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,11,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,5,1,4,9,4,9,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211402857413554,0.3097826187777656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686067918807791,0.0,0.2572687061032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645793955434174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525659157563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969243485904176,0.0,0.0,0.28889841605595834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057439422284545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358680215471914,0.0,0.15795994696182922,0.0,0.17182654531280042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32849282794272977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209604190057586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139975041076156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Amber3467,2020/03/02,"24/female, still have no friends. 😂 Hi there. I posted here a few months back and I still find myself with no friends and I am pretty sick of having no one to talk to/be friends with. I do struggle making friends with females, BIG time. It is incredibly difficult to think of what to say to women and I do not enjoy the drama that (some) women can bring. I have always found it much easier to be make friends with guys. But.. Some guys can end up being attracted to you etc and all you want is a normal friendship without them wanting anything. If any females are out there who are also looking for another female to be friends with please do message as I am very easy going and friendly and I am happy to talk about anything and everything. I do have a partner so I would really appreciate people not sending anything inappropriate.",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.652763975155281,82.18734472049692,74.21739130434783,6.836024844720497,28.27018633540373,7.7094869923839395,1.8673031055900624,658,27,120,9,14,215,99,161,0.094,0.653,0.253,0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,9,12,0,1,4,0,21,1,0,2,1,30,30,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,8,1,1,1,0,5,5,13,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,2,14,10,21,25,6,13,0,0,1,0,22,3,0,3,6,94,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604359986554603,0.099932481036783,0.0,0.0,0.08167184055416901,0.1259348932772138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964951917639202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234917249446836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637259054831603,0.0,0.1339427913234163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793776869941846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097688507677686,0.0,0.0,0.13168300301332836,0.6495205248630672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825536549856398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378349550677815,0.0,0.12784824830643526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008534089354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603348197191817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586234805226976,0.0,0.08828701852774028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767210003113827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813825913461494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326193473986589,0.0,0.0,0.13183328614565887,0.0,0.0,0.11502220998427826,0.1221844610537862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769388735876541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550801553958743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182337768948216,0.0,0.0,0.1255541693662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306300457895345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695496877118438,0.0,0.0,0.07003103757069827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909474076590966,0.14167570138196126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577172036226482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531530391716148,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,patrickquik,2020/03/02,"i suck at titles but here’s me (ranting) I’ve deleted this life 3 times because I’m just venting, so ignore this thx I’m sick of being so lonely that I cling onto any sort of attention I get. Every friendship I’ve had we grow apart and that’s okay, but is there anyone you can grow with? The obvious choice is yourself, and I’m trying to do that. I miss the attention from the short term friends I made though, I miss mattering to people and being checked up on. I’m the friend that invests in everyone, I’m always here. I’m doing my best to invest in myself, of course, but I miss having friends I could look forward to hanging out with or talking about interests, anything, I don’t know I’m just sad and tired. I know life has more to offer in a positive way, it’s just difficult and I’m struggling. I know most people, if not everyone, should see a therapist and improve their habits and mental health. I know I can treat myself better and focus on myself. It’d just be great to have some friends while you do that ya know I’m tired of being forgotten shit is tough bro why do people waste your time or do I only make friends with people that aren’t good for me",2.059920454545452,4.001958120833336,3.4637121212121222,89.65977272727275,78.20833333333334,6.196969696969697,22.99242424242424,7.1686216300943375,0.8143333333333329,919,29,190,11,22,301,135,240,0.179,0.597,0.22399999999999998,0.9586,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,1,2,11,23,2,1,6,1,23,7,1,2,1,41,46,18,0,3,11,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,7,0,3,4,3,11,0,0,2,2,26,12,25,37,5,20,0,5,2,0,14,12,2,6,5,119,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484302519942908,0.0,0.0,0.08568508205207816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810291245676982,0.0,0.10368818539313676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680911297360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322304013095879,0.11143775086385704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006016411510752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616137759912522,0.2407989387663373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867407620000924,0.0,0.06583038445705408,0.0,0.0,0.1056837609904636,0.0,0.13891667911973887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393329799676118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462346004357824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779966340587548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580920622367948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922530589167755,0.08410672571001561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697949272025305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958295292407342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34941324508382265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040657885623007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933833852666313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172372792295975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127492705148748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629701132544612,0.0,0.0,0.12379546020886395,0.0,0.14694453215995615,0.28963950280357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554648923932813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000138238242744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369641216756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lakii_00,2020/03/02,"Has anyone felt this way? Have you ever shivered when alone or when someone said something? Sometimes when i feel alone i fucking shiver, is this weird? When i see other people together i cant explain how sad and pathetic i feel fuck man",2.206666666666667,5.0802628888888925,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.77777777777777,4.777777777777779,25.277777777777786,6.42735559955562,1.2194444444444446,190,8,32,2,6,60,35,45,0.27699999999999997,0.6709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8768,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,8,12,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,10,0,6,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,1,5,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194699645607184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535291739621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268470801938295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536062799808739,0.0,0.2407904763336581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636886609964103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386097177091125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855153498051426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998411407438088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124871528828611,0.1930645792405272,0.248030251826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905943286656624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LianXie,2020/03/02,"Where can I meet people? I don't click with anyone at school and it's difficult to meet someone normal in the most places on the Internet (at least from my experience). I just wanna meet someone, but where can I?",4.297857142857144,5.465226404761907,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,70.66666666666667,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.8227047619047616,167,5,33,3,3,55,32,42,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,0,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491849934051377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860216389817505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491708637391418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470648663703449,0.0,0.3723349893683572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606695233034397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039090831908326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AfricanRain,2020/03/02,"It feels like an inevitability that I will kill myself I’ve never really wrote anything like about suicide this openly but I’m sick of hiding behind sad memes and I just need to vent. I hate my life, I hate my job, I hate my “friends”. I have nothing to look forward to and every day I persevere just feels like delaying the end. I can’t see a future for myself where I am happy. Suicide is always in the back of my mind, the only thing that keeps me going is honestly stupid stuff like a film coming out that I want to see or something but it’s getting harder and harder to take. I’m so lonely.",2.602682926829268,4.1180384146341495,4.26878861788618,86.36513414634148,75.42276422764228,6.546016260162602,22.05609756097561,7.1686216300943375,0.7079014634146343,467,12,95,5,10,157,81,123,0.298,0.547,0.155,-0.9812,1,2,1,0,0,4,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,5,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,20,24,7,3,2,5,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,5,17,7,12,22,0,13,0,2,3,0,2,5,0,1,11,61,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292337400195301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781023791238755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942692531346223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378931039814282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001647200043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756215766388358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308587943419552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157062910984508,0.2219127912513075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999525762171626,0.0,0.08114518609250286,0.0,0.08826855961409223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533470511459306,0.0,0.4600214389750201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541252393758014,0.13805027293779187,0.17183199589647286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097029138874267,0.30351441835053194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042469370540732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682292571994952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516340764599856,0.11978777801874455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902802958586914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812334148631988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949816399497316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475303947682567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956835148484213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779744034251468,0.3397767466893093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167768441819173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318376027720688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160825674257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sundayfunday56,2020/03/02,Lonely 43 M looking for 40+ F Im a married M 43 looking for a F about my age to get their perspective on some relationships/sexual issues,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,3.855,80.7825,92.33333333333334,7.0,24.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.0776666666666674,110,5,22,3,4,42,23,30,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258820843448708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670061007057051,0.451255186448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7261207493106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DisastrousInternal9,2020/03/02,I'd like to talk to you :) Anybody is welcome. Feel free to vent if you wish.,-3.5126470588235317,-3.0477224117647044,-0.7442647058823509,107.96830882352944,126.05882352941177,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.5238117647058824,57,2,15,0,4,19,14,17,0.0,0.45299999999999996,0.547,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221970928928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113130357466841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121725268902972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7327704482335559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ClayboiCarti28,2020/03/02,Living with depression Please share this around ❤️ Help spread awareness https://twitter.com/claychervc28/status/1232501655859597312?s=21,27.47076923076923,36.63663184615386,8.72961538461539,44.052884615384635,38.230769230769226,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.9179538461538472,126,3,9,2,2,24,13,13,0.196,0.423,0.381,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468829705008663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323685171006042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364774133525291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432717653439644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510409861788712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Abuddend,2020/03/02,"Even happy memories hurt I can’t look back on happy memories anymore without feeling sad. I can’t remember college or childhood without this deep feeling of loss and failure. Those days feel like a dream anymore, things I thought happened but didn’t, they’re gone forever, and I am alone and forgotten by people who said they’d always be there for me. It’s like I’m trapped in a pit and looking at the sky just hurts my eyes.",8.24642857142857,6.7296712619047625,7.911904761904763,75.7414285714286,62.57142857142857,10.780952380952382,42.42857142857143,9.516144504307137,4.075842857142858,342,18,64,5,4,109,66,84,0.242,0.616,0.14300000000000002,-0.8399,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,16,6,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,7,7,4,8,10,0,9,0,4,3,0,3,5,0,1,5,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857611576218368,0.0,0.0,0.1492405142293378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35575057380027303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791549903234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156712969757493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846449775794925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720669106783842,0.1281336401601002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860599542938852,0.3818605947259424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840136437558517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175250858884864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123168073379786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434449567737026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317804527456898,0.0,0.17061086227735814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915771718407213,0.0,0.0,0.14239049435842466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457900954889711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,outakuslayer69,2020/03/02,"The mask l wore. **Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain,** **Hiding the tears that fall like rain.** **Saying I'm fine when I'm anything but.** **This ache in my soul rips at my gut.** **My skin is on fire; I burn from within.** **The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.** **The world must stay out; I've built up a wall.** **My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.** **Loneliness consumes me; it eats away the years** **Until my life is swallowed by unending fears.** **Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask** **And care enough to remove it; is that too much to ask?** will you be my friend? :) [https://open.spotify.com/user/iy60tufjnk1h2uufwng66lb4e?si=XCBFtQ5eTVeIv4--jenL1Q](https://open.spotify.com/user/iy60tufjnk1h2uufwng66lb4e?si=XCBFtQ5eTVeIv4--jenL1Q)",3.3654625068418187,-2.064995827586205,0.895336617405583,91.92300766283527,201.24137931034485,2.1158182813355224,11.324028461959493,4.568576756788152,-1.4043810618500272,588,11,97,4,63,155,84,116,0.121,0.748,0.131,0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,10,0,9,8,4,0,2,7,16,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,5,11,5,15,10,2,18,2,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,5,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099587649953548,0.0,0.2385217816447999,0.0,0.2397127533211685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601325864687112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26107226932245803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636281802339772,0.0,0.0,0.23078904958188295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871038219466138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712079804456048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731330168156378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021317143611595,0.12464868518366312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755751078047028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714873163635105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028978433398909,0.0,0.0,0.20331382224631112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617958679606453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719456608194909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430201740906492 lonely,rx9ue,2020/03/02,"I do I notice that I'm so lonely that when I have a day off from work I find my self sleeping 90 percent of the day, I'll sleep for 8 hours and wake up and feel even more tired than before and sleep 10 more I'll be up for like 2 hours max before sleeping yet another 8 hours. (I think my body is starting to shut down and become sick and worn out). Another thing I notice is that anytime someone who I meet, I text them a lot for that day and then they get busy cuz they aren't lonely and have a life unlike Me, they'll take a week to respond which is understandable I'm not questioning that it's clear that they have stuff to do and doing stuff. When that happens its sucks becuase I wanna keep talking, but they are busy which is understandable. I guess my point here is that I'm at a point where I'm craving interaction with people and consistent interaction. I work at a pizza hut and I deliever pizza so I talk to a ton of people. It's crazy that I can talk to that amount of people and still be that lonely, maybe it's because I'm craving interaction in a way that isn't just ""how are you"" ""the total is"" I want to have real convos, and when it does happen I really enjoy it then when it stops I get a sharp pain in my chest like it hurts more than anything is this world. I don't know what my problem is, well I do. Loneliness.",2.3772245422422102,3.5901652014134307,3.8953694185672982,90.0462536138773,75.43109540636044,6.7002248634757455,22.050915515579824,7.1686216300943375,0.5041392226148416,1044,26,235,11,22,347,139,283,0.136,0.8029999999999999,0.062,-0.965,0,6,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,6,2,14,11,1,0,11,0,25,13,7,2,2,36,46,23,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,28,14,2,2,7,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,2,32,4,26,42,8,32,0,4,0,0,18,14,1,3,19,158,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130910073603064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361524150338166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061939675254206815,0.11221874432720247,0.17292291363160026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286427735485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658747350950745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891839325746377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711153911614003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137637425491764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928684432812363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061726265874334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193335689156823,0.0,0.17970434463939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001920870506248,0.0,0.10877413555034028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031441533826022,0.0,0.0,0.055841443501973086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176917740040309,0.09928168433398413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638402018514768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207952184862222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231364188099394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081187419031644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113278824491173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210598858012687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722573244592568,0.0,0.0,0.1138249152394846,0.0,0.0,0.11565286123848137,0.06509308759197928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599995683627723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067280257557413,0.0,0.08609265899641826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191910839192366,0.0,0.08114477990053652,0.08494936098924244,0.0,0.0,0.232635134019754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639704133065707,0.2450074939070541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750425612007628,0.0651067047031026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167841682445103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155632597445306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993140014718721,0.08065219775074689,0.08150431076274645,0.0,0.09135835739354313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794457962272153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AsianJose_,2020/03/02,I’d rather be alone by myself than be alone in a group of people. Came back to Uni last night and didn’t want to be with my friends cuz I’d still feel like I’m alone around them anyway. I’d feel like shit whenever people notice me come back Sunday night and then tell me that they didn’t even notice me leave and go home for the weekend. Seems like no one would ever notice me go missing. Couldn’t bring myself to walk Into my dorm room while I heard people in their having a conversation. I just left my things outside the room and went somewhere else. Realized that it hurts more to be alone within a group of people than to be alone by myself.,4.161445279866335,4.920683924812032,4.368822055137843,90.06111946533001,70.65413533834587,6.813366750208856,20.792815371762746,6.42735559955562,0.10794970760233903,514,8,110,3,9,160,80,133,0.159,0.7559999999999999,0.085,-0.8126,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,1,20,23,7,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,4,9,0,0,4,1,0,7,4,3,0,1,5,3,15,4,18,11,1,26,0,2,0,0,9,8,1,1,14,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980754909111246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028125520260856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761276004952326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209231993635132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948631191235197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647892121364952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628151499395758,0.10446931534408037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679266232531264,0.1650153147666922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922899439597386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312737681013342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584810256317846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363679869685115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941415650999302,0.0,0.12228957386491507,0.12548262330422622,0.0,0.0,0.16927097914656858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167632294977765,0.0,0.0,0.3944659372144607,0.0,0.0,0.07826050996741668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202710243472225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513976974101737,0.0,0.0,0.1185510931543679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922322275153355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009452814325746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672789200182657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812029733106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706243506596186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204235183644233,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,reda_b,2020/03/02,"Fantasizing about having a conversation with that one person you used to regularly chat with? So there you are, involuntarily in deep reveries for a couple of minutes, completely making up scenarios about telling them the story of an incident that had recently happened to you, or sending the funny meme you found on Reddit which you know they'd like, imagining their replies, smiling even. Then suddenly you get hit with the brutal realization ""oh, but we're not talking anymore..."" Which, of course, you already knew but for some reason you're still holding on to the idea that maybe, just maybe, you'll talk to them again in the preferably near future...? Is it just me? It feels quite stupid but damn, how would you even stop doing that? It's been like a month",6.221304347826084,7.960620695652177,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,66.68115942028986,8.708405797101449,30.46666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.624678840579711,608,23,106,11,10,188,98,138,0.105,0.8340000000000001,0.061,-0.8536,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,9,4,1,11,5,3,0,9,0,9,0,0,4,0,25,18,7,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,1,14,2,20,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,20,7,1,2,10,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133476833136039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917343052459583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027058869447969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139191972912492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25538913887103165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775493269922432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119795664198355,0.0,0.0,0.10100847049907362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709636615151068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824933264915067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625071602518572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890539690829355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905122448731882,0.0,0.388457805090281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431649120312607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310073892067399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688108474109936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563335685736345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877843997628145,0.19089293335967109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543959186125528,0.16163497690868375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107873534613649,0.16898149243759308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697756778094774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733815845243058,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,annaxmarieee,2020/03/02,"need a friend Just had a baby , anxiety and depression on high trying my best reach out to the people around me but no one will give me the time of day so thought I’d try here .. out of my comfort zone honestly (thus making me more anxious)",4.6154421768707445,4.707164285714286,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,69.40816326530611,8.982312925170069,28.578231292517003,8.841846274778883,1.959402721088435,186,6,40,3,3,61,42,49,0.111,0.667,0.222,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,7,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218163720305897,0.3221748861999886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387275731662584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928128627191225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391902584515404,0.0,0.24562714370208535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033117935004828,0.0,0.0,0.27357290014766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301310814701384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903614358371248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211459102030555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324694371356896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770953652385773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264029339750707,0.1662921240497939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872401971412002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,godoftheodd1,2020/03/02,"Kinda lonely after cutting off a toxic friend I recently stopped talking to a friend I talked to a lot because they were being very manipulative, and toxic, gaslighting me, and now I'm feeling a little lonely. I know it was the right thing to do but I miss having someone to talk to daily. So I'm just looking for new people :)",5.557187500000001,6.053140343750003,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,67.4375,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,2.183325,258,10,44,2,4,88,47,64,0.122,0.7290000000000001,0.15,0.5824,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,2,8,8,1,8,0,3,1,0,6,3,0,2,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689830961010494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184601389932105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723589162172194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243552897172953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152385095683665,0.0,0.0,0.2023613205998868,0.0,0.0,0.2048713767136117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273862041423896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670642098022617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379372822340372,0.0,0.0,0.20579439613324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418037428367186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014688885688138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810683790162411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009546506063246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883257113037064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theMock1ngJAY,2020/03/02,"Should I talk to my friend or not? Ok so I manage to confess to a girl 5 years ago (I spent about 6 years with her) but she already had someone but I manage to stick around and kept going and just when I think all was going well. I decided to push her away I didnt even know what I was doing back then but all I could remember was I cant make her happy all I could do was to let her go and ive said some pretty awful shit I mean really awful shit and I spent the last 2 years asking for an apology in which she accepted but the guilt is just killing me and I just want to go back to the time when I didnt pushed her away, I just want to just hang out till the morning comes like in past but it's just what I think is just truly unforgivable and it turned really awkward between us but I still want to talk with her should I or should I not",-0.21903225806451587,1.69208284946237,1.8671075268817208,98.24066129032258,86.09677419354837,5.2253763440860235,15.751612903225805,6.508806274219699,-0.6031045161290325,654,12,162,7,20,218,98,186,0.174,0.703,0.124,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,19,11,3,2,6,3,19,2,2,1,3,50,38,19,1,8,17,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,8,0,2,8,5,5,1,0,11,1,32,6,22,21,4,28,1,0,0,0,17,6,2,3,15,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350609355985412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375219660864667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403168835253148,0.13025311269538697,0.0,0.26180696838295964,0.21426965937297304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200189567449392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248455251013388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202499994737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764466601435234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167338379048519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831752075359433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414607356539314,0.0,0.07657116649399387,0.11357112563971301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424725829244804,0.0,0.06806874880189145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300269368659997,0.0,0.0,0.1517693177386594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330045869669782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174692714346326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851449873202002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783175516349424,0.0,0.13253307859519542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860369079496007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805238032022672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126772630193428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397355120389928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855184297019158,0.0,0.0,0.08124342731229242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154913488676974,0.0,0.0,0.1675947385630904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465382481772499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527283601383998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26916848904221163 lonely,Legataux,2020/03/02,"I feel like an outsider looking in and it hurts I feel like I'm being ignored most of the time. It hurts. Nobody wants to talk to me about anything. I have to talk to them at it's mentality exhausting trying to poke their brains. Then they leave and I start over again. I can't chill out because that involves being relaxed, no pressure, no forced exertion of will. I'm always forcing my will. Am I just spoiled and selfish? Do I expect too much of people? I just want to naturally be chill. I want people to go to me not because of work, but because they want to talk about stuff. I want people to talk to me because they like my company. I find that hard. I find myself expressing my feelings of loneliness more and more to people. Is that okay? For years I've been conceal don't feel, but I don't want that anymore. It's my cry for help. I'm very open about my emotions now. I just want to vent. No, everything is not fine. I'm lonely, and it's hard. It's like I'm invisible. I can see them, they can't see me. It's like I'm looking at the world from a one way window. I can see them loving life, enjoying company. Not I. There's a barrier preventing me from connecting with thr world.",1.0302814258911823,3.2051827723577304,2.921951219512195,90.96568480300188,83.0650406504065,6.061038148843028,22.87617260787993,7.321109707123232,0.8895302063789874,926,33,200,14,26,309,118,246,0.135,0.6920000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9139,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,8,1,10,17,0,1,5,1,17,4,1,0,0,34,42,8,0,8,8,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,8,0,3,6,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,1,11,36,10,31,36,4,16,0,3,5,1,16,8,0,1,11,127,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782701122721641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046783770499204,0.0,0.0,0.0868596018221564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573720021776887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782998978656264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594298052385445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873083546774615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486256645539684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134793289172168,0.15081152341289628,0.0,0.0,0.19294367534477466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998715022149435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891061937159671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074871003686005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259893754434641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176342606840478,0.0,0.0,0.07455389783034473,0.25783479825069083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727276230866632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952640326748488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063707319733906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759223914994398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152419003013999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927035054601049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233179923180604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470964630383027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083081234647035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393520604071599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154772361462156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166230139372523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709075187077749,0.43579761558817387,0.08378158881988483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684249334648033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797147911897905 lonely,CraigAmadeus,2020/03/02,"Every day I feel more and more invisible. I (38M) have never been very good at being social. I was okay with that when I was younger. I had a singular focus to keep up my grades and pay my own way through college. Relationships be damned! I did exactly what I set out to do and earned my degree in 2004. Next step: career and family! That hasn’t happened. The field I went to school for basically disappeared as soon as I held the degree. The friends I had made in HS and college moved on with their lives, and mine has stagnated. I live at home still due to financial reasons. I have a decent job that lets me afford the things I like. I just wish there was more. The friends that I do have now are scattered all over the state so I am lucky to see them even once a month. I’ve tried meetups for my hobbies but nothing has stuck. I haven’t been on a date in well over 10 years. Things like a hug, kiss, or warmth of another person sound like alien concepts to me. The days go by and nothing seems to change. I feel like less of an active part of my own life.",1.7581192660550435,3.628609169724776,2.8967798165137597,93.70819724770641,78.86238532110092,6.194862385321102,21.450458715596326,7.1686216300943375,0.413489174311926,821,23,186,10,20,263,137,218,0.028999999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.188,0.9873,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,9,13,1,0,13,1,22,3,0,2,3,25,34,13,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,7,10,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,1,1,0,12,4,28,12,29,19,8,31,0,0,1,2,7,11,1,3,16,126,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235953301274588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370794633440732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874127305580105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596916252981592,0.0,0.12242136734416822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369757414766929,0.0,0.1469359122439517,0.10380222236021304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451656515310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825772376690227,0.12187059756686346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848815334250507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457475691789436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418765388688462,0.12914915852821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857891306212268,0.10262956179042586,0.2839446159502715,0.0,0.25660481089839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374862054296303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159769322279785,0.15443071674549935,0.0,0.0,0.11206418070652158,0.0,0.1545280098186839,0.0,0.0,0.2788381972530509,0.0,0.0,0.154739569088949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734554860618488,0.0,0.0,0.12687020069528265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939241737402512,0.0,0.15599763262569402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147051177747042,0.11578514665046152,0.1322755014949871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811487119174713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116036626089654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930614917303815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864904187394437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198875707456123,0.0,0.11533223609927334,0.0,0.0,0.13064199040324773,0.13469439132792574,0.0,0.0,0.16708762532569402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356832196892323 lonely,introblurt,2020/03/02,"living without a soulmate being alone truly sucks,watching all your peers get married and start families really hurts. just walking down the street and seeing couple's in love burns my soul, the more i think about it the reason why im so upset is because I cheated on at least 3 good women and now I cant find love, I can find sex but a soulmate is out of the question I fake smile thru all the pain 😔",10.505622489959839,5.728239722891568,9.9855421686747,72.7485140562249,61.40963855421687,12.030522088353415,39.714859437751,7.793537801064563,3.2583365461847387,319,10,64,2,3,104,66,83,0.23199999999999998,0.619,0.149,-0.8658,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,7,0,5,4,0,1,2,14,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,9,10,4,9,1,1,1,3,5,6,0,1,2,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240390932818392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318647877878036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935055962997304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392434222125566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39541949534622944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301666352274538,0.0,0.0,0.18143637097348905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315717388294383,0.0,0.23365939578432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101180511648996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904689351192625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301764563413137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232445894200835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385781592580482,0.22240982320964536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237658008009096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311023067310886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860714903658986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951923760382695,0.0,0.0,0.20852179339046814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PalpatineR90,2020/03/02,"Eating alone. I don't like to eat alone, I hate it. Most of the time, I eat dinner alone. So what do I want? I do not know.",-4.5585057471264365,-3.8772502413793113,-1.0912068965517232,111.494683908046,120.3793103448276,1.9333333333333331,4.833333333333333,3.1291,-3.1113494252873566,89,0,27,0,6,31,20,29,0.389,0.56,0.051,-0.8499,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735361542736678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654404639486785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401902960462826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913308940680893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590462060495616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640241663903742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785867277513732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EnyNetworkGaming,2020/03/02,"Have you ever thought you had something good with someone, so good that you were in-love with this person and after months of holding in these feelings you just tell this person how you feel and then get rejected? But afterwards everything was almost as if nothing was said at all",12.13096153846154,8.72903478846154,9.980769230769235,69.81423076923079,56.884615384615394,12.707692307692303,43.30769230769231,10.125756701596842,4.380853846153847,227,9,39,3,2,68,41,52,0.057999999999999996,0.841,0.102,0.3612,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,10,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,5,2,7,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589344152767392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339039343446477,0.0,0.0,0.2323985283685712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614955705462513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509941081146604,0.0,0.0,0.4337758000324573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063991954043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481182182328476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515709605565942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459724962217737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909729238977352,0.19907051317728036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260137189837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528672599201894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xZdeadpotatoZx,2020/03/02,"been alone for three years with no motivation to do anything it’s a miracle my grades are still all passing. at first the loneliness was really hard to get used to but nowadays it’s just a normal thing for me, ever since i moved away from all of my friends back in mid 2017. i’ve been so out of it the past couple weeks when it comes to school, things i used to have fun with (video games, tv shows, etc.) and every time i have to get up out of bed every morning it’s like i’m already instantly anxious about something and my mind constantly is just spinning going back and forth about something, which sounds really weird but i don’t really know how else to explain it. i don’t know what the point was of me coming to this subreddit and talking about whatever the hell it was i’m trying to rant about, but thanks for reading anyway i guess",2.362323529411768,4.4842791588235285,3.26904411764706,90.54944852941178,78.0,6.602941176470589,22.389705882352942,7.645422480735847,0.8919117647058825,667,20,139,10,16,212,106,170,0.115,0.775,0.11,0.2415,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,4,3,28,26,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,0,4,5,0,5,3,2,0,2,5,2,11,4,29,21,3,24,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,12,93,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094928598936766,0.1608347450794146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646519146537622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993684528623112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369335136299433,0.22413992647677755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510951874320606,0.0,0.15750005016223356,0.0,0.0,0.1612655878402839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175239155878576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254573045103993,0.0,0.1318359370901759,0.2455952078282244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239717890786222,0.0,0.0,0.11260328502261828,0.0,0.15229292721871507,0.0,0.08283102160666404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055605971465814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305601212910149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019678827537912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120431514414696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716228751800733,0.0,0.0,0.15490532738270105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428004991107375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391314030698131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377774303860698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578581246191102,0.0,0.2801065727498939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750310890842355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056290454331585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244053544912038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639324048740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714541257612356,0.0,0.13418367716459886,0.0,0.0,0.19365482600700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498588123856214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989522191537616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175613937699576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690894787067108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385588471451836 lonely,Lifeismeaningles,2020/03/02,"There’s No Point I don’t have friends. I only go out once a month. I don’t care that I can’t go places all the time, but you don’t have to pay for anything to spend time with people. Once a loner, always a loner I guess. Even in HS. They say it gets better in college, but they said it gets better in HS too. Might as well just give up and accept that I’m just not meant to be here.",0.5925615763546794,1.5532825747126466,2.4134646962233184,99.89586206896551,79.57471264367815,4.971428571428572,15.876847290640395,3.1291,-1.2438394088669953,292,3,77,0,7,97,58,87,0.10099999999999999,0.7,0.19899999999999998,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,2,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,18,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,2,2,8,6,11,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936240762781948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749689058797754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600309272082072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752360290879648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443690315804754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157255262686533,0.0,0.21268353112673008,0.1952550628719204,0.2313540685555209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422334607086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592482331348326,0.0,0.0,0.16246447499899944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335290194465543,0.0,0.1548020935410747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110969311473046,0.0,0.21265701132466516,0.0,0.1924120242432083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936140903290421,0.16186396346535095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373727742691007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830077928080226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kaloo420,2020/03/02,"Call buddy anyone??😁 I miss having someone to just have long conversations in real life or in person so i am hoping to find someone who want to sit on call for hours and just chill If you want that too feel free to message me 😁",0.13437500000000213,2.4277303541666697,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.20833333333334,4.033333333333334,16.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.6421916666666667,179,4,38,1,6,60,38,48,0.032,0.7809999999999999,0.187,0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530469579455339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313378987685063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740768747012725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25799132973594485,0.2558023897945513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346979701882854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987144102746415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268045343195942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956534788979169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44017232029178505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064157126593143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stormknob,2020/03/02,"How do you accept that you’re just not attractive? Been single for a long ass time, used to think it was because I don’t go out a lot but with dating apps now I’m starting to realise I might just not be very handsome at all. How do I deal with that in a way that is healthy? Anyone in a similar boat?",1.797727272727272,2.7153911969697013,3.5034545454545487,93.45518181818184,76.42424242424242,6.492121212121212,23.806060606060605,6.742157984588678,0.5194642424242426,233,7,56,2,5,78,49,66,0.128,0.789,0.083,-0.4423,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,3,1,16,13,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,9,9,3,11,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,5,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438702787246444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130593678427074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603316885141071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986358142569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093072618761466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971427385891761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707771673517841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473865048033764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223953278563932,0.0,0.0,0.20380335039606295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018662861410015,0.0,0.2883841347393069,0.0,0.27742648306397244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FeistyMasterpiece,2020/03/02,"Fuck me I feel like shit and i just want to drink till i pass out , but i dont have money i fr am thinking about just lying to some asshole so i can get money for drinks ? Ughhhhhh 😟",-1.3619512195121963,0.5251201219512218,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,91.6829268292683,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-0.8744478048780486,139,3,35,1,5,50,33,41,0.228,0.6990000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8047,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,9,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873077258908676,0.6474684860557368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709527983463926,0.2360874360508993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551367486320785,0.17265664430093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145067715296674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392221341809106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117514752500238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949194396005367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AeKino,2020/03/02,"I just miss her She hasn’t gone anywhere far and we still hang out sometimes, but I see her so much less and it feels more distant than before. I wonder if I should’ve been trying harder to see her. What I miss the most though is when she would have this look and I knew she was going to tell me she loves me. Now when I see it, I know it’s about someone else. Maybe it’s petty, but I feel replaced. I don’t really know if my feelings are romantic or platonic, but I haven’t cried or lost sleep over someone quite like this either way. It’s so dumb.",2.2092843691148762,3.26945623728814,3.3233333333333337,94.58823917137478,75.61016949152544,6.261393596986817,20.738229755178907,6.42735559955562,-0.0005340866290017843,428,9,101,3,9,138,78,118,0.146,0.753,0.102,-0.5143,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,1,0,9,2,1,0,0,23,26,15,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,7,22,2,6,20,5,11,0,3,4,1,10,3,1,6,5,69,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021879046940246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682497228535504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729004179790207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285611445086894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700812266496272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695576654490602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198775943391876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811407463298222,0.0,0.20553804323704444,0.0,0.1699368157411911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916009658644148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841297368100727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002669280154786,0.0,0.0,0.120621790864851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501222682652586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842347427543105,0.0,0.3190707675001879,0.0,0.18622114734864506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036663696596456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457156999786526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499150814258916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278348497916401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494538497061541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418975684401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375403442764164,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FaineUSA,2020/03/02,Terminally lonely Terminal illness and terminally lonely. Enough said.,12.220000000000004,16.823251555555554,12.38722222222222,14.267500000000013,89.0,15.133333333333335,48.944444444444436,10.125756701596842,11.001844444444444,60,4,3,3,2,20,7,9,0.562,0.43799999999999994,0.0,-0.7717,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7357099227295699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772967662681183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asteroidsandsunshine,2020/03/02,Can’t sleep Anyone else still awake and need someone to talk to?,3.91,5.442655384615384,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,72.07692307692308,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,52,1,11,0,1,15,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905983303375013,0.42583299433977095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471818418961399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816335044679194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159017831495459,0.0,0.35213792141483097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33190000704970296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33404485601602923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpicyThrowawayyyy,2020/03/02,"Anyone else just feel empty? my whole life has been trying to impress others so they’d like me, but for some time now I’ve been just focusing on myself, I’ve stopped hanging with the few friends I have because even to be with them, I have to change the way I act. And now I don’t feel the fear of missing out, I don’t feel anything when I don’t get invited to literally anything my friends do, I go months without texting or speaking to anyone. I am doing well in school, iam looking for a job because my parents dont like me sitting at home. Iam not that confident in my appearance even though others say I look good. I don’t feel any connection to anyone and I feel like at my age(20), I should be out having fun partying. But there’s no one to go with, don’t know where the parties are. TBH I don’t even care, I don’t care about connecting with others my age, I just don’t feel anything. My passion is what iam doing in school and when iam doing that, I feel happy even though iam alone. This passion is all I have got going and worth living for because everything else to me is empty and I don’t know why.",5.213966033966031,4.704458255411256,5.898441558441558,84.4226073926074,68.17748917748918,8.666133866133867,30.756243756243755,7.882392219407189,1.887184215784216,871,30,187,9,13,285,116,231,0.085,0.675,0.24,0.9921,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,18,16,0,1,5,0,30,3,0,0,1,33,50,13,0,1,8,1,7,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,7,11,0,1,9,0,1,6,13,2,1,1,3,11,31,14,26,43,4,25,0,1,2,2,7,9,0,3,11,130,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416741105201715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496173915094942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312309465261159,0.1129460106542676,0.2721353537976949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201589747710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477833827525898,0.0,0.11661114953396813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919142622975965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841698719215819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122955915543186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906967697654387,0.0,0.0,0.12404197583565325,0.3901573155534307,0.07874997202337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033039199523228,0.0,0.0575918233336945,0.0,0.18794265695882692,0.09245761729029324,0.08816283448793195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173443254789438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057197750051308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938854151219493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121161570631983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786032838218987,0.1615617906860147,0.0,0.0973371341183241,0.0,0.1851347265300566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798636445967735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469625445593019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239991607563205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766114365887052,0.0,0.22312193073088926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215913268141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660533605157534,0.0,0.06427733641392816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484049099399195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749726315775216,0.0,0.0,0.09911206962055527,0.0,0.09946749874294117,0.12307041832283512,0.0,0.1062599966398058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wanderingStrays,2020/03/02,"Just one person I'm not asking for alot. I'm asking for one personto be with me and to take my mind of the world. One person to be intimate with without fear. Not asking for forever or for years to come. I just want one person that I can hold and be free. If that's one day, I'm fine with that. But I know better. That day willl be never.",-0.256351351351352,1.659507081081081,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,86.2972972972973,5.321621621621622,14.655405405405405,6.6274283507984215,-0.5825891891891892,260,4,62,3,8,89,42,74,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,20,15,5,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,5,0,0,5,4,12,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751875232527126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984863916244878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595047447446252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853896050036803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065785540481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931152743196354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710777964935063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067623254839686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740567894616928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438238805208271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739161122260928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993525265635357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332618807612626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910851017414096 lonely,dottedbee,2020/03/02,"I think I shouldn't be sad. I don't want this to look like I'm bragging, just clarifying my situation. I'm objectively very lucky, I live with my parents and don't have to worry about working as long as I keep studying. I'm healthy and without addictions. I even have some friends that I can spend time with, if I want. Yet somehow I feel that I can't appriciate any of that. I simply have no one to talk to about stuff that haunt me. All my friends are (or were recently) clinically depressed, so I can't make them put up with my problems as well. I told my parents once, and they threatened to send me to psychiatric hospital, and then told me that I can start worrying when real life kicks in: taxes, work etc. And it's been going on for years. In past 7 years I remember being happy only couple of times for short periods of time. I wanted to go to therapist or anyone really who could help me but I can't, because of this thought that maybe I'm not having any problems with my brain, and maybe it's just me being unable to cope with reality. I always feel guilty, because there really isn't any reason for me to feel this miserable. Only emotions I felt in last few months were sadness, anger and sometimes for no apparent reason envy. And I don't know why. And there is only one way I can think of, to make this all stop, but I'm a coward who would never be able to kill herself. So I'm just sitting here, my only coping mechanism being playing games for 14 hours straight and fantasizing about death. Sorry, I know this whole thing is terribly incoherent, but I wanted to post it once I still have enough courage to spill the beans. And thanks for reading I guess.",5.080345024237238,5.506235029940124,5.910461933276308,81.01561876247506,68.46107784431138,8.996635300826918,29.67721699458227,8.976282227363876,2.2506534359851718,1316,46,265,22,21,433,178,334,0.185,0.725,0.09,-0.9894,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,2,17,18,2,1,2,0,29,4,1,4,3,60,59,24,2,10,11,2,4,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,18,16,0,2,12,3,2,4,13,9,1,2,7,5,41,9,42,44,7,33,0,4,1,0,15,7,0,7,20,177,59,4,0.09246031166447263,0.0,0.0,0.1007953873688615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769343861459785,0.0,0.0,0.18862854759308284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465039972512522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127258956101533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321628627853087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382203530004708,0.10230557623350467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963593095318842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400540580480973,0.0,0.09553621814864606,0.10311768828548296,0.0610691638404167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402521350972373,0.0,0.08877639891100292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286921486850354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509465173527653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018554573661248,0.0,0.0,0.09842572105934043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061974197928973136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910547822780318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821829733020863,0.10229363572187596,0.0,0.10162753848949448,0.07536749451995407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530745250488651,0.045171437928522136,0.0,0.0816441491511653,0.08182446626672997,0.07764337507361772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123435952004244,0.0,0.18577762115503854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380093864775449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131109235305065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969344286890618,0.12530700015104082,0.28128093376817703,0.0,0.0,0.2053324683264483,0.0,0.08826382958607626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855142018376486,0.0,0.0,0.17694406245011338,0.0,0.09294815093223606,0.0,0.0,0.09248533273792332,0.10524007681247204,0.11846488646770327,0.19012919926848,0.09129340327355487,0.0,0.10473950905528286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039292642460654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144561244021096,0.10350174907116763,0.06544388448672618,0.0,0.07383892433110142,0.0773009606501948,0.0,0.0,0.10584493592006576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743160961815452,0.0,0.08512503254600534,0.0,0.1073535482203517,0.061426522639993576,0.11848966866167993,0.0,0.07340315954455702,0.16174305383305246,0.0,0.0,0.17669958019002396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628944035036991,0.2181419495351103,0.07339069172600039,0.0,0.0,0.08313292422339727,0.0,0.08343104999567925,0.10322863602529556,0.0,0.08912844099063556,0.0,0.13462441617746645,0.18779586925120947,0.0,0.0656811525905022,0.0,0.0,0.11908281856305147 lonely,intuitive_mind,2020/03/02,Anyone else struggling to hold on even when married w/kids I just feel like I can't cope anymore. I feel so lonely. I have two teenagers and I literally sit in my room all day alone. No fam or friends. Husband works and comes home to exhausted to deal with anything. I just open my eyes and watch my days melt away. I have so much pain.. it feels hard just to breathe.,0.2807999999999993,2.6760571466666683,1.0230000000000032,101.0865,90.86666666666667,4.066666666666666,20.833333333333336,5.6839178017228535,-0.25326666666666675,286,10,66,2,10,87,57,75,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.7609,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,15,7,7,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,6,10,2,8,7,2,10,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476313956354344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479705304406025,0.15849386577864327,0.2322515665200836,0.18653119267305351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296517807641088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952572817568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923685143122915,0.23368819029523266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893548121434884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971427706695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438355086709653,0.16193404494672647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751257089016002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305299077886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273698277518337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074016325515663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662951023475608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119427887667666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369660919385405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214249548336199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501942941481365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontknowbuthy,2020/03/02,Help? Im tired and sad.help me,-3.531428571428574,-4.094823428571427,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,140.42857142857142,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.7069428571428569,24,1,7,0,2,7,7,7,0.302,0.41700000000000004,0.281,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476141397207964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218233635473908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552443635821802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justsomeguy8120,2020/03/02,"Just finally ended a relationship, afraid of being alone forever. M 27 Been with a girl that just didn’t value me. I finally ended it on my terms. And it feels better. Like it was the right thing to do. But to be honest, I’m terrified of being alone. I’ve come to realize I have abandonment issues due to my upbringing. I have 3 friends in total and I feel I’m only close to 1. I was close to another one too, we moved in together and I just feel like we’ve been drifting apart ever since we’ve become roommates. I just need a friend. One that’s willing to actually stay, I’m not the best person out there. I consider myself funny, quick to a laugh and personable. I can strike up a convo anywhere. But for the life of me I cannot make bonds. So let’s be friends?",0.6121383647798737,2.8529086100628973,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,85.54088050314465,6.803773584905662,20.78301886792453,7.984000788550335,1.1425622641509436,595,19,126,13,18,207,96,159,0.10099999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.182,0.9221,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,8,0,16,1,0,1,2,26,25,7,0,1,7,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,3,16,9,18,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,10,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14977828916257224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31792636786638817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094140540307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951107086420153,0.0,0.0,0.16107203771596967,0.1357441664878658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221291575805785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718826176558898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388351072965445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328184369541195,0.10964903357388063,0.0,0.3362685416655978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557441810581299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019746826552408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694783653267771,0.10841032119120003,0.14996910480111064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245179294292933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631292515732893,0.0,0.11380647578046447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800952437799725,0.11673153371158942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680326987082721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478442627040413,0.0,0.13107453719208045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696358942558467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359357199618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019679805847879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shiny-sol,2020/03/02,"16f in my junior year of hs its worse being lonely in hs, everyone has their own friend groups and they go out and happy... i just sit and watch.. i have nobody and nothing to keep me happy other than random tv shows i just want to disappear.. anyone else in the same boat i really need someone right now",1.1494379391100686,3.5522103606557422,2.8970960187353647,89.81295081967217,84.7377049180328,5.4529274004683845,15.271662763466045,6.868970318607317,-0.13534847775175685,236,4,47,3,7,78,49,61,0.085,0.79,0.125,0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,8,6,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834881108462737,0.26887729043959097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921578219553686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507507478240448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274277070033456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913766340920792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586956830165426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233248341526791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945789259692903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517962478609027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811108911929518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410273663122054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223451245666111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478038181782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674254045049346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898798387392003 lonely,leyeldamac,2020/03/02,"Just moved from a toxic roommate So after moving completely across the country, and rooming with a couple friends, i am moved out into a new apartment with a guy whos nice but isnt particularly friend material. One of my old roommates has been very negative and toxic for the last several years. But she is also extremely prideful, so whenever i got stressed out by her negativity, i was blamed for being the negative one. On my way out for the last time i told her since i borrowed some boxes from her, id bring them back when i could, just not tomorrow, because id likely be unpacking. She responded with a quick ""or you can just bring them to ""3rd roommate"" at work. Which was a pretty strong way of saying she didnt want me back there. Im 2500+ miles away from my old friends, and i feel like im no longer welcome with my friends here..... im unpacking in my new place but had to sit down and type this out somewhere... i just.... i need someone to tell me things will be ok.....",5.814448051948048,5.42810535204082,6.47031539888683,80.40974953617811,66.90816326530611,9.780333951762524,32.61410018552876,9.339509955726095,2.653944897959183,763,29,159,13,11,251,122,196,0.14400000000000002,0.725,0.131,-0.5754,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,3,13,12,0,1,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,27,23,12,0,3,9,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,3,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,2,7,2,25,11,28,11,1,37,0,0,0,0,20,15,0,2,16,110,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722094108951013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422072744539935,0.1869624518722463,0.0,0.07410905350866358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746574100118274,0.0,0.0,0.09706520643827776,0.1345169072693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147036536941195,0.0868509329978572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757043483973713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972320908093751,0.0,0.0,0.12037521598545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939552845490724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819451968727947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187877015263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876348172873619,0.0,0.09014396461662827,0.0,0.2348296439842069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551383504822286,0.0,0.16476042401684265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701667738638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368224750835308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667879135464616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373415533457696,0.0,0.10056546636992536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300740916195478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926010986126494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625912978496473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076691568584696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088950630369438,0.0,0.0,0.1161670845228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003094841069034,0.07170620966494927,0.19299610513522888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850573338154814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828826664080879 lonely,Anemone611,2020/03/02,"Why does everyone leave me I get close to people, I try my best to be playful and make them laugh, I try and be bubbly and sincere. I'm a super sentimental person and I love people but it's crushing when you try your best and you are still never enough. They start replying later, hanging out with you less and suddenly you are strangers again. But I still remember everything, I remember those good times we had and those hours we spent on the phone, I remember when you would message me to see how I was doing. The fact that you still talk to all of our friends but me hurts. I guess I really wasn't that important after all I'm sorry for the rambling on late and caught in my feels",4.701231884057972,5.320311007246378,5.353768115942028,83.98905797101452,69.3623188405797,9.031884057971016,27.65217391304348,9.150863307647796,2.0347478260869565,541,17,112,10,9,175,87,138,0.08199999999999999,0.723,0.195,0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,7,2,3,7,10,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,4,28,20,14,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,27,9,12,12,6,21,0,1,1,1,18,5,0,1,14,82,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074849326520209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820293265981994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137342035676987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399868047286124,0.13166454351517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740746836240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318535596982995,0.0,0.07654008129281159,0.0,0.0,0.12287705326735901,0.0,0.0,0.1613860090162253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442727595917717,0.0,0.15683102971408955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525811737191953,0.15512209952602327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222175874237807,0.0,0.0977897315382758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298965112961985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031289837062095,0.12791794510010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385150157865448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978670300990472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674134628520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639944941659051,0.10369328855759702,0.0,0.35098470762384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177509627716262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542519180025858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983911742896338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132193252428651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406923063596417,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway19831993,2020/03/02,"I’m officially lonely One of my online friends that I’ve known for over 4 years just told me not to contact him anymore and that he’s ending our conversations. I don’t stay in contact with anyone from high school, I don’t talk to any of my coworkers outside of work, I have no one to talk to now. I don’t know how to feel",2.6605714285714264,3.4212782,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,74.14285714285714,7.314285714285713,25.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,1.0212285714285714,254,8,59,3,5,86,50,70,0.07400000000000001,0.878,0.049,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,1,9,1,13,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556918689078145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706257195828067,0.19080551054821512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416925466792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797738996451225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082803509730866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883149230374604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996886677956894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698239491285419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761712557112409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29085601262050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386645940058809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607505425732887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866142027126596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572712690137582 lonely,Marevo3,2020/03/02,"It never gets better There are only three people in my life and my only wish would be make them forget about my existence, erase like I never was in their lives so then I could finally disappear completely. I don't want my suicide to bring grief in their lives and the only reason why I'm not doing it. But living like this seems unbearable.",2.5472068230277185,5.066186492537317,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,79.59701492537313,6.8136460554371014,18.526652452025584,7.957251820313856,0.890566737739872,273,6,50,5,7,89,51,67,0.145,0.705,0.15,0.3364,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,14,14,5,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,10,3,5,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006163589283915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160856214996295,0.0,0.0,0.15352499072381282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064027933776003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046167286612144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581752384984913,0.18788277946471696,0.0,0.5093770656745189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835262066002998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966061487605742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387272638720913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330713245948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770237595982895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505025614093694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033003938461706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134154613955452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350850765091888,0.0,0.2211197937688567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659469426982535,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StarGrump,2020/03/02,"How do people do it? Just show up places and belong there? I swear to god I can’t figure out how to feel like I belong anywhere. At home, at work, with friends, alone, I constantly feel like me just existing and taking up space is a nuisance and I should go somewhere I ACTUALLY belong. Where is that place? Fuck if I know. It doesn’t matter how many times people tell me they want me around, I constantly have the feeling they just say this shit to make me feel better. I wish I just had a space that I knew I fit in, where I felt comfortable and knew I could exist without worrying that everyone around me wished I would just disappear almost as much as I wish I would.",2.5116666666666667,4.435302777777778,3.4819444444444443,90.13625000000002,76.7777777777778,6.87037037037037,21.62037037037037,7.793537801064563,0.809037037037037,525,14,111,8,12,168,80,135,0.092,0.688,0.22,0.9316,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,13,7,2,0,3,0,12,2,1,4,0,38,28,10,0,9,7,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,6,24,5,15,20,1,20,0,0,0,1,5,15,2,2,5,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.13441305173535625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379253600002419,0.14265569987141133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452331986134949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181864123913172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976930925961241,0.0,0.10997310279909332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161518114349355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857919672449466,0.19680103578297167,0.13225070270538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641653802756693,0.12733716089402278,0.0,0.0,0.07828004803676218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816309480220051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569755894766601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458429225651708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194161732125816,0.139645370475239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125375493768947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098127168354515,0.0,0.28781514266483066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953530157994727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138674315756564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356232176108328,0.0,0.12038964972082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031651350858117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124182347287577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475177943924507,0.13277514177910832,0.0,0.10027537644673283,0.1398802833765488,0.0,0.19569116772356526,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mnstrsnstr,2020/03/02,"Loneliness The whole conviction of my life now rests upon the belief that loneliness, far from being a rare and curious phenomenon, is the central and inevitable fact of human existence. - Thomas Wolfe",7.4772727272727275,10.730520969696972,7.293939393939392,62.3609090909091,66.57575757575758,11.672727272727276,35.24242424242424,11.20814326018867,5.545715151515154,164,8,21,6,3,52,28,33,0.152,0.7859999999999999,0.062,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346390227514006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8450805377899951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1231123t,2020/03/02,"Why did my friends abandon me I had this really close group of friends that I brought together when we were kids. Through middle school and high school we were really close but I could tell a few of them were more ""popular/likeable"" than others (me), like if these people didn't come hangout then no one would come. I started to feel like a side character or something and I realized it didn't matter at all to them whether I was there or not. I would have to make the plans everytime or just not get invited at all. Eventually when we went into university they stopped contacting me and made their own groupchat without me. They aren't bad people and it's been 3 years so I don't feel that as sad as I used to but I don't know why I'm so invisible and useless.",2.5429870129870125,4.570677064935069,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,77.05194805194805,7.5168831168831165,26.584415584415584,8.418075326091056,1.7541350649350649,604,24,129,12,14,194,98,154,0.10800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.094,-0.26899999999999996,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,5,1,6,8,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,3,2,39,29,19,0,4,11,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,4,1,0,4,9,4,0,1,12,2,23,4,14,14,5,18,0,3,0,0,14,8,0,4,8,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969317214006944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088715301690711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314227109727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130096307480112,0.12807925983381194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770260099581609,0.0,0.09366756476903593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894215176449308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852882412605984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517648186040305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964117943139506,0.11967227964609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148627786475738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485834469522145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970557267008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628863732449437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380202184053905,0.0,0.0,0.12689688406426133,0.0,0.0,0.14988797071899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670056985777014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484228270976005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661964219338236,0.3235486512359658,0.0,0.0,0.17282167053379974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547139024785281,0.0,0.0,0.11545187712922195 lonely,sad_mtfkr,2020/03/02,"Today I felt so alone that I called the customer service of my credit cards to talk with someone Have a craving for something, it's not food, I don't want to buy anything, I don't want sex, I don't want anything specific, I just feel that I need something and I can't get it because I don't know what it is",2.2119402985074608,3.1411018358208938,3.725552238805971,92.21907462686569,75.41791044776119,5.957014925373135,28.32537313432836,5.6839178017228535,0.9057785074626864,241,10,55,1,5,80,44,67,0.048,0.841,0.111,0.1221,0,1,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,14,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,34,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325516032818235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024480776193979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906076204669685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968835558646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236396778995736,0.0,0.2347832785325634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956817742224444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775472718148714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438507851437828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813129087945276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071860613405609,0.3764960771936043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965407126587332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178202842166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43268325866102303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sactbrat1,2020/03/02,23M. Work nightshift. Girlfriend just left me. Want anyone to talk to. Only person at my facility here. All my clients are asleep. Law and order reruns are making me depressed. Just want to talk to anyone. I like PC games. I play tarkov squad and other games like that. I like to camp and hunt as well if anyone interested in that type of thing. I don’t know what I was hoping to get out of this but it’s hard being in my own head right now.,-0.2653809523809514,2.0054957000000044,1.3393650793650806,96.91,97.55555555555556,3.4603174603174613,13.095238095238097,5.288315135182226,-1.194142857142857,343,6,74,2,14,110,64,90,0.042,0.797,0.161,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,1,15,11,6,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,10,7,13,9,2,8,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,47,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671985733051197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918306949549315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163633938267153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951575019674464,0.0,0.2285776978042212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121384909296304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240254556990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419888145213685,0.0,0.0,0.3264331147846655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866910056791174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939061412504622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944728300750495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902039290084164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580320643259226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796703429788965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627351829586942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002544132595647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214474423866415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,apocalptic_symphony,2020/03/02,"My heart hurts Is two weeks a short amount of time to move on and start dating someone else? That’s all it took for him. We thought tryna be friends would be a good start for our difficult position that we’re in. For me it’s been hell. I have thought about him nonstop for those two weeks and then the other day I try impressing him and he just casually brings up he has a girlfriend now. He said he never stopped thinking we could be more than friends, but it hurts me knowing in that short amount of time he moved on. I feel like shit and I’ll never be good enough for anyone. All the guys I’ve thought we’ve been on the same page to start a relationship have just fell apart before anything happens. It’s hard for me to keep trying to find someone when I feel this way every fucking time. I just feel like I could give my world to someone and they’d still throw it away for another. I just wanna feel like I’m important to someone",2.723125,4.395515062500003,3.1639583333333365,93.751875,75.45833333333334,6.258333333333334,24.5,6.9077264865688965,0.6649937499999994,740,24,164,7,16,229,106,192,0.087,0.779,0.135,0.7603,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,0,8,15,3,0,7,0,14,3,2,0,4,33,34,8,0,4,5,0,5,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,2,10,1,0,6,2,6,0,2,7,6,19,9,25,19,8,35,1,2,0,1,19,11,3,0,20,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394274714034655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597977425160063,0.0,0.08942048224108716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209257042349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246430464980594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351730540689714,0.0,0.0,0.07007871757872497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077408648868432,0.0,0.0,0.11227804187828996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915533582181898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197733369693137,0.2328868461550023,0.0,0.0,0.09931611550570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790570111500258,0.10045729580286752,0.0,0.1042395582433226,0.0,0.18228292523372824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759356458408656,0.09609043082069813,0.0,0.09734080448285444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876631057015084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326522170213533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658476645723077,0.0,0.0,0.059718404410551276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926192278879925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309833820160485,0.0,0.0,0.16761538123991346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166635159434044,0.0,0.0,0.10336350283946727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154112264058133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682796077107948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073692926527306,0.0,0.08677850137835692,0.09084722700254404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962693436033474,0.0,0.2587991187337796,0.19008700285303612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207287153454421,0.1475502400357183,0.0,0.21229614154816429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625172022475876,0.17432598751359132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719115686259004,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,japanesedevil,2020/03/02,"At the Stars I heard the song by Better than Ezra again, At the Stars. Reminded me of so many things in the past that time. If you're born in the eighties. All the pain and suffering endured. Friends who came and went. I miss those who decided to be brave enough. I'm just here, left behind. Cubicle job. Monday is tomorrow and I'm not friends with Kevorkian. Sorry. I don't need ""help"" just let me stand by the wayside. Linger. And I'll be back to my desk Tuesday.",-0.2583687943262412,1.9963998297872363,0.913574468085109,99.67433333333337,98.57446808510643,4.634326241134752,19.032624113475176,6.42735559955562,0.04002070921985812,360,12,81,5,15,112,69,94,0.11900000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.095,-0.1164,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,2,6,4,12,6,2,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038692390431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897955704224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318517720297803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558340412468552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825858854147301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595914948750126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570196497780905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901502625909124,0.2531848595183448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510246466272815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359014828952736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634608228562536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363594944044752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771647366216162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644925435742059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437588838938106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295250371902447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tjman461,2020/03/02,You wanna know the worst feeling? You hang out with this girl who started talking to you. And soon you find out they have a boyfriend. Don't get me wrong she's a great friend and I'm pretty much fine with being her friend its just a gut punch when the reveal happens.,1.3082424242424224,3.635645672727275,1.5013636363636391,100.6253787878788,83.18181818181819,3.6666666666666665,18.25757575757576,3.1291,-0.9576060606060608,212,5,47,0,6,63,45,55,0.063,0.634,0.302,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601428610474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894758227641065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489393294628584,0.0,0.16547283097741616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491842916232785,0.0,0.0,0.2800739475154107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406071676163284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282522454185905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222175247818047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241756439393168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456708212259577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628297917035283,0.0,0.0 lonely,emodose,2020/03/02,"Fruit Every month or so, maybe longer, another harvest comes and goes and I gain a fresh crate of fruit. I give out some of it to my friends and family and sometimes even strangers, but most people just pay for the service and yield and leave. The crate stays relatively full though, and the best fruits are never taken. So every month or so, maybe longer, my crate of fruit goes bad, molds up and stinks up the place. I can never bring myself to dump them out without a thought, but at some point I always end up doing the chore and emptying the crate. I've always been a weird outlying kid who felt just out of the loop in everything, and nothing probably explains it better than how fucking convoluted this metaphor is. When I get lonely, like Augustana staring at the ceiling lonely, I feel as if all the love I have to give, all the fruit I bear harvest, dies. And then I just empty out the crate. And every month or so later I just repeat this. I'm happy to have people who at least take a few from the crate, but I can't help but want someone to just... keep that crate every harvest, and maybe she'll let me keep her crate too.",6.575119047619048,5.923572464285718,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904764,65.42857142857143,9.073809523809524,29.380952380952376,8.07648339933343,1.7416916666666669,888,24,183,9,12,276,126,224,0.126,0.754,0.121,0.5906,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,14,13,2,0,16,0,10,7,0,1,4,49,27,30,1,2,14,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,19,5,3,4,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,4,9,18,6,26,21,9,28,0,2,1,2,12,15,1,7,11,123,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203999148148222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853984352311185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235238527427314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864417625847158,0.10841544396748487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559512302450826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722267143903934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857289658498924,0.0,0.0,0.08096546957514403,0.0,0.4131286855805304,0.0,0.11017045028430936,0.0,0.11556113377167808,0.0,0.06198207225465576,0.0,0.1176997091986156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947079699657274,0.11332678390973434,0.06404499644093688,0.2351871767495853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049277610327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216536335710192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791629706517165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979858584221102,0.0,0.12535028073525006,0.0,0.059888271809721075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063670073297036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694558281330876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935357524289823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890884274547752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762249967048452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996839850151965,0.0,0.12807402116445993,0.0,0.11588135049823775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216611163435724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386488902534154,0.0,0.12123855127861193,0.0,0.0,0.13065806212584455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216779121670816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204379994720091,0.0973178754560089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230312430796114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118166446427279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wdisxyz,2020/03/02,"Hi! I don't know where to post this, if anyone would just like to chat online for a bit that would be great :) I will definitely ask how your day was, what's going on with you, and just anything to chat with someone online. I don't know the protocols or websites to use to talk to strangers just to make small talk or say hello. SO, if anyone would like to say hi and jibber jabber about nonsense for just a few moments with me, I would appreciate it if you could point me in the right direction. Thank you!",3.989764216366158,4.73735313592233,4.583522884882112,88.40873786407771,71.03883495145631,7.439112343966713,24.423023578363384,7.447530270364453,0.8656169209431344,395,10,86,4,7,126,65,103,0.024,0.789,0.187,0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,24,17,9,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,10,4,16,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,5,4,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645723674654529,0.0,0.15568741102128592,0.0,0.17686729419124256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654669388600946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510529767294015,0.0,0.0,0.1220120249196156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752114811269066,0.0,0.0,0.2085828586721359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794796762410825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485754651758585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628592472345926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884588662292558,0.0,0.18119191049132666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615673934200653,0.0,0.30090327433664377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030023888107406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041278258315306,0.0,0.17418091370684666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339958523495593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537581147606591,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flcuban,2020/03/02,"I miss having friends to talk to and hang out with I crave for that feeling you get after having a deep conversation with someone and time flies by. You feel good and fulfilled in a way, like life has meaning and purpose. It's been ages since I had someone to connect with. Sure I can do things by myself but after so long, I get bored and frustrated being my own company because there isn't anyone to share experiences or jokes with. Not only that but having someone to talk to about personal problems, an ear to fall on. It'd be nice to have someone to call up and do something but there isn't anyone. I have no one to turn to and I feel all alone. The thing is, the lonelier I get, the more I want to withdraw. Loneliness makes everything lose its purpose. It's like for what? It's so hard for me to make friends. I have difficulty opening up and mingling with new people. I get jealous and over think everything. When presented with an opportunity to make new friends, I suddenly want to run and hide away in my bedroom, blanketed by my loneliness.",4.030412621359222,5.648902563106795,4.89726941747573,82.88337985436894,71.9126213592233,8.062621359223302,30.350728155339805,8.660442795831766,2.3817291262135925,832,36,162,15,16,270,117,206,0.18,0.66,0.16,-0.8279,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,6,17,2,0,7,0,18,2,1,3,2,36,34,17,0,3,5,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,10,18,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,2,5,19,11,38,29,3,24,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,12,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301299248040274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960011453415098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066262055759375,0.0,0.0,0.07828870296481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113965899462468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308461596403019,0.12562752617524645,0.0,0.0,0.1948116302004368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976701705969741,0.0,0.2683939556280949,0.0,0.0,0.10771956935930224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150465357798741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071271020504522,0.1254871657426423,0.0,0.0,0.11365500890700032,0.0,0.14367842309363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571806734202436,0.0,0.0,0.13989607466671755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807371535333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702634351350952,0.09767551348449856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903601635700217,0.11213864259528324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288854367990824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062372213974244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352675457183103,0.09887038396327044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210421579860412,0.0,0.0,0.20645161426201286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064411896110818,0.08229167241513946,0.0,0.0,0.07488757769229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969311719713648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150068401658634,0.10194041100884084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coolkatCC,2020/03/02,"I feel like a waste of space I get lonely whenever I'm alone, so i try to be around people as much as possible. My mom ended up alone, so being alone is my biggest fear because I see how it affects her. I do a lot of toxic things to avoid loneliness...I dont know what I'm looking for on here but any advice for 1. when you feel you've lost all purpose in life and 2. What to do in a toxic relationship when you feel like if you end it you'll have no one so you stay because you're worried there wont be anyone else for a long time. (Not that it matters but heres what i look like [https://imgur.com/a/r0Uv3jS](https://imgur.com/a/r0Uv3jS) ) I always thought of myself as special for some reason like I always thought of myself so above the rest and I'm realizing I dont know why I thought that... I'm realizing theres nothing special about me, that I wont be picked out of the sea of others. What sets me apart from every any other cute girl that someone of actual substance would want to date me, any other candidate for that internship, any other friend. I always thought I deserved a lot but I dont deserve anything. I'm in such a shitty fucking relationship all my friends tell me I NEED to get out of but I'm so lonely already that I let him wreck me emotionally just so I might have someone to talk to. I feel like I have no purpose in life at all. Everyone seems to have their *thing.* A hobby, something they work for or towards and I kinda just float, try to get by. I dont have a thing. I feel like I dont have anything to look forward to for the next 2-3 years. I always thought I was miles ahead of everyone but wrapping up my sophomore year of university I feel so far behind my peers like im getting left in the dust. I'm losing my motivation to work. I've lost my passion and I'm looking for it in all the wrong places because I cant find it genuinely. I want to be loved and taken care of emotionally in the way I think I deserve but I'm realizing theres no deserving... I dont *deserve* anything I assumed I did. I just have no worth right now. I know this sounds spoiled to say but my mom and I used to be rich, but my mom is about to lose her job because her sales are too low and, having this financial hit is really ruining my family, my mentality, and I dont know how to cope anymore.",2.3257045929018787,3.9098422567849695,4.033485908141961,87.47327687891442,76.3277661795407,6.877682672233823,25.54493736951984,7.645422480735847,1.234735657620042,1807,65,390,25,40,607,208,479,0.12300000000000001,0.737,0.14,0.9247,1,8,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,5,2,8,25,28,1,2,14,0,36,5,0,7,4,69,82,32,0,5,14,3,6,7,2,5,2,2,0,1,24,11,0,1,24,0,3,1,15,12,0,1,10,13,66,16,60,59,9,40,0,8,5,3,23,25,1,9,20,254,90,4,0.0,0.0,0.059073454557373624,0.0,0.0,0.0591541282669918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880880962429808,0.06680190814514796,0.0,0.201479968960026,0.0,0.0,0.16466357813837668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060034481032949484,0.04232749873754725,0.06202528937240968,0.14944550914182592,0.053889008646185836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760636359293305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171949498441865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966262097210842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050569247791241605,0.13618751629126588,0.1072321332339564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510033715231393,0.11568762589586415,0.0,0.0,0.057067036447588336,0.06811873567701912,0.18364997266859875,0.1729849429660913,0.0,0.0,0.055327918450576725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353842416585673,0.05596365747538015,0.12650821351066907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538821756295247,0.0,0.06007167408584675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307387194521414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577148450192967,0.06190116699241925,0.08551536031350207,0.20702049685931886,0.0,0.0,0.05357159441134115,0.2033367078552024,0.13544642302445878,0.1321622668564853,0.10292943125498676,0.05463522576408572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061005069729654623,0.06421809790650622,0.0,0.2126936777379734,0.0,0.0,0.04450021046208927,0.04488595585475609,0.0,0.0,0.06437968850124184,0.0,0.0,0.058084991525040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102010129287517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041967365997760894,0.0,0.06324621951375048,0.0,0.0,0.06824414795131445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038780288704515616,0.06224009036466839,0.0,0.12998392986692098,0.0,0.051696582727291766,0.0,0.048139883566152133,0.0,0.0,0.04823857942112728,0.05510881549943558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258226471444584,0.046602821643416885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452228487337866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048655762078471824,0.052910282224406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065034727785864,0.03878840132476793,0.0,0.24029025003435106,0.03529846134508851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219862009796759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228282759839952,0.0,0.0,0.07141025525604815,0.04804988715596039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462344669760685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814044197750254,0.061476258866485736,0.0,0.04300234670126386,0.06618554962350959,0.0,0.07796514598241898 lonely,TheShinyZangoose,2020/03/02,"There's always someone better than me No matter how much i try, there's always a better option. Life isn't a fucking Disney movie where you go from a dirty rat to a top fashion prince, im just an under average boring guy and there are lots of cute uwu guys out there taking away all the chances. Why would i even try? To disgrace someone's life when they realize how i look and get rejected for the 999th time? Fuck it, just fuck it all.",3.0535714285714306,4.437391944444447,3.977619047619047,89.44500000000002,74.0,6.476190476190476,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.6007142857142855,345,9,72,3,7,111,66,90,0.213,0.652,0.135,-0.8677,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,3,11,8,3,0,7,0,3,5,0,2,2,14,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,9,9,4,8,0,1,1,3,4,5,3,2,2,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965236007431829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674079701397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151752163009177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768761189551853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941795051194471,0.09309280517413013,0.0,0.10126500682108824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35285663143564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246726925784016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517106061698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962810717042474,0.0,0.0,0.1514840692884562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098436244712894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301946269522732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397078160476825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389942893843047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194793093705635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078165172827924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265754680237752,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PeaceUni,2020/03/02,"Everyone Left Help, all my friends have left this city. They all moved away, one by one, in the span of two years. I'm looking for work now and being at home alone is very difficult. I cry multiple times a day before and after applying for jobs that make me feel worthless, anxious and fearful. Even my old roommate moved away and my family lives in another country. I have a boyfriend, but he's employed and we only see each other when he's off, which isn't enough for me. I'm going insane, as talking to strangers doesn't feel as fulfilling, so when I do meet new people, I still feel very much alone, which in turn discourages me to keep going to events. Who are you? What's your story? What makes you happy?",4.2595744680851055,5.370004921985814,4.638078014184399,86.92350000000002,70.70212765957447,7.909503546099291,26.86595744680851,8.238735603445708,1.5923072340425533,558,18,114,8,10,176,99,141,0.147,0.792,0.061,-0.8633,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,1,1,6,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,17,21,11,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,3,0,5,15,2,18,20,5,25,0,2,2,0,12,10,0,0,11,72,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880529387480515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581881051174989,0.0,0.15710066985626636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613069731047276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833166442988535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275326411145795,0.08968359545458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436883954808858,0.0,0.09184925189246844,0.0,0.0,0.13287986300727606,0.0,0.0,0.13109543785110836,0.1564836030629399,0.21094203481589308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743908774015104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806447203058335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803426603156036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321044138227892,0.0,0.13949069514983747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379977462815307,0.12360484639712115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021829096317911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279444402624515,0.0,0.11677719926792855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856501568918008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956021586180871,0.10222669579752816,0.0,0.0,0.13430711053321506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592235485305,0.0,0.18846425097350725,0.10576304682070843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640819925855262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108145452118601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105522875798347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177290482772524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108826975367421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512597084733647,0.13584353376462416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294817083720777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123891613018232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955147827833923 lonely,blahqmannn,2020/03/02,Nobody really likes me I feel like I hardly have any real friends that care about me. Then again I like to be introverted. Is my thinking wrong?,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.4979,114,3,22,2,4,37,24,28,0.085,0.521,0.39399999999999996,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509050632337949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33747529436998863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736291778100845,0.23646557932706336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572881986677426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965098729820148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851278222720679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767490522113211,0.21204628050850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120906394085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618951815447,0.0,0.0 lonely,OtmjT_596,2020/03/02,"What artist/song comfort you when feeling lonely For me, LIL NARNIA, SpaceMan Zack, Trippie Redd and $uicideBoy$. Going throught tough time rn and I am feeling empty inside.",4.457000000000002,7.889525033333339,4.248333333333335,77.9625,82.0,4.333333333333334,30.83333333333333,5.985473137389443,2.088333333333334,141,7,18,1,4,43,28,30,0.18,0.65,0.17,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7788947457115317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377348978443608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491226272546903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,klusterfook,2020/03/02,"I’ve been told to talk about my depression and that it might help but every time I try to people distance themselves from me and I end up feeling worse about myself and lonelier then I was before Ive tried so hard to be happy to try and just be grateful and I am but I always end up wanting to kill myself eventually I can’t control it I’ve been to the hospital, threw therapy, councillors and people wanting me to take meds and it helps for a bit but I’m done with the roller coaster it always ends up in the same spot I think it’s best if I just keep it all inside and save myself from the embarrassment of wanting to kill myself and just go threw with it I mean it doesn’t even matter I’ve lost everyone because of it and I keep getting pushed away and forgotten about I just can’t do it anymore I’d rather die then sit with my own thoughts alone anymore no one would even notice anyway I’m sure some would even be happy. Goodbye world I wish I could live to see 30",2.792205882352941,4.158648661764708,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,74.63725490196079,6.864705882352943,24.514705882352942,7.413659706084162,0.991505882352942,773,24,165,9,16,254,113,204,0.187,0.6509999999999999,0.162,-0.7875,0,1,0,0,0,2,3.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,2,1,5,0,17,0,0,1,2,44,37,18,3,9,9,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,3,4,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,9,3,22,5,25,21,6,17,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,3,6,113,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215114133506194,0.0,0.0,0.19524453922813306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270610269756126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022897304338827,0.0,0.0,0.07151911079696535,0.0,0.09983336987638247,0.0,0.12312342059251355,0.0,0.1280865068224475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315879027345471,0.09367299844111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105026779219607,0.0,0.12176291955121038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006232878681733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31174049537203513,0.0,0.0,0.2324725266367668,0.0,0.09884982436236454,0.1121073093718612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593221160363487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129650997803506,0.0,0.06667745686064643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978537581315566,0.10509850882247276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727848527596233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085644346900732,0.2596013924721768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359850178986243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807209088293828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779931823172194,0.13031958472551355,0.0,0.0,0.1244613347975108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357319791571445,0.0,0.0,0.07950121113635616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267421677987112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934913704892054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057569202542232,0.0,0.08821241701806487,0.09429991375162136,0.0,0.0,0.1341692609296212,0.0,0.0,0.07517594511395584,0.0,0.09314148575887034,0.06841207943754671,0.0,0.0,0.1121073093718612,0.0,0.23896417776498904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760072262662546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491584659511013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956232560378025,0.16668601669444305,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,emuuuvi,2020/03/02,"Consumed by grief // trigger warnings In December, I attempted suicide, twice. I think about what happened to me everyday but to share my experience, I couldn’t bring myself to it. I finally decided to tell my story and here it is.. I thought I was doing an okay job with handling the loss of my Grandma. Many people encouraged me and told me I was making progress. But after foregoing hospitalization from my other suicide attempt, I was scared that my depression and suicidal tendencies would come back, and continue controlling my life..I grew up hiding my mental illness, I had decided to overcome my mental illnesses but this overwhelming grief eventually consumed me. I didn’t know how to process it. The way I was feeling was a new kind of heartache. My everything was called home and I didn’t know how to deal with the ache in my heart. Mygrandma’ last words to me, “to be good” pushed me to become healthier and happier. I’d think of her knowledgeable words when I was feeling low, they repeated over and over in my head. They kept me going. However, regardless of having this motivation, my strive to become mentally stable and to overcome my depression and suicidal tendencies, would soon diminish. The effort to break my cycle was unsuccessful. My thoughts became more and more negative as days went by. My thinking became so dreadful and I grew tiresome. I genuinely began believing, once again, that I was not strong enough. I recall thinking, “a life without my grandma is too painful. I’m not strong enough to deal with this pain nana , I’m sorry”. I knew what I was thinking wasn’t proper but my mental illness evidently took over. This is when I planned my suicide. I was sober when I planned it. I knew I wanted to live and was trying to better myself but my mental illness convinced me to act otherwise. So I decided to get as fucked up as I could without blacking out. I wasn’t sober anymore but I was aware. I just sat there and cried and cried..Not wanting to die but these bad thoughts clouded my mind. I cried so much while injecting my body with insulin needles and any pills I could find. Needle after needle. My body became weak. I felt it almost instantly. But I kept going. After how many needles, in my drowsy state of mind, I unknowingly messaged some individuals. After doing so, I was starting to pass out because my body became too weak from my sugar levels dropping. I remember an individual phoning me but I don’t remember what I said. I was already going into a coma at this point.. I thought this was my last moment alive. Thankfully, I came to. Someone had told my family that I hurt myself, badly. An ambulance was called. As that happened, I was going in and out of a coma.. I can still hear my family members crying and shouting, “I don’t want my nelly to die!” “She’s dying!” Those screams haunt me... I couldn’t stay awake and would only open my eyes for seconds at a time. At some point, I had a seizure. I don’t remember this. I just remember someone dabbing my face and trying to keep me awake. Telling me, “don’t fall asleep. Stay alive”. So I tried. Hearing my families cries hurt me. After awhile, I woke up in the ambulance. IV’s were in my arm, my shirt open with cords all around my chest and a blood pressure cuff on my arm. An emt was working furiously to keep me alive. Every time the medicine was inserted through the IV’s, I cried out in pain. It was burning my veins. My veins were popping. The medicine needed to enter my bloodstream quickly, otherwise I’d flatline.. the medicine began working and I became more conscious. I was more aware. I could heard the siren and see the lights on, I drowsily asked the emt, “you only put these on when it’s an emergency. Am I going to die?” He replied, “shh, you’ll be okay. We’re working on getting you stable”. I still felt sleepy, so I closed my eyes for a moment. I felt a rubbing on my chest, I cried out from the pain. The emt told me to not fall asleep. He was speaking to me. I wasn’t interested, my eyes were on the heart monitor. I knew my vitals were not good. In that moment, I knew there was a chance I could die on my way to the hospital. I didn’t want to die. So I kept trying to answer the EMT’s questions to stay alert. It was so hard to keep my eyes open though. I remember him asking my name. I told him and he told me a story about his daughter, she had the same name as me. Similar histories and interests too. I told him, “maybe I was meant to go through this. Look at the signs.” My eyes closed but the painful chest rub happened again. I continued on like nothing was happening and said, “your daughter and I have the same name, that’s special to me. I’ll remember you. I’m sorry you have to see me like this though but I’m a good person. I’m just very sad”. I don’t remember much of the other conversation but I went silent. After I was becoming even more stable, the driver and the paramedic helping me, switched positions. He jumped out and I heard him puking. It was evident this paramedic genuinely felt for me. (I didn’t learn till later that what I had said to him had affected him greatly. It caused him to go into shock by my choice of words and how my stories hit close to home with him). Even when I was dying, I still asked if that paramedic was okay... Time felt so slow and I just wanted to sleep. I kept trying to stay awake but I’d often doze off. My body started cramping. I was screaming from the pain. All my muscles in my body were tensing up because I had no sugar in my body. The IV could not deliver it fast enough. I had tears rolling down my face from being in such agony as my feet and legs were cramping. I tried to get up to grab my tightening muscles but was held back by restraints. I gripped the bars beside me. I tried to remove the belts holding me down but was soon forced to sit still. If I moved, my IV’s would come out. My veins were so dehydrated from the insulin that any needle would pop my vein. Needles were constantly poking me. The medicine was burning me. My organs began hurting, it felt like I was being stabbed. My muscles were still cramping. And all I could do was scream and cry from the pain. I was sweating from how much agony I was in. I started gagging, probably for many reasons. We finally arrive at the hospital. I’m being rushed into the big room for serious emergencies. I’m still crying and screaming but I’m being moved to another stretcher. My clothes are taken off and a gown put on. More IV’s are hooked up to me, nurses rush in. I see a doctor. Everyone’s talking. I suddenly go silent. It occurs to me that screaming won’t do anything so I tell some one near me to put the blanket in my mouth. I’m biting a blanket while tears go down my face. I’m in so much pain. My hands are white from gripping the metal bars on the stretcher. I’m regretting my decision. I fall asleep for awhile then I find myself being transported to a plane. I’m being rushed to a bigger hospital, I’m told. I sleep for the majority of the way and I’m awoken in another emergency room. They put more medicine in me as I silently cry. These doctors are unaware my veins popped. After awhile, I’m stable enough to go to a room. I’m placed in ICU.. My arms couldn’t handle the medicine I was being given. My veins were all popped. They tried inserting some more on each wrist. A big needle is inserted into my nearly collapsed veins then I’m crying and screaming “fuck! Ow! Fuck! That hurts!” A nurse tells the doctor to stop. She gives me some pain killer. The pain eases.. The doctor decides to give me a minor surgery and insert an IV in my jugular vein, in my neck. Due to the numbing needle I was given, I could barely feel this happening. I’m stitched up then given more needles. My body was struggling to stay alive.. these needles burned. Finally, after all this. I’m allowed to sleep. My mama is holding my hand and I’m told I’m stable enough to fall asleep. A tear rolls down my face. I’m so grateful to be alive.. Every day I spent in the ICU was agonizing. So many needles, so much pills. I had bruises and needle pokes all over my entire body. My muscles still ached. My body was bloated so bloated I couldn’t walk. The side effects from the meds I was given caused me to throw up any time I’d try eat. I couldn’t even walk to go use the washroom. I seen people die while in the ICU. I heard cries of pain. I seen people on their deathbeds. It was awful. A nurse heard about my incident and told me, “1.0? Sugar? That’s death. Most people wouldn’t survive that. You’re lucky”. The day finally came when I was allowed to go home. I spoke to therapists while I was in the ICU. Nurses gave me advice. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I also have mood swings that get bad with breakdowns. I was prescribed two types of pills. I’ve heard a lot of bad stories about anti-depressants or pills to help with mental illnesses. I, however, accept it as I know I cannot overcome my mental illness on my own. I know that’s it’s okay to need a little bit more help. These pills help my mind function properly. Since I left the hospital, I’ve sobered up. I started working part time. I attend more ceremonies. I tell my family how I’m feeling. I cry more. I try to enjoy my days. With the help of therapists, counsellors, and other support. I can, for the first time since 2012, control my thoughts. I have flashbacks and bad thoughts from time to time but it doesn’t overwhelm me. I can work through my problems. It was so freeing to discover I was not a bad person doing these bad things. The good person I knew I was, was in control again. She was just being controlled by mental illnesses. I’m learning to heal. Everyday is a struggle. But I’m not giving up. I have a purpose in this life, and I am determined to keep going. My healing journey has been a tough one, but I survived it. It only continues.",1.6728928488128003,4.190486014432992,3.0518799272286223,88.81721019732241,83.44329896907217,5.9649204646172524,24.242198068759627,7.321109707123232,1.2316975789522782,7708,300,1515,119,221,2502,590,1940,0.214,0.71,0.077,-0.9999,5,0,0,0,0,6,281.0,1,6,5,24,69,85,4,7,89,5,147,109,52,21,6,257,305,115,16,30,36,2,18,3,0,8,48,19,6,3,63,79,6,16,55,2,2,48,32,55,0,6,142,54,293,30,222,131,42,238,0,15,13,3,87,98,3,15,83,1005,356,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02450626197322062,0.0,0.0,0.02511233328202616,0.0,0.027674569962845758,0.020055138104340783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511623901179013,0.052593648725488266,0.019184860182309433,0.0,0.024870972875797592,0.0,0.0,0.020637335635144652,0.022325038032848347,0.07033458304356087,0.0,0.0,0.03856738836925983,0.1465755548961029,0.03057504455814393,0.08309116315144413,0.0,0.028254699449397663,0.0,0.022179752285984875,0.027379050226946543,0.25070742343145946,0.0,0.0,0.05121557472860835,0.0573658762147642,0.0,0.05152472322842487,0.0,0.043205535772082575,0.0,0.027100774495052368,0.11250995557937504,0.14016108761152832,0.0,0.33056852484895555,0.06469381418245754,0.05170933127035072,0.08639974423423251,0.025453985513113595,0.2082188466451638,0.0,0.0,0.10267496777600928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025661400928680682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295631368019184,0.0,0.049692017848501004,0.0,0.042259163330820367,0.023963426985754162,0.022538793433103915,0.02453142704550675,0.0945665018615647,0.0,0.050721445523668536,0.0,0.14447482564978578,0.1098883752972036,0.0458422938079,0.02133162177476916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695535590456769,0.05240958683498225,0.07217228187587006,0.1852837688672601,0.08413808144004689,0.0,0.02764895654643701,0.0,0.0,0.11088345882690946,0.0,0.022465265258708556,0.0,0.02573761023043552,0.0,0.056530219878793225,0.05943590334417704,0.08404740777960665,0.0,0.0754668543321464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738751947199987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024886381144410233,0.08916311756163034,0.0,0.026115230215135617,0.0551295955704238,0.040884385805238316,0.0,0.0,0.027247687977025026,0.0,0.0531407160575069,0.036756028061105034,0.025135083325532756,0.02214463220449044,0.0,0.021059488058808737,0.0,0.0,0.021320706440845518,0.0,0.0,0.016739985573761742,0.1017019954752358,0.0251945616132664,0.0,0.027856380381273273,0.0,0.20218453241225107,0.0,0.07596591805704511,0.0,0.0,0.05330860963100162,0.09217732112670944,0.03719054021488692,0.0,0.02422081543502255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02406334199703233,0.0,0.0,0.026707611856216392,0.033987462173867486,0.057219619126341985,0.2935363215468841,0.0,0.0,0.027157396548401862,0.0,0.06954464857128465,0.06569231314730098,0.026201525905752424,0.0,0.04741427151997171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02703869033208068,0.023996582881103002,0.0,0.10084262683273756,0.028093478380303825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02578470859766849,0.0,0.0,0.19886208020976365,0.0,0.07156572790910883,0.0,0.02510779162282117,0.0,0.059952566243958824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041490121242899684,0.0,0.07528934882704537,0.0,0.042497589374522915,0.0,0.0,0.05614629313997214,0.07100230779836715,0.13365085941940102,0.14019315371417182,0.02096661378003864,0.0,0.05243464863333469,0.0,0.13715815878637805,0.02845860114852618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020157018401487814,0.109597865377713,0.02308876455600445,0.0,0.0582357674347271,0.016660933644429412,0.08034593292431255,0.049278680164975205,0.11945639615292973,0.11698704605298454,0.0,0.0,0.2156708428717875,0.02786295663969164,0.17026545542739938,0.0,0.024497892526252486,0.0,0.0,0.02165963234288845,0.0,0.020692255540778588,0.07395926853070436,0.05971805300449585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046495741767610635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048349246460830636,0.0,0.09128664493993617,0.0,0.0,0.08907466009540291,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayacc16234,2020/03/02,"Loneliness is the permanent mode of my life. When I’m so incredibly lonely, face aching from crying, and feeling numb afterwards. I can only think about the great relief my own death would bring me. I often fantasize about death, often as in daily. Sometimes several times a day but it never slips my mind. I think more seriously of it when I’m like this and I’ve been like this a lot lately. I feel pathetic because I’m a coward to do anything about it, even though life feels unbearable. I just wish it would stop hurting for a while. I can’t focus because I’m too worried about whether anyone cares about me. I don’t believe they do :/ I hate the way that I am. That way I act, the way I look, and the way I get so attached to anyone who gives me the slightest bit of attention. It’s like I’m giving them a reason to leave. I hate that I’m using “them” like I have a lot of people in my life because I honestly don’t. I feel like everything I do is an immediate flaw. I know that happiness is temporary but why isn’t this loneliness temporary? It’s been five years and it’s only gotten worse.",2.2320089285714246,4.105653183035717,4.107464285714286,85.56253571428573,77.4375,7.515714285714287,24.146428571428572,8.395991825355821,1.5614346428571433,859,29,177,17,20,291,117,224,0.22899999999999998,0.607,0.163,-0.9421,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,15,16,2,0,13,0,17,5,1,2,1,28,41,14,2,3,4,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,3,5,28,10,17,36,5,18,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,4,15,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627031379603348,0.0,0.0957425393919539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276964670529197,0.0,0.0,0.13108168238708845,0.0,0.0,0.12701929363418718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862212281379378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780021030667546,0.07503330568302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684519068478475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456394935212468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531138330651274,0.08311734061758409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078578917327795,0.22321865776575908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827146672875786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385208552809356,0.0,0.22973444309106955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455040218155683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394051500736264,0.0,0.13124293719146796,0.12319322214765732,0.0,0.0,0.24653507557381105,0.2842029874679479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770102597988517,0.0,0.0,0.19782578646447727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174759188977966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973292157938084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697218720640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065940988037262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119622683967897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143744432394378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506880204906675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727015547165432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909916248857594,0.1143089897913938,0.0,0.06784207190729788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048526803395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693989794856357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498383378399363,0.0,0.13379173153909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181546338192472,0.118566135654746,0.1652971934707644,0.0,0.0,0.0749227705464591 lonely,alexxx1111,2020/03/02,"I think every one hates me I am pretty sure everyone hates me and if they don’t hate me at least They don’t like to spent time with me. I don’t know what to do to change this, I think I am a good person, but it seems everyone gets tired of me for no apparent reason, or at least not one I can see, honestly I think this world wouldn’t notice my absence : )",1.6153846153846168,2.57811258974359,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,76.94871794871794,7.2512820512820495,19.41025641025641,7.793537801064563,0.27154871794871793,274,5,68,4,6,92,50,78,0.161,0.6970000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,14,19,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,1,1,15,4,8,17,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,2,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487883337208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521210071952535,0.3520574994616831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624660581681777,0.0,0.0,0.1545138064919501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456331328618979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101241715001758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999989398447916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973407673768613,0.0,0.0,0.2496625577195956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608525602663975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874165257931536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894073839822631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679835909047734,0.16770567839719264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362383351199434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35411948700908275,0.0,0.0,0.10741933668154743,0.2117321605002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drews_35,2020/03/02,"Some pretty bad luck I (m19) typically lurk on here, but after today I feel the need to just get this off my chest. Ive always been a very quiet and shy person, yet I have tried to push past my social anxiety to make friends and find a significant other. Ive had girlfriends in the past, and at 19 ive kissed a couple of girls but never went beyond that. I think I'm somewhere close to being asexual, and the brand of demisexuality seems very fitting for me. I had just started dating this girl two months ago after coming to college and having my heart broken by unrequited love. Yesterday I got a long text from her saying she has decided she is lesbian and our relationship is over. Just like that. I was starting to think I truly loved her, my heart hurts once again, I don't know if I have the strength to try for another relationship but I feel played, depressed, and lonely once again.",6.294571428571429,6.195894028571433,6.945857142857142,76.43364285714289,65.85714285714286,9.514285714285714,29.5,9.120678840339163,2.2824285714285715,705,21,136,11,10,233,116,175,0.12300000000000001,0.68,0.19699999999999998,0.9509,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,8,0,15,7,3,1,1,29,32,11,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,5,9,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,4,24,8,21,25,1,27,0,3,0,4,16,8,0,4,17,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349391807025918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592084262761727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608342346209027,0.106575228073693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632180676871792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000712502460115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541488688814567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999139373143484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088321659745473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733094928946367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763405417753334,0.0,0.0727860877940716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142254993441912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301767588857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913907726247014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656361794789343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806203844194977,0.0,0.0,0.123288968072051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147359076591763,0.0,0.09299352528610537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119952238942996,0.0,0.0,0.10329995287743338,0.10744794789908864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967308385707807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598295019198515,0.0,0.12164406707218575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173295343425746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991433194276912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078849963672376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682670861780626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201361097324222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972150715580201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853424095523365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205387731619175,0.0,0.0,0.1891708312993492,0.0,0.1360900448843348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298981418328115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914595770439774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,misslena28,2020/03/02,"Lonely Hey. So.. I dont have a job and nothing special to do, and I just sit at home watching movies or something. I dont have friends or bf to hang out with. And I dont know where can I find new ones. What do I do?",-2.0971333333333355,-0.4181573800000001,0.6400000000000006,105.31666666666666,92.8,3.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1276666666666668,161,5,45,0,6,55,33,50,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.7440000000000001,1,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8067768603015862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972244599382853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728036459563593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301672679283225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277038207298858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610531312121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161407011106546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201732297057943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548815532869034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664965570685845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mimikute,2020/03/02,"Is it normal to feel guilty and shame when fantacizing about this... I'm a bit of a lonely person. I never dated anyone. Sometimes I start to fantasize about marrying someone and adopting a kid together. Living married happy life with them, taking care of each other...but then I start feeling really ashemed about myself, like, nobody's ever gonna want me and those thoughts are disgusting.",5.4637619047619035,7.954477185714289,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,70.0,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.8088095238095243,313,12,46,6,6,100,58,70,0.157,0.68,0.163,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,12,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944825373452367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018378402516564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616609987990141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214505358687246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25952920974703714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319744103292554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812720162238645,0.1253810601236004,0.0,0.2266173148984227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979361465522864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514521476463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240876476284991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440978784255136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174497527160833,0.0,0.2538229544418815,0.0,0.3633014130980811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929609090861384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374303724139695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513725826783521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,medinella,2020/03/02,"lonely because I dont feel like I belong to any race/ethnicity. I feel like I dont belong to any race or ethnicity, and it makes me very lonely. I wish I had people who I could share a culture with. I'm mixed, but I dont feel a real connection to any of the countries my parents are from. I'm not white enough to be considered dutch (I'm from the Netherlands and have lived here my whole life), and other dutch people dont see me as dutch but as ethnic. and I'm not by far black enough to be considered black (part surinamese). which makes me sad because my mother is a black woman and I wish I looked more like her and the rest of my family. I'm also part Italian, and I always felt the most italian. but I'm starting to lose that too. now I just feel like im nothing, like I belong nowhere. and it makes me feel terribly lonely.",3.2752095238095267,3.9090030685714297,4.729500000000002,87.12891666666668,72.60000000000002,7.4333333333333345,24.869047619047624,7.492282038375204,1.0180190476190476,647,18,142,7,12,217,85,175,0.17800000000000002,0.778,0.044000000000000004,-0.9678,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,3,0,30,31,15,0,3,7,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,12,22,6,14,26,8,3,0,5,6,0,7,1,0,2,7,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971504364497132,0.09334767657934752,0.0,0.0,0.22887082794085006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677499714584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895713324149033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259242740624139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318360993075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575890574428697,0.0,0.2836228723044196,0.24043694158449036,0.10771608104728632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118005013942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924023651894582,0.27404188098511056,0.0,0.0990622270657757,0.0,0.09420792220462657,0.12550735396256868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246549281115893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764542065359108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245691933396828,0.2429728485486041,0.0,0.15555118965988488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769214320935796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893976574186182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940577509218777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256513713820028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525157880810847,0.2580165542796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HalfPlasticJumper,2020/03/02,"I find it difficult to feel emotions towards anything I realized this recently when my girlfriend of 2 years broke up with me and I didn't feel anything. I hate myself for it but I don't know how to change it. This emotional distance has fucked up my relationship with family as well. I don't feel like I'm able to talk about this to anyone because I've isolated myself. I want to change this but I don't know how. I just want to feel sad, happy anything really except this dull state of mind I constantly find myself in.",2.4805714285714267,4.6767694857142885,4.013571428571428,84.98892857142859,77.95238095238095,7.628571428571428,24.785714285714285,8.548686976883017,1.838314285714286,416,15,82,9,10,138,61,105,0.213,0.66,0.128,-0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,21,16,7,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,4,16,3,18,15,0,9,0,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,55,24,0,0.16070732801107754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123703003768394,0.0,0.3967453134040255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796569552406298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001408800894833,0.0,0.0,0.17366752925574552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615482267949397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150056626292244,0.0,0.3250338150292921,0.11480934724195628,0.0,0.0,0.2937671726867956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857133514285778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107593900841367,0.0,0.1586652150700553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664108923034474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851348282552255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622685887817214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295322947021583,0.0,0.15867909853442785,0.17253952724533628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291704627699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895786916884542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449518805616451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349025024241518 lonely,FantaCzarina52964,2020/03/02,LOOKING for the CHAT room called LONELY so this is my new account and i deleted my old one and i don't seem to find the chat room \*LONELY\* that i joined with my old account can anyone send me a link to it and thank u,-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,1.0508333333333333,101.7775,90.875,3.2,18.416666666666664,3.1291,-0.979483333333334,171,5,41,0,6,55,36,48,0.071,0.875,0.055,-0.18600000000000005,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,1,4,6,0,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153255494009155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31445101462779823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28146039319378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586001396147702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29741968254829065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6462826917322443,0.0,0.20867464676183176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28034578768349105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835186553938032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idunno575,2020/03/02,"I underestimated how much talking to someone online would help my loneliness All this time I thought I needed physical touch to feel better but I’ve been talking to someone here on reddit for a month now and I feel great! I’m not particularly happy but the heartache from the loneliness seems to be gone for now. She tells me about her day and genuinely appreciates me listening to her. She always listens to what I have to say, not a lot of people do that for me these days. It feels like a privilege to have someone tell you their personal problems and actually care about your opinion on that. For some reason I’m afraid of saying the wrong thing to her and scare her away but for some reason she always messages me back so it looks like I’m doing something right!",4.932880835380836,6.512763479729731,5.523488943488946,79.42593366093368,69.60810810810811,8.354791154791156,28.995085995086,8.841846274778883,2.2875054054054047,617,23,115,11,11,199,92,148,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.7237,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,8,11,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,25,21,9,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,9,20,7,22,16,5,12,0,0,1,0,21,4,0,5,9,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.14438032826731587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246216716761371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390062735788416,0.11376636410562133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085199081569385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084746631312468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083428593078272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442773610288366,0.1056973180165476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631181882208854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749822087433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991694631126185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456426697221594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424286360473626,0.0,0.0,0.12578395138995765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809429903865765,0.0,0.108762134238163,0.10970492735629273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257165633315722,0.12918644365028978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415705911535476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042396875405537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635065344308993,0.0,0.2353155827472712,0.14812629449012193,0.0,0.0,0.13469042790622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760790992718659,0.11390108700219627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378372808437464,0.2586340674848045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829308768246936,0.0,0.0,0.11745778349800115,0.0862723108800973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510123336300513,0.16176286714219693,0.0,0.0 lonely,this_is_taking4ever,2020/03/03,"A guy I really connected with, in a platonic way, at Uni and who I was hoping to be friends with literally just dropped out and is moving away. F*ck For the record I'm a dude. Really want this off my chest. I made a friend after about 3 months of loneliness at Uni. He completely got my sense of humor and just generally made me feel good. We even went out for coffee twice after lectures. Hell I started to get excited going to classes because I wanted to hang out with him. Obviously we aren't very close friends, we started hanging out very recently but I was hoping the friendship would develop and maybe last for a while. I started being very friendly to him, laughing, talking, doing everything not to push him away and it worked. I don't connect with most people so you can imagine my excitement finding someone I'm comfortable with, without trying too hard. Recently he missed a few classes which made me wonder whats happened when I heard from someone else he had dropped out and apparently is moving away. Jesus Fucking Christ, not again. Back to loneliness I guess. The news completely ruined my day. I really liked him and this potential friendship that I desperately wanted died in its infancy. Fuck, I'm tired.",4.77342105263158,6.955055464912281,5.547894736842107,76.66026315789476,71.10526315789474,8.835087719298249,31.73684210526316,9.414487439383343,3.2624526315789484,978,45,166,23,19,318,140,228,0.126,0.6829999999999999,0.191,0.9132,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,1,10,18,3,0,9,0,12,4,1,3,1,45,38,11,1,6,6,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,8,21,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,5,0,1,9,3,26,13,35,26,2,38,3,2,0,2,19,14,3,5,15,112,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015634391095338,0.08226913105285114,0.0,0.06522044800175254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435511828526156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900005551746857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110393022876937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937687822598236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066625114319618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961562101622155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409763825624603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778742705978592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306425430979027,0.19782208427960607,0.055898148021730897,0.0,0.06080519681535821,0.08973859964606573,0.08557011893281281,0.0,0.11786215624874966,0.10593746840878457,0.09461139259401204,0.0,0.09584252031848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253151999793887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721158045815147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052270179848829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30371114425209794,0.0,0.0,0.10748639090289147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539883858102364,0.22742805138829386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741737780188368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562266352588934,0.0,0.21128052711854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130549656141925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718539207497476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599495369660462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296990162055607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726395623795718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648352333164844,0.18931740040272685,0.08492412089733051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918131443735337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031350750356502,0.11602669071631115,0.07789039676769621,0.0,0.0,0.0760030190762695,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xlil_stoopidx,2020/03/03,"Loneliness is like being in a white room all on your own I think being lonely is more like a bright room rather than a dark room. Because when ypure in a dark roo. U are scared of what might be in that room with u. But when you're in a bright room u know it's only you. And that's sad. Also, just today I realized why I spent 10+ hours on YouTube: because when I'm alone, I dont like to be in a quiet place with my thoughts, so I censor them out with the voices on YouTube. And that's sad.",1.7162614678899075,2.4183284587155995,3.1476032110091734,96.76342316513764,76.33944954128441,6.1839449541284415,20.04701834862385,5.985473137389443,-0.2889183486238531,378,7,96,2,8,124,68,109,0.182,0.693,0.125,-0.7513,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,9,5,15,7,3,20,0,3,3,0,3,15,0,1,8,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715813163741175,0.0,0.2096976081799819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196943187567195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732042775097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823433411066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410950788398466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843230164015554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817447110465565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943047694041072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396457129920715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625284265106809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802028361570745,0.0,0.20817375597834065,0.0,0.0,0.2485543366976177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366131805576365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shabushka,2020/03/03,Is anybody there? 17 M i just want somebody to talk to,-2.9450000000000003,-2.6181455000000007,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,129.0,1.6,20.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.7695333333333325,42,2,10,0,3,14,11,12,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8062134510660232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916247724024181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dave71967,2020/03/03,Wow just wow I went from talking to 3 or 4 people to no one in 1 day. I don't even know what I did wrong if I did.,-0.7420000000000009,-1.3097065333333315,2.846666666666668,101.37000000000002,81.0,6.0,18.33333333333333,3.1291,-0.9866666666666668,84,1,28,0,2,32,24,30,0.172,0.583,0.24600000000000002,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452320201458304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30163527268165297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509814148131186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946068999936405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166069714552047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670650542216983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233503594893368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993119277849257,0.0,0.0 lonely,arkanekitty,2020/03/03,That ache in your heart. You ever feel so lonely that you literally feel an ache in your chest? A yearning for someone to care about you as much you do for them. I feel that pain on the daily and I always wonder when I’ll get use to it. My mind constantly wonders what is it about me that is so off putting to others? Maybe it’s all in my head but I feel so alone.,-0.2281997187060476,1.8173284303797488,1.724472573839666,98.33315049226444,87.48101265822784,4.5237693389592115,16.372714486638532,5.82211442006289,-0.7471023909985934,282,6,68,2,9,93,53,79,0.14400000000000002,0.815,0.040999999999999995,-0.8077,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,3,4,3,1,2,13,12,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,1,13,12,2,9,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,50,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838470032857285,0.0,0.0,0.17545026847434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498319700983398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278619672228014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073261211717546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264633971814072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016430139047778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640054972566952,0.0,0.0,0.2498670630638428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183462389840696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290588987317896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500446844494745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436716603541668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119699506578441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865881137222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211311399510768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573317642095168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hardrockjunkie,2020/03/03,"Anyone else feel very alienated from their peers growing up? I spent the majority of my childhood around adults and older generations and I had a very difficult time relating to any of my classmates or peers within my age group (I’m now 21). I’ve always struggled to make and maintain friendships. I sat alone at lunch in high school frequently and was considered a loner. Even now, the people I do talk to (on the rare occasion lol) are usually at least 5+ years older. I’ve had a chronic feeling of loneliness and a desire for non superficial human interaction for my entire life. Putting yourself out there when you’re so used to wasting your time on people who don’t value you or your friendship is exhausting, man.",7.1732777777777805,7.620348874074075,7.423842592592592,71.89354166666669,63.96296296296296,10.601851851851851,35.393518518518526,10.411451182825502,3.8136851851851854,578,25,99,13,8,188,97,135,0.127,0.774,0.099,-0.6068,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,7,3,0,1,7,1,7,4,0,2,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,5,2,12,0,19,9,2,24,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,12,60,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263888948282553,0.0,0.0,0.18188083834383145,0.0,0.0,0.1486457923886464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528402251622337,0.2239669122008019,0.0,0.19458764304318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826003295546027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437381348798073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104702625079034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094782550078574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439356582569685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145907672478871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307964608708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197390329726801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122042903774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228513265606658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569093032461652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549181945909784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878788921135006,0.2407413006261276,0.3607122396837972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407620438505723 lonely,casio201,2020/03/03,"What is wrong with the world? At least my world. I am more motivated when people ask about or care in a genuine way. Having no one and no friends that will ask me that, I feel unmotivated as I have no one to share an accomplishment with. I keep thinking if I bury my head into my interest and goals it will keep me alive and going. I am so wrong, I find doing everything meaningless. I have become so lonely that the cashier telling me about my bill makes me excited. Am I sick? Obviously I do not have a job either and at the age of 30. People just are not interested in listening, they only start listening if I have something to offer,like money or time. Often I get feedback like you are not genuine, expecting return by pretending to be nice. Am I not understanding how the world works? I use to have a friend who would ask how are you doing just to see if they are doing better than you. (I really hate it) Why is the world so selfish? I am about to turn into a monster if I keep knocking on walls like this.",3.1847058823529397,4.6486362450980385,4.826617647058826,83.16727941176474,73.80392156862746,8.041176470588235,25.00490196078432,8.660442795831766,1.6562607843137251,790,25,163,15,16,267,113,204,0.152,0.69,0.157,-0.4119,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,2,5,12,16,1,0,10,0,25,2,1,5,1,37,45,17,0,6,13,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,3,5,1,2,1,7,5,0,2,0,4,30,11,22,41,3,19,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,7,7,126,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154267954635404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359091144851726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100331327243686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510219123345697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331239672485163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489575776018341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353823139999227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288798976377896,0.0,0.07738848290655391,0.0,0.0841820722315459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624141813408964,0.1520175776729556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698984656102404,0.3949772636658655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473144685155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887367297971628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007448098197077,0.11265469504325512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538054856821825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489179006602702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803535518754345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403280675826136,0.0,0.0,0.10484266744328127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294665811136164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491164089962274,0.0,0.0,0.08637207961842441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611159742711016,0.0,0.15420192230965396,0.0,0.1279312575088674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175736426162491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365853658816554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783576651767053,0.0,0.0,0.10522277661764012,0.3238998723362975,0.0,0.0 lonely,officerallen,2020/03/03,"I dunno what I’m asking for, but I just need to vent man. Having grown up an only child in a bad neighborhood, I have had lots of social issues. I went to a private elementary and middle school where people were pretty mean to me. I didn’t really have much of an outlet. Because of these circumstances, again, I have very little social experience. Now I’m in my first year of high school. My parents made me take the most low-grade classes, cause they thought I’d need them. But I don’t, and I’ve proven that based on my grades. So being in these terrible classes with people who don’t take life seriously has really screwed up my mental. In other words, I haven’t really met any friends apart from like 2 or 3 people. And now, I really want a girlfriend. But for one, there are no girls that I’m particularly drawn to. You’d think that if this was the case, I wouldn’t feel such a strong urge to get a girlfriend; but the obligation to find a lover is so unbelievably strong that I just can’t let it go. Without someone to love, my life is lonely, dull and gloomy. I just really want someone who I can hug and kiss and tell that I love more than anything; yet the motivation to do anything more than breathe, let alone finding a girlfriend, is scarce. Though without this person in my life, it’s like part of me has died off and took my happiness with it...",4.567283496732023,5.2634249522058845,5.270245098039219,84.1920751633987,69.69852941176471,8.397385620915033,26.140522875816988,8.515128840125781,1.5514307189542482,1065,30,222,16,18,345,155,272,0.14400000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.162,0.7492,1,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,4,13,17,1,0,13,0,25,10,1,3,0,38,47,16,1,6,11,1,1,2,5,1,3,0,0,4,16,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,9,6,0,2,9,1,27,11,31,33,6,24,0,2,0,6,22,14,1,5,8,146,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377937192850235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470695464380119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080693576403584,0.0,0.10270205307487132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917265311459026,0.06696819074833195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285404627471235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401487423030505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074618408217302,0.0,0.0,0.05554731788535392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008157646495275,0.09344484278787477,0.0,0.0,0.0848757313622674,0.0,0.057396076750303525,0.0,0.062434622017796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169454884659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607061624496767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466282237683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467373670283428,0.23278707592229286,0.10734177644630713,0.11010620451711796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339702731124383,0.19830159792501775,0.10394994445158326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966716344034695,0.0,0.0,0.1107106508642802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075799742034401,0.162916079249387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444237229427103,0.08355167694387143,0.0,0.0,0.12198389581455568,0.11896510625342956,0.0,0.22848434197001005,0.09592344390933064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176470284232563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518880498135549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236357037533835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239720353721733,0.18616402446545455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651985295512883,0.0,0.09602040958948962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703923325664606,0.10793456234669953,0.08721468591228261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205586758907044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064404883746864,0.12959375135241302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183912235212636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179766743231696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074471101084909 lonely,donnierey,2020/03/03,"I survived cancer, but with the illness went everyone in my life. I’m three months in remission on Friday, I had Lymphoma (blood cancer) for a year and a half. A secret that no one knows is that I was so happy when I was diagnosed because I knew it meant I would finally have people at my side. I was only half right, many old friends did finally start talking to me again, but only through text and any time I would try to invite someone over I was met with a myriad of excuses. Even my siblings and father would barely talk to me. One upside is that my mother was finally around and she pretty much didn’t leave my side for the entirety of my treatment. It was a strange feeling being so conflicted at every doctor appointment wanting the cancer to stay because it meant people would maybe talk to me, and obviously at the same time wanting it to go away because being sick and potentially almost dying sucks. I would wonder everyday if my life was worth fighting for if I knew I would go back to being invisible after I was cured. Anyways, as the title says, I came out of all of it alive. And three months later I am coming home from my university everyday alone and tired. There was no celebration. No one really congratulated me, except my mother who is ecstatic that her son lived. I sound like I am complaining, and maybe I am. I should be grateful for this second chance at life. But everyday I try to make connections with people and fail, everyday I wonder why I went ahead with treatment t for my illness when this is the outcome I was fighting for. Perhaps people just don’t know what to say to me. Idk just rambling if I’m being honest. Hope whoever reads this has a good day.",6.400572849807446,6.452862057926829,7.151777920410782,74.53545571245186,65.61585365853658,10.075994865211813,32.20218228498074,9.811843763644266,3.050271951219512,1337,49,244,26,19,445,170,328,0.152,0.705,0.14300000000000002,-0.1332,0,1,0,0,4,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,3,0,12,0,35,13,1,1,2,53,59,21,1,13,9,4,1,1,1,7,12,3,1,0,14,18,0,1,10,1,1,6,5,5,0,8,21,4,40,6,41,26,3,43,0,1,0,0,19,14,1,7,23,183,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478634523139626,0.0980371732741124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437070738796084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426571671060902,0.0,0.0,0.08893433655404878,0.07278618333841748,0.0,0.17310797227041208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826357085834803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815395125496207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104659945938981,0.0,0.0,0.0960759094451728,0.09824009212993792,0.0,0.0,0.09688650625313452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252073707017809,0.0,0.07975347411329661,0.09044980558715277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786194488628975,0.0,0.0,0.3110797400084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731325603340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759268140289516,0.07939466580940653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076523469969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494972354711664,0.0940167835845059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404315719132227,0.0,0.0,0.1002291878266721,0.0,0.0,0.2005793010749675,0.04624513283317508,0.0,0.0835847760374965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318497106355504,0.09596838678404768,0.1901934311088493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111027531950302,0.0,0.0695845446514129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932768087332522,0.0,0.19242819575772008,0.14398339683288494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262495841961128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963012482207062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468364731610812,0.0,0.060640358841740113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808374417055241,0.0,0.1505517319014252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020344292019199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699944190389942,0.10089286693616252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824762043197236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103917187846111,0.10879548246001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853317975573034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166351897743317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754978870931505,0.08541415032141947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530519465926966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034540982720304,0.0,0.0,0.06095666880597545 lonely,wilbur69420,2020/03/03,No one Just a 32 year old m no life no family no friends no nothing literally. Just looking to chat m or f any age any topic. Anyone up for chat,-2.4255208333333336,-0.9526858437499968,1.6087500000000006,93.02791666666668,110.5625,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.19048333333333334,111,4,26,2,6,41,24,32,0.305,0.609,0.086,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831558427971434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839467910564464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348921771589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744604281815877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091915559887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831526669734176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408659443870691,0.0,0.3727685411020726,0.0,0.2407223483887629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287653180005731 lonely,Offenser101,2020/03/03,"Every project and try to find out how many times people went out their way for you and the result just hits too hard? The amount I went out of my way to help a friend who's down or just having a pretty hard time but then, when it's you, there is no one. They say give a shoulder to find one but it's never the case.",1.9877142857142864,2.5812994857142897,2.8500000000000014,99.565,75.57142857142857,5.6000000000000005,16.857142857142858,3.1291,-1.1066285714285715,244,2,63,0,5,77,50,70,0.076,0.835,0.08900000000000001,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,15,6,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,6,1,9,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717669162468247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38439880552233896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246797063184293,0.0,0.0,0.20172739073050092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767534481314237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095159938162669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319900430670571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218705294634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849931532029686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578720664205605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213938474138864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672294409317369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452412228366968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277173381042813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338336186410754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898781259122906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Technical-Yard,2020/03/03,"Psychosis, too akward to talk to anyone I had psychosis-like symptoms for about two months and I have been 'recovering' now for three months or so. I have only talked to my parents, therapist and siblings who I rarely see for about 7 weeks. It's time to go talk to people again but I'm very akward as I don't know what to say anymore. My head is just empty, this is a symptom of not being recovered yet. It's as though I don't feel or think anything. The loneliness is killing me. Any tips on getting connected again would be of great help.",2.990234454638127,4.682234119266057,3.856269113149846,88.98625891946995,74.77981651376147,6.6793068297655465,25.87257900101937,7.3871296695380915,1.1824548419979606,425,15,88,5,9,136,78,109,0.10800000000000001,0.809,0.083,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,2,0,12,3,1,0,0,11,19,9,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,3,9,1,16,14,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,8,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245762063231228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167631191343053,0.12809145229284855,0.0,0.15075063788764068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262690691349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570977070977273,0.0,0.10411170407466984,0.0,0.0,0.20196879626287187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880068836664256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227891095980573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267377178858303,0.0,0.10067701865273733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924427212255098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139325060099559,0.0,0.0,0.2034119988633925,0.0,0.0,0.12700161880319527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456808879124044,0.0,0.0,0.14597956125186726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808113189968396,0.0,0.4417261175074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269894631434247,0.0,0.11738143774132408,0.17998429158849522,0.0,0.10682018338552476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789510521380606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115181422907426,0.0,0.0,0.14694482270411913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013367681183846,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,malrats,2020/03/03,"Just moved on Friday and am feeling so homesick and lonely. (Mostly venting about my issues with change/new house) (Before I begin, let me just say that this is mostly just a rant. I’m going to talk about a lot of things that I’m having issues adjusting to and that includes toilets and various things that might seem pretty random, for lack of a better term.) I only moved 5 miles away (back to my hometown), but I have agoraphobia and am housebound so I don’t have any friends nor see anyone. I still live with family so I have to rely on them and get permission for everything that I do. Everyone else in the house has unpacked and settled in and are just going about their lives and happy with everything. I haven’t even unpacked one box and have to watch my dogs all day and night (one is very sick) and nobody will relieve me at any point to get any work done. I don’t have friends and honestly I don’t think I have time or energy for them anyway. I can’t sleep at night, so I finally fall asleep around 7-8am and I wake up at 1:15pm every day. In the house I moved from, I had my room perfectly set up with blackout curtains and towels stuffed in the top, so there was no sunlight unless I opened it all up and I could sleep amazingly. I don’t have that here and nobody will let me speak or vent about any of my concerns with the house or get any of it taken care of. I’m very much silenced about any issues that I have. So I haven’t been getting much sleep at all in the bright room. I’m finding myself nearly losing consciousness at various points in the day and if I lie down for even a minute, I end up falling asleep for an hour or two even though I didn’t want to, and then I feel disoriented and miserable. I have major digestive issues and in my old house, I had the idea to buy a bidet attachment for my toilet to try it out. My quality of life changed dramatically for the better. Since moving in here, the toilet is a little tiny round one-piece toilet that can’t fit a bidet, and my life has gone back down to being filled with terrible pain and discomfort every day. I know that may be difficult to relate to for a lot of people but I suffered for so much of my life before that $30 toilet attachment changed my life, and it really sucks to live without it. I’ve lobbied quite a bit for replacing the toilet with a proper elongated toilet (and the 3 of us who use this one are all men 6’ or taller who don’t even fit properly on it, anyway), but my mom is skeptical about putting a new one in without a plumber. It’s another thing for me to keep looking into but it would have to be done in secret, more than likely (the old man is insanely controlling among many other things but I won’t even get into that). My bedroom is above my parents’ for the first time ever. We’re usually on the same floor and on opposite ends. That would have been the case here, but in my family I have a middle brother who’s the golden child and I’m the black sheep, and even though he has a VERY lucrative career (nepotism works wonders) and is starting the process of getting engaged and having kids, he still lives at home and as the favorite, he gets first pick of everything and always has. So I’m above my parents and the house was built in 1999, so my room has VERY squeaky/creaky floors. The flooring company was supposed to fix that when putting carpets in but they didn’t. So every step I or anyone in my room takes sounds like explosions in the room underneath. Beyond that, the floors somehow feel paper thin and I can hear every word spoken beneath me or TV sound or what have you and have to assume that it works the same in the other direction. So if I ever speak during the day or night, I have to whisper. It really sucks having gone from having a fair amount of privacy and being able to watch TV and play video games whenever I wanted to just sitting quietly in my bed hoping not to make the floor squeak or have anyone listening to every word I say. Finally, and take this as you will, but I’m not someone who’s a major fan of giant grandiose things. Homes included. This house we moved into is 2.5-3+ times the square footage of the house I’m so homesick for. And the land is about 4 or so times as large. Everyone else is on and on about how huge and amazing it is. Yes, it’s nice to have a bigger room but I always feel like I encounter nobody else in the house anymore. The homes we’ve lived in before this were mostly all nicer homes (well-built, lots of nice features, etc) but weren’t so giant. So it encouraged family and togetherness. I just miss that a lot, in many ways. I know that I’ll never be able to have my own house. And once I’m given the boot, I’ll be homeless. So I’ve just been trying to enjoy what’s left of this part of my life. And I hate to spend that time being so sad and emotional all the time. But I can’t help it. And the constant, crippling loneliness coupled with being silenced just make things so much more difficult for me.",5.538781313010489,5.306901226957387,6.023594716516866,82.86154360753224,67.45391476709614,9.178640511260722,28.694866887666176,8.74248658614541,1.9447143501589144,3914,114,811,56,58,1268,390,1009,0.07200000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.12,0.9944,4,2,0,0,0,0,100.0,2,2,4,12,59,39,4,2,54,1,87,14,6,6,10,152,138,98,0,9,37,4,6,3,2,8,8,10,16,4,52,61,1,2,15,5,2,15,21,17,0,7,18,23,79,22,132,101,32,134,0,8,8,0,36,78,2,28,41,563,131,5,0.08338393861971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938211667965691,0.0,0.0,0.1701118128555003,0.04371766501115715,0.0,0.0,0.04134723058903347,0.08745598298407105,0.0,0.0,0.03711469189656781,0.0,0.0,0.039170977582317565,0.06411710181520007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064303853721576,0.0,0.0,0.07374631758524236,0.04551683236098515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250774133549758,0.0,0.08820915074396282,0.0,0.0,0.045054207480510235,0.04676108872111368,0.033287644987503084,0.046131371047428524,0.0,0.13443935557146824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533071949310612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448487168520022,0.04689785388793651,0.0738534199528588,0.0,0.046497566554859995,0.16522291513700565,0.07542554630211233,0.17563641151723772,0.07967692669132627,0.11241016110600237,0.0,0.11791043452526136,0.0,0.08432284954630939,0.029784751205412317,0.0,0.09134302898318,0.03810570463550225,0.07092633559322657,0.0,0.0,0.06442222413479046,0.0,0.15247633234278365,0.0,0.04738901390120479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044381876589363566,0.0,0.04116218817841882,0.0,0.0,0.04698987949224463,0.0,0.027945248199403028,0.0,0.16728177829273005,0.04140953275017853,0.041058191562534416,0.4810693491262656,0.0,0.04706515858688426,0.0,0.17406233618322267,0.0,0.03705773795287854,0.0,0.0,0.04582563198701109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045298446644217116,0.0852657266733461,0.14724135450783862,0.061105770786248625,0.04178630612181247,0.18407386366445855,0.0,0.035010753829493584,0.046642649264997935,0.0,0.14178008555324118,0.0,0.0,0.05565942651555593,0.08453822613371652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422859091048244,0.0,0.04882913056489917,0.0,0.22155982656982293,0.1225935783288724,0.0,0.03215541696014283,0.08053272751713234,0.0,0.1173752667175374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749741689314904,0.044400586636318684,0.1412577870050334,0.031708621372237074,0.04436319484808788,0.0,0.09258799601335532,0.04514833990982685,0.0,0.0289039620109552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788247740664404,0.0,0.0,0.04241572132165133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382388911120026,0.0,0.04434454132697591,0.0,0.0,0.05341788624756668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631025477663313,0.0,0.0,0.033223101662494085,0.03795480301883634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034488027846038063,0.0,0.1251662362544469,0.0,0.035325470300688964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029509790464906257,0.0,0.06659052109313061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269434458282701,0.033510425667535516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618975108010525,0.02671453048582065,0.08192429633049156,0.0,0.1458655354950859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661222085730504,0.0,0.040726995935652065,0.0,0.050150305682974905,0.03600847531889627,0.045917813997751564,0.13760096406752892,0.049182007401263945,0.03309314463673185,0.0,0.0,0.03748608741378985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037914126661863,0.04521316225620102,0.09105675061960493,0.0,0.0,0.05923355759337245,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stupidSelfishGirl,2020/03/03,"I have no social tact I hate lying but i still lie sometimes if I think it's necessary. I want to have a friend who who I can be myself, who I don't have to lie, who I feel safe share my thoughts. Today I've learned I do not have such friend, not even my boyfriend. We got into fights because I can not tell white lies. He booked a few high rated restaurants when I visited him recently. Some of the dishes were great, some was not so much to my taste. I was just honest with him about what I liked and didn't like when he asked for my opinions on the food. I still cannot understand what so wrong about things I said. He got upset and felt insulted that I did not like the food and being so honest about them and didn't think about his effort in booking these restaurants to try to impress me. I get it that I should be grateful he spent all these efforts but I don't see why should I need to lie about food after dating for more than 2 years. I love food. They are a source of my comfort when I feel bad. I feel so hurt to know I can not be comfort around someone who I thought I can feel safe.",3.114511802575109,3.718493313304723,3.712550965665237,94.3828178648069,72.94849785407726,6.683369098712447,23.575375536480685,6.322622252153567,0.3091203862660943,854,21,202,5,16,269,124,233,0.142,0.627,0.231,0.9802,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,2,2,18,22,3,1,6,0,25,7,0,0,1,40,47,14,0,5,10,0,5,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,14,8,6,2,12,2,1,1,12,7,0,0,13,9,39,15,23,28,6,16,0,1,2,1,26,5,0,4,13,139,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128469957805784,0.11686673549273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437746794876387,0.07620445356537353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256740361145655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528336488816329,0.0,0.1200284447845231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046465273484313,0.0,0.19316360968238125,0.0,0.06531215218266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999625686295133,0.13782309433873113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234207132360548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320790928813355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382494382865812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870179204048253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832195553012845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282569188561202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091896152422252,0.09269274455142612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123431512749195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891238466174135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961615464478182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743114588239118,0.10591989718845847,0.0,0.1236373042633788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996650317143183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092635587452042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305056379219644,0.1602017070635222,0.0,0.19848669670045455,0.0,0.0,0.11849411327049247,0.0,0.0,0.08487304714948278,0.0,0.0,0.13013899534520318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373367039592227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280136726158675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667794586127008,0.0,0.08050183206355024 lonely,SleepGoodBooksBetter,2020/03/03,"You know what's the worst? Feeling lonely while not being lonely at all. Having friends, a boyfriend, people who (presumably) care, but still feeling like something's missing. It's like a joke… Why are you still feeling lonely of you're not?",3.5227272727272734,6.494536727272728,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,79.45454545454547,4.42909090909091,26.981818181818184,5.6839178017228535,1.0161327272727267,192,8,32,1,5,57,32,44,0.225,0.483,0.293,0.3939,0,6,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,8,2,4,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013321453662164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762875661474841,0.22431415662162105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425875034984117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256041388304882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067988122311552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768077956389414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417244519409999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015048296017177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833266795975777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TekkenKiddious,2020/03/03,"Any advice on where/how to meet new people? I'm 22M and the type of shy extrovert that loses all ability to communicate with other people until I know they're not a threat and then I never shut up. The initial leap is what drives me crazy and I'm about to start my new career in a new city. Im scared I guess. (Working on confidence) I'll have Meetup, dating apps, and if I'm not tired I love to get out my apartment. Conversation starters tips?",1.4624731182795718,3.464382344086019,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,80.39784946236558,6.2838709677419375,20.010752688172047,7.3871296695380915,0.5111204301075274,350,9,75,5,9,118,68,93,0.145,0.773,0.081,-0.7046,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,13,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,13,10,1,17,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,9,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475075279529168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944699718833754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481757436937565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242094727094802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738273822931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077649952271145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585960574591725,0.0,0.0,0.19834551206674028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169495478087026,0.6367480712077777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047132534918513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002201551261535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555002907587953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525862899612359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999074638498567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dubumuller,2020/03/03,"a long distance relationship having a ldr sucks. although you two communicate, the loneliness is still there. in my situation, we rarely talk now. I'm starting to think she grew tired of me. thinking that someone would change me after being a loner for so many years didn't work and made me feel lonlier",4.692142857142857,7.176825357142861,5.2137142857142855,77.63128571428574,72.21428571428572,8.051428571428572,29.057142857142853,8.841846274778883,2.58889,244,10,42,5,5,78,52,56,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,0,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27909403444453257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333988825266494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347863522548926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496395317802505,0.0,0.2674792172631588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832515149124405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965526557431013,0.0,0.0,0.223539801522113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673814240360254,0.0,0.2106926212405186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205418749927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33809943883126825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032303810176077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772069021456184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206923302549814,0.0,0.0,0.18741516524994267,0.0,0.0,0.16989596892861553 lonely,lonliestManAlive,2020/03/03,I got a promotion but I have no one to share it with Second promotion in 2 years and I feel numb because I have no one who cares about it. Since my graduation every win I got has been celebrating alone but it’s a validation for me. Validation that I’m alive.,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.8718518518518543,83.33333333333336,84.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,21.962962962962962,8.841846274778883,1.7360962962962967,204,7,45,6,6,73,39,54,0.168,0.525,0.307,0.9052,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,7,3,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,31,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34631825664183385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383578039957792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34092409350890984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817307271683632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907326842403264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348706580821372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531709422589292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766037258371525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533064006807168 lonely,CharlieKellyAtourney,2020/03/03,"30-homless-alone Just here to vent a little bit. When I was younger, starting in middle school. I had behavioral, emotional problems. I was in foster care and eventually adopted but it was a traumatic experience. My biological mother was drug addicted and a sex worker. And my adoptive parents didn't know how to handle my mental illness. Throughout school I would disappear and my friends would wonder where I was. Because my parents would send me to psychiatric wards, respit care or anywhere else they could to pawn me off. I was placed on probation for the first time at age 11 never really escaped it. My mother became ill with breast cancer and was bed ridden for a number of years during it's treatment. I was acting out by stealing and using drugs. I was sexually abused and exploited by people outside of my family. but instead of anyone ever attempting to help I was just placed in juvenile detention centers or psych wards. I missed most of middle/high school. Never got to nurture any friendships because of my absences and failed in school because my curriculum was constantly changing with my environment. When I became an adult I felt completely abandoned and I still do. My mental illness and addiction are still in full effect. I've continued to be in and out of jail. I have no real human connection. No real friends no intimacy. I can't find solid work to support myself because of lapses in my work history. Defaulted on student loans so I can't go back to school. Just really at the end of whatever hope for myself I've held on to. Life is a son of a bitch I'm glad I learned lessons early in life about the nature of things. But now it feels like even though I learned a lot I'll never be forgiven my mistakes and I'm doomed to live a miserable live alone and unwell.",3.776534090909092,6.4051660744047645,4.886861471861469,78.16116883116884,75.75595238095238,7.763203463203464,28.93181818181818,8.666027191798058,2.708828571428572,1435,63,240,31,33,470,189,336,0.23199999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.1,-0.9951,2,2,2,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,1,8,18,18,1,1,12,0,25,12,1,3,4,53,41,23,0,7,8,5,2,1,2,3,10,0,1,2,5,17,0,2,9,0,1,5,9,9,0,1,16,2,36,9,45,19,4,47,1,5,0,2,12,23,1,6,20,168,41,14,0.0,0.10696622016065876,0.0,0.19683554797588987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870042773758301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613930268348285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312539288224714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941921703560397,0.0,0.2201337185430781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856162474553272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409154736701908,0.0,0.09550353972128237,0.0,0.09465613924673524,0.09755986215569136,0.0,0.07208068320529726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093906764007333,0.0,0.07541677939382094,0.10155207285987808,0.07996067263467145,0.0,0.0,0.0596286330294481,0.08166280478282714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883104887455879,0.08510729912759968,0.0,0.045647931893329365,0.06449555733942472,0.08668229560458919,0.0,0.08251365409530864,0.07679153524869778,0.0,0.0,0.1394991424290842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130781254886832,0.0,0.07220461164398688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051231870896213,0.09538504804323003,0.0,0.08966772545686452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961514795021328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753389352695668,0.044105910843824654,0.0904835861778958,0.15943657003256406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767522412250835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196062178733327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088869090115968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048898057394812,0.0,0.0,0.0625883065585375,0.0,0.1886453286492352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638510749998803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551523962699814,0.11567047586433288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568374091887228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390016051763843,0.0,0.1441943476984207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024478915058641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059977562266067375,0.0,0.08869896402752407,0.0,0.05264259186123232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797233787916026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790406099687816,0.13144882628533905,0.0,0.0,0.192395495458458,0.0,0.0,0.058136915929976614 lonely,Thelonglostfriend,2020/03/03,"Went to a board games meetup on Friday night... It’s a monthly event in my neighbourhood community centre that I have talked myself out of going to every month for the last 6 months. But this time I went. I’m so glad I did. It was only awkward for like the first 2 minutes. One of the organizers asked me what kind of games I like, and then suggested a table for me. I think there were lots of people just like me, who came alone looking for some company. I learned a good strategy game, had a beer that one of the other players kindly offered, got to have some company. It just felt nice to be sitting at a table with 3 people, and in a room full of people. It gave me hope that maybe over time I will develop some friendships, or maybe even meet someone special. It eased my loneliness. It was something.",3.2400336538461545,4.910393743750003,4.328750000000003,85.94894230769232,74.0625,7.1730769230769225,25.43269230769231,7.882392219407189,1.3984711538461545,629,21,126,9,13,205,104,160,0.039,0.774,0.187,0.9728,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,11,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,21,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,5,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,3,11,2,14,10,21,8,5,23,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,6,13,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601278613038248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453815161438213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683102724913122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211750889833086,0.0,0.13026439680798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844848259992574,0.0,0.0,0.13150997911024834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786761893276035,0.12967834149446286,0.12365460513599165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356120519671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200208838448496,0.0,0.12602662797869735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266018277245558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983226797890438,0.0,0.0,0.13144268580496496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106501986990517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702212803548916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508967879586235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953355012990046,0.11758679196943887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215583668721613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099934805448935,0.11902523832518876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426852008223553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906693520103067,0.0,0.0,0.1803070125778581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664740511227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DolorestheExplorer,2020/03/03,"I dread days off work I’ve just had the past 2 days off and I’m just wanting the time to go faster until I can go back to work. I don’t know what to do with myself. I live alone. I’m able to do all the laundry/cleaning within half a day, I went to the shops, I cooked a meal. It’s currently 4pm and I have no more errands. I have no purpose and don’t know how to occupy myself when I’m alone. I am an outgoing person and thrive on interactions with others, but most of my interactions are at work or with the cashier at the shop. It sounds so sad just writing that down. The few friends I do have often say they are busy or have family commitments. So I spend nearly everyday off work alone, feeling lost. In my town there isn’t a lot of hobbies/activities to do either. I think I will just spend the rest of the evening watching Netflix. Life sucks, I would love to find a companion, someone to share things with. Everything is pretty pointless when you have no one share it with.",2.2786764705882376,3.840676181372552,3.6086274509803933,90.56382352941178,76.40196078431373,6.9568627450980385,23.764705882352942,7.724431198458867,0.9596352941176473,767,24,171,11,17,251,118,204,0.122,0.757,0.121,0.4143,1,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,5,13,8,1,1,14,0,20,4,0,1,2,31,34,13,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,7,9,2,0,5,4,4,3,6,4,0,2,3,4,20,4,28,29,7,26,0,2,1,1,12,11,1,5,12,121,27,4,0.15575844132124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839563127620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976862698123295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135392723354865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287698149983407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998564369725786,0.0,0.1468351963313816,0.0,0.07875614794953475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236039356552968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033858538927204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704222331510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712015318300133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001679342955052,0.0,0.0,0.13753755731358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002873821295628,0.1324202568367481,0.1405780745079835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055459508994185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868905667612484,0.0,0.13600226307855712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846233099414578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386536422471818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197362187624134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034789873617277,0.09980371994844342,0.0,0.0,0.09082399971062087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187036425332916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443896355818393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535760014237875,0.0,0.0,0.11064632778660892,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackskysks,2020/03/03,"Its sad that we hope things as such. Introverts and Lonely people always stay in their room away from people, but still expect themselves to be found out by someone, and be loved. It's sad to realize that it's naught but a desire that can never come true. I feel despaired about 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lonely,Pezzz5,2020/03/03,The world is 7 billion people full Why am I lonely 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lonely,Dragon50110,2020/03/03,I think I never learnt how to cry I was very lonely as a child (still am) and I think because no-one ever cared about what I was doing crying never really became a way to deal with negative 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lonely,my_throw_awayyy,2020/03/03,"Im not my self anymore because i have been lonely I(M 21) have 3 friends from high school that i still keep in contact with but i obviously don't talk to them everyday because we are always busy with life and stuff. i have never dated anyone ever. Not in middle school, high school, or after college. So i decided its time for me to start using online dating apps. I have used Bumble, Tinder, and Ok Cupid for 2 months and i haven't gotten any success. So i have had a high heel fetish for long time, probably since i hit puberty (11 or 12). Ever since middle school and high school, i have always been attracted to Hispanic girls and some white girls. But Hispanic girls are my fav lol. I like it when i see a hispanic girl in a sexy tight mini dress. I always wanted date a hot girl hispanic girl or a white girl that looks really good. Im an average looking guy but i know i always go for the girls that are 7s or 8s . For a few years now, i have had a cross dressing fetish( i guess u can call it that). I now want to dress up as one of the hot girls i always wanted to date (I hope that makes sense) . I don't know exactly how to explain it but i think i will feel better after wearing some wedges and a dress. But i will never know until i try right ? lol. I want to feel good, sexy , and powerful. I want to feel great . If anyone wants to help me pick out an outfit, feel free to PM me.",2.0292416378316034,3.5118113979238785,3.7235510380622863,89.81409241637829,76.88927335640139,6.7543829296424445,20.34616493656285,7.492282038375204,0.4938337946943476,1070,24,235,14,24,358,148,289,0.019,0.747,0.23399999999999999,0.9966,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,3,9,12,0,0,12,3,20,3,2,5,6,56,48,23,0,8,12,0,7,1,1,2,1,0,0,11,10,11,0,2,10,0,1,2,7,1,0,1,5,12,34,12,28,40,3,36,0,1,5,0,19,12,0,9,23,138,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679006889434591,0.0,0.0,0.060134855245111786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769795646243002,0.12366343733067857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781117971891864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820839820128694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029605044357936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997846002077967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884974357295025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683201429321875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025632453129309,0.14834035322643152,0.0,0.09749345148458703,0.09741467974163387,0.08755876259298186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927219610623834,0.3737210137600601,0.0,0.08783010007006174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103731583335976,0.0,0.0,0.07859989274468245,0.0,0.0,0.1457950467881935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062460124720046015,0.043202016593561085,0.0,0.0,0.07825701619258152,0.1485164312731571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902714515273599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705833049000082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640402592524928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059921881481621225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534158150489702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664997867712875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551801203688538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474751105858632,0.07046658462095569,0.0,0.09225089048152008,0.0,0.0,0.14629901550500055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259060842863765,0.0,0.07061963445243177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123022174319113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107600217385504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056661829536925334,0.0,0.0,0.10312749849651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003758908706959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152748789014789,0.0,0.0,0.3129468273230569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056945474170090125 lonely,Manask2001,2020/03/03,"Issues Issues. I don’t know why no one likes me. It’s probably because of my looks. Everytime i look in the mirror my self confidence is blown into pieces and there was very little to begin with. I have nothing to be proud of. No achievements of any kind, not proud of my body and my looks and I myself am not proud of who I am. People can treat me like garbage and embarrass me and I can’t do anything about it. I lack social skills. I fear going out coz I’m scared i might do something that’ll tear my last bit of self respect into pieces. I feel like people only talk to me coz they need somebody to pour their problems on but when I try to tell my problems to someone they don’t wanna get involved or they put their problems above mine. I have clear issues about myself and I can’t seem to resolve or handle them on my own. I have no one to help me I don’t know why I am the way I am but I don’t want to be like this. I never want to be rude to people who I’m close to but in this pursuit of being a good person I somehow end up hurting myself. I love my mother and i never want to do anything to hurt her but I don’t feel like living anymore. I feel extremely alone and there’s no one I can talk to about how I feel. I don’t know what to do anymore. Coz living like this I very hard and I’m exhausted. I wanna kill myself but it will hurt my mother who did everything she could for my education. I can’t spend a day without crying. It scares me how alone I’ve become. And if this continues to be a situation i find myself in then I don’t know what I’ll end doing with myself",0.4150145772594769,2.33383545772595,2.6465772594752224,93.54281049562685,83.63556851311955,5.086180758017493,18.83790087463557,6.1826913282559595,-0.1599385422740527,1234,31,279,10,35,419,151,343,0.177,0.6759999999999999,0.147,-0.9045,0,2,1,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,6,6,9,28,2,4,5,0,36,3,1,5,3,59,59,22,1,12,11,2,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,3,14,16,0,0,11,0,1,2,19,13,0,3,2,8,63,15,42,48,5,24,0,3,3,1,23,11,0,6,16,199,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983181524855807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903832582996092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219765499216164,0.0,0.0,0.14288547614943747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052922648025126716,0.09588221254755228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478133944612756,0.09643377044757212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931606210864255,0.0,0.09536405665464408,0.05598958246602458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378763641314638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802524241643206,0.0,0.0,0.09769291199648857,0.17558850674248708,0.1240437204386136,0.0,0.0,0.07934888125007575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535813695930156,0.0,0.04933992524968992,0.0728177200378765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777070112305433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819139685485303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788171846078788,0.0,0.0,0.2718422039959855,0.0,0.0,0.0960498038044731,0.09040622224719837,0.19084872805943265,0.07076718909041757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448549481984833,0.08701313029256648,0.15332145450521986,0.0,0.2187124611392589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835545168933293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920987878739903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437347510365371,0.13391676581358225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330295489155617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764877066139022,0.06602800436145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056328346652725,0.07580498446567242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360307480722567,0.24921554057734904,0.0,0.08727475172847543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383730266896508,0.0,0.0,0.07903465337853256,0.18113748201945634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758559630746456,0.0,0.0884986817100774,0.07355949915648373,0.06683572894225519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955993268553393,0.0758816130934467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894283327231997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326572178798894,0.15362019816662822,0.06891104702273683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667711733453324,0.0,0.0,0.08368819047379256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Musician-Person,2020/03/03,"Autism, BDSM and loneliness Hi. I don't know whether this topic is suitable in this room but I weighed up that maybe it is. Feel free to delete the post if it is not suitable here. I guess I just feel like venting my loneliness with regards to a situation in my life that makes me feel a persistent sadness. I don't feel dateable. I have Aspergers and OCD (the latter is especially difficult, but the former brings its own challenges), and I have a desire for a relationship where I submit to a Dominant woman. If I were to pursue a more conventional relationship, that would be hard enough with AS and OCD but I feel it's an extra struggle if I want to find a relationship of a more irregular kind. I have a difficult time with putting myself out there, or tolerating the unknown or the uncertain... it seems to me that it's easier in the dating world if one can embrace the unknown or the uncertain, but I feel as though my conditions barely allow it. To me, the unknown and the uncertain are a terrifying prospect to face. So anyway I just felt like venting. I feel very lonely and unrelateable lately.",5.157646129541868,6.506969819905216,6.281781990521328,75.07960821484994,68.81042654028435,9.797282780410743,32.07614533965245,10.047579312681364,3.3351931121642973,876,38,161,22,15,293,113,211,0.156,0.703,0.141,-0.5252,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,0,4,21,0,14,3,1,2,0,46,28,22,0,7,15,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,10,1,0,12,0,1,2,3,8,0,1,2,9,22,6,20,24,5,15,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,12,6,123,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590001287750837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446477291198922,0.1099325623817824,0.14774981815875565,0.0,0.14064437614583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695171857489777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784708202002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024330182533986,0.08456893113448724,0.0,0.1735843841100599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108690646955411,0.15035689263763274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271671123517252,0.0,0.15459407049806098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427369612556346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737538794479374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154692830154078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956315700214056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008741324649013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296860519340426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608697522066523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511872258865611,0.0,0.08972920387783179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696787747045427,0.0907629555038596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931259288217672,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_sweetpeaches69_,2020/03/03,"Boyfriend/ only friend dumped me. Not sure what to do. I’m a junior in college and my boyfriend of 1 year just dumped me yesterday because he can’t be actively involved in a romantic relationship rn - which is true, he was very much emotionally absent throughout the whole thing. But he was my best friend nonetheless, we spent every free second of our time together. Now he’s gone. My 3 friends I’ve made at school since my freshman year have all dropped out and live hours away from me...... I’m not a part of any clubs/ organizations....... I don’t really have hobbies because the past year has just been “us vs the world”..... all of his friends have become my friends I know I fucked up making him the center of my solar system, but I really don’t know how to continue..... I don’t want to have the rest of my college experience inside crying over someone who can’t even love me the way I deserve to be loved. Basically what I’m trying to ask is how the fuck do you make friends at a school you’ve been at for 3 years and know virtually no one? Fuck",3.580675837320573,5.003412937799041,4.635475478468901,85.09426584928231,72.73205741626793,7.9044258373205745,26.938098086124395,8.472884824447931,1.7294327751196181,820,29,171,14,16,268,124,209,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,1,0,1,6,17,5,0,11,0,20,5,0,5,4,25,38,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,8,5,0,2,7,0,23,13,22,29,7,25,0,0,0,5,22,11,3,0,10,104,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838823294357661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776282474103743,0.0,0.10830089917242493,0.0,0.0,0.14053626362417104,0.12730776333276025,0.0,0.0,0.12096980304901513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266197810049524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966436016683205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613540848205486,0.0,0.09712078926169844,0.0,0.0,0.11275715696140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343485328511302,0.31969854668417785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135187156172338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900497813301308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178640503474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080731563124902,0.1090722075206244,0.15388857544819973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473744839454457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811061296901578,0.08766878995844726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482726013414013,0.11003921287160268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476911088150458,0.0,0.0,0.12375791524179225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333208124445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535336253889233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766874439662766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086415535074667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658093051755448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721544719849024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826144254517853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865682029059045,0.0,0.0,0.09511064731655476,0.06798982248360064,0.09149675453132054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869595515289792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692297926935185 lonely,lifelessonsneededpls,2020/03/03,"Can someone pls be my friend I have 3 Friends that’s it. I barely see them so I’m alone mostly Can someone pls be my friend Someone that I can text if I feel like shit Someone who text me Can someone just be fucking there for me",-1.3490000000000002,0.6326948000000029,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,101.0,2.5,20.25,3.1291,-0.7609999999999997,180,7,42,0,8,58,31,50,0.106,0.631,0.263,0.7732,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,4,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,1,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593625091059946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565647120494516,0.1351521781512981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384863173669504,0.1748963828971735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242512454801324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075414005177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941933508981718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8014695544090267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nunnunupipipopopopi,2020/03/03,"It's scary When you are lonely for a long time you don't want to be seen. I just want to vanish , to become transparent . I want to hide inside the void who is soundless , colorless and quiet",2.943846153846156,4.236532102564105,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,74.12820512820512,7.2512820512820495,20.69230769230769,7.793537801064563,0.6893692307692305,148,3,31,2,3,49,32,39,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.7944,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,5,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472044701636786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782475545216564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492282865363143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7562987824565085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CT-0607,2020/03/03,It’s been over 2 weeks since our breakup I’m so fucking lonely. I know we’re not getting back together. I said too much. I harassed her too much. I just wanted her back. I was just too scared to leave her. I prayed to god for the first time in years to just give me a sign if it’s over or just needs time. She made a tinder account. Guess that’s my sign.,-1.0450000000000017,0.9854334743589774,0.6135384615384645,104.55646153846158,92.46153846153842,3.6328205128205133,15.492307692307696,4.935628992294339,-1.2596861538461541,273,6,70,1,10,87,54,78,0.149,0.8220000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.8211,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,10,4,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,14,12,3,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,13,0,7,8,2,10,1,1,0,1,7,3,1,3,7,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759036210767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791228568034356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259718707915869,0.12770474164453818,0.2344798135215164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692675293564885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433249877462486,0.0,0.0,0.2588163914739612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312858570090913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359368785471588,0.18124196799020809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250918633168305,0.0,0.24471736841223002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219526747302835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505854356367666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417132208534533,0.0,0.19606724036917886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740509724491267 lonely,zestyraisin,2020/03/03,"I’m sure this is common, but... When I meet new people, I always LIE about having other friends, just so they don’t pity me or think there is something wrong with me. I think I do it to seem more normal, so I can make actual friends. Or maybe I’ve lied about it to myself so much that it’s a comfort, and I can pretend it’s true. I guess I’m concerned because my lies have become so detailed and comprehensive, and at this point lying has become almost involuntary, like a knee-jerk reaction.",6.703499999999997,5.357258350000002,7.1960000000000015,79.09300000000003,65.5,9.6,31.0,8.238735603445708,2.0864000000000007,385,11,79,4,5,127,69,100,0.15,0.6759999999999999,0.174,0.3657,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,2,17,16,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,6,16,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,5,4,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.20735920751216516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277765050517944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680837783301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295316940905169,0.4693561599009473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283378913980876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408126187130004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381169025476496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183846478435372,0.0,0.2134743739410213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562043128285545,0.0,0.0,0.20522378958996787,0.0,0.0,0.20819470213145208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473135407413286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087136430399088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344256052942665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358488319697373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026894285564806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230952446012785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323240315217853,0.0,0.0 lonely,AssassinEliteX,2020/03/03,I feel so needy I have a good friend we hangout once a week she has a busy life I completely understand but I always feel lonely she is my only friend it’s really hard because I want to be with her all the time I hate being alone I feel so needy,-0.09611111111111016,1.9267434629629645,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.5925925925926,5.822222222222222,16.407407407407412,7.1686216300943375,-0.05945925925925932,193,4,45,3,6,66,40,54,0.29600000000000004,0.536,0.168,-0.8359,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,3,2,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635593478271015,0.0,0.0,0.21174358032231452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512559420597272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668121893015615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860106087931699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932134977550128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344155122843955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795961036947804,0.2512413721547577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974321376758026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100756312157304,0.0,0.19353969978868452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302319716668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838641525819896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649174429808669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009594450201627,0.0,0.2041244902484468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mansuser,2020/03/03,Do you wonder if people can smell the sadness on you? I try to stay positive but often I just don't have the energy to project any kind of confidence or happiness. And I often worry that others can tell and it drives them away.,4.667101449275363,5.27770339130435,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.43478260869566,9.611594202898553,26.20289855072464,9.725611199111238,2.2930811594202902,180,5,35,4,3,61,37,46,0.145,0.652,0.203,0.6357,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,5,0,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317313415337852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320159183491299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36274982774687103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35485347644653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624299030178644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632092974432553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978429308875896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313565236815249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695442392415394,0.0,0.34606258653355026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaptAhab666,2020/03/03,"To the people of this sub, thank you and goodbye. Thank you for being the listening ear that I needed. I felt home here being with you guys who are exactly like me. I felt like I had a 'family' here. I am not leaving here as a success story. I am leaving life for good. I have decided to hasten the process. I hope you guys find success and end up in the company of friends and family and loved ones. I love you all. Goodbye.",0.5689655172413808,2.8309043448275872,2.8581724137931066,90.06656896551728,86.01149425287358,6.238620689655173,22.49310344827586,7.554174236665415,1.1096399999999993,326,12,69,6,10,111,53,87,0.0,0.654,0.34600000000000003,0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,2,3,11,0,0,6,0,7,4,1,0,2,14,16,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,15,11,10,11,1,3,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,1,3,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129382243497406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34335082837847586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34970488203322475,0.0,0.1664436057574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406963521404369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274372738724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36063151996010173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826693839078597,0.18087454384064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856526023648298,0.0,0.0,0.1286284150644974,0.17793774658398687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287195409555325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503093103007546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340123682445825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625090399978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33532154750293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justedi,2020/03/03,"I don't like or connect with a lot of people and the few that I do never seem to reciprocate. I think I've always had attachment issues, fear of letting people in, fear of letting myself be vulnerable, fear of needing to part ways. I think what really hurt me was my first real relationship ending disastrously after four years. For a long time I hid myself from the world and hadn't sought companionship, thinking if love was meant to find me it would eventually... but it never did. I let work and gaming become my life and I'd convinced myself for many years that I just valued my personal free time too much to spend it with anyone else. But once in a while when an opportunity knocked and I'd go on dates or be interested in someone, I would always have something in the back of my head making me wonder if it would be worth the pain and effort if it failed, and ultimately I'd shy away from it. Because of this, I'm very selective about who I consciously let myself like, let alone fall in love with, and unfortunately the people I'm willing to take that fall for don't feel the same way. And honestly that's fine, I don't go ""Mr. Nice Guy"" about it and I respect how they feel and we just remain friends. Honestly a big part of me is like ""You wouldn't date me? That's cool, I wouldn't either."" Part of me finds a sense of relief in rejection and I continue to just think of the same excuses; I don't have time, it's one less thing to worry about, I'm not meant to be in a relationship, I would probably have trust issues anyway so I'm better off alone, maybe I'm just not likeable in that capacity, etc etc. I finally moved out on my own a few years ago and the loneliness has been eating away at me slowly. Sometimes I think about getting back in the dating pool or getting over myself and joining an app/site. Sometimes after a long day at work I think it'd be nice to have someone to come home to. Someone to watch movies with, go grocery shopping with, go to events with, have silly nights where we do each other's makeup or something. Part of me wants to connect with someone on an intimate level again but old habits die hard and I just tell myself that maybe it's not for me and maybe I just have to come to terms with the idea of dying alone not knowing the love I see others have. Lately I've been unironically sleeping with a body pillow, wrapping my arms and leg around it, feeling an ache and longing in my chest. I've been having dreams about meeting someone and having companionship and intimacy and love and I often wake up remembering my reality and feeling hollow. It's 5 a.m. here and I'm in bed writing this because I had one of those dreams again tonight and I woke up in tears. I don't really have a concluding thought... If you've made it to the end, thanks for indulging me in my need to share. Side note, I'd love to just get a cat but I'm allergic so... 5everalone.",4.906703535727509,5.350719761986305,5.820812661977048,81.44288411699372,68.8458904109589,8.710773787486117,28.112550907071448,8.685302888712808,1.9078842650870045,2287,72,467,35,37,755,256,584,0.11699999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9908,0,4,2,0,0,0,62.0,2,1,1,8,26,33,0,3,27,1,46,16,7,4,2,107,92,42,2,13,24,0,5,3,1,7,3,0,3,3,28,41,1,0,22,5,4,9,14,7,0,4,14,8,54,27,81,60,17,77,0,3,2,5,24,31,0,12,38,319,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054259434223966216,0.0,0.0,0.19018692095062256,0.0,0.0,0.10186411499490193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042799819963279015,0.06271741296998849,0.0,0.054490341665532384,0.0,0.0,0.11501860006176025,0.09413422571984396,0.0,0.07462673174221582,0.06760221211190208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541357321918968,0.0,0.06799109064482751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054548889278102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947572265343655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705371518521094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263364488618603,0.05113353648803401,0.0,0.10842870789859554,0.0,0.1365318238529931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663656323139154,0.12379951569568558,0.0,0.0,0.06705313453670866,0.11189061575835922,0.052065638458344915,0.0,0.0,0.04729109719866571,0.0,0.0959399135956324,0.0,0.1391494002356574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060803995228148,0.0,0.0,0.054832604439584084,0.0,0.06281965446362113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613991440302892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552712942788108,0.06909922838882437,0.0,0.12777576324972353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363970191332909,0.0,0.06904813458012306,0.0,0.0,0.3129595277079601,0.04323480166176378,0.08971310706707784,0.0,0.0,0.16250815647067474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203899661011974,0.2762244281023011,0.05791887560737007,0.040858498518489696,0.06205786159645098,0.18448258879562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505709751163093,0.04499677639623767,0.09077365243692513,0.0944186556331278,0.0,0.0,0.05744192806760225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423014576877191,0.06518720787728839,0.08295566724112367,0.0,0.06513231071360291,0.0,0.0,0.2651401201630947,0.0,0.12730700579601184,0.05344666651748694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599529515765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967097434271481,0.07842605512642352,0.0,0.0,0.13143438573866653,0.06933958876771126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487768608135861,0.05572376001686887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125472717112214,0.0,0.25931738185305586,0.09424570010557756,0.12107754215019233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602269454823064,0.0,0.05350069389765479,0.0563544244556523,0.0,0.0,0.04066555073348256,0.23532738426012845,0.0,0.048594316919929915,0.10707704227349506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505050908575619,0.03610355158760517,0.0971721259639046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638019967902188,0.08912397757098244,0.0621622559796453,0.0,0.17392879349896115,0.0,0.0,0.11825270725830495 lonely,sdoobler,2020/03/03,I just don't know how to make friends So it just feels like something that happened very early in my life made me panic in social situation so i never learned to interact normally. I try to learn by going out and traveling and stuff but it seems like i missed a critical step in my emotional development or something. I just wanted to vent and create a post because most of the time i delete the text before posting it.,3.726655052264807,5.766500585365852,4.951742160278748,80.42548780487809,73.6341463414634,8.10034843205575,28.787456445993037,8.841846274778883,2.4774090592334503,336,14,62,7,7,111,60,82,0.09300000000000001,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.4019,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,21,10,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,10,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664678277955807,0.0,0.17678596626822116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233698742699102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504821802116107,0.14842169377181036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051259848857344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807313179964693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837188926700313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417785347221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467449640830832,0.20299922235999712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965847649129554,0.13867945884176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023506176865274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355781958870534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375816026824856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979476912960369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891342355684159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335276536445668,0.0,0.2117821714720705,0.0,0.31988308828554496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378321420331642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114481944023946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105341437765934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142134250751706,0.122540503884868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,antelux,2020/03/03,I just want to be loved. I ruin all my friendships and relationships because of my PTSD and isolating depression. I just want to have fun and to have friends and to be loved. Instead I am made fun of and bullied by family and yelled at. I’m so incredibly sad and lonely. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel what it feels like to have a happy and loving circle around me.,2.689780701754384,4.067532276315792,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,74.92105263157895,7.698245614035088,24.508771929824558,8.344100000000001,1.4272087719298252,287,9,61,5,6,98,50,76,0.177,0.501,0.322,0.9147,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,2,20,17,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,8,10,14,1,3,0,4,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131532866072804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785475157942728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947767444015659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455940582156468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318761444599565,0.0,0.22868952027585346,0.16155669551846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471761938497668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073356440805704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428234875639407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048210919800504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612309005535685,0.2139820952147376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643492143998908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427930873026399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26677015160929884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Newfie_Knight,2020/03/03,"Too Real/Never forget So just some context: this happened about 4 years ago, I’m 26 now and have never had a relationship but at the time I was very close with a few girls, she was exactly my type, literally everything about her I loved, we hung out every single day for close to 5 months, all we would do is watch Netflix while under a blanket. (Nothing ever happened) i got her into doctor who and she fell in love with it so we were binging the entire series. Anyway at some point a had a dream, it was the exact same scenario, (in my room under the blanket, watching Netflix) but there were very key differences, usually she’s leaning on the side of the couch but this time she was leaning on me. And I got this feeling like I knew we were together, like it was a fact that at that moment in time we were a couple. Normally I never remember dreams but this one felt too real. I could feel the weight of her. I could feel the warmth of her head seeping into my chest, I could feel her lungs lifting her every time she took a breath, I could smell her perfume. And just sitting there, like that. Dream or reality, it was the happiest I’ve ever felt. It’s a feeling a can’t replicate, it’s something I have never felt before and maybe never again. After I couldn’t take it any longer and confessed how I felt to her, she stopped hanging out with me altogether, turns out she was pretty much just using me for smoking weed. I later went to a small party and she was there, I watched as she took another guy to the bedroom when everyone turned in for the night. They say for people like me who haven’t had anyone like that in their lives that it’s not so bad, ignorance’s bliss after all, you don’t really know what you’re missing. That’s not always true.",4.035198863636364,5.099402894886367,4.919381818181818,84.87107272727275,71.1875,7.450181818181817,26.295909090909092,7.699297019823105,1.3791475909090916,1377,43,276,16,25,448,177,352,0.034,0.79,0.17600000000000002,0.9953,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,5,1,2,0,20,11,0,0,22,0,28,8,4,2,12,73,54,19,0,7,10,0,10,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,21,22,1,2,13,5,0,5,10,3,0,1,25,16,47,8,36,23,8,54,1,1,3,2,34,23,0,3,30,200,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182974967650349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681166556810151,0.0,0.0,0.06277588665760288,0.0967980460947765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454727373931192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707735310808912,0.0,0.0,0.07855141505925739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481711734279964,0.10214238523316847,0.0,0.059534135385491765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644725451989287,0.0,0.0944860881913415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700447075140626,0.15555507325130774,0.08820886042963197,0.08296481489792222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338069048128116,0.06594830074678408,0.35453915499129635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766199845184147,0.0,0.0,0.09140421032049947,0.16326385286098308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473959087564557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073271452476818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549691738700284,0.0,0.08151391587491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663185769941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927406405707976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736832163353735,0.0,0.06786054815012,0.0,0.2847893667065983,0.0,0.0,0.0866293329802439,0.09044696879847372,0.08857664544176316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255355941022811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399808970456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726545792812097,0.0,0.0,0.09391533025811358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014440978687046,0.05913795960920906,0.0,0.0,0.09910942712271707,0.10457243560839233,0.0,0.0,0.07341086374108494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106692281284255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717765533723063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940775605537836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531340286798875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512589078753565,0.0,0.20081969098091648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972864179346263,0.1016695350676068,0.1523354970936244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124121518377812,0.0,0.08557491377567883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557638241678249,0.0,0.0,0.05944643281494584 lonely,outlawedredhood,2020/03/03,"Panic :,) I’m doing a lot better with my depression and anxiety and being alone which is why I haven’t posted in a while on this subreddit but it is currently thundering outside and I’m terrified but I am currently completely alone so if anyone is online and could talk to me I’d really appreciate it.",1.5764830508474574,4.304716372881359,4.88625,73.16632415254242,88.66101694915254,9.729661016949152,24.32415254237288,9.516144504307137,3.563693220338984,242,10,41,10,8,88,44,59,0.235,0.674,0.091,-0.8131,2,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634935319077878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081064347459699,0.0,0.0,0.1902135667025208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059331826881494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852240759910663,0.0,0.0,0.21719823381392328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430380212165516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312748782897664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191750794232269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053483878432243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427292545628098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865185332497836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454697520957013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LukeHighwalker420,2020/03/03,"Lonely stoner thoughts Sober rn but damn like i rlly gotta have whole smoke sessions by myself bc i have nobody from school or work to enjoy them with. Im 20 years old, a year behind my HS friends in college due to failing classes first yr and taking a semester off, working all the time, havent had a real relationship in over 3 years now. Very introverted trying to be extroverted by jacking myself on caffeine. I keep my HS friends close bc i have no real friends now and that shit sucks bc they all have new friend groups so im stuck at home working my ass off not being able to create new relationships. All i can do in between my community college classes and work is watch tv, smoke, and masturbate. I hate my life rn and im trying to change but it feels like i have no spare time in the day to switch habits. On top of that im stuck at home so it seems like nothing will change relationship, family, or habit wise till i move out hopefully by the end of the year. Im stuck swiping on tinder and bumble endlessly trying to reach out and maybe find a love interest but i isolated myself for so long after HS that i dont rlly know how to text or flirt with chicks anymore. Im stuck in a weekly loop that i feel will never end. Im visiting my school counselor next wednesday to see if theres anything that can be improved in my mental state but looking at my willpower now it feels almost hopeless. I used to think depression was a joke bc why be sad when u can just be happy all the time? I highly underestimated it and now i feel as though im too deep in to crawl myself out. I know it’s late but if anyone has been through anything remotely similar pls lmk if/how it gets better and any advice that could be spared would be greatly appreciated. Have a great day y’all",3.1179262716707967,4.682398312154697,4.435734425604878,85.49372928176798,74.1657458563536,7.0925509620880165,25.18994094113165,7.753152298057669,1.2652664126500288,1407,46,289,19,29,465,196,362,0.149,0.659,0.192,0.9673,1,2,2,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,2,8,13,27,4,0,12,0,28,4,2,2,5,51,52,27,0,5,12,0,4,3,4,4,1,0,2,1,12,15,0,1,10,2,0,2,6,9,0,1,8,7,30,18,45,32,5,55,0,5,3,2,14,23,4,8,32,169,42,12,0.07149929746575122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986828598176029,0.0,0.0,0.07159621835982914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862197409209278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090809065167522,0.0499939712295238,0.0,0.1176756593586978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632353182796787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127355250049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708637107561665,0.0,0.0,0.09222226375222203,0.0,0.061582240138304635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379664413087899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266543108776555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740317437619138,0.0,0.14460877244879214,0.05107911239576781,0.0,0.0,0.06534906256470796,0.060817265898934936,0.0,0.0,0.22096071944145387,0.0,0.037355431901179584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765645574136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761123316763262,0.0,0.07059075370215416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554293335639721,0.1434392501090557,0.07101493522693056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617852084832456,0.0,0.0,0.06355186078183628,0.0,0.0,0.07858828803801751,0.0,0.08065432183155598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050206828549448,0.1047928355182516,0.0,0.0,0.06327462830551146,0.06004140231301641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453090748178987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183065446310648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205447503124014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599243791360147,0.0,0.0,0.05514466599746028,0.1381089340654911,0.07604031399667104,0.0,0.0,0.06860550426510459,0.0,0.07502648521388991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276370740862914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302904628393305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447222124013063,0.056975683034954684,0.06509027508700761,0.0,0.0,0.07339300137608049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375857349688557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581386280095702,0.07024769673833907,0.056762455638778665,0.12507544600319606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562998892628914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061752436517915586,0.0,0.058994408421431874,0.0,0.0,0.057352423655886366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645169949585315,0.07982641223339497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082093604303592,0.0,0.0,0.05079104950460797,0.0,0.0,0.18417281348557868 lonely,xPhoenix_Risingx,2020/03/03,"Here to help: Text or talking I really want to help you as a stranger, friend, wellness coach, or/and whatever role I can perform to help out. I know how loneliness can kill you slowly from the inside out. It only takes one person to talk to and care for your world to change and make a difference. I want to be a person who inspires hope, positivity, growth, and change in others. It means a lot to me if I can help others as I know we all have our own struggles and stories to overcome. Unfortunately, I am not able to provide this service for free as I need to make a living. If you’re interested in my talking or texting service, please don’t hesitate to message me. I’m base in PST time frame in the United States. I hope to hear from you soon. :)",3.6497953040337126,4.7844470198675495,4.9239012642986175,84.21042745334138,72.17880794701986,7.610114388922335,27.634557495484646,8.00094639256281,1.6288092715231788,584,21,121,8,11,194,91,151,0.08199999999999999,0.623,0.295,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,4,0,1,4,10,1,1,7,0,7,0,0,3,1,26,21,12,1,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,18,9,26,20,3,11,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,7,2,81,24,2,0.15113848416570633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409575745888027,0.0,0.3197689519989733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579075477665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167692179512046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703440560651981,0.0,0.4052197602950349,0.0,0.0,0.3002292342373112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721233969995247,0.0,0.16612351656928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345805050371004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284925344743432,0.0,0.0,0.2017722235803446,0.0,0.0,0.1646341170213511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206727094009213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241534836539673,0.11494762776895295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639365893807964,0.0,0.16590466957896288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682318307862092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800275933309174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363733067617818,0.3644381656451008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813006554051689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829078764806378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589164826722794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peachringsqueen888,2020/03/03,"Words really hurt.. I'm so lonely and I try to make friends I have a few most who dont talk to me much and so I tried to make friends on reddit and someone told me I'm the most dumbass person that they've ever met on the internet and that ""I hope you realize that you idiot"" and I dont know why and I'm crying because I wasnt even mean or rude . They screenshotted me so they're probably going to post it somewhere to make fun of me . I'm crying because I'm a failure and maybe they are right maybe I am an idiot. I'm crying so much",-0.006456582633056486,1.7703779831932778,2.7548109243697496,92.97462535014007,84.29411764705883,5.9834733893557415,20.00070028011204,7.1686216300943375,0.3736549019607836,416,12,98,6,12,146,64,119,0.228,0.6759999999999999,0.096,-0.9512,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,6,9,3,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,19,21,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,15,4,8,18,5,6,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,4,1,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265646997900464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937072104690869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511733627531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895399660639538,0.13551980813240855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149948213143584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514555593342063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880401159254766,0.0,0.0,0.16038427343299233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233657108098644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000159165676518,0.0,0.30102652365371657,0.1631967461130702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202683179363184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081611924198358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434851303229497,0.0,0.1615301563836252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959778490183282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279445557914522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269411013123121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041878858151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315841710365074,0.0,0.20343445118187112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518829011175332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,devil-dice,2020/03/03,"Losing interest i hate getting romantic feelings for people, because they never last as i get to know them more. i feel like there’s something wrong with me. i especially feel guilty if those feelings are reciprocated. i sometimes have an opportunity to not be lonely anymore, but i mess it up by eventually not being interested in that person. i wish at least, if my feelings are always gonna fade, that i wouldn’t feel so intensely when i do. it would be better for everyone involved.",6.48,7.706065000000002,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,65.66666666666666,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.8366666666666656,390,18,64,9,6,132,69,90,0.15,0.677,0.17300000000000001,0.3,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,3,10,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,21,6,0,5,5,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,6,13,5,10,15,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684102972116078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007231755273812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233791710973633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900346454021873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339875384528413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140272234439076,0.14459226794814714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211487880874831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982487351932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123195244207792,0.16498035258403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888082128300384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264301754217951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610083942015612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031641194611236,0.17672502222456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581489483799793,0.2001755462184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327462567041593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377683352121784,0.22128905698651,0.0,0.0 lonely,oeyo121,2020/03/03,I can’t stop crying Why won’t someone just talk to me???,0.6492307692307691,1.37198930769231,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,79.0,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,43,1,11,0,1,15,12,13,0.42200000000000004,0.578,0.0,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435661590795309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192822308839635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413714223755344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977392491072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465224208823432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnyTransition9,2020/03/03,I haven’t heard my name spoken aloud in a month. My life should be perfect. Everything looks great on paper but I don’t have anyone to really talk to. My career isn’t going anywhere. I feel so stuck and I used to try to get out there and meet people. I stopped when I realized very quickly that people just weren’t interested. I just feel like I’m unloveable. I had someone tell me a few months ago that I’m just not someone people initially think they want. It’s really stuck with me and still hurts. I want to move but what if I’m just running away?,0.9682995951417012,3.3130591228070188,2.528245614035089,92.55528340080973,84.96491228070175,5.612955465587046,19.29554655870445,7.010146845296331,0.30726801619433264,436,12,93,6,13,142,75,114,0.11800000000000001,0.753,0.129,-0.1898,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,24,23,8,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,4,15,4,10,16,1,14,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,8,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796604905676096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249155215845093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802636625982685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029591590124166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916175115346123,0.1353673396562402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899751974921757,0.0,0.10768806992037244,0.0,0.0,0.20890667429754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028464393970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338380858691584,0.09257226482473116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591187575337836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024884905202389,0.20139140388055304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940928446201409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427764832253753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321098195766755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132209137039618,0.15841702918200806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229998538776365,0.16561728488895694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214136353562671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864713350522028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365325583483908,0.0,0.1563440660582936,0.22352503316035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thegoldenliger5,2020/03/03,"American boy for a foreign girl 💑 I'm 21 and living in California. It has always been a goal of mine to meet someone from the UK and really connect, hopefully leading to a relationship. I find nothing more attractive than a good accent. I'm hoping this subreddit, given its openness and abundance of lonely individuals will help me in my pursuit. Feel free to message me or reply to my post if you fall into the previously stated criteria. Thanks! P.S. I'm also open to talk to anyone that may need a friend or just needs good advice on something. -Tommy",3.2592987012987003,5.96294613333334,5.3270129870129885,73.87207792207793,78.14285714285714,7.627705627705628,27.640692640692638,8.575989854853784,2.66852380952381,444,19,72,10,11,153,82,105,0.044000000000000004,0.7240000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9673,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,9,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,9,15,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,0,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396935952602386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510565503955575,0.18219582123296948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531049152534851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071491875008288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200129384399768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169171259016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673136975591816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676714083997516,0.0,0.0,0.4349618712917958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334947022569005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247184772162293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010213147917395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970725224367207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027412421475413,0.0,0.0,0.235085690864793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855277232774884,0.1685693998251616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759951934747807,0.0,0.201592889592626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rsnqG59,2020/03/03,"What should i do? I recently lost a really good friend of mine and now she hates me. She is cutting herself, was addicted to drugs and tried to commit suicide. I tried to help her because her affiar from her last relationship didnt leave her alone. He always tried to manipulate her into thinking that she was the reason he was still alive. I saw how serious this affected her and tried to confront him so he will leave her alone and stop messing with her. He then told her that i told him that she doesnt want to be still friends with this guy. After that she asked me what was wrong with me and now ignores everything i text her for over half a week now. I know how deep this is affecting her but i dont know what to do. I only tried to help her but she didnt even listened to my 5 boice messages i sent her. She was the only person i could talk to because of her history. It felt like she was the only person that really understands me when i had bad thoughts or felt alone. But know it seems like she doesnt even needs me in her life because she ignores me/dodges me in school and is just so dismissive. She always laughs or atleast looks happy when i see her in school. It hurts to see her happy and it hurts even more that she doesnt even listens to what i have to say. Now i have nobody i can talk to and i want her back. What can i do so she will take me back or should i even try to get her back? (Btw sorry for my bad english and this teen drama but i really need advice)",2.6224623655913994,3.8726564451612937,3.683629032258065,91.65877688172043,74.87096774193549,7.102150537634407,22.271505376344084,7.645422480735847,0.6600537634408599,1158,29,263,15,24,374,133,310,0.125,0.7440000000000001,0.132,0.6624,0,3,1,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,0,1,22,21,3,0,5,0,29,3,0,6,1,47,56,24,1,7,8,0,2,2,2,4,3,3,0,3,19,13,0,3,10,1,0,1,6,13,0,1,17,9,65,8,29,33,1,24,0,3,4,0,57,6,0,4,19,188,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945329498176323,0.0,0.08473761168558543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694340450793569,0.0,0.0,0.14430887473398238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106750555600355,0.0,0.0,0.20003714048267027,0.14480803159567626,0.15858331979813858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923545750081336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163019446006333,0.0,0.10056272105328856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28637462246185746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779345102848823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652140702693627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399272201042314,0.0,0.045305391971628486,0.0,0.0,0.07273304350565417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586221011966498,0.0,0.18462102269853106,0.0,0.08561383454243478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162474572644485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856619735568075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297009883437575,0.07068489703068018,0.0,0.18363888315202206,0.0,0.0,0.06124988743551445,0.08472985493394622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281937667093479,0.0,0.09466046729506716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859723602685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978536698752124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143366834938807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665695911193856,0.08915821706969468,0.08562132589220002,0.09310024589252264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895983221671673,0.0,0.17552190474433818,0.13820242579866274,0.07894274744725639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707116472677513,0.0,0.0,0.13850259442598942,0.07249823652403684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948529384975194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519944008558205,0.1393976445621095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555639409396368,0.0,0.06884260657968286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572119997686066,0.0,0.3532457474234747,0.0,0.0,0.09027413732161207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229437331818644,0.0,0.06955813122778484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948100422996768,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayformysadnez,2020/03/03,"Will I always be this alone? I filled up my childhood and teenage years with men on the internet, men in real life who I let take advantage of me because I wanted to not be alone. I filled up my social media with followers, with likes; I even paid for likes at one point in my youth and back then, it helped. It silenced the loneliness and it helped my sleep better at night. I thought, surely if I do all this, surely if this person or that likes my pictures or if these many unread texts mean I’m popular, I matter to someone - that I won’t be alone. But I should have known better. I was just filling a void that had been there since I was a child. My immigrant mother spent our childhood tutoring other’s children. Our house was always full of kids, of people. She always made time for everyone but us. My father was never home - not because he didn’t want to be, but because he could not be. My father who worked all his life, and has never stopped. Who protected us at all costs, even when we barely saw him for days. So I tried really, really hard to fill my life with people. The harder I tried, the quicker they would leave. They wouldn’t stay. I couldn’t make them. And i’m alone again. And I don’t know what to do anymore. Social media doesn’t help anymore. Nothing does. Will I always be this alone? I’m only 24, but I feel like I have nothing to give anymore. Nothing to live for.",1.9559708994708984,4.0675610785714325,3.078015873015876,91.46550264550268,79.28571428571428,5.71957671957672,20.727513227513228,6.775458762138228,0.3464259259259257,1082,29,224,11,27,347,147,280,0.071,0.8240000000000001,0.105,0.7326,1,5,0,0,0,0,40.0,5,0,3,4,8,10,0,0,6,0,29,4,1,2,7,48,46,18,0,10,13,3,2,4,0,6,3,0,1,6,16,11,0,2,5,0,3,5,11,0,0,1,12,3,41,10,26,19,4,30,0,0,1,0,31,10,0,5,18,152,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625746468324194,0.0,0.0,0.297305977402498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657625493017716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868627874022723,0.0,0.16335713579372804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800340259685433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131964475896924,0.0,0.0,0.057607962861785336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816989666319507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799813031768393,0.0,0.0,0.08535494339183758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516597431993565,0.06381460376670599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568976156369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001866534279996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962026226525318,0.0,0.08960138969702662,0.0,0.0,0.1030703586781054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049091303926665095,0.0,0.0,0.09458347198891703,0.0,0.09134201801811748,0.18928105790489325,0.17456093662115402,0.0,0.07887660764760432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452254222875576,0.05962588413911048,0.09056267360868543,0.0,0.09730234035856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778763355202092,0.0,0.0,0.08382652010905497,0.0,0.2571324871684019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052969618258844,0.06793654561365348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385498003970954,0.07799612959226161,0.0,0.0,0.08444206381579518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016726897621496,0.11444920998111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389149623952937,0.0,0.08939063836683438,0.18211347699778946,0.07568573846946795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952097673408326,0.0,0.07468064285536488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837763721608254,0.0,0.06716213156145873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091496789035849,0.05208678363995554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129315492505086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489666734947804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053737294334876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503048512978629,0.0,0.0,0.06345471851426022,0.0,0.0,0.05752309782773087 lonely,VulturesAndLions,2020/03/03,"After ~7 years alone, you'd expect to get used to it. You'd think you'd grow use to it, but my subconscious is driving me down the scenic route of everything my life is missing. I keep progressing a little more in life day by day, but I just can't feel like anything matters, and I really thought by making all these goals something would happen & make me want to be alive, but now it's just work still. Maybe I'm not poor and starving anymore, but I don't even have any desire to make food ever anyways, its just another chore. I keep thinking about exes and all the women who fucked me over in the meantime (I tend to attract the ""I owe no one anything, not even respect or a reason for my disappearance after making you feel like I won't just bail"" types). I keep bringing movies where boy meets girl, blah blah blah, and I genuinely choke up. I've always been depressed, and a lot felt like it was because my life sucked. My life doesn't suck so much anymore, but this is getting worse and worse, the chronic lonliness and desire to be with someone combined with the absolute unwillingness to actually play this damn game of rejection to go find someone, it's all too much. I just had to get this off my chest, thanks for allowing me.",7.599108843537415,6.245427710204088,7.30311224489796,79.06718537414967,63.734693877551024,10.289115646258505,34.70238095238096,9.075114841892004,2.8022585034013603,979,35,196,13,12,310,147,245,0.209,0.6759999999999999,0.115,-0.9818,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,3,15,14,4,0,9,0,17,8,1,8,4,51,47,14,0,5,13,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,1,3,11,9,1,3,8,2,2,5,7,7,0,1,5,3,25,7,27,35,7,21,0,3,0,1,10,8,4,2,11,124,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.11172071197005053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857179158166277,0.0,0.0,0.09526057748178586,0.12404430158683745,0.0,0.07785363291767755,0.12004736132067766,0.0,0.0,0.22707644284589826,0.0,0.0,0.1884225755561748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978891007591426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476665315028903,0.0,0.09860564502985768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123234499407212,0.10355811326415026,0.0,0.0,0.10289161313444592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577397356985475,0.16357601847628872,0.10992342242088042,0.0,0.10463709101549017,0.0,0.13843555117363784,0.0,0.0,0.1058394113641199,0.17944084770441454,0.0,0.06506438613517762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123858655069501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052782203684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32345617875863103,0.1677945641077397,0.11474390930946225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733093678575233,0.0,0.0,0.30567814104936303,0.0,0.11501543302653935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831909468958398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775779062839922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334193500169693,0.11770950693035248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940053063642536,0.08813604101583614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142775974150394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540228062783027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671455545144566,0.0,0.09088819340073036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977563278418939,0.0,0.0,0.06752613859259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334634401241718,0.0,0.2333397128976456,0.08132676217846953,0.0,0.0,0.07372449845086584 lonely,imnotokhowru,2020/03/03,"I long for any physical contact Growing up the only physical contact I got growing up was harmful contact and it was almost never caring or loving physical contact. Today In jewelry I was making my piece and a girl sitting next to me moved her foot And it was touching my leg and I didn’t move at all because she didn’t notice and it felt nice. I’m technically still growing up I guess and I still have time To get loving physical contact but the fact that I got sad after she got up is really sad. I just want someone to hug me and hold my hand. That’s all I really want.",1.6081920903954838,3.8127976440677966,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,81.03389830508475,6.6451977401129945,25.93502824858757,7.793537801064563,1.758455367231638,454,19,87,8,12,158,68,118,0.115,0.7390000000000001,0.147,0.243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,8,6,3,1,4,21,21,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,10,3,17,5,11,11,3,20,0,2,0,3,11,6,0,3,8,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930463369462118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217682365607119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091544760720934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256554729679586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719275106797177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355245552052027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296364921912335,0.0,0.1972568773786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846415230289151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232207229116965,0.0,0.11952521287637255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806289369971712,0.0,0.0,0.13810358093486386,0.0,0.1904343687354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038631671072524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618464855988746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294232846025395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517185721080961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859981393081917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044124375260647,0.0,0.1697297499885891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123070330882615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TealBearInABox,2020/03/03,"I'm about to go to bed but I have one thing to say first. I'm so thankful for this community. Every single one of you has truly made an impact on me. Over the past few months, I've been more of a lurker(including on the discord server). But I've recently gotten the courage to come out of my shell more. And that inspires me to tell you something. If you're struggling to make a jump or take that first step. I am encouraging you to do so. You will feel so fulfilled after taking action. It doesn't matter the context or situation. YOU CAN DO IT! If you haven't joined the r/lonely discord I strongly recommend it. You may feel out of place at first or only feel comfortable lurking, and that's fine. But after you start talking to people something magical happens. They accept you for who you are. They don't see a flaw in you. The people in this discord are so uplifting I can't explain how it's helped me. But I know it can help you if you aren't in it already.",1.5512121212121208,3.7203144747474752,3.2891818181818198,89.11377272727276,81.02020202020202,5.778181818181817,23.03131313131313,6.961326702584282,0.7700779797979793,758,26,157,9,20,252,109,198,0.077,0.708,0.215,0.9883,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,13,2,4,6,9,0,1,10,0,17,0,0,3,0,27,35,17,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,3,5,24,8,26,30,4,24,0,0,1,0,23,10,0,7,9,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537988515590945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470752879414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153786049014971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548206465017238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286737174349976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547194087451794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485519947780159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251987846279541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923222845852488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895512185149652,0.11213386901194064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408710595112572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276671992732381,0.12776309847568826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036437593088002,0.2329246485611359,0.0,0.1755126048874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586873367297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359148465522278,0.0,0.0,0.13386537243430993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882651795118768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586520644118891,0.0,0.0,0.11890338027959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756184315580692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526134336391473,0.13502308297364854,0.1468296687126845,0.15466157297223668,0.0,0.0,0.11160433458373976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IfUnlikedEquipShirt,2020/03/03,I just don’t know how to start a conversation and keep it going. My brain literally just flatlines. I just look at people and think how cool they must be. I have no idea how to start a conversation and have even less of an idea of how to keep it going. My depression makes me not want to put any energy into the situation either and just fuck it man. What am i even saying.,2.8479653679653687,4.191310441558444,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,74.45454545454545,8.25021645021645,20.62554112554113,8.841846274778883,1.0712528138528137,292,6,64,6,6,100,50,77,0.134,0.81,0.055999999999999994,-0.7369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,0,4,1,6,2,1,5,1,24,18,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,16,2,7,0,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,2,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432262106347699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691713415973997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827920497610145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803497743284449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962017787408476,0.0,0.0,0.2412286336038873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791601665286271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772767886438987,0.0,0.0,0.11663520379752232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821844373757031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166413584290874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471324825660516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133482063565848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877257867235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385536655917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004327731582269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598741893846567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517783623897638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sniper_wolf99,2020/03/03,"This is me. Well this is the first time I'm posting sth; been quite hesitant to, but oh well. I have friends. I'm lucky enough to have a couple of people I can count on. But they're miles away. Here (where I currently am) I made a few friends but it's not the same as my previous ones. We don't talk about anything else but work. And now I feel kinda sucked into this hole where there's nothing and no one but me. Nights are lonely, days are spend day dreaming, dreams are just talk no action, and I spend every free time I have trying to create scenarios of futuristic events where I win - getting great grades, getting a good job, proving my enemies wrong and making my ex regret her decision to leave me. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON. I have no self control when it comes to procrastination, I can't focus on my studies, I live in the past, I feel angry and sad most of the time. I have ego issues I guess? Well in the end, what I'm trying to say is, I want to start afresh. I want to live again. I want to be confident, happy, and I want to achieve all my goals. How do I turn this life around? How do I break free? How do I do me?",0.97230049532196,2.862500759493674,2.5687800403595697,94.99887176664836,81.48945147679325,5.640726472206935,19.165107319757844,6.7026698264267655,-0.0551510181618049,868,21,202,9,23,284,134,237,0.11,0.63,0.26,0.9907,2,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,7,17,17,1,0,8,0,22,1,0,6,2,38,41,16,0,5,7,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,4,2,4,3,6,5,3,3,2,3,32,14,24,38,5,33,0,3,0,0,9,13,1,4,15,132,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535700017190587,0.11397299910454847,0.0,0.0,0.12028750785148287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028569094972424,0.0,0.0,0.1435954672018185,0.0,0.1416617097545238,0.0,0.16513629260201373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695184376224004,0.0,0.11339573812996424,0.13228823398177675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786999729576846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947067003300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890144535732033,0.0,0.0,0.19782985438999384,0.0,0.13377978986249206,0.0,0.0727618601008367,0.10738469366228237,0.0,0.14115248068433922,0.14103843377394315,0.0,0.0,0.13628930545548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133629066228222,0.12704907788797346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556427904897553,0.0,0.0,0.09043070497387734,0.0,0.0,0.22610399522718602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114418364733427,0.08546038568898602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014659141609928,0.0,0.12284732737498046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735115967197237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221821594657713,0.08875922358652638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226164403374442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361746551213703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181384004670237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356222226745607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061962124339223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058098030420268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396430762103792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738466431314442,0.13925884299544308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020594055381349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453404774975369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932066739298554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997966890616034,0.0,0.0 lonely,kindsweetsoul,2020/03/03,"Depressed and lonely 26F I don't know if Im a really boring person or lack social skills? Things I like doing before my depression fucked me up and didn't take me to dinner first. -Hiking -The will to live -Rick and Morty, Bojack, Bob's Burgers,the Witcher - Learning Languages - Did I say will to live? -reading",2.323714285714285,5.050730800000004,3.28952380952381,86.74500000000002,82.66666666666666,4.761904761904762,21.904761904761905,6.1826913282559595,0.5889761904761905,248,8,43,2,7,79,48,60,0.292,0.67,0.038,-0.9490000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,6,1,4,5,1,2,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009342115291294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455524074633861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000887898649726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391191930416976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793880622431913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214812929476806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636408387984155,0.0,0.4567881203144902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258445595646548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872154794458524,0.0,0.16569880810644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569009658676496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366268568943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944737783940751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183659886164454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustLetMeMake1,2020/03/03,"Here to help I'm not particularly lonely, but I was just suggested this sub. I took 3 minutes of scrolling and I decided I wanted to join. Every post seems to be borderline if not already depressed. So I figure I have happiness to share, and if anyone wants to talk I'm here. I don't want anyone to feel lonely anymore. The earth has almost 8 billion people on it and everyone should have at least someone to talk to. If you don't have that person to talk to, I would be more than happy to have conversations with anyone. I don't mean like fake how was your day hour wasting conversations, I mean real genuine feelings and if you want to vent about how your day was that's okay too, as long as it's real, I'm here for anyone and everyone",3.694381818181817,4.882483020000002,5.146848484848487,82.45009090909092,72.13333333333333,7.854545454545455,26.303030303030305,8.296473431620573,1.658266666666666,583,19,117,9,11,196,86,150,0.057,0.7390000000000001,0.204,0.9756,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,1,15,0,0,2,0,32,28,15,0,10,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,2,14,5,21,20,2,8,0,3,0,0,13,2,0,6,5,79,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814014417526804,0.0,0.1522347223462623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681244750366964,0.38584017713513785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793672770361602,0.0,0.1188188388468634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623147179684767,0.263640277593393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950650699655434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937073692479479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246708298939588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585605608213874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739693677801194,0.0,0.0,0.12208418931891628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054282743596433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563933857085707,0.12045536227770795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212097602852704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31404175420170666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558735909398314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688724933217892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326445293060073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153271016441595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254733489935441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799795383210327,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pookymcdoo,2020/03/03,"I lost all my friends It’s been a few months, I haven’t really made any efforts to make any more, I’ve kinda gotten used to being alone, I like being alone.",3.97058823529412,3.5570566470588254,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,70.76470588235293,7.976470588235292,22.882352941176467,7.1686216300943375,0.6065176470588227,122,2,28,1,2,41,27,34,0.18600000000000005,0.649,0.165,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161476067916365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045593725319073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981309294980595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532154982301093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247074086227026,0.0,0.0,0.28145923296278136,0.19855360678931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374258441729333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055737088041055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690572458746785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EuphoricSecurity,2020/03/03,"I just don't know, anymore (For context I'm a Personal Assistant for a businessman-- I do everything from helping take care of his wife to meetings w/ him etc. This is referring to new business venture below, don't feel like editing) Sitting here listening to Juice Wrld in my feelings, also sippin'. I'm just tired. Everything is going so well right now, but just at night everything just hits me. I ended up on Juice Wrld by accident while i'm sippin' right now, and it's like I just get everything. I get the accidental overdose. I get it all, and it's like RIP man. Just trying to stop feeling things. Stop the hauntings. Just even to have fun. What's funny about all of this is I had a blast sober today going back and forth in a legal meeting we had over a business contract we're starting than I've had in... I can't tell you how many years. I may be looking into law school/ becoming a paralegal because today really got my rocks off, and I don't mean sexually at all. I think I may have finally found my calling after 27 years. I thought it was medical, then chemist, then medical, then computers, now this. I am a bit of a jack of all trades but today was way too fun. Mentally exhausting but fun. I actually impressed myself a lot going almost tit for tat w/ lawyer and having my boss kind of sit there just letting us make the decisions. IDK. I'm kinda really high RN but also lonely... and my mind is just going awayyyyyyyyy Here's to what seem so small and insignificant but remind you of who you really are and what you're really capable of, regardless of degree, background, heartbreak, abuse, ETC Drop a chat, i'm bored",3.6815961538461512,5.461629775000002,5.103125000000002,80.39706730769231,73.125,8.548076923076923,28.55769230769231,9.162432508145574,2.560908653846154,1288,52,243,29,26,431,179,320,0.13699999999999998,0.76,0.10300000000000001,-0.8852,0,2,0,0,1,0,48.0,2,3,0,0,25,14,0,0,13,0,23,5,1,3,4,52,52,22,0,1,14,1,3,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,12,10,0,2,11,2,1,4,4,4,1,0,8,5,29,10,33,39,8,44,0,2,1,1,18,15,1,6,24,158,41,7,0.0,0.12110613535721447,0.09974550957385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023519304023275,0.0,0.0,0.16347999816757255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136820247777556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859577614389485,0.0,0.06230832470878062,0.11288664222494567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159053250205037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437128404730177,0.0,0.104213348008669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053071174062134,0.0,0.2279898640905359,0.06751097021081781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367451162886344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550464607522056,0.07302125554549704,0.0,0.11196975619639386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120716899484002,0.0,0.0,0.16020680925699418,0.0,0.23236086615356266,0.0,0.08174937338197076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851147071794725,0.10799404262418204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064395010770842,0.05617379780646582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452010113744914,0.0,0.1498088761297565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583349192990347,0.0,0.0,0.08689815626665683,0.0,0.0,0.06822822153319982,0.10362831925806708,0.0,0.11134033028666794,0.0,0.20593844390301466,0.10300704118908628,0.0,0.10320637102365736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871831453700064,0.0,0.09592032834287724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892487765235908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192202147218585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745793275845272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034453924432435,0.0,0.09305121776252503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234715293644711,0.0,0.0,0.17090991667611774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685173741199773,0.0,0.08933899501415236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790602456813392,0.06549420352480924,0.0,0.08114600242999957,0.0,0.11747923840349166,0.2906589841000465,0.0,0.0,0.06939617218404366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295010496162408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113221945878729,0.0,0.0,0.09190209948592036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316441246459276 lonely,illgetbackup,2020/03/03,"People only remember me when they’re unhappy and there’s nobody better around to hang out with It just sucks to genuinely open up and care about people and want them around, but they don’t have time for me as soon as they’re in a good place and have partners and friends they like more. I’m never properly matched with anyone. I’m an afterthought and people only wonder where I am after I fuck off for a long time and they realize I’m missing. I’m tired of putting in so much effort and it’s not being reciprocated.",3.0190476190476185,4.9025545238095285,4.243809523809528,85.4161904761905,75.19047619047619,7.333333333333332,23.095238095238088,8.167268648758528,1.263095238095238,415,12,83,7,9,136,70,105,0.134,0.72,0.146,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,2,9,8,2,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,23,15,13,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,14,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,18,14,2,20,0,1,0,1,6,10,2,1,9,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266147592010175,0.0,0.0,0.3632572553840202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044663414793666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208020660566694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763191831253126,0.18862106695292552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711294315166342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967802259096936,0.0,0.0,0.1805588081994441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998442838875586,0.0,0.15735936247594762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103457467406617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243430312886899,0.0,0.2131663644512633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510500248127414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311245253316888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379413262486009,0.2345007548700342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034129956304344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212602124542865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jkgirluwu,2020/03/03,"Gaming groups? I was thinking it could be nice to get a group to play terraria, vrchat or a different game and voice chat at the same time",3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,71.5,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,109,3,23,1,2,34,26,28,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812368009197012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297323390306873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31490543550728284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862098142988064,0.0,0.0,0.3514610485484295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scarymovie1rules,2020/03/03,"Talked to a girl I really liked so naturally I ghosted her. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME Been going through a separation from my wife for 6 months. Big shock to the system because I only ever envisioned us being 75 in matching rocking chairs, so when she was unsure of how she felt about me and all of a sudden didn’t want to be married or work on it, I spent the past 4 months doing my best to make sure things between us are smooth, that I don’t let work slip, that I don’t stop hanging with my friends, etc. just been in a mode to not allow myself to go into a deep depression I reconnected with a girl from college. Just liking each other’s posts, responding/commenting on pics and then finally messaging. And she’s so cute, and she’s funny, we have so much in common. And we didn’t even talk about anything romantic, or deep, or anything. We just talked. I had no expectation other than it’s nice to FINALLY talk to someone without that cloud of my personal life hanging over my head. I could just talk about anything and everything. It could be about McDonald’s and I would be 100% invested in the convo. Loved it Once I started feeling like “Oh wow, maybe I actually like this girl. Maybe she likes me??” I went and actively looked for flaws. I started feeling annoying and embarrassing and pretentious and stupid so I just completely stopped responding and deleted the app. This sucks, I feel bad. Idk why I actively do this. It wasn’t even like she said anything remotely romantic. I’m just a dumb shithead who is so currently lonely that talking about anything made me think we were on the path to dating",3.1667141909814336,5.439642163461542,4.339195402298852,83.11500000000002,76.08333333333333,7.893191865605657,27.745800176834656,8.74248658614541,2.3272708664898323,1273,53,242,28,29,416,173,312,0.138,0.693,0.16899999999999998,0.8653,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,0,3,22,23,4,1,12,0,24,3,1,4,3,51,43,24,1,5,11,1,5,6,1,1,1,1,0,4,17,21,0,2,5,1,2,5,8,10,0,0,13,7,40,13,37,22,5,35,0,2,1,1,30,12,2,3,22,170,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0933206185175358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934747412432149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984665622534322,0.05829486886634685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035728321892387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026573414201033,0.0,0.0,0.15270478336746818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236556696822431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665219528957327,0.12632479444355427,0.08650237732919415,0.0,0.0,0.08594564793453456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450594786488828,0.06831774945605111,0.09181933760528542,0.2095149335172471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388313129576228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869692200361672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814347844780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778766510225673,0.06754595932302583,0.2803185234016818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030471337145803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630937701802767,0.0904869657184224,0.06383344835303281,0.0,0.19214541618703956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266114382671284,0.0,0.07029870177051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184231966894887,0.0,0.07273056053298975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128919922989652,0.0,0.08350000980192361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158664740875032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126272037602167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096557413792183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102658346130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537413541434504,0.0,0.0,0.15990112440286042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012969253388793,0.0,0.0,0.4611803232731333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353200500793506,0.06127553619567224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006108025983946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640476961201948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864952474662653,0.08629076917161672,0.0,0.0,0.0921834464332799,0.0,0.13923886157294005,0.0,0.0,0.06793246851629314,0.10455586987536376,0.0,0.0 lonely,lisachi123,2020/03/03,"idk man im so fcking lonely!!! ive never posted in this but im grateful a space exists for me to vent, because i truly feel like i have no one i can talk to rn. ive had this realization a lot but its really settling in that i dont have a single real friend right now. since i started college a year and a half ago ive been relying on my high school friends to feel that connection, but each and every day i feel less and less connected to them, naturally. its not like having real friends, you know. because im not seeing them in person, and the more time passes by the more pathetic i feel even talking to them because i know theyve all gone on to make great friendships in college and im here only talking to them. im really upset rn specifically because some things were said in the group chat we have that just made me feel shitty and reminded me i need to make new friends. yeah i don’t really know where im going with this post, dont really know how to verbalize any of the shit im thinking. i havent been suicidal for a while, and im not saying i am right now but i feel like im getting to that point again where i just dont feel any will to live (not going to act on anything and its not that serious so dw) but its just scary because theres nothing more painful than this feeling, you know. i feel like loneliness is one of the main triggers for that, in addition to some other things. its just like i feel like nobody truly cares about me, even if thats not true, it just feels like that and that makes me not see any point in life. but yeah im gonna end it here, i feel kinda shitty about even saying all this and if any of it makes sense, im not in the clearest headspace so im sorry if this is all over the place.",1.4309090909090898,3.112632756097561,3.257087952697709,91.6269179600887,79.16260162601625,6.315545700911554,21.479921162848,7.229369725052465,0.5188818428184279,1353,38,305,17,33,453,162,369,0.092,0.696,0.212,0.9945,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,4,0,22,19,1,1,13,2,21,3,1,7,5,73,55,24,1,4,22,0,12,7,4,2,2,3,0,2,26,14,0,0,18,1,0,5,15,5,0,3,7,17,33,14,36,46,14,40,0,1,2,0,21,21,1,7,19,193,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748814202136999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572256339039805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408500233332115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328426965055332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461999017616494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034549359951390524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188357147374398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744868752803743,0.0,0.0,0.10615094707613147,0.0,0.045136526996023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504996048798457,0.1913584169762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655576673244928,0.0,0.027989038880265257,0.0,0.06089214322898932,0.0,0.0,0.0590630658633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660151659964404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6944004584276734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720821962709654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783932565726489,0.1832072266238633,0.0,0.0473048546413611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554480335107181,0.0,0.05069090435421427,0.1430382906255187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972278886036714,0.04131785183812636,0.05173994956740089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140355842641405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260323598589913,0.04074374533762908,0.05700414067313291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677680345273775,0.055971097777010766,0.0,0.1012852776901607,0.0,0.10261389465455158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219528058732574,0.13727779131078285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149999822321364,0.050959021352318334,0.08520484388696818,0.0,0.0542174915880207,0.08537952991220321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990652349802216,0.044315121974566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996921084783372,0.03791837473961136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859882164085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917687907577013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118140748160885,0.034326627264899406,0.0,0.0,0.031238130065536086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034498463643602845 lonely,ericsonofbruce,2020/03/03,"A solitary meal. I went out of my way to make a nice dinner for myself. As I sit here trying to enjoy it, all I can think about is having no one to enjoy it with me. Cooking is my passion, I wish I had someone to share it with.",0.7373529411764679,1.5934195490196077,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,79.0,5.1000000000000005,20.59313725490196,3.1291,-0.3547686274509809,171,4,41,0,4,61,37,51,0.039,0.657,0.304,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,5,11,7,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978399359271384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941765534213477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678354772991936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817186829877955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947446007478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445908164610082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024412588381341,0.0,0.0,0.4992260895900091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_Trading_Giraffe,2020/03/03,"Is there still time? Im 19 years old about to turn 20 and never had a girlfriend or any friends as girls. Dating prospects or relationships are very low and it primarily comes down to myself not making the initial effort mixed with a little social anxiety. I can stay awake at night just being left with my thoughts of wondering “if not now will it ever happen?” because i cant see opportunities suddenly increasing and that thought kind of scares me a little. I start to think maybe i dont have the ability to engage in a relationship or have the ability to even make the first few steps. I’ll try to reassure myself always that things can be different and i feel like now i know im going to have to conduct myself different if i want to try to start forming relationships or whatever. But this thought of time and my life feeling like its going by so quickly really scares me. At times i do feel like its too late or i can see myself looking back when im 28 and just be like “what the fuck did i do?” I want to change but on the other side of it i do feel like i dont have much self identity and maybe i dont need to change i just have to find myself a little and actually stand up for myself. I know the obvious answer is that its never too late but how do i believe that? And how can i turn my life around?",3.399609665427512,4.600758579925653,4.877061338289966,84.05239498141266,72.86617100371747,8.205278810408922,25.34591078066915,8.697196308434329,1.6455872118959098,1034,32,217,19,20,347,139,269,0.053,0.861,0.086,0.7511,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,19,14,1,2,12,0,26,3,0,4,4,52,54,24,0,5,15,0,4,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,14,13,0,0,13,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,5,7,29,10,30,45,4,42,0,1,3,1,9,13,1,8,27,155,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0832620675305673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099482714911044,0.0,0.0,0.05802195785531147,0.0,0.0652711775032098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759547636188476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560743284453158,0.0,0.05201156384666775,0.0,0.0,0.09612879559904497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051894954290504,0.07349743932721768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828688163454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999906181289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056354446277956285,0.0771787296007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256568161218816,0.24381651811179225,0.0,0.0,0.07798285908408284,0.07257493972128007,0.0,0.0,0.06591964739455274,0.07887891207457776,0.0,0.0,0.09698103810284224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754500564975171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764875472692533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884984361163649,0.09378159611179758,0.0,0.19249410372748796,0.0,0.0927027177472182,0.0,0.12053105339232024,0.2084203558683904,0.25654549520433245,0.0,0.0,0.07164908006370281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390633649691208,0.0,0.1714350469639032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272156514937466,0.06326526043813817,0.13161133607572745,0.0,0.0,0.08006901654179506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953119745544047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465952585918706,0.0,0.0,0.2748120326014654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084462520482002,0.0,0.13598134347940194,0.0,0.08900956454981758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697514213431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078285146217005,0.0909420124590154,0.06813834401454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668421593593517,0.054670960327348084,0.0,0.2032086646214232,0.14925601833825847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585621847913652,0.185611900795036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039967304996814,0.10065037739970753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252818428887256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944638826852084 lonely,QweerBlackKid,2020/03/03,"Do you ever think about how much you just want to be touched? Title. &#x200B; I was just thinking last week about how I just want someone to hug. Anyone really. I tried to think of someone I could hug and I couldn't. Someone it would be alright to hug. &#x200B; You never realize how vital it is to your health to simply be touched with affection. I used to ache so bad I could feel it up from my stomach into my teeth. No exaggeration. I feel loneliness like a physical pain. If it's particularly bad, my stomach aches so bad I could almost cry. Just simple touch. I always like to say that it's been about a decade since I've been touched but that's a lie. Most of my life has been wasted in loneliness to some degree. My twenties have just been particularly highlighted by it. &#x200B; &#x200B; It gets hard to breathe at night occasionally. When I turned 28, it got particularly bad. I had to consider that I was going to enter a new decade of life without the basic building blocks of a relationship. I have never had a romantic one. I have a sex drive to deal with but I don't want just sex. I want the closeness. I don't even watch porn anymore. It doesn't supply the emotional underpinning that I need. This lack of romance has mostly been the culmination of my long standing issues with my mental state/health, my personality, where I live, and the options available to me. It got to me really bad one night. I believe I had a panic attack. &#x200B; I'm ashamed to talk about this to anyone. There feels like a shame in talking about loneliness in our society. Let alone being lonely. I can't bring myself to tell anyone. And who would want to listen? They have their own problems. I can't bring myself to complain about simple loneliness.",2.32859960552268,5.035315449704143,3.6397041420118366,84.40401380670615,82.37278106508877,6.188560157790928,23.75542406311637,7.5161900641278425,1.3324098619329394,1394,51,260,23,39,454,165,338,0.244,0.68,0.077,-0.9966,0,3,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,4,2,0,22,22,1,3,14,1,34,14,4,5,3,53,56,12,0,15,10,0,8,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,17,8,0,1,7,0,0,5,10,13,0,2,12,11,43,9,44,33,6,24,0,1,1,6,17,8,0,6,13,185,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928239024044931,0.07165852507833369,0.0,0.0,0.0575704591235238,0.3748291046932044,0.4203586201349401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861650126609066,0.14513483688422268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871202272315365,0.0,0.0,0.2888479616761115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795186099974516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572440537548286,0.0,0.07600043002305444,0.0,0.07133041019946303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782786428100054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569841883070987,0.062585051279192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495150757792196,0.049428350815312584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03614818868743712,0.0,0.03932147674738398,0.0,0.11067289041444603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197939701696545,0.0,0.0,0.1470884962148776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221492431867121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639794479246942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707500328182507,0.0977399109355361,0.10140616768737463,0.0,0.06109480281630525,0.06122973518726343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972583709094388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086158312649336,0.05130247140884205,0.1067250298085268,0.0668227825772045,0.0,0.1298576312947026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093767974133163,0.0,0.07362155027304347,0.081177916473303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041281819780371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620414761681293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886479797345897,0.0,0.0,0.07428266501870713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502155302805737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057233526227758874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758698328580705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122235431427177,0.060473887418925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329997865967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697451883466376,0.07525733054548374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597567372012665,0.0,0.0,0.2040461492246097,0.0,0.05549892282009319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669534295183302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829919493274833,0.0,0.4203586201349401,0.0 lonely,Scadeau101,2020/03/03,"This loneliness is killing me I have 0 friends. I'm alone everywhere I go and everything I do. Like today I want to the mall and just sat alone by myself eating, then I sat and ate ice cream and walked around the mall. The only interaction I had was with the cashier. I'm a loner usually but you know I've been alone for years. Loners get lonely too:[",0.15958333333333385,2.5476157916666717,1.9680000000000002,93.77700000000004,92.47222222222223,5.6577777777777785,18.31111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.3887011111111116,275,8,60,5,10,90,53,72,0.24,0.6920000000000001,0.068,-0.8859999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,15,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,9,2,5,9,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182933888437664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579781185033064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655324359878555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077682628560159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860787849753734,0.0,0.12078118606953092,0.0,0.13138402702885854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557646764826172,0.0,0.12704961711479976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294210169100845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582161030415214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191301169044156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461037564376565,0.0,0.13635502530633806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488713268889301 lonely,emmyrose7,2020/03/03,(19 f) anyone want to chat? I recently transferred universities and I’ve been having a hard time making friends. I’ve been super lonely lately and i would love to chat with someone. 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I feel so disappointed and broken and alone.,2.2416666666666667,5.073995388888889,1.8277777777777795,92.645,95.11111111111113,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.08068888888888859,79,2,15,1,3,23,16,18,0.321,0.3670000000000001,0.312,-0.0661,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129242802913961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031809258771511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151759709892348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956247851949039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376436750505928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306932288183671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34847404982987723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreySnowdrop,2020/03/03,"My whole life is ruined and I try my best to find friends but I can't. I'm trying to be positive, friendly, open, but nothing. The effort I put is taking all my energies but no result. I moved from a small Eastern European town to the UK. Many people called me brave but I had just nothing to lose. Since I can remember I had been bullied because I was the fat girl. In my family my mother cooked very unhealthy foods and I got used to eat the portion size of an adult man while I was just a kid. My father worked Germany and stayed there during the week days. He had difficulties to show us love or give his time. The only way he know is to buy me and my sister toys and chocolate. Do you know those large 300g Milka bars? I used to ate those every day and this was just the beginning. While my father spent his days away, my mother was at home isolated herself and us. So I couldn’t manage to learn the basic communication skills. When someone told me something, I wasn’t emotionally responding. So I started to mimic these responses. Once my classmate told me about her dad got electric shock and then asked me “why are you smiling, do you think it is funny that my father nearly died?” No, I didn’t mean it, I just thought that a gently smile shows that I’m listening. Other time someone else told me a funny story and I started to smile as I though that this is the right encouraging response. But no. Apparently I have to wait until the funny part otherwise: “do you know the story, did I tell you this before?” will be the response. I had been called (even recently) poker face, blank face as I won’t care but the truth is that this is just something I need to remember to put on my face. If something very funny, I can laugh or the other way, just cry but nothing in between. Back to my family: my mother also neglected us and my sister and we went two separate ways at the early age of us. My father was never physically abusive but he was mentally. I cried every weekend because of him and I’m still scared of the very masculine men. My parents didn’t like that I want to go to university and force me to go to work. I work at the factory for 3 months then the line closed and I couldn’t find an other job. This time I decided to go abroad. I had no money and either spoke the language so I did what I could to get free accommodation abroad. The guy raped me many times and I had to have an abortion to get rid of him but then I only had one week to find a place to live otherwise I would become homeless. I found a guy who liked me and helped me but he has temper issues and it went to physical abuse when he attacked me one night. I left him but I had panic attacks and nightmares even weeks after. I lived in a low maintenance share house. Cockroaches all over the kitchen, neighbors who can’t use properly the toilet and the front door so the house was robbed many times. I woke up once when a mouse ran over my body and after the landlord put poison out the house it was smelled very bad like something rotting. I worked at a company where I had to stand outside in the cold to give away magazines to people for free. Many people were nice but a few times happened that someone followed me and pushed me to the wall and no one stopped to help. I felt humiliated. But during this time I met with a guy who, in the very first time, showed proper love and care towards me. He is actually a nice guy and I love him. We are married over 6 years. But he is not the right one. He doesn’t like to listen when I’m telling him something, doesn’t like to speak either. I’m with him but feel alone. I had not the right qualification for the university so I went back to school. I found one which accepts mature students. It teaches science more practical based then theory. I wanted to learn Genetics. I applied to the university and got admission for a really good one. I started last October. I hoped that with my 27 years I won’t be the oldest one but it happened. Because of the age gap and my lack of skills I manage to make zero friends. I go to the uni and sitting there all alone whole day. I tried hard to make friends. I sat next to people, joined societies, get together nights, ect… but ended up going home heart broken. I try to be friendly. I’m polite and helpful. But I’m boring and have no idea what to add when the group is chatting around me because I was so isolated. As my school was more practical based, my level of theory was not that good. The fact that we are 500 people in the dark lecture theater with lack of ventilation doesn’t help either to keep me focusing. I’m behind and lost all the motivation I had. I feel that I have no purpose in my life and I will life my rest of my life alone so why suffer? I feel that no one likes me and I don’t belong anywhere.",2.5250990520175023,4.397710465909093,3.869593582887703,87.60321390374334,76.57231404958678,6.786699076324747,23.784929508993677,7.682463824432117,1.0916232717549827,3753,120,777,54,85,1232,392,968,0.131,0.703,0.166,0.9929,5,3,5,0,1,0,89.0,7,5,0,12,31,46,5,2,56,0,71,21,6,7,7,128,145,78,1,11,33,11,5,6,6,5,6,4,6,9,36,45,7,4,23,9,5,16,25,16,0,11,51,11,129,32,94,82,18,111,0,6,0,4,86,36,0,4,59,514,165,15,0.0,0.10719124952416913,0.04414246137947478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054826464027004,0.0,0.03617410716662562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026839975359993,0.04228826101488356,0.10292181507570226,0.08499882410016346,0.06956525717987988,0.037769016051314566,0.1102984115807471,0.04995808097991178,0.03849132769344157,0.0,0.04747094017393293,0.0,0.0,0.050245462481675066,0.0,0.0,0.09237920373293282,0.0,0.09223941427242358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611616119428568,0.0,0.09937620625020144,0.11669034414415005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046946391203253966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628630640239383,0.03778771843190504,0.05088285612630904,0.04006444464257062,0.0,0.0,0.05975407630787241,0.0,0.07622423217171258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528634295399651,0.0,0.06861594506879334,0.0,0.043432326408859454,0.0,0.12403086234135567,0.038476542425375064,0.05469787887555519,0.0991948462926378,0.17474076584720702,0.0,0.07089966175489233,0.08678633360537015,0.12853937741290308,0.07588130181331837,0.10853476731114203,0.0,0.0,0.17915753188418046,0.08000164549836868,0.0,0.04052133217767771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053603239377646134,0.12127924206868525,0.0,0.09074801885136566,0.04492818162254983,0.0,0.15658402538116187,0.0,0.05106437703227962,0.0,0.047213188209974666,0.04488837792209149,0.040206606322081895,0.0,0.0,0.07457928815455013,0.036872250539133636,0.0,0.0,0.04914754412538006,0.0,0.12780219197522627,0.13259609494428026,0.0,0.07988599174566262,0.0,0.0,0.05060596626813384,0.04937892835495294,0.0,0.1224780247568408,0.0,0.06038891669182338,0.18344320863013985,0.0,0.04927375929658322,0.0,0.0,0.045585855011712896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610584001996744,0.04807723954985574,0.0,0.033540895612851236,0.03488772554015085,0.0,0.04810752874675005,0.08489924824629523,0.0,0.13021150604782974,0.0,0.0,0.09634678239810301,0.2452171792789617,0.06880592971705968,0.0,0.053073077138941466,0.05022768943146327,0.04898468252860377,0.0,0.15679994056850075,0.0,0.04726054745235874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641985302092954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028978454184719532,0.0,0.04466372750631183,0.0,0.10248400703329097,0.1158903482243763,0.0,0.0,0.04528774322848735,0.09155969547540148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741854292870943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498143351287884,0.17411909206791962,0.0,0.0,0.09605188498377697,0.04821408345727216,0.036124423862274914,0.037818165591998916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034010802743383174,0.0,0.0790740987527518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028984516315821513,0.04444278189567411,0.03591123343465173,0.21101335323697756,0.0,0.0,0.1296708461471011,0.0,0.12284534365927803,0.0,0.044187648321869465,0.0,0.21764670041019726,0.11720455737850602,0.0,0.18661648340614395,0.053361098624713416,0.10771540130652567,0.10885344462841634,0.0,0.0,0.12579883046000476,0.08163441276050913,0.10100566974081904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172536074330854,0.0,0.0,0.03213337433387642,0.0,0.0,0.05825922102001839 lonely,crackbabie420,2020/03/03,"I'm so stupid I have a good family, okay upbringing, and great friends. I don't know why, but I always feel so empty and lonely. Small things like getting a bad test grade or my friend making a comment that's seems backhanded keeps piling up and I just isolate myself from people more and more. I also say a lot of dumb shit and I regret it afterwards. I'm such a bad person. I wish I could turn back time and restart and not mess up everything like I always do. I feel stupid for even feeling like this. It just feels like I don't a have a reason to be sad. Nothing terrible happened to me. So why am I sad? It's all just me making myself this way but I can't seem to do anything about it. My chest always feels like its being pushed on and I can't breathe well when I'm stressed or feeling a certain way. I wish I could just sob for hours and let everything out but I can't even really cry anymore. If I do, I'm always forcing them out. I haven't had any big mood swings in a long time, but now I just can't feel. If I do, I don't know what I'm feeling. Everything is just so confusing. I try to hide my feelings but lately it's been getting harder. Even if I do open up it feels like they don't understand and think I'm just complaining about nothing. Which I really am...its like if I talk about how I feel I get in a very dark spot and my friends try to change the subject to keep me away from that. Then they still say they're there to talk. I don't know. I wish I could think straight. I want to just cry or punch a wall but I can't. Im too scared to do anything now. I don't know what to do anymore.",0.35105714285714384,2.1895371342857146,2.2340000000000018,96.857,83.37142857142857,5.485714285714287,19.714285714285715,6.610729790773281,-0.02719999999999967,1247,34,300,13,35,413,152,350,0.166,0.627,0.207,0.8645,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,0,30,33,4,3,12,1,31,3,3,4,2,74,70,32,0,12,22,0,11,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,15,14,0,2,21,0,0,1,13,17,1,0,2,13,46,15,27,62,4,29,0,5,0,0,13,14,3,11,19,187,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611467846879924,0.2544906650665895,0.0,0.0,0.0519969103243632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165989039867375,0.0,0.0,0.12584373261861434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183874327630098,0.05879470339032177,0.12768546749359844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088685713292781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314650770493207,0.0,0.1679802478247985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515076635366826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615785471198225,0.0,0.07208174655718481,0.0,0.4252773804897198,0.2184984115750032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177223491978792,0.0,0.11984501322475333,0.0,0.0,0.06413285616768913,0.0,0.08429983299026568,0.0,0.0,0.067615260957803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529985374635077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259228478646513,0.0,0.0,0.1359262131052369,0.0,0.0,0.16808647702860624,0.0,0.08625267932569944,0.0,0.0,0.0781877684298446,0.0,0.26148894205258005,0.0,0.0,0.06766663088539934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500541852923462,0.0,0.0,0.10207820940782834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673506453167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300925416552023,0.06676383389925003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979672720303486,0.07861586475552652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161160286270332,0.07655198983742374,0.0,0.0,0.13921660976894293,0.0,0.0,0.0784873379217348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061062802675672725,0.0,0.08758717883087551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291482190101725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079808061936757,0.09798776623762984,0.0,0.0,0.0891714342612505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382561405118156,0.0831689046484889,0.0,0.07959983503315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308931345564002,0.04509937996936116,0.1213842527553798,0.0,0.0,0.06874869039183415,0.0,0.1379904647599125,0.0,0.26378323048430896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlueCrusader2,2020/03/03,"Come and make some new friends (or vent a bit) A while ago I made a discord community for r/lonely and it’s been a really nice and supportive community. If you want to make friends or vent about your life, we gotchu. https://discord.gg/HTEU9C",3.3753333333333337,6.260411422222222,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,79.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,24.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.036022222222221,194,7,38,5,5,61,35,45,0.057,0.67,0.273,0.8540000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,13,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413665739507824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32531127720274394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566788823523872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604291407478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046839425084402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819509348340158,0.39780094942784106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877858924523352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908902695913646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381382411110401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575324130874664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,othellossorrow,2020/03/04,"I haven't talked to anyone in three days Hey there. So, I have no one to vent about this to without it seeming like an attack, so I'm gonna post it here. I love all of my friends, but they're all so so so so busy or anxious that they only answer to my messages like, once a week maybe. I try making other friendships but we can never hold a conversation, and I'm also pretty awkward starting up a conversation since most of my friends talked to me first. My life has only been getting worse and now people who would always answer me as soon as I texted them are also taking days to reply. I wish I could get busy too, but I get so sad about this, all I can do is sit in front of the TV and watch shitty MTV reality shows all day.",5.4869838709677445,4.18098488387097,6.354637096774192,84.0119556451613,67.90322580645162,8.524193548387098,27.762096774193548,6.6274283507984215,1.147532258064516,567,13,127,3,8,189,100,155,0.16,0.722,0.11800000000000001,-0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,1,16,8,1,1,5,0,11,2,0,1,5,23,23,18,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,3,0,3,1,1,18,5,17,19,5,15,0,1,1,1,13,3,0,3,11,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630147780716232,0.1368322270241403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577714722999708,0.0,0.11498445123880625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708103994228864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312967321841451,0.0,0.0,0.31816215421853106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398776647113778,0.0,0.0,0.25410110904835803,0.0,0.25774870843281744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615305736710554,0.16067999653404633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484189153662171,0.0,0.10976896712698654,0.0,0.16520808774412854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683087585410094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512959942333695,0.11143285045420134,0.2501371526764384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400613532852245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749378966778582,0.16730067882113406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970544203223124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136031412175916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163957094872774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364290975288658,0.2643508957091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116480244102844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190864416454234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891047588161805,0.15852005433302374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758450039347692,0.1168177044451609,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EveMoore1,2020/03/04,ive given so much more for so much less so ive been friends with this person for 4 ish years right? and id say were best friends. Hes known this other person for a few months at most and hes already as close with them as he is with me. ive been there for years and put so much effort into this friendship just for someone to come in and do so much less but get so much more love. idk if this is the right sub but i just need advice :(,0.8435714285714297,1.9433969795918389,2.1915816326530617,101.16859693877552,79.20408163265307,4.9,17.35204081632653,3.1291,-1.101391836734694,336,5,88,0,8,108,57,98,0.055999999999999994,0.7929999999999999,0.151,0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,0,18,16,15,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,4,14,12,12,11,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,3,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227508242768694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454777830702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850124966578708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518639857151929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27241276653756,0.0,0.09210774272575656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911464335136258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071833381745316,0.0,0.6479917505338046,0.13072175977003644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30787093450328706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722686418698252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011128153347676,0.0,0.14019820175502107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937561102697547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705857298724955 lonely,_Sofia_Gamer_,2020/03/04,"I feel like nobody wants me Everyone just ignores me. Even my irl friends are. Everyone keeps saying that I'm the one being lonely, but if nobody starts a social interaction with me obviously I'm staying alone because I'm really shy",6.1349242424242405,7.438514159090907,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,66.5,10.412121212121212,32.84848484848485,10.504223727775694,3.9047666666666654,189,8,30,5,3,65,35,44,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.6046,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935215465671907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276072618513846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871859706322761,0.0,0.0,0.5416102063328929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432978085308285,0.2024642003127533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895758003594087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519029025384555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845710210805354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204219425359087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815561517859168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253745987887648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888951533831303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059513294804607,0.3020714424098977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715929116882106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hulk53,2020/03/04,"Depression keeps getting worse. First time writing on here, just needed some sort of platform to express my issues because I have no outlet. For the past 2 years I've been graduated from high school, I'd say throughout high school I had a decent social life, even dated someone for 2 years in high school. Ever since I graduated from high school I've had zero social interaction. I've been severely depressed since about my first semester of college. My grades started slipping, I lost financial aid, and now I don't go to college. I've decided now I want to get into trade school. But my depression has just been getting worse and worse. I have started drinking about every 2 or 3 days. I've tried to reach out and socialize but people either don't even respond or they don't want to hang out. I've been on a few dates with some girls but it never makes it past 1 date, I've been on like 4 different dating apps with zero success. I went to see a therapist for a couple of months last summer but I never helped. Recently my ex from high school contacted me acting like she wanted to try again but she was playing games with me and made shit even worse. My family is super dysfunctional so I can't go to them about anything. I cant even function at work, my depression is way worse than its ever been and it keeps getting worse. I'm only 19 and I feel like my life is worthless.",3.1837637362637348,5.2252100183150185,4.277019230769234,84.65860576923079,75.19047619047619,7.0408424908424925,25.294413919413923,7.937092434478242,1.521808424908425,1097,38,210,17,24,357,145,273,0.157,0.7509999999999999,0.092,-0.9552,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,6,16,13,1,0,5,0,20,4,1,2,4,40,41,14,0,4,10,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,12,1,2,2,3,1,5,8,7,0,4,12,3,26,6,32,29,4,45,0,6,1,0,17,14,1,5,28,124,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059703166623271936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422632388311292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027613398076996,0.0,0.04678929533244448,0.0,0.24995175818335744,0.0,0.0,0.07580019507320225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107221118194637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167660489424496,0.1312527922548847,0.06112721899534944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839448315225041,0.0,0.03668388893568972,0.05183034070007029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234234294270838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161929576496186,0.0,0.08246463833122389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048629304476442564,0.3832697740524154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572423658341007,0.0,0.12897305540175866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913862480056448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248961982793857,0.10633403974904296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791978215145348,0.0,0.0,0.06864936710361745,0.048428254773327975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057909395136699175,0.0,0.0,0.05379553491095135,0.11191137403854977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517818958829967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851598848015165,0.050297623380432005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163521034299437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769534674435736,0.0,0.4405519922219209,0.05781363310388288,0.0,0.0,0.08196180808286474,0.07447240345229962,0.12002962327977044,0.0,0.0,0.2218693606570927,0.06147209853954452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270372804093422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423712702207198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042304983227651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851452760460036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283771106064004,0.05758748661452085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725536346118607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281788182043366,0.0,0.4436130771856877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934407355856771 lonely,lonelyanxiousfreak,2020/03/04,Anyone want to rant to me about mental disorders? I find them interesting Sorry if I sound rude,0.9683333333333336,2.7769408333333345,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,112.88888888888887,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,1.106844444444444,77,2,13,2,4,26,16,18,0.309,0.507,0.184,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050390577961327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999850720065884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39872840629285855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396415934356616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883508246067473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257314011339907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blueberrypbOATS,2020/03/04,"I feel like I will never be able to maintain strong bonds with people It’s like every person I try maintaining a friendship with, it never lasts. I’ve stopped talking to my old friends because they were treating me poorly and my new friends have their own friends, and therefore don’t really want to get close to me. It’s like all I’ll ever have are acquaintances.",6.9483802816901425,6.879859014084508,6.29024647887324,81.57931338028173,64.49295774647888,8.790140845070423,34.651408450704224,8.07648339933343,2.5694197183098595,294,12,55,3,4,90,51,71,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,13,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,8,6,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,33,12,0,0.22170837047215464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515136481712964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054791413581846,0.18679886432640028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121024137018892,0.15838850416473438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138740111661841,0.0,0.11583347289616693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072191295682846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249465326709975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419903263912357,0.2141273257543089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264563944831165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370466839815686,0.19358719740578226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203205929174553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535812515838754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820079002170727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052543023093545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076934117028252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BiaThePengiun,2020/03/04,"How do you sleep at night? I feel lonely at night. I'm starting to not want to go to bed just because I get so lonely at night. Anthropologically speaking, we are social beings who are programmed to sleep in groups to conserve heat, protect eachother from predators and whatnot. But dammit, I don't have anyone to sleep next to. Most of the day I'm OK, but then comes night time and I just feel so lonely. So my question is: Do you have any tips for falling asleep better and geting past the loneliness? TL;DR: I feel lonely at night. Can you help me fall asleep?",2.4956363636363648,4.866778381818183,3.2209090909090925,89.78136363636364,78.81818181818181,4.727272727272728,21.81818181818182,5.565023196281405,0.09536363636363633,442,13,87,2,11,139,69,110,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.623,0,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,1,10,5,5,1,0,18,20,10,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,4,11,2,15,19,1,20,0,4,0,0,10,5,0,2,11,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350712298574076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642784924360882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278499958899472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461620981945285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111430177089287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816200775954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088384841682605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952275398480092,0.0,0.08650370143685847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202227089425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187565971344958,0.7141876841872384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530040941417094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050855805053067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569558148436044,0.15515758285937442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773408829153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875410630474985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977662403302591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZeRuxX,2020/03/04,"I'm bursting through tears atm I've met friends of a friend today. We talked. We went to a cafe. I was dizzy. I almost fainted. They and the owner of the place handled the situation in the best possible way. They checked on me later. It makes me devastated knowing no one in my life would've handled the situation as nice as they did, the people I barely know. Not my family. Not my close friends.",1.0618987341772126,3.601232215189878,2.8758101265822797,88.51523417721522,87.60759493670885,5.6916455696202535,24.355696202531647,7.1686216300943375,1.1971458227848095,311,13,63,5,10,103,55,79,0.113,0.701,0.18600000000000005,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,13,5,9,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151731980884356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216738874532969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912977413146915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489589606441209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321740510179445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919869195974786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099832311221636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313558253199626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644096894188716,0.0,0.22069142171083747,0.0,0.0,0.23813119820617745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748649560535754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977946492418652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022227574193704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766532436280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581323986823904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005243164519852,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,actinopterygiii,2020/03/04,"Terrified of being lonely forever I'm only 16 and I feel like loneliness will be here forever. I just can't conceptualize or believe that someday it'll be gone and I'll have friends. It's never seemed possible, and if I hope for it I'll inevitably be disappointed. I don't have good friends, I won't ever go to prom with anyone, I won't have fun in the last few enjoyable years of life before adulthood. All the adults I've met say it's depressing and horrible, that they're broke and work day after day just to make ends meet. And I can't even enjoy the parts that make life fun. I wonder what's wrong with me that makes me unlovable. Why do I never get included? What do I keep doing wrong that incites these patterns of exclusion? People tell me I am very authentic, that I am always myself and never fake. So I need to accept I guess that my real self is meant to be lonely.",2.1022843137254874,4.172931483333337,3.9449673202614375,85.63794117647059,78.6111111111111,7.124183006535947,22.810457516339866,8.124751697461798,1.3165751633986928,697,22,141,13,17,235,108,180,0.239,0.659,0.102,-0.9771,1,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,19,0,0,3,0,21,2,0,3,5,31,37,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,4,2,1,0,2,14,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,3,2,19,10,12,25,3,13,0,5,0,0,8,1,0,6,11,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124897566806277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495537851436304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772644021620427,0.16911447146877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936077963306473,0.0,0.12928333486060872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294654147008395,0.0,0.0,0.09914149384502002,0.1357765899772575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589649349508648,0.1072334812344246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193812549230314,0.0,0.0784225257232713,0.0,0.08530688904947635,0.1258991198845807,0.0,0.0,0.16535517378186615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908596423950188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341827903662745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235382841642035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204411501249606,0.07333265356414488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005843843186172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129933559092953,0.3473056340877542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415995491919333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254672154542246,0.0,0.10406239241437974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921837087592226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084986548723535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936778340367488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366479655716274,0.15658997255404628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311964766119833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238505426519462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354444437989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278010022351005,0.10927663724629633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32822772996763844,0.0,0.0966612917320062 lonely,SpanishFrenchFries,2020/03/04,"For those who need someone to talk to. I'm here for you if you feel alone, if you need someone to talk to or get distracted. Don't hesitate to pm me :) (I'm 18M if that matters to you )",-1.6421428571428578,0.13640764285714546,1.4526666666666692,99.609,91.61904761904762,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.11424190476190475,139,5,37,2,5,49,26,42,0.099,0.767,0.133,0.1316,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404197951813781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619362769280824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172498283635204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874333316295665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569895316217296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283710630921556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SALLY_LIZ,2020/03/04,"Something I have to share I wannted to share this texts I wrote They are not good but I need opinions on it It might be the last time I will ever have the chance to do so Nothing really matters anymore and I just want it to end All I would have needed is some who cared for me and would kuddel with me right now but I guess now I will never get that kind of love 1. I want to be loved by a giant Not the biggest one just a normal giant With her arms so big she can protect me With her hands so big she can put them around me so I can feel save Her eyes so big i could only look in them Her legs so long she could lift me high above the clouds und show me the world and how it really is A heart so big full of love for me Because I'm just a small little human My arms so tiny they could never fit around her My hands so tiny I could never hold her My eyes so small she couldn't look into them My legs so short I could never reach the clouds My heart so tiny my love would never be enough Because I'm just a small little human I want to be loved by a giant But it would never work 2. I'm alone It's cold I'm scared I'm in a dark room full of people I can see them but I'm afraid they Can't see me I want them to see me but what should I do? I want them to hear me but what should I do? I can't do nothing What are you supposed to do when you have no energy at all When your will to live is near zero When even just looking at people makes you sad because you feel so empty unwanted and lonely When you have the feeling it doesn't matter what you say because it will just hurt them So you say nothing at all but event that is hurtful to them When you don't know how to act because it's wrong anyway When you don't know how to feel because you see them laughing and having fun but you don't know how to do it You want to know ther secretes So you ask them and talk about it But just then you realise they have no secret or technique Your just broken And they are not It's cold i don't want to be alone I'm scared I don't want to sleep alone tonight No not only tonight Never again I don't want to be alone with myself because I'm scared of myself It whispers me dark and sad things Things I would never do or say But I don't know how long my control will last and that scares me the most 3. Mom please love me Make me feel something I know it's not your fault But I just feel so empty You know I never learned what it meant to be loved Or liked I never learned anything from you I know it's not your fault I know it's not your fault But what can I do? I can't turn back the time I can't turn back at all My feeling are stuck between I dont know what to do I don't know what it means When i was younger you were some kind of queen But now your just my mom Not even a good one but still At least you are here Not with me But at all I dont know if it is your fault I hope it's not your fault. I don't know how long I will be able to replie to any of you but I will try my best to do so.... If you are feeling the same or even worse Just remember it will get better over time I know I'm a bad example But trust me it will get better Even if that is not the case for me Please don't give up.",-0.5266349229427156,1.2423963466850836,1.294323931375402,102.75031986042455,86.22375690607734,4.197266647281187,15.051177667926725,4.862852736877891,-1.300763535911602,2481,40,647,7,76,808,214,724,0.11900000000000001,0.715,0.166,0.9895,0,6,2,0,0,1,12.0,0,28,15,6,58,40,0,5,20,0,84,18,11,9,16,156,157,64,0,30,46,2,10,1,0,17,0,5,1,2,38,17,0,3,29,1,0,2,42,17,0,3,5,26,126,23,57,121,14,76,0,5,9,7,77,36,0,14,39,455,164,3,0.048152589403088614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948624224183575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274541201674948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775442970111188,0.0,0.0,0.03962547821222541,0.0857320270210874,0.045016170970125086,0.0,0.0,0.07405273793803027,0.040205400816575934,0.2054736009476261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053317179985791,0.0851741044967203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909477409830361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400722351334821,0.19222962213252853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286895231729413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042648901765393085,0.04975449685189955,0.0,0.12721732465141386,0.04355677390286348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477916820502564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547322161483447,0.04619235146693123,0.0,0.08077621481436102,0.0,0.0,0.05304550599843338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054271467880881115,0.11412210057667717,0.0,0.050875854464974536,0.0,0.04782638625375747,0.0,0.0,0.10309668574309727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028702388643916,0.3704876537170588,0.07850157440802474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023524922901109014,0.09652308944205304,0.04251961863926095,0.12784057904433832,0.12130814267717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042171435722757,0.0,0.06428445467509245,0.0,0.0,0.05245228627526451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510822878660721,0.0,0.11279146146955517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140906980629065,0.3713824546063696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717931385224661,0.13861112464434408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525888155668315,0.07324442815965951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676588503133574,0.0,0.0,0.1057141664267604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840665218453974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169556357827749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454749700738943,0.04112204824895911,0.0,0.11487861539026842,0.1928365691185256,0.0,0.15348551766998084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048187364627278406,0.0,0.0,0.07414043169033349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038454720098542026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038703227374534264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398088152410313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423448634142186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269244738571486,0.10475237981286244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556148033846241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350556585800204,0.0,0.04907160239254877,0.1710310897333541,0.05264729739215434,0.0,0.0 lonely,Telgri,2020/03/04,"Self-esteem nearly in the negative area I don't know if anybody can relate, but I can easy recognize positive traits or cool skills of nearly every person surrounding me, but not at myself. I have a nearly not existing self-esteem, I hate me for everything I do. All things I do are dump and meaningless, my personality is horrible and I have nothing interesting to offer. I'm conviced that people shouldn't have a friendship with me, because I'm not worth to waste there precious time. My brain constant tell me these things and this is really awkward. I can hide these thoughts relative good in front of others, but when I'm alone at hone they catch up and spin in my head until I fall asleep. :(",9.343258145363409,7.444861233082707,9.113646616541356,69.20350250626568,60.72932330827067,12.475689223057644,37.20426065162907,11.20814326018867,4.068860651629073,556,20,100,12,6,181,88,133,0.21,0.616,0.17300000000000001,-0.4376,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,1,3,1,13,3,3,0,1,17,19,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,1,18,4,16,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,4,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534521232871274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326335425101097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288902953060434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351245453926252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833188673011139,0.0,0.1955450963449155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249412163857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481325105991647,0.22329782147106256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957519054060275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877197988243545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084120458253333,0.3799614722540858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938605207102225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453962657163247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017278105938576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909833921376193,0.0,0.0,0.17273264548722672,0.12687149413873672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelybones1,2020/03/04,"Finding it really hard to make female friends I'm in university and a girl myself but struggle to connect to other women. I just started university and already feel very miserable. I'm away from home and I miss my family and old friends dearly. I also moved to a different country in europe. Everytime I try to connect it fails. Literally no one talks to each other in my classes. I've made no friends at all and for some reason we don't have freshers week this semester. I've even tried apps like tinder and bumble bff to make friends but I either get no messages, no replies or the convo fizzles out very quickly. Once I suggested meeting up with a girl my age and she ignored me. Am I some sort of fucking creep to them? I don't get it. Guys are more ready to meet up but I can't help thinking that they want sex and not a platonic friendship. I'm not looking for anything sexual. It's annoying because I actually like the course but might have to transfer if this doesn't get better. Somehow I can't get out of this negative thought pattern. Weirdly enough, I stopped believing it will happen. I see everyone in walking in groups and pairs and think how on earth did they meet? Everyone I meet in class is cold and closed off or doesnt want to talk. I can't connect with the locals here. My parents are moving to poland this year and I might transfer there. My mother is polish so I know the city and we have family there. I honestly don't know. I like the course but this feels wrong. I cluld study the same in poland.",1.8192486895748416,4.340358834983501,3.2294826247330626,87.78163803145023,82.76237623762377,6.204969908755583,25.743447874199184,7.510576382923642,1.5284133954571923,1209,51,236,20,34,394,169,303,0.171,0.698,0.131,-0.9057,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,3,2,10,19,2,2,10,0,20,2,0,5,1,58,45,24,0,3,12,2,3,3,4,3,0,0,1,4,13,21,0,2,9,0,0,3,15,9,0,1,3,6,33,10,34,39,8,27,0,3,2,2,26,17,1,9,10,157,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.11313804756680325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279396561096424,0.09271498981720404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540649150915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892687792708963,0.0,0.0,0.07067428132682146,0.0,0.0,0.13062159722410815,0.0,0.10253709032789482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112976709052163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197941878712356,0.0,0.07657547083196765,0.0,0.0,0.2215660522914699,0.0,0.0,0.21859067266272952,0.0,0.1172427305355466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596456083931892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582913767916612,0.10718213432587416,0.24228974562272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479612107498123,0.1025229415279681,0.0,0.1038570180302638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771030561751165,0.0,0.11629453085020885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274321788597434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699232760041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735810398161117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970264443438987,0.15477805078545268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459822358463726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644593188006286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165665802987373,0.12346940461880873,0.07856209199279188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873461375920958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427238141024196,0.11920281888036335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238699063725717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206099367496705,0.0,0.0,0.09692874579092453,0.0,0.12120280321221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637196573925727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857583755694126,0.0,0.09204123896909314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742758672657706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132077293878424,0.13676560675945565,0.0,0.0929978816413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675920034889795,0.0,0.07465979821905175 lonely,UseHerName42O,2020/03/04,Is it ok to post looking for a friend? I found the find a friend sub but it's been dead foe 2 years. Is it ok to post my hobbies n such looking foe a friend here?,-3.0178070175438587,-1.4403305000000015,-0.3884210526315783,109.12771929824562,104.0,2.533333333333333,14.228070175438594,3.1291,-1.803961403508772,123,3,35,0,6,41,26,38,0.281,0.461,0.258,-0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,5,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415772960261745,0.0,0.0,0.2898055648579979,0.6126227106679132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439127066600492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062775874322228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020890789107945 lonely,Available-Potato,2020/03/04,"I think I’m losing my best friend I’ve known this girl for years (I’m a guy) and have texted he for a while. This summer she said we should text less bc she didn’t want to start to have feelings for me, which I get. I’m not ready to start a relationship either. So I’ve texted her less but never less than like twice a week. But after a party 2 weekends ago, she just stopped answering me. I sent her a couple of texts then said I’m worried that I did something wrong at the party, but she said don’t worry she’s fine. But the same day I asked her a question and she didn’t answer and it’s been 3 days. What do you think is going on? Have any advice?",-0.030116550116549238,1.86014393706294,1.7433846153846169,99.54328205128208,85.15384615384616,4.372773892773893,15.127738927738928,5.2151,-1.1203273659673658,505,8,124,2,15,165,88,143,0.138,0.753,0.109,-0.6213,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,23,28,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,6,4,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,4,19,4,11,19,6,18,0,1,0,0,22,2,0,1,15,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680909655071054,0.1524808264841499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697602789533078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608107074190679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051902083492247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033121060479155,0.0,0.22187075491459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697589986700273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289828191775993,0.0,0.08987068348640206,0.0,0.09776002945924124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032179114441054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403778935833955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244066887356487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266849214677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269605093418746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467962348394973,0.0,0.0,0.4908766712200446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242547079792735,0.0,0.0,0.2435060574334449,0.0,0.0,0.14381215534023406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044039934894952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145884238983814,0.0,0.13797997376101662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493789532994783,0.0,0.0,0.18807128538215748,0.0,0.11077195326872892 lonely,arkb1993,2020/03/04,"I never realized how much I want marriage and a baby until recently. I'm about to turn 27 and I've never felt more alone in my life. I live in an area where it's basically a party 24/7 and everyone just hooks up with everyone else. I can have sex when I want, I have no problems hooking up. I have a problem finding someone who will fit in my life naturally. I have one more year here before my life changes again. I want to never give up, but I feel like it's so hard sometimes. I want to meet great people and still adventure, but my heart longs for really good, stable love. It's been about 5 years since I've been with someone who has loved me. It hurts to think about.",2.6297792207792203,3.965921328571429,4.123636363636365,88.1668181818182,75.0,7.376623376623378,24.15584415584416,8.00094639256281,1.1549285714285722,526,16,115,8,11,175,87,140,0.075,0.6559999999999999,0.268,0.9824,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,9,7,1,1,3,24,21,10,0,6,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,3,16,6,17,17,3,20,0,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445673164234302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186851664672028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754880906477327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651563926880593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665536521799255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705240665088114,0.0996428268855074,0.133920371127434,0.0,0.12748000156723371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337996253736213,0.0,0.11698719526108027,0.0,0.15377454883222955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494453538426373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528163017357386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493136579068032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955514658442974,0.06814171115244204,0.0,0.12316127809676786,0.12343328884887393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517679631216712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253208612062356,0.0,0.32272117603002826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451363296407013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669620750229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669224569006269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935292350182199,0.0,0.13771730547594527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537731386726745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635783945585295,0.0,0.13794691501561598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138699329294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937161563540373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171157919931955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290700140866292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963800573677238 lonely,SkaleugherSucks,2020/03/04,"Maybe this is just me being weak..... Do you ever feel so lonely and completely alone that you just want to scream until your lungs pop.....So utterly tired and exhausted from the universe consistently tearing you apart and kicking you while you're down to the point that you don't even want to get back up.....The feeling of complete and total frustrating that you could cry and might not be able to stop.....Having the fear of dieing alone without anyone in the whole world caring about you or wanting to be by your side...... This has been my life.....day in day out.....A life that I feel like a prisoner in my own home without a chance or hope of parole.....No friends, family (and certainly not significant other) to help or talk to about this.....It has gotten to the point where I don't want to keep on living like this or at all for that matter.....Maybe this is a cry for help, IS there help to be had even.....I just don't know anymore",5.261679841897233,5.310680978260873,5.427114624505929,85.94594861660082,68.02173913043478,8.647430830039525,26.5098814229249,8.296473431620573,1.4179956521739132,716,18,153,9,11,226,106,184,0.185,0.682,0.133,-0.9156,0,4,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,9,0,0,11,12,1,1,8,0,17,5,1,0,4,33,30,13,1,6,11,0,3,2,1,1,4,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,4,14,6,28,21,4,17,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,6,7,103,24,0,0.1268097827415007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626733821814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257612296744698,0.08866834856716646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750889542746556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929102493394898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659152890947676,0.0,0.0,0.10124729291315393,0.0,0.2785891836257529,0.16356363831337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316085338029619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751333105843305,0.11470670848676108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195449773870378,0.1426962608023601,0.19235650908525093,0.09059293412832076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797292358081656,0.0,0.06625287760166579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499377300839005,0.0,0.1272005515274193,0.1259507271640322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271436145820996,0.0,0.0,0.06969134023240695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791389995222718,0.12390570887591107,0.0,0.1119753614236641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479494231421085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345251399049353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397524664695936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601865653809016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192489989842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457491907887239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918278155646666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157859379246607,0.0,0.2444802106903135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fatbird666,2020/03/04,"So lonely I dont know how to change. I do have a friend but he is in another town and I am on what's app. I send him messages every night bit he no longer replies. He has two children who I adore and when I used to live in the same town as them I would see them all the time. They are 13 and 15. I used to dote on the 13 year old. She was my bestie and she used to tell me everything that she done. Now she no longer what's app. I feel i lost them. I cant make friends where i am as i have trust issues and anxiety, so the family are important to me. I what's app the children every night but never get a reply. Very rarely and then it's one or two words. I miss them and my friend and I no longer know what to do. I keep beating myself up and I am frightened to ask them if they still like me as I know they dont. That's the horrible thing about anxiety. I'm 33 by the way and have noone else to talk to in my jew town.",-0.6627142857142871,0.923969204761903,1.5709523809523809,101.61071428571432,85.52380952380952,5.333333333333334,16.19047619047619,6.42735559955562,-0.7292380952380948,703,13,191,7,21,236,108,210,0.14,0.745,0.115,-0.3512,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,8,2,8,9,0,0,9,0,18,0,0,5,2,29,33,22,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,3,3,2,39,6,20,29,3,23,1,3,1,0,27,10,0,2,12,126,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434171740454872,0.2092601291966411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786318477889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931939908155414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468644564414587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996505355267974,0.3205910985970832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425530178531165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304723071816755,0.0,0.12292168879335492,0.0,0.12893629539891752,0.0,0.06915593951728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31700869644268576,0.0,0.0714576286197278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275424108756968,0.0,0.12156907401993393,0.0,0.0,0.2254986389397169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681980050702244,0.0,0.12077201897975832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493025934126503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129624898557914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548685593114553,0.0,0.0,0.2567021675893631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435190130110195,0.0,0.09268012195532864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898942915283373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922614863986783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993200458150673,0.11954459532503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086511691612104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975274558540599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721238030268074,0.0,0.0,0.35438080491751905,0.0,0.11285107180051382,0.0,0.10856310104547892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715877365058333,0.0,0.0,0.0880765650275302 lonely,Immediate_Warthog,2020/03/04,I came up with a really good question on ask reddit. Nobody replies to me. If y'all could upvote and comment on it I'd really appreciate it [https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/fdf6gt/if\_you\_guys\_could\_timetravel\_to\_any\_place\_and\_era/](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/fdf6gt/if_you_guys_could_timetravel_to_any_place_and_era/),32.438,42.770373466666676,15.07,-2.2949999999999875,31.0,7.733333333333332,22.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.5808666666666658,324,5,21,4,5,72,26,30,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689734371847144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514098955622981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151206461075018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103967952544433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421330232683088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056854828375438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alicetheshunned,2020/03/04,"Oh my god I only swore twice I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I told the person that I love most that we shouldn't talk for a while. He agreed. Because of his girlfriend. So now I can't talk openly with anyone anymore. Just hang out with these friends who I feel hate me. I skip classes because if I'm going to feel lonely, I might as well make it so there are no people around. So I just spend my time in the bathroom. I was supposed to die yesterday, but this stupid tornado fucked up my plan. I want people to suffer. To feel at least a fraction of the pain they've caused me. I'm on the verge of a panic attack everyday now. I can physically feel my loneliness. My chest hurts. My head hurts. I hate it. I hate it so much. I just want to die. I don't want to feel anything anymore. I love sleeping. It's like time doesn't exist, and some of my greatest memories occur in my dreams. I don't have nightmares, either. If I have a terrifying dream, I don't feel scared. It's like I'm watching a horror movie. There's no drama, I don't feel anything. I rarely have sad dreams. One was a year ago where my mother drowned, and I woke up crying. Music is pretty great too. I get to drown everything out with some punk rock, and in the process, I get to annoy the shit out of people. Anyway, I need to finish an essay today, and I've been procrastinating all week.",0.5870774647887345,2.811340718309861,2.4135035211267595,93.5663116197183,85.47887323943661,4.958450704225354,19.0862676056338,6.322622252153567,-0.05662816901408396,1060,29,232,10,32,350,154,284,0.273,0.542,0.184,-0.9915,0,2,0,0,0,1,41.0,1,0,0,1,16,24,8,2,13,0,19,8,4,2,1,40,46,13,4,7,7,1,7,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,11,13,0,0,8,5,1,2,10,16,1,2,5,8,39,8,31,39,8,28,0,5,1,3,13,14,2,6,14,148,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588743050254156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218309240595645,0.07563596673917213,0.0,0.17803171139180166,0.09629549080712016,0.0,0.12306059786481074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188057811341594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112183783700302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882121730647187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452969624829772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721749063305536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828630144742892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357296497616387,0.10000272781664388,0.11303019685447545,0.0,0.06147630654188393,0.0,0.0,0.11925936417337415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203906251773918,0.1110150766908206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159946869743475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594481793898951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569417640876497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525784617241512,0.0,0.07220525781670224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475277448891053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951843455873864,0.08020773174283273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329974861645143,0.08226923360608775,0.11510200956466997,0.1269158457502804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497731215486733,0.09445110503980167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004921484971716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829845458023586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103640047884457,0.0,0.0,0.10824953261268593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388816783411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615124105468353,0.0,0.10253385091032208,0.10336242023948633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140690517312736,0.0,0.08676858231829744,0.0,0.09725909071289678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965884311881093 lonely,conspiracykc1,2020/03/04,I'm not going to my trip My flight is in 7 hours and I'm not going. This is a solo trip and I am just not in the right mindset to go. It is painful when you just wasted money by not going.,-1.9626666666666672,-0.4034197111111091,1.5555555555555571,99.94000000000004,90.55555555555556,3.6,13.444444444444445,3.1291,-1.5550888888888887,143,2,38,0,5,52,29,45,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8037684254868532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481954494174112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762236469717672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019470394864888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chew_beccahh,2020/03/04,"You’re torturing me I can’t go on any media without it feeling like a cruel joke. I want to die . I’m deactivating everything and shutting everything off. I’m going to walk my ass to the lake while I get drunk and then drown in it ...",0.9642857142857152,3.0195323673469434,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,82.46938775510203,7.185306122448982,24.08571428571429,8.238735603445708,1.5933559183673474,182,7,39,4,5,65,39,49,0.41100000000000003,0.531,0.057999999999999996,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,8,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165789968196202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535473561012982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123196593489362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224601184242075,0.2433648595347094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797880603426874,0.0,0.38720554125224377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642741360723842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200927854664582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32838042340801243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lolufag1020,2020/03/04,"In the end they are all the same It always ends up this way. Friends only need you for a bit but they all leave. They are better off without me and I am probably better off without them. But then, there is a sense of loneliness and emptiness without real friends that I can confide in. So, I find new people who I end up trusting and really liking but in the end they are always the same. They leave. They always do. They always leave you alone. And it feels like total shit coming to reddit to tell people about your feelings and emotions but it is the only platform where people listen. And it's the only platform where I feel like people actually care. So, thanks I guess. I'm stuck here but at least it doesn't hurt.",2.319520479520481,4.575236181818184,3.3292357642357655,89.38638111888113,78.7902097902098,5.2045954045954055,20.7037962037962,6.1826913282559595,0.21919220779220794,566,15,110,4,14,181,81,143,0.142,0.65,0.207,0.9367,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,8,2,7,12,1,0,8,0,9,1,1,0,3,27,20,14,0,1,8,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,18,10,16,19,7,20,0,1,0,0,16,12,1,1,9,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.10641716584372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294301465350536,0.0,0.0,0.3629536723670662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192891901199086,0.11905446425202212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118384361911399,0.0,0.0,0.0939370042318764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266668350110665,0.3863440793038921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541701975198342,0.1558108248622152,0.0,0.0,0.099669814769758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850367177275966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013097833625393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167403862818216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464049273768474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598291099426199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085926655280559,0.0,0.10532126503517912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881254255806015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30240643150947005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757445071611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412288663355868,0.06986028573168779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193835941115808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531459300123472,0.10039867970842868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655889262887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153612115834777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,awkwardlyAsocial,2020/03/04,"Thoughts... Hi everyone, I feel like anything I do is futile. I randomly get interested in something and after I think too much about it I think: ""What is the point of (all) this?"". And then it's hard to keep on staying consistent or interested. It's also hard to get out of bed and do something ""useful"". I feel like I'm wasting my life, like I'm just throwing it away. Anyone else feel this way?",1.6320569620253167,3.8292778227848143,3.4966930379746834,87.58149525316459,80.89873417721519,6.481645569620253,25.064873417721518,7.645422480735847,1.3631886075949369,304,12,63,5,8,102,51,79,0.10300000000000001,0.735,0.162,0.7059,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,16,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,5,10,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677488984217305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707727610360826,0.20086841817482454,0.16132604043925652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418811587576234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376811643922545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873267392319488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973745054722833,0.2801051975189767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048479337310009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123063903977025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425132977124413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847041529051066,0.28732897376898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411358615833866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532326119662948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184575229601873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089549187223319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123187320758195,0.0,0.15563562190716151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693175313434184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560918657785242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DanielKeizer24,2020/03/04,"I feel like I'm boring, off the charts I'm 19 and in uni, all I do is go to colleges, eat, sleep, listen music and watch some youtube. Nothing is fun anymore. I used to game, but now I'm not feeling that anymore. I'm an introvert (INFJ-A) and only have a couple of friends in uni that I only see in colleges. I feel like something is wrong with me. Sometimes I feel like no one understands me. Im bi and that can be difficult at times too. Thanks for reading kind stranger :)",1.3875757575757568,3.1282893737373776,3.122222222222224,92.27000000000002,79.50505050505049,5.612121212121212,26.15151515151515,6.42735559955562,0.8732909090909096,364,15,80,3,9,121,66,99,0.134,0.649,0.218,0.9117,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,1,15,21,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,7,8,7,10,20,2,8,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,5,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488752628917605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462118710796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998145950849212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35574518394774474,0.3769719069060197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358937470594347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999634948183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999357702266384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183164483598676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577958855231093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687731478618279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191889925270116,0.2675476315966026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593963017663003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401631761240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601905841639076,0.0,0.0,0.13541027899801028,0.17396171649830644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619377505767091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256405793433557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310980774370014,0.0,0.15191424086022526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231032422737626,0.0,0.0 lonely,Balmate1127,2020/03/04,"I have finally gained acceptance of myself. I am still depressed but I know now it is what I am meant to be. I am what you would call a ""popular loner"". I have many mates but not many people I would consider friends. And even then I rarely hang out with these friends. I used to just feel like shit because I used to crave having a close relationship, whether it be with a relative or a friend, but every attempt I have made hasn't ended too well. I rarely, if ever, get messaged first. I used to want a romantic relationship but I think my fear of intimacy will not let me have one, plus I see no reason anyone would want to be with me. After a couple of years, I have finally realised that I am destined to be alone, it is just nature. Like how some people are destined for greatness, I was doomed from the start to feel alone. And you know what? I still feel like shit, but I have accepted this is the path my life has taken. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope you learn that loneliness isn't just a feeling or mindset or something physical, loneliness IS us.",3.6906104651162783,4.969793023255819,4.578997093023258,86.1671002906977,72.25581395348838,7.979651162790699,26.46075581395349,8.472884824447931,1.6592383720930235,840,28,175,14,16,272,116,215,0.16699999999999998,0.643,0.19,0.5771,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,0,3,11,18,2,1,10,0,29,3,2,6,1,48,50,15,0,7,15,0,4,3,4,4,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,12,1,0,1,5,5,1,2,4,5,31,13,20,37,1,16,1,2,1,0,13,2,2,6,16,131,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366573643153765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079886349716277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964582088495197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166621601249128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264155995270478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840347247899983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119170694997047,0.0,0.0,0.07546113558738242,0.10334578659751473,0.09626066495142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856316349488878,0.2310732011035677,0.1632406362483797,0.0,0.2503108732591825,0.0,0.09718110509934784,0.0,0.0,0.2648081089490841,0.0,0.059690979197465674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596117540414592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347616144698434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557777082731614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682850207766893,0.08069824799330594,0.16745053253596234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081062386690804,0.0,0.2316634059859062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741884720376516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841331412262866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428105110163217,0.0,0.0,0.11746816546081368,0.0,0.24532377269043884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104256429955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455224021868976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795533444240125,0.0,0.0,0.08086683245774963,0.0,0.1824806082210703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590188170697331,0.0,0.0,0.10518617283872443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320687226001846,0.0,0.0,0.06662017155667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742884322384302,0.2960262978622386,0.0,0.0,0.13477537758811214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027245908097006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348005029768655,0.0,0.0,0.07357334006730665 lonely,Jczee246,2020/03/04,"Happy Birthday I just want to share this since today is my brithday... I'm happy because no one is making a fuss about my birthday. But I feel sad that there were just 10 people who greeted me... I don't know anymore... I think I want to cry... Maybe, maybe not...",-0.13730458221024475,2.1467372641509432,1.61191374663073,96.99150943396229,91.45283018867924,3.0285714285714285,18.892183288409704,3.1291,-0.7320760107816708,197,6,42,0,7,64,40,53,0.094,0.654,0.253,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,8,3,3,10,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444631065798755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025461363666456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707515595339341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462992794268865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247744933720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546139019727485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453026322729902,0.0,0.4952534559676584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702422093658004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708812603969321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389445795361105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793726267004732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336384079232751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076579226037697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ouijaliz,2020/03/04,"Married and lonely Who knew marriage would be so lonely. I'm not even 30, I got married too young, everyone said it. I got married, and 2 months after that my husband got sick and badly depressed. I have been his carer for 2 and a half years. Our relationship changed in a way I hadn't realised. I confronted him this year and said he needed to not rely on me so but but I now realise I don't love him anymore. I have fallen out of love because I have been so unappreciated and not loved for 2 years. It's making me feel like a shitty person because I know how depression can make you feel, but I have been battling a lot of suicidal thoughts recently thinking killing myself would be easier than telling him I don't love him anymore. Anyone had a similar situation? I feel so sad and lonely all the time. All my friends are on his side because we have mostly joint friends. I have noone to talk to. I stopped wearing my wedding ring. I have never been unfaithful or cheated on him and do not wish to do so. I don't know where to turn to or what to do, I feel like crying all the time and go through waves of manic episodes? It's not like I want to sleep with other people, I'm just not in love with him anymore and I can't share my feelings with him anymore. My mum said I was better off married as being single is so much harder but I don't have children so is this true?",2.407105418138986,4.087481010600708,3.894262367491166,88.14490356301535,76.34982332155477,6.2714369846878695,26.632656065959953,6.996647511020387,1.1737398115429922,1078,42,225,11,24,357,144,283,0.276,0.628,0.095,-0.9962,0,6,0,0,0,1,23.0,2,1,0,1,13,24,4,0,7,0,32,8,2,3,5,54,62,25,2,5,13,2,5,3,2,2,1,4,0,2,9,15,0,1,10,0,0,2,13,11,0,1,15,9,42,13,27,42,7,25,0,6,0,5,34,9,0,4,16,161,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907141988418839,0.06886856717036033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223750690503763,0.18012118130763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710901849524164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419249116708508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818989084325027,0.0,0.0,0.16966368292669395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505367066349305,0.0,0.0,0.09411424336918564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490049978499141,0.14072677951028328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219083196053854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597581850266354,0.0,0.2363214510025879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896786644421227,0.0,0.10825830916095816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435605442760452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373519179746608,0.444468705643599,0.0,0.13148963019540227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861614038131419,0.0,0.07240365778063347,0.0730312812707493,0.07596384205802874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828261651133354,0.08600025295081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724991496243107,0.10574457825411997,0.0,0.0,0.2810680766709552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071021286995483,0.09856408966920638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234452414069758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773531134561422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916490978366941,0.0860871876216473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311031130445834,0.0,0.07819240785987591,0.11486407317511445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713205667915852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093699219595174,0.07817912656844714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326204234100518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993314467467274,0.0,0.0,0.19027870958061868 lonely,pinkstarburstsos,2020/03/04,Lonely since my mom died No one to talk to or bounce ideas off of. No one to listen to my long rants even though she wasn’t really listening. My “husband “ been either cheating online or has had alleged close calls while being married,5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,67.66666666666666,7.777777777777778,26.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.4634444444444443,186,5,34,2,3,58,37,45,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.9371,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,4,0,6,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147031403122322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198593653329714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035609173998581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791639591535656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272744252116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609560794416255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176839226753686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974386044653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549433744767151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771671601436826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280154973438483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Whatdeathislike,2020/03/04,"I'm so sorry for this.. M/28/US Um.. I need help. I can't stop crying. I think I lost my most trusted friend today and my psychiatrist just diagnosed me with major clinical depression.. The bad one.. Can someone please call me and talk to me for just a little while? I need help calming back down.. I'm sorry to ask for this. But please help?",-0.40928853754940775,1.8087740000000032,1.7346245059288563,93.79861660079052,98.85507246376812,4.8279314888010525,16.417654808959156,6.574015621080383,-0.0425768115942029,262,7,56,4,11,87,48,69,0.111,0.555,0.33399999999999996,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,10,3,7,8,2,6,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697521111200628,0.0,0.0,0.1396232545804914,0.1516111104067787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541274198691368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994563077462234,0.0,0.0,0.15639396385108548,0.1842991423405944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140287697764919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651262823674864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819901365610708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982152288113584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692774638869755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304281633518856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986390343627749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385153081886202,0.0,0.0,0.40652626544355663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518084048353392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459465434842767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634866784124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211592159358122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184175110673356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ATypicalScholar,2020/03/04,"Just feel like I need to cry... I(21,M) have a difficult time expressing emotions. It’s been a problem since I was a small child. I would say the best way to describe it is emotional constipation. It’s probably why I don’t have friends because no one can really tell what I’m feeling because of my monotone voice and expressionless face. I’ve had so many things go wrong recently that it’s caused my depression to almost put me into a psychosis in how I’m seeing the world and the future. Honestly it sounds incredibly childish but I just wanna curl up and be held while I sob. I don’t get why because I’m just so used to breaking down alone and sobbing. It’s a strange feeling because I didn’t even want to be touched when my brother died. I guess this is a new low I’m experiencing?",3.8144725738396623,5.248179329113924,5.004493670886077,82.63412447257386,72.16455696202532,8.30464135021097,31.521097046413498,8.841846274778883,2.5689350210970447,626,29,126,12,12,207,104,158,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,9,0,14,1,1,3,0,23,29,10,1,5,4,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,9,13,4,11,21,1,17,0,4,1,0,6,7,2,2,7,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492152115886992,0.1602347677470154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772435129186616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236049074610598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893163749842718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994364927418076,0.0,0.0,0.1332530479563689,0.0,0.16056642414477568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34805990616412913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218568578881644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346808062692337,0.11052614192591446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952995408286395,0.0,0.08083053080530228,0.0,0.08792628214436662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043249174803174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558437143261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685348377397765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471684048837888,0.0,0.14942162198793407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483672068962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680548913340934,0.148038299779025,0.0,0.15552809222396832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911234168221043,0.0,0.15275923944007172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303303425368067,0.0,0.0,0.1232852752149445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797920097326276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352249337359097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278364639136958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021369563149588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362132274279048,0.0,0.0,0.09125302898695516,0.1228030268129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792066739989392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990282490847623,0.16915306790757195,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stopyouwillregretit,2020/03/04,I thought I had finally made a friend in school I was so happy because I'm tired of doing everything alone. I want to have someone to eat lunch with and talk after class. I thought I made a friend. I talked to her a couple of times and she was really nice. I thought someone finally wants to talk to me but now it seems like she's ignoring me. I never do anything right. I feel very bad now. I just want to have a friend to talk to between classes and maybe hang out after school. It would make me so happy but I'll never make a friend. People don't even talk to me in school. I'm invisible. Even the most quiet ones make friends easily. There has to be something wrong with me. I'm trying to overcome my depression but this isn't making it any easier. Knowing that I'm not enough and people only get tired of me and leave me makes me even more miserable.,0.8770338983050863,3.1795026214689286,2.5948333333333338,92.22174152542374,84.9322033898305,5.799887005649718,20.14943502824859,7.1686216300943375,0.503138079096046,672,20,144,10,20,221,96,177,0.154,0.644,0.20199999999999999,0.8338,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,1,6,0,12,4,0,7,2,34,33,10,0,4,5,0,1,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,5,8,2,1,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,8,2,23,9,22,23,3,14,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,2,10,92,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980703607525723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655327902661645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930174008957272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046232852199407,0.058744362151283085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662813167865193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830006617884402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860738724988474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957275863031692,0.0,0.19094826743222726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866083476260741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872599546032908,0.0,0.0,0.21113043686327532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722641036949503,0.0,0.05034772301604477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516869426017773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052960722939979006,0.0,0.0,0.1020386230153775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047079995136952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236936414835625,0.3216282393578335,0.0,0.0968134943409798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864817394145888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530069916162731,0.0732913628678261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336173366349874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061735097824697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229679815406525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258531464148657,0.0,0.0877287980443705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330270760691534,0.07418794055363087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872802823280527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295136408893867,0.05619230895376448,0.22151912953163053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542679312508894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951277721952611,0.17051906681932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845627428206688,0.10536206709861154,0.0,0.0 lonely,splashy13818,2020/03/04,"18 Years old, nearly a year removed from High School and it feels like i have nobody Took a year off from school and plan on going to college in september. But in this time of having no school ive realized that all the friends i made in high school weren’t really my friends. Nobody checks up on me. Nobody hits me up tryna hang out. Its crazy thinking back and realizing these people never really cared for me or what happens to me. I really dont know how to feel.",3.723434650455928,5.014879063829792,4.710972644376903,85.20500000000001,72.19148936170212,7.924620060790273,23.003039513677805,8.418075326091056,1.238129483282675,368,9,75,6,7,120,68,94,0.075,0.835,0.091,0.3718,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,16,15,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,3,2,9,4,17,11,1,23,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,1,8,49,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878176199926975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749758711778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810435833240761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621443206803656,0.11035699146495204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386940481713479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779171876509477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660175783674988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264226984625563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489543597644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546869625344814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616800733316418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914066532063665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620955572650205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107093534773816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968819770917181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625347904834902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989813610488777,0.0,0.0,0.0900756315686842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162744090858656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29843056172000304 lonely,shitslurpie,2020/03/04,"I've wasted my life. I'm a 40 year old who's been divorced twice, is a father of two kids I dont get to see enough. I'm an alcoholic, a drug addict, my sexual deviancy is pretty out there. I have the worst self esteem, I now have a stupid misdemeanor charge that, as odd as it may be, is now keeping me from finding employment, I'm virtually homeless, I live with my gf who's constantly on the verge of tossing me out cause of my anger issues. She makes me feel stupid and incompetent, which I am not but I'm sick of fighting. She withholds sex from me as a punishment for my temper. I'm in a new city, no job, car broke down, no money, no kids, falling behind on child support, my folks and my siblings want nothing to do with me cause of my druggie past. I'm feeling pretty alone right about now. Pretty goddamn alone..i did it to myself. I know. But shit it still sucks.... I miss my kids",2.227315315315316,3.6351334972973,3.9540540540540574,88.68099099099098,76.18918918918921,6.87927927927928,24.225225225225223,7.554174236665415,1.0195117117117118,687,22,150,9,15,231,114,185,0.256,0.643,0.1,-0.9831,2,3,3,0,3,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,8,0,9,0,12,7,1,3,0,20,29,7,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,7,6,1,2,4,0,1,2,5,11,0,2,2,3,24,1,24,25,2,19,0,2,1,1,13,8,2,1,9,93,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252000179032426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691251847854612,0.0,0.16390321057062432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251404924599961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710161377539922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547227568826824,0.0,0.18352416643743896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351847992537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003575315423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446411067374121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268107912780724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517585219631628,0.15704247813167854,0.14066324929458174,0.0,0.0,0.08697215011433251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117793394833976,0.0,0.0,0.13974100527223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563564076019033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284250675957786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184878980256447,0.0,0.1660607425731573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510711594617561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830030254299561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351478810267752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261077898881206,0.0,0.1650932278953664,0.0,0.16244525214581598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638168958247956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795845375264383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459096800783131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933421918074006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191025903056933 lonely,GhostBorn2003,2020/03/04,"To Anyone... To Anyone who feels unworthy and lonely, just know that you are not cause we are all imperfectly perfect. If you feel u can hmu. God bless u and yes the world is happy to have you.",0.3438461538461546,2.7192356923076986,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,89.51282051282051,5.171282051282052,15.492307692307696,6.742157984588678,-0.2639169230769229,148,3,32,2,5,49,31,39,0.109,0.594,0.297,0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,12,8,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,3,8,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979967381376092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392784241889596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324300115780439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552041471713712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350060354617333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,INTPlay,2020/03/04,"I hate This feeling of complete loneliness in a crowded room because no person is my person. I almost feel like people interact with me out of courtesy, but I’m so boring and exhausting to be around. I like myself plenty, but I see what other people enjoy and it just doesn’t drive me. I want friends, but I don’t want to be friends with people I share no common interests. I hate pretending to care about things to fit with people that don’t really enjoy my company anyway One of my coworkers became the wellness leader on our unit and instead of picking the person who is literally PURSUING A CAREER IN FULL BODY (mind, body, and soul/spiritual) WELLNESS, he picks a fucking guy that knocked up his girlfriend and lives with his parents eats straight up fast food and never works out and you can fucking forget about meditation. I AM PISSED and it makes me feel alone. I was obviously the perfect person for it and still I was not chosen. And my whole like feels that way... I’m the perfect person for many things, but none of them ever work out in my favor. I miss knowing I’d end up alone and to just focus on being the best. I need to get back to that place.",4.700263157894735,5.848610210526314,5.597324561403512,80.31335526315792,69.7017543859649,7.980701754385965,28.285087719298247,8.278499904357787,1.9787403508771928,920,32,171,13,16,302,131,228,0.134,0.601,0.265,0.9893,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,5,13,24,5,0,8,0,12,8,3,3,5,45,31,16,0,3,7,1,4,3,3,0,1,0,1,6,13,19,2,0,5,1,0,1,8,8,2,1,2,5,27,16,32,26,4,26,0,1,1,2,20,17,3,1,10,126,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967041037633632,0.22686341579813474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749775360309523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421561752343462,0.0,0.06676356287383317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149365273193312,0.0,0.0,0.2433083882492239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166492510572897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483167859642608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206829485233083,0.0,0.0,0.0970039379738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906887209566524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151035043179784,0.07824250143979578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243437409613162,0.0,0.1692327704824087,0.20250255198000647,0.057220697408876774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844394740457088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162604982397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060190398301392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052067468181838,0.0,0.0967098865017751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310675065317045,0.11103806498781747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058594614801268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120913659591257,0.08447007800904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421490632505483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161116205775732,0.0,0.0,0.303714914207108,0.4781517020955745,0.11442712496280745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016256427343598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727481259570892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874643690419555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552303121472873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919776493570914,0.08693342438987202,0.0,0.0,0.196946768379438,0.0,0.0,0.12227734353940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946656489474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stuileblank,2020/03/04,Suicide knife Hope here someone can help me recommending me a nice knife which can help me to do some nice and hard wounds on my stupid wrists,4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,69.35714285714286,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.6268714285714281,115,3,25,1,2,33,22,28,0.22,0.45,0.32899999999999996,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819563312817945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715924412118685,0.0,0.0,0.4234955392992894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612737962112554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663949126093907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spacetitt,2020/03/04,Please help. I feel so alone I really try my best. I try to go out there and make friends and show them my true self. I’m goofy. I think the dumbest shit is funny and do stupid things. But people don’t seem to like that. Even my friends seem like they thing I’m an annoyance. I feel useless. I feel like something is wrong with me,-0.7048571428571435,1.4758968000000008,0.4571428571428591,104.25285714285715,95.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,15.571428571428573,5.6839178017228535,-0.9830285714285716,256,6,63,2,10,79,48,70,0.222,0.47,0.308,0.7947,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,12,3,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,14,14,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,12,7,4,14,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,2,3,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908886992393247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186270625109527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334115850387065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062328186673169,0.14422454275858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119470683254519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473419426178745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531725063064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958880465637824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475780415369906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399595610583468,0.0,0.0,0.22160581446339286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933078013734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675715854151027,0.2106069571947917,0.0,0.2072289742063443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541862840858414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682428635533482,0.12935783541571713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741292553153599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072627751301,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ramholdt,2020/03/04,"I'm the single friend Literally all of my friends are in long term committed relationships. And I've been single a long time. A LONG time. I actively try to date, but it never seems to work out. And I'm just so freagin lonely y'all. I was there and empathetic for my bestie after their long term break up. I listened patiently and kindly. when they talked about their soul crushing loneliness. But after a few months of self reflection and healing they are already in 2 different relationships (they are poly so it's all above board) And I'm happy for them I really am. But between the weddings, engagements, and DND nights that are just couples and me. I feel like I'll never meet a human being that wants to touch me again. Like I'm so desperate to feel a dang hug. Anyway I just wanted to let it out. Because trying to tell people in relationships you feel alone in the world is the worst. Even if you love them to bits",1.901678505656406,4.5132192099447535,3.287450670876087,86.84467771639044,83.41988950276244,6.5415416995527496,21.32622993948961,7.793537801064563,1.12743072875559,731,23,143,14,21,238,107,181,0.109,0.7020000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9376,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,7,1,12,11,0,0,9,0,10,3,0,0,5,29,22,16,0,3,7,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,20,9,22,18,9,26,1,1,0,2,23,8,1,2,19,97,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422869526626147,0.151605127573974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374716458178891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499862295270748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520112461131843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435355881918793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073991893935247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083943281596368,0.0981461648137656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228292907323495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624634412565954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306284844551256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048302779724145,0.0,0.13423640863068093,0.0,0.0,0.4863171505475912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399317028489265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965748946628566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119158780854315,0.0,0.0,0.12892427395561376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524380444656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801081854771341,0.0,0.0,0.4424925309144567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250679694072386,0.1433200254020917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042293883414206,0.12007845747724735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021781065772822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865475497987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620636469643954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001617709326087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FruitRollUpPaper,2020/03/04,"I lack an understanding of humanity. Was wondering if any of you have had similar experiences... Being extremely introverted, I take in the world and interactions, and don’t give anything back. I don’t know how to put true thoughts into words. Throughout childhood, I moved between friend groups, blending in, not knowing what to say to “friends”, only existing to help with math homework. A big factor was likely my upbringing. I don’t know how to comfort people as my parents never comforted me when I cried or was sad. But I can definitely feel their pain. The loneliness only really started to hit in university, being in a male dominated program. I fully indulged in and dropped various phases until there was no fulfilment left: video games, an eating disorder, music, philosophy, swimming, physics, nutrition, cyber security. A life without connection is meaningless. I may as well be a tree, but at least trees don’t feel the pain of watching everyone fade out. I’m a normal seeming girl, getting along with acquaintances. But behind closed doors, my heart and head physically hurt from loneliness. I cry myself to sleep twice a week. My soul is prone to isolation, and I will likely die alone of old age if I can cope to live that long. I like looking at the stars, feeling sunlight, and pretending I’m loved by the cosmos. The way I am, I will never be someone’s first choice. I try to ask lots of questions and learn about them, but I bluntly say all the wrong things and make them disappear with my awkwardness... I just want a hug. It’s 1am in Canada and I have class tomorrow morning. Good night beautiful people 💛",5.230934343434342,7.3668489326599325,6.0423106060606075,73.78346590909096,69.77441077441077,9.52912457912458,32.91372053872054,9.928628108626363,3.694941750841752,1291,61,216,34,24,423,197,297,0.155,0.71,0.135,-0.8505,1,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,3,1,8,19,0,1,16,0,23,9,3,3,4,51,45,22,1,5,10,1,3,3,2,3,3,2,2,3,4,16,1,1,12,4,0,4,9,6,1,2,6,7,30,13,38,31,5,35,1,2,2,2,20,14,0,8,18,145,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415771659469492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152132275915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986495878314955,0.0,0.1120699840686054,0.0,0.0,0.09217897682212177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633612634801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244147001546234,0.0,0.13739086356576394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266538033534095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454880789693635,0.0,0.11726393415031935,0.0,0.0,0.18184213978450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019683806602771,0.0,0.0,0.1852352816091444,0.0,0.0626314393376116,0.11499814358768905,0.0,0.10054819093093707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302967233213526,0.0,0.0,0.14205630685461715,0.08035186598064653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833214908952112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764585808781995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302480725136432,0.0,0.08467355523058445,0.17569937721883047,0.0,0.10585469356484256,0.10608848145057648,0.10066754031009006,0.0,0.0,0.10191620371206794,0.10819480358408397,0.0,0.08001966466758978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274116111920166,0.0,0.0,0.18491499776254627,0.0,0.0,0.11249761955274246,0.1174552352597465,0.0,0.0,0.12579206070535562,0.0,0.0,0.1823456264730893,0.2551178262201311,0.0,0.1331106131889838,0.0,0.0,0.16621697293521154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051075474047182,0.13429107865311782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679707845331628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906639965025744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913265911005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996482752100596,0.0,0.10157245464597107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485044439876409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013352713345024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796417844807386,0.0,0.0,0.09516994225629002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138946469063946,0.0,0.0,0.1247974889822046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070729948732299,0.09515377726312817,0.09615910351595264,0.0,0.10778494613892847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555835791132403,0.1300028515849467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310680507213622,0.0,0.0 lonely,peachycherry_alt,2020/03/04,"Unloved, touch starved and scared I feel like my every attempt to meet a romantic partner ends with me being abandoned suddenly with no warning in the first few weeks and I’m getting tired of beginning to trust someone only for them to tell me they aren’t ready for a relationship or to just ghost. Am I unlovable? I’m terrified of being alone, when I imagine myself in the future I’m someone’s girlfriend or wife I’m not alone like I am now but I have no experience and when I try I’m abandoned every time. I’m so touch starved as well! The guy suddenly breaking things off with me today means that I don’t know if I’ll ever get to just hold someone again any time soon, if ever again. I was so sure we would at least have a couple months before I had to mend my heart but here I am! I just want a hug, I’m hurting so badly",1.4364433866031945,3.4856638786127188,3.1117715062903777,90.8781366882013,80.73410404624278,5.689085345120707,24.049302958177492,6.794906146795322,0.7814191771506289,653,24,139,7,17,216,103,173,0.237,0.648,0.115,-0.9674,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,2,16,13,0,1,7,0,12,3,1,0,3,29,26,15,1,4,10,1,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,2,3,20,6,18,21,2,24,0,3,0,1,10,4,0,4,21,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31932699850490004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048342383575361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871734734347665,0.0,0.0,0.13117899575929926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057535512554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365402008401477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788934959854795,0.2597732743449281,0.0,0.0,0.1507982796080905,0.0,0.0,0.07794804099671873,0.1101320944691988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112860735408646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610847080976021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526428582982201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268060709693426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503170767152756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472242719602029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062979653430755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679256770067859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304921962128773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172457966954815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551038718309236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543412771893086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39185837130149337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529418623497695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347428302236122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241720245560253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797841320900019,0.1771844990252393,0.1461258663937141,0.0,0.0,0.10466467241188354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092769397242066,0.0,0.12365803248826487,0.0,0.13860855482270926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951099969964843,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unormal4Realty,2020/03/04,Crying out for help I am in pain screaming in my car alone.,1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,76.69230769230771,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,46,1,11,0,1,15,12,13,0.531,0.33799999999999997,0.13,-0.8074,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271026657118258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590406614789429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411280741540947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415422011594214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaygarboaccoun,2020/03/04,I'm weird The person who I'm currently most comfy talking to about my depression is in her 20s. I'm 17. How the fuck is it then that my idiot hormones catch feelings? Maybe I'm just that lonely.,0.3612195121951203,2.6762851219512207,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,88.02439024390246,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.469454634146341,154,5,32,2,5,52,31,41,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9287,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,8,1,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168163537494569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446943352374037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447394239086648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861822404236665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225572761140435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889722122228219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tbs_nick,2020/03/04,"Didn't know how to take a compliment I'm used to negativity or indifference all the time, I got a compliment from some girl at a fast food place and literally didn't know how to respond because it's so rare for positive energy. Then I proceeded to shame myself about being awkward and this is why good shit doesn't happen.",13.77796875,7.253360859375004,13.48375,55.38625000000002,57.59375,17.8,47.625,14.554592549557764,6.3660250000000005,261,10,50,8,2,90,50,64,0.17800000000000002,0.612,0.21,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,5,2,1,3,1,10,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,8,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,4,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949474949163699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867041895239697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682335944370309,0.2557737770399774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28279863971888425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515081239462679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33412359079962584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282707496059957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404502730327512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647831830894807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762050637751885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885703255115254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeoxideClean,2020/03/04,"Just feeling exhausted I feel the need to cry but I'm not necessarily sad. I'm just so fucking lonely. I never talk to anyone face to face, and when I do it's with someone I don't care about. Please text me",0.0259999999999998,2.079184044444446,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,86.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.24224444444444426,162,5,37,2,5,57,34,45,0.285,0.62,0.095,-0.8485,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,10,9,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,9,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423263767941221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35334621801949256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806854902170783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504674565587141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203938515773023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569736312241693,0.2672923711008396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38042440956327467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936434855945808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785559006862344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saucepancookies,2020/03/04,"Went on vacation and it wasn’t what I expected So, my significant other and I went on our first vacation (literally and figuratively, we had never went on an actual vacation in our lives nor with each other) to Florida. What should have been a great trip, triggered the heck out of my depression.. Little backstory: I don’t have a close bond with my family; they didn’t really care much that I was leaving or that I would be boarding a plane for the first time, in a completely new and unfamiliar place, etc. And that is okay. That is my “normal”. I usually try to ignore that. However.. my SO’s family was the complete opposite and you can guess how that made me feel... while the mother cried and the father joked about all the mischief and adventure we would have. My inner child came out and bawled like a baby out of envy.. out of frustration.. out of yearning for a family that will never be.. Due to my unique upbringing I am very independent, I need to be to survive. I tried to show excitement and not anxiousness. I talked over the different places I wanted to visit. Maybe we’ll visit the ‘Harry Potter’ part of the theme park nearby. Or go to Seaworld, etc. nope.. didn’t go. I felt like my suggestions were brushed off. Also triggering because that made me feel like I’m not important, I’m not being heard. Okay. Sure. Maybe it’s a budget issue, we are splitting this 50/50 so maybe they’re concerned but then again they also didn’t listen to me when I kept suggestion we actually PLAN this trip out before going. Think about it? A vacation away from feeling unimportant at work, and for me also home life, and yet here it is again.. I have 0 messages from anyone. 0 calls from home. Etc etc and they receive numerous calls from home and texts from friends. I tell myself ... Stop depression you’re ruining this with petty B.S. it keeps growing. Now we’re back home and they post about the trip. Okay cool what did my lovely SO post? Oh.. mainly about how they had a nice trip, glad to be away, and one mention of how they got to spend it with me... okay.. a little vague and 1 photo of me alone.. none of us.. stop depression... it’s fine.. this is .... not fine. Now the endless doubts and thoughts pop up... I know it’s petty.. but this genuinely hurt my feelings...",2.198615563975519,4.70480103196347,3.5622763042844667,86.12126930923931,80.91780821917807,7.289303410084523,21.876226561741,8.332992426153591,1.4516091907121345,1764,55,346,39,47,576,221,438,0.081,0.809,0.111,0.8839,2,1,0,0,0,0,93.0,8,1,6,5,22,29,1,1,22,5,33,2,0,8,4,79,62,36,0,8,8,2,5,3,1,5,1,2,4,1,26,35,0,5,9,2,2,15,14,9,0,3,22,9,48,20,52,30,10,59,0,6,0,1,33,23,1,4,22,243,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.1544888994954399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198133215246757,0.0,0.1899021202633012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942330012558393,0.0,0.055347437756558884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873858846197588,0.06086577237078372,0.0,0.048252520613655266,0.0,0.06735558767734591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165344064390766,0.09053292201453264,0.0807044122355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598628653313985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694871253126385,0.0,0.0,0.20452981344387255,0.0,0.0,0.08270075724483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35311768269008675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238625722241673,0.0,0.1600938040192201,0.0565487782717989,0.07600179169609396,0.0,0.0,0.13465943017055482,0.0,0.0,0.06115542216972442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349578591980048,0.0,0.06330796635447111,0.08726933124600482,0.08719882028117669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31759809321049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473770965595835,0.0,0.0,0.08261788378232082,0.0,0.07035713651927235,0.0,0.0,0.043501849059052314,0.0,0.0,0.08381435392487209,0.0,0.0,0.05590994298444967,0.11601428729379598,0.15866941733933318,0.06989584724215066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144102173490502,0.14979789005463834,0.0,0.0,0.2385673259676081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058188475628479314,0.058692876307642715,0.12209936093647406,0.07644897418451464,0.0,0.0,0.07755568416507863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363788484532385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571780389546031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654015144896705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161837321080304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070910588322989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235525615616994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460321862743688,0.0,0.0,0.06362227496205244,0.06918548554582048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050719713945549874,0.0,0.06284070665147402,0.046156268394535335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748291643114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521444368533634,0.0,0.08717871318034437,0.06531166194218968,0.046688025230015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201341097464964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057626221389004514,0.0,0.0,0.1124597379208184,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iFrizby,2020/03/04,"I dunno i just wrote some stuff... This is probably something that has been posted here a number of times, and i'm not looking for pity or sympathy from anyone... i probably don't deserve it anyway. I've never posted anything anywhere before... ever, mostly because i didn't think anyone really cared much what i had to say, so this is a first for me. I guess i'm just finally at a point in my existence where the loneliness is just beating me down even more than it ever has. i honestly decided to post here because i literally didn't have anyone else to turn to, i have a few friends and i'm truly happy i have them i believe if not for them i would have gone truly insane by now, but i often don't feel like they don't really understand me. I'm currently sitting alone in a room right now and its been like that for years, i go to school i don't talk to anyone, no one really knows me i'm surrounded by so many people and i still just feel completely alone. I think above anything else in my life right now i just feel stuck, i feel trapped in my own life because i have been trying to escape my situation for so long and i keep failing. Whenever i try to reach out and get closer to someone i'm met with, reluctance and disinterest and i feel like it's because of where i live and just the culture and type of people i'm surrounded by. I feel trapped here and in my own mind, i run the same thoughts over and over in my mind, and i just wanna scream so someone can hear me, see me and just care about me for once. But at this point i don't feel like it's ever gonna happen, sometimes it feels like i'm meant to be by myself forever and i'm actually fairly convinced this might be true just because of how things seem to be going. i dunno... i have more to say but i probably shouldn't, i'm sorry if this was weird to read like i said this is a first for me.",2.2719038461538474,3.7531185589743608,4.10979166666667,87.30468750000001,76.23076923076924,7.336538461538463,23.725961538461537,8.07648339933343,1.2172884615384618,1458,45,314,24,32,494,175,390,0.142,0.773,0.086,-0.9767,1,4,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,4,30,17,0,0,9,0,31,2,0,1,5,71,74,26,0,5,17,0,8,6,1,4,2,5,1,0,17,17,0,1,16,1,0,4,12,4,0,3,14,15,50,13,45,53,9,45,0,2,2,0,12,22,0,11,21,218,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.07777450240364904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650877787432137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229089310567775,0.08166080777782052,0.13117059314322976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291815092900115,0.0,0.06781778280277749,0.08979322116440447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251641441946127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356264354983976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315619048724556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264028563657936,0.21627629971976373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223847405520467,0.2277472675894495,0.0,0.08730610640656834,0.0,0.1355834653451326,0.0,0.0,0.06157507165977059,0.0,0.04163931764905877,0.0,0.09058929479824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779717998773004,0.0,0.07047735871160415,0.08484082218792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982630562288825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708399283211093,0.0,0.0,0.04380035944661912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125871958240032,0.2336207583964387,0.0,0.07037547366955245,0.07053090308550601,0.06692689378134795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080204311608585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845477998097525,0.16094607537811892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058587765883663635,0.0,0.0614686043570277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487658849365086,0.054005948873400135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050618360223384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068219630390384,0.0,0.2289881713877254,0.0,0.2577862601581617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972033717770234,0.0,0.15317121774895814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612462747304588,0.07581178068499084,0.12675932085504707,0.0,0.08065940970772521,0.06350960070387117,0.07255476652986957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958475623161713,0.0,0.0,0.13505701762974973,0.0613560065359397,0.07882412098589811,0.08921624748668985,0.0,0.0,0.06364754032074245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123602338125088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064058852035616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052948321118015285,0.10213550687600044,0.0,0.06327192059072613,0.046472993450253935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822046593156344,0.08668937520215718,0.0,0.08296922983876442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056615719225151226,0.0,0.0,0.051323394569055325 lonely,Johnny_Ruble,2020/03/04,"Woke up sweating, coughing and with a runny nose Guys, I may have the coronavirus. It may be the flu. I don’t know. But just in case I won’t be here tomorrow or next weekend: You are all loved!!!",0.6969512195121972,2.5374600975609773,2.509939024390245,95.32393292682929,82.17073170731706,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.5729463414634148,148,5,35,2,4,49,35,41,0.064,0.8170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.4898,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,5,2,0,1,9,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511023893223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30588219178713266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023358037521771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919298788702885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LowerQuartile,2020/03/04,"When did you realize your loneliness was an issue? Were you one of those who instantly noticed it was a problem or did you not realize until later. If the latter, how long was it until you realized? I'm curious. I didn't know it was a problem for me until long after I suffered from it's side effects. It took about 5 or 6 years before it started to realize it.",2.8128828828828847,4.366142000000004,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,74.94594594594594,8.717117117117118,29.90090090090089,9.2995712137729,2.9540252252252253,284,13,53,7,6,102,50,74,0.159,0.81,0.031,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,12,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,0,8,0,9,3,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,10,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769264396545914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155210298396245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351465077796655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944035662274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802358885431803,0.0,0.0,0.1892839347890942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345697899998203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771402952108103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31035033099198955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988192548078447 lonely,aubchurch,2020/03/04,"Tonight is not a good night So some context, I live with my sister and her husband and we all get alone really well and have fun playing games and hanging out. But lately it’s been apparent that they do not care about me as much as they care about each other or as much as I care about them. Of course they’re married so I get that to most of the extent but I am always willing to go out of my way to help them when they need it or get them what they want when their sick, etc. They never do this for me. My goal is always to make sure people are happy, and no one has ever done the same for me. It hurts. Really fucking bad. All I want is for someone to care about me as much as I care about them. Is that too much to ask for??",1.847004219409282,2.7920390379746856,3.137405063291141,96.02020042194091,76.34177215189874,6.026160337552742,19.495780590717303,5.985473137389443,-0.3206219409282709,560,10,137,3,12,182,89,158,0.18,0.7120000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9349,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,10,1,12,14,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,1,5,28,28,19,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,1,2,0,25,11,27,25,12,12,0,1,0,1,17,2,1,4,7,109,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317851426122308,0.0,0.0,0.2117523674273652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895482003140075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624240390414603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6486624574557585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021353867288066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190933152216667,0.0,0.11509837663008014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763389702186285,0.19943729777330094,0.0,0.07231500250964996,0.10672520439862483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545230224177365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528815129538891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362160245319721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353539482001226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235770333273697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493554173862597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374152327499433,0.09434890689675016,0.09813747393095483,0.0,0.0,0.1194087266012761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622299879944867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821412024814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302996243417392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781239207781626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992481151518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010217330399464,0.10099939376019096,0.0,0.0,0.11440653781302901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heyheyheyYEET,2020/03/04,"Old Writings I’ve been pretty depressed and lonely for the past couple years and thought I would share some entries I had in my notes from when I was feeling especially down. I am struggling with my sexuality and I am a teenager so it’s been pretty hard to find myself as well to deal with wanting something romantic also. 1.) It seems as though right now all I can do is wallow in my lonely sadness waiting for the time when I can have a love that I dream of. It may be several years until that time comes but i hope it’s as great as I’ve dreamed. I listen to music about love and heartbreak longing to know the pain of losing someone who’s heart was intertwined with your being. The pain that you lost half of yourself. That pain for some reason in my eyes is beautiful just because they have those memories that are so pure which define the reason for living. Why live to be lonely and long to have someone to love. Recently it’s been difficult to focus on the work around me, it doesn’t make sense to focus on the reality if it’s not the pure moments I wish to keep in my memory forever. Those memories that give elder people the will to live, only to be able to look back on their beautiful past. 2.) It’s kinda weird to think about, but sometimes I wonder if people daydream about me like how I do about other people. Building stories and scenarios in their mind about how we’d fall in love and build our life together. Dream about the cute romantic scenarios playing out only in the mind leaving yourself dissatisfied and only more lonely than ever. It’s honestly scary to think that no person would ever think about you like that. If that were to happen it would only mean that the amount of hope for you to have that perfect romantic story book love is so slim to impossible. Also would mean that people don’t like you. Sometimes I wish I could know who liked me because I feel like I would be surprised for some reason. In highschool, it’s like the time before college, a time where you find out who you are. In highschool nobody knows and it’s difficult to know who you are in a spectrum of aspects, especially with who you like romantically. It’s really scary to think that I may never find the person I’m meant to live the rest of my life with. My heart feels empty most of the time as if there is someone to meet in my future that will fill the void that causes me so much pain inside me. I’ve urned to find someone to fill that part of me now more than ever. It hurts to be lonely not only emotionally, but a distinct pain deep inside that you can feel intensely that rarely leaves you.",5.807907923582839,6.051789961165053,6.217575947384906,80.07503914813658,66.86407766990291,8.819918571875979,29.04008769182587,8.558390810932622,2.0330657688694016,2070,64,399,28,31,669,218,515,0.136,0.665,0.198,0.992,0,10,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,11,3,4,29,42,0,1,22,0,44,15,3,7,9,89,82,33,1,15,10,0,5,7,0,9,7,1,0,2,41,18,0,2,25,5,0,4,6,20,1,1,10,8,49,22,78,55,11,50,0,11,2,5,34,21,0,15,32,285,90,5,0.06186815765838592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895188665412304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055075777127090726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475727943458356,0.0,0.07542850933814768,0.0,0.0526452453621598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355564028353204,0.0,0.05329393964163757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939668963241422,0.06845593969783845,0.0,0.0,0.06378335392410941,0.05328695353486832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959335013932083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788987186264456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512959776888807,0.04419862419299333,0.0,0.0,0.226185501054341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934957431353356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820986223215385,0.0,0.0,0.0547098074945823,0.0,0.05542171711730545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662812941750467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289808052517885,0.0,0.0,0.06623114236097433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499126119690651,0.0,0.0,0.13600448582778613,0.0,0.0,0.13101889180694806,0.0,0.0,0.08739861882581973,0.21157959725374226,0.0,0.21852286675819005,0.10950274530057642,0.05195367053937317,0.06921464315789314,0.0675364024767049,0.0,0.2791921389041963,0.0,0.041297475651090126,0.0,0.0,0.13478512192379455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493840521148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045480214520370994,0.0,0.0477165372370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492022411815923,0.0,0.0,0.2352676089257973,0.32916040888984666,0.0,0.0,0.0669971857360806,0.11812031402577512,0.17156636237117492,0.10804177780243301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588431668549502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039634326020679324,0.1908323105997841,0.061087341857502836,0.0,0.0,0.05283506859839128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056322447126696214,0.0,0.0698934080830356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096827568567612,0.0476291303701326,0.12237837977767747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064678031401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857046920311252,0.0607851507775704,0.04911640644048668,0.18037910130574655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649144233560822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562690380192682,0.0,0.05582638931035235,0.0,0.14229065604091884,0.0,0.06709337786160621,0.045040755621506376,0.0,0.0,0.21974682058178144,0.0,0.0,0.07968213020954731 lonely,fireflamingos,2020/03/04,"I think I want to be alone... I don’t know. Social interactions don’t give me anxiety anymore. I love socializing and talking to people, but I just don’t like being around people privately. For example, I will talk to my classmates. Talk their ear off in fact. But if they ask to hangout outside of class, I won’t do it. I also have dating sites, but I never intend to actually meet these people. I think I just like attention.",1.4417857142857144,3.9863100833333327,3.840761904761905,82.48757142857143,85.07142857142857,6.6933333333333325,22.685714285714287,7.908726449838941,1.5423371428571433,333,12,63,7,10,115,56,84,0.018000000000000002,0.847,0.136,0.836,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,2,16,16,6,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,15,3,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,4,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1922229744491236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040107162018336,0.0,0.15752394090202113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506883057024446,0.0,0.19535012130457166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535296707633286,0.18414866463113733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889600926843092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825444219588952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246786407776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777811317242671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192225728968278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096810648198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015903284663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749724921739135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243222806723586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618324824864462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loner_IRL,2020/03/04,"I have no friends and my co workers never talk to me and just ignore me. They only text to cover their shifts and when i get home i cry myself to sleep and repeat again. I work,eat,sleep and repeat.",-0.6600000000000001,1.5318953809523812,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,95.1904761904762,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-1.7341238095238096,154,2,34,0,6,50,30,42,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392360955638653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160109739445601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386018842079755,0.0,0.1613513290426408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30978243944818457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381893260353864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487971446696015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181076010259107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482264719130467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483247626094133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Funnygirllost,2020/03/04,"FunnyGirlLost...The name says it all. I come here to know, that I'm not the only lonely person in the world. Seems silly, all of us here, sitting and typing in front of our keyboards...wanting to make a connections with someone. I want to believe that good things are still possible.",3.5098113207547184,5.925812433962268,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,75.60377358490567,6.504150943396226,25.69433962264151,7.554174236665415,1.4824143396226408,221,8,40,3,5,70,42,53,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.6608,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,11,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377518197609701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582357734313056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514430401964367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475242693648526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001069096642239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279978300077513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617582059171565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33795932544355417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383987941142527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729104058192554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540044386670262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940640827753576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916193649133887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606010092874935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768192762352542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cam1926,2020/03/04,Hey I need help not feeling like a piece of crap or feeling suicidal,4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.0579428571428564,55,3,11,1,1,18,13,14,0.579,0.29100000000000004,0.131,-0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077125491229576,0.3586712745324871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365197754945565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528082102642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722706200663979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491714024431593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cranberrymcdeluxe,2020/03/04,"Sadness completely numbing me I don't even have anything to say. The world is so cold without touch or affection. I'm so alien from everyone and put everybody I meet off. It's like people can just smell the mental illness on me and want nothing to do with it. I try to be honest and understanding with people but none of that understanding is ever reciprocated. Why? Because I don't bullshit people and am not trying to sell how like, happy or adjusted or whatever the fuck people aspire to be constantly? We all know it's bullshit. The facade of materialism and careerism that turns humans into plastic yuppies. It eats away at everybody yet is only spoken about intimately or completely ignored. I could manufacture a personality and probably fit in more or find someone... I'm not necessarily physically unattractive and can do the funny charming guy thing but it's so repulsive to me I can't fathom it. I just want to be a real, decent person and be held when I'm sad or something, I don't fucking know. Is that too much to ask? Apparently it is because I'm an empty, lonely piece of shit and it makes me number by the day. The worst thing is I don't off myself because there's this dim hope that somebody will come in and save the day even though nothing has ever indicated that that's how the world works. The reality is if you're a bipolar introvert who's allergic to bullshit in a world full of people full of shit, you will always be alone. And it fucking hurts. But it also doesn't because I'm numb. I guess I did say something, if you're reading this thank you for listening my dumbass rant. Solidarity my fellow loners",4.356012658227851,6.1593333607594944,6.068713924050634,74.06615949367091,71.40506329113923,8.600303797468356,30.36151898734177,9.174902378510234,2.871382683544304,1306,56,230,28,25,448,169,316,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.168,-0.2626,1,3,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,1,18,21,5,0,15,0,29,11,2,4,3,54,52,30,0,6,16,0,1,2,1,2,5,3,0,4,21,16,1,2,6,1,1,2,10,13,0,0,2,6,21,8,30,42,8,24,0,4,0,3,14,15,5,10,9,165,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753827924680492,0.0,0.08303413595205295,0.08639625366032211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544460396639461,0.0,0.097068579968308,0.0,0.0975532565819505,0.0,0.0,0.2531792494644055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944177578123724,0.21773102685308945,0.11220513078097673,0.0,0.08290112662239663,0.0,0.0,0.13392565371864346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624570333779053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715965602089114,0.18784335049542605,0.0,0.09921559471991533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094900250414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879720721792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438227263676985,0.1028096615542051,0.0,0.1105307261074102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031282603255837,0.0,0.0,0.11115393278520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114126322884445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014538025186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930843511201175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104637885465916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632821249408013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925854416428665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896865147379219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35991897526225025,0.18132359007780305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194808419262414,0.0,0.0,0.10437949046557947,0.0,0.0,0.10385975202198433,0.11818315355463965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514219704232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316340084805274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087976223235154,0.15986935955068451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955942365060683,0.0,0.0,0.13796227401897096,0.0,0.10201407257999992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098975434965327,0.11293902321771765,0.0,0.2161848266472036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224851990775111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369191748533244,0.0,0.0,0.10009000892741267,0.0,0.07559068052399831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,death-scythe-endless,2020/03/04,"14 M new to Reddit Hai! Would be cool to talk to anyone right now tbh, my dad travels a lot and I end up traveling along with him so I never really get to meet ppl to have friends lol so yea it gets lonely sometimes, I'm 14 half USA half Aussie, don't care about ur age or gender just don't be creepy I guess, thanks for reading!",-0.7487500000000011,1.3252582916666709,1.2966666666666669,100.015,91.08333333333334,4.311111111111112,14.944444444444445,5.82211442006289,-0.9150388888888892,255,5,62,2,9,84,59,72,0.069,0.775,0.156,0.7619,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,10,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971221680794772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28743207198555154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969383050402424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178075426171508,0.0,0.2945788680038781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105621724243466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396748361387609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174309392132987,0.2722761549502384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199221323246004,0.0,0.18060255900264316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075465769169416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788220562009073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226593339945212,0.0,0.259550305097083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026498297994366,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TinaTiger13,2020/03/04,"I feel alone in this world I (15f) have no friends at school and don’t spend much time with my family, they work a lot. I have a sister but other than that I have no one. I sit alone everyday and feel like crying. I have talked to counselors and got no help with making friends. I often sit alone at lunch so I just eat in the guidance office. Sometimes I feel like killing myself. I’m so bored of life that I feel I might as well not have one. I won’t kill myself or anything but I kinda just want nothing. I do nothing all day, just eat, go to school, sleep. Other than that I lay alone on my bed and just watch videos that don’t really bring me entertainment. I don’t have any hobbies I enjoy, not aloud to play video games or anything like that. I don’t want to be anymore. I just wanna do nothing. Loneliness has gotten to me and I don’t know what to do. I have talked to counselors, parents, trusted adults and still don’t know what to do. I kinda feel worse. Please offer advice. Thx",0.8743592017738351,3.0519053073170745,2.1465299334811507,96.26972838137472,83.73170731707317,4.7028824833702885,18.58647450110865,5.852544927426893,-0.37060975609756186,768,19,171,5,22,245,104,205,0.184,0.621,0.195,0.1691,1,4,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,1,1,10,13,2,0,3,0,21,5,1,1,1,36,36,13,2,3,11,2,5,3,2,2,1,0,1,1,10,8,3,0,7,5,1,2,12,3,1,2,2,6,29,10,20,31,3,14,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,7,7,113,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982560273604564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656060169714836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642863333264711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146006639858597,0.0,0.0,0.18497376935516124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234544580441468,0.0724818532467968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000479037752636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059507063636929,0.0,0.2841372407370622,0.16058199302475815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366351451632211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387347545101049,0.0,0.08988805525277976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533223327069842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486843972435059,0.0,0.12353252953739892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938394381564341,0.164723324201996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554943296463997,0.0,0.0,0.07502078478717407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922737289461363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261912700025277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235219277695939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523159069625745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479510763288867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336979085443392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719995156048621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274881082729981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124705476443847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115597197115666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975430514716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066865503388965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553515209254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258033808954964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010515512802543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182080819372152,0.0,0.1145343813169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigboybarryy,2020/03/04,I just want friends to talk to. I have 0 friends. I stay inside majority of the time and I just wish I had someone to talk to. I have a Xbox if anybody is interested in playing with me tho. Idk I just feel like lack of conversation and contact with people is making me feel numb,0.33475369458128057,2.6270702586206944,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,87.79310344827586,5.383251231527094,23.802955665024644,6.868970318607317,0.8176128078817735,217,9,48,3,7,74,38,58,0.098,0.626,0.276,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,10,4,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,5,9,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977653498458864,0.21035500841042087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549823970740222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385330756465345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965475395791021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041344287208324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494863747880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138443275923652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473335219389061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169605644987282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367413125569944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386027585102609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatcatqueen,2020/03/04,"I don’t know what to do with myself I’m going to try not to cry because I work tomorrow, and I work in a hospital. I’ve made a couple of mistakes in the past couple days. I regret all of them. Can I take them back? No. Do they hurt? Yes. I moved to a new city with my best friend at the time. I don’t know where I am, I don’t know things to do by myself. I have a couple friends here but they are also starting work because we just graduated so they’re busy when I’m not. Or they don’t reply. My best friend is no longer even a friend. She doesn’t talk to me, she doesn’t care that she doesn’t talk to me. She got a boyfriend and spends every weekend with him, and talks to him on the phone from the moment she gets home until she goes to sleep. I literally never see her. I probably talk to her a combined 10 minutes every week. I haven’t spent more than an hour with her in 4 months. She doesn’t care. I was feeling very alone. Am I trying to make friends, yes, but that takes time. I got sick last week, and I’m still battling it and I couldn’t even move last weekend. But I had not had any contact with anyone, and I saw my ex friended me on Snapchat. I shouldn’t have accepted it but I did. And now, 3 days later, I paid for it. I got in a fight with him and blocked him. I don’t even know if I reacted correctly. Felt guilty, unblocked, sent an apology text that also stated I could not talk to him. (For reference he does not want to date me. He just wants to talk to me. He has zero interest in me. I dated him for 5 years.) He said nothing to my apology. I highly doubt we will have any form of contact again so I’ll just feel guilty forever. Fast forward. My roommate was in the kitchen, I told her I found a moldy bowl of water. She said she was growing an avocado seed. I apologized, but there was no seed in it. I think it was my cats, regardless, she smirked at her boyfriend she was FaceTiming like she was trying to hide a smile at something he was doing like I was being annoying, and continued to say nothing to me. I went back in my room. So here I am. Alone. Starting to hate my life. Not sure where to go from here. I’m dying to cry but I’ll look like shit tomorrow if I do so I’m suppressing it.",0.1867578947368429,2.1408013705263187,2.2253157894736866,96.0287105263158,84.76842105263158,5.56842105263158,20.026315789473685,6.8313827282637405,0.1391473684210527,1701,50,406,21,50,568,208,475,0.125,0.72,0.155,0.9420000000000001,0,2,1,0,1,0,63.0,2,0,5,5,24,25,5,1,18,2,42,6,2,3,4,64,83,26,1,10,18,1,3,3,6,2,2,3,3,0,11,17,2,2,11,2,3,8,22,9,0,1,26,9,83,16,53,52,5,59,0,2,3,0,60,18,1,4,37,265,94,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140603571123424,0.0,0.1246273495037976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597837889887576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448441907754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983341537558648,0.0,0.09500026238705474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354729710617144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889201725980334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062213856767257415,0.2586554721939075,0.17118588624257428,0.1005056478407618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087005820876095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818949773167124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543989486318635,0.0,0.13130419473472213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879875079553646,0.0,0.07481671486993698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543673739440379,0.3612110463015344,0.0,0.04071068883850787,0.0,0.08856899682443632,0.0,0.18696246346445494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693120016511973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232818354118161,0.0781614665019343,0.0,0.07673683283852333,0.0,0.08341641585782733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129414266339846,0.1270325991396363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055038153302864636,0.11420530568551028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543430828103187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373106461194151,0.05201310561751202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219607746736864,0.16563612500395514,0.0,0.0,0.06009774815252932,0.07525692455426627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953527209291362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074384744734805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401239354746233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824209367559738,0.061966184366941124,0.0,0.0,0.06209322675035776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799851451282897,0.0,0.0,0.07797762300251138,0.0,0.0,0.059987661457621376,0.0,0.0,0.1103062639549719,0.0,0.06222809007516721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343994939944783,0.0,0.11717431423753155,0.3757813729639148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051767481967986584,0.04992885420020954,0.0,0.0,0.09087313061625392,0.0,0.0,0.07445718834556203,0.0,0.158710443515078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642932736210961,0.09192006118597894,0.0,0.12500761226724508,0.0,0.0,0.07223387130971844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018301062952154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017879409183848 lonely,YoungGuyThrowaway222,2020/03/04,"I feel like no one likes me, and I'm afraid to try to go out and make friends again For context, I'm 24, male obviously, living near NYC. So relatively recently I did two things that one would think would help you make friends, but fell through hard and now I feel like shit about. #1. Did some after work intramural sports league. And by sports league I mean like bar games and drinking. It went really well during, I thought I made 3 new friends during it but whenever I tried to organize something outside of the specified sports meetup time (like 7pm after work on a weekday) they were never able to do it. And they never offered another time to meet up, always just ""sorry we can't! But maybe next time!"" Only one time when I hosted a BBQ did one of them actually show up (the other 2 said they couldn't make it and they were nice so I believe them) but quickly it got to a point where they never invited me to hang out, and the last time I tried to invite them out, you know just to a bar or something, no answer. Hard ghosted. I don't think they ever invited me out at all. So that hurt a lot. I thought we were getting along, every game night we had through the sports league went well, we played games, drank, had fun, etc. But apparently I'm not likeable enough to be invited to anything outside the league? #2. Going on birthright. If you don't know what birthright is, basically its a trip to israel you can go on if you're Jewish with fellow Jewish kids about your age. After almost two weeks with these people and thinking I made some new friends, radio silence. I wouldn't be surprised if some of the more outgoing people in the group were meeting up every other week. I know some of them have met up after seeing their posts on instagram and snapchat. But did little old me get an invite? Only once, and it was for a generic NYC area group meetup. So I'm not like a weird, smelly, totally solo dude I'd like to think. I shower, shave, keep good hygiene, dress well, exercise multiple times a week, was not completely solitary during the trip to israel, got along with some people on the trip very well, but basically these last two instances of making friends, then getting ghosted by them, has made me afraid to try anything else. I've been thinking of doing an intramural sport again, like co-ed or casual basketball, but the fear of getting ghosted like that again is hard in my mind. I've always had to do the inviting no matter the group of ""friends"" I was with, at least recently. Am I unlikeable? Am I weird? Hell if I know, judging by how Israel and the intramural sports leagues went I'd like to think not, but judging by how AFTER Israel and the intramural sports league went, I'm not sure.",3.5127084048027437,5.36214403584906,4.180557461406519,86.54433533447687,73.73584905660377,7.006861063464839,25.630360205831906,7.7669595915474945,1.3560754716981136,2129,72,422,29,44,677,232,530,0.073,0.767,0.159,0.9927,2,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,4,5,12,2,22,35,2,3,25,0,34,6,1,9,8,96,79,36,3,8,22,0,5,10,7,3,1,1,1,2,16,27,4,1,16,18,0,12,16,8,4,7,29,7,47,27,64,44,12,70,3,1,1,0,42,22,2,13,45,265,63,2,0.064342978811561,0.0,0.06278946573380506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443019895574549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707702555956723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746922345159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589757836963397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249250344500854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674623891075214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303162360746213,0.0,0.0,0.053750302486349634,0.0,0.0,0.06648349707474525,0.07175942967321193,0.0,0.0582019080401133,0.108423469477322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240373957592493,0.06506748675464567,0.09193327383862847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29826735492091233,0.0,0.1344662030821007,0.0,0.1097027929294161,0.0539678378951845,0.10292191599716276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291601229840847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431277424056058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888048959091679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719099594901177,0.0,0.0,0.14144487376226794,0.1048962309488123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31434729357930924,0.06448856827622718,0.05681602910862647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470209965889263,0.0,0.18264864689892452,0.1717977519525427,0.0,0.06464117050036891,0.07008836671638682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496806647824123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887581563489347,0.12428569976536905,0.06842948792127469,0.06038152690172883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751713260868883,0.06852317250665327,0.17440187060837492,0.09787146958372266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382195991408524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608249124656216,0.0,0.061622787659355374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041219759822820654,0.0,0.12706185836322936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120490724368347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127302359926464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660471431166166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906873720533768,0.0,0.07202669694227906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060642496062020074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274661607280362,0.24737029660100604,0.0,0.10216227599180462,0.2251134502653013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473863611598,0.0,0.18856122269522135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530896960614057,0.0,0.0,0.1548361694819456,0.0,0.23140826093081346,0.2385863439321487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093684909791991,0.0,0.0,0.09141481211496824,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ADHDidiot1,2020/03/04,"I'm lonely and just want to be bruetlly open and honest about them with someone. I'm 26. ive never had sex. Ive only been in one realtionship, if you removed 3 or 4 days from my life you would remove all the physical in person interaction Ive had with a women romantically. I can talk to women fine, several friends are women and its good. but I just don't know how romance works. I'm pretty religious at times. Don't want to talk about that AT ALL. But its relevant for the next part. I started watching porn when I was younger. about 4 or 5 years ago I started talking to women online, sometimes sexually. I just feel so absurdly lonely that I don't know how to deal with it. I just want to feel a connection with someone. I got to the point where I felt like I need to talk to someone sometimes. I'm super inexperienced sexually and sometimes I just want to say fuck it and fully immerse myself in sexual pleasure, at least as much as i can online. i try to find women who are willing to talk to me and basically just casually talk about sex in voice chat, share porn we like with each other, watch it together while chatting,ect .when seeking stuff out sexually online, people want kinks, or roleplay, or a performance. I just want to have a fucking conversation most of the time. Like I litterally just want to talk about it not put on a performance or have one performed for me That fills me with guilt. But then I have nights like tonight where I just a few days ago said ""i'm done"" and deleted all my accounts, and have this hole left, where I just want to hear a pretty womans voice tell me im not a horrible digusting person for engaging in sexual desires. I just want to feel wanted, or at least not repulsive. I don't know wtf to do, i'm tired, and i hate myself. in a perfect world I'm looking for someone to help me get comfortable with being sexual. Like becoming friends with a woman but the friendship , while being a real friendship, more or less existing due to the sexual component. Someone who will voice chat with me often and talk to me about sexual stuff and who I can casually be sexual ""with"", what I mean by with is that she could talk, send me porn she likes, i send her porn I like, we talk about fantasies, she would encourage me to masturbate while talking with her, who really wants to help me become more comfortable with mysexuality and can handle the weird bits of guilt and embarrassment I have around it after I get off. She would almost be motherly but of course not in a weird way. I guess she would be emotionally ""warm"" for lack of a better word. Like she would be EXTREMELY kind and caring towards me without being condesnding, but just truely wanting to help me get comfortable with sexuality",5.289388903779148,6.106668911819887,6.333383007236666,76.77912570356473,68.13696060037522,9.618633074242831,30.05033503082284,9.749128247673873,2.7722302760653985,2162,79,412,47,35,722,229,533,0.065,0.69,0.245,0.9986,0,4,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,2,1,7,29,39,3,3,20,0,41,10,0,2,5,108,83,39,0,22,31,1,5,8,2,7,2,6,0,9,20,34,0,0,9,5,1,6,10,10,0,2,8,14,61,29,76,59,15,51,0,2,3,8,56,23,2,12,29,289,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086698703459344,0.0,0.06137878431419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456616391775408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539255855443308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421106101192247,0.06691902340313184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249504611139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893962471481728,0.0,0.0,0.07906130470977553,0.06319316997408518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272677731040659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894940660619282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297883523818624,0.0,0.058853479568513424,0.0,0.05602315468863205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471380368404307,0.1133337644894595,0.09607341212224152,0.0,0.0,0.05141192074149833,0.04902376669310138,0.0,0.06752411848838635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060516808643230176,0.0,0.0,0.06908470300642433,0.0,0.1232556367344081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620986890398782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383003381997661,0.10105953271576902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659795187567125,0.0,0.043294962048653525,0.2395678429688732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147294601470066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676898121289151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045059388536752766,0.0454499811057305,0.047275018679412514,0.0,0.06518866692830412,0.057521857394982424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307109844108537,0.04661813807387393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637726437281591,0.0,0.04249471700742228,0.10704207303201672,0.0,0.0,0.05794424421568576,0.0,0.0,0.1247195158605659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061619103375722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976792015049793,0.03926759172954648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830624243858739,0.04874479682673051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924668812986126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967821695394433,0.0,0.1818690287981411,0.0,0.08677081669836295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033781162597114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419387350773902,0.053575139074226494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148402526558377,0.07045038434565147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161575329328639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338454677420727,0.04865366954504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059086862557630675,0.0,0.04462399592748958,0.0,0.0,0.21771351504675845,0.0,0.0,0.03947241786799327 lonely,Apples-taste-horribl,2020/03/05,Personal Challenge I'm on a mission to look back on this post in a year and smile at how far I've come :) Loneliness shall no longer be an emotion I am capable of feeling. Wish me luck!,0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,82.84615384615384,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,1.8885333333333327,144,7,32,3,4,49,35,39,0.10400000000000001,0.5429999999999999,0.353,0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911270571872742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261382482810647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258843211642792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143615624437546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179363210042109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33058689590784024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626028972366312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43538182408729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438118718618993 lonely,hyut_,2020/03/05,"I feel empty I've this bad feeling of being empty. I had some little depression and loneness moment but know I'm better. I don't cry anymore and I hang out with some friends sometimes, but I always have that strange feeling of being empty the night when I'm in bed. Like, I don't have a girlfriend, but it's not about sex or something, I just don't have that one person who care about me. It's very disrupting because my life is way better than when I was depressed but that feeling of being empty, I don't know but I kind of prefered when I was depressed,at least I knew what was wrong :(",2.067503725782416,3.942397926229512,3.3403725782414315,90.86789120715349,77.9344262295082,5.092101341281669,24.205663189269746,5.565023196281405,0.4512852459016394,465,16,95,2,11,151,71,122,0.205,0.5920000000000001,0.203,0.4136,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,2,0,15,2,0,0,0,22,25,11,0,1,8,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,4,14,6,10,17,3,10,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,3,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322092551989453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945381192558886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378549817764315,0.1195773823205451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469753529003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999983054588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547266978810994,0.0,0.0,0.3379048304916455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967377821281972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515528143351331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427056856030254,0.21560893277408785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855368678666352,0.09583392128154708,0.19660396325901172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408297491831116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292316715159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127944174204968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101363613940658,0.19400736452103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185263424023633,0.0,0.1557027647602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447028647766864,0.0,0.0 lonely,stelar000,2020/03/05,"I dont know its just sad First sorry for bad english i hope you can read this. My only friends whom i have lie that they are not doing a thing (with me) and after five/ten minutes I see them doing this thing with someone else. I feel so sad becasue of it. I dont know what to do. I have no one to talk to about what hurts me or even about the weather outside. All I do all day is staring at the phone, looking at how nobody is interested in my messages and playing in competetive computer games. At least games make me happy because im disabled( not mentally ill but who knows kekw) and it feel so good to destroy non disabled person but what is a reason of doing this when i have no-one to share it with .What i have deserved... but at the end im lonely, disabled but postivie guy. Im just so sad sometimes because of it. and remember this sentence from ""edgy d-_-b song"" d-_-b even if i feel like a dying, keep climbing, the mountain d-_-b",2.489488341968912,4.077612077720211,3.726810233160623,89.82783193005183,75.89119170984456,6.068523316062176,26.570272020725387,6.6274283507984215,1.0158396373056997,733,28,154,6,16,239,112,193,0.11800000000000001,0.762,0.12,-0.1791,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,11,15,1,0,7,0,16,1,0,3,2,31,27,15,1,2,10,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,18,7,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,7,0,2,0,7,19,8,22,27,3,12,0,5,3,0,14,6,0,3,6,109,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924270688626185,0.17411469158044854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210242917324823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821711950376718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347510315624501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930175323482953,0.0,0.1264897349346921,0.0,0.0,0.1886529899735356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166312994345848,0.10202547932033904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147647860861142,0.0,0.0,0.11033680037991983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978458504161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140710623693806,0.0,0.1520268610248836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184531534715422,0.0,0.0,0.15288403584252802,0.0,0.4627869310038537,0.0,0.0,0.12693856165173947,0.0,0.0,0.23545850877122734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977111107078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992676776737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532864031298144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392169337787436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677363646603196,0.10861555538196917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469861187061833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285142822079527,0.0,0.0,0.14683532435863522,0.0,0.0,0.16177904124636272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138032964669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100480594208475,0.0,0.1412454921757876,0.15986721613538593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147875037592269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975693182886705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SleppyDisaster,2020/03/05,Group chats Does anyone else post something personal or nerve wracking in a group chat of your friends and just feel the pit in your stomach getting worse and worse when it’s ignored until eventually you just delete it in shame,10.040714285714287,8.969614500000002,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,58.76190476190475,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.4588190476190483,187,8,33,2,2,54,34,42,0.233,0.7040000000000001,0.062,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522817667463195,0.31538811263369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936694037719744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571360775509713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563817826363313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781353827526294,0.0,0.16081822066250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876815355217026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947972601736917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369674710144924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273701543125553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lalayeeet2,2020/03/05,Been a lot recently please look.. Tried to hang myself in school today.I realized a caring gf is equal to 100 friends.It’s easier to take online so I’m here..,-0.4318181818181834,1.8102603636363668,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,96.87878787878788,6.276363636363637,15.690909090909093,7.554174236665415,0.5903381818181828,124,3,26,3,5,43,29,33,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699248259047011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046820792699302,0.0,0.0,0.3084613050307959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982734957979081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35824645575545444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671988235809014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727996569138356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391619418369435,0.0,0.0,0.2463347297075566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,richterite,2020/03/05,"Can I get a happy birthday? Spending my 23rd birthday alone tomorrow just like last year. I’m so dreading it. I really don’t want to self pity. Two people who live half a world away remembered. I told my best friend it’s gonna be my birthday tomorrow, she said if you don’t remind me I’d totally forgot it. Most importantly, my mom went to a place where she cannot communicate with me last year just before my birthday. It’s going to be my second birthday that I won’t be able to hear from her. I’m a shy and passive person, I was lucky to have her to have host many birthday parties for me when I was a kid. Now I have basically no friends, only acquaintances. Just feel extra lonely and miss her extra hard🥺 on a day that she brought me to the world",1.9371428571428595,3.731997732484082,3.8154185623293912,87.68179936305735,78.04458598726114,6.778707916287535,23.953139217470433,7.7094869923839395,1.137162329390354,592,20,126,9,14,200,97,157,0.105,0.72,0.175,0.9063,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,14,27,5,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,4,0,3,7,3,24,6,12,15,5,18,0,3,0,0,17,6,0,3,10,82,31,0,0.1855329020362546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215613271391951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431426883272613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787483448892153,0.0,0.19470533421662456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119653373059355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381100990949053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866845197578955,0.0,0.09693328372580697,0.0,0.10544262383460876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975032241878879,0.1662010378486242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091090647154564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024681558122314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906420043060435,0.0,0.16382895161835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810124212430468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172938925067932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411061324313325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862515350096734,0.16200017372041906,0.19384239396263436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885712788589795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017261052934644,0.0,0.17648427644354014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355128004623168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728463873348554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812386863043556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943211261272047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199085896221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895421195242544 lonely,Fireist,2020/03/05,"If y’all want someone to vent to I’m here to listen, vent back or just be friends with until you feel better and want to leave",9.391428571428571,4.141975285714288,8.815714285714286,81.72928571428574,64.0,11.2,35.142857142857146,3.1291,1.9301714285714289,100,2,24,0,1,32,23,28,0.039,0.682,0.27899999999999997,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291747942963143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786108266590102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164551723960267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307412808333363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532855106845169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627192773985667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049971602288759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_Lonely,2020/03/05,"Is this what having friends feels like? Multiple people greeted me today at school and I’m shook, I had to pinch myself after to make sure it wasn’t a dream.",0.9684375000000004,3.468953968750004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.4375,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.27146250000000016,125,3,25,1,4,40,30,32,0.04,0.621,0.33899999999999997,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883147832157035,0.3091850511594017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343722518873714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114391884221148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888904882238531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30004188758987066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43800628619485504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078991743572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102340348143301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brotato_chip73,2020/03/05,"It’s now been 48 hours since I sent a text to my crush that she read and never responded to I know that it isn’t that there’s something wrong and that she’s alive and well because I saw her in the hall at school today for a brief second. I just wish I knew how I could keep people’s attention and not let them slowly just forget about me, I’ve lost so many friends because I feel like they just get tired of me, and then there’s nothing I can do. I genuinely thought I could pull it off this time too, I was gonna ask her out on Friday despite the signs that she was losing interest because I genuinely really like her, but at this point it’s not worth it, because to her I’m not worth it.",4.012408650261001,3.839958234899328,4.804921700223716,90.10090976882923,70.6778523489933,8.23296047725578,25.95152870991797,7.793537801064563,1.081813721103654,543,14,128,6,9,176,93,149,0.10400000000000001,0.802,0.094,-0.0795,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,11,8,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,26,22,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,5,1,2,3,5,3,1,1,8,2,24,5,12,10,0,17,0,2,1,0,13,8,0,0,8,84,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615613755808448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333769610577896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838102917192849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986702325038283,0.1269723185819831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731588876116144,0.0,0.09285803095742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503096613178654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797704257558207,0.0,0.0,0.0976772762637374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174378789716208,0.0,0.17366249689224245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988374951041004,0.19401630181313687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019312142274094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707846066069695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053937579283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321751648775392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801490561214108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778085606431665,0.0,0.11386015655839482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987504086338252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702237493042136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682736115795174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109995774828402,0.1036374010942894,0.2042776609893109,0.16846987383863873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598030952372329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043839015347793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943228710713214,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kaushik256,2020/03/05,"Male, Aged 24, Lonely by Nature Hey guys, this is going? Let me start of by introducing myself. I have been deaf all my life, and I was born with multiple problems with my health that I am ashamed to share with anyone. I feel like I don't have anyone to understand who I truly am. I literally have no friends outside those people on my contact list who constantly nag me for my ""wisdom"" but will never actually follow my advice. I am sick and tired of people pretending to be my friend and act differently out there. I play several games including Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh and Fortnite, but aiming to be a cloud architect is a tough gig, but I am nearly reached my goal, and most likely will get a job in June. I am currently maintaining a job and am a full-time student, graduating in May. Lots of things to look forward to, career-wise, but I don't think I will have a single friend or even get married. I am actually an extrovert forced to be introvert, which is oftentimes frustrating, and thus I am forced into my own world where I speak mostly to myself at night trying to imagine that I am an equal in this society. I am also Indian, if that helps. Just to let you know that people with similar problems, you have more of a chance than I do, and I genuinely hope you people make friends with each other, because friendship is rare. Good luck :)",6.89384236453202,6.334296318007662,7.549679802955666,74.14008620689658,64.74712643678161,10.982047071702244,33.20224411603722,10.451354775682146,3.329863492063492,1053,38,200,23,14,351,155,261,0.12,0.698,0.182,0.9573,4,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,1,5,19,2,1,9,0,33,5,0,2,2,40,45,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,4,4,5,2,0,2,12,16,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,7,0,0,2,4,35,12,31,34,9,22,0,1,1,0,17,11,0,8,11,150,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.2596955103324832,0.0,0.0,0.13002508185507913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640835295408888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860778494859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111238416816964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379102067487318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901979642371812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788513857336985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727933571865971,0.09505837558514507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112085365831436,0.0,0.13903713315511154,0.0,0.07562129109226559,0.11160474961793676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131750714670739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143698188203052,0.0,0.0,0.08918758061260022,0.0,0.0,0.1321589994096224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640838287711637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312651542404643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212654605563474,0.09398449483055107,0.1300131795575426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173722298671747,0.0,0.0,0.1131231928887572,0.0,0.0,0.08881884951934847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262438257126573,0.0,0.0,0.12486817064089688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368989307016521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546416631608021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503203766586078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418083522357093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883994165763125,0.08525973089345447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293335459916724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903392765621792,0.0,0.0,0.13852056791725673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway83622528949,2020/03/05,"I’m just alone I fuck up relationships. I fuck up everything. I fuck up jobs. I’m a generally outgoing person, I make people laugh, I pick up girls easily, but I’m just an asshole and I can’t... I don’t know. I just can’t. I want someone to talk to and it feels like there’s no one because the truth is I’m never truly honest with anyone. I don’t think anyone is. So when it comes down to the wire and the thing that’s killing you is your truth, how do you talk to anyone about it when they don’t know the real you. That’s why we’re alone. Fuck it. I just needed to let everyone know that I feel like shit. Have a good evening. Or pm me if you also feel like shit and just want to talk about what’s on Netflix.",-0.8584210526315772,1.1418713375796194,1.6122494133422762,98.2211431444854,90.4012738853503,4.833925578276903,15.269527321488436,6.339386263674448,-0.6777949044585982,548,11,136,6,19,186,81,157,0.23399999999999999,0.606,0.16,-0.9506,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,0,14,15,7,0,7,0,11,6,2,3,3,32,31,12,1,4,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,0,3,19,8,15,30,0,10,0,0,0,4,12,6,6,2,6,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640496657955821,0.0,0.1019410762443269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673987856482021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770709262283322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980774087428397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419551062797337,0.0,0.0,0.1218070663348555,0.11456559650027423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933643657220053,0.27320279407110504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713913963162045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691931576969234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649847956612176,0.0,0.14103132173385385,0.0,0.21016946914518173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303510119714564,0.0,0.18683237380473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509002215918028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452050830786617,0.09831596597250376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637982084170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837456373406609,0.11130555950922366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509355374355098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685959103367928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170088059806085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800848082144728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073768137173213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468819801250017,0.0816803238306909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037517853105814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502564330126347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostsoul8931,2020/03/05,"I’m always the “mistake” The song Be My Mistake by The 1975 hit me so hard tonight. Ughh. I thought I was getting better, I thought I killed these emotions. Then this fucking song plays, and I find myself hurting like hell once again. Is this all I will ever be. Your mistake, your regret until I become someone else’s mistake. It hurts, it really does.",0.7087032085561482,3.191827544117647,1.7444385026737983,93.5663368983957,97.08823529411764,3.06096256684492,23.8288770053476,4.851557810540192,0.2794823529411765,275,12,51,1,11,86,50,68,0.35200000000000004,0.555,0.09300000000000001,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,13,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,11,11,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,12,3,2,4,1,5,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,33,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682058457614534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796730008439574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857177643086532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648102494897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875596166249178,0.2525574282826644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309332327226756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520936392180608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756729829840329,0.1173036631072546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112792843187854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807116471164024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484007188634607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969028106546724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391089793129057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438347691476309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902370618778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564913392518704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CtdolC,2020/03/05,"Breakup via textmessage without replying anymore I just wanna share a quick story here - unfortunately it's not like a fairytale, its what happened to me this week. I have been in a relationship with a girl for almost half a year (and before we were dating for half a year as well). The relationship was indeed a very turbulent one and we often had smaller arguments. At the beginning of this week I wrote her a casual message about how my day is and what i was doing (nothing important). She didnt reply and after a day i texted her again asking what was wrong. Then she just replied in one sentence that she thinks that it's not worth investing her time into this relationsship anymore. Eventhough we had arguments i thought that we are a good match for each other with minor problems to work on. Apparently she saw that differently. After that she didn't reply to my message in which I asked her if she'd like to talk in person. Some days later i got a package which included the stuff i had at her place. And that's it. To me it just feels so wrong to break up with someone with a simple text message and now I don't know wheather i just ask her again to have a chat in person, if i should send her her stuff as well, or just wait it out until she reacts?",4.3455823293172715,5.603374341365466,5.2066064257028115,82.37247991967874,70.64658634538155,7.9429718875502,27.487951807228928,8.344100000000001,1.8006240963855422,997,34,196,15,18,325,137,249,0.096,0.861,0.044000000000000004,-0.9059,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,0,1,16,10,0,0,16,0,18,0,0,2,0,42,31,15,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,23,17,0,1,4,2,2,1,6,3,2,4,14,2,35,7,34,15,2,33,0,0,1,0,35,12,0,6,21,158,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328678879524953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263181728294138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37213616887229023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290773435212376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567183928354819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863074247750776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709105108774299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129241806968493,0.10612273300568244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173355802325528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729218671643725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296493310851132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731773636154528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982567629983054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171612674857955,0.13863074247750776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269645177802415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491455846902985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242613101401297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037920812372102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664960648408453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502112721534355,0.0,0.10533946859899104,0.07737145306399433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948151491141496,0.0,0.0,0.2128686563252874,0.0,0.2386049351310851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790651886464025,0.0,0.09659846080586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014704613591136,0.0,0.17089347249538225 lonely,cjj888,2020/03/05,"[17M] PTSD Contemplating suicide I was sexually abused, and beat by my older cousin when I was younger over the course of three years. I have dozens of flashbacks a day and I just can’t do it anymore. If anyone’s willing to help, please do so I’m desperate.",2.157115384615384,4.3082989423076965,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.80769230769229,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.2715723076923078,203,8,43,3,5,66,44,52,0.19399999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.094,-0.7490000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,8,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.42090626587137947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523067717185867,0.2483949919874103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910310885911425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381126870590844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899514341584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152614385339883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885794767917338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228765606156893 lonely,Andy_at_Onny,2020/03/05,"We built a platform to help people make real friendships. Let us know how we're doing. Hey lonely community. I'm Andy a co-founder at Onny. We're a social platform that helps people build meaningful friendships through shared interests and experiences. By sharing your interests with Onny, we fill your feed page with the people talking about the things you're into. We'll even suggest users and events that match your interests so you can connect to more people. Onny also allows you to create multiple profiles that each hold unique friendships and interests. You can even make any of your profiles anonymous. We're still pretty early stage but I would sincerely love your feedback to discover how we can improve the platform for people just like you. Please take a look and feel free to give your honest feedback. Thanks so much, Andy [www.onny.io](https://www.onny.io) [Onny on the play store](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.onny.app)",7.510473214285718,10.605324243750003,5.6821428571428605,74.68000000000002,65.9375,7.821428571428572,31.42857142857143,8.634040054169528,2.9539196428571435,789,32,110,13,14,228,102,160,0.01,0.659,0.331,0.9943,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,10,0,0,10,14,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,5,0,24,17,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,14,15,14,4,11,0,1,1,1,25,6,0,0,4,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500470828082695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480289185546465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300706976335027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513763878166468,0.0,0.0,0.0853600947657225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510161460258984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194682562843288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631199466214735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277865513693602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262914022154435,0.0,0.082476567353702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176566758758236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523659812523266,0.0,0.2253763456778989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410158717506935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851901233496596,0.0,0.0,0.18531286168691624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174988801032992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215328715608587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208998464785782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481928615058894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693108033371012,0.13569053351545454,0.0,0.15542610114329788,0.0,0.0,0.11215602079875793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030687942194217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992436490667555,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blinkcaster,2020/03/05,"I wish people understood how much unseen damage they cause My boss is a 74 years old, crazy, controlling, and super micro managing woman. I work in IT and a part of my job is to help others with their issues while being very customer oriented. I am naturally very nice and easy to get along with, but I am extremely lonely and have always had trouble making friends. Most days I feel depressed. My boss just sent an email to all managers informing them that their employees are no longer allowed to talk to me, come see me at my room, or call me. And if anyone calls me, I am to not answer the phone and let her answer it instead. I have been having employees tell me that they are not allowed to talk to me anymore. This is due to my boss being extremely controlling, hated by all employees, and upset that everyone gets along with me so well. Whenever I'm helping someone with their issue (my job) if she sees me she will approach us and ask what the issue is and check on what we are talking about, it has created many awkward and embarrassing situations in front of others. She is doing this with the pretense that this will help me concentrate. I have never complained about concentrating, and have never failed to exceed any due dates or tasks. If anything I always go above and beyond and have the evaluations to prove it. She herself loves having me as an employee. This is hurting me deeply, I already feel lonely and depressed most of the time, and this just makes me feel even more secluded and alienated feeding further my depression. My work environment feels so horrible.",7.885236486486487,7.648843402027026,7.810135135135133,72.01831081081082,62.614864864864856,10.913513513513513,35.05405405405405,10.411451182825502,3.656612162162162,1261,49,218,26,16,406,165,296,0.163,0.728,0.11,-0.9738,8,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,6,6,11,19,1,3,9,0,28,2,0,11,5,62,47,27,0,4,10,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,17,25,1,2,9,0,1,5,5,14,1,0,4,6,44,5,30,38,7,22,0,8,2,1,32,7,0,7,10,171,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207320587892851,0.0,0.1820688370494699,0.0,0.0,0.07439971906588606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850118948257516,0.07649910321245998,0.0,0.09003167971540488,0.0,0.1022796864454193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343117841985569,0.0,0.0,0.11238992913471396,0.0,0.09424343886572983,0.0,0.0,0.24541589245335066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055771225772997,0.0,0.28269325451861305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226152177851236,0.0,0.0,0.10454196323632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127550856480865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452667625086062,0.0,0.11432006581092626,0.0,0.062177856937905285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801561109267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999727383133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712120849154285,0.0,0.0,0.3425737997009527,0.21713681805450047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187487812796762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874303701898922,0.0,0.1460584880008277,0.11092034413893714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042587666763755,0.0,0.16876104826275984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480301914195698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847585711530345,0.0,0.07584823008145064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436457036313416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297674177047607,0.0,0.0,0.09269920843677312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26380879637143423,0.09562552150748264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379542184673466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160174797682195,0.0,0.0,0.18054254254256905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983689842221925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258113101970789,0.0,0.0,0.15929750089502984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704537703310223 lonely,JamesWray316,2020/03/05,"a lost 21 year old well i guess this is my first attempt to finding some sort of friend or someone to talk to about my problems on the internet because i have no one, i am a 21 year old that lives in wichita kansas, living in the highest male suicide rate county there is, my problem is i feel lost, unwanted, undesirable, and uneeded, I have real life friends, I have money, i have my dog, but i dont have family, i was set up for adoption before i was 1, my parents didnt even want me, my grandparents on my fathers side adopted me and took me in, i watches my mother aka my adopted grandmother die infront of me in colorado on a vaction from a stroke when i was 11, a few years later i woke up at 3 am to flashing lights outside of my window and screaming, i was scared so i didnt leave my room but i saw a ambulance leave, my father had left with my sister in a ambulance because she had died in the middle of the night, i was scared and didnt know what was going on just to find out i had lost my sister, leaving me with just my adopted father, no other family in my city, all my orher family is in other states and i cant visit them without jt being a hassle, frankly i think they could care less if i did because i dont hear from them anymore really, not many of them atleast, i was diagnosed with ADD and ADHD when i was 8 and they kept me on medicine until 17 when i denied to take it, when i was 16 i was diagnosed with depression i cant remember what exact kind but all i know is it sucks, these doctors think pills fix everything and make life perfect, fuck pills, all i want is someone, i want a friend that i feel i can go to and talk to about how i feel lost everyday but still try to find my way, and still smile even though at the end of day i really have no reason to be happy, i dont know if i would consider myself suicidal, ive thought about it alot for many years, i simply cant do that to my dog and my grand father, so ive been distracting myself for a while now with sex and weed and alcohol, but it doesnt help anymore, what i need is just another human who cares, my friends care but none of them want to hear how i feel, ontop of that i feel like ive put up such a great mask, no one can tell how miserable i am inside, i dont know why my life is like this, i havent done anything wrong to anyone, i know i am not perfect but i try to be, i dont bully anyone, i dont do anything yet im here feeling alone and miserable and lost, i didnt think id ever get to a point where i would be spilling my feelings on a reddit forum, i am at my cracking point and i dont know what to do, this is my final attempt to try and get help, 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lonely,Cratex32,2020/03/05,Talk to me If anybody feels like they want to chat please feel free to pm. If there is anything I can do let me know :),-1.8761538461538485,0.0006371538461564796,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,100.53846153846158,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.8089692307692309,90,2,24,0,4,28,22,26,0.0,0.629,0.371,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360814894581656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130024161170319,0.2917637218729014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244480212961905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176205063934259,0.0,0.1995254438482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448304678106984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282594656197339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408871141748171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pRoUdToXiCMaN,2020/03/05,"Fuck People. What the fuck my happiness depends on how well the social interaction with other? Fuck people, they are ignorants and asshole and we are the problems. I don't have myself to please others or to get accepted. I put my finger up their asses.",2.6294326241134773,5.567842191489365,4.286276595744681,78.28416666666669,84.53191489361703,6.5375886524822695,22.72695035460993,7.793537801064563,1.7868609929078008,201,7,32,4,6,67,37,47,0.223,0.607,0.17,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,3,0,4,5,2,2,0,10,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,8,3,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,2,4,2,0,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933765926193414,0.13061725826410525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661348986661297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466438822318185,0.0,0.0,0.2744303399848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392209557771149,0.0,0.2513240082299331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548485440513125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247844580246871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hamsteronline,2020/03/05,"I feel sad and I just need rant to somebody I am in college and I didn't have full experience like I would like to. Never went to a college party, I mean I was ask but I didn't go because I feel like I would be so awkward and I would be so stressed out. I go to college everyday and go home. It's funny for a long time I didn't crave for boyfriend but now I wish I had somebody My life is just the same, everyday it's the same",-0.5562886597938146,1.1525777525773222,2.061041237113404,97.56269587628869,85.90721649484536,5.1171134020618565,22.07113402061856,6.2581,0.1180771134020615,330,12,84,3,10,114,52,97,0.11599999999999999,0.71,0.175,0.6599,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,13,1,0,0,1,20,23,8,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,2,16,3,8,12,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002927009810422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060342420826387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095753853614589,0.0,0.0,0.21666017374354288,0.15305861710778176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652857573224495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149079362476193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132950378951773,0.31401184818857153,0.0,0.0,0.1896024940960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333785807254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886197290677742,0.16524105299725442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454200444129813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492957102216205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860978695894269,0.0,0.0,0.2463743095925891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565863090020511,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wathejyu,2020/03/05,"I kinda need someone to talk to Well I have a crush on a girl. We are kinda friends. We went to the cinema, ate some waffles, celebrated her birthday But some weeks ago she figured out that I have a crush on someone and she was just like - Who is she? - Do I know her? - Come on you can tell me I promise I'll never going to tell someone - If you tell your crush I'm going to tell my crush And I said no everytime I said I don't want to talk about it not right now we'll talk about it later but she kept asking and one day she said ""if you don't tell it know you'll regret it"" and my dumbass couldn't find an excuse to say. I just said ""sorry"" with a silly face on Then we hadn't talk for weeks. Yesterday we talked first time in a while so I learned she has a boyfriend now who is in the same art project team that means I have to see him every wednesday (at least we're not in the same class) and her friends talk about him for every single second But this is not the worst part. The worst part is teachers know this relationship AND this is the only relationship teachers ok with",0.8251167647617272,2.79556019213974,2.3087640022783407,96.243540915132,82.44978165938866,5.205316119232961,19.126827415986327,6.280692351149826,-0.22817349534839604,840,21,196,7,23,272,113,229,0.078,0.807,0.115,0.8824,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,5,5,0,2,9,10,0,0,13,1,19,2,1,0,1,43,38,14,0,6,10,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,1,11,14,1,1,7,3,0,4,9,3,1,3,9,6,35,7,24,26,10,28,0,1,1,0,47,10,0,6,15,137,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089545441066395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443722241062404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701716739867438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514758303276437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022229323039673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232767243679914,0.08592497557036186,0.0,0.0,0.15609090723978924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148205339443315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654884011897364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935178466598581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003708485580052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490279672951168,0.07791050795577638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684517072312418,0.07682795097169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878304984162994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690882351775626,0.0,0.08626793289559459,0.3843610509126037,0.0803327420497782,0.0,0.0,0.08049743934590285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256774030171787,0.0,0.0,0.11308021765425964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871616416247614,0.4414663828458821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890380241764503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958242095984637,0.0,0.1620594260097898,0.0,0.09082637974507016,0.09364373505424743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Corbin_Justice,2020/03/05,"No one texts me. No one I know decides to text me on there own will. The only time they ever talk to me is when I start a conversation. That shows what I've been trying to prove for the past three years and that is that I'm just an annoying prick. No one wants me around, wants to talk to me, want me to talk to them. I shouldnt even be here. Fml.",0.2797402597402616,1.7452941168831195,1.8792207792207805,101.18168831168829,81.85714285714286,5.43896103896104,14.896103896103895,6.1826913282559595,-1.0430727272727272,265,3,71,2,7,86,51,77,0.152,0.831,0.017,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,12,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,0,11,0,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062285028724765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301072022856568,0.209551752922698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731550492461866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709409742262384,0.17618956751602124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211478148020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397172108064514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558603983723842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508411120891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728344969458924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40992116206535206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491828828931923 lonely,291828True,2020/03/05,"I went to a party last night. Barely knew anybody in there. I isolated myself, i usually just vibe and dance. But this time i felt obligated to talk to people. But i was too nervous to do it...I know the solution to this might be simple. I just need some guidance right now. I’m tired of seeing People that I know of, but don’t know.",0.35728260869565176,2.5838860869565248,2.823025362318841,90.18497282608696,86.68115942028984,5.7688405797101465,18.769927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.3981144927536233,256,7,55,4,8,88,48,69,0.084,0.86,0.057,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,14,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,8,0,8,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519177459389589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325774767108485,0.21386775730301105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783346557367102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945451123207584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462178407021285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36379066798799853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406379237693533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090760834423145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108842402563075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299090765385925,0.30155739567155265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896509448184604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432209710413396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NOIKIFLA,2020/03/05,"How to feel free? Well I don’t know where to begin, Ive red some posts here and I have to say that Im not lonely nor depressed as other people here, I do have friends that love me and a few strong relationships but I do feel lonely all the time. I think I have a problem with my mind, with my head and I think that everyone can read that from me, I can not have a conversation without thinking that the other person think I’m retarded or insane or something. I always fake my reactions and tell lies to keep my self from judgement. I don’t let anyone to get to know me. Even though I really want, its just my nature I guess. Im afraid to talk to ladies and make a move in everything, because I think Im ugly and not attractive so I give up before even doing something. I feel insecure, naked and alone. As the title says, I feel like Im taking from myself satisfactions and joy and I don’t know how fix myself. Ty for reading, have a nice day.",1.3748704247929453,3.3428095380710694,3.2486080683943364,90.23897141330484,80.5228426395939,6.17782527384451,20.013091103393,7.273561745256523,0.4359096446700503,737,19,160,10,19,247,108,197,0.165,0.6659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.473,0,5,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,0,2,8,0,15,2,1,3,1,41,37,19,0,2,8,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,1,12,2,1,1,8,7,1,0,0,7,28,10,19,36,3,8,0,3,1,1,11,3,0,4,4,107,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059198414946615,0.0,0.0,0.09688360019289012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141435570038633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097795373941798,0.0,0.09907796992684012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750912160003034,0.0,0.10028566005346116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380899881108126,0.0,0.0,0.11125903733669204,0.10464465126746893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235492995415206,0.08318149015122088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995771973099538,0.0,0.060832703331000465,0.11169546838570954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282667465520478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949633661694455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503080953239709,0.0,0.0,0.10349315471178933,0.0,0.0,0.1919695918985065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906310975373895,0.0,0.056884466772776775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508751607811023,0.0,0.07772154963787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175665862044603,0.0,0.0,0.12375242891654573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072166239577791,0.1016669210895728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151295044218594,0.0,0.0,0.11141297579469064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293386610470135,0.0,0.07459151409654177,0.0,0.0,0.12500807060602614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518824503812398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146754082625895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792753557891271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875449482604043,0.0935863832940396,0.10176969265147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730355911277485,0.11439721287855135,0.0,0.06789443206754206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867662979709749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468942948401573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223959370219412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FrostZTech,2020/03/05,"Feeling bad and stuck! Nothing seems to be working! Things are just going, soon I will be graduating and I don't know what will I do after that. Also, the worst part that I have no passion at all! I see there is nothing that I am good or perfect it. A simple guy who is addicted to the internet and shitty things. I wanted to do my own startup but get no ideas at all. Just sitting alone all day with bad thoughts! No one talks to me! No one cares at all. It is like there is no existence of mine!",0.20352564102563875,2.3824240961538483,2.1996153846153845,94.728717948718,86.88461538461539,5.005128205128205,21.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.23550897435897425,382,13,86,4,12,127,67,104,0.258,0.637,0.105,-0.9491,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,0,5,19,24,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,2,2,10,5,10,18,7,9,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,5,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454201969328133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133269044390032,0.0,0.16471730168534462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439593067288041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000418003416266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283616463305525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414662318419253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761289302756707,0.0,0.11705974834564276,0.17276118558349174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394660393853944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325195300123504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319790193066614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100628472886384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39527514023200827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914657237889856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230497270564014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413457887016256,0.18751095767284867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555406718422333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367989381982816,0.0,0.0,0.1635203170129864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148877842294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499514962817421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,indieleigh,2020/03/05,"Lonely Birthday Today is my birthday and I feel so incredibly lonely. There's not much left of the day but I've felt pretty shit for the most part. I moved out of home and to a different town/ city about 5 months ago and this is my first birthday not spent with my family at all, and I'm not seeing them for another 2 weeks. Ive come to realise today that I genuinely have no friends. Even with the aid of Facebook to remind of birthdays, the people who I thought cared about me haven't said a word. Am I petty for being remotely upset about that? I know people get busy but I always wish the people I care about a happy birthday. I'd honestly bend over backwards for so many people I've met and care about and all I get is what on. I turned 21 today and ever since my 16th birthday I haven't cared all that much about them but even so I still get at tiny bit excited and low key hope that each one might be different but get disappointed each time. I did however get a text from my step dad wishing me a happy birthday but it made me angry more than anything. My mum and him split up just over a year ago and I haven't had much to do with him since. He'd been in my life since I was 4 and I always thought of him as my real dad. I used to think he was great but as I got older I saw things differently and as I grew to learn how my mum felt about him I felt different as well. His text said something along the lines of 'happy Birthday, hope you have the best day. I still remember you skipping along with me down to the chooks when you were just 4, now you're 21, it seems just like yesterday. I'm so proud of you. Love you' My first thought was what the heck! And it made me angry because hes never said anything like that before and i just wish he'd put effort in and said those kinds of things and was actually nice to my mum, my siblings and I back then everything would have been fine. It just made me realise that people don't care or put effort in until it's too late and it just made me more sad. Thanks for listening to my ted talk Tldr I'm not sure if I'm over thinking and or being petty but I haven't been able to stop crying for a few hours and low-key having an existential crisis on my 21st birthday and feel incredibly lonely.",2.34913875598086,3.738013490486257,3.683924001335264,90.82079420273732,75.82875264270614,6.6702792923111165,21.74969400244798,7.273561745256523,0.5070456659619458,1763,44,394,20,38,578,211,473,0.10800000000000001,0.688,0.203,0.9957,5,6,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,2,6,29,33,1,1,17,0,33,3,1,6,6,88,83,43,0,7,20,5,5,2,1,2,1,5,1,0,19,31,0,1,14,0,1,6,11,8,1,3,28,12,62,25,57,48,15,51,0,6,2,1,31,18,2,8,29,261,81,1,0.0676060891367459,0.0,0.06597379070186217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198574378034492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250736394531094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089087914337994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126810189485103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051984909471321575,0.0,0.041212044440727576,0.0,0.05752780243162145,0.0,0.07094841958477432,0.0,0.07380833951375475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446445679228025,0.0,0.0,0.05823665953906964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426211437933511,0.08720066916198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825358957012868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930636853321706,0.0611535781458348,0.0,0.0,0.060759993650314724,0.0,0.06373300405027336,0.0,0.0683673400064626,0.0,0.19473734286543867,0.0,0.0,0.11501140976625886,0.0,0.0,0.05223229676289479,0.0,0.17660695617761166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054070765416432964,0.07453595194372331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590381704855602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781441966773122,0.134296201813503,0.0665783795900935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040133833063074,0.037154538537581216,0.0,0.07626261326021934,0.0,0.07345421365982152,0.0,0.047752180106869185,0.06605784047349436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101713496386105,0.2558820647521536,0.0,0.068541963189383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171937687241117,0.0,0.0,0.053962535349237326,0.07185457358887341,0.14909476311546968,0.0,0.05214198372545102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581163565839801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321080636980379,0.0,0.23434774903469105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877969747984214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592558501909094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695053029413289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658451997249001,0.0,0.2572354896307198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053873300052119016,0.0615460444429601,0.0,0.0,0.06939667897326353,0.16777336666789378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052046470352142736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798062022990157,0.0565217177186006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637179389261824,0.0,0.0,0.05433921357497495,0.0,0.062242603712582424,0.0,0.0,0.08982896315620878,0.08663850420918554,0.0,0.1610150493034164,0.03942165424940365,0.0,0.1922480025873619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353601140357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838995452565431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054229526769064604,0.0,0.0607859932988405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332309981350602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480254260092865,0.0,0.0,0.043536104851364256 lonely,icallyoubby,2020/03/05,"My current life situation This is going to be long, if it needs to go elsewhere I apologize. I’m 35 years old and single, and have been for roughly 4 years. Prior to that I was basically what you would call a pickup guy. I went out 3-4 nights a week and had decent success sleeping with random women. I also had a handful of regular girls that I did things and slept with. Towards the end of that phase I had a regular girl and for the most part stopped sleeping with random women. Come summer 2015 I moved to a major US city by myself and basically lost my social circle I had previously, And along with that my courage to go out and meet people. The new city also brought very demanding work and schedule, so I was very focused on that. My social life was nil for the 1.5-2 years I was in said city, and I was mostly okay with this because it was a great opportunity. Unfortunately, my work situation blew up after those 2 years, and I moved back to my home state with my tail between my legs. I was able to get a solid job within a few months and move to a city new to me in the state. This is where I currently reside and don’t plan on leaving anytime soon. I’ve grown quite comfortable being single, but I’ve half heartedly made attempts with the opposite sex but they basically always fizzle out due to my lack of effort. I’m at the point where I would like a person in my life, but taking on the problems and baggage of another person feel not worth it to me. And being 35, my options are not expanding. I feel like I’m too picky for my own good but at the same time that my window is closing. Any input or advice on my situation is appreciated. I apologize if anything is too vague, and I’m also willing to expand on any part of my current situation. Thank you for reading!",4.416854688950792,5.1509973370473565,5.9223015320334245,79.24504932683381,70.05849582172702,8.434586815227487,28.32880687093779,8.59863814320734,2.022885701021356,1400,48,277,22,24,477,183,359,0.047,0.84,0.113,0.9701,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,9,10,12,0,0,19,1,27,10,6,1,0,53,47,27,0,7,9,0,4,2,0,3,3,1,2,7,15,29,0,1,2,1,1,10,3,2,0,1,19,5,39,10,49,22,11,56,0,1,0,1,18,20,0,8,26,195,54,5,0.09371776171342873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157991209774898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248381805488027,0.07798068531893312,0.0,0.0,0.12746258336823452,0.09827124455870484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712173261934288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206317390543232,0.0,0.05712947768369087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569631298333102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072955337838235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300611997269175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477303245195562,0.06695198769376769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896366243729748,0.0,0.15978589112522326,0.07860601211613606,0.0,0.10332416314181816,0.0,0.09279531838180162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105599886384264,0.0,0.0,0.09400655627779143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300041761271713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923357787797904,0.0,0.0,0.19858687998504027,0.09157152901237342,0.0,0.0,0.08293726999041068,0.0,0.0,0.1023040076486928,0.0,0.0,0.0886780121339257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480462328005798,0.2988214475178944,0.0,0.06949053281706058,0.0,0.1810263965103331,0.0,0.08794777075276541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834102589384852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297440641286854,0.0,0.06497209580541845,0.1636614693311653,0.0,0.0,0.08859357707680539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896752410995691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968037552954152,0.09374312307072083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914705254095892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213707631447351,0.18757088712025588,0.1910669118216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835224519600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046409348914617,0.0,0.0,0.08628272360734199,0.0,0.0,0.06226191657832636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054647580513375836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273092817760685,0.0,0.0,0.15465393666316232,0.0,0.0,0.07517473547826976,0.0,0.0,0.08687730402642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364552934010621,0.0,0.0,0.13314881805455234,0.0,0.0,0.24140466354373666 lonely,centaur_unicorn23,2020/03/05,"Things that have helped me... 35 M I have had depression/anxiety issues for the past 10 years or so, along with not enough self worth/self love. I've had relationships and don't have problems attracting women however I recently had a breakup and am currently single again. I have friends, however I still have bouts of loneliness. I wanted to share some things that have helped me out. Recently I have had several breakthroughs/insights and wanted to share those with you all. **Things that have helped me out recently:** 1. Dealing with childhood trauma in a productive, healthy way (not placing blame, remaining as objective as possible). Parents were super controlling and not very loving. 2. Understanding my personality (mainly the big five personality traits) Helped me understand that I’m low in conscientiousness. 3. Goal making/planning and organizing my goals and tasks. Used Jordan Peterson's' self authoring program to figure out my true goals and planned those out 4. Understanding my attachment style. I show some anxious-avoidance. Learning how to be secure. **So far my conclusions after all this research and insight is that:** a) Need to resolve past trauma in order to fix habits and behaviors I do not like. b) Need to work on loving myself c) I have the ability to improve my life and find the peace and joy (and love) that I'm seeking **Other things that have helped me during this time:** My dog, meditation, reading, witnessing my thoughts and removing self critical negative ones, not being so hard on myself, being patient, having fun again, taking up hobbies activities and enjoying the challenge of them, talking to friends, joining reddit :-), cutting out social media.",4.493433087066309,7.8979826470588295,4.890818292340786,73.90979519311699,80.66089965397923,8.24543159076031,30.994201814271026,8.841846274778883,3.652213242308053,1351,67,200,37,37,427,173,289,0.10400000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9661,4,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,1,10,7,23,1,0,8,0,23,5,0,3,3,52,39,21,0,5,6,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,16,23,0,2,10,2,0,1,7,5,0,2,6,1,26,18,30,30,7,31,0,1,0,4,26,15,0,3,14,140,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504464322361723,0.11082273146326656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002516301037278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113465200266517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136137854367452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896597251862788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515804252162476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878764713551726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287648526365852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023887458370819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928946470092881,0.04792569046548465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35414882501853184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454767350503468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647369198098163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892613530588632,0.0,0.1872911366131033,0.0,0.17131064654892872,0.10249145132288673,0.0,0.0,0.1105906696336743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386646469067764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812447052070368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905795954792755,0.10532045806956608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093501156648876,0.11082273146326656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999847958115883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834112868836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375743028240744,0.07884739529070925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606876066308773,0.0,0.0,0.07787879387606911,0.05720168826749221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30637019494630696,0.0,0.08472510959582699,0.0,0.0809410608048913,0.11572139420821745,0.07786556585322267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141645688839078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317184667932259 lonely,thomas-white-boi,2020/03/05,"I’m a 14 M and gotten everybody happy to the best I’ve can but I still received nothing Hi, my name is Thomas. I’m in New Zealand if anyone is wondering. I would like to write everything but it’s easier in chats for me at least. Idk why but I just want to be loved, cared for, at least have a girlfriend. I’ve gotten my best friends outta the shitty depressive lifestyle and they have people that love them back. Why can’t I find anyone? I go for girls that are hopefully more willing to go out but I never get a chance. Even with the lonely girls I’m still more alone than them. I’m just so damm tired of people saying “oh you’re 14, it’s irrational to love girls” just stfu honestly. I just want a girlfriend but I can’t be given anything to make my life better. On most days I feel like nobody wants me here or anywhere really.",0.08185222417692728,2.4255278612716817,2.008218145262628,94.06170645890928,91.19653179190752,5.089620507665242,17.348328725810507,6.7026698264267655,0.0175480774063832,652,17,140,9,23,215,105,173,0.122,0.5920000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.9895,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,3,10,15,0,0,7,0,12,5,0,1,1,28,33,10,0,6,11,0,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,17,13,18,26,7,15,0,2,0,3,18,6,0,5,8,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537227612221082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075633741272624,0.0,0.12214051168792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141290870384027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152418793745656,0.13126918809752738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132841545669526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572136281284904,0.0,0.12783758956393265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803281770678136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339414599914035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750477607591694,0.106034314293782,0.0,0.0,0.13565707612735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467220784056027,0.0,0.0775455449597404,0.0,0.16870584412199702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800037471420192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741877076996407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483643763382718,0.14502518330107805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40187604314091496,0.0,0.0990743398167059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447393213678494,0.1433490661311184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424170714863917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579737403670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508437556219584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803292139987075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370635965323312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059184198919386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626334056520723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678596005239156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095976843407764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543632913497666,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aguythatsit,2020/03/05,"On a good day, I merely exist. Idk, I just seem to a background character at best. The closest person I would actually call a friend is an hour away, my best friend is six hours away, and even with them I feel I need an excuse to talk to them. I often find myself sitting in a room full of people who don't realise I'm there, and I'm not confident enough (really not the word I'm looking for, but whatever) to become part of the conversation. I'm just there, existing in space, but not in anyone's lives. And it hurts. A lot. Virtual hugs are all well and good, but let's face it, they're nothing in reality, and I haven't had a real one for months now. I just want one, from her specifically, but it won't happen. Not anytime remotely soon, anyway. Probably makes zero sense to anyone, but it's the closest I've come to putting how I feel into coherent sentences in a long while.",2.9227380952380955,4.274062749999999,4.764285714285716,83.805,74.27777777777777,8.031746031746032,25.079365079365076,8.634040054169528,1.659603174603174,685,22,143,13,14,234,112,180,0.042,0.8059999999999999,0.152,0.9421,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,12,9,0,0,13,0,9,2,1,2,1,34,22,12,0,3,12,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,1,1,4,1,3,14,8,22,18,7,26,0,1,1,1,11,15,0,3,8,101,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14311853852991838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205095496931238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275582899136508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197392066879254,0.0,0.0,0.3078202423706944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497557704718576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633419291853454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458325947717397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153849179151205,0.0,0.09686723174395033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483109228802699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404414703491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266175672866252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460220993095648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296905318134231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886017563199906,0.0,0.15700205262568118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499692987253214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950304571109075,0.1297890627239722,0.12315706215156955,0.0,0.0,0.12468468183642605,0.0,0.0,0.09789637041351576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706223202260095,0.0,0.0,0.10874617796749912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072376772062065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876057668791666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881797151224494,0.0,0.1016752470725451,0.1280574385374394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581237709305204,0.0,0.0,0.14743332821868135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693064499759985,0.09395384584742887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351332156703294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178793692007151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650358646596487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186452425226355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041827172518648,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crazygurl3,2020/03/05,Today's my birthday and of course I'm alone. I'm 28 now and starting now I'm a lonely old woman hag. My 20s is almost over and once again I've never got to enjoy any of my birthdays like those girls in social media who go out with friends or significant other to those nice restaurants where they get those big sparkling cakes. Never had any kickbacks or parties.,4.710000000000001,5.692073972602742,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,69.54794520547945,6.387945205479452,26.928767123287678,5.6839178017228535,0.9217364383561644,292,9,56,1,5,92,56,73,0.08900000000000001,0.723,0.188,0.7889,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,8,7,0,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,9,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771977198029957,0.2867045967557117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764975485970797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387235596498425,0.0,0.14462831672507592,0.0,0.15732459079187025,0.0,0.2214002198857472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524147747281962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270051135094688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904786188790137,0.2948068992547757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821856501646281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593637119877613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623953364177939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whitechair420,2020/03/05,"i don’t want to be alone anymore, i want to be loved, i want to be cared, i want people to invite me to places, i want to be happy, i want love, i want a girlfriend, i want to have sex. Is that too much to ask for? Simple things in life. Im 22 years old virgin, never had a girl friend, always getting rejected, always plan C, kept getting forgotten about, nobody cares about my wellbeing, i am alone, im fake smiling wherever i go just to hide my sadness, nobody tells me happy birthday. Sometimes i tell myself whats the point of living at this point? Every night before i fall asleep i talk to myself and sometimes cry, i ask myself is because im not cool enough? Is because im too ugly? Altho im decent lookin guy. Ive never had the feeling of love towards me, no girl has had feelings for me. Idk this world sucks just want it to end",2.7759283819628666,3.852235982758621,4.346091954022992,87.74271883289127,74.22988505747126,6.2733863837312125,23.72944297082229,6.297961479604792,0.6123904509283817,647,18,135,4,13,217,100,174,0.18100000000000002,0.6,0.21899999999999997,0.7506,0,3,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,1,0,4,1,15,7,1,0,2,18,38,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,3,24,9,20,30,2,15,0,2,0,5,13,7,1,0,6,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340976429261605,0.0,0.0,0.15538540483671012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925995987354697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457979896444362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383699670865564,0.0,0.07945240699576746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039726408482674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102564386029631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269957812713473,0.09647788639938082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866965210554011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442303536395276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213871424450749,0.0,0.0975656789753842,0.0,0.053065267119547344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245262499768528,0.0,0.1987917403296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042870867022063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595116601743663,0.0,0.0,0.08244888796754052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528147105893743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863891486247377,0.0,0.14402796343369548,0.0,0.0,0.08762297937632177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797785219555508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473215366423113,0.0,0.09755351337666082,0.0,0.17653280147140962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846939219428064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504860485363674,0.16322189577258006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062031983137007626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956572274532066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060128288852550615 lonely,Shallowaffect,2020/03/05,"Happy birthday You ever get really depressed around your birthday? I usually always do. Something always happens to trigger a huge wave of depression and it always just ends up being a really frustrating day for next. I think it’s because I don’t have friends. I want friends but simply don’t understand what’s wrong with me because everytime I make a friend they just stop talking to me shortly after. No given reason. It makes me feel really shitty and unwanted and like no one ever cares about what I say. I notice all the time if I’m at work or just somewhere out in public if I try to join a conversation or maybe make a comment about something I always get ignored no one even acknowledges anything I say. It happens so much I wish people would just tell me what I’m doing so maybe I can stop doing whatever it is they don’t want me to do. Anyways it’s my birthday and yet again I’m alone. Just chilling in my car cause I live here now. Been trying to get into car camping/living so I can feel more comfortable in here. My dog is with me he’s pretty big I take him out everyday somewhere so he can run around and have some fun. We keep each other warm at night. He’s pretty much my only friend & company. And I feel like shit that I can’t give him more then my car. I’m turning 21 today. 5 years ago I pictured this being a lot different. My own place, maybe a party , a hang out with some friends instead I’m alone with my dog. I truly don’t know what I’m living for anymore everything sucks.",1.8067583807716616,4.048663839869281,3.5302656546489573,87.33361480075901,80.53594771241829,6.1706093189964175,23.59645793801392,7.359569317364363,1.1300336495888677,1189,42,234,17,31,396,160,306,0.147,0.653,0.2,0.9647,1,2,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,2,1,23,19,3,0,9,0,20,1,1,6,3,56,50,16,0,7,10,0,4,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,13,18,0,4,8,0,0,5,8,7,0,2,2,6,39,12,27,45,10,40,0,2,0,0,23,16,2,7,21,154,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049413534050961,0.0,0.0,0.1880954832887207,0.0,0.0,0.30223182294514944,0.09838837949968343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005525827609287,0.0,0.0,0.07472568926171398,0.1616733753128087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110709120557408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925828784701459,0.09328288605982407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058562427112935564,0.0,0.1564223345998212,0.0,0.0,0.09487305520591154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042725853314428,0.0,0.0,0.0599765775676821,0.1642786458992902,0.0,0.0,0.08161067417772203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774288905729815,0.0648719013167473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507828668649484,0.0,0.14232732979940632,0.08710949262237122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605990818786354,0.096664789928951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071264060329557,0.0,0.0,0.049904661877765884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872655462725453,0.0,0.16036691307279768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720010530941188,0.0,0.0,0.18184134556113588,0.0,0.2736808203562739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335058745424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657332546160766,0.08521538048126391,0.0,0.0,0.10338335520746443,0.0,0.0,0.12306513699731655,0.06906213660687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295352136085577,0.0,0.09487305520591154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847649133531669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451815299560136,0.09336380220962154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442532269252065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932111643937548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981395582279454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183594373775908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827489185399431,0.07298650950596272,0.07936854036540686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818488707350626,0.0,0.0,0.05294977150607764,0.0,0.08607357219714361,0.0,0.0,0.1233027725982698,0.09877096929149448,0.0,0.09453236032020247,0.0,0.0,0.1000100983822088,0.0,0.10711958977567576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442254216642598,0.0,0.0,0.06610792772987015,0.0,0.0,0.06450605338846799,0.09928222353115736,0.0,0.05847615601213 lonely,Avram0rr,2020/03/05,Snapchat call? 27/F/Canada Looking for someone to talk to.. I can’t sleep and just need some company even if it’s over a phone call or video call..,1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677421,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,81.25806451612901,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.30241075268817186,114,4,27,1,3,36,28,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.835573273897102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015926800152296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905461183296946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225241774612335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729628330720119,0.0,0.23111361517514745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923885389662148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CrimsomIvar,2020/03/05,"So Goddamn Lonely I just been so lonely to the point when I enjoy.. dunno how to say it not to come off of creepy or something whenever I'm close to a woman as skin to skin I get that happiness that I'm close to someone again. I havent dated for 3 years and I'm a pretty boring person, I have no special talent I just go to work and home inside my room all night and repeat. It's a question now am I worth to anyone else beside my family?",3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,72.125,7.65,23.29166666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.8299916666666673,342,7,74,3,6,121,65,96,0.142,0.713,0.145,0.07400000000000001,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,1,14,10,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,9,4,12,9,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479498668374145,0.27079234222413784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765907440580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207771248221606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491454150362528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807857969617118,0.0,0.15019988159798844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133746875241344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651005077405739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480146024317003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307644292864612,0.0,0.0,0.24983579013587665,0.0,0.0,0.2688739771495155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960609176860158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210170915076364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239287556233301,0.20346035229765716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240342906304586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701915839978116 lonely,AldairM,2020/03/05,"Is it weird To want to come home to someone who smiles and greets you? To lay on their lap, have them play with your hair and tell you how much they care? To share tears and share a kiss with that special person and forget all the horrible things in this world? To hug and run away for a new life. To be able to know that they let you sleep on their leg completely vunerable. But they let you because they want you to be there. And to do it all again except for that special when they are down. Ya sounds pretty fucking weird to me :/",3.3150688073394505,4.414241183486241,3.1476032110091734,96.76342316513764,72.94495412844037,6.55091743119266,20.9644495412844,6.6274283507984215,-0.022404587155963718,415,8,97,3,8,124,71,109,0.09699999999999999,0.662,0.24100000000000002,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,8,0,4,11,1,0,3,0,8,7,3,1,2,18,14,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,8,21,10,3,11,0,0,0,3,20,6,1,0,3,70,24,0,0.22607083491330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124009911978664,0.0,0.0,0.13781068264952534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304942830254485,0.0,0.0,0.1947400065980685,0.23703096922897626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089988440204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267674801072414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424261860525572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623454909330745,0.15968051640814326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618807570493346,0.0,0.0,0.2183406210958108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973963330876992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999531303906226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623410056660545,0.0,0.19154908479445715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975958741896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501914173665979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666848714504614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonely-but-trying,2020/03/05,"Anybody else feel incredibly lonely, but too terrified to reach out? Long story short, I spent the last few years mostly dissociating due to old traumas that I hadn’t properly acknowledged yet. There were days I was so numb to the world that it physically felt as if I was looking through a window or a pane of glass. (That’s CEN for you.) Now I’m acknowledging my traumas, and it’s like I can feel again. And after so many years of lacking deep connection, it’s something that I now crave. But I don’t quite have anyone in my life to give all of this love to, and I’m terrified of initiating something, even a conversation, with someone new. And even more terrified I’ll start something and then withdraw out of fear or habit. Hoping to hear if anyone relates. Sorry to vent haha ;c ;)",3.6589827935222665,5.690990940789478,4.806842105263161,81.42520242914983,73.80263157894737,7.8348178137651825,27.481781376518217,8.617729084823388,2.095414372469636,621,24,119,12,13,204,100,152,0.207,0.6729999999999999,0.12,-0.955,0,2,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,1,5,1,7,3,0,0,1,23,19,15,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,6,5,10,4,20,13,5,21,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,6,16,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616547687517946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206665248949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630128440630206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24716069831691576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054388474205274,0.18921068872912786,0.0,0.17964906811433135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948709229266513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087967282565487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583637184390145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251463590221856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215700487226792,0.09140950555314303,0.0,0.0,0.16558104737394014,0.1571201372023454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886855814046536,0.0,0.0,0.18969396879685194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070609473869126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633404944741867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199008009122045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853251167948104,0.4321251273042731,0.0,0.20944747699756147,0.1324330903938609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409775305791181 lonely,navybeast21,2020/03/05,Finally got the girl I thought i was so cool getting the girl and hooking up every week then i realized she was just using me and taking my money and i wanted her to be my girlfriend but she just wanted to be friends with benefits it sucks guys sex is awesome but self love is more important taking care of yourself is more important than sex lets go i dont want sex or porn i just want to believe in myself over time my energy has been drained emotionality spiritually physically mentally im done with giving my energy away giving my power away love yourself.,3.594587155963304,5.9212116238532175,5.332559633027525,76.24489449541285,74.96330275229356,8.396697247706422,28.33119266055045,9.120678840339163,2.7610579816513767,453,19,80,11,10,154,72,109,0.065,0.594,0.341,0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,2,1,12,6,0,1,0,18,29,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,16,6,12,20,2,10,0,0,0,6,13,5,1,1,4,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314528122007498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858598745489752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066053591511512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129334400267054,0.1961744019035273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828600688553435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102938981944202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336248632153904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932151827255287,0.0,0.0874519449683,0.32114259007449963,0.09512896068785892,0.0,0.13387336784277795,0.0,0.0,0.16573782826873648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080491835917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116287706767938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021436552938769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868507910231875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461944174950794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517059271840727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288528318772544,0.09760375277945127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445672129908546,0.0,0.0,0.3949129018281495,0.0,0.1342664437831014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Common-Series,2020/03/05,"I really don't know, something is just missing I can't meet anyone at all on any dating apps, I'm a man, 22 in great physical shape, but no one gives me any chance at all because I look young. It's a curse, I've heard all my life ""oh you'll be thankful for it later in life"" but looking young as a guy is killing me, I have no self confidence because of it and I can't do anything about it. I have great friends but I don't want to talk to them or anyone for that matter about my problems cause it'd make me feel pathetic. I really don't know what to do.",1.8691869918699169,2.5898497398373976,3.7465040650406496,92.5438211382114,75.99186991869921,7.0926829268292675,24.235772357723576,7.3871296695380915,0.7760016260162601,430,13,105,5,9,146,75,123,0.19899999999999998,0.619,0.182,-0.3576,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,14,2,0,2,3,17,26,6,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,4,15,4,14,22,3,10,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,1,4,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311534381109585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602576602972783,0.0,0.15314842482721255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689556422813675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911809339538332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941001981098838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437841364797294,0.0,0.0,0.17852871903115386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103624826444989,0.0,0.18427304935766228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589742994219326,0.0,0.2045567042238129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290270224411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125623850766473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422642474670892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610945491767184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780771963226744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384470499065228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414793438791705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432725968450394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958401956422696,0.0,0.17134033120713316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976945548689103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SamFiles55,2020/03/05,"20 years of age and not a single person cares for me Yep, the title is straight forward. Always been a hopless romantic, or so I think. I'm pretty extroverted but my face is not at all attractive. I have never had a girl ask me out or even flirt back with me. I've tried online dating for years, but as an unattractive brown guy, no luck. The few matches I DO get leads to 1 date a year or just getting ghosted. Initially I tried having this confident persona, obviously didn't work out, so I just was myself. I've got loving friends, I'm charming and I try to be funny (Brown Chandler Bing). I don't have the heart to ask my friends for set ups. Whenever they ask about my love life I jokingly say ""Im supposed to have one?"" I have this one white friend who is moderately atteactive, who I told my situation. He takes me out with other people to clubs or bars ( I am comfortable with partying or hanging out). Everyone else gets attention from new people but me. I can see he tries to make me sound super interesting, but all in vain. As for people I already know and like their company and vice versa. Well I always fuck it up and drop myself in the friendzone and just accept it's too late. I guess thats how I got such close friends. I'm a short guy as well, so I decided to start hitting the gym, and I got into a strict regime. I'm starting to shape up in hopes that I would hate myself less, but slowly even that isn't working anymore. I'm starting to get social anxiety again and self loathing is growing. I know I'm not that boring of a person and that my friends enjoy hanging out with me. I've had an adventurous adolescence, but I still hate my physical self. I obviously have issues and insecurities but I can't exactly identify them and I don't know what to do if I DO identify them. I tried seeking professional help, maybe worked a little but idk.",2.6484848484848484,4.573425737967916,4.3845454545454565,83.81348484848488,76.37967914438501,7.634937611408199,26.03921568627451,8.484438967287268,1.848409269162211,1462,55,295,29,33,493,200,374,0.10400000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.245,0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,5,17,29,3,1,15,1,26,7,2,3,6,62,62,32,1,3,20,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,7,13,22,1,0,7,4,0,5,10,6,2,2,9,6,46,23,38,50,5,40,0,0,4,3,29,19,1,9,17,191,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099698221206904,0.0,0.1523075418514222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700142038403871,0.0,0.09076539250677068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566826021896875,0.0,0.0,0.0703748936717995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331294434786253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645502293965091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089905039090018,0.0,0.0,0.08745334840865429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35354897876185043,0.0846107645051428,0.1912662099689694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195959022896926,0.0,0.10082198034407606,0.1812426600285444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071837524434667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845420327884356,0.06134537635008349,0.0,0.0,0.09090215813846576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885964083144357,0.09552535949352074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508945610715853,0.0,0.10324098577650292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464481003802555,0.04471310565689705,0.09172925060573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520464992281905,0.0,0.06109175418058256,0.0,0.09194631369203347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058753391769691,0.08839267489745795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403557190647994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903498313829727,0.15982724432129125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311094212047637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278209708707076,0.0,0.0,0.07293131413469868,0.0,0.1909551515545604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287474532980692,0.0,0.0932953190577721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943395731357775,0.0,0.07308971723309897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881327616080181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864370625641663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745334840865429,0.0,0.3106877034804447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457883099712034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988767307118388,0.0,0.0,0.06501471837343356,0.0,0.0,0.1768118160226461 lonely,Oppaides,2020/03/05,"Just found out my crush has a crush on my best friend. What should I do? Should I confess her? I'm in a big confusion rn.",-2.0061111111111103,-0.1490568888888859,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,99.37037037037035,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-1.0967703703703706,92,2,25,1,4,30,21,27,0.179,0.564,0.257,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162060552193893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438092937291817,0.4536515081192735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Foxfire413,2020/03/05,what's the point of talking if you won't be heard? my only spectator is my heartbeat now,0.9205263157894772,3.0568202631578965,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.21052631578947,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,71,3,15,1,2,24,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225789241370554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649542046363663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522738433544203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ely1151,2020/03/05,"Im always there for them So here I am sitting on my bed , my house is a mess I haven't showered and I just feel so alone. I have a huge family and basically they see me as the strong independent mom that left her abusive husband and is all of a sudden a tough person. But I'm not . Days like this I wish I had someone ask me how I'm doing for once , I wish someone would come to my house and see how I'm doing. Or maybe ask how my daughters are besides my mom . Everytime someone needs something I drop everything in that exact moment to help with whatever I can. And when I ask for a simple favor it's always "" I'll see what I can do I'm so sorry I wish I could help "" .I'm not asking for much .just sometimes I wish I had someone pick my emotions up the way I do for others .I'm always the first person to text when it's been weeks since I heard from a friend . Im always the one bugging them to hang out and have fun. I just wish I had someone care for me the way I care for others . Sorry for any typos . Im just ""blah"" tonight .",1.5557000498256102,2.772785708520182,3.5815769805680127,91.45041230692577,77.56502242152466,6.0317887394120575,21.80592924763329,6.42735559955562,0.2549872446437469,795,21,183,6,18,271,116,223,0.08,0.73,0.18899999999999997,0.9786,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,14,9,0,0,11,0,19,0,0,5,2,33,43,17,0,8,8,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,5,5,33,7,20,36,2,20,0,0,3,0,18,6,0,1,9,119,41,0,0.0,0.10107194334790916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834978790667866,0.0,0.0,0.2839208787896932,0.0,0.0,0.05801001962008787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189929581417323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394734915716498,0.0,0.0,0.07348231695369815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810874235307303,0.0,0.0,0.055014378062298176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595613773713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666622960270912,0.0,0.08041753838733885,0.0,0.04313254389415817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256000715551088,0.0,0.0,0.06590608418011562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435568423782246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685999634940868,0.0,0.0,0.27643065892046764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268364381570604,0.0,0.0,0.041675494519853515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569988678033143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998153173177506,0.0,0.0,0.06270865995234197,0.06325224337376271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084656234088136,0.057804571180105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896928645366447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039300472127356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056480576241593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36139134446339055,0.06567161064881546,0.08436838176697256,0.1909829208021328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542156331950336,0.06842616499354806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904801163629628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059790523327031,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiktok69er,2020/03/05,when your mom thinks u have friends when your mom forces u into online school and caused u to stop talking to my friends and now i have none and she thinks i actually have friends so u never go out and she won’t let u out by yourself ah loving life as u can tell :),1.374736842105264,2.9569636666666668,2.5191578947368427,97.30610526315792,79.0,5.261754385964913,21.92631578947368,5.6839178017228535,-0.1326042105263161,207,6,50,1,5,66,37,57,0.036000000000000004,0.7,0.264,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,12,10,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,7,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,5,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.21336138913131747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246038106830156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067628497449315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425831847991985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235745154454264,0.1544321066481162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733140294354806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121377431047643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862887460869758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212756516581054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279307707247494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573478754696975,0.19110125519687146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801917460505957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CanadianFrenchie,2020/03/05,"Why do I still feel lonely? I just spent some time with some friends and had a great time yet after, once I'm back home, I still feel the exact same as I felt before. It hasn't changed one bit. I still feel as lonely as I always do.",0.1088235294117652,1.8203151764705905,1.5762352941176483,101.92905882352942,83.50980392156862,4.08,14.121568627450984,3.1291,-1.5462266666666666,178,2,45,0,5,57,35,51,0.1,0.757,0.14300000000000002,0.4939,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,6,2,5,7,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667757914902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251167767302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090574190181406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449326276657701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373330694954496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031504457259976,0.0,0.2154116522464832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333263123701587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473472060937439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504183283721346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389259487234633,0.15202569754854384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374997708414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616411485707115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244142079073185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,foo_fister21,2020/03/05,"Feel like when someone has any interaction with you it’s out of pity Especially in PE groups, I look around as everyone gets together until one of them goes “You can join our group Foo” and every time it’s so pathetic I want to go away",0.9193749999999988,3.407705520833339,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.54166666666666,7.366666666666666,20.5,8.344100000000001,1.3744750000000003,187,6,40,5,6,63,43,48,0.133,0.747,0.12,-0.3945,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,10,7,0,8,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414655388068077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160951232963232,0.0,0.0,0.3336079152435369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991689291592855,0.3392926989203421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953834561201634,0.2536681331172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855138475927541,0.0,0.20179927983421744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173473406924894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981764897650785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406103638114851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008568391545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704911393533248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943448401495207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Red-Bluue,2020/03/05,"Want to chat? If anybody wants to chat, just hmu. I'm kinda lonely, but used to it by now and I'm trying to make people feel better about themselves.",0.06951612903225879,2.3835055483871,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,90.29032258064517,3.1,14.201612903225806,3.1291,-1.2740387096774195,116,2,24,0,4,38,25,31,0.049,0.797,0.153,0.5262,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,7,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414052381866456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367174242975557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125026289678593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245654754810014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317852140367857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043427648013727,0.0,0.0,0.5522696719311746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahile35,2020/03/05,"I have so much love to give Yet, no one wants it. No one wants to get close enough to me to know the real me. The few people who have gotten to know the real me, betrayed that trust and ended up being some of the shittiest people I’ve encountered in my life. It truly does suck",0.6502259887005657,2.616895745762712,2.645,93.613488700565,83.0677966101695,5.289265536723164,14.918079096045195,6.42735559955562,-0.575781920903955,215,3,48,2,6,72,41,59,0.20800000000000002,0.65,0.142,-0.6151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,12,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,8,10,4,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109695968579964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352417416099065,0.24909874372704244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595367172036273,0.2312646584380297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649810999051305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028101687748531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175829410373329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722058495613324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267223354944048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33426723487195553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488006837979645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843889293315823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OhKaleNO2799,2020/03/05,"HERE IT COMES The nights, oh how it lingers, Dreary, gripping onto me like closed fisted fingers, Maybe tonight it will change, The fact that I will feel more than pain. Lonely is the deepest well that always seems to run dry, Even with the consideration of all the tears I cry. But It has moved from hating to loving Because in a fucked up way, I'm reminding myself I could still be somebody. If.... and only if... I am deemed special with all my qualities, but who would want someone like me?",5.594078014184396,6.2679114574468136,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,67.40425531914894,7.543262411347518,28.43262411347518,7.1686216300943375,1.4087219858156024,383,12,75,3,6,118,74,94,0.14,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.2314,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,6,0,8,4,1,1,3,19,16,6,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,5,10,11,3,11,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,3,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469287467793986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263406628957234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752333819007355,0.20155592060291075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681664970812015,0.0,0.257019701131791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545437827983544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830900212374132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631381834360064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310100967801809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862487228930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117909075712651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350677046078853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486872503310197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195775048570271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795486625288484,0.2489747603046034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300963594668876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825331631047996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685938968657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800943040688946,0.1857250764258474,0.0,0.0,0.21037911405084492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621504441123985,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheGhostDogKillah,2020/03/05,"feels bad why do I feel like my life is one big joke. it’s like a slap to my face everywhere I go. I feel like a worthless loser monster. I felt like I came close to having a girlfriend at the end of last year, after the summer after high school graduation, feeling depressed and like I just missed out on so many opportunities to make friends. I realized that being shy and quiet led to me not getting out much and barely having friendships. So when the first semester of college came around I wanted to get out and meet new people and I met a girl who it felt like god or something sent to me, exactly what I have always wanted in girl in many ways. I thought she would be perfect for me. But it turns out that she had a boyfriend the entire time and was making fun of me to everyone she knows in secret. I was turned into a joke for pursuing a her, something completely typical and not even really a joke. So now all the fucking people I met in college think I’m a joke. I know I’m not perfect I’m really shy and anxious and I don’t have good conversational skills. It’s not funny to be treated like an outcast and a joke. I don’t have friends in college anymore cause I cut them all off. I don’t have the confidence to try and pursue another girl. I just don’t feel good. I’m really sad and I feel nauseous.",2.4422318840579718,4.152895229629632,4.153446054750404,86.19311594202902,76.33333333333334,7.066022544283412,25.442834138486308,7.893859768569023,1.4200418679549118,1032,37,214,16,23,347,139,270,0.102,0.6729999999999999,0.225,0.9841,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,9,29,2,0,17,0,19,3,1,4,5,55,51,18,0,3,8,0,8,7,3,1,1,1,0,3,8,21,0,0,14,5,0,5,8,8,0,2,11,9,31,21,30,36,3,34,0,5,0,1,18,17,1,1,18,136,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229318259577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630785085917852,0.0,0.12530647599849498,0.11000147257549243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874109353024003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261241989469897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372271887876885,0.0,0.11394398316213142,0.0,0.0,0.11629606937081477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553405031011176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982409805181178,0.0,0.0,0.07326070657924845,0.0,0.0,0.10598750075246977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33650274116481843,0.15848057759684728,0.21299855124189365,0.0,0.0,0.09434732687644397,0.0,0.0,0.1713909110830495,0.10254248270462372,0.11590080849895795,0.0,0.06303761145269565,0.1860665625004236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719161855163646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191595249455,0.09041348455446276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834510601620917,0.3793246666917406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480780887182917,0.22490815542299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153795279853457,0.0,0.0,0.10712590046786637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516133178423917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379401905163909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131719367437266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112255571488518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078115505438654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107217704158819,0.0,0.08805699955931899,0.0646775429853011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530646637460968,0.2412952286797776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084535920025372,0.08804204272776077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008680795604552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879340971973578,0.0,0.0,0.07142795873360093 lonely,megaman2333333,2020/03/05,I don’t like being single and the advice I get Yes I know they mean well doesn’t mean it helps. Yes I’m 17 and still young but that doesn’t mean I still want someone. Yes I have hobbies and good hygiene. No I don’t hate girls. The only people that are single aside from me don’t want a relationship but it’s like I’m the only one. And for the love of god don’t give the hallmark advice “it will happen when you least expect it”.,-0.9788707037643184,1.124677872340424,1.1640425531914893,99.59576923076924,94.74468085106385,3.3178396072013085,12.549918166939445,4.713530739802397,-1.5184621931260227,336,5,79,1,13,111,55,94,0.076,0.623,0.3,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,0,6,3,10,1,0,0,0,13,23,7,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,3,21,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536048238649202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945283023063065,0.1735642577703477,0.0,0.15175525086430655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599955389804788,0.0,0.0,0.1786306238846229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127336619794232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943423313970877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678622770952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329612107486596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912564643244969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260264936303775,0.2752103845253629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543387500136294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942507901494604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330115035376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889813893301382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213434053308956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162677531930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trouble-in-space,2020/03/05,"I don’t think I even want friends anymore I guess I’ve pretty much accepted that I’ll probably always be lonely since I don’t like initiating conversation or stepping out of my comfort zone. I’m just bad at conversation to begin with and it feels like a hassle to make small talk with others. I’m also easily annoyed with people and I just don’t feel like it’s worth it. I guess I just like spending time alone the most. Maybe someday, someone will change my mind, but for now I’m just done trying with people.",4.675686546463247,5.593642116504854,5.614590846047157,81.01650485436893,69.58252427184465,8.215811373092926,27.335644937586693,8.418075326091056,1.8095975034674063,410,13,80,6,7,135,69,103,0.075,0.732,0.193,0.7543,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,17,5,0,1,6,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,9,7,10,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983889402891732,0.0,0.14658137219777803,0.1525165676630878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177991660097625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304411450600627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939023706938836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757496997963655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210649714072226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853594586592492,0.26189273201464197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161367476903794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038413909161308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581957568982066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235119215867694,0.0,0.18414500034755274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507623750636265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474330763490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541480882244521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864774538603569,0.19762358706716351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516239597253155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530571101544746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732600699799894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744837694243825,0.0,0.0,0.10688109981214454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444563564997785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811245488883592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sheezar-chan,2020/03/05,Im cold and tired Its 3am. Im still awake. Im cold. Im tired. I can't sleep and i really need a hug...,-6.982142857142856,-7.658017785714284,-1.387142857142857,112.13214285714287,137.57142857142856,3.0285714285714285,4.0,5.288315135182226,-2.668342857142857,74,0,27,1,7,30,17,28,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8385053167602572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389867943656695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432468522684499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420777092331915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549826501113598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446104355887604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babyboi1998,2020/03/05,"so you're lonely huh, but are you lonely like the joker and literally HAVE NO ONE to hang out with? Every post here ''ohhh but my IRL FrIends say'' I get it, you feel depressed, that can be fixed. However when literally you are in your room 24/7 with zero people to talk to, it really hurts. Stop treating loneliness like it is depression, loneliness is also having no friends and wanting to go out but having no friends. The definition of true lonely is the joker. Most of you aren't like the joker in the sense of social attributes and relationships, most of you have so many friends to hang out with and for that i envy you because you get to enjoy life in a way i never will. You get to experience everything including sex. And you wanna sit here and claim the lonely stance, you are NOT lonely, you are depressed. I envy the support circles you have and as a matter of fact i can't wish you nothing but misery and suffering because i feel no remorse for your glamorous life. nothing but ''Normies teeheheheehhe'' People would actually reach OUT TO YOU, if you showed your feelings. I have literally no one, i have no friends, my phonebook consists of family, i only have family./ It's long weekend, where will i be? in my room! while you will be drunk at a bar with your close friends who are 25-35, and literally enjoy yourself.",3.562211571379663,5.8265035196850405,4.7445155768572445,80.71642074631976,74.8267716535433,7.409517288599794,27.5789113317357,8.321376580360154,2.0917451557685727,1050,42,192,19,23,345,122,254,0.242,0.563,0.195,-0.9506,2,10,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,20,0,0,7,25,0,0,10,1,26,5,0,1,3,40,36,21,0,5,7,0,3,3,6,4,2,1,2,0,7,18,2,1,3,4,0,3,10,10,0,3,0,4,33,15,31,29,2,25,0,10,0,1,31,13,0,3,9,143,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.11863784184572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722199149819308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821970841703422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141322870360277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243060897148627,0.0,0.1092620939398306,0.1189218533050434,0.2292166623876039,0.0,0.1844130885495187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635626114557001,0.0,0.1905508346234575,0.0,0.06909281382098599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014655459863253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717414000632117,0.1781834774247026,0.0,0.0,0.10758839808536233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325607642291098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376469584258816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233305402224802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476220414546572,0.09246184685587708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856700754104592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643345664729166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778828628278315,0.0,0.0,0.13052404865759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966798359057558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392850025315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164058387748597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795975198563334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771588016310924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170698440364663,0.09649909516595973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398031045151994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636206643349223,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fixedsabat,2020/03/05,"Any advice? Hi, first time posting on Reddit ever. I've been feeling extremely lonely lately, since the only people I talk to are my mom, grandma and my two coworkers. Does anyone have any advice on getting to terms with my loneliness? I don't feel comfortable meeting new people either, but do you have advice on how to talk to people and not feel too awkward?",5.248970588235295,6.840090661764705,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,68.85294117647061,7.792941176470588,28.30588235294117,8.238735603445708,2.280537647058824,287,10,45,4,5,95,49,68,0.091,0.866,0.043,-0.5059,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,10,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,6,1,8,9,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372449073973478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492490701279641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814114475649674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037392795307487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577109164956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779885232313312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558826770826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574690085559154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672766885442195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146343957687924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769957104527875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937911058739685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811526654135282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551446550068805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515963305583168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459832202201197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686162376257384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902047533917206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idkwhatimdoin2,2020/03/05,"My social skills I am 20yr old guy and haven’t had a real friend in probably about 2 years. Hockey used to be my whole life, I really didn’t have a social life outside of it but I could still make friends. And being on a team helped my social skills, I would say they were about a 7-8 out of 10. But ever since I quit 2yrs ago they are at a 1-2 and my anxiety is through the roof....I even get anxiety from texting. It’s really starting to sink in how lonely I am tn and making me worried....how am I supposed to make friends when my social skills are so trash rn?",1.3866393442622922,2.6426606147540994,3.3860327868852487,92.51593442622952,78.09836065573771,6.519344262295082,21.21639344262295,7.1686216300943375,0.39336459016393466,433,11,102,5,10,147,79,122,0.065,0.8440000000000001,0.091,0.6187,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,8,4,0,0,6,0,15,2,0,5,1,16,21,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,15,3,14,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009979982617748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455220557385247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718124552274632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693800303346728,0.1327588578770479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34017470143777195,0.0,0.07667952883924092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532208045335582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098374606905286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073312824642569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939036807781028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400693403530666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823929630448402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561044221296147,0.0,0.1670526046819398,0.1880449772290057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671474879904625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140690818287413,0.0,0.0,0.5984405596298262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388220623871663,0.0,0.1172080542890798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675928227507333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385974856819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425883324189107,0.0,0.0,0.09451292519138044 lonely,gpr-,2020/03/05,"feeling discarded by my best friend Just seems i'm not appreciated anymore. the only person i have seems that is not my friend anymore.",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,69.0,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.0026,110,5,18,2,2,36,19,25,0.149,0.4970000000000001,0.354,0.7905,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647565177548729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880932842688745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396937291361336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399674470342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165519955493948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486175497409889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184197848229144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwwy1222,2020/03/05,"f 15 how can i stop wasting my youth when i have social anxiety i bet out of every teenager on this earth i have the saddest life. i'm wasting my teenage years in my room because i have a fear of people and everyone my age exhausts me. an average day in my life: wake up at 11-ish, look at my phone and instantly feel like shit because of the fact that there's no notifications, do online school for like 4 hours (+have several sobbing breakdowns from trying to teach myself math) then basically eat and watch tiktoks for the rest of the day. i literally have no friends. people usually say they have no friends as a joke but i'm not joking, i genuinly have no one to talk to. on the rare occasion i go out, it's just so uncomfortable, i feel like every person in every car is judging me so hard. the way i walk, look, what i'm doing with my arms, is my outfit weird, wondering if they hate me because my hair is tucked behind my ear and that might be annoying, should i look down or around? it's exhausting to constantly consciously be thinking of all the different ways the strangers walking past me and in shops and restaraunts and everywhere could judge me. people make me fucking miserable and then i have the audacity to complain about how lonely i am. i'm kinda trapped. i stopped going to public school to do online school because of bad social anxiety. somehow i thought it would get better by being alone all the time. no matter what i try it doesn't get better. exposure to people, speaking up in conversations, i'm genuinly trying but i hurt myself so much later thinking about how awkward i looked and talked. i need a therapist but my parents keep insisting every teenager is self conscious. apparently every teenager scratches their arms until they're almost bleeding when they're around people cuz of how anxious they are?? well therapy is too expensive anyway. i just feel so stuck, i want to do something with my life because i'll never be this young again,, i need fucking friends but as i said i don't like people very much. maybe i should go back to public school but fuckkkkkhhhggg)))?,,;;;;; anyway just needed to rant hehe bye",5.248648444070647,6.586694870731713,5.810622371740964,78.58451219512196,68.58536585365854,8.679562657695541,31.45500420521447,9.035553425615538,2.749423044575273,1707,71,307,31,29,552,215,410,0.209,0.716,0.075,-0.9951,3,4,1,0,0,2,50.0,0,0,4,2,25,28,5,3,14,0,31,15,6,6,4,62,63,32,0,9,11,1,6,4,3,4,6,4,1,2,10,15,1,3,9,3,3,6,9,16,1,1,3,15,49,12,46,51,5,47,0,4,5,2,23,17,4,8,27,203,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702297409158626,0.07966458289609359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768520050905434,0.08689624477494431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694791373516024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059145737709522125,0.06422390737783054,0.2344446490100308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605669106852328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312179630430272,0.0,0.06141332853980633,0.0,0.0,0.09921240526916268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036367741436591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870703995069417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240366402642842,0.07349912073644004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655492995327968,0.11667722809493498,0.10990147917890217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828160647322328,0.14222021018352632,0.08037369932149686,0.0,0.13114402119696672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890405302244823,0.07594129854988535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574943221807562,0.0,0.08234306662347905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836888090751328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629898723522935,0.15031437953962934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836936535031857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134383414958196,0.0,0.07727517967342458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159859267478609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308819992534808,0.17110273963313366,0.059324448661029774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052122106477661176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540912131430699,0.0,0.07342760928386002,0.31995447844038466,0.0671624479857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731673044831998,0.061168843029966134,0.0,0.3113833515686669,0.0,0.0,0.08024298665941618,0.08689624477494431,0.07895594729714565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681787019817098,0.0,0.05921577849149606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861496634596384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236486859795417,0.0,0.0,0.08796324488954628,0.08930854723760502,0.0,0.09857280310026756,0.0,0.06106486138789548,0.044851916566229263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666825875710028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847150886742607,0.06346598878386976,0.04536864623368437,0.1221089785566948,0.0,0.0,0.06915915508229105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834150565173978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054640842487190144,0.0,0.0,0.049533125374654666 lonely,Lovelyhoneya,2020/03/05,I am here for anyone who needs it! I am a joyful person who likes to share my everyday life and love open minded people. I offer other service but that doesn’t mean I can’t help people who have been in the same position I’ve been in.,2.152799999999999,3.470065280000004,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,76.2,6.6000000000000005,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.21659999999999968,184,3,39,2,4,63,39,50,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828330130095666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380056198060043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508066458430121,0.17347632467995538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204775766255528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867910590969375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35853406803277565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632906180157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923416921674399,0.3100460426674262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ivegottheblues22,2020/03/06,"Small town woes. I live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere in England, it's a small town, mostly full of the elderly. (Nothing against the elderly, but I'm a mid twenties man, and the elderly like to stick to their groups) I haven't had a friend in seven years, and I rarely leave my house due to my hearing impairment, it's an incredibly lonely life; punctuated by moments of optimism that maybe someone will swoop in and bring some colour to my life. So far, no one has. I have no means of escaping this town, it's like a black hole that constantly keeps me tethered. Is there anyone else out there living the hermit life, like me? Completely locked into place, as if frozen in time? Sometimes I look at the moon, and wonder if someone in my circumstances is also looking at it; it's sad, I know, but it makes me feel less lonely. Just once, I'd like things to work out like they should.",4.605862068965519,5.610513436781614,4.9845402298850585,85.15198275862069,69.80459770114942,8.328735632183909,28.29310344827586,8.59863814320734,1.911813793103448,694,24,141,11,12,220,109,174,0.12300000000000001,0.75,0.126,-0.2946,0,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,0,0,11,0,8,3,0,1,0,21,19,11,0,3,5,0,1,5,1,2,3,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,6,15,6,23,16,4,27,0,4,4,0,6,21,0,5,10,88,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261185926497967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027271754972166,0.16158992191608595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535326325767474,0.17042572936935935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174433984304476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974162647655665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184438645954924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774776060389813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819732257804178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017762985021862,0.0,0.0,0.0866718913941238,0.0,0.0,0.16698942085850324,0.0,0.0,0.3341803126314357,0.3852394754854747,0.0,0.27851713948289464,0.0,0.2648690806399669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527094904840227,0.0,0.15843833318734427,0.1717896491107674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132455390370006,0.0,0.0,0.1679532897165134,0.10686665119943996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477072136419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725002515757834,0.0,0.15597670292302532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477382367226304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196048370308853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710270047018699,0.11481290358259408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155842865829004 lonely,megalchari,2020/03/06,"I have tried some placebos to stop thinking about being lonely but Idk Sometimes I listen some ASMR videos on youtube with some roleplay but at the end I just think why I am listening to this or why I can't talk to anyone and I can just have someone to say that kind of things to me, sometimes I play videogames where I have to develop a relationship with some girl (sometimes its some kind of puzzle and I have to play a minigame and after I win, the love story continues) and I feel great sometimes but then I get bored at the game but I have to play to continue with the relationship, I just feel sad at the end because that's when I know that I am alone, maybe I could talk about my topics to some friends or my family IRL but most of the times they don't care and at the end it's just me talking to no one so I just need some kind of love simulator, I would like to have real friends IRL but for example in a party or in a bar I try to talk and they are like ""I'm not interested in you, sorry""",3.0816745655608244,3.915376725118488,4.212587677725121,89.91467930489729,73.21800947867298,7.522401263823067,25.44107424960505,7.793537801064563,1.0796954818325435,783,24,180,10,15,256,106,211,0.106,0.6809999999999999,0.213,0.9864,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,10,19,0,0,11,0,15,3,0,0,0,43,28,18,0,3,15,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,7,9,1,1,5,6,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,5,27,16,32,25,8,19,0,2,0,2,18,9,0,12,12,127,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882173830865535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021922299254178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993602356236132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697100180290608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159953127399316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048400684339314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815364618395763,0.0,0.11601802255805595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727434718167398,0.0,0.05993970168734637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648603489876362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584090323444657,0.06305051636907019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209884757057803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070897402179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525788302797005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506801982967152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774143880301691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058352655924846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634599649026356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123487495854644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720713264009102,0.0,0.4538685611980801,0.1284265824211347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591623603721906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688502788455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621898608925448,0.14702382650527807,0.0,0.0,0.06689776685111433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557831110268007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207045092762335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149819720321075,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeeeeterskeeter,2020/03/06,"Out of everyone to be possibly created, why me? I don’t understand anymore why I even try to be friendly with people. I’ve been deprived of meaningful social interaction for 7-8 years now because everyone I try to make friends with makes fun of me or ghosts me. I just want be loved and respected but everyone I meet treats me like shit. I see everyone else happy and hanging with friends and I feel worse the more I notice. I want someone to tell me I’m “enough” instead of I’m “retarded”. I’m even rejected from online chats even though they haven’t even known or seen me. I’m so goddamn alone that I cling on to people who make me smile just the slightest and while I understand that’s probably why they leave I just wish at least one would bear through it. I want to quit all of it but I don’t think I even have the will to do that.",2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,78.53488372093022,7.555813953488372,25.86627906976745,8.472884824447931,1.7393186046511633,660,26,143,14,16,216,96,172,0.158,0.647,0.19399999999999998,-0.013999999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,1,0,3,0,11,2,1,3,1,30,29,11,1,5,7,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,24,9,21,22,4,7,0,2,2,1,12,3,1,2,4,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927429782298632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421090510356526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020239075499915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962040391000348,0.0,0.0,0.11899432479864015,0.0,0.38032089075900377,0.0,0.0,0.4401733215815609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058229951742826476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692430505263337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259332059860788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194115354559383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626290071609195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393924420915893,0.0,0.23061690188168485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111401595993705,0.0,0.0,0.07803753468823862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596792634148427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982915436986014,0.0,0.0,0.12416535979768822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224901917058422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177012479833688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821332429617926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739433430775073,0.0975773680310498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065767402599747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379190003142808,0.11314721567301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637644630425745,0.0,0.0,0.23977781287676075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037786388623969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117505063691326,0.0,0.13243194547817738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173610942317416,0.08180860155404869,0.0,0.0,0.07416129644142765 lonely,51mon3435,2020/03/06,"Well I should be happy but am sad and lonely instead [m18] I’ve recently been offered a place at Oxford, which was my dram tbh, but to achieve that I’ve spent all time on learning and none of social interactions. Thanks to that I have no real friends, everyone treats me specially and people hate me even more now that I will be studying at Oxf. I’ve also never been in any relationship, one reject from a girl hurt me fo 2 years, I know that’s stupid. And now when I’m about to have my final exams I fell for a girl, and the best part is even though I thought I had zero chances with her, she went to prom with me. Now I hate my life even more as I am torn, and my first chance for a relationship with a great girl I like and may even stand a chance is destroyed by fulfilling my lifelong scientific dream. How do I cope with that?",5.924974160206716,4.871391523255814,6.27031007751938,84.14652454780362,66.90697674418604,9.504909560723515,29.57622739018088,8.515128840125781,1.8020056847545216,650,18,146,8,9,210,109,172,0.19699999999999998,0.626,0.177,-0.7873,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,3,14,17,4,0,7,0,16,1,0,1,2,22,24,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,8,1,3,7,0,22,9,19,12,6,18,0,4,0,0,11,5,0,1,11,103,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303561134348781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084990282141384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106510006369158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306566082477816,0.0,0.0,0.1557595460171511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856548083700646,0.0,0.13865311190352067,0.0,0.0,0.1259382960831805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971506838655246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735232829882994,0.0,0.3218700323912474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450166133176992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958402301205867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151362005813309,0.0796366653177341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572054058027018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045731651035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651998438710356,0.0,0.11300807367645277,0.0,0.17030693408178998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855369047226092,0.0,0.0,0.16094909827128634,0.3500156174666669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616443859942376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500743398462197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015290416066014,0.12940882818837854,0.0950503093418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656227844106265,0.15110851285500732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049707403824996 lonely,Narantas,2020/03/06,"Looking for people to talk to Hello and thank you for reading my post 🙂. For the past 4 or 5 years I have slowly been isolating myself without me recognizing it, mostly due to depression. It has gotten to the point where I only have 1 person left to talk to in my life, my ex girlfriend. Because she's the only 1 left to talk to, I've been taking up too much of her time and talked to her about stuff I shouldn't talk to her about. I've been noticing that she's starting to get tired of me. My clinging has started to push her away and that is something that I do not want. So I'm trying to stop that before it is too late. I've realized that it is not healthy for me to have only 1 person in my life to talk to and therefore I'd wish to meet new people and maybe make some friends. I'm willing to talk to anyone about practically anything but to make it easier for people I'll tell you something about myself: I'm a 31 year old male from the Netherlands (Europe). My personal interests are watching Soccer/Football, Basketball, American Football and Formula 1. I love watching series and movies, and also play games on my PS4 (currently not able to check my Multi-player games here) or PC (I have WoW and willing to try any F2P game you suggest). Iike to discuss about multiple things from politics to the every day things that go on in my or your life. If there is anything you'd like to know about me then please ask. I'm very eager to meet new people, so hopefully talk to you soon 🙂",6.872673267326733,5.458259765676568,7.281399339933994,78.83695049504955,65.20462046204621,10.06019801980198,33.071287128712875,8.841846274778883,2.5612518811881184,1171,39,238,15,15,385,157,303,0.027999999999999997,0.84,0.132,0.9882,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,0,16,10,0,0,6,0,19,5,0,3,0,30,39,18,0,5,9,1,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,4,14,9,0,1,2,5,1,2,5,1,0,0,4,3,33,9,50,31,3,30,0,1,3,1,38,11,0,7,17,151,47,2,0.09166748190056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330645215733486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233703110428111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640960347199926,0.0,0.15086905405703974,0.0,0.08569672137656865,0.0,0.08612461675456451,0.0,0.0,0.05587964613977993,0.0,0.07800227546831759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911794236429819,0.0,0.07895306783928181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723380708730379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082206912535798,0.0,0.047892475857256124,0.0,0.05209674244204193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910464930470522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037805074079458,0.0,0.10340491233830937,0.0,0.19919397460079766,0.0,0.194242360187636,0.04478410135325635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769775977512159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273348135270414,0.0,0.12237751195658272,0.0,0.09209230651611347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738614659256696,0.0,0.0,0.17706605047160615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436403571177537,0.0961896021244381,0.0,0.0,0.20915175204095104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750698386587114,0.2542027597499369,0.24012152824791386,0.0,0.10062336789864383,0.08665539994465025,0.0,0.08779210842833271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916922884230244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114021207004884,0.0,0.0,0.12976543099832352,0.0,0.0,0.07663811946700336,0.0,0.0,0.10493733552325356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892253823034558,0.5894307971934079,0.08012141958891217,0.08439510141943966,0.0,0.0,0.12179960354773547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345204586658302,0.10535828561336437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447240599788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563527276329833,0.054067855847515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541308025747263,0.08836418139042718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806170581503148 lonely,PcPorkPies,2020/03/06,"I’m jealous. I lie in bed and can’t stop thinking about this girl. I don’t want to, but everything reminds me of her. I get petty when she talks to other boys but I can’t tell her how I feel because we have a good friendship, or maybe we fucking don’t, I have no idea. I’m so confused. She’s at a party right now with a load of boys and I am just alone in my room drinking away my loneliness.",-0.8126136363636363,1.0824011477272748,1.653363636363636,98.88254545454548,88.6590909090909,4.42909090909091,20.163636363636364,5.6839178017228535,-0.2769354545454545,303,10,75,2,10,103,61,88,0.209,0.655,0.135,-0.6987,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,16,14,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,16,1,10,14,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,2,3,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982163968427123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270526745284575,0.0,0.0,0.17552401819015634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820691161509337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587796450149452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455898438642843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619356492748397,0.15043545162245284,0.0,0.0,0.2415083011421809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250463724591795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892719049020703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589703874876898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407286302732956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314332433978204,0.2516700530666739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844987138487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983298873337202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yung_guerrer0,2020/03/06,"I’m bored with life I’m 15 and have a group of friends I hang out with in school everyday. Everyone else is close to each other and I feel like I’m on the outside of the group and the ‘friend’ no one wants there. I’m only really close to one guy. When I talk to people online it’s almost always me that starts the convo. I’m never invited out by anyone and I went through the whole of last summer holiday not being invited out by anyone. I want to move school and start over I just can’t put up with this anymore it’s killing me.",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.08771929824562,5.905263157894738,18.271929824561404,7.1686216300943375,0.17322456140350928,416,10,94,6,12,140,73,114,0.079,0.8340000000000001,0.087,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,21,15,6,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,1,8,3,20,13,2,20,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502137729609847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537441996679881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832430943192188,0.25839223426297425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435238688207534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655652367484814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342572436264868,0.13200037576048493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855070950390637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295225156327755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442163696929191,0.0,0.0,0.15061295353634935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305091587871695,0.09026973399118826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963822370645157,0.0,0.0,0.1425067173534971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250411102448567,0.14052660393623376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809688488247528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574579965558055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836897693690225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739960528257724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615636036787153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851185929008853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179653411522234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128448566753318,0.0,0.20629012361797744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iyonia,2020/03/06,"Strange friendships - this is definitely a rant. Growing up, it was mostly just my family and I against the world. I didn't have many friends. I worked hard, and made friends - started talking with more people, tried to make something of myself, and ended up with a lot of very close, intimate friendships with all kinds of people. I fell in love, worked on my art, and traveled in spite of the bad things happening - at the time, those bad things were -- I had lost my home, and my step-dad was threatening to kill me, so I couldn't go back. I was a teenager. Afterwards, I ended up in a relationship with a man who, over the course of several years, isolated me from my friends and family. It's not easy to explain how it happened. Just, over time, before I had even really recognized what he was doing, I ended up without.. basically, everything. Every little aspect of independence was worn away over time, handed over with excuses -- why he needed control of things like my money, or my medical care, or why I shouldn't talk with my friends anymore, or listen to music anymore - over the years, everything was stripped away until all I did, day in and day out, every single year, was clean and cook and wait for him to come home. Sleep, rinse, repeat. Wake up, compliment him, cook for him, clean his home, cook dinner, wait for him to return, praise him, sleep, wake up. I lost track of time. He became violent. We broke up, and I fled to my grandparents home. But, something had happened to me. I stopped being able to really connect with people anymore. I tried, but it was as though there was an invisible wall between myself and everything, everyone, around me. &#x200B; I tried to reconnect with my old friends, I tried to work on a romantic relationship, I tried to get into college, and the kind of work I was always passionate about. I tried to get back into gaming, and art. I tried working out. Moving. But nothing stuck. It has begun to feel as though, perhaps, being with people at all was a fluke and I am not the kind of person who is supposed to have friends or close family. I feel completely devoid of connection, and cold. I feel disassociated. This is not surprising. I'm mentally ill - I have been, for as long as I can remember. I think I was born depressed, and I'll probably always be this way. I live with my partner now, another person who experiences something a lot like what I do, by his own admission. I don't know how similar his experiences really are, but since there's no real way of knowing, I'll take it at face value. Living here, I once more do not speak with others. I don't see people in person. I only speak with people online. Online friends are real friends, and they can be wonderful people - but I don't have online friends. I have old friends - people I have known for over ten years, who survived my failed teenage relationship, who I write to online maybe once or twice a month. A group of people I can count on one hand, whose interactions with me can basically be summarized as: ""Hello."" ""Hi."" ""How are you?"" ""I'm okay, you?"" ""Good."" and then nothing for another thirty days. I've tried to start conversations, share things - group together, to play video games, or talk in Discord, or meet in person. Yet, in spite of the fact that almost every single one of them complains to me of feeling lonely and isolated, we are not.. hanging out. If I manage to push a conversation beyond the initial greetings, we may have a brief, goofy conversation that's almost normal - but it is still only once or twice a month, and it is still only in writing, and it is rarely continued or about anything of real value to us. &#x200B; I have one or two friends, within that group, who seem interested in really hanging out and staying connected. One of them is usually busy, but he is basically my closest real friend right now. The other, is a friend of mine who is in what feels like constant romantic pursuit of me, to the detriment of all else. We do not seem to be able to talk about anything at all, without the subject quickly becoming about him wanting to die, wanting to date me, or some vague combination of the two, in which he tells me he does not deserve me and that he wants to die. He has a lot on his plate - he's a good person, with a lot of difficult things going on in his life, and I want to support him. I want to be able to be friends with him. But, when I reach out to talk with him, it is an endless, isolating loop. I don't know why he is so fixated on getting involved with me. This image of me he has, is very incorrect. I am not a bubbly fantasy dream babydoll sparkly anime playgirl. This is the image many former friends of mine projected on me in the past, and it was very difficult to have a friendship with them, because I felt as though I was constantly having to exert energy to pretend to be someone for them to be able to be happy. I am an adult now, and I just want to have at least semi-regular interactions with people who are not only trying to sleep with me. I feel like we can't talk at all. Even the closest of my friends often shy away from telling me about their days, or even just bantering, because - in their own words - they don't want to burden me. What does that mean??? Everyone has issues, I just want to spend time with my friends. It is not a burden, to hear what's going on in other peoples lives, or to hang out. Why does it always feel as though they're trying to make this out into some kind of sadness competition, and because I am still recovering from an abusive relationship, I am somehow The Champion of Sadness(tm) and now can no longer be interacted with outside of the context of just, being super miserable all the time? I want to do things and talk about things that have nothing to do with my mental illness, or being sad. Why wont any of them let it go? Where are the people who want friends, and talk with each other?",5.428017911741335,6.099654933216172,6.095174182054553,79.12899499241642,67.76977152899822,9.11786599898885,30.703276596769143,9.18376936305282,2.5631924163998363,4606,172,878,82,73,1505,407,1138,0.132,0.757,0.111,-0.9765,1,2,3,1,0,1,208.0,6,2,9,12,45,61,4,1,44,1,99,18,8,8,8,186,159,72,3,15,41,0,11,4,19,3,4,4,6,8,54,74,4,4,19,13,2,15,24,20,0,9,28,17,123,41,189,112,22,137,1,9,1,2,119,68,0,30,55,642,177,9,0.1324628622718978,0.039236707826166665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663212111722469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266478459165387,0.07176172796460098,0.08047843822157044,0.022519822172496786,0.06944943037090519,0.0,0.0,0.09852567415563013,0.0,0.0,0.054502824541222135,0.029480007794909214,0.0,0.0,0.09333991463642374,0.05092788232128312,0.0553004785097906,0.06056109852383398,0.03657370607519218,0.028179034860644544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033763679068297386,0.0,0.0,0.02852625669596044,0.034721197720166554,0.07157264791098668,0.03714209089593308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854275877861933,0.0,0.028522517293763025,0.0,0.0687377689246794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693935756921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027663931041233075,0.0,0.08799208418428167,0.0,0.0,0.06561785343268572,0.0,0.08370425590535806,0.06328697073602603,0.08928680951648693,0.06478704846618509,0.0936556482428265,0.0,0.11721010564961913,0.04731574763718757,0.03179628018294305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605321546131906,0.0,0.051904783750533805,0.0,0.07528169723697847,0.05555178210786741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785235373128893,0.03525229500633763,0.029665176559474583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037323818222004916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287105122033885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345642033199529,0.0,0.0,0.036637632774509384,0.13793968712174626,0.05459859367613354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033863062826628106,0.023390609253719705,0.06471466354843089,0.0331906468097452,0.08772535066366716,0.029306366186861207,0.0,0.0,0.07229943090440985,0.11261518858678607,0.02988822622395505,0.031334890774922165,0.044209994578737234,0.06714827573767967,0.03326918734273044,0.036072722458207314,0.0,0.03336059948475864,0.06674570478618325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286529644800348,0.03519676484190954,0.0,0.024554883485944708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03244637012444821,0.09532626666977803,0.0,0.06949874565126021,0.10580146889956484,0.08976026364125855,0.10074397576295838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0316126976309532,0.2754992102086181,0.14457682750630213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03570434238817628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077173707657907,0.0848591014768179,0.0,0.0,0.14221554123768354,0.03751365021557451,0.028280640153854408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026388937801527568,0.06029460742757833,0.0,0.03741133257813188,0.0,0.027393662126190745,0.0,0.09941889402513852,0.0,0.028058838336185887,0.07648228719512354,0.0,0.0,0.04687894784932987,0.035296946609300515,0.07933875968969423,0.02768622103841182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375793215875532,0.0,0.0,0.02489889680546398,0.21293726218021564,0.0578891900813155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540042695962678,0.02121921338196966,0.1301440896314531,0.0,0.11586024034329635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483397097994084,0.0,0.06469848441647914,0.0,0.03983412839775987,0.0,0.03647228214506847,0.08197180050562873,0.19532507040596264,0.0525714272163542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940891240019422,0.0,0.0,0.06384473614092304,0.035912580911618995,0.12054317669877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047843822157044,0.08530174033756784 lonely,taniui,2020/03/06,Trust factors I'm not lonely out of lack of communication or anything. I'm lonely out of deep deep trust issues that have built up since childhood and somewhat ego problems too.,4.765454545454546,7.345152212121214,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,72.33333333333334,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.5305636363636368,145,6,24,1,3,45,25,33,0.11599999999999999,0.617,0.267,0.7268,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485065585881569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688612291881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215123209776468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508477214076159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OffWithYourNuts,2020/03/06,"No Reason, No Direction, No Motivation I am 19 yrs old, Indian, Introvert, Socially Awkward, Depressed Software developer. I am quite lonely, and this is going to be a long long post, I need an outlet desperately. From start - I was very studious when I was young, rather than studious I was very bright, everybody came to me for help with their study. I knew the answer to every question the teacher asked, I was the first to put up my hand to answer in every class, I was every teacher's favourite student and they told my parents so every time. I had two very close friends and a good friend circle. Now a little background on my parents - My father - A very brilliant man but has alcohol abuse history. Has completed his MBA. Works as a COO in an NGO. My mother - A Professor. Has completed Masters in Personel Management. She is a very loud and aggressive and overprotective woman. My Paternal Grandparents are the cause of her being so but let's keep that aside. I was in a government-run school till my 8th std (middle school), called Kendriya Vidyalaya, But the quality of education in those schools was declining gradually, till I reached 7th the quality of education was very low, so were my grades because of it, so after I completed my 8th standard, my parents decided to shift me to a boarding school (Bless them, they did it even though it was out of their financial capacity, my father took a loan to do so). So here I was in a boarding school in 9th std (High School) when a boy is supposed to make lifelong friends and explore the city where he lives, I was thrown into a very new environment where a hierarchy or pecking order was already in place and I had no exposure whatsoever to the chaos I was going into. Now curse my fucking heart, it got fixated on one of the popular girls, who had a boyfriend who was at the top of the pecking order. What to do now? I can't have her cause she is taken (not the main reason). I couldn't have her because whenever she used to talk to me I used to get tongue-tied, my heart used to start pounding (I had no experience talking to girls because of my overprotective parents) and I had a fear in the back of my mind that her boyfriend will beat me up. I was depressed those two years because I had no option but to see the girl I was crushing so hard on with another man. Even though all of this was happening I somehow managed to score 74% in my tenth class. Now here my father comes into the play, his parenting strategies are very wrong, in 8th standard I wanted to learn to play the guitar. but because my grades were low my father told me to get a higher grade next year and he will get me a guitar and put me in a class for learning guitar. Now, this is called reward system and this is applied to train dogs, not motivate a person. In 9th and 10th standard as mentioned in the above paragraph, I was depressed so my grades didn't go up but they didn't go down too. But the expectation of my father was very high he expected me to score at **least** above 90% (After throwing me into a new environment (He thought it was favourable but it was not.)). He was not satisfied with the marks and again used a very wrong parenting method, Berating me into improving. He berated all of my achievements, he still tells me that I have failed my tenth standard and 74% in the tenth standard are shit grades. This caused me to lose my motivation, I didn't have the motivation to get out of my bed and go to my college. My attitude became very negative, my outlook on life became very negative. I thought on the lines of - If you even don't want to acknowledge my achievements let alone appreciate them, then why the fuck should I perform? \-- Right now it's 2:00 AM here in India, will write the next part tomorrow morning. Thanks for reading my rant.",4.579958847736627,6.051216179698216,5.2950274348422495,81.14484567901236,70.33058984910836,8.637311385459535,30.646776406035663,9.10047109697411,2.615396159122086,2981,125,570,59,54,965,307,729,0.146,0.7809999999999999,0.073,-0.9959,7,3,2,0,1,0,100.0,0,1,7,16,32,28,4,2,48,0,66,10,4,14,2,87,102,42,0,9,15,12,2,0,3,4,4,1,1,8,20,28,1,1,17,6,1,12,18,16,0,7,43,5,91,12,89,50,5,93,1,8,2,4,62,46,3,5,31,396,111,33,0.0,0.061839471621822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055777813869304235,0.0,0.05405559664804911,0.05759562259616793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054728292924071234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879285815912527,0.0,0.0,0.040132741864063806,0.0,0.15908004438696566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658857272488716,0.059694213149469565,0.0,0.16084794727183593,0.0,0.04495914002882333,0.1641682475454782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348597395009509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341778426500264,0.0,0.17589742682176573,0.0,0.0,0.0510541921972162,0.0,0.05873097192458983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044394837526048614,0.0,0.0,0.12097118015232015,0.09650208458266392,0.1090735208468017,0.0,0.14831074769810607,0.04377651749505517,0.04174303837245647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615357604708156,0.0,0.04675414798135963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369651496913545,0.034983472445348746,0.11028829405687256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639101235784247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674055132111376,0.036865042897352665,0.0,0.05231050654388398,0.046086854491076086,0.0923772814059861,0.0,0.05838995680757556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034838839146049516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052699456004303036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870001089881383,0.0,0.10081551016979558,0.11101444089649708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547671548858539,0.0,0.035366927959416684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34772097039801586,0.05651929422557095,0.0,0.0,0.04557239950588635,0.054529960159722564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998590173842312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493557595406458,0.05846744431360256,0.05551305282903267,0.052206534292611836,0.0,0.0,0.10732498081359676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044572033209038436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692903377026715,0.0415905936231302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053574759132623474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532035895405041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388411326538989,0.0,0.04168092627341048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390056474768967,0.04561846706283042,0.048051759119102415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255755621964956,0.08286988763522338,0.030433814157519782,0.0,0.0,0.0997441693681443,0.057987688234634176,0.0,0.0,0.10196880198953827,0.0,0.0,0.18030993965471925,0.0,0.5167704541997218,0.06156887168981416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709553227224346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799669629620001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141284146899771,0.0,0.0672204020565047 lonely,Tqtics,2020/03/06,"Why do my friend never invite me when they go out. Like the title says, why. Just why. This has been the 6th I heard about what they have been doing. In school they are really friendly and pretend that they like me. What should I do? Ask them? I tried inviting them myself but they always were ‘busy’",0.7781779661016941,3.30813145762712,1.286249999999999,98.9764936440678,90.35593220338984,3.6279661016949154,12.459745762711865,5.148860815047168,-1.3702050847457632,232,3,49,1,8,70,44,59,0.042,0.7979999999999999,0.161,0.7432,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,6,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,14,4,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,4,38,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210114826176708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360698171873125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901888576993283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351154007754152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467346346403391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475709789640827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176920539130107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008120870750349,0.0,0.2555612367814877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144283735001314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835734232409437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluenostalgia,2020/03/06,"hi i haven’t had friends for 3 years like any at all so i’ve never really told anyone this but i lost my 4 bestfriends halfway through sophomore year and i left school for online school halfway through the year. i genuinely have had no friends since then. like seriously don’t talk to anyone. i used to say i had no friends to be quirky back then but now i genuinely have no one lmao!! so i just wanted to know if perhaps anyone on here likes the same things as me and maybe wants to be friends 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 i’m 18, a girl/woman?? i listen to harry styles, the 1975, melanie, ariana, etc. i like shows like tvd, greys anatomy, this is not okay, true crime shows. i don’t mean to bring politics into this but my value system is like, pro choice, support the lgbtq+ community, support women obvi. things i would like to do with friends would be like going to cities and driving through them at night and having fun, going to cool forests, going on roadtrips, just exploring and having fun. i just rlly want a friend and i’ll give u unconditional luv and support and do anything with u!! anyways yeah that’s it.",1.6721969696969694,4.089997795454551,2.7349999999999994,91.78083333333332,82.4090909090909,5.303030303030304,22.803030303030305,6.6274283507984215,0.5721666666666669,865,30,178,9,24,275,129,220,0.069,0.597,0.33399999999999996,0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,9,24,0,0,6,3,19,0,0,1,3,32,37,17,0,6,8,0,0,8,6,2,0,2,0,1,7,11,0,0,3,2,0,6,8,2,0,1,5,4,17,22,23,27,3,22,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,1,17,104,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370066864863778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273409817362316,0.0,0.08918575335895071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833358929565997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086997445163898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023948452938556,0.0,0.0,0.10396592926741433,0.18478092480718103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059561643521334987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775287384395765,0.0,0.0,0.4235836267584687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830724860426856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888013829658848,0.1180552734734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358769532312281,0.0,0.0,0.10170529012283112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343965016426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942963927355339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618643291017114,0.0,0.21936838274160173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965129475581833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689577706897749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711002734991967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400288341596376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035597000781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360368325302283,0.0,0.0,0.19177222869472133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397705995094246,0.0,0.0,0.20937538665766714 lonely,bronxafrican,2020/03/06,"I hate the cycle I feel like the worst part about being a loner is that when, out of some miraculous stroke of luck, you actually find someone to spend time with, it becomes all them from that point. Every moment, every second, every day, every week. Now, I just feel like I'm in a cycle. I'm frustrated, tired, weak, and I just want to be alone forever because I hate this. But now it's almost impossible to shake off the attachment and I hate myself for it. I just wish I wasn't born this way. I'm rambling, I know, this is a shitpost at this point but my mind is full of so many different things rn and my head is hot, I feel nauseous and terrible and I guess it helps talking into bare space like this",3.039621212121212,4.315156194444448,4.4293434343434335,86.6227272727273,73.8611111111111,7.4585858585858595,23.50757575757576,8.00094639256281,1.1056750000000002,548,15,116,8,11,182,90,144,0.165,0.721,0.114,-0.7556,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,8,12,4,1,6,0,7,4,1,0,1,26,20,9,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,8,0,1,1,5,16,4,15,17,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,11,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.13827525976035945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188849025706549,0.14675475112977124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863768185770813,0.15649255634481718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138246454671343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804259371069656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775413592355013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214937892713468,0.20245589243503587,0.0,0.0,0.12950795502103465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609457462065107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41968761891452416,0.1454213998121425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497611923145154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787264325582123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767713102825386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365792330058444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307298467058804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344340775865495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678978224386069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005891145590207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389020992000125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413680101057104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262431828652686,0.16285918309599606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835762159930353,0.11247201772317976,0.1136603160270146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294388275607075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,prunekoon,2020/03/06,"My birthday passed, but i got no gift. https://discord.gg/FHvkUs , all i wanted is a discord nitro as a gift, i will be blessed if you join, it will be my greatest gift ever :)",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,75.36363636363637,5.612121212121212,26.15151515151515,6.42735559955562,0.9393515151515156,135,5,26,1,3,42,25,33,0.114,0.358,0.528,0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731364116516448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951736940212803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389255577587284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,potatoeaterz,2020/03/06,"anyone want to chat? at work but finding it hard to focus on anything but my own thoughts, guessing there are others out there doing the same. Let's pair up and chat, just would be nice to hear someone's story and about their lives. maybe conversation can provide relief",3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,75.86274509803921,4.864313725490196,23.925490196078428,5.6839178017228535,0.4894596078431373,217,7,39,1,5,65,44,51,0.028999999999999998,0.809,0.162,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,8,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224550844186266,0.0,0.2497914202209712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743435196551497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343887033671352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719164243787965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421169321121176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039501632058863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26803552679594483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049514452100669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719243495153155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409805814815245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790385256256393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209841530892402,0.0,0.0,0.2156294421363177,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dnz102,2020/03/06,How do I stop falling for random nice people? I always fall for any guy who shows me any type of attention. Just simple friendly gestures like asking me how I'm feeling or noticing my small acts make me want more and I fall for that guy immediately. I think to myself am I really that hungry for affection and I blame myself for being delusional. How do I stop this?,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,73.58333333333334,7.5777777777777775,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.6893166666666666,291,9,53,5,6,98,49,72,0.10800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,16,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,3,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,36,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176449297212483,0.0,0.0,0.35574943828472233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445300967378196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225627540405455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208623079402294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179854592215166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778856017264567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745981897357568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977960806272742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813378167629314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675666966444411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373639146525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676017506634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427915804039632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kogar76,2020/03/06,"How to deal with loneliness Hello everyone, I just recently found this subreddit and I just wanted to post some stuff that has helped me. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and have taken ssri for a while. I have ground that by doing this I have been able to get off of the medication and feel almost just as well as on it, and I honestly think it’s just a matter of time until I feel better than when I’m on it. I don’t really have any friends and was just recently heartbroken. Something I have noticed is that alot of people talking about how they are bored along with being lonely. What I have done is taking up a hobby that productive. Instead of spending all my time watching Netflix shows and Hulu I decided to do things that would better myself. I have taken up learning another language and instead of watching shows like bojack horseman for the 5th time I have decided to start watching documentaries and reading books. At first I was bored it seemed like I was doing the same thing just with different stuff. I am a college student so I do talk to people sometimes during and after my classes and I realized that when I do talk to people I have more to talk about and I’m able to talk to longer. I don’t know if this can work for everyone but I solidly believe that become more “educated”, don’t know if that’s the right word, has helped me a lot. Instead of feeling like I’m lonely and wasting my time I’m looking more as I’m improving myself for the future. Sorry I sort of went on a rant but if you have any questions or want to ask me something my DM’s are open to anyone.",4.055833333333332,5.492597742946709,5.203781347962384,81.42797087251832,71.5705329153605,8.075287356321839,28.338688610240325,8.59863814320734,2.163009299895507,1276,48,241,22,24,422,153,319,0.08,0.8390000000000001,0.081,-0.2154,1,4,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,17,13,0,0,12,0,35,2,0,2,1,58,58,29,0,6,12,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,20,19,0,0,13,5,1,1,3,5,1,1,10,7,34,8,44,46,8,26,0,3,4,0,14,10,0,11,17,188,54,7,0.2099097266434116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509713491809228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142745812228758,0.1100543253759218,0.08029018316701116,0.0,0.0,0.0733868807566588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811862934068856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591440065399823,0.0,0.1182481901125798,0.0,0.1856480950830979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820385553209537,0.09039746998711744,0.1065269769890146,0.0,0.10965549366723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074052647283328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005777392914927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920499730874352,0.0749797753279999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927455312522617,0.0,0.1150775903562028,0.08108786705055464,0.0,0.05483458423335711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406980650619423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536089614961526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382693423219268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813565163244752,0.0,0.0,0.08922887157468422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573098298498204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949180752791233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182874615326636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051774685831076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757346696917832,0.0,0.10498326559828154,0.0,0.06723677296675543,0.0,0.20726053136225855,0.0,0.0,0.08963087981310637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554696573908973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159876283147714,0.10380304351407314,0.11748837670742936,0.07428759245882025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029641654460815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789129954240204,0.4217937175921212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945469514322262,0.06725083852491116,0.0,0.0,0.24480009931015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381019534776908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436702669858073,0.09729420979700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640839050459099,0.0,0.0,0.0745569236016005,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stupidsweetpotato,2020/03/06,"I'm so fucking lonely I want to die Just took a Clonazepam trying to numb myself, I can't take this pain, can't keep going, just want to take a blade and cut my skin everywhere and see that red blood and somehow get some fucking release. Idk man All I need is someone I can talk to and someone who will fucking care about me and I will do the same for them. But, no, everyone ghosts me. I'm tired of this. I just need someone who won't abandon me even though I'm boring. I mean come on, if I can't entertain you 24 hours, you will just leave me? What does that even mean? Is friend a commodity now? I don't know maybe I'm wrong, maybe i'm expecting too much but I will still try. I need online friends a little about me Female, almost 23 Hobbies: nothing Likes:nothing...well, philosophy, imagination, daydreaming Dislikes: most humans and my life Now I always think of death, self harm. I'm full of illnesses, mental mostly. The girl I was, an innocent, loving, soft, pure, smiling girl with lots of hopes and dreams....is gone, idk Again I tried and pretended to be a positive, all happy girl a few years ago but it got too painful Even after reading all this, if someone really wants to be my friend, please leave a message",2.7755483996877466,4.617905520491803,3.788149882903984,88.59822404371587,75.7622950819672,6.778766588602655,24.73380171740828,7.62386473244151,1.1595080405932872,953,32,197,13,21,307,144,244,0.171,0.654,0.174,0.8355,0,2,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,2,1,0,18,20,4,0,10,0,16,12,2,0,4,45,48,15,3,10,9,0,2,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,9,10,0,2,5,3,0,4,6,12,0,0,4,4,26,8,16,37,11,15,0,2,2,4,17,3,3,9,8,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350095953313137,0.0,0.1056221970282066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776715635020088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754308915399208,0.0,0.0,0.09086100365063204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947077178349207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230557154966963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900407942897675,0.0,0.0,0.10078990980786127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447893875182056,0.2925415028158128,0.05510853615913745,0.0,0.05994626845347276,0.0,0.0843613636630208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228458536999636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047646600940124,0.1038757792577416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375477245561448,0.0,0.0,0.05796861785034053,0.0,0.0,0.2233745166302567,0.0,0.0,0.07450308869630601,0.0,0.10571788346047348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967465632065888,0.09519910940261077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119360969663752,0.2297955740843871,0.0,0.0,0.1062982393883492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753935935969737,0.2346345034159221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121015124416187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244746424444662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578450286897116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550775882071513,0.0,0.06757268585266535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405327763388024,0.0,0.11003782503898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574887851104143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423583707032911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861448472896478,0.08478019725180047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758682168192459,0.10363279284367308,0.0,0.0,0.12123284061768005,0.0,0.0,0.11719128855669755,0.21484038872391595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866431210134485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532496281221967,0.0,0.0679251559609166 lonely,Milton381234,2020/03/06,Time pass by but nothing changes Years passed by while waiting that somethings will improve but all that remains is empty black hole.,4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,80.30434782608695,3.066666666666667,33.7536231884058,3.1291,1.3733884057971015,110,6,17,0,3,29,20,23,0.081,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.3919,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747962503461329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213626037447474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183002837039145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168339571354676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499020180902487 lonely,isolationtoolong,2020/03/06,"who wants to be pretend friends? hi, wanna be pretend close friends? like we write ""hey wanna meet up later? go out for a drink yeah"", but we actually never meet",-0.0066666666666677105,1.9920296774193569,1.6508064516129046,92.4295430107527,107.06451612903228,3.3569892473118284,21.295698924731184,5.46131890053228,0.17338279569892512,124,5,24,1,6,40,25,31,0.071,0.74,0.18899999999999997,0.6111,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.4050628477755718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066250390885326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413869097880941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359022339899662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278944635011545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013895505783857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448277451448352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oli20001,2020/03/06,"I give up I thought id actually met a girl interested in me but no she says 'i dont imagine us in a relationship' despite the day previously being all over me, im just sick of all the games, and these dating apps don't even work, it's just full of people looking for hookups or are just boring. There is no hope for me, i feel so bad, i dont even want to move",-0.0627500000000012,1.6729502250000008,2.9125000000000014,91.9925,84.25,6.0,21.25,7.1686216300943375,0.4032500000000003,278,9,69,4,8,99,59,80,0.23800000000000002,0.695,0.066,-0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,13,13,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,10,2,9,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,2,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.21992247357560746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816928587457835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534095021320562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282491835325976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977012123289365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395066408986447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618940768814424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383701603643727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434314813124385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189248758580748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239525960131612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623882179967025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419562864200512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921826903194746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891361376989068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710847969503807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329253561709584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406746623319082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,D0uble-C,2020/03/06,"I have decided to leave the sub I am going to leave this sub because I have no longer become lonely, even though no one has came into my life recently, I truly never was lonely. As it turns out, a lot of loneliness is self inflicted, I thought I was lonely cause I had no girlfriend, or friends near me, but then I saw I was wrong. I have friends, called family, a loving mom and father, and brothers to laugh with. I was just too caught up in my selfish needs I thought I had to have because I dont have friends I can see. Yet they were with me the whole time. I know some people are truly alone, with only themselves, but lots of people out there are like me, they just need to see who is there for them, because the cure to loneliness is not being lonely, that way you can focus on what you are as a person, and find the people that are the same, and grow together, as friends or family. And to those that are truly alone, you must strive to reach out to people, and find people just like you, and maybe do something together and become unlonely together. Hopefully this can help at least one person, for now I myself have cured me with realization, and have grown myself.",8.746077586206894,6.113811797413797,8.360586206896553,76.44303448275863,62.49137931034482,11.521379310344827,33.97586206896552,9.642632912329526,2.8783934482758613,915,25,185,13,10,293,119,232,0.13,0.685,0.185,0.9711,0,12,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,3,0,10,15,0,0,8,0,31,2,0,1,2,42,45,18,0,4,8,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,9,18,0,0,6,0,0,5,6,6,0,2,12,3,32,9,29,31,6,21,0,4,3,1,22,9,0,6,8,146,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900681617857604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218303048137948,0.2442023975938098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289076059817188,0.12644742214808838,0.0,0.1135721941165304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957163925249532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302166343345637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844605139805605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209365775789728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416633556795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283192535371472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074103831428798,0.0,0.0,0.10980775738932502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075907581232622,0.0,0.0,0.23412718284087514,0.0,0.0,0.07808947292892425,0.10802484690444722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798272044014952,0.09978174605426077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106907375464424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294826810761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395279733413878,0.08526814938033148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498321741361333,0.08408335886807522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832305072405764,0.19306770739043908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916141221380836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619876607085375,0.0,0.1153347587314986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511195569529732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862140500379112,0.17553935486071232,0.06446650593612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025395194416895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775476940160418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343261709349235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120876405517407,0.0,0.0 lonely,dutchnathan,2020/03/06,"I think it isnt smart of me to do this but i have nowhere else to express myself Being bored to death nearly every single day and seeing no one except your mother and her boyfriend shortly on evenings really suck. its feels like im totally isolated from the world and only the woman who is responsible for my existense is in my life, and her boyfriend just because shes here. and everytime i see or hear about normal peoples life with partying on saturdays with lots of friends or normal people having girlfriends and people that care about them and doing stuff almost daily, it drives me crazy how unfair it is, why im so unwanted and uncared for. the only reason people talk me is to force me into wageslaving, but im so unmotivated to work, im not worth working for, i tried everything to improve myself but im doomed to fail. and so i lost all my motivation and i lie around all day, sleep are the highlights of my day because when i dream i actually experience something. life is not meant for me. im not saying im depressed, but i cant get myself to do anything because i see no reason and am not motivated. i hate to be awake.",3.7228,5.430015613333335,5.280555555555555,79.4675,72.86666666666667,7.844444444444445,27.61111111111111,8.515128840125781,2.1093111111111105,903,34,168,16,18,305,130,225,0.21,0.66,0.13,-0.9708,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,6,11,11,2,0,4,0,17,4,1,5,3,43,29,22,1,3,12,1,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,8,15,0,0,7,1,1,1,8,7,0,1,2,6,28,4,28,25,5,14,1,4,3,0,14,8,1,4,6,121,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.09051087947156064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287599287331526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632556544420242,0.0825674002470877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696191024102852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456507687653117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944874409354522,0.0,0.07988566752873427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774809451401761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126067543155912,0.0,0.07814609873696422,0.0,0.08335795781128577,0.09072755676914583,0.0,0.0,0.04689732093066982,0.06626080800807148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165862483472116,0.0,0.04845818545327215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157168476152,0.0,0.0,0.10453628979087304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013034172678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965367658357896,0.04531309459135918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012478709410642,0.07885295871217614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175113434624607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284998011119701,0.14108151237903535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720542223397524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941819490847111,0.1907254403693028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737587336288104,0.0,0.0,0.22172985889750907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281724835583824,0.0,0.0,0.07140368553705037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106176863374409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454914986907255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943062486367446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297134179947066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369268798334041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504659546611925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CorrectedAgora,2020/03/06,"Trying to find pictures for yearbook and got sad So pretty must what the title says. At my school, every senior gets their own yearbook page (very small high school), and we're supposed to submit 8-10 pictures of ourselves with friends. I was looking through the pictures on my phone, and I realized that I wasn't friends with any of the people in the pictures anymore, and it made me wonder if I still have close friends/ if I'm capable of keeping close friends. Can anyone relate? How do you cope with this?",5.164035346097201,6.613924814432992,4.7771723122238585,85.4937113402062,68.89690721649485,6.36759941089838,32.413843888070694,6.1826913282559595,1.786759646539028,405,18,73,2,7,123,71,97,0.03,0.815,0.155,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,18,13,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,4,13,8,2,9,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,3,2,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172734038553527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210520279719848,0.1354443744489413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320642506122382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704460522381085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986299084970853,0.0,0.101203864819952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492511032274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466198425247087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721756007168069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626650169475082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329016061649053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429198049433053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706956500362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404350859689322,0.0,0.3920834661757368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469458748175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151427572850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982848627771046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100668794643248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,varg91,2020/03/06,"Attending somewhere alone. I booked a badminton course. I know where the place is. I went there looking for the right room, but i didn't find it and drove home again. It always ends up this way.",1.2100000000000009,3.825536842105265,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,88.47368421052632,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.5695431578947368,152,4,33,1,5,44,33,38,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509628102565693,0.0,0.0,0.2819635221303484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001345506281661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097172356932507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399100636654104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862318017561337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28456195730612616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354042675459502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893895730306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689759282849282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413202559445097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mediocrepanda1234,2020/03/06,"21st Birthday Hey everyone, hope everyone is doing well. Todays my 21st and I happen to be spending it alone in my bed watching some netflix. This is probably the third year like this and oh man is it getting lonely. My social anxiety has grown more and more since I left high school and its to the point ive lost all of my friends and most of my family. The people I thought were my friends didn't even wish me happy birthday (they know its today, I told them). I asked them to come over tonight but they said they had plans (no invite). I thought about going out by myself but that just feels so pathetic and depressing. I see other peoples 21st birthday and theyre having the time of there lives. Im in therapy but I don't feel my anxiety getting any better.. I just hope 21 is the year I get past this.",2.0363888888888866,4.251968858024696,3.1451697530864213,90.54701388888893,79.55555555555556,6.272222222222222,23.70524691358025,7.413659706084162,1.030183950617284,633,22,130,9,16,203,103,162,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6991,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,3,7,11,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,1,25,32,11,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,9,9,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,3,1,1,8,5,25,8,12,23,5,17,0,3,2,0,13,7,0,4,8,86,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409354092683374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946110832220989,0.0,0.21286344118755934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300648987350111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304646349823027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984553099946794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982982088906875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091892025085309,0.0,0.0,0.26588348741462736,0.0,0.0,0.1311564875638517,0.0,0.1406935121441647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149782418983477,0.0,0.21806423591764715,0.0,0.07906904046390778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230294846685389,0.14810320397147295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699524007573955,0.0,0.2763688670493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028095863177127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646052220919937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116181645521484,0.0,0.0,0.06797039039398302,0.0,0.12285162805688088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518734788803423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281239716403845,0.1929061910067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151991858727646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000236161738464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234157011538236,0.0,0.0,0.14080388072738698,0.11086615033453914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150872341409676,0.0,0.0,0.14182238440218514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159103769413829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209024834803878,0.08112603167473313,0.0,0.2637521237885382,0.13294174370731368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509181848492434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998910330287774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918636284623735 lonely,Asharafali,2020/03/06,"I have a good news which I don't have anyone to share with! I got the opportunity to participate the volunteering program in rural area of my country. I need to teach English as well as some motivational lessons to younglings around that village area who suffer from prolong civil war. But as always, I don't have anyone to share. So I just share it here.",5.041176470588237,6.580685470588236,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,69.29411764705883,7.792941176470588,29.776470588235288,8.238735603445708,2.08656705882353,284,11,53,4,5,93,48,68,0.10099999999999999,0.698,0.201,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,7,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,7,6,13,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33574881074609364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642807048797127,0.0,0.0,0.35920534748211264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384411790887142,0.3227201233427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991941357788478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627998069535485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uchuujim,2020/03/06,"No close friends The hardest questions about my social life is ""who is your best friend?"" Because, well, It's kinda hard to tell. Got an interaction between all the ""friend"", colleague, senior etc but no one is considered to be my close friend where I can share all my problem, getting a personal touch or everything. Maybe this is the toll of transactional living. Any same experience?",4.622142857142858,7.612776088235292,4.510336134453784,80.02794117647062,74.88235294117645,7.415126050420167,30.302521008403357,8.418075326091056,2.674375630252101,306,14,51,6,7,94,55,68,0.114,0.7120000000000001,0.174,0.6865,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,10,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,5,7,5,6,5,5,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,1,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373852363059368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315373789238032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201479295666956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531342397309295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815687727677663,0.19762109786909088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243420021839621,0.0,0.10555072958028043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615793868540778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809764420190754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269759126192194,0.0,0.0,0.17839347544032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296319969922516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689867238714376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640211773585054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331248219979968,0.0,0.0,0.2263163912225036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059410074486341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658043651414534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164646738212697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rrr_rrr,2020/03/06,"Have been suffering from frustration and anger. My family rejected me. I was never loved. It is understandable because my father is alcoholic and other family members are narcissistic. I am different from them, so the fact they rejected me and the fact they have issues has a causal connection. Although my brain perfectly understands this, my heart is still haemorrhaging. My inner child cries for a mother and father figure. And I don't know what to do with her pains. When I am feeling lonely, I feel empty. I just engage in binge eating and binge-watching TV series for hours. I have no one to talk to. I've been bullied throughout my life, in school and at work. I have social anxiety to approach people. I've met only several nice people so far. But 99 % of people bully me or they are just crappy, shallow people, and I don't like them. Also, I hate myself. I can't fix my situation. I've tried hard, but can't.",3.0012643678160917,5.604029816091952,4.72712643678161,78.38885057471266,78.42528735632183,7.774712643678161,23.459770114942533,8.680891452615391,2.0716114942528736,724,24,125,17,18,244,108,174,0.201,0.7559999999999999,0.043,-0.96,1,4,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,2,7,13,3,0,4,0,20,7,2,0,4,24,28,16,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,9,2,0,6,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,4,3,28,5,13,24,0,10,0,4,0,1,14,5,0,1,5,91,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757839060847715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539804902440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995649320145806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558774705210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750478399137495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224450524544774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638293495138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045212927220928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956463020799797,0.0,0.1585720895880839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046776539764302,0.15481389034143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581637988695604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442275174069647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366517803693698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617671556372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075702201105088,0.07660770330225025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152392927650784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093878910355516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625609820586053,0.11925835941280938,0.16685310199345624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43483935166916937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869648321931615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714663781833578,0.0,0.0,0.17625700232040914,0.0,0.15984441288220208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522582115418152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603507233632955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646127598705983,0.0,0.0,0.3264820568000262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415695187832407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NikTheDick123,2020/03/06,"Some tips? Hi I am 15 years old and living in Germany. My problem is that all my friends have girlfriends now and are invited to partys and stuff like that but I am just at home and doing nothing while all the other people have fun. I mean, all I want is just to be part of the social live. Is that to much?",1.1600512820512847,2.9069038000000016,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,80.23076923076924,4.94871794871795,20.06410256410256,5.46131890053228,-0.2853589743589744,237,6,54,1,6,77,46,65,0.027000000000000003,0.825,0.14800000000000002,0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,3,14,12,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,11,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203664692565006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644226616301934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287866952569062,0.0,0.4655455145297178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871489371700361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378392919618334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294122810134884,0.0,0.2766147048026523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854643064889018,0.0,0.182754216139916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522394912947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687175414874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30177076781115986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548420675682484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975641431739252 lonely,SatanPoop,2020/03/06,I've been feeling so lonely Maybe I'm just ungrateful. I have really good friends but somehow I'm just feeling so lonely. Scrolling through Twitter everyone just posting they're in a relationship makes me feel so lonely :'),3.3338333333333345,6.514426050000001,3.825000000000003,79.51333333333334,88.5,6.666666666666668,34.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,3.452416666666668,182,11,28,4,6,57,29,40,0.252,0.51,0.23800000000000002,-0.4002,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287246046336157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218385647467739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657879895439358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28854655860003586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296351495376101,0.0,0.3456130172934704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32947481322082633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038718442445132,0.0,0.0,0.3693473318632154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,druggieloveme,2020/03/06,"I turned 28 today Got no plans, no one to do anything with. Probably just gonna toke up a bit sleep and binge Netflix since I have no work today. Hopefully you guys have a sweeter more eventful day. Today is total wackness.",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4546545454545456,176,7,33,2,4,57,37,44,0.149,0.79,0.061,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397155783679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573373384289265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201526182000294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852106619315886,0.0,0.0,0.23339273970051574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341160048002464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972509972549742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541382753231316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498407145681368,0.0,0.2358830380479522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6702845454867535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563878496379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716017323334996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rene9966,2020/03/06,"Has it ever happened to you ? Hi guys ; it is since 2 years that I feel alone , and I m alienated from a good social life Being 20 years old , never been loved , affected me in the worst way possible , I myself there still is a portion of motivation that drives me to study and work on myself , but I don't it with good aims My long time of loneliness has deteriorated my thinking , doesn't matter anymore about being alone , being hated, what matters for me now is having power and money I can't stay with someone, talk with someone , experience with someone if there is no advantage that I could have from the other Really has it ever happened to you that your loneliness brings yourself to be worse then ever? What should I do ?",9.501606714628297,7.0759675179856085,9.574496402877699,67.68054556354919,60.87050359712229,12.144364508393288,36.835731414868114,10.504223727775694,3.7403371702637886,571,19,103,10,6,190,89,139,0.2,0.718,0.08199999999999999,-0.9641,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,8,6,1,0,4,0,20,2,0,2,4,21,27,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,1,17,4,16,20,2,18,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,12,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562218342975273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111174787116852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165637564878848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134866824263059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490487258834944,0.0,0.0,0.07704369191657537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556042462115481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087190386848326,0.2694835197161172,0.0,0.0,0.15043547326462473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107624612926309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484412838182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752137635729095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175184212134916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988843040485162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177615765915946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761319009106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604341558553142,0.0,0.0,0.15532372352123786,0.3873120510463391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240792084979375,0.12168420823695734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247057233069532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763361022638062,0.0,0.0,0.08884914301319052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209455351028102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092838662207853,0.0,0.1552797437805944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624471270048927 lonely,account9171826,2020/03/06,People are boring and mean. I can’t stand listening to them. Whenever I go online it feels like all people are doing is judging useless shit and feeling that their shitty opinion is superior. I can’t stand listening to people anymore. But at the same time I just feel so lonely and isolated. I quit school. Have no family. I’m apathetic. Honestly I dont even see a future for myself anymore. But even so I just wanna be loved by someone. I know that’s not fair of me and I know it won’t happen since I’ve got a shit personality but I can dream at least. Just like the last time I don’t know why I’m posting this. Maybe I need to keep my thoughts somewhere.,1.1424444444444468,3.472926503703704,3.47851851851852,86.15333333333334,83.96296296296295,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.1058000000000003,518,18,105,9,15,178,87,135,0.147,0.7340000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.149,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,2,0,4,0,13,3,2,0,1,25,32,9,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,8,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,6,17,5,9,28,3,10,0,2,1,1,6,2,2,1,6,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200701031287261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891236971854491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316589097487748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521246784077763,0.0,0.2447796028226041,0.11528230856298588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917099304502767,0.0,0.12906182476113634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269839896988998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343250852985856,0.0,0.0,0.2660531530238436,0.13153757239801586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576738440010724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564215467419867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211721942104793,0.17577854852981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965334148202428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33561960389660056,0.14090150761172493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545472476902525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163618594912308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331441526133222,0.12859049353345348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312866741083774,0.13348640854697952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672774163030796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281092528593872,0.1881915520650044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561075499390008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asdfzxcvqwer23,2020/03/06,"I feel like a fraud I read post after post where people have few friends, and crave attention from anyone. I have quite a few friends, but still wake up in the middle of the night craving more. (Hello, right now.) Each post I read makes me want to cuddle all of you. Do I belong here? Do I belong anywhere? I don't know.",0.9659340659340678,3.175388846153848,2.009890109890112,97.19153846153843,83.61538461538461,4.32967032967033,16.978021978021978,5.288315135182226,-0.7436593406593408,245,5,54,1,7,77,47,65,0.04,0.833,0.128,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,1,1,9,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,9,5,12,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224386928138472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100922696686778,0.15554838952257613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364397152260978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196602785981732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637327101582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533836620853932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432752744048574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509485411047792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255836420095059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315856842300905,0.4355835375392334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594266181021615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388173300610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284244745237939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jaxonedge7,2020/03/06,I think it’s time to end my suffering I feel like everyone hates me no one ever texts me my “close friend” just leaves me on read I have no iRL friends anymore everyone just keeps leaving and it’s really hard to even wake up.... I feel like there’s nothing left for me I feel so depressed and anxious all the time...I’m sorry for wasting you’re time,-0.5058333333333351,1.6440823055555571,1.1722222222222245,97.345,100.94444444444444,4.622222222222223,19.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.2795888888888891,274,10,60,4,12,88,50,72,0.273,0.591,0.136,-0.8518,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,12,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,11,4,6,7,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931950813656585,0.1749745113597196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519618181452499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626761314363655,0.0,0.0,0.11653258847761755,0.1595941000187858,0.0,0.3371793253344689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676300658889462,0.25208809460240394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272623995080363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804966017369576,0.1741914430642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682210145705028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736349648386557,0.19169539178346945,0.0,0.0,0.1723928823005413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929259376539468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955582951916804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648113290575565,0.0,0.11302774588385744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975027325204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305139065832825,0.0,0.0,0.30863918131733226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KoolKatKarver,2020/03/06,Shared my life story with my crush I got ghosted : ^),1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.9090909090909,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.5321636363636362,40,1,9,0,1,13,10,11,0.133,0.667,0.2,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7495442542404472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6619542362846028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RussianJESUS762,2020/03/06,"Lonely at 21 I have a unique situation. I didn't get my first girlfriend till I was 17. I was fine before that, probably because I didn't know what I was missing. I fell madly in love with her. I would have done anything for her. 6 months after we started dating I joined the military. From then on I only saw her every 3-6 months for no more than 2 weeks at a time. I tried my best to make it work for 2 and a half years. I was actively trying to get out of active duty because being apart was destroying me. Well almost a year ago we went on vacation to the Bahamas. It was the worst week of my life, she refused to talk to me most of the time, talked to other guys, and wouldn't even let me hold her hand. After we departed I landed in Idaho and she landed in California. She landed before me. When I turned off airplane mode I had a text. She was breaking up with me. I haven't been ok since then. I haven't been in another relationship. I get really depressed and think of her pretty often. I dream of her weekly at the least. I miss being loved and held. I even went as far as getting suicidal thoughts in the beginning. Those are gone now but now all I do is drink and feel alone. I've nearly given up on finding anyone else. I don't know what to do",1.0708101784147388,3.049787612167304,3.205950570342207,90.09412035682949,81.62357414448671,6.023340157940918,20.001316174319975,7.1686216300943375,0.4315014331675933,974,26,211,13,26,331,149,263,0.091,0.8240000000000001,0.086,-0.3001,0,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,3,7,13,2,0,11,1,27,5,1,1,1,30,50,13,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,12,1,4,6,2,0,5,7,7,1,2,20,3,44,6,40,25,6,49,0,4,1,2,21,21,0,3,22,154,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216653178435504,0.0,0.12670752877033042,0.13105313769474136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268403186953442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847691530398137,0.12965108825671254,0.1041283487824942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427034574991036,0.0,0.21534563722318686,0.0,0.13279172834405994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898527384295012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949026328126298,0.0,0.1239571100373104,0.0,0.0,0.10570459363909483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715167299092965,0.0,0.10661203985737297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398040502435981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565161421539105,0.10763145938648884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443935564074544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252905367872837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390817559321702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939163599448852,0.08937612092981435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284073657418779,0.0,0.0844637644730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199966050802484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623633210097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873260541648296,0.13642721266431615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106220356767059,0.0,0.0,0.13585231228785632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467188914763094,0.14223176885835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956283409714676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384098494977313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340969199055856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107916132885103,0.0,0.10045545205723512,0.1475683216792522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181927979270553,0.13763483537701204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30449864686584033,0.0,0.11377106292859154,0.2346002847108615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211971711408136,0.0,0.0,0.08988754593205235,0.0,0.0,0.16297007438405406 lonely,bobsburglars,2020/03/06,Love slipped away I never told K how I felt. She got tired of me and left tonight. Said never to talk to her again. I miss her so much... I just wish I could find someone who lit a fire in me like she did. I don't want to be alone.... Can we talk?,-2.7066071428571448,-1.0230398749999985,-0.4278571428571407,110.59785714285715,99.53571428571428,2.8000000000000003,12.357142857142858,3.1291,-2.1046,181,3,53,0,8,59,44,56,0.141,0.6920000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.5487,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,11,13,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,13,2,6,6,1,7,0,1,1,1,11,3,0,0,5,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240843243879734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199005988654316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868723611043134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247276874365307,0.0,0.21392029984257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719365106600733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429938591151674,0.0,0.0,0.1143465257476379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124206738159376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205596436112888,0.0,0.361032370532158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222638102664495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831243828418435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762460437470963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690096162382762,0.0,0.22364777415063825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380505867924033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26914952252184626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sassy_-molassy_-,2020/03/06,"Loneliness feels like a prison Since I moved out of a bad situation into my own place it’s been great but none of my family talks to me anymore and my boyfriend talks to me a reasonable amount but I can’t always expect him to be there .I miss being able to like call up someone and be able to talk for hours and have different options I have one person my boyfriend everyone else won’t return my calls or is busy I’m afraid of what the holidays is going to look like This year what do I even do for Christmas this year since my family and me no longer associate , I just miss family dinners and laughing and someone just casually wondering how I am. I’m only 18 I thought I still had a year left before everyone left you to go on about there lives.",4.59823529411765,5.208334869281046,5.570464052287587,82.37608823529412,69.58823529411765,9.518692810457518,28.3718954248366,9.642632912329526,2.3725064052287594,597,20,124,13,10,197,95,153,0.08199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.131,0.8641,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,2,0,20,24,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,3,2,20,6,17,17,3,16,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,3,9,81,25,0,0.2546509248750475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594498457815253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627264536565674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631144274721332,0.0,0.0,0.10834459057090297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600270659776697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330280084039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636408582006114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840972671049487,0.0,0.0,0.24332987154374885,0.0,0.0,0.360093342930392,0.0,0.06437957951050076,0.09096133580619732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472398903935613,0.0,0.0,0.14037677183573907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538993273968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766789749752893,0.0,0.0,0.18661436846833448,0.0,0.11243071604294244,0.0,0.10692132071037687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532681637520844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627902855653395,0.09683675168881417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117568262841546,0.1330280084039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091178141159787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064987654668746,0.14311915450752827,0.0,0.0,0.215764902273142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016822787756113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701815111345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108219478322657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807903267290209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598026984150245 lonely,wackeywilly,2020/03/06,"22M Been in realtionships all but 2 or 3 months since i was 15 and am having a hard time handling being alone. I dont want to get into another relationship because i think im reliant on it now but i have no idea how to handle doing things alone and having nobody to share my expierences with. I probably fucked up my chance to learn how to be an individual cuz this shit sucks and its painful laying in bed feeling alone at night. Should i just fuck my sleep scheduel and dystract myself or is there a healthier way to deal with this?",7.948333333333334,6.022160129629627,8.239555555555558,74.46100000000001,63.444444444444436,11.232592592592594,34.56296296296296,9.888512548439397,3.0680940740740743,426,14,86,7,5,141,81,108,0.294,0.636,0.07,-0.9838,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,3,0,12,5,2,3,1,22,19,11,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,10,1,14,14,1,11,0,0,0,2,3,6,4,2,4,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614392263972349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947535714257227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015051489471646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862894902232764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177419408691564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136525263293943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341008090033217,0.09440612530121356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618679920997212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039836237810464,0.1951825289177924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442297060096515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957081746653438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922731277089422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482069152793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399972269983567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548169654340424,0.14947347694812474,0.0,0.1808263494893912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004629566904622,0.1157826064911106,0.0,0.0,0.10536520506325646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657909582962496,0.14342795749533555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Metal40042,2020/03/06,Feeling forever alone I always end up being lonely at night and wishing I had someone to talk to who I could really connect with but I always end up alone and people just don't understand how hard that is for 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lonely,AfghanShonen,2020/03/06,"“Enjoy your time alone” Hey everyone, Just wondering what your thoughts are on the idea of being content / happy alone 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lonely,Okwhateverornotidk,2020/03/06,"To everyone who thinks there's no one out there for them. So if you want some context from where this is coming from then you can look at my profile for the prequel to this post. I have met someone, and they are probably one of the best people i have ever known. Yesterday, i made a leap of faith and asked the girl from my last post if she wanted to eat lunch together. She agreed, and it was amazing, though i wont go into all of the conversations. BUT, at the end of the lunch, about an hour after we had actually finished eating, i blurted out that me going to lunch with someone was actually a huge step for me. And when i told her this, she stopped getting ready to leave, sat back down, and asked me why. I had mentioned that i wasn't good at making friends before, but when she asked why, everything else seemed to spill out of me. The past few months had been the loneliest of my life, and i had been dragged out of it by her. She listened to everything and made me feel heard. Im not trying to brag, as im sure this would be the worst place to brag about something like this. What I am trying to say is that even if you think that there is no one out there for you. Or if you think no one will ever care, or you are a person who doesn't deserve love. Im here to tell you that your wrong, and i realize this sounds like a shitty fucking after school special, but there is a reason they try and hammer those points home. Its because they're true. If you need someone to tell all of your worries to, then tell me in the comments. I will try and be that person for you until you find the perfect one to tell face to face.",5.635922619047619,4.751102175595238,5.737619047619045,87.17404761904764,67.42261904761905,8.657142857142857,28.785714285714285,7.3871296695380915,1.3607392857142862,1265,34,285,10,18,400,170,336,0.11,0.775,0.114,-0.1723,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,12,3,2,17,16,1,0,17,0,26,10,2,4,7,55,53,28,0,9,11,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,1,3,19,19,5,1,9,0,0,4,7,3,0,5,15,6,44,13,50,32,6,39,1,0,1,2,45,15,1,9,20,208,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.1749150047045672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251351572042345,0.0,0.0,0.06891328047098297,0.0,0.05463233861921493,0.0,0.07626116163646829,0.0,0.09405206987069582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137493173924742,0.0,0.0,0.07720085104164798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341001496342216,0.07486713179030906,0.0,0.07937790852776971,0.0,0.0,0.05919405155422786,0.1621352706170617,0.0,0.08563703350115599,0.1610917678388653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045315243643153334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191228351710265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924122698435617,0.08285348710293974,0.046823452528693785,0.0,0.10186774865868432,0.0751701301246242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989751391444521,0.0,0.08825896962515266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29041928735195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305335582758661,0.0,0.09489606152260796,0.0,0.0,0.06330220470271239,0.08756892209976255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525935607964299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088676075544736,0.1696037626600785,0.059822942112633976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153490063301607,0.0,0.0,0.0664530899566602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303648705852157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555371238657736,0.062132154585670514,0.15650779901968168,0.09363522809597473,0.0,0.08472113694344659,0.0,0.171664945184293,0.0,0.0966269653823849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214566661557938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127048877997072,0.0,0.0907015833754304,0.0,0.08158790436899971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278076182810536,0.06899488804304983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492745539919526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446705478395328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31333201464334753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227721277790625,0.08805251408092625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563703350115599,0.0,0.2433880349282921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572197975940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173864399299762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101482374292877,0.0,0.06366443042749158,0.09798686914887313,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rainbowslinkyy,2020/03/06,Just need to talk about greif It’s hard to believe it’s been a year. Last February I got a call that shattered my life. My nineteen year old cousin had died in a car accident. We had never lived more then twenty minutes apart and grew up like siblings. They said by the time the EMTs got there he was gone. I just remember driving with my family to the hospital as I watched my aunt sit there with her son’s body in the next room over. I want to scream. And honestly I do want to kill myself. But I know I can’t put my family through more. My family has been through so much that I don’t want to hurt them more by telling them this. I get lonely and wrapped up in my thoughts. I just need to vent or talk to someone who won’t make me feel guilty.,1.5921609403254957,3.2734441835443064,2.627884267631103,96.32303797468357,78.68354430379749,6.53960216998192,22.678119349005428,7.447530270364453,0.592541048824593,583,18,139,8,14,185,100,158,0.16899999999999998,0.773,0.057999999999999996,-0.9633,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,3,0,7,6,1,0,7,0,10,2,1,1,1,22,24,8,2,5,5,3,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,10,5,24,2,22,13,4,22,0,2,1,0,15,8,0,1,9,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725218702324294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475338408660035,0.0,0.0,0.1606471278619757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327923613827056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449379997154045,0.0,0.07954860008466824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219618389608463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516554655469789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093292361134138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684204137395173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405757524342744,0.0,0.08646208927177973,0.12824144196010925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112379326541924,0.07686138928011665,0.0,0.13892147379238695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501612515825433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565249025504205,0.23331002339878384,0.12133927722228476,0.0,0.1673176647862295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650868551602273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815578027368246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821934717343152,0.0,0.1496527661474299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333015534874235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290487353654256,0.1375095945796211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489903086707632,0.0917378797614604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838431878246983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262518294483825 lonely,kat-kat-kat,2020/03/06,"By myself for the third weekend in a row (woohoo)/s I am sure you get these kinds of posts all the time, so sorry that it's showing up on your subreddit again. I am this lovely combination of someone who craves social connection but does not/is incapable of putting myself out there. I don't like people who talk about nothing, I tend to keep only two or three friends and really pour my heart into those relationships. Which is great, right? I give my best to my friends. That is what friends should do, yes? No, apparently not. Because I constantly find myself treading the line of being overbearing. I have three friends. One of them is at a party right now, one of them I have already seen today and she made plans with others for tonight. One of them hasn't made an effort to talk to me at all for the past couple of weeks, so I guess fuck that... If you can't tell, I have no clue where I am going with this. I just wanted to say that I am so tired of not being cared for the same way that others care for me, and I am also so freaking tired of not being able to make friends. I am in college. I should be doing stupid shit and making stupid memories. Instead, I am watching everyone else make their own stupid memories. Anyway, thank you for listening to my terribly-written post. I just finished writing three other essays, so my brain is fried. Time to go stare at a wall until someone texts me or something, I guess.",3.706350649350647,5.309887271428573,4.29220779220779,86.95824675324678,72.71428571428572,7.090909090909091,25.941558441558442,7.686295010490155,1.3300714285714288,1116,37,223,14,22,354,161,280,0.158,0.679,0.163,0.1761,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,4,3,15,20,5,0,9,1,25,7,3,5,3,34,46,15,0,4,9,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,0,0,17,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,8,6,0,8,3,5,39,14,38,37,5,31,0,0,3,2,26,13,2,5,13,168,56,1,0.10516268523729508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160496381951818,0.08409856139003319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410619683590026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036175013445383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739633611296232,0.0,0.0,0.2144407326499808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364350301314086,0.0,0.0,0.11636051098882605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202857452998693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878499293347257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048745239210446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611678912420883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062421487350719,0.0972212079329454,0.05494316260671928,0.10088163020732198,0.11953275499077425,0.0,0.0,0.11594223173101025,0.2316971078696959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461828834478254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934734265724219,0.0,0.10951075380463572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137717603453073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491342925201678,0.19901495099776387,0.21059072699258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090643273848983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378287144543048,0.07998096093505085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038968246486422,0.07290656472660463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143356561232365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571754479204508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736990900746621,0.0,0.0,0.1129053679085641,0.0,0.17961671718699998,0.0,0.0836295882218135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079479851676893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720011415018993,0.17820800387149538,0.08095937287961939,0.0,0.11772101632730075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911458628689196,0.0,0.0,0.16905156580404135,0.09191682213037697,0.09681967151414876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264241491555855,0.2417380732486483,0.09968192925492332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027286627410238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202767642417927,0.08347324462128458,0.08435516278197051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shinyzen,2020/03/06,Meh Feeling a bit lost this evening. I can’t seem to figure out a direction. I’ve been sick lately too which has not helped...I could use a good friend.,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,89.625,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.5780250000000002,118,3,28,1,4,37,28,32,0.20600000000000002,0.5670000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893985729183647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847773182269468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355815934111046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034645412785585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556753008824136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991634896870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40234684815013866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38935474670738096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32470506764879425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080541455728155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cjp_21,2020/03/06,"i’m just tired i wanna be able to get close to people and have genuine connections with them. but every time i do, they leave. like i thought things were going good with this one girl i was talking to, but she hasn’t even been online in almost two weeks 😞 to my knowledge there isn’t anything wrong with our relationship but i can’t help being scared that something is really wrong. idek what to do. i’m so tired of it all",2.1437068965517234,4.11933214942529,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,78.08045977011494,5.729310344827588,20.070402298850574,6.6274283507984215,0.09697816091953992,335,8,72,3,8,106,66,87,0.19899999999999998,0.691,0.11,-0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,14,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,0,10,2,11,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,49,15,0,0.20099332086181926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012657774180665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540037732845145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275419281607598,0.0,0.16934554159692894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050107144569094,0.0,0.11422913613866878,0.16858366147537565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347215862163083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128229056481727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819518400829504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619827596399778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934346126634098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287614680722041,0.0,0.0,0.21579160695508567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122937775100272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547344780446341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615508178170527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133531031338174,0.0,0.0,0.1595662455924797,0.11720082173999676,0.462024510037447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634126901021395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122471826513135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439509287804579,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sitonmymustache,2020/03/06,Just moved in to my very own apartment I’ve never been this alone in all my life.. i have my cat to keep me sane but holy shit this fucking sucks. I’ve never felt this lonely and scared.,0.6437500000000007,2.5549278750000006,1.5850000000000009,101.51000000000002,82.75,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.41575,145,2,35,0,4,45,30,40,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.9576,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,8,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,4,4,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214034197090858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979609517653703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868907376591044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758313836152088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919193551920416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298266807003144,0.0,0.0,0.4786840018199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31068976017165995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854445909510104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560508708990488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,queessi,2020/03/06,I just want to feel loved... Is that too much to ask?,-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666628,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,107.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,38,0,12,0,2,12,11,12,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555474287492662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30043320362837866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362669757719136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367876759357183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504603585845745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cyrisa,2020/03/06,"It’s my birthday Today is my 23rd birthday. And I’ve spent it completely alone. I’ve spent the last 3 years of birthdays and holidays by myself. My friends said we could all do something and that they would celebrate, but I guess they forgot.",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,4.056329787234045,86.90875,73.25531914893618,7.253191489361702,28.77127659574468,8.07648339933343,1.9581106382978724,194,8,37,3,4,60,36,47,0.036000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.135,0.5504,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531771410970556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575360426570388,0.0,0.0,0.2722638217692418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634587240460774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756541793766763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779636461088197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243727448226108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625214191197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32323177166286704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422393469621321,0.0,0.0,0.2195952953427236 lonely,Successful_Hedgehog8,2020/03/06,"Tired of everything, suicide thoughts come and go but I dont want to die I just want relief. This year has been absolute shit so far, I broke up with my girlfriend, my brother skipped out on a promotion on a team we do together intentionally, I'm falling behind in highschool, my friends having his reputation ruined by an ex, I'm underappreciated, the girl I love i cant be with, i cry every week, I don't know how much longer I can keep going. I'm just so emotionally spent, I need to take a break but I can't leave the people close to me.",3.5412837837837827,4.579722441441444,5.448277027027029,80.71403716216219,72.33333333333334,8.432882882882884,28.289414414414416,8.841846274778883,2.028233333333333,425,16,91,8,8,147,79,111,0.183,0.63,0.187,0.5328,0,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,6,0,10,3,1,2,0,19,25,6,2,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,1,1,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,16,3,13,21,1,14,0,2,0,1,9,7,1,0,2,55,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884867573673089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403541900477744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270918212537661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564454824065097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461335189384261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843581504763707,0.0,0.1966536932483724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905324454745166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487112689292132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944897407893176,0.0,0.0,0.12025309394212688,0.0,0.0,0.23168981535806665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748594792711133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085165061839146,0.16224597622909295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169636329241448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246068901488974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393442982167073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451903840400262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371191256930835,0.0,0.2514916641501939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581214180728781,0.0,0.1755174100844033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090745068115748 lonely,TyrannosaurusRev,2020/03/06,"Life since the end of the world... This is a long one, so I apologize in advance. So a few years ago I found out my wife was cheating on me. I didn’t know how many there were or how long she had kept that secret but, as one often does, eventually I found out. I have never been the same since. I have always fought with depression and anxiety. It has hung over me like a dark cloud. Even when it wasn’t obvious, it was always there. My ex wife used to use it to manipulate me. Gaslighting me and constantly yelling at me that I was a terrible person for my feelings. Ultimately, after I found out about her affair she got tired of the ruse and just resolved to tell me that “I’d never be happy. I couldn’t be happy. I’ve never loved you, and I never will”. I didn’t know what to do so, in shock, I packed my car. I didn’t fight her on the issue because I could see she wanted me out of the way. She had found an upgrade. I was just an empty vessel by that point. I worked 90+ hours a week, silently giving her my paycheck so she could afford cameras and film equipment for “our company”. After setting up the film company, I never even got to be part of the filming. It was just the nature of how she wanted it to work. What little energy I had left when I got home from work was met with a bitter and angry woman reprimanding me for being lazy. There was still so much work needing to be done around the house. It was unbearable. Alas, I stayed tough. This was love after all. I loved her desperately and thought I was doing what I was expected to keep a happy relationship. Anyway, when she ended it I just packed a few things in my car and left. She didn’t really let me take much. Just what I could carry, really. She’d never been so helpful as she was getting my stuff together so I could leave. I cried. I mean, full on ugly heaving sobbing, for about 1300 miles. I thought about driving my car right off the highway. Into rivers, trees. The thoughts of death were constant and echoed in my mind like a maniacal obsession. I was too afraid to actually do it though. Those thoughts have never stopped. And I’m still too scared. I wound up on my sisters porch. A complete wreck. Hadn’t slept in the 2 or 3 days since I’d left. She took me in. I started shutting out the world. Eventually, I got a job. I just left it actually. Not for anything better but because I was drinking myself practically to death and the work environment I was in made it REALLY accessible. There are many nights I don’t remember, and some memories from nights that I do that I wish I could drink enough to forget. Now, here I am. Nothing has been solved. I don’t know who I am, or who I’m even supposed to be. I met her when I was 22. I’m now almost 35. I have nothing. I alienate myself from everyone I meet. I am nothing. I have lost everything and yet I still can’t find any courage to do anything about it. Neither through therapy nor suicide. So that’s it, I guess. Even after over 3 years I’m still hurting and I am lonely. And to anyone who feels that similar pain of being an island in flames, surrounded by water but unable to put out the blaze, I’m so sorry. To anyone who feels alone, I’m sorry you have to feel this. I hope it gets better for you. I love you.",1.1341724555477626,3.37061046304676,2.984259341873262,90.29898285641451,83.13273001508296,5.9071569689631005,20.951904488772755,7.196969498093704,0.5996968920612669,2519,77,536,36,71,839,282,663,0.191,0.733,0.076,-0.9976,2,3,2,0,2,1,90.0,1,4,0,10,48,31,5,3,30,0,69,12,1,7,9,96,122,41,3,12,13,4,4,2,0,1,4,1,2,2,36,25,3,3,20,5,0,7,20,17,0,2,51,7,98,14,74,55,11,87,0,5,1,4,47,39,1,8,40,392,134,6,0.0,0.0,0.11376467456129905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167030066181897,0.0,0.05836871305128673,0.0603705483234576,0.0,0.0,0.09700339717349797,0.0,0.0,0.03963899377345877,0.0,0.04459145975542445,0.0,0.0,0.08151502489487975,0.0,0.09593491041256703,0.05189018973920093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106571827883204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310500280401012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111563979921606,0.12598091242294254,0.0,0.23269790561462655,0.0,0.06402849665541926,0.03759203330293307,0.0,0.05020483184772377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100970790617879,0.059650599248127836,0.0,0.11420342668901814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325474302528484,0.060228840299985174,0.0,0.15399918428737647,0.0,0.0,0.05569830480300523,0.052387022410245884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789209174905517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053275728360957036,0.0,0.0,0.2556465827682012,0.0,0.0,0.06090792322545894,0.05591679015193116,0.0,0.0,0.18647838680905784,0.0,0.06421267446280234,0.0,0.0,0.1861514036238176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907035616561815,0.0,0.05846932017993808,0.05789482282128616,0.05740361139102949,0.0672584858671136,0.06240032774888465,0.0,0.0,0.06083930102509656,0.05784353144686495,0.05181056221723017,0.0,0.0,0.0961034815546198,0.0,0.0,0.061720374272651625,0.2533277116038097,0.059605165895771965,0.0411717378345002,0.05695480465606455,0.05842159108322536,0.0,0.10316909768696443,0.0,0.0,0.06363009151432329,0.0,0.2104349144706818,0.05515512204337445,0.0,0.11819321056251812,0.0,0.06349456980432512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885597889228969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569927049402573,0.04322107280207951,0.3146962621428797,0.0,0.0,0.1094018666540615,0.0,0.16779161318534788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899721641508385,0.0,0.06202434886216315,0.0,0.0,0.06312206311343514,0.0,0.0,0.050896316333330485,0.0,0.0,0.05510260591487602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859724664803366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202562022788673,0.0,0.0,0.06258132180651006,0.06603086542712265,0.04977908397239245,0.0,0.0,0.05835815685167215,0.0,0.046449342858508366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465352267902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305010902959809,0.04125774856640135,0.06212906283855646,0.1862009138582852,0.048732797930017314,0.0,0.0,0.06672775901776838,0.06375946928495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043826598979238456,0.0,0.050947765653014135,0.0,0.0666593501558757,0.0,0.038725085564003225,0.0,0.057269332757587124,0.18510203813363368,0.0,0.06699543358784738,0.0,0.0,0.06476199971536008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068716839811083,0.0,0.0,0.06876154873974243,0.04626764945408679,0.04675648010264895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703027651376396,0.0,0.0,0.21217797343138492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750733093762073 lonely,FJ-Rey,2020/03/06,"I wish... I wish I didn't want to talk to people... I wish I didn't want to have friends... I just want to be alone, but I wish being alone didn't make me feel lonely... It's really dumb that writing about my feelings makes me cry",-0.2275999999999989,1.467155439999999,1.7620000000000005,100.241,84.6,4.800000000000002,16.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.9154,172,3,44,1,5,57,30,50,0.311,0.551,0.138,-0.7977,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,17,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,5,12,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515115975696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864051244717756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160866789506785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110814122259165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265492708448448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764712516897535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871279078016403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363967071877531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30027657342987674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7805766300694906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhoisMusical,2020/03/06,Why do I feel so alone... It's not that I don't have friends or people around but no matter how many people are around or anything like that I feel lonesome. Kinda weird idk why I always feel this way but I don't feel like anyone is really there or really I should say genuine to me. I'm not going to rant or anything but if anyone else is like this some insight would be great. Thanks,0.23888888888888715,2.5414435679012364,1.8455432098765456,96.25794444444449,88.62962962962963,4.227654320987655,15.507407407407406,5.6839178017228535,-0.7466059259259263,303,6,66,2,10,98,51,81,0.115,0.637,0.248,0.9364,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,23,17,10,0,3,10,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,6,4,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869384178072384,0.0,0.0,0.1501863250635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241264498247856,0.18493848931835988,0.2970640629089008,0.3213576897659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150780437900514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650548440520103,0.1289456863106639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945001332108614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257948570619682,0.0,0.0,0.19899640903472315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645422651757171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299363176008898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502650562965064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312594775747467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353689330220432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617557440102246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326855436637115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257373827944111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821849146605813,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jkraps,2020/03/06,"Just kinda want to be known. This is my first time posting to something like this, and I'm not quite sure I know why I am. Perhaps to be heard by the void that is reddit and perhaps to even be seen. I often find myself caught in the pits of loneliness, and never truly feeling like I belong. For example I was just hanging out with two friends I have known for something like 9 years, and felt as if I could no longer relate to them, like I was no longer the same person that they were friends with. And it was awkward, on my end it felt terribly, painfully forced. I felt like they didn't know what it meant for me to be me. What's more is I've been single for so long that sometimes just the most irritatingly insignificant thing, can make my day. I am touch deprived, so hugs from friends are often very meaningful as I often don't recieve platonic physical/emotional support. I feel what most of this boils down to is the desire to be known, intamently , I want to be held, to be touched, to have my feelings known based solely on my body language. I want to feel as if someone cares for me. And this is something I currently lack.",5.8105377808032665,5.6524382566371685,5.9661061946902665,83.25244724302247,66.87610619469028,8.900748808713413,31.54390742001361,8.384062270229773,2.147681143635126,890,32,184,11,13,283,123,226,0.14400000000000002,0.696,0.16,0.4222,1,1,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,2,9,16,0,1,5,0,26,4,1,1,2,48,47,13,0,8,6,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,14,9,1,1,16,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,14,11,27,12,31,25,6,16,0,1,1,1,8,5,0,8,13,132,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037085981712306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380236079848075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808574434077932,0.0,0.0,0.08730553225433693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227840381516142,0.1199018715609607,0.0,0.0,0.08941376383260237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737982203778617,0.0967117681425199,0.3899430481910697,0.0,0.12373009417471224,0.1151497166416524,0.0,0.0,0.3137706520081904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879687478829515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306863913737496,0.0,0.0,0.11980241815035488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036371522787667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440937404943942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404830796203105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820403412229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296516158636611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439877395524989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470260972416305,0.3126543527513017,0.13388911653716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362169331853606,0.12758912576154716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993698690132437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893812145402906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224148695774232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116983690858217,0.23954265374443096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215468055389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717691831626583 lonely,lawnguy85,2020/03/06,"There IS hope You may come here because you're feeling low, you're feeling alone, like you don't have a friend in the world. This is the right place to be to vent your frustrations, your loneliness... I want to tell you that there is certainly hope for you. You may find someone on this sub that feels the exact same way you do. Feels the same pain of being alone, rejected, hurt. You are not alone. Over 4 months ago I came into contact with someone who has made a very positive change in my life, and I have done the same in hers. She came on here one night when she was feeling particularly lonely. Vented her feelings on here but deleted her post shortly afterwards (she's a tough little lady, didn't want to come off as whiner) well I saw that post and she seemed to be going through something similar to myself, so I reached out to her. That was the best damn thing I could've ever done. Through our mutual feelings of loneliness and rejection, and our similar situations we got to talking. We hit it off right away. It wasn't long and we really became very fond of eachother. We shared pretty much EVERYTHING about ourselves and we wound up forming such a strong bond. We have talked almost every single day since that first time, we've shared our sadness, frustrations, successes, happiness. We have very deep conversations, we joke around, we offer advice, we lift eachother up when we're feeling down. She became someone so very special to me I can't imagine her not being in my life. It all began on this very subreddit. I'm sharing this story to tell you that there is hope. Do not give up because you may experience the same thing. And it is beautiful. Don't be scared to reach out to someone! TL/DR: Felt very much alone, met someone on this sub who made a very positive impact on my life, and I on her's. Don't give up, and don't be scared to reach out to someone who is going through the same thing!",3.8539588918677414,5.622672166219841,4.285809651474533,86.48058221626455,72.6461126005362,7.43982126899017,26.374352100089368,8.131152278815165,1.5839069526362817,1510,52,299,23,30,475,176,373,0.098,0.685,0.21600000000000005,0.9945,0,7,1,0,0,0,49.0,13,11,0,4,15,30,3,2,13,0,34,5,0,2,4,65,65,15,0,5,4,0,9,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,21,29,0,0,12,1,0,6,10,13,1,2,15,10,48,17,49,40,11,54,0,6,1,0,52,33,1,8,13,204,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241598244184011,0.06569091218008805,0.0,0.07420692262296301,0.3070078042809209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659704676285109,0.0,0.0,0.06962546572588885,0.0,0.0,0.09034922960917198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777016571808155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951611344352205,0.0,0.0,0.0783948165312827,0.1276723199678683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916798426341002,0.0,0.0,0.04779254091313406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167329109791353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703354260023367,0.062437895120758063,0.0,0.06660211464708399,0.07249034520817353,0.0,0.0,0.2997636532638452,0.0,0.0711538303215149,0.0,0.06773196881503597,0.06303492346510021,0.0,0.0,0.057254473022230364,0.0,0.0,0.1421793527118838,0.08423282661833402,0.0,0.05926971187730199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078887712741647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081333026450686,0.0,0.0,0.07933250624937217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570307689182633,0.03620467679666773,0.07427414898139029,0.0,0.06558189181257534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024266288470247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059151075404343965,0.0,0.10895356093951693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954389971278192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021646032175419,0.0,0.07885450639814544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742548586209487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419470220413245,0.07539291928350082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747450073544135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657303680262905,0.0,0.0,0.14838700404806365,0.0,0.0,0.06746374483933677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061301635776171835,0.08329877449768795,0.0,0.0,0.3767410169689215,0.0570507792564839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912794307325007,0.12954463807705038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769913252107894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043212077193541434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280191776666603,0.08741982922052248,0.0588222645918027,0.0,0.0,0.06663061418218702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,markallen26,2020/03/06,"Pretty sure I’m a loser So I’m 36m mostly happily married however my wife is a complete shut in with no desire to leave our house. 8 out 10 days I’m content to stay in with her but I’m a music fan and like going to concerts. All my friends have kids and can’t really hang out regularly so I go to concerts alone. I’m at a concert alone right now where I’m pretty sure I’m 15 years older than everyone else. It depresses me WTF am I doing here, I shouldn’t be ashamed of liking currently popular music, but I am. I wish my wife would do stuff out with me but she won’t. Should I just stay home or only do age appropriate stuff?",-0.2340054744525517,1.8597084963503647,2.822367700729928,90.0783690693431,88.12408759124088,6.0527372262773715,20.24133211678832,7.413659706084162,0.7170149635036491,492,16,110,9,16,175,88,137,0.158,0.609,0.233,0.8922,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,0,3,22,23,8,0,5,5,2,0,2,1,4,0,3,1,1,3,8,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,3,14,6,15,18,2,20,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34571201653343825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498939187627502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763541163414796,0.0,0.14374901454269842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942187446491586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594782042377034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894499128734152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897039745731664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741231565799333,0.0,0.0,0.19257789952083948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672089821574508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307587818666042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693346004391315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395905614697962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691914117042912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252999168632965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557821519885759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38211659110981583,0.0,0.0,0.3145988052939911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192447895460915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855956031283485,0.0,0.0,0.1074768487824166 lonely,wevans470,2020/03/06,"You know you're gonna feel horrible soon when you start to like somebody As soon as I like someone, or worse, 'catch feelings' for them, I know that I'll be disappointed soon. No one likes me and I'm not attractive. I'm just a random person that is there. After I find out that my crush or whatever doesn't like me back, I try to move on. But I begin to feel lonely, then sad, then depressed, then it just gets worse. I have no friends anymore and it's hard to have friends when you're practically invisible and a loner. It doesn't matter how many genders I like and how many things I'm involved in at school because I feel so lonely all the time and I'm just hoping for someone that can be a friend, maybe more, regardless of gender.",2.8594812362030915,4.315928894039736,3.9307450331125833,89.29338024282562,74.62913907284769,6.887637969094922,24.50386313465784,7.492282038375204,0.9650922737306836,577,18,125,7,12,187,90,151,0.223,0.627,0.149,-0.8548,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,13,15,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,27,23,18,0,2,7,0,5,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,0,5,14,10,14,20,2,19,0,5,0,0,8,4,0,4,18,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781819514339496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236424474078307,0.0,0.09700662641329046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706190509707036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218517839082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544561859573005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368839665749191,0.0,0.08314096159218581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255283193996482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805599618799632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749118001004327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38872423944517337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226738545479739,0.15987152014885753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691342875805914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783333576395453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894969512552394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105213205168714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26966749095524634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263588404555674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572157712923372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927923314230584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080415591501408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32434233937489715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,azizaziz2,2020/03/06,I blow every chance of good interaction then i complain to myself about being lonely Being introverted sucks so much,6.413499999999999,9.75774535,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,70.5,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.7155000000000005,97,3,12,2,2,32,18,20,0.295,0.512,0.193,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027738885395332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000620282854101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259174854527372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PenroseTiger,2020/03/06,It’s my birthday. None of my friends remembered today was my birthday. I know it’s stupid to expect everyone to remember. All I want is to feel like someone cares. I don’t even care if they really do.,0.8207317073170728,3.2499291219512223,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,87.04878048780488,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,2.04604,158,7,32,4,5,54,31,41,0.132,0.645,0.222,0.4671,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279345640910293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100196525039066,0.0,0.0,0.24739142941577005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090835168936882,0.18495924683556286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002661719862624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422854654656484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264861703223643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585889772519474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865697435981871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193663574984032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540830101923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270678247508515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RetroPacman,2020/03/06,Why don't I ever feel lonely? I have never really felt lonely but have been alone most of my life. In fact I really like to be alone. Is this weird? I am weird and probably insane. My best friend talks about being lonely all the time and I really can't relate.,0.13325396825396751,2.4676921666666694,2.7148677248677267,89.33833333333332,90.29629629629628,6.048677248677249,9.566137566137566,7.447530270364453,-0.4549862433862431,203,1,42,4,7,70,40,54,0.184,0.525,0.29100000000000004,0.8509,0,8,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,4,10,11,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,7,3,4,7,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182792495257611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625774495750579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263271074380392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265124852547121,0.0,0.2402385429014963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330977842375704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767290340996031,0.1222387995213957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929755332471322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697661217362459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808682047104004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110739881080147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589806920885315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257734502589708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bavvarry,2020/03/06,"I’m about to hangout with someone and I wanna cry I’m so scared I have nothing to talk about, all I do every day is fail at life",-2.7300000000000004,-1.132513999999997,0.5166666666666693,102.045,105.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,16.0,3.1291,-1.2997999999999994,100,3,25,0,5,35,23,30,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440855386542746,0.2607288821457828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406255931853391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855568118671281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879201335622705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047574888384012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425474015262009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249471030036739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyEmphasis7,2020/03/06,I feel so alone I feel like my social anxiety plays a big part of my loneliness. I don't have any friends and I just exist in this world instead of living it to the max. My only hobbies are painting and play video games since they allow me to escape my boring lonely life. I never go outside except for work and I never get approached by guys in real life. Anyone else feels this way?,1.7415384615384608,4.005562833333337,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,80.92307692307692,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,0.15007179487179467,303,8,58,2,8,100,61,78,0.16899999999999998,0.703,0.128,-0.5241,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,12,8,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,12,4,9,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783236941728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495935704333348,0.0,0.16828367828334626,0.0,0.0,0.15381474726222866,0.2253949440253797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376460457728366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336846609563281,0.1571533641019146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995557854232082,0.0,0.11493018408903985,0.0,0.12501939171298904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781424210002726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107559843121963,0.10747084840910663,0.0,0.1942458858803578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393234285917382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730428551558355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382163091278976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503847754320526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819692754814925,0.0,0.0,0.22424134813347407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460944939599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014766063089472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatareyoulookinfor,2020/03/06,Does anyone want to video chat or call? I really just need someone to talk to. I’m sorry for being who I am. Awkward. I can’t change that. I want to kill myself,-1.961047619047616,-0.2094327714285704,1.182142857142857,96.97702380952384,105.28571428571428,3.4761904761904763,11.547619047619047,5.46131890053228,-1.2216666666666671,123,2,28,1,6,43,27,35,0.222,0.7020000000000001,0.076,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556389807158844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294026036824345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412596692958654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230252201109346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35690036441297085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919795577920125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666076072131787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733312408261476,0.0,0.0,0.3611154467254883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592873116862999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805463591816941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WuTangGlamb,2020/03/06,"I feel so bad So back in October of last year, I (20M) met some girl who seemed to really like me. She talked to me for 2 months and then all of a sudden just cut me out of her life. I still to this day think it’s that I could not sexually please her (I genuinely didn’t know how and was too embarrassed to tell her I was a virgin). I’ve never had a girlfriend, let alone many girl friends at all, so when she stopped talking to me I was devastated. Well last Saturday, when I actually did something on the weekend, I ended up going to my friends’ girlfriend’s birthday party. Well low and behold I saw that girl that I used to talk to. I decided that I was not going to talk to her. Well, as I was sitting on the couch, she came up and talked to me (drunkenly) and talked about how much she missed me and how she made a huge mistake. I told her that I didn’t believe her and to show me, so she drug me downtown where we went out on the town and it really felt like things were back to the way they were. Well the next day, I texted her and told her I had a great time and responded to that message so I messaged her again. She didn’t respond for over 5 hours so I messaged her and told her everything and that I didn’t want to see her again. I know that she is not the one for me. She’s extremely immature and has daddy issues. She loves attention and dresses very promiscuously. She would never open up to me, I would tell her everything. Will I ever find love? Or will I just be used for the rest of my life? All I want is a good girl that will lift me up and I can lift her up. I want someone to love and hold and enjoy life with. Every day is another day of getting older that I’m still a virgin and it frightens me. I am almost 21 years old and feel like even if I meet someone, they will be scared away because I don’t know how to please them. I feel that I have so much to offer but my depression lately has really been setting me back to the point where I’m genuinely convinced that I will die alone.",1.8593762575452721,3.2449550516431955,3.4221153588195854,92.20635211267609,77.12206572769955,6.934299128101945,22.500067069081155,7.6583078777640585,0.7125745942320583,1556,44,363,22,35,515,186,426,0.092,0.8140000000000001,0.095,-0.5357,0,2,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,0,32,24,1,2,15,0,35,9,0,7,6,69,67,37,1,8,8,0,4,3,4,7,4,0,1,4,18,25,0,2,12,2,0,4,10,8,4,1,24,6,79,16,46,32,7,61,0,3,2,5,60,21,0,5,36,260,97,0,0.0,0.0,0.07793294493911294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996938800087346,0.16542409624354856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374136035221633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503216258764728,0.18422484342917655,0.06668070960130483,0.04868260495658986,0.0,0.0,0.0899761482830496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133986001038008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376261571755341,0.0,0.0,0.20601529413900552,0.0,0.06878427615872755,0.0,0.0828832467968006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261355914282833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073325910633091,0.0,0.0,0.052747524642500834,0.07223896622836562,0.06728644827705932,0.0,0.14354807232615702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114056402568225,0.05705280881440021,0.07667921082835409,0.0,0.07299162804194449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340102529688927,0.0,0.041724145437850815,0.0,0.09077384368136317,0.06698372871970462,0.0,0.08804718020622389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864712843586329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335427346330074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166876915588865,0.13019496336394235,0.0900868356493237,0.0,0.0,0.08166341845137426,0.16922483838204855,0.11704834578208265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623336944378965,0.07556653426719515,0.0,0.08096665336991342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374439381771563,0.0,0.11741424224150288,0.0,0.12318765690015135,0.0,0.08493322011990337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380082417562028,0.0,0.05411597001407199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753270826575272,0.0754945833462882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348325878233288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995492523857045,0.0,0.0636389827230527,0.07270257539799092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533215634030546,0.061481001244244486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755440670215504,0.06676748248003055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851361179511872,0.13960429916292785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305618765508363,0.051171788874873454,0.0,0.0,0.046567668423224386,0.0,0.0,0.22893220262722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379487539713762,0.0,0.06589379781519987,0.14131249474040475,0.06339004952586841,0.0,0.0,0.28721899520587113,0.07403206966163822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346211400138705,0.0,0.0,0.10285590159817967 lonely,Jguy8969,2020/03/07,"I wonder who would care if I was gone forever Like I could just leave. Pack all my things and be gone. Drop out of school, move back home, never even tell my friends where I’m going. Would they care? Would they be worried? Or would they be relieved that they don’t have to pretend to like me? Probably that one. If I left, no one would text me asking where I went. I’m just a nobody.",-0.061875000000000575,2.1827365625000006,1.1000000000000014,101.425,89.625,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.9421500000000004,295,6,70,2,10,92,53,80,0.105,0.6920000000000001,0.203,0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,2,16,22,4,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,0,13,6,4,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,4,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591271561440785,0.0,0.0,0.13088409496869213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470891288814256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590206557950205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242477229722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150694998745827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673656513350946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073856690920258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023209813251706,0.1849380594152312,0.0,0.0,0.16631597042078589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091059365466847,0.0,0.0,0.1312795659198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306828859822368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835195310281272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226570221568854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877457901086105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308264902492945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779012628198166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845898724378279,0.0,0.17286062647016442,0.0,0.6045758742908851,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,samema,2020/03/07,I like this sub It'a been a lil while since I'm actually browing this sub but I really needed it today. I just felt really fucking shitty and lonely and sad. And idk I don't feel much better I guess I'm just happy this place helps some other people who feel just as lonely as me.,-0.09995762711864133,2.21188805084746,2.686250000000001,88.9392055084746,92.22033898305084,4.983898305084747,12.459745762711865,6.6274283507984215,-0.4925779661016949,221,3,45,3,8,77,41,59,0.3,0.561,0.14,-0.9137,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,6,3,2,8,2,3,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2660362308279505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411088189832106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756881066489769,0.0,0.2617564144095243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203131609032003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300319900730898,0.0,0.0,0.2902073540513009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827303656691081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318757880397525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004058904475739,0.2021430878248605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899927135593236,0.0,0.2848282021024133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492926531780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255127560344067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584103649264273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NineCocaines,2020/03/07,"? I cannot be around anyone but the loneliness feels as if it may crush me tonight. I can't ask for help, I have to take care of myself. I hate being weak around other people, they will inevitably make you regret it. I keep excusing myself to cry in a different room.",2.112222222222222,4.107948,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,78.25925925925927,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.6027970370370372,208,5,43,3,5,68,46,54,0.374,0.563,0.064,-0.968,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,8,10,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327860581567875,0.0,0.0,0.5176059475807568,0.2717845202204041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964090311566428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193429321618237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037411543163766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699707249275065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870264082477559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486389264582665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840583052331456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405826056480086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015490615847221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858571348365127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luccccyxox,2020/03/07,"Fed up of playing multiplayer games by myself Absolutely fed up of playing games by myself especially when they have a multiplayer option. If anyone else has a PS4 please feel free to send me a DM for my PS4 Name so we can play games and chat. I currently have the following squad/multiplayer games: - Fortnite (I know but it's free) - Apex (Warning I have garbage aim and don't know which guns are the best) - Overwatch (Moria/Mercy main supporting all you dps mains) - Stardew Valley (This is such a relaxing game would recommend this to anyone) - Minecraft (I've yet to defeat the Enderdragon) Oh I live in the UK so I would be in the British Time zone Let me know:) x",2.19963254593176,4.918509960629926,3.4143622047244118,85.66338057742782,83.25196850393702,6.851233595800526,24.21469816272965,8.021203637495839,1.6328313910761154,523,20,102,11,15,169,89,127,0.031,0.8140000000000001,0.155,0.9158,1,0,0,1,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,0,1,14,20,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,10,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,10,12,14,4,10,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,4,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678188825077608,0.26949469381169283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760228753340612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971915145712168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329906281067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336461313249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689553924536636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23225115259734305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871657112902555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847155992561514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336886177350104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736831984083056,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beautifullylovely,2020/03/07,My friends forgot my birthday None of my friends wished me happy birthday except one. I feel really unimportant right now. Ive been crying all day. I just feel lonely.,2.029354838709679,4.843184193548389,2.8150967741935484,85.92264516129032,94.16129032258064,5.060645161290323,22.32903225806452,6.742157984588678,1.1813174193548384,134,5,22,2,5,42,24,31,0.204,0.5489999999999999,0.247,0.4033,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,7,3,2,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643887383164296,0.21393776679973944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354643074091841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125860171333022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531316973199317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478816092557724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251409682806244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832947601575841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814719876885404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drugsensitive92,2020/03/07,"Any 20-25 year olds with debilitating illness in for a chat? Not sure if this is how it works. I'm a 24 year old male, was recently diagnosed with terminal heart disease. Looking to chat for peers who are going through something similar, or anyone really :) Looking forward to meeting you!",3.337421383647797,6.255086547169813,4.775754716981132,76.55595911949688,79.75471698113208,8.061635220125785,33.361635220125784,8.841846274778883,3.629291823899371,229,13,38,6,6,76,46,53,0.09,0.851,0.06,-0.1682,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,1,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,8,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,6,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006750674727306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748664096463068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538326987668501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213001389096372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963538998976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200196221422136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248477676439076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021192021890862,0.0,0.2469304091345741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252893138574664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357037203206829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206606925691474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220952232502697 lonely,nitricblue,2020/03/07,"FENG'S FAN CLUB - a discord server looking for new members!! FENG'S FAN CLUB - A super social server, we've all become friends and have even arranged a few meet ups irl among us. Join us for regular voice chats, game times and movie times. We play WoW and League! We also have an ethot. We're a super social discord server and we don't take anything seriously. Like, anything. We're looking for new members to join our ranks who are social and willing to participate in our various games and just generally help make our community bigger and better. We're a tight knit little community and we want to expand! Please fill in the application form and I'll get back to you ASAP. --> [https://forms.gle/pHnBGaCGuro8JaDU7](https://forms.gle/pHnBGaCGuro8JaDU7) IF YOU PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT OR LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: This isn't a requirement to join, there's just a lot of us here who play those games and we'd love to find new buddies \^\^ \~ We also act as a little support group for people when they're feeling down. That's what friends are for! Everyone is SO lovely and caring, so you'll feel welcomed super quickly! The rules are; Just be social and not too much of a dick. \~ That's it. Also we have an ethot. DM me if interested x See you soon!",2.930897435897436,5.787209611111113,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,81.09401709401709,5.51794871794872,21.914529914529915,6.937597516519254,0.7412888888888887,995,31,182,12,27,315,133,234,0.032,0.664,0.304,0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,13,4,0,6,16,18,0,0,13,0,13,3,1,1,1,35,26,22,0,3,7,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,2,3,9,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,18,17,21,22,6,20,0,0,3,3,35,9,1,4,10,109,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781693145551193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908296842436802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915640413479238,0.0,0.0,0.12805480891492882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254606505816684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821611576543205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765821732280857,0.0,0.0,0.11079272261532656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725299240156548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597383556467817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916136842173738,0.0,0.060577738109453015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771710734194172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664604960768035,0.23241953802804374,0.0,0.0,0.19473325082488804,0.0,0.0,0.09857434481585953,0.20929413552162784,0.0,0.07739579899656758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523469015584954,0.0,0.0,0.3359482040199961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038333752429502,0.0,0.0,0.12727544189661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923950769630829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727751466931026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157575103691474,0.0,0.0,0.0871780252748003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521973871516815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184113873869488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838878869892906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SolikMeiser,2020/03/07,"Guy seeks friend/BFF So I’m terrible at meeting people and making friends. I was in a really long relationship and when we split up, my ex took all of our friends with her as I met them all through her. I want to talk to people and have someone that wants to know how my day went and someone I can just talk to about silly things and personal issues as well. I’m a little guarded due to PTSD from abuse but I want to find someone I can open up to and be there for them when shit goes down. It doesn’t have to be romantic. I feel like I’m meant to be nominal pals with people. I’d really like to talk to someone. Someone I can trust and that needs to have a constant rock in their life as well. I don’t know the real purpose of this post but it helps to get it out I guess.",1.9716397973284217,3.0916251137724577,3.481077844311379,92.98537540304008,76.30538922155688,6.815108245048362,23.02579456471672,7.321109707123232,0.6041942883463842,602,17,143,7,13,199,96,167,0.055999999999999994,0.77,0.174,0.9447,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,2,0,3,0,9,10,1,0,4,0,12,2,1,2,2,31,29,16,0,4,3,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,5,1,19,8,31,21,2,18,0,0,0,0,20,9,1,1,8,92,26,0,0.0,0.1474280765499331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344635979890421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024644299553026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291506596576038,0.0888921376326658,0.0,0.0,0.11372589677476498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884007243286102,0.0,0.06500904260353711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707262598290382,0.12320432144585905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834021688476935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987159971518206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676590271309913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788791727595525,0.12157949660035665,0.12471059601350262,0.0,0.11011579301552872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305735656903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226256336996604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258790306974962,0.10864664633627076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916863379714225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545089990922622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416274990104331,0.1594248702504497,0.0,0.0,0.13359023260226827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772463094205086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271416481291408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000340694495872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266513136352095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824525203401822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017443124568595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375331717333516,0.11534697523835895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dutchbag69,2020/03/07,"Hey everyone So I dont ever post here, as its my first time. I just want somewhere to talk. I do have a wife and some friends I guess but a lot of the time I still feel empty. I may be just overthinking my depression but I just wish I had someone to talk to and just shoot the shit with and talk to about anything. These days I feel like I dont really have someone I can actually crack my shell with, you know?",1.875941558441557,3.0933057500000025,3.3924025974025973,93.1318181818182,76.72727272727273,7.301298701298702,22.798701298701296,7.957251820313856,0.7916019480519472,318,9,77,5,7,105,55,88,0.114,0.715,0.171,0.631,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,0,4,0,9,1,1,0,1,21,15,7,0,2,6,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,15,2,9,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,4,7,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.17793302756135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004648081102992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759123512763,0.0,0.15704519462340946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273914120943754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493278906574818,0.0,0.1742292683005674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438849222169676,0.1302604310815706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509438010230886,0.0,0.0,0.14087186139574806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086297647380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020675573292642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907985598955308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501501872198947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462689078266966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680871265444592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716464615799908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30898434959502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456132690804784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396628123306507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126424514174596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754613059150704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967668715022866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,basedgodolivia,2020/03/07,"Listening to the sound of my fellow college students partying outside my window. In my city, the weekends in March are some of the biggest party days of the year for St. Patty's. Today is one of those beautiful, warm winter days where you can taste spring on the tip of your tongue. The air outside is alive, smiles of strangers are bigger than I've seen them in months. I hear the sounds of laughter, jubilant yelling, and music. I was looking out my window and watching a sea of young, beautiful people dressed in green having the time of their lives. Little do they know that a random girl was looking in on them, wondering what they are experiencing. I was wondering what inside jokes they all have, how they know each other, what they're talking about, what music they like, what their major is...wondering what it's like to love and be loved. I will continue to glance out at the life that I feel so separated from, and maybe this sense of intense longing and sadness will subside over the next weekends.",7.172178932178937,7.4587741640211656,6.532073112073113,78.83354978354981,63.97354497354498,9.200769600769602,33.05483405483406,8.841846274778883,2.6739904761904763,803,30,145,11,11,247,118,189,0.019,0.768,0.213,0.9901,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,2,9,0,4,7,0,0,12,0,15,4,0,1,1,17,27,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,5,2,1,12,8,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,15,20,6,28,20,4,31,0,1,6,2,18,16,0,4,17,99,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568469848836061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068698620049008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244359327728816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188751827211877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065263030590816,0.19457141002005293,0.19958230778459413,0.17583696632999202,0.17622531521852733,0.3344410020928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35944832286989514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005458845202675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894504749017635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117788545304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493681418416975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805286893385876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005454203284206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611531345332415,0.0,0.18875359669061992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318997347612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823430567806318 lonely,plsdealwithit,2020/03/07,"Today is Saturday and no one is in my room to talk with me. I am about to watch Netflix. Lord knows long it will last. I don’t want to go outside. Everywhere there is a panic of covid19. I wish I could just read books non-stop and escape myself from reality but that will probably not going to happen anytime soon because I am not a good reader. My English is trash and no matter how hard I try, I always find myself back to square one. This is frustrating. One day, like everyone else, I’ll be dead.",2.1993137254901995,4.012691284313728,3.869215686274512,87.50813725490197,77.33333333333333,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.0872862745098049,389,12,81,6,9,130,76,102,0.195,0.7240000000000001,0.081,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,15,18,5,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,2,0,3,0,3,12,2,10,14,0,11,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,8,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437467546995272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611423714949527,0.0,0.12774873791014016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732041539334466,0.0,0.0,0.13515193897241173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506447351313387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002481172258168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153840203661068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382009749865857,0.17577298528063162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531743289284128,0.0,0.1877288700697648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517131630380892,0.1708232567549692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238276047788927,0.0,0.0,0.18545822571054535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260195326181832,0.0,0.0,0.24587910285702635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259462653012795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962147993623734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752055303504608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844022293571154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986428969942107,0.0,0.0,0.14228072177740705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236067302350082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098914170692845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B3N7298,2020/03/07,"on my own again Girlfriend has left me because she wasn't in love with me anymore after 3 years. So scared of falling back into my old patterns. I really thought my life was set up with her and it's all come crumbling down. Cant help but feel like it's my fault. Maybe I became ungrateful and complacent. I dont want to be on my own but I also cant stand the thought of finding another relationship. All I want is her and no one else, but shes made it clear it's done (shes been really nice about the situation). I dont mind if this is ignored, I just wanted to use it as a way to rant. Hope everyone else on this subreddit is having a good day.",0.994139457664641,2.751787827338134,3.2663309352517977,90.6887825124516,80.79856115107913,6.8668511344770335,22.92252351964581,7.882392219407189,1.0229696734919749,504,17,116,9,13,173,91,139,0.188,0.688,0.125,-0.5216,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,16,2,0,2,3,27,27,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,7,1,19,5,17,19,4,19,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287997246252215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888558527084713,0.0,0.0,0.15972836691016035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384529529615815,0.0,0.09818075794353301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387390373673099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387045714051032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482042784647646,0.3775225364712583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690901370876202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389985253572958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143683905407365,0.1150613862425834,0.0,0.0,0.14720603737373508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350895922978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795520750000702,0.0,0.0,0.15996904620869878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499229822581866,0.0,0.11376153015391988,0.07868584213443315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536305198133875,0.15239898555417974,0.0,0.0,0.16180654458517646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262481424534614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900550907642875,0.0,0.10913850969086003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206358481875678,0.0,0.0,0.1729183003248831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124928335780753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103832985245952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557274990108153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910423686605042,0.0,0.0,0.28499230583236074,0.12784203133906855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371744062257457 lonely,LotusSensei,2020/03/07,"Does anyone else get depressed when they see people having fun? Particularly group events like a party or something, where everyone seems to be having fun and enjoying themselves. It depresses me, i’ve always felt like an outsider in those situations and i’ve always wanted to be able to mingle. I always want to watch happy things, it makes me wanna go to stuff, but being so alone and not having any connection with people always makes me feel like “whats the point”",9.96732558139535,8.598669337209309,9.397325581395354,65.9822674418605,59.11627906976744,11.390697674418604,33.127906976744185,10.125756701596842,3.2965441860465123,377,10,60,6,4,121,63,86,0.08,0.7190000000000001,0.201,0.8217,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,16,7,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,7,8,12,0,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,5,37,11,0,0.16412728689866854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998637102713626,0.0,0.0,0.5462682026500599,0.0,0.0,0.11161218325557848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476161514904787,0.16816780109311236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827251834155077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362889479929344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710728785037582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156830656152038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298768772915599,0.1172525665545914,0.1575879340183482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574973330060204,0.0,0.0932773194593242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471654883813142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405529059676105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911247694826155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275703903657295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551533367466312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307881980267701,0.14941531780274978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844859471378552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263532039883404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878864763896197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903887649770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936130524084154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,That_guy115,2020/03/07,"Lonely I need help, I’m cutrently at a bar with ‘friends’ and I don’t feel myself, I don’t feel like I belong, How do I connect? How do I feel normal? Help",-2.185142857142857,-0.3720563714285703,0.9628571428571426,100.62714285714287,98.42857142857142,2.8000000000000003,15.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.3023142857142858,117,3,29,0,5,41,21,35,0.079,0.6609999999999999,0.26,0.6966,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,9,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752322569883088,0.2709135147734019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298299404133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083638509318582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526682800954325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811854455323176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715532612717033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ssdaro,2020/03/07,"Lame rant. Welcome to ignore I want to start dating again. It's been years since I tried and even longer since I had a successful relationship. First, my only longterm relationship was in my teens. Which is embarrassing to me. I tried dating and had my ""hoe phase"" in my early 20s. Now, I've tried dating sites and I get the same ""send n00dz"" bs over, and over, and over, and ov-- How do I get back into it? Like, where do you find people who will take things seriously? I did take a break partially to work on myself and school, but now I also feel like I've got something wrong with me. On one side of my brain, I am mopey and lonely. On the other side of my breain, I know I don't need to be in a relationship and I have a lot of things to do. I'm just.... bleh about stuff",0.949262422360249,2.9156876956521742,2.5530085403726734,94.68118982919258,81.98136645962734,5.764130434782609,16.273680124223606,6.9077264865688965,-0.3891338509316773,593,10,140,7,16,194,97,161,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.068,-0.6917,0,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,10,10,0,1,6,0,14,1,1,1,0,22,25,12,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,6,1,22,4,21,17,2,27,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,1,13,94,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935438977175656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437862461082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057064435268666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683680514319696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178753993017193,0.1155568883940552,0.0,0.0,0.1478399677530766,0.13758762982140427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690192829378139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936922469510845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889561313756793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580493921488284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375172265984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993833225554845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096085054742085,0.12302099137142113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213966130558198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209888751854027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370339814268334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676086939421201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452591461794482,0.0,0.0,0.11449011407775232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516930776776572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323733073787446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492396545864972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294604700017659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954065337170034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177586331151779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685229800936625,0.0,0.10416409102938684 lonely,kitkatkhi,2020/03/07,"Sorry if this is a strange request but I’m looking for a pen pal I enjoy spending time alone, but it does get lonely. For multiple reasons, I don’t necessarily enjoy long face to face interactions and find it difficult to make friends. I’m an introvert and don’t want to have to leave the house often to hang out with new friends or do things I don’t fully enjoy for the sake of friendship (I know it sounds bad). The close friendships I do have are effortless and it doesn’t feel like a chore being with them, but they have moved away. I compare all new friendships to the ease of my old friendships. Where I live dating can get hard, for reasons I will explain if we end up talking. Again, it involves more effort than it’s worth. I’m looking for a pen pal. I would prefer to keep my anonymity because it makes me feel safer and able to be more vulnerable. It also removes the feeling of compulsion to continue talking to someone when I don’t want to- they don’t know who I am and can’t confront me. (Man I know this sounds really bad LOL). I just want someone I can talk to on here maybe, or a chatting app, who I can talk to about my day or my interests without the anxiety and stress of commitment to a friendship/relationship. A little bit about me: -22F college student -Stoner -I’m very empathetic and sensitive to other people’s feelings and nothing upsets me more than seeing a person or animal in pain. -I’m very open minded, “liberal” (although I don’t like that word for myself because of the political connotations it has with it now) and accepting of everyone regardless of race, sexuality, religion etc. -I enjoy pop culture, rap music & current affairs. -Passionate about prison reform & changing the stigma around addiction If you think we could get along and you’re looking for the same thing as me, drop me a message with some info about you :-)",6.2568105637379405,6.787292162011178,6.775358049771459,75.47013712544437,65.92737430167597,9.637582529202641,34.70848146267141,9.573946990214177,3.302392178770951,1486,66,268,28,22,486,198,358,0.098,0.688,0.214,0.9936,1,3,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,2,3,1,13,19,1,2,19,1,25,5,2,4,2,64,52,24,0,10,12,0,5,2,4,2,2,2,1,2,18,21,0,1,15,2,2,3,9,8,0,0,0,11,35,11,48,47,8,27,0,1,4,1,27,10,0,9,15,181,53,4,0.10303842680322528,0.0,0.0,0.11232709425853964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671673540451096,0.0,0.08239979268778098,0.0,0.2232841847845892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078824114475891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172604526993344,0.0,0.0,0.0968079937992284,0.0,0.17206556492546055,0.1256225372222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124912753505516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090009931499841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226779948927827,0.0,0.0,0.06645126113171124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016962165920746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126146272228364,0.0,0.11491508286364738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845763242525547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839729820011849,0.0736106726962753,0.0,0.0,0.09417525539965536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921446590060584,0.0,0.16149997575135416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230219160609668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889251032692495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158528807244136,0.0,0.0,0.16988167405018656,0.0,0.0,0.109102816410277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067874132816462,0.10327157282281292,0.09098481861873718,0.0911857652906552,0.2595789828713841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755789999529922,0.0,0.10351594902970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403943811756712,0.0,0.0,0.10951354109891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990303093592649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886814947943304,0.0,0.10812149600095987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964015086788023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143387139750143,0.08996917990718101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600905465985517,0.2118813275589324,0.0,0.11062470933189944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210828573208083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460824931607902,0.0,0.0,0.11534308292595916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803016977258987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127353775277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690830460935238,0.06602286338618388,0.0,0.0,0.06008253528203935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003498633935618,0.18232420128638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993253665034741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319554208412185,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ConsistentBread,2020/03/07,"Just an idea. I'm really not trying to promote anything. Just a guy with an idea. A 2020 study came out recently that exhibited negative effects of social media and the correlation with loneliness. ([https://www.cnbc.com/2020/01/23/loneliness-is-rising-younger-workers-and-social-media-users-feel-it-most.html](https://www.cnbc.com/2020/01/23/loneliness-is-rising-younger-workers-and-social-media-users-feel-it-most.html)) I've been thinking about the negative effects of social media for quite a while now. I'm a student studying computer science and I think tech has the potential to be used for good. I'm not really trying to promote anything I just have an idea and I want to see if it makes sense. Basically just want to know what members of this subreddit think of it. It's 60 second video format for a pitch competition so I'll just post the link here: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aCJ83tb3gI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aCJ83tb3gI) Please just let me know what you think. Social media should be used for genuine real life connections. The current reality of social media is that companies profit off of users staying glued to their phones, scrolling through unlimited ads. That's so counter-intuitive. I think we can make a new form of technology that actually focuses on connecting people in real life.",11.731111111111113,16.224921291005295,8.296534391534397,54.282261904761924,58.31216931216933,9.279365079365078,31.13492063492064,9.725611199111238,3.6783777777777775,1120,39,135,24,18,317,114,189,0.08,0.863,0.057,-0.7374,1,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,1,1,1,5,11,2,0,0,14,0,9,2,0,6,0,39,27,7,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,13,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,8,2,25,21,1,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,5,87,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.1010258675155691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703851848006784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840549081660713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046911168875704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683220310258592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250643323303348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506027639337903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378971703664252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058617469131011,0.14624611894310915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820803159729644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998548715008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177148499330442,0.0,0.0,0.1136398132926259,0.0,0.0,0.09914872676902478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011201790182676,0.0,0.2356691648621133,0.13264205854332892,0.0,0.10221885406467622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249634916821985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331867161369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034431374059744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316745163067157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405739171037413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788254319599785,0.0,0.0,0.1221239394378705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SaltyVirgin,2020/03/07,"Got rejected today and feel like shit and knowing it's my fault makes it 100x times worse Note:This Is a fairly long post so sry. I don't really know what to expect from posting this but I just needed to talk about it even if it meant posting it to thousands of strangers. Also sry for any errors that might be in this text Just got back home after being rejected by my crush I've had for the past 2 years. We've been talking for the past year and a half but on and off (we would talk for a few months constantly and then stop for a while and then start talking again) After multiple tries of dropping hints that I like her and proposing to her that we should go out some time and continuously getting shit down from dumb excuses she made up I finally got her to agree to go out with me. Now I know what you might be thinking l, I should have stopped trying since she always made excuses to stop us from going out but when we texted she was dropping hints and so I thought she was just trying to play hard to get. Moving on, today we went out and our ""date"" was going well until she got a call. When she ended the call I asked who it was she told me her boyfriend. I froze. Up to my knowledge she didn't have a boyfriend and her best friend which I am friends with and is how u met her didn't mention any boyfriend last time I saw her. I then realised that, that was the point that my chances ended and I decided just go for one last attempt. Albeit stupid but I had to try she was my crush for the last 2 years I couldn't just give up. I told her I didn't know she had a boyfriend and told me that they got together this week. I told her that I was confused and that I had feelings for her, and I thought she did to bc of her hints. She then told me that no she never had feelings for me and that she was just stringing me along bc she didn't have anyone so I was the backup plan. She then laughed and scoffed at me as she told me she found it pitiful that I even thought we could be something. She compared me to her boyfriend and that I was trash compared to him and that it was purely idiotic of me to think I deserved her. After her pointing out all the insecurities that I have tried for years to get over, it absolutely destroyed me. But it wasn't worse than what she said next. She told me that if I had asked her out sooner she probably would have said yes. That was it. That was what has had me in a wretched state for the past hours absolutely void of happiness. The idea that my own incompetence and not having courage to ask her out was what ultimately kept us apart gutted me. I have been spiraling into a dark place in my mind not knowing how I will get out of it. I don't think I deserve anyone right now not even my friends and family. I just feel like an empty shell.",3.4238842940332503,4.327908724913495,3.974138745885728,91.67926280698795,72.47750865051903,7.092311587475737,25.170225335471354,7.217587316427113,0.8095170394126079,2185,64,497,21,41,689,230,578,0.132,0.785,0.08199999999999999,-0.981,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,8,1,1,3,24,24,6,2,19,1,55,3,3,5,3,101,108,45,0,10,17,0,6,3,3,7,0,2,1,0,41,39,0,4,20,1,0,7,13,12,1,3,54,9,103,12,69,41,5,86,0,3,1,0,76,26,3,6,50,358,144,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050533114239252726,0.052579239923463916,0.0,0.0,0.08594289374058317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836799898150333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722268983733322,0.0,0.0,0.04858929996477068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631412993289515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904835035913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828606845815202,0.0,0.050452167101387765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119353768002946,0.0,0.0,0.125209430204511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957001912570516,0.0,0.12780328849856235,0.09028606532260668,0.0,0.06922168515580504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928470240553232,0.1464615843946777,0.0,0.13205691354431326,0.06061771877720627,0.17956200033159142,0.0,0.25269454798158164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726705523326659,0.05660593359303372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633848401907868,0.0,0.06222953718628795,0.0,0.0,0.07133395127742599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363818042725454,0.15452513922484162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926144988545843,0.0,0.0,0.05592126562606836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958403435045152,0.042179894197749285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406945790922165,0.06380400532927924,0.0,0.05043774902387988,0.06716109473801303,0.0,0.04685467154403766,0.04873611426392509,0.0,0.06720340697642779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042819259079611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096635216784487,0.0,0.0,0.06602022359305257,0.0,0.11947017202395048,0.0,0.18155599598485966,0.0,0.06812963442695391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040481207429617465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396401519161965,0.12021654451612485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972749536289896,0.05227151829271367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048646839741885516,0.0,0.0,0.04472629049670921,0.0,0.0,0.1584893034161146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031592918095409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214690276177606,0.0,0.15049768498225574,0.11053999725565293,0.0,0.11979368577463273,0.4226660574434561,0.0,0.21450970981468545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201986223134828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068730079415206,0.0,0.05681550457798298,0.0585778721182906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879225669677824,0.0897768931035054,0.0,0.0,0.16276945593895004 lonely,BarefootDreamer26,2020/03/07,"I'm in a relationship that makes me feel completely alone So I met him and knew quickly it wasn't right and I had decided to leave, but low and behold I was pregnant. The kicker? I'd been told I couldn't get pregnant a couple of months beforehand and was reeling in the grief. So of course what was I going to do? Walk away from my miracle baby? So I stayed and now I endure daily lectures and moaning and let pieces of me get chipped away as the days turn into years. I feel so completely alone in this like no one on the outside can see me for who I am or what this is anymore. Is there anyone else who feels the same? Anyone who needs to chat about those things we don't say out loud?",2.199791666666666,3.7421982847222246,3.4302777777777784,91.84250000000002,76.56944444444444,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5636916666666671,539,15,120,6,12,175,94,144,0.124,0.818,0.057999999999999996,-0.7612,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,21,28,14,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,6,15,1,18,17,2,18,0,2,1,0,10,10,0,1,6,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35525953558122225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008908811863147,0.2398436877853769,0.1757294262918207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32227337902814024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35964413799074896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976948935488,0.0,0.1106079757732186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432722844549394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26015762813931403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792108993474685,0.0,0.09747151195459897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816013942967748,0.0,0.17537776401266986,0.0,0.08378977006645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448240869302426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368954357788814,0.0,0.0,0.12717043887625862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621773859608645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841345816665464,0.0,0.14646623846233406,0.0,0.13638943415551386,0.0,0.0,0.1366690582596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280388884215135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394178365831804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388250932357706,0.0,0.0,0.18655061815356014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044503389566583 lonely,Dcrawford122,2020/03/07,"Snap If anyone needs to get something off there chest I’m text away Snapchat- dcrawford631",3.609166666666667,6.5808732500000025,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,97.75,2.1333333333333333,24.08333333333333,3.1291,-0.2082666666666664,76,3,13,0,3,19,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188340615094183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627793230710563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129522796014652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444150203912317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611387312947181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,old-and-moldy,2020/03/07,Need a distraction to get my mind off how lonely I feel. I normally throw myself at work. Evenings. Weekends. But lately I just stare at my phone waiting for a response back.,1.4236363636363656,4.126565303030308,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,92.93939393939394,5.0642424242424235,24.78181818181818,6.742157984588678,1.2821563636363638,137,6,25,2,5,43,28,33,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,4,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168910796742906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721981420578762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837778125841644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531313448564407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648837922502474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41611877822893256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055781306612704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037853054789649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002470686261995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loti-poops,2020/03/07,"I'm stuck. I always stuck in coversations whenever i'm sitting with group of people or just one person.I do not follow up mainstream or watch netflix shows maybe thats why. Whenever i pass by and see a group of people sitting and enjoying conversation they're having, i feel horrible and left out.Why i can't be there? Why i have to be such shy,lonely piece of shit?(i don't want to offend anybody but that's just how i feel).I see my self in nowhere in the next 5 or 10 years.Sometimes i seriously want to end it all.Medications are only thing that keeps it down .I am also diagnosed with major depression.I've seen many doctors and therapist but even that.could'nt filled the gap inside me.I have so much love and caring to share but it's all worthless if i keep it inside and not share.I just wanted to confess my thoughts.Sorry for my English btw.Peace.",2.6046749226006227,4.983485064327488,3.7902511179910574,85.80424148606812,78.47368421052632,6.596628826969385,25.263501891984863,7.724431198458867,1.4802855865153075,690,26,133,11,17,224,112,171,0.084,0.809,0.107,0.8284,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,1,29,26,16,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,5,12,4,17,21,4,13,1,1,4,1,7,6,0,4,2,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595322383495336,0.13105316929008054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058242348242718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575146399632492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985985826399968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120860314269336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949883933955065,0.0,0.0,0.10402770293111832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927413583585015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998765317979923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711249319201838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421504982003065,0.0,0.0,0.1596809522565844,0.1582305861864108,0.0,0.1749477313564201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578111005743615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675037426210811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672652585325727,0.1197863519741612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838225801412667,0.13752350443445666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251015274533589,0.0,0.1643075418281338,0.0,0.16167216791379682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577218365299847,0.17630909821137505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287040988560604,0.10463644247664984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786939164054217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263595539081765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hughlyhuge,2020/03/07,"Not gonna lie, I'm not looking forward to the possibility of the corona virus closing down schools School is the only social Avenue I have. I don't have any other place to talk to people, so I'm not looking forward to school cancellations. I don't want to be stuck at home alone.",6.496842105263156,5.645598333333336,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,65.66666666666666,9.003508771929825,33.03508771929825,7.793537801064563,2.276887719298245,223,8,44,2,3,75,38,57,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.4976,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,13,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,8,10,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,25,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138756009941136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192789048219593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410055420765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752197957956995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991497090004304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548858213144355,0.0,0.23341809573998445,0.0,0.0,0.2518635767111793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6783149238573125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277405030317449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795701848814136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317742461630379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ComfortableFact4,2020/03/07,"Just So Desperate for Someone To Talk To I just feel so lonely. Like I'm suffocating. My partner and I are at a low because of how my insecurity and loneliness and anxiety are pervading through things- I can no longer tell if I'm being unreasonable or he's just exhausted and unkind. I know I always create these problems for myself because I just don't have anyone else- I always just hop into new relationships and then make them last for way longer than they should because they become my only friend. I never have an actual circle. I'm the type that outwardly people think has friends- when I'm in a social situation or in class I can seem to comfortably be around people and laugh and joke. But when I'm not there...it's just silence. I'm never invited anywhere. No one EVER messages me first. If I try to arrange something people bail or make up excuses and I then see they went with others. So I just kinda stopped trying and gave up because it almost hurt more when I tried and then failed. I just...want someone to talk to. Want to know if I'm just crazy. I've never been suicidal and I'm not but like...I just kinda feel like things aren't really worth it right now. I've been struggling with a lot of anxiety and depression lately and things have all been going wrong professionally so that's been amplifying the stress, and I feel like I shouldn't be where I am for school and have this massive impostor syndrome going. Cap that with a boyfriend who is extremely confident in his looks and determination and intelligence who completely wrecked me with his grades and I just don't feel adequate. And on top of all of that there's the fact that my medication has been all screwy and as such my hormones have been all over the place. I'm a mess and I'm alone and I just feel so overwhelmed. My partner just told me he doesn't want to be with someone who's so fragile. And that he isn't happy. And I'm just so...tired and scared and upset. But feel so stuck because I'm upset but I shouldn't show it anymore. But I'm just so bad at pretending to be happy. And it all just feels so bad right now. I just feel so alone",3.00378315083233,4.934508721311476,4.275682005190202,84.96303753402115,75.37002341920375,7.426520665864928,24.88948667637193,8.27314431278463,1.5340163174884491,1692,57,341,30,37,556,188,427,0.209,0.698,0.09300000000000001,-0.9945,0,4,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,3,37,29,0,7,10,0,32,2,0,3,10,99,69,56,1,9,29,0,9,3,4,3,2,0,0,2,19,34,0,1,12,3,1,3,14,19,0,2,10,11,37,10,36,51,7,39,0,6,2,0,25,18,0,11,20,227,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.08732020981419751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896019487574201,0.18534994158883733,0.0,0.0,0.14891014326799226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369049096050276,0.0,0.08874076383652542,0.06256695326803872,0.09168350356969412,0.0,0.07965675237587222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494252156772606,0.27273287840157323,0.09882435135592504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381876247219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706955551070642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474960386798955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094037371165477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619528549317928,0.12784999309483114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761121979272058,0.0,0.0,0.1382650614400626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170783462745428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905076385010963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957908899668386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983524537891895,0.07293867520708508,0.1009380743476574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748629093054525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514121243578177,0.0,0.0,0.07607325151868566,0.0,0.0,0.11945806172090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014234428821842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703898823747624,0.08642097247989046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063440640693661,0.06805406893495329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861038548565608,0.0,0.09348823764033852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085620900516031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732359774295229,0.0,0.0,0.09606873437061188,0.0,0.15283197789084346,0.0,0.0,0.08958574391055106,0.09055919821400787,0.07130449552600088,0.08145982604333675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005800033242196,0.0,0.09121425740478632,0.2274500013211824,0.0688865784865267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480983277966688,0.10249978595271636,0.09354460708993724,0.0,0.09787731133717703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384231920059648,0.0782100349434685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178340909929795,0.057335589520103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550259877151807,0.0,0.1822544696388369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833402291855286,0.0710255775533151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294946201358211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783304739999253,0.0,0.0 lonely,AdditionalFeeling1,2020/03/07,"Does anybody ever wonder why people stay away from them so much ? Sometimes I wish I could ask that question. Irl, does nobody ever approach them? Like, not even to say hi. I must have a black bubble around me or something. Or a reverse magnet. Everyone stays away from me. I put effort into my appearance. I'm probably average/below average. Not beautiful but not a gargoyle or something. I'm still young, in my 20s. I'm not fat but not skinny. I dress ....normal. nothing fancy nor too out there. And even if I do have a shred of confidence and I talk to them, they just seem not very interested in continuing to talk to me. I feel like the black sheep no matter where I go.",1.3565909090909078,3.909541401515156,3.2714393939393966,86.30215909090911,85.74242424242425,6.027272727272727,21.88636363636364,7.413659706084162,1.1150818181818187,523,18,100,9,16,175,87,132,0.063,0.836,0.10099999999999999,0.5936,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,11,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,3,30,15,10,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,18,3,14,13,1,19,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,8,7,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115767705742588,0.1482381402833228,0.0,0.29795662693348524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660233457529327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752497771170764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946316858735825,0.2868646986606959,0.0,0.15151695072891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017591522779532,0.1132798381731458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011691568096687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493502650339971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656451835358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536136447370558,0.15214869750912186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992994759576112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096135345148306,0.0,0.0,0.15940298658319846,0.17763061110094558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609833264197454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435285741403556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414425920124475,0.15682618305690094,0.0,0.0,0.3380212804047659,0.1266312987016751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548992651005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083385214920035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308147509872662,0.0,0.18234348675067225,0.0,0.17195845177138638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RoughEnvironment,2020/03/07,"It always feels like if I vanished today, no one would notice or care. I know. The title of this post is what most of you guys experience too, as you’re on this subreddit. And-... it’s just depressing how we try to find this vent, this escape, just somewhere to post about this. To write it out, to just express yourself with no restraints. Well, maybe it is genuinely therapeutic to some, writing like this. Which is obviously great, don’t get me wrong. Knowing that at least someone is reading your thoughts and feelings for a few moments can feel great. But to me, the internet just feels so dark. When you explicitly write your pain out, publicly, of course nice and kind people would tell you good things. Would tell you that you matter. And they definitely mean it. I genuinely mean it when I say that to a stranger, but what more can we possibly do than that? It’s definitely not anyone’s fault by I think it only makes this whole feeling worse. I think just reading or glancing at someone listening to you, or even saying kind things to you, through a screen, just reiterates how difficult it is, to realize there is no one like that actually next to you. It just feels like an endless loop of... being insufferable? Heh. xD After all that, look at me. Sleepless and restless. Being hypocritical with my own thoughts, by writing a post here. What can I say... desperation huh?",3.2138896094538154,5.91430018287938,3.824945957630785,84.59315895662202,78.29961089494165,6.920247874333477,26.639141086611904,8.045849151850463,1.847235595907191,1085,44,204,20,27,342,144,257,0.11,0.725,0.165,0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,10,1,0,18,19,0,1,7,2,16,1,0,3,3,57,35,17,0,4,14,0,6,4,0,3,1,4,0,1,29,11,0,0,16,2,0,0,5,6,1,2,2,13,24,13,31,28,8,15,0,1,3,0,26,6,0,6,10,149,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.10390867162524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859950755630483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744529704584349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856298798275556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171067216748308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032873223775041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041574223864244,0.0,0.0,0.3230355300361385,0.15213800995266127,0.0,0.0,0.09732037093591292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563116510652702,0.0,0.0,0.08930998664567606,0.0,0.2347881385138264,0.0,0.10543148573948216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176411174047975,0.1170367415065063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808209990697127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941599642426716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107592008057739,0.0,0.10697301020954826,0.2319748702038067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324219925743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122766254911868,0.0,0.0,0.14430658464830498,0.0809824886675227,0.11330173840941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381950632669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200396830175348,0.3059338982755932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130167106607719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540304130357582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043953817589928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613562326595776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148055062070894,0.13645558013571438,0.0,0.16906572248161306,0.0,0.0,0.10093015402501797,0.0,0.0,0.07229261846801872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957378945473475,0.0,0.0,0.1188806043138656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851174852479684,0.2269200314748932,0.11641866204872713,0.0,0.0 lonely,naughty-babygirl,2020/03/07,"I’m a dying flower🥀 A flower needs light and water to grow, without it it slowly dies and I feel like a dying flower.",1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,76.69230769230771,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-0.4663999999999997,92,1,18,0,2,34,18,26,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.3612,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.892212614807306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489342748945544,0.2047186361605477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399988198729322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248072827123354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762337691252569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HasNoFriendz,2020/03/07,"How do you make friends if you have none? Honestly I would be so glad to have just one or two friends. For the past like 5 years I've had no friends at all. I have hobbies, but I don't meet anyone through them. I have a job, and a few coworkers which I get along with at the job, but they explicitly do not want to hang out with me after work. They are all also ~10 years older than me, I would prefer friends who are around my age (but not exclusively, I would still be glad with friends who are older or younger than me). What can I do to meet friends?",4.076373626373627,3.8377051111111133,4.443101343101343,92.97769230769232,70.53846153846155,8.053235653235653,27.825396825396822,7.447530270364453,1.0597140415140416,426,13,106,4,7,134,70,117,0.037000000000000005,0.735,0.22699999999999998,0.9771,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,1,6,10,0,0,4,0,18,0,0,2,3,26,21,10,0,6,9,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,17,10,16,15,4,13,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,9,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291408668296557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129152651709026,0.0,0.0,0.14375741261752004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7485854078346686,0.0,0.08437014293844215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205012916412401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889425144370465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779363554936644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942757670472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415734110052098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289634983887082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774905462531993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952490478843939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756425107800934,0.0,0.0,0.344146585002698,0.0,0.0,0.20798429851192068 lonely,WhiskyWildflower,2020/03/07,"I am totally alone My background in the social scene is I’ve never been very popular or have had many good people around. I chose to move away from my hometown, 700 miles away to be exact, leaving behind the two decent friends I had and my niece. I still talk to them when they have time. I’ve never lived more than a few hours from my home town. Leading into this decision was an absolutely horrible work situation where I was expected to work 100 hour weeks nonstop, recently leaving a very physically and mentally abusive boyfriend in the middle of the night, always unsupportive family, and a few dating fails. I was tired of seeing bad experiences everywhere I went and no matter what I did, nothing got better. I’ve lived here for three months now. Mid-December I met a decent friend that also initiated dating but I didn’t think it was a good idea because he recently broke it off a LTR. Eventually I conceded because he was pursuing it and honestly I got along so well with this guy and felt safe. Then he started hot and cold bullshit after I was a good friend and helped him through a really rough time. Skipping the details, I recently found out he’s “just fucking” his ex that’s cheated on him a load of times and around that same time he stopped talking to me. He would occasionally talk me up, call me the sweetest girl ever, say I’m the reason he’s doing so well, and just talk to me like I’m his world. He said he’s be there for me if I needed him emotionally multiple times and wasn’t any of those times. Now being a loner of sorts, being with my own company is okay. I am getting sick of it though. But him doing that to me? Ruined me. We could have been amazing friends and he had to fuck it up. Yes I absolutely would love a partner. I have anxiety that also causes depression and I have sleep issues when I don’t feel safe. The last time I slept well was when he was here in January. I’m just so tired of trying to meet people. I always attract people that are emotionally unavailable. But I need friends and I didn’t have any here or family. All I wanna do is sleep until that right person finds me.",4.38757142857143,5.577223566666671,5.575238095238094,80.02642857142858,70.47619047619048,8.838095238095239,28.04761904761905,9.21078282632365,2.3082761904761897,1678,59,327,34,30,559,217,420,0.131,0.7090000000000001,0.16,0.9519,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,5,26,29,3,0,20,2,40,9,3,3,6,60,61,31,0,8,9,1,4,1,6,2,3,2,1,4,16,22,0,3,8,0,0,3,7,8,3,2,25,8,47,21,42,29,7,54,0,4,1,3,42,19,2,4,33,222,63,4,0.0,0.09093322262531922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794872510263645,0.0,0.12274987575411125,0.12772011511686013,0.0,0.0,0.10438184631426124,0.0,0.05871161772824614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366430702436701,0.0,0.0,0.14421358140895174,0.0,0.06408094616266329,0.0935691118446164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067876915711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836776543128571,0.0,0.0,0.0788408105400331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127662362050167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610249836451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266118659816468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942249615225697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507376928148002,0.14470140137673154,0.0,0.03880583559003049,0.0,0.07368962343482789,0.0,0.0701458130072068,0.0,0.0,0.08414965849594777,0.2964745915928537,0.14190363065887102,0.040097394485941865,0.0,0.0,0.19311645329781427,0.12276395324310467,0.0,0.0,0.0759920786638166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051442222979102,0.0,0.07698398738375807,0.0,0.15116163080088155,0.0,0.0,0.08663857144145952,0.0,0.08010443713282206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625594455117455,0.0,0.16252901520674642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749494563638967,0.0,0.13553887475516044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926760372301945,0.0,0.0,0.07780990614213427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734341601104205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612591121604487,0.08157043315764488,0.0,0.11381457875918485,0.11838478709843787,0.0,0.0,0.07202231782699663,0.0,0.07364128396914613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962113288141924,0.06701294563416668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916640560519934,0.07890919923495104,0.2273366545107188,0.0,0.0,0.06554193482517336,0.0730044354335499,0.06103268233082816,0.0,0.0,0.06115781085873144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626739133481666,0.1536058268633488,0.07823439827783933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054322266538134184,0.0,0.061290642507884366,0.0641643359196597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467468926399889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917669094321951,0.0754040166179165,0.0,0.3132645392789435,0.1764198933123873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052106506048958036,0.0,0.07497114325989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266494293625998,0.0,0.0,0.06156220498637367,0.0,0.2070156242944531,0.07114568964042853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117461696457877,0.0,0.0,0.1090384259900343,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zyequuleus,2020/03/07,"Please help me. I can't cope with being alone anymore. Everyone i know has been leaving me behind one by one and i can't cope with loneliness anymore i really want to scream but there's nobody that can hear me. My dm's have been empty for so long and the only chats i see have blue ticks and for years there wasnt anyone who would reach out to me first. I've been living alone all my life and i'm tired of it but nothing can change this. There's nobody there for me and i'm tired of being alone. I've been desperate for any human contact it's killing me at this point.",0.3387002341920393,2.5401048606557386,1.8331615925058564,97.44081967213116,86.45901639344262,4.797189695550352,16.09133489461358,6.1826913282559595,-0.5874796252927408,451,9,103,4,14,145,72,122,0.21600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.06,-0.9713,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,15,3,0,0,1,14,21,8,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,4,13,0,14,13,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125040041269737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216917074429453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271649033580953,0.1153343195076437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449136173888338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761330111763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403032766604226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590651857305115,0.0,0.11056005802841604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248869173441915,0.0,0.09065019740603013,0.0,0.0,0.17465436281650434,0.0,0.0,0.11650648140542885,0.0,0.0,0.14565064445333525,0.14597232462712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827046650420598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354382422090285,0.1254491280199291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810615541796921,0.15592761124677726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105668852198859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144088116446856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791631176185418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728962780072728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717315083450715,0.0,0.0,0.10622003810043062 lonely,cevanswaifu,2020/03/07,"Being ""attractive"" is no different. No to boast or anything but everywhere I go(school, college, workplace) there'll be someone having a crush on me. Later on they'll learn how fucking miserable, depressed and pathetic of a human being I am and soon they'll leave me. So sick of this already.",3.6928930817610097,6.698848886792457,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,79.0,7.306918238993711,33.361635220125784,8.344100000000001,3.3875937106918244,233,13,36,5,6,75,42,53,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,6,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39590334368359736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952309717420545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090016184683552,0.0,0.0,0.3748304573341637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316701533603697,0.0,0.0,0.2038929983606124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798776898719296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630868068447294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039783048924393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StrictDependent1,2020/03/07,"Can a loner become a friend with another loner? 22M here, hit me up if you feel like talking with someone about anything!",1.41,4.02019,3.2633333333333354,85.915,86.5,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1142666666666678,96,4,17,1,3,32,21,24,0.16699999999999998,0.616,0.217,0.3382,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294448188260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370215635407216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523115163184777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707882521328785,0.2925798320181076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31641431861557395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000835486664382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470071008905427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291776602411643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,watermelongirlxo,2020/03/07,"I just ended a fwb cuz I caught feels, feeling even worse. How do I move on? The fwb I was talking to just told me he’s dating someone else. I told him I wanted to end our fwb for the sake of my own mental well-being, but wished him the best. He said he wished me the best as well, then we stopped seeing each other and he deleted me immediately on social media. Being suddenly cut off hurts so much. I know this is to be expected, but it just hurts so much to lose someone I’ve talked to almost every day for a while and been intimate with... in just a flash of a second. I feel so alone, hurt, abandoned, ugly and worthless. I’m also overweight and feel like it’ll be so hard to find someone. Any advice on how to move on and not feel like a lonely piece of crap? Maybe it’s obvious stuff I should already know but anything would be appreciated right now",1.7970127118644084,3.6156052372881367,3.4577083333333327,89.97605402542374,78.54802259887006,5.78093220338983,21.23199152542373,6.6274283507984215,0.3077008474576268,665,18,143,6,16,221,108,177,0.22899999999999998,0.607,0.165,-0.9421,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,3,14,14,2,0,9,0,11,2,1,3,1,37,27,19,0,6,8,0,6,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,2,8,0,0,3,1,9,1,1,6,8,17,5,20,14,7,19,0,7,1,0,14,7,1,1,11,96,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115318391536517,0.0,0.0,0.11429016467074644,0.11820990301925323,0.1259513053894344,0.09127407679318332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761601873542462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392374900480938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395562228486837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360792198254043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534552153853816,0.0,0.2021802600483284,0.0,0.0,0.07538538718465408,0.0,0.0961640378392139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885515603097838,0.1630767741840213,0.0,0.0,0.10431773203527067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022429432165707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36655307412699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254517150042184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152162969932594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276883719638121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466439869402507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502168697229885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261583759150135,0.1678053742305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747104924798797,0.10856894811613124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095117515238503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634671615609896,0.290119784958435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954223454506182,0.0,0.0,0.13065778167062927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834754999867884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812262409224256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673200445722991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205242950329236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625002656458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163137727120116,0.08107854778736015,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nnoitcurtseD,2020/03/07,"Destined for nothing? 20m Just another night of panic attacks, crying, and trying to muster up the courage to stop being a bitch and just cut myself. I think the physical pain might take away from the mental pain,and maybe it'll even encourage me to commit suicide faster",5.1702941176470585,7.127396960784317,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,69.58823529411765,7.452941176470588,28.43627450980393,8.07648339933343,2.0571921568627447,219,8,37,3,4,68,43,51,0.366,0.508,0.126,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,3,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987641344515226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260249268884602,0.2149289906308766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512838021960416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109483505086158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982170754714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053781998600845,0.2426798356369621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467720199744936,0.0,0.2195028606545356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868368000171977,0.2684023695599668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125488485867287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022798761229403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200020309850705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658115336613725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553140646115186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohship,2020/03/07,"I don’t wanna be lonely anymore Honestly I’ve been seeking love for years and I’ve still never found it and sometimes I think I never will. I know, actively searching kinda activates some revered psychology manner where it never comes to you or so they say. Or, being negative about it also isn’t a way. I think I just need to hear some positive thoughts on this, what do you guys have for me?",3.9703846153846167,5.51803808974359,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,71.94871794871794,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.3089846153846154,313,12,59,6,6,104,57,78,0.1,0.732,0.16899999999999998,0.77,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,19,17,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,2,10,2,7,11,2,9,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,5,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641256908462334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311757677902965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007977925668901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558566037567565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308088464737756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627242820193702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281074392184642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103847663391416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284309165643494,0.5393507447884365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853730448445577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305450552399349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861565408608453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29872627541129043,0.0,0.18505792700606705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502649418123096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011083774902714 lonely,sonofvc,2020/03/07,"i could use some tips, ones that i haven’t heard. I have been struggling with loneliness, since middle school. I went to a catholic middle school, as well as elementary school, but i never exactly fit in there, yet i thought i had friends, but once i got to the 6th grade i started to question the catholic teachings and church, and it started to influence my standing in the school, teachers became untrusting, people would stop talking to me, and i slowly fell lower and lower, and in 8th grade, 4th quarter my school decided i was a “threat” and next thing i know im about to be expelled for having different thoughts than the school, and that was a horrible feeling, i was at this school for 11 years, and they treated me as if i was a threat to my “friends” and peers. after leaving the school, i had nightmares from that school, even do to this day, but i realized something. no one there was ever my friend, they were just there, never any real compassion. i started to think it was my fault, and i accepted that, i accepted that i caused my school to ostracize me, i understand that my views weren’t meant for such closed off ears. but after that i was left with an emptiness, something i thought was a second family was nothing but a hoax, i started online school, and i keep in contact with 3 people, 2 from that school and my old neighbor, but im not anybodies “best” friend. and i dont exactly have anyone that would notice me gone, that isnt related by blood. i feel like i am nothing, with no body to give me purpose.",9.001473492723493,6.677395347972976,8.279189189189191,76.25936590436592,61.73648648648649,11.54012474012474,38.98544698544698,9.851270322608157,3.6158329521829535,1197,48,235,18,13,376,148,296,0.16699999999999998,0.733,0.1,-0.9687,4,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,10,14,2,1,12,0,26,3,3,3,5,56,46,23,0,4,9,0,2,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,15,18,0,2,14,0,0,3,9,4,1,4,22,5,43,10,34,20,2,30,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,3,16,170,58,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569893188524225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698844768341722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052322245466704,0.0,0.0,0.07464507580742155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903385900645842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053654468623982224,0.0,0.0,0.04333903577766316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021066128246242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875898097217918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443855756868624,0.060787081949364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335104923614376,0.0,0.06795761140455793,0.048008352637258285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767706485844373,0.0,0.0,0.06446524851257639,0.0,0.0,0.05374671684125222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517705660425412,0.0,0.0,0.059731267832702876,0.0,0.0,0.03693186968534888,0.0,0.0,0.0711560741409671,0.073013999190983,0.0,0.0,0.03283097640406706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365898885467913,0.0,0.071468943718421,0.0,0.0,0.12896219558775907,0.07650869595125571,0.07051606401016687,0.07156678952383473,0.09107416885273913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931773168938676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528041312939901,0.0,0.0,0.07648936223947024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8161310580622121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558929773082381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346910694010973,0.0,0.0,0.1902606360040213,0.0,0.0,0.05618298047394688,0.0,0.07025299533894212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540135561776772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464530703159532,0.043059637841427134,0.0,0.16005007873369018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995853054661473,0.0,0.05804002085219542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060421700055204475,0.06229592864295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954752148604562,0.0,0.0,0.04327519097974897 lonely,staydizzycauseilike,2020/03/07,"I give up. I have never been happy. Some of my earliest memories are tainted with my self awareness that I should be happy like everyone else, but I’m not. I was popular in school and spent most of my 20’s and 30’s in a band, surrounded by people, yet still cognizant I was not happy and lonely. In hindsight I realized that my alcohol and drug abuse we’re just a slow suicide attempt. It almost worked. During this time I met a true angel and my soulmate. She was the only person that was not enabling me and telling me the truth that success was not worth dying for. I quit my band and life’s dream and totally reinvented myself and married my savior.After 20 plus years of marriage ( first 7 amazing) My wife was deep in the throes of her own addiction and I couldn’t help her out of it. Despite love, patience and rehabs, she filed for divorce, took my home, half of my retirement and moved across country. I recently met a girl after 3 plus years of total isolation. She approached me and gave me her number. We hit it off amazingly. I had strong feelings for her, and her for me. I found out quickly that she just wanted a hook up after countless conversations stating otherwise. She pulled the “ I just need to do me, now” which I feel was response from my unwillingness to have sex on our first date. The other thing I suspect is that she had just got out of a relationship and was using me to validate her self esteem, and/or making him jealous. I have been thinking a lot about suicide for some years. Lately it has been all consuming.I was afraid of suicide,because I for some reason believed that I would go to hell. Along with not wanting to leave that emotional burden on people who care about me. Truth is, I have no family except an 83 year old father that I care for. He has Alzheimer’s and probably won’t understand that I’m gone. I will leave plenty of money for him to have a pampered end of life. I assume that my ex not be too sad about it, but actually happy in a weird way because she will get to be the poor victim, again. I have no friends, just work colleagues. I do rotational work and for the first time in about 18 years, I am happy ( in a weird way) knowing I won’t be coming back. I’m going to “ overdose” when I get home. I just pray I won’t go to hell. Sorry so long, just wanted to vent. Shine on people, shine on.",3.3619525294525303,4.914574685897438,4.521605451605453,85.17354469854473,73.50854700854703,7.281681681681683,26.110187110187113,7.917944638633933,1.5104950796950802,1835,63,365,26,37,602,234,468,0.171,0.7070000000000001,0.122,-0.9840000000000001,0,3,2,0,2,3,55.0,2,0,0,11,20,28,4,1,18,0,40,8,0,3,7,75,73,23,3,7,16,3,2,1,1,7,6,0,2,4,21,27,1,0,10,3,4,9,13,10,0,4,22,4,67,18,62,38,9,59,4,2,2,2,40,20,2,7,28,265,88,5,0.0,0.10251836727737024,0.08443624061323686,0.09432538127609966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924692636953946,0.08664261939813082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653263785029029,0.0,0.1054900760905486,0.0,0.0,0.09748441704359301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643668101280355,0.0,0.0,0.07453391028527401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979963191187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034191278080944,0.0,0.0722808104947487,0.09732935021533372,0.07663576026706946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267866073948807,0.0,0.0,0.08156838053026089,0.0,0.08749961324732113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207952043905514,0.0,0.09487055827218427,0.06684925529266718,0.0,0.09041182740686923,0.08300298077228413,0.14752301698189565,0.0,0.06920221060929509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605391133783874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799610479731902,0.0,0.17358392159054625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755205851381281,0.0,0.09760434097433712,0.18323566231507493,0.0,0.0,0.12223079881921725,0.042271905655811834,0.0,0.0,0.07657219422232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356074135793761,0.07809248846441527,0.0,0.057756329629303785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919627324755253,0.0,0.06415743580775979,0.06673366858347572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079377866714004,0.0,0.0,0.0658064124161923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799573077201256,0.0755505806845678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328894010590193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203033902712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896244997347576,0.0854333248431074,0.09289582317754844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756825328764302,0.0,0.0,0.1805295792456435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685802295847018,0.0,0.0,0.06909924027634484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928933469646467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562695214438954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748358451442705,0.055441937699444936,0.0,0.0,0.10090723143730243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613282526667087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007591996926972,0.0,0.07473010414096072,0.0,0.0,0.15310464421535305,0.13735955900121408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889744121703941,0.0,0.0,0.06146511187144594,0.0,0.0,0.27859737825320546 lonely,illiop04,2020/03/07,"[M22] Canadian. Never had a girlfriend (is it normal?) and kinda lonely. I'm shy and a poor conversationalist, but i want to talk to 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lonely,t-our,2020/03/07,"friends i’m like super insecure about my relationships with people. for example, i know i love my friends. regardless of how much they text me or give me attention i still feel like i’m lonely asf. i’m not sure if these people reciprocate my feeling towards them. i’d do anything for them. but i do not believe that they would do the same for me. idk, maybe i’m fuckin crazy. but it still makes me feel lonely as hell, second guessing every relationship i have. it started after i left for college, and when i came back my brother told me he didn’t miss me. my brother is my favorite person in this entire universe, and hearing that absolute broke me. i fell apart. since then, i’m not sure if anyone actually does miss me. or think about me. or care about me. who knows. maybe i’m just insecure. does anyone else feel this way?",1.6705779786890569,4.233703245398774,3.030636099451084,88.61448498546984,84.03067484662577,5.885566677429773,23.302873748789157,7.273561745256523,1.0682957055214721,651,24,129,10,19,211,97,163,0.183,0.695,0.122,-0.8984,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,1,9,18,2,2,1,0,7,2,0,2,2,31,31,13,0,4,11,2,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,5,28,9,13,27,2,14,1,5,0,2,17,4,2,6,9,79,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.13810175543107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790621430425276,0.1450025465351973,0.11645776323967832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881908069157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944301905342145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618595963249903,0.14428766127753026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476877900116219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822064484170194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923553807756535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862242587124657,0.1011009279284666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867386416373488,0.0,0.0,0.13575755229523498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589871106182804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950176609329814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554986123078166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376039094180133,0.0,0.0,0.1382776953139099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277260766773924,0.0,0.09446477544634413,0.0,0.2843489434061045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403246649302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962223796978173,0.12356859732976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30387606458697275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706566200974836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016760517490912,0.0,0.226033899941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667592425580513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067941520354188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522710274507369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233089065510064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053076481810624,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gin1994,2020/03/07,Its my 26 birthday today Its my birthday today and i didnt have anyone to share this 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lonely,gnd1983,2020/03/07,"Feeling Empty Hi everyone. Ever since I was little, I had been alone. Even with friends, I never thought anyone understood me in the back of my mind....On top of that I was always feeling left out, and teased by bullies. I thought my life would change after high school, but it did not...I am still lonely even tjo I live with my parents and brother...Don't get me wrong, I love them to death but I still feel like...I don't know, some type of alien. Can anyone relate? I am in my thirties now...and I am having a lot of health issues that are leaving me feel empty and exhausted. No matter how hard I try to work on myself, I will always be stuck at home without friends ny own age... People say go out and meet people but it is neve simple, especiallyif you do not drive...The only person I hang out with most is my mother and my therapist. I am not complaining. But I never really had thatgroup of friends that would get together and go out on Saturday nights... I don't know what it is about me that turns people off. I am nice and give people a chance to be friends but that usually stops after a few sentences...Especially with people that I have tried to conbect with on dating sites, but I do not go on them anymore... Anyway, I will stop for now...I am just so tired of searching, and reaching out. Thanks for listening",1.9125212050307103,4.10055946387833,3.250817490494299,89.7724473530272,79.83650190114069,5.871248903188068,21.90245685873063,7.010146845296331,0.6418056156770988,1021,31,208,12,26,332,146,263,0.125,0.722,0.153,0.8266,1,3,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,2,2,11,12,1,0,4,0,29,5,0,1,3,50,49,16,1,2,11,2,5,0,4,4,4,2,1,1,10,18,0,2,9,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,10,7,34,7,35,33,5,37,0,1,0,1,18,18,0,3,15,147,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111897289651258,0.0,0.0,0.1797965652477158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714706322289544,0.1510887445103374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307641242221657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429243648192584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271935412889333,0.09772874341428504,0.0,0.10323724926653073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185139261508231,0.07718409612978931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338870354311336,0.0,0.11289331828989793,0.10364221359188903,0.18420557784188546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678299313077307,0.0,0.0,0.11484191202185745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415063333382312,0.10837334822325104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276612649781224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875237634521812,0.0,0.0,0.1143992027431598,0.1173862301620319,0.0,0.07631214229211541,0.05278309084989827,0.10828488196432226,0.09540166839115703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185209973016822,0.0975106953273858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909002321020624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665486151814005,0.0,0.0,0.10138861333334252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216960629481808,0.0,0.0,0.11996609834801608,0.0,0.0,0.3745081110464259,0.09433672559041216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921345823484883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591807673284244,0.0,0.10934267090968217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937215013942243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256243458065193,0.1806532541753485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946910110734544,0.0,0.12544325238749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154404714947227,0.0,0.12417656697973195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670470357922896,0.11751695007988125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899125647315205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414710741691967,0.0,0.07865471098079574,0.0,0.0,0.15349762607939774,0.11812523649634114,0.0,0.0 lonely,Damascus--b,2020/03/07,"22 (non - binary) Lookin for M / friends & smokin buddies toronto Hey yall 😌 Honestly its been a sorta crappy time for a year and however long. Im alone so much i feel like im just invisible to everyone i try to talk to , i just wanna chill w someone, talk and smoke a little you know have a good time tf 👌🏽",-1.4192537313432825,0.5820599850746291,1.993149253731345,92.70614179104479,98.40298507462688,5.665074626865673,18.640298507462692,7.1686216300943375,0.5535982089552234,237,8,55,5,10,85,51,67,0.083,0.7340000000000001,0.184,0.7548,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210864230112644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253282817454073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337118559995175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181979254125518,0.1670007984953265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060521635983845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960698590454246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050097127743528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847038876714176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420511168728036,0.23429258953302146,0.0,0.20687347441830115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184318017402786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980671823226778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757807346317397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726189287557458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871017391687564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053612656242468 lonely,nicholdme,2020/03/07,"alexa play lonely by akon breaking news: i've just decided that im a lonely twat! and before you ask, no i don't even know what a twat is. i've just been watching so many seasons of love island uk this week that i've found myself slipping into an english accent at the randomest times. who needs friends when you can watch heteros make out <3 and fall in love <3 and be rowdy partygoers <3. it's everything i could ever hope for .... except for maybe the kama sutra sex position game being broadcasted on international tv. can u say awkward! i've got friends. i think. they're people from high school that i've managed to keep in contact with for years. but now we've all got jobs and we've drifted apart. not to mention i think part of me has outgrown them since we're hardly interested in the same things.... i just don't even know where to start on making friends. where am i supposed to go? where's the hidden treasure chest location full of like-minded people who can put up with my too loud yet anxious self. i mean im a pirate in this scenario and i've been out at sea searching for a long goddamn time! i'm practically ancient dust at this point (yeah.... yeah.. i'm only 23 but STILL) not even wikihow could save me. smh. fun fact: i once got a job interview there but was far too lazy to look into researching wines (?????? boring amirite!!!!!) for the example article piece. i mean, it's so rude. im not a wineo. im more of a vodka gal myself. idk what you're supposed to really use this sub for. i just wanted a little bit of a rant. or if you want to talk go ahead and bug me.. online friends are always fun! i hope you read this entire post in an english accent because that's how i've written it. sincerely, an annoying american p.s. this is my first ever reddit post so pls be gentle if i did something wrong :((((",1.2834570519618254,3.6552539999999993,2.949074761399789,89.90573435843058,83.72826086956522,5.54676564156946,21.747348886532343,6.914303735213361,0.6517817338282077,1424,47,290,18,41,469,215,368,0.114,0.738,0.14800000000000002,0.9468,2,4,4,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,1,2,23,22,2,1,17,2,19,5,1,4,4,53,48,17,0,9,14,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,18,12,1,1,8,6,0,5,6,7,0,1,9,6,24,15,39,34,7,48,0,2,3,3,21,24,0,5,16,163,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072721827990151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960336349131784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069926196140644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141616880203786,0.0,0.08255565326938068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591914566055016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492285975287545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223954202333304,0.1755176933654066,0.0,0.0,0.08719403064991668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252394203630202,0.0,0.1063758491505586,0.29982521137645324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027577284604582,0.0,0.23278382832552305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690957807214714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250544087126948,0.0,0.192722652416428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191867957403102,0.0,0.19255191159293408,0.08623455852446069,0.0,0.0,0.10663773240906477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739837038218107,0.09723809006811124,0.0,0.08585837724651853,0.08147116005661194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512608598442292,0.0,0.12952129132643928,0.0983615974935107,0.09746818897110017,0.21136331903982372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796109401441107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193803681214248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332160564356832,0.0,0.07378699069357912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506165177126747,0.0,0.13452091472997707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171390332908652,0.0,0.18583393419442334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753045477977172,0.0,0.0,0.09704481984761924,0.0,0.06215257719894037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715305712370514,0.0,0.09818796760296276,0.0,0.0,0.10121152251445603,0.0,0.0,0.08025475973369234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746896314246275,0.0,0.0,0.0686702398329432,0.0,0.0774791515294561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797984774681083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445482377574388,0.12433115834335726,0.0,0.0,0.11314461119516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379289033271274,0.0,0.0,0.11444812689289666,0.0,0.07782244097070942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607457086699013,0.0,0.06247677513982392 lonely,act1320,2020/03/07,"Does anyone want to talk? Im lookin for friends or someone to talk to, i dont really have anything serious to say i just want some company. Hope i hear from someone :)",0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,86.05882352941177,6.9294117647058835,26.14705882352941,8.07648339933343,1.945611764705883,130,6,27,3,4,44,25,34,0.042,0.6459999999999999,0.312,0.8417,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925197974571022,0.0,0.2109613858347747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434124605186245,0.0,0.3004505140739123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806211345002567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889349123843708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546220557774628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769114121975081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422996238207307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386674600042254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344238281330693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41210286167302695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241403367967795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_R_K_S,2020/03/07,"Kinda nervous Next month, I’m supposed to fly out of state & teach this choir how to sing specific parts of this piece I wrote & the more I think about the fact that 30 sets of eyes will be focused on me for an extended period of time, I get stressed as I realize I don’t really interact with others often as I’m usually lonely/distant & it’s making me overthink how many times I’ll trip over myself or be weird. Sometimes I wish I interacted with people more so I was more confident but I like hiding away at the same time.",7.748256880733948,5.660118688073396,8.284477064220184,74.49515596330276,63.954128440366965,12.022752293577984,34.644036697247714,10.793553405168565,3.4535379816513765,423,14,86,9,5,142,80,109,0.07,0.836,0.094,0.53,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,5,1,1,3,1,16,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,12,1,17,7,6,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,8,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429155230954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583003548683397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333701122257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663010945451354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320262327232762,0.20052782100483216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787393774497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035170471670692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141870876207623,0.0,0.13712254882886987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670921572171887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956191776142936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265675568367397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673572258342508,0.0,0.0,0.3459984829379655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783753001180944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744851801020566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,piratinha0,2020/03/07,"Don't fill in I always was the alone person in everywhere. As a kid, in high school, at work and now in college. I've been developing myself into looking more interesting, talking to people but it doesn't seem to work. At work I do have someone to lunch with and they're friendly, we laugh and joke. But I'm not ever invited to anything, like a coworker's birthday and I just feel like they're ""with me"" because there are no other options. I'm in an IT area in college, but even with more ""serious"" people, they're still getting along and I am not. Nobody comes to talk to me and I'm too shy to do so. Starting to guess I'm too replaceable and boring and that suks.",2.1900851581508505,3.9682106788321203,3.935492700729928,87.18138990267641,77.24817518248176,6.610462287104625,25.2852798053528,7.492282038375204,1.2435017031630164,521,19,108,7,12,175,84,137,0.07,0.784,0.146,0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,26,20,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,15,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,2,8,6,22,18,2,17,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,3,6,72,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106021145585773,0.0,0.0,0.16919773905851912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733403583336168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239560593516321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751620654648179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343061921412743,0.18393546510685904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281637529221152,0.1452683430124832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710236571556854,0.0,0.1062383710342162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240053370208185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148431372487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868632351277146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075698102538772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194498848553323,0.17755134151857174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057940614721834,0.0,0.1851159106848489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229193896322606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392728460003149,0.0,0.16239005309836338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32687894397998435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441085705697369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SteveHarveymandm,2020/03/07,"[Vent] Idk why I find it hard to just talk.I can somewhat in school, but it's only to relieve the thought of school life. I am a boring person, I have nothing going for me. Just school and that's it. I can't talk to anyone, I'm always worrying whether I should talk them or not, and decide not to. I still pondered over posting this. I can't text either, and end up making it seem like I don't want to speak with them. I do, but don't either.",0.0021875000000015628,1.8804115104166683,2.043583333333334,97.50975,84.9375,4.256666666666667,17.933333333333334,4.935628992294339,-0.7124841666666661,339,8,80,1,10,113,61,96,0.11199999999999999,0.813,0.07400000000000001,-0.0729,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,23,15,7,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,2,12,2,11,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835137121952875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306766920761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685562631763273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739379214438799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815633323272944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047844770419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442005809184712,0.09297479962168008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703196344851647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826055086814061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447376907498356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616946862161433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822623083380356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778050936901471,0.0,0.17324911346102126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198008982640238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588867081502752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108317032219576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224849693296604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172322846682592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932668530614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1325ZERIM,2020/03/07,"why am i like this why am i such a forgettable person like lots of people tend do forget about me and ghost me alot. its really messing with my self esteem and i dont even know what to do about. all the close friends i used to have dont even talk to me anymore whenever i try to talk them. even at school people ive known for over 3 years dont even talk to me, i just fucking sit there all the time, its like im not even fucking there. i get urges to hurt myself. i only have like 1 friend that actually talks to me but i feel so annoying. i dont even know where else to rant so im just typing this on reddit and god it makes me feel so much lonelier. i spend so much time feeling bad abouy myself it fucks me up so much",0.4586792452830189,2.11685235220126,2.421987421383648,96.57788679245284,82.08176100628931,5.749433962264153,17.518238993710693,6.742157984588678,-0.31330893081761024,560,11,138,6,15,187,89,159,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,1,0,19,13,4,0,4,0,11,3,0,2,2,22,23,9,1,0,4,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,23,6,17,23,7,10,0,1,0,3,9,6,3,2,7,90,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.10124608601893832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289319079623097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866278165847841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863819636603738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667071276172685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111596517811375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737898747839274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031565125371794,0.28774859983092804,0.05420565617490472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106767500959794,0.0,0.22413793639151186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140377584719784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275014449384784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882054564847012,0.0,0.0,0.06925465031741278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288069406164347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789073701493414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385586824521324,0.09059143959058906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664655973725606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500163011164416,0.0,0.0,0.10823500179851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33356474644153405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209961760475682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044017167638335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960761986925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723842119730846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681229272742588 lonely,lgbtkoos,2020/03/07,There is something wrong with me ?? I don’t know if anyone will listen but I think something is wrong. I shouldn’t be thinking the way I do all the time. I’ve been sad everyday since December. I lost my job and got kicked out of all my classes. I’ve been at home ever since.. lonely.. staring at my phone. I have friends on twitter. Barely. The one that’s supposed to be my best friend is horrible at replying to me. I always have to go to her first and always feel the need to apologize because I feel like I’m not there enough. I find myself going on her twitter account a lot to see if she’s posted anything or if she’s replying to anyone.. just to see if she’s ignoring me.. and a lot of times she is. She says she’s a bad friend but never changes and she never will. I know it. But I keep going back because I don’t have anyone else. She’s so nice to me but barely talks.. And that’s apart of the problem.. I feel so lonely. I feel like no one is here to encourage me or ask if I’m okay. I rant on my accounts these days and no one says anything.. they’ll just scroll right past what I said.. I have no motivation and no desire anymore. I’m nothing and that’s all I’ll ever be. Loneliness is eating me alive these days. All I know how to do right is cry. I feel like I have no purpose. I don’t make anyone happy. No one ever misses me. I won’t be noticed when I’m gone. How can I get to a therapist when I can’t even drive and don’t have the money if the insurance I have doesn’t cover it? Who knows where I’ll end up.. and honestly who cares..,-0.1297490923759561,1.8706374417910467,2.2772004840661566,94.86244856797096,86.52238805970148,5.173860427591771,19.20330778539734,6.5153245180268975,0.002240822912464857,1193,34,277,13,37,407,147,335,0.166,0.67,0.16399999999999998,0.535,1,4,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,4,17,23,0,0,11,1,34,1,0,4,9,60,66,28,0,10,15,0,5,3,3,5,0,4,1,0,10,12,1,2,13,0,3,5,17,10,0,5,6,12,49,13,24,51,8,35,0,5,3,0,25,12,0,10,19,188,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633425068775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316504917247244,0.2627452379619654,0.09625450299380188,0.15461223803657986,0.0,0.08782292675752508,0.0,0.0,0.07223546605554132,0.07843750134844656,0.11453213124935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858615137990316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577995322334223,0.0,0.09937799641535112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319068547037744,0.12116941322646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612594132501928,0.07847634186260745,0.0,0.083204575051857,0.09706701922253128,0.0,0.062047690554157126,0.2549272815853598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374990510981327,0.2013361793119524,0.0,0.0,0.0858611277114138,0.07990686980760976,0.0,0.0,0.2177376668454432,0.0,0.04908072714901285,0.0,0.16016791502518604,0.0,0.07513386056756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000282137182227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423131173647688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322276754602088,0.08349981194426671,0.0,0.0,0.20651188467078965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768569403370431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254860105871512,0.15973196335123435,0.0,0.0,0.06270689879782103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696566741714087,0.14490745617422932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013971635139116,0.10695339234927888,0.0,0.0,0.2546296520436671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967810333203259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997030206686868,0.0,0.0,0.08988964103872339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045161343840142,0.08936018966115182,0.14941262229404886,0.0,0.0,0.1497189463939218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541929964179702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464201556442058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550688185472999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907370137363448,0.0,0.12038825869953745,0.0,0.0,0.10955646922717208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456664940869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542128054033215,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sirs_Perfect_LG,2020/03/07,"Broken and sad These feelings hurt. It doesn't seem like anyone wants to know me. I serve a purpose but don't feel a connection. I've had someone for 7 months. He says he cares but I feel his care of me is dwindling and I'm not supposed to question him about it. I tend to berate him when I'm not feeling his dedication to me. I've hurt him with this berating. I'm to be content with the little time we spend together. He tells me I get more effort than anyone. I've decided to limit my contact with him. This doesn't make me happy but makes me even sadder. I don't want to limit my contact. I'm afraid to ever ask for any of his time. I care so deeply for him. I'm so attached to him. My heart is breaking and I can't tell him. This is a ""normal"" relationship. He is my Master and I am His slave. As His slave I'm not to want or need for anything. But where do I find love? Where do I find that caring touch?",-0.582121212121212,1.4892997020202046,1.870934343434346,96.3430681818182,89.85858585858584,4.512121212121213,17.845959595959595,5.985473137389443,-0.3896404040404038,703,19,165,6,24,239,101,198,0.126,0.762,0.11199999999999999,0.5841,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,8,11,0,1,4,0,14,2,1,2,1,36,40,13,0,5,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,10,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,6,33,7,22,38,1,9,0,3,0,1,26,3,0,3,6,100,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160835625029942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838665489339906,0.0,0.11085598565066894,0.0,0.12593695340117347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493889102173916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897559444293708,0.1218541534541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245648065041866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462475173349425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703811348137668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434027664536919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963363112232612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884226318773418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403385014820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581317458406953,0.13501619035155532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158227781023595,0.0,0.17984178126144326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752533641675413,0.0,0.0,0.0998867796039804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198854816090125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090757311233258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462960526773144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712789442410872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263617880480697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141405131258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354873634165331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710257525296212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383687823638848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LgHt_RamenGod,2020/03/07,I think that my loneliness is chipping away just very slowly Every weekend I spend my nights alone but tonight was different. Two senior girls (I’m in 9th grade) came by my house un announced and brought me some ice cream. They had no reason to bring it to me but they did. I felt special.,1.481428571428566,4.085074385964916,1.8699248120300784,96.15947368421057,85.84210526315789,4.660651629072682,22.177944862155385,6.1826913282559595,0.28946817042606554,228,8,47,2,7,69,48,57,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.1655,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,2,10,1,5,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,28,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807874711785305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947336776756826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340214881301072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107822843169019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506227950332853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560815187656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432287867912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914596560026195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30583831900682396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190600292972314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905750996199498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454355699650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mkberry,2020/03/07,"It’s my birthday Never really liked my birthday but it’s a milestone birthday (18) and I just thought it would be okay. It wasn’t awful but I just feel /: I didn’t want to do anything but my mom made me go out for dinner and go home and eat cake but it honestly made me feel worse. I was already a little gloomy because it’s my first birthday in 11 years where my dog hasn’t been around for but when we got home my sisters new dog peed and pooped all over the floor. Once that was all cleaned up we got ready to eat cake and sang happy birthday. It honestly felt like a sad movie scene and I couldn’t help but feel a bit pathetic as it was just me, my mom, dad and sister but only my mom cared. The whole cake and celebration lasted maybe 4 minutes and we all went to bed. I’m really grateful to the people at school who wished me a happy birthday and my mom for making me a cake and just being my rock today but I guess I was hoping maybe this would be a better birthday, one with friends. I don’t really have any friends and it’s usually bearable but days like today I can’t help but be reminded of how lonely I really feel. Shoutout to my mom though I really do love her.",2.261572580645161,3.649184592741936,3.6629354838709713,90.88690322580648,76.05645161290323,6.734193548387097,22.883870967741927,7.365786028017652,0.7132800000000006,921,26,205,11,20,303,124,248,0.09300000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.239,0.9928,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,2,9,16,0,0,10,2,20,5,1,4,4,53,41,26,0,6,14,8,5,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,12,18,3,0,6,2,0,3,7,2,0,2,14,6,31,14,17,20,5,22,0,2,0,1,18,9,0,2,13,127,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043803003746548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432313920398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783793191442456,0.08420344666142306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766001674519509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365547175456363,0.10326568725361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643885338496196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061001487699834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935744432933333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130630489669956,0.0,0.0908193919432562,0.0,0.0,0.08045657407931668,0.0,0.0,0.1461570347629831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751317336778267,0.0,0.15130145964105432,0.0,0.10419943608398842,0.0,0.0,0.20138154392018145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268007948311307,0.0,0.18975911662090972,0.09394730776484107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710191118982834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386328768522215,0.09480210716854452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536943681161245,0.1790030601323863,0.06313827910614307,0.0,0.19005288338941706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539020911858047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295215987309843,0.09135375884145296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073322012173,0.06409533220287315,0.07193849852950901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557546618670251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029777364141945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957281886227659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929323101423494,0.07509237137714375,0.0,0.0,0.17931688335045542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417540882580703,0.0,0.055790501352606006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768409948847003,0.0,0.10560421542157304,0.1087716260336434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096393336264759,0.13438531892652206,0.0,0.0,0.060911623502702274 lonely,Thefullmoonwolf,2020/03/07,"About to watch Scary Stories to tell In The Dark! Want to join and text? Just looking for a break from life for a min. Downtime. Needing some happy company, Someone to chat it up with while I indulge lol.",1.2922499999999992,3.873193725000004,1.9850000000000032,95.08,86.75,4.2,25.5,5.6839178017228535,0.6000999999999999,159,7,32,1,5,49,35,40,0.07,0.703,0.226,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,11,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901484421782538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32522338432858955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866548187627839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414114708373055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901305119947645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40244608659119213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158027288898096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,borderlinearmygirl,2020/03/07,I dont want to be alone but I don’t feel like starting over again. I’m to old for this shit,-3.057101449275361,-1.5091700434782584,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,97.2608695652174,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-2.157046376811594,71,1,22,0,3,24,19,23,0.33,0.544,0.126,-0.6412,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076604986584221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613071344433016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902067417379288,0.2811945420200422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922976079551576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41302671795920337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040342606096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785986680788141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321609462413721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OldOzick,2020/03/07,"Just got to take this off my chest So recently I have entered university, and i got all positive thinking that it was a fresh start, new opportunities, time to leave the old me who never quite fitted or had someone to really talk to, no surprise nothing changed in fact it got worse, i spend must of my time alone wandering the campus, worst part i got my hopes up because of one girl, 2 weeks in she said she got bored of me, even when i tried my best to stop being gloomy, now i got no one to vent to, my so called friends either don't respond me or just ignore me while i talk, i feel all fuzzy and on the brink of giving up, I'm i really not enough? Not enough to be cared of? To be listened? Or even to be treated like i treat them? I mean i really really try, i make jokes, try to go out with them, even listening to them nonstop when they are down, and do i get nothing? I may sound selfish but is it really a bad thing to want to stop being lonely? i don't think i will get an answer just wanted to get this one off thanks to anyone who take their time to actually read this and i hope if anyone is going through something similar they can make a better situation out of it",3.8146951219512175,4.1928012317073176,5.132266260162607,85.6513262195122,71.23577235772358,8.426422764227643,25.537601626016265,8.472884824447931,1.4033016260162603,917,25,204,14,16,307,138,246,0.109,0.741,0.15,0.8575,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,4,11,19,0,0,7,0,18,1,1,2,5,38,49,14,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,0,1,11,7,0,3,5,2,1,3,7,6,0,3,9,5,35,13,35,32,8,30,0,1,0,0,20,12,0,7,16,143,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.09524588865567933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010866781955253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649177154230308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149394902411933,0.059497533100878075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242772470973227,0.08632141440023926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966298975954302,0.0,0.09951217837550574,0.0,0.10325042530376488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016987940832932,0.0,0.19339644599164507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049350719313425086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540739237178097,0.0,0.15297971789973053,0.0936291408441402,0.11093941612084504,0.0,0.4683694583190503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938824637591804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334687667202527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768361535420672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030075477261344,0.0,0.0,0.1063176552676626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752770080870974,0.09426503142685813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730432058910373,0.0,0.10241732780560492,0.0,0.19841378989904693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569391629173144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381219438787097,0.0976288388064878,0.0,0.31263306739561125,0.0,0.09637062103183504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284225805053344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970921643443966,0.0,0.0,0.08269821899064779,0.07513911611480861,0.0,0.0,0.06908349962399091,0.0,0.0,0.16319999730746462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676975546691146,0.15689826613686322,0.0,0.08985920074895536,0.0,0.0,0.06484271505252376,0.12507938739633118,0.0,0.0,0.17073827885209303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879692180261035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151368795333508,0.0,0.07829077901310766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946521071023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Supersaiya13,2020/03/07,"It sucks spending all my time inside my house I hate spending all my time inside its nothing but lonely times, i know people from school and stuff but they hardly care to talk to me most have forgotten i exist and the prospect of getting out in the world and making new friends or even having a girlfriend is an impossible task since im not the most interesting person on planet earth. For example my main and only topics to talk about are my dogs or videogames and most times people act interested but really just want me to shut up for once which is why ive stopped trying and live in pretty much isolation which is about as much fun as setting yourself on fire. I apologise for the rant but i had to get it off my chest",4.790559440559441,5.937384314685318,5.170216783216784,83.46455594405596,69.4895104895105,7.957762237762238,26.88741258741259,8.238735603445708,1.6470788811188808,579,18,113,8,10,184,95,143,0.13,0.6890000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8971,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,6,0,8,1,1,1,2,24,16,14,0,1,8,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,15,5,21,15,8,17,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,5,6,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970114120863812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164130950862182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617222219418354,0.0,0.18416928351303335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788759486518078,0.1740128258503714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203371687891341,0.0,0.0,0.19038291419311995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686374888373693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563416134539845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764989328556913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591316927036045,0.0,0.0,0.1702257351814147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911899986833895,0.0,0.0,0.18770312978771395,0.0,0.1340479467438849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443825428326053,0.1538968596559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931212732592688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291184638437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783769107320104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579786568882824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735495815764774,0.0,0.0,0.20176691172415448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833301203804308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41109693384385376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966385856777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395827417861747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590404411245949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Indoplasmicreticulum,2020/03/07,"""You are the top 5 people you surround yourself with... ...so who are you when you're completely alone?"" This phrase comforts me *sometimes* when I realize how alone I am. Being alone helps my confidence when I'm in a good mood and shatters it when I'm in a bad one; all in all, I remember that I am being authentically myself regardless and it makes me feel a bit better. Idk I thought I'd share just in case. Have a good weekend everyone!",1.8643678160919528,4.184755436781606,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.83908045977013,7.085057471264367,25.75862068965517,8.167268648758528,1.7918413793103452,341,14,69,7,9,114,57,87,0.09699999999999999,0.664,0.239,0.92,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,13,12,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,5,5,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604315434916849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747532942349092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798845362678376,0.23205603234739544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286085652129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031063072555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747466863882296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35656367161127805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247176448234514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188273886785666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403340430455233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735952383917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407844419902437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022325732165256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874567172095736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vonixart,2020/03/07,"I’m self isolating, is anyone available to talk? I’m new to the subreddit, and I figured here would be a nice place to find someone to chat with. I just recently redownloaded reddit and replaced all my info in hopes of using the account more. For context with the self isolating thing, I have a habit of cutting myself off from other people due to some really bad paranoia and anxiety caused from my ADHd. I sometimes feel better talking to people I don’t know, I think it’s just really interesting to get to know someone and not be weighed down by intrusive thoughts of embarrassing things I’ve done in the past. I’m 17 I am a comic artist who really enjoys magic the gathering, manga, A few video games like Minecraft and some anime, Though I like manga Better. I’m using voice to text right now so I’m sorry if my grammar isn’t the best I just don’t have the attention span to write everything out since it’s a little awkward typing on my phone while it’s charging. I’m willing to talk about anything and even give some insight on my mental illness If anyones struggling with the same things. If this post is against the rules please let me know. Feel free to private message me or just comment 😚😃 Thank you so much for reading",5.342293388429752,6.224057392561985,5.960816115702483,79.26576962809918,68.0495867768595,8.529338842975207,31.65392561983471,8.660442795831766,2.551338016528925,987,40,181,15,16,321,147,242,0.08199999999999999,0.777,0.142,0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,3,11,16,1,3,14,0,14,2,0,3,1,42,33,14,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,9,10,1,0,12,6,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,18,12,32,26,9,18,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,8,8,118,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907272238723349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489073599077727,0.0,0.0,0.17346417338671494,0.0,0.10207486261032717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356873783491537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017297964477656,0.21940769945782068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274238869192994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693662185520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192766069533554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114797124861753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254373305439864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133708809342346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480610518509074,0.11899106691866335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320032530218294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450844502538654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683993956968725,0.0,0.12119996433549073,0.12432128945868633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500377188206438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911841291544796,0.0,0.0,0.11979920526318892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841080878224175,0.171988297658648,0.0,0.1295960488453751,0.13615935378980007,0.0,0.0,0.1187966274741133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240741887288314,0.0,0.23839079526779425,0.0,0.12247514943324304,0.0,0.0,0.10593001307862346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588028411142248,0.0,0.0,0.10260768396726996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019843226696247,0.0,0.12267934644817363,0.13885332049796936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967418977655495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990974591402893,0.0,0.11419993896318807,0.0,0.0,0.24722123186562045,0.07948022176449211,0.1218692809088202,0.09847439805868173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426254189765132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811489866759742,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wretched_and_divine,2020/03/07,"It's been a long day. True loneliness is not having anyone to share good news with. Nobody to come home to after a long day at work, nobody to share the intimacy of a bed or the simplicity of a cup of coffee with. No friend to run to when life gets hard, nor a companion to confide in. It's also when you find yourself lost when you look in the mirror, as if the person you see is not really you but rather a consciousness without a body. When you're around people you feel some sense of disconnect but when you're alone you truly don't know who you are. True loneliness is not just physical, but it's mental and spiritual as well.",5.967076411960129,5.292644356589146,6.87311184939092,78.60906976744191,66.67441860465118,10.472203765227023,27.730897009966768,9.957137785484203,2.2764897009966765,498,12,104,10,7,167,79,129,0.094,0.762,0.145,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,2,10,8,0,0,11,0,7,2,1,0,2,24,14,15,0,2,11,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,2,4,7,7,21,12,1,16,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,3,10,71,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830443873993371,0.0,0.16856063322035011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738222736693268,0.0,0.0,0.18763882491892772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412898439617616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156824526654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718712338778271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657666542658407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264903667904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284805042977762,0.0,0.11012381338088914,0.0,0.0,0.1767922042183547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881741515663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114294549222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158391367113188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888009748978695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37306720895074097,0.17700205423770554,0.0,0.2300911918271841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124165926548332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461282632320195,0.184044904007615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350310199675033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796431379480084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895164699934419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318433003960285,0.0,0.1534502988269768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lukeisbored,2020/03/07,"I'm 17 and single but horny and desperate for a love Disclaimer: This isn't a post that was made so that I could find a relationship. Just saying cause I didn't want it to be classified as violating one of this subreddit's rules. I'm a loner at my school a lot of the time. I have a best friend who's a girl but I don't have any romantic feelings for her. I really want a girlfriend cause I want someone with whom I can discuss anything (I don't discuss everything in my mind w/ my current female bf) and I spend all day on Instagram looking at cute curlyheaded girls (14-24 yo) wishing that I could get a girl like that with whom I could spend more fulfilled days and nights. Also I wanna get married and have children so that we can save the world together. I know it's kinda disturbing to think that some stranger guy is going on girls' IG's (these aren't girls from my school btw, just girls I see on there) even though I've been reassured recently that horniness (like what I'm experiencing) isn't an entirely bad thing, it's just part of a teenage boy's system. I wanna join dating apps but I'm a year too young but I feel so desperate I want a girl rn. I have college starting in August so it might be a hopeful start but I wanna get love asap. The only class I have at school with interesting girls is Calculus even though they be messing around not focusing on their work while I am so focused on my work I got no time for them😔. I want a girl to love.",1.919130127298445,3.85894588118812,3.5069247996228192,89.19382425742576,78.63696369636963,6.9688354549740685,24.022748703441767,7.957251820313856,1.2365540782649689,1154,40,249,20,28,382,163,303,0.094,0.691,0.215,0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,3,16,16,1,1,18,0,25,3,0,3,1,47,53,20,0,13,9,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,12,19,10,0,0,5,0,2,1,8,4,0,1,5,6,32,12,28,41,7,29,0,0,2,3,30,12,0,5,16,158,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065073194620668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708594988103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328230855415942,0.10091085027066317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094647503922322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189601018518524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289562254230906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715165656143476,0.0,0.0,0.14621045184331902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497411042967119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187704074962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463237346381105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360530718259517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875785447968398,0.0,0.17767145442497995,0.0,0.06442281266385877,0.0,0.09066112816594522,0.0,0.0,0.11224023667100076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125880600269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229747913423232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076000673208376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519046924589414,0.0,0.0,0.09637119597069854,0.3069245784116175,0.10726016401467142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025277557168235,0.11445722020643005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637690323301044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681294207563308,0.08621232671148382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275347405028185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856368919680147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261873998477138,0.0,0.11192534956684516,0.12170189444857815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014522079049164,0.0,0.3441668942948163,0.09033003552162026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604614943828298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604678845467219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530867261631112,0.07263393142043051,0.22274333904143687,0.0,0.13219756076663805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33430145390338994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035377652072055,0.0,0.0,0.16504899916750196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299753113123121 lonely,jocabscott,2020/03/07,"19male everybody I’ve ever talked to switched up on me in these past 2 months I have no one to talk to I just sit in my college dorm with nothing but my thoughts,tv, or games on my Xbox When I’m down or sad I can’t even call or talk to someone to help me idk what to do I hide my feelings and sadness from my family and anyone around me need ppl around my age to talk to or idk",1.838294573643413,2.2358531395348846,3.4465116279069754,95.882015503876,75.74418604651162,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.28827751937984525,294,8,76,2,6,98,57,86,0.168,0.792,0.04,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,6,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,13,0,18,6,0,14,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,4,5,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879745154706725,0.0,0.0,0.3788812186928189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172965992339737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055498475182418,0.1924933324460566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006126004136478,0.0,0.10760005797970583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263798449371262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985806181024446,0.0,0.0,0.15779141316274464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419110436100985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420144626141154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314542465371188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180308074168059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.684174932730889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,5Halos,2020/03/07,I've been play by 3 of my crushes and all the others have rejected me. Ok I've been rejected about 5 times by my crushed and been played by 3. I have a new crush and this girl I've knew told her because I told her. She seems to like me but she has a boyfriend who lives in europe. She moved from there. Her boyfriend has cheated on her 2 times and she still loves him. Is it because I like her or she just feels bad for him because hes been through alot.,0.31424242424242266,2.1761111818181824,1.3821111111111115,102.78650000000002,83.64646464646465,4.768080808080809,21.011111111111113,5.6839178017228535,-0.3604270707070705,353,11,90,2,10,110,62,99,0.17300000000000001,0.687,0.14,-0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,4,1,10,1,0,0,1,12,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,1,20,6,11,9,2,7,0,2,0,1,18,2,0,3,6,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128535190159845,0.4662036670800091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288988249756272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490890538276309,0.0,0.22510534084398456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300817027392753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709472126268188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462102266441979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320760997823048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203585148500118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29730013839141545,0.0,0.0,0.4871876262929566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dunham-doodles,2020/03/08,are y'all ever so touch starved that you start getting a crush on someone's arms?,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,67.82352941176471,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,1.563282352941176,66,3,14,0,1,20,17,17,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.6682,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951437876413579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34374614212337457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574698553923645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656928409756919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NicolasTheShah,2020/03/08,"La Vie en Rose Hello world, To start off I am a 16 year old high schooler. I am a sophomore and am waiting for a reply for a boarding school (Phillips Exeter Academy). For the past 3 years I have never seen happiness, believe me this is no bullshit. I have not experienced human happiness in over three years, I have experienced a small form of happiness (Good grades), but they tended to be temporary. Let me tell you my story. It all started in the fall of 2018. I became a freshmen at my new school and was happy, because I got into the best school in my country. I felt excited and passionate. I made many new friends and felt as if my social life was gaining some traction, for I felt alone through the valley of the shadow of death. The friends I made were cool, they appreciated my strive for knowledge and my characteristics. However I wasn’t able to see them very often, due to the fact that I was am and will continue to be focused on schoolwork. One day in the middle of September I met this girl. She seemed to be interested in the same things I was interested in, she was also passionate about schoolwork, philosophy and the debate club. The more I saw her the more I realized how many common interests we had. In about 1 week I was hoping to see her greet me everyday. Just seeing her made me forget all the problems I had, even though this effect lasted for a few seconds. She didn’t have a particularly good appearance, but to me she was beautiful (Super Beautiful). At the end of September I decided to go to a Halloween party organized by a close friend of mine, the party was ok (We had alcohol), but since I was an arrogant kid I decided to go to the party a bit late (To show my arrogant attitude). The next thing I knew she was talking to the brother of my close friend, I decided not to interrupt their conversation, because that would have been a dick move, but sadly I made a grave mistake. They became close friends. They weren’t as close as I was with her, but they were close. I talked to her a lot over Instagram/Messenger (Still continues to be popular in my country for some unknown reason). I enjoyed texting her and we often called each other late at night to talk about life. I can’t write 2 years of my high-school life in this subreddit. I need someone probably a high-schooler to talk to about this. Please contact me if you wish to hear my full story.",5.111716017557307,6.0296818423326135,6.087106528251933,78.02278408695048,68.58963282937364,9.602703267609561,31.566153417404017,9.778596075983213,3.0060789939385484,1875,77,358,42,31,622,226,463,0.08900000000000001,0.691,0.22,0.9974,3,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,3,2,7,4,12,28,0,0,34,2,38,7,1,7,4,66,65,21,2,8,10,1,3,0,5,2,4,1,0,3,11,19,1,1,12,2,0,5,8,4,0,3,32,12,71,24,64,26,14,57,0,2,5,3,45,27,1,10,25,261,82,4,0.07535383133736183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053032913618283,0.0,0.07804384373902024,0.0,0.060260431695898835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186999234855968,0.0,0.0,0.08489796367396019,0.07907919702661259,0.0,0.08226686734919034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694468685886299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048596987345668766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674112836280838,0.0,0.0,0.049770494919418366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170544854278873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910909158399257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565063775749468,0.12640643717493305,0.060267342623985136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208622186296871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492924446685418,0.0,0.0,0.2388463800610455,0.0,0.07484335708455167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142342988184379,0.17000480786082126,0.0,0.0,0.0770543979207241,0.1596739186533669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064063132724516,0.0,0.28520646876332184,0.0,0.15279391544916784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008919741063783,0.0,0.05587391113172386,0.058117520143722075,0.14555439973013584,0.08013965449786227,0.07071446610158683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907117010975699,0.0,0.05106170628667952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193375847525346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271587847756477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124417510494453,0.07210343983264307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747628877769483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813105013123261,0.18014174244733694,0.06859929795755404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062333467967272835,0.0,0.0,0.07681374151669693,0.06384705675972137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667165932925217,0.0,0.06017766704452925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226622110628615,0.06586256994341529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012347445792301,0.0,0.07403475669665907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217480254495405,0.0,0.0,0.06044429822579341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665318721299138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352919977502064,0.0,0.0,0.19410158723541915 lonely,lonelylittleshithead,2020/03/08,"Trouble making new friends. I started at a new school a few months ago and I have not made any real friends yet. There are people I am friendly with but not really friends, if that makes sense. I have bad anxiety so when I first got there I was too scared to approach anyone and now they all think I'm a weird quiet kid or something. I really just need some advice if anyone has some. Being alone all the time really doesn't help my depression and I just want a friend to talk to. Any sort of help is appreciated, thank you.",2.1767924528301883,4.261703660377363,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,78.43396226415095,6.504150943396226,20.97735849056604,7.554174236665415,0.6546784905660386,412,11,87,6,10,133,76,106,0.187,0.593,0.22,0.6295,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,9,11,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,3,2,24,19,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,11,6,6,15,5,12,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,6,10,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144862043117724,0.13140910931253708,0.0,0.0,0.15353578133438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016216201220784,0.0,0.1134060366274611,0.0,0.0,0.20731090548773945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377731033204226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276820949712435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609602870826905,0.0,0.0,0.5726636344601215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185640416387428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872927536654794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027178802735005,0.19790766250897607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832671941674874,0.0,0.0,0.10992083668385698,0.0,0.28634940846782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027735267311396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873380296451498,0.2849061605172571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841782058114314,0.15003055448106647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141252547556064,0.0,0.0,0.10492766486566336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915268317917754,0.0,0.13648289609822262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498858709936424,0.0,0.0,0.08644210267594839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743798428791709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amithrownawayforgood,2020/03/08,"Does anyone else feel stinging when people share their adventures with you? I know my coworkers don't mean any offense -- and I'm very happy for them -- but when they go on about their vacations with their partner, the friends getting together for a weekend, what first experience their child just had, or the weddings and family reunions etc. it starts to hurt. I know who on my team is socially active and who isn't and I definitely think it's worth exercising some restraint when talking to those who don't have the same opportunities as you. Just seems a little insensitive. They've never asked me about my weekends or what I do outside of work.",5.685916666666667,7.508503091666667,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666669,68.08333333333334,9.0,31.666666666666664,9.444778638647367,2.9989166666666667,521,22,92,11,9,165,84,120,0.073,0.767,0.16,0.8488,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,6,4,7,7,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,18,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,16,5,12,17,3,12,0,1,0,0,20,3,0,4,8,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842946101106236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526177894247111,0.2236409623715396,0.0,0.0,0.2040507534447804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100745831533736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233458250448395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342608404013785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350760700228166,0.2057632794617393,0.0,0.11036266293605827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856583194349037,0.0,0.0,0.1686330157491756,0.0,0.11403581871080867,0.0,0.1240465139921199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234993185621286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336599931777837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399083429473931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187614883831392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377574170284723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834143829979126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131927984382484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987026365882891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224963435489249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449093933209934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543523885582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985707263758934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800936388982127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890142123601114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unloved_man,2020/03/08,"Am I doomed to sadness ? I turned 20 last week and my life should be at its peek. I should be enjoying everyday but it's the complete opposite. I'm so lonely, I don't know if I have true friends. I'm too kind and nothing is going back to me. I feel like I'm useless. I'm losing motivation everyday. I'm an IT student in an uni. I lost all motivation to studying because my year is already failed due to the first semester. The only thing that helps me forget my problems is playing videogames. I've never kissed a girl, in fact, it's been like 5 years since there was an attractive girl in my class. I know that IT studies isn't the most attractive to girls but still. I'm not bad looking, I'm being told that I'm handsome pretty often but if it was the case, a girl would have approached me already. My friends don't see that part of me, I'm trying to smile at them but down in me, I feel down. I don't want to go out alone, I need someone to invite me or go out with me. My studies are absurd, I'm having an absurd amount of work for nothing, I feel like my skills aren't used correctly. I've had lots of bullshits in my life that led me where I am today. I need help, I don't know what to do anymore, it keeps getting worse and worse.",1.4899258893280631,3.0696091553030342,3.2789459815546813,91.99820158102769,78.6590909090909,6.106455862977603,24.35704874835309,6.895973343053719,0.7472712779973643,963,34,218,10,23,322,135,264,0.145,0.629,0.226,0.9797,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,8,7,22,0,0,11,0,26,3,0,4,5,41,56,11,0,9,8,0,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,4,14,6,0,1,8,1,0,5,8,9,0,1,6,5,32,13,25,44,5,29,1,7,2,1,10,12,0,6,15,132,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290803442570315,0.283223994015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272658668661639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867551498868443,0.10714765561327548,0.07822692681938337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454838135413952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946579080011433,0.1833536189751579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915485093343273,0.0,0.0,0.19829018976992785,0.0,0.06704554274937674,0.0,0.2187935146375604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202971934136824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406290282288227,0.0,0.13363278663589814,0.2115754318886695,0.10460360410463997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128226101758144,0.1880822192647566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077623306875152,0.14356504914790633,0.14008404144658546,0.10909899668756697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030563714997928,0.0989736665691202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462663679657989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759843957092107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896559780031092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055465785380366,0.0,0.12279157463764412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225997661331734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615339160090126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873102106781757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024820800723058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525473344556272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216389580090168,0.1226219144565018,0.0,0.08712558567990986,0.1395828879814597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083329550017453,0.0,0.0,0.07569056883582513,0.0,0.10293615081665468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342355893838047,0.0,0.2615522813731365,0.09115979410585727,0.0,0.0,0.16527671628166127 lonely,inspiring_trash,2020/03/08,"how do i not be clingy i only have a few friends that i like and uh i generally want to spend time with them but that’s part of the problem eh when i’m by myself it’s kinda boring how do i not be like that",-1.150408163265304,0.3795992653061262,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,86.95918367346937,4.736326530612245,15.922448979591836,5.6839178017228535,-0.9170522448979588,160,3,43,1,5,57,36,49,0.126,0.705,0.17,0.036000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488020944232621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411277033216871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433608104796141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888944997407045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319927119020395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632538950037092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628678875799644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,midnightafro,2020/03/08,"Do you ever just want to hang out, but don’t really have anyone to go with? Recently I’ve been feeling lonely and isolated. My best friends (we’ve been friends since pre kindergarten) is either working, or hanging out with other friends or family. It doesn’t help that I work a lot, but outside of him, I don’t really have friends. Sometimes I feel jealous that he has people that he can spend tine with. And he can easily make friends, whereas I can’t. Maybe my anxiety and depression get in the way, but I really want to make friends and have someone to talk to, not just about my problems, but someone that I can chill with, especially when my friend isn’t available. What am I doing wrong? How can I open myself up to people? How do I make friends?",4.7781756756756755,5.679730736486487,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,69.33783783783784,8.622702702702702,31.016216216216225,8.841846274778883,2.4251681081081085,591,24,117,10,10,190,85,148,0.134,0.59,0.276,0.9809,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,7,14,1,0,2,0,20,0,0,5,1,33,29,13,0,3,10,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,2,2,16,9,16,27,3,12,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,3,3,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232252554756072,0.0,0.0,0.08438468946345833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664985800115455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394449736103617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916510943810508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376963659224835,0.0,0.12204237887764477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7459180071167564,0.0,0.06305213295184013,0.0,0.06858719813533554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089158720160056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260077198227742,0.0,0.0,0.2416714635050379,0.0,0.12124276831296553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733344766147962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154777837858656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319387667996733,0.0,0.11916036896995805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998306149228838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450942792676824,0.0,0.11935903940844528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700080316717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236447685349576,0.09579292250532093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571800950396796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194843112697013,0.0,0.0 lonely,mikalegna,2020/03/08,"What to text Hey people, just had another weekend with no plans an spoke to very few people, mostly strangers, anyway... I would like to make plans for next weekend. What should i text to at least start a conversation? hopefully make plans. And when is the best time to do this? Earlier in the week? Not in school so wont see these people if i dont make an effort",2.225773809523812,4.4337359027777845,3.007539682539683,91.82000000000002,78.8611111111111,6.336507936507938,20.007936507936503,7.447530270364453,0.455743650793651,283,7,60,4,7,89,52,72,0.03,0.836,0.134,0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,12,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,10,9,4,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,8,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431645680345109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433619389339165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717819414756556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303263712995264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329332093302096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643798016974256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466254392736257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823052261656324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346924764650873,0.18479214666348864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641381224124515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352211968957822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133958195201933,0.0,0.0,0.1860140487867961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473320843718242,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TigerFalco,2020/03/08,"Ive been single for 5 years, going on 6... Im a college student, and im worried that if I cant get a relationship before i graduate ill never be able to get one. People always talk about going out to meet people when youre trying to find someone. I'm basically surrounded every day by people and no one here has showed any genuine interest.",3.669857142857144,4.6812462714285745,6.3900000000000015,74.18500000000002,72.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.4118,269,10,49,5,5,98,55,70,0.11,0.8440000000000001,0.046,-0.4939,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,29,5,3,0.2081899184736002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323068991667875,0.0,0.0,0.1415762836985512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771542867089905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342652742932391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754089854715643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028181380648768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175412793609046,0.0,0.2366382568142019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497616750417306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056889962820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821497535103013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43299802774261537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235180595386668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639864232086022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673351703751297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413472886984116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114269679890721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340674817224001 lonely,User-Bro07,2020/03/08,Pretending to be distracted rn My parents are at it again with another pointless argument. Got so bad one time that my mom even considered divorce. Please just someone talk to me so I don’t have to think about it.,1.6308130081300831,4.3926311463414685,2.9042682926829286,86.4113617886179,91.1951219512195,7.611382113821138,28.784552845528456,8.344100000000001,2.922167479674797,171,9,32,5,6,55,36,41,0.187,0.733,0.08,-0.7178,1,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446636736119704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744452470508553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170988808965665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628861267998421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849617200617101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273114441508646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649751059461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608066321006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785008385694601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419129228255983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061344913348126,0.0,0.0,0.19166375615091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,small-tiddie-goth-gf,2020/03/08,"I want to give up on finding someone I’m exhausted from the heart ache and now when I get rejected it doesn’t even elicit the same reaction. It’s gotten to be so normal for me, but it still affects me mentally after a bit. I don’t think that’s normal, I just don’t know what to do anymore.",3.490714285714283,3.6000993015873064,5.536626984126986,83.42017857142856,71.85714285714286,8.839682539682537,28.448412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.0387174603174603,228,8,50,4,4,80,47,63,0.10400000000000001,0.875,0.021,-0.5499,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,12,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717716809988481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299178103787407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099926221025492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046541828566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431733449444069,0.2628818538097884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32473589682635284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060390817623218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27616546465656416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369973639827078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321911844862339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884679576181024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755922404910014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616344871944632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cassiefinnerty,2020/03/08,"Kids have no filter I'm 28 y.o single mum and recently moved to a town where the only people I know are my family, that being my mum and my elder sister and her 2 kids. My 11 yo niece the other day, and bless her for looking out for me, asked of id made any friends yet. After telling her I hadn't, she said ""you better make friends soon or you will be lonely forever"" I know I'm not ever alone, I have an almost 4 month old daughter who I spend every waking moment with. But it struck a cord, I'm pretty lonely. Even an 11 y.o knows my miserable socially anxious fuelled lonely existence is a sad one.",3.1016666666666666,3.971930912698415,4.94777777777778,84.525,73.2063492063492,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.1050857142857144,469,12,97,6,9,161,92,126,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.2869,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,1,7,0,8,1,1,2,1,16,19,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,3,2,17,4,7,13,1,13,1,5,1,0,19,3,0,2,9,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002905488747224,0.20715978865164847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360200594580822,0.0,0.0,0.2259650028630488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869911500517875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690091595132176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899597386952025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211093552840547,0.1809290099339494,0.16852498179798042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856050083338807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090690038561693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329776314451775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679659303239041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926320437480051,0.1335145110201067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596535867611901,0.21258898093678352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098867265322296,0.0,0.13553833045324934,0.15212377642636055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866827583492494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349165078956175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749503932227136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026426527231252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038946020054273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482578273769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,adm-123,2020/03/08,"hi people im adam and 23 uk hi my name is adam im 23 from the uk so its pretty obvious why im posting here ive been trying to cope with it but its soo difficult i guess we humans just need contact i used to have a couple friends but lost them overtime i guess people just move on i haven't had any luck meeting people and even if i meet someone online usually it goes to snapchat or insta but im not social like that anymore as in i hardly take any selfies or post a story on snap so i guess people just get bored overtime with me i just wanna chat with people and share things i enjoy talking on the phone or maybe videocalling or just simply texting i dont wanna sound depressing so i just distract myself so i like gaming i game on ps4 xbox one and mobile gaming but have no one on my friends list hehe i enjoy music mostly hip hop , rnb , pop, and abit of rock i enjoy cartoons like simpsons family guy american dad and anime but im not heavy into anime im open to chatting with most people i dont mind your race religion etc im average height around 5 6 or 7 not sure the reason i havent had any friends is simply because i havent socialised i dont know how to it would be too awkward i guess not everyone is in the same situation",0.3299963343108523,2.5739238446969708,2.7941691104594355,90.19794721407624,87.06818181818181,5.224633431085045,20.258553274682306,6.6834051587181325,0.4246164711632456,981,31,204,12,31,337,148,264,0.113,0.763,0.12300000000000001,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,1,1,15,18,0,2,6,0,17,1,1,3,2,55,27,23,0,5,21,1,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,7,14,0,0,2,7,0,1,11,6,0,2,4,2,28,12,23,21,4,15,0,2,0,0,24,11,0,13,4,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674777565013846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105914121168298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276146451922072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982488756609623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043820509260046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039822189013735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737837730127586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115611274748088,0.05398518602375527,0.0,0.0,0.0781012798194292,0.0,0.0,0.07705246862046636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894447374922024,0.0,0.04270315561556565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601611987230641,0.08093048444504289,0.0,0.0,0.07321849121292863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180146590547861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491940961258683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979475366180856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922339018885032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211377728466583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252903374296443,0.0,0.0,0.08687135275039512,0.0,0.06060545492273223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077148085586937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399884787705061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655904193417047,0.08315386291238179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403717642080694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187354649717068,0.0,0.08331852298582683,0.06925378664253595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703425505877126,0.0,0.061454535869944975,0.0656954840155321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054301091467012966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549268886217011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059278321934268,0.0900195373656474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375310993194102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058062187491524725,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,divema,2020/03/08,"feel like an alien in my life i always have been chasen like the weakest, for being opened about my emotions, the dumb for having trouble thinking too times before saying anything but apart of this i am loyal , i have a big heart , a little to passionate about anything ... This year i am in college and i fell like i don't belong in my class , all my classmates are the oposite of me ,im studying something related to art , and all the people in my class act like they are open minded , creative , but no they are so shallow about how many things they know and selfish , i am sad because i have a few friends ( wich i can count with the fingers of my hand)that i made and used to have a strong bond with many , but i dont know is like a have a magnet to people not valuing all the things that i made for them . I find so many difficulties about making friends , even though i am social , but i feel that my strong personality scared majority of people , idk is like all they search is shallow friendships , maybe i am in a toxic environment for someone with adhd . i can say that yes i tried so many times to have a good relation with my classmates but is like im from other planet . Maybe you are thinking what has this to do. with adhd , well in my opinion i feel like my amazing personality is related with my adhd , and i dont want to change how i am for other people validating is only that i want to know if someone out there feel something similar . I could say that i am a person that you have to know in a more internal level but for me people nowadays don't have the same energy and enthusiasm for life like i have . welll sorry for my english i am spanish .",7.3410913897280965,5.773246045317223,7.593532854984898,77.46739898036256,64.37764350453172,9.966842900302117,34.282666163142,8.472884824447931,2.5872128398791543,1295,45,261,14,16,424,145,331,0.08800000000000001,0.685,0.22699999999999998,0.9954,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,5,2,14,23,1,1,18,1,39,5,2,6,4,50,55,19,0,4,8,0,5,9,2,0,2,3,0,3,14,15,0,0,11,1,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,8,47,18,40,50,8,19,0,1,0,1,16,14,1,2,12,190,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30634503175637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070017320791469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984282984900093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179569724214757,0.0,0.07230150016070742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988486564794823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784002503602142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916369979949727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557755086272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612055515706056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718494722735082,0.12140229615074405,0.0,0.0,0.07765920230939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312921145314159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126711760822332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006874756657893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356001666348293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186784737848379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003080638356378,0.373599606238961,0.08516024652782897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079753061826216,0.05671679221710455,0.3445768169881193,0.17072353016365946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579344689472591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462198417935128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453052434312443,0.2225723109867158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027098648408703,0.08506777943309203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661416416669139,0.14398620211839327,0.1308250176600267,0.0,0.09511470687202177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289791230587334,0.10888811255130924,0.08348061745139201,0.0,0.099091034963015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768768685417944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338506127603706,0.0,0.0,0.10023264231146828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639642604962622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471659891143816 lonely,TheJupitersaurus,2020/03/08,Shouldn’t Quit Weekend Job I recently quit my job that fills my weekends. I had been working there for a month and totally forgot what it felt like to be by myself. I hate it here. I’m only two days in and I hate it. I live with my family but I’m the family scapegoat so sometimes I’d rather disappear forever than spend time with them. My boyfriend doesn’t get off from work until like 2 am and by then he’s too tired to really talk on the phone. I have no friends because people like to abandon me out of the blue. I’m so tired lol.,-0.005939849624063243,2.2282793333333366,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,89.0,5.713283208020051,19.546365914786968,7.1686216300943375,0.428678696741855,420,13,95,7,14,140,81,114,0.196,0.675,0.13,-0.8143,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,6,7,2,0,4,1,7,2,0,0,1,13,15,8,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,2,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,2,13,4,16,9,1,14,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,11,59,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329209282918617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092780003525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319475311646418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269376238214134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091277851245758,0.0,0.08852801339673512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345836935287904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33629601245061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483467885255181,0.0,0.14962303004887376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524937396901576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288705499503957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747182056166287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604512073242659,0.0,0.0,0.10855079912018777,0.0,0.16730648507307136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758542725022765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619346404723506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880473598114936,0.3895041779855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552313335988866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671594078025436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Realistic-Hunt,2020/03/08,. Well it's not been the best life but it had it's moments weird how some people know you are on edge then just poke you so you tip over knowing you are giving out one last cry for help good luck to you all,-1.6592857142857156,0.27626232608695744,-0.20105590062111744,108.20847826086958,99.65217391304348,2.628571428571429,10.919254658385091,3.1291,-2.1979962732919263,161,2,42,0,7,50,38,46,0.139,0.596,0.266,0.8256,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,5,4,5,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599410002702541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767522925573131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290219196549447,0.0,0.2876790682512411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298952345491549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769905473318438,0.2795780890928922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422600471348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324151272065671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377822189480628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083841945804381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Why_areyouRunning,2020/03/08,"I have Friends, but they are not my friends They are just kinda there, like it just happened that I was there and they cannot oust me because I'm a loner, basket case. I've been labelled as someone independent and I am (?), but get this; I want to be loved. I want to know what it feels like to be taken care of. But I can't reach out, and when I do, people would just look at me with that confused, concern 'I don't fuxking know what to do' look (and its not even their fault). I used to have friends who were really my friends but I fucked up things with them, or I stopped interacting with them, or they stop initiating/responding to conversations. And idk. Lately everybody's getting plucked out of my life, or they are dropped in only to be plucked out again. I have been lonely ever since I was ten. I thought it would get better over the years, but once you take out the interests that keeps me going and the exhaustion from work that keeps me distracted, I am nothing but a hollow, empty shell.",4.114781048097633,5.134783984924624,4.481209619526201,88.25172110552765,70.95979899497488,7.695764536970568,27.78212491026561,7.957251820313856,1.4895682699210335,779,27,167,10,14,245,112,199,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.129,-0.894,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,8,2,9,16,1,2,5,0,23,4,0,2,1,44,45,17,0,4,14,0,1,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,13,13,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,7,3,31,10,22,33,0,17,0,1,2,2,17,8,1,5,9,121,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925639110204448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342954456305814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481711500514306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029284961046954,0.13735339857293755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677789906982563,0.10847881133870443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692633656558974,0.1403791783724358,0.2379998002874244,0.0,0.08629757997746675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427691458600802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699353999169193,0.0,0.0,0.16690117881167846,0.0,0.171288899733141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725331903399403,0.14836856920761196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550247899203752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704694169299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570033042679878,0.0,0.0,0.1617110321933388,0.0,0.11548572395072655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527089584544624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727643458222304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560857871038772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865862137881828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390010714716577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416929305705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087973389198024,0.0,0.0,0.12054876107970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114618865787736,0.0,0.0,0.17912540767407836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054569504886624,0.0,0.0,0.21573408066353475,0.0,0.0,0.09778384426995176 lonely,BigHose22,2020/03/08,Alone Does anyone else just feel totally alone sometimes?,8.189999999999998,12.270925777777775,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,69.0,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.4820222222222217,48,2,6,1,1,13,8,9,0.38,0.62,0.0,-0.5095,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093603731533589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394525562664523,0.3508857016447117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996847505914656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860772786780107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315557941198395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386968332950611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spreaklon,2020/03/08,"Spring break kind of sucks if you’re lonely At college I feel like I have a good circle of friends and activities, but obviously that changes when I go home. I was excited at first for break since school has been crazy busy, but now that I’m home I feel kind of bored and lonely. A lot of my friends are doing service trips or hanging out with friends from home, and I’ve mostly been sitting around. I’e drifted apart from most of my high school friends so there isn’t anyone to hang with I mean, I do want to relax over break, but seeing everyone doing all this stuff makes me feel sad",4.505593220338984,5.363877991525428,4.362500000000002,90.05697033898306,69.9322033898305,7.255932203389831,26.614406779661017,7.1686216300943375,1.0147593220338984,465,14,100,4,8,142,81,118,0.129,0.672,0.19899999999999998,0.8542,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,23,20,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,5,0,1,3,4,10,10,17,17,4,20,0,3,1,0,4,7,1,5,5,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840592297249893,0.0,0.0,0.13801636984470847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640092662858968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814510939449205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351750680386093,0.11075892127987616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318749377233805,0.0,0.0,0.4791267855427446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811146388324917,0.13003821705664678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380577923991854,0.4665461829537305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228956892838048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574355984582276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318074576697489,0.0,0.0,0.10348882885412997,0.0,0.0,0.16888144123751556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381273829914696,0.1235449266079766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824873825380098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748100582772544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144521719478088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KenjiEndo,2020/03/08,"If anyone wants to talk, you can message me! Sometimes we just want to express our emotions but we can't because of loneliness. I wish to help but I'm afraid I don't have the answers that will solve all your problems. Still, I can listen to you if you need to. And I'd do my best to help.",0.015345622119816937,2.102029290322584,1.757834101382489,98.23532258064516,86.74193548387095,4.188018433179724,21.76036866359447,5.288315135182226,-0.15102119815668225,224,8,52,1,7,73,44,62,0.048,0.638,0.314,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,13,5,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,7,12,2,1,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,2,1,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649894694244794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800281114703957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992662856185804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322022271529516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959018556527881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898063653570485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28258729040361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920851650059029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358478862089666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737201421198226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483820908648345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396105572243481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jxnnifer_v,2020/03/08,"just a little something to brighten up your day. :) i was scrolling this reddit mindlessly and realised a lot of people on here feel really sad, and alone, i’m here to let you know you’re amazing, handsome/beautiful and i hope you have an amazing day. if you feel alone the right person will come very soon :)",1.5764830508474574,4.304716372881359,2.286249999999999,91.80700211864408,88.66101694915254,4.983898305084747,22.62923728813559,6.6274283507984215,0.7709813559322041,242,9,46,3,8,75,45,59,0.11,0.625,0.266,0.9045,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,3,5,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272124356306148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924665703703106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282890082720295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573861699068611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279603546480633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987767211567576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602641980300388,0.0,0.0,0.2550961535364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638401326543527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645229299437926,0.22223726339996736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630521883422681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173589012636853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594212177689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000586025844867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MichaelScott89,2020/03/08,"Maybe someone can relate? Maybe someone can relate? So I’m a 30/m in queens ny. I enjoy movies, various tv shows. Video game player. Truthfully my social life lacks any life period. Most of my friends have moved away or married so I don’t really have many to hang out with. Havent even had an opportunity to meet someone who I can possibly have a relationship with. Why am I posting here? Idk. Figured what harm can it do? Maybe someone can relate to this? Maybe something can come from this post. Who knows? If you can relate by all means reach out.",1.10872274143302,3.7357061028037393,2.5209719626168234,89.69373208722746,90.77570093457943,5.470155763239879,20.217445482866047,7.0316486544052195,0.6829269781931466,431,14,85,7,15,139,74,107,0.045,0.8240000000000001,0.131,0.8564,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,15,2,0,0,2,14,19,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,12,18,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,1,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098576933468197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952157373463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792045854600095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980835070578104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473150083990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161226355374816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097812897988729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055670140123326,0.5967568399449406,0.16176111878394298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783305695872846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741255987190684,0.2844458086660507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513354037662224,0.0,0.0,0.15943449434489218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137806385867889,0.5032976467243645,0.11432332152705928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399905069071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,johnnyutah-84,2020/03/08,Texts I always text my friends to come over but they leave me on read. Lately there’re ignoring me. I cry my sleep to sleep and had tried to harm myself,1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,79.625,5.5166666666666675,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.5374708333333338,120,2,28,1,3,37,26,32,0.345,0.603,0.052000000000000005,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,16,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497621777167515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585664511079904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297182825872485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319075255018797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33860034931583066,0.3178324787998669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002472531288214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007656005049715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379302683983969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kankerwagen,2020/03/08,"Why is everyone so lonely in society? Why is everyone so sad? You'd think that in a interconnected society with phones to call when someone is up for a beer or going fishing or gymming, or messaging on internet, or just playing video games together it'd cure all loneliness. Yet everyone is lonely. &#x200B; &#x200B; i was fixing some decoration on a tree while i stood on a ladder, girl next to me put her hand on my back to prevent me from falling down. i still remember how warm it was because i only wore a t-shirt. i keep dreaming about cuddling, kissing, holding hands and doing casual things like cooking together, or doing sports with her just because of that. i wake up with empty arms every morning, from my warm dream into the cold reality of my empty room. i have been socially isolated for about 6 years now. i had to get this out of me, i have been a NEET for 4 years.",4.427624831309044,6.019436116959064,5.894385964912281,76.23121457489883,70.87134502923976,9.238146648672963,31.86729644624381,9.661875296680813,3.2656681061628428,700,32,126,17,13,237,110,171,0.121,0.7659999999999999,0.114,-0.4996,0,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,0,15,8,4,1,1,21,21,11,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,3,2,10,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,5,18,6,28,12,2,24,0,3,0,2,9,12,0,6,10,91,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330063643517563,0.37345578041393546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816402291978224,0.0,0.1873536383304359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691594899136913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947500350772942,0.4405195770794983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028710112143915,0.0,0.08733514719532037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659043446599242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750762120692683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634315564951059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687422408401715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448246526659146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740800371754455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664890764685524,0.1302055010001444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272238822284914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102092624274995,0.09846659637598852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732954671705623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345578041393546,0.19791902472515224 lonely,semiadult123,2020/03/08,"Went through a really awkward and alienating experience while trying to get out of my comfort zone DISCLAIMER: A LOT OF RAMBLING I went to a small gathering yesterday thinking “hey you sort of know some people here. You might have fun”. But no it was the most awkward and anxiety inducing thing I’ve experienced since high school. I ended up freezing up and not being able to talk to anyone and then running out within 15 minutes: Idk why actually thought I should go, I even spent money on a new outfit and makeup. I should’ve had the common sense to know that this was a small event and only close family or friends were invited and just because my mom was invited doesn’t mean I was. I’ve been this awkward, tense, weirdo for more than ten years, and the more the years go on the harder it is to relate to anyone. I’m so lonely and worthless, and boring, I just don’t see a point in trying anymore if I’m always gonna be an outsider.",3.2676283783783795,5.255049043243247,4.482618243243245,83.51852195945949,74.7837837837838,7.2195945945945965,26.157094594594607,8.07648339933343,1.714033783783785,743,27,141,12,16,244,122,185,0.14400000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.048,-0.9126,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,3,12,0,15,0,0,1,0,31,30,16,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,6,0,2,5,4,6,0,1,11,3,11,3,21,14,5,27,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,7,9,93,17,1,0.17144450738245626,0.0,0.16730510803776485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265556427533788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115457888332646,0.0,0.1700268828100056,0.2397559716903253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045109804099596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518489461150678,0.0,0.0,0.11323748019445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770562584174012,0.1616226233897656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245760111719712,0.0,0.08957267899624302,0.0,0.19487172897134591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811405350061948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884428351923658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575598926296202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675332921908225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187552918194289,0.0,0.20079373496116534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558217356832236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303912734497418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885803454234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207047523848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983174151671207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351099445645773,0.13661907538861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182066816542255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780060083150192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139001126499292,0.10985471770488242,0.0,0.13610778832436027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279913319931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178615519451124,0.15470200142540144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080928345065864 lonely,nevertoomuchsleep,2020/03/08,"shit posting A couple minutes ago I decided to stop my social media (tw and ig). It's because longer time I use my social media made me didn't think positively and made me keep lying down on my bed. Wrong things I always do when using my social media is when I suddenly saw my friends privilege so they can hangout somewhere, spend a lot of money easily and they boast about their parent high position. Nowadays worst thing happen, my best friends in my college slowly take a step to never answer my call and chat, maybe its because they're getting busy. But, it made me sure when our group chat had a discussion and I'm the only one ignored. I don't want to think too much about it and reach out with my friends in my flat to fulfill my happiness and not thinking about it, fortunately they always accepting me. To be honest we are frequently met because we like to spend the night in the living room. And then we made group and spend a lot of time together. Two days ago especially on Friday night, me and my flat group drunk a lot of whiskey in the local bar to celebrate one of us birthday, at that time all of my friends tell the truth that he really love this group and often feel lonely before met us. In my story, I just want to tell about how this world really confusing, my best friends turn out to be stranger and stranger turn out to be my best friends. I was really lonely before I met my flat friends and take a lot of time waiting for true friends. Really appreciate if anyone response my story.",7.483524774774775,6.4774812939189195,7.49383783783784,76.4826936936937,63.76351351351353,10.596036036036038,33.92252252252253,9.725611199111238,3.0313052252252253,1197,42,230,20,15,386,154,296,0.096,0.6829999999999999,0.221,0.9925,1,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,6,0,4,3,12,27,1,1,12,0,11,5,1,7,5,55,37,21,0,3,4,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,11,20,3,4,7,6,4,1,4,7,0,3,11,2,41,20,34,23,10,35,0,2,1,1,37,16,1,7,18,148,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412363635817568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257525983379306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570359348584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568906358877498,0.0,0.1355780295189681,0.0,0.2508103869313112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134683291774555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814776481005157,0.0,0.05137730974414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028099827273491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923916140047593,0.0,0.04162165441025427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704474624864132,0.08480483303662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417040588941893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080987829528095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892027622782893,0.0,0.07034562066360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091320618342524,0.07190073821371977,0.3015236517123827,0.0,0.0,0.08003416167251969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856291317813789,0.0,0.06144252961087339,0.0,0.0,0.14952033970545078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796607951414554,0.06058879317281275,0.0,0.0,0.08845851219583661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629701182796576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041416574746729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177493831385944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362518786022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666034750973124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508328355572016,0.0,0.11979627346270733,0.0,0.13926137570870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585172128664867,0.15313827207871394,0.0,0.0,0.18581311913887266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330520380353126,0.07782109175694876,0.0,0.1916542799454248,0.13760989719188266,0.0,0.0,0.09397691685416514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710112954524106,0.0,0.0 lonely,IamSylarCisco,2020/03/08,"I'm upset with my past self I fucking hate past me. How dumb was I. I thought everyone hated me, ended up pushing them away. Now I'm suffering, completely alone. A girl was actually into me and I fucked it up. How different could've been my life if I wasn't so retarded I hate myself. I wish I could go back and change it for the better. I fucking hate past me",-0.21539473684210364,2.04610825,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,91.5,6.197894736842105,20.757894736842104,7.554174236665415,1.0053252631578946,281,10,61,6,10,98,50,76,0.34600000000000003,0.5529999999999999,0.102,-0.9736,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,8,1,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,10,17,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,5,0,17,1,6,11,0,12,0,1,0,3,3,4,4,1,6,40,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14205490210741933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076617351265895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676740330579795,0.1119340142115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287444554875155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399330371202485,0.0,0.1526269250518885,0.0,0.0,0.2324509138194809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208921822854066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893143209125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909796282284134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037301666445012,0.0,0.0,0.08273054154532891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748792538778273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282009262059412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168878796371511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186080953498282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556597866760898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739782195333974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Midwest_genxer,2020/03/08,"Overhearing my room mate loudly trying to sing along to lady gaga and suck dick at the same time If that’s not being lonely, I’m good for a little while longer",5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.39393939393939,7.8121212121212125,19.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,0.2868303030303032,128,1,26,1,2,41,32,33,0.16699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.135,-0.2937,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295210695698781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327482623072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36812763430990375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286246823108862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayshirtgirl,2020/03/08,"Hot enough to bang, not hot enough to date https://imgur.com/a/6JwBj8P Once guys figure out I won’t put out, or once I do, they disappear always. Those same guys then find serious girlfriends. The message is clear. I’m not hot enough to consider keeping and my pErSonALiTy (which I definitely have) hasn’t sustained the handful of non-starter non-relationships that have fallen apart.",5.031818181818182,8.497606954545457,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,77.93939393939394,7.542424242424243,27.946969696969692,8.472884824447931,2.5845515151515155,313,13,51,7,8,94,49,66,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.083,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,7,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051875142306475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352445551516323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730293878298748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058272061512339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821518140031244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364889950321486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789375746845278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601194651731086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001886877765112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505099773952185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,John_Wolverine,2020/03/08,"Do you ever meet a person which makes you believe life is so good but then more she gets to know you, the less time she spends with you and you start to become desperate ? Well I do, and I honestly don't know what to do, except being sad about it, so if anyone knows how to deal with this I would be very grateful if You could tell me.",4.626549295774648,3.9813409154929613,5.1268661971831015,89.92015845070426,69.4225352112676,8.226760563380282,23.38380281690141,7.1686216300943375,0.5591380281690141,259,4,61,2,4,83,52,71,0.08800000000000001,0.745,0.16699999999999998,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,15,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,12,3,8,11,2,4,0,1,0,0,12,0,0,2,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836439400989236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900651592059115,0.0,0.295905253336038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969660645970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27077022703415143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757284580901514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372185191477334,0.0,0.0,0.2202899056519253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43302009740349584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551034404756644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531418732366613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932704933912426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185897888545467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955886809387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314745057428447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167054414736892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614483160568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186571865034746,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nandamarks,2020/03/08,"Alone with company 27 F I am a bit sad and depressed and overwhelmed. Tried to get hugs and cuddles from my husband and some non sexual interaction and it was impossible. He did not last for 2 minutes and started to initiate foreplay. So I just left the room. I love sex, and we enjoy it often. But sometimes I need real attention.",2.349397321428569,4.941854609375003,4.3850892857142885,79.90812500000001,81.03125,7.4071428571428575,29.455357142857146,8.418075326091056,2.700873214285714,261,13,47,6,7,89,53,64,0.12,0.7120000000000001,0.168,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,17,7,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,5,5,2,4,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,2,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321263991675681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500980617363116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762000757895841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675413739267474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139592328893263,0.0,0.0,0.348418322347924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942502736523035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777917671051285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650025414883738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715941264575576,0.0,0.226978019078144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177197727155448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wt_anonymous,2020/03/08,"I'm just so used to being alone It's just what I've always done. I never had any siblings to play with. My parents never tried filling that gap much. I didnt have many friends around the neighborhood. I struggled to make friends all the way back in pre-school and it only got worse as I grew up. The few (and I mean few) friends I made were always under strict time constraints and I was rarely able to actually see them After years of doing this I'm just... used to it. I wish for things to improve, but at the same time, I dont even know if I could handle it.",1.3366872110939916,3.1666108813559326,2.493636363636366,96.29088597842838,80.01694915254237,4.968875192604006,20.049306625577813,5.565023196281405,-0.3155525423728811,436,11,100,2,11,139,82,118,0.098,0.851,0.051,-0.4733,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,4,3,22,21,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,1,12,4,16,12,5,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,7,68,20,0,0.1640901220417706,0.0,0.16012828882809516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994787944372436,0.0,0.0,0.27307225304872257,0.0,0.0,0.11158690987845063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607499774328095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261751751713609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101261031560152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679211657222553,0.19231240095349494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837997803779104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803268637389749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312378605147266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017963974673457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526604100909144,0.10953143064356152,0.16636162878729951,0.0,0.17874224757113433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062512015212773,0.0,0.2531128359075231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247979319968546,0.0,0.0,0.18220266177066788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660679638597893,0.13075858244757266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154262334322368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901418581818513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136453948072552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140642170786406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834423610792886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130247101110267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188695542253578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722185297187958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056686586889226 lonely,linyx2,2020/03/08,Ah it hurts I left everyone. I'm ready to go live in the woods by myself. Metaphorically in my head I already am doing so. I don't think I'll find anyone ever again.,-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,86.5,5.822222222222222,17.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.15146666666666642,129,3,29,2,4,46,31,36,0.092,0.833,0.07400000000000001,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644878537445864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309493785073243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987700060249906,0.0,0.31561025454519803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188290736229456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877138007336488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389771304847949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535867634425143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588656056293342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916558224758043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163918129897336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeeMakhno,2020/03/08,"Monster Do you ever feel like a monster? Something created in pain, and misery. Desperate for someone to reach out in empathy. But most ignore you. Turn away in disgust. Worst of all are those that reach out, because they say caring words with a lash in there hands. I feel like a fucking monster most of the time.",1.975635593220339,4.803008830508478,2.686250000000001,88.9392055084746,87.8135593220339,4.983898305084747,26.019067796610173,6.6274283507984215,1.3214898305084752,247,11,44,3,8,77,45,59,0.266,0.57,0.16399999999999998,-0.8932,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,2,8,2,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,2,13,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,3,12,7,4,9,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,4,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26485226398077577,0.0,0.0,0.17184228328982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287413596093091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549927003751761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850719969997878,0.4027756913791511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606099750100298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754420531717685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995913602729113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417644627104366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388510923849549,0.2170186998451757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643768749939718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662385899810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redditsaveme_,2020/03/08,"How do you guys cope with loneliness that hurts badly? I went for a 4 hour walk yesterday, stuffed my body with food, watched soccer and also tried to 'meditate‘ on the feeling but nothing works. Any ideas?",4.982807017543858,6.930091315789479,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,70.05263157894737,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,2.578129824561404,162,7,30,3,3,49,37,38,0.165,0.8029999999999999,0.032,-0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318954985984557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719515109050756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421197230507811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221004604433732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662171407335903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506428461578534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871240539025736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855701606879392,0.0,0.3104277098672881,0.3273501435149482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27824194783975004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196876194394712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688127392543708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111076167472996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jsanr,2020/03/08,"Talking to yourself For the longest time, I’ve had the habit of talking to myself to keep me company in the silence of an empty apartment or on my commute to work/college. Growing up, I was bullied on/off my years in school. By the time I got to high school, I already gained the confidence to shrug off nonsense like that. I was on the wrestling team and grew more outgoing, but my habit of talking to myself remained. Recently, I’ve been feeling pretty burned out and have been doing it more frequently. Any thoughts on this and should I be concerned about this habit?",5.93030144167759,6.735540431192664,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,66.70642201834863,8.06343381389253,36.672346002621225,7.957251820313856,2.862946526867628,453,23,83,5,7,140,69,109,0.052000000000000005,0.813,0.134,0.7933,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,11,1,21,4,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,6,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494082580222166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536949217601826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427772309931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076128038455486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387925510748512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008885581666832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041733672035778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299339779114743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315814842012316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574694780974886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544976148122941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794271281909282,0.26357713422838863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453836952645387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554338181233006 lonely,bmcg12345,2020/03/08,"I eat lunch alone everyday I am a 16m and got to highschool. I play football and rugby and light weights 5 days a week. At my sports and gym im surrounded by my ""friends"" and I joke and have a good time. However every single day my friends never invite me or ask me to go to lunch with them (my school has an open campus and everyone goes to the restaurant s around it). Since no one ask me to eat and/or ignore me asking where they are eating I am left to eat alone. Then head to the school library till lunch is over. And everyday I wish I ate with someone. Also outside of school I head home and never get invited to parties I know people are at.",2.3252525252525267,3.7833787777777768,3.705993265993268,90.35151515151516,76.03703703703705,6.686868686868688,24.124579124579125,7.348242739294969,0.9097407407407408,505,16,110,6,11,166,85,135,0.076,0.805,0.11900000000000001,0.7818,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,7,11,2,0,2,19,16,13,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,13,9,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,19,5,17,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,10,68,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598370261818997,0.0,0.1003147116937248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166862786808204,0.3518097648295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179747265554795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134277355607967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568902003800526,0.119863760436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383001732549335,0.0,0.06553747680501565,0.0,0.07129071922672177,0.10521352855075332,0.10032621622064243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574762573579861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258270357015231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549725106162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689388108008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629145556191533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934948726219796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850017200438761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696463887426248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808574077062801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103765666657721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628531709938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314535641470843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062079177674807,0.1527527186323853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425036874080646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vcw86,2020/03/08,"Suicidal thoughts Those who fall into these dark, often hard to get out of moments where you feel dangerously close to ending things....what pulls you out of it? Was it someone who happened to do something in front of you, and all of a sudden you were reminded there’s at least one reason you shouldn’t? I’ve been feeling dangerously close to it especially today. Until I went over to my mom’s place (she happened to be babysitting my nephew), I took care of him while my mom supervised. It was the moment I was lulling him to sleep, that he’s a big reason why I shouldn’t. I all of a sudden felt this calm. I need to be here for him. I want to be the cool aunt he may or may not need as he grows up. I want to be the cool aunt that he runs to for advice when he feels like he can’t talk to his parents about something. I want to be there for him. Period. So what was it for you, that pulls you out of that dark place?",3.3444240733359902,3.867275901554408,4.262176165803107,90.94750099641293,72.36787564766841,7.3892387405340765,23.65444400159426,7.321109707123232,0.6389867676365091,711,17,166,7,13,230,102,193,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.099,0.4525,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,0,0,8,7,2,0,6,2,17,1,1,2,2,28,33,7,1,7,2,6,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,7,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,10,7,25,5,35,14,3,32,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,4,11,113,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002216647387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652825293010733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597695896018838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328794927740001,0.10967778864900077,0.14740740120899526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802101088445926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152205811734514,0.0,0.13752761511341674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500421683686498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35961160293582106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276726422604921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403203707371142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704705637484397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320800429343133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156970940689985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363517068662033,0.0,0.13008063887609309,0.236381009121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793066321730374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339701475277552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188114320608423,0.0,0.0,0.14552308269197753,0.0,0.17057114316421895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165782463087457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231856166821785,0.13853179911397126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,foryou-babyluvs,2020/03/08,I just want I just want to be loved by the one person I love. I wanna feel like I'm not alone even when I'm in a room full of people. I just want to feel wanted by someone.,0.4523577235772365,0.8211140731707331,2.979024390243904,98.04626016260164,79.0,5.466666666666668,16.10569105691057,3.1291,-1.1448113821138215,131,1,36,0,3,46,27,41,0.0,0.616,0.384,0.9223,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717501617141396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733018185031093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653379494416117,0.1874468154715858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818731819989815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736226821339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777978412647985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819036726578641,0.229103140162508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223166769879542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190423147930586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yeesh-1,2020/03/08,I hate weddings It’s just reminds me how lonely I am. Currently just sitting in corner with nobody.,1.5682456140350889,4.28478757894737,3.6484210526315803,80.18561403508772,94.26315789473685,4.63859649122807,27.385964912280702,6.42735559955562,1.8676175438596487,80,4,12,1,3,27,17,19,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.7351,1,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sad-Nerve,2020/03/08,Need someone to talk to Either here or discord please let me know,4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.30769230769229,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.7786,53,2,10,0,1,16,12,13,0.16899999999999998,0.688,0.14400000000000002,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600451303844015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838544728935932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085397522615097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194051067905159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009204513682092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38032090924227946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lavenderlonelyness,2020/03/08,"Touched starved and lonely I'm so lonely. I hate feeling isolated, all my life I have not had anyone, real, genuine who cares. I though I finally found some people but that's not the case. I seems like I'm around. digested and then shit out when people are done. I feel like I have no hope, nothing anymore. All I want is intimacy in any form. I am so insanely touch starved it's laughable. It's pathetic, I crave physical affection constantly, but have nothing to relieve it. I can't keep living this way",2.005151515151514,4.549909313131316,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000003,82.13131313131315,7.236363636363637,28.191919191919194,8.296473431620573,2.3677797979797983,398,19,76,9,11,132,70,99,0.27399999999999997,0.555,0.17,-0.8991,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,0,9,3,1,1,2,20,20,9,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,4,12,5,4,17,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,3,6,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432941619476108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589995261574028,0.13811987468463885,0.0,0.0,0.17584651451393365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139836198932184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134633199088464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214514572349834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975754113659436,0.1411178274019508,0.0,0.21638807236498694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658506527499108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950232361112756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961951353944247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755766711722863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395236099745624,0.1930095830045646,0.0,0.17442552091615968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379077053441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388943383574954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483613841433603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982689546568748,0.0,0.0,0.2027650915398249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407546213600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651025694100565,0.15679273735835358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Grim_SAi_Reaper,2020/03/08,"What caused your Life to become a Never Ending Vicious & Lonely Loop ? Hello! My fellow Survivors, 27 M here ... Just had a massive existential crisis , Cried soo hard for 4 hours for not experiencing A Lot of things other people just experience on a regular basis Like A Hug from a person that loves you, or a friend that just knows you too well that they see through your Happy facade, Or a person that calls you just to hangout and chill with you and not because their Tier 1 Friends aren't available, Or Just LOVE in general. It's the same shit everyday, Wake up - Start Thinking about your shitty life - Try to immerse yourself in video games but Can't cause you have done it for far too long - Eat - Sleep at random time - Wake Up - Get used as a ""Time Pass"" by your so called friends - Repeat ... My Life's like this Cause i Loved Weed a Little too much in college and have been making Bad decisions under it's Influence for the Past 5 years ... Sorry For the Long Rant ... So Do you have a Reason for being who you are now ? If so What is it ?",4.511008403361345,5.457518,4.958543417366951,85.46558823529416,69.98039215686275,7.397198879551821,24.865546218487395,7.447530270364453,1.0425193277310931,808,21,163,8,14,257,137,204,0.096,0.755,0.149,0.9104,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,11,2,0,15,15,2,0,14,0,12,12,4,7,1,31,22,12,0,1,12,0,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,14,4,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,3,16,11,24,18,3,24,0,1,1,4,27,10,1,6,15,108,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457039461824946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370161681880737,0.07571102459969717,0.1371688837152389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364369499389444,0.0,0.0,0.3827621163810341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642761102729958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270994819004567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708736716830324,0.0,0.0,0.11000412827110356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149120325735258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878692934635975,0.0,0.06488925160153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221296043879832,0.11125859505495074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231175141537225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682569433131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631779033403747,0.12135546423290493,0.12448079402507145,0.0,0.2198257692199518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559019966470122,0.3362854138112034,0.0,0.08290430826116768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913011186503682,0.0,0.09579051624561764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856273018518375,0.08610447956576026,0.21689289020214114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769804493476167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897113333892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748927504527569,0.0,0.0,0.12428946162939293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903146970132466,0.08790923365842802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251280580203295,0.07958219511406031,0.0,0.0,0.14484376473630067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432348845692098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726872067278996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167050546556898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998057728286878 lonely,NarrowEntertainer,2020/03/08,"I shouldn’t be lonely. But I am I have friends. Lots of them too. I can name 4-5 especially close friends I can trust anything with. I’m externally grateful for them. I’m not particularly close with my parents or my family, but I’ve come to terms with that. I still harbor a lot of anger from grievances past and present, but I’ve accepted it. I’m single, but honestly I’m too young to date. So why the fuck do I feel so lonely? Why do I wake up everyday feeling like I would be better off dead? Why do I feel like nobody understands me when I don’t make an effort to make somebody understand? Why am I so afraid to be vulnerable? I’m just so tired. So, so tired. I can’t take a step further. Everyday I think I’ve finally reached my limit. That this is it. That’s what I think everyday though. I keep trudging, wandering on. Nothing gets better. The loneliness and darkness is suffocating. I don’t care that nobody’s gonna read this or comment. I don’t have an excellent prose or a meaningful message. I guess this is more for myself...",0.7533795114837751,3.1810430710900515,3.010071090047393,87.93627324097706,87.48341232227492,6.6584761210353625,23.755195041924896,7.882392219407189,1.5264894640904119,812,33,170,18,26,276,115,211,0.184,0.622,0.195,-0.6575,1,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,5,12,16,2,1,7,0,21,4,1,2,0,36,43,17,1,2,9,1,3,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,3,26,11,15,37,5,19,0,2,0,1,8,6,1,6,13,105,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117848651985958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402791390575441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849808133902056,0.0,0.0,0.11701425701219173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128057999465003,0.0,0.2060545769127381,0.19408845379723105,0.0,0.14880623929199988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989951848629265,0.1255820253715787,0.07097086929048152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496432347306469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074096256325595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272926682290465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309728675798652,0.0,0.0,0.18134870352185148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303422829827477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083440568701875,0.0,0.12967478926041112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587690550831394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848211545719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213488370267597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174081760164904,0.13346225299610626,0.0,0.0,0.31225652811191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828287637010292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902984099693418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649694173135988,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tristinemas,2020/03/08,"That feeling of wanting to isolate yourself but also wanting to not feel lonely I’m just so sick and tired of going back and forth between intentionally leaving myself out and trying to fit in. I feel like everyone would be so much happier and have more fun without me there so I don’t want to burden them by hanging out with them or even texting in group chats. They’re so much better off without someone boring like me in their group. But at the same time, I can’t help but feel so lonely and left out even though in most cases it’s Bc I left first. idk it just hurts so much. Group chats hurt Bc i just notice how nobody ever acknowledges anything I say and ppl talk so much more when I’m not there. It hurts to never feel like I belong with anyone. It hurts to know they always have better ppl to talk to and they’ll never choose me over any of them. It’s just that general feeling of being the outcast within a group of close friends and I hate it. I’m tired. I’m tired of the way I act around ppl and seclude myself even though I feel even more lonely and depressed when I do that. I’m tired of always feeling alone even with my best friends bc I know I’m not theirs. I’m tired of being that one person who never contributes to convos Bc of my social anxiety that doesn’t allow me to truly relax around ppl, even my friends. Sigh.. I’m just tired of feeling lonely and making myself even more lonely.",2.581249999999997,4.4152783472222215,3.611827777777776,89.68595,76.29166666666667,5.580222222222222,21.589444444444453,6.152001189255117,0.26142177777777764,1116,29,226,7,25,359,128,288,0.187,0.578,0.235,0.9144,0,11,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,4,31,25,1,0,4,0,11,7,0,4,4,62,36,28,0,4,14,0,9,3,3,2,7,1,0,1,12,20,0,0,13,3,0,3,11,13,1,2,0,10,29,11,40,31,11,30,0,10,0,0,23,17,0,2,12,158,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745450429378402,0.0,0.05980538171778505,0.1244538976626612,0.0,0.0,0.0508562320318478,0.0,0.057210171300541374,0.0,0.0,0.052291274645215685,0.0,0.06154152262011778,0.13314866389572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750489902591134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848203922565604,0.1322821657939256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441204315527599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345762609762225,0.06764713783505619,0.0,0.07146008622294685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403210009742901,0.10685255958796844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361191711880355,0.0,0.0,0.17333566501055644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250192822471365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383451241161343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012667854490383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32023472290918603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821995463178258,0.0,0.0,0.07918631065766768,0.16250781938423833,0.0,0.0,0.10960823491652842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049919438199846976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990174675536253,0.0,0.1730359563748152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514299641667716,0.0,0.0,0.050676119465040685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529920733626952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059471878755579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623369105219968,0.06336492277953752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021838728026266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469513828567005,0.0,0.04360762132897324,0.5157247938870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050773973742839235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323300471839558,0.05936069743982099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441797670658469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531249799494974,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aesiatic,2020/03/08,"herro looking for people to chat with to feel a little less lonely and depressed. i'm a 19 y/o girl in college who's into movies, tv shows, drawing/painting, and some anime/manga. i'm always looking for recommendations! if you're interested in any of the things listed or just want someone to share some feels with, hit me up!",5.630781250000003,6.1450130156250005,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,67.28125,7.65,30.0625,7.1686216300943375,1.8784812500000003,259,9,46,2,4,87,53,64,0.08,0.81,0.11,0.2069,0,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,8,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,12,7,3,5,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,4,0,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815789064445796,0.0,0.0,0.23012605423149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914665271904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422140588931082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391693117828524,0.0,0.0,0.5683475943880892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460644916723175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867282744582205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482031687162188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995992126434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blueheartk,2020/03/08,"What’s the point in anything? My parents never loved me, this is a typical “oh my parents never loved me and I need affection” post. It is true, I’ve always surrounded myself with working as many hours as possible so I could feel something. I had been talking to this boy, where I told him I wanted more and he couldn’t give it because he didn’t want anything serious (which is valid because he came out of a 5 year relationship) but I just wish someone loved me hard enough. So what’s the point of working hard, going to school and just never getting any love. I don’t love myself but I don’t know what that is either because I never felt it. I’ve recently wanted to end my life. The thought gets stronger by the day. My current friends don’t fulfill anything inside of and I feel I’m too unattractive to find new ones. I just don’t think I’ll ever be good enough.",2.051243315508021,4.192572840909094,3.2646925133689852,90.09608288770056,79.11363636363636,5.732085561497327,25.69385026737968,6.794906146795322,1.032773128342246,684,27,139,7,17,221,101,176,0.14,0.728,0.132,-0.1578,3,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,6,0,14,6,0,1,6,34,37,10,0,7,6,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,10,1,0,1,7,5,21,8,13,27,4,21,0,0,0,5,17,6,0,0,12,87,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879025977928584,0.0,0.0,0.0725656349589469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343672074285485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514605997024687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220464257897576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519828414942665,0.0,0.0,0.06881834038511188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945123132158016,0.22051740587501165,0.0,0.0,0.09652420783124807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079103387853498,0.0,0.10245717053777377,0.0,0.09752989893002244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244294481382645,0.0,0.1115018748494472,0.10236479274501567,0.0606450632574297,0.08950226850995441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911802283977692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050866612137824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864435914319219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537157263371955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815442362566141,0.0,0.0,0.10818596230422496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912321411119667,0.32920158240596986,0.10306001227946364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230863631291548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369749616151363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017485917507285,0.12029812504518354,0.10219752175603944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536205458783343,0.11456530353452858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799499024528757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904140096879826,0.08214963823004502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576848164124475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837468256177152,0.0,0.08471485808978882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019648197243924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881882346371412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270983982322825,0.0,0.0,0.1553705369449648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871696080995893 lonely,lolzmadmaster,2020/03/08,Why do I so desperately want to love someone? There’s this gnawing pain throbbing in my chest. I just want to love and be loved in return. Fuck why does this hurt so bad.,0.843,3.161226371428576,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,85.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.17971428571428572,133,4,30,1,4,42,27,35,0.332,0.392,0.275,-0.637,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,7,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078142889791767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104358938729338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223095587350356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742685631434464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6510975235855297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558757897359962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374845954932072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836694928688715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43397143359595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawaymyonly,2020/03/08,"Should I pay for a escort to be my girlfriend? Hi Reddit, i’m looking to get advice & your opinion on this situation. I am a 19m who has trouble with girls, Long story short I have been seeing an escort for a few months now usually once a week. We have a relationship that is strictly professional and nothing else. (You can read more about it in my last post) my question now is I have some elderly people in my family who are coming to an age where their health is failing drastically. They looked after me quite a bit as a child and now that they don't have much time left every time I talk to them they feel bad for me because I can’t seem to find a girlfriend to start a family with. It’s not that I want to start a family right now but I just play it off because I’m not looking to start friction with them because from their perspective it’s a great idea. The issue is I feel bad for me and it’s heartbreaking because I don’t want them to waste time doing that right now given the circumstances. The thing is I’ve been thinking recently should I hire a good looking girl to have companionship with and to play up to them that I found someone? This is not a long-term thing because of there health that is terminal. I’m thinking of doing it just so they have closure that I found someone and that they don't have to waste time worrying about me. In any other circumstance I wouldn't I'm wondering should I consider this? Some people will say “ Just find somebody instead of hiring “ but The issue is the Time constraint, I don’t have a few weeks to go out there and find somebody especially because I’m already having trouble with that even without time constraints. I just don’t want them to not have closure that I haven't found somebody. The reason why I brought up an escort at the beginning is because I have bought a few hours before to go on “ Dates “ & I feel me and her could pull off being in a relationship because we know each other enough. (I also don't have a friends that happen to be girls or know of any other people that would do it). Anyways please leave your thoughts in the comments below I will read and reply to all of them I’m curious to get your thoughts on what I should do",5.341882577644912,5.518752598654713,5.827110114598906,82.70637186513868,67.85650224215247,8.670187676465705,30.19564856336157,8.401726058763845,2.0485554891214086,1753,61,356,23,27,566,188,446,0.092,0.857,0.051,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,4,13,2,19,11,0,0,28,0,51,2,0,1,1,64,92,14,0,10,12,0,3,0,3,8,2,1,0,4,30,18,0,0,20,4,2,5,14,6,0,0,10,9,53,5,54,70,11,52,0,2,5,0,37,20,0,7,26,258,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435372897365712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396659909734577,0.06084870490525681,0.0,0.16488577248548153,0.0,0.10348686912833187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706302337649256,0.3710673751742248,0.0,0.06474651687853243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830699713548762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554432292590254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060751233601953614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356297108632715,0.0,0.0,0.07862074084798222,0.0,0.05025636347285548,0.0,0.0641086425254677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519108229618625,0.0,0.11541933499711547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863313383216506,0.0,0.0,0.2502844604725346,0.05878651957865099,0.0,0.07950719329222722,0.0,0.08648677474057223,0.06382021981354195,0.0,0.0838888861836494,0.0,0.0,0.06728564849496046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175905244850655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749327802500212,0.0,0.0,0.08589572632423319,0.0,0.15883523227219348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363354256046736,0.06202305648937815,0.0,0.08056774008201861,0.08267140901441368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467353600645351,0.2555838942976661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073387228637301,0.0,0.05593450000708038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300987849566459,0.0,0.0,0.08103277993440014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825253022333852,0.0,0.0,0.08352336581091845,0.0,0.0,0.07287265911192263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523759681093006,0.08093049508723071,0.15222007984687475,0.0,0.0,0.0782326262908146,0.07512915142540849,0.16338318517067704,0.0,0.1299599474653798,0.0,0.06050938388180749,0.0,0.0,0.06063343954903876,0.06926897668426554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552772874155445,0.0,0.0,0.1289406865004544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156951097783542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115781691956989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110089788476916,0.09751009317240007,0.0,0.12081304652433528,0.26621021777487786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380177827886963,0.0,0.1346385853566199,0.0,0.1220687327467969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865889280000044,0.0,0.0,0.0733475136142255,0.08251576172302642,0.0,0.07727252896774905,0.0,0.05405176148358802,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JudasInMyMind404,2020/03/08,:( I just want some cuddles bro like is that so fucking hard? Lol,-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,97.46153846153842,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,49,2,11,0,2,15,13,13,0.243,0.4,0.35700000000000004,0.3117,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617185922473379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980389351406018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32615589189983396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937680831855258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mlgdolphin,2020/03/08,"All I ever do when I’m home is just sit on this god damn iPad hopelessly wondering if I’ll ever get anyone with me at all Was gonna type something long but just thought I’d sum it up Ghost town private school with high male low female ratio with decent standards with 50% speds and bullshit rules and expectations bad Stupid ass society and flawed government system with terrible unfair economy and panic over everything and over dramatic media that likes to get people afraid of things for no reason bad Shitty mental physical and health related problems that get you put in a sped private school that you’ve been trying to get out of and back into the public school system for a year and also make it so that you have to take all sorts of med combos until one works and then a problem appears that makes them do jack shit and make you want to die constantly bad Not having any friends because of these problems and more including lack of car and not knowing how to fucking speak to anyone and having to basically pass through the fucking gateway that is my mom every time I want to do something because I have to ask her to do anything in the house that’s actually interesting or if I want to buy anything cause I’m fucking broke or wanting to go ANYWHERE because I’m “too young” to drive a car bad How is this a summary bruh",16.601042471042472,7.781624625482628,14.512586872586875,56.91552123552124,55.64092664092664,17.425482625482626,53.21621621621622,12.031772070788634,6.222751351351353,1074,42,195,17,7,344,160,259,0.297,0.6609999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9982,1,0,2,0,0,2,1.0,0,3,1,1,11,22,6,2,8,0,13,6,2,7,5,56,38,25,2,11,9,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,13,20,0,0,4,0,1,7,3,19,0,1,3,1,11,3,36,34,5,35,0,3,0,4,11,12,6,7,14,120,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.10136406144540998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830663788783568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706365032200241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525939662784482,0.0,0.1709555657996391,0.0,0.09710627259959094,0.0,0.0,0.07987113521637285,0.3469150332009581,0.18995817098908785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670512860662984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122487010755454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780270818290988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791629181332195,0.08751661679059956,0.0,0.09335343117732024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025122828601561,0.2880838944098743,0.21707527388956246,0.0,0.05903283570088622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041104949245034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974644191065468,0.1041920576179762,0.0,0.0,0.119854310144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708531959787681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074659898629543,0.0,0.0,0.09192342699995283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800604466353936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537834518475035,0.0,0.10467851732883582,0.0,0.0,0.12165359878828505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038633679209702,0.0,0.0,0.12187137925911135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720117470287347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981743483914713,0.0,0.1044200219913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679768758004063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31537194488231485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662308708835076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993143830804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809879629165868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900792302576003,0.0,0.0,0.0824627435511121,0.06056858247957956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052225099046867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450655224361841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112644723291867,0.07562003308741634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689014471201117 lonely,Grey_Fox420,2020/03/08,"I need help. I don’t know what to do any more I have no one in my life. 7 billion people on this damn rock and I still find myself alone. I’ve always had a small friend group I’m just that way inclined. But I’m 26 and it’s getting harder and harder to make friends or even meet people. I put myself out there and nothing ever comes of it. I’m a pretty normal guy I think. I’m somewhat smart and friendly and outgoing I try to be fun and interesting and just you know whatever humans do that makes other humans like them. I’m on things like tinder and what not I go out and be social But nothing ever materialises nobody knows I exist and i just wish I knew why or what was wrong with me that I’m destined to just be on my own. I just wish I had friends like every one else. People who want to spend time with me and to do things with or a shoulder to cry on... But I don’t and I honestly don’t know how much more I can’t take I wish some one would help me.",-0.34571428571428703,1.6772639761904813,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000003,87.80952380952381,4.4523809523809526,16.36904761904762,5.7366,-0.7036666666666669,745,16,176,5,24,252,110,210,0.063,0.701,0.23600000000000002,0.9868,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,11,13,1,0,3,0,15,2,1,3,2,52,38,20,0,7,12,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,3,13,19,0,0,7,1,1,3,6,2,0,4,4,0,26,11,18,30,6,16,0,0,0,0,15,8,1,5,7,117,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453571416617044,0.0,0.0,0.10005199289247048,0.0,0.0,0.08176951403451069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357888838488004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208153279056073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044778241137628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941951385583225,0.2175337560649055,0.10131010028371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990012619409477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715984590675401,0.0,0.06282212045367076,0.0,0.0683369938671057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905969404113945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119299370091353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643301199371869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493134346254624,0.17623429312836902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052656830419787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839260327163832,0.08915882525359747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781282715900962,0.23075322829240946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444397567174989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250084529565721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233058463167815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087764915410933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257282188133245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602639213036987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904079382236299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976850702166995,0.077047001221763,0.0,0.0,0.07011478951169844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816372545247356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092256752079569,0.0954434724807005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850080489808896,0.0,0.4148213121241723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854173347101919,0.13146708677187555,0.0,0.0 lonely,somanyquestions1111,2020/03/08,Literally alone my husband (26M) and I (23F) just moved to a different state. He left for work for two months and I've been here waiting. I've been apply to jobs but other than that that's it. Im also depressed so I don't want to do the things I used to do. I only force myself to get up to take care of my dogs. My husband rarely calls and when he does he hangs up fast. Seems like I felt alone when I was young and I still feel that way. Will this ever change for me? I do have an appointment with someone soon to help with my depression idk I guess I hope it helps,-0.6597311827956993,1.3892406612903232,1.3372258064516132,100.19917204301076,89.96774193548387,4.5969892473118295,15.5247311827957,6.079149491110277,-0.801684301075269,438,9,109,4,15,144,82,124,0.128,0.732,0.14,0.5422,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,20,9,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,2,16,3,16,15,0,15,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,3,9,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688516256970575,0.0,0.1424017394028331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182838951109132,0.0,0.18155324433287026,0.0,0.18837342321973788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30674119018536244,0.0,0.0,0.18604423687214397,0.0,0.0,0.1558294086275122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107363278429676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003705222594699,0.0,0.17097419428887378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303371893846417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616311283988733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871183529820125,0.0,0.0,0.1768627261977092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234510980192865,0.0,0.1767060363268624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347252272444854,0.0,0.0,0.08699553371658264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213300131391735,0.18925919874264505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542952183735074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210735761512546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087731173612734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422061578249318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388575001549086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830115149037106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739475684132512,0.0,0.0,0.15379446924803716,0.0,0.0,0.10502972783272893,0.1413429080259849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963637503829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lunnnar,2020/03/08,I’m sitting alone in the rain I’m in my car alone at the park listening to The Ink Spots. I’ve pushed everyone away in my life. I don’t know why I did it. I just feel so alone now.,-2.730852713178294,-1.0590421860465111,0.3770930232558154,105.12362403100776,98.76744186046513,4.7271317829457375,14.143410852713178,6.42735559955562,-0.9137100775193798,138,3,40,2,6,48,30,43,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.6124,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8513182331308379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574241984999119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618107877107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385384237224535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057865941969045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352842338727846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723487056857565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Awkward-Contest,2020/03/08,"It shouldn't be this difficult This is just gonna be a rant. Pardon my mobile formatting. I'm in my mid 20s. Work full time at a job I'm enjoying at the moment. Am fit. I don't think I'm unattractive. Maybe not conventionally attractive. Am friendly but perhaps a bit awkward. I have nothing but issues trying to connect with potential dates online. Online dating is not made for women. Guys don't care about who you are. What you want in life. Doesn't matter what app you are on. I feel so disconnected from everyone in general. I want intimacy and close relationships but don't trust people because they have been proven untrustworthy. I know I could join communities to meet new people and I do plan to. Am moving to a large city soon so hopefully that helps change things. Thanks for reading if you have. Or not. I wish you all well in life.",1.406010074231176,4.106955640243907,3.02013785790032,86.10980381760339,90.15853658536585,6.266808059384943,20.54506892895016,7.586124646067393,1.1367818663838811,671,22,129,14,23,220,110,164,0.106,0.718,0.17600000000000002,0.8979,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,2,6,10,0,1,5,0,20,2,0,1,1,26,34,9,0,7,9,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,2,1,0,2,1,16,8,16,27,3,18,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,3,6,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432820103462185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047550611107514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121882440769744,0.0,0.19840209779831736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974270901793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921121865878314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483046884149204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448999826591189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857031123891233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571021984667913,0.0,0.0,0.1862785912162485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957525514935928,0.18611355944824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030720899416316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649429758308408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746350937656774,0.0,0.0,0.1884182964720131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933503047490936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113610601690194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995843611412085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004588636395504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759987058488825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013575635001556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267002903495832,0.0,0.0,0.12459929976569448,0.12017390135561815,0.0,0.0,0.10936139842868728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273335394840508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124265702696336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862918004356892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567222886860116,0.0,0.0,0.13653799097001518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2073040,2020/03/08,"19M, bored and depressed My interests are as follows. • Memes • Video Games • Certain films • Random pieces of trivia • Certain books • Just talking in general I’d prefer someone close to my age. I don’t have that many friends and I don’t do much in general.",-0.05697115384615259,0.5628566041666687,1.337500000000002,92.04980769230772,128.79166666666666,3.976923076923077,24.525641025641022,5.8734145424116955,1.2013121794871788,199,10,36,3,13,63,38,48,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41676476217555614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738441532872943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905779332182609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557071577731082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40998958702218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889240670662039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StressedMayo,2020/03/08,"Anyone else familiar with the ""I'll text you this weekend"" Its been about 2 months since i've done anything with actual people. I reach out to friends...they're ""busy"". I bump into them, they ask if I'm free and that they'll text me to hang out but it never happens. The sadness came and went and now it honestly just makes me mad at this point when it happens. Makes you wonder who's actually a real friend.",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,79.24390243902441,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.6925804878048778,320,10,67,4,8,102,62,82,0.051,0.777,0.172,0.8522,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,17,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,9,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.4153439396996849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880177750745655,0.2180491071834058,0.17512458853834267,0.0,0.19894872628395469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433980734204806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777862937422507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777755403221308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164416563655569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763745562135821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841048028264302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698630000618042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641322767260241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753573549181287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117434095125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422244960788874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603872271901028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727710470462512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230783487220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coolringwormfacts,2020/03/08,alone again after 3 months of being together my gf broke up with me last night. I don’t even remember who I was before I met her. this was my first serious relationship and it crumbled away so quickly. she grew very distant and isolated from me in the last few weeks and I probably emotionally drained her. my ears have been ringing ever since last night and when I’m not around anyone I just break down into tears. I know she’s still in love with me but she ended things bc of depression and her job and schoolwork. I put in so much fucking effort I put my entire heart into this relationship and it’s all fucking gone and I don’t know what to do with myself.I feel selfish and gross and I just want her back but I know it won’t ever be what it was. this was the first time I had been happy in over a year and it’s gone,1.7170348837209308,3.633072854651168,3.2838953488372127,90.66561046511627,79.17441860465118,6.3930232558139535,21.21511627906977,7.413659706084162,0.5925744186046513,649,18,142,9,16,214,100,172,0.135,0.812,0.054000000000000006,-0.8953,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,2,0,3,0,14,5,2,0,3,31,26,16,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,12,17,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,10,3,26,2,19,13,3,37,0,2,0,3,13,11,2,0,20,105,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553359268349653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825299554242203,0.0,0.0,0.12509022938325545,0.0,0.0,0.13202067215305593,0.10804916548687032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195699118887439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102738424244285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806310117764658,0.12445666083375626,0.0,0.0,0.09281038180897776,0.25421196852670336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104979223182642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904796551715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598120442958538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958332776935224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651373162242109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394417837628302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167397561306305,0.34362117486961385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682239096486242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121596049957035,0.0,0.10329641747269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373202070553114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515014653451524,0.0,0.0,0.28251748784384395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30172608499712994,0.15917876084414642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623740071073987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221733406145454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335348088788764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193679448667343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594152665023212,0.08288077137347866,0.0,0.11271453911789152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904885638078078 lonely,iwilldiemate,2020/03/08,Hello I'm looking for someone who I can talk too. Someone who understands me. Maybe we could be good friends,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,90.42857142857142,4.704761904761905,30.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.8134952380952387,87,5,16,1,3,27,18,21,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779099019265436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892220819332235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291949150292506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922956900910748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496885466886498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898463523303691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797698399594739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623587906421765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dasanicherry,2020/03/08,"My wife left me and trying to fill the void Looking for friends to chat with. My wife left me 6months ago and I can’t fill her void. Just for clarification, it wasn’t a bad divorce she said she had fallen out of love with me and I still feel so connected with her. I’ve never felt so alone so if there’s anyone who can send me a text I’d love to hit you back.",-0.5005555555555574,1.4501054999999994,1.446666666666669,100.5227777777778,87.75,4.555555555555556,16.38888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.8752777777777778,280,6,72,2,9,92,55,80,0.10099999999999999,0.764,0.135,0.5972,0,1,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,11,7,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,4,13,3,10,6,0,11,0,0,1,2,15,3,0,1,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695409730425128,0.0,0.0,0.2534848384375037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711333049767823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819589863565786,0.20435413321285173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375180721382045,0.0,0.2349962044190241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909149072424936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318382541730449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055264537016655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417887676819732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188764539241346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281113992678676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954558550362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616764445636711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,limitless0727,2020/03/08,"I got ghosted So about 3 weeks ago I found a discord server for people to find friends to play league of legends. I didn't think I would find any success, but I chatted in ""general"" for a bit and the people seemed nice. The next day I decided to join voice chat and play some games with them and it was really fun, this went on for about 2 days until I got into dm's with this one girl. It started in a weird, but cute way, every night we would tell each other bedtime stories that we thought of on the spot. We would also talk a lot about litterally anything, even the weirdest stuff you could imagine and not be embarrased about it one bit. This went on for about 2 weeks and the server that we met in was basically dead. We still kept talking and I even told her I wish this would never end, and she replied that she wasn't planning on ending it either. So this wednesday I decides to talk to her, nothing special just a basic late night talk and a bedtime story. She was really sad that day and I noticed, so I asked if everything was okay and she said that she will just get over it but I insisted on her getting help because the way she was talking it made it sound like there was a huge problem that she just didn't want to deal with. Also some time before this we talked about how fucked up our lives are and how lonely we are so I knew something was up. I tried to help her but she refused to accept the help. Then she said that she doesn't wanna drag me into this because she alreadi talked about it with 2 friends and they couldn't help but I still insisted. Then I told get a proffesional's help but she also refused and at this point i was really frustrated so I typed a whole paragraph on why she should go get help and it still didn't help. The next day I felt bad for pushing her so much so I apologised. And today I noticed that I don't see her online anymore and that I can't dm her because she left the server and I didn't have her on my friends list. Then I asked another guy who was also talking to her a bit to see if he knows anything, but the same had happened to him. A few hours ago she texted me ""sorry, no more bedtime stories"" and rejected my friend request. So I feel really worried about her, she was my only friend and now she's just gone. This is the 3rd time I get ghosted in the past year and I just don't know what to do anymore.",3.0223359073359037,4.2244903775510245,3.9275179260893545,90.4918836183122,73.79591836734693,6.766685052399338,25.48814120242692,7.113659591113569,0.9421682294539436,1855,60,404,18,37,596,212,490,0.11199999999999999,0.727,0.161,0.9762,0,3,1,0,0,0,34.0,8,1,2,2,35,23,2,0,23,1,34,1,0,3,1,88,70,47,3,13,16,0,2,1,5,6,0,4,0,2,31,34,0,3,15,5,0,5,13,8,0,2,32,8,73,15,50,29,13,59,0,3,2,1,78,20,1,6,33,284,104,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155532863748066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192589083414089,0.2084922982930579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432348893315313,0.06834514577601833,0.0,0.0,0.12927874813629436,0.0,0.0,0.10727239859508224,0.0,0.12186585130073632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442117012407608,0.11919628670420998,0.0,0.05546194504671074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347351526072128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203958053639488,0.0,0.0,0.16813848319156158,0.06719598029980059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545728143182993,0.0,0.0,0.0860993240581009,0.0,0.054915541100645934,0.0,0.05857806636847863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295611421047414,0.0,0.06258140326371238,0.0,0.11914359733286978,0.0,0.0,0.07146465767322165,0.2517830205812632,0.060256301504252936,0.17026489600453645,0.0,0.03704233817649028,0.0,0.10425810454777236,0.0,0.0,0.06453677869468362,0.05763696827523272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058135522593553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418751063042713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164059419987633,0.0,0.07352397774596553,0.0,0.07081642943501439,0.0,0.0,0.03184283219057482,0.0,0.057553645843123925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541227220621027,0.0,0.06167329714441699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047913560685092574,0.0,0.05026953427335951,0.0,0.13863575384747898,0.1223308657535702,0.0,0.06254035065067984,0.14841188615966636,0.0,0.0,0.08833302549340542,0.04957104523969982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622200762892312,0.09037287314585887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614574714336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062366844471867924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701958907022954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239990055844776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038773560150181,0.059335889612595075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050177450841736235,0.0,0.07296178687779051,0.046133546488108516,0.0,0.1561544585094907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461357635012678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191028824031919,0.0569687197408697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176363215934189,0.0,0.05174430124039647,0.07601199869331532,0.0,0.06178142106455824,0.12456134535808515,0.0,0.044251797142061566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844385861571917,0.10347102453011048,0.1045642248250301,0.0,0.0,0.12084190110702198,0.05881329101587869,0.07276926050963453,0.07495184504994487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619174222560595,0.0,0.1852032183108612,0.0,0.0,0.04197269759581435 lonely,cursed_p0tato,2020/03/08,"Things to do when bored and alone? I've like, 90% given up on my friends inviting me for anything at this point. They always make up some excuse when i ask them if i wanna hang out. So.. i'm an only child, and i have literally nothing else to do at home. So far i've been biking/jogging, drawing and just hanging out on discord. What are some other things i can do?",1.4131766917293265,3.2140271973684196,3.083759398496241,92.29131578947369,79.65789473684211,4.869172932330828,22.69924812030075,5.288315135182226,0.10623533834586496,281,9,61,1,7,93,56,76,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.124,0.4137,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,12,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,3,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32024025990615884,0.0,0.0,0.25728102514642026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544470896635628,0.0,0.28906234594316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582987873140937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388888759928981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101550476341175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106059123597174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639488960968505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966878790446606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351622292036763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29229605047052354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108404448957429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CauseWhyNot323,2020/03/09,"#lonelysquad I feel like no one really knows me. All my friends always have other people they can be with, when I only have them. I feel like if I don't text them or hang out with them, I'll just slowly phase away from reality and be forgotten or left behind. Does anyone else feel like this? I just feel all alone at the moment...",2.2200497512437813,4.103644164179105,3.206791044776121,91.96053482587065,77.50746268656717,6.257711442786071,17.136815920398007,7.1686216300943375,-0.10032139303482657,257,4,56,3,6,82,49,67,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.6705,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,11,5,0,1,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,11,4,7,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880193733784124,0.0,0.0,0.18381947669857826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544693243314794,0.22635413919040864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755747865687516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332473061928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454663684946326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468062612993256,0.4734664471643196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067884485120982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121409436528532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002544620665603,0.0,0.0,0.3237846104076811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969812816032335,0.1680162689296263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315506143753016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415241904727148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thegreatcatastrophe,2020/03/09,"Hurt's being the only one who's single I'm the only one among my friends who's single and it hurts whenever they tell stories about the fun things they do with their significant other. I have never experienced that before and it makes me feel so alone. I want to be in a relationship, just so I can know what it's like to be loved. But with the way things are going, that will probably never happen :(",3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,5.116975308641977,82.42138888888894,71.96296296296295,7.8691358024691365,22.141975308641968,8.344100000000001,1.113804938271604,318,7,64,5,6,106,57,81,0.065,0.725,0.21,0.8972,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,12,16,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,8,4,7,12,2,6,0,2,0,1,9,2,0,0,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183857113675912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942496838356872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661634288663108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629086771813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198356882466458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646138720520236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514565576577999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588226249969233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301476362261144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030793892674228,0.0,0.14074961968633998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32525399497106805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285766218495058,0.32073463047077483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273410191596644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263830106000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842995360106676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016990381979434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243697477767575,0.16736958367845395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eifirjigigje,2020/03/09,"I want companionship but I'm too awkward All I (18 F) want to do is have friends who I can listen to and hug and just kinda, be alive with. But I'm the kinda shy where I live with my parents instead of on-campus because it's not like I'd party or ""live free"" on my own anyway and this way I save on rent. What am I doing wrong?",-0.8928378378378383,0.8649326216216231,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,87.64864864864866,4.2405405405405405,17.35810810810811,5.148860815047168,-0.7550216216216215,250,6,62,1,8,88,54,74,0.157,0.584,0.259,0.8741,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,16,12,6,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,7,11,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,1,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577327577399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607978068537357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491463125952038,0.0,0.5961428446474172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748201280779024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982029443776066,0.2679391982833535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36906856922485975,0.0,0.0 lonely,blindwhispered,2020/03/09,"We should set up a meeting to stop being lonely for at least sometimes It will awesome if the people of r/lonely gather in someplace in order to socialize, I don´t mean you to travel, but imaging someone who lives in the same places as you, and he is also lonely, wouldn´t be good to try to connect with someone who has a similar experience. I don´t think I will find someone who lives in my city (Oaxaca), but I want to others have a chance of meeting someone who can comprehend what you feel.",13.704375000000004,7.161488187500005,12.74625,60.67375000000003,57.75,14.883333333333335,48.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.294566666666666,390,16,69,5,3,129,66,96,0.067,0.8270000000000001,0.106,0.5789,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,17,8,2,11,0,2,0,0,13,7,0,1,1,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093814429461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685939458817134,0.0,0.0,0.10175715664547108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839372448413926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879747500392242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554117647592937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921833058890614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395201896448359,0.0,0.2102615766104593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514723622308714,0.6820679204846858,0.0,0.19903965461562967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825253939144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895174572405527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366343442333757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870142572733235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Denvar21,2020/03/09,"I feel like I'm the only one Hey people of lonely sub. I'm a 25 years old closeted queer guy who's looking to be in a serious relationship after being single for almost 5 years. Although I'm serious, respectful, and somehow considered cute I always find myself struggling with self acceptance and self love and finding a relationship. When I weigh 57 kgs, guys would rejected for me for height and me being skinny, so I would feel tremendous pressure to be muscular. Currently I'm 75 kgs cause of stress eating, and I feel way more insecure. I have tinder and I use Instagram app, but I feel guys are trying to waste my time, seek attention, or want something sexual something that I'm not looking for. Even when I go on a decent hangout and I'm nervous, I try to do my best and look cute and talk without giving the impression that I'm nervous but I never get asked on a second hangout. Sometimes I feel the issue is with me. I'm more than willing to be a decent relationship or have friends since my social network of friends is zero. I feel another issue of mine is that I have strong morals and I believe in monogamy and don't feel necessarily that I belong in the community. I'm always at home and I feel alone and sad. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so down :/",4.012044934470566,5.426908802371543,5.6474266694403985,78.29022467235285,71.64822134387352,8.488371125442063,29.9165799875182,8.99025400887824,2.604285375494072,1009,42,188,20,19,344,135,253,0.14300000000000002,0.725,0.132,0.4557,1,4,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,22,0,6,10,0,19,6,2,2,1,42,48,22,0,3,6,0,8,1,2,3,0,0,2,5,6,15,3,0,13,2,0,1,5,11,0,3,0,11,26,11,26,40,4,19,1,3,3,2,17,8,1,4,10,120,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367009050763973,0.10722559880992127,0.0,0.0,0.17229009239399992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855997055838812,0.0,0.0,0.1026736934433898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678634143701714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166425762309283,0.10864808610582063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635357257493587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593678122029572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838042394024936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187820214922518,0.0739616746027784,0.0,0.0,0.1892486331226071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997365718397547,0.0,0.054090021719919536,0.0993151706266652,0.05883834317995827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075321904201619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038487812751376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161163237624016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056897243460507674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057940671358513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260816747920101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343964209890217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984852616430722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863705780525004,0.0,0.07015443846095562,0.07873904065412984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177449354006593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334566220468828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600821800761186,0.0,0.0,0.08564087964504173,0.0,0.0,0.10553554305322248,0.0,0.15940452022520218,0.10239357071398046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859297966275355,0.1082317741745801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321329199394081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036903021081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405798097392789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941646401916001,0.0,0.0,0.06106452933981067,0.08217709721073224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979898522926252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708912900000504,0.0,0.0,0.1333395302188846 lonely,Choclat8,2020/03/09,"All my self worth is gone. I just feel so unloved and unliked. I’m different. I don’t fit in, I’ve always been a loner. I look different, I’m skinny and have long hair. I enjoy my aesthetic, but I feel so unloved bc of it. I’m not the normal chad. I have no muscle tone or weight to me. I don’t talk confident like a chad. I’m a shy skinny weird guy. I’m 25 now and have been single with no friends or girlfriend for five years. I’ve tried tinder with the best pics I have (but I’m a loner and they are shitty selfies) I’ve reached out to so many people on Facebook, and here on reddit. Everyone just runs. I’m polite and I seem to make people laugh but they find out I’m not their fantasy chad and they run? I know I should make an effort to go out in real life and meet people but I’m just way too socially anxious and full of self doubt and worthlessness to do that. When I am out, the few times in the years I’ve been out, I feel no one even comes close to feeling the way I feel or vibing with me. I’m really becoming hopelessly depressed and alone. I really need to see a therapist, I’m afraid that won’t work either cause the last one was horrible, but I wanted to write and get this off my chest. I just started talking to yet another redditor and as her and I voice chatted on discord I made her laugh a lot and she seemed to be having a good time but I’m not sure what happened, I tried reaching out to her a day later and haven’t heard back from her, we traded pics as well and I’m just not a lot of people’s type I think. She didn’t have the best reaction, just said “aw you look sweet”. This has happened so many times, it really hurts. I feel I never even get a shot. I’m so tired. The worst part is now I believe I am worthless, every person that has left me is doing better than me, financially well off, they have partners and friends. I’m just a fucking loser at this point and want to die. Idk anymore. When someone asks me what’s wrong and I’m real with them, they literally don’t care and don’t relate. This is all getting to be too much.",0.15843537414966136,2.244513188208618,2.2887074829932,94.68367346938778,86.05215419501135,5.4140589569161,18.75056689342404,6.7788397167469325,0.05070702947845795,1600,43,367,20,49,537,208,441,0.191,0.6659999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9785,2,2,0,0,0,2,46.0,1,1,7,6,25,29,1,2,20,1,32,8,4,4,4,85,81,39,1,5,21,0,8,1,4,2,2,3,0,5,11,34,3,0,11,2,2,5,15,14,2,3,9,15,48,15,40,68,13,44,0,6,3,1,32,20,1,8,18,230,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298195132612358,0.0,0.0,0.07470169979349169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413906763364677,0.0,0.10142251560678156,0.0890347125330604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392942532765431,0.0,0.0,0.06903301197255288,0.0,0.0,0.09915170135846167,0.0,0.1011479951245963,0.1884309561539732,0.0794005075193032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153368862483197,0.09222576342102966,0.0,0.07733498155690596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789877196568668,0.0,0.07732484399826821,0.0,0.09317440680546273,0.1875958241437622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859379329264536,0.0,0.0756410390103523,0.08578582123177933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723638522714778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205459978234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872305653532127,0.0829974386367129,0.14071441398166862,0.0,0.051022368001571165,0.07530073241915314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889339696936205,0.15877910254057515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610819180230114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493391203290349,0.07318028039028597,0.0,0.0,0.09754303051754463,0.0,0.0634121873935659,0.04386053316879802,0.0,0.0,0.07944986658140066,0.1507802267947529,0.0,0.0,0.15265047961269784,0.0,0.0849492180482771,0.11985375970698996,0.18203968088413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599646366524357,0.06656854706725039,0.06924159767513795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879624502403807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167050880921815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721979943881648,0.0,0.24896041761930754,0.07838985961546895,0.0,0.0,0.08486833337454988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437188149840674,0.17254043662977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539853592146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154068758262509,0.1634593141010667,0.18731409137132332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151639940706766,0.07606780547355946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354466002979751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461380976693117,0.0,0.0,0.14431878864268374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042380778304558,0.0,0.05752551037581646,0.0,0.0,0.1570491643124759,0.10318551541989697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190545141916136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590566353268176,0.1425216914202662,0.0,0.10932426419371402,0.16144070445971662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535876365531297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815711376496376,0.0,0.11562695705377908 lonely,Felix0070,2020/03/09,"Thinking about getting a pet to help with my loneliness Thinking about getting a pet (probably a cat) to help with my loneliness.. What do you think, will it help? I would get a dog, but its too much work.",3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,72.0,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.377583333333333,158,7,33,3,3,50,27,40,0.049,0.8059999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358405460750925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591537016797724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044135632518211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998066644204983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345283929202261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243838876403586,0.0,0.0,0.1975330639140272,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tisua,2020/03/09,"N/A My mood brings other people’s moods down with me, so I’m not surprised that people don’t like being around me.",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,76.6,5.0,16.5,3.1291,-0.8822000000000001,91,1,20,0,2,30,23,25,0.08199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.107,0.1457,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179790316588739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842675533886277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8067773427979857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Amaroki,2020/03/09,"I wish i had friends.. I wish i had friends, i'm not very social person, haven't been in relationship in years. Last 3 years when i was studying i pretty much was always alone, didn't have any real friends, so i spend most of my time in my room, just playing and browsing Youtube, i had some steam friends, but i lost touch with them too, after that i was put in army for the next 9 months, i have 9 more days left, i have met some people there, my social skills have gotten better, but i don't think i formed any real friendships there. But the thought of just rotting again in that room for years horrifies me , i have wanted for long time to do something with my life, but i cant get myself to get anything done, i feel like i can never fully commit to anything. Life is boring, i just want some excitement, to get myself motivated again. Any advice?",5.38157894736842,5.26626274269006,5.432216374269006,86.57323684210527,67.7719298245614,7.775672514619884,27.62631578947369,6.742157984588678,1.124821754385965,663,18,140,4,10,208,97,171,0.08800000000000001,0.72,0.192,0.9348,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,10,10,0,0,2,0,20,2,0,1,2,27,34,7,0,4,8,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,13,2,27,8,17,21,7,24,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,4,16,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467304312644965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213794777282895,0.0,0.0,0.10615962738007932,0.0,0.0,0.26028330540951433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099805705551488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283716856966075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228075230728538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056213645494408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451001148317058,0.0911456219813493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942825405988537,0.0,0.1999712161382657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039975170481908,0.0,0.0,0.1386197610214008,0.0,0.18023188772588605,0.062330815373184786,0.0,0.0,0.11290731342117795,0.0,0.0,0.13927237606409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183587001370056,0.0,0.093788494913413,0.0,0.09840020011210547,0.0,0.1356864164197562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884502803815626,0.11140092273884164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297982069746811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825657762331202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043573100497017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369768481829422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601104630036077,0.0,0.0982199512152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817503050563465,0.0,0.10128698565274784,0.1487898384271915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526968454993514,0.1505040154260195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934292771275841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647862183567865 lonely,Lola2224,2020/03/09,"Thoughts on my situation? (i'm very lonely) Hi! So i don’t know if anyone has been in a situation like this or am i a unique case. I feel so angry, lonely and devastated about my situation and wanted to vent. So the thing is: i’m a 27 year old female who never had a boyfriend in her life and neither do i have any friends. In school i was the typical nerdy and shy girl nobody liked. I was bullied all throughout elementary and high school which considerably reduced my very shaky self-esteem. I attended a lot of different schools over the years (because of my family moving) and in every place i went i was constantly bullied. Because of that and the fact i was very shy and had no self-confidence i could never establish a friendship with anyone. I never got along with other girls my age probably because i’m very different from other girls (i was never interested in shopping, makeup or gossip like others). I was alone all throughout school. I was never asked out by any boys (it doesn’t help that i’m extremely ugly) and obviously because of my extremely shy nature it was impossible for me to ask out boys. So i was left without a boyfriend. I always heard that University will be diferent. Well it wasn’t. Though it’s true i wasn’t bullied anymore but i wasn’t noticed either. The first couple of years i tried to participate in some programs (mainly language programs) but somehow i couldn’t establish solid friendships. There was only two girls i occasionally chatted with but i wouldn’t call it friendship (we are friends on Facebook if that counts). I was busy studying and working and wasn’t really thinking about relationships until the last two years when i realized i needed to do something about it. But i didn’t know what. I hate going to night clubs or bars so that was out of question and i simply couldn’t establish a relationship otherwise because if i went somewhere nobody would talk to me or notice me. I went to a psychologist in the hopes of getting help. I attented sessions for almost a year but it didn’t seem to help in the long run. While i attented it was good to have someone to talk to but now University is over and i’m still not making any progress. I’m without a boyfriend and have no idea how to get one. The two „semi-friends” i used to have now live in different cities and we only speak to each other once in a while on the Internet. I have nobody in my life. I have grown to feel very disappointed in humanity and also angry. While it’s true that i have low self-esteem but there is a part of me that says „you deserve better! You deserve to have a partner and at least a friend because you are not a bad person”. The thing is no matter what i do i don’t seem to get it. I tried going to events and nothing. I also hate the idea that i would probably have to change myself entirely for people to like me. I have never used makeup which may be part of the problem (someone told me boys will never notice me until i start wearing it) and i’d have to be loud and chatty and i don’t know how to be that way. A part of me is heavily against changing because i think „why can’t people accept me the way i am? Why do i have to change for people to like me?” I also hate the double standards, like when people say „women have it easier, they can always find a partner if they try”. Well that’s not true at all and i’m the best example of that. Nobody wanted to be with me in 27 years. I don’t consider myself a bad person just extremely shy and ugly. Those are my only „crimes”. I have been told several times how ugly and worthless i am so it’s not me making it up. It’s a fact. Is it possible to find someone like that or do i have to reconcile myself to a lifetime of loneliness? I know my story seems unbelievable but sadly it’s true. I don’t even know what response i’m expecting. Guess i just needed to vent about it and see if someone else has heard of a situation like this or am i the most useless/unlucky person on Earth.",2.8687186218211664,4.773449407547171,4.5329122231337164,83.08534044298608,75.67924528301887,7.225047853431777,25.861361771944214,8.088419202927124,1.667887612797375,3129,114,610,52,69,1053,289,795,0.11900000000000001,0.758,0.12300000000000001,0.7754,4,5,1,0,0,0,71.0,2,2,2,5,30,37,3,1,39,0,80,4,1,7,17,135,131,64,0,18,28,0,2,8,5,6,2,6,0,13,45,36,1,0,24,4,1,9,33,14,2,5,32,9,88,23,87,85,16,73,0,6,1,0,45,29,0,24,41,447,133,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050654054556594885,0.05239130500788993,0.0,0.12135957837152735,0.08418234899720971,0.0,0.0,0.1031995900648888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050167206797463934,0.07074109231394822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945811968616464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447353134627124,0.21585508809707624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308634394091024,0.04473874927226157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516534343367271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053820209090686,0.0,0.0,0.054664936721785885,0.0,0.040388392308227584,0.055971875219152034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585531907119862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042257680384428495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341123469567363,0.0,0.04262045148961795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768749174683959,0.0,0.05115508065083239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246843076930772,0.04302798632945758,0.0,0.0,0.1563288759358794,0.0,0.0792864816964628,0.0,0.05749779190628997,0.0424287034550647,0.04045783213839245,0.0,0.055725613011300634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498280763063169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171914965916078,0.053446340536711115,0.0,0.050242798931630285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420970692097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390022937308051,0.0412339205169294,0.0,0.0,0.05496127571376114,0.0,0.0714600458168786,0.19770809610097434,0.0,0.044667908601899634,0.04476656096733109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430059690237034,0.0,0.0,0.06753240593034393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053764363316205266,0.0,0.07501698993388485,0.27310250300251404,0.0,0.0,0.04747104940637358,0.0,0.04853813561020605,0.17277572435163605,0.05308095542300663,0.05387188887818043,0.03427803270728939,0.11541761876057152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433744697420305,0.0,0.14027841950355174,0.1325078787678393,0.05285106357066207,0.0,0.0,0.057027531913056574,0.0,0.0,0.10907941367601848,0.0484034758849445,0.0,0.0,0.056667318427912006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03240635597461095,0.0,0.0,0.1086197561431723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045521348784579,0.0,0.20478083928075155,0.04031008093677672,0.13815337265959424,0.15831507437756245,0.05714719764468396,0.0,0.0,0.22744081111363584,0.0,0.0,0.17144366367912142,0.0389431764963116,0.0,0.0,0.03580466550510483,0.0,0.04039763237874524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131739080876595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721349484420684,0.06482627040732344,0.04969998059360424,0.04015922335789486,0.029496802162068132,0.0,0.0,0.09667319434376603,0.0,0.1030326681092904,0.0,0.1482440007398153,0.0,0.0,0.08737923203318816,0.0,0.20869160768342448,0.05967325745555543,0.0803048043082065,0.0,0.0,0.0909648492788869,0.14067974968886704,0.09129106138071202,0.0,0.0,0.0975252016804854,0.0,0.036826834377716965,0.0,0.0,0.07186895206288277,0.0,0.0,0.19545235675550154 lonely,Mr_gun_CZ,2020/03/09,"Never ending cycle. I just needed to be ask if this is normal. For over a year I have been trying to improve myself, I have lost 34kg (~70ish pounds) I have started studying more, I started writing a book (fanfic but close enough), started trying to help others around me, but I feel just as bad as before I started doing any of this. Is this normal, or is there something wrong with me?",4.762105263157892,5.462602578947369,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,69.26315789473685,6.606315789473682,25.72631578947368,5.6839178017228535,0.9198610526315788,300,8,55,1,5,98,52,76,0.13699999999999998,0.792,0.071,-0.7227,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,17,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,10,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782217309679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041877533859615,0.18946857362570316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922052188360864,0.0,0.0,0.17245677121764666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795049736583428,0.20941171465360967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247576142220856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584505755079834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212376413228701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502768261778103,0.15631117091362368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971460525221878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602484104749628,0.0,0.0,0.5738019079898997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751985004951002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215872235948184,0.0,0.1305124784313368 lonely,neptunenoodles,2020/03/09,"I hate being single. At first, I thought it was all good being single, but now I regret it. I wish I had a bf like my friend. At lunch today, they were kissing in front of me. Idk why, but I felt like I was dumb for looking like a third wheel. I also am not getting along with my Mom very well at home. I wish someone loved me. I'll be lonely forever.",-1.2069736842105243,0.8082448815789469,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,93.60526315789473,3.5663157894736837,15.494736842105262,4.935628992294339,-1.0363852631578945,265,6,63,1,10,90,54,76,0.152,0.485,0.36200000000000004,0.9727,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,12,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,11,16,3,0,3,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,6,2,14,8,8,7,3,8,0,2,1,2,5,4,1,0,6,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569055873094033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109423090557204,0.0,0.0,0.18687303616398987,0.0,0.0,0.16973634010291452,0.0,0.11478192703024558,0.0,0.0,0.1842703159390322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690400373057506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203726834539809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32199664111951176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448904237856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828393186203372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573049292788222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614743970055114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744138324627993,0.0,0.0,0.20824581962767189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127194729095006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753280386848646,0.0,0.19824118289225406,0.0,0.50527838745315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chroms-leather-belt,2020/03/09,"Why I have friends, and they’re amazing people, but I just feel so alone. None of them struggle with depression (as far as I know) and I know they would support me if I told them about my problems, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I’m fucking worthless. I’m not even worth a teacher remembering about me. I’ve been saying this a lot, but that’s because it’s just now really hitting me. Most teachers don’t even realize I’m in their class, and the only way I can actually have my question answered is if my friend says I have a question because they don’t notice me. I’m not dumb enough to need special help, but I’m not smart enough to need no help. I have so many classes full of asshole classmates who only care about themselves and will literally stick a plastic fork in a socket to get attention when there’s still someone left taking a test.",5.595689655172413,5.3761289137931065,6.11554022988506,82.20848275862069,67.33333333333333,8.569195402298849,33.49195402298851,7.908726449838941,2.3064064367816086,677,28,138,7,10,220,105,174,0.129,0.693,0.179,0.8499,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,14,13,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,0,0,32,31,15,0,6,12,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,2,3,22,7,14,26,6,10,0,2,0,1,15,5,2,6,3,92,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1460779528610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503593090200393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825019002568381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526211315470423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892963634497998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309344028913784,0.0,0.19774051716593102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568885283421102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313035798968264,0.13838798796976354,0.07820797424244752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067099627305615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453379050454078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264096766746758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726291969494755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176435310540742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198967683883064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042551404340844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276952631019345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377769436130564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323517884475204,0.0,0.0,0.3353789512541656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589662950577213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957203427919101,0.0,0.0,0.2380824245001948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268336797095426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954435074928,0.0,0.0,0.15649074520047265,0.0,0.0,0.1698688869735126,0.0,0.0,0.11254987340200948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303727189176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881866742917653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507388947516405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633701417002822,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raapchikk,2020/03/09,"How i ruined my teenage So i went to boys school till 10 grade. I was fat as hell and tall. I used to look 40 and 14 at the same time. I knew how unhealthy i was but didnt do anything about seriously. Then for last 2 years of schooling i got admitted to co-ed. It was horrifying, i always felt like i was being judged. I am introvert, mostly awkward. I got few friends back then. But the thing that depressed me the most was that i cant talk to girls. I felt like a loser. One time a girl asked me something related to someone and i just froze there, not a single word came out my mouth, she realized i was creep and left. I never felt so embarrassed in my life. I never had female friend, never dated anyone, not even had my first kiss yet. I am turning 20 in couple of weeks and feel so empty. Most of teen life passed blaming myself for this. I am still fat, balding. Now i look like 40 year old with no life.",0.4712305764411013,2.6225784789473714,2.2848872180451143,94.79587719298249,85.26315789473685,5.0927318295739346,19.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,-0.07160651629072713,701,19,158,7,21,231,121,190,0.209,0.698,0.09300000000000001,-0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,13,13,1,2,6,0,15,8,4,3,3,31,30,16,0,0,5,0,5,3,2,0,5,0,0,3,5,8,2,0,7,0,0,3,8,7,0,2,17,7,28,6,18,12,6,28,1,3,2,1,9,6,1,3,22,107,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423253975003005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599321872072593,0.0,0.1129742749887236,0.0,0.1283434171035255,0.0,0.0,0.1055640809515554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570180470249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190380256714942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824380623353115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067578277241056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941567743679726,0.0,0.3954468486259221,0.0,0.0,0.11677498233997795,0.0,0.0,0.21213288470977174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959952284544326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119060116665512,0.0,0.0,0.14916110532607452,0.0,0.29090644137001176,0.2012122928599845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305704997137265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176491397376437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405804595757146,0.0,0.09302821269380478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778805253338598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632156479005568,0.10568909064903384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963638343389716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034489045012247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120639080508182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010456660404684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932720936917762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857059960264485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012215298695878,0.0,0.0,0.12726504063134375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768147311819483 lonely,nobodyisherexd,2020/03/09,"I'm tired of being lonely yet I'm scared to enter a relationship or to just connect with someone I've had plenty of opportunities to conncet with people, and even to fuck some guys. I just can't get myself to do it. I'm scared of it, but I have no idea what exactly I'm scared of. They won't accept me for who I am? maybe. Every time I get a chance to be close with someone, I tend to back off unconsciously (and sometimes consciously) until I'm alone again. I know that this might be an effect of familiarity, since being alone ans lonely is all I've ever been, but I can't get myself out of this circle.",3.241697287839017,4.0940283228346495,5.244041994750656,82.59883639545058,72.85826771653544,7.534208223972003,22.772528433945762,7.793537801064563,0.9213856517935256,475,11,101,6,9,165,77,127,0.217,0.7490000000000001,0.034,-0.9649,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,1,3,4,0,14,2,0,1,3,22,25,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,11,2,20,17,2,10,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,3,6,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679108301256201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365748533917794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731293093917035,0.16066279723460267,0.14964816857981142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642020634737645,0.2783892794261611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586662252857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050554226207146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976124745664652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843798629334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884212838170461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313577071732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069187456133588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334703393001291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692483638515366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009849659903689,0.0,0.17566562471564054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356864529203244,0.204142137767808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tpbafk74,2020/03/09,Is there anyone to talk? 22M fucked up and toxic person here. I just fucked up with another good friendship today and can't be worse. I really want to talk someone,1.2495454545454552,3.775908424242424,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.96969696969695,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.3789454545454549,130,3,25,2,4,43,27,33,0.21100000000000002,0.551,0.23800000000000002,-0.2151,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29693695601548753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980047300178301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235872290933808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751637691266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472602170576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814111587968612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993590733231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552157023922391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684197524333645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702579569077433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885827031227726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeraldTheSquinting,2020/03/09,"Advice for opening up? I have friends, not a lot, but I have friends, however I feel like I can't talk to them about things and sometimes I don't want to. Because I work unsociable hours I find it very hard to see these friends which just multiplies the feelings I'm having, I've always been a very self conscious person and whenever in the past I have tried to speak to my friends about how I feel I've never done it because I'm terrified of how they'll react even though I know they won't react badly. Because of how infrequently user them aswell I just want to enjoy the company, I don't know what to do, all I know is that I'm fed up of feeling lonely and miserable all the time. Getting a girlfriend that I can love and care for is a whole other kettle of fish that I don't think I'm ready for",4.716607142857144,4.592486970238099,5.5715238095238115,85.04014285714288,69.17857142857143,8.624761904761906,29.895238095238096,8.238735603445708,1.8872338095238101,633,22,137,8,10,208,92,168,0.115,0.675,0.21,0.9629,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,9,11,0,1,8,0,16,2,0,5,3,30,35,9,0,2,4,0,5,1,5,2,0,1,0,2,10,5,1,0,10,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,7,20,8,19,30,4,8,0,2,1,1,14,4,0,1,5,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475453257723218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563547349827284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260700400402435,0.27612564381080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394399783692944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451482111683684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972723121071407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30537958876023696,0.10786702683048596,0.0,0.0,0.1380017927954149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666168759512272,0.0,0.07888585345666242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525705735047952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869437788294676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489398672987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376590984919908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836598992323486,0.13627404240702062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645251625788006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413669333471638,0.0,0.13183832707258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031919198200346,0.0,0.157515120990495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933261177214185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135975082189784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003108056595753,0.09674806268498293,0.1483465517204659,0.0,0.08804327155183424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251205229202426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916452685150786,0.17811519979946253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857453754177773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992225400220892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,66mato,2020/03/09,"Lonely depressed and horny af Throwing myself a pity party here. I have been married 30 years. Love has all died. I haven't had sex for almost 14 years, and haven't received oral since I met the wife. We dont touch, hug, kiss, or really anything anymore we are more like friends and roommates. I fell into a deep depression around 10 years ago, and let myself (body and mind) go. I gained 130 pounds and my health declined. I recently realized I was dying, and needed to do something. I am now down 30 pounds and am enjoying a different mindset. However depression is still there at times. I am so horny all the time. There is only so much a person can do with oneself. I find myself longing for the days of a nympho ex wife and a very uninhibited and talented ex girlfriend. I have never cheated to this point because I believe in keeping my promises, but I am beginning to realize she hasn't really kept her vows either. Am I wrong to be thinking about having an affair? I'm not even sure anyone would be interested in a fat old man with a abnormally strong sex drive. Anyway I just needed to vent a bit as I said pity party for me yay!",3.2626832706766926,5.156465973214289,4.600751879699249,83.0758270676692,74.53571428571429,7.394360902255639,26.521616541353367,8.20500826718156,1.8064232142857144,894,33,171,15,19,296,147,224,0.115,0.7340000000000001,0.152,0.8891,2,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,12,20,1,0,13,1,26,8,2,0,4,36,37,15,2,3,5,4,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,16,1,2,4,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,6,2,27,12,19,27,6,27,0,6,0,5,17,8,0,2,15,115,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345714370264375,0.0,0.1394618282187756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812142853809936,0.09738294545872572,0.0,0.11460984230014735,0.1239825301834127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489955043327692,0.0,0.0,0.1569130194606552,0.0,0.0,0.15205008458041494,0.15470094681765684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981958684409556,0.0,0.35986698706621983,0.0,0.28908684725369,0.1455106805050739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322696165818004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198852716714218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272930323198577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760200260496916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915207625516643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804072521808714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379227415051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241611597301645,0.0,0.06804177073596529,0.0,0.0,0.12325225473502473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569935312500433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406260646986021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238170687103,0.20653838385158388,0.10741595174577756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614362367815695,0.0,0.0,0.105923420227054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160784355842368,0.0,0.0,0.13165803662237707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178443747087538,0.0,0.13751532163033078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248055102278264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520809509355533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721918784909924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122362694490977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126318877842058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924053826242992,0.0,0.0,0.1624224553054648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491484105750267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893556927075482,0.15227320208799816,0.0,0.2690618079973791 lonely,Nitnullified,2020/03/09,Wanna play some GTFO? yoo fellow redditors of r/lonely im looking for some teammates in GTFO (some hardcore survival thingy game?) and i need 3 other mates and before you think well i dont have it then i got a solution i have 3 extra copies on steam which is pretty much why i am here... that and i thought it could be awesome to get to know the community and the people within a little better so i might be posting some game keys to coop games from time to time (probably once a month but who knows;) ) but right now i only have these 3 in my steam inventory so if you are up for it send me a pm!,1.1864933333333312,3.0907464160000018,3.2933000000000017,90.00448333333334,80.84,5.7666666666666675,20.016666666666666,6.816661863887847,0.2697866666666662,462,12,100,5,12,157,88,125,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.8404,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,19,19,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,12,3,14,13,6,14,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,6,5,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382358201816645,0.0,0.0,0.19105886272654954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248046553120833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318274602710644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286550822963146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277701148287286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333468856344239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374462459374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165164142860085,0.0,0.0,0.1814087815877824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22917115202632415,0.0,0.0,0.1724311745519799,0.0,0.15880514729443054,0.16018173300637434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300623506338782,0.0,0.16429872938411527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497663419931788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689473156175173,0.21977773922267446,0.2329142975923589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448639566817998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842176748676113,0.0,0.17150178911009625,0.2519348692945649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423476219183952,0.0,0.19493131399755784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomusername696930,2020/03/09,Starved I’m so starved of passion and love that I listen to A certain Gf Asmr channel where it’s basically a voice recording of a lady roleplays as my girlfriend and she does things such as pretending to go to sleep next to me or watch a movie with me or that we’re cooking dinner or going on a date together. I just spend so much time in my room with the lights turned off laying in bed listening to her recording because I’ve got no one to talk to about my day or to hold me I’m craving affection so fucking badly it’s been 3 years since I even hugged anyone. And I’m starting to think that I’m live and die this way.,2.761136363636368,3.9180879924242435,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,74.37878787878788,6.795151515151516,27.593939393939394,7.1686216300943375,1.2564339393939394,493,19,108,5,10,162,88,132,0.125,0.752,0.12300000000000001,-0.2961,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,0,1,7,1,1,1,15,15,13,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,7,6,2,1,1,3,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,5,11,4,20,13,1,15,0,0,1,4,8,6,1,4,6,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950407423786934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240863209897167,0.14777556410535184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633934509496966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515912729239103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214134024815998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601145874621357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241112334595564,0.0,0.0,0.2755431014422058,0.0,0.19388355927145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140592475475215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879141551313366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820488341484933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781394659744444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426848980387787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005304051089548,0.0,0.2425927452672129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158447746056982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948461438410832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105153097293498,0.1553314571808011,0.0,0.0,0.1413556952519126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636808174573889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241986610421466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610903415900804 lonely,YTQthjs,2020/03/09,"Looking for a girl to chat with (age 15 to 17) So I am a 16 year old male from Finland. I'm a mountain biker, athletic, dark hair, blue eyes and 187cm tall. I'm quite an introvert to be honest and quite nice (I think). I'm up for any sort of conversation you want.",0.6113793103448302,1.9239166896551725,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,80.3793103448276,6.708965517241379,21.944827586206884,7.554174236665415,0.5881406896551717,200,6,50,3,5,70,45,58,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,9,7,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,3,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092496997116195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975089621390424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717609997274432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536483522160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227010600159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896562309290306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814699725310764 lonely,Everyothernight,2020/03/09,"How do I lose my V card ASAP? Hi everyone I [20F] am looking to lose my v card ASAP. However, I’m not looking for like a one night stand but I’m just trying to see what are some ways I can find myself a bf and lose my virginity to him. I want to lose my v card cuz most of my friends already had sex with their bfs and they talk about sex all the time and I just couldn’t join their conversations, which makes me feel like I’m still a little girl. I’ve tried some serious dating apps and went out with a guy that I met on Sweetring. That was my very first time went out with a guy that I met on a dating app. He ghosted me after me asking him if I could “visit” his apartment. Still not sure what happened. Anyways, what are some other ways you guys meet people?",1.85880132137801,3.086297834355829,3.4165644171779133,92.89987258140631,76.79141104294479,6.24237848041529,21.12741859367626,6.67199483983844,0.16051052383199638,589,14,138,5,13,195,98,163,0.122,0.8220000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8165,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,5,7,9,0,0,7,0,9,3,0,3,2,29,24,8,1,4,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,6,4,25,4,15,16,5,21,0,4,3,3,22,6,0,5,11,86,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471080818288407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259358644782906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470068107026367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530517694026094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630583044098222,0.09368291862899203,0.0,0.0,0.11985507624517168,0.11154342166916288,0.0,0.0,0.10131462807756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895330024050784,0.11596230736375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813194046510915,0.131431788340893,0.0,0.0,0.22024085946046865,0.5868263912091224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875336760282501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306137778489767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886051573463757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091254455856408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044976709117043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094492690573936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359324946937952,0.0,0.0,0.10540140017903356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293182517365164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806420619077368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820016449949994,0.07734686057316878,0.2081778259485378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431270432489761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OptionalPerson,2020/03/09,Is it wrong to feel lonely but you have friends? I'm not really sure....I feel extremely lonely and sad but I can't bring myself to open up to my friends..,-0.3204545454545453,1.8159580909090918,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.30303030303033,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.08167272727272756,119,3,28,2,4,40,25,33,0.292,0.604,0.10400000000000001,-0.754,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,7,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161754910756335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359118770234774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636440201074348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878729890679455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44995602040812943,0.0,0.0 lonely,3bdo__,2020/03/09,"Come drop an F So my gf just broke up with me over a silly reason and in the middle she said that im ugly anyways and that i don't deserve her. Am i tho? (She broke up with me coz i get jealous of her other male friends)",-1.6647058823529406,0.08726047058823383,1.3759803921568654,100.3369117647059,91.35294117647058,3.4000000000000004,16.34313725490196,3.1291,-1.1936039215686272,168,4,43,0,6,59,40,51,0.264,0.716,0.021,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,7,4,0,7,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39563294798141213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548420824906773,0.0,0.2399572065416883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961060975166799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722209824755302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368847556399073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jwuwuhwi,2020/03/09,"Crave for love and friends who I can be heart out with. I feel like I was studying since I was born. Parents don't let me go outside or play because studies have always been first priority by them. They hate me for not standing upto their expectations. I feel so alone. I have no friends. Nobody that I can call to or talk to on phone. I know there are people who feel more lonely than me. But at this point I feel I am probably the loneliest being alive. Is it creepy to ask for being friends with me? Is there anyone who is in the same place as me or have been through this?",1.8555855161787351,3.814391076271189,2.6936363636363647,94.85698767334364,78.91525423728814,5.307858243451464,22.59167950693375,6.1124844417494595,0.17817627118644053,449,14,100,3,11,141,80,118,0.114,0.723,0.163,0.7497,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,3,8,1,0,2,0,19,2,1,0,0,16,28,7,0,1,5,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,4,18,6,16,20,2,10,0,1,0,1,15,6,0,3,3,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010656236746944,0.0,0.0,0.16153612227234782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574391631770868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149030007958464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834307758035888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823384793125226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926425651599991,0.13869029781213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513138784185155,0.0,0.0,0.4499653558974802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033156539825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166841776494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300512663895737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669168434337886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985164983239069,0.0,0.09484470190734004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521468868512058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155642773774047,0.0,0.0,0.13458897378741785,0.0,0.20283006993442468,0.0,0.1835206095034008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093106894124488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059072711176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603860121542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fiendish_Snowman,2020/03/09,Feeling adrift at sea I had a massive falling out with my closest friend. She was such a huge part of my day and now that she is gone I feel completely isolated. It hurts more than any other heartache I have felt before and I dont know how to react. I feel like I'm floating through life just waiting for the next thing to happen.,1.5052310924369756,3.721698220588237,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,81.5,5.0621848739495805,24.420168067226893,6.1826913282559595,0.5327579831932772,261,10,56,2,7,82,57,68,0.109,0.753,0.138,0.2366,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,14,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,9,2,9,10,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098464496968406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646593657700564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790432177560057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163858497274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119146470473001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40370585259828107,0.19013080392015647,0.25553658622112146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056194658232778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353471374095608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849088760468396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626384134873024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798288365612406,0.13002278966649095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830434076165757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288204192256473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681190148965303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,svvvg,2020/03/09,"I haven’t had friends for over a year It’s been over a year since I last hung out with someone. Since then, the only people I see on a regular basis are my mum, dad and brother. How sad is that? Like I’m a 20 years old guy and have never even been touched by a girl before. I don’t think anyone thinks about me or likes me. Everyday I see people laughing and talking or couples hugging and chatting and I feel worthless. It doesn’t help that I’m extremely shy and reserved. I have no one to lean on when I’m feeling down and I don’t think I ever will. I’m at university and I hardly talk to anyone because I’m too shy and during my breaks I just go to the park and sit on a bench by myself and look around until my next class. Sorry for this rant :(",0.9492592592592572,2.656132938271604,2.8985432098765465,93.51744444444448,80.7283950617284,5.307654320987655,21.29382716049383,6.079149491110277,0.08495753086419766,584,17,133,4,15,196,100,162,0.122,0.7609999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.0552,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,2,25,26,17,0,0,3,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,14,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,7,17,5,19,22,0,24,0,2,3,1,10,9,0,2,14,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350161241346296,0.0,0.0,0.1486406093621279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178466992328994,0.0,0.1420809974699584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847515027824952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028352714064853,0.15103586465248467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885226711087858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900226517499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489411798130563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532867505306534,0.0,0.0,0.14957424541104988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119179092934703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361045837983643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314831209381428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021454894320765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877921187029784,0.0,0.17757677065833113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520917863004706,0.0,0.11314464684814216,0.1269898404636403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315149234303884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661103635064645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624216787353634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147495676728836,0.0,0.0,0.1869116463199445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684117710090645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32096702577795594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32257376130042004 lonely,marxofhot,2020/03/09,Need undying loyalty and insanity Need people who are into extremely deep conversations on philosophy and politics and are willing to go down the rabbit hole with me. The more insane the better let the mask slip off. No boring small talk.,5.5757142857142865,8.540671571428575,6.766904761904763,65.24892857142859,71.38095238095238,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.9353619047619053,194,8,28,6,4,65,35,42,0.20800000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.124,-0.5468,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377918464937479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284851060858986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369505297525253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336857006778578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962409869798653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34345331515809274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Old_Cabin,2020/03/09,"Physical Pain? This might sound silly but does anyone else feel pain in their chest / stomach from thinking about this too much? Sort of feels like that lump in your throat / tight chest feeling you get if you're about to cry but all the time, even if it's just a normal day. I've been on my own for years but always distracted myself with work and hobbies. Lately though nothing seems to work, I feel this way all the time even when I'm doing things I used to enjoy.",3.850276497695852,5.238703612903231,3.5484178187404005,93.28548387096777,72.01075268817205,6.174500768049157,20.812596006144396,6.1826913282559595,-0.0038436251920122007,368,7,78,2,7,110,72,93,0.139,0.7609999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,8,6,0,1,3,0,3,7,4,1,2,21,12,8,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,7,3,12,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,7,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335558964619211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288695558302943,0.1888411016495394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244915425361448,0.11886075335814356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612855644558657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396223958181918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434619446284244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727583109787985,0.13166672630241014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629116868617428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790280056984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004156458141807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551728782255384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548455561152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805786676960285,0.17684454034602212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922246382841874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167783327330091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244330618947548,0.11809448229115227,0.1810776230439736,0.0,0.2149381452109856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917937442830402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629183864322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683508344954658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868565392083695 lonely,spykidsthumb21,2020/03/09,"I wish I can talk to people normally I’ve been really lonely for most of my life and no matter how hard I try I can never seem to get better. I have really bad social anxiety that makes it hard to talk to people and make friends. And every time I talk to someone they eventually just leave or I end up pushing them away because I think they’re going to leave anyway. It’s been hard with dating too because I’m so shy. I’ve gone to therapy for about 5 years for my social anxiety but I feel like I lack so many social skills that it seems like I’ve made no progress, even though I’ve worked really hard on it. I guess I’ve just accepted the fact that I’ll never have friends and will never be able to talk like a normal person. Sometimes I even talk to myself because I can’t talk to anyone else about how I feel. I feel like I’m never going to accomplish anything in life and might as well give up. I’m sorry for making this so long but I just needed to talk about it.",3.418162274618588,4.023778985436891,4.9272122052704574,85.94466019417477,72.25242718446601,7.827461858529817,22.96671289875173,7.957251820313856,0.9757140083217748,765,17,165,10,14,258,107,206,0.135,0.7070000000000001,0.158,0.9151,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,5,18,11,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,6,5,39,31,15,0,5,6,0,7,4,2,2,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,4,7,2,1,0,4,7,21,9,27,24,2,18,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,6,13,99,30,2,0.08746136947783269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381541651649298,0.0,0.0,0.061155023117031374,0.08961450873650365,0.07197325488861371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217283567665087,0.0,0.07302659025014661,0.15994691713981446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735247383034154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306275140092235,0.0,0.07746481344755217,0.0,0.0,0.11553481934457525,0.0,0.07368997596300839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266928898432173,0.12496483966114325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514487420253202,0.0,0.04569495571726537,0.08390091516947669,0.09941262364460576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634855896181543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133928315536679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852179237044154,0.0,0.0,0.12355310360435755,0.17091682912981204,0.0,0.0,0.07740055973909038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275806252736903,0.17514342982535278,0.08867210104576657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278269161037002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648514972488243,0.2698223998548138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138714456246032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126940236500762,0.07636789428575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680899785915792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592430919066158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674675557380269,0.07410573453569601,0.0,0.0865015307950033,0.09790584256264903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920869506594198,0.0,0.0,0.10001969833183308,0.0,0.0,0.05604171402607973,0.08593035144634291,0.0,0.050999427888226215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938052876037461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863827484878601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057625854930527,0.0,0.0,0.06367291863974525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056322254410087175 lonely,daojj,2020/03/09,"My pathetic life I always sit and think about how pathetic and awful I am. I do something wrong, confess and try to fix it. But I always feel like crap, I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forgive myself. I don’t know I rather die tbh. I hate this feeling of self hate. I feel shit.",0.2216666666666676,1.9153893387096799,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,83.03225806451613,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.042249462365591565,217,6,51,2,6,75,42,62,0.41200000000000003,0.505,0.083,-0.9794,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,5,3,2,1,1,16,13,6,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,11,2,4,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,30,13,0,0.22868057783761564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805611199600742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733433578837884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685467486428266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688331371177283,0.1633694504997326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515494534567681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513537301315636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152385501484956,0.1117217792292994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856371606548465,0.0,0.2347373269221068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604948114159194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652928056131664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525910136437204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500263129869069,0.0,0.0 lonely,youngspooder,2020/03/09,"Successful but lonely Hi everyone. I want to stop being an asshole but my work is overloading me in a way that makes me cranky all the time. I don't play videogames and don't have a lot of hobbies I could resort to, I'm an INTJ and I guess I could say I'm really utilitarian. Freshman internship at FANG company, decent grades, top 10 school. Still, don't have a lot of people I can relate to or to confide in. Most other people just look in awe, without knowing the fact that everyone needs some safe space sometimes. Advice?",3.1877777777777787,5.158162307692308,4.6878205128205135,82.03495726495727,74.96153846153845,7.699145299145299,25.97863247863248,8.515128840125781,1.9322811965811963,416,15,79,8,9,139,73,104,0.085,0.818,0.098,0.0762,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,2,22,18,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,11,15,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,6,3,52,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671830765549026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33780127430134754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427863519407176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330395196568198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162590270856383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177643646198067,0.0,0.0,0.35969421679138913,0.0,0.0,0.14120723477806568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685716455687834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331588952369403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355204765288052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822824632985464,0.0,0.21409377951225575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922238384526576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893927829751215,0.17686022138390892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335298322993116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247741074735268,0.16791374747483076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392082676098985,0.0,0.15400652106104326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,secondaryaccount626,2020/03/09,"I’m not physically lonely, just mentally. I’ll start off by saying, I don’t really have anything in the way of financial struggles. I have people who are around me on a day to day basis, that I can talk casually with, about stuff that’s relevant to the conversation. But, even with this company, I honestly don’t feel like anyone is really there for me to share things I’m genuinely happy to talk about with. Ever since I had to end my last relationship (she ended up cheating on me), that feeling of having someone there you can just talk with about just almost anything with and be able to not hold your feelings of excitement or enthusiasm back, just seemed to fade away the longer I stay single. Usually how it ends up, is pretty much everyone around me is on completely different pages, in terms of interests, and not any of them are (i guess you could say passionate/enthusiastic?) about thing’s that I find fascinating or whatnot. Like, I make videos on Youtube as a hobby because it makes me happy to bring entertainment to other people and just be recognized for something I put together. But 90% of the time, when I ask about what they think of the videos or whatever, I’m usually met with the “Yeah, it was pretty funny/good.” That’s it. Nothing interesting or really meaningful, especially after hearing the same compliment so many times. Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t really know. I just wish someone was in my life that I could just geek out with about things I really love.",5.378617021276597,6.766990797872339,6.353680851063832,74.62350000000002,68.32624113475178,10.462695035460994,29.348226950354608,10.577609850970193,3.288512907801419,1183,43,216,34,20,393,158,282,0.027999999999999997,0.81,0.162,0.9828,1,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,2,0,24,17,1,1,9,1,20,2,0,3,1,50,39,14,0,3,18,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,19,13,0,1,8,4,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,6,29,13,48,31,5,35,0,1,0,1,19,14,0,7,19,157,48,0,0.10180941306255796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194742084290433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692338920760731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118750880010133,0.0,0.16756094445259814,0.18126392494939048,0.09517805795295878,0.0,0.09565329493321306,0.07828515432508285,0.0,0.06206207324212758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067452325909502,0.0,0.0,0.16257306404622734,0.0,0.0,0.1313172978855016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636916762138802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705187640159713,0.0,0.0,0.0672441571403768,0.09209244281398156,0.0,0.09728325712782107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443369482505145,0.07273266503437402,0.0,0.0,0.09305195910614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539290536198771,0.0,0.0,0.11215454658312723,0.0,0.0,0.21675602668687266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474660780426413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595179087301081,0.08298825996733505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191099930813001,0.0994778732605484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188697019382988,0.0,0.13591714756461215,0.10321876522618834,0.10228123953653236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025999425375504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484163294218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768887764857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411636560339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715354845861075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234658007644493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261085849344413,0.0,0.0,0.1093052085199754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192586319594518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268346595801144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421779855479326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252557060774487,0.07837786013345079,0.0,0.0,0.07206122657585179,0.1085152881512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643330372646853,0.116547420267961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549164924297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291295055804992,0.06523536100656407,0.0,0.0,0.11873177497277908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425736992574102,0.0,0.0,0.08081157325095033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170758005741964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KingLeopold7,2020/03/09,"Years and Years and Years. I just feel like I need to tell someone about this and my friends don’t seem to care anymore. Anyway, Hi, it’s me. I’m almost 15 now and a guy and since around the end of year 7 I had a crush on this girl (I’m year 10 now). She’s awesome and I don’t know y I still like her. The feelings went and came as waves do. Sometimes I wouldn’t somethings I would. At the end of Year 8 I was with a different girl and I was so happy. I can’t describe that feeling anymore. We broke up because she was having second thoughts about everything. She ended it by saying that I’ll find somebody that’ll be perfect for me. It broke me. The after affects are still around even now. And for the entirety of Year 9 is was in a slump. I was ‘semi-depressed’ and my friends tried to help but it never worked cause I would always slip back into it eventually. No I’m not depressed. I’ve been told by a friend who was depressed that I’m not so I’m not. Then year 10 comes around. My two besties are dating and they ask me to help them sneak away so they can make out. I do cause I like to help my friends with there problems and not solve my own. Her mum doesn’t know about the relationship and I was on lookout duty. Her mum came and I, with no other options walked in on them making out. The image is ingrained in my head forever. Why is it ingrained in my head? Because I’m extremely jealous of any relationship I see. Any. That girl I mentioned at the start, I did in year 8 have the guts to DM her and ask if she liked me. She didn’t. Surprise surprise. And here I am still liking her, thinking about her every night, not sleeping, on an almost all time low and ranting on reddit. I guess I thought someone on here would reply to this and say it’s ok. It’s normal. Because I don’t think it is. Thank you for reading and let me tell you something. Whatever ur going through it apparently gets better. That’s what I’ve been told.",0.3602326800125759,2.5845493152709373,1.9621874017398608,96.38042815218529,86.63546798029556,4.440540823813019,20.95356880830101,5.764193361017138,-0.07910024106487734,1506,50,338,10,47,488,190,406,0.055999999999999994,0.7759999999999999,0.168,0.9923,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,2,4,3,23,24,1,0,15,1,36,4,4,5,3,71,70,26,0,8,8,2,3,5,4,5,0,2,0,4,22,32,0,1,11,1,0,6,15,7,0,2,19,6,54,17,47,44,2,54,0,5,1,0,45,22,0,6,31,223,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528941129542363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635239651050628,0.0,0.0,0.10383248960905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142461249809971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388588637112096,0.14274186264945982,0.0,0.07172729608579137,0.05870349209943804,0.0,0.13961499307193675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751968272373814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463340939283725,0.07783735655568175,0.1568517501888407,0.0,0.06576322471111397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726381215471486,0.0,0.0,0.07976278063087723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285322629904015,0.0,0.0,0.05042420726452725,0.0,0.0643227494941547,0.0,0.06861267709200992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580480695488288,0.05453986089733534,0.0,0.0,0.06977663892111298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359314079057987,0.0,0.039886363801008885,0.0,0.043387809560818884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410104822580866,0.07559213595892267,0.0,0.08126914872825056,0.0,0.0,0.1567010536834837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351445500004673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839128578535819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806647166536465,0.0,0.18648805758145004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191985015581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056607789015306526,0.058880866790095125,0.0,0.0,0.07164326778505882,0.0748004882763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305048504124965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636422858338568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639288444941828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142294043830247,0.0,0.0,0.06083594020154835,0.06950031788940847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315218913107941,0.0,0.07639870334186377,0.0,0.12937131641928426,0.11754601834234855,0.07550574177118724,0.0,0.05403637102642772,0.0,0.18290421829210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345528844662755,0.07028690118823333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783575270351924,0.0,0.12121653214109733,0.04451654898145605,0.0,0.0,0.14589910348764198,0.0,0.05183227197958898,0.0,0.07457657368959904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077125325104884,0.06888819647625552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055579027428126516,0.0,0.0,0.1626968428903541,0.0,0.0,0.4424647983147976 lonely,NPC-42,2020/03/09,Anyone else crying? I'm crying my ass off never felt more lonely than today....,1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,3.855,80.7825,88.33333333333334,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-1.5830000000000002,61,0,9,0,2,21,14,15,0.44,0.45399999999999996,0.106,-0.8112,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711840917329496,0.3328116584001881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7135887069108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713415026635823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118736245796934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505175825748293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078869234985737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,6fttall,2020/03/09,"Waitress complimented my sweater and it was the first friendly interaction I had all week. It made my whole day, just that five seconds of kindness, and I’m still thinking about it three days later. I need friends.",5.842307692307693,7.8549019487179494,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,67.97435897435898,7.2512820512820495,36.07692307692308,7.793537801064563,2.6847538461538463,172,9,31,2,3,51,33,39,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,4,2,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030216763628522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657782996983037,0.0,0.0,0.4828116115155053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253789869375097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956571884099723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316851162921249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495309439593615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002117388519921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506365489722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488504095146956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,buck_b4time,2020/03/09,"I’m trying my best to hold on... I’m 17M and in my senior year of high school. I have friends, but it seems as if all of them are disconnecting from me. Every time I pass them in the halls they wouldn’t acknowledge me at all. They’re just there. When it’s time to partner up I’m always the one left out. I would feel embarrassed and I would ask why is this happening to me? There were certain groups and clics that they were a part of. I was always the oddball, standing around by myself. I never understood why I was outcasted by them. I work out and was athletic(Basically into every sport). I’m into cars(I own and drive a Mercedes-Benz SLK). I always minded to look presentable(I would know how to dress and wear something fashionable). I’m into gaming(PC preferably but console is cool too). Regardless of having these interests im always casted out still. I sit alone at lunch watching my old friends eat and talk with each other. I would sometimes sneak out into the parking lot to eat in my car to save myself from others seeing how much of a loner I was. I always wanted to be part of something and most of all I wanted someone to talk to and I couldn’t. All these years I never had anyone to talked to on a consistent basis. I would see everyone around me interact with others and seeming happy with laughter and smiles. Everyone I knew either cut me off in some way or is just there. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep thinking about how lonely I had became and how I will never be able to know the feeling of having a close relationship. There would be times where I would ask my “friends” if they wanted to go eat or hang out and that I was willing to pay for them every time to have company and not feel lonely. They never pay me back and I convinced myself that they were paying me back by them spending time with me. There was a place where I worked that had a co-worker of mine who was also going through the same loneliness as me. We would talk to each other about what we went through and how we felt. We understood each other and I felt we were becoming very close. I thought at the time that I finally found a friend who I could talk to and relate with. A week later he quit the job. A week after that, he committed suicide. I was broken. I quit my job. I didn’t know what to do. I grew extremely depressed. A week later I would return to school normally, there were people asking why he would do such a thing? It’s sad that I was the only one who really knew why. One day I decided to take my mother’s sedan instead of my convertible to school. On the way home, it was raining with sleet the roads therefore were extremely slippery. I was approaching a blind curve which I expected( I’ve taken this road many times before) then a deer ran in front of my vehicle and instead of hitting it as I should have I swerved the car. I counter steered to control the back end of the car but the tires had no grip and the vehicle flew off the road towards the left oncoming traffic side, went airborne and flipped twice smashing into the ground into the ditch. The vehicle landed upright and airbags deployed. The body frame of the sedan saved my life. I walked away with a minor head injury. My mom and dad, very angry, but glad that I was alive. I was too, knowing that if I had taken my convertible I would more than likely not be writing this post. A week later I returned to school, I didn’t care if anyone was worried about me or not, I wasn’t asking or looking for sympathy. However a few people who I knew asked if I was okay. I was more worried about the car which I now owe my mom, the citation which I must attend court or pay and the increase in insurance payments. I was now unemployed with little to no money. Along with many people commenting on the incident that I was a stupid and terrible driver and that I should have hit the deer. It didn’t make my situation feel better but I fully understand why they would they tell me that and I accepted that fact. Along with my growing loneliness and depression I now am in growing debt. I feel I have become so much more of a burden for my parents after what I have done. I’m at a point where I truly feel alone. I feel everyday is a bad place and bad time for me. And it’s getting worse and worse. I dream that one day all of these problems go away and that I’ll finally be happy. But until then I’m holding on with everything I have.",3.4786323183470667,5.0075517264472245,4.4308819029758695,86.03676981032757,73.16572077185019,7.377393936402968,25.48094227574068,7.992112574973238,1.4272410172893115,3465,112,695,50,69,1123,348,881,0.132,0.762,0.105,-0.9819,8,6,2,0,0,1,84.0,5,0,12,7,37,32,2,1,49,2,76,11,4,8,13,173,136,62,1,31,22,5,10,1,5,18,3,0,1,1,44,68,4,3,28,2,8,22,15,13,0,5,49,17,117,19,112,60,24,125,0,5,6,0,50,54,0,15,45,516,161,14,0.048350134738780096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015231590335848,0.0,0.038665585282179886,0.20115592675601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761507681196556,0.0,0.0,0.08608374148270483,0.2260042459616825,0.0,0.09085308635238533,0.1115348074152481,0.08074068584080828,0.0,0.1067978502836407,0.04114240350700902,0.0,0.05074048344208744,0.04276176504442785,0.0,0.053706099937144695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929618473374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422878740494706,0.0386036483026451,0.0,0.05311035266312962,0.06236367399933029,0.0,0.08328780040472968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947897464600153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484227753864267,0.0,0.0,0.042823868298253666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222112215249026,0.09240125148481744,0.043453983468530265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711309661804892,0.0,0.09284742332574232,0.10593041854083704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053013427134689504,0.14942077664594622,0.0,0.02526094982279391,0.0,0.0824354874040231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275586447073113,0.10293923499306727,0.0,0.0,0.04962118725619822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108457195812414,0.048499127372017135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222644244265997,0.0,0.09596009636011994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628787834868787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105065125728539,0.0,0.0341511300493598,0.023621433573727545,0.04845953704441119,0.0,0.0,0.08120387177594894,0.0,0.0,0.041105555537730466,0.0,0.0,0.032274090383084965,0.0980388955427954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881985301209865,0.11325418688879728,0.0,0.0,0.07108582454161702,0.0,0.14916241840722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047372866338378096,0.0,0.0,0.05073533304024831,0.0,0.1310532104412784,0.03677245620935688,0.0,0.0,0.053687102774740016,0.1047169684717288,0.0,0.10055968673447678,0.0,0.10103120000084556,0.0,0.04570650547280688,0.0,0.046306063868055226,0.0,0.0,0.046264549116685566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285263966083266,0.0,0.0,0.030974334389620124,0.0,0.0,0.05190995017664903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573167058457594,0.07705759494752101,0.08803229352424279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434757723762214,0.048385052627848806,0.0,0.040966912262050716,0.0744445917915479,0.09563903913279508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038612480058804965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288719985980663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635328407505102,0.19431003416239376,0.0422601488801478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032121681105252146,0.0309808140477368,0.0,0.03838460622013248,0.225546819101332,0.055571367290078284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282656770143298,0.0,0.0,0.05033419542215432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797878495904711,0.08555448653318337,0.07675617288423793,0.15513424660912198,0.0,0.0,0.08964211860424168,0.2181423810968504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055984218114722,0.09820381759724513,0.09854583593277716,0.4121585818235217,0.0,0.0,0.0622718031006767 lonely,skepho,2020/03/09,"Just waiting to die. Not suicidal. I’m just done. I’m tired. Apathetic. I avoid people these days despite feeling lonely. I do get the irony in that too. I just don’t know. Nothing excites me anymore. I don’t care if I lose my job. Heck, I’m excited that I might die if I get the Corona Virus ( not to put down or to disrespect those who have). My point is that I have no reason to be anymore. I’m done with the shallow dates, the fake friends, the distant family, the mundane job, and so much trivial, comic crap that is life. Life just seems so synthetic in that it is so comical that it can’t be real. Don’t say I need a change because I’ve traveled to the ends of the earth to find meaning, companionships, and so much more. It’s just the same crap, different scenery. I just want to be done. I’ve lived a full enough life. I should be free to just call it quits now. I’ll just wait this life out until I finally kick the bucket. I’ve had enough.",0.720800865800868,2.8284783383838423,2.5093650793650824,93.86500000000002,83.79797979797979,5.791630591630592,22.05483405483405,7.07126945348624,0.5748409812409818,733,25,166,10,21,242,110,198,0.183,0.725,0.092,-0.9393,3,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,2,1,12,0,20,7,2,1,0,32,35,10,3,5,13,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,6,3,1,2,7,6,0,0,4,2,15,6,15,25,7,14,0,2,0,0,5,6,3,5,6,105,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497624119560812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676113950831714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285808715426449,0.0,0.1283863012287816,0.0,0.1332092254580956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120954470468694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137518630914097,0.13156212947179705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865870702389679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115298898853202,0.2602230456351224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870845238515924,0.0,0.06367015996496361,0.0,0.0,0.13794185795036198,0.1150908121712674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728735065358976,0.0,0.1315785361804736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499171468091156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920366981920266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557709217053305,0.0,0.0,0.1111918053808032,0.0,0.0,0.1408749801919895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716643267143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358379008521554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513493756137495,0.09336988014508768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082595978284826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729875210623952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903739024512215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658681383067855,0.0,0.13393399559206765,0.0,0.14332728383912802,0.0,0.12946922187361073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013856390436723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463504341469505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773869132106625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472929982581376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427230686545401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Prome121,2020/03/09,"I'm doomed to be alone and miserable for the rest of my days... For most of my life I didn't really have many friends. I maybe had one of two people I could call a friend and others were just people I knew via my friends. Now I only have one friend, my best friend. Though I'm not sure if even that's going to last. Mostly because I'm just no good for them and they have better things to do than hang out with me. They have a life and soon there won't be any room for me. People move on, they find someone else and it's easy to replace old connections like me. I was never any good at making connections with people. Even my love life has been an utter failure and has gone no where since middle school. Never had a girlfriend and the only girl that ever showed interest in me was for the wrong reasons. No girl ever seems interested in me when I try to talk to them. Most of the time I'm just trying to talk since I know there's no point in trying to to pursue something more. I guess I'm just not worth their time and I'm only nuisance. For awhile I've been thinking that perhaps I'm just meant to be alone. That there's no hope for me and there's no point in trying anymore. All trying has ever done for me is cause disappointment and pain. My best friend says I'm only 23 and I got more time ahead of me. But I'm not strong, brave or anything like them. I've tried and tried again for years, and it hasn't got me anywhere. All I am is lonely and miserable. Maybe it's time to just let go and realize what I want, I can't have. It's not fair, but life isn't fair. Life is selective and plays in favor for the strongest. I'm not the strongest. I'm weak. I'm so weak I can't even end my own life. Twice I've tried, but I can't bring myself to end it. I don't know if it's a part of me that doesn't want to give up. Or if it's because I'm afraid to go alone. I just want the suffering to end. Being surrounded by people who are happy and in love just makes me feel out of place. I can't relate to anyone around me anymore. I am truly alone.",0.8409179301252472,2.510017529279281,2.4798110305427383,96.5716710613052,80.91441441441441,5.412788398154253,17.586025049439684,6.219705907916566,-0.4710355306526042,1589,30,381,12,41,521,182,444,0.124,0.722,0.153,0.953,1,6,1,0,0,2,43.0,0,0,7,5,26,35,0,3,12,0,39,11,0,4,8,73,76,28,0,8,21,0,1,2,7,1,9,1,1,2,16,22,0,0,10,2,1,7,23,11,0,4,14,2,46,24,50,55,12,47,1,6,0,2,24,19,0,11,23,242,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28554488782814563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374365766912243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367115157321996,0.048194441011215575,0.0,0.05671996526722688,0.06135847205277094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403291471543109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466650643203824,0.060959166509574475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038082994591385,0.0,0.0,0.07080566415130776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503155031867981,0.0,0.0,0.044451364244720015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053490544730573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057578564818303826,0.0,0.18314309398583867,0.0,0.0,0.13657429312849562,0.1870416823507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03485089692860749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299682668643751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195108759222188,0.0,0.0,0.06611979688380226,0.11751616421208952,0.11562318753985595,0.11025233230960224,0.0,0.07592941192279032,0.0,0.0,0.07337267252405301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845875657680175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757595069739918,0.05618363203086914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048118197674601,0.2921054948512232,0.06734721548185227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124416242100596,0.0,0.09201685887210116,0.06987982548894818,0.13849022808873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325709433066004,0.0,0.0,0.10631947361398277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232591104473651,0.0,0.0934116548814582,0.20968435504972874,0.07334178763611816,0.0,0.0,0.0746397992554073,0.0,0.2389219544386885,0.0,0.07201266992972495,0.0,0.13031410068283308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415555825673603,0.07086708293849346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548124705691066,0.0,0.06975647220107628,0.0,0.06274735424962688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140320764964778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584005085704687,0.0530623591196876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496164167890045,0.0,0.0,0.11079970824104182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457911619183192,0.04416479535341922,0.06771913479500337,0.0,0.1607644830261114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37436812149740334,0.0,0.06733037819295795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196246307417252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535941556347094,0.0,0.04438588082275894 lonely,loubrando21,2020/03/09,"I don’t know what love is? It is as though I’ve forgotten how to love but I don’t remember being in love ever. I don’t think my parents ever showed me love: they kind of just made sure I didn’t die on them. I always see people hugging each other and they look like they enjoy it but I can’t relate to that. I watch couples interact just to live through a “relationship” for a couple minutes. Sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be loved, or at least love someone. I’m home but I wanna go home. I always feel lost. I don’t remember the last time someone was happy to see me. I don’t remember the last time I was happy to see someone. I don’t remember the last time someone was happy for me. I don’t remember the last time I was happy. I don’t remember the last time something felt genuine. Worst part of all of this, I don’t think it’s going to end soon. The more I grow the more I realize I’m bound to stay lonely. I’m 20 now and I’ve never experienced love. For some reason I only feel anger.",0.027073643410854945,2.091241604651163,2.7772383720930267,91.1069428294574,86.44186046511629,5.629844961240313,19.656007751937985,6.996647511020387,0.3843217054263568,775,23,172,11,24,271,103,215,0.09699999999999999,0.625,0.278,0.9941,2,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,1,8,20,1,0,9,0,20,8,0,3,5,36,46,10,1,2,7,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,16,1,0,3,12,4,0,0,10,9,30,16,20,34,8,23,0,2,5,8,14,3,0,4,17,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219871901799037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249704443485855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762083941085946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503688374776219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284266292862582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425648489567452,0.0,0.07050398897945674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346353601447375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126689542710321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473118722855038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764656913065447,0.04035502082516093,0.2992748674324482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035874022836761166,0.0,0.06483973513908159,0.0,0.061662420729702565,0.0,0.08015714810627407,0.0,0.4639119457148822,0.06948091981692643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056633480644024764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584656535348877,0.0,0.0,0.08153494769778455,0.07951716619200921,0.0,0.0509068806388691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549792024869151,0.0,0.07883597463633438,0.4990889436425743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554179632652805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488668507697999,0.05652973977357799,0.07262381140473621,0.0,0.0,0.07826624751173193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920658561541695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410152243139894,0.07214426819996106,0.0,0.21408712647417852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963133405066992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MannazOthala,2020/03/09,"The discord call noise The amount of times I’ve been ghosted by friends and just heard this noise over and over again, it’s honestly kind of comforting after a while",14.440312499999996,8.080214906250003,11.271250000000002,71.24875000000003,56.1875,15.3,47.625,11.20814326018867,4.952275,135,5,27,2,1,39,27,32,0.07400000000000001,0.685,0.24100000000000002,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833502865317147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413767242265157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949099315810805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331234062935693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KyleWildStyle,2020/03/09,"More alone than ever before My name is Kyle 23, and my girlfriend ended things with me at the end of January because she stopped having feelings for me out of nowhere months ago and she could see it was killing me trying to show her affection but her not returning it. She said it was for the best and I understand that and think so too. We are still friends but don’t see each other much at all anymore so that we can make space so that we can eventually hangout more as just friends but she was my person. I have other friends but I barely ever get to see any of them and it’s not like a group of them, they are all separate. She was my best friend and claims we still are best friends but I just don’t feel it anymore. She never texts me and when we hangout it’s just to get lunch if that and then we go our separate ways and it kills me. I have people to talk to but it’s only for a bit then I have to go back to reality. And my new reality right now is this is my second night in my new apartment and it’s the first place I’ve had by myself ever. I have always felt lonely. Even at family events and work and at the mall I feel so alone and separate from everyone else. When I lived with my parents I felt alone a lot but now with this new place I am realizing how much comfort being in the same house as them gave me. I am so much more alone than I ever have been and I just broke down a few minutes ago because of it and I miss my ex so much. Not just the relationship but because she’s my best friend and the only person who ever made me feel not alone and I don’t know what to do because I can’t keep texting or calling her when I’m like this if there is to be any future of a friendship. I just don’t feel like myself and like something is wrong and I wish I just had someone with me. It was so easy to fall asleep with her next to me when we when we were dating but now my bed just feels like it might as well be cold steel and clinical with no comfort. I think I made a mistake moving out because I can’t imagine going to bed alone in a house every night or waking up and going to work and not seeing anyone even when I get home. Now I know a lot of people are gonna day you have to learn to love yourself and like being alone with yourself but listen: I love myself a hell of a lot lol but humans aren’t biologically meant to be alone for long periods of time, it will literally start to effect you physically and your health will deteriorate. I’m gonna get into therapy at some point but I just don’t know what to do now and wish I had someone here to tell me it’s gonna be ok and that I won’t be alone forever",3.1514496931374367,3.6025468286219122,4.5624102659475545,88.88150641621723,72.76325088339223,7.512665054863308,24.43537288450809,7.475848149327749,0.8433505300353357,2059,54,478,22,38,688,220,566,0.12,0.731,0.149,0.9842,2,12,1,0,0,0,21.0,9,3,4,8,42,30,3,0,17,2,52,7,2,6,8,121,97,62,2,6,30,2,8,6,7,7,2,2,3,3,28,46,1,2,19,4,0,6,16,8,1,2,17,15,80,22,59,65,21,70,1,3,4,2,51,19,1,9,50,352,108,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919976005441256,0.0,0.0,0.5215635914829355,0.0,0.0,0.046558243327508096,0.0,0.0,0.07610133134044428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098274395812656,0.039124365480888185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302520261164015,0.0,0.17054531595177788,0.0,0.047612766485404336,0.0,0.23488124985921766,0.0,0.0610873192682948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713533046293385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467474759478722,0.0,0.0,0.036085726576427946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674242021589348,0.0,0.09911734208426126,0.0,0.0,0.07391423087446583,0.2530681612134797,0.047143691636536776,0.0534664826904952,0.0,0.0,0.05274848874795555,0.0,0.16975226189937026,0.07994715413330535,0.10744930555228596,0.0,0.0,0.04759447749518083,0.0,0.0,0.2593797131455578,0.0,0.1169347050818072,0.0,0.12719988065223534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059476527560393365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561264639270854,0.0,0.0,0.12912689831841767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049734521324657936,0.12380970906189588,0.0,0.09225263051020474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401790438977812,0.0,0.04940844208771287,0.0495175642704342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271037058425814,0.10100141065168901,0.1058901303533072,0.03734975591975012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059358393666499976,0.0,0.0,0.04466198057187278,0.059470288948753475,0.1645306290258826,0.0,0.04315520479261383,0.1621222803369695,0.05950775589378185,0.1050181514582045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511113699483275,0.0,0.0,0.06213033925585136,0.0,0.0,0.0775829715687917,0.09771381825247782,0.11692012433257445,0.0,0.05289465336097512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007369831003447,0.0,0.04778444408625924,0.053225105000768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783525006524304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481935234186173,0.04307615334709815,0.0,0.0,0.039604557219042685,0.0,0.08936993659833288,0.046780082557271764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044973737524930384,0.0489062968799602,0.0,0.06398832071952909,0.0,0.0371733776156866,0.07170617849447378,0.0,0.0,0.032627250458179886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379891199652295,0.0,0.0,0.058250128543352236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044413712184169694,0.0,0.0,0.050309401405713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868876823586553,0.0,0.0,0.08147041446878217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117695848459441,0.0,0.0 lonely,LunarisDraconis,2020/03/09,Sometimes i feel soooo alone in my relationship. He has third shift. I have normal days class in the morning work after. It makes it hard to really see eachother alot i stay weekends but he pays his cats more attention than me most of the time. I try texting him sometimes like after work when i know he's awake but he hardly responds to those. I know he's kind of stunted emotionally with affection at least but it hurts how lonely it gets sometimes ya know.,2.442134831460674,5.120909674157306,3.1281910112359554,88.48689325842697,81.47191011235954,5.807191011235956,23.50674157303371,7.1686216300943375,1.022742921348314,367,13,70,5,10,115,64,89,0.109,0.807,0.084,-0.0644,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,15,9,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,11,2,11,9,4,10,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,2,7,41,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522727649947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156573832140748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203509230396966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531034847356076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848252416754492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377147063932692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179121073770453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629185773976834,0.3107810262961641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209069409961666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582400536933386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468820399799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075676712468125,0.0,0.0,0.20237651231130427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020865228639266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592885886415097,0.0,0.0,0.2009139897893457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991481030444422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797789749286492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744578542785424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RottenAcidity,2020/03/09,"Anyone wanna talk? It's been big sad hours lately and I'm not sure what to do anymore I don't know, I went through a break up kinda recently and it left me feeling pretty shit. I'm pretty new here so let's see what happens.",-1.0124489795918343,1.091906530612249,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,95.93877551020408,3.6163265306122447,17.20408163265306,5.288315135182226,-0.5888857142857145,176,5,39,1,7,60,39,49,0.168,0.679,0.153,-0.193,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,4,8,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376764255986103,0.16757450770580368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117833039204708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192885604918546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360149415838861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317098177593415,0.0,0.2703447624358123,0.0,0.2603892142276261,0.2450666326750799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146327513716916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487636868989755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366334496831872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190976467781501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600558371696304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258749120374535,0.0,0.0,0.19262809333257327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216544893657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_mrpinkdonttip,2020/03/09,"Setbacks of being Unique As kids were told the positives of being unique and to embrace all, but let me tell you I really wish I was like everyone else. I don’t try to be unique, I just try to be myself and feel comfortable in my own skin. I dress differently than most, but not in the way I bet you’re thinking. I’m a 22 year old dude, I wear cowboy boots, and I tuck in my shirt. I also listen to pretty much only music from the 90’s and before (50’s through 70’s are my domain). I also tend to get a bit of compliments for my looks, but I think therein lies the problem. I’m *too* unique to where I’ve become a spectacle. My whole story starts and stops with my appearance. I’m just a character to people, and it seems like no one wants to dig deeper into who I am. Being unique is incredibly lonely because I still have yet to find someone who is like me. I have some “friends” but I have nothing in common with them. And frankly I don’t care all that much for them, so I guess I wouldn’t really call them my friends, so I guess that means I have no friends. My ex never look at me any deeper than the surface level, and for a year and a half I never noticed. I never met her parents and she told me it was because they didn’t like white people, but I realized it was because she was embarrassed of me. She had way more money than I did, so I was basically a trophy bf. And goddamn that hurts. And now here I am spilling my heart to a bunch of strangers on a site I’ve only been on for a couple days. Tf is wrong with me?",2.1891666666666687,3.312351336419752,3.995881481481483,89.49726666666668,75.75925925925927,6.912395061728398,23.145185185185184,7.404127859558343,0.7644120000000001,1179,33,266,14,25,399,167,324,0.10099999999999999,0.746,0.153,0.9603,3,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,4,0,13,15,0,1,15,0,29,4,4,0,5,47,52,23,0,4,8,2,2,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,8,16,0,1,7,0,2,1,10,5,0,2,13,6,51,10,36,32,11,28,0,2,3,0,24,12,0,7,17,187,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009528138803085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657310391672413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205923086561494,0.12435987169275753,0.09581586160535366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229320319088634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149790554197436,0.0,0.11480506755800088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459178030286287,0.0,0.07261886335959017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764494356114455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406437804613324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075958715309676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056934867242422686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291603029424652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609876775970335,0.0,0.05882980735017743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808721545818915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343370763181805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054258512365007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514299752902822,0.0,0.22004626052872733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911435105092247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265640040110537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555059855026902,0.0,0.2605364129320661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080444902833644,0.1281979268207025,0.1181566761955897,0.0,0.07630191240795894,0.1712775275486481,0.0,0.0,0.12503100380561244,0.0,0.0,0.15612785846094918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455653955876124,0.0,0.10774474161781156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427122794069086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250847464081372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540716295368123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970015299582267,0.0,0.08992396481949955,0.09414016968681303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841896027858613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430140867747018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151917430619352,0.0,0.15289849886010867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641547521633465,0.17875617882119688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571591905481833,0.12948654444634095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311242173657927,0.0,0.14502377010603665 lonely,nader01,2020/03/09,"Im going to kill them all Do you know how it feels like to give your family, friends, acquaintances friends 100/100 from your time money effort I literary struggling to make them happy and once they take what they want from me they leave me and come back latter for something else . I literally don't have anyone to ask me How are you , I don’t have anymore love to give I started to think back about every single conversation I made with anyone I cared about him /her and I cannot find anything wrong with what I did and this is driving me crazy I’m I a monster I’m I discussing I’m I someone bad I go to stop and shop 5 time a day just to take to the cashiers or to the customers and if I see someone walking his dog I run to the dog just to start a conversation with him or her I just need someone to talk with nothing in return Just to tell him/ her about my day and he /she tell me about their day while we are drinking cup of coffee or smoking a cigarette Is this hard for a fucking 23 years human been I hate my life , my family, my cousin, my neighbors , my classmates, my work , my fucking manager I have been dreaming for 2 weeks so far the same dream that I put all these fucking people in a big home and burn them all and listening to them screaming and shouting I just want them to feel what the fuck I’m feeling I’m so fucking measurable I lost 35 pounds in 4 week I feel I’m dead from inside and no one can take me out from this deep shity hill i do not know if I can feel happy anymore I started to believe that god hates me or he is no excite because when people talk about Jesus the first thing they always say love If he loves why he let me suffer this way",1.9441108354011585,3.6983345754985777,3.18079220659866,92.4246319272126,77.8888888888889,5.782593511625769,23.573292895873546,6.532088108194933,0.5210699568054418,1320,43,289,11,31,427,178,351,0.125,0.752,0.122,-0.2933,0,0,3,0,0,1,14.0,1,4,10,4,17,24,8,1,12,0,19,10,0,4,3,52,64,24,2,6,13,1,6,1,3,0,1,4,2,1,12,18,1,1,9,4,2,7,6,14,0,2,5,11,63,10,38,58,5,33,1,2,1,8,47,7,5,7,19,185,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320739320458754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745073867738963,0.12303697918719007,0.0,0.07240101803917487,0.0,0.08225053055528958,0.0,0.0,0.13530419965121004,0.0734606137546899,0.05363251322115832,0.0,0.0,0.09912466612422598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089702680837902,0.0,0.0,0.07578799972365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022175574607445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618806564043094,0.0,0.0,0.07349698982429634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412794220938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658816605066282,0.0,0.22242965112211366,0.06285377550710418,0.0,0.0,0.08041320836229299,0.07483675025810048,0.0,0.0,0.13594808919205187,0.4066859349953396,0.0,0.1687991374598667,0.10000346891291524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873152129754877,0.07881385969614803,0.1737264090141121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825230120882989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950347764849598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733814471995576,0.0,0.09670431575938004,0.0,0.0,0.09315937049154753,0.0,0.08996672165928223,0.06214371224907815,0.04298316245450145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604185554040794,0.0,0.2382193610200357,0.0832499237001871,0.05872812357800061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523693321145653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442031901846135,0.0,0.0,0.09369708968110456,0.059618327323354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199015039429445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844539059588298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996616890981489,0.0,0.0,0.07010961277274823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236385153580446,0.06773221389903558,0.0,0.0,0.1868206048475427,0.0,0.0,0.07355620945195475,0.0,0.09197703639405028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198452703170036,0.14143188623795136,0.15379886567825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058450789320187074,0.05637479025268285,0.0,0.0,0.1026050719600625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378716380300172,0.06983536875887354,0.14114639789841346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793893340607951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405134988236329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619361330577368,0.0,0.05665699798991351 lonely,Merlin9030,2020/03/09,"(M26) I've always been an outsider I'm 26 I live in Fermanagh Ireland and I've always been an outsider at school, at home even with the few friends I was able to make. I was always the person people bullied and lied about or just blamed me for stuff because I was there. As much as I want to meet a nice woman and settle down I'm too scared to let anyone in. I'm so lonely all the time I just want a Friend who understands and isn't to busy just to talk about everyday stuff. I'm happy to listen to them if they need it anyway if you see this and want to talk message me.",2.4376792114695327,3.2476466209677466,3.7720430107526894,92.55862007168459,74.7258064516129,6.156272401433692,21.842293906810035,5.82211442006289,0.0704992831541218,447,10,103,2,9,147,76,124,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.129,-0.3052,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,19,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,11,4,19,13,3,7,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,3,2,68,16,1,0.17487003162875292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436517624583848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227319204557917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659914819593552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155000066522442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702083053050112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861524003638328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540889975450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788164551475252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441344169568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672710400024205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854959405085398,0.1296639126825951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212328617409979,0.15268976656667313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507540798405025,0.1769778078737213,0.13934877470879842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40036869785281604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811078149282458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196812171026867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204587004842826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30942862614278965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeaJay209,2020/03/09,"22M Existential Crisis Anyone else in college having an existential crisis? Looking to make new friends online, as I find it hard to make lasting relationships in my everyday life due to my busy work and school schedule. No real expections, just basic effort in conversation would be much appreciated. I’ve got Discord as well if that’s better for you guys. Hope to hear from someone soon.",6.832285714285714,8.629146228571432,7.57,65.725,65.28571428571428,9.6,34.0,9.888512548439397,3.752514285714287,316,14,48,7,5,105,59,70,0.171,0.66,0.16899999999999998,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,9,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,4,11,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523817424002168,0.22748078592087045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963543826545802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854651924622205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291785011972216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152837542837707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756581894438608,0.0,0.0,0.21982993093267308,0.0,0.0,0.19888199084317373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502272406496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205111659921861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097200165918764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681588565933452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864368331751761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963937099567665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632067008793857,0.0,0.0,0.21442364192406035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270187733887445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383612138080844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469121248651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881127394559573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996183075517599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162969343093453,0.0,0.0,0.15771321219174533,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,organicjuicebox,2020/03/09,"25 & not a lot of friends I’ve been feel super out of place as far as people around me other than my family. I’m mostly alone, working and smoking. Hopefully getting back into school and not indulging in w**d might help lol. I just need to find a sense of self again",2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,77.72727272727272,5.854545454545455,21.909090909090907,6.742157984588678,0.4667454545454546,212,6,44,2,5,68,47,55,0.075,0.725,0.19899999999999998,0.8199,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,7,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,11,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,2,28,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717209110960155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842617978006243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335517901433773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017349887946928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473251754920705,0.0,0.13265469451029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397879405034032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269501109733815,0.0,0.13706978693580302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585119017450673,0.0,0.0,0.2605779546751231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304504695822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278317454754825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453308950260076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818840929276048,0.0,0.2741053910310319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655175139080467,0.0,0.0,0.27369373756215504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099774262901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,actuallyatypical,2020/03/09,"I might be an afterthought to the entire fucking world, but at least my rat loves me. You might forget who introduced you to the people you now love and spend all your time with, but at least my rat loves me. You might say you'll visit me in the hospital but not really mean it after the 2nd time, or 9th, or 26th, but when I come home, my little man is ecstatic. You might stop inviting me to a tradition that I fucking started but I matter to something. I might be left out of EVERY joy that life would have me experience, but at least my rat loves me. And he will sit on my chest and brux and boggle and kiss me and to him, im the BEST. So yeah, I'm an afterthought, but to that little man, I'm the whole world. I hate the life that I have but I matter to someone. Take that, world. Almost got me there.",2.8909566074950703,3.669375053254442,4.146286982248522,90.4197066074951,73.61538461538461,7.5268244575936905,21.775641025641022,7.793537801064563,0.626478895463511,620,13,143,8,12,204,89,169,0.051,0.701,0.249,0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,7,0,1,4,10,3,0,10,1,13,10,1,0,1,35,27,18,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,2,7,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,29,7,16,16,6,24,0,0,0,7,18,12,2,8,9,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056830133680578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635770954891246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371832035446556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144647814065147,0.0,0.0,0.11777927821471973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262512399484669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629894663704716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887509506687685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077611867540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005815469761184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308204784418244,0.0,0.1700913463494826,0.0,0.2413550558193327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346811648458437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115643681730887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386538449277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347372634730721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713458135931185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575095724155312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201883879628687,0.09269371780641407,0.0,0.0,0.08522333972416382,0.0,0.0,0.10066404343452394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052964021415373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041834805444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442797881336327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553231863598121,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatever_jack,2020/03/09,Haven’t been outside in a while Just haven’t had a reason to. I went out to help my dad carry in groceries a few minutes ago and realized I’d forgotten how nice the feeling of being outside in the evening was. And now I’m back in my room feeling pretty small again.,3.3166071428571406,4.240257446428572,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.75,7.028571428571429,30.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,1.67205,211,9,44,2,4,70,41,56,0.034,0.755,0.21,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,8,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35495361381216955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790298572548097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644776897307793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049349768650046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839720180228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073773413613748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117047639975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711990445580441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sarah_marie_c,2020/03/09,"I feel so lost So I’m 20F going to college in Florida. Everyone else my age is posting about going out to clubs and hanging out with friends. I moved away from my family because this is the best school for me to be for what I’m studying but it’s so lonely. I have a boyfriend and I love him but I feel like if I tell him how lonely I felt it would just make him feel like he’s done something wrong, which he hasn’t. How do I make this feeling go away?",0.8166666666666664,2.415580161616166,2.5262626262626284,96.5427272727273,80.71717171717171,5.612121212121212,22.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.18409898989899,352,11,85,3,9,116,65,99,0.135,0.691,0.174,0.4968,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,4,0,19,22,10,0,2,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,1,0,5,1,4,0,0,3,5,14,5,13,17,1,12,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,55,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431867097307923,0.0,0.0,0.11133374302426532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166613113284234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690093194801785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256967251214204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451735953739242,0.0,0.0,0.17217379024480947,0.0,0.3693867638369315,0.260951638106422,0.1753600400241491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110479555875752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113902325509505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784543022754271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936972224697205,0.0,0.1648369091204321,0.0,0.2438230627667463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941140930915817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491563949543873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184838266686656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060278819313055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963267764684555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973999495799765,0.19968475055790533,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brightman11,2020/03/09,"I'm losing my battle with depression I have interests, talents and hobbies but they've all turned grey. I get nothing from them anymore. It's just gotten worse over time. I had ways to cope but now those coping mechanisms have become as useless and mundane as my life. It no longer feels like a choice but an overwhelming feeling of ennui that grows with everyday and has become bigger than my will to keep going. I feel dead inside but I want to be alive. It feels scary. It feels like I'm going to die from this even though the only way that happens is by my own hand. And even still I don't feel like I'm in total control over that decision anymore. I feel isolated no matter who is physically around me. I've met people here before and they were all very nice people but perhaps due to my own decisions no connection was ever made so the isolation persisted. It's getting hard. And I'm not getting any stronger. Thanks for listening, you guys are good people.",3.7109042553191465,5.732222271276598,4.495691489361704,83.75875,73.62765957446808,7.465957446808512,26.11170212765957,8.278499904357787,1.8030574468085103,769,27,143,13,16,247,124,188,0.22399999999999998,0.61,0.166,-0.9473,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,10,13,1,1,4,0,12,2,1,2,4,34,37,15,2,1,7,0,9,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,9,0,2,9,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,11,16,8,19,29,5,16,0,4,1,0,7,5,0,0,9,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739965521349692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549194182476293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441220526656602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838858385618569,0.10936311628949187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414882645820667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106961750497476,0.0,0.1333859845371934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977569721873956,0.11625589011905794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548935929798458,0.275449335122383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014429851612284,0.0,0.14608451017065247,0.10779851114127646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725740554882448,0.113651954664577,0.0,0.11513084709487882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142366352708814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907791885899282,0.18836869263663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378371715317628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161102467431895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233207316338346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774709452715938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673037979539508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026381734401438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832618004261294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627262856181712,0.0,0.07494245870292245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979549064391747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604445935887824,0.07580585529170916,0.20403023512336133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097532954200738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Uva_Fresca,2020/03/09,"The Inevitable ""We are good friends"", I thought, slowly shaking away my insecurities while I latched into another person. And then they stop talking to me. And then they start avoiding me. And I always forget it starts the same way everytime. Fml",4.338837209302326,7.559995906976749,4.2291162790697685,80.05948837209301,78.30232558139534,6.2306976744186064,31.85581395348837,7.554174236665415,2.571757209302326,196,10,31,3,5,60,35,43,0.23,0.71,0.061,-0.7269,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,3,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721673524126887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429852448776666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073143850372618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271103013845725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434986130051603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856047533928182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630358326004567,0.0,0.0,0.27346416671475177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290474458325364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596750892905195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596309824439335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imnotgo0datusernames,2020/03/09,how do i get a best friend who thinks about me as their best friend too? idk it just seems like i have a lot of close friends who don’t think of me as close friends and i have some best friends who have a bunch of other friends who they like more than me,2.3073214285714267,2.9802893750000017,1.8807142857142871,106.51428571428572,74.89285714285714,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.8193785714285711,199,4,55,0,4,57,33,56,0.019,0.495,0.48700000000000004,0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,3,4,11,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,7,9,7,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260208213487475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7745140992554453,0.0,0.08729246466483738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632538103303478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420455398342969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210346257240673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411638394607688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,haris1011,2020/03/09,"I could really use a friend 20yo student Battling with iner demons Into: writing, photography, movies,alcohol, books Dm me if you wanna talk",4.74625,8.185084458333336,5.721666666666668,68.29000000000002,79.41666666666666,8.200000000000001,28.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.539683333333333,113,5,15,3,3,37,24,24,0.085,0.773,0.142,0.3353,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227871526205806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905722941152374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779410631448592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338273383910964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39318623575386896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224964793446073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sexuallyunsure1,2020/03/09,"I[27m] Just want to find someone I can be completly transparent with about my entire life. I just want to find a friend I can talk to/text every day and talk about anything with. i'm tired of pretending i'm ok, or that I don't have problems. I want to be honest with someone, I also want them to feel that they can be honest with me.",2.9178873239436602,3.647433464788733,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,73.50704225352112,7.370140845070423,24.059154929577463,7.554174236665415,0.8782540845070415,260,7,59,3,5,86,42,71,0.04,0.669,0.29100000000000004,0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,0,16,15,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,4,11,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249398851283118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750146209232978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615574193829605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910766884752493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173526395638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090636274354574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942889877078538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664810284291046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523542083080646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639430505563414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36552122729114106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346740519313263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479136607145821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088981845940596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jskaria,2020/03/09,Anyone wanna chat? Hello! I'm looking for people to talk to who are around 16-20. I am 15F. I just want some friends to talk to I messaged people on here before but they don't seem interested to chat with me which sucks but I was hoping by making this post I can have people to talk to about. Please feel free to message me about anything I would love to talk to y'all!,0.4148717948717966,2.646263564102565,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,86.43589743589745,3.97948717948718,16.358974358974358,5.033348758259628,-0.8632410256410257,290,6,64,1,9,94,54,78,0.071,0.691,0.23800000000000002,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,16,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,6,18,14,1,3,0,0,1,1,14,2,1,3,0,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997713305134316,0.0,0.16473887772721627,0.1782110721931415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034649552401318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122181176868668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466588902479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883331514625227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681087369829727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806788138720233,0.0,0.13362802666711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163585198247461,0.0,0.0,0.21974792384511407,0.0,0.0,0.19172617613578471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224497618668925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436188563281411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807693697170088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220885677762124,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Elapin,2020/03/09,How do I make better best friends? Every best friend I’ve had has turned out to be such a negative on my life. My first best friend pretended to be suicidal to get me kicked out of school. My next best friend backstabbed me and started bullying me. And now my current best friend hates me for who I am. I don’t know wether this is just bad luck or shitty taste in friends. If it’s the latter like how do you know wether someone will be a good friend.,3.141244239631334,4.353564752688172,3.421536098310291,94.19516129032259,73.51612903225806,7.034715821812598,24.038402457757297,7.447530270364453,0.7251886328725035,354,10,81,4,7,109,63,93,0.158,0.451,0.39,0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,7,5,18,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,3,0,13,18,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,12,16,9,13,5,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994626543333207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280999193290596,0.10586679255994244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008541939606705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181855722634188,0.0,0.0,0.6473708957184532,0.0,0.06253941417007335,0.0,0.0,0.10040045419976903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818105581098245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157030301586206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454914330282799,0.058480406632423036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990209076021562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730455648968333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114493020610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014232129511462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472577256551113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093468454394294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020152697039078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lunarmaj,2020/03/09,"I feel really out of place in my life. I don’t know what happened. Maybe I just made poor choices or didn’t learn how to be a person from my parents, but I feel so bummed out. I had some good friends in high school, but as I got older those friendships pretty much dissolved. I still see those old friends doing things together and tagging each other on Facebook and I feel so left out. I just want to be important to someone. Maybe I am being stupid. Maybe I’m a lousy person. I’m married and I have kids, but I don’t work and I don’t really feel any connection with anyone.",1.8295951107715809,3.748378529411767,3.1064018334606587,92.0595874713522,78.83193277310923,6.007944996180291,22.582887700534762,6.980632752743323,0.6072453781512608,451,14,97,5,11,146,75,119,0.09300000000000001,0.716,0.191,0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,25,23,12,0,1,6,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,15,3,13,16,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,3,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231740559871643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548673719914145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33404818400626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552110975572872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385320007180388,0.1320969997770942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605426826874876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450517886905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076999430500544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945152377109042,0.0,0.11666044814331007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562824790355885,0.0,0.0,0.4977892960376134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214147838691682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733121768041292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339543845737327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28843023805104273,0.17256156753114502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803149747723115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116169933827161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715511590123375,0.13161458415037114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399431976813339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190044432129278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972783938449672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741819890202102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202415966318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Acryas,2020/03/10,"I'm not romantically interested in anyone but cannot help feeling lonely all the time. Hey, so I'm not quite sure how to phrase this. But I work as a Bartender and I love my job as I actually get to talk to people, but I really struggle outside of my work as I do ""Unsocialable hours"" to have a genuine chat or laugh with someone. Even doing nice things for people ends up being difficult as I work 3/4pm - 1-2am, 5 days a week...So I end up in this negative feedback loop of spending a lot of time on my own, even at the gym or commuting to work and questioning why no one ever reaches out to me. &#x200B; I recently built a new PC and was thinking of using games to meet people and build some new friendships, but unfortunately everyone I used to play World of Warcraft with has moved on. &#x200B; So what im asking for really is suggestions/thoughts on what you would do about this. I have the motivation to try new things and to put myself out there, I'm just a little overwhelmed and unsure on how to start battling these feelings of lonliness. &#x200B; Thanks guys, all the best.",6.4587227414330215,6.22435582242991,7.024813084112152,76.46126947040501,65.54205607476635,10.12398753894081,33.25389408099689,9.725611199111238,3.0016866043613706,862,33,167,16,12,284,130,214,0.153,0.69,0.157,0.7914,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,7,10,13,1,2,10,0,11,1,0,5,4,35,24,20,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,4,1,2,5,5,0,1,1,2,16,8,37,21,6,27,0,2,0,1,11,13,0,5,12,114,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.09805361037079324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32660886424820273,0.3662811926293395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025768342616161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393487674295917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544715736930753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480103952735454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779902308089906,0.0,0.0,0.13273167678599626,0.09088956478776793,0.0,0.09601257857112433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161102534452386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249645195640547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949061672925122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734936825134441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895218119187953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085352271303406,0.0,0.09971051412634316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070697167475774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542417591442558,0.0906867759763221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679392963612164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911315163387449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808758789678741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089797414760778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100976623515344,0.1125601652021064,0.10687243936631996,0.0,0.0,0.1287396292358802,0.0,0.09921149835671644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513605214584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111998901779087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504311058577298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470084848287397,0.0,0.0,0.08076170884001546,0.0,0.09250813009180296,0.0,0.0,0.13350838355090333,0.06438328042438846,0.0,0.07976959102632263,0.11718094366931825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821906327041546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356425300767933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805986867184255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066722438578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292601427166503,0.0,0.0,0.07137783595134575,0.0,0.3662811926293395,0.0 lonely,M4rvelous23,2020/03/10,"I feel hurt So someone I have been friends with for 3 years+ have never really hung out together. So I asked him last weekend to hang out this weekend, and he seemed all over it through text. Only to find out he posted on his Instagram he was looking for someone to hang out with this weekend. I’ve never really had very many friends, and feel like I’m a weirdo at school, thus no one wants to be associated with “the weird kid”. It really hurts and I wish I had someone to lean on and make me feel special. But I really have nobody, and never will.",3.711013513513514,4.791608963963963,4.8104391891891884,85.28701013513515,71.97297297297297,8.072522522522524,26.487612612612608,8.472884824447931,1.6496747747747746,429,14,90,7,8,141,68,111,0.114,0.7659999999999999,0.121,0.2193,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,4,26,19,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,4,9,4,19,13,1,19,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,1,9,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869327437470994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412662356345941,0.11362764013639814,0.0,0.0,0.14537174622025825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576822046592015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405394872543735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964958914481722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770536098905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335646321033841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616924819500666,0.1612549836432051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680149068479384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777856680807367,0.12096712823477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232900228593385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075742190038908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097033306946745,0.0,0.14479606255997646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042957887369878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312355500274036,0.09381370016548926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829033341489465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242504808766628 lonely,Leon_UnKOWN,2020/03/10,"My life is just a mask As the title says, i keep a 'mask' on 24/7. I try to be happy, to look happy, make jokes. But deep down, i wouldn't mind if i were to drop dead at any point. Who would even care? The last few year i have put the needs of other above my own, so at this point i wouldn't even know what i want or who i actually am. Only thing i do know is that i need someone, anyone But as long i have the energy to keep the mask up im fine👍",-0.5258760683760677,0.5221259423076958,2.0782051282051306,100.7445726495727,82.84615384615384,5.391452991452992,13.47863247863248,5.82211442006289,-1.30839188034188,334,2,95,2,9,116,68,104,0.063,0.779,0.158,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,17,21,7,1,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,13,4,12,16,2,13,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,3,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1788967188454199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466586753315685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128183643530217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869099280588906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421661107028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903013004132087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980202048587072,0.0,0.0,0.32589165724566804,0.0,0.0,0.2014989578096616,0.14943264221701086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948639524806485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223500953712727,0.1539450762135295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236946823064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851038830615662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718632348428968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394253364994053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34659881675983706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429016211109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578573879103193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532890963167806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217915978070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446422457709548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081286040654136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022733789908386,0.0,0.0,0.11805394576181895 lonely,lightning2O18,2020/03/10,"First Time Posting on here, Looking for a female to chat to as a friend or even more than friends (age 18-24) I'm a male, 20 and from the United Kingdom. I'm a full time student, I study media and gaming, I don't have any friends and get very lonely. I have never been in a relationship.",5.800765027322407,4.046494868852459,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,67.52459016393442,8.789071038251366,31.80874316939891,6.42735559955562,1.6499792349726774,221,7,50,1,3,74,46,61,0.047,0.7390000000000001,0.214,0.8739,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,3,8,7,2,9,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,31,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098677375264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549794386606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388897945709593,0.0,0.0,0.6509491189969542,0.0,0.14673187492202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358422078385473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660786188101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897545893099883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015264417989466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275303173633555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317296231641011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HereToStayYeah,2020/03/10,"Do you ever miss things you think you'll never get? I can't stop laying down and just missing things, I know we're supposed to live in the moment but as my moments grow more dull and lonely they're hard to enjoy. No matter how hard I do try to put myself out there, I feel like I am still alone. Is it the way I dress? The way I speak? I don't want to have to change me to be accepted, I wanted to be accepted for me. I've never had a true best friend, I've never had anyone to take late night walks with and talk about everything and anything. It's been so long since I've felt comforted by a face staring back at me, it's been so long since I could stare in the mirror and be happy with what I see because it's never right for anyone. I miss... Or maybe just want, maybe even need, those late night walks where we stare at the lights as we are the lights for eachothers lives. I'm tired of the purely sexually driven relationships that last .2 seconds before they're done. I miss having someone, I miss having life to live, but can we miss those simple things even if they're just things we've seen in our dreams? I know I rambled on, but does anyone know what I'm getting on about?",3.886069277108433,4.188053016064258,4.554073795180724,90.13062876506024,71.04819277108435,7.188855421686747,22.38980923694779,6.6274283507984215,0.3341182730923693,927,17,209,6,16,297,136,249,0.158,0.725,0.11699999999999999,-0.5407,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,0,2,15,17,0,0,9,0,21,3,1,1,7,42,45,15,0,6,8,0,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,8,1,0,5,7,8,0,1,8,12,28,9,29,32,2,35,0,8,5,0,11,11,0,2,18,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232242382734643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227494169644184,0.0,0.08924584889857527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339204671735972,0.0,0.0661106611566768,0.0,0.0922837268875378,0.0,0.11381252714887008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472667059937698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658921776937405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490611216662892,0.11098292257352277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326159134677918,0.09810004667767132,0.0,0.0,0.09746867467045936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483603289629434,0.07747734360001436,0.10412986998857172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378889520254436,0.0,0.11332223670254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544799815224625,0.1943014063628241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880533283589925,0.08840195707413998,0.24467467472623336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660207692627874,0.05298363096941154,0.0,0.2872923910203137,0.1919512649478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790700878792552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804149671051013,0.334576075017878,0.0,0.0,0.203547643264416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090231073909026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643567843651804,0.0,0.09261647480368458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642132496629766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942340797722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189009441251413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660902768089891,0.09066980730504548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815415788354601,0.08716872421464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819983215425643,0.06949095674120917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464835412182408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363104121756595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190144950784865,0.17216655060453456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Seraph714,2020/03/10,"34M, never had a GF Like the title says, I've never been in a relationship. I just don't know what to do anymore.",-1.3362820512820512,0.4601651153846191,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,90.15384615384615,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.3251641025641025,87,2,21,1,3,33,22,26,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41580287881970895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304196609117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483399608193995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6467332757817978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501387478414382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33342009172804593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jroyb,2020/03/10,"Feel like im gonna die lonely, pls hmu Just a 19year guy , never had a relationship, no bestfriend ,tried dating apps and even hook up apps still no luck. Hmu lets just talk about random shits. Probably nobody will reply to this as always",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,74.21739130434783,6.339130434782609,18.02173913043478,7.1686216300943375,0.17584347826086955,188,3,36,2,4,59,41,46,0.17600000000000002,0.629,0.196,-0.2321,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,5,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909118166483995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982151555536553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978637872256776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452885174464911,0.2052768552500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451330267397984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103781737664594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938261950117027,0.0,0.1403805633977216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216155114846866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098027819581466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084972818859999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949519639869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294713268743818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095424741609286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508604564398674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,d_reborn,2020/03/10,"Anybody here just stopped giving a shit? Idk if this is topic exactly fits the criteria, but you ever feel like the people around u are too sensitive?",5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,67.57142857142857,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.5193714285714286,120,5,20,3,2,39,27,28,0.16,0.68,0.16,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,8,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706346931123123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766072514412693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051618555159146,0.2974364478953259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993953859476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340479241902698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886407118645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273714363033228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480824737021753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pievandel,2020/03/10,"Im not lonely im more so un-lonely. Yes i enjoy my own company. &#x200B; Someone should make a sub /unlonely would be an amusing counter sub to /lonely.",0.35806451612903706,2.756785451612906,2.8150967741935484,85.92264516129032,97.70967741935483,5.060645161290323,28.780645161290327,6.742157984588678,2.0180916129032265,123,7,22,2,5,42,26,31,0.0,0.6579999999999999,0.342,0.8864,0,8,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349796663334068,0.37566877424960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6679015449240139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063697412622562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619541242985401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196216296114874,0.0,0.37566877424960654,0.0 lonely,flyingspac,2020/03/10,"Can’t remember last time I be had a proper friend. I can’t remember the last time I had a proper friend. I’m 15 now and I have about 2 friends but they don’t do anything and I only speak to them in school. I tried asking them if they want to go anywhere nope their just plain lazy. My best friend left my school one day never spoke to me again never heard from him again. Not even goodbye just vanished I knew him since I was a kid. I’ve not been anywhere with a friend in about a year. Even then I must have actually spoken to someone outside of school about 1 per year. My cousin who I used to be good friends with doesn’t speak to me much anymore. My favourite pastime which was model building. The shop shut down which means I don’t get social interaction from there anymore. Whenever I ask who I think is my friend at that point in time if I can come with them anywhere it’s always just an awkward conversation or I’ll get back to you later where nothing follows up. I’ve been through so many friends who haven’t spoke to me much afterwards for speaking to them for a month just makes me feel that I’m boring to talk to. Ian a 100% sure that if I didn’t speak to anyone nobody would talk to me. I just don’t get what’s so unlikeable about me",1.5833333333333357,3.5779357931034497,2.496925670498083,95.75564137931036,79.95785440613027,5.402053639846743,21.551111111111112,6.360717304075467,0.11087451340996204,986,29,223,8,25,310,138,261,0.032,0.8059999999999999,0.162,0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,7,1,19,13,0,1,10,0,23,0,0,2,4,32,43,10,0,6,12,1,1,0,8,2,0,7,0,1,10,6,0,0,6,1,1,3,13,2,0,1,11,8,37,11,32,28,3,31,0,0,0,0,37,10,0,4,18,144,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0981966343747894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372904121679661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995882593304991,0.07036016343844373,0.0,0.08280677071233608,0.0,0.1881437860714776,0.0,0.0,0.07737531971492137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560096582776143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668054242645935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489556031145692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292528328145595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087961915156429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219482850042393,0.0,0.15771907467485768,0.0,0.05718817597446847,0.08440046405647587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404753118051066,0.0,0.0,0.10933063698941832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716875529095331,0.10201915074205582,0.0,0.1096114075815392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803188553704879,0.0,0.14794363827505386,0.0,0.15521822399451154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655353183903463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818690254116018,0.07653074287317821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512426360795637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279796878882417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551719339258226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323901440884175,0.0,0.0,0.1025757164716456,0.08526023420315568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483898204553053,0.0,0.0,0.16175902069197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064477191852248,0.0,0.0,0.1760278010826255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831856968880136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690870957570153,0.0,0.0,0.05935192700790905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148194985246309,0.0,0.0,0.12959991914095798 lonely,FunyunShmings,2020/03/10,"I want someone to say that things will be better, if not now atleast someday Is that too much to ask? Yeah it sounds stupid. Sorry for wasting your time have a nice day",0.2558823529411747,2.6757822352941183,0.5972941176470599,102.8918235294118,94.29411764705885,2.72,18.564705882352946,3.1291,-1.0012752941176468,132,4,29,0,5,39,32,34,0.17800000000000002,0.601,0.221,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711308885315853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511042854214358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560248994988978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183240686331624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157013852597046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33636727671895433,0.0,0.0,0.4443963998738823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637416832368195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314873306427341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415424836979395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iandf305,2020/03/10,"Anyone else feel like no one’s there for them? Recently, I got into this big argument with some of who I thought were my closest friends because they were making me pissed off all the time. Then, one by one, they cut me off. Some of them still added me into group chats, only to find that they’re only trying to make me pissed off again, just to use against me. Slowly I started to drift away from my closest, and just cut me off now. The problem is, I tried making new friends before but everyone just wants to go and talk behind my back because of what I did to them. They have also been telling lies and not believing what actually happened. I don’t know what to do and I feel lonelier and lost without my close friends.",5.148333333333333,5.5427366111111125,5.154166666666665,86.6075,68.30555555555556,8.066666666666668,29.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.7282555555555552,568,20,118,6,9,177,90,144,0.152,0.7829999999999999,0.065,-0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,1,9,10,4,0,2,0,8,2,2,4,1,29,22,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,6,0,3,7,2,23,4,24,15,3,22,0,1,0,0,14,11,2,2,10,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.15133930380588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402036550101075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843811723527233,0.1589015604777689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570622549855364,0.1192497797095638,0.0,0.18907514780414134,0.0,0.13196479203124728,0.17472620405825368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295525174895783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818910535384244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568299400347547,0.11079181433330357,0.0,0.0,0.1417436769540351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594518070365749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881376311215681,0.0,0.12403458869528758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713998896625015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522993655036218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576605407863038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929216011942125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105586885323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978078771413966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152661521943713,0.2358962589688873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483941404046251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312642781909047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097690292477072,0.0,0.123850029809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465039016719802,0.13554997479007708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231191215208941,0.09043054287939813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058328199427007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339425091867667,0.0,0.0,0.09147237448721483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949513652246593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guitar-pizza,2020/03/10,"Someone to play/talk with Hello. So I've been to a doctor today as I'm going through a depressive phase (again) and he told me there's nothing much he can do for me. What's kinda tough as I actually really need professional help... But yeah anyway I got no friends and no family and live alone and got nobody to talk to or anything. I'm sleeping half the day and the rest I'm either playing or reading. Being alone is a big part of why I slipped back into depression. So what I'm asking for is somebody who would play a bit w me to get my mind in a different place. (I'm playing on ps4). I'm 19/m and German. If you got time and feel like playing a bit dm me please. I'd really appreciate it. Thank you. And hope you'll have a better day than me xD",0.9336231884057966,2.661209857142857,3.5475527950310566,88.74563561076607,80.86335403726706,6.529358178053831,21.913457556935807,7.554174236665415,0.8109797929606621,581,18,130,9,15,204,103,161,0.096,0.7040000000000001,0.2,0.9464,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,6,12,0,0,9,1,9,2,1,0,0,21,26,16,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,1,12,9,16,18,6,12,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,5,7,74,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.14008503262510366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973510103764282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813021139342846,0.0,0.13420077265295774,0.0,0.0,0.11038182984227997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695916142078606,0.313440944920487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515699120109114,0.0,0.24728046854427424,0.0,0.0,0.14998020329746067,0.0,0.14693049362847674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532707241311215,0.0,0.07258368022671874,0.10255283680557938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109071180884515,0.0,0.0749994534337487,0.0,0.08158332052987702,0.0,0.3444324567458061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962191847204022,0.0,0.0,0.1425784967964639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013174958894816,0.0,0.12675813049681214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494555107027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552647515054864,0.10644122029829066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774102079829206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545170422554833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998020329746067,0.15757585006785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435898101470686,0.0,0.1839248457395289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436546340065715,0.0,0.12163026529389293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307616532411251,0.0,0.1321624402507221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370572105852016,0.0,0.13606952815684045,0.13716909709591418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953241637998536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197448559152604,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kiddicoffin,2020/03/10,"The really bad part about living in a small town.. Hi, I'm 19 years old and have been homeschooled since age 7, with my only friends being online with the exception of my little brother. I feel as though my youth is passing me by if that makes sense? I'm currently practicing to go for my license in hopes that that'll not only help me meet new people but get away from my mom(she an abusive narcissist) for a while until I can actually move out. I tried using meet up but there are barely any fun groups from young people in my area(Selma, Alabama) and I just feel so lonely and depressed that if I could get to a bridge, I would contemplate jumping off to be honest",8.41,6.373723636363637,8.186969696969701,75.55045454545456,62.63636363636364,11.224242424242425,34.878787878787875,9.725611199111238,3.094915151515152,528,17,103,8,6,170,96,132,0.134,0.779,0.087,-0.8225,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,20,20,12,0,5,7,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,14,4,22,14,1,23,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,3,9,69,18,0,0.0,0.2296952264804033,0.1891817234890006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183307012216822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214009295462916,0.0,0.16186699444888172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547833402810313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669733887615561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960452942779901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977759832003212,0.0,0.2025701903400492,0.0,0.11017646137187584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994187071239036,0.0,0.0,0.1925490914408532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194301039979488,0.17118403832482834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294046478421448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704928314067002,0.0,0.20604503587705172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872335001728651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342596266224205,0.0,0.0,0.2948821602455752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993407199607905,0.0,0.2687995374314561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419320842995345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036496879605205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046880968850546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316198344507523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743485729850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377142766403727,0.0,0.0,0.12484102038336345 lonely,DatElonMusketeer,2020/03/10,"Feeling Lonely, Fighting The Urge To Give Up 24,M, UK. Fighting the urge to give up all the time. I don’t have a lot going for me, disability (cerebral Palsey) mental health issues (depression, anxiety, bi polar, Misophonia), in constant pain from when I wake up to when I go to sleep. I have hardly any friends, literally 4 or 5 friends I can count on. But I don’t turn to them as I feel bad all the time, hence me being an avid user of Reddit. I Barely leave the house and suffer from social anxiety maybe even a bit of agrophobia? The only outside gathering I have is on my motorcycle (alone) and even that is done behind a darkened visor as I get anxious about people looking at me, I like to feel like I am invisible? I do my food shopping online and get it delivered because I can’t deal with people and strangers and I can’t do supermarkets or enclosed spaces filled with lots of people as it makes me very uncomfortable and anxious. I recently split up with my girlfriend as she had a lot of personal stuff going on and she wanted to be friends. I am absolutely heartbroken & gutted and she knows it, I’m hoping for a relationship with her in the future, as I really really do care about her a lot and she was one of the reasons why I wasn’t just going to throw it all away... I’m hoping to start a BSc with Honours in Computing and IT in the next few weeks, but as I applied late, I was put on a waiting list. So if I don’t get it, I can start it in October and the degree will take me 6 years to complete, I then want to become a software engineer or a system architect. I have loved computers since my teenage years, always obsessing over them. I ride a motorcycle. A Suzuki Bandit 600. I am currently saving up to buy a new motorbike, a Honda CB1100XX Super Blackbird, which gives me some hope, but then it’s just another way of killing myself quicker. I would just like someone to talk to, if you’re reading this. Please say hello :) I am happy to talk via private message. I also use WhatsApp, but not sure if that’s allowed to be advertised in this sub. Sorry if not ok. I look forward to talking to someone :) thank you.",4.644650420168071,5.326602183529417,6.0999957983193305,78.36333823529414,69.51764705882353,8.989075630252099,30.943277310924373,9.140100540675403,2.6414453781512606,1668,67,322,31,28,568,226,425,0.08800000000000001,0.77,0.142,0.9776,2,3,0,0,4,1,58.0,0,1,2,2,11,27,3,1,25,1,30,8,3,4,4,58,63,34,1,10,16,0,4,3,4,2,2,1,0,1,14,16,1,2,5,2,2,9,8,9,0,1,5,7,51,18,60,53,10,49,0,3,2,2,30,21,0,15,22,225,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933848332996773,0.0,0.0689814252425018,0.07177453760153668,0.09346177216071512,0.0,0.05865919198667997,0.09045025840541132,0.13197605437255874,0.19489661360277655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104332752924898,0.0,0.07202280197893379,0.05258278799928248,0.09526647368242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417267019627412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794697033899003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044109618068592,0.09321551614943634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892941426799279,0.07429489474040313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827307709711127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394673346821813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308456809563906,0.0616235666379457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430492797507496,0.0,0.19993085696214616,0.0,0.1352005647170749,0.24824296102570986,0.1960922913814215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182448799588246,0.07727127122905023,0.0,0.0,0.09168946160110132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570244501904507,0.0,0.09953149814448893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003216024005431,0.0,0.0,0.09543298869749238,0.0,0.04740578269400491,0.0,0.09730409834680326,0.09133600375026134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642561665330185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487195187747376,0.0,0.0,0.293337838874953,0.0778522666290629,0.0,0.05757866425098651,0.0,0.08665892797152934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692895266554634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330964167640474,0.09173760343440156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845144443611555,0.06560398402033223,0.09178583615284787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940373751643954,0.07531817806159012,0.0,0.09468666298911237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671428847720525,0.0,0.0,0.08628251065256197,0.0,0.11051966323750798,0.08868879083633853,0.08517052171699856,0.09261006451395497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859675234192446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135447489638459,0.0,0.08632146303603801,0.08793035859368899,0.14617422573573202,0.0,0.0,0.09656007609442208,0.12210936573850036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987461096877044,0.0,0.0,0.08129824471885695,0.0,0.06485615902207245,0.2079955546663142,0.0,0.07941585233048179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059682872363757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382520451050164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745002254019704,0.0,0.07117284714065449,0.10175578401101412,0.06846851228390476,0.06919190125353547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783548209104132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127603783533521,0.0,0.0,0.11109615175759066 lonely,musais,2020/03/10,Need someone with whome i can share anything I am 19M and i usually feel lonely even if i am surrounded by people i think i do not have someone with whome i can share all the things that i want to get off my chest😔,1.1531249999999993,2.435564729166668,3.1025000000000027,94.1925,78.79166666666666,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.4955666666666665,169,5,41,2,4,57,35,48,0.059000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.135,0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,5,11,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172998433100544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341492759306253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924996193145998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521586575505475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628632858903092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577130009282736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007471749997622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355194486807717,0.2271544948191217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904406198489561,0.0,0.20909807962663174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MisterSaxoBeats,2020/03/10,"I’m about to turn 19 in 12 days. My loneliness is going to be the worst that day. Birthdays are supposed to be a time to celebrate. They’re a day to commemorate oneself. However, birthdays have always been the worst for me. When I was in high school and middle school. People would throw birthday parties and hangout with friends. I remember the girls holding sweet 16s and guys going out with their friends. Of course I was never invented anywhere. And when it was my birthday nobody knew or cared. I remember how I would feel so embarrassed when it was my birthday and the teacher would bring it up. It basically let everyone know I was a loser. I remember when anytime people called my name for awards, people were silent. It was the worst and I always just wanted to stay home. Now in 12 days, I’m going to be a teenager for only 1 more year. I look back and I see my life as a waste. I’m such a loser that nobody even knows I exist.",2.2020426742532004,4.584557443243245,3.51547652916074,87.20075391180656,79.97297297297297,6.273115220483643,24.331436699857754,7.475848149327749,1.2688378378378378,737,27,143,11,19,240,104,185,0.142,0.75,0.10800000000000001,-0.8196,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,12,11,0,1,11,0,18,1,0,1,1,27,34,15,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,7,10,0,1,7,1,0,5,1,6,0,0,9,4,19,5,20,18,4,26,0,2,2,0,7,7,0,1,13,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237828978070614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340064219605197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731091321700578,0.0,0.13710313248600786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34689317661498403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888174659958408,0.0,0.0,0.12849372717807062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799306696690448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778541632885086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292705533328037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314838902401008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420770162030601,0.13488634711702854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780455268093756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750669705483967,0.09498152713020944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292258468486507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037130709165138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227199047426383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796777910415037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569915747453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721856195241573,0.1071567475881206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332922480211538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841168537703777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462668855441759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931505020983465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865750815920171,0.0,0.0,0.08659553793835385 lonely,sloppy_Lark-,2020/03/10,"How? It's so fun that we are all here looking for friends, and we're pretty much ready to be friend. Looks like we're all just living in community that doesn't understand us. Is our goal to find understanding community? How to do this? Come out? Leave the home? But I live in a town where everyone knows everyone, and they don't understand me. Should I change myself then? Or find someone online? Can they be called friends?",1.5393458980044343,4.251513134146344,2.4270288248337017,90.93936807095345,88.39024390243902,6.396452328159647,20.869179600886927,7.686295010490155,1.0115219512195126,335,11,69,7,11,105,62,82,0.013000000000000001,0.733,0.253,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,2,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,19,16,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,7,13,3,7,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,2,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703367606382902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304616423059144,0.140909860029102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126157870318166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299018683066908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791449759023525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408428057114222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989940127427996,0.0,0.0,0.1732078152771915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991702416156081,0.0,0.2888886313819951,0.0,0.2747323426613993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202502705795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664198740352985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386009746974983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108782791463223,0.196766842447452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heujtlwjds42d2,2020/03/10,"I just want to *live* I dont wanna live in my own world or live for myself i rather learn about the world or get to know people. Im not a creative person either so i basically do nothing. The only things that i like besides people is manga/anime, movies, learn japanese or listening to music but its getting pretty boring. I have absolutely no idea who i am or where i belong. Alot of times i dream and wish i were a kid that had genuine bonds with people learning, discover, growing and relating to eachother on a human/soul level going through happy times and hard times. Everything is so damn serious these days like there is no humanity anymore only status and what you do/work seems to be important and people talk about the same things. I wish i had phases like everyone else but i was never allowed to be human the only thing that i did was surviving taking care of everyone else and take on responsibility like im a machine. I cant relate to anyone and my friends live their own lives.",3.1387857961053847,5.397707597938143,4.8535395189003445,79.46153493699889,76.11340206185571,7.197709049255441,24.695303550973648,8.167268648758528,1.7518898052691867,790,27,141,14,18,267,118,194,0.091,0.687,0.222,0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,9,0,16,0,0,1,1,32,28,15,0,5,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,10,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,2,20,7,18,20,5,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,6,9,100,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214743711909143,0.07906990151996465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529512812792128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292884655390337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253182806208608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889318084957016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161103173939769,0.10163124425819843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736724597154348,0.0,0.11816186028117415,0.0,0.06426738116325854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037840607765063,0.10129969324265653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765635903369588,0.2442969737156869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062147175379008684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209855570087288,0.0,0.4992695219605188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721618232231118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850569243768804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258012972391375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313588621625938,0.09873926249535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504553925414415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102946045582347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004790808625714,0.0908914164708456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253809311237989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781791593699266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669897843033351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007854967273564,0.0,0.0,0.08232539454197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,longing_lesbian,2020/03/10,I just want to meet someone who means something. I feel like I’m missing so many pieces of my life. I tend to rely on other people for job because I’m such a social person. I feel so lonely. I don’t have anyone to talk to and I’m going insane. I know it isn’t a healthy coping mechanism but I’m dying for someone to talk to all of the time. I need human interaction and I have no one. I crave conversation with someone. Anyone.,-0.6427472527472524,1.5534332967033002,2.4410989010989006,90.02890109890112,95.15384615384615,4.118681318681318,17.98901098901099,5.8734145424116955,-0.1208637362637366,334,10,69,3,13,118,59,91,0.10400000000000001,0.836,0.059000000000000004,-0.5604,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,17,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,10,1,12,17,2,3,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086220220409986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678847455701153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158602736453644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033149086808345,0.14858774720910758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182052314199216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639749495990212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430559507487648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690914160371926,0.10161316842956536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086871747950792,0.0,0.2265615501572153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422158593521115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093907450875628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419373762789864,0.18160841724430224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120191122900703,0.5286865095714954,0.1601204859301662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343481786111116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212803556490482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267760157834602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i_need_a_username7,2020/03/10,I just want someone to talk to I'm in the US Army currently deployed to the middle east. My fiancée cheated on me last month and I've felt so lost since. I just want someone to talk to,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.6900000000000013,97.195,90.25,4.2,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.19409999999999966,145,6,33,1,5,48,28,40,0.154,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.6899,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,7,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727362628080381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315418179237492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100783562505325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267290906752378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497229832976724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813558480750514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45662348524310903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341681833501034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335084666688884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tech_savvy1,2020/03/10,Bangalore Any girl from Bangalore here??Dm me,8.311428571428571,12.731611571428573,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,76.14285714285714,14.228571428571426,49.85714285714285,11.20814326018867,9.046828571428572,39,3,5,2,1,11,6,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,herwin_sr,2020/03/10,Feeling lonely 21M I hope talking with strangers will help out,0.9800000000000004,2.281730333333332,0.7199999999999989,97.025,120.66666666666666,1.6,29.0,3.1291,0.5838000000000001,52,3,9,0,3,15,12,12,0.16,0.385,0.455,0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307197992718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384124552163231,0.0,0.0,0.6496437173442006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257204333065176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RevolutionaryTrain6,2020/03/10,"I cant even lie ive been lonely asf, i cant even lie ive been lonely asf, i cant even lie ive been LONELY LONELY LONELY LONELY 911/Mr. lonely - Tyler, the creator i think im going insane. everything is getting distorted. my feelings, memories, sense of self. i had a month break off college, well it is ending this week thanks god. i was lonely the whole month havent felt at peace not even one i even considered that i might be even on the spectrum (IM NOT BTW, LONELINESS MADE ME JUST OVERTHINK EVERYTHING, its BS) i even started to miss the way i used to feel honestly, i always used to be unsatisfied, well maybe just an angry 18 year old , wanting to be the best, but, yea i even miss those times. gooshshs. loneliness fucked me up. even to a point of psychosis. wow. thanks god at least this break is ending. i will get back to my ownself. well even that ""self"" aint healthy, but its not as fucked up. i miss my self.",-0.18263941940412565,2.1250260588235332,1.5280118411000778,96.00277406417112,95.89839572192514,4.596562261268144,17.908517952635602,6.367922702773337,-0.06347654698242966,711,21,154,9,28,230,99,187,0.237,0.63,0.133,-0.9551,0,17,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,16,21,2,0,8,1,21,2,0,3,0,16,40,3,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,13,3,1,7,3,22,8,15,28,3,21,0,11,0,2,3,7,2,1,10,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327678238203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695738023508153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503056672774806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728704386404198,0.0,0.0,0.6610364652473428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798956651836807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101209590130016,0.0,0.0960950392032042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504959471398705,0.10457810789278127,0.0,0.05687927648807128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621287287053192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470062347291712,0.0,0.0,0.10054647410213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617187588329073,0.0,0.0,0.15977003301741868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501990562270247,0.0,0.06781859390366518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461045396685977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322409397658474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083901490154365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842853154672976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412892105836247,0.0,0.0,0.05835899814812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287855179660708,0.0,0.0,0.05903134011285556,0.07944094922829989,0.0802802650611087,0.0,0.2699589657944861,0.0,0.0,0.11173870473940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444994536056929 lonely,teddyboii93,2020/03/10,Broken Anson Seabra's Broken really hitting me real hard,6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,71.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,2.721,48,1,4,1,1,17,9,10,0.5589999999999999,0.441,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656056565625041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7186654288850973,0.40448762971183416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Madkatruss,2020/03/10,"I’m like an alien It’s like I was dropped off on earth as an adult and I have to observe others to figure out how people work. When is smiling appropriate? How can you tell if someone is joking or serious? What is a normal algorithm for a typical conversation? When is the optimal time to start a conversation or even just a casual statement? I didn’t spend my formative years socializing due to social anxiety so now I’m in college trying to figure out how it all works. And because I’m so inexperienced people naturally leave after figuring out how terribly awkward I am. I want friends but I stutter and fumble over words, only to say something that is irrelevant to the conversation. I want a girlfriend but I can’t even make friends. So I seek out meaningless sex to replace the feeling of being unlovable with the feeling of sexual attractiveness. I should have learned how to be a normal functioning person a long time ago. But because I was dragging my feet and avoiding social situations when I was supposed to be learning all this, I’m doomed to live my life alone. I may never know what it’s like to love someone and have them love me back. I may never know what it’s like to have someone want my company, instead of vice-versa. And this is all because I am socially awkward. I wish people would just look past that and see my admirable traits, like my creativity, my empathy, my passion towards those I love...but all people want to do is avoid the weird kid. Shit.",4.088059481743226,6.185943734982335,5.478714664310954,76.7851862485277,72.78091872791519,8.39157832744405,31.22629564193168,9.075114841892004,2.9800295641931687,1179,55,209,26,24,395,150,283,0.132,0.657,0.21100000000000002,0.9723,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,18,25,1,4,14,0,27,7,2,6,6,56,46,25,0,10,8,0,2,5,3,4,1,1,0,3,13,12,0,2,10,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,4,5,28,14,30,35,4,26,1,1,2,4,19,9,1,5,21,149,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513776897610353,0.0,0.0,0.1111570710019478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210387673733045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252684853211374,0.0,0.19627427558385632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177524254341206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085342106129751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583915937427324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796681018991095,0.0,0.0,0.11364243353453445,0.0,0.0,0.07580732514176723,0.2621696108811176,0.0,0.0947705709415358,0.0949798787262364,0.0901265683096354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29059693897153305,0.0,0.07164074687394331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555241268422816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031282280969374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162604107375274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245453728559648,0.2976245435086812,0.09371267290947133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534971477422196,0.0,0.0,0.0855246978121421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016830215733464,0.0,0.12063859826497784,0.0,0.4376201945280528,0.2728101852045519,0.08262457738340345,0.0,0.0,0.0759656921153723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380740379795748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516497276659336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728671141316278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532139451348183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341927334831805,0.0,0.0,0.15626879472020716,0.0,0.0,0.07624110724180634,0.0,0.0,0.06911424040718678 lonely,pastasandpizzas,2020/03/10,"Hate myself because I feel like I need people around me. I hate that I need people to talk to or just be with. I hate that I am constantly feeling lonely. I hate that I need a hug, cuddles or just some good old hand holding. I hate that I’m on phone 24/7 because I’m lonely and cannot be with my thoughts because I spiral downward with anxiety and depression. I hate myself and I wanna feel loved without me being so fucking needy.",2.2677272727272744,4.227049409090913,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.63636363636364,5.763636363636365,25.772727272727273,6.6274283507984215,1.0502227272727276,340,13,67,3,8,112,49,88,0.33,0.511,0.159,-0.9611,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,7,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,22,22,6,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,4,17,4,9,18,1,5,0,3,0,4,3,3,1,3,3,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104069624174368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757903706498965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415438862014145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273135679120452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376015031615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035056763763495,0.09435784555917393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210565979776727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078228155379098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7824088309277782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452752554328761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920718893432802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938065256569197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859554664552926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313502534695328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061607514513977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485661890959387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732022747996682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,killerpota,2020/03/10,Pretty much on my own. I’d never thought I’d see the day where my only friends would bully me for finding someone I love...,2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.15384615384616,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.7786,96,4,20,0,2,32,22,26,0.10800000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.214,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294621154486748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32519553367229914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274890856346364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211241611326732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155456585043285,0.0,0.2744155521813019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706025816289591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36197738011223946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835272140675221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014689080425684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824661338596101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527507174731416,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,synoddic,2020/03/10,"Not good at conversations what can I do. I've lurked here for a while. I'm just wondering if anyone has pointers on how I can keep a conversation going or even to start one. This is a downfall of mine because I'll just eventually feel like I'm boring and stop talking to people and when they don't ever initiate a conversation again I assume it's just me. I just met someone online that I want to start talking and they've agreed to talk too but I'm worried if I just start out randomly that I won't be able to keep the conversation going and I'll just end up where I always do.",3.1840072859744986,4.282848803278688,5.075355191256829,82.8187340619308,73.2622950819672,8.045173041894353,25.850637522768675,8.515128840125781,1.6282921675774134,462,15,98,8,9,159,76,122,0.07400000000000001,0.884,0.042,-0.5111,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,26,23,11,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,11,2,11,20,0,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,6,10,66,16,0,0.1961638752578672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322405857495315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716234261758098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957967762993255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737429689555797,0.0,0.0,0.12956438954225194,0.1774414557645448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991863493953427,0.1401395116796159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296890181465046,0.1645329516342754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487189310296391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583576083092413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292571863572525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599533176847156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620901493015494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165374016723301,0.0,0.0,0.16400178335246365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730072771302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570253605784607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127313549264727,0.0,0.19921393734546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rastamanman,2020/03/10,I'm lonely I dropped out of high a few months ago. I live with my mom. I don't leave the house and I don't do anything in the house. I'm going to kill myself.,-2.6323684210526324,-0.971183710526315,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,96.63157894736842,3.04,12.86315789473684,3.1291,-1.8474378947368424,121,2,34,0,5,42,27,38,0.21,0.757,0.033,-0.7936,0,2,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250468960550595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512609152594576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547702715464193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890433828306173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313297205407246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026664081620177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28967279101561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156870754123275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204037152831904,0.21836221639665904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jiraiya--an,2020/03/10,"Falling in love is worst. Why do I always end up liking a beautiful girl when knowing nothing is ever possible. Always hoped it's infatuation but always it ends up being more. I really want to never fall in love. It's worst thing to happen to socially awkward me. I'm physically very weak so I don't look good, I have always been teased about which brought my self esteem very low. I was good academically but the moment I failed once, that esteem reached all time low by my so called friends and family members. Now imagine falling in love but knowing you're ugly idiot whole no one will like because well there are several better fishes out. Sometimes I thought man, I should never fall in love with beautiful girl because well she would never fall in love with me. But again biology kicks me in butt and I always find my self attracted to super beautiful girl where nothing is ever possible. It's has been so painful. I don't even think I expect much from a relationship. I only want someone to talk to when I'm feeling down once in a while and someone who has little faith in me when no one believes me. That's it. Guess I don't even deserve that.",3.164876190476189,5.453641284444443,4.479238095238095,82.03200000000002,76.15555555555557,6.9523809523809526,26.26984126984127,7.957251820313856,1.7678507936507928,919,35,169,15,21,303,126,225,0.19399999999999998,0.534,0.272,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,17,27,2,1,4,0,18,8,1,0,6,30,37,14,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,6,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,6,8,10,2,2,5,2,22,17,23,28,6,37,1,3,1,6,19,16,1,2,17,115,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396925982585314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631687498739725,0.0,0.0,0.10748956840969452,0.0,0.08437860062621454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741990059550833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900228868727715,0.0,0.0,0.12602914809524607,0.17259986008341582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994001590176938,0.0,0.04823999542287813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719909382059676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371021767207196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004357216765874,0.0,0.0,0.10510014967823056,0.0,0.08436695746436414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475940061703306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048649702517396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322082508359568,0.09562158901891347,0.0,0.0,0.08011677089061102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43053690711025977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013417702649133,0.0,0.22074830373840265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830887106329508,0.0,0.0,0.2032079425810024,0.12929876132473656,0.07256034434758685,0.10151840588549826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511121424996693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611193431423885,0.0,0.0,0.10243003182706367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905793301939154,0.1077813002241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725411030201264,0.16167390307941384,0.0,0.0943586902794671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668349869665254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633833168160086,0.06113212896832091,0.0,0.07574147968583704,0.0556318388392397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574394108480822,0.1125455235296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156238860449924,0.0,0.086088817124826,0.1065170721126862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777348162589787,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dm18toby,2020/03/10,Get a pet Want to say that a pet will help you feel less lonely. I got a dog 2 months ago and it forced me to go outside and when i took my dog to the dog park it helped me talk to people which i rarely do. I also got a hamster and between the 2 pets i feel like that i have a reason to live to take care of them. It also gives me less time just laying im bed wanting to end it all instead i brush my dog or take them on a walk or clean my hamsters cage. Just want people to know how a pets improved my life. 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I been feeling so alone lately this past month it all started when I broke my leg working in construction With my in law. Later that day I got a call from my gf saying that she wants to take a brake and left me soon after. She told me that her parents want nothing to do with me and her dad asked for my construction equipment back so I basically got fired. Don’t know what to do and just want someone to pass the time 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lonely,anixanny,2020/03/10,"just because I’m lonely doesn’t mean I don’t have any friends. it’s more like I have a circle of friends and I’m outside of it. it fucking hurts.",-1.716363636363635,0.2066646363636373,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,99.6060606060606,2.64,21.75151515151515,3.1291,-0.5808739393939389,115,5,28,0,5,38,23,33,0.16899999999999998,0.573,0.258,0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375357896410145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364318030475196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993090742550075,0.3585641735210776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415205034375048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894855562314583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224860027070117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dilawarsmash,2020/03/10,"I think my source of loneliness is my inability to maintain a conversation I tried countless times, but if it isn't about tech i stutter when talking even in my native 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lonely,HinchHinch,2020/03/10,"I think I'm depressed due to being so isolated/trapped. Any advice welcome. I work in a very small office on the outskirts of a city in the UK with one other person, who is great but is 66 years old (I'm 25) so we don't have much in common. Even the things we do talk about get repetitive and dry, as it would with most people. I love my job and am in a privileged position to be in it, so quitting isn't going to happen, nor do I think it would solve this. I live with my girlfriend. We do argue a lot but its fine overall. She puts me under a lot of pressure though, and my friends are really evasive with me. They either don't arrange for me to see them or blank my attempts to arrange things myself. Point is - I've never been this isolated. I used to feel that even if two of the three things I've mentioned (work, friends and relationship) were going badly for a period, at least you could count on the other one to escape them. But now it seems its all going wrong. I dont know what to do and really need help as this is completely new to me. While everybody else seems to be enjoying their lives, I feel I'm wasting my twenties. I genuinely can't remember the last time I met somebody new or the last time anybody asked to spend time with me. It really is soul destroying. Please 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lonely,samurai1495,2020/03/10,All I wanted All I wanted someone to live with someone to share my dream with but I think it's too much to ask 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lonely,RimJob__Bob,2020/03/10,i asked for a hug from my soon to be ex today. it felt amazing and a little sad that we’re still planning to break up. first touch in 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lonely,Dr_Doorknob,2020/03/10,"My favorite thing to do is to sit in my car in a parking lot playing music starting at nothing. Just starting at the sky, or the rain drops falling on my windshield, blasting whatever album I am obsessing over. And just feel my car vibrate from the speakers.",6.441768707482993,6.9871065102040815,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850344,65.53061224489795,8.165986394557821,42.863945578231295,7.793537801064563,3.8177700680272095,205,13,34,2,3,66,38,49,0.077,0.83,0.09300000000000001,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258574765172336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078826586282466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603515336821574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791662873341121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31873737059198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,millap123,2020/03/10,"I’m lonely but at the same time not. I’m currently 14 years old and i feel extreamly lonely. The thing is that i have friends, but being around them makes be uncomfortable and anxious. I’ve tried to be greatful for them for 2 years now but i only feel worse. We have NOTHING in common. We have different humor (the like pee & poo and stuff like that), different interests (i like anime and memes and stuff like that while they are obsessed with tik tok and mean girls) and they always make it a competition when i’m sad and get mad at me. Like i didn’t want to sleep over because that gave me anxiety and stress and she started crying and said i didn’t care about her. I can’t really say to anyone i’m alone cause then they will get angry, and they are good people so i don’t want that.",1.6875,3.8164243395061774,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,80.2962962962963,6.272222222222222,19.384259259259263,7.413659706084162,0.3688259259259263,621,15,135,9,16,200,99,162,0.214,0.601,0.185,-0.7783,3,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,6,0,5,17,1,2,4,0,14,2,2,3,0,29,31,19,0,2,4,0,2,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,9,16,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,4,20,11,12,23,1,16,0,3,0,0,15,5,0,0,16,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253358706061085,0.0,0.0,0.12254548400539808,0.15957355474752458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266578650770498,0.16638003282973404,0.0,0.10297884889112167,0.0,0.0,0.13110692206684113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977812217333392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015776356278718,0.15129308767324834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617758417005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30774428333813864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489344070904748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378512237890365,0.0,0.15389133059077453,0.0,0.0,0.1235281757413243,0.0,0.1623723814413901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975823045283983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661583382657374,0.0,0.0,0.1604268100934381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413153562932653,0.0,0.15454145557275706,0.0,0.0,0.11201008384179252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021026795899032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434881837026317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009326356399768,0.11711983800728215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738242587548034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424275673561653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870423470642448,0.0,0.3371917175561375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784367335307624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587785778422323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999078058702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737344776946567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500868922413892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968191427233416 lonely,pappymekk,2020/03/10,"Looking for new friends As I am and feel lonely and have lack of communication with people in real life it gets me really upset, I want make some new friends whether they are english speakers (I speak it but not fluently), french(speak it perfectly), german(I have an A1). I'm from Morocco, 19yo, i have a passion for digital stuff and programming also, video games , anime and cartoons.. if you are interested let me know in a private chat.",8.999624999999998,8.2236857125,8.877500000000003,67.03750000000004,60.625,12.0,42.5,11.20814326018867,4.9515,347,18,58,8,4,113,62,80,0.063,0.7829999999999999,0.154,0.8221,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,1,7,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,17,14,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,5,8,13,2,4,0,1,1,1,7,2,0,2,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127495560264144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451621424939006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110787882887424,0.0,0.1389932628818064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620688374846982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720406821883489,0.18790967995899455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234039332636351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758164916029914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138800544368678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443644006060755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028081542640475,0.17043000491298554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304548520439251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691541451454813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahalfbrokenrobot,2020/03/10,"Wanting to be loved is just an universal feeling I feel so disconnected from everyone and it's ok. It truly looks like all of us r friends though. It's hard to connect in a multicultural place because of language barriers, even though I can sorta speak fluent English I still can't express many things freely. It's already hard to find someone that really gets u when we all speak the same language, I shouldn't be expecting anything. I hope I'm native so I'm familiar with this culture and feel confident enough to socialize and people won't think I'm weird. I just want to be loved. I want to encourage myself to live.",3.5328099173553724,5.8063482314049635,4.6933884297520665,81.00553719008265,74.95041322314049,8.036363636363637,30.00826446280992,8.841846274778883,2.7023818181818178,500,23,92,11,11,164,82,121,0.022000000000000002,0.687,0.29100000000000004,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,8,2,0,0,2,23,23,8,0,6,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,10,7,12,18,4,4,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,2,3,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933798233226484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420619089410752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682364211393128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106800963859832,0.0,0.1157432454534984,0.0,0.0,0.1674477067911703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581725173701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016463289543847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538867707019334,0.0,0.0915547798589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139581957340569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405117356430594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561258250253341,0.0,0.15473863077180916,0.0,0.14715603839717575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163188177947069,0.0,0.0,0.17766413301964393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148817372596847,0.0,0.18308672753508531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226214319785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786333801374329,0.1484788442226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994553397210316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164205409108667,0.11228562781251056,0.3443414830535741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079010022620534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100802715433248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xalvz888,2020/03/10,"no one i wish i could talk with a friend abt my problems face to face in person instead of old friends over text, im just seen as the funny weird or annoying person and it fucking sucks if i tried to make serious conversation i would just make a joke right after bc i feel awkward abt it bc i never show that side of myself",0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,86.64705882352942,5.1647058823529415,20.264705882352946,6.6274283507984215,0.2809058823529416,256,8,55,3,8,85,52,68,0.19699999999999998,0.618,0.185,0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,1,3,0,2,3,2,2,1,14,9,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,8,3,9,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,2,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440042881201625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231117289658651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762269154675484,0.22509502825182476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630021578940641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250520241404018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877881973335067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549322234056626,0.0,0.16498958924324175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251978845283408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329792281954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079321523015502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195701471879064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530817987863594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799920880947687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296250606697858,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,koorieangel_,2020/03/10,"Scared to be lonely I’m 21 and never been in a relationship, the idea makes me cringe. I can’t help to think it’s going to be all ILY and social media posts! IT HAUNTS ME! Guys are scared of me! My humour is too sarcastic for them, but I CANNOT HELP IT! My only option is to find an equally sarcastic no BS king! but where? Dear lord, I do not want to be that funny weird Aunty that has no man or kids!!!",-1.1305172413793088,0.934216091954024,1.6145114942528769,96.4003879310345,94.97701149425288,4.279310344827587,11.847701149425287,5.985473137389443,-1.1054436781609196,308,4,72,3,12,106,65,87,0.245,0.618,0.13699999999999998,-0.7993,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,1,2,14,16,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,8,12,2,5,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383366415165257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820009925062802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258200682751127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495737273933588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943746070920233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406423672446822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011198627122031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832532680519224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974304673608774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996655362405604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52214723428597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658194828348597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670891940349869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380734432262866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bree_Bailey,2020/03/10,"Being lonely Being lonely has always been a thing for me, from pre school to my present time in high school. Have u ever heard someone say “u can be lonely but yet have heaps of friends” well I’m one of those people. Being in a group actually makes me feel even more lonely than being by myself. I end up having conversations with myself, try and make myself laugh, it usually only works for a couple minutes then slowly stops working. I would like to tell people how much I feel lonely but they wouldn’t understand, they’d just say “I’m always here for you” “what?? You have heaps of friends” or “why are u all of a sudden upset, attention seeking?”. Nnooo, none of that shit helps me, none of it, I hate it when people say they’ll always be there for me, well they never are. I see photos of my friends having sleepovers or just hanging out and I just get frustrated, no one ever asks me to do anything with them. I’m just a forgotten memory, people use me only when I’m needed, I’m nothing. I’m gonna end my long rant here but being lonely is sometimes a benefit, at least u don’t have people noticing ur cuts or noticing how sad I actually am.",3.3074106280193227,4.789524069565218,4.733333333333333,83.88555555555558,73.52173913043478,6.850241545893723,23.21256038647343,7.3871296695380915,0.9823140096618356,896,24,174,10,18,299,127,230,0.155,0.684,0.161,0.7665,0,12,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,5,2,17,20,4,1,6,0,26,1,1,5,4,32,45,13,0,3,10,0,2,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,12,2,2,2,7,26,8,24,31,6,22,0,7,1,0,20,6,1,3,16,123,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.2165553787630754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769744760034413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130787276942012,0.0,0.1037294941777765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122771428091721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965493249213866,0.0,0.0,0.07328582402920701,0.2007332932851285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122060370687899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25717450874400266,0.0,0.0579702725587921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095467251742636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437190683734404,0.11723179772478362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420781689146068,0.0,0.0,0.09819314788355944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812885732477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156590810424713,0.08227295359736234,0.08557661243197626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646590278496824,0.2526497737798829,0.0,0.0,0.15037420172796542,0.1687750717266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846168684153631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647115560802385,0.0,0.22458811667360773,0.0884180882581463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389541164814747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401321353246476,0.0,0.10973896873795212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276473171144987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969810068957393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737146711339343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469971769566399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753322852137806,0.0,0.0,0.11550979072912262,0.0,0.09583092455156522,0.12220307940897886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952671602283134,0.0,0.10012112274097908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155553234359166,0.0,0.0,0.07882042405822783,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mindfulnesscore,2020/03/10,"3 Most Critical Steps to Overcome Fear of Being Alone You are strong, so is your mind. You are not helpless before your fear of being alone. Once you choose to be committed to winning this war, there is hardly anything that can stop you from overcoming your Autophobia. You are even better equipped to guard yourself against its effect on your personal and professional life if you dig deeper, find its root cause, and eliminate it at the source. It is important to make an effort into learning to be alone. It doesn’t only enable you to face your fear but helps a great deal in widening your social circle and having deep, meaningful relationships with people around you. It is because you are no longer dependent on their company. You are not a burden for them and your comfort or happiness, in general, is not disturbed by their absence. Read more [https://mindfulnesscore.com/3-most-critical-steps-to-overcome-fear-of-being-alone/](https://mindfulnesscore.com/3-most-critical-steps-to-overcome-fear-of-being-alone/)",12.118645161290324,14.496748896774195,8.802096774193547,59.56314516129035,53.58064516129032,10.070967741935485,33.564516129032256,10.125756701596842,3.5482129032258065,849,28,113,15,10,241,106,155,0.107,0.693,0.2,0.9648,0,5,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,17,3,6,4,13,1,4,4,0,17,2,1,5,1,28,18,8,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,1,20,6,21,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,25,8,0,4,1,86,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025068995040184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981678923827816,0.10797971479741104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394129825106717,0.0,0.1032144960302264,0.0,0.0,0.10727700990224516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460504907169065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505149677061803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011527844646943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6824621416825187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086292000382787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372995996412054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912251540842093,0.10865795309796568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130257254792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085675395126269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096644069801599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122475015929856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917694952684738,0.0,0.09225155100128624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409180879517861,0.10591153644905654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132945202713526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022718387184715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364663642764555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140941184086263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heyheeyyyheeeyyyyy,2020/03/10,"I like being alone but hates being lonely.. Ummm hello, So I'm (19m) I'm in uni rn, I'm having a problem like everytime when people approach me in class or any other place (and started a conversation with me), It gets very hard and uncomfortable replying to them...this may sound rude, but it's what i truly feel. And conversation gets awkward pretty quickly. Because of this I only got few friends who I'm comfortable talking with since I've known them for years. I dont want people to perceive me as someone cocky or something along that line, Its not because I dont want to be friends with them, I just dont know how to.... having a pretty well off family is not helping either, it just helps increasing my cockyness meter in strangers view. Anyone had the same problem? How do you cope with it?",2.73076923076923,5.0244346410256435,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,77.58974358974359,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.5231107692307693,628,24,117,9,15,207,102,156,0.17,0.628,0.20199999999999999,0.8928,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,0,8,12,2,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,29,25,12,0,4,9,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,2,4,13,6,16,19,4,12,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,6,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649448513980266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027534798723523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565294010362393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421885011792666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312657669820868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244404615243644,0.0,0.0764009219424053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334796484682453,0.0,0.15788748571626213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084882423556345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535631405813153,0.14918040094320395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025588782002616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304084957371466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764008408758436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491869259143644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950803795713405,0.0,0.15786779850847718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074469357961239,0.0,0.2891654268375447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499184444499023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802691149755235,0.11632449992572155,0.0,0.0,0.1069496683272235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144880916416854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467368656878028,0.17824590742138768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585744095871766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730372859646244 lonely,floreserolf,2020/03/10,"I have no one to talk to My life has taken a dark turn. I don’t feel like a useful member of society. I’m unemployed and before that I was only working 8 hours a week to balance school life; which was pointless because I failed my class. Yes one class. Failed. My friends don’t take me seriously. My family can’t handle the truth so I keep it all buried inside until I break down. I think I need distractions. I know I’m not happy. All this time has cluttered my mind with thoughts of suicide. I even imagined getting the corona virus. Or getting kidnapped and murdered. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I feel like hope is a long way down the road and I have no resources to arrive there.",1.1177816901408448,3.473859140845072,2.496602112676058,92.970536971831,84.35211267605635,4.958450704225354,21.551056338028168,6.322622252153567,0.30911126760563423,546,18,114,5,16,176,91,142,0.153,0.728,0.11900000000000001,-0.4017,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,12,1,1,7,1,11,2,0,1,3,23,28,7,2,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,2,20,6,11,24,2,10,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,69,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181851978290308,0.0,0.15608722647862988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115518742261246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729234807671075,0.0,0.1854975860761286,0.2620878910145352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417192034063793,0.0,0.19167142704164208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526690611503209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218948735787124,0.1806436918220762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304289934901914,0.0,0.0,0.20161899555671808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912706677953085,0.17923133981923078,0.0,0.0,0.1623316568113872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521415387058496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360125951361045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859670796110064,0.13950839550605182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856431017111736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006449706063448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379181282809058,0.14743579238976146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175358979194689,0.0,0.14562461630016724,0.10696074619402904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995214762449571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842645939683989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559988137997204,0.14713818482277335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354077039815448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055423112592816,0.0,0.0 lonely,Roo79x,2020/03/10,"Thoughts of a broken mind (the shit in my head) ( Let them feel good version ) Fake it 'til you make it! In reality, when you're told to be who you are. They mean be the best version of you that fits the social norms. It is only the heroes in our lives that already see us for our true selves. Because only those genuine heroes are kind enough to share thier true selves with us. -Roo",1.4884740259740283,3.728256467532472,2.262451298701301,95.98510551948051,81.72727272727272,4.36948051948052,18.715909090909093,5.148860815047168,-0.5532324675324674,296,7,64,1,8,92,55,77,0.099,0.647,0.254,0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,3,2,3,1,10,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,1,2,8,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,8,10,7,4,6,0,0,1,0,13,4,1,0,2,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266549284628056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520491820427554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554599368663266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122246057856056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385225156281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722728741168717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079121422355346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388392463362424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002700320993795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813646981645023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710060310903602,0.0,0.0,0.22373185303142606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738713972125367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124193967521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636706506060652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108317030229436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093710465779348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305812496705258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962606405979096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941220264507572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Duderino427,2020/03/10,"I don’t believe that everyone has a soulmate. The way I see it, it’s not possible. I believe the universe/God make the world balance. Some people life go easy on them & the others where it’s a challenge. There’s people who love violence & there’s other that prefer peace. Some are open to new ideas, & others would stick with what they know. Some who prefer to surrounded by many people & others who want to be with a few people. So there’s some who got a soulmate, & the rest who don’t have one. There’s are those in order for them to be winners, they’ll have to be the losers. I have tried to believe that there was one for everyone, but I just can’t.",2.7434041141340413,4.227094846715333,3.6512143331121454,91.06808891838092,74.98540145985402,6.4416721964167225,22.67352355673524,6.980632752743323,0.5657211678832113,522,14,112,5,11,167,73,137,0.037000000000000005,0.8370000000000001,0.126,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,8,3,0,0,10,0,15,2,0,1,0,17,22,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,1,9,2,13,15,6,10,0,1,1,1,10,6,0,4,1,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6768662488297423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222963191776254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387724805234478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100670713986386,0.0,0.09992653084301614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104289822266913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866416838266702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882493462321162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276390433832653,0.0,0.08339892039961556,0.12667030965689252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066855431735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169326170559319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34647273648232096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085192224631052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995616011316356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482656751061356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369329109427579,0.09917215135374799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875432364246615,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alphaanon654732,2020/03/10,"idk if this fits here, but loneliness has a factor in it. So, I'm feeling like i'm unwanted and unneeded in my relationship with this girl i'm with. i have been feeling great, and recently almost completely got over my depression, and our relationship had been almost perfectly fine. However, i've made some fuckups, like getting pissy on valentines day due to past relationships, being super clingy, not being as careful as i should be on sensitive subjects, etc. now she wants to be in a poly relationship with my best friend. (i'm mono, and she's gone ahead and asked him out with my permission, although it hurts to think that she doesn't just want me, that i'm not enough to satisfy her.) i have a feeling i pushed her away and that she is only holding onto me now so that she doesn't hurt my feelings, and that she wants to be with my friend more. Honestly, i wouldn't blame her, my friend is literally better than me in every way, he's funny, leagues above me in attractiveness, he actually has a job, he's social, fit, and in general fun to hang around... he's a better boyfriend than i'll ever be, etc. But i put my everything into loving her, and now it feels like all of it was for nothing. every single one of my relationships have ended in dramatic failure, and i can't shake the feeling this one's going to end just like the rest. I've told her i don't want to be in a poly relationship, and asked if that was an issue. She said it would be, that it would make her unhappy to be in a mono relationship. (mind you, my first girlfriend cheated on me with my other best friend because she was unhappy with me, as i'm a bit of a recluse and really nervous when it comes to things.) So, i let her do what she wanted. I didn't want to lose her in some dramatic shitfest, and she end up on the list of people that already hate me. As we talked about it, she said poly relationships are supposed to be ""equal and fair"", but it's been about 3 days since she started with my friend and it already feels like i'm being excluded. She will still talk to me, and have fun and stuff, but she won't say anything unless i say something first. My friend (who doesnt know about the whole poly thing or us being together.) shows me things and says she does or says things she hasnt done with me since our relationship began. For around the 2nd time in our relationship i feel a crushing loneliness that i can't get over. my depression has kicked into high gear, and i've been having mini panic attacks and mental breakdowns from the anxiety this has been putting me through. my chest hurts, and for the first time in my life i've actually seriously considered killing myself. one of the only dreams i had left in life that kept me going was eventually having a loving family to care for and love right back, and a wife to love until my dying breath. She is the 3rd girl that's ever shown interest in me and she has a similar personality as me, similar kinks, similar likes and dislikes, etc. I thought she'd be the one... but everything seems to be crumbling, my dream has been crushed, and nobody else wants to date me. I feel like i'm destined to be alone, to be depressed for all my life, and to never have the relationship i crave for. I just want it to stop hurting so much... i just want to be needed and wanted, but i don't seem to be either one with anyone.",6.952540226853074,5.84577300149477,7.376200211026116,77.22481733051967,64.8744394618834,10.80033412468126,32.830431724259206,9.987195323819016,2.9036652246548837,2634,88,539,49,34,867,273,669,0.13699999999999998,0.652,0.21,0.997,2,1,1,0,0,1,89.0,5,1,0,11,23,48,4,3,25,0,66,11,2,2,6,111,123,51,2,19,18,1,9,7,7,6,5,6,0,3,34,45,0,3,14,3,0,9,14,16,0,8,23,15,89,32,87,74,18,71,0,8,0,4,77,33,0,10,35,384,123,1,0.0,0.0,0.092419978004571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483497750346727,0.04904373672841218,0.1045110858624624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036225144102772194,0.0,0.0,0.03311052766106035,0.0,0.03896773029233501,0.08430895113695308,0.0885378846287977,0.053871213726143743,0.04448998316054581,0.03641176396563753,0.0,0.028866131536594713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938873161185262,0.08376028963343468,0.051697538081759656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655968847011008,0.0,0.0,0.040790674117718896,0.04964903303912141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107792079398365,0.0,0.12235598105428715,0.0,0.04914524821237258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041439191039644316,0.048458865563764886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955760504944841,0.0,0.12582290305927835,0.04892861617396155,0.1584343369029867,0.0,0.08566753989746625,0.07979439343181467,0.0,0.08511618351742609,0.0,0.04464047593619054,0.0,0.2154892569142976,0.1353168249921874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208360757483235,0.0,0.0,0.21951024793026053,0.0,0.049480288556250564,0.0,0.05382394212727565,0.0,0.037872758995004974,0.05220717928971627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675157915220765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050031360241642765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027707437398778,0.0,0.0,0.049424541354647133,0.04699084249694289,0.0,0.05238940933884603,0.0,0.026024134719882932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514494978881981,0.048421956484196935,0.10034110640445423,0.16194100979528228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052976229046163816,0.0,0.0,0.17095280447793965,0.04480683644325356,0.0316086947689628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772098775014205,0.0,0.047813333054734806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348101232856689,0.035111871177109774,0.03652178340636762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045436767490262375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043910448604326,0.0720286353808934,0.0,0.05555889350674709,0.0,0.0,0.04520408200732488,0.032828815171591384,0.04134707416145735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520628907388408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030335735872711694,0.0,0.046755669991420466,0.5592369378169348,0.0,0.040439458589030655,0.090087662239617,0.15062897586276502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621732983922918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834227649213991,0.0,0.0,0.0482707249615597,0.0,0.03645488302239405,0.0,0.0,0.033516908739279865,0.0,0.037816405728698536,0.03958947828191259,0.0,0.0,0.054208198146723965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612157600704789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583771086592874,0.0303420819395779,0.0,0.03759322996984878,0.05522417887276032,0.0,0.0,0.04524810644988017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056960188206764926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793020261602841,0.037586844610238514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286826721971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727684991599442,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bens_Glasses,2020/03/10,"Is this what normal 19 yo men feel like? I’m so over living. There is no hope no point no anything. Nothing helps me feel better anymore. I’m permanently lonely because either people have abandoned me or I’ve screwed up any chance of basic human interaction. I don’t know what to believe anymore. My friends say they care but almost never talk to me. If I want someone to talk to me, I have to initiate it which is scary because severe anxiety and autism. I’ve been alone so long that combined with my autism I have no idea how to function socially. Each day blurs into the next, just sitting in front of my computer playing games that barely make me feel anything or going into uni, a place I hate. I look to my left, to my right, in front and behind. No one is there. No one is ever there. My gp, psychologist and psychiatrist don’t know what to do with me. Ive been depressed for so long I don’t even know what normal is. No medication has worked so far, or any other technique I’ve tried, and believe me I’ve tried so much. No meds have any noticeable effect on me. I’ve been running of almost no sleep for probably 5 years at this point. My insomnia is so bad and nothing works. I’ve tried so many sleeping meds. A minor tranquilliser had no noticeable effect on my sleep. Current drug I’m on which supposedly helps with sleep does nothing. Apparently I’m on 4 times the normal dose. Nothing. Why does nothing work. Psychiatrist said that like at least 95% of their patients would take it and be asleep in a few minutes, and I’m on 4 times the normal amount. Why nothing work for me? Why can’t I be normal? I’m so lonely. I don’t how much longer I can last. It feels like I am meant to be alone in life, like I’m meant to die alone. I so badly want connection, yet I have no motivation to do anything. Because nothing has worked so far, so why would it be any different? What have I done to deserve being cursed? Why? I can’t go on like this. Everything feels empty, I feel like a waste of everyone’s time. I’m no ones first choice, or second choice, or third, or anything. I’m the friend who walks behind the others in narrow walkways. I try suggesting things and get shut down. I want a companion, but have no idea how to do anything without screwing up everything. It feels like there is no point in anything. I wished someone loved me. This is just random crap I spurted out with no editing or filters, mainly to just get it off my mind.",1.896673469387757,4.183502871428573,3.3311836734693903,88.63453061224493,80.48979591836735,5.960816326530613,23.677551020408163,7.1686216300943375,0.961417142857143,1917,68,388,25,50,627,213,490,0.19399999999999998,0.71,0.096,-0.9948,3,7,1,0,0,2,63.0,0,0,2,10,24,24,4,0,10,0,42,14,6,7,2,72,79,32,1,13,15,0,7,7,3,2,5,2,0,2,24,16,0,1,17,2,0,6,23,10,0,6,8,10,42,14,52,64,8,53,0,4,1,3,19,32,3,13,21,240,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286300315318852,0.17510069255261515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532936275402246,0.0,0.04311150443354518,0.0,0.11177825089288276,0.0,0.0,0.27825271957462805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410832477430883,0.10306065484697133,0.0,0.0,0.12698581996489294,0.0,0.04984151460712211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057457789895476535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036344383415441536,0.0,0.04853857314068393,0.0,0.05848770622373424,0.05887909474018994,0.0,0.0,0.09863347199722723,0.05767084298325662,0.0,0.0,0.06535403533068727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722201825518808,0.05097642283523576,0.0,0.05384972206844172,0.10129667704474768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994638561283432,0.16104040563740668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047935627259127915,0.0,0.0,0.08707963544148538,0.0,0.05888643737107027,0.0,0.06405581474204124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563900328946922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554728382038829,0.0,0.0,0.05597333938895254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723611787033212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929138829238958,0.04593693577007678,0.0,0.0,0.061229991246355996,0.0,0.03980528038158458,0.1927258188940599,0.0,0.049762594065889815,0.09974499683866844,0.04732409849161762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086268647592262,0.0,0.03761747312321756,0.05713523563849113,0.0,0.0,0.1251956443672365,0.05677184385342119,0.0,0.0,0.056902595449275985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285497940904113,0.0,0.04346453454478053,0.0,0.05993429817231069,0.0,0.27608020940346883,0.3785197315658856,0.12832133112204694,0.0,0.0,0.11456304181550105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039069537081835616,0.0,0.05887909474018994,0.0,0.15982138186741618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060760339509986966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481269555009926,0.053606614221222,0.044815844916342315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366523276790806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558323350888385,0.057446937058049326,0.09549900261583134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237202878227821,0.0905922044700756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743983056708188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858335244536837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530456801203395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971911088838792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542586037450723,0.0,0.06480559459041617,0.054324314416341835,0.0,0.20513595411451035,0.0,0.0,0.08006610560884943,0.0,0.0,0.03629084277308902 lonely,Hoekemon,2020/03/10,Can't sleep... Anyone has a hard time sleeping when you're alone/ missing someone??,3.0440000000000005,6.125569733333336,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,85.0,3.0,27.5,3.1291,0.5750000000000006,66,3,11,0,2,19,15,15,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.4515,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800183193949736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565588985544721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286881256033905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7343696935062429,0.0,0.3108900080483068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395392200035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nothereortherexin,2020/03/10,"Lost myself? I know its probably pitiful for posting here. But I really don't know how could I express what I'm feeling right now. So here's the thing - After a breakup, I lost all desire for living or doing whatever. That was the last time I wanted to try to be happy, but my ex just decided to break up and now its been 1 month but I'm still feeling like not living at all, nothing brings me joy and I am not happy, every day, the entire day. I tried many things but the truth is that I am sad all the damn time. I see no point in going forward, but I know I can't kill myself, but l lost all hope for life, I see nothing anymore in this life. I started drinking a bit and it helps me in a way, now the only excitement I feel is the thought of drinking again, I originally don't drink or smoke or anything, I'm into workouts and I'm a student (social pedagogy, ironically ha). I just can't see any way to cope with it, all the time memories of us just hit me and kill and the thought of the fact that I will never again see her, touch her, smell her just dismembers me. I did so much for her and the relationship, I invested so much of myself, in every aspect. I even neglected my family in some cases, I'm not proud of it. It just hurts so much to the point I am unable to deal with this pain. Now I can't even trust people or want anything with anyone. For the people who would tell me I am in depression - I have dealt with depression before, I have visited a therapist and psychiatrist, but it is a different thing, they gave me pills that actually made it worse so then I found ways how to deal with it and I did, but this is a pure emotional pain I don't know how to deal with, all day I'm thinking about her and our moments, it's just killing me. I can't even watch movies or some songs I used to enjoy, cause they remind me of love and her. I really think of death but I know that's not realistic and also I can't kill myself, that's not who I am, but the missing, the hopelessness, the sadness, the memories... seem overwhelming especially on moments like this one. I am sorry if this was too long or in the wrong subreddit.",3.5158108108108124,4.103824725225227,5.091459459459461,84.91975675675678,72.01801801801801,8.532612612612612,26.28648648648649,8.745826893841286,1.679762702702702,1654,51,363,29,30,561,194,444,0.188,0.687,0.125,-0.9884,1,0,4,0,1,4,54.0,2,0,2,4,29,34,5,1,25,1,30,9,0,7,10,88,69,39,5,7,28,1,4,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,27,19,3,1,15,5,1,4,15,21,0,1,13,11,59,13,40,51,12,46,0,13,5,1,24,15,1,11,26,258,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.07433394730014557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060915592192239486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180031298027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554323651346083,0.053261995325632784,0.0,0.12536792466293176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481768879356868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316128513094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825074581065587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081801374465035,0.0,0.0,0.1473760233510733,0.2355933317295129,0.13121554082310574,0.0,0.0,0.0795846659636691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386188508164734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568447312574733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509348217259894,0.0,0.12835822652791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180920959600498,0.0,0.11554620846460048,0.054418070394340434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351986099478706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329092220057778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621753405167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051057216265284484,0.0,0.0,0.07565706534377503,0.0,0.0,0.0815448678121624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709695041796506,0.0,0.20931368959035992,0.0620912346697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760661170954616,0.07442864780512838,0.0,0.13452446725598985,0.06741078722406194,0.0,0.0,0.2494557763682916,0.0,0.06874918731449357,0.07207681912008937,0.0,0.07722755696413701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608006333448296,0.0,0.1679879562209268,0.0,0.0587493825826704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618026764486286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161685685386437,0.05793306709334986,0.16210707576583014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561765841453018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401638188557614,0.0,0.07295276360175193,0.0,0.08212747402246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759686337781892,0.0,0.0,0.08178139119330946,0.0,0.06505140227267202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280036083153916,0.06934511986479322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764887209245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526953736808733,0.05391570484395036,0.0,0.06083192771110525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657863773118282,0.0,0.0,0.08844282800745497,0.15181804794548207,0.09761728009767456,0.0,0.12094584897143265,0.13325142325240158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034330553425258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916268477830329,0.06578909225001336,0.0,0.0,0.08985772358610858,0.1813879587570153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762688590014738,0.05411117730333143,0.08328331557056419,0.0,0.0 lonely,hunneytears,2020/03/10,Did anyone else create multiple accounts on multiplayer browser games and basically played them with yourself? Please tell me I am not the only one who used to do this as a kid.,7.23,7.885381848484847,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,63.84848484848485,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.6228909090909087,143,6,24,3,2,47,33,33,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857176283678021,0.41868097824999095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413507997920153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768924790354021,0.3107750363610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485436604616322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571531700269928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35291774735855796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,witchyage,2020/03/10,How to get through today So today's my birthday and I'm all alone since my SO has to work (again) I'm 3000 miles from my family and know no one.. I dont have access to a vehicle and all I have here is my 2 month old daughter and my house.. any ideas on how to fight the loneliness?,-0.03142857142857025,1.5408489523809552,2.36531746031746,96.80607142857143,83.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,18.436507936507933,7.1686216300943375,-0.023368253968254482,216,5,55,3,6,74,44,63,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8225,0,1,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,10,9,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,7,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696287980017714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818524126873403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31341018530921805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520965080496248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397141013925203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085627752948064,0.0,0.3018807159432534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696513310640444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344932550670848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28060866730246103,0.0,0.18120836369824744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120971967858527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506959210579596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946824210933593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnUltralightBeam,2020/03/10,i sometimes just pretend to be having conversations with others. my imagination holds some of fondest memories.,8.586470588235294,12.884583235294116,8.548529411764708,48.913382352941206,69.58823529411765,10.458823529411768,43.79411764705883,10.125756701596842,6.8073764705882365,93,6,9,3,2,30,17,17,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DerikVen,2020/03/10,"A bit of a rant... Hey everyone, So I(23M) am having a really hard time at the moment, things are just all over the place and nothing seems to be working, it all started when my ex left me, everything was so wonderful and perfect when we were together, we started talking about marriage and it feels like that is where it all fell out of place. She just left.. Never gave me any reason why nor did she take any of my calls or messages, after 6 months I feel this extreme emptiness and its just not going away, I tried doing everything I love (play games, do dancing etc) but it is not helping, even started a new hobby and decided to learn to play guitar and I enjoy it but the second I stop playing guitar to go to bed or while I am working the emptiness returns. It also feels like my family are forgetting about me (I don't stay with my parents for almost 4 years already and have a 31M roommate that I am actually good friends with, one of the only friends I have), they don't call anymore and don't text me unless they want something... My younger brother turns 18 on Thursday and I wasn't even invited to visit (I know none of us are party people and I decided that I am going to visit them anyway to surprise my younger brother) but still, I remember for about a year to a year and a half after I moved out they regularly messaged or called me and asked how I was doing, Since I moved into the apartment I stay in now (going on 3 years) they only visited me three times and that was only because they were in the area, and its not like I live far away, it is a 45min drive max from where they stay to me with no toll roads between us... I found a girl that I liked a lot (23F) and would have gone out with her Saturday evening, but then she messaged me Saturday morning saying that she is pregnant with her 2nd child (2 different fathers) and it looks like a pattern to get child support or something... So this weekend I decided to just relax and let everything go, me and 3 friends decided to braai and have a few drinks, it was fun but I got so drunk I don't remember most of the night, I woke up on Sunday morning without knowing how I got into bed or what happend. Now I am at work and I constantly feel drained and empty (even though I recovered from the weekend) and I don't know what to do, guess I will just have to ride the highway out and let it get better with time (if there is such a thing)... Thanks for reading guys & gals.",6.206079254079256,5.261755644444445,6.7101515151515185,80.86368881118881,66.2929292929293,9.554778554778556,33.98795648795649,8.617729084823388,2.5957863247863253,1904,74,392,24,26,624,236,495,0.049,0.802,0.15,0.9947,2,0,3,0,0,0,61.0,4,0,7,5,30,21,0,0,24,0,41,3,0,3,5,91,75,48,0,3,21,5,5,5,3,2,0,1,2,4,24,37,2,1,18,13,0,15,14,0,0,4,14,7,63,21,57,56,9,78,0,0,1,1,47,27,0,12,38,290,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0740167174781136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759508267419218,0.0,0.08370016616136998,0.06065562695196928,0.0,0.08218128817317377,0.0,0.1031584967674978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522084589187683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709076515075065,0.0,0.1425234060989403,0.0,0.0,0.04623624347810433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708140196025877,0.08280638349259009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323478984816957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196475433522686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792450280144265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743021750896748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459058172321889,0.2003875835660552,0.0,0.0,0.07247602485589742,0.2045019045962012,0.0,0.0715027544216495,0.0,0.1534041332521353,0.10837166835277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316342908713482,0.17579995532785328,0.0,0.07925491041823009,0.0,0.21553086269918068,0.06361771299866155,0.12132516640552865,0.0,0.08355513523956674,0.07510145564579578,0.0,0.0,0.06794491974175572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083932293097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505224966047965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481817164653362,0.15511946010855154,0.0,0.18527753459082813,0.0,0.06697518326704577,0.0,0.0636932263866124,0.0,0.0,0.0644832665574348,0.06845579118461285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060541158706444914,0.16122886425829852,0.0,0.0,0.058498661924638665,0.07325448161243253,0.0,0.07117822018950855,0.0,0.07277821213675581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139657518030431,0.17305749050463834,0.0,0.0,0.08422024015080609,0.0,0.0,0.05258346063611288,0.0,0.158490056028853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586853649693172,0.0,0.04859017801259647,0.07798438772290983,0.0,0.0,0.17184202143596825,0.0,0.0,0.060317382622080085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904918051497409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274225844788868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678300885259968,0.0,0.0,0.16105683760965375,0.2425316633147088,0.060572319519928,0.06341233340162253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607142398417444,0.0,0.0,0.057028264831452326,0.06096375812839674,0.0,0.06983065797925055,0.0,0.0,0.10078009640724356,0.0,0.07452028565500605,0.0,0.13268275541194394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149582063948074,0.0825008556067754,0.0,0.0,0.182471636502306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473712201132092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844103247713154,0.0,0.0,0.07311477591127166,0.08225393241355711,0.16565476594674328,0.0,0.0,0.0538802507916992,0.0,0.0,0.19537452910311573 lonely,xBaybiixS,2020/03/10,depression im depressed all the time idk what to do with myself 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lonely,Big_Shrill,2020/03/10,"much ado about nothing hey y'all. this is just a late night ramble but i figured i'd throw my words out into a page and see what got stuck. my name's shrill and i feel like no matter how much i improve i just... don't change in other's eyes, and that leads to me slipping back which nobody seems to really notice either. i go from this ethereal slipnslide of being front and center of attention to being muted, static. for those who don't know me which is all of you, i lift weights. i'm loud i'm overweight as hell but at least i'm strong now. i lift because it makes me feel like i matter and that i might just might be able to change things for someone in a dire circumstance but who really knows in the end point is i'm a massive loud man, hard to miss. and yet i have this weird way of being light on my feet, or something like that. ever read American Gods? great book, but i do something there i feel like. walking between classes or anything else i'll just slip backstage and never be noticed until i shove myself out there again, it feels so bad when i bump directly into someone and they go whup, didn't see you there. like how? i mean i should be paying attention duh but like i am so scared to accidentally hurt someone it burns anyway so there's that and there's also the fact i'm as the sub name suggests lonely. like terribly so, and it's so weird. i hate it because i HAVE friends who all claim they care about me but i hate it when they say they love me because no. you don't you just like my presence love is for two partners or for a mother or a sibling not for someone you've known for a few months but worst, worst of all, this girl Hannah. Hannah and i were friends (not her real name) for a few months straight and it was amazing, i had constant quick responses for whatever stupid meme i popped up with and she had a witty response, I felt like things were perfect because God this girl is beautiful, in and out. i don't think i could ever meet anyone like her again but she just. Doesn't talk to me and I don't know what I did or why but she just doesn't reach out and normally when nobody reached out it was fine and normal but this tore the floodgates back open anew in a way I didn't know was possible because now every time I see her and I get the blank stare of a stranger it's everything I can do to bite back tears and wonder what the hell went wrong thanks if you read this far have a good night",2.0044972497249702,3.812993348514855,2.9466666666666685,93.92444444444445,77.89108910891089,5.7562156215621565,21.71727172717271,6.5355237356304725,0.2430783278327833,1911,53,422,16,45,606,232,505,0.166,0.654,0.18,0.7111,0,2,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,4,3,37,38,5,1,18,1,39,6,2,4,8,96,74,49,0,5,26,1,7,10,3,3,1,3,0,4,32,28,2,0,17,3,1,7,14,16,0,1,14,16,59,22,45,50,12,53,2,3,5,2,36,20,2,10,34,280,91,6,0.08007376921311546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403496430987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598944124167924,0.0,0.06589388933508843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847153575982608,0.06685825260937693,0.2440611324722989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164054434973847,0.0,0.16941486084915655,0.0,0.0,0.08653129779170984,0.0,0.06393238905477085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689135933591213,0.0,0.07092159236894267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486261712613233,0.06746560411539737,0.0,0.07196514058230352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161950814646859,0.1716141501760359,0.07688337568845321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372959092496055,0.0,0.04183523949090705,0.0,0.09101553668909834,0.06716207854171294,0.06404230811775599,0.08828161324269795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173036912380341,0.15811253874861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572062606772657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760257977982061,0.0,0.09032669944028378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39119998955215296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453940600702822,0.0,0.05344986273276265,0.0,0.0,0.08722380910290974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989123036458853,0.0,0.0,0.1278282372751786,0.0,0.11772686755522113,0.0,0.06175782720844356,0.0,0.0,0.15028761612124245,0.15691058511572462,0.07683294116148244,0.1823290339490017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756955940358953,0.09027114348288083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601908766245321,0.09114147974357786,0.10259461392793157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367787520403201,0.08016781196431037,0.0,0.19142528063101352,0.07289615213117097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713849792202804,0.12328939918133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436026255303325,0.0,0.07372116844125771,0.0,0.0,0.10639490845084447,0.05130803807467348,0.0,0.0,0.046691658764362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822043734748108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711766174841338,0.0,0.09750827890255166,0.0,0.07422918628532324,0.07225412203676268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683658699331577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754809644366125,0.0,0.0 lonely,jaytazcross,2020/03/10,"My school friends just dont cut it I dont feel like were really friends, we talk at school but after that they just forget about me, they dont care about me, i wish someone did, i wish i could connect with someone, i wish that someone actually wanted to spend time with me, but here i am, all alone",6.603817204301079,4.86441282258065,6.553870967741936,84.88413978494627,65.93548387096774,9.556989247311831,31.956989247311824,7.793537801064563,1.87369247311828,233,7,53,2,3,74,39,62,0.14300000000000002,0.623,0.23399999999999999,0.7438,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,13,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,13,4,7,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,36,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.14768678326512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674342005064584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430202528860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083330888179675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321108484954679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765224524658297,0.10811789310184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338510432520502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393746717585481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695278760615428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063299254033927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38469168958996997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164199711232078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824803372894742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926472109959728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221033308202743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,biancavianca,2020/03/10,"Physically in pain from loneliness I try to ignore the fact that I am extremely lonely, but sometimes at night, it catches me of guard: i get this agonizing feeling deep within my bones and my core and I start to shake. It just feels horrible and Like im void of touch. I start to think of crazy ways to get benzos to calm down. I just want to sleep to forget about the pain but the pain makes it impossible. Am i the only one who feels this?",2.3023333333333333,4.173976066666668,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,77.22222222222223,7.166666666666668,21.25,8.07648339933343,0.8680000000000003,346,9,75,6,8,114,58,90,0.314,0.602,0.084,-0.9788,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,2,5,2,1,1,17,12,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,0,4,10,2,16,12,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150267621241301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700778010074007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243293386936312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146164135931048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862758047371965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489300376893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072890406161048,0.1579495059929148,0.6629564207409636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782933607968426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540019000441725,0.0,0.2939930292880803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307254337971686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100064794053616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249466291163233,0.16484620336412625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustAsadINFP,2020/03/10,"Tired of feeling unheard I’m ok with not going out on adventures with friends. I do miss it but I honestly NEED someone to hear what I say and understand me and communicate back with empathy. Maybe have fun playing a game or laughing. Talking deep. But nobody, and I mean nobody, hears me anymore. It feels like I shout out into an abyss and everyone just ignores me because they don’t care. It’s endlessly heartbreaking. I miss having friends.",2.487907995618841,5.426750518072296,3.559956188389922,82.97877327491788,85.98795180722891,6.873603504928808,30.437020810514788,8.00094639256281,2.817443373493977,355,19,61,8,11,114,62,83,0.11599999999999999,0.5589999999999999,0.326,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,21,16,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,10,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,6,10,10,9,16,0,7,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845555699233488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937938757002005,0.0,0.13427879203540385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245870443471772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048407779465256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227573020296264,0.1573659062956014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34037087020245016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251884742898713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965362928178138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761619744448228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212978164501056,0.2399461889818678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333257685699612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517308215287225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866399558233045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770502788206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531759647814289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229316086843451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,red_owls,2020/03/10,"I just wish someone loved me I'm 28 (f) and I'm completely alone. I have severe PTSD that makes it almost impossible to connect with people. I have no friends and no boyfriend. I'd love to create a loving, supportive family but I kind of gave up hope already. I'm mostly fine when it comes to looks. I'm not an Instagram model or anything but there are always men who give me attention even when I just go for walks or buy groceries. Thing is, I freak out when they do. I get extremely anxious, my hands are shaking, I can't put two words together and hold a conversation. I'm working with a therapist and I'm on medications but nothing seems to help. When I try to make friends with other people I also get very anxious. Not that severely but still. I'm scared to text people first and to say something stupid, sooner or later people just give up on me and leave me alone. I was in a long term relationship once that ended badly and made my problems even worse. I'm scared that if I let another man enter my life I'll only end up hurt again which also doesn't help my anxiety. I'm sorry for possible mistakes, English isn't my first language. I just wanted to vent.",2.1579296947271054,4.3724520936170235,3.8603145235892704,85.58434782608697,79.12765957446808,6.810360777058281,24.259944495837196,7.893859768569023,1.439603145235893,922,33,182,16,23,308,140,235,0.23600000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.113,-0.9864,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,15,18,1,3,5,0,11,6,1,3,0,40,39,21,0,6,14,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,2,0,1,6,7,9,0,3,3,3,23,9,21,35,2,26,0,1,1,3,17,7,0,8,13,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309758875430126,0.21326692464350286,0.1136167396688598,0.16467098914874054,0.08566932374177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079604652123166,0.07876260653167473,0.23262652250866375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472568113849764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596564945883076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868922112720591,0.10794952927845447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238049936098769,0.0,0.0,0.13600560762927244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705966197329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515208519246012,0.0,0.0,0.15909022784792173,0.0,0.1075826361814652,0.19753343646548926,0.05851341769306893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380211864156625,0.0,0.0,0.10226054888322596,0.0,0.0,0.11021869409276452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721493836142333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901768142347484,0.0,0.10528155513304968,0.07272229716340532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091114611317,0.08645880949729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787709091587549,0.09742137170515806,0.13745056096972724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371937742041322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879100079640148,0.0,0.0,0.10964693534600684,0.0,0.07830421669854204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855125207977574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606970230341873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851692415834536,0.120352420375051,0.10350125129099716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053838678332703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187635309668916,0.20615788634113355,0.0,0.0,0.09372911819306133,0.0,0.23262652250866375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723599960183026,0.0792621169292001,0.0,0.11525307854141882,0.0,0.0,0.08222241094200967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683554549801314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954220132292305,0.06840073623766013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990173993621636,0.0,0.10057502903668328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495115241517605,0.06072731009033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839664643678127,0.0,0.0,0.07495466767728487,0.0,0.10492302237966426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blogger1967,2020/03/10,I want to be wanted And desired. I feel so alone and unimportant. If I disappeared would anyone notice? If I stop posting on Facebook would anyone say anything? When does is stop mattering?,2.8879411764705867,5.961581323529412,3.720823529411767,80.49770588235297,88.70588235294117,6.249411764705883,27.388235294117646,7.554174236665415,2.4275482352941182,151,7,23,3,5,48,26,34,0.307,0.604,0.08900000000000001,-0.8072,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,7,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901507754431754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767386850656525,0.0,0.22169159641017244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575200163330776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362157212196599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067114038642326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580088115662693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214236099165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504575747943641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317795835659685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827452137302982,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QWS_juUk,2020/03/10,"Just Wanna Talk I'm pretty depressed ngl. I have been denying it lately but now im ok with it. I want to make connectons with people, so drop a comment or somfin. Just wann hang out honestly. :I",-0.7926071428571397,1.2178595250000015,1.6835714285714296,93.17000000000002,103.75,4.285714285714287,18.214285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.1349285714285715,151,5,31,2,7,51,33,40,0.163,0.611,0.226,0.4382,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476984985222477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436055593549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553810731337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694669018233002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986853552411844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106989140447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447156389177184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810743282030106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AceCanaberra,2020/03/10,Im alone. No one to talk to. No one who care to check up on me. No woman loves me. It feels like it's only me and God right now and I'm going through life alone. I'm only 19 but life has lost its glory.,-3.319387755102042,-1.788020489795915,0.14408163265306229,106.49734693877554,100.83673469387756,2.8000000000000003,9.040816326530612,3.1291,-2.376232653061225,152,1,44,0,7,54,34,49,0.188,0.594,0.218,0.5789,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,3,4,6,7,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972621831123658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447584783108522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138219823829195,0.17149982927500804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643235992669253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593073814717303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391247687269805,0.11728181741148935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620552495939287,0.0,0.2166646814521638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253434777823698,0.3651548481557478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501102488601644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295216674063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sensory_Slave,2020/03/10,"Think I might kill myself soon. I'm starting to realize that my life isnt worth living. I'm alone, with no friends, have no girlfriend (definitely dont see that happening ever) All I do is get up, play games, go to bed. Pretty sure people from my high school forgot I even exist (I'm 19 btw) Since the world doesnt acknowledge my existance, I dont have a reason to keep going. I dont have anyone, and I dont think that'll change any time soon. Theres no point, I'm literally just a shell of a human, waiting to croak.",1.4340366972477057,3.224032266055048,3.4921926605504616,89.43938990825691,79.55045871559633,6.5618348623853215,20.074311926605503,7.554174236665415,0.532525871559633,403,10,89,6,10,137,72,109,0.14400000000000002,0.75,0.106,-0.4526,0,1,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,3,15,28,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,3,5,2,1,2,9,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,8,25,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607647125538526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024790140902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537072954615044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941726768248585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7064622640239872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099533836975447,0.1363139130524338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164279993966486,0.0,0.07873287548748159,0.0,0.17128896606715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326071178432805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921947795015398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394626931822676,0.1667237181791662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644162981974713,0.0,0.0,0.1330680644792617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986552544556965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447420953772672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245721675561238,0.0,0.0,0.1533128557037423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494144289999853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525132403690012,0.12008586515803753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246579775590724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066639940668515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202998172815004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931208914971433,0.0,0.0,0.08787253522470005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noturkill,2020/03/10,"Some advice I guess... Hey y'all, Im honestly here for some advice and this seemed like the best place to ask. I'm a 17 year old senior in high school and lonley as hell. Beginning of Junior year the high school I was in kicked me out. They found out I was depressed and instead of helping me chose to pin a suicidal and homicidal threat level on me and have me suspended. We had to get a lawyer involved to get and get it off my school record. I never had intentions of hurting myself or anyone. Was just severly depressed and the school curriculum was boring so there was really nothing keeping me there. The only reason I bring that up was because the friends I had there I didn't have anymore after I left cept one who loves me no matter how much I screw up. It hurt alot. Made the depression even worse. On top of that, right before all that happened I had broken up with a girl I loved very very much and was getting over that aswell. Come senior year the only school that'll take me because of the stuff on my record is an online school. So I'm in an online school with no way of making any friends other than online ones. I feel like I'm on an island with a phone but no way of calling for help. Just being able to talk to people or play games with them. On top of that. The only other relationship I've ever had idk if is even still a thing. Because the girl I was with I haven't seen in a year now. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm just complaining. But I turn 18 in October and I don't feel like I'm ready to be an adult. I spend many nights crying or just imaging I have a gf because its the only way I'm able to sleep. I guess what I'm trying to ask is what should I do... I feel in no way ready to be an adult and would really like some advice... I'm going to end it here, I've wasted enough of y'all's time.",1.7036363636363632,3.235703310077522,3.283894761569183,92.40623678646936,77.91472868217055,6.137937514681702,19.73760864458539,6.850034144686104,0.1208645994832036,1419,31,320,14,33,469,179,387,0.127,0.7559999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,1,2,2,3,18,22,3,0,25,0,29,4,1,5,3,54,65,21,1,4,11,0,3,5,3,3,0,0,0,4,19,19,0,1,7,2,1,3,8,10,0,2,17,4,36,12,48,42,9,49,1,5,1,3,27,26,2,13,21,206,55,11,0.14455725090490393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188950881228333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915194384734469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168097460280545,0.05053889547810321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514151580162015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762415168394715,0.0,0.0615037866877262,0.0,0.07585195817552567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380455782173999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622616358404101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939467611673579,0.0,0.0,0.18676042257386852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401740871824309,0.07468314138684683,0.0,0.09547870087078572,0.06538015475114346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096387342753797,0.10327172893036786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924978212616568,0.11168457345936364,0.0,0.1510503944346171,0.0,0.04107760850620565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924610940032385,0.0,0.06391574978377704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968936781454861,0.15273267232484428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475152689787658,0.0,0.07807331856304776,0.0,0.0,0.06424456330437392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853093803849291,0.0,0.0,0.17655842730837693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046856283356675,0.06839178302716115,0.048246543742236456,0.07327918162993477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626621238557253,0.0,0.055745731784850316,0.0,0.0,0.06782859369875871,0.0,0.06935329048693599,0.0,0.0758442588388543,0.0,0.09795573438422152,0.21988460662476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010889816105977,0.0,0.07551577987657461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260707652964202,0.0743144649531906,0.0,0.07760019421546957,0.0,0.06172555121269404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120487941067087,0.0,0.1315994920331756,0.0,0.0816542734684837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723308242113432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091000365579681,0.0,0.0,0.057721803652434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274173363342452,0.07906108494936494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434453115431991,0.05809482127300958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801870708433524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042146247750633546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907244218863361,0.07861838916248637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192748712565788,0.0,0.22948563436427186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365809427177301,0.0513446617463479,0.0,0.0,0.18618026017423295 lonely,thecorporatemonkey,2020/03/10,"(24M) I’m gonna be up all night so if anyone wants to talk and get something off their chest PM me! I’m including a picture of myself in the post so we don’t feel like strangers I guess. If we become friends then we won’t be lonely anymore! https://imgur.com/a/Pc4cDCH",0.9103896103896076,3.418414272727276,1.8488311688311685,95.8018181818182,88.0909090909091,4.5974025974025965,20.584415584415584,6.1826913282559595,0.05816883116883088,215,7,46,2,7,67,46,55,0.047,0.835,0.11699999999999999,0.5696,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,11,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32759130646639684,0.2309692758612762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36481541257656697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670210559106435,0.23598256572824775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520645843913553,0.0,0.17257995001216164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638876376696272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137896056826173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099854284721894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163577871643569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542985125299643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550083205777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483285615135412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinkmoon03,2020/03/10,"Tired of being alone I just wish someone would love me back. I always try and be there for the other person even if it means I don’t get to help myself but people just leave me every time. I feel absolutely worthless when it comes to women, I know it’s in part cause my mom abused me, but I just don’t think someone could actually care about me. I just want to matter to someone and have them tell me that I mean something. I’m tired of being me god I sound so fucking pathetic",1.2796000000000018,3.34870776,2.9419999999999997,91.781,81.4,5.2,19.0,6.2581,-0.10389999999999988,376,9,81,3,10,124,69,100,0.207,0.6509999999999999,0.141,-0.8859,0,1,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,0,21,21,7,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,18,2,9,16,1,5,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,1,3,56,23,0,0.0,0.19113950956423825,0.15742644024554836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708034466556407,0.0,0.0,0.13423234908056242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404621831630255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447794465301346,0.16572154186552507,0.0,0.13896412356322152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880203129756826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655127998461808,0.0,0.13592025859281268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815689598230914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491390582366166,0.0842837864487244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081303509019372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865803645222946,0.0,0.0,0.17081609646992907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559888478670818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514526504035823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893770363191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469538299515985,0.0,0.11183996407545284,0.14085964615756533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410061360571962,0.12419311468564795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100203628494162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336825549017647,0.0,0.0,0.09406782043371717,0.3708304941973519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952665839570412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951515563650272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855116776965912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459811203033606,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gsysb,2020/03/10,Happy Holi Hi everyone. Happy holi. I've always been lonely but i feel worse on holi. Please talk to me.,-1.5128571428571431,-1.5748872857142828,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,136.14285714285714,3.304761904761905,8.261904761904763,5.46131890053228,-1.2421809523809526,81,1,16,1,6,27,17,21,0.214,0.508,0.278,0.1901,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309374413684073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136149669793913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595085160929549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6987629337150072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602717088764122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637996086345926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33447002703304873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cannibalistic-Toast,2020/03/10,20M GF broke up with me. Ran out of gas on the way home. Had to walk 6 miles to and from a gas station to come home to a negative tax refund. Post says it all. And I have no friends either. I’m not exaggerating when I say I’m alone,-1.5788888888888906,0.07567925925926389,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,89.74074074074073,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.6600148148148149,176,4,49,2,6,63,43,54,0.193,0.723,0.083,-0.7254,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,10,4,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194226836050669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656703477733425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827899051608914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187264379436751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953742418137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905245288017938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448037522127392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,my-red-lipstick,2020/03/10,"I (f21) am feeling super lonely tonight I would love to have someone to talk to I need some company tonight, I can’t text anyone because it’s really late so like any other lonely girl at almost 6am I turn to the internet in hopes of help^^",0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,3.0,88.39666666666666,87.0,5.7333333333333325,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0099333333333336,190,7,38,3,6,65,40,50,0.08900000000000001,0.625,0.285,0.8994,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,7,8,1,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,3,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111850022595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133000407463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172932370790065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943869538242772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713148757056042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829838857327415,0.0,0.0,0.3086585197557369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350555041821544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182346919329853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804764141257751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042738026032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990832134852232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633091138329469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497801278108257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380217179945165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207576491738814,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jadelawon,2020/03/10,"Being lonely sucks (22F) I'm officially graduating from college with no friends... I'm not even sure how to fix this Sometimes I feel embarrassed And then...other times I'm too hard on myself. Has anyone else been in this position?",1.6863122923588032,4.406213976744184,3.2708305647840525,82.55348837209304,95.27906976744184,6.178073089700997,22.421926910299007,7.447530270364453,1.6299926910299003,183,7,32,4,7,60,37,43,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.8768,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353605813829873,0.4008305159965943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267973094655073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583838370950947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780241804686494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022400637165464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35043826092560315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38690669303343467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687012655858764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281118011378653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anti-SpiralKing,2020/03/10,"I don’t know if I should be happy or sad ( I’m a junior in high school) I discovered that my best friend/crush who’s been with me since freshman year( high school) and has helped me get out of my loneliness and depression is Bi and has a girlfriend. However, she said that if she didn’t have a girlfriend she would’ve asked me out. I’ve Been alone for so long that I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about that. Should I be happy, sad, or just angry? I’m so confused!",2.261176470588236,3.4957242843137237,3.380539215686277,93.53492647058826,75.76470588235293,7.060784313725492,22.553921568627448,7.645422480735847,0.6557215686274507,375,10,88,5,8,121,62,102,0.196,0.695,0.109,-0.8066,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,13,1,0,1,0,18,22,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,13,3,8,14,1,7,0,3,0,1,9,5,0,5,2,54,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614902204338715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510521070489856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901652048863102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975197521142344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552438666647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161240179289262,0.0,0.1090365120533549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443275180000061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398864100229447,0.44100349235691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293908109154866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846918753384188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852035540337806,0.0,0.0,0.42242866575944826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263780839336665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825364343697642,0.0,0.0,0.134395188165971 lonely,Cashael,2020/03/10,"Goodbye, internet... I guess I’ll have to try church.",-0.08999999999999986,1.8011440000000007,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,109.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,40,2,8,1,2,13,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8513066989410459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524668375584139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mcginlm72,2020/03/10,"Alone, isolated and depressed. I emigrated from Scotland to Australia 14 years ago. I came as my ex convinced me as I was pregnant to move. Over the years I've tried to make friendships but being stuck at home either pregnant ( I've had 3 kids whilst here) or looking after my kids I never had time and none of my acquaintances seemed to want to hang out of our home. My ex was controlling and abusive which also stopped me from having a life and making friends. I'm now 47 stuck in this country as my ex won't give permission for me to take kids out of the country. And I'm so lonely. I head cancer two years ago I'm in remission but I'm still facing side effects and I've put on so much weight I'm embarrassed at myself. I spend most of my days alone at home. I find myself dreading situations where I have to speak to people. If someone knocks on my door I won't answer even if it's just the delivery guy. I want friends but I know I'm a crap friend and just can't face the effort it takes but I don't want my life to be like this much longer. I feel I'm just wasting my days. I don't know how to get the motivation to do something",2.114750000000001,3.6360343083333366,3.5450000000000017,91.02,76.75,6.466666666666668,24.083333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7934833333333327,894,29,199,10,20,294,128,240,0.182,0.713,0.105,-0.9707,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,12,10,1,2,7,0,14,8,4,6,1,39,38,21,0,5,11,3,2,1,3,2,3,1,4,4,5,10,1,2,8,0,1,4,7,5,0,1,7,4,29,5,32,27,5,30,0,2,1,0,13,12,1,5,15,120,34,1,0.0,0.15042598123365442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508347534248288,0.0,0.0,0.2629830415331046,0.0,0.10152928695106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520758912518192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239562332404193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637564595645351,0.0,0.109349838171358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385540425383006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419442452044861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603847797761342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942652645334777,0.0,0.06633098153041021,0.12179090595744485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570964350499986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029684467517275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38205151562252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954699536459356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935018219328205,0.062025889172501375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661381612238463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949260484097073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493761788198666,0.1866593516008366,0.0,0.09791882025228772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801757614394506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276291385196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557895638918544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427075453322184,0.0,0.0,0.10757218234763408,0.0977394531441641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138984161683634,0.1061436393900897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909151501798332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403097467139569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619701441098405,0.0,0.12402076450701548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465161072271428,0.0,0.0,0.15460219483990364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527283318593845 lonely,michaela_kohlhaas,2020/03/10,"Damn you, Duolingo When you’re learning the language you spoke with your ex and Duolingo asks you to translate “The important thing is that we’re together” and “How long have they been dating?” into that language, and you feel the one constant in your life has decamped to the dark side",12.170754716981133,8.488088811320758,9.661981132075473,72.99033018867925,57.11320754716981,12.109433962264152,45.367924528301884,8.841846274778883,4.203535849056603,229,10,41,2,2,67,38,53,0.05,0.9159999999999999,0.034,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,4,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416800659613238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510554183245714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888658788244466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337077431592225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181063098585161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201465883187481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31387698423510524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MadSavvy,2020/03/10,"I don’t even know anymore I guess it’s not meant to be every time I start a relationship with a girl it seems to go very well at first but after a like a month of me putting in work to make connections they start ghosting me and it’s rough I mean I get I’m not an easy person to love/like but damn you know at least have the courtesy of telling me it’s not going to work. It just kinda feels at this rate I’m just going to eventually quit trying I’ve never been in a relationship that’s lasted longer than a month and it’s starting to eat me up inside like what did I do/say that was wrong, where did I lose them. Was it looks maybe I’m not a ten or anything but I don’t look like a horror monster. personality idk I’m a very caring individual I don’t like to bring pain upon anything, I listen and remember things that they talk about and take a genuine interest in meeting new people. I just don’t know anymore and it’s really painful to feel so unwanted I really don’t care about the sex or anything I just want someone I can be close to and form a genuine bond with. I don’t want to say I’m done with it all but it just seems to keep getting worse and worse until it becomes an unending episode of apathy. That’s my rant thank for reading I just needed to get it out",1.5463303030303055,3.1479786800000014,3.5107500000000016,90.30079166666668,78.56363636363636,6.4742424242424255,22.36742424242424,7.333567415737692,0.6474515151515154,1007,30,229,13,24,341,139,275,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,5,12,14,1,0,15,0,16,4,0,1,2,48,53,15,1,4,16,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,19,12,1,1,10,1,0,5,11,5,1,2,7,7,25,9,34,44,3,28,0,1,2,1,14,11,1,6,16,142,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525345544411236,0.0,0.0,0.25547157753499306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428817333144148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110143936592818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589841678621192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588832287445353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834914488689355,0.0,0.08718837961369696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464761482032904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802207097734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219583844787658,0.0,0.1764342867964267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113997523058121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197990599868797,0.0,0.0,0.170613651372439,0.08435196224673487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022250813057676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737982955287146,0.11577032846364095,0.0,0.0,0.09339690028213142,0.0,0.0690753011604698,0.0,0.10396197316741834,0.11272266333536765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519731829325449,0.0,0.0,0.07673088349880201,0.07981200129115845,0.09994394040271416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202251252959512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071741661947577,0.18071366886122545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402838741394012,0.0,0.11006626329962882,0.10351039722330913,0.0,0.13258694208339106,0.0,0.0,0.2222027266526029,0.11722537905560387,0.0,0.0,0.16458670545027138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841296888171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768029613001302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973611204665144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780588130757511,0.08317522798599512,0.09044817301845426,0.09527268456126854,0.0,0.0,0.06874910399608837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060341415785400136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025775236811775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170767624245627,0.12207319354859975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304309941862388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067282975532428,0.0,0.21091479928228926,0.0,0.1131417522643128,0.0,0.0 lonely,MountainBath,2020/03/10,i hate myself I hate myself. That's it. I don't know what to do besides let the feeling run its course. I feel like a walking rotten vegetable. I can't conceive of how disgusting I am. It makes me want to die and isolate myself so I don't have to be near people. Then I get lonely and I want to go back. I hate it. I HATE IT. i just want to go to sleep. sleep sleeps elepes slepe,-2.1692857142857136,-0.4325317380952374,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.4761904761905,2.8761904761904766,14.333333333333336,4.65589566412798,-1.3245380952380947,290,7,71,1,14,98,51,84,0.33299999999999996,0.58,0.086,-0.9789,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,2,0,8,4,3,2,0,11,22,5,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,0,3,16,1,8,20,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299392288715553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538001348804094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088804291060625,0.12072309864900672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828782018647617,0.0,0.19207642731743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673518096292513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286987581107838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727988704954353,0.0,0.08255765893736257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279896870119888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171530973393398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073218769786026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990156417781352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RayT3rd,2020/03/10,"27 and just giving up on love. Yes, I have found love. Many times. Maybe it sounds bad but hey, I tried my best and I failed. I would say it's their fault because a few have cheated on me and stuff but it's more my fault because maybe I didn't try hard enough. I'm kind of a romantic guy, I guess. I like to make her feel good and just be herself. I don't expect much in return, just a companion, a best friend, someone to talk to and do crazy stuff together. I have my life and she has hers. If we can combine it somehow, then perfect. But it just doesn't work. It's always me trying my best. Sex is not important. Physical stuff isn't all that important. The heart is all that matters, in my opinion of course. Good luck to yall out there but...I just give up.",-0.5935978835978837,1.5603077530864198,1.1852380952380948,100.305,91.8395061728395,4.567195767195766,17.590828924162256,6.1826913282559595,-0.43362821869488544,584,16,141,6,21,189,97,162,0.128,0.586,0.28600000000000003,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,6,7,17,1,0,5,1,14,5,1,1,3,31,23,11,0,3,10,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,23,12,13,19,9,10,0,1,0,3,17,7,0,5,4,94,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996983909513096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035021902578243,0.16113014249027155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160893658259059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365592560604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682536250273732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490942787269695,0.10210846773330813,0.0,0.0,0.2535647449429356,0.0,0.22170337357172798,0.0,0.0,0.1455919624322526,0.13086171517334114,0.0,0.0,0.11839169638277053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661327257713445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376269708365878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335032621236668,0.06456795211532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856374476193026,0.0,0.08821953654575675,0.1339920943639705,0.2655501152258651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715469005628713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510097409988016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198091009136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45388354240241796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622726128932654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706505285783982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918911312147525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621591934990566,0.0,0.0,0.0938844922770314,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melliifluus,2020/03/10,"I outgrew my last friend I’ve had this friend me (22F) him (26M) for about four years. We always had contrasting personalities and because of that didn’t always get along great but I know in the long run helped us grow and form as people. As the friendship went on we began to have a sexual relationship, I have a very generous type of love and he grew up on survival. These two don’t mix well in a love setting and I of course caught strong feelings after we began to sleep together so often. I paid for everything when we went out, groceries and necessities for his house just out of kindness. This became a problem when it was expected and not seen as generosity from a friend. I tried to set boundaries and make it clear we couldn’t sleep with each other anymore but instead he kinda admitted to having feelings, starting this weird cycle where one day he’d want me and act like a boyfriend and then the next act distant and say shit like “oh well I’m single” but he’d act upset if he saw me texting another guy friend or something. He also had been sleeping with me and pretty much being with me all the time but would text the mother if his second child things like him and her were together, this made me very uncomfortable and I feel very guilty. He also got me pregnant in December and I had to get an abortion in January, I paid for everything by myself and he wasn’t exactly there for me emotionally, he did try to be but I guess he just didn’t understand all he could really muster was “it wasn’t really a baby” but I felt it’s life and had to go through the procedure. I also don’t mean to victimize myself here I love him so much and I know he has a good heart I just wish I could’ve set my boundaries without everything falling apart I think I fucked up... I got upset and called out his narcissistic tendencies and said I think we’ve outgrown each other and how I was too in love with him. He said I was being fake deep and that people don’t evolve in 3 days and that I just switched up and am a hypocrite. I just wish he understood it is me and my head but he’s mad and me and ignoring me. I didn’t wanna lose him completely I just can’t be around him. I’m so heartbroken. I’m so alone. Everyone my age just drinks n acts dumb I mean I get fucked up but I’d always rather be home creating and this friend I lost was the only person like me. It just hurts.",2.392459086993973,4.2660017304526745,3.798565412958181,87.95943583118004,76.96296296296295,7.236979615274189,23.236481959996173,8.133680483312611,1.2120533639582731,1875,58,396,33,43,617,230,486,0.149,0.6659999999999999,0.185,0.9455,0,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,6,0,0,4,29,34,6,2,17,0,38,14,6,3,4,98,85,52,0,12,22,1,4,4,5,1,1,3,1,4,18,43,1,1,13,1,2,12,12,15,2,4,35,9,65,19,48,40,8,49,0,3,2,6,52,19,4,6,19,263,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250201250410648,0.0,0.1911082278021708,0.1988463507984844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352871094085096,0.0,0.0,0.07899966457940233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091280767845153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048558982325619816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134006749568339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352024983931124,0.0,0.0,0.1272013990387277,0.0,0.0,0.10274607363167787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803484313433147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960490639543482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611695382812267,0.2147753282669941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083294459456505,0.0,0.07648449475283266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077191643554337,0.14728569625729251,0.12485457850960363,0.0,0.04527166813364228,0.06681363295790434,0.12742009661595666,0.08782359677069712,0.08775263797618632,0.07887427660639264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175243427081234,0.0,0.0,0.0943955118203872,0.053393303563274805,0.0,0.07990380605367972,0.0,0.0,0.09191502472837022,0.08527589632970843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295189889484468,0.0875562765520067,0.06493217577933459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626503856546697,0.15566815728515682,0.0,0.0,0.07049512074830723,0.0,0.0891173022844933,0.08695648377459493,0.0,0.28757903360329184,0.0753746436773689,0.053172557904967006,0.0,0.0,0.17354256131226314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711608528067075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471754414822226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539785501164186,0.060583754147403274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045012066597153,0.1391091730374033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810411655041438,0.0,0.07622226955599826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020623397499736,0.0,0.0,0.08552324167309301,0.0,0.0,0.15154663841617172,0.06334750611952875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176813728729261,0.0,0.0,0.23914759319793835,0.0,0.0,0.06132487888523633,0.0,0.0,0.05638258029195214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292145892573543,0.10208369062259763,0.0,0.0,0.046449416376240615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816556260501624,0.0,0.07781461956236921,0.08292713718392326,0.09581917025805144,0.0,0.0,0.1971794093390926,0.04698455050907386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324482147392004,0.14768815125789292,0.0,0.0,0.18320631051626474,0.07678779338763571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658699645729427,0.0,0.0,0.05129735674832262 lonely,kurious-george,2020/03/10,"I have no one to talk to I feel so alone. I love my friends but they’re not there for me the same way I am for them. And I can’t talk to the only person I used to be able to talk to anymore, at least not in the way that I used to and i feel so fucking heartbroken and lonelier than ever. I’m struggling so fucking much and I just can’t take it anymore.I really really can’t. I only had a couple of reasons to keep trying and now that they’re gone I don’t see a point anymore. I wish I didn’t feel so alone. I can’t take it anymore",-0.6050000000000004,0.9121354308943096,2.3180691056910554,96.69954268292685,84.9349593495935,5.400813008130082,19.193089430894307,6.42735559955562,-0.16347642276422736,410,11,105,4,12,145,63,123,0.17800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.071,-0.9259,0,2,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,1,5,0,10,3,0,3,1,19,25,10,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,3,4,17,2,14,21,3,8,0,0,1,3,7,3,2,0,2,71,21,0,0.14305438670286086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963224033569179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256145352465255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582869579487942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294008827909396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169977886610501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052346430488096,0.264502950718236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715331185353296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291121692154869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516143427529948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693735470648586,0.21759861473015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490957260401668,0.0,0.0,0.13523263469830635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832886064775519,0.1470837352050015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399582488829706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955150541918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511819092492207,0.3449450916837033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712453823467708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471061184261091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270998270622493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450548475902693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blackgildansoxs,2020/03/10,"My only friend moved away I wish I could just move away too, I hate this place but due college, I’m stuck here completely alone and I don’t have the first clue where to make new friends.",0.2230769230769205,2.568470282051287,0.462256410256412,105.64107692307694,89.76923076923076,4.1456410256410265,15.492307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-1.0954553846153847,147,3,36,1,5,43,34,39,0.182,0.63,0.18899999999999997,0.0799,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,3,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356569154687654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42755193222451576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856538596962196,0.0,0.0,0.1816676250126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935405605129545,0.0,0.0,0.35158487363695834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464301603512396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188091300009374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836659067504018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197540461231909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730500892833912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377249167286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261653217420162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stonedcrocodile,2020/03/10,Music didn't help anymore I used to brown myself is loud music when I felt alone.lately it hasn't been helping anymore. 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It’s now past midnight so it’s officially my birthday - and I was born at 5 am so in a few hours I’ll be 16. Wow, 15. What a damn year 15 has been. I’ve had some of my highest moments and also some of my lowest lows. There’s been moments I’ve felt the least alone I’ve ever been before and also moments I’ve felt the most. I’m not popular kid who has the whole school trailing behind them - I’m quite introverted and reserved. I’ll probably walk the halls today, and get a few quick “happy birthday”s from some teachers and close friends, and then after lessons make my way home. Even though I don’t get as much attention as a lot of other people in my school and the other parts of my life, it’s kind of my favourite time of the year, because the idea of someone remembering something important and specific to me just comforts me in a whole different way, especially after feeling so alone and abandoned in the weeks leading up. I’m ok. It’s my one day where I don’t have to be alone.",1.7495192307692309,3.7994656826923108,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,79.67307692307693,6.083076923076924,25.30384615384615,7.1686216300943375,1.1174857692307691,794,31,166,10,20,264,116,208,0.062,0.8,0.138,0.9291,2,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,13,11,1,0,13,1,13,1,0,2,1,29,22,19,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,3,15,8,22,13,12,32,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,5,18,109,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122778317982038,0.0,0.2122229329271869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088607513882311,0.0,0.11290869485370658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557352557619594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863192180369244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763993310186886,0.1200249340705738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709162182863274,0.0,0.2548047876311657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025153092492935,0.0,0.13864921016443454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825001380953881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330980377017897,0.0,0.1306720859696888,0.0,0.0,0.14978990099150746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817533246318542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372227174320318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280757154139108,0.0,0.0,0.08857103893125473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754179371443646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991360303483527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436894205410896,0.12666680913549733,0.09198995048302648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306134754420213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411312455820041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503109423720733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26857701037659576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242708741861544,0.10215059138035873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036641758562936,0.0,0.07737211125985273,0.0,0.12577380062548438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106449444755544,0.1064352335952188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962853979496158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708949262793215 lonely,chuguruk,2020/03/10,"Is it useful? Hello, I made a website: [https://amigo.today](https://amigo.today) \- geolocation, users can search for others, it is simple, but I'd like to know if You find it useful, so I could continue work on it, or not. Thanks!",5.183461538461536,8.302377025641029,5.7612179487179525,71.1233653846154,73.61538461538461,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,1.0585333333333329,180,4,30,3,4,58,32,39,0.07,0.72,0.21,0.7378,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422320571971753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772927681808356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667350921451746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822092470774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28707475132273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793205533928461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751560856862201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240627299590905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208713776793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nye_tal,2020/03/10,"Prom So I’m a junior and it’s prom season. I know I should be happy that I have friends to go with but I honestly just wanted someone to ask me. And now it’s looking like it will just be me and one friend. I should be grateful but it sucks I can’t go with a group of friends since I don’t have a date. On top of that, the one friend I’m going with is bound to get asked to dance or something (because that’s always how it is) and I’ll be left to fend for myself. It just hurts to never be chosen or to be the seconds choice.",0.5498319327731096,1.7241275546218515,2.5367142857142864,98.07078571428578,80.17647058823529,5.096134453781513,19.463025210084034,4.935628992294339,-0.572126722689076,405,9,103,1,10,136,66,119,0.057999999999999996,0.703,0.239,0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,1,21,27,10,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,1,10,7,14,18,0,11,0,1,1,0,7,3,1,2,5,71,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081992169281334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613712578489988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781838143466307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972938005606606,0.0,0.10097798354495477,0.0,0.3295271693660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574436927705592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690442014587934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621864682654776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099933813136329,0.0,0.0,0.09442419020063156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230195787371776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490652601852995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619356956148939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987871811831364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376091244804308,0.14879220333502044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399834651175628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cantthink_likegrapes,2020/03/11,"I keep thinking of my teachers every single day its so intrusive, i want to forget about them, they are such huge role models for me and I just wanna stop this urge to impress them all the time and just keep it professional. Ive spent every lunch by myself and spend every lesson by myself and I only have literally 2 months left b4 i say goodbye to this school so I do not care to create emotional bonds now, but how do i kill the urge I just think about my teachers all the time, just wanting to impress them and be this awesome kid in their eyes. I am.probably their least favourite student ironically we dont even have much of a bond, the other kids in my class joke and laugh w my teachers, and bare in mind my teachers have lots or students and on top of that social lives so they arenr thinkint bout me apart from school i just go to the gym and I have been lately harassing the staff by asking for help and now that they know me I am annnoying them cuz i wanna lift with them whwn they just want to do their own thing so why do i keep thinking about them? how do i stop???? i just wanna focus on myself and do what i wanna do and have them out my head, i just wanna sit down and study and not think about them why do I keep searching for their validation, STOP",3.5165616744564123,4.662721586872589,4.2143466775045715,89.12713269660637,72.51351351351352,6.688152814468605,23.284088599878068,6.8360192770164,0.5772115830115832,997,25,212,8,19,318,131,259,0.079,0.799,0.122,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,16,2,22,7,2,0,7,0,19,3,2,3,2,58,35,23,1,8,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,17,1,7,6,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,49,5,34,32,7,23,0,0,1,0,24,11,0,2,10,162,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937031974802058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018563675619202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234769743245794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964847784011834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363094295488524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433620848830724,0.0,0.3227459848851061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256759305656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104393158288366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558605601824845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539770931663992,0.14126699706927273,0.0,0.07017356006871595,0.0,0.1440367525275594,0.0,0.1387325445946272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275015984591127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085551133581538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892769866575024,0.0,0.10191872554034503,0.0,0.09386480294847176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711188913626057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154200705969192,0.0,0.2584525790995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016104681714905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202567150310329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482971919536396,0.3272672743997307,0.0,0.0,0.14891089656142825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593970236902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304357218717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Randy_Dandy_O,2020/03/11,"Does it end? I’m a relatively young lad, a year and a half away from leaving my teens. That being said, the last time I ever felt warm in someone else’s arms, went outside to just hang out with people because I enjoyed them, and had enough drive to even leave the house was so long ago that I can’t put a date on it. I have people that I get on with sure. The last time that we texted each other purely because we wanted to talk was pretty much never. This may belong on the depression sub, I’m not sure, but I just wanted to ask the internet, a much wiser place than my mind, if it ever ends? Is there ever a way out of this damn pit? I can’t find a reason to keep looking for one anymore.",2.997755102040813,3.5059156122448982,4.3511632653061225,90.04919387755105,73.14965986394556,6.696326530612246,22.18299319727891,6.2581,0.2566495238095237,533,11,121,3,10,177,98,147,0.055,0.856,0.08900000000000001,0.4024,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,12,0,9,1,1,1,7,29,20,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,6,4,12,4,18,12,4,28,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,2,15,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195094647318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643632464898214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861300941870674,0.0,0.12925519165621124,0.0,0.0,0.1677275242236877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849218376778856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203918320350712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149253260824214,0.0,0.24369925234601794,0.14215059687069145,0.0,0.09086625217676472,0.37333036005673603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320925020665423,0.0,0.12574003662548905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718766756717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874178986360984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228198827509512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428215263850415,0.0,0.2913417558180033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174855718429192,0.11552741278283622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389104038410292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226526679630574,0.0,0.10610545966677254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322362350491843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075281649525905,0.0,0.1437354265403384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996209763070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829975049343854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144886453695193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086426675665733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656590455180572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932351305928164,0.0,0.0,0.11057667588295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044087493801507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228928112218574,0.10919974472269517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753236775820187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859307006189003 lonely,karabasssssd,2020/03/11,"I can’t seem to connect with anyone Why cant i connect with anybody when ever i try to talk and have a close friendship with anybody it feels so forced and if i don’t initiate the conversation they will literally forget about me. Ive had months where ive been disconnected from anybody and not a single person checks up on me. I cant talk to my parents , my family , or my “friends” because it feels so fabricated there is no emotion its just them trying to be nice to me because otherwise they would feel sad for me. I used to have close friends but somehow and out of nowhere they just moved on. I try to organize stuff so i can hang out but im not important enough so it just gets ignored. When ever i tell my friends about good news or bad news it just gets ignored or i get a small uninterested reply. I miss having friends with whom i can share stuff with i cant talk to anybody besides my therapist but i only see her once a week so the days leading up to that feel so lonely. I just want to have that connection with someone. I miss talking to people. I miss having legitimate conversations with friends/family. I want to talk to someone who’s genuinely interested in me as i am in them.",3.41986459925748,4.97123158921162,4.829041275387642,83.03272548591397,73.35684647302905,7.895260974011794,29.28172089975977,8.532816995589336,2.1582896265560163,947,40,192,17,19,316,123,241,0.12300000000000001,0.754,0.12300000000000001,0.2519,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,1,20,16,0,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,2,47,36,20,0,4,14,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,11,15,0,2,5,0,1,3,8,8,0,0,2,5,37,8,34,31,2,22,0,5,1,0,23,12,0,6,7,141,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225529872590734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822290451047792,0.14342219471158338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586684621723634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232703525356693,0.0,0.12155160983337772,0.0,0.0,0.21282080302413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179747305666705,0.0,0.23792544348102704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635476345918862,0.0,0.1843831646795995,0.0,0.0,0.0986692617569648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270693409536192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938976136347724,0.1250306892564253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252807432754299,0.0,0.08946908035903386,0.0,0.0,0.13062319484589385,0.0,0.0,0.08155545047180231,0.10271705638181916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374233958404124,0.10709331324876817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934877041486626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693349727069352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727652665371375,0.1028208894890354,0.0,0.0,0.1365869076710341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396056554016742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160155290552536,0.0,0.0,0.13877200527724615,0.0,0.0943621925694072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061500929551664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356673508538304,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsyourboiinilu,2020/03/11,"im currently almost 19 yrs old and lately i have been going through a contrast between really hard days and short-time exciting days. i kindof realize now that there really is nothing out there to be really excited abt and there are only little bits of hope to hold onto. But ultimately as it turns out these hopes or wants are temporary and only last as long as you dont get it and also sometime it just goes and you are left with this eternal empty feeling. So i want to ask two things to someone, if that someone too thinks the same: First, should i really accept this fact and live realistically i. e. not hope for anything which tho seems the right way offers very less growth but also makes me feel empty? Or do i keep providing fake and these temporary bursts of hope to sustain my life bit by bit?",6.5822222222222235,6.5842830891719775,7.0719320594479855,75.43079971691438,65.2420382165605,10.289879688605804,30.18329794762916,9.994966539143718,2.7968066525123847,643,20,120,13,9,211,111,157,0.055999999999999994,0.8240000000000001,0.12,0.757,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,38,26,20,0,8,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,3,10,7,18,23,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,10,10,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210832747430569,0.0,0.0,0.1933983409527222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950633231135914,0.0,0.11304328099076985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960378779146854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596597076141452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171659224865246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228092576533035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285394794111104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317537612536656,0.0,0.06872126027670579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831999778542224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804008429454901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061366132906274,0.0,0.0,0.10747868526806297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856541930135987,0.13640230773731235,0.0,0.13137924112358762,0.0,0.08540892171947588,0.0,0.12119296784633762,0.10677401240208136,0.10700983067116472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071461339967774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602538949848308,0.0,0.12688453008094056,0.0,0.0,0.18392924797969856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098561596494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326447485300556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008044617456113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049091668369971,0.0,0.11959234137805512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803334514275576,0.0774802449577622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152554349298035,0.11812064685782073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977113773378064,0.14264274578911226,0.095980161591744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mountainmama111,2020/03/11,"My husband doesn’t touch me anymore My husband is a porn addict and hasn’t touched or kissed me in months. It has broken every shred of self confidence I have. I get rejected no matter what I do. I am so lonely and I just want to be wanted and worshiped again. I just miss being affection. I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do. I have tried to get him to change. I have tried therapy, and everything I can think of. He just doesn’t respect me enough to change. I am a stay at home mom and rely on him for everything. My heart is telling me to leave but I just can’t financially do that right now. What do I do?",-0.0811363636363609,1.995559825757578,2.145030303030304,95.35754545454547,87.1060606060606,5.6412121212121225,19.40606060606061,7.0316486544052195,0.2235569696969701,475,14,112,7,15,160,75,132,0.1,0.797,0.10400000000000001,0.1237,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,21,4,1,1,0,18,30,10,0,2,6,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,22,3,12,27,1,8,1,4,0,2,8,4,0,1,3,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436841359852248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859184479497382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39663378097278795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370514716899487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795035637239122,0.0,0.33696932682678976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588918155125548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215115905243168,0.0,0.0,0.18804626178945005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030278237982001,0.0,0.0,0.1985021481778784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046440904352204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956092439644556,0.149635624677235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600971351728386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557060474554008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998165530113532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385579391192429,0.0,0.21438664878521074,0.0,0.0,0.12012229053490868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455770765864943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114764043037874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iwantbetterusernames,2020/03/11,Going on a field trip later this year. You have write requests for who you want to be in the hotel room with you. I know no ones going to request me and I don’t know anyone I want to request. This just made me realize how lonely I am.,0.3858823529411737,2.1661887647058826,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,82.92156862745098,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.4017168627450979,181,4,41,1,5,62,38,51,0.09699999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,9,0,7,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819587879902097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583476784910839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44322661113864825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815608566115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324974044627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756895546064008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967702701958045 lonely,slpwonemllik,2020/03/11,"I hate that I want to be wanted I hate the need of being liked, loved, approved etc. I hate that I need people to be happy. I hate that nothing is enough for me. I hate myself. Seems like everybody hates me as well so no reason to try. It feels like drowning. And there is no hope for me.",-0.16318501170960076,1.9135633606557363,1.736440281030447,98.13426229508198,87.52459016393442,4.141451990632318,15.271662763466045,5.288315135182226,-0.98420093676815,219,4,51,1,7,72,39,61,0.306,0.41700000000000004,0.276,-0.6841,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,6,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,19,3,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,11,7,7,16,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412486358651402,0.15556218411721298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052759756219959,0.09964781587946224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848393516069647,0.0,0.8262729046506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385396663778253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443536877267107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589028441717404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685210575651852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383922187914207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670104896264027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341338520301872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698152812755406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470087766741332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454324510902546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254133939507939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mettaverse12,2020/03/11,"i feel so ugly I can’t go outside hi. this is my first post here and I’m a little nervous, but hi. im metta lately I’ve been feeling so disgustingly ugly that I can’t bare to go outside. i have to go outside, of course, cause I’m in college, but the moment I see someone glancing at me I panic. why’re they looking at me— it must be cause I’m so ugly you know? so I don’t make friends, and I don’t go out. i don’t talk to people cause I don’t want them to notice me. i don’t wear nice clothes or makeup cause I don’t want people to make fun of the ugly kid trying too hard it just really hurts. i feel so alone all the time while being terrified of putting myself out there to even make a class buddy idk. anyone feel like this?",-1.428276631344115,0.5508266993865051,1.5608951477969908,97.06814696040158,94.88957055214723,3.699832682654769,15.998047964305634,5.238671369647483,-0.8342368098159509,564,14,133,3,22,197,91,163,0.255,0.632,0.113,-0.9831,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,10,8,1,2,5,0,14,1,1,7,2,24,33,11,0,3,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,1,8,20,4,14,29,1,17,0,1,3,0,8,6,0,1,6,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397890585525652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720339156310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712319141357892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181891945680357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811631639996397,0.09931323399189294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824714791771795,0.0,0.0,0.10740360689355052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160245451612305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453125093373392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881976665437807,0.0,0.15016140109755674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639969326863821,0.0,0.15681638072431414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791631586352294,0.1393307994722591,0.0,0.0,0.11673863458927372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783832712554022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582709175803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310561207698465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927527225384484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313913612581066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974972387713586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905736696724358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077794964908616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177880141972944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173599277482434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106149104100317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438290583707476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399076747517596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,afshahan,2020/03/11,"I want to leave I miss being happy and in love. I wish I could just leave this place, this life, and end my suffering. If only I could.",-0.03045977011494116,1.8192981379310358,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,84.86206896551724,5.2459770114942526,13.114942528735632,6.42735559955562,-0.9632160919540232,102,1,25,1,3,34,21,29,0.203,0.457,0.34,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329073626902437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011678559304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885941789026878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741178542207926,0.0,0.0,0.19148806256152315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468103720365986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618604377017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832449280370203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990357025772192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311755064461433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cato5tail,2020/03/11,I can’t stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME???,-0.08727272727272606,1.287123909090912,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,82.63636363636364,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.7112545454545454,37,0,9,0,1,13,11,11,0.455,0.545,0.0,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561378996741682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559479049354688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258257007815055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093830590160007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595943573342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JeremiasXD04,2020/03/11,"Just want a friend that lasts! Idk how to do this but here goes im just looking for anybody who can chat on discord and play an fps on pc or whatever game i have or is free to play.some facts about me: Im a 15 yr guy from finland,im depressed and i have anxiety.I love animals (especially birds i have 3).I love people who are talkative and dont judge u immedietely and people who try to stay in touch bcz ive gone through a bad friendship and only have 1 friend to rely on right now.",1.1881553398058244,3.133470582524275,3.205640776699031,90.42516019417478,81.03883495145631,6.4500970873786425,23.89223300970874,7.554174236665415,1.0069658252427187,382,14,86,6,10,129,74,103,0.115,0.632,0.253,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,13,15,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,7,12,14,0,9,0,1,1,2,10,5,0,2,2,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224368637935782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736196413706658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773401744304905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002523123534355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924009509277716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296758909194583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839146681619967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317443142832186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507511061450323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778420050561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694250795131565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659426983409226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711237552182893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192613611340445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461115823567578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,muhammad_2218,2020/03/11,"I'm 100% alone It's been more than 3 months and I'm completely alone, with no one to talk to, i tried to communicate with people i used to know or even random new people but i feel it is to hard and nothing gonna work and no one is interested and the talking is just from my side, and i started to give up and I'm really so sad right now :')",1.202412280701754,2.210737223684216,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,78.07894736842105,7.171929824561403,20.561403508771924,7.793537801064563,0.4454982456140355,263,6,66,4,6,92,50,76,0.188,0.715,0.09699999999999999,-0.6743,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,13,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,5,1,11,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595375456394165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232604572042637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652924551621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217357634883188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281788239505145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873322786264624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192246955803795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707784384772085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142632538470256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287020532193449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30066139824696503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076044803385348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212222128697966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945792864335456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702594262710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566278238768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062098382067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160640216130004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150879502864787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,F4llen_Sparrow169,2020/03/11,"I'm scared it's been too long... Everyone gets lonely from time to time. Everyone wants to be held and cherished. And sometimes there's nobody there that can hold and cherish you. Typically this is only temporary... But for me... it's a permanent state of being. All my life I've never had someone be there for me... and I'm scared that it's been too long. I'm scared that I dont know how to feel anything else but this pain that festers in my soul and gnaws at it daily... I dont even know what being touched feels like... I feel so alien... like I'm an interloper on this world desperate to find a member of my kind and afraid to face the possibility that I may be the only member of my species... destined to die out... I've done my best to try and integrate. To fight for a better tomorrow. To be better, to be the best version of me. But this pain is constant and sharp and insidious and it pulls me back into its depths and threatens to snuff me out. I am afraid that it is going to win this time...",1.6421205927439964,3.5054418834951484,3.3597802759325504,90.28560296372,79.19417475728156,6.472764435360245,22.00715380684721,7.475848149327749,0.7047417475728159,772,23,171,11,19,257,106,206,0.141,0.705,0.155,0.7501,0,2,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,1,0,5,9,19,1,5,7,0,19,4,1,1,2,30,32,16,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,19,14,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,5,5,16,10,26,19,4,20,1,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,11,114,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919769563032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203521449810647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785130255782311,0.23471807428051344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339748972328722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771774275051446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357943203960095,0.3110380002292185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085067782107323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876446122731133,0.0,0.0,0.2535938798023482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012856117237087,0.09479821738594277,0.0,0.0,0.12128195554725513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932830638237979,0.0,0.0754143288041893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818270976277328,0.14585276180394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372727565572778,0.12965735615473306,0.0,0.0,0.23486398599274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023435175301829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184293372963694,0.2823963013919528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959506791467492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985562433131097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124330899973022,0.0,0.13123997026295273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321287266698303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090092033714161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782676779293501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BigManBigEgo,2020/03/11,"Everything seemed so perfect [LONG POST] This is a long post. Please read it and help if you can. Long story short, all of my life I didn't know how to act when a girl crushed on me (happened only for 3 times lmao). This changed when I went to study abroad 1 month ago. There was this girl who showed some signs of interest toward me. Not super into me, but I think you get the idea. I was so happy that I might actually get a shot at this. When we had a week off, I visited her in her city. We held hand and stayed under the same umbrella. I already got super attached to her (thanks to crippling loneliness I get attached to everyone who gives me the shortest bit of attention ) and kissed her on the head while I was waiting for my train. I actually made the dumb/good thing of kissing her on the mouth as she was leaving. Idk if she was into it, but she texted me on my way back home and I really thought I had a chance. Here comes the part when you'll laugh at me and say I am the dumbest motherfucker to ever live. While back on campus I didn't even kiss her again and she wasn't showing any signs of affection either, just holding my arm on and off. Time passed by and I noticed that another guy was playing with her hair while I was near her. Being the fucking loser that I am I did not do anything. I just sat. I went to my room to have a breakdown and decided to leave the city for a day to clear my mind. Then, after a long decision, I ask her why did she pretend to see more than a friend. She said she needs me in my life, BUT also said that I am her ""best friend"". She apologized and I wasn't mad at her at all. I am just super disappointed with myself. I was struggling enough with courses due to my bipolar and anxiety disorder, but this was the final straw. Two days ago I arrived back in my shitty ass country and I think about killing myself even more than I did before. (Been thinking since 2016). I had THIS GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY, but due to my social retardation I fucked it all up. I swear to God, it's like a comedy. Disclaimer - I am , by no means, an incel. I respect her decision, but I am super mad at myself. If I had her, my life would've been a bit better. Not I have no future, I am not going back there to study anymore, bc just seeing her is ruining me. Am I the biggest fucking loser or what?",2.0469879579548937,3.6923647468619283,3.645113787121137,89.69405398510052,77.26359832635983,6.671782834983162,23.374017756913968,7.499876790926021,0.8836797020104079,1791,56,392,24,41,595,232,478,0.17,0.67,0.16,-0.6628,1,0,0,0,0,1,61.0,2,3,0,10,24,31,6,1,24,0,39,16,6,3,6,70,70,35,1,4,19,0,2,1,2,2,4,3,2,3,18,20,0,3,12,5,0,7,10,11,0,1,31,7,87,20,55,36,13,67,0,4,2,7,43,25,4,7,32,289,105,2,0.0,0.0,0.1726128207996303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679658704593466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759769329667964,0.07072685213746077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060143436926099275,0.09273890804003096,0.0676577125688489,0.0,0.08771047159832829,0.0,0.0,0.07278004162245602,0.0,0.08268111691529037,0.0,0.0,0.2720250501720816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525743288725205,0.0,0.092814182007113,0.07821955910823797,0.19311101494197475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355966652205552,0.0761847543550561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140752510924042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136193154644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138399118848743,0.0,0.11682991096837812,0.08000064505498561,0.0,0.08450990206651496,0.07948576081632078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968836368869097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665978542646,0.2452889758556681,0.1386215247949688,0.0848414054310429,0.05026349647413676,0.07418076123659076,0.07073496340011086,0.0,0.0,0.0875712578649031,0.0782087658149171,0.09414790956046186,0.0,0.0,0.09076677226897838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928065467949569,0.0,0.08871430719082972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983999403821324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784771562656558,0.0,0.048605284267070635,0.0,0.0,0.18729413053910424,0.0,0.0,0.1874071147016726,0.0432081818353815,0.0,0.07809570392469402,0.3130727361506934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368574194201975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633901597000656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382274245755316,0.08930097657025828,0.0,0.07059337765071534,0.0,0.0,0.06557845238974623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069154221804544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726395201494817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957738191641509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708250574814664,0.0,0.0,0.1694055376822742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846570437649763,0.0,0.05665806304089702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168256753941832,0.07033244591484683,0.0,0.0,0.14095328142966104,0.08051406647502893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315994671900923,0.0,0.0,0.09015524757261732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426716009653972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245854158358767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142530000507563,0.0,0.0,0.05875678263649323,0.1700097467756924,0.0,0.07021288695550065,0.10314221554022708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639475895748851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020096101743026,0.07094265379216028,0.0,0.0,0.16397281514145176,0.07980494188904061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282649644181268,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,clashstache,2020/03/11,"Feeling hopeless. I feel so alone and desperately want to be part of something greater. But I'm too depressed to even have motivation. My hours were cut at my $11.55 an hour job, probably having to do with the corona virus. I don't have any skills to get a better job. I don't have the money or financial support to go to school. I just want to die. I'll never have the courage to go through with it though. I guess my only future is living in misery, all by myself.",1.8111458333333343,3.781071989583338,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,79.10416666666666,5.933333333333334,23.166666666666664,6.937597516519254,0.713154166666667,365,12,77,4,9,121,69,96,0.21899999999999997,0.6459999999999999,0.135,-0.9039,2,1,1,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,2,14,21,5,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,15,19,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,53,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041340497791217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403337476398944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431713276896113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976018817396615,0.0,0.20455656958903493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018134680022642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993173061533665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297555163017824,0.0,0.22403063091138106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712562912314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882035857091796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391178634472878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404111382024676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520141010702942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499018837184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343788869898486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250494197333375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947366282082452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151735642550954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366443460963412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364774958341507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325069724084985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shit_wrongplanet,2020/03/11,"All my friends have boyfriends/exes/orbiters and I've been single my whole life I don't know how they get so much attention when I get hardly any. I only seem to attract very unnatractive men with awful personalities, and I have SOME standards. I'm not going to date someone that treats me like trash and is obese with yellow teeth. I know I sound shallow, but I put effort into my appearance and I think I deserve to date someone that puts a bit of effort in too. I'm not really picky about looks/height/fashion as long as the guy is healthy and hygeinic. My friends don't even wear makeup or nice clothes, yet they're always bragging to me about all these cute boys sliding into their DMs and thirsting after them. I'm sick of them boasting and sending pics of their hot boyfriends/exes when they know full well how lonely and single I am. I'm gonna sound arrogant saying all this, but I'm fairly nice looking, not gorgeous but I have a decent figure, good hygiene, clear skin and there's nothing particularly off-putting about my appearance. And I have a good sense of humour and people are always saying how nice and smart I am so where are all these attractive single guys that my friends are surrounded by? I know the ""good personality"" probably isn't coming across here because I'm really fed up, but I do make an effort to be kind to everyone. I have been actively trying to meet guys at college, chatting them up and expanding my social circle, which is difficult for me as an introvert with social anxiety. I've been at college for SIX MONTHS trying to get a boyfriend and I'm nearly 17, still a dateless kissless virgin. I can't even online date because every single dating app is 18+. I'm so fucking lonely and all I think about is boys. And please don't say I'm too young to be worrying about this because people have been making fun of me for being inexperienced since I was about 12. Most people my age have at least had their first kiss by now.",5.8024999999999975,6.359382583333336,6.168229166666666,79.3371875,66.91666666666666,8.5875,30.322916666666664,8.472884824447931,2.221007291666666,1568,55,293,21,24,505,199,384,0.073,0.733,0.195,0.9944,0,5,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,8,4,25,25,1,0,9,1,32,11,4,5,6,55,61,32,0,0,8,0,3,1,3,1,3,5,0,8,8,22,3,0,9,1,0,8,8,4,1,2,7,10,39,21,42,50,16,36,0,2,2,3,27,13,1,6,16,190,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223595151849286,0.0,0.0,0.07038165681554646,0.0,0.07917508792849175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927282906712256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299215571641125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915368840963962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671787180487852,0.0,0.08720086934976631,0.0988960263788946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803468013971043,0.0,0.0,0.23988507998444905,0.09568150963572464,0.16221907300301724,0.0,0.058819853669801976,0.26042566636580505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074355507248399,0.0,0.0,0.0927131777501975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777642520755994,0.2275174557057969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310314533533116,0.05056351251256608,0.0,0.0,0.09159178041794082,0.08691159606796194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817039239581488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261049140520338,0.0,0.07608236323712947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930837130755972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871429749833739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525581682365547,0.18073955609571926,0.0,0.113608864933262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158750515616443,0.0,0.0,0.31212986844378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260593516389327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469154237456936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942199795205004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856139676378639,0.0,0.0,0.2110047585931374,0.17538571266625447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265301140596693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263367558644099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405356335834005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853960433545755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930564278433516,0.0,0.0,0.11555094698511695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510644801386801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Echo_Of_Venus,2020/03/11,"I can't remember being happy. I couldn't tell you how it feels or the last time I felt it. All I remember feeling is broken and worthless.",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.44827586206897,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.3840252873563217,109,4,22,2,3,38,23,29,0.305,0.644,0.051,-0.8175,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012245761881364,0.0,0.3039453086924689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369818615942111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580370083518474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7171969758318267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766856319039055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458750684940106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tarkonca,2020/03/11,"I'm on the urge of crying for weeks now (rant) But i just can't anymore. It sucks cause i know that I would feel just a little bit better. For 2 weeks i'm drinking everynight, alone, smoke a pack then sleep that's it. My friends doesn't feel like ""my friends"" at all. I mean, they're don't really going anywhere just sitting at home playing videogames. I used to do that but it's just doesn't fun anymore. We used to go drinking and shit but now, nothing. I lost interest in my favorite hobby, which is music. I'm a singer in a band and we will have a concert on Saturday, but i don't care about it at all. The school is on lockdown cause of the Coronavirus, so at daytime i'm home alone, basically doing nothing. And i don't know anything about the girl who i care about the most on the World. (It's a complex story don't ask pls). So Yeah this is my deal, waiting for the night, cause i can drink by then in peace, but afraid to go to sleep, because i don't want tomorrow to come. I just don't wanna wake up anymore, starting this shit again and again and again. Oh and school is not the answer, it just got locked 2 days ago so it's not a huge factor. Thanks if you read it, have a better day than me 😊",1.5355255681818178,3.062871671875005,2.82240056818182,95.55299715909092,78.375,5.592045454545455,22.57386363636364,6.1124844417494595,0.15809999999999969,932,28,218,6,22,301,129,256,0.149,0.747,0.10400000000000001,-0.912,0,3,4,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,0,3,17,16,3,1,16,1,20,8,5,5,2,42,45,17,0,4,14,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,15,9,3,1,7,7,0,4,11,5,0,0,2,3,20,11,28,41,4,36,0,1,0,0,10,15,3,2,17,132,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369363582857676,0.0,0.0,0.2189395492939022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446780082830506,0.0,0.0,0.08697927478951276,0.0,0.09881202906402224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443165070677878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869600614103188,0.11539328405891687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552940379192376,0.3257384920735683,0.0,0.091048239820948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161027238364227,0.13633109284163195,0.10896852707300204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106272113822769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688672767456166,0.07550965386194818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332182236093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802093970096076,0.0,0.08453520610389491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204456416610756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617614615882525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163800730577346,0.10593573502316543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538029672212373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513455552107013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991890749808084,0.0,0.20283742755528691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572517738210556,0.0,0.06771193206840896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394115230286226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699202941735135,0.0,0.0,0.2115458143798693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481257936909612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731120491383127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825758079142378,0.0,0.0,0.06234257807784506,0.0,0.1695668329099081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508381386235267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lxathed,2020/03/11,"Im feeling lonely today I generally feel that saying that(even tho I feel it most of the time) is kind of begging for help But like, Ive isolated myself so much that, maybe even a cry for help cant be heard But anyways, even all alone Ill fight my way through life",3.343,4.390827618181824,4.147045454545456,89.82056818181817,72.81818181818181,6.954545454545455,26.47727272727273,7.1686216300943375,1.0434545454545452,209,7,46,2,4,67,45,55,0.24,0.612,0.14800000000000002,-0.7096,0,3,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,2,5,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869781074815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637668099083832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758022875335209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642443120454257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219023949055094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937696560481577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500539687019548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696078857736425,0.11731328953366713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123854429787464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652002132219033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095759739797807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001922877609235,0.0,0.22761108979788544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060060654150784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fikrigopi,2020/03/11,"All these people around me but I'm still lonely... Family, friends, girlfriend, none works. The ones i could talk to now lives far away. Currently focussing on my career. This path is so lonely, but it's for the better i guess... I can't talk to the people that i want to. Only left with the ones that i have to tolerate, can't truly express my feelings. I hope i can find someone who i can share my thoughts with. This sucks",0.6086951871657753,3.0595612705882367,1.8612834224598949,95.48122994652408,89.23529411764706,4.502673796791443,18.31550802139037,6.1124844417494595,-0.1812352941176472,328,9,69,3,11,104,58,85,0.11699999999999999,0.708,0.175,0.6574,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,14,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,12,4,10,12,2,8,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,2,3,49,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009893138020262,0.0,0.0,0.21212483528531215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968132576973985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026448778744691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128423733237077,0.0,0.11415958749822933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635600176814453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174434677492894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487187162455397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242474111199768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453072689567669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936514440109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30598454928259755,0.17171351089145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130505572796601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130003975934684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803057287600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36294184949193203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924164381947594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331690688223164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643682765401864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zacharykeaton,2020/03/11,Everyone suddenly self isolating I was doing it before it was cool 😤😤😤,-1.7180000000000002,-2.9278067999999973,3.673333333333339,74.07000000000002,150.33333333333334,9.2,23.0,7.554174236665415,3.9106000000000014,58,3,10,3,5,23,11,15,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154345376818622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788042540123921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319120768760818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bisteot,2020/03/11,"Feeling down I am just so tired of what is going on with my life. Recently I started making a friendship with someone that worked for the same company I was working on, but that lived on a different country. Everything was going great or so I thought, funny texts, deep conversations. And suddenly this person just went off the radar texting a couple of times each 2 or 3 days, the only explanation was that wanted to spend less time on social networks. This has gotten me down honestly, it is really hard for me to make new friends and find people that catch my attention. It is also hard because I really want to try to reach again, but I see little to gain going after someone that has lost interest for whatever reason. My uncle recently had a car accident. He is old and sick. Doesnt has insurance, doesnt has savings, cant walk. We cant lend him the other family car because he will end killing himself and someone else. He may lose his job due this. My sis was detected with a weird disease, she is doing chemo every day, and who really knows how much he can resist. My wife doesnt help much at home at doesnt take care of herself. She recriminates me I have lost interest at her, but doesnt own for her lack of responsibilities and self care. I provide at work, maintain most of the house in order, do most of the chores and nothing really changes no matter how I ask for help. Now we are dealing with the corona virus. So my mother, uncle and sis are at risk due their ages/conditions. My old company owns me 2k and other money and they dont want to pay. So yeah, I feel alone, no, i am not suicidal, just to clarify. I just feel sad and with no support and rejected. I wish the person I was talking about would return to be how it was, just talking with someone and receiving some optimistic words would help. But instead nobody ever asks me if I need help or how I am or how I am feeling. It is just keep going forward, but I dont see anything bright in the future for me.",4.787921315325897,5.536750012722648,5.9482569974554735,79.33868614210219,69.22900763358778,9.099588960657664,29.619201409277743,9.265573868473778,2.5060327657075745,1557,57,301,30,26,521,208,393,0.157,0.69,0.153,-0.6212,2,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,2,7,21,18,1,1,14,1,41,3,0,8,1,73,72,33,2,9,17,4,6,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,16,22,0,1,9,0,3,11,13,8,0,0,12,9,43,10,42,55,11,48,0,5,3,0,37,17,0,9,21,214,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130068635794143,0.0,0.07049651209465765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254301484414068,0.0,0.16482368951724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074754004322395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975722120542986,0.0,0.09325496559249273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754043392276728,0.0,0.11370373592630675,0.09088263262864132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210189320578986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663104782089228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364113610859314,0.0,0.0780780460814394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974010253896316,0.07427332595172911,0.0,0.07922689515221508,0.0,0.08310349830987107,0.0,0.17829271377811595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057091910965175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810735898047306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039920228441715,0.0,0.0,0.09718980689336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793686742824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635036839869905,0.0,0.08842538641041851,0.0,0.0,0.10171757742139516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747898220453783,0.07835509238179175,0.09752904957082474,0.0,0.04844698875525039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226559186938,0.0,0.0883532038742294,0.07784136533558515,0.0,0.0,0.09862148350062848,0.19246043607720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768660872095048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960628044253125,0.06536487942454403,0.0,0.08513942907667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458588872865973,0.0,0.18500503707345944,0.0,0.0,0.06704488979009307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111470204813925,0.15394488681555973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589416640003016,0.09063672421778664,0.17408236183068265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049423109875353,0.0,0.09196357391303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986163400213858,0.2987695031316092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239566918480621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642588098330827,0.10003581673814953,0.0,0.0,0.06628063979309498,0.1417092701271559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699842207714716,0.10280630659441156,0.10131975341097954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598506012543592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598607523001792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171939791232329,0.0,0.0,0.10137244769882764,0.0,0.0,0.19253091259529265,0.0,0.0,0.12524377184685556,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedFireOfficial,2020/03/11,"Do you want to be friends? Hey, just wanted to ask if you want to be friends 🥺 I'm a simple gaming nerd. 😅",-3.857999999999997,-2.9027367999999982,-0.4239999999999995,107.00800000000002,117.0,2.0,13.0,3.1291,-1.879,80,2,22,0,5,28,19,25,0.081,0.593,0.326,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697501707174299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111429172323665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6998493737734888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,izy8109h,2020/03/11,Do you ever feel unwanted/never chosen? My whole life I thought I had friends but I was always the odd one out of the group. When I thought people would pick to sit on the bus with me or choose me for a project I found myself yet again a reject. It just hurts knowing you thought you were cared about when really people couldn’t give less of a sh*t about you. It hurts man,1.9924675324675327,3.8834217532467576,2.492207792207793,96.78688311688316,78.22077922077922,5.43896103896104,20.090909090909093,6.1826913282559595,-0.15696883116883065,293,7,66,2,7,90,57,77,0.18100000000000002,0.748,0.071,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,14,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,1,13,2,9,5,2,8,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103403628505824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182511447024347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680274600328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000893699241904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855212337683934,0.16809252613939546,0.0,0.0,0.2087110866685054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658221681736078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956970356245575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367473919946714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742973297448678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016685657851905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937965602667346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181741577769854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290694416409905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455409157033956,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Adramanta,2020/03/11,Feeling so invisible That I feel like I’ll disappear altogether soon,7.335000000000001,10.152869166666667,9.740000000000002,46.60500000000002,65.66666666666666,14.8,45.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,8.112233333333334,58,4,8,3,1,21,11,12,0.147,0.5429999999999999,0.31,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7597458947474518,0.5367191117505736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670405570179806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ktm_17,2020/03/11,"Why i am so sad I don’t understand why this sadness is so big is killing me, why, i just don’t wanna feel like this i wanna fight but i’m so weak. I pretend everything is ok when i talk to others but nobody nows what im trully feeling or thinking. Expressing it just makes me feel even worst. Nobody knows i don’t want to live anymore. I have a “good life” but this feeling inside me is taking my will to live away and that makes me feel very ungreatful and selfish",1.5567913832199594,3.3814418673469437,3.2260544217687084,91.32767573696148,79.3061224489796,5.988208616780046,23.133786848072557,6.937597516519254,0.6875609977324261,365,12,79,4,9,121,60,98,0.242,0.636,0.121,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,1,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,10,2,0,2,0,21,23,10,1,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,5,13,3,6,22,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073471084644427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122199494518084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036886697966455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378701124007147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460734177760825,0.13019344512450245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285561904013162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968522154379652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162334403740104,0.0,0.10015522477005663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872264116606258,0.08903404699476157,0.0,0.3218453671487981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432953843306744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370230131312581,0.14647890577149472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677306736074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897199467878194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036841705386725,0.10749082538157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933341310426136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enzorefice,2020/03/11,"Need motivation? 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Feel free to try and let me know what you think, about it! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ElBoYkB4xYjgYS5zgUKaO?si=eDoDNPdGQ3qBtToTZW2eSw",14.362500000000004,20.18978025,8.770000000000003,46.435,59.0,10.2,35.5,9.888512548439397,5.1266,270,11,28,7,5,72,35,40,0.0,0.534,0.466,0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,13,8,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756511786433304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289468470904606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256043944380154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197721187546299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043863905471318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505714854530427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282492459504405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630368731044561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787079032084839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vantherman,2020/03/11,"I'm so very lonely So I am here writing this just to get things off my chest. I turned 40 last year and I feel lost and aimless with love. I've never been good with women and have only dated online. In my 20's and 30's I had some luck but nothing that was forever it seemed. I unfortunately settled because I feel like I could never get any better. I am painfully shy with women and just cannot approach them in person. As I've turned 40, it seems like I am the ugliest man alive with women. No woman will talk to me. We will have so many interests and I know we could be a good fit, but dear God sending 100 messages and getting 0 responses makes me feel lower than dirt. I pay for all the dating services so I can see when my messages get read, and subsequently deleted. Why is it women won't give me a chance? I feel like sometimes the only reason I keep going is because I don't want my cat to be sad once I'm gone. I have so many things going for me. I have a very good paying career, good truck, all of my teeth, not trashy at all. Basically a middle class white man. I still want a child, but I feel that option is gone now. I am so lonely it physically hurts me. Why can't I find a late 20's/early 30's woman who enjoys going to Michaels for crafts, wants to start a family and would enjoy things like nature, photography. It must be because I am so ugly....",1.76311188811189,3.4259089755244787,3.6422293706293734,89.32549790209791,78.12587412587413,5.834741258741259,20.53090909090909,6.55674776486733,0.2074882797202795,1061,26,229,9,25,358,154,286,0.19399999999999998,0.672,0.134,-0.9407,1,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,2,13,21,0,0,10,0,29,4,2,2,6,49,60,21,0,7,6,0,5,4,0,5,1,0,0,10,12,15,0,1,10,1,2,7,8,6,0,0,6,7,35,15,19,44,4,24,0,5,2,1,21,6,0,5,15,138,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271850672451619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955571681035723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457406868832902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075553744805916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080746988686988,0.0,0.27034417534714145,0.15278675321568316,0.0,0.0,0.0977353621338332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223473544760487,0.10258044146920747,0.1823184669763735,0.35876328061803137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144746175685615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504748628400587,0.0,0.0,0.05876790339010704,0.08716514642654538,0.12062574492266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089693986202389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673064316693313,0.0,0.09651173810355036,0.0,0.07137900031890641,0.21682774861044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494755056889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260566166629907,0.0,0.0,0.11388078124691647,0.0,0.1626556245173261,0.11378487697225399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933702843894226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696252571159197,0.0,0.0,0.1099455381909449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852122248690237,0.1946966446755162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576005278118623,0.0,0.07568814394509456,0.0,0.08539730147981815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594916743316419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213125772900848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262607390416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764628181232326,0.18921660220473868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929818613638118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596255281512154,0.0,0.0,0.06886172469343514 lonely,Blossom715,2020/03/11,"I have no friends I'm turning 27 next week (female) and it kinda hurts I have no friends. I had a few here n there in high school, then college but not a genuine friend or even a bestfriend who I can talk to. I dated a guy last year and I thought he would be the best friend I was always looking for but he ended up cheating on me, lying to me which made things miserable between us and he blocked me everywhere. I'm not a bad person. I've just never had close friends. Still don't. Wow writing this down actually made me tear up lol",-0.20238095238095247,2.076060428571428,1.5452142857142874,97.28311904761904,92.03571428571428,4.058095238095238,21.752380952380953,5.6839178017228535,0.02931952380952385,416,16,93,3,15,135,80,112,0.245,0.594,0.162,-0.8756,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,1,1,6,1,9,0,0,2,1,18,16,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,1,12,7,9,8,2,16,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,2,9,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.15863693336087115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352644967564051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573236958698456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705986512218296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398156415126956,0.0,0.0,0.1073705806729207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279744799192437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609618072850826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717555388341398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402584190512538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325096192837511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365110268882114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763994021328644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537773424203932,0.0,0.17288639086860966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194275285574506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452128920507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982211779436925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066107178425526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799888175658076,0.0,0.0,0.12905596487486393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682063159551556,0.0,0.0,0.19554191151900807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303973249488127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547928691700275,0.0,0.0,0.10468451320780073 lonely,4nxiety54,2020/03/11,"I'm starting to self-pity and self-hatred I just realized that I don't have friends left. I keep asking to myself: why this happening to me? Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this? Everytime when I see myself to the mirror idk if I pity or mad. Rejection is very scary, once you have a friend anytime they will reject you and I found it depressing and now I'm very scared having a friend. If only my best friend was alive this wouldn't happen to me... Idk I just want to talk about this, that's all. Thank you for reading this I hope you guys having a nice day.",0.21985347985347656,2.4695670598290604,1.9906532356532367,95.67557692307696,87.8034188034188,5.052258852258851,16.904151404151403,6.5431188927421005,-0.2532412698412698,434,10,97,5,14,142,73,117,0.228,0.573,0.19899999999999998,-0.4414,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,1,5,15,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,15,23,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,20,8,8,19,2,5,0,4,1,0,13,1,0,4,4,64,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537026126311213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372767833028329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253978654315302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603185336391584,0.0,0.14160743383419366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026878699687893,0.5080958469193311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279329098830864,0.2907771952022395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329777414401098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461365468435771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863363863119194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750929432635992,0.0,0.1250423983892744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355783063743213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445604992069854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460465120417164,0.0,0.13101472514495074,0.0,0.3430342232655632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637134684536075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214778237514144,0.0,0.15136807304956112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131350754254324,0.09697419655774857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148355858348981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,5ftAbove,2020/03/11,"I feel like I’m the equivalent of internet explorer You know when you open your computer, you know internet explorer is there but no way are you clicking that because it’s so useless. That’s how I feel. I’m just here. Any relationship or friendship I develop just ends up fading and sometimes it’s just because I can’t handle it. I reply too slow or get overwhelmed and scared. I had the most amazing friendship on here. We would write each other messages. 3 max character messages long. It wasn’t a daily thing because then we’d have no life but they were common. Then one day out of no where she just didn’t reply. It broke my heart. I waited and waited but that little notification just never popped up. Now I’m scared everytime I get into a conversation that’s more than 1000 characters long. I had a great friendship with another person but I let it fade. I didn’t wanna experience the same thing again. How am I ever gonna be brave enough to put myself out there. I’m so alone and I just want anything, a friend, an enemy, someone who just messages every now and then. I’m so alone but no one would know it because they still see me and I look like I’m okay but I’m just not.",0.5699778488801357,3.0666969121338923,2.4569099187792283,89.96792948560179,92.43096234309624,5.489588973664781,20.418533103618017,7.048011613610866,0.7463845926655184,938,32,189,16,34,310,132,239,0.15,0.69,0.16,0.4052,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,5,2,0,25,12,0,3,8,1,16,2,1,2,2,50,36,23,0,4,17,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,15,13,0,2,7,0,0,3,10,5,0,2,6,5,27,7,12,24,5,31,0,3,3,0,19,9,0,3,20,132,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922761305778389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595350747877752,0.14795668423683336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611408700681655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440554000600507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099846149703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497359057244567,0.14579503483845507,0.0,0.0,0.12763391794557447,0.11888366440757732,0.0,0.0,0.138023837220176,0.0,0.0,0.14268979394358414,0.10080257095266093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901426999489927,0.0,0.14743888051578372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556433266576436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720534506600174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263623160541025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428531572320688,0.09966379764317283,0.13786962670523772,0.14142025423157475,0.0,0.2497398607810593,0.11848928912195753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882577723355956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191227356562284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320393645316087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184546097743336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148965093088382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825333999100647,0.0,0.11243921560749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955440560383965,0.0,0.13955248082774732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268342785494223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874824476382088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322501599005004,0.11199939315540283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200468180879062,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imlosingitxx,2020/03/11,"you give so much and get little to nothing in return. Anyone else? Why is it wrong for me to expect something in return? They always say you should be kind without expecting anything in return but it’s like....i’m human? and it’s not like i’m even asking for much? Just reciprocation. Just to feel appreciated and valued and cared for. To feel like a priority and not a second or third or fourth option. I’ve realized that people rarely have the heart that I do. And maybe that sounds a bit arrogant and narcissistic but truly I don’t mean it to. There’s so much I hate about myself but the one thing I actually admire and pride myself on is my heart. Yeah, i’m proud of my heart. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with taking pride in that. The thing is, i’m the type of person that goes out of my way just to make someone smile. I go out of my way to make sure someone’s good. I like to make people feel loved and feel like they’re special to me and that they hold value in my life. I don’t do this simply by words but through my actions. I like to spoil my “friends” and I will easily go without to give to them. I’d give them my last dime and the shirt off my back. But nobody would do this for me. Not even my own family. It just gets tiring when you give and you give and you give and not only do you get nothing back but...you’re not even appreciated for what you do give. Need to borrow $100 because you‘re short on rent? If I got it, I got you. Need a ride at 1 in the morning because you’re stuck somewhere and can’t get home? Sleep can wait, I got you. Need a shoulder to cry on or a place to vent when you’re having boyfriend problems or work drama? Come over, I got you. Need someone to keep you company because you’re going through it and don’t trust yourself alone? Let me take you out and distract you with a good time, I got you. Nobody’s ever got me. It hurts. People...hurt.",1.1785897435897432,3.171409267676772,2.7326262626262654,93.55611888111885,81.32323232323233,5.273659673659674,18.992229992229994,6.297961479604792,-0.17783247863247895,1474,35,331,12,39,482,176,396,0.111,0.711,0.17800000000000002,0.9866,1,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,14,4,4,17,24,1,1,13,1,21,9,6,3,2,71,67,32,0,10,21,0,4,5,1,3,2,2,2,2,19,24,0,3,7,1,3,6,12,6,0,3,7,6,50,18,48,55,5,36,0,1,0,1,31,18,0,6,15,207,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0689147127147137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731407883894414,0.0,0.0,0.05876130946923134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049378988198454224,0.07235830425314196,0.11622811414683062,0.0,0.06601995602358056,0.0,0.0,0.10860449471233444,0.0,0.12914747687547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709850319995162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200156648393455,0.0,0.0,0.060832682477441676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757250604511094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058993759715675664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993108472893806,0.06387962893388881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657403823312978,0.0,0.14282991913882964,0.10090156177425798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456066246232783,0.0,0.1475836694411025,0.4742144573219066,0.12040453554396392,0.11846503233992388,0.3388865085934475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972240668731251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510543177825258,0.0,0.0,0.07083739163080735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119985801220787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277010020125963,0.0,0.0735396276941509,0.0,0.057564541569285185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221350388176366,0.04988083507945633,0.20700752755094104,0.07077956635242857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373710350693411,0.0,0.14141774319719538,0.0,0.07094705525066095,0.07692563713442815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574097922920874,0.2094546713635339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355231561782802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785378673565472,0.05370952062184677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979177193140106,0.061662463007508286,0.07378263351517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757358661863842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056159679012153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706707750798362,0.0,0.17950771684313993,0.05436655244415932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655830154909667,0.0,0.10619456310367333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383328020889352,0.04525029988492087,0.0,0.0,0.041178958317150974,0.08116704199626486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210937955596828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372336212362545,0.0,0.0,0.1361498847504517,0.0,0.051412036784881834,0.0,0.0,0.05016626149902737,0.15442327428945868,0.0,0.0 lonely,yet_inevitable,2020/03/11,"homosexual stalker it started with some stupid BL (boy’s love) mangas, mangas made for women (I wonder if this post will attract more women?) about homosexual men. after reading hundreds (literally) I began to really want a relationship. One as picturesque as a BL manga. Now days I just want someone to talk too, someone to love. I often drift off thinking of awkward dates, long silences etc etc, sometimes my mind goes to dark places and shows me abusive relationships I willingly stay in. Even in those horrible dreams I’m happy. I imagine him as a arrogant jock, a timid nerd or a well meaning crook. I toy with the idea of going out with the boys in my life, knowing full well of their heterosexuality. I often scrutinise every boy I meet to see who will be the next victim of my depressing fantasies. I focus on tiny details of their life until it becomes an obsession, a Totoro profile picture becomes a impulse purchase of a Ghibli box set. I liked to imagine watching it with him, I’ve never opened it. My obsession sees no bounds for I pounce on every piece of info about him I can. I knew where he lived, his phone number, emails, etc, all without talking to him. I got to the point where I was undeniably stalking him. First online then physically, I even planned to ‘bump into him’ near his house (I lived two suburbs away). luckily before I did anything horrible he left our school. I don’t know why and I never looked into it. This made me feel really bad, and at a low point in my life I sought out sexual gratification from the internet. (I’m a minior, never do this.) I was burned many times which only made me feel worse. I did realise how creepy I’d acted, If he’d have known he would call the police. He wouldn’t find it sweet or charming like the boys in the mangas, he’d be scared for his life. Now I’m lonely as ever, creepily obsessing over the poor boy gave me a weird purpose. Now I just feel worse, knowing that I’m such a fucked up person, I may never get a relationship. Or worse, I will, and I might put them through what I put the poor boys I stalked. I’m lonely but I think it may be for the best.",4.153643765508686,5.556181425480774,5.414702233250623,80.14320099255583,71.28365384615384,7.8677419354838705,27.842431761786603,8.360895534625662,1.9491007444168733,1667,60,318,26,31,556,230,416,0.122,0.78,0.098,-0.5455,0,4,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,3,3,19,27,3,6,25,0,22,7,0,4,6,61,55,17,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,9,4,0,0,10,15,13,0,1,17,5,3,5,8,16,2,3,11,8,55,11,52,30,9,53,0,4,4,3,42,26,1,12,21,212,70,2,0.0,0.10012567182357564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954115451848654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939607388683223,0.0,0.07055889586212187,0.0,0.18666025233719888,0.07190829590652846,0.0,0.08868372741452367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862899712182319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054499313864807934,0.0,0.07278480699221768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827392465753066,0.1116306986079852,0.07644042371131046,0.14239972925603586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818616497745786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723686074446806,0.07188067453062655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812434192763291,0.04415084438195201,0.0,0.048026649848313084,0.0,0.06758708720151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995810088017966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750846148185267,0.0,0.09539687389233267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932669623213353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181590653858276,0.0,0.2387560624369783,0.08257062739986189,0.0,0.14924051409669564,0.07478506138097356,0.07096367181642609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525397463796788,0.23988457473986524,0.0,0.08567571787389086,0.0,0.09205169777839277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964740449634129,0.08532686807928362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607046357690977,0.0,0.08987298229888163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572633842010868,0.06427054418106179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737872914737045,0.08829067830486373,0.0,0.15977077857554148,0.0,0.08093329166643018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699035383880436,0.0,0.0,0.08452876750945126,0.0,0.10827328560992408,0.0,0.0,0.27218313027043123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460514708532191,0.08552448135581743,0.1346805209955168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432031480034692,0.0,0.08357849493413137,0.0,0.0598137102708993,0.09007204448025097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584528120022651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829593577780486,0.0,0.0,0.04927606929293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254998414835149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996875374204651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519619039263926,0.0,0.07625342980749633,0.0,0.0,0.08146067104852425,0.091643042699326,0.0,0.0,0.25835619190562586,0.06003056606616713,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B337Bomber,2020/03/11,"I want to run away For years, Ive been thinking about throwing my motorbike off a cliff, taking my months earnings and just buying a one way ticket to another country... Not telling anyone and just disappearing.... This thought crosses my mind every few days or so, maybe one day i will... Yeah ill be alone for a while, bit at least ill be out of this shitfest.",4.583043478260869,5.915455130434786,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,70.15942028985506,7.259130434782609,29.74202898550725,7.554174236665415,1.734823768115942,280,11,55,3,5,87,55,69,0.11,0.8390000000000001,0.051,-0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,0,10,4,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641378292211287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742489929512137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832537820659178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396124022765017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784305682214017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32895106466299623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148767535986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621546576392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575111694861545,0.0,0.20356533528512225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456346486467841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175347976793025,0.0,0.2229105515350271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341519207541824,0.0,0.20246814007330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504253872325785,0.20243375005454467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642332355905783 lonely,Anglizismus,2020/03/11,"Can't keep friendships for some dumb reason In my summer holidays I had the time of my life with the 3 friends I've known since 4th grade up until 6th grade were the class split up in 2 groups. My 3 friends were put in the other group. We still spend sometime together but nearly as often. Then in 8th grade i became instantly best friends with the new girl that joined the class. But oh wait it straight up was just one of those in school only friendship with 0 depth. That was the same year one of those 3 friends went to an Internat in the UK we kinda lost contact until last spring were the third one came back from her Internat and we had the time of our live together after the holidays ended the one that was on the Internat stayed in our city but was going to a different school. The 2 other still same school but different group in same class. Autumn vacation with them was great, again with all 3 and all those great things. But on one day in the evening I just felt bad and kind of depressed and needed time of my own. I told them I got things to do at home and left. I missed the buss and just walked instead of just staying with my friends. It felt good the time I left. I kind of wrote an excuse to one of them but our group chat was silent. After that I kinda stopped talking to them and it was all just really awkward we just drifted apart. What the hell is wrong with me that i didn't just talk to them? To keep the friendship and everything? Until last month I was just depressed, stopped learning and all other shit that's associated with depression. But after my exam there was a party at a friend's place. I got Rly drunk and got the thought that I needed to talk about what went wrong with me that day, I spoke to one of the 3 friends, the one I was the best with. He wondered what happend to me and thought I didn't wanted to be friends with them etc. I told him that i will apologize at some point to our group. Next morning I couldn't remember how I came home or anything but that one thing. I feel stupid that I still haven't done it, I started to write to one of the 2 one left to apologize but I couldn't get it over me. Depression was going so far that I had the real thought of killing myself before the exams but gladly I didn't.",4.6822704881325565,4.995957168831172,4.721804746977163,89.58448051948055,69.30303030303031,8.017435438125094,26.96999552171966,7.753152298057669,1.234578056426332,1780,51,393,19,29,552,191,462,0.14,0.711,0.15,0.5053,2,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,8,0,6,3,20,31,5,1,31,0,29,3,1,2,4,84,59,29,1,5,19,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,2,1,29,28,1,5,11,4,1,9,7,15,0,12,38,4,53,16,67,17,13,70,1,6,0,0,44,28,3,7,31,276,82,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242626869449134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898753165714657,0.05319353207273643,0.0,0.0,0.05421082909338932,0.0,0.1337152641326045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572999603730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821727994631522,0.0,0.21948648248204214,0.0,0.0,0.13312263381532424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519541907155657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642639242111727,0.0,0.0710512780241259,0.042078543563870786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725665664715347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032212686979181025,0.0,0.12233937175828602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937652395234972,0.0,0.03328480878242493,0.0,0.07241346701468916,0.053435261011879814,0.15285936012016585,0.14047662456555876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780866847971262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325322322529027,0.07048348030894401,0.13268418951772326,0.0,0.10386107167751392,0.0,0.0,0.2076568365861869,0.0,0.04499885560007593,0.0,0.0,0.05625534509969528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954482493263474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050851130368496346,0.0,0.0,0.09447737288715566,0.0,0.061529598609315575,0.06775419751082637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748722027978984,0.04845281677746372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656131690766212,0.0,0.06022466714226556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404415210929873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725136693928,0.04081298623186001,0.0655024507547606,0.0,0.0,0.07216876271890815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193427739468655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539536266729523,0.052699928975885824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300885659488352,0.0,0.045092861457211086,0.13580853635464155,0.15263191103916754,0.1065255076604006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361826954976485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697432450385562,0.0,0.0,0.15173114477345653,0.14859462526024886,0.0,0.0,0.12175147840853212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375766383121245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181159377428206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908862548806834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930942836007562,0.0,0.04102587339911818 lonely,Hehylia,2020/03/11,So I’m going on a trip and I’m currently sitting at a table alone while all of these other kids talk and have fun. I’m too anxious to talk and have no clue what to talk about... Fuck my life just fuck this man...,-0.4955319148936184,1.3183334893617058,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,86.44680851063829,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.9162987234042552,162,3,41,1,5,54,35,47,0.251,0.6859999999999999,0.063,-0.836,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,0,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940734788121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207684025661294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249910367397477,0.0,0.0,0.16136814770457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055335772107505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846542951962212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DAAN81202,2020/03/11,Always go on a drive when I feel lonely.. Do you all do that to just to go out for a bit and you have to focus on the traffic and it feels relaxing I guess.. till I get back home then.,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,99.0,3.752380952380953,11.761904761904766,5.46131890053228,-1.5069809523809523,138,2,37,1,6,48,32,42,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.4939,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,9,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30832970621981104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493231559397997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045478063091095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747253712115989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935986019229367,0.0,0.4211875172868325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082058078294467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716947826416476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_NewWave_BossaNova_,2020/03/11,"I'm so lonely I'm going through the hardest time of my life complete with crippling loneliness and suicidal ideation. I tried to talk about it with my friends and peers but I felt brushed off after like a day by each one. They can't seem to understand why I'm not better after a week. Besides, they throw empty words my way without actually listening to how I feel and that makes me feel even lonelier. The one person who used to make it all go away doesn't care about me and threw me away so I'm left to deal with it all by myself. Let's be lonely together. Maybe that will soften the blow a bit.",3.5540650406504066,4.693211073170737,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186992,72.41463414634146,7.743089430894308,26.67479674796748,8.167268648758528,1.5133186991869922,474,16,101,7,9,153,83,123,0.17300000000000001,0.785,0.042,-0.9412,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,4,2,23,22,8,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,2,5,12,4,20,17,4,14,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17521852724778744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373932560894634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880067176268606,0.1960261553962784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830669815177953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825865654201585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579729361490992,0.18511199846266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859353693160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157550900653327,0.0,0.1723997264874786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872275666138847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040890308315143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950856393227524,0.1836058411785774,0.12682410063426208,0.08772087671330568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397070012446261,0.0,0.18038584278875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433404915946463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677938032439875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345896075542546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640262408857492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431847667260606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469921654898967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190518789939715,0.0,0.0,0.1869217521158888,0.0,0.15507676198696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252138333492564,0.14402716158542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620193021597722,0.0,0.0,0.17308337618475444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,S3LF_CARE,2020/03/11,Anyone want to chat I’ve ran out of drugs to pass the time and my mind is going crazy having no one to talk to.,7.149230769230769,2.509961615384616,7.711538461538463,86.08346153846158,67.46153846153845,10.4,26.0,3.1291,0.5795076923076921,86,0,23,0,1,29,23,26,0.165,0.789,0.047,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366304848927506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202194781393279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549428076497609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529458412110627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303974730485283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605579142469948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157517743092795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645887310267661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stanpockets,2020/03/11,"I just want someone to talk to. I can’t talk to my friends and family because we don’t usually talk about things like depression or how we feel. I feel lonely, unfulfilled and just don’t care anymore in general. After work i go on long drives and try to get lost, i don’t know what i want in life.",3.8645238095238095,4.066754142857146,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,71.06349206349206,9.474603174603176,28.448412698412696,9.516144504307137,2.1901460317460315,233,8,53,5,4,78,41,63,0.16899999999999998,0.66,0.171,-0.2263,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,13,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,9,12,0,8,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273888465856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691163906768822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289905940383532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344420865262524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117291235036941,0.0,0.2271249753805584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173522315117439,0.0,0.11734214193526825,0.0,0.12764308456759402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234320897935542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586387993172681,0.10972626249476013,0.0,0.0,0.19876039541366444,0.0,0.0,0.24517306893520574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029946486673935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415652800408111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921160486415305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524859434617732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473607670964872,0.0,0.26494508381251497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635085654243175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rahscals,2020/03/11,"Anyone can relate? where u get this emptiness and boredom in your life and insecurities and your doubts for yourself eats you up Anyone can relate? where u get this emptiness and boredom in your life and insecurities and your doubts for yourself eats you up I feel so empty where i have to move because i have to, Even writing this feels too much idk i felt so suffocated i mean i am blessed i have a family, friends, phone and such things i am totally blessed compared to others but idk i feel so bored i have no hobbies ( except reading and singing) i find myself trying to change but end up not liking it bc i know deep down i only do it just to please everyone. I felt to lost idk i find life so boring like everything feels like a routine for example i have to wake up then go to school then sleep then i have to wake up, take a bath and do my hair and do my tasks in school then read then sleep then repeat then i realized it weekend again, then during weekends ill get mad for such stupid things then i will realized its monday again then school then go home then sleep . Idk i feel so lost like idk im not happy anymore i tried doing some things but it didnt really work out like i even tried writing songs, poem, story but it just wasn’t for me i even tried drawing but no. Nothing works out for me. Like i feel so lost. Im not even crying anymore. Idk what is this like i feel so empty i dont even know what am i feeling really. Sometimes i woulf think i want to die but idk i care for ppl around me but idk idk tbh.",0.26309523809523583,2.6562529649681537,1.7938671519563236,95.51736730360935,91.00636942675159,4.519138610858357,18.304215953897483,6.1826913282559595,-0.1887389141643916,1197,34,260,12,42,385,135,314,0.23,0.649,0.12,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,6,0,5,23,23,2,4,3,0,20,12,6,0,1,51,45,36,1,1,13,0,11,7,1,1,4,1,2,0,16,13,2,0,18,7,0,3,8,11,0,0,7,12,42,12,30,37,3,38,2,3,0,0,10,16,0,3,26,170,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677918934243424,0.11830219958412763,0.0,0.0,0.07530787840525821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156859608552891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625069082337845,0.0,0.08949076038364934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292412043263516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779671260674499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991452276609412,0.0,0.0,0.1731245123078615,0.0,0.0,0.07492645210583958,0.0,0.0,0.2793724570846329,0.0,0.0,0.0808345698207177,0.07602892827165612,0.0,0.07974905365136266,0.0,0.3421919771348329,0.060435000467173025,0.16244978077448774,0.0,0.1546374023114259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535822842419628,0.0,0.13259288025057522,0.0,0.0961550780634944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005342075594729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485612553508254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827551874148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298288481389973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792567868121341,0.2893034182023532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770377533071188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214923603576572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991156669336807,0.06218738333989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117160788126322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433864544405994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286039147332324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923666889431688,0.0,0.10838801231082493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684531006478306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253969606606525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366705496014366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360524414022557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860435756032854,0.054205343239446056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297390077468381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989658331830856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317297819686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eatthedanes,2020/03/11,"Hah this sub is sad, time to add more sadness B) I have friends and they want me to hang out with them but I prefer not seeing people over being with them. I just wish I could be alone without being judged for “not having friends” because I do and they bug me to hang out with them but I prefer silence and solitary.",1.8122051282051324,3.721037015384617,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,78.84615384615384,4.333333333333334,21.602564102564106,3.1291,-0.33320512820512826,246,7,53,0,6,77,43,65,0.096,0.748,0.157,0.6432,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,20,11,5,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,13,2,11,7,1,6,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473020324751897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878687861102085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346107546243625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292345163557142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374487152698421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27293084609122337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971647250486574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020173647369816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938619785937215,0.3301610315744566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jayjackbachelorparty,2020/03/11,"Literally dreaming about what my life could have been. I have been single for over 6 months now, and the dreams of my ex have gotten worse and worse. At this point, I don't just dream about her, I dream about a girl I had feelings for 5+ years ago that I have hardly spoken to in that time. I think about them constantly, and daydreaming about them is the only thing that makes me happy anymore. My friends and family are truly great, but none of them have anything to offer other than ""give it time."" I have been giving it time. I felt this way a little bit even when I was with my girlfriend of 3 years. Somehow, having everything I want isn't enough. I'm so lonely, it's so dark. All I ever think about is her but she'll never know. I would love to hear some advice. Anything at all other than ""give it time.""",2.4750389610389583,4.174735763636367,3.309458874458876,92.32704545454546,76.21212121212122,5.926406926406926,19.058441558441558,6.5431188927421005,-0.07006493506493472,631,12,136,5,14,200,101,165,0.098,0.807,0.095,-0.3514,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,14,5,0,0,4,0,20,2,0,1,4,23,34,9,0,3,3,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,13,5,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,4,23,4,21,24,7,20,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,2,13,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417618739904884,0.1285968442432312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387162459507147,0.0,0.0,0.2387624336184561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838015085666554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677040354871213,0.0,0.1158275293186452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498973045599263,0.0,0.09581814340990548,0.13122518398286462,0.0,0.0,0.1303806185558955,0.0,0.13676019353002342,0.0,0.07335234538012203,0.0,0.13929107895595202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208163055010532,0.0,0.0,0.4174964725372395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994148345380566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443096421512886,0.12995527862421696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350575856630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972732427472208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246806172426064,0.0,0.1453994297061015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093240010658813,0.0,0.0968361363354157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579442845516978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188783412291428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033316634521403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371391522687147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963788430257726,0.1859115034567265,0.0,0.0,0.33836867693663897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556673814501392,0.11515074683403564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295679843812898,0.10305440098525638,0.0,0.0,0.18684216172579515 lonely,soh88,2020/03/11,"How do some people have so many people around them (relationships like friends, lovers, family) and some just have no one at all, like what is the difference between these people? And how are some people able to find “their people” so easily? Like I have gone through friends but almost always drift from them after finding that we have no connection or nothing in common.",8.014999999999997,8.865357015151517,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,62.18181818181819,9.630303030303034,30.13636363636364,9.516144504307137,2.6906181818181816,297,9,49,5,4,89,49,66,0.059000000000000004,0.752,0.18899999999999997,0.7722,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,16,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,8,7,4,7,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,5,5,40,8,0,0.18594820909783769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862002712483306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472380596985508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553332940674728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427630144838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529542257063024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399065887591605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873262501690262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272534707075089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852229829972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842232168030758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600331886217106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445653756271664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963878739646732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxthrowawayaccount24,2020/03/11,"24 F looking for girlfriend or BFF My only friend is a guy so I’m super lonely. I’m also single and LGBT if I didn’t make that clear lol. I live in Nova Scotia and I love shopping and playing video games. If you just want to go to the movies or get food that’s fine too. Women only plz",-1.0921875000000014,0.8965191562500046,1.7268749999999995,96.930625,91.8125,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.33255625,222,4,51,0,8,77,52,64,0.037000000000000005,0.59,0.373,0.9721,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,1,11,10,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,4,9,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,4,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257011725327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886204062150631,0.0,0.2483015020029277,0.0,0.16791056568746554,0.0,0.18265068442044471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31822199621178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837891267568598,0.0,0.2698827269275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900628001907987,0.0,0.2145271975633424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888560380464553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895613893072347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MidnightPrincess-x,2020/03/11,"Struggling with Loneliness Hey Redditors. At the moment, I’m really struggling with my mental health, especially regarding isolation & loneliness. I’ve never had any friends - I find it really difficult to make friends & I often find that if I don’t make the first move & initiate the conversations, they don’t happen. I’m not included in others’ plans & I’m always worried I’m going to be forgotten, excluded or even ghosted. I’ve been in 4 relationships, 1 of which was for 7 years & was emotionally abusive (& physical on 2 occasions) & all of these, except the current one, have been toxic & very unhealthy. My boyfriend also struggles with his mental health & I don’t want to rely on him too much for comfort as I know he’s finding life hard, too. How do I stop being so insecure? I’m always clingy & needy. I’m often irrational & I have a tendency to overreact. How do I make friends? Or keep friendships? I’m convinced nobody will make an effort with me unless I contact them first. Where do I go to meet people? I need somebody to talk to, other than my boyfriend as I don’t want to overwhelm him & he has his own worries. Who can I talk to? I’ve been referred to a Psychiatrist but it’s a 4-6 week wait (after years & years of struggling, begging for help & being messed around) & I have nobody to talk to in that time frame. My lack of friends & my loneliness, as a result, are causing me to feel worthless & as if people wouldn’t care if I wasn’t here anymore. No medical professionals will take me seriously, my family don’t understand & I’m completely lost as to what to do. Any suggestions are massively appreciated. TL;DR Been surrounded by negativity my whole life. Wanting to meet people, make friends & keep them & try to combat loneliness, to help improve my mental health. Looking for suggestions. Thank you all, in advance.",4.284459962756054,6.372486365921791,5.511486033519557,76.80255493482309,72.2122905027933,8.907411545623836,30.64841713221601,9.473421319101043,3.1269293109869647,1501,67,265,37,30,499,181,358,0.225,0.695,0.08,-0.9921,1,1,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,1,3,6,12,20,0,6,9,0,30,6,0,9,3,45,61,16,1,9,9,0,2,0,5,3,6,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,7,0,0,4,11,11,0,3,9,3,34,9,48,46,6,26,0,3,1,0,29,10,0,7,12,161,44,1,0.0,0.0482045697671729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032535440727101836,0.06770565280843553,0.8816344219316857,0.0,0.055333813625132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034816711886554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621789826971162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148063671536598,0.04179426663274647,0.0,0.0,0.04265700387802112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045764672004138536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026871778741662505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038353797416886916,0.0,0.02057134405959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155489619828354,0.06921255912126963,0.0,0.0,0.15716401247009731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046243964232786816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035977236192635376,0.0,0.03644538882956536,0.0,0.0,0.12973740536972064,0.0,0.0,0.05454002739553479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232464098170796,0.0,0.0,0.022359178975217255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747343842725089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03416479716647669,0.0,0.0444120207102887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357863519996856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098543008405277,0.12300145047639564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324126565147566,0.02990784458624067,0.030167097590528512,0.03137845313462806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027568921621714995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461668699460698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212716234554833,0.0,0.0,0.0436800088449083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034014127269501856,0.0,0.17012940960870518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030589737892948183,0.09810216324983986,0.0,0.037456891434285385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023723503441443413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027622156497302482,0.0,0.0,0.042354078433118066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033569036032283936,0.0719904510748709,0.0,0.03263471281023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045422876172401615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263432360567012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859859914052228 lonely,itstheslavdyl,2020/03/11,"I’ve pushed away “every” girl who’s ever liked me, how can I change this? No matter who I’m talking to, I always end up pushing the girl away. I just always feel like she doesn’t want to be around me, talk to me or hear about my weird ass rants. Even though I love having her attention and talking to her, I just never feel like anyone cares to I guess be around me so I always end up pushing the girl away or doing something so stupid I ruin everything about it. I’ve tried shutting myself off from girls and everybody but thats just made me so antisocial and awkward that I can barely form sentences without choking up and having to say sorry after every sentence. I’ve been working out nonstop to improve my image but overall I look/feel better but I still think the same way. With that being said, I’ve never been the type to go out and just talk to a girl I always feel like I’m intruding in their space and don’t want to disrespect them so I never take a shot at a girl I think is pretty unless Ofcourse we are talking, but if I see her or frequently like in class or something idk I won’t ever make a move. I’ve tried tinder, bumble etc, but I hate how I look so you can picture how that goes. I’m definitely not going to lie and say I haven’t talked to girls recently but to say that they found me interesting after the first week is a lie, I’m too awkward and just boring/weird for any girl to like. I’ve gotten so scared over time from past experiences to show how I truly feel with a girl I like and I never know how to voice it without scaring her off. What can I do to change this or make myself better, at the moment I feel like shit everyday and just hate myself for it.",4.707117153679653,4.600415877840913,5.6971428571428575,84.07166666666669,69.19886363636364,8.06839826839827,26.420995670995673,7.447530270364453,1.238897294372295,1327,34,280,12,21,440,163,352,0.12,0.708,0.172,0.9564,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,3,4,30,23,4,4,12,0,20,3,2,8,6,68,51,35,0,3,22,0,5,8,0,1,0,6,0,9,13,17,0,0,10,1,0,6,12,10,0,1,6,13,45,13,47,41,3,45,0,1,2,2,33,19,2,7,27,192,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639578498202847,0.0,0.0,0.05393122236104738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545303393038771,0.0,0.0,0.14119941475686942,0.0,0.0,0.22353354537435208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028052438815192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085838643003378,0.0,0.16779178035423498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404842549171384,0.0,0.08844784706096345,0.0523812757375256,0.1434747596080716,0.1336384986589314,0.0,0.0712756779495217,0.07757709386384545,0.0,0.0,0.24059886526374774,0.2266266658283693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745817198565393,0.0,0.08695561736449399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901435615766764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736518501561262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565977402453485,0.0,0.0,0.08938432659351174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358484529160275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099616758176061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319517685066573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157732250790211,0.07504184309702726,0.10587557174934067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429038810958174,0.0,0.0,0.2446646233081164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570714423534315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068334561146495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830572140115566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543875836140639,0.18920342636008813,0.15879952713914647,0.0,0.06319710970827096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140710760655348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210822405869165,0.0,0.08877727017157767,0.0,0.0,0.06333437061062143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962870975953938,0.38246195110787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163296197135473,0.07791835325260693,0.0,0.046244328936057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768798075186664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355420059769756,0.06294990496207084,0.06361498830286323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289750669539884,0.0,0.05773616520460905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RaticGuy,2020/03/11,"How many friends do I have? Yes, unlike the majority of this subreddit, I'll admit, I do have some friends who I can call my ""friends"". But now, I think that's changing. I already count 2 of them gone, and I also notice the others furthering away. Everybody needs a little bit of attention and care. And you guys had it. Hell, whenever I SENSED that they might be even 1% sad or lonely, I give up whatever I'm doing and do anything I can to make them feel better. But when it's my turn, why do they ignore me? Am I just an answer key to them, or a therapist? I admit, I'm no good at asking help from others. Tbh I'm so used to being the ""helper"" that I dont need any help from others. I can't just go straightforward and tell, ""Hey, comfort me."" I simply can't. So, I tried to give them hints about it. Now, whether they get it or not, they straight up ignore it or crack some lame jokes. And I only ask those for who I have a soft spot in my heart, but nah. They don't care . This leads me to thinking. How many friends do I have?",1.2538903710890104,2.7977451336405537,3.0024593742420578,93.87857627940821,79.23041474654377,6.227407227746787,20.637642493330095,7.0608816371341465,0.25980737327188885,782,20,184,9,19,260,123,217,0.079,0.773,0.14800000000000002,0.9271,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,9,2,12,17,1,0,7,1,21,1,1,5,0,36,43,20,0,2,11,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,2,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,2,34,11,17,38,4,14,1,3,0,0,29,8,1,7,3,124,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499390272887685,0.1086574390692921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239817177942997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181174757619396,0.0,0.254045476418024,0.0,0.12765698000621192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016846107206655,0.1483379205035556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874133305688996,0.0,0.27706277559048803,0.0,0.1437354195363531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592419243258138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974271121133147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870137652282685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198999915714677,0.0,0.0709879365893806,0.2606831652357381,0.0772196505357459,0.11396366868573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345354462712921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100993701834526,0.182145364289821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361802531967868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069615741554793,0.2755074115940398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413958226335208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149593766589333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469209759379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333739657208528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875882696440565,0.0,0.0,0.15775880771229225,0.0,0.17412362389664796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224872076400012,0.14779060314315362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735048491395215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260407962005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iCryMasturbating,2020/03/11,"How do you deal with being alone? I recently just cut off everyone I knew in highschool. The moment I cut them off, I feel a sense of relief, but 20 minutes after, I feel guilty and I get the sudden urge to tell them I’m sorry and I want to talk to them. I re-installed my social media, and now everyone really wanted me gone from the start, and now I have nobody. For the people who have no one, how do you do it?",1.8224188311688287,3.0264892613636363,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,76.8409090909091,6.846753246753247,19.38961038961039,7.447530270364453,0.3896701298701295,317,6,70,4,7,110,59,88,0.153,0.8059999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8131,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,0,5,3,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,15,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,16,1,11,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,7,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738678012644324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266162451536413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933859570061235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26107752613290897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348834318034179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749430137938104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789829195256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653906345409344,0.0,0.254912224998098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631723148118785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890007404792283,0.1827344102513299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075076703411484,0.2256523982456987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045513023257266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kimchip90,2020/03/11,"I have caring friends...but it is still hard to open up to them. The stereotype is that men can’t open up to each other, but I think guys are more empathetic now, but I’m still embarrassed. I don’t have a lot of friends, so I don’t want them to think less of me.",2.1425862068965533,2.5354189482758653,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,75.0344827586207,7.179310344827586,23.12068965517241,7.1686216300943375,0.34664137931034444,201,5,53,2,4,66,37,58,0.10300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.204,0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,13,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459973065706913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621865492452889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360170051638732,0.0,0.0,0.3039974159143019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885093760899152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420222344799468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348928126499041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016168300109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordDestructoCock,2020/03/11,"Got invited out and now i feel lonelier. I also wanna cut again. I’m a high school student and i was invited to hang out by a good friend of mine. Others i knew were also invited. Immediately upon being invited to a group chat i saw a message along the lines saying “Why would you invite him”. At first I thought it was all fun and games and later, we get there and he admits to not wanting me to come along. I don’t understand what i did to him. We hang out a while, and me being the nervous mess i am. I began walking around in the store we were in away from everybody, and was asked “Why can’t you be normal”. Not a lot of things hurt me but that hurt. Later on every time i would talk i was told to “Shut the fuck up”. I got drunk later that night. You know i wish I could be normal and form deep meaningful emotional connections but i’ve been through so much, and I’ve always felt misunderstood you know. All i ever wanted was for someone to understand and love me as much as i loved them, but it never works out for me. I’ve built these walls to defend myself but at what cost? I feel as if i’m trapped. I’m not a bad person, i just want be loved unconditionally. The thought of just holding someone’s hand, hugging, and cuddling them is all i ever think about. I want to feel alive. I think this is what it means to be truly lonely, being surrounded by all these people but they don’t understand how you feel. You have no one to share your feelings with, when feel as if you get the opportunity to be close with people you shut them out as defense. You do everything in your power to keep people around, but you continue to hurt yourself in the process. It’s quite the vicious cycle. I would like to be free of it, i want to be understood.",2.030174581005589,3.8585387318435735,3.704409916201119,88.42996682960896,77.88268156424581,6.70963687150838,22.081354748603353,7.645422480735847,0.8314717877094977,1358,39,291,20,32,453,176,358,0.11,0.705,0.18600000000000005,0.982,1,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,12,4,5,15,22,4,1,15,0,31,8,1,1,7,86,74,30,0,15,13,0,8,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,15,27,1,3,21,3,3,4,8,11,0,2,19,10,52,12,54,41,8,43,0,4,1,6,37,24,1,3,16,214,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308099268918046,0.0796396814593538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040715282595995,0.08947738427156053,0.0,0.08992415701327043,0.0,0.07991515095862631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244703017311505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641788893748436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766261750148297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315316305878006,0.08064111350467354,0.0,0.08601937455641717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290367829592986,0.0,0.09189810284526936,0.0,0.0,0.08141220020432105,0.0,0.0,0.07394651034770328,0.08848379077374033,0.10001067478802833,0.0,0.0,0.08027831173983363,0.15309854868242645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112451330273296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073835991120214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507282819858895,0.0,0.0,0.10520113564621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046759831434315266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137054179878253,0.25915024697119776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425794273103416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071801199366374,0.0,0.0738186520230314,0.0,0.0,0.08981881114745678,0.18755400578283785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648566270335916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906302410119425,0.08357163848583964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180102063034883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611367050506898,0.0,0.09686520395052614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219218073948466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692932281244087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358650456926518,0.12265620018772096,0.0,0.15196856794688854,0.05581017769733528,0.0,0.0,0.0914564928979461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989173141387469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226577614031434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272958369662986,0.0,0.11006356530257724,0.0,0.0,0.0696791523148153,0.0,0.0,0.20397222876123108,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deathbat1094,2020/03/11,"16 year old male Not looking for anything sexual, just want a nice girl to talk to",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,68.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.9385764705882358,65,2,14,1,1,21,16,17,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171226014738557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256551620858651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318898209265804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074144115418919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989735015996374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32641687966962546 lonely,Adumdabum,2020/03/11,Always on the edge of wanting more in life or throwing my life away It’s hard to fight this shit alone l. I had an epiphany at work that I’m fucking trapped with myself and nobody will ever truly understand my psyche or ever know my true thoughts and the same goes for everyone. I actually have been feeling distanced from reality and my surroundings I’m too caught up in some introspective shit,3.9540977443609013,6.386052078947369,4.636390977443612,81.15973684210526,74.26315789473685,7.50075187969925,29.27819548872181,8.418075326091056,2.3616300751879704,322,14,58,6,7,103,61,76,0.20800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8999,0,2,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,3,0,4,5,2,0,3,16,13,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,2,7,1,11,8,3,11,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,3,2,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.22504617493718385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388467427423441,0.0,0.0,0.19188947337115184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666961515193947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172074606910172,0.0,0.2203617334596728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660545949688797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319909500293452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658500964754986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673952323316826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577923334816244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734442871973956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308190049190312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400774962955204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602221943066986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788987094909805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KiusKius,2020/03/11,"Loneliness and online world Have you ever fell for someone who you met online so deeply that you would just constantly daydream about them, fantasize about them and even believe that they’re the one, even though you never met them in person? Shit’s happened to me. It’s been 5 years since I was in relationship and my hopeless romantic heart misses loving someone and feeling loved. I’m more than aware that out of this loneliness and desperation I developed highly intensive feelings towards online friend of mine who happened to show deep interest in me. I constantly fantasize about meeting them, spending time with them, making love with them, spending the rest of my live with them, you name it. Heck, I’m even extremely attached to them. If there’s any slight chance in communication that would give me negative vibes, my whole day falls down. The thing is, they show absolutely no signs of being romantically interested in me and moreover, not even talking about ever meeting me in person. And I just can’t do this anymore, can’t go on with that desperation and hopelessness of how much I want them, but in reality, can’t even dream of ever having them. On the other hand, it hurts to even think of leaving them as I enjoy talking to them so much. Any advice? Is withdrawal the only option to gain my sanity back?",7.882361275088545,8.290848239669426,7.632420306965763,71.12966942148763,62.47107438016529,10.715938606847699,34.64108618654073,10.451354775682146,3.686493742621016,1062,42,179,23,14,338,135,242,0.085,0.767,0.14800000000000002,0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,5,13,1,21,12,1,0,5,0,13,6,3,2,4,33,30,15,0,4,5,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,0,3,3,2,3,7,5,0,1,4,3,34,7,36,23,5,28,0,4,0,3,35,15,2,2,10,139,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320284359197465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755777176835645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488756855353037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907800867564318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051816413305348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503755766372889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471073858864971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45908900593819896,0.3143665548341375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171498915389282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950191568113983,0.0,0.0,0.11112952199452754,0.06583764505745265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488351687803594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727742887452613,0.0,0.12239708973905107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401496180652835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266361626993763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229366431266004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136651539619693,0.0,0.07732774466825056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703194861401014,0.0,0.08934716104917538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849988237212255,0.0881056931684087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230357608286076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437467099321647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891370081256852,0.09582856232428466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631096608112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862243865570087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696257664704723,0.07422909367427219,0.11381757709989715,0.0,0.0675504198227723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832865425830488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933731995264025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458658323014774,0.0,0.0,0.07460067864103845 lonely,iliketosewalot,2020/03/11,"Travel Buddy? I've always wanted to travel the world, and I've been very fortunate in my job to be able to do so the last several years. But no one can ever go with me... mostly people say they cant afford to travel. My friends, boyfriend, and family never can go. But I haven't let that stop me! I've just gone alone. Which was really scary, but I've made great friends along the way, and learned more about myself. But now I've been feeling sad that no one will go with me. I want to share my amazing experiences with those I love. It partly makes me wonder if people.... dont like being around me in general? I'm going on a trip to Australia in a month, and I just keep thinking how sad I am to go once again without someone to share it with :( I guess does anyone have any tips? Suggestions? Words to make me feel less alone?",1.6142647058823516,3.5504204705882394,3.0608088235294133,92.04238970588236,79.58823529411767,5.897058823529411,19.448529411764707,6.9077264865688965,0.1689705882352941,640,15,139,7,16,209,106,170,0.13,0.684,0.18600000000000005,0.9183,2,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,4,2,37,34,11,0,3,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,5,3,0,10,7,2,0,2,5,3,17,8,21,25,4,25,0,2,0,1,8,6,0,4,9,89,23,2,0.14096140412618954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919870058790929,0.0,0.0,0.11729118041563595,0.0,0.0,0.09585858857832344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985634912809273,0.0,0.0,0.12548553522546133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233562746729679,0.0,0.1652057158101367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275076602248265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788730160819446,0.13288586656647244,0.0,0.14254864268499007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781286231602492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005580721087318,0.0,0.0,0.1554104456865961,0.15528487877421948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988244289376975,0.12529297277264706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149023582308321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414258614635272,0.0,0.06886662182050747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722317072454553,0.13338108888836495,0.1881856636749464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251404792328387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087181248570338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501192949118393,0.1910381910914371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264746408010982,0.0,0.1954497778501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903034850062785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209816633762756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924626359411292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943614027907422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785004568334895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032237599202897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630792107660001,0.16628537667534646,0.11188860138208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588176335821,0.15286662976393128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077452265609202 lonely,ShaggySmilesSRL,2020/03/11,"My life is falling apart. The people I love only want me around so they can use me for free childcare and other shit, and I keep trying to connect with the girl who used me for sex and has never had any intention of being with me in the first place. I sit in my room pretty much 22 hours a day and am alone all the time. I try to leave the house to make myself feel better and it just doesn't work. I feel hurt and the people around me don't even seem to care. They'd rather hurt me more. I'm just not sure how to keep going at this point. I don't know what to do anymore.",3.0047619047619065,2.993448007936511,3.9445634920634913,94.83446428571428,72.8888888888889,6.617460317460318,19.71825396825397,5.148860815047168,-0.4281079365079368,443,5,110,1,8,143,85,126,0.077,0.748,0.175,0.9359,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,8,8,1,0,7,0,11,4,1,5,3,29,25,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,17,6,16,22,3,17,0,2,0,2,5,9,1,1,5,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556463773885094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087088957561318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585361429447367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846149556350096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138137645236706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298584598335172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309516061242348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558467608248882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165797731477194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359751006048817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085096359324436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742789139393482,0.18445462492387912,0.3422625086383497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417820287409395,0.0,0.0,0.08785375513339208,0.0,0.0,0.16926649983046912,0.0,0.0,0.11291240594876815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427805175494346,0.0,0.10670643078853076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751399538236412,0.0,0.123292315035796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157918338992242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165076537210224,0.0,0.16701754600065585,0.0,0.15111744451753245,0.0,0.0,0.1626330170789468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455286845361176,0.0,0.0,0.1640919005203345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066423711232782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321446304271118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170661253581801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761319057674768,0.0,0.0,0.09428836761976404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637850005639586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uhfondvd,2020/03/11,In need of a friend (20 F) It feels like everyone in my life has completely forgotten about me. Nobody texts me or makes plans if I do not reach out first. Nobody checks up on me. I have been struggling a lot with my mental health recently and I have never felt more alone. I absolutely love getting to know new people and I would very much enjoy getting to have a genuine conversation with someone.,2.711850649350648,5.255490493506496,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,79.12987012987013,6.966883116883117,23.910714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.546897402597403,316,11,60,6,8,102,60,77,0.073,0.735,0.192,0.8962,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,1,1,16,15,4,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,10,4,11,12,3,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500482202833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379052444117368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681714960379656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472982608835275,0.16210075177808655,0.21786408030255133,0.0,0.0,0.19300500852324864,0.0,0.0,0.17530599620332404,0.0,0.23709666476812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118906883449415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124700880403033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026948886655298,0.11085416733457454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929062483755576,0.20479033650136413,0.0,0.1514606386920109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286665531898936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680105092387712,0.1682469482852095,0.17500288073683215,0.2191459579977082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730713810661934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404100172864586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225560264594727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721004228474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722012790124248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611865774898848,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EnzoDaBoss,2020/03/11,"Too scared to talk to other people I hate that I'm always alone, and I'm bored of just playing video games and watching Netflix on my own in my spare time, but the idea of being social gives me so mich anxiety that I can't break free from the drudgery I've imposed on myself. I feel like I'm gonna turn into a hermit.",7.203478260869566,4.3018157246376845,7.574202898550728,81.72478260869569,65.66666666666666,9.779710144927538,31.69565217391305,6.42735559955562,1.7249478260869555,251,6,56,1,3,83,54,69,0.213,0.72,0.067,-0.8004,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,4,9,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092590290710105,0.0,0.0,0.2484587042818784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284278001739341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509808790957126,0.21331954244124834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28644384905204495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948051869745108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370824898095689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588063284178898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070112960955597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989501905734591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304384586697235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400029673274951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411576970581494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32479051096195977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thesource2007,2020/03/11,Looking to talk on phone 31 M I’m looking for someone to talk to tonight. You can rant or talk about your problem or you can listen to me rant and talk. Either way hit me up. Just need someone to talk too.,-0.7431060606060598,1.412210295454546,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,93.77272727272728,2.9333333333333336,20.96969696969697,3.1291,-0.6300030303030306,159,6,37,0,6,51,29,44,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,9,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432648880975556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515493466591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955694344136752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463505432877713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8213870924408501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223179092125667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cornholio_The_Great,2020/03/11,Hope is poison. I just don't care anymore. There's no fucking point.,-0.9295238095238112,0.5384898571428565,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,114.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.8111619047619043,54,2,11,0,3,17,14,14,0.457,0.384,0.159,-0.6628,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454661950176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674231453439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238321912500405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553470364972519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333860453130122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ginprees,2020/03/11,"Do you ever feel like part of the background. I’m not sure what it is but it hardly feels like I exist, not in a metaphysical “it’s all a simulation man what if it’s a dream”, but more of a feeling like you’re not actually there, as if are just looking right through you. Like in a group setting you’re on the outside of the circle looking in but not being looked at. Not sure probably going insane",0.4818072289156632,2.807877481927715,2.859048192771088,89.34784939759041,87.433734939759,5.247710843373494,21.55301204819277,6.742157984588678,0.5639648192771087,313,11,66,4,10,107,51,83,0.086,0.727,0.187,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,4,18,12,6,0,2,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,6,10,11,3,9,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,2,5,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.1893053851684132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547425336887834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942601636614301,0.4157575704083025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024847998970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737761365296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790931156507118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887059774287589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007129878220926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091530675743072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566563744085538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656648751643711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Annurco,2020/03/11,"Rant - Hopeless I don't feel much anymore. I have no interest in killing myself and yet at the same time I feel rarely happy. Everyday I wake up hoping it will be the next. I use to smoke weed purely to get high, now without it my head is clouded with thoughts of how unintelligent, unattractive and useless I am. The only source of dopamine is from weed and binge eating which I find hard to quit. The only women to ever be beside me left after a short period and to this day I'm still not entirely sure why. I try my best to put this all behind but time from time I'm reminded. Working on minimum wage with part time hours sucks. Having dreams about an ex when you just want to forget sucks. Not having anyone but a forum to complain to, sucks. Here's to looking back at this in the future, maybe things will change.",3.941605316973419,5.215740987730066,4.620383435582824,86.13012525562374,71.63803680981594,7.151124744376278,24.62627811860941,7.492282038375204,1.0714707566462172,643,18,129,7,12,206,113,163,0.201,0.733,0.066,-0.9558,1,0,1,0,0,2,16.0,0,1,0,3,10,12,4,0,8,0,11,3,2,2,4,26,24,8,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,4,1,1,1,5,7,0,0,1,4,13,5,26,19,5,27,0,2,1,0,4,9,3,1,17,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078978941796113,0.11336534424048585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466826861301745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014585040959296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151246372254936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456069421760072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658998734025244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466562274411184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395600175056904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818424684507164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470644144845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259082383791946,0.1452369912590541,0.0,0.1663925633202869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129966742523214,0.0,0.16103206807189002,0.15966578368547854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793732641488144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615515218608693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614870102331422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288177694154787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918449774434155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242751796633693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466149476297992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557142191276529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298583105054676,0.0,0.17244563566227486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947754554855978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528059817031976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771223247166677,0.0,0.0,0.1287134261425774,0.3781581563661585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007589795558746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002860847765727,0.0,0.0,0.09562870959608197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146297466733676,0.0,0.0,0.1562879183652512,0.0,0.11803286095694247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,it-happens-like-that,2020/03/11,"Loveless hopeless romantic? Not sure how to go about love anymore. I want a relationship, but there are so many things keeping me from it; my possible moving in december, my fear of letting someone close to me, and my overwhelming school schedule that makes me stressed beyond belief. Does it ever get any easier? Is something wrong with me? Should I seek help? I've got so many questions, but no answers 😞",4.414227799227799,7.065154283783787,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,73.72972972972974,7.4718146718146725,32.19305019305019,8.418075326091056,2.879569884169884,323,16,54,6,7,101,62,74,0.21,0.647,0.14300000000000002,-0.787,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,16,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,2,8,8,0,7,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373412138611794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002922222827513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673847228760006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268636218827566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726361106300355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551690788817587,0.0,0.11477976603078675,0.0,0.16152761186119666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537099787249204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951327287498034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652002125249685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227876038776064,0.0,0.13481132918659147,0.4095159201461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465384452626848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276820223274627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262438725072604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683180837194133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043965171613965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112190705185798,0.15548035980328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313470047406314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034697267917455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417470404608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191225315261937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208139487342673,0.0,0.0 lonely,cptweeaboo,2020/03/11,Why do people ignore me Ever feel like whatever it is that you are saying isn't important. Like people talk over you as if whatever point it is that you are trying to make is irrelevant but when they talk everybody listens and keeps quiet. I tried pointing it out but no matter what it makes you look like a prick.,3.837903225806453,5.617037951612903,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,72.70967741935483,8.185806451612903,23.690322580645162,8.841846274778883,1.7442477419354838,251,7,47,5,5,83,45,62,0.155,0.754,0.091,-0.5189,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,1,12,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,4,13,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,1,5,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109820699180205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179349054192262,0.166629179883982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073175109255772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185293011415113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958657689465075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311383651625552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234033047358849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409809357361498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185484567172085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749445283618771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31671400804413785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210465950841578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,operative87,2020/03/11,I will always be unwanted I can’t change that fact and don’t really know how to cope with it.,0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,82.33333333333333,8.009523809523811,15.261904761904766,8.841846274778883,0.5382190476190479,74,1,18,2,2,26,19,21,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237588354829905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658822803851938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34593322881177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032464161358118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kaseymadi,2020/03/11,"Is it me? I feel like there must be something wrong with me. I've been having so much trouble lately connecting with people. On the surface it seems like I have a lot of friends, but when I'm having a rough time-like now-I don't have anyone to turn to. People only want to be around me when in funny and light but when I'm struggling or just even just having a bad day, they don't have the time. I just want to hang out and talk or even just spend a bit getting my mind off things and I can't even get a response to a text. It is just so frustrating! What can I do?",1.4069354838709671,2.5822761451612912,2.8540645161290317,96.68609677419356,77.87096774193549,5.605161290322582,19.65806451612903,5.6839178017228535,-0.369945806451613,438,9,107,2,10,143,72,124,0.147,0.755,0.099,-0.8736,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,15,8,1,1,8,0,17,0,0,0,1,23,26,12,0,3,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,10,3,13,22,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,8,76,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789987965606462,0.0,0.0,0.17556642912380782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646693516559789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531170849849174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718972668379486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907832146481122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971968533139478,0.14089305728438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237065525262625,0.0,0.20607723039336756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224712500483434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192702160565722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766826066359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991346360196337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497841475211284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499936855808124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734531873219118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954047019128927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182856743102302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617577469232198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851689646956402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310233210585031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999958498440776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451728023929145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326493627010035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562765578577034,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blitz554,2020/03/11,"I’m going to be stuck at home My spring break just got indefinitely extended because of the coronavirus. Now I’m stuck home alone most of the day, with no one to talk to. No friends at home, school “friend” has their own home life, etc. and when I’m not alone I’m with my family who don’t really appreciate me, not to mention my verbally abusive father. This is what true isolation feels like. I’m fucked.",1.6192592592592592,4.068170679012347,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,82.95061728395062,7.550617283950618,21.34567901234568,8.515128840125781,1.396960493827161,319,10,68,8,9,105,57,81,0.239,0.614,0.147,-0.7968,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,15,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,1,5,4,10,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,5,36,8,1,0.0,0.2063731892421306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36079305285355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617767339827254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233080396809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425520940149832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420010656043152,0.0,0.08806994650259438,0.12443324481405905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691399478862826,0.16102533253866294,0.0,0.0,0.09898972678331346,0.0,0.13930655828146712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988614518776965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302751421941185,0.08509487828585444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802794437373385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158328755294714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627806789430506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999818135644054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cmbeers10,2020/03/11,"Anyone else So is it just me but when I talk to myself out loud or in my head I hear myself and also feel like there’s a mirror image of myself actually there Anyone else or am I just weird and does anyone else have reasoning as to why",4.247647058823528,3.902930235294118,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,70.17647058823529,8.368627450980393,20.92156862745098,7.793537801064563,0.6701450980392152,186,2,40,2,3,65,38,51,0.042,0.892,0.066,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,10,5,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.18333343796158316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023909462221127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940879666855619,0.577483217787533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644057815999279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708223408720031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949924155814764,0.13421393986177213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280820898077264,0.0,0.21174247240776087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178350121680744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931610370697368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100231068801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952291602749256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TakeOrShakeTheShame,2020/03/11,"Does anyone else tend to stray away from social media? I’m rarely find myself doing anything with friends, and I’m too afraid to post things online anonymously or not. This is the first post I made I’m afraid of making connections because I don’t want to be abandoned or left behind. I got some trust issues and I’m often overly attached or helpful to people. I opted out of school a month ago and I’m now in a program helping me deal with my health issues and depression. Even though I’m getting help, I left school abruptly and I’m not feeling good enough to do the things I enjoy. My birthday is coming up tomorrow and I don’t have any friends to hangout with. I’m afraid to start talking out of the blue to people where I normally don’t, and I’m worried I’ll only start up rumors, confuse, or push people away.",3.0174025974025973,4.851809515151518,4.024610389610391,87.19977272727274,75.06060606060606,5.926406926406926,25.119047619047624,6.5431188927421005,0.9339956709956714,650,22,125,5,14,210,95,165,0.08900000000000001,0.779,0.132,0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,4,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,29,28,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,2,12,5,24,25,2,23,0,2,1,0,9,11,0,7,8,75,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807734016223545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905833117192598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313935858281272,0.13648327542054875,0.10961557127718373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502991518197191,0.0,0.0,0.08119994352271924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474348166166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732751135538976,0.11472844036016927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165677488783188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127487906847418,0.0,0.0,0.13763537607849388,0.0,0.08798000899404486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735196254710847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174607500815204,0.11330328432165092,0.0,0.0,0.20582621438782914,0.0,0.06959361061529634,0.0,0.0,0.1117252249305716,0.1065354353958142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415896605508927,0.0,0.0,0.26785157098783857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780608105762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894531480602257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604087887604468,0.08891472786413522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063221900821442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051167263349273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130767119820733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770407182346135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551452895134291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696191901591341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578473914006658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856500347027236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706435784089548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769896843016169,0.0,0.13087228830233436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856719117781573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352751636565812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mc01xx,2020/03/11,"Abandonment is worse than rejection When you befriend someone or catch the eye of a potential mate, and just for a while they let you believe you’re worthy of love and/or companionship, but later decide to ditch you for whatever reason, the pain hurts more than anything. It’s worse than if they would just outright reject you instead of losing interest in you over time. It’s like a slow death. You can tell they’re not as keen in your presence than before. They’re gradually breaking your heart and all you can do is take it, because they’re not obligated to give a fuck about you. I’ve had my fair share of cases like this. It’s the reason I don’t have any genuine friends or a girlfriend. I’m still young but dammit do I want someone to love and care for. No one is willing to accept me into their life. So what can I do about it besides sulk? I’m meant to be alone. Nothing’s gonna change that.",3.2351565377532268,5.006732552486191,3.849701657458564,88.95418416206263,74.30386740331491,6.5946224677716385,25.32633517495396,7.3011,1.061828434622468,716,24,147,8,15,226,114,181,0.20199999999999999,0.616,0.182,-0.6559,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,10,3,1,8,17,1,0,8,0,16,7,2,2,1,22,27,12,1,3,9,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,1,18,10,23,20,2,13,0,5,1,3,22,4,1,3,9,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736001485869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398497114919748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379341016837211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217746562897743,0.0,0.1426293001338866,0.1888464022584027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089619780349935,0.0,0.17731603703241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950009589766934,0.1549587578468411,0.0,0.16079302488478528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862636535256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943693522612986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139923262940754,0.1183924944222502,0.16377791531823807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875199943454494,0.0,0.0,0.3025608797212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083255709697375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358128167180442,0.0,0.1783557790595383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446753670603849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28404184133711113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385875733494246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602675155596024,0.0,0.14650421328210642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097738531945414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886455738593512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416310767504461,0.1190699559309278,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,INAGNME,2020/03/11,"I'm probably going to be a 22 year old male virgin. I have plans to better my life, better myself and make myself more attractive, but this really sucks. What is wrong with me? I've had girls like me in the past, but my confidence was always too low to pursue anything. Never felt like I was worth shit. I feel like I can't even imagine any decent girl ever wanting to be with me. I'm broken.",2.1490476190476184,3.85504101234568,4.07347442680776,86.46777777777778,77.14814814814815,6.603880070546737,18.978835978835978,7.447530270364453,0.4730761904761898,306,6,62,4,7,104,60,81,0.193,0.584,0.223,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,2,0,2,0,8,3,1,1,2,12,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,11,6,7,10,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,8,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339980233768236,0.0,0.0,0.15805989860210792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126951479739265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111296664519215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535173646963777,0.21024561434744005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752324096785545,0.16604754283873693,0.22316858379894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320949310870175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417169276761487,0.34065965575297136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514836677638388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926380980535211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243895458109516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188007275607954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059810394161725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489001652871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858534278422466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709282687196786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541249590392227,0.0,0.14967685274182238 lonely,DieNackteTraube,2020/03/11,"Im probably going to be alone forever Like the title says I’m probably going to be alone forever. Each day for me is the same, I go to work l come home I go on my computer, or then I go to sleep and repeat. My days off consists of my just playing games on my pc days wasting away. I have no friends to talk to, or go to and it sucks, it’s been that way since I started high school. When I tried to reach out to people I just got ignored and over looked and rejected and i just figure secluded my self from people and having very minimal conversations and interactions with people to the point now where I’m so socially awkward that I’m scare to go out and meet new people or make new friends or have conversations with people and it sucks and I hate that I’m that way. It’s bad to the point where I’ll do everything I can to avoid people and have interactions and conversations with people and i don’t know how to fix this. It doesn’t help that I’m so incredibly boring and do nothing with my life that if I did have friends or people to talk to I’d have nothing to talk about, or carry on a conversation. Im sure as hell not gonna find a girlfriend this way either, though I would love to have one, no girl wants and weird socially awkward boyfriend who doesn’t Know-how to talk or have a conversation. I’m just a sad pretty pathetic person and honestly don’t mind if I were killed tomorrow..",4.556038314176249,4.7467286344827615,5.789195402298851,82.25256704980843,69.55172413793103,9.478927203065137,28.524904214559392,9.444778638647367,2.201846743295019,1104,36,239,22,18,371,138,290,0.18899999999999997,0.7140000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9786,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,13,23,5,4,8,0,22,3,1,2,1,51,47,32,1,4,15,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,3,14,24,0,2,3,2,0,8,7,15,0,1,4,2,21,8,36,39,3,35,1,2,1,1,26,13,3,9,12,146,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356416017778365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326003420593897,0.0,0.07399277817423508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763370242256329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714548786021272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964462838260304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099573886625508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539938940048166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525477041102493,0.0,0.07087634081627987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749246016452569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399138458726464,0.09363035157952007,0.08889161978031848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144645751998526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804328308780927,0.0,0.09740486253449213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259389461030708,0.043294541689287036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441725331703808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998169103071781,0.0,0.059153562683358876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947946173123106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117667369120812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006375578048796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005021525530421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914954926844911,0.07737828977313105,0.0,0.0,0.16754632613534431,0.0,0.0,0.09015691274716768,0.19109154621275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047301882247729,0.08872261681809282,0.08968669223216494,0.0,0.0,0.0924484627974818,0.0,0.0,0.07330617093030471,0.0,0.08868253789916694,0.1806708803166752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272465777385429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352192392065709,0.0,0.0,0.2849128982263718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706726428310192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060166170669954874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311957527072523,0.05226951012315921,0.2110238133816848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451535157917808,0.0,0.0,0.06295206726714346,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yoyomasters,2020/03/12,"anyone wanna talk? hi ok so can someone pls keep me company? one of my ""friends"" just left me for literally just defending someone.. like am i crazy?",0.7146428571428558,3.0651411785714306,3.0297142857142885,83.31528571428574,101.5,6.525714285714287,27.028571428571425,7.554174236665415,2.46132,115,6,21,3,5,39,25,28,0.075,0.7140000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.5273,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592937764126022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865032421598537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296117826790861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40290915138909816,0.0,0.0,0.18116937832206528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512847980696298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284080941256022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980600477194914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,billylast113,2020/03/12,"Missed my fucking chance again >:,( Damn I fucking hate myself so much. Today I went to go pick up something I bought from Offer Up( it’s an app sort of like Craigslist) and the girl that was selling the thing I was buying was super cute and smiling and looked interested in talking to me. A solid 8.5/10 in my book. But anyways, I had my chance to talk to her and everything but I blew it like I always fucking do. There I was shaking and getting all red trying to get the money out of my wallet and when she was asking basic questions like; ‘how was your day’ I would stutter and sound like a fucking dumbass. I hate that I do that shit EVERY SINGLE TIME I try to talk to a cute girl. I try all the stupid ‘baby step’ social exercises like eye contact and etc. but nothing works. I think I just have to face the harsh reality that I’m going to be alone forever. Sorry for all the bad language. I’m just so tired and upset at myself.",2.5294473684210534,4.205802299999998,4.008618421052635,87.47345394736843,76.0,6.0131578947368425,23.980263157894736,6.6274283507984215,0.7444473684210524,727,23,148,6,16,241,114,190,0.23399999999999999,0.632,0.133,-0.9827,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,9,23,9,2,10,0,12,9,3,2,3,24,30,16,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,14,0,0,9,4,25,9,19,19,6,16,0,1,3,4,13,6,6,2,10,100,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956973497428954,0.0,0.0,0.11213032522557233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598152095603574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125181781649254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690843914691382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502919631024416,0.0,0.0,0.11354031204213595,0.0,0.12111274515373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983302823336785,0.14081208368134973,0.0,0.15317334769117158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609332596482177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291823253272751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316366237193848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906340759285058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129304943296266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096097746555998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832822865940042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736988123906008,0.0,0.10374410070198972,0.0,0.1508517239969199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249426603022489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952792510788753,0.08634815814150078,0.0,0.0,0.07857908597101973,0.1548857045366644,0.12773582278321616,0.0,0.0,0.2744776481429884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249229897808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810619363777938,0.0,0.0,0.09572896295278267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crazy_brazy22,2020/03/12,"happy dreams the worst.. Most nights I have dreams of being with a girl, not sure who it is but likely my brain’s interpretation of who my perfect girl would be, only to awake to my reality of loneliness having myself feeling empty for the remainder of the day",4.413599999999999,6.29239376,5.805,75.70750000000002,71.4,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.8996,208,6,37,4,4,70,39,50,0.125,0.6579999999999999,0.217,0.6672,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,9,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,8,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504538935112731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26023246608438283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040282679076928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295470305257089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713604145277155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786695617685557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068897757192329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803061728751847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866440169612435,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_LordWilfred_,2020/03/12,"Just Because You Are Lonely, Are You Desperate? Are you desperate to date anyone even if it's someone you aren't interested in or do you wait for ""The One""?",2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,78.35483870967741,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.2856365591397854,123,5,24,3,3,42,23,31,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.828,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445587304148283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387571316267118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199329015724535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308273509219165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387022943087151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,just_a_guy_here_,2020/03/12,Anyone want to talk? I feel empty and lonely. I am a 21 year old guy in college. Anyone around my age want to chat? I am a geek so I can talk anything from science to philosophy :),-1.4064912280701771,0.5711974736842116,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,100.57894736842104,3.5859649122807014,16.859649122807017,5.46131890053228,-0.5231719298245614,136,4,30,1,6,48,28,38,0.165,0.691,0.14300000000000002,-0.2168,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388851642088733,0.0,0.25826164540880714,0.2793820461183384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868574570435326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107486151770849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293198207033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045016305339898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702191546750533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210115715336 lonely,rttr123,2020/03/12,"I have tons of “friends” but only a couple actual friends. All my legitimate friends are from Highschool or from my first university. Now I’m at a community college, but I barely have any friends here. However, the issue isn’t just lack of friends. I changed majors from CS to genetics because I realized I want to be a doctor, but I’ve failed a couple CS and bio classes due to med issues. My mother doesn’t accept the issues and basically doesn’t support me, telling me that I will fail and she wishes I was like my brother. My father is an alcoholic and is rarely home. Everyday I’m just told I’m a failure, and I’ll never succeed at anything I do (my university is 30-45 minutes from my home. It’s why I want to transfer to a further university) Basically, I don’t feel any support from family and don’t see any friends. The only people who support me are my old neighbors and my brother & his gf. But my brother moved after grad school and my neighbor’s are busy most of the time as researchers at Stanford. I’m pretty sure I am and will be a failure. To be honest, I don’t know why’ve been trying so hard. **But more than success, i think I just want some love & support more than anything else.**",2.7692945326278644,4.629342378600825,4.5590711346266914,82.98629629629632,75.83127572016461,6.933098177542622,29.67842445620224,7.793537801064563,2.0335288653733103,950,44,185,14,21,322,125,243,0.096,0.6409999999999999,0.262,0.9928,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,6,19,0,0,12,0,23,3,0,0,3,33,41,17,0,5,9,5,2,1,9,2,2,0,4,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,3,30,17,21,33,8,13,0,2,1,1,20,4,0,3,9,119,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.09742283075491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669136097960877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163385246389337,0.0,0.20367005820981654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430848286873784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060857410009330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561031926643476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092713889327345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218354056290453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339785282380277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411388372620501,0.0,0.05047868042562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491809390775278,0.0,0.0,0.4627854322151282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943096427661244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028173793705087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31259986194510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054865732000776817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048773473102120164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010338726172668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089221204666913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610692348041402,0.0,0.0,0.07699754101846265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475818047376743,0.0,0.0,0.15185533919675104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921179107374646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156628496964208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103655797067894,0.07955415836122565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531582624762676,0.09409163720953524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725864280269513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396910229528585,0.0,0.0,0.058213558886953426,0.0,0.0,0.09539492892822353,0.0,0.0677802095213019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766526758279828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008396144672023,0.0,0.11480328686277493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_fr4nkie,2020/03/12,"I hate myself but I don’t want to Okay so lately I’ve really been hating myself for some reason. I’ve been having constant nightmares about my mom’s ex abusive husband even though it happened when I was middle school (I graduated last year). Of course it all started when he showed his true colors a few months after them being together. The first time he beat my mom was so horrific that my older sister moved in with my grandma and left me and my little brother alone. It went on for months until one day he went full on psycho and held me, my mom, and brother hostage. I won’t go into full details but he ended up kidnapping my mom that same day. Me and my brother witnessed it all including when he dragged her down a few stairs by her hair :/ Anyways, they caught him, found my mom, and obviously he went to jail. BUT SHE MARRIED HIM AFTER ALL THAT WHILE HE WAS IN JAIL. When he got out, everything was fine until the beatings started again and he fled up north a few hours from where we were. Long story short, my mom put a restraining order on him yet we would go visit him and again, he went to jail for beating my mom once again. After that time she didn’t go back to him and we moved. Keep in mind this was like 5 years ago. Three months ago, she finally decided to bring him back but kicked him out a month later for stealing and selling our stuff. Ever since then I haven’t been myself. I dream that he comes back and kills us all (He actually tried to before). It happens almost every night and it has really been affecting me because I honestly believe it was all my fault. I had the chance to stop him when he kidnapped my mom. He wanted to take me and my brother that day but my mom didn’t let him. The night he beat my mom before she finally left him I had a chance to stop him again. I heard my mom screaming my name for help, but I was too scared and I didn’t even call the cops until my mom came out of the room all bruised up. I remember all those times so clearly and I blame myself for it. I never did anything to try and stop him. For that I will never forgive myself",2.922874896437449,4.418606131455405,3.89412317039492,89.4599005799503,74.53990610328637,6.608008837337753,23.32753383043357,7.1686216300943375,0.744377740955537,1636,46,345,17,34,527,201,426,0.142,0.787,0.07,-0.9894,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,2,5,24,13,3,1,12,1,27,1,1,2,13,65,53,36,1,3,6,19,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,18,26,0,6,5,2,1,16,8,7,0,3,29,4,72,6,43,19,14,98,0,0,1,0,66,25,0,2,57,238,90,2,0.0,0.06575459563761152,0.05415684043876708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838907337997828,0.0,0.05557199704608588,0.057477915097321336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045669111749810636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280207678311858,0.0,0.03383031490517132,0.0,0.0944473247311618,0.06252585359974501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666840543186227,0.06347351852475472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047805551944056696,0.0,0.05997229103611897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737247342585904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049153664475638036,0.0,0.0,0.07331018423173083,0.05020000425426771,0.046758420920434085,0.0,0.04987691697223812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158799421052167,0.0,0.04720552283782238,0.0,0.060849342052279674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462027719033207,0.0,0.04438583540383273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815121800409017,0.0,0.0,0.10958313849766434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037198314026856735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465313788662725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049328077663149575,0.0613989516878009,0.0,0.0,0.045237273288856725,0.06260277200746815,0.0,0.12059480246351145,0.0567492056948526,0.0,0.027112917782906674,0.055622341446040606,0.0,0.04911289363935138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603591571863024,0.7799657327575182,0.1771879642197055,0.11796856403882293,0.0,0.0,0.08560505809166227,0.0,0.0,0.1041599153504338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910224711154021,0.03760604652539337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578958053729962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110530180692205,0.057059920873597375,0.0,0.0,0.06286702013186947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055561946642999495,0.056165692436772996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590750029592899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856179660653545,0.0,0.0,0.13919335005218456,0.0,0.0,0.06353052231542405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172666316754673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054525293165869834,0.0,0.09708183581560988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535732565985183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675577923040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546686373043166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578424116524424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942331198069735,0.0,0.0,0.07147619861395099 lonely,Chipster339,2020/03/12,Today is my birthday and I am lonely. Title says it all.,-1.5524999999999984,0.3374487500000036,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,103.16666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.970966666666667,43,1,8,0,2,16,12,12,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427268048152722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7660954603520054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throw-It-Away54321,2020/03/12,"Does anyone have any horror stories where you were ‘outed’ as a loner? I’ll give one of mine as an example One time my guidance counselor asked me who I hung out with outside of school and I wasn’t about to lie so I said no one 🙃 (on the off chance they told the person who’s name I said and I’d feel more pathetic making up a name anyway.) It was just us two in the room but it still felt really embarrassing having to say that. This still haunts me years later although It’s still true to this day. Anyone have any similar stories?",1.3946437346437364,3.4622364414414406,3.015724815724816,91.4143488943489,80.98198198198199,5.838165438165437,19.0999180999181,6.980632752743323,0.2009387387387389,419,10,90,5,11,138,81,111,0.134,0.8190000000000001,0.047,-0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,14,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,7,5,11,1,15,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,7,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534570311777075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606089892734223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421776588488014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018424598954633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308144955736587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422722655630544,0.0,0.17893104829898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787697198608619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243941214153351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788390806216017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627189291112245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938446806981083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545345885544878,0.14819782380368132,0.0,0.1886022882947382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464725861119441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866572096652488,0.0,0.0,0.17807120758011286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820427982988808,0.0,0.2241634024885476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000719685220425 lonely,Lorelai82,2020/03/12,I think I made a friend today. What do I do now? How often does it eat? Do I have to take it for walks? Been so long I forgot how to friendship.,-2.8581818181818197,-1.2187537878787855,0.21430303030303044,105.28145454545457,102.03030303030305,2.64,9.630303030303027,3.1291,-2.252086060606061,107,1,29,0,5,37,24,33,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583783196493741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41904658478092827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163982043142201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624169730279699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875027081965782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791203366651565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624072542769137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881820672355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Guilty_Sparq,2020/03/12,"I’m 22 and I Still Feel Bad The Way I Treated a Girl From HS I’m terribly introverted and scared of people. I’ve always been this way. I often think about this nicest thing someone has ever done for me that I didn’t know and how rude I was because I was scared. There was this cute girl that rode my bus. She was so pretty I would often try to catch a glimpse of her as often as I could without being creepy when I was listening to music waiting for my stop. I didn’t ever talk to her nor did I think she noticed me. One day I had fallen asleep listening to music. I woke up with her shaking me telling me it was my stop. I said “thank you!” And sprinted off the bus. I didn’t see her much until a couple weeks later I was at lunch with some of my friends. She was with one of her friends. Her friend asked me if she would go to the dance with her. I didn’t handle this well. I quickly thought it was a joke that they were making fun of me and said simply, “no.” And turned back around. The two girls were quiet and walked away. I never saw them again. I’m still embarrassed. I’m sad I treated someone that way. Even if I didn’t want to go with her, I should’ve been polite. I was so scared that they were going to make fun of me. This is probably the reason I’m lonely, so scared of people I can’t tell when someone really does to be my friend. I wish I could say I’m sorry. I hope she’s forgotten, I know how bad it feels to reject you in such a mean way and I did it myself. I’m awful.",-0.07552852720035473,1.891190266253872,1.9280283060592682,97.67666873065019,85.96594427244581,4.682140645731977,16.65891198584697,5.860315114193679,-0.6629426094648387,1148,24,274,8,35,381,153,323,0.159,0.7090000000000001,0.133,-0.6957,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,0,23,26,1,6,10,1,33,2,1,5,3,47,67,21,0,9,3,0,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,3,15,14,1,3,9,2,0,9,10,13,1,3,29,10,60,13,35,32,2,35,0,3,2,0,34,6,0,7,16,192,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112455824770215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679219166835955,0.09114568440225324,0.0,0.0916007871932762,0.07496847616939506,0.16281032771648646,0.05943271235763471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568539121893385,0.10787757066745003,0.0,0.06287691326683835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853194865501812,0.09977235136538433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439524882553854,0.17638159275542947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985939064271515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30130095329315193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622782652824358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683561737132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716260411980348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015879608408748,0.0,0.0,0.106201825432791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167084518229219,0.0,0.07519499608829623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099994619551272,0.0,0.0,0.13213174942748668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351830276711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991885753749426,0.10511727641003064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062458492645417515,0.10024221985328093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854822184978697,0.07753280504375562,0.3904423830661843,0.0,0.07769176194010748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478243654283871,0.0,0.0,0.10913889213765947,0.0,0.0,0.15572100897718608,0.16302219590005418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836366513644742,0.17043176229862686,0.0897613018970832,0.0,0.0,0.06477207089696699,0.12494311722792426,0.0,0.07740100610848975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619344621143276,0.10604775067546793,0.09523951450747443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575057207116398,0.3095514369591827,0.07820548360302525,0.0,0.0876606949286139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211569346740513,0.09398275290001323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851685198330346,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kyokutana,2020/03/12,"I just got into my dream college I got into my dream college, that I've been working really hard to get into and wanted to share it with you.",10.997,4.968402033333336,11.450000000000005,66.40500000000003,62.0,13.333333333333336,40.0,8.841846274778883,3.6850000000000014,111,3,22,1,1,39,21,30,0.055,0.745,0.201,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354854165776445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7209725479870394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037614236213094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288746230372276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658495166476798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281334566416819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,roock89,2020/03/12,What MBTI type are you? Just for fun and im interested to se if there is a spesific set of types that is here or if its a lot of different types.,-1.3195454545454552,0.5687169696969718,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,91.42424242424244,6.936363636363637,17.340909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.4698545454545453,112,3,30,3,4,40,28,33,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051142213630821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625607991451938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923935622402293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Draizy,2020/03/12,"I want to be better Hi y’all, I’m not really sure what to put here, but I’m in need of help/advice. I’ve been extremely lonely over the last few years, and it’s really starting to get to me. For those of you that know how it feels to feel so empty even in a room full of loved ones/peers. The best way I can describe it is like when you’re SO leaves and you feel like your heart is being torn. Stomachaches are kind of a normal thing for me when getting into anything new, or exciting (probably chalk that up to anxiety and depression) I haven’t had a relationship in quite a while. So it’s not anything dealing with a relationship, that’s just the best way I can describe it. Umm I guess into the meat and bones of this post, I can’t see to be happy. I enjoy making others happy and being funny, but when I’m at home or out and about (even with friends) I just don’t feel happy anymore. I have a wonderful dog who’s name is Charlie, and I got him because I have no one to turn to, whether it be family or friends they never take it serious, or they don’t know how to handle the situation. My mask is beginning to degrade and everyday just hurts a little more than the last. I always welcome suggestions. I’ve tried hiking, dog parks to interact with others, being more social in new environments, going to outings, spending time with family, shooting, and lots of other things I used to enjoy. I know this is probably the last of my worries, but romantic relationships are non-existent and that also adds to the pain. I’m either too shy, or in the words of these women “too nice and not forward enough” I’m not too sure what I’m hoping for out of this post, but I honestly couldn’t hide it anymore and needed someone, somewhere. I hope you all have a fantastic day. TLDR: I’m sad and need help with life.",3.025289542728636,4.476255904891307,4.654074212893555,84.29684782608697,74.19021739130434,7.793253373313345,24.917916041979012,8.433251757073789,1.5792375187406291,1415,45,289,25,29,477,187,368,0.102,0.6629999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.9965,0,2,0,1,0,0,44.0,0,5,2,4,19,29,0,0,17,0,25,5,2,4,4,69,59,33,0,8,18,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,25,23,0,0,8,0,1,3,11,7,1,1,3,5,28,22,46,49,10,38,0,4,1,1,24,16,0,10,19,200,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871647805988676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260271768766709,0.07554245903629897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945217631745453,0.0,0.18007357644955116,0.0,0.0,0.14942072651394386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534320723182405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905517254062851,0.08029415131542819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855041614261858,0.0935979089375294,0.07819512643454339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380773939345023,0.0,0.11992855311907513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117271897218647,0.0,0.18361951789642567,0.06485859629303957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028436895920152,0.0,0.09486542593999664,0.0,0.0515966190240489,0.0,0.07261104408272749,0.0,0.10001264845480516,0.0,0.0,0.28993489285020074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075836049733998,0.12170587283230462,0.0,0.09106724822581684,0.1803449119856464,0.0,0.0,0.09718987870889977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454119322407167,0.1496832797639181,0.22201174868565807,0.0,0.09613083626045743,0.0,0.0,0.0641258844420287,0.08870835708889259,0.09099290911114008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718427180969112,0.0819392483635185,0.0,0.060601350156964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195330576822412,0.07002090408172643,0.17536623443280286,0.0,0.0,0.08895245774039774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061519948361648924,0.0,0.09660428334881413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738986262695442,0.0,0.19576852481503607,0.0,0.0,0.09126649650489486,0.0,0.0965636638658142,0.0,0.0,0.11632157324614037,0.0,0.0,0.2924153427668199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234586998795402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204893520673758,0.0,0.09254640620587737,0.07692394008239382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425984804290555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113225738888702,0.0,0.06826088888758937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063033976690968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052938911673840426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163874179296695,0.09875071167515538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784112362641386,0.0,0.0,0.05354880994171635,0.14412575705322198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845515303058047,0.0,0.09219909633890808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584641627357455 lonely,Stackhom,2020/03/12,"Forgetting just want to share so I can take some load off, its our 9th monthsary of my girlfriend and the number of monthsaries I remembered is below half which makes me feel useless and disappointing af. Wish I could remember everytime we have a monthsary so I won't see her sad. She always remembers our monthsaries meanwhile I don't even know the date to the day. If there are any females who have been in a relationship or had a relationship, what are your takes on this? That's pretty much it lol imma cry myself to sleep now jk",3.291650485436889,5.7594234563106825,4.007582524271847,84.675645631068,76.5728155339806,7.226796116504855,25.83398058252428,8.238735603445708,1.7932765048543686,428,16,81,8,10,136,83,103,0.084,0.75,0.166,0.7054,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,1,11,1,1,1,0,17,19,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,14,1,9,15,2,7,0,3,1,0,11,4,0,3,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680760345478115,0.0,0.0,0.12815418424692518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504640124844842,0.0,0.20700625763428016,0.121536293016256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447112021707712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528726267378154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356858326853084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579352863892745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853429483460042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917239752128847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046549865035993,0.6404399472620382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017226917661156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858863042124005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833857020993369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115418616147132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671111167859736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dizzyissue,2020/03/12,"Plz 79380949664 Would you like to be friends in Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp? Send me a friend request by selecting Add Friend in the Friends menu and entering this ID.",4.921999999999997,7.895792533333335,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,73.66666666666666,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.142333333333333,136,7,24,3,3,39,27,30,0.0,0.584,0.41600000000000004,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9632189996147644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522720877717358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140995927638246,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stefanfan101,2020/03/12,"Messaging old co workers Hey guys I hope everyone is doing well! I got a quick question, when you tell your co worker that you will ""keep in touch"". How often would you message that person, right now I message her once a month, I feel like I am annoying her if I message her in less than a month. Any thoughts or similar experiences? Thanks!",2.2670129870129863,4.758732454545457,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,80.51515151515152,6.8017316017316025,26.095238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.7526692640692652,266,11,52,5,7,86,49,66,0.040999999999999995,0.792,0.16699999999999998,0.8065,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,13,4,3,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,5,7,35,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109809858195834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263652566279448,0.0,0.2317307446012225,0.0,0.0,0.11978225233948325,0.16923927993188054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946818953868755,0.0,0.0,0.2345652967887552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352921955474439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105649580148194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157359188736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781778858425456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485835743392961,0.252287597068066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684934216507408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653788811971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023087625012718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705843898578905,0.2181029498430756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806977390367025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299887306832724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828484760155235,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shutupava,2020/03/12,"I'm So Tired So, kinda hate my life right now. Or, to be more accurate, my school life. I'm a senior in high school, and I can honestly say that in the seven years that I've gone to the same school, I don't think I've made a lot of meaningful friends or connections. I feel like a second choice to a lot of people in my life, and recently, one of my best friends seems to be disconnecting from me. I don't know why, but it feels like she doesn't consider me like a best friend anymore, and I even feel like she replaced me with a mutual friend of ours. My (first) boyfriend also broke up with me a month ago, and even though it was a while ago, I still miss him. Or maybe I just miss the feeling of being loved. Either way, I just feel so alone right now. I just wish I had someone who understood my vulnerabilities, my emotional needs, and the fact that I'm scared that I might be on some kind of internal breaking point. I know things will get better in college, and that I have to endure another month or two with these people, but I can't handle it anymore. I know my worth, I know I deserve good friends who love and support me, but with each passing day of feeling more and more alone, the more I feel like I might not deserve that. Every close connection I've had outside of family members have eventually left me, so maybe it's me that's the problem, but I just don't know anymore. Even right now, I'm in this area where the seniors hang out, and I'm on my laptop typing this, so people think I'm probably doing homework or something. However, there's this group of girls in the same area, and they're laughing and talking and it just makes me hurt so much. I'm happy they're happy, but it still hurts. Anyways, thank you for reading. I just needed to vent, so if anyone even looked at this, I'd be happy. Or even send me a DM (unless you're some creep that wants to manipulate a lonely teenage girl, I'll talk to most people). Again, thank you for reading. At least there's solidarity in loneliness, right?",5.181983739837398,5.025807958536589,5.721768292682928,84.4676117886179,68.1951219512195,8.882113821138212,28.790650406504067,8.472884824447931,1.7791626016260156,1573,48,340,21,24,509,189,410,0.095,0.672,0.233,0.9965,1,4,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,2,0,4,30,34,1,1,18,0,20,6,0,3,1,76,60,35,0,6,21,0,7,5,5,3,4,1,1,2,22,19,0,0,17,2,1,4,6,9,0,5,6,9,45,25,38,46,17,47,0,6,1,2,22,24,0,16,22,221,67,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273515936258423,0.0,0.0,0.14879506096505832,0.0,0.05744498334779586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532337248232597,0.0,0.0,0.21371769397854826,0.05022744299843065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076902134639014,0.06353062711898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632647079119715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080268047530016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372257525705817,0.0,0.06052256836130514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771794709707203,0.0,0.2542471665897976,0.2052706070890218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061101282437335425,0.0,0.0,0.27749075707762005,0.0,0.037529881710821784,0.0,0.0,0.060250279281208886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940332844529274,0.0,0.0709204124135945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589571873922182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379785059906742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480322284629973,0.19738823805632755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804698097627934,0.0,0.15221373860061851,0.17547036316546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060321795569661524,0.0,0.0,0.1221400341484084,0.12966453344136455,0.06797030981902058,0.047949218176610256,0.0,0.1443322070183947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240734502487585,0.0,0.0,0.1146731483462173,0.0,0.052805666554070416,0.10652681383816058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048676034751141295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920038238186333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790559166788085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744833806636299,0.0687346702295011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370527631802468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070926618065026,0.0,0.0,0.2453806380810648,0.0,0.057124643078073536,0.07191756367714625,0.21809709736663246,0.0,0.06539424657175781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086403646885233,0.05530070610065042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473217114431836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151546304858452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547360884680813,0.0,0.1322687172275099,0.0,0.0,0.047722785591579886,0.09205562693983688,0.07057575337428494,0.0,0.0,0.08256169524644576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017059772438422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236908194854964,0.057017849865675214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481828922596163,0.0,0.0826046338599745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625822506046803 lonely,7Royale,2020/03/12,"Today is my birthday and I haven't used Internet on my phone to escape the fact that I'm lonely. Its been 5 days and only 1 friend called me to see why i'm not online, if i'm gonna be lonely anyways I'll try to enjoy my birthday without having to reply to the fake wishes from the people that are around me just because I'm funny and the days that I feel blue shows how they give 0 fucks about me, I can't escape it but I feel less lonely. Happy birthday to me, and suggest me some movies or books.",3.294429882044561,3.4449816146788983,4.8810222804718215,87.80247706422018,72.30275229357798,6.5955439056356475,22.910878112712968,5.288315135182226,0.2779923984272603,392,8,86,1,7,133,71,109,0.10099999999999999,0.762,0.13699999999999998,0.4465,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,18,19,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,13,3,11,16,2,5,0,3,2,1,6,2,1,3,3,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278601525811205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560318577720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613654824466509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301482028603889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884382143387435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977553506557057,0.23663243863069724,0.0,0.2455417565420861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724759564129382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467038347374946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774515928185358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039683108546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426217335550289,0.0,0.0,0.17378117159709625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106869978182314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096559412963585,0.0,0.29434328744499505,0.24673791506059706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonerstoner5,2020/03/12,What’s the loneliest moment you’ve had lately ? Just wanted to get someone else’s thoughts . I was at a concert last night and 2 people came up to me on different occasions asking me if I worked here. Am I really that invisible ? Lol what makes people think this ?,2.0294117647058805,4.6989083137254894,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,83.50980392156862,6.537254901960785,22.225490196078432,7.793537801064563,1.4075725490196076,208,7,38,4,6,69,44,51,0.08199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.064,-0.2207,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466133040820816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237922611191629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578041433671753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364946581690573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790865010140394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307651969750488,0.319350393230842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889721952380977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656712223708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925333402967944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136182603966305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398706594173661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813997659228376,0.0,0.2247506657715143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669803748738892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610098633847304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thepatientone2020,2020/03/12,"Nothing to talk about because I have nothing to talk about So basically I'm in a position where I want to make friends online because I hate social environments, but I literally have nothing to talk about because my life is so boring. The only things I do is study and work lol with the occasional social event here and there (I struggle with my self image, so I don't really enjoy these social events). I can't make a conversation longer than something along the lines of hey, how are you, I'm good. I don't even know what to say when people ask me about my hobbies or what I like doing in my free time. Any tips or advice on this?",6.1847356580427455,5.717420724409454,6.909336332958382,77.84047244094491,66.16535433070865,9.461867266591675,30.74128233970753,8.841846274778883,2.2842337457817767,500,16,100,7,7,166,80,127,0.10099999999999999,0.76,0.139,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,13,8,1,1,5,1,10,1,0,3,0,13,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,16,6,17,18,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,5,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232045149407158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060011841162678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572323673230406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850621157545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029547822322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042959146215328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307415893007022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538955095882263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566550150680667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009999364574573,0.07615325415621381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809719274085867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487023506215933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855089975462035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080649537753888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985830672511843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395903742461192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162612907056364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766885707946119,0.0,0.12000114009936265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629556837858472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758622364003191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355724336112354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089268537374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193984122979368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347975458537635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bloo_Bandit,2020/03/12,"What does it feel like to be loved? Never experienced love before (outside of love for family) Just curious as to what it feels like.",2.518666666666668,5.344096599999999,4.18,79.93666666666667,83.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9115333333333333,105,3,19,3,3,35,20,25,0.182,0.514,0.303,0.5368,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483706236439527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312261563295427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908897612339545,0.0,0.2672014441537497,0.3775265460627277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581751808762375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154234717451385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378755925219302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peppermintbones,2020/03/12,"I hate my birthday because people forget about me. I've never really liked celebrating it, but having people promise you things just to have them forget about you entirely really gets old after a while.",9.1575,9.504775305555556,9.457777777777778,59.315,59.83333333333333,11.644444444444444,31.88888888888889,11.20814326018867,4.087655555555555,165,5,22,4,2,55,30,36,0.251,0.675,0.07400000000000001,-0.622,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171446880569348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002365938251556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590886961911854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769051753906964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805158632882273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816528559666141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043019573344826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660043592139423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416330119000695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boredboiatwork,2020/03/12,"I live in a constant state of boredom Like the title says. I'm not really sad or like put down. I'm just alone and bored all the time, constantly looking for some stimulation. I drink a lot because that makes every day things more fun, like video games / cleaning etc. I'm so bored and alone.",1.9997126436781585,4.3537166724137935,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,80.55172413793103,5.935632183908046,21.73563218390805,7.1686216300943375,0.6012666666666666,229,7,48,3,6,72,45,58,0.159,0.622,0.218,0.7088,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,10,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,4,5,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,7,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597560279149958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530145602514987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797081151089481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314234666218195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743099610221184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753803536366356,0.0,0.0,0.18700631222928674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253073993015089,0.0,0.195989966569708,0.0,0.1863859522482444,0.0,0.0,0.18869785255392665,0.0,0.0,0.14815641021636253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312566403498504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218979179696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650719605407067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745676504528704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294235044935855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway87545677,2020/03/12,My new friend is ignoring me I don't have any friends in school and I thought I had finally made a new one but now she's ignoring me. She doesn't talk to me anymore and I don't understand why. I just wanted a friend. I don't know what I have done wrong I tried my best,-1.4027459016393422,0.561006983606557,1.1181762295081974,100.62677254098362,93.91803278688525,5.67295081967213,19.100409836065573,7.1686216300943375,0.20875245901639386,210,7,55,4,8,71,39,61,0.18100000000000002,0.624,0.195,0.4354,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,15,4,2,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,36,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579066918513664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261452624625649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498617299365045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939257165256085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348507331263425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969051301267142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178216158138273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285838226992411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41411304855119707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452743365628728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697132403526992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231633597010898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019951465761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455548575545567,0.0,0.0,0.22318466893738245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645114381896566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345113077891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439878275665066,0.0,0.0 lonely,boredguysays,2020/03/12,"Life is just so fucked up. Who can I trust. So, I know a few people I thought I could always talk to, that they had my back. Turns out they either talk to me when they need something or have a problem with their relationships. I'm like their diary so to speak. For a while I didn't realise it, (rough early years, have minor abandonment issues) I was ok with it, ya know like atleast someone is talking to me. But then, these days I'm finding it hard to share my feelings, my experiences because it seems nowadays they don't care. This is all so fucked up. I can't even explain clearly. All I need really is someone I can wholly trust, that I count on them. As much as they could count on me. Fyi, I find that I'm more comfortable trusting a female more than a Male. Don't know why, its just how it is. I'm a straight male.",0.9131633986928094,3.0639853882352948,2.253333333333334,95.72888888888893,83.35294117647058,4.954248366013072,21.20915032679739,6.139981653823899,0.04846405228758188,636,20,143,5,18,204,98,170,0.133,0.72,0.14800000000000002,-0.0893,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,8,0,10,13,2,0,6,1,17,3,0,1,3,27,34,12,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,12,3,0,1,9,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,4,26,9,16,28,7,13,0,1,0,2,19,6,2,2,9,98,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327057117552812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315742427524708,0.0,0.09763543486090044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329945635182322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557583234916482,0.0,0.0,0.10329353189498623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057878375838535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667264476372053,0.0,0.0,0.08098451632767588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29277682866128824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961409468271367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347687628898356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717122562280115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406839867336485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312966715338965,0.15649759841149358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774011076784477,0.2375214570619561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103862813009854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325680394785066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260615489826827,0.0,0.0,0.17195786426234036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580870458390266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141550758697625,0.12330326812868753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862050150185434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715355887846885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421412960113006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445244999498761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314136527310956 lonely,noodleydee,2020/03/12,"*vent* I cried out to the universe asking for a friend, I was given a creepy dude at work asking me out, then clarifying “just as friends” after I said I was in a relationship 🙄 I try to be nice to everyone but I’m shy at making friends and girls aren’t quick to reach out to me, but men always are. They talk to me at work, or wherever and I make conversation like anyone would. I try to speak like “one of the guys”. I don’t bring up girly things, I don’t flirt or laugh at stupid jokes they make if they aren’t funny. And It really hurts my feelings when nice guys stop talking to me after I turn them down (sexually) because every time a small part of me thinks “hey maybe he just wants a buddy like me, Men can get lonely too” and every freaking time I’m reminded that guys only see me as a walking vagina & want one thing from me. Don’t call me sexist when I say I only want female friends, or female replies. I’m sick of this pattern, sick of getting my friendship attempts crushed, sick of putting myself out there and getting attached to people and sick of giving men chances at platonic friendships with me.",4.359793510324487,5.026365362831863,5.062106194690267,85.60516519174044,70.15044247787611,7.619587020648968,27.456047197640125,7.554174236665415,1.388261710914453,876,28,182,9,15,283,128,226,0.16699999999999998,0.626,0.207,0.7105,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,3,7,16,1,0,8,0,11,5,1,3,0,29,33,17,0,5,8,0,1,3,4,1,4,3,0,7,5,11,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,4,0,2,4,5,29,12,34,27,1,25,0,2,1,1,28,13,0,4,12,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003918212448434,0.13072599054659614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436242488888318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255859742942662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354811371528007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231988037489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325301500381486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033084036399159,0.11528780274412455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100508923354151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728605997649768,0.0,0.18910649066985932,0.11574003725823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583922471536294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916006514248493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768328760024731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160769942228655,0.0,0.1212107788765646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351333376497507,0.18352200255979773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065395772388474,0.0,0.08364464868862538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128821221400655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729252355045924,0.0,0.0,0.1295346978586363,0.0,0.0,0.1147673289429749,0.0959470186672416,0.0,0.0,0.09614372817998207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008701649860981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395041975940328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031116356386,0.07730869271559065,0.0,0.0,0.14070587125322465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382907378917014,0.13123432730101614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134903718037449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567164698546284,0.0,0.0,0.08570745618882998,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ComplicatedCrayola,2020/03/12,"Am I normal? I was raised in a violent environment. When I was young, my dad physically hits me when I did something wrong, my mom would slap me if I don't do things as what she expected. Although this is not always happening. there are days where we're all happy, enjoying, playing. But I still get to have a trauma of being threatened/hurt. That made me to become a violent person as well. I hurt (physically) push people close to me and hurting became satisfying/therapeutic to me when I'm frustrated. And then I had to distance myself from people for a year to heal and cure this weird therapeutic act. I think I did heal... but today something happened... I'm 24 and today, my mother just threatened to hit me. Although it wasn't fully meant. I feel angry. I wanted to shout but I didn't. But I know I'm angry and I wanted to let her know how I feel. The thing is I know it will just get worse or maybe she'll get sarcastic about it. She's too prideful to say sorry. :( Goodness this anger and hidden rage inside me is painful and killing me emotionally.",1.3871770334928222,3.9262523492823007,3.3660937799043085,85.81945645933015,85.3157894736842,6.023425837320574,21.757129186602867,7.404127859558343,1.0375766889952152,827,28,161,14,25,278,122,209,0.272,0.6709999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9943,0,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,13,18,6,0,5,0,20,3,0,2,1,32,40,22,1,6,9,3,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,12,1,0,9,4,33,6,17,24,1,15,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,10,113,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604899208084192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403203725697034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994566586718876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568833277190972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103896173151567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859965648655416,0.0,0.0,0.1169795884745482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466631263314273,0.1484668468283296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479118475296462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430126782689665,0.0,0.22994477502526914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261602431601264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196849817086914,0.0,0.0,0.1401148872840241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334386027464165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664955040617094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840435241769154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337984016839788,0.1217785434987711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091097533074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147393811010473,0.0,0.15612360428173866,0.0,0.0,0.11137975064490443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853133922684816,0.08936580447974139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643997233895229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452430858462572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539896070078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421303502982772,0.09907444432419364,0.15248694674255608,0.0,0.08981316262253862 lonely,small-paul-,2020/03/12,Looking for a friends Hi I’m 19 and I’m really lonely right now I struggle to make friends because I lack self esteem I find my face so unattractive I’m scared to talk to people in person,-0.7926071428571397,1.2178595250000015,1.3885714285714281,95.285,103.75,3.2857142857142865,20.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.024571428571428463,151,6,31,1,7,50,30,40,0.307,0.5589999999999999,0.133,-0.7963,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184153207559704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761077070734976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667929056968475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536821994303147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016495532524276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094333841224645,0.2637761253318103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352863606132015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579859376621663,0.0,0.0,0.3024479884757274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31514908614676423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581339856208546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428110668107098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DonBambino,2020/03/12,"Rough Breakup, need conversation 24M / Going through a hard time rn. Looking for females to talk to asap. Please and thank you.",1.923260869565219,4.618151652173914,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,97.69565217391305,4.039130434782609,27.48913043478261,5.985473137389443,1.1881391304347837,100,5,18,1,4,30,22,23,0.057999999999999996,0.7440000000000001,0.198,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441369582262273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38481417057726186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607341972955677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185238794490585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715435517409418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34527552771593856,0.0,0.3954942743811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504882124511754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bloodedprince,2020/03/12,"I hate talking but I hate having no one to talk to more... It's 2:30am and I have work in the morning. I just spent the last 2+ hours scrolling through all the picture I've ever taken on my phone going back to 2014. Im conflicted, I've never been the one to start the conversation but I've usually always had friends within arms reach all the time. Well I used to... 7 years ago it was a struggle just to keep living, I kept cutting off a little here and there... long story short life kept happening and one day I looked around and most of my friends were gone. It feels like there is a gulf between me and the friends that stuck around. I've always felt distant emotionally from everyone. Believe it or not there were actually people who were willing to be with me, I would then proceed to show them why that was a bad idea. My last relationship ended 5 years ago and I never got over her. We would still communicate on and off until she didn't anymore. If im being honest being lonely isn't that sometimes, the crippling part of all this is that I've never trusted my ability to read people and have more than a few examples on why to keep doing that so physical contact has always been how I validated my closeness with people. All I've was Ted for the least 5 years is for someone to hold me... it sounds pathetic when I say it aloud but I spent half my life relying on physical validation only to not have anyone I can even hug regularly now. All my relationships took years before I could mentally classify them as fully trusted. Since im done with school now im not even sure if it's possible for me to develop new relationships. Rant/plea for attention over for now, going to continue to drown all theses feelings with music, manga, fanfiction, and videogames.",4.518879310344829,5.778934370689656,5.5382252873563225,80.14930344827592,70.23563218390804,8.671448275862067,28.862528735632186,9.065960079200117,2.354694114942529,1403,52,270,27,25,463,192,348,0.129,0.787,0.084,-0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,1,20,16,3,1,14,0,29,4,1,2,11,56,51,21,1,5,11,0,3,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,15,17,0,6,5,2,2,4,9,6,1,4,21,6,30,10,44,23,12,49,0,1,1,1,18,15,0,4,31,189,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.08584122985038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595147343069646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958198215259106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723772333802976,0.061507229860624915,0.0,0.0,0.15661514337590293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763971745757327,0.07344716825399304,0.0,0.0,0.07485180491805231,0.0991065233304304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023295932096986,0.0,0.0,0.056730200015850274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900188185922784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894887624488873,0.07791095226488577,0.0,0.0,0.11620021264211595,0.0795694517768819,0.0,0.08405440446797388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895557592370305,0.06284227137667038,0.08446027243812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038848099072686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998516527179066,0.0,0.07035371096490768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778723053748278,0.0,0.0,0.17369461185868318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662788547782965,0.0,0.0,0.09930186919827473,0.3800695290556754,0.0,0.0,0.15637481132406816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434065629653529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426467616313312,0.042975295243608484,0.08816412032538283,0.0776747780364345,0.0778463285035932,0.07386851339067214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864811194706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353227981358046,0.08495722328571023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788222461316073,0.0669014078886152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525761048841437,0.0,0.18295173379423973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991674117270844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879888855078043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28332473064679403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995336299757497,0.0,0.08902535811006541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276562393286194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453252759556414,0.0,0.08699971427894804,0.0,0.06226213702021245,0.0,0.07024902724196648,0.0,0.0,0.09196020183136802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829060477314768,0.0,0.0,0.1414059999510314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129314607368533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773244154346286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597358669355021,0.09688110900673988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909117191749124,0.0,0.15874960685210496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403962655981722,0.0,0.0,0.12497573927063517,0.0,0.0,0.2265865122242138 lonely,randomenigma21,2020/03/12,"19 [M4F] Let’s Talk Here Where the Coronavirus Can’t Get Us 🤫 How’s your day been? The Coronavirus has caused nothing but chaos, but I’m sure you’re sick and tired of hearing it over and over. How about we have an actual conversation instead? What do you like to do, what’s something completely random about you, etc. Hopefully we maintain contact over time, but whatever happens happens🤷‍♂️",1.3381818181818197,4.026377623376625,2.6179220779220813,88.76116883116887,90.94805194805195,6.436363636363637,25.181818181818183,7.686295010490155,1.8221532467532475,315,14,61,7,11,101,60,77,0.10099999999999999,0.728,0.171,0.701,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,3,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,1,13,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,7,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2477213336331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607742466807693,0.0,0.0,0.2661572734293153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371248209858424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28311025442968485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262633614888672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447903556321047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861078057272897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25213068599806226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595791926459415,0.0,0.12401846373333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357626741936625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954264096297642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392509607107251,0.0,0.0,0.20403530420435328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480221867016525,0.2917636466629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535072808341385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,netherinspecter,2020/03/12,"why do girls toy with me? ive never had a girlfriend, everygirl ive liked ive been shut down, and when i think girls like me they dont? when a girl that i like liked me back, we really didnt even like eachother. were more like brother and sister. but its probably because i have horrible genes, arent special in any way and have a horrible fucking family.",-0.04606475716065006,2.2936918904109618,2.031058530510588,92.32100871731008,95.84931506849315,5.942216687422168,20.334993773349925,7.348242739294969,0.958846575342466,280,10,59,6,11,93,49,73,0.16899999999999998,0.688,0.14300000000000002,-0.7874,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,8,14,6,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,11,7,3,10,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,10,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212656427572608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332210892570935,0.0,0.14533215459732854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794140358234547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746715716642526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475116008641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204056443656821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988487284002886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387602320232896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570456514611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273116351207328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276311402022208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923828102133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215127397135488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OneWolfFett,2020/03/12,"28 M looking for a music loving insomniac I'll start with the fact that I express any and all emotions through music. If you understand what I'm referring too, I'd love to share all of my music with you. Hundreds and hundreds of songs, years of listening and sifting to find what it is I'm looking for. I'm up very late/early every day as I am a night owl. Call me a vampire if you'd like, you might be right. I also stray towards the darker side of life, not everyone understands, but for those that do....you can relate, I'm sure, in more ways than one. I'm looking for daily communication as I'm in a situation where I'm around people, but I couldn't feel more alone. Private message me, I'm open to any and all and hope to hear from you soon.",3.2630244755244746,4.086971980769235,4.993473193473196,84.52122377622379,72.78205128205127,7.724009324009327,27.643356643356643,8.00094639256281,1.6142769230769236,583,21,125,8,11,199,96,156,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.9396,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,0,5,27,27,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,12,6,24,23,5,15,0,0,3,2,13,9,0,4,6,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249059446524648,0.0,0.13318613215306074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265128871566463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482605330512025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006126481430192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740787274017084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873409278395725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403215096992578,0.15914107081985535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421025464102183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221929087531202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770853873574006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541695714603086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787023399259856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176357964514423,0.0813655696825871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195680545928358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006270814272795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667813282044484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629138328891284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285533425611535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546146811560115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422286864172319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720377698523052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788154612057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696687516781227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467588427480843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374172277777804,0.0,0.1321958236338243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724964508682226 lonely,redit_my_edit,2020/03/12,"My dumb life story, if you care to read Note: this is my life story so get comfy, grab a snack. Get under a blanket. Grab your dog/cat. Introduction Ok first off, I don’t know if this is the right sub for this. If this isn’t please provide me with the right sub, thanks. My life is not a normal one I guess, I like to think my life is different than the 8 billion other people on this planet. But alas, it’s not. I can say I know I’m going to be rich or I’m going to make an impact! But no. It doesn’t work that way, life doesn’t go by the rules, of which I don’t think we know, I’m probably going to end up in a normal life stuck in a job, where I’m not happy, if I’m lucky have a family, ya da ya da ya da. I guess I’m just stuck in a cycle that everyone has been stuck in since the age of humans. I guess I don’t really know what my goal is, who does. Also, I don’t really know what I’m asking advice for. I guess for asking if this is a normal cycle of life or if I’m weird (honestly I already am). Life...life is something that won’t matter, life is like drunk driving without a car. I honestly don’t know. You know what? now that I think about it I would love to be in the state of non-existence, where nothing matters. We might say we don’t know what happens after life, but we do. It’s just zero, nothing, no happiness. Yet, no sadness. That’s my goal to reach there. I guess that’s why I’m such a disappointment. I just lost the will to live. Trust me I don’t want to commit suicide, I just don’t care if I died. That’s why I lost all motivation. Everything. Honestly I feel the thing I believe in is that I am the only person on earth. Everyone else doesn’t matter, this is all meant for me and when I die, that’s when the V.R. headset comes off. The reveal, that I wasn’t really on “Earth”. It’s gonna be like surprise! Oh yeah and before I forget, this is on mobile, so sorry for formats blah blah. That’s the intro P.S: I made the intro before chapter 3, so I guess kinda like a mid story thought. Also one last note never forget your family, not the people who abuse you, only the people who truly love you and care for you, don’t hang out in the group that laughs at you, oh yeah and please for the love of anything don’t end up like me. Chapter 1; of my life Ok background, when I (now 14, happy birthday me) was very young, around 3-5, my mom divorced my dad. It... was kinda messy. Right before they divorced, they fought and yelled. One day it got bad and my dad went to the door and left while yelling at my mom, my sister and I heard it all, as we were sitting on the couch. After the events, my sister and I stayed with our mom. I had a lot of tantrums, because I didn’t have any attention, because my mom worked all day, just to provide for us. I was a needy child, I was also diagnosed with ADHD. One day I was having a tantrum and I yelled at my mom that I wanted to live with my dad... she ended up calling him to pick me up and I lived with him for one year. I then went back with my mom and in 6th grade, had another big tantrum and she ended up slapping me and leaving a good sized bruise on my chin. Her boyfriend saw this and (from what I think) thought I was gonna retaliate and grabbed and put me in the bath tub and turned on the cold water. He did this while I still had my clothes on... I remember this very vividly, as I felt like I was drowning and felt very weighed down. I now have anxiety about drowning. After this happened I stated fighting back because I was scared and I had a fight reaction. My mom called the police on me and they talked to me about not doing that. I told them, that my mom hit me on the chin and showed them the bruise (this will be important later). They started talking to my mom. I didn’t really hear what they said. Anyways, after this I moved back with my dad for 7th and 8th grade. I am with him currently. Chapter 2; of my life That was when I was with my mom. Honestly I could say that’s it, that is all, my mom and dad suck. I hate them. I was born in the wrong family. Blah, blah, blah. But no, that’s not it with my mom. Honestly I love her to death, she’s so soft and caring, the only reason that why that happened was because she was scared and didn’t know what to do, another reason why, was because of her old boyfriend, a man should know that grabbing a kid, who is very weak, should not throw him in the shower and not let him out, while he was screaming about drowning. Don’t wary as the boyfriend was broken up with, by my mom. She had since told me she was sacred for me, when that happened. Anyways, my mom does love me too, she tried her best to take care of two children, by herself. She worked hard. Never hanged out with friends/rejected invites. She loved us kids to death. Her current husband, is my fucking guy, I love him, he was like the father I never had. We can talk and i can trust him. My mom is a very nice lady. Alas, it’s time to talk about my dad Chapter 3; of my life My dad, my dad is a guy that just wasn’t meant for me. I try to love him and trust me I really do, and I know he does too. Here’s the thing: we weren’t meant for each other. When him and my mom split up, I visited him often every weekend. He had a very weird teaching style. He often bought me what I wanted, but never what I needed. He would often forget to take me to doctors appointments, dentists, etc. he has very mixed signals he tells you what he needs you to do, and when you do it, he says that’s not the right way/do something else. He is very old school, he punishes by hitting and never showing his weak side/getting mad when you don’t do manly stuff/girly stuff. If I tried to hug him he accepts it but looks at you weird. Technically, no affection if you’re a man, and nothing but affection if you’re a girl. I was so attached to him as a kid I went with him to work tried to do everything he has. It was a very loving relationship up until he met his girlfriend. That’s it’s own chapter. When the “incident” happened between me, my mom, and her boyfriend, he was fucking lvivd. He said how could she do that to him, etc. He started going to court with her for custody of me, child support, etc. It took its toll on me, as my mom, and dad kept telling me to support them, whatever. But then, the judge saw the records of when she hit me and put it into my dad’s favor. This all happened last year, since then I have lost interest in most things, my dad gets mad because I can’t do basic things like doing laundry, taking showers, cleaning my room. He also says things like get outa bed, get off your phone, your clothes are wrinkled. He has also gave me lots of talks over and over again. He just recently left to Utah and I am left here at home with the people who live with me. The fucking people I will never consider family. My step brother, step sister, and his girlfriend. My step mom. Chapter 4; of my life My step mom... is a very interesting specimen. I met her 5 years ago when I was 7. My sister’s 10th birthday. She was apparently My dad’s friend since childhood. She was a very sweet and great person, I considered her my fucking mom, like a second one. On that day, my dad had gotten a clown for my sisters birthday. I think my worst enemy was that fucking clown, if she just had another birthday party, or had gotten sick, I think my life would’ve ended better than today. Anyways, no time to blame life, the clown made her and my dad to dress up like cows. They had to sing to a song, a Spanish song, and then at the end, they had to kiss. Hehe, that was the beginning of the end for me. Soon after they started dating. Honestly, I loved her just as much as my mom. She was so soft, so understanding, she defended me when my dad was mad at me. I liked her kids too, her son and I, were bros, we’d die for each other! One time, We beat up a guy who was bullying me. We would always want to join the army, I wanted to do Air Force, and he wanted to be a mechanic. We even had a phrase. It was “I’ll (step brother) make the bombs and you (me) will drop them!” My step mom got pregnant with my half-brother, we moved into an apartment all together, life was great! everything went smoothly! Until... it didn’t... Chapter 5; of my life I recently talked to my dad and he said a main reason why everything fell apart was because apparently he flirted with another girl and kissed her (‘by accident’/‘she started it according to him) My step mom started getting cold to me and her children started being cold to me too. She started pointing out all mistakes I did. Stoped talking to me in general. She started slowing untangling my life with her everything we built as a relationship started falling apart, she stoped defending me, her son started talking to other people behind my back, I hated it. Even today she has little to no involvement in my life. Her son and I stoped talking. No more friends. She started wanting my half brother to stop talking to me. In 8th grade, as I write this, he transferred to my school and has started making fun of me, doing little things to me, etc. Then the incident happened... I had finally had it with my dad’s bullshit and how he always wanted me to have a better relationship with her even though I told him, that she did that herself removing me, I didn’t do it. I was also done with her too. I ran away for a day, I just walked out when my dad had started yelling at me and tried to hit me, I punched him... I started fighting him... imagine that, imagine a son hitting their father, that was me. I did that. I ran out of the house, because he started calling the cops, I ran and hid on a very stormy day, I eventually went back to the house because I needed clothes and food and water... I grabbed my phone too. Anything that might’ve helped, as I was getting ready to leave I accidentally ran into my step mom and her kids. She got mad that I was there and kept saying, “DoEs YoUr DaD kNoW yOuR hErE?” And “ GiMmE yOuR kEyS! nOw!” Eventually we worked through that and we figured it out, but not her. Last thing that happened that I’m not motivated to write was that her son framed me for drugs, and she fully supported him, until I had texts and other evidence to prove otherwise, oh and he wanted to fight me too, she has also told him to kick my ass. Chapter 6; of my life Honestly I’m kinda tried. I’ve been writing for 2 hours and I wanna go to bed so this chapter will be about things I think about later (also for the future) so.... 🚨 Work in progress 🚨 After thoughts Honestly I feel like I could’ve derailed things better and I know I’ll probably be able to think about it better later so if you want me to be more specific on certain details please tell me which. I... feel like my life story really doesn’t matter, I don’t care if you say it’s gonna get better soon and it probably will be, but I really don’t know. this story will probably only get a few views so I don’t really expect much comments anyways, but I honestly don’t care I didn’t make this looking for attention, I’m not looking for useless internet points, all I wanted was an organized place to put my thoughts and to see a few people give me their opinions to see if I’m just a dumb ass for writing this, and everyone goes through this and I’m just special, or maybe yo bro how can you think like that, idc. Please feel free to ask questions, comments, or concerns. I will update the after thoughts again soon and add a tl;dr. One last thing I’m pretty sure I’m getting therapy and that I’m gonna be diagnosed as a sociopath, but that’s a different cookie for another glass of milk. 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Second, ignoring my hell of a childhood (basically adoption, rape between my blood brother and sister), here's the rundown of my life: Did well in school until middle school (when family drama hit me hard). I barely scraped by in HS. After HS I worked a couple jobs until I finally quit at a job as a Licensed Locksmith. I am glad I left if for no other reason than health issues related to stress. After working there as a 20 yo 5'8"" Male I went up to about 225 lbs. Before working there I never went over 200 lbs. After quitting I've dropped back down rapidly. I've now started my own Locksmith business which is starting rather slow. (Not making enough money yet to feel comfortable moving out of my parent's house or provide enough to allow me to save any money.) I've had issues with insomnia for months now without finding any sort of relief from it. Even meds that typically put me to sleep like Benadryl don't do anything. The only bit of true happiness I can find is when I am doing some sort of volunteer work (mainly through my church) which lasts for very little time. I am an introvert by nature (had to be drunk to type this) and always do the most I can to help those less fortunate than I am. I don't know what I am looking for at this point, I just feel so alone in this world. Someone on Hinge seemed to have the same morals as I did (even had attended the same mission trip yet through their own church) yet ghosted me. (Like anyone else I've met.) I turn 21 in less than a month yet it seems the only people close enough to care is a few family members (including my parents) and maybe a friend. (Only like 2 to choose from and it seems he mainly cares because he won't have to sit at bars alone). There is so much more detail I could add, but I just don't have the motivation to. To those who read this or to those who don't, I hope your life ends up better than mine has. I hope everyone can experience true happiness that lasts a lifetime. If it takes my suffering to make others happy then I will accept my fate. I guess I am meant to be alone. Meant to be sad. Yet meant to help others. Sorry for rambling. I hope I can get my life in check.... i guess we'll see.",3.279405560882072,4.757375170022371,4.305845957174816,86.93911409395973,73.58612975391499,6.898280600830938,24.40453819111537,7.447530270364453,1.0526199936081817,1739,52,353,20,35,565,246,447,0.09300000000000001,0.789,0.11800000000000001,0.8527,5,3,0,0,1,0,61.0,1,1,1,9,23,28,3,1,17,0,37,11,2,5,3,53,66,19,1,7,10,4,3,3,1,3,6,0,0,1,21,8,2,1,15,4,3,6,9,7,1,2,11,5,45,21,68,47,17,58,5,2,2,1,16,21,2,16,32,240,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434292852928436,0.0,0.0,0.06519036268701904,0.0,0.0,0.10655628383894396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054781525103024094,0.08027499966027732,0.06447229464506392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024343623115432,0.0,0.047759151578211874,0.0,0.06666689492303017,0.0,0.0,0.06929089829315672,0.08553382202727979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975846268636965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255311176945744,0.08668864409877748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544824522927803,0.0,0.06939153001965465,0.24285788278231266,0.0,0.10349392876667164,0.0,0.0,0.07486320679399995,0.0,0.07663767360784678,0.1477157584525821,0.0,0.07922844398228916,0.0,0.0,0.08582449589766307,0.1432141205551412,0.06664128687125162,0.0,0.0,0.0605301244388641,0.0,0.04093268608396302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726144716291329,0.0,0.0,0.25020314484923595,0.0701828582257694,0.0,0.0,0.08327840841743478,0.0,0.0,0.10502769028561484,0.0,0.0,0.2334465353210219,0.0,0.090401062544535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354627631677832,0.15549314370401604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305705436154599,0.12772531370420376,0.0,0.0,0.08512343835024369,0.0,0.16601483659909716,0.11482807243306195,0.07852353262754996,0.0691811810175307,0.0,0.0657911245524115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045934709156676,0.0,0.07870934642442484,0.0,0.08702503052903612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507047103646882,0.08326967317902369,0.05759351412740864,0.0,0.06042546391781256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787575784496853,0.0,0.0,0.17398849529030408,0.0,0.0,0.05431543045265615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406253738033107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875962848215938,0.0,0.16666177802803575,0.07836745942152436,0.0,0.0,0.08055300158102717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858119122462164,0.06243182395156656,0.21397047189577395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840283854190858,0.0,0.0663825300004618,0.0,0.0,0.08770222131736538,0.1109077690499014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974537361869121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058906635562154634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045684332973797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521823080462987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464386777836513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044269477984291,0.14525553181764622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755229967375495,0.0,0.22814803514477594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whisperItInBrackets,2020/03/12,"I miss my girlfriend and I don’t have friends I don’t have friends and when my girlfriend is away for work I feel so lonely. I was looking at pictures of her and thinking about her, I just wish she was here with me. She’s so soft and she’s my rock. I wish I had friends so I wasn’t so lonely but also so she could see me more confident and social.",-0.5754689754689721,1.4349635454545506,1.2323809523809537,101.46539682539681,88.87012987012986,3.941702741702741,20.243867243867246,5.033348758259628,-0.5225630591630592,271,9,67,1,9,88,42,77,0.075,0.728,0.19699999999999998,0.8421,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,17,13,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,20,3,6,12,1,3,0,3,2,0,12,2,0,0,1,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749004740588688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320226139053564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717369535961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486800924592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723911079040186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738023709633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967913839672723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25173980714426986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823897117575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567972766505406,0.0,0.0,0.17978638434616706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manyeyesca,2020/03/12,"In need of some advice I've always been so insecure about friends and such. I kind of know no one is gonna stay (partly cause my depression, the other part me being uninteresting). I thought I was prepared the entire time. Until today I find out this is it. The person I treasure most, I have lost him for real this time. We have been on and off for more than a month, I did try initiating conversations. I keep wondering when we hit the limit. We hit it. He probably has more interesting friends. Maybe talking to me is a burden, not a joy. I don't know really. What can I do now with all that crippling depression and loneliness. I keep telling myself I'm stupid for trusting and loving others so easily. I'm still lonely wherever I go. What I fear the most is real. Fuck me for believing. Fuck my stupidity.",2.027225305216426,4.481219735849057,4.162049574546804,81.88138734739182,81.2012578616352,7.514761376248614,23.18941916389197,8.4952907291091,1.7998180540140585,634,22,122,15,17,217,105,159,0.24100000000000002,0.633,0.126,-0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,2,7,19,4,2,8,0,15,3,0,1,1,26,32,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,6,0,23,8,15,22,8,14,0,4,0,3,12,4,2,4,8,91,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453444302861517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376140161508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757607499939126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152794244007318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562145466394728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737088549598172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594325572379332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982823631325605,0.2750105918483213,0.0,0.0,0.08453087138648271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644092056694277,0.0,0.1548870758648692,0.16348433043042665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236440248837986,0.0,0.13424127774134373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942667339437998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187207445864918,0.0,0.0,0.11028687046343057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078828692705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221361408521524,0.0,0.0,0.12987172882598452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036403455959108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385913650543096,0.09528496375857327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585342394592422,0.1187818507010373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195494587886632,0.13000301164909642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808085257186653,0.17345990565606687,0.0,0.1409856292872149,0.0,0.0,0.1009829065058968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612993261106004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Naive-Hamster,2020/03/12,"Frequent bouts of hopelessness - how to avoid? I'm struggling with black and white thinking. It's not so much the content of my thoughts as I do try to correct/police myself. Loneliness is a feeling just as much as a conscious thought. Currently I have no social opportunities. I'm in a place too small/isolated for meetups. So instead, I've tried several sites and forums for talking to people online. I'm constantly falling into bouts of hopelessness. The sheer amount of individuals with whom I've initiated conversations has given me a very deep feeling of being cut off from everyone. When I'm talking in chat apps, most of the time my availability doesn't match with other people's. So when I feel isolated, talking to people online makes that feeling seem justified. But the upside is, I get to feel like, at least that person is open to seeing me as an individual. Whereas in any other capacity like forums, no one would notice if I wasn't there next time. I don't feel *real*. Maybe social gaming would be better? But I'm worried I'll still think that way-- ""Why dont I match up with anyone. I dont matter. Nothing I do matters. I can't get out.""",3.1999670917317964,5.731063692307693,4.826369806663927,78.35198580830938,77.23529411764707,7.0951048951048925,27.24002468120115,8.150884317080207,2.155776470588235,920,38,160,17,22,309,132,221,0.145,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.9131,1,1,0,0,0,2,34.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,2,9,0,17,0,0,2,0,35,38,15,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,12,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,9,15,4,31,30,5,23,0,2,3,0,10,12,0,3,11,103,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570907519295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812758262734617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146895514809456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620057508831987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295427448467118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204331830864295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823667503061074,0.09004043062558699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169763595444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315003914491765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413027688683852,0.0,0.1266205060468461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530251450711246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404114316074914,0.0,0.0,0.12093532674282305,0.14349327880721438,0.0,0.0,0.08540552770398464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621333146250117,0.1100501245967202,0.1316812143950536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345701812258085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043469424263783,0.11473880659793295,0.0,0.1423852591928428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569564789832481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065283328131654,0.0,0.0,0.13176061259278726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039098567662372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151807428672227,0.0,0.20011764924501224,0.14698567888907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114088714416778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399323108064816,0.0,0.10004182923323236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137282489117082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799608397531995,0.0,0.1790652873482323,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlaveKnightChael,2020/03/12,"There’s still hope I’ve been a loner all my life but as I’ve grown older I’ve made relationships and bettered my mind. I’ve been extremely happy these past few years and wanted to let all the lonely people out there know that there is still hope. Keep hanging on, I know it’s not easy but you can still find meaning in life. It’s taken me a long time to get to this point but hang in there and keep your head up. From one sad lonely sack of shit to another, it can get better!",1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764705,2.828039215686278,94.97284313725493,78.70588235294117,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.4371254901960779,375,6,87,3,9,121,67,102,0.175,0.696,0.129,-0.6664,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,1,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,2,21,18,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,0,6,5,12,13,3,17,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,2,8,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762998747607767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973961795770336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536685674588451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568287843078606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897843543007513,0.0,0.0,0.17255077638560778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33398377685064384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988848813559835,0.0,0.0,0.18480065616682975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192520380561432,0.2375116086617544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879052746274524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908949259217345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831438045696764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976424801719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392982745815085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049993796701342,0.11656077426187245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893801501536473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050963107498336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725839199575324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028085852473247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980384612380918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916794210204916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827076664324764 lonely,hospitalthrowaway7,2020/03/12,"My own sense of self. What do you guys do to feel less alone? I’m a 21 dude, recently broke up with my girlfriend after wanting to go different places in life and me not being ok with some of the choices she made. I feel alone not just physically as in I have no friends, but just also in my head space in life. I’m not a fan really of drinking or smoking. They usually only create more anxiety for me. The whole bar scene is not for me. Party’s just are filled with people who’s only goal is to get wasted or laid. And I’m not really into casual sex. It just seems like a filler for what could be great sex with someone I care about. I’d just feel worse about myself after. Just feels like no one has the same goals as me or the same mindset as me at my age. Everyone’s goal is to get wasted or laid. I’ve moved back in with my parents after breaking up. Anyone else feel this way? That they’re alone in the way they think at their age? What do you guys do when your alone?",1.5672463768115923,3.1574376328502436,3.1462077294686,92.98858695652176,78.46859903381642,6.339130434782609,19.229468599033815,7.1686216300943375,0.14292077294685998,758,16,174,9,18,250,116,207,0.155,0.753,0.09300000000000001,-0.8505,2,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,3,3,11,8,0,0,8,1,13,7,1,1,0,37,29,12,0,2,16,1,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,7,8,2,0,7,3,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,5,21,7,34,25,7,28,0,1,0,2,14,13,0,6,11,114,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197111879102136,0.0,0.10032188011326618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959684861398607,0.0,0.0,0.08771717252273885,0.12853778680350467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646288377902547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790407538922496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016117818181676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106797505087212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289270222866368,0.0,0.0,0.1047969184372011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987232581796567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715505713070075,0.08962111238888698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692193414187354,0.0,0.13108432013507015,0.0,0.071295813611944,0.0,0.0,0.13830846187532322,0.0,0.2484293579421881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874732821614732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772173135123058,0.12257652947925962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870330315252813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333291240833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500779420768245,0.19081991990462108,0.0,0.0,0.13929676866105403,0.0,0.0,0.08697085330688349,0.0,0.13106797505087212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073226040914587,0.0,0.12386619787630206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420446803769467,0.13087113621313376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062929121742351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038294235108542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816484618467145,0.0,0.07399333609371894,0.1991518689772571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005983124646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278437073428453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,conflicted_person,2020/03/12,"i’m terrified of loneliness yet is the thing i feel the most i have a boyfriend. i have a couple of friends here and there. but it seems like all of them got a solid support group in their lives, whether it be family or other friends. while i feel like i have nobody. i don’t see myself reaching out to no one. feels like everything could slip through my hands. it’s kinda like; if they walked away, they’ll be okay moving on with their lives. but me? i don’t know what i’d do. i’m in a constant state of fear that i’ll be left alone.",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,84.08771929824562,5.203508771929825,19.149122807017545,6.42735559955562,-0.22458245614035155,416,11,100,4,12,132,76,114,0.114,0.649,0.237,0.9349,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,3,9,0,1,6,1,12,1,1,0,1,17,22,7,0,2,5,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,5,15,8,12,16,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,5,7,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939383013352582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759309615491006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023546649358318,0.0,0.14950679691487104,0.20719259428480816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682915000841143,0.0,0.1765260694103427,0.2107124079118784,0.2840432046289889,0.2675480798536094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893434000554956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976384419981945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029097050504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345163094411176,0.0,0.0,0.3659306855620089,0.0,0.3306967947122674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199020988164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688791461417095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921690960719414,0.1704686837717547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249321494497625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440299983869982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AllTheHax,2020/03/12,"My(m) friends didn't invite me for the third time i have been feeling down, i 'met'/'joined' this group of friends a few months ago at the start of the ski season. the first time they didn't invite me actually wasn't too bad cuz i was busy and found out afterward, the second hit hard cuz i thought i was really a friend to these people, but this time it straight up hit different. a girl i am somewhat close to is organizing it, unlike the first where they went spontaniously, and the second where it was someone who didnt go my school. i asked my best mate(from my best friend group) if he would invite me if he had to organize a party, and he basically said prob not, cuz he thinks the other people would basically make fun of him. i would appreciate some support :(",5.098399999999998,5.981308706666668,5.285333333333334,83.88600000000002,68.6,8.666666666666668,27.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.8408666666666669,606,19,125,10,10,191,90,150,0.054000000000000006,0.69,0.256,0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,3,9,0,0,12,0,15,0,0,4,0,22,28,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,5,13,3,17,8,11,10,5,20,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,4,10,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.152056232019815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812356526777078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456691228274716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301018132742633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270434890901949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627970109555509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787864393117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650780169260556,0.0,0.17084677758880654,0.4815394811189701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855515884153678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958263528607678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400995822343097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437271995664627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604964833123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982122463012776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821893239308515,0.0,0.0,0.15769648841268244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320243818599471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028902975057704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682081645249226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984210667395976,0.0,0.12370236440408736,0.2725767979093728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444517103994992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33206665445915035,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sallybee3333,2020/03/12,"22 Female. I’ve never had a true friend, ESPECIALLY not a best friend. It always seems like when I think I made a friend, I see them acting the same way towards others as they did to me, as if I’m nothing special. I’m so god damn lonely, and my heart aches from this. I just want a friend to do normal friend things with, like go to the movies, go shopping, lunch dates, etc. I’m 22 with a bachelors degree, successful career, and a fiancé who treats me like his entire world- but none of this seems to replace the hole in my heart from not having any friends. And mostly, I feel so shameful for feeling like this, because it feels like such an asinine thing to long for with all of my successes in life. Anyone else?",3.3667045454545463,4.7234791805555565,3.93767676767677,90.1477272727273,73.16666666666667,6.347474747474747,22.81313131313132,6.574015621080383,0.4553972222222225,558,14,117,4,11,176,94,144,0.184,0.665,0.151,-0.5221,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,5,20,1,1,10,0,4,4,2,1,3,25,18,10,0,3,5,0,3,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,6,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,4,13,17,19,15,6,12,0,1,1,0,10,4,1,4,9,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062772648149738,0.0,0.0,0.09041274612947336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296398003540167,0.13622628161091369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104704652663124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952619776842706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106535189380484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827798058211994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167542261977514,0.18996360833931805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163159498709511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112075327120975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151004025212317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390878844740896,0.32477112837753475,0.0,0.0,0.11765941248266505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580354777791347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254171658640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026592316822985,0.12757219664625144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594649974589253,0.2420712291850881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766564181699636,0.08519105248149672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841925157341442,0.10553207450237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SPACECAT223,2020/03/12,"I’ve been lonely for nearly three years and have no one to tell this to. I haven’t been in a relationship and almost 3 years this upcoming November. It’s like my last relationship was cursed or something. I’m not sure. I’m also a lesbian and the lgbt community is the minority as it is. I just don’t get it. Every time I try to make something stick with a girl she runs off. I try my best to look my best. I’m 5’11, athletic build, decent car, I work out every other day, play professional woman’s football, go to college full time, veteran, etc. Now don’t get me wrong, I know credentials don’t always matter. It’s the character. And I can assure you I treat everyone with compassion and kindness. Especially potential partners. I guess I’m sick of the flakiness. And it’s so funny because people who like me, I never like them back. Yet people I like will like me or not like me. It’s a hit or miss. But either way it never sticks. Maybe I’m reaching outah my league. But I don’t wanna settle with someone I’m not attracted to. I already tried and it was a total disaster. I just feel unloveable sometimes and idk what to do. I’ve been depressed about this for over a year. I always seem to care more and I’m starting to become closed off because of it and it’s scary and I don’t wanna be like that. At some point I met the “right” person who was amazing and fantastic. But guess what? Fucked that up because I wasn’t sexually attracted to her. I’m a lost cause.",0.8950142857142858,3.2671759966666727,3.2108571428571437,87.30900000000004,85.7,6.2285714285714295,21.57142857142857,7.554174236665415,1.0372428571428578,1149,39,235,21,35,393,158,300,0.122,0.696,0.182,0.956,0,2,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,4,8,25,1,0,12,0,20,3,0,2,5,46,45,21,0,2,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,4,20,17,0,0,3,1,0,3,13,7,0,2,9,2,30,18,29,33,8,29,0,4,1,2,14,12,1,8,20,152,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131503926894866,0.0,0.12469524132390836,0.09036383542951107,0.1880454769107432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688788672044875,0.0,0.2066461682034552,0.12479655094868365,0.0,0.0,0.2371672205095415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520819592083513,0.116079270712096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287385840571255,0.0,0.09732433938517956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602176895766778,0.0,0.0,0.1904100615387212,0.10797368540678877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713478925203281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446410840687853,0.11807276656598915,0.0,0.06421892373596838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489583529012923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766921539440975,0.062100316581004025,0.09210781524714493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38643313539454893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488920511417737,0.0,0.12334981303061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542652130390393,0.0,0.11352089462037225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430084312509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656984017181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667608833714675,0.0986648133650725,0.0,0.0,0.10681889614396428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263345094526265,0.0,0.09649900785460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286842454927664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574217720193944,0.1739815598852175,0.11175713919447007,0.0,0.07998001339639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649854189960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876455020046747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177917451773158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015308366650625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969193307293627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226332142264497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235447206766426,0.0,0.21829951336137726 lonely,ThinkYouThinkTooMuch,2020/03/12,"Think I’m changing for the worst, or the best. I’ve gotten rather bitter over this search for like-minded friends. It’s an endless search which I’m dropping out of, I can’t handle this anymore. I could taste the misery and disgust in my mouth, I can’t trust anyone and I don’t want to be vulnerable. I’ve reached the point where, I don’t want anyone else around me. Much of my conflict is internal, and finding others is only setting myself up for disappointment. I’m being delusional by thinking otherwise.",4.120833333333334,5.981025464646468,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,72.13131313131315,6.970202020202023,28.536616161616163,7.645422480735847,1.8232919191919192,407,16,74,5,8,131,68,99,0.20600000000000002,0.657,0.13699999999999998,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,5,0,9,2,1,0,0,14,17,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,9,3,12,13,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473612336283673,0.348805623833955,0.25556399974366417,0.0,0.22203992486274976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617547271279848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638571439307528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914448468226612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083614499879612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796869276696025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927040893434291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185579403317773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184677868107624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335507806893372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896979214218933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357859652965916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196412007593031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942330562357629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xsoupgod,2020/03/12,"I want to be alone forever but I’m scared to be alone? Idk what I truly want i know that if I were to be alone forever then everyone I know would be happier and I would never cause anyone pain or anger again,which is one of the reasons I want to be alone forever.But I just realized my biggest fear IS being alone. I constantly follow people who treat me like a human being or is just genuinely kind to me, I will become attached and like literally envision my life with that person when I’m reality there just being kind and showing me friendly love.I just know everyone in my life would be happy if I where gone but I don’t think I want to be gone I just don’t want to be alone but it’s making me miserable and everyone calls me a dick rider who can’t speak up for themselves.I really don’t know why I can’t make up my mind.But to whoever’s cares enough to read my rant thank you :)",2.373900709219857,3.7315710000000015,4.487361702127661,85.2136666666667,75.70212765957447,8.41758865248227,23.70354609929078,9.029198982220553,1.6723286524822694,700,21,152,16,15,242,95,188,0.18,0.561,0.26,0.9593,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,14,1,3,3,0,24,4,1,4,1,36,43,13,0,10,12,0,0,2,1,4,3,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,1,26,9,15,25,1,12,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,4,6,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380340669302329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179185366311931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339505921765106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048413497106456,0.0,0.10468270236229348,0.10547419521035023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109538179087553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608940117952467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432742389696603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553648217590486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932546287736422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929808621481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138377630841788,0.22570716971283755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504297245728576,0.1003223885793494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266704270024198,0.0,0.13707101333841507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367119017098682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918830399400878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957437120308978,0.0,0.10925207917939007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118103096569628,0.08965073368759555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270150690693236,0.0,0.06577541538542223,0.10556568643816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279430723716257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945281685124066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578917523571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279810692194953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264706417464603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188093986387124,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarkFayte22,2020/03/12,"Loneliness sucks I wasn’t going to post anything but thought I would give it a shot. I’ve been really alone lately. My wife used to be my best friend and is more of a room mate now. That’s a whole other story. I don’t have any close friends, most of them have moved or we just no longer keep in touch. I don’t talk to my family that much since they don’t live close. I have a few work friends but I feel as though they are superficial. Maybe I should start connecting with old friends and try to see them more or maybe try to make new friends. It’s just hard with 2 kids right now. Any advice? Looking to try anything to get me out of this state.",2.1589515593895183,3.4974782992700746,2.703769077637692,97.86078964830791,76.22627737226276,6.4416721964167225,20.483742534837425,6.980632752743323,-0.004716788321168508,505,11,124,5,11,156,89,137,0.076,0.74,0.185,0.9670000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,0,22,25,8,0,2,6,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,5,16,6,15,19,7,16,0,0,2,0,15,6,1,3,6,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669763362455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488252086884384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025824684688547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023298687679294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680457630729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318746310509697,0.0,0.07073193766432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403883723351625,0.0,0.0730860800742607,0.1341940025573374,0.07950198066760285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531281200572636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433951769736827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780056403337034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235242985302186,0.0,0.11747128901704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337680374685092,0.0,0.28107403377185297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867956598880558,0.10283430158088268,0.0,0.0,0.13510539298252014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467896749404079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397472048856635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961629310565346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946419856616965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147319467739583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571739090396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901395272486743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243725050441786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743995257322966,0.11105601426325493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849257655496248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081893557189907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618075496930928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184065083814037,0.0,0.0,0.09937292977818037,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throway747338,2020/03/12,"im just so confused there are 7 people in my family, i'm the youngest. my siblings are all so smart and sociable. why am the one who has to suffer with social anxiety, self harm whenever i'm around people because of how scared i am, no friends, no motivation to care about school or making friends but at the same time being so stressed about my grades and so lonely it physically hurts. i wasn't abused. i have a nice family and we're financially stable somewhat. i don't have any ptsd or trauma. so why am i so miserable while everyone else is enjoying life ? it's just really unfair",3.2506034482758643,5.218660784482761,4.904689655172414,80.55927586206899,74.77586206896551,8.777931034482759,26.255172413793105,9.3871,2.4299510344827584,465,17,90,12,10,157,82,116,0.294,0.545,0.16,-0.966,0,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,4,4,0,12,1,0,3,1,17,16,14,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,8,6,9,14,3,5,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,59,11,3,0.0,0.2212143260874821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696547599175867,0.0,0.14282844679083806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662066064843363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138133424820893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035770137540456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596766908501425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784041699358848,0.0,0.0,0.3520168104166049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884948980704592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987105020773036,0.0,0.2016729202897857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187492400640452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462671690493438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265158147238448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887481179588023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824759269201693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960769637421385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869237954177196,0.18895494194980114,0.0,0.0,0.19477353313495988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032174591680087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386939688658493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886890706795226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369435785948472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sox_The_Fox2002,2020/03/12,"Today's had many Ups and many Downs. Ups: I went outside for the first time in literally 4 months, my eyes burned a little, and my skin was as pale as the snow, but it was nice, I got a sandwich and milkshake. I also called my best friend for the first time in 2 years, she's the only non-family I've spoken with since I dropped out last year (Yeah, I've been hermiting hard lately) and I almost cried, she's the only person I really trust, the only person who knows I'm gay, the only person I've ever shared a bedroom with, the girl who saved me from suicide, I looked into her eyes, god damn I still miss her, too bad she lives in another state now. Downs: When I was at the burger joint, I saw a person I knew from school, which really made me regret dropping out at that moment, I also saw a group of other teens that I don't know, but they were so happy and laughing, despite feeling proud of them, it also built up quite a bit of self-loathing at that moment, seeing as I was totally alone. And my friend, she said that she has a steady boyfriend, she's lost her virginity, she got her first job, and she has very good grades and will likely be accepted into her school of choice, which again, I'm proud of her, but now I just feel very lackluster.",8.065514679872656,5.171005696498057,7.984853201273435,79.42830208701805,64.01945525291829,10.90187477891758,30.756632472585782,8.575989854853784,2.0584817120622567,972,19,211,10,11,315,144,257,0.13699999999999998,0.687,0.177,0.9475,1,1,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,2,8,12,19,1,0,16,1,12,6,3,1,2,30,30,19,1,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,11,14,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,16,11,37,14,29,12,3,39,0,3,6,2,29,16,1,1,20,133,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819283044072547,0.11190345232786457,0.0,0.2592139247301204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329603774589438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021420430880916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338799744647796,0.0,0.11795865026020118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103274221934336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186838619506212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773412576664324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018565000151124,0.0,0.10926298033760397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757125566689366,0.0,0.0,0.16695271203041082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062416738239136,0.17282910167271234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150173680140258,0.0967883233964975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721934856477823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875891656164304,0.08807221080219862,0.12188100944629368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278599784720105,0.10829084568972623,0.09540692258124384,0.0,0.09073173707621883,0.0,0.11794537419538433,0.0,0.0,0.10223608599924032,0.0,0.21908411752027804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862415802380732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32869652694785184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773676845176329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492061222215892,0.0,0.0,0.1384345402497062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027768384838376,0.0,0.0,0.21869738578436504,0.08609896660832636,0.0,0.1127159260219734,0.0,0.0,0.08937707225738134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628596917699848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818519012534698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260054123129919,0.0,0.10241532347980263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829913851629073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016006574903533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915663730374242 lonely,Leila_E_240p,2020/03/12,"Check in It hit different when you've done something your proud of, but you dont think anyone cares enough to hear about it, so you just kind of sit there. People don't really check in on me anymore, and I'm afraid to check in on them for fear that eventually it will become a one sided relationship. Although it already kind of is so... But yeah basically no one I know likes the things I do, so I don't tell them anything these days. Just checking in to see how far I've fallen.",2.693560606060608,4.199252434343439,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,75.16161616161617,6.970202020202023,22.476010101010104,7.645422480735847,0.7399585858585853,377,10,83,5,8,123,68,99,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7202,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,1,9,7,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,8,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,2,0,2,1,2,9,5,14,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,3,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217655752423672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929941509636406,0.14051667634563714,0.0,0.16537386542020344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194575041968226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489323866540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960328684471664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996158106586432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565298137813567,0.23552491695710034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076465405002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261371122719065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649776937507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185401297307724,0.1104429670539397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817944437244368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723528896794056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932112600254218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874082898853,0.0,0.0,0.21575701787266224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013998119570055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470967576575795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564886242824762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350962774461345,0.12876776085240832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,look_crab,2020/03/12,I'm lost I just dont know any more it seems all my friends are growing apart and i dont know who to trust and if they actually like me I feel alone and I just cry alot I cant find a reason to go on any more I'm even lonely when I dream I'm just trying to find the point to this whole life and keep going I just feel alone like nobody wants me,-0.7837962962962948,0.7313173333333367,1.4698611111111113,102.55812500000003,85.54320987654322,4.5438271604938265,13.828703703703706,5.148860815047168,-1.4502481481481482,268,3,74,1,8,90,50,81,0.146,0.6729999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.4472,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,17,6,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,11,4,5,16,5,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17828158316016754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784287863647547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248474408846498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067919668583803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282286353553593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066671172752474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847496935242434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339553770211745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114781733646445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076567820411587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238554001275882,0.0,0.0,0.20080610441195915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904115677199982,0.1785087116333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943050855716116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727035190253479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783837731155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631644360291775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403625481572278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775680427284934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396971698908595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DisposableCameron,2020/03/12,"Decorating An Empty Room I moved flat somewhat recently (September.) Previously in Scotland i knew one person and then no one for about 300 miles. Now I've moved back closer to friends and family and...nothing has turned out how i hoped. The new flat was unfurnished so i tried to remedy that as best as i could afford and i guess i got carried away with it all. I bought a large sofa but collapsible into a bed in case people wanted to stay over. It was also easy clean faux-leather in case anyone was clumsy with their drink. I bought wine glasses and coat racks, spare towels and an air bed. Around Christmas i decorated the place with all manner of tenuously balanced lights and ornaments. I bought a feast of snacks and drinks and bowls and a whole fold-away table to place them on. Christmas came and went with only a phone call from my closest friend. I invited everyone and anyone to mine for new year's eve and no one showed, no one could make it. I remember looking around and thinking how utterly fucking stupid it all had been. How naive i was to have these fantasies of parties and get-togethers. Even buying candles and such in case i brought a girl back after a date or something which should've been a fuckin' laughable notion from the offset. I've been here 6 months now and i can count the friends i've had visit me on one disfigured hand. Even when i'm here, there's no one in these rooms. They're empty rooms decorated for people who no longer exist. Either they're all too busy or i'm too pathetically unemployed...or maybe they just don't care anymore. I don't know why i wrote all this. I guess it's still playing on my mind. It still hurts. This seemed like the place to speak about this. Maybe others can relate to these sorts of fantasies. I wish i'd stop having hope for any of this. For connection. For friends who need me as much as i need them. For friends who even want to see me. I wish i'd stop having hope that i'm someone worth knowing.",3.410179631365196,5.3536986340206205,3.836691658856609,88.49693689472042,74.25773195876289,6.86797875663855,23.870977819431427,7.686295010490155,1.0460728522336766,1562,47,316,21,33,488,208,388,0.102,0.742,0.157,0.9732,5,0,4,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,1,26,16,3,0,15,0,19,7,1,4,5,64,52,30,0,11,5,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,7,2,20,25,4,2,6,7,5,6,7,4,0,6,18,5,32,12,48,32,10,49,0,1,2,2,19,24,2,10,19,197,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890657643706677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859554339675085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545309359696844,0.12049794215294425,0.0,0.0,0.1534112536814618,0.0,0.0,0.16191078173512954,0.13251201167591242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042545134748832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879846824400903,0.09855045908201418,0.0878515428286369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137592395051204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881891308488964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073464208400033,0.0,0.0,0.08233489615963004,0.0,0.0,0.08122923231702317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328565341795371,0.07965868244363819,0.04501795478159958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891447894259202,0.0,0.18984218290757385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567455639106048,0.0,0.0,0.0922420264620709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947086893980492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209614586776499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235737874752962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751618809566528,0.0,0.17312979612213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700266422127423,0.0,0.0687765371430028,0.18316073243580933,0.06334160942633342,0.12778135900735782,0.0,0.16643849186760087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267818979969523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503281275852122,0.06553279993246454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194727161098173,0.0752364535156615,0.2700740485853453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507810681274884,0.0,0.0976087955908366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866280463049196,0.07844190018577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300780915571999,0.06633446664745953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184103457726188,0.13762387348746516,0.14407655210790965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055211419035387024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058500767025187875,0.09372339877870328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016453731452984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987634808195435,0.07775102612576526,0.09620078348463226,0.19817230976172429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548780302839936 lonely,ajs0525,2020/03/12,"I have no where left to go I’m in high school and since the beginning I haven’t really spoken to my old friends. We’ve really grown apart I don’t have anyone left to talk to. I haven’t gone out with friends in months. I didn’t have anywhere else to go, I guess I just wanted someone to talk to.",-0.6288846153846137,1.4537704769230793,1.3756730769230785,99.67120192307695,90.3846153846154,5.096153846153847,15.817307692307693,6.6274283507984215,-0.4932692307692306,231,5,57,3,8,76,39,65,0.038,0.8540000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,11,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538466639455567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838027358800072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399816889221504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500906666739265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423824506430277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246859562698374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781158242356901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562193358868267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308793275238188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819074229275382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267714515558126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200703425198986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864265510248292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536956777869545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977650310456645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeanBringis,2020/03/12,"Wish I wasn't like this I might get to see a friend once a month if I'm lucky. Sometimes I see my sisters at holidays but not always. They have their own friends and families to worry about anyway. I mean I get why people dont like to hang around me long. I get clingy and obsessive when people actually seem to care about me. It's so rare that someone makes me feel like I matter, that my emotions go all out of whack. I start to get feelings and I start worrying about losing them or them just pretending to care to be nice. I'm my own worst enemy in this crap, I see myself making the same mistakes in every friendship and I just cant stop it in time. I'm so starved for affection that I let people use me just so I can pretend they're real friends. I wish my whole life was different and I made different choices because I feel like I'm so emotionally damaged that it must scare everyone off.",2.4020067567567547,4.17442777837838,3.844780405405405,88.09149493243244,76.62162162162163,7.2195945945945965,25.076013513513516,8.07648339933343,1.4147364864864866,709,25,150,12,16,234,110,185,0.24600000000000002,0.5539999999999999,0.2,-0.9271,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,13,18,1,2,3,0,10,2,1,5,2,35,37,13,0,5,7,1,3,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,6,29,11,19,30,6,16,0,2,3,0,8,7,1,5,11,94,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.10981213565559687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363319721650748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017472606165607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859667402197528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294617643950849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513784622845346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188322698202373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531601059330394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948105912301464,0.10752634464785044,0.0,0.0,0.10608238835531668,0.0,0.17069423028446834,0.16078157410718938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081903116574284,0.0,0.23516716954632155,0.0,0.06395286129701372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506859380315056,0.0794826070165164,0.2199040698440992,0.0,0.0,0.09958468210236927,0.0,0.12589124074995098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647772284822113,0.1502280503764684,0.0,0.0,0.12257714162385942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937555593612108,0.0,0.0,0.08981962668886223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198397824684991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340404563734268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280827125671123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266122566638047,0.0,0.2690132886378614,0.10244223515937767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534551223629928,0.0,0.11129412338394476,0.0,0.15929730383844165,0.0,0.0,0.09407933768200363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561660317149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718898276242753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015399790595986,0.12563468326123514,0.25880574425923336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855745711260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BoredAsFukc,2020/03/12,"Looking to help and for any friends :) I’m a 17M, yes may seem young but i guess i’m good with advice :) These nights get lonely sometimes and would love if i can find anyone to talk to. If u got any problems you need help/advice with, just leave a comment and i’ll try my best to help. All love ❤️🤙🏽",-1.7213398692810458,0.17096379411764673,0.5449019607843155,104.61316993464054,94.88235294117644,3.0222222222222217,14.908496732026146,3.1291,-1.5433287581699346,230,5,60,0,9,76,50,68,0.091,0.496,0.41200000000000003,0.9841,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,17,13,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,7,10,2,2,0,1,1,2,8,0,0,5,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802672354735197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463141912615434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604934601341656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419142931385256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783538706499044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032593248419046,0.0,0.10165589880571303,0.0,0.0,0.16319785766498776,0.15561709392671025,0.0,0.2143431196323028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912527594782709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602377454527407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339157137391758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512178586591321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427275698692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825927481482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861792353925653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713114480874012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924367957689832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638969483184895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210169323817925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382184471146042,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YayWereAllGonnaDie,2020/03/12,Could someone wish me happy birthday? My birthday is coming up in a couple days and I was hoping I could be wished a happy birthday. I don't have friends outside of my family and it would mean a lot to me if someone did.,2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,77.47826086956522,5.469565217391305,26.71739130434783,5.985473137389443,1.025191304347826,173,7,34,1,4,59,34,46,0.052000000000000005,0.688,0.261,0.8846,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,14,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155224866441347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33655159065539697,0.2332034349524432,0.0,0.13592364068185175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868705195397876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283370312214865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487187714249366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933358488714632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918177049666376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295809067252147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571548310134341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847303228448218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497188223717212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KiLL_Hood,2020/03/13,"I dont care about my life anymore. Im looking for advise. Im living in another country for 2 years and i dont have friends to go outside because they live too far from me or dont want to go with me. I sitting alone every day just texting people from my country and knowing that they're having fun makes me more depressed. My parents dont care that im sad all the time. Now that I dont have school and its the worst thing ever. Sitting 5 weeks in home alone doing nothing. And Ive found out that thee girl that was The only person that really liked me slept with another guy. Everything in my life is going against me. What should I do ?",1.7982587064676598,3.577090343283583,3.2948507462686614,91.32919154228857,78.40298507462687,5.6606965174129344,24.59950248756219,6.42735559955562,0.7007980099502489,502,18,107,4,12,165,83,134,0.175,0.778,0.047,-0.9375,1,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,14,3,1,1,2,16,25,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,3,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,1,17,5,14,21,3,16,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,1,7,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650540535931585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293241577574469,0.0,0.0,0.10844493670937333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665820409503896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229774160501619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052113139622787,0.0,0.09418223044568892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407817278476078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891253269538124,0.09213134354831544,0.0,0.09827593152727483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198956578719188,0.0844828531372955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643686191399275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082728133102482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968607571263814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543474180077243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060095412554868034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447302412403935,0.05342245297600643,0.0,0.19311453957679592,0.0,0.09182571430053386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299138176572825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492342269503964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316492758684937,0.0,0.0,0.12141924893972372,0.0,0.0,0.07580890633481817,0.09547942732447864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005184157125054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106671398148087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264669153121231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376234691535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449693974527783,0.0,0.0877132622854628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704172433585297 lonely,Immabeacooldad,2020/03/13,Broke up last night. Everyone is busy It'd be nice to message anyone really. Just craving some interaction and feeling alone. I'm a 23 year old dude,1.5222413793103442,4.245856310344827,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,89.34482758620689,7.037931034482759,24.49137931034483,8.07648339933343,2.094441379310345,119,5,22,3,4,40,29,29,0.154,0.7070000000000001,0.138,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41589289828747206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807786321226288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38370579790179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303974820631132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32732329742422844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768349026501875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42136748438348254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724828398885674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585901328344495 lonely,good-trash,2020/03/13,lol imagine hanging out with ur best friend Can’t relate,1.4445454545454552,3.942690272727273,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,100.8181818181818,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,0.024599999999999955,47,2,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.40700000000000003,0.593,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8053023270439564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928643707101889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rethrnd,2020/03/13,"Anybody else hoping the coronavirus outbreak will make people see how it feels? I know it is awful and people will die. But I kind of like the idea of society shutting down for a couple of months. I always feel like I’m in the background of society. People have their jobs (I can’t work...chronic pain condition), their social life (I’m in too much physical and emotional pain to get out of bed most days), their relationships, their hobbies etc. I have none of that. My life is stuck in an eternal loop. Sleep, watch Netflix, spend my sickness payments on fast food, very occasionally go on a Tinder date and get ghosted afterwards. It’s what my entire life consists of. Meanwhile I get to watch everybody else’s lives take place on social media, relationship statuses, a new baby, job promotion, their vacation, their night out with their pals. It is absolutely fucking soul destroying. I love the idea of everybody suddenly being confined to their homes, with there being nothing they can do about it. Experiencing what it feels like to be a prisoner in your own life. Experience the absolutely torturous stir craziness that I go through. Suddenly everybody would be like me. I want everybody to feel what it’s like.",4.879636363636365,7.487694054545457,5.488181818181819,75.30727272727275,72.0909090909091,9.127272727272727,31.0,9.642632912329526,3.437109090909092,972,44,162,26,20,313,131,220,0.128,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.9153,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,9,1,4,13,3,0,10,1,15,11,1,2,0,22,35,5,2,3,1,0,4,5,1,3,7,0,2,0,12,7,1,1,7,1,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,8,23,8,28,27,5,24,1,0,3,2,16,12,1,2,15,100,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319761764866616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393204722586885,0.0,0.07223433505398631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624411176856975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713258473307964,0.12599120535255864,0.0,0.0,0.124915832400479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956295237500817,0.0,0.0,0.226533552654416,0.24005043265708495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354375955754618,0.0,0.0,0.10354735666345467,0.1755548827961508,0.0,0.12731070799420438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235073214108153,0.11124681646942633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528813397150435,0.0,0.0,0.22229651679483006,0.0,0.0,0.11663657882664252,0.061555339225996424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31645142272845656,0.273601351203016,0.0,0.09890298183965836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108941166096867,0.0,0.07476459640012331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940178776698568,0.0,0.08233699104358712,0.0,0.0,0.1081756900268588,0.0,0.10510965219330692,0.0,0.10747237771017842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383636746174759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295170533346396,0.0,0.11702199507754707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405041584776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925394825124269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208647210753887,0.22835117337626104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421425916049076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924163361609684,0.066063794826842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154139841498083,0.0,0.0,0.0795655525766913,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lillicanfly,2020/03/13,"How do I save this friendship? Hey guys, I'm in a little difficult situation right now. I've been single for 2 years and not been intimate for 8 months. I am really not okay right now, I crave attention, I crave touch like crazy and I just randomly start crying and stuff like that. I have a best friend and I love her to death, obviously we've been talking about this a lot. She is a lot more confident and pretty than I am, also 20 kg lighter than me (if that matters, because she is sure it doesnt) and tries to give me tips on how she manages to hit it up with guys all the time. The problem is, whenever she does that it just makes me more depressed. She tells me how it would be easier for me if I was more confident and that is the only reason I don't have anyone, because I am amazing. I wish I could feel what she's saying but I've been witnessing her guy stories for a while now and in my opinion the guys are a lot more eager with her and for me I just feel how they are not and when it comes to the point of asking them out (if at all) I get rejected and can't help but be depressed for a couple of weeks and feel so cold and lonely at the core... The real problem here though is not that I'm emotionally deprived and constantly feeling kinda anxious and vulnerable but even more so that I think it might be pushing her away. I really don't want to lose her, just because I'm a jealous idiot! But how do I suffer silently when all the guys are admiring her and I don't ever get a chance? It hurts! I know it may be dumb and irrational but my heart is breaking and I feel so low that I don't even want to try anymore. I really wanna be 100% into every of her guy stories and there as a friend but in reality I just end up feeling rejected not just by guys in general but by her. It seems like a downward spiral and I don't know what is going to happen if I lose her. How do I pull myself out of this mess? I really want to save the friendship?",4.499130434782606,4.086052644927538,5.901751207729473,83.47407608695654,69.65217391304347,9.218840579710145,28.36111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8944415458937192,1521,46,339,24,24,518,182,414,0.19,0.6709999999999999,0.139,-0.9822,0,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,3,29,32,3,0,20,1,39,2,1,8,6,95,67,46,1,13,22,0,7,3,2,3,0,1,0,7,22,26,0,0,12,0,0,4,12,18,0,0,5,9,54,14,40,52,13,38,0,11,0,1,34,19,1,13,17,252,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694828574292933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457614228713168,0.08302455909955317,0.05853672522867314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826389657539393,0.0,0.07865467884886505,0.0,0.0,0.15309893223111515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785560491129668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211460074462593,0.0,0.0904681077392708,0.0,0.06684104374533152,0.092631034468521,0.09195896143948112,0.0,0.0,0.14421029501306296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326112602061957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941701194080436,0.07414822640148651,0.0,0.0,0.11058829887735452,0.07572662832993618,0.07053500522433523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253978342897425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935876668901225,0.0,0.08747713371113162,0.08030877215615183,0.04757818031896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802494798027971,0.0740304798409892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992047977873022,0.05611359884640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962055386294923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201711546284516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269938290165035,0.08390621554911587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873153454436512,0.0,0.2135190602452984,0.07555767039742009,0.0,0.05588160658350919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881028324328087,0.0,0.0,0.06682194210104553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367039029169938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913942505648586,0.0,0.0,0.0851700709201462,0.0,0.1602113213301931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952880335714614,0.21452447433858374,0.08607480187938693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298736039814502,0.0,0.06657495058531439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621262032444479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410117818692744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925517398785263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095835694089166,0.0,0.0,0.07890208267954357,0.0,0.0,0.06728838368738066,0.07317216336230672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364233791573703,0.08225131992497009,0.0,0.04881593277137074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136764085372846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813499315250095,0.0,0.0671525582420721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627017554979972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059470004798726425,0.0,0.0,0.05391086721287692 lonely,throwniveg,2020/03/13,"With corona around i won't be finding friends or romance this year either I have been working on myself for 2 years, doing self improvement. I thought this was gonna be a good summer, maybe getting to find out what romance and sex is about and finding friends to fish with or swim. But noooo the corona comes around and fucks over all of my summer plans my summer is ruined, i can't gym anymore my gym is closed due to coorna, i cant do martial arts either because of corona. im quite pissed off.",5.460733333333337,5.590572139999999,5.424000000000002,85.86033333333336,67.6,7.066666666666667,29.66666666666667,5.46131890053228,1.2406666666666668,394,13,78,1,6,123,70,100,0.146,0.732,0.121,-0.4021,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,2,0,2,0,13,3,1,0,1,20,18,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,5,15,11,3,15,0,1,0,2,3,7,2,2,6,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151979869480374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617821620972002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386883406635188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503880758448226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571633566171744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139836321361221,0.187855125831334,0.1061636133154759,0.0,0.0,0.17043451937966764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194908694732633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041417121020624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612821255786285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198191644541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131810247071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793202022041946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617082758650801 lonely,sorrowfulsilence,2020/03/13,"Maybe You Have Been Lonely For Months Now....... And you find yourself without company, conversation, affection or intimacy. It's unpleasant, it's painful, we are not meant to be alone like this..... Understand though that it could be a lot worse......and for some of us it unfortunately is......I'll explain as we go along. Firstly let me offer you some hope. You should be aware and confident that this difficult time will pass.....in all likelihood what you are experiencing at present will in time become nothing more than just another bad memory and of no real significance..... For some of you here reading this, your own experience of loneliness (like my own) will be (or has been) much worse and of far more consequence. Imagine if you had been alone in this state of emptiness and isolation for much longer.....not for a few months, or a year..... imagine these circumstances existing for a period of several years. Imagine not touching or being touched by another human being for years at a time....no physical contact of any description. Often going weeks, sometimes spending months without so much as even a brief conversation. Alone with nothing beyond your own thoughts and memories, yourself with only your sorrows and regrets. Sex becoming a source of misery and frustration rather than the celebration of happiness and love that it once was. You manage the problem by denying and avoiding any feelings of longing or arousal. Masturbation ceases after a year or two, it invariably results in an overwhelming feeling of desolation and loneliness accompanied by a deep sense of an infinite emptiness....... this is then followed by silent tears. Eventually sex is reduced to an occasional and entirely unwelcome wet dream. An unwanted bodily function. I wish I could claim truthfully that you eventually begin to enjoy, even prefer your own company. In sharing my experience of loneliness by way of this post.....I would truly like to be able to contribute something positive..... maybe even provide some hope and encouragement to you all. I've been by myself and almost entirely alone for almost 7 years now. The truth is that sometimes there is no hope, no happy ending. Not for everyone. And as the months pass by, eventually to be remembered as merely the beginning of a great many years of loneliness......it doesn't ever get easier, in my experience time serves only to wear you down, making you less resilient, increasingly isolated and excluded..... More cognisant of all that has been lost and of all that is missing from your world. You don't ever stop imagining/fantasizing about giving someone you love or care about a hug, or receiving one. The feeling of another body pressed against your own, the warmth and comfort, engulfed in each others arms. This longing for physical contact remains......and is accompanied by a deep and hollow sadness..... emotions that I have no words to adequately describe. I don't feel able to write anything further on this subject, not just now. I would appreciate hearing any comments or criticisms (relating to the above) that any of you may have. Comment below, or feel free to message me here on Reddit. Best wishes. -Geoff",6.810517256443862,9.074277113761466,6.921723460026215,68.54930428134561,65.93577981651376,10.548274355613806,36.82940148536479,10.660604165835666,4.688215377894277,2517,130,382,73,42,806,273,545,0.14800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.6922,1,8,1,0,0,0,141.0,3,21,0,3,20,35,1,2,24,0,41,10,4,3,8,98,69,37,0,16,20,0,9,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,26,25,0,2,15,2,2,7,13,14,0,4,10,11,35,22,80,41,25,58,0,7,0,6,42,18,0,23,34,290,61,2,0.14436041559630872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445561034008743,0.2990277074687304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634006587014854,0.22706172415385945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939816086559638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267458542164976,0.0,0.1594347372042889,0.0,0.0,0.07574867491922709,0.0,0.0,0.08017593900068945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359253240889478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152600451397251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119301858255694,0.06393023988844282,0.0,0.0,0.1430230395087849,0.13058226069662845,0.0,0.06897128176598663,0.0,0.21181828056770435,0.0,0.0,0.1824824091766369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597140227279367,0.06139644787983385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037711179446322664,0.06924183245178951,0.08204335097046518,0.0,0.0,0.07957893391598356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367434677329106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135234008623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507369847547067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738091528323112,0.0,0.10579081070115992,0.0,0.0,0.12775442504537934,0.0,0.0,0.07879322335126286,0.061365031481333564,0.13029091128259604,0.0,0.0481808491937672,0.07317940157573867,0.14502944082514913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304542129005441,0.0,0.15918227367839125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851771218659725,0.0,0.0,0.07686956559789121,0.04891117684248979,0.10979260119045864,0.07680483018027671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912868661832325,0.0,0.0,0.06906671071284252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721997407874823,0.08215687873283227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817661047447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154308953259894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115805583374854,0.05556785036891376,0.1427761423110181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034588573501363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091668768275458,0.057303022384284565,0.1683554384998352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050957482439746,0.07514214188962723,0.08682390266660138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729328923805125,0.05789860885266208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600735353200072,0.13915828912139772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355779827398831,0.10254949733695064,0.0,0.0,0.2788901238056408 lonely,_GamingIsArt_,2020/03/13,1st post here If anyone wants to chat just shoot me a DM. Doesn't matter who you are I'm open to chat. I have felt alone/depressed in the past and im 30(m) in case anyone wondering before you DM me. 😁🍟🌮,-2.3394528875379947,-0.5662157659574465,0.5860182370820688,102.82000000000002,100.27659574468085,3.5367781155015194,10.969604863221884,5.288315135182226,-1.6413075987841943,157,2,41,1,7,54,38,47,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.3557,0,1,0,1,0,1,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697457662885416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858307758208774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893148500918601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225218847222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628355003422874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32065973637251416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217045440323507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812572250079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642751043270933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LopsidedLeadership8,2020/03/13,"Looking for someone to talk to 36M. Feeling hopeless and overwhelmed. School, work, family all feels like it’s crushing down. Would love someone to talk to and take my mind off my reality.",5.1546078431372555,7.702009558823531,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,71.05882352941177,6.886274509803924,34.86274509803922,7.793537801064563,2.8055215686274515,151,8,25,2,3,46,27,34,0.131,0.644,0.22399999999999998,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,7,5,1,2,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586932879189377,0.0,0.27750413205993985,0.19604156112726973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406491816573676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230438817153163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766953164083724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708011787268816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27772182324858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650205266138767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632532904345693,0.4411274827576357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977680770868272,0.0,0.0,0.19493597615844224,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hooodelujs,2020/03/13,"i feel lonely but i have friends i might not be seen as lonely to others, but when i get home from school, i feel pretty lonely. i have a couple close friends, and many acquaintances, but it doesn’t leave me satisfied. i wish i had a friend group. i see friends hanging out in a group of people, but i’m usually not invited. it makes sense, because one of the people in that friend group despises me. i just wish i had a group of friends that all got along, that all joked with each other and had fun together. i feel very out of place, especially at school. i walk around the halls alone a lot of the time, unless i find someone i know to walk with. i’ve always been one to not fit in. in middle school i felt out of place and was unliked by a lot of classmates. i look at people in school, hanging out with a group of people and start fantasizing about what that would be like. maybe i’m ungrateful? i know a lot of people don’t have anyone, no friends at all. so, i’m sorry if what i’m saying sounds ignorant. i just wish i fit in. last year i didn’t care at all about fitting in, i had a group of friends that cared about me. but i fell off from them. now i feel so out of place.",2.1096370967741898,3.4595119798387093,3.2822903225806463,93.61593548387098,76.37903225806451,6.572903225806452,21.674193548387095,7.1686216300943375,0.37287677419354814,913,23,213,10,20,295,113,248,0.11699999999999999,0.631,0.252,0.9928,0,7,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,10,18,1,0,12,0,16,0,0,1,4,50,39,15,0,5,12,0,5,1,8,2,0,2,1,0,11,16,0,1,8,1,0,5,7,5,0,2,10,10,28,13,44,25,8,39,0,3,3,0,16,27,0,5,8,141,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912895795674554,0.0,0.0,0.07334204832079243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061631644549704816,0.0,0.0,0.07846596952518516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373116298840208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973535361742016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752856806275338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827102434842915,0.0,0.08463111574481663,0.0,0.08056111760263669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544792589392081,0.0,0.0460510866473156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049602000882252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841462940212336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688219029234836,0.07184832039097863,0.0,0.09333072457629217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306222417875913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401793205490267,0.0,0.0,0.22480811446519533,0.0,0.0,0.05883614603254685,0.08936318121685438,0.08855150440676474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350580832505108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945597437501065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553633701569965,0.0,0.2762720668438404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967313283614284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009486223152125,0.0,0.3568217420542429,0.07023856994007438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468328940467428,0.0,0.0,0.09866888737190384,0.06238807870928498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139690006870589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707707675040356,0.07272721731900783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040803470152082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626142679284867,0.0,0.0,0.0567612108885593 lonely,throwaw444yyy,2020/03/13,"loneliness strikes with a vengeance against toxic people everyday gets worse and worse and it only gets harder and harder. i just want to reconcile my friendships and prove that i can be a better person, and a worthy friend... but it’s too late, and i should just move on but i cant i thought i was close with those people, when in reality i wasn’t. i thought my actions would repeatedly be excused, but they weren’t. i don’t know how or why i’ve become this way and i would do anything to undo it... but, i am a borderline so things like this are destined to happen. i miss the fun and laughs and memories so much. i’m trying to get them to talk to me with stupid strategies that i know arent going to work because i’m too scared to apologize and tell them that i’ll be a better person because i feel like they won’t care, and it won’t matter. what’s done is done and they will forever remember as a toxic and mean person who couldn’t control their anger or behavior, but while i was shouting insults, saying slurs, and overall just being a hateful person, in my head i was thinking “what’s wrong with me? why am i acting like this and why can’t i stop it? why i cant control myself?” and obviously that’s not a good excuse for what i’ve done, but they weren’t the only ones hating me in those moments. i’m going to be alone forever, and i shouldn’t get my hopes up when i make friends like this again because it’s always going to have the same outcome. the pain and loneliness and rejection is all too familiar, but strikes with the same power it did just a few months ago when my best friend blocked me on everything and told me i would never be in his life again. maybe it’s happening again because i deserve to pay for all my anger and toxicity, for projecting my own insecurities onto other people. anyways, that’s all. the moral of the story is that i’m never going to have a stable group of friends because of my own shitty behavior that i can’t control, and sooner or later people will start to get tired of it and cut me off or ignore me. i just want to know how to better myself. i hate the person i’ve become. why has this happened to me? i’ve always struggled with behavioral issues and mental illness my entire life, and it seems that those things still and forever will haunt me to this day. not a day passed where don’t i think about killing myself for the greater good of the world. i don’t deserve to be here, no one likes me anyways. i still had constant feelings of loneliness even when i was still friends with them, but it’s just different when you’re truly alone.",5.39328479262673,5.366756887619051,6.028933947772657,82.00205529953921,67.74285714285715,8.755145929339479,29.88786482334869,8.360895534625662,2.0099652841781865,2046,68,415,26,31,668,215,525,0.212,0.644,0.14300000000000002,-0.992,5,2,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,8,9,30,37,9,3,21,0,49,6,1,6,7,96,87,49,1,10,20,0,2,5,5,10,5,2,0,5,35,34,0,6,14,0,1,8,20,17,0,2,15,4,61,20,47,54,11,47,1,2,0,0,29,12,0,6,31,299,96,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602931623059525,0.0,0.0,0.1408906556355788,0.0,0.0,0.11319155288624552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055972377267257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731333240242256,0.15023935304154004,0.0,0.0,0.07137987688991823,0.18046711328345771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934808970540637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350245211347553,0.2288612902125371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773096097036434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106351899792207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881569582808526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044924732846020436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112949227021846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878310104034722,0.04859151612276473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627496802912022,0.0,0.17768095277722598,0.0,0.15462301612939985,0.1140992354867163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044221114247605,0.0,0.0,0.2014587716438398,0.0698052914990771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755644740456376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099230707587906,0.0,0.0,0.07525097721433044,0.0,0.11214145722634587,0.0,0.07672638767257492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096085149104153,0.16614889197700242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540202303961188,0.0,0.06833244041926573,0.07409069337170829,0.0,0.0,0.06854536073512411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429069671233429,0.07229154147151774,0.050000483442281966,0.0,0.1049181476036018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218045821344817,0.1034603227680962,0.07237511849105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886183069156399,0.2969500682360233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705025199015092,0.0,0.0,0.054090023983445285,0.06809710371076128,0.0,0.0,0.061920323258937066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048142938957782426,0.0,0.16295592115264249,0.056865442189867124,0.0,0.07110636729149962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466966562436393,0.0594500489507056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037523835999874,0.08716537733428918,0.0,0.10799615141973223,0.0,0.07817578956057006,0.0,0.0649933692786797,0.0,0.04617922814868743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023663817457659,0.053988903921968485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30687481180463544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951734681621346,0.0,0.13863071771722815,0.14495244641916225,0.07436615341151921,0.0,0.0 lonely,Subni1234,2020/03/13,"Anyone has give out in find friends and love? I realice almost a year ago that being lonely is almost my destiny, i am bad at making conversation and never had a relationship in irl. I have never hug someone besides my parents. Someone else feel this way? Or i am wrong and should look to change?",3.605789473684212,5.742156245614037,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.26315789473685,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.7452905263157907,234,9,41,3,5,78,45,57,0.18899999999999997,0.698,0.113,-0.5986,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,13,13,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,3,5,10,0,9,0,1,1,2,6,4,0,3,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792526240502366,0.0,0.4245748747698673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823537164591993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701119538535587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426795395148447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770988474105072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719360054831932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376421471938005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637907209610249,0.0,0.0,0.20336977582004234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802665735736076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133833176194184,0.0,0.14151168668417388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701503230838697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540097882423566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276087263187143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592539268269359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682757803448946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317887859819931,0.0,0.13652108835668453 lonely,Nao-Chan1234,2020/03/13,"All about me- Hello everyone! I am Naomi but most people call me Nao-Chan! I am half American half korean irl and I am 18! I love to cosplay and I will send selfies of me if asked to, just not nudes really if I don’t know you guys at all. I am a straight female and my DMs are always open! Feel free to DM me whenever- Nao out! ✌️",-1.690540540540539,0.22419129729729906,1.8068108108108087,95.28886486486488,95.4864864864865,5.662702702702703,15.508108108108113,7.1686216300943375,-0.0183956756756758,252,6,62,5,10,91,55,74,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,2,15,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,13,3,7,10,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,0,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198942534360624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594100392725853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925677297292732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673596626877619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439011300102815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806671995084523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112843630932181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698228012096805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665301028946511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462893272656257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,funinthe513,2020/03/13,"Stuck at home sick and lonely for a few days [F24] I’m stuck at home in a self quarantine for a few days until my blood work is finished. Being stuck inside alone is killing me of boredom, anyone interested in chatting?",2.894534883720933,5.1030356046511605,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,76.67441860465118,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,1.1226325581395349,173,6,33,2,4,56,32,43,0.385,0.564,0.051,-0.9413,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,8,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326016015653914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010073098700209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406012708451397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6314978191327671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482562225976924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283830510855011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916279354297034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelytoker93,2020/03/13,"Help... So a little background. I got discharged from the military nearly 8 years ago with PTSD and spent the last 6-7 years living with family but not really being able to maintain any kind of relationships. I recently got my own place and for the past few months been feeling lonelier and lonelier. I feel so sick to my stomach when I think about how socially awkward I am even at my current job. I am already to the point of not even trying to keep any kind of relationship because everything seems to fall through for me. I tried different apps to meet friends/people around my area but either I end up deleting the app because I get no responses or I literally chicken out from showing up. I am getting the feeling that I'm beyond the point of having any kinds of friends or anything like that at this point in my life. Sorry if this isn't the right place or format I just really needed to vent",7.589765079365081,6.768153982857143,7.7716190476190485,73.9766031746032,63.457142857142856,10.977777777777774,36.58730158730158,10.25414643259724,3.662339682539682,717,30,133,14,9,234,112,175,0.098,0.8390000000000001,0.062,-0.7461,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,7,3,1,1,0,25,20,13,0,2,10,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,18,5,29,15,3,28,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,5,11,89,22,1,0.1208222956080098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071016750563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333040764014528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648991255951105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942645455862363,0.10755745890532836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730429994127878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623358319561642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701269195140677,0.0,0.0,0.15960397349376368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858728862588482,0.0,0.11390050739029126,0.0,0.18327414888959515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933470058740855,0.0,0.12624932539766962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932652542489627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098463792136308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989748520489897,0.10739240778554736,0.0,0.37745348471990026,0.0,0.09848629685750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534036052772008,0.059027670664189034,0.1210956813551762,0.1066883005889422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643920364237553,0.0,0.0,0.08958820125959054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533855248555885,0.08376296682883083,0.0,0.25246716639123284,0.0,0.3426483677003249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123479793428498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480371279637306,0.0,0.11929744080256025,0.2594358580022602,0.0,0.10318158028743296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999208015346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231631148618984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525066806613165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741804843514033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406081546812054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561119411398713 lonely,Fieryyyy,2020/03/13,"Ever just wonder “what’s wrong with me?” I feel that sometimes I’m just baffled at what a mess I am. So many of my friends are talking about getting into relationships and finding love, and I’ve barely managed to find girls who’d look at me in any light that wasn’t disgust or pity. Also, I find it amusing that I can somehow mess up relationships with the nicest and most amicable people. There was a girl I met who’s super friendly, smiley, nice and popular. We were working very closely together to plan an event, and yet, I found out today that she deleted my contact off her phone (I saw her looking through some of the group chats we were in regarding the event, and everyone’s contact was saved but mine, despite the fact that she had it saved when we first met. I know it’s probably a bit creepy to take note of these things, but I have a tendency to be very anxious and overly attentive to things around me. It gives me something to occupy my mind with besides the usual depressing thoughts). But at that point, I just wanted to laugh and beat the crap out of myself, considering that I could mess up a friendship with someone who has literally no bad blood with any human being on planet earth. I feel so pathetic, and it’s beginning to become more and more evident that perhaps I’m just meant to be alone. Maybe I really am just that unloveable, and maybe it’s time I just accepted that fact. I literally lost the game on the easiest setting lmao. I truly must be terrible at this",5.8008591065292086,6.272366766323028,6.2861340206185625,78.7887199312715,66.90378006872852,9.490721649484536,32.66151202749141,9.444778638647367,2.890747079037801,1183,48,226,22,18,384,168,291,0.14400000000000002,0.706,0.151,0.0769,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,6,16,23,2,0,14,0,19,3,2,0,4,58,40,19,0,3,10,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,25,24,0,0,12,3,0,0,2,12,0,1,13,6,32,11,36,20,5,29,0,3,3,1,28,18,1,5,10,160,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134849322654685,0.0,0.10412196539479264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708275341230328,0.0,0.0,0.14709045504475424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159067978190855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871268126054986,0.0,0.14379715178650665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214614257158326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395517624643977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214222425783933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777456714441235,0.0,0.1244129610262462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166742029181527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570050007621957,0.11074919418114508,0.0,0.1427590500775759,0.20118646622895656,0.0,0.06802482683485332,0.12490099040697633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155525198016656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867266886750847,0.0,0.14213014424167628,0.0,0.11751179369461613,0.0,0.0,0.13200372391304874,0.2616094946626869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314662382272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026521600423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308235208196468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037906717122348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341031307055224,0.0,0.0,0.27957502758555103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031917374975438,0.10023535339993188,0.12877245553509808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789520471048012,0.1046509059943918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299997111410942,0.0,0.0,0.10336532116034866,0.07592144901592203,0.0,0.12341564726929265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339838245629985,0.21485948430251148,0.07679612434991309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119780034805074,0.09478812697266326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235472708589414,0.0,0.0 lonely,Disciplinedwarrior5,2020/03/13,"Any lady down to chat and be friends? I'm very lonely :( Hey everyone, I'm going through some problems and figured it wouldn't hurt to have a female friend to share stuff with. In fact, I feel like females are better at understanding the stuff I'm going through and overall more sympathetic creatures. Not to mention, insanely cute lmao jk. 🐰 Anyway, if you're interested in long term friendship, hmu. Sorry for the cringe lmao",3.838006329113924,6.583132088607599,4.24352848101266,82.22706487341775,76.21518987341773,6.481645569620253,28.8623417721519,7.645422480735847,2.0212898734177225,341,15,59,5,8,107,63,79,0.096,0.531,0.373,0.981,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,12,9,3,8,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052507163126994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877091450966764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556007398526254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935618611394205,0.16863729474788575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647500536368045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683102856879647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527010937500495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153242454817489,0.0,0.0,0.2089006962560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587215982391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642435500185156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404515743935717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574093231356894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476958339367045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stingraytjm,2020/03/13,"Dealing with loneliness I am a student in university. But I am an introvert and hence don't have a lot of friends. One way I deal with loneliness is find certain twitch streamers and play them in the background and then study or work, just to feel that I am around people. I am a miserable person, ain't I.",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,68.8360655737705,9.378688524590164,33.2827868852459,9.516144504307137,2.972996721311476,243,11,49,5,4,79,46,61,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.124,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,9,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,7,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771520870029548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419406344579643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741915491932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845524245729831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405348523178825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646839068208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096707785136848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215838876321944,0.2718436830437835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471213859762376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266538952666061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moosedawg03,2020/03/13,Am I allowed to feel lonely even though I have my children at home with me? Hey everyone. This is my very first post so please go easy on me. I am a SAHM with a 4 month old and a 5 year old. My husband works long hours and I just find myself feeling very lonely. I've never been one to have tons of friends. I just really have these 2 and they dont even live in my state. I find myself just stuck to my phone when I get a moment to myself to try and get some company. I always have the office on in the background so it's not so silent in the house but lately even that hasn't been helping. This morning has been really tough and I don't really know why. I feel like a terrible mother because my children's company isn't taking the loneliness away. I would love to chat with someone just to get some adult interactions.,1.5527325581395353,3.4279617732558165,3.2152906976744187,91.15747093023258,79.52325581395348,6.3930232558139535,20.63372093023256,7.413659706084162,0.5361790697674418,643,17,141,9,16,213,99,172,0.08199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7753,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,1,1,25,27,11,0,1,6,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,3,23,3,18,22,3,21,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,2,12,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272719385818655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138575886393195,0.0,0.0,0.08991124473999683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728623911777791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29225606980911545,0.0,0.0,0.14093726303017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373286946675608,0.10537006105137377,0.0,0.0,0.2696145014714019,0.1254586996558572,0.0,0.0,0.11395384240971344,0.0,0.2311792798706028,0.0,0.08382449216206612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886241750214167,0.0,0.1479489543988901,0.0,0.1452523179316368,0.17018878666398965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810590897148691,0.0,0.16638015848044285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205833564445176,0.0,0.1302402972482224,0.13052794253541386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331194952718117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772865890101787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375680880647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30954121779581234,0.0,0.09994605318709278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190460897097828,0.0,0.0,0.14125890717695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834661550296231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497156469702865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089746680623476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491254344213067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013904643433984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243396728153444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309079541082436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737771268433496,0.0,0.0,0.10477582197781728,0.0,0.0,0.09498158685010068 lonely,koklang15,2020/03/13,"My close friend in work is leaving, Im happy for him but i feel lonely and jealous. Hi everyone, today my close friend at work told me that he already resigned, im happy for him bec this might be good for him but i feel lonely and sad maybe bec of the bond that we have and i also feel jealous may be bec he might found a better company and me im still stuck in our company... Our company is not that bad but that salary is not that good, I know i need to do something in order to to find a better company that offer better salary but i feel like im stuck in this comfort zone, that i have this fear of failure and change, as well as i dont know what to do o how to start...",1.3562244897959168,2.583380761904764,3.3153911564625886,93.11145408163269,78.1156462585034,6.260544217687075,21.093537414965986,6.816661863887847,0.2422476190476188,520,13,123,5,12,176,72,147,0.188,0.569,0.242,0.882,2,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,5,4,20,2,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,27,25,13,0,1,6,0,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,4,4,18,12,17,16,0,11,0,4,0,0,13,7,0,3,4,77,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375035728475655,0.0996457450648907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403910530439567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306062412125667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181447211157676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460349179120041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906442747391248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402141015657407,0.2520140326972008,0.08901709684320433,0.0,0.0,0.1138857657874496,0.0,0.0,0.13662181515493688,0.19253742712543398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090237865679237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26528647355097684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383746534607307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695815997776564,0.0,0.0,0.1319376065795877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087520286521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251814298398593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437022979741753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239226052190777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592621915565916,0.0,0.0,0.08819532711624219,0.0,0.09950888668006568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181099883985618,0.11906442747391248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203392805174046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814263397676677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dapanji206,2020/03/13,"Fact: You feel lonely because you are self-absorbed. I joined this community expecting lonely people as ""My husband died and my kids won't visit me"" or ""Lost my job, I got terminal illness and my girlfriend left me"" type of situation. External factors to your loneliness, factors that you don't have control over. True misery! Yet, most of you, based on your own description. Have it pretty good. Your writting comes from a ""me, me, me, people-wont-talk-to-me-for-some-mysterious-reason, and me"" perspective. Little have I seen you think about what the others are feeling or going through. Other people deal with bullshit too you know? Maybe if you considered that for a second, you just might end up being 'lonely' with other 'lonely' people. And suddenly, y'all won't be lonely anymore. Maybe you won't over think everything if you just spend more time in the world that exists outside your head. Maybe you should respect other points of view instead of throwing a fit. Or maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you are quick to get offended. You aren't really looking for a solution. But the comfort that you once had from your mommy. You are all grown and hairy but your mind stayed the same. You are a lost case.",4.125538116591926,6.488852708520181,4.474195067264579,82.84420739910315,73.48430493273543,7.150582959641255,25.948206278026905,8.07648339933343,1.7613427802690578,946,33,167,15,20,297,132,223,0.11199999999999999,0.821,0.067,-0.8385,1,10,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,23,0,3,7,13,1,0,9,0,18,2,1,1,3,32,32,13,1,4,9,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,1,5,5,9,0,1,5,5,36,4,20,20,5,21,0,7,3,0,28,10,0,7,5,118,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436483326379273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644373900240244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802249833975516,0.0,0.0,0.1406487186490587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928369134842618,0.0,0.0,0.13014721154416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110687236793342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127030012566464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681377899752327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551723529982549,0.0,0.07126870081018231,0.10518103294231587,0.10029523007766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869836740610213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124441880782861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689175187803767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624936141457214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568549137429638,0.0,0.0,0.10530588144395583,0.0,0.2737816334641205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299145332664726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303143295729075,0.12662001308479684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354876433501509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608133385196189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854518119079363,0.0,0.0,0.12757865604981442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033556808814278,0.12893387812042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308213677485815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095681400862342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336615735159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007931714257817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070474768246173,0.0,0.0,0.07312276518624368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710712080416987,0.0,0.0 lonely,DocHannibal01,2020/03/13,Realizing you're actually alone So I'm in college right now and the problem was I cared too much to my friends ang colleagues to the point that I didn't cared for myself and then one point I made the decision to leave my group in this one major subject because I let them down and they're failing because of me so when I said to them that for the betterment I'll leave because I'm gonna let them down and when I said that I'll leave nobody goes against my decision and atleast give me a little hope that everything will go well then at that point I realized nobody will atleast sacrifice for me like I sacrificed for them like nobody cares for me. Also my other colleagues only check on me if they need something they don't check if I'm doing fine or I'm okay or atleast something so at that point I realized I'm actually alone in a room full of people.,4.9818181818181815,5.334863090909092,5.601136363636364,83.40295454545455,68.6590909090909,8.9,31.34090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.3424159090909096,688,27,143,11,11,223,87,176,0.078,0.778,0.14400000000000002,0.9101,0,2,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,6,2,9,13,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,18,24,17,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,2,1,2,5,2,25,11,20,14,3,22,1,1,0,0,11,16,0,5,7,91,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.23375683151685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809156528501916,0.0,0.0957801673260731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903236481433044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592698859264786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663410333409407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764171231926054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925341416966498,0.0,0.0,0.11489446741629353,0.06806815173011807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895881033476348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804579721863222,0.0,0.24494624145080784,0.0,0.11702731737600593,0.1200411821723254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332943745940895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804486107502281,0.08880806869033543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231874330982635,0.09109061670782836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830335603042902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528861218705657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460388413423872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228307679927616,0.2278577309643172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440986749014426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076877730002922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mkb16,2020/03/13,Blogs for alone people? Any blog out there that talks the journeys of a lonely person and how does he cope with it?,2.955217391304348,4.8901473478260895,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,75.52173913043478,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.0895913043478256,91,1,19,0,2,27,23,23,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.594,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505971602644582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322183707743879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275174630092394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33868643242410273,0.4265671168978699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926633488533157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheeDox,2020/03/13,"I can’t trust people.. nor myself People have always misused my trust and it’s fine I guess. It’s my fault for being naive and allowing anyone into my life in the first place and believing that this person might be different and we can be good friends. But nope. And then I can’t trust myself as I don’t know what I am cabal of doing. I am a self conscious person and I know my short comings. I am not perfect. I want to apologise for those who are genuinely good people and do care about me but due to my trust issues everyone is blacklisted.",2.3235135135135145,4.2585048198198185,3.9408018018018036,86.57931081081081,77.37837837837839,6.962522522522522,21.91081081081081,7.908726449838941,1.0698389189189186,429,12,86,7,10,143,72,111,0.059000000000000004,0.741,0.2,0.9279,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,2,0,16,1,0,1,1,21,22,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,18,10,9,18,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506892467879294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871264199640834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235075083269733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226270078128614,0.0,0.0,0.17088770778901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726597287107967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956159367943465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874281887127635,0.0,0.0,0.15326870629278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327852234237397,0.0,0.0,0.2185390910663907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070582740614739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180500727513816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012240167924522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045094301056927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41259732245995095,0.3464373600123717,0.20726597287107967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069546993262888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701028253079265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tormenting_Memories,2020/03/13,"21 M I don't know if I'm going to make it. None of this feels worth it. I'm terrified of ending up alone but I look so old now..I got a job but I have no free time at all now. It's go to work, come home and sleep because I'm too tired to do anything else. All I want is someone to care about me..I think that maybe it's too late for me to have love and that terrifies me. I want something good in my life even just a couple real friends..I'm sorry I'm breaking down this morning. Thank you if anybody read this.",-1.6467816091954042,0.2430959310344853,0.8535862068965552,102.71670114942528,94.0,3.782988505747127,16.354022988505747,5.2151,-1.005607356321839,392,10,102,2,15,132,79,116,0.134,0.6609999999999999,0.205,0.875,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,2,17,23,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,9,6,13,22,3,13,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,5,54,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306233192172814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339779106955356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113632505183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005524323022568,0.0,0.0,0.16057387122510666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625675863989512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571985304416866,0.0,0.16510204084641794,0.0,0.0,0.12312063770428107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425341818271628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187977249482326,0.15635007427695652,0.14908739944461386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698228876995052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498104419867176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244488838786066,0.0,0.21027619265698366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166538877550826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653565975713982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824037727711505,0.0,0.1244286983043606,0.0,0.18727175672131008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956036986109749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645831101832952,0.2121729618414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865424879341164,0.0,0.15794278028630435,0.14350588262088726,0.0,0.20866834500060655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161931869657548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194426339708621,0.0,0.0,0.10869592595155136,0.2142484207245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989637853075453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570714684787066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eloquence97,2020/03/13,Weekends Throughout the week I feel half okay because I’m busy. But it hits the hardest on weekends when I’m alone with no one to hangout with. Does anyone else feel like this?,1.9195714285714305,4.5051923142857175,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,83.0,3.5,25.892857142857146,3.1291,0.19542857142857128,141,6,28,0,4,42,28,35,0.115,0.765,0.12,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827793863744723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584229568562485,0.3786842869896304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529604907085665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234269893798755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087414784709823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373747330373111,0.26403214096166344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805609339550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044087609278604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29645940379454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Norbert19970,2020/03/13,"Burned out. (English isn't my first language). 2019 was best year in my life! But it ended... And right now I feel empty,worthless,ugly dumb. My mother stopepped suporting me at all (I'm young). She call me loser,retard,dumbass every single day. My brother beat me everyday,be asshole to me,and insult me. My best friend is now asshole to me,and everyone seem to abandon me. My grades are terrible and I'm almost failing this grade. I don't have anyone to talk to,so I sit on reddit almost all day. I'm not talented at all and almost everything I do is a failiure. I'm judged by my appearance cuz I'm fat. And my problems aren't really that big. People close to me had bigger ones,but I'm to pig pussy to do anything with that. I'm sorry I waisted ur time.",0.6866025641025644,2.9854857371794914,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,85.85897435897436,6.030769230769232,22.128205128205128,7.3871296695380915,1.0869512820512823,589,21,118,10,18,204,95,156,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,2,10,2,0,1,0,11,3,2,1,3,21,21,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,20,4,14,19,6,20,0,2,0,0,8,9,1,5,9,66,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616226176275116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307226630621103,0.0,0.15384730589149925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923936159418682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090105261124027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113987376516766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558585364434988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751690389247228,0.17864266719622435,0.16802230234715793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452961713054184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902307344150884,0.0,0.0,0.14444028433396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205121925832786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961044258594584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788898379194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197675923447566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965779143305636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019600342919222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927982390975275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026663473908933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901444702972107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039231956561612 lonely,zkisthebest,2020/03/13,"I don't get to talk to people and have started to forget how to say words I don't really know anyone so I often can go days at a time without even forming a sentence and as a consequence of this I have been having difficult pronouncing words, like for example, basically, law, month and some other words",12.567,6.928352366666669,12.433333333333335,59.35500000000002,58.66666666666666,16.0,45.0,13.023866798666859,5.623500000000003,242,9,44,6,2,83,45,60,0.102,0.853,0.045,-0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632576923849365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281148051294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486748298055409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967058138910092,0.0,0.21397373887446494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069146623938666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393897889776886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005188658825803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101783137599105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411956675653071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994080689219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664887778564853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30261659743779223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195402930862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629327552625004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,illestz34,2020/03/13,I want to feel I’m an introvert with anxiety that holds me back. I’ve tried to date but I’m overthinking everything. My last relationship was 8 years and now I have no idea what to do. I like a few girls but I’m so fucking scared to even talk to them. I don’t know how to date anymore. I’m so nervous. I’ve been alone for a few years now.,-1.6763755980861248,0.2642056447368475,1.0782296650717704,99.63806220095695,97.81578947368419,5.395215311004785,17.435406698564595,6.980632752743323,-0.007299999999999862,263,8,68,5,11,90,50,76,0.201,0.74,0.059000000000000004,-0.8902,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,11,2,8,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,9,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836179145862385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948852007155888,0.0,0.27157786144801244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056773507141374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808701788724537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611169618287684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384628355076763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531626850847805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091344918546424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049650190884795,0.22321792796467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378545806534478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940040214263889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741637968349649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220103973333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859208664428336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151921424331372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526907745195043 lonely,ognugnug,2020/03/13,"I just don’t like myself. all i seem to be good at is isolating myself from people. i’m so scared of being misjudged and embarrassed. i just sit inside all day alone. it really intentionally or unintentionally. just happens cause there’s nothing better to do alone. i’m on spring break right now and it sucks seeing everyone i know having the times of their lives on social media but here i am laying in bed staring at all wall all day everyday waiting on someone to just want to hang out with me or see if i’m doing okay. no one ever checks on me. video games aren’t even fun anymore bc i know right after lose i’m right back to being alone. a lot of times i really feel like i’m about to throw in the towel but no one seems to care and someone i get myself out of it and convince myself everything is fine but that fake happiness never lasts more than a few hours then i’m right back to being lonely. it’s all i can think about when i’m like this. time and time again like clockwork, i just want to die. i’m mostly too afraid to take action myself but the thought is still there and it scares me. i want to be loved. i wish someone would just hug me and tell me it’ll be fine. i’m in college and i’m a sophomore and i still haven’t made any friends yet. i talk to people but no one ever seems to want to be around me. we’ll talk and maybe hang out once then after that, excuses excuses as to why they can’t hang and then boom i never see/ hear from them again. i sincerely hate myself. i do nothing. i’m an asshole. no surprise no one wants me. but i know at the end of the day no one cares. why’d i even type this lol",0.12923011664899064,2.3447384376811584,2.091127606928243,95.057624602333,87.81159420289855,4.87310003534818,16.820431247790737,6.345904618129536,-0.36897172145634505,1271,29,287,13,41,421,166,345,0.14,0.669,0.192,0.9690000000000001,2,6,0,0,0,1,26.0,1,0,3,2,27,28,2,4,9,2,23,2,0,3,9,62,63,26,1,8,15,0,1,4,1,3,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,1,9,2,1,5,12,9,0,5,2,7,36,19,43,51,9,56,0,2,4,2,14,19,1,8,34,188,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668066952680515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839463792721596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516010213555195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644262765882964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320576701614989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594515821509215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751006556962836,0.0882122849506343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613740395769971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911964529594385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605545397656445,0.0,0.0,0.11343283155650195,0.15534891056092467,0.0,0.08205259600482041,0.0771745424017187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341852149118961,0.06134564319303324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634305501192722,0.0,0.0448636025421868,0.0,0.0,0.07202379702541087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759346787598477,0.09141035782745068,0.0,0.08477898276279444,0.0,0.0,0.09678188550693867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456478794722158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415759451665118,0.06999562277500472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780724632486047,0.0,0.07582490438577832,0.0,0.0,0.09606671882719688,0.0,0.07300371992570466,0.07750115144186648,0.08125240009777436,0.0,0.0,0.08626809457599137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245668711187242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478942520050274,0.0,0.0,0.0914488936492448,0.29093913661006554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906308218997926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100212174770086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333051202350896,0.0,0.0,0.17194197506268932,0.0,0.20528214517865925,0.23451884362548894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875337910221246,0.21827246584135016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371520050258145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456365652469012,0.13803832720105064,0.07505428481639319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055022116651246886,0.0,0.06817129717127596,0.20028627026696455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532421587767709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748444260242716,0.0,0.0987464199911973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099968175186087,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,duck9415,2020/03/13,"If you anyone needs to talk, hit me up Guys this is my link https://www.7cups.com/11964222 . This is not a promotion, I just believe it is a much more user savvy website for chatting. I have been struggling with depression and I understand how bad it can get. So feel free to find me .Even if you just need to vent.",2.402214285714283,5.14872831666667,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,82.5,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.8524761904761915,249,8,50,4,7,75,47,60,0.155,0.79,0.055,-0.7522,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,12,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,6,10,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058302408412332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457865256666978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33165401225618674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535403171117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944285070887294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884223901837398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690487063868077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379609492609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914724284119965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639570752080226,0.4365430218903021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077392777019886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366033317731056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064493913126282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pacific-oshun,2020/03/13,what do u do to stop feeling lonely i got this desparate i went on reddit to talk to people cus i have no one to talk to.,-2.986071428571428,-1.5547417499999998,0.07971428571428517,104.46528571428571,109.35714285714286,2.24,12.742857142857144,3.1291,-1.815108571428571,93,2,24,0,5,32,20,28,0.243,0.7040000000000001,0.053,-0.6597,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,6,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680924229177813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32712502855462683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27715776737151737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835580872742273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419531493636759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574982490241326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37915911210640346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,myTisMolting,2020/03/13,"I feel alone I feel like I'm alone. I feel like I am an alien trying to live among everyone else. I feel like those around me are flowers. They have the latent ability to grow whereas I am a stagnant pebble in the dirt. I feel like I'm the sand before the water. The rain cloud that blocks the starry night sky, that's me. My family doesn't like the way I am. To them I am a ship with no sail. I just feel like no one is content with me. I know that I am worth something but I just can't help but feel alone when people keep telling me I'm living wrong.",0.2718319559228668,2.0630709421487623,1.9953925619834718,98.71611914600551,83.3801652892562,5.025068870523416,16.69490358126722,5.985473137389443,-0.6893972451790633,428,8,105,3,12,140,68,121,0.16399999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.742,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,10,0,10,1,0,0,0,17,22,3,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,8,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,8,20,6,8,22,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409136428621428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722143495443307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120483727472474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100001640329896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582407669643275,0.0,0.0,0.1241344027110194,0.0,0.4660628610071699,0.4703543391642814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826106123205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704155408611885,0.0,0.0,0.07236684537462053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859876382928094,0.0,0.23254836652274505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357098577146305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922849494406787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128902139979536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013722420064131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509247176748645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894007928631662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045199543157474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396934170851097,0.0,0.0 lonely,Available-Pie,2020/03/13,"Feeling lonely Recently I've been feeling really lonely, and depressed. Back then I really wasn't sure if i cared to die because I still have my best friends. But now everything seems different, sure I can laugh with them, but I can't share anything with them. Everyday I wish I had someone I could rely on, someone with me, but no one is, not my family, not my friends, not even my best friends. I don't really care if I die, if I die , I die. It's not like I have any important plans in the future. I just wish someone has here for me, someone I could rely on.",4.559416149068318,4.588277513043484,5.900621118012424,82.01913043478261,69.52173913043478,9.701863354037268,31.211180124223603,9.606745405546679,2.687509316770187,434,17,92,9,7,147,65,115,0.284,0.48700000000000004,0.22899999999999998,-0.7847,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,3,6,15,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,2,24,19,8,4,7,11,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,2,23,12,8,14,2,10,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,4,8,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248284099502491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981312854023623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326619871914388,0.0,0.07393858651521802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545773174214413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473309203479077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368387056825928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446877602757144,0.0,0.5035285288790088,0.12672451131373308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011234028501206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900958950578526,0.0,0.11434347161843167,0.0,0.12265794023282188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811301098138623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925723194687142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219071954568408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310862716229735,0.0,0.11976139394899495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041984433119087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110818785798847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686409081595328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286328865165002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896003975960243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pedicarete,2020/03/13,I quite frankly don’t think I have many real friends I’ve found myself at a point where no one talks to me except when they need me to do something. I’ve gone several days where no one talks to me outside of class unless it’s to compare test/quiz scores. one of my closest friends is steadily growing more and more distant and few people acknowledge me in the halls. my ‘friends’ only ever text me when they need a study guide from me or homework help. I’ve gone four years like this and I’m just now realizing this is an issue. I can’t quite pinpoint what good I am to anyone if I don’t help them in some way. I don’t know who to talk to so I came here.,2.896071428571428,3.715270750000002,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,73.64285714285714,6.457142857142857,25.42857142857143,6.2581,0.5832285714285717,515,16,119,3,10,165,89,140,0.033,0.8270000000000001,0.14,0.9269,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,9,5,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,19,18,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,4,0,19,5,15,14,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,7,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134172265708967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551884864861287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460854704706753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672334554409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784896978984935,0.3759566108247091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360495213027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744464621858384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929945853974201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914340520485617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792449734549954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644500036502209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405453086938129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297421010730445,0.12336390622060042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124522449924385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533357745459484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450491128855185,0.0,0.18462434396271774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324502636725515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487302436526596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911217357196566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393415705123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875046012202354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445444321373397 lonely,artmusicandme,2020/03/13,"36, single, and no have no life Hello. I am woman that is turning 37 in May, and haven't had the best life up until this point... Don't get me wrong, I am thankful to have family and a roof over my head. But I just feel like I am watching everybody else succeed while I am stuck in the shadows...I have heard it all before, ""do not compare your life to others"" but its hard... It's hard because I feel lonely in everything, and can't help but think I should have been living in my own house, making new friends at 36, but I am not... And I have tried. Believe me, I have... Anyway...Those are my thoughts of the night...I suffer from insomnia and it gets pretty lonely. I hope you are all safe from the virus",1.8803196347031952,3.2731211643835607,3.2988356164383568,93.08172374429226,77.08219178082193,5.962557077625571,21.070776255707763,6.42735559955562,0.13419817351598207,534,13,121,4,12,175,90,146,0.14400000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.154,0.5432,0,4,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,2,1,11,0,0,5,0,22,5,1,1,2,24,34,12,0,2,7,0,4,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,6,18,7,13,27,5,11,0,3,1,0,7,8,0,2,4,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031295868184124,0.0,0.15398561704027294,0.2038825805798569,0.18990880419566425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117080880201586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263727655384844,0.0,0.17059518249765593,0.0,0.18299998594263275,0.12927952698993736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981104972721806,0.0,0.1890907002953108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242134118297371,0.0,0.18571956148879096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129523741594105,0.0,0.0,0.17973642854685354,0.0,0.20880623603496612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38345714287528604,0.08840905523680925,0.0,0.15979305559166246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079376260082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477454904395026,0.0,0.16982089097550926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106789706113695,0.0,0.0,0.18410374998880832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660580334643318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595335617030705,0.0,0.14366387886522125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286154555745175,0.19683505387016573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785390340183745,0.0,0.0 lonely,mitsuki-shy,2020/03/13,"Today was the first time in a long time I have truly felt alone. Nobody would answer the phone. Nobody would respond. People were uninterested in what I had to say. I have only had negative conversations from family members today and it has ripped open a lot of wounds. I feel like shit because I am always there for my friends, but nobody is there for me.",3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,74.0,6.886274509803924,21.62745098039216,7.793537801064563,1.04081568627451,282,7,51,4,6,92,52,68,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.086,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,11,2,1,0,0,9,13,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,7,2,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,7,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476078888560511,0.0,0.0,0.19892817816814592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573689457631786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253770764919313,0.0,0.12088266862512895,0.1707940483234464,0.22954790678624934,0.0,0.0,0.20335566856293344,0.0,0.0,0.18470747642138952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679916227974095,0.0,0.0,0.21157239070103828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325161201012812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818260550027903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574335808254415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901207228583856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454053572134441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788111848045928,0.0,0.4532271615543178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396616956173784,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,king23jamesgoat,2020/03/13,"I met a girl After being lonely for so long (you can say it was my fault), I finally met a girl. This two days i been hanging out with her in college has made me happy. I find her supercute (most guys wouldn’t but fuck all that) , she’s super funny, shy, socially awkward and lets people take advantage of her kindness. You can tell we have chemistry and a connection. She’s perfect. I don’t want to mess this up. Also, me and her always walked past each other. We would’ve never met had i not approached her about some class and changed the convo. If you like someone then go and let them know. Dont be afraid.",1.7410215053763451,3.81211546774194,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,79.80645161290323,5.746236559139786,21.623655913978496,6.816661863887847,0.486604301075269,474,14,99,5,12,154,95,124,0.10300000000000001,0.696,0.20199999999999999,0.9398,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,1,3,3,12,1,2,4,0,14,1,0,1,3,23,23,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,7,1,22,6,9,11,4,14,0,1,0,1,22,3,1,3,8,71,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134807358720768,0.16788118444797356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343621980313954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301190527465007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646220584956915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101914197232966,0.1844057556782048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652464860904447,0.0,0.0,0.1146653368949234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977495577845744,0.0,0.21477816954612372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010287062478816,0.11088248304064867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126282642205865,0.0,0.0985701567601942,0.0,0.0,0.17855199738147173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909109884152387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556104006054354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926035547577984,0.13987556476670998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044832077329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056697715225338,0.17095130788940646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516990448035786,0.0,0.1763478701165032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709102702223533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900377289115048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332511436276635,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TorvaWhip,2020/03/13,"Can I just spill my guts? Hey r/lonely, I’m glad I found this place because I legitimately need someone to talk to. I am currently a 22 year old college junior and I am yet to make a single true friend, and I’m fucking tired of it all, and it’s killing me inside. I look around and all I see is a glamorous lifestyle of friends, meaning, and love constantly being advertised to me, but I will never get to enjoy any of it. I’m not hanging out with anyone on weekends, I don’t get texts from people, and I will never go out with anyone. As for my major: I fucking hate it. Nothing interests me about it at all. It’s political science but none of it is fun whatsoever. I am an NPC in my own life with no backstory, no life goals, no aspirations, and absolutely no friends. I’m lucky enough to have a family that loves me, but I still feel hopeless. Worst of all, it’s all downhill from here. I will never be happy.",2.549273049645389,3.950501622340433,4.612893617021278,84.3136666666667,75.32978723404256,7.353758865248227,26.895035460992908,8.021203637495839,1.6238180141843976,707,27,149,11,15,244,111,188,0.19399999999999998,0.662,0.14400000000000002,-0.9106,1,2,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,1,6,19,4,0,5,0,13,8,1,1,9,33,32,11,1,1,5,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,1,3,21,13,25,26,11,19,0,1,2,4,7,7,2,1,10,106,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350842340647033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128583727182728,0.0,0.0,0.13549969913120302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278616530139576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164485578250711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727423200196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349060157566867,0.0,0.07696224971536958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668910598665739,0.35279258192229257,0.2814324828271795,0.15904750615165486,0.0,0.08650478823362462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620310075992593,0.0,0.15027644926438116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839847032478747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502168781121336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781856369638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475200746796224,0.0,0.10160175339311606,0.0,0.0,0.16580195887107405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128622267570028,0.35218258060824603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605017003292967,0.0,0.15971941376772564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552366074056856,0.0,0.1590276742993261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129213660236846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896754230780086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155557694315157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234110977840297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749436866572075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801863208041972 lonely,Creepyshadow13,2020/03/13,"Anyone else feel sorry for themselves sometimes? Hey E-friends, well idk if you'd consider me a friend...anyways, so I'm a 22yr male, and I feel like a total complete loser. So I was womdering if this happens to anyone else...(on mobile, and horrible at grammar)...(Context) So I've always been that quiet kid in school, the kid everyone forgot was always there. In high school I had extremely low self esteem, I was nerdy, loved school, but was terrible at making friends. I was alone for the major part of my high school years as well as middle school, and elementary, so human contact is not really my strong suit. I've only had 1 gf for about 2 years before we broke up, in HS I tried to make more social connections but I couldnt. I was bullied by my ""friends"" which I only hung out with because I didnt want to be alone. When I tried to speak to girls I was instantly rejected, I honestly gave up on trying to have a social life in HS. I went to school did my time in class, went to the weight room because I thought that maybe if I became more fit and in shape maybe some girl might find me attractive, but it didnt work. After a few years of lifting, I became pretty cut and athletic and I kept working out of pure anger at myself. I felt like I was worthless, honestly I still do, after my graduation in 2015, I thought maybe things might change, but fate once again kicked me in my jaw and in 2017 my father passed away. I was left to take on the responsibility of mortage, bills, and helping my mom cover expenses as well as being the father figure for my two brothers. When he passed I couldn't even grieve because I felt like a coward if my younger brother's saw me cry. Everyone that tended my fathers funeral was surprised I didn't look at all affected by it but on the inside I just wanted to cry, but my mind couldnt let the facade go. Since then I've had very little human contact aside from my mom, and brothers and one friend i text but i feel like I'm clingy so sometimes I pretend to be dking something so I dont seem like I have nothing to do. A few months later of simply working and having no social life, my mental health had started to get worse. Then out of nowhere a cute girl decided to take interest in me and talk to me, I genuinely believed she was interested in me and immediately began to get attached since, it had been single for a while. She invited me to hang out and I agreed, I got ready tried to look my best and met her at a restaurant but when I got there she was with ""her upline"". I shit you not she wanted me to join her in an MLM, that was why she acted so nicely. I just left, i was pissed at myself, that leads to what happened just now. So I've become so lonely I have givem one last effort and tried online dating, I was on a certain app, and I matched with a cute girl. She seemed nice at first, we had been talking on and off throughout the day. she treated me really well. I thought she liked me(im not too good looking), she's smart, cute, liked a lot of things i did. She even lives in my county, she treated me so well and I have been so desperate for human connection(aside from my family). I literally ""fell in love"" however she just drops the bomb on me and says she only wantwd me to sign up for her cam service. I am crushed, I got so mad at me, that anger has now turned to sadness and desperation. I almost told her that I was genuinely willing to support her financially if she agreed to be my SO. It took all i had to not do that because I really felt like we had a thimg, but now I'm just sad and depressed. I feel pathetic for not beimg able to emotionally connect with people, for being so desperate I'm was at the brink of offering to be a sugar daddy just so I could get a human connection. I guess im just that desperate...Sorry its so long but I had to het that off my chest.",3.254126316702066,4.508842774936063,4.5479504963370765,86.06327907581604,73.29667519181586,7.5011834063028315,25.40257488404352,8.006104516180752,1.3547146126836878,2998,95,628,43,59,992,334,782,0.16399999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.153,-0.87,1,6,1,0,0,0,99.0,3,2,0,9,42,54,6,0,27,0,62,11,4,4,5,101,114,63,2,12,27,8,8,8,4,3,3,3,1,12,20,33,2,2,15,1,2,10,13,17,5,4,54,16,116,37,99,45,13,87,0,10,4,2,67,50,2,13,34,426,136,13,0.05705377909528669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713111836261429,0.11818101724644238,0.0,0.0,0.09494662938045756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978665781972663,0.05845833898680242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360390355558274,0.0,0.0,0.13911781672981915,0.06301141652297361,0.048548563800698635,0.06428007148579024,0.05987442122205655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060355333221677125,0.0,0.05981980188783589,0.0,0.0,0.04555280009932858,0.0,0.12534179459419728,0.03679496757507937,0.0,0.04914033633304896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686660418530158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047661111453080884,0.06417782225347321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753669660108619,0.0,0.0,0.109034661823071,0.0,0.0,0.053785225274729315,0.0,0.11539241993931502,0.08151846237111382,0.16434172547645498,0.0,0.05214612047673417,0.048529915352514295,0.0,0.0,0.22039804100500116,0.0,0.08942473430818622,0.0,0.032424977464706635,0.04785400300691175,0.13689335731323096,0.0,0.06285116997338881,0.0,0.10090493686192603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064549922330033,0.0,0.0,0.03824194548552276,0.12056090016801585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325574380111465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046506444829116235,0.0,0.0,0.1239781958482672,0.058341354636729285,0.08059754291140749,0.22298875654607006,0.05718287521904548,0.05037953221482677,0.050490799121603584,0.14373241523578442,0.0,0.0,0.0485050827243648,0.10298652632350702,0.0,0.07616768115191833,0.0,0.17195456895101766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057496790135992876,0.1210500869723024,0.0576080526820662,0.13364139304429132,0.04553978214905475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054744639790858966,0.0,0.0,0.06076041270256465,0.07732223455674975,0.13017590983114716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061783682910010185,0.0,0.03955390668393427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804420454373944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965033550184784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045371455107586056,0.0,0.3464488224019449,0.0,0.10387923539652803,0.059519534563253984,0.0,0.05856488435647559,0.09439095129021276,0.0,0.0,0.1744774285074665,0.0,0.04392278654300323,0.112855292773185,0.12773406927096093,0.04038295849783334,0.0,0.04556322168486688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474395239946013,0.0,0.0,0.08579468289847811,0.09171533295610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580799134685264,0.0,0.0,0.1358829828980696,0.033268517404799317,0.0,0.0,0.0545173309115355,0.06338884785564525,0.19367885448640265,0.06205812825057831,0.055733251937751055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047075342908729535,0.10095539136853457,0.0,0.0,0.06947613256048117,0.256490996450394,0.1057788496373678,0.051482161485838125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460749206579455,0.0,0.05814267513880862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022228946721767 lonely,hellobiancs_,2020/03/13,"I have no one. I had a very shitty day today. My baby daddy lost his job and we are way behind on rent and bills and I don’t get enough hours from work. Ended up having a big fight. Mother knew what was happening and kept asking questions that she shouldn’t be asking about. I came from a family where they want to insert themselves when it comes to my personal life and my own family. I have no one. I wasn’t born and raised where I am now so I have no friends at all. Don’t have anyone else to talk to, or go to. I’m used to being by myself and being lonely. It’s 1:21 am and I am about to lose my mind. I can’t stop crying because I felt like the world turned against me and I am so close, really close from ending my life.",0.9661482820976488,2.4919450000000007,2.9266184448462944,94.18126582278481,80.01265822784809,5.780108499095843,15.71609403254973,6.5431188927421005,-0.5329652802893312,562,7,132,5,14,189,100,158,0.166,0.7879999999999999,0.046,-0.9496,2,2,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,8,6,1,0,4,0,20,2,0,1,1,25,35,13,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,14,0,2,3,0,2,3,8,4,0,2,8,1,23,2,18,23,3,22,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123822438573363,0.1646811506343197,0.0,0.0,0.3005112525786792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797610798509523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382590651630887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384498469105888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654821633747564,0.10365394745794156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426462008056508,0.0,0.28470824182556426,0.1660712789222901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030333375489225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432063766985735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417527976101965,0.0,0.08397187008891414,0.0,0.09134338557558548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421280641488706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828116747698287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949417582866746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704880663725385,0.0785218277729662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980950204879406,0.17544967864388106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228583579199793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782203834592406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403383545791387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004812167852993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296417204030907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437280275345928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918419188603855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234794679589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748220039030641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881428518010475,0.0,0.13261446991275158,0.09479942070119206,0.12757555482220173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700928402866312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trainer_brock,2020/03/13,I hate being around people but I hate being alone I have people I talk to sometimes at school and stuff but if someone was to ask me how many friends I have I would have 0. I am that one “funny” kid at school who is actually depressed and lonely on the inside it sucks to bad it’s almost funny.,1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,80.93548387096773,4.778494623655916,18.397849462365595,5.46131890053228,-0.37355698924731184,230,5,49,1,6,77,43,62,0.314,0.54,0.145,-0.9294,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,8,1,7,9,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,2,0,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.20668224104015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208299441966896,0.21935667233139314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885432493813038,0.19800057094938495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684072512995394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241949352636092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363298265541149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182091950234651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472779427351704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351837938767328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936652112175133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286975048158345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794539740482275,0.0,0.20947155519983648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424556274003785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023351725821728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045372668312268,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manitobaairsoft,2020/03/13,"Why Me Man. I just want someone to be with. I dont care about the sex. I just want someone to be here for me all the time. Is that too hard to ask for. I cant go on like this much longer. Every day is painful. Every girl just passing me off is more angering. I do everything right, I'm not an asshole, I listen, but they dont want that. I'm desperate. I'll probably delete this in a while but it feels like I've run into a brick wall.",-1.3160652920962193,0.6031477628866,1.3088917525773205,100.07577749140896,91.98969072164948,4.882817869415808,17.361683848797252,6.42735559955562,-0.3875903780068728,331,9,85,4,12,113,63,97,0.16,0.799,0.042,-0.8635,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,1,13,19,3,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,3,10,3,11,17,3,12,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682936295847316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375667613896847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888436493157948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684368751226055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675834373108066,0.0,0.17960901608038735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104832088416824,0.1427702746504893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357728797918297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902307863451053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952696670793358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691006421113645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265061001025745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154681696276808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066769368277254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33865833306478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653201566718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536236708566952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033024964264974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joannamass,2020/03/13,"Never been in a romantic relationship F22 I've never been in a relationship before. I've never even been on a date. I had some crushes in college...but none of them liked me back. Should I just push myself to date a guy just to say I've been on one date?",1.240000000000002,3.0190867037037066,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,80.1111111111111,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.5422414814814821,198,5,44,3,5,69,32,54,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.7572,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,5,1,8,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053127730556321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272042553339176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763563538106985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643800308955274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304466868136195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177993987197279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809316213280857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733336202537148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233558449749684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uglyWonKenobi,2020/03/13,I wish the virus attacks me Honestly I’d take that over someone talking to you and online liking you then stopped talking suddenly when they actually see your picture. The pain is lesser in one case. Hope I die like Darwin predicted. Guys like me don’t deserve life or love.,3.7875000000000014,6.343631980769235,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,75.34615384615384,7.236923076923077,31.55384615384615,8.238735603445708,2.70638,221,11,38,4,5,71,45,52,0.17300000000000001,0.532,0.295,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,7,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,6,3,7,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,2,7,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2376089520093607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770025034264391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527018762848917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410911855913043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418383075481167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719826214417473,0.3568674941956646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197572299414276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499362281329946,0.0,0.2590881675534639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940282380395117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630640781193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356668868060854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830725098761704,0.3914125125509329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799989331794077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,usnblt,2020/03/13,"where to find friends as a college age girl i feel like this is uncommon but as a 19 year old girl i haven’t left my house in a month and the last time i saw someone my age was christmas. i don’t go to school right now. i don’t work anymore because i don’t care about money and while i was working no one really talked to me anyway (service industry) so i don’t think finding a job will cure my loneliness. meetup.com is mostly for people 25+ imo and i don’t like bumble bff. i cant volunteer at a lot of places because they want those extensive police checks. i’ve been to ping pong tennis and swimming but i realized i really hate sports and everyone there was retirement age lol any suggestions would be really appreciated :)",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,4.080154440154441,84.63878378378381,78.18918918918921,8.012355212355214,25.43629343629344,8.841846274778883,2.065853667953668,580,22,117,14,14,195,102,148,0.078,0.72,0.20199999999999999,0.9594,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,0,6,1,16,0,0,0,0,16,23,11,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,2,2,2,8,1,0,1,5,2,17,4,11,15,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,12,69,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212720200244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685763587297829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174193234928247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818215762409522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704040716573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901701251110427,0.1274005685075122,0.0,0.0,0.32598482360733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777902529196331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135030624205464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606613997805798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577143031192452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696720416262002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536455517326274,0.0,0.0,0.19375847107736754,0.0,0.0,0.17424822260152986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161167016265326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423430709250891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712965870099968,0.0,0.1208425227153426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363310228510778,0.0,0.1863192063735208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427325460673797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229473540118774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804817201279228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110030525570445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333667760155644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426808126859098,0.0,0.0,0.10398694743475416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518495957963736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596559497930028,0.0,0.0,0.12668208742241951,0.0,0.0,0.11484009823766453 lonely,Anonymous55554,2020/03/13,Lonliness and isolation Please don't make people feel like they're not good enough. Please don't make people feel like they're uncared for and they don't matter. Lonliness and isolation are terrible things to go through. I know this from experience. I'm glad I was able to find something to help me. I just don't want people to have to go through what I 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lonely,webs4memes,2020/03/13,I met someone but now they hate me I met this girl back in January she was very beautiful and I wanted to take her out on a date so I asked her out and she said she was asexual (which is fine I don’t judge) I went about my business and would visit her as a friend but she would give me mixed signals she would hold my hand but then say I can’t be with you for such and such reason well a week ago she invited me over and told me I look pretty hot well as soon as I was about to leave work she said you can’t come over and I’ll admit I was sad but it wasn’t her fault I go in the gas station where she works the next day and her co worker told me she was living with her EX and he beat her I immediately texted her and wanted to help she yelled at me and wants nothing to do with me and today i found out she was pregnant I have no idea if the kid was born or not but I just feel extremely down and lonely and in need of a shoulder to cry 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lonely,minettacreek,2020/03/13,unrealistic fantasies i really really wish i could just meet someone as sad and lonely as me. like i just want to spend time with someone constantly and give them attention and affection. like i want to sit on a roof with someone all night and just talk and watch the sunrise. but i dislike everyone i meet. i’m waiting for this one person that might be like me but it seems like they’ll never come :/ why is this so 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lonely,udenizin,2020/03/13,"i’m sitting on the bathroom floor wondering where to go from here i should be happy. i’m 22 and have been through some shit, but yesterday my adult adoption passed. meaning i have a family now. i have parents who love me. i have two younger siblings. and it was one of the best moments of my life, hands down. but now i’m sitting on the bathroom floor by myself. because i had a huge breakdown before and i still feel like i’m going to fuck everything up and end up alone again. my siblings are going to sleep. my new dad is watching the news. my new mom went out. and i’m just here. in the bathroom. thinking. i’m really tired of being alone.",0.4719488100583753,2.8915734198473326,2.0076605298608,94.39368208352043,89.61068702290078,4.60907049842838,22.97305792546027,6.2272716619740125,0.5111334530758871,502,20,105,5,17,162,82,131,0.114,0.746,0.14,0.7013,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,7,0,12,7,3,0,0,16,28,7,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,4,3,13,4,16,21,2,27,0,0,1,2,6,11,2,2,10,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662458831072615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778238508879602,0.0,0.15045319491283493,0.0,0.18555230600427405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660212468873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890638580257258,0.0,0.16668173779371687,0.0,0.08940098784314413,0.12631386129633862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345898196160674,0.0,0.0,0.30145741125744185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882186681674007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488688525293785,0.08638095606113938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957889075725276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925990854506194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707898423790447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415304597732015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981175462388445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196327765262846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326969676000903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149401900547385,0.0,0.0,0.17693875742201948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120154617037992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329339214925455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032183110800157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727187204000446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390563011791232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191744059455526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheInternetKnight,2020/03/13,"Lost it all Thanks to my meme of a life. I just got my discord suspended and now I lost all my moderation positions and close colleagues I had met online. Its all my fault. Now I cant distract myself from how lonely I am now. Thanks to corona I can go to public events or places. None of my irl friends really like me enough to invite me anywhere.",1.6853722334004004,3.807766591549296,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,80.26760563380282,6.310663983903421,21.410462776659962,7.447530270364453,0.7472237424547279,272,8,57,4,7,90,50,71,0.191,0.624,0.18600000000000005,-0.1076,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,14,4,7,6,5,7,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28631492788170515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408419625709849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748042059567885,0.0,0.22161951651734385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572156943643326,0.13537543398143215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049674864164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895070382390224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751521926868075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102267606284293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Senseless_misery,2020/03/13,"Anyone else feel great when you’re by yourself at home but feel alone in public? I feel as if I appear like a lost dog in public. It’s pathetic.",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741984,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,81.58064516129029,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.32339569892473063,113,2,25,1,3,38,26,31,0.282,0.563,0.155,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403107226606163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297514085928537,0.33666996696522145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744871834633729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984211348073466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622616076450607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295934384644012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052803287168718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586848724676337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ryvitt,2020/03/13,Sometimes the endless stream of “Wholesome Couples Content” I see on Instagram just kills me I actually cannot accept that some people get to experience this,5.747777777777778,9.222114148148147,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,74.18518518518519,8.044444444444443,38.62962962962963,8.841846274778883,4.563874074074073,130,8,17,3,3,42,26,27,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.6892,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3763259740834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266998818513437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772268745669679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014793575036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42665007992373816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735206205838097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073026713111669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38140474312956296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babygirl-0,2020/03/13,How to know if a guy friend likes you? Yesterday I believe he likes me. But today I don’t believe so.,-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,94.45454545454544,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.3238606060606064,78,3,18,1,3,27,19,22,0.0,0.63,0.37,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7591618669500945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602949629862926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335927574227642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851563081231908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291933192035589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193502221101813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trickyirish,2020/03/13,"Why am I not enough? Doesnt matter if its relationships or my job or even the way I feel about myself. For the longest time I had a job where I gave my all, always covered shifts, always stayed positive, I genuinely cared about the success of the business. Then I was let go, no good reason just a bunch of small things that were never brought to my attention for me to change. I was already feeling so low, and had such little self respect, and now i feel like even when i give my all it's not enough. I have no one to talk to, my family doesnt understand, all i want is to feel valued.",4.96293978748524,4.646312495867772,5.682007083825265,85.1131404958678,68.66942148760329,8.897756788665879,28.029515938606853,8.418075326091056,1.6656672963400236,456,13,100,6,7,149,80,121,0.067,0.741,0.192,0.9373,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,4,21,22,8,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,7,4,18,5,11,14,6,13,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,76,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490668902300916,0.0,0.27884677997452545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083864492230058,0.0,0.17725632213562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34626866003903634,0.0,0.2213436740799557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796070883112007,0.0,0.3388935967870074,0.11970493786343013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073887445910154,0.0952282415476772,0.14054142558235058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325550023256336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171341510340674,0.0,0.0818613798340286,0.1679391962470008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923264534394155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354303079147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227964519842287,0.0,0.17989679311007173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480168244879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859672568353713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467842637478578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131945610571327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770561644354858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443592816805406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883126267137077,0.13300137359299635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511968887166125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crazycriticalbold,2020/03/13,"26 M I think im comfortable being alone now For years ive struggled with keeping someone in a relationship, but I think at this point ive become callously comfortable with keeping people at an arms distance. It wasn't easy and tbh it took a lot of thinking and fear. I think I like where I'm at but the thing is that I'm worried about the future because I like the idea of being with someone. What I mean is I worry that I'll be like this forever, and I don't know if that's what i want or not. Idk, i guess ultimately what im trying to say is i don't know if accepting loneliness is the answer. Thanks for reading",1.5380279898218807,3.347593534351148,3.710248091603052,87.90572837150131,79.30534351145039,6.809414758269721,24.65712468193384,7.793537801064563,1.2930910941475826,487,18,105,8,12,167,75,131,0.17300000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.1633,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,7,0,12,1,1,0,0,27,27,8,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,10,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,13,7,13,22,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,6,66,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966556541127724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397585747899664,0.17026005835651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347535539286135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698270640137599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403037992894926,0.3330433005692363,0.0,0.0,0.2740529261509425,0.0,0.0,0.16944704712853492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259476186859297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310632052245196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679278500840483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687667143270213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573312605833866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542039369256308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551252900479285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259598372179667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612422948176745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116382291959794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193185839222214,0.0,0.0,0.10241852780678114,0.3951236991149925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127989705039878,0.10466602684691606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092887064121737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131184320758034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927541426843688 lonely,Day9125,2020/03/13,"This is a terrible time to be lonely With the Coronavirus now being a global pandemic of course. I live in the states in Ohio and schools are being closed down, public events being discouraged, and big league sports being canceled. As a single 25 year old male this is honestly terrible. Now I'm left not knowing what to do. For me Meetup has been my primary source of a social life for a while. It just gets tough because you lose touch with old friends and lose ways to make new ones. It's just risky. I can't stand putting my life on hold for something that may last months. Thoughts?",4.156491228070177,5.898538508771932,4.048245614035089,88.59938596491232,71.80701754385966,7.522807017543862,25.824561403508767,8.167268648758528,1.4699719298245617,466,15,93,7,9,142,85,114,0.16699999999999998,0.782,0.051,-0.9001,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,0,15,18,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,1,6,2,15,10,1,23,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,1,11,58,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513604142355447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859787933523833,0.0,0.10724969209287458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112815851205797,0.167329607189016,0.0,0.0,0.22303599949985328,0.0,0.2899889519682719,0.0,0.0,0.1812649271912436,0.0,0.0,0.4593089021284564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370251823642881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385156694893074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982595288013697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308111044887269,0.0,0.13910221672392412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063618763433707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775308876230086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092558689645366,0.0,0.15803363696995354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629684246671025,0.11969970978346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294074383208373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219280659409938 lonely,dolcefarniente35,2020/03/14,"Anyone else feeling extra lonely during this corona virus epidemic? Friends and family don’t want to hang out due to the corona virus outbreak. I guess it’s understandable. I go to work and then straight home. I’m 35 F, divorced, a registered nurse and wonder everyday if I am going to catch COVID-19 at the hospital and then die alone. Might as well keep working overtime at the hospital. My only friends are my coworkers and patients at this time.",4.984234079173838,7.277693000000005,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,70.80722891566266,8.598278829604133,32.339070567986234,9.23628265651192,3.26522512908778,361,17,60,8,7,115,62,83,0.095,0.758,0.147,0.3818,0,3,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,9,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,9,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275552452974896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713847979985213,0.2302654296101969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332372855102761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773551378051986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118581919914416,0.0,0.11363171453214432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472561860419587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554417896716919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756864300734216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254254378221604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975294112687192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384061090695861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709195090708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104357026702187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395489064019834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255329617552838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206188034911868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437132603670185,0.32721647804210424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vviice,2020/03/14,"Covid-19 Exposure Recently my university has shut down due to the outbreak of coronavirus. I suspect that I may have been exposed to the illness, as one of my TAs that I regularly came into contact with reported testing positive, and now I am experiencing identical symptoms consistent with presence of the virus. I’ve no SO, I live alone, my family is across the country, and what few acquaintances I have have all returned home for spring break. I’ve resorted to locking myself in my apartment so that I don’t spread the illness. I know it’s not much but I hope that by doing this I can do my part in preventing the worsening of this pandemic, despite how insignificant, lonely, and meaningless my life is. thanks for reading, and have a nice day",6.7490579710144925,7.876767963768118,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,65.01449275362319,11.35072463768116,39.2463768115942,11.20814326018867,4.920907246376811,601,33,101,18,9,198,94,138,0.153,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.4727,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,14,4,0,1,1,17,18,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,17,3,18,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362640845953685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321188426865976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661084234776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816176960209397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274694263150545,0.2719952215312623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050100902265606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934286246576884,0.0,0.0,0.24181490589416965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013115415781168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855681072338798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965532789183462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739244914072656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703942162527645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463540400396353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521246402634181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jake092594,2020/03/14,25 male feeling lonely and just want to cuddle! I really want to be cuddle up in bed just relaxing and talking. Dm if you want to cuddle too!,1.2688505747126442,3.441326,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,82.10344827586206,6.625287356321839,20.011494252873558,7.793537801064563,1.0495425287356321,110,3,21,2,3,39,21,29,0.07400000000000001,0.653,0.273,0.5696,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398763817224785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30391974040896397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813134732688982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8394594379629601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mhd47mhd,2020/03/14,"28 [M4R] Overland Park, Kansas. LF other STD friends or romantic partners. HIV+ here Hey, just testing the waters and seeing what's out there. Looking for general friends or romantic partners. Some sort of bi. Will befriend anyone, romantically prefer women. Some background: found out I have hiv about a month ago. Didnt realize how isolating it feels. Definitely much harder to relate to other people. Doesnt seem like much local community so seeing if internet can like actually help. Interests: Deadpool, podcasts, comedians, history, Netflix, reading. White male, 5'10, 165lbs. Stereotypical nerd dork glasses. Any friend or disease combo, feel free to hit me up. At the very least you'll get an e-penpal.",4.47218487394958,7.9387918487394975,5.187058823529412,70.34176470588238,84.29411764705881,7.505882352941178,31.369747899159666,8.313332769828598,3.6167445378151264,566,29,77,14,17,182,104,119,0.065,0.7120000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9669,0,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,1,0,19,15,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,5,2,3,0,0,4,4,3,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,3,8,10,10,5,7,0,0,4,4,10,5,0,8,4,41,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2129593377331052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934462178500297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840272509818475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525902990875918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206855676392011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392760633737531,0.505807921990048,0.0,0.11401527796577594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627382719832527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132306452252621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325680699618369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418774437723025,0.0,0.3208458154342839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129202340123554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828735233961194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477993966556266,0.19866684520062128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006119946330135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amiraaboo,2020/03/14,"Advice for being alone Hey! I hope this is alright to post here, if not I'm sorry. So about 5 months ago i got out a relationship with my ex. He was emotionally abusive and very manipulative. I don't really hate him because I know he had other mental issues so I just kind of forgave him. But ever since we broke up I've just felt so alone. I have no desire to get back together with him. But I've been on dating apps and I've been trying to find other guys to fill this void. I don't know how to explain it but I just feel like I need to have a boyfriend. But its seems like every guy I date just either wants sex, they lie to me about what they want, they turn out to be crazy, or were just not compatible. After this last date I went on a few days ago turned out to be a fucking nut I deleted my apps. Being I don't want to deal with that anymore. But I have this urge to redownload them. I'm really just asking I guess how do you guys cope with being alone? Or dealing with being alone? I feel pathetic asking this lmao",0.7790532048596575,2.7680496221198183,2.8300900712191037,92.34045978215336,82.7327188940092,5.604440720569753,17.697737746124844,6.782984794422108,-0.11962488479262667,796,17,180,9,22,268,122,217,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,0.2714,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,4,0,16,8,2,0,4,1,19,2,0,3,1,47,43,15,0,7,17,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,8,3,28,5,27,29,2,20,0,1,0,2,22,6,1,6,13,118,39,0,0.0,0.13575865199113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196632268584372,0.20313664532799405,0.0,0.0,0.4746816064920112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363264530369548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423380493892225,0.0,0.0,0.08810500467230775,0.0,0.06984694991166154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389466906913901,0.2362540511976904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888716173812792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364423720386523,0.09653865455088373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587025681030795,0.08185602810557066,0.11001484005980254,0.0,0.104724112285331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592743254176087,0.05986335979972979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916401526538808,0.0,0.1262228699159753,0.34035686397850745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312410196688752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380386739712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119591828923403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931751551820588,0.12594042481720272,0.09339805350330717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119560734595586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154697655587692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145672229547618,0.0,0.0,0.08495967339105431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973603849770304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680585940991292,0.0,0.0,0.1230161196000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043093964836178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478182165100664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282630125760041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777923493410323,0.2492604370839307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454056124546822,0.20274688979413194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621687697533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pnp888,2020/03/14,"DAE feel like theyre tripping/dreaming while out in public? I only really go grocery shopping on Saturday with me mum (god bless her heart). Other than that I never leave the house. Today we had to go to multiple stores all around town looking for toilet paper because of COVID19 and something felt extremely surreal under the surface the whole time. Its only now that Im home again and recounting all of the events, people, and places that Im sitting here like holy shit m8...I just feel so like confused? Things just feel very surreal and I dont know if I have a headache, or Im going to cry or have a panic attack, or idk...weird as fuck. Does IRL feel surreal for anyone else after being recluse for so long? Or am I just dissociating and this is just a projection of my messed up mental health lol?",2.49625,4.928043477707007,3.7196775477707007,85.87149084394906,79.19108280254777,6.472770700636943,23.82523885350319,7.645422480735847,1.3162232484076433,634,22,120,10,16,206,112,157,0.13699999999999998,0.777,0.086,-0.8831,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,10,10,3,2,7,1,7,4,2,0,3,28,18,14,0,1,9,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,2,3,2,6,0,0,2,6,9,4,19,15,3,23,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,6,13,73,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712783764251837,0.1423278581436613,0.0,0.12365774115208936,0.0,0.15802812186988655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467714456122208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525841263168829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215594949297458,0.0,0.16279936652292684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603997012974955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094462245470936,0.1984720802803622,0.1333736480605903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284183851933702,0.0,0.0,0.2368341800106599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765291248617365,0.0,0.16460687637039453,0.0,0.0,0.13933624248606874,0.0,0.0,0.16028140342978578,0.0,0.0,0.4501340524679541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763403095756906,0.0,0.0,0.1470837185983888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359057830367167,0.0,0.0,0.12292937875915468,0.11664789638163202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998678600907472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713456111062457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112918789607572,0.0,0.16297883390326146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630145017992316,0.0,0.14512949556798216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898814476086495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258726295268487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693831266362537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228443046428847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099848384178669,0.0,0.13166872393424706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146138060660686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508603570206478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PureAdvertising6,2020/03/14,"Literally the only people I could talk to in real life are my parents and now I'm not sure if I should visit them or not due to the Coronavirus I moved into a different city with the intention of attending college there, but dropped out eventually and started working full-time. Aside from the occasional bad attempt at small talk with coworkers I have no social connections whatsoever. The only people I'm close with are my parents. Due to the current pandemic I feel that there is a decent chance that my country will shut down everything except supermarkets and drugstores, so it would mean that I'd be basically bound to a self-imposed quarantine if my workplace got shut down as well. Even if not, I'd at least have to stay inside during the weekends. I don't like my job, but sitting at home all the time with nothing to do would feel horrible. At least at work I'm surrounded by people, while my apartment feels so utterly devoid of anything joyful. There is this constant silence in here that drives me utterly crazy. I don't just mean literal silence, even when I'm listening to music or doing things around the apartment it still is present to me. If my workplace really was to be shutdown, I would want nothing more but go to my parents and stay with them until the whole thing blows over, but I really don't wanna be the asshole that unnecessarily spreads the virus even further. I'm concerned for my parents' health in particular too. I don't think it's an option to go visit them currently. And yeah I know, video calls are an option, but it's not nearly the same. I really miss the physical presence of another person. If this went on for a month or so it would seem bearable, but I read predictions that this won't really subside until at least May/June. The thought really fucks me up.",8.472385430916553,7.435826625000002,8.56106703146375,69.72524623803012,61.819767441860456,11.815047879616964,38.258549931600534,10.966923227221727,4.212469083447331,1445,62,256,32,17,474,183,344,0.079,0.877,0.044000000000000004,-0.9211,8,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,17,7,1,0,21,1,26,3,0,1,2,59,49,27,0,13,20,4,3,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,16,14,0,1,9,3,0,8,10,3,1,0,4,4,28,4,46,34,7,54,0,1,0,1,15,26,1,11,17,185,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497296213555048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238113554410269,0.08911818932087819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358679121892429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222243021772301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818220997603216,0.0,0.07992885017905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045925450487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983630508419861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899714686837311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518542783047901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925491106122381,0.0,0.0,0.11378844594336615,0.0,0.08006627198429225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641113193664016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004174386612872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993426852431714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501726053052598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070991155448902,0.04890817599225603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809598774293087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990600833848985,0.10639997026070608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211447385928251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227473424433224,0.0,0.0,0.4446365649782992,0.0,0.0,0.20820882192374987,0.08741127325850667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013604033164103,0.11394590108748665,0.32066178219924896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113542773022697,0.10443546720420853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204846692476086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085762966320512,0.2134056403417759,0.0799471363293512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943515000953134,0.0,0.0,0.16092756298153796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330158754132623,0.06414577257137077,0.0,0.07947532356781667,0.05837433346642103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904685210618699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000996813744383,0.09280199906857503,0.0,0.11176806693988002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576101495110552,0.0,0.0,0.28445810163082424,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,letsjusthopeok,2020/03/14,"When I see two people happy together I wanna disappear Ive been in relationships but none of them were loving, they were a toxic get away from being lonely. Ive only had one person who loved me and they left the day we were celebrating my 5 years sober. I’ll forever be alone.",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,4.275000000000002,81.03666666666669,81.85714285714286,7.3047619047619055,18.261904761904766,8.344100000000001,1.1187476190476198,220,5,42,5,6,77,48,56,0.107,0.624,0.26899999999999996,0.9313,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,4,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,1,10,3,5,6,1,7,0,1,1,2,9,3,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280292094255925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542667297668603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745346039489826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139352574846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28809172805500816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940413694689883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885100808222683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183386567161332,0.205827067879302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762145729926194,0.2363045473522411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29055640933502896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156578654357524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436715928328314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742774887105328 lonely,Digdug93,2020/03/14,"Attempts were made So I'm (26M) not really a people person. Which sucks because I really wish I could be one. I deal with a lot of depression, anxiety, and paranoia from past and recent trauma. I've always felt alone growing up due to a learning disability and had helicopter parents that made it very difficult to socialize and be an individual. I've done and continue to do my best to compensate for these in an attempt to be normal. Life picked up a little when I left for college. I started making friends and meeting people. I even found a girl. I was in a toxic relationship with her for 3 years, had a bad break up, and failed myself for another 3 years by isolating myself. I buried myself in my old job (which was taking advantage of me and my former coworkers), became an alcoholic, and stopped talking to everyone who could have supported me. Thankfully things have gotten a bit better within the last year. I quit my job for one that appreciates me more and moved to a lively city. I reconnected with some old friends and attempt to make new ones occasionally. And I don't drink as much anymore. Life is many orders of magnitude better than it was for those three years alone but I'm still lonely. There is someone I'm currently interested in. We started at our job on the same day. We've known each other for almost a year and have gotten close with each other. We hang out, talk almost everyday, and occasionally go on dates but we don't but have avoided calling it dating. I've expressed interest because I want to more to her but she doesn't feel the same. She's also gotten out of a long term relationship more recently than I have. I understand her and how she's just doesn't think it's a good idea but I've grown too attached. I should be satisfied being her friend but I don't think I can get over my feelings. I most likely need to let her go and try to move on.",3.5686878814298173,5.478038067567566,5.0745684394071535,79.93886224934613,73.72972972972974,8.341761115954666,26.80034873583261,9.023248300946321,2.273288578901482,1495,55,283,33,31,502,199,370,0.07200000000000001,0.809,0.11900000000000001,0.9493,5,5,2,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,0,9,9,21,1,1,18,0,30,4,0,6,0,68,59,27,0,7,8,1,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,14,28,2,2,10,1,0,7,6,8,0,4,14,3,41,13,47,36,14,54,0,3,0,0,28,18,1,5,28,198,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545718633397947,0.17888453598151355,0.18501962711259715,0.0,0.0714301222739808,0.07432238430871621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366105433308626,0.06833046481664369,0.0,0.08858261779840668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457946155482137,0.10889873507517388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373707678439328,0.157994665461974,0.09751560399541498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120692029552456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263140197443455,0.0,0.0,0.05760477730670595,0.09208622339398097,0.07693220888062734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914065876195067,0.0,0.08750075992258599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058995802679796365,0.0,0.0,0.08535022350833596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032695354225756,0.0638110750021903,0.08576234851459005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793607298992248,0.2070279862867896,0.0,0.046666634461386684,0.0,0.10152657980839952,0.07491837520505387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083274974718988,0.0,0.0,0.2659124916797292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280869027106536,0.0,0.0,0.09704773279326913,0.09133696706656487,0.12618039413693624,0.04363782097553568,0.08952329652224629,0.07887224599748417,0.07904644116081477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593768041455752,0.0,0.1690357367493009,0.119245173997547,0.09055766575264283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986857554345027,0.06566135106837025,0.0662305295820872,0.0,0.08626696057130198,0.0,0.0,0.08751580017020552,0.0,0.0,0.18745512404522216,0.0,0.18157904719211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918060952003388,0.0,0.08526718144742483,0.12384813121463098,0.07799181663005199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500407886701416,0.0,0.0,0.11444288126813515,0.0,0.17638779596092036,0.19179505812695896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910517033224811,0.07568155326525933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644399408734194,0.0,0.07133201661823098,0.07467651323006026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136062634969792,0.0,0.0,0.06715841768825942,0.14358597598343315,0.0,0.08223494980738066,0.0,0.0,0.059341028779187836,0.11446682208104095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064322388077584,0.0,0.0,0.092986507441385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369933508871516,0.05268395128427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271495878572297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287599584827222 lonely,IndianGrandpa,2020/03/14,I feel so alone. Im currently in my last year of high school. I have three friends but they aren’t the social type. I just want friends I can chat to on a regular basis. I wanna go out and do shit. Life’s to short and Im tired of wasting my teenage years away.,-1.4824137931034471,0.4949168793103453,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,95.72413793103449,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.585558620689655,201,6,52,2,8,66,46,58,0.223,0.655,0.122,-0.8072,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420203677400292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195485663111218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815482959453708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36107873278485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328048302986949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468940788763645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048255825825461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904790996400552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505397760864862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649503491741414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398675384397773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382057197429359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685789664682125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782958557210997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009624800050195 lonely,dianakhy,2020/03/14,"should friends be emotionally available? i have depression and some other mental health issues so i need my friends to be there for me when i need to talk or rant when they are able to be. but i have this one friend who always seems to be too busy to listen to me when i'm sad, but i'm never too busy for him and i always listen to him. every time i'm upset and i want to talk to him he gives me short and unempathetic responses that just make me feel like he doesn't really care about me and is just using me for entertainment when i'm at my best. but there are always some times when he can be very sweet for just a moment, and it makes a world of a difference. he used to always be like that, but lately he just seems to not want to listen to my problems. it's hard for me to tell whether or not he should be listening to me more often because i am the type of person to always listen to others and help them out to the best of my ability no matter how i'm feeling or what i'm doing. recently he said he couldn't listen to me because he was writing an essay while i was having a breakdown. am i asking too much of him for him to listen to me when he has things to do? or do i just have too much emotional baggage for people to handle? or am i just overreacting?? i care about him so much but i'm not sure if i am doing something wrong or not and aaahh i just don't know what to do if anything.",4.002905131044663,3.741875073089705,5.475852713178295,85.5875258397933,70.69435215946844,8.283573274270948,24.69564414913252,7.793537801064563,1.032317681801402,1091,24,248,12,18,371,131,301,0.10300000000000001,0.746,0.152,0.9444,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,25,17,0,1,7,0,32,1,0,5,2,59,64,32,0,10,25,0,3,2,3,2,1,8,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,12,36,12,39,51,8,17,0,2,0,0,38,4,0,13,15,186,47,1,0.10983007665875942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569371104204362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038079496114423,0.0,0.10267629570540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390279065052796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051977895222645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395816588901046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459648409060163,0.0,0.0,0.1147490539681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470881070338599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253657651736903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106677356646576,0.0784626287101047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545633343438181,0.0,0.0,0.1053590173561051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838617586067196,0.0,0.0,0.11674423560233647,0.0,0.0,0.07361678526571155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463406528200144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035973782700889,0.0,0.12389311033249292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731485544802212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662485802848815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068288496231066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221323066432585,0.16287522038124388,0.08470772592869018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442370236870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614234625886157,0.0958993865948864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050925504865867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035995946744407,0.0,0.10844395070135043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447355373696496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997035372187136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455255882397619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351354746531352,0.0,0.0,0.17655451065789787,0.09599632795634118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296622268496865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808560185960532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971584552635956,0.0,0.09062131557960686,0.12956124962500168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008194741207273,0.0,0.0 lonely,bismark123,2020/03/14,"The more I socialise the more I feel lonely. I feel like an alien in this world. I feel I can't relate to most people. It is becoming very difficult to make friends and connect with people nowadays. I am a dorky and geeky person generally. I find it difficult to do short talk and even when I do I find it hard to go beyond the basics. Nobody wants to talk to me also. In social gatherings, I am generally standing or sitting alone staring into the void. I feel terrible after a social gather that I just feel like avoiding it altogether. I have read books like ""How to make friends and influence people"" and also many online articles but I just can't get anyone to have a deep or long conversation with me. Its fucking depressing. I don't know what to do.",3.2614293139293165,5.318360912162163,4.955405405405403,79.81204781704784,75.01351351351352,7.797089397089397,26.249480249480253,8.617729084823388,2.094994178794179,597,22,110,12,13,202,84,148,0.134,0.799,0.067,-0.7559,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,4,0,30,23,12,0,1,5,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,7,17,5,16,23,3,13,0,2,1,1,10,7,1,3,6,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582481351114106,0.0,0.2443780439306241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683686856760463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874857549576674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160094175253992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091876088148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862852869025176,0.21831161971601312,0.0,0.0,0.2793012451916946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609598078526986,0.14125526186492773,0.07982837270497911,0.0,0.08683614905969687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687309336248174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397139088555164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394176977240096,0.0,0.0,0.13521756687229974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039818877665729,0.15490877318304225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177836228664777,0.13341351648218205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283499220674854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115077567577485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561948677695755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607075820818206,0.09012165002324923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,charbi69,2020/03/14,All my fucking life Well all my life I was the third friend insignificant. If there were group projects I wouldn’t be the one in them with my friends with random kids mostly. In my family no one likes me. Fuck girls don’t even talk to me I talked to this girl and a friend pops In and takes her away. Later I find out she thinks I am a creep or unsafe **why** you ask oh it’s becauce I had a beard at 14 and was fat so I am not liked. Today I had fight with my family because well I made a remark about my sister overspending in a phone. I want friends turned to reddit guess what I got ghosted by 95% of em especially girls. And the few I have reply like a century later. I feel like I need people But r/needafreind is seriously geared towards girls so is its alternative r/makenewfriendshere and r/teenmeetteens os filled with simps. I am fucking done with this I really am I guess I am alone,0.02693979933110313,2.387383065217392,1.7917391304347845,94.8214882943144,93.34782608695652,5.222073578595318,16.859531772575252,6.844919456158928,-0.038531939799330665,700,18,156,11,26,228,116,184,0.094,0.76,0.145,0.8475,0,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,7,15,4,0,9,0,17,6,1,1,2,28,31,10,1,4,4,1,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,5,5,11,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,2,3,8,1,30,10,19,21,4,12,0,0,0,3,20,8,3,6,7,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280148913755078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889863837349488,0.0,0.1295422467951942,0.0,0.0,0.0840500101346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410985097392281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106805161176797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599608783807855,0.0,0.06971597379365017,0.09850107986905893,0.0,0.0,0.12601928516650898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261011684187118,0.3824018854053193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027476173325787,0.0,0.3037794351531502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477661331305066,0.26944366563800376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046483393123054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223583733562418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686131657035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558822401900707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832908227804402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366815892639007,0.2216444980426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834756022974821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069356127253334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499732077748462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132484984921137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794030105265905,0.0,0.12441472404772112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rasputin1992x,2020/03/14,Just lost my only friend She has cut ties completely and basically told me she hates me now. Im not sure im going to survive this it hurts so goddamn much.,0.2504545454545486,2.5286673030303035,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,88.0909090909091,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.5737939393939393,123,4,27,2,4,42,29,33,0.375,0.551,0.073,-0.9033,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917081448388625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495191103520492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581187119343314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468443165915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784002760611894,0.0,0.6010502079624661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30370975436975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045235498800815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115986789277365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622188490309135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585092159932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LucidDreamsMG,2020/03/14,"I think I might be depressed and I’m scared of being lonely I’m 14 years old, just got out of a relationship of 1 year and 2 months, She made me happy and this last month has been the worst month of my entire life, I know there’s gonna be someone in the comments saying I’m 14 and what could we have done to make me this deep into sadness over this. A lot. We did a lot together. I was in the wrong. I didn’t give her enough attention and I was being emotionally abusive. I wanted her to know I could change but she’s going out with someone. She still cares and said this is a break because I really hurt her by defending other people instead of her. She’s right to do this. I’ve been overthinking everything and I’m undecided about my life right now. She hates to see me this way but she doesn’t help me out the way I hope she would. I should move on but when you live near the places you would walk with her hold her hand and tell her you love her, it’s really fucking hard and I’m breaking down while typing this but like I just miss everything. I miss how she would call me every 20 minutes and I miss how she would check up on me if I was walking home and I miss how she would hold me and I walk past her at school everyday and I look and I see that at least she’s happy. Sometimes I wonder if she tells me she still cares to keep me from hurting myself. Sorry for the bad formatting it’s my first post on here and I’m on mobile. I just need a hug and a place to vent",0.7764850882531958,2.6339838081761013,2.4741671738689384,95.59476262933659,81.9874213836478,5.738445932237778,18.119699736254816,6.828538100315305,-0.1564239399472509,1153,25,273,13,31,379,160,318,0.139,0.7390000000000001,0.122,0.5029,0,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,2,3,0,1,14,23,2,1,12,0,26,6,1,5,0,60,59,27,0,13,9,0,2,1,0,8,2,2,1,0,12,24,0,3,5,0,1,5,2,15,0,1,11,7,61,8,33,34,5,46,0,9,3,3,37,21,1,7,16,186,73,2,0.0,0.11486730335114127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094737291148496,0.059098485923228264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899455473867826,0.0,0.19768950967911011,0.0,0.10255792952013712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480987719421355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350100780208446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921127050727814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905323887870827,0.0,0.10017300484251253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168271233373144,0.0,0.17426088310678184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246375875452551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962668933819516,0.0,0.09300117456634037,0.055097675317333145,0.0,0.0775380210369594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064054957035124,0.08684619642196019,0.09571589247810157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498207433321808,0.0,0.09724655936177462,0.0962910515617969,0.0,0.0,0.20756927420915086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617166915433988,0.0,0.0,0.1065599633575723,0.07902540565054167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695421239817762,0.04736380357150687,0.0,0.08560669353226227,0.0,0.08141174455050114,0.0,0.0,0.1648431245385673,0.08749918478137501,0.09173436313934268,0.06471341684586304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102846307239449,0.0,0.0,0.2321484540985544,0.10304018068962936,0.0,0.07188557364771912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173041956801518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254765574651357,0.06721140547824961,0.0,0.2025796570092993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284920436224478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421450080149644,0.0,0.0,0.10408566761621524,0.0,0.1655858022497416,0.09221956935890507,0.07709679073528235,0.09706167178025672,0.09811636081861023,0.15450970743987674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428713179110674,0.0,0.09588386431151186,0.10852513750107584,0.0,0.0,0.15484529465206098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947332042439592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062120242891372926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718233092798381,0.1539053201001796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513576582351013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443447178468527,0.10599721251945744,0.0,0.12486242381937587 lonely,tehrealbanksy,2020/03/14,"Just want someone to talk to for a bit. Felt a bit low and alone recently. If anyone has some conversation time to spare, please message me.",2.2588888888888903,4.866668962962965,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.5925925925926,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.3201703703703702,110,4,22,2,3,35,23,27,0.14300000000000002,0.732,0.125,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563949515538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634408456059505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443558543503789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334681365872444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323936368687302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913803132694617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25004127501016543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371939987981006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207793774473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406041212608553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blueberry0666,2020/03/14,All i want is a hug ...but I have literally no one in my life. Feels bad. Just 5 seconds of connection would mean so much right now.,-1.2767857142857115,0.7619148928571455,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.5,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.1475428571428572,99,3,25,2,4,34,27,28,0.18899999999999997,0.664,0.146,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654625718649434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213150917294644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916160025049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767853833819083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217610550316747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29659794712085513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37379479393780585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581677573282704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31093067425431903,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexmaduell,2020/03/14,"Im a 13 yo kid and have maybe 15 friends overall.what should i do? Basically i am the weird kid in high school who collects wwe figures and plays videogames. Im also fat(i weight 136lbs and i am 5 foot 3.) Im not diagnosed with any mental problem but i really think i have social anxiety and maybe im bipolar because some days im just crying wondering to suicide.i also never ever started talking to a girl because i have 0 of self esteem and even if i have a cat im afraid of dying alone with no one caring about me.Also my father is an alcoholic who hurted my mom when they where together. And the last one and the least important im turning 14 in 2 months and a half and i have a micropen1s and no underarm hair or everywhere u look so i guess im physically like a 10yo kid.so this gives me even more insecurity",0.882514792899407,3.2777622662721915,3.3457366863905342,86.1257056213018,86.10059171597632,6.456923076923077,23.242899408284025,7.734863291789972,1.4102068639053258,649,25,131,13,20,224,110,169,0.145,0.787,0.068,-0.8867,0,1,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,2,10,0,10,6,2,0,2,26,18,17,1,3,5,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,12,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,0,3,13,4,9,17,3,11,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,5,8,77,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818106564744893,0.0,0.09514958932506352,0.0,0.2204051615239343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247473451119615,0.0,0.07028028071570665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120061701790794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366756405782233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009148555223098,0.059248534757441726,0.0,0.0,0.09324609250187448,0.09534653141502082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135850632687635,0.0831016535798567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097851610447413,0.0,0.0,0.08813005293285843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120513684692847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706567439443843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983487101565502,0.0,0.7938827184183401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488629273230157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488303008346257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714764238245196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459147951698845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258332846367123,0.0,0.0,0.10759700636589764,0.07332973891060084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085578963483896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450694765013025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790716038977274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588542595387096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929773211235672,0.0,0.0,0.0958404217946943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364987178586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502604235987137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073841607297953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058866571521776725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992815352082107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187288170380777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962907081945642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BorisJohnsoniswotsit,2020/03/14,"Why can't I be happy with these people. A lovely SO. A group of friends, sometimes supportive. Yet, isolation still has a grip. Love me some distancing from people I know and ruining all relationships.",2.503333333333334,5.400653777777784,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,94.55555555555556,7.955555555555558,25.44444444444445,8.344100000000001,2.9759777777777767,160,7,26,5,6,52,32,36,0.171,0.512,0.317,0.8189,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,6,2,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225740788203036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30623596065399017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809895291225445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192768112425681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39887599413732816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088558694052368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451846399313685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297380571137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264507926369237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958242895060113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,freeavocadoess,2020/03/14,"Tired Sometimes I'll write longish messages notes or cards for friends to tell them how much I appreciate them. I realize I do it because I wish that someone would tell me those words but the only way I can hear them is if I say them to someone else. I'm starting to say those things to myself in hopes of improving self confidence but man it would be nice to hear ""I'm proud of you for making it this far. Life's tough but I know you'll get through it. Keep your head up and keep doing what you love"" from someone else",4.208452380952379,4.657601564814819,4.4123280423280455,90.90833333333336,70.3888888888889,7.652910052910053,28.3915343915344,7.447530270364453,1.286786772486773,411,14,93,4,7,128,72,108,0.031,0.7090000000000001,0.261,0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,4,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,0,18,21,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,2,10,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,17,5,13,17,1,5,0,0,0,1,20,3,0,3,1,56,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990958050969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715980639882079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559438800053946,0.0,0.08493152303240181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683470090828126,0.0,0.36643659769954706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614599617754686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889837463008469,0.0,0.0,0.08933938996121131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148217904994417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467178393115664,0.0,0.10851087033344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950119426795705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363512589241014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585503986762712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958679585947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132127584384613,0.0,0.1607771938879013,0.0,0.11506166150704294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841713263472234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799844494241788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684019777754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903352231265494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693736946254613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309576396949251,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,phallusmetallicus,2020/03/14,"Giving a try on Tinder (again) I created a new profile yesterday and i have 12 likes so far. Later on i'll start to swipe to see if i find someone interesting and, who knows, a match. Are someone here that uses to? Any luck?",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,77.69565217391305,7.208695652173913,24.54347826086957,8.07648339933343,1.4423652173913046,172,6,36,3,4,60,36,46,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278702713183333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062629375930754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214454487919525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841547453806352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637063098023194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362857395898353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670205106672925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567835310205298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371759084889888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275016986206387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894070988819432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheContentPotato,2020/03/14,"I'm always a second choice It always happens...Just when i start genuinely liking someone, they find someone better and start hanging out with them instead, answering their texts and leaving mine on delivered for god knows how long... i am so replaceable to all my ""friends"" and it hurts me :( i have no real friends...the ones i have, i know will leave when something better comes along.. i'm really shy and introvered and awkward and i guess that's why people don't wanna talk to me but... idk shit just kinda sucks man",3.0789795918367338,5.659465469387758,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,77.9795918367347,6.3689795918367365,25.106122448979587,7.554174236665415,1.4642742857142859,408,15,74,6,10,128,74,98,0.19699999999999998,0.701,0.102,-0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,6,8,2,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,22,14,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,13,4,8,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,2,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157696701584123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356318817254719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345037452587302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734254640783313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659818292830068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090278858877765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031282561764284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856015050895726,0.0,0.0,0.4018296841969491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270087648587952,0.0,0.0,0.16792026308566346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857758438195646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315467873747742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597380577954572,0.1215568876259104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477273007772708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215443010060241,0.14607663178380476,0.0,0.0,0.2686080289124263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525115774250837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712172960483337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CJ_Thomas,2020/03/14,"What is self love, and how do I do it? Hey, I wanted to open up a brief forum that's a little more based around self-improvement than wallowing. The way I see it, we're all in this boat together, so let's figure out how to get out. I started thinking about this after folk of Twitter started making (admittedly hilarious) jokes about; ""If you aren't happy single, then you won't be happy in a relationship, real happiness comes from \[x\]"" (and \[x\] would be the punch line, such as ""Real happiness comes from compiling 10,000 lines of code after debugging it"") Statements like these are not a one-size-fits-all solution to loneliness, and in some cases they can be a little dangerous if applied in the wrong places: but, there is some truth to this idea as well. If I can't love myself, how can I expect myself to talk to the opposite sex, or keep up a successful relationship? I actually had somebody dump me for that reasoning once, and I think I'm beginning to see where they were coming from. I've also been wondering how mental illness factors into it: I'm depressed, anxious, and I'm on the spectrum. How do I love myself if my body/mind and so bent on kicking my ass? What if happiness on my own isn't really an option? So yeah: What is self love, and how do you do it? I mean, like, REALLY do it.",4.7426538987688085,5.449988860465119,6.1078932968536295,78.30297537619701,69.31007751937986,9.636479708162337,28.354765161878706,9.773937934552695,2.5745213862289105,1018,34,199,23,17,345,146,258,0.106,0.713,0.18100000000000002,0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,2,1,17,19,2,0,12,1,24,7,1,8,2,50,48,27,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,15,0,1,9,1,0,4,5,4,1,0,3,2,22,15,33,39,6,30,0,1,2,6,16,19,1,10,8,142,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.09713352960303867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959951936361033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244821858810904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860882871728602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722634245241144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573087453203841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200385432906888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297937150897262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236489817561407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847285501029148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178309160303346,0.0,0.09725727648637084,0.19952398646845101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593432860081216,0.0,0.06644156718805125,0.0,0.0,0.10842472321928813,0.0,0.0,0.1003096533107898,0.0,0.1005037634062698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060034119956794,0.06744869168572762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399473979387153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265892722785052,0.12753160786410345,0.10234037784366716,0.0,0.21373048172399295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863583795187874,0.0,0.3115156792129581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090527686852147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000388569822907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275582867656622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058709366117544064,0.07900765532432491,0.0,0.0,0.08949551051606283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794338159377416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070806587501273,0.10882783293813816,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisIsMyUsername1122,2020/03/14,"Is anybody else lonely because they’re “annoying”? Many many people find me annoying. This has caused me to have trouble making friends because of how nobody wants to talk to me much after they get to know me. Most recently I asked to my new friends (thought I finally found a good group of friends) if they hated me because I’m “annoying” because I felt like hey were getting fed up with me. Excluding me out of things, never talking to me personally, ignoring me if I tried to join into their conversations, etc. and all but one said yes, and the one who said no only said they don’t have a problem with me, not saying they liked me or enjoyed being around me. But yeah I just had to rant for a minute. Also was wondering if anyone is in the same boat as me",4.753,5.550119633333337,5.599999999999998,81.63000000000002,69.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.4476000000000004,595,24,117,10,10,195,99,150,0.157,0.722,0.122,-0.5924,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,4,15,4,0,5,2,10,1,0,3,2,31,26,11,0,5,8,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,7,1,1,6,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,10,5,24,7,21,15,5,10,0,1,0,0,20,5,0,6,7,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101980238710016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970709794158042,0.0,0.0,0.12358535243169735,0.12978438858327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851029967100765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426134430266439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597204082040137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482866369773313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332955716892514,0.1520780565890804,0.12688524938212414,0.0,0.0,0.1522165036790139,0.3217718995075963,0.0,0.1450626254313832,0.0,0.0,0.11644139678950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706279839440516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629562028027709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564759815824498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266801757698613,0.2814973245582037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205372730736358,0.0,0.10707184499017547,0.13407986169233194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814536776314256,0.10558409479275656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096245075716946,0.12121827310987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283857112153732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707479161218428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961684496422669,0.11040070370574302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316756813177546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223040754771912,0.0,0.0,0.11021303223954483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425433580438976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188368820253678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055182480178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kimbesmi,2020/03/14,"I’m so bored.. I need a hobby that is fulfilling They say when you are fulfilled in your life and happy with yourself and the way things are for you that’s when you meet someone! I don’t know if that will be true for me but I do know that I work 9-5 and in my off time I’m overwhelmed by loneliness and boredom.. I have very few friends who are married with kids and have no time for me and I don’t know what to do with my time that will be fulfilling.. I go to the gym, take walks in parks which I enjoy and have looked into dance classes but nothing feels fulfilling and makes me really happy where I can just get lost in it.. any suggestions???",3.47403081914031,3.843572153284676,4.299951338199513,91.3464882400649,71.99270072992701,7.840713706407138,25.441200324411998,7.793537801064563,1.0265059205190594,503,14,118,6,9,162,82,137,0.066,0.778,0.156,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,2,5,8,0,1,3,0,16,1,0,1,1,23,29,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,19,5,15,24,1,16,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,1,5,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789574005695413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099658221380191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802664708458084,0.0,0.11362577002134865,0.0,0.12360046895934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463028901270434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856852491768304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536145107836068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826307507038259,0.0,0.2374081322090387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451714364361552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126071677427645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868058145994214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393250301595376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295102625034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427244358690947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635199754882235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444858873307718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804478529514203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944606025629867,0.0,0.17262769826638855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833004532739073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gentle_cook,2020/03/14,"I have been lonely for so long. There is no escape out of this loneliness I am 28 years old. I have been lonely for so long. Haven't had any real friends in the last 10 years since I finished school. Many times have I tried to make friends and get closer to other people. But in the end it never worked out. People just tell me to keep trying. But I am tired, I have tried so many times already. It will never change. I am really lonely, I have no one I am feeling close to, no friends and never even been in a relationship. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't the rest of my life to be this endless loneliness :(",1.3245348837209292,3.1430852713178297,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581398,80.00775193798451,5.54031007751938,19.277131782945734,6.42735559955562,-0.08395658914728621,476,11,107,4,12,156,71,129,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9169,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,20,2,0,1,3,16,25,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,1,14,3,15,19,1,20,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,13,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662957234693741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247779448185594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944898631923115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941537044880055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347107642912673,0.0,0.0,0.09953265241776964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619593990163999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34927984134184065,0.0,0.07873193848319288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394467521629627,0.0,0.0,0.08281805274902009,0.1228365702739178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644036305204656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672073590128204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059010909990447,0.305562235267598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486759137846694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812909442719186,0.0,0.10211485885199448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894593236880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152394640882124,0.09653910113549703,0.0,0.0,0.1617900764873738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525114253005253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465649399761382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317141067641126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574297889763454,0.17320177988562466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069361200208905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970778359887157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408532954433935 lonely,FussRoDa,2020/03/14,"I listen to podcasts daily so it feels like I have friends to listen to I've noticed this is a rising trend with lots of people. Every day I'll put on a podcast with either just friends talking or an educational podcast to hide the fact that I have no friends with similar interests at all. No one to talk to, no one to listen to me. Being lonely isn't all that bad but I'm just in a bad place where no one has any similar interests or even ambition.",3.122158054711246,4.264259787234042,5.087568389057751,82.50500000000002,73.46808510638297,7.924620060790273,28.322188449848017,8.418075326091056,1.9975975683890577,356,14,73,6,7,123,59,94,0.109,0.711,0.18,0.7924,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,3,14,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,4,4,6,15,10,4,8,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,2,53,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333681875570728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519830043303985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593489519425964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921741614381275,0.0,0.17759023829297896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657609956209446,0.15058042402406782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885415573839436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297587974747294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919660679334629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399730722884164,0.0,0.0,0.4284875300899786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612748736992284,0.0,0.22021899453218088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189092161054104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388320467372293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NYCxChi,2020/03/14,"I lost my closest friends and my boyfriend at the same time Last Saturday, my closest friends had blocked me from all social media without telling me the proper reason for why they did that, and on top of that, my boyfriend broke up with me because of my friends on that same day. Over the course of the relationship I've had with my boyfriend, let's call him Daniel, my friends kept trying to find ways for me to break up with him because they didn't think he was a good guy for me and didn't trust his intentions. Daniel knew about this because I told him about it and also because one of my friends, let's call him Alex, reached out to Daniel to tell him to never speak to him again. Alex and my other friends kept trying to coax me out of the relationship to the point where my friends took my phone one night while I was drunk just to block Daniel from all social media so that I would not interact with him anymore. That got Daniel really upset, and he broke up with me a few days later after that because he didn't like that other people kept trying to do something to our relationship while we were together. I tried to convince him to stay and that we could work through this together, but he just didn't budge. An hour after he broke up with me, he called me to say that he found a solution on how we could approach this situation together, which was going to a counselling session. I agreed to do this, but I haven't heard from him about it since the phone call. At the same time, I just found out that all my friends blocked me, and Alex was the only friend willing to discuss why they all blocked me and it was because I was still talking to Daniel. So at this point, Daniel broke up with me on Saturday, and the next time I would see him would be in our shared class together on Tuesday, and I thought I could speak to him then after class to discuss a potential meeting time with the counsellor, but he never showed up to class. I broke right then and there in the middle of class when I realized he wasn't coming, and left while the teacher was in the middle of teaching to go straight to the counsellor's office at my school so I could have a safe place to cry. I decided to try to take my mind off of things that night and go to one of the many libraries our school has, and on my way to the entrance, I see Daniel studying with his friends through the window. I immediately started crying but I wanted answers to see if he was going to still consider going to the counsellor with me, so I worked up some courage and approached him. I asked him about the counselling session and he said he already went by himself the day before and he told me what they said. In my head, I was wondering why he didn't tell me he went there or why he didn't ask me to come with him, but I just didn't say anything. I told him I blocked my friends back and he said, ""that's good,"" and that was the end of our last conversation. The thing is, I'm not as sad about the friends blocking me part as I am about the break up. I'm mostly sad about the fact that he said that we would work through this together, and then actually not end up doing that. . I don't have anyone to turn to or talk to about anything, and when I do, it just feels forced. Also recently, our school cancelled in-person instruction indefinitely until further notice because of the coronavirus and everyone was sad that they wouldn't be able to spend time with their friends anymore, and everyone has been posting their memories of their year, and I just can't relate because all the good friends that I've made in this past year have all blocked me or I blocked them. It's to the point where I just don't have any close friends and I can't confide in anyone about anything and it's just such a lonely feeling. I feel like here's no one there for me and all I feel when I breathe is sadness and I always feel like I'm about to cry. I just don't know what to do to cope with this empty feeling inside of me and this heaviness in my heart. I can't focus on anything without just thinking about how lonely I am and I just want it to end. I just want to feel wanted again.",9.257389837655492,5.940684465949823,8.292124885796614,79.45884092346621,62.16606929510155,11.471909480638134,38.35719305643404,8.841846274778883,3.054810134232905,3266,115,705,34,34,1013,268,837,0.096,0.797,0.107,0.8722,1,4,1,0,0,1,62.0,9,0,9,5,46,39,0,1,37,0,60,4,3,5,10,146,114,60,0,14,26,0,7,3,15,6,0,9,1,1,41,54,1,12,20,2,1,12,24,13,0,4,45,19,115,26,130,55,14,112,0,12,3,0,106,48,0,8,49,488,156,14,0.046096316842987727,0.0,0.044983355765110256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508684318937688,0.07372641585039344,0.03835582831231653,0.0,0.0,0.031347076163290265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143031971682256,0.064463233058737,0.0,0.1517333644041571,0.0,0.08618766740564496,0.0,0.0,0.035445222296427825,0.0,0.22479909517552774,0.0,0.03922457047922153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827797349553066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941579062679592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472166324307448,0.0,0.15190391860721067,0.08918493273174452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248296383352444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809401231547015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631537798461465,0.0658624359262201,0.0,0.0,0.04213119848929913,0.0,0.0,0.10108446428684956,0.5342085006905161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098799575954218,0.11599021062887616,0.03686743555802032,0.0,0.0,0.045642600927168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047308119868636575,0.0,0.0,0.054624357404052686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045395586694417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025333330214074544,0.07514930124097498,0.0,0.0,0.050083783125908936,0.09427321418594528,0.0,0.06756099598374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050319575122821744,0.0,0.0,0.043617449559148216,0.0,0.04673443017577098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465441394286085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110464259420968,0.0,0.049023955913830256,0.0865165414140065,0.0,0.0,0.052480962250072434,0.0,0.0,0.12494422909946035,0.03505832613868274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049917819087671865,0.04400415033360304,0.031957382031354856,0.040249525849470405,0.048160840000005985,0.0,0.1307277571888779,0.0,0.044147529336696016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029530480933269987,0.04739469104532025,0.04551455178135042,0.1484705796731081,0.0,0.03936600271791535,0.17539261307209358,0.07331528264845333,0.0,0.139955800830022,0.11019838924080194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381313496387141,0.051814191491483454,0.0,0.09397877995072597,0.0,0.035487196768013166,0.0,0.0,0.03262721031790744,0.04913254044450832,0.07362515635169982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465869350851312,0.07410094676189077,0.12087063809454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124868928522344,0.059073317090582014,0.0,0.0365953265647753,0.13439566523953286,0.0,0.0,0.13214101847320522,0.0512147041160181,0.15648186647341086,0.05013955583457134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087552079535253,0.07317822140605364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546349506537211,0.16637902450946346,0.0,0.0,0.08887040897147523,0.04998948927899245,0.1006760029985369,0.0,0.0,0.13098200366926838,0.0,0.0,0.059369033439540815 lonely,randomshit7352,2020/03/14,"🎼How to fight loneliness How to fight loneliness Smile all the time Shine your teeth to meaningless And sharpen them with lies And whatever is going down Will you follow around That's how you fight loneliness You laugh at every joke Drag your blanket blindly Fill your heart with smoke And the first thing that you want Will be the last thing you'll ever need That's how you fight it Just smile all the time Just smile all the time Just smile all the time Just smile all the time",3.9864893617021298,6.076256106382981,2.926542553191492,95.00875,73.04255319148936,6.827659574468084,20.26063829787234,7.645422480735847,0.3701319148936175,390,8,82,5,8,111,48,94,0.22399999999999998,0.61,0.166,-0.7783,0,0,1,0,4,0,0.0,0,9,1,1,9,6,4,0,7,0,5,3,2,3,6,21,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,1,0,2,10,2,8,5,5,14,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0,8,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184984482091516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220194211535821,0.2067983399807733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087757364047341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949228015190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29085398711311633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007076452198766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199465803947104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261260421296591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156059483957912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477005934651094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anxiouspagong,2020/03/14,Anxious Im lonely and getting anxious because of covid19. This is not a good combination!,4.059374999999998,7.327606187500002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,80.875,5.7,45.5,7.1686216300943375,4.491975,73,6,10,1,2,24,15,16,0.479,0.521,0.0,-0.8019,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8185124969271715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208333346848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892684703731901,0.0,0.0,0.3038506299321405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39130828189351213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway-1742842678,2020/03/14,"Third day of school lockdown because of coronavirus. I already can’t stand it. And it’s gonna be like that for two weeks, if not longer. I don’t have anyone to text or hang out with. On normal days it’s not nearly as bad, cause I’m around people almost daily, talking with acquaintances. Sometimes I actually think I’m doing pretty okay. But then moments like this come and the loneliness really hits.",3.5248901098901086,5.741775628205129,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,74.76923076923076,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.4178293040293046,321,10,59,5,7,103,64,78,0.036000000000000004,0.797,0.16699999999999998,0.8462,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,16,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,11,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.23339834980929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949721403759805,0.0,0.2639333562259643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723532474816805,0.0,0.0,0.2129146802928699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996994672434931,0.1457976427063426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569655731867596,0.0,0.20602636426105667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084936012945929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336956963433061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343387617049404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581244559190006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433249282995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532203500977104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420558478750433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365482156066309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223820010051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532524029409664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336372707361813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918501563148984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unexpectedlysingle,2020/03/14,"- im sad. maybe it’s my period honestly but im so sick and tired of some people recently. i know i have real friends but they dont truly understand how i feel. moments like this make me want you, but idw to come to you in times of desperation. you dont deserve to be treated like that. i still love you. i dont want to. i ruined everything. i want you back. but i cant have you. the only person i’ve found solace and i cant have you. I hate it. and it’s pathetic because im probably thinking about you more than you are about me. surprise surprise i tried running twice today — that’s how upset i am. not really over much to be honest. i just desire a place of refuge i once had but lost. i ruined what little friendships i have left which provided me with a peace of mind. im an outsider with some of my friends. i cant be together in groups. i dont know what fucking happened. so close to cutting myself but im not going to. im strong. i know that. i will get my drive back. sometimes i wanna get hit by a car. walking rn on the road using my phone. dreaming of that. who would visit me? a lot maybe. but doesnt solve the problem. im still wishing im with you. but it isnt as great as i glorified it to be. i know that. fuck. If only i can write my essays as fast as I am writing this piece of thing??? that has absolutely no purpose other than catharsis. i just feel alone. im lonely.",-1.018052093320552,1.0822002181208106,1.7885522531160092,94.8769574944072,95.47651006711409,4.5830616810482585,18.50463406839245,6.3073786221475325,-0.02025337168424457,1067,34,242,13,42,369,151,298,0.158,0.623,0.22,0.963,0,3,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,10,1,2,12,23,4,1,8,0,25,5,0,4,0,49,51,20,0,9,13,0,2,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,19,8,0,0,9,1,0,7,12,11,0,1,3,2,47,12,32,41,6,26,0,5,0,3,21,9,2,4,12,163,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812699349576538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600835647030468,0.0,0.04598393640550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497981075811239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536328843320215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779531862422195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628351026341229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270961364361679,0.1165604203942186,0.13947524774550216,0.0788224234138192,0.0,0.042870945986238466,0.0,0.0,0.08316637819395564,0.0,0.0,0.06670613885022746,0.0,0.0,0.07447557147955397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333360997194973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582646752651234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195938676391687,0.0,0.0,0.07370659661853632,0.07560480057455278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823452475408919,0.06413138710112243,0.0680822340143659,0.0,0.0503528575789323,0.0,0.15156741528676945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616695239321071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554527541526156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033487066902344,0.0,0.11474208743665815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229651736342402,0.06586615966824783,0.07881259493741513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813307345704102,0.07218026054258428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858605376033735,0.04832502572838387,0.0,0.07448208821318587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460626867060363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048356350822895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011507418769392,0.0483351350544233,0.0,0.0,0.04398623913480923,0.08670041849081482,0.07150272082696822,0.0,0.0,0.051214812521617484,0.0,0.0,0.07852957413697438,0.0,0.0651508555827517,0.0,0.0,0.13347898653409812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674550956787237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358623105035017,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HCVerma,2020/03/14,Hi! Just wanted to tell you guys something Do you know guys? This [person](https://reddit.com/user/me) is amazing and makes us feel amazing all the time. Thank you. :),3.4060714285714297,6.4250560357142845,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,95.78571428571428,3.6685714285714286,19.88571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.03596285714285718,131,4,22,1,5,38,24,28,0.0,0.632,0.368,0.9245,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968374534377852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254059242891176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356169977184704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108065782290629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757543545366121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431270637988391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603310504279405,0.2907567291585196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841521813660501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798822589454728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627376061446194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wintermoonstun,2020/03/14,"Talking about my lack of friends Everything I knew only 2 months ago was a lie. I look at this time and I see nothing different in how I live at home than now. Isn’t that strange? I spend almost every day doing exactly what I did 7 months ago. Yet, at one point I had way more friends to talk to. So did I have friends in the first place? I have no way of knowing if I ever had friends when I lock myself in a room of darkness. &#x200B; I say this as if I never had friends. I did, or at least I was lead to believe I did. My closest friend speaks to me so sporadically. It feels so inconsistent as well. One month we can spend time talking to each other having a good time. The next radio silence wondering where he went. I have even spent time with him for a weekend every month or so. that's it other than random texts which we don't have anymore. he moved on with his life and for me to sit here and complain about him moving on is not fair. He has a girlfriend and a bunch of new friends. I wish I could have been involved but I'm not. &#x200B; I had asked many of my friends to hang out with me too. this is super enjoyable for me. Spending time with my friends and getting to have outside my room experience. the thing is these people who I called my friends never want to. they even have said they will never hang out with me. When one of them said that I didn't know what to think about it. &#x200B; I never had many friends but for the ones I have made recently, they are very kind. I just don't view them like I did my former friends. the old skype calls where we dicked around and just had a fun time. these new people weren't the same as me. they were nice but I felt a sense that they only talked to me because of some other reason. Reasons like I was alone and looked like I needed friends. This person did grow to become someone I consider a friend, however. the person who first reached out to me got me to talk to someone else who was extremely interesting to talk to. I just wish I had friends like that who would talk to me all the time. these people don't talk to me regularly but I will forever appreciate them. &#x200B; I have one final friend who I still can get a hold of. When I say get a hold of I mean once every week or so. he shelters himself as well. He is the last person I would consider my friend. We used to have the old school skype calls and all that. it's just now so many people I used to talk to are gone and he is always away. This makes it so 90 percent of the time I am just sitting in my room alone. I used to not care because I knew that one day I would have somebody online to talk to but now I know the truth. &#x200B; This is a long post. When I started writing this I had no idea what I was going to do with this. I feel like putting this here would be a decent idea.",1.4344387755102022,3.370802579931976,2.532551020408168,95.60709183673471,80.1734693877551,5.356462585034014,21.72448979591837,6.2766698959673635,0.1096816326530612,2199,66,501,17,56,699,231,588,0.057999999999999996,0.772,0.17,0.9973,2,2,0,0,0,0,69.0,4,0,8,4,36,34,0,0,25,0,61,2,1,9,9,90,98,35,0,12,18,0,3,5,18,6,1,5,4,3,37,24,0,2,15,2,4,10,15,1,2,8,33,12,85,33,70,57,10,83,0,0,4,1,70,23,1,9,50,355,122,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434878532048972,0.0,0.041993590713611834,0.08686763729822257,0.0,0.0,0.0348947299485131,0.2271922194861893,0.2547886668693378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041589980662733436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733259268617072,0.03920519398673111,0.0,0.03940095084919773,0.0,0.0,0.05112849900507319,0.04631583822595397,0.0,0.047248348892508264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846631130379285,0.0,0.04275730478134415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348307714000518,0.0,0.0,0.054091460239280915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381497101847513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03503276786239565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055397646933827725,0.037934185282689416,0.10600054496435234,0.0,0.03769004082491381,0.04102218202508345,0.0,0.0,0.04240895499041896,0.02995961782760797,0.04026585017423771,0.04593965248658702,0.0,0.07134274493787301,0.0,0.0,0.5508038060033512,0.0,0.06573065257320153,0.0,0.02383361767764753,0.03517455064550648,0.033540644650300086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206597289171029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468295736528344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436706647976468,0.0691420122114356,0.034184043051694764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02962116204396962,0.10244087246702463,0.0,0.03703091269358179,0.03711269819117172,0.07043260474826382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968156054449305,0.027993101829349342,0.1275518265700578,0.0,0.04568140768423034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389403376397982,0.08914424275972205,0.0,0.031095563814452394,0.12937680715469008,0.08100553610096113,0.04460020231323224,0.0,0.0,0.04023943628321863,0.0,0.08801111524964797,0.04466126299903371,0.17050453574681915,0.0637895661173037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629463003801235,0.109852640149239,0.04381497101847513,0.0,0.03964377761780614,0.0,0.040163807741401034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215801007159335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623591343423542,0.04140747477034259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978289268425807,0.06669956305689219,0.0,0.04244222316467162,0.033418154880381225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106573309881077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029683042789383017,0.0,0.03349073741010359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33707165768012026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02786090884161613,0.026871371806313184,0.0,0.0,0.19562921834347027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865964449415506,0.0,0.034602205233667284,0.024735377770567096,0.0665748697508058,0.033639125928895064,0.0,0.07541233734162409,0.038875781230418786,0.0,0.0,0.09645037041902636,0.0,0.04547860925987078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916263700363372,0.0,0.2547886668693378,0.0 lonely,CockRoulette007,2020/03/14,"Feeling especially bad today. Knowing that I have no one to talk to about it makes it even worse. It’s only 10am where I am, and I’ve been sobbing all morning. I just want a hug. Or someone to talk to. I really just want to curl up and cry in someone’s lap. I wanna feel their hand on my head, and just listen to me. But no. I’m stuck with a fever and sick, watching my daughter because her father is “too sick to watch her.” (We have the same sickness, he intentionally got me sick by coughing in my face many times over the day because he thought it was funny.) My daughter didn’t want to go to sleep, so I was up all night. This morning I got her dressed and ready for daycare, I was so excited to finally have some god damn sleep. Then I realized it’s Saturday and the daycare is closed. I broke down. I feel so angry and jealous at the people who can open their phones and have a dozen people they could call to talk to, or even one. I have no one, and I can’t take it anymore. This is just too much for me. I’m sad everyday, in angry everyday. My daughter doesn’t deserve this. She deserves and happy mom, and it breaks my heart that I can’t give that to her.",1.1596787932564323,2.9730684816326547,2.9170008873114486,93.12181898846495,80.51020408163265,5.730257320319433,23.305235137533273,6.7026698264267655,0.5351863354037271,898,31,204,9,23,298,129,245,0.19399999999999998,0.718,0.087,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,1,0,3,0,13,9,2,0,7,0,19,13,6,2,2,39,37,18,0,5,7,5,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,14,15,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,6,0,4,9,7,32,3,28,27,5,23,0,3,2,1,24,12,2,3,9,139,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022977406031453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806222601338187,0.17239098814847126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438414830870552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289556444526645,0.0,0.15532011883395855,0.09119063205941297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867853600606404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448668940242926,0.0,0.0,0.1548956500087025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564276759380053,0.08036028795202549,0.0,0.2261793319545033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052182305409156,0.0,0.0,0.14511612736221394,0.0,0.0,0.16755844933463127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770917094280659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438490430206996,0.14335635278720565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656047539129143,0.0,0.0,0.10394450574679416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269334606443173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874467857766952,0.1075402813549551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605647123167624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058379500346317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830021548383358,0.0,0.2396137612251027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063144211893255,0.3409533857343638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225498044272196,0.08245087113157176,0.0,0.1340296814736234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502023117676905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409762108675092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SamSCHS,2020/03/14,"Anxious about my friend being mad I've been texting this female that's probably my only close friend and she didn't reply my text and we coincidentally met on public and she didn't talk to me. I'm scared that she's mad or I did something wrong, please help.",0.8402425876010753,3.3670836981132046,2.502479784366578,90.60660377358492,89.37735849056604,4.538005390835579,17.005390835579515,6.1826913282559595,-0.30830242587601075,208,5,43,2,7,68,38,53,0.22899999999999998,0.589,0.182,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487136162366599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769613375336153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689759066697705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347603899766905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388312197933939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328026427160892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090363957061069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763222806139786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481003669520471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374864239518533,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yooril,2020/03/14,"loser speaking here everyone in my school either they dont like me without even talking to me or bully me at home my mom bullies me online i have no friends i come home from school with zero notifs, whoever i think is my friend leaves within 4 days online and betrays me irl i dont feel like i belong anywhere im not welcomed at school im not enough to my mom im no ones friend online i have nothing but one goal to travel which is a low probability because of my own stupidity",1.1076545454545474,3.405626020000004,3.4134545454545484,86.78172727272732,83.8,5.236363636363637,23.09090909090909,6.574015621080383,0.7496,382,14,76,4,11,131,65,100,0.20600000000000002,0.732,0.062,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,2,9,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,0,6,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,3,0,3,0,2,17,6,11,9,3,8,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,51,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389918777788456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855777844878194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876125190659527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260735037309496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221064401674616,0.0,0.0909046358292855,0.0,0.0,0.13151327100479385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959087294645531,0.09832432599371753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190024178841443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27611222917776723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459985228472609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573241208947135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448008312371418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223858623858853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206161285771348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652600591285354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839057082159296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41787278566308095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110623385597536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818902619470692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326723334784471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plumplum16,2020/03/14,"It surprises me You know, we have more ways than ever before to be able to freely communicate with others. You'd think we would've eradicated loneliness or the feeling of being lonely with all the ways there are communicate, yet it feels like loneliness is continuing to rise. It's honestly really sad. I feel like my phone causes me loneliness. I'll see other people on their phone messaging away or hear their phones always going off. And mine? A lot of days nothing. It sucks. It adds immensely to my loneliness. Even when I do attempt to reach out I will receiving one or two messages back at best and then nothing. And when I try out dating sites and reach out to women it's exact same 1 or 2 messages at best and then nothing. It's weird because I do have family and friends that I love but not of a significant other (not sure I really ever will). It just sucks. I think I just needed a place to vent so if you read all of this props to you. I hope everyone has a great weekend.",2.7783589743589765,4.9271602974359014,4.428846153846155,82.60532051282053,76.7948717948718,8.025641025641027,23.653846153846153,8.841846274778883,1.8363846153846155,778,25,152,18,18,261,118,195,0.067,0.735,0.19899999999999998,0.9705,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,4,2,3,11,16,2,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,6,41,26,17,0,3,10,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,13,14,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,5,0,2,0,5,23,11,23,21,7,27,0,2,1,1,19,10,2,7,14,112,36,1,0.14389858222732482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973514788821242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519745485423665,0.11064912740342353,0.0,0.08771924010742516,0.0,0.12244709484407297,0.0,0.3020253684211203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478234826362326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280268110393616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504365642129696,0.2603290119478463,0.0,0.13750126195647494,0.0,0.0,0.13565477667806594,0.0,0.21827834052826928,0.2056023517909942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117568767296428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178088042391744,0.0,0.0,0.15864869491224734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218416040059655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292376090849812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908289751910035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060315735625126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233742874767455,0.1298740886359095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669897538924658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41422371184002704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750940344181457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976115839520704,0.0,0.1503433911755608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393752322731213,0.0,0.18437023301721886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146685394229318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356227107794842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440880224236555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769769158133852,0.0,0.1405680055543108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284399932887539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222142416227116,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,terioTV,2020/03/14,Terio - Self Worth [Terio - Self Worth (Audio)](https://youtu.be/WLnKfoY7Ng8),19.661250000000006,26.804612625000004,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,47.75,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.67135,63,2,6,1,1,12,5,8,0.0,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Judelim21,2020/03/14,"Bad day Today was a Super bad day for me man. First my friends ignored me when I asked them if they are coming to my party tmr. Then they didn’t invite me to an outing they were planning to go, and when I knew about it and asked to join, the let me join, but cancelled the trip last minute. I did nothing wrong to them and never offended them once before. Why do I deserve this? Is it because I am ‘uncool’? And Guess what; they made a separate group chat and ostracised me. I don’t know what I did to them, why they are ostracising me and what should I do to appease them and let me be part of the group again. It’s a Super bad day guys and gals but I hope tmr is better.",2.748461538461541,3.388078286713288,3.8499370629370624,92.93029020979023,73.82517482517483,6.559160839160839,22.69160839160839,6.2581,0.2433725874125869,517,12,121,3,10,168,79,143,0.085,0.708,0.20600000000000002,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,10,5,4,11,1,0,7,0,17,0,0,1,1,20,26,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,7,0,28,5,10,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,3,11,87,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31086752983845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416468794501933,0.10135257968264563,0.0,0.14147784365088087,0.0,0.0,0.1470463996630779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322113247436016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216782698925936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414234992577617,0.0,0.0,0.1284546324141406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449127910286577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831577971137033,0.16462683157267755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513699672138155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137397522508464,0.1355268006959526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400310288708067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732237813663946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282325260020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953414442598776,0.0,0.0,0.17706501481250272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004697866659106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759819138220416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000535803037697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178284536717945,0.0,0.0 lonely,blinkychai,2020/03/14,Protagonist of the lonely life The things I did to make me feel less lonely were the ones that made me the protagonist of my lonely life.,4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,70.48148148148148,8.362962962962964,20.907407407407405,8.841846274778883,1.1118296296296295,110,2,22,2,2,36,18,27,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.7579,0,6,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385493391467502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664732608425865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44641562360304027,0.3149210322945994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196946205749562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31343386762050085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,legendary-levi,2020/03/14,"How to connect with friends? My friends never take me seriously, they make plan of going out in front of me and not include me. I'm just kind of baggage to them. They just reply to questions in one or two sentences so that the communication end really fast.",4.0368,5.82200568,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.2,7.4,30.5,8.07648339933343,2.16,204,9,39,3,4,67,40,50,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,10,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909979978027316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076742078887888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672267542787774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421345210374086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930983947952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533982030862297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263414866229644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680514661651099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104776996761713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702889532810296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209458487192501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chickeon,2020/03/14,"Too mental to human, too lonely because I'm mental I'm bad at being a human. I want friends but no one wants to be friends with me because I'm too weird and paranoid and emotional and depressed and anxious. I had a major breakdown yesterday because of this and my sleep was plagued with every single fucking trigger I could think of. Sleep usually helps. Now I feel dead inside. Maybe it's better to be alone. If I'm alone no one can hurt me and I can't hurt anyone. I want friends but I'm scared of losing them or hurting them or them hurting me. Just not doing well and out of my own narcissistic need for attention, here I am. Probably got undiagnosed OCD, but definite depression and anxiety. PPD? Maybe. NPD? Who knows? All I know is that no one seems to like me and I know everyone who pretends to hates me. Idk I need some empathy and solidarity and people to feed my narcissism. Not doing good at all and need some support. If anyone has any discords I could try to make friends on that aren't too big, please tell me them.",1.70569247083775,4.198276112195129,3.3124284199363743,87.18923647932131,83.0,6.296924708377519,25.01060445387063,7.586124646067393,1.4723828207847292,813,33,160,14,23,268,116,205,0.306,0.5479999999999999,0.146,-0.9914,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,2,8,22,2,1,2,0,15,4,2,2,2,46,37,19,1,10,10,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,15,1,0,7,1,0,0,7,13,1,3,3,1,24,9,18,29,7,8,0,8,0,1,14,5,1,7,4,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157718633080488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083735185184656,0.0,0.07968771715889185,0.11767942520967775,0.0,0.14567242883841702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697536383208479,0.19049830020001174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921275323366514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633826286728942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794383257347596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717421810482455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776546252818329,0.09953634134688086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052670128507208216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219176621431521,0.09630101180403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737060854721276,0.08331212425984183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284366587040204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698211610137792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460530958662212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717429099229637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089089243955843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653658973443007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953249713416859,0.0,0.20930015446571415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099523228168607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317162508457917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175942229361036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221650604435037,0.0,0.0,0.11434444005570416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230999272627154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428966269812648,0.0,0.0,0.09483001882520607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084851032669698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820784397233362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910468318710068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667462146390184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072277475620996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147255898985454,0.0,0.1843217583849132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365893358394772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PrincesS_Al-fayeed,2020/03/14,"Love Yourself No one needs you more than #You! No one will be there more than #You And no one will Love you more than #You You can have the whole world by your side, but at the end of the day, No one got you more than yourself 😘",1.1166000000000018,2.17649806,1.5569999999999986,106.1635,78.4,5.0,16.5,3.1291,-1.4053999999999998,173,2,48,0,4,52,27,50,0.141,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,8,2,7,5,5,5,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,2,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089381388234962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346986221101279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193322047534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783197654952993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964834919067216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182445009277911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958470000641428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bloopitybloop92,2020/03/14,Ditched for a pretty girl Best friend of almost 10 years left/ended our friendship to chase after a pretty girl. Now I'm stuck with dreams about them reaching out. I wake up expecting to see a message. I even get hopeful when I hear knocking at my door. When something happens I grab my phone to message them but I can't. I've never felt so alone in my whole life.,1.0119219219219209,3.4844874594594586,1.968018018018018,95.59755255255257,86.56756756756756,3.8294294294294287,21.735735735735737,5.033348758259628,-0.09321741741741764,288,10,59,1,9,90,57,74,0.067,0.711,0.222,0.8088,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,11,3,12,7,2,10,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261476486558236,0.2405926080763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437843825431845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574873519121792,0.0,0.0,0.15343187372926778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230443053624617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794743038629616,0.0,0.12136709462046928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054220084834979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618188373263773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307261869158369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523944892226693,0.0,0.16408026860322453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791639811214871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726649636387014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511292098729165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883578961457475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593545097369655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495935004844398 lonely,Wizer1337,2020/03/14,Day 632 of being lonely I used 2 boxes of baby wipes on my face because they kind of feel like a touch,6.452608695652174,3.3644481739130465,7.745217391304351,80.49869565217394,67.26086956521739,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.975382608695652,80,1,18,0,1,28,21,23,0.109,0.7829999999999999,0.109,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202800031218324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33884063470320863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565888889828937,0.3753470834496074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547125025373226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566847342832135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537783813335629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Heshoocjcm,2020/03/14,Totally alone in my stone Oh! What's left to say?nothing..literally nothing...I really need someone to share my thoughts with..someone makes me feel any better..someone to know me well...so would be there anyone?!😢,1.0258974358974378,2.699951076923078,2.1358974358974407,87.46743589743592,115.15384615384615,4.810256410256411,24.84615384615385,6.42735559955562,1.5669692307692311,168,8,29,3,9,53,33,39,0.091,0.847,0.062,-0.2586,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720047690104571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178596942459228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322742897850251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279327451421094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144334205045961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534752289125603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530710938615962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947363118341223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824706637899628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088533751655244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6675749076634436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084983428349133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361352977602724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656433259244146,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tryring,2020/03/14,"i hope that loneliness is just a phase of life and that i'll feel better if i have more time to socialize ! is there anyone out there that can inspire me with some stories like this ? [rant/discussion] i only have one friend group right now from like 8 years ago, and everyone has their own SOs and other friend groups that they spend tons of time with. so i dont even chat much with them and just meet them 3x a year or something. meanwhile for the past 2 years or so i feel that whenever i get into a situation that allows me to make other friends (im in college rn), i just get let down by them somehow. idk if u guys can relate with me but all the disappointments in the earlier stages of my life (of being abandoned by friends) left me with some implicit high expectations? either that or we just drift away \~ oh and my counsellor says just go out there and make non-sh\*tty friends + new close friends. well i wish it was that easy, i spend most of my time on school work, and the rest of the time on staying fit and maybe like one day out of the week with my boyfriend. i joined activities in the past but i couldnt really cope with the intensity of my school work :( subpoint: oh and ironically, when people say joining a gym makes you feel less lonely, i beg to differ lol. my experience of joining a gym with regular crowds in the past was just me going in there to workout and out , but i never got invited to do anything with them. i also didnt want to voice out and self invite by barging into their convo because it felt out of place. can anyone relate on this? i know u guys think that ohhh she has a boyfriend so its not too bad right? well he thinks that im being clingy because i dont spend as much time with my other friends (aka that singular friend group) and he wants me to make more new close friends. i also wish that i have other people to talk to , but i don't, i keep getting abandoned :( ive stopped going to my main social media account (with tons of followers) because it hurts seeing acquaintances hangout with one another. im also kinda wary to hangout with acquaintances from my socials because of 'hidden agendas'. **tldr: idk. this is just a random rant based of how i felt ystd. well. i just hope if i hang on and enter the working world, maybe i'll have more time to explore hobbies and find a group to call my own and feel less down about life.**",3.8043067226890765,5.036606951680671,4.439210084033615,87.45873109243698,71.92016806722691,7.372773109243697,26.20504201680672,7.760100539840176,1.3033107563025212,1863,60,388,23,35,594,221,476,0.075,0.773,0.152,0.9896,1,2,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,1,7,4,28,25,0,0,18,1,24,3,0,6,3,98,53,34,0,11,20,0,6,3,9,0,3,3,0,3,23,39,0,4,12,6,4,8,7,6,3,3,6,10,50,19,67,43,18,60,0,5,1,0,38,29,0,14,24,256,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997972668714096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623317448639601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095121727203663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462396872993653,0.0,0.055681403365174055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357220909423694,0.0,0.05649630594579354,0.16498848679390088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598429833874681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909213295408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363744461022556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069409339143269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586025442450022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469119041930075,0.0,0.0,0.06465549950805564,0.0,0.06618801518729221,0.0,0.0,0.1368510604953532,0.0,0.12993539452543335,0.0,0.06184333331177633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704907842758706,0.0,0.10605436415170412,0.0,0.1153644031796021,0.0,0.054116787257884005,0.0,0.0,0.13399526638541626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149034161405123,0.0,0.13441050680733355,0.0,0.0,0.07243531691565662,0.0,0.21926499929800625,0.0,0.0,0.06014254458544078,0.0,0.0,0.03718616228598933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351673354739714,0.06919064750501573,0.14337847182526975,0.09917109750769916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066399762815866,0.0,0.13595442479580366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948110918033264,0.0,0.0521863639018638,0.13069991377900764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755188344944844,0.0514612407548339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377777754461864,0.09381888479810616,0.0,0.07069409339143269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334705493073316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556874309448735,0.0,0.1076176710906288,0.0,0.1369584148248397,0.053919153822716635,0.0,0.07058792448806224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605675674053966,0.0,0.20692365353206146,0.0,0.05209076923321434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212042818900131,0.0,0.05656982566586845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438546390364076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867122457860536,0.0,0.0,0.2367312457966949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981952586240444,0.0,0.05427568373880065,0.0,0.1825131922367481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561967372215835,0.0,0.0,0.14777978868835842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071948063613922 lonely,RiverHawk7,2020/03/14,"Its been a while... I got divorced over a year ago and I haven't really dated since then. The loneliness has finally started to set in. I'm a single father so dating has become even harder. Getting out to meet people has become harder as well. I just don't feel right leaving my son to go date someone and on top of that I've lost most of my confidence since my ex left me. I still have friends to talk to and people I interact with but I have no one I really connect with on a romantic level. I'm lonely, tired and I just want someone to cuddle with at night.",1.0773076923076914,3.1763530769230783,3.4415598290598304,87.75413461538461,82.33333333333333,6.293162393162394,20.86111111111111,7.492282038375204,0.8386188034188038,438,13,90,7,12,151,77,117,0.11699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.4885,0,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,17,9,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,1,12,2,18,14,2,23,0,2,0,1,8,10,0,1,11,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517448441645713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115841121713482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307232365312365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421643198322326,0.0,0.0,0.2041205752329093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396174064468867,0.0,0.09735219929808102,0.0,0.10589831413424516,0.0,0.14902889571706662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730156139790328,0.2024532159509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034063557717325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486250986860874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626522707016716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836206299980463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387415830186065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591288307702678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082760079645786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576160319699764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318886722227806,0.0,0.1488071462255969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976878782543013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141643470115648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990504424485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753728908076596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999344895253497 lonely,0dineye,2020/03/14,"My mom was making fun of me So I was hanging out at the neighbor's this evening. There was kind of a party going on. I have been divorced for over a year now. I overhear my mom and some other women making fun of me, making comments about how awkward I am. My ex wife was abusive and neglectful. I got to therapy to try and get past it.",0.8229778672032211,2.73117415492958,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,82.09859154929578,5.183903420523139,24.227364185110666,6.1826913282559595,0.6596181086519115,259,10,55,2,7,89,51,71,0.11800000000000001,0.762,0.12,0.0534,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,10,13,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,0,10,3,11,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.289487327678271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137555952595894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765067861308518,0.0,0.13885656164610685,0.0,0.1954104766857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544287837715893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892701463628318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572305234504012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332375947143761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794090106079358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588187194153753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733846074721006 lonely,throwaway999666000,2020/03/14,"The loneliness is getting pretty bad. 28 going on 29 years of it. I found this sub r/VirginityExhange or something. Seriously considering it, but didn’t see on ad for even my state except for people in the city. Ugh. I thought it was suppose to be easier for girls? Pretty, thin girls maybe, lol.",2.082857142857144,4.860168714285717,3.9657142857142884,80.87928571428574,85.07142857142857,6.771428571428572,22.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.5322428571428572,232,8,43,5,7,78,47,56,0.13699999999999998,0.657,0.20600000000000002,0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,9,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366861630395743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006636052544385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331119265769352,0.0,0.0,0.15872815845795352,0.0,0.1726621946656108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052179274468097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106235645986332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181678772205953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420971940291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338877406653183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411911626916596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564364561438075 lonely,ranbob6586,2020/03/14,"The monotony is killing me It’s currently 3:22 in the morning as I’m sitting in my room alone in the dark with nothing but my phone giving off light. I’m scrolling through the same bullshit apps I use on a daily basis to quell my loneliness but nothing really works. I’m a 21 year old dude who’s more or less been alone all his life. I have two pretty good friends but guys don’t really have that outlet for emotions like girls do so we literally never talk about stuff such as this. I’ve never dated anyone in all my life. My social life aside from hanging out with said friends maybe once a year due to work/college is non existent. Idk what to do at this point in my life. I feel so unwanted and unloved. I can’t sleep at night, thoughts of a lonely existence circle my mind like clockwork. How do you guys deal with this void?",3.4362130177514767,4.851191082840238,3.933254437869824,90.01751479289943,73.08284023668641,7.093491124260355,26.6094674556213,7.61054688173877,1.270848520710059,659,23,140,8,13,207,114,169,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,0.0303,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,8,0,10,5,1,2,4,21,18,10,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,3,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,3,15,5,23,15,5,23,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,1,11,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893568303014593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976756459919464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401595188330282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713429834667028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063229284282589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585083640588806,0.0,0.0,0.13400495447138244,0.0,0.1171667239793819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766333811555243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545481078613659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39467335939914266,0.13649256304099244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033903297053688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104873957178565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547761627430764,0.0,0.0,0.1310911456132237,0.0,0.26807580125741304,0.0,0.14658288248652326,0.14876704260177526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205375660538468,0.0,0.0,0.14211662274934092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789800892537806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287874320872525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979252837121994,0.14239804002473944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991351228955708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227885261335847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089956221226788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364584389172346,0.0,0.0,0.12064872983929024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033943621745674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799136784790431 lonely,AlphaOmega3798,2020/03/14,"Friendship Anyone want to start a friendship or a group outside of here and just use it as a way of just catching up on each other’s days and tell each other stuffs we would otherwise not tell people we know irl. I think it would be kinda cool (am a loser so not sure if its acc cool or not) but it’d be pretty sweet to know that no matter what you’ll have someone to vent to or just have a friendship with. Lemme know if anyone is interested and we can exchange socials and get something going. Looking for platonic peeps only bc as mentioned above loser boi vibes here 🙌🏻. P.S. if you are nocturnal or have a fucked sleep schedule that’d be class bc like same. 🙌🏻.",3.6411678832116787,4.786409357664233,4.395335766423361,87.951397810219,72.21167883211679,6.647883211678832,25.37883211678832,6.742157984588678,0.8936691970802917,530,16,109,4,10,170,89,137,0.11,0.706,0.184,0.8108,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,3,2,0,2,6,9,1,0,6,2,15,2,1,1,1,36,26,15,0,6,14,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,6,6,12,18,3,8,0,2,1,1,10,2,1,8,4,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29262808646207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495039455415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934503394587845,0.1093256675492021,0.0,0.1189228796938917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34499870356340073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223008287624542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571919408736514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914577047630207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145069167468718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288477259224586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094033761616408,0.2133063239316864,0.17729875803945244,0.16109261033595348,0.0,0.0,0.14810982429667224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395437707398486,0.0,0.0,0.19721777552630898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657913910174443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340803968475606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072676452973,0.0,0.0,0.12342240253148434,0.16609470146525096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972935988161066,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SilentPost3,2020/03/14,Now im completely fucking lonely Got banned from fa because i talked about ass and then the feminist mod got triggered fuck its like the universe is against me my life is a series of unfortunate 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lonely,caticus-prime,2020/03/14,"you really know you're sad when smoking weed doesn't cheer you up I wouldn't say i'm depressed. i woke up in a great mood today. maybe a little stressed given the situation (my college classes got moved online very last minute & my current job is at an urgent care soooo.) but not feeling depressed for like the first time in a week. and then the day just continued. my boyfriend and i bickered about some stupid things several times and i felt really annoying. then we were talking about our big move in a few months with his friend, who we also smoked with and i just felt like i was even more annoying because i'm nervous about it, especially financially. when i finally went home i just cried. for hours. i just feel like there's an elephant sitting on my chest. and there's no one i can talk to about it. i tried to talk to my boyfriend but i just feel like i've been annoying enough for one day. 16 year old me is so frustrated to still be feeling this low after hoping it would be better when i was in my 20s...",3.094777618364418,4.83478768292683,3.7909899569583954,89.36114777618364,74.60975609756099,7.164992826398853,25.229555236728835,7.928766900206844,1.270454806312769,805,27,170,12,17,255,127,205,0.185,0.659,0.155,-0.7859,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,2,0,2,18,22,5,2,9,0,12,1,1,0,0,28,27,14,0,3,8,0,6,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,11,0,3,10,7,26,10,22,13,4,37,0,4,0,0,12,11,0,2,26,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057309927560842,0.0,0.13626479964641844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666431853283509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122767726460804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822436399070616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381454006701219,0.16221422566224544,0.0,0.2166399954228156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994740950916914,0.0,0.08306566656852367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543594040347277,0.17969107084718766,0.24150554182682915,0.13776786802092492,0.0,0.10697444731129706,0.0,0.0,0.0971646393930134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058463343553643,0.13865480442689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615113715126625,0.12491162393542415,0.1238518052079637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480095965560395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911638129193808,0.10251411311704024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457669544123092,0.12604815870364652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263464321787957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003832994697282,0.2673335910612824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196773434048156,0.0,0.17044132977566048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611347550970023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001225632864996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207706204564532,0.0,0.0,0.1413635469634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043496721673584,0.0,0.14406176999782538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30325203480214125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355174243765709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666752399601254,0.0,0.1192091802907786,0.0,0.0,0.08538522379060623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376813462523844,0.0,0.0,0.1008799677503958,0.0,0.0,0.11658410997615686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933884759214927,0.0,0.0,0.08098763007994496 lonely,Little_Kurshten,2020/03/14,Does anyone wants to share what’s your hobbies or favorite movies/series? I do digital illustration. And tbh I haven’t gone outside for almost two months now. Day by day I feel like on a loop. No one to talk with. I just want to hear/read some interesting things you guys do. Maybe I could try them too :),0.7592213114754109,3.2599549836065584,1.891946721311477,95.07923155737707,89.32786885245899,5.017213114754099,17.46106557377049,6.6274283507984215,-0.16026393442622974,238,6,52,3,8,75,53,61,0.036000000000000004,0.727,0.237,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,8,3,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016440142825803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166674019822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074389108927047,0.0,0.0,0.33511476719163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273634183570324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313688613284496,0.1856098968124796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572549383941693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282724652074665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269311236037415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261016288998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737962958791176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605547945754968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988252177994314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882721522156944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260768962242648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639543804113228,0.0,0.25379877981740595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648794934773205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oofmore,2020/03/14,"Are you also the one to initiate seeing other people all the time? Whether it be your friends or family, I seem to be a second choice to people. The person who so n so couldn’t make it so I guess he can come guy. I’ve noticed this my whole life.",-0.12842767295597213,1.9284037358490602,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,87.11320754716982,5.042767295597487,16.38050314465409,6.42735559955562,-0.3420289308176101,190,4,43,2,6,65,42,53,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,3,7,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768162678816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447984412248235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256609925319291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030431518666168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998636512298691,0.2695249865619529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922658998058711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169843923030496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30990632343192337,0.0,0.0,0.18445263298405054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774242829106254,0.2376782368518847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169115313028889,0.24780451045031215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587244772727607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039063051747605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stonesandswords,2020/03/14,"If I Died Today, No One Would Come To My Funeral. Birthday Reminders. It was my birthday recently and besides reminding me that I’m yet another year older (my joints do that enough thanks!), my birthday just reminded me how god damn lonely I am. No friends who reached out to me. No family who didn’t make my birthday all about them. Not one single person who gave me a simple and genuine “Happy Birthday.” I know it’s selfish, and I know I’m way to old to care, but every year, my only birthday wish is to have one single person actually care that I exist and actually be thankful that I do. My birthday is forever the loneliest and my birthday does nothing but serve as a reminder that literally no one would care if I dropped dead tonight.",3.704374999999999,5.620484020833337,5.069166666666668,80.0925,73.375,7.5777777777777775,32.138888888888886,8.344100000000001,2.680080555555556,585,29,106,10,12,195,84,144,0.17,0.67,0.16,0.2244,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,21,24,11,3,5,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,4,3,0,20,7,8,18,4,12,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,2,8,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.28532559760253845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329559087760045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447159013860939,0.0,0.0,0.1259319004455174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517247419689578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279340484907655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510559399723113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317349280335545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781728527489304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294796865147715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562464267675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068715771978034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758463396241536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027565378391998,0.0,0.15340444439880205,0.0,0.39625530630645495,0.11118598964356108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529931728940264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434746436478602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691888386539123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857340327266532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160408077556525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811416880947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207701925725929,0.0,0.0,0.18828636344601699 lonely,spookyxbitch,2020/03/14,"The after effects My lack of human affection, genuine friends, and people mistreating me has left me overly sensitive to almost everything. I read into everything way too much, take everything way to personally and end up hurt 99% of the time by people I befriend or “talk” to for a short period of time. I have been told I over think things way more than I should and that I shouldn’t take things personally, however it’s not that easy. Most of the time when I assume these negative things they’re right or turn out to be right. Being lonely has impacted me in a long term way now. Not everyone can be content alone, I know I can’t.",4.587967479674795,5.983910073170732,5.569268292682931,79.47552845528458,70.21951219512195,9.694308943089432,27.487804878048767,9.994966539143718,2.69559512195122,501,17,96,13,9,165,82,123,0.133,0.8140000000000001,0.053,-0.8319,1,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,19,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,13,1,18,10,5,24,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,5,10,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460493634448834,0.15105832718484416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918127454906614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936750591520325,0.393246186654817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268462622759963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613721238754966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015625479330828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584682490351301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907412427548784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072177477370937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223034516079705,0.254704077358734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589112372039212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491130315191023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932458497920732,0.11723003487657475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29069207458806395,0.09345585077416878,0.0,0.0,0.2551418174008047,0.0,0.0,0.13936750591520325,0.0,0.0,0.15864471740341324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630810170457522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AgitatedSpinach5,2020/03/14,PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME I CANT STOP SCREAMING,-0.33999999999999986,1.1436488888888905,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,115.66666666666669,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.5881555555555549,36,1,8,0,2,10,9,9,0.0,0.44,0.56,0.6566,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6874130861192678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235567772910922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50334039176739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PhrygianSounds,2020/03/14,"Worried this is how the rest of my life will be.. So I’m a 20 year old, healthy looking guy. I like myself and I take good care of myself. Back in high school I got a lot of attention from girls it seemed. Girls always wanted to talk to me. I’d even have girls slide into my DMs sometimes which is rare. I ended up having two girlfriends, one of which I dated for over 2 years. Well once I graduated and started college, all of that stopped. I couldn’t tell you why it did, but it stopped. I didn’t change anything about myself. The only difference might just be my height compared to other guys. In highschool I was the same height as most guys, but once a lot of guys started growing past 6 feet, I never did. I stopped growing at 5’8. I know a lot of girls want nothing to do with guys who are <6’ but I don’t think that’s entirely it. As the first year of college passed and I didn’t even get a number or Snapchat code from a single girl, I started to get concerned over myself. I resorted to online dating because maybe I just wasn’t putting myself out there and talking to girls. So I try tinder, bumble, FB dating you name it. I got nothing. Maybe a match here and there, but girls would always delete the match or not respond after the opening line. I kept trying online dating until sophomore year of college when I finally got a match that worked out and we went on our first date. We had been talking for weeks and she seemed to really like me. I was feeling very hopeful. Once I arrived on our date and met in person, she seemed VERY disinterested. I was shocked.. she was so engaged over text and now she won’t even look me in the eyes during conversation. Unfortunately, I was friend-zoned after the date. She gave no “real” reason and just said “I don’t think I’m looking for someone to date right now.” After this, I quit online dating for good and I was destined to find someone in real life. And that search is still ongoing.. I currently am still not talking with a single girl. So now, my semester just ended today because of COVID-19. I’m halfway through college and have had zero luck. I’m trying so hard to compare my current self to my past self in highschool to see what changed and honestly nothing changed. I didn’t get uglier, I didn’t become a bad person, I’m the same! I know I seem like a simp, and I probably am one at this point, but I just can’t stand being lonely especially in college. I don’t know what I need to do.",2.262346767792576,4.325806931034485,3.405604109709852,89.73494113237501,78.06693711967546,5.5851309639298,24.307654996031395,6.498293943080001,0.7207814974865507,1919,67,390,16,46,619,224,493,0.06,0.8420000000000001,0.098,0.9429,2,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,4,2,0,4,26,14,0,0,20,0,39,4,2,2,2,74,78,32,0,6,14,0,2,3,1,4,2,1,0,17,18,23,0,4,13,0,0,6,15,3,1,6,24,8,62,11,58,46,10,74,0,1,5,0,41,24,0,13,46,264,80,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487504454273326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680485131430865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307891485192789,0.05763619566143565,0.08415867681562536,0.07623692728229872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037949997795333,0.0,0.21907007033760129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212044275471416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227812169364607,0.0,0.0,0.1367786876802561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490305413398634,0.0,0.0,0.07561771696558497,0.06309110656779697,0.11743178718722595,0.0,0.0,0.053331508327965536,0.0,0.10819415501009197,0.0,0.0,0.11579622705592428,0.1656260008551545,0.0,0.0,0.3417470072515008,0.0,0.0,0.06183627941701099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293275636682793,0.0,0.06856121068104105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380933086861895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975142181707448,0.10117200911148493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390051347987928,0.0,0.0,0.17605754648275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869748999318962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322868765106001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118400806564824,0.05323929468225088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987050928132854,0.0,0.07243415266056351,0.2205403760360955,0.09355145303008004,0.052499541190740295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317916716196835,0.0,0.1205466360192537,0.0,0.0,0.06525456317339612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442476156814762,0.0,0.0,0.06939304720158243,0.0,0.07342066520805694,0.0,0.15713985796382848,0.04422164064552883,0.07097314129925801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058950249736071526,0.06566223154882722,0.0,0.0,0.06986086844242835,0.05500704599353593,0.2513650431006742,0.144024263499002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697581937492173,0.0,0.06827128497765925,0.0,0.14657689861586945,0.0,0.11025303698957464,0.17313359622519134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190109477188504,0.22193105805506716,0.06033424621485022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846178313255887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543126626274234,0.0,0.0,0.14059814770438034,0.0,0.06743114358705496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139120398226123,0.0814299932215497,0.0,0.05537076938497836,0.0,0.062065214603844725,0.06399042358355042,0.0622877887549223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025381555518625,0.07010213483812161,0.0,0.04903610535824361,0.0,0.0,0.17780923163211354 lonely,throw2748,2020/03/14,"Help me please Hi :) I've been stuck being lonely for about 2 years now and am trying to get out of it by improving my social skills, reducing my social anxiety, and reducing how much I beat myself up about not talking right. Situation: I have never been a people person, I've grown up without a lot of socialization and have stayed indoors for most of my childhood. I used to go to a school for around 9 years, and while there developed some friends, although we would never hang out after school. Ever since I moved schools I haven't had any friends and shut myself off from everyone. And up until my 10th grade year, I've been fine with it and never had a real desire to socialize. But now, I experience *depression and suicidal thoughts* caused by, what I believe to be a lack of socialization. I've often heard that adult life can be very lonely, so I want to end this ASAP before I do anything stupid. Note: I'm not ugly or overweight mostly thanks to a love of biking and good genes. Although this shouldn't affect how people socialize with me, just wanted to give a clear picture of myself. I honestly don't know who else to turn to and am tired of trying to fix myself. **Alright, enough of the pity party.** **My Q: How do I overcome my social anxiety and improve my social skills without affecting my reputation at school. (I don't like to be looked down upon or bullied.)** Thanks for any and all answers, thanks for reading, and I hope you have a good day :)",3.168526773579778,5.395094307420495,4.291042402826854,83.68464188638221,75.89045936395759,6.898015765153575,24.66553411253058,7.882392219407189,1.490314052731721,1151,39,214,18,26,375,160,283,0.09699999999999999,0.713,0.19,0.9812,0,5,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,3,13,18,1,0,9,1,22,4,0,7,6,56,40,24,1,7,8,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,2,7,19,1,0,3,2,0,4,11,5,0,0,8,2,29,13,46,26,8,32,0,4,1,1,21,12,0,8,16,155,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104336133210952,0.0,0.12423110566825155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668182879530427,0.07228262631447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909274451027031,0.09148131702725476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341177984998131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052365406819553637,0.0,0.06993493602295288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782975105549564,0.0,0.07191652259131241,0.0838983009821012,0.0,0.0,0.07344741798091872,0.0,0.07758730065663404,0.0,0.07942633609322701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254653431169347,0.0,0.04242212907896157,0.07789164902982315,0.046146178348699336,0.13620853614222386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054424698943800386,0.0,0.0,0.08064703298573864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462379806051868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735190708621218,0.03966879753628976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818510694087876,0.0,0.0,0.06903086364989104,0.07328354532258997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862996583394871,0.059689204989192265,0.0,0.1878726080706843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258367930780336,0.07089816847453141,0.0,0.0891300235569126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121906469443005,0.09242006655585162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934187258010513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287031664536713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716707324596684,0.09126893299249042,0.0,0.6621616760302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654529603762556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881643939821618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526314654357525,0.0,0.2242661183388218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446142093383374,0.0,0.09332411222902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025499056990244,0.08831911933800796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012821695740247,0.0,0.06699610422418735,0.09578429674933908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654219757083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768008422015776,0.0,0.0,0.15686479453354987 lonely,throwawayhalftaken,2020/03/14,"Aight what one of you beautiful mfs need a friend? I've made a few friends on here before and we're still in touch so what one of you beautiful bastards want a caring bear like scotsman to chat to? And if that's not clear to some people IM A GUY AND I ONLY WANT FRIENDS so you horny mfs find someone else lma",0.10772727272727424,2.3504900000000037,1.3941666666666668,99.76125,88.3939393939394,4.512121212121213,18.85606060606061,5.985473137389443,-0.35772121212121144,244,7,57,2,8,77,48,66,0.077,0.584,0.33899999999999997,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,5,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,4,5,7,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997733528505251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936530847843884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612155932463474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457700311280264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441519027504947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324608098607228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535936315059403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469755244988533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221465789111844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740801779443543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817464489185043,0.17855439262902675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276107752692434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989212277578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748891522361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769487628212651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZMAN3011,2020/03/14,"This is a song but I feel like this all the time Been feelin' so low, I don't want no one to know I just need somethin' to cope Leave me alone, told 'em all, ""Leave me alone"" Then wonder, ""Where do they go?"" Been here before, push away people I love Just so they never get close End of my rope, I don't think anyone care Maybe they will when I go They never care, only care when they benefit",0.6681024096385535,2.4582003132530126,1.820105421686748,100.49232680722893,82.01204819277109,4.6319277108433745,12.784638554216867,5.148860815047168,-1.4706614457831328,298,2,73,1,8,94,57,83,0.233,0.612,0.154,-0.5973,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,4,14,21,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,2,14,6,4,17,2,14,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35873113401857304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109372091262816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271131826710758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473661485827322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297154467019163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533889126689621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756663004443717,0.1237221134628554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048107469687827,0.0,0.1968480083765913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517695818747997,0.0,0.0,0.3667520085497709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460856423154882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630460050798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739858028999729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284131492124013,0.26713912217371794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735341907554925,0.13171362836342113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006342583770314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096880242776762,0.0,0.0,0.1009845172584141,0.0,0.0,0.16548397024522704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214793902533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780979408213788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,freddy_fred1845,2020/03/14,"The lonely popular kid Lately(month and a half) I have not been myself. But I have no idea why because my life is great! I am a very attractive male and is considered to be popular at my college. I am literally (not being cocky) able to pull any female that I want. It’s at a point where my male associates tell me that “ they wish I can get the girls that you get, even the ugly ones”. Not to mention, I also have countless amounts of opportunities being that (most people) everyone wants to be my friend. I get invited to many parties & my bestfriends( I don’t hang with them much because my college is an hour away and I have no car)are also very popular. But for some reason I still feel sooooooo lonely. For instance, right now we are on spring break and everyday I surf through social media while staying in my room at my moms house all day. I do receive text messages and ig notifications pretty frequently also but I still feel so lonely. To add on, I also have had a problem with females. I have so many options (still not being cocky) but once I talk to them & chill with them idc for them anymore. It’s like I only want attention from them when I’m lonely. For example, lI was dealing with this girl for about 3 weeks(one of the baddest women I pulled). We began some foreplay, and I began fingering her.(Atp I have a full erection). When it was finally time to have sex, I WENT FLACCID. This is the only time that I’ve lost my erection. I just don’t understand why I feel so lonely given the fact that I CAN easily make friends & I CAN easily have a fwb or a gf. PLEASE HELP! WHAT SHOULD I DO?",3.293612249819148,4.993751263322885,4.546097178683387,84.32216964070413,73.9843260188088,7.5409211478177,27.31625271280444,8.263242389622931,1.849393441041717,1259,48,249,21,26,415,172,319,0.077,0.768,0.155,0.9725,0,10,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,1,6,2,17,16,0,0,14,0,33,4,1,2,2,43,51,21,0,6,10,1,4,1,3,1,1,0,1,6,12,13,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,7,0,2,9,4,47,9,29,36,7,36,0,6,0,2,27,12,0,5,18,177,59,2,0.10888399820857073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482979761147558,0.0,0.35392729970319725,0.0,0.07404485257322352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798366821979594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023001005589942,0.0,0.0,0.13274934936642327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022117109610246,0.1122546210727192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191685390731663,0.0,0.0,0.10404332640952224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516506327702202,0.0,0.0,0.11927709782970355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824701383501195,0.0,0.17066218512804607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004499241923047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729826488230279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722880522424807,0.12563751488725325,0.0,0.12291678057166328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690798801709768,0.053195221581517266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188597463478872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268091430232354,0.22078256832839846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275236227255245,0.08691016855614413,0.0,0.08004226703670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595790450285197,0.07378261512614985,0.16562237427698145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548645458388685,0.0,0.0,0.1195219327820158,0.10293057272557038,0.0,0.0,0.11077417068207056,0.0,0.10418728118044167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195088476270404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298633953806074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099352408841252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605585461338624,0.2608647048616768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751683330750198,0.09516941369078058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698226995467254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335208213556218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968140355370102,0.1926678096915964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093655720144327,0.19650174512140015,0.0,0.12521122435068774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ronal16,2020/03/14,"Loneliness after family moves 2 hours away I'm sitting here alone in the apartment. Where mom used to whip up delicious hot meals there is only a stove and a single pan. Where my baby sister used to play there are only random toys left over from the day before. In the living room where Thanksgiving dinners were held and where birthdays were celebrated there is a sole couch and TV. I'm 22 years old and for my entire life I have shared a room with at least 1 other sibling so now that everyone is gone almost in an instant I cant help but feel loneliness. All of the loud noises that annoyed me before are memories of a time when this living space was a home. I've worked the graveyard shift at the community hospital for about a year now and I didn't realize the amount of time with family that I've sacrificed over the past months until now. There was always something going on in this small 2 bedroom apartment and once the warmth blanket of family is gone then the only thing that is left is an empty husk of what used to be. I've enlisted in the military so I'll only be at this apartment for another 3 months and I have a wonderful girlfriend who I'm sure will appreciate the privacy but family is a 2 hour drive away and I can't fathom how I'll be able to shake this feeling. Nevertheless I'm grateful for the time that I got to spend with my loving family and I'm excited for what the future holds. Is anybody in the same situation as me and if you've been living on your own for a while how did you feel when you realized you had the entire place to yourself. Thanks for reading.",5.728021381578947,5.8332335093750025,6.539671052631579,78.17401315789476,67.03125,9.986842105263158,29.342105263157894,9.811843763644266,2.58996875,1273,40,249,26,19,422,169,320,0.059000000000000004,0.812,0.129,0.9769,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,19,8,1,1,28,0,26,4,0,5,2,34,45,23,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,14,13,2,2,6,4,1,6,3,2,0,0,12,5,15,6,42,29,6,59,0,0,0,1,11,30,0,4,22,163,29,2,0.10357970440282112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372011190212356,0.10727733575690933,0.0,0.0,0.08618661166026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861235134715627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463308384363534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627739888218175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680034040467199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897484636761124,0.0,0.0,0.4882286347667933,0.0,0.15711903230387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058866733007347925,0.0,0.08284215179700875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942729249474869,0.0,0.10389888888890927,0.0,0.20401028858841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507930380757987,0.0,0.0731614084354926,0.0,0.0,0.2743883299675369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934847272452059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131129792813747,0.1653526636926191,0.11008883352610543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868947578904296,0.11030900471315117,0.0,0.31510813071434024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887854814034386,0.0,0.0,0.10821874528465812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360773454186352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642792756826187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974071689579502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762264558420893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953622754419476,0.0,0.0,0.0688137530904355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811944758096085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837882387908313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232777101048816,0.07540725843357927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340386728282186 lonely,Ron_Purcell,2020/03/14,"Amidst the coronavirus scare... I can easily not leave the house for two weeks I've done it often. My usual is about a week between grocery runs, but if I'm not feeling very social I just exist on crackers, canned sardines and wrinkly apples for another week or so.",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,65.47058823529412,9.15294117647059,32.68627450980392,8.841846274778883,2.7036745098039217,210,8,38,3,3,67,44,51,0.033,0.909,0.059000000000000004,0.0565,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26603797678594004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596343144795241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828384295227252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927482890557361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686431865846261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25400884885407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862628930784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478386619350531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27942668784523,0.20933804490117305,0.0,0.0,0.6105346875944977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrPoPo18,2020/03/14,Feeling alone Hey I'm not the type of person to usually vent or talk.. usually I hold it in a lot then explode on the people I love. It's been ruining my relationship with my wife. I love her to death and shes just annoyed of me doesnt look at me basically despises me.. I've felt so alone didnt know what to do.. well I fucked up even more. I started talking to someone I use to said some things and even said i shouldnt of said that I'm sorry. Well she told my wife and boom here I am now in a worse position. I know I fucked up I dont wanna be told that anymore. I just really need someone to talk to because Idk how much longer I can honestly hold on. The only thing that keeps me hanging on is our beautiful 4 month daughter. Shes my world.. sorry for the long post everyone just needed to get this out,0.4026436781609206,2.3599740919540224,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.9425287356322,6.395402298850574,21.73563218390805,7.594959193182576,0.8048873563218395,628,21,145,11,18,216,106,174,0.17300000000000001,0.711,0.11599999999999999,-0.8126,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,11,10,4,0,6,0,12,4,0,2,0,25,34,7,1,4,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,9,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,8,7,26,5,23,24,4,19,0,1,1,4,21,10,2,3,7,95,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524528055463257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086788161256146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429425628839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283733730886655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099541583129687,0.0,0.0,0.11645739273689384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162398334182724,0.0,0.11701972288363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253441225760809,0.06367498939997482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832866482007716,0.0,0.0,0.1339593240688757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785610235478403,0.1023448387895689,0.0,0.0,0.10361430712250136,0.21999503904780046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727996962086936,0.0,0.0895926153990378,0.1807384791197478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269191284442624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449322019164937,0.1064171040941994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672316942304348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807665300655738,0.0,0.0,0.13084882201336673,0.0,0.0,0.3477949162516446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065296611833628,0.0,0.0,0.2728595920278688,0.08626420220922372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938770581247461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193751369085158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329147854737877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526141823504732,0.2684575884344658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191616662640425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420168486240288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MasterVVS,2020/03/14,"A Quiet Life of Desperation I'm 21 years old and don't remember the last time I had a friend, I don't remember the last time I met with someone to get food as friends or just to chill. I dropped out of college at 17 and I already didn't have friends in college. I was studying IT because I failed some of my exams and wasn't motivated to do the course and the people in my class had nothing in common with me. I'd occasionally eat lunch with my friends from highschool but I barely talked, I was just there. I later dropped out. After dropping out I started to pursue my dreams of being a stuntman and starting a business while running a youtube that was growing rapidly. I decided to put all of my focus and energy into these things along with a few other projects. It got lonely, I saw success as a lonely road and was willing to drive down that road. I'd go rockclimbing in the morning, come home work, edit, go to gymnastics in the evening and then come home and continue to work. No notifications, No messages from anyone I could get food with or walk around town with, just a bedroom. I started to become stressed so I tried to find friends online. I fell into the wrong group, became lazy and unmotivated, lost money and now I'm just starting again. I've decided I'm going to stay alone. Not many people have the same interests as me, most people my age already have a friend group and looking back I've realized there weren't that many people I really connected with in highschool even though I spoke to a lot of people. I don't know why I made this thread. Maybe I should make a podcast like bill burr and ramble into my mic instead of posting here. A subreddit for people that have friends but feel lonely or have a boyfriend/girlfriend but no friends or are just in position where they're ignoring dms from people to feel lonely. I'll delete this when I wake up.",4.434796747967479,5.792695406504066,5.057615176151764,83.14382113821141,70.54471544715446,7.634688346883467,30.197831978319783,8.045849151850463,2.0596059620596208,1491,61,287,20,27,479,190,369,0.131,0.753,0.11599999999999999,-0.5913,0,9,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,19,20,0,1,21,0,23,6,1,3,1,63,48,28,0,2,13,0,2,1,8,2,1,2,3,0,11,30,4,1,10,1,2,11,10,9,0,0,15,6,32,11,53,29,6,58,0,6,2,0,14,21,0,7,22,190,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887586983034358,0.189392454216463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002094920177634,0.0,0.0,0.07639131789931243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598451525877375,0.0,0.05231050323834137,0.09477316379911167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783973999591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685142982581234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780761014607108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335669326185174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677875629170581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843106995742423,0.0,0.20752963014017345,0.0,0.5303881942360009,0.0,0.08966697846140115,0.0,0.1463076631196543,0.0,0.06863209500523333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215386752953174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471603055578698,0.13989728073791868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061190620404324,0.0419236527197334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206088718550674,0.0,0.0936744801524764,0.07295471842709098,0.0,0.08119786192664005,0.057280509789661586,0.17400081146361082,0.08621018977441314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233940768703099,0.0,0.09004578305379017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164410766704762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821846537960056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626526361172042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497368456161879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944176676694388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270865239035433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295411540304,0.09146470679603284,0.0,0.0,0.09829792829587096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689728366126276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057010011658581376,0.0,0.08431034510674185,0.0,0.10007591713825674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058261054309013426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743243355671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249450433778922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382249717796752,0.0,0.05526043623211849 lonely,introvertedandroid,2020/03/14,"Does anyone feel that your mind is your only companion, yet it is the very thing that destroys you? I'm alone, i used to love it, but, now, all of my thoughts are drowning me.",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777782,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,68.44444444444444,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.2973777777777775,134,4,31,1,2,42,31,36,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.0854,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,8,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783361225354428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554232096905244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196726820748529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470445485667106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296935832036332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688444690419441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778238001361268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426861959020073,0.0,0.0,0.2900039395272291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154981521512267,0.0,0.301407165348312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BeforeSeen,2020/03/14,"Making friends? How do you do that... It’s been hard to make friends since graduating high school. The one friend I made in college ended up treating me like trash and now I’m anxious just seeing them, not sure if they’ll y’all down at me for any little thing. When my cousin visits, she always asks if I have friends. No. Anyone to hang out with at least once a week? No. Of course, there are people I’ve managed to be acquaintances with... but to call them my friends? I talk to good friends from high school, but when we meet now, it feels awkward. Maybe being isolated in college just worsened by social skills? I feel like I’ve lost my bond with my best friend from middle school and I can’t help but feel—what’s the point in checking in on her? But I do because I care. But now displaying my concern feels foreign since I text her every blue moon... it’s just been hard connecting with others. I’ve learned to separate being alone from being lonely, but every time I walk around campus I realize I’m not connecting with anyone. No matter how much I tell myself—it’s for my own good, I feel like I’m lying to myself. I have so many people in my life that I can deepen bonds with. So why can’t I? I’m not sure what it means to have a friend anymore, let alone making one.",1.2557802197802204,3.5372258307692306,2.327582417582416,94.91384615384615,83.0,4.945054945054945,19.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,-0.1215054945054943,996,26,214,8,28,315,140,260,0.134,0.67,0.196,0.9754,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,3,3,14,21,0,1,4,0,18,1,0,6,2,41,35,16,0,2,14,1,6,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,8,3,0,2,4,8,34,18,33,25,4,28,0,2,2,0,26,17,0,2,11,132,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129073844320707,0.0,0.0,0.07684148973352982,0.0,0.0,0.06280026105978176,0.0,0.0,0.10432770891816134,0.09158506390015246,0.12914467185896925,0.0,0.0,0.08220989363875779,0.08633353849356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562948909073952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691422968159982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429831530167287,0.0,0.094155621815582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179350937498278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561547163225095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347130672126515,0.1319478138456671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707868149737328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549153626519688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654525349311826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189936558234128,0.1951428762237344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443276991739487,0.06522859533388947,0.1353506835258509,0.09255762627382748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080948021018928,0.0,0.0,0.08738254262718645,0.18493035911182865,0.09362705472849124,0.09277664958304667,0.10059477247023517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788689680691735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983483175622902,0.12515569497591866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280458773189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729934105556234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038534704710605,0.07358993203109013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527835450680649,0.0,0.0,0.09413783735749057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407505351269012,0.0,0.0,0.07422636129096773,0.08071680632731383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135235159804073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053849251001148624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407653114163883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833303090185989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bostradomous,2020/03/15,"30m. Been feeling pretty lonely I’ve been locked up since end of 2018. Recently went to a halfway house and when I got out I decided to stay in this area. Been here for two months, don’t know anyone or anything. Always been a loner but lately it’s been getting to me. Thought I met a girl but apparently not. Been listening to a lot of Radiohead lately. And I miss my cat",0.2201298701298704,2.5779471818181854,2.5844285714285697,90.24807142857144,90.16883116883116,5.6774025974025975,20.687012987012988,7.1686216300943375,0.7628296103896108,291,10,61,5,10,99,58,77,0.077,0.8740000000000001,0.049,-0.2382,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,10,2,6,0,10,6,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521098371225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404196822713002,0.0,0.19306074611478652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077912789267662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186238413953007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257195062402305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876358477681052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070382216888605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893332068151253,0.0,0.5292915675184241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994536293800563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726026883453828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386786417109197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164511933136456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406850538172735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005877788265324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862509561731229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291759698526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748210998537731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway595859393,2020/03/15,I’m so pathetic It’s been a little over a month since my girlfriend of 2 years cheated on me and told me she never really lover me. The pain I feel is still so fresh but I want to move on so badly. I try to reach out to people for friendship but most ghost me after an hour. I’ve been trying to find someone on tinder for the past few days but not a single person has swiped right now me. I’m back home from college and so alone. I don’t even necessarily want a new relationship just someone I can be with and talk to. I don’t think I’m ugly but my self esteem hasn’t been very high after everything happened and not getting a single match on tinder isn’t helping. I just feel so pathetic,1.6540502354788058,3.342082421768712,3.670340136054424,88.88830455259027,78.52380952380952,6.155729984301415,20.831501831501832,7.010146845296331,0.41578220826792256,544,14,118,6,13,185,90,147,0.20199999999999999,0.711,0.087,-0.9670000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,0,1,22,22,13,1,2,8,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,2,15,1,18,17,4,22,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,12,79,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327096861009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360666967066247,0.14774919148716165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412068544645565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687644245954648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903483745556354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894650989879934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173274239297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245115702569803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647983023925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860853043853872,0.1869616074146792,0.1774992813704013,0.0,0.17426403691058462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735438691394292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124298773542762,0.18807408863325525,0.0,0.0,0.136477827073387,0.17090326761202973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882915230862992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892260760002353,0.12267761708568335,0.1545093999000614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336125808845487,0.0,0.0,0.18998236363412985,0.0,0.15111774183767976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846016053133565,0.0,0.0,0.1463781703191085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998650854354886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413156861523502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222891542903465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338497263182001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690871220266935,0.0,0.2402802892582783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460055750670021,0.20874409775347305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395256882896705 lonely,sleepream,2020/03/15,"I feel really bad and I don’t know why I don’t know why I’m even posting it because nothing’s gonna change It’s been a month (I guess) since I just broke, I don’t know what happened exactly but one night I was walking home from classes and then I was like “oh I’m gonna cry right now with absolutely no reason” and then it all started Since then I felt like I’m not enjoying things I loved before, like some part of me was dead, like “me” is not “me” anymore I don’t know how to explain Like something is gone forever and it’ll never be the same again And I can’t even understand the reason if this condition! I don’t wanna chat with my one best friend (we are not able to see each other right now), I resent her for such small things, I just ignore her sometimes because I don’t want to answer I’m starting to doubt our friendship because I think she’ll find someone better When I’m trying to ask myself what the hell is going on in my head I can start crying because it’s just so bad A week ago I thought that I went through this “mood” but now it came back after few days of relief Damn it’s just so weird I feel empty and lost This never happened to me before like this It was the first time when I really started to think that it’s real depression, but I don’t know, what if I'm just exaggerating and everything’s gonna be okay... but I feel like I’m going to lost my friend and miss so many good things because of this condition and I don’t want to I just HOPE that I’ll be ok because it really sucks I always was an unsociable sociophobe with anxiety but this is something new to me and I have no idea what to do with this also sorry for my english",2.2367786720321945,3.4967778760563384,3.8802766599597582,89.82484154929578,75.8732394366197,6.874245472837022,23.382796780684103,7.447530270364453,0.8156177062374246,1306,38,292,16,28,437,163,355,0.209,0.632,0.158,-0.9613,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,5,21,33,4,1,7,2,28,2,1,3,4,67,74,27,1,6,16,0,4,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,28,17,0,1,19,1,0,6,16,14,0,3,13,5,43,18,26,53,7,37,1,5,1,1,11,5,3,6,32,188,71,1,0.08604889281023609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627715158317591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688132684917371,0.07159957205119782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582716747365372,0.0,0.08533737964050916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080444099030884,0.0,0.0,0.06616628708990413,0.14369446246378653,0.31472763828103417,0.0,0.1464425399621719,0.0,0.09030300420953702,0.07610325300155123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841700968830304,0.0,0.0,0.09102831891721652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904133641464116,0.055494417215312564,0.0,0.07411378528877856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366896430944955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733519639320187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305267170543855,0.061473346217014425,0.08262043136619597,0.0,0.07864712912142299,0.07319314426628955,0.0,0.0,0.13296232226336147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978071375631403,0.07217372872715877,0.0,0.0,0.09479255666843024,0.0,0.1521855034625184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088310989129479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631405548653874,0.08546596632218817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713872607552552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364511055777364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942739977073235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878650626577768,0.0,0.07766248533431598,0.0,0.0,0.08724007140180291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868340528680669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273242176245695,0.08310655688071622,0.0,0.08075105679054588,0.0,0.08256623340289425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661791346213116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318256551009572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241105320127105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794247851813218,0.1653753724261956,0.17694518646356502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697056859355825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856982678204965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236106667470033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290894763890145,0.13248928330772033,0.0851045552538154,0.09632469057444264,0.2436233968892232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715011825247397,0.11027331202158387,0.0,0.0683132091367288,0.05017580138451416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842154982048005,0.0,0.0,0.08957993209265071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150773285882854,0.0,0.06902323142316995,0.0,0.0,0.07976818572205578,0.15529148342428095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noujoy,2020/03/15,"I give up, everbody left me Past 2 weeks I slowly lost all my friends and people that cared about me. From now I will enjoy your company on this reddit.",1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,79.64516129032258,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.09499139784946298,119,3,25,1,3,38,28,31,0.067,0.669,0.265,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,4,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863512788898948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927655987054621,0.0,0.0,0.3635106667044842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117158955727443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136542338355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617380124414923,0.26270703493229386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039602096023009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Robotmurloc18,2020/03/15,I believe that im once again talked deprived I enjoyed my loneliness and all that i love it still but i just want that good talk from time to time it does get hard to keep everything to yourself but im mostly fine with it but sometimes i just wanna have someone hear me out and such maybe to the load off for a while after certain events that happened in my life cause of my stupidity in the past ive told myself its okay to be alone and that it is also great but damn it if dont just want to talk to people that ive formed bonds with and i know things like this can not be rushed and i must allow time to do its thing but i guess i am at the point of being slightly desperate to tell people about some things since i dont have anyone else really besides my best friends which im very thankful i still have even if we dont talk much,2.3819632881085404,3.630701262569836,3.3059257781324827,94.1334776536313,75.4804469273743,6.231604150039905,21.7242617717478,6.5431188927421005,0.16757589784517135,662,16,153,5,14,211,108,179,0.08900000000000001,0.684,0.22699999999999998,0.9831,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,10,14,2,0,4,1,16,2,0,2,3,33,27,14,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,18,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,20,11,23,22,6,17,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,5,11,108,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922068300906392,0.0,0.09205453602760102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804885595158018,0.11794522105100218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969111630553445,0.12080230072788375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182511051797894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007347520530054,0.0,0.40472907107465417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616079456412828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602998665512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103454693820196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893477343381692,0.0,0.06014094959595818,0.0,0.0,0.09654997149508054,0.0,0.12691071252103064,0.12680817252606194,0.0,0.1017926209467234,0.0,0.10311719417578034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973890120842005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730201593234663,0.0,0.0,0.10231629140631288,0.0,0.0,0.06326220885666976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130657815131978,0.05623761006246675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038925226325978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156448620628574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462011564756898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258987223314705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988684572619206,0.15960748622435392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881746969653094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374330325511355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522133033622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975335061720784,0.0,0.11384810690493542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838562075679457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700886958733349,0.1006124275432156,0.10597910109596688,0.0,0.0,0.2294246753792191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136712951598007,0.0,0.0,0.1099938649800389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497895119249496,0.13579135908440626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,karabas379,2020/03/15,Does anyone want to chat? I’ve been going through some stuff and i dont know how to process it i thought by talking about it it would help.,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,92.33333333333334,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.8346666666666667,110,4,27,0,4,33,25,30,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616432961540659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32745737683672266,0.0,0.4385494818244163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266157057877424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508125779822409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056457830382272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283595775600325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30076083744127863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970661386939086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070775644276036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265814802878914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigfan81,2020/03/15,It's so sad that I feel ahead of the curve on the Coronavirus. I never go anywhere anyways so this whole social distancing thing is no biggie for me.,2.253,4.563876966666665,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3093333333333337,119,4,23,2,3,39,27,30,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560199173249229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877637908674561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905194018455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161482512749515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363887452468118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653087600221779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,im_probably_on_crack,2020/03/15,"oof dissociation hey i feel cringe for posting on this sub but like, for years now depression has been a big issue for me and i cant get around it even reddit isnt helping. im just so lonely all the time and i just want it to be over. i statted going to therapy but it hasnt been helping much. used to my loneliness and depression would come in episodes more and more frequently as the years came and went. but now it is consistent and unceasing. oh yeah and then theres chronic severe dissociation. is this even real? lol why did i even post this",0.25038155802861795,2.6574984684684715,2.2645786963434027,90.45629570747221,95.84684684684684,5.855007949125596,20.0429252782194,7.285733465282438,0.8575284578696345,434,15,91,9,17,144,73,111,0.207,0.7040000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9519,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,2,11,1,0,1,1,21,19,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,1,7,1,11,12,4,18,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751930950005506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522677717778668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209964588794404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241567936816941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37287159401014597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514901518272507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831582128618717,0.0,0.10694652819349493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522649895743611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326573694282385,0.19641010660037547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193481076719393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833330240236186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604471511685192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141890316219144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212588837986936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519921908087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972875581674174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625263369660115,0.0,0.0,0.11099291815013328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744439257873293,0.16980238277112586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367704486038187,0.0,0.0,0.2423623619762065 lonely,GrumbleGrits,2020/03/15,"Touch starved. It feels like it's been years since i've been able to enjoy the touch of some one else. I so desperately crave to feel the warmth of some one elses skin that i'd probably cry if some one hugs me. It's pathetic, but i'm touch starved beyond reason. I just wish i could hold some one's hand, or cuddle a bit.. but i live out in the middle of no where, everyone is far away, and no one has any interest in a boring, depressed, self loathing piece of junk like me.",4.283233333333335,4.120609389999999,4.834,90.09033333333336,70.1,8.666666666666668,25.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,1.1688666666666665,369,9,88,5,6,118,67,100,0.255,0.561,0.185,-0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,5,4,2,1,0,17,9,6,0,3,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,7,6,5,11,6,6,9,0,1,0,2,1,8,0,6,3,51,10,0,0.1816575090697863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353333546887126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706732095705937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983229510218513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503873938617956,0.0,0.19954224373368196,0.0,0.0,0.1564613463764514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035030780907339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735815346777081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837029895662285,0.12977616077634194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749736611257397,0.0,0.16040690862846865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154791473948695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585751930673465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867741743391521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950839999040456,0.0,0.0,0.15026896869942932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088971703588095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698147996555655 lonely,Sorata_Oshino,2020/03/15,"what is wrong with me? i have alot of friends, even live in a shared apartment with 2 friends of mine. if i need them, some of them are there for me and listen to my shit i've to say. but somehow everyone feels so distant to me. even if i meet my friends and hang out with them it doesn't feel right to me. even if they cuddle with me, it just doesn't feel like i'm connected to them. why do i feel so alone when i'm not.",1.4686474164133756,2.200056776595748,2.5769300911854103,100.50500000000002,76.97872340425532,6.222492401215807,21.939209726443767,6.1826913282559595,-0.14070030395136834,323,8,87,2,7,103,57,94,0.109,0.7859999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.1254,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,9,7,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,21,14,9,0,4,6,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,17,5,15,14,2,6,0,0,0,1,12,4,1,6,2,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214249471088723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42362454271090577,0.0,0.0,0.20428825872146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324004155176075,0.15273367618151756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955275462285008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444840206681566,0.0,0.1887830298968518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852471155161876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825779513656044,0.0,0.1700166791846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194553190218068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291482083422815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337489524987017,0.0,0.0 lonely,xvoinx,2020/03/15,"Feeling lonely because of the coronavirus No school, no social settings, no gym, nothing to do other than sit at home and watch netflix or do homework and studying I really hope there will be school before the summer break, otherwise i will die of loneliness",7.63644927536232,8.984565978260871,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,63.1304347826087,9.611594202898553,37.072463768115945,9.725611199111238,4.058298550724638,209,10,30,4,3,66,37,46,0.28,0.637,0.083,-0.8781,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,4,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,22,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473846333749624,0.0,0.25787601572850305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145214530594002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532328413533451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398714384477593,0.30100028149259683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907877903394462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414368781048089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134121862087548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089246490226948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mindopalii,2020/03/15,"How did you deal with the realization that you were not special or unique? I walked past a person a few days ago that looked a lot like me, same built but especially same face down to the detail. And it got me thinking a bit. I can be replaced in my job, I don't possess a particular talent or such a skill that someone else wouldn't have it. Same in the heart of people, for the few that know me, the place I have in theirs is not reserved and would be occupied by someone else. That's if a neckbeard like me was there in the first place. I've been mulling over it for the last few hours and I wanted to know if there are people here that had the same realization and how they handled it.",5.293513986013989,4.747596699300701,5.574256993006995,86.93523164335664,68.02097902097903,8.548601398601399,28.36451048951049,7.645422480735847,1.3381055944055942,540,15,123,5,8,172,84,143,0.035,0.927,0.038,0.0959,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,2,6,4,0,0,15,0,15,2,2,2,0,25,21,11,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,1,14,4,13,11,9,15,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,5,8,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958600332120036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886248762363732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338001913878273,0.19723364165223414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196322340144957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627293697916461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530091944486263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670491714875216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884031814663205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984703379724188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027947239000935,0.15594431606400794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869301623533781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065338379466593,0.0,0.0,0.16264610160748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826283681799537,0.2652624576292704,0.16704572569129691,0.3997593660005461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241950382206749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258461328580103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284041396691122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590212178686412,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MTADO,2020/03/15,"I always feel like “drunk calling” people I don’t drink, but my emotions are all over the place and i always feel like i have to apologize to old friends/ classmates that i used to know, how do i stop this feeling? Regret is awful but i know they don’t care and it’s just going to hurt me more.",1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,80.93548387096773,4.778494623655916,20.010752688172047,5.46131890053228,-0.21710537634408533,230,6,50,1,6,75,44,62,0.235,0.586,0.179,-0.7151,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,1,15,14,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,5,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,4,5,14,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37431375052177496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296751155583864,0.0,0.22932756806718774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034234991763765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301205008296856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34118880605169905,0.32137508815221033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377766409307438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783091937644392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407884815796367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722745571868826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977546315121285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360225361057973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593572152334986,0.0,0.23500033035256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880486343584288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942642872862765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,storiessa,2020/03/15,"Offering to read a bedtime story; EU only Hello, sometimes you just want to hear someones voice for comfort, I offer that. I can read you a story, don’t worry its not gonna be awkward :) I am a woman in her early 20s, all I ask for is that you dont request anything sexual. I have a very calm and soothing voice. Give me some info about yourself please (age, gender) so I know who I am reading to :)",1.156463414634146,3.1111040975609785,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,81.1951219512195,5.0756097560975615,23.664634146341466,5.985473137389443,0.6579463414634148,304,11,60,2,8,106,62,82,0.035,0.738,0.226,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,14,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,12,2,7,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,2,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418600885126776,0.0,0.20924287198117808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623171099564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470996035889228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522630770521589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300643306407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022632283537867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456887748950421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6716461537841053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964321536166534,0.0,0.22136516878823576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467616312331325,0.13201570909213078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273015795137669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,taha_life_dive,2020/03/15,I'm a lonely 18 yr old guy I sit at home Evey day and I'm tired of it can someone please tell me that I'm not alone,-2.4570000000000007,-1.3159740333333332,0.8966666666666683,106.445,89.33333333333331,4.0,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.8226666666666669,89,1,28,0,3,32,25,30,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.3313,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534973210903772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201186412243274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33795351939946194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236475605361666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35815056601710504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746591665991592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919338723936233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983225956038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922890706856503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zuennedd,2020/03/15,"I'm sorry in advance I'm not even sure if this is the right subreddit for me but I really feel like I just needed to express the way I feel and this is the first one that popped into my head. I'm not lonely in the sense of not having friends or family that care, that's why I'm not sure if this subreddit applies to me. But I do feel lonely, it's a long story and knowing me I'll use a lot of unnecessary detail so I'm sorry. I've always felt sad, apparently I even wanted to drown myself when I was like 7, I still wouldn't say I'm depressed tho because I have a lot of good moments. But I think about 2 years ago I fell for this girl, I'm gonna be calling her deodorant as I don't wanna use an actual name. I literally became obsessed with her. I ended up becoming friends with her and eventually my other friends pushed me to tell her how I felt. She didn't feel the same way, about a year goes by and I steel have the same feelings for her and I end up finding out she did like me back but she lied because she was scared she would hurt me, this ended up making me very sad and confused for a while and another year later I met this other girl online, fell in love and we became a thing. Even though she lived in a different country and we'd never met in person everything seemed perfect, but sometimes I'd get these feelings for doedorant coming back as I'm still friends with her and I'm not one to let go of people i care about. My gf ends up breaking up with me and since I knew my best friend was on a date and I didn't wanna ruin it for him I turned to deodorant and she has really helped me get through everything including several anxiety attacks extremely well, sadly this also rekindled my feelings for her and it consumed me as I didn't know what to do because I didn't wanna ruin our friendship, after keeping it in for a while I told her and got the answer I expected. now I just feel like I can't or maybe even don't deserve to be loved. On top of all that we now have no school for 3 weeks because of Corona which means more alone time which usually isn't good. If you did read all this thank you and I'm sorry.",4.426438557763063,4.241785668874176,5.748918322295808,83.7287343635026,69.79470198675497,8.830316409124356,28.25680647534952,8.515128840125781,1.80225327446652,1680,52,366,24,27,568,207,453,0.135,0.69,0.175,0.9812,2,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,2,0,5,23,34,1,3,17,0,28,3,1,4,6,85,75,37,1,11,17,0,10,4,6,3,0,1,0,3,23,25,0,1,18,1,0,6,16,13,1,3,16,11,65,21,54,52,8,53,0,9,0,2,42,17,0,9,31,251,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.07620034615893306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921823161275335,0.0,0.0,0.0808732007152772,0.0,0.06244507899980657,0.06497352953996452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187962936142408,0.05973532086648947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883371804591839,0.0,0.12008611464078542,0.0,0.19040118925360666,0.08623948337134124,0.0,0.0,0.08194608911014767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973419562880568,0.0,0.15922708153116444,0.0,0.0,0.06726388720137284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725506982549741,0.0,0.0,0.08158290142844019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766428925822276,0.0,0.0,0.20629938416548516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035672346587996,0.0,0.073612216589556,0.0,0.3158596720931409,0.11156883098395093,0.14994896992226756,0.0,0.0713688842099538,0.06641962772777621,0.0,0.0,0.3016439597957162,0.0,0.0815930753812494,0.0,0.04437788355169196,0.13098910401615976,0.0624522404727361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013842117386928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052339176037790834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359232060799017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694061278840052,0.0,0.0,0.08582767998684042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984788409289836,0.0,0.1525948488647256,0.0,0.06895107379648334,0.06910335732042637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277128196311128,0.14095072471684764,0.0,0.05212278849293592,0.0,0.07844754706353234,0.08505818202284084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057899532022206275,0.060224479555040525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582573649745784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413476899852047,0.06818139176805038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810679722925189,0.0,0.10004735445283336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668473222989875,0.0,0.062096855842903226,0.0781773739597634,0.07902686292745083,0.0,0.07108625776045127,0.0,0.08821457653589916,0.0,0.06459326994521303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772287204568119,0.2622315308249858,0.0,0.0,0.12471862769198952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718963246026753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825031397056452,0.07189079024070992,0.0,0.0,0.05187664688341112,0.050034141900881964,0.07671877051901327,0.0,0.04553237987396022,0.0,0.0,0.07461420028354887,0.0,0.0,0.08493478189577043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488188869322107,0.08600032939232204,0.06442885235721378,0.04605694901864702,0.12396153438515405,0.06263561132195503,0.0,0.07020839157049515,0.0,0.0704601682420505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055469816837954766,0.0,0.0,0.15085382656321686 lonely,why1am1i1like1this,2020/03/15,"I always go by the saying ""smile because its better than explaining what killing you inside"" Do any of you guys do the same?",9.802499999999998,6.975784250000004,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,60.66666666666666,11.266666666666667,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.1128,98,3,18,1,1,31,21,24,0.14800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558229956065168,0.0,0.0,0.29080353716011104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067970297654025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782045993103052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303237912183195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234216207491631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731100060378179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34006909306315525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happy1659,2020/03/15,Today’s my birthday and I’m laying in bed crying because I don’t feel appreciated I know I’m being selfish but all anyone cares about right now is the coronavirus. I was going to go to a concert last night and that got cancelled and then school got cancelled so I won’t see any of my friends. In my friend group we always go wake up our friend on their birthday and take them to breakfast but nobody did that for me. I invited people to lunch and only 2 people came. I just feel sad and lonely. Hopefully I can find a good book to distract me today :/,3.0208751229105215,4.5295456991150465,4.4482595870206465,85.53358898721733,74.30973451327435,6.438151425762046,24.944936086529,6.937597516519254,0.9985366764995084,436,14,87,4,9,145,79,113,0.16899999999999998,0.633,0.198,0.7845,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,7,3,1,0,1,17,22,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,4,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,4,16,6,12,15,1,15,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,1,6,53,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980596420192888,0.0,0.0,0.1224319530089528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258866932204509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974943928429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591540714355652,0.18356064881132397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776319092638173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206515432301346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455138867762642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172905295079323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069590808028819,0.1510072576172555,0.28798552785513537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881826838559695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989441272982924,0.14675492652430144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895338304790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369269438726888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496312367233751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375139198960744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822079773489692,0.14346690520578811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536610281871295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413097760426788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uwilldiealone,2020/03/15,Alone I wanna adapt to be alone. I don't want to feel lonely again. Anyway to stop the feeling of being in need to others?,-0.9703846153846172,1.131377730769234,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,98.6153846153846,2.6,10.346153846153848,3.1291,-1.8047384615384607,95,1,20,0,4,32,21,26,0.349,0.598,0.053,-0.7523,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7879964493923467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847014491733363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820750585574289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180464051118046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438033845297264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Collector420,2020/03/15,"i cant believe what a lonely sad sack of shit ive become guys 17 y.o. no job, no money (spent 300 bucks on drugs in 2 weeks just to cope with life and having the artificial feeling of happiness for once), severely addicted to alcohol and dextromethorphan, I will soon buy ecstasy and speed from my drug dealer, i will never get a girlfriend which fucking hurts me because i would care about her so damn much, she wouldn't have any problems in her life, i just want to make her happy guess not in this game, fellas, gonna drug myself to death if im lucky this time",5.189658659924142,5.521521088495575,5.638457648546144,83.38982300884959,68.20353982300885,8.935018963337546,27.647281921618198,8.841846274778883,1.8815193426042984,445,13,91,7,7,143,89,113,0.188,0.628,0.184,-0.3646,1,2,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,3,0,8,9,1,1,1,17,17,5,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,13,4,14,11,1,9,0,3,0,1,7,4,3,3,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237476294134613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689828039199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752741113817016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638883306258277,0.17463174885975416,0.0,0.17814773766117234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121446132678435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501089906452099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995051218938533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617992088314655,0.08261147267846702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741876367171152,0.15656422595031216,0.0,0.3366445782453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927134264199106,0.0,0.17079735137481628,0.0,0.1569102692948607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337047235379232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105546709629215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623681399832228,0.0,0.12195233294220127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839324867138458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130003274405565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786312391164678,0.1623084948933306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220137709891156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932636101220394,0.0,0.12683478516393518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232431764035077,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pislikk,2020/03/15,"I feel like shit My best friend stopped hanging out with me, she won't answer my calls or texts. I know that she's pretty fine because apparenty she frequently communicates with other people. She only talked to me to rant anyway, when i tried to talk about this issue she avoided and told me not to take it personally. And now that i am useless she doesn't talk to me. I feel like pure shit. My only quality was that i listened. There's no other reason somebody would want to communicate with me. Even my family says that i don't have a personality, they aren't surprised that my only friend forgot my existence so easily.",5.478533057851241,6.394135727272732,6.497179752066118,75.42031508264462,67.7603305785124,9.355785123966943,28.348140495867767,9.516144504307137,2.48183388429752,497,16,92,10,8,166,77,121,0.152,0.664,0.185,0.6652,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,2,1,1,0,8,2,2,1,1,19,16,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,4,25,7,11,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,18,1,2,1,6,66,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073617980014174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342194129939034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874092643160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914748976841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578502455623758,0.0,0.16711290955860314,0.2361123449312281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534680987005354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248031583759008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081826260514923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146771133175866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770451310018779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456503700742085,0.2885836151379027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681208507356063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990673792474584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141514629684886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33925792449523884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381582009818217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242490545857558,0.3984702673578652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790551571389386,0.0,0.11219536572756338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747000248425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739038951119984,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sweat3r,2020/03/15,"I put myself here I've always thought myself to be a loner but it didn't hit me till last night. I pushed them all away. I lied to them and myself to be someone I was not. To that, I don't even think I'm going to change. I think I want this.",-1.9542857142857133,-0.1797035714285684,0.8050000000000033,103.54000000000002,93.64285714285714,3.2,11.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.9354357142857144,184,2,49,0,7,63,38,56,0.106,0.863,0.031,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,13,0,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721566083555551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30730225351861506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34600707561635496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603313340774988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588699673452974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666137044349287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069422498995805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288055546792698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713366630163005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191590778010251,0.0,0.25966483837698856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292014955736275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maxhax205,2020/03/15,"I think i've lost my mind ( long story) need to talk to someone Basically as the title says, i think i've gone crazy. Everyday is the same, i do things in the same way each time, everything has to be at the same place in the house, i force myself to do chores and then feel bad when i do them and also when not doing them. I spent all my money on food (bad food), i don't even enjoy it but i still buy it anyway. I know i would be fine if i just relaxed, but i don't know how to, or well when i do i say to myself that i need to take care of stuff, your slacking again, you're just sitting in your house doing nothing as always. I guess it's better than a couple years back or last year when i was constantly getting high everyday and drunk with some guys. I actually thought that it was a good thing back then, not realising i was becomjng an addict that tries to escape his reality by being faded. Well, right now everytime at work i lose my shit a coupld times a day for nothing basically. It just drains me every second of it (working at dominos). I often scream on my scooter, driving like amaniac hoping someone gets mad at me or something just so ill have some excitement in my life. I often think about ways how i could kill myself. Can i talk to anyone",3.1470668016194345,4.176949111538466,4.632995951417005,86.21937246963564,73.26923076923076,7.319838056680162,24.06882591093117,7.669130373188453,1.0243846153846148,979,27,209,12,19,328,152,260,0.13699999999999998,0.73,0.133,-0.2933,0,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,2,5,24,19,3,0,10,0,20,7,1,2,1,41,38,21,1,6,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,1,12,5,3,0,7,2,3,2,4,8,2,1,7,4,39,11,28,26,7,40,0,2,0,0,10,13,1,10,23,153,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.10928462548703864,0.12208399961692122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955716628594848,0.09318340664143623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830496594444651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722244940638413,0.18701144635768271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904473124656077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417974359482302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101978831081076,0.0,0.08941370795381755,0.12391314975548735,0.0,0.07222332058083132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739673507837757,0.0,0.09435514474727516,0.0,0.10064804644432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056624752562083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083388742023856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701874249727692,0.0,0.0,0.09393064399885663,0.0,0.0,0.12336796298586188,0.11088622588821416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183220032003171,0.0,0.11122985327494736,0.0,0.258439395784577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389868733359324,0.0,0.12309190622598855,0.09128557776588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910079235482699,0.054711926356117414,0.0,0.0,0.09910630207517084,0.0,0.12528649056244628,0.12224868128290475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307646482918016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607611361040595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491198010323634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700415126930325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956375706253088,0.0,0.17811550673431545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495459016307953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977499225210184,0.08621422173632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943416405319464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820004420470452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842014179583658,0.18002423512807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488003719655626,0.2152731346311167,0.0,0.08890636303548667,0.13060279468234345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760328431802917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778252387232862,0.0,0.0,0.2013822289685082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305792955477486,0.0,0.0,0.07955342022104266,0.0,0.0,0.1442338499343344 lonely,apostgradcandidate,2020/03/15,"I have no one close to me in my life And I am really tired of it. No girlfriend, no best friend, no female friends, just no one to talk with dearly. I am depressed every now and then, but no one is here to help me. I attempted to suicide a couple of times and no where there to help me. No one wants me around. All people I talk with are online and it is boring for me for a while. I am asocial as fuck and no one enjoys my company. I am not anyone's Choice #1, especially girls'. They don't like me, they don't want me, they don't need me. Fuck.. why do I even keep living then? It's better off I end my life all of a sudden.",-0.012742474916390023,1.5227831884058034,2.4876811594202906,96.13429765886292,83.05797101449275,5.405574136008919,16.412486064659973,6.297961479604792,-0.5834410256410254,472,8,118,4,13,163,75,138,0.255,0.597,0.14800000000000002,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,3,3,7,11,2,0,3,0,12,5,0,0,2,18,18,10,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,5,0,0,23,7,16,18,3,12,0,1,0,2,11,5,2,0,8,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119125405312128,0.0,0.0,0.14248079957895995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796539107919914,0.14155357027927967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709522285214294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785312060608915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175914966300884,0.0,0.0,0.10571327172849386,0.0,0.13485126816030207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731257451792935,0.29593220824705485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214559847026597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226215722949262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260998526387443,0.07819364457949766,0.0,0.1413294301329004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867701857425428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422791194204359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109603611905941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253383169098948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507163126805902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572885291165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332799252953393,0.1839569867389465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880641011271426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444226300827409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,osobakr,2020/03/15,"I am really sad Firstly i am sorry for my bad English, so i am really sad because feel alone, not just a feeling it is true i am alone whenever i ask anyone from my collage friends to hang out with they make excuses or ignore me and this just happened today, and they have been like for like 3 years literally since I have known them, the problem is when someone needs help or ask in our WhatsApp group for anyone to hang out with i am always there for them so i am feeling that i am be used by them I don’t know if it is true but even when i ask them to hang out and they make excuses i find them hanging out with someone else and upload stories, it makes me feel that i am not good enough for anyone and it really depresses me",3.1331729055258464,4.054193986928105,4.565264408793823,87.1055080213904,73.1830065359477,7.655139631610218,26.32739156268568,8.00094639256281,1.4228222222222224,572,19,124,8,11,191,81,153,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.8863,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,8,1,8,12,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,4,2,36,30,13,0,3,8,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,1,4,27,6,18,28,1,14,0,3,0,0,17,5,0,3,7,91,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029949121778752,0.0,0.0,0.12171305638166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068380008353074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102439531586941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213405548766118,0.08916827686152405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598700060750775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219453356804548,0.0,0.0,0.15114184551955134,0.0,0.09661368542781533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29584544929577306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336932915488219,0.1244219907971509,0.0,0.0,0.1130122021868048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268907288387282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935107175054242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804548297070836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038927027136629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292578512299947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929203910974877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084615389588166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996603942824115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811237756261323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100072694807107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478777624077393,0.0,0.0,0.1637436112949117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865220999846006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633519403686794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419672097175516 lonely,acrylickween,2020/03/15,"Relationship or loneliness? Do I really want to be in a relationship? Or do I want to be in one just because I'm lonely? Or do I just want to be intimate with someone? Being alone, honestly kinda grateful for it at the same time not really? Grateful, because I'm writing in my journal and getting to know more things about me. Ungrateful, because I feel like no one really wants to talk to me or be with me? Jeez, overthinking and talking to yourself is kinda hard. (BTW, no worries! I'm definitely fine haha talking to myself meaning my inner monologue)",3.4225714285714304,5.85273968571429,5.5869047619047665,73.7089285714286,75.95238095238095,8.390476190476189,32.404761904761905,9.120678840339163,3.506504761904763,437,23,72,11,10,152,62,105,0.185,0.647,0.168,-0.4713,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,22,20,6,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,10,4,16,15,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,6,2,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829785507892196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230921989920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933049598197007,0.1262142639720844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230364666942313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582630989481948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709411994761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631284546740157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244722283342267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943456830253496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395411539205348,0.0,0.0,0.3793584749065325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969331799081798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260059466520589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737279571695652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030186614309137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168220726109104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941863913813103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hollowman63,2020/03/15,"One of those days My sense of loneliness tends to ebb and flow. It's never truly gone though. I used to believe there was someone that could make me feel wanted, desired, and loved. Instead I've become a paycheck. I have grown more convinced than ever that I'll never be cared for in the way I care for those I love.",3.2948437499999983,4.763985046875,3.7832500000000016,90.73675000000004,73.53125,5.745000000000001,23.7375,5.6839178017228535,0.38031624999999947,249,7,51,1,5,78,52,64,0.105,0.667,0.228,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,3,11,14,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,8,10,1,9,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523248853022273,0.0,0.2603712710098683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712449874683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451504775539265,0.0,0.0,0.14904078749209454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904375006305848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685142202722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171546816289781,0.0,0.15426146465770035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35647810460744545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565997674202539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581081335012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705519503441235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995967436434558,0.0,0.0,0.13630913883750528,0.18343692277765775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BloodMoonWillows,2020/03/15,"Starting to think the right one is never coming. Its the equivalent of being stood up. Im kind of scared im starting to lose hope, or i might end up too broken to keep trying. I have the worst luck imaginable, i would meet someone and try my very best to treat them like the most special girl in the world. But all i get in return are cheaters, people just with me out of loneliness and pity, people using me to get back at others. All i want is someone who likes me for me. Someone i could game with on our off time, watch anime and cuddle during cold winters, travel to beautiful places and joke about the dumbest things, even sing along to songs in the car super loud and have people look at us weird. I have been alone for a long time. Friends come and go, my family grows distant as time goes on, i truly feel like the only one on this planet. I kinda just wish there was someone like me. Someone i lock eyes with in a crowd full of people and just know, as we stare at each other, that this is fate. Haha but that only happens in movies right? This is the real world, maybe the right one is just a myth for some people. Maybe this perfect image of the girl that is meant for me just doesnt exist in the real world. No matter how low i set my standards, it just wont happen for me.",3.784300802703848,4.531058965779469,4.3760139416983534,89.71270701309679,71.50950570342205,6.604900718208701,22.215673848753696,6.139981653823899,0.2738332910857624,1000,20,213,5,18,318,152,263,0.08800000000000001,0.767,0.145,0.9178,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,4,12,21,0,1,15,1,18,2,1,2,4,51,38,13,0,5,9,0,1,4,1,3,0,2,0,2,13,16,0,1,5,5,0,6,4,6,0,3,4,8,25,15,40,29,8,43,0,3,4,1,11,25,0,7,15,145,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484070089609697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783735721770882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623154941336432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439628991599418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082156680432823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965712528911188,0.0,0.0,0.06685951538658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542785883960292,0.0,0.05118344073527056,0.0723166285930489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820777188575646,0.0,0.10577391689188248,0.0,0.057529668353609086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790295015386525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054130650459132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186851809310792,0.0,0.0,0.08997525792828766,0.0,0.10541240094433836,0.05563174232330383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781770433984716,0.0,0.0,0.08958275858591509,0.08500523183789686,0.1132471820976558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339236595013727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738590898439504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807254556280199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057822175166482,0.1539754741719648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508904726446088,0.0,0.10576072779668197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043710090140035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934205661024834,0.0,0.0,0.10134594164281162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288467776668036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329806162836334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725075762172404,0.06486220972125226,0.0,0.0,0.1770789301239405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745305177575046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176368386936676,0.08742767458018595,0.0,0.08352292204734571,0.05970633996854551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640611798504395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190879579928304,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PetraZbin,2020/03/15,"Im extremely lonely F22 ,especially in this time of the quarantine here in Slovakia. I really wish I had somebody next to me. I get extremely lonely and depressed and I’m in desperate need of hug and somebody to tell me it’s gonna be alright. Now that I’m stuck at home I realized I have no friends who could be with me irl,I met great people here on reddit but I need human touch 😢",0.6888888888888864,2.90671862962963,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,84.92592592592592,7.05679012345679,23.814814814814817,8.167268648758528,1.6397999999999997,303,12,64,7,9,106,57,81,0.139,0.731,0.13,0.0828,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,4,10,7,0,8,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779173417551302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457315995254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204248777679641,0.0,0.14905937184855572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145482606498253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618280436758337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30817688008560495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230980549870898,0.0,0.0,0.3034236485203859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977936148228702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277281178785235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493679489683007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636284172570928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32808509575976824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LobsterLaws,2020/03/15,"I don’t know what you are I don’t know what you are. You’re the part of me that eats me up. You’re the pit that swallows up all my happiness. I once saw this musicians girlfriend speaking about him after he OD’d, and what she said perfectly described you, A sadness that can’t be filled. But I try to fill it and you maybe fill a little, sometimes I forget you’re there. You tell me how alone I am and how I shouldn’t be. And sometimes I utilize you well. But in the moments when I’m alone and there’s no one around, you destroy me. You’re killing me. I am not alone. Why do you tell me I am? I have many people who love me but you ignore that so dearly. When I have 5, 15, 30 friends it won’t matter. I will ALWAYS be alone to you. But fuck you. Fuck you for making me feel this way. I will use the hole you’ve eternally dug inside of me to fill my life with more and more. Even if I’m scrambling to find new things, I will do it. I will eternally search to make you satisfied, to make me satisfied. I won’t give up, I won’t get trapped in the pit like you so desperately want me to. I’ll use the dirt and rock you’re throwing out to grow gardens. I’ll use the kicked up sand for castles. Because fuck you. I will get through this. I’ve grown more through this pain than without it. Because of your push to not FEEL lonely, I’m NOT lonely. So, again, fuck you. I will move on.",-0.2363933452168752,1.817224252525253,1.444374133491781,100.26564616755793,87.61952861952862,4.5715587244999005,18.83630421865716,5.900188976854957,-0.4457719548425434,1061,30,260,8,34,343,137,297,0.17800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.115,-0.9685,0,9,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,17,0,1,15,18,6,0,9,0,25,9,0,8,2,39,49,19,1,3,9,0,3,1,2,10,2,2,1,0,17,10,2,1,5,2,0,9,12,11,1,1,2,6,52,7,30,34,5,28,0,3,1,5,29,10,4,1,9,167,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709285235995025,0.0,0.0,0.09458599408915233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119408851586026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858940624606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631702813661815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508070005366603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495412550747712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389610827406147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782436170630631,0.4203596577860397,0.1187800970698325,0.10904659706577596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100824009532912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576359815737634,0.0,0.12494467346009873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029140968102315,0.055535444876348594,0.11393135559970953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259535313322588,0.0,0.2276351215276305,0.11524774019665544,0.11420095653408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081762534334095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978719666464436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105925348250712,0.0770285419131488,0.0,0.12095730388425803,0.0,0.0,0.12309802053352514,0.0,0.07880733856950445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813014210144742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485327019667997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987124245676659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552005024540406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717728203805095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453388826960925,0.0,0.0,0.06704795535176516,0.09022924444503587,0.0,0.0,0.10220670721006626,0.0,0.10257323411627156,0.0,0.0,0.10957781838565156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,biggayballsack,2020/03/15,"I am lonely, not because i dont know anybody, but because i have no one to reach out to. I am lonely, not because I don't know anybody, but because I have no one to reach out to. It's not that I don't have ""friend"" groups or aren't in touch with anyone, it's because of im not close enough with anyone to actually form anything meaningful. I have no one to reach out to when im painfully sad or so lonely it feels like there's an empty hole in my torso. There's nothing to fill that void. I spent so much of my life screaming for help, and people just walked along by with earplugs in. When I was in school, I told a teacher that I didn't want to go home and that my dad hit me and got drunk all the time. My teacher told me there was nothing she could do. That seems to be a common theme in my life, honestly. I always overshare with anyone willing to listen and end up telling them about suicidal thoughts and how lonely i am only for them to end up never reaching out afterwards, even if they say they will try. I've stopped messaging other people first and surprise surprise no ones reached out to me in months. If they do, they either just want to send me a shitty meme and not have a conversation, or, they need something from me. No one cares enough to check in on me. Fuck.",4.100296329057939,4.412982616541356,4.752202565236622,88.86075409111015,70.57894736842105,7.311455108359133,27.67713401149933,6.794906146795322,1.1061882352941168,1000,32,220,7,17,321,131,266,0.221,0.685,0.094,-0.9903,0,9,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,7,1,12,14,1,0,6,0,21,5,0,1,2,47,38,19,1,6,15,1,2,1,1,2,3,3,1,0,9,18,1,1,6,1,2,4,16,8,0,6,8,5,33,6,42,25,6,31,0,5,0,1,20,16,1,6,12,159,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.11366685153598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691998669643913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433479729295815,0.0,0.095852418697047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502305439046294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875825996355213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299912610739168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651270045841948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633191438554999,0.24070820489620265,0.0,0.0769333823726783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058895359837230016,0.08321273056322631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907710849845304,0.0,0.0,0.08999150508663589,0.10768310052845104,0.0,0.0,0.06619778722041791,0.0,0.09315901965980382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807352134325872,0.0,0.11683808813115792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516349474944609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802779318605798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645453416874449,0.05690583083075964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297254908036948,0.0,0.08562558011571128,0.08636781644855286,0.08983590392275438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235297785651981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394646444717373,0.08858764501950442,0.12394203175841985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150395794410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092628898026588,0.0,0.11788312190857216,0.0,0.1060382467325376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967134305232337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738178795140053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740928864207826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180791422122452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247143706373667,0.06791993113021585,0.0,0.0,0.22260164562551324,0.0,0.07908169936179886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740484525841198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlimeWRLD,2020/03/15,fuck love that’s all i have to say for now..,-4.549999999999997,-3.5407564545454515,-1.6449999999999996,116.6525,113.54545454545456,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-3.2254,33,0,11,0,2,11,11,11,0.23800000000000002,0.47600000000000003,0.28600000000000003,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093675472728334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949027461831787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241773697083875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_papa_juicy_,2020/03/15,"I miss being around girls After leaving school and my part time job for a trade at 18 (now 20) I work with two guys all day, and the only mates I have left are guys. I have hobbies but they’re mostly guy dominated (cars & camping) so there’s limited interactions with girls in that too. I don’t really post online, and I don’t take pictures of myself, or really get my picture taken so tinder doesn’t really help me meet with girls. I’ve tried just dm’ing girls on insta but it’s usually just met with no reply or replies that seem like they’re not interested (which i don’t help with cause I’m so blunt through text). As much as id like a relationship, that’s not even what I want, I’d like to just have friendships with girls again. It’s been that long without female attention that all someone has to do is like a post I share or follow me on social media and I start thinking weddings bells aha. Atm I’m just really lost on how I’m supposed to even meet girls.",2.468102941176472,4.1747072749999985,3.8662352941176468,88.29782352941179,76.25,7.105882352941178,21.764705882352942,7.928766900206844,0.8686588235294117,765,20,164,12,17,252,122,200,0.073,0.79,0.13699999999999998,0.9403,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,15,8,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,33,27,15,0,1,12,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,8,2,0,1,4,0,15,6,22,22,5,19,0,2,0,0,20,7,0,5,12,95,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526438990058125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756647740697724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720753066464135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241599021169418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929525563333446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486780498488557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256655724446181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921005774746135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220213077929486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173293390859044,0.15569476601111326,0.0,0.0,0.28003458217798155,0.0,0.0,0.12681509197912832,0.0,0.0,0.15642776934064093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534124184375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089853350570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551788358938811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744816314201265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36720399555621,0.0,0.0,0.15384948126905565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502622274192,0.0,0.13045401360953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460752686918021,0.1214167645945192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014277588270702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107743002610107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182020314636072,0.0,0.0,0.08355879027657709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729060412353913,0.0,0.13998228575783644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782358636428928,0.0,0.08452145384188561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813510747921026,0.0,0.10432336744201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keith0622,2020/03/15,Seeing couples out and about makes me lonely and sad I would out hiking with my dog and seeing couplers laughing and holding hands made me sad and lonely for something i want so bad,15.851999999999995,8.049219342857146,13.231428571428573,62.53857142857144,55.57142857142857,14.0,49.28571428571429,3.1291,4.494142857142856,147,5,25,0,1,45,25,35,0.34,0.563,0.09699999999999999,-0.904,0,4,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,13,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,4,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101478528879649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110058297473878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514779385715592,0.2479478526095639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920001142622169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596277159191463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909268358636225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386965024867604,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,6butterboy9,2020/03/15,"Feeling alone since recent breakup and it keeps getting worse. I've always had trouble being close to people, making friends and just being around people in general. Been depressed ever since I was a teenager, which also has gotten worse over time. Even though I do have a small circle of friends, my now ex is the only person I can confidently say I've actually felt a closeness with. But after a year in a relationship I thought was going to last, she broke up with me. We were in a long distance relationship and she couldn't deal with me not being there physically the majority of the time. I completely undersand her, but that doesn't make it any easier. Prior to that relationship, before I met with her in person for the first time, I had a period of 2 years where I only went outside to walk my dog. Only ever occasionally talking to my friends online. I'm so terrified that I'm going to end up the same way again now. Barely being able to talk to the people I call my friends and never seeing anyone I care about. I live in the middle of nowhere, still with my mum at the age of 22. I don't have a job, dropped out of school. There's nothing I can do even on those slightly better days to try and be different. My circle of friends keeps shrinking as I talk to less and less people. Even my ex was a part of it for years before we figured out we fancied each other. But it keeps getting worse now again. I feel so trapped, alone, scared. And I don't know what to do. I don't have the energy to try anymore.",4.313394625176805,5.279887458745876,5.458925035360682,81.62366336633663,70.45214521452145,7.883639792550683,27.299858557284303,8.11559375814309,1.692506647807638,1192,39,235,16,21,396,157,303,0.132,0.7809999999999999,0.086,-0.9363,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,0,2,21,11,0,1,18,0,27,0,0,2,3,43,48,15,0,1,5,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,11,21,0,3,6,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,12,5,33,7,43,30,6,49,0,2,1,0,27,18,0,0,25,169,44,2,0.08966779247006086,0.0,0.08750283071621189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857375812153716,0.0,0.07170730124222655,0.07461078647217938,0.0,0.0,0.06097717371926411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892635567570853,0.06269780537508718,0.0,0.0,0.07982334597432293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526013740940846,0.0,0.0,0.07930387566390476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156084157214536,0.0,0.09142229046832608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401497440371563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782830811180041,0.092443556737078,0.07723073826296001,0.0,0.0,0.09368375831444066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941904931762579,0.0,0.0,0.17767419374815047,0.1622193037343412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067746017714184,0.0,0.08609514255887891,0.0,0.0,0.07627137846822075,0.0,0.0,0.34638557015896304,0.0,0.09369544132790786,0.0,0.10192054571164792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898144805918047,0.23910256180075976,0.0,0.0,0.04927907372618463,0.07309121866393653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917830354117637,0.07935317465512988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970789551117045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915732939697268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603866522875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045891902768795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710148118248857,0.0,0.24865742828300544,0.15658891547373965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853612746109904,0.2888089556348817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130742757385204,0.08977310293540207,0.09074859311466983,0.07145362127041155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483482490652689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160881489520007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621472509547213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809815083358566,0.071186211231615,0.15685803263573442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175709027737702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117411997054562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312294196291756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741374231824491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732293554299882 lonely,123sadkid123,2020/03/15,"This sub was really nice to me when I needed it and I want to return the favour :) Hi, I’m not the best with my words so if it’s a really deep issue that you want to share with someone I may not be the best candidate but I’ll try. I’ve found that when I feel lonely sometimes it helps to just have someone to do something with, even if it’s just playing some lame online games or something. Maybe that could help someone else on here, if that’s the case for you then feel free to drop me a message :D",2.371944444444445,3.2947839722222203,3.5509259259259283,93.6491666666667,75.01851851851852,6.511111111111113,21.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.2149777777777775,391,9,92,3,8,127,69,108,0.113,0.653,0.23399999999999999,0.9198,0,2,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,23,13,10,0,7,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,8,11,8,3,7,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,6,4,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104298539464112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612868325088858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335475661688345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915721029478253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977492771352642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440762562819407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621425941144257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410067580676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964536418599671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499591578737675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505453373168747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970600201968787,0.30108387685129456,0.19340137401159013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276384528971338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067784032416705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tlozbotw,2020/03/15,"idk if i can do this anymore I just feel so defeated, I'm not sure how much longer I can go on with feeling alone :/",-1.1551282051282037,0.6863132307692368,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,89.76923076923076,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,-0.07785641025641032,88,3,23,1,3,30,22,26,0.38799999999999996,0.562,0.05,-0.8501,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712338128472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512291521561777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601145876776792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585820653467109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344709888732004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288239559111213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-Gorlami-,2020/03/15,"(M20, Bristol, UK) Let's go do something together Hi, I used to be very lonely and friendless during my teenage years. I know how much it sucks and i want to try and help someone out of that dark place. So if you're in or near bristol and need someone to do something with but don't have anyone, im here and more than happy to get a drink or go to the cinema. Have a great day and remember, you're not alone.",1.8918719211822648,3.1753104367816114,3.362889983579638,93.08896551724138,76.816091954023,6.3507389162561605,23.922824302134647,6.868970318607317,0.6173100164203609,316,10,73,3,7,104,64,87,0.061,0.76,0.179,0.9136,0,3,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,19,15,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,11,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,3,2,43,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508727317947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196147116669895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401592084950728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289965566865146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354541854075388,0.0,0.2470261275621766,0.0,0.0,0.2396059601206257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135073311863485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456710295946233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347525848254324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943831999164015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223359951953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976180144677904,0.16114667981459593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270625208126445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619136081123025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682842673571657,0.3346209225054379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475521069105767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187702454328112,0.0,0.17931916336815626,0.1281862591548847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995273328902327 lonely,MentionedLyric7,2020/03/15,"Hi, I'm 21(M) Hello r/lonely, I've been in a decent bit of relationships and they've been good and bad. I recently became single as my last girl I was with just texted me one morning last month ""that I dont love you anymore and I'm already gone so the house is empty and all thats there is yours"". This was a aweful morning for me as you can imagine cause well it was out of the blue and me and her went so well together. Now I know I am still young and there's lots of beautiful women out there that are looking for a a guy like me. Though despite all that, tonight or rather this morning for me since I haven't slept yet, I feel so alone in my head and in my arms and my heart. I have had a conversation with a family member that I am a man with alot of love to give, so thats who I am and I know this cause I'd rather us hang out listen to music and cuddle, I mean sex is nice but I'd rather just enjoy each other and now that it's just me living I one house, I now have to move out and live with my parents cause it's to expensive and I just feel so alone in all this cause none seems to under stand how hurt I truly am. Thank you for taking the time to read this.",0.02667656667656715,1.7971717760617771,2.0540733590733598,98.07847861597864,84.13513513513513,5.065696465696466,16.13914463914464,6.093298490706669,-0.725955865755866,906,16,225,7,26,302,130,259,0.07200000000000001,0.836,0.092,0.5718,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,0,24,11,0,0,11,0,19,8,4,5,3,49,37,25,0,3,9,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,17,23,0,0,7,1,1,4,3,2,2,2,9,5,33,9,29,28,9,26,0,1,2,4,20,9,0,4,13,158,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448764717004765,0.1304565458649031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724052868869266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987071247081903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290634805333703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857699634032006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855066142597344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144544616184957,0.0,0.11954918528411045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340551528418386,0.0,0.0991556824108256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705444495877905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132581405917345,0.0,0.0,0.1400889455744277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27281548981153697,0.1265548559392732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993908528121895,0.1927269604955051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775536249828856,0.0,0.2087773888248309,0.0,0.09927337890069436,0.0,0.0,0.10050474935677328,0.21339279172220715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877410142539067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436051097287854,0.1256470667233063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021520565159567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312671422993858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182500306168215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672605171679355,0.12692193216651396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762126287083887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779118360522764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440907876288156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888525301415517,0.0,0.0,0.10883928734242973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614862322584972,0.0,0.06893388930478507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220174527797724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258442919893775,0.10958930665539528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pixelsnshit,2020/03/15,"Group of friends just ghosted me Today, I realized that my group of friends just left me. Not sure why, although one of them was telling me, a couple of days ago, how “secretive” I was about my life. Anyways, they created a new group chat, and decided to grab a bite together. This really sucks man, and oddly enough I had a feeling that I was being a burden to them.",6.0829166666666685,5.6665392361111175,6.671666666666668,79.29,66.3611111111111,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3200166666666666,283,12,57,6,4,93,49,72,0.10400000000000001,0.763,0.132,0.2605,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,7,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,12,3,7,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,0,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460091706811881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707613773656,0.0,0.17898066817149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867575157006541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032498045093927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288302585104542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015317283041649,0.0,0.1960241173447069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680353777251357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805812475906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778962366075227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615640314028744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256908544794026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306125314858997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042314938438986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Martel1234,2020/03/15,asked someone out a few weeks ago and it still hurts bad I've been very introverted almost all my life. Since coming to high school ive really become comfortable around this girl. She was really funny and I really started to like her. When she rejected me it kinda broke me. I just returned into the shell that i was in before i met her and became awkward again with everybody. It has started to hit how far ive fallen since it and it hurts to see it.,2.1550061050061093,4.404703010989014,3.9137728937728937,85.01178266178266,79.32967032967035,7.121367521367523,20.001221001221,8.167268648758528,1.0714019536019537,358,9,70,7,9,120,64,91,0.192,0.715,0.09300000000000001,-0.8431,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,4,1,13,2,9,8,2,16,0,4,1,0,7,6,0,2,9,47,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736791323998616,0.0,0.19619447365698928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744182444951029,0.18316705640400574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359243268386225,0.0,0.21638805704171105,0.16672104790992182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687753832882396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700962128858927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194918413897139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383903638047618,0.09572095509382568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765511769532409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982904889323058,0.15612995211716746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241487920615315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660099060765702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773589425261133,0.0,0.15646905841823822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166184714921172,0.0,0.0,0.15716233105452165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,00JayXD2,2020/03/15,Its gonna be only me now isnt it? My friends are plastic. I lied about having a girlfriend to hope maybe just maybe with me acting on it it would work but it didn't. Mom and dad dont trust or believe me. Sister is gone. Brother different. It's only me. Me alone here. It wont stop. I know that now. I know that now. I'm empty. They won. I lost. It's done.,-3.092624999999998,-1.9472610124999985,-0.06999999999999673,104.47000000000004,115.375,2.5,12.5,4.557286568694721,-1.6447499999999995,269,6,69,1,16,92,56,80,0.18,0.706,0.114,-0.5343,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,18,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,11,4,4,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,44,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578989816579385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564979023343225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785906641194784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297798533957556,0.2668189893587893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589163760925086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261204305155118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023493252296314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485207309706136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574355650541834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666358032012698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462954850999952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903362116190712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574115736156506,0.0,0.0,0.1617250504223692,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_Regular_Boat,2020/03/15,"See... It's not that bad ""Avoid all social contact"".... Lmao we have nothing to worry about guys/gals.",0.32877192982456194,2.7374583684210516,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,96.89473684210527,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.032382456140351,75,2,15,0,3,23,19,19,0.0,0.541,0.45899999999999996,0.8763,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015655514558055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614757518080113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832476190500687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902586676468007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884188158403226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grandinbby,2020/03/15,"feeling numb and disconnected :( does anyone have any tips to think positive? COVD just made my college close for the rest of the year last minute so i didn’t get to say goodbye to some friends i’ll never see again, and my apartment is going to be empty bc all my roommates moved out. i flew home yesterday and didn’t realize how much i missed my parents and brother and it’s making me so sad thinking about in a week flying back and not see them for another three months. home doesn’t feel the same anymore and my apartment and college is going to be completely empty and lonely for 3 months. growing up and being an adult and living 500 miles from my family and only seeing them a couple times a year is really affecting my mental health. i was listening to the frights earlier and the lyric “growing up is suicide and it’s making me insane” sum it up lol. ik it’s not true but sometimes i feel like the loneliest person on earth and tonight is one of those nights lmao",3.2287775735294133,5.313262484375001,4.117830882352944,85.65584558823531,75.19791666666666,6.809313725490195,25.87745098039216,7.724431198458867,1.5098348039215694,775,28,147,11,17,249,121,192,0.124,0.782,0.094,-0.4667,1,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,1,10,1,13,2,0,5,3,37,30,19,1,0,4,2,3,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,5,17,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,5,8,16,3,19,22,5,29,0,3,3,0,9,10,0,1,14,95,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131557375116353,0.15622478789626298,0.0,0.0,0.147754056105721,0.10417445967176588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456102045988024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620896299272355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485015051487928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037863304325792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404507203191515,0.0,0.22599536048789534,0.1064356122043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510619675930354,0.0,0.07783902415443096,0.0,0.16934432896723497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836512734713912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988901663208901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144345668105275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278702310902672,0.0,0.1315573478175774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097413438586215,0.1988985939574133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014282359868628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378383719075784,0.15834851611297088,0.10952183612153228,0.0,0.11490717066046816,0.0,0.0,0.13981324744078338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095675424533718,0.11331054957066955,0.0,0.0,0.16543129688233574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008880902988038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544423228874456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184796292892459,0.0,0.0,0.3561676047305718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473509414607759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296647815012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909283973803484,0.0,0.0,0.08687492168317984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950756457790356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918841698232484 lonely,justthinkofacoolname,2020/03/15,"Not even on r/needafreind I can find someone So, I participated in those questionnaires and wrote some comments, and still nobody wants to even talk to me. My interests are probably so wierd that I will be forever alone",3.4117499999999983,6.5191266750000025,3.7550000000000026,82.39,82.25,8.200000000000001,28.0,8.841846274778883,2.8593500000000005,177,8,32,5,5,55,34,40,0.053,0.895,0.053,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869214918348216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934988647656918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414500094576517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027879193087171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165374393058316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834554005144315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002735488179256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035016873381755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,simplyleen,2020/03/15,"I’m a total loner I have no other friends that I text besides my boyfriend. All of my childhood friends have gone their separate ways. The people I’ve met in college who I consider my “friends” never reach out to me except about school related stuff. I understand they’re probably too focused on their own lives, so they probably don’t have time to hangout and chat idk. Also seeing people post pictures of their friend groups and how strong their friendships are makes me sad that I don’t have same. Is it always going to be like this?",6.8164401294498385,7.022615902912621,6.3418932038834965,80.17005663430425,64.72815533980582,9.196763754045307,33.671521035598715,8.841846274778883,2.7550724919093854,430,17,79,6,6,133,76,103,0.08900000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.209,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,3,11,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,15,6,10,13,4,10,0,1,1,0,13,3,0,0,4,55,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751007292934274,0.16388778011391927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086879910106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119377825544673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622545986930137,0.0,0.1739206489317473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147335784183206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519088824737579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730966650869797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188634710782192,0.0,0.42471570766178296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933559445282328,0.15695284723308742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547384145400576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148498582989418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504391007983067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633890319443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwmeaway739199478,2020/03/15,"I’m going to give good morning and goodnight message, how are you, etc. to those who need it! Hello, I’m struggling with depression and loneliness and I thought maybe it’d be nice to give out texts to those who feel lonely. This is PG-13!! If you’re interested let me know :)",1.8227777777777767,4.322238314814818,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,82.51851851851852,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.9618370370370366,215,8,44,3,6,68,41,54,0.192,0.636,0.17300000000000001,-0.3129,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,3,6,10,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311854290522096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277540513957061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859463414835844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638332378095807,0.16701886193809726,0.2464927270989237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150884502515622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005123647644645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952421112450045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179084077732819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072273414105393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333080126793426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harry4354,2020/03/15,feel like shit like after school I’m at my locker and I’m just packing all my stuff up and my ‘friends’ start making plans and shit right in front of me who hasn’t had human contact in a damn year. They laughing and I’m just standing there wanting to bawl my eyes out,0.8378947368421059,2.953664982456143,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,83.3859649122807,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.6750210526315792,212,6,48,0,6,66,43,57,0.154,0.718,0.128,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,1,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,4,8,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,5,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037908376899284,0.21246927117174697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977769588846855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905983332165143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852302448389494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398592653906743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009941006122107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105727676182123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050784105157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34046250648973064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541971721105334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152184530801095 lonely,in__rain__bows,2020/03/15,"Today is my birthday and I'm very lonely Hello, today I am having a lonely birthday again. I've never had a lot of friends so since I remember birthdays are very sad to me and remind me how awful and boring i must be as a person. In the past I used to have a lot of acquaintances so my lack of friendships wasn't that much of a problem, but these years I've isolated myself from everyone and I just don't know what to do with this feeling of loneliness anymore. I wish I could have a group of friends who truly love me and support me, but I feel like I'm not made for that or that I don't deserve it. No one congratulated me today, I think I can't keep living like this anymore :(",4.036249999999999,4.154438458333335,5.645833333333332,83.08250000000002,70.66666666666666,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.6616583333333326,534,18,113,6,9,183,87,144,0.15,0.625,0.22399999999999998,0.9407,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,7,1,15,1,0,3,2,28,27,12,0,5,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,2,19,6,14,21,4,8,0,3,0,1,7,1,0,3,9,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32186620455868226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956330808847674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506062691318115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641021366751582,0.11592922533913773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507463798191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423739261979515,0.0,0.0,0.08918204453501097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855864459290747,0.0,0.14329171509698582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759206443147523,0.1464594383870952,0.15354843979124494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929072757066142,0.0,0.1251564115119734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099616760783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490975965711842,0.0,0.14169218876822962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527516942922925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382583500453495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423547922533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841476403932536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039792074528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614529100171989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015341677940726,0.0,0.267787584664606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660813349973485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449971913412537 lonely,Wicked2908,2020/03/15,"We are never really alone Been lonely for a long ass time now probably been the most of my life,what I realized is that we are never really alone,we always have our self and we always tend to ignore that. Discovering your self to the fullest is the best thing you can do. Know how much awesome you are,work on youself and if you are able to notice that, the vibe you'll radiate from yourself will be epic and people will start to notice you and that's the second best thing,for the world to notice you.",9.744411764705884,6.039504127450986,9.278529411764703,73.95838235294121,61.647058823529406,12.55294117647059,33.34313725490196,10.125756701596842,2.9152666666666667,399,8,82,6,4,129,63,102,0.08,0.789,0.131,0.7713,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,7,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,0,14,1,1,1,2,15,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,13,2,9,11,4,8,0,1,0,1,13,2,1,2,6,61,18,0,0.16622534708666026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215932864004924,0.0,0.0,0.276625609622043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34888649295700913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135310359044686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740987851484393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710420136507216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219475624226413,0.0,0.2564064702816581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677459781770352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152397259468042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921903857983207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129764275739757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468185788250685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765515622510428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208654689206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692733663506288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101403241341754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asapj420,2020/03/15,"It’s a never ending hell hole Honestly I don’t know what is happening. Every day is the same depressing shit over and over again. I don’t have a social life the only time I get it is at work and school (I barley go). I have people who care and worry about me but shut them out/distant myself because I don’t wanna hurt them. The only way for me to cope is to smoke and get high, even still every night is a living hell. I’m afraid my girlfriend is gonna leave me because of how I am. I’m never gonna get a real job/ find my place In the world and I just feel like a burden to my family and friends around me. I think about how my life used to be so much better back when I was a kid and how I wanna go back in time because now Im just barley pulling through each day",1.1541344537815093,2.376662329411765,3.1668907563025246,93.9852941176471,78.6470588235294,5.798319327731093,18.613445378151265,6.1826913282559595,-0.28159663865546225,596,11,142,4,14,202,98,170,0.09300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.136,0.8517,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,16,12,3,1,10,0,14,3,1,4,2,26,29,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,1,22,5,17,25,3,28,2,2,0,0,7,10,3,0,15,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275606541998178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220366087794456,0.0,0.2620492301258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267305214632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460961957713069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482354313693528,0.0,0.12341757134970364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691457321449212,0.0,0.0,0.09464330730272713,0.0,0.2414601270772677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508336273717006,0.0,0.07245296473224075,0.10236815004498402,0.0,0.0,0.13096669711271938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070738615509157,0.0,0.22459316216536146,0.0,0.162872795279245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671303428095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139633352960605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339752407799434,0.0,0.1547804277501882,0.0,0.14219563947779562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874977935521807,0.0,0.0,0.15172600754106022,0.0,0.0,0.20242338056993625,0.0700054497609773,0.0,0.12652985257462304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053364331833084,0.0,0.22103193177163613,0.0,0.0,0.1344702510360123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179607200991436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934093790564602,0.0,0.14971010489001288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309817105656044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501960252510646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708763376516362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606860058770646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443353022865888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918160116998678,0.0,0.0,0.16710995190093048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375866358306382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373887168873625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431860524592412,0.14552043163854544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sunshinydays1,2020/03/15,"Married but very lonely As I write this, I have no clue where my husband is, but I am home with our Special Needs toddler. This is getting to be my new normal for Saturday nights. He goes out and does whatever and I am here, lonely.",1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,82.61702127659575,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.8775310638297866,180,7,37,2,5,59,37,47,0.193,0.74,0.067,-0.767,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,7,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558117887032229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242777109123606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078453739776312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014831461428018,0.0,0.3926895171354228,0.0,0.381559466418136,0.398374268468092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354813490301284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,everyoneelseleaves,2020/03/15,"Alone in a crowd I'm that guy in your friend group. The really really smart one who can figure shit out or come up with ideas but can't remember when his doctor appointments are. The strong one who holds everyone else up and supports them and gives advice then goes home, cuddles a plush fox and cries himself to sleep. The guy who has a hundred stories about how his ex-wife abused and mistreated and hurt him and is terrified of opening up and trusting someone in a relationship (but nobody wants him so it doesn't matter). I'm not a weeb or incel. I have kids. I can get sex if I want it. That's not the issue. The issue is that I have nobody to lean on. I have to be strong for everyone else and I can't keep doing this bullshit. It's so crushingly horrible to see your friends in happy relationships while even the local abusive racist has a great woman and you're stuck visiting ""massage parlors"" just for some goddamn human warmth and contact. I'm a bit overweight but not huge. I'm maybe a 6 or 7 out of 10. Successful musician and a heart of gold, even if it is [very very] tarnished. Why I am so unlovable? Why am I so unwanted? Why do I have to cry myself to sleep out of loneliness every goddamn night? Why am I not good enough?",2.8913809523809526,4.645283380000002,4.156857142857142,86.46366666666668,75.2,7.481904761904763,25.50476190476191,8.269060116576782,1.5922761904761908,975,34,199,17,21,320,146,250,0.264,0.5920000000000001,0.145,-0.9915,0,1,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,10,14,1,0,15,0,21,8,4,1,0,41,34,27,0,5,13,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,11,17,1,2,3,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,1,1,19,11,25,32,3,20,0,1,1,2,25,14,1,6,4,129,30,2,0.0,0.2615991801746507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787635923086067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433554812256175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052234897796232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950952026629798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425266446591617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299358629159165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444110328666347,0.0,0.0,0.1140671678446442,0.0,0.14582922993829248,0.0,0.09301224089689428,0.21097360835712836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058124162798555,0.0,0.057676640186187,0.1059005927363946,0.0,0.092593781829521,0.0,0.12171047432779533,0.0,0.2186160888648281,0.0,0.1175171412671732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081817348099875,0.0,0.0,0.11073481949027134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817973953077406,0.12462210513519205,0.0,0.23044663410469926,0.0,0.09812382352246006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109062484611802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359788619530574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961252282457232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144325942841118,0.0,0.0,0.2370450469538472,0.1250556008066549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797023090142754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133185059605442,0.0,0.0,0.220948720486196,0.0,0.09353701561709753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527452306112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821742699439886,0.13022723137765302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984559476074224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,m00nlover,2020/03/15,"Survival mother fuckers For all of you lonely mother fuckers , you know that we are the only one we will be alive in this world 🌎 , no viruses , no corona , no 😷 🤒 🤧, we are the one and only , we are going to to rebuild earth after this 😂😂🤣😆.",7.905094339622643,3.1629407358490584,9.439339622641512,74.58655660377359,66.16981132075472,10.6,35.93396226415094,3.1291,2.31146037735849,181,5,40,0,2,66,37,53,0.284,0.672,0.044000000000000004,-0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,6,5,1,4,0,1,0,2,8,2,2,0,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006885349587344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148908133922593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201732881017702,0.6960621568032074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zacharywyatt,2020/03/15,"I don’t want to hate people but I do. Humans are social creatures, we need people in our life right? So why do I hate them so much? I want to like my friends but I end up finding them annoying. I want to like the girl I’m talking too but I find myself wanting the solace that comes with being alone. When I’m alone I’m left wanting companionship, yet when I speak to people I end up regretting any time spent with them. I always feel guilty for talking to people because I feel like I’m leading them on because I know I will inevitably not like them.",1.6415550239234449,3.6774012894736856,3.0465550239234465,91.67906698564596,79.96491228070175,5.1980861244019145,22.64433811802233,6.1124844417494595,0.34955438596491284,433,14,91,3,11,141,63,114,0.187,0.644,0.16899999999999998,-0.6553,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,5,1,6,9,3,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,21,23,7,0,7,4,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,3,22,5,12,20,1,14,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,10,54,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960138085903817,0.0,0.0,0.11890874706688455,0.0,0.0,0.0971805776278887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422762019004434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310035496907785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531435491870415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451453585590793,0.10209165176919106,0.0,0.0,0.2612259072595797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040836344757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821790084857533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853707473760775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552671435323704,0.0,0.10093831562847988,0.2792654549604608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105051917519593,0.10596254901443776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962904647444097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204043729948005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567406658282073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297239069947799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332929240754612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214465598765196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289499028774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bodybuilder252019,2020/03/15,"Lately I have been feeling very lonely, maybe depressed. I really have nobody to talk to...I wish I had a girlfriend. I wish I had a girlfriend that I can cuddle with and hug, its really hard being lonely and the last few days have been tough. I'm a 25, almost 26 year old guy and I have never been in a relationship. I live by myself and my life consists of work, school and the gym. I'm currently in nursing school with lots of girls, I do like one of them and have liked her ever since I laid my eyes on her (she is single as well). I don't know if you want to call it lust or love but she is the sweetest girl I have ever met, she is really nice and loves to work with kids; I just think she is great overall. I would do anything to be with her but I'm not really sure what is stopping me from asking her out; is it fear of rejection, me being not ready for a relationship; the awkwardness of her saying no and then having to be around each other for one more year. Idk I've been feeling very lonely lately and I'm hoping not to fall into depression (I've never been diagnosed but I think I've been depressed before) I did have thoughts of suicide and sometimes it just gives me a reason to tell myself I'm only here for a short period of time and I just want to be with this girl. IDK why I'm feeling like this, any advice and opinions??? thank you",2.8166464748443545,3.8609287632508864,4.342746087834428,87.92981154299177,74.08833922261483,7.0865892646811375,21.95675584721521,7.447530270364453,0.6641554433787644,1052,24,228,12,21,352,142,283,0.17600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9218,1,6,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,2,1,2,8,22,0,2,11,0,33,8,1,1,5,55,57,19,1,7,11,0,4,3,2,1,2,1,0,5,9,21,0,1,8,1,0,1,7,10,1,2,11,6,36,12,32,40,5,24,0,7,1,5,30,7,0,6,19,159,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365856673388402,0.0,0.0,0.1062221761198427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213693702854161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729346954190198,0.09443224949171546,0.09916896720911457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026488964686273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831788782436597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841178044646166,0.0,0.2740954637415176,0.10766732432868244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919079384061564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936767077580625,0.1609092510130571,0.07578241696621138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176004953811092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695179013523138,0.0,0.10503427534200953,0.0,0.0,0.09502539394049436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053597680104098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582979043039442,0.08646803904645428,0.2393220696478825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492629799073257,0.15547361698034795,0.0,0.09366915434409746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018404658478754,0.1914797618291503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065699921584779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362837473378827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113114171196794,0.0,0.14376291332048452,0.08067738923459397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718261100217713,0.10906624355056264,0.0,0.2277769660914983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435778667349385,0.0,0.2147139707419252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774913339198345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491423175827637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868627684126898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603253218455613,0.0,0.09997761921348752,0.0,0.0,0.08526178490256939,0.09271718105814293,0.0976627216401616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594148726447292,0.0,0.08421438587097319,0.061855157334555974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750515483913674,0.12513555565441842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537720450414436,0.0,0.09571923990126917,0.0,0.2439698072818767,0.0,0.0,0.1544526502941838,0.0,0.0,0.07535503870714483,0.0,0.0,0.13662199958823892 lonely,DvUnit1,2020/03/15,"[VENT] I hate feeling lonely I grew up in a small town and didn't have many friends and the ones I did have I'm no longer in contact with. When I went to college I went to a big city and met people I had more in common with and became friends with them. Since moving away for financial reasons mainly, I now only really have my fiancée to talk to regularly. It just feels like I was only a ""convenient friend"" to some of these people and the distance is making the ones who still talk to me fade away. I've been trying to make friends in my new city but all of those friendships seem one-sided. (They only talk to me when I talk to them or they need something.) I guess I should be glad I had some good times and that I have my fiancée, but it just hurts. I hate feeling like this.",3.581599326599324,4.221476722222224,4.284500561167229,90.5757070707071,71.90123456790123,6.878563411896746,24.603815937149268,6.574015621080383,0.6211654320987652,607,16,135,4,11,194,93,162,0.121,0.75,0.128,0.2776,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,6,12,2,0,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,27,27,11,0,2,5,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,9,3,23,8,22,16,5,22,0,2,0,0,15,10,0,5,10,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409656371861688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194521337202842,0.1832249791969336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963021411698837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075590541135915,0.0,0.0,0.14126743777931933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532148420739729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728028759775768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530017461965018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711982953138254,0.13001212111754362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629556390840453,0.0,0.09508605993915076,0.0,0.1238520276889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068999106528384,0.2925898953070249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780668375043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215186211355732,0.1318489235738517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674208633789615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060789150302744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872305507892963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024101792714045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122879525479381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477598610308396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706445890159932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775384079312675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,defeatistvagrant,2020/03/15,"Who am I? I feel like nobody understands me anymore is it just me? Like when I talk to people I just sit there and get more and more pissed Everyone in my life lacks empathy and integrity I used to be able to talk to my friends and feel something and now I just feel like I’m treading water. nobody cares enough to know me as a person all my relationships just feel so surface level. I don’t have a relationship with my family at all and I feel like I have nobody to talk to and it really hurts. I don’t connect with anything my friends say anymore and it makes me really upset because I used to be so close to the people in my life and I felt like I could tell them anything but now I don’t have a connection with anyone.",1.7423273415326364,3.6514685165562963,3.62040208136235,88.3166390728477,79.06622516556291,6.963292336802273,22.70624408703879,7.957251820313856,1.1139343424787134,570,18,122,10,14,192,73,151,0.049,0.8320000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.7174,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,1,4,0,11,4,1,3,2,33,25,14,0,2,5,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,13,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,25,8,16,21,6,10,0,1,0,0,12,6,1,0,8,86,29,0,0.1309890156687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598118114897433,0.09159056540187503,0.0,0.2155855978157757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984968815555675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355203143451005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045840703382502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135346668756802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516561788239508,0.0,0.0,0.1234847862486028,0.0,0.3311599105082265,0.2807357368997025,0.12576999686269782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202403577146682,0.0,0.06843635431465338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022645045261234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198813735281655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850428311444464,0.31997308272489805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743618510523847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162258081896213,0.11437455600004952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782983520563005,0.0,0.0,0.2812663631151016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041677227738736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008417438060653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158520270563416,0.11449017326902405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636418488687566,0.0,0.22626490500835364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheAmazingWebSlinger,2020/03/15,"Reality is setting in There is a lot going on in my life right now and I feel like I am spiraling. Firstly, everyone in my friend group are international students at my college but two of them. They all leave in May. One of my American friends is probably moving away in May with one of the internationals because that's his boyfriend and he wants to move out of America as it is. The other American is someone I talk to but I can't see myself getting super close to. So, when they leave in May, I'm kind of fucked when it comes to friends. Secondly, I'm 25 (turning 26 in June) and I have never had a significant other, let alone been on a date or even asked on a date. That hurts. A lot. I meet these amazing people from overseas and I adore them all but they all have found significant others within the few months they've been here (some are staying from August to May, others already left in December but had somebody here they had to leave behind). I have done it all: stopped looking, actively looked, put myself out there, actually hit on people which is huge for me, stopped looking some more, tried online, and now I'm in the stopped looking stage again. Everytime I asked how they met, it was either through online or just on campus. What the fuck? That makes me question my own likeability and attractiveness since I've never been asked out on a date but they manage to snag someone? Great. Thirdly, all but one of my friends talks to me everyday and checks in on me and wants to actually hang out. The others are too caught up in their romance or are supposedly ""too busy"". That one friend does have a boyfriend but he is super sweet and actively shows he cares about me and wants to spend time with me. He leaves in May and the closer that time gets, the more distressed I become. Ever since I cut off my ex-best friend years ago from being too toxic, I never thought I'd find someone I could call, at least, a close friend. Not sure I will ever claim to have a ""best"" friend again but this guy comes pretty damn close. It kills me a little that I'm gonna lose this close contact in a couple months. Sure, we can still talk, but obviously it won't even be close to being the same. Fourthly, I feel like such a creepy loser because my little nephew's friends (who range from 13 to 15) have somewhat became my friends. Or, I see them as such. I play Fortnite with my little nephew (I'm not ashamed lol) and he often invites his friends to play so we all talk on the headset and play together. I have come to care for these kids like I do my own nephew and consider them friends. It makes me feel really lame and almost creepy because is it weird for an adult to be friends with kids? I don't know. I don't even play with my nephew's friends unless he is online with us because I feel so weird about it. Fifthly, I am turning 26. I mentioned this before. I am feeling... not old. I know I'm young. But, I see all these amazing couples around me. Hell, even my parents worked it out and got back together! And here I am. Not even having been on a date before. It fucking hurts. Badly. I want to fall in-love. I don't even really care about the sex or anything. I just want to be... comfortable and content with another person in my space. I want to begin starting a life with someone. Yes, I am young. But I also don't want to keep waiting around for my lifelong partner. But... here I am... waiting... like I always have been. It really is getting harder to keep faking smiles and happiness for my friends. Which sounds shitty. I am happy for them, seriously. But going out with the group of them and being the only single one? Damn, that's another level of pain I'm barely able to handle. This is long. I have a tendency to write a novel when I'm in my feelings. I can keep going too, oops. But I'll stop here. TL;DR: Damn near everyone in my friend group are international students so I'll be having to say goodbye soon. I am the only single one which hurts like hell. Only one friend really reaches out to me and isn't completely caught up in his significant other. I feel like my little nephew's teenage friends are my friends which makes me feel weird/borderline creepy. And, I'm turning 26, never dated, and I'm fucking lonely as all hell.",2.9198073731819214,4.832205004750595,3.8755770669963887,87.82037630559988,75.55581947743468,6.5614420980704775,24.835909283180946,7.410397764457081,1.1034191390362151,3322,112,674,41,73,1068,313,842,0.128,0.654,0.218,0.9985,1,4,0,0,0,0,126.0,3,0,13,7,45,75,12,2,31,2,71,8,0,4,17,144,145,55,1,8,27,6,8,6,20,8,3,3,0,6,38,51,0,9,14,6,2,13,15,27,0,11,16,19,93,48,104,111,24,115,3,7,7,5,75,58,10,18,47,462,131,6,0.041227873422279133,0.0,0.0804649145358101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654602224131216,0.0,0.041283759878435335,0.04269964318941168,0.04549598351750216,0.03296991548057621,0.03430489338341597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864620400155285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033927026984059167,0.07340309632516027,0.11562748888803998,0.0,0.038734944218834284,0.03170168981698097,0.03442355221817976,0.1005285158997405,0.0455329470853978,0.07016376741199945,0.0,0.08653221919804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042098268316733085,0.0,0.12610369394322254,0.0,0.0,0.1065424871636952,0.043226640890143116,0.0,0.0,0.032917102185097004,0.0912357155501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607878986157269,0.04219042852290876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338372939648374,0.07458594370149918,0.0,0.07878999967337735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676841249036814,0.08835960303178449,0.0,0.0,0.03768152940206057,0.03506840807172173,0.0,0.0452042352187526,0.6051985019819288,0.1524580185671816,0.06461958673625208,0.0,0.07029225168779125,0.0,0.032973696613709275,0.045453875995241685,0.0,0.04082207652508223,0.0,0.08777567577441464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240587358112885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993568461223996,0.045612533524118815,0.04293248585321139,0.04531552206169578,0.0,0.0,0.17461746047684262,0.04479420510443585,0.04215829384816471,0.05824093250244883,0.120851138722802,0.16528464048037428,0.0,0.03648537061320031,0.13848412067785176,0.04612344467792711,0.0,0.07010092732183253,0.0,0.0,0.08255977694716521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581539045761475,0.08763740966414682,0.0,0.0,0.1271899104041506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326171788189123,0.0,0.19555951811680827,0.09406696661031386,0.04386936410251037,0.0,0.04577867444556613,0.0,0.0,0.057164432715258964,0.035998588839124344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194356895849975,0.04445062059987623,0.0,0.0,0.04144540000443854,0.04618465367503676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564652565738232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035208378637353134,0.0,0.03278605971106844,0.0,0.0,0.09855983198037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820824586399557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972897344476398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029181301006989117,0.04394342752504188,0.032924632971247286,0.13787339297197632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771356557731521,0.0,0.0,0.13254961189095582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032730326299139856,0.04808060907661298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027991019785040244,0.1345322622046839,0.04027364168925693,0.0,0.04959205547283633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022087545279466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030014382873021814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026549398775021528 lonely,Fitzlah,2020/03/15,Missed my chance to tell my crush I liked her. Title says it all. And now because of the virus I don’t get see her beautiful smile.,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.6166095238095237,102,2,25,1,3,32,25,28,0.11199999999999999,0.5589999999999999,0.32899999999999996,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570658649516739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30602857208278783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861663412431711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658094338432425,0.0,0.0,0.4667644311744154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119685961344134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heavenlythrone,2020/03/15,"❤️offering my company and my friendship❤️ Hi everyone! How are you guys doing? If anyone here in this subreddit who desperately needs someone to talk to in daily basis, then, I am here for you... I been so very depressed, lonely and hopeless before so I truly understand the whole scope of reality and truth of feeling this way... If you just want to let out the heavy burden mental feelings you are carrying inside, then, I am here for you, I can lead you an ear... I will try to be the friend you need in life.. I want to offer you my understanding, my company, my friendship, my sympathy through chatting... you are not alone in this difficult battle, my friend... so, if this post speaks into your heart, just private message me... I use discord, or emailing, or google hangouts... Hope to hear from you... Take care, and God Bless... Hugs! Xx",3.0940084388185625,5.430680468354431,4.276227848101268,83.16518565400847,76.59493670886077,7.251308016877638,26.989029535864983,8.238735603445708,2.0065530801687763,646,26,120,12,15,211,101,158,0.128,0.696,0.17600000000000002,0.6911,0,3,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,11,0,1,9,13,1,0,4,0,11,4,2,3,1,27,24,15,0,8,8,0,2,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,5,27,7,18,20,1,11,1,3,0,1,23,6,0,6,2,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868825560023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738767726786066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502563827739316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857492963843879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691529076884994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408515021033485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842359706756956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151067143531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803913530454798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053352349159684,0.21588957555421973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095037116283166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629605146829406,0.12868233944801807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359918176622456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017507903026383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448244378907138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436438273705694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369801126532163,0.14643304475196936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369135433479846,0.0,0.0,0.3793210948975881,0.0,0.15734896148843533,0.0,0.15032133826887648,0.2149143422477636,0.1446096202313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034025501265581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoftBiCandyBottom,2020/03/15,"Been getting worse lately I'm normally ok being lonely, I'm very used to it however these past few days have been a lot worse and I don't understand why. I just wish this would pass or I could find someone I could trust enough to open up to.",0.4594117647058837,2.7389579803921578,2.0700980392156865,95.36044117647059,86.84313725490196,5.752941176470588,18.303921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.19894509803921598,191,5,43,3,6,62,40,51,0.161,0.6859999999999999,0.152,-0.128,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660306019098936,0.0,0.0,0.1478293771117687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368478415083844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950496812210406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197591558699819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258572662882476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487654531197648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245891197133996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881855830005245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942192540470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862842836228726,0.0,0.19797441212469796,0.0,0.1891323482027934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683741191753235,0.0,0.2635942553255348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671940765727638,0.16283289751577568,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i_am_nobody52806,2020/03/15,You all are better than what you say and think you are. Lonely ness doesn’t last forever. So don’t give up. I LOVE YOU ALL! You can deny it. But that doesn’t make it false.,-1.9022807017543848,-0.04773421052631477,0.2326315789473697,104.67508771929823,101.63157894736842,3.5859649122807014,8.964912280701752,5.46131890053228,-1.891329824561404,132,1,34,1,6,43,28,38,0.114,0.6970000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.6399,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,10,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092601112545261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44390691307338337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771987186213476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417645187750086,0.0,0.3088857021476278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679931844167302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965081397075009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quinnkj5,2020/03/15,"I love being alone, but I'm lonely because when I'm alone I get bad thoughts. When I am alone I get really bad and depressing thoughts, so I always have to distract myself and be around others so I don't do anything bad and it helps cheer me up. I wasn't like this before, I actually preferred being alone and spending time by myself. But ever since my depression got worse, I couldn't stand being alone because bad thoughts would just pop up in my mind all the time. It's unbearable. Has anyone felt like this or is going through something similar? If so does anyone have any tips on how to be less lonely.",2.8321487603305755,4.931659652892563,3.8157024793388414,87.29809917355374,76.43801652892563,6.383471074380165,24.223140495867767,7.348242739294969,1.098414876033058,482,16,94,6,11,155,75,121,0.376,0.556,0.068,-0.9935,0,9,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,1,0,15,1,0,1,2,21,26,14,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,6,1,14,4,9,13,2,12,0,4,0,1,2,5,0,2,7,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1194491207198654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338706582180381,0.0,0.0,0.10185033749620476,0.0,0.0,0.08323924752069897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117612451666367,0.0,0.10072846197037756,0.1089659432901516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088105299793491,0.14923327640089584,0.0,0.10415720158413393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085360787870994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071169900686023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072186486000052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175275015989192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790258315614456,0.0,0.06956528988204276,0.0,0.09789804886049576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204514640755932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960129738292148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047482709028017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359363668733345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841544771210121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125425524031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423295302570077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915264661518985,0.14275007960944402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247406279603796,0.08695263449284119,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lordofthesnoos,2020/03/15,"Hello lonely people Just wanted to take a second to say that you matter. You are making so many people happy just by existing, even if it doesn't seem like it. If I was there with you I would give you hugs and listen to what you have to say because you mean so much to many people and I want you to be happy :)",3.9472727272727286,3.7873038787878777,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,70.81818181818181,7.206060606060608,19.53030303030303,5.985473137389443,-0.006351515151515219,240,2,52,1,4,81,43,66,0.061,0.7190000000000001,0.22,0.8983,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,14,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,10,4,8,11,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,3,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273046244377589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793435705880466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033473642317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44462008970177946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202683083027274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393998018553081,0.4234543081016366,0.0,0.22748387150782826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351865440979487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343422305331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321498964512042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011665593803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701885124259982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463540325794179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835126246572733,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Curl_G,2020/03/15,"Am I desperate or really just lonely? Are they mutually exclusive? Does my personality or how I present myself intimidate people? I am a 24 y/o female, turning 25 this year and I just feel like I’ve been lonely most of my adult life. I was in boarding school since 6th grade all the way till I graduated highschool. All girls boarding school. I’ve not always had that many friends but when I do make friends we get really close. I’ve always wanted to have many friends but that’s never the case. And I just don’t understand why. When I ask some people, they say I look mean or unapproachable. Others say I have a crazy personality. Look, I am not rowdy or anything but I can be outspoken and my demeanour can come off as hmm I don’t even know the right word, kinda like I’m out there. I have major insecurity and self esteem issues. And no, don’t get me wrong, this is not to even blow my own horn but I’ve always been book smart, pretty attractive and multi talented. However, I tend not to fit anywhere. I can’t fit in with the popular people, they think I’m not cool enough and I can’t fit in with the chill crowd they think I’m too all over the place. Deep down I am a really nice person and all I want is to make friends. I’ve definitely had my fair share of “boys” but now I am completely single. Recently went through a breakup, about like 6 months ago. However ever since then, I haven’t had anyone to talk to. Literally. My phone’s been dry af! I work from home so I don’t go out much. I have a few friends but their lives are too busy now and I can’t keep hitting them up. I just don’t know what to do with myself or my life. I don’t want to feel insecure anymore. I don’t like when people judge me before getting to know me. I now have social anxiety. Even when I going to meetup with someone, I drink before I go there to curb my anxiety but I end up not being myself the entire time and for the most part things end up not working. It’s frustrating. When I do have school I always leave class as the first person and tend not to talk to people because the few times I’ve had, nothing really came out of it. No one really followed up and I felt like I was trying too much. I just need a normal social life not to feel so left out. Oh and I am a foreigner too, with a little bit of an accent, that kind of puts people off too I guess? Ughh frustrating!",1.0726053272632858,3.208348676171081,3.1370073080148586,89.71934906752927,82.60488798370672,6.3764386406293685,19.607084381614147,7.583002386737751,0.5734878079948884,1844,49,402,31,51,623,221,491,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.991,3,4,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,6,3,28,25,2,2,19,1,43,4,0,3,6,85,82,37,0,5,26,0,4,5,5,0,3,2,1,8,10,26,1,2,11,2,0,8,23,7,0,2,12,9,62,18,46,67,17,55,0,2,2,0,30,24,0,10,27,262,72,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552243755817083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601749758841898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309170258463253,0.0,0.0733052167368357,0.05168407247796606,0.0,0.06082690730113172,0.0,0.06910186531974515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505875743715298,0.0,0.1257948413302802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069757548117881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845406814245283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636724421642081,0.07749994951221219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468474845962842,0.0,0.0,0.07240994147813913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093599932269162,0.07637541057841983,0.0,0.14646327494570338,0.06686162459254359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212307342839184,0.05280589803624177,0.0709713451913265,0.0,0.0,0.06287326054178367,0.0,0.0,0.285538174842257,0.0,0.11585482023197224,0.0,0.12602519753381414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142725896776315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414418595380055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714952789979207,0.0,0.06570030141590978,0.0,0.07697256639750502,0.12186757747934734,0.0,0.0,0.07826680544816449,0.0803103956852929,0.0,0.15662803894321978,0.18055912119321088,0.0740836613058111,0.06526954419573043,0.0,0.1241423360659968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986795552216012,0.14987927609650772,0.0,0.08051663977177165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899937321702431,0.0,0.10867413248622501,0.05480808138521322,0.057008892154237364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242238780947284,0.07092478888196635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008767235267355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004426887241135,0.0,0.3074659902849661,0.2581638323119569,0.07722691609004463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519956234644534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430640784743131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367637247535571,0.0,0.07298353748177779,0.0,0.0,0.06312421022342092,0.0,0.11756259195664585,0.0,0.2244220592293192,0.0,0.0,0.07711093614605465,0.0,0.0,0.12228883628062805,0.0,0.0,0.15069694285852533,0.06262913428135332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882242082514945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049106778329183816,0.09472530176206248,0.0,0.0,0.08620250612171915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018439035429684,0.08039982839228026,0.0,0.07694958955835599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079344108690602,0.0586714056912557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852125255886955,0.06669806301620887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762405356506967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081599068600459,0.0,0.04759974456199167 lonely,ToXC_69,2020/03/15,"Don’t know how to get out of my own way. I had two serious relationships that took over my high school years. I’m 19 and I’ve been single for 8 months now. I feel like I lost social connection to people and how to start a conversation with girls because I haven’t been single in a few years. I have no idea what to do, I haven’t tried talking to any girls because I have no idea what to do. I feel like I’m stuck in an endless cycle of wanting a relationship but not knowing how to pursue one.",2.3909433962264157,3.4331969150943418,4.16051886792453,88.83341981132078,75.13207547169809,7.186792452830187,23.62735849056604,7.645422480735847,0.8535132075471692,387,11,89,5,8,131,64,106,0.08199999999999999,0.88,0.038,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,16,22,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,2,10,2,15,16,4,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512284892458114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432317991565576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606671084568216,0.2628920023441306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612974688010234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944007254779349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415415717130506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223758239017015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978123913128724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085218038341865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686298253489646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246797135095958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755890415760665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950833524507656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621267293695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755964072435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302325450122481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788813984690474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442511615581074,0.12492046681609215,0.0,0.17973629252674875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852496564309598,0.14604659608225068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697338032927304 lonely,isabtodie,2020/03/15,Feeling a little extra lonely without school Just sitting in my room jerking off 3 times a day. I get so sad when I’m not socializing but now I can’t because of the dumb coronavirus.,1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,81.97297297297297,5.8621621621621625,28.16891891891892,7.1686216300943375,1.785113513513514,146,7,27,2,4,50,34,37,0.239,0.726,0.035,-0.8077,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638205626109045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271239720941853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126582101158259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973602712163331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215322947470551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256500644061894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42872900053022384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452439551309343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054247313598848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littleshopofsnorers,2020/03/15,"Hard to connect I really wish I felt connected to others instead of drastically adrift or drastically obsessed. It’s so stupid but there’s a guy I’ve had feelings for for a year and we barely talk but I’m still pining hard despite him probably having zero interest or even hating me. It’s just hard to connect with someone in a way that Doesn’t leave me feeling stupid or alone. I kinda feel dumb now for composing but, I hope I’m not the only one. I’d really like to meet someone but it’s hard with a new baby, work, and a cacophony if mental blocks. Idk. I just got overwhelmed and my daughter took the upset mom cuddles like a champ lol",2.0476923076923086,4.307575769230773,4.103846153846156,83.45115384615386,79.76923076923076,6.76923076923077,24.615384615384606,7.882392219407189,1.5671538461538468,510,19,98,9,13,174,86,130,0.23,0.5820000000000001,0.188,-0.3056,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,8,12,4,3,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,25,14,12,0,3,11,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,4,8,10,5,11,10,0,7,0,1,0,1,7,1,1,6,6,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653530939267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062036974722666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390861752471665,0.0,0.15438858533022087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286025914320957,0.0,0.0,0.15921250475089918,0.0,0.0,0.5761635784107109,0.15875194710027898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597058913415651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025887474561324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711280215607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204371831418393,0.0,0.0,0.18832136714383144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529698328020325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089589728948514,0.12229197730910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336439607842696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601901470895465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724824622131093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841123552682282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292410719231298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786493573273534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763172657343755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490651729857788,0.0,0.0,0.11706080343145076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035468216812647 lonely,AllStrangers,2020/03/15,I’m really lonely. Should I spend$100+ USD on a professional cuddler ? I’m really lonely and touched deprived! I literally have no friends at all. Not even online ones. I found a site for professional cuddling. I even heard that sometimes people have sex. Should I do it ?,2.0422000000000007,4.86618752,3.6035,80.35925000000002,93.8,6.5,26.25,7.645422480735847,2.2792,216,10,37,5,8,71,36,50,0.23199999999999998,0.705,0.062,-0.8145,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,5,1,3,5,1,3,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956269873830921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113831714060969,0.2898755857379237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542425959243708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011374275256033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807204741176556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37107854891856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Themathhatter,2020/03/15,"Someone is always there for you Wether it’s your best friend, mom or dad, a sibling, cousins and many more people support you.",4.195,6.232968500000003,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.7043166666666663,100,4,19,0,2,29,23,24,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308465075237627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890431491372661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864139516882158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758474306166316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341776283082408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570075184514793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410612346744743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420683667833108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheGoldenSpectacle,2020/03/15,"Introvert seeking Introvert {31M} I never was a very spiritual or believer type person but within the courses of my life I am now. I'm into what the world has to offer whether good or bad. I've had quite a bit of tragedy happen to me and it would be nice to have a Bro or a sweetheart to vent with. I'm into ancient history and the beliefs that the world will convert to be more green and have free energy. Hopefully soon, I have a few things I'd like to work on but I could use another genius for conversation.",4.048315363881399,4.599846877358491,5.900619946091645,79.72915094339623,70.79245283018868,9.453369272237195,30.23719676549865,9.606745405546679,2.697074393530997,403,16,83,9,7,140,74,106,0.092,0.682,0.225,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,1,1,18,17,9,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,7,14,10,3,10,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,5,59,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854287228948634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272782493999689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667972179353303,0.0,0.0,0.29717532552802056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173320554639824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831107666255215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407083350183448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035913390022176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922651256134405,0.1329847031901483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993983998786456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767727979869915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895215422664268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808396689564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350961132311336,0.0,0.22459609538200034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816712560530508,0.0,0.0,0.1933652985821729,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,terecat-askymcask,2020/03/15,"I'm drawing live on a subreddit It fits here because I'm a sad human so yea. Dont join me if ya dont wanna, I just want online pals because I'm on self isolation and lonely lol,",1.371382113821138,1.9684020731707363,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,77.04878048780488,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.3834813008130076,139,5,32,2,3,52,31,41,0.281,0.6509999999999999,0.068,-0.7829,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40202674047859815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.772932283136595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911764948482263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34400258770218795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449589745674228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DizzyConclusion9,2020/03/15,"I just miss being in a relationship It's been several years since I've been in one and about the same since I've even got a date. My two best friends are getting married soon and I just feel so empty. I'm just super shy and it's really hard for me to talk to women. I miss college when the women would come up to me :/ Just doing my own thing out in the world doesn't seem to work anymore... Especially since none of my hobbies or things I enjoy doing are places where I can meet any.",1.5774649406688217,3.1923819999999985,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,78.51456310679612,6.131175836030206,20.182308522114347,6.937597516519254,0.192977130528587,378,9,86,4,9,126,70,103,0.109,0.757,0.135,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,18,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,2,10,4,12,13,4,13,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434095498309407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091420093406288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131159674034195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816594109755344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392880569774468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663017774230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629298166987268,0.0,0.11017910672532186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866460875826572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891222068553087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429016501873232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033073668188247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350988192605621,0.0,0.0,0.22641238673687286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198247753000847,0.0,0.23824088496390924,0.0,0.523340645007724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695019873913154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802062595048451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060047467036172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352734646967872,0.0,0.0,0.1498071948107391,0.0,0.0,0.13580351665194912 lonely,st__kr,2020/03/15,"Inner void Female. 25 years old. Recently moved to a new city with my bf. A year ago I stop hanging out with my best friends. First of all, they found new people to hanging out with and secondly they didn't approve my boyfriend. They became so judgemental by the fact that I decided living with him. Slowly, I broke away from them. For a while, it was feeling good. When I didn't spending time with my bf, I really enjoyed being all by myself. I had so many things to do, even though I didn't go out a lot. Then, we decided to move to the city my boyfriend grew up in. It's the capital of our country and I really wanted someday living here. I found a job in the field I studied. The work environment is so nice and friendly. But even if that I am living in this big city, I don't know what to do. I don't enjoy being all by myself anymore. My boyfriend is at his last year to get his degree and he doesn't enjoy going out. All of his friends are here and I feel jealous about it. Even though they are so nice to me and once in a week we hang out all together, it doesn't feel like they are my friends. I am feeling like I need to go out every night but there is no one around. My boyfriend doesn't understand how I feel and he believes that I am asking a lot from him right now. He doesn't understand why I can't stay at home every day and why I can't enjoy the same things as I did last year. I tried hang out with my coworkers outside of work but they already have their lifes and I don't fit in. Also, I am the youngest one, so that makes it even difficult. I don't know what to do. I feel so lonely here. I miss my parents and my ex best friends. Sometimes I find myself wondering what they would say about some random topic or our inner jokes we used to have...Apologies for my poor English. TL;DR Living in a big city makes me feel so lonely. No friends. Bf doesn't understand me.",1.3765720150530285,3.2352779113924086,2.8530071843995906,93.62248032842972,80.01265822784809,5.890523434827232,21.81491618200479,6.885778809224403,0.4149096818337328,1465,44,329,16,37,478,170,395,0.109,0.792,0.099,-0.591,2,5,0,0,0,0,45.0,5,0,9,6,24,24,1,0,15,0,34,1,0,4,6,69,60,30,0,4,5,2,7,2,9,1,1,1,1,0,15,27,0,1,18,1,2,10,16,6,0,4,8,8,65,18,49,49,11,56,0,4,0,0,35,24,0,7,23,233,80,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729264795790675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907858560094716,0.0657904669389676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158871358611901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323682684056902,0.07691038303698526,0.0,0.07729440703338537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926889588256548,0.1726724203966677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053056680798990064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735151962111804,0.0,0.13863031376398274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911836479537265,0.11754593962947225,0.0,0.0,0.07519234969821266,0.06997794529391711,0.0,0.180407362245909,0.38136482071243705,0.0,0.04298214218237603,0.0,0.14026605750493107,0.06900331023015313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252248640881253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163926009352633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904257506446586,0.13412038444439034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810900768845461,0.0803849280046758,0.0,0.29058003696514845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988427553219165,0.0,0.0,0.1098303548666156,0.08340782466978268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487779447061674,0.0,0.06100140008311075,0.0,0.15891177102069284,0.0,0.07720385687976776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632744665991986,0.08761376988298432,0.11149516871216483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134995718733772,0.0,0.0,0.05703494634151781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540721976635974,0.0,0.08123068454295095,0.0,0.0,0.07025725231476848,0.0,0.06542358832405379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136611661534436,0.0,0.0,0.0876877775884629,0.0,0.06878054409504031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931169841896198,0.0,0.16165769396960866,0.0,0.04797169898303071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585523150159722,0.0,0.0,0.25693470270682645,0.0,0.07105397719782176,0.0,0.0,0.04852437101937847,0.0,0.06599120670328355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846990166373486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921719044037532,0.1197855824207012,0.0,0.0,0.058441517077740514,0.0,0.0,0.2119140819013096 lonely,JudiciousJulius,2020/03/15,.1 commencement Hello? Anyone there?,7.455000000000003,-4.191521999999999,6.137500000000002,53.28625,269.0,8.5,21.25,5.985473137389443,4.49,30,1,2,1,4,9,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bearbear104,2020/03/16,"Nothing like it Nothing like having friends, but you don't fully relate to any of them so when your with any of them so you end up acting fake just to have people to spend your days with while you waste away.",3.809922480620157,4.69718611627907,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,71.55813953488372,5.7333333333333325,21.310077519379846,3.1291,-0.31125736434108564,165,3,36,0,3,50,31,43,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,9,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378686834918339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247889486005713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076285566960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285148625688891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487347056857063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145731382059435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178318012336746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319684178873966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeemoHaHaHaA,2020/03/16,"Poem like post - Bench Hi, I just felt like writing a type of poem or story or whatever you want to call it Idc. Interpret it how you like but it is how I felt when I wrote it. &#x200B; Sitting on a bench Rain hurtling itself down Crashing into the ground Silencing the world around us Slipping into a thought That we are here It is just us This is our reality Only we know it Only we can feel it Our minds race and wonder What could we do What hope is there What could things be Which is when the rain stops And we slip back Before the rain The world as it was before Tears mistaken for rain drops Wondering why we are this way Why does it hurt so much When will the pain cease Why has the world left us behind If only there was a simple answer What we keep is hope If even just a grain of sand on a beach That is how we continue",1.3907505070993906,3.4086143563218414,2.5753279242731573,94.82893509127793,80.72413793103449,5.703313049357674,18.28127112914131,6.794906146795322,-0.10423353617309017,654,14,147,7,17,209,99,174,0.114,0.8109999999999999,0.075,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,13,2,0,0,16,7,0,0,13,0,18,1,0,3,0,43,30,15,0,7,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,20,13,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,18,5,12,20,1,21,0,1,0,0,19,11,0,8,9,104,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621028174408187,0.15275539003034025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191146817264748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666574922824174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139454768724668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836731011949887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074364259539149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001253476870172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303243299749688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356440947648959,0.0,0.2414089183732504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972329660343245,0.0,0.0,0.13457866174569924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173973565566334,0.0,0.0,0.06908872866165566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658784192584042,0.0,0.0,0.184251469514226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693457167296762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241372242531867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28683183317702216,0.13376778883453055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039856780183282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510192758823347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351831439353942,0.0,0.0,0.0998022986300383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536527761509826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414894715133617,0.09978534681272452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403100337240403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726613699459269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275539003034025,0.0 lonely,Butterflykisses999,2020/03/16,"My name is Elizabeth and this is my story I'm here for support, wether it be emotional, financial, or just some prayers. I don't want to go into full details but a friend told me Reddit was a good place to reach out for help. Just the beginning of this month I lost my brother and it was the worse thing I could ever imagine to happen.. we had a closer bond then most after our early teenage yearsof bickering and fighting, but above all Alex was a great person and did not deserve to suffer anymore. 03/05/20 he went with the Lord. Alex sufferd from terminal cancer so I had started to come to peace with him leaving, but once it happened, I still wasn't prepared enough to lose him. My heart has been ripped out I feel like I won't ever get it back. Please Reddit community, help me move on with my life, I lost my job because of the time I had to put into which resulted in losing my car, and now I'm on the wit of being homeless as well. My mom is the only one left but she isnt doing to well either and needs to be monitored for her health. I do not know what to do! God bless everybody you are all beautiful people.",3.3637220652453124,4.546468567685594,4.452175699974315,87.13527870536865,72.93013100436681,7.309632674030311,26.1343436938094,7.724431198458867,1.3361033136398666,878,29,183,11,17,287,147,229,0.109,0.679,0.212,0.9813,1,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,2,1,0,4,11,14,1,0,10,0,24,4,1,1,4,39,42,14,0,3,10,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,3,0,0,6,6,6,2,1,13,1,27,8,30,24,7,29,2,5,0,0,17,11,0,3,13,133,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344873851762929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104274714961145,0.0,0.08266580110894746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681488215490304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827250747558892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525415281728996,0.0,0.14012003125687567,0.0,0.0,0.2453316546998661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856783020617174,0.0968788779968438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047709404922876,0.0,0.07084994550480156,0.0,0.07706954583007065,0.11374213850750912,0.0,0.14950906373275566,0.0,0.0,0.23983664026984244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414570023572246,0.0,0.16069695516671487,0.18179129798536164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457070390154569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452699167739199,0.0,0.0,0.14359002645900426,0.147339242675769,0.0,0.09578443090612652,0.06625155796532063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034228821607348,0.29606581722168857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588232632888074,0.10824156566487107,0.14413058050563368,0.0,0.10055212821331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441883318288626,0.09189196054710062,0.10313652245014762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401399360273666,0.11840828081638916,0.14168222225526989,0.14885762334311192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632419271223045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959845314955184,0.0,0.10829727809771623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388713876829369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009239049974956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907451993200275,0.0,0.0,0.12957991837598112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799855211448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385700347764885,0.12571061782313914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819684442867392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zohair_reborn,2020/03/16,"Quarantine buddy If you could take one person with you in quarantine, who would it be?",2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,83.375,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.0501,69,2,12,2,2,22,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665204224262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959405508519582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101930533721072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393250428123739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150738858312529,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nopewontgive,2020/03/16,Is there a paid video chat service where I can have quality conversations with people? I’ve been locked down in my apartment for almost a week now because of this corona thing. I’m having regular FaceTime chats with family/friends but I’m desperate to talk to someone outside my circle. Something like a modern day pen pal but via FaceTime. Is there an app where I can video chat with a stranger but not in a sexual way? With someone who’s good at holding a conversation? All I’m seeing is weird Chatroulette and paid sex cam sites.,4.7547058823529404,6.608586578431371,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,70.47058823529412,7.845098039215688,30.39705882352941,8.472884824447931,2.405035294117647,429,18,77,7,8,136,72,102,0.052000000000000005,0.8690000000000001,0.079,0.5632,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,0,1,12,14,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,12,11,1,13,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,5,45,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124640097418689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190217311019678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124064496442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108211988631625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617252049370677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524474817635754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163299553314094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486562947977216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287826914049093,0.2402244240197467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508067539338322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730618991536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768363929922985,0.25030048617745804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imadog666,2020/03/16,"Everything's canceled but still nobody has time Really puts things into perspective. Like I knew I didn't really have any friends, but now with basically all activities being canceled, people who call themselves my friends still can't make time for me. Like, okay. Thanks. They'll say shit like they have to plan their week first (then never get back to me, not even when I check in), or they'll enthusiastically agree to do something, but stop responding when I ask for a time. Or they'll cancel plans saying it's not a good time for them, they have so much going on with themselves. Right. Cool. Really shows what all those excuses before really meant. Sigh.",4.461110283159467,6.93051892622951,4.5977496274217575,81.85313710879286,72.85245901639345,8.042921013412817,22.566318926974677,8.841846274778883,1.6125147540983609,527,14,97,11,11,164,84,122,0.092,0.648,0.26,0.9761,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,3,8,11,1,0,2,2,11,1,1,1,3,17,18,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,1,2,5,1,1,1,3,3,14,9,11,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,16,4,1,2,18,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230876785674064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439447494803538,0.0,0.0,0.12699140493306682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405318683402486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863827353226793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908109030910222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484276309384429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047788731465638,0.0,0.0,0.25519147061168324,0.0,0.08628490734727562,0.0,0.09385947404565874,0.13852134694918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205422459765774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023999168508243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140544649559268,0.0,0.12737511398274234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449534180389367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602299766864015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42320143806157307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103858483208925,0.0,0.26267040078714043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169525769115083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714178901229098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637806011012474,0.13807415296693082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204942689211567,0.0,0.0,0.10971940079246273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852049611188909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247467127086246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grumpybee,2020/03/16,"How can we help? Social distancing is the new norm in a time when loneliness is already a big challenge in our society. How do you think we can we use internet for good, to stay connected and help each other in a positive way during these trying corona times?",6.3085333333333375,6.648945320000003,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,65.8,11.466666666666667,32.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.8890666666666656,206,8,37,6,3,69,40,50,0.049,0.715,0.23600000000000002,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416319251923701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596630659748821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150131729703327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989966535308343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155803150060294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32997369403292914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836792971425374,0.0,0.0,0.3610400253672076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018615794034454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673798330450736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457321341584939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pxnda81,2020/03/16,"This sub-reddit gives me hope I've been in this community for 7 months now and it warms my heart that there are still good people in this world, offering help even if they're struggling with their own demons,this sub will always be one of my favorites, that's all i wanted to say take care everyone:)",4.91,5.746114666666667,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,69.0,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,0.9018333333333336,240,5,51,3,4,73,52,60,0.043,0.703,0.254,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,9,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,4,6,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631269921710765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955931508959915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758086817873465,0.0,0.0,0.2713764081122587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27244092469721365,0.0,0.23820768978734236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654414228897345,0.19036078310448,0.0,0.0,0.28207840653506844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266879595752601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244733674942585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689146447964315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258500611099801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680463691309294,0.0,0.0,0.2969009110258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353441640328694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751193935996134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frostymuppet,2020/03/16,"Shoutout to all you lonely people If you’re lonely, I get it. If you need someone to talk to you can always message me and I will reply whenever I have time. I have a discord if anyone just needs someone to get on call with or something. As someone who’s bad for thinking negative and getting stuck in a hole, I known it’s hard to be hopeful but you’ll get there eventually. Btw I’m 18M, not a dodgy old guy or nothing 😂",1.465,3.128669222222221,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,79.0,5.833333333333334,26.805555555555557,6.6274283507984215,1.088888888888888,330,14,71,3,8,113,63,90,0.153,0.797,0.05,-0.6706,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,16,9,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,10,12,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,6,2,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727139948421164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451370364284074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331140353090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195110609010884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433784838235747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055258949676836,0.0,0.0,0.1859410089771477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616280298423867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078194934413516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991680061981863,0.0,0.2178086967244796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439021749286168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276174945897052,0.15979671901867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683605986315592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330018022321427,0.0,0.0,0.1210351242787778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,byeautumn,2020/03/16,"I haven’t felt this lonely in a long time Everything was going well in my life. I have a good job, I had an active social life and I was seeing someone. I was happy to say the least and then out of nowhere the last two things just disappeared. And I recently cut off 2 long time (toxic) friends and I’m glad I did that. I just feel very alone now, I’m off from work for a week then I’ll be stuck at home working because of the pandemic. And I don’t really go out with other friends. It’s just that they’re busy and they have their own lives. I usually go out alone during the day which is fine I enjoy going on small adventure by myself but sometimes you want someone there with you. I’ve been spending my time just watching movies or listening to music really. Just hope this feeling goes away sometime soon!",1.2834002677376155,3.589400204819277,2.650040160642572,92.48890227576977,83.09638554216869,5.857563587684068,20.668005354752342,7.1686216300943375,0.5412326639892902,638,19,135,9,18,206,109,166,0.061,0.772,0.16699999999999998,0.9345,1,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,9,12,1,0,8,0,12,2,0,0,0,23,26,10,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,1,5,2,2,1,1,8,7,18,10,19,17,2,30,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,2,14,87,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402396689116234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333617930483516,0.0,0.0,0.08652822021078534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154264009673012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757081532661604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354309114203198,0.0,0.13628924840939374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193323693472684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226819576497285,0.11905654667342408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110285742472898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238218749170276,0.1409831941327697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085829139630765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157039405588072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005195913915361,0.0,0.0,0.12533984100877574,0.2512333265549988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186692113714886,0.0,0.1401533455908897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288018605000055,0.0,0.0,0.11311161175456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469482735894226,0.2405387023939289,0.0,0.2807740332496949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430180437257787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483074275680573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865942436686401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633212101311406,0.1171193088981731,0.08372270871930833,0.0,0.11385954028437074,0.0,0.1276254038175189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667498032640186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AdventurousArachnid6,2020/03/16,"Is ""true"" friendship possible between adults? Do you think it's possible to find a friend who won't set you aside after they'd start a family? The obvious solution would be getting a spouse like every normal person, but I don't want a spouse. I'm asexual, aromantic and not desperate enough to spread my legs for some basic human affection. Yet I feel that when children come into play, friendships become casual and serve only entertainment. I don't want to feel like a burden if I asked for help or, god-forbid, some of his/her precious family-time. :\\ I'm in my late 20s and I wonder whether trying to pursue friendship among my peers make any sense or would it be for few years at most.",5.3655054302422736,6.423803729323312,6.054536340852135,77.97540517961572,68.09774436090225,9.520133667502087,27.559732664995824,9.725611199111238,2.540882038429408,548,17,100,12,9,179,96,133,0.044000000000000004,0.662,0.293,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,2,2,28,23,9,0,6,6,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,11,8,14,17,5,12,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,7,8,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315448596087734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830517540102397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625184225806424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866914035305267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023194714779593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649746178047486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458804283005692,0.0,0.19801033504297616,0.13988352142004926,0.0,0.0,0.1789627220266237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127887937584378,0.0,0.10230031638014132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312443302994403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208771849465184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913213988307232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070172262848426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184786194687195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891894131778274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096985048103258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414826663202458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385921734961068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254642878051236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293911294263844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309823687412765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212342762486604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781892843507314,0.0,0.0,0.12609235209779832 lonely,mistressoftheshadow,2020/03/16,"This pandemic made me realize I am very lonely Everyone I know is living with someone - parent, sibling, partner, roommate. I live alone, I don't even have a pet. I worked from home even before this corona pandemic and that made me lonely too, not to mention now. Our goverment urges us to stay home and self-isolate as much as we can which I am doing to help prevent spreading of the virus, but this situation has made me aware of how lonely I am. I have one friend I know that lives alone and I asked him to move in with me temporarly so we don't have to go through this alone. He refused me and now I feel even lonelier. Self-isolation for already lonely people is worse than death.....",3.47658585858586,5.220675688888889,4.492659932659934,84.71151515151516,73.59259259259258,7.575757575757577,27.08754208754209,8.296473431620573,1.8209259259259265,538,20,106,9,11,175,85,135,0.19699999999999998,0.752,0.051,-0.9613,1,12,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,4,0,20,21,9,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,1,21,1,16,18,1,6,0,4,0,0,13,1,0,0,2,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218387709692341,0.14982146873316818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269231469958218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552710671123545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901704736053184,0.0,0.0,0.1297305010233498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864751173033208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048926930430251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715910705520522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910012773001466,0.0,0.27236930201971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922719648607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596523442879269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38539601745499996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442980722331431,0.0998038390741622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199874665149474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507523898115925,0.0,0.0,0.09412324568611367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832676842561163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260698986529211,0.0,0.0,0.11503433054710754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144708792819889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633101213336516,0.0,0.0,0.1120214016219062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883947059691264,0.0,0.13835744066112166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,prodbudddwyer,2020/03/16,"It hurts so bad. I never really had friends in the first place, I HAD my girlfriend but she broke up with me for free weed. My worth has been reduced to free weed. Now with this whole COVID-19 thing I’m even more closed off to the world. No school or work. I’m so sick and tired of all this... I just want for once for someone to care about me.",0.1659246575342479,2.220873041095892,0.7386130136986324,106.01970034246577,85.7123287671233,4.197945205479451,15.974315068493151,5.148860815047168,-1.2419027397260272,264,5,68,1,8,79,55,73,0.242,0.5820000000000001,0.177,-0.7417,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,10,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,8,6,13,5,3,9,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725295546989094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774983530910691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976759606191486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151008145272536,0.0,0.0,0.21028006356267168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913666579417619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991647565956986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985519533042353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436269218879306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436089278786313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754534480119715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306111668752092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081954320334587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31282264510540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053459472058962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038712596673265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981450714693196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway33-1,2020/03/16,"living out of home i feel this constant crushing loneliness inside of me, eating away at me. i'm 16 and i'm currently living away from home in a different country, i made the choice because the only way i can have a career in this field is if i study abroad, but the school just got shut down for 5 weeks because of the corona virus. so now i have nothing to do during the day, i just sit in my room by myself, i have made some friends over here and i do have people back home i chat to but i still feel so incredibly isolated and homesick. since i've been here my mental health had been improving rapidly, i was even moving on from my ex, but it feels like everything is back peddling very quickly. It's so hard to motivate myself to do anything when there's no classes i'm required to attend so i just lie in bed and miss everyone, plus i just found out that my ex is seeing somebody else again even though when we broke up they insisted it was because she just ""didn't want a relationship anymore"" so now i feel even worse about myself. i know i have to make sacrifices to live the life i want and that nothing worth having comes easy, but it's so much harder than i imagined.",4.3408750000000005,5.035632670833333,5.108333333333333,85.15500000000003,70.20833333333334,8.0,27.916666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.6597916666666666,931,31,192,12,16,302,140,240,0.122,0.8,0.078,-0.688,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,28,5,0,0,9,0,19,3,0,4,0,35,37,20,0,3,10,2,5,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,8,10,1,1,8,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,10,6,30,2,30,27,2,33,1,3,1,0,8,15,0,2,14,136,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196220473776256,0.0,0.0,0.09925950035905326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226651820178868,0.1854977680920708,0.0,0.22058542584796345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039029448689794,0.0,0.1303467358034959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777895434953413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602161519439506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234237732876963,0.10076204293020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390039562604997,0.0,0.0,0.11525701919805692,0.1084049518027875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395519989482345,0.08617053352950838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225296174742115,0.0931902601194754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647036424398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805130296061972,0.0,0.0,0.12821279676361913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629733211258983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662892755157561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519705931431364,0.05892855300428665,0.0,0.31952745748479666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282660121419489,0.08051439553271107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155599941758287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819934826756393,0.08866914800660558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314751618931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917364997372996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362231433204187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295001101811546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122073286626107,0.0961180563845701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977762578502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632681990575677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850796192894165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952364891433996,0.1422889111475617,0.09574207653606942,0.09675361833514563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292148776641762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1990daddyk,2020/03/16,"Need support Lost my mom last week today her wake and funeral tomorrow just need someone to talk with.",3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,76.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.0712947368421046,83,4,14,2,2,26,18,19,0.204,0.6809999999999999,0.115,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280182600449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35194142880033863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775950005517928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781161162662549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731713799399396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36585959162962617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591356645518436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560075392885705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586125844137233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bubbies7,2020/03/16,"Very lonely Almost all of my school friends are garbage as they bully me even though they know I’m depressed, 2 of my adult friends framed me, and my ex sexually and emotionally abused me. I can’t even make friends anymore. :)",2.4767441860465134,5.235403651162795,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,82.25581395348838,5.300465116279073,27.20465116279069,6.742157984588678,1.1382688372093028,179,8,36,2,5,54,32,43,0.221,0.562,0.21600000000000005,-0.0754,0,2,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,9,1,0.0,0.2968374437419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086991086842303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484587425027553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157813841078851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818128720370735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33094580654911593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806772752274499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376849033863306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723092361290368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355004326714103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614475209974196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671373881841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gjaggi,2020/03/16,"Random Hey, it feels weird to post here since it feels like a loser to be here. Or the fact that, to a point all the people here are just lonely and want a partner and mostly guys, commenting on posts by females but whatever. So, I'm going to be 21, had a relationship 2 yrs ago broke up, dated once and got rejected multiple times since then. I have this friend who likes me but it aint there. I kinda did wrong to her but idk how it got to the point. It was very wrong. I pray for forgiveness everyday, maybe it's not hurt her or me inturn. Some day. But it just hurts now. And it feels as in i shouldn't be moving on, or dating or anything. It just feels wrong.but it gets , like alot. Idk what happened. I wish i became the old me who had accepted being like this. I dont even remember what love felt like. It's like all i want is something physical. But i for sure know i can't eo just physical. Its so suffocating. Like why'd i make those mistakes. Why doesnt this end.",0.270250410509032,2.5116742413793105,2.124513546798031,94.89609708538588,87.37438423645321,5.747865353037767,17.817939244663386,7.1686216300943375,0.12637619047619042,753,19,172,12,24,248,122,203,0.134,0.636,0.231,0.9749,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,13,22,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,4,43,33,18,0,5,14,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,0,2,21,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,7,5,16,12,14,21,5,20,1,6,0,1,12,6,0,9,17,108,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079648941870328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022781287190063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785484087733525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427441224976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787519389520132,0.0,0.0,0.08044517558208195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633507156229956,0.08701115841230075,0.11694335649662382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094099364987249,0.0,0.06363343547415985,0.0,0.0692195306101999,0.0,0.1948229354400253,0.0,0.0,0.12059728808306053,0.1077038892846856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607704889018671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693595149858196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165239572406104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992573578574497,0.0,0.08129984273299569,0.0,0.12236055329078993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294499795181477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780451898778114,0.12970887185754915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443808041013083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302733655825384,0.0,0.2332939931301693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076343083711126,0.1379712389439488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150198559954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937645884536992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479138316409318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102028556115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004945382923782,0.14367699120644994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990203637695783,0.0,0.1400595045595253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994947475185917,0.0,0.0 lonely,zqrt,2020/03/16,"Can there be a weekly thread just for birthdays? It gets annoying, really.",3.196153846153845,6.3327843846153895,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,89.76923076923076,8.753846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.841846274778883,2.92026153846154,59,2,9,2,2,19,13,13,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535764598906739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561639225155621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6963835770070601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LrakArid,2020/03/16,"Always the first to be there for others. Always left to deal with problems on my own... I try to be that helpful guy who always has time for others. To listen to their problems and try to help them out but as soon as I need someone I find I'm alone. It's getting really hard to have that positive attitude towards others when I know everyone will abandon me when I need them. I try to not let my issues get in the way of others. I don't want to be a burden. But.... Sometimes I need someone. I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow. These feelings normally don't last long but.... Just sometimes.... I wish so wine was there for me. I just wanted a rant to let it all out. Thanks for listening.",1.1429483282674755,3.1545141205673812,3.150623100303953,90.41250000000002,81.55319148936171,6.014387031408307,22.128166160081054,7.1686216300943375,0.7358932117527863,525,17,112,7,14,177,84,141,0.136,0.722,0.142,0.4267,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,2,25,27,9,0,9,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,4,17,3,23,19,2,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460293787572002,0.0,0.0,0.35196000914273057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536072960666166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472776169984935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129183598872514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886782928829188,0.11993116246899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732922653526778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960825031003685,0.0,0.0,0.12630476042089084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890133516137327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716323736395565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748773807515758,0.1149305938438483,0.0,0.0,0.15319261367845402,0.28835601425529434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477706150230852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136403388300009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381461862153355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698283431612595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032567579762438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389309800085164,0.0,0.278897384319583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288710226361308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981021332610526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221592675353613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871811746897817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632623893107687,0.11191609640740872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213849151714466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alex_ragnar,2020/03/16,"I feel like being lonely is my punishment and I deserve it I have met many people in my life, I can't keep them as a friends and the worse is that there was a girl and I wanted to be with her but I can't keep relationships. My friends don't try to contact with me and when I send them messages they just text back with a image / meme and don't try to keep conversation with me, of course not all are like that but I just want someone to text me first and wants to be with me. I have never had a girlfriend, but I still miss the girl that I had a crush on, I really miss her. I feel like I will never have love or a romantic life and maybe this is I supposed to be, or not? I destroyed my friendship with her because I felt like I am unworthy of her love and she deserve someone better than me...... god I don´t know why I posting this... I just feel like I am cursed or something is wrong with me... I try to work or studying to cope with loneliness but sometimes I can´t even work .... &#x200B; BTW sorry for my bad English lol",0.9610515873015864,2.854887023148148,2.5158730158730163,95.345,81.5462962962963,5.410582010582012,21.85978835978836,6.42735559955562,0.20259550264550266,791,25,183,7,21,258,106,216,0.17600000000000002,0.657,0.16699999999999998,-0.3118,0,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,4,8,17,2,0,8,1,22,4,0,0,3,43,38,18,0,3,13,0,4,5,3,1,2,0,0,2,6,16,0,3,5,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,4,43,10,23,28,1,10,0,3,0,2,21,2,0,4,11,132,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368073250604408,0.15342495464387484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708945908889663,0.10542542318962553,0.0769695502673747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167051974348233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339638466492913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152908396145146,0.27060974078013883,0.12123353665191886,0.0,0.0,0.10740035595731544,0.0,0.0,0.1951029824329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366885555688144,0.0,0.0,0.06939156162811759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836842976322434,0.3084318153756873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279169354738848,0.0,0.0,0.12801219043421527,0.1268494685506681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476563668996574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753577306903107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092630446961485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088814894342204,0.0,0.0,0.13556061378808856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396667699922128,0.09720443308194088,0.12487862926881405,0.14134255549311234,0.0,0.0,0.10083483954115836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257175530954233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234218809167768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139338988924189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384384017711305,0.0,0.12867411700307196,0.0,0.13805019959083778,0.15342495464387484,0.0 lonely,SaltyCaramelFlan,2020/03/16,"Had a good cry in a long time watching Mr. Rogers... Today I was feeling quite lonesome and decided to browse Youtube to distract myself and hopefully find some new meme compilations that I usually waste my life away with. To my surprise, Youtube algorithm finally got it right for once, and I was recommended the theme song from Mr. Rogers’ Neighborhood, which was a new discovery for me, being a teenager and all. A few videos later, I found myself sobbing uncontrollably (and I’m usually pretty stoic with how I feel) listening to his songs and positive attitude towards life. It really made me wonder what it would be like if everyone could be like him; if there are people out there who actually care about us so passionately and unconditionally, without expecting something in return. It’s sad to think about it, but the thought of someone giving a shit about me through a television screen really brightened up my day, especially in these trying times. I strongly recommend you guys to check it out if you’re feeling down. :)",12.977985948477752,9.703488453551913,11.757626854020298,57.32950819672134,55.17486338797814,15.703044496487124,48.0007806401249,13.707050652182113,6.49220593286495,829,40,133,24,7,266,126,183,0.08900000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,7,13,1,2,9,0,10,4,1,2,1,33,24,13,0,7,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,0,3,11,11,0,0,9,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,8,8,18,8,26,11,3,22,0,2,2,1,10,10,2,6,14,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1448907445981756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949769144011165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138074540452887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118545666098741,0.0,0.163093448676931,0.095754463628102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187477592466846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252211376900632,0.0,0.0,0.162647736395183,0.1357039868657989,0.0,0.0,0.1627958057898954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424313020170033,0.0,0.12453426901476294,0.11874948185990958,0.0,0.0,0.14701416382243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746974874763472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097453809539907,0.145075333567,0.0,0.0,0.13139621276138513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049118027339466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867972735785586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581216430286158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029342697799063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510530390185735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579220516027206,0.0,0.0,0.19023451220961746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679733089358544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240804540874894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580287396776227,0.11430375248721275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951371541046431,0.0,0.11787302269023354,0.17315460508552244,0.0,0.14073748552801502,0.0,0.0,0.1008051701070738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785978369594982,0.0,0.32704974162065875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312515717878732,0.1610154289407977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547278942293216,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,prativa__,2020/03/16,"Sadness Noone notice the saddness behind your smile,",8.475000000000001,12.839966500000005,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,71.5,3.2,33.0,3.1291,1.6613499999999997,44,2,5,0,1,11,8,8,0.254,0.526,0.21899999999999997,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sing_bulimia_queenie,2020/03/16,"Ever since my last depression relapse, I’ve been distant with people. Had a bad relapse last August. Was suicidal. Lost trust with people irl. They don’t made me feel comfortable and I feel like everything is just a facade. I had more faith in people online who I thought won’t give judgements. But now, idk anymore.",2.3747881355932208,5.301301288135598,3.08625,86.0714088983051,86.96610169491525,5.661864406779661,24.32415254237288,7.1686216300943375,1.4850491525423726,252,10,43,4,8,79,47,59,0.221,0.604,0.175,-0.4951,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,13,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,2,6,4,3,5,1,6,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316912717472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506547360325574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121917546445492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113254079658144,0.0,0.0,0.20996531741009167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236253649523978,0.16690034101795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241125006277792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808679052936921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413641286951155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550271373893755,0.0,0.0,0.22105976201396985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858943843239314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932553865850157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554567887975593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185470591769986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,acbsugar,2020/03/16,"He left me I was really dumb and thought he liked me but tonight he told he met someone else. I told him I was hurt but sad. In reality I'm crushed and I can't stop crying. I feel so unworthy and unwanted. I have tried to reach out to family and friend but no one has replied. Please help me. I don't want to feel worthless.",-0.6523968253968242,1.4785828714285714,1.6033333333333353,97.42055555555555,91.71428571428572,5.9682539682539675,20.63492063492064,7.3871296695380915,0.578873015873016,251,9,62,5,9,84,47,70,0.32,0.47100000000000003,0.209,-0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,14,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,2,11,2,5,8,0,5,0,3,0,0,10,3,1,0,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745281752100467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877821317395906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356047285861391,0.0,0.2527366915526684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930895347808372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675178107128949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675472485571819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715415714467061,0.0,0.0,0.1220995291816733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935398144531144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743398990678946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010677903540654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175855748174094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894643459468534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984105804871571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776233951626856,0.0,0.16968099960932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474107896186288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kaziq24,2020/03/16,I guess im the boring guy Sometimes i feel jealous to see sick friend cause they have a lot a friend to visit him/her but when it happen to me be sick there no one wants to see/visit me.....,-0.9692857142857144,0.9763863571428572,1.1717142857142877,101.62328571428571,90.1904761904762,3.3600000000000003,13.16190476190476,3.1291,-1.6557580952380948,145,2,36,0,5,48,31,42,0.28800000000000003,0.619,0.09300000000000001,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,2,4,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861354955840247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083730141850082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303959008661754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068412699795273,0.2757966456710939,0.2463104424868036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008690926216508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368032478935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874471755333613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439178237522422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754814379199085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642890684555124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justifrusti,2020/03/16,My friend fell in love with Total Drama Island Gwen So my friend u/dylaantje666 fell in love with TDI Gwen and he won't shut up. It's really annoying,1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,79.32258064516128,8.004301075268819,16.78494623655914,8.841846274778883,0.924991397849463,120,2,25,3,3,41,24,31,0.073,0.564,0.363,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278824332416441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7334846358462063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603150764057101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yammymi,2020/03/16,Birthday!! Greetings I’m chris amd today’s my birthday well im writing this because only my girlfriend has told me happy birthday and that’s it😅,1.5222413793103442,4.245856310344827,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,89.34482758620689,2.9000000000000004,31.38793103448276,3.1291,1.325475862068965,119,7,19,0,4,39,24,29,0.0,0.696,0.304,0.8475,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516058396746625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393752838897632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44583599200715895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139115690416428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912344944557663,0.3943960347640557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711077936550716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dollfacedslut,2020/03/16,"i miss cuddles and i really miss my ex. he was the only ex of mine who didn’t do terrible things to me. he felt like home and i don’t feel like i’ll ever find that feeling again in anyone else. and i search aimlessly for it but in the end i just end up by myself, breaking my own heart.",0.1675520833333337,1.7292489843750012,2.7668750000000024,94.22395833333336,82.59375,6.1416666666666675,18.479166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.06971666666666687,221,5,54,3,6,77,47,64,0.078,0.8420000000000001,0.08,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,10,9,4,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,10,2,7,6,1,8,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185045017820904,0.27115872942151936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221075840477652,0.0,0.4687915089971802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938536421518294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676235975733336,0.18906150143897746,0.2540994392673169,0.0,0.2418795336611417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313604040929138,0.0,0.0,0.26545919377747473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585830736397058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127344774012532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953752119685794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581750499488896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,starkk01,2020/03/16,"Waiting for my Love Hi,My name is Starkk. I'm a boy, Age 25. Someone who would like to talk to me. PM me.",-3.798200000000002,-2.424827719999996,-0.4084999999999983,109.12325,106.2,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.8007999999999995,77,2,23,0,4,27,22,25,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858124127649381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280055914338452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956876135650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702188757092232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155831551074041,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lockiebug,2020/03/16,I feel like no one even cares about me I feel like I’m a big useless piece of worthless flesh that no one cares about because I have no friends and all I wanted was just to have a girlfriend but I get bullied every time I try.,1.8047959183673468,3.1433665714285723,2.6732142857142875,97.71553571428574,77.16326530612245,4.9,24.494897959183675,3.1291,-0.0414938775510203,178,6,42,0,4,56,34,49,0.271,0.5489999999999999,0.18100000000000002,-0.6956,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,10,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,7,5,4,9,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165602756386629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539554389618363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794303217989027,0.0,0.2288871212229377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747211429458553,0.3881510616652039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209885542775734,0.0,0.14193228769384852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654408586570417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681706764400817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584084141812271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444080225349466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023340480478468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deebob24,2020/03/16,"What to do while staying at home during the Corona outbreak Hello everyone, Long time lurker but I'm on the same boat as most of you guys. As the Corona crisis is spreading with more and more measures taking action, I guess it will happen to a lot of us that we'll have to stay at home for quite a while to do Home office or quarantine. This means even occasionally social interaction will decline. This might be very difficult to handle for some people. I think most of you know, that long term social isolation can perturbate depression and generally causes negative emotions. I'd like to discuss and collect things to endure this. I'm very far from being an expert and all I post here is just stuff that I read somewhere and thought of so input and advise is highly welcome. Things I came up with: &#x200B; * Keep a routine. Keeping a sleep/work/exercise schedule gives your life structure and prevents you from just strolling into the day. * Do something. Don't just sit around and watch Netflix all-day without any plan. Set small solvable task and then do them. * Don't do drugs alone. Especially when you're already feeling bad don't increase your level of suffering. * Stay in touch with other people if possible. I know, it sounds stupid to put that here but even a phone call to your mom or another relative might help you. * Move your body. Even small exercise just with your body makes you feel better. Don't just sit around. Do a small walk around outside (if possible) or exercise in your flat. Maybe the 30-day push-up challenge is something for you. I hope we can collect some more ideas/tips/strategies. I plan to update this post to include more tips from the comments. Stay strong fellow loners.",4.179137749737116,6.773384542586753,4.165069400630916,84.02150525762356,74.23659305993691,6.624143007360673,26.654994742376445,7.675431598112923,1.6831031335436384,1368,51,238,19,30,420,182,317,0.122,0.79,0.08900000000000001,-0.9445,0,3,3,0,0,0,47.0,3,12,1,6,15,11,1,0,13,0,24,6,2,2,1,56,42,23,0,3,13,1,3,1,1,5,4,1,3,1,15,19,0,3,7,4,0,6,6,5,0,0,2,5,24,6,39,33,13,42,0,2,1,0,31,16,0,14,12,157,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937010063340028,0.09983735510001328,0.0,0.0,0.09802564112122876,0.10993256052858914,0.061523602315819326,0.09486707094024158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416159766203199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553977606151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080014533486124,0.0,0.20098649002748545,0.0,0.0,0.09238133650669288,0.10347509215077047,0.0,0.09293897061982012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503955728976742,0.0,0.07792281828808947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491801241676893,0.0,0.0,0.10176806173423296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926636757996595,0.0,0.0,0.08644922658606566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149003895509417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867883372556244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966436256840183,0.08958083406168578,0.0800034925094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064102103117456,0.09558792040788937,0.2722503418970821,0.08985843777362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083013831426762,0.0,0.0,0.0994413466383372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390257128264985,0.04419971873732476,0.0,0.0,0.16012854851085356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691548388197436,0.0,0.0,0.06039031090060321,0.0,0.09089060454235827,0.09854979377581884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919515541564649,0.0,0.10595892054318108,0.0,0.09615669903387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254428485074645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398564716771786,0.17329303849509406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909486683789004,0.0,0.09622738878677704,0.09049580623960987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053666072241244,0.1844482417976004,0.0,0.1392984895870624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857215726695139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356802023526214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802317591267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021025445308225,0.05797037097216445,0.0,0.0718241250463231,0.05275455623417938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882586262755327,0.0,0.0,0.14929663348109334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721112729499568,0.0,0.06586420095410994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993256052858914,0.0 lonely,ImaAs,2020/03/16,"(Serious) Am home schooled and have little to no contact with my friends. I used to live in Texas until my dad purposely got fired and me and my family had to move to Idaho. All my friends live in Texas, only one of them have a ps4 the other 2 have Xbox's/PC. I do not have a PC,or phone. My friend (lets call him f1 for friend 1) has a ps4 but we have no games to play together (he has PS Plus, I do not) and he doesn't get on that often and when he does he docent want to get into a party to talk (my mom turned off my ability to receive messages from anyone) and even if he does get on i can only talk to my friends for 2 hours a week. F2 and F3 have Xbox's and PC's we can only talk on discord but I don't have a PC or phone so i can't use discord and even if i did they cant be on their computers unless its for schoolwork m-f. I cant talk to anyone in games and i don't go to public school so I cant make new friends. I'm also not allowed social media but here I am on reddit. TL;DR moved to Idaho from Texas, only one friend has a ps4 and he doesn't get on often. The other 2 have Xbox's and discord but I Don't have a PC/Phone/Tablet i could use for discord and even if I did they cant be on their PC's m-f unless its for school work and even if i did i only can talk to my friends for 2 hours a week and I cant talk to people I meet in games, and my friend with a ps4 can't message me bc my mom turned of the ability for me to receive messages. What do? I may be moving back to Texas later this year BUT not back to the town my friends live.",0.6054201680672264,1.4287178403361338,3.0004271708683485,96.26013655462187,79.28011204481794,5.8843137254901965,19.75280112044818,5.985473137389443,-0.28586106442577064,1187,25,309,7,28,412,133,357,0.059000000000000004,0.804,0.13699999999999998,0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,5,1,13,12,0,0,14,0,42,0,0,5,1,49,56,34,0,6,16,3,1,0,10,1,0,0,1,0,7,22,0,0,0,6,0,6,18,1,0,2,5,1,42,11,47,45,1,32,0,0,0,0,48,15,0,8,11,200,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597418469085147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447144503641073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488761631209353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762825219365072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964614864034316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075032247652446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736873463117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042556186218135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771717341265484,0.0,0.1561218624845234,0.0,0.042456775901865466,0.0,0.059748698363044785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493556405548482,0.0,0.14713945656185684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639128885498785,0.0,0.0,0.07487439339755654,0.19789859637810528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986640581557298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498802217736362,0.0,0.2381999150725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215089919551916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124456642662788,0.2840839513066857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051791288180569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268174284807887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615270347412799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602720164404617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251595220949022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356432742442425,0.0,0.0,0.044063155038266494,0.0,0.11984826226672105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054386389546858385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481078005208985 lonely,Logsterx7,2020/03/16,"Side character to everyone’s story Am I the only one who feels like a side character for everyone’s else’s story? Like I don’t really have purpose. I just kind of exist. I can’t complain about it though, because I mean life’s not necessarily hard as the side character. However, it’s just bland. I’m kinda tired of watching everyone around me achieve their dreams, fall in love, or experience some kind of wacky adventure. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for everyone. Even to whoever is reading this, if your story’s going well I’m happy for you. For those of you who get the same feeling I have. I’m sorry that you understand what it’s like. Everyday just kind of feels the same with subtle little changes that make it different from the one before. Is this even worth living? I’m not suicidal but it just seems that existing is repetitive and boring. I just want some kind of stimulation is all. I’m just tired of being a side character",2.264135135135134,4.8060219405405435,4.1547972972973,81.75003378378379,80.94594594594595,8.240540540540541,24.385135135135137,8.982922981607832,2.3211675675675685,749,28,142,21,20,253,99,185,0.087,0.772,0.142,0.6045,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,1,12,15,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,2,1,29,29,6,1,2,11,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,6,2,1,2,5,3,1,2,0,5,14,12,19,28,5,11,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,6,5,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441583150177804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150085693124336,0.0,0.09980788934526302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408067197034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225464480749851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798343278515052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494212835585586,0.0,0.0,0.4483147846230888,0.0,0.11473527387110966,0.0,0.0,0.17792092565083575,0.0837942982755654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256173046575355,0.0,0.06666043873317455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972162294125044,0.10507168446676908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885713473386344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284766854715983,0.17191062461152312,0.11755861832980408,0.1035720602818571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058617085517336,0.0,0.07829413371839583,0.0,0.0,0.12776669993476095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896183998871447,0.08920677761744693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173249590706658,0.0,0.07514103882569029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677934031467684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313001544572238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282997428793662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523999101737648,0.0,0.0,0.2696225988016577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210637635988812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918257885638643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546068920542932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128241720732231,0.0,0.0 lonely,nebulaeandstars,2020/03/16,"whelp.. this year is going to suck classes are canceled. concerts have been called off. rehearsals are no longer going ahead. literally every opportunity I might have had to talk to a living human being no longer exists.",4.308684210526316,7.693859868421054,4.7634736842105285,74.4473157894737,81.89473684210526,5.145263157894737,23.389473684210525,6.742157984588678,1.3107200000000008,177,6,25,2,5,56,31,38,0.17300000000000001,0.76,0.067,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165081719602142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367059162681346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636342288979167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601802899644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327139763822265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278519446891001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626721238800136 lonely,potatoehead101,2020/03/16,"Did everything the american dream expects, yet I'm bored and lonely everyday I am a 22 year old decently attractive in shape male. I am 509 and 150 lbs in good shape, I work out and run on the regular. I've had girls tell me I am a 6 out of 10 multiple times. I went to school and got A's and B's and got an associates degree which let me to the job I have now. I make a really good money for my age almost $80k a year. While doing this I am pursuing a bachelors degree. I also have my own one bed room apartment and a brand new 2019 car. Among all this these things I still have only had one girl my whole life back in high school and I find my self thinking about her non stop because I can't seem to even attract a new girl. I have a very small group of friends that I don't get to see too much because I work night shift. Most days my phone goes without any notifications. I just don't understand, I thought I did everything right?",4.094833333333334,3.8854153500000015,5.364999999999998,86.28333333333335,70.5,9.466666666666667,27.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,1.8970166666666668,730,22,171,14,12,245,127,200,0.038,0.871,0.091,0.8591,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,13,0,17,1,0,1,1,23,28,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,6,10,0,1,5,1,1,3,4,2,0,2,8,1,26,5,16,19,5,33,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,3,16,102,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439451446715289,0.0,0.0,0.11495705012417327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775512248044284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053509516755314,0.0,0.17525767768503314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270704097129902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494570679529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838697225095786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138515525707622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110611127771899,0.0,0.07510359027984248,0.0,0.0,0.24114183595080196,0.22994046779614086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518800674114852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264997576895444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699440469928665,0.10153507674150687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095954430763274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567299880903476,0.0,0.0,0.2776698399707938,0.0,0.13489990355806755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084174158518338,0.0,0.19481782535663847,0.10932856856550036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209011282266873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276195703897322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29096592359936885,0.11455036488110545,0.1308648596078069,0.14996289691216916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479916243720785,0.12018167407804592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564408420604373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550130116848443,0.09210937756100046,0.0,0.11412166837878135,0.0838219465693999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964911519834906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186090389907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332579533766199,0.0,0.1604920583905064,0.0,0.13857014396875955,0.0,0.20930383751895476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514093962690828 lonely,mysticalious,2020/03/16,F16 and really down in the dumps I'm feeling terrible about the way I look and honestly just need a distraction. Anyone up for it?<3,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,81.30769230769229,9.620512820512822,27.89743589743589,9.725611199111238,3.5298358974358983,110,5,20,4,3,36,23,26,0.272,0.583,0.146,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010319712512352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899986720854503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816285110805109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252720783134999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36742392271500224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45524875174022206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boringlife247,2020/03/16,"What a waste of youth is like as a 22 year old woman I still dont have any friends since middle school. I graduate college in May and i have lived on campus for all of the years. I was thinking that IF i could join an anime club on campus (despite my limited time in college) to see if i make any friends. Too bad i dont get the opprotunity to see potential friends grow up because of their age but oh well.. I wish i could take a 5 or 6 month break after college and judt travel and have fun like its a summer break but who would i even do it with? I cant travel alone as a girl or do anything alone for fun. Is it over at this age? Is my youth gone? Are my 20s gone? What would you guys do in my situation or even been in my situation? I swear to God im the only one on campus or even in my whole entire state where i live to be the only person who suffers like this and its all my fault. The feeling of INTENSE embarassment i get from trying to talk to people is isane and the negativity makes it not worth it and it doesnt help that im extremely boring asf since i dont watch movies, never watch any Marvel movies, no favorite singer, celebrity, movie, show, song, album, actor, not even a favorite anime or manga. I barely even remember the anime and manga i read so i cant even talk about that.",3.542789943227902,3.9294093941605865,4.94593673965937,86.71510137875103,71.84671532846716,7.548742903487429,24.71127331711273,7.3871296695380915,0.9218708840227092,1010,26,225,10,18,339,145,274,0.132,0.723,0.145,0.7891,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,12,13,0,0,14,0,25,0,0,2,3,34,37,19,0,7,11,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,4,16,8,0,1,3,7,1,5,11,4,1,1,4,6,27,9,29,27,3,34,0,1,4,0,14,13,0,8,16,147,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511486463576746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186498259522304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545982205045298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671053459215147,0.06330608546855994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583178340246052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651347951586766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115522543936241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250975447155965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407030969681708,0.0,0.10851483068938204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282797243633122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960856420259208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435195821734874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522078078739099,0.0,0.18340316415125432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864155853767995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289219623239577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009563522069685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897325938758057,0.0,0.0703715470028711,0.15796543232077628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199661570341097,0.09067794232911924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387824993013982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764197172794992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510189265958288,0.16551024264170724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181182885990665,0.2334638318705311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293486122793255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780823859371979,0.16694162813588218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654298065973427,0.0,0.0,0.06055585562647976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050743264254175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337375369965442,0.0,0.0,0.11594497998260507,0.11942254343541935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754432908469506,0.0,0.0,0.13375217910640474 lonely,surfergirl106,2020/03/16,"I (19F) am in a negative headspace and don’t know what to do. Hey all. So lately, I have been in a very weird and melancholy headspace. About a month ago, I (19F) experienced a very painful breakup; he and I were dating for around a year when I had found out he was active on Tinder for a period during relationship, which resulted in me ending things between us. The feelings of betrayal and the loss of him from my life has been extremely difficult for me to cope with, however, with the coronavirus situation on top of it, I just feel like my life is completely turning upside down and falling apart. I don’t have any solid friends, I spend most days alone, my family is going through major conflict, I am unable to go to the gym because I don’t want to put my parents at risk for getting infected (I live with them), and I just, in general, have been severely lacking the motivation to be productive & and motivation to accomplish the tasks / goals I’ve laid out for myself. I have been ruminating in thoughts of self-hatred and dissatisfaction with my life which has lead me to feel stuck. Just last year, my relationship was going well, I had many friends, was getting good grades, felt content, but now all that has changed and I feel like I’m slowly spiraling. And witnessing all these sad things going on in the world right now has only made me fall deeper and deeper into this bad headspace. I’m trying to see things from a positive outlook as I know I have a lot to be grateful for but it’s been very hard. How do I get myself out of this rut and shift my negative mindset to a positive one? TL;DR: I am going through a rut and need some tips and advice on how to get out of it.",7.216442153900836,6.287831102719037,7.5467318286831375,75.6354949351342,64.25679758308158,11.171921094721878,35.180558023813745,10.46071229359064,3.45670591789586,1329,52,263,28,17,436,172,331,0.131,0.76,0.109,-0.7459,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,7,12,13,0,1,17,0,32,5,0,7,3,56,58,21,0,3,5,1,6,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,13,24,0,1,11,1,1,9,5,7,1,1,16,8,35,6,53,40,8,44,0,2,1,0,11,22,0,3,15,186,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989696381131853,0.09969113937500833,0.0,0.0,0.11647713812330696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185297241956874,0.0,0.07647829415235018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011538681269597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390141338244372,0.06855604026855608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189703160107319,0.0,0.1179146954280945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252894957822231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960831315300082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601954965836806,0.0,0.2274574910389653,0.16068633393804455,0.1079815484400894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330922593373662,0.17377635537330646,0.0,0.2350278665128162,0.0,0.3195748917041448,0.09432813234913998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074422797919297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236127969242318,0.0916718729318264,0.1268624950934517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383065746975647,0.10988690401098633,0.0,0.0993063669461792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561151785293746,0.0,0.10641464997192587,0.0,0.11401923035522844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976642136054105,0.0,0.0,0.08338945075721971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076207438422099,0.08553272927135352,0.11966793163313427,0.0,0.12487619540156572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305578267899355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148507729102944,0.0,0.09604228221414264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961797886743887,0.0,0.11732281900912088,0.12705051024053238,0.0,0.0,0.12641245893269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241450806065968,0.0,0.0,0.08928259002668135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635459301736781,0.12232680584976267,0.0,0.0,0.13527843006802054,0.0,0.0,0.27837979462038465,0.06633324222284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011172112646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484420745584906 lonely,juzzy6,2020/03/16,"Hey there you! Hey peeps Been a long time since i posted here, usually on the asking side cause of loneliness if im honest, but now many years later im here to offer chats! loneliness is hard to deal with honestly, so if you wanna chat with a somewhat interesting aussie? o.O give me a yell",2.9663793103448266,4.8638421896551725,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,75.3793103448276,8.088275862068969,21.944827586206884,8.841846274778883,1.4808993103448276,229,6,46,5,5,76,46,58,0.141,0.705,0.154,0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,7,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,6,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433176549379435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673693569670206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683273152124601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496750477170082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331511224111072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622733080445751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303310805030527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387329643602536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492670618164424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529833334607773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517657413606543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866510334758617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676055800936468 lonely,gustavofonse716,2020/03/16,I feel like I don't have real friends I have a group of friends that I thought were the closest to real friends that I would have. I always try to get everyone together and it never happens but I try again. Right now I just realized that several of those friends came out and did not invite me. I'm tired of fake friends. I'm tired of feeling this way.,1.7209980430528375,3.753820904109592,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,79.68493150684931,6.36320939334638,28.23679060665361,7.447530270364453,1.5061913894324856,278,13,61,4,7,89,47,73,0.32299999999999995,0.633,0.044000000000000004,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,15,15,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,9,6,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617215935216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717509535750065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637717148637045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549544832228194,0.11691352416168625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321883642731041,0.0,0.08550178312242254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447175453351111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995244456877604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621905389680133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37254520969986704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975851470375886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488097319449998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299219664856754,0.0,0.3761894170396828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222188866175432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989989872299712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625418522241973,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,findingelysianfields,2020/03/16,"Drunk and Alone Told myself that I wouldn’t get back on this dumb app. Here I am, fumbling over typing on a keyboard because I’ve had too much to drink. I used to not be lonely. I had someone. And now that someone wants to be alone. Or without me. It hurts, being lonely again. It’s not even been a day. But at least I have booze.",-0.5178253968253976,1.6465786142857155,1.0976190476190482,101.04626984126986,91.42857142857142,3.111111111111111,16.349206349206348,3.1291,-1.2189841269841275,253,6,59,0,9,81,52,70,0.147,0.757,0.09699999999999999,-0.5425,0,6,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,8,5,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378434634279964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965678134651424,0.0,0.15828178272166551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745441237854342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543606454287414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149805853681754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565773911092055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779634219626718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908744981443612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400055211550695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481091359466454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425643330191414,0.0,0.0,0.15314979966185738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502957897090312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trust-nothing,2020/03/16,Lonely again I just fucked up a second date with a girl I was really into after over a year of having no luck with girls at all. Been lonelier today than I’ve felt in a really long time... I don’t miss it.,0.7323333333333331,2.214025733333333,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,80.55555555555556,7.166666666666668,13.472222222222221,8.07648339933343,-0.031777777777778134,158,1,36,3,4,57,37,45,0.284,0.6509999999999999,0.065,-0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,10,4,1,12,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,1,7,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968221517011473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820789239210856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657476667679685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295268982049214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409920783453912,0.0,0.391749548003636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661444982703093 lonely,HoJaye-Ga,2020/03/16,"Hi While I'm posting this, in expecting in find true love in the replies. Not sure how sad this is 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lonely,VelvetKream,2020/03/16,Wish I Was Attractive I feel like if I was hot I’d love myself and other people would be attracted to me and care more then maybe I’d be in a relationship with someone that would love me and life would just be 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lonely,tanknutshell,2020/03/16,The more i try to hide the stronger it get When I feel lonely it feels like I'm on a abandoned planet and I am the only one on it just feeling it rotate around the 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lonely,SpiritualZero,2020/03/16,"Workaholic Idk why I'm posting here maybe i like the anonymous factor and feel the people I know IRL will just judge me or maybe I feel the need for some form of attention or something I just feel so alone and strive for some kind of human contact I work so much just so I dont have to go home and be alone I like talking to my co workers and such but at the end of the day I just feel so alone I have like three friends that seem like my friends but at the same time it's like are they really I'm the odd ball and final choice I use to be engaged and she was my best friend I could be silly and just ""myself"" around I was happy then I got cheated on and since then I just havent felt the same I havent felt good enough to talk to someone is the hardest thing I feel like I've put up some kind of barrier even when I do talk to someone new they probably thing I'm the most boring person they've ever met I find it hard to let people in I feel like who I am inside isn't good enough for anyone at this point my only friend is my work and talk radio I feel like I strive for such a connection that I'm just happy to have background noise of people talking I wish I could fix myself and just be 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lonely,indescisive_cookie,2020/03/16,I'm really down right now. Anyone feel like talking? about anything? just to take my mind off things. I just went through a break up so to speak. Ill never see someone thats been in my life everyday for 3 years ever again. Trying not to breakdown.,0.7177551020408153,3.2518517959183697,1.829795918367349,94.41163265306123,92.26530612244898,4.4326530612244905,19.244897959183675,6.1826913282559595,0.07070612244897934,194,6,39,2,7,61,44,49,0.071,0.8759999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.23199999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,10,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,7,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099029746619885,0.0,0.24831416430827946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729497383912277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257363620463052,0.21556993480701955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313462699922955,0.14741958543236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468102071152153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327278509054971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330848487705754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576924621804219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404553192362881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255671409750203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268781041896527,0.2425348537137833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046898919775147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486813328278228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797248507519578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431681334189116 lonely,moonirl,2020/03/16,Struggling I’m struggling. I feel lonely but I don’t know what would help me. The Coronavirus and social distancing is hitting me hard and the last few months leading up to this moment have been especially challenging with multiple familial deaths and hospitalizations. I’m struggling and I deleted all of my other social media because I can’t handle all the Coronavirus articles. I’m starting to feel numb from it all.,5.593142857142858,8.485031133333337,6.052571428571429,70.75200000000002,71.0,9.085714285714287,33.38095238095238,9.606745405546679,3.954695238095239,345,17,51,9,7,111,52,75,0.179,0.745,0.076,-0.7236,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,1,3,14,14,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,7,1,6,11,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584599842973144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100811470439794,0.0,0.22535716655649785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962792749194172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937023563172916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224713661340638,0.18165076421514448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787505065078504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543306967902497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773287550475806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989069647007484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583047391795334,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,appeasedbeast,2020/03/16,"I'm fucked and done Not even art is helping me anymore, i used to express through it and kinda of helped. Im depressed since 2015 I dont think i can go any further i think it all ends here",0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,82.33333333333333,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.06939999999999946,148,6,36,0,4,48,34,42,0.184,0.764,0.053,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,9,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882937212819576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745990574655346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848371805221005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833531389146733,0.32451133975880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452410865341029,0.0,0.0,0.18288228789041425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597901956758873,0.0,0.0,0.15736215420124636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711851413928461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29908716796074736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904508489327924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548380284500269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391428214774425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mr153md,2020/03/16,"I feel sad, I feel exhausted, can’t get joy out of anything not even going to Disney for the first time. I just to lay down and disappear, I feel sad, I feel exhausted, can’t get joy out of anything not even going to Disney for the first time. I just to lay down and disappear. I can’t tell this to anyone, I haven’t ever trusted anyone, I’m lonely, I haven’t ever been in a relationship, all the girls that I once love disappeared one way or another. My parents are abusive and in their culture mental illness isn’t a thing so I can’t trust them. I want to end it all, I fall asleep every night with tears in my eyes, I brush them away quickly when someone gets into my room. I’m stuck in a cycle of going to bus getting to school, bus again and home to do hw and sleep, there isn’t anything here for me, always felt out of place, I have been in many places and left a lot of people behind who I think they don’t even like me or remember me. I’m my own purgatory I can’t rest sleeping isn’t the same. I’m starting to eat less even though I’m under weight, also I have stress belly which makes me think I’m fat but I’m not and last I have pectus excavatum, that is a hole in the middle of my chest that I is pushing my heart into my lungs, my parents don’t allow me to get surgery so I have to let it consume me, when I look at my self in the mirror I don’t know what I’m looking at. I’m in too much pressure in school , my dad was a doctor so I also wanted to be one since I was a kid but idk if that’s what I want to do. They have thought me that if you don’t get a degree you wil be a failure in life but I already feel like one. I feel hopeless I’m writing this on my second account pls help me",1.119516129032256,2.339297691489364,3.3254289636238847,92.82403225806452,78.73404255319149,5.915442690459849,21.437542896362388,6.3737218528115,0.15281461908030192,1316,35,313,10,31,452,170,376,0.10300000000000001,0.82,0.077,-0.732,2,2,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,2,5,2,22,15,0,2,15,0,31,16,8,2,4,49,70,22,0,5,12,3,8,2,0,0,6,0,2,3,14,13,3,0,12,0,1,8,17,8,0,6,7,12,54,7,47,60,8,50,0,4,3,1,20,27,0,5,16,213,68,3,0.0,0.1115986922192609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394002391537692,0.15064599283674054,0.0783728840000792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987654932608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317184300035088,0.0,0.23252883376468805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849376839864546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640654417102608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637897281909112,0.0,0.0,0.08342359374388518,0.0,0.0,0.2488440726395263,0.17039888299375774,0.07935838665508246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28574906138544104,0.06728871827219503,0.09043631544151186,0.0,0.0,0.1602344159565967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29525953156651624,0.0,0.16058952365946888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116145476392172,0.0631329743252816,0.0,0.0944793560132701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176387103510459,0.07677669506820031,0.0,0.0,0.10233674249583477,0.096314745435144,0.06652855317249708,0.09203208193983614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819025881283033,0.0,0.0,0.08007621221682526,0.08500934823900771,0.0,0.06287196163177318,0.09549297293625016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949204683327612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923983263500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839009822857431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030832705926836,0.1914749336259332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917171797619985,0.0,0.0,0.06529886864900097,0.0,0.1968151434995763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112385375000522,0.10669789940013727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064881360011907,0.0,0.0,0.09825978254315423,0.0,0.0,0.07791420426818862,0.0,0.1885142624477372,0.0,0.07980612637999529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666753612176418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789330610001367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232543279788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257505875536387,0.12070515568434255,0.09254032134450987,0.07477563150122807,0.1098448537850934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666553048880076,0.07476293056285159,0.0,0.11469696003884568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghrowaway445,2020/03/16,"Feeling as I’ve thrown my life away at 20 A year and a half ago, after high school graduation, I moved to a major city for university and in hope of finding peers, love and building my future life. For most of my life I was lonely, with my mom working odd shifts and my father never around, i took quite a liking to being by myself, and due to i shyness and social anxiety, just never really pursued any hobbies that would put me in the spotlight or require people to acknowledge me. Moving out, i thought it would force me out of my shell, but my life has taken a step backwards. From having acquaintances (drinking buddies, work colleagues) I find myself today in a major city without a single friend. None. The last time I hung out with somebody from Uni, was in October and the whole time all I could think off was going home so I could be to myself. It’s hard for me to find motivation to even go downtown for any activity, be it shop clothes, watch a movie or study, let alone meet, conversate and relate to other people. I don’t like being alone, however I hate being around others. At age 20 I really feel like I’ve thrown my life away. I hate the person I am, however I seem unable to change and when I try, I fall back to the same habits that got me in this position in the first place. How do you get out of these ruts and change your behaviour? It seems impossible, and I fear my life is only going to get worse from here...",7.274571428571428,5.8731996877193,7.6271804511278205,76.63776315789475,64.40350877192982,10.388471177944863,31.58521303258145,9.23628265651192,2.524152882205513,1121,32,222,16,14,369,164,285,0.121,0.818,0.06,-0.9558,2,4,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,6,9,10,2,1,14,0,19,8,0,2,3,47,37,18,0,5,5,2,3,3,1,2,6,0,1,1,10,19,1,1,11,2,1,9,5,4,0,2,7,4,37,6,45,20,8,44,0,1,1,1,10,20,0,6,18,156,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671671190382801,0.0,0.0,0.20263615188559672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304986265545948,0.0,0.07483650606739391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417149026091433,0.0,0.0,0.18382120911853847,0.07522203879184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069735521790279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621195915911182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583208848965982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461305008014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008127636428017,0.09892737631674722,0.06988680545906614,0.0,0.0,0.2682331588109483,0.0832106164550997,0.0,0.0,0.07558000760688463,0.0,0.10221993608226593,0.0,0.16679005168970493,0.0,0.0782402673203373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763274498029594,0.1931655441843605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033583795736271,0.09812730191839136,0.09716314027617856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974112287763041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003355762903303,0.4145837375797383,0.14337830408295762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829164732413229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457245101662447,0.0,0.20794678982198075,0.0,0.0,0.15089864971847092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440096571342311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564025135713073,0.08541775727859957,0.10220719013782144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834199706311918,0.0,0.10404983112052098,0.0,0.0,0.12533948658734612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900498099232592,0.0,0.17811395613286762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972113268106554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268285345467585,0.0,0.07766279617135399,0.11408607749228815,0.0,0.09272746556228537,0.0,0.10868811676535288,0.06641732943099457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921906588793284,0.0,0.09430062668521136,0.0,0.14243676509498954,0.0,0.09969289675256372,0.1389853515185374,0.0,0.0,0.06299663885693306 lonely,throwaway271727632,2020/03/16,life sucks nowadays because i have no one . people who i thought would be there for me just ignore me and don’t talk to me anymore and idk what i did wrong . why am i so undeserving of everything .,3.2524166666666687,4.470580075000001,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,73.25,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.569583333333333,153,6,33,2,3,50,34,40,0.34700000000000003,0.653,0.0,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647622164497995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420958514117445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305580481237817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597904723398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249233154166392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549886194818853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956265018607681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919948758970732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318854289189425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127703655315665,0.4021353622490615,0.0,0.0 lonely,FingeredUrethra,2020/03/16,"Why do I even try anymore? I have no goals, no other reasons, I just keep going because you insist I'm important to you, no matter how tired I am, how much I just want to let everything go, I just push through it for you to go on and not even pretend to care for the few things I still manage to enjoy. Sucks how close I am to you and how far you are from me.",2.8059493670886084,2.7199906075949407,4.463139240506333,91.20559493670885,73.30379746835443,7.332658227848103,24.66075949367089,6.742157984588678,0.6325827848101264,274,7,67,2,5,93,50,79,0.145,0.7120000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.2741,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,11,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,5,0,15,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,11,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534523393391083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579037875514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056609664109115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759725264411355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229685824918416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357313510890685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271583910450309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613330757942034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878700748076587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627639355280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409496728591806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697863862761689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937349885795781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735122232741735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073917468791562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306081456867284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,45ntle,2020/03/16,At this point idk anymore A month or so ago I got over most of my depression but now I think it's coming back even worse than before,2.8734482758620707,3.4478096206896574,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,73.48275862068967,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.2921586206896549,105,2,25,1,2,34,28,29,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.7803,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018476406081502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770121413200754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618364376665348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897547578454415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933251135836049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328666267201203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490816696114765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723424305730883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717972997739561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218984866301822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181894470683351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34701575981716737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EORelaxEOEO,2020/03/16,"What do you all think about the Attention Economy? It ties in a lot with loneliness. Everybody wants friends. However, some people get a lot of attention, while other people get nothing. If one takes the perspective of the capitalist (gross), then attention is just a resource. **This means that people are selecting each other based on perceived value.** You are literally paid with attention when someone finds you valuable or useful. Of course, I don't take the attention as a resource perspective. I prefer to see friendship and my attention towards friendship as a unconditional action. This means that I do not tally how valuable the person is or my level of effort towards them. However, I assume that there are people who operate in the capitalistic way - i.e the people that just act based on what popular culture tells them. Additionally, we aren't just competing with other people for attention, but we also have netflix, video games, their hobbies, etc. So, let's say you text someone, and they don't respond. Basically, somewhere in their day, they decided that their attention resource was better used in other ways. Maybe, they wanted to watch netflix and hang out with other friends? Or maybe, they are a parent working a full-time job? Its hard to say where a person's attention goes... A relevant 3 minute video: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMSZiwHZgrs](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMSZiwHZgrs)",6.730014367816089,10.258911857758623,6.185172413793103,67.93540229885059,70.50862068965517,8.866666666666664,31.649425287356323,9.408791572840183,3.7841977011494254,1149,51,158,29,24,354,133,232,0.015,0.884,0.10099999999999999,0.9542,5,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,4,9,4,10,7,0,0,16,0,14,0,0,3,1,47,27,16,0,4,9,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,17,12,0,0,17,5,1,3,4,1,0,1,2,5,21,6,24,24,6,20,0,0,2,0,27,11,0,8,4,119,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175385786088227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253352381598412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205933485164217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190634012982214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162951415212702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966107632580115,0.0,0.132955395809518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398213246145013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262661606449853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011161773862354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634995694253814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556595549654847,0.2772035299525846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220903026688138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622118125288031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412850674530249,0.0,0.0,0.5292735643771908,0.22220228584368726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237286089640608,0.0,0.0,0.10139388174482376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562023887082504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133743216626511,0.0,0.11121345121115024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153031503394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978917714460533,0.0,0.0,0.15009900920979946,0.2019945294661715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263230445473332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moparman70,2020/03/16,"Lonely, touch starved and the sum of the two I finally got to write how I'm feeling here. It's not easy especially when you're 21M and supposed to not be feeling like this but, whatever. Recently, I noticed an increased sense of lonliness and I discovered I was also touch starved. To be clear, I have meaningful friendships and I am quite an active person however, this doesn't seem to cut it. I don't feel like I am anyone's first choice or very important to someone. I don't feel cared for and I haven't felt human touch in years. A few years ago, I come out of a relationship with a woman I loved so damn and when it ended, I was crushed. I decided to focus on myself and I did but, I later noticed how I shut off all feelings (and switched to being extremely rational all the time) and built walls around myself. Yes, I was hurting and perhaps what I'm feeling right now is my fault but, it is what it is. My humanity did catch up with me though and, I am now feeling lonely, uncared for and touch starved. It's taking a serious tall on me; my motivation has decreased substantially to the point I barely find point anymore in what I do in my life but, I still do them. I also feel myself becoming bitter and distant. I know I'm surrounded by people who love me but, they never show it. To top it all, I didn't make any success (and neither believe I will) in the love department. It's been 4 years now since my last relationship. I just want to be held and smell someone's scent while doing it. I am hurting and I feel cold. (Sorry for the rant.)",2.332238095238093,4.2113084539682575,4.118769841269845,85.57053571428574,77.15873015873021,7.293650793650794,26.48809523809524,8.192908349453996,1.7489523809523804,1213,48,249,22,28,409,164,315,0.16,0.68,0.16,-0.1967,1,4,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,5,15,16,3,0,12,1,28,4,0,4,5,57,53,31,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,16,21,0,1,16,1,0,4,9,9,0,2,10,18,42,7,29,38,6,41,0,4,0,3,13,18,1,2,21,174,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621436588220436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359916711086734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381107911648295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076427435705598,0.07589385323558187,0.0,0.0,0.0966238174989696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987415762083276,0.0,0.12228767176431632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066399938172043,0.0,0.0,0.09349779823990474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613442826208253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939308187870346,0.15508232549763454,0.10421564318830784,0.11890051770967353,0.09920380480676698,0.09232426508253386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680953810874488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323891244409609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059650872412298925,0.08847477497664978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666517510593766,0.1060545486234676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938853886460015,0.0,0.07245144705395923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083712917478036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471475448983413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524812971980918,0.09477314316016762,0.0,0.0,0.205211203288948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544589620180755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071703837699132,0.2330631761983467,0.0,0.0926927642621566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988109498610851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978560074758762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839315710830236,0.0,0.0,0.12150190233983126,0.0,0.0,0.0866803687229173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160874575047708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664022591685504,0.0,0.06329068158212751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602803422252388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955705786805072,0.06401984045315699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096890504930164 lonely,LordSeaWarrior,2020/03/16,"Hello loneliness my old friend, you're the most loyal friend I have You've never left me, you've always been there for me, everywhere I go you go too - loneliness, you are the most loyal, devoted friend I've ever had, I really mean that. Haha, sorry if I made you blush, but it's true, you've always been by my side no matter what and I really appreciate that, I really do. But really loneliness, there's something I've been meaning to say for a long time but I never had the courage to tell you until now, I think we need some time apart. No don't cry! It won't be forever, just a little while. gosh! I feel such a jerk for saying this since you've always been with me since childhood, but really, I think it's about time I found some real friends FOR ONCE IN MY GODDAMN LIFE!!! Oh sorry! I didn't mean to shout at you. I'm not angry. It's just that you've been so close to me recently that it hurts, really hurts. You're just too clingy, you cling to me everywhere I go, your embrace is so tight it makes it hard to breath. So I think it's time we parted for a while, just I little while, and don't worry, I know you will be waiting for me when I return. You always wait for me, and I know that when my time comes I will die in your arms, we all do.....",0.07265664160400931,2.171218421052629,2.329654135338348,94.15262656641606,86.59398496240603,5.802305764411027,15.25764411027569,7.1686216300943375,-0.2015158897243108,964,17,222,15,30,326,120,266,0.157,0.6970000000000001,0.146,-0.7321,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,3,10,0,0,17,13,1,0,7,1,20,3,2,2,5,46,40,17,1,2,10,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,15,9,0,3,10,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,10,6,43,10,20,25,6,33,0,2,0,0,21,9,0,5,20,143,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32926746397614104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852185871415157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866887825705253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267269928638527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894869583778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002148275748649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847055932445444,0.3057292481073077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867091810873125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862096631346739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181111453660195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873759948210968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074866648812772,0.0,0.06987648937701407,0.0,0.1983057263759444,0.0,0.0875490656665745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360902653767117,0.06603588609064796,0.0,0.0,0.3232880999775653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335461152156934,0.15260031117883127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038093601910734,0.1053561728902985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713048330219227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260287803865282,0.3802587635855311,0.0,0.0976804679918988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734464780544474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367020797065196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616038942166369,0.0,0.22148586698991746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646832008272118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016915579973706,0.0,0.0,0.2884315227302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046721744197107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mystical-Prince,2020/03/17,"Flabbergasted: blank/numb The era that we live in has a serious defect in the departments of real empathy, compassion, kindness, and humanity. Numerous of people are withering away not getting out of their beds, houses, or just sitting in the corner of the couch in front of the TV, with a newspaper, crumbling from loneliness. Also people who work, hold top positions, have a bleeding heart of ice unsatisfied just because they don't know who they truly are anymore without all these exteriors of prestige. It isn't about any expectations, or holding on to things. There is just no real effort of understanding one another. People are therefore quick to jump to negative assumptions and shun one another like products. I've seen many cries around the world of people of all walks of life hurting from loneliness that isn't just limited to the mind. Sometimes there is no click, no chemistry, or there are no mutual interests, or the wavelengths are too far apart but none of this should be a valid reason to dump people and make them feel bad. Interpersonal isolation is a very unspoken and underestimated challenge that is very deadly. There are families that don't care about some of their members for not meeting the standards of honoring the community, governments that discriminate citizens for their income classes/societal status, so-called friends that stop communicating because you stop serving them emotional supplies. I think the toughest hardship for mankind is one of our body's wiring of needing not just face to face socializing but more so having someone to actually reassure that you matter as the individual you are and shows a genuine interest in your life unbiasedly. Just like the sunshine indiscriminately gives light to all, a small text, an occasional phone call, a spontaneous invite for a hangout, can do wonders for our health on a spiritual level too. We all are trying to face our struggles in our own ways, living in a body we alone know of what we feel and go through deep within, we all want to be happy, why not just trying to let go of judgments and all sorts of self-serving conclusions. The planet is only suffering due to mankind not wanting to reflect upon themselves for defects of greed for power, domination, might, selfishness, and the devastations it brings on every scale affecting everyone on a manifest stage.",13.358670731707313,10.479094739024395,12.132530487804882,53.71928353658537,54.04878048780488,15.51829268292683,49.039634146341456,13.624085052395262,6.713890243902438,1913,96,286,54,16,616,238,410,0.162,0.7340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9743,2,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,9,4,7,8,19,22,2,1,28,0,28,10,6,4,6,72,46,17,1,5,19,0,2,2,1,2,4,0,2,2,15,16,0,5,10,3,1,7,16,10,0,3,1,6,21,12,64,40,10,40,0,2,3,0,31,25,0,8,7,209,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.10238440977483222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866295678716548,0.0,0.08390253954231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071347542586729,0.22003043154860136,0.0,0.0,0.104050033179068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339887746419052,0.0,0.0,0.09857350683549,0.0,0.08760178511450323,0.12791354872258232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330795274792621,0.0,0.0,0.10713256526813368,0.0,0.10697045082141146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152470195887152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801814011604267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839757432589984,0.10025323035828099,0.0,0.0,0.0989069437036312,0.0,0.1060989474755067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105905115289845,0.0,0.05481509786844505,0.1006464894007824,0.11925414105126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168669983177536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115224663821539,0.0,0.12432782074656125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210607845433226,0.11231642424965924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092554997319026,0.11531990077141765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728531951245243,0.14821275914846854,0.10251484621282862,0.0,0.1852882657322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700332899346291,0.10636994435663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130095743146842,0.10593683292013724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779504570712033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132845738196614,0.0797945366314048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636831491979149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883831873867944,0.0,0.10787273173824198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945190290166952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695024585156504,0.08889631311432385,0.0,0.10376615540754006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754315659753429,0.0,0.10968261992156354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970256882006014,0.06722693984128914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246428054859026,0.0,0.0,0.10922288621567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731359594431402,0.12376619737313115,0.08327868029847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467178433876457,0.0,0.0,0.10113678953282668,0.11377862473178695,0.0763812375353375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thraway1037380d,2020/03/17,"This quarantine is lonely, m20 Tbh this is a lonely time. Ik much worse things are happening rn besides my loneliness but this is how I felt. I just wish I had someone to spend the quarantine with. M or f.",0.4820325203252018,2.9585211463414645,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,93.6341463414634,6.635772357723577,21.46747967479675,7.793537801064563,1.4214357723577231,161,6,33,4,6,53,33,41,0.177,0.738,0.085,-0.2263,0,6,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886130535655493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579094918232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29752984359538537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34293416659401266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889070547873584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360066519709862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654300456078193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124637695507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,royo94,2020/03/17,"Missing out I only have 2 friends and I only hang out with them like once a month. I have a GF and we hang out a lot, but I am still lonely because I feel like I’m missing out on life and having fun with people. I haven’t found a group that I click with and it’s frustrating only hanging out with your GF and doing the same activities. It’s wearing me down and I just wish I could have a solid friend group that did stuff together all the time. It doesn’t seem like that will happen anytime soon. Does anyone have any advice or support? Thanks, -Roy P.S. it would be cool if some of you guys could be my friends",1.4705813953488374,3.3254062325581413,2.6893217054263587,94.92840116279068,79.69767441860466,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.15876279069767474,480,12,108,3,12,154,80,129,0.08,0.648,0.272,0.9808,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,0,3,14,1,0,7,1,16,2,1,0,1,31,26,9,0,5,4,0,1,3,5,2,1,0,0,1,8,16,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,3,15,10,12,18,4,14,0,3,1,0,12,7,0,5,7,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113843019738847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909678622130708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245741591238825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675975664125922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796596995122248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326050687445086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855276024703952,0.1251154080632483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202484421122246,0.4059231251611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734097003781547,0.15486997649197298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370197102526788,0.25668414667004363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488922396640048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978988957744165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651146275954672,0.0,0.3995907578428495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141551818596852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943496169942847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398618400780435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048595825071625,0.0,0.1987394214382628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123939773555004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212175278310204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139488297657332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440981424055045,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thatalienx,2020/03/17,"I'm just looking for another loner to friend I don't mind anyone as long as you want to talk and actually have a conversation. I'm 22 years old,single, and lonely. I have been trying to get back to watching One Piece and I did get back on it! I find joy in conversating with others and discussing different kind of topics. I tune to youtube for music and entertainment. Every now and then when a good movie comes out I try to go watch it in the theater. I usually find myself bored no matter what I do. No, these aren't my only interests and I don't want to just chat about them either. Anyways, I don't want to make this post any longer, you know where we can get deep and have a good time. Side note I reply fast.",2.083929313929314,3.8483981621621663,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,77.51351351351352,6.716008316008318,20.844074844074846,7.61054688173877,0.6278995841995845,560,14,121,8,13,188,97,148,0.08900000000000001,0.767,0.14300000000000002,0.7815,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,1,0,9,9,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,24,24,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,3,17,7,19,22,2,20,0,1,3,0,10,7,0,0,10,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.17136586432409406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194179204594136,0.18413792276994773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227876117993406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005993891181257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512687900921081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834706155821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479554041657901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210009178429738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356725539821588,0.0,0.27524024345779696,0.0,0.09980078510205248,0.29457951516321784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286634835219465,0.09650831856590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540554803009024,0.14746458858513276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721819061614312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731173112235882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426867709344466,0.0,0.11899498963427416,0.1335560733148122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818175064706994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114523664477396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239711530391067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844953177159034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340490590073725,0.0,0.3107304339634915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308433482127983 lonely,UniqueMathThrowEwey,2020/03/17,"'m a loser with 0 friends, does anyone want to play League of Legends together on EUW? I have no social skills at all so talking to me will probably be awkward AF just so you know, I'm relatively new to the game (level 13) but I just want some company when I play. I would prefer if you were fluent in English since that makes communication easier.",2.955217391304348,4.8901473478260895,4.9703623188405786,79.91032608695654,75.52173913043478,8.078260869565218,25.99275362318841,8.841846274778883,2.098379710144928,273,10,53,6,6,94,58,69,0.07200000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.185,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,10,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,8,6,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335927888461989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923510099739357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581052745481376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835987112242828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229974477741024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226514145557823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601890162115205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635003340464603,0.0,0.0,0.3405470724847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685165789696263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940918120607528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731707264735602,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FR0PPEy,2020/03/17,"I’m going to die alone and that’s ok. The effort of trying and failing, trying and failing and over and over over again of trying to find that special someone has become too much, how many more times am I gonna get ghosted after showing a face pic? How many more times am I gonna be stuck in an awkward conversation that has died out because the other person refuses to put in as much effort to get to know me as I do? How many more times am I gonna delete tinder and cry myself to sleep? None because I’m done with it all. Romance, dating, love. It’s obviously not in the cards for me so I’m not putting myself through the trouble of it any longer. I don’t blame them, I’m weird, anxious, lack confidence, not the best looker and I hardly talk or smile. I get it, I don’t blame my problems on anyone else but myself. I’m done.",2.2979064039408894,3.682194143678163,3.837602627257798,89.68551724137932,75.95402298850574,5.8909688013136305,23.34811165845649,6.1826913282559595,0.4519077175697866,647,19,139,4,14,215,97,174,0.172,0.758,0.07,-0.8911,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,6,11,0,1,7,1,11,3,2,3,2,24,26,15,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,3,2,15,5,23,19,9,17,0,2,1,1,6,8,0,1,6,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531134316855202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541068595583814,0.0,0.0,0.15850217983341258,0.0,0.09810294990554536,0.14375675477324604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105451686484807,0.1549533720938084,0.0,0.0,0.14723908749361528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411599046959334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912242216631337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871568650035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720495022836212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823417811173868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990719927069524,0.0,0.07973729008917274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256837120142639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077106726020629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662871599019632,0.0,0.0,0.4267349226701379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627733969434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250695569471992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342507901608611,0.0,0.2820860453605048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040408198684529,0.0,0.11887807071802693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277004151360948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543499769866475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28576908689229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rusfel_123,2020/03/17,"Wierdly lonely and empty i have alot of friends you could say ,and we always play togther and hang out and shit. even with the virus out break we call each other and spend hours having fun and shit, but like when they go home or i stop playing i just get this really bad sense of emptiness and loneliness is it normal to constanlty feel the need to be around someone ?",4.871666666666666,5.9905861666666675,4.612111111111112,87.64399999999998,69.27777777777777,7.426666666666668,25.511111111111113,7.554174236665415,1.1458744444444453,292,8,58,3,5,89,58,72,0.257,0.618,0.125,-0.9176,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,1,0,4,9,2,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,23,9,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,14,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,5,8,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,2,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070789678598436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215461983053288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077952431957179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541231029136569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870166827925964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643756459191325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583565828404888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227559376232453,0.0,0.13002379549095344,0.0,0.14143800385718924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963592672270304,0.0,0.2450858618285501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158483626859105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453323092678314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438388076383219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594318720553531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791064001503092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109209619974661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108659198970521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080656511074725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HollyJadeIsLonely,2020/03/17,"A whole new low This isnt even a joke yall, do you ever get allergies right before Spring or Winter and instead of getting allergy medicine you sit and suffer with it because at least you actually feel something? Am I that low and sad of a person, please tell me I'm not the only one.",2.43186440677966,4.114959983050852,4.212,85.88172881355933,76.28813559322035,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.2910108474576272,225,8,46,3,5,76,50,59,0.20800000000000002,0.754,0.038,-0.8551,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,7,2,9,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2826476166302491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656232897502375,0.0,0.2464629677071852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130500117756602,0.26199666454581955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464510793043691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30265070242517256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797368667606868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962680860842826,0.2202848622029733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290315403000985,0.0,0.3179385950486115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473516405174181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297962027873647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531588050507139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323373583237241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goddessesbroken,2020/03/17,"Not even the second choice It's the worst when you're talking to someone and then all of a sudden, their friend comes and they start talking, totally ignoring you. What makes it worse is that I am a shy person and when I think I've made a friend, someone better always comes along. I'm tired of feeling worthless and replaceable.",2.5701785714285705,5.217472625000003,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,80.5625,5.5321428571428575,23.205357142857146,6.868970318607317,0.8299357142857142,264,9,50,3,7,81,47,64,0.244,0.61,0.146,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,15,10,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,1,5,3,4,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423098145575046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064482942984196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021554907099688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417714007491554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802832350982012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606921327879144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087542908699576,0.155815151752936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382052097049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955659524524447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652216980065946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752415278107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495713801683968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682914041772607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378833020268979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cryin-n-vibin,2020/03/17,"(F15)I feel like your teenage years aren’t supposed to be like this... i think that my teenage years are supposed to be way happier and fulfilling than this. I don’t really have any friends and no one really could give two shits about me and i see how people are so much happier than me and how they are able to have fun with people yet i’m just all alone waiting for it to all be over. These are supposed to be the best years of my life but it doesn’t seem to be any good at all",1.5990196078431396,3.2632985098039238,2.4809803921568623,97.46107843137257,78.6078431372549,6.494117647058824,21.13725490196079,7.3871296695380915,0.3226784313725495,376,10,91,5,9,118,62,102,0.048,0.779,0.17300000000000001,0.9106,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,0,1,0,15,2,1,2,3,17,22,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,9,6,14,16,5,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,6,63,15,0,0.20892453819151985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638281322241787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841517005958402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192534132123092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680924340153075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563852398961836,0.1492557318291184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141457994704336,0.0,0.0,0.20041945444350212,0.0,0.17523599027747105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756957995730816,0.20413995234865007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358357473623307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157267408812074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968393745872384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768481796807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648580738749574,0.19019705291266772,0.0,0.0,0.2144580361273077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387040807001627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408891589037967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583457377964356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036216582058605 lonely,MrMagicMe,2020/03/17,"Don't mind this, I'm just venting I've been feeling so lonely and miserable tgat I'm going crazy. I really wanted to say this somewhere to ease the pain and i couldn't do it in real life or any other social media, so i choose reddit.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.649999999999999,86.705,82.0,5.6000000000000005,18.0,6.742157984588678,0.18880000000000008,185,4,37,2,5,65,38,50,0.237,0.687,0.076,-0.8557,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496965743534471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856584177018879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086781788017866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593517372364892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707494795052965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907078854195116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179338758646872,0.2352264016470665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919981249560982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742961431773551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657365050279773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justgottotellsome1,2020/03/17,"feeling particularly lonely rn. and left behind Using a throwaway. I dont expect any responses I just had to get my thoughts out. I don't have anyone I feel like I can talk to about it. Basically 25m, no experience dating or anything (This is where most of my lonliness lies). Had/having issues with low self esteem and anxiety which I saw a counseller about for a few months, which I think helped on a practical level; mostly with how to deal with and prevent panic attacks. I thought things were getting better, but I've been slipping back into my bad thought patterns lately, mostly about never meeting someone, and even if I did, not knowing how to initiate things, succumbing to my anxiety. My worst fear is having a panic attack on a date or something. I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this fear of being alone and it's hard to talk to friends about romantic relationships in general. I feel like an awful person because of the jealousy I feel for what seems like everyone I know. I just wish I knew wtf happened to me, how did I miss all the early opportunies to explore relationships, how did I skip through without ever experiencing a childhood romance. Holding hands. I feel so far left behind and I don't know that I can even catch up at this point. I expect the current covid-19 quanantine isn't helping.",5.76812983360675,6.932817099601596,6.481382704476213,74.89185141785802,67.24701195219123,8.77440824935552,33.48980548394657,9.007467420416297,3.0388779470353886,1056,47,182,18,17,347,150,251,0.221,0.6629999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9813,1,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,17,18,2,4,11,1,18,1,1,5,3,52,40,15,0,4,8,0,8,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,2,16,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,11,10,28,7,34,28,6,26,0,3,1,0,12,14,0,7,14,133,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083068198240904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111370487523108,0.0,0.15999719504112433,0.0,0.0,0.146240730942898,0.0,0.08605524834082759,0.0,0.0,0.2379353706693554,0.0,0.08041072361884218,0.08731467500234473,0.0637471594928708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924869433173362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781089726597744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255960255688585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813989079828282,0.09459290245183104,0.0,0.0999246558186778,0.0,0.1022931488772669,0.0,0.2353489810036101,0.31725364174277465,0.22412242563340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079338449738965,0.0,0.10927088870047716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247418130846076,0.0,0.09367749863933343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401870992796141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914777813585612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724129190517822,0.0,0.11796369330413392,0.0,0.2272392712926709,0.0,0.0,0.20435771869919486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346973304114925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065368748210341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538942054857976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130972495543872,0.0,0.0,0.09885595172474873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245460454967393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519997283569433,0.1090931802103798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860496025666953,0.08050594654072056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215714688431096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894824484220514,0.06700660718239781,0.0,0.2490595205355488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903181046813082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025459901801668,0.10080531917582236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,snaffutime01,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else feel the urge to indulge in their loneliness and depression? Sometimes I’ll feel the urge to look at or read about people in love or happy couples or just people being happy. I’ll look at pictures of my ex and just feel like shit but I can’t help myself. It makes me feel awful but I can’t stop doing it. Does anyone else do this?",1.7024404761904748,3.7804191250000017,3.171428571428572,90.64500000000002,79.97222222222223,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.0802285714285711,275,6,56,2,7,90,46,72,0.16699999999999998,0.68,0.153,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,5,2,1,1,0,15,13,7,0,0,7,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,6,4,8,12,0,5,0,1,2,1,4,4,1,3,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149864443892166,0.3538839702588289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107892668861826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873820931962778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224551433195496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885217684986328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34927033861771123,0.12337023944435653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676648298357925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575090682865415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436793177982052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003331626199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586005970318434,0.0,0.11527235411843766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944391474615745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273738895392293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726447717320268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079547487790228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437712133428196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheNewOneO,2020/03/17,"High sex drive and loneliness Hi male here. Im 24. Tall, fit, I would say good looking. But the problem is I have no girlfriend and the sex drive is killing me. I work out for over 2 hours 5 times a week and I feel good only when I destroy myself at the gym at the point that I crash down when Im back because thats the only thing that makes me relaxed. And with all this virus shit my gym got closed, cant go to work and Im starting to go insane. I sleep for 6 hours and literally shake from energy rush. Yeah I tried tinder and shit and yet noone seems to be interested in energetic dude who doesnt smoke or drink. Every girl wants to go to club and drink to passing out and when I say Im not a drinker they stop replying. Any advice would be so helpful or at least someone to chat with. I feel like I can do so much and have so much potential and yet Im sitting without any relationship or work like a looser. That makes my blood boil",1.6909529411764694,3.2045318599999995,3.1582352941176493,93.37382352941178,77.9,6.305882352941178,22.264705882352942,7.048011613610866,0.4157088235294113,732,21,172,8,17,240,118,200,0.139,0.7120000000000001,0.149,0.0011,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,10,12,4,1,8,1,12,9,4,2,1,34,24,22,1,4,6,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,7,17,3,1,3,7,0,8,5,6,0,0,1,5,17,6,21,19,4,35,0,0,1,2,11,13,2,4,15,97,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702144276422287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895438593524046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421393583886212,0.0,0.0667622296857976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145753420405078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227512206095488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107529635682858,0.07824093903116594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672781191726825,0.1837199585348291,0.08759295756876671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734087871173146,0.11571364038547835,0.0,0.0,0.2157098067141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915006769927288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116738867309686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701164618469844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196901585368293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621058159861128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161019251453388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658942654499725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353157391418974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479562016244083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758323652183607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418901925146407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970267699926484,0.0,0.0,0.2248409213334716,0.0,0.0,0.1095988547070706,0.0,0.09279573795940348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751865042161768,0.0,0.0,0.0915634240371699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276006264742811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638618532836446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435672854823815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459759250588268,0.0,0.08785014602018815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557314123336026,0.0,0.23919507080891755,0.0,0.0,0.15559939165850606,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Master1Blaster,2020/03/17,"Post-divorce loneliness and depression Hi, I am a man and I am 35 years old. It has been 4 months since I got divorced and I am feeling desperately lonely and lost. If anyone is in the similar situation and wants to talk. Send me a message.",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,87.33333333333334,7.366666666666666,26.75,8.344100000000001,2.389475,188,9,37,5,6,66,38,48,0.281,0.688,0.03,-0.9081,0,2,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,7,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289213642504107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819838088343713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554014742884238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618467378657867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738901817479124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132261563788944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34354473004805425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135527699900781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708235428418601,0.3680043597240827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631467430360286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310535163023293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083087962442654 lonely,Akashhhh_B,2020/03/17,It Hit me again When Ur Family members call u selfish while u think a lot about Them.It hurts a lot,0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,80.81818181818181,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,78,2,19,1,2,26,18,22,0.292,0.708,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042912584402609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732498390040437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238538337036501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6732151524985167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536975012359468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dead_lonesome,2020/03/17,"Sleeping alone Nights are the worst times, Having no one to come home to after work to share your day with . I miss the quiet comfort of just sitting on a couch with your person. Sleeping alone is by far the worst . Waking up in the middle of the night and realizing you are alone. 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(Highly recommended for serious relationship if you are tired of Hinge and Bumble) She is really pretty and she seems really nice! We've talked on the phone for a couple times and they all lasted for like 2 hours. We were planning on meeting for dinner tonight but she said the whole virus thing is a little bit too risky to go out these days so she suggested that we should wait for a while. Is everyone else still going on dates during this virus apocalypse or is this just her excuse? Ugh I feel like she is the ONE! What should I do ?",3.433348271446864,4.8883313873239445,4.3191933418694015,87.08861075544176,73.15492957746478,7.417157490396925,21.35979513444302,8.00094639256281,0.8213577464788724,555,12,115,8,11,179,98,142,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.105,0.6408,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,1,1,5,6,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,1,1,19,20,10,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,8,7,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,2,18,4,18,13,4,23,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,4,15,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959446168594456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958052137871344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424323275347265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844884851824213,0.0,0.11566677817254928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982503231323374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713778931381607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906854273799806,0.12812863450426054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385900153369227,0.0,0.14344365219089664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894945398112186,0.0,0.0,0.17662494421527816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239056274024644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628660188287777,0.17975716189269209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184387274162634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153311093469694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824647927046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979412437599686,0.0,0.0,0.19255622085687346,0.0,0.0,0.1706041972106513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632747257193135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323021333546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288311629855591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915306218073253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458120977926197,0.20613798388965254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626049080471944,0.0,0.2002393682488216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bwc2020throwaway-,2020/03/17,"I’m afraid of ending up alone , Should I leave my current situation? I tend to always be broken up with. I give a lot but I think it’s just a way I try to keep people around. For a few weeks I’ve dated a girl and it was amazing, the enthusiasm, the texting, the wanting to meet up, and now it’s all just starting to die down. Slower to text, not as much enthusiasm and with the virus on the loose and because she lives with her elderly parents, she said meeting up isn’t a good idea. We’ve talked a bit about why she can’t text as much or even call, but she doesn’t really give any real response just apologizes and reminds me that she’s trying, followed by “it may not look like it, but I’m trying” I just don’t know what to think. I’m sad and heartbroken already. In my mind I’ve played out the scenario and that is my reality. I’m in bed and just get up to use the restroom at the moment. Am I just not ready to date? Should I just break up with her because it’s in my best interest? I want to be empathetic but I also don’t want to keep checking my phone thinking she will reply, I feel like I’m nagging and I’m stressing her out asking her to change. I’m stressed out and get in a panic when I don’t hear from her for long periods of time. Advice please. 😢",1.7563034759358302,3.0340986544117685,3.678141711229949,90.71311497326204,77.16176470588233,6.563101604278074,23.39304812834225,7.1686216300943375,0.6762441176470584,982,30,227,11,22,333,142,272,0.156,0.7,0.14400000000000002,-0.3889,4,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,4,15,0,15,0,0,1,1,52,44,19,1,5,15,1,1,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,9,18,0,2,6,1,1,1,9,6,0,0,2,4,29,7,41,36,7,32,0,1,1,0,24,17,0,3,14,144,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220000927504428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293049522163964,0.13777295394888356,0.0998409594872606,0.10388359874705297,0.0,0.0,0.08490097138626695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111412549837652,0.11671609572354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221245394416485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102035090725153,0.0,0.13630176118889886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748384217032632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207270778452493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957258960413465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057833648839778,0.0,0.0,0.08246097525465862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312693736284725,0.08919148884689676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045593126090138,0.2395312972792831,0.0,0.10471664090128288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071285282006912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093827872621992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194140877797766,0.0,0.0,0.06861323628462578,0.0,0.0,0.13219608348334844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198892504816045,0.0,0.11024313646138767,0.1104866165464176,0.10484093817568277,0.0,0.0,0.10614136770962936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260609643222284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835553988484193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648231454851413,0.1386290111478436,0.0,0.0,0.08655393451340232,0.0,0.0,0.13704569382621534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421044406717132,0.07998087297450518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875910807620133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033446584637566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836810920370122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602609337115764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034815253510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399928135820571,0.0,0.0,0.07279991581672438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429094054048257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782865039394693,0.0,0.0,0.2209158858342612,0.09909858975889167,0.1001455940583322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265596770150488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thinking-_-_,2020/03/17,"I think I lost a friend I found here. We started speaking. We stopped in between due to some stuff I was going through. And now maybe I feel I just lost them forever. Probably only first I found and lost them and it hurts real bad.",0.5249645390070938,2.9406747234042565,1.7756382978723408,96.28416666666668,89.0,4.835460992907802,22.72695035460993,6.42735559955562,0.4764354609929069,180,7,39,2,6,57,34,47,0.304,0.632,0.063,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,2,4,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,6,2,11,1,4,4,1,7,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299064527965682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870310228222864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604394643274525,0.0,0.4280713054236603,0.15081732679189766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094128605261992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089743541187821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.639278242106463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611281706943612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846458891613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046739420543545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218960285936445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816932811243024,0.0,0.0,0.1632027481139074,0.0,0.0,0.2234666202178902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508149566342913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ProtonRequiem,2020/03/17,I want to go to a Porter Robinson concert but I have no friends... Not one person I can really truly call a friend. Just as I rediscovered my love for Porter Robinson's magical music. It's a horrid feeling when you have something you really treasure and nobody to share it with.,3.2461111111111123,5.523467685185183,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,75.85185185185185,7.282962962962964,27.46666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.164093333333333,221,9,39,4,5,74,40,54,0.11199999999999999,0.535,0.353,0.9449,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,5,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764527435156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214559182457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260733933925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934898995443826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072762757422101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070288041398426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972744436680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362117120842712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210089321312485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008107130336322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iratesad1,2020/03/17,"Last hug i got was in 2016 i'm so touchstarved i keep dreaming about spooning in dreams Or just dreams of leaning on someones shoulder, or someone leaning on mine, or holding hands. It's quite hellish, please make it stop. i'm so tired of longing after something that i cannot do, it feels so entitled to want the touch of someone else. I wish i was neurotypical.",3.658356807511741,5.632340492957745,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,73.64788732394365,5.860093896713615,32.960093896713616,6.42735559955562,1.8095896713615025,289,15,56,2,6,89,50,71,0.14,0.635,0.225,0.7035,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,0,11,12,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,10,9,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051424246536176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136636644087845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197389656082145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334966871057093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565646436607773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241897279935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022187083860867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348083070232914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530142215541346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101298515802964,0.18478680001636366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067580525599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758791441243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157589703563445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602262310586523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nudebutter1234,2020/03/17,"I want friends I only have 1 friend, I like talking to people but I never turn the people I talk to into friends and I don’t know how to. I miss having a friend group, having more than just one person to talk to, having verity. I haven’t even really had a conversation with a girl my age in like 2 years. I feel like my life has fell apart. I’m very lonely and I feel like this will be the rest of my life, have no friends or a relationship, and just go through life as i am and die alone.",1.210492662473797,2.5993687075471748,3.1410691823899377,93.520178197065,78.90566037735849,6.220545073375264,18.381551362683442,6.937597516519254,-0.1263215932914048,377,7,91,4,9,127,65,106,0.139,0.609,0.252,0.9034,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,1,16,20,8,1,1,4,0,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,14,9,12,17,2,8,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,1,7,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564432917608688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567671005030582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976776751025712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275185846399025,0.21582174345356586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835081781462204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584576995597656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830136847718661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200753864202679,0.2951835744228232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649985091286105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235607360815872,0.11488109972564853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943950247892065,0.13189191562460645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967671448893886,0.0,0.0,0.16217225547962272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36422724038690796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430012349264825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246329025930773,0.08909379929584699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727189803933284 lonely,mekevinb,2020/03/17,"Outdated Dating Advice or Just Impossible For Some? I'm so sick of the dating advice websites and blogs talking to shy guys with no confidence or self esteem. They all say that women are attracted to confident men, despite what they look like. Then they say that if you're a shy guy with no confidence to find ways to not be shy and be more confident. What none of them take into account is that if you're a shy guy with no confidence you don't just wake up and can all of a sudden do and be those things. Pointless. Later this year I will be coming out of a 16 year marriage, 15 of which there was no sex, no touching on any level, it all went very platonic overnight, and I have no idea what I'm going to do about my extreme lonliness and lack of experience. I am THE definition of shy, unconfident, inexperienced with women, and just think I'm no good to anyone or anything. I don't actually feel I'm long for this world. I think my fate has been sealed. Lack of touch has made me distant, irritable, moody, aggressive, and unwilling to engage in anything that interests me. Are there any shy guys out there in their 40s who think it's over for them?",5.465165315034312,5.755713423580789,6.299329382407986,79.03337336244545,67.60262008733625,9.861634435433563,29.89426076107299,9.784248007369934,2.5937134123518404,910,31,184,19,14,301,128,229,0.172,0.715,0.113,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,6,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,19,3,1,1,3,38,33,15,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,8,15,16,0,0,6,1,1,3,11,2,0,0,4,6,16,5,31,24,8,22,0,0,1,1,20,10,0,6,9,124,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.14386044942194084,0.0,0.0,0.2881138251153911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005010247995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307934480750812,0.0,0.2426278522823725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698909559378466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420484220203675,0.0,0.0,0.07453987526318337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473901727128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378206391379406,0.12364872551784972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838750773913133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641899884474873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720218629038966,0.0,0.0,0.13046187506742812,0.1237954949274928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394921697034605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446826791618905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379099196986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084133541631473,0.11849044299208465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793915790861474,0.28338194653167786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163676575059833,0.0,0.1170149674286685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665962221086994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898670227485115 lonely,MoonLight024,2020/03/17,"I feel lonely even when surrounded by people. It doesn't matter where I am, or who I am with , I can't ever be comfortable. Anxiety and depression. Am I even good enough to be here? Then.. pass out.",0.3502500000000026,2.697223525000002,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,88.75,7.2,18.0,8.238735603445708,1.0785999999999991,151,4,32,4,5,52,31,40,0.281,0.649,0.07,-0.7767,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244586038470544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051909596449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085078964540089,0.0,0.5222571322603144,0.35762166656705546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999036100026876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316054194614167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408971022485445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rashmika070800,2020/03/17,I am not happy wit any friends I make... I don't know why but I always tend to be unhappy with any friends I make. When I was in high school I had a group of friends used to hang out with but I would always feel like I deserved better friends and thought I would find better friends when I go to college. I'm in the second semester of college and I still feel that they aren't all that great and feel dissatisfied. What can I do to feel better? I honestly think it is my problem and not the problem of people around me....,1.5636697247706408,3.3858630275229413,2.8426513761467898,94.09627064220186,79.27522935779818,5.827889908256882,24.661467889908266,6.742157984588678,0.6824341284403674,406,15,92,4,10,131,63,109,0.155,0.564,0.281,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,4,14,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,28,24,8,0,4,4,0,4,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,4,17,12,13,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690233100151675,0.0,0.0,0.19361321968324965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267265607547835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777055682673745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791683751078184,0.1016987853143904,0.0,0.0,0.1301103322385757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5499174641896173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080903901425296,0.0,0.0,0.15694742228133968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515400584676119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040638337458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823485039714616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954769821424378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004678027658053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869136750597668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272429942911171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407134853075024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368527240531515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121564527819606,0.0,0.11301435203490455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229494305894862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845368119515213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225050112224274,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,twixbeast,2020/03/17,Alone tonight Need to get my toys out and have a good play session and post some stuff....,5.625,5.0948870555555565,3.885555555555555,99.265,67.33333333333333,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,0.4873777777777781,69,2,17,0,1,19,17,18,0.094,0.657,0.249,0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714223532514677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378093068226176,0.0,0.0,0.3817778393797039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375052971399345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359302808245759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210646259962871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrmjrisin,2020/03/17,I have nobody I m sad abo this shitties being alone,-2.499545454545455,-4.6440066363636365,0.5006818181818211,96.37102272727276,160.8181818181818,1.1,11.840909090909092,3.1291,-1.6142909090909092,41,1,8,0,4,14,10,11,0.45899999999999996,0.541,0.0,-0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loathesomecharacter,2020/03/17,"I've created a spreadsheet and enabled seeing other answers on this google form so that YOU could match yourself with anyone! Yeah, I know google forms are becoming the trend here. I've filled some myself but never quite got a response back, which is why I've created this form so that, after filling it, you can get access to the spreadsheet containing all the informations of the other people, incl. you which gives you the opportunity to text whoever you think might click with you! Now you don't get to worry about not being responded to or being matched up with the wrong person : ) More like reddit-style posting, but this one doesn't get your posts lost in the crowd \^\^ Right after filling the form you'll find the link to the spreadsheet which is in view-only mode (you can check the answers on google forms as well). Good luck and if you have any comment please pm me! : )[https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSduMGGZfpbjZN-qMVav1zmrrfRfBUzVTVRlwtM15ZNeiKr6ww/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSduMGGZfpbjZN-qMVav1zmrrfRfBUzVTVRlwtM15ZNeiKr6ww/viewform) Please stay safe! you can filter the answers for the age range you'd like, and be careful not to give any personal information to anyone! Good luck \^\^",9.302346938775509,12.503129387755106,6.767091836734696,68.36451530612247,61.24489795918368,7.144897959183672,25.51530612244898,7.865858978985527,1.4437612244897964,1024,26,152,11,16,292,120,196,0.032,0.7509999999999999,0.217,0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,13,0,4,7,12,0,0,15,1,16,0,0,0,2,30,27,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,2,9,0,1,3,5,2,1,1,2,3,16,10,21,18,8,18,0,1,2,0,22,6,0,6,8,102,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922020752594572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151239070605354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182862593951653,0.0,0.0,0.1698938454405272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684057998770193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228212410783832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059840932741655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411104658086209,0.2951367157963805,0.0,0.2580516687036419,0.12303240784273553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454129146052487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030775147627778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792430488530052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631899892231163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864366553777878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423961634088252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664679005080456,0.2686379459181825,0.0,0.33771967546057924,0.0,0.0,0.2946544424579542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361781083869262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137051786275286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225830959262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396298421150726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856845656478844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831221106398198,0.0,0.13880821713046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562224723084316,0.0,0.0,0.16818964562779867,0.0,0.0 lonely,Unpopular0pinion72,2020/03/17,"I’ve tried so hard just to get back to where I was, and no one cares enough to say anything to me, help me, reach out to me when I’m literally crying for help. People will probably read this and do nothing I don’t know why I’m even here. A couple months ago I saw a old friend I havnt seen in 4 years, he hadn’t changed a bit, his look, his humor, his voice, and I had so much fun with them. For the first time in more than a year I felt like I didn’t have to cut myself, like I had a reason not to die. That was a couple months ago and I can’t stop thinking about it, I havnt had a human connection in so long, I’m so distant and I have no friends. I pushed all of my old friends, online friends away and I have no one. I remember thinking at one stage I was completely alone, but I had a couple friends back then I didn’t even think of when I was in that state of mind. But now I am turkey lonely, I have no friends, I have no one to talk to, I have anger, frustration, sadness, and so much more building up and I know it’s not going to end well. I feel like if I continue going this way then I might to something bad, something I will regret for the rest of my life, I’m already regretting so many things and it will just add on. I’ve lost nearly everything and no one cares enough to say hello to me when I walk into class, they just stare and then backchat about why I look as if I got wasted the night before, at least that’s what one of them told me one time. Reddit doesn’t help, you just post a post and it’s just some people responding saying you have so much to live for and shit like that and i don’t know why I am even doing this. No one reaches out, no one cares, no one cares about anything you do. Lately I’ve tried to be so kind to people, people on the sidewalk, people at a mall, people online because for a while I believed that if I be nice to people maybe things will turn around for me, and I did that for more than a long while, and now I’ve come to realize it doesn’t matter how nice I am, it doesn’t matter how desperate I am because nothing matters, we are just cells waiting to fucking die. I’ve attempted it, I’ve gone to a bridge, I’ve gone to a roof and I’ve done so much more. And that one time I was so close to doing it but I didn’t and I fucking hate myself for not doing it, if I killed myself I wouldn’t be going through so much more pain, my family would cry for a little bit but that’s it, no one else would care, no butterfly effect will happen because they will move on to the lives they had when I was alive, I just wish I did it because now. I don’t even have the balls to jump off a roof, it’s just a fall, a long fall that will only do good for you, yes it’s selfish but its something I need, I’ve been nice kind generous and no one has done any of that for me, so it’s time I be selfish and get rid of my own problems.",3.18128205128205,3.0348760764331217,4.406560509554139,92.15013310468728,72.47133757961781,7.460133921280417,24.064347542054552,6.788186056548923,0.5155812020251509,2208,50,543,16,39,730,227,628,0.17,0.667,0.163,-0.8287,0,7,3,0,0,1,61.0,1,4,5,4,43,42,8,0,24,1,62,5,1,4,1,81,102,54,3,12,20,0,3,4,6,11,2,4,0,1,31,30,0,2,12,3,0,12,27,18,1,14,28,12,75,24,68,59,19,73,0,5,5,2,32,21,3,6,39,379,106,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951791820753588,0.0,0.0,0.055602728620404135,0.05924407409262258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036508467701213784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835836243051108,0.047792114172482685,0.0,0.0,0.050439966956454786,0.08256277214695427,0.04482574769178376,0.1309064753396191,0.0,0.04568301544217557,0.060485980808092366,0.0,0.0,0.11722288602197035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27368337487240857,0.0,0.05679289774466719,0.04624592118195837,0.05628897581004374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820832985837728,0.11794357422194872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143563201422577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987927637388656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484794440965549,0.0,0.0475500522576309,0.11094442423742212,0.0,0.14183695675275895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048249709025354505,0.0,0.05061058627548922,0.0,0.027145363782738092,0.03835344327187296,0.05154718626044185,0.0,0.0,0.04566546770688365,0.0,0.0,0.24886702276894515,0.09926408277923987,0.056097663844170975,0.0,0.09153334086132567,0.04502945066117912,0.04293777107903925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747454330244042,0.0,0.04809230428094032,0.053004023379596726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795421631785733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059395843472986376,0.11181186453039978,0.08851362051123234,0.0,0.060560389793583615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037920161887160214,0.10491349291551086,0.05380769207475631,0.0948118242009208,0.14253183464472388,0.09016580005281284,0.0,0.058604846383143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442939640427627,0.053935019657086414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695259096781776,0.054207773706183716,0.0,0.08570365045973376,0.0570599511210796,0.19732772902421972,0.039807648736610295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038087669453711,0.0,0.10302674390982336,0.0,0.11266930491052783,0.0,0.4729291997920333,0.04083078628531247,0.05712591873710202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605348360212824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283310893056384,0.0,0.057882820782829074,0.05137045800843357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370074402071525,0.0,0.0,0.05519837123640252,0.0,0.0,0.060816016963160975,0.0,0.0,0.1280803007575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055108128994489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399081530884687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044884080291894134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315094663683452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133347247007016,0.10319987792979717,0.0,0.0,0.12521945659038125,0.0,0.0,0.05129947983882548,0.0,0.07289883290181189,0.05839518637094851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042613619189209265,0.0,0.0,0.04827035543100342,0.0,0.14533037812255173,0.0,0.061736498637983674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627429469801346,0.0,0.0,0.06914432556609623 lonely,semicharmedliife,2020/03/17,"Literally having the worst couple of weeks (I know I'm not the only one but it feels like it) I know the world is in meltdown mode, but it's been especially hard on me being a new city with no friends. Literally everything I was planning to do: trips, two people visiting the next couple of months, music rehearsals, meetups, career fair, conferences have all been cancelled. My work, unfortunately, is not cancelled, but we will be moving to full remote in a few days (which is just going to make work more challenging, as this was a very unplanned situation obviously). I feel weird reaching out to anyone here during a time like this when people aren't really supposed to be/in the mood to make plans, as I'm not very close with anyone here - they're mostly acquaintances or new friends at best and not necessarily very close location wise either. This dating app that I started going on for the first time a few weeks ago and barely used is having sign in issues of all things - I haven't checked it in over two weeks - not that I think it's a good time for that either. All of this has caused a mini panic attack the past few days, and the time difference has made it hard to talk to friends/family during the work week. Anyways, I would just appreciate someone to talk to so I stop freaking out and decide to leave the country so I can go home.",9.717297202797203,7.0774303730769255,9.331258741258743,70.26101398601399,60.653846153846146,12.06993006993007,36.32867132867133,10.230975488527342,3.460423076923078,1067,33,201,17,11,346,146,260,0.13,0.732,0.139,0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,8,8,14,1,1,17,0,21,0,0,5,4,43,36,13,0,1,13,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,1,6,0,1,6,8,5,0,4,5,4,13,8,31,27,13,41,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,23,136,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577263674640032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510908349406974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291327315094733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338332173872392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098880587350404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23909264285959445,0.0,0.13935619123427218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288080323889375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710110456604006,0.0,0.10185229982428404,0.0,0.1092584747305212,0.07718516403182515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190039576265932,0.0,0.0,0.16694582750905249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842081264694066,0.09062043037202272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935686643976022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837484765286157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276768670492872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875401937675985,0.0,0.0,0.11440078554515702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556764229007363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223187015566944,0.14423763139373966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623802394962538,0.11483145478513852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869510510501146,0.11490379988182485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321199620277435,0.08217074317526686,0.0,0.12676390564122586,0.0,0.0,0.1031382308842937,0.14980531706303615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921441585690652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144363667103353,0.0,0.0,0.09154356203467576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647262190878015,0.0,0.0,0.09032787682685364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367999377177998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717782460173513,0.06922889512693235,0.0,0.0,0.2520004326180699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108249923843972,0.0,0.0,0.09331352324742248,0.0,0.26743767916448696,0.0,0.0,0.34665882157099503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359673976897975,0.0,0.0,0.07674987491925442,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jada123123,2020/03/17,"Why am i still feeling lonely and depressed about what happened 3 years ago? When i was in 4th grade, my best and only friend moved away over spring break without telling me. We had two months left of school and those were the worst months of my life. I felt so lonely and empty. I did try to make some new friends, but no one wanted to be friends with me. I was still greiving over my best friend moving away and i didnt have her number or where she lived, because she moved without telling me. I'm in 7th grade now and i still feel like i dont belong anywhere. I have close friendships but i am so scared that they will leave and i would relive that two months in 4th grade. I cant help but think that no one likes me and everywhere i go i either feel like a plus one or i just dont fit in. Why do i feel like this and why can i move on from what happened? How can i cope with this? Also i am very shy and quiet so it is very hard to open up my feelings with others.",1.430724637681159,2.9870071690821294,2.1771256038647344,99.93641304347828,78.7584541062802,4.793236714975847,19.229468599033815,4.475607210031448,-0.7312821256038649,752,16,182,1,18,233,116,207,0.147,0.679,0.174,0.9008,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,13,15,0,1,2,0,21,1,0,2,0,38,34,22,0,2,9,0,7,4,4,2,1,1,0,0,10,17,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,5,0,5,7,8,32,10,23,24,5,33,0,3,0,0,12,15,0,3,16,127,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452951699102032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625812222205355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918481545665566,0.0,0.0,0.05812962924336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001456312994748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213209778822464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351879875189895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410805009107593,0.20437229848100885,0.09155907125554866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469482395840585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419440766263532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686503341265213,0.0,0.08542244560652762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639167624930668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097083544991657,0.1036072406587226,0.0,0.06735449703707419,0.1863492980002168,0.0,0.08420326304544105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365250935883779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834262765546745,0.4054037870573205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209779030950548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938520715480311,0.07252440224435558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547044913565232,0.0965078476714824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284601566585893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666949859884703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110184772710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474213163042701,0.0,0.18630270933365892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736142467521802,0.05624488756671688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581385214488424,0.0,0.0,0.18384429599894828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773991065135462,0.0,0.0,0.061407718739843326 lonely,zbciidsk,2020/03/17,"I know I need to put myself out there, but I also don’t want to... Does anyone have the same feeling? I don’t want a forced connection. I don’t want to put myself out there in a desperate bid to get to know people, in hopes that they will want to be my friend, or more, because whenever I have and have failed miserably, it hits me harder with each time. Normally people’s response to hearing this would be “well, you shouldn’t go out there with the expectation of meeting someone”. But what else would I be doing out there? I enjoy singing, I enjoy reading, I enjoy browsing the web, I enjoy doing things one on one with somebody else, like watching movies, etc. The stuff that I naturally enjoy doing are stuff that I mostly do at home. Which brings me to my dilemma....",4.148868151715835,5.407477589403975,4.9239012642986175,84.21042745334138,71.11920529801324,7.34521372667068,26.31005418422637,7.686295010490155,1.4154980132450323,600,19,117,7,11,194,87,151,0.09,0.6579999999999999,0.252,0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,6,11,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,0,0,28,32,5,0,11,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,3,21,9,20,24,5,13,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,3,2,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298897604123266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357006577390318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901166453184257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213762160983415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713674546846571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114478318505806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821260413735348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548774793867234,0.0,0.08485940911859696,0.0,0.09230883769325128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830627313038379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292369528572828,0.16132286886401842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852706680491304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935176268756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043473181246997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914023320301318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012430409697106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252075676040461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32656032011614233,0.0,0.0,0.1624671365811408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762063550097056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718713692532594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790674529696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471026392408044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832056052566341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603794736258838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307615374854407,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_silver_rings_,2020/03/17,Wanna talk I am always available to chat and you can message me about anything whether u just want to talk or you have something going on I’ve been told I’m a good listener and good at giving advice. Please I don’t want anyone to feel alone out there in this world message me,2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,76.54385964912281,5.261754385964913,23.68070175438596,5.6839178017228535,0.38178175438596496,221,7,45,1,5,70,45,57,0.034,0.74,0.225,0.8442,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,9,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532789408484003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684442331598393,0.0,0.0,0.215668097203789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812327281812068,0.0,0.21329252569462565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105501376110407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486401112786036,0.14730450648579552,0.4347950775895281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845144409122754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953828502241547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166566306170603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766859232477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575573247113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justsomeguy2991,2020/03/17,"Just... how? I just don't know how to talk to people... The confidence isn't there, I don't know the right things to say to make myself seem interesting or add to a conversation. And being interested in others and asking questions isn't enough. Maybe I really am just boring... I've been depressed for so long, it's sapped all the joy/enthusiasm I used to have for things. I'm a husk, and I'm not all that attractive either. It feels wrong to even try to talk to someone, like I'm not worthy of their attention. My childhood fucked up my self-esteem, confidence and ability to socialize. It's taking me forever to write this because my mind's such a mess and I have to organize my thoughts before letting them out, which often leads to me just keeping them in. But I miss companionship so much. I got to experience it twice, and those were the happiest times of my life. Now I'm 27, and almost everyone I know is married or in a relationship... It feels like it's too late now. I'm a boring, depressed sack of shit and I guess that's it. Who the hell would love me?",2.848229491173413,4.598003677570097,4.485919003115266,84.07618899273105,75.30841121495327,8.120041536863967,24.505711318795427,8.841846274778883,1.7332895119418483,833,27,173,18,18,280,120,214,0.151,0.726,0.12300000000000001,-0.7329,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,15,16,3,0,10,0,13,4,1,5,2,43,35,15,0,1,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,16,10,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,3,21,6,24,28,5,13,1,3,0,2,15,6,3,7,8,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160358233009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153702394418802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229103151945424,0.0,0.12882884844739287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607983613312646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643497126692127,0.0,0.09999718510739357,0.0,0.0,0.14466761551569327,0.0,0.14809664151877816,0.0,0.0,0.1531031138363562,0.10815901452394347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996533889956309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108709439314895,0.0,0.1667823560030115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456981358775116,0.0,0.0,0.24961372825323594,0.0,0.17078393803728004,0.0,0.0,0.15481507476854836,0.10693713498499556,0.1479311769163645,0.0,0.0,0.13398277927906946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664292569313444,0.0,0.10105957708648657,0.0,0.15209999616170336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528691789688026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129521048849028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496055600337982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169600805896266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698966250621303,0.0,0.0,0.16254517320749018,0.0,0.12929336729926694,0.0,0.1203980479811594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782737558075586,0.15794150223241962,0.0,0.1554082349803911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433155610915492,0.12827933424614482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383272063509642,0.2433765245499105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116467849424635,0.0,0.0,0.12019338191080313,0.08828159787397598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027895444838447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307595681475375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754904702514746,0.165530333455845,0.0,0.0 lonely,LionwardKnight,2020/03/17,"I feel like my college friends just don’t care I know this might seem petty or shallow, but I told my college friends in our group chat that I might be moving next year. I didn’t get a response. Not even a reaction. They proceeded to talk about something else. It’s as if I said nothing at all. Meanwhile, my high school friends immediately responded. They said they were gonna miss me and that we should definitely make plans to hang out once the pandemic dies down. One of them even suggested to do a FaceTime conversation right there and then! I just felt like I wasn’t wanted by my college friends. The corona virus isn’t helping either since I can’t meet up with any of them. This virus has made it feel like I don’t matter at all to them. They only talk to me when there’s stuff to do for online classes. No one from my college is talking to me or checking up on me. I initiate conversations, but even then, they don’t really respond - and it’s not like I chat them too often either! It just makes me feel shitty. The saddest part? They’re the same people who are going to be my classmates in medical school because we’re all in this accelerated course. TLDR: I don’t feel like I’ve made any real friends in college. I want a hug.",2.0306024096385538,4.299326228915663,3.2695004016064253,89.36174457831328,79.88353413654619,6.0723534136546204,24.417831325301215,7.24861992348623,1.0229626024096388,977,36,202,13,25,316,137,249,0.063,0.748,0.18899999999999997,0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,9,1,12,13,0,0,8,0,19,2,0,4,3,41,40,12,1,4,12,0,5,5,5,4,1,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,2,1,3,11,1,0,2,9,7,36,12,27,25,7,22,0,1,0,1,33,13,0,7,11,134,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902987319333005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679606351775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171928382795868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113721823689046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153607216621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171202841076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161818213990794,0.2348417701660253,0.10520943654410356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232878833844758,0.0,0.05724855256566209,0.0,0.06227414734377588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344598929853521,0.1157722818640855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021969911486647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766469414416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207365527264985,0.14628467834869527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103855499564949,0.0,0.2324840768292033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646116388102185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653453571260705,0.0,0.0,0.10514042047765944,0.0,0.0,0.11669407935369172,0.14850206859752393,0.0833369254536225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865933221285932,0.0,0.07596569081777678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472063880849835,0.07019671955844294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357667622043744,0.20846233592107144,0.0,0.0,0.22179203297642705,0.0,0.09975320442525236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064179019035537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435639111562745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543746092202313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642173382113404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470385990768076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926065868153128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705628770528423 lonely,sunflowerthelight,2020/03/17,"Sad I feel very lonely. I hate this quarantine stuff. I’m just sad. I already don’t have many friends, I have zero close friends and I just made one new friend recently but now classes are online. I did all of my socializing online and now I can’t do that anymore. I’m feeling really sad.",-0.03069679849340545,2.308359677966102,2.1666666666666683,91.20483992467042,96.28813559322036,5.334086629001884,21.80979284369115,6.937597516519254,0.9065126177024476,227,9,47,4,9,76,40,59,0.212,0.655,0.133,-0.6894,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,13,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,8,3,1,11,1,5,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652999216230681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842347554079424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431184213540399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572236771895909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373564523319196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748304830009206,0.0,0.24373939201867906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219079628645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290896413204534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540136777451503,0.0,0.23737722140753634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506911287561545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521349722803023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983645556387377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,themoistgothcracker,2020/03/17,"1:47am Energy drink crashing, everyone I normally talk to is asleep, really could use a just as lonely person to talk to, maybe try to convince me that sleeping is better than being way to tired to do anything tomorrow",9.294,8.591176400000005,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,60.0,13.0,37.5,12.161744961471696,4.9502500000000005,176,7,27,5,2,58,33,40,0.11900000000000001,0.727,0.154,0.1531,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210795879727796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376028855378686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144985881538755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631789242196477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567106848523755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698993416151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322416126892606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457856156669696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210681600589314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688483066434268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318682800672904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087785831031287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823986264379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203104696582144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213245268772119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shigatsuuuu,2020/03/17,"generic post coming through just felt a rush of sadness flow over me. im on vacation yet nothing can keep my brain from being sad atleast a little bit. I really want a cuddle buddy in bed, someone to talk with and vent to. I comforting warm body and voice just telling me that everything will be okay. That I won't have to struggle alone because they will be there for me every step of the way. Just the really nice mushy gushy shit. I guess fanfiction will fill the void for now hah",3.3609375000000017,5.191744885416672,3.84,88.905,74.10416666666666,7.300000000000002,25.541666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.4402541666666668,383,13,78,6,8,120,74,96,0.114,0.759,0.127,-0.1817,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,1,6,2,9,4,3,0,0,11,14,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,3,9,4,13,6,1,13,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491514744178895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323804151910402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370855113350357,0.24121889298181046,0.0,0.2424254827707658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706650625423785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296900849061545,0.0,0.1951719041262789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851032468435665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392292855624278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457306795952115,0.0,0.0,0.193024257087995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176541564914343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837354453520465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798191411534367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782400755615105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291447318447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400131896191094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702568898230024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745472167622169,0.189809841750682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808823426832816,0.17237370684452544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moodycatlady93,2020/03/17,26 F with no irl real friends Going through a really tough time right now and not feeling nurturd. Kind of just want to hear that everything is going to be okay and I can't rely on anyone in my life for that.,3.4587878787878767,4.097689727272726,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,72.18181818181819,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.329539393939394,164,5,35,2,3,55,40,44,0.11699999999999999,0.745,0.138,0.2351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278443117450973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928560736092522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647612973153897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517535705090612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703800547950656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672605253494972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33932622901513865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301599314322364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708925694394447,0.208750066805118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827706957379794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000776967003594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921968099419384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,365-fresh,2020/03/17,"I wish I made friends this semester I really tried to make friends with people in college but it seemed like no one was interested in getting to know me outside of class, especially since I’m so shy. This semester I actually got out of my shell and talked to people, but there’s still no one who is interested in being my friend. My classes are cancelled this week and I’m pretty sure everything will be online for now. It sounds silly but I’m actually really sad because I actually enjoy going to school so I could see and socialize... There’s still some people I wanted to befriended. People I want to get to know or people I wanted to talk to. I remember thinking about how I have a couple of months left to befriend people and now I have no chance anymore because either I don’t have them on social media, or I don’t have the guts to message people I’m not close to first. I wanted to atleast have a classmate I can go to about our class or even be friends with. And I think I almost did that... There’s this really outgoing person in my class, they literally talk to everyone but they always acknowledge and talk to me whenever they see me. Even if it’s simple small talk, they made me feel like I wasn’t invisible. They made me feel like we were actually friends, made me feel included. We spent a lot of time outside of class together when we were bored...we could’ve probably been friends. Now I can’t see them and even message them because we never got that close to where it wouldn’t be awkward for me to message them when they aren’t even thinking about me. I feel even more lonely knowing I’m going to go through these classes online by myself :(",3.751239186345568,5.398267389057749,5.018556231003043,81.6199175824176,72.67781155015197,8.101052139350012,27.54746317512275,8.730908602173464,2.108291465980828,1317,49,255,25,26,437,148,329,0.081,0.748,0.17,0.9835,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,10,1,22,17,0,1,4,0,25,1,1,6,2,57,63,20,0,8,10,0,4,3,6,2,0,1,0,1,12,16,0,0,13,0,1,4,11,3,0,3,13,8,49,14,39,43,4,27,0,2,3,0,33,11,0,8,15,175,61,8,0.0,0.0,0.2951152017758707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570669276712466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290875713439674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749790583448158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138262869406163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072761537463125,0.08365461754067008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967932993888425,0.0,0.0,0.07224306017618841,0.06794818667857418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291103577831305,0.10802332183325253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430890024396231,0.0,0.0,0.3504697388404823,0.0,0.07900015589964741,0.0,0.1718704535990922,0.0,0.12093518256482402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246502855993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214419262138244,0.0,0.0,0.11080919054835728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427599355136124,0.0,0.28615411653171363,0.05046639555655921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060346557089216275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831062564552737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246273525578392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669010659720913,0.06601467776478408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691665919112492,0.08151412291351587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530197376781534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564482889396731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765154942666053,0.1807402945102149,0.0688272309771121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254058168412308,0.0,0.0,0.15413793688842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075523548069972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125607079301932,0.0,0.0,0.3038389906036622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533237013087674,0.0,0.0,0.04408542136348317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051330294075551744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837328159204938,0.0,0.06064513484978041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694110739882195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plzfukinkillme,2020/03/17,"Plz leave, drunk rant (NAW) You know I'm too toxic. Plz leave me. I need u, u say uneed me. Just forget me. Plz. I love u and I can't be loved back. I will just hurt u baby. God ur the only person I want, after 10 plus years even longer since umake me feel like myaunt who was murdered 20 years ago. Plz don't leave ineed u everyone else is boring. I love u ACBC. I know I can never beloved. I tried to leave yet u say plz don't leave",-2.5692654639175245,-0.9200313608247388,0.1558182989690735,104.74341817010313,104.8762886597938,2.8373711340206187,9.15528350515464,4.557286568694721,-2.1261953608247426,326,3,85,1,16,110,63,97,0.27399999999999997,0.527,0.19899999999999998,-0.7813,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,11,17,2,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,14,4,3,14,0,7,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,0,8,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497389208533295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840806520474083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777411914432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931186638738748,0.0,0.0,0.13471634274677954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128579359538957,0.10071906431734108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509263876209848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496234108693405,0.0,0.0,0.7464089907567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887770653217692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817309453670128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453791866883344,0.10873562403203944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722475582821817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310187212985912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423241912235176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662349874428883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957189448108988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315607091261712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815782672889262 lonely,djashburnmsc,2020/03/17,"Can't date because I keep thinking bout my ex and don't know what to do. I was married for 7 years when my wife came home one night and told me she was having an affair and wanted a divorce to be with the guy. That was last February and I've been on my own since last march. I'm not sure what to do to get over the ex and I keep comparing women I meet to her. I thought of her as my soulmate, so obviously none of them compared and I haven't gone anywhere with them. Been on 0 dates and screwed 1 chick since she left but I felt horrible after that one night stand. I felt like I cheated on her. So I've been celibate since. She was also my best friend, I haven't let anyone close to me since she blind sided me because I cant bring myself to trust them. Even my own family has no idea how bad I'm doing. How do you move on from the woman you thought was the one you'd spend the rest of your life with? how do you trust anyone after the person you trusted most in the world fucked up your entire life? Honestly the only thing keeping me here is my daughters and even then I went from seeing my girls every day to the drunk piece of shit my wife left me for seeing them more often than me. Hope he wraps his truck around a tree one of these days.",3.150823970037454,3.631870093632962,4.027958801498127,92.60388576779026,72.78277153558051,6.832209737827719,22.698501872659172,6.42735559955562,0.2677176029962549,973,21,228,6,18,313,148,267,0.13,0.747,0.124,-0.1633,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,7,4,1,12,14,4,0,12,0,24,7,1,3,2,35,46,18,0,2,2,5,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,6,6,14,1,3,7,1,1,5,8,5,0,4,16,5,47,9,32,27,8,33,0,0,3,2,36,13,3,3,15,155,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209737956425462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105204015333469,0.0,0.0,0.10252123375069813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615793393390384,0.14040698544259353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208585238975657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317180377492306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485437479717868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213074426104506,0.0,0.09703144862672396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085672780049723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211528501428087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897616498701805,0.1064681528518625,0.06016894007953005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403141990298607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551984819364335,0.11438479398991945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000722566811468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070917327451001,0.0,0.0,0.06329165202026492,0.1877496319480082,0.0,0.0,0.2502541392447755,0.11776397766634335,0.16268883886020868,0.05626378387433953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240213030910002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614903318672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31215503857088106,0.08758814414181136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055760385699457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835431306263244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821517988966974,0.38106259098233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854161501387788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651048433387551,0.0737930583422206,0.0,0.1828562336600268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004505774455982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679272791912874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675907479206956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416246055063229 lonely,mackowidz,2020/03/17,"Anyone feels like they are being too picky? Like, I dunno. I know I shouldn't date someone who I don't really see as possible gf, because it's probable that it would just end in broken hearts, but I'm always having second thoughts. What if my fate actualy wants to provide me with happines and I just deny it and it's entirely my fault? I'm in my late 20s, I'm kinda certain about what type of girl I'm looking for. But seems like not many of these exist, and even if they do, they are taken already. I don't wanna date someone just to be in relationship, but on the other hand this loneliness will end me someday.",2.962380952380953,4.437093492063493,4.589079365079368,84.60314285714287,74.39682539682539,7.262222222222222,25.29841269841269,7.908726449838941,1.436323174603174,484,16,97,7,10,163,83,126,0.107,0.79,0.10300000000000001,-0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,11,2,2,0,1,24,23,9,0,6,9,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,14,4,13,16,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,5,8,65,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627016574796194,0.0,0.17061228951882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337090692426735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499237403165693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363214663084698,0.0,0.0,0.1354290374403444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367595504667923,0.1464828356092482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297706737850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268632849656746,0.0,0.2312975541643536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005211128045932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218456727715248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788152628906972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115529326977666,0.0,0.0,0.22107114767316866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135586387530326,0.0,0.0,0.22013956017284764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633928081417759,0.18666354245656144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474647159674717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278132230820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093973616578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565673924320427,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UclaGrad99,2020/03/17,"Found this Virtual Bar on Facebook you might wana join if you are lonley out there **its called** [**Virtual Bar - COVID-19 Style**](https://www.facebook.com/groups/2818154061639473/?ref=group_header) **on Facebook** **its a new group they are nice people if you are lonely**",6.407058823529416,4.62133217948718,1.9457315233785841,85.19877828054298,163.10256410256412,5.020211161387633,22.806938159879337,5.900188976854957,1.7221662141779794,221,8,29,4,17,55,29,39,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668667360466441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013116832569402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850319282922307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415802461051253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169747021295294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeeHarveyTeabag42069,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else feel the most lonely when they’re with a lot of people? Whenever I’m in class or at lunch or wherever, even if I’m talking to people I just get constantly reminded that I don’t have my friends. I have a couple family members I’m really close with but I don’t see them as often as I used to because they’re all in college now. They’re my only friends and I hardly ever get to see them. I wish I had a girlfriend too. I’m only 17, but I’m already tired of waking up alone every morning. I know I’m young and I have lots of time to get a girlfriend and most people don’t have serious relationships in highschool and blah blah blah. But every morning I wake up and I think to myself that I can’t do this for another 70 years. I don’t know if I’ll ever get a girlfriend. What the hell do I have to offer? Every time I like a girl I just sit here like an idiot and don’t talk to her. Every time I meet a girl I’m not interested in it goes great and I make her laugh a lot, but whenever I actually like a girl I just can’t think of anything to say. No girl wants a guy who doesn’t even talk to her. I’m sitting here at 4 am watching the office by myself. I’ve already rewatched it 9 times, so I figured why not go for 10. I wanna watch it with a girl. I want her to laugh with me and make me feel like I don’t need to be funny to be interesting.",0.2307044987440072,1.8985724403973516,3.0455514957752925,91.77559602649008,82.87417218543047,5.887371546015072,20.34756793788536,6.953978226594392,0.3022458095455587,1055,30,248,13,29,373,136,302,0.105,0.735,0.16,0.9656,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,14,15,2,0,15,0,20,4,2,3,3,50,48,20,0,7,13,0,3,7,5,0,1,1,0,6,8,13,1,0,7,0,0,1,12,4,0,0,1,8,37,11,34,45,6,23,1,1,4,0,25,9,1,10,15,153,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.10434806398097247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074702869436327,0.23599939557998506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212522296845982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476780526065918,0.10956222066858397,0.08799411775529188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518341608596304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555313071112598,0.0,0.0,0.1183157943868596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935749921453277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932613038340538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125225424328094,0.19344825929024126,0.3603718871577343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080390278604666,0.0,0.108133843656825,0.07639067340661163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522740277629205,0.0,0.22346563708592304,0.0,0.06077067186195756,0.0,0.0,0.11789048650325315,0.0,0.10587731752774553,0.0,0.0,0.09578810130956188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753164774246025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089620041789868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272368677090914,0.0,0.0,0.14275294910559833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928709482920465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264986890206498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239498731163795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850197059339358,0.0,0.0,0.11480259222929334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503487205947383,0.0,0.0,0.17041841922070936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578383782927225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370326016476823,0.0,0.0,0.2494065146835007,0.12290007979042493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235301846187643,0.0,0.0,0.126139937814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648751632304284,0.0,0.12296399755535238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688592880018376 lonely,idkanymorexx,2020/03/17,"do you ever feel a loneliness so powerful that it manifests in actual physical pain? l am in so much pain right now. My chest is heavy and feels like there’s a 100 pound weight on it. It’s hard to breathe. My heart...it’s like I can actually feel the physical sensation of it breaking. I feel so ill. So unwell. Crying turns into hysteria. All because of the loneliness. The lack of any type of meaningful relationship. The lack of people to turn to when you’re feeling alone. Not having a single text or call come through to your phone for months on end. Reaching out but never hearing back. Missing people who probably haven’t thought about you since the last time you saw each other. And then going through a break up on top of already dealing with excruciating loneliness. That person who you thought knew you and loved you the most, disappearing and never reaching out ever again. A stranger, just like that. I miss him so much I call him on a blocked number just to hear his voice. He never answers. I’m so desperate for any contact with him but he’s gone. He doesn’t care. Everyone leaves. Lost my job. My coworkers who I thought I could consider genuine friends? I haven’t heard from not ONE of them all these months. I always value people. Nobody does the same for me. I’m disposable and replaceable. Please, I just want the pain to stop. Even if it means dying, I don’t mind. Death can’t be any worse than this.",1.830917647058822,4.530924370909091,2.8829572192513377,88.79925935828878,85.2909090909091,6.435294117647058,23.360962566844922,7.724431198458867,1.3902256684491987,1122,42,220,22,34,357,162,275,0.19699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.132,-0.9640000000000001,2,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,7,1,3,18,12,0,0,14,0,12,8,2,0,7,49,39,17,2,5,9,0,7,3,1,0,4,4,0,1,14,12,1,2,12,0,0,4,10,6,0,1,8,12,27,6,33,29,10,34,0,3,1,1,30,12,0,3,19,143,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.19784641053082008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498949989205784,0.11186511642290074,0.0,0.08434856432402969,0.0,0.0,0.2068067086388928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794783073136573,0.0,0.06179465342594331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702168949231306,0.0,0.1033542107359116,0.0,0.0,0.08732190411172748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093627576649348,0.0,0.11135098204964856,0.0,0.10450876690178047,0.0,0.0,0.10520680878092416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871020508238008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978437444053619,0.0,0.0,0.06695440819706018,0.1833912497456041,0.0,0.09686407244094426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562804235197025,0.07241926661086018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831877112396711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057611319437737785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080825888209616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285043502624716,0.1201247978960998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059480338092537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263067112012826,0.0,0.10733696161441787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857384825921668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106581217447532,0.0,0.09149103761544024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042243800570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235553529266178,0.0,0.1618262920533949,0.0,0.14903829433641028,0.0,0.23455005862833656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869142714959943,0.0,0.3235967975615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083309206234105,0.08851300752734825,0.0,0.1112746156318515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929478745222533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088342223404394,0.0,0.08657004576709319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385491173789464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475046566746497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414310986773781,0.059110085288849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052448019393028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979108037340625,0.0,0.0,0.12344223432682992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330542971178668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disposable_conduct,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else feel like their thoughts constantly go back and forth, making it extremely hard to know how you actually feel? I get stuck in this cycle where I hate myself and my life and just think about everything bad about my life. Then the next second I tell myself it doesn’t matter, the thoughts I have are meaningless. For example I’ll be thinking about how I have zero friends and how alone I am, then the next second I tell myself it doesn’t matter it’s fine to be alone then the next second your alone no one likes you. It is honestly so exhausting like brain come on how do I actually feel!?? Do I care about being alone or not? It’s so frustrating. Anyone else’s mind do this??",4.225620437956201,5.516025905109494,4.739861313868616,85.48132481751826,70.97080291970805,8.39970802919708,23.918978102189783,8.841846274778883,1.4801655474452555,547,14,112,10,10,174,76,137,0.209,0.654,0.13699999999999998,-0.9027,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,13,11,2,0,4,0,13,4,1,5,0,24,28,14,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,5,3,4,18,7,9,22,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,11,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.23928765008703504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079231034938586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145514483383764,0.2512445877949705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427491353038683,0.10236922471682644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686661945122314,0.0,0.0,0.12500295631971495,0.0,0.0,0.10561249597584024,0.0,0.13249137575330244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729159278628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483983138116268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018857598762018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859768094133404,0.08758832713641641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472355171709844,0.0,0.06405553339164402,0.0,0.0696786826189212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982910843867434,0.12104607417929147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737995590478514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319767202618944,0.17969437463611446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183912674388841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379509665031928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911722572404029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307964819605299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143226123101301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711939437403385,0.0,0.19466777319989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inztzk,2020/03/17,"I’m done I can’t take anymore Seeing people posting things on social media Pretending they are all happy and good I mean there’s nothing bad in doing this if you truly happy and feeling good and want to share this with others But this is getting out of control if I could say that Everyone that I saw there wants to look happy even if they aren’t They share everything of their lives I just don’t understand I never liked such things Sharing ur life, social media and stuffs like that The only social media that I’m active is reddit And it’s the only one that I feel okay to share such things All of this makes me even more depressed and sad Not sure if someone also feels like me But there’s it",3.09448356807512,4.9284146690140815,3.899647887323948,88.1805046948357,74.84507042253522,5.860093896713615,20.98826291079812,6.42735559955562,0.3259276995305158,561,13,109,4,12,179,84,142,0.069,0.648,0.28300000000000003,0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,4,1,9,17,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,2,4,30,24,13,0,7,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,16,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,7,14,14,10,21,3,5,0,2,3,0,14,3,0,4,4,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539978966494573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070941203363018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004684453783176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782403381595047,0.10523095361687332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351847618818164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348763631137702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410428529618255,0.0,0.0,0.1259398040945475,0.11845264165179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992493925557506,0.09415739003956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885965332293346,0.0,0.0,0.221093867328532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209081656475065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309368777825457,0.19317132629073236,0.0,0.11638112709160005,0.0,0.11067815141943337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879770036630575,0.0,0.0,0.143567990273787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165168463958156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646490749290354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893105633512336,0.20047849381532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913729849876906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622722134647074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481203082018246,0.0,0.0,0.10502691528244472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030581247788356,0.11167305251247434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508785757140763,0.0,0.0,0.12421920630624005,0.0,0.09909661181066644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268463861104874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720763753431126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547719105902838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nmp10289,2020/03/17,"What does it feel like What does it feel like to have people that want to be around you for nothing other than your company? I’m alone now. Lately I’ve been thinking about past friendships and relationships. Every single person has either used me, talked bad about me behind my back, abused me, or cheated/lied to me. I don’t think I’ve ever been truly loved by any single person that I’ve had in my life (including family). It’s really hard to find any good in this world or to put a smile on my face anymore. I’m tired. I’m tired of trying to make friends/relationships happen only to have them fuck me over in the end. But I’m also tired of being alone. It’s a vicious cycle.",3.6484172661870495,4.701695892086335,4.85689928057554,84.99844244604319,72.09352517985613,7.2866187050359725,21.8136690647482,7.554174236665415,0.7464900719424463,535,11,109,6,10,177,91,139,0.17600000000000002,0.687,0.13699999999999998,-0.7264,0,2,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,3,0,9,7,1,2,1,15,23,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,12,4,21,18,3,14,0,0,0,2,8,7,1,2,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.15798422914676186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761967896406391,0.0,0.10663068974679908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134940180029094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223588781202264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869946702341047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252901780458792,0.11133201474908096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333707073307961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809826699748407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061223855718214,0.11234337332019416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569959962352573,0.0,0.1348398274049494,0.19051399393857096,0.0,0.0,0.12186890419003844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232692246877786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183794411247032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791072826035567,0.0,0.11944503784605755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041155043455445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418087237578128,0.13028483786772574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034313381936165,0.0,0.08900443361670651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279418142825607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140988014721257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728661356101692,0.0924400745431638,0.2328519380092852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404194475138628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542000893842376,0.0,0.0,0.2863111343931529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717237469057143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087575665639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597587116089568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905280375423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151615872385532,0.0,0.0,0.07864645733744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,General_Gengar,2020/03/17,"I feel like I don't deserve a loving relationship. How can I continue to hope that things will improve for me? When I try to talk to people and nothing changes, it's demoralizing. It feels like entirely too much to ask for someone to want to be with 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lonely,unsweetened-pee,2020/03/17,quarantine got me feeling extra lonely than i already am i've been trying to use the excuse that i'm doing a self quarantine but really i have no one to talk to or hang out with even if i wanted to/could. anyone down to just have a 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lonely,myselfphobic,2020/03/17,"Nothing changed I keep seeing all those posts where people are upset that they can't go out and see their friends or that they're going crazy being stuck inside all day and I'm just like ""haha normal week for me :) my only friends live multiple states away from me so I don't ever go out because what's the point :)"" I get why people feel that way because the first year after I lost all of my irl friends I felt like I was going fucking insane sitting inside all day having the only human interaction be from my mom, but it still reminds me of how shitty my high school experience is without having any friends.",7.6101101928374675,6.397243578512398,7.488223140495869,77.29475895316806,63.628099173553714,9.05840220385675,32.5633608815427,7.1686216300943375,2.1252137741046835,487,15,91,3,6,156,85,121,0.105,0.758,0.138,0.5029,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,6,10,1,1,3,1,9,1,0,1,5,18,23,6,0,1,4,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,4,4,15,7,10,17,4,22,0,1,2,1,9,6,1,1,10,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929674106495903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718801838494213,0.0,0.0,0.1780215276618203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544668954017324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833810052393532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208096748470632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283289465239346,0.0,0.0,0.07383071184220223,0.0,0.14019946409747944,0.0,0.0,0.12420220316038955,0.0,0.0,0.4512502783689574,0.1349906000636278,0.07628798949700329,0.0,0.33193988567992816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427524761890568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978684601118606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267331110017456,0.0,0.1289359120002488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939508346621933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101364518107065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306590825037374,0.14010749501326591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221054055969903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245995972010586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380335036455316,0.0,0.1398441681249121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777725832297633,0.23271369585304985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660956907176045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590170108210275,0.11712623494924125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175786179624507,0.0,0.0,0.1407554239191178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940303253485988 lonely,ExternalHabit8,2020/03/17,Thought she liked me but it was really just a thirst trap.. Feels like shit the only person that seems to care about me was just thirsty for attention.. :( Big F.,0.6619354838709697,3.13613067741936,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,97.06451612903228,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,-0.18287612903225808,125,3,27,2,5,37,28,31,0.198,0.588,0.214,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846955718662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078070139968611,0.2695523577088323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686719751650581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696340592665537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294550053247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171625746595654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34349142517740955,0.0,0.0,0.3873061929300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995442369520015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnnabergerM,2020/03/17,"I'm freeeee, freeee falling. (i posted that before somewhere else, i think its more fiting here) Hey. I have been going through a breakup lately. We didnt break up in a fight, but because of many. We said we will be friends. In the 3 weeks since i tried to do something/anything with friends (i really only have 2 left rightnow. never had many, but i thought they where close ones. I pride(ed) my self, with having one as a 'brother') i allways got ""no time"" ""busy"" ""stressed"" etc. Wich i get. But then these 2 went to the cinema with my ex and her sister in a movie i was very interested in, and they knew (saw in insta storys ) . The funny thing is, our relationship ended mainly, because i needed more time with my partner then her. She was very keen on alone time, but then my friends dont make something with me, but with her. I asked them, 'we forgot' was all the answer i got. Later i wrote to my 'best friend' how shitty i feel (he answered that text like""and why do you feel shitty again now? "") i said that i am alone , i have no one (im not close with my family, despite living with them (mom and brothers) and that i just tried to do something with people without pressuring someone. I asked, if it would be okay if i came the next day. He confirmed, but was away before the time we said we'd meet. He then said that i wont have time until the following (this) week. Funny thing, he did *NOTHING* on sunday. When i went to vote, i wet past his house. I saw it before in insta storys, but he and my otger friend where just laying in the drive way. It was 16 o'clock (4pm) i went up to tgen, and sat down, and talked with them. *Aperantly* they where doing this since 10, after drinking they day before. (while one of them knew i was feeling awful alone at home, and the other definately knew i wanted to do shit) they had no shame telling ne that. They celebrated one of them passing his exams. A thing i asked 3 times about, while i always made sure to wish him good luck for the exams. I found out through my brother, nobody told me. I feel like im falling free, and i have nothing to grab to. (The only thing i can hold on is a date ibwill probably have with a girl i really like, but met last almost 2 years ago. But that wont get to a relationship, because she studys 6 car hours away. But i dont know what would happen, if i wouldnt have that.) i cant stand lonelyness i was single and lonely for 6 years before i got my girlfriend. Before we broke up we had a pause. I thought i could make it 2 weeks, but with my stress at work, wich i also had to deal with alone, and no personal conection, and so much fear i called her just over a week later. I wanted to talk to her friday (it was tuesday) but she said tomorrow would be okay (it wasnt, because she complained, tgat i ""couldnt give her more time"". Just as a funny side note) We broke up that day, mutualy. I was relieved to know whats up atleast, but i knew the following time would be bad for me. I didnt expect that shit. I just need someone to come to.",1.2868860455817668,3.3306952325203265,2.6746501399440237,93.84375449820072,81.22764227642277,5.333599893375983,20.163268026122886,6.400209001296144,0.04644475543116089,2308,62,508,20,61,747,268,615,0.107,0.746,0.147,0.9835,0,8,4,0,1,0,115.0,10,1,11,2,16,30,3,5,23,3,53,3,2,4,3,102,106,41,0,16,23,6,6,2,7,8,0,5,1,4,27,38,1,2,16,2,1,13,17,13,0,5,45,13,98,18,66,46,9,89,0,3,2,0,79,29,2,5,45,335,125,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522193551042221,0.0,0.058988945579212464,0.2440482103150397,0.0,0.047109579063578634,0.04901708310613558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484771627952553,0.0,0.1652161447882177,0.0,0.11069406097055548,0.0,0.04918663063685917,0.14364174123264326,0.0,0.30076378723883485,0.0,0.061821456962165414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601527686922728,0.06737630693517806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074496602440881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047034115960846334,0.0,0.0,0.11397447146574236,0.06073268648491908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808203264351435,0.0577084825906536,0.0,0.0,0.04921098676742088,0.0,0.05217596978506468,0.0,0.06569920876227478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553424854313506,0.06628910546294135,0.1191448264122937,0.042084666625898236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459077804736954,0.2275650892056881,0.0,0.061555137687077086,0.05651096827059127,0.033479394170663056,0.049410150895443,0.14134494538426798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052093114924187264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590906217705597,0.0,0.058013588639865526,0.06797318212360229,0.0,0.0,0.1272638550021306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474979199235394,0.04801877193607678,0.06645202093410255,0.0,0.06400490010964073,0.0,0.0,0.08634001925087513,0.0,0.052017806920288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574120659080923,0.07864455181583667,0.1194491449482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899361580306987,0.0,0.0,0.043304960303890486,0.08736068959261878,0.0454343228738624,0.0,0.06265048695215136,0.0,0.0,0.11304972386081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995916243657835,0.08960603702306172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623539338933998,0.04084014659077082,0.05143714633096624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641862552952625,0.0,0.06351396401997718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547734473539906,0.0,0.0,0.12649263598036528,0.0,0.0,0.2801801795659701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061455029865989524,0.0,0.1209386714340148,0.09746041821705492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982696385507607,0.09070219310700788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496033020029607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552112143014128,0.0,0.0,0.09469779236926504,0.0514891423569235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654633076306787,0.0377465670876197,0.0,0.0935344766336725,0.2748029191708598,0.0,0.0,0.05629016127170605,0.0,0.07999081225491217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721233963391088,0.06949221671183674,0.04675929471542525,0.1890132789343648,0.0,0.0,0.16382795357915494,0.053156292213870235,0.0,0.06774254779192565,0.05678626187864438,0.0,0.04288652010145917,0.0,0.0,0.16738931322213235,0.0,0.0,0.07587104682868878 lonely,Woahlunameditation,2020/03/17,Tired of being lonely. So I’m planning on getting plastic surgery Don’t judge me. Plastic surgery is becoming more popular than ever. I never thought I’d be one of these people but I am. I wouldn’t be so lonely if I wasn’t the ugly black girl. Even my fat lighter skin friends get asked out by so many people. Getting a boob job and forehead reduction. My butt is a decent size but it needs to be bigger because that’s what men like. After my glo up. I hope to god someone will end up loving me. Before the end up this year. Hate being lonely and rejected,0.6964285714285694,3.1050992192982503,2.5944862155388466,90.96473684210527,87.50877192982456,4.660651629072682,23.05513784461153,6.1826913282559595,0.6040295739348371,437,17,87,4,14,145,82,114,0.18100000000000002,0.659,0.16,-0.4317,1,7,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,4,0,12,7,5,0,2,12,22,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,10,5,12,13,1,12,0,4,1,3,5,6,2,2,7,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809009911869455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129167189417974,0.2340176913306385,0.18030419636599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753462365165132,0.0,0.0,0.13995244323722014,0.19166813777730812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637069711358768,0.0,0.3321139410193648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091991464906556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045622915780976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026977743858896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351956216651502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124049623294986,0.0,0.0,0.2148248858436525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711498125073195,0.1634239111379388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358327282564293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29379799522224703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953511616663068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821830975837598,0.0,0.2435382930044452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645128209896848 lonely,Violet-Feste,2020/03/17,"I'm starting to feel like a dad I've adopted all of you as my children :P I feel content in a way Im okay with never knowing any of you personally, but I hope in some small way I've helped ya'll when I comment or upvote. I'm sorry I couldnt emotionally work myself up to answer all of ya'll, but my sentiment is the same. I hope I don't need to state the obvious when I comment, you are a person worthy of time and things can and often will get better.",3.7093939393939412,3.490341707070709,5.7439898989898985,83.26931818181819,71.32323232323232,8.216161616161617,27.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.4973353535353535,355,11,79,4,6,125,65,99,0.015,0.77,0.215,0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,0,4,21,16,8,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,13,5,12,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,6,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131078390725133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678727073894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502877695405842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501006106465832,0.15895735790676455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624948985937278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491401687121926,0.0,0.0,0.4419946215247156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034319111986654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228273009276193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870452702515117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498436979431902,0.17160929386732188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885649351444522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249075725613618,0.15748992806195902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782219465641666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974424380251853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532276499476296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198602654364724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TEAMAKI,2020/03/17,"I really like someone who doesn’t know I even exist and it’s honestly pathetic I have seen this person around but I talked only once at a party and for some reason we were at the same level talking about our background, what we’re about, and our struggles. It wasn’t awkward or weird. I feel dumb to feel so interested in him this quick and I’m pretty sure he forgot that I even exist but I keep thinking of him once in while. Maybe it should be just that, a memory. And if that shit comes then it’s meant to be. Right? (We follow each other on insta lol)",1.2187101449275382,3.40413231304348,3.025760869565218,90.43835144927536,82.3913043478261,5.920289855072465,17.409420289855074,7.1686216300943375,0.1359420289855069,436,9,92,6,12,145,81,115,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.154,0.1364,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,0,8,9,2,2,3,1,7,1,1,1,1,27,18,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,3,13,4,12,10,3,13,0,0,1,0,11,8,2,3,4,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767741017468767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816055821939339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784935671013249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131971628042081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738941186176555,0.0,0.0,0.11586295738232835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299760213422607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180031438724306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490398106153609,0.0,0.16034059924128116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408275022465195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448306106172876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505878717635905,0.2167614372974044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004192329536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640706020938769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786298751371082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039825966801366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869843989117889,0.0,0.0,0.33890352212332586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508704072187666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Similar_Impression,2020/03/17,"I feel like an awful friend for not knowing how to keep a conversation going I don’t have a friend group, none of my friends know each other. So I feel awful when I can’t keep a conversation going, especially when there’s multiple people. I end up feeling bad and isolating myself.",4.7131818181818215,6.1013297272727325,6.2925,74.43875,69.9090909090909,9.136363636363637,28.29545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.6319999999999997,225,8,41,5,4,77,41,55,0.20600000000000002,0.616,0.17800000000000002,-0.3927,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,4,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844858989321904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111714478482167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786939266394451,0.1783510946106731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786404314302017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837654222293605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438034806542464,0.0,0.0,0.27440389109660057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196712149331815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307692878436487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s0ybeanx,2020/03/17,"What do I do? Don't mind me I'll be letting out my frustrations in this post. This is the worst time to have to be locked in your home for me. Now is the time where people should be taking care of their own family, not taking in someone who got broken up with and didn't have a back up plan. I just got broken up out of a 4 year relationship. It was a complete shock to me. I was living with her, but now I have no where to go. Her home still feels like home to me.. She says I can stay, but I probably shouldn't. I can go to my moms about an hour away, but I'm never mentally okay there. Should I just go to my moms anyway or keep on couch surfing?",1.4067832167832144,2.3176996083916137,3.177902097902102,95.433006993007,77.39160839160839,6.5986013986013985,18.594405594405593,6.980632752743323,-0.1804909090909086,496,8,126,5,11,166,84,143,0.113,0.848,0.039,-0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,11,6,1,0,6,1,20,0,0,0,1,19,31,5,0,3,7,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,2,20,3,23,19,2,26,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,10,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394437394886395,0.11780783439485565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562062167496313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063613582844785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443128328968874,0.0,0.07746679133818044,0.10945214110308872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612156637038676,0.0,0.2450695727880925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610416755389353,0.0,0.15087945322583582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361787021622899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156666011455765,0.0,0.07484990557958336,0.0,0.13528586060864586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439807385693174,0.0,0.15469685093240862,0.3588717496192698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181637949593034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106215442480732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673133607526187,0.0,0.16518461257462005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448852933653332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218375018871228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981301516399402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632998134326419,0.12235245915851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038736171811025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867414842559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866121308446332 lonely,itslikethatfr,2020/03/17,"Guilty of wanting other people to be alone with me. I hate myself for it, but I’m constantly afraid that my single friends are going to find someone and I’ll be the only one left behind. It’s not even that I think they’d leave me. It’s worse, I literally just hate the thought of myself being so alone ALWAYS and so undesirable and unseen.",2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304352,75.95652173913044,6.339130434782609,21.644927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.6931623188405798,270,7,53,3,6,90,50,69,0.298,0.65,0.052000000000000005,-0.9566,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,9,1,7,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726506580790196,0.0,0.0,0.189863769599635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465811675382876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507105240436798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855209012290168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629105172298964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967976832465725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505603799092845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241609330435028,0.2479178857165281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462045385502993,0.17354092583646016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819105690021845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333589908003726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620832294698333,0.0,0.1811491748983236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345862848894465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325345838708273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway11099379937,2020/03/17,"15[F4A] I’m lonely I want someone to chat with please. I like memes,anime,drawing, I just got into gaming, and newer comics.please chat with me I have a discord or we can talk here.",-0.6016666666666666,0.8169904999999993,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,116.22222222222223,2.9111111111111114,15.611111111111107,5.148860815047168,-0.5964888888888891,142,4,27,1,8,46,30,36,0.152,0.6709999999999999,0.17800000000000002,-0.0258,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381138195592804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947355885444016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8065020127673549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112629686932077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952700837856006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667846881730216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway239617,2020/03/17,"Wish i actually had good friends All my current 'friends' are really unreliable and make me feel really lonely. Most of them just feel like acquaintances that dont really give a shit about me, and the others who im more 'close' to say they will be there for me and that im important to them, then ignore me for days or even weeks for seemingly no reason, leaving me anxious that ive done something wrong. They also never message me or hang out when its inconvenient for them in any way, yet somehow expect me to always change my schedule around them or respond to them quickly. And I hate that i still respond to them quickly because i feel bad if i dont if i have the time to, or because i have no one else i can talk to/ i am just that lonely. I still cant bring myself to cut them out though, because i have no one else and i really struggle to make new friends, and sometimes even though theyre really shitty to me, it can still be better than being totally alone. This one guy friend i have for example, he can be cool and fun sometimes, but i really hate how he does all these things and is insensitive, and it ruins our friendship for me, since i spend a lot more time just feeling like shit about him ignoring me than anything else. I also feel like he just wants to fuck me, since he constantly tries to flirt with me when we do talk. He gives me the feeling that he would have sex with me casually if he could, then stop talking to me afterwards. I am also in an unhappy relationship that doesnt fulfill my needs, yet i cant bring myself to break up because my bf is the only person who wont ignore me like this, and id be completely alone if i did/my 'friends' wouldnt help me get through it. Sigh....",7.642943083573487,5.591828314121038,7.864666786743518,77.30460824927955,64.12968299711815,11.211023054755044,34.655799711815554,9.827888789773867,3.011899279538905,1343,45,281,22,16,441,165,347,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9626,1,6,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,9,1,26,31,6,1,7,1,32,4,2,4,4,59,52,29,0,11,13,0,6,4,6,4,0,1,0,2,18,17,0,4,8,1,1,3,11,15,1,3,2,8,55,15,34,40,7,34,0,3,0,2,40,7,3,12,26,203,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.07829769286330375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661983271642858,0.0,0.1924914726563253,0.06676186810955252,0.0,0.0,0.05456248649860762,0.0,0.0,0.09064260423788796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660264900270459,0.0714260758796323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699279392494548,0.1956418125173961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096125289637778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487789029576784,0.0,0.08412477093783514,0.08670542789814217,0.0,0.06406104254772292,0.0,0.0,0.05174487579752507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021410570700125,0.08210816436740835,0.1880694212604282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107790182008475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059887955468576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434150713226779,0.1719594956290462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30994644130480714,0.07417587641262302,0.041919426078778514,0.15393726314783812,0.0,0.06729723125735619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944517006553711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843071441341147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377976527269248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733349306887245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495717896339315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679488625960636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821284666169518,0.0,0.0,0.10711484370653106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949316510647205,0.06188210475078115,0.07749137083587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310774355333096,0.06102226046988619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070058023890244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084032065049499,0.08249484503101215,0.0,0.08614226046320694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380601652942101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730428437335512,0.0,0.0,0.16471995312612858,0.13274228441582642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176874948214992,0.15870874449681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922270953663248,0.06707997292495169,0.0,0.0838789431510901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346933121458929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330450541502186,0.0,0.15766077278492222,0.0,0.09357123620595707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447423346443439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732462554646951,0.06368673264232162,0.06435960077350354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226618057416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699657417439099,0.0877242726913396,0.0,0.0 lonely,ocuey,2020/03/17,"My friend will be gone in a month Because of the corona virus my friend who’s an exchange student has to leave the country. And I just had to write it down to clear my thoughts. I was feeling lonely when I met him and he’s helped me a lot. I had a mild crush on him and I think I was kinda flirting with him. He’s the first person I’ve ever held hands with. (it was platonic) Now when I write this down it sounds like I should confess my feelings or something but it’s not like that. It’s just that no one else gave me this even slight bit of attention and affection that I wanted I guess. It’s sad that he’s leaving. I was looking forward to more adventures with him. Anyways if anyone has a friend who’s leaving sooner than you expected, don’t waste your time! And I hope everyone is safe. Thanks for reading.",1.6321967455621298,3.5953407218934927,2.7731619822485207,93.99335244082843,79.6508875739645,5.645118343195268,23.58025147928994,6.6274283507984215,0.5575588757396455,638,22,140,6,16,204,103,169,0.084,0.7020000000000001,0.214,0.9719,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,1,2,34,26,10,0,5,6,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,6,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,11,5,24,10,15,12,3,13,1,2,1,0,21,5,0,6,10,96,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137579000274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581678297135366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951161365061092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500933396902985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465231518216233,0.15701902185140115,0.0,0.16586943955416172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554120592579073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765267716782532,0.0,0.0,0.4023377402645302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912252152572547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116351441992592,0.0,0.0,0.17241066578988765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514094509277844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961129358659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576902893266344,0.0,0.0,0.1475771236870341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855517165247036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176267757111505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515691275603303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363357956733386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363544886977344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981522338934048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112272870865642,0.0,0.13780837421421085,0.10121974506944027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238587684738536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Mark_69_,2020/03/17,"Depressed and lonely tonight. 50 yr old man a tears coming all down my face. I get so sick of being so alone.",-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,91.6086956521739,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.166611594202898,84,2,19,0,3,27,22,23,0.47600000000000003,0.524,0.0,-0.9268,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224011053656513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344916327585121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434434676846504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352557084646044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292777071055504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,urtypicalanon,2020/03/17,"Feeling like my efforts to meet people are all just a waste of time Hey all, hope you're doing well. Anyway, so I feel like I try really hard to make new friends/meet new people, but it rarely amounts to anything. I try to be the conversation starter, the hand when they're in a tight spot, being there for them but sometimes that gets taken for granted. Or at least that's how I feel I will not say that I have no friends, but what I will say is my actual social interaction is pretty little. Everyday I pretty much just go to work, go home and repeat. Even on my days off from work I'm not out with friends or really doing much fun. I usually just go grab a bite and end up at home, unsure of what to do. I do have hobbies and I try to portray myself as somebody who likes trying new things, so I don't think I'm a boring person. I try to make connections with random people sometimes, asking about something that intrigued me (I like cars so for example if I see a car at this store I frequent, I'll ask an employee who's car that is and talk to that person about it), use dating apps (hate em'), use social media, and post stuff online (ie subreddits and Instagram using specific tags) and get nothing out of it. Sorry if this seems kinda incoherent or rambly, I just wanted a place to vent my frustrations. I really want to have a social life and I do have one, but it just feels so stagnant and uninvolved. I will admit that the one thing I don't really do is just go out to a place (arcade, bar, club, etc) to have fun and that's probably what I should do. The only thing really stopping me is myself. I have anxiety and depresssion so I'm sure those are the biggest things stopping me even with the help of my medication. What's also gonna make things a little harder is this damn coronavirus situation putting limitations on social events and places that are generally are occupied by people in my area. Thank you for reading if you made it this far Anon",4.316251060220527,5.222081066157762,5.519745547073794,81.41378286683634,70.39949109414758,8.672094995759117,26.26039016115352,8.94667605116694,1.9010044105173882,1541,46,307,28,27,514,196,393,0.07200000000000001,0.769,0.159,0.9888,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,4,21,16,3,0,16,0,31,4,1,8,3,65,64,31,0,7,18,0,8,4,2,5,2,2,2,2,31,18,1,4,7,3,1,8,5,4,1,2,2,11,37,12,41,55,7,45,0,0,1,0,24,20,1,10,20,208,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.07496730209077031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061434617261403576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876870736973978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321805461742601,0.0,0.1436366137874771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049543908558518035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804159149165853,0.0,0.08567696474723706,0.1014805642852105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537427747841148,0.10976346798796556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870515029260467,0.0,0.08027276828720857,0.0,0.17463911229115606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688175252478538,0.07584593360000072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149224405127048,0.0,0.1541176891991924,0.07630169362628242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054261731416071116,0.15012561896342833,0.15399188137262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269094228105076,0.15383807401399205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739019832641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294618693999815,0.0,0.0,0.22258583086311048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371289082761133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041133060004233,0.05842667986264088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303512572825167,0.13415621453959442,0.2407882768959214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357435015802502,0.15631141711969507,0.0828272327599407,0.0,0.0,0.07722744354678451,0.0,0.0,0.07684290371877038,0.0,0.24607106866038386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218405782966915,0.0,0.0,0.061217279114445675,0.06993596786181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635127548985208,0.0,0.3132418854421069,0.0,0.05914141697995949,0.15195807127946345,0.0859960677347362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284534552834168,0.0,0.0,0.08794294164538316,0.0,0.0,0.07240393382376223,0.0,0.0,0.061746705716199675,0.0,0.07072748171351569,0.0,0.0,0.2551859968098702,0.04922450907129063,0.0,0.0,0.044795592789085036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078586526304753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990489244329952,0.08460870584515245,0.0,0.09062334712387253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690723069576945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185482869846264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyperson00,2020/03/17,"Lonely So lonely. Cuz of my loneliness I feel like doing nothing at all. Please help me. (sorry for my crappy English)",0.466363636363635,2.0632820000000045,2.75327272727273,83.1599090909091,115.36363636363636,3.578181818181818,18.03636363636364,5.6839178017228535,0.42795272727272815,92,3,14,1,5,31,20,22,0.41600000000000004,0.426,0.158,-0.8154,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300049447287459,0.32497194255742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049017106095223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223520683370396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364771223591124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993302154455983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092096613988312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,agazpar,2020/03/17,I feel so lonely My boyfriend hasn’t even tried to see me or talk to me today and I’m getting real tired of it and I’m so lonely,-0.9178494623655916,0.4928447419354853,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,85.45161290322581,4.133333333333334,16.78494623655914,3.1291,-1.0530731182795698,101,2,26,0,3,36,23,31,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.8169,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647922055286552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270826195004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094549188642852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563146160310913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194672490708594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32223010397872104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460778248980084,0.3800085290643971,0.0,0.0,0.2721863636454564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cowonachan,2020/03/17,"Send me memes to drive off the madness I'm binge watching really old makeover reactions on YouTube, and all sorts of meme comps. It's not enough. It's raining outside, I'm sad af (don't wanna talk about it, pls, I'm not ready), I need memes. Send me all your shitty cropped memes. Send me all your rare pepes. Send me all your catfish nood memes. Send me all your outdated trashy memes. Send me memes, pls. I don't care how overly circulated they are.",0.7413333333333334,3.2509759111111163,1.3638888888888907,98.6425,89.88888888888891,4.777777777777779,19.72222222222221,6.42735559955562,-0.009777777777777885,352,11,78,4,12,107,55,90,0.136,0.835,0.028999999999999998,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,12,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,1,13,1,7,8,6,11,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,1,1,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646654120645237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709094645279119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379313323679282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782308115873054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919638087676209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663129411738412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OldCashDog186,2020/03/17,Saving memes is fun... until you remember you don’t have anyone to send them to,4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,69.0,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,1.3676999999999997,62,1,12,1,1,21,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252479182765831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8509492489838133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FindingJoyCo,2020/03/17,Mile high loneliness ): Let’s chat! Got sent home from school and lonely! Anyone wanna chat me up?,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,113.44444444444444,4.022222222222221,10.055555555555557,5.985473137389443,-0.8703777777777777,76,1,14,1,4,23,17,18,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.8264,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312446145082284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34672234135123536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580334473719587,0.4348518868465127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44329947356681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43874132835651736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inthzone,2020/03/17,"I miss my friend I’ve spoken to her about this before. Things aren’t the same between us, and they never are when she has a boyfriend. And now she’s lives 30 minutes away and we just don’t talk that much and it doesn’t really feel like we’re friends. It sucks. I try to think how I would act if I had a boyfriend and I truly don’t think it would be how she acts. Everytime we’ve gone away on trips I’m completely ignored, we planned to go to California and suddenly he was invited and It never happened but then they planned to go which I think is really shitty. So you didn’t want to really hang out with me, u just needed someone to spend your time with until you got a boyfriend. So now I’m basically nothing lol",1.258035320088304,3.2997686225165563,2.7929536423841057,92.9683267108168,81.31788079470199,6.410772626931567,21.987196467991165,7.554174236665415,0.7356301103752759,566,18,128,9,15,185,95,151,0.092,0.8390000000000001,0.069,-0.6541,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,3,2,2,10,6,1,0,4,1,13,0,0,2,2,30,28,16,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,1,7,7,3,0,0,5,1,20,3,16,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,16,4,1,1,10,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340588369762785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423388132600288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900414657617681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164751441413643,0.1294879587256057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800729219541583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060217536741185,0.0,0.14496545433587155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028239394536067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855159329570267,0.0,0.16005068295695524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324261214400152,0.1343976117093458,0.2795886576607029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391818862861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34834803564065536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357600299266627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568517244914314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041716402725867,0.348420908108169,0.0,0.0,0.10569071798638956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305962986193275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802635407522009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690835891991698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575154114239385,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Josef24601,2020/03/17,"It get's to your head eventually. I feel so forgettable and useless all the time, like i'm just an option and that my existence in certain situations doesn't affect anyone or anything around me. When i stop calling, checking and trying to talk to people i just find silence and it eventually clicked, no one is calling, asking me how i'm doing how i'm feeling and it does nothing but prove that no one actually thinks about me and that all the people i became so attached to just don't care about me as much as i care about them. They try to treat me well but at the same time they try to spend the least amount of time possible with me because they don't stand me, they just pity me. Even when i try talking to new people they seem good at the start but then just start ignoring me out of nowhere. It makes me wonder, am i so unlikable and annoying to others.",5.73103448275862,5.545090149425288,6.251172413793102,81.23606896551726,67.04597701149426,9.258850574712644,31.193103448275863,8.841846274778883,2.30428,682,24,140,10,10,222,96,174,0.136,0.785,0.079,-0.8913,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,6,0,18,11,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,4,4,37,21,21,0,0,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,7,0,2,0,5,4,1,2,0,3,25,7,21,21,6,16,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,4,11,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.14042022257643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061434257340852,0.0,0.11841286871281545,0.12809656461129473,0.13452188297867634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771671889142588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938646360948997,0.0,0.2934199561530676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259229996546111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504092468779236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551471119872308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151691706086666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517890917341948,0.0,0.0,0.12069183454018348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767721546419546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029955807848612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605066027150357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577897474602532,0.0,0.0,0.13897415291053658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807060209040375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501320167620284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927487321546004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221936767818124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099609962438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174338659490273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036984594396269,0.0,0.0,0.12030220028306572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131381064060025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220175099321737,0.0,0.0,0.2517180264378709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39077953426348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937838826217565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560473888985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SawtoothBlade,2020/03/18,"I'm losing it stuck in quarantine with no close friends F23. Not into anime or video games, so can't bond over that. I just want someone to call on discord or watch a movie with. I'm a depressed university student without much hope for the future. I'm sensitive and could use some kind words and understanding. Girls only.",3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,76.41935483870971,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.6614430107526883,258,10,48,4,6,82,53,62,0.22,0.667,0.113,-0.7511,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,18,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,9,8,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,4,1,27,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039652860796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376738232396221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639195803747755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299873769601869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956641111438241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309988649563858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330285690381112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882957233072475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639959282269656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222389830384473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30989611582524945,0.0,0.25710055491413125,0.0,0.0,0.17557979451604644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869535802356549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lis5,2020/03/18,"Love Is Blind - Reddit Edition [participant form ](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSea4ediOy_WpqiEJ2BiFTfvNxe9t2wuLWrRnCDWirp_vCL76A/viewform) Hi Everyone! During this time of the cornonavirus and having to stay home and enact social distancing, I've found the perfect way to keep busy and offer some relief from everything going on in the world around us. I've been inspired by Netflix's Hit Show ""Love Is Blind"" and I'm inviting you to see if that's actually true for yourselves! Here's how it works. Using the link attached you are going to fill out the survey to the best of your abilities. From there I will place you all into groups of ten according to your responses. Once everyone is placed we will hold blind speed dating rounds to test your compatibility. Depending upon the demand we will have one (possibly more) speed dating rounds per day. If you think that you have a match at the end of your seventh round, you'll be eligible for a face reveal and will be able to take on your love story form there. Once we have all the participants I will go ahead and post an update going further in-depth about the process. If you're interested go ahead and give it a shot!! The application will close on March 21st by midnight. A group-chat will be made for all participants and updates will be posted there. This starts March 25th, can't wait to see you there! tl;dr I made my own version of Netflix's ""Love Is Blind."" If you want to enter click the link and complete the survey.",6.5017415730337085,8.519326543071166,5.835975655430713,76.99935674157305,66.34082397003746,8.036629213483144,26.08408239700375,8.548686976883017,1.7413147565543063,1205,34,210,18,20,367,152,267,0.034,0.8140000000000001,0.152,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,4,13,0,5,8,10,0,0,18,0,24,9,1,5,5,41,48,14,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,1,0,6,16,0,3,6,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,4,10,21,10,34,30,10,39,0,0,10,4,26,14,0,6,14,132,27,3,0.12524617472041494,0.0,0.1222221995492171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149564923220634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143813329415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131823128616288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077342133715212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109309357681108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393561745045188,0.11256318591874268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732596596289925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014754334692115,0.3559014369642044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256321251934649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132455480562008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45215825048925296,0.23702191769254102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266766176968586,0.08487004938703195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617111905868156,0.0,0.0,0.14119624341371315,0.23990242828346944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960997115053095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276727025047621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886498871056332,0.13349575771815378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416953631098808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802526915419601,0.0,0.0,0.0730320516825306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065572703390734,0.10817248179590803,0.0,0.0,0.07387343886659338,0.09941458376349699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118070687120362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pohfiveoh,2020/03/18,There's a void... And I wish I could find my person. Or maybe just someone to connect with. :),-1.1585964912280673,0.8806633157894731,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,100.05263157894736,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.2044877192982462,69,2,16,0,3,22,18,19,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473081380284991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975775796151612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370109780126802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798208843252993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685698798974607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002228203567356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ceversaior,2020/03/18,"Lonely I am being abandoned since my childhood, my parents abandoned me , I was struggling and found the best friend of my life and almost after 10 years she passed away and now I am all alone , got no friends online or offline. I live alone had 2 dogs and they passed away too. I’m self employed doing good with considerable work. During work I stay busy but after work tough life starts. Earlier I used to come home and my dogs would jump and hug me. And I was like wow my boys and now I don’t have anyone to share my life with.",3.525257009345797,4.7920924953271085,3.742137850467291,92.055636682243,72.64485981308411,6.097663551401869,22.72079439252337,5.985473137389443,0.21522523364486013,415,10,89,2,8,128,71,107,0.129,0.6679999999999999,0.204,0.9306,2,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,3,13,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,1,21,16,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,11,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,5,0,18,8,9,9,2,14,0,3,0,1,8,2,0,2,8,54,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980667612236086,0.351260859134694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857204577449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186459831640022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779603960828595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607540321221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593221527672213,0.2620292396826554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142232979550259,0.13562606307973052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009936309826673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359331339670694,0.08284666186957741,0.0,0.14973942669389873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882949752585342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690559222712282,0.0,0.0,0.14027568647340982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200273362579864,0.180746312531213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727849694562642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645991405389314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37036180376056255,0.0,0.0,0.1204624977508986,0.0,0.0,0.1092019034193731 lonely,raikou321,2020/03/18,"Could use a friend As the title says im really looking for someone to talk to, maybe make a friend, pretty damn lonely.A bit about me: Im from the uk, 23 year old girl. Ive had anixety and depression since my early teens, and never really had any friends for many years now, except online. Just having online friends was great and helped me feel so much better. But a few weeks back i lost contact with me last online friend, he moved onto new games i was terrible at (fps games, i suck) and it went quiet from there. Would love to just find some new friends, would be great if i found a gaming buddy as well. I work part time as a elderly carer, i have a lot of free time and its spent on my PC playing games pretty much. A few of my other intrests are animals, drawing/art, horror games/movies. If anyones intrested,and think we might have something in common or get along, heck even just for a chat, send me a message. Sorry if this post is out of place or weird, im new to this, anyway, thanks for reading.",3.933802521008402,4.736948024509808,4.669327731092442,87.53911764705887,71.20588235294117,7.397198879551821,23.885154061624647,7.447530270364453,0.8993330532212882,783,19,164,8,14,252,135,204,0.081,0.6920000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9875,0,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,3,11,20,2,0,11,0,15,1,0,2,1,32,28,15,0,6,10,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,4,7,2,3,1,6,1,0,8,4,15,15,25,15,8,25,0,2,1,1,21,6,3,8,15,99,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142008536204737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734353912911364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075715862304869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288540652168524,0.11465927020810475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838533105938432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045722493976403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936752071929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310341191017797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959902536631114,0.0,0.0,0.11515365947587396,0.4868488087591176,0.0,0.05487083124319851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315791930948677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039553497299991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403326078164304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560877387049573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819391146749077,0.0,0.11464636548344252,0.0892878540550171,0.09478847798549847,0.0,0.07010449644059051,0.10647809623817447,0.10551096637191232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114141229317077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162414739433912,0.15440980286050382,0.0,0.08100116925200487,0.3042991994176205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102052740236604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137310185408551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097279786475403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005841915630632,0.21369482012810387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505266212083253,0.0,0.13456243625721814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835194918629624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687713750337814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898669864177274,0.08085279179559834,0.0,0.11756603941621625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441450672424172,0.0,0.09669221072514432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729529298444498,0.0,0.0,0.12248095910057714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907072238381449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424411122151138,0.0,0.09442940562591773,0.0973585236644144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645889833138145,0.0,0.0,0.14921241512639458,0.0,0.0,0.13526433578771113 lonely,roguemilkshake,2020/03/18,"Some random comfort 22% of millennials from a recent poll say they have no friends [https://www.vox.com/science-and-health/2019/8/1/20750047/millennials-poll-loneliness](https://www.vox.com/science-and-health/2019/8/1/20750047/millennials-poll-loneliness)",56.336875,69.44528393750001,21.625000000000004,-31.47999999999999,-40.375,11.4,41.0,11.20814326018867,5.213324999999998,237,4,11,2,1,42,16,16,0.111,0.606,0.28300000000000003,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979537240265849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8198599341735378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807847549166194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066858932177062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jackrabbitslim069,2020/03/18,"I am new here so forgive me for asking but There are 123,000 people on this sub. How are you still lonely? Aren't you all here for each other? That means that you all have 123,000 friends. No?",-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,0.25782051282051377,104.7913461538462,96.69230769230772,2.6,16.756410256410255,3.1291,-1.3087128205128202,150,4,34,0,6,44,30,39,0.14400000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.132,-0.1454,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308264629948904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356046544758482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019936721620474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450855237853634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194908571395754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680302142203133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,diocletianking76,2020/03/18,"It seems like so many people have a bad opinion of me, it makes me feel like shit. All my close friends and family know me for me and like my qualities. They enjoy being around me and know that I’m one of a kind. But it seems like the new people I meet have a shit opinion of me. And idk what they could possibly be thinking since I’m not a mind reader but they seem to scoff at just the mere sight of me. Another thing that really makes me feel worthless is how I see so many people whose former significant other misses them and wants them back in their life so bad but mine wouldn’t give a damn about me. If I died and she knew I bet she wouldn’t be at my funeral or even feel a slight bit of sadness. Neither would any of the women I’ve talked to and have liked over the years. Or the ones who liked me at some point during high school. Nobody ever comes running back to me. I’ve only been in one actual relationship and it only lasted a month but it ended on good terms. But people seem to look at me like there’s something wrong with me that I’m single. As if it’s something can control. I can only be myself and the ones close to me love me for who I am so how is it my fault others can’t see that? Not to mention a lot of the people I see who women miss and are sad about breaking up with are complete scumbags. But somehow I’m so much more awful than them when I’m not a racist, rapist, or 2 faced devil. People have these fucked up opinions of me and maybe it’s because they can’t see underneath the scars. I’ve passed through so many trials in life that would have broken so many people but somehow I’m still here.",2.934505813953489,3.876195206395349,3.9775627906976734,91.05348372093029,73.68023255813954,6.6667906976744185,21.60883720930233,6.742157984588678,0.28750339534883684,1277,27,286,10,25,414,167,344,0.177,0.7070000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9817,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,8,1,23,27,5,0,17,1,24,8,3,5,2,66,55,34,2,8,16,0,3,7,1,4,2,0,0,2,22,17,0,1,11,0,1,3,8,15,0,4,2,9,39,12,36,44,9,33,1,5,6,3,23,17,4,17,19,195,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.08141075892071102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673185597189595,0.08747837906873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742659308524075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829734012435007,0.1393127689003653,0.05085510138041833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107848541925108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186324447397414,0.08746951788269021,0.0,0.09356822336619383,0.06660806851827876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658197157584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388978190520869,0.0,0.0,0.05510142104458983,0.07546268229557551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864565872039625,0.0,0.12654654923048042,0.059598831633622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445394260965268,0.07712506169119457,0.0,0.08002885500676239,0.0,0.0699729260157001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814308540316193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687429237514792,0.0916963887481431,0.06800250384092157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178510793835277,0.2853006631784347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005598295785062,0.0,0.0,0.07092494570134866,0.07529431326787726,0.0,0.11137366120156823,0.33831939512947257,0.08381161850091765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423546108877365,0.0,0.06658903345299373,0.0,0.061326968822036636,0.0,0.0,0.08057237804655201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261237371187779,0.19034539924122307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048547014842125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788635836798669,0.09404914471724103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053444186703735214,0.0,0.0,0.08956722149781271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443054671468249,0.2659156732482491,0.30378792143758165,0.0,0.0,0.17126911283061586,0.06901001625953475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128449270700846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662330713548976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705384925181276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542385836714644,0.05345536692971868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049206222309804926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852544282546765,0.09121213351762124,0.0,0.05372296026490367 lonely,SurvivingMiscarriage,2020/03/18,"Dreams better than Reality. Lately I have been having such great dreams. I feel love and appreciation in them. I feel wanted. I feel seen. I hate to wake up to face that I do not feel that in real life.",-0.09235772357723347,2.2414661463414656,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,94.85365853658536,4.684552845528454,11.711382113821138,6.42735559955562,-0.8675886178861787,156,2,34,2,6,53,29,41,0.07200000000000001,0.5429999999999999,0.386,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,8,12,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,7,3,6,10,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631867227648769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018647480435013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280847399690481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938001994740171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335684981386303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101906688620032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26857899223437026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387129843205408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552132460003486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,weird_neegA,2020/03/18,"Got enough time to talk and hear random bullshits This is for shy folks that find it difficult to start conversation. You can drop any random letter word and I will respond",7.17625,8.074339125000002,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,64.0,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.0761375,140,4,25,2,2,42,29,32,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832874647184037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304366445077811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807449327461819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331756459676292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695139134195952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948561978682476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33482978176434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429101015771059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Friendlyboi5,2020/03/18,I just want to be wanted I feel no one wants and I know I’m a good person to be friends with. I like sports and music so please message me. And if you need someone to talk vent to about any problems I’m here to talk to and help you. :),-1.7369272237196751,0.1498067358490598,0.4987061994609192,104.97264150943396,94.84905660377359,3.0285714285714285,15.118598382749324,3.1291,-1.530000539083558,179,4,47,0,7,59,36,53,0.08,0.619,0.301,0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623368192330103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384714660111212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158297822329472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297001468329552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835620834464718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050588248070618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379379702397204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306316478688868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557411621941364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391233349983725,0.0,0.30061521954644976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620463180019698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204005492638455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402353851945641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845878456099379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giGibas153,2020/03/18,"im tired :( Well, um, some time ago, i've met a group of friends on school. They looked very nice on the start, but i always felt a little lonely, even when i was with them. Things started to get worse when they made an appointment to go to the mall or watch a movie. I am a very busy person, always studying for exams or doing anything related to school, and because of that, my mother does not let me go out during the week, only on the weekend, where I have more free time. Once, when they asked me why I couldn't go to the event, I explained the whole situation involving school activities and exams. Everything seemed normal and, I still felt part of the group, even if it was a very little. However, at the end of 2018, I repeated my year at school, and ended up separating myself from this group of friends, who started high school. Since then, I have been gradually excluded from everything, events, birthdays, whatsapp conversations, everything in general. Every time I send a message in the group, it seems that all the members disappear and ignore my message, starting another subject. Please help me, this whole subject is making me very bad and making me very sad, and i don't know what to do anymore. Im tired of meeting someone, and after some time, see them leaving me (Also, sorry about the english, im brazilian)",7.797824615384612,7.144357004000003,7.580400000000001,74.96696923076925,62.96,10.412307692307692,35.230769230769226,9.661875296680813,3.2461846153846152,1041,40,190,17,13,332,146,250,0.13,0.79,0.08,-0.9254,1,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,5,0,10,9,0,0,18,0,12,2,0,3,1,31,33,17,0,3,5,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,6,2,1,5,3,4,2,0,7,5,26,6,27,24,7,41,0,2,3,0,24,13,0,7,23,122,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530901294067739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793986429453358,0.1413816060572437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908453630620096,0.0,0.0,0.08425424513476594,0.0,0.0,0.0699121479571859,0.0,0.07942307190524661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709353188247254,0.05178883254935071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434620475597903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049288815970574,0.0,0.0,0.11222623454677924,0.0,0.07157970707952993,0.0,0.22906088592970145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631435628042925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127471385759748,0.0,0.04438638366357822,0.0,0.1448485982149164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694470363799565,0.08976144706074958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753035330704718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668999562830767,0.0,0.0,0.08995690764844379,0.0,0.08687400987184214,0.0,0.0,0.17029791979331976,0.0,0.0,0.07134225420856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038810973628469,0.11341855062345935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323955493713481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904761421089232,0.0,0.06461341956698125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199985691905584,0.0,0.0,0.07418093752668832,0.0,0.09325697477788468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299037193091184,0.0676995124396906,0.15468282794441662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027708291363584,0.09549492126690913,0.0,0.0,0.07198355952295755,0.0,0.0,0.09510210093604822,0.24053123600159465,0.0,0.06784655233137321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644147474495637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981558040564631,0.19529052126308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35049098791397165,0.0,0.0,0.06814716229651907,0.0,0.07638630092295486,0.0,0.07666023240277656,0.18970230456719933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657816338745443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470934709975465 lonely,-clever_name,2020/03/18,Wish I had a quarantine partner. Would be nice eh?,-0.5609999999999999,1.2131589000000034,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,110.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,39,2,8,1,2,13,10,10,0.0,0.522,0.478,0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8507623807923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255505412693897,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EvaAlone,2020/03/18,"My ex told me I'm his. He said he didn't want anyone but me. The next day, he told me he is dating someone new right after I told him I love him... I've just welcomed back my depression.",-0.3678571428571402,1.1208595952380982,2.2716666666666683,97.47750000000002,84.0,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.5351142857142852,141,3,36,1,4,49,30,42,0.128,0.687,0.185,0.5774,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,10,2,1,4,0,7,0,1,0,1,14,1,0,0,6,17,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462115884004856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920315038218973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610590054281932,0.0,0.2150971781686833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253964141743465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411965034939837,0.2655969794377613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327310739253086,0.2375560446892772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211600430868162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159001086734341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730071345809673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LukeC4444,2020/03/18,"I don’t have any close friends With this whole corona virus thing going on, it’s really come to my attention how few close friends I have. My best friend Sean, got introduced to my other friends Tyler and Anthony, last year, and ever since then, Sean prefers to hang out with them instead of me. They often hang out with eachother and don’t include me in things anymore. Spring break was cancelled due to corona virus, and I was supposed to go with them. Well they rescheduled to a later date and I wasn’t included. But without them, I don’t have any friends at all. They are the only kids I’ve been close with throughout my 4 years of highschool. Maybe things will get better in college?",5.330091896407686,6.379594323308276,4.634987468671678,88.15284878863828,68.17293233082708,7.414870509607352,29.815371762740185,7.3871296695380915,1.6183256474519636,547,20,108,5,9,163,84,133,0.015,0.8059999999999999,0.18,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,2,5,8,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,2,24,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,5,0,17,8,20,11,4,24,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,9,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286995181456179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667625231952601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646612653836508,0.14871760238442466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484886050370274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210395273797708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6495726856140193,0.0,0.0878529660245794,0.0,0.191130371183704,0.0,0.13448725972819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706708157775213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893222015916048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788788104419965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772307319615623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909784190380867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514000604748123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118967903740824,0.0,0.0,0.1877367420180481,0.0,0.16209342462521278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656994849641686 lonely,b34stm4st3r65,2020/03/18,"Nobody accepts me. I made a post on r/foreveralone that wasn't meant to be offensive against ""normal people"". As always, someone said something that many people agree on and my post got downvoted and he earned respect and agreement. He missunderstood something that wasn't really hard to missunderstand but everybody listened to him. I am not even accepted by outcasts!!! I am at the edge of the edge of society and everybody who tells me I am imagining stuff doesn't know what I have been through. ""Fake it till you make it"" is not just a funny saying, it's my life. I don't really want to talk about my problems with people so I do it through the internet and even there nobody cares or disagrees with me or treats me like garbage. I always hear someone say something and he or she is the hero and I am always the asshole. It's always the same. Nobody cares about me or my opinion. If I am around people, they always choose someone over me. Tl, dr: Nobody cares about me or my opinion.",3.4940247678018608,5.690248736842111,4.233034055727554,84.62035603715172,74.78947368421052,6.996904024767801,27.492260061919502,7.928766900206844,1.8364427244582044,780,31,145,12,17,249,104,190,0.09699999999999999,0.757,0.147,0.8805,0,1,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,9,13,1,0,8,0,15,2,0,2,0,34,27,17,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,6,26,10,22,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,8,2,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026886843173699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075616399797763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695735141186821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596101777691543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663638351861914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082372522838246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618080178931213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640335508333325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534367795827684,0.05902996524318009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432942161296908,0.0806529556143328,0.12249960567185275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183847984795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350648917658396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314377179647552,0.0,0.0,0.11561511361388498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548097304715265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493413880451185,0.1921729478754215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071289554972995,0.27905556529507924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831799860820854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711615958622123,0.10560811695786852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126689059308411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OctoKid911,2020/03/18,I just want a hug I hope that happened some day,-2.8372727272727265,-1.4026288181818174,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,109.9090909090909,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.7490363636363635,37,1,10,0,2,12,10,11,0.0,0.40700000000000003,0.593,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052725862608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557010567420012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241531120920907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706526123299808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eatmyassitsmadeofpie,2020/03/18,"Lonely and horny during Coronavirus, but don't know how to cope. I'm sure there are ways to adjust without socializing or having sex, but I'm not sure of what they are. I'm a 23yr old f in NYC if that matters. Shits kinda crazy here. I quit my job the other day, so I don't even have that to go to",1.5836363636363655,2.4481252424242435,3.6822424242424248,92.17336363636366,76.87878787878788,6.492121212121212,19.26060606060605,6.742157984588678,-0.07008121212121221,230,4,56,2,5,79,51,66,0.129,0.7659999999999999,0.106,-0.3634,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,2,14,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695584125107934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914704029070176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475184893401665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876722840564768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931662165770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041920483964804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308334973543919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975691499196395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29550757051562265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464380486622571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301021404373977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794447710393751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhenWillYouLearn_,2020/03/18,"Someone there to facetime? I‘m super lonely and would love to talk to someone! And i need someone to hold me accountable so i keep cleaning my room :D My discord name is Pauline#0302 Add me and let‘s chat/talk! I‘m 20, a lesbian and I like Emo bands!",1.0061224489795926,3.6118426734693903,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,91.6530612244898,3.6163265306122447,25.367346938775512,5.288315135182226,0.4698897959183679,197,9,39,1,7,60,35,49,0.08900000000000001,0.647,0.264,0.9064,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466285288349089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373238480215074,0.0,0.1355580704134247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042795884843955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574085946317744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7052995610583489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460405539876663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197107081731314,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,productive_human,2020/03/18,Bored 😪 Anyone online. Feels so lonely. hmu,-0.07916666666666927,-1.906667249999998,1.6750000000000007,87.80333333333334,159.0,1.0666666666666669,2.6666666666666665,3.1291,-2.4728833333333338,34,0,5,0,3,11,8,8,0.516,0.484,0.0,-0.6532,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.810329530029674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859744471919298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,n_i_k_priv,2020/03/18,"Death Anyone else ever wish someone just shot them or stabbed them , or are we not even worthy of that. I hope the virus gets unstable and gets deadly so I can fucking die.",5.771470588235296,5.805234970588237,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,66.94117647058823,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.4656352941176474,135,4,27,1,2,42,30,34,0.34600000000000003,0.535,0.12,-0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,7,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263639999015255,0.33170617249191675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33598724476351904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704401994791757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382482175413267,0.29283808448211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992890610852108,0.3382777873107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32154326602529565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743007790715567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37228085314892617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abakadobro,2020/03/18,i cant stop screaming WHY WONT SOMEONE JUST TALK TO ME??????,-2.9600000000000013,-6.5693836666666625,-0.8873333333333324,105.699,177.33333333333337,0.96,19.066666666666666,3.1291,-1.0370533333333327,44,2,10,0,5,14,12,12,0.0,0.614,0.386,0.6164,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995223390023648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928887548921916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738565705687366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319756184894825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dailydoseofyikes,2020/03/18,"I just want to be someone’s reason to get out of bed. I want to take care of someone just to remind me what it’s like to be gentle and considerate, kind and understanding. It’s been so long since I’ve felt like everything was worth living for, since I’ve felt like people were really good at heart. Maybe in trying to be careful with something living, I’ll learn how to love again. Maybe I’ll regain humanity. Maybe I won’t be so scared and upset and destructive all the time. If I can’t end up saving myself I can save someone else. Is this selfish of me? I know I’m selfish. But maybe it isn’t so bad if two people can finally be happy. I’ve never been good at creating lasting relationships. I’m sorry if I’ve ever let you down.",1.8276190476190488,3.7046336339869295,4.019855275443515,85.70720588235297,78.67320261437908,6.7243697478991615,21.38608776844071,7.7094869923839395,0.8821264239028941,578,16,120,9,14,199,90,153,0.133,0.611,0.256,0.9520000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,18,1,2,1,0,16,2,1,2,3,27,29,12,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,2,10,12,18,16,1,14,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,11,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233891533159067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499318911203809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102389591296809,0.0,0.1085586080006055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086950772853926,0.0,0.0,0.11015595145610274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353684389856152,0.13426693148810834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403656788864817,0.0,0.0,0.2056079541752791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047560278376708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524332242901994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763540516850358,0.0673600061098508,0.09990903975054066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533378418666244,0.0,0.17964117089211215,0.0,0.2164590608961593,0.10846856333594997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062214054452477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925429418865852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453177136821392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994603004787287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852001135590002,0.12602001597932785,0.0,0.13159184717527275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227116563884558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027785469131596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155366009514746,0.09435860863593802,0.0,0.1372045127420812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215566160329924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147021536586487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321542720722692,0.0,0.1197308395370948,0.127597305124403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458721791258142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Whi15ky,2020/03/18,"I have no social life anymore Ever since I (19 male) dropout of a military college, I been stuck at home. I had dropout for a couple of reasons(financial, grades, and personal) when I was coming home, I was expecting to be able to start a community college and get a part time job to help my mom with bills. However, my sister left her kids(7 years girl and 2 year boy) so she can live ""her life"" and now I'm stuck taking care of them 24/7(been 4 months now). Because of that I have no money(no job) nor time(kids and online school) to go out with friends. I've been doing bad in online classes because I'm struggling to learn and I have little time to study and when I do, I try to enjoy my little time I have free. I wanted to take the semester off but my father told me if I did I'd lose my tricare benefits and my mother threaten to kick me out of the house if i did. I'm gonna be doing this until summer or even after summer. I want to socialize with my friends but I rarely ever talk to them and kids broke my Xbox so I can't even play with my friends. My girlfriend broke up with me because I hardly spent anytime with her. So now I'm more lonely than ever. I hardly have any hobbies and I'm slowly losing interest in things I love. I love the kids with all my heart but I don't want this responsibility that isn't even mine. I'm really starting to resent my sister because of this. I'm still dealing with my own issues since I dropout and but they just keep stacking. I just feel lonely more than ever and sometimes I wish I never wake up.",2.599662406558956,4.127440927899691,4.102210031347962,87.50461478176999,75.4576802507837,6.412394502049676,24.181456474559933,7.010146845296331,0.8456316855558246,1212,38,254,12,26,403,162,319,0.124,0.743,0.133,0.7179,3,4,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,3,5,18,20,1,1,7,0,21,6,2,0,6,46,49,26,0,7,9,5,3,0,4,1,2,0,2,6,6,23,0,1,2,2,3,2,7,9,0,0,11,3,50,12,39,35,5,36,0,6,0,2,30,11,0,3,23,169,56,11,0.09866210951462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670936177378399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784630133882796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237874032564256,0.24057402484608703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100592596135065,0.0,0.0,0.08498867120663711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091677475946156,0.0,0.0,0.10171630267088536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954961784896772,0.3569821062733828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988652703529055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867830320715946,0.0,0.05154688009299164,0.0,0.0560719505063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767637418236545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691507481436425,0.06613113229964082,0.0,0.1979322805197349,0.0,0.0,0.11384282775148435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297760911247833,0.19581383976004196,0.08769541618669836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719667066907414,0.0,0.1393759314707994,0.0,0.1977707063996593,0.08712045027505178,0.0,0.0,0.22075532751326327,0.0,0.0,0.1780928117257679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555187022932807,0.07875115452314163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609430118379648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684145005195174,0.0,0.0,0.0861479484532003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320547374276783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998513221474363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322863307320787,0.0,0.0,0.20114719167545966,0.0,0.0,0.09757934909356998,0.0,0.1396670978510818,0.0,0.0787916881054203,0.0,0.0,0.103143058705304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836325540793627,0.07930086637356873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554672155770172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301226779105757,0.0,0.0,0.09427587371303868,0.0,0.06698509600946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458040531651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345655681823748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270703275261858 lonely,virus5cx,2020/03/18,"What am I doing wrong... I'm so tired of being alone at home while my 'friends' do stuff together and make sure that I don't know about it. And when I find out and ask if I can join them, I just get ignored or they reply a day later saying they didn't see my message... I don't know what I have done or what I'm doing wrong. Some of those people were my friends for over 10 years. We met up almost everyday and had a great time. It's been like that for a year now and I have no idea why...",0.6568399592252803,1.76928041284404,2.448929663608564,99.07616717635072,79.73394495412846,5.5783893985728845,17.615698267074414,5.82211442006289,-0.6910313965341492,371,6,97,2,9,123,74,109,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.13,0.2165,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,1,1,20,24,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,2,15,5,9,17,1,13,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,5,10,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578305883078007,0.20249770803876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278295974076614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260929508802069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008282128176968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869993211570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021134811637619,0.0,0.1021500979954173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555931204589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612051995263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207160509152511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149031858502504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955202306831404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050979945220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355475800444934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554837804536921,0.0,0.0,0.15580255157463924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382136056251226,0.0,0.0,0.1842734240555544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140081322920318,0.2247192070861324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642460606045698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275365333082903,0.0,0.251814394696498 lonely,anabellawoods,2020/03/18,💖💖 hello everyone... I need an advice on a relationship,-0.2681818181818194,1.804562636363638,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,104.45454545454544,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.8400545454545454,43,2,7,2,2,18,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171514456566055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505696091966678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924127975514184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681883852586057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ICanDieRightNowPlz,2020/03/18,"Just want things to get better. I have no one to talk to. This year has been a nightmare so far, and it's seems to be getting worse. I have no friends, I've lost them all during my 10 year relationship. My (now ex) girl left me in January, and we still aren't getting along, even just to talk about our kid. I miss her so much. She was the only person (besides family) that I talked to. She was my best friend. And I don't have that anymore. I've tried the dating app thing, and I just don't feel like dealing with it. Honestly at this point, I just want a hook up. Or at the very least a cool girl to talk to. Just to feel wanted for awhile. All I feel now is useless and depressed. I want to get over it.",0.03888245033112625,1.9745834635761632,1.687975993377485,99.76984478476822,85.2251655629139,4.834602649006623,17.38451986754967,5.985473137389443,-0.6339374172185428,537,12,133,4,16,174,91,151,0.124,0.732,0.14400000000000002,0.5054,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,3,12,11,0,0,6,1,12,0,0,0,2,24,26,8,0,4,6,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,4,19,7,19,21,5,14,0,4,0,0,19,8,0,2,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696833275363275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552014869952654,0.13106528766037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278120085129596,0.12763901942897188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788054332559956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970383448954413,0.0,0.22479356720465787,0.10586961118750776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289881749875214,0.0,0.30970037384181204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101289215234002,0.0,0.0,0.07239995783790598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177093295915893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893942324927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041988858186704,0.11270798915925227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939702554999408,0.0,0.0,0.1400909499764557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591045773080114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490998164095708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834768281734385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764499406669802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969066229993362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100613796793023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227532525274495,0.3496339428913396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510220441186454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086377229847032 lonely,madamespookyshit,2020/03/18,"24 [F4M] Oregon/Anywhere looking for people to talk to during the end of the world 24 [F4M] Oregon/Anywhere Looking for someone to talk to during the apocalypse Hey! I’m a married, polyamorous 24 year old gamer that has been trapped in my home like the rest of you for what seems like centuries. My interests include professional wrestling, video games, horror movies, documentaries, naps, swapping memes, and developing meaningful connections. If you’re wondering what I look like, I have some selfies on my profile or you can check out my Instagram for more selfies and cat photos. Hope y’all are having a good one!",4.199054054054051,7.221528297297298,4.1760585585585615,81.5976013513514,76.83783783783784,6.943243243243244,30.871621621621625,8.07648339933343,2.6291675675675683,495,24,82,9,12,152,79,111,0.061,0.7829999999999999,0.156,0.8436,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,9,6,13,12,3,7,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,6,6,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936030134415988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879232360326156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578064598168066,0.22356221100839868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298984633505014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670492528191062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361909767995593,0.0,0.15252479845893732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560470071723774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049107806279876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071551212563484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618328610111901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440972850782578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494866910354934 lonely,imsorryyouremistaken,2020/03/18,"i feel terrible lately, I've lost interest in everything I do. I don't want to study, I don't want to talk to people, and the ones that I do reach out take so long to respond that I lose interest in that too. I've had a fairly rough month, and looked for excuses to not hang out with ""friends"" at college, because I wanted to be with myself. I thought I would thrive in this quarantine, but it's not been 1 week yet and I'm already feeling terrible. I overthink so much, and it's been completely derogatory to my mental health. I want to go out, I want to be with myself in a better place, spend time alone, but at least DO something, exploring or just walking.",6.1806349206349225,5.095583444444447,6.878095238095237,80.10000000000005,66.40740740740742,10.677248677248675,34.1005291005291,9.957137785484203,3.0641640211640206,515,20,109,10,7,171,80,135,0.135,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.5327,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,26,24,9,0,6,6,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,4,0,1,5,4,15,4,22,16,2,20,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,1,6,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762182873296693,0.19990892171378555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043033725863513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021677552073402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899374516507205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281033085575133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319470719895584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995981576733826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295449659004584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925591729333648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043506022775268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031637374773602,0.15212447945290092,0.2026659801242182,0.19775195793152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825615172882656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459610191185393,0.0,0.13316968536562573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275523926998112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558998862055018,0.0,0.18926829931257852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946188188685762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620592948028662,0.14560543556832942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381674451073914,0.10563287100003177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342492274518827,0.0,0.145311522681117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868723362711934,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,albyss1337,2020/03/18,Anyone wanna play league? Do anyone want to play league of legends with me? 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Have you ever felt so lonely that you feel like that there must be something severely wrong with you? And on account of being so wrong, you feel that people avoid you for how you look, how you are, and worse, for what you could really be, except that we cannot really see it? And does it feel like that you must be really blind as to how you really are, and in this sense walks in the blind, not knowing how to fix yourself? And does it feel that whatever this thing that makes you so wrong, must be so wrong that you have grown to accept that it must definitely be the natural, the right thing for them to not come close to you; for you to be alone, and for you to perpetuate what now becomes a self imposed isolation? Do you feel like you are not able to not be lonely because you're scared due to being so wrong, that it feels like you not only could be jinxing people, but that you should not be existing? Do you struggle with existing when it feels like that that you have never really existed, and that your existence is a burden for everyone having to deal with your existence? Have you grown to non-existence to such an extent that you avoid seeing yourself because you can't see anything there anymore? Have you ever felt like you're a glitch that should not be existing in this matrix, and that you feel a calling for the right thing to do? Do you ever feel so lonely that you feel that in order to apologize for your existence, the only right thing that is left to do is to end it?",12.136140939597318,6.508696775167787,10.960187919463088,69.56048322147655,59.43624161073826,14.738791946308725,39.86711409395973,11.407655852321104,4.1213519463087245,1181,30,242,21,10,377,107,298,0.14,0.797,0.063,-0.9683,0,10,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,32,1,0,18,20,0,4,10,0,40,2,0,5,8,56,59,21,0,8,9,0,12,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,36,14,0,2,14,0,1,4,10,13,0,0,2,18,34,7,35,37,1,23,0,3,6,0,38,10,0,0,14,190,70,0,0.08230848699861737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524676958967445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162790215240713,0.0,0.0,0.06773287166226102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034897942920233,0.09090325724057237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404616786612272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090147345779657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143325873170586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848564359420386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405742327919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290088902751725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335821622018107,0.0,0.07864928657989878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161764411982104,0.29400599778912795,0.15805811042616347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523459190154435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942841195538041,0.0,0.0,0.2412706151115365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911839915667545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494155420745316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348137933060415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519862664984344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412468255965467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636446220028879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108729945126606,0.0,0.0,0.08240515431726747,0.0,0.19676762286648744,0.0,0.08586570275356327,0.09298516212906537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336509452038185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604670169944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187284056939599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387938006235965,0.0,0.4499570476511622,0.0,0.0 lonely,napkin980,2020/03/18,"When will this shit stop I gave my girlfriend of 5 months 1 last chance on Valentine’s Day to give me literally any reason to stay with her. She was the worst girlfriend anyone could’ve imagined and my friends told me that often. I ignored all of them, I had put so much work into this relationship and I loved her. When I told her I loved her she didn’t say anything and made a joke about how she didn’t love me later. When I asked what I could do to fix our sex life that was only ever a thing in the first two weeks she said “I think that ship has sailed for us”. When I told her I’d always wanted to kiss my girlfriend at midnight on New Years she said she hated one of the friends I invited so she refused to go. Then she got mad at me for being sad she wasn’t going. On Valentine’s Day we were going to go to a concert and we were supposed to write each other poems. She had this bad habit of distancing me without telling me why except for this time she would also yell at me when I would try to kiss her. Still I tried to be hopeful that this night would work out. The card she made me was actually nice but the rest of the night I just felt like a driver while her and her friends enjoyed the show. She got mad at me in front of her friends for wanting a picture with her at the show because she told me earlier she didn’t want any pictures. She took one with her friends though and on the car ride home refused to hold my hand 4 times because it was too cold and I just sat there rubbing my hand on my jeans to warm it up for 10 minutes. I broke up with her the next morning because she said she never asked me to do the things I did for her in the relationship and that I shouldn’t expect anything back. She promised that she wouldn’t change because this was just the way she was. I have yet to experience a fulfilling romantic relationship in my life. I know breaking up with her was the best thing for me but I feel so alone and this social isolation thing while the world is going crazy is so hard. The only people I find relief in are my friends but I can’t see them. Smoking also makes me feel better but my crazy family threatens to disown me every time they smell it and now they’re super suspicious so I don’t know what to do. I have an exam next week that I should study for but no motivation. I should stop talking to her because she’s selfish and only talks to me because nobody else will listen but then who will be 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lonely,Greedy_Lonely,2020/03/18,"I don't have idea At the school I was always lonely and I used to be bullyied At the University I am trying to be less shy and open to others but I get rejected when they don't make fun of me, I just get rejected, they only look at me when they need something, at group works I am lonely, in class I don't have any friend to talk That sounds stupid but I want to cry English isn't my native language*",-0.13482758620689594,1.9523059195402297,2.0443793103448265,95.90105172413791,87.5057471264368,4.859310344827586,16.745977011494254,6.2581,-0.4533485057471265,313,7,73,3,10,105,54,87,0.321,0.664,0.015,-0.9842,0,6,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,3,7,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,11,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,15,2,11,15,1,8,0,4,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069027324112705,0.0,0.0,0.19670899206288245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177421988149062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234841407533795,0.0,0.3022563149508026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265431042617816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290835474235106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930855271874625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448510311243627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999780656507126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292749945494305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268905307181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249891748288146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963908217133851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498306531499257,0.0,0.0,0.17061501387472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058715834294964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hellfirenerk,2020/03/18,"Am so lonely yet dont know how to make more friends So im a 19M Singaporean that feels super lonely despite knowing so many people. the thing is everyone i know and i talk to either 1. Does not share the same interests 2. Too busy with other things to have an active conversation (takes forever to reply) 3. Puts minimum effort to reply 4. Have their own group of friends they rather hang out with instead 5. Does not have the same chaotic energy as me Due to past events, I have a horrible fear of trusting people and of abandonment so it is almost impossible to make new friends that would stick around or be fine with small groups of maximum 3 people as any larger numbers tend to scare me into not talking and just vanishing. Plus, I find that im always the one initiating something. For once I would like someone to converse with me or ask me out first. So as an effort to make more friends, I am making this post to see if anyone is interested in talking, i like games (currently playing nuclear throne waiting for PoE delirium to get patched lol), crochet and of course some dank meymeys pls send cure for loneliness thanks",4.885812211981566,6.4041242027649785,5.523338133640554,79.61929291474655,69.64516129032258,8.742972350230415,30.61319124423963,9.188382445141503,2.7077191244239627,900,37,166,18,16,291,140,217,0.10800000000000001,0.72,0.172,0.9135,1,4,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,12,19,0,2,8,1,13,0,0,5,0,40,28,17,0,4,9,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,5,2,0,3,4,5,0,2,0,2,13,14,33,25,7,17,0,3,1,0,17,6,0,5,9,105,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264461891482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507092983400317,0.0,0.0,0.08587134172244136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829442793460135,0.0,0.0,0.11241153699821677,0.11805009503115055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100823667760772,0.0,0.14799337948984542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066119015115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420945006820227,0.06384844274058613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541307788339746,0.10740946496208452,0.0,0.0,0.3902390596164478,0.0,0.06597348457921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279737454756553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819234091705874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338318982835925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371582175861488,0.12802304760170574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219571982988304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447877194617433,0.08556721954989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205437920531689,0.2626295918644018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093656065800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694126948996012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642332088301403,0.0,0.10062483967634216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069924121356514,0.09721267733436098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094943097672638,0.3044852263828583,0.0,0.11625707008030882,0.0,0.0,0.16778302066405562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940429815501552,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,victoria_val,2020/03/18,I just want a friend I'm so bored and would like someone to talk to for a couple hours (f18) please hmu it's such a slow day,-2.2132758620689685,-0.4174737931034507,-0.14870689655172242,109.04176724137932,97.27586206896551,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.260041379310344,96,1,27,0,4,31,25,29,0.081,0.606,0.313,0.7102,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42223960749913697,0.0,0.24610419955033144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948277280218797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375804887137758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643333944552304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188886220050401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333339278275736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067203219787661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250810135230841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108184236806104,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Samarth7523,2020/03/18,"Loneliness Sucks! Every fucking day, I imagine different scenarios where I am talking to people I really like and feel so happy for a moment, but when I get out it fucking sucks, I feel like loneliest person in the world, even though I have friends whom I chat with everyday. I hate it so much and I don't think its normal to imagine these scenarios.",6.487985074626862,6.829784925373132,6.9693656716417935,74.92927238805972,65.41791044776119,10.282089552238807,34.660447761194035,10.125756701596842,3.5899283582089545,278,12,49,6,4,91,49,67,0.225,0.611,0.16399999999999998,-0.6883,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,9,4,6,12,1,8,0,0,0,2,5,4,4,0,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774994819694432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555600968374579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161559253445662,0.0,0.20609020848521206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735921061220995,0.17474581530610328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188981166950638,0.4522666440379741,0.12779598347570548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038650301077226,0.0,0.2414967337955801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900323272378704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981277272242774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239660902944883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957826413749572,0.2135795954503938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670018560644386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660418225900714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673296641189313,0.24032310790377095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,weebntwtfitaken,2020/03/18,"Sometimes i wish i was dead stupid Sometimes i wish i was dead stupid. I mean i am already stupid n get fooled n stuff. But sometimes i wish i just don't wanna realize it either. What i mean is, what if i was just stupid. Like really stupid. Like more than nobita stupid. So that people would play me, fool me, use me, etc. n i wouldn't realize it and let them. I'd just stay happy. Ig what I'm saying is that i wish i was kinda mentally ill. Not completely y'know. You get it. Anyways, so if i was stupid, then people would break my heart n cheat on me n don't give me attention or whatsoever. I just wouldn't realize n let them keep doing it. Even when they'd tell me what they did, I'd still not get sad. So in that sense, at least i wouldn't feel bad for hurting those who broke me. Only I'd be at loss but everyone would be happy. It's still hard to explain. But in simple words, i wouldn't overthink anything then. I wouldn't stay awake for nights crying myself to sleep while overthinking and listening to Alec Benjamin. I wouldn't notice if my partner wasn't giving my attention or living me enough. I wouldn't be so needy and clingy then that everyone leaves me. There's a lotta more i could write but still some wouldn't understand. Who would, I'm sure, they understood already. Because, no matter how good you are at understanding, you just can't feel it unless it actually happens with you too. I mean you could've gone through something worse but still, i hope there would be some of you who went through this and understand this. Or probably not. I get it.",1.4185398828301032,3.8026707097791816,2.6457557458314547,92.22559621451107,83.22712933753942,6.146516448850835,20.098152320865253,7.447530270364453,0.5895435601622347,1233,35,262,20,35,395,147,317,0.168,0.72,0.11199999999999999,-0.9386,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,5,1,20,23,8,0,1,0,36,3,2,2,1,72,65,26,2,23,21,0,3,2,1,13,1,2,0,1,23,5,0,1,15,1,0,2,16,15,0,0,10,5,48,8,18,34,9,21,0,4,0,0,22,6,0,11,12,177,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.08269907630010788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703683879949484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973806681772747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075868999140136,0.05165987843701342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885371453617535,0.0,0.0,0.13532426950990126,0.0,0.09308860682293076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756443032325781,0.09451328308726396,0.055973395698828685,0.0,0.0,0.16195531262943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569942408160397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710344654972046,0.16259060778097734,0.0,0.07108024079655204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493988756458525,0.18042565135469865,0.07591504045811906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042345271861343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417109068947351,0.0,0.0,0.09072147370098052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532541458017385,0.0,0.0,0.04657373761195746,0.0,0.0,0.089732915088593,0.0,0.17331538744530106,0.0,0.0828044338732179,0.0,0.07483155130262187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693705237442995,0.0,0.0,0.0854032145922026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952761569166615,0.0,0.0,0.0964829552531536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644525322529566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750328227012985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136964317386637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428993578494954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739277284434002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480638734879788,0.0,0.0,0.06524098398792877,0.25144546583672683,0.0,0.0,0.18065418383881526,0.2707104580872157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701296216291176,0.0,0.0,0.07987133431144859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407102732559376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646681800695869,0.0,0.07319263078725319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855963588166706,0.0,0.0,0.3898111235815798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636258389554788,0.30100274121243314,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThatGuyAgain777,2020/03/18,The perfect theme song for this subreddit. Another one of those days by Cavetown. 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For you lonely folks I created a friendship matchmaker thing. Feel free to ask my any questions in regards of it [link](https://forms.gle/UY53aRQgD1A8i6kR9)",8.671249999999997,13.084960291666672,5.721666666666668,68.29000000000002,71.08333333333334,8.200000000000001,37.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.484266666666667,133,7,16,3,3,37,24,24,0.09,0.614,0.29600000000000004,0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750084066232017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155361166061759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788322890646363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177559652484781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663622925622221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheeselover214,2020/03/18,"I don´t know where to go from here Recently I broke up with the one person that did truly love me, that truly would be here for me no matter what, because of reasons I don´t want to disclose, I love him dearly, and I broke up with him so that he could grow, knowing I would probably stay where I am. We were together for 3 years. Ever since I broke it off I have lost all my friends, they are all choosing his side. Even my best friend face times him daily, never even texting me to see how I am holding up. No one cares, no one asks how I am doing. I am always helping everyone go through their stuff but at the end of the day, what for, if I end up alone anyways... Is it even worth it?",2.320037878787879,3.416845625000004,3.527954545454545,93.0852272727273,75.3888888888889,6.347474747474747,23.50757575757576,6.574015621080383,0.4546333333333341,526,15,121,4,11,171,90,144,0.098,0.7290000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.85,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,12,11,0,0,3,0,14,3,1,3,4,22,25,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,4,4,0,3,3,1,25,7,18,18,3,21,0,4,1,2,15,9,0,1,8,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302948033019474,0.0,0.0,0.13097788466925356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715727515319513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595578839382699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651922788335435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604901755274266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567922498572573,0.0,0.0,0.10151654778910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788374060617755,0.0,0.0,0.3119038299659959,0.14238652519475667,0.0,0.1504121784459331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432294385546588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891967251444618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550872965189494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301704325345976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183181271375167,0.0,0.28413767724678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140443951985162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199956476462588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744450287392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697148040466405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184388789944354,0.15542356862819218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543553832455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021133254105027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777831424857534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019700298196986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178714535093822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928446060956493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363935971671167,0.0,0.0,0.10136699892715204 lonely,JohnTheNarnian,2020/03/18,"A new low for me I do not like complaining on the internet but I have nowhere else to go with this I'm sorry. I hate the way I am. I'm ugly, awkward, short, thin and annoying. It seems like I annoy everyone I speak to, Including my parents. I have such a hard time connecting with people, especially women. When I talk to a woman, I get so tongue ties and I embarrass myself because I was molested when I was young. The thought of a woman touching me and stuff literally makes me want to cry and I hate it and no one would understand that, especially other men. I guess my main complaint would be that I could never see myself in a relationship because of how awkward I am and if I was, I don't think I would feel safe. I feel so isolated and I cry most nights. I will never be man enough for a woman or never cool enough for friends. If you read this I am sorry and I know its pathetic and my problems are not others responsibility but I have no where else to express this and its been eating me alive lately and I'm just so sick of it.",1.2391971112999158,3.3855478644859858,3.642888700084964,86.27022939677146,82.03738317757009,6.881563296516568,22.811384876805445,8.00094639256281,1.2821943925233643,809,28,171,16,22,280,116,214,0.32799999999999996,0.614,0.057999999999999996,-0.9964,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,9,16,5,3,9,1,20,2,0,2,3,42,38,22,0,8,8,1,5,2,1,4,1,1,0,6,13,13,1,1,7,1,0,1,8,11,0,1,5,8,35,5,15,26,4,18,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,6,12,129,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630611390831771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678562454801166,0.0,0.2938283000940535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368559662421236,0.22345592552255206,0.0,0.0,0.2763915863466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780042538295572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525240604811697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333214382675994,0.0,0.06987697852687673,0.0,0.07601116642607743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733674822506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981051199858395,0.26409377858033595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350352861966432,0.0,0.1508717749438061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068347929783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927676657028706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094604274931145,0.12917311524591704,0.0,0.12551194462316986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063002812764599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850955938226906,0.0,0.0,0.09272291976229027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797725057294435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337826026850754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359359007759415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657857177290307,0.12175770759646085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29943630980787045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531076397654033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750029733617147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569929844860552,0.0,0.10617970913297033,0.07798860665231103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923472859709296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888709728249914,0.10616167408712106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850288347606243,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,persieghini,2020/03/18,"Am I the only one? 1)am I the only one who things that I will never be good enough for anyone?(including parents) 2)am I the only one who thinks that I, being a male can only share my feelings with a female(around or more than my age) because I feel they will understand me? 3)m I the only one who has been told to not talk about feelings cause it makes me weak? 4)am i the only who thinks that relationships are not worth the time and effort put into it cause ""if you aren't dating for marriage, then you are dating for breakup""? 5)am I the only one who puts full effort into a relationship, communicates to the max level, puts forward my needs, supports to the emotional and physical limit that I can and still end up getting hurt in the end? 6)am I the only one who keeps getting ghosted by every single girl I text? 7)am I the only one who cannot find a stable good girl and be happy 8) am I the only one who thinks that a stable relationship doesn't exist? 9) am I the only guy who thinks that sex isn't a criteria in finding a girl? 10) am I the only 23 yo who thinks that arranged marriage will be the only choice I have at the end?",2.277922077922078,4.239776359307363,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857146,77.61471861471861,5.9584415584415575,21.38961038961039,6.868970318607317,0.5317324675324673,893,24,179,9,21,297,112,231,0.079,0.863,0.057999999999999996,-0.5594,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,2,7,0,0,24,0,22,2,0,3,1,29,38,7,1,2,4,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,20,7,0,2,11,0,1,4,7,2,0,8,2,3,25,5,16,29,4,22,0,1,0,1,27,9,0,2,11,130,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389134230616703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375089160019335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474570266878869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073263398034157,0.19070321860029613,0.07415855427876256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060470102357025775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886861312782886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119465603914726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499469536561892,0.0,0.0,0.1203960986395761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106450260242153,0.0,0.07640148750967575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683226290477613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379329854705196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790765179973365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053217233760686426,0.05535416426797822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38907070647286507,0.7096053239873089,0.0,0.0,0.07969312210939243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644881793292534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311653516941082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057316355870122224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814447986543108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768675335138292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768141550533167,0.22993956363355145,0.0,0.0,0.04185020532641917,0.0,0.0,0.06858019745018637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471606726267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,howdoimakeathrow,2020/03/18,Bruh moment Lost all my friends xd this really do be a bruh moment,-1.2659523809523812,0.11850050000000326,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,115.42857142857143,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.3554476190476188,53,1,11,1,3,18,12,14,0.12,0.521,0.359,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210108819670188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7361464535212082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320139579227696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GuiltyConsideration0,2020/03/18,"Bored, tired, sad and alone.29m I'm getting divorced in a month or two. My job is boring, I'm bored with life. I feel so lonely, undesired, unwanted, sad, lost, confused. I don't want to have a pity party. Honestly, I want a cool chick I can talk to. About anything feel like I can be myself. Could use a friend. Maybe NSFW, maybe not, whatever. All day I have time to text and I'm forced to work during the sickness. Any takers?",-0.10189655172413836,2.218321482758622,1.7501436781609208,95.42797413793107,92.79310344827587,4.739080459770115,18.74425287356322,6.42735559955562,0.049039080459770464,327,10,71,4,12,107,63,87,0.33299999999999996,0.53,0.13699999999999998,-0.9387,1,3,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,13,0,1,5,1,8,3,0,1,1,14,18,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,1,3,8,4,7,15,1,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597849950722121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933570674766851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876012994398613,0.0,0.0,0.15153368651061686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376118249473399,0.16785981801133887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815342143463426,0.0,0.12276008150029075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316758341593466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596349454775766,0.11479256049382301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564932378749786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721100277698424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754768727151847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885683869714046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701061366082715,0.2700589497017607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952772305396385,0.0,0.0,0.20293525610505567,0.0,0.0,0.2771781692877902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105810825029702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamfarhansubi,2020/03/18,"I never realized how lonely I've been. I dunno where to begin with. I used to be happy and extroverted, hanging out with a lotta people. It was fake, but it was nice being around some people. I was 16. Fast forward two years and here I am, being alone for the past year and not really hanging out at all. I don't talk to anyone, got anxiety, used to be depressed and I've become a shell of my past. I see my online friends playing online and posting stories on their Instagram and stuff. It hurts me. I'm on the cusp of leaving school and maybe it doesn't matter anymore but it feels like I got a hole inside of me. I just needed to tell this out to someone. I've been holding it inside for so long.",0.7718706896551701,2.9939716137931067,2.9995474137931017,89.69863146551725,84.58620689655173,5.004310344827585,20.09698275862069,6.322622252153567,0.2354224137931036,544,16,111,5,16,185,89,145,0.11,0.774,0.11599999999999999,0.2249,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,2,30,21,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,2,14,5,20,10,3,20,0,3,1,0,4,9,0,3,10,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776942930146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125022276223153,0.0,0.17015087413938612,0.11996540631998845,0.0,0.0,0.15273325878541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948506912160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477725869459238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675071072374252,0.12256930830499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255419521912762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744396566435914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263895767736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366873303538955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166736224122795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382020727162331,0.0,0.0,0.15183363729133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236465591691988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272166344051,0.13232500039642053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275650645524712,0.2378894224446581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431618594353248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991183581364776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363752655837736,0.13671870422669594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537030812993212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964060670707513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790109129162303,0.14995933364533168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759850323229142,0.0,0.0,0.29636197949188603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209703076142622 lonely,justcreepinlikecreep,2020/03/18,If you wanna talk I’m here :) Hey I’m just a guy in self quarantine who likes to talk to people and get to know them and ask a lot of questions so if anyone feels alone or bored anything just message me,0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,80.36363636363637,5.3090909090909095,20.090909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.16670909090909092,158,4,37,1,4,52,35,44,0.087,0.789,0.124,0.4019,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,5,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30819371897370873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080684984007828,0.0,0.2448755033749646,0.0,0.2781886307411649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504607925666844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546851813606508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294641983884638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353718940316975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537811522206429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298414554642684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206298200589024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333475203172642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104313558307206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783524496444189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DangitBobby_022202,2020/03/18,"(Kind of a success story, i guess) 16m, I just spent all night pm'ing a girl from california. It feels good to talk to people through the anonymity of the internet. This girl made a post on r/teenagers about marijuana. I responded. She pm'd me. We ended up texting back & forth over private messaging all night. It feels good to talk to people. It's been way too long since i got into this deep of a conversation with anyone, let alone a girl. Hang in there, guys. If any of you need to chat, feel free to message me.",0.914256908140402,3.413423786407773,2.2786407766990315,92.8377371172517,87.83495145631069,5.499327856609411,20.54443614637789,7.010146845296331,0.4836219566840931,402,13,86,6,13,129,75,103,0.02,0.853,0.127,0.8957,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,10,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,6,19,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,5,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879988817251126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079752102498739,0.0,0.13053099148964542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342142674160943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759590291045446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000865435846985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291163514002269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219931819183069,0.15351807907062828,0.0,0.21145198870924972,0.19005836213096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998839509905502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962794879896627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986763954120024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162551772125526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232675830129454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602597534838123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661446790275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838327997839108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587810885216943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085605177582147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235911869138058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Crowman99,2020/03/18,Sad af lol I cant ever be someone's bf and it makes me sad cause I never get past the looks stage and since I'm ugly af I've been depressed,-3.7631932773109256,-2.8692554705882363,-0.16042016806722434,104.86382352941177,118.41176470588236,1.9428571428571428,10.739495798319329,3.1291,-2.0890621848739497,110,2,29,0,7,39,28,34,0.332,0.596,0.073,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897412605457788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267707531333796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34318281325730965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982172553086208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859468263813545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532478651117444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926113762475878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621736786781877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383792362583945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214585739656343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UrBossLady,2020/03/18,"I've finally started planning my suicide. Knowing that I will no longer be hurting emotionally, physically or financially is bitter sweet. Sweet because all of that hardship will be over! Bitter because as I plan..it is sad knowing how many years I have struggled to be happy or even just at peace.. And nothing improved.. I have been tired for years. This world has nothing good for someone like me and it sucks that people won't admit that. Words are..words. Real help is never given. Besides just being lonely is enough reason to die. All the other stuff is the push over the edge I guess.",3.651727272727271,6.310014536363639,4.1863636363636365,82.85954545454547,76.36363636363637,5.454545454545455,27.272727272727273,6.574015621080383,1.3924545454545458,469,19,79,4,11,148,77,110,0.28600000000000003,0.604,0.11,-0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,3,1,3,0,16,1,0,2,3,17,23,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,4,7,5,9,14,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,3,6,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812390724355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419308109310932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047621239309366,0.0,0.19333707884400628,0.0,0.12358594440049547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497243663678252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694096413808142,0.0,0.0,0.20612535196701076,0.0,0.0,0.19918457901609485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541746599855058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003076437432403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566411150056746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141364422334096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897025574088418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431258167726996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35907869813643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972014586758301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297482172242066,0.0,0.19238266231307186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853968942076208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324390864539108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956104577122027,0.21419887784731775,0.20467054452318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505812433458432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409884411131828 lonely,wassim_m,2020/03/18,"My First Time Speaking !! i feel i kind need to do it It is not easy in these quarantine days i had a lot of time thinking about some shit happened in my life I m 23 yo M and at the age of 14 i have been sexually harass by an much older man , he tried to kiss me and touchs me , i didn't know what i do , but somehow i run away . i didn't tell anyone about this in my entire life till this moment , i feel it s kinda break something inside me but i tried to move on and forget that even happend . that was the first thing that broke my trust in my self and changed me. Also i m from an middle East country so i was afraid from society and how if i spoke things will be. at the age of 16 , i was riding my bike at midnight near my home some police car thought that i was fishy and doing some troubles , i got beaten up by them , throw to their car , and insulted by them took me to the police station and kept insulting me there . the beating marks were all over my back and arms , i didn't want to make a scene or idk i was afraid maybe i just went home cried the whole night and my family didn't notice or know shit . i just isolated my self and that's it ... that was the 2 thing that broke me and i feel like since that time , i have lost all the joy and feelings in me , i pretend to be happy and kept myself busy so i don't think about shit . idk why i m writing this ... i feel like i can do a lot of things and accomplish a lot but sometimes i just can't take it anymore and isolate my self again . I m a software engineering student , yeah sometimes i keep pushing myself to do my best but it couple of days , everything just vanish , all that trust and energy just gone . Stays in bed the all day while i know i can do more with my time ... this is my first time speaking about this ... it feels weird x) but i feel like i should tell this maybe something will change in me Sorry for the bad English.",1.3414891343070892,2.892734655860352,2.7381360883505543,95.83792019950128,79.0,5.680114000712504,20.18532240826505,6.3317336037704965,-0.10170985393658682,1451,35,344,11,35,471,189,401,0.16699999999999998,0.723,0.11,-0.9619,0,1,2,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,3,8,19,25,7,2,17,1,32,7,4,2,4,67,59,31,0,4,14,0,8,3,0,3,2,3,3,4,28,18,0,3,13,2,0,10,7,15,0,3,22,11,63,10,40,32,14,49,0,3,0,1,16,17,3,11,23,238,91,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010358505132458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693753955901634,0.06129558434776958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823617051157786,0.06740697014114985,0.07319443758106055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919962744794422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547037910453112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699677192917476,0.09629302383123374,0.16960497658650658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057900184672381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878530749433463,0.0,0.08264030359411424,0.0,0.3102731836333633,0.1878780960142068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369676343139366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011162483499765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775195657712755,0.09331824880949957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586505807820751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791836389885164,0.0,0.09128689381228564,0.14453087801523892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383708316023012,0.12848225357135962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569385880706488,0.22358229839463886,0.0,0.0,0.05851532890587026,0.0,0.17613731540489078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931712519203722,0.06444194637593534,0.06500055460836555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226521863846828,0.0,0.0,0.0998042169346463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743529871426632,0.0,0.2699525640239698,0.07251523844435259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497358786070568,0.17340069897151866,0.0981308733945519,0.0,0.09343644847265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591121079511622,0.0,0.15324159299181592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329559981487097,0.11234104523206337,0.0,0.06959414909089283,0.2555832353974022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739614558671204,0.1190340228399993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051705551413318604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126391776939743,0.07910167584386472,0.09787193263299583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thesadrockstar,2020/03/18,Ruined a relationship in about 30 mins. So there was a girl in this online group chat. That people said they liked me and I blew it so fast. I thought they were kidding. So much for my second chance.,-0.3216071428571432,1.8058446250000024,0.7985714285714316,99.515,102.75,3.2857142857142865,13.214285714285715,5.288315135182226,-1.2425714285714284,155,3,34,1,7,48,34,40,0.075,0.775,0.15,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,6,1,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458946478074724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36999498220984456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489357617524975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403727456485737,0.0,0.0,0.4787685282544825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995764777894702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DomtheDumbass42069,2020/03/18,"I was talking about how ugly I was to my friend on the Xbone a few days ago He gave me a compliment that was no cap probably the only compliment I've gotten from a non family member in at least a year. He said to me, ""You're not ugly, you're just not attractive."" I know that may sound like an insult to some of you but for me it certainly felt good to be complimented. It felt so good and reinforces the fact that I will forever be a girlfriend-less loser.",4.0853125000000015,4.215686906249998,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,70.5625,10.15,26.416666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.308429166666666,357,10,78,9,6,124,66,96,0.12,0.6659999999999999,0.214,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,11,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,1,2,13,13,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,4,9,9,11,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183145876975184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594122997792064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571829604188748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238847813997364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107739453229315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576436781048042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993039095654118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328220774318086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748588913645316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941375767767522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950677256575794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927602538587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568204257166772 lonely,grom96,2020/03/18,"Does anyone find themselves on their phone laying at home a lot? I literally wake up and go to work and then go back home to study , I study uni online! I have some friends but they aren’t very social so nobody ever really messages me ever or invites me to do anything! 😓 I literally lay in bed and sit on my phone, sometimes waiting for someone to message me or check on me. I watch YouTube , Netflix and do anything to keep me busy but I run out of things to do! It seems that people are really busy but what is it that people are doing to possibly that busy! 😭 does anyone ever feel this way?",1.6731542699724535,3.8124480991735545,3.4582024793388437,88.22851584022041,80.40495867768595,5.686225895316805,22.480027548209367,6.816661863887847,0.6780407713498621,464,15,94,5,12,155,77,121,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.5541,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,3,20,15,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,2,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,16,15,2,17,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,5,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367815611204863,0.0,0.27866786378014674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301947586458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29634188999882644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594723023274829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561204993833693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547531899475719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081433323093405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924541519394635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33967865256037993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049723434601353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394774168512453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347669655294275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908801177863556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693833970900187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414035502506693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259793818172126,0.14346222613441967,0.0,0.16745940445281735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248706880963064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970472618863464,0.0,0.13439640460445015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326520625922092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galacticho,2020/03/18,Social distancing Does anyone else realize that theres barely a difference between how things were before social distancing and now? The realization itself kind of sucked but im getting a little more touch starved and I dont want to go 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lonely,robologan,2020/03/18,:( it’s currently 3:00am and i’m so fucking depressed and i just want someone to talk to. everyone is awake and when i ask to facetime them they all have these random excuses. i just KNOW that nobody really wants to be my friend. they just be nice and pretend because they can see how depressed i am. nobody is really my friend and i can’t live like this 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lonely,Whoissmarcus,2020/03/18,yerrrr anybody up who wants to 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lonely,InsideHangar18,2020/03/18,It’s 3 a.m. and I’m so sad I’m having a really down night and I can’t help but waste the time when I should be sleeping to think about how much I crave a 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lonely,ViralitySources,2020/03/18,"I gave up on love (for now and... idk really) All the girls I've been with were like ""oh yeah is this guy"" and then I have to push from the underground the relationship, while they don't give a shit about me. I have to do all the hard work, one of them ignore me (and cheated) with her cousin, another only ignore me with the fucking excuse that her was suffering with DID. And then dispose of me like fucking trash. The only good thing I see in love is the anime series I watch sometimes to poorly 'experience' the feel to be loved. I'm aware that I'm writing is pathetic but... It can't be helped anyway, everyday I lose interest in people and well that's sucks",1.7905625717566025,3.8828435671641803,3.400149253731346,89.04433409873711,79.74626865671641,6.809644087256029,20.755453501722158,7.882392219407189,0.8432222732491392,514,14,109,9,13,170,87,134,0.129,0.6629999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,5,17,5,0,9,1,14,6,1,0,2,16,26,9,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,9,1,1,5,4,14,8,17,19,2,10,0,2,2,5,16,4,4,0,7,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680767475513888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835952907717447,0.0,0.0,0.09490090529595573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470298425366085,0.0,0.18004783621814996,0.0,0.15742414310332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584104557641384,0.0,0.0,0.16813195986461904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258035926021239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833901644334225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997533477419267,0.0,0.0,0.5081883846370406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718253179543018,0.28549100416815243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011951926378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023800882360805,0.0,0.0,0.20150712421651254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956337180131532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926594674730064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856286480038779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469184737208483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875443136528534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663940618076986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thisusernameisSFW,2020/03/18,"I am really struggling tonight. Keeping it together every day, going through the motions, and handling responsibilities, it can take my mind of how alone I am. But sometimes, reality just hits me and it's like the feeling you get after you've been in a pool for a long time and finally get out... The weight of it all is suddenly there. Sometimes I can't ignore it, and I hate that I'm not strong enough. I am alone, I've never had many people in my life who I can call close. I am a mom of two, but my eldest daughter passed away three years ago, and when this facade breaks her loss is magnified again and again, and all I'm left with is this horrible emptiness, full of regret and sorrow. And I have no one to turn to. I hate this.",4.069731543624158,4.7463243288590595,5.109590604026844,84.96787583892619,70.81208053691276,8.10765100671141,26.980536912751678,8.238735603445708,1.5446021476510063,571,18,122,8,10,188,97,149,0.239,0.732,0.028999999999999998,-0.9876,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,6,9,2,1,6,0,13,2,0,1,3,25,25,13,0,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,12,1,2,1,1,0,3,4,7,0,3,2,2,15,2,14,22,4,24,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,14,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033892378785235,0.0,0.0,0.3513059977271532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934346529946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731791304202593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937706491683316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752406878944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289413321434846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575414681953085,0.0,0.0,0.1857869737683008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721653465498302,0.0,0.09638679142324044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488700606843064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074702614102697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842693725425647,0.0,0.1197925051186738,0.0828573080364061,0.0,0.0,0.15008942192863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719463584245231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124623646104975,0.1986318277459433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080489389908234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492439898705326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175783131281563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864920444955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547469932331475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730127802589005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127517038597169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889430614245298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447457273689474,0.1656731862253439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065254017613267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921593635269326 lonely,throwaway6384638266,2020/03/18,"Being with the girl I’m interested in but also friends with makes me feel terrible I was hanging out with my friend today, who I really really like. But not being able to tell her makes me feel shit and be a shit friend, making it harder to achieve my goal. It sucks",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,72.33333333333334,8.362962962962964,22.75925925925927,8.841846274778883,1.4125703703703696,210,5,43,4,4,70,39,54,0.22399999999999998,0.5329999999999999,0.243,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,2,0,4,2,2,3,0,13,11,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,5,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,2,28,10,2,0.2247228459935796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797107787509376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272532462007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208609400965534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978823136306066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500127341066349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879264190016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613495441166773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641767245877195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301098184922312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Memsical13,2020/03/18,"I’m not interesting enough for an interesting title I can do really good for a while, and then it all just hits me out of nowhere. I don’t even know what I want. But I’m tired of feeling this way. I’ll make friends online and things seem great and I’m legit happy. Then I start hearing from them less and less. And I start to notice I’m always talking to them first or asking about them to others. It’s at that moment that I realize I care way more about others than they do about me. And I’m just tired. I just want someone to care about me. I have this thing where I make friends online and within 3-5 months, they just leave. Like I’m not important enough or I was interesting or entertaining for a while but now I’m nothing. I see the pattern starting again. It’s been about 4 months. And all those people I cared about and I thought cared about me are slowly breaking away from me. I seem to bring temporary happiness or enjoyment to others. But then after some time, no one wants anything to do with me. I’m an emotional mess and I know it. I try really hard not to let what others say or do affect me but sometimes it’s just so difficult. Sorry for my rant. I’ve just been laying in bed crying and I can’t seem to stop and I don’t know who to talk to anymore.",1.0964522417153972,3.1680506390977503,2.802598162071849,92.51657337788919,82.08270676691728,5.8956279587858536,19.626287942077415,7.093109894594671,0.268846170983013,994,26,221,13,27,328,131,266,0.131,0.716,0.153,0.7265,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,18,18,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,3,2,51,47,27,0,3,18,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,19,14,0,1,9,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,4,5,32,16,34,41,8,27,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,9,18,155,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886969123476787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592111603702442,0.0,0.0,0.08789079677025201,0.0,0.0998475554773117,0.0,0.10034610789339757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355762007105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731945259228672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120140404878025,0.0,0.22071467997412247,0.0,0.0705431992940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054003437498278975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084763979868164,0.0,0.0,0.1650333959671335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958233692595365,0.0,0.11775206178233917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273902185560025,0.09567562878031936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037615113172648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609046654458088,0.0,0.0,0.11309027857435534,0.0,0.10921458100441812,0.0,0.052179161262445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258533136369478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705002654604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248155762280474,0.12159734559479682,0.0,0.0,0.07237332336575814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404461847812714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684307381838956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493502576328893,0.0,0.0,0.08510915861040155,0.2916917315221725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049489374444708,0.0,0.10563213342491322,0.1195586127737486,0.22678979188202114,0.0,0.0,0.08929313469920819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169041964917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191199472973393,0.0,0.0,0.08479064370519025,0.062278416598779286,0.2455115458046259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251307438388263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898774012199865,0.16955248335432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skibro3288,2020/03/18,"I just found out I wasn’t invited to my best friend’s birthday celebration At least I thought he was my best friend. We haven’t been having issues or anything lately. In fact I was just talking to him a few days ago and everything was fine. I sent him a happy bday text and got no response. I later found out from another friend of ours that he’s having a birthday celebration right now (it’s only a few people, but still). This feeling really sucks man, I don’t even know if I did anything. Anyway, I just felt like complaining to internet strangers lol",3.521111111111111,5.2978225454545465,4.623939393939394,83.68035353535353,73.54545454545455,7.7979797979797985,26.767676767676768,8.515128840125781,1.9058282828282809,440,16,86,8,9,144,74,110,0.069,0.7290000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,4,1,10,0,0,0,1,18,19,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,12,2,15,8,9,7,5,12,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,2,7,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970968842113886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892378190924425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29652884644471844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781542537039099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619463887433787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900047718234337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619250308066052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109928237010907,0.0,0.17299129656574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950938504022339,0.4175963041293541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409827634580866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179414022574265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880504987589129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990166297897873,0.0,0.20323942218662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802188093738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702727872685982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490707849738028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542141018867952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386405515916018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388386343381868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481368913192674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303472428933073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,garnierskinactive,2020/03/18,"I really have some issues I thought it was just a one off thing but the same thing is happening over and over again. So basically last year i met my ex in uni, from at some uni event and we got quite close. I was actually kind of keeping him as a friend because he was okay looking and he seemed like he liked me. We studied together at the library and since he was an exchange student I knew that we would never date but he was very nice to me like taking me back to my bus stop etc. One day there was an event at the night club and we decied to go together. I kind of ditched him when we arrived because I saw a bunch of friends. He was probably pissed but he was hanging out with his own friends from his dorm. And then my friend found a hot dude and she asked me to come with her so she can hit on him. Then that guy started showing interest in me and honestly he was so good looking and I liked getting attention from him. Then he asked me if i want to drink anything, and she said she needs to go downstairs to see her other friend for a bit and she’d be back. I was waiting for her with him, we were just talking about our lives and drinking together and dancing. Then I saw the exchange dude dancing with another girl with his hands on her hips. So i was like alright I see how it is, then called my friend coz she never came back. She said she’s at someone’s place sleeping and she said I can sleep over at her place so i didnt bring my house key. She said she was at the dorm the hot guy from the club lives in. So he suggested i go stay at his until she comes. I had 0 sexual intention with him, and I told him that so he let me stay at his while he was with his friends. She never ended up calling me back, and I left my bag at the exchange student’s place so he told me to come get it. I told the hot guy that I’m going home, and got my bag from the exchange student and went home. A few days later the exchange student asked me out and i rejected him saying hes gna leave anyways. He got pissed and went on tinder without telling me, and later on my friend’s friend matched with him and I ended up hearing it... then he was saying he is very sorry and he only did it to take out the stress. He wrote letters saying how much he loves me and shit and I fell for it. After we started going out, I found out that he kissed his “friend” at the club. Fucking hell hahahaah then he said you went to a random guy’s house at the club, I don’t know what you two were doing. Like fuck off. lol then we just somehow continued dating because I’m stupid as fuck and he’s manipulative. We ended up dating until he got aggressive af and didnt even treat me like a human. I was very cut from that relationship and I couldn’t trust in men.’ Right now it’s been around 9 months since the break up, I tried avoiding making new guy friends. However something interesting happened. This guy from my class who did group work with me was living with my bestfriend’s boyfriend, and they moved houses to 3 minutes walk away from my house. There were 4 guys living there and one left to overseas. I went there nearly everyday to play games with them. And started liking one of the guys but he seems like he has no interest in me. We were watching dramas and movies and when there was a jump scare I’d hold on to him, and he’d laugh. Yesterday we were watching a netflix series just us two because evrryone went to sleep while watching it and we wanted to finish it. It was actually so scary so i kept holding onto him, and he let me lean on his shoulder. But he didnt do anything back, so I don’t know if he let me do it because he is okay with me doing that or just to make things not awkward........ Meanwhile my friend got asked to introduce me to his friend because they saw me on instagram and wanted to go on a date with me. I rejected and on that day the guy I rejected came to an event at uni that I went to. It was pretty fuckinng awkward but I was acting like nothing happened and we became friends. Now he added me on instagram and he asked me yesterday if I wann go karaoke with him..... I should probably reject but since I feel like I have no chance with this netflix neighbour dude I want to hang out with the instagram guy. I know it’s unhealthy to be in between two guys but I don’t know, the insta guy might not even like me anymore he might be inviting me as a friend and I’m overthinking?",1.863637653610347,3.680657933040616,3.10745910417392,92.57133082112931,78.34138309549945,6.156306390725818,23.733246767154828,7.068864958322928,0.7237916146823378,3431,115,759,39,82,1109,317,911,0.095,0.74,0.165,0.9972,1,4,3,0,0,0,74.0,15,2,3,2,39,63,10,5,34,4,62,16,9,7,3,148,148,83,0,11,20,1,5,12,16,4,0,9,4,14,30,83,2,7,12,14,5,28,15,19,0,7,63,24,140,44,111,71,9,140,1,4,10,5,154,54,7,12,67,496,170,8,0.0,0.0,0.0732597158000399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039359915533187635,0.0,0.0,0.037225764530202064,0.0,0.0,0.061778089720988125,0.033415122644733536,0.17545611905257208,0.0,0.03526643906070767,0.1443148731202255,0.0,0.13729009495195324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097974300799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665719128267115,0.08586268863320641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700218256949804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262311486597542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354225391046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973763593411376,0.0,0.04186271823142868,0.04958453279911683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018979400173896543,0.02681582585261242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231287994744972,0.4350049287441894,0.10410466949571792,0.03922216771308469,0.0,0.14932857332539562,0.03148353326739038,0.15010540039298875,0.0,0.0,0.4460001592267739,0.0995792536753152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230595772343743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530361768135292,0.0,0.0,0.1732466630354848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917797787194545,0.0,0.03336384583449404,0.0,0.07817622700129137,0.08251552336124901,0.030596963909457226,0.0,0.0397453523751804,0.08156625168549005,0.1151497386313612,0.0,0.22005914324319584,0.0,0.1325803969420885,0.0,0.06304180761394322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033877831778574494,0.0,0.05011132972721315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963982531748767,0.0,0.0,0.029960988761429073,0.03989497635388515,0.02759338179831989,0.027832572125427814,0.08685055538734625,0.03625263782869685,0.0,0.035225124538777075,0.0,0.036016938600055504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174183938696983,0.028547925845686536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765183114111487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038187748775543165,0.0809406149517026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039924305210314384,0.0,0.0,0.02404661239488736,0.0,0.0,0.04029976675637945,0.0,0.032055658390151766,0.17852732372533964,0.08955073514309414,0.03758022428362875,0.0,0.0598228873775645,0.06834298403260637,0.0,0.0,0.038530308209987325,0.09315084846685076,0.0,0.11268974418749815,0.0,0.03180424953735295,0.02889715435349053,0.0,0.042018635501512816,0.07970481907972556,0.08001706160593781,0.0,0.031381893722819555,0.04299752144686217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445011565893675,0.03017012741688625,0.032808240754696974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481203036947473,0.0,0.0,0.02979950226195088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760217078316844,0.0,0.0254845750627466,0.0,0.11000206343627716,0.0,0.04515135461012549,0.0,0.0,0.0929137395878918,0.08855915138982487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087782665368672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618349939408768,0.0,0.027326756908597587,0.0,0.0,0.02666459682842557,0.0,0.0,0.024172043432102337 lonely,medievalmobster99,2020/03/18,"Am I the only one who feels lonely after and because of work? I'm a freelancer and I work for a lot of people. Even though I'm still in college, due to my freelance work I have had the fortune of knowing and connecting with a variety of people. Most of them appreciate me and pay me the due respect but I feel none of them are my actual friends. I'm valued not because of presence but because of my skillset. I'm single as well, a lot of pretty ladies talk to me only for the reason I'm working and talented but none of them talk to me, if I try to have a casual chit chat or try to date anyone of them. On the looks of it I have a load of contacts and seems I'm popular in college but deep down I feel that if I could be genuinely liked by a few individuals it would be great. Thanks for reading and commenting.",3.1527131782945763,3.8767417906976753,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,72.95348837209303,8.058914728682172,28.286821705426355,8.344100000000001,1.8517077519379848,636,24,137,10,12,220,90,172,0.016,0.735,0.249,0.9922,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,4,4,10,0,0,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,27,23,16,0,4,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,19,9,29,18,7,10,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,7,6,101,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.1554701679126053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139797706693708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913540392809724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720146248675548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522721192623817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416660097320185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308772713827207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564728115417289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755632022505676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783411746619844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378594645392514,0.0,0.0,0.2708908100984642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795715408181328,0.2423351374662621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209003515169312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208241185491598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935986504602032,0.0,0.0,0.16380415488470682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503598720201466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723056368183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561055403627677,0.0,0.14667746005748006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652789962085167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163312331159466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324489292440315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46393797067766396,0.0,0.0,0.11317404936574947,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,10H_User,2020/03/18,"Lonely Girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me a few days ago. She’s been the center of my life and my refuge. Aside from her already seeing another person, she’d barely been talking to me. It’s now that I realize I’ve isolated myself from people too much. I have no close contact aside from her, no one to be open with. I wished I could talk to someone, get to know people, try to fix my social behavior as I’ve always distanced and isolated myself to not get emotionally involved into things. If anyone wants to talk, I’d appreciate DM’s",3.9419444444444447,5.254734305555552,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,71.68518518518519,7.992592592592592,26.462962962962962,8.472884824447931,1.865162962962964,427,14,81,7,8,144,74,108,0.136,0.838,0.026000000000000002,-0.8625,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,12,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,15,0,17,7,2,9,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,1,4,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335082065728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825263607251065,0.0,0.17210711231110934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688934965170292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462705382919155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651445856253707,0.0,0.0,0.13339442712710425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326667041164994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613030241510825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367363188890076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609692266451482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205090132580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015986237573094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28679306277284955,0.18060435586054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482437731182084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084691880642845,0.17525451731472014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987494936700283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741503585695264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043050744985872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219993519450667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378553259854473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319791744270562 lonely,Ashfah,2020/03/18,"People think I workout to get buff. I’ve been going to the gym for over 2 years. Everyone thinks I do it because I want to stay healthy and get buff but in reality I’m just depressed and it’s the only thing that helps me cope with my mental health. Kinda funny haha.",1.8325000000000031,3.606915821428572,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,78.28571428571428,5.908571428571428,21.91428571428571,6.742157984588678,0.5090685714285708,210,6,44,2,5,71,45,56,0.073,0.7070000000000001,0.22,0.7872,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315483173613265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878180794099204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870980239489366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139511061011556,0.0,0.17075573585603251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193700553069848,0.0,0.0,0.2013889307727172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027883895900239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285098814963528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829795330305395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202454946130866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960922656444915,0.3850393950517503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772163877937573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348343589133224 lonely,Clarity133,2020/03/18,"Need Friends I need people to talk to, I have almost no friends and I would love to get to know people and start friendships! I play video games on pc, switch, and ps4 so I am also excited to make friends to play with! I am tired of feeling alone",0.4594117647058837,2.7389579803921578,1.3759803921568654,100.3369117647059,86.84313725490196,4.184313725490196,20.264705882352946,5.46131890053228,-0.3696823529411768,191,6,44,1,6,59,33,51,0.105,0.508,0.387,0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,9,11,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409426988305104,0.2492061599876401,0.0,0.19242095292423567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166294780147338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576992049725296,0.0,0.12571220637680386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223655278260876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171658135420204,0.0,0.1606134028737506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568282178204865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336264123250111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030961910235606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193398453241573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765533062857263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092708001098267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kmar98,2020/03/18,Social distancing is already sad Is anyone else feeling lonely during social distancing? Currently drinking alone in my room. My friends already do not really talk to me when I try to talk to them. Any suggestions on what there is to do at home during this time?,4.074375,6.964032687499998,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,76.29166666666666,8.006666666666666,28.35,8.841846274778883,2.929495,211,9,33,5,5,68,36,48,0.146,0.77,0.084,-0.5204,1,3,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,6,0,7,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350633823090849,0.5009147134866156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434141657609385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869656639638646,0.23254859717028675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233559653107626,0.0,0.0,0.1895969813732284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475841533502375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753496802786795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276606150596897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539717311025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627167762036533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648456727920713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234291610933313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409177439177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,H4k0n4,2020/03/18,"Envy I have bunch of friends before but then then I sorted them out accdg to how real they are, turned out I only have a few. I haye how “friends” wish you well but deep inside them they’re not. It’s the feeling of envy, whenever I tend to accomplish or buy new things they’re skeptical abt it and even check if my iphone is fake or not. Lol I was offended that’s why I trust people less, after treaing them well, you can’t really expect they would do the same, why can’t we just be happy with each other? Sometimes iy’s just better to be friends with strangers you meet at unexpected places. I’m afraid I’ll become this close minded person because I know deep inside every people there’s goodness. Studying is better for me sometimes, or earning money. These won’t betray you anyway.. It’s hard to cut people off when you are with them for a long time but it took you long time to realize they’re not genuine. I just wish I could have a simple mind that doesn’t think too much. I just can’t help it.",2.7731190817790505,4.433236882926831,3.733428981348638,89.77383070301292,75.29268292682926,6.1893830703012895,21.32711621233859,6.794906146795322,0.3880645624103294,791,19,164,7,17,254,122,205,0.11199999999999999,0.657,0.231,0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,6,6,4,13,15,3,1,5,1,18,0,0,2,0,39,27,13,0,6,14,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,4,0,3,1,8,5,2,0,2,2,26,10,17,20,6,18,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,5,9,109,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278553273783137,0.14998607103073222,0.11556014354949133,0.0,0.0,0.2402171621364736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842932738792864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969799237376723,0.0,0.1144216598848799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866714259278735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147680663978541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390688053303302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456706170128258,0.1216547010423577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102730058216958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463493520409407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403664923384233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742488887982482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983237959060608,0.0,0.0,0.13116141860855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328590349605443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824504852359516,0.11857978119677992,0.14188743218521613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154575943302704,0.08700022904118039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686294467273501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022287866438204,0.08701842900419388,0.0,0.0,0.1583781000303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508844708096147,0.0,0.14771695901221227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442102014851617,0.0,0.24508597189257886,0.0,0.3123383417576172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647205158332338,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slim-95,2020/03/18,"Cutting off from all social media, Turning off my phone permanently, Total complete loneliness now, Suicide is next, Enjoying my last moments I have everything in life that i am grateful for expect the one thing I have failed to accomplish is friendships as suffering from loneliness makes living god awful every day and missing out a lot of stuff where things are enjoyed with friends etc. Before I kill myself, I would like to ask every person i've met in my life why they never talk to me or acknowledge me. Age of 25 and dont even remember ever celebrating my birthday at anytime as there is no one to celebrate with. Never been on holidays again there is no one to go with. Never been in a relationship as just got rejected by a girl at work and lost the only friendship i've ever had. So many other things I want to do with friends but going out on my own is painful as it is. Dont care if i make it obvious to other people as I will be saying my goodbyes to family and coworkers as no one will change my mind.",8.733061111111109,6.651765695000003,9.124666666666666,69.22344444444448,62.05,12.288888888888893,38.22222222222222,10.980518767755715,4.140705555555557,809,32,148,17,9,272,127,200,0.171,0.713,0.11599999999999999,-0.8975,0,1,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,1,4,10,14,2,0,5,1,20,3,0,2,8,31,32,14,2,4,4,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,8,0,4,6,1,19,6,35,22,5,26,0,5,0,0,12,12,0,3,13,120,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453834753364835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425430042704474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491587304236312,0.0,0.12960842812772502,0.0,0.12845841584732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901435806676721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718176174638554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664061975683733,0.08092237649940734,0.2216501670051685,0.20645440094820494,0.0,0.11011181314451436,0.0,0.11549962749355765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893151251583418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392602819652117,0.0,0.09798931271093536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554867273130142,0.0,0.0,0.09986900726687806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307701391254313,0.05985639686542226,0.0,0.10818616403278536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374351938397616,0.10416092816553753,0.0,0.0,0.16356422707460555,0.12421462527964615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237088548280953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834816804954405,0.0,0.1302999157293536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320870831220677,0.09318091239947934,0.13036842328692724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493896724563528,0.10697851139452604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315391197295348,0.1387896845662272,0.0,0.0,0.09743170428309107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489227847555726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025447896194349,0.13401545736116566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847580574190047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441877313948013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326504926357388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226464168038975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055397544223466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919499635195521,0.0,0.0,0.08703369466025057,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrKrabsIsGod420,2020/03/18,"the girl i was talking to led me on then dated my best friend im still in high school and moved away from my old school a year ago, me and this girl (also my ex) from my old school have been talking on and off for a while when she said she liked me. she assured me i wasnt a backup whenever she didnt want a relationship for a little bit when about a week later she tells me she likes my old best friend. they started dating today and im sad.",3.3568384879725097,3.221310061855672,4.46139175257732,91.87119415807562,72.09278350515464,7.291408934707904,22.352233676975946,6.42735559955562,0.1975512027491404,344,6,84,2,6,113,58,97,0.042,0.736,0.222,0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,8,9,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,1,19,7,11,3,3,25,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,18,55,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291055020445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647225140892653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683826893716874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056908773498382,0.0,0.15900661490235918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250499266494297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538819357007438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146431789397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230957735464245,0.14597454921749572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479758231778162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584897723947965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636822056295147,0.0,0.0,0.13854174443021186,0.0,0.0,0.442201537464946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308827844366064,0.0,0.11631228266972568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341278631638341,0.12730014686253155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380544272482908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590519270933396,0.0,0.11682763135050475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379060285131524 lonely,i_knowimtall,2020/03/18,"Just depressed I can barely keep my eyes open writing this shit. I'm so lonely, sure I have a couple good buddies but I never really get to see them all that often, I live in an apartment with strangers, and I have no SO. I'm not thinking about nor would I ever hurt myself so dont worry about that shit. But fuck now that this coronavirus and shit is going on I dont talk to anyone in person. I even donate at biolife half the time just because I enjoy talking to people there. But I dont feel comfortable going there with the virus. I dont want anyone's pity. I just wanted to see if this would help, probs wont tho.",1.5585897435897458,3.4044296538461585,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,79.38461538461539,5.564102564102565,19.2948717948718,6.42735559955562,0.06348717948717919,485,11,102,4,12,162,83,130,0.213,0.642,0.146,-0.8944,0,2,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,4,0,11,5,4,0,4,26,24,11,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,9,8,0,1,0,4,15,4,12,21,1,12,0,4,3,1,6,6,4,2,4,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522140243325172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073905406706472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655116122466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407724374436255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209121445409673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748063600565849,0.11980677297900767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696967398865751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244601538064692,0.06919859850171597,0.0,0.15054646889582235,0.11109107451288416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877708338916303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417882928067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772584265423447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169539853623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021520407517758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182274665853872,0.11564845992628828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484956204422542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108777032088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40786781813909984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483064564782714,0.0,0.0,0.21291332484616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486731209969005,0.0,0.0,0.07723147727925582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624249035661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450734419961555,0.0,0.1881744776207052,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JohnnyKratom,2020/03/18,"Need a girl to talk too, just cuz I'm more comfortable sharing with females. I'm also a good listener Successful, almost able to retire, family man, in good shape, teenage kids who love me, pretty hot wife but she's an asshole... you get the idea. Need to vent, and willing to hear others vent. Rock on with yo bad self~",1.04845238095238,3.5881612063492057,2.4653769841269835,91.41330357142859,87.73015873015873,5.68968253968254,20.573412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.7220174603174603,248,8,50,4,8,80,53,63,0.068,0.713,0.21899999999999997,0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,0,25,5,1,0.2528375445749454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531802785841629,0.0,0.0,0.20219409304889496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111087886887871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835273506003885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209718155559494,0.0,0.0,0.4241362731868243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496628840898525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854228123334143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819575541569695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37495167121885503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722667957077283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637647008112025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032212410133728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpainsInquisitor,2020/03/18,"I really can't believe I'm (feeling) lonely ... I would probably delete this post in the future just to keep lying to myself. I usually fake who I am to my friends or at least they don't get to know who I am; I feel like I have to kinda lie or I would come out as unimportant or just too awkward; and funniest thing is I'm almost 20 should have blown over during High School or something... but now I find myself at 2 AM writing a post because I feel lonely and my sleeping schedule is off the charts. I just can't feel fully comfortable with anyone and just be like relaxed without having all the walls around me trying to fight the BS. I'm just here on my own alone by the coast. I would really appreciate if someone said something, I just need something and I just can't seem to be able to figure what it is. I JUST WANT TO FEEL BETTER about this game called life. Is this \[ :sweat-smile: \]",5.6559890109890105,5.026798445054947,6.22558241758242,82.84441758241762,67.2967032967033,9.038241758241758,29.18901098901099,8.238735603445708,1.8206773626373625,695,20,146,8,10,227,108,182,0.11599999999999999,0.752,0.132,0.7319,0,5,3,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,13,11,1,1,6,0,20,2,1,0,1,43,36,11,0,7,15,0,5,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,9,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,6,22,6,22,29,3,17,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,8,6,102,30,1,0.1480841866012069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828492216467262,0.1533705574648638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354390640040098,0.0,0.0,0.1318263217458052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027074568436844,0.0,0.0,0.16684016819890288,0.0,0.13096842911498754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121051132445607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275614144869561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743790708876549,0.10579137249652176,0.0,0.0,0.13534626378226447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440947522938502,0.0,0.07736787554972425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645907353019511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162402910852836,0.0,0.0,0.08138319621997497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045962403661148,0.14469290710432212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980254799687968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283647433027919,0.0,0.15965979928264845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973304369808733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086197239526435,0.0,0.0,0.1498691026778285,0.0,0.13481028182864893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481911312297691,0.0,0.12547125075585366,0.3420073247531677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838055352758744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053944220091747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309381036493,0.0,0.08734388998636892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274787148704138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155842722558622,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Feeling-Reveal,2020/03/18,"Not Particularly Lonely - It's Complicated Good morning / afternoon / night people of r/lonely reddit! I've helped people in here in the past via throwaways and now I have an interesting situation myself that'd be cool to resolve with ya'll. I'm not a lonely person, I quite enjoy my own company though, I'll happily spend time (up to a lot of time) on my own. I have no difficulty making IRL & online friends, I'm in a relationshjp that I'm perfectly happy with (emotionally / sexually etc...) so essentially to be clear, I'm looking for a purely platonic, friend / friend relationship and I feel like this could, possibly, be one of the places I could come to find a mutual friendship that can be agreeable in terms. (not the only place this is being posted). Long story short, my life and mental situation is complicated, but I'm looking to work / improve that and I've been told I'm pretty alright company so... it takes 2 to tango? xDD I mean I'm looking for someone who I can be completely honest with without fear of recompense etc... I dunno it's a strange one to explain, much easier to do as part of a dialogue, I typically tend to get on more with females, but, I'm open to discussions with anyone of any gender etc... etc... if you need to vent / rant, I'm perfectly capable of helping you with that, but I'm looking for a situation of mutual help so yes. That's deffo a plus for me! A little bit about me, I'm from the UK, although timezones are no issue, I'm male (classic! xD) mid / late 20's, looking for a non-judgemental friend to talk through ""normal"" shit and feelings in an abnormal way / aspect.... probably not articulating well.... hence the throwaway, but, regardless of the above, I'm also up for being a beacon of optimism / help if you need it so by all means reach out if you need someone to talk to.... this has been harder to articulate than expected lol much love people of r/lonely I get how you feel and wish ya'll all the best!!! if you made it this far, grats, hmu, etc etc... I'm not cold, I do care, it's the way I come across sometimes, sometimes it be like that! much love, a stranger on the internet UwU <3 indeed...",4.079331631469017,5.448564184652281,5.89881488357701,76.72981434207475,71.4220623501199,9.121652355534929,29.03914287924499,9.536714749202195,2.7196972073953742,1663,65,317,39,31,574,213,417,0.043,0.696,0.261,0.9984,0,8,0,0,0,0,102.0,0,6,0,6,11,25,1,1,24,4,23,4,1,3,6,59,64,24,0,13,14,0,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,19,17,0,0,8,0,1,2,8,4,1,2,4,10,24,21,58,49,19,33,0,2,5,2,25,19,1,6,11,198,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933685203808526,0.0,0.08039450223624371,0.0,0.05045781213350052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188161227944015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786719213924996,0.0,0.081006006730415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565074725343936,0.0,0.0,0.12783160454922893,0.07779615923228449,0.0,0.0,0.11848360503261428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346380164504882,0.0,0.0,0.4965084774905526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834944170756253,0.11255161492297223,0.05300772552611667,0.0,0.0,0.0678164715349689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930361587834314,0.0,0.07753174979960438,0.0,0.0,0.062234536396633476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898613341968994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893589657300687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744439828624705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369961719413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052408893745782816,0.072499691840315,0.07436681375578615,0.0,0.06566371208642037,0.31154203986082,0.0,0.0,0.06308127108604054,0.1339348501298298,0.07020881514223272,0.04952835736867802,0.0,0.0,0.16164875894651246,0.0,0.0,0.07477506276520314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636342378648231,0.16505268404032328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963066300614673,0.07269919076683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055822122333298,0.05643162458935275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035020314237308,0.07083126793265185,0.1543205723956767,0.06478763771127682,0.1550441645181374,0.0,0.0,0.08364813726189044,0.07106205790375691,0.07548697984093919,0.0799989887474781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891968809914847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966187529445685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616412834933126,0.0,0.2502080953108013,0.0,0.0,0.1257370136057838,0.0,0.14676926451964903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055788356041100405,0.11927656765017912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290006526926818,0.0,0.0865319775648434,0.0,0.0,0.07090025079764431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779130304645286,0.0,0.0,0.06671374284694757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532509979738002,0.07152511412470093,0.0,0.054017699760260655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,username18976,2020/03/18,"Anyone wanna voice chat? Going through a bit of a rough time right now, and I'm lacking any friends to talk to and get my mind off stuff. Does anyone wanna voice chat? I'm a 22 yro female, so preferably people my age or older (I don't mind much older either, I get along with people in their 30s typically). I've got discord or we can call if you're in the US. I get off work at 11 central time today, so if you're a night owl send me a message :)",1.2874484536082489,2.5506460309278367,3.3717396907216504,92.48482603092786,78.38144329896906,5.2623711340206185,20.37242268041237,5.148860815047168,-0.2417206185567013,343,8,79,1,8,117,67,97,0.03,0.9,0.071,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,9,8,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,13,8,4,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,8,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394589450791141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867882934896639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223890251400632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940587431938107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946368906449453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844147328768465,0.0,0.3214317737930184,0.0,0.11654961127153385,0.0,0.16401828495618362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41413728990331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075470792032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245025492394133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434822835580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513407574040796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476334776041236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483259572512868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391633286610644,0.0,0.1943883934801727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668158931033254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929801958584535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Diiny89,2020/03/18,"I, 17 year old Swedish dude, feel completely disconnected with life. I think I’ve always craved attention in a way where it has sort of taken over the usual thoughts that I have. I spend most of my time thinking and daydreaming and this has been especially apparent in the last couple of years since I never came to terms with the fact that I havent and will never amount to anything in life. In most cases I’m just a drug infatuated degenerate 17 year old whos whole life revolves around playing video games and being high. Me not being attracted to anything that life offers has made my life very monotone and depressing. There is nothing that can really fill the lonely ness that has taken over my day. There really isn’t anything that keeps me going, there isn’t a lot of reason for me to wake up, to find a girlfriend, to be a normal functioning human being. Everything in life is very dull and useless. Nothing gives joy or pleasure because I feel as I am too aware of the fact that life truly has no inherent meaning. I’m not religious so me existing on this earth has no value at all. To go back to my first statement. I feel as recently I have gotten insecure about how I spend my days. Being in love with drugs and sitting my room doing nothing, It’s almost like I’m missing out on something that I am not aware of. It’s almost like I am jealous over usual teenagers who are socially and sexually active and people who don’t suffer from a constant loop of thoughts which remind them of the fact that us living on this earth means absolutely nothing. I wish I also could go to parties every weekend but not because parties are fundamentally fun, more so because it’s a distraction from the cruel mystery which is life. Because of the fact that I am a loner and completely insecure about my personality and looks, I have found myself constantly pondering and fantasizing about what it would be like to be a teenager who is confident in themselves, has constant attention surrounding them and has several clicks they fit into while also being popular with girls. What I meant with me craving attention is that I would love to be a chad girl magnet that gets invited to parties but instead I’m just me. I want to feel like I’m wanted in someway and I want the attention that I have been missing throughout all my life. Even though I am completely fine with being alone, at this point it has gotten overboard. Instead of trying to act on my emotions which usually tell me to better myself, I find myself trying to drown my discontent with life and my insecurities with weed or music and before it was even Xanax. This disconnect I feel severely affects my mood and my outlook on life in general. I’m never happy neither necessarily sad, I’m just stuck in the middle. I can’t feel happiness or enjoyment from anything but I’m also never angry or frustrated about anything. I don’t really know where to go as I feel I am completely alone and that there is no one to talk to at all about this. I’m weird and completely disconnected with everyone else in my environment. I have to put up a facade every time I am in school or every time I am with people but as soon as I come home I am completely lonely and quiet. Sadly because of my human biology my body doesn’t really want to kill itself so I will forever be stuck in this torture that is life, I have no where to go and no one would understand who I am as a person and if I anyone did they would definitely just look at me like I’m some sort of fucking alien who can barely function. I am 100% sure literally no one will find this but w/e, I have never posted on reddit before so I might aswell try. <3",6.1740902872777,6.513188977591039,7.081892384860923,73.86363201094392,66.08683473389357,10.115249820858578,32.29092567259462,9.988822585752894,3.1841688228779885,2926,112,531,62,43,980,295,714,0.146,0.748,0.106,-0.9764,2,6,3,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,4,2,33,41,6,4,22,0,70,20,2,4,13,121,127,49,2,12,19,0,7,5,1,8,15,1,2,6,41,37,0,1,27,4,2,10,23,21,0,4,16,11,73,19,90,91,12,82,0,10,3,3,26,40,1,15,34,386,114,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396627261776788,0.10753193889277224,0.0,0.12454386050828856,0.04319557990994279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629861297960542,0.0,0.2135989155857833,0.04621336783520651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039917712626724486,0.0,0.15822770141133996,0.0,0.08834788052403117,0.0,0.0,0.04591262283082465,0.0,0.05766338006784424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937437452068664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471825118986548,0.3265772844601649,0.1682977729107655,0.0,0.04144811942565275,0.05744048811986385,0.0,0.06695887879513203,0.0,0.04471238923859209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040465456406756,0.0,0.043366454645139565,0.05839487441913541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857578460941544,0.0,0.13121623285983533,0.04960487253169886,0.04665584667552193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837405798557709,0.037086490362678116,0.0,0.0,0.14234198277984744,0.04415697219186925,0.0,0.05691966836438079,0.0,0.04799251560357474,0.027122277585065517,0.0497994554354667,0.14751610607918136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052420932157432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054848687427908216,0.052072736949517084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046142451618073066,0.0574337840002879,0.0,0.02852989852641602,0.04231583294850302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44001026194507337,0.1268097761244366,0.0,0.04583992341404798,0.0,0.08718729765663898,0.0,0.0,0.04413437718706277,0.09370659614737416,0.049121114333882984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130964417225374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507124095964841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019162708056026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050863488500749836,0.19924679607120865,0.0,0.10894743038099793,0.0,0.1055323011487191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197955095678063,0.09065644970622733,0.0,0.0,0.04907434350541277,0.0,0.0497180797599264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218666817535522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302658866292807,0.0533749694488487,0.0512575935664316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253849062509559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172932982695487,0.0,0.04294277644016195,0.0,0.0,0.05291852735060042,0.0,0.0399649834515592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489271675393738,0.0,0.0,0.041725514844739284,0.04537404558237601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652720854192164,0.0510040289639529,0.08242587489378261,0.09081225387913223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573608129649564,0.0,0.0,0.05404302014917711,0.06244466557971585,0.0,0.17152373251921738,0.08566693729606037,0.12247797746738907,0.041205937265571285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057958749264136876,0.05969711886187218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750935790489755,0.0,0.0,0.10029035772212476 lonely,NutritiousTomato,2020/03/18,"I’m so lonely and depressed. I want to not exist right now. It feels like I’ve been lonely and depressed ever since I was a child. All I wanted since age 10 is to have a girlfriend. I realize this is because I channeled all my loneliness into that idea. I’m in my late 20s now and have had only one serious relationship that didn’t even last long before she turned out to be lying about almost everything and did a bunch of toxic shit to me and left. I’m tired of waking up every day and trying so hard to meet people online and failing. I’m too broken to meet people in real life. Too ugly and undesirable. I already go to therapy and have for years. I’m just so tired. I’m so fucking tired of my shit life. I’m probably going to end up homeless at this rate. I don’t even know! I AM SO FUCKING MISERABLE!!!",1.8449309664694267,3.596453295857991,4.16494674556213,85.26915581854044,78.17159763313609,6.6368441814595664,22.509270216962527,7.554174236665415,1.001390216962525,633,19,129,9,15,220,100,169,0.304,0.6759999999999999,0.02,-0.9948,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,4,1,3,0,13,10,3,0,3,24,29,14,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,11,0,1,5,2,13,1,20,23,3,21,0,6,0,2,6,9,4,1,11,81,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327233500818114,0.0,0.14687024570255874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113160046660252,0.0,0.11325142312016685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858332794074985,0.0,0.229263755161439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787993930548085,0.0,0.0,0.1758119188040023,0.12038926329817945,0.11213568467215178,0.0,0.11961443786853325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729527483580927,0.09508089582212888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460826749428692,0.0,0.0,0.15127841299661768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922422038533458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024458017424525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314383979390877,0.10848768014598084,0.1501334853325686,0.0,0.1446047629063434,0.0,0.18801352130985716,0.06502199046070298,0.0,0.0,0.11778216300012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018653093767973,0.10122240419484033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845383620536009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434956025650827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148774500852122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289091619552402,0.0,0.113659774368159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732338911390582,0.2201900267774576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522022121268215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458908757914157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036067879953706,0.14476579306040532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700212802828464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570683431522193 lonely,iamsittingatatable,2020/03/19,"I find it very hard to get emotionally attached to people I realised this recently, I find it extremely hard to open up to people and was looking back on past friendships. This person I knew for at least a year and would think to have been pretty close friends to, I just simply don’t care that much about and this goes for other friendships if not a grand majority. I just simply find it extremely hard to connect to people and prefer to distance myself when I become *too* close. I can’t think of any event where it would have triggered this. Can anyone else kind of relate?",5.975057915057918,6.64730995495496,5.902393822393822,80.98864864864865,66.56756756756756,8.144658944658946,28.46975546975547,7.957251820313856,1.7797377091377091,459,14,85,5,7,144,69,111,0.067,0.802,0.131,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,15,6,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,9,4,17,10,3,13,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101838936475993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415106579871455,0.16727312266277627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255323293798467,0.0,0.0,0.18030133233142656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644843997786546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363778561025367,0.18363889429801736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476338820811464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612971626165492,0.0,0.08529353160032149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387308341017365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000402774536352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709233128559195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001055115521232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584451544869707,0.3395395216084113,0.14254718715158338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608811531063453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611937331923118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921327665992415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347017336661226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319420638687877,0.0,0.0,0.10513029088050968 lonely,anhedo11,2020/03/19,Too lonely for too long I wish the world ended in 2014,1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.8566666666666656,95.955,78.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.5936,43,0,10,0,1,14,11,12,0.17600000000000002,0.634,0.19,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209995360963834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205673895409187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6764385236914784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OneTomatoPeaUh,2020/03/19,"Struggling Trying to move on with my life... just lost the love of my life. She's disturbed and was driving me insane. I got so drunk I'm still on the couch. Trying to find a reason to live. :( If I'm a catch, why would this happen? I'll be okay - it just takes time. I'm sorry for anyone who doesn't have someone. It sucks. If we all keep hanging in there, maybe life will improve. You never know, just keep hanging on.",-0.8138461538461534,1.3375618505747118,0.8544827586206907,100.85610079575599,97.16091954022987,2.6769230769230767,14.738284703801945,3.1291,-1.4186898320070735,319,7,72,0,13,102,65,87,0.204,0.703,0.09300000000000001,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,4,1,6,5,0,1,2,16,18,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,3,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,10,12,1,12,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,2,3,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971968503386106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263302982834567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981533161637212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670129796092576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552206697478843,0.0,0.0,0.10981654969567363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42341903838842376,0.0,0.0,0.17644585111242778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181285316792056,0.0,0.18034650672000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007473335391792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123783974171154,0.0,0.0,0.15411448970696232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054495560002569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930792207724335,0.0,0.0,0.22368356332152975,0.0,0.0,0.15957753230675178,0.0,0.0,0.2088965876799201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024073447517694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651739527289333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27133106497782017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803076249644648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194730414078902,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Princess4404,2020/03/19,"If anyone is depressed, anxious or scared... From either the Coronavirus, the panic from it and/or the lockdowns and not knowing when all this will end. Please feel free to reach out to me! I'm feeling all this too. Lets talk together :)",3.1339534883720934,6.0558479767441895,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,80.86046511627906,5.300465116279073,24.879069767441862,6.742157984588678,1.06478046511628,185,7,33,2,5,55,37,43,0.156,0.635,0.209,0.2244,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,7,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591972883632308,0.0,0.22232068747282585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738531392277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816126902226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215339861462245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473909147675976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32512929919284683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730502734988418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490177890845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832721802249525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555592179418001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Joshinator1871,2020/03/19,"Someone to talk to Just had another mental breakdown about school, wanted to know if anyone wanted to chat.",9.636842105263156,9.565499000000004,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,59.0,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,3.3028526315789466,87,3,12,1,1,27,15,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40553317211057466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704193083087996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254353244760055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389745419683621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914039994423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276856168708977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108489260865857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45622142598673104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,davethe1manrave,2020/03/19,"I just want to feel needed I'm not looking for any kind of advice, I just need to get out what I'm feeling because it helps me sometimes. I've never had good luck with women. It was hard to have a girlfriend in high school and I only took 1 semester of college because of financial reasons. I eventually did meet a girl that showed a lot of interest in me and we got married. But as time went on I learned that she was a compulsive liar and our marriage came to an end. I had 1 other girlfriend for a while but it ended as well. I have 2 friends that have been like brothers to me. But they have their own families that they've started now, they don't really need me anymore. I have an older sister but she's married and has a son with autism so she has her work cut out for her. My dad is currently dying from stage 4 lung cancer, but I can't even be there for him because he lives in Panama city and I'm in Indiana. I did see him when they first got the diagnosis, but I was only able to stay a couple days. I'm just tired of being alone but I see no end in sight. I'm afraid that I'm gonna end up dying alone, and by the time I do die, the only thing I'll leave behind is debt. I'm not desperate or think that I HAVE to be with someone, I just really really like it. And it would be nice to have a female companion to confide in during these shitty times. But oh well, fuck me, right? Anyway if you've read this far thanks for your time",2.094587378640778,3.2322647734627843,3.9043891585760515,90.00182645631071,76.02265372168284,6.962297734627832,22.907362459546924,7.492282038375204,0.7570527508090619,1121,31,255,14,24,379,170,309,0.147,0.753,0.10099999999999999,-0.9485,3,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,4,2,12,15,3,1,13,0,27,4,1,1,1,43,54,22,3,6,16,4,3,2,4,2,2,0,0,2,16,14,0,0,5,2,1,3,6,4,2,1,13,7,35,11,37,35,2,35,0,0,4,1,28,13,1,4,19,165,51,5,0.1046438414150097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225675072843952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675892154921067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116140055243003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377857204470192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191369743372708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968467714133275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578642016803448,0.0,0.06748662074367508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258113587706342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707335342240896,0.0,0.0,0.06911627033504071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864890062268124,0.0,0.10582214083011926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900999805027608,0.0,0.0,0.08084757229696443,0.09674154517978054,0.054672088124064204,0.0,0.0,0.0877702893854819,0.1673864787528441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937403277626894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014056110297318,0.11056196380052673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897045780556397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108027186805862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224739030155172,0.0,0.09240242913350198,0.0,0.08787447156369166,0.0,0.0,0.08896445187185986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277624741578906,0.08070778158744922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875907048461426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046721595246404,0.0,0.20111257310746447,0.1075912973818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936526880418275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590515418005256,0.16677518664788504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866438724883711,0.0,0.10349543489554117,0.0,0.0740674495524398,0.11153641164226337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634198983145432,0.0,0.0,0.06952071843691263,0.06705154824561448,0.0,0.0,0.24407466181029264,0.1202727019756167,0.0,0.0,0.11626315815834018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172164889501545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817476130446306,0.09700588937349912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618196285226321,0.0,0.0,0.07433598256273806,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HODOR924,2020/03/19,When I lose him I’ll have no one left I think my relationship of a year is beginning to die. I have no friends other than him beside my childhood best friend who doesn’t live where I do. How do I emotionally let go and make peace that soon I’ll truly be alone?,2.8119642857142857,3.6102734107142855,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.82142857142857,7.742857142857144,22.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,0.7991928571428577,205,5,49,3,4,68,44,56,0.19399999999999998,0.5529999999999999,0.253,0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,4,12,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,3,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732421045018043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27686701708492395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738076652310375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29676649640464386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407659544352716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993726213076286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664555387330753,0.2697779202083471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329614303029721,0.0,0.0,0.295151578545146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610457227299836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877397392011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832482484885953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904776995374085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989400970787036 lonely,setxsexaddict,2020/03/19,When sex is everything and nothing All I wanted was to be enough for one man who didn’t care and ended up being a little something for a lot of people,12.232500000000002,5.324034750000003,12.008750000000004,65.96125000000002,60.875,14.05,41.375,8.841846274778883,3.843525,120,3,24,1,1,41,29,32,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544777448690346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087794474105412,0.3602241888579017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133228626089981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34941516647047344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963896357060607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345163626805193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362382212858472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169359857444345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683895784005442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056288399047332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bloodysoul4,2020/03/19,Nobody I genuinely have no friends in my life,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,37,2,7,1,1,12,9,9,0.195,0.531,0.27399999999999997,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380503628773692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747456275194256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BorisBarnaby,2020/03/19,"I'm so lonely and messed up. I'm 22. I feel so old because, ugh. I see all these younger people hanging out and having friends so naturally. I'm a hermit. I've been like this for so long. I can't not be one. But I'm so lonely. I get so jealous seeing people younger than me just being normal. I shouldn't but how can I help it. It's just so not good. I feel so useless. I am so alone.",-2.514581280788178,-0.8273031724137923,0.8036863711001665,100.36887931034485,103.71264367816092,2.945484400656816,15.40968801313629,4.65589566412798,-1.1647070607553367,292,8,73,1,14,103,54,87,0.235,0.68,0.085,-0.9013,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,17,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,4,9,3,4,13,1,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930076998349317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724582866005453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860938950483016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185742669936084,0.0,0.14780792109419935,0.0,0.0,0.2372900771315913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962748409179367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382147153725367,0.0,0.0,0.25036496144889986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771900874222392,0.0,0.0,0.2968646925514353,0.0,0.1917060000112017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922660165558524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508826070916218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AyyThrowAwayAccount,2020/03/19,"What if I actually had confidence in myself. So I have a crush on this guy. I see him around sometimes and Idk there’s just something nice about him, I feel like he’s equally as socially awkward as me. I know that we are never gonna end up together though. I wouldn’t go up to talk to him in a million years, I wish I had that type of confidence. Though this doesn’t stop me thinking about the what if’s , like what if we bump into each other and start a conversation, or what if we somehow meet online just by chance etc. By the end of these daydreams I’m hit with this sudden feeling of loneliness as I know those what’s ifs will stay as what if’s and that I’m still lonely, no matter how many times I wish I wasn’t.",1.396638655462187,3.1666080522875864,3.0172408963585444,92.89544117647058,79.58823529411767,6.201493930905696,21.38608776844071,7.1686216300943375,0.4368323062558357,564,16,129,7,14,186,93,153,0.09699999999999999,0.74,0.163,0.8696,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,32,22,18,0,9,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,3,20,3,21,15,3,18,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,8,11,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.17837649614221796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272169310072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32379505047485124,0.0,0.20385896711619866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484804997831147,0.1305850836168901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388366684906693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809906595390221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009130089269731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786037455333141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532018703733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409787774797057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456598203117062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863312017767816,0.0,0.14072053339998553,0.18078380546855274,0.0,0.1293795750986984,0.19482962669171874,0.14597618601995588,0.15282047393858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691953300712926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712433564470855,0.3591801392864456,0.0,0.10658621374230234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203985430829572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771065079708047 lonely,ionlyaskquestions1,2020/03/19,"I'm okay with being heartbroken for ages if it means I'll be loved for 5 minutes I'm just that desperate for love. I mean, my mom loves me, my dog too but I need that romantic love. I'm willing to give all of myself but no one wants to give all of them to me. I just need to be loved even for 5 minutes. I wish she'd read this but at the same time I don't",-0.7505722891566293,0.6871608554216877,1.820105421686748,100.49232680722893,85.02409638554218,5.595783132530121,17.60391566265061,6.6274283507984215,-0.4581313253012049,273,6,75,3,8,94,52,83,0.076,0.633,0.29100000000000004,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,16,22,4,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,12,17,3,3,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,1,2,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967312025619934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185766926780328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7493238937479855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36174984287036704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447337933757627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462449362681708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251840398880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609290812964994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682390848946132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793939674204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909469744510312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hendrik_Poggenpoel,2020/03/19,Im so lonely Ive always been a shy person and Ive never really fitted in. Ive never had a girlfriend cause girls always seem te reject me. Ive recently lost two frienships with girls that I managed to befriend somehow. School has been closed for a month because of COVID-19. I have no one to talk to and I am so lonely most of the time...,0.16035993740219112,2.4774332676056368,2.444413145539908,91.58834115805948,89.56338028169014,4.282316118935838,19.156494522691702,5.82211442006289,-0.036541158059467886,266,8,54,2,9,90,49,71,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.915,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,10,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,8,0,8,8,1,8,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164120731294851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253395210476872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704851059792283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702843699468012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27314856069945154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972604839467992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859756513494219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955795166651605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184855501618095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602996119104149,0.0,0.24706556602696866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323958893366144,0.0,0.22779411996418555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011202092334174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590736282975653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443204706773514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RomiTrans,2020/03/19,"Loneliness Hello, I'm someone from Argentina (16 yo) that's bored af as much as everyone here on quarantine. I'm looking for someone to talk, idc if you answer once a day, or something, I'll answer as soon as I can, I'm not looking to date or something, just someone to talk to, to become friends.",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.796666666666668,80.22000000000001,70.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.0645,232,12,45,4,4,79,40,60,0.084,0.862,0.053,-0.2023,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,12,6,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,3,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529931075841021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773312050335582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188890478199538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769812150754431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38472721714708935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168394996792522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395524614352784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822783743553916,0.3527031409368852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682403662392613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glumentity,2020/03/19,"Valentine Valentine, I watched my red rose turn to gray Let me be, I give your Lord my soul to take It won't hurt me now, I'm numb to all the pain Heaven or hell, I don't know which path to take. That girl really fucked me up... damn",-0.19788461538461632,1.3683734423076963,1.400615384615385,103.54438461538462,83.80769230769229,4.929230769230768,16.16923076923077,5.6839178017228535,-1.0341969230769226,177,3,48,1,5,57,40,52,0.282,0.621,0.09699999999999999,-0.9121,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,9,1,5,8,1,2,4,1,3,1,3,1,3,1,1,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30387589332543624,0.0,0.3153169575975617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518778786373073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806437585562396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611585207745803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497577190508964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105722786021851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942797973357777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752890527062803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaylella,2020/03/19,17f looking for people to talk with? Worried for my mental health due to self isolation and wondering if anyone wants to chat? I will be replying in the morning but would appreciate anyone who wants to chat while we all have a lot of time on our hands.,6.057278911564622,6.507118673469389,6.433061224489798,78.03217687074832,66.34693877551021,9.798639455782316,30.619047619047624,9.725611199111238,2.752463945578232,201,7,38,4,3,65,42,49,0.067,0.857,0.076,0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,8,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,10,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005770005656943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044768742108218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405410518188929,0.0,0.0,0.24352468295912266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28866846117142125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985843966030666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988238545382417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302330614251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702796281294055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33790451495216284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106366020603383,0.0,0.29089807001626805,0.0,0.2034817975624673,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,El_pollo_loco_33,2020/03/19,"I don't I'm just so tired of always being alone .... anyone play destiny....I have it on PS4 too but I don't have the pass on there, mainly a PC player",-2.514705882352942,-0.7829536470588252,0.9443529411764722,100.40358823529414,100.1764705882353,2.72,9.741176470588236,3.1291,-2.0495105882352944,112,1,28,0,5,40,27,34,0.127,0.818,0.055999999999999994,-0.2893,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477698172312305,0.0,0.0,0.4400782717413973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698117006411029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078804554684288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JagdpantherV,2020/03/19,"My grandmother died recently As the title says, my grandmother died not too long ago. Every day since has just been filled with soul shattering loneliness. I have family members trying to support me through this difficult time but nothing seems to make me perk up. I guess what I'm trying to say is if there is anybody out there that understands how it feels and they'd be willing to listen to my broken, sad rants.",6.53846153846154,7.480399000000006,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,65.41025641025641,10.342564102564104,32.266666666666666,10.355215969177356,3.4061405128205138,334,13,59,8,5,105,64,78,0.225,0.754,0.021,-0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,16,5,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,1,10,12,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674246635372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313733910078882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606915210682634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699977017090064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923171118583708,0.0,0.1122229820478292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444994471324212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641595336623133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815122724753996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129639618163956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914571103428124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35300204257439155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020520511690032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359670483884205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518626236160466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941897685966322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301374646570404,0.0,0.0,0.23105446925989784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imdoingmybestpacito,2020/03/19,"I want to be hugged I'm hella lonely for my age even if I'm surrounded by people. I never fit in, in any friend groups I have, I'm the outcast. I pretty much sit alone at lunch, and now that this whole quarantine thing has been put up, I rarely eat at all. I want to die sometimes, but I never go through with suicide due to my family and the little friends I have. Someone please just know I'm here.",1.8190756302521007,3.2067589411764708,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,77.23529411764707,6.26890756302521,21.55462184873949,6.868970318607317,0.3275210084033615,310,8,71,3,7,102,61,85,0.152,0.68,0.16699999999999998,-0.1633,0,4,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,12,13,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,12,11,3,16,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272128082880016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623765576366626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318227277669545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004424188006053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203488507055576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272484603636928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322857435381905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221476308204378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818285073526508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215531115013188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580824741582374,0.0,0.33171119988114195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908480166587626,0.0,0.0,0.2360543191722849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877759866819346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216179150081036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220653388403654,0.0,0.21268454054967653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522381456642635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286603147628502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536776728452661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008953998710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RealKayeOss,2020/03/19,"I'm lonely but....scared of people. Seeking advice. I've had a lot of bad experiences with other humans and it's...its like this: even if someone is nice, I have been hurt by the closest ""nicest"" people. Actually those usually the deepest. So, I want to get to know people and let people in but...like. look at what's happened before. It's not fun to see a person and think: danger. I don't know what to do with myself at this point. Oh and this want has come about at the time of covid that's cool. I hope it outlast the social distancing that's seemingly necessary.",0.9038558786346408,3.376476256637172,2.8038748419721884,89.33630530973456,87.31858407079645,5.352465233881164,18.690897597977248,6.868970318607317,0.3327729456384323,439,12,88,6,14,146,77,113,0.135,0.747,0.11900000000000001,-0.5881,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,17,21,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,5,5,15,18,1,9,0,2,2,0,3,6,0,4,3,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18281541854794164,0.0,0.0,0.18306508056788215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564198792225835,0.0,0.0,0.15941132331180904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137558832387186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373535739500845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325306705030006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787666971568072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566287707178984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860694685173017,0.0,0.0,0.200549811774732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591275539702514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156637845403635,0.0,0.09152416153490907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573172147762491,0.0,0.0,0.15926855130426104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519507899967746,0.16357681167562607,0.0,0.0,0.17709550002681107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928458396599287,0.1705459964496535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096807807125107,0.1587313608107443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003899003580212,0.0,0.0,0.10923862559338354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632696576372533,0.0,0.2209942824753976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thefrickingfrick,2020/03/19,"Looking for some people in the Netherlands. Let's be lonely together. I'm sick of it. I'm just so tired of only having friends over the internet that I can talk to about how I actually feel, talk about deep stuff or stuff that interests me, and people to have good times with too. And that's only 3 people. I want to meet people in my country that I can actually see and talk to in person. Someone I can ACTUALLY give a hug. Someone that's going through similar shit too. If you're from the Netherlands (I'm from Eindhoven, Noord Brabant ), and you want to give it a shot - please, just send me a msg or reply here. I'd love to meet you and get to know you.",3.148222222222224,4.263870525925924,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,73.37037037037038,7.474074074074074,26.092592592592588,7.908726449838941,1.402792592592592,511,17,108,7,10,172,76,135,0.094,0.762,0.14400000000000002,0.6198,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,9,7,1,0,6,0,7,5,1,1,0,17,21,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,5,20,19,1,8,0,1,2,2,14,5,1,4,1,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.4229487293106491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304890642799429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161797894700186,0.0,0.07548016357010083,0.27717960117337204,0.08210623006241942,0.12117546680086046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939751374707635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773144225529333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131930048496115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039076793270155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975349533785996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006321565643018,0.1261465529775148,0.0,0.1585858348731276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512472634162743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829746215816772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481971265477576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307695878372794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34836108534577376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424223414949941,0.16604822551384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042554306103125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HectorSolis02,2020/03/19,Tired of Being Lonely? I'm a social skills coach. DM if you want change in your life.,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,66,0,15,0,3,21,18,18,0.27399999999999997,0.66,0.066,-0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086127246345133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339596633063531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901054889630079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525980897021942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835827641052728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soloforsolong,2020/03/19,"20.03.2019, it's been so long It's been exactly an year since I first saw her. I tend to be strong but I knew this day will soon come, this date when I shall reminisce every minute of my most beautiful time I've ever had. Although there's never a day passes by when I don't think about her but somehow today is special. Never thought I would think about her like this but here I am an year into this. And what's special is how lucky I felt to celebrate her birthday together back then which is tomorrow. I remember every little trips we took together, that little bus ride with ""Toonorth - Silence"" playing in headphones. I hope to see you soon, very soon.",3.9695348837209288,5.561753124031012,4.351077519379847,86.84382558139534,72.02325581395348,7.640620155038763,27.62868217054264,8.238735603445708,1.78125984496124,519,19,103,8,10,163,89,129,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,14,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,4,24,23,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,3,17,7,10,11,1,29,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,4,21,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826213226319734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609226421586054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869827179107776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441138175738052,0.3249083709323714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513176213459367,0.0,0.0,0.16400756507952385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150789563943468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419922416817307,0.3865007412767309,0.0,0.17063440071350836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974202231450676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184207752778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364786471713612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949780639629407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470949646884379,0.0,0.1530728486334932,0.11243144550599778,0.0,0.18276521062756496,0.0,0.21422354674398067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909181604093514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696959628088426,0.0,0.0,0.2483319025209913 lonely,KushKenobi,2020/03/19,"Starved of intimacy, results in nerve sensitivity? Anyone else experience this? It's been so many years since I felt anyone's touch, I swear the lightest thing that brushes against my skin sends crazy chills up and down my spine, and my skin can't stop shivering. Any time I get in the shower, the moment after wrapping in a blanket, and any time my cat gives me a head nudge my body feels shivery and my skin starts tingling. It's almost so nice of a feeling that shivering is the b only expression. I wish I was loved. I wish I had real intimacy. I wish my heart wasn't so alone",3.1190434782608705,5.094663904347829,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.17391304347827,7.034782608695654,26.28260869565217,7.908726449838941,1.5269304347826087,459,17,92,7,10,150,74,115,0.062,0.752,0.18600000000000005,0.9228,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,6,9,7,1,0,14,16,7,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,16,2,9,11,0,13,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894000198235154,0.1747340316460128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294589459521729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359337348286598,0.17286466968197925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740022697141195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093664703461467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503202976618989,0.0,0.0,0.1706110103565997,0.0,0.16198931057476396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881446937283733,0.16184325720550966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314647247306464,0.0,0.0,0.19992370911975188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522685399821799,0.0,0.0,0.17104678330998532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831255011991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203040106163446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955973517682502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941473025918548,0.0,0.0,0.1410502056413109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120842946494469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967538377471912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820290248902388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086445492099004 lonely,grayskies17,2020/03/19,Trying my best to be okay everyday but it so hard Trying very hard,-1.2659523809523812,0.11850050000000326,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,115.42857142857143,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.3554476190476188,53,1,11,1,3,18,12,14,0.247,0.536,0.217,-0.1403,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40138653780011146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852494250272939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193542301416073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155839926336905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Limp_Release,2020/03/19,"I have dreams about Billie Eilish and they fuck up my whole day And not for the reasons you may think. My first dream made me get into her music and I do like her as a person but I'm not a diehard fan nor do I follow her all that closely. In my dreams, she's more of a *symbol* of something that will never be. I have a circle of good friends and a girlfriend that I love with all my heart, but still, I can't escape the feeling that no one will ever *actually* understand me. I live in a very conservative and close-minded society (small town in eastern Europe). In real life my days are wasted away doing next to nothing. Years are passing by me and all I do is think obsessively about things that I'll never have. These dreams make me realize that in such a painful way. When I say things that I'll never have, I don't mean material things. I mean feelings. Billie represents a wild but gentle soul with whom I vibe on a different level. A person free from the shackles of this god forsaken place. She represents a friend from the neighborhood that I can always hit up to just hang around the block and absorb the sunshine. She's something that no one I know will ever be. In my dreams we do regular ass things around this regular ass concrete town that I've spent my whole life in. This morning Billie, her friend and I were running away from someone. It was scary, but that wasn't the main emotion I felt -- I was almost tranquil being with those two. I felt immense love and understanding that I also reciprocated. Typing this out is almost making me cry, and I'm a 23 year old grown ass man. I'm not exaggerating when I say this fucks up my day. It sends me on a downwards spiral of empty wishes and heavy nostalgia (while one of her songs keeps repeating in my head). Why are us humans such intricate puzzles, even to our own selves?",4.001505834601726,5.320532539726028,4.909071537290718,83.94493658041605,71.54794520547945,7.599188229325215,25.573313039066463,8.045849151850463,1.4289127346524606,1447,44,288,20,27,471,192,365,0.142,0.698,0.16,0.8549,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,3,1,1,1,14,14,2,1,20,0,28,12,5,4,8,61,55,21,0,1,8,0,4,1,4,4,3,3,0,4,26,20,0,3,13,6,2,6,12,4,0,5,8,8,48,11,39,39,8,51,1,0,1,7,27,26,5,4,19,209,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.09324284850423678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135870038448075,0.0,0.0,0.07641116260639817,0.07950511089601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701192085984961,0.0,0.0,0.17954441666669274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495699893868914,0.1848652024759901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982923309248444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748069538900648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310975997451101,0.17286057878081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662572756608792,0.0,0.1834856374099196,0.0,0.0,0.08127463454052578,0.0,0.0,0.2214646793345528,0.1766685518840552,0.04992084124460842,0.0,0.0,0.08014266205569369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806168923824267,0.0,0.0,0.11322700575437795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492907701568629,0.0,0.0,0.05251168640225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349793379487032,0.046680819354626084,0.0,0.08437224832024262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247489983737666,0.09041155716842457,0.12756050375226405,0.0,0.0,0.2081635472851924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647808767677382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210817525035155,0.0,0.10161832563628112,0.0,0.0,0.09168263657035766,0.0,0.10026347084974516,0.0,0.19424110808173076,0.0,0.10167175332466526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686084785432562,0.09982923309248444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875662232235493,0.0,0.09824113656881757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197011598537147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095905885020452,0.14711785084946216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630621574398971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391623897186866,0.1224489427796779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333829762719928,0.19894148054378655,0.11493467785663213,0.0,0.0,0.07883861455321292,0.0,0.07584300566640298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621885757938058,0.2133559404571704,0.10987758620629284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306191249385777 lonely,iwrestledmylifeonce,2020/03/19,"It’s my 21st birthday today ...But I seem to have lost all the enthusiasm because no one cares when you grow up and you fail to make your own friend group in college. It literally feels like another lonely day. I’m thinking of buying a pack of beer because I’m finally legal to drink, but that’s about it.",4.62822580645161,5.145889080645162,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,69.48387096774194,8.780645161290323,30.01612903225807,8.841846274778883,2.2633741935483864,241,9,49,4,4,81,50,62,0.115,0.742,0.14300000000000002,0.2023,0,3,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,5,3,8,8,2,7,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022374002769048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514082861539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387272237904594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858864205691368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823585789159089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573924993657025,0.20591369118000272,0.0,0.3157451296432307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226880774348997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081606980945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146403350084631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239774547281774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531411982947536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623964703857701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468804867762176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27321115312503946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamharishselvamani,2020/03/19,"Pretending to be happy 23M, never had a girlfriend, I've lost all hope in finding one because I've been turned down, rejected and friendzoned everytime I tried to, really can't express how lonely and depressed I feel to my family and friends, i am just pretending to be happy and everything's alright around them when in reality I cry myself to sleep every night wishing that it would all just end. I'm dying on the inside and I need someone to save me.",5.250037453183523,6.2524778426966305,6.502865168539326,74.86006554307117,68.32584269662922,9.528838951310863,32.810861423220985,9.725611199111238,3.324683895131087,364,16,64,8,6,123,66,89,0.12,0.627,0.253,0.8862,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,2,1,7,1,1,1,3,19,14,7,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,9,6,11,8,2,9,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222857377267326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478470931759578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248560216288989,0.0,0.0,0.17630991426489376,0.0,0.2124488175614216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130560565812345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247063703253487,0.0,0.18397335654381414,0.0,0.19297524527783688,0.0,0.10350370583766484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870943244708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815259973142834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358191141542213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331571429145165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345689780586966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517842677630015,0.1578791436028148,0.0,0.0,0.19209937589972675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387116731667748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311376267378519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485027672873826,0.0,0.1734437157307715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389795218249446,0.22265747627658475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353977071597276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454147423586715,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MIKEYboy101101,2020/03/19,"To those who feel sad or need a friend, I am always here for you Hello, my name is Michael but feel free to call me Mike for short After only joining this subreddit I have noticed so many people feeling sad and alone. I cant help but feel bad but thats why I am making this post, to help people out, be more social, and most importantly try to make people laugh and smile, enjoy the time with people (even if its through the internet its better than nothing) I have lots to talk about and know how to keep a convo going if that is a fear you have and we may have a lot in common you never know. I would be free to talk about anything whether you have a nerdy side like gaming or anime, or just wanna discuss life, I am here to help you be more social. I love all sorts of things, music like acdc, post Malone, mgk, gaming, anime, sports, cooking, baking, dnd, animals, tons of stuff so if you like any of those things im sure will get along even better. Overall I hope to get to meet some new people soon, hmu anytime Have a wonderful day and stay strong through this rough time",7.5754128440366975,5.4443443394495405,7.256036697247706,81.86855045871559,64.3211009174312,9.637431192660552,30.056880733944954,7.1686216300943375,1.6296847706422022,838,18,177,5,10,265,132,218,0.10300000000000001,0.642,0.256,0.9929,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,6,0,3,11,18,0,1,8,0,18,4,0,3,3,46,34,19,0,7,11,0,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,13,10,2,1,7,4,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,18,16,26,28,8,16,0,2,0,1,24,4,0,14,11,117,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259164156994072,0.0,0.0,0.09849012496660878,0.0,0.0,0.08049304589438018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740526198576868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988307971655764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937049436911628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086508070587094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633637925345425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635946108249665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331948346831061,0.23939794249003105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144939948946176,0.0,0.12368286358471962,0.0,0.0672702149276242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801502050649576,0.0,0.0,0.11756430188500645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278557615898128,0.0,0.0,0.10520927918098497,0.0,0.0,0.13010188899001648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360551738532795,0.1734831766146786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012613481999676,0.10683007826254516,0.0,0.1580206582165054,0.1200047051721966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776700580607517,0.09129127753135996,0.1143187722808378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357552025671915,0.13476065458134634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002279638972681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103009488212644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267241184799021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413187822770658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261625745350596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550093122300022,0.0,0.0,0.1115587024242248,0.0,0.0,0.19027646717198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727443069729186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804051636305464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036285102999832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680704626119072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836304840075452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408392203604532,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilovetwinks1995,2020/03/19,Felt lonely and cried today I still feel like it but Earlier this morning I felt so lonely isolated and alone I just sat down and cried not knowing why I was crying,2.91,5.028847272727276,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,76.27272727272728,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.2317757575757582,132,4,25,2,3,43,25,33,0.47100000000000003,0.489,0.040999999999999995,-0.955,0,5,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589293360338226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7505581941712679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516340394293678,0.1627133500760067,0.4373748298932747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517214007484884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127309860714188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189117470958371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158919193199392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551994531935708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheeseslippers,2020/03/19,"Gave up today. I'm giving up today, today was the last straw. No one talks to me, everyone except my parents say I'm ugly, and ik I'm ugly but my classmates crack jokes and laugh on my ugliness, even in front of me. I never had a girlfriend, never will have, never even had a friend. My only friends are my games and my PC plus anime. Atleast they like spending time with me.... This is my new account as I lost my account btw. Really thanks to read this, I just wanted to spill my feelings...",1.88225555555556,3.703379070000004,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,78.3,5.6444444444444475,22.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4720777777777778,377,11,77,3,9,126,68,100,0.147,0.677,0.17600000000000002,0.6649,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,13,16,6,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,1,4,1,0,1,5,2,16,6,12,10,0,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,10,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452331073674824,0.0,0.0,0.1768780004371981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359583532067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602695063335565,0.0,0.0,0.17757183217551625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088719185767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043409847468434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020665331646175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282985871557409,0.17877782696323244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543352736698302,0.14078247688115336,0.0,0.0,0.2055398002833906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851574373505657,0.0,0.11858450494275735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720479014972904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878227190754054,0.0,0.17042197301993253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793758127336922,0.0,0.5263803561523596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918110785477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thrway_egy96,2020/03/19,"I've beaten my depression but i still can't beat my loneliness Hey. I just wanna vent a little bit. I lived with a very abusive family. Without going into details. My character as well as my personality were pretty much none existent. Since i was a child i never managed to make friends or do well at school and my social skills were zero. I've been living in depression since my childhood. Fast forward to now. I feel like i've matured a little bit and managed to escape the depression zone. I live alone and most of my time now i feel pretty good. But i just can't improve my character or personality. I've been trying since forever but still no actual good result. There is nothing really going on for me. Loneliness hits me hard every now and them. I try not to think about it but whenever i see a happy group of people i feel teary. I don't belong to anywhere/anyone and i don't wanna continue like this but honestly, if i couldn't make a single friend or meet a partner for the last 6 years. Why would it be so much different now? Should i just accept it? This is who i'm and it will never change?",1.0348262548262568,3.563097945945948,3.3949356499356504,84.8442567567568,87.55855855855856,6.4146718146718165,20.54118404118404,7.7094869923839395,1.195567052767053,872,28,167,18,28,299,125,222,0.151,0.648,0.201,0.9267,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,14,15,1,0,9,0,17,0,0,3,2,38,28,18,0,6,14,0,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,11,4,2,1,5,5,27,11,20,17,7,23,0,3,1,0,12,7,0,5,17,118,34,4,0.0,0.13332925870158374,0.1098127259289318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165468015935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868336214549855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457065107845841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904147061839505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290764921251452,0.0,0.0,0.1175695550826327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948111008656574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608295858013543,0.0,0.17069514781741646,0.08039121917831102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738802887644441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790641012584694,0.1887690975707806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197899268600215,0.10080448179927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172670069366592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995262594738524,0.22556858514098999,0.29809728240051314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022885789752938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544451147704986,0.0,0.17357963843881888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797525390577356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801390480381247,0.19651313583436547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289662603430049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208938848866192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388603434392755,0.0896715782217963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792571191692275,0.0,0.0,0.1147098280056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973268064173176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210446918693844,0.0,0.0,0.06561695588052184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280051942430045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284876332532124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023553763223445,0.0,0.10154052486759796,0.0,0.0,0.10847458685092133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993784937734542,0.0,0.0,0.07246541845171188 lonely,OGangry_turtle,2020/03/19,"*insert generic title* I know it hasn't been long since this whole thing started but I am already starting to really miss my friends. I live relatively near a big city and am genuinely a popular guy who's kinda touchy-feely at best so this really made me feel like shit. I don't like being at home cause of my parents so I used to try my best to spend the better part of the day at the faculty, so much so that I was only sleeping at home. Learning, eating, hanging out- everything was based around other people and now that that isn't around my day consists of making a meal for my family, maybe going out for a run or sth and forcing myself to put the phone away so I can stay on top of all the requirements for school. I feel like my closest friends are fading away out my life, and my parents just watch some low budget shows when they come home and aren't interested in doing much. I was invited to a friend's place the other day and I don't really enjoy his company all that much so I said i was sick and couldn't come. Now I regret it. I am getting so desperate that I asked all of my friends if anyone knew how to dye hair so they could help me out, but really I just wanted to talk to sb eye to eye. I know all of this is personal and might be tiresome for some of you but if there is anyone smarter than me dealing with the same problem, could you advise me on that's the best way to approach this thing? Stay safe",3.1188943488943472,4.248226270270273,4.367407862407863,87.71444717444719,73.45945945945945,7.543980343980343,24.265356265356267,8.00094639256281,1.1603094594594598,1120,32,241,16,22,369,156,296,0.087,0.721,0.193,0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,6,17,20,1,0,13,0,24,9,5,5,4,53,42,24,0,8,8,2,3,3,4,1,2,1,3,2,17,17,2,2,6,1,2,7,6,5,0,0,8,7,36,15,39,28,15,41,0,3,3,0,21,21,1,7,13,173,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638993258092057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482308700589818,0.0,0.0,0.1716492284700338,0.0901295733249898,0.0,0.18115920507058209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035264738155235,0.08526608917628879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903878972432338,0.0,0.1660959517739783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394977804511098,0.0,0.0,0.18652784501750147,0.09939363601752242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865066443307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664635862535536,0.0,0.0908859990505053,0.0,0.0974947610191345,0.13774948149451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794198749856704,0.0,0.05036981981520827,0.0,0.05479156136312779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546025019210584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462104422419729,0.0,0.2901188186580804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596793308487036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809665824678565,0.14130197335002334,0.0,0.08513107630680443,0.08531909455776493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122470155243613,0.06435387935527502,0.0,0.09685598421366157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227490945173537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261553100900424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332352925845301,0.0,0.0,0.21410198049830348,0.1044017519237613,0.0,0.06683798955860965,0.08418078132390243,0.10072707826617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225056932485387,0.0,0.09691785892627708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704876943199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170721204312032,0.0,0.0,0.09757124186378248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989626425626676,0.07975067377257297,0.0,0.09647881016789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647783416146145,0.2055187262833988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774900506727204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809995671446853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545550788359224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326658111692922,0.0,0.0,0.056864634957505385,0.07652512326348525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763741164410613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Every-Injury,2020/03/19,Why cant it be zombies... It had to be a flu on steroids? It couldn't have been a zombie out break or something good and faster moving... Just my luck...,-0.6506250000000016,1.447755187500004,0.8049999999999997,103.54,90.875,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.1827125,114,3,28,0,4,36,28,32,0.083,0.825,0.092,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659713980168577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904647914700277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276917491580201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013000638007391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,udnis,2020/03/19,Feeling alone and confused Anyone wants to be my online forever friend and talk about how shitty day is?,9.141052631578948,8.946567315789476,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,60.05263157894736,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,3.130747368421053,85,3,13,1,1,26,18,19,0.297,0.526,0.177,-0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296322233321586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575666038242369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329795781730092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585675151225579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950885081048664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110253646395221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30162333248712314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jonystar321,2020/03/19,Why am i like this? I have a problem and i dont know how to fix it. I dont get nerves when i talk to strangers when i am at work and we talk about work stuff but when i want to talk to someone outside my work i just dont know how to start and keep the conversation going it is like my brain just shutdown and i have nothing to say. What the F is going on in my head? Why am i not able to talk like normal people do? it is killing me. I am sad everyday when i have to go home from work. And now because of the corona virus i am at home and i am filling lonely more every day.,-1.2794402035623411,0.5155730152671758,1.3274503816793874,101.10043765903308,89.83969465648855,4.104020356234097,17.13027989821883,5.2151,-0.9008935368956744,439,11,115,2,15,150,68,131,0.122,0.794,0.084,-0.8419,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,10,7,1,0,4,0,16,2,2,2,0,19,25,13,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,1,19,3,15,25,1,16,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,11,78,25,4,0.1306393088163743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796365101042361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583667365250166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425154666619407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593248909459632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006925210498324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825364691792735,0.0,0.22273598935319586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407362028710604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620837568419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611822018965215,0.14453303938142278,0.0,0.14359189522479704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147130232391515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279987852884388,0.1253519401709539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056884771027236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500417531323504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388962184869298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069026241953314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246717517706207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495507534139533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420011711590141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705444908767642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357633131242825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804278908999165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,burntleafs,2020/03/19,"What’s wrong with me? I doubt anyone will read this but, hi. I’m 17. I’m a guy, I have a girlfriend, I go to a good school, my parents are happily married and I could have a bright future. But here’s the thing, I’ve been taking drugs since I was 13. I’ve been expelled from schools. I’m constantly being caught by my parents with pills. I cut my self almost every night, I’ve had 2 attempts on my own life. I’m popular and I have friends but I feel like everyone hates me. I feel betrayed by almost all councillors I’ve ever had, I feel like I’m being watched I feel like I’m a dead man walking. I’m 17 and I’m rolling around in my own bed bc I don’t have drugs on me. I’m so fucking pissed because my parents found them and took them away from me. I’m grounded and trying to do anything I can to get money for a hit. I need help. I can’t talk to anyone. So I’m looking for a friend, not someone to be my 24/7 hotline, but someone to remind me that it’s gonna be okay and i can get through this.",-0.6535135135135128,1.2613728918918916,1.7993261261261289,97.97855675675676,88.0990990990991,4.452900900900902,21.042162162162164,5.6839178017228535,-0.1314802162162163,770,27,187,5,25,262,116,222,0.135,0.6890000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8588,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,5,15,4,1,8,1,21,6,1,0,2,26,49,12,1,2,5,3,4,3,3,2,4,0,1,3,6,9,0,0,5,1,1,4,3,6,0,0,8,7,30,9,20,33,3,14,0,0,3,1,14,6,2,3,7,103,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462705608442119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196499501756093,0.0,0.1011926722244276,0.10946811623340967,0.0,0.0,0.11553303847724936,0.0,0.0,0.07496051130143479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288536073599305,0.0,0.09818041331943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28520904963826665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112321300224992,0.10360634093026616,0.11750175774695767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487064562193313,0.2635463564690492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482871221803314,0.19001045567763866,0.11368248025463065,0.1284920261939826,0.0,0.06988588368698645,0.10314021934904656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175823750380707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140602466791113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242325401997007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685635195112207,0.18022872553011096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326264543181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117965158752107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153976918877153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096262015721756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300186735963478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489015567523469,0.0,0.0,0.12828305814919005,0.0,0.0,0.10172088862901996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838177504759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245707628526756,0.09883749492593907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169486735305817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662262843863426,0.0834876009520642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444684957423605,0.0,0.0 lonely,The-Rose-Itch,2020/03/19,"Corona-coping Resources Hey everyone! I'd like to make a post where all of you can **share stuff that is helping you deal with quarantine** and all. I think we're all struggling a tad bid more than usual, at least I am, and anxiety and loneliness has been rough. For example, I always check articles on The Book of Life, which I find extremely helpful and insightful. This is one of their last ones: [https://www.theschooloflife.com/thebookoflife/thoughts-for-a-storm/](https://www.theschooloflife.com/thebookoflife/thoughts-for-a-storm/) I really hope all of you do well! And DM's are open if you want to talk.",7.162056680161943,11.282674031578953,4.028421052631578,79.19663967611336,77.10526315789474,7.133603238866397,20.991902834008094,8.139509932561175,1.5081093117408908,503,13,77,10,13,135,74,95,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.154,0.7697,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,4,18,12,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,10,4,11,11,6,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770183487240894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176298295035664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495467281887925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270365240743405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171616573858066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185159006027708,0.0,0.0,0.2359899350928793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367532130637544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782356807994972,0.11607912416885866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585995250170542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220071686178385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755466219838155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221233700478934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483906073586373,0.2719946059443976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909734945797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224417897732453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616823041764357,0.0,0.14014235326419794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136305036097788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrsmemes-,2020/03/19,"You were alone, you are alone, and you'll always be forever alone. You tremble and fall, get sick, get depressed, curse life and your own existence yet no one notices, is it because you're good at hiding? Or is it because no one cares? Years pass, you find yourself somehow surrounded by people, you live in the illusion of finally not being alone and then again, your bubble bursts and find that you've faked an entire reality just to hide from your pain, but this time the pain ten folds its origin, you've stabbed yourself in the back again. It was better to live the pain rather than numb it. Getting out of bed feels useless, the pain of your loneliness has confided you to a cruel prison, bit by bit you get up, some of us win some of us give up. That heartache that makes you unable to experience anything in life, that agonising heartache that forbids you to look at the mirror thinking its that face that chained you to this agony, but will you tear it off? The battle goes on, no one sees, no one hears your cries, but once the wrong decision is taken, everyone loves you, everyone was *supposedly* close to you, everyone *helped* you. But maybe that's how life is supposed to be.",6.1274905183312285,6.6922878805309765,5.690670037926676,83.01548672566375,66.21238938053098,9.112010113780023,30.744627054361573,9.04235418022936,2.3399264222503158,935,33,184,15,14,287,129,226,0.301,0.637,0.062,-0.9962,0,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,20,0,2,8,18,2,1,10,0,14,11,1,3,0,27,28,12,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,1,0,17,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,13,0,5,4,4,22,5,27,19,5,23,0,2,2,1,26,12,0,4,9,121,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172722319766273,0.0,0.0,0.08380912790254771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288597524791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774493290768446,0.0,0.12279891315691505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908080148923532,0.21992560663281807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026932270424572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063885641044248,0.0,0.0,0.08675207871588511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887337858595425,0.0,0.0985258606458512,0.0,0.0,0.05092828542088865,0.0,0.0,0.11033649541715468,0.18411694692790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104932436026341,0.0966221298283244,0.0,0.08448119295703305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135214954214714,0.0,0.06751211962661012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342968654820527,0.0,0.0,0.1778794965809282,0.0,0.08458147102107551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090592276109193,0.0,0.06723300209133587,0.0,0.1011892158551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467315063178347,0.0,0.10726609744503357,0.2730084927906349,0.0,0.4287030548065348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982824868981796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026273367839495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453886417677174,0.0,0.0,0.058732057125154676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242313355918048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110124162165176,0.0,0.06486194062177716 lonely,Trogdor7620,2020/03/19,"I sent a message to the one person I thought would respond. 24 hours later, they haven't responded. What about me is so repulsive? I have literally nobody to talk to at any time. No one messages me, no one makes the effort. No one remembers me. i'm sick of trying to make friends. Which is why I've given up. Because no matter how much effort I put into a relationship, they don't even care one iota about me.",1.2834002677376155,3.589400204819277,3.5030522088353417,86.37323962516736,83.09638554216869,6.098527443105756,22.475234270415,7.3871296695380915,1.0300880856760368,319,11,64,5,9,109,57,83,0.175,0.774,0.05,-0.86,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,3,0,8,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,3,0,10,2,10,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524179377126902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123233085331515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276627792783872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135503666772136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536503021949088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958517771122088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655011626489945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619597980640053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6738141053713264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364994572285125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992426629264715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351728215049864,0.22528656341959724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984816108564828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788450516037225,0.11596558956501815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350230446010374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945372004841526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127506689708014,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,revlibpas,2020/03/19,"I feel like no one understands me, and it makes me incredibly lonely When I was in school, I thought it would get better in my 20s. I’m now approaching 30, but I’m still not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I tried to understand others, to listen to their problems without judgement, and to give advice (when asked). I’ve been told that I’m a good listener and a good friend. But when I need someone to talk to, no one seems to understand. Sometimes I am ignored, other times I am misinterpreted and even criticised. The more I try, the more I am misunderstood, and the more I feel frustrated. I tried to improve myself, to read books, to try to think more rationally, and to communicate more clearly, so that others can understand me better. But after years of trying, it still seems fruitless. I hate going out to parties, where everyone talks over each other, and no one listens. The more I socialise, the lonelier I feel. It’s no one’s fault, really. I have a sensitive temperament that makes me a bit out of sync, a little hard for others to understand, I know that. I can’t change who I am, nor can I change other people. But this doesn’t make the pain go away. I can feel myself changing over time, becoming more cynical, more critical, and less trustful. I know how counter-productive it is, but I don’t know how else to cope. On some days I feel like wanting to end all of this somehow. I just came out of a bad depression, where I spent entire days in bed and even had suicidal thoughts… I’m feeling a little better now. I’m thinking of going to therapy, but I’m hesitant because of the virus going around. I’m also thinking of moving to another city and start over (after the virus ends of course), but I’m not sure if this would help. I’d hate to waste so much effort just to end up back at the same place. I guess I’m just looking for is some advice from people who have personally been through something similar… what worked for you? how did things improve? (No generic advice please… I’ve already spent a lot of time googling.) Thanks in advance…",3.996079527307568,5.535613430693068,4.972778664963272,82.62210954966466,71.87128712871288,8.183200255509423,27.883743213030982,8.748949900417786,2.109389587991057,1622,60,316,30,31,530,196,404,0.196,0.684,0.12,-0.9885,0,2,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,5,23,22,4,0,20,0,21,1,0,6,3,71,76,28,1,6,14,0,7,2,1,2,1,3,1,1,22,16,0,1,20,2,2,7,12,11,0,4,10,13,35,11,54,64,17,49,0,2,2,0,15,21,0,8,23,220,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179290026056558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820346983985009,0.05944869994144989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779506983607068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661772798716852,0.06949672948497639,0.0,0.06984373610150467,0.05716193742373773,0.062069780795860126,0.04531623367979059,0.08210134813128192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723984420827453,0.08115870023708978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502376658358025,0.0,0.0,0.2359217344021673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588473356282708,0.0,0.06402788705911702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210051637716396,0.0,0.2633683962847824,0.0,0.0,0.09820013349168644,0.0,0.0,0.07103389530569225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552754160893984,0.10621528649205136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743396130574789,0.0,0.03883894722637009,0.07131253691707204,0.16899377984992614,0.12470369266856353,0.0,0.0,0.08189255330519671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659295022161818,0.14678832063623282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049827720955609466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256395722289658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072636351239127,0.14901398522900408,0.0,0.0,0.062425857155164174,0.0,0.0,0.06320017708914331,0.0,0.0,0.14886514980169066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901036437049933,0.05464756090492694,0.05512126753733745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149553994926644,0.0,0.07910170909260618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307430753999736,0.06490976015614974,0.07766820868922668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113217809305718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435890267484245,0.0,0.04762332957270175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523481972859168,0.05923838740333553,0.1353504767789539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298701175271726,0.05722962897601772,0.07352295974056408,0.0,0.052617375027474815,0.0,0.11873410032507853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131456571169943,0.0,0.07006342561156692,0.0,0.0,0.11950139983378805,0.0,0.06844116599783494,0.08501287995864591,0.0,0.04938738590674233,0.1428998763234491,0.0,0.05901669199879021,0.13004263100166266,0.0,0.0,0.07103389530569225,0.0,0.25235577829072475,0.0,0.0,0.3869464872454728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384694176520591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165993647839823,0.0,0.054119521246491296,0.0,0.0,0.10561628073260897,0.0,0.0,0.04787174059733343 lonely,ForLENIN,2020/03/19,I just need a hug and someone to help me sleep So I've had a horrid day and I'm just done with life dispite being only 21 i figured I'm going to bed as soon as possible but i can't sleep all I've been doing is crying about how alone i am and how i wish i had someone i could talk to and hug to help me get to sleep. its 10:04 and i don't think I'm sleeping tonight.,-1.7048275862068962,-0.007644413793103766,1.2305862068965538,101.73553448275864,90.83908045977013,3.9397701149425286,16.745977011494254,4.935628992294339,-1.0109347126436783,284,7,76,1,10,99,52,87,0.105,0.7190000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.7285,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,11,7,4,2,1,17,19,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861828850988768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352815611900996,0.0,0.1974640046662904,0.11593390173588344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396256079022572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392007515600576,0.0,0.10216489914037992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409861044753505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697371727503973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329387018724498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671979379561375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265863620007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7195814585141742,0.0,0.30462951754010825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448873173906351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151864994851511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672149942124785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yeahyeahggg,2020/03/19,"My insanity has slowly begun Last year i begun to have dreams or nigtmares of experiencing death. There was one dream when I was in my college and it was burning to the ground. I begin to hear things that aren't even there. I am so lost. My crush used me as a shoulder to cry on because she lost her crush. I AM THERE. WHY CAN'T SHE FUCKING SEE THAT. My anger has led my final push and now I'm afraid that at any point, I will lose myself to the monster i had locked away",1.5303030303030312,3.3064666767676805,2.8838383838383836,93.97909090909091,79.20202020202021,5.208080808080808,20.090909090909093,5.82211442006289,-0.2403454545454542,367,9,84,2,9,119,70,99,0.245,0.7120000000000001,0.043,-0.9687,0,0,0,2,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,2,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,0,5,20,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,6,3,17,0,11,13,0,16,0,3,1,1,4,6,1,1,8,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131418933199748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228711006472268,0.0,0.0,0.14460393216542547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260569304335654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667812932565373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598572037569301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930124778675672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673583047476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336171171763808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653826690167996,0.5178959228085489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074287856943845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424464793529866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902947262100686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759496369335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487741236699808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404944850983768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275854518035129 lonely,BFlame-YT,2020/03/19,"I can't even type it out anymore. The fight is gone, brother. Like. That's all I got to say now a days. That's all I have the motivation for.. I am so terrified of death but.. Sometimes I'm not. And it becomes. A vacation destination. I need help but. I don't want it. I just want it to end.. It's too much to fucking bare without even a friend.",-2.6020000000000003,-1.334776533333331,0.6773333333333333,99.11200000000002,114.33333333333334,4.133333333333333,18.333333333333336,6.079149491110277,-0.1116666666666668,260,10,65,4,15,91,51,75,0.19699999999999998,0.726,0.077,-0.8046,0,0,0,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,2,13,12,4,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,7,10,3,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,4,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27559324853908623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069088302543713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921673691620432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461289865194513,0.0,0.0,0.36708883333516606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469793471644275,0.25690579644227823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222548572991764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862645121036766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576352946786893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204281895186022,0.2060526913026019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099011548059733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748413526015925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278146806036075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678770541687128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,treeinfebruary,2020/03/19,"I just want friends lmfao Fuck a romantic relationship! When you’re not ready, those things just end in pain and can ruin you, and I’m NOT trying to repeat being 15 again. I literally just want friends but like, I’m probably never going to have the type of deep bond friendships that I crave. I really fucking hate this life.",5.808333333333334,6.493359317460321,6.285833333333333,78.04875,66.93650793650794,9.474603174603176,28.448412698412696,9.516144504307137,2.3977650793650795,259,8,49,5,4,84,49,63,0.19399999999999998,0.57,0.237,-0.1038,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,10,0,8,0,1,0,2,4,2,2,0,6,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258990372814107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39410276249537707,0.4715801491649039,0.0,0.0,0.14495107504609425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518095624504966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014970872066768,0.12460478970157506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671066659648806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139171113017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498757349683284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339187927432086,0.0,0.0,0.2738287837184761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694442171127461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316254546087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087078243917337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBlueking209,2020/03/19,That Horrible Feeling I wish I never had to experience this feeling of losing someone. That feeling of doing all you can and that never being enough. Just trying to do everything you can to keep that person interested in you and nothing works till eventually they leave and while they move on with their life as if it never happened you are just stuck thinking about then missing them.,5.4637619047619035,7.954477185714289,5.6485714285714295,75.34476190476191,70.0,7.523809523809526,30.23809523809524,8.344100000000001,2.5775238095238104,313,13,49,5,6,99,51,70,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.127,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,17,16,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,10,1,11,13,2,9,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244905652581442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952618083710648,0.2125247219220304,0.0,0.0,0.3295638208920102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212478922833934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931131720378005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004995014681026,0.0,0.0,0.15345915101621752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430615156074489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091598823138615,0.0,0.0,0.5026994288156968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846953000113855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897055092928544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840860775735304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921323876209826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750718945339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498415142817931,0.0,0.0,0.15816991645097586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sellm3candii__,2020/03/19,"Lonely hours As my days go by in my isolated life, I realize I’m craving human touch. It’s been a while since I’ve been in a relationship. I’ve never been in a real relationship. I’ve realized most of the “relationships” I’ve had were based off lust and nothing beneficial besides the sex. Any-who, I just want to be phuckin loved and doted on. I’m not desperate or anything. I know when to leave or when I’m not wanted. I just want my soulmate to come and get me or let’s unexpectedly bump into each other like those shoujo mangas lol. Then I wonder, should I be in a relationship? I’m currently an unemployed, college dropout. I know how to hold a conversation, I’m aware on what’s going on in the world, however, I feel like it’s a mental strain where I keep questioning my self worth and if I’m worthy of being in someone’s presence due to my social standing. This type of mindset sucks! I just need a hug, something intimate, could be sexual, maybe, maybe not. My life sucks but I promised to remain optimistic which is taking its toll on me.",2.622315789473685,4.649665552380952,4.622431077694234,81.608007518797,76.80952380952381,7.8496240601503775,25.814536340852126,8.6894789155246,2.00804761904762,826,31,163,18,19,283,126,210,0.062,0.8029999999999999,0.135,0.9189,4,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,1,11,1,13,6,0,1,1,37,36,15,0,7,11,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,5,2,19,5,23,24,2,27,0,1,0,4,10,14,2,7,11,98,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544716984260688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084788740669918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201058932970702,0.0,0.0,0.09047579936832134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093511778310099,0.10022359757830328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329602255456846,0.0,0.15946070612145713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381579332349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469668758141644,0.0,0.0,0.15420003569487742,0.0,0.0,0.1485474370228979,0.0,0.14345659324792642,0.1981827299386183,0.1370777536186629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661769947579393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818814293763267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137987859486098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104023665860592,0.10820072147489644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461256722409526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571575239837304,0.0,0.0,0.15968136040894432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024781974779087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635364079755458,0.0,0.0,0.11604979340846527,0.0,0.0,0.14300854941400334,0.11886772849850785,0.10800252004173133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548103488544397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482410051312619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213911803247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,--charlene--,2020/03/19,life is shit but have you ever had someone who was your happiness and they were the only person you’d emotionally connect with and you know that you’ll never find someone like them again? it’s currently 2AM and i miss my brother :( he recently moved out to california. first and last person i’ll ever trust. i didn’t feel lonely around him and the void wasn’t even there when he was still living with me. i frfr miss my best friend but **IF ANYONE NEEDS SOMEONE MY MESSAGES ARE OPEN**,0.6266447368421062,3.0449449999999985,2.0035197368421045,91.27370065789472,99.0,4.480263157894737,17.516447368421055,6.322622252153567,0.09080263157894786,385,11,74,5,16,123,70,95,0.141,0.6859999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.8217,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,2,2,8,9,1,0,2,0,11,2,1,0,3,20,16,9,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,1,15,5,5,8,1,14,0,3,0,0,16,3,1,1,11,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311710719936907,0.0,0.0,0.16699968681416766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686980834425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101958581168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390499858878135,0.3393815755050113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948538755538886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145880552360265,0.15956855931815947,0.0,0.0,0.14493574787531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996988015232361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309753090796712,0.1529152966059536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250418544456125,0.09164964117426777,0.0,0.16565018331988945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938423172621486,0.0,0.1390996189837938,0.14468514454297313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426747621462082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276021510185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522783500579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256399182887224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768469445915389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498139361945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsgotelecrolytes,2020/03/19,"Battle isolation with conversation Hey there, I’m a recently out of work bartender with a degree in Psychology looking to do what I love; help others, have great conversation, and get paid. I’m offering genuine text conversations (for now) to those who may feel extra isolated during these trying times. I know things are scary and uncertain and it’s okay to not be okay. I am not a professional therapist, nor do I claim to be, but I’ve helped my fair share of people get through their dark times. Let’s put your mind at ease and talk about something else for a change! Or you can vent about how frustrating this all is! I’m here to help, employed or not (Nothing sexual, please). I don’t want to violate the rules so I won’t post my Snapchat here, so feel free to send me a PM and I can provide additional info :) Stay safe and healthy out there...",2.491304812834226,4.955297260606066,3.6425668449197883,86.23443850267384,79.42424242424242,7.518716577540108,24.25133689839572,8.4952907291091,1.7180053475935826,668,24,135,15,17,216,114,165,0.094,0.6829999999999999,0.223,0.9739,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,10,11,3,1,6,2,14,1,0,1,1,28,26,13,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,1,3,13,8,20,20,2,12,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,4,4,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969666936507214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655922649493217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200457895264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071296541368796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185447034620207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398599833865615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893974511916983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269936558273693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664597926198201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890657218475425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001516043605933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020305277033364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742484796718685,0.0,0.0,0.21759246121514025,0.0,0.0,0.18984557312203454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927173327931486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572411634688447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260394658864665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112823852155188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593264325123086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301554943588951,0.1316924491022591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311741787217821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458234275029832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691874434511815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431078232507125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TakeThisNight,2020/03/19,"Anyone wanna talk Im a 24 year old guy who's fucked up too many times and pushed a way too many people. The past weighs too much sometimes, especially towards this lonely time of night. If anyone wants to talk about the deep personal shit that ails you with an stranger who wont judge, or just be a little less lonely, I'm your guy.",3.5866176470588265,4.764849132352944,3.943411764705882,91.01335294117649,72.38235294117645,6.616470588235294,20.95294117647059,6.742157984588678,0.1806847058823529,263,5,57,2,5,82,56,68,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.9372,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,5,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,12,0,2,0,1,9,4,2,2,6,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279354697628199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846755782705252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39558906297348495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157758701855669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021273296621234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050520580834943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684712313275386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874619152635848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096152853592023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069422254432514,0.13848893967548218,0.17442336646553366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505152124555728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756847228535154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211202199208599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296417907752975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782405563519613,0.15856077134101193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863936230028658 lonely,avacadohedgehog,2020/03/19,WHY do i have no friends do i push everyone away? do i have an abrasive personality? am i that uninteresting? wtf,-0.1759090909090908,1.261484136363638,3.826000000000004,75.46900000000002,116.72727272727272,7.2145454545454575,27.127272727272725,7.554174236665415,2.7715890909090906,89,5,18,3,5,33,16,22,0.265,0.609,0.126,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715779931598058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796138303068304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877884220342995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382642759321402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529120602540914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VenisXz009,2020/03/19,20 years old I've always had social anxiety even as a kid and never had friends in my life. every time I go to uni I see people are grouped together and having a good time but I'm always alone lol. it feels impossible to snap out of this. I'm just worried my whole life is gonna be boring like this. I mean I think at some point I'd end it because what is the point of living if it feels like you are in a permanent Solitary confinement. anyone else?,1.938125,3.4155398958333367,3.84,88.905,77.125,6.883333333333333,22.416666666666664,7.645422480735847,0.8333791666666666,354,10,78,5,8,120,69,96,0.115,0.7609999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.4162,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,0,1,13,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,4,9,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,8,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925650688105822,0.0,0.0,0.30941355297110623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223421444113574,0.0,0.0,0.13000500089776085,0.1905049445643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333982637622808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531877149801115,0.0,0.16467679396542032,0.0,0.0,0.12280352068439587,0.0,0.15665214242325873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802130666634367,0.13282681670519242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436473129803701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566702101831453,0.1559473694945737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626525267477547,0.1816698072531304,0.0,0.16417760336861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252981864531647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339893743573753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950998898008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889888646729236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35152362846827234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816033897574366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952991949274686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191349902416032,0.0,0.0,0.21683192419716915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075816851280448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881864810118906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973137057171855 lonely,arrow_43,2020/03/19,"I'm addicted to being lonely? A little self introduction: I'm a 17 year old male who's struggled with loneliness since the age of 9. Ever since I became more aware of what's going on, I felt lonely. Anytime I've had ""friends"", they gradually lost interest in talking to me or I am just there when there's nobody else to hang out with. I've never had a girlfriend or any love life either. Anytime I've liked a girl I was either ignored or embarrassed by them when I made a move. I've never been hugged or had my first kiss. The weird thing is whenever I meet someone I know I could be friends with, I feel like a burden on them and isolate myself. The weird thing is I'm somewhat addicted to being alone and depressed. It's like I subconsciously want to feel that way even when I don't have to. I don't know if it's all in my head or it's because I can't feel any other emotion and being lonely and depressed is much better than being empty. Not looking for a solution, I just felt the need to vent. Anyone else relate?",2.7229913576805167,4.220127014218015,4.406038472260941,85.58018678561474,75.0663507109005,6.860440479509339,24.73403958739894,7.510576382923642,1.1738963479230555,804,26,164,10,17,271,118,211,0.19899999999999998,0.684,0.11699999999999999,-0.9149,0,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,9,22,0,2,11,0,19,7,1,1,4,36,36,13,0,4,11,0,5,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,12,0,1,9,6,21,10,20,21,6,20,0,6,1,3,13,6,0,7,13,109,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970360664089455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110005922346866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852911568411412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525981757400173,0.1395905245246437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304858359225223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049022582944563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877386134537743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346808151903297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276164414683441,0.15324786893507492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998300755399775,0.1232338292247078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066559968775381,0.09732747387327566,0.2616170542206981,0.0,0.0,0.11588280571439777,0.0,0.0,0.21051216084013386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742641495544361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981808403401302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974417510433005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622795896527957,0.19967500378597355,0.13654489135341102,0.0,0.0,0.1144044549885154,0.0,0.14871837229242413,0.0,0.12295887530874673,0.12891039095919304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479797452814358,0.1001495967646906,0.10101773300782886,0.2101481716257474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295742304370182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212451453714728,0.0,0.0,0.2253926921179805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154328523357523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424241031562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950184059441637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810191233393721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803558926406601,0.10813829357858704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877319213859838 lonely,sproks_,2020/03/19,"I need someone who loves me I cling to people who dont want me I feel afraid of being alone I feel like my like is a comedy and i am the punchline I feel unable to be loved I feel like nothing matters and everyone is pretending to like me Everyone thinks im a joke Everyone thinks i am disposable Everyone thinks they can leave and come back and i will be fine with it I wanna go home Not to a place where i live But to a place where i feel like i can be myself I have started to forget true happiness I had a panic attack last night because i feel truly alone I will never be good enough I will never be talented enough I will never be smart enough I will never be 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lonely,hhhhh121212,2020/03/19,i hate feeling this way. i just want friends. the last time i’ve had a friend was when i was like 7. i can’t make irl or online friends. i’m so alone. i am in a ldr but he’s always super rude or just ignores me. i don’t know what to do 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lonely,Vernerza,2020/03/19,"I’m an introvert but not being in public and seeing people makes me lonely The heading pretty much sums this whole thing up but without school or even heading out to a public place to do something I feel so boxed in. I do enjoy a lot of me time and I’ve done some fun things for myself but this all comes in with what I feel like doing and I’ve just been wanting to feel in touch again. I have done Facetime but in groups and with like 5-6 people talking at once I can’t necessarily have a deep talk to feel something. Right now I’m typing out how deep my feelings are but my screen is just shining on a blank face. Not sure if I am asking for advice or just people to relate to this, but I just mainly wanted to write this out so as not to let loneliness build up.",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777778,5.8522222222222195,85.165,68.44444444444444,7.9407407407407415,26.024691358024693,6.42735559955562,0.8894765432098763,603,13,131,3,9,198,98,162,0.034,0.8290000000000001,0.136,0.9575,0,2,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,0,14,3,3,2,2,41,27,17,0,3,17,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,9,12,5,27,22,6,20,0,1,3,0,7,16,0,5,5,98,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814211632297458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417258711828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305902857224523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027960369054325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013060738625733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832684831252353,0.10830332680815367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111714102133608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502163838387306,0.0,0.1481285556197548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888520399803105,0.0,0.0,0.10119441687284056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144370727461526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144943470513695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153018021336471,0.0,0.15839010873265766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423206648332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946587831233702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342765693199847,0.12080585841119175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341872586533466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288154430343988,0.0,0.0,0.2437012521959188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143308454790448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839938850935665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788356392143443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925638693659242,0.0,0.14613733626849074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scarcrow76,2020/03/19,"I feel empty I just feel empty, like something is missing. I just lie to myself, telling myself something, someone amazing will fix everything. But as I scroll throughout my social media’s I see people with someone they love. And sometimes I want to feel that feeling, that someone is there listening and actually caring for me. But I quickly throw away that idea, that no one will like me and it’s silly to think about that. So I keep a mind set that no one will care, cause anyway I can’t tell people how I feel, cause if I do feel sad and depressed people punch that idea with “be a man” and I close up realizing that the person I do Like. Won’t like me back, but I will never know, the anxiety and nerves overcome me. And the thought of being rejected hits me harder then a Boulder. Or things won’t be the same. So I sit in the dark were it’s safe, listening to music and shutting everyone out, fearing rejection. Thanks for listening....",3.211195652173913,5.209704467391305,4.2221739130434806,85.27445652173917,74.97826086956522,6.773913043478261,26.71739130434783,7.645422480735847,1.5673108695652176,738,28,141,10,16,239,105,184,0.14400000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.152,-0.366,0,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,1,8,0,15,1,0,3,1,40,36,18,0,2,7,0,6,4,0,6,0,3,0,2,11,12,0,2,12,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,10,24,11,15,24,1,13,0,5,1,1,10,6,0,2,8,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12504467200055264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802558624889232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039031974981446,0.09853058138186302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612914400958476,0.26326703206498275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036548481240313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244180861829496,0.11516260314787112,0.0,0.0,0.14419141429341012,0.3887439928361009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893054930499633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389536837512655,0.0,0.0,0.07042155733871752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504079546497783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564998079993752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938333633420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882829504024754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365990020493116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665052630782088,0.11188557795255576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021097781852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062104320666654,0.3257139541035343,0.19729452392331545,0.12673223292716373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399735840001786,0.11797269617070165,0.0,0.0,0.08512951214807793,0.0821059637941216,0.0,0.10172763968389148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557939528740233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,t0byfl3nd3rs0n,2020/03/19,"i dont know what im doing wrong i try my best to be cool. im nice. im funny. but im still the second option. next in line behind someone with a fake personality. why dont people like me like they like other people? what is she doing that im not? i cant fucking do it anymore. im tired of being the person thats always nice knowing good and well im not happy and i feel so god damn lonely. even talking to my friends i feel lonely, like a background character in every tv show. idk what to do.",-1.8381604278074881,0.04573529090909112,1.7371657754010703,94.13280748663105,100.63636363636364,3.3155080213903747,14.652406417112301,5.0885558068054335,-0.9366631016042786,382,9,86,2,17,138,69,110,0.281,0.526,0.193,-0.9163,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,18,2,0,4,1,10,2,0,0,0,11,15,4,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,6,1,1,0,3,10,12,8,13,1,4,0,2,0,1,6,2,2,1,6,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838310887992755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534117314139244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147078152267456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897685770220426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015695877097501,0.0,0.08949448546852576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741551208255913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206489975336446,0.09819818927899156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909185266919642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307260195027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8031467917158948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675088669028827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207573872578856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129656123699324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472784137313336,0.18549348988387684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999941302557213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482700669567378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537518721318886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220836563210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211604833371653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550406081361004,0.0,0.09584655113440776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613431685237323,0.0,0.0 lonely,merreelele,2020/03/19,"Why can’t I find someone? M 15, (straight) and I just can’t seem to have a good, loving relationship with anyone. I don’t know why. I’m funny, I’m generally well liked by my peers and classmates and I’m moderately attractive, so I just don’t know what it is. I’m basically emotionally indestructible but after a long time, these things sort of wear down on you, ya know? It may have something to do with my standards- they’re not unreasonable, but I’m looking for someone with a good personality who’s also Christian. My religion is really important to me, which makes that probably my biggest standard, which really cuts down the women I would want to be with- I’m sorry, I’m rambling. I’m just confused on why it’s so hard to find someone with those traits. Anyone can pm me if you want to talk, I know I haven’t made the best case for myself but I’ll make sure you don’t regret it",1.9128333333333352,4.139221061111115,4.043333333333333,83.885,80.05555555555556,7.333333333333335,23.88888888888889,8.344100000000001,1.5948888888888892,701,25,144,15,18,240,102,180,0.077,0.746,0.177,0.9314,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,7,11,1,1,5,0,15,2,1,3,1,37,35,10,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,2,18,8,20,31,1,9,1,1,1,1,10,6,0,5,4,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521723531952613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148207144254715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119849287960682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206570022669095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336504519549825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168761835933475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906347193231055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31672081004184194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038807897996682,0.0,0.0,0.12750240546227068,0.12098724919053723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130033888004282,0.13632785188125007,0.19234321370044505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580128947833652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533790545420612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459708540241973,0.0,0.0,0.1546833159586057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116104935019415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662244605349188,0.11091646470777623,0.0,0.16128088062447932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578958335389196,0.0,0.0,0.11580253999854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571745167577504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401166289840675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699590878313184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295413009727833,0.0,0.3900175601518358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234719920475148,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mya-is-confused,2020/03/19,"Anyone else feel like only one particular person can make you feel less lonely? And, what if that one person seems out of reach? I know that you need to love and care for yourself, and if people don't want to fw you it's not your fault. But I still feel so lonely without him. He's my best friend and I don't even know if he feels the same way. Always called a 'close friend' but never really feeling like it. Maybe I'm overreacting, but it seems like every time it's a break, our friendship drifts. And now with coronavirus freeing everyone of their activities, he has more time. But he spends it talking to his other friends who have lots of time now too. Whenever I'm talking to him and his friends, I feel so out of place and so insecure. I guess he's too busy to talk now and it hurts and makes me feel so lonely and now I'm just trying to spend time with myself but my mood is declining quickly.",2.4432608695652185,4.251033108695655,3.4526086956521773,90.791847826087,76.6086956521739,6.556521739130435,21.28260869565217,7.413659706084162,0.5439956521739133,708,18,153,9,16,227,104,184,0.08900000000000001,0.72,0.191,0.9638,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,1,1,14,18,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,45,27,22,0,5,11,0,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,11,15,0,0,11,0,3,1,5,6,0,2,0,7,19,12,16,27,5,18,0,4,0,1,27,4,0,7,14,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053318063647844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448121365983358,0.12379592180190302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679472759589186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337227712286301,0.0,0.12318558852452155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093087365635603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980147223164957,0.0,0.10179733874035872,0.115450136821311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276369235788314,0.17262983122705686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733856161148536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309852209349182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293419324301353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280069155577542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708187026777106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271813281071726,0.10904613593513827,0.0,0.16129860107458605,0.0,0.12138145295886668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958762364873074,0.09318500202641286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637435730922292,0.09189020781441437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376242677558042,0.21099337601623705,0.12623276931736574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740135735755177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998274198131595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648821924304013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133527526069913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818079918445567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202987885130925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126366087913848,0.0959024961130696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646763049434755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,m0ss69,2020/03/19,alonely rant I've been single for longer than a year I've met so many nice people with intentions of dating and I feel terrible because I'm so emotionally unattached and I feel like that makes them think that they've done something wrong. :^( one guy I actually like really isn't into me because of distance but hes made me realize how much I miss loving someone and taking care of someone. I just want a qt bf to take care of. )):,1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,3.9133333333333375,84.22333333333336,80.72413793103449,7.085057471264367,24.60919540229885,8.167268648758528,1.7179333333333338,342,13,67,7,9,116,64,87,0.081,0.6609999999999999,0.258,0.958,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,4,0,16,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,9,6,9,14,2,3,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1891454468008064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007444644883564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363080998192842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952354417942477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983504860402626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180272747769097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600770146045304,0.1384687698234895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191743254103866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893864156982996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749348208199721,0.18340210161856305,0.12937983375347875,0.1965083423907964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248383226694447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134097954809296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437399678378262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124169393664896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32845494543421017,0.1492161172555315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914648744051455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241953692099838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143231315805866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191744158346434,0.0,0.12481708139662215 lonely,Andy-Matter,2020/03/19,"I’m new here I’m lonely as hell, and I just accidentally killed off what little of a social life I had in the first place. I just wish that somebody would appreciate me or even acknowledge my existence without disgust.",3.5571428571428565,6.0207354285714345,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,75.66666666666667,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3936952380952383,176,7,32,4,4,59,36,42,0.272,0.563,0.166,-0.7546,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199491547127505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730133863024731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551011557121808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267076704962996,0.0,0.3216921004016247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099908160168133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353409970114124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271842618047013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690948849971643,0.30939962373271274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280049294250239,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Trinnyscorpion,2020/03/19,"Transgender female Hi everyone. I'm trans, or, I have identified as female my whole life, but was born with male biology . I love yoga, been a stay at home parent for my son who is by far the best thing in my life. I'm a writer who doesn't write :) I'm open minded, sensitive and very left leaning politically. Just love to make a friend and have an ongoing chat. Be lovley to have a boy or girlfriend. So scared by the virus and how much inequality there is in the world... I wanna cry 😔. Anyway drop me a line if you'd like to.",0.3059774170783349,2.5715342201834908,2.835963302752294,89.6640649258998,87.53211009174312,6.289625970359915,17.55892731122089,7.61054688173877,0.4369994354269582,406,10,90,8,13,140,80,109,0.11199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.9279,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,9,0,10,4,0,2,0,15,16,10,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,5,12,12,3,10,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,3,2,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923482034164034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040844737214163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782997814302668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612491166447347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866711620541716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247684243159872,0.0,0.3220363271133418,0.11137200582001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41149396720243664,0.0,0.15216816417012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301792961390481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758023681880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312774959342643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282323685869373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297996946289965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144957412668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809469842762008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545143741138793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_jess_we_can_,2020/03/19,Even more lonely with this Social Distancing thing Message me? Let's keep each other company. Also down to arrange video chats so we can interact with other humans visually while locked in our houses.,6.473047619047617,9.214445257142854,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,67.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,28.809523809523807,9.725611199111238,3.4550952380952387,164,6,22,4,3,52,33,35,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4201,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342731354495915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760839728721062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823139829858762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715361459831542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274316407675834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260966856655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769953514484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilikenoodles12345,2020/03/19,"OMGGGGGGG WTF HELP ME SOMEONE TELL ME IM REAL RIGHT?? RIGHT ? so little story about me. i have NO friends at all, no one to talk to at all.. SO i spend all my time in a corner and watch whatever youtube recommends me, talk to myself, sometimes stare at nothing.. and it just gets so boring. i never go out, ever, i never had one friend in my life AT ALL i don't know how to communicate whatsoever, i have to eat so i don't feel lonely anymore. food is my best friend it's all i have. i want a friend so bad so so so so so so so so so bad a real friend that won't ignore me won't stop eventually talking to me i don't wanna talk for 1 day then that's it I WANT A FRIEND so badddddddddddd like.. i'm going insane literally i always just wanna scream. i can't i cANT i just canttttttttttttt............................ YET WHEN SOMEONE TALKS TO ME I PUSH THEM AWAY WTH??????????????????????? this is horrible i'm horrible everythings horrible i'm idk what to do guys idk will i be like this forever idk idk sometimes i think, how was i even BORN?? how was i conceived in the first place how could someone make friend, even get in a relationship then BOOM make me that seems so. foreign to me????????? friendships and relationships are so otherworldly to me???????? how did my parents. even ???????????????? being an ugly girl doesn't help................. only time i go out is when i go to walmart or fucking dollar store or something and people look me in the eye and im like WHAT did i do something wrong ????? also the other day i was at walmart and i swear this one girl was LAUGHING AT ME idk if it was my anxiety or whatever but. IDK IDK IDK ANYTHING ANYMORE i'm just going insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffff what the heeeeeeeckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk what . ? AM I AN ALIEN ??? all i have is my parents and my siblings but idk im to scared TO EVEN TALK TO MY FAMILY WOWWWWWWWWWW GUISE WTF IS WRONG WITH ME........................... OMG WTH IDEK WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE I'M JUSST gonna die YEA GUYS then maybe my life won't seem so bad huh????????? i won';t have to deal with these stupid feelings anymore rite like the feeling that i'm drowning everyday,, like i feel so hOPELESS AND DISGUSTING AND WROng and MESSED UP and insaNE OMG I CANT TAKE IT. IDK NOBODY'S GONNA READ THIS IDK WHY IM EVEN TYPING THIS WHY WHY WHY IDK NOBODY WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND NO ONES GONNA READ THIS CUZ.. IDK .. EVERYTHINGS FAKE.. NOT REAL JUST AN ILLUSION.. JUST TO FUCK W MY HEAD RIGHt. EVERYTHING I READ EVERYTHING I TYPE IT'S NOT REAL RIGHT?? IM AN ALIEN??????????? GUYS ?????????? IDK ANYMORE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA WTF cant wait til i can buy a gun and finally shoot myself :')",-1.2927420275769883,-2.1457220138613806,0.4091732976978689,97.64719978132786,146.36633663366337,3.298669744275041,15.375387231974733,5.4106910657720935,-0.4620966409524389,1993,62,416,26,163,633,210,505,0.262,0.6609999999999999,0.077,-0.9986,2,2,2,2,0,1,212.0,0,0,1,2,42,33,4,1,15,2,39,8,2,8,9,68,73,50,2,7,14,2,4,5,8,7,2,3,0,5,23,16,2,3,8,3,4,6,18,18,0,5,8,11,60,15,40,54,7,47,1,2,4,2,29,22,2,6,24,258,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451477124150743,0.046975778928420274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318856074328623,0.0,0.2799451006115453,0.0,0.0,0.04645834346397296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053042117230666055,0.0,0.14141479708377871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924691783473375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507539195439879,0.0,0.0,0.07281868872076397,0.058203488931953686,0.0,0.0,0.05859224553095713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577684154189512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644273930174515,0.05106753668243488,0.0,0.0,0.20295546384301275,0.0,0.0532215386392854,0.0,0.11418306988790072,0.0,0.0,0.061844609843450624,0.0,0.04802130607248049,0.06826662213978538,0.0,0.34894111668638383,0.10438502309322384,0.05899168935930942,0.0,0.1604257658307751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770046367510658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793997622402172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568231494441532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049099589021801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031026651542156763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975285447593627,0.13790735120592326,0.05658358010830476,0.0,0.0,0.047408684275377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536941910692765,0.0,0.056717476400395525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708444370154174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054170898179576786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302374483393502,0.04293720800086022,0.0,0.0,0.1253750516788167,0.0,0.0,0.039139368891009836,0.0,0.05898433360441389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694133441153806,0.25703640883660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122488176255827,0.0,0.19285190515659564,0.0,0.04489594751708785,0.056522141591206075,0.0,0.0,0.10279054725970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435045423346845,0.08692492293945481,0.11167253263877233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047199607618470335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244776337370813,0.2722623794065304,0.049344889889419784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036174620733253206,0.0,0.0,0.06583970506722682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998973460670642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037704468286252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517678536987447,0.0,0.0 lonely,fagg_bot,2020/03/19,"Title I just want a sweet boy to sit in my lap and tell me he loves me while i hold him and watch him play video games. I really think thats reasonable, but im too weak to work up the courage to ask someone to be with me.",7.020000000000002,2.6384138431372577,7.543235294117648,86.39955882352943,67.43137254901961,11.768627450980391,31.382352941176467,8.841846274778883,1.8968352941176456,170,3,47,2,2,57,41,51,0.071,0.718,0.212,0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,7,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,1,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35101718193132475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055759786838067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887963284129113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405380377562981,0.3860494520854033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813760917330103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281805238832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058835697314104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214640897318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27334929249472845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DayDream337,2020/03/19,"Hello Everyone! 37/F With everything going on in the world right now, uncertain of what's going to happen in the next couple weeks, I just wanted to pass on something nice. Your amazing! You deserve to happy, you deserve to be loved! May tomorrow bring good things for us all! And if not then may we have the strength to face them.",2.2758035714285683,4.849981937500001,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,81.1875,6.1571428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.447530270364453,1.1833732142857143,260,9,49,4,7,83,52,64,0.027999999999999997,0.695,0.276,0.9651,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,3,1,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,12,7,1,15,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,4,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684780306633497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649898469869316,0.2492361141275345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152131505069425,0.2326017199024417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452319595639817,0.2952108514920574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502909019561637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949315222419184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368286053165871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349343943775734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423818345019669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33358018139336826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356972033146738,0.0,0.22244828728395966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RomeoEchoEchoEcho,2020/03/19,"Does anyone else just feel completely unwanted? I'm clearly the disposable friend in my ""friend"" group. They've never invited me to anything, they don't talk to me outside of school, and half the time I try to talk in school they outright ignore me. I've never had a girlfriend, and it isn't for lack of trying. Every time I've asked a girl out I've been rejected. I'm starting to feel like my parents don't even want me around, as my sister is clearly the favorite child. She gets better grades, has more friends, and doesn't cause trouble. Speaking of my sister, she's the only person I know that actually seems to care about me. She's probably my only real friend. I'm just so sick of existing just to be unwanted and hated by everyone I interact with. I really wish someone cared about me that wasn't pretty much obligated to.",5.008143015521063,5.913351067073172,5.9818625277161885,78.73032150776056,68.8170731707317,9.134368070953435,30.152993348115306,9.339509955726095,2.656336585365853,661,25,124,13,11,219,97,164,0.12300000000000001,0.672,0.205,0.9339,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,8,12,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,4,26,25,6,0,5,3,3,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,3,20,8,21,21,3,9,0,1,0,0,22,4,0,1,6,75,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.13396884108818632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599177827874407,0.14066311505975615,0.11297257973471785,0.1222113737856495,0.12834149122533792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141605282406664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799392477573875,0.14102791673649334,0.0,0.0,0.1439390824583662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201376697782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468270430526792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067442212208564,0.0,0.11566722524935336,0.13118021694888354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882927161693726,0.09807532210751917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42425940302998105,0.0,0.07172493499470514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553898222642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544739230673941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706975784531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009191297251185,0.0,0.21176291546759865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882049564358396,0.0,0.0,0.15243702171078485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198706108223434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966662008873193,0.14801477542776406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562586180808218,0.08794729161747912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778763555520777,0.0,0.1249776943217641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631981930774403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716993051951917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220686469303555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601021641287231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641289824819085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809733340478071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786918913095496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,future_alchoholic,2020/03/19,"From lonely to lonelier My university has closed for the rest of the semester and we all have to do online classes from home. I've only been home a few days and I already can't stand it. My family is driving me crazy. I can't see any of my high school friends because of the social distancing the governor has ordered. I was already lonely at college, but being at home is worse. I don't want to see my family and none of my high school friends who also have to do school online can see me or want to see me. Most of them ignore me now. Feeling alone while around people is literally the worst. I really don't know how I'm gonna make it to August when next semester starts.",3.5467625899280537,4.574792633093531,5.111575539568347,83.17254316546766,72.30935251798562,8.437697841726619,26.130215827338127,8.841846274778883,1.8396555395683456,532,17,110,10,10,180,82,139,0.174,0.772,0.054000000000000006,-0.9389,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,2,1,17,29,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,5,16,2,17,25,6,16,0,2,4,0,6,6,0,2,7,75,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960121357011435,0.29748700631691305,0.10779106963436796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166144401777604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999118214338368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821663939658302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692804049981584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25413498361879194,0.0,0.06815359283432454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827598008308865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482489598924265,0.4056144070452655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740767533503034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997300049851632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335010280122448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025134459743025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344602886606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634956927985518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092423400485196,0.42963894234252104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374008636792777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954046621902606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590046126398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736195877658927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlueEdges,2020/03/19,"a girl from one of my classes so I think she was being friendly and so I was friendly back and we talked just before an exam we were having in that class about the test and stuff it wasn't anything major I don't know her name, I just thought she's cute. i don't know why I'm thinking about this now, the class was like a 1st/2nd year course that I didn't take I'm in my last year and she was in the same year, I just overheard her talking on the exam day to the person on the other side of her that she was in the same year. I have this thing where I don't want to open up to girls because I find that my personality might be a turn off or it maybe might not work out. she was really cute, but I didn't talk to her again. I think a major part of me is the fearing rejection and so i just avoid the whole idea of dating a bit and don't take it personally. also with schools getting closed and some classes were cancelled so I didn't see her again. lol",1.9173076923076915,2.95502611538462,3.208846153846157,95.21115384615385,76.30769230769229,5.9692307692307685,21.653846153846153,5.985473137389443,-0.05240961538461608,744,18,181,4,16,242,106,208,0.084,0.847,0.069,-0.7165,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,16,8,0,2,15,1,23,0,0,0,0,36,37,14,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,12,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,13,1,30,5,21,20,8,24,0,1,1,0,23,13,0,4,12,131,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908523748961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225196491793148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488914854952996,0.0,0.08315290524374193,0.0,0.11607295802461952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892194612213785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797172135497784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349665516306674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467422266270245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107765961300279,0.0,0.07126742529623149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539877589837218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993227656220132,0.11119053162282444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664194198614383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703993075146878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894141569603013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924334293689883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771631273089927,0.0,0.0,0.3573179872226713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738630485781937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805193697532586,0.10869932504426956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615425150453935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512332079877688,0.32891817467958473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062325544434872,0.2622137567572256,0.0,0.10829252563773922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837247390235206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045683186279495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230867877718018,0.1522943941743051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930647489032376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513685040880436 lonely,charlene-r6,2020/03/19,"did anyone ever meet a person that’s no longer in your life and your wish they were here? my 15f brother 26m recently moved to california and he’s living his best life there. i know he’s super happy but i miss him. i feel so trapped at this house i exist in and people always tell me that i can call or text him but it’s not the same. it’s not the same as hugging him or laughing with him. he works from Sunday to Thursday at 5:30AM-8PM. he also stopped responding to my messages so i’m feeling really sad lol. i just miss my best friend tbh. my only friend. i also miss someone else but they’re not coming back into my life so there’s nothing i can do about it. i don’t live with my biological parents anymore but my brother and i would go for drives and we’d just vibe. i miss blasting music with windows rolled down. the wind blowing in my face and just looking at the moon.",0.2836956521739147,2.6141386739130468,2.1517391304347844,93.88456521739131,88.8913043478261,4.286956521739131,19.95652173913044,5.7926816847441245,-0.0910413043478262,692,22,148,5,23,228,111,184,0.11,0.703,0.188,0.9568,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,1,4,14,13,0,0,5,1,8,5,1,0,1,32,20,18,0,2,12,3,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,3,29,8,18,16,4,18,0,5,1,1,24,8,0,2,6,98,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656255890941354,0.13347548971954462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908542764410422,0.11216367863781898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334679271454092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366846299415113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379840966470333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818058443509873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400349719180546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510168054573708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622180783227841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786755800243895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116573751985588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076137183271042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850937101275199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815814454630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399108503531465,0.0,0.0,0.28329316282604705,0.0,0.13470553325486084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049238489004098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539194735670933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200042225670225,0.0,0.0,0.17811834953224087,0.0,0.0,0.1112093625525994,0.14006541926282462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276392344149148,0.0,0.15838732614283127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591641978083868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411146946696384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020700653379886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844656835617607,0.0,0.0,0.11678171996719312,0.0,0.0,0.11395195889035735,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cutieeeessverycute,2020/03/19,"I can go almost wherever I want but I have no one to hangout with I see people losing it for being self-quarantined and having online school about not being able to see their friends. “I’m gonna die! Nooo I miss my friends.” I wish I could say that. I’m so alone. I’ll probably die from suicide and being left alone with my thoughts. I wish I had good friends. I like having alone time, but the longer it is, it soon turns into isolation and it gets bad very fast. I wish I had friends irl. I love having alone time but sometimes there can be too much alone time.",0.8158488063660485,3.0848865,1.9279310344827607,97.13324933687004,84.86206896551724,4.948541114058355,19.26790450928382,6.297961479604792,-0.13668222811671127,438,12,98,4,13,138,71,116,0.306,0.446,0.248,-0.8911,0,8,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,0,0,17,29,7,3,5,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,16,7,8,20,1,8,0,2,2,1,7,2,0,1,6,58,21,1,0.1141803632041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433514042967155,0.5912821064183659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533583395851504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116372907780693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370023805027948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528618614995824,0.0,0.05965452715347287,0.0,0.06489133169642583,0.09576907140500814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405729870855192,0.0,0.0,0.05578275798863186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773862021965748,0.0,0.0,0.103052235690765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393570471602882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737156911816351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915828719728228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310574335860418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908008076841542,0.0,0.1155566233612705,0.18197393298451148,0.0,0.11911502063386062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292729879323996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489478512249533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064645431376732,0.19973846399550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241954474494512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421075757842456,0.06734653652901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39390534813609207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RYZUZAKII,2020/03/19,"why am i never good enough every time i try dating ivjust get tossed to the wayside. i tried seeing someone recently and really thought i felt a connection, and now shes saying shes unsure and needs space why am i so unloveable ive tried working on myself, focusing on myself, being myself, but none of it ever matters. im truly unlovable as a person. im going to die alone and a virgin and ive just resigned to it at this point theres more to life than relationships but im so fucking lonely i cant focus or care about anything. and whenever i meet someone i like something either goes wrong or they use me and toss me i really wish someone would just put a bullet in the back of my head already. im so fucking alone and out of place in the world and the only place i belong is in a coffin 6 feet under",2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,76.08333333333334,6.466666666666668,23.904761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.0681261904761905,637,20,124,7,14,220,105,168,0.19,0.74,0.071,-0.9664,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,10,10,2,0,9,0,10,6,2,1,2,26,21,17,2,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,3,21,3,18,17,4,22,0,2,1,3,7,13,2,2,8,84,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245640906946436,0.13086379438916002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758706462009813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118614649581916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090743401961344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307466914527818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253215654388708,0.0,0.0,0.1072688053564067,0.09991473162197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386219613424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926369376188146,0.06195685610292938,0.0,0.06739577182297485,0.0994652184717858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170455901522212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123775949656548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376156340373864,0.05793565844273053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793081905946064,0.0914616686828044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019081997695094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103545666318672,0.2477965224692547,0.0,0.1121031236913816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921277188063988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519398432857073,0.0,0.11709043751275988,0.1273181466241938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430520773794107,0.0,0.0,0.094498551228137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30143535050818776,0.09129412974622893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094144897196321,0.06914908145558549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415385342631357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242116416876344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401279382412566,0.0,0.13636929241964146,0.0,0.0,0.0863328084225642,0.0,0.0,0.0842408609756802,0.1296563585974992,0.0,0.0 lonely,Midnight_Ghost5,2020/03/19,Anyone Wanna Talk? I’m lonely and cooped up at home don’t have many friends to talk to so if your interested in chatting DM me .-.,-0.43611111111111,1.8108934444444456,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.03703703703705,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2530666666666668,101,3,22,1,4,34,25,27,0.079,0.7290000000000001,0.192,0.552,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927695665122207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349187540086843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199971120764499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245030295420988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6730814150092818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahhhquestionmark,2020/03/20,Is this it? Is this all my life will be? Will I mean anything to anyone? Could anyone ever love me? I can't keep going like this. I just want to know if I even matter,-2.307207207207206,-0.575464918918918,0.5285135135135164,102.25691441441444,103.59459459459455,2.466666666666667,8.869369369369368,3.1291,-2.233122522522523,126,1,31,0,6,43,28,37,0.055999999999999994,0.743,0.201,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,10,13,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,9,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654648989547788,0.0,0.2739024703667003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657490622460801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984049825747096,0.3010766938710999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891630665031956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29584727647857395,0.0,0.0,0.18292250370902025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350977481224083,0.16261089552761376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004049447539518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625649818086944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632017151066788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ashkin40,2020/03/20,"I here for you guys I am here for you guys Message me if you need help I’ll love all of you guys and girls the same If you need a friend I’m here",-2.276666666666668,-0.7954097777777775,0.04777777777777814,110.75000000000004,91.22222222222223,3.6,11.777777777777779,3.1291,-2.189088888888889,112,1,35,0,4,37,22,36,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,0,2,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152451920377056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8275715708447867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673929365234312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144682020218684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131558244180716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheLostWonderer,2020/03/20,"A new low Its official. My mind has decided to try and keep me from being so lonely in the only way it knew how. Last night I dreamt that I went on a date of some sort with a girl. I remember everything from the touch of her skin as we held hands to her smell as she laid her head on my shoulder. It was the closest that I've come to lucid dreaming, and it wasn't just a memory since I haven't been on a date in more than a decade. I woke up feeling better than I have in a while but the rest of the day felt lonelier than usual",3.392014652014652,2.9833677863247883,4.947374847374848,89.3623076923077,71.991452991453,8.736996336996338,24.40659340659341,8.418075326091056,1.0868080586080588,409,9,101,6,7,139,78,117,0.064,0.9059999999999999,0.03,-0.5529999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,12,0,7,4,4,1,0,18,15,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,6,14,1,21,6,3,20,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,2,8,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854311502246674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225977910899808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166653414624542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322427227153658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306601287624212,0.0,0.2481146337929269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652037560858921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296871530608322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106390722319688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609209715906681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957450094706934,0.0,0.2425007779876544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965328531313462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927287573238294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137598614548968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754437879303345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460269175985,0.0,0.0,0.2051142513638196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395491509967082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sonmi467,2020/03/20,"What does love feel like? I'm turning 20 this year and I've never fallen in love, I don't even feel attracted to anyone and I don't really get love. If love is supposed to be the greatest feeling and the most meaningful thing in life then why is it so dependant on how people look and sexual attraction? It just seems so shallow and cliche... Is that all there is to life? Why does it matter so much who you sleep with anyway? Love seems to me like some kind of addiction that ruins your life in the end. I'm trying to devote my life to art. It seems more meaningful. But I'm so lonely that I feel like I can't take it any more and don't know what to do about it. I never knew how to talk to people and have some mild social anxiety. I don't even have friends. There's noone who would care about how I feel. Why can't we just be happy alone?",0.8297641216635618,2.8052913463687155,2.5274394785847316,94.65423805090008,82.46368715083798,5.988950962135321,17.207014276846678,7.1686216300943375,-0.05592017380509029,657,13,151,9,18,216,94,179,0.071,0.66,0.26899999999999996,0.9913,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,0,16,17,0,0,3,0,16,11,1,4,3,37,39,17,0,2,4,0,5,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,12,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,6,12,15,17,35,8,11,0,2,1,5,13,4,0,8,9,97,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220740177135609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597683296355064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614979633904304,0.0,0.08566389445308854,0.0,0.0,0.07829856352803531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417040796386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598776349214325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918046478869512,0.0,0.0,0.14792260604398302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831006138797789,0.15999613667472912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651496621941718,0.0,0.05850458737121545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920409782342642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166092587336326,0.061540920956789376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163772994783661,0.16412235890281232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940344493085956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053286661093298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231770503334834,0.0,0.1727307524345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526476029471162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173683750116201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058253773575593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206021779800804,0.11414884303978998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419453343279734,0.09000475794065213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439410283127249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602662653851049,0.12180137456660092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031318319486877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954691572778293,0.0,0.0,0.07211102850098061 lonely,TheAvocadoxLlama,2020/03/20,"People are desperate I have seen a lot of people complaining about the quarantine and how lonely and desperate they feel. It just makes me realize that this is temporal for them, but for most of us this is normal. Once this is over most of the people are going to keep going with their life, but for most of us this is going to keep going to be like this. I don’t know, I feel weird about everything that’s happening right now and how emotionally stronger we are compared to them because life has force us to go through this without asking for this. I’m drunk and I just want to rant about this. Hope you are having a great day and stay safe :)",5.299609374999998,5.731585992187501,5.492187500000004,84.18406250000002,67.984375,9.2125,26.9375,9.188382445141503,1.89691875,509,14,105,9,8,161,74,128,0.10099999999999999,0.725,0.174,0.9408,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,1,4,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,3,0,29,30,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,1,3,4,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,3,14,4,21,28,4,10,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,5,3,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389524126215792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060570256174992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585641771108347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719286748014814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335823540676799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030729384155295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223596851644572,0.0,0.0,0.1638691402869567,0.0,0.0,0.1314362590102978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762676642003755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642248613539826,0.0,0.0,0.08168517512876212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099687062921996,0.07261490089894812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636302671690394,0.0,0.0,0.09921412548720193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456294336973046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582900022518173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309131605576003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693233771317308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584237104563895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363639943212424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766798652978823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432775489691942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EquivalentKnowledge1,2020/03/20,I really just want to talk to someone So much is happening in my life and I've been miserable and exhausted for weeks. I'm pretty autistic and have really bad anxiety. My gf cant seem to help me recently and that's upsetting her and I just dont fucking know man,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,78.0909090909091,10.21818181818182,27.363636363636363,10.355215969177356,3.3445636363636364,210,9,43,8,5,75,42,55,0.273,0.649,0.078,-0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,10,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,1,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283810109601375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230269281330826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607262986810465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25721058673481056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460296775208137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648549433108705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290284010279062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651553341336714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452425304425276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830505101130843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564706547573999,0.0,0.2747094114577797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532817083141145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357355262868212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362328834098552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641017982194164,0.0,0.2231718919623565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eat-my-ass-its-yummy,2020/03/20,Idk what to do I’ve been depressed for 5 years and it’s bc my parents split up leading to me moving away with my mom and me losing the love of my dad and idk what to do I’ve tried dying and it didn’t work and I just feel empty,-0.5916666666666686,0.7324779814814839,1.9516296296296325,100.30633333333336,84.0,4.32,16.355555555555554,3.1291,-1.1947955555555554,177,3,47,0,5,61,38,54,0.185,0.741,0.07400000000000001,-0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,6,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,8,4,0,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947082581040373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016806543468824,0.0,0.3255454254161869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860365021487013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35092241160839105,0.0,0.0,0.28310419361077804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673727055515737,0.0,0.3333871891096261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482992857287925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296492998159047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228359345107174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199660085973728 lonely,CoochieStanque,2020/03/20,Venting I moved from one side of Scotland to the other in my second year of high school and I was bullied by a lot of people. Before I moved I fell victim to homophobic bullying even though I’m straight but was a little bit flamboyant I guess. In my new school everyone made fun of my accent. I made friends with my group but there was this one kid who just wouldn’t stop bullying me. I couldn’t be allowed to be happy. I eventually got the bully out of my life but now my group for a year has been growing away from me and they haven’t made plans with me for at least 8 months. It was the last day of school today and the whole year goes into the woods to get shitfaced. My ‘friends’ didn’t even mention to me or ask if I wanted to go with them so I sit in my house the entire day. At dinner with my family my mum said ‘you’ve been self isolating for months!’ In a joking manner. Real funny mum. But hey onto university where I can be a loner there too!!,2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,4.242000000000001,88.39766666666668,74.25,7.133333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.7109833333333331,745,18,164,9,15,248,118,200,0.105,0.779,0.11599999999999999,0.5067,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,10,6,1,0,11,0,15,2,0,4,0,27,26,11,0,4,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,4,9,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,12,1,27,5,32,9,4,32,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,4,11,114,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376986860291204,0.0,0.12438786838002865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126569515188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445391997403163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076545849055896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174889058940276,0.0,0.0,0.12650747673297547,0.0,0.0,0.12480862546374095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045734784021417,0.0,0.06917003764792191,0.0,0.07524216636430511,0.0,0.10588702054706353,0.0,0.1458461518585893,0.0,0.0,0.1409351352555599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398807958671052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527640987642759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079182140574666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351330681563527,0.0,0.1326928728047351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255605367292916,0.0,0.37582123962039177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567507312481617,0.2814262624694857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278662791812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942625997231124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178484797129552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069256592927674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593635103084716,0.0,0.0,0.4019672790869059,0.0,0.0,0.138115091256699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068673134791383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007575018607345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125493373010481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808900161398602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781239724625178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557708436397219 lonely,hn_dg_03,2020/03/20,"I don't know what to say, I'm sorry Hey. I need to talk with someone. I tried to expose my feelings here, I really tried to, but it's hard. I'm surely annoying, but please, I need some support. You can send me a private message, if you want to help me. It's easier for me to talk privately, I don't feel at ease exposing my problems here. Sorry if I sound dumb, I feel like I'm an attention-seeker. Also, I'm french, sorry for my bad english. Thank you for reading this, and stay safe.",-0.17318770226536984,1.931015038834957,2.650703883495144,91.34621763754043,87.93203883495146,5.763430420711974,20.23381877022653,7.1686216300943375,0.5950847896440132,371,12,82,6,12,130,63,103,0.23199999999999998,0.529,0.239,0.5907,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,3,9,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,16,6,0,6,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,6,17,5,11,16,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,3,1,46,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871702309357728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448330278803842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631218952510034,0.12392086255645605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553873477949828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626752351703365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953298519074624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474448072199027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572388681150226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040853346158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597913833185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350834635102394,0.0,0.1111238179242914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794347167092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697328574892984,0.0,0.0,0.5825275249860177,0.0,0.18488677820218785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968419470458078,0.16348532159907528,0.0,0.0,0.27884341384731204,0.0,0.15969995666218895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553781569271684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231203103545053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThirstyWeirwoodRootz,2020/03/20,"I’m cursed My love life is cursed, women always seem to string me along. Recently, after 5 years I finally got a date and it went really well. She seemed eager for another and to watch tv shows together sometime. Buuuut now second date is cancelled because of corona virus, and she seems to have lost interest. Who else would fate roll out a pandemic for to keep them from being happy? My friend tells me to keep on the grind even though I never get tinder matches and if I do they don’t respond. I said “what, and risk the sky opening up and scorpions raining down on us”?. Oh well, guess I’ll die alone.",4.768340336134454,5.630718134453782,5.580997899159668,81.54359768907563,69.33613445378151,8.975210084033613,26.639705882352942,9.188382445141503,2.045881512605042,474,14,93,9,8,155,92,119,0.094,0.74,0.166,0.8872,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,5,9,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,18,20,8,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,9,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,2,1,4,2,13,7,16,14,0,16,0,1,1,1,12,7,0,5,8,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339000400667426,0.0,0.0,0.13930152940186624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554776041354872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020537788648509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374888931568092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985258374582174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057510624861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339341960846747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293433348377129,0.0,0.08746669812834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389595230584142,0.0,0.18442495871879305,0.0,0.0,0.17821489405312274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760980610285365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182491792162817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275172462408545,0.0,0.15109731349349925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911969180138755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724944132300797,0.0,0.16530073660660893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924867433306628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572211712492209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557633469436056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632686858129376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448301551104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137795201217412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104987036603603,0.15519408776282742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892582065155745,0.0,0.0,0.10780887183425668 lonely,Fishman05,2020/03/20,"This sucks Since the whole outbreak of coronavirus and school being canceled, I have lost all contact with the outside world. I can't be around my friends with the whole social distancing issue. And I just found out the girl I thought liked me, just thinks of me as a great friend. Any advice on how to feel better about myself and how to best deal with the situation?",7.102,7.2038684857142865,5.900714285714287,83.92678571428574,64.14285714285714,8.714285714285714,30.357142857142854,8.07648339933343,1.8851428571428568,294,9,57,3,4,87,53,70,0.059000000000000004,0.691,0.25,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,17,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,6,12,5,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476260518249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249615464749724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653734108447734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199020326859181,0.1853234028650885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602922132171146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595103544756597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297526471120559,0.32378418849176394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102145807518626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870803525094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237193076307004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287405026595421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206829982061784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733358054426494,0.2355346637512521,0.0,0.21360229406537654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426643818121048,0.0,0.1663534195784638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678936631005521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Potato_Tg,2020/03/20,It’s hard to open up but harder to realise it’s useless anyway. I guess i was just lying to myself all this time. Im just so damn lonely inside. And I don’t even know what to do or how to change it. Everyone got a life and busy with their stuff while im struggling to sleep every night and thinking of self harming. Im really afraid of dying but idk uf I’m actually living or killing my brain.,1.060147058823528,2.8586732941176467,3.26904411764706,90.54944852941178,80.76470588235293,5.661764705882352,20.036764705882355,6.6274283507984215,0.18914705882352967,310,8,68,3,8,106,62,85,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.9884,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,2,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,16,8,10,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,6,0,10,6,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1813685013361301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074765968388416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661084760686165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928890313224116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227560372712108,0.0,0.15659157104579696,0.17759323108054753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864590294641195,0.0,0.2047411743410391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649033741073088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022686389323347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562196319072087,0.0,0.10214151560350454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312754845428546,0.0,0.0,0.16411412218393254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441312670156606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906401777958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938881870913824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599007468191944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942968899419721,0.212760484697736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190889253084896,0.0,0.0,0.1083740418026884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jacob1988Denmark,2020/03/20,"What are you biggest challenges when it comes to meet people? Hey everyone, I am trying to help men and women in their 20's and 30s how to feel less lonely and meeting people and eventually making real friends. Something I used to struggle with for a long time. I used to feel not good enough and I was worried that other people would judge me. I am wondering if I may ask: What are you biggest challenges when it comes to meeting people?",4.936627450980389,6.183483858823532,5.344411764705885,81.97818627450984,69.23529411764707,7.0784313725490176,29.46078431372549,7.1686216300943375,1.736607843137255,348,13,63,3,6,111,56,85,0.109,0.794,0.09699999999999999,-0.267,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,6,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,20,16,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,4,9,13,2,9,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,4,45,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994224747274562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331607903551981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988826635510171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839223063124597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464672656712895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487090997692651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614425807748462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129014878277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033820377364642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848148790212224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337638963126639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908368568883632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818003863336038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122125088910506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223628058049696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068087158888078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324807872223136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873568856528704,0.0,0.19547216440181228,0.0,0.13673183663158212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,giraffesandkitties,2020/03/20,"Does anyone want to voicechat and mock my accent? Or it can be text too, but it seems like no one I meet wants to voicechat and I find it easier than type all the time. I'm not a native English speaker so yeah I have an accent. I just went through a very hard friendship heartbreak I kinda set myself into... Cause I'm stupid YAY. But I do believe I'm a nice person. I try to be. Idk. I have a huge heart and I love people easily, because yes friends can say I love you. I just want to have friends who care about saving a little time of their day for me, is that too much to ask? :(",-0.6521774193548389,1.4825606370967748,1.2308870967741932,100.04133064516131,91.82258064516128,3.745161290322581,16.620967741935484,5.148860815047168,-0.8854903225806448,445,11,105,2,16,145,84,124,0.134,0.499,0.368,0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,6,12,2,0,7,3,9,3,1,1,1,19,21,7,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,16,9,11,18,2,8,0,1,0,2,11,3,0,3,4,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360666078772741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192174032064565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862440372228923,0.0,0.0,0.2192439568265184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984044078413436,0.1999045188079661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549883806907644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029297194118356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785795071803634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300690011506484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432051101083576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059814616102145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507016751644597,0.19503711704041932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512624209818346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430510393478578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186382857895138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349089198080566,0.16991442070601598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475118671831115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715361910792798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694191916673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321184542260917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056274067082527,0.3443347052204224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803931841315744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sayshee,2020/03/20,"Carry on Joining all these rooms so I can read other people's msgs and pretend to be in the conversation. At least I've got you guys to listen to, rather than not having anyone at all.",6.166315789473683,5.232977210526316,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,66.3684210526316,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,1.4254842105263157,146,3,28,1,2,50,33,38,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36902764552412415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221042692069771,0.0,0.0,0.5225732795748181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36588786781451865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279108053608391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leafah,2020/03/20,"I feel like I'll never find my person. I (28F) will be 29 in 3 months. I realized I've only had one true relationship in my 20s which didn't even last a year. I ended up breaking up with him because I would always be willing to try new things that matched his interest but he would never go out of his comfort zone to do things with me to match my interests. All the other relationships I've had have just been ""things."" A couple dates, maybe sex, and we go our separate ways because we just don't work out. The times I've been ghosted have been the worse. I've just realized that I've never had anyone who will surprise me with flowers because I've had a bad day, or surprise me with a gift because they saw something that made them think of me or knew I've been wanting something for a while, I've never gotten thoughtful birthday/Christmas/Valentine's Day gifts, or come home to someone who's making my favorite meal. And I'm just incredibly sad about this realization. I'm trying to figure out what it is about me that makes me so undatable/unlovable/unworthy of thoughtfulness. I feel so lonely and I feel like I will never find my person who would do these things for me and who I would love to do these things for as well.",6.663582506203476,5.812017721774198,6.837903225806452,80.01627791563276,65.33064516129032,9.566253101736974,32.786600496277906,8.617729084823388,2.4315566997518605,977,34,197,12,13,315,131,248,0.078,0.764,0.158,0.9555,1,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,2,1,10,13,0,0,8,0,26,3,0,3,7,49,45,12,1,5,8,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,20,14,1,0,12,0,0,3,7,3,1,1,15,4,29,10,26,20,1,27,0,2,1,2,18,7,0,3,17,133,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090252716124439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584221394386517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056489555639058,0.2644803907857817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934341809656152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001598494891348,0.0,0.13990368210143506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606901698602524,0.0,0.0,0.07164102014914289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453158033599374,0.1549768052070569,0.0,0.0,0.1982726101637124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328788522811265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108800621626695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884145754411168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598238755190822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789514157129893,0.10263351011689023,0.14480430005187278,0.0,0.1089690562589594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657682863491717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182797899012,0.10475750442853864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349962532734189,0.08249356867040983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941731624494945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232904596592344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190321067114922,0.16700543499550172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603012117247236,0.06950087577946075,0.0,0.17222037772398874,0.06324761767339405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147283102410927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397628041402502,0.08609556270397514,0.0,0.0,0.09752430072415633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896481550934123,0.0,0.11053650641964648,0.308205613455014,0.0,0.0,0.06984879166174356 lonely,Onespee,2020/03/20,"Having a social problem :/ I don't know if you have the same problem, but I have big problems talking with people :/ Every time I talk with someone I like I have no clue what to say and eventually it gets really awkward, because nobody says anything. Do you have any suggestions what to do? Thanks in advance :)",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,78.3103448275862,5.935632183908046,28.63218390804597,7.1686216300943375,1.8904045977011497,242,11,41,3,6,79,44,58,0.23800000000000002,0.609,0.154,-0.4748,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121369970711326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829848761734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554973474731508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734946957290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617490172726468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220427090607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863477990082132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541577257394704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383108495275924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424507106432928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35366217495359903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266699282619529,0.1884064945894748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574521034528672,0.0,0.2047209386895887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966099715078086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,annhik_anomitro,2020/03/20,"It's hurting, it hurts so much, it's so fucking unbearable... I turned 30 very recently. I'm at a point in my life where half of it's already is in the past and I never had anyone as a friend, never had anyone who wanted to actually be with me. Never been loved, never wanted by anyone - this fucking list goes on and on. I want nothing anymore, I just want this fucking pain to stop. It's hurting for real, my heart is really aching. I can't take this anymore.",0.970105263157894,3.1187134315789504,3.3928947368421056,87.65776315789472,83.10526315789474,5.484210526315789,22.13157894736842,6.742157984588678,0.6881368421052629,356,12,72,4,10,123,61,95,0.214,0.727,0.059000000000000004,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,3,0,7,7,1,0,4,14,18,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,8,2,12,14,1,14,0,3,0,4,3,7,3,0,7,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.12912354796858738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601650530519902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244834501420583,0.2775600405247907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222877001340423,0.3669783355991929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567977913952363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249483459295017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934603098145141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194224080440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726915588850713,0.0,0.4082080392910051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696295223693455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407959723245829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263127643497185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508353767073646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060716360144286,0.08476647432070915,0.0,0.13064833226084574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106240016143059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948687459298296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439242856121112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917643327441036,0.3121789842524947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,michiganDude1992,2020/03/20,Trying to find female friend Macomb michigan Looking for a female friend to hang out with and hook up with. I'm new to Michigan so I'm looking for a female I can spend time with. It's a band about 3 years since I've dated or been with a woman. I'm 27 years old.,1.0174137931034473,2.4308003965517244,2.971931034482761,94.41617241379312,79.51724137931033,4.64,18.49655172413793,3.1291,-0.6908248275862072,205,4,47,0,5,69,37,58,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,12,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,6,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728414008651237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612708267151962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013623661630588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883119785008809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31324598279393384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469384025462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406911214960008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026751347671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844735215820384 lonely,CoolSpideyOutfit,2020/03/20,"Less than one week out of potential months of working from home... So the usual to begin with: I feel empty everyday, do nothing at weekends, have no friends or anyone checking up on me and I feel a ""block"" when I try to do something new - meaning I give up very easily. I've started a new job (a promotion, woo hoo....) and I've just been told to read stuff. Now that I'm not going into the office and not having some social interactions, no matter how insignificant/fake it feels, my ""work"" day is merging into my ""personal"" day. I'm already at home so no need to travel and I just stay in my room to work, then I continue to stay in my room as my only source of entertainment is in this room - my Xbox and PC. Though, I feel I'm gaming now just to kill the time and I don't enjoy it (anhedonia). I feel increasingly imprisoned, compared to before. I can't really go out as I'm living with my grandma and I risk passing on the virus if I catch it from outside - not that I would know what to do if I go outside anyway. I occasionally get suicidal thoughts and I'm getting more of them now. I want to have friends and a gf (don't know which I want more), but I literally have nothing to talk about to find either. I forget things far too easily that I can't even say I'm a ""nerd"" on something. Every social situation I'm put in, it feels like I'm observing myself and I just feel so awkward. I honestly don't know how I can last in this increasingly lonely situation. I'm 21 btw. If anyone else is feeling lonely during social distancing/quarantine, perhaps we could talk?",2.5138888888888893,4.226497286163525,4.773773584905658,81.81451781970651,76.1383647798742,7.729979035639412,25.61425576519916,8.515128840125781,1.81959035639413,1219,44,246,24,27,425,164,318,0.094,0.8190000000000001,0.087,-0.3282,1,5,2,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,1,4,18,12,1,2,9,0,19,0,0,2,0,55,53,25,2,8,13,0,8,1,3,1,0,1,5,1,13,17,0,1,14,6,1,9,11,6,0,1,3,9,34,6,40,48,7,50,0,2,0,0,16,20,0,5,20,160,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076837793026123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037169018633286,0.10284797074222367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854133277799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014276719185949,0.0,0.0,0.12946956120245476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385199923957758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629797946333403,0.0,0.08457184666517588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060285131424057,0.07170925977548004,0.0,0.0,0.0917426455500627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551018497329744,0.0,0.1048855488901913,0.0962906452343377,0.17113947426868995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013723803259074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960856033612953,0.0,0.11105214045570967,0.0,0.16549351675976012,0.08182055049818672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903907104312488,0.0,0.08863461988557664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933984369852116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011986421869788,0.0,0.0,0.07442818116927956,0.0,0.19388922331856184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262863807248964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801796848189014,0.07634113682611203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876452158013955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090648396240116,0.0,0.0,0.10040403871487842,0.0,0.06430399661837254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982372007679871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565562694228114,0.0,0.3069647508521501,0.0,0.15455004516332818,0.0,0.0,0.07104726897914852,0.21397678701779707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490750726936008,0.1097960097596114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135826032641548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668593575527378,0.0,0.09861977034777283,0.07968802678788513,0.05853056320088775,0.0,0.0,0.09591440591220984,0.0,0.06814930942222619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055094701239618,0.08282143444496777,0.1184097634623165,0.0,0.08051627473139299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922668211866173,0.0,0.0,0.07130485226475812,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeetdeath,2020/03/20,"Why do I feel lonely now? I was pergectly fine a while ago, being my normal introverted self and staying home 24/7. But for some reason, during quarantine I just feel heccin lonely??? america explain. Like, it has nothing to do with being quarantined, but my dumbass is just like ""k ur lonely now"" am I missing vitamins or smth like???",3.0025526932084285,5.865594360655737,4.831522248243561,75.94409836065577,80.80327868852459,7.420140515222482,26.747072599531606,8.418075326091056,2.6262908665105384,260,11,41,6,7,88,47,61,0.214,0.652,0.134,-0.7757,0,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,4,3,9,1,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680142579812366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575360591356954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328082596726635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431375329592688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29623794921782043,0.29011214132258145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108652582659103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154160788825254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222639400674071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728230593100973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thowaway594589482,2020/03/20,"I feel so lonely even though I’m in a relationship As the title says. I’ve been with him for more than a year now and things are great, except I still feel so lonely whenever I’m not with him. I know that’s not healthy nor fair to him but the problem is I have literally no other close human contact aside from him. He has a big group of friends he hangs out with regularly and lots of really nice housemates he gets to come home to everyday. I don’t have that. I have a few friends but our lives are so busy now that we rarely see each other. I have housemates too but we don’t really talk. I was just starting to make a friend at my new job but got told yesterday I’ll be out of work indefinitely because of the virus. I don’t know how I’m going to pay rent and I just feel so shit. I was thinking about trying to get a new hobby to meet people but everything’s being cancelled now and I don’t know what to do. Sorry I’m just rambling now. Thanks if you got this far, I just needed to get that off my chest.",2.5199596774193544,3.4506506589861736,4.109513248847929,89.75569844470046,74.66820276497695,7.268317972350231,22.77908986175116,7.645422480735847,0.7070278801843313,791,20,184,10,16,265,123,217,0.109,0.779,0.11199999999999999,0.5788,2,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,1,18,10,1,0,9,0,18,2,2,2,0,40,42,18,0,3,13,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,9,14,0,0,7,0,2,3,8,4,0,0,6,5,23,6,27,34,4,22,0,2,1,0,22,8,1,3,11,121,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399947290842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283047164751224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184827862109276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858587834105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390591313668616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574058334987553,0.0,0.2416909088293333,0.0,0.08763595813667617,0.0,0.2466571856783228,0.17000710084923326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467613390366128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302065746620078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423444185435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616227122839214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310961404267828,0.0,0.0,0.10293033702278946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433805667007199,0.0,0.2978564927321407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069035287400969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475494917521718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757016479393208,0.0,0.0,0.16555412106421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262679117468644,0.0,0.0,0.12287819926089867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828506771761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726153481439051,0.10914423191822792,0.0,0.12314508444896514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394088921388935,0.0,0.14196752480565786,0.0,0.0,0.10244426481605877,0.09880574768561784,0.1515016585608481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473456237459832,0.0,0.10469232863587648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226013413147623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930036143681337 lonely,GrayShadowDweller11,2020/03/20,I need a hug :( I just opened up to a guy (I've been talking to for a while) about a relationship I had before that traumatized me. I like this guy but he doesnt seem to be interested or I might have shared too much. I wanted him to know my past because I dont want to hide anything. But he doesnt appear to be interested. I told him some of it and he said it's too much info. No attempt to comfort me. And it made me very sad and lonely. I wasnt even able to tell him half of the story and he just shrugged it off.,-0.5014637681159401,1.2567084695652184,2.2048913043478287,96.32356884057974,86.04347826086956,5.224637681159421,18.27898550724637,6.42735559955562,-0.3152753623188405,394,10,100,4,12,137,71,115,0.136,0.705,0.16,0.4327,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,1,16,6,14,10,3,6,0,2,0,1,15,3,0,5,3,69,22,0,0.21334563340780605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556527806855998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005351792282185,0.0,0.18154142038165166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500394934385816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091277875526614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42249143845286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724918065060175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042298999788572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187279681207532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632600231479985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366717683587764,0.1581930838791831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366254764935726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290533679055527,0.0,0.0,0.20294055302928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422185195285088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714791387442337,0.1864734871878621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386089544742125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760324909236778,0.25167356435736715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,qsxcgyjmlp,2020/03/20,"I will never see the person I love again because of this quarantine. I will never see the person I love again because of this quarantine. We are friends but I love him greatly for a long time. I live alone and I don’t have many friends and I’m so lonely now. Just a few days before all this we were talking about our plans to go somewhere, maybe even on a journey for the first time together and now it will never happen. When everything was normal I was active member of society and participated in various communities. I haven’t found really close friends there but at least I was with people, it made me happy. Now I’m really alone and depressive. I had a close friend and we would meet in various events and I loved him. Now of course we won’t meet and in the end of the year I’m moving to another city, everything is already planned. So we will never meet again. I don’t know anyone in that new city. And I was already starting to belong here. Maybe I can be back someday but only after around 5 years. I think everything will have changed by then and no one will remember me here. I wanted to spend this last year with those people who are important to me but now I’m just stuck at home and then I’ll move away and that’s it. My birthday is soon and I’ll be alone too. I will try to invite my friend but I don’t think he will be able to come. I never celebrated birthdays before because I was lonely but this year I was planning to. It seems that my life started getting better and then immediately all of this happened. I will miss my friend so much but I doubt we will be friends after many many years of not seeing each other and it just hurts me a lot.",1.6415297092288237,3.9006995752212386,3.120171934260433,89.9438230088496,81.27138643067845,6.116173619890434,21.485124315212808,7.33818517376401,0.7163393341761486,1312,40,274,19,35,429,156,339,0.106,0.73,0.16399999999999998,0.9758,0,9,0,0,0,0,24.0,7,0,0,5,24,20,0,1,10,0,35,5,0,1,7,58,62,29,0,3,11,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,1,2,17,28,0,0,6,0,1,5,12,6,0,2,11,3,41,14,32,35,9,53,0,5,3,4,28,11,0,3,37,200,58,0,0.07834695314198843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434314457509212,0.17291562202518138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821536115660615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478201129427372,0.0,0.0,0.06974539881502186,0.0,0.0,0.07360954150088636,0.06024397089738509,0.0,0.14327872633568414,0.0,0.13333497319613652,0.0,0.0,0.06929151325647448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288068798896582,0.06748896281849086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505273032948641,0.0,0.0674801159382796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939214587608854,0.0,0.0,0.051747423642570206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123956892995274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666418783190158,0.0,0.08590339021922923,0.42371463154635997,0.0,0.040933049365448164,0.0,0.0445263789768357,0.0,0.0,0.08637779242808415,0.0,0.0,0.13856390383734835,0.08340178847532062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858838202151049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387203374872561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043057436497001784,0.06386322363926017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533876999885799,0.0,0.0,0.06918179500709717,0.06933458809582384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660777784776092,0.2828447363196851,0.07413378141302576,0.0,0.2382945403362951,0.1574200899547325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665408244105982,0.05759402527532851,0.0,0.3021300009977819,0.0756679755552988,0.0,0.0,0.07676337944592528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308992308409567,0.059586388313402974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863182501454277,0.13681907500145174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038212874229842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875182508412673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729713411984,0.07132412363469287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109087533669084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297231320569155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004031281241444,0.0,0.0,0.09136947685320168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319243835433768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621106286270588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565542762816749,0.0,0.0,0.2522643455884061 lonely,PM_PLZ_I_AM_LONELY,2020/03/20,"I've never felt more pathetic in my life So I've been having trouble falling asleep lately because I can't stop thinking about everything, but after tonight I kinda wish I hadn't slept. I had a dream that somebody messaged me on reddit and I was so happy. I don't remember what it was about because it doesn't even matter to me. But then I woke up, checked my inbox and you can probably already guess that it was empty. I feel like a loser. Who even dreams about this kind of stuff?? Why is my brain playing with me? It was such a short dream but it managed to make me sadder than I already was. I know it's kinda ironic with my reddit name but I did not expect it to apply to my dreams.",2.31434731934732,3.919980475524476,3.828129370629373,88.84168123543125,76.4125874125874,5.885547785547786,23.804778554778558,6.42735559955562,0.6623617715617716,540,17,111,4,12,179,88,143,0.139,0.688,0.17300000000000001,0.8471,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,15,4,3,1,1,24,24,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,5,5,1,1,6,2,0,0,12,2,21,4,15,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,7,82,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359485752045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408194080311383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205037700186563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609274436082832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752317194417486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987482162344052,0.14111224797285365,0.1896554444492547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175965940646001,0.0,0.0,0.21026955476602455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056923995334198,0.10855484237331443,0.0,0.2228173538763347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951809357664466,0.09650097595571644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184979693674134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523438332741771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296588423039764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375787241821107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514015243132393,0.0,0.0,0.2261194260058568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656635687151435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823602964185362,0.0,0.2271445628238494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GamingxRelic,2020/03/20,"I’m feeling down. Whenever I like someone, I either start talking to them and mess it up. Or I just never say something in the first place. I just am so lonely knowing that there’s so many people that can just be hugged by someone that isn’t their family and I just sort of sit on the sidelines with no one for me... even worse, with quarantining going on it’s not like I’d be able to do anything anyway.",3.3446428571428584,4.275256559523811,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.69047619047619,7.028571428571429,25.904761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.0927047619047614,317,10,67,3,6,105,62,84,0.128,0.765,0.107,-0.4294,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,11,5,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,8,3,12,9,1,11,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,51,13,0,0.2540211249865482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090377418613716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777855732332786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394685093361389,0.0,0.12844071327400694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607023914680604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436605924897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960336706627496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482037811315801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575375505442481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959167514952468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213128840927155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610626382321398,0.0,0.2653980099705019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200779425070206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304625497427889,0.19555787236396105,0.0,0.0,0.17979745970503386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417255811499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588692279931323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,freakbird15,2020/03/20,Chronic loneliness I dont even know where to start. Im so lonely i have become so bitter and angry. I dont even know who i am anymore,-1.1950000000000005,0.8337038333333346,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,94.0,4.333333333333334,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.18599999999999994,105,3,23,1,4,38,21,30,0.41,0.59,0.0,-0.922,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825637999643313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31467144343698883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678475748612066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37637357308826297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30776218782238945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316885134868594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016676428173329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,azorlikerazor,2020/03/20,First time making a friend in 5 years. I’ve just i guess planned a day out with a new person i’ve never met in person before. I am terrified to say the least. I’ve been socially isolated for 3 years and I have really bad trust issues. I’m so scared,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222258,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,86.22222222222223,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.3594296296296293,195,4,44,4,6,68,41,54,0.244,0.636,0.12,-0.7938,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,3,2,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116266052924002,0.0,0.0,0.21567384762931555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345925829836966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559100310710186,0.0,0.0,0.1958208020680036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792122484160861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454400433236464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918499305638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548221516822167,0.2447910407770669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426190012614338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623715025406412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201559748209339,0.25375538901456457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583682220079228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779323201137967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264369173582697 lonely,zucch42069,2020/03/20,"Girl from my dreams Once I had a dream about going out on a date with a girl (but for some reason I don’t remember her face).It was the most amazing date, we talked for hours and had so much fun. I still remember the warm feeling when we we’re cuddling, it felt great to love and to be loved. When I woke up and realised that it was all a dream I was completely shattered, it felt so real. PS: I had this dream 2 years ago and I never saw her again.",3.5946874999999987,3.603202427083332,4.293750000000003,92.77625000000002,71.60416666666666,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,0.7595749999999999,347,9,84,3,6,111,64,96,0.032,0.664,0.303,0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,1,2,20,16,9,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,12,6,10,5,4,14,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,2,10,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846407232043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839307662405716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053200813707756,0.0,0.3999912393759532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837870344774536,0.0,0.0,0.22964569114489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051283655412131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759882785434083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312060390037546,0.0,0.1606497479141078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182710487643498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708502075219876,0.0,0.21416168877607866,0.0,0.0,0.4719146817461078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634445201473436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741942555610126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413498623988795 lonely,throwaway376895,2020/03/20,"What do you do when you're feeling lonely? Do you distract yourself, wallow in it, talk about it, etc...? I finally admitted to myself that I'm lonely, and tbh I feel ashamed about that. I don't like feeling down about it, so if anyone has found a way to feel better, what do you do? Thanks",2.1923728813559293,3.815984508474582,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,76.79661016949152,6.07593220338983,23.664406779661018,6.742157984588678,0.6877905084745768,222,7,47,2,5,73,38,59,0.19899999999999998,0.645,0.157,-0.5789,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,5,7,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,3,7,14,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736409550394885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622863168594658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33074669689114433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998056678296362,0.0,0.0,0.32487081968659604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251665718851624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488594669926638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383665086618416,0.0,0.2730358273683885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539830338058645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wowieieieie,2020/03/20,"Can’t make new friends To preface, it’s almost 4 am and I needed a place to vent. Personality wise I have always been pretty friendly and easy-going. This allowed me to make a lot of friends in high school. By senior year of high school I pretty much had my solid group of friends and we’ve been friends ever since. Going into college I went to a local community college and the only friends I made were on my sports team. Because most of my teammates were international, my friendships with them dwindled when they returned home. Once I transferred out of my local community college I still couldn’t find friends. Fast forward a bit and I moved to a completely new city, 5 hours north of my past location. I moved to a completely new area to get over the monotonous situation I had back home. I was there for about 5 months ish and still couldn’t find a new friend. I thought maybe it was the people and how they were so work driven? After awhile things didn’t work out and I moved career paths. I moved into a city that I actually dreamed of living. I’ve been here for almost 2 months and I really enjoy the area that I live in. The problem remains, I still haven’t made a new friend. I’m not sure whether there’s something wrong with me or maybe I’m not actually friendly or easy- going. I’ve moved to 3 different cities since high school and have only stayed friends with my high school friends. Many of these friends though seem to be advancing in life quicker than I am. They’re getting higher paying jobs, marriage, and kids while I’m sort of jumping left and right and not knowing where my future is heading. I don’t really know how to close this post. I feel lonely",3.774598671619948,5.6300304224924025,4.2260520094562635,86.46703703703704,73.04255319148936,6.697782280761004,26.77485083868063,7.3871296695380915,1.3228492851514129,1335,48,263,15,27,420,169,329,0.032,0.7809999999999999,0.187,0.9938,3,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,5,15,19,0,0,14,0,22,2,1,7,2,52,41,22,0,4,6,0,1,0,13,0,1,0,2,2,8,21,0,0,7,3,1,12,9,3,0,0,16,1,34,16,37,22,4,59,0,1,0,0,21,24,0,8,23,152,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.11792099826367612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100235748778285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027367886286741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046458694841465614,0.0,0.0368310306959549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596220243716135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669692560432916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312528526854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054652695454022335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030549802036639213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044424986533816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068371896981709,0.0,0.0631331574287892,0.0,0.10301300308393432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062007609548042374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553451351781241,0.12121092298649774,0.0,0.0595008176771339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995680994661801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664097094886824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656457216516666,0.0,0.0426759224198249,0.0,0.0,0.10670265770807832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136630900987929,0.0,0.1143403622572686,0.08066067362153193,0.06125566407703816,0.1213985700507738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645218153337616,0.3210806502578139,0.04441512080131302,0.044800128603207416,0.0,0.2917665729225441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434455853180081,0.0,0.09190316608022996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767703683756761,0.041887119434894315,0.05275578252312668,0.06312528526854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057864966293776486,0.12293625242406613,0.0,0.057813088645623435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774122724200702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159773275238426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445901373365147,0.0,0.05500344093226084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999589011993181,0.06791379923727248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651371154160664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643989106404172,0.14475273887378906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694445389256143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013988318573352,0.0,0.05936163325488625,0.047966157336471804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600927544087337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797190703731561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066058995031806,0.0,0.038908033705269865 lonely,IrishMa44,2020/03/20,Lonely with a husband and kids I feel so alone and unloved. I know I am lucky in the sense that I am married and have two beautiful children but I havent felt more alone. I will do everything I am physically and mentally capable for my husband show them how loved he is and to make him happy but in the end no one notices or seems to worry about how I feel . I just want to feel wanted or loved. What is more upsetting is my only friends is my kids and husband when he is interested. I just want to be hugged or to have my hand held and know that I am okay and that someone actually cares. Anyone relate?,2.64264,4.081569783999998,4.200199999999999,87.21310000000004,75.16,7.56,26.1,8.238735603445708,1.5228400000000009,473,17,103,8,10,158,72,125,0.127,0.57,0.303,0.9834,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,3,1,15,4,1,3,0,31,30,17,0,3,7,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,5,17,9,10,26,2,4,0,1,0,3,13,2,0,5,2,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18362995933148027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897814985611328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157511999285804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918551816356172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666565729328442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911799434731228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28543816562826035,0.0,0.1806758409679178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538219538883418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031393639989134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683020720964512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396674313462175,0.0,0.12560711353250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963438920929507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142365059196497,0.0,0.0,0.12751107225104122,0.14311424511528556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130587037429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943859419419676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381793426842175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329683958752491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109908164487455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Overwhelming_Despair,2020/03/20,Alone I'm sorta just content with the fact that I have nobody not like I really had anyone to begin with but it be like that sometimes. I mean don't get me wrong it still hurts to be alone but there's no point in embarrassing myself in the hopes that I'll make friends.,0.4072180451127849,2.7440557368421103,1.8699248120300784,96.15947368421057,88.12280701754385,4.660651629072682,15.160401002506266,6.1826913282559595,-0.6780756892230579,215,4,48,2,7,69,42,57,0.266,0.573,0.16,-0.6585,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,11,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442720718118301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837251470933307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300468077866665,0.0,0.13727919691096904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609760557026157,0.0,0.0,0.28128579753536964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567386779701434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539171091753922,0.0,0.0,0.28621837978878284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483894077194189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683282608012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598724627852241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983732956986986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872825043461775,0.0,0.0 lonely,starrynerd,2020/03/20,I'm going to college next year I'm going to college next year and I don't know anyone that's going to the same college. I guess how I feel constantly is just a prelude to what college will be like. A small fish in a vast empty pond.,0.5705882352941174,2.396771156862748,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,82.52941176470588,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.1710282352941177,183,6,40,1,5,63,34,51,0.042,0.9009999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,12,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,22,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577139120733505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025633436586009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156837247991233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773642452206571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084340495249278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387193798999196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678608769167094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955325289373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606011588188072 lonely,Sealabjaster,2020/03/20,"Does anyone else talk to themselves as is they're talking to another person? Like, you think of something funny that you'd want to tell a friend, but you don't have anyone to tell it to. Or you're playing a game and commenting over it as if you were a youtuber/streamer talking to your audience. Or you're having a mild breakdown, and venting to yourself about everything. I like to watch the Yogscast a lot, and depending on how bad I'm feeling I start to imagine that I'm part of whichever group is streaming at the time. Having people to joke with, play games with, etc. I sometimes even play the same games they're playing, just to feel like I have others there with me.",7.051654135338348,6.338212360902253,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,64.48872180451127,9.10375939849624,35.54135338345864,7.957251820313856,2.6422511278195486,536,22,103,5,7,168,82,133,0.035,0.754,0.21100000000000002,0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,5,10,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,16,10,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,9,22,14,4,5,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,5,5,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742329639290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632932392522344,0.19291051729371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572021930374514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476117433869228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728003608318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099769706631493,0.12435420379713352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920989526728875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039551762916845,0.13450406749112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546119796662604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759457234088771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600651123844676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388403839479485,0.0,0.1305265379009122,0.1643949199634083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494369186413672,0.18620930123522852,0.0,0.13326238050360184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45398618822341097,0.329122202164436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063934953418895,0.0,0.0,0.10978496846453026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104977841222732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,britt_taylor22,2020/03/20,Female friendship needed!!! Are groups that foster female friendship like sororities but after college? I work from home and I would really like to find some more friends.,5.4517857142857125,9.161702035714287,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,82.21428571428571,5.6571428571428575,24.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.8914714285714287,139,5,18,2,4,40,24,28,0.0,0.594,0.406,0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937529934774541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328431246999677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321380590324181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42094449979747206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194405279984437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759882387218881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136351759380685,0.0,0.0,0.3060354196282161,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_big_yike_,2020/03/20,"Ever get hung up on video chat when they see your face? On a throwaway because I post too much on my main Yesterday, I got a text from an acquaintance from a couple years back. Totally out of the blue. I thought it was great, I don't get texts very often. She sent some memes, I sent some, it was pretty cool. I figured, hey, I made a new friend, what more could I want? Today I get a notification that she adds me on the app Houseparty, which is basically FaceTime but for friends of friends. I accept her friend request I also get notifications that she goes on the app every 5 minutes or so. I was really confused. I had a weird suspicion that maybe it had something to do with me. I was right I log on, and when you do it sends a notification to all your friends. She joins almost instantly, and gets in a call with me. She looks super excited from what I can see on my screen, like she's getting on call with a best friend, maybe even a crush. Rare occurrences for me, and even though I didn't have any interest in a romantic relationship with her, I figure I could use a friend Then I move my face in shot. Her smile fades, she looks confused more than anything. The only thing I hear is, ""what the fuck?"" And she leaves the call. Silence. I didn't expect anything from the call, nor did I really want anything, but God damn that hurt. I guess she had been texting me this whole time thinking I was someone else, someone with the same name. I've been trying my damn hardest to work on my appearance for the last two months or so, but I can't take myself seriously after that. Probably just gonna give up on that now I've been so fucking lonely over the past year. I just wanted someone to talk to, just someone to listen to me. But no, I couldn't even get that. I've never felt so ugly until now",2.2005361305361326,4.1316442417582415,3.591488511488514,88.95957209457212,77.73626373626374,6.609923409923412,23.118215118215122,7.5764669431780325,0.9052007326007327,1400,44,300,20,33,459,188,364,0.11,0.713,0.177,0.9766,0,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,1,3,20,25,4,2,23,1,25,4,2,2,4,49,56,21,0,7,9,0,1,1,7,1,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,0,6,2,0,5,8,10,0,1,20,10,56,15,41,32,11,44,0,2,6,2,39,18,4,10,21,208,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435709277529639,0.0,0.0,0.06736901452722185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728805896969049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797417953052488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647775880128021,0.0,0.05135368827408432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840772333281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440856682173465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345221971593049,0.09321316352660246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037413087387194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692491744038634,0.07620252359629391,0.07097827433374981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088639244948738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556009743125632,0.15576240214651002,0.30809405785906585,0.08081346337717912,0.0,0.0,0.0673767406984679,0.09287809166650797,0.09280304899388406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494786783385877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018376390269793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866920504161192,0.0,0.08920106451669166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041156824343111034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414856332166231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971266632446618,0.0,0.0,0.16926662668692918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672418768932849,0.08953686775858269,0.06192822262063204,0.0,0.0649733158004407,0.08136231515404113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407051951988779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041937774645633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806814087167905,0.08570531241286994,0.09082809164922834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793631433413547,0.0,0.0,0.09044534466596517,0.0,0.07194297399085464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426136435195438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855149339833729,0.06485429806993394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334017460465195,0.06771124977800032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055967237666925004,0.05397944700475176,0.08276821886352348,0.06687945042584402,0.04912271087361921,0.0,0.07985241636811523,0.0,0.0,0.0571953974113486,0.0,0.0822930696812408,0.0,0.0,0.07275881514106883,0.0,0.06950921289472323,0.14906593044071695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405418633772132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061329832555666174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849932768660964 lonely,YngveAdve,2020/03/20,Anyone want to talk? Feeling lonely.,2.8350000000000013,2.7560491666666707,3.2799999999999976,76.89000000000003,140.66666666666666,1.2000000000000002,19.666666666666668,3.1291,0.15326666666666688,29,1,3,0,2,9,6,6,0.301,0.361,0.337,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303079442383238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834821426971335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095927690689378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473383355012212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MausAgain80,2020/03/20,"Are You a Lonely Island of Unusual? Being an island of unusual in an ocean of ""normal"" sameness is isolating, and by default sets us up to subconsciously feel like everything that makes us unique is bad....wishing we could just be like everyone else, which feeds that isolation. The only way out of that is to power through and **find your tribe.** Basic laws of existence dictate that like attracts like, and complimentary opposites attract. Every attribute you have that falls to the left or right of standard shrinks the pool of your tribe, those you are like, and those whose differences compliment yours. There is nothing wrong with that! A smaller tribe still means millions of people out there who are like you, and have felt what you felt. They have possibly worked through this though, and would struggle to be around their fellow tribe members who haven't. If you don't love yourself, other people tend to not want to, especially if they see their own weaknesses or ones that they've overcome mirrored back at them. As long as you are on your path to escaping your island though, your tribe will be a mirror that allows you to love what you see in them that you share. NOW, you have the essential key to ending loneliness. You shed your anxiety and self doubt, and start to see social interaction as a game - and that having the confidence card in your hand has changed everything about how you can play. All of your atypical attributes become cards that don't come in a standard deck, they are either assets or part of what makes you, you and gives you your assets. Your tribe will recognize and embrace you wherever you go. You can now bring people in who haven't found their own way yet. TL;DR Embrace and love your differences at any cost, and you will attract others with the same or similar differences not matter how rare. Once you have those people on your team, you have all of the power.",7.441662561576357,8.112760629310348,6.436650246305423,78.43051724137935,63.396551724137936,9.846962233169133,31.80131362889984,9.725611199111238,2.890886535303777,1521,53,270,28,21,459,175,348,0.076,0.789,0.135,0.9609,2,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,35,8,4,14,20,0,2,14,0,32,6,1,7,2,56,52,26,0,6,10,0,4,6,1,4,1,0,0,1,25,20,1,0,6,4,1,4,6,5,0,2,3,7,46,15,43,40,8,30,0,1,3,3,61,15,0,7,14,203,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064678133740435,0.0,0.07947333690812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924815324277057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988275703888137,0.08674137795604661,0.0,0.11473512517111188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989876270133557,0.08948952632651927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082945385291974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256196828166013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867843303660663,0.0,0.09201312341890801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752935108546256,0.09926856324281164,0.18673402954100304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525284324496488,0.07421695543454616,0.1994957896399918,0.0,0.09495091509178516,0.0,0.0,0.11390682830963195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965795977389444,0.05904142540149376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128736235754463,0.0,0.0,0.3045238978805045,0.0,0.0,0.09193680251727927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28128645507495004,0.0,0.13869087402236796,0.0,0.0,0.1131634928655079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178728756454657,0.09968246145619612,0.0,0.0,0.11063635673601237,0.07039657850846939,0.07901081070123513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249959108009867,0.0,0.2880889010157749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711708083550605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871900433881877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483536731743455,0.0,0.10837688826994482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589980199349636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353181460917378,0.0,0.08296436156623029,0.0,0.0,0.1086053392335566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413707026909095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499267478336952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127529530644265,0.16492146761642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946502262185026,0.0,0.0,0.07563103634410287,0.0,0.0,0.07379840566434052,0.11358422074415643,0.0,0.0 lonely,indelible_dan,2020/03/20,"COVID-19 is making my loneliness and depression 10x worse 24f I don’t really have any friends.I’m a graduate student with no job. I’ve spent the past year trying to find a job but I can’t cause now there’s a bunch of people unemployed trying to find a job during a pandemic. Im broke and my account overdrafted the other day cause I didn’t have enough money to pay for my phone bill. I live at home with my parents and had to beg my dad to give me money so I wouldn’t owe the bank money. I’m not dating anyone and I’ve never been in a relationship my entire life. Usually, I could cope by going out and just sightseeing but I can’t even do that. I used to go to school and come back home. Now, with the quarantine, I don’t even leave home anymore. I just go to school at home. And the ironic part about everything, is that when I was in college I spent literally thousands of dollars to join a sorority and I don’t even have friends. My life literally sucks. Looks like I’m going to have to apply for food stamps again.",1.2728516295025756,3.4556105990566053,3.1408233276157813,89.70786449399658,82.16037735849056,6.684734133790737,20.957118353344764,7.84624498591911,0.9051622641509436,805,24,173,15,22,269,117,212,0.1,0.848,0.052000000000000005,-0.6486,8,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,0,12,0,18,3,0,4,1,27,33,12,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,3,13,1,0,2,0,11,5,10,3,0,1,6,1,21,2,25,25,3,21,0,2,1,0,6,5,1,0,12,108,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943032595862556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583759933108695,0.08167166193634698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981461448000294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997855953546104,0.0,0.10061579751312692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325802061723973,0.0,0.0,0.07532853825110952,0.0,0.1006026081578489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068914878311225,0.0,0.231442657359389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497537575824714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351240617149325,0.0,0.14123915020910066,0.0,0.09024202686651787,0.0,0.0,0.11204847665184328,0.2655282845685453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686533858063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616772922337866,0.0,0.3477280919652558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236779489101878,0.0,0.0,0.16500340927761512,0.057064247450324575,0.0,0.10313955330369376,0.0,0.09808544893103076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796718493423238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008599253418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969636699087614,0.1264867134856032,0.11150207395175384,0.08097677940718044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482725706302079,0.0,0.0,0.1254031527243532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364225788676615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860370001783958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088064610595587,0.12864245716717196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190326562804732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521756819338866 lonely,nanne1999,2020/03/20,"It’s been almost 3 years since I’ve been able to call someone my friend When I was 15 I got really sick, I was in & out of hospital & there was a few months where I didn’t think my body could take it anymore & I was starting to feel like I didn’t want it to. But then i very slowly began getting better & I started to really want to fight to get better, so I did & after about 14 months of horrible pain & sickness I started spending less & less time in hospital. I was so happy, I thought I might get my normal life back but when I came home it really started to hit me, that life wasn’t there anymore, when I got sick all my friends slowly faded away. But I was to sick to get out of bed most days so I mainly focused on that. When I came home I started doing online classes because I was still to unwell to go back to school, I spent a lot of time just focusing on getting better & doing everything I could to get my health back. I also decided to do my last two years of school in one year. I was really proud of myself but I had no one to share it with because they all left. Im 17 now, I’ve got my highschool diploma & I’m now studying at university. I thought when I started studying On campus again that maybe I would start making some new friends. But I haven’t, everyone in my class is older then me, they go out on the weekends, have partners, friends outside of class & some even have their own families. Every time I talk to them they are talking about their lives & they can relate to each other, they always say things about “how young I am” or “oh I miss being that young & having nothing to worry about” & it hurts, I worked so hard just to try & get out of my hospital bed, I worked hard to graduate early so I didn’t have to go back to a school with people that left me at my worst & now I’m working hard to get my qualifications while still having some health issues & now people that are meant to be my peers just dismiss me. I’ve been in classes for a while now & I haven’t even made one “class friend”, i has so much hope when I started, I thought I might get to laugh with someone or have someone to talk to even if it was just for 10 minutes. But I don’t. I’ll be 18 soon, I used my 18th Birthday as motivation when I was sick. I would think about how great it would be to be healthy & how I could celebrate with my friends. But I don’t even think anyone will wish me a happy birthday.",4.6388067444876775,4.321563723735409,5.417291828793776,86.73960830090793,69.35019455252919,8.254111543450065,28.22282749675745,7.554174236665415,1.3954715434500646,1910,57,426,18,30,624,204,514,0.081,0.754,0.16399999999999998,0.9935,0,0,0,0,2,1,69.0,0,0,8,8,46,22,1,0,6,0,52,11,1,7,2,62,99,32,0,12,14,0,4,1,7,6,10,1,4,1,16,11,0,0,10,1,2,5,9,5,0,4,31,5,74,17,65,53,15,75,0,2,0,0,22,19,0,12,52,288,90,15,0.039652326236833096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970607695953054,0.0,0.0,0.031709950965604534,0.032993911910671365,0.7733390203987514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864890545807045,0.027725828467300696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372546657742659,0.121960765136387,0.0,0.04834338006877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520778073309917,0.0,0.04404479547204988,0.0,0.0,0.04048945848365697,0.09070339542939317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497746788287892,0.0,0.0,0.02557247006765366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475995003773172,0.0,0.0334087950453392,0.03788949698240368,0.03563695402491008,0.0,0.037380684209423636,0.0,0.020049407564438446,0.028327629786502974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381173333237494,0.0,0.18645033482400405,0.0,0.0676059923658269,0.0,0.0951407628016007,0.043716829661117264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844212772222383,0.1065620873927704,0.0,0.0,0.08429713712676999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954903253721382,0.03938370696096232,0.0,0.0,0.04244863534544768,0.0,0.042831316709124635,0.04138672659347379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0323219382085023,0.0,0.0,0.08616473695491977,0.0,0.056015221359356035,0.019372123682953758,0.0,0.03501373053141688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371098978595058,0.0,0.037519989838430176,0.02646823566844545,0.0,0.03983609133978788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412970386424909,0.0,0.0,0.0633002169939626,0.0,0.029149022239204545,0.0,0.0,0.038296463768817735,0.0,0.0,0.03885086072607399,0.03804747645339385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060832740504105,0.0,0.042192870812859724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497986063826518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016091821726298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0315331213513682,0.0,0.12039081326501865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032800814018941464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079186203141932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245289647986685,0.0,0.06333279790746563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02981361453721075,0.09561311347723232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02634324361953395,0.07622282868541076,0.0,0.09443855347267237,0.06936477091277424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026921326667755846,0.0,0.03873456102503617,0.0,0.0,0.03424687857808153,0.0,0.032717321872933365,0.0467759387416635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559821827038641,0.0,0.0,0.08660209727202207,0.04026886206322352,0.0,0.08450362463348275,0.0,0.0,0.07660439413181358 lonely,kickyouintheface67,2020/03/20,"I fucked up y'all So I met this girl on acid. I came home from work and apparently my roomates had a threesome with her. We were all just chilling together watching movies and shit, but then they went to bed and it was just me and her. I talked with her for the next six hours. It was like 8 in the morning so I took her to get breakfast and eventually we had sex. Guys, I hate to admit it but I fell in love with her. A couple days later I called her up and told her. A few days after that my piss started burning and lo and behold I tested positive for gonorrhea. I've done some pretty stupid things but this has to take the cake. I told her she should get tested and then she sent me this passive aggressive text saying that I should smell someone before fucking them. I told her she was the last person I'd been with and she just continued denying it. Honestly I set myself up for this but I feel even more empty and lonely then before.",1.3808549222797917,3.58626639896373,2.724795336787565,92.71486139896376,81.90155440414506,5.5180310880829015,20.012694300518135,6.742157984588678,0.2075991709844556,737,20,158,8,20,238,112,193,0.14400000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.127,-0.1494,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,2,1,6,11,7,0,7,0,11,8,2,0,1,31,29,20,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,3,11,18,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,1,16,5,37,3,19,11,4,24,0,1,1,5,31,6,4,1,13,114,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747744682017146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648647117395971,0.18466274557988335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864808394683976,0.0,0.2082516321069064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522562838611327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664021952650052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163704634368077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29852709254406523,0.16870827813075906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986690541008286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940445475972226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195361471313846,0.0,0.15900171805923266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160825620230704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788792862730708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572041779985825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717103750377938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409772232753699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425888004814712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283963568922869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657323481329629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368012144544934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142794459503083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213948803137654,0.12977228297839474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072642467513728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628346166064698,0.1793836479999401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967140570530432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754195073234877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guywithghosts,2020/03/20,"17m / I want to just to talk with someone Hi my name is Nick, I live in toronto, Canada. And as you clearly see I'm on this sub, meaning I'm lonely af right now. I just feel sick in the head (not actually suck) cant think of anything to smile about at all. Life is getting me. Just want to let it all out. Thnx for reading this",-1.9339393939393936,-0.06826277777777534,0.7293939393939404,101.49136363636364,100.38888888888887,3.1737373737373726,17.656565656565657,4.851557810540192,-0.8865722222222221,248,8,62,1,11,84,57,72,0.08,0.813,0.107,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,3,16,14,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,14,13,2,7,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,0,1,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2787800801629853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350882830577919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444715336778233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925472942134793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318758516384097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29212465100663315,0.2017825026654797,0.0,0.0,0.25225851126995297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111866021367872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857548592683422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243967067523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764802124293246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205366178999055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296167941127189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305063944094496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33700004230166397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Marr_iss,2020/03/20,"Covid-19 got me overthinking 😔 I really don’t know if the coronavirus is like really serious serious but since my town is in lockdown I’ve been overthinking like what if this is the end, is everyone I love going to die? My brother who is 2 is never going to experience all the fun that I had like he’s never going to have a good childhood thinking of that just breaks my heart and my dream to have kids is never going to happen and one thing that I find funny out of this is I’m probably going to die a virgin if the covid19 shit keeps up",5.944315476190474,5.1360924196428615,7.282857142857143,76.09547619047622,66.76785714285714,11.038095238095238,31.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.054905952380953,429,14,87,10,6,148,68,112,0.136,0.65,0.214,0.8887,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,6,0,13,4,2,0,4,16,25,6,2,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,3,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,0,9,6,11,22,1,15,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,3,8,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525515672336929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043523460549596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229738808447147,0.0,0.16614428887142782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523832532897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826436899267042,0.14246074720735946,0.13584325061757935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019634512273894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012711261401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509690277430268,0.0,0.0,0.0933442175502704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489379901390238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532947775572519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929925815750432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509364544807547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831252608706725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761841915815916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174346902271291,0.14050031977967412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283970423542022,0.1088319718592677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hellsignmeup,2020/03/20,"Should he give in? A woman has been trying to get a guy's attention. By bending over, alot. lf that isnt a sign then i don't know what is. For Example: An Angry russian would do that to the point that other people would take notice. It got embarrassing. Especially that one time she cut me in line and decided it was time to stretch. The more distance i put between us.. The more frustrated and angrier she got. Tf do i do? In a scenario like that. *Asking for a friend of course",-0.1821305841924392,2.112758072164951,2.138185567010307,91.2507147766323,97.1443298969072,5.473264604810997,19.86872852233677,7.0316486544052195,0.7113813058419245,371,13,78,7,15,125,69,97,0.156,0.7879999999999999,0.057,-0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,19,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,2,12,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852048614981954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885545919015834,0.0,0.12771097528605224,0.2344912591662197,0.0,0.0,0.3910055603274927,0.0,0.0,0.24203623713189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433905593632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942212547500275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278299097028617,0.0,0.0,0.1656403800850111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946546293008055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310769164183329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573195479991994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837901344424659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507245810395304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596022738071178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29403390322161344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472894911345312,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ErhardtReddit,2020/03/20,"Why does affection hurt so much Why does it hurt when someone shows they care about you. Why does it hurt when none shows they care about you. Why do I carve for affection when I know I won't be better off afterwards. I just want to be loved.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,81.0,6.4,18.0,7.554174236665415,0.05260000000000042,190,4,45,3,5,58,30,50,0.191,0.53,0.27899999999999997,0.6998,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,1,7,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,4,5,6,2,5,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436662839064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312398196896096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264608881470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216908758113606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927358640827131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660977326017996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941317482695996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763613456308685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581219062540093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863126598656734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadaloneabused,2020/03/20,"My mom won't help me I've been in isolation for years. My mom or no other family member has tried to get me out of isolation. They just blame me. But if I knew what I know now, if I knew isolation would make you depressed and suicidal, I would have never done it. No one told me that before I went into isolation. Someone should have told me and stopped me. But no one cared.",1.7133516483516469,3.4802944743589777,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,78.61538461538461,7.534065934065935,21.399267399267398,8.418075326091056,1.0818036630036634,291,8,65,6,7,97,53,78,0.32,0.629,0.051,-0.9715,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,18,7,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,0,15,1,6,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424509245591008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208777745937768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636901645159309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095518923766186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303993397683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698442876938326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725372709630795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125368209629182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668627458220814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796507880755076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793206747076655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775163435224945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350185711727084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119777765456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398630716205672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913350518102555,0.0,0.13902611020700198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982482685386595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909269758798513,0.0,0.0,0.1318658508468658 lonely,Isolated321,2020/03/20,"I don't care anymore. I'm broken. This is who I am. All I want is for a woman to accept me and put up with me for 30 minutes. I'm lonely. i'm broken. All I want is to feel some sort of connection with a woman. I'm fucked up. I know it stupid and gross, but.... i just want to voice chat with a woman and share porn and get off. It gross, but I just want to hear a woman tell its ok, its ok to watch something, its ok to talk to her about it, its ok to masturbate while we talk, its ok. I just want to be told its ok and I'm not a horrible gross person.",-1.954068241469816,-0.26687044881889577,1.1844409448818891,101.65078215223095,92.07086614173227,4.331548556430446,13.191076115485563,5.6839178017228535,-1.2733103412073494,411,6,112,3,15,145,61,127,0.153,0.624,0.223,0.7587,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,4,15,2,0,5,6,6,2,0,0,2,27,23,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,11,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,4,12,9,19,21,3,5,0,1,1,2,15,3,1,2,1,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200977617163581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262753415471165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221592221711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517335264432032,0.1159507592692911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25013446250756993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219684956633326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378321276903876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310382229842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085475808066247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35676245197148404,0.1939791014930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206635819825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6545087537620131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,laylaoalyal,2020/03/20,"Isolated for 5 months now.. Hi there, I’ve been isolated for 5 months now due to Some surgeries i’ve had. I can’t really walk And I now have 0 friends. Also i live alone. I feel so fricking ALONE. I’ve been strong all these months but now I just can’t seem to take it anymore. I don’t know what to do. Have No one to talk to. Just staring out my window laying in bed all day. Am trying to work on my mental health everyday but i am just done. I feel totally drained:( Guess I can look for some support here, maybe. ♥️ stay safe",-1.1346052631578942,0.9355396403508821,1.0589254385964928,100.16101973684212,95.57894736842104,4.604385964912281,16.774122807017545,6.322622252153567,-0.4232614035087723,405,11,99,5,16,134,72,114,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.5924,0,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,0,3,18,21,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,11,4,12,17,5,15,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,10,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397098441506685,0.0,0.15330692572614366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012047543973595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363427409737306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618142168809413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938642566599092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811129677739682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118536821577216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037741236881457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535640255199713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927958645529234,0.0,0.1609844497138417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925940756853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319418876746064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590528226771032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129904698536617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281153762528828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452160863892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043326979015972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754528090747635,0.0,0.0,0.1441387782163953,0.154085726403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015554115424696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956398427958525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mind_Of_Discontent,2020/03/20,"3 years and 7 months. It has been 3 years and 7 months since I've seen anyone outside of family. I often feel depressed (I dont have depression) the sadness seems to happen more at night. The last girl I dated broke up with me over snapchat. It didnt really upset me because I honestly never felt loved in that relationship... The last person I dated who ever actually made me feel like I mattered I broke up with because I hated myself. I didnt believe that someone like her could love me. I was just some fat kid. I am just some fat kid. Why am I such a fucking prick? I hate myself. I threw away my only chance to be with someone who I loved and who loved me back. I fucking hate myself and i dont think I'll be able to find anyone. I'm mediocre at best, fat, and I've been diagnosed with severe social anxiety. Which makes it impossible at the moment for me to socialize. All I want is to feel loved again. It's been 4 and a half years since someone outside of family has said they loved me. I miss that feeling. I was fine with being alone but after 3 years of total isolation. I hate it. I'm broken. Please how do I get love? Please for the love of Christ how can i feel loved again? Please help.",0.7560311059907859,3.0266832782258097,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,85.16935483870967,5.478341013824887,18.93778801843318,6.868970318607317,0.22575299539170546,935,25,199,12,28,312,126,248,0.195,0.647,0.158,-0.7824,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,10,28,7,1,7,0,21,16,4,4,4,37,55,9,0,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,12,11,3,0,9,0,0,1,5,14,0,1,12,8,36,14,25,39,6,27,1,6,1,11,23,8,3,4,20,126,48,0,0.07718472487016165,0.0,0.07532115744285994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994009727040194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059046103261791376,0.0,0.0,0.10793870852691824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251758978128993,0.059350289096420115,0.0,0.0941021837562705,0.0,0.0,0.08696075371236743,0.08100060683213155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162572223059998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295818086156996,0.07834087101751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809198454119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981800255395433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455257786859767,0.0,0.19513458017923765,0.05514078286948074,0.07410944005656421,0.0,0.0705454402121372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271206880875534,0.04032583306262159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825419729621555,0.0,0.0,0.3048157448253534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051735294096296576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583170495436052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541711564102918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269600491935867,0.07303405292071928,0.051521403200044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232162220122687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952961810722333,0.0,0.0,0.07243263565399014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058702461340666985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739472460300097,0.0,0.2541769493087099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944651117966122,0.0,0.0,0.08286750893363788,0.0,0.0,0.07342034847567021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026607466626296,0.0,0.08719676934481674,0.0,0.12769600403507314,0.0,0.0,0.1573602138070539,0.19619510072576574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945685511420637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552555051568625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964720887934868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881772886310184 lonely,HauntingNose4,2020/03/20,"Feeling lonely lately with all of the quarantining going on My place of work just recently closed down until further notice due to the virus, working is what got me out of the house 80% of the time. I'm not alone in my house, but I'm not very close with my roommate. I guess I'm also a bit scared because I know I should be working but I'm not, such a big part of my routine is now gone, and I don't know how to fix it.",6.708586956521739,3.684005293478261,7.488695652173912,82.33782608695653,66.71739130434781,10.069565217391306,32.78260869565217,7.1686216300943375,1.9232086956521728,325,9,77,2,4,110,62,92,0.066,0.904,0.031,-0.6098,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,19,16,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,14,12,3,17,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,6,49,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779593840235186,0.0,0.16044664579378554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230440196489932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903996627090544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144639445693228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402471863824908,0.0,0.16046504651212698,0.0,0.22102056909988568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630085554763019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052599805652606,0.0,0.2263234797896588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842272376677497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172666756026826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961944636756413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810151039876625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008692699203619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169910862921322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554376131208035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381910284590117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yearofthesnitches,2020/03/20,"It feels like I'll never be social again It's been a little over a year since I've had an actual conversation with someone outside of my family. I've always had a hard time talking to people but this social isolation has completely ruined any of the social skills I once had. Because I don't know how to talk to people anymore I never try to, and on top of that I'm afraid to even put myself out there and let myself form a connection with someone because of how things always turned out in the past. It hurts because I would really like to have a best friend or a group of friends to joke around with for once, but making that first step seems impossible",8.302954545454547,6.240090659090914,8.365757575757577,74.26863636363636,62.86363636363636,11.224242424242425,32.60606060606061,9.725611199111238,2.8249151515151523,525,14,102,8,6,172,86,132,0.095,0.736,0.17,0.8948,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,3,2,20,16,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,2,7,6,22,9,2,17,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,2,9,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.13373558464959087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806387103940906,0.0,0.0,0.0931949047919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591123932456925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219985885620591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506230185919901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381966341774052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368846658771886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051654665937282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291932821725442,0.0,0.06929377628170429,0.0979045607561252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656991331582033,0.0,0.0,0.2117603572831991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276488170824533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670888561856027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753160289995119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013720410041305,0.0,0.13390596208628675,0.13735451131563015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147821426074416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113942098560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291895668489126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082440542235674,0.19001869011953187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776749363632296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779416442864793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476009258956595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133645600839468,0.0,0.0,0.4190985821620409,0.2322345840286244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030222667327007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104622288910744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991170315986126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930441650869998,0.14906497524597848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735242369840527,0.0,0.0,0.08825211305462773 lonely,WillofChampions,2020/03/20,"My heart hurts I'm a 28yo guy, and I know I'm not alone in being lonely, or the oldest, but it just feels like there's no one that wants to be with me. Or ever will. To begin with I have very little self-confidence and on the off chance that I actually do meet a girl that I can talk to in a normal casual manner it doesn't go anywhere. Every time I have a little hope, every time I meet a new girl that I think I'm hitting it off with...ghost. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. They say Im cute, I make them laugh, I'm not a creep.... but it isn't enough. My job doesn't help. I'm active duty military, and while at work I'm too busy to feel lonely, I'm also so stressed out I can't catch my breath...and I'm there for 44 hours in a 72 hour period. Which makes going anywhere to meet someone incredibly difficult. I'm sorry everyone who read this pity party and whose time I just wasted, but it feels like my chest is caving in. I want to have a nice cathartic cry, but I'm not sure if I remember how, and if I start I don't know when I'll be able to stop.",2.1134651898734163,2.3470547848101333,4.277170358649791,90.78005933544306,74.99156118143459,7.443987341772152,20.297732067510548,7.413659706084162,0.26080611814346,812,13,202,9,16,283,131,237,0.18899999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9159999999999999,1,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,10,15,0,1,10,0,17,2,2,3,2,40,45,18,0,6,13,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,14,8,0,2,8,2,0,3,10,7,0,1,0,4,22,8,19,40,1,28,0,4,0,0,13,11,0,5,16,112,36,4,0.1333250942831388,0.0,0.13010605964427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808458893269748,0.0,0.10662002972919626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645135560590508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776046243868564,0.0,0.0,0.12060018078479795,0.2246642843954193,0.1273978411089339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022395209212313,0.1904949479909757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154344711822249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201280468177062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799087866082018,0.08936500032561699,0.0,0.0,0.13242190161626136,0.2625967231476238,0.0,0.14272727092528814,0.0,0.14401398052683576,0.0,0.1323045836764805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981595519672287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027181311220415,0.2672535404614424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799107144063825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287662068599036,0.0,0.0,0.1306302847996189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034453436681528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336117394712454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510313416489488,0.0,0.0,0.10602546625139933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908715045994102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129659197298194,0.0,0.0,0.1492465275637345,0.09436818795409993,0.0,0.0,0.11146574872323847,0.15272344504286287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565732352417874,0.0,0.0,0.10716166051997524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854293369852792,0.0,0.0,0.23322880394551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000716571702003,0.15727718988455222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970622565323342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577006087467434,0.0,0.0 lonely,doodlesf1,2020/03/20,"... I knew that being an international student would be difficult in the USA but not this much. It has tested me on so many levels and this outbreak has left me without any friends, family or work. I was just starting to feel secure with my hobbies of running, art and photography + what I wanted to do as an intern and after school. I was also happy with how my skin was improving and my self confidence in talking with people. This is going to be my new favorite subreddit I guess because I have self quarantined and eaten two pints of icecream while having a stuffy nose 🤷",7.261757575757572,6.95999941818182,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,63.90909090909091,10.242424242424242,34.69696969696969,9.725611199111238,3.371515151515151,456,18,79,8,6,152,83,110,0.042,0.789,0.16899999999999998,0.9533,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,13,3,2,1,0,19,20,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,3,12,3,14,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955036872602267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268283473925165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686668462884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116596030158847,0.0,0.11352519986038395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346533969623498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760117342491425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733658021697896,0.0,0.0,0.2390081187765988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394409042476495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276303296036453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504969360341082,0.0,0.0,0.2168449960093749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565546381344986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272285119205085,0.0,0.0,0.4684513634738874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891800992928667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046248635011955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932562185383625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242904502882147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643144476249015,0.0,0.16345487798141306,0.0,0.0,0.15949417033247038,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ben-Scheiderstan,2020/03/20,I would like to die Hi I just feel so alone and I need someone to talk... I’ve tried to kill my self so many times that I don’t know any more please somebody talk to me,-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923036,-0.6498717948717943,111.29903846153849,102.07692307692308,2.6,11.628205128205128,3.1291,-2.2253794871794867,129,2,37,0,6,41,30,39,0.253,0.632,0.115,-0.7977,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860304164698119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878061109652239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662244664472386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964062377240738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554288011901104,0.0,0.1517766505724328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349234597675582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799945849420521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047776903998612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031534075733264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881071369307305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339992414574541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439524298119129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103784026134518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750234073419936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618433141434,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,willyounicelyfuckoff,2020/03/20,"My my loneliness My loneliness of late, is not caused by any life event or fact. It's just there, suffocatingly present, daring me to choke it out... Sometimes my mere movements slow, my brain drastically shuts down, until it's just me and her, the elephant in the room sitting on chest this time instead of keeping me company. I don't even try to escape it, it's the shadow i cast, the shadow looming, it's a part of me, it's me.",3.059950166112955,4.694999779069769,4.431661129568108,85.17197674418605,74.46511627906976,7.239867109634551,27.40199335548173,7.957251820313856,1.6411481727574753,335,13,69,5,7,111,58,86,0.124,0.828,0.049,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,1,1,9,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,11,3,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303754623838777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781797609170885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480104792972664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375462839510354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011146623796243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821477229618392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928352457628874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668552879896443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505254932572603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753972179519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300028376217171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cosims2,2020/03/20,"I fear there is nothing that can be done to help me anymore. I don’t know what that means I’m 23, I work from home as animator right now. I don’t really know how to talk to people so I’ve never really made friends. That obviously applies to girls, so I don’t really have any romantic relationships either. Iv been told I ruin the atmosphere a bunch of times. I don’t think I do anything wrong, but maybe it’s because I don’t do anything? Regardless, I knew the problem was me. This led me to just leaving everyone alone. The problem is that I’m always alone now, to the point where I think it’s hurting me. I’ve always known something was wrong with me, that I wasn’t born correctly. I have always been the one that was bullied and left behind. I do have family but I havnt talked to them in months, recently I found out my dad has cancer and that it’s not looking good. So maybe I’ll be seeing them soon. Anyways, I don’t have any history of psychosis but I do have a long history of depression. I used a sharp object on myself at 14. It’s just always been depression and not really any delusional thoughts or behaviour. But recently I find myself talking to myself more and hearing voices at night when I’m trying to sleep. I tell myself goodnight and that everything is going to be okay, but it seems like someone else is saying it? I also started hitting myself in my sleep. To the point where I’m bruised. I’ve been alone for a really long time now, since 18. I’m afraid to go to sleep. I feel like I’m meant to be alone until I just don’t exist. I just am pretty sure loneliness can actually do things to you physically and maybe that’s what’s happening right now.",2.130383064516128,4.183390604105576,3.999368585043989,85.369052877566,78.44281524926686,7.429655425219941,23.852730938416425,8.376592526197632,1.5804493401759534,1320,45,268,27,32,446,163,341,0.18,0.762,0.057999999999999996,-0.9924,0,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,19,16,0,2,10,1,38,5,3,4,4,45,66,20,0,3,13,1,2,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,19,8,0,0,13,0,0,3,11,10,0,1,15,7,40,6,30,46,3,34,0,4,2,0,15,13,0,2,20,175,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.08270687304745761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511149164886494,0.0,0.06777708345974498,0.282085724277362,0.0,0.0,0.17290519601410695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405237578309839,0.0,0.0,0.1394892832403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166474885441481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599557094540094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673192374072826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080040245680179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098529076912342,0.07617068881050466,0.0,0.07989775058916354,0.09537088470627306,0.042853751848666084,0.060547685183718364,0.0,0.0,0.0774628665541747,0.0,0.0,0.0929274818723858,0.06548009279727403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633436502688024,0.07108694213716965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494695278702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955229879442569,0.0,0.05680826670967334,0.0,0.08501434491754538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073002678816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315625703095652,0.0,0.0,0.0897413749759243,0.09208457266640292,0.0,0.0,0.08281224055352475,0.0,0.0,0.1500077857686632,0.07117132140179296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019550346976022,0.0,0.0,0.2554378677887703,0.09232105386421437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764917572520719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536687345906521,0.0,0.0,0.07953511343837161,0.0,0.081322957257534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743094483713757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875718015342893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023829012160093,0.0,0.0,0.08622444833304506,0.0,0.162194684695707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147527080145817,0.0,0.16736707130737372,0.09099319200362534,0.0,0.1447574968029296,0.0,0.06739912653589951,0.0,0.0,0.06753730747704986,0.0771561074506123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010870220899394,0.0,0.2544431483110069,0.0,0.07181109017772302,0.06524713481199791,0.0,0.0,0.05998873351616112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987886446344028,0.0,0.0,0.20436417511404045,0.07407801063316903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630624353024785,0.1086128247660093,0.0,0.06728455396097115,0.09884051586667936,0.0,0.0,0.08098529076912342,0.0,0.057541842508262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073199531280894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170132083523275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532858426186424,0.0,0.0 lonely,devilishthoughts,2020/03/20,I read prison stories or watch such movies as they make me feel a little better about my loneliness. Isolation from society is what criminals get. My life is similar to that. I often wonder how these people spend so many years with very little to almost no human interaction.,5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,68.6,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,3.0638,222,7,35,6,4,72,45,50,0.245,0.71,0.045,-0.8894,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,8,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883857978347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470853253401754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561913035319615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504657128417038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034196719946739,0.0,0.577294110990782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223916954328354,0.2919821385882573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965975222341525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880733412233307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376263709194341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123187322862054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545959889098948 lonely,askances,2020/03/20,Discord Is there a server or something for people that wants to chat? I really need someone to talk.,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,78.47368421052632,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.5423473684210527,80,3,13,1,2,26,18,19,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831405018693314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582278101093899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310233455864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43781422983132057,0.39779543808230455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41531906242351263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047741828864304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ghost-Of-Roger-Ailes,2020/03/20,"Being young and gay fucking sucks Seriously. It's so fucking lonely, watching other people find love when you're forced to wait and whittle away your youth because there are 0 other gay kids in your grade. And I know people will tell me to visit local pride centers and youth events, and I've done that. And literally almost everyone there has been female. And then I'm forced to listen to everyone else talk about how happy they are in their current relationships. I just wish I knew what it was about my personality that's charmless, about my body that's unloveable.",5.634622641509434,7.482528264150942,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,68.24528301886792,7.564150943396226,27.400943396226417,8.07648339933343,1.8339849056603768,460,15,79,6,8,144,74,106,0.14400000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.3905,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,9,9,3,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,0,15,18,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,2,10,3,10,12,0,13,0,1,1,5,12,5,3,1,7,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367426581083365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048224269191006,0.0,0.0,0.13007752256081506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702264378499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183669526569937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825579630399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077970461755045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503003489322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945420097423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271523128268261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117270821927066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258830416125336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958685988604945,0.18631956156793475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290956454484097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715107895193506,0.186507905545987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538223257707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,au_gold3872,2020/03/20,"It hurts being like this, the tears won't stop You know you’re lonely when you start crying about it. It hurts so much, I just can’t take it anymore, I can’t take this anymore. I can’t even be around people because I might end up being jealous of them. If they are able to succeed in being able to make friends. If they are able to talk to people first and hold conversations. I can’t do these things. I wish I knew how, I wish weren’t like this. I hate myself. I hate myself because I don’t have the ability to try and make friends. If someone saw another person and wanted to be their friend, they’d probably go to them, introduce themselves. Or maybe ask them a simple question, which will hopefully lead to a conversation that will create a bond between the two of them, which will eventually lead to a friendship. When I see someone, and think about being their friend, I actually don’t do anything at all. Why? I’m just too shy. I’ve never met the person before, I’m usually not comfortable around people I’ve never been around. But Audrey, how are you gonna make friends if you don’t go to that person at least? I don’t know. Probably all the friends that I’ve made in the span of my whole life were made because that person came up to me *wow shocker* or because of mutual friends. There have been so many cases of me being left out in school, being excluded from things. The only time people would need me if it was for group work. But that was in middle school, I’m not so smart in high school right now. People would only need me if they needed help in something. Never really had genuine conversations with people, maybe only with 3 or 4 people at the time. This is why I know a lot of people in this school, but a lot of them don’t know me personally. Most people in this school know me for being smart. But for the people that really know me, they know I’m not that smart. Yes, I have some friends, but I still feel lonely because those people still make me feel excluded from certain things, and they don’t truly know everything about me because I fear that they will just judge me for that. With the concept of me being unattractive, I truly and strongly believe that that is one of the main problems to my loneliness. I know this is something crazy to say, but based on my experience, and witnessing it from other people, the people that have less friends are the ones that are found unattractive by the general public. It isn’t easy typing this, although I have typed about this so many times, it’s hard right now because this is really sinking deep inside me, and I have tears rolling down my face. It’s really sinking in because what if I’m like this for the rest of my life. What if I just don’t know how to approach people, what if I’m just always gonna be shy? I’m sick. All I do is complain, and not do anything to solve my issues. I don’t do anything. All I do is just keep having jealousy and envy. Jealous and envy, jealous and envy, jealous and envy, jealous and envy, jealous and envy. It hurts me everyday, I can’t stop crying. I don't know what else to type.",3.780635667626608,5.0734176462035565,4.6034392779377695,86.02574190489572,72.05331179321486,7.127358291774954,25.24973660181218,7.505811317475913,1.1705685607923022,2429,73,488,27,46,784,219,619,0.18600000000000005,0.715,0.1,-0.9961,1,4,2,0,0,1,75.0,0,4,14,6,29,37,8,1,21,1,66,4,1,11,8,107,117,43,0,19,28,0,3,3,9,10,3,1,0,5,46,23,0,4,17,0,0,6,24,16,0,4,14,6,67,21,63,81,14,52,0,5,2,0,44,27,0,19,22,343,113,12,0.14735198812149095,0.0,0.047931428208915945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086955274624562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150380246730227,0.0,0.0,0.0974223850374488,0.0,0.0,0.12125813102091905,0.1311745098637657,0.04591807261244543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395317447657445,0.0,0.04179522963488188,0.05533841041568699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617713979781498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790615989009512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041031226093789175,0.0,0.04350337502947621,0.0,0.0,0.032441532814849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414348853751776,0.04804617300417528,0.0,0.05527065097596561,0.04967039508405592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177917527378073,0.0,0.05385461645304601,0.34153134150076003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582902038489475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399947949225808,0.09698638792909738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03292231053041073,0.051895155211963036,0.0,0.04878459072514925,0.0,0.0,0.15774335089036293,0.0,0.0,0.05126573078348273,0.0,0.043657739152422964,0.0,0.0,0.29692959664194785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336612208003278,0.0,0.06938604461747322,0.07198873835974562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835155939626208,0.0,0.09295200932171724,0.13114479503737986,0.09959452543075836,0.098689918347581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210572451843566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610688860211651,0.10925963210182356,0.11364693720121688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665663471003657,0.1120678269012806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767248043500527,0.21443678732758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591357698772096,0.04699865077052998,0.0,0.0,0.05502264992759017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258632756718987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389186182544578,0.0,0.039060071743317035,0.0,0.2485467978769079,0.03914015226887129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323390757337612,0.07562583961514849,0.0,0.0,0.03476549853630398,0.0,0.07845032537076356,0.08212857336988667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738602379241168,0.039478648819315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789411339255466,0.03147240139191535,0.0,0.0,0.08592212924694034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033347442498653616,0.0,0.04798049377113623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409579906124832,0.0,0.028970673450807997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864150009602187,0.054837744164926164,0.11296500953156947,0.0,0.0,0.03575800076871796,0.0,0.0,0.06978308308428748,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whiteraven_429,2020/03/20,Not having anyone during the quarantine sucks. Plain and simple. Seeing and hearing everyone else at home with their s/o’s and I’m just over here with Minecraft and my dog.,1.7090909090909072,4.48291990909091,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,92.33333333333331,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.4960957575757576,139,4,25,2,5,43,29,33,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123497258831672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731685348017227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42685014841892216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034741641869924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480861326934576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35596970075193257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imnotfeelingsohot,2020/03/20,"Kinda just wanna vent Ig I'm what people call one of the popular kids. Ik I shouldn't complain or mope or all that, but I feel like no one ever tries to actually know me. I have one real friend. He's a good guy and we hang out all the time, but I clearly don't mean as much to him as he does to me. I can't actually talk to him because of that. I had a girlfriend. She broke up with me a week ago. She is one of the nicest, kindest people I've ever met and she fucking broke up with me right before we were all quarantined. She said she wanted to be friends cuz I've always just been ""A really good friend to her"", and I'm ""really nice"" and all that shit. I'm just tired. Tired of living as a freshman in Highschool. Tired of trying to fit in and tired of trying to be popular and funny and have all the other depressed shitbags like me. I'm just so tired. I've come to the realization earlier that I don't want to really be here anymore. And I really want her back. She has curly brown hair with natural blonde highlights that perfectly frame her face and I can't get over it every time I look at her. Thanks for reading all of this if you got this far.",1.0920943796394482,2.8728500934959382,3.1634181689643017,91.43257158006365,80.58536585365854,6.3920820077766,20.045245669848,7.423996415210882,0.4368089784376106,897,23,204,13,23,304,128,246,0.139,0.632,0.228,0.9805,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,1,9,18,2,0,10,0,15,9,3,1,10,46,33,19,0,6,9,0,2,2,4,1,5,1,0,2,10,16,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,6,0,4,6,6,30,12,32,23,7,19,0,3,3,1,28,10,2,4,9,133,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.19917169006652527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046095502620027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491357546507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120594046168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846996638519807,0.0,0.06220858658440534,0.0,0.08683682955173742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420421494123656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790683224980989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789530886610111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930443279208915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461970099555688,0.08598132428067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051599424974589095,0.07290436902829929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365301745961767,0.09434335883344992,0.053316787720076884,0.0,0.0,0.1711889941601002,0.08161851559999571,0.0,0.0,0.10104530677040878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608387933636668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971271613531388,0.0,0.0901118078342046,0.0,0.08569609662143254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116210569529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501831569239142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766062341340493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414969088238487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207737624568368,0.11615496856515475,0.2615027578942239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714993756170485,0.09707269104478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475261228031013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202373161732049,0.0,0.09395370831121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190120715899734,0.5864559357237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785526522087736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805747776306459,0.0,0.08185816203068047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoingMyBest122,2020/03/20,"I picked the worst timing to break up with my gf After picking up that title i laughed, but basically that is. This is my first time being single in at least 6 years, it feels so weird not having a gf, at this point it was already a part of me, always been a guy who enjoys spending lots of time with a single person, very romantic, always wanting to make things for a single individual. I started dating a girl back in 2015 and since then i jumped from a relationship to another, always been asked to go out and when things didn't work out with the actual gf i started dating the other (never cheated). I dated 5 girls in the last 5 years, never been single for more than a week until now, I'm a very open person so i really enjoy dating because i can vent out all my dark secrets and so on. My relationships always started like this: 1. Meet girl 2. Hang out with girl 3. Get to know each other 4. Girl ask me out 5. I say Yes 6. Feel disappointed in girl 7. Dump girl This has been a cycle so far in my life, I've never fallen for someone even though i tried every single time, i don't really know where my heart is any longer... The reason i left most of them, was because they hurt me somehow, i kept trying to make it work in every single one of my relationships but it didn't work out in the end so i take the last possible decision... I can't even remember what was my point with this post. It just feels off because i chose the day before the pandemic was announced to break up with my last gf, she was... Kind and nice, and had everything i wanted but... I caught her pointing out my flaws with her friends and internet strangers, also sexting (she said it was a joke when i argued about it), also she became very distant (and though she wanted to work things out), she took a month and a half to see the problem, i just couldn't trust her anymore. I'm not gonna lie, we were friends for 4 years or so, so i still miss her company. Things in life are not going great, i had such big plans for 2020, marry this girl i just mentioned, move out with her, make a company with her and a friend of mine, i was trying really hard to make things work with her, since we always thought we were meant to be together, now... I don't really have plans, and the few goals i still have are paused because of coronavirus... I hope this reaches out to someone. Thank you for reading, ya boy Jose.",3.86750688705234,4.607924731404958,4.953140495867771,85.67395316804411,71.31404958677686,7.767493112947659,24.58402203856749,7.898369717300924,1.1481550964187337,1846,48,390,23,33,608,227,484,0.075,0.81,0.11599999999999999,0.9688,0,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,3,2,2,9,27,23,3,0,26,1,33,3,1,7,4,76,67,29,0,6,10,0,4,1,7,1,2,2,0,12,25,35,0,1,11,2,1,8,12,9,0,3,23,7,60,14,64,40,15,79,0,3,1,0,50,33,0,5,36,273,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.07066887789971528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991433589841067,0.11582424190229412,0.3012851422089647,0.0,0.0,0.049246274765806265,0.07593589558960394,0.0,0.0,0.07181854255314947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540087529607775,0.0,0.0,0.05568446470899666,0.0,0.17657975420819413,0.0,0.06162182288798587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670319361842988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414026898559441,0.0,0.0,0.09566194069492434,0.0,0.1220294652360955,0.0,0.06508403605100667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984914960575363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061598152746560726,0.0,0.0,0.16784837265328684,0.0,0.037835071441495095,0.0,0.08231288681080745,0.0,0.0,0.07984037344243962,0.0,0.07170455243023954,0.0,0.0,0.06487171277969597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581489704535265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192675900072301,0.0,0.0,0.0775242606651516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541151614202242,0.07959735280933253,0.17708939350962513,0.0,0.0,0.07868165223070933,0.0,0.10230101831399843,0.03537945457641012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061566633136218525,0.0,0.0,0.1933565481772109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057802830202489525,0.07696817226154737,0.0,0.0,0.16755815190283574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907186402794028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842092263073991,0.0,0.0,0.1264640567337934,0.0,0.0,0.20537338208213146,0.08163967039133592,0.06935579409771102,0.0,0.0,0.06929361458367986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243693755693965,0.0,0.1855696104390456,0.07445708701826675,0.0,0.23324736645719005,0.08203472975202923,0.0,0.0688854741208379,0.05758917570224058,0.0,0.0,0.05770724439107396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980874463170607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227179550290337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377209878722886,0.0,0.11566516317133567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054448827528702816,0.0,0.0,0.0666721574602609,0.0,0.0,0.24055431564602206,0.0,0.1422993385126201,0.05749127917913515,0.1689085341993098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045832975965078,0.14749986158977596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925566995276526,0.12814087090274776,0.0,0.05808882231916675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636034314738404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990317875808012 lonely,Warwick1337,2020/03/20,"Platonic affection Hey I wanted to man up and post here. Im someome who love solitude but there are times where the lonliness is hard. Im not interested in a realtionship and I'm not looking for sex and its really difficult to find girls to just talk to and have a really good hug with. Im also intensly shy. Esp with everything happening right now my one chance to meet people is gone till places open again. Regards W",2.248099062918339,4.793707036144582,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,81.04819277108433,8.508165997322624,24.88487282463186,9.150863307647796,2.4294856760374834,336,13,66,10,9,112,65,83,0.115,0.711,0.174,0.7565,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,4,11,9,0,12,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,4,37,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658688026889549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641021873558972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957252617437415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396891954069504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341540664483053,0.0,0.185802093765948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6721277394443133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417541835829548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719912218380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405490111283592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379466663266705,0.0,0.2167033559180591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986451599006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26574928178632545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713031786926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671141782416135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094469979445205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233807870197234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigcommander85,2020/03/20,"Feel so empty and alone I feel so empty and alone no one to talk to and someone to cuddle with and feel love and alive again i feel like i'm gonna die alone because of whats happening i feel like ive lost my chance to ever be happy with someone.",2.058454545454545,2.7872318909090907,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,75.54545454545455,6.227272727272728,21.022727272727273,5.985473137389443,-0.01581818181818173,194,4,46,1,4,65,33,55,0.273,0.48,0.247,0.0317,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,12,7,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,5,4,7,9,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749252255118061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127963751704085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920384048752094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737587365924667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677994162521394,0.26437985532175434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362693697139627,0.1969745194559779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079872178415327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201988915285892,0.0,0.16700243194937248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253853457895451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135612133490639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872512160087392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eeveechu23,2020/03/20,"Not acknowledged Anyone else get ignored by literally everyone in life when talking. Anytime I try to talk ppl don’t really reply or they go uh huh,hmmm.but then when u stop trying to talk to them they get mad eventho they never even try to keep the conversation going.",3.80294117647059,6.431963019607848,5.509568627450981,73.7290588235294,75.66666666666667,8.785882352941178,27.84705882352941,9.3871,3.0874988235294123,218,9,36,6,5,74,42,51,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072712421927746,0.2355241081338132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202291687054926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182382667823555,0.0,0.0,0.21964609264170445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019020677037106,0.0,0.2612754324189103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043147917846598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236062075139973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772862479980426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725756224147046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217763784165484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542709313437203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468190238633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UK_Lion,2020/03/20,"Scale of nowt So, I got heavily involved into alcohol from age 17-28 The friends I made in highschool I used to decline all their party requests because of a girlfriend + getting major drunk on cheap alcohol. Got older, made new friends, harder booze, convo spills over, get invited but after time get invited to nothing. Now, nothing, reducing intake, no ""sober"" friends. Do whatever alone. Coronavirus - oh...okay???",4.206979655712054,7.529136239436622,4.771173708920191,74.9066510172144,80.97183098591547,7.662597809076682,36.057902973395926,8.515128840125781,4.159233489827856,327,20,46,8,9,104,59,71,0.057,0.768,0.175,0.8304,0,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,10,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217553485772509,0.0,0.20436653415880468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028592538480955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573524732655465,0.0,0.30927848557144016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156335553182652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37342251962719136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905752380923579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37867239793679575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506029914166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042322963124715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xzybi,2020/03/20,"What does it feel like to achieve your dream or goals ? Personally for me I want to get myself into an associate college, then go to my bachelor degree, get myself a motorcycle license and my dream motorcycle, get myself a 50k salary, buy a house, get myself into investment, exercise more, go travel to a new country, and live a generally stressful life. Is that too much to ask, or am I just naive ?",10.726400000000003,7.554282973333336,10.994666666666667,60.76400000000002,59.26666666666666,14.266666666666666,42.33333333333333,12.45797560212912,5.219133333333334,313,13,55,8,3,107,53,75,0.071,0.821,0.10800000000000001,0.1926,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,8,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292829369827415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739987551551025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138992599853205,0.18563965889765607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430516945853721,0.0,0.29536188888888043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998364809630818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835424753959138,0.12695147669362042,0.0,0.2294557307326731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910224959330822,0.0,0.0,0.25096848993759074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689437900105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976617337355853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326854696395048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pandercu,2020/03/20,I want to die I tried to hang myself last night and I just want some one to talk to,-1.3580000000000003,0.05599120000000113,0.6999999999999993,107.855,87.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.3095,64,0,19,0,2,21,14,20,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.127,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,2,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43935539113722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450749172091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972716694986513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686307657074633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402610223478161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874170017623599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49938846750264704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thegeekygirl_20,2020/03/20,"I just need someone to hold me close and tell me everything is going to be ok I just want to be embraced by someone who actually gives a shit about me and hold me tight as if they never want to loose me and just comfort me .... It will never happen but I can dream",2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,4.409285714285716,88.3857142857143,74.0,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,204,6,46,2,4,69,37,56,0.04,0.794,0.166,0.5157,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,2,17,11,6,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2728104470706371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251250699033784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681796362346865,0.15888051514273166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472141787379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729036037728066,0.4312281510569216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696454780760583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737409333508027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443479538555651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297837210943863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jiraya2020,2020/03/20,"Incest Dreams. Anyone? It's really really awkward & uncomfortable, but I have been getting incestuous dreams lately, including sexual intercourse with my sister. I am 18m, is it common? do you relate? It's just too much for me, if you relate can we have a chat? Thanks.",2.3002285714285726,5.222739080000004,4.895714285714284,72.685,88.2,8.457142857142857,19.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,2.3610857142857147,214,6,34,7,7,75,41,50,0.067,0.74,0.19399999999999998,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,8,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43381809834175616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799592229806017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918517637148765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516528836312023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943298024928763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129950890789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686216646625988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daintyheart23,2020/03/21,23F In NC looking for Solid friendship. I am just going to work. Going home. I’m putting myself out there on dating apps and honestly right now is not the time to be dating. But I’d love to have a friend. Someone that I can chat with and find comfort knowing I have. I’m just feeling very detached and alone.,0.5998809523809534,3.0281753968253966,2.09077380952381,94.09901785714287,88.68253968253971,3.784920634920635,22.160714285714285,5.148860815047168,0.05836666666666712,242,9,49,1,8,78,49,63,0.057999999999999996,0.672,0.27,0.9306,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,14,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,8,13,0,11,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138604328101393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532272936424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769751745843961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341297313293141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444518484625988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039761381570792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654412431750834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447921110532923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735075097391053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046412150490304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879647070219863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676675965974466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670640370014745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500416368765746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061840557468254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,diegoeversholt,2020/03/21,"What are you guys doing in quarantine? Hi everyone! I was wondering... What are you guys doing to pass the time in this quarantine? Every video/blog about this topic I visit, says that we should use the time to be more close to our family. But as a loner I don't have anyone to pass the time with (I live by my own) So, is everyone else on this situation?",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,84.41666666666667,7.488888888888887,17.333333333333336,8.472884824447931,0.9577166666666668,273,6,58,7,8,94,51,72,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.4822,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647309209458335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968063081601312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849583870866114,0.45023518337401003,0.0,0.0,0.22209451893082535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665448708254938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080314419816899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735166477113133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481450207992624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121255603645634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034752488763684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554887248375202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElenyAstrid,2020/03/21,"Broke up with my first boyfriend I didn’t have a relationship until I was 27,I’ve suffered unbearable loneliness but it was my choice,I didn’t trust anyone,if I was to be with someone,they had to be special and perfect for me,well I found that person 4 years ago and we had a rather unconventional relationship,long distance and only met once,those 4 days together was the most happiness I’ve ever experienced,for about two years we didn’t meet again and never will seeing as he ended it.i won’t go into details and I find it hard to blame him even now.But I give up on finding happiness again,how am I supposed to trust anyone again?If someone hurts me ever again,I will not bare it.I was such a stupid naive idealist believing in true love and ready to give my everything to someone,I was so so stupid..",5.674937499999999,6.200136618750001,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,67.1875,9.4,31.625,9.3871,2.682450000000001,649,25,127,12,10,210,100,160,0.12300000000000001,0.63,0.247,0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,9,13,2,0,4,0,18,1,0,0,5,23,25,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,13,2,14,8,17,7,1,17,0,3,1,1,11,5,0,1,11,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474866613672122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633741935911325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745433979131373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107301939699212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736412527188686,0.0,0.0,0.10989303939062676,0.30100216512816297,0.0,0.0,0.1495324574328594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041383234555169,0.14152353960192662,0.0,0.18242810908530208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31921551019629835,0.09455812047033046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542312015173363,0.14904463856888495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811423370917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724189311096705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016529114813906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832323529794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654019963001853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527741615096246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572617189746523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258406498812106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097402758062902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252999887723513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428773620174366 lonely,alwayshungrybobcat,2020/03/21,"I had a dream when I was growing up that one day I would marry my best friend. I met my best friend last year. I’m in love with him. He already has a girlfriend and wants to marry her. I feel like I’m dying inside I know I did this to myself. I fell for someone that I’ll never have. I’ve done this to myself before too. I don’t know why it hurts so much more this time. I genuinely believe this time that I am never going to find love. I am never going to find someone that loves me so much that they want to spend the rest of their life with me. I don’t understand why all the people in the world I had to fall in love with him. I hate myself. I’m never going to be good enough for anyone. I just want someone to look at me the way he looks at her. I wish it was him looking at me, and I staring back into his beautiful eyes. I just want to die already.",0.5016806722689076,1.9773883121693137,2.668633675692501,95.73154061624649,81.22222222222223,5.081979458450046,17.99595393713041,5.5289334501034215,-0.5505209461562406,657,13,158,3,17,223,98,189,0.053,0.6970000000000001,0.25,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,1,0,6,0,14,6,1,0,5,25,38,5,2,6,2,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,1,1,6,6,2,0,1,7,6,36,10,24,29,8,27,0,1,5,4,18,9,0,0,12,113,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371330327470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512695687091857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261737925299238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142646047515876,0.12105197260132768,0.22551053941795846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929213524210025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301867132148653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099519506451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101780299858924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054326635510909216,0.07675762056076622,0.0,0.0,0.19640272953369614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602108245645925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318776222226293,0.09011846637627176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607816059500272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502043304451247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809621801968033,0.08758075022495639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589048464579573,0.05249144140611707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067630742898396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878876259674036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579665934366481,0.0,0.3314680424191515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280646087260674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744877582974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731094539052099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530227687325515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185241833352133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534917170526525,0.08528360776527948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390199972065847,0.0,0.1235546624487778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632474259832307,0.0,0.0,0.06919005769717583 lonely,BustDownThotana,2020/03/21,"I Want Someone That Once To Be Around Me So Bad lol I probably sound like a simp or told to man up and deal with it but lately I’ve wanted a partner so bad. I want someone to go shopping with, watch movies and play games together, someone to talk with, I was planning to go see the Korea and Japan where my family is from and I’d think they’d be more special with someone. I really just like sitting and talking over drinks. I like talking about people’s thoughts and feelings. I don’t want sex, I don’t a model, I just want someone who will love me as much as I love them. It makes me laugh sounding how sad or unmanly it is. It’s true, I have more money, more time, being single. But what’s more money and time when it’s not shared with someone. I’m not that religious but I’d be willing to sell my soul if it meant I could meet someone that’d want to be with me. I don’t think there’s truly any girls that like people like me. The only time a girl wanted to get near me was a girl that felt bad for me in the dorm. It was the saddest thing ever. She insisted on kissing me and laying on my lap, but it was horrible that it was all out pity. I hate being pitied for being alone. I want a solution for being alone. I feel a bit better after venting lol",1.5489227774172605,3.073177850746273,3.3080791693705396,92.09908825438028,78.32835820895522,6.004153147306943,22.099935107073325,6.7026698264267655,0.4060046722907201,976,28,219,9,23,326,134,268,0.15,0.616,0.23399999999999999,0.9711,2,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,11,21,1,0,11,2,24,5,0,2,3,48,49,21,0,10,11,0,3,5,1,2,0,2,1,5,18,16,1,0,7,4,4,2,5,7,0,0,9,7,30,14,30,27,8,19,1,3,2,4,19,9,0,3,12,144,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975751069148004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486340318482038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491068965136682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389213293794197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435811218455401,0.104133038131843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615520292167992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833521835698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343858414713102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086278975071267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991817706164787,0.0,0.09645656399760777,0.0,0.09158220369086903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983344435912889,0.0,0.10841619980204154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417051865954172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759566828055336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299547402945134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721729464108444,0.0,0.06366859119033226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011714735328325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157930025989843,0.0,0.07254272556307276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322524974663239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283851879618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061104502411598816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600754122872612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56572126146019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299946362376593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336792635706286,0.12223457026586612,0.0,0.0757230884719948,0.16685499168051865,0.0,0.0,0.09114211177498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500727828772447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-UserName1-,2020/03/21,"I just don’t get it I can be a social person and don’t have a problem talking to people. It’s just that whenever someone starts to get close to me I push them away or I’ll mess it up sometimes on purpose. I don’t know why I do this either because I don’t like being alone. I just want someone to hug, to love, and mainly just someone to laugh with. And this isn’t just because of Covid-19 this has been happening my whole life. I’m tired of it and just want to stop",1.7994117647058836,2.919268303921569,3.380539215686277,93.53492647058826,76.74509803921569,5.8843137254901965,24.514705882352942,5.985473137389443,0.4370941176470593,365,12,85,2,8,121,60,102,0.12,0.723,0.156,0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,0,0,19,21,5,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,13,18,3,7,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095583110742922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010063981210684,0.0,0.0,0.24668339631440614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142364740143232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892440461693396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119816887666173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429153798366106,0.09885078902499812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826154743173184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027379479719182,0.17667134698810355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360752046635696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625531968113608,0.5143140345460251,0.0,0.20011474854736327,0.0,0.1432139403799884,0.0,0.0,0.1691613396224707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626294198654423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255461979801215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386851605777791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825761033843357,0.2259000950384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,celestialmalec,2020/03/21,"Back to feeling so lonely and sad I feel like I'm suffocating My friends have gone off to spend time together and miraculously no one said a word to me. I found out through their snapchat stories. I found two really good new tv shows and I'm very excited about them and I finally again have something to do on Tumblr. I've so far had a few interactions with people from those fandoms and they've been super nice. I'm excited for new episodes and what people have to say about them. It's also an active fandom as there are constantly new episodes. *I have absolutely fucking no one to talk to about it.* My friends sometimes watch tv shows but they don't think about them after the episode ends. I got into this fandom thing with Vampire Diaries like six years ago. I browse Instagram and Tumblr (and Vine back then) for gifs, video edits and commentary. I didn't do much else other than watch shows at a rapid pace a few years ago but somehow just got tired of that and didn't watch much of anything until now that I found those two shows. I'd love to have someone who would like the same shows and who I could talk to about them. The other thing is, I'd like a friend to play games with. I've never had a friend who I could talk to while playing something together. My friends don't care about video games, one of them plays CS but it's not my cup of tea. I'm sure she'd play with me if I played it. I'm just *so lonely* so much of the time and sometimes I get the urge to post about it on some subreddit but I don't want someone to message me out of pity just for us to awkwardly talk for a day or two and never speak again. I want real internet friends who actually care and play with me and/or talk about tv shows. Who I can spend time with via our phones or computers... without it requiring for us to always see each other face to face to spend time together. I see people on Tumblr and Instagram talking to their internet friends from across the globe and I just wonder how they met. What got them talking and how did they stay such good friends. And wondering why I've never made those kinds of connections This got longer than I intended and I don't have the energy to try to shorten it... Thanks to anyone who read it And I didn't mean anything bad with the ""I don't want someone to message me out of pity"" and ""I want real friends"". I didn't mean that I wouldn't appreciate a message, just that I feel like I wouldn't be interesting enough for someone to actually want to get to know me and stick around. Idk sorry I'm rambling",3.0562339343504377,4.7005458970873795,3.764570041608877,89.91227346278319,74.49514563106797,7.157189089227924,24.88326398520573,7.8761006319780495,1.1651516412390202,2007,65,431,29,42,636,207,515,0.08199999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.174,0.9952,0,4,2,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,11,2,29,41,1,1,17,0,31,6,2,4,4,86,71,40,0,11,14,0,3,5,9,3,1,3,0,0,30,35,1,1,12,20,3,1,18,8,0,7,19,11,52,33,74,45,9,42,0,5,5,2,49,12,1,7,32,276,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.12254170624415353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131340778083107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021057588916339,0.0522436417409816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390198571600938,0.0,0.10333636214993568,0.0558935575783529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655833684547996,0.05242434976952772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803064050660104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785021810168475,0.0,0.1002602908272468,0.0,0.0,0.040492287433620884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245030914692493,0.0,0.05561046272453528,0.06487554140973706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524066761934938,0.08970979530672486,0.0,0.06877986302675815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065274341664556,0.4365802865391433,0.058045378639875474,0.06560701610247209,0.0,0.0,0.10532516658161772,0.20086533702451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538278329263797,0.03450597956152341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337227852737312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056667532281044736,0.059410381907767214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678644888784114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846655217070802,0.0,0.14527513694520738,0.1819196285516072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127637868152477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305853705646346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013239207443213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280378426218336,0.14293023302614785,0.04022282751279392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059724618425269826,0.04993057808107168,0.0,0.0,0.10006589039613224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279618472775666,0.0966726818799772,0.12419548798494592,0.07028467462883249,0.0,0.06692236757100432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917580960036276,0.0,0.0,0.3532595227303244,0.0,0.05780564356599297,0.0,0.0,0.08342551108704382,0.04023124190412482,0.0,0.0,0.14644593628156202,0.07216418254682469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042628111193061334,0.0,0.18400072122381447,0.0,0.15104956312583978,0.0,0.0,0.05180568000792514,0.18516638708482286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665531506000104,0.0,0.0,0.06052422815477785,0.13617919797955166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460193649380679,0.0,0.0,0.08086527263257529 lonely,FeralRago,2020/03/21,"I just don't know what to do, need help. Hey I live in a small, remote town and I'm super lonely. I don't have any friends, which is what I want/ need the most in my life right now. There aren't many persons my age where I live, and I don't share their interests (cars, hockey, drugs). I've had friends in another city which I share interests with, but they have stopped inviting me and I've gotten sick of inviting myself to their hangouts. It's also a hassle to get to them because of the distance between us. They also don't want me around when they are with other people, which have made them lie about not being able to hang, or that they have nothing planned, just so I don't come. I don't know what problems they see in having me there, but it hurts seeing pictures and videos of them online where they are having fun while I'm stuck alone. Tbh it's gotten to the point where I start to feel bad everytime I see random people hanging out with their friends... I'm a shy introvert, unemployed, suffering from severe depression. I'm getting treatment and help for my mental illnesses, but I feel the need for friends to help me get my mind off my terrible thoughts. Everytime I see people I know are having a good time without me, I start to get really scary thoughts about wanting to hurt them. I don't know what to do. It feels like I'm stuck in a neverending downwards spiral of self loathing, which turns into hatred. It doesn't feel like there's any chance to get new friends and I can't help but feel an unwavering helplessness and frustration. The only way I have managed to meet people are through dating apps, but it's not the most efficient way to make friends and it always just end up with someone being hurt. I'm sorry if I rambled a bit, I'm just really frustrated and downright angry. I felt it was a better idea to write here than to do something stupid. Any tips, whatever it might be, will be highly appreciated!",4.7455528846153845,5.654046135416671,5.104375000000001,84.7723557692308,69.41666666666666,8.095192307692308,28.31089743589744,8.263242389622931,1.803191426282051,1532,52,306,21,26,486,185,384,0.267,0.623,0.11,-0.9971,2,3,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,13,3,19,29,3,0,14,0,34,4,0,2,0,60,78,21,0,8,14,0,6,2,6,2,4,0,0,2,19,17,0,1,13,3,0,4,13,13,0,0,10,10,45,16,43,62,3,36,0,7,4,0,31,19,0,6,13,192,64,2,0.08418316495406092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718837057822405,0.0,0.13464249319844546,0.07004713701451773,0.0,0.0,0.17174231679747812,0.08827338851970162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494086467652436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028942640349163,0.05131727599610785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744531683295303,0.091906212881268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251634252108079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250683662013269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762574496069644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745612972621434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128276881093167,0.12028093972754565,0.08082904003906917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902382265088271,0.0,0.21991114578248327,0.0,0.0,0.07060884472025764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257048038549945,0.08894413575044491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703594576028589,0.09503254642307893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850594635151684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059461058999013224,0.08225528428128928,0.0,0.1486705539230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965614614330682,0.05619291629982463,0.08534851619320769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848368301819848,0.08930503466101335,0.08500099868086121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726225039727867,0.0,0.0813046252911361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077601720593562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402509038626056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344802772065626,0.07350549254184388,0.0,0.0,0.0795803012851763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055191967627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785978220541448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189196290176933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683323329491115,0.0,0.08782140071316098,0.09510301461285156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132812248087995,0.06480831319896055,0.0,0.09423616098884392,0.11917055488571288,0.0,0.0,0.0703808953741951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366405924549918,0.04908788046779245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156710966566432,0.0,0.0,0.1012619822400224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489602354015007,0.13364135587348416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114956693246783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,that1sadpenguin,2020/03/21,"Anyone up for a quick chat? Maybe on discord, reddit inbox seems very weird to me",1.41,4.020190000000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.5,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.179275,64,1,12,0,2,20,16,16,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031755588010866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792771316215877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249194529924266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757594365178996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bhmbdk,2020/03/21,16M on the verge of ending it all. Just looking for someone to talk to. Please pm if you want.,-1.7814285714285705,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.2722190476190471,72,2,18,0,3,24,20,21,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219341591137419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000419475879336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229257503868365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403637979558229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828988091438503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809831819518178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MoMysterious,2020/03/21,"Even at this time where we all are staying at home To be safe, I ain't got anyone to chat with. Anyone wants to have a good conversation with another loner? (23M).",1.6913725490196114,3.378589705882355,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,78.41176470588233,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.6096392156862747,126,3,28,2,3,43,29,34,0.066,0.769,0.165,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37875223963496507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051222721408797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857079714873475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295945951894965,0.28888657818490665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623154859844502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849937287937503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062004051153296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304655049873047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,C2blue,2020/03/21,"23F looking for female friends I'm not really into this sort of thing, but thought I might as well try. I'd like to see if anyone was interested in chatting for a bit, preferably someone female around my own age. I don't want this to be a high pressure thing, so if we don't really vibe, don't stress about it. A few random things I like/am interested in: buzzfeed unsolved, lana del rey, death note, socal, the movie midnight cowboy, feminism, and looking at art/photography on instagram. i may or may not delete this later.",4.926596638655461,5.976328382352942,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,69.09803921568627,8.573669467787116,30.257703081232492,8.841846274778883,2.423205602240896,413,16,78,7,7,136,77,102,0.08900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.172,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,14,7,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,3,6,5,13,8,3,9,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,8,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578827066368306,0.0,0.0,0.20100744898228798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465121462986509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445041665962085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385672210522515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206262888753964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37922568959082015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395352292233205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893030359667991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993119627849335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131730068053465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586500187500329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45002903438762704,0.0,0.0,0.17925781671672905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330152985590434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318108461073172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301886984193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Battleloop0,2020/03/21,Need to talk or vent? Can be casual or serious. I'm keeping an eye on my Reddit chat :),-2.1501754385964915,-0.3572000526315797,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,102.15789473684212,6.743859649122808,16.859649122807017,7.793537801064563,1.0044596491228073,65,2,15,2,3,25,18,19,0.059000000000000004,0.7240000000000001,0.217,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307387958364602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261708471651674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703619999791907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dcmp39,2020/03/21,39 year old female In need of friends!,-1.7674999999999983,-1.1481827499999984,-0.754999999999999,107.6,126.5,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.4462000000000002,30,1,7,0,2,9,8,8,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734873617012694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544214424100985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430843026116515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946561170456915 lonely,MamoswineRider,2020/03/21,"I need a tight hug and knowing I won't get one for at least one month from now due to the coronavirus outbreak is heartbreaking. 2020 is just bad news after bad news and I'm curiously anticipating the peak of the covid-19 in europe, something tells me it should peak at the end of March which tbh is fairly optimistic. But man do I need a tight hug. Social interaction won't really be possible... Haven't had one for one month now. This sucks. I just want a hug. :(",1.8564130434782624,4.310857032608698,3.26104347826087,88.06873913043479,81.93478260869566,7.1582608695652175,21.156521739130433,8.238735603445708,1.1597617391304342,365,11,77,8,10,119,61,92,0.154,0.718,0.129,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,7,0,10,3,0,0,0,14,17,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,2,5,3,10,12,1,11,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,8,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673250821953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482471295319945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492323075240946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088763937360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511497528833815,0.0,0.0,0.32620421514709386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962190040374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479787752863668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091594351882125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242277814138835,0.0,0.1693406831640414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226010405206706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297417300448586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NuruKay,2020/03/21,"Chat for someone who needs it Got an hr or two to kill before I sleep. PM me if you need to. 24F",-2.8523188405797093,-1.253524347826085,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,96.82608695652172,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-2.014872463768116,72,1,21,0,3,25,22,23,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115343301703324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292813195946912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40504866266283207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429347894301423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663763824129823,0.0,0.3102054931849207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576382070110135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,retardedanondsfargeg,2020/03/21,"I'm lonely because i deserve it \>year 1-5 went fine in elementary school \>had lots of friends \>good at school, good grades \>homework always done on time \>went to activities \>played sports \>flipped pokemon cards \>played marbles and bet pokemon cards \>family has to move a bit away at year 5 \>now in some new school \>new people, but quickly make great friends with them \>find a new best mate \>we play pokemon sapphire together on our gameboys \>trade link and share secrets \>even solve the regi pokemon puzzle with the game manual \>still got good grades and love math a lot \>year 6 \>have to start in special class for some reason \>had autism and adhd for my entire life but that never impeded me (diagnosed at 4) \>dont wanna go to special class so i stay with my classmates regular class \>eventually they have to drag me to special class \>in special class, refuse to work at all \>stab the spec ed teacher with a pencil once \>he had to go to the hospital and get a syringe \>spat in the face of our textile teacher \>started to hate my former classmates for getting to be in regular class while i didnt \>once sat in a sofa with 2 girls from my class and said i hate you to them \>they just said i looked so cute when i was angry \>in some drawing class \>working on a giant wooden boat of wood sticks and wood glue \>one of my classmates sits on the opposite end of the table \>he insults me for being a spec ed kid, i insult him back by calling him a nigger then throwing the bucket of wood glue on him staining his clothes and hair \>run into the room next to the table where they store paper and lock myself in \>grades drop through the floor like a red graph arrow \>have to take specialized courses for spec ed kids because i wont pass into next year with current grades \>get different grades because of it, grades that which are worse than regular grades \>find /b/ through gaia in about 2009 8th grade \>become a raging /b/tard \>felt like i had friends again \>raids, gore and boxxy \>spend so much time on teh internetz that my homework never got done \>slept through classes between year 6 and 9 \>nobody wanted to work with me becausei slept through classes \>get in trouble for not hiding power level \>the only thing i was good at in school was english as a foreign language thanks to the internet \>end of year 9 \>end school by barely even passing through the minimal score for grades, even with my specialized and retard proof spec ed grades \>go try find a trade school after elementary school \>no school wants to take me in \>become a NEET \>stay NEET until now doing the same thing over and over sitting at computer TL;DR: I turned into a bad person when i got excluded from my friends, my regular class, i have been a bad person since that through my own actions. I deserve to be lonely i'm a bad person but i won't an hero.",7.777248286768585,9.084209228782292,5.732823405376912,81.54283025830259,62.800738007380076,8.113104902477598,38.91744860305746,8.052868069273773,3.189820284659989,2470,127,413,26,35,702,288,542,0.129,0.736,0.135,0.1269,3,4,0,0,0,0,173.0,2,1,4,5,14,35,5,0,32,0,19,6,3,2,4,50,45,25,0,3,5,0,1,2,5,2,2,2,3,6,9,24,0,1,4,3,3,8,6,11,0,0,17,5,42,24,87,23,11,72,0,2,2,1,32,34,1,7,28,233,51,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820842515349903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414825081023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114082475754519,0.05003924752460687,0.16300664034625595,0.11900874967776907,0.14374214263560214,0.0,0.0,0.06829300204977222,0.0,0.07104588250454642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644963346811697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605053312832823,0.0,0.06799032528556494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319020583541358,0.07626831363851068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291344073276915,0.0,0.0,0.12894579001881454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613476410287442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624829410498038,0.0,0.1784342148075777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110950297521168,0.0,0.13599760829998794,0.0,0.11095217326185798,0.2183298616496307,0.156141105680513,0.07174626226581664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849769341421186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459649383736147,0.06358546478219239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464725408040157,0.0,0.0,0.11065017903502124,0.05873341996264068,0.0,0.04343857943730857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916524103157794,0.04783817606577657,0.0,0.10038088578383496,0.18855174229535296,0.13841763180900082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860713488492665,0.04409702353107525,0.04949305282333461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511534266401114,0.17046494756496605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690872628010174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380391221846825,0.0,0.0,0.5268811991393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383134649465122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212192489478138,0.13872421689189307,0.051969591161117885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785775520593958,0.0,0.0,0.05991302255644279,0.0,0.0,0.08646689525797971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589240550293222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044182173744553535,0.07078374693767439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676674623260853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065177495939025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421277991064978,0.0,0.06631776560657852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514399600656961 lonely,xEppyx,2020/03/21,"One step forward, two steps back I had a rough childhood, I was separated from my brother.. druggie parents.. one went to jail for a year or two and of course I moved schools often. School to school, I would try to meet people.. but at one point it just became pointless. I ended up spending most of high school just reading books in the cafeteria with an occasional lookie-loo who would feel obligated to try to be nice after their boyfriend threw something at me across the room to impress his friends. After highschool, I went to university.. but quickly depression and loneliness took over and I dropped out. My mother passed away very shortly after, partly from drinking and causing liver issues to become worse. Shamefully, for the next few years.. I just kind of withdrew from everything and basically became a shut-in. At one point, my father and I left to be closer to ""family"" (and he was a pot head who thought that this state would make him rich). Eventually, I found out he was abusing my credit and basically piling debt onto my name and I got mad and hit a door. I ended up hitting my hand into a tiny glass window in the door and cutting my arm up. Luckily, I missed any arteries and my arm is fine.. just a hefty slice.. probably the biggest bullet to have dodged. After almost being homeless, my aunt and uncle took me in and gave me a chance to go back to school. I finished a two year AA that I had stalled out on. Got my first job in IT and have basically tripled my income in three years. During these three years, I still haven't met anyone who has been interested in me. I like a woman at work, but I am sure she has someone.. and she is way out of my league, I can tell by how many guys generally hover around her all of the time. Even if I were more outgoing and had confidence, I really just don't want to be one of those guys. Sometimes I think that she occasionally stares at me, but who knows why.. definitely not a sign of anything, I am not THAT delusional. At work or even in general public, I am super upbeat and energetic. Yet, the minute I actually get alone.. depression just hits me. I always realize that I am just going straight home to my empty apartment to do ??? to kill time. This shift in emotions is constant, daily. A few months ago, my company laid off hundreds of people. I lost 5 people in my group that I saw daily. After watching their tears roll down their cheeks as they said goodbye to everyone, I realized that I would very likely never see them again. I realized just how delicate my world was and it put my emotions into overdrive. Now with the Coronavirus, my job and company is up in the air at this point. I'll probably lose the girl that I am hopelessly crushing on, i'll lose the importance that drives me to get up every day and I'll just be kind of back where things started. On other fronts, I dropped a friend that I would occasionally hit up bars with. He was a co-worker from my last job. He was kind of a dbag, he would always talk trash about people or make fun of things that were like, ""eh"". One night, he kind of took off like an ahole and I decided that I wanted better in friends, I don't want to hang out with some dude once every 2-3 months to hit up bars until I am puking into my toilet. My brother and sister-in-law have been trying to get me to date. I have looked, but I can't bring myself to reach out to anyone. These dating apps are such a weird world... people just looking to shag, women that expect the perfect guy, bitter people who have had too many bad dates, single moms and women who are too heavy for me (I know this is mean to say, but it just doesn't interest me). I am 31 in a large city, but the dating pool still seems very small. At this point, I guess the good ones are mostly taken. I know that I am nothing special and I have basically been losing frontal hair since 26... but is it wrong to want to meet the right person? Even if I could find that person, would I have any ability to interest them or would I even be able to connect to them on an emotional level? I have slowly been easing myself into the thought that I will probably just die as a virgin, so I have been picking up snowboarding and I plan to hike in order to have something. I was going to travel this spring, but with all of the uncertainty.. I don't know if that will even be possible. Even if it were, traveling alone really sucks. I really don't know where things will go from here, just trying to make the best of a shitty situation and sometimes it feels like a losing battle.",4.79641063431778,5.503746698996661,5.599076771913911,81.99887704778642,69.18952062430323,8.533975776127582,27.13204088959432,8.644795401552905,1.8159588420913395,3547,107,709,55,59,1160,396,897,0.132,0.752,0.11599999999999999,-0.9444,6,2,4,0,1,1,127.0,0,0,7,13,40,47,6,1,41,0,76,12,7,7,5,129,130,50,2,18,32,7,5,5,3,11,0,2,5,9,43,43,4,0,18,8,4,22,10,19,1,13,36,14,103,28,124,70,12,140,0,9,6,1,55,72,1,15,48,497,146,15,0.049125605912548616,0.05820580992784431,0.047939504916799935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043546885572025434,0.0,0.04919219814234562,0.10175862443566792,0.0,0.0,0.08175287897895785,0.0,0.0,0.06681419321868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686995317625692,0.0,0.04042618789313137,0.04373220449544261,0.0,0.0,0.04615512387089823,0.1133236758121954,0.041017828959048284,0.0,0.05425537212757179,0.0,0.0,0.05155429259618805,0.0434476062796296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050465529543133145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053087327800233744,0.0,0.039222798934235546,0.0,0.0,0.031681951753616266,0.0,0.08462362477604524,0.0,0.05098462300430028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812439148079842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577908357748944,0.08702141117234752,0.0,0.0,0.1946819963436872,0.0,0.08278088350266329,0.046941621681031616,0.044150926956843466,0.0,0.04631124918738784,0.0,0.04967876481737218,0.03509534267968492,0.0,0.0,0.04489991381867904,0.041786215293386435,0.0,0.05386369125055465,0.11386296380010205,0.0,0.07699830451408676,0.0,0.11167685576053554,0.04120422749085995,0.07858046951554228,0.0,0.054117393382454825,0.145926220110547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050417044403923764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051903899829532425,0.049276988187361696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127436933959235,0.14624875098858045,0.0,0.05435020437818404,0.2046270356240303,0.1349907413197596,0.040043925526005816,0.0,0.0,0.05337511456356702,0.0,0.0,0.12000144809334425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250627273306843,0.21983594869122172,0.05362640198761712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983751702396234,0.0996113076531708,0.0,0.053512186503630654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753531591074072,0.07842317990755482,0.0522127445946672,0.0,0.0,0.0378886957772976,0.0,0.052245639205843464,0.04610105328911674,0.0,0.047137343798008616,0.0,0.0,0.05231716701053008,0.23302147362911804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454817174238378,0.05319824394794147,0.0,0.20434505789474,0.08578916843976916,0.0,0.0,0.18575830554581066,0.055381739408475066,0.0,0.0,0.158897136007338,0.0,0.0,0.049384802525510266,0.0,0.0,0.04913889999918662,0.0,0.0944133632418315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195299903156607,0.046729700873392635,0.039066653579101766,0.0,0.24858867937213905,0.039146747598662684,0.04472210659405982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063720886086435,0.05521923932790646,0.0,0.0,0.04162396647108569,0.07563858298286938,0.09717296077200234,0.0,0.0347713567130079,0.0,0.07846354467978689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630030219491177,0.0,0.0,0.0394853011876279,0.04293794486629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791060908623578,0.031477704663734035,0.0,0.078000487422268,0.05729107173052981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374106720290071,0.13341224690062825,0.0,0.14396573624050765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160130918251748,0.11590222067112707,0.038993619364644384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107985769863496,0.044328218336870936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729207856243393,0.0,0.050063189342814514,0.2791793676622697,0.05371113819855822,0.0,0.15817639780712067 lonely,neya327,2020/03/21,Just lost my best friend I just need a friend before I end myself. Please respond.,0.3710416666666667,2.5384756875,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,104.625,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-1.829516666666667,65,1,13,0,3,19,13,16,0.099,0.345,0.556,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019088462463318,0.0,0.37234093072301855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142476755770494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482355239008251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873063409829908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307985988932153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38946408582707176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slurplurpsyrup,2020/03/21,"Sorry to break it to you but this quarantine will reveal to you who your real friends are Everyone is posting about texting their friends more on social media because of feeling lonely. Who texted you? Give it two more weeks and for the people that have texted you those are your friends, if they didn't chances are their not your friend or they don't think of you as close friends. If everyone is in desperate need of social interaction right now, then they will for certain reach out to the people they care about or the friends they want to get closer too.",9.165283018867925,7.765201188679249,7.372339622641512,79.96605660377361,60.698113207547166,10.36679245283019,36.29433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.8870928301886787,450,16,86,5,5,132,67,106,0.095,0.6659999999999999,0.24,0.9655,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,7,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,17,8,0,4,6,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,15,8,16,14,2,11,0,1,0,0,27,6,0,4,3,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499261210011244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158879221826461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978047694966693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879240520196511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7223639165921505,0.0,0.08141482088562574,0.14948647774008206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554608052027796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606600810696294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924220673342412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736882443775862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307809529019832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176984242763264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744390931291041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998496669476539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222341197842654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191265894490973,0.0,0.12499754551500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chismic,2020/03/21,Honestly not that lonely Hello gaming squadron I’m here to say that my goal in joining this community is to make friends. I’ve always been a people’s person so I’m here to support people and to make new friends! :D,1.4888636363636394,3.9555101590909096,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,83.77272727272728,5.3381818181818215,24.70909090909091,6.742157984588678,1.0868145454545457,173,7,33,2,5,58,33,44,0.0,0.643,0.35700000000000004,0.9541,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580157127871921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791420866047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139685352075228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994822021496789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299480452614756,0.2707544213837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465921835490752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518809911633376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2normal,2020/03/21,"Discord for lonely people Feel free to join anyone and start a conversation. With everything going on in the world, we have to stick together. https://discord.gg/wMGt2W",8.264871794871794,12.446015230769234,6.3976923076923065,64.63064102564104,69.76923076923077,9.620512820512822,27.89743589743589,9.725611199111238,3.9071435897435904,140,5,17,4,3,41,25,26,0.16399999999999998,0.662,0.174,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136830129777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317209017491215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914703322419445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33623823180169043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101632964504344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187603391555783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RayTheRogue,2020/03/21,"I'm working in a call center that scams Americans even though I do not want to do it I posted this in r/confession but nobody read it so I'm trying here as I don't know where else to post. If you know a good subreddit to post this please let me know. I am an Indian and I dropped out of high school and because of that I cannot get a job anywhere. I managed to get a job at a call centre due to my English skills; when I joined it was a Canadian process where I had to make marketing calls for a mortgage broker company. However they recently changed it to an American process where you have to call up Americans, tell them you're calling from the National Institute of Health, tell them that they have been selected in a government survey which makes them eligible for a grant of $14,566 and then take their driver's license or State ID number as ""verification"". I'm not sure what they do with that information but I know that they are not doing anything legitimate because if you Google it you will know that it's a well known scam. So if you are an American and you get a call saying you have received a grant DO NOT give out your information, just say you're not interested and hang up (please pass this to information to as many people as you can) I always want to tell people I call to not give me any information but since my supervisors keep listening in on my calls, I am unable to do it. It's very easy for me to fool people because I have a very thick American accent but believe me when I say I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS. I want to leave the job and inform the FBI/Federal Trade Commission but if I leave the job I will be homeless and starve to death because I'm from an extremely poor family and because I'm a high school drop out I cannot get a job anywhere else. I'm very conflicted and I don't know what to do. Please help me.",5.364445239799572,5.130485388451447,6.432857313290388,79.78775411596278,67.81889763779527,10.391839656406587,30.96647578143641,10.125756701596842,2.780390026246719,1467,52,313,33,22,493,166,381,0.115,0.809,0.077,-0.9062,7,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,9,8,2,12,5,0,0,23,0,29,1,0,2,1,52,56,29,1,8,18,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,21,13,0,2,12,1,3,3,11,1,1,0,3,5,46,4,43,49,0,33,0,0,0,0,41,19,0,5,5,201,67,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058481682644669575,0.0,0.0,0.04779533751930876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783751032201336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142215068955136,0.0,0.0,0.0791856807458696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741402639145418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435085303006875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742605346514808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642173204987956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662572330584743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688136458752196,0.1348450908507868,0.0,0.05895064701903562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470830428730511,0.0,0.0,0.047109693818355065,0.1485172111740659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34872871958001084,0.06247139678645752,0.0,0.0,0.2317565558770197,0.0,0.0,0.14884061573503676,0.0,0.0718698622413147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382985338126598,0.07125665731591757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461776389414091,0.0,0.0,0.23145124555257995,0.0,0.0,0.20193711728961733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030273651892421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939669119690445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767729761715106,0.0,0.1422617472330565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058139416785014074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624157126043377,0.0,0.05284460807727808,0.0,0.1842931989512998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905339485401481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047718030126884116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397428106767293,0.16582062850278154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319350209061511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116738286684863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noctlyuis,2020/03/21,"Probably my fault, but I end up with friends who are always negative And it's goddamned draining. Just wish sometimes, they'd find that it's not all bad. It gets exhausting and I tend to just... move away from these people as it just tends to pull me down as well. It also feels like, I'm always giving out advice that never gets listened to. It's just pretty shit. *So do you want to fix that health issue or do you just want to rant about it?* :( How am I attracting all these people. FCK. Is it a sign on my forehead or smth. I'd rather be lonely I guess, if this is the choice I have to make. XD Sad but honestly.... not worth the emotional highs and lows.",0.15947712418300594,2.4683885555555563,1.7544662309368206,96.62803921568629,89.37037037037037,4.954248366013072,16.830065359477125,6.522977012572876,-0.27145751633986936,505,12,113,6,17,163,91,135,0.21899999999999997,0.5670000000000001,0.214,0.0411,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,0,11,12,1,0,3,0,9,4,2,2,3,30,22,13,0,5,13,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,1,0,0,2,11,5,16,20,2,11,0,3,0,0,7,7,1,4,3,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197472666407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489222745898849,0.3099045100817173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496241391882086,0.0,0.15548822679922186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094755410840083,0.16493809228985898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415982326539983,0.13303757757689652,0.0,0.0,0.17020422972835636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438752431051196,0.0,0.19458741299049745,0.17864184103142722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514536604155476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979460866393473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675457120160766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943681801594452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097903448766974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430513892631218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979253236793893,0.0,0.0,0.14362647345448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582068295143842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945549609908516,0.2007796328918545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115498794338065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184179072207282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196780184567795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674366264795313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414698463071344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MaddieMadhat,2020/03/21,"Social distancing huh? Well, welcome to my life. The one people distanced themselves from.",4.879285714285714,6.404910500000002,3.4749999999999983,76.38250000000002,122.57142857142857,4.257142857142857,32.07142857142857,5.985473137389443,2.9294857142857147,73,4,8,1,4,21,14,14,0.0,0.7020000000000001,0.298,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389634355238284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738004648630353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38243252514261655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562319874811953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959838745269215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noonhe,2020/03/21,"is this insane? is it insane to have a twitter account with 1k tweets and 0 followers? I don't have any followers in my twitter and instagram. I write my thoughts as tweets but there's nobody to read them. sometimes I think if somebody see my account they might think I'm insane that I wrote all those tweets for nobody...",4.009047619047621,5.74372704761905,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,72.17460317460319,6.944761904761903,28.473015873015875,7.554174236665415,1.6685453968253974,256,10,49,3,5,80,44,63,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.7657,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,6,11,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672644386799327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41692799547091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39312247571853176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318296365139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887029920513245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036577207690336,0.0,0.3120108989334495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,princewaynekent,2020/03/21,"Here’s why quarantine lonely hits more than being lonely normally Because before you can reason that people are understandably too busy to make time for you. Now with all the time to spend yet people still don’t make time for you. I’ve been lonely for as long as I can remember but this coronavirus right now is a new revelation to how much worse I think it is.",9.707699530516427,7.04813685915493,9.262535211267608,70.80769953051643,60.69014084507042,12.846948356807516,33.52582159624413,11.20814326018867,3.4168553990610318,291,7,56,6,3,94,53,71,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.8126,0,7,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,1,11,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,10,10,3,10,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316010750238256,0.0,0.19983688002500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078315603289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135234200258571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263903150409587,0.0,0.0,0.2268159926883644,0.0,0.0,0.2300994837428537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256256698742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414610809635996,0.0,0.0,0.2660350453627356,0.20055743290729605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754853599315566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048000826883576,0.0,0.0,0.41082224894592606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448325120379766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191223226515293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393284144047037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bumblemb,2020/03/21,"How do I learn to love myself? I’ve been alone for 27 years and I’ll keep being alone. I’m going to die alone, no matter what I do. How do I become okay with that?",-2.2605263157894733,-0.5069849473684194,0.7266315789473694,103.38942105263159,95.84210526315788,3.04,7.6,3.1291,-2.444016842105264,124,0,33,0,5,43,27,38,0.285,0.55,0.165,-0.644,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,7,9,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8218444766485697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921257905416966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745151810143555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032469825084188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351048404273132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387267425294978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033301382873045 lonely,Winnipeg_love93,2020/03/21,"Hating this.... I picked a bad year to try and get my shit together and to try to make the girl I've been crushing on forever my gf....things were looking so famn promising and now we're all quarantined to our houses and supposed to social distance ourselves..everything's closed...short of me picking up coffees and chilling at her place, what is there to do!? I don't want to just suggest Netflix and chill, minus the sex...I actually wanted to go out on dates with her first...but now I don't even know what to suggest for us to do. We were going to meet for coffee a couple weeks back but I got stuck having to work that night",1.6270563294972789,3.85661607874016,2.9932283464566933,91.00269533615992,81.1259842519685,5.482495457298608,23.155057540884318,6.67199483983844,0.6558169594185346,490,17,101,5,13,159,89,127,0.113,0.87,0.017,-0.8133,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,4,0,9,1,1,3,1,18,20,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,1,12,1,21,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,0,7,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.20724059939556164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329793519135474,0.17731846572322138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349812273581417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026710567763712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086272547632044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806401697076902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095355008800743,0.0,0.24138733354247144,0.0,0.16985014375355698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966949993676384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450442367859637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671193598060885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783356904161804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175733410599206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992930451197708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218794302744372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179927694540457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164825006514752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108790755788014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883679552216833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545263698440024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505203769297123,0.0,0.17034885388572016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460648241475938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367580726946175 lonely,TalonPain,2020/03/21,"Quarntinees got you down? Join our server have some fun and maybe find a date! Look at your man. Now back at me. I’m on a boat. I have two tickets to that event you want to go to so badly. Now keep reading because you don’t have a man because dating sucks.Really sucks. Obviously you know that or else you wouldn’t be on a subreddit reading posts about it, you’d be off hanging with your man in your cute apartment while the rest of the world is quarantined at home alone, practicing social distancing and mindlessly swiping on Hinge or whatever. The con of Corvid19 right now is that we can’t go out. The pro is that...well, we probably wouldn’t have gone out anyway, because dating is freaking exhausting. What better time than to bring back to power of courtship and seeing how things progress in a slightly more natural setting than a tinder dm? 30+Dating is a small, growing Discord server that seeks to connect potential partners, while simultaneously providing a place of solidarity for those that just want to talk about dating and its challenges being a person 30 and up. If you're interested, please join us on Discord, here. &#x200B; [https://discord.gg/NBmySh](https://discord.gg/NBmySh)",7.0523987538940816,8.77698230841122,6.295495327102808,75.3375109034268,64.70093457943925,9.258068535825547,32.9582554517134,9.558583805096642,3.1772558255451724,970,40,162,19,15,296,136,214,0.085,0.7709999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8472,1,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,4,9,0,4,12,9,1,0,13,0,17,1,0,1,1,24,30,12,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,10,10,0,1,2,3,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,2,15,5,31,22,3,40,0,0,2,0,20,19,1,4,13,109,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862167663561353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640416689040725,0.1978315217565592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038111280738035,0.13593924110875086,0.2977417192722753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399188780911248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360065552114254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488050529552251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850569302029056,0.0,0.13021373464910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331133432251402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447126804562832,0.0,0.0,0.08947591521743767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671908517199569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635641571844605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215908970580013,0.17010141186439898,0.17871608374282424,0.0,0.0,0.15592662151440945,0.0,0.17553631864781732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257073786853696,0.1853130033514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903853507900474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973819666933184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596391544364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086021407314236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081634842982296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493560496742508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590413520726662,0.0,0.19583993956440446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920586769302473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978315217565592,0.0 lonely,Golf_Foxtrot_Zulu,2020/03/21,"My life has just fallen apart in a matter of hours I don't wanna go into details, it stings enough thinking about it. But my life was genuinely going well, it wasn't perfect but it was going well and dare i say i was enjoying life at points. But its all fucking gone, literally just pulled from under me within 2 hours and im back to my old miserable state or scheduled programming as it seems like. I ended up breaking a self harming streak about 20 minutes ago, i couldn't help it i needed the relief desperately, i forgot what it was like to constantly be in (physical) pain, miserable and its hit me like a brick. Why cant this happen to someone who genuinely deserves it or something, ive done some shitty things but nothing to justfy this.",3.7514155251141545,5.60895238356165,4.9152739726027415,81.49268264840184,73.10958904109589,7.606392694063928,27.235159817351605,8.344100000000001,1.997691324200913,592,22,109,10,12,195,97,146,0.195,0.664,0.141,-0.9029,0,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,1,2,4,0,12,5,0,0,2,22,23,10,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,5,2,0,8,1,13,8,17,12,3,25,0,2,0,1,4,9,1,4,11,77,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882135795151186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909444690775546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814257922114904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180630011869774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869771295246353,0.17347175624065733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520847387952375,0.0,0.0,0.2862415034000962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846158263480544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253086174729893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33066900285511697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134635789508305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35574985176822804,0.2460627651343019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448580062704424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109173875693625,0.0,0.1761687649612478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786431993910616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870712060668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351017782080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283767246160568,0.17514235821858726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142249787377092,0.12924732142348672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153640963196533,0.10757496642338303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019004655180311,0.0,0.1514915604596567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Old_Aggin,2020/03/21,"Anyone want a friend? Just another lonely, miserable guy. 18M, from Chennai, India.",2.7711904761904727,5.158372785714286,4.772857142857145,69.15547619047621,106.85714285714286,7.580952380952381,26.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,3.5802666666666667,65,3,8,2,3,22,14,14,0.313,0.44,0.247,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594027706694618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37302327087860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121671487314525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282314113456142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146617185562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JadedHellfire,2020/03/21,Looking for friends who may also be Lonely Having a bad year and could use some polite conversation!,9.026666666666664,9.341446111111113,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,60.111111111111114,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1912666666666683,82,3,12,1,1,26,18,18,0.26899999999999996,0.598,0.133,-0.4926,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796546675971961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963935631745014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790465127430629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667880291713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986675582654613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41002861584069306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057212316111173 lonely,RunAwaylou,2020/03/21,"I absolutely hate being a guy I'm not saying that women have it so much easier to get affection. I only say this because I'm afraid of who I might become. You know, the guy who'll bend over backwards for any girl in a failed attempt at trying to get affection and validation. I feel like I might become like that because every time I try and hit it off with any girl I always end up being the one left. I feel like I'll never have anyone to love and it always makes me cry. I've been mutilating myself because the thought keeps getting to me. I don't want to be the one who's all alone. It hurts. What's wrong with me? I know I'm not unattractive, and I got some good talents. I just feel like I'm going to waste away alone. I don't want to spend my early 20s alone",1.6588501742160275,3.1851025853658532,3.5846689895470405,90.2267073170732,78.02439024390246,6.149128919860628,20.25087108013937,6.868970318607317,0.2269212543554007,600,14,134,6,14,203,94,164,0.158,0.6579999999999999,0.184,0.7613,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,2,12,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,3,2,26,33,5,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,2,0,5,11,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,3,5,19,7,17,23,3,14,0,2,0,1,12,9,0,3,8,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771540091922281,0.0,0.0,0.20200368758859,0.0,0.0,0.16509159777607166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487504614498255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140449772469707,0.0,0.0,0.2219850681277682,0.2681198601967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133335458468686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075108679689534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022718951199474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841273447484053,0.2601518892187136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902555805272385,0.0,0.06898575610937717,0.10181177716732402,0.09708248084246653,0.0,0.0,0.24037999188409356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984231959435206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994489553253627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789235149362307,0.0,0.0,0.1334197786180838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188489631146974,0.0,0.0,0.2372098483486123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955448458273408,0.0,0.08102526950222788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257540095007918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923176490655364,0.0,0.09361940962233643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450690893370687,0.0923185793698956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930600654872532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636594019558052,0.07078042938676317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482456752589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319175219077174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327151791618464,0.0,0.0 lonely,Slushypupp,2020/03/21,"Will I ever find someone who actually loves me? I’m halfway through high school now and I’ve never had a girlfriend, best friend, or even a friend that is a girl. Sure I have friends but I feel like they would rather hang out among themselves and exclude me unless they needed me. I always ask them what’s wrong if they seem off and I try to help them through things but they don’t do the same back. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. It’s been so long for me not socializing that I completely forgot how to make new friends and talk with people. I just wish I had someone who I felt truly loved me and didn’t just treat me like their alternative choice for someone to talk with.",3.067136363636365,4.511907492857142,3.4493506493506523,93.00110389610391,74.07142857142857,6.233766233766234,23.441558441558442,6.574015621080383,0.3926428571428575,539,15,120,4,11,167,89,140,0.08199999999999999,0.6559999999999999,0.262,0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,1,9,13,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,2,3,32,25,12,0,5,9,0,2,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,2,23,11,13,17,2,11,0,0,0,2,22,4,0,3,8,82,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.13963194495682746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905956806879366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337667168939466,0.0,0.0,0.1100248135003761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016062761959018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002364636216273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450739303185388,0.1294300807446438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234891731299019,0.102221142370902,0.13738563779519322,0.0,0.1307786199664948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44219361106739263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590797569805737,0.15117891802637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863668927893559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980983428168398,0.0,0.0,0.1266271962278558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582826040479943,0.0,0.0955114602584883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060969493693436,0.11035725739019063,0.13819399309855476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919827751551276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481134444430546,0.0,0.1302607262451465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458588360738476,0.36371060184678905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485748880353582,0.0,0.0,0.23001528328685314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506042252171652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714645336933267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454260369843826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164466176213824,0.3128856130460957,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomaccount7380,2020/03/21,Each n everyday It's just getting worse n worse love that 😎,-1.8725641025641016,-0.9184187692307724,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,121.30769230769228,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.5664564102564107,48,2,11,1,3,16,11,13,0.37799999999999995,0.366,0.256,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282005686295357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942128100802229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.890236351114585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peenfiend,2020/03/21,"These days have been really hard. I can’t avoid suicidal thoughts anymore, I’m going downhill fast, and I probably need kind words but i don’t know where to look for them",3.215196078431372,5.280894441176475,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,75.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,1.9416980392156864,137,5,28,3,3,43,30,34,0.182,0.7490000000000001,0.069,-0.3876,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,2,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33884987619631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203521655130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418182626417269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060737667820999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558020254948802,0.18777569264258254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869210206259896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334774820473177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683835335790924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888581029242776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737370898691753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712518541823781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,another1dumb1blonde,2020/03/21,does anyone feel like the closer they get to someone the less they can tell them? ive noticed lately that i have friends that i barely know who just know so much about the things that stress me out or make me anxious but the people who are closest with me think im never stressed and im great because of how little i share with them. maybe i have commitment problems or i way overshare but before i label myself with a problem i just wanna know if its normal in the slightest.,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.277083333333334,85.72625000000002,68.0625,6.816666666666667,28.5,5.46131890053228,1.1023875,381,12,74,1,6,119,67,96,0.102,0.726,0.172,0.8055,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,5,8,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,2,2,25,12,8,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,16,4,9,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,3,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194949835895276,0.0,0.12066177263321727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519429457372743,0.0,0.1468404850401143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101318524773666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872542748298444,0.12328078955578085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332363600259434,0.0,0.0901583234902921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025401412390594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728005894888138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451236948177666,0.0,0.19466134022532694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430676060814205,0.17295591209707706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518877562107728,0.0,0.17336518551669186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685545891101424,0.0,0.1330931107667407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907749858811422,0.0,0.19646690474927814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963515268018587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302436539128764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621414293723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39534627216371065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082980648836367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464481488048095,0.11057297031594787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697441927796286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IgnorantSmartAss,2020/03/21,"I just got dumped and stuck alone in quarantine So obviously Coronavirus is having a bad effect on all of us. For me its definitely killed my relationship. I just came back from a two month trip in Colombia during which I had a long-distance thing with my girlfriend. I was super keen to get back home and pick up where we left off. We only managed to meet up one evening for a few hours and then BAM Coronatime. She didnt want me to visit her anymore since she lives with her family and was worried I'd bring the virus to her household. So days go by and things start getting awkward between us. I think we really needed the physical connection to rekindle what we had. Tonight we talked on the phone and it turns out she realises she cant handle the commitment of a relationship. So now I'm heartbroken, live by myself, prime minister just announced 3 week ban on public life. All I want to do is forget about her but it's all I can think about. I'm also locked in here with a huge stash of Colombian Xanax and worried I'm going to get addicted to this shit in here. All I want is the anxiety to go away and to sleep until this shit is over. All my friends live with their girlfriends and I'm just wallowing away in this flat. Anyway I doubt anybody even reads this but I'm lonely as fuck. Starting to feel quite hopeless...",3.3386363636363647,5.163904681818185,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,74.15151515151516,7.527272727272727,26.01515151515152,8.296473431620573,1.6425742424242429,1052,37,212,18,22,338,158,264,0.188,0.764,0.047,-0.9863,0,4,0,0,0,1,21.0,7,0,1,3,19,13,5,2,11,0,13,7,3,2,7,45,39,18,1,4,6,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,11,20,0,1,4,1,0,7,2,10,0,2,8,1,31,3,43,31,6,37,0,2,0,1,26,18,3,1,12,146,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761727741233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124322556862617,0.0,0.09361621318140853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955380667729543,0.0,0.11609624858508193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199713734599469,0.18003031605378628,0.09774373261032528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389027961610694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549673640383102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546396244233206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035772668371893,0.0,0.05919118622256219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044352476584247,0.10822398358746847,0.18348366744098696,0.0,0.1995908792329874,0.0,0.0936269494954176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742495591457053,0.0,0.1152846743588719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951421318182346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719061584550095,0.0,0.0826859194747621,0.0,0.0,0.3101095487590916,0.10359814951119077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093439542290116,0.0,0.0,0.08680163464780695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932574405147493,0.08903261322894636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451220601588492,0.11709589766638526,0.0,0.0749943359245442,0.0,0.0,0.2513663210582853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403294759132369,0.09683673119052442,0.0,0.11714876080486923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657173126567809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094091784457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554453005941782,0.15002004864326676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733225381131333,0.11435473130631288,0.0,0.2816276820596899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207142527171514,0.0,0.0939018548168087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377687924886765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,valorine,2020/03/21,"everything is wrong I hate this whole self-quarantine, I hate not going to school. At least when I’m at school I have to get up and I have to do stuff like brushing my teeth, washing my face, etc. But now I don’t, I’ve completely stopped using my prescribed stuff for my skin and I’m breaking out because of it, but I have no motivation to do it. I only took a shower because I had therapy, for okays the first day I brushed my hair in like a week. It all sucks and I just want my life to go back to the way it was, yeah i hated school and I was completely alone but know I’m just in my room, in a place I’m supposed to be relaxed at but it’s all just making it worse.",0.0030612244897980645,1.8195627755102064,2.1993469387755127,96.7492244897959,84.51020408163265,5.552653061224492,20.6843537414966,6.742157984588678,0.13995455782312938,516,16,127,6,15,174,82,147,0.175,0.6920000000000001,0.133,-0.7569,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,4,0,5,2,11,6,4,3,2,21,27,9,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,4,19,4,18,22,5,22,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,9,84,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470817803196623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091985934575561,0.0,0.17313860242155146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779411837977754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091586101792669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583811096647576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763138211801012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079547993610093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741954979071551,0.0,0.16141757867556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42062285338539696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804617513293302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030739603535647,0.13875994668276995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479422675202752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800665520741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837249273691458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311716955547063,0.0,0.0,0.14814966584871905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872853367343382,0.0,0.0,0.32513991890516825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240329379397678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778074706496353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265291930092916,0.0,0.0,0.08376245774670904,0.11272265105912467,0.1139135973742073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855151715195484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447225344850579,0.0,0.15526801532647916,0.0,0.0 lonely,lo_mur,2020/03/21,"Anyone else just not give a fuck anymore? For a couple years now, I’ve had a very carefree attitude towards stuff like schoolwork but ever since late 2019 I seem to have adopted this attitude indiscriminately to everything. From schoolwork, to the coronavirus, to friends. I always used to care whether or not I had friends and whether or not people liked me but no I just couldn’t give less of a fuck. I’ve basically given up on caring and have told one my friends this and she expressed quite a bit of concern, should I be worried or? Oddly enough though since about January, early February I’ve been in a surprisingly good mood (as in really quite happy, even at times more so than I was when things were going great with my friends) despite nothing changing. Is there a reason for this? All answers appreciated!",5.802046959662852,7.471266350993378,5.783503913305236,78.04751354605659,67.60927152317879,8.404816375677303,32.93257074051776,8.841846274778883,2.8303324503311265,653,29,115,11,11,205,105,151,0.048,0.652,0.301,0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,15,2,0,8,0,11,2,0,2,2,24,22,14,0,2,12,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,0,10,12,20,12,5,14,0,0,0,2,9,6,2,4,9,82,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119432257137512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342176883524792,0.09406943567706924,0.1378461790323971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687649448016038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743331515740023,0.0,0.14231933737825772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488595254448681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123860550284818,0.0,0.0,0.13900978441239034,0.0,0.08885856551797762,0.1216938796097004,0.0,0.0,0.120910657668053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157631345033436,0.248749386765152,0.0,0.25811491323218244,0.07645888210628879,0.11284089798372228,0.0,0.1483244225023598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432141498819302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176042936814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145322202877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908918639269756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116385080921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932690698484481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861873483542145,0.0,0.0,0.0861860488484655,0.13832355682998304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247487636837465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257614903369746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400946372504204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937853972932604,0.0,0.1321791613522997,0.0,0.07844796971326383,0.0,0.0,0.12855318655045178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619434727949485,0.0,0.11100479861518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662600322701826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663560928230116 lonely,bluefacetriang,2020/03/21,"I can’t stop crying (TRIGGER WARNING : Abuse) Hey everyone, thank you for choosing to read this thread. It’s not for an advice. So If you choose to stop reading from this line, It’s completely okay. I just wanna put a heads up before you go forward with this paragraph that this could contain trigger warning. If youve ever been part of an extremely abusive family, I’m going to share a part of my life on the Internet that could probably remind you of yourself or someone close to you who went through abuse. And if you’ve made it out of that hell, you’re an inspiration for the rest of us. I apologise for my mumbling and promise to get on with the story. This story isn’t bout me (21F) but the person who gave birth to me. My mum. My mum is 63 years old and she has 5 kids (including me). She is a heart attack survivor, but extremely diabetic, got high blood pressure, arthritis and varicose veins. She doesn’t have any family or genetic issues within her ancestors that she happened to deal with all of these issues. All of these problems came along from her depressing life and for your convenience I will sum it up in main points for a quicker read. - She was born as the first child, she had a really loving father who took good care of her. He was a fisherman - Her mother was into vanity and wasn’t keen bout looking after her kids - She lost her father at age 12 due to an accident - Her family lead to extreme poverty from the loss - Lived inside a blue tent with holes in it which easily drenched in heavy rain - She was stopped from going to school due to poverty - Her own mother threw her at rich households so that she can work as a maid at 12 years of age - She had 4 siblings and she was the eldest of them all, which made her the sole provider of her house - The rich household she worked for beat her with wooden sticks which caused bleeding bruises - She was forced to work under the blazing sun during afternoon hours which caused her to dehydrate and faint - She was denied of any food during work hours - If she fainted, they provided her leftover food from the kids of the rich household - Whenever my mom got her period, she used to ask for a day off during her cramps but they beat her and forced her to work every single day - My mom was born with natural beauty, but the madam of the house made her wear torn clothes and avoided her from taking a shower so that her beauty doesn’t overshadow the rich ladies’ daughter’s beauty. - My mother got extremely sick and malnourished she ended with all kinds of diseases like pox, influenza, nausea and she also began developing psoriasis - They ignored all her sickness and made her work like a slave, she ended up with varicose veins due to long hours of standing - She used to cry and beg her mother to stop sending her over to the rich household - Grandma ignored her pleas as there was no other source of income - By this time she developed extreme depression and tried to kill herself a few times by cutting herself, bleeding to death, hanging and drowning. - She was often times saved by her youngest sister who was little at the time - She endured this abuse for years until her uncle decided to get her married to a man of her uncles will - The man (who is my father) turned out to be extremely alcoholic, beat my mom, broke her limbs and also raped her countless amounts of times. (Her family said rape does not count if you’re married) - She also endured a miscarriage due to the result of his abuse, otherwise we would be a family with 6 kids. - She had nowhere to go, nowhere to escape. Her education was halted due to poverty, she had no one to look upto in her family to help her and she had little kids who she did not want to end up with her abusive partner. - He brought in prostitutes every night into the house, got some his filthy acquaintances to approach my mother for a night. - She had to beg these men giving her kids as an excuse to not do anything to her - Cops at the time didn’t give a fuck unless you pay a ransom amount for support, hence she didn’t get any help from cops. - Her partner never bought her proper food to eat - If he ever bought some ingredients to cook, he used to make her cook for his friends and made her eat leftovers - Avoided her from using fan, AC and other home appliances so that she suffers in the heat - Held her by the hair and smash her head on the wall a couple of times where she bled and caused severe balding on her head - Mentally and physically tortured my mom every single day, she ended up giving birth to extremely malnourished and premature kids. - One endured jaundice at birth, one endured pneumonia at early stages and I dealt with cysts in my stomach which had to be operated - One of her kids were close to not making it alive, when her baby survived (who is my elder brother) doctors marked it to be a miracle - Father was rich but never sent my siblings to school properly, but eventually did because of persuasion from neighbours who had sympathy for my mom and my siblings and he didn’t want his image to be tarnished - However he never paid the school fees on time therefore some of siblings never made it through 1st grade - None of my siblings don’t have a college degree or were able to complete college because he denied education thinking they will all end up with good jobs and take care of our mom. - Mom endured this abuse for 30+ years - She waited until one of her kids were old enough to support all of us in order to leave her partner for good - My elder brother took responsibility of all of our school, education and he was 19 at the time. He was studying in a college but when father denied to support college expense he had to drop out at final year. - My mom single handedly took care of the rest of us making sure we never felt like a dad was missing in our lives - All this extreme pain and trauma has hung onto her, she ended up with two heart attacks for which we survived - Even after all of this, she manages to smile,laugh and put on a brave face - She often tells us how she is baffled by the fact that she is still alive today. Her story puts me in extreme sadness. Haven’t slept properly in years, got tons of sleeping issues thinking about mom. She has got chronic health issues and the fact corona virus is a thing just makes me scared even more because I don’t want her to contract it. We are still a family that tries to meet ends, but sometimes my mom wonders why she made it through all these, dying was once her only dream because she had it done with this world for good. Some of her neighbours convinced her to avoid suicide because there’s so much beauty to life but it didn’t take long for my mother to think that a beautiful life is just plain luxury. Her pain is irreplaceable, unforgettable and has left a lifelong imprint within her memory. Even though the wound continues to remain raw, My mom still manages to have certain positive wishes that I hope to fulfil in her life. The reason why I’ve put this story out to the world is because on this Mother’s Day, I wanted to portray the strength of moms and even those single dads, who deal with all that amount of shit, endure the greatest of pains for the sake of their kids to ensure their peace and happiness. If you’ve got amazing mom and dad, I wanna say that me and my siblings always wished to be in your position, but if you’ve got a single parent who is amazing and taking good care of you, I wanna let you know that you’ve indeed got amazing parents. If you ever come across someone enduring abuse, depression or suicidal thoughts, please help them out. Even if it’s just that one friendly gesture, or those random acts of kindness, or a quick ‘how are you doing today? Or sharing your biscuit to the sad individual. Because these are the gestures my mom craved and lacked for. they are dealing with fucked up thoughts because they don’t have no one to get them out of that dark place. My mom is an example for being the one who got no one to help and nowhere to go. Please take a moment to say I love you or thank you to your wonderful parents, maybe give them a hug, even if y’all don’t get affectionate with each other. All I wish for is my mom to be there by my side for the rest of my life, watching her kids grow into beautiful individuals and make sure she lives the rest of her life happy which would make up to all the years she lost against sadness. Happy Mother’s Day to everyone. P.s : I’m sorry if there’s grammatical errors within the paragraph as English isn’t my first language. Have a good day everyone.",6.388707115092107,6.5865346454159095,6.349748683955209,79.78016280772916,65.63023679417122,8.953258345382734,31.551330441477475,8.601200588015612,2.3840254370645786,6759,240,1267,89,97,2138,577,1647,0.147,0.6940000000000001,0.159,0.9878,7,3,1,0,8,1,159.0,11,17,12,18,38,87,11,5,81,1,94,55,17,28,27,223,198,92,6,29,40,41,3,3,7,5,24,3,3,19,71,77,8,13,14,6,12,25,30,35,0,12,77,10,199,52,245,105,43,181,1,12,4,7,263,70,4,30,87,864,270,24,0.02677380114248832,0.2537806101558945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026163048608109845,0.0,0.028613050988453938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423299730161995,0.02227794735504134,0.0,0.0,0.05462130866896205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022032557064565184,0.0,0.02502988987074238,0.060918127982019926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056848536818547,0.0,0.02278253278862457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03062209588499808,0.10919069858029734,0.08251220686886704,0.0,0.0230632589698842,0.05614364221003115,0.0,0.0,0.04275340321649966,0.029624701718326787,0.05881952670835242,0.10360132077359954,0.08280784003272727,0.06918070707597017,0.0,0.027786978547844902,0.0,0.0,0.02740411997243097,0.02342993380525352,0.027398894233974798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479256531109667,0.0,0.0,0.16599548648929727,0.027664493668369053,0.0,0.10610305886928663,0.0726553078872716,0.06767424662136291,0.07675054307306696,0.0,0.0,0.17667969836899935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02570704778948644,0.02932939045853512,0.0,0.04554756314879582,0.0971249598513756,0.0,0.041370744694802314,0.04950389545789312,0.06994103024529895,0.1027354788442773,0.07608084095882782,0.13473956474356713,0.2141345460692909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023675983928466284,0.08550362751896425,0.0,0.0,0.08243293264202887,0.028459298615079995,0.0,0.06345416652935015,0.07178365815321425,0.02828799089072527,0.026856305548226503,0.026592425678354188,0.07910040286143667,0.09268011539723994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177956936336343,0.02656886636863064,0.0,0.0296212440955032,0.05576158765275605,0.014714180912521272,0.0,0.0,0.02834958957819348,0.02908981328039842,0.02737802564872026,0.13237789279615156,0.039240980523859145,0.05366876494941683,0.07092527078277906,0.047387942977429015,0.04496649961112872,0.0,0.05845353339191469,0.0,0.0483288017001665,0.1773381260311601,0.10723032098750422,0.0,0.02689788189109444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02698169428639356,0.0,0.0,0.5017144369416285,0.0,0.0,0.01968182447277177,0.0,0.10324802996785826,0.0,0.0,0.05025079733039098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561892009218338,0.02851322441440832,0.16328358509012872,0.02036268224254842,0.08546763632683367,0.0,0.08918741310896428,0.0579868350988803,0.0,0.0,0.023377850443968732,0.027972923680810544,0.05877918726573096,0.02530989613696909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02886668600176104,0.025618911812535637,0.0,0.10766026048678784,0.0,0.0,0.08034313953995081,0.0,0.017151982594238172,0.02752792674476137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02546801602527592,0.04258320258039485,0.02680524567100406,0.10838606456488828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03024677443150488,0.027482922122903472,0.0,0.0,0.026793136861474248,0.0,0.045370709647523336,0.0,0.02647997393424348,0.029971078375630875,0.0,0.0,0.06414477653256008,0.08953638642630178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857238577222733,0.09114777675779294,0.050467981443747714,0.0,0.10065283209243447,0.0,0.023401482301589446,0.04929943783674984,0.0,0.0,0.017787323797975915,0.051466712080197284,0.026305123684481437,0.04251081488905388,0.14050816879851236,0.0,0.050756865809364365,0.0,0.08924003461562276,0.0363553069945704,0.029122207352488633,0.026154113330747283,0.0,0.12882234481291066,0.09249587137198227,0.0,0.0,0.06316752639643047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024819581894322082,0.04831838226544999,0.0,0.09236564995945172,0.0,0.058070090490272966,0.11694987663698457,0.0,0.0,0.03803868030748255,0.0,0.0,0.1206901508554762 lonely,spookymulder__,2020/03/21,"I miss him About a month ago my favourite person in the world left me due to my history of mental illness. And at this point I’m so tired of waking up with anxiety at the pit of my stomach, maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up that things would be different, I just want him back. I don’t know what to do anymore, it gets worse and worse every fucking day. I’m done.",5.227692307692308,3.789057025641029,5.932948717948723,87.25788461538464,68.48717948717949,9.338461538461539,29.756410256410252,8.07648339933343,1.651041025641025,280,8,67,3,4,92,58,78,0.257,0.727,0.016,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,0,6,6,2,0,0,8,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,12,10,0,13,0,1,0,2,3,8,2,1,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869957219274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137727286200046,0.0,0.2092071424019026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220863475929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604622609437814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039935424665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158765621050554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773568498680364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900424108724221,0.11021341978625142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593339360564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291993548945269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192907352286672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125894334485067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837942541727224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419465910387492,0.0,0.0,0.19941729467716066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014676204687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245764605853426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442462384332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42995507532523053,0.14985384924056708,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SeekinTheCheeseINeed,2020/03/21,"I feel like something is missing, and I’m feeling lonely because of it. This is a throwaway account because I’d rather this post not be on my main. I am a 15 year old white male, And I turn 16 in less than a month, and I’m currently in 10th grade. For a very long time I’ve felt like I wasn’t wanted, that people didn’t really care if I showed up or not, and it’s been this way since 6th grade. I was never popular, nor did I want to be, in fact I alway gravitated more towards the least popular kids because I thought that if I could give them a friend, I’d feel a lot better, but I don’t. I was constantly bullied and picked on, people called me a homosexual, I’m not, and they called me a faggot, basically a whole bunch of derogatory terms, but I still had friends, a whole bunch of them actually, and I was still feeling happy. It wasn’t until 8th grade when I really started to notice that things in my life were taking a turn. People started avoiding me in anyway they could, hell even avoiding using the same bathroom as me. People would walk away if I joined in a conversation because I just wanted to talk. The people who bullied me tried to hurt me, mentally, socially, and physically. They always said things that effected me the most, they spread rumors about me that aren’t true, and they’ve tried tripping me down stairs and injuring me. I slowly began to shut everyone out, I stopped talking, and I lost the little amount of friends I had, I separated myself from everybody, and for some reason, I felt happier than ever before, like I had just let go of the weight pulling me down. But once 9th grade started everything felt wrong again, I felt something was missing in my life, and it was almost as if I was empty. This feeling of emptiness hurt me in every way possible, so I decided to open myself back up, and I regained the friends I had lost, and we’re all still very good friends, in fact they encouraged me to make this post, and now everything was back to how it was before, except I still felt lonely, and that something was missing. Even having my friends back, it felt as if something was missing, and I have stayed up for hours, getting very little sleep, wondering what it was I am missing. I feel like this depressing loneliness will go away if I find what I’m missing, but I don’t know what it is. Do you guys have any pointers, tips, or just some words of encouragement for me?",9.807681335692171,6.377010960084037,9.426324635117206,72.10195709862894,61.24789915966386,12.542061034940293,39.758513931888544,10.307518312809881,3.8576655462184863,1891,70,376,30,19,615,213,476,0.17300000000000001,0.7,0.127,-0.9776,3,7,4,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,7,4,21,36,1,2,19,0,40,5,1,6,6,85,85,38,0,13,20,0,13,4,6,2,3,1,0,3,26,20,1,3,19,1,1,5,11,17,0,0,32,15,63,19,48,46,16,62,1,13,1,0,29,25,1,14,31,265,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.06489837916684435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659421979082024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106734278371373,0.0,0.0,0.04522504824317821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496552622580445,0.1534125747482028,0.0,0.1621610556496148,0.0,0.11318013093151852,0.0,0.0,0.058817445677021164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581618250627714,0.0,0.0678053318110034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186727385928346,0.0,0.10619617710431853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727985819544783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087850622276265,0.0601567389064035,0.056032547422486284,0.06354748902495565,0.11953914013862715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175873663612634,0.09502104204744732,0.3831260196139764,0.0,0.06078351532041184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082852778969818,0.0,0.03474563181403912,0.06379676403183585,0.07559159133877867,0.05578045880155998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584948523181951,0.0,0.07079481934326527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549311290112089,0.0,0.14238796519214453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036548897738462316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800491754621334,0.09394758305229732,0.12996211775567254,0.13330909913011926,0.0,0.05885400934700628,0.0,0.0,0.14519409725177893,0.05653938225777901,0.0,0.0,0.04439198325677462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702046081577466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308291433070854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129203876760461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571532468432987,0.06978483446368483,0.07082466428214307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052774309238805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497334670619503,0.12738503161627165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520842058088841,0.06837726038083404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632606000186681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501285408582536,0.0,0.06655209862271917,0.06779252449202748,0.0,0.20479232927350605,0.0,0.0,0.14121576950092246,0.0708844901622737,0.21244094540571468,0.05560038052443679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000278424064386,0.10690690496028507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836469829998078,0.0,0.0,0.05279680314507229,0.038779058132699135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903037964188845,0.14467466245962046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057438163974315226,0.0,0.16461846830099644,0.11767747095712244,0.10557567079619397,0.0,0.08098404117669944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484988387142522,0.0,0.0,0.07212082723497544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047242583359878534,0.07271176075644567,0.0,0.042826440773420335 lonely,Strugglequalsfreedom,2020/03/21,"Any Advice It sucks It sucks so much when you start off as friends and you mean it that way but then you fall for them and you can’t stop thinking about them and when you express yourself they just push it away and want nothing to do with it",1.4017647058823501,3.434391921568629,1.344862745098041,103.58788235294121,80.76470588235293,4.08,20.003921568627447,3.1291,-0.847403137254902,192,5,46,0,5,56,37,51,0.115,0.821,0.064,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,0,5,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426498407071813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845313282586625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294459860335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709103073564867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819592185866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776713262427303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364568742134424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819094690510496,0.0,0.0,0.29315800507436923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468152138477693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682168180980265,0.2783286080335157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blakeraij_,2020/03/21,"I dont think I can do it anymore I cant find love,I have terrible friends and my real friends dont comfort me as much,covid19 just hit and now I have to be quarantined for 2 weeks,so I'm I'm separated from my friends while they hang out,I've been thinking of suicide for the past week,It sounds stupid or I'm overreacting but I cant seem to find happiness anymore,I was bullied in middle school,i was cheated on by my ex so I dont trust women anymore,my dad doesn't care about me and my mom gets sad easily if I have something to talk to her about,And it does help that my fake friends who go to my school almost got me jumped and now stopped being friends with me,and I'm starting to think my real friends dont really care about me anymore and usually leave me out on some things,yesterday I told my friend's about my life but j can tell that they didnt care,I've tried carts,xans,liquor,cigarettes,acid,and almost heroin,my grades are shit and everything that I know is shit,I just wanna give up but I'm scared that I'll fuck with my real friends and my family but at the same time it seems like they want me gone,I dont know what to do it's hard for my everyday life and I have issues talking people,I've been planning to go out by mixing xans and Hennessy,or using a 9mm to the head I'm 16 and thought of this since I was 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lonely,throwawaynodoubt20,2020/03/21,"I messed up I’m super lonely and I think I just fucked up my one silver lining by being a bit desperate in our chat. I’m pathetic in my search for something meaningful. On the other hand, I can fake seeming all put together pretty well.",0.9193749999999988,3.407705520833339,3.509166666666665,84.1525,87.54166666666666,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.3119749999999994,187,6,35,4,6,65,39,48,0.292,0.475,0.233,-0.5719,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,2,7,6,2,6,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071007777511549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447320457082903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526808302347841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793645612676982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37485880147215933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394662815245549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870699801559844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389337213051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352741073889468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sarandeepity,2020/03/21,"do people know me? Always, when I watch or listen to true crime stories, it surprises me when a person’s family and friends can say, with unwavering conviction: “I know this person is missing, because I know them well, I know them deeply and I’m sure they wouldn’t leave without telling me.” I think it stems from the fact that truly, if I went missing or if I disappeared, it’s not even that I don’t think people would care, because that’s not true. But I don’t think anyone in the world knows me well enough to say those words convincingly.",6.326666666666667,6.059500186915892,6.252850467289723,81.99584890965734,65.82242990654207,9.37632398753894,29.9828660436137,8.841846274778883,2.1087894080996885,428,13,87,6,6,135,64,107,0.098,0.669,0.233,0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,4,26,21,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,8,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,2,2,0,1,4,16,9,6,18,1,6,0,2,1,0,10,2,0,4,2,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323935311245078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036856208246186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987734061570906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551443116907134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787294826082606,0.0,0.1137008815150832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228403105261527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329996568674637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730349977715007,0.0,0.0,0.18227787360602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386888736734083,0.3006226849706538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737949907980149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224567056573375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504632870044736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33091282727732874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095600520035673,0.15958116779819428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594270612877596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228765679487373,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stoicalien,2020/03/21,"Instagram made me realize how forgotten I am So besides Reddit, I use Instagram because I follow people whose content I enjoy, people I admire it just simply mutuals from school and from the past. Recently, due to the mandatory quarantines, people have come up with fun trends to pass the time. One of these trends has to do with instagram story sharing such as challenges where you tag a few friends. Two of the most popular ones are drawing a tomato or orange (or something else) and tagging friends to keep the loop going. Another one is called the ‘24 hour challenge’ where girls tag 10 girls in their lives they think are beautiful etc etc “spread positivity”, yada yada and the copy and paste format starts with “don’t be offended if I didn’t tag you” and you’re supposed to post a selfie. Basically I feel virtually socially excluded by these activities because not a SINGLE person tagged me on any of these. Whenever I scrolling through stories it’s ALL I see. “Oh look I have friends! Look at the people who tagged me and I’m tagging !” Obviously this isn’t new to me since I always been excluded in things like this, but it makes me feel so in acknowledged it hurts. It’s even more sad when you know most of these people but they don’t seem to even think of you. Idk maybe I’m just a sensitive person who cares about stupid shit. I’m just tired of feeling like a constant loner nobody how hard I try to put myself out there. Everybody has these friends they are always participating with on social media and I don’t get to do the same because nobody talks or hangs out with me. I’m hopeless and pathetic",4.174148351648352,6.270945860389611,4.96766233766234,80.54621878121878,72.53896103896105,8.244955044955047,28.07992007992008,8.950670267944501,2.4124951048951044,1287,50,235,27,26,416,174,308,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.919,0,1,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,4,4,2,15,20,3,0,15,0,18,2,1,5,2,46,42,20,0,1,10,0,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,16,16,0,1,9,0,0,6,6,6,0,4,3,7,28,14,35,38,9,28,0,3,3,0,24,11,1,7,12,154,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980046154064652,0.0,0.0,0.07347278119267639,0.11329225343149765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758558955514355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032373703673733,0.0,0.11015679366573453,0.0,0.0,0.09306927028172207,0.0,0.11675583979003867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025586155845104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099247261887086,0.14272244693775651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388899610309385,0.07718576875266561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338942709514229,0.0,0.0564478823758749,0.0,0.06140318989353489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678509047279643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640035424477733,0.0,0.11566200830544054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603336863220133,0.0,0.0,0.059377474888080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556846937846777,0.0,0.09540373579909456,0.0,0.18145741290924344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223267110936587,0.07211938072450677,0.0,0.1085434735393198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434837008189067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196377093853829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627807787806768,0.3745162268483243,0.1886775398408776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347509752602928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861281459538424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066791903236597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093450404270036,0.08609609073053431,0.09835807016351818,0.0,0.0,0.1109043396914545,0.08937408688430024,0.0,0.0,0.2202719736956041,0.0,0.08317659451541047,0.0,0.0,0.07647322104708312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684067724922874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177880837673478,0.13845887502594936,0.0,0.0,0.06300060174002486,0.12417925795594395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335394137643075,0.0,0.10554207650083597,0.0,0.0,0.09331425432875022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trrblv333,2020/03/21,"Anyone else feel lonely when they arent alone? I have my family around but I always just feel lonely. Im not really like close with my family. I don't like vent to them about anything or really tell them any details about my life. I also dont really have friends. I'm just super bad at getting close to people. Ive never like been someone's best friend. Ive never even had a boyfriend. I've had 3 dates ever, I'm that much of a failure.",0.2192082111436946,2.4487515268817206,2.6793157380254162,90.91170087976542,87.49462365591398,5.532355816226785,15.981427174975565,6.980632752743323,-0.011615053763441184,344,7,73,5,11,118,62,93,0.249,0.595,0.156,-0.8398,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,9,10,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,3,14,15,4,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,12,7,8,12,2,9,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871446885529844,0.0,0.14450108018140714,0.1503520429808812,0.0,0.0,0.1228782469316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634558050231845,0.18514255331203386,0.14869592399860826,0.1608561404091923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087210284595842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896274067183879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177224746270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509468113711706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934680974926792,0.16344824173974334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406848059803556,0.0,0.18272882561068304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792077692515239,0.0,0.09440525752197414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518073480384107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276296516794892,0.2648341652086755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283102217236795,0.0,0.2787250008633469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527060131802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472719792965108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310160263606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793468836026786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayaccountbull,2020/03/21,"Lost a close friend today I don’t have very many to be gone with, I’ve lost a lot this year and I’ve managed to lose another one today. I wish I wasn’t who I was. I’m completely at fault and definitely deserved it but it still hurts. I don’t have anyone to talk to now. I hate this :(",-0.7415401785714266,1.0832023906250008,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,87.59375,5.5321428571428575,16.955357142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.287251785714286,219,5,56,3,7,76,41,64,0.309,0.606,0.086,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,6,1,6,7,1,8,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229208407921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284169925264182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291851900890804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888042196362915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581023635486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400280228977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445438789226935,0.4772288948297266,0.18583556370370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216137597430248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812077661364395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745645303623205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756926248020678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143914246007612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035785931346784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136522688792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076340145115454 lonely,ImNotRandall,2020/03/21,"Finally had the courage to reach out, and it just reinforced my loneliness I’ve been seeing a therapist for a short time now for various reasons, but one thing that was addressed was my loneliness and isolation. We finally got to the point where he asked if I would be able to reach out to a friend and I said yes. So I did. I tried my best to carry the conversation which lasted about 10 messages and it just died off. (Note: This was the week before the COVID-19 panic and safer-at-home took place) I thought, okay, maybe I’ll reach out to some other people. I reached out to 10 other people and got no responses. I understand the whole craziness of having to stay-at-home and working and learning at home. But I waited three days and haven’t gotten a response from a single one. Not even a “hi”, or “I’m busy right now, let’s talk later,” or “I’m feeling good”. Nothing. Maybe they are actually really busy? No, I saw their stories and are having a whale of a time being able to stay at home, have friends over, chill out, etc. Not only that, but it’s not like I can go out and even try to mingle or anything of the sort because of the safer-at-home order. It also sucks that my daily life is considered quarantine/self-isolation. It took weeks to build up the courage to be the one to reach out, and now I can come back to my therapist and show him why I don’t.",3.576195652173915,4.658530460144932,4.542000000000002,87.07800000000002,72.29710144927536,7.9837681159420315,26.118840579710145,8.395991825355821,1.5443527536231878,1061,34,226,17,20,345,150,276,0.11699999999999999,0.75,0.133,0.1072,0,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,2,12,10,1,1,18,2,21,1,0,1,0,43,39,22,1,2,12,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,13,22,0,1,5,1,0,4,7,2,0,4,14,4,21,8,34,20,6,36,0,0,2,0,13,17,1,6,14,153,34,2,0.2250420890556446,0.0,0.10980430810334514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899830386561658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259523223206097,0.0,0.10519198740902208,0.0,0.0,0.08652173773232014,0.0,0.06859178436158396,0.0,0.09574712132664877,0.0,0.11808389423517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692691656653772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256676508668491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677907943799408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549070824336492,0.14863817739876306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056894020992368725,0.0,0.0,0.24652260859004815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386695976335256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394830265365012,0.0943773136251388,0.17998671660387466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573556413319534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171966927393248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506039156370633,0.07947694139262326,0.054972098698797836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260850261690303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796697693379817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287415155187199,0.08557732475586556,0.0,0.13201920173999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601584910963318,0.0,0.11756054264804815,0.0,0.10636875709452503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208386239053613,0.11569037412810375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609235722221812,0.10703328040588526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966470433992911,0.0,0.1173839893704855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986492413059454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044015337005046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261291210511102,0.07475398216529927,0.0,0.0,0.0893291406324512,0.13122385186888716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500300413131317,0.15278880631809005,0.0,0.0,0.11713837562123065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051518951088247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153274115745796,0.1256257278571536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191666053542705,0.0,0.0,0.0799317216460817,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gabrielwin03,2020/03/21,"Lonely and used Hey ladies and gents, I use the sub reddit allot just to vent out because I don't have anyone to talk too. I used to before but out of the blue she just stopped talking. I'm that type of guy who will basically be there for you when you're lonely or need to talk, I might as well be a psychologist. But recently I've been having allot of problems lately and no one to talk to. I help people out with their feelings and problems because I hope one day they can return the favor. But no, I just feel fucking used, ill text them and well start talking but when they find out I want to talk about my problems, ghosted. I just want someone to talk to and vent out to someone that can answer back, not just a sub reddit that will probably never respond. So if anyone wants to talk [please] hit me up.",4.8892727272727265,4.96327407878788,5.434090909090912,85.49113636363639,68.81818181818181,7.56969696969697,27.40909090909091,6.742157984588678,1.1518000000000002,633,18,132,4,10,204,94,165,0.153,0.741,0.106,-0.8614,0,4,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,4,0,14,10,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,4,1,45,26,16,1,9,12,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,1,3,17,4,24,19,2,16,0,2,1,1,19,6,1,6,10,94,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622615460028726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040270879117077,0.0,0.127481611165817,0.0,0.08897565069065567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743466594756717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574067330826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955689445203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666706838423804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353408761633162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700865631621837,0.0,0.0,0.10385493132510093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795193543614363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092511715419763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753234795299846,0.08064564843734494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417095706638248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249101330799576,0.0,0.0,0.114779082785906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273690217498385,0.30015881504338643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324362538996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771922573595872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401042848371055,0.0,0.0,0.08741958495883229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6723520359184534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612364093965239,0.0,0.0,0.18502239684412464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880298943478946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,appleand1,2020/03/21,"I’m lonely let’s be friends I love anime. I love all kinds of animes.My headphoto is sailor mars btw I want to make more real life friends during these days Plz plz follow me on instagram so I will know who you are. My instagram : victoriaheworld Thank you so much Chat with me as well!!!",0.5477586206896561,3.0293354137931066,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,91.41379310344827,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.3071999999999999,226,6,48,4,8,75,46,58,0.037000000000000005,0.608,0.355,0.9611,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,6,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,5,10,3,3,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698368152762686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42404556132791016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857750556726037,0.15081872832021834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806217374114634,0.19383696747979826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953648767126766,0.0,0.18318315672085306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017365258489648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123597164526401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526568949248509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186504126329665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674418173003254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsakittycat,2020/03/21,"Do I still like him or do I just not have a life? It's been a few years since he broke up with me but he was my first real love. We no longer talk to each other but I still think of him a lot. But I'm wondering now if I still like him and want to be with him, or if I just think about him because I'm bored and have no life rofl. I have health problems that prevent me from working, I'm not in college bc I have no money for it, I really am doing nothing with my life and that's sad. My current ""friends"" are all bullshit and I've realized they suck and I don't even want to talk to them anymore. I'm trying to do things with my life but damn it's gonna take some time. I just need help I guess.",0.06706199460916196,1.341450805031446,2.123562443845465,100.06599056603771,81.83018867924528,5.297574123989219,18.90431266846361,5.773587663045528,-0.5525008086253367,534,12,142,3,14,179,89,159,0.191,0.674,0.135,-0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,2,9,10,2,0,3,1,14,6,0,0,1,38,29,13,0,6,13,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,25,4,15,25,5,10,0,2,0,1,15,2,2,8,10,96,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428404835291052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009810135628124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094127667588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090503015675826,0.0,0.0,0.12798370814669546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248632696263428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608223370799814,0.0,0.0,0.11103424439852264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680246867112704,0.16186014975252866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408329294289317,0.14950901409929732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228301871713052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894928034841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850830612983516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885502805975392,0.10612206044016284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703052788637776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968739948695959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455103510162265,0.2662924849990883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005301811533168,0.21228852116745625,0.0,0.0,0.09659405779184033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246805041344077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541379596401465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964447022132107,0.12059793290901985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667561034955593 lonely,caroline-ivyy,2020/03/21,"im not even the second choice, i'm no one's lately i've been thinking about how i'm no one's favorite. there are 7 people in my family and i'm the youngest (15). if my family all had to vote out someone to die i'd be the one to go. if they all had to pick a favorite in the family my 2 brothers, 2 sisters and parents would all pick each other. whenever my siblings hang out together the room becomes so stiff when i walk in. as for my friends: they never text me unless i text them first. i'm starting to realize how for the past 5 years i have always been the one to make plans, just to see them all hanging out together on snapchat a few days later. if i disappeared or died they wouldn't notice/care, and that's what hurts the most. it's not that they're bad people, i'm just impossible to make friends with because of how boring and socially anxious i am. people physically make me sick and i just feel so stuck in conclusion i want to die",2.710766666666668,3.794397210000007,4.4190000000000005,87.12866666666667,74.4,7.733333333333332,26.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.536383333333334,742,26,163,12,15,251,112,200,0.153,0.7659999999999999,0.081,-0.9283,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,5,3,12,5,0,0,10,0,10,2,0,8,5,42,25,17,3,6,10,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,3,0,6,5,2,19,2,24,17,7,23,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,5,9,106,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422043383322758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507711022759316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461551634910615,0.08367910206237388,0.1516049885849158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852841194529308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42739674720497295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066617330837656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882205279819183,0.0,0.06940832103539295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676260698507547,0.0,0.0,0.21211040369815296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801424899900056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695139994046413,0.0,0.14827619075330908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484762003795846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488829172803864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587182550897063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720734157138744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242315424336644,0.0,0.13104066220759308,0.2854991953301207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109387181215477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399304550234734,0.1163092374865679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716109079783997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795768730520973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096596775936178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751335026341444,0.0,0.0,0.08839799652490145 lonely,lubedcondom,2020/03/21,"YKW? NOT TODAY, EMOTIONAL MIND! So, it’s been a little rough on my end lately. Started my day off with some cheap wine. Cried over some guy that I thought had fucked up my trust completely — BUT YKW? NOT TODAY, EMOTIONAL MIND. I may have already cut some people off — which I highly regret and do not recommend :( — but I’d like to give others a chance! PM me if you’re interested and have discord (as I do reply faster on there). The name’s Angelica and I’m 18. 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I haven't been able to cry in a while even if I so badly wanted to, but tonight I managed to shed some tears. Being lonely is kind of weird, I've always been lonely, sure I did have a friend here and there, but my social life has always been pretty empty and I've always felt unlikable, I mean let's be honest it's probably my own fault. I've always had this hope that maybe one day I'll get into a relationship with somebody and feel ''love'' or that I'll have a vibrant social life or just a moderate one with friends who care about me and just feel that genuine attention and care of people, like sort of not be invisible to everyone else. I question myself, do I even deserve that type of love? Or what's wrong with me that I never get to have the most normal things that plenty of others do. But I don't really know, I tried so many times, yet it doesn't lead to anything and I'm still trying cause it's just better than doing nothing. I think it's pretty natural after all to seek other people, feel validated and all of that. I'm sort of okay with being lonely, but I do have bad days like any other where I look around me and objectively look at what my life is and just get sad about who I am and where I am. Guess what though, tomorrow I'll be back to my regular series of distractions to get through all of this :) Wish you all luck",5.451688144329896,4.7784391924398655,6.30381228522337,82.26128543814438,67.72852233676976,9.199398625429556,26.77856529209621,8.472884824447931,1.5704173539518895,1099,25,235,14,16,365,147,291,0.12300000000000001,0.642,0.235,0.9924,0,6,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,19,26,0,1,7,1,27,5,0,2,6,58,51,23,0,5,13,0,5,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,23,16,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,6,7,25,16,33,39,8,20,0,4,2,2,11,6,0,13,15,163,48,4,0.10637893235110456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540631742188485,0.0,0.0,0.07234132188777799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754079725249657,0.09469980343584954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179883259838264,0.17764393012439905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408352087230999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692082263228024,0.1092804669501351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685226201785184,0.13721122171392902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888659477328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052456306859806,0.0,0.0,0.10164962863047444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151535381039944,0.0,0.1021404575013674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437619850022436,0.0,0.2223144060997453,0.0,0.0,0.08922560134184639,0.0,0.0,0.11718838725162115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565828278302156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077728801251988,0.05846307917074265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877966572218067,0.2254157577551116,0.10394274587864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866302191238514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202227951537507,0.0,0.0,0.1078515405703622,0.10687193584701453,0.11587784338300265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204599068232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422876731812374,0.10207345464655608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417023533903367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749951467105366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164512362351904,0.11469448140887023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916875019561285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814906805235983,0.0,0.0,0.11421116214101955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687984983421602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495435279086097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026088479796404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067343575691526,0.06816332445756274,0.10451676091961958,0.0,0.06203041093064176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444486243397716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274505048378022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233052224337156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630866288136185,0.0,0.0 lonely,pixiefreckles,2020/03/22,"How to accept loneliness? 20F Starting to feel super lonely because I've been single now for 1 year and a half... During this time, my previous friends very occasionally reached out to me- maybe once a month or so. I feel that I'm not bad looking and relatively kind, but I just don't seem to get on with most people... I grew up too quick due to a traumatising childhood and grew up like an 80s kid so I just can't relate to many. It seems I'm going to be alone forever or at least a very long time, so I just want to know... How do I come to accept it? I'm at the point where I can't stop thinking about how alone I am. It's all I can think about to the point I can't sleep. Help would be appreciated!",1.3149770759042276,2.796046682119208,3.396953642384105,91.39637799286808,78.86754966887419,6.5004584819154365,20.88690779419256,7.321109707123232,0.3513969434538975,543,14,130,7,13,185,95,151,0.10099999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.18,0.8802,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,3,1,30,27,12,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,9,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,3,12,6,20,23,4,24,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,5,12,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647384015080662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702220525114096,0.10733874880581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168017637524456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780660201419964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604152518680954,0.0,0.09199625965546293,0.0,0.10007220046811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180249281309014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336366645273294,0.09677077983396938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602540885149353,0.0,0.0,0.1558281845220193,0.1478656290704526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852083460756174,0.17689934777600885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405480146734125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752297382827754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207399321342102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291127807284626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32059925655742594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176210470953008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463267006706788,0.0,0.0,0.14721352804993126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565414471481496,0.0,0.0,0.2053511831509483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057433626872875,0.10385849586033803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508452828922692,0.0,0.0,0.11339187574994565 lonely,twxentyfoursxvxn,2020/03/22,"wonderful life when you inhale the smoke through your lips, feel it travel to your lungs, burn as you continue to breathe in, and finally exhale out your nose and in an a instant you’re high. As i open my eyes the world is okay again. Everything is prettier and feels good. I’m still lonely, but now I have this high. I forget i’m alone because I can entertain myself for hours in my head. But the comedown.... that hurts. I can feel a pain in my chest of the drug leaving my system. I don’t want it to go. My head doesn’t feel good and fuzzy anymore. I’m laying here debating if I should feel happy again or let this loneliness consume me.",2.065820512820516,4.03764437692308,3.248846153846156,91.06532051282049,78.30769230769229,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.0319487179487177,499,16,107,8,12,161,85,130,0.138,0.713,0.149,-0.1217,0,3,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,1,9,11,8,0,0,19,20,11,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,8,19,5,13,18,0,20,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,3,8,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975895340616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212788625640274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580241107315087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127801016635408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559872583908905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387934103672633,0.0,0.0,0.1901298137643859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863986872137866,0.2911528669237853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476107097353855,0.0,0.0,0.35625147985804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667577372551281,0.0,0.0,0.1709246212258765,0.0,0.18580281146763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377818640380691,0.0,0.17747995565018476,0.12259269972816995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846832991713752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386076585684685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237197093040193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882217004442322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nishit-Singh,2020/03/22,"People see movies and play games for fun. It’s different with me. I live in India. The country is mot a good country for middle class teens. There are several reasons, some of which might be endemic to myself. 1. You are never encouraged, by anyone, in anything you do. You play a lot of sports and build up muscle, all the people will ask about your grades. Get good grades by spending all your time studying, all your relatives will fat shame you. 2. Parents never, ever provide anything other than the basics. They give me shelter, food and clothing with considerable luxuries, but they never provided me with emotional support. You can’t talk about your feelings at home. All you can talk about os school, studies and grades. 3. The last point may not seem a huge problem to many teens as they can compensate for the lack of emotional support by confiding in friends, but I have none. None I can confide in, at least. 4. Not allowed to show any hint of love interests. You cannot show that you are developing and are attracted to someone. If you do, all the teachers are hell bent on ratting you out to the parents which shut the whole relationship up without considering the feelings of the victim. They just hate it if you find someone you can really tie your hands around. 5. So here I am. Friendless, lonely, depressed with absolutely zero emotional support. Due to the pandemic, I have had a lot of time to reflect. And I cannot even start to express in words all the things going wrong in my life. So I watch shows like the Office, where I satisfy myself by looking at relationships form, bonds morph into trust and acquaintances form into brotherhoods. I watch films to listen to stories of people, because in my lonely life, I don’t have friends that tell me theirs. I play video games because I long for the encouragement. A simple ‘GG’ from a random teammate or an achievement which says ‘Best in the West’ gives my momentary satisfaction. Anyways, this sub reddit is the only place I can open up, but this is about 10% of my problems. I thank all those who read this till here, and I don’t take you for granted.",4.33966577540107,6.559152078282832,4.6558882947118265,82.42687165775403,72.4090909090909,7.487106357694593,28.818775995246586,8.313332769828598,2.1822114676173507,1677,68,301,28,34,527,217,396,0.1,0.7290000000000001,0.171,0.9819,4,4,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,18,5,2,15,30,3,1,23,0,30,6,2,2,11,56,49,18,0,5,10,2,3,1,2,4,3,2,1,0,14,17,2,0,7,12,1,1,13,10,0,1,1,9,48,20,59,43,18,40,1,3,4,1,44,28,1,10,12,222,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623727747539399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810633682118149,0.0,0.16030849110072645,0.08670918630400913,0.0910585154922701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875174550406965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221828085433278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389293120578148,0.0,0.0,0.1017652461719612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286952855241135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433366320373947,0.08810645343113195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849961426827863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902443947785695,0.0,0.11777991176395433,0.0,0.15050639919602146,0.0,0.050888968501466215,0.1868753766048821,0.055356283794219384,0.16339377715980788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616514811411532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770299939221386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939632220324372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759702573045451,0.04758611206330112,0.0,0.08600850026000782,0.08619845636638128,0.08179386171129961,0.0,0.0,0.1656168382953921,0.08790987417570559,0.0,0.0,0.0987512010077705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332903045264052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253692457679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407925588256987,0.0,0.0,0.21630867415551125,0.0,0.0,0.20258061421469176,0.0,0.1017652461719612,0.0,0.09207717578453696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640274409706675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742920769630008,0.0,0.062398759277252074,0.10014635129849188,0.0,0.20914841587377828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745865507003034,0.0,0.09857688338118263,0.07761745994492908,0.08867189562731052,0.0,0.1100374948665604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505823591990726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894223792412653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33159479665498404,0.0,0.0,0.0732348205905867,0.15657744110771876,0.08513438331952856,0.08967545696765676,0.0,0.0,0.06471012489420815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359276920870855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874680256613543,0.0,0.09389287070557653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064947249376487,0.0,0.0 lonely,sab-kh,2020/03/22,"yo why am I so lonely I actually decided to make a reddit account and write something because I got so lonely, wow",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,88.56521739130434,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.776431884057972,91,5,15,2,3,34,19,23,0.244,0.602,0.154,-0.3408,0,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.49955148320081505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120563136827949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094221474046663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417046983736837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940942483853103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619202316808495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,karathrace99,2020/03/22,Any of y’all want to comment on this? Question from Quora: https://www.quora.com/unanswered/I-find-I-tend-to-only-reach-out-when-I-m-feeling-happy-When-I-m-upset-I-want-to-reach-out-but-I-tend-to-ride-out-storms-by-myself-and-refuse-to-be-emotionally-vulnerable-Have-y-all-experienced-this-I-feel-like-it-s?ch=10&share=b83d376b&srid=hGHW8,102.46846153846157,130.26195161538462,35.05269230769231,-144.67019230769222,-120.99999999999996,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.4294923076923083,333,3,9,1,2,53,13,13,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977662658326381,0.0,0.2189686991967279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281113316981288,0.23003440329757546,0.0,0.0,0.29429901789707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731125214501113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607098340795147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798438216757997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,small-void,2020/03/22,"i feel like my life is wasted im a soph in college and i feel like my life has already been wasted. i have no real friends and don’t talk to anybody and basically all i do is school. i’m also having an identity crisis at the same time - i’m so boring and i have no personality so i can’t make friends at all, and i don’t even know what i want to do with my life either. i just think about what other college kids are doing and how they’re having the best times of their lives + achieving success and it hurts so much inside that it makes me want to cry. and it feels like it’s only going to get worse from here. im sorry i had to just get this out somewhere.",0.8430610079575587,2.389601337931033,3.082758620689656,92.82694960212204,80.44827586206897,5.289124668435012,19.42970822281168,5.8734145424116955,-0.242559681697613,514,12,120,3,13,176,88,145,0.18100000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.153,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,10,9,0,0,4,0,16,3,0,3,2,27,30,13,0,2,3,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,15,7,13,28,6,7,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,82,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252171379909434,0.12502260381583213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406598561764332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172880045816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325908216903484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371459805841249,0.3350614486614367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415710821926924,0.0,0.16335920941883775,0.0,0.08884989245486426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736194026515916,0.0,0.3377414708489273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859187001065369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127623732041594,0.2291350131930788,0.0,0.13804839260369325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871225851276207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492564788207554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890129660383793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650739605366505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794567758372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822134158269474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500641796744795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565771986243246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017440605941848,0.0,0.0,0.18232266756494067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442316936270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932071005274315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Graben6,2020/03/22,Someone to talk Need someone to talk to. I'm alone and it sucks.,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,50,2,12,0,2,16,10,14,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892872488023349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787023306672414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369456930705109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042190272405225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skye_111,2020/03/22,"Social isolation is too much I'm going to end my life tonight. I just wanted someone, anyone, to know.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.4209999999999998,80,3,14,1,2,27,18,20,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31137751934064617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944206087752617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530851479065325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473577090086224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454210092881585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273608305971203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539468156220777,0.3773174894314648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626607855449091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sayendra_basu6,2020/03/22,"Someone to talk to :) Just need someone to talk to. Rant to. Thanks :)",-1.1479487179487151,-0.013826307692308859,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,119.76923076923076,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.9220051282051284,50,2,11,0,3,15,7,13,0.10800000000000001,0.493,0.39899999999999997,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28324138720413705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.647319242889264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140595776182205,0.0,0.3516858676365585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway1990402,2020/03/22,Feel like alcohol is my best friend It's quarantine time and my life is miserable. Previously at least I had a place to go (work) and be somewhere. Now i am stuck alone in an apartment in a country far away from my parents and home. Getting sloshed on cheap vodka is the highlight of my day,2.9663793103448266,4.8638421896551725,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,75.3793103448276,7.398620689655173,30.565517241379307,8.238735603445708,2.2090027586206897,229,11,47,4,5,74,48,58,0.11,0.7020000000000001,0.188,0.7269,1,2,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,8,7,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149778546835814,0.0,0.3052524773692047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276909519620743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930204926172666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900771421452737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490248725082956,0.2105559181151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770847498732766,0.0,0.1539848069324263,0.0,0.1675024454917744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563926998629464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817725398550446,0.14399070160993938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272639474573535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079312127100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186004305646987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456771167984015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,islaisla,2020/03/22,"looking for pen/chat pals for this corazzy corona time I'm 47 and female so NOT your usual reddit bracket!! I'd like to chat and maybe connect with people who are similarly needing people to talk to. Due to everybody isolating here, I'm actually not going to be able to see anyone which is a bit scarey. I'm up for chatting about nothing, watching movies together (apart) and silly things like that. I'm not interested in any kind of dating/sexting what so ever.",4.455120385232746,6.250365202247193,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,71.13483146067415,7.782343499197433,29.56821829855538,8.418075326091056,2.3898173354735146,369,15,64,6,7,123,67,89,0.057,0.867,0.076,0.1842,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,14,10,1,8,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,6,35,7,0,0.25270918552410443,0.0,0.24660771133326065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171850911923611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670013829968376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758929794871036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858992618046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362045381881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631577287861581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469218864261239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122120694055136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538803432821156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738065899966053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424812791148017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503934603770783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013765024941655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311807087046127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788875384999788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735675831254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783234653699904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LloydElysium,2020/03/22,"My day was destroyed Today, I was at my favorite restaurant, I had just ordered a burger with a coke, and sat down at my usual spot about to take a sip of the beverage I had ordered, when I overheard a conversation about “body count” when this girl started giggling and proceeded to proudly announced to her buddies she had slept with over 15 men. I was furious - how could anyone want to be around someone like that? I left as fast as I could completely enraged - i had an enormous urge to just spill my drink all over them for disturbing everyone in the restaurant and having friends when they do not deserve them. It’s NOT fair on us who have to deal with the loneliness despite being good people. Society hate all of us, if you aren’t into mainstream trashy culture of degeneracy then you aren’t welcomed in this world.",9.488818681318683,7.559397570512825,8.759120879120882,71.95730769230771,60.47435897435897,11.478388278388278,42.15750915750915,9.957137785484203,4.195466300366299,655,31,118,10,7,207,106,156,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.109,-0.7691,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,3,1,9,11,4,1,8,0,16,4,2,1,2,19,22,11,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,0,21,6,27,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,1,11,92,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356189807061312,0.0,0.0,0.18277499491193472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280600720572455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527018516377786,0.0,0.0,0.32785664287213445,0.0,0.0,0.13241199791725175,0.2116720416317264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113176341155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618847855709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862682790505284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722095320115169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270729326922768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307670983740466,0.0,0.0,0.10030715038374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234043823426246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396379505085433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532390076432994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543722704753607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946158010240859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939403453264478,0.0,0.22612684602623134,0.0,0.12110084569173045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaptainSpauldingButt,2020/03/22,"Anyone on PS4? Maybe want to Netflix? I think about suicide a lot..a lot. Everything was starting to get better until the quarantine happened now all the places that I keep my self sane are closed. Now as you can imagine with the quarantine the loneliness and depression are starting to creep back in as well as the suicidal thoughts. I probably said too much but yeah I don't have any friends either so...I was wondering if anyone wants to get together on PS4 or Maybe we can have a Netflix group or something. My PSN ID is Yogobro298. I have plenty of games.. Watch Dogs 2,GTA V, Dying Light 2....etc never really played games that much until now.",1.9813109756097558,4.778117796747967,3.1414583333333366,86.23218750000002,86.47967479674796,6.652235772357725,23.94766260162601,7.865858978985527,1.7507565040650412,511,20,94,11,16,164,85,123,0.13,0.8109999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8711,0,2,1,0,0,1,21.0,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,1,11,0,0,0,2,19,23,10,3,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,9,4,15,19,5,14,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,5,9,61,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116995886217272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297029737759014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630258492028662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527092266607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147329511599785,0.0,0.17047160614436527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318865582254515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762253769064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126903637316451,0.0,0.1716337706998728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525087714680138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459981178886529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792888447641677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300340927647877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24149385108191984,0.0,0.1266842126757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161236944890376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709555280766312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522648284214947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624489685568715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713546407449184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645215329420045,0.0,0.0,0.2325222264048185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35933840957578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524849563587282,0.0,0.13040077171695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376467402572733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768570646114462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812842763347567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuietAlbion,2020/03/22,I need someone Hi I'm a 18 male. I recently turned 18 and I was basically forced into a situation that I had to leave my home city of Springfield Massachusetts for about 3 years. I was dealing with depression and emotional pain because of my family mostly my father. I never had any help from friends or family. I'm still dealing with issues as of now. I just someone that I can trust and bond over common interests. Possibly start a relationship. I never had a normal teenage life like most people I never hunged out with others or able to go to people houses. I understand that this post might seem to be a bit much but its what I been feeling ever since I came back home. I'm mostly on here or snapchat ShadowBeatz95. If anyone feels like meeting up I don't mind at all. Thank you and have a good day. Oh also feel free to write to my discord as well,2.299176470588236,4.6215225647058835,4.0664705882352985,83.71911764705884,79.23529411764707,7.0588235294117645,23.52941176470589,8.124751697461798,1.5116470588235291,676,23,131,13,17,227,114,170,0.076,0.759,0.166,0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,0,5,34,25,12,0,3,6,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,7,3,19,10,23,16,6,21,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,9,14,91,26,0,0.1301344745533222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406849228400107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849590519753872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099305038492704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000653782097782,0.0,0.07932876782318175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207314167881774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883917066941044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392597033042201,0.26832585815774584,0.11208463224486287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638376825107094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117714082572752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24535840187445845,0.0,0.1973997013128566,0.09296809462299087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005415722273752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395842083879592,0.10915062306700067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722639517609836,0.0,0.2610709769869542,0.0,0.0,0.1501577114455275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582658143573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779361861719103,0.0,0.0,0.0919178279106434,0.12715426184108275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805211252058752,0.13139872213022452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566381226124364,0.0964930639533487,0.3011031879342067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750415489711084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384722560873955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043771839366746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670706699476965,0.12463285413078015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849209408141754,0.13971572420271186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846953812429238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764858212306246,0.14627660181867974,0.0,0.0,0.2205250359733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210985088730612,0.0,0.1039255594798368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981034005064248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154893925893952,0.0,0.13547457744874847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700652114554665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380233498599518 lonely,QuarantineGelatine,2020/03/22,"I've been kinda lonely so i'm at the right place I guess (??) Well, I just need to talk to someone and it would be wonderful being able to help with whatever they need. There are a bunch of reasons why i'm down, and I won't tell the details because it's a loooong story. DM me whenever you need! Quarantine is killing my brain cells!!!",1.9995652173913072,3.6971341014492793,3.4312318840579716,90.9451086956522,77.55072463768116,6.918840579710146,25.99275362318841,7.793537801064563,1.3479449275362327,259,10,57,4,6,85,55,69,0.092,0.768,0.14,0.5301,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,0,12,14,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,7,9,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,0,34,9,0,0.2308656613958015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073356436928333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577224299760565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432455405228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474438639432309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554186487410081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135518879104395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120547890737076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373683505364924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971580134034716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956117257132743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556107359411944,0.2017867638758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757595544614932,0.0,0.20832035055317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503639617139724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400034199615776,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cosmiicsloth,2020/03/22,"I can't get over my old friends I'm the type of person who worries and regrets a lot. I recently lost all my friends and know there's most likely nothing I can do anymore - I know they all hate my guts and for good reason, I was a jackass - but I don't go a single day without thinking about them and actually physically hurting because I miss them so much. I'm incredibly lonely every day but I don't want new friends, I just want my old friends back, more than anything I want to go back to a year ago when everything was ok with them but I also know I don't deserve their friendship. It's debilitating to live with such strong emotions, they're weighing me down all the time. I just can't let go.",3.0913918495297814,4.338628220689657,4.443322884012542,86.68442006269593,73.6896551724138,6.9278996865203775,29.733542319749212,7.348242739294969,1.6153448275862077,552,24,118,6,11,183,87,145,0.17600000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.2029,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,2,10,14,1,0,6,1,10,2,1,1,3,26,26,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,3,0,23,8,12,22,8,17,0,5,0,0,11,2,0,2,13,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1389513301708588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621944439210586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386860069572388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412118363171683,0.0,0.0,0.11717418841176128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189770283928197,0.0,0.08679914149510902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365852322480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601686974557919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996905157215153,0.0,0.12797024165303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44003820522493736,0.0,0.07439248591672344,0.0,0.24276921013509795,0.11942931468429192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057986706004516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524305954768613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476015991009103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560261554318554,0.0,0.06956417620056016,0.0,0.12573228211781862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543464417058034,0.12105421541514674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046724536921238,0.0,0.0,0.13752038739132205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662628833613727,0.0,0.2988270492720133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432876694957645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639982392980988,0.1405921680270527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123725706684367,0.0,0.0,0.08302829407278113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519545377026686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725811835710694,0.0,0.0,0.14460315563786505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169398355314293 lonely,thehalosmyth,2020/03/22,"Invitation to a Fortnite game tonight. I know a lot of people are feeling isolated in quarantine so I want to extend an invitation to my fortnite game tonight. I will be playing fortnite tonight with some friends at 9PM EST maybe a little earlier . I stream on YouTube and twitch. Anyone who wants to join in and play is welcome to come. We have a really cool non-toxic group. If you come check out the stream I will be happy to give the code for the game and the discord link if you would like to join in the chat. I just dont want to give it out on reddit so the chat doesn't get overwhelming. You can come just lurk, participate in stream chat, the discord voice chat or play with us. It's totally up to you Here is the link to the YouTube event https://youtu.be/30fH_cSAM2c And my twitch channel https://www.twitch.tv/halo_smyth/videos/all I hope to see some of you there!",4.1089090909090915,6.525536618181821,3.5036363636363674,89.53545454545458,73.72727272727272,7.066666666666667,26.15151515151515,8.021203637495839,1.4844424242424248,702,25,138,11,15,207,93,165,0.054000000000000006,0.742,0.204,0.9703,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,0,0,6,10,0,1,14,1,12,2,0,0,1,30,25,9,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,12,0,0,4,11,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,16,9,26,20,4,18,0,1,1,0,20,11,0,7,5,88,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886803704393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132374424000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276157494871524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041979000379142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534404080032892,0.0,0.1037620211691028,0.3810367424268219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141689357309634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725787756469632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091471734099643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970275348993424,0.199052669987489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688454137233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952369734897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376865137283408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723035211188122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826110764390272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388953026329839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514240954929401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108207791144994,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ithinkiamwierd,2020/03/22,"Why is there this unexplainable pain of losing everyone? I have never felt felt so empty in my life. I have always had a lot of friends and always cherished all of them. Only recently I realise that I am the one in the group who no one ever really cared about. I had to recently cut off from my bestfriend and now I have no one to talk to. No one else has tried talking to me or hang out. I spend all my days playing games and listening to music. Everyday I wake up and I can feel this emptiness of having no one swallow me whole slowly. Now I have no idea what to do.",1.576178736517722,3.4655863559322064,3.593636363636364,88.40444530046227,79.5084745762712,6.6637904468412925,22.59167950693375,7.686295010490155,1.0003796610169493,442,14,94,7,11,150,75,118,0.192,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.8872,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,12,4,1,0,4,15,17,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,2,1,1,6,3,0,5,4,4,16,4,17,13,4,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694572456212807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508604012081687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442361861816564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526158747494613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646396599490474,0.0,0.1547194452494156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187053043723364,0.0,0.3109330577012127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509732985162125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827855448127172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143673664797882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114465803132293,0.0,0.13765676648896238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248810284340081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485986307490968,0.1231458218096745,0.1722920092783924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037287213478782,0.0,0.3197486874439795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028687022223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993159210711807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610567561084142,0.18077549796679465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Patt328,2020/03/22,"I'm feeling lonelyand want someone to talk to It's summer break right now at my school. And I'm not allowed to go outside because of the pandemic and I'm sad. PS. Sorry for bad English, not my first language",0.9432558139534885,3.3210335581395363,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.51162790697674,4.370232558139535,29.53023255813953,5.6839178017228535,1.2180362790697674,165,9,33,1,5,54,34,43,0.177,0.7609999999999999,0.063,-0.7269,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135878832075914,0.2289458994759959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990106369355947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194623200119214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344686987328074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207374084487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38010006737074503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182219017345666,0.0,0.0,0.4204233802743539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187146251949576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215227680358512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skies_Idle,2020/03/22,"Will I be counted as a Covid19 victim? The ""social distancing"" is the end of the road for me. I've been alone for years but at least I could go out. I don't have a nice home. I don't have any living family. I never had friends. I've been unemployed for over three years and last month, I was evicted. Being unable to go anywhere because the city is in lockdown is the last straw. Police in SWAT gear and armed troops patrol the streets. My phone will be shut off in another day or two. I've gone through my entire savings. I'm over 40 and I don't have any retirement or a credit card. I've defaulted on student loans. I've offered to help so many places (I have EMS medical training) but the supposedly ""overwhelmed"" hospitals say they don't need help. So I give up. All I wanted was to have a job I enjoyed, to get married, to bear children. None of these things will happen now and I know it without a doubt. So I'm ending my life. I won't go on existing just for the purpose of existing. The final push was the mass hysteria over this virus. I bet I won't be counted among the dead and no one worthwhile will even notice I'm gone now. I just wanted someone to know why, even if it's the anonymous, random reddit forum.",1.2799111247318429,3.4590713904382504,2.936752988047811,91.20208320563898,82.10756972111555,5.773889059148022,23.199662886913885,7.010146845296331,0.8025095311063444,953,34,201,12,26,314,144,251,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.084,-0.068,4,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,2,17,0,29,3,1,0,2,26,45,14,1,5,8,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,3,6,10,3,0,3,8,1,21,5,29,26,3,36,0,1,0,0,10,18,0,6,12,128,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596589653649922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096625228603632,0.16164584550496844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939719728279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230808991628654,0.0,0.0,0.09941776760010844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27307264714770685,0.0,0.0,0.20363696465567485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532441198029736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887019408747864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910042412970985,0.0,0.08054006692638073,0.14788033420461408,0.262830959215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631950540753993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665482806027535,0.0,0.15463088252084176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297589040242987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944004274815375,0.2513151786039245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888483287770354,0.0,0.0,0.13612243618141087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628983200941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529579671039534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304572545188674,0.0,0.0,0.1143046064212027,0.11889449175203125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550745227676662,0.0,0.0,0.10445999075550806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106004854928851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259091600938893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714247157509031,0.1306157479627107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241429416365193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505878617079791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185022388501296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391016735021343,0.0,0.0,0.1486007343677887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854262110244728 lonely,ekk2000,2020/03/22,"Feeling Alone by the Fact I'm not sad about school being put online With this whole corona virus going around, schools around the nation have been cancelled and a lot of my friends have been so sad about it. I just transferred to a new university last fall and I was having a really hard time adjusting specifically when it came to making friends. This online schooling has honestly put a lot less pressure on me cause I would get so much anxiety from feeling so alone on campus. Now I’m back in my hometown in the comfort of my own home. I honestly wish I could be sad about school being put online. I just feel so much pressure to have an amazing time in college cause everyone says its supposed to be the most amazing 4 years of your life. To be honest, I just want it to be over. I see everyone else around me having the time of their lives and I feel so out of place cause I don’t seem to click with a lot of the people I meet around me. It really sucks cause I feel like there’s something wrong with me.",3.8982430213464703,5.184770384236451,4.3944039408867015,87.66122824302136,71.75862068965517,7.383776683087027,25.848604269293922,7.793537801064563,1.2803841707717574,800,25,165,10,15,253,110,203,0.091,0.713,0.195,0.9711,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,19,16,1,2,12,0,18,1,0,5,1,37,34,9,0,4,4,0,6,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,7,0,0,6,2,7,0,0,4,9,21,9,32,22,9,28,0,3,2,0,6,13,1,5,10,115,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241231952578576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475384149052941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34795820006371075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513894835464681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117631188544736,0.0,0.40153234961938783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801970353472404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163067424168333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674707091321652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470452522728793,0.06980960833288709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099304351301635,0.0,0.05105351185278721,0.0,0.0555352716715609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753594564847322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980189102748179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965304064974764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902096457148299,0.04773997602607739,0.0,0.08628659838798358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492285105962993,0.0,0.0,0.0652273832721827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143667637648599,0.0,0.0,0.094376450002519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774521141162904,0.0,0.10209429184032953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947001048003841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520103630194895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770910830320353,0.0,0.3955824794497085,0.07786842665454108,0.08895860552346578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522792840465997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094008662272162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576364840187669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909842225634707,0.11237063538756922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941591398966326,0.10683906280605614,0.0,0.06292705262464285 lonely,Rheydion,2020/03/22,"Feel abandoned by everyone for trying to open up. Hey to who ever has taken time to read this. I'm really struggling with my life right now, I've recently been diagnosed with some mental problems because of my time in the military. I tried opening up to my friends about it but I assume they all became scared and left. Now I feel more alone than I ever have before, I tried doing the right thing by opening up to people, now I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to or even a friend I can just hang out with IRL or online. I could really use someone right now, I think I'm a good guy and I think I'm a good friend. Anyway thanks for reading, I hope you're all doing well.",2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.6378900709219866,89.90875000000004,77.08510638297872,6.402127659574468,20.96985815602837,7.1686216300943375,0.4881815602836883,528,13,113,6,12,175,87,141,0.102,0.706,0.191,0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,1,4,29,21,5,0,3,4,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,3,16,9,22,18,4,22,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,5,10,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242904358618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615704475198962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383079636769117,0.0,0.1170192247575109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979837374881496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395797067270421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083053384567698,0.2487890725281699,0.0,0.13140606641436353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860243538240575,0.09824417576236097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187423793093734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069017474547104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616622721829352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658819527109306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941566989042745,0.0,0.09713430481250816,0.0671852300507367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385876178619802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953389170333873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158788038399433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751140384837246,0.0,0.17619741622706955,0.0,0.1357842163615431,0.0,0.0,0.3523234847626517,0.0,0.0,0.13768131475801956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652008402468393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376555834067295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105332096430153,0.0,0.1266097595504844,0.0,0.0,0.09136204743615024,0.17623427574449552,0.0,0.0,0.16037780773590474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28010076051224553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877295713389895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364681964690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eigirdas456,2020/03/22,"Fuck loneliness Why the heck do i have to feel like this, everytime i try to distract myself from this shitty feeling it takes only one yt video to see people having fun and laughing with their normie fkin friends REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE all i ask not to feel like shit atleast for one day. sorry for broken englrish i just wanted to vent somewhere...",9.391904761904762,12.463556761904762,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,60.74603174603176,6.944761904761903,28.473015873015875,7.554174236665415,1.7204501587301588,328,10,48,3,5,81,51,63,0.25,0.555,0.19399999999999998,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,11,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,6,5,9,11,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332462740823707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609051030937003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784599590014788,0.35648180869026624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276097709393236,0.23065621198784556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437835336284029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813162349993603,0.18975392172817426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296999704512758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881702702949497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561053691872702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279291774652114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759090177892576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939227346573993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471599580646718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251324854265058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lactatedmmj,2020/03/22,"is it okay to feel lonely in the company of your significant other? I have issues with feeling like my girlfriend truly cares for me at all, despite logically she’s done so so much for me that it’s impossible to deny that she does, yet most times when we’re together i’ve felt a profound sense of loneliness. I do love her, I’ve changed my ways of being a liar and a player behind just to pursue a life with her, we have so much fun together and connect on a deeper level than anyone, I genuinely consider her to be my best friend, however the feeling persists. It’s not only with her, the only other people I care for are my mother and my cousin, and i mean truly care for (not being edgy I just like to keep my social circle looking like a cheerio) but I still feel at times like they’re not even there when we’re having a conversation. I feel as if there’s something wrong with the way I perceive companionship and the instinct that drives humans to be social creatures.",6.179625117150892,5.980353701030933,7.102614807872541,75.55264761012184,66.11340206185567,9.528772258669166,31.03842549203374,9.095868883498916,2.5648824742268044,774,26,145,12,11,260,110,194,0.061,0.765,0.175,0.9311,1,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,2,12,15,1,0,12,1,11,2,0,0,1,29,24,13,0,1,7,2,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,7,25,12,24,18,5,14,0,1,1,1,18,5,0,2,10,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193039351436327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298355598246516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458869008734237,0.0,0.1542123215607367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757009168885447,0.1491800821399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628407447305604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685451645174997,0.10414283760259302,0.1399684041283643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126266454233163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215290439091625,0.0,0.12957294687238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296632907988996,0.2848763480653005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241563561379558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156907986484165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879346156187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432515972643976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173935806258704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010631447286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972017867502514,0.0,0.11222595453719532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641738714295137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000702440112606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314213715531069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938383602393985,0.0,0.0 lonely,LostHoldenCaulfield,2020/03/22,"Untitled I have many problems and no one to talk to. Firstly, I'm on medications as I have severe insomnia. They help but even though I take them (antidepressants), I still feel sad most of the time. Stress, remorse, fear, loneliness are too familiar to me. I more often get paralyzed by them. I feel exhausted. I won't commit suicide as I'm too much of a coward. Yet I don't fear death anymore. I even gave up on getting a girlfriend. I would run away from a date at this point. However, I suffer from not being loved in that way. I will ask my doctor to give my stronger pills this week but I would like to seek help here. Will someone be my friend?",1.5093956043956067,3.853833192307693,3.008351648351649,90.03307692307693,82.46153846153845,6.483516483516485,23.131868131868128,7.7094869923839395,1.146725274725275,505,18,106,9,14,165,91,130,0.289,0.5529999999999999,0.158,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,3,1,9,10,0,3,4,0,11,6,0,0,1,12,22,6,2,3,3,0,2,1,2,5,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,1,2,20,3,18,14,3,15,0,2,0,1,12,7,0,2,7,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107942484494068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161269659935049,0.0,0.1620749012673742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656702173265082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278769411329525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882340255225297,0.17444825682587875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673336674290782,0.0,0.0,0.1332775725871105,0.0,0.18025434744482627,0.16548330637930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312540366546829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427763255959472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569324226960934,0.0,0.0,0.17489383083620252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378147029939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268116302555304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689441160346972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307376357143166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506477724230953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488248058185526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461636258420125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776337479491613,0.0,0.19760483986619293,0.0,0.0,0.1886933738792243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970291189351565,0.13865364784628806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948609734413905,0.0,0.10058953389660752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369270945141398,0.13837376753960873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508637749686615,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToiletGaming17,2020/03/22,"Accepting my lonely existence to be honest I already gave up. every time he tried to talk to a girl, or made fun of me, or bored her and made an excuse for not talking to me. at university (which I dropped out for now) was no exception. Although they did not make fun of me, it was more like a ghost and the only girl who thought to speak to me only did so because later she was going to move from university (it should be noted that she never gave me her phone number or name full). And after having a failed relationship at a distance, not only was I devastated, but I realized that I will stay alone for the rest of my life. and not to mention dating apps that do nothing but depress me even more since all the girls the apps recommend me, hope to get matches like Brad Pitt or gallants with a lot of money. To be honest, I am no longer interested in getting a partner because at the end of the day there is no girl who likes me. It hurts to accept the fact that I will die alone, and that no one will be by at my side. but if this is how my life has to be, well what can I do about it?",7.369823788546256,4.679732964757708,7.974013215859031,78.32401541850221,65.16740088105726,10.842114537444935,33.71321585903084,8.841846274778883,2.521893744493392,841,25,186,10,10,283,127,227,0.121,0.7020000000000001,0.177,0.93,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,17,0,0,14,0,23,2,0,4,3,35,33,16,2,3,13,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,5,14,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,9,5,1,1,11,1,25,12,33,13,6,21,0,4,0,0,23,9,0,7,11,145,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32871812717904464,0.17512271039012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934767073349098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234446371088304,0.0,0.13668285909795286,0.0,0.16469925651853395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055572912709804,0.0,0.0,0.1048158515449021,0.0,0.1337064899517455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582206894796686,0.0,0.09018942393933364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576188908307553,0.0,0.0,0.16988514633882942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241804477433376,0.2325895313234452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491591393708205,0.0,0.30032008861819304,0.10592943809079848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866654510338294,0.0,0.0,0.1223945506952459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227111666856372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753512165067576,0.3620816801254181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703779033975726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127326813435938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914662651609472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551043575810766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259852631002808,0.0925357133500075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774276919311172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268491159733793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Caffeine-Cult,2020/03/22,"The lonelier I feel, the uglier I feel. I constantly have these insecure thoughts that the reason I’m so lonely is because I’m too ugly. A lot of people reject people they consider ugly for superficial reasons, so I feel like I’m not wrong in thinking thats why I’m so alone. They just go hand in hand, the more lonely I feel the more insecure I become. Does anyone else feel this way?",3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,72.97435897435899,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,2.0183435897435893,305,10,58,6,6,105,47,78,0.317,0.557,0.126,-0.9506,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,2,0,12,14,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,7,8,1,4,13,3,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077550951307257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026012867137472,0.205532463002267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228036245792467,0.22154053398869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167710677800337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755413361803263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757071439523452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071322734484821,0.14330453654418054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400230654207795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800019370434383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053801550396594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781335221976179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41248849298635615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853266370646238,0.0,0.1592493881921636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922233905027985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810050650473252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193182678697788,0.0,0.0 lonely,FaXMachine14,2020/03/22,kill me Every time i try 2 talk 2 someone everyone sees me as a rlly boring person since i hardly show any emotion and usually cant keep a conversation going for more than 5 secs. Even when i do manage to do so (which is extremely rare) i wanna just end the conversation already and b left alone. How am i supposed 2 even be able 2 make friends later in the real world where im not forced 2 do activities with ppl? I'm so sick of not being able 2 get close to a single person on this planet. At this point I hardly even feel like living anymore since all I do is lie around all day listening 2 the same songs over and over again. I just want someone 2 care about me,1.9649047619047584,3.5865878714285766,4.047142857142859,86.82619047619049,77.42857142857143,6.666666666666666,21.666666666666664,7.492282038375204,0.7475238095238095,522,14,111,7,12,179,97,140,0.1,0.807,0.09300000000000001,-0.4451,0,1,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,2,20,20,8,1,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,11,3,15,18,5,19,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,8,66,14,1,0.3047569987277012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781817038999552,0.16815346317943108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362260484881083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111852604473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564917055173414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553600355960691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827152613095387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714053021990277,0.13496212210157968,0.0,0.0,0.3019336851419069,0.0,0.12838545774483212,0.14560418617929066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704714773998504,0.10885923039219868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772725061730015,0.0,0.07961147672698259,0.0,0.08660021275237215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300241048500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645949275947319,0.0,0.0,0.13544101160371896,0.16858423279316276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655596854122955,0.0,0.0,0.0744444378538726,0.0,0.134553006641803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171383156380942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610205626360384,0.0,0.0,0.14404693498249516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734400921750594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142593548217012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520981386194828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25821961604814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247606579369442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885312837449287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345499868065952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782338917704473,0.0,0.08987678691558333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AueralisCarter,2020/03/22,It's funny I've always been a social introvert mainly I never got along with people own age. Being raised by my mother who was an extrovert I learned to fake it. Bc of that I've developed relatively good social skills. I have depression and often even with other people I feel lonely but this quarantine is really getting to me. It's hard feeling lonely when you're around other people. Actually being alone and feeling lonely well that's a different beast into itself. I hope everyone here will be okay and just know that on some twist of perspective. We're all locked down but technically not alone.,3.2566848196051734,6.187980495575224,4.821238938053099,75.97867937372364,80.3274336283186,7.7247106875425455,21.966643975493533,8.617729084823388,2.0977343771272974,488,15,78,12,13,163,83,113,0.161,0.703,0.136,-0.4588,1,9,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,0,2,22,15,6,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,4,7,4,12,8,4,7,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1905966801313136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045693843903409,0.0,0.0,0.16251552192298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386940073997462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822224145810852,0.0,0.0,0.2040598363596544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900196559824426,0.0,0.0,0.18662932101431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962673789700713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020426420172308,0.0,0.0,0.16381873322978704,0.15620912897218558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749615029658194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939892338123303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073385600817697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063692547912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40621497555693103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512209311266614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981926905349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560925934359353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArcticDragon123,2020/03/22,i am depressed and want to play minecraft with people this is the ip **Wisp303.aternos.me**,2.7420000000000013,0.9795588666666646,0.331666666666667,97.13750000000002,160.33333333333334,3.6666666666666674,22.5,5.46131890053228,0.8110000000000004,73,3,12,1,6,19,15,15,0.183,0.611,0.20600000000000002,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6873125463760144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532297568702322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706785524191884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExistentialDestiny,2020/03/22,"What am I doing wrong? Why am I so lonely? Is it the people I'm surrounded by? Am I just secretly unbearable to be around? Do I seem as if I have autism or some similar condition? Am I too nice? Am I too mean? Am I too introverted or extroverted? What is it about me that repulses everyone?",-0.5911666666666697,1.6145502166666683,3.3333333333333366,83.03833333333334,96.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4716666666666662,223,9,48,9,9,83,41,60,0.126,0.826,0.048,-0.6706,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,5,14,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719778467281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834118006825184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43707914322240976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781763951416527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652831496972513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620659322141683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387041494507702,0.0,0.0 lonely,Working-Cup,2020/03/22,"My new years resolution was to go out and make new friends, now everything is in lockdown... I'm lonely, I'm insanely lonely. I've spent over a decade trying to make friends, no one sticks. After failing with groups of friends in real life I tried online and I either up being targeted and bullied. Being called names and outcast or make to feel like I'm worthless. Every person I've tried to be friends with has never respected me, they ghosted me, yelled at me, told me off, and going through this over and over has made me feel so empty. After years of this I decided I wouldn't give up, I'm going to meet people go out to events and make friends, and now my country has closed almost every event and social function, and while I agree with this and I will be isolating myself to be safe, but I'm so sad, I just want to meet people and make friends and now I have to be isolated, and that on top of I have to go to doctors several days a week to help cope with my disability, my paranoia is just making me insane because I can't be social and the only social interaction I get is being prodded and asked about my medication conditions, I'm so lonely and I want to cancel every appointment I have just to stop the feeling of loneliness growing and the paranoia of going outside growing. What do I do? I feel so lost and all I want is friends. And all I want is to not go to the doctor where I'm constantly by sick people and in a crowded room. What do I do, I feel so lost and hurt, I can hardly sleep at night, I am seeing a therapist and have been the hospital several times for all this but they sent me home, no one wants to help me, they treat me with the same disregard everyone else in my life has, like I'm worthless and nothing. And I know I'm not, but I keep getting hurt so much, all I want is friends, why won't anyone be my friend?",4.792550034506554,4.876119955026457,5.866126063952152,82.27750517598346,69.02645502645503,8.796135265700482,29.926846100759143,8.587818076936951,2.111228985507247,1445,51,299,21,23,482,166,378,0.18,0.6709999999999999,0.149,-0.9577,0,7,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,4,14,25,0,0,10,0,35,7,1,7,5,77,81,36,1,7,10,0,6,2,9,3,6,1,2,1,7,33,0,4,7,0,1,10,8,11,0,2,8,8,44,14,48,61,7,48,0,11,1,0,29,19,0,2,21,201,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441981032243213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196561971286732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947829539141931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045304213492689725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588807686750045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803125091907062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479296500092554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213742866779786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208404413829283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878510581321769,0.07101505347699767,0.06679318537830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878897667910386,0.053093556377888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167685418874944,0.0,0.07765729029504427,0.071293621178345,0.2956606695709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657528635910659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996290081818438,0.0,0.07454808389640555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912019684412834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605820158338815,0.0,0.0,0.04084381566048876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498750992149422,0.0726170843570117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225608185447385,0.0,0.0,0.07032249823928635,0.2976513262727176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486864132955652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463306557172417,0.0,0.05731944616403704,0.14355563621156125,0.0,0.06974340995116207,0.0,0.07131114926802506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072104650388658,0.05652299946645455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457045042842066,0.0648925427618874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459136886147496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059222674347719,0.0,0.0,0.16791878345786707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437273943023627,0.22727678902866136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621340678737708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629016503168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333604567758377,0.0,0.0,0.07101505347699767,0.0,0.15137330436481722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630118678576293,0.0,0.05961427276161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706139845622262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571808511771616 lonely,jackass_in_a_hoodie,2020/03/22,"Physical affection: myth or magic? I wouldn't fucking know lmao, I haven't had so much as a genuine hug or local S/O in like 4 years. One can dream, I suppose, but what's the point in doing that, right?",0.9229069767441836,2.6417026279069797,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,80.86046511627906,6.16046511627907,22.377906976744185,7.1686216300943375,0.6689116279069771,155,5,35,2,4,53,38,43,0.055999999999999994,0.743,0.201,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391072111049336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610341220393991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320490452919488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491616558154176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32185570226321136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490053884956645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056264956418017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30586865977076194 lonely,kodabear524,2020/03/22,"Feel like the world is against me 0.5 steps forward Fucking 35 steps back",5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,67.57142857142857,5.6000000000000005,35.42857142857143,3.1291,1.4422285714285716,60,3,12,0,1,16,13,14,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911918383663109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32299257384024915,0.4563533374305253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905531759192411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120816447567752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zer104104,2020/03/22,"I feel extremely Lonely. It's been 2 years. You said, 1. You had to sacrifice a lot of things for me. 2. You said I always what's wrong, but never asked I know there's something wrong. 3. You said I wasn't there for you. 4. You said that I wasn't there for emotionally for you. 5. You said that there was a gap in between us. 6. You said you weren't happy. 7. You said that He was giving you emotionally support so you chose him, because you had to chose you. 8. You said you didn't want to share your problems with me because I wasn't emotionally there for you in the first place, no matter how much I asked about it. 9. You said that I you never felt like I never loved you. I was stupid enough to believe all this , still I am I still think that I lost you, I still believe that you are the best thing happened to me. It's hard for me to move on I don't know why. It just pains while you're freaking happy with somebody. I am a shitty as person. I want you to leave my head.",-1.2887603686635956,0.7470198904761887,0.818602150537636,101.25919354838707,97.71428571428572,3.662058371735791,14.393241167434715,5.4233941145090725,-1.143021505376344,747,16,183,5,31,245,101,210,0.253,0.687,0.06,-0.9909,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,25,0,3,12,15,1,0,5,0,15,3,1,1,4,19,38,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,14,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,22,12,49,7,22,16,5,14,1,2,0,1,43,4,0,1,10,128,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971371187837874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566505659599398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021460104053772,0.0,0.0,0.1887882660952813,0.08792451458668138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827319456470129,0.0,0.08656966955357699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042362925198553926,0.0,0.08044429292694345,0.0,0.0,0.07126531101616207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037176246195431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408854575880477,0.17837595652828125,0.07505262059428068,0.0,0.08598496716523517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092089289225268,0.0,0.0,0.08871351961774136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093187411550783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914584436396692,0.07122884474673696,0.07561693416943745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904748746497065,0.06158974247800888,0.0,0.1938545764152909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915043621177883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731556055956772,0.08753483033249969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016849166009661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.717266682025989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449982492131942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072632358932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950753338563998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113226767778419,0.05368441236387703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077997410017386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883412203759707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560063155730297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832059181180803,0.0,0.0539531522823736 lonely,hentai_biden,2020/03/22,"People can’t relate to me I feel like I’m a ghost in a simulation I’m a really good listener. I understand others emotions on a deep level and can relate to others, but whenever I talk about myself I get responses like: -“huh can’t relate” -“that’s crazy” -“you’re a really unique person” It hurts because I know I’m different then everyone else, I just hate getting reminded of it. I spoke to a few close friends about some stuff that really hurt me, and they didn’t get it at all. They flat out don’t understand why I get upset by X and Z. They will explain it all logically “this happened because it had to, not because it was trying to hurt you”. I know.... but it still hurts and I don’t have the words to convey how bad it feels. I just hate feeling this pain from something no one understands. I feel like I’m not actually here on this earth sharing life with other people. I can try my best to help and listen to others, but I can’t be healed. Sorry long text",1.3354000483442086,3.6095232893401,3.5223785351704144,86.51739424703892,82.60406091370558,6.798066231568768,21.563693497703646,7.957251820313856,1.1907033599226495,756,24,154,15,21,258,114,197,0.225,0.643,0.132,-0.9744,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,7,16,2,1,7,1,13,3,0,1,2,31,37,10,1,0,7,0,4,3,1,1,3,3,0,1,18,8,0,0,11,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,4,7,22,7,19,31,5,11,0,4,0,0,13,8,0,1,6,102,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.11284058757642115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654826283419014,0.21146539832458128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134911861807612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081129545230054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659607139648947,0.1300709385799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049175792429644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386895721147194,0.16521568572910691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933734130612395,0.0,0.2416527229150404,0.0,0.0,0.09698700995703832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225339053379133,0.0,0.0,0.2283262028649153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750599144329076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951477020646785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709713706334325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816746166013789,0.1694765175782495,0.0,0.0,0.10233107638745503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835553832113891,0.0,0.12304107574061167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603299578027116,0.10096579210858392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223131844527827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901950658488993,0.0,0.12944105685836127,0.0,0.0,0.09234422112162002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237148639080745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294098039553368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701368168366112,0.0,0.0,0.3611323643259999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043402974650974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scoobymaybe,2020/03/22,"Iʻm old so what the hell I had an active social life, I spent a year (three years ago) travelling around the world, connecting with people, volunteering, using my wits to get people help with NGOʻs and different governments. I worked with refugees in Greece and got on the bad side of the police. I returned home to find my mom in need of help, so here I stayed. A very remote farm can be relaxing. I could make a few trips into the city to see friends but everything is shut down now. I havenʻt spoken to anyone outside of my mother or sister in months. I miss bars. I miss creative people. I miss people that always said ""yes"" , now I have people who will tell me why something wonʻt work. Just always saying ʻnoʻ. Itʻs made me doubt everything. Iʻve convinced myself that Iʻm too old to learn something new, Iʻll never create something wonderful. I planted something incorrectly (Iʻve spent my life in the city) and was told ""well itʻs not my fault you canʻt read a book"". That stung because I have ADHD and canʻt handle most of the meds. Everything just makes me feel so alone. My older sister was my positive place but she died January this year. She was the one person that always said ""yes!"" or ""hell yes!"". Everyone else in my family is nice. They are ....very nice people who donʻt think I should do what I want to do because they care about me.",3.1749411764705897,5.647982886274513,3.473490196078433,88.32670588235294,77.0,6.432941176470589,21.180392156862744,7.554174236665415,0.8153027450980392,1056,28,201,15,25,326,154,255,0.12300000000000001,0.733,0.14300000000000002,0.5861,1,1,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,2,12,15,2,1,13,3,16,3,0,4,1,32,37,11,1,4,7,4,1,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,9,9,1,0,5,5,2,2,2,8,1,2,11,5,33,7,23,22,2,29,2,3,1,0,21,13,2,5,13,118,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131916530854946,0.0,0.08948378485963468,0.0,0.0,0.10455106877336842,0.0,0.0,0.2519889862884363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058477362326616,0.0,0.0,0.08986459369258909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428686767759708,0.12307320383094802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292260850634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059828975871801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047674701907319,0.1054685540146369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432860466846663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645957271778374,0.2721750589459572,0.0,0.0951642305627322,0.0,0.05104204175126911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226410053415764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799171569010405,0.0,0.05274085333687166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073686253254153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353258371146625,0.0,0.10125847925899197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260427686661736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551887663938488,0.1347663551383407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212981142634802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822838219446002,0.0805752566076066,0.0,0.0,0.07485122266535964,0.07785686294236066,0.09749563403963396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185464344326252,0.0,0.06840457504266934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199053263531015,0.08814338145094366,0.1054685540146369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009747240934962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204820021370173,0.08027742921537301,0.0,0.0,0.0804420131097385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029031681077571,0.0,0.3108569808296349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759650362716497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823248253599209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468302187411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645957271778374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718614755148958,0.0,0.16658436451658293,0.05954139568795948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076384155236976,0.0,0.09108933281363428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094731559953039,0.14698182811633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950204598834099 lonely,NapDragon334956,2020/03/22,"I want to stop wanting love I crave love. After some reading I assume it’s cuz my childhood had a few issues. I crave it to the point where I end up in bad situations and toxic relationships, basically love with me is way too intense full of the highest of highs and lowest of lows. It’s very unhealthy, giving someone the power to basically ruin me because I got over attached or loved them too fast, it can destroy me. After a few failed experiences I realized that love is not the answer to my pursuit of happiness and that I have to learn to be happy on my own, if only that was easy. I can’t be satisfied on my own even though I’m trying cuz I get the most agonizing feeling of loneliness ever. One of the weirdest emotions I’ve felt tbh it’s like a bad feeling cocktail it’s extreme longing and it’s fear, vulnerability, anger, loss, emptiness all at the same time if that makes any sense. I’m working on it but it’s hard and I’m not entirely sure how to keep making progress.",3.640971524288109,4.986104185929649,5.416160804020102,79.86079061976552,72.46733668341709,7.718726968174206,29.849581239530988,8.238735603445708,2.1631364154103854,779,33,152,12,15,267,122,199,0.185,0.6559999999999999,0.159,-0.3598,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,7,18,2,1,10,0,9,5,0,5,3,34,28,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,1,2,7,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,4,4,18,9,23,22,9,22,0,4,0,5,8,12,0,6,10,103,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900105591266073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103313927204565,0.0806865213780309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488892033809612,0.11723326284840098,0.0,0.0,0.08742371692107337,0.11972882096406552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947523323976098,0.0,0.14894381756075956,0.13385220063334388,0.0,0.12708807980323653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691535745848684,0.12697349420384446,0.0,0.0,0.10586181852672216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818031829657876,0.11857016934924525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984750303626914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815132476464678,0.0,0.1176492445920592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646652869310681,0.0,0.0,0.1171360229331692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973084363442045,0.0,0.1767050512448705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969177749068341,0.10066710915390724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251246788976781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323976134626623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421070322541287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878020273875514,0.0,0.0,0.11214971893373354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066038695517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474942486111515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004479104032388,0.0,0.07718122678739146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986496999641334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921234249557298,0.15614083152180935,0.1050626315248373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636096280373838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpaghetMaster,2020/03/22,"It never ends No matter what I do, it feels like I can never escape this loneliness. About a week ago, I reached a very high point, but then it just started to fade until I ended up being back in this cycle of pain. I'm 21m and I think about suicide almost every day, but there are a few things preventing me from doing it. Dating apps are helpful sometimes, but it usually never leads to anything. I'm almost convinced I'll be lonely forever.",4.456217228464421,5.261491719101127,5.839943820224723,79.61287453183522,70.01123595505618,7.731086142322098,27.192883895131093,7.793537801064563,1.7263692883895132,349,11,64,4,6,118,66,89,0.204,0.679,0.11699999999999999,-0.8525,0,2,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,3,15,12,6,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,9,10,1,20,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,16,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727085418398579,0.0,0.3901961161842381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033174063892291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981528183828066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565178010164865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34513010138382266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415600672880853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985138996659425,0.13918941343241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059309034588204,0.2058527662221437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518602695292093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508038621330062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073170605424099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418105947207675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926957593033404,0.0,0.1379044732318347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213116719423802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294390196054122,0.12484172866845833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145820709519365,0.16075841413116473,0.0,0.0,0.15628404318653238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kenyannn,2020/03/22,"If loners reached out and 'helped' less fortunate, would it help? I live in a third world country, rife with corruption.. Kenya, East Africa. I know some have it worse, regardless of their country status.. like the abused(suffered this in my childhood), orphans, crippled, sick etc My question is, would it ease some of the lonesomeness, if we reached out to 'help' someone in whichever which way? I've had someone voice chat me, once a week, and it was 'life saving'.",4.487926829268293,7.270023097560973,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,74.12195121951221,6.539024390243903,29.76219512195122,7.645422480735847,1.9573365853658533,362,16,65,5,8,104,62,82,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.0943,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,7,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,2,9,3,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272927679490362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920923163697109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449180598126356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285309399333207,0.119557914243992,0.0,0.216092394450328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061899528362803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414259833167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147012134365132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424748093184024,0.1962997598611968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939076125036055,0.34768437618867404,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theworldminusme,2020/03/22,"Admitting that I'm lonely makes me feel so vulnerable. Yesterday I mentioned to one of my roommates that I was lonely and missed physical affection. This was so hard for me to admit out loud. He is my friend and I trust him but it still made me feel so uncomfortable saying those words. I had to make an effort not to mumble and fidget. It's just that I keep everything inside of me all the time. Sometimes my thoughts feel like they're going to make my head just bust open. My thoughts make me feel like a small animal in a cage just running on a wheel all by myself; day in, day out. I write in my journal pretty often but that only relieves a small amount of the ""thought pressure"". I just needed to tell someone, honestly, how I was feeling. I wasn't looking for a solution from him. I didn't need advice. I just wanted someone to know that I was lonely. I didn't want to feel alone in my loneliness. My roommates are married and although we are all very close, I still feel so isolated a lot of the time. They are a big support to me but I give them their space of course. I've been having difficulty finding a new person to enter into my life. The process of getting to know new people is so emotionally exhausting. I'm open to the idea of starting a relationship with someone but that isn't my main goal. Right now I'm just looking for a friend that I'm also physically attracted to. I just want someone to laugh with, ramble to, listen to, cry in front of, put my arm around, watch movies, have sex, eat meals with, just be in the same room as one another. I haven't had a real hug in so long. At the risk of sounding melodramatic, I feel like my brain is swallowing me whole. I'm disappearing inside of myself and someday whatever I used to have to offer anyone, will be gone forever.",3.487102952913009,5.010331106145255,4.789166001596172,83.49939944134081,73.13407821229049,7.795849960095771,26.752194732641662,8.418075326091056,1.804754668794892,1408,50,281,24,28,467,182,358,0.128,0.747,0.125,0.4727,0,7,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,3,2,21,19,0,2,19,0,24,10,3,8,3,69,66,19,0,5,13,0,9,3,2,1,2,4,1,1,11,16,3,1,17,0,0,7,6,7,0,2,15,16,46,12,50,48,8,41,0,4,3,2,20,22,0,2,15,190,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584195050074433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158056891952644,0.0,0.07843397559294167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284469094695096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857932248640711,0.0,0.0,0.08731136525062981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948892833826902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077354984829957,0.12650606084589633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035960279352013,0.0,0.11032600409809556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088147344826501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39673470205433975,0.2102036006637612,0.0,0.0,0.08964269742114242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515516377548262,0.0,0.05124238279069026,0.09408659542653013,0.05574072274567218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785978225745185,0.0,0.10065765102847593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071958413154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871773825519784,0.0,0.0,0.1078036294470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927630556254308,0.14374976591231772,0.0,0.0,0.08679708838990237,0.16472380931118452,0.0,0.0,0.0833835080020517,0.0,0.09280499898681402,0.26187476009141786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544910677385928,0.0,0.18945118570492614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292213520255766,0.07459372234425951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799583279208664,0.08563905600703332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978190165243153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859677967033187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163570831584356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530045608963208,0.0,0.08375918076999997,0.0,0.07799659082176476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240906848093243,0.0,0.09700292917240863,0.0,0.06942102876487166,0.0,0.1566525009986613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129921999438327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572562555641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335920104746553,0.11438164956869715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470901899032544,0.0,0.0809256888486377,0.17354912539505835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950202860167968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowawayLoner1,2020/03/22,"16 M Very Lonely :( ...or maybe more So hi 👋 I’m Tom and I’m 16 and live in the uk. At the moment I’m kinda struggling a lot with my mental health and have kind of drifted from my other “friends” I’m so lonley right now it hurts and I really need a friend just to talk to about everything and someone who is open with me. And if for some crazy reason there is a girl around my age that wants to maybe take things further than friends then that would be amazing also. I’m super open and willing to talk about anything and also totals up for those like question games! Pm me and I can talk here or on Snapchat, discord, iMessage, telegram or kik I hope someone reads this and if you did thank you for your time :)",0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897958,1.5623469387755122,98.40705782312928,88.18367346938776,3.810884353741496,19.051020408163268,5.033348758259628,-0.5484448979591838,552,16,122,2,18,174,99,147,0.1,0.728,0.172,0.9168,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,11,12,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,31,18,20,0,6,6,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,15,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,9,19,14,4,15,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,10,6,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334070308011924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303475720861859,0.1410072770904539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423573785733302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36713233810507945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836903982050974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732436833809785,0.0,0.0,0.16956770344539532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494652765242332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738497355795215,0.0,0.13986781499455211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466381362688146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182629767839286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596273337995561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744967245986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744135013689666,0.0,0.1584402745767707,0.0,0.10147343683585223,0.16285891851912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527052266107606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841922292775283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559136468440522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190951395101383,0.38194151448350333,0.0,0.14583105375383734,0.0,0.0,0.1052322008826601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236280356227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306944519589149,0.09342689634635087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252097541182088,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kimbula_banis,2020/03/22,I feel more lonely knowing that almost everyone is stuck indoors and has internet but I don't have anyone to talk to or have a meaningful conversation with. It's kind of stupid but I'm usually alone and unemployed suffering from depression. But with this whole Corona situation I feel it more.,4.903333333333336,7.592304148148147,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,72.33333333333334,10.986666666666668,31.170370370370367,10.793553405168565,4.436130370370371,240,11,39,9,5,80,42,54,0.318,0.635,0.047,-0.9521,2,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,10,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,9,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019576405557261,0.31231369303601325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108499853806229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597236049373792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881428735029882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049443443565793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140167506448333,0.16572337600297102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895357089935363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237356396938226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33211348428498544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366685509963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kindacoping,2020/03/22,"I lost my dog yesterday and it hurts so much... My dog died yesterday. She couldn’t fight back her cancer anymore and it was too advanced to treat. We had performed a few surgeries to remove the tumours but they kept coming back and she was already over 10 so we decided against making her suffer anymore by putting her through chemo. Even if we did she would have to cope with awful side effects and it wouldn’t only extend her lifespan by a few months so we were expecting her to leave but it still hurt like mad and feels unreal to think she’s gone. I feel like I’ve been deserted. She was the love of my life and was there with me when I had to take time off college to recover from depression and I was miserable and heavily medicated. My family is coping way better because they have experienced losing pets before and to them she is still “just a dog” in some way. They’re sad but nowhere near as unhappy as I am. Even our other dog who grew up together with the girl I lost is coping better than I am. She seems to be going through phases of being sad and feeling alright and is on and off with her eating and her responding to us. I feel really sad and lonely because I lost my dog because it feels like I lost my sibling/child in a way. I grew up with her. She was with me from when I was just about 9 or 10. And now she’s gone and it doesn’t feel real and I guess I just want someone to say something consoling to help me cope with it a little better. Because of the lockdown I can’t even leave my house or call my friends over to keep me company so I just feel entirely isolated and stuck in a place filled with memories of her. It’d be real nice to have someone say something that makes me feel less alone and miserable and worried for my other dog who is still alive. It’s all I can do not to kneel down in front of my baby’s grave and scream hysterically for her to come back to life because I know it’s over. It’s just tough and I feel empty and alone right now so if anyone has anything to say that will make this a little easier to bear, please say it. Private messages are welcome.",4.6359027777777815,4.903030599537036,5.481944444444448,84.25750000000002,69.39351851851852,8.714814814814815,28.73148148148148,8.626192665926032,1.9219592592592587,1657,55,350,25,27,543,203,432,0.193,0.675,0.132,-0.9829,0,5,2,0,1,0,24.0,6,0,3,11,26,32,2,2,11,2,36,6,0,4,1,79,67,39,2,7,13,0,9,3,1,3,4,5,1,1,19,37,1,2,14,0,0,12,5,20,0,0,20,15,62,12,59,39,6,48,0,16,0,1,43,19,0,7,17,248,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640398740925783,0.08739130880816967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707610805634642,0.05537350078702921,0.0,0.06516898993878048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826833019317502,0.0,0.2413762132881888,0.0,0.06738730532869776,0.0,0.0,0.21011899197517608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086478151069093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364353022991736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820870874829911,0.0,0.08218970317911899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103408349323389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691844472848598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465599626468906,0.0,0.3603806819235109,0.113150814023651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061184220171873076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450071368879276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723988208280806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053081316007112286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137794719194027,0.16955522504812667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039026759574551,0.0,0.0,0.04352233401849213,0.0,0.0,0.16770764397212812,0.0,0.0,0.11187254179567876,0.11606891825825055,0.15874413454443692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859657238961828,0.3457935198661459,0.0,0.07147466321139934,0.0,0.15858558062708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977849186621883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321099872034877,0.0,0.058215876499681275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022975137667756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273970091491932,0.08692999755554501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796107144067486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027766265883355,0.05073298472975519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763028408756601,0.0,0.2519094168135377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209422076536039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419973504982416,0.12193309115430445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973060113838525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059543187681026226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074359778739677,0.0,0.0,0.04617800331630089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525928003273693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671001055532576,0.18857885844459546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042421050755955,0.0,0.05625634752649032,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BaileyChloe1988,2020/03/22,Loneliest feeling When you finally thought you found a person who was worth your time.... and then the whole world goes up in flames.. back to square one.,5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,67.57142857142857,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2068714285714286,120,4,24,1,2,33,27,28,0.11,0.779,0.11,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,3,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29734441109133297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552449603973268,0.0,0.0,0.4236052221852515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42399085908519335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620343858344469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376469601552561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069924554315676,0.2254848317760681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317309042401699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cookiesnpies,2020/03/22,Boyfriend and I broke up. Feeling extra lonely during this pandemic. It really really sucks. I’ve never been so heartbroken.,3.8478571428571406,6.8428070000000005,5.562261904761908,64.53482142857146,98.04761904761904,9.719047619047616,24.29761904761905,8.841846274778883,4.290419047619048,101,4,12,4,4,34,19,21,0.47200000000000003,0.47700000000000004,0.051,-0.9241,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320294283353124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488560160695879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8116160061458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mina12nn,2020/03/22,"A lie? I'm writing here because I think I really got no one other that him.. I just sent him a vid, of me and it took me long to make it special for him.. he said amazing and cool and stuff and I was so happy, (the video should be deleted after it's watched by him) but now I just discovered it's not deleted yet.. was this a lie? If yes, then why! I just think I'm being dramatic but I really got trust issues and this just shocked me cuz he's the only one I trust",-1.808899676375404,0.09878875728155734,1.1792621359223323,98.83814886731396,98.32038834951456,4.3000647249190935,16.575404530744336,6.079149491110277,-0.4782525566343043,354,10,87,4,15,123,62,103,0.044000000000000004,0.74,0.215,0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,2,0,19,15,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,3,15,6,5,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,5,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078273040605958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956580050941712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330948861719783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581699347234404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889764318900293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651085562259648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352225594571306,0.188121402696186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169184674410389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352872200968077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831574475642389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169847650180601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748158009273816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231955922976033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,baibaizhu,2020/03/22,"A survey about making friends Hey guys! I am a lonely Chinese girl (based in NYC!) that is always seeking female friends. My loneliness inspired my graduate capstone project. I am thinking of a female friendship mobile app that can help girls like me find the right girls of their world. To better learn about my customers, I designed a survey below. I can not get an enough simple because I don’t have many friends who I can send the survey to. Therefore, I would greatly appreciate it if you could make 5 minutes for the survey. Thank you so much! Please let me know if you have any questions. The survey link: (The survey was made from a Chinese website but all questions are English!) https://www.wjx.cn/jq/66238687.aspx",4.483616071428571,7.606162093750001,3.647589285714286,85.19562500000002,76.5,4.9071428571428575,28.674107142857146,6.1826913282559595,1.4412638392857144,580,25,92,4,14,170,89,128,0.028999999999999998,0.795,0.177,0.9301,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,1,3,9,0,0,11,0,14,0,0,4,1,19,21,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,16,8,10,16,3,5,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,4,1,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813080453798153,0.0,0.0,0.1292355970845437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584830566708715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807738203361966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517336839794609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636497793972715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369564434938656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404797065904805,0.0,0.0992895010177108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952281938797532,0.0,0.18817221588984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738165948981056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044425336290181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433160306458566,0.0,0.09284529557721152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982305934110518,0.25371004276691794,0.19267353537886486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970329891952293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086098872640385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42578278039320216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622954829847699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749658450160431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177173025958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350009277049512,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unstoppablegemini,2020/03/22,"Went through a break up and reached out to nobody. Hi, I’m a 21F and I recently got dumped last week and I’ve isolated myself from everyone. I still text my ex here and there, we seen each other the other day, but I need to learn how to have friends outside of relationships and now that we’ve broken up I do not have any friends, lol. I realize I’m that friend who reach out the everyone and let them know what’s going on, at this point I’m tired of it. I’m so over trying to force friendships, I think I need a fresh set of friends. If anyone wants to talk, that would be cool..",0.965,2.8720857642276414,2.4140040650406505,96.01173780487808,81.60162601626017,6.051219512195122,20.819105691056908,7.1686216300943375,0.30888130081300824,451,13,107,6,12,146,83,123,0.086,0.696,0.218,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,5,2,6,1,0,1,0,22,19,10,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,11,5,17,13,1,18,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,6,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716612655248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307544539469612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059925869174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573722238166581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779016450134119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627617043991544,0.0,0.14956064646715303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027700784346689,0.1524296157982973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912197396534009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731563748036075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677504623829846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463952496420954,0.20076756574979024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933810575021084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030317858825842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982177983497615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214928507892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696043950938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029719698432096,0.0,0.14999978303847242,0.0,0.0,0.17335048367011716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283913600058586,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,puestadelsol,2020/03/22,can someone talk to me i really need to vent to someone,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,102.33333333333334,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4498666666666673,44,2,9,1,2,16,9,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504025432576909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30273860791336865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8008092011093219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37983156316434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RealDrag,2020/03/22,"Do girls even like when boys treat them as a good friend? I'm not judging anybody. But do girls even care about a boy who is honest and genuine and tries to be himself? As far I seen they seem to like people who flirt with them and trying to make every conversation sexual. Again I'm not judging anyone. It's not like I am unable to talk like that, it's just I don't want to take the conversation in a flirty way. Whatever. Bois just be yourself and you'll find a good friend who values you for who you really are.",2.3420145379023865,3.9660570747663577,3.713956386292837,89.61076843198339,76.38317757009347,6.6247144340602295,20.30010384215992,7.3871296695380915,0.4186166147455865,405,9,88,5,9,133,68,107,0.01,0.682,0.307,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,3,0,7,12,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,17,8,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,10,12,11,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,20,2,0,1,6,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620408867421745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776771023613546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951026791588885,0.0,0.1882212605446804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418043441218856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451912997138445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37474891834658497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43656115511914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911895730293592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548750659798012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311357477493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033718636761513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796643225149396,0.17955771545450055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033432384534345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176509570561293,0.1773218134299496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotpastaway,2020/03/22,All the lonely people If you need someone to talk to I’m here tonight. I’ve been where you are and can help you through it. Something compelled me to post here. I believe in the journey.,1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,81.89473684210526,3.8,27.921052631578952,3.1291,0.4349789473684211,147,7,31,0,4,45,30,38,0.065,0.833,0.102,0.1027,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751287905686101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282666911961101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126965909607149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923643270862849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40388673560247657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35731805036115744,0.3246570821439371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389588267155427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cronack1,2020/03/22,"My problems feel really significant until I go someplace like here Then I see people in situations that seem worse than mine and I just feel like an idiot for feeling sorry for myself. It doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel stupid, and selfish. :( I wish none of the people here were in all the pain that they're in. But as long as I'm going to come off like I'm bragging, hear me when I say that time heals all. Sometimes you can't expect to feel happy in the near future, and you just have to focus on anything that does provide you happiness and focus on that. I know that going out of your comfort zone can help, too, but I personally don't have much to say on that right now. I went out of my comfort zone to become committed to a woman who had suffered a lifetime of abuse; like an abnormal amount of severe abuse. She was too much for me to handle at times. She died from fetanyl use 2 yrs ago when we were dating and I'll never know if our relationship would have survived. So I am okay with taking a break for a few more years, even though I'll have graduated college by the time I am ready to let someone into my life like that again. It hurts to think of how my memories of her fade. I don't want to be forgotten when I'm gone, you know? But still, I've had so much time to process that I just feel stupid for grieving, like a broken person who can't stand up for himself and enjoy life while he has it. It hurts. Sigh. Anyway. I really do hope that anyone reading this shows love to themselves. Avoid ""harmful self-talk"" like ""I hate myself /my life"". I find that it's easier to analyze and improve myself if I focus on bigger groups of people first. Example : why am I so sexist and perverse? Well, maybe there are gender roles that apply to me derived from millenia of culture, and my parents raised me with certain values, so the responsibility is technically never *all* mine for having a certain flaw. That helps me feel a little better and encourages me to find and accept which parts I *am* responsible for and how I can improve on them. I like angsty music quite a lot for processing my feelings. I've never been a TOOL fan, but their new album is really fucking awesome and I want you to listen to it while you do the dishes. :D",3.471169405815424,4.933225800884959,4.666482932996209,84.60797345132745,73.07079646017701,7.024121365360304,24.197471554993683,7.554174236665415,1.1001535271807843,1770,51,352,21,35,583,235,452,0.14800000000000002,0.631,0.221,0.9890000000000001,1,1,0,0,2,0,53.0,2,7,2,5,24,38,5,1,17,1,31,8,0,5,9,69,68,35,2,9,9,1,9,8,0,1,5,4,0,3,24,20,1,1,17,2,0,6,9,14,2,1,8,14,56,23,60,57,12,52,0,4,1,2,34,19,1,5,33,249,80,3,0.0,0.19638750222940676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734640072697344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794837948267526,0.0,0.06819936080977737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915293252329065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659304433149656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138978536749832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601154056901647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252478705268338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054738394440874936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771384546310043,0.05920617458371029,0.0,0.0,0.15149315740296534,0.07049373987975982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661693597181614,0.0,0.0,0.14129993286001152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644472606674366,0.0,0.08182226142268909,0.0,0.0,0.0934065552436039,0.0,0.11109921531782474,0.0,0.0,0.08231393334557817,0.0,0.0,0.17743957641668162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663839337386258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474567178039265,0.17561195554352574,0.32390972219685416,0.0830628840373469,0.0,0.07334208670559995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045766842122574,0.07479824913184413,0.0,0.11063989424596504,0.0,0.08325943950735566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276877867781333,0.0,0.19175576292961627,0.08004154025324353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818522743912535,0.0,0.09202328094864982,0.08974594000906645,0.0,0.17236602137578816,0.1447271374550916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930052808382307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814814794096405,0.0828977884261378,0.0,0.15927623554355094,0.0,0.0,0.08897712266536666,0.0,0.07077510562137726,0.0,0.13181162716182918,0.0,0.0,0.06604093294841915,0.07544661623412245,0.08645707615166946,0.0936255685956559,0.0,0.0,0.0931553783038047,0.0,0.0,0.07022002458406336,0.0,0.08196585132097155,0.09277218173124044,0.0,0.0,0.06618437048995246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623119576387068,0.06661207605071515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310318508142977,0.08142462157463494,0.0,0.19330115827186847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157770301725383,0.0,0.0,0.09776407049683312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451490262835463,0.07682629010324975,0.07478212302388527,0.0,0.0953025753290848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445707327895027,0.0588722787694496,0.0,0.0,0.05336901542216185 lonely,TheHomeschooler324,2020/03/22,"I wish I can dream forever. Dreams are so much better than life. You have friends, you fall in love, you can be who you want to be without any rules or boundaries holding you back. It sounds amazing. But no. I'm alone every time I wake up. Life is a lie.",-0.4039083557951493,1.8139155094339607,0.9439892183288447,101.7801886792453,92.01886792452831,3.7832884097035038,18.892183288409704,5.288315135182226,-0.6137741239892187,194,6,46,1,7,61,43,53,0.064,0.583,0.353,0.9570000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,6,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195403047532901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098085325086103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372377581793077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728665295622356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994679948637234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383667320883083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358426424875405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784571225873993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268024042458063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990422553313615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197686495973087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547901349205224,0.2974084407843565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jaydenthesalad,2020/03/22,"Just feel lonely and empty and feel as though my will to live is gone First reddit post so im new don't judge, came for support from strangers as I can't seem to find it in my friends and family. Also not sure if it matters but I'm a guy I just feel extremely lonely. I'll have these episodes where I don't feel like being alive and I just get sad on my bed alone and even if I try and talk to someone it doesn't help, I usually have about 2 of these a week and it's been going on for the past year or two. I also feel like everyone else is happy and I'm just not but telling someone it either comes out as a joke or just like we talk for a bit and it's over, which doesn't help in the slightest. During these episodes I also just think about death and how much easier it would be and, in those moments, I just want to be gone. If you want more information or something dm me I guess. I'm not totally sure how this works but thanks to everyone that helps, much appreciated :)",1.859470588235293,3.1674938714285763,3.275266106442576,93.58247899159666,76.95238095238095,6.655462184873952,21.40056022408964,7.285733465282438,0.3591736694677867,763,19,182,9,17,250,115,210,0.155,0.679,0.166,0.5279,0,5,1,0,0,1,14.0,1,1,0,2,18,13,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,2,3,54,36,30,1,6,20,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,14,15,0,0,9,1,0,5,8,3,0,2,4,5,16,10,22,27,6,21,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,8,10,119,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932458310667366,0.0,0.2995683515907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632245432456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428146151026655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756188815967832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043103793262694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247349436030488,0.0,0.0,0.2386315926701043,0.0,0.0,0.11771352113932303,0.0,0.3156826060145324,0.17841005953870676,0.0,0.0,0.11412620145621626,0.10621183024814423,0.0,0.0,0.0964719561046336,0.0,0.06523786844557379,0.0,0.07096480958734863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755510900072032,0.12363798930910293,0.0,0.13292327322359918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25108721039980303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487781755459524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830111678447084,0.0,0.11025987341444783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835832659628092,0.0,0.0,0.12059735376046372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919970724682677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195880964115864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367425263468373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159885527039407,0.09612873862326317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169762365944702,0.23537139234249205,0.0,0.0,0.2007267744921107,0.10913928622928236,0.11496078298942425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000974964762815,0.12268122104821963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477651554073466,0.0,0.12197694248982005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752339028666252,0.0,0.14729961664239374,0.0,0.10016079801715212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090468355998256,0.0,0.0,0.08870195409759428,0.0,0.0,0.08041027212058534 lonely,Freeclassicsandwich,2020/03/22,Chat? I used to have a friend to chat with come rain or shine or drunk or sober or day or night. Do you want a random chat friend? Text me?,-1.601774193548387,0.2971068064516125,-0.3868548387096773,111.63971774193548,93.83870967741936,3.1,7.75,3.1291,-2.7437161290322583,105,0,30,0,4,32,22,31,0.069,0.693,0.23800000000000002,0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,6,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666388483557001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449336183119605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576747115542694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39942088163316375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676039431565515,0.0,0.0,0.2510450622102805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlameDaFluff,2020/03/22,"Friend issues I, 17M, have just been really lonely lately and I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for a few years now. My best friend has pretty much left me for his gf and her friends, and this isn’t the first time it’s happened. Idk what to do at this point since I don’t really talk to anyone else.",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076929,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,73.61538461538461,7.661538461538463,20.69230769230769,8.238735603445708,0.7704461538461533,250,5,54,4,5,80,51,65,0.16,0.621,0.21899999999999997,0.7584,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,7,4,6,7,3,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173059145084115,0.0,0.0,0.1478250909556196,0.2166179036440838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218652091697784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820899605654792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660867939891725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982804010322254,0.0,0.0,0.4900121601526631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869520779174352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066055231680706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848340444842764,0.0,0.22970116280835734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541309681186588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985389789827232,0.0,0.0,0.21508332472107733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708735397088292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488326170260146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101507791560615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699259977387899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232767920279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614323005100748 lonely,eymytacos,2020/03/22,"I've been alone for a while now But I'm not sure if it's a blessing or a curse, I hate being alone but at the same time I never let anyone into my life. I have some sort of hatred now for anyone I meet but I don't want that. i guess i just don't want to be hurt anymore by losing people or not being accepted. I have no friends although I do have family which is probably why I'm even somewhat stable. But i don't know if its enough I want to be in a relationship as I never been with anyone and want have friends again but i can't. I let everyone go one by one or hate them before they hate me, who knows. am I overreacting? or is it unhealthy.",1.0298018648018648,2.3163847482517497,3.4980594405594414,91.2081148018648,79.13986013986012,6.444988344988345,20.30827505827505,7.1686216300943375,0.2965575757575758,501,12,119,6,12,175,83,143,0.31,0.608,0.08199999999999999,-0.9856,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,3,0,5,0,20,1,0,0,3,32,33,15,0,6,14,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,2,0,19,5,12,25,4,11,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,10,7,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498535534923137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412313677030918,0.2987268533998182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117948955017165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714646753721655,0.0,0.09405973890014388,0.0,0.0,0.13607781187139045,0.0,0.0,0.13425044190573762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004953404170116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093426273080451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568794645763904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217979331098427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245167855930294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565284201428645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912455084590024,0.10058762138769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931913831100572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966905408889328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929999196872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872840402346364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535408862198623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289386931197482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342187079619715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303977793770634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33598584827620315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850188679945246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tooindecisive945,2020/03/22,"I have felt lonely since I was 6... Where do I start? No really, I 24(m) have been really depressed for a long while but the most soul crushing part of my depression is my disconnection and loneliness. Growing up I struggled with friends. I was kept home until about the age of 6 and I found that I only really knew how to socialise with adults and not kids my own age... In high school I was severely bullied but I refused to tell my parents as my mum was going through breast cancer therapy - this is where it all began. At home I was disconnected and stressed; at school I was isolated and alone. And it's just never changed. I was molested when I was 12 by a significantly older male which meant that when I entered college I was terrified to social with males/ incapable of socialisation in general - don't even get me started on the amount of self doubt this placed on my sexuality. For what it's worth I identify as straight but I've had a solid 12 years of doubting myself because of the actions of someone else. I have always felt emasculated which has impacted my loneliness. I've just re-entered college to (finally) study but once again I'm either too shy or share too much because i desperately want connection. I am in therapy at the moment which is helping (mostly with the childhood stuff) and I just want to know how to feel more connected to people. I want to love, I want to BE loved. I just want to live and be happy Honestly ANY suggestion is welcomed.",4.128039637425104,6.02039326501767,5.345091411891229,78.65633430634509,72.18021201413427,8.879336303579661,30.32554923951452,9.43228470229965,2.926739253341528,1166,51,217,28,23,387,162,283,0.21899999999999997,0.625,0.156,-0.9778,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,15,15,1,4,9,0,24,4,1,2,2,46,45,21,0,5,11,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,12,12,0,2,7,0,1,4,4,8,0,0,18,3,33,7,38,25,9,35,1,3,0,3,17,14,0,5,17,155,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507536179103562,0.0,0.0,0.10048554579485644,0.0,0.0,0.08212384390952326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723355463066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775258353002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802817537346227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088305037899672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976366053140405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061062042822648877,0.0,0.23190527266565655,0.13229135346661233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324117873630048,0.09330217444059394,0.0,0.06309434604228048,0.0,0.06863311692447703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855580964971544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094574371822487,0.12759408031598612,0.24227281607578455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636888382736797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066370617794336,0.10687257758298198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179889349345132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877563282047554,0.0,0.09314084891412724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861000486226026,0.0,0.0918466682042266,0.0,0.0,0.13409442892049872,0.13077593462641773,0.0,0.08372273828758006,0.0,0.126172957442959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320940486542462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444397744726409,0.0,0.0,0.12598346997824886,0.13642924946565554,0.0,0.09989745102468034,0.0,0.0,0.12310396375211355,0.10232317298747116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095514193370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833506179331653,0.12624903439493518,0.13824619508068134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055532937576387,0.0,0.27620893197227697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35614947291249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776822964046994 lonely,wizzyneimeyer,2020/03/22,What about us. I see billionaires dobating and trump giving hundreds of billion to the coronavirus panick and other things and I couldn't help but think... what about the people who really need it. Because it all changes when its someone you know. People dont really care until it's you or someone you love.,3.729999999999997,6.5640998070175485,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,77.2456140350877,7.308771929824562,25.28947368421053,8.344100000000001,2.1065578947368424,247,9,41,5,6,78,44,57,0.08900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.4773,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,8,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,2,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509456041053621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524630030502825,0.0,0.2619469582913236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290206393414771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753770097698726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597309242387678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360843496341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234848676615621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836055724813522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34333421725436464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172607989735055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973194470663095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196117712247345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450636329475996,0.15866358408218764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978539056376632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZulZah,2020/03/22,"Feel free to message me if you need a friend Hi all, I randomly discovered this sub and thought I’d post. I’m a male in my 30s that’s happily married and have kids. I’m pretty successful in life currently but it wasn’t easy. I’ve had multiple times in life where I had severe depression and suicidal tendencies. I’m pretty chatty and will happily be anyone’s friend to give advice to or chat about whatever or listen to what you’re dealing with. I prefer discord so message me with your tag and I’ll add you.",1.7749650349650352,4.1368799230769255,3.868426573426575,84.16748251748253,81.5,8.012587412587413,25.8006993006993,8.841846274778883,2.3571461538461542,408,17,80,11,11,139,72,104,0.149,0.62,0.23199999999999998,0.7992,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,14,10,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,5,10,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,4,2,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124085302582864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654634630121286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396437705223026,0.20381678955943686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965176841752742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656533470864121,0.0,0.0,0.22700565327661906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33429019148845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546479045191615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266347106985262,0.4814937912697929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733466827917635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588446142612252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786490146872267,0.1379860806180146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontyouthinksotoo,2020/03/22,Driving myself crazy... wanna talk? Stuck in small apartment with my cheating ex as she talks to her new guy. I’m completely alone and isolated as I have made her my entire world for three years. Would love to make new friends and connections.,3.270666666666667,6.129748066666667,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,79.44444444444446,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.3213555555555554,193,7,36,3,5,57,38,45,0.191,0.6759999999999999,0.133,-0.2862,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,2,8,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28572358038715057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892499721474012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314054948417235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315989063058616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898820232209296,0.26103985112886297,0.1841488851219727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328841102581888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434761845715197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597387676244096,0.0,0.0,0.17765462913766092 lonely,Blended_whiskey,2020/03/22,Missing I actually just miss hugging and kissing vs sex at this point,5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.23076923076923,8.276923076923078,43.769230769230774,8.841846274778883,4.513984615384616,57,4,9,1,1,19,13,13,0.20800000000000002,0.4370000000000001,0.355,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.7182538423872371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957811566117394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drdrake-ramoray,2020/03/22,"I can’t stop thinking about how fun this quarantine thing would be with friends There’s so much I see people doing! That Netflix party extension, fun games, all these new trends. Obviously what’s going on is really serious but it also seems like a ton of people are just having the time of their lives relaxing and staying home with people they love, whether it be in person or over media. I wish I could be like all the other young adults I know- they all have a big exciting friend group to fill their time with...",6.261433333333336,6.59014681,6.1320000000000014,80.78433333333334,65.9,9.466666666666667,27.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.109566666666668,411,11,79,7,6,129,78,100,0.025,0.657,0.318,0.9885,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,4,20,18,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,9,10,13,5,12,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,2,7,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699017458383635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962958647809212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282874244809462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074418053130198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311164313192346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676078327217528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075914679212625,0.0,0.1876033788905711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175069188918129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618030356760973,0.0,0.0,0.2051922458289339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44187269408852703,0.1855092135461477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610536218633507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930068193902642,0.19341282759293169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264508399793972,0.0,0.1776235230599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114695689245824,0.1361338346695116,0.0,0.0,0.24777071169324225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431500697244035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092332130978586,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wendelle123,2020/03/22,"Lost in life In every aspect of my life I have a plan and a direction other than my social life. I am currently attending university and am in the nursing program for a BSN. Job wise, I feel like I have a good one. Finance wise, I’m very good. Health wise I am also good. The only aspect in my life that is lacking is my social life. I honest to god have no real friends I can just call to hang out with. It’s been like this for some time now ever since my ex broke up with me. She truly was my best friend and I would give anything to have her back. As of now, it’s been taking a toll on my mental health. I run everyday to clear my head and make myself feel better, but it can only help for that temporary time. After that, it comes back. Anyways I was just wondering if you guys had any advice. I’m 19 years old 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lonely,Anonymous012327291,2020/03/22,I’m tired of life Sorry for grammar it might be hard to understand anyways I’m just tired of living this life everyday I hope that I don’t wake up or I’m just shot right then and killed I have a few friends but life seems so pointless if I know I’m going to end up dieing I don’t want to live I’ve been depressed for like 3 years now I went to therapy it didn’t help my wish is that when I turn 21 I die I’m just so tired of being anxious and depressed then a glimpse of happiness to just fall harder every time into to the pit that’s depression I have no purpose I simply want to die but to pussy to end it i have family members that care about me and most people will say oh well it your not alone or your pain will be passed to them and shit like that doesn’t help I’m selfish I don’t care.because the pain I feel right now is so immense I can’t talk to anyone even text or message people bc I just don’t know what to say or I fear they will take it the wrong way.its so saddening I fucking hate myself and I’m to shy to say anything I live my life to impress others because I’m so insecure about how people see me so I wear expensive clothes just to hide my insecurities and genuinely just want to die I know people care about me I have like 2 friends that care but I don’t care at the end of the day I’m selfish and don’t care they will eventually move on I’m to much of a pussy to do shit.if your reading this thanks for taking time out your day sorry for grammar spelling 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lonely,bbll2,2020/03/22,I can’t even escape through video games I wish i could have a switch or some sort of console to play while I’m constantly 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lonely,send_cake_,2020/03/22,"I realized I don't really have friends The whole isolation due to the coronavirus made me realize that I don't really have any friends. I usually dont mind it but right now it just hits differently to know no one cares to check up on me except for my family. I would really like to bond with people and make friends but I just don't know how, most of the time is just me reaching out for other people and feeling like I annoy them. Makes you sad man.",3.293179723502305,4.543237365591399,4.944116743471586,83.27903225806456,73.19354838709677,9.61536098310292,25.1136712749616,9.957137785484203,2.288844546850998,357,11,76,10,7,121,61,93,0.19,0.664,0.145,-0.5749,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,22,16,5,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,13,6,12,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096310455235566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635129434076545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120833890199816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257059461564221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815501969597192,0.0,0.09737579632990906,0.13758139734224306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463676507770723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167725858723008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817273918606653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822267753830044,0.25710141483023585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944540207366016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049928527248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670257310372773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701209747728431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446490584637452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229674797396416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210306472406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501214145605188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680550102710853,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bearpoof,2020/03/23,I cant take being lonely anymore I haven't made any friends for 3 years and my gf who was also my best and only friend of 2 years left me I've been crying everyday because I feel so alone and unwanted its honestly made it to were I have no self confidence,5.206484848484847,4.394246254545454,6.578181818181817,80.55393939393942,68.27272727272727,10.242424242424242,31.06060606060606,9.725611199111238,2.632333333333332,204,7,44,4,3,70,45,55,0.196,0.5589999999999999,0.245,0.6341,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,11,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,7,4,3,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502121150384003,0.0,0.1931976866513468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428799713580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395901937634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472696883751881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535315048004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653728683238841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215405707757368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733002898439105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624858655358526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571924597316104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373841803475655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520287771447704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164396928748974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111492614131878 lonely,Electronoooob,2020/03/23,"I know about hypnosis, and self-help stuff, maybe I could answer some questions during this rough time. &#x200B; I used to teach hypnotherapy at the London Hackspace, running weekly workshops and helping people with many different things. Having depression myself I have an understanding of what may be possible for you to try and do, in times like this, where many are isolated and struggling. I can't offer a quick fix but im happy to try and offer some advice and techniques ive picked up that may offer some comfort to you. Even if you just want to rant or chat about life that's completely fine too and welcome. Best wishes all.",6.493782051282049,7.9067641367521375,5.947938034188034,78.46754807692311,65.75213675213675,8.585042735042737,30.009615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.4572230769230767,512,18,87,8,8,157,89,117,0.07,0.718,0.212,0.9609,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,27,15,10,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,13,11,5,9,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,8,5,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580654916246104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384512329899672,0.20617631176682014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806570277305994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790326562653744,0.0,0.0,0.13547339911453848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614268238513664,0.0,0.0,0.17727650989657218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112070158631059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806244834352292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274620366862149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328044090283951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325012529698316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984799040541508,0.08289568574201013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405200048689744,0.1704635053408641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763277284925495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128549441669104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900772426777504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701027474528666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738340012727793,0.19423974413426487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272596026380186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978802236745828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039929661114095,0.0,0.0,0.17663989921562565,0.0,0.14654658057709466,0.0,0.0,0.10007998043158348,0.0,0.13610477656441333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512035097440586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617631176682014,0.0 lonely,69somedude420,2020/03/23,"I have some friends but I always feel lonely I am 21 years old and everything is going well when you look at the surface. I am good at school, I have 2 best friends but I feel so lonely for like 2 years. Everytime I come home I just do nothing but watching Youtube-videos and other useless stuff and when I go out with friends everybody just hates me and I annoy them. I dont know maybe its just self hating. I feel like nobody really likes me, thinks I am weird or something else. Everytime I see couples I feel like that I will never find anybody who likes me like they like each other. I am not insecure about my looks I just think I am boring as hell. Its just me my boring ass personality and my school.",1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,2.58805555555556,92.53750000000002,83.72222222222223,5.544444444444443,20.805555555555557,6.9077264865688965,0.4220222222222221,556,17,118,7,16,179,85,144,0.21899999999999997,0.506,0.275,0.8935,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,10,24,4,1,1,0,11,1,1,0,1,29,26,13,0,0,10,0,4,7,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,9,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,11,1,0,0,8,29,13,7,25,3,13,1,3,4,1,9,4,2,2,13,78,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989488168550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860191729018753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376874518038098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613568469391544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478796042796295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103296080822045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869822701844228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671192525607546,0.1887052091456743,0.0,0.0,0.12071185206977796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30611660632512033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011966555908526,0.11077612829307863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607884576753039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324794638256613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258357983841618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451667590108544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218152361985072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268455575839513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186243693597637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672710452153116,0.0,0.13858784853243647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153205933947976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460901122648279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673287972157086,0.10524466537342964,0.0,0.1377803983455898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167584593444516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119138908673474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925342192011414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874901886349865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010069115170734 lonely,pear_head,2020/03/23,"I miss you so much I still remember every second we spent together. Late at night, we sneaked out and talked for hours. We were chilling on the beach, just enjoying the sun and it was so peaceful. You told me you loved me and I told you I loved you too. Then you took my hand and we promised not to tell anyone. I wasn't even insecure about my body when you were with me. Until depression took me back into the emptyness, pressure and confusion. We stopped talking, you found somebody else and I continued my pointless life. But I will never stop loving you and I hope you still think about me sometimes. I just wish there was somebody like you in my life again.",2.1997009966777408,4.735478565891476,2.6392303433001096,92.55226744186048,81.17054263565892,6.166334440753047,23.942967884828352,7.447530270364453,1.0889619047619048,521,19,106,8,14,160,80,129,0.106,0.6729999999999999,0.222,0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,11,0,0,14,12,0,3,3,0,6,7,2,0,1,28,19,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,15,0,2,3,1,1,2,3,5,0,1,11,1,34,7,11,7,1,21,0,2,0,3,24,5,0,2,15,80,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764742350848684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838025103144845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100692796668793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325993779196836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860786476524128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016844160467528,0.0,0.12971192956038646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880137127624553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529099333338551,0.15161256159328973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366553859326211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174829244040003,0.0752135938811402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41684541693160776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317307057362175,0.0,0.1187379411731362,0.0,0.0,0.14447433571315155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439858589092713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522633210652631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589391535632274,0.2574229791031126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474829641631188,0.13456159065482046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864678020580817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942171219878021,0.3420945976330689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703819812539534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RMSlibertarian,2020/03/23,"Hitler had girlfriend and I haven't because liberals are evil Hitler wasn't all that bad, but so many claim he was omnievil yet they don't wonder why he had girl's adoration. Hitler was the top man and the most alpha man in the country, and he was also the most prestigious with the most power and dominance and wealth, so naturally women would like him. Liberals have ruined women though, warping their natural femininity into depravity, giving women the ''right'' vote, convincing them that they should get careers, just to name a mere few evils that the liberals have caused. Liberals have made women go for degenerate guys, who are fatter, shorter, and more unhealthy than I am, while such guys have worse morals, and they also have undesirable traits such as autism, but the girls in my college reward such degenerate, soyboy men. Hitler's economic ideas were quite bad, but his social ideas were pretty good.",10.03537037037037,9.37890213580247,8.842067901234572,67.73680555555558,58.50617283950618,12.050617283950615,35.6820987654321,11.20814326018867,4.001232098765431,734,25,120,16,8,227,105,162,0.121,0.654,0.225,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,4,10,11,2,0,9,0,20,0,0,2,1,25,25,17,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,10,6,8,14,6,8,1,1,0,0,26,5,0,4,3,78,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903004177819553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122142143197356,0.11397150201639683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206350087750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768095873552356,0.17935287831881458,0.10625593389457837,0.1568165092983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702474534992255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221191341918749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913411528218614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690983094034166,0.0,0.1895521224888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902095743220207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885919811067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966621056509647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058622456268134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369115325759608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870590437706312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275445232413256,0.0,0.0,0.19053226028384196,0.13281384147607408,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c5318008,2020/03/23,"I was recently asked to describe myself in three words And the first thing that came to mind was lonely. Not just in terms of mood, but personality. I'm an introvert and enjoy my own company more than most, but I have never felt much of a deep connection to anyone. It even feels like my own family only know a version of me that they created. I never had many friends, and those that I had were never a tight group, rather individual relationships. I am in a long term relationship and live with my partner in her country. When we are together my problems melt away and I genuinely feel happy, however there are times when I question how well she knows me. Sometimes I will tell some of my most random thoughts or feelings in an attempt to communicate this and the response often leaves me feeling more alienated. There is no language barrier here but I think feeling like an outsider has deepened my feelings of separation to others as well. I don't know what this post is supposed to achieve but can anyone relate to this? Are these feelings normal or healthy? Or should I be doing something to try and change?",4.773996622572471,6.831175090909093,5.352074303405576,78.58804953560373,70.81818181818181,8.171235575569941,30.954404728398533,8.841846274778883,2.718327666760484,890,39,157,17,17,286,136,209,0.06,0.799,0.141,0.9587,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,12,10,0,0,9,0,19,0,0,1,3,50,35,18,0,4,10,0,9,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,2,14,0,0,1,6,2,2,2,8,9,25,7,22,24,11,20,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,9,13,128,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278676277239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219341141040345,0.0,0.12280353972248093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949400017529565,0.0,0.0,0.13827068681791682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633074823254941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232189376219394,0.0,0.4626257455158096,0.186754229969956,0.12549922843885253,0.0,0.0,0.11117931703502663,0.0,0.0,0.10098391269303668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391400440095345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154994653706988,0.0,0.0,0.13839985235786165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771368690424395,0.0,0.11541668563611808,0.11567159188547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251639417554842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319768210264996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608469264261356,0.0,0.30242791482490783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280651193419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940857197264356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141283206575302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251811860646418,0.0,0.0,0.12506895744096866,0.0,0.0,0.14642176635415552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905740504155705,0.2806608287927582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062464306098068,0.12927257633945807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424368901574322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868359304000272,0.08375177511944046,0.0,0.10376676685265007,0.07621630940351219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887414808351152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350426008687512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,david-ferg,2020/03/23,"I think I make myself lonely I don’t want to be lonely, nobody does. I think I push people away subconsciously and isolate myself. A few weeks ago i went on a geography trip with college. At lunch we all went to a room to eat. Everyone sat down in their friend groups and I sat at a table on my own. A cute girl saw me and asked me if wanted to sit with her but I stupidly said no. I don’t want to be like this. It’s just that I don’t know how to talk to people and have bad social anxiety. Anything to do with social interaction makes me nervous. Even when the teacher does the register at the start of lessons my heart starts racing, I get hot and have to repeat what I’m going to say in my head like a billion times.",2.184215686274509,3.3996482875817047,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,75.9281045751634,6.668627450980392,21.90032679738562,7.1686216300943375,0.5094797385620904,560,14,126,6,12,189,95,153,0.14,0.773,0.087,-0.8381,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,5,9,1,1,9,0,8,4,2,3,1,23,28,9,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,9,2,0,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,6,4,22,4,23,20,3,23,0,2,1,0,13,10,0,1,9,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751181833500046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730267148600513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694068832098166,0.0,0.1555702471326141,0.0,0.156347030522135,0.0,0.1389448281874415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912518282107782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027827470469778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991178397150256,0.0,0.0,0.15901123303777487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856742497604498,0.0,0.08694199947471104,0.0,0.09457424935662254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078396761115014,0.0,0.0,0.1971958410433123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145420825804992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625983725683834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215902163750095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073453406878555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829336714984266,0.1323353675014334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392666830938837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355707411602227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337535049678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132567411407449,0.0,0.0,0.09703461056191348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944575788086702,0.0,0.1334835158794141,0.0,0.0,0.3085262067845701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,comedicflowers,2020/03/23,"My friends keep talking about their boyfriends and it makes me sad. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for them. They are all amazing humans and I’m glad that they have found love. But I can’t deny that when they tell me the things that their boyfriends do for them, I feel sad. I’m beginning to think that maybe I’m just not made for this love thing. I know I’m young (21 yo F) but I’ve never had a partner and I’ll like to meet someone. I want my friends to share their happy moments with me but I have to admit that hearing their happy encounters reminds me of all that I don’t have. Should I tell them to stop sharing?",1.34,3.0688969393939445,2.198484848484849,98.8927272727273,79.60606060606061,5.006060606060606,21.60606060606061,5.46131890053228,-0.21587575757575767,484,14,115,2,12,151,74,132,0.07200000000000001,0.645,0.28300000000000003,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,10,0,3,15,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,3,23,29,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,24,12,11,25,2,6,0,2,0,2,24,0,0,0,7,69,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943991935360578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394863053650127,0.2733265567848808,0.0,0.09241671193478196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649018956458781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993657024085215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722623757453782,0.0,0.0,0.0972130531949196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641857243625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31929676537597856,0.16737576182796768,0.11807415535892908,0.0,0.17770783427601464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364269786977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498766814367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788634087565913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217592433535384,0.3092159267782953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503313773944906,0.1133427281016652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043331623465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933993281245808,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThinkinBoutBeanos,2020/03/23,"I’m Lonely But I Refuse To Be Someone I’m Not For The Sake of Being Loved By Everyone I’ve thought about this a lot. I’m very lonely, but I think I’d be more upset if I were always with people I don’t mesh with. Reserved people are often ostracized because people just assume I’ve got a problem with them because I’m not in their face all the time. That hurts me to think that people think I hate them but I can’t force myself to be everybody’s everything. It’s also disingenuous to be someone I’m not. I’d rather be alone and be me than fit someone else’s mold just for me to be miserable. I’m sure there’s someone who would like who I am without being someone I’m not. I’ve met them before, I’ll meet someone again. Happiness comes from yourself, a boyfriend or girlfriend isn’t a solve all. If you are unhappy now, you’ll burden them and it won’t last. Are there days I wish I could share my thoughts and feelings with others. Of course, but I’d rather be happy in my own skin than faking what I’m not to say I was around otherwise. Most of my early years I’ve tried to be a chameleon and be what others think I am. I’m in college now and realize who I am. It’s not pretty, it’s not sexy, but it’s me. I love myself, others might find soft spoken, reserved person who loves art and video games undesirable. That’s fine. I’m not for them. But I need to be true to myself. Being me and loving me makes me happy. I’m sure many will not agree, I hate being alone, but being someone else for sake of being around people is more miserable. Like I said, I would know I’ve done it for 14 of my 22 years and I’ve gotten nowhere. I probably wouldn’t be lonely now if I just learned to love who I actually am and met likeminded people. But like I said, I believe this too is a stage in my life, and it too will pass with hard work. I hope someone can relate.",1.4852489177489188,3.1287641843434386,3.3043896103896087,91.52372727272729,78.87373737373737,6.0408658008658005,21.415295815295813,6.868970318607317,0.3843495815295817,1451,40,324,15,35,486,166,396,0.161,0.6629999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8865,0,8,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,6,1,18,29,2,3,8,0,43,8,2,1,5,76,80,23,0,13,27,0,4,3,1,8,1,3,0,1,22,18,0,1,12,3,0,2,15,12,0,0,11,7,46,17,37,42,7,20,0,6,0,5,29,7,0,10,13,208,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.07735332248509302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419376264466265,0.0,0.06338992638438141,0.06595663454096262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112917199253458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664106094190532,0.0,0.06745052248796019,0.08930695509508749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828164727016467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328838439181804,0.0,0.0,0.05112076637436888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111783482636792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243509666174502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574317686776093,0.07124022029087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007986234159675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244875638988983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339719621651355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531441259968116,0.07100781373561857,0.15651983724424634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873018434205124,0.0,0.0,0.08485714382163756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356316304864402,0.06461332235612381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055988745650000005,0.11617780445358306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739011243486169,0.3577085739475907,0.0,0.05291145080505262,0.08036446785829551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408993978702746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877560139829688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297232457656753,0.06921303446464963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064320790097024,0.08546341494949374,0.07584797543630913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080245937311454,0.06303643431366902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373025202716701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941673732576136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316480482392693,0.0,0.12585855586203026,0.04622132367427973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053817204494891684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540371592718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091153332357846,0.07641072222855956,0.0,0.05770744307532085,0.0,0.0,0.11261824509578935,0.0,0.0,0.10209091587691192 lonely,needsbeermoney,2020/03/23,Conversation Does anyone else ever get tired of talking to dudes most of the time? There aren't a lot of women in my life that aren't related to me. Any one else ever wish there were just more girls in their life to talk too? I don't mean romantically or sexually either. I mean just regular conversation. Maybe I'm alone on this.,2.8386363636363647,4.939758621212125,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,76.42424242424242,8.036363636363637,21.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,1.4234424242424244,263,7,54,6,6,89,49,66,0.11599999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.5983,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,11,9,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,9,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848852496525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689250093698474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075528361762168,0.2062580463639388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761610430186406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33632456570706704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641790006648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517216941558354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843716060149032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114005931142445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223526742806908,0.4385545458649815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640768209108664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32359840743018964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173810191029846,0.2313674385281413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314877679011809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AOR-PapaBless,2020/03/23,My friends did me a favor but I cant handle it Mg closest friends made sure I couldn't talk to the girl I love bcz shes not healthy for me it was beyond toxic. But I already miss the toxicity I wanted it to last longer but It didn't i feel like i cant move forward in stuck. I'm rebuilding a glass house with rocks no matter what I do I cant fight this feeling being alone.,-0.745000000000001,1.2563792619047618,1.87409523809524,96.58757142857144,89.71428571428572,4.312380952380953,19.114285714285714,5.6839178017228535,-0.3840914285714279,294,9,71,2,10,101,59,84,0.17,0.578,0.252,0.8132,0,1,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,18,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,2,13,6,6,11,0,6,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285419582469333,0.3041113145136808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786848267731989,0.19687565766155854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258275537400658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179843398283655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246359081100059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463532315011228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872328930733764,0.2607621156647369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289978799210803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973253852365563,0.0,0.0,0.2215021722463134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254525655530722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rawbanana_,2020/03/23,"Hey there, I can be your friend, i can listen to your problem :) I know some of people have a hardtime to tell their problem because they dont have a friend to talk to, so if you dont mind i can your buddy !",6.252666666666666,3.3983526000000026,6.820555555555552,86.23750000000004,67.44444444444447,9.0,31.38888888888889,3.1291,1.2785555555555557,157,4,38,0,2,52,29,45,0.11199999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567282142534059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026479548628699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972758308448495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412976365387432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596017515430456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824354369673215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920276176195943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066504591828472,0.2247202314811852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sceneteen19,2020/03/23,"HEY GUYS WANNA PLAY WIZARD101 WITH ME THO LOOKING FOR LOW LEVEL SUPPORT (LIFE OR BALANCE) CLASS TO SUPPORT MY STORM LVL9 ASS. TRYING TO RANK UP THEM EXP AND GOLD 😤😤😤😤😤 REQUIREMENTS: -BE HOMO SAPIEN (Sorry aliens) -BE OVER THE AGE OF 12 AT LEAST (Seriously, dont make me a creeper) -BE WIZARD101 PLAYER BETWEEN LEVEL 1-10 -HAVE DISCORD -BE INCREDIBLY LONELY AND DESPERATE FOR FRIENDS (Same)",0.477551669316373,2.03392640540541,2.3725119236883963,85.80595389507158,116.02702702702706,3.9033386327503976,23.271860095389503,5.900188976854957,1.0547036565977748,310,14,52,4,17,102,60,74,0.207,0.6409999999999999,0.153,-0.708,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,8,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,11,6,2,7,0,2,1,2,4,6,2,1,1,29,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461204877540603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281685405805577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924196908620334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859785840902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479999010647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971327486463923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305938659331106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6702660814515456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005073246929356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheChief118,2020/03/23,"Hey dealing with a breakup Can I find someone to speak with? Preferably a girl, I just got broken up with and my heart hurts. I'm 23 years old and we would sleep on Skype every night, now I dont know if I can even sleep. If anyone can help please, even sleep on the phone/Skype with men",0.7946448087431683,2.687773737704924,1.3356557377049183,103.59452185792351,82.11475409836065,4.066666666666666,16.724043715846992,3.1291,-1.27300218579235,222,4,55,0,6,67,44,61,0.105,0.8109999999999999,0.084,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,4,0,0,14,8,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274696775278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047048351303133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926318640753086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696793213493374,0.0,0.1720058318409114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865901087107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327802330154367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191964984964875,0.13683796033567033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854762565355826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219592625285046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158167161822068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422189520138366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409624425837046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128946270127249,0.0,0.17297628810997062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502285230509587,0.0,0.0,0.13146640495344494 lonely,Kowekie,2020/03/23,"Happy birthday Today is my birthday and it's days like these that I realize just how alone I really am. Outside of my direct family and a few friends through Facebook (which helps you remember) no one seems to remember. Even a couple of people I regarded as very good friends and for whose birthdays i lead the initiative to buy gifts and surprises and such seem to have forgotten. I already knew they probably didn't value me as much as I valued them, cause they won't really invite me for stuff or start talking to me if I don't initiate the conversation... But this hits it home pretty hard. It just feels empty and not going to lie it makes a day that I basically already hate for old reasons even more sucky. Sorry for my stupid rant. Just felt like getting it out.",5.397382550335572,6.4037319932885906,6.139120805369128,77.58666778523491,67.99328859060402,9.718389261744967,31.00738255033557,9.888512548439397,3.043595436241611,613,24,113,14,10,201,103,149,0.162,0.667,0.171,0.6624,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,7,9,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,5,0,27,17,13,0,1,7,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,9,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,3,3,18,7,16,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,7,79,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549046399218144,0.33134663704502576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422591741565356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611712281318014,0.0,0.1936441812442968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983202512172429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415301683594777,0.0,0.07591075680170144,0.0,0.1441493269844002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198171386440375,0.0,0.07843726374973868,0.0,0.08532292086147251,0.12592278023655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598172670067581,0.13448790900438784,0.14822330474122736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062966093967418,0.0,0.15059365827481513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669287009133342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021362448440793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103635771329395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753725521112028,0.0,0.10173266746443774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104081948967545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273722475653884,0.16186663647646285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235555693942807,0.15435969723276013,0.0,0.0,0.34013836839971784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733472919305983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805939025837122,0.1062635116959807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718641042523007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066963044329987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230665664475262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387381801267668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,irdkkkk,2020/03/23,Fed up I’ve had enough of this I really need someone because I feel so empty and numb to everything I just want to be held and give my affection to someone I’m so sick and tired of being so deprived of physical affection and I feel like I’ll never have it and everyone else just seems to have it so easily which makes me wanna die because I feel like if I’m like this any longer I’ll never feel anything again,5.027241379310342,4.666491724137934,6.386804597701151,80.26365517241379,68.54022988505747,10.178390804597699,30.043678160919534,9.888512548439397,2.637613333333333,328,11,69,7,5,112,51,87,0.19699999999999998,0.621,0.182,-0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,22,18,10,1,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,3,9,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454999061021844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281999196263566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122438076436925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053450087780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528468268215282,0.0,0.0,0.20443984888066044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890614688929708,0.17782170288377738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001711024379085,0.2826990973345334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898030921999211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899897689940139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320715214774583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670894455391553,0.3052000430138254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675268058779174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012217860972604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352882989705133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274082690314927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670157156551267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-high-how-are-u-,2020/03/23,"All my friends are in a relationship All my friends have significant others. I’m very happy for them. But, I can’t help but feel sad because it makes me feel lonely. I’m friends with their significant others and I really like being around all of them. But, I crave that kind of relationship again. When I’m around them, I begin to wonder if I’m too ugly, or of something is wrong with me and that’s why I haven’t been able to succeed in relationships. Overall, it just makes me feel super alone and idk what to do",2.7348931623931634,4.592792019230772,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,75.92307692307692,6.92991452991453,23.09401709401709,7.793537801064563,0.9973773504273508,406,12,85,6,9,134,63,104,0.161,0.602,0.237,0.8144,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,6,11,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,22,19,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,14,8,13,17,3,7,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,3,4,58,21,1,0.1735036480720112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969745344014354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089100633872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576621346205943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631859729995863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021454643180838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469785965988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629583800273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067735000629104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476511844020188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316300647319495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115087976975177,0.0,0.0,0.5588339583050472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357158490714013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315868043139338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565600556188788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881573051639872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969900210776525,0.0,0.0 lonely,pretzeltree1,2020/03/23,"The plight of a loveless creative. I’m a writer, but I’m also depressed. I mention this because I tend to write a lot about romance. Romance, second to only Historical Fiction, was my favorite genre to read growing up. I love the concept of love. It amazes me and I’ve always wanted to experience it. But I can’t and probably never will, at least not in the romantic sense. Often when I write, I try to describe what I’d imagine love would feel like. I avoid cliches at all costs, because I don’t believe love is the same movie date and box of chocolates that everyone else gets. I believe it is unique to the mind and heart of the individual. I just...don’t think it’ll happen. I’m way too much of a pessimist and I’m not necessarily *ugly*, but my appearance could be better if I actually tried. People like to say that looks don’t matter, but they most certainly do, and that frustrates me. To give you a image of what I look like (please don’t judge), I’m a 5’3 dark-skinned black girl who’s kind of on the thicker side, but I wouldn’t say I’m overweight. I think my face is average, though I’ve been told that I’m pretty throughout my life so I guess that’s something. But when I think about it—love and feelings and passion and all that—I can’t help but feel like no one could possibly ever love me like that. Like I’m just that unlucky in life. And for whatever reason, and this may sound weird, I wish I’d at least been born a man. I’ve always thought that I’d have been better off in the dating world as a man, because...I don’t know. But yeah, it kinda sucks that I’ll never get to experience that, but my characters will, and the ones I read about in other books have. I know fiction is fiction but there’s always a bit of truth in every story. Sigh.",1.8227559311017243,3.802696436464089,3.4264413389665265,89.46027949301269,79.11049723756906,5.916282092947678,23.63048423789405,6.923569853693429,0.7622876828079299,1378,47,291,15,34,456,176,362,0.07,0.6659999999999999,0.264,0.9978,0,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,2,13,26,2,1,18,1,26,11,2,1,7,63,61,29,0,7,14,0,3,6,0,6,3,3,0,3,21,12,1,1,11,3,1,2,12,5,1,3,6,9,29,20,33,46,9,25,0,1,3,6,19,13,1,8,15,175,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.09456058375376394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749102754016013,0.2418861012400221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813888329115713,0.0,0.0,0.21834660841336453,0.0,0.17140064419254006,0.10578988407467166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473379502415616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345997077014113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094765452533816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765174755887321,0.081642568913149,0.0925922609382465,0.0,0.18957391157245065,0.0,0.0,0.14698690598024147,0.13845099554486254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125267439367547,0.0929554686249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674645719346336,0.0,0.08568849655385295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482716296830282,0.0649501385335152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090661122800657,0.10650759387443326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688690549330434,0.2840431582102646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627434685970678,0.0,0.0,0.08238105573681545,0.4372809141162509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784154427401497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123277130125565,0.0,0.1494707630622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132412021462306,0.07369694254057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717837406143003,0.0,0.0,0.10636728341841166,0.0,0.10924037736420188,0.0,0.09858230480483186,0.10447476782618728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385277661941647,0.0,0.0,0.0996295090894668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411780218244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459848170711024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626914066366373,0.09520392085907194,0.07692790775091023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925922609382465,0.0,0.1315777036988517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154228355300526,0.07691484123985359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143040844198862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883509754629191,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuertoneR,2020/03/23,"So... I just want say hi to all of you. I was here for a while, but I am a little bit scared of greetings. I was and propably will be scared of it. Also sorry for any grammar mistake I made or I will make English isn't my first language. Life with being scared of meeting new people is hard. I'm still trying to break free from it. It's annoying to hear from your classmates all of their stories with their friends and I need to stay silent because I don't have anything to say because I don't have any stories. My life is very boring. Bye.",1.212558326629125,3.1733317522123907,2.409283990345937,96.0860579243765,81.03539823008848,4.463073209975866,23.54706355591312,4.851557810540192,0.044281415929204204,420,15,93,1,11,134,71,113,0.192,0.698,0.11,-0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,5,8,1,3,2,0,14,2,0,2,2,14,20,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,4,15,3,16,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,5,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223858886793087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190861997956006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636775291522372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684972548671724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941825306095586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129189157021394,0.0,0.0,0.13741806998758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593321179000423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046679963308348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512626414945226,0.0,0.17826747263973305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830017853847126,0.11872627918558312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318846554902702,0.0,0.17178314059889388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330920665605713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28289079907344633,0.534221728831749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910532315572232,0.0,0.18958044114078845,0.14204323136902736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075867035643598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467572655596886,0.1049093946377244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Marineghosts,2020/03/23,"Hello I'm twenty years old and I'm a male from England. I feel very alone right now, like even the air around me avoids me. Break ups are hard especially in the midst of this virus, I'm looking for people to talk to even voice call maybe, to comfort me in my timely need when I feel so alone in this world. I dont like being alone, it makes me think bad things again. I hate thinking. I just want to feel wanted, or like I matter even of its just for a second.",1.8047959183673468,3.1433665714285723,2.793622448979594,96.85227040816328,77.16326530612245,5.308163265306123,17.35204081632653,5.148860815047168,-0.8038408163265309,356,5,85,1,8,113,66,98,0.16699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.121,-0.6984,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,17,4,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,11,4,14,16,0,15,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,9,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306037478633526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202296438456242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258718541443055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437693681520575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014308904692504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383791708871676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590418153498571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152977845560188,0.16860163853379834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502911903948246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434051668091573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139913950844626,0.0,0.1715630646264834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662500646609304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919610823063947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183915523159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583804661084465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725977469958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345308878371915,0.21884714160711016,0.0,0.0,0.0995783159999558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090448681357534,0.20145107442519425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997133653674464 lonely,dizzycatch,2020/03/23,"Isolation has shown me how little I matter to other people. At school, I have my “friends,” but I haven’t spoken to any of them since school closed and we were forced into isolation. I see all these people hanging out with their friends by social distancing or on Zoom parties, and here I am, not having spoken to anyone except my parents in the past week. It just sucks to know that people you thought were your friends don’t give a shit about you.",8.66396551724138,6.831356747126442,7.676408045977013,78.76564655172416,61.98850574712644,10.079310344827586,33.24425287356322,8.07648339933343,2.3637839080459773,355,10,68,3,4,109,67,87,0.184,0.679,0.13699999999999998,-0.5785,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,2,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,8,1,1,1,1,17,13,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,14,3,14,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,12,7,2,1,2,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938468833765896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331779465372033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750713271515533,0.0,0.0,0.19662316386516915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112644583438979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054309277340413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275917601164874,0.0,0.1956643339832612,0.42629523512731576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148753901453185,0.16333227868557285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103958305681792,0.1695509417720636,0.0,0.0,0.2089381938773209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627210193791376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441228160633534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kind_sir_,2020/03/23,"How do I stop worrying about what others are doing? So for context, my brother and I are polar opposites. He has all the friends and good looks and I’m lonely. Whenever he goes out I always think he has the time of his life and the second he gets home he has to deal with me, the nerdy loser. I do this with almost everybody as well, I can’t stop thinking about what amazing things they do in their free time and how pathetic I look knowing I’m spending my free time playing video games and going on youtube/reddit.",4.430975274725277,5.218315201923076,5.067747252747253,85.19153846153847,70.05769230769229,7.865934065934066,28.31868131868132,7.957251820313856,1.707095054945055,407,14,82,5,7,131,70,104,0.15,0.68,0.17,0.5325,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,1,18,19,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,3,3,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,12,9,11,19,1,9,0,2,2,0,12,3,0,1,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935549340467584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905837978739443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361353493907641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769596076144899,0.0,0.11966656495710842,0.0,0.130171558306477,0.19211208857100429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297508215937963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587714820494958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178126519703326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846802461828625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829837709256496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216732804895125,0.2935255897086098,0.0,0.0,0.4006739641847947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593897242254214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260632715664445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theycallmeaslan,2020/03/23,"More alone now. Yet nothing has changed. Before the virus the only thing I had was work, now I have nothing to look forward to. Honestly though nothing has changed. My phone still doesn’t have text or notifications nones looking for me or my company. I know this is pathetic and sad but it’s hard to keep it pushing when you’re only doing it for you. Now with isolation I’m having a hard time clearly. This is stupid but I’m alone. The most alone I’ve been for a long time.",0.6116826923076921,3.099504687500005,2.039999999999999,93.5896153846154,90.66666666666666,5.037179487179489,21.96794871794872,6.67199483983844,0.5680410256410258,374,14,79,5,13,120,63,96,0.226,0.72,0.054000000000000006,-0.9406,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,18,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,1,7,15,3,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,10,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087811764749001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393376363491504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464477139508223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933724028604196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455469017633875,0.0,0.0,0.08999171462569751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491198206944206,0.2750144520295862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471362370835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249075731809958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307695041213628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087870114346749,0.0,0.16088175059700982,0.0,0.19096575540546068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921062167166498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yikesandspikes,2020/03/23,"Crying alone I just have an urge to just hug someone and cry. But I said that I don't even know who they are. Then I thought maybe it is my clone. I want to hug myself and cry into my shoulder.",0.15616279069767458,1.6845175813953546,1.7745930232558145,101.48654069767444,82.48837209302326,4.3,17.726744186046513,3.1291,-1.0624837209302327,148,3,38,0,4,48,33,43,0.23199999999999998,0.615,0.154,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566841115882648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8167110405692202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636938246457969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620458688574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489853096722756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357494869843741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099912594861174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675468225392656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461805262652871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turtlebox1,2020/03/23,"I've (19F) been stuck in my home for over a month now, due to some sickness thats not covid, but compromises me. I'm quarantine bored guys, and I neeeed human interaction. Lets all chat:)",3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,74.13513513513513,8.176576576576577,23.144144144144143,8.841846274778883,1.3301063063063068,145,4,32,3,3,47,35,37,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.4854,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169045749781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236516223588075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533824264182165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41668968518311583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,agirlsheart,2020/03/23,"i miss you, why did I let you go? i miss you, why did I let you go? It’s been six years since we last met. But it’s only been a few hours since I last saw you when I gave in again and checked your account to see your smile. It’s been six years but I still think about you from time to time and I hate myself for thinking (hoping) if you’re thinking of me too. Do you also thinking of me when you’re all alone in your bed at 1am? Because I always think of you when the silence is deafening and the bed is too cold, I wish you were right here sharing your warmth. And I also think of you whenever I see little things that I have associated you with. I remember you when it rains, I remember you when I see children playing soccer because remember when you hit me that ball and I cried because it hurts and you felt so bad you walked me from school to my house? I remember you whenever I see someone play the guitar. I remember you in small and big things, I remember you in quite rooms and crowded places. I remember you, I always think of you. 4 months ago, i got drunk with my friends. I remembered I cried so much that night. I remembered them taking care of me and I remembered talking all sorts of nonsense. What I didn’t remember at first however, which I only got to remember because they asked me who you were, was that I talked about you. They said I talked about you and kept mentioning your name all the while crying. I had to force them to talk about other things because just the thought of me thinking of you and calling your name in my most vulnerable state hurts. It hurts because there’s no denying that you’re still in me, it’s been six years but you still hold a place in my life. Me posting it here instead of telling you all of these is a cowardly act, I know. But that’s all I’ve ever been my whole life, a coward. I didn’t do anything when I saw you falling out of love with me, I accepted and didn’t do anything to stop you because I saw how you’re not happy with me anymore and I thought maybe you’ll be happier with her, I didn’t chase after and just watched your back as we grew farther and farther away from each other. I was a coward. But if I tried to stop you, would you have stayed? Would you have chosen me over her? Why did you fall out of love with me? I have so many questions to ask you but I just want to tell you that I’m sorry. I have a whole list in my mind that I feel sorry for not doing. Things I would’ve done then you would’ve stayed. I’m sorry for hurting you and I’m sorry that I am lacking. I miss you. I miss you every day and every night. I miss you. You never heard me say this but I love you.",1.512849462365594,3.223370743727603,2.867417921146956,94.38179354838712,79.0179211469534,6.041060931899643,22.091899641577054,6.918507183188421,0.393980673835125,2057,61,474,22,50,667,210,558,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.091,-0.9891,1,1,0,0,1,0,51.0,2,50,4,2,32,22,1,0,11,0,37,6,0,1,7,92,86,42,0,8,14,0,2,0,1,3,2,3,3,1,28,28,1,4,27,6,2,7,8,11,0,4,31,14,131,11,55,48,12,67,0,9,8,3,84,23,0,6,33,337,159,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270040280818167,0.0,0.0,0.04989029864630338,0.0,0.07704415338427055,0.08016373197013596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777237232398422,0.0,0.0,0.07928073313903616,0.0,0.09006616951117623,0.0,0.045257941068808524,0.03704028077110138,0.040220507066379314,0.2055508029026091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918765174447266,0.0,0.04911322032459428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873969553320194,0.0310661045872326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929533180608379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043573139353619915,0.08117175370749423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02435654399677027,0.0,0.046251408531889034,0.0,0.0,0.04097395718244499,0.0,0.0,0.03721654913113631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054753016922861816,0.0,0.07705298914247083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512785863202781,0.0,0.04755857529792765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784435591264082,0.04743841815599367,0.055582499076037725,0.20627084387831626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026473346849087597,0.07853106955964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851557125072694,0.06804875401644787,0.0,0.04827967788064305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042776262733058,0.0,0.0,0.048837510480571764,0.04839392427224961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863865652377908,0.0,0.038449378498175535,0.0,0.035410993584233906,0.0,0.037152199297728325,0.0,0.0,0.09040984306768984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327194806012098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065621938289226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613419739072859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396218779868038,0.05123544935487103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548159036189474,0.04113749890784222,0.04582134920072302,0.03830725945799822,0.0,0.048751301514720666,0.15354318630464273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969457124501356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081486222131543,0.0,0.0,0.21569253715076414,0.0,0.10268707459879522,0.11540750571162466,0.08054569355812242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621835766690205,0.15487107686958887,0.08420659789843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800984172218108,0.24692662190875586,0.0,0.07648428098621514,0.05617742366810249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270473081696694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028412316081905836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039964308970275,0.10756169152078268,0.055393906573423836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368762805688505,0.0,0.0,0.09306101888650524 lonely,Walbie,2020/03/23,"Need someone to talk to? Hi, if you need someone to talk to feel free to send me a message. Would love to help some people who need it.",0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,84.51724137931033,3.8666666666666663,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.7359747126436784,103,3,25,0,3,33,20,29,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073115590879656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655759867794133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120216562164044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.619130743527958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929578047246484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716533461746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474195039244364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977164451523312,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ConfluxReflux,2020/03/23,"I've got a friend who is a social butterfly but can't really go anywhere because of the pandemic ""Im going crazy"" ""I cant live like this"" ""Im so stressed about being lonely"" ""I have a headache that wont go away"" ""I stopped wanting to talk to people"" ""I fought with (his mom's boyfriend)"" ""The world is terrible"" ""im losing my mind"" &#x200B; He posted that stuff on his Snapchat story. This dude, from what I hear (we go to completely different schools now and due to years of me being extremely private at home we rarely hung out) is extremely social and pretty damn charismatic at his school. Really nice kid. I don't know what to say. **How can I help him?** The pandemic is really screwing him up because he can't leave his house and has nothing to do. What do I do?",0.8509432672590549,3.304604285714284,2.665857826384144,90.38607997265896,87.31168831168829,6.358988380041013,23.04032809295968,7.669130373188453,1.3133168831168829,596,23,123,12,19,197,98,154,0.192,0.716,0.092,-0.9519,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,0,1,4,10,3,1,6,0,17,1,0,1,0,13,26,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,2,18,3,17,21,0,16,0,2,0,1,21,7,2,0,5,74,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427793699928676,0.1618030023644414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251074512408227,0.0,0.0,0.16234522412354144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961488719115248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391230219618812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287846719974296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302709766869437,0.0,0.10649957614560007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008009552567078,0.0,0.08925380453353116,0.0,0.13356953421225806,0.0,0.0,0.15364783789934636,0.0,0.0,0.4315043570033988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318081361828081,0.0,0.0,0.14099636557486386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505485873316977,0.0,0.11758201272723293,0.0,0.0,0.1489710834099197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445283205032044,0.15595444505928144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277698432210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231582261006777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127529704495835,0.13547077746377895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559155787621472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589354004250166,0.0,0.2695284378008551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714780694654417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132705323647564,0.15253341310217308,0.0,0.15243542534105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702832055825268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078540745887039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618030023644414,0.08575015866691556 lonely,ltakamiya,2020/03/23,"Seeking happiness in isolation? **The best and brightest artists deliver relaxing piano and guitar instrumentals for calming anxiety.** **\[Spotify\] \[Playlist\]** [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0pBInHYKJEEAjKMCfpzZco?si=hN5qCZ02QgqUwcfeLnmxlQ](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0pBInHYKJEEAjKMCfpzZco?si=hN5qCZ02QgqUwcfeLnmxlQ)",46.943928571428565,56.64572976190478,25.890892857142855,-85.8865178571428,60.904761904761905,16.288095238095238,64.5297619047619,8.841846274778883,13.874376190476193,299,13,7,8,8,72,20,21,0.075,0.41700000000000004,0.508,0.948,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555701290052448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249600712922261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339406650851168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Markedon347,2020/03/23,"Was supposed to be a new beginning...... ( bad english Ahead) I Started this year full of goals : make new friends at University, have good grades , find a girlfriend , be more social and less shy , became a total different person. surprisingly i actually have good grade but the rest get even worse. the few times i gone to University i was silent. not a single chat with anyone. i cant do it , im too scared. in the morning i exit home full of expectations then i arrive in class and ""nope , i will try another time"" im total incapable of interact with other so no girlfreind , no friends an my actual friends are leaving me. they have their job , University , girl/boyfreinds and they are probably tired of my complaints and my boringness . the other people at work make fun of me beacuse im always silent and the worst part... *I'm* slowly *accepting* that. At least at the start i was positive to change , now not even that. i accepted to be alone , to die alone , watching all my freinds leave. Watching them to have fun , fall in love , live their lives , without me. &#x200B; at least , without freinds ant other things im saving money to buy a *motorcycle.* hoping i didnt fuck up even that.",1.5788851351351347,4.3277987522522565,2.9021114864864903,86.61235641891894,90.75675675675676,6.018243243243242,23.60416666666667,7.413659706084162,1.4820220720720725,921,37,172,18,32,297,134,222,0.188,0.649,0.163,-0.6806,2,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,5,3,6,18,1,1,12,0,16,3,0,2,3,23,27,8,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,3,1,2,2,9,5,0,0,5,2,23,13,26,18,14,25,0,0,2,2,14,12,1,1,11,118,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.21162761343717812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246053111452118,0.0,0.0,0.09022395360549644,0.1174858226482716,0.13175651963917814,0.0,0.11370020888578004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581804388883658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090536033549397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147064792077326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253510134408122,0.1132881646664103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148545669010539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991047114636776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132244617168553,0.10024346264723467,0.056651146242559784,0.0,0.0,0.18189491824220813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876594810023636,0.10769725515661127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684998544081704,0.0,0.10760184178510088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962726449382506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149455254502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786394349788084,0.0,0.14475815256067187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944823879552368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742108544185577,0.0,0.07517296537757771,0.09467847554525988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690783253323153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855915956984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053257686332774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534971887990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720372775614517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645492274724493,0.12462641655732618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361808247673751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904879411427327,0.0,0.07893965031654243,0.0,0.11050127968635504,0.0,0.0,0.13175651963917814,0.06982653164254903 lonely,FlopBeast,2020/03/23,Hi Anyone want to chat?,-1.974,-0.5507963999999976,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,113.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.655,18,0,4,0,1,6,5,5,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Turboguy555,2020/03/23,"Broke up with girlfriend, spent the last two years everyday connected with her and now I’m alone while she’s with someone else We stayed friends but it’s like a guy punch as she told me tonight she decided yesterday she didn’t want to get back together with me. I feel angry, abandoned and sad that this is my life now and she’s fine with leaving me and not even trying to make it work. Sorry if this is the wrong sub but lonely is what I’m feeling right now.",2.653394736842106,4.360535221052634,3.2012500000000017,93.26187500000002,75.73684210526315,6.855263157894738,24.50657894736842,7.645422480735847,0.9791315789473688,366,12,81,5,8,114,68,95,0.22699999999999998,0.675,0.098,-0.9446,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,20,13,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,12,3,9,10,0,13,0,4,0,0,11,2,0,1,11,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490612492602307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491167325340832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088735460588966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883253626490235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431844041866386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579163627520925,0.0,0.1256391060679222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238109656599072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196020537268482,0.0,0.25463001327722923,0.0,0.0,0.16985574496249714,0.11748472718028985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052000789088464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536571532805845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375505557287785,0.0,0.0,0.26919388246064585,0.0,0.2563160752330899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297857110985253,0.0,0.16326783633308414,0.0,0.2349107103047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418393381026661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506983983377594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629234279278021,0.0,0.15485905576968845 lonely,Gilgamasss,2020/03/23,"Communication Hello guys, first of i Just wanna say im not all alone. I have my father mother and 2 brothers Wich i can talk to. But the problem is, it hurts when someone is Nice to me. It causes mental discomfort when someone is complimenting me or being Nice. One of the reasons is because in my mind i kill people, this happens alot without me wanting it. And this is making me feel guilty, so im basically avoiding contact. But the more contact i avoid, the harder it is to pick it up. So yeah, i have one friend left (who i know in real life) Wich i barely talk to. And usually when i talk to people in a honest way its chasinh Them away. Since i am fucking mad",1.79986324786325,3.8677021259259265,3.931111111111111,85.3746153846154,79.5925925925926,5.635327635327637,24.45868945868946,6.67199483983844,0.9327150997150996,517,19,102,5,13,177,84,135,0.16399999999999998,0.705,0.131,-0.7271,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,3,3,6,1,11,2,0,4,1,24,17,11,1,3,6,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,0,2,17,5,14,16,3,12,0,1,0,1,14,6,1,2,5,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536829315717486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500137034539763,0.0,0.0,0.09733236536790513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402341384040411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073313283828121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581384651940032,0.0,0.0,0.12335939799935755,0.14761084885851866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809680395077408,0.14119422533986958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709283082372101,0.0,0.3449385095696821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664941090955918,0.0,0.0877495685810224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348016723685006,0.0,0.11277850211873032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065798866798282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090817744406669,0.0,0.16121955227845486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216390859541926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138790775105746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527810805392672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173757772717689,0.0,0.16416569227630168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697470818943646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207933784995746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270573008545592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850061986435186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585216804553375,0.0,0.0941765502030133,0.12673733187948982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539146251394421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EleoraHC,2020/03/23,"COVID-19 A 2020 Pandemic and Loneliness Hi all Thanks for reading this new post Now that most of us are told to WFH, study at home , do everything at home and such. We are all knowing suddenly how it feels to really be alone. I know when I say this it strikes a deeper spot for people with no spouse, no friends, no anything but themselves to rely on To others that have harsher conditions I pray or give my thanks to you for keeping things afloat for yourself or family. As a your work also contributes to a better society in general, everyone has their part. The COVID-19 Pandemic has let everyone feel what isolation is like. To say the least, some are fortunate to experience in better conditions than others. The thing is I feel that Loneliness is a Pandemic itself, something that has started to affect us for a long time. COVID-19 has only made this more apparent and obvious to the general public. I know I am certain I would not have seeked counsel, or have had curiosity on Loneliness before the Virus Pandemic.",6.244173486088378,7.674322468085108,6.620212765957447,73.35653846153849,66.34042553191489,11.103764320785599,35.20621931260229,11.051253699011982,4.388979869067104,816,39,139,25,13,264,117,188,0.121,0.7440000000000001,0.135,0.7105,1,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,2,1,3,5,7,0,0,11,0,19,0,0,3,4,29,32,11,0,1,5,1,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,15,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,14,7,25,26,7,14,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,5,8,107,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476423155042426,0.0,0.1139998908641586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730928991330596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130243148937478,0.0,0.0,0.2521537699557477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724317376319562,0.12811779097285447,0.13944456484817422,0.13438664490286226,0.0,0.2162378248439632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101363920018447,0.0,0.0,0.13675019695635451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859853374553741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670799894584064,0.0,0.0,0.2350308376978924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577049493928246,0.0,0.06964438349523658,0.0,0.0,0.12615526025517498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488746013656394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767894800165273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084182733580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543714247473767,0.0,0.09882856834574402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652673789319245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259196244929506,0.0,0.09132334902567844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267283476131173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974456066975168,0.0,0.0,0.10090001996003847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248800939476546,0.0,0.0,0.1894122700405481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312402545656086,0.0,0.0,0.1362158688159781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429483411908241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378056243108567,0.0,0.0,0.10126583498759442,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iplayzfordayz,2020/03/23,"My manipulative friend Hey idk how to start this so I’ll just jump straight into it In year 5 this boy joined my primary school and he was alone at lunch so I told my group of friends that we should go play with him Me and him ended up being best friends I always thought something was wrong with him because he was quiet all the time Half way through the year me and him started getting into a lot of arguments like every week we were arguing Then I found out that he was cutting himself and being a stupid 9 year old I didn’t know why he did it or how to help him so I didn’t do anything about it now that I look back I see that he was in a lot of pain because his sister was suicidal and tried to kill herself and his parents were always arguing with each other so I guess he felt unloved and he basically took it out on me and my other friends He started to manipulate our entire friend group and he turned us against my other friend Leo and convinced us that he was a bad person and made up a bunch of rumours about Leo and made us all hate him Me and his arguments got worse and worse and I figured out by the end of year 5 that he was really really good at getting people to do what he wanted and I didn’t want to end up like Leo so I went along with him still being his “best friend” My other friend jack his mum had cancer and still does and Lewis convinced me that jack said bad stuff about my family so I started to hate jack and stopped being his friend Then Lewis focused on me but instead of making everyone else hate me he made me hate myself like he convinced me that I wasn’t worth anything and that nobody gave a shit about me and ruined my confidence I know that he messed with other people too but I don’t know their full stories because none of them talk to me that much anymore (obviously) Leo is a bit better now I know that he has found some decent friends that actually appreciate him he also made a song about when everyone turned on him check it out if u want to it’s on soundcloud and called replaceable by lexo Jack still isn’t ok his mum still has cancer and he has gotten really really clingy to anyone that wants to be his friend because of what happened he doesn’t think anyone likes him anymore I am definitely not ok I’m in year 9 now and because of the guilt of what I did to everyone in that school I cut myself and I’ve got depression and social anxiety But you know the manipulative friend his name is Lewis btw he’s fine he’s great actually it’s like him ruining a bunch of people cured his problems Sorry all of this is long I just need to vent😕",3.070392679459843,4.500664287313434,4.159157782515994,87.97383084577116,74.0373134328358,7.194314143567874,24.515636105188346,7.793537801064563,1.1097419687277896,2062,63,440,28,42,671,218,536,0.15,0.684,0.166,0.8012,1,1,1,0,0,1,2.0,6,1,2,3,27,51,11,1,14,2,35,5,1,10,4,87,81,43,2,8,8,4,1,5,12,1,3,3,0,2,34,41,1,1,11,2,2,4,9,22,0,1,33,6,73,29,59,42,15,54,0,3,2,0,85,21,1,6,33,286,107,2,0.0,0.0,0.1125120850698416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059705847134665084,0.0,0.04610101131276535,0.09593535530194383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410049193862384,0.0,0.11434246884178345,0.08061751550566944,0.0,0.09487863295992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432768296744434,0.09626719068605503,0.1757081486711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099584600142778,0.050984890043175884,0.06293658501269753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886495963451663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049652058809560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044807289661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815743003382459,0.0,0.15317680742187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857084894270754,0.1652551400267496,0.0,0.0,0.054345317262924187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535103221460717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641591152590956,0.534463569935279,0.0,0.060237305348047436,0.0,0.032762634693111234,0.04835233026221875,0.09221259675402338,0.06355702224047824,0.06350567009997488,0.0,0.05097785478397164,0.0,0.0,0.2276614976239211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864017766118105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377886910987432,0.0,0.1584089134563346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408192800469558,0.0,0.0,0.0510165846309348,0.04840972384179455,0.0,0.0,0.09802037998559836,0.0,0.21819137820459053,0.03848042632747981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042377845536980575,0.042745193432581284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049178217207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134143874178676,0.0,0.06401117982063939,0.0,0.0,0.11989740286928588,0.05033592980527276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055161262570911834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147722904456782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483636188025077,0.0,0.0,0.11668552142730257,0.04593791908857245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059174749284066276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876478257752148,0.0,0.04438017610893461,0.0,0.06453211346012758,0.1632139443775007,0.0,0.18415077563305787,0.04819623250835323,0.0,0.0,0.06599306268029388,0.06305745487217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633520489980958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036938451816262576,0.0,0.04576599973015087,0.033614958829230886,0.0,0.0,0.055085046675583185,0.06404894708630761,0.03913914551968474,0.12540874008779135,0.0,0.0,0.2080300064818265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600891930950587,0.045758226193095525,0.04624167464251852,0.0,0.0,0.05344018839641124,0.052018270538759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749628678856887,0.0,0.06302893783198454,0.0,0.18561681390955675 lonely,omare1999,2020/03/23,"First reddit post, my loniless is what got me here, I feel pathetic but I couldn't take it anymore Hello everyone, I really don't know what to say but I feel so isolated and so lonely I have friends but I can't call them true friends, also I live in a middle eastern country so having a gf is almost impossible I don't know what to do I really want a girl.. Also I want to leave my house and fucking go somewhere but there is literally no where to go, I feel trapped.. I just can't explain the feeling.. I don't even know how to explain what I feel but I feel like SHIT I feel hatred towards myself I feel like I am wasting my life I feel broken and just extremely sad... Whenever I tell anyone I'm feeling really upset they never take it seriously or respond jokingly and I rarely ever talk about it cuz of how pathetic it seems or I talk about it in a jokingly way",0.6490476190476179,2.96011711111111,3.4206349206349214,85.80500000000005,86.22222222222223,6.53968253968254,23.57142857142857,7.793537801064563,1.501642857142857,680,27,138,14,21,239,95,180,0.233,0.65,0.11699999999999999,-0.9790000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,1,16,13,2,1,5,0,13,3,1,3,3,39,38,19,0,3,9,0,10,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,16,2,0,2,8,6,0,1,1,11,29,7,11,36,0,12,0,2,0,1,15,5,2,4,5,96,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467924224336185,0.0,0.0,0.1991419430328168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348092139367535,0.08706061007728813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271391028565139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822379858974065,0.11262684128204233,0.0,0.11897508226670428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295623073290059,0.17790059793272692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590853541290804,0.0,0.0,0.19239294823541767,0.11510791582969199,0.0,0.0,0.1415243298546454,0.0,0.0995823907479716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366835611022136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528308113715996,0.0,0.0,0.13183860141869705,0.0,0.0,0.0879454215572203,0.12165904498180953,0.0,0.1099450191269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603014415890217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192466047725418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929377078406636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901571690559297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334964836373868,0.0,0.0,0.12780820003015542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872327438857139,0.2001535860454485,0.10882763185182392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687899294298534,0.09883060928974632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,temporary_accountxx,2020/03/23,bored and lonely i am very lonely and bored. i have nothing to do to pastime or anything in life to do. anyone can help?,-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,99.8,2.5,18.25,3.1291,-0.7587999999999999,93,3,19,0,4,31,18,25,0.308,0.602,0.09,-0.6705,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627368045360016,0.0,0.4269044006473463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477213229309829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664233590933661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977748472201556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42804047508121534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skye2421,2020/03/23,"Isolation blues I’m so tired it seems like everyone else has someone for them. I have a great family but I’ve been isolated for so long. I have barely left the house in 4 months due to breaking a collarbone then this crap happening with the virus. I just want someone to talk to, someone to cuddle. The only people I can possibly reach out to are the people I take care/people who could only care about what they can get from me. I’ve always been a socially awkward loner no matter how hard I try, and on the rare occasion I meet someone I get along with it all fails miserably. Is a consistent friend who I can connect with intellectually and emotionally who isn’t emotionally needy or selfish so hard to find?? Like I’m just so done.",4.163322884012537,5.6768012068965525,5.501253918495301,79.09959247648905,71.41379310344827,9.134796238244514,27.66457680250784,9.573946990214177,2.527344827586206,585,21,113,14,11,196,92,145,0.22899999999999998,0.63,0.141,-0.938,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,8,10,1,2,9,0,13,3,1,1,1,18,22,10,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,12,5,17,18,1,9,0,2,1,1,9,4,1,2,6,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615027016814172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464312572943795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145145589636662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284929023608456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660974187101955,0.3140404853625344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338446568434287,0.0,0.0,0.13159326428916915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758295941866854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784708072018843,0.0,0.14586028828174452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538987431918035,0.0,0.0,0.12343919688658575,0.0,0.2500908909874408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610684065134928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516652148338288,0.0,0.0,0.13639349014434274,0.0,0.0,0.12353297841632906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114196056147672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232935028772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29032290946117784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736703281927653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707772076688514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422946806475824,0.4730974626428164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104954495622141,0.11219735519757937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043845757983904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477261666366048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233394598558391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Exodiaxyz,2020/03/23,"I'm just 17 but... Well, I had this girl which I really liked. We didn't talk much but I always felt my heart burning up when she talked or sang or even when I just stood near. But after a few months of me sitting at home not knowing how to confess, a friend of mine came over and told me she just recently started a relationship with a guy. And I really tried staying cool and waited for him to leave, just to then get to my room and completely tear up. After a few days (already knowing she had a boyfriend) I send her a text about my feelings and how stupid I was to wait for so long. She told me she understands my pain and still wants to be friends, but I honestly don't know what to do now. I'm glad that she's happy, but I'm still depressed that I'm not a part of it. And I don't know if I should be happy that we are friends, or be sad that we're only friends. The last few days I'm just sitting in my room gaming and listening to music (BC corona and this) but I honestly just try to get these days past me while not really being there with my mind. I'm can't forget her, and I don't know if I can be just friends with her, I constantly drift of to her in my mind, and get depressed all over again. I don't know what I can do, my mind and my friends say I should forget her and it only takes time but how can I forget her if we're still friends, I see her on discord listening to music, I see her in my contacts, GOD F**KING DAMNIT I see her when I close my eyes... I just can't get her out my mind. And I never felt like that before. I just don't wanna go on like this. (Im Not going to kill myself cuz I don't have the willpower to do so, and I'm afraid of having the pain, but still surviving) I just don't wanna exist right now. Just being swallowed by earth would be nice.",2.189102093279473,2.8832859408740386,3.721273411678297,93.12758033419027,75.19537275064265,6.893903782592727,22.63321704002938,7.021680442328713,0.4205078222548653,1377,34,334,13,28,458,162,389,0.10099999999999999,0.716,0.183,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,1,44.0,2,0,0,1,30,26,2,1,11,1,32,5,2,4,2,84,69,40,1,9,29,0,3,3,7,3,2,4,3,2,14,23,1,2,11,2,0,5,15,8,1,0,10,12,64,18,41,49,6,50,1,3,4,0,40,16,0,6,29,234,78,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927388635264686,0.0,0.06992698211592233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151079664011567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611795544609526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811304296073702,0.09081604631011304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259414724045576,0.0,0.14476492498379462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550680965466272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042492523105145084,0.0,0.161380780947199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544969729041993,0.0,0.1756271381088602,0.0,0.09552233013762612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321158684854628,0.0,0.17892164950023515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958633749698956,0.0,0.0,0.08429773029989708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077628398927913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092976438677547,0.0,0.27711303446118,0.0685028074626964,0.0,0.08898491462587421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317128232562265,0.0,0.0,0.07437165974681145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33942077109362595,0.0,0.06707893798187622,0.0,0.06177815962945031,0.0,0.06481587401213462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783053073196834,0.1788463356960103,0.0,0.0,0.09100578963350403,0.08022450742945186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151214844959552,0.0,0.08297813887665954,0.09022617966518386,0.0,0.07176864349314745,0.0,0.06683099654161209,0.0,0.0,0.20090403812686175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059483068226690465,0.08957413848548594,0.2684538552819671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318669020511777,0.1350943469868373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490036778929085,0.0,0.0,0.160605276818533,0.0,0.11411360577853705,0.0,0.0,0.0874873149368709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956823914514148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755609396087668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969872527265613,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,asjsfklveg,2020/03/23,"My online friend has stopped replying to my messages It’s been over a week and usually he wouldn’t take more than a day to reply. We have been talking for over a year and I really care about him. I thought that maybe he was busy with his job but no, I’m pretty sure he’s ghosting me :’( I’m so 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lonely,buzzerboi,2020/03/23,"decided to leave my friend group, and lost my best friend so been friends with a group of people for like 5/6 years now. it’s slowly evolved, adding a couple more people. in a way i’m responsible for the entire group knowing each other. we had all been in a group chat a few years ago and at some point they had removed me for being too chaotic or something (i was like 19 at the time, definitely chilled out by now) and kind of fell out of really hanging out with them as i was with my girlfriend most of them. fast forward to me being 21 and i started hanging out again, got into the group chat, whatever. everything’s fine. it was a really supportive group where everyone’s on the same page (so i thought) and cool. well at some point this year (now i’m 24) one of the girls (i’ll call her kiki) in the group chat decided she didn’t like me anymore because i would always hang out with and sometimes bring this other girl (we’ll call her coco) around to music events, even though coco was friends with most everyone else in the group. kiki and her boyfriend decide to leave our original group chat and start another one with everyone else except me. they can be a pretty judgmental and fickle bunch,guess it was just a matter of time. slowly the one i’m in completely dies out. and it makes me feel bummed because it’s apparent that i’m not valued enough as a friend. so i decided recently to not hang out with anyone in that group anymore and am pretty sad as i had considered them to be good friends who i would hang out with all the time. i don’t feel like asking for an explanation or confronting anyone. oh and unrelated i also lost my best friend last month as well as we had gotten in a physical fight during a trip we took together. i know i’m not perfect, but neither is anyone else. anyways just wanted to vent. been feeling pretty alone lately and i’m glad i have my girlfriend and someone who i consider my 2nd best friend still. but it’s a shame to have had a group who all shared the same interests and no longer have that. we’re bound to be at the same events too. oh well.",3.2907384528990637,4.966896431980906,4.142190790397303,87.31468447283449,73.94033412887828,7.411512003369367,24.73403060508213,8.124751697461798,1.3580000842341704,1651,52,338,26,34,530,190,419,0.06,0.765,0.175,0.9917,1,1,1,0,1,0,40.0,5,0,5,6,21,33,2,1,25,1,29,0,0,2,4,75,53,29,1,3,10,0,3,4,10,3,0,0,0,2,16,37,0,1,10,4,0,11,7,6,3,3,20,4,38,27,56,25,19,59,0,3,0,0,49,26,0,6,27,227,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699163164889543,0.0,0.0,0.08168882915584685,0.0,0.06307485477169883,0.06562880542997858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270540791129989,0.0,0.0,0.15644200443897752,0.16544988725119122,0.08081489527661412,0.0,0.07021385364530495,0.07373577763164145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616071876990646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483176137745265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610766737805142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269703020683948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727167516863955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185790995644975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766526714267407,0.0,0.0,0.08149708064865377,0.0,0.0520949925284312,0.0,0.0,0.2261001149572989,0.07088612978509719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119641951363211,0.05634701664307859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874977951600353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615508255278066,0.0630820884700497,0.0,0.08688770169400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821342812290399,0.08669327571158282,0.06429217000847666,0.08897238423734727,0.16703062169917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541338098248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219878961625304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264846113010909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629558210014579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033952717169025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936146602334247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491213012181057,0.0,0.0,0.240727143103177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105635949991652,0.0,0.07787775142719958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682899075537015,0.06072042853511874,0.07800759331303952,0.0,0.11165368768685116,0.0,0.06298822465275591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950435170827725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749250039006339,0.06261649591321553,0.1379747592905804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763100679811846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652144599877432,0.06260586025237283,0.0,0.0,0.21274938744543484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120584903504588,0.0,0.0,0.15237522883523644 lonely,GinaAmber,2020/03/23,"Awake at night I feel very lonely at night when I can’t fall asleep. Does someone else feels the same atm ? I’m thinking too much. I’m an introvert who doesn’t have many friends, almost none (sometimes it feels like it) so if you want to chat with someone feel free to message me :).",0.820375939849626,3.2598321403508805,1.2488721804511298,100.61210526315791,87.24561403508774,3.95889724310777,20.423558897243108,5.288315135182226,-0.3922862155388471,220,7,49,1,7,66,44,57,0.046,0.78,0.174,0.7698,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,11,3,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,4,5,11,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341886732289291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046626555882215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536975252207156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730101300440746,0.1670779523795055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068865544558355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425787411739545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237109143917414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192257122448726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389453983330215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963173775720275,0.0,0.2313050403955469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985550900085162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296860298828866,0.1379435576588546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MiloThePerson,2020/03/23,"28/M Insomnia and quarantined Being an insomniac sucks as it is, let alone not being able to leave the house! They just issued a ""stay at home"" order here, so it's pretty lonely now. It's 4am over here, and it feels pretty weird to be putting this out there, i'm just wondering if there are any other night owls out there that need someone to talk to to help pass the time. Nights are the worst.",6.66277777777778,5.1686384567901245,6.729722222222222,82.88125000000002,65.66666666666667,10.075308641975312,27.657407407407412,8.841846274778883,1.6819111111111114,309,6,68,4,4,99,62,81,0.161,0.732,0.107,-0.4402,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,12,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,4,44,8,0,0.21284781840181988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044614832088466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447438153759351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762225234532664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266740603528713,0.0,0.2135037164073535,0.0,0.0,0.2455978049405709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215782281218896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253751068887131,0.0,0.21765131519676292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782396036003538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39948651772692095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43308550297326665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139708464557485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034526581458415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268674541129555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107901389931932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411327458691505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308243795767234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,teatastesgross,2020/03/23,"Everyone gets bored of me eventually. I've lived in this shithole town for over two years now. The pool of people that will talk to me will briefly expands from time to time but always contracts to an ex-coworker that's 12 years younger than me and a guy I met on a rap music forum 18 years ago. I'm ugly, boring, and annoying. I'm never going to be happy, no one will ever love me. No one remembers I exist when they're not making eye contact with me. I want to die. I appreciate encouraging replies in the abstract but they're meaningless because you don't know me. I just had to remind myself what utter garbage I am.",3.1866666666666674,4.7170863968253975,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,73.92063492063492,7.5796825396825405,26.885714285714286,8.238735603445708,1.7957676190476195,490,18,97,8,10,166,91,126,0.188,0.662,0.149,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,2,13,16,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,3,0,3,2,1,14,3,16,10,0,16,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,10,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936884791726356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818108297461235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331965434537244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267701572954023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976472009430992,0.0,0.2087876364489536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415806438126785,0.0,0.12417949106408305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635093052272603,0.0,0.2325990095014826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008276158057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294091036125774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720621917518733,0.0,0.14585151047940978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852189924814642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961246694973366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514814931468644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475197113084133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562330431313544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482007284546604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344430750983295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887790113825628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221235874367313 lonely,Tired_likeu,2020/03/23,"Quarantine The quarantine make me feel more alone.no one want talk with me i feel like a hindrance,i start to think i don’t have friends.",2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,81.22222222222223,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.5583185185185182,111,5,24,2,3,32,22,27,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.7322,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444372159227506,0.3139247375157619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394980482163761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468046879063915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933190668384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297765211478782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110267116872024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531925282562357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156528529585806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591837792678033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bogaia,2020/03/23,I’m a transplant patient on Day 16 of quarantine and I need to talk to someone I really need to chat with somebody I’ve been alone for 16 days. No one has called me except for family and they are driving me crazy. Looking for someone who understands and doesn’t judge me as I’ve been in the same place for 16 days. If you need to talk message me. I’m losing my mind in here.,2.604791666666668,3.662100562500002,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,74.625,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.245333333333333,295,10,66,4,6,98,53,80,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.802,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,9,0,15,10,1,8,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151526209536757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121224462175888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019190507647532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583571805463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744465486054302,0.2324042841727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975489653702545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621024995817587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076779681282006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170406872992539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308148026557745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35202934514523443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339418584626887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626128104957484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WoodenFinish8,2020/03/23,"What can I do for my 18th birthday without friends to spend it with? I turn 18 on the 27th. I had wanted to spend it with friends, though that doesn't seem to be a possibility now. I left school back in November and have failed to maintain most of my friendships. There's a few reasons for this: 1. They have plenty of other friends, so I'm not as valuable to them as they are to me. 2. There's not much we can do together that we would all enjoy. It's also difficult finding the time around other commitments. 3. My social ability isn't very strong. It wouldn't be appropriate to spend my 18th with the friends I still have. This is because one of them just rejected me after we were kind of dating for a few months, and right now she doesn't want to see me. As for my family, I'm not on good terms with my father or sister, which narrows the options down to my mum and brother. Currently, I feel lonelier than I ever have. I'm concerned that I'll just feel more lonely than happy on my 18th. Does anyone have any suggestions for something I can do for my 18th? I'm almost at the point of choosing to do nothing, because I'm afraid that anything else would just compound my feelings of loneliness. Any help would be appreciated.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.5285829959514174,85.7493117408907,72.84615384615384,7.4672064777327956,27.574898785425106,8.032893268588372,1.664429959514171,969,36,198,14,19,315,132,247,0.142,0.7809999999999999,0.077,-0.9318,1,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,4,2,14,15,0,1,8,0,26,0,0,1,3,38,39,10,0,6,8,4,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,7,0,3,0,8,5,0,1,2,4,29,10,40,30,7,22,0,3,1,0,19,11,0,5,11,144,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271020945793164,0.0,0.0,0.1139708097784252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383292207047365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965121439713116,0.0,0.11727936460819,0.12687036357965292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109586791689362,0.0,0.1737541057644907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471760501696053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190546832165278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891480426687654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435236320739552,0.0,0.2161826631181455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302579747943996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404331859398559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953651509447474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171201838160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552615468996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840954570763035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484515973785554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113755726046018,0.0,0.10476640826266036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674892484451975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657322143872116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472464991441965,0.16066652700206424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465312332175334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217087567800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442348333343942,0.11356761357230027,0.1297421428692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527815477572156,0.0,0.10971656510805927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381427664263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002224901155458,0.0,0.08310282072651695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550175934767393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759146747606801,0.16812046232162206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738132199959374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303720006982562,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jie1214,2020/03/23,How to stay away from the loneliness I need someone to talk to... It has been a lonely moth for me,0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2344095238095241,75,2,18,1,2,25,19,21,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473778389395563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739099139445815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272664471681789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374848663706568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053132313933273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,petroldreams,2020/03/23,"seeking friendship in the paranormal i have these christmas lights strung up in my room for ~decor~ and a while back a portion of the little bulbs went out and i haven’t replaced the lights mainly because the rest of the lights still work perfectly fine. anyway, one night they kept flickering in a weird pattern, and in my dumb brain i thought “maybe it’s morse code. MAYBE, it’s a ghost who wants to be my friend and they’re trying to speak to me.” and then it hit me how lonely i am that my first thought is about making friends with a GHOST. it’s shameful honestly. anyway, back to watching movies in substitute of normal human interaction.",5.978231707317076,6.8937083983739855,5.180233739837399,85.30742378048781,66.64227642276423,8.101219512195122,30.822154471544714,8.07648339933343,2.011147154471545,515,19,99,6,8,154,81,123,0.122,0.7390000000000001,0.139,0.4883,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,1,1,10,0,5,1,1,2,1,15,12,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,5,11,5,17,6,3,17,0,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,7,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418510173770681,0.0,0.1355045095156295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481465713001152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907779122062465,0.0,0.0,0.3434778278913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279065734042228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483787557632262,0.0,0.4466357139561555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086019340983511,0.217794735058131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062788813906153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751923230222494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529431840712495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091874670056482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311110358296231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060629109077549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182808204109303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wwmurray,2020/03/23,"Hello everyone, it's nice to meet y'all (Sidenote: this is my first post ever on Reddit so please be patient with me bc I have no clue how this works) Now that that's outta the way let's get to it So lately my loniness has ""leveled up"" so to speak, it's gone from ""man I sure wish I had someone to talk to"" and has now become something along the lines of ""maybe people are nicer on the internet than in real life"" (believe me I know what you're thinking, but I'm all outta options). It just feels like I'm not even real anymore, its as if I can see everyone else but it's like I'm invisible to them. I just don't know what to do anymore so here I am (If you read this far thank you for taking the time out of your day to do so I appreciate it)",-0.07864308913749696,1.7830663251533745,2.4107614579574173,94.85631540959946,85.13496932515338,5.062287982677733,19.404186214363044,6.2272716619740125,-0.133503500541321,573,16,136,5,17,197,104,163,0.01,0.84,0.149,0.9649,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,2,13,5,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,3,23,26,12,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,14,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,17,5,21,22,1,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,9,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256097712561302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813043580446045,0.0,0.18495469136999015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587109993059056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713653322715982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108427648070623,0.14849419494623492,0.0,0.31372821715942484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300538924038946,0.11727757686251553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963636487585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576802396405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043860902398448,0.0,0.1851822199768314,0.0,0.0,0.1678670697080473,0.11595268432187596,0.16040281106047544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492309096153654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138094658905546,0.0,0.0,0.1802009036867866,0.0,0.0,0.15722210064852268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642067203671998,0.3737052644561045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308160955236148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390941804355491,0.1263801554882675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472102093377285,0.0,0.1234296161305764,0.13194743494133568,0.0,0.15113858599763685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518857051347577,0.0,0.0,0.09572435479170284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030438921549273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877853842000406,0.0,0.0,0.11951210644661593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UntoldCarnage,2020/03/23,"I wanna friend I want a true friend , and it sucks for me saying that all the “friends” I have now I always have this second guess with trusting them i don’t get it , I’m falling in love and I need help when it all comes down to it I’m always there for them left and right , and I feel if I gotta reach out its not gonna be fully there ? If that makes sense i don’t know I can’t ever sleep anymore I have work in 3 hours and my head drives me crazy. I wish I didn’t feel so insane",-1.0895757575757583,0.6422669818181852,0.9650000000000034,104.47083333333336,88.27272727272728,3.6666666666666665,12.803030303030305,3.1291,-1.81369696969697,368,4,99,0,12,121,71,110,0.091,0.664,0.245,0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,0,2,0,8,3,2,1,4,24,24,9,0,6,3,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,3,18,6,9,20,2,13,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,3,4,62,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431235233471053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447931137439795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760942135951813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650540251641828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085058414157668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778921770802813,0.0,0.10772272840865103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713512873997546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160446125786464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820091519058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030498927590064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113313437665713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401972379248405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608927984058807,0.0,0.1376295466861742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288296301794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608017017227925,0.0,0.16396594210330376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633309197918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161277626279927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371016409579632,0.0,0.0,0.15010454466911324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,4pucks,2020/03/23,"a message to an old friend i miss you. as pathetic as it sounds, i really do miss you. this year was supposed to continue just like the end of last year and i thought everything was going great but apparently i was wrong. i’m sorry that i burdened you to the point of you needing to get out of our friendship. you probably still don’t want to talk to me and i don’t blame you because it’s all my fault that i was too selfish and inconsiderate to realize the damage and pain i was inflicting on you. i just wish things could go back to the way they were. i loved talking to you because you were the only person i could have deep, meaningful conversations with that actually felt fulfilling. you were so kind and understanding and i felt safe talking about anything with you. when i was going through really hard times, you were the best part of my day. the only thing i was actually looking forward to was talking to you. you said you would never leave me and that we would always be friends and then you abandoned me only a few days after the new year, after sending that paragraph about how you really loved being my friend and you trusted me and you looked forward to our friendship in 2020. that really hurt. if i’m being honest, i felt betrayed and angry and at first, i couldn’t understand why you would leave me so suddenly. it took me a while to realize why. i never realized how big of an impact my negativity has on people and how much it was affecting you. after all, no one wants to be around a negative person. thinking of you now brings so many emotions; sadness, anger, guilt, frustration, regret. the list goes on. i still don’t know how to process the whole thing. i know all this sounds corny as fuck but it’s true. looking back, i would have done so much differently and i also wish you would have given me a sign that my burden was becoming too heavy for you to carry instead of just leaving so suddenly. please don’t think that this is your fault though; that’s the last thing i want you to take away from this. i fucked up and i really miss you. i’m sorry and i know you’ll never forgive me but i needed to write this to get it off my chest. i miss what we had. if only we could go back. i’m so fucking lonely.",2.8533747269173304,4.788599896860988,4.109461883408073,85.96837127745201,75.81614349775785,7.264941934000231,24.440381740830173,8.139509932561175,1.4151986432103016,1758,58,356,30,39,576,197,446,0.223,0.63,0.147,-0.9921,2,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,28,1,2,28,37,5,1,18,0,40,7,1,5,7,80,85,39,0,19,8,0,4,1,3,6,1,3,0,2,25,23,0,2,16,0,0,9,11,23,0,2,23,10,75,14,49,48,9,53,0,10,3,5,51,15,3,2,33,271,100,0,0.0,0.0,0.1396054661469738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720232782256605,0.05951849522915556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886290247636629,0.06367665670324353,0.0,0.0,0.06720456953248594,0.16500592376482698,0.0,0.08720776256464488,0.0789990064560808,0.0,0.0,0.0750660761125852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133209254996087,0.0,0.0,0.0922615627901394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473338086801336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319978496043719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046135881885542,0.0633541412899827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428634118487851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206039377438602,0.0,0.0,0.06084318220093566,0.0,0.0,0.16579115872991307,0.1983843474453996,0.07474270063817244,0.0,0.16260805710588713,0.0,0.0,0.078861819255129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640766202288783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657409364286509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744872437255686,0.1179326657639286,0.11661261206420305,0.0,0.2272190815205061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034945830434540685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802009639795981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291168125851255,0.0,0.0,0.07251995542384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516521628449377,0.10607682989776226,0.16550449503610326,0.0690838934858369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750584565467033,0.0,0.04847042047309145,0.21760644041232494,0.0761127139751907,0.0,0.0,0.07745976577607666,0.0,0.04958973312952082,0.12491406483213525,0.0,0.07851820280151116,0.0676187490916989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712118561446156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291189978000174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804118737417805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014343304469342,0.0,0.0,0.1142475266440106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378148185038156,0.2299716648229589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008479187732785,0.09166677128693848,0.07027763166712313,0.056786644048449714,0.04170958163252461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947220166310462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893001754457594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265703273245928,0.056776998611130274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908897568141164,0.07986042897808901,0.1645114010082694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540634664768549,0.07820656991043018,0.0,0.1381884718311331 lonely,Newtoredditlonely,2020/03/23,"Went on first date in my life in my 30s, only to be told he only wanted something casual I stopped feeling like a woman years ago. I have never gotten attention from guys. Never been asked out, never had a boyfriend, never been approached. Despite continuing to take care of myself due to force of habit, I felt ugly. I didn’t feel feminine at all since I’d never been recognised as a woman. Finally, I met a guy through online dating. Before we met in real life, he told me he had feelings for me and wanted to be in a relationship. Then we met in real life. He said he’d like to come to mine, but I told him I wanted to meet in a public place. We held hands and hugged, things I’d never done before. I felt the happiest I’ve felt since I was a little kid. I felt like wow, I AM good enough to be chosen as someone’s girlfriend. I’d thought I would die alone but here was a guy who liked me. After I got home, he texted me, are we likely to have sex soon? I was confused and he then admitted he was only looking for casual sex then blocked me. I know he isn’t worth my tears but it’s hard to not be disappointed when it was the only romantic interaction I’ve had with a guy in my life.",3.314854712969524,3.927545441767069,5.097453342782893,84.60437987243091,72.49397590361446,7.786534372785258,24.68721946609969,7.928766900206844,1.2084862272619894,921,25,198,12,17,316,130,249,0.081,0.7390000000000001,0.18,0.9767,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,0,1,3,13,0,1,11,0,24,8,1,0,7,42,53,12,1,4,4,0,9,5,1,1,4,1,1,7,4,10,0,3,11,2,1,3,9,2,0,1,29,11,32,11,30,18,2,36,0,1,1,3,36,12,0,1,26,122,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979840750225854,0.0,0.0,0.09323486711990173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415771777500931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320290856462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178266506795683,0.0,0.0,0.07754533677066867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934278460882581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212299455562048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301601655277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365523481311437,0.06431119975165299,0.3457380729789219,0.09861388034342318,0.0,0.07657203017294142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550555436836204,0.07199821807863438,0.0,0.0,0.35654076672175034,0.0,0.0,0.08064135898319805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029865470758568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947332532908448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433868750226424,0.21989918061936886,0.09022494300356207,0.0,0.0,0.07559517846754306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165796307566255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386087180730473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405304732176616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049277837557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966491341366634,0.0,0.0,0.08563082442683613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893301827843292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627471390178578,0.06930275711425203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526179677948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676847775218698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059806119159659124,0.0,0.0,0.07146681787842299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580574895206396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929059875419782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345060162640405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394851392440369,0.0,0.0,0.057970734226562015 lonely,Markham5,2020/03/23,"Birthday Alone Yesterday was my birthday and I spent it alone. Actually I spend the whole weekend alone and probably didn't utter a real word to anyone. Acquaintances of mine at times have birthday events but I personally don't like attention so I don't feel comfortable planning anything for myself and even if I did the current health issue makes any event no matter how small one to think twice about. I have lived in Japan for the last 5 years without many close friends and for the most part on my birthday I get by on the sparse tepid what I see as obligatory and/or insincere FB posts. I'm mostly ok 'being' alone but this year people making me feel alone has really gotten to me. I know that I could do more by being more reciprocal with birthday greeting (no matter how forced I feel giving them) but what gets to me is that I do take that time to write personal messages or reach put in a personal way to a small number of people I do care for. I will start by saying I was surprised to get a late but cheerful message from an ex that I have not seen in over two years. And while that provided a nice pick-me-up on an ordinary Monday I was heartbroken by those friends who did not write anything or even worse heard nothing from another ex that was a good friend. I know the thing about my ex sounds whiny but I'll provide some context to why I feel so crestfallen. Her birthday was on Jan 5th. I was out of the country so I mailed her present early, something I took time to get and something she told me she loved. On that day I also sent her a birthday message and wished her family well. We have been are good terms and would see each other for dinner and movies and whatnot. She even invited me to dinner last year on my birthday knowing I was going to spend it alone. To make matters worse and what seems like something profoundly . . . . idk, pathetic, one of my colleague's birthday is tomorrow and I plan as usual to bake her a small cake. How is it possible to want to do something special for someone when you know it won't be returned? How can I reach out to people ( generally and not about my bday) without making it awkward if they realize they totally overlooked it? How can I reframe my disappointment (in certain people) when all I expected was a simple nod of recognition and received nothing? If even if no one writes anything, thank you for reading. I felt like - essentially complaining to someone and this outlet really helped.",5.6364952601786795,6.525334418604653,5.85282275114233,80.27702857532564,67.39323467230444,8.893923480870217,31.95996726454341,9.023248300946321,2.6759369706062888,1952,79,364,33,31,621,236,473,0.153,0.7240000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9621,1,6,4,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,3,2,19,23,0,1,18,1,36,5,0,9,3,79,74,40,0,9,16,3,5,3,3,3,1,3,1,3,22,21,3,0,13,2,3,5,12,4,1,5,20,11,57,19,57,47,11,52,0,1,3,1,40,18,0,10,30,254,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.07294494834150271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464509027511521,0.0,0.059777327681968175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083237594207874,0.07838160369420158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226674539300341,0.0,0.1845379625400517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621232594294068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059681572578450075,0.0,0.0,0.04820738841663839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748595222189788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046738771014338,0.0,0.15118282675476466,0.0,0.07177145784894229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325435518834856,0.0,0.15621458349534906,0.07170674701587597,0.04248199104544224,0.12539304487973582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945546169630707,0.0,0.0,0.05010316468051759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801929179725375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432197485961555,0.12186200437217448,0.08432094511279427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955681891917417,0.0,0.06600537621817598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746454479172002,0.0,0.19958408619835688,0.07578448821697915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344875335149432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195704359218806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094666733367434,0.0,0.20728818842056287,0.19580572862486176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426908302922552,0.07158957334543742,0.0,0.08059284576665246,0.0,0.0,0.07514411914204486,0.0,0.0,0.07476995284410635,0.08508155128637053,0.09577317519062732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059443981162273236,0.0,0.0,0.11913170510534797,0.06804934178791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266703980056231,0.2301839594666458,0.0,0.0,0.052908239740821136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620249011131702,0.0,0.0,0.06881950338389144,0.0,0.0,0.04966039549411131,0.047896605202539314,0.0,0.0,0.13076149644429166,0.0,0.0,0.07142656509557012,0.08304969432640393,0.0,0.0,0.07301961928362248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232626098299847,0.0,0.044089324212847794,0.05933285200042643,0.0,0.0,0.06720897941287607,0.0,0.06744999979173229,0.08345539794558003,0.08595849417173107,0.14411213394934208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523527106406439,0.05310005961544942,0.0,0.0,0.1925454872662561 lonely,HeroicSolid52,2020/03/23,"First post, quick question So, recently I've been feeling lonely, not just physically, emotional too, so, i would like to know, how did you manage to not feel so intense these things? Sorry for the bad English, I'll try to improve my skills on it :P",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,67.125,8.9,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.650616666666667,195,8,37,3,3,63,41,48,0.154,0.634,0.212,0.512,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,3,1,5,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632946679561252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35471362797044675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188894736510681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682269627629414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330191926258384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405857517001248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200733579432953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532515464111635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113589532615829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529958912253279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949704037627329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140942983845612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400758637855464,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DJgodsonfire,2020/03/23,"I just want somebody. Hello people of this sub reddit, i know life's rough most of the time but it also has some of its best moments and leave those bad memories and fill it up with positive ones. I know this title does not make sense but i wish you all who read this the best of luck with your life. I just hope i can find somebody for me.",1.9054166666666683,3.3747075972222227,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.19444444444444,5.911111111111111,18.944444444444443,6.42735559955562,-0.2462388888888891,265,5,62,2,6,84,52,72,0.066,0.615,0.319,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,20,8,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,4,8,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936668127797563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022055424006162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082942692018166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119284850929576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134305149381006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405338630404931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618547846474416,0.0,0.0,0.2564277655349797,0.0,0.0,0.3421099389143188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616533197219836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410366858208691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678932646164847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422399766020117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412138639218362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428407596830604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848865519975524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jacvy,2020/03/23,"I'm feeling down and I want cuddles Yeah, the title sums it up. I just want to wrap my arms around someone and stay there for a while within the comforts of their touch. I want to not feel so god damn lonely for one second. I just want someone to come and cuddle with. And because of the coronavirus, my school has shut down. I won't get to see any of my friends for at least 4 weeks and that's only going to make it worse. I've resorted to hugging a pillow.",1.293631156930125,3.0942608144329924,2.7246735395189,94.72442153493704,80.03092783505157,5.135853379152349,21.087056128293238,5.82211442006289,-0.03378029782359704,357,10,80,2,9,116,66,97,0.087,0.7090000000000001,0.203,0.7782,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,5,1,2,4,1,1,0,18,14,7,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,4,9,3,19,13,1,12,0,1,1,3,2,7,1,0,2,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560825202537788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043228351665232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991420261570986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771248655548745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321059775551494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732777520606127,0.0,0.11991553336072208,0.0,0.13044238253443974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532074125941056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552973798436046,0.17456147651858633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228805565889266,0.1828989539674494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38894571807532896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463942662793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415110123727828,0.0,0.18410833772232565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339020614675007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fynn1601,2020/03/23,i am so lonely my quarantine started with finding out my girlfriend of 3 years cheated on me. And of course since everyone is so scared of this corona bullshit I haven’t been able to get together with anyone to make me feel better about it. 2 weeks into this shit and i am as lonely as ever. Not appreciating this double whammy i’m getting hit with @ the universe,4.908028169014088,6.131877549295776,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,69.28169014084507,7.933521126760564,29.69295774647888,8.238735603445708,2.2499442253521127,290,11,51,4,5,97,54,71,0.282,0.6829999999999999,0.035,-0.9647,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,14,10,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,38,11,0,0.3024718527763651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149535228210892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675117736663009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736031076765996,0.0,0.2890248174743013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293885702602114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27645379369795936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31605811802062606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190231046065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028270912704892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31048301023761865,0.2502078422744909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140911342091936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262467547629515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478195625874184 lonely,RewindHindsight,2020/03/23,"If you guys feel bad I was diagnosed with stunted development at age 19 which is a politically correct way of saying retarded. I have never been in a serious relationship, have no talents and zero chance in college. I'm not physically attractive. I'm socially awkward to the point it's cringy. I live with my mom and sister. I barely workout and am really skinny. I'm not being emo, I'm just saying there is always someone worse than you and I *sincerely* hope some ppl feel better.",2.4621442687747006,5.26748464130435,5.11529644268775,73.28503952569172,83.02173913043478,8.12806324110672,26.841897233201585,8.841846274778883,2.9588347826086965,385,17,64,11,11,136,69,92,0.16899999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6688,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,1,3,0,8,2,1,0,2,16,15,5,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,4,8,5,8,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,2,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976520018229404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045617757770687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212330620628679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436754239535829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278260343848676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771624058835505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845290386535897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199440998916905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28117796080108554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851639475240014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269525278885515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380093964024244,0.0,0.0,0.2577553084247149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818413722012305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447306004823793,0.2034184018551251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905637642489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446613052833413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BuskyHusky55,2020/03/23,"I am literally alone I have very little friends and they all have so little time for me, this has taken a toll on me for quite some time now. I am feeling more and more insane the longer I stay like this but I am super picky on people because of my social anxiety so now I have to make a cry for help because I am on this sinking ship.",0.1437500000000007,2.2261803194444454,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.08333333333334,4.711111111111111,18.72222222222221,5.985473137389443,-0.2513111111111113,261,7,59,2,8,88,46,72,0.126,0.6940000000000001,0.179,0.6266,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,7,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,8,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745580056603884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016441441331589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030663444408053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730554603734762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569043890008996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205370003476546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666191562668151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144452250330035,0.4982885834359472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593029731106193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233533689410244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439736760317906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533978641901045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495514875592197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899001203970647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510603780325146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hurley120,2020/03/23,My feeling about loneliness Does it sometimes make you wish you were dead? I think sometimes that my loneliness will definitely be the death of me,4.641794871794873,7.923052923076928,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,77.46153846153845,8.082051282051282,31.743589743589745,8.841846274778883,3.2844512820512826,120,6,20,3,3,36,22,26,0.35700000000000004,0.465,0.17800000000000002,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281286971077645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959027630621253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502877004016389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7416870588462905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025825708918536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311837530943863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Y2KCEL,2020/03/23,"Anyone else ignore women? I know I ever can't be in a relationship with them so I don't even try, I only talk to them if I absolutely have to and I never look at them. ,",-0.6907894736842088,1.0452922894736858,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,86.63157894736842,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.16712631578947335,129,2,30,2,4,50,29,38,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482824782202529,0.3638247715320247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966265084831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345291507183785,0.3211931462782094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514447875710286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981805164797854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738621077253431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005682721606145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812265453750836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854024818107646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107823179857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jefekarma,2020/03/23,"a vent post background first.. so i have major depression. im pretty quiet and sad a lot of the time. ive always been good at listening though. my entire life, im 26, ive always been there for friends. thick and thin and all that bullshit. i don't give advice to people unless they ask. ive always wanted that for myself...a friend that i could speak to about anything and they wouldn't change the subject or tell me i should be happy with my life because i have it so good and their life sucks...my life...my soul is haunted by extreme depression.. idk if you know what depression feels like because everyone that i tell doesn't. its hopelessness. its feeling like you're worthless and you dont belong..you have never belonged. feeling like you have no one. feeling like you're hated by everyone, even people that don't even know you. feeling like everywhere you go its dark and rainy(even though i like the rain bc theres no one around usually). like you cant do a damn thing and nothing is interesting anymore. my soul. haunted. my life? its actually pretty good. despite wanting to kill myself every day, i do have it pretty good. not going to into details bc thats not the point. point is....well there is no point im just tired of talking to my damn self and hearing silence in return. i don't want to dm you and vent more. i don't want your advice. i just want to know that im not alone..is that too much to fucking ask? shit..it might be. heh a friend..i dont even want that anymore. ive been alone for so long, i don't trust anyone. not even myself.",0.2520952380952366,2.670533193650797,1.786984126984127,94.71857142857144,93.25396825396824,4.196825396825397,19.063492063492067,5.953557352011769,-0.0802507936507939,1216,38,252,11,45,391,144,315,0.154,0.6509999999999999,0.195,0.9309,0,2,0,0,0,3,59.0,0,8,3,1,17,28,5,0,8,1,32,6,0,0,2,43,55,18,1,10,9,0,7,7,2,3,5,4,0,1,17,13,0,0,8,0,0,2,18,11,0,3,3,11,35,17,22,46,5,19,2,6,0,1,23,9,3,4,14,152,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.06996240739403413,0.0,0.0,0.1401159032212938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425273113458701,0.0,0.0,0.17896393281556286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220115790375282,0.05012968570799636,0.0,0.058997551845302275,0.06382231757418831,0.13404728475264455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740725103194164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584210112022044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057241338702470085,0.0,0.0,0.04623630593331115,0.0,0.18524823698169185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804823983196882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367640418919541,0.0,0.06040477374664977,0.13701221426815613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812516623303402,0.256088863083867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098236147587376,0.0,0.0,0.16617040735611038,0.06627938441876699,0.0,0.06877483309932395,0.08149001218059433,0.2405320584828797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631894749708906,0.0,0.07078238055411377,0.0,0.0,0.08080366179745138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097646582673399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931811451233804,0.0,0.11820243769759135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25319581026407323,0.2451803851443992,0.0,0.0,0.06344639467993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609511569642811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605535788399485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052702891286731716,0.0,0.0552943626389219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879174192542048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716259390956708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940634009606572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332028259328846,0.0,0.06866245037435859,0.21881385763940872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479184221210615,0.0,0.07359223525689307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624431719921175,0.12532636691230045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762990309681393,0.0,0.14087678464414405,0.0,0.04180499264029233,0.08240100604669481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896014105260606,0.0,0.25371971595888304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LadyAugustina,2020/03/23,"Lonely, although not alone This social distancing is hitting me harder than I thought. I'm with my mother at the time, which is good but I just feel so lonely. I mean, I do have friends but it feels like I'm always the one reaching out. The fact that the person I've been falling in love with over the last 2 months has chosen somebody else, even after telling me that they liked me more than friendship and saying things like ""oh, I can't wait to wake up next to you"" (we live in different countries and I was set to visit them. That was cancelled). I didn't feel lonely when we were still talking but their absence is hitting me so hard right now.",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,3.73076923076923,91.4692307692308,72.84615384615384,5.815384615384616,25.30769230769231,5.6839178017228535,0.5514461538461544,510,16,105,2,10,157,92,130,0.099,0.698,0.203,0.9457,1,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,3,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,0,1,19,23,9,0,0,5,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,5,18,6,14,15,1,18,0,3,0,1,15,7,0,0,11,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434116532898514,0.0,0.0,0.17220169245140898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162221107663954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288289452484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669067755942374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392536216304595,0.1478474515413561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989157665389608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358257712013378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853894727596188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869453000551154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30332073022572165,0.0,0.1827435216797507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186783398719046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543277246719204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518811907502595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009714169864505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402368861504598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070360559570808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673695475623466,0.0,0.1645775402347788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109627881095309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527314216143696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663411925398552,0.1808862725987853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374905512333721,0.0,0.0,0.16429777292132516,0.12067611119715542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,97nobody,2020/03/23,"In every attempt I make to feel less only, I’m left feeling more alone than I did before. Most days I just want to delete every contact from my phone, every social app from my phone, and just be done with hollow friends. What 2 “friends” I do have are so fucking disappointing. They’re not real friends. They make me feel worse, not better. I try to reach out to them to talk and I just end up regretting it. People are utterly disappointing. I don’t enjoy my company, so everyone else must not either, right? Maybe that’s why they’re shitty friends. Maybe I’m just charity to them anyway. I’m not looking for anyone to make me feel better. I know plenty of people in this sub feel similarly to the way I do. I guess we have that going for us.",1.592088926174494,3.949511107382552,3.24724412751678,88.3680473993289,82.22147651006713,5.8726510067114095,20.72189597315436,7.1686216300943375,0.6330567114093957,581,17,117,8,16,192,90,149,0.149,0.7090000000000001,0.142,-0.4973,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,3,3,7,11,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,3,1,29,28,4,0,3,9,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,6,20,7,19,24,4,10,0,3,1,1,14,6,1,2,2,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942604670241615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412965414069303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455197258450076,0.0,0.0,0.2381214571579253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681896614308149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776332114851747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245799885931104,0.0,0.11923364142855955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402702638715317,0.12863547975580894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403403800885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160292848954554,0.12445431172933515,0.0,0.0,0.0765078271900739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829945390870294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739838043527855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626536585292554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304715938446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958031628776985,0.0,0.27048840070215985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023848155794152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866575519172304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532273903056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496501323049076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722845773598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082027096568238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139835699528824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193166326361896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940254952258406,0.10685533977649753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147389519752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371896016498534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pappapatto,2020/03/23,"can i just get a hug an internet hugs fine i just wamna feel some comfort, i havent felt much love for pretty much my entire existance. just a hug will do ty guys <3",-0.6908333333333303,1.485976027777781,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,94.27777777777777,5.102222222222223,15.533333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.3311600000000001,131,3,31,2,5,43,29,36,0.075,0.49,0.435,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992135026698672,0.0,0.3782927946704744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058438449275928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901126708291322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555919296518412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57925689834082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40083011701897386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gh0ulgirl,2020/03/23,"what books have helped you feel less lonely? basically the title says it all. the only thing i would add, is that i’m not lonely because i’m not willing to open myself up or i never go out with friends. i’m lonely bc i’ve been dying to human connection and i’m always ready but my whole life no one has ever really cared about me the way i care about them. my point is i’m not trying to find some book that all it says is “instead of staying at home after work and just watching tv, so something with a friend” like no shit sherlock i wanna do that i just have no friends. so i’m looking more for something to help me be more accepting of being alone",2.399608493696085,3.79790864233577,3.909608493696087,89.21553417385537,75.71532846715328,6.149701393497015,22.67352355673524,6.574015621080383,0.49608613138686103,512,14,109,4,11,170,91,137,0.129,0.672,0.19899999999999998,0.9339,0,7,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,8,11,1,0,4,0,12,2,1,0,4,24,23,6,1,2,7,0,1,1,3,2,1,2,1,1,7,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,5,12,7,16,18,7,11,0,3,2,0,10,5,1,2,4,76,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012213390542084,0.0,0.0,0.14471012256962076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601617162164262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463319674830124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049495348089706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731488995433826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879359875225881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589539625568127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40309585799159603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883915824821617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314136182067735,0.0,0.17444961179386145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284038295645534,0.0849654445397059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460436988774177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413295968077235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784841771715665,0.13226919860274328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644046515522602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114135635553755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660629440447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851990426203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677745114581404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853688542973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554052830671352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807597996791995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804459263491395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416842481294228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266112381071045,0.0,0.0,0.12354329602176682,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,earth_girl35,2020/03/23,I’m back I left this sub because I thought I wasnt lonely anymore. I was very wrong,-1.9022807017543848,-0.04773421052631477,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,101.63157894736842,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.5218561403508772,66,3,16,0,3,22,14,19,0.20600000000000002,0.667,0.128,-0.3145,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417840913722168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32397270658782873,0.0,0.2568356416749371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577705463309728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334484769103862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476370226974584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46065244596206106,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vivbabyyy,2020/03/23,I need more female friends :( I (25 F) would love to have more female friends to talk/vent to.,0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,83.73684210526315,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.8471263157894735,70,2,17,0,2,21,13,19,0.11699999999999999,0.479,0.40399999999999997,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978579428132711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076145883028548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348786457901569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630038706862079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208256871195089,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kazuki_tsunagari,2020/03/23,"Feeling worse from self-quarantining I know that some other people’s lifestyles haven’t really changed, but I started going out often just this past year. Even though I was always by myself, I still enjoyed going to concerts, restaurants, movies, etc. It distracted from the loneliness and made me feel a little more human to be around other people, even if I wasn’t *with* them. Not to mention, those are things that I just like to do. Now I’m back to feeling completely alone and disconnected. I try to escape using video games and books, but it’s not the same...",6.166,7.314074933333334,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,66.33333333333334,8.285714285714286,28.333333333333336,8.418075326091056,2.0389047619047624,448,14,78,6,7,140,76,105,0.111,0.77,0.12,-0.0102,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,22,16,7,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,4,10,2,12,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,7,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173099898889816,0.0,0.0,0.17010468481102972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819887679724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719640618097733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626307329349412,0.0,0.21434417655447527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227996904153644,0.2700522194857397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010249681489904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236804118815504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123510647766434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998756680362998,0.20489563514144613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343950674472574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951544902622032,0.2834562900618514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096505466051894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132682694066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469877386557795,0.0,0.1632605078084975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581624285514465,0.0,0.2008544459663288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387966301150312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656452808804338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208334755916945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164818966412042 lonely,Eremit4,2020/03/23,"I just wanna a hug I mean, a real hug. A hug that shows love and affection not just a physical contact.",-0.8501515151515164,1.2785773181818172,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,94.0,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.3520424242424252,79,3,17,2,3,29,15,22,0.0,0.39399999999999996,0.606,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970816037965939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999381361234328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268844486759482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DemoniCripple,2020/03/23,"Need to talk to people all the time or i feel lonely I can talk to people for hours nonstop but if I stop and have no one to talk to I instantly feel lonely, on the internet I mean i don't socialize in real life. Anyone else like that? Right now I feel lonely and empty, just feeling drained of any will to live which isn't just due to that but is worsened by the loneliness. What do verbal and communicative people do? I feel like utter shit because of it.",1.2581914893617032,3.507639712765957,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,82.72340425531915,5.887659574468086,20.038297872340426,7.1686216300943375,0.5314672340425535,359,10,74,5,10,120,59,94,0.28800000000000003,0.638,0.07400000000000001,-0.9746,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,1,19,15,7,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,5,8,2,13,14,1,8,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,2,7,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227973590095616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626241011435838,0.18502067823001148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100769935108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084744655909596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565213485751439,0.12900299134034754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783024253126833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754563601702446,0.1764398873150292,0.0,0.1594512499132473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669937960534267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389425634737162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236245955585262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755644156923591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553416213138787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421027286060726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535789438943134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407372223130147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096899071539144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354186263689426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529487769627784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuiksGroovecpt,2020/03/23,"Don't trust me friend's, don't even feel like they care. I'll start things off by saying i'm not the most isolated dude in the world. I have a lovely girlfriend and a few close friends that im thankful for but i always feel alone. i feel deep down inside that my friends will never care about me the way i care for them and I'm always trying to make plans but they never follow through. It seems that im very likeable in small doses because they never want to hangout with me on the regular and always hangout without me but every once and a while i will get invited out to something and they always seem to enjoy my company so idk wtf is going on. If any of them have a problem I'll stay up all night to help them but not one of them would do the same for me. To top things off my dad fell out the picture a few years ago and that is a constant anchor that is just know starting to weigh me down. I don't do much and since quarantine started I've been out of work and constantly alone with my thoughts making it very hard to stay sober. I started getting high a year ago and since then weed has become my coping device. It makes me feel a hell of alot less lonely or at the very least gives me complete and total comfort in all of my loneliness. Idk how to end this so ya knowwww. Please leave some words of advice or whatever the fuck.",4.163978494623656,4.5663338745519715,4.665752688172045,89.2186290322581,70.4695340501792,7.346953405017921,26.252688172043012,6.937597516519254,0.9703634408602148,1057,30,230,8,18,336,154,279,0.14,0.718,0.142,0.365,0,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,8,3,6,16,2,0,17,0,15,4,0,4,6,53,44,22,0,4,11,1,5,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,11,16,1,0,8,2,0,3,9,4,0,1,2,6,30,12,38,39,12,43,1,1,0,2,18,20,2,8,18,152,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316305334627407,0.16902252098047868,0.0,0.0,0.19748254103240973,0.0,0.0,0.3173149473475133,0.0,0.0,0.06483301404195506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058117074532781636,0.10529317600185906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29160990646938484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995993228109393,0.206052714425961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844410461415281,0.0,0.0,0.06296975734559566,0.0,0.080326258897834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928227462958382,0.06810938619919119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209733823096353,0.08813831527191551,0.09962019379983716,0.09145676254599032,0.0541827028726278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540399625297114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390295789006054,0.10072968345113464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596249761436666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052395194529242684,0.0,0.0,0.10094902798902168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657726267128249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604614084534612,0.0,0.19091628548594194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008429677956059,0.0,0.2205913049631001,0.0,0.0,0.0894681232013015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101531709357846,0.06460340126675722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046523408053926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122545631493892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581649281542062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358401412158894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577289258932891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339574237754773,0.0,0.0,0.26992251190149724,0.2032349472060864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777429239845498,0.0,0.0,0.1266764757196237,0.0,0.0,0.07568761145967676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064728148765994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235991157146715,0.056232739918530304,0.07567475561787758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190229485436603,0.0,0.06940709751356654,0.0,0.0,0.0677252803331447,0.0,0.0,0.1227889120692729 lonely,xpgm1,2020/03/23,Looking for someone to connect with Been feeling out of place,5.90727272727273,8.77057063636364,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,69.9090909090909,4.4,47.36363636363637,3.1291,3.5996545454545466,51,4,7,0,1,15,11,11,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037855183635245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045256443592737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277142969421127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090608946196254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xylitox,2020/03/23,"Quarantine has made me realize how lonely I am So I'm from Hong Kong, and have been in Quarantine for around 3 months. But, I get like one text every month, and I feel like no one really remembers me. Along with this, I like haven't talked to a girl (apart from my mom) about like non-school related stuff in like a year, and I'm like super uncomfortable, this may be from like puberty or hormones but that just seems like an excuse. My friends notice this, and they're making jokes about how I'm gay which I don't really mind, but I feel like this would just be an excuse for avoiding girls. The last time I had a girl - friend where I was texting or talking to outside of school was like 3 years ago, and I'm just kinda confused with everything I guess.",6.356813725490197,5.402944705882355,6.368096405228759,83.47018382352941,65.99346405228758,10.26437908496732,28.928921568627448,9.516144504307137,2.10191568627451,592,15,129,10,8,188,92,153,0.068,0.6920000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9737,0,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,17,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,4,0,33,24,13,0,1,8,1,2,10,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,2,13,14,16,15,0,12,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,7,17,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616641068877735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666077059266708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041384457041144,0.0,0.11777776173397965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325239157859165,0.18724186299149068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024951825493443,0.0,0.06846732777807785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436447664378788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682185504519988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402357973179411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240010697985886,0.08747575766149829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232142503370228,0.15348218476246786,0.2092030051056797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491993577993011,0.0,0.0,0.1776034388769473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790579295227412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845217722935716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525575127765955,0.0,0.11930145022380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001895013410915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066331856708756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641531742196851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309295215282362,0.0,0.0,0.16878161684873635 lonely,Illupepsi,2020/03/23,"Anyone want to chat and make friends? Hey, I’m 17 and would like to see if anyone wants to talk? My life hasn’t been too good recently and I’d like to vent, and I’ll listen if you want to vent as well as just chatting in general. I’d like to make new friends that actually want to talk to me I can chat on whatever you prefer and also can call if you’d like. Just message me if you wanna.",0.4847674418604662,2.0947397441860502,2.7350581395348854,94.60049418604652,81.7906976744186,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.2151906976744189,302,8,74,4,8,103,48,86,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,21,15,12,0,11,6,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,8,13,12,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,4,6,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19216789061810668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574788005010538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753854911137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107982386537746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042835703172999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516919595246649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909213986235225,0.3848254201412895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628945096110168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018891528047827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443714812923232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569216854377269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165575886866534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464599818103661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705691892333292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988804817880576,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway100211,2020/03/23,"I'm bleeding and will be dead in a few hours Every time I see someone say ""self isolate"" or shelter in place,"" I want to kill them. Seriously. They're rich, entitled fucks. But I can't so I cut myself. I've lost all feeling in my left arm. It's easy to say stay home when you have a home. I stole this phone and I stone some Warfarin. Hopefully I bleed to death soon because I can't take this anymore.",0.4698692810457494,2.5105876470588235,2.253333333333334,95.72888888888893,84.29411764705883,5.189542483660131,22.38562091503268,6.42735559955562,0.29564052287581744,310,11,72,3,9,102,65,85,0.23399999999999999,0.59,0.17600000000000002,-0.8132,0,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,1,1,1,3,7,3,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,9,13,6,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,12,2,6,10,3,10,0,1,1,1,6,5,1,3,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536885572970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238147927015848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297047920288767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098049093007047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076510474549725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356674517505736,0.21569337432415667,0.2138633134355395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026037217955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359498926800095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706073321349155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268907083319356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453958944997964,0.0,0.0,0.17305201066454814,0.0,0.2265499622167663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840027979719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314684898270167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328069693147007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663038137597066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128089263846723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vaders_Son7,2020/03/23,"Nobody to talk to Sorry this is more of a ramble than anything You guys ever feel excited to tell someone something, then turn and see there's nobody to share it with? Or go to message someone and remember nobody cares, everyone leaves you on open/read, or you type a message then delete it because it's not even worth trying? I have no real friends, despite knowing people from multiple places. I feel like I don't belong, don't fit in. Nobody to talk to about personal, important things. I have ""friends"" from work and places, but we don't talk outside of work, barely talk during work. Nothing personal either, all work related. Then going home and being alone or isolating myself and still having nobody.",5.398167938931298,7.255403358778629,5.642664122137407,77.94002671755727,68.84732824427479,7.9880916030534355,29.893893129770994,8.548686976883017,2.526388702290076,564,22,92,9,10,179,85,131,0.052000000000000005,0.851,0.09699999999999999,0.5701,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,4,5,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,16,12,0,0,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,6,16,15,3,12,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,3,6,61,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062551626940606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173408789285776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276927740056475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384351697864791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968037974182594,0.12281937337201307,0.0,0.12974211905923522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730731893857318,0.09700014540001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098041734500437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543320341028962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344420036735203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361968470481846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462028027582952,0.0,0.0,0.14376976418914034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633448785216807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028307613089124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941316749085202,0.2371129949735624,0.2837191438118325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581518460216555,0.15454559157325812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381050525918072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819783820506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300892649301644,0.10452887743757656,0.0,0.1519928483858239,0.0,0.0,0.1084328383968904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365342708085493,0.11867634213525878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902051629684947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218464872686627,0.14768795407729995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953932887263985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rounddown420,2020/03/23,"Recovering from a heartbreak, feel free to message me 23m 23m from Canada here. Broke it off with the girlfriend of 3 years for reasons this past week. During our relationship I have become much more introverted, and am having trouble finding anyone to talk to. I’m not going to go into much detail about myself here, but I’m looking for anyone who wants to talk. About anything. I just need someone to talk to",4.708776371308017,6.364606734177215,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,70.26582278481013,6.785654008438819,28.356540084388186,7.1686216300943375,1.6720362869198304,328,12,57,3,6,107,59,79,0.081,0.89,0.028999999999999998,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,11,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,17,11,3,7,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,0,3,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072844708057885,0.0,0.18082131616804606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426775392037772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110347163609648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083173644737404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497583509173773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452015395505547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230576818955613,0.1629290367116075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975975617293213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259218451484601,0.0,0.23591072171589456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617883094327395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298385404713124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960405853722184,0.0,0.17625634370610782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150067532369814 lonely,sixthgaud,2020/03/23,"I don’t wish for things I can’t have. I’m only posting here because it seems like other people can relate to my loneliness... I give up on ever having friends and I’m 18. Yes, at school, I do have people that I talk to and I guess that’s better than nothing. But the second I step out of my school’s building, I’m so irrelevant. I’m always the one reaching out to people, no one ever reaches out to me. The amount of times I’ve had to tell myself to not give up just yet and to keep on putting effort only to have the same results over and over again for YEARS. I know what people are gonna say, I’m the common denominator which means I’m the problem. I know. For whatever reason, people can’t love me platonically or any other way...and it hurts. But I’m done hoping for a friend since I know I can’t have one. This is why I would rather spend most of my time at the gym (can’t do that now :/) and why I can’t stay sober for too long. Sorry if the title is patronizing. The point of it is to show that I am not going to fool myself with false hope because false hope has fucked me up in the past. That doesn’t mean YOU won’t make friends. Thanks for reading this trash ass post that I might delete later. Stay safe <3",1.6094043887147365,3.0619492107279704,3.278197492163009,92.68996081504706,77.9655172413793,5.664994775339602,19.143329850226397,6.1124844417494595,-0.24618927203065155,948,19,219,6,22,315,142,261,0.065,0.769,0.16699999999999998,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,10,15,1,0,11,1,26,3,1,3,2,40,53,10,0,8,8,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,2,7,3,1,3,11,4,0,4,2,1,24,11,35,47,3,33,0,1,0,3,10,14,2,9,13,140,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867775831476953,0.0,0.0,0.07092073428964539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271483567912997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223597538306406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067248155609642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886724397847893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172244285487626,0.09641436744081408,0.0,0.20008882361440125,0.0592703752911711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488712477492675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107503209733669,0.0,0.0,0.11164453591222637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269768898285284,0.0,0.0,0.1719450679953602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095079595885208,0.0,0.0,0.09229331357117884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412574105521523,0.0,0.06961434363133033,0.0,0.0,0.2272046328755716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063514372040256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000690085017318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120086836846155,0.1586343951039977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995565467475964,0.36150755940239415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858770116845407,0.0,0.19976186495496803,0.0,0.0,0.09979138627700823,0.0,0.1048401930528468,0.0,0.0,0.10431816062559073,0.0,0.0,0.10722742602390724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293554481757842,0.0,0.21109397064139016,0.0,0.09494164296048843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626971465363481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674404756948376,0.0,0.2223183959925969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382430196257905,0.09115400282809087,0.0960161633797266,0.0,0.0,0.06928560092429442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162460338543547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278049871530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821089608389696,0.0,0.11992828216485042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408457993469933,0.0,0.0,0.06715930097700062 lonely,CovidPenPals,2020/03/23,"In 3 days, pen pals from 14 counties + 19 US states. Sign up for Covid Connect! Hello, I'm the creator of **Covid Connect: Pen Pals (covidpenpals-dot-com),** an informal service to connect pen pals via email during the COVID-19 pandemic. These days are isolating, but also a unique opportunity for human connection we otherwise wouldn't have had. **Since our launch a few days ago, we've had sign-ups from 14 countries, and within the USA, 19 states + Washington, DC.** Many sign-ups had heard about us from Reddit -- awesome! Please feel free to DM me if any questions. If you are hospitalized, quarantined, or simply desire more connection, try finding a pen pal through Covid Connect. The goal is to broaden human e-contact around the globe, share our experiences, and bring love to everyone who needs a little extra right now. Next round of matches going out mid-week! Warmly, The Covid Connect: Pen Pals Team **(covidpenpals-dot-com)** &#x200B; (repost from r/depression)",2.56178463399879,5.451681637426901,2.92602944141964,84.58684210526319,95.19883040935673,5.867392619479734,25.194797338173018,7.237678284180719,1.901780641258318,764,33,126,15,29,235,119,171,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9885,0,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,1,0,18,15,7,0,5,4,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,7,6,19,10,3,17,0,0,1,1,22,7,0,4,6,58,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219408618863065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632304653510345,0.0,0.19825063325452352,0.2223316215104479,0.12442757812852707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288432231096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540063873121939,0.0,0.15759395086726322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483807011122632,0.0,0.17898222004141953,0.0,0.0,0.09251639648496228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672335551924568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039874914736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338651910402906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513982992930265,0.0,0.0,0.18550540189766695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135671794385467,0.0,0.0,0.1945933353676236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084886541707908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497108137512074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625751994463186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135674732795487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422632059777015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44018679059085297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676950717358314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223316215104479,0.0 lonely,r-ism,2020/03/23,"I really feel awfull.... Last week was awfull on me I did overtime for 3 days with just 15 m lunch everyday and freaked out. Friday i was exausted but trying to rest. Then my bf of 4 years pissed me off and i canceled our weekend. We only see eachother on the weekend.. i swear it was something fixable with a phone call .. it was só dumb!! Anyway a few hours later i was feeling a little bit better and it hit me what i have done.. *facepalm*!!! Só i slowly tried to iniciate a conversation. Saturday i worked but still tried. We talked Today and he told me he wouldn't come here anyway .. we Will try to see eachother Tomorrow... i feel awfull! I was tired, hot headed. But right now damage is done.. he deserves someone better...",1.0594326241134766,3.6078918581560298,2.779893617021276,89.08416666666668,87.86524822695036,5.1191489361702125,21.30851063829787,6.691623216298621,0.6616127659574467,556,19,107,7,18,183,94,141,0.156,0.8079999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.96,0,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,4,0,0,3,6,9,2,0,5,0,13,4,2,0,0,19,21,8,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,10,6,20,2,11,8,3,22,0,1,2,0,13,6,2,0,15,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962427278872035,0.18284344255991872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101455160864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442681326183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800995285996308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427778625827159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540468981106771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188153784701413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493285453258458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651755239157815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785772794074622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737515309827144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729118997471283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430259563227921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669177956986065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190422014873136,0.12893334106920368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374876377560993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461309306647548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249221145725007,0.15875029321400147,0.16003314392901066,0.0,0.4548283707626639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434136885037504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192654078362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785083825371193 lonely,izzy3535,2020/03/23,Seeking casual conversations Hey I have been alone for 7 years now and this quarantine is getting the best of me so I’m just looking to chat. Pretty much open to anything interesting,3.4608823529411765,6.485921852941175,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,80.47058823529412,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.088552941176472,149,7,25,4,4,49,32,34,0.05,0.652,0.298,0.872,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293318639923507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411258888082899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435027510638601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657673266592264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481038787620776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047299433728041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42172976864382333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669460916428158 lonely,codestic_,2020/03/24,"I don't know what's wrong with me I'm a 22 female, i have never been in a relationship, kissed, asked out -in a real date-, or felt like a guy is interested in me. all my friends say that i look good like a normal average person, i'm kinda funny. i dont know what makes men don't see me like a girl they can be with they just wants me to be their friend nothing more",1.7160162601626006,2.3986350731707304,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,76.3170731707317,6.930081300813008,19.764227642276424,7.1686216300943375,0.07750569105691074,284,5,71,3,6,98,57,82,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,1,9,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,2,15,19,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,12,8,7,15,2,6,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,2,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077743113613603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26047605045492866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339543158907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434205277713533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864132604544413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006303829409804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442862371455494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32574125366087997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866345305409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835400272295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141336567416998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177584018120408,0.21325544687126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406065317060087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529698420678068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861397171680554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674259929615144,0.0,0.0,0.17710495501153434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108916344814125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429961439401653,0.0,0.0 lonely,FLguy94,2020/03/24,"The endless circle of hope and dispair Warning in advance: this will be a long text. Maybe someone will read it, maybe not. So here is my story: I'm a 25 year old guy and I've been an extrovert all of my life. I never had trouble to talk to people or make new friends. I talk a lot and I always find some interesting topics to discuss. I go out a lot and I love getting to know people. I also have a pretty healthy self-confidence, at least I always thought so. But over the last years, I lost hope, bit by bit. The problem is: I don't understand the concept of love. Either because I've never been loved (romantically), or because I have a vision of love where real life just can't keep up. Everytime I meet some woman I like, I completely overthink it and I idealize her so much, that it's over even before I really get to know her. I am SO afraid of dissapointment, that I can't enjoy falling in love at all. Everytime it happens, I just think: ""Oh no, not this shit again"". Because I know I will be dissapointet and heartbroken in the end, that's what always happens, every single time. And everytime I had feelings for someone and this person didn't have the same feelings for me, I thought: That's normal, be patient, the right person will come. And you can tell yourself that for a while. You can tell yourself that for a year. Maybe two. Maybe even 5 or 10. But someday the craving for love and physical contact will cover every other feeling. You can't think straight. Every minute of every day you will think: Will it ever happen? And in the beginning, you will believe: yes, it will. But everytime you get disappointet, you will lose a little hope. Until you don't believe in it anymore. That's the point where I am now. I tried everything and I lost everytime. Without the smallest glimpse of hope, I just don't get why I should carry on anymore. I'm not just afraid of dissapointment, I am generally afraid of hope. Because the higher you fly, the lower you will fall. And what is a life without hope? Hope is supposed to be a good feeling, because it keeps you going. But everytime I feel a little hope, i automatically think: ""Don't fool yourself, you know what happened last time when you looked forward to something"". It's a never ending circle, and while I had the strength to get out of these situations with more strength than before in the beginning, I now just don't have this strength anymore. Sooner or later it's enough. I tried to explain my bad luck with my behaviour. Then I changed my behaviour but my situation didn't change. I just feel helpless. Powerless. If you tried everything you can, what else is there to do than just giving up? If you read until here, dear Redditor, thank you very much. I know I sound like a crybaby, that's because I am right now. And I'm ashamed of it, but I can't change it.",2.644916899393774,4.898661391696756,3.9501416797220905,85.35967338737143,77.68231046931406,6.636005721681085,26.51781213813773,7.7046832291405725,1.6057998501464483,2217,89,430,34,53,726,222,554,0.068,0.794,0.138,0.9795,2,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,0,17,0,8,25,40,1,4,30,1,49,10,1,1,6,94,107,38,0,14,25,0,6,2,1,12,3,1,0,4,30,20,0,2,20,2,0,7,20,13,0,1,11,8,65,27,50,80,16,60,0,4,1,6,39,24,1,19,33,301,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451337990925845,0.13894728539618756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165607096581442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046475965600117235,0.203588511893307,0.0,0.09472958571929573,0.12542543105606754,0.0,0.0,0.12153833675600115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665102521397072,0.047948421446908425,0.05836120172275304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589778730892168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649897946936343,0.0,0.09860112577283324,0.057514369641271434,0.0,0.07352927572109197,0.05035002970861985,0.18759264406013354,0.0,0.10005195372520544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886816952308598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087462947316297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300480484542709,0.0,0.14540711696519626,0.0533966605024,0.0632687033708906,0.04668716770350112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511474853844694,0.1968890965591116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422843572580214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098950994634529,0.0,0.0,0.15295361088406664,0.09074493470136527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179484713698305,0.05438789243690801,0.11157714370245506,0.0,0.04925967020425905,0.046742584757037686,0.062272237758140364,0.12152465780297017,0.09464474398505528,0.3014261455811008,0.0,0.037155233419164505,0.0,0.2236823475168805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183686580433655,0.0,0.12879134022454472,0.05375930864010517,0.0,0.0,0.054537552744161104,0.0,0.0,0.05840855991087693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077178909125523,0.09720491167999366,0.0,0.0,0.05261917096528039,0.0,0.0,0.05662889918234176,0.0,0.05326161329596373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135537320953262,0.06335625165160566,0.03565890194236928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507115268140982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806825588629685,0.0,0.05713688313790612,0.0,0.12513424199172768,0.0,0.0,0.09432552053313244,0.04285180700645028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894790166265807,0.09730317275144512,0.051246665217149344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266544634363287,0.0,0.08837981098046438,0.06491464678933442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337380271476122,0.0,0.05437429507210589,0.05794675412002182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045927493855889935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050226859949018175,0.0,0.0,0.10731356547335363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753471370569737 lonely,Astrodouney,2020/03/24,"Me and my hidden life Not that my life is shitty, I'm not complaining, my father and mother are alive, I have my brother and sisters, we have a pretty good financial situation. It's just that it's getting harder and harder for me to wear my mask and my shell, and to act as if nothing's wrong, all the sadness I have inside me is just growing, and I don't know how much longer I can go on, you know. It's this sentence that my little sister said to me this morning that made me tick: ""You know You don't cry often, you spend all your time laughing, even for the sad things, you're really strong you know"". I smiled and told her not to worry, and that it was just because she wasn't paying attention. But the truth is she's right, even when it really hurts, I just can't do it. But I feel so sad and empty. Everyone thinks I'm a crackhead girl or too crazy, but if they knew. I rarely confide in anyone and I have very few friends I play the strong girl, but I'm just afraid of being hurt and badly surrounded.",4.208370397375134,4.251558061611377,5.112511848341232,87.3171673350347,70.27962085308056,8.00889537003281,25.23550856726213,7.61054688173877,1.0437609187021508,785,19,174,8,13,257,116,211,0.11199999999999999,0.732,0.156,0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,6,1,2,12,16,0,1,6,0,16,3,1,2,3,42,31,23,0,2,15,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,14,13,0,0,8,1,2,3,7,9,0,0,6,2,33,7,10,24,4,10,0,5,0,0,22,5,0,4,2,117,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184055392524895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549254916187102,0.1062219694020172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914068605035109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301826680640447,0.0,0.0,0.1665045755343144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810668818806565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462611486127335,0.0,0.09103910737678736,0.0,0.09903102406519897,0.14615371525089993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37307922105627694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830558089746004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461576795340331,0.0,0.17464557062833402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488078437676013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809474819454686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719881290496538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727620700039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232596774232665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880965007148636,0.16575288049568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586575146669985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576481469533816,0.11165319105171492,0.0,0.0,0.1016073288351314,0.0,0.0,0.1665045755343144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437755638086784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769606439536725,0.0,0.0,0.19051643183494074,0.0,0.0 lonely,hhhlp611,2020/03/24,I need someone to talk with I'm just lonely. I'm always lonely. I have no friends. I'm always depressed and sad.,-1.7600000000000016,-0.4053669999999947,1.032,96.21300000000002,114.83333333333334,1.92,17.3,3.1291,-0.90369,88,3,18,0,5,30,16,24,0.45799999999999996,0.43799999999999994,0.10400000000000001,-0.8591,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781529269502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509831063306221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148370354522541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021594900870805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34527731678917256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275367535226848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neon_dancer,2020/03/24,I’m so depressed and lonely.. No one cares about me. I miss being held. I miss cuddling with someone and rubbing my hands through their hair. I miss being admired. I miss feeling love. I miss making meals together and laughing with each other. I’ve been single for 1 1/2 years now and it’s so god damn difficult. I just want someone to love :(,0.4554545454545469,2.8609868656716446,1.7556037991858915,93.32436906377208,98.25373134328359,3.6303934871099055,22.508819538670288,5.565023196281405,0.3613104477611939,268,11,51,2,11,85,48,67,0.261,0.466,0.273,0.6132,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,14,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,12,16,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,9,5,6,12,2,2,0,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325120172691548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465151914836994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123568640099453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756046461477239,0.0,0.21285537401087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160818460930572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403732423194724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808412582325165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534874541767575 lonely,Onyzs,2020/03/24,"Feel bad I decided to go to the doctor today and get an MC (Medical Certificate) to not go to school as i was not feeling well the past couple of days. I was also feeling unmotivated which made it harder for me to focus and i thought having a few days off would help. But whenever i do get an MC, i always feel disappointed. Like i have let myself or someone down like my teachers or my parents because i did not go to school. I always think that they came to the conclusion that i am lazy which, i like to think, is not true. I didn't have anyone to talk to so i just put it here. While writing this, i felt like a burden for putting my problems out in public. I don't talk to people much so even typing this out to the public feels weird.",2.5727056277056306,3.847682785714291,4.356558441558442,86.68579004329004,75.03896103896105,6.951515151515152,23.87229437229437,7.492282038375204,0.970278787878788,575,17,123,7,12,195,90,154,0.163,0.7559999999999999,0.081,-0.8746,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,1,1,29,29,10,0,2,8,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,11,0,0,6,6,5,1,0,8,6,21,6,21,19,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,9,90,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402298366175034,0.23727972855009366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969683301512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190502333700348,0.0869168237080342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630761237431293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776456129633915,0.0,0.1839075273170536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593898720972526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417423953536486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604693797267994,0.0,0.13690133170938873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898669439007325,0.0,0.24309835645367536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556988492632036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580002346346754,0.0,0.2786339650402839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349147840996922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363662887009682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481436852872954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832072883045648,0.0,0.13611090290132016,0.09884858790986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643196888270864,0.0,0.286669110228378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28860172313799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080948816468595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292044430614001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272191294726786,0.0,0.1131943896868418,0.0,0.0,0.13515131297065092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819857726475348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012863482653932,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jonathan5107,2020/03/24,"Is this how our world has become? There are so many strangers in our everyday lives. They have different ages, backgrounds, sexual orientation, skin color... What if we started talking to those people? why don't we just start a conversation? Instead of just walking past them or giving them a judgmental look. You don't even know who they are, what they've been through, what they want to do in the future. They say our world is overcrowded, but why are there so many people still feeling alone? Maybe you want to share the same passions, have you been through the same things, do you have the same plans for the future. Why do we just let our paths cross when we also can walk them together? No one has the right to feel alone. Let alone feel that he's loved by nothing or no one. So let's talk to those people we see every day on the train/metro/bus to school/work whatever you are going to. Maybe you gain a friend, maybe you find your other part that you've been searching for so long, maybe it won't work out. But you can't know, because you didn't try. If we dit that, wouldn't our world look better? Filtered from prejudice and intolerance, the two greatest enemies of mankind. We will never know, because mankind never gives it a try and I doubt if they will ever even think about it.",4.27797232124135,5.806885235059763,3.9947745858670594,89.95141539106736,71.15139442231076,7.196561123925352,24.76431117634724,7.669130373188453,1.0215689243027892,1018,29,210,12,19,307,136,251,0.081,0.774,0.146,0.9586,1,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,12,10,8,4,18,7,1,1,12,0,29,3,1,1,3,39,47,16,0,6,10,0,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,10,2,0,3,4,9,31,5,20,36,5,26,0,0,4,2,41,8,0,6,14,145,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135922709489105,0.0,0.08071192088330567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304929362946287,0.11146681964973428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926243251998651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509007797362941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054480639786393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332371293093326,0.09129496844765468,0.08503601993679663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530963764832099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224617580996954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797656375143441,0.0,0.0,0.19363827445536425,0.05735959155730764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640182927906136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096165241599904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912109172122229,0.08931792221504485,0.1695078563111558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109127511733986,0.0,0.0,0.2046498849762312,0.4055821412028854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568347440475644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684294096344448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678257131561686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109294966217996,0.09634700017073744,0.2099118743588176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619178513459297,0.0,0.08026183321683311,0.0,0.1021443164204502,0.08042638513645549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287442499120845,0.0,0.0806010671471926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224387645698518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705194205868542,0.0646704554986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704669492793786,0.0,0.09859178994926246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905965641683296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732149089567684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695327303679478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anthropocentricaf,2020/03/24,"the introvert in me should love quarantine but the loner in me realizes how much I took those interactions at work for granted like I love my family but I miss just talking to people, fuck",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,80.1111111111111,9.155555555555557,25.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.0264666666666664,152,6,27,5,4,51,29,36,0.193,0.523,0.284,0.6757,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,1,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012779227149896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139381897198366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165902666507934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129722268011982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963192444607354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542347843228384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729432377266325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772882202316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472198212536097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Marius_01234,2020/03/24,"Feeling really lonely and could use a friend Im 14,male, and i'm interested in video games,anime and drawing. For anyone interested,my discord is Marius#9195",3.937857142857141,7.2717499285714275,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,85.42857142857143,7.085714285714286,32.0,8.07648339933343,3.625757142857143,130,7,17,3,4,44,24,28,0.17800000000000002,0.583,0.24,0.228,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371143677794676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849391320731034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243777868113478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37249007933686973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207798306401498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30886286454084905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164028798593424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cobbbwebbbs,2020/03/24,"I didn’t realise how lonely I was until I had to put my foster cat to sleep today. Three weeks ago I was asked to foster a sick old cat. She was very poorly but I tried my best to nurse her back to health. It took every ounce of the little energy and money I have and occupied my every waking thought. Yes, it was stressful, but she was there, all the time, keeping me company and just being another heartbeat in this small horrible place I live in. In fact I hadn’t once thought about my own problems or any of the usual things I worry about on a daily basis due to not having someone or something to stop my mind from rickrolling it’s way into selfish obsessive oblivion. Tonight is the first night she has been gone and I now feel that heavy empty dark feeling again that I didn’t realise has been so strong for all these years that I have not lived with another person or animal. Rest in peace darling and thank you for keeping me company.",6.70978723404255,6.019705297872343,6.8058297872340425,79.75300000000001,65.17021276595744,9.434893617021276,31.56595744680851,8.548686976883017,2.3283600000000004,748,24,145,9,10,240,122,188,0.14800000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.15,0.5223,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,9,8,0,2,6,1,18,4,2,1,3,28,28,13,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,7,0,3,4,0,2,3,5,5,0,2,15,2,24,3,22,12,5,29,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,16,105,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242542789478276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101590481273273,0.3132973698234441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965970168876546,0.0,0.0,0.11487186789526375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677583292543815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517354289600572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510723809936703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270712559036593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879483191412386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556980637644456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497282597236157,0.2638286254519597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084154899716018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019261373156142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675991942829634,0.15909572261266125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304417892363826,0.15608099743144144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294627742296956,0.0,0.15017844605955524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949812087482328,0.0,0.12657785966104942,0.11500789993689126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489692406921135,0.1711260072048492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753845536796416,0.0,0.0,0.0992482327447458,0.0,0.0,0.2371983159578921,0.08711064624722402,0.0,0.14160447317585975,0.0,0.16597804568157987,0.10142616199842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453223599506364,0.1232625876648632,0.0,0.11857901344032093,0.11983183386084853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517130332216689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620241212344903 lonely,setitofffan,2020/03/24,"Can I get a hug? I just want to receive and gibe hugs. Maybe if someone would like to dm me, but if not - just a hug would help. Thanks a lot!",-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,94.0,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.7923999999999998,104,2,30,0,4,34,24,32,0.0,0.514,0.486,0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029838083859448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604143851740299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980951151743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303027901721891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903169916586029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291887251705957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576937460133511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915706684076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519818744239351,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throawaytrashaway,2020/03/24,"this quarantine only proves how fucking lonely i have always been youd think these past few day’s people are social distancing and yet proving that i never did have anyone. I miss having a friend not just any friend but a friend that makes you feel at ease, not judged, free to be yourself. i know i’ll never have friends again and it’s just something i will always miss.",3.011409001956949,5.3647389863013695,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,76.94520547945207,5.267318982387477,20.01761252446184,6.1826913282559595,0.08920508806262273,298,7,57,2,7,91,54,73,0.156,0.691,0.153,0.1949,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,4,16,17,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,7,6,2,12,1,7,0,3,0,1,7,1,1,0,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355307357054284,0.0,0.0,0.14519106056408002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928800897463182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769338382316912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795479528938096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598152748373111,0.1973823932106484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173370384606698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251657831158218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933720566172114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623805527240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381515720560384,0.14801782998242052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217641968592008,0.0,0.16436696387103214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680570262345548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brattyAries92,2020/03/24,"I don't want to be single anymore I have been single for a very long time. I'm approaching 30 and I don't want to be perpetually single. I want at the very least consistent companionship.",0.9621052631578948,3.5160709999999997,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,89.0,7.2505263157894735,20.757894736842104,8.238735603445708,1.5575621052631583,150,5,30,4,5,53,25,38,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.1695,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514886877932252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364990749730265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666473076523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848660431444516,0.6271370173372132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tobithias,2020/03/24,"Sick of being sad. | M20 (English/German) I'm currently really empty and I feel like something is blocking me. Like, being unable to be who I am or want to be and unable to do whatever I want to do. I've been through this long isolation and it changed me. And I want out. I just need a few people in my life, through this and beyond. Ever since my isolation, I struggle to talk and connect with people. I mean, I could barely talk like a year ago. The thing is, I want to go all the way, even though I feel like absolute shit right now. It's just so fucking hard all on your own. I want us to push each other and go that way, you know. And I'm really loyal and pretty much always there. I just struggle with words right now and that's been a 'no' for most people. Maybe we can talk and be not so lonely together. I don't know. I'm german by the way, twenty years old and male, if that matters.",0.18257345491387866,2.2868832553191503,2.40036474164134,93.79833333333336,86.12765957446808,5.2830800405268485,17.994934143870317,6.655083550727371,-0.043161904761904964,684,17,153,8,21,231,106,188,0.138,0.722,0.14,-0.5498,1,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,0,0,13,11,2,2,6,0,15,4,1,0,3,42,32,17,0,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,17,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,3,21,5,18,24,7,21,0,2,0,1,9,6,2,3,13,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211351001604647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523832067265013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337950373453668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098094509876253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353632971417846,0.11440495344499728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790032223372666,0.18070922874737427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692519830746848,0.0,0.0,0.14375866519961364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329782248868167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901601118173826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933387232052895,0.2471595086725735,0.0,0.0,0.11192744689621066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706233095705294,0.13776964709984654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929745511235196,0.0937804912383808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271548430187366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26304799291695885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286717527693558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204776999041445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601994794090185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982599003839956,0.1046224101402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736754901591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264440746401294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049703085790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402515976572011,0.0,0.1242622130990328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152135282227381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729946644692406,0.3011727344750704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289303748732775 lonely,BoyMeetsWorldBoy2,2020/03/24,im done fighting and trying to make my life better i lost all the energy and motivation in life period,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,78.04761904761905,9.914285714285716,20.02380952380953,10.125756701596842,2.5444095238095237,83,2,15,3,2,31,18,21,0.183,0.534,0.282,0.3818,0,0,0,0,2,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321513382836577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843271583504037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40566807130390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305367324294865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099669167706396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506884900913666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549798489833582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,woooshifbiggayy,2020/03/24,"I don’t really deserve to be here I have friends and I can’t imagine what most of you have to go through, but now since I’m locked up I’ve just thought back on how I’ve never had a relationship and how long it’s been astounded me because I really never noticed. I don’t know that experience at all and probably won’t for a long time",4.857465753424656,4.0031856712328775,6.560376712328768,80.53316780821919,69.0,10.587671232876714,33.31849315068493,10.125756701596842,2.988728767123288,266,11,61,6,4,93,52,73,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,3,14,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,8,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492617088182448,0.0,0.15453149959748086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479720480144729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585379118474708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407012731566612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931719804200654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486797787685042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910302944892745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28861190176909035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733163221543303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32479771318580003,0.0,0.0,0.2721645749813835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096981622366538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125101261279052,0.14781813012298595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stay_alive_frens,2020/03/24,"longing for an online friend of my age I'm 17 and I'm very isolated and lonely and it's not just of the whole virus thing. Nearly every day is like being on quarantine for me, with going to school as a positive exception. I long for a friend who would be interested in how my day is going and would talk to me about stuff. I like watching movies and am currently watching South Park. We could watch a movie together sometime if we get along (meaning chatting meanwhile, not videocalling). I have a shitty relationship with my parents and that is probably something I would want to vent about. Or not. I'm not always very talkative. I also like metal music (but not only). My favorite bands gotta be System of a down and Soen. The second one is less popular but is worth checking out. I hope this kind of posts are allowed here. Please leave a comment if you're interested in getting to know each other. ps. there's NO WAY I'd be interested in any kind of flirting or dating stuff, if that's your intention then leave me alone. Peace",2.6931683168316845,5.080248069306936,4.004445544554454,84.34191584158418,78.20792079207921,7.0102970297029685,24.951485148514852,8.07648339933343,1.667680396039604,818,30,155,15,20,268,129,202,0.073,0.733,0.19399999999999998,0.9743,3,4,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,0,7,14,0,0,9,0,16,0,0,3,0,39,28,18,0,9,14,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,2,2,2,2,6,1,0,2,0,3,16,13,26,19,3,21,0,1,3,0,12,8,0,6,11,107,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314571254672834,0.0,0.1105279035503228,0.11500326561104185,0.0,0.0,0.09398874394739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110350852965151,0.0,0.0,0.1782703169895775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164493783200448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356414326862572,0.0,0.14441989201648514,0.0,0.15709786940886275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727547447667365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28785258235526506,0.07595757494007536,0.0,0.0,0.2926926191417925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025698702893232,0.0,0.0,0.2446261366068329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505531370825149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365587316151144,0.10511628011200568,0.0,0.0,0.15346781573529014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171502063883668,0.0,0.0,0.1323686716146081,0.0,0.1490156657911228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838771803283707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987769129985278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640217394008457,0.136694975852169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164388224558624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108938637822252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182175945780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280783720112891,0.08152088363873987,0.10970607080595388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543085067963876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945450304629381,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lone_Mandalorian,2020/03/24,"Hang in there brothers, the war shall not be over until we do not kill ourselves, but are getting killed Science and logic is the only option isolated folks have got. Study psychology and sociology. Study humans and their behaviours like animals, because thats what they are. Learn their language slowly but surely and i promise you you will succed. A very important thing to note, finding other people isnt your main objective. Find a mission and on the way, you find friends. Pursue something meaningfull and focus on that. While doing so, socialize but with the goal of pursuing your mission, this is the way to go. This is how humans work. We search mates for hunting and survival, not for the sake of searching mates.",5.048720930232559,7.792269782945738,4.976143410852713,78.53305232558141,72.10077519379846,7.4007751937984505,30.12984496124031,8.344100000000001,2.6038728682170547,578,25,92,10,12,179,92,129,0.08,0.7879999999999999,0.132,0.7621,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,5,3,3,3,7,3,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,24,15,14,3,0,6,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,11,4,12,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,1,3,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820395142003482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766627614054163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624861597530779,0.0,0.10987908965690234,0.0,0.11952488425704112,0.0,0.16820533600710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653570764261871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027475861232325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995138904422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580352826634793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438611093891352,0.0,0.16190808408466792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821612000894026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397216297429016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735290307803866,0.0,0.3338709930240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310929239591595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tldr-oranges,2020/03/24,heyo! let’s talk we can talk about anything you’d like and I’d be happy to listen. you’re important. 🥰,-2.5426086956521736,-1.5255200434782576,0.569217391304349,99.17469565217392,119.0,3.5791304347826087,13.295652173913044,5.6839178017228535,-0.8380539130434776,81,2,19,1,5,28,20,23,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453223919744481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467073747699182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291034071464666,0.0,0.20501159894441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6745705872633058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mikemaykmike,2020/03/24,"Am I weird? Every night, before going to sleep I always think that I hope someone will appear in my dream and willing to talk about my problems in life because there's no one who are willing to listen to me. I just feel burden everyday and night.",5.4805442176870764,5.787136918367349,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,67.57142857142857,7.34965986394558,28.578231292517003,6.42735559955562,1.4365455782312917,195,6,36,1,3,63,38,49,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,7,1,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787979799968095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427326466345033,0.0,0.2432676678559763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408710260945931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455239604065626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247542729592052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839489988855253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019295192693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365687119990116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372354402956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735539980328816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860921557453548,0.0,0.24223001953572496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297840904877996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831840082067315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tummyyy_,2020/03/24,"Nothing else to do but sleep, yet I find myself not wanting to wake up. And no, this is not a suicidal post. Anyone else feel this way?",0.562738095238096,2.6585821785714288,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,84.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.08017619047619108,103,3,23,1,3,34,24,28,0.08800000000000001,0.757,0.154,0.474,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,4,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645646998132492,0.3171880122274377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172070730838259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565263952972054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829386634321222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970379209592293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964796491020251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979060249566626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338616093587716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259065895946724,0.2457199047189171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway826957,2020/03/24,All my friends aren’t texting me anymore while I’m isolated. I guess they aren’t enjoying texting me I’m just lonely and irritated this morning. Another day in a house all by myself with no one to talk to. Getting a little nutty,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,88.13043478260867,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.563171014492754,184,10,33,4,6,64,36,46,0.20199999999999999,0.667,0.131,-0.3612,2,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,5,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701870402313315,0.0,0.0,0.350114968619902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276777916519934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727532734363927,0.0,0.1844457486820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388906867578735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073539573845407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538329181461627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392250458375388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837554405431103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thoughtsandruin,2020/03/24,"Easily Forgotten and Ignored So I’m back again. I’m a little bit down lately probably because we’re on quarantine and I can’t go to school (my most effective but stressful distraction) thus having more time to think and basically understand what’s going on. This thought didn’t come in just lately. It’s been with me for years and I have no one to talk to. I’m the type of person who is quiet around large groups of people but talkative with people I’m close with (an introvert probably?). I understand that my presence isn’t loud but honestly people ignoring me or forgetting about me kinda hurt my feelings. For example, earlier last year a friend and I sat in on a class for a week. We were pulled out the next week and when we came to visit that room since we have friends from there, no one remembered me but they remembered her. She’s pretty and I get it that she’s easily remembered cause of her looks but I actually stayed longer on that class, a few days maybe, I remember almost all their names and faces but no one remembers me. This is kind of shallow but I feel sad. Another example is when we were having our graduation toga sizes taken. Those who were absent on the day of toga fitting were asked the next day the toga size they want (the toga samples werent available anymore so they had to choose the same size from people with the same built) our teacher called the person absent and told her that she’ll be having the same size as me but when my name was called, she said “who’s that?”. I was sitting in front of her and we’ve been classmates for 8 months. She isn’t a snob she just doesnt know me. I have no clue as to why she dont know my name. Unlike the previous example when my friend was beautiful, this time I have a redeeming quality and that is being the top student on that section. Lastly, on my close friends and I’s group chat, i observed that I usually get ignored. When I chat they don’t reply on my questions, simple requests, opinions, basically almost anything and proceeds to chatting about other things. Am I annoying? Not only in the ohysical world but also on social media (twitter, facebook, instagram) i get ignored. Am I just feeling entitled? That i shouldnt feel this way because it’s a normal occurrence?",2.9902451458943484,5.329919642369023,4.2376814188089815,83.29735952923312,76.94988610478359,7.7344831326608094,25.942130382904875,8.634040054169528,2.1053488013884376,1789,68,335,39,42,586,212,439,0.098,0.799,0.10300000000000001,0.4767,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,6,0,5,2,17,16,2,2,22,0,34,1,1,3,1,81,62,33,0,3,14,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,1,2,24,27,0,4,18,3,0,7,13,10,0,3,17,9,56,6,44,41,9,59,0,2,1,0,49,24,0,7,25,232,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.08257680184708463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946918435945146,0.0,0.0,0.06767049199668325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873132826704888,0.0,0.0,0.08392018854146449,0.0,0.0,0.0696349558235479,0.07532963870243924,0.07910817025503583,0.0,0.0,0.0650674688051658,0.0,0.10316699378012696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238299879163436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728127286756346,0.09678260620986943,0.0,0.08692793220171778,0.0,0.07289253874657449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637184774828857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917387578732144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114542694805535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615084550347621,0.0,0.13263119311424154,0.0,0.09618286218274506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905873377581074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811858926478155,0.09300975232430032,0.13795300177084624,0.1909098336334409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481135588132814,0.0,0.0,0.07105939189864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501204883956734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754278541970295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998841679999555,0.0,0.08290952145210682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202187352625126,0.0643572361688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346590963408356,0.14777364044897334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608884512278052,0.18246909776421166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479363811919428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792891740070878,0.0,0.08049288902946944,0.0,0.0,0.08563984193648966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999844386265695,0.0,0.0,0.08625931700543557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090193539088448,0.0,0.0,0.09693179313238272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801425875594659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056217691993783986,0.05422100593507191,0.0,0.06717873708774415,0.0986850716566572,0.0,0.0,0.08085792706167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618457052267605,0.0,0.0,0.0931968490563248,0.0,0.049911000992850944,0.06716732651209494,0.13575393618071488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635628503446047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898486399701546 lonely,theyoungkek,2020/03/24,"Why is life like this. Every night I go to sleep and dream about having a happy like and relationship with people, but then I wake up and find myself alone in my room. It’s the biggest mood change to go from happy the second you wake up to progressively sadder and sadder that this is actually my reality. I don’t even want to live anymore if this is what my life has come to. Not every day I wake up is like this, and I don’t dream about people in my life every night. It is looking like it is becoming a more recurring situation though.",4.582051948051948,4.980522036363637,5.985844155844156,80.13590909090911,69.54545454545455,8.83116883116883,24.80519480519481,8.841846274778883,1.5468831168831172,424,10,88,7,7,144,62,110,0.095,0.718,0.18600000000000005,0.7992,0,1,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,10,7,4,0,0,12,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,11,6,14,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,9,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.152823719985171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162195370538578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530990675217474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729577268706754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566714120349066,0.13490119114861332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009971573920365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343601081897223,0.0,0.3958389614940318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313397413454462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800426353163587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334174993770346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318438605860333,0.30603683092781425,0.0,0.13828493078722484,0.0,0.13150861218802373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939260416270363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171401363882635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681349757636183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603038628554593,0.15671792446767305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386344674800145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236958406352157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131149744480287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iam2009al1997,2020/03/24,"I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm the root of all problem in my home. I don't understand my younger brother, I know he's a teen and it's a phase but still I keep fighting with him. I am a pain to my mom every time I come home and fight with my younger brother. I'm angry at my father for dying and leaving us. I'm 22 and I'm so fucking lost. I wish I could die sometimes but I know my mom and younger brother will loose it. Help me someone please. It feels like I'm fighting a loosing battle.",-1.3052591656131476,0.6186700353982353,1.2375031605562583,100.56639380530977,92.00884955752213,3.5825537294563845,21.345764854614405,4.65589566412798,-0.4105898862199746,386,15,96,1,14,131,64,113,0.285,0.59,0.125,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,5,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,5,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,22,22,8,2,3,2,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,2,19,2,8,19,1,5,0,1,0,1,13,2,1,0,4,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193608363868546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315566595054803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342013669133515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882712096582506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662687328076692,0.2354256285932464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232862483414106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044288364482363,0.0,0.3305585594383419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464565070836465,0.0,0.0,0.27166237200928256,0.0,0.0,0.17446925964570562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099809372044596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798675897306016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859568501218224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532852568561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086966050324488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576641017864971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961038307045728,0.0,0.1629632568401873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158675708405235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607960447945853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153297420806052,0.19819986338197754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947912832708266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rektary,2020/03/24,"I feel permanently lonely even though I have lots of friends , I look happy and successful. But I just want the pain to stop Hey ... I just want the pain to stop , I'm tiered of living. I'm tiered of hiding. I wish it could stop .",0.6068085106382988,2.6944688297872372,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,84.1063829787234,5.4621276595744686,15.782978723404256,6.742157984588678,-0.5045965957446811,173,3,41,2,5,56,29,47,0.294,0.444,0.262,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,5,8,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958482090403205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856126367235542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372916167227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377699125049406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394375258952064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861346065007165,0.0,0.18888088834596697,0.0,0.0,0.19122373542342794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786734780736521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641437187819994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098829895781927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653339397897514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586533851922087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,youarefarknee,2020/03/24,"Something yall might need Good Morning, Good afternoon, Good evening or Good night. How's your day? I hope yall are doing fine :) Wherever you all are just keep living alright? I know it is hard knowing or feeling that no one loves us but just strive on and maybe that someone might just come around soon. Love yall <3",0.634761904761902,3.1155373174603227,0.9146190476190484,99.7262142857143,96.46031746031748,3.7898412698412702,20.585714285714285,5.6839178017228535,-0.10544952380952344,253,9,53,2,10,75,48,63,0.039,0.623,0.33799999999999997,0.9559,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,0,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,19,15,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,9,2,13,1,7,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,5,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576608012700549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256008476012148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421793062810034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697603589287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954949741934155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941883421495104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865109462393262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590500634643466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741886461535862,0.0,0.0,0.1946643091612718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638676413691113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196879544803344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792555451644862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757603647323807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132094918086856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620083722770226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001078142808355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006030410731186,0.13634391105590693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130352422148812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pioppo-,2020/03/24,"Why do I always have to pick? So this is the situation: As you may assume, I don't have any friends or any social interaction in person. But whenever I start texting with a girl, that might be interested in me, when we decide to see each other IRL, I've to pick a place in which we should may eat or do something because ""I'm the man"". I'm a 20 years old Male and as I don't go out much (mostly never) I don't know any place to hang out with people that might see me, honestly I don't understand. Also it's not even my city, I should go to her and I should pick? Is it normal? Can't women pick a place? Even if it's their city and not mine? This happened with a few girls, so I'm starting to think it's my problem",2.176363636363636,2.6869547197452235,4.256618413433703,89.96601621308628,75.05095541401275,7.237753329473076,22.552982049797336,7.348242739294969,0.5547121019108281,549,13,133,6,11,190,87,157,0.038,0.915,0.048,0.3412,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,19,1,0,4,1,37,32,13,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,10,11,1,0,5,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,2,18,3,16,24,4,17,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,9,6,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417696679418708,0.12920499019963286,0.0,0.0,0.3167861714902265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465694708942587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888970270034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512130169022635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996856302907638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649784612208827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373131564902414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533755692567073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294540396636808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414830538864305,0.0,0.11976112958279116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214094930453329,0.0,0.0,0.16293972327724054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765125963506404,0.13558407735522082,0.4867021102664102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485815186162057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747532823325116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745406734368264,0.0,0.15828790403944798,0.0,0.119541751863334,0.0,0.0,0.2198152705784696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949683909312866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165144450637933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011560417968308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999949123932016 lonely,BabyB8,2020/03/24,"(23M, Indian, Looking for F preferably) Can I find some happy soul to cheer me up coz I'm a sad lil loner and this quarantine is fucking me up Hey Everyone. This is my first time here so please be nice to me. I haven't been on Reddit for long and I don't know how this work but all i'm looking for here is to find someone who can talk and be friends with me as I don't have much friends in real life. It all started when my girlfriend broke up with me nearly an year ago and we had been together for a very long time. Since then, I've been alone and have no one to have an actual conversation with. Most of my friends are super busy with their jobs and we dont talk a lot. I've kept myself in quarantine for the last 2 weeks now for obvious reasons and its getting worse here now. Still being a student and in college hostel, I've got literally no work to do and all i do is play games and watch YouTube. (Also, i've already got a job offer in hand so i've no interest to do anything productive if that's gonna be your suggestion) In this quarantine, i really feel like to have someone with whom i can talk. I've been alone for a long time and things are really getting out of control. I feel bad about myself and i cant even tell that to anyone. I'm a polite and respectful guy who loves to have fun and adventures. &#x200B; Also, I'd like to mention a few things i like for you to find some common strings: Movies (English Hindi Marathi) I might have seen pretty much every movie you'd ask me about. Music, Comedy, Computer games (mostly DotA2), Sports, esp football (kinda good at it), Tech, Pop culture, if that's a thing. (Hit me up anyway if you dont find anything common coz i may not be good in conversations but atleast i'll try. )",2.3437580794090493,3.907946168975073,3.8121412742382255,89.16410295475531,76.22991689750694,7.0293998153277935,24.22169898430285,7.793537801064563,1.1176658541089566,1361,44,295,20,30,450,187,361,0.075,0.72,0.205,0.9952,2,5,0,0,1,0,46.0,2,4,1,5,16,22,1,0,12,0,37,4,1,5,4,55,57,27,0,4,6,0,3,3,4,3,1,0,0,1,16,22,0,2,9,4,0,0,10,4,0,2,9,7,31,18,43,38,11,33,1,2,4,2,30,14,1,11,22,189,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0928156683325722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843111186730918,0.0,0.0,0.1970148576208991,0.1049585435089318,0.15212218929711147,0.0,0.1030538970939952,0.11557158566279635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650457660904094,0.0,0.15653827272313825,0.0,0.08891695401796776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941461254121213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667628335074156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229412948052243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282063068972306,0.0,0.0801360281128804,0.0908836667483579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618304916714326,0.06794808773742839,0.0,0.0,0.34772286584004,0.08090228520873312,0.0,0.0,0.2204500672623843,0.08792958376706614,0.09938427060456076,0.0,0.0,0.15955099742180642,0.1521396353306193,0.0,0.0,0.0941759110105732,0.0,0.10124857594572777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876812334444293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227111083457227,0.07752903824948547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718047369728176,0.1394008714732097,0.0,0.0,0.25251358886253616,0.15974038235562998,0.0,0.0,0.08086088772533674,0.08584236408367647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089888463269056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983664256396142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445040577185586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044045003456002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676317703423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082583677823168,0.12186246567801015,0.09779105738036288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867769402578187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117631057606188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732081855557741,0.0,0.07595662858676007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293424572533463,0.0831321486633852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956471567572486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638185317267398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457485784074364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847742553508562,0.0,0.0,0.07629317213521543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848545155463673,0.0,0.09692733343362213,0.0,0.0,0.11557158566279635,0.06124906004926978 lonely,thatzombiesguy,2020/03/24,"I’m starting to worry I won’t find anyone. 22M here, like the title says I’m starting to worry that I won’t find anyone. Mainly I mean relationship wise yeah but this is a worry of mine in the friendship department as well and just connecting with people in general. I have friends now but they’re always busy, and while I’m going to school I don’t really know what I wanna do with my life yet. It’s lead to me having a lot of free time on my hands, and now with this virus I think I’m going nuts being alone with my thoughts. I’m worried I’ll never find the fulfillment I’m looking for in life. I don’t know, I just felt like I needed to get this off my chest and this seemed like the best sub to do it on.",0.6318924731182811,2.4275053935483903,2.8283870967741964,93.18924731182794,82.16129032258064,5.681720430107527,18.075268817204304,6.742157984588678,-0.09449247311827992,556,12,128,6,15,189,87,155,0.099,0.698,0.203,0.9571,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,1,10,4,2,1,1,28,30,8,0,2,4,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,10,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,2,4,16,9,21,25,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,11,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682446904164392,0.0,0.0,0.11795877858293766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824899030205856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487722869531964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611541089914747,0.0,0.3887084387983758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095263049932899,0.0,0.07406569706881735,0.0,0.16113518772698274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581927550399882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026382780834875,0.2077757909749168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190458278481968,0.0,0.0,0.12052245246755587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544222598177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511600841481494,0.10933692689014347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828111963668518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081747455670773,0.0,0.0,0.15220119083455164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273620689736688,0.0,0.14347246166501584,0.0,0.12905637416999222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068219339865634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083647306620736,0.0,0.11254456528158112,0.0826635701328657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746261707753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758717907428618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,isuck2323,2020/03/24,got dumped yesterday What do I do to cheer up,0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.0,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.086,36,1,9,1,1,12,9,10,0.20800000000000002,0.5379999999999999,0.254,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KingKoldGaming,2020/03/24,"Survive so I won’t be Lonely I hope I survive this, because I feel if I do. I might find someone. Someone to love and cherish.",-1.808888888888888,-0.15602077777777806,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,108.62962962962965,2.16,27.62222222222222,3.1291,0.4878800000000001,97,6,20,0,5,34,20,27,0.09699999999999999,0.562,0.341,0.7867,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622892720290186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764744864359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391933878938233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686020200646568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349467654710036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936955302676497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288909266918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,honliving,2020/03/24,"I'm starting to feel like I have nothing to do in life. I'm 23m and all I do is kill time scrolling through fb, smoke cigarettes, and watch tv ... this one friend sometimes comes and visit and we'd make music together, another friend started visiting me to watch tv but it's not much... and my other friend doesn't visit me but pick me up to take me to a friends place that I make music with... 3 friends is all I have and I feel like it's not enough. I'm nowhere close to having a girlfriend. Last time I had a girlfriend we were always arguing about little things and we did not get along...I moved in with her with her family... I think it was a toxic relationship. I ended my relationship with her 2 years ago. My hobbies are starting to bore me... I play the guitar and the keyboard but I broke my guitar and my keyboard at different times... first i broke my guitar because of that ex girlfriend that I mentioned pissed me off... I had a terrible day that day. And the I broke my keyboard because my dad... I dont really know how I feel about my dad, I think it's because of the past, how the was he treated my mom... my mom left us... I live in a small town of 3000 I think... I've been seeing a therapist since last year after I did something stupid. Very stupid. I feel like there is nothing to do in life but what keeps me going. I feel like my family is what keeps me going but I feel like something is missing...",1.3822651663405097,3.330954907534249,2.944266144814094,92.52808219178085,80.40410958904108,5.952250489236791,22.757338551859107,7.021680442328713,0.6303009784735809,1091,36,241,13,28,358,135,292,0.131,0.754,0.115,-0.8381,1,0,4,0,0,0,53.0,4,0,0,1,5,23,5,0,12,0,23,3,1,5,2,45,50,17,1,0,8,5,6,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,13,18,0,2,10,6,0,7,5,11,0,2,8,9,50,12,26,41,4,37,0,4,3,0,28,13,1,0,22,150,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236641952542438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731542496023895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743288358332912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699263026532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004084217485714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984916465295865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707979138718932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889949336734987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229798717133206,0.09600938767798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519010736167498,0.0,0.281893545132044,0.33190407081608075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903621336001522,0.0,0.0,0.35894203537072866,0.0,0.048545948954749917,0.0,0.10561516204917364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518001439019506,0.10280027322968548,0.0,0.05106543848331613,0.15148154574060566,0.0,0.0,0.10095594715008847,0.0,0.13126181143254256,0.22697580980772544,0.09312849390983848,0.08204851436862262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404730267778502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764945555032847,0.0,0.09875739147281036,0.0683056027942731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783151278710541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296380885387012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870098060075714,0.0,0.0,0.09707979138718932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059525808282514685,0.0,0.0,0.199518847010678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404381262660706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686293404014301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306601210254752,0.09189852211401306,0.0,0.1973040402456442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986295786283142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788524634351497,0.06173075447342208,0.17861478224950827,0.0,0.0,0.16254413101758305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176921031877243,0.0,0.0,0.07666728489229609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967260913989396 lonely,deadinside6636,2020/03/24,"Lets Lo-fi and chill? Tell me some nice depressing lofi music you know? :)",0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.1988857142857139,56,1,12,1,2,17,14,14,0.132,0.557,0.312,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098794120240192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32534177066964504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053490435484497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174246350209447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,halfhuman_halfmoon,2020/03/24,"Accepting Loneliness & trying to overcome it Hello lonely Strangers, my nickname is ""Den"", Im 20 Years old and Male. I'm naturally a hyper optimistic person I think there is always a way to change. (btw. english not being perfect, because its not my native language) I write this post because I want to listen to what other lonely people have to say. I recently acknowledged to myself that Im lonely too. But I want to deal with loneliness by having honest and meaningful conversations about loneliness with other people who can relate. Hopefully, I can give some of you at least someone who listens to your thoughts, feelings, and problems and maybe also take a few steps in the right direction. I'm also open to any kind of topic, so don't be afraid and dm me, if you want to talk. PS: Dont panic when Im not answering immediatly. 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I am ugly and absolutely disgusted with my body. (I am a boy btw). I study in a school with an extremely low girl:boy ratio so only the super popular, cool and smart boys get to interact with the girls. I basically dont exist in their eyes. I am also dumb compared to the people in my school, so i constantly feel depressed. I just wish i had some friends but yeah it’s impossible considering my lack of social skills and my award winning ugliness. And of course, like most other boys my goal in life is to get a wife and family. I have completely no knowledge on how to act around girls. I usually act aloof around them in school (trying to show i am tough and also cos i am shy) but once i get back home i just think about how i am never going to get a girlfriend and get more and more depressed. Additionally, it is super difficult for me to make new friends not only because i have social anxiety but also because friend groups have cemented over several years. I have thought about my future and it isnt looking good. I can only get graduate and enter university for a last chance to get a girlfriend which is already around 23+ years of age. From what i know and my experience normal people are already dating at 15. If I am unsuccessful at University, i would give myself more time until i reach 30. If i am still alone then (which has a 99.99999% chance) then i pretty much FUCKED and theres no more meaning in life. I would work a few more years (if i can get a job) to make sure my parents has a good time in retirement and also to contribute to society. Once my parents pass away, its my cue to kill myself. Idk how i am going to achieve that yet, i hope to drink some poison or something (because i am a pathetic coward who doesnt dare to stab myself or jump off a building). If you have any experience on this kind of matters, i would greatly appreciate your 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lonely,elephanttacos,2020/03/24,"nothing to live for i don’t know why i’m here i’m not a super depressed person but i feel lost in life. i’m a 15 yo boy and even though i’m young and everything i can’t see a point in life. i don’t think i’m suicidal i don’t want to die but i can’t find a reason to be alive. i dread the day when i get old and all my family and friends start to die. i can’t help but think that i’m gonna live some boring life, struggling to pay rent with not many friends and not all that happy. i dont have many friends and i don’t ever open up to anyone. i get very lonely, not that i don’t have any friends i have some friends. they are good friends i don’t have many tho. my friends do a lot of drugs tho and get in trouble with the cops and stuff which is why i spend most of my time just alone ig. ig the point is nothing really excites anymore and i’m scared i’m gonna get depressed. i’ve done a good amount of drugs because my friends do it so i’m always around it but nothing really horrible just like weed and psychedelics. i don’t laugh at anything anymore even the things i used to laugh at. i just wake up and everyday feel very lonely. i don’t have a drive for anything. anyone i do i lose interest in very quickly and ik i’m sounding like a pussy but i feel like i’m gonna start feeling depressed soon. i get good grades and have good friends and i’m good looking i know how to talk to girls if i like them but i for some reason just never do. i have a lot of anxiety and i’m pretty anti social ig. i really can’t help but think that there is really no point in life and we are all just here to die. maybe i just think too much idk.",-0.10746152146696986,1.6435574850136268,1.8789233375064465,99.25830547168422,84.50408719346048,5.166477649311436,19.183224096030635,6.243973517019112,-0.3040499447676557,1275,34,322,11,37,423,141,367,0.177,0.5579999999999999,0.264,0.9913,1,5,2,0,0,2,21.0,1,0,2,3,22,36,0,3,13,0,31,7,1,4,5,66,69,30,4,2,18,0,4,4,9,3,6,1,1,3,9,21,0,0,13,0,3,1,19,12,0,0,2,7,37,24,29,63,11,27,0,7,2,0,19,14,0,7,16,180,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082284380144475,0.0,0.0,0.056899072784789714,0.0,0.0,0.04650191761424317,0.0,0.05231183212410423,0.0,0.13563259210422418,0.09562818354190336,0.0,0.11254466563482916,0.0608742326313905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416848645993128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044100555266248016,0.0,0.1766912375043423,0.0,0.21290830205307534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699782458588539,0.08014287191103366,0.0,0.15860218147207686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033096830509384,0.06185518479770944,0.0,0.0,0.0614570847610141,0.0,0.06446420410334287,0.0,0.1383034183263276,0.04885191769338186,0.0,0.0,0.06249965741408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754839569445439,0.0,0.17863314367110636,0.0,0.0,0.28677673108575336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279361735368263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166965710361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516161496994055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320013739572667,0.1336314261148071,0.0,0.1207646312063857,0.0,0.05742342625816129,0.07650165842180702,0.07464673019442365,0.11627139374508158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798500732205394,0.06869863345519246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026843565820153,0.0,0.052740201585025376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684232695963247,0.0,0.07175511688798182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970828428510022,0.0,0.0,0.19392849792514466,0.0,0.0,0.06956879755753022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522833508485827,0.14061560362832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846203557903142,0.0,0.0544913810675073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970655668156965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968018732134707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148742578073887,0.07828071444399286,0.07479850787237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496263995259297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542977929241882,0.17526499187591052,0.06718469719327637,0.0,0.03987393350579197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059059854501092565,0.0,0.16926625284187588,0.04033331285851485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340774064819715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,officiallytimothy,2020/03/24,I am losing my mind I am SO sick and tired of being in my house everyday all day with my family. I know it’s only been a week and a half have nearly no joy anymore. There is only so much Netflix a person can take I stopped binging shows and switched to movies because binging shows was depressing for some reason. I feel super bored and a lonely and I want to do something with my friends but we’re all staying in our houses and there is nothing to do. My friends and I are barely speaking at this point and I crave attention from someone my own age. The fact that we’re probably going to be doing this for months has me dying inside. Thank you for coming to my Ted 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lonely,lololosingmymind,2020/03/24,Bruh howwwww How tf is it that I haven't been single for the last 8 fucking years and I haven't made a friend for a decade dude 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lonely,osohunter,2020/03/24,"Hello there (20M UK) Hey peeps im not much of a talker but ill listen an chime in here an there, im pretty open to talk about anything, if you need to vent or anything hmu, if ya need any help i try my 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lonely,luciex3,2020/03/24,"I just saw my whole life passing by and had an inner panic attack I thought about how my life could go one (I'm pretty young) . I thought for like a minute and then I kinda blacked out for a second and I couldn't see anything, except my sad life as an adult. Bc let's be real, there isn't anything good. I hate the thought of living for the next 90 years just doing the same lame shit everyday wishing I was young again. I will never make that whish happen. I will never make most my wishes happen bc it's not possible for me, a simple person. I have no money to visit the whole world. I can't do that. So why suffering to just die when you are old and ugly?",1.2313337022689552,3.047895431654677,2.9267625899280567,93.12331488655231,80.29496402877697,5.1402324294410615,18.605976757055885,5.8734145424116955,-0.2780375207526289,511,11,112,3,13,169,93,139,0.21100000000000002,0.705,0.085,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,3,1,9,0,14,4,1,3,2,26,28,9,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,7,7,0,2,6,3,17,2,12,16,4,17,0,3,3,0,4,3,1,2,12,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545558473497066,0.0,0.0,0.16275361732790944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422332328757286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847571398154522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130540110525586,0.11999357326320602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301841378268597,0.0,0.0,0.14124405404144855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462905331214598,0.30314665114152045,0.0698928407609323,0.0,0.12632631984648654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098992047271687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067638538346485,0.0,0.15214800319020774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501194473259637,0.0,0.0969424774748736,0.0,0.0,0.16785236989325336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249161735971199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612808493164628,0.0,0.14554543137003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283581545403866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400184913158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468510323089365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407256162300044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909115492609627,0.31944710863979675,0.3290283564892475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212720312734413 lonely,wellshizzs,2020/03/24,"I lost a friend I lost a friend today and I feel like I’m going to lose even more! I just ended a friendship that was really toxic for me and now a friend I thought was really close started ghosting me and has been replacing me with others, un added me on snap and even block my insta. I literally did nothing. Yeah I admit I didn’t text them but I’ve been very busy with working remotely online and the transition from in person to online classes has hit me roughly so it’s been tough to have a “social life” with this quarantine thing happening. All I really wanted to say is that I’m prepared to lose everyone around me and start from zero.",4.3061452991453,5.26318323846154,5.7464102564102575,79.590811965812,70.46153846153847,9.162393162393165,26.75213675213676,9.444778638647367,2.283495726495726,511,16,99,11,9,173,83,130,0.126,0.774,0.1,-0.3282,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,1,5,6,9,0,0,6,1,11,1,0,0,1,19,24,8,1,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,10,3,17,4,14,13,2,10,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140706582630944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506402053324686,0.0,0.0,0.2246721851450666,0.0,0.0,0.1625185212100233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599744858114189,0.12150503091728858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942096551994608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966602601360557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040099035847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013238054865745,0.0830923908837701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380551544776912,0.3713243487011231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319613880992934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850710618187665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268723922831041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352542698980815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733749200572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076669152432545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299345037254804,0.0,0.0,0.1350243495598109,0.0,0.0,0.161215747321953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403336331229426,0.10031746259439953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382010762219015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vegetalover,2020/03/24,"A letter to my cousin/ bestfriend that I will never send! know that you have been through hell and you dont want to do the things we used to. You're not as silly or goofy as you used to be. That is ok, I understand. All I want is to be there by your side and help you through any and everything life throws your way, and you would do the same. Just like we used to do. I know in the past I was needy and talked too much about myself, that was only because I was insecure and you were my only friend. I promise I have changed so much since then, though I still dont have any friends. Please let me back into your life, I feel like you dont even acknowledge that we were ever so close. Like you want to erase me from your memory, that is a thought i just cannot handle! It tears me up inside to know that you want nothing to do with me. You are not mean to me, in fact you are nice the few times I see you, but you keep me at a distance and say very few words to me. Somehow that's worse. You were what I would consider to be my soulmate (platonically of course) and you felt the same way, or so I thought. Though you and I were close until the incident, you had been shutting me out for long periods of time and replacing me with your boyfriend, a few times you realized how toxic it was and brought me back in. This time is unlike any of those, you shut me out for over a year with no explanation. I will always be here for you, I will do anything for you no matter what.",3.210823348694319,3.741705212903227,3.946497695852536,93.0606989247312,72.6774193548387,7.453149001536099,24.116743471582183,7.447530270364453,0.6758356374807994,1136,29,273,12,21,362,145,310,0.077,0.843,0.08,0.2842,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,26,0,0,18,11,1,1,11,1,39,2,0,4,4,60,58,24,0,6,7,1,2,3,2,5,2,1,0,0,15,22,0,1,11,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,15,4,61,9,39,33,8,34,1,0,1,0,37,14,1,3,18,210,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152777402629236,0.0,0.0,0.224408771472467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051960093489374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916450194962346,0.0,0.06705421864769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636409499613598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867531566552376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072653138706462,0.09950016932495127,0.0,0.0,0.09885978612685722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561867443567462,0.07858313087636395,0.10561605265786604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699695268769196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372984523124415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777194549820116,0.0,0.0,0.181357313231796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248117723444788,0.1553907441012974,0.16121950288858894,0.0,0.0,0.09734543464183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982088888191356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172347964197467,0.0,0.08483781925644518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554676985636803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731801625731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105006256028623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074559841101128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747542313884278,0.0,0.0,0.0876547642804585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099210489293648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784514596240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841283070634118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307828352261635,0.0,0.2161464319810464,0.17465344525820425,0.2565646290414167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114512580829449,0.0,0.2850108140029343,0.0,0.09076049094265712,0.2595204571440921,0.17462377967596932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209812641299167,0.15627991573711025,0.0,0.0,0.07083559025980919 lonely,Jumpeskian,2020/03/24,Qelly9u know it Ypu text/call all that you think are your fr8ends to check if they are ok(after no response from merry xmas) and still get no replies. My work is my wife at this point and I'm ok with it.,1.361046511627908,3.18866551162791,1.2257558139534908,105.42142441860467,79.93023255813954,4.3,22.377906976744185,3.1291,-0.6113209302325582,159,5,40,0,4,46,38,43,0.09300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.121,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930776502077394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148415592100955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415596838576251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575051686252028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36708034639240295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170657060777265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meme131599,2020/03/24,"I’m no ones favorite I’ve never been the favorite daughter, the best student, the best sibling, or the best friend. I used to have a best friend but the only reason we got close was because her and her ex bff got into a huge fight and now they friends again and I’m forgotten about. I’ve never been anyone’s number 1 friend, she was the only one I had a friendship like that with but it turns out I was so easily replaceable. I wish I was someone’s best friend, someone’s number 1 person. I have friends but they all have their own best friend and I’m always left out. Idk if anyone else feels this way but it’s really shitty I feel so average like there’s not really anything unique about me and maybe I’m not a fun person that people don’t want to be around or maybe I’m too ugly so people don’t want to be associated with me idk what it is, I’m trying to lose weight and work on myself but tbh I’m just lonely. I want to be the first person that someone goes to in a crisis or when they have good news or when they wanna laugh or even when they just wanna do nothing and just sit there. No one ever thinks about me I’m just the background friend and I want to change that but idk how",0.5502286843591158,2.7243201027668,2.2525056465273856,95.0068330039526,85.12648221343873,4.7210050818746465,16.545595708639187,5.985473137389443,-0.5432009034443812,938,19,208,7,28,307,119,253,0.13699999999999998,0.556,0.307,0.9953,0,2,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,6,9,22,22,1,0,13,0,18,1,0,3,4,52,38,27,0,8,18,2,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,9,16,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,9,3,23,19,20,26,8,20,0,2,0,0,24,9,0,6,11,139,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059766810702048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865090998764476,0.08693352130154541,0.0698200389113127,0.07552985771552491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172060091733265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342362813866942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975454549731704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087694107588555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056039188409178674,0.07674697659070559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580015760536769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216894121833417,0.0,0.0,0.5244070392585792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116379051934353,0.1357162701996091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218412049079704,0.0,0.0,0.08290176454371767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491962569103823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047600555529707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087507634719492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141087126130107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724790913005542,0.12905658315983445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764139894715207,0.2222496130899672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870749941793023,0.08723458247876939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215666164195622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054365120210459784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057604047990326125,0.09228677563732438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327866347290711,0.0,0.0,0.2001746387405618,0.0673458508759111,0.0,0.1033181057583441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756732964674733,0.0,0.0,0.0617680229121772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dainty-Love,2020/03/24,"28/F I can’t sleep because I’ve slept like the past 18 hours. I’m sick and now I’m awake and would love to make a friend to talk to during these tough/weird times. Hello. I’m 28/F. Haven’t been feeling so good past few weeks but grow very fatigued. Would love to make a friend. Preferably 18+, it’s not that I’m looking for anything inappropriate, but due to my age, I’d feel more comfortable. I hope you understand. So I have to stay home and can’t be around anyone. My doctor doesn’t know what’s wrong but is checking in via phone, video chat. I think I’m alright but I’m awfully lonely. I enjoy video games, (I’m on Xbox one if anyone wants to play) drawing, writing, advanced RP writing, reading, playing MTG, and D&D, too. I love all kinds of music. And I want to learn German. (Looking for a mentor, so to speak. Lol) I don’t feel like looks are too important when you’re just looking for friends but I’ve been ghosted simply because I’m plus sized. They ask. I tell. They vanish. So, not that I think I look bad or anything, because I don’t feel that way. If you’re only interested in looks, maybe this friendship isn’t for you. D: I’m kinda witty, random, and can be talkative. I’m good a listening and have life experience around mental illness as I have DPD, BPD, and PTSD. But I’m doing much better. So if anyone is anxious, lonely, depressed, know I’m not a professional, but I’m a supportive friend. Voice chat is on the menu at some point if a connection is made but mostly looking to chat. If anyone is interested, please message me. Note: I’m on EST and am usually not a night owl but due to being under the weather, I’m up all sorts of weird hours. So message whenever. (: Thanks! oxox",0.2188517975055042,2.6074726264367807,2.1832917583761318,92.59726705796041,91.41379310344827,4.6858400586940565,20.335289801907557,6.356417079543762,0.2619570066030814,1326,45,278,15,47,439,184,348,0.08800000000000001,0.653,0.259,0.9968,0,4,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,2,2,13,30,0,0,11,3,26,10,2,3,2,60,71,33,1,11,20,0,4,2,4,2,5,3,1,0,7,12,0,0,11,10,1,2,11,7,0,1,4,14,20,23,29,62,7,28,0,4,7,3,26,11,0,12,15,140,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635625730574933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046625381784677,0.0,0.24872934557364,0.0,0.1463645966823622,0.15833415928128075,0.08313809707151781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425332816747304,0.16263378705038764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865188014688512,0.0,0.0,0.1120049651694296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659578701118297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102422736148903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699118163887003,0.0,0.0,0.17986391384204753,0.06353203139411187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748302134863081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918151952023878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920463290814205,0.0883281420266417,0.17515743524910782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260752466505524,0.09774785325468034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281430583448155,0.0868939886091311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522755086070991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407899891598328,0.08414827468049077,0.11872371900564985,0.0,0.08934273092004236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962111820389214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537421626751018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345533456099267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060261669448061585,0.06763572119813131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697886220666016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761908266315364,0.08406815262759122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395510092828512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895465606117504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899481478915673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947881765408648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091737986164337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147903975619083,0.07772925559217593,0.08187533923658853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139662626556173,0.0,0.0,0.051856142295103734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257988068359783,0.0,0.0,0.0979444810646609,0.07337705046374325,0.104907132401185,0.07058896310702381,0.07133475523227925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634747944187094,0.0972316398044334,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gaqs,2020/03/24,"Anyone here feeling more alone than usual during this pandemic even though you were already alone all the time before it? idk why I'm feeling like that, I was already home all day before the virus and I'm just doing the same now, but compared to something like, a week ago I was just feeling less lonely in general, even though my ""actual"" loneliness has remained the same more or less. Maybe it's that feeling you get when you're alone in public, but virtually, seeing more people you ""know"" interact on social media but you're not really part of that, and I guess ""knowing"" many people but not being close to them anymore doesn't help. I'm just a bit sad",4.947681539807527,6.2237381338582685,5.4298687664042005,81.26655293088366,69.23622047244095,7.8491688538932625,26.70953630796151,8.167268648758528,1.7388659667541555,521,16,95,7,9,167,82,127,0.158,0.76,0.083,-0.8996,0,5,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,2,25,19,10,0,0,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,8,2,7,15,11,11,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,2,9,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.14031014006699122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745374873387386,0.0,0.0,0.4467432508649901,0.31733323059631496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142592751781618,0.10053546590512262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446951715539114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697231196076564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272726315927693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993283460694546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908012697243306,0.10271763247517383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511997262690631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839168674626278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963738026273051,0.0,0.14422470834122494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803725845892005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404888934038065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145772015724078,0.1444479831290864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570150489889312,0.0,0.19936017101114367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211020044010204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457535175359425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465672753169595,0.0,0.11069013114772452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28252946291972136,0.0,0.08384023065162755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835516334369684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153329589794108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297405664610211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spritesprites,2020/03/24,"it’s my birthday and none of my friends texted me or wished me a happy birthday of any kind even my best friend, she was talking about my birthday yesterday and asking if i was excited, then today just ghosted me :(",8.134285714285719,6.58967480952381,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,62.80952380952381,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.5366761904761916,170,8,32,2,2,54,32,42,0.099,0.596,0.305,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,6,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114180533557811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064319701235536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262632580819099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053420423995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803906674369498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309516180667651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32374745133868643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988419708766466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946904246351609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575118646409364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KinglyPigeon,2020/03/24,"I'm sick of existing I have a headache right now. I don't like my life. I feel jealous of everyone around me. I feel like they don't have to deal with the stuff I've went through and am going through right now My father is terminally ill. He's gone. His personality is gone. His body is alive but day by day, a part of him is gone. He cries and has a brain tumor. He's lost his ability to walk. He is no longer my father. I never had the childhood I wanted. I want those years of my life back before everything went to shit. I want my childhood self back, where I didn't know what I was going through wasn't normal If I could reset my life, I would. Except I'm stuck here. In this body I hate. I don't feel like myself ever. I want someone to hold me and tell me I'm not worthless. I want someone to understand what I've gone through, except no one like that exists",0.08351866151866005,2.1988013621621647,2.0694980694980707,95.91603603603605,86.72972972972973,5.037323037323038,18.53925353925354,6.42735559955562,-0.18302059202059207,672,18,157,7,21,223,96,185,0.226,0.7020000000000001,0.073,-0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,3,0,5,0,18,9,4,0,2,26,42,5,0,9,5,2,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,12,3,31,4,19,28,1,25,0,2,0,0,15,5,1,1,15,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335294059113117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958216992124884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835059768965344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287545363160643,0.0,0.14214520588114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016646576294504,0.0,0.13986879627919716,0.16423788539235415,0.13127423897040855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517955602142005,0.0,0.12167168143137708,0.1144382602734785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314944702494488,0.1819327582358801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447320131980485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571450368474554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997862402644743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981617775404165,0.2488329536278849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899848929984654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982066907230122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475883624934292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628381225978561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788871280001275,0.0,0.0,0.11118184671583498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174825560115758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328355905771563,0.0,0.13070500395643525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577686526440265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576527358515864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112942365858059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325576459646831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755201025677643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360770470612325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045337023939838,0.0,0.0,0.08199796937022996 lonely,esparz50,2020/03/24,"I Really Want a Nerdy and Cute GF I am feeling lonely and isolation due to the quarantine. Plus, I been dealing with stress since I am working at Safeway and how a lot of people want water and toilet paper (some are stealing our stuff too). And I feel like I am an outsider of my own race (I am an US born Mexican), due to my hobbies and being an introvert in this culture at my hometown. :(",4.415696202531648,4.729559936708863,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,69.8860759493671,8.851645569620256,32.255696202531645,8.841846274778883,2.683595443037976,301,13,59,5,5,104,55,79,0.185,0.701,0.114,-0.8012,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,11,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,2,9,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091105949368009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032051627181946,0.2141979400446683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648133354087708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549039444330042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786371788631652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207817310372605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480216964002083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434531746874049,0.0,0.34323253970027345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606574416492576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536938952405305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182791262926096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,7485pop,2020/03/24,"just real empty never been satisfied with my life. always looking around wondering if i’ll ever actually be happy, if life will ever be fulfilling for me. always thought it’d be better if i just disappeared and ceased to exist, or if i never existed at all. everything’s just been escalating and escalating and i just want to run 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lonely,jmsouis,2020/03/24,"i really want a boyfriend title says it all :( i’m probably gonna get a lot of creeps in my dms for this post, but i’m just feeling really lonely tonight for some reason. 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lonely,Saltythebaker,2020/03/24,"I have this awful habit I find the people who are broken and hurt and I give them my all I give them every ounce of my heart I can I put everything into being there for them and trying to help And then I excuse them being awful to me as them being hurt I let things slide I shouldn’t I give them my everything and then I fall apart when they’re done with 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lonely,GuaperFish,2020/03/24,"Caught myself in the loneliest spot ever So just recently I announced I was gonna release a album. Don’t worry about my artist name because I don’t wanna promote here but I just got finished making the album and I caught myself talking about the loneliest topics ever. Like I put my heart out into these songs and I bursted into tears. This album talks about breakups, toxic relationships, loosing friends, and chasing someone when they don’t even like you. Last year put me in a bad place of heartbreak and I’m glad music is the only thing keeping me going but then again, I feel like maybe I went too deep on some parts. This isn’t too important but I thought I’d let you all know that music is amazing and it’s the number one thing keeping me alive. There’s an artist out there for everyone. If your alone, music is there for you all the time and I genuinely believe this. It’s not a number one way to solve your life problems but play your favorite type of music and guaranteed you’ll keep your grip. Try listening to it everyday and very often and see how it makes you feel",3.2585025945144537,5.383013338028171,3.8506498640968623,87.42251297257229,75.24413145539907,5.986557944156165,25.295033358043,6.8360192770164,1.0505267605633803,863,30,163,8,19,272,127,213,0.114,0.7040000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9294,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,1,1,19,10,0,0,10,0,10,2,1,3,4,40,28,18,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,11,13,0,3,4,4,0,6,5,3,0,2,6,6,28,7,17,19,4,27,0,1,1,0,16,9,0,3,14,113,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705069925568076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854917386764048,0.0865510075378006,0.0,0.0,0.15996527497270546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377787829974016,0.25686198658142484,0.0,0.13567003938335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358089341452376,0.1014320842147011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969506541573876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069173409790288,0.0,0.1135561044990884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824954444711154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37860080524960027,0.0,0.0,0.07802968255201956,0.11573441135231302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518637924675595,0.10028619925226599,0.20809593626112646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954839000441076,0.0,0.14264016446187486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242157369269208,0.10798383143037232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375284434322714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834113892184767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585775300337835,0.0,0.2854625751577881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019025516918082,0.1524357056140289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314139985467868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030102429770499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282397657068421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886532777675656,0.0,0.0,0.11271797630263593,0.08279093989136899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639656739076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171501524308976,0.0,0.11269883070610665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316188857403383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418977651187756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143185664026672 lonely,Dbzking99,2020/03/24,"Can't stand these feelings anymore. You ever get so lonely to the point where there's a literal weight on your heart? I've never experienced this before until tonight. Just laying in my bedroom, alone. Phone silent, door wide open, but nothing but empty hallway.. it makes it very tough, working a very stressful full time job, going to school 20 hours a week to come ""home"" to the same empty place. I feel weird posting this, cause I hate coming off as someone who says these things for attention, but I just want to tell someone. Anyone. This weight is very heavy, almost pinning me to my bed.. and I can't stand it. I long, so much to have a partner, friends who care and enjoy my presence, yet none of them last.. I can't wait for the day I have people in my life to share experiences with. It sure looks fun.",3.4869230769230763,5.2842035443038,3.713291139240507,90.08745374878286,73.68354430379749,5.8741966893865625,24.17916260954236,6.297961479604792,0.5782623174294059,632,19,127,4,13,195,111,158,0.10300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.8854,1,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,8,11,1,1,7,0,6,4,1,2,3,23,18,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,12,6,2,1,3,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,7,15,6,18,18,4,27,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,1,11,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423676010580072,0.14725029369441758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099927332679865,0.09941197893356613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209803476845643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495676140056535,0.14605276138276815,0.0,0.24494213306335266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169103309728216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860531488287094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907430981325866,0.0,0.0,0.14377577822622106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984395641132516,0.0,0.07428050458654674,0.0,0.08080125837394844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036825535873612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847791244237872,0.0,0.0,0.14261299272088046,0.0,0.14001361377671842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410866263502793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589149965582553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042231943227277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582029115586718,0.11939108806700433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949028336442108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451489260980663,0.0,0.10965402906822208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642062786765782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856615743669676,0.0,0.14854248489649827,0.0,0.13440121267112154,0.0,0.13616423031062305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306316776751635,0.0,0.14388856472719525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092862188674025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286083994170955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399813792984666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426710811512848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445467005018483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829033134554782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519274870322465,0.08385842540770702,0.0,0.11404410956057275,0.3462613933318841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350500292248586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chapters2020,2020/03/24,"Isolation/social distancing/quarantine and loneliness Hey guys, I realized how lonely and boring my life is. My siblings want everything to be unlocked so they can hang out with their friends again and someone like me with no friends, I have realized how boring and lonely my life actually is. Is anyone else feeling the same? I don't know how to describe it but I feel alone and sad.",4.985117370892019,7.288636549295774,5.478521126760565,76.86078638497655,70.83098591549296,9.240375586854462,32.960093896713616,9.725611199111238,3.629026291079812,309,15,52,8,6,99,51,71,0.222,0.669,0.10800000000000001,-0.8271,0,7,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,19,11,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,3,5,10,1,3,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2700095187640107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865673859340772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346807547050485,0.2835015940768679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311389838748955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867112335206096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798055466865786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275400022600228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396659279566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520615833000487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908686474862261,0.13517675373119462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344385319667457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631989258201761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chaxsthexries,2020/03/24,"its jst good to get out i dnt rly wanna bog down my twitter tl with venting even if no one ever sees or likes them. I'm jst sad, i feel so hollow and worthless. Like most of my ""friends"", rlly most of them are acquaintances with how well they know me, wouldn't miss me if i vanished. Jealousy burns my veins every day; envy for people in close friendships, caring relationships--honestly any relationship since no one ever keeps me around long--and people with strong self esteems. I wish i were vulnerable or happy about anything really, i wish i were less depressed and boring. I feel like a burden bc everyone leaves, replaces me, and forgets abt me. I just wanna feel worth something, to have someone to lean on. Ive become so defensive and cold and i hate it but what else am i supposed to do, let my emotions drip out and chase ppl away even faster? Ill keep tht for the ppl who get that close",3.4048190476190463,5.384142320000002,4.064,86.70533333333336,74.37142857142857,6.495238095238094,24.809523809523807,7.3011,1.1049238095238092,706,23,137,8,15,224,122,175,0.13,0.732,0.138,-0.1496,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,11,17,2,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,2,38,24,14,0,7,6,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,14,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,8,1,2,2,5,24,9,21,20,3,13,0,4,1,0,7,9,0,6,7,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043369195748032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153559315115155,0.1314746625927627,0.0,0.0,0.1387588256266818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311107172885927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057893960805832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524728892916808,0.0,0.12720445542559533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337534049986412,0.16613042439970593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950945920173397,0.26718659765735664,0.12443448544627612,0.1411233196056672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402822763267766,0.10550916402738864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410427715796508,0.0,0.15432297888175775,0.0,0.0,0.1238746587156564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721785502306193,0.0,0.14581246740291207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254581918037023,0.0,0.0,0.08116609886433612,0.0,0.0,0.15638149375402272,0.0,0.15102217036242702,0.0,0.2164603876810214,0.0,0.0,0.1307002573758781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001559914531263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477813279844487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946134564499358,0.0,0.0,0.1585628846314316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768913759365993,0.0,0.15407200166458165,0.0,0.0,0.12216999772445825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513654435437285,0.11369832931362706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279028985032718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396704861724181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,personnomad,2020/03/24,I do not know who i am anymore If i ever really 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lonely,dreambigcaligirl,2020/03/24,"lost w no answers with the outbreak, money has been such a struggle. i’m recently unemployed, thanks to the virus as well as my parents. im a full time student, and applied to every job that’s hiring and haven’t heard any responses in weeks. bills are piling up, food is scarce at the grocery stores, we lost our food stamps. if anyone out there wants to reach out to help in any means, whether it be money or just thoughts and prayers, it’d mean more than you’d know. stay safe and 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lonely,Gutsyn,2020/03/24,Bruh I don’t mind loneliness THAT much but I just wish I had buddies or at least 1 person to vc in discord with but the other online friends I know are either too shy or just don’t have the 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lonely,modsrworthless,2020/03/24,"Not sure if I'm going to make it through weeks of isolation. As the title says, I don't know if I can make the next few weeks alone. If I drove out to stay with my parents I could potentially get them sick, and I couldn't live with myself if I did that. I see happy couples on social media and it kills me knowing how much happier I would be holed up with someone. My girlfriend is staying with her parents, she mentioned that she wanted to come out a few days ago but I'd feel awful if I got her sick, or if my city fell into civil unrest while she was here. (I'm in Vegas, so most of the city is unemployed and crime is skyrocketing right now). Usually I have roommates, but the timing worked out that my rooms are all currently vacant and the isolation has already started getting to me. I went through this years ago when I first moved out by myself, I slowly started spiraling into self-destructive behavior, drinking alone to cope with my loneliness. I recognized what I was doing, so I got moved to a better environment and maintained my social circle, focusing on relationships with quality people. Well, some of those quality people have shown their true colors the past few days, and others have secluded themselves with loved ones which I get, but still it's hard knowing people are riding this out with someone they love while I'm bouncing off the walls in my house. I've got a good stock of food, water, guns & ammo, and enough gas in my truck to get to another state if things really go to shit here. I figured in the case of a natural disaster I'd be able to ride it out until I would be able to bug out, but I didn't really anticipate something like this where all my friends would disappear to be with their loved ones and I'd be a piece of shit for spending time outside or with other people. I have one friend who comes by in the afternoon and we go on a walk around the neighborhood, but even that seems irresponsible now. Her roommate is pregnant, and I don't know how many people they come in contact with regularly. If I'm a decent person, shouldn't I be able to be alone knowing I could potentially be saving someone's life by doing so? I try not to watch any news since it slowly sends me into madness these days but I'm being bombarded constantly with reminders in social media, which used to be my escape. I can't even open Spotify without being hit with reminders of Covid. My Mom keeps sending me pictures of them on their road trip, they picked up my brother and I hate how jealous I am of them being together and having each other right now. I don't really fear getting this virus, I fear the civil unrest that it seems like it's causing as my fellow citizens just seem fine with throwing their rights in the trash for promises by a government that has proven its incompetence time and time again. When I'm with other people I'm happy and I'm calm. Everyone is distancing themselves and I'm left to stew alone with my thoughts. Speaking to people on the phone or over video conferencing just reminds me how things have gone to shit, and I also don't want any of this to become normal.",9.005000000000003,6.739937212418301,8.809803921568628,72.2724509803922,61.6797385620915,11.811764705882355,36.718954248366025,10.25414643259724,3.55411503267974,2482,86,470,42,27,807,282,612,0.128,0.755,0.11599999999999999,-0.7118,5,6,2,1,0,0,51.0,1,0,10,3,24,27,7,2,21,1,47,12,3,9,4,110,97,48,1,18,22,4,2,2,4,4,3,2,1,2,31,49,3,1,11,2,1,20,11,9,1,4,11,7,69,18,85,66,11,91,0,0,3,3,42,37,3,16,33,328,100,5,0.19486307244455844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515623757139808,0.0,0.0,0.2690925005663366,0.07167874867327532,0.05194397621060814,0.0,0.07037801919358244,0.0,0.0883423809345199,0.06811030729413277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057823149282038536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717369846336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057446850732532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672601763475723,0.0,0.1678572825553778,0.0,0.07019258497927597,0.0,0.10372153812964237,0.07187076110167694,0.0,0.12567056110697136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363054194973088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711521467263247,0.0,0.08580348103481669,0.0,0.0,0.06206667213142957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461834211060323,0.03284287480272748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525014329183157,0.07854306689575714,0.0,0.10036715092794324,0.0,0.16967985445927225,0.0,0.11074517469150927,0.05448063331688116,0.1558498001143548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829024272089407,0.05818634596740992,0.06412898047083547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494860759470172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057734417402023924,0.07186237276459605,0.0,0.17848608084321332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057309945755591,0.0,0.04587918361776104,0.06346683618828637,0.0,0.0573558876751763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587153084350945,0.0,0.0867150759955323,0.06585352349672427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607375844139541,0.0,0.1380724049910183,0.047748926493077035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907969607271534,0.0,0.06364147921596648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204426098438585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442482543065411,0.0,0.06200628395485747,0.31521821072950146,0.05671563954650024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483427396212485,0.0,0.0,0.06973667144545788,0.0,0.16641199915391394,0.0,0.051654312146315315,0.0,0.0,0.05176021324375832,0.1773960226083536,0.06776156087221635,0.0,0.20002414360674428,0.05373091572852247,0.0,0.0,0.19863836267186868,0.16510684892770314,0.05000503777206222,0.0,0.0,0.0919500570873254,0.13846540524607165,0.05187263378970553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061218713223086585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630557778960844,0.0,0.0,0.05156650436818922,0.15150163278632015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044099745013946916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609970977492295,0.07153804808338983,0.0,0.07662352590394522,0.0,0.10420493517045937,0.0,0.0584017680806226,0.060213340135229484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626136827105327,0.0,0.0472875458492101,0.0,0.0,0.13842513576993493,0.0,0.0,0.041828476605835836 lonely,Teehee_no,2020/03/24,"Im just looking for a place to share my thoughts I live by myself in a small town in the middle of the arizona desert. theres maybe 75 people who live here and i know a few people. most are older than 30, and the only people my age avoid me. im used to being alone since i pretty much grew up.with no friends. the few friends i do have tend to only talk to me when they need something like a ride or weed to smoke. The loneliness doesnt hurt as much as it used to. i lived in the city a couple months ago and i get around the same amount of social interaction as i do now, unless you count my flock of baby chicks and my cat. i just.....i want to know why they arent enough for me. i dont talk to anyone in my family besides my mom and shes not exactly someone i can rely on for support or just in general. i dont want to be alone but i dont know how to trust people. the closer i get to them the less i trust they're being honest with me. id make new relationships with people outside my shit family if it werent for the fact that i get freaked the fuck out whenever someone tries to talk to me. even friends ive known for years distill this dread within me that i cant shake so its easier to be alone. how can i rely on myself for everything? how can i learn to appreciate the companionship of my chickens and my cat as if they were human? why cant i just be okay with my isolation?",2.016339130434784,3.059102460000002,3.8929565217391335,90.38386956521742,76.06666666666666,6.95072463768116,21.71014492753623,7.423996415210882,0.5325362318840581,1078,26,251,13,23,366,151,300,0.10800000000000001,0.752,0.14,0.8282,2,5,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,0,13,17,2,3,17,1,22,2,1,6,2,42,39,21,0,5,10,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,2,1,44,10,45,32,9,26,0,1,1,1,21,15,2,5,9,166,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711191185390252,0.0,0.0,0.30533945903729914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871384114722758,0.0,0.0,0.08748262690067382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873574090296942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455210189471575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154091151151394,0.0,0.06490751551368354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832024625438098,0.0,0.18528358131987555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277733604983785,0.09085058140631257,0.154028684890383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520186220886817,0.0,0.21230054827385408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620226301532899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801057724947127,0.0,0.2603270723410609,0.0,0.08252345791560138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655971071635938,0.0,0.09872710766702393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509459981502335,0.0784395146251088,0.0,0.14448197904015278,0.07286720293748937,0.0,0.09491139754451827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948007655688875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34064603467575544,0.0,0.1026729858945208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997762431777377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550700342523414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087446373726064,0.08129134632191314,0.0,0.0,0.10017559855957624,0.16653054520933736,0.07565433769838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151753393335484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369611533453311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801673409745531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672001762913939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975035225209192,0.0,0.0,0.11592636187581645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773498057405368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328373771002073 lonely,xXEdGyBoIXx,2020/03/24,"Fear of consequences? Me? I don't feel lonely anymore... but I am afraid I will lose my only close friendship and... I don't know, it feels like I have a bomb with a timer on my hands that could explode at any moment... and I am afraid of the aftermath of the explosion... I really do care for this bond and I have no idea on how to create a new one if necessary... what can I do if everytime we interact start feeling slightly anxious of what I am saying and I start to read him to much and... and say something wrong and hurt him... and... and... i don't know, I want to cry but I am unable to and don't understand... I just sad I guess?",-0.6613931888544897,1.4610404812030104,1.8341088014153044,95.84750110570543,91.5563909774436,5.535426802299867,18.34984520123839,7.048011613610866,0.2085828394515694,476,14,112,8,17,162,78,133,0.204,0.65,0.146,-0.8584,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,3,5,0,15,1,1,1,0,29,26,15,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,6,22,2,14,24,1,9,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923005292227852,0.0,0.0,0.2146850206867741,0.188463271568892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375295237347515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172717465707564,0.0,0.20874409826351573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138417715942551,0.28826162962636065,0.1357607649912671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934455012995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343598284665165,0.21452594618381876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208876106161142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284131254625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126001221821462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396973056964817,0.0,0.0,0.18353661273108834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877237142267636,0.14452988593475666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008603835575494,0.0,0.12174103874784654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022463022489738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629792879261289,0.0,0.0,0.2690149533644368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783273332529294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208733795614938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777301640678544,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThereShallBeNothing,2020/03/24,"How it feels to be ""self quarantined "" vs how it feels to be me all the time. (There's no difference.) *I am aware this is reddit, I am writing this because my city is in lockdown and I find myself in the unpleasant ordeal of being stuck in a literal box of an apartment accompanied with nothing but surreal boredom, take any desperation or effort from this with a grain of salt.* I have isolated myself for almost a decade. I am nineteen and I have never had any friends since my early childhood. All because I blocked myself from the world, out of fear and sorrow. I am and have always been a ""shut in"" outside my responsibilities. I am normal, I am not scary or unique looking, I don't suffer from any mental disabilities or something like that. Being alienated and forcing myself to be anti-social for seven years has left it's scars echoing through my conscience, making me feel guilty or insecure of the slightest mishavings. All I see is darkness, all my good memories bring regret, It hurts to know I exist, I am so full of hate, for myself, and the world. I don't know what to do. I wish I had someone to talk to. I'm tired of being lost in this void, suffering in plain sight, and nobody sees. I remember during my early teens, how I was ""that guy"" the majority collective chose to ignore, or just never noticed. I was always stuck in my thoughts, in my own dimension, giving myself advice and motivation to fill in a black hole of lack of group care. I tried for so long, even until now, to be my own friend. I went to the extent of adopting social constructs like the Abrahamic God, to be my opium and hence heal the feeling of painful alienation from society and lack of understanding from others. However, I was never integrated into a social group, of any kind. As far as I can remember I have been alone since birth, with no one to relate to. I haven't ""experienced"" what most have. People to me, are like pixilated characters, or contrasted personalities in stories. I can see them, and read them, but they do not see me, or read me. It is like a one-sided glass, and behind that glass is an enchanted painting called ""life"", of which I am the solitary observer, in the empty museum. There is no point to anything I do anymore. Everything becomes duller everyday. Living is suffering, my motive for surviving has become to understand that suffering. I wish I was not invisible in plain sight, because it makes me feel like I shouldn't exist. It is the worst feeling, walking in crowds, because that is where I see everything that tortures me. Friends enjoying themselves together, a gleeful family, a romantic couple, and the priceless happiness and laughter of children, all reminding me of things I once had, and never had at all. All of this, while I feel death's nihilistic finger on my shoulder, mocking my lonely dim existence. I am stuck in my own alienated version of hell, where my evaporated and unseen halo of tears could fill an ocean. I am in a shadowy prison cell, awaiting the end of my world. I wish it were different, that I could be reborn, or time-travel. But this universe, seems it is just so unforgiving to the ego...",6.078904621960994,6.9304894619289374,6.827810579748862,73.81151549559179,66.39424703891709,9.808193071511267,32.980719565410986,9.87579492184292,3.325315397631133,2476,103,433,53,38,819,278,591,0.192,0.6659999999999999,0.142,-0.9876,2,5,1,0,0,1,100.0,0,0,3,5,14,31,4,2,28,0,59,6,2,7,11,87,94,37,1,10,17,0,8,5,3,1,4,0,0,4,27,21,0,2,18,3,0,5,14,18,0,2,17,19,72,13,75,65,18,51,1,9,9,0,20,30,1,11,21,330,99,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705763075636134,0.0,0.0,0.07896336485717999,0.0816715220310671,0.0,0.0,0.1312298017718245,0.0,0.0,0.2145004173831864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820442981099912,0.0,0.0,0.06489215658046284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228069107359816,0.17418155343961395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052127351622522,0.0,0.08039942763609735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592095087931238,0.08725318522592046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477645678520958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984342741612141,0.0,0.0,0.05208395534568043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174222278043935,0.0,0.0743388627601815,0.08873545321635505,0.2791054075692909,0.05633507859894104,0.0,0.0,0.07207338583774932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277294151910856,0.0,0.0,0.07564631240934946,0.0,0.06614106650823225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808030403164823,0.0,0.08394417965042346,0.0,0.07785443935198133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441748309429567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821168797278969,0.08667490831232137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567778641200109,0.0,0.055698657490926666,0.19262644254613626,0.0,0.06963170856141772,0.06978549531736014,0.0662195750835849,0.0,0.0860811532323223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527461337182653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946877547203961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432758869581824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726259871140735,0.0756649106419257,0.08977861482735974,0.0,0.08397956795897561,0.10687037106685636,0.0,0.08390884487942359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054669147997183205,0.0688544287927662,0.0,0.0,0.07454485370637859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577556212506847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786580188593792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141919888048472,0.07178796950585005,0.08226449715227832,0.0,0.0,0.1304617752909731,0.0,0.0,0.16076848299651328,0.06681483193226226,0.06070756391159314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929025234128625,0.0633818443150716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238873534575028,0.0,0.0,0.06260322957656657,0.0919636847092311,0.09063391309508308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353836749654225,0.0,0.0,0.16418473455185115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731007385946264,0.0,0.0,0.2720431497016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050780981877231283 lonely,kantokid99,2020/03/24,"This social distancing is killing me Hello, just someone in Seattle looking to make a new friend or just have some kind of connection with someone. I'm lonely as fuck.",6.831290322580646,7.896141967741936,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,64.80645161290322,8.780645161290323,38.08064516129032,8.841846274778883,3.5730516129032264,135,7,22,2,2,42,29,31,0.26899999999999996,0.648,0.083,-0.802,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,6,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,2,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473748200385185,0.29600669072898017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542382416124477,0.3334243270799919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887550202746563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372656412675994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092375223661852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263891871951697,0.5425849216335745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Flan7071,2020/03/24,"I miss everyone So we just started online classes today. We just have online assignments; no interaction. For chemistry, we all had to post a \~30 sec video talking about a good thing and a bad thing over the past 2 weeks. I'm looking over everyone's thumbnails, and I realize that I miss them. I'm on the verge of tears. I just want someone to hug that isn't annoying like my family.",2.8385714285714267,4.9934557894736855,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,76.63157894736842,8.027067669172935,27.962406015037594,8.841846274778883,2.4025511278195486,304,13,59,7,7,101,55,76,0.16899999999999998,0.706,0.125,-0.3296,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,3,8,9,1,9,0,2,1,1,6,4,0,0,5,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130853411173287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065398021640044,0.0,0.0,0.2498687748875383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231423302078548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949171247136346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257811708913366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530234804671745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253847908483929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457890233119807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760617464456095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130398986625681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521794289745773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512396499370427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633537420173144,0.0,0.21260986546042174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiredbabi,2020/03/24,"Discord Chat Hi everyone, I'm pretty bored and kinda lonely rn. Anyone wanna chat via discord?",1.7514705882352928,3.5238757647058847,4.114558823529411,73.13301470588237,114.88235294117649,4.052941176470589,21.897058823529417,5.985473137389443,1.5314823529411767,76,3,9,1,4,26,15,17,0.406,0.46,0.134,-0.6712,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479076530352589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121005793601522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6516990218647042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,momafied,2020/03/24,"Nobody but one friend celebrated my birthday. The coronavirus pretty much cancelled all my party plans. I’m living with my family right now and not one person wished me a happy birthday unprompted. No cake, no food, no nothing. Not even a little get together. They all forgot. My boyfriends on a super long military deployment so he isn’t here to celebrate with me. One of my friends came by my house and dropped off a balloon, a cake, flowers, and my favorite snacks. But we couldn’t even hug or see each other because of the virus and social distancing. She dropped it off in front of my house, told me she loved me, and then went back home. I feel so grateful at least she made me feel special, even though we had to be six feet apart. I just feel so alone right now.",3.0159252157238754,5.293745899328865,3.528499520613618,88.72109060402686,76.58389261744965,6.673250239693192,25.40795781399808,7.7094869923839395,1.3767004793863853,605,22,119,9,14,189,99,149,0.07400000000000001,0.622,0.304,0.9945,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,2,12,7,0,0,7,0,4,5,1,1,2,26,17,13,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,11,2,1,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,6,4,21,7,13,9,5,19,0,0,1,2,13,9,0,1,5,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911766061874294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118134446673547,0.0,0.09365337202283312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571545108757955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441983659456945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448317068336056,0.0,0.2330446844385085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577387383106814,0.0,0.2373932565940932,0.0,0.08026700540183172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354539693106232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410662489187688,0.0,0.0,0.354544168477447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539808260972116,0.1356609292399901,0.1359605463921033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865996016665974,0.14537144740944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293807838783312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474151977685647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123174947164566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341465832922427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630019532182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624038246925568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242576849433638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566096987019449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094383779255538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146803105269134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241951448210613,0.0,0.0,0.17667059660204087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghostfacekillur,2020/03/24,Male lonely and looking for female to chat Hit me up if you want to talk. Thanks!,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,87.23529411764706,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,63,1,14,0,2,20,16,17,0.11900000000000001,0.667,0.214,0.2481,0,2,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262081527979117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036583695359025,0.0,0.5769131763067299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696003432481171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CometGooby,2020/03/24,Anyone else feel like they don’t matter to anyone I’ve never had any real friends and right now I have never felt more alone. I thought once highschool was done I would be meeting more people and perhaps getting a real friend but ever since I started university (last year) I’ve realized that maybe I am not friend material. I met some people who I used to work with on group project and we hang outside of class too but this one time they told me that they just hung out with me ‘cause I knew what I was doing in class but they had no interest of me being around. I really feel like I’ll never find anyone... thanks for reading,5.060714285714287,5.5600496349206345,5.442976190476191,84.09160714285714,68.52380952380952,7.887301587301588,26.86111111111111,7.645422480735847,1.3721301587301586,498,14,100,5,8,159,87,126,0.047,0.7959999999999999,0.157,0.9015,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,4,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,2,4,31,23,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,3,18,7,11,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,11,66,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514033681993103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941067848478047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066474382958341,0.1497836053227132,0.0,0.13013546706455284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501720604649604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959780707780315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211864433475922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322325229585449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783085685452987,0.20886890400813346,0.14036033508909804,0.0,0.1336102609819471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388260469930052,0.0,0.07637552566982657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916012493648695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283702069194756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686228252802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382401947260082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556820435411403,0.09905860536110277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269227112509516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622436202819156,0.3327806179885544,0.09364972765772968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484102246207444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120925579131495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347035550853634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458732545127858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160544040607127,0.08524153383415937,0.0,0.0,0.13968584325231514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262567332356146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642427715944122,0.0,0.0,0.10384548933870376,0.0,0.0,0.09413821985289254 lonely,BREAK_THE_OATH,2020/03/24,"Is it a healthy relationship if I only text first and the person barley does it and leaves you at ""read"" or ""seen"" at occasions? I got a question. Is it normal for me to be the first one to text to a conservation. Becuase I'm the person that does 90% of that, and the other just sends posts. I can't tell if she wants to ignore me and only talk to other people, or if she expects me to start conversations (and yes it's a her). She would also leave me on seen on the most urgent and random times. I just want to start a conversation and keep my self with company with this whole self-distancing thing. Let me tell you a story... One time, i even asked her for the Christianity notes and she said ""oh, let me see my notes"" Wanna know what happens next No fucking reply It's literally a yes or no question, how hard is it? The next day she said to me face to face, ""oh I'm sorry, i couldn't find the notes"" I can't tell if she was focused on one thing than the other. Or she was scared that I'll get mad that she doesn't have it. I could say that she would say to me ""Oh sorry, I took a nap"" but realistically inside she would say ""Oh sorry, I was busy ignoring you"" I don't know if I'm bugging her too much that she does that sort of thing, or if she's distracted on the other thing. Should I probably stop talking to her for a few days and see what happens. Sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry if I'm just being very ignorant and immature about this. This concludes my Ted Talk.",1.4188125861277,3.126353562700966,3.4253870004593487,90.2872950160772,79.28938906752411,6.372117593017916,20.11035829122646,7.310402129719878,0.3598634818557653,1142,28,259,15,28,387,136,311,0.11599999999999999,0.85,0.034,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,0,3,8,7,2,2,19,2,21,3,2,2,0,55,46,25,0,18,16,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,27,12,0,6,6,2,0,2,7,7,0,5,9,10,43,0,28,27,4,21,1,0,4,1,41,6,1,17,12,179,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767565407977863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911420483430856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675672469375835,0.0,0.0,0.10915397757260634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221712430892296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055894899899550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734694226053536,0.14396624432892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823568832258293,0.04421377019015253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768341541778065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966958718903248,0.0,0.07580857895612098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521977995590914,0.0,0.0,0.09301684735281293,0.0,0.0,0.17921415143575747,0.0,0.1730723339429192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062210097642974166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000214678977858,0.0,0.08291584600844602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203499580716225,0.12872429101623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058669249188457964,0.14778491301089508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104864150536825,0.0,0.09124150849343128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960173845441347,0.0,0.08464924178545176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085701938339792,0.0,0.0,0.1609980584774639,0.20189478832171304,0.08472573022099672,0.0,0.1348724738505787,0.0,0.17656745932967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736612997419571,0.11979791902774856,0.0,0.0,0.07075141013838733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040583411874233,0.2219014554752592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488792170870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803889942018092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402297831993034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982559386140635,0.09982961667053412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448228720600753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803483731459,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CynHere-,2020/03/24,"Trying to come up with close friends to talk to really made me realize how lonely I was. Last night wasn’t great for my mental health, don’t feel comfortable posting about it where the public can see, but I was going through my list of friends and realize just how few of them I actually talk to. Two of them are very close, but they’re going through their own issues and I don’t want to burden them, and any other friend I have - not many - is just not at the point where I feel comfortable sharing my issues with them. I ended up just going on one of those chat roulette sites and venting to strangers, not ideal. Idk I guess this is also me venting to strangers. But yeah I just feel like I’ve been exceedingly lonely since leaving high school four years ago.",6.879200000000001,6.258208753333335,6.3545000000000025,82.89975000000003,64.8,9.366666666666667,30.75,8.472884824447931,2.0380000000000003,603,18,123,7,8,186,91,150,0.075,0.73,0.195,0.9570000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,1,10,12,0,0,2,1,11,1,0,3,0,30,22,10,0,2,10,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,3,0,3,5,4,19,9,21,17,2,21,0,2,1,0,13,11,0,1,6,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.15277573782268167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877714391695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251975023537698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064632152931761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485883613412786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866184393539002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374777324755113,0.1118433926535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628635367726087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669225631263347,0.0,0.0,0.1726031645502652,0.17246370644406608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641134253554082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540964713952452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32680686297633177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276137556733122,0.0,0.16576983592768327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648518608637603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813674802605378,0.0,0.1587228638323113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577712799887167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691687873854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608616488635507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799569914053856,0.0,0.14993704344070932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029356272121816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844268300791506,0.12475458931258415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950445728523372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516670137732969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629101453070353,0.0,0.15293212847804075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291748128730519,0.09234058272529973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081671023952647 lonely,kokomonster-,2020/03/24,"I have ever felt lonelier than this specific moment right now About a year ago found out my wife of three years (and since I knew since I was a child) had been carrying on a years long cross country affair. Since we had the same group of friends from middle school, there was a power struggle for the group which I brutally lost. Now in exile, I decide to move away and start life over in the bay. Unfortunately, when you’re a 28 year old male going through a divorce it’s much harder to meet/make friends. To fill the void, I have consumed myself with work. After work, I’ll go to the gym or hit up a local bar because not keeping occupied makes the mind run into dangerous allies. Now with the entire city locked down, I can’t even get a taste of socialization from work and I’m starting to go crazy. It’s also reinforced the fact that my life is in complete shambles and nowhere near where I want/know it should be.",5.57375558867362,5.747347617486341,5.664302036761054,84.08351713859913,67.36065573770493,8.621758569299553,28.658221559860905,8.296473431620573,1.7550153005464482,726,22,149,9,11,229,128,183,0.10800000000000001,0.857,0.035,-0.8934,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,0,5,10,6,2,1,16,0,11,4,0,1,2,22,25,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,6,9,2,1,4,2,0,7,2,4,0,1,9,2,12,2,28,13,2,38,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,1,16,91,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309480890098454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813453728261512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879121754666754,0.0,0.0,0.09005095657979761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488542040234496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757006749144127,0.1336244849058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183785545236255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197134062803192,0.22826182741908654,0.0,0.07717950205218965,0.0,0.251864237643633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313035539947089,0.0,0.0,0.08118504631339457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086831437629323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073076810022244,0.0,0.0,0.16125779762452988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860667324180457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915875975237294,0.0,0.0,0.15700684530750927,0.10859386878914518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501110480671873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615517686859812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950420488474314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665955514239526,0.0,0.0,0.1505856422804049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911909791193206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443281720744625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713122712173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32263369628138144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805167096975503 lonely,ariancherry,2020/03/24,"If anyone needs to talk my PMs are open for you If you’re bored, want to make a new friend, need to break the monotony of quarantine, vent etc I’m your friend 💜",1.2247619047619054,2.6626112857142914,1.7714285714285722,103.14190476190477,79.0,5.80952380952381,17.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.7134761904761908,125,2,33,1,3,38,30,35,0.057,0.7340000000000001,0.209,0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717005687934836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782873439285225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241158594647064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264124574811077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030112820587284,0.0,0.3275925370829028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27262867412060776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006349070919774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoPromises101,2020/03/24,"I've been mistreated by my friends for so long that the coronavirus ""self isolation"" rule DRASTICALLY IMPROVED my mental health Prior to this whole ""self isolation"" rule, I always felt extremely left out by almost all my friend groups, which made me feel like im very..inadequate? Im not sure if thats the right word to use. Everyone else made plans to travel together, hang out with each other, and I was never invited to anything. In fact, I have (on several occasions) mentioned that since I have extremely overbearing parents I never actually had a ""childhood"" and would like to make it up and travel with my friend group now that I've moved out - their response? Making plans for a trip this spring to the exit destination that I mentioned I would love to visit someday, yet including everyone in our friend group but me. If I continue to ask them about their plans, they eventually give in and (reluctantly) agree, and I will feel like I'm tagging along. I am always the one who makes (frequently rejected) plans, and I secretly fear weekends and social gatherings knowing I will have to put in a lot of effort to find someone to do something with. I've always tried to be supportive for my friends no matter what, and help them out whenever they ask me to. Sometimes it would cause great inconveniences for me (such as once I had to bring my friend her stuff because ""it was an emergency"" and missed my exam as a result), and more often than not I won't even get a thank you in return. Whenever I needed even a crumb of support, I either get completely ghosted (just to later find out through social media that they were all having fun at a gathering that I was not invited to), or they act completely indifferent and maybe say something like ""oof"" or ""that sucks I guess"". I never really got invited to anything and it has been this way my entire life. I dont remenber the last time where I wasn't suffering from some sort of FOMO. Now that the isolation rule comes into play, everyone is ""fair"" - were all stuck home and no one is out making plans and having fun (usually without my presence). This has not only drastically reduced my social stress and constant FOMO, but also allows me to ""focus on myself"" without constantly having to feel extremely lonely and inadequate. This is probably highly controversial, but im very thankful for the social distancing rule",11.722558420628527,8.35566945890411,11.053669084071984,61.70300161160355,57.607305936073075,14.780768197690037,43.11630405586892,12.827911418992354,5.459046038141283,1885,76,320,49,17,616,228,438,0.10400000000000001,0.746,0.15,0.9729,2,6,2,0,0,0,62.0,1,1,8,6,12,27,1,2,15,0,31,3,0,10,8,82,62,27,1,6,15,1,4,4,6,6,2,1,1,2,23,29,0,0,8,4,0,10,14,7,0,2,15,5,48,20,57,40,9,52,0,4,0,1,40,21,1,10,24,228,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.07296713102684757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748738138531194,0.0,0.0,0.059795506071025614,0.1866500199355154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306272056974678,0.0,0.13980430569308022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045580595181806884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681190936167988,0.0,0.06440985006237128,0.15679499507964306,0.16160492312916594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763276158858982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062462792419375635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987730040212962,0.0,0.0,0.21434485811380685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413980101165143,0.11342160128600405,0.10683491505325396,0.07179328367379245,0.0,0.13668134038462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466140842766903,0.0,0.0781310443106055,0.07172855316204953,0.0,0.0,0.059802363679421565,0.08243689674079864,0.0823702902360433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947962424005843,0.0,0.0,0.05011840113982231,0.07900120508625964,0.07500286996947267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230125058425706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041092986364314285,0.06094953140956291,0.0,0.0,0.08124049225564615,0.0,0.052813996976790366,0.14612018045050754,0.0,0.0,0.06617127063278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356886822665134,0.06748506087683731,0.1415030116320395,0.19964478006523376,0.0,0.07511898218127076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535304900684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794712874636988,0.0,0.055442828706391764,0.17300738299341112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963022536081789,0.1013355026618526,0.056867822185185275,0.0,0.0,0.0830259636954797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061735419087288,0.0,0.0,0.07516697059904558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790114998968117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385526889813012,0.0,0.0594620581800757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600795780779322,0.08447159217817067,0.0,0.06185254830357963,0.0,0.0,0.304884410412376,0.0633544593467103,0.11512697940403607,0.07395187093841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565159575028469,0.0,0.08559657299865821,0.0,0.16970179401370208,0.07047215491069532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376808630285347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043600420414074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050765589450074027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457939459290206,0.08235129654179353,0.06169510702816024,0.0,0.059350895223657975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348077687688436,0.0,0.14415595869930026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934862230710972,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway_unpop,2020/03/25,"I kinda hate my life I know this is a bland post for this sub reddit but I'm a (20F) and I kinda just hate how my life is going. I have no friends, or at least people that I feel are invested in me. I think of suicide a lot. I have to do ethot stuff for an income now because of this stupid virus. I've become disgusting, desperate and agonizingly lonely. I get left on read a lot. This is despite being attractive enough for porn. I starve myself most days because I want to make more money. My dreams just keep feeling farther and farther away. I keep feeling more lonely each day too. It started when I graduated high school and went down hill from there. People slowly stopped associating themselves with me and I'm slowly becoming alone. And the longer it goes the worse it gets. Because I can't work up the courage to meet new people. Most days I feel like dying and I hate it.",1.515625,3.988918403409096,2.927227272727272,89.74959090909094,83.7159090909091,5.3381818181818215,21.3,6.742157984588678,0.4960190909090909,693,22,140,8,20,225,111,176,0.285,0.614,0.10099999999999999,-0.9918,2,5,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,5,0,8,0,9,3,0,2,0,31,29,11,2,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,6,2,2,2,2,7,0,0,1,4,21,4,16,27,9,21,0,2,0,1,2,10,0,7,9,90,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613950820892198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349883658418415,0.0,0.0,0.2403867168430553,0.2903458933373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543174313581396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642129186624108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581994741047718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658543252985691,0.0939058034507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155566980799166,0.0,0.1373513235214202,0.0,0.07470439142566145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893302642711233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888103217010264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336723669458796,0.0,0.0,0.07223986463240069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281761153076047,0.0,0.18568988675948814,0.06421839217417732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235031737443227,0.0,0.0,0.0877419309381371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269523862969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27338651481379955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258899448350464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314826279721566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303143883366414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930389031675362,0.0,0.0,0.10989562507020398,0.0,0.0,0.15047543129623445,0.1437817451252687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422596622609928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753087961829044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185273831673896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569502268208016,0.0,0.13395578044217252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heywazzzup,2020/03/25,"idk where to post it so here I am I guess I have something like a panic attack and its not the first one but I dont know how to stop this. lately I feel quite easily ""overwhelmed"" by actually everything. Even my own toughts. I can't controll them properly and it seems like they are super fast spinning around in my head. Life feels just like giant pressure and its like only little moments are completely ""pressure-free"". Thanks for reading btw",2.9079869281045734,5.5542752235294115,3.5027450980392167,86.77124183006538,79.11764705882355,6.130718954248366,24.73856209150327,7.3871296695380915,1.32540522875817,354,13,65,5,9,111,69,85,0.111,0.639,0.25,0.9490000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,4,7,10,1,3,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,15,12,6,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,10,6,6,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.18486461946173616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864040119529225,0.0,0.2155136073486809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862263111480927,0.0,0.21247135189034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202047545894324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251223225069038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025508137651835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157156439623985,0.1353348805044827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113626543212348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868783170104555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441852276723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104110428625598,0.0,0.21369484502138916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380599341058466,0.370200269279113,0.1898671137696663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836840967924565,0.14407649252392624,0.0,0.22226522722894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142968820779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014911308180357,0.1894897342991652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245766787509714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458389889926974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837904304440462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440949090878013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GriffithJaeger,2020/03/25,"Has anyone just given up on dating and accepted they're never gonna find anyone? 22 years old here, never even been kissed. I've gone from trying hard to get a gf to not trying at all, from a skinny dude to being ripped, from unemployed to a good job, etc etc. Nothing works. I think some people are just destined to never find anyone. People my age are already settling down or atleast have kissed a girl, I think it was never meant to be for me at least. Most days are ok, I just do my own thing: go to work, exercise, hobbies like play guitar/yoga/videogames, sleep, rinse and repeat. But yeah, the occasional pangs of loneliness set in and it does suck, hope one day I won't have them anymore but idk.",2.873261904761904,4.720559135714289,3.7100000000000013,89.24333333333334,75.5,6.095238095238094,20.952380952380953,6.816661863887847,0.3784523809523805,549,13,111,5,12,175,103,140,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.091,0.3395,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,1,0,5,2,12,5,2,0,5,24,22,6,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,6,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,1,8,8,18,13,7,20,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,4,12,70,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735368361208927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039976886249992,0.3181194831930456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956082447692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271321810809789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382680369588993,0.10016587122195686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772175590905132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923282480267338,0.0,0.08618832066655233,0.12719996986357768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358519716626148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062639179473414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049294575789054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409036164769751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678588828888085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551586270816064,0.0,0.15913509912663573,0.0,0.10276450544777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027522974228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176327196023312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075201246325484,0.1943471982572536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205925882107078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208114715538116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766004247335112 lonely,pizzaplzza2,2020/03/25,"Just looking for someone to chat with Hey what's up, i not depressed or medically ill. Im just BORED AF, my GF doesnt want to hang out with me :((((( lets just chat about stuff like movies or TV or like tell jokes or something.",3.740141843971632,3.953502021276599,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,71.34042553191489,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,0.613828368794326,173,5,42,1,3,54,37,47,0.128,0.691,0.18100000000000002,0.4305,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,4,4,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,4,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149569141142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530293381243067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342028400058015,0.0,0.31934241238950417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744524398504508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292439065297801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769195304992654,0.2516074591521212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37413882229531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566127981190875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277108390406605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,9Lives-1down,2020/03/25,"Lack of intimacy I don’t feel intimate with my parents or 99% of my friends. Since my GF left me, I literally have no one to talk on a deep level to and I just have casual suicidal thoughts daily.",1.271341463414636,3.2545150975609762,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,80.95121951219512,8.978048780487804,27.32317073170732,9.516144504307137,2.78099512195122,153,7,33,5,4,56,34,41,0.2,0.69,0.109,-0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,7,2,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927383929143494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945022853120829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141581957771937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583005579196935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232604009657864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531984972496163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169540962667051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063817517452122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026180028342155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sky_sk,2020/03/25,"Covid means I'm unable to spend time with anyone for weeks maybe months I'm in for a lonely couple of months, I'm a key worker in this pandemic I work at a supermarket so I cant even be in the same room as any of my family or see my friends due to risking transmission from my job, looking for some online friends to chat to if anyone else is lonely give me a message!",5.794493670886077,4.359797531645569,6.8998417721518965,80.77102848101269,67.35443037974683,9.925316455696203,29.87658227848101,8.841846274778883,2.071250632911392,291,8,64,4,4,99,56,79,0.098,0.823,0.08,-0.1007,1,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,16,9,2,10,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,3,5,37,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576556030999965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242085428545461,0.23754213321519044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565207789710614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366821367483145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312468837182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185532016245476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35822995811493313,0.0,0.0,0.2223970498646044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300602504646621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468282951036173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290920128004775,0.25253604451428635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700966255741103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474230712838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518472693907424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859638796974664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877848391932676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,intheriptide,2020/03/25,"Looking for vegan activist from Poland I was talking to someone from this subreddit, and we were having a nice conversation, but her account got suspended, and I don't have another way to contact her. If you're reading this, A., and you'd like to resume our conversation, feel free to send me a message from a new account :) Cheers.",8.882849462365591,7.7095020161290355,9.028064516129033,67.1454301075269,61.096774193548384,12.137634408602151,43.24731182795699,11.20814326018867,5.00836989247312,263,14,45,6,3,87,47,62,0.059000000000000004,0.691,0.25,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,8,5,8,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001765086421789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929656096774041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052275608008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644708803553872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32047643049650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685844809073545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817372606616916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233572371137604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067429411732133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292329376095994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayklamrar,2020/03/25,"I really shouldn't feel lonely, but I do anyways I've basically felt lonely for the last 10 years. I have friends, even some I'd consider to be close friends. They initiate contact and invite me to gatherings, but this doesn't change how lonely I feel. I don't know why that is exactly, and it's tearing me apart. I feel like I shouldn't be allowed to feel this way, since there are people in much worse situations than me. But here we are.",3.3437720706260023,4.862984629213488,4.4831781701444635,85.5659550561798,73.49438202247191,8.231781701444623,26.19743178170145,8.841846274778883,1.839367897271268,348,12,73,7,7,114,60,89,0.045,0.725,0.23,0.9442,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,2,1,19,17,6,0,2,3,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,5,12,3,6,12,2,6,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569665615613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043975799113816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49129035992791104,0.17353494597017854,0.2332316845507486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753433126706165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349697830395507,0.19800406327451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867355165206007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856679282691046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840320240726914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561436017850908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009376545603876,0.2730410071997803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281064417536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191884844736396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475460330162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642606996457795 lonely,Meley1,2020/03/25,"Feel like the universe hates me. I’m 25 m and have felt lonely my entire life. I was bullied when I was a kid, bullied when I was a teen too. I never had friends as I kid - I somehow managed to not fit in to any group, including nerdy groups that suited me. In university I was put in a house with people no one would want to be friends with - drug dealers. I tried to make friends with the people in my classes but they were creative writers and very eccentric. Depressed, emos, you name it. I now have a job with very sociable, young people. And even though I’m very friendly with them at work, I still feel incredibly lonely. I do nothing except go to work, go home and watch youtube videos. If I had friends I’d be going out with them every day, as much as possible. But I have none so have nothing to do. When I go places alone it only serves to make me more depressed. I was getting good at chatting on dating apps. Perhaps getting a girlfriend would make me feel less alone. And lucky me that’s when coronavirus starts spreading, so meeting up for dates is now off the table. Now we’re being forced to isolate, and would you believe I’ve actually been more social snd gotten out the house more since I was placed in quarantine. My life has been utterly uneventful and shit. Does anyone relate? Did it get better for you?",3.2515882967607084,5.112012203065135,3.9111476837338905,88.15202978056429,74.47892720306514,6.431278300243817,26.80616509926855,7.1686216300943375,1.2687149425287356,1039,39,207,11,22,329,149,261,0.18100000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.094,-0.9628,1,7,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,3,3,14,15,2,0,9,0,26,4,1,3,1,35,46,20,0,5,5,0,4,1,6,3,3,0,1,2,5,15,0,0,4,2,0,5,4,6,0,1,14,5,30,9,32,26,6,34,0,4,1,0,20,15,1,3,15,136,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.10189880647345803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629514940488426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100914534147218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301285551488873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764552370354706,0.0,0.092350958394472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734222800268917,0.0,0.17987349638053732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913786001541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109398852162305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896839083521653,0.0,0.08797830977165247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839358950675697,0.07459763170361132,0.10025952529883803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403372963936436,0.0,0.16366533914111722,0.0,0.2373770511910143,0.08758249819780882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030930805052506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474172170975413,0.0,0.0,0.24097320056510035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036206861114792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750979465117298,0.051014312129507286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091033783398116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676067648118579,0.0,0.080535101170592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038751262376467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075765916321533,0.07941607578463088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171749327028056,0.0,0.2181932419797876,0.0,0.0,0.1177178019660782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497088870672523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071855760502432,0.08637726001804368,0.0,0.0,0.10644298705520612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390897662934985,0.0,0.08338990534448806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259206872490184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089429037549491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584721784843917,0.06158959074832041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520379315353501,0.0,0.0,0.22253080527874836,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,catowner85,2020/03/25,"Bought a home with gf of 5 years. Broke up 3 months ago. Still live together. She has a life and I don't I turned to this because it seems to be my last resort. And I'm going type whats in my heart and in my mind and take this as a diary. If anyone is kind enough give me encouragement or help me out. It is greatly appreciated. I bought a house with my gf 2 years ago. And things went south. I wont go in to the details that led to our break up. But when she changed jobs, she found a new circle of friends and I was never included in it. My job was to demanding and it took up a lot of my time. Over time we found out that we are really different from another and it was only a matter of time that we would have broke up. The problem is we have dogs together and neither of us wants to lose them. She and I are still friends despite broken up. Everything is civil in the house. But it is incredibly hard on me seeing her have a life without me. I'm an extremely introvert person. I'm a homebody and I suffer from social anxiety. I don't have any friends of my own, outside of work and they work on different schedules than I do. I'm a nerd deep down and I never met anyone like me to be honest. I have nobody to relate to and its frightening that I dont have much of a reason to step outside of the house. I'm afraid of not finding a community that I can find my own, let alone find someone to start having a relationship all over again. I don't know where to start and I feel like a complete loser. And I have no choice but to see my ex going out every evening to be with her friends. Even more so, when one of her friends has asked her out. The whole situation has been extremely devastating for me. I dont have any human connection with anyone anymore. I'm 35 and I feel like I wasted 5 years of my life and never focused on myself. This past monday I had multiple panic attacks. I fought one off when I was walking my dogs one afternoon. And I nearly passed out in the shower because I was hyperventilating really bad. Before the suggestion is raised. Neither of us can move out. This post is about that I never had a life outside of work or our relationship. I have nothing to distract myself or keep myself busy. I'm to depressed to even enjoy my hobbies right now. I don't know how to enjoy my life due to social anxiety. My ex does want me to find someone that will make me happy. As pathetic as it is, she is still my friend and has comforted me and wants to help me. But I don't think she really grasps the situation i'm in. I don't want to go through online dating. I've tried that in the past and it never worked. Its really exhausting, and just thinking of it caused me to have anxiety. I still attempted it and well....here I am...anxiety driven, depressed and on the verge of breaking down. I feel like a former shell of myself after the break up and I'm desperately trying to find a purpose in my life without her. And i'm coming up empty. &#x200B; Thank you for reading my story.",1.615882449425918,3.5942952290322587,3.6770147621651184,87.4169628212138,79.7741935483871,6.719518862766539,22.766539092400212,7.773731181650412,1.0730653362493163,2342,76,496,39,59,797,257,620,0.138,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.9756,5,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,8,1,2,8,17,35,2,3,29,0,52,8,1,5,6,91,99,43,0,7,12,2,4,4,8,3,7,0,2,2,26,42,0,1,17,1,2,13,20,16,0,3,17,6,86,19,90,75,10,90,0,7,2,0,46,37,0,6,40,354,112,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052057810328659,0.0,0.0,0.06146016770176214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429677308809435,0.07210673471197687,0.08070886458718028,0.0622250103545194,0.18158513849839436,0.0,0.05885108115624881,0.12447941685265344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055476535845735794,0.06750981982146077,0.0,0.0,0.049547891602624065,0.07234837324752409,0.0,0.05049546775601914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096033483314325,0.06277571454245844,0.05111767249355139,0.06221870722682845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022219433312959,0.0,0.0,0.1239990196762692,0.0,0.0,0.051930374816779465,0.0,0.13909620352331828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131590201047445,0.0,0.11758402012756458,0.0,0.04999799290516349,0.0,0.053332548273023216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001493191829782,0.12718129742454715,0.0,0.0,0.27118647175063576,0.0,0.0,0.130130355658961,0.2750837833739831,0.0,0.0,0.056926024287021135,0.1349011608895569,0.0,0.0,0.06542450083178658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317040788023214,0.053158561811768895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703202723265193,0.07955106285405161,0.0,0.059524624563840736,0.0,0.0,0.20541727393023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777508211914355,0.0527456836325646,0.0,0.06179531216893661,0.0652253596839271,0.048371455331948005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068097099628409,0.2514890437956959,0.11596554753247765,0.0,0.05239986202188136,0.0,0.0,0.06638825135642559,0.0,0.05045024299309875,0.0,0.0,0.039611086163604405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059918262023900784,0.0,0.04736602735693365,0.06307090051096872,0.04362302217515983,0.0,0.2288401213546213,0.05731264241070923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694001999157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063453878611502,0.045132083168473,0.0,0.06962477046066573,0.0,0.0,0.11329685078277855,0.0,0.05181493665567675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056833003316376536,0.0,0.0,0.0567820508534552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593578195731102,0.0,0.15206340613219296,0.06101321350996612,0.0,0.1274216862374115,0.0,0.050677539527905296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457540078731788,0.05402251035703985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334052510351073,0.0,0.1209829042045404,0.10056016279358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400480751979149,0.0,0.1895616274782933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461761898583337,0.0,0.0,0.05463392057353782,0.0,0.0,0.03942402908578409,0.07604760847460984,0.0,0.0,0.10380797389605363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659308797707395,0.08057832064313407,0.06454679538905089,0.0,0.0,0.14276166348815836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400052321650147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053355369663000037,0.055010406827478986,0.0,0.06625295677241183,0.0,0.11440667968717608,0.0,0.17280603462262648,0.0,0.0,0.04215468430944298,0.0,0.07210673471197687,0.11464244517376235 lonely,yash3011,2020/03/25,I am 22M. Indian Male. Very lonely. Please help. Please some talk with me.,-0.5035714285714299,-0.3149192142857125,0.10357142857143133,100.55392857142859,134.0,4.257142857142857,3.5,5.985473137389443,-1.7105142857142852,57,0,12,1,4,17,13,14,0.14,0.452,0.408,0.6517,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609871139484287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8548246684210229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129615890239355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212717796622842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ACellarDarling,2020/03/25,"A Video playlist Curing my Quarantine https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLlCXtP4zQwsZPl0qibK25ymY0g7BriXC7 Here’s something I made that will hopefully make you more cheerful! These are crazy times and I wanted to share some things that are helping me get through them! Enjoy! 🤗",12.550384615384607,17.499067051282054,5.458653846153847,73.29259615384616,57.97435897435898,6.976923076923077,30.262820512820515,8.07648339933343,2.388789743589744,241,8,30,3,4,57,36,39,0.053,0.617,0.33,0.9112,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917765585140016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068486234994737,0.0,0.0,0.4546911887660419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331742768408202,0.30558000933112645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35243098696649666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041369561578381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694245394485866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001784282490565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustSittingIdle,2020/03/25,"Come join the group! Since I'm stuck inside for the next two weeks, I wanted to form a small group of people to chat and just have some fun with. If something like that sounds at all interesting to you just send me a message! Everyone is welcome to join, the more the merrier right? (You can't possibly be shyer than me lol)",3.4752307692307696,4.899899907692308,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.0,7.661538461538463,23.76923076923077,8.238735603445708,1.1695230769230769,254,7,54,4,5,81,52,65,0.027000000000000003,0.6890000000000001,0.284,0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915737686265521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234357167702712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536605676418262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599812950537929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466200464109216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815895561359069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890632625485142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799972456164201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605813180974701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306494281181035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964647830424245,0.0,0.27151123735527466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pencilpushin,2020/03/25,"A very rough 3 years Hello all.. I'm 31 yr old artist and tattooer... past 3 years have been fuckin rough..ive lost 4 very close loved one, gf left me. I'm single as fuck and lonely as shit. dont know really where to post this, but I just wanted to let my problems out and ask for a small prayer.. if you're reading this, thank you.. within 3 years, I've lost my dad, brother in law, best friend and my step dad.. My gf of 5 years left me 4 months after my brother died.. we were probably gonna get married if I didn't fuck it up.. I over came a bad oxy addiction, 2 years clean now.. My gf probably wouldn't have left me if it wasn't for my addiction.. and now having to deal with this corona virus shit, which I am praying will level out soon, as my heart goes out to everyone during this time.. I lost my brother, July 17th 2016, in a very brutal horrorfying way, it's very tragic, and not something I talk about with ease.. My best friend died of a heroin over dose, February 3rd, 2017, fucked up thing is he had same birthday as my Dad, July 25th, and died on my mom's birthday February 3rd... My dad had a stroke several years back, he was paralyzed, and also an alcoholic, he would have seizures if he didn't drink.. Me and my sister were helping take care of him, and having to change your dad's clothes and help with bed sores is not fucking easy.. he died November 28th 2018, which in turn his 1 year of passing was thanksgiving last year.. My step dad passed, November 22nd 2019, one week before my dads 1 year... After my Dad died, there wasn't any life insurance, his house went into foreclosure... I had almost empty my savings, $10k, to do a small memorial, and save the house.. a few months later my car blew up, had to by a new one, that was $5k.. and then the same week, I got arrested for a DWI, I had a BAC of .04, was barely half the legal limit, and they still issued a blood warrant, the lawyer cost me $3k.... I only drank a beer and shot of bourbon, as you can imagine I thought a drink was in order... and now after emptying my savings, broke, this pandemic hits.. luckily I'm self employed, I'm a tattoo artist and surprisingly people still wanna get tatyooed, but it definitely puts me at risk, but our shop knows about infectious diseas and proper precautions and we have sanitization and protective supplies... i make decent money as I'm pretty popular tattooer in my area, but with my sister losing her husband and single mom with kids who've lost their dad, I help them as much as I can, so saving money isn't so easy.... and now with the pandemic, I'm praying I have enough cash to last a little bit.. we aren't on lockdown yet, but I fear it's coming.. No idea where all this is going, but I just wanted to let it out.. it's hard to believe as it's been so much shit in literal sense, but I'm hoping everything works out and gets better because honestly I don't know how much more I can fucking take.. all i want out of this world, is a loving wife and couple kids, and my career.. if it wasnt for art and tattooing, i dont know how i wouldve made it this far.. thank god for art and tattooing. If you read all this, sincerely, thank you..",6.087378435517969,4.837424976744189,6.759859055673008,81.41031712473574,66.67441860465115,10.17477096546864,29.93305144467936,9.259372276320047,2.2085038759689923,2430,67,527,38,33,805,306,645,0.147,0.701,0.151,0.5893,1,3,5,0,1,0,136.0,4,5,3,10,22,42,10,2,23,0,45,24,5,4,4,95,93,56,5,14,17,18,3,0,5,4,7,0,2,3,23,46,5,2,7,10,5,10,14,22,0,4,29,3,67,20,66,57,17,81,2,8,0,8,56,35,9,8,33,308,90,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235901383031728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487723869629967,0.06078921444083195,0.0,0.0,0.04854730451263377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128278947312626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675277831579435,0.0,0.0,0.046679876689909514,0.050687745102867214,0.03700637689276959,0.0,0.051657120327025116,0.06839591385241882,0.12741634105906355,0.05369034023303158,0.06627623712781004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943254757815477,0.06189475405880539,0.0,0.0642198752451047,0.05229363893796357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717105580464408,0.0,0.0,0.06258617213867566,0.0,0.0,0.3150210092284362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229612362745026,0.11893934664580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272647960049049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058008066610714226,0.05455946812489989,0.0,0.0,0.06831216607637937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380403647592246,0.28061286118303025,0.09515058528474436,0.0,0.03450114341943365,0.0,0.0485528721284113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438147909016683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193799622872445,0.12207171282727562,0.0,0.0,0.060295672381962026,0.0,0.14009527730204088,0.0,0.06853072696763587,0.0,0.0633622556179246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345174936673332,0.09896848962956308,0.0,0.0,0.19787474889532972,0.1241538838876136,0.042879095139959966,0.0,0.060844285280237005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791551877863082,0.26507511135667844,0.0,0.10958073660418324,0.05744235851934777,0.040522342601600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421984293809505,0.09691137376576232,0.0,0.13387972063663692,0.0,0.0,0.058631124669933574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370170384540888,0.0,0.12340974670794493,0.04617035061657012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795162728105795,0.042086536799807714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814045143705645,0.061760765379412885,0.13090466157300734,0.05808832680835109,0.0,0.06102722513343325,0.0,0.0,0.12144670261708775,0.0,0.038890409461409696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333056053654662,0.06858154362419172,0.1869443527038323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673515531508898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969612544966044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128810228247927,0.0487939252929895,0.0,0.16767233582075067,0.0,0.0,0.040330982259645064,0.0,0.0,0.04819451595435021,0.03539869508264872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603169995862881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035827737810166,0.10741954841332003,0.04818632992415652,0.09739086393633484,0.0,0.0,0.05627592595945313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044195363071337285,0.0,0.0,0.0431244564411641,0.0,0.0,0.3518394134027701 lonely,xMoosa,2020/03/25,"ive lost hope i died a painful death &#x200B; some time ago i was searching in this online chat group checking random peoples profile then i saw this profile that was belong to a beautiful girl a tomboy i love short hair its really beautiful on a girl you see this country im living is not like that i live in iran you cant have any form of relation or friendship with the opposite gender that easy its against the most old families rule but i liked that profile i saw so i called my best friend the owner of that group and told him to prepare a some kinda meeting for me with this girl he told me that she was lesbian and i said its ok i liked what she wrote in her profile and i wanna meet her we met she told me that she was not lesbian and she was bisexual so we became friend and she was the best person i have ever met i started to have feelings for her but i knew she had a girlfriend and she never was with a boy 2 weeks after we met i decided to leave her alone because i didnt want to hurt her or her girlfriend so the next time i saw her i told her everything i was about to leave but she said that she had the same feelings she told me that there was no love between her and her girlfriend anymore she said she loves me after a week she broke up with her girlfriend and became my girlfriend we were in love i loved her more than anything in my life my biggest happiness was when she was happy weve done a lot of things together we were the closest friends and the most lovely couple &#x200B; &#x200B; but then everything went wrong she left me for her ex-girlfriend &#x200B; &#x200B; the same person that i was about to leave for her's and my love's happiness &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; but this time i could not think of living without her &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; i did everything &#x200B; &#x200B; it didnt work &#x200B; &#x200B; for 3 month &#x200B; &#x200B; i cryed every night and screamed every day &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; my friend's girlfriends called me time to time and comfort me :""we were jealous of her... dont blame yourself its not your fault..."" &#x200B; &#x200B; my grandfather the most important person im my life died of coronavirus during this 3 month and i had the virus too &#x200B; &#x200B; i lost my job i lost many family members i failed my studies i was not good &#x200B; &#x200B; after 3 month she sent me a massage ""do you still buy items ?"" im not gonna explain my job here &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; the hope the light could i just hear her voice one more time ? can i tell her that i love her one more time ? before anything happens ? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; 3 days we talked in pm about random pointless things like 5 minute whole &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; and then my friend the one who prepared our first meeting in the first place &#x200B; &#x200B; convinced her that i shared her privite photos and i make fun of her and her family and her body &#x200B; &#x200B; the photos he took while we were unaware &#x200B; &#x200B; his plan was so perfect and predetermined that i couldnt do anything why he did that to me and her ? i dont know he asked me about her bef and i was so dumb that i answered him because he told me that he will bring her back to me &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; you dont know how much does it hurt when the person you love the most shakes in anger while screams your name and tell you that she hates you &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; her friends wanted me dead her brother wanted me dead she said that she wants to see me in pain &#x200B; &#x200B; i couldnt defend myself i couldnt convince her &#x200B; &#x200B; he had everything planned to crush me my best friend we raised together we were brothers &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; my only hope of living was that someday i may see her again i loved her &#x200B; now look how much hope i have left &#x200B; &#x200B; i committed suicide i just ate lots of random pills this is it &#x200B; im writing this to idk who and why &#x200B; &#x200B; but i died my own stupidity killed me my best friend killed me &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; i was a pianist i was a gamer i was a movie fan i was a book fan i was a goldsrc mapper i was studying Psychology i was a strong man &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; and after a long time in my life i had peace i was in love i had a person to live for a reason to fight &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; but look at me now &#x200B; &#x200B; im worthless im hopeless im dead &#x200B; &#x200B; the pills will start working in an hour or two if in any chance i lived i will take that as a hope but thats impossible &#x200B; &#x200B; im sorry my love i never wanted to hurt her forgive me",4.649928542730876,6.7732692529989125,4.029725506514378,87.66194233197498,71.3009814612868,5.9604488320036735,30.71355392297538,6.4704718818221325,1.5920728462377314,3903,171,706,26,76,1159,304,917,0.133,0.6559999999999999,0.21,0.9985,2,1,0,0,1,2,333.0,12,9,0,16,24,71,8,1,40,1,64,24,2,4,5,111,132,50,10,17,21,2,3,4,14,5,7,8,0,10,41,37,1,0,11,2,2,5,19,25,0,6,66,20,177,46,65,56,23,71,0,10,8,14,159,22,1,22,48,483,218,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.005459077730178672,0.0,0.0,0.00637827749577606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271399577605979,0.5911702759677746,0.008375888871700717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.006107508986348407,0.0,0.0,0.015203592574609985,0.0,0.005757301897474735,0.0,0.0,0.004735453498774514,0.0,0.0075082450666248204,0.0,0.005240371409166661,0.0,0.025851574633641503,0.0,0.0,0.006840628806737418,0.0,0.0,0.01257689373302984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.009834012483993215,0.00681418704979652,0.006764747557327531,0.007943357371938799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019174438059225744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.005389284693272707,0.006302213336797794,0.021652906700136552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.005570653648113623,0.010377487888690943,0.0,0.022139203660679983,0.0,0.01741686270611512,0.0,0.0062277757666215185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.010476716961045691,0.0,0.0,0.03806390969538271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.005165399952943346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.00544588042136269,0.01966729376349849,0.0,0.006080175881577315,0.0,0.0,0.006940999606934532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030583559018252982,0.006064814265889511,0.0,0.019778184094533646,0.0,0.05321730039080063,0.0,0.012222585520575677,0.0,0.01362678347506007,0.0,0.0067690255230781525,0.0,0.0,0.01956266847925076,0.013382307158465829,0.0,0.01304964636819838,0.012034793749684872,0.0,0.032628045761712486,0.005450017867243707,0.010343062429394131,0.0,0.020167965607276864,0.01047135605294125,0.06669869579960629,0.0,0.0041108006845435386,0.0062436826898216785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01474680322161151,0.0,0.009054311143039218,0.0,0.009499523680115144,0.0,0.0065495615068920324,0.005779270550408089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.006462237643782088,0.0,0.012519337202048356,0.004683764479912271,0.013106010116657529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.004269480814267722,0.02688652315591465,0.006434249907495491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0039452487583930464,0.006331893016693463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02343231356501195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014722417129325273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.006893859593169106,0.008717938680878728,0.0,0.004918131156404318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.006736324240488253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.004630373878467179,0.004949913766536928,0.010765480723600666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.008182776159378034,0.003946074082444178,0.0,0.0,0.028728246322452907,0.0,0.0,0.03530786987467307,0.00684224372375684,0.0,0.0,0.006015892482287399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018162011571915482,0.0,0.009879844165819784,0.0,0.0,0.005708927473218318,0.011114052652103577,0.006875668567334265,0.0,0.005936507966884814,0.0,0.008966822602211967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.006733277811965014,0.5911702759677746,0.0 lonely,neonloo,2020/03/25,"I wish I had someone who would be there for me during my bad days and most of all... my good days too. I am just tired you guys. I’ve been on a challenging road for years. Trying to get in a good school, good grades, a good job, good friends, a good relationship, a good family ... everything... it just all always falls apart. It amazes me that I keep on pushing forward. I am so tired though. No matter how hard I work and no matter how pure and nice my intentions are... The universe finds a way to ruin my life. I’ve been on this battle for 25 years and I am still fighting. I’ve done all this alone with no help. I am proud of my small victories. But i am just so tired. I see others who struggle with their personal battles... but they have an amazing support system. I don’t. I carry all the weight of the world with me. I don’t have a boyfriend. I don’t have a definite group of friends that check up on me and whom I talk to everyday. I don’t have a sister that I can vent to. I wish I have someone to tell how my day went. Someone who would ask me what I ate for lunch. Someone to play Xbox with. I just pray to God and hope that he’s real and he’s listening to me. Everyday I wake up and tell myself that it’s all gonna be worth it. Everyday I pray to God to give me strength and continue. He’s all I have really. I have my family and some friends but they’re never really there for me. I hope all the suffering will end and good will come out of it. And I wish there was someone I can toast a champagne with when that happens. Sometimes I wish there was a person who would just go with me through this journey. I know I am strong. But sometimes I just wanna have someone with me along the way. I think it makes a lot of 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lonely,7397423,2020/03/25,"i think i'll die alone which is ok for me most of the time. but today, this specific thought makes me so sad. i see everyone, my friends, they've all got someone. not necessarily romantic partners but they all got that special someone. while i'm out here .. i feel like i only exist when people need me, which is ok. i actually love it when people rely on me.. but these days, i'm not very needed. bc they have found someone better. u know, that feeling where u can just sense people r getting tired of u.. these past few years, i've broken down, shown vulnerability, all sorts of weaknesses.. for a second i felt relief in letting it all out. but i feel like im suffering the consequences now. no one wants to rely on me now. i wish i were stronger, held it in longer. sure, i'll feel weary either way. but being weary and significant sounds more appealing to me than being a lonely useless slob i am now. what a pity 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lonely,Veil-of-Dust,2020/03/25,Discord servers? I used to see people posting their Discord servers here -- that a while ago. Do people here still make those anymore?,3.1519565217391303,6.1520258260869625,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,95.08695652173913,2.3000000000000003,31.83695652173913,3.1291,1.052921739130435,106,6,17,0,4,29,19,23,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333301437348219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728911043918149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509830129796595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213423081555942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010419785290737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996234304876225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002741973126231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247433972685452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigasscow,2020/03/25,"I feel more lonely when im with friends or other people that's it, i just need to know that I'm not the only one",-1.5788888888888906,0.07567925925926389,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,89.74074074074073,3.6,12.703703703703706,3.1291,-1.6753851851851855,88,1,23,0,3,31,23,27,0.10800000000000001,0.772,0.12,0.079,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413403052852831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368765508364577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155724934578789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623149495810733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353916424759506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234349657123071,0.3630127968077465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309039508607765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,6throwmeawaypls9,2020/03/25,I feel super alone today.. more than usual. I am just really down this morning. No specific reason I guess. My husband and I separated before this COVID stuff got serious. Add that to not being able to see anyone outside of work and I just.. I feel really hopeless today. I don’t expect anything to come from this post but I needed to write it out.,1.1877777777777787,3.802636470588237,3.6684313725490174,82.21905228758172,88.70588235294117,5.963398692810457,19.3202614379085,7.3871296695380915,1.0287300653594773,272,8,48,5,9,94,51,68,0.102,0.8590000000000001,0.039,-0.2374,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,10,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,9,1,9,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,35,15,1,0.2292413789769408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374249330375224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029090230822632,0.0,0.1886461222666589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506752908400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747114956973133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182265828697854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334527236637008,0.0,0.2525352238446905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997957780443576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954987288987032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937157948672369,0.2356983176860488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826756990632324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624265334092003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434588045558511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524769919650254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689045414685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chiarrrooooo,2020/03/25,"h :') this is mostly a vent post, as most of the posts here are. I feel alone as f**k. not just right now, but in general. it's my fault because in reality I have tons of chances to talk to people, but my social phobia (probably anxiety, but I'm not one to self diagnose) stops me. or at least I let it stop me. either way, I feel just.. hopeless. this next part's kinda pathetic, but I'm jealous. I'm jealous of everyone around me, because they have friends and SOs. I see normal friends talking and I get bitter. but again, it's my fault still. feeling like this makes me want to sleep my life away. I'd gladly do that if no one cared, but they do. I'm glad that they do, really, but part of me doesn't want them to just so I don't have to care, y'know? tldr: I'm sad and lonely.",0.08078787878788063,2.1033208666666674,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,85.78787878787878,5.606060606060606,19.46969696969697,6.937597516519254,0.197242424242424,593,17,138,8,18,201,98,165,0.26,0.586,0.154,-0.9731,0,3,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,4,0,9,15,3,0,2,0,11,3,1,1,0,32,26,15,0,4,15,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,0,5,20,7,17,25,7,15,0,3,1,0,10,6,0,5,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304345872318134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130423926899137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154517114769546,0.0,0.0,0.13883324060585847,0.0,0.0,0.18015644422784927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013193871937861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998177722191713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411990026394661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414837174472949,0.10556574754348996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283309402956375,0.0,0.07720287038082307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120962743651569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110316205151042,0.10437316431309657,0.0721921577452392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863652926684352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715332968795645,0.0,0.1447816208474363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026333312216107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003747287050577,0.0,0.1024439766379738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283042488246088,0.0,0.15931928725539976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466419670634656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261933740006537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775225310853835,0.0,0.15415462894788273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787507883121884,0.15063123644313872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800800500273236,0.2470819350027261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754122448074155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431521724648272,0.11729164793247003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lifeisunimportant,2020/03/25,Anyone 16-18 want to vc? Lonely 17m,-5.049999999999997,-4.736202111111112,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,125.66666666666669,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-2.6659333333333333,27,0,7,0,2,11,9,9,0.284,0.568,0.14800000000000002,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.764368906904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447791669696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxaztechxx,2020/03/25,every night and going be hard to read im sorry suck at grammar and spelling i dont have good grammer but going through alot got house with my x and treated me like shit i had do everything clean watch kids and dogs and house get destory yell down my throat how i dont do anything that im nothing now my self esteem is so low left her in away feel like i abandon my step daughter but still i couldnt deal with all that her sister would tell me every day doing somthing wrong do this way or that way that not how you do that is just get to me now feel so alone tho now that im just siting parents house i have no one to talk to and just want affection want someone to hug to hold kiss and tell me i do good and all that feel like that never going to happen cuz im so inverted and anti social and my social skill our horrible and everything plus i lost a job and so know far behind bill and with this virus going around make it harder find job and had 5 interview which i bomb and so much more feel like failure at life i never find person get me and sucks what im into as well so make it harder cant help what im attracted to guess but hate life right now so just venting and feeling alone,2.3013281249999977,3.5237039765625013,3.5066875000000017,92.71956250000002,75.640625,6.213750000000001,21.784375,6.508806274219699,0.23879281249999984,942,23,213,7,20,306,136,256,0.217,0.652,0.13,-0.9811,3,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,1,0,2,21,19,4,0,2,0,18,6,2,6,4,58,42,34,0,4,9,3,6,4,0,1,2,1,1,3,15,23,0,2,8,1,1,5,8,8,1,1,4,8,24,11,22,35,5,28,0,3,1,2,18,12,3,3,13,132,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175726910284075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823492034478378,0.07381510960511145,0.0,0.0,0.0779047287159487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347561981332881,0.08548540767795887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943598996968984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972494776918534,0.0,0.14904373333506638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963060931578634,0.1777111350606522,0.0,0.0,0.15157214679773293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996459594684648,0.0,0.1884981432659589,0.1390963297424776,0.06631755747318137,0.0,0.0913441563295792,0.0,0.07332462013869112,0.0,0.07427875441643325,0.08186492401563447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557857154060692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870307006646503,0.0,0.0,0.537397725534203,0.0,0.16456777803883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556987913669753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009127203056183,0.0,0.11713568041130645,0.1620393052850632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051541732491986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069758251673223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060954691786525135,0.0,0.12790383031742195,0.0,0.0,0.07781346357240834,0.0,0.07956260698694995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618777092053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207126241125363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240129950426866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294101180498609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081200816439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650215536340197,0.0,0.08511472347048807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905008570052005,0.07025663770466592,0.0,0.0,0.092820553674976,0.0,0.0,0.06621887939753414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664680796641126,0.14494897493009953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781504523979144,0.13163380719127368,0.0,0.0,0.07455375512282157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890297511077819,0.0906584426484841,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jenko26,2020/03/25,"I miss my best friend For context, I’m 18(M) and my friend is 17 right now. Recently I’ve been thinking about my best and pretty much only “true” friend. We were best friends and always hung out during the summer when Pokemon Go was big and new. We’d always play together, listening to blink-182 and I really fucking miss it. Every time a song from California (album that came out around that time) comes on I break down. We went to a blink-182 concert together and it was amazing. I don’t know how we drifted apart but it was my fault for sure. I left school early because I was in a dark place. He’d always help me vent when I wanted to end it all. I tried to follow him on IG, but he didn’t accept it. I want to talk to him but I don’t think he will reply and I’m worried. Fuck man I miss having a friend. I wish I could go back to that summer and relive it. I have dreams where we are chilling and I’m not so lonely. I hate this shit.",0.3637878787878783,2.5008703282828293,2.163434343434343,95.58181818181819,85.61616161616162,4.8121212121212125,18.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,-0.31323030303030297,727,18,164,6,22,239,117,198,0.099,0.65,0.251,0.9836,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,0,3,9,22,4,0,5,0,17,3,1,1,3,34,39,16,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,1,10,18,0,0,4,4,0,7,4,9,0,0,9,3,28,13,18,26,5,33,0,4,0,2,19,13,3,0,12,101,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155167535715171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251993700412884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719132624405248,0.0,0.07705030742878997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39793688578996894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456425042534146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887963899885264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091754843197344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195003563270332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649474345429437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488269215699917,0.23370358341509814,0.0,0.0,0.14366841232876962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247906579339296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472110116728067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946436789402136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373304775638875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291618093663256,0.0,0.0,0.12207480331847198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613045123033412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205773893820175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285909715860592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097301753467813,0.0,0.12480157731945896,0.0,0.0,0.1079421644215998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792029519484927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297444842154645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191274747374446,0.0,0.0,0.1015929485714342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619799132772751,0.0,0.0,0.14740596446927404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581512063039462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491041981420455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717108671783755,0.0,0.0,0.1453500657562676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836207138867245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unknownusermarpuri,2020/03/25,"Is it worth listening to them? I think i can call myself as a small artist and what ever art work I do was self taught by me. few important people in my life say that your art is a piece of shit and it does not worth and they say I am useless and never value my thoughts... I would not be able to hold back if they are great and successful but ... nevertheless it hurts a little have any one faced it like me do I need consider their opinion or just take thing lightly thank you in advance",1.9019031903190324,3.6849173861386175,3.0401320132013225,93.25434543454348,78.10891089108911,6.469086908690867,21.123212321232124,7.3871296695380915,0.4590783278327834,380,10,86,5,9,122,76,101,0.092,0.762,0.146,0.597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,3,3,7,1,0,3,0,11,3,2,0,2,19,18,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,3,0,1,3,4,17,4,7,13,2,8,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,3,4,62,24,3,0.226630459312036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411648382177748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426483414756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141503776197264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832584217967736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050002252863952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986088146732466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426125939761829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600757956710249,0.11072019487318784,0.22714325818858355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804361395575176,0.1747913815460862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357066447222273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711702505094838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604512750510197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642499532906835,0.0,0.2326329097165941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039790089399048,0.0,0.0,0.20865087817204506,0.0,0.0,0.15056320695046968,0.14521564739028306,0.0,0.1799192698257978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498967353490548,0.0,0.0,0.16099177594973482,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperDepressedLoser,2020/03/25,I haven’t had a SO in a very long time... I always seem to choose the wrong person or my favorite situation is that they are always taken. Usually the ones that respond back to me always have someone else or family with kids. I know I know they are the wrong person but I get to know some wonderful personalities that mesh well with my personality. Now that I am getting older it is getting much harder and I feel like I am destined to be alone. It doesn’t help that I’m my little bit of friends have families and such.,2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,4.1259523809523815,84.18321428571429,78.52380952380952,6.866666666666667,22.880952380952376,7.908726449838941,1.191552380952381,410,13,83,7,10,139,67,105,0.06,0.7559999999999999,0.184,0.9398,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,23,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,1,14,3,8,20,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,5,7,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504946352408438,0.0,0.0,0.3627221703337392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117324148204588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863803730022066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138568021203143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739657534741915,0.0,0.0734717831718793,0.10380762956501403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122641302695088,0.0,0.22775134424771565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739648161502402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395714268561297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098985175688262,0.14563617996564493,0.0,0.1285924689745923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681765208014056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846404910662858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075072381750059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322823919132313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333159625568391,0.0,0.0,0.12311848132938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472990855034558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003556293086132,0.11989381585899594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064879572958527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757966774964094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177416438710929,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway09842357,2020/03/25,"Is it just me or does conventual conversation still make you feel just as lonely as if you had just kept to yourself? It might be dumb but I feel a lot of conversations I have are super 1 noted and that's it. It feels like just grunting. No one ever asks me really anything interesting and I'm always so bored, waiting for someone to say something, people always chat but it just feels the same as scrolling through Instagram or something. I don't even know anymore.",2.5903333333333336,5.280436255555556,3.7844444444444463,83.96000000000005,80.8888888888889,6.266666666666668,25.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.5744666666666671,373,15,69,6,10,121,67,90,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.128,0.6435,0,2,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,9,6,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,24,17,11,0,1,10,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,7,3,8,13,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,5,3,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678318568685235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920387171460395,0.0,0.0,0.1818901052117528,0.0,0.2066346311363912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342616984734767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459892322413933,0.1999356612289936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44704070457046624,0.15790495975839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147314115380813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798483437004762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791309141235008,0.0,0.0,0.1475402537946563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234479509992394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977667611698692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532354232782321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159844949062442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757731337062637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727928690111784,0.3403217204944409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651605482591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,veelw,2020/03/25,"I realized that anyone can do anything to you You cant trust anyone. So I dont trust nobody. I have no one in the world",-1.8316666666666668,0.06871537037037001,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,99.0,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.7334370370370373,93,2,22,1,4,33,20,27,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7652,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617694108715487,0.0,0.389417713038858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546074302130691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206644507249979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brosarr,2020/03/25,"App to help with loneliness: Looking for feedback In our world today as technology has made us more and more connected, we have only grown more lonely. I had this app idea which I thought could maybe help people and i was just hoping for some feedback. Firstly I just want to say, I don't mean this as any self promotion or anything, I really do just want to make an app that helps people. The app basically pairs lonely people together with similar interests in a one on one chat. None of the bullshit of facebook's ""connecting people"" motto which is really just a facade to steal your information. Just a pure app where people who feel lonely in the world can connect with someone who feels the same and hopefully no longer feel alone in this world. It would be an anonymous messaging app with no messages saved. I just think in this growing world that it would really help if people had an easy tool to connect really connect with others. Anyway I'm honestly looking for feedback, positive or negative any is appreciated. I just hope that maybe we could help build a world thats actually more connected.",7.536983739837396,7.9657334585365875,7.592500000000005,71.05541666666669,63.19512195121951,11.126016260162599,34.15650406504065,10.864195022040775,3.863674796747968,889,35,151,22,12,287,112,205,0.105,0.6940000000000001,0.201,0.9611,0,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,2,1,43,31,8,0,10,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,4,0,3,5,6,13,6,23,21,7,16,0,3,2,0,18,12,0,7,2,105,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.1116336188151176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847935758949787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558588246079144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413784429443783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826711808011192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352558097293544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730485197717642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833848480631291,0.0,0.0,0.3408619735672594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913872544732066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921270112431172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824389721387068,0.07635996154223873,0.0,0.2298515428684763,0.12461036133930413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550348590851034,0.08700302033707534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758450955921402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313904183988393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097198482964253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119339575566101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692703365774744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330009122340142,0.0,0.09081734047319492,0.0,0.0,0.10843366742302174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376038401047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494699564254412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252672594733886,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,seifbon77,2020/03/25,"Feeling of rejection Feeling of rejection is really hard and I am feeling it all the time I feel like literally no body wants me.. I have no friends no brothers or sisters, I never had a girlfriend",2.7797368421052653,5.37781407894737,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.26315789473685,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.839978947368421,157,10,27,4,4,54,29,38,0.32299999999999995,0.46399999999999997,0.213,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,9,9,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,5,2,2,8,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366890455316104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680413602831163,0.2359674254133255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519008474585425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958852258172636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613686067174283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474884449590784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159956989282674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260143459503395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482035594486544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway16012011,2020/03/25,"what's the point of everything? I never felt like someone actually cared about me. Besides the people who blatantly played my emotional weaknesses, others seemed to be nice until suddenly (at least to me) they stopped being nice. Just like they milked me enough and wanted to get rid of me. I hoped I would get to interact more with other people now (online of course) since everyone is forced to stay home, but it's even worse than before, what's left for me is sleeping too much, doing some work, criticizing myself for sleeping too much, playing LoL or overwatch the with 1-3 people who sometimes join me in Discord and then try to sleep again. Meanwhile other people seem to have fun mentioning their friends in Instagram stories or doing video calls with multiple people, I don't seem to be one of these friends. I think I get more notifications from Duolingo than I get from the so-called 'social media'. My WhatsApp conversations feel like a wasteland. Even worse when it comes to females. I have zero female people I'm in regular contact with. It hurts. I wish I could at least use this time to do the things I wanted to do: read, learn more French, educate myself in psychology, but I don't even feel like doing that anymore. I'm just wasting time instead. A small part of me is hoping that our current society gets destroyed by the virus so that the people who survive can re-build everything on reasonable grounds. Why do I have such radical thoughts? Probably because I've realized (other people of course may have other opinions) that we'd rather hold on to shallow, imaginary concepts than solving the real issues. Not only our leaders, but millions of people are rather interested in the economy, the stock market, in God and religion. All of these things are made up by humans. Humans are just lucky that they subjugated the Earth. We would never be able to destroy the Earth though, only ourselves. This makes me sick. Combined with the pain I've suffered in the last years, it made me scream at my mother and brother yesterday. My mother hurt me so much by, in a combined effort with my father who's not living with us anymore, ruining the only serious relationship I had in my entire life. I never told her that and even yesterday, when I screamed unspeakable things to her, she didn't seem to care about what she did. My brother is a thankless bastard. He only learned to take things, not giving anything back. That behavior dramatically increased because, although he's younger than me, he was my parents' favorite child. Even now my mother is doing everything to give him what he wants while I've been voluntarily working for years to stand on my feet by running a decent online business, almost finishing my university studies and organizing almost everything in my life on my own. My brother happily takes anything I'm sharing with him, including my Spotify or Netflix account. But he never (literally) shares anything with other people. I could say many more things but it seems clear to me that he's got a very distorted opinion on what a family should be like. People say 'if you see one asshole in the morning, that's an asshole but if you see assholes all day, you're the asshole'. Maybe I am. And everyone would probably agree on that. 'Look how you screamed at your poor mother dude!', that's what most people would think. Part of me wants to apologize for screaming and swearing. But then, what's the point? I don't see any point. I'm just stuck here for the next weeks. Maybe I'm even in the wrong sub because I'm not really lonely. Sadness and great rage are with me most of the time.",6.114372448649,7.451588332339793,6.2249935203784075,76.41344181299814,66.57078986587183,8.934633577399083,32.917806000129595,9.20300075937882,3.0384547787209217,2885,123,493,52,46,917,315,671,0.162,0.723,0.115,-0.9901,3,2,0,0,0,0,83.0,5,4,4,4,29,39,4,0,29,1,44,10,4,6,8,97,91,32,0,18,22,9,3,5,2,6,5,6,1,3,42,21,1,2,15,5,2,3,12,18,0,4,12,13,69,21,81,65,19,63,0,6,4,0,58,29,1,21,34,346,111,7,0.05518472642880248,0.0,0.0538523325020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051906420245733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375275063364886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945684007806668,0.0,0.0,0.13623698342244528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424336482738754,0.0,0.100920291074657,0.0,0.04695813764375418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056349775706107975,0.0,0.11252901292676752,0.0,0.0,0.04753675542879595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881210272626812,0.0,0.0,0.03558958322806627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620753895712898,0.0,0.057020574208179076,0.0,0.21869394808004192,0.0,0.0,0.10546274198443494,0.1983858951300247,0.0,0.052023248762195516,0.0,0.05580611159581062,0.07884795917433242,0.052985991492394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527116549452028,0.0,0.1441587094673069,0.10587643615452952,0.0,0.0,0.04413626694581243,0.06084135570695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535478009565397,0.10962177005262178,0.0,0.0,0.1181527819993854,0.0,0.0,0.05759851694963015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498291744679527,0.0,0.0,0.05995836673322422,0.0,0.0779572085658236,0.13480234922455708,0.0,0.04872912446768898,0.0,0.04634127157169078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443424491559336,0.03683623340764915,0.05594865101349676,0.11088095005820554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170137068352145,0.0,0.17024745220945556,0.0,0.058689582614103016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478919764020395,0.16788188467246276,0.05872043973275427,0.0,0.0612761080271145,0.11951936202012105,0.0,0.4590976908080644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650221126542307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899693744907483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519966019950336,0.06281230015011928,0.03535274883597072,0.05673908977201684,0.0,0.059247743877195676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777021881783371,0.0,0.0,0.13192524651941778,0.25119051173702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564937596513331,0.0,0.1656737405347559,0.05625387901769397,0.04675783962191834,0.0,0.05457910550788669,0.0,0.0,0.058819575811613324,0.0,0.04613690230295588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298409290103455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833114006613933,0.07072028886797233,0.05421871352813847,0.0438105085907102,0.09653597329334698,0.0,0.0,0.05273137099221747,0.0,0.03746680682457698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638043117769862,0.04766188530992945,0.0,0.04553317871584984,0.13019752573867074,0.0,0.04426585884980088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979563216688149,0.0,0.06345971194382738,0.0,0.0,0.08035027617417571,0.0,0.11247590158804943,0.15680658531148026,0.06033583530640805,0.0,0.07107430903564431 lonely,I-P-M900,2020/03/25,"I'm 25||M Faris Malik. I'm shy but determined to not in future. I love books and languages. I'm Faris Malik from lovely Pakistan. I feel alone in my own path of public service. I feel alone when I want to grow trees. I feel alone when I am reading. O'I feel alone when I am thinking. But I am happy in myself. Have a great day! How are you all?",-1.078393524283932,1.0049574246575332,1.0611955168119565,99.27443337484434,98.04109589041096,3.202490660024907,14.855541718555415,4.851557810540192,-1.121975342465753,264,6,60,1,11,87,45,73,0.185,0.5760000000000001,0.239,0.8267,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,12,16,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,7,16,2,9,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,34,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7688300166879801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968536146456953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753443582339813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460536452808556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755602514957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499090884802196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563272408565196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891377431707473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946136844289256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yupilonz,2020/03/25,"Is it possible to live happy alone? I've been dissatisfied alone for a long time and I've tried talking to a few people through Reddit but it doesn't work out and reasonably so, it is very hard to connect with people or find the person that you need whilst also trying to be the same for them. But today I've had the thought that maybe I've been approaching it wrong, so I'm looking for advice on whether I could be happy alone, or things to do that could help me be so. I would appreciate knowing if anybody shared a similar experience and how it worked out for you if you have ^^",6.8121288515406135,5.5844677058823535,7.118109243697482,79.35458683473392,65.21848739495799,10.286274509803922,32.438375350140056,9.2995712137729,2.548780392156862,463,15,97,7,6,151,74,119,0.105,0.755,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,0,23,19,15,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,3,14,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,4,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485963870888733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923959744308081,0.0,0.1267321570498537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530582989334911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501866149280155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484300103450432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373985212049971,0.14196219991708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622224815348208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709354839114332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399360598640454,0.14024511895695668,0.13307883167759393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592091324708255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750697897866393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973280061345732,0.13837399179930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786564083581219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629383813007578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737595764355433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528354620335456,0.0,0.0,0.12581120674328933,0.09240786959462724,0.0,0.1502154817462135,0.0,0.0,0.21518783191744387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307582209240466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307429320684301,0.0,0.0,0.11257587710083733,0.17326720218384264,0.0,0.0 lonely,asinine1,2020/03/25,Sometimes Whenever I feel lonely and depressed. I would google images of hugs then I would cry because its all I ever wanted....,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,84.21739130434783,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,1.3712144927536234,101,4,15,1,3,32,19,23,0.32799999999999996,0.5539999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483176621111984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231555051182408,0.0,0.0,0.33179681063309485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34846130448030244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478314437863312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38100091492478827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721779683714885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473106595826575,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thetallone814,2020/03/25,"I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life... I just keep trying to distract myself, before I have a full blown panic attack. It’s 330AM. I have a tendency to stay up late/all night... everyone that’s come into my life HATES it. I’m not sure there’s really hope for me anymore.. my life and myself are e m p t y",-0.2263865546218504,1.5599882941176482,2.775042016806726,92.46911764705885,85.17647058823529,5.650420168067227,15.596638655462186,6.868970318607317,-0.2790067226890751,236,4,55,3,7,84,53,68,0.259,0.6920000000000001,0.049,-0.9121,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,10,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,2,6,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001458158726575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106745959331163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416710743961172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807632426957288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829906058824688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298704528399328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039671954683568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973175805664024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109920411994137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881854620484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396315639860081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501391617818933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638399810248893,0.0,0.0,0.1993522221116429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924215656791304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360888194987372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642331640911395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021382307929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422679081621992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371717668252225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thehappysadness,2020/03/25,"I feel like I am being caged The only thing in my life that was keeping me sane was my schedule. I was busy enough that it was able to keep my mind off of my depression and anxiety for awhile during the day. But now that we are all quarantined to our houses or apartments and are not suppose to go out, I am stuck by myself and that is when I get in my head the most. I didn’t know free time could be so damaging. It seems like my apartment has become a cage that I can’t get out of and I’m afraid of what my mental health is going to look like after it’s all over.",3.0329032258064537,3.1543266451612944,4.3485483870967725,91.4928225806452,72.87096774193549,7.490322580645162,22.758064516129032,7.1686216300943375,0.4868419354838705,440,9,106,4,8,146,82,124,0.092,0.821,0.087,-0.1475,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,16,3,1,0,2,20,28,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,2,18,5,16,19,4,16,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,3,9,78,28,0,0.20685572116006545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582440604984431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284558921926655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515746134308834,0.0,0.0,0.133404827401399,0.0,0.1781645295265069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137372559780915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045924679375184,0.14777776852847815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161471533021875,0.0,0.23512174665445995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229364778722665,0.21987795858354156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868372923796194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36772573882667603,0.0,0.0,0.11368249460511155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610831330580362,0.3031777700182233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370670782981992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084619139444926,0.0,0.20886531043410395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732309721801951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883136795865654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742574960336554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061923449807847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,patchingglass,2020/03/25,"It’s 2am and I don’t want to fall asleep I’m getting tired, but I know that the sooner I go to sleep, the sooner tomorrow is here. I don’t want to deal with another day full of loneliness and anxiety...",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,80.7777777777778,8.055555555555555,22.36111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4057777777777782,157,5,38,4,4,56,33,45,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760439032891213,0.27434300079337964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312799643433237,0.3697210450042296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736393158481984,0.0,0.2038117744381311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970879450982638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35887857558356434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121804576650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230462452659755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DntKnwShitAboutFuck,2020/03/25,"ASAP anybody that isn’t a creep up for a chat? Male 24 all Time Low",-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,0.8049999999999997,103.54,94.0,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,52,1,14,0,2,18,15,16,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stylecrazepro_,2020/03/25,"Hi, if you’re awake... direct message me. I’m feeling pretty low.",-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,97.46153846153842,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.0566615384615381,49,2,9,0,2,17,13,13,0.142,0.541,0.318,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44506478058075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8954983758146123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Royale_Cookie6,2020/03/25,I feel lost. Everyday I feel like I don’t belong. I’m in a group of friends but I’m not even sure if any of them like me. Everyone outside of my small group of “friends” hate me. at this point I’m considering just ending it all.,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,89.8,5.7333333333333325,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.35813333333333297,176,6,44,3,6,60,35,50,0.165,0.632,0.20199999999999999,0.2633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,5,6,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012333109710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620941128222776,0.0,0.0,0.1954500025789156,0.0,0.0,0.2827608176696286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992484634644311,0.21140274743668452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572485794543691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921561980293565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891396280680673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230277253251804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973666271037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788977210021356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Doughnut77,2020/03/25,"Still here if anyone needs someone to talk to! Still at work, and it's slow because of the virus. I'm not a therapist or a medical professional, but I'll do my best to help you and I will listen to you",0.8761363636363662,2.4898207045454583,3.45,89.92000000000002,80.5909090909091,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0076090909090905,157,5,37,3,4,55,35,44,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.892,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371439990374375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503673757052445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357646649027731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445374751191004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223129688281782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723666594182924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710900770874263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110202169361237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571613003342661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714831574091568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329252456719859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,camisky,2020/03/25,"It’s 2am and I can’t sleep Hi, I’m just here to write about my feelings I guess. The vague delusion that someone would care makes me feel better, so since I just can’t sleep and feel so hopeless makes me think this might be a good idea. I feel forever heartbroken, and I feel empty. I searched online for tips and stuff bc I feel like talking about it with my friends just makes things worse for me in a way. And online just mention to keep yourself busy and have goals and go to the gym and shit like that. And I actually did those things but when you are alone, in your bed, 2am in the morning, everything comes back. And makes me think I made cero progress at all I’m just distracting myself as hard as I can’t because I can’t bear the truth. I lost my best friend and the person I loved the most. There’s a pierce the veil song which says “my love for you was bulletproof but you are the one who shot me” and it really does applies. Few years ago. Sometimes I don’t think about it. And sometimes it hits me like a truck. I feel so bad for still caring you have no idea. I even feel guilt for writing this right now. I can’t talk about it with anyone, because everyone gets heart broken once, and most people get over it you know, so what the hell is wrong with me. He was my best friend for so long that the place he left is too big to replace, even years after. And sometimes I tell myself that life is too short and I should talk to him but holly shit he did some bad shit to me so that would be stupid. And I’m like, okay. I can’t talk to him because it would be stupid to go back to the place I got so hurt. And also I can’t sleep at night not doing anything. So like what the fuck should I do. It’s like, it’s hell anyway so I should just choose one hell and bare with it, but I refuse to believe this is what’s left for me the rest of my life. And I know rest of my life sounds dramatic but YEARS have passed and I swear I can still feel him. Feel his hug, and feel the hurt like it was yesterday. It also makes me think about how fucking amazing love is because it really transcends logic and time you know? That’s something awesome I guess. But I feel like any goal that I achieve won’t fucking matter. I feel like any friend would be SO disappointed at me if I tell them this. Like omg get over it. And I completely understand. And I feel so alone. So, so fucking alone. My life feels like a lie, like all I care about is if he stills think about me as I do. If he gives a fuck. If my death would matter to him. I actually thought about suicide in a form of revenge but I understood how wrong I was And I just wanted to say, we are completely fucked but at least we are fucked together, and I guess, maybe we have to make our life a big ass distraction to keep going but I’m here for you. And if u have any advice that’s NOT hitting the gym in listening but I swear I tried everything. Thanks for reading",1.3538150751471534,3.1715528534201987,2.3136584947711287,97.66077461569236,79.91205211726384,5.676850105720327,19.72958454768845,6.5966054737557815,-0.12088773072746985,2268,55,539,21,57,713,232,614,0.221,0.613,0.16699999999999998,-0.9938,0,3,1,0,0,2,56.0,4,8,1,8,47,58,15,3,23,1,47,24,8,9,3,125,117,64,2,14,24,0,16,12,4,10,5,5,1,1,36,36,0,3,30,4,0,5,12,27,0,2,11,21,85,31,53,90,12,41,4,5,0,12,47,19,14,12,28,343,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.09758489072705513,0.0,0.0,0.04885907880486448,0.044321672464336125,0.0,0.0,0.15535367329080702,0.0,0.07996940326135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200442863735704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03496091747132751,0.0,0.041145451281873184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689328832323078,0.08349523767040509,0.12191728899013908,0.0,0.0,0.05633248304104601,0.10494309480752692,0.0442206267931645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293392486300098,0.0,0.0,0.043070270761843735,0.10484736240874208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375503020809254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604859385697019,0.0,0.0,0.0477768077730913,0.08987292192648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792198765328278,0.1428790383367279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451842065780624,0.3235670918722111,0.0783682595931702,0.047964219805715816,0.08524785913814688,0.04193733377270653,0.0399892872499587,0.0,0.1652407527620051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478986500866065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924982538146375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705131778716184,0.1128870365859839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888397161900104,0.0,0.0,0.08243549926338438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086495309300625,0.0,0.17658115549118947,0.29312763791618396,0.0,0.0,0.04424811639911369,0.0,0.0,0.0545805237989937,0.0,0.13537990733701213,0.04731087728590102,0.200250925718778,0.0,0.05023136831972829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053041726727013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692128397475434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532479948920222,0.06776211298748744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466346141155744,0.04365776535598937,0.10447798366277024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001318010261596,0.0,0.06406211155161633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269942746877357,0.0,0.07952345622268565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397176505355706,0.04136022673807658,0.0,0.1501072759087992,0.0,0.04236454075565621,0.0384921729372404,0.14835279549221794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978935400339015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723763635170935,0.05469150126769054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075129721955989,0.087403794951448,0.046032959583208466,0.0,0.0,0.06643509081763181,0.16018878247074556,0.0,0.03969413667793025,0.02915519770261753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033946479938736084,0.0,0.0,0.052051398448702095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029491088713901645,0.03968739447096077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509539144171927,0.1775915821790202,0.10933353527594034,0.0,0.09659440490090132 lonely,ArchAngel6976,2020/03/25,24m I need someone to talk to I have ptsd and would love someone to help me get through it right now.,0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,1.7210869565217382,103.2059782608696,80.73913043478261,4.6000000000000005,24.54347826086957,3.1291,-0.2461130434782608,79,3,21,0,2,25,19,23,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823985942200877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400495905623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150906363380405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588649391509102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080976831682498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29814298230194386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916093621620812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806060526045406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800184490199498,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nina_88,2020/03/25,"Some general resources for the lonely: Please feel free to add your own. [https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/nurturing-self-compassion/201703/how-cultivate-more-self-compassion](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/nurturing-self-compassion/201703/how-cultivate-more-self-compassion) [https://amihungry.com/articles/compassionate-response-to-emotional-eating/](https://amihungry.com/articles/compassionate-response-to-emotional-eating/) [https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-science-success/201010/the-cure-loneliness](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-science-success/201010/the-cure-loneliness) &#x200B; If you have any resources for people having trouble adjusting to being away from family or just missing their old support system, please post. Thanks so much!",61.8625,79.32450934090909,30.48290909090909,-107.81063636363632,-44.40909090909091,8.974545454545455,33.8,9.3871,4.470905454545455,737,11,27,6,5,159,40,44,0.129,0.629,0.24100000000000002,0.75,0,2,0,0,0,0,103.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,6,6,3,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432939047774716,0.1606994423106694,0.08993521604115101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425416926458575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467447409478945,0.0,0.06687008001256159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721970303406016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877517897029884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168619242598684,0.0,0.0,0.2903437706429768,0.0,0.0,0.12665990180061704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518665493831701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007686915858878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175895361899727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363266842557469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606994423106694,0.0 lonely,Broad-Nose,2020/03/25,i cant stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO 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lonely,NotJoshLol,2020/03/25,"i want to forget about a month ago, as a result of me making things awkward my closest friend blocked me from everything and it was clear they dont want to be friends anymore, it just hurts because they meant so much to me then they just blocked me like i mean absolutely nothing to them and they made me feel special but thats obviously not the case, i cant stop thinking about all the fun stuff we did together and it just hurts to remember, another close friend of mine talked to them for me and yeah its obvious theyre done with me",2.144646464646464,4.487308481481488,2.8798316498316514,91.9028787878788,79.92592592592592,6.519865319865321,25.558922558922557,7.686295010490155,1.3070629629629629,428,17,91,7,11,134,74,108,0.10099999999999999,0.685,0.215,0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,6,0,6,9,0,1,4,1,6,0,0,3,4,30,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,19,6,14,8,2,6,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834268468580593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991359257037306,0.0,0.0,0.18833849055139298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576663625864983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943426280073334,0.22257168855962048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067777586502272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602359079616514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401691822642182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40660257687579854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277984256672234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969628974533755,0.12676559258694756,0.0,0.0,0.20686634695216255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158338505517252,0.0,0.13960481249182938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222260673016288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512963957538694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587722527392237,0.0,0.0,0.2174001302922393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264149250257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616696216263815,0.12168588502329115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240262504714955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,johnmoolanoo,2020/03/25,"im a slutty slut I think it’s really cool that this space exists. I appreciate that I can send my thoughts off into a void and possibly have someone in the vast internet say something back I’m feeling really angry and embarrassed tonight. I talked to this old friend who brought up all the past guys I’ve been with (as a joke) and I felt really disgusting after. I feel like a gross whore who did whatever with whoever but didn’t have much personality to spare on the side. Like I gave/ give up the only thing I have to offer. This makes me feel really small, like I just want to hide in my room, not even show my face to my parents. I mean how could I? Even in college, Ive done stuff with guys because I feel bad for saying no, I couldn’t even say the word if no is the only one on my mind. I do things even when I really don’t want to because I’d feel bad or awkward for saying no. it’s like an embarrassing manifestation of the self hatred I have with myself inside. I can’t help but feel like a stupid bitch for not controlling my insecurities better. For not controlling any of my messy tendencies. If I like a guy now, I run away because I’m scared I have nothing to offer. Feels bad..",2.9838061617458256,4.31001741056911,4.665164741121097,84.67634788189989,74.08130081300814,8.268378262729996,23.922978177150192,8.841846274778883,1.5227268292682932,937,27,202,19,19,317,135,246,0.231,0.63,0.139,-0.9825,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,9,24,3,5,14,1,17,3,1,4,1,39,36,11,0,6,9,1,8,6,1,0,0,4,1,5,12,8,0,2,11,2,0,3,10,14,0,1,8,13,30,10,29,26,2,25,0,0,0,2,20,15,1,3,13,127,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662759280650601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205244128710877,0.07533812167362912,0.2454196398132631,0.17917726798432065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665252935531094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197786544885575,0.07822651296763869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026429682050793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588510445515805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467801447192573,0.13998930998469822,0.09407310557620738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756966429072447,0.0,0.0,0.09398828705344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910373471545495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567179268690161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583177126070854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871991318462201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540028367469479,0.0,0.0,0.10672547256180534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892865137483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202423112609113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401139480274144,0.0,0.10281018407574988,0.0,0.0663916243463762,0.14903156302540868,0.0,0.0,0.1087916563864091,0.0,0.09352995459452257,0.0,0.08554957422453181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045413569978567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138322771720481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31166037772387395,0.09809188229835694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221118421233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301543595535871,0.07542733758603154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216001047189536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875005122821671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018288239612774,0.06277958582705323,0.0,0.07778264563743721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557852594239845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LongLostMemer,2020/03/25,"Being alone with tons of people I’m an artist and ironically my brothers are as well but despite this, I can’t really speak with them. The same goes for my friends, I talk to them and they listen and try but always I feel alone, with no one to talk to. I prefer to be alone with my books, video games and movies but holy hot damn, I’d prefer to be alone with someone else. Just feels weird having that outlet with folk in life but not feeling like it works.",4.341418439716311,4.704121297872341,4.454042553191492,91.03333333333336,70.06382978723404,7.117730496453903,22.04964539007092,6.42735559955562,0.20106241134751768,358,6,80,2,6,111,65,94,0.209,0.736,0.055,-0.9173,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,22,11,9,0,2,6,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,10,3,15,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,0,1,51,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7673106189473723,0.0,0.0,0.1541143380179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547239894395311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095193890413994,0.13231816596903673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309722593238772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082335889872185,0.0904870578997431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550698292859627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840527745732294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865394962467014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693270056026087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977388016163321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574933367097355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653119919451753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483926901602694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WinningWithKilo,2020/03/25,"Ghost of a past Sorta just confused lately. Been really in the dumps. I had a good friend, let's say her name was Susy. Susy and I were really close, and early on I spoke about getting feelings and all, she never was interested. It always was a problem in our friendship and complicated a lot. Eventually I found out some stuff and we had a huge fight and she cut me off. I spent time on and off for a year trying to get back into her life and she would always say itd be better to stay distanced and not associate. All the sudden now shes talking to me more and claiming she misses me and all this stuff. Why go out of your way to avoid someone for a year and suddenly just not be, and almost opposite trying to reinstate them into your life? I still love her but if she wants to come back into my life, she knows well enough how I used to feel. Nothing changed. Except now I know how to keep my feelings to myself, she showed me I couldnt be loved. Idk why I'm even letting her talk to me. Maybe I'm hopeful. But at the end of the day shes not with me. And probably wont be. And that's 8 years gone.",0.9917541229385308,2.9605969310344875,2.839602698650676,92.67001499250375,81.8448275862069,5.758920539730136,19.569715142428784,6.895973343053719,0.16929775112443754,856,22,192,10,23,285,132,232,0.085,0.8240000000000001,0.091,0.5428,1,1,0,0,1,0,23.0,2,2,1,1,12,15,3,2,11,0,19,5,0,3,4,59,41,20,1,6,9,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,24,0,2,6,1,1,3,6,7,1,0,11,6,36,8,30,20,7,36,0,1,0,2,28,14,0,7,17,139,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249311047852444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357220890453628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812426990865155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818854690408294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294060524663034,0.1053741284646279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788909819622456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834566999716506,0.12639679038969065,0.0,0.08079602114038903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555705956467472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341255591799971,0.09450976056419208,0.0,0.12782191997479986,0.0,0.06952141776113177,0.10260232680831158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121498600144758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873011567092852,0.0,0.0,0.13445575855107153,0.0,0.13799051096568046,0.0,0.0,0.2501758832594517,0.2592101470554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399828722438656,0.22081030983282768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289420439321395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434634704279586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173763336374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677523962508622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318895080296155,0.11705069556662302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673198828217375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455914122982815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364751558251836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038461463975545,0.09769073155855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007096028195433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664408354585847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133002634496861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661043998430236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565150229989262,0.0,0.0,0.07215180484663808,0.0970977086848098,0.0,0.0,0.10998692434316017,0.0,0.22076270429478206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689779685038376,0.0,0.0,0.2363242916970263 lonely,SebastianSilverr,2020/03/25,-sigh- depressed. Lonely. And about done with life. Male and 27 if it makes any difference.. I dont post on reddit like ever.. I dont even really know what to say? I guess I'm looking for someone who I can really connect with and it seems like an impossible task. I at times just get so messed up In my own head and I cant get free. Like I'm drowning in an ocean being pulled down by the chains of some sort of torment. I wish I could meet someone..,-0.267771929824562,1.9387848105263144,1.7817105263157875,96.38905701754385,90.36842105263158,4.850877192982456,17.390350877192983,6.42735559955562,-0.2615438596491231,347,9,80,4,12,115,69,95,0.14400000000000002,0.778,0.078,-0.7447,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,1,17,17,6,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,1,2,9,5,14,14,2,10,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,5,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150285377377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439563794372665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655515270996946,0.0,0.0,0.2020375956963887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978916032852636,0.4532723339864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772355126092125,0.1749203847694941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206279118378026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302634442649754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846038389643333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062748309089639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658775121803166,0.28342240690586235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238780708051825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908051422198005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520151814463245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477642569155843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378099130011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604297412213185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276950667302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275956597521375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237377419774404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Raincomfortsme,2020/03/25,"trying to help bring some positive feels if i can. life will always try to knock you down and beat you while your down, but i hope that doesn't stop you all from getting back up and keep on pushing, i myself too fall a lot and have to get back up and yeah sometimes its so difficult to get back up and push on through that you just wanna lay there and let nature take its course but don't, were all here for each other even if we never see each others faces were all here to help each other get back up and fight on and keep moving forward. where ever you are i hope you have a wonderful day and hope you know not only myself but everyone here is ready to pick you back up. we love ya!",4.134374999999999,4.276935354166668,4.498611111111114,91.3075,70.45833333333334,7.511111111111113,22.25,6.937597516519254,0.3551999999999995,537,9,123,4,9,169,86,144,0.046,0.726,0.22899999999999998,0.9849,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,2,10,0,1,17,6,1,0,2,1,11,3,1,1,5,39,27,16,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,3,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,2,18,4,20,23,8,27,0,0,1,1,16,12,0,8,11,98,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997495085340258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543536654162564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298854430700414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523400780127454,0.1304251966319762,0.0,0.13777664651076918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290516788963547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013265641609383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329071753687493,0.0,0.0,0.4296300165793329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563196686640412,0.0,0.0,0.07924128303626375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744075068141815,0.10184338625602002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258244350470167,0.1301341976523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324772766176933,0.0,0.0,0.11120573294919203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966054288391901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148981950942416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426044114715679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054660366472175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841051368956522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578671681109436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636441144220964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alone_I_Wait,2020/03/25,"Why is light always good? Sitting at home alone with my thoughts and felt like asking this question. Why in most video games or even movies is light always good and darkness is always bad? I find beauty in darkness, the night sky, the colors black and gray. Why is light always good? Am I alone with this thought? What do you think?",2.582857142857144,5.27110315873016,1.7803174603174623,98.32857142857144,80.90476190476191,3.6,18.52380952380953,3.1291,-0.8340095238095242,261,6,52,0,7,74,42,63,0.147,0.65,0.203,0.755,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,4,4,5,8,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124481904801456,0.0,0.0,0.532244175945191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949776224825184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352129518881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562151858283034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354227039685753,0.0,0.14615826334742224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023841798643378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040652206018235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812577691497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150068214260606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913998931466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024662690087492,0.0,0.2539072976382507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328918382048485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,scootiepootie,2020/03/25,"Wishing I could meet someone. Really wish I could meet someone but it’s really hard for me. I’m a 41 yo male. I’m gone apt for work I work 14 days in middle of no where and 7 days home. My kids are high schoolers so they kinda do their own thing now a days. I’ve tried the online dating apps with no luck. I’ve never been able to just go up to women and talk to them. When I had friends it was back when I lived in the bars on my days off. I have a couple female friends who are exes but ones married and we text from time to time but she’s working and in school a lot so guess not enough time to text me first. Other has a bf. but might keep in touch weekly. My standards are not to high I don’t think but you still have to be attracted to them.",-0.7184464172479395,1.2150746506024106,1.3233925174381724,101.13577996195309,88.63855421686749,4.217628408370323,14.760938490805323,5.399115186594226,-1.1395012048192772,576,10,145,3,19,190,104,166,0.047,0.835,0.11900000000000001,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,4,4,9,4,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,0,1,27,24,13,0,4,8,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,6,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,2,19,4,20,16,3,29,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,5,16,94,24,4,0.14088893098298175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833489137120812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249766943065148,0.15589092238237404,0.0,0.3634468201342806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557592769062244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984005272098053,0.0,0.0,0.2177008771746951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007042626431714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552050414362817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620880875446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977137818451882,0.14132308515720518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252285553130242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440750726284505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197787308858811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946089127979922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086622291011644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546998586826128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805141137099174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258711985582054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874946804003705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251408227666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324118594626707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360034541259278,0.09027593812819867,0.0,0.0,0.2464604059648407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565433594512583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301260214523715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32403063509932906,0.0,0.0,0.3077064592040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lockshala,2020/03/25,"Is anyone else well-liked but not really... liked? This is silly. I have had very few people dislike me. My boyfriend has commented that everyone he's ever introduced me to has liked me and asks about me. My parents and brother say the same. The friends I do have usually say that too. My coworkers and boss have also pointed out that I'm popular with my students/parents/management. I have like maybe four actual friends, and I don't see any of them more than once a month. I don't really understand how to make friends... I know how to be there for people, to make people laugh, to make them feel welcome. But I'm not sure how you make friends, honestly. If I invited anyone to my birthday (besides bf), I don't know who I would invite. I've asked my people what it is about me that seems unapproachable, and they said that I'm a try hard or overly helpful/hostess-y and it can be intimidating. That I always remember people and always offer to help and it feels disingenuous. An example my boyfriend stated was when his roommate came out as trans, and she asked me to take her clothes shopping. He said that she was weirded out how I kept finding outfits for her and my bf but not myself. But thing is... it is genuine. I love to help, I love to make people happy. I've tried toning it down, but that makes me feel like a huge jerk. How do you make friends? I just want... someone to talk to? A group to have a little club with once a week? Maybe someone who goes to the animal shelter with me? Idk.",2.549189659458115,4.564328241610742,3.801021625652498,87.46932015908527,76.98657718120805,6.9651503852846135,25.46656723837932,7.921354282810032,1.464016753666418,1168,43,238,19,27,381,151,298,0.068,0.7190000000000001,0.213,0.9949,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,3,0,13,20,1,0,10,0,24,2,0,13,2,56,53,25,0,3,11,2,4,4,7,1,0,4,0,0,18,17,0,1,9,2,1,1,6,2,0,1,7,9,41,18,29,43,3,15,0,0,1,2,39,8,0,3,9,157,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.08743265251523183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716497912238977,0.14910189565562493,0.0,0.0,0.060928269377342366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529504213655107,0.09180156490742568,0.0,0.0,0.2512801539771137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247381575682543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484585933253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104460106363011,0.0,0.0856127009250949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590710383434956,0.064007313107244,0.0,0.0,0.08188900927712106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610776524727915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537647810287063,0.08026030821635466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010845677527796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847910276977416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508808120866784,0.08979860738430406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617275558070876,0.0,0.4186416097698367,0.0,0.1800222038039664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715145749825409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083337184026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948561950254263,0.0,0.0,0.3726870035709237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469706460669718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147948272924918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014946640410576,0.0,0.17045239435387952,0.1425004765169172,0.0,0.0,0.07139631470611844,0.08156472229685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182859326929515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844430546411277,0.0,0.06736494987134985,0.07201377286204126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595235201576698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165943979587494,0.0,0.0,0.09327246871088617,0.0,0.0,0.0986772015480258,0.07392598254546197,0.052845970162132085,0.0,0.07186840894881695,0.0,0.08055745430648295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364634106203332,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheesydaddy187,2020/03/25,This Quarantine Sucks My neighbor caught the virus so I havent been able to leave my house. It's been so lonely. I need people to talk to. It really sucks.,-0.8064583333333317,1.068512937500003,0.8712499999999999,98.31541666666668,107.125,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.7223291666666669,122,2,27,2,6,39,24,32,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.8287,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,0.4248804380848589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902549800103437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44988703603964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150434611994402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945585983317618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721892883225656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415028019476612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sichelwolf,2020/03/25,If you want to talk im there for you If someone out there feel lonley and sad you can always write me and i try my best to understand your problems and help you. No matter who you are or whats your problem I just feel like i have to give something back to people. So if you want to talk just write me a mesage:) In a shitty World like this i think everbody should help each other and try to make the World a better Place,0.7876666666666665,2.7345899888888923,1.9455555555555544,98.925,82.44444444444444,4.4444444444444455,16.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-0.9209999999999998,329,6,77,1,9,104,57,90,0.14,0.654,0.207,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,25,12,9,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,15,4,9,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,4,3,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040396850247747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747297893249454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491734998077552,0.18112253964506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709872926580056,0.1463039771385166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645586083479055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745365187373258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212113059882627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001027803452711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670074677332045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197750278655727,0.0,0.21396482942798484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919179960341521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352022730141853,0.15765945949747398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292093002189781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122292110177136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808166027462883,0.0,0.0,0.21319646877016146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158413266025014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsyourboiidj,2020/03/25,"Just feeling lonely i guess I've hit a bit of a rough patch with my best friend and it made me realize i have no one else to share stuff with beside her, and its made me feel pretty lonely the past few days, especially with the isolation going on",9.328823529411768,5.5206937450980424,9.162843137254905,74.78779411764708,62.529411764705884,12.55294117647059,33.34313725490196,10.125756701596842,2.851149019607844,195,4,42,3,2,64,41,51,0.165,0.602,0.233,0.6293,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,6,3,6,5,3,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28188309057042155,0.0,0.2932457547859603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322721398901852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438398772306828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716282787958849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752261044410747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265371544102313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958973410759125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083187733850295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820128696178404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564126966100439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732666042116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074870597509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drollnote6,2020/03/25,"I'm caged extrovert. I'm normally a very outgoing person. I am a likeable positive guy that people generally like to be acquainted with. I've always been good at reaching out to new people when I feel lonely, but my current circumstances have left me in a state of solitude unnatural to me. I am in the US Army. This is typically a place you make lifelong friends, brothers, and sisters. However due to my specific duty assignment I am in a unit attached to a hospital where the comradery of a line unit does not exist. People work strange hours, they never have the same time off as you, and hanging out with friends in the unit is next to impossible. I have tried to break into the clicks of other units, but here they already have an established bond because they work together and hang out after, they are family. It's difficult to establish a presence in an already established brotherhood. So here I am. An outgoing, friendly guy, with no one around to reach out to. I've reached a point where after work I go to bed immediately so work can come earlier, and I can interact with someone else again. I'm not lost, I know this is temporary, but I needed to get this off my chest. No one may even read this, but the fact it is here makes me feel better.",5.014217306757413,6.247577334710745,6.101434127369959,76.6729533300924,69.04132231404958,9.99163830821585,32.830335439961104,10.194018383442646,3.49605026737968,993,45,185,26,17,331,137,242,0.052000000000000005,0.802,0.146,0.9649,2,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,4,6,11,9,0,0,18,0,18,1,1,2,2,34,31,12,0,2,6,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,8,15,0,1,3,1,0,4,5,3,0,2,2,3,23,6,36,27,1,36,0,2,1,0,16,19,0,1,12,129,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29888706915392443,0.0,0.11268345300264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055589653870435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255309359371328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977134900773713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665561538516955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851028295934532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312921053693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944614493271133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766550943469376,0.0,0.13694868805705587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138842837183256,0.0,0.07075334786460206,0.0,0.07696446831440867,0.11358706115222275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26818171333004137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336516730014775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744253807096501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713835863768188,0.0,0.0,0.06616122982020503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783107882054888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079288070375965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041503427155413,0.10444718579394596,0.13079315320185764,0.14402475126435751,0.0,0.13268657413499618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353334795744272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816574414893842,0.1182468415883778,0.1414890510646562,0.0,0.12801926705363958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546045100344822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474414915309472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896670881131783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194387305597823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289816119584216,0.0,0.0,0.11173882053218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39436056705665706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuantumLegion,2020/03/25,"People Really, Really Suck I've been lonely for a long time and it was getting worse. My self-esteem was suffering. I thought all the BS on social media was probably part of the problem and anyway, I was so tired of all the arguing. So I took a scorched earth approach to social media--wiped it all out. No more FB, Twitter. I told myself I was going to get Out, do more, meet people, no matter how painful it was. Then.... the Virus. Quarantine. Wow. God was trying to tell me something. I hadn't been on Reddit for a long time and thought that might help me connect during this difficult time. I just made this account last night. So far I have been : Down voted to Hell for asking, ""Newbie: What's the acronym the poster just used?"", going down to actual negative karma--for asking a simple question. Rejected by another sub to actually make 'friends' that was building a chat community because they only want people 18-26 in their circle jerk--it's the net, how the hell do you know how old people are anyway? Down voted for trying to be helpful to another poster and give emotional support. And feel unwelcome at another sub because it's so male centric women, I guess, aren't really welcome even though the actual hobby is non-gender oriented. It's been a struggle on every single sub I've joined all day. So I guess God is trying to tell me something. People are truly assholes on every level and I'm beginning to see why I'm 'lonely'. People really, really suck. They're just mean. Why in the hell would I want to be around people when all they do is shit on everyone around them? But anyway, I needed to vent that out before I go to bed because, my job also sucks, and everyone there sucks and I don't like any of them either, and I can't get out of going because I'm 'essential', so I don't even have that comfort of being alone tomorrow for my current pity party; I have to go to work and deal with more assholes. Yes, I know I'm engaging in a righteous pity party right now. Fuck it. I need a good pity party once in a while. Christ knows, no one else wants to party with me, even on the internet. Pity might as well be my party-buddy. I'm out. Peace to all. Stay safe.",2.59957264957265,4.611981592592596,4.354074074074074,83.57525641025643,76.82407407407408,7.115954415954416,23.113960113960108,8.055295364500962,1.3922930199430192,1696,52,323,29,39,572,208,432,0.20800000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.114,-0.9936,2,7,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,5,1,26,33,10,1,20,1,35,4,1,6,6,57,78,26,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,13,19,0,1,8,1,1,7,9,23,1,1,18,2,34,10,52,53,12,48,4,8,1,1,25,24,9,5,17,208,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.2247295431000632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950356466831403,0.0,0.061387534221101624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220163461113622,0.2414788465293369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667111431481427,0.14352653173964705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871766311814648,0.0,0.06531986221837678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950593847019712,0.07913952839401989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412583585521314,0.08634831144092503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210418548701976,0.0,0.12935267868159764,0.1467011283083067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388137999427939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059307087767814286,0.0709663771930804,0.1203168717390898,0.07363829326296224,0.2181315876946838,0.06438536257923827,0.0,0.0,0.1691267234919299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029055615458217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617566960614443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656120530313314,0.06257228495934823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037502640947400315,0.0,0.0,0.13586610122837148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263523247577203,0.05124005788060988,0.0,0.0,0.08361767081322784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286733084449212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383793760305652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203709939624492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055010600505877,0.08175034388980461,0.05201675716297115,0.058381902083510635,0.08168149814297786,0.0,0.0,0.08312710694374176,0.0,0.3725257500468339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276375457594644,0.07345205229398909,0.0,0.0,0.08599239538955883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588248159726955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555538638682143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061170362640506286,0.0,0.08008079936069536,0.0,0.07879636136517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650090957871468,0.0,0.11819218286308432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181939873565193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024960413146147,0.0,0.0,0.08711001354369667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341889081277946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541949223334887,0.12188287391515967,0.13428378532548207,0.08822805050891915,0.0,0.07335056415415335,0.0852867826350161,0.15635160053261324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066298791598835,0.0,0.0,0.1358308410824727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901937044799998,0.0,0.13853376626192915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588455198886885,0.0,0.07822829825957008,0.05453040229781333,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeepDongyKong,2020/03/25,"Prejudice. Just a small vent of some frustrations... So, is it only me, or what? For all the black females supposedly, ""looking for a black man treat you right."" Yet, y'all will straight ghost a brotha like me. Because I don't come with my street shit out front. I like anime, comic books, current events, and politics. I'm much more than a outfit or jewelry. I'm not a superficial guy. Materialism ain't my thing. But if you're into that. I'll buy you the world. I just need a loyal friend and lover. Its crazy how hard that is to find nowadays. Especially in my community. Quick come for me, for dating a white girl. But won't text a nigga back. But, I'm the reason black women can't find good black men. I would love to meet an open minded black woman that's willing to step outside of her comfort zone to try things that are traditionally ""black."" Because, when they white guy they do the most. But it's ok for them to date outside their race? Miss me with that double standard bullshit. Ok small vent/rant over. Have a great day/ night.",1.4281016260162571,3.9392191170731716,2.5919817073170752,91.69301321138212,84.65853658536584,5.367886178861788,19.761178861788615,6.816661863887847,0.2405325203252029,809,23,170,10,24,258,134,205,0.09699999999999999,0.738,0.165,0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,4,0,8,16,3,0,14,2,12,3,1,2,1,30,21,12,1,3,10,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,7,11,9,0,0,3,2,1,4,5,4,0,0,0,10,19,12,19,17,6,25,0,1,9,2,19,11,1,5,12,99,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462123180695143,0.0,0.2318252974312405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275918751971617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262993342731585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475842325180203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690811747995305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948738617567598,0.0,0.20963918998881445,0.0,0.3765534563994286,0.0,0.0,0.17033554245743932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579372515064324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967669560378767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161627933483692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919955942579423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978089121654316,0.1409925671661565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784413138350365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461636294746674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955041383002724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162385623156249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951845141637568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526521843823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909822509550134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507590826848484,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lucas2002_420,2020/03/25,"17M. Long terms 👁 Well I’m a 17yo duude. Kinda hippie and existentialist I love to recommend music (jazz , rock, whateva ) Sometimes I write poems or screenplays . I love French cinema . I’m Buddhist and I read the tarot . Tomorrow is my first college online class (law school) (yup I'm turning 18 in April so I'm not one year early) so I’m kinda goofy. I want to meet nice people i don’t care if we doesn’t have any in common but I want a long term friendship .just text me",-0.7083333333333321,1.191009833333336,1.7316666666666656,92.14666666666668,106.91666666666666,4.216666666666667,15.75,6.139981653823899,-0.17910000000000004,368,10,75,5,18,124,72,96,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,14,15,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,10,5,4,15,2,12,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,10,33,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814284154635548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25209439471223416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103161809917175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376282946030512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463171376382961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675473464109276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714164662485205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473233269249568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023669320728176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445429175833988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689439789529664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916764804955761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231321213055535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922502517276568 lonely,armadillo809,2020/03/25,"I am that kinda of ""friend""... I am so used to being the friend that isn't anyone's actual friend. I'm the person that's just there and gets ignored.. and more importantly forgotten. Doesn't help that I'm annoying but ya know, I still want to be around people. I also feel like I can't get much affection or attention from my current irl friends. I feel like I have to go out to them to get the chance of having anything back to me, if that makes sense. Like they don't ever give me hugs, but I can to them. This makes no sense because I know most of my irl friends are quite affectionate... Ugh, I don't know anymore. I apologise for the mini ramble and to anyone in general that reads this post.",2.9218881118881117,4.209120209790214,4.2506293706293725,87.74209790209792,74.17482517482517,7.717482517482518,23.48951048951049,8.296473431620573,1.1786,542,15,118,9,11,179,86,143,0.11800000000000001,0.674,0.207,0.9309,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,8,13,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,4,1,26,29,9,0,2,5,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,19,10,16,27,3,9,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,4,7,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.14859130552555375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176842074804453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510086379758127,0.21293822560977374,0.0,0.12530333900792198,0.13555053125321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708445859778928,0.0,0.09282097362721346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773484769599695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539822435363405,0.21756014358894926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882082175382429,0.0,0.2386607581963744,0.1460690479098928,0.08653724012819151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206182635136747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510470292262376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223170913443016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032797376968268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193427603428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055632474823269,0.132954278110929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583036121452125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195543672578788,0.1523089008875015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160117798845235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315103995123293,0.0,0.0,0.08981143168209008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,melaningoddess9,2020/03/25,"ugh, I despise life right now. I think I’m going to loose every strand of my hair, at this point my cat is the only one who I have conversations with. I am so lonely it sucks. any song recommendations? shows? movies? books? I need a pal who I can ft and be cool with. (female and 17 btw)",-1.0621666666666698,1.0265651166666672,1.3666666666666671,97.13833333333334,97.83333333333334,4.0,11.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-1.3008333333333333,217,3,52,2,9,73,50,60,0.23,0.733,0.037000000000000005,-0.9035,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,5,2,1,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,8,1,5,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869791941569321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555590525719504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398362722666089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980759858161849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129128028381983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596282787860705,0.3209552983940577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39893296817201984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36039162562780985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704050107659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Merilyn2003,2020/03/25,Hello I have need crying for the past hour and a half I can't take it anymore. I really can't. Emotionally I'm done.,-0.6116666666666681,1.364757576923079,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,88.61538461538461,6.5435897435897425,16.358974358974358,7.793537801064563,0.4190666666666667,91,2,21,2,3,34,21,26,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526340404314505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905815397032166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638758383464461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999730929609873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35016894184311204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636537486349404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33943578838949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778992438472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673475312311201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,afish35,2020/03/26,What’s the point of life Does anyone else struggle to see the point of life. There is literally nothing to look forward to. There are no opportunities to have fun with other people. I’m just stuck in a place of pure isolation and loneliness. Every day just feels like going through the motions. I wake up just to think about when I will fall asleep again.,3.098319327731094,5.710471352941178,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,78.11764705882355,6.238655462184874,22.94957983193277,7.447530270364453,0.9592285714285717,284,9,55,4,7,88,53,68,0.159,0.7290000000000001,0.111,-0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,0,4,4,2,0,1,8,11,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,13,9,0,12,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,5,34,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285802439657924,0.253300320201301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594328068518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163389472083076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651587098533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082887555846512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499900538582795,0.17660998395440625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049761448378456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34922961857514623,0.12077644612679027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759779490570146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372088401529856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713873059327742,0.0,0.2582863831261861,0.0,0.467394942703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699783325577944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584421188810057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584049760198415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Azziesaurus,2020/03/26,"I’m useless to anyone I keep waiting for someone to call me, ask me how I feel, show they care. But there isn’t even anyone who could possibly do that. Maybe two people but I know they aren’t going to. And still I’m waiting for someone to call. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. My head hurts. I’m worthless. Just wanted to let the universe know how I feel since nobody’s going to ask me.",-0.4261445783132558,1.6744122289156669,1.7216987951807248,97.50206626506028,89.36144578313251,3.8019277108433744,17.938554216867473,4.935628992294339,-0.6830231325301201,297,8,68,1,10,99,50,83,0.129,0.8440000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,2,0,15,23,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,4,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,2,12,1,8,21,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570468856551589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436729812840347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753788355634711,0.0,0.18740540361626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675643420057405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188082372414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140403185042604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587858536844035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892564502635053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864093998130335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677120791408248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337777825813307,0.0,0.0,0.20203310711605768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879570334699077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466072578576825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742993385651394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207216894669876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204860515650134,0.0,0.18394162480709528,0.0,0.31148133547649104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679000918891685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955456751180338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841523988472973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B1G3AST,2020/03/26,"I’m just dumping stuff out of my brain. If someone has advice, please share. Since the age of 14, I have been alone... somewhat. I have a supportive family, but I have never had anyone to hang out with, or even just get me. I am a lone wolf. Most of the time, as I watch people just walk around talking with someone, I just wonder what it’s like to have someone who gets you. What is it like to have someone always there for you? What is it like to not be constantly let down and backstabbed? I am 20 yo, currently at university, and I am at the point where I don’t even know what makes me happy. I really don’t even know what I like to do. Most of the stuff I do is to try to keep me happy and away from suicide. With everything taken away, I just feel lost. I don’t have friends, I don’t like the way I look and the way conduct myself, and I’m just tired of life. I don’t know what I’m asking or what I’m doing, but if you have ideas, please share.",1.7301470588235297,2.8327999068627463,3.322696078431373,93.94963235294121,76.8921568627451,6.472549019607843,20.59313725490196,6.9077264865688965,0.13287843137254862,727,16,175,7,16,241,99,204,0.08,0.728,0.192,0.9718,1,1,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,3,0,1,12,14,1,0,8,0,26,3,1,1,1,36,44,12,1,2,13,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,3,25,11,26,38,3,19,0,2,2,0,9,10,0,8,10,125,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587532924809303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281346328262922,0.0,0.0,0.09866833653081672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291412613375244,0.0,0.0,0.10556163707706122,0.11085660441408772,0.0,0.22282025301579764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237486877021828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814321380078736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349635752482099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657235741499926,0.0,0.11178698480232886,0.0,0.05995777942813998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161487131249396,0.0,0.12390665979365552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252461939459536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386276258385027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539964862379347,0.0,0.0,0.19550595002058369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125642480459348,0.0837567962067804,0.28966180549328363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957761470424877,0.0,0.12944444145173062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915329323124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145646324285052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220867241448858,0.0,0.0,0.26033119379064434,0.1120967434657918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596559789858891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809087703416224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018909261970917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149222293469044,0.12970763820121756,0.13456355692390615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531038011772758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914514591191387,0.1362906491914016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805082624546576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824709813659704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859531310393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tin_canss,2020/03/26,"this quarantine is worsening my depression I guess I should give some background on my depression, it started when I was 8 years old after my Dad had moved states and limited contact and over the past 5 years that depression had worsened to the point of multiple suicide attempts. I now live with my Dad, and have gotten therapy. Today was my first online therapy session with my counselor, and I couldn't stop crying. I didn't realize how much this quarantine had taken a toll on my mental state, the past couple of months I had been doing great, I had started making friends and I'd become genuinely happy. After being isolated for weeks, my friends have stopped texting me, every time I've tried to text my older sister she just leaves me on read. I know it's bitchy but I can't stand my dad anymore all he talks about it Covid-19 and I feel like I'm losing my mind. When I got on the video call with my therapist I started crying, it was embarrassing that I got so worked up over practically nothing so I tried to hide my tears. I can't believe I'm hiding my feelings from my therapist and all of my friends, I feel like such an asshole, but everywhere I look all I see is coverage on Covid-19. Every escape I had is just plastered with quarantine posts, I just can't take it anymore, I'm not sure what I can do to escape.",4.494972776769512,5.835074681992339,5.3198588425085696,81.38865698729585,70.3793103448276,8.559870941722123,30.59507965315588,8.99025400887824,2.58532490421456,1056,44,200,20,19,344,142,261,0.131,0.746,0.124,0.0375,0,3,0,0,0,2,23.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,0,1,6,0,25,0,0,2,4,36,45,14,1,2,6,4,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,5,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,15,5,41,8,24,27,5,35,0,4,2,0,13,9,0,2,23,132,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305832500044025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863404065315275,0.0,0.12102258661416505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968513998331313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188552716266538,0.23598586376812644,0.0,0.0,0.2775552580754496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100752632693048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294034232457624,0.15347797450944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136915607547348,0.0,0.0,0.2489711699808836,0.0,0.0,0.1030445248008778,0.0,0.0,0.171822959634871,0.11842802449288807,0.11833233825179446,0.0,0.0,0.11434778281152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059033774778550464,0.0,0.0,0.11373948004127453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495739767902797,0.0,0.0948515015637126,0.0,0.09020353312239844,0.12017255550628375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170192546725683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825143941863688,0.0,0.10846091773451036,0.0,0.08573951618492713,0.11416765975343154,0.07896412311798072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306985909645563,0.0,0.1127164553680168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050840594713573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154413059763837,0.0,0.1028761430837872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744643399454676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559773279480239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280916921640626,0.0,0.0,0.1796114544941348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749716312708965,0.0,0.10123959559118137,0.0,0.08076449047206785,0.08633800935473697,0.0,0.0,0.2456822375420383,0.2494396806815752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263592955146642,0.0,0.10181910234994174,0.0,0.0,0.14585867999598898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616373115209586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078201121294854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834652291165886 lonely,my_ult_is_ready,2020/03/26,"I’ve fallen in love with an anime character. (Yes, I’m serious.) Some backstory. Buckle up, it’s gonna be long: I’d been homeschooled since 4th grade up until 9th. In that time, I didn’t try very hard, up until my last year in it when I decided I wanted to do something with myself. Then, my Mom passed away, and all my grades feel apart and I had pretty much just stopped doing the work entirely. Keep in mind that all this time, I’d been pretty much isolated from anyone outside of immediate family, and the couple friends on my street, which I had now moved away from, also due to my Mom passing. Anyway, I got kicked out and went back to public school, which I was fine with as it was an opportunity to start fresh. I finished 9th grade, since there was only a quarter left. I then went to tenth and had a blast, everything was looking up... then came 11th grade. I don’t know what happened. I just fell apart. I just *could not* make myself go. Everything is grown used to in the previous year - my friends, my teachers - had been pulled out from under me. I couldn’t make the same connection to these new people. I fell back into a worse depression than I’d been in before I came back to public school. I became suicidal. So, seeing as I was going to have to do another 3 years if I wanted to catch up on credits anyway, I dropped out. That was a couple months ago, and I’m back at square one. I’m lonely, and I don’t talk to anyone I met in that short time. Now, onto the main subject. In the summer between 9th and 10th grade, I watched an anime, and one of the characters has stuck with me since. It wasn’t a big deal when I was out socializing, but now that I’ve become so isolated again, I find myself growing even more emotionally, romantically, and sexually attached to this character. She’s everything I could want out of a girl, she’s perfect to me. I can’t help but be “in love.” I wish she was real. But, I know she’s not and never will be (unless Elon Musk makes real life anime girls, Elon if you’re reading this, plz.) But seriously, I’m able to realize that she isn’t real, no matter how much I want her to be. I’m an 18 year old virgin who has never even had a girlfriend before. So, this character is all I can turn to, to fantasize and day dream about. It doesn’t interfere with my, admittedly minuscule, social life at all. It doesn’t get in the way of family or anything. I still find real women incredibly attractive. Maybe this is normal for someone as lonely as me? Idk. It feels unhealthy. I know, I’m a loser, and this is incredibly sad. I’m sorry you had to read through that. It’s incredibly embarrassing and I’m very ashamed. (On a side note: I’m posting this on my alt/nsfw account, because I don’t have the guts to post it on my main. If you decide to go through my history, beware of all the NSFW/NSFL content you’ll see. I know some of you are nosy, so there’s my warning.)",2.576221722587338,4.195005462711865,4.34591836734694,85.35052058111383,75.72881355932203,7.392597717052923,23.73573158076789,8.159919018807972,1.2964109304738844,2253,69,470,38,49,762,267,590,0.092,0.816,0.091,-0.191,0,4,1,0,0,0,100.0,0,4,0,4,27,18,0,2,23,1,49,6,1,5,8,87,95,40,1,12,14,2,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,28,27,0,3,12,3,2,17,15,9,0,4,27,8,63,9,80,58,14,97,0,5,5,3,30,39,0,6,37,316,91,11,0.07280097198344088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453366910402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058218910992890935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633816675831913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180826463546487,0.0,0.05990899689755071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679781927979004,0.22391781487779489,0.0,0.044378796806913486,0.0804029538738283,0.12389653022591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665298350976544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625130451954467,0.16110578160611974,0.0,0.046950604255174784,0.07505460543497501,0.06270337049302839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189129473842917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616871078548714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628645815483356,0.0,0.1372605545308076,0.0,0.07362071771857012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307753898410826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249170072757447,0.0,0.03803550311203796,0.0,0.12412341023174152,0.0,0.05822558779051438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437765909605461,0.0,0.06521537132897391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487969569418726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470884890149023,0.0,0.0,0.16003804116880585,0.059342508782799085,0.0,0.0,0.07909846907277766,0.0,0.10284295898485504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442656929235853,0.06113448107277127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141143910954206,0.0,0.1457856423232765,0.0,0.07313836147307234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350822847901682,0.17052723702309866,0.05810904127539593,0.07737591192628855,0.16055127298507582,0.0,0.1122971952623823,0.07031163239317753,0.0,0.0,0.07132949543384391,0.0,0.0,0.07639237365498293,0.0,0.09866364543988664,0.05536841973084522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047102747608561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944641422551568,0.14812952185805256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564134592074682,0.3314537771130556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735694061128188,0.11602589819437086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806651489875663,0.0,0.0,0.14842284578906734,0.06168402731348587,0.05604574496654145,0.0,0.08149472783209853,0.05152890267442586,0.0,0.05813895026682511,0.060864872389893375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963244727399417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058514663628483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735249664035814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942708119544826,0.07918655219262002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287666536868328,0.0,0.12013685244181878,0.17175959793590986,0.05778602295413724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497446078075476,0.0,0.0,0.08371752494343312,0.0,0.0,0.05299997465933655,0.0,0.0741904100121633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752575633484544 lonely,Bannedacc72,2020/03/26,"Im introverted and i have social anxeity Hello of you are reading this, im a 14 year old boy that really has trouble making friends due to social anxeity, i feel really lonely, its like noone even wants to talk to me. I turned 14 the march 15. And noone said happybirthday to me over snapchat or discord, while every time someone else has birthday i always see a lot of snaps congratiolating them, i feel like im building up depression, but im not sure. Can you people please help me?",3.5458157894736813,5.4746122526315775,5.1886184210526345,79.01345394736845,73.84210526315789,8.118421052631579,26.61184210526316,8.841846274778883,2.1386052631578947,384,14,73,8,8,130,67,95,0.109,0.764,0.127,0.4186,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,11,4,8,11,1,10,0,2,1,0,11,2,0,2,10,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279187107416803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324105660233155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842473649408992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015396248137464,0.0,0.12952722918104756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546470353204447,0.10982734907178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877423533332747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304442389754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642348840154038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021299035779542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306988502278814,0.0,0.0,0.10261840400984458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131760312064164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657955486826401,0.0,0.0,0.16875338049882346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377525082090845,0.0,0.19697142336788834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623590419628688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250581374240757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134241886392176,0.13025802133051884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489214417140525,0.0,0.0,0.12356528318637774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964332662418882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721806363543745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067608887611373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899942915751224 lonely,flu-te,2020/03/26,"Yo It’s the first time I post something on Reddit... welp, I guess there’s a first time for everything. Today is the day I never felt so lonely in my entire life. I’m currently quarantined (it has been two weeks now) due to Coronavirus, stuck in the house with my family. My father won’t talk to the rest of the family and the whole situation is pretty tense. He also continues to go out even if that means putting the rest of the family at risk, and he knows that. Also, I had just begun seeing a person I liked very much after a rough breakup. We call each other everyday but it’s not the same... We don’t even have much to say, because nothing is happening really. I‘m also loaded with school work... we’re gonna also take tests soon. It’s unbearable. Everytime I’m on videoconference I feel I’m losing my time, because classes are not efficient at all. We lose a ton of time and teachers don’t know how to properly do their job from afar. I’m sorry for venting and for my broken english, I’m not a native speaker. I know those aren’t big problems compared to what I hear on the news, but I had to get this off my chest. The monotony is taking its toll...",2.5634680851063827,4.299790485106385,4.257180851063834,85.46875,76.06382978723406,7.593617021276595,23.239361702127663,8.395991825355821,1.4053021276595747,904,27,185,17,20,304,143,235,0.11599999999999999,0.866,0.018000000000000002,-0.9636,3,3,1,1,0,0,35.0,3,0,1,5,12,6,0,1,16,0,15,2,1,1,2,31,37,13,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,5,0,3,5,7,19,1,26,30,9,31,0,3,1,0,12,10,0,2,19,122,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794753985136959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463222788483826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113510842665336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650692428087003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670878769240165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066175358098602,0.0,0.3355031213814876,0.0,0.059983196865641526,0.0,0.11390398176561466,0.0,0.0,0.20181425906441144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197959329259866,0.0,0.06742050500898901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068498273048898,0.0,0.10490464964140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370531036089467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136883787158162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772256756854202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558882934522215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379230257731682,0.057956919916237824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654345984036915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922350342477745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441428469102407,0.0,0.09149523367365632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382926218691515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035836659461968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361532427151347,0.12068997079314928,0.0,0.11351346478390174,0.0,0.11925652108897206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599780140671197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433981626280838,0.0,0.120060502696996,0.09453323070701787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334576717247748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132763325293176,0.0,0.13279724660526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839089801673674,0.09535078430969396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669783231440154,0.0,0.11244793966567497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588486053772462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788267072297843,0.0,0.0,0.0951583133060872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244683068640709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636449120253814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,forjunkmayle,2020/03/26,"Today, I've suddenly cracked and feeling really lonely in this lockdown It's been like this for 2 weeks and I've embraced the change so far. I'm (29F), just moved to my own place 3 weeks ago and been using this time to work on my goals to leave the country next year. Here's the good stuff: I've been so happy I'm not isolating with the friend I was living with because long story short, shes pretty selfish and no doubt we wouldve fallen out. Shes also unwell with a cold yet going out and about meeting friends (from what shes told me). I've been skyping my family which has been awesome. I dont want to infect my parent, who has a bad heart condition, so staying away from them. We dont always see eye to eye so this is kinda nice. I've got a good routine going, learning stuff everyday and feeling fitter in general. Loose connections or friends I hadnt bonded with so much checking in... The not so great stuff, which hit me like a tonne of bricks today.... I feel let down by my best friend because she lives with her family and I've been checking in on her but she can go days without messaging back. The only time she messaged me was when she fell out with her boyfriend and needed to vent. Now that they've patched things up, shes gone awol again. There is no denying that isolating with a partner would have been awesome. I've gone back to my geeky teenage self and been gaming, working on some hobbies. Deep down inside, I'm scared I'll end up lonely at this rate. None of my exes who broke up with me (including a short term ex from a month ago) have contacted me. I wonder how they're doing but know I should leave them alone as they have a lot of friends. I still feel strongly for my recent ex and it hurts they dont care. Maybe what got to today me was my boss worrying about me when I joked I was bored and wanted more work. She asked me to stay with my family or friends. I told her I'm ok but it kinda made me feel weird. I've been reducing my friends lists on facebook to people I like, remember, who dont feel awkward speaking to me...and trying to connect with others. Except for my family who live in another city, I dont know what relationships will be like after lockdown. I've been let down by the people who meant a lot to me and now speaking to friends who were loose connections. I'm scared when all this is over, I could come out losing a loved one and no friends. Today randomly, I just cried because all I want to do is sit down next to someone, say nothing and watch TV. And give someone a hug. And crack a joke with them. So instead, I'm here to vent.",3.3395567144719682,4.449279531073451,4.164444444444444,89.45606258148632,72.89830508474577,7.10340431696364,25.479791395045627,7.419758726546812,1.0631872229465449,2025,63,435,22,39,650,244,531,0.134,0.7170000000000001,0.149,0.9135,1,7,0,0,1,0,62.0,2,0,5,7,27,39,0,4,19,1,44,6,3,4,2,78,82,34,0,7,11,3,6,4,10,3,1,3,0,2,27,34,0,0,12,4,2,9,13,13,0,1,24,14,57,26,68,50,11,72,0,5,4,2,54,28,0,10,36,273,84,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198188231210997,0.0,0.0,0.06541869846782683,0.0,0.050512107320568655,0.052557382418060385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623280315948431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904967243406534,0.0,0.05934451547474221,0.0971382022026788,0.052739175659224535,0.11551228847318624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628656275133357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643997538274235,0.0,0.06681897714115277,0.05441006310721287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043119383291442,0.0,0.06938252231215174,0.04073545726735642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701378037425424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594442229638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381810220458277,0.0,0.19162523985746469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392020983067292,0.0,0.0,0.06059251962792887,0.10769241319863042,0.10595767970619248,0.10103580053693513,0.06963836664246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723909191494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484946532894245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761820686845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942639919767153,0.0,0.0,0.13376279215589426,0.0,0.12917863041324046,0.0,0.12343466460255174,0.0,0.16732450796421622,0.05589801882053495,0.0,0.07066419047808394,0.0,0.10739929152192973,0.05700783991186392,0.059767161275056824,0.0,0.0,0.06345657623911052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050416781749087834,0.06713317546810192,0.046432696828620654,0.046835193776045086,0.0,0.0,0.13435094023413074,0.0,0.0,0.06060741676880103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042801458856784914,0.048038953527596163,0.0,0.0,0.07013597950986912,0.0,0.0,0.08757971981862425,0.0,0.0659927785901193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642603423684113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046437914888493,0.0,0.06236668086218605,0.06781433554393204,0.07155232799613552,0.0,0.0,0.05023042803126767,0.12647606398281694,0.0,0.050333409897301916,0.0,0.06589367015549398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703704876939912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464851788814794,0.050442731499077235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692248627072888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196325469960927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366269674385398,0.0,0.23948777364188065,0.12071152932235694,0.0,0.042884107368339634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455328543418195,0.0,0.0,0.1117670241891309,0.0,0.10133245955838464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088769654419635,0.06849849998092394,0.13795210331090169,0.06414595482727335,0.0,0.044869786155282726,0.0,0.0,0.040675447924958516 lonely,solm42168,2020/03/26,"M 15 I’m watching all my friends become happy and get into loving relationships and I just feel isolated All of my friends have girlfriends or boyfriends and no matter how hard I try I can’t find a relationship I’m just kinda stuck watching all my friends being happy and I love that they’re happy but I want to be happy, I can’t help but think it’s my fault like I’m just a bad person or maybe it’s my body I know at this age a lot of people are a bit shallow and that’s perfectly natural but I still want someone but no matter how much self reflection I do no matter how much a try and fix myself and work out and be kind I still just feel like it’s out of my control . I don’t know why I’m writing this I don’t expect any response to really help but I’ve been feeling like this for about a year now and I just want to say it somewhere Thanks and have a good day",-0.10623923444975958,2.0026571894736875,2.1866028708134,94.76803827751198,87.63157894736841,4.928229665071772,19.16267942583732,6.351523495107088,-0.05489473684210555,686,20,157,7,22,232,95,190,0.09300000000000001,0.5720000000000001,0.335,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,12,18,0,0,7,0,12,3,1,4,4,51,30,20,0,4,12,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,9,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,7,20,16,12,25,7,10,0,0,2,2,14,4,0,4,9,97,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152780334214843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010129081256974,0.0,0.13240663685317267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308864080110454,0.13316829977928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446434252833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731770175269002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818565954267567,0.17129571178686018,0.0,0.0,0.10957526140913518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778750104866491,0.0,0.06263641825879025,0.0,0.0,0.10055618406541708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104910958215526,0.10739590491103823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071650719403582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484467682069147,0.13177438003697953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571334453875098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192430559748646,0.21640680918059754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044339170421164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626262945354434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311509322305917,0.10468138753920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680318347987185,0.0,0.0,0.2574292236726303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953395767216228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506910387760195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101580529204866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914850762096173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103765628500106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681925027778788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279186958299718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121387612105163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818007650703224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727973363961677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720380136346783 lonely,ohmygreg,2020/03/26,My GF isn’t answering I’m feeling so anxious rn because ever since before yesterday I haven't heard from my GF . Phone goes to voicemail and not responding to my texts. With self isolation I don't understand. I'm fucking scared and I need Reddit to comfort me. I can't sleep and keep panicking. What can I do to get my mind free?,0.7104311774461003,3.217635432835824,2.8118407960199012,88.16247097844116,90.19402985074629,6.559867330016584,25.35489220563847,7.793537801064563,1.8876215588723049,262,12,52,6,9,88,49,67,0.16899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.626,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,12,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,6,14,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289710357904159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775116962075874,0.0,0.24778818734457844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634054081311851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472385397817669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692080076393341,0.1521390204178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588303053397469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402713145419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159197467027937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154015919865583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037831899943754,0.0,0.0,0.2408821280269844,0.0,0.29140846093700384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031475553677517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ceptlov,2020/03/26,"I’m giving up. How do I make REAL friends? I came to this sub because I’m at my last resort. I don’t know where else to turn. I can’t afford a therapist right now. Thought I’d try reddit. I’m really lonely and I have no friends, and I don’t know how to make them either. I just want at least one or two close friends, that’s what everyone needs. I think that I’m the problem. I dropped out of high school and it really stunted my social skills. I can be nice and make the bare minimum of small talk, but that’s about it. Nothing ever goes further than that. I wish I knew how to socialize with others and also how to form friendships. Is anyone able to give me advice on how I’d do this? It seems like everywhere I go, I’m just not good enough.",0.29075735294117777,2.2965092375000005,2.3143382352941195,95.23330882352941,84.75,5.514705882352941,19.411764705882355,6.794906146795322,0.1035845588235298,578,16,134,7,17,193,100,160,0.055999999999999994,0.802,0.142,0.9002,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,8,1,35,31,13,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,3,0,17,6,16,27,4,17,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,2,4,82,28,1,0.1484099571717443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450244925159319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868338913120323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377169275786376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046933240047493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974145414076386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239774756672308,0.0,0.0,0.15334715824064218,0.0,0.0,0.13424530289224046,0.0,0.14181207404659368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439834942922201,0.0,0.0,0.2847367083619268,0.08434479876950741,0.1244792308129332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680326802401331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312446241181178,0.12097392310809113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250560859761851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971943965030299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004410274710924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240335654496794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056642785945442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200828581084118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892302233598722,0.19015043763672426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674129252644034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019879988727305,0.0,0.1351068511209792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025705232599669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928630190538585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723153989728448,0.0,0.09509510802423048,0.0,0.11782092844128153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076061903417048,0.16142741641084032,0.14497496334659066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753603790929633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066412649278082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pretend_Technician,2020/03/26,"Looking for the most gullible person on Earth? Look no further! It is I, your servant in naivety. &#x200B; I am your regular loner, one friend on the counter, slowly becoming grimmer. My partner is no loser, however, life rolling down to the gutter like it always does, she's waging a tough war with survival. The battlefield straight up comes out of a catastrophe series: her parents spewing mad expectations, an economical crisis, her life on a thread of paychecks to paychecks, depression's bees. You know the drill. We used to make art together, write stories and worlds. Our imagination sprouted with life, death, and everything in between. Picture it! The perfect bond, sitting together, chattering about our latest creations, our latest ambitions. It felt nice, didn't it? Then came the struggle, its power-up, our power-down, and life kicked us in the face. Meltdowns have shaped our time together anew. Our castles of dreams turned into some crumbling houses of cards. Love still rides with us, though we don't smile so much anymore. We don't speak so much anymore, and when we do, it is never scar-less. She bursts into raging fury, I spit some passive aggressive comments, she tells me I'm a burden, I retort she's full of her overthinking brain... When we drop to our knees and admit to the sin of having being carried away, none can be erased anymore. I pat her back, I try to be there. After all, she's a lone soldier at war with the mad happenings of life. She flings her sword and shield, spins into the air, performs some mad karate, all the while I'm sitting here simply watching like the useless spectator I always am. Holding her through the swamp is the least I can do, no matter how objectively unnecessary, futile, vain. I make efforts, I comply to her wishes, I grow more and more patient - it is wildly surprising how patient one can be! She receives my comfort. We build her world together, we blab about it. Hell, I thought things were quite back to normal. How foolish! Any step to my side and she drops exhausted and unable to read, unable to listen. The request always finds her ""too busy"", ""too late"". When I bring it up, she acknowledges her fault, oh yes she does. She simply cannot find the stamina to walk towards me the same way I walk towards her. The ying and the yang, darkness and light, demons and angels, high and low, life and death, peace and conflict... One should have warned me relationships weren't on the list of perfectly balanced and symmetric entities. When the realization hit, I felt nothing. I stood eager to prove the world wrong! After all, a relationship is *hard work*. I felt proud of my supposed selflessness and as it always goes with selfish things, pride will keep it going for a while. Truth is, it's gotten to me now. The bees, the depression and its treacherous wasps buzzing around, threatening. They're hovering at my threshold, darts starting to itch. Even more so, they've cut the communication lines, made them jittery with crap. Were I to reach out to my beloved, she'd only receive the white noise that gets on one's nerves, annoying. I feel forgotten. Sure, I understand how draining it might be to go out of your way when all isn't right around you. Yet, where am I to go, while I wait for her? I have no one else. I only have her. Who else would ever commit to listening to my *self* while it expresses itself? No one. I do not want to disappear completely. And even then, how could I blame her? She's not responsible for all that crap the universe dumped on her face. It sucks to be lonely when you're not alone. Even more, when around the one you love. &#x200B; I swore an oath. While she cannot love me the way she used to anymore, I shall try and love myself in her stead. I shall continue to art, for myself. I shall cherish the fleeting moments of happiness with her, stay patient, and bond with someone else while she carries her triumphant armour out of the rubble... This someone being Myself. P.S. I wrote this wildly and I'm not exactly expecting any advice. I just... Needed it out of my system, for the most part.",3.7716473207767582,6.2636853009198425,3.975972952255805,85.38217814644477,75.09724047306176,6.80333625346766,26.863793984523287,7.841875235110058,1.7334857497444882,3218,124,586,49,72,996,369,761,0.183,0.7120000000000001,0.105,-0.996,4,3,0,0,0,1,162.0,16,6,1,10,36,49,14,1,42,1,46,19,8,10,14,114,90,47,4,9,5,1,5,2,2,7,8,3,0,3,26,50,0,4,13,4,1,14,18,30,0,7,13,13,105,19,88,60,21,96,4,7,4,4,81,42,4,6,33,405,131,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599572046966629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994727044407004,0.0,0.0,0.22478254859420496,0.1463511716303044,0.16412806740821345,0.09185404123704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679115689717863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036495787491566,0.0,0.0,0.06345260560825074,0.10386253867864892,0.0,0.0,0.07458857091076626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539288037631924,0.0,0.07724357013942243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058176568598515624,0.0708105575336822,0.0,0.0,0.05392226437496357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163378848917061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820299577435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692538140294593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382132791557488,0.06109047741069457,0.0,0.0,0.06069729903157455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414839791004567,0.0,0.19453640499938674,0.0,0.1234539649963957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217840136668524,0.0,0.03528494519555682,0.0,0.11514735889286755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059722153965766626,0.07189367958613826,0.060499286586863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135584111150127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792785772624261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002939360184295,0.0,0.0,0.03711620098209222,0.0,0.0761839224115995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621744485727724,0.06598967932214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342701621994974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438167000652564,0.06390450882230192,0.09016204999354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164537391883655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929394740607207,0.05007733327138263,0.052088181517886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617126451032365,0.06480293052190128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035055751988994,0.10272884520615884,0.0,0.0,0.07499110256755219,0.07313526449895648,0.0,0.0,0.05897011874233898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183320063397051,0.06755460672997178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501748825251126,0.0,0.05767565718335665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045512177509078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444662723594826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047802562292881885,0.07198474225413888,0.05393460072946596,0.0,0.0,0.07060363628512925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365219217987961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590297295886542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973627399910787,0.0,0.06635410175643343,0.05361630248789293,0.039380977392235145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170547033493848,0.07346013397302444,0.0,0.07030770178445843,0.16247577998009968,0.116659410818267,0.0,0.0,0.03983467749938438,0.16082158663708587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766344698623925,0.0,0.0,0.04916725291399436,0.0,0.0,0.04797587143245729,0.07384037530516198,0.16412806740821345,0.0 lonely,Nama95,2020/03/26,"I don't know anymore I'm 24 years old from Germany and dealing with depression for at least half of my life and it's getting harder to keep going every day. It's been ruining my life for years now, I quit school because of depression and almost quit my apprenticeship (Not sure if thats the correct word). Nevertheless I still managed to get to uni and I'm currently studying Applied Computer Science, but surely I'll also quit or fail that one. I don't have any interests anymore, except programming from time to time, and literally no life thats worth living. I can't even hold a proper conversation as I have no Idea what to say and I guess that often comes off as rude or people think I don't want to talk with them. Beeing alone feels so bad and knowing you can't change that even if you tried (and I did try, so so often) makes you go crazy. Usually I'm just in self isolation every day, every week, every year, weirdly enough the worse I feel the less I want to be around others or talk to someone, but as there is noone I could meet with or talk to it doesn't really matter, right? Theres no joy in my life, just misery and nubness. I'm desperately hoping that some day it's somehow possible for me to get things under control, but thats probably unrealistic and even if it's possible I'd still have to manage to keep going until then and I have no idea how I am expected to endure this longer. Do you think ""normal"" people can even imagine what this feels like? Having maybe 1-2 ""good"" days a week where good has the meaning of ""feeling completely numb, no joy, no misery, nothing. Maybe even able to get some things done e.g. grocery shopping, just maybe""? Beeing like that for years without a break? I really do not want to live like this anymore. No, I don't want to die, I don't want to be dead, but there are only these two options: * Keep living like this * Not living at all Every day I have to decide anew and every day I decide to keep going on, maybe I'm wrong and it's somehow not impossible to have a life thats worth living at some point. But it's getting harder every time and I fear the day I'll choose different. It took me roughly 10 years to realize that I'm depressend and another \~3 years to work up the courage to talk to a doctor about it and he basically told me to hold on as things will get better and maybe get a girlfriend. Sure, finding a girlfriend is probably the best thing I could even imagine happening to me, but in what magical loopy land would this be possible? Of course I did try dating in the past and probalby will try again. I actually met some nice girls here on reddit on [r/r4r](https://www.reddit.com/r/r4r/) and [r/foreverAloneDating](https://www.reddit.com/r/foreverAloneDating/) and I admit that I indeed developed romantical feelings a few times, but even then having a proper conversation is extremely hard / impossible and I still want to isolate myself, it doesn't matter how much I'm interested in someone, things don't change and my depression ruins everything. I have no idea why you were reading this, but I nevertheless want to thank you for doing so.",6.750810889645116,6.609813201652894,7.070036460865339,76.06719372873118,64.91735537190083,10.026737967914439,31.347836655323285,9.627879704456738,2.7304409333981527,2477,82,469,44,34,806,261,605,0.179,0.706,0.11599999999999999,-0.987,3,4,0,0,0,2,92.0,0,6,1,8,33,31,1,1,17,0,42,7,0,4,5,114,91,51,2,16,24,0,7,4,2,3,7,1,0,2,37,27,0,7,21,2,3,6,23,12,0,3,8,8,45,19,66,75,11,60,0,6,0,0,24,20,0,19,37,303,82,9,0.051345308357089815,0.0,0.050105614306745073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141490950519983,0.05317825452314713,0.0,0.04106082454261576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034916570388468314,0.05384003269231601,0.0,0.0,0.15276224698291824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045708210275330896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042871187783207136,0.031299623404559766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388373336697598,0.04541075270962045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086330561937458,0.04422943672532503,0.05383457892703721,0.0,0.0575881293026636,0.08199010143473984,0.0,0.0,0.2317943333926064,0.052934758351235386,0.1326709165528323,0.0,0.05328832369591351,0.053644918941348034,0.0,0.05255409879048577,0.0,0.05254407715960124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305342899895588,0.0,0.2373916434450517,0.0,0.30282445757087323,0.0,0.04614585238675723,0.0,0.0,0.05777774674716061,0.12980865329621066,0.036681098549582666,0.0,0.0,0.04692868163968933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877806309198997,0.0,0.11672288796971825,0.08613201717654388,0.0,0.0,0.05656264587658333,0.0,0.04540448660968964,0.0,0.04599531104158777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050997476568662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738878100882233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255227696877865,0.0,0.0,0.05643607735447567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181333548768896,0.1003388964462816,0.0,0.2266942398448341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03427339203121101,0.0,0.2579163176160183,0.0559300931938057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774470950935967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030750054874808,0.04926720815925188,0.0,0.053878263910230484,0.0,0.03479290976978877,0.03905042071377377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901490666958331,0.07119274367513151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048537912667779536,0.17365236119482327,0.0,0.0,0.11071785333130013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383616697009046,0.051359203126733366,0.0,0.06578623861062619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043848612790956164,0.0,0.040831850055333435,0.0,0.05196419325256126,0.0,0.0,0.053564354612106777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700942629827753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301328873823175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517703643937738,0.0,0.0,0.16507765572686364,0.0,0.04727186147547233,0.0,0.0,0.1705577068407245,0.06580000072507927,0.0,0.0,0.11975944884420435,0.0,0.0,0.04906264249004922,0.057046526823630414,0.13944037591962147,0.0,0.05015690549977269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565496031448088,0.0,0.21199355226055608,0.0,0.08237221852560192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046331154540439984,0.0,0.0,0.049495044994633024,0.0,0.037379996003632496,0.0,0.052325255768287116,0.0364742338880114,0.05613803436693659,0.0,0.19838817095943206 lonely,becrivers,2020/03/26,Solo Shelter in Place was not a good idea I've been alone for over a week and I am extremely bored and lonely. This wouldn't be so bad if I had someone to quarantine with. I'm sure many people are alone during this time. I wonder how everyone else is staying sane.,1.9680000000000002,3.8528770727272783,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,78.27272727272728,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.8185636363636362,209,6,44,3,5,69,47,55,0.275,0.685,0.039,-0.9145,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,5,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165840631558775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082295909856154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833270166913226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383020976707857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917585486706594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815300861669322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284153716266466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289509182228907,0.0,0.26055866672275685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113066862248247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265815738075196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350463989252679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542086619804093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004499827367134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045198291151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,graciegracefashion,2020/03/26,"First thing I did this morning was cry because I realized my dream wasn’t real and reality hurts I’ve been stuck in a relationship that makes me feel so sad. I feel ignored all the time, we never spend any time together, we barely talk. When we first got together he was so sweet and romantic. He wanted to cuddle all the time, and he wanted to spend lots of time with me. Now it’s as if I’m on the back burner of his life. I annoy him when I try to be romantic or want to cuddle. He agreed that being around me is tedious. He says I’m “too wholesome and innocent” (in a bad way). I just feel so worthless, unloved, and I feel like I’m not special in the slightest. Last night I had a dream where I met this guy. We went on water slides, we played in the grass like kids, and we spent hours on the couch just talking and cuddling. It was so romantic and sweet. It was the most wonderful dream I’d ever had. Then, I woke up. Once I realized it was only a dream I started balling crying. The tears just wouldn’t stop. None of it was real and that hurts so much. I just want to feel special and loved. I hate the reality of my life so much. :(",2.1889141972578514,3.5036960294117705,3.7725740822644873,90.32583149049096,76.10084033613445,7.02733303847855,23.45068553737284,7.669130373188453,0.8777613445378152,877,26,199,12,19,292,122,238,0.18100000000000002,0.648,0.171,-0.6958,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,6,0,0,2,18,17,2,0,13,0,15,7,0,1,4,49,38,22,0,6,7,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,1,2,11,18,1,2,8,6,3,2,5,9,0,2,17,8,27,8,20,18,7,31,0,4,0,4,21,10,0,5,20,127,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858281160230102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235495156222128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704881679784323,0.1053812914087514,0.07693733030350253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772747093999067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141654849910203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31908151436251664,0.09016548724971034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471079491299108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009428286090109,0.0,0.0,0.12496918141783553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460768021110695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429285785523535,0.0,0.27022394163250296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102879179422671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829376355635496,0.12332108150943236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730046398617082,0.1139107639670664,0.0,0.08424712493322092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185559880078832,0.0,0.09734205325180062,0.0,0.0,0.1184408988530609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344110783611037,0.0,0.09598949732119333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28731252946134395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550386721670327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036841319159832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893331160483768,0.0,0.0,0.10551842609244097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288797025166985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384928123512887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943796528666751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856892918574987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977711400488723,0.10018077674101422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699928140017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687093697092187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Summoner97,2020/03/26,How does one... communicate? I’m lonely and need friends and a girlfriend idk what I’m doing. Send some assistance please,3.003484848484849,6.089364499999999,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,85.81818181818181,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,1.941587878787879,97,4,17,2,3,30,19,22,0.16,0.617,0.222,0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627252416415912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40852202133628346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920720619129152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583044047411118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804244659225875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moreauar,2020/03/26,"an interesting title i'm so tired of how my brain works. i fuck up every relationship i have with someone and then sit and think ""wow, who would have thought"". and i don't even want to initiate any interaction myself, because i know how it's going to be: i act like an asshole, a person naturally gives up, i sit alone and think about how i have once again ruined everything. and i understand that self-pity won't really help but? what else do i do? anyway thank you for coming to my ted-talk",1.8842424242424232,4.136061515151518,3.765949494949497,85.69559090909092,80.31313131313131,7.192323232323233,21.011111111111113,8.238735603445708,1.1426032323232325,386,11,80,8,10,130,72,99,0.12300000000000001,0.802,0.07400000000000001,-0.3672,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,1,0,3,0,9,3,1,3,0,18,21,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,13,4,9,17,0,9,0,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185685111118405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435109683718075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864491599509315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558474130111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178787963342766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629257914597904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938656081847745,0.0,0.177806004710082,0.0,0.18966456008386112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950983640394522,0.0,0.20244390533242798,0.11993599670101422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414522447265954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597926173931895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310099212321336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247452805596881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842675342693686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519436049291647,0.0,0.0,0.2265725044830347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201554252055952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788091855330838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696218583779792,0.0,0.19429258204933827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704452847992326,0.0,0.16753813739552895,0.0,0.2425535725157273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969477295060266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447385146533478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153635920267452,0.0,0.0,0.14991313773523024,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kennydruh,2020/03/26,"Anyone else with little to no support system? Do you have any good groups or anything to suggest? I moved away from my hometown about 4 years ago and I haven't made any meaningful connections since. I now live in Denver, CO about 1000+ miles from any friends and 7,000+ miles from family. My dad passed away when I was 16 - so we don't keep in touch with that side of the family (please don't judge, there are major cultural and religious differences among us). My mom moved to the Philippines with my sister about 4 years ago - my mom is a Filipino native and so are all my relatives on that side of the hemisphere. I've been struggling without a support system.. Does anyone know of any groups or good books that may help me get through this? I love my alone time and am an introvert by nature, but lately I am feeling that I can only handle this loneliness for so much longer...",5.419867864693444,6.065686494186046,5.326786469344608,84.72223044397464,67.77906976744185,8.580126849894294,27.845665961945034,8.575989854853784,1.8243418604651165,695,21,138,10,11,216,109,172,0.063,0.8390000000000001,0.098,0.5872,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,20,22,12,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,2,18,6,25,18,3,24,0,0,0,1,14,11,0,3,8,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311656431834629,0.0,0.0,0.13504466254095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546785435122453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234336666890136,0.133599910461345,0.1072998172316434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450112965755392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622974353771025,0.0,0.0,0.11410512214655735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892407025210424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584007706648497,0.0,0.06592907547069901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073895035153684,0.0,0.06812336616509318,0.0,0.0,0.2187298040877862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739763361882236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589657680754448,0.0,0.0,0.07165890540985315,0.0,0.14708554069093374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068498252937813,0.11513671290771413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176820188019003,0.1233781214615658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054222623170592,0.0,0.2771677590269227,0.09585161461400148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916743102349458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431290074991108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078599123692223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631188430596108,0.0,0.0,0.2959299355198661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603142722659839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684305291109266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569125686215174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679337029742293 lonely,blooominonion,2020/03/26,What are you doing during quarantine? I have nothing to do during this 30 day stay at home order. I’m so lonely. I live in a small apartment by myself with no friends or family. I have very little hobbies. All I do is sleep. What do you do rather than suffer in self pity?,-0.18339285714285936,2.1268803035714288,2.100714285714286,92.46928571428577,94.17857142857142,4.228571428571429,15.928571428571427,5.985473137389443,-0.3663857142857143,211,5,43,2,8,71,44,56,0.193,0.755,0.052000000000000005,-0.8127,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,1,4,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,10,1,9,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090269604299516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554619004016403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250409964362589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251131477015505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484775455482895,0.28619893373354466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109964870050887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381219828656308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243484494242942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546280204778523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742830576847393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GarySkylls,2020/03/26,"Swing and a miss V2.0 I just shot my shot again for the 2nd time in two weeks. I'm just getting so tired of this. Am I the problem? Am I just not boyfriend material or something? I can't keep going like this. Being alone is killing me, but trying to fix that with no success is worse.",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,92.33333333333334,3.6666666666666665,19.166666666666664,5.148860815047168,-0.6193333333333331,220,7,52,1,8,70,49,60,0.275,0.6509999999999999,0.075,-0.8603,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,11,4,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,5,10,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32448366592697875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368599226815808,0.0,0.178055254566095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784748793718064,0.3466193388190514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530622490617154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997851894773306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411931649815088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268738480992808,0.36009154289071243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212709709835156,0.0,0.30604796479424035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130986036868985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192788286210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ayehullo,2020/03/26,"(16) M got cheated on again and just feel worthless Recently a girl broke up with me claiming she was only with me because I was deppresed. In the next couple days I found out she had been cheating on me the entire time. Usually I wouldn't even really speak to girls before her because of my trust issues. I usually fuck it up over little things. I just never really open up to people and it wasn't till she left me I realised how lonely I really am so again I turn to reddit seems to be the only place large amounts of people understand you. Thanks if you read this. :)",3.4128070175438587,4.970140982456144,4.772807017543864,83.40464912280704,73.3859649122807,7.873684210526315,24.070175438596486,8.515128840125781,1.5842701754385962,448,13,87,8,9,149,78,114,0.152,0.769,0.079,-0.836,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,8,3,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,2,19,2,17,7,1,22,0,3,0,1,9,12,1,2,10,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283632237236447,0.0,0.14854887775975278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931618505744964,0.0,0.1125852283277199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530390751651705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826942108079773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141042904104894,0.0,0.16139004787645708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962208154516453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220899470939086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896742191544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496814067943536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346415618046532,0.0,0.1856605068040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655414675245711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205405840771202,0.0,0.18239176736830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462037437608138,0.0,0.335508056461713,0.0,0.17236990759247048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892482323517634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607234856804964,0.0,0.0,0.11597863209739227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017949973865679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988543812209654,0.0,0.18173678748805508,0.0,0.0,0.3845352836802633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aggravating_Paper,2020/03/26,"anyone ever feel like it’s pointless to check social media (or reddit) when you’ve got no one to look forward to? it starts to feel like a purposeful distraction imo, lmao.",3.623636363636365,5.919733787878793,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,74.75757575757575,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.3308666666666666,137,4,24,2,3,44,27,33,0.124,0.6459999999999999,0.23,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374671795973053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072018255150853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34343978377700746,0.4852430186539623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716216834166964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318381327523993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851916364251373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301323737840905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461954164874138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403817259758575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jupjupgo,2020/03/26,"Want to share a dream It’s me, lying in my bed, scrolling through Reddit. Suddenly, I receive a message from an unknown person on WhatsApp. I open it and read it. I can see that she is a girl from her profile pic. We chat for a while; I argue with her because she keeps blaming me for a reason I have forgotten now. Afterwards, she becomes calm, starts to send smile emojis and nice messages. In the end, I see her send me this message: “I haven’t chatted like this in a while. One of the greatest chats I have ever had :)Thank you! :D” I close my eyes, feel extremely happy and euphoric. I can feel that even masturbation hadn’t given me so much pleasure. I open my eyes and see that it’s me, waking up in the morning. No chat, no messages from a girl. I realize that it was a dream. I close my eyes and start imagining that dream over and over. I want to feel happy again. I want to feel loved again. But nothing happens. I drift off to sleep again...",1.3023437499999986,3.503495380208335,2.65816666666667,93.1035,82.17708333333334,5.298333333333334,23.6625,6.508806274219699,0.6026200000000004,731,27,156,7,20,236,103,192,0.07400000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.247,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,0,0,7,10,1,0,12,0,9,6,5,1,1,25,26,10,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,12,12,0,1,7,8,0,4,4,1,0,1,4,10,33,9,22,22,2,29,0,0,6,1,25,13,0,0,13,109,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722928557369163,0.1942718577841658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557985002452912,0.0,0.0,0.11618275949365417,0.15911500105955478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557688595629024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555109395622918,0.3745055985279006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635132399357482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593768079985889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875999064638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930948665297806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687843800816246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919692481350605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359235847986238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595133934140014,0.0,0.0,0.1808583386621667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205175128640519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603077286728291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490111412535729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194852788596062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31125774529036393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hesaidshesaid_,2020/03/26,"(: Nothing is worse than realising that theres absoloutely no one to support you, love you or even be there for you when you just need someone, anyone. Knowing you're too difficult to care for is a shitty feeling. I've known that feeling way too many times in my life. It never gets easier. It hurts just as much as the first time, sometimes even more. You have hope that things might stay good or someone might see past your flaws and still love. It rarely happens. Reality sinks in and you realise youre just not meant to be loved. The one thing most humans crave isn't destined for you and probably never was",3.8288983050847483,5.8589835847457685,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,73.32203389830508,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.1801633898305086,485,16,96,6,10,148,82,118,0.096,0.675,0.23,0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,9,0,1,11,9,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,0,2,21,23,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,2,3,10,7,11,17,3,12,0,1,1,3,13,2,0,6,8,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636703663542164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509822172184887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009499095172249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383461464029946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939464881153448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947731488108499,0.0,0.0,0.12759247297934256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452072576016275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109118222007198,0.0,0.0,0.16284943680719766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360211348761959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744806254389892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118873474995554,0.0,0.0,0.15422753748985427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322754189423396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182696019564764,0.11279632043514935,0.2346512815103613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596488348676162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616321526873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452173851218458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401293238667847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122130760295115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778446245270065,0.0,0.15045226092850186,0.0,0.0,0.1621415024186112,0.12148459410675636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726259137801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021258093318648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740678485858535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074713271238473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502501860761025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pratikrenuse022,2020/03/26,"Call for Ending loneliness Hey all, I hope I am allowed to post this and please excuse me if I am too direct. &#x200B; I suffered from social loneliness years back and got out of it with the help of mentors and working on myself. Now, after having a stable career, I intend to give back to the society and make a difference to people's lives, just the way some of my mentors did. For this, I have worked under some of the best coaches in the world (Deepak Chopra, Vishen Lakhiani, Tony Robbins Team) to create a course which would help end a person's social loneliness in less than 12 weeks. We are looking for 10 volunteers who would be coached by us during these 12 weeks, completely online with the goal to end their social loneliness. The seats for these 10 students have already been paid for, so you would not be paying any money. Please reach out to me for further details. Let's end loneliness together Best wishes",7.1927586206896565,7.3698714942528785,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,63.94252873563218,9.258850574712644,31.76781609195402,8.841846274778883,2.604337471264368,736,25,128,10,10,230,113,174,0.091,0.753,0.156,0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,6,6,4,0,0,11,0,14,0,0,3,1,23,21,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,14,3,29,11,6,21,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,4,11,93,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368083182455814,0.0,0.0,0.13432570497591673,0.1506418986288316,0.08430652591713217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065660456535852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020598890864194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659124705476205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998431040206346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952637383151672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392164300980149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892709348497887,0.0,0.0,0.09915327972470783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661942285161523,0.0,0.0,0.12313408883549078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677174632902868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947125444516756,0.0,0.10410688037091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275356317645709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859479156025798,0.1082492566931796,0.0,0.27217230026322325,0.0,0.0,0.11873275857734268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791274378974515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491253772977631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840473777206568,0.1988888226626593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256390503847755,0.0,0.0,0.18050899998490846,0.0,0.0,0.26420257577211026,0.0,0.1506418986288316,0.07983514842457921 lonely,MouseleafTheFangirl,2020/03/26,"Alone I have no one to talk to except people I've never met. I'm alone All I can do is hug my knees and watch the sunset I'm alone &#x200B; When with the pain end? I'm alone I just want a real friend. I'm alone &#x200B; Someone who cares and is kind I'm alone Someone who listens and doesn't mind I'm alone &#x200B; I just want someone to hold me I'm alone To go on picnic with under a tree I'm alone &#x200B; So here I am in the dark I'm alone Tears rolling down my cheek as I wish to make a mark I'm alone",0.17914483821263616,1.72156275423729,1.8936363636363645,100.5925808936826,82.47457627118644,4.290909090909091,18.35439137134052,3.1291,-0.9464847457627116,407,9,103,0,11,133,62,118,0.078,0.629,0.293,0.9584,0,11,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,7,4,2,1,2,17,25,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,9,4,13,24,1,8,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7771525641528405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956439708139809,0.3315550742098833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954980344093946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060418298876692825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052702788774866983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876819255198096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103549132350169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553408452403032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887776811422408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261166222614134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622429238552797,0.0,0.07258563698655039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047291735890177086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764367633717904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339520558011567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482868402732615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804700235797343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784439564040992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315550742098833,0.0 lonely,ihavearobloxgirlfind,2020/03/26,This quarantine shit has really made me realize how fucking lonely I am I mean it says in the title. No one has texted me or called me. No one has really checked on me. I just want this shit to be over soon.,-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,2.02,93.64166666666668,93.54545454545452,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.5395424242424243,160,4,37,4,6,55,32,44,0.284,0.69,0.026000000000000002,-0.92,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,5,3,2,2,0,7,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,7,0,4,7,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870677259666474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990247607207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601437916383475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062357210177055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810053300907164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020137038139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356785637479895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771569645878989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581923872783486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,izofiralase,2020/03/26,"Everything is spiraling out of my control. I used to be the biggest extrovert ever. I had so many friends that I couldn’t get the chance to see some of them for months. I took that for granted, I always thought that I wasn’t even popular. But when 2020 came I lost all of them. I deleted all my social media so I can prepare for entance exams. There wasn’t any argument or anything they just left. It sucks. This is new to me and I don’t know how to cope. Days go by that I don’t get a single text from anyone. Even my grandma is giving up on me.",0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,2.624827586206898,93.46126436781613,83.48275862068967,5.59080459770115,22.597701149425287,6.816661863887847,0.5744563218390808,424,15,95,5,12,142,79,116,0.066,0.821,0.113,0.6461,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,9,4,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,3,3,16,23,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,1,19,2,15,14,4,13,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,2,5,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808763786296664,0.0,0.0,0.14782487737915934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199614587231336,0.0,0.17888403587093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486231662844588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380854299117946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019119014974096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871529820342561,0.19663135580426008,0.0,0.0,0.19536583618424547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794613889584795,0.0,0.22714265487363014,0.2085293258170452,0.12354124710343482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946557353527193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618244523685736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372943806163822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038774443048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350949543871533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994557115810109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322257097754765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159007031616065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257429796350066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415155823950904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774528444351532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,djbunny4,2020/03/26,"I'm a Femboy who is lonely I know what I am has a lot of stigma but I'm more than that and I'm a really nice person. If you give me a chance ill do my best to make you smile, laugh and be there for you cause loneliness F-ing sucks.",-1.6890303030303038,-0.10607769090908904,1.5013636363636391,100.6253787878788,89.54545454545455,5.121212121212121,10.984848484848484,6.42735559955562,-1.3161515151515155,177,1,49,2,6,63,43,55,0.18,0.522,0.298,0.8804,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43879049577096296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295237818705497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40109821091931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297874777262168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35547014671091565,0.0,0.0,0.2790979344119572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36508571697721576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678579828374979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ygantsy,2020/03/26,"What’s good How are you guys? It’s lonely hours. Perfect time to take off my masque, let go of the facade I’ve put up and face the loneliness:):",-1.4651612903225804,0.4807140967742001,0.5312258064516122,102.29683870967743,101.58064516129032,3.7703225806451615,12.651612903225805,5.6839178017228535,-1.2254567741935485,111,2,27,1,5,36,29,31,0.073,0.733,0.19399999999999998,0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332192760735517,0.34419379167314096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063248042167519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041258057433453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196249174988119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125290890614373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085426020468636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928650539951435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uncom4table,2020/03/26,"Today, I will spend my 30th birthday in isolation and it is pretty depressing I already wasn’t looking forward to turning 30 but damn do I feel extra lonely today. I have two small children and a partner who is away from home for “essential” work. Idk what the point of this is I just feel lonely, thanks for listening.",4.2049180327868845,6.160932114754104,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,72.11475409836065,7.50295081967213,30.2327868852459,8.238735603445708,2.413856393442624,253,11,44,4,5,82,50,61,0.228,0.684,0.08800000000000001,-0.81,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,4,6,1,7,11,1,7,0,3,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886683011859459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457700587983061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530492275471906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645329906240629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623935820882378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196676100096087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728473161488626,0.0,0.0,0.2661285208235552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408346163937548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959087098326007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845320735502477,0.2555329686308882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904388089943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Karbonalanette,2020/03/26,"Dealing with loneliness for more than four years now... Since even after so many years I couldn't find any people who'd willingly like to talk to me, I figured that as a last resort I could at least make a Reddit post on a place like this. I'm not really the kind who'd expect any sympathy just because of something like loneliness, something many people have to deal with. I've gotten used to this fate of mine. To be honest, I have no idea what else I could possibly say other than me being trained in social isolation, therefore being unaffected by the quarantine situation caused by the corona virus. Please do tell me however what people usually do when they feel lonely. I would ask a friend, but I don't have one neither in the real world nor online...",7.180205479452058,6.902838219178082,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,64.06849315068493,10.587671232876714,31.263698630136986,10.125756701596842,2.9909890410958906,604,19,110,12,8,196,100,146,0.079,0.8290000000000001,0.092,0.2285,1,4,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,4,0,19,22,5,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,2,12,6,20,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,10,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053075786209865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378380408844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987906217999529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514631906438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354403223881457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040117368722461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316858043218405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973838201840598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455092906588705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475899823460402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391305411475255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644367775349228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353779098424014,0.0,0.12018462465334845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160976299028005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841844720226904,0.29896538524303035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991027879799484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066524293041223,0.0,0.15404514434086822,0.16184665732313044,0.0,0.16621830842069887,0.1412083453893912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782087836086684,0.0944548973360985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725151905543114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219652576451552,0.16573059371908716,0.0,0.15029819582140255,0.0,0.2270155731661117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850801439228464,0.1288705020638073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734224726575422,0.1623861486003018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473831883583254,0.0,0.0,0.1898951788542467 lonely,disastroussmolhooman,2020/03/26,"Not existing in other people’s lives Usually I’m fine with it cause I kind of chose this for myself. I like keeping to myself but then right now, during quarantine, I see all my school friends tagging each other on insta posts. I don’t exist to them anymore. Everyone is in touch with each other and I have faded out of existence. Maybe it’ll never get better. Maybe this is life and I should stop expecting people to remember me. It sucks",1.6476955602537018,4.344402627906977,3.512579281183936,83.80419661733617,86.67441860465117,6.848202959830867,20.608879492600426,8.00094639256281,1.4956883720930234,350,11,63,8,11,117,64,86,0.106,0.81,0.084,-0.4327,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,17,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,11,5,12,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,7,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615000189521946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276099582402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389693155735746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082626527821585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838931737936644,0.0,0.11387102095162605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937259162134004,0.0,0.2269636611597419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394607378790334,0.10648042833901147,0.0,0.19245577231228614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379245289400134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809816130030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022012045036152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873794556009512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689733822226306,0.18612997501132056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057924700362572,0.1736796729795449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221778580691528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004353958523114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyandgoneagain,2020/03/26,"Burnt Out It's been a long day and possibly the most overwhelmed I have been in a while. So just a bit of background: My group and I have a super important assignment due in a few days; and today we booked an appointment with the professor to just see if we were on track. Lo and behold everything that could go wrong, ended up happening. And the end result — I just ended up feeling like a failure. A friend of mine, was on his way to help me understand a part of the assignment way before the meeting but had to postpone it, so ended up catching up with me after my ~delightful~ conversation with the professor. He picked up on my mood straight away, but didn't say anything until he saw tears in my eyes. He didn't push me to talk about it (which I really appreciate) but instead told me, I was one of the smartest people in the program and I put a lot of pressure on myself and need to stop berating myself. That's it. That's all he said and then continued explaining the software. However, what he said didn't register as yet, hence, after he left I was in proper tears, looking outside the widow just gazing at the sky (if this was a movie, there'd be a sad score playing in the background. Trust me, I know. It would be more dramatized if it was a Bollywood scene). Anyway, I decided to call/text someone to distract myself. Now, I'm not a very social person, this blog might just be the most 'socially interactive' I have ever been. Mostly because I just don't think people care and part of me realizes that's a bit selfish but c'est la vie. I called my sister — she didn't pick up. I texted my brother — to be fair I knew that was a long shot to being with, partly because we don't have the easiest or friendliest relationship, but also, it was 3 am where he is. And I texted a friend (same friend who helped with the assignment) and he sent a much of memes and cute dog photographs but it didn't help. Luckily enough, my sister checked her phone and it didn't take her long to update me on how incredible her trip has been and then just bitch about people and the world. That conversation lasted nearly an hour and by the end of it I was feeling better. I had to drop off my group members laptop at her job (who also, just so happens to be a really good friend of mine) and she noticed something was up and asked. Then without hesitating she took her break and spent it with me and we bitched a little and then mapped out a plan for the assignment AND BOUGHT COFFEE (CAUSE I NEED COFFEE IN AN IV). And then hugged me (and for someone who really hated being held, it was a nice gesture). Finally, once I was settled down our mutual friend called me to check up on me and made me LAUGH. Like proper laugh. Feel better laugh. And while it was an overwhelming day. Today I realized I have people around me who actually, genuinely, sincerely care about me and sometimes can really piss me off. But I guess that's just the way it's meant to be. I feel like music can best describe what it felt like today. So, if you get the chance, listen to 'Coming up for air' by Signals in Smoke.",4.6222506087581285,5.434878459901801,5.498219631950822,82.185947467167,69.63829787234042,8.84149934134366,27.668396471198754,9.047159751262416,2.0809267574148733,2413,78,483,44,41,791,279,611,0.095,0.728,0.177,0.9954,2,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,5,1,0,5,27,37,4,4,45,0,48,4,2,6,2,99,86,55,0,8,23,3,5,4,5,2,1,4,0,1,31,41,0,2,14,3,4,8,10,11,0,1,38,13,66,25,76,37,16,88,0,3,4,1,60,41,3,11,38,350,97,10,0.0,0.0,0.07194704079951643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791911383597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060671143658322775,0.06563277419212102,0.06892491142311168,0.0,0.06926906287433379,0.0,0.0,0.08988674475922809,0.0,0.06273635491643142,0.0,0.07737207130623294,0.13041130512578095,0.1609818553048759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258509199180243,0.0,0.15033943950092704,0.07573806862024157,0.0,0.06350939176467127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886511177139304,0.0,0.0,0.14264369309080654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32650175627149103,0.07617983081445402,0.0,0.0,0.06669040743433594,0.0,0.0,0.06626118789948751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911460288912995,0.10534134868645408,0.07078960398907656,0.08076446400235128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848069776098502,0.0,0.038519380943288384,0.0,0.04190082538247719,0.0618388162652587,0.0,0.0,0.08121874258835926,0.0,0.1303933100426505,0.0,0.0,0.07279027425302663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825321761465085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260636901070082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316279738054009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405185009321453,0.06009744882831914,0.0,0.0,0.08010473933447038,0.0,0.0,0.14407740083185178,0.07389395018174406,0.0,0.19573856232148212,0.06191221812620201,0.0,0.0,0.06268016696722194,0.0,0.06976239032475381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821283086905623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419792158241689,0.10933546112733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393882288196129,0.0,0.07851698418568027,0.04995940940701941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951788203243696,0.0,0.20445242732548147,0.0643756836100496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311625811916541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411612632098341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188925942086625,0.0,0.0,0.07915534291577606,0.0,0.0,0.14026276245956704,0.05863077067304497,0.0,0.0,0.058750974828326676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503110428379372,0.1249375111040596,0.05675874443562541,0.07291801391573223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163917955140516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543362413724129,0.05925907204210426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047241366085179363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096540874585224,0.07044942946620003,0.08191355099897324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675253945480681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060832601200290715,0.0,0.17556348536876934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107031958140046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237363576876845,0.0806090396233088,0.0,0.0 lonely,its2_30inthemorning,2020/03/26,"It’s 2:30 and I’m not getting kissed, this makes me mad. That’s it that’s the whole post. I just want to be kissed and I am not getting kissed.",-2.287272727272729,-0.5060445757575707,-0.5008484848484844,110.40872727272726,100.8181818181818,2.64,12.66060606060606,3.1291,-2.057237575757576,111,2,31,0,5,35,22,33,0.295,0.6659999999999999,0.039,-0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192851634492771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317265664459363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759530443846979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931215692921331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548412829738812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Generation-ill,2020/03/26,"Missing that new love feel Bad timing I never thought I’d be this heartbroken I was in a complicated tri sided relationship with my now ex and another woman. we all were together as a family basically after knowing her for over 3 years and dating her since June of last year, she didn’t want to be with me anymore even though im “the love of her life”. She wants nothing to do with me or other partner for that matter. I have no idea how to move on. It’s been almost a month and being home doing nothing laid off of work and school makes me do nothing but think about her. I truly don’t know what to do anymore. I miss having that person to text or talk to. That new in love feel when you just wanna hear about tiny things they enjoy on the day to day.",2.9136538461538457,4.198840749999999,4.381282051282053,86.80538461538465,74.19230769230771,6.9948717948717976,22.615384615384606,7.492282038375204,0.7937923076923079,591,15,125,7,12,197,107,156,0.064,0.804,0.132,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,14,4,0,2,2,28,29,11,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,18,4,26,21,1,23,0,2,0,3,19,7,0,3,15,88,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009696430896648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670501632850572,0.0,0.0,0.2775009203787341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681676234671855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045728516628287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240746067915456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318921631786987,0.0,0.1414826823024556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576857098023177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033844219283742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579383266976959,0.1511239061572408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537788005650078,0.11404313320120825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882067265848246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788154367399095,0.0,0.093389217764901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167268237040487,0.1486993322556064,0.0,0.0,0.10790514472773764,0.27024670925047845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027345201720767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216166915558335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020809521414158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159366995894546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573277500067138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245219852149764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294820198202458,0.08964695690244386,0.13745822458494547,0.1110707786513076,0.08158107926209207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498788170805003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504191605452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018541900858658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801914449440248 lonely,Treurgeestig,2020/03/26,"You can talk to me A few years ago, i was very very alone. It was horrible for my already bad mental health and it destroyed me. I got however, a lot of friends throughout the years after. Anyway, its the most horrible feeling ever, being alone, so you can talk to me if you need someone to vent to, talk to, relate to, be friends with, idk everything. I am a 16 y/o girl. But it doesnt matter who you are, you are not alone and you can talk to me. Love y'all (:",0.9051775486827048,2.6093246494845417,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,80.85567010309279,5.9605956471935855,22.117983963344788,6.937597516519254,0.4651887743413514,349,11,81,4,9,117,62,97,0.209,0.6559999999999999,0.135,-0.7586,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,7,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,0,1,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,15,3,11,10,3,5,0,0,0,1,16,0,0,3,5,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586254419064784,0.0,0.0,0.5112686587762144,0.18158364438406732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373913383368816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884377070267005,0.0,0.0,0.14788581203239218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320079534190344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542599219332728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160467225922362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490763334156406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989346832016628,0.1485116770082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582644410913333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201081783561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942162726509744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290322293965635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715399138389805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192800827878366 lonely,Gloomy_Professor,2020/03/26,"destroyed a relationship because i overrreacted title aw fuck. this really hurts. i feel like i'm fundamentally a child, and i just ruin things without even thinking twice about my actions. re-joined r/depression for a hot sec, but immediately left again. i'll move on. damn, i feel so unlovable and lonely. and it's all my own fault.",3.2059907834101367,6.085154161290326,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,79.96774193548387,7.4138248847926285,26.599078341013822,8.418075326091056,2.3007529953917056,266,11,47,6,7,89,51,62,0.37,0.602,0.027999999999999997,-0.9729,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,0,3,6,1,4,5,2,5,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839957739806778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599699860106313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993591269574835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052336230875705,0.21563093686005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790415323927162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231205390975102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32794453849332816,0.0,0.0,0.14746130227649246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080276678705155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336318737746105,0.0,0.0,0.3240577600959113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052571798008845,0.19340363787853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095810496778285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,04201997,2020/03/26,"I have no one to tell, if you are reading this, thank you <3 I got my certificate today to say I am now a quailfied automotive spraypainter 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lonely,VincentNuclearGl7,2020/03/26,"I'm not sure what to say, but I'm low af rn and wanna talk I've rewritten this draft 4 times and I cant confide the words I feel are most important to express. I've been getting really low the past 5 nights. I just joined Reddit cause I saw all the videos of people talking and getting advice and a place to vent. So.... anybody wanna talk?",1.0482738095238098,2.963773152777776,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,81.3611111111111,5.2253968253968255,21.3968253968254,6.1826913282559595,0.18921587301587284,265,8,58,2,7,88,52,72,0.10400000000000001,0.856,0.04,-0.4839,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,4,1,6,7,2,6,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539457091162421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669620195760296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140002201257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715467113638657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438739948250363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480789859452211,0.1801637997256929,0.0,0.2715128518308844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166481836573629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666210841283547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449280190425745,0.0,0.0,0.6266302470644305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515345261539869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The-SpawnHell,2020/03/26,"This entire sub needs help. Long time lurker here, every post I have seen is almost the same “I am useless”, “I can’t get a girlfriend or a boyfriend”. I don’t give a damn about what your life situation is or how genetically fucked you are, just get off your miserable asses and fix whatever is affecting you. Get some of therapy, read online guides, do whatever you need to do, the whole “baby steps” thing is bullshit anyway and it’s not going to help you in the long run.",6.558064516129033,5.938213408602152,7.143569892473121,76.9753548387097,65.45161290322581,10.450752688172043,30.42795698924732,9.888512548439397,2.6235221505376343,369,11,74,7,5,122,68,93,0.172,0.773,0.055,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,5,4,2,1,6,0,11,3,1,2,0,13,20,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,10,0,6,19,3,9,0,2,1,2,10,2,3,4,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216388727429368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864875162836117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462418803030627,0.3469212204389984,0.2123283808876811,0.1257919617182836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296717513391252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633816621052227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39175581091111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282398858503573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198142196453584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139873424912795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879412631541445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531202497705113,0.0,0.14704768809512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906445570744615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471169068400062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Peatmoss4,2020/03/26,"Am I normal? Awhile ago, I gave up on pursuing my crush. I'm always downvoting my posts and comments on Reddit, I feel like the only reason my parents love me is because they're my parents, and I really don't feel sad, just null. Is this normal?",1.5622000000000007,3.701498820000001,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,80.8,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,1.0946000000000002,191,6,37,3,5,66,37,50,0.032,0.773,0.196,0.8511,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,3,8,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043563128655128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069177537095382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515901424123344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514753865908717,0.1776536695378274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149018061006793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244391489014183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872979507786876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891287559836952,0.0,0.0,0.5522489388441615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381621777997621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930775189940174,0.2556796043876895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheManicac1280,2020/03/26,I have a question for all of you. I know this is my experience and I wonder how common it is. Do the people in your life only talk to you when they have problems? I'm not talking about like money problems or wanting a favor or something. I'm talking about whenever someone talks to me it's because they're going through a really rough time and need advice or someone to talk to. But whenever it comes to doing something fun or being happy I'm never talked to or approached. This puts me in a really bad place where I feel like everything is always bad all the time because the only time I'm talked to is when something went wrong. Does that happen to anyone else hear? And if so do you know why?,2.8841489361702126,4.700120765957447,4.391081560283691,84.50875,75.38297872340425,6.402127659574468,25.22517730496454,7.1686216300943375,1.2256283687943266,552,19,105,6,12,184,81,141,0.141,0.7929999999999999,0.066,-0.8792,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,7,10,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,3,25,25,14,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,5,2,5,0,0,1,3,12,5,15,23,2,16,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,8,9,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110445381341762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940447127547877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902874873265525,0.11580606355400345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874001701012053,0.1377963093455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735984785515783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890773864676224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944167384440396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157834917551146,0.11055879586447344,0.0,0.0,0.057148142372636684,0.08074410253347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423393250811793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994642110668772,0.1203157538313884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738584323201965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422966041590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983193106805644,0.1104352713401261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380558815595468,0.08717078971485813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191912449547386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835635275718196,0.0,0.11808563556364254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629669593010675,0.0,0.11361996362620898,0.12661233020033008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481166065644954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152910671173864,0.26103333235398435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359087773356006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771495945843315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666426422403841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047740356302282,0.10198624470449648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256930346337368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235735946355171,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwitawayar,2020/03/26,"I feel like loneliness will be a part of my life after this whole thing is over It’s been exhausting. My friends judge me for how I’m worried about it and complain that I talk too much about the pandemic. I understand them, but my instinct is to shut off and cut them from my life. Another friend stopped talking to me after I criticized him for going on a date while our government is enforcing social isolation. This whole thing might have made me a toxic person but I can’t really overcome the notion that no one is caring enough about this as they should. I feel generally disappointed at everyone in my social circle. So perhaps yeah, this pandemic will make me end up with no friends.",6.552045454545457,7.039039659090912,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,65.2878787878788,10.842424242424245,33.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.5709212121212124,553,22,102,14,8,178,91,132,0.18899999999999997,0.6809999999999999,0.131,-0.6987,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,3,0,6,9,1,0,5,1,12,3,0,3,0,15,20,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,4,3,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,2,20,5,19,13,5,14,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,7,82,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360103998871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879648310426346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663443835881335,0.1710647261642657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819689058403208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742127435574733,0.1182740154064744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837269821706444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408990730851292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338757320674311,0.08088282966849128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665411789289968,0.1105106405592563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562990560762146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170350754322475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218576620832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928219085144725,0.0,0.0,0.14455806176851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106060108702166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375292004147939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841313715480852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613702927015914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199775431404281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235076533876162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696771485449071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813125729058218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,antonio_marrujo,2020/03/26,"JOIN OUR ZOOM! My friend and I are so bored and lonely! Anyone who is interested in making friends and talking to new people should join! Meeting ID: 987622588 Password: 285769",3.8679032258064514,7.1253208709677445,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,82.2258064516129,4.390322580645162,27.10483870967742,5.985473137389443,1.1291870967741942,141,6,23,1,4,41,28,31,0.127,0.529,0.345,0.8592,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301413086635389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660848381723886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877415410698364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163286000774819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884859017481336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464764956134785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,orange_lobotomy,2020/03/26,"When am I going to get it through my head that nobody cares about me!? All my friends forget about me and never talk to me and everyone is done with me. I try SO HARD to fit into society and have friends but nobody likes me. All I want is to be Someone's first choice to talk to or hang out with but that's never going to happen. All my relationships are one sided where I care more about them than they do me. Sorry just had to get that off my chest.",1.7909375000000018,3.2317945520833367,3.225416666666664,93.31125,77.4375,6.0500000000000025,19.291666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.07724583333333346,351,7,81,3,8,115,60,96,0.048,0.7759999999999999,0.175,0.9197,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,0,5,18,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,1,16,5,18,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41758750601376415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956795879983425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956825278086902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419151583065434,0.0,0.0,0.3164354899026531,0.0,0.2139852626123796,0.0,0.2327700732352269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109225803404091,0.0,0.18344871525805628,0.0,0.21017029962536155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000484681299271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31588835236478363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387688104030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986434395120497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735151595705846,0.0,0.0,0.22924201482636344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291996855236341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903676939169982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078853854729217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jojooooooooooooooooi,2020/03/26,"first post here and feeling down per usual Bro I miss waking up in a relationship and having those good morning text like those hit different I texted my ex Bro she was the best and I miss her so god damn much the reason we had to break up was because of her mom I’m tired of waiting for the perfect one no one know but like I don’t wanna die alone i physically empathize and emotionally I need someone who I can feel the feels with",2.25,4.108644388888892,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,77.33333333333333,6.277777777777778,23.472222222222207,7.1686216300943375,0.7625555555555557,345,11,74,4,8,113,68,90,0.165,0.682,0.153,-0.28300000000000003,1,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,1,1,16,16,6,1,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,3,12,5,10,12,2,8,0,2,0,0,10,4,1,0,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263109117608926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310360667991593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558458271528406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309189644804794,0.22458478464663928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417981995839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32606683750616344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284269777579268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802961110811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813499329557843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003470500819926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517555683050177,0.0,0.0,0.15801845960430272,0.15938822599676952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913214635078954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058698180671648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210120604583709,0.0,0.2307838564986445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213275043617067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470619680901954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367452630139189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ColleenES,2020/03/26,"Do you exist? Seeking a friend. Are you very lonely? Do you wish that you had someone that you could text/email/message throughout the day just to say hi and build a platonic friendship with? No in-person relationship or telephone calls, just text. Are you male? Are you open to building a friendship like this with a 45f? It doesn’t matter what you look like. It doesn’t matter what your race or ethnicity is. Your sexual orientation doesn’t matter. You matter, just you. The person that you are. If this is you, message me and see if we hit it off. Maybe we are that best friend that we each seek, or maybe we can just take away some of the loneliness. Maybe we will just share a few message exchanges.",1.971691176470589,4.62685131617647,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,83.63235294117645,5.1647058823529415,20.264705882352946,6.6274283507984215,0.2568617647058824,553,16,111,6,16,170,74,136,0.052000000000000005,0.7340000000000001,0.213,0.9631,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,14,0,1,5,7,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,0,0,28,21,7,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,20,6,7,17,4,4,0,1,2,0,31,3,0,6,3,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437325711330585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059410103788028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038223895548848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668109163422714,0.0,0.0,0.1265580968401194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032279515938491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174519305955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479156548928706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914461792906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342697128373549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106875390790052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605734663487114,0.0,0.0,0.15637729367483685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627289948815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754751127959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191795235226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256654796479718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BurglarproofBandit,2020/03/26,"I'm lonely but that's because of my own inability to open up to others and be myself. I just can't open any of my barriers and be myself so I always come across as boring and introverted so nobody really wants to get to know me or I can never get past basic first time conversations. It's like I'm ashamed to do anything that could have people judge me negatively.",2.2647428571428563,4.329936426666666,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,78.06666666666666,7.485714285714287,21.38095238095238,8.418075326091056,1.3626952380952373,292,8,57,6,7,103,54,75,0.16,0.7979999999999999,0.042,-0.8462,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,10,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698712301538136,0.0,0.0,0.22637332638767899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739361260141017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292370602102144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28675109280125416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657817160469904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831519501299887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478375173373989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294498023242786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263087627096434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567415599115448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31777655542709626,0.2307806583106956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132547598337348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941080159047579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963442942667032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,welcometomylife7272,2020/03/26,"Maybe I've already gave up So I have been sat here tonight, drinking looking back , I'm 47 years old. I see younger people on here in their early to mid 20s saying they are lonely. Fuck I wish I remembered my 20s. This just makes it worse , I've been by myself longer than alot of posters have been alive, yep Jesus Christ. I give up. It's not gonna get better for me. I'm outta here. I hope you all find happiness I could not.",-0.0690909090909102,2.142426555555556,1.3675757575757572,99.83045454545454,89.0,4.161616161616162,17.070707070707073,5.565023196281405,-0.7217777777777776,330,8,77,2,11,105,69,90,0.12300000000000001,0.727,0.15,0.3599,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,1,11,20,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,13,3,9,13,2,10,2,1,2,1,6,5,1,2,5,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582496911557594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994888716278712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697391812977767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684795482602612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292529949356985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138923609952345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635006634183054,0.12226711771769255,0.2244957437998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912134442604514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324371852552788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651999270042175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621186201555332,0.0,0.23510709522012535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455672878808752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224176237591015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510191675044714,0.0,0.0,0.1861041160114824,0.0,0.0,0.18648566460453012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911437051697656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848896037371264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070284240328122 lonely,Workinme-,2020/03/26,"Lonely with a capital one. I’m so tired of being lonely, I want to check up on someone, have someone check on me, come home to happiness and warmth, the greatest high of being in love and knowing that person feels the same exact way and no matter how angry we get at each other we always know to come back to each other no matter what, and everything that comes with it, absolutely everything about it, everything. To jorn for love feels imprisoning and it’s been way to long feeling this way.",9.830368421052633,7.153644642105262,9.571447368421056,68.7413815789474,60.47368421052632,12.447368421052632,36.381578947368425,10.686352973137794,3.716210526315789,391,12,71,7,4,128,62,95,0.141,0.652,0.207,0.7756,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,25,17,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,14,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,3,17,14,4,14,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543970106280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516195121227947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206421063799072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388680929673129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469078938895569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504187641240672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327427831650502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197800896320373,0.1632740187923971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891094115768116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404847826771774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938169459994136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029881105004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421266073198389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758331031910421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187082963320997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096007396413848,0.3876035351462133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,journeytoletgo,2020/03/26,I miss my guy friend I make acquaintances every once in a while however the friendship never lasts. I made a guy friend recently and I feel like I’m losing him because I acted like a crazy person when I begun to develop feelings for him. I haven’t heard from him in a week I feel like he hates me now and it’s my fault that I lost him. I’m going to miss him and I know he will never come back.,-0.26162790697674154,1.8168856279069807,2.1709767441860457,94.81530232558138,88.06976744186045,5.300465116279073,16.73953488372093,6.742157984588678,-0.1810334883720928,308,7,71,4,10,105,54,86,0.183,0.626,0.191,0.4019,1,1,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,12,17,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,4,18,5,6,13,0,15,0,4,0,0,13,2,0,0,13,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475532408249711,0.0,0.11697569121682833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529812088161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167743701785933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107935419512626,0.2741756219855951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965108429148465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905674746148154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800068528368741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894537991651131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545892314385558,0.15641773736252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812464773784065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467826414079566,0.20947298127274588,0.0,0.0,0.18157301949325447,0.12808951952476802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959981563871945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043589079120102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755284904381412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947037668066866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392433120604573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dadium,2020/03/26,"Tired of being ignored No calls, no texts, fucking NOTHING. I am so tired of being treated like any option instead of a priority by everyone I know. Family, friends, everybody I know. I hate having Aspergers, I hate this Goddamn coronavirus, and I hate that I feel like I’ll never fit it anywhere. It’s just draining and if it’s going to continue this way I would rather just be by myself and everyone just tell me.",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,78.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.9961250000000006,328,16,57,8,8,112,53,80,0.324,0.59,0.087,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,15,14,5,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,10,4,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280114562345373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221679111715212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597478355972748,0.0,0.0,0.1774584160318968,0.0,0.09518113924373336,0.13448058584715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454358034330177,0.17402729542568138,0.0,0.0,0.1069826353123097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575519307992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690647351486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393169930711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518433547209816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806238983642795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453237209833452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327144661470677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941825256756364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372217669423486,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nscninetyfour,2020/03/26,"So tired about my insecurity I'm on my mid twenties. Most of my life I've felt insecure about everything I do or I try to do. I talk to people that talk to me, I'm not the one that starts a conversation. I'm not even able to comment a Facebook post or a YouTube video, there's that voice in my head that tells me that everything I say is dumb. At the moment I don't have any friends and it feels weird not having anyone to talk to. I just wanna feel better with myself.",1.9970544554455432,3.2210482475247564,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,76.42574257425744,7.030198019801983,22.525990099009906,7.645422480735847,0.6936227722772279,367,10,86,5,8,124,65,101,0.166,0.804,0.03,-0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,5,0,6,3,1,0,0,13,13,4,0,1,6,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,5,13,2,14,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,3,2,56,19,0,0.21395583011364872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549730133531927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960289113629902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922654479941176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131580792457302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845794083091623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163649927177084,0.0,0.20543114966378032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530174360542088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195804079550858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112333023488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498200770541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833003304943354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491054239480624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701462636645865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143903777905462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515908775227649,0.18700682600427712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591075254155856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526196421762422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Green-Verde,2020/03/26,"Why time seems to past so fast? I really don't understand why. Perhaps it's because of the lack of motivation or excitement in life, but I'm curious if a strong relationship with someone would fix this. Do you know something that would help with this?",4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666668,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.91666666666666,9.8,30.75,10.125756701596842,3.393275,202,9,38,6,4,66,41,48,0.031,0.688,0.281,0.9254,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,8,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949636179151495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863706829216276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280870414521644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963945469234914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654296585828804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812559525596725,0.0,0.0,0.2985210483819733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531257732370934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355903936687067,0.21405604814062948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213286823678313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894592796901544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017927551844586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395036698253058,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SilentVoice20,2020/03/26,"All I want is someone to cuddle and watch anime or YT with. The tragedy of love is that you always meet the right person at the wrong time. I never felt this way until after a month at work when it hit me. I've never really found many people who I'd ever *liked*, but I've been dropkicked back into my previous state of mind. Does anyone else feel this too? Because all I really want is someone who I click with to cuddle with and just chill watching shows.",1.9182795698924764,4.033400182795695,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,79.43010752688173,5.423655913978496,17.860215053763444,6.42735559955562,-0.07844946236559157,359,7,72,3,9,117,68,93,0.053,0.889,0.057999999999999996,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,5,20,11,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,7,2,12,7,2,15,0,0,3,3,6,4,0,1,10,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679500112128211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411337102000874,0.2068125799173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552052385273192,0.0,0.12304196068957765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663465949512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861439432220685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257905571922609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205816862136788,0.0,0.19380147083055912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131104524950165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861056787012666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217169333619945,0.0,0.0,0.20463768917030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038044563990225,0.0,0.16110960383681427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113483933586808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993290998163552,0.17624201106246473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586123059827177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237329732636195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420427866443828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176966029785154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810512246690305,0.16021402282863034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694451557476204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068424685136956,0.0,0.0 lonely,ann17reddit,2020/03/26,"Majority of people ignore my texts. Why? It can be friends, acquaintances, sometimes even family members. It doesn’t matter what the topic is about. It seems like the majority of the time I try to text someone I always get ignored. I do get replies but I get ignored more often than not and it just upsets me. I’ll text someone a question and they just flat out ignore it. Is it something to do with me or am I just surrounded by shitty people?",1.8682758620689623,4.452932206896556,3.6719655172413823,84.23208620689657,83.2528735632184,5.778850574712644,24.791954022988506,7.1686216300943375,1.373318160919541,350,14,64,5,10,117,59,87,0.195,0.753,0.052000000000000005,-0.9356,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,12,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,9,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221678559211324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684539553538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043249759638244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970461263051725,0.0,0.3997494127204496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460146675604195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35363037061335145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857073081981785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321822014058253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321953907145598,0.1963450969292271,0.2522447360760301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871802972112544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315792758295356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013726547532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lisucc,2020/03/26,"How do you navigate dating and maintaining healthy relationships when you're broken? I got broken up with recently. It was a relationship that ended in part due to my mental instability and issues caused by my trauma. Since being locked up inside cause of the virus, I've had nothing but free time to ruminate on it and feel guilty about how I ruined everything for us. I hadn't dated for years before meeting this guy, and I finally felt like someone loved me. At times, it felt like he was the only person who loved me, and that was enough. But you can probably predict how that went wrong. I became codependent on him, constantly seeking validation and taking out my sadness on him when I couldn't manage my depression and anxiety. I admit that at times, things I said to him were probably emotionally abusive. I feel so, so ashamed of acting the way I did, because he was very clearly unequipped/inexperienced to deal with someone who has mental illness and felt overwhelmed and frustrated with me when I was this way. Towards the end of our relationship, he told me multiple times that he didn't have time for me anymore and that I was stressing him out constantly. Pathetic as I am, I begged him to stay with me, even though deep down I knew it wasn't right for me to do that. Eventually it just got to a point where he completely stopped caring about me and told me that we were over. He said we were never getting back together and that he didn't even want to be friends with me. Absolutely nothing to do with me. I came across this [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/foa8yz/does_anyone_else_feel_like_the_way_your_parents/) on [r/raisedbynarcissists](https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/) that accurately describes how I am, in this context particularly the points about being ""unsure how to handle your emotions properly"", ""heavily reliant on others emotionally"", ""too clingy with people who give you positive attention"", and ""jealous and explosive"". All of these things are a direct result of the way my parents were mentally & emotionally abusive towards me my whole life. Because of them, I never learned how to maintain healthy relationships with people I love. It is also what has caused me to have severe depression. I know that anyone reading this will probably tell me, ""you need to work on fixing your trauma and managing your mental illness better before being in a relationship"", ""you need to love yourself before loving someone else"" etc. I know you're 100% right that I need to do that. But right now I just feel... so empty and ashamed of myself. I am so fucking lonely. No family and no friends to uplift me when I feel sad. He was my person and I blew it. Now I have absolutely no one but myself, and I hate myself for being the way that I am. If I knew how to have a healthy relationship without the effects of all this shitty trauma I wouldn't be here right now. I've been feeling suicidal nearly every day (although I have no intention of acting on it) and I cycle between feeling numb and crippling sadness and guilt. So I ask, how do I even start fixing myself? How do I get over this immense guilt I feel? Will I ever be able to have a relationship, as broken as I am? Right now, everything reminds me of him and I can't bear it. I probably think about him 1000 times a day and get upset. How can I stop myself from overthinking if I'm stuck home all day?",7.2139903846153866,8.121453315705129,7.253205128205128,71.55846153846156,63.919871794871796,9.98974358974359,33.30769230769231,9.97462318616391,3.3604884615384623,2735,108,462,56,39,878,265,624,0.217,0.6659999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9974,2,2,0,0,0,0,105.0,4,8,1,3,39,35,4,7,15,0,53,10,0,16,7,95,98,55,1,8,9,1,10,2,2,3,4,2,1,3,38,37,0,2,19,1,1,4,14,23,0,1,32,12,90,13,75,55,7,75,0,8,0,6,59,32,1,2,36,351,128,5,0.05480750937514847,0.12987587283859053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382954544589849,0.0,0.05938391350963783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192759465723853,0.0,0.05435432208305456,0.03832268489317023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051237622795840015,0.0,0.0,0.0421435916438346,0.0,0.06682029802036059,0.0,0.13991146114333028,0.0,0.0,0.048472788157311916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268518983807418,0.05587990853698473,0.16890722865469546,0.0,0.0,0.05746463082334082,0.1184548938202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603892830454302,0.056504135576117324,0.09441125502917036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045784641336940365,0.2466042846318256,0.09708637115148107,0.056630808155279995,0.06112486066410103,0.1085995291210618,0.049576530018950335,0.04617769047705893,0.0,0.09851491083555597,0.0,0.05166764209546857,0.0,0.19398626465031488,0.0,0.15787141189606105,0.06003894755058144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846882915746688,0.0506686592608846,0.08590398465596069,0.05257635710700948,0.0,0.0,0.08766914401714332,0.0,0.0,0.05426805110574605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411106867424606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054976400634440405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057204800349682665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602415476247681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038712164722282366,0.05355236129293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732958519551784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093231434548075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191722121472882,0.0845418600117844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517856682431397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713898678209193,0.04168358060076037,0.0,0.0,0.06085725312966031,0.05935119170048675,0.0,0.07599325218344967,0.0957116063243872,0.0,0.0,0.10362162342422222,0.0,0.0524904437864798,0.0,0.23636705976130906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054822341065557424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054115803480761566,0.41189927751778893,0.0,0.2340265677161664,0.10426898441825164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061916885256608586,0.0,0.045337338120297235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393146745094187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879303722843271,0.058417512622744174,0.0,0.09164306391087912,0.06278181681398785,0.0,0.0,0.05995051963767985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120842617141102,0.0,0.047904178932641976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282334776658185,0.03511843897736172,0.053848099688159005,0.0,0.19175219680178493,0.0,0.0,0.10474184786433872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592668550766362,0.0,0.0,0.04522193514121956,0.0323268890430657,0.1740145994496779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080711028370245,0.0,0.061190626928355,0.0,0.05283248322711013,0.0,0.03990051957939431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992340767476252,0.0,0.035294239102815886 lonely,SoLongAndGn,2020/03/26,"I just want to be normal Hi everyone. I dont understand why the smallest social interaction is a struggle for me. I just want to find friends, why is that so hard for me? I cant handle a conversation. Im afraid of conflict. I just wish i had someone to invite to my birthdays. I just wish i was invited to parties, and get drunk like a normal teenager. I wish i had ppl to go to festivals and gigs with me. I wish i just had someone to talk to. No matter how hard ill try, i just cant get one irl. I dont know whats wrong with me, but i know that im the problem, and its consuming me inside.",0.521279069767445,2.140319984496124,3.32963178294574,90.33770348837211,81.71317829457367,6.470542635658915,23.92829457364341,7.492282038375204,0.9946480620155036,454,17,106,7,12,161,69,129,0.125,0.6970000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.3206,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,11,2,0,1,0,28,23,6,0,9,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,2,21,3,14,18,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078085557322661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548043298082195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200227095913492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145633012851972,0.0,0.137216969265479,0.0,0.0746313171176154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352711248994214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836929805795865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433840214813232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415557505616859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573284532042952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889847990446343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565404821985734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338626506986288,0.2225314400367885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728258519992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554881812708664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891566263932451,0.0,0.0,0.13670716649007753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549100809945877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369890016998125,0.0,0.6040390744041104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435761406549629,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashleighforpresident,2020/03/26,"I’m just a lonely soul, screaming into the the void. So. I’m lonely. I’m not doing okay. My boyfriend dumped me a bit ago, and mannnn that hurt. That hurt my soul. I thought he was my person. But I guess he didn’t feel the same way. His loss? So I am trying to pick myself up and go out there. Meet new people. But, you know I made a few posts on Reddit and it’s just disappointing you know? Like I would reach out, and they I finally get someone interesting and it dies within a few minutes. I want someone that lights my soul on fire. I want someone that can talk to me about random stuff. This is hard. It’s hard fighting with everyone. I just want someone to like to talk to me. I only get notifications from random snapchats streaks. Is this going to be my life? Fighting my depression and loneliness... is there anyone out there?",0.33324534161490504,2.7579835357142883,1.93845755693582,94.17465838509321,91.61904761904762,4.58840579710145,18.613871635610767,6.280692351149826,-0.0666892339544507,646,19,138,7,23,209,95,168,0.22,0.7090000000000001,0.071,-0.9786,0,4,0,0,4,0,28.0,0,2,1,1,9,15,3,0,7,1,10,1,0,2,0,31,26,10,1,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,4,6,24,4,17,20,4,15,3,7,0,0,12,8,0,3,5,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068097670412854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308110203426514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094697289265472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697461359993792,0.0,0.1530010755895223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408683282115963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454114596842039,0.0,0.0,0.1614939270498332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404413742853665,0.0,0.16756698434718942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240228735080592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641228536891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156372489586715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203888466377914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412873244212706,0.14404618136753353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949454767135944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423813789355586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212130457556373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022040627382279,0.12872346868298198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411898150367402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996417558950018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876326651923754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369849258735819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703684139340825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009006671918204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608604817633089,0.11701696222046815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472457433667601,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chud_puncher,2020/03/26,"I've basically been self-isolating for the past year already I've barely left the house in the past year. It's been so long since my last human interaction with someone who wasn't a family member. I really feel like a burden, not just on my family but on others too. I always have felt that way to be honest, even as a child. I was lonely then. I don't see a break in this cycle, I haven't got one so far. Not to mention how so much isolation has given me a weird personality so people have even more reasons to not like me. It's futile to even try to make friends.",2.7149766573296006,3.8503596386554655,4.9364145658263325,83.22116713352008,74.46218487394958,7.97796451914099,21.625583566760035,8.515128840125781,1.1160076563958907,443,10,95,8,9,155,79,119,0.125,0.758,0.11699999999999999,-0.011000000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,3,0,11,16,8,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,3,9,4,12,8,2,15,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,9,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850003178055006,0.0,0.14967304584627453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564235012652321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391462568361041,0.0,0.09095180667595397,0.12850499944446495,0.1727112503252001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897342669674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386500345081138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075552554254217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466247152632098,0.0,0.0,0.19543815628020006,0.0,0.0,0.1757587741634628,0.0,0.0,0.15918651859585142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007007418213787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223115081941675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189010218967106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434281307486614,0.12470487319315575,0.15706267842022145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523456071912193,0.18494471577917554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333961130776235,0.0,0.18765215960933151,0.0,0.0,0.1487970797080379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241018835640324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212546882876013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427789174343031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167128582103935 lonely,breakingugly,2020/03/26,"I'm tired of being ignored I don't have many friends to begin with, so the friends that I do have I spam with messages because I have no one else to talk to. I get radio silence from them now because I'm pretty sure I'm annoying them. I asked in my only groupchat with friends to give me their skype handles and I saw all the read receipts. No one answered. My best friend wont answer my facetimes anymore. I'm so starved for some social interaction in this period of isolation but no one will talk to me. Not even on reddit. I made a post asking for help today with an 'urgent' flare and no one read it. &#x200B; How fucking ironic is it going to be when no one reads this too.",2.4022619047619043,4.132574035714286,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,76.5,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.8887380952380952,535,20,111,4,12,174,90,140,0.209,0.71,0.081,-0.9182,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,7,9,2,0,4,0,10,2,0,2,2,16,23,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,3,0,5,2,1,16,6,18,17,3,10,0,0,1,1,16,3,1,1,5,77,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431522831271207,0.16184482335661676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209227781738608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490361040547518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238718526300466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977848359112774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126617592631076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797312781356438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116202322040731,0.12313535261273775,0.0695881674902,0.12777145410797686,0.07569700195821799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927687383760137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260310208407321,0.0,0.13503742201788088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512772096007555,0.10129974762127726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756266691739648,0.13550579240318994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996889830894648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577411900820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553340768939691,0.0,0.0,0.2141119680324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308646910623885,0.12625197494345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184482335661676,0.0 lonely,Boredom51,2020/03/26,"So we all are loners on here, but does any loner want to friend another loner? 23M I'm just bored and browsing around. Lets talk about anything (to kill some time together), exchange information, learn from each other, and have some good conversations😇",3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,3.5608695652173914,83.18811594202901,84.21739130434783,6.544927536231885,22.88405797101449,7.793537801064563,1.5751275362318848,202,7,35,4,6,63,42,46,0.271,0.5720000000000001,0.157,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053367775119915,0.3554742235194905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789705996138244,0.3017845596220776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966638263279942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619128914578216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843396483521181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750566129212503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466535549679687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272477785374281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767538650237215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995276380420052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ta1w0,2020/03/26,"Want a Chat buddy? I'm here Since this quarantine thing started, things have been boring. No outdoor stuff done and loneliness starts to Dawn. If you need a buddy to talk to, I'm here. A quick DM is all it takes...",0.9432558139534885,3.3210335581395363,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,85.51162790697674,5.300465116279073,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,-0.06824279069767457,165,4,36,2,5,52,35,43,0.171,0.7979999999999999,0.031,-0.7184,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426329986735084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826181072317235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769632430013239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739689554842958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832841992402749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251739952644132,0.2691124064463329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448737265987837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748314296165256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,j-rex360,2020/03/26,Only Yugioh player I’m the only yugioh player in my entire school. It just sucks not being able to play with anybody else. Yeah I could play online but it’s just not as fun or as satisfying for me,-0.09235772357723347,2.2414661463414656,2.616463414634147,88.47477642276422,94.85365853658536,3.7089430894308943,11.711382113821138,5.46131890053228,-1.0205154471544715,156,2,30,1,6,54,32,41,0.115,0.691,0.19399999999999998,0.4013,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,20,5,1,0.41983890915864097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352072063602125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35072153604988715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386128181619132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248993901981635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressedirishlass,2020/03/26,"In a relationship and i’m still lonely. I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 9 months, i love him to death. He’s so amazing and special to me, but, sometimes when we talk i feel so alone and like nobody is here for me. I guess it was because i built up being in a relationship as this thing that’ll just fix me. Is there a easy way to get rid of the sinking lonely feeling? it hurts being in the arms of someone you love and still feeling alone. It’s not that I feel unloved so to say, Just, alone... it’s really weird.",0.4090606060606028,2.513128663636365,2.145000000000003,96.01083333333334,85.0909090909091,4.757575757575757,20.075757575757574,5.985473137389443,-0.1643333333333339,403,12,93,3,12,132,70,110,0.166,0.625,0.209,0.6745,0,7,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,0,0,16,16,10,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,12,5,14,11,0,9,0,3,0,2,10,4,0,2,5,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299846590127818,0.5367950584965095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531549864400636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494192341804541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026220322845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031932678937316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849477298361648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440389821982662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31185300713677544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789879622626694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067721859845693,0.0,0.0,0.3709683527573264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738908591814805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638260976643375,0.0,0.17086828577975707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593954674480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388613802404852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477690776875207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713224016746886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anongoshi,2020/03/27,"I need to hear what lonely people have to say about this behaviour Hello everyone, I have a problem that's been weighing on my mind. I am someone who has a good relationship with my family and I am surrounded by many loving friends and colleagues. My bf is the complete opposite, no friends, no family and one or two colleagues he speaks to occasionally. I have a really good relationship with my socially awkward BF, he's very open about his feelings, namely his feelings of loneliness before meeting me. He is very kind and I can feel that he loves me very much. He is very attentive to me and I didn't feel unloved in the slightest. I also love and care for him very much, and I hope to show the same attentiveness. One day I came across strange (flirty) comments to a Thai woman on Fb. This was the beginning of the story. Initially, when I confronted him, I also (respectfully) questioned this woman about their relationship. She said to me that there is nothing between them however at some point he said he will come to see her, and when he never did, she realised she was wasting her time. His response was that these women want money, she is meaningless and it's just a game/joke. At the time I didn't understand what he was talking about. He apologised after I let him know I was upset and he promised never to comment like this, even as a joke. However, I was troubled by the following of many of these Thai women. It was as if he had no real friends. I checked this woman's account and it was strange. Full of 50+ year olds (many caucasian) who send similar comments. I dumped him eventually because I was immensely stressed by the whole situation and his attachment to social media (especially these Thai women). Later I spoke to my friend and she told me exactly what these women are. They are women who provide comfort or chats or a relationship to lonely men and then ask for money. 4 days after breaking up with him, I noticed on social media he has a new Filipino 'gf'. He promises to meet with her very soon, when he is in Europe and he has no plans to meet her. He posts flirty comments and claims her. It is a similar pattern to the Thai woman. It's like a self-esteem boost, or maybe a cure to his loneliness. Soon after I spoke to him about this (in my opinion) 'toxic' coping mechanism. I asked him what kind of future he expects with this kind of behaviour? Which woman would accept this? and I asked him if he could proudly tell his only guy friend about this strange and dysfunctional behaviour. I asked him if he wants to save up his money and when he reaches 50+ he will seek out this fake relationship? He broke down. And he showed me his true face. He was crying and he said he confirmed that his actions don't make sense. He said he is so alone that he is broken and tired of life and he wants to die. He only ruins my happiness, just as he has always brought negativity to anyone around him and now there is no-one. I do admit that I told him that he has made me upset and he didn't realise that he was hurting me. This was said in my fits of pain, betrayal and rage. So I wonder if anyone here can relate to him and if/how you were able to overcome your desire for attention/ego-boost/self-esteem boost/filling the void of loneliness.",4.222873495552069,5.710636081632654,5.183113226059658,81.53904451203559,71.22919937205651,8.134079016221872,28.34147697540555,8.660442795831766,2.1398487964416533,2572,96,492,45,48,842,270,637,0.14300000000000002,0.723,0.134,-0.4123,3,5,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,2,3,2,24,44,3,4,21,0,50,8,1,2,4,82,89,47,1,14,10,0,4,2,8,3,3,10,0,12,37,37,1,0,12,4,5,6,11,17,0,3,31,15,80,27,71,53,6,51,0,5,1,3,137,20,0,13,25,328,117,0,0.06623475847120701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068599234418166,0.0,0.1059358248389302,0.05511262500391792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262576631581984,0.0,0.0,0.05896297762363417,0.2476822325416665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040376093995246116,0.0,0.05636090103852391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575491855007059,0.06753075057664569,0.0,0.0,0.05705537959662334,0.06944588408804603,0.0,0.0,0.052883065067909886,0.0,0.07275577203596788,0.08543187949814911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874122217335883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374743329534762,0.0,0.0,0.06329015014745495,0.0,0.0,0.12488047108821418,0.0,0.13396113605943452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558640504621611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111091458376351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558282430038759,0.0,0.07050813202292905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746513865926691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578606013376911,0.0,0.0,0.07090567884328541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691992540556087,0.03640089106719621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772952807899149,0.0467835687027332,0.06471791468430471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933836649366516,0.06267292995491712,0.0442122156008592,0.20145494740015646,0.0665417174409519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687822464872342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738033709064688,0.0491122341488228,0.10216865795266697,0.06396994246639585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355403711443756,0.07540871152049247,0.06950223712989556,0.0,0.08976477301822455,0.10074903693975687,0.07047845291105931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591884179008707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261325572121139,0.0,0.06343458963709822,0.0,0.0,0.0633777186574243,0.0,0.0,0.07419808802433486,0.0,0.0,0.07538965577425966,0.04243168231457658,0.0,0.0,0.35555671465844263,0.0,0.0,0.3150221145659493,0.0526725384048475,0.0,0.0,0.0527805270584643,0.0,0.13819459669908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445064364922993,0.0,0.20255398536473165,0.05612049591273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587169204487837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323698993109715,0.057892098318989324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724404062075765,0.07612711133606939,0.0,0.1265803002949099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470173473954559,0.06895271946274291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279036744228429,0.11720092988920812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394874245351253,0.0,0.0,0.07182877017639078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705127204988658,0.0,0.0,0.04265301286359917 lonely,mfsonthatyouhave,2020/03/27,"Just a question Why do you rely on a person to feel ok? I know that we all want love but you’re always trying to find someone to love or give love back, that’s hmm i don’t know. I’m not meant to offend people. I just need answers. I really know we all have a life and different ways to do things but It’s not understandable.",0.4249496981891312,2.234285338028169,2.824869215291752,92.87521126760565,82.94366197183099,5.74728370221328,17.185110663983902,6.868970318607317,-0.1654523138833004,253,5,59,3,7,87,47,71,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,0,2,23,17,4,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,6,16,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,2,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392031025632398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072248547737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218380063827654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568613971884937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910393135839732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005097919275468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34461364891783114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763609577839887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659426372672914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498472446081588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490725510126334,0.182507074711302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414879056660756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390273739137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771008740771892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886274279544936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419099832491694,0.0,0.0,0.21759584779576355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328465021829813,0.16590932240224834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886068743399976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Slugbabi,2020/03/27,"How do I get a boy to love me Hello everyone. About six months ago I was able too get on proper medication, I have Major Depressive disorder. I am very happy, which I am lucky for. I had been on my own 7 years before that, 4 of those years I was in cyber school and unable to get out of bed. I'm happy now and have delt with my problems but still feel a desire to love. A Boy at my school used to always say nice things to me, the moment I feel in love was when he held me as I was on the cafeteria floor having a panic attack. I never felt so loved in my life. I am kinda cheesy and wrote lover letters, and little poems, and thought about all the nice things I could do but I never showed him. Later he told me how cute this other girl was and how he wished he could have sex with her. I went in the bathroom and cried, later that day I told him and he never responded to me again. I'm a lot better now but I just want that. I want someone to smile at me and tell me I'm pretty, I hold them when they are sad and they hold me, we play hard to get and laugh and joke about memes and talk about are lives, and even the little silly childhood stories are interesting. I'm much more social now infact I would consider myself and extrovert but I still have a sensitive side. I just need to know what I'm doing wrong how can I improve. If you think you can somehow evaluate me or give me tips on how to be better that would be great. Love y'all!!!!",2.653624518803671,3.4340940618892515,4.112207580692925,90.43465427894584,74.17915309446255,7.015042937518508,20.469203435001482,7.1686216300943375,0.26969837133550456,1115,20,256,11,22,371,161,307,0.079,0.652,0.26899999999999996,0.9974,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,3,2,23,26,1,1,11,0,29,10,0,6,4,61,60,30,0,11,8,0,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,3,11,19,1,3,6,3,0,1,3,6,0,1,14,5,47,20,31,40,6,36,0,2,0,7,35,15,0,6,20,178,58,3,0.10321188007174667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149110423511088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588055235101796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117418413732403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878257080268886,0.0,0.0,0.18256504099798304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481257562034338,0.0,0.1133734038022954,0.06656312414047666,0.0,0.08889624106794602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828975642016445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817047337296456,0.0,0.0,0.0986233744565042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437405546856322,0.0,0.0990995906530642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569578969693665,0.09901024013323516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379146214904587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974193110697154,0.0924575716649978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672255006358003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290160323259691,0.0,0.20689083713136006,0.09113798103265276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774704954523986,0.4657637571279526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039751107317863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238273797449472,0.0,0.07587260756386174,0.07653030128021644,0.23881009416572446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109690302232455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500358737364136,0.0,0.09875983015978793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207822965458339,0.0,0.20891186570380574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521151395460072,0.08745109104958056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648502814990351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295779960513917,0.0902117324304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713877389793694,0.06613400523691637,0.0,0.08193870389808748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972467489130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914192583610007,0.0,0.08516061028170405,0.12175408198783964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567844686208747,0.0,0.0,0.11868856842090594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466375166189241,0.11284598838607998,0.0,0.13293013366358675 lonely,every_tatti,2020/03/27,"Anyone else's mobile barren even now? I mean, everyone's in lockdown, ppl are mostly free at home, but still my mobile is devoid of messages. It's always me messaging others. Really goes to show that I honestly mean nothing to anyone, and it's just really sad.",4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,71.6,9.0,24.5,9.516144504307137,2.5482000000000005,207,6,33,5,4,72,40,50,0.08900000000000001,0.792,0.11900000000000001,0.1432,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704196109610666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647744589880463,0.26726409602757484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790054402765224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172284094881497,0.0,0.0,0.2492463079937517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616464224054413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682681782633248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028553529997305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342049318648129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830925864074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vaireon,2020/03/27,"So I decided to get Tiktok... It was probably one of the worst things I could have done during isolation. I had seen all the Tiktok compilations in YouTube and I thought some of them were actually pretty funny, so I downloaded the app. All I saw on it was 1) Girls doing this trend where they kiss their guy best friend 2) People walking in on their SO naked to see their reaction 3) Girls making an orgasm face to a song (idk what the song is called) 4) Girls talking about how horny they are in quarantine. Seriously, don't get this app if you're lonely. It was incredibly depressing and made me feel like shit for the whole night.",2.3322326454033764,4.8305074390243945,3.5455284552845536,86.49495309568482,80.30081300813008,7.361851156973107,21.65666041275797,8.384062270229773,1.3606277673545968,497,15,100,11,13,161,90,123,0.126,0.738,0.136,0.3197,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,1,6,9,1,0,7,0,12,4,3,3,2,13,21,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,10,6,13,4,12,10,6,8,0,2,3,2,13,6,1,2,2,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.22265901594078305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394481978258335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329849985000165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821735503588728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965207301439322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349504193781426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536857656943925,0.16300323665680502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628200037965733,0.0,0.2384166842769825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259221535291385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111471340349906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589804120881775,0.1523038854668791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141201745200153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461251514912078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818293486819174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321288438127316,0.2460036525937235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818203236084292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342111327143909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833927638973525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158465450112255,0.0,0.0,0.181139874123495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547413796842301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dramatic_Porcupine,2020/03/27,"Gone in an instant Life just went downhill after the quarantine happened. I had a spark with someone for a few months and just when we were beginning to get intimate, 2 weeks into the quarantine, things between us just fizzled out and there’s no recovery no matter how much I try to reach out to them. My friends all pulled away and it’s a struggle to even hold a conversation over text besides complaining about the virus. Family is abroad and there isn’t even a moment of connection with any of my family members. Now I’m struggling with the overload of work as all the projects and work comes piling in over all at once. It’s just amazing how everything was going so well and in an instant just when everything right was happening for me, it was all snatched away from me in an instant. It’s unbearable being alone and the worst part of it all is knowing that it’s only going to continue indefinitely for weeks. All I can do is just wait and it’s killing me inside.",5.202564102564104,6.3368128624338675,5.6260317460317495,80.6213186813187,68.52380952380952,9.201628001628,31.998778998778995,9.466822959209583,2.8978942612942618,777,33,148,16,13,249,109,189,0.125,0.805,0.07,-0.89,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,2,18,8,1,2,14,0,12,1,0,2,6,35,24,14,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,16,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,5,1,0,7,0,11,3,32,16,10,29,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,10,115,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325758881382704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719409921189443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961979596856722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578465970949213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822682751983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833361366210905,0.0,0.2971998852861506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178488082814545,0.0,0.08235539482074243,0.0,0.17917001432444646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787841410628136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439471823699074,0.0,0.08662956309511692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113390358842206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581910702728274,0.0,0.11587650479002047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678712656952078,0.0,0.11988504671813248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069839700047015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461552774295504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355975359578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957910575267696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047226548600316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702071626863073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961000130381567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288324903334136,0.0,0.1417286891197672,0.1461249897966747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951366388933436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SweatyTerm777,2020/03/27,"I'm feeling lonely, and I recently recovered from depression, can I talk to someone ? I'm lonely :(, can someone chat with me and talk about tf they want ?",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,79.0,8.004597701149425,30.356321839080447,8.841846274778883,3.0585080459770118,119,6,21,3,3,40,20,29,0.276,0.639,0.085,-0.8053,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088680918474688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132271378222092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540816178056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076938979189909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764702075157396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151597933978425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,magicvortex356,2020/03/27,"I’ve never felt more lonely and empty in life than now during this quarantine. During this quarantine(and honestly ever since the new school year began) all I’ve ever felt was just a mild awful feeling of loneliness. All I ever do is binge unhealthily on fast food and candy, not feeling an appetite for actual food. When I’m not doing that, I either just sleep, watch porn, play video games, or just do nothing. I don’t have any friends to hang out with and live in an area that lacks any good opportunities to make friends. My grades have been pretty bad too from it and I just can’t put myself to doing schoolwork.",5.4807773109243705,6.52010736134454,5.6801575630252135,80.83267331932774,67.82352941176471,8.302941176470588,25.79936974789916,8.472884824447931,1.6666378151260512,492,13,91,7,8,156,85,119,0.086,0.72,0.19399999999999998,0.9055,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,1,11,5,1,1,6,26,18,6,0,1,8,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,5,6,6,12,13,5,17,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,1,10,61,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.16771314600983134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374497843190506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349812642317036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663787939794643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379783024176002,0.0,0.3300301738018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156339750709753,0.0,0.2655613000323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441502291980322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213916658320054,0.0,0.0,0.15175786056201013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471964731922048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255106363839694,0.16598600950080286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490683908044726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484609150438282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276942285912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393416787381252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216655251117888,0.0,0.17198675801868296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067390598536712 lonely,ITSTRUCKMONTH,2020/03/27,"How do I do it properly I’ve always been antisocial and isolate myself all the time while I be me in my room. I have only a few friends and I kinda wanna make more but I’m shy and never smile and they would judge the stuff I do to my arms. Help me, I need advice.",-1.0101210653753014,0.9195145254237324,2.09714285714286,95.03932203389832,90.1864406779661,4.727360774818402,15.20823244552058,6.1826913282559595,-0.6462513317191281,203,4,49,2,7,72,44,59,0.121,0.782,0.09699999999999999,-0.0927,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,2,13,10,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,3,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688896255770116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141110877987736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916563499327288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253030974861997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519848607354945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991222141239197,0.2911520571391004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871065348962796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321483490718828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012387927116508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681658920230212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatsathroeaway,2020/03/27,this quarantine got me thinking way too much. I (21f) like alot of you out there I'm sure am extra lonely bc of this quarantine. I have never had a relationship before and am starting to dwell on it. I dont drink/smoke and dont want to be around that personally. I just want another homebody to chill and play video games with and I feel like it is SOOO hard to find. thanks for reading this rant lol,1.2188482384823869,3.5390441097561016,2.641382113821141,92.35307588075884,83.51219512195122,6.083468834688348,20.08672086720868,7.3871296695380915,0.5002070460704613,315,9,69,5,9,102,61,82,0.106,0.698,0.19699999999999998,0.8319,0,4,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,16,16,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,7,5,11,13,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246434586144728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071404547630147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822977040331477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021622666126461,0.20986816217656665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832335485825036,0.15304910550569928,0.0,0.0,0.19580636980671615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134282858182925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191195167876213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932822292350764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748694167845967,0.0,0.16523078433565602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870612236447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429238514781304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300075816442295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163621825029092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191339632300268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972382616793978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727275969713731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527220116033844,0.1700493030843977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eehhhidontknow,2020/03/27,"Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between reality and my imagination I’ve always felt like an invisible person, even in groups I’ve felt like my presence didn’t matter and I’ve usually just gotten talked over without even getting a glance from the person who interrupted me as if I just don’t exist. Daydreaming has mostly been my coping mechanism, I daydream about having a good life, having many friends and just being a somebody. I know everyone daydreams, but sometimes I go so far into it that I forget that it’s not real and I get confused. I start believing these fake memories I’ve created for myself with my “friends” are real but then I snap back into reality and realize that none of it is real, and I’m back to being that useless person I’ve always been. Does anyone else feel this way?",5.358116883116882,6.7888292272727275,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,68.41558441558442,9.236363636363636,31.532467532467532,9.573946990214177,3.2268389610389616,647,27,107,14,11,220,99,154,0.098,0.8,0.10099999999999999,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,30,22,12,0,1,8,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,4,15,5,13,14,2,12,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,3,7,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318811681666168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742854243521104,0.1427685008071478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428502299823488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698648981241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455788120146119,0.0,0.0,0.1219358393806252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163992263019127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406319670121327,0.0,0.0,0.13314366670603273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045360458738019,0.0,0.26757313753110346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530476876683105,0.0,0.14559696670067387,0.0,0.07918913711159024,0.11687031115372502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657665682198207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984187249384488,0.1361472589741206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126711297327293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649943495991713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757922920756825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561817931598875,0.0,0.098624328758204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199480531021384,0.1217877699063469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346139407387002,0.0,0.0,0.11060021521254826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431709830350194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Oxxylis,2020/03/27,"We're launching a free service to combat the effect of Social Isolation caused by COVID-19 and loneliness in general A lot of us here have been impacted by Social Distancing due to COVID-19. I know that feeling alone, unheard, and lost can cause serious mental issues, which is why some friends of mine and I decided to build Hearted, a platform for easy emotional support. Anyone in need of someone to talk to can go to [wearehearted.com](http://wearehearted.com/), sign up and book a 1:1 video session with one of our Hearts for free. We invite everyone who feels lonely to sign up to our platform. Our main aim is to make people feel less lonely and help them get through this uneasy time. We are also calling on any students of Psychology, Psychotherapy or Social Work or people with experience/knowledge in those fields to become Hearts - vetted volunteers who want to be part of the project. We will provide them with all the tools (scheduling and videoconferencing software) to do this remotely. We would love if you could share this message with anyone you know who might be interested. We aim to move fast and start holding the first support sessions in about a week!",9.677374227714033,9.76365338349515,8.268005295675202,69.14041041482791,58.85436893203883,10.986054721977053,39.115622241835844,10.436869588844218,4.194403883495145,951,42,151,18,11,289,135,206,0.09300000000000001,0.752,0.155,0.9236,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,9,2,2,4,3,12,0,0,9,0,14,4,3,5,1,42,29,11,0,5,3,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,7,2,2,2,0,4,0,2,2,3,16,10,37,21,6,18,0,3,0,1,26,9,0,6,7,105,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888316543292686,0.0,0.09951528288757266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462402833791002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402383663150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743511452365564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270679957637372,0.0,0.0,0.25567001239800885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993558730145648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997917898051188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890854119458108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876306062417395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584930227468188,0.0,0.0,0.09614267279729527,0.0,0.06501519501846756,0.0,0.07072258865445688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44238893077186,0.08341006197653066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988389068174802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677884615216745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584186062405332,0.1057951394692416,0.11231270316311813,0.0,0.08306521706505811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540708292443675,0.13201205022959028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322609034196597,0.0,0.09227129504097158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843243236537731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347572869328309,0.0,0.17254319915130062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38055525001527096,0.10543830729667676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807985651187902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824279473066509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002082149511096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256244585286868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496869906221929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339842280515599,0.0,0.09981892375473993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228848913675547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059440276892332,0.0,0.0,0.08839919178207796,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,a_small_mistak,2020/03/27,Wanna talk? Going through a rough time rn anyone wanna talk about anything? kinda lonely.,3.0530000000000013,4.53253946666667,3.1791666666666667,78.94875000000002,121.0,1.5,17.083333333333336,3.1291,-0.2626666666666664,72,2,8,0,4,22,13,15,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.3751,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328411252657492,0.0,0.3917202205993973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705305944874706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7652065009216071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756848253891464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MinkyBunnISan,2020/03/27,Lonely 21 Introvert Female To be honest I wish I had somebody that wants to chat with me and not just for a short time but long term. I been feeling so depressed lately,5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,67.23529411764707,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.561811764705883,134,4,26,1,2,43,31,34,0.198,0.652,0.15,-0.5943,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,4,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827636422897878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470350349891727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013059271849512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932826597466617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25913495603973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621203963489012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110415041309051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arthurdepressed,2020/03/27,"I wanna be loved I study all day and whenever I wanna relax a little bit and browse social media, I ALWAYS SEE COUPLES EVERYWHERE AND I HATE IT! I wanna be loved by someone I just wanna cuddle with someone",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,78.51219512195122,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,1.2907512195121948,163,5,26,2,4,58,27,41,0.1,0.653,0.247,0.7621,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,6,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,4,2,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280927494034956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927191426833955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033124891401863,0.0,0.17678700914768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706402491705025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747438073919384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49481440455387304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184409748378866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27943443340609425,0.4645279810103088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,J_smetz,2020/03/27,Looking for a girlfriend 13 M. Looking for a girlfriend who loves me as much as I would love her. I’m into video games and dark humor. Please send applications,3.1844086021505404,5.614005290322582,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,76.74193548387099,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.0372494623655917,128,5,24,1,3,40,25,31,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,5,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819465741549998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254607502396662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547178549387217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803536739208585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614412820381265,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gipboo,2020/03/27,"All my friends went to go do their own things and now I’m alone. Most of my friends have either moved away, went off to collage. I don’t have any irl friends anymore just discord friends that I occasionally talk to. I wish I could have someone I could talk to face to face that would care about me as much as I did for them.",1.829901960784316,3.5515265000000014,2.1917647058823526,99.53460784313728,78.11764705882355,5.121568627450982,24.568627450980397,5.46131890053228,0.039639215686274376,254,9,62,1,6,77,45,68,0.063,0.696,0.24100000000000002,0.9237,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,0,1,9,15,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,5,12,9,5,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734885092140989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957824783965752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897106330764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902483864285376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427499652433686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427197075512746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888634388308395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829204542161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252092058742252,0.1400737033742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144954787696147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063083394013649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659071931801225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35327728452686924,0.0,0.0,0.21911922972870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353588644566103,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway483297,2020/03/27,"I keep trying to go to make friends online But I feel so worthless I just end up not replying to them, and then I feel even more hopeless... I don’t know what to do because I feel so fucking lonely at the moment but I can’t even talk to people like a normal person :/",1.292105263157893,2.8538083859649133,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,79.17543859649123,5.261754385964913,21.92631578947368,5.6839178017228535,0.15423789473684213,206,6,45,1,5,70,40,57,0.135,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.2974,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,7,11,1,6,0,3,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551413592431456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550127887410393,0.0,0.0,0.38033857136569815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43674494081224463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244726167047693,0.2661785778299852,0.0,0.0,0.16363229486661465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559176570517748,0.0,0.0,0.15823400211239524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066379075668695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218968579273535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821017165350041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960835836129548,0.2514017503608603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314202133586299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547964504365725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomuser7168,2020/03/27,"All my friends have s/os Hey, I’d like to formally invite you to my pity party. I’m officially the last one of my friends to get a boyfriend. My friend let me know today and I instantly wanted to jump off a cliff, but instead I played the excited friend role and insisted she give me every painful detail. I imagine instantly bursting into tears would’ve put a damper on her enthusiasm. Now every time I meet with my friends, I can hear all the stories about how loved they all are. Or maybe they’ll bring their boys and I can sit by myself, the seventh wheel. It’s the shame that hurts the most. I feel like I’m failing because everyone else has got someone. I feel like I’m wrong because nobody wants me. I wish someone was interested in hearing what I have to say. I wish someone would think I’m special for once. I’m so sick of being a background character in everyone else’s lives. Anyway, thanks for reading. I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep.",1.6370431313886795,4.0653489895287995,3.031488406881081,89.5279406631763,82.66492146596859,5.941760159561207,25.325604587384692,7.2636822038024595,1.26289658439292,751,31,152,11,21,244,123,191,0.151,0.589,0.26,0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,1,6,20,0,1,10,0,11,4,1,1,3,22,35,7,0,5,2,0,2,3,5,3,2,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,2,0,4,0,6,0,1,2,5,27,14,18,28,4,14,0,3,0,1,20,5,0,2,7,83,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537436399422685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097879264748966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992183007933725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092853766618032,0.22787655799168405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205819646452014,0.17036918634229614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606200095693123,0.0,0.062297622648160286,0.11438521979108655,0.06776645274146967,0.0,0.0953665759581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687827566597746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764815693458575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553081123126762,0.09719595947650064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193028217726808,0.0,0.1747629244554557,0.0,0.10529050306016292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761814062486973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979192258172483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698598296459274,0.08079964835223401,0.0,0.12687904219324248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198684495082083,0.0,0.0,0.1192715866464941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482389222032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932543200340028,0.0,0.3030932636023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977954443724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640374081014127,0.0,0.0,0.06952940568563297,0.0,0.11302493192855223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406608792171399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742386639451763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940838185528675,0.13036947659872716,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnknownUser11234,2020/03/27,I'm just drained of it all I haven't been talked to for a while and my last gf got broken up by her parents. I just feel like a zombie going through the days. I miss my time with her and I wish I could see her again and talk to her. I just feel like a drained shell of what I used to be. I want that feeling of hope in my heart again and I want to find someone who cares about me and will care about what I have to say. I just needed to vent.,0.6446782178217845,1.5327741980198049,1.9515717821782168,103.55725866336634,79.29702970297029,5.050000000000002,18.565594059405946,3.1291,-1.036971287128713,338,6,94,0,8,108,61,101,0.095,0.7020000000000001,0.204,0.8481,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,22,22,6,0,6,4,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,19,5,17,17,1,9,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,1,8,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40369833176108205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806728759883704,0.0,0.0,0.12767778729733192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30030700839742114,0.2828674024018942,0.0,0.0,0.1809459748815976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251401071116894,0.0,0.15833905294967646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346018617359668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663429254347226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613764153679702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344160971124488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467962878069658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982830866433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743802417481326,0.0,0.0,0.15776080186454694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774395652439394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31825033543456505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544107710491415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709872244300975,0.0,0.0,0.2335420998241923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766199737692694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sigmundfreud4444,2020/03/27,"My friend priotizes playing video game and watching anime to talking to me. I don't have many friends. I have a close friend whom I'm in touch with. I don't call him often probably once a week. When I go to meet him he's usually busy watching anime most of the time and today when I called him he ended the conversation in 5 minutes telling he was busy playing GTA vice city. I don't feel like he's a close friend anymore, probably more like an old friend. Am I overthinking too much about this or are we not as close as we were before.",2.72801801801802,4.260198738738744,3.7839639639639664,89.90045045045046,75.12612612612612,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.2755117117117112,424,15,92,6,9,137,72,111,0.063,0.7859999999999999,0.152,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,14,9,10,10,3,14,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,3,10,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395636750629375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067801824791132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376273069084948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464274425503986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359246745451615,0.11810705445441205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386421596648608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395708573777566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153730361234533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761195701443224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215317053648772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347907508694752,0.17606400226403832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564931272382583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288066909845309,0.14449991951267696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640139135250723,0.0,0.1567072318250272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208034443055987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261244187907073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TelltaleSickness,2020/03/27,"Here if someone needs someone to talk to Especially about anxiety and mental health. If you need a non-judging ear I am here to listen. It’s something I have dealt with myself, and I know what it’s like to struggle with isolation too. If you don’t feel like talking and are just reading this, hope things work out for you and you feel better soon.",3.16,5.145793043478264,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.08695652173913,6.339130434782609,25.99275362318841,7.1686216300943375,1.1622927536231886,276,10,55,3,6,87,49,69,0.09699999999999999,0.747,0.156,0.6482,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,2,6,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,17,11,7,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,9,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,3,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773718033871566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506079399385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344701545240432,0.16564039889941934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464556958169877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028869624171136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127423860447879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265495785250781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336597373538496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438416086524216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319221405424677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929074278016761,0.17849669074070146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238978287270785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727195998099382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540370802051088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879640179072095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mikewithnoname,2020/03/27,"An interesting title I'm in a big, big hole. I'm pretending to be okay but I'm getting worse and the meds work so I can't feel anything except the lack and I'm damaged bad now. I cant see myself lasting long like this. Why is it getting harder to simply be? I can't see myself lasting the year at this rate.",-0.9594281045751636,1.1221161617647049,2.106666666666669,93.41611111111116,93.26470588235294,4.1986928104575165,19.3202614379085,5.82211442006289,-0.1134758169934642,241,8,54,2,9,85,45,68,0.217,0.6759999999999999,0.107,-0.899,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,5,13,1,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,6,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847495305456386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318187055032949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038367270076332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901120111488589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526290744435541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564140795113092,0.0,0.0,0.24570361977033905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083966512151399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424879903832318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052789123433106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212601360848453,0.0,0.28293998101178114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879175330040056 lonely,theraigaitachi,2020/03/27,"Loneliness as the only true way to be happy Is it only me that finds his biggest euphoria while being alone?! When you are with people and you share something you like , they might say they like it out of politeness but thats going to ruin your mood like even more, because lets be honest, they never are as passionate as you are at that particular moment. I love being alone , just because I do the things that I love with compromising anything, and i exploit my full self-sufficiency potential.",7.992282608695652,7.836204097826091,8.003391304347826,70.45465217391308,62.36956521739131,10.838260869565218,33.61739130434783,10.355215969177356,3.476371304347825,395,14,67,8,5,128,64,92,0.127,0.604,0.26899999999999996,0.9496,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,3,0,3,12,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,0,2,11,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,15,10,10,8,2,10,0,1,0,3,13,4,0,1,7,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42699211244912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963341891149916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251318747413153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615173052179996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840574110101246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715256769959201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943696961536333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107893368994566,0.0,0.3021247905177341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720938899770375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186790804172493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898577970772967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135533834669889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290963611668553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392864025598994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150461418195131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586945505092418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694845043607173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362217941608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manish_ts,2020/03/27,I wanna make new friends I am done with the current set of people ik and would like to make few online friends who care and I can talk to freely,11.390645161290324,4.8674454838709735,9.822580645161292,79.85387096774194,61.903225806451616,12.4,40.67741935483871,3.1291,2.7152967741935483,114,3,27,0,1,35,25,31,0.0,0.608,0.392,0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387395096861421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399955534466666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133736098578859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623150527787297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435438406026654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32087821859944704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303324903175129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670408919260922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601284878654644,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WorryMorning,2020/03/27,"Social distancing more like emotional distancing amirite guise? So lockdown got me realising that my normal habitual patterns of daily life is called “quarantine”, amazing right? Upon hearing this news I thought I should come over here and see if anyone else is also doing a “quarantine” and would like to participate? Our program can include anything from wholesome memes to socially degenerative shitposting, and if you play the vidya, it only expands the plethora of activities that are in store for my fellow lonesome breeds of leg walkers. If this sounds good to you, joining in is easy! Just get on the long thing and press the circle to make the light box, now, pick up the sweet thing and feel below the central point of vision for the face-hole, then, put the sweet thing in the hole and watch the light and you’ll get the point! Many more wonders await in the Covid Cave and this limited invitation is just for you. If you prefer a sterile isolation, well that’s your right! But I’ll be waitin’! 😎",5.824566744730678,7.800606573770494,5.628075722092117,77.99372950819672,67.96174863387978,8.507259953161592,31.104215456674474,9.04235418022936,2.7695592505854796,805,33,138,15,14,250,121,183,0.037000000000000005,0.7909999999999999,0.172,0.9751,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,6,0,1,7,8,0,0,15,0,11,2,1,2,0,27,21,16,0,8,7,0,2,2,1,3,1,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,10,12,8,21,15,2,18,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,5,5,91,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479226982201625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785661087451905,0.1727031034663762,0.13870526838894418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721120924720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519401973938084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080492202253986,0.18960013693496405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522577525044868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612462036330429,0.0,0.0,0.14137478032772646,0.13480772838507518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997218097817406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190544072395468,0.16469357050287015,0.0,0.0,0.14916465051747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125108508620425,0.17088691616349835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651467612638959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819262409236865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186753063919847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944294393386894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878877427561348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431541323116755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436383803158809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33593860859036795,0.0,0.0,0.1338127474568579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154994776080374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278921196527365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973565632325613,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,facelessdesires,2020/03/27,"I just want someone to hug Or like cuddle, spend some time with, etc. Anything to get rid of this lonely feeling inside me.",3.41,5.2529933333333325,3.84,88.905,74.0,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,96,3,18,0,2,30,23,24,0.098,0.615,0.287,0.5461,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40669988333653206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511844959196914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989182641879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582088747832893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414502948870436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187499042092591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881829007798953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915029964611212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lochethmi,2020/03/27,"I don't want someone I can talk to; I want someone who will talk to me. Having someone text me first is a quite rare occurence. I don't want someone available for me but I want someone who will give me attention. Sorry to all the good people who say, ""you can talk to me"", I know you're kind, and you are useful to many lonely and sad people, but *I* need someone to do more for me than just listen. I've been loney for so long I don't know how to express myself to someone else.",1.2757843137254916,2.8597793235294127,2.9437254901960803,94.14343137254903,79.29411764705881,4.925490196078432,22.117647058823533,5.033348758259628,-0.05251764705882378,369,11,83,1,9,122,54,102,0.129,0.754,0.11699999999999999,0.5837,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,1,16,22,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,17,2,12,19,2,2,0,2,0,0,12,0,0,0,2,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078981507265102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986500234274094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123903814426212,0.0,0.10833483047053173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450218924098387,0.14196794811126154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430417142679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309498416145287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577187405106637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908912549833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737952471468853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271468609578467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7660689055533213,0.0,0.0,0.14458611474762126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144620375579896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155436671528453,0.0,0.0,0.3047320188286499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thoughtfulsloth,2020/03/27,"Quarantined with the wrong person I'm in day 2 of quarantine. I usually live alone, but my bf offered for me to move in with him and his parents for this quarantine so that they could pick up my groceries and prescriptions etc. Well it's day 2 and I'm sleeping alone I'm the spare room again while he plays Xbox and ignores me again. If I wanted to be alone, I would have stayed at my house. I really needed some support during this time. I just feel so trapped and helpless, I wish I was with my family, but they are in another part of the country. Anyone else feeling really alone during this period? How do you cope?",3.3061290322580628,4.9531838064516185,4.376645161290323,85.76996774193552,73.83870967741936,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.8215864516129032,488,16,99,10,10,159,82,124,0.179,0.716,0.105,-0.8781,1,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,23,16,12,0,6,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,18,3,14,12,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,8,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266009678844734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158599679974699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575809503707112,0.1549743463185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076147801539792,0.0,0.0,0.19508854156962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263506579261961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168684653522118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258581877304138,0.0,0.15295392548053866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745231471021855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355725133736632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075569260277675,0.0,0.11215057177253256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679461441212524,0.16378990642020888,0.0,0.0,0.1320663881722082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937903056264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136005859817844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121325708279194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163764614400978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819557358547038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658141745041913,0.0,0.08921165657364186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599265802081087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393098666278126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744424794501524,0.16536903563722188,0.0,0.0 lonely,smithy_johnson,2020/03/27,"Help I dont need anything, I dont need talking, I dont need music, I just need someone to hug my broken soul... That's it.....a hug, a long, warm hug, to fix all the cold in my aching heart.",0.8524806201550383,1.0051866511627914,3.1720930232558167,97.84945736434112,77.83720930232559,5.7333333333333325,21.310077519379846,3.1291,-0.4633503875968992,138,3,38,0,3,48,28,43,0.136,0.563,0.301,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,7,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189587319426038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917147154942854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313153502743225,0.13186710448243494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410399493641554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835050695596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666926502063279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581278781716519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway80878,2020/03/27,"Goodnight, I love you so much. Ill see you tomorrow I Know this is really stupid but I just need someone to say it to so badly and this sub is the only place I can do it. I haven't had anyone message me goodnight in months",-1.0258035714285718,1.0763473125000012,1.5884523809523827,95.8875,96.70833333333334,4.40952380952381,17.273809523809522,6.1826913282559595,-0.22806904761904745,173,5,39,2,7,59,37,48,0.196,0.753,0.052000000000000005,-0.8059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,3,9,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457470382755285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934520723668278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315167962774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720383479992376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052977509420224,0.0,0.2583614730344405,0.2606010522820613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672990294367848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671979585659015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251524747941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794928630832724,0.0,0.0,0.28006587624903023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977885356453752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PolarTaki,2020/03/27,"I just want to talk, someone pm me, please! Sometimes, it feels as if the only outlet for my emotions is my diary. This month, I’ve been abruptly disowned by my long term friends. I don’t know what to feel anymore, I don’t even know if I should feel. There’s just so much going on and I’m looking for someone to be able to share these experiences with and vent about our feelings. I’m female, a Capricorn... lol, when we talk you’ll definitely learn more, promise.",3.5464055299539154,4.859358387096774,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,72.65591397849462,6.174500768049157,28.3394777265745,6.1826913282559595,1.0778768049155154,362,14,75,2,7,115,71,93,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,17,18,7,0,4,4,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,11,3,11,14,3,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,5,46,15,1,0.2127580538836701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109988196581056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932417416796614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052468802116885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208118201767966,0.0,0.0,0.4303074588313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437634466135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091530503336555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338525246213375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828418258153812,0.17866318077716584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982144877971128,0.0,0.15640164985993238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181208722361978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354445311978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605384172593056,0.0,0.21042315550030094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420137291597001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254902125516877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vanchvitzburg,2020/03/27,"This is my first Reddit post. I'm ok, but a little discouraged. I have good friends that I care about and know care about me. I love hanging out with them. They're actually playing videogames right now and would love to have me, but there is an emptiness that I know has nothing to do with friendships. I'm a pretty average guy, but I'm homeschooled, so my access to the opposite sex is limited. I just feel like I'm only half the person I can be right now and until I fill that other half, I'm going to be depressed. It might be codependency issues. It's weird. It's not like I want to be the one who is loved. It's that I feel I want to love someone as a companion. I've been in toxic relationships because of this, but I miss them in comparison to this feeling. I liked seeing someone I love more than anything happy because of me. It gave me worth. I just want to give someone a hug when they need it most. I just feel like I could at least deserve that. I'd love to hear a woman's voice right now.",2.021153641679959,3.679350511961726,3.617759170653908,89.80570308346627,77.37320574162679,6.366932482721957,24.05130249867092,7.1686216300943375,0.8376696438064859,783,26,171,9,18,260,111,209,0.085,0.5660000000000001,0.349,0.9975,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,11,22,0,0,9,1,17,8,0,0,0,30,46,11,0,6,8,0,4,4,2,2,0,2,0,3,16,6,0,2,6,1,1,3,1,4,0,4,2,7,25,18,22,37,3,18,0,3,1,8,19,8,0,2,10,113,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.10570325758898266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913691869835692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205993783115658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208759154338503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648353015538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329458891304736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907640820683347,0.2321483328133616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213568405621228,0.0,0.0,0.08368662555927098,0.0,0.0,0.10390900155555594,0.061559915312385416,0.09085244162993213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725237192236303,0.0,0.11530708657250632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208285270980215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305640054943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905805974938098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167584439390444,0.10856362073450064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865701999971339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490884011689545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031681555435226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393454838944832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339943745926951,0.08238112109346013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457956006921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037392072250284,0.11019888356057198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629356133055535,0.0,0.2775102916244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631584227608971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533381023047354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166722165775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769463740414866,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zeldaisthegirl1,2020/03/27,Drunk ish and lonely. I've been stuck in my house for over a week almost 2 weeks. Starting to get bored /lonely. Live with my parents and pets but just like want someone to conversate with?,2.289594594594593,4.83780491891892,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,80.8918918918919,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.2959243243243246,150,5,30,1,4,45,33,37,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,0.0516,1,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338048715746649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416318115742374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846445991956531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285943496023886,0.0,0.29435680173848444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701490510834683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824489107419748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594896549400304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662023322474806,0.0,0.5347913298082916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leon10875,2020/03/27,"Any down to talk I'm new to this group and am honestly a lonely person trying to make friends, it's kinda hard finding and making close friends for me, but I want to change that.",15.018918918918919,5.806539540540545,13.191351351351347,66.38810810810813,59.0,15.88108108108108,47.81081081081082,8.841846274778883,4.585183783783783,141,4,30,1,1,45,31,37,0.075,0.723,0.20199999999999999,0.5785,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,6,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947125755739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325855355208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153423572845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759670975567656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759347650251114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411225412442358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749771208193343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689602931979591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758319441900625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913244466161207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816843304401936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happy-tohelp,2020/03/27,"Offering check-ins :) Hi there. I'm a F in my late 20s and I really love helping others. If you would like me to check in on you every day (or less), or would like me to make sure you're doing alright, ask questions, and generally be kind of motherly I would really love to do that for you. I know it might sound weird but that's just the kind of support I tend to give and I'm sure someone out there would really like this as well :) If you can relate to this just message me telling me about it! :)",0.4781558441558466,2.4910341142857177,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,84.04761904761905,6.103896103896104,19.069264069264072,7.348242739294969,0.29023809523809563,382,10,89,6,11,128,66,105,0.011000000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.302,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,6,13,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,1,2,22,19,9,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,12,14,13,1,6,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,6,5,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549257429762733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687563067636376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396261695159592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897363584265733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111078560776461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451435640049658,0.09107532721605396,0.0,0.18693927391940135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288712791671715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913737332513485,0.0,0.11061932509733834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580263336548946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856442231907808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184932487499165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404139398495652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805698716960612,0.3123781032222929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484650356203602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900209900992528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470890670227218,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GOONCH12D3,2020/03/27,"Fuck....everything hurts and I don’t have anyone to comfort me I’m so tired of not having anyone to hug me, not having someone’s shoulder to cry one not having someone say “it’s gonna be alright”. I just want to be loved and cared about...",0.16366666666666774,2.404171100000003,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.0,4.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.0888666666666671,185,6,39,1,6,62,35,50,0.17,0.564,0.266,0.5660000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,0,7,12,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,6,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38121805662600977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779349906757832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29943950940505826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449962924186214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201532550662065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182511700060954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460331369714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847215612057933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167833371525408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619480569973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133148646904275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078719239160658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hanaiku,2020/03/27,"I overworked myself, got sick because of so much stress and now I'm feeling worthless I don't know exactly what I wanted by posting here. I just don't know who I should tell. I've been having a hard time since a year ago. Around July, the same problem as today. Actually, I am currently in my 3rd year of college that is very far from my hometown. I love everything I do, organization, volunteer, even academic works are interesting. But, a year ago, I was at my worst, worse than today. I actually lied to my friend about my whereabout in case they want to find me. I cut contact with all of them, only keeping contact with my family who know nothing about my condition. I ran away from my responsibility. I know I was a really shit person. I locked my self in a room, barely eating, barely communicating, barely washing, never cleaning the place. I was really stressed, lonely and miserable. And sometimes, I thought about dying /Yes, I am still suicidal and very lonely/ That was happening for two months. I managed to snap out of it because of a volunteering work I always wanted to do since before I entered college. Even it was really hard for me at first. I met my therapist without telling anyone, and then everything got better. It sounds like everything was solved, but trust me, it only looks like it did. On the beginning of September I have to start the new semester and push myself no matter what I feel. With some consideration, I refused to be involved in any organization and my club, only focusing on academics. I said to all my friend that I am taking rest from this year until graduation and will not participate heavily in any academic and non academics works. But even by doing that I still feel very stressed. The problem came this year. There is this thing called ""Studio"" in my major. It is a very big deal and I already asked not to be involved too much in it. But there's this thing that made me had to take the responsibility of being the person in charge of a core team. I have this image that kind of made my friends trust me for that. While inside I was still battling, I managed to make my self join another war. Although on the outside, I looked fine. I got sick several times because of stress and overworking, even had to be taken to an emergency room one day because I can't walk at all. It's been only three months but I already got awfully sick for more than five times. It doesn't count the minor sickness I have to bear every day. My parents keep telling me to rest and rest but like they don't really know how much I'll burden someone else and myself in the future by taking some more days off. Ten days ago I got awfully sick. I had to take a rest and I did. You know how sick people tend to work less. I was really disappointed of my team presentation and felt really worthless. I actually asked my team to work on it and helped as much as I could by giving detailed instruction and even did some part by myself. But, my team is awfully dependant on me, they did nothing of what I instructed. My usual self would be there to help them working on it, telling them step by step on how to do something. But, I had to get sick and I couldn't be a backup for them. I was disappointed at my team at first, but then, I started to blame my self for the inability of my team working without me. The worst is that, I found out some of them just don't care about the project, even asked me to work on their part when i am still sick. I thought, maybe that's why they depend on me so much. They let me work on everything by myself. They are not unable to do it but they just felt too tired to even study about it, and there's me who is already studying on it. I just had to do it myself. I remembered there was a week when everyone left me alone until late night in a room working on a presentation by myself. I thought at that time they were busy and I had to help them. I never thought badly of them until these days. I felt really hurt. I was sick and I wanted them to help me for this week only but they don't care about me. I felt really useless and worthless as a person. I remembered how my therapist asked me carefully if maybe my friends are using me. I thought there's no way they are like that. But, thinking of it carefully made me realize how much they were using me as tool to work on the project. I was already stressed out from all this workload and now I realized my friends don't care about me. I feel really bad about myself, I feel unwanted, unworthy, incapable, and just stupid. Since a year ago, almost everyday I think that I should just die because I have no purpose in my life. I've always felt really lonely, that nobody understands me. They all are saying they will be there for me but they'll be gone in a flash. I'd like to think they care, but I've been hurt a lot, I can't seem to believe it anymore. I also felt like my future is not what I really want in life, actually I want nothing at all, just no future, just to end everything. I always say I hate living, I don't want it. Now, all this added, I just want to die even more than before. This is so tiring to me. I know I have loving parents and sister, and some friends who actually care about me. But sometimes they are not enough. Most time I think it's not worth to live this life just because of them. If only they'd not get hurt because of me, I'd kill myself a long time ago. Also, this self isolation is making me feel worse day by day. It enhances the feeling of loneliness I have. Reading texts feels really people are acting cold to me. I can't be sure if it is just my imagination or not. I guess, thank you for everyone who read it till the end.",3.579137829315432,5.03477545309735,4.794632285627099,83.82140117994099,72.78761061946905,8.027260705930223,26.35133760553352,8.607204378907625,1.7895365679991864,4442,151,902,80,87,1467,354,1130,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.9993,3,8,1,0,0,2,133.0,0,2,27,20,59,61,7,6,35,4,91,19,1,14,11,169,183,70,6,19,40,3,16,6,6,6,15,4,5,8,58,34,1,3,40,9,1,9,28,32,0,7,53,23,177,29,141,111,35,124,0,13,2,2,83,46,1,16,73,652,235,32,0.0,0.0,0.16381092387773016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488011937113567,0.0,0.03361828387364122,0.03477126914485965,0.1481935650731101,0.05369627093945678,0.08380571300297836,0.0,0.0,0.04566127555256272,0.03520398110655722,0.0,0.0,0.033295170821527616,0.023474864389035788,0.0,0.0,0.029886886959059063,0.12554404787679918,0.0,0.03154272659304555,0.0,0.05606372839186953,0.1432595611691772,0.0,0.05713591633723391,0.037825019928917784,0.0,0.029692390596415368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428155621067644,0.0383983098979583,0.239607766273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026805128428583142,0.0,0.0,0.15156163407242762,0.03461205611680509,0.0,0.0,0.10452971776475793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435332955035161,0.028045744954494647,0.0,0.059471026186132064,0.034689650409218134,0.0,0.1773960062862164,0.0,0.028286510320706105,0.06416044912632335,0.15086522373167402,0.0,0.03164942369965628,0.0,0.1358032274377762,0.0,0.19341076939137528,0.0,0.030684907478428114,0.05711396931981741,0.0,0.03681081413974332,0.15562945281076404,0.0,0.03508077780211199,0.032206064282738325,0.0,0.0,0.13425607265267986,0.0,0.03698419590782142,0.0,0.0296882934283316,0.0,0.060149222796789685,0.033146164017858505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900124916899167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782104773632714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059682048728446215,0.03714330053088954,0.0349608781047161,0.1291550312189074,0.0,0.03787155172556712,0.0,0.03647691749805099,0.03433043633596726,0.0711403300364963,0.09841177014882724,0.0,0.05929074955856676,0.029710848772528588,0.056385349767663386,0.0,0.0,0.02854237212708273,0.06060147912962111,0.0953021123650736,0.04482017507008609,0.0,0.06745672852255127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053594936269707065,0.0,0.14807911221379638,0.0,0.05178678645574695,0.03242479461390619,0.0,0.03150577438850525,0.0,0.09664194718024324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022749780728729067,0.15320164616545662,0.0,0.0,0.07455718555682947,0.07271208582491025,0.0,0.04655026897153039,0.08794335464171213,0.03507640353167051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032153437397271716,0.0,0.0,0.0642492217855107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716371911785254,0.0,0.2580909466777285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760628172973663,0.0,0.03193539643717872,0.0533968352548525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030563392807855017,0.17511862766928254,0.03792767883675637,0.034461970354344604,0.0833152374710193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028446102707642886,0.025845961865334333,0.06640866445167576,0.0,0.04752596488032446,0.0,0.10724504366095926,0.0,0.19228749758975106,0.0,0.0,0.0367231659908456,0.0,0.03164194245030128,0.0,0.10097019232928198,0.0,0.1173763380354688,0.030909299921205738,0.0,0.07796115714270438,0.04460851889531276,0.0860483126217618,0.0,0.1332651633525454,0.1174593280395086,0.07717393058212305,0.06364612892979253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032795722165848085,0.0349504420427486,0.0,0.057992195350728,0.03697566775395509,0.11080421925647416,0.15841673693183594,0.026648505546916827,0.0538601089128676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030294206885194037,0.0,0.0,0.06472591273548528,0.0,0.2688551748574917,0.0,0.06842705040650726,0.023849135605241902,0.0,0.0,0.12971859549440884 lonely,Mustardmolester,2020/03/27,"Forever Alone For awhile now I’ve been looking for someone to call my own it usually ends with me getting rejected or put into the friend zone. I thought maybe this year would be different. So I started talking to this girl and she actually showed interest in me and that was the best feeling in the world. 2 months pass by and things are starting to work in my favor. We talk every day, text 24/7, occasionally FaceTime, hold hands, and hug. I even managed to ask her to prom. I thought I finally had someone. About a week ago I found out she was talking to another guy and when I got mad about it she blocked me on everything. Its kinda nice here, I think I might stick around here for awhile.",2.3710399159663846,4.80255318382353,3.2956302521008425,88.73676470588238,79.66176470588233,6.8268907563025225,27.36134453781513,7.957251820313856,1.791949159663866,547,24,111,10,14,174,98,136,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.8627,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,9,8,1,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,0,21,19,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,3,19,6,20,8,2,22,0,1,1,1,13,8,0,3,12,72,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.15632107458515626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419976272026602,0.0,0.0,0.16590719436608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797183075409974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260191490441712,0.14975482104081128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810816949612414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357058425799273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330846661173584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736310872484905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187965155237714,0.0,0.0,0.10580313294030888,0.0,0.1349658980281847,0.0,0.143967284555871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099622549077902,0.0,0.0,0.17547890310488734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756386535910817,0.12376140087090715,0.0,0.0836919900317888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811754582566567,0.0,0.0,0.1586120088739641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451817281001416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093109117855875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993490812036466,0.0,0.0,0.12786110095223252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103389912685864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714547502544783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267647884805905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38626085455080417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642226178048468,0.102642457969663,0.0,0.2543438868043449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642523404349605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284937216521863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661928955713995,0.0,0.0,0.11379346436386704,0.0,0.0,0.10315627798881656 lonely,AnonymouslyDisturbed,2020/03/27,"No luck The world is in a panic over a virus, but all I am really panicking about is the fact I'm single still. Decades fly by and the fish just keep swimming right by me",4.750540540540541,3.735564189189192,5.657432432432432,87.45209459459461,69.27027027027027,9.562162162162162,26.60810810810811,8.841846274778883,1.4876594594594592,133,3,32,2,2,44,31,37,0.20600000000000002,0.743,0.051,-0.7218,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475604272490056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907837356240249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225740872540581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300117029677573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021195533989741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jettster17,2020/03/27,"I don’t understand I have so many people who care, my girlfriend who I love, my friends, my best friends, my family extended and primary, but for some reason I only feel more alone. Like its me against the world, a one man army. I’m sober off of amphetamine and Xanax. I’m in rehab I’m 17 about to graduate. I just feel alone like no one is here when everyone in reality is.",2.786796536796537,4.1149487402597416,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,74.58441558441558,9.28917748917749,27.119047619047624,9.725611199111238,2.416058008658009,291,11,64,8,6,100,56,77,0.10300000000000001,0.679,0.218,0.8243,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,10,7,8,12,3,5,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693512496741661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377889028107483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102037831335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651342989264635,0.0,0.0,0.21360590122573744,0.0,0.22913822271687226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501208514924993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139776333524694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045034640747032,0.0,0.0,0.2297234852965742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708220543686315,0.1723294975235958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708678063658107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329690031639653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588488503379285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,breezyherbo9,2020/03/27,this quarantine is some ass but hey guys this self isolation shit really taking a toll on our mental healths so if anybody needs a friend or somebody to talk to I got y'all :),1.6504285714285702,4.16920082857143,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,83.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.4834285714285715,139,5,28,3,4,45,32,35,0.233,0.5870000000000001,0.18,-0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,3,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26229749714569395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152982572953765,0.0,0.0,0.3361591954529275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36087350384075895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421369826567548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517355617798012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174929235015879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35417340544474024,0.0,0.3484927206540367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552623708684489,0.2728779050686211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ofthebeasts,2020/03/27,"Humph I’m so frustrated at the lack of knowledge I have about myself I don’t even know how to explain. How the hell am I always depressed with no reason, I want to ask for help but don’t know what to ask for. I feel like I’m too young to be feeling this way yet too old to act out the way some people my age do (21). No reason to be on my phone at all, I never stayed in contact with any friends. Old people at my job stay texting on their phones and to fit in I have to open up Facebook and take it off when someone passes by so I don’t accidentally strike up an unwanted conversation. I feel so alone yet act too antisocial to feel the way I am. I always think about the times “I felt happy” when in reality I never did, it’s just my mind accepting that I was less impacted by this feeling before. I don’t know I’m not really looking for advice, I’ve actually been wanting to post something similar for months in my social accounts but literally no one I know would ever understand. Rather throw this out here, idk call it venting ..",2.286873385012917,3.874118186046516,4.271124031007755,85.71510981912148,76.44186046511628,7.19638242894057,24.502583979328165,7.984000788550335,1.2896925064599487,810,27,173,13,18,277,123,215,0.131,0.755,0.114,-0.2312,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,19,7,2,0,6,0,15,0,0,4,4,42,37,11,0,6,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,17,0,1,4,10,3,0,1,4,7,23,4,35,30,4,39,1,1,1,0,12,16,1,1,14,119,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1224868559336902,0.0,0.0,0.1226541302047088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299981507203073,0.0,0.0,0.2088810288516524,0.0,0.0,0.08535612198442076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468361177633815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068060448499425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816727777855724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810793472439154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290304513441002,0.11353765543090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732679132324104,0.08966964073180511,0.1205163677207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697441575843636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361558407271082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841316534397053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455663113966756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759242760326637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061321451316418064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540298611156053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673677194113145,0.0,0.10018677451790156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936134813758963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634187502074533,0.0,0.0850538245154756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403589315710838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021095300067355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040964712844963,0.2581055412763365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794916124928998,0.10635046801966333,0.09662941068050594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675696510730493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437344827705883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042646837846004,0.0,0.0,0.07319019315617645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066801828504088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148066804510992,0.2988895596068145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891639448661775,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hiddendaisies101,2020/03/27,"I’m so broken This quarantine has worsened my depression. It makes me really think about life. I have no one, no one to talk to or anyone that cares about me. I want to feel happy again. Why is it so hard to be happy?",0.26934782608695684,2.3296028913043507,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,85.30434782608697,6.288695652173913,15.72173913043478,7.554174236665415,0.06976173913043482,167,3,38,3,5,57,34,46,0.267,0.541,0.192,-0.5513,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,5,3,6,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193579413850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798696033780371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642523038444466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387947331285513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844176993645845,0.2458968165479089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938864695807361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322993805070986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720146926756976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585082349359069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206315660618381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588761050574858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619063783710481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476922788538688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hannah0301,2020/03/27,"Just stuck at home with no friends, family or pets. Hey, just want to chat",0.218,2.597659133333337,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,91.0,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.5183333333333331,57,1,14,1,2,17,14,15,0.214,0.561,0.22399999999999998,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594277654006851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584782640523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952531160580122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35001712031492543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway00110398,2020/03/27,"I wish I could just scream, cry and rage But I can't, and I don't know why, I know it's not healthy not talk but I just can't seem to say what needs to be said. Whenever someone asks if I'm serious after a particularly sad and serious joke I'll always say no because quite frankly I'm tired and I don't want too let anyone els down I don't want someone else to think they could have prevented it if I let myself down.",0.3989247311827953,2.1366740537634428,2.6507526881720445,94.46279569892474,82.65591397849462,6.2838709677419375,21.086021505376344,7.3871296695380915,0.4396150537634411,329,10,81,5,9,112,56,93,0.276,0.6609999999999999,0.064,-0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,0,23,23,8,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,4,11,1,6,17,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015269429588888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134581378002276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993598049425555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732956356230605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30734755793789503,0.0,0.2114222089096538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078623247933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155591042045985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936327258760922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427160586392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047183946151613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308560119188072,0.3061240120694786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521990552699973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261629662897576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470225511962468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332872615886285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121903989454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705075524172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367666285644995,0.0,0.2213340912973848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CarolineMurg,2020/03/27,"Am I allowed to feel lonely? I have a few strong friends and family members in my support network, but I still feel lonely. Even before we couldn't meet friends, I didn't have any, and the only people I socialise with are my boyfriend and his friends. We've been together a year and I still don't feel like i fit into the friendship group at all. I feel lonely, but I feel guilty about it as I still have people around me..",3.919457364341088,4.8339268372093045,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,71.32558139534885,6.663565891472868,27.124031007751928,6.42735559955562,0.9688589147286826,332,11,70,2,6,104,54,86,0.185,0.62,0.195,0.2311,1,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,18,15,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,15,6,8,12,2,9,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398561777188198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539645855395672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765609271239892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013496231156738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574021576077013,0.0,0.4981157201445233,0.14075665493596934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566694234011573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625780021728593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984847267001006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731884499554992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720398166936319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358474146859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687940304990572 lonely,lafemur,2020/03/27,"Hi! Lonely here I’m sorry about my lack of grammar I suck at this kind of thing and seeing in gen is hard enough —————————————————————— I used play on severs a lot with friends had a a realm at one point things were going amazing But ya know how it is friends lose interest and we went are ways things began to get bad I was bullied for 3 years no one did anything to stop it So I lost trust in the world then I met my friend she made everything alright Then we met my future torcher She set my other friend up with her now boyfriend and the girl I liked is already dating My torture always made fun the fact I wasn’t going out with anyone Eventually though she asked me out and I accepted I tried to put effort into the relationship but failed she had a habit of making people miserable so I didn’t break up with her and well loneliness is hell of a pain So I went off into the world of SCP and Minecraft till she eventually broke up with me I found out the had told a secret of mine one of those ware telling could destroy someone’s rep She didn’t do to me what she did to her other date but in a way she has destroyed me worse So yea that is my back story if you did make it to the end thanks",1.0346800000000016,3.0429555080000017,2.4228000000000023,95.5034,81.92,5.28,19.6,6.360717304075467,-0.11163999999999996,927,24,212,8,25,299,147,250,0.22,0.674,0.107,-0.9882,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,2,0,4,11,28,5,1,14,2,20,1,0,6,1,37,42,19,0,3,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,12,18,0,1,4,1,0,5,4,13,1,3,21,2,38,15,36,20,3,39,1,6,1,0,28,18,2,2,13,149,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005439606558565,0.0,0.10560385232820242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874225957398194,0.0,0.1044406320554714,0.0,0.11864884818945848,0.0,0.0,0.097590175622157,0.105969130538625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133168931251717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124094511362922,0.13113762491353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406345632681188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915628092166726,0.3922183622962026,0.0,0.0663081038122256,0.0,0.14425799227509842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369134777832955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216294962505173,0.06974943263184974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200449629122784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198596643913572,0.1385432466017683,0.10789900866655447,0.0,0.24018100533096864,0.16943414642593654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800365615185183,0.0,0.13504702657531864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798721866609906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119976158103533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758511891682145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625973644485884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011352114853995,0.0,0.0,0.14337837546538018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075350804381572,0.0,0.0,0.14207149718310438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610703018858192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092972982894043,0.116846728969341,0.0,0.0,0.2529510307757728,0.0,0.12469382177718692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127318685195004,0.0,0.08616728484934406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096142317968627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147921260049714,0.0,0.0,0.11411226491937365,0.2353038562704559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933772413808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172941266144074 lonely,DOOKIEFOOKIE,2020/03/27,"Build a wall, why dontcha? So, I'm a Canadian, living in Canada, in my home which is an hour north of the border. 15 years ago I was a Canadian living in the US. In a small quaint city about an hour South of the border. That is where I met him. The one who made me realize that I would never be happy with another. He was my person. But, I was a big city girl in a small town where I was an interloper. I came back home to Canada after a fiery 3 year romance with the one. We kept in touch, keeping the romantic feelings for each other, and supporting each other throughout our lives ups and downs. He was so close and yet so far... I didn't want to lose him. Sometimes we would go a few days without talking, and once after a STUPID fight neither of us can remember what was about, we did a few weeks of crushing silence and we agreed that it was the worst, promising to never be so hurtful to each other again. I had finally committed myself to going back, being his wife, because of all of my lofty dreams, I realized that they didn't matter if he was not a part of them. Then, this modern plague has come into the world. We didn't dare speak of the possibility that we would have to be separated, his life is there, I have obligations that keep me here, that I could not just walk away from... This was not going to be easy. Well, the new rules came out and they said DECIDE RIGHT NOW. What side are you going to choose? The clock is ticking. The world's longest non militarized border has now been closed since the beginning of its making. There is no end in sight, and we will not be together, if ....God Please No! .... i can't say the words.... We are alone. Separated by an imaginary but very real line in the sand. I can't go to him, if he gets a cough. He will not be here when I am going to be saying my goodbyes. I have been alone. I have never been so lonely.",1.9003427512737368,3.689324120734909,3.398666821059134,90.6547301991663,78.13385826771653,6.47710359734445,20.65470125057897,7.39963492309942,0.4855526632700325,1434,36,315,19,34,472,198,381,0.08,0.867,0.053,-0.8709,0,4,0,0,1,0,65.0,11,1,3,1,22,11,2,0,31,0,48,2,0,2,5,63,70,19,0,8,12,1,3,0,0,5,2,4,2,2,18,27,0,3,6,1,0,10,17,6,1,2,23,8,43,5,42,33,9,65,0,3,1,0,36,29,0,3,26,236,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112179887330574,0.0,0.0,0.21292978332778412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778979677252866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657953396874544,0.15808642507645707,0.0,0.06266303858161812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351407931836759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854901747982424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207365346075396,0.0,0.0,0.06629444098434806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104609230208466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197637393006675,0.0,0.0,0.1126071866849638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537062825148426,0.0,0.3505255033422607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942746957620103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062240616158116,0.0,0.20246525624109468,0.0,0.11004445574987406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273830689589576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260733470033827,0.0,0.0,0.2723103031755579,0.0,0.0,0.11500160596233515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726736390722736,0.06861663667371226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378461332542684,0.09928030614619683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947360086336792,0.13931346196027478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131725315739753,0.0,0.0,0.08975685918051753,0.0,0.1128383305984533,0.0,0.11588621444089592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117003514728135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644699492384905,0.08778659345370374,0.09778183556553648,0.16349383903471873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503330430984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016671441720532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665084695838845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826229390692011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730009053632995,0.0,0.0,0.08481685806388391,0.060631309806851476,0.0,0.08245615994809878,0.0,0.09242528719451162,0.0,0.09275673662180717,0.0,0.0,0.0990909658563426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190684177714215,0.0,0.0,0.13239355897123978 lonely,ashhawk98,2020/03/27,"21[M4F] Just Want some love and attention Hey everyone how y'all doing? I'm Ash. I'm a 21 year old college student. Not gonna write too much will just get to the point. • I'm 5'8"", brown, lil over weight • pursuing my bachelor's in mechanical engineering • huge car enthusiast, in fact I'm building my car as im writing this 😂 • love memes and have a great sense of humor • love joking around and laughing and making people laugh too • I am a cancer survivor and very amateur amputee • I have a lotta hobbies • I can cook (I cook fire ass food just putting it out there 😅) • very loyal and honest whether is comes to friendship or relationship Only con about me I think is that I look average and now I'll be given a prosthetic so that I can walk normally 🙃 If I fit ur description please don't feel shy to hmu. I dont have a preference tbvh. Although I do prefer someone from the age of 19-23 but that doesn't mean I won't be with an older woman. If we click then sure I don't mind the age gap. Also I do prefer someone from the states but if ur in another country do text me 😄 who knows? I'm willing to LDR if I really vibe with the person. All in all just looking for someone who would push to be a better version of myself everyday and to wake up to some good morning texts 😄😘",0.11770455550641044,2.433647413533837,2.632605042016809,90.12268907563028,89.90225563909775,5.685802742149491,21.357363998230873,7.1686216300943375,0.8312144183989378,996,36,211,17,34,342,171,266,0.026000000000000002,0.792,0.18100000000000002,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,14,13,0,0,13,0,23,10,2,2,4,50,43,22,0,10,13,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,14,4,0,8,3,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,7,21,13,25,34,7,26,0,0,4,4,15,11,1,8,8,125,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683093723646408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531917965689355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005420873431142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920784857040482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584663371037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122052043264785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959862153914898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386927464283889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665686742293715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632783576770202,0.0,0.0,0.12253631539180235,0.0,0.1610686244155726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780607417610545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028917934209785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536352877053624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955653240396853,0.0,0.09751856076643846,0.0,0.0,0.1591386748888417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751281123833376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739554884290806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314063355045692,0.0,0.0,0.1533005763869346,0.0,0.0,0.11111070715916467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128285367684804,0.12756322883941798,0.0,0.16036681674700068,0.13810560045117587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686434150889374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359125151230456,0.0,0.0,0.15684976929163774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713537028080548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769141609923335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361083028048348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410849125833076,0.08616974477872376,0.0,0.0,0.17790255269562658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378064682299984,0.0,0.0,0.09407943868639199 lonely,cinnabuun4,2020/03/27,Just tired I’m tired of feeling like this. I’m tired of things upsetting me that shouldn’t upset me. Any mention of a peer’s girlfriend or boyfriend is enough to send me into a bummed mood for a while and it sucks. Being asked about my love life makes me almost cry. I just wish I didn’t have to feel so left out.,1.5170646766169114,3.226054462686569,2.150074626865674,99.53665422885572,79.0,5.063681592039801,18.629353233830845,5.46131890053228,-0.6307691542288558,247,5,59,1,6,76,51,67,0.258,0.603,0.139,-0.843,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,3,0,5,5,0,1,0,12,14,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,7,2,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889943017632026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186646885228352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502839706263872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291555829680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555675568505844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096568265118865,0.1490357691765325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266625895769191,0.0,0.14735210223735326,0.10191955258634257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882846623819772,0.0,0.1392532270197913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859562572060488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7193224162036737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989884025681446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Saskatchemoose,2020/03/27,I wish I didn’t have to wonder why no one likes me I feel like I try so hard but why do I still feel so invisible. I don’t even have friends anymore. My best friend of 11 years got married and doesn’t talk to me anymore. With a ton of hints pointing to her replacing me. What is it about me,-0.4832967032967019,1.3662039230769238,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,86.69230769230771,4.945054945054945,20.05494505494506,6.1826913282559595,-0.2481208791208785,225,7,58,2,7,75,46,65,0.042,0.674,0.28300000000000003,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,12,5,7,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322430661785772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286972460901446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393640239902786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037731740175312,0.15568457672964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673427812902873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429331360861186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521663238571327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293280790982272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767058907410927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600812646898636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403397159662606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751586373879973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795573716750074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932840874039895,0.0,0.2506012456585227,0.0,0.2363287166617788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033557538377495 lonely,punksgetoffmylawn,2020/03/27,"I want to text my ex from that unhealthy relationship, rn I feel deeply alone I've put all of my effort of connection into ""love"", most of the time with abusing patterns in the relationship. Always begging for love, begging for kindness. And as soon as this relationship ends, I'm left alone with that infinite void. I started drinking more and smoking... And now I feel the only thing that could make me feel better is texting my ex even though every time we're in contact he gets mad and I cry. I feel like an addict. I'm so lonely only a man who doesn't really know me and makes me feel guilty all the time can help me with that... I'm really doing my best to survive rn.",3.741333333333333,5.004296207407407,4.883888888888889,84.09250000000003,72.1111111111111,7.474074074074074,26.092592592592588,7.908726449838941,1.4512370370370369,528,17,106,7,10,174,84,135,0.154,0.7070000000000001,0.139,-0.3102,0,4,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,1,0,6,0,5,4,0,2,2,22,21,9,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,14,6,16,20,5,13,0,1,0,2,12,4,0,1,9,64,21,0,0.0,0.16702904381730233,0.0,0.1536805419425281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29200943618384023,0.0,0.0,0.11730019066906483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794166093889172,0.12467848384952315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255485680802556,0.0,0.15485137809145091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809911937127806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248595554100886,0.0,0.0,0.0931108301675282,0.0,0.1187751861450082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563989830120396,0.10071059121924728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365217317930207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944907160217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468008869811318,0.0774746523578297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316674332413588,0.0,0.0,0.06887191212207315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446588789761665,0.0,0.1882001200093049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214431470863854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171603067061342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806208441552254,0.0,0.0,0.4540542616520626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978087189584346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365568738193554,0.0,0.13850450288746,0.0,0.24660612769450935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314907531996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TA_done,2020/03/27,"I'm so done. I've had enough. I've felt like this for way too long. Gonna cut to the chase and jump back to September 2017, when I started a new high school for Year 10 (UK education system). I was 14 going 15, and had a fresh start along with everyone else, since they were taking Year 10 and above on board. Previously I hadn't really had a friendship group to hang with, so when I found people there I was so happy. I finally had people I could hang with. I finally had people I could open up to, be myself to, chill with. I was invited to outings. I had classmates. I had pals that would actually check up on me. I loved it. Around February to March, 2018: someone in the group introduces this guy, from this point on I'll call him 'M'. I had talked to M a few times, but not enough to actually know him. We all thought he was a little strange at first, but gave him a chance. So, he sat with us, and became part of the group. Normal, right? ...right? Somewhere around late-May to early-June, 2018: M starts to be a bit of a dick to me. I shrugged it off, as I thought ""Hey, maybe it's a rough patch he's going theough"" or ""Hey, maybe that's his sense of humour"". Oh, how wrong I was. August, 2018: we're all on our summer break. M invites everyone in our group chat out, which meant me as well. Or, at least I thought. We hadn't gone out in a week or two, so I thought that this would be a cool time to chill. We go to an abandoned construction zone, and the majority of us have drinks. Except me and someone else in the group. Not as a ""party pooper"" kinda thing, just that I wasn't fond of the whole drinking and smoking thing at the time. As I'm leaving, M is walking me back, and says ""Thanks for coming, even though you weren't invited."" I laughed it off, but remembered that. I knew he said that for a reason, and that proved right months later. From that point, no one discussed meetups in the group chat, but there'd still be the group hanging out on Snapchat stories, doing funny and stupid shit. Without me. November, 2018: two months into Year 11, and I hadn't been invited out again since the August hangout. I still sat in their group, but none of them asked if I wanted to go anywhere, or anything. They were discussing going out to a light festival that night, and I wasn't aware until one of the kids WHO ISN'T EVEN IN THE GROUP mentioned it in front of me, to which I asked about it. He said it wasn't much, just seeing what it was like, making it seem little. Later that same day, I overheard in the group ""How are we going to split the bill"", ""Who has fake ID"", etc. At this point, I don't know how to feel. Once I'm on my way home, I message the group asking why there were plans that didn't have my attention. Not aggressively, I simply said ""Are there plans without me?"" To which, I got responses such as ""TA_done you fucking idiot they were, we told you"", ""stop causing drama TA_done"", ""if you kick off about something so small I will literally rape your cat"". I stayed quiet, and watched the insults flood in. The morning after, they all left the group chat, and made a new one. Without me. How do I know? Well... February, 2019: ...I know because throughout this time there are more meetups without my knowledge, more ""Check out this meme in the group chat"" which I clearly wasn't in, more of everything, without me. It took me up to this point, up to February to finally give up trying to keep in their friendship group. I sat alone. Up til June when my Year 11 exams finished and we left, I sat alone. No one to talk to me, to invite me out, to ask ""Hey TA_done, doing anything at the weekend?"", to ask about my feelings. Alone. September, 2019: I start sixth form (aka college) alone, a new start to Year 12. Or so, I thought. My sixth form doesn't have many people in, it has 40 students, 50 at a push. I didn't make friends. I have one person who I can talk to in a lesson, and by 'talk', I mean giving him the answers while he slacks off. March, 2020, present day: I've found a girl online who weirdly likes me back, which is crazy. I've talked to her for almost two months, and she's not too far from me, but she's all I really have in terms of in-real-life interaction. Or so, I thought. I wanted to see her in April, but now it seems I can't. Why? Lockdown. So, here I was, thinking I'd actually hang with someone, maybe even ask them out, waiting for the moment, all to get blown by THIS STUPID FUCKING DISEASE I AM SO TIRED OF BEING ALONE yeah, sure there's online people, but who else? who else can i share a fag with? who else can i show off my hoodies to? who else can i hop on a train with? who else can i buy a present for? honestly, the only thing holding me back from strapping my belt around my doorknob, fitting my head through and dropping is how selfish i would be for wasting medical units clearing up a lifeless body instead of helping someone who could be saved from this virus i was writing this hoping to stay stable but holy shit i cant i cant do 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lonely,Soul_Absorber,2020/03/27,"I’ve been that one weird/“sped” kid that everyone avoids or makes fun of my entire life I’m in high school and I’ve moved around a bit but wherever I go, there I am, and everyone still thinks I’m sped, so it’s not because of a pre-existing shitty environment that everyone thinks I’m some sort of sped, it’s all on me I think Doesn’t help that social stuff just isn’t something I _get_ where it seems to be instinctual easy shit for everyone else On top of that the most real friends I’ve ever had at a time was like 3, and I have social anxiety (diagnosed) because I’m not sure if I’m ever acting “correctly” in a setting with other people around or in a conversation, and a lot of people have pretended to be my friend and then turned around to backstab me after getting enough info from me (and I don’t even know if it’s something I did to deserve it somehow because everyone seems to hate me but I have no clue what I’m doing wrong) Starting from when I was little I didn’t have like normal person “hobbies” but instead I had weird obsessions with different things Now I have nobody to talk to, all my old friends and “friends” are “busy” during coronacation (and I can’t blame them because I’m boring and weird and paranoid so why would they talk to me) Feels like absolute shit, what do I do",3.761608738828201,4.820663754716982,4.9445680238331695,84.45427010923537,71.83018867924528,8.295928500496524,27.532274081429982,8.6894789155246,1.9173018867924525,1025,36,212,18,19,339,141,265,0.153,0.7070000000000001,0.14,-0.2241,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,16,18,3,2,7,0,24,4,2,1,6,49,45,21,0,4,10,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,2,15,15,0,1,8,1,0,3,8,9,0,1,7,1,24,9,28,35,7,29,0,0,0,0,14,13,2,11,15,139,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594032693895399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651107181957581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420532500997392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837577161128294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075569815972236,0.0,0.10371472216498527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292630808740499,0.0,0.0,0.10257116157715668,0.0,0.06556607737927303,0.17958854682296813,0.0,0.4742777540682764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050193265930542484,0.07091761941025336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067791798054647,0.0,0.10372765610911393,0.0,0.05641672191410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800734527538674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665377549223983,0.1048828913743418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054555512417687115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701164583744425,0.14549310036210422,0.09949337275540338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439474681083482,0.0,0.0,0.06626266573457043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550697804335032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726230452380548,0.0,0.0,0.10416586104437664,0.0,0.06726707843533869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764091317767088,0.08667764911803236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129895774849387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046528118738478,0.0,0.18074109511392245,0.0,0.0,0.2037959038378407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023839918903537,0.0,0.15284387702574087,0.0,0.0,0.07026293671663306,0.0,0.07927615709536212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363897624133365,0.0,0.0,0.09355962811382217,0.0,0.0,0.1595769323286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594975079531078,0.19082223242201632,0.0,0.0,0.05788441015769155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797590122717307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957461238777258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051767639003785,0.10853480165793526,0.0,0.0 lonely,soviet_rabbit,2020/03/27,"Sat in the Shower and Sang ""Hey Jude"" Just felt bummed out because I found out my friends had a seperate group chat from the regular one. I moved away to another state a couple of months ago, so I guess they didnt want to make plans in front of me. I understand but *sigh. Took a shower to think about it, but ended upbsinging ""Hey Jude,"" whiwh drew my attention away. ""And anytime you feel the pain, Hey Jude refrain, Dont carry the world upon your shoulders~""",1.8053333333333328,4.300461088888891,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,82.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,21.22222222222221,7.554174236665415,0.8526888888888888,358,11,73,6,10,114,67,90,0.065,0.9109999999999999,0.024,-0.544,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,1,0,17,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,6,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,6,3,10,1,14,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970317893337078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330728408856045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417665994880884,0.0,0.0,0.13549568565903655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594107899468304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050254653937066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686808974286954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238801346270448,0.0,0.21341713854971656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371110190329834,0.17172773055734772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448589999527097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836909355444086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741635549191953,0.2362412456912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061807947004682,0.0,0.2365143667066077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242369787284534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469537146350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313942503393113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110249806964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IntrepidPossibility,2020/03/27,I got my driver's license today Just wanted to share that with some people 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lonely,AilBalT04_2,2020/03/27,"""I tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end, It doesn't even matter"" -LP I tried making friends, and got some by helping the community, however, besides my school, the only messages I got are people asking for the homework, I'm alone in this quarantine, noone cares about me, my bro left me to stay at his friends house during this lockdown, I'm looking for someone to talk to, if you want to, please dm me or something",39.0175,6.876382892857148,31.92,15.825000000000017,53.404761904761905,35.02857142857143,99.4761904761905,13.023866798666859,13.259919047619045,329,13,67,3,1,105,61,84,0.053,0.74,0.20600000000000002,0.9473,1,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,12,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,10,3,11,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,2,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037508844499182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391412954869268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057731364294493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424262160358894,0.0,0.0,0.12993699276591988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398313930336485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720240742170313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622965231386795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186263576514234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269977060463753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374555444817045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520197806581646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313174718139423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496205136840196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638642919269242,0.0,0.0,0.21594827459054816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909924516847866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668700131965938,0.15145083049979036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096858792067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812251952829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671308054054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603527515439893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ravenanana,2020/03/27,"I'm desperate I have applied to some universities in the US, public and private ones. And guess what, out of 12 universities I applied to, no one accepted me at all. Lol. I cried yes because now I think I won't be able to pursue college anymore. I can't afford college tuition in our country that's why I thought of applying to universities in the US thinking that they offer free education. I'm 18yo, my experiences are only limited. I have worked at McDonald's for hardly 4 months when I was 16 and I'm working as a customer service representative for 2 months now. I really want to pursue college, I want to make my parents proud just like what others want to do. So by any chance, do you guys know any free universities I can apply to? I'm desperate and I'll keep on trying until I die. LOL",2.502641509433964,4.668485805031448,4.9452578616352225,78.48732075471702,77.74213836477988,7.7620125786163525,28.838993710691824,8.648137234880735,2.519332578616353,629,29,119,14,15,221,100,159,0.094,0.718,0.188,0.9213,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,1,1,4,5,5,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,1,1,20,24,8,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,21,7,22,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,7,75,26,6,0.1730021030104625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352947250840207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157159913455725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546047624771228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003468660407227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954886941529746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922925324509827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905813208955789,0.171299281332247,0.0,0.0,0.15497590322127808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377221812217562,0.0,0.0,0.09507743141869036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452008885714879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548024714282976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27617725617322497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344614046590133,0.13157589511278767,0.0,0.0,0.1920983619745586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108295771605284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217055241807078,0.0,0.13734434526787725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745707178781105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162004574689467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612336805650153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561074892111751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518951828734382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kessll,2020/03/27,"Trying to make friends Hi everyone , hope you're all doing well with the quarentine. I'm a 16 yo spanish student trying to get rid of his social anxiety , I'm just sick of it and I've decided that I need to break off the shell , I just have such a hard time at school I barely have anyone to talk to and most times during lunch I just hide in the bathroom and eat my food there because I'm scared of engaging a conversation with other people , I have really good grades so I'm often called to go to the broad , and when that happens... I just lose it and my hands starts quivering and sweating like hell, I can feel like people make fun of me behind my back and that really gets me down sometimes I have only one friend at school.So I've decided that it's enough , I have to make a change in my life and stop being so socially awkward , I know that if I don't do something about it, it will affect me in the future one of my dad's friends offered me a job at a restaurant he owns and I really need the money and the laboral experience however I can't bring myself up to it. I'm tired of this , so I thought chatting with people who feel the same way I do could help out , if you're stuck in a similar situation feel free to add me on discord (Edm#7222) maybe we can do something about it",5.1834079601990055,4.614572514925374,6.3041194029850764,81.68764676616918,68.25373134328358,9.683980099502488,29.806965174129356,9.21078282632365,2.2406648756218903,1006,32,217,17,15,339,145,268,0.11,0.764,0.126,0.7442,3,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,15,15,1,2,15,0,16,8,2,4,1,42,39,16,0,6,6,1,5,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,15,16,3,1,7,1,2,2,2,4,1,2,2,5,28,12,34,34,5,24,1,1,0,0,17,13,1,5,9,140,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930726516379462,0.0,0.0,0.08507032015672839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355213090339534,0.0,0.07416526479559292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423257974922478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287044140120542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713882983395804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244926784183245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571146812739406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625519658220272,0.0,0.11901076900698553,0.0,0.0,0.18455097085424224,0.08691680892642044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711663069029818,0.0,0.28199198847367546,0.0,0.12712887067269216,0.0,0.06914447325841748,0.1020460179138501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758710188906022,0.0,0.10898707561631747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154883622823549,0.0,0.0,0.12083983582597775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073277890858322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686337031789161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593490398872032,0.11887780130849665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611093159815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436350587273477,0.0,0.12222787312073274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042467658112069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488539384212764,0.09253097889332494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253039563029776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338232832740264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180692071260504,0.24626099187532866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367554697365621,0.0,0.24804231866752185,0.0,0.18732583193703345,0.12032883880520788,0.0,0.08611442820549339,0.0,0.0,0.10171657868928972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778894054548744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658765157710374,0.14188655116551244,0.13983490753285668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520378327889346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965712457803758,0.0,0.0,0.10939057622718737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,0033070302,2020/03/27,hi is anyone willing to just talk to me? i really like talking about music so we can talk about that or anything you'd like.,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,74.38461538461539,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.0239846153846155,98,3,20,1,2,33,22,26,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6794,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204101609589815,0.0,0.2848577084441918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822964068954525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175703177581998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8346836295772116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brithebeaner,2020/03/28,"alone once again so i came to conclusion today that one of the only people i love doesn’t want to be in my life anymore, my day has been full of anxiety attacks because i don’t know what to do with myself, i have nobody i can confide in and talk to about anything, this person used to be my best friend, and then my boyfriend, we just started talking again over a month ago after our breakup and i just really wish he never came back into my life, i was getting better at accepting what we had was over and now all i can think about is him, i probably sound so stupid but when someone makes you feel a certain way you don’t want to ever lose them. i’m hurting but things will get better i think, back to writing in my notes to let everything and anything out. it’s my first time making a reddit post so i just hope this might be a new way for me to not feel like this anymore. i just really want a hug and for someone to tell me things will get better. 🥺👉🏻👈🏻",3.7785067873303184,3.988476941176472,4.875098039215686,88.0602488687783,71.25490196078431,7.64947209653092,26.47662141779789,7.321109707123232,1.1345381598793365,752,22,167,7,13,248,123,204,0.08199999999999999,0.746,0.172,0.9519,0,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,3,2,1,7,16,15,2,0,6,0,20,4,0,3,4,41,41,13,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,9,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,3,29,11,26,28,3,32,0,2,0,2,15,9,0,2,19,120,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038077542468503,0.0,0.0,0.12128690880136385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958607239574097,0.0,0.23227615478357894,0.0,0.0,0.19273717157137166,0.0,0.0,0.13322543146342988,0.0,0.18009517993512172,0.0,0.071386972051395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289593769785605,0.3107132721004776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678770390185005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552393744118215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059294396379244,0.0,0.0,0.10524767764909697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842502492903267,0.08366083269206523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961064060269792,0.0,0.0,0.090476111044568,0.0,0.1835497755448484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631307467962865,0.0,0.0,0.12536481895615695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435861263761082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974922409776467,0.16543142146636344,0.05721226980669536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310121024534391,0.0,0.0,0.10569309451721162,0.0,0.15633885733475822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423137997188605,0.0,0.0,0.09347320801662252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031967196547433,0.11310208698037065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471448978682795,0.07935432465812932,0.08906469116440775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118682990700703,0.10225278797157147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121555561577704,0.0,0.12626050159121938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004271189981838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984477385903044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828885098228991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825137036579576,0.10235615176596556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556005718537184,0.15007409999887414,0.0,0.0,0.06828568124470004,0.0,0.11100317050418597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011423264332363,0.0,0.0,0.20721715942566146,0.18590721256082504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346665760081582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonewolfblack,2020/03/28,"How many of you here are completely alone. Minus my Co workers, I have no family or friends. I'm 28 male and had a series of unfortunate events in my life leading to a very isolated lifestyle. I have achieved most of what I set out to do. I want to make conversation with someone who doesnt want something from me but Is thoughtful and open minded. Someone who will not try to exploit a friendship for gain. So if you guys and women want to make a long term friendship let me know... My best regards :)",3.4547727272727258,5.1495313838383865,4.254431818181818,86.60164772727276,73.54545454545455,6.970202020202023,29.546717171717173,7.645422480735847,1.7891505050505048,393,17,79,5,8,126,73,99,0.061,0.653,0.285,0.9792,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,4,0,21,17,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,11,2,13,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837952722781285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140927926212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311981804237964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078750819087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703637405716221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833734056980844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211852925634974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254841141193087,0.15575114493596645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514241967812165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294381270644166,0.22356024832821386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222649967695066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736710018136161,0.1697576388990032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505852245770492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971028766622171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819419870987185,0.3901835521311492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sphinx85_,2020/03/28,It is what it is I like being lonely women I just find annoying and most of them are not good for intelligent conversation. Most dudes are too busy chasing pussy to be good friends.,6.832857142857144,6.867877,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,64.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.946428571428572,145,5,28,3,2,47,29,35,0.28300000000000003,0.59,0.127,-0.7088,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315763441550239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648155602996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7921070822563303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306899138852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,springtimecool,2020/03/28,Maybe there's something good that can come from being alone Mostly likely a mental ability of some sort.,9.388947368421057,9.256033157894738,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,59.526315789473685,9.705263157894738,29.52631578947368,8.841846274778883,2.4481157894736847,86,2,13,1,1,26,19,19,0.094,0.66,0.245,0.4939,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467524190630261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715730805386467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617990791297021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073766483807246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335284260084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347031474276333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33207720829067955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,codegatsby,2020/03/28,"Alone at last My mom had anger issues when I was growing up. It culminated when I was 19 and she kicked me out. It really messed with my sense of self worth and I became a sex worker to pay my rent. The men always said the nicest things to me. They showered me with compliments and validation. I remember one man gave me white roses from his garden and it’s still my favourite gift I’ve ever received. It’s better between my mom and I now, but I came to the conclusion that although she loves me, she doesn’t like me as a person. It’s weird to see how TV moms dote on their children and love them unconditionally. It made me feel like because my mom doesn’t like me, there’s something fundamentally wrong with me and that deep down, I’m unlovable. Surprise, surprise, I have issues getting close to people. I feel like if I get too close and they see the real me, they won’t like me. To prevent this from happening, I usually have a cycle of three years with friends, then I just disappear from their lives. I’m just getting off a cycle now with a group of friends. This whole social distancing situation has actually made it easier to disappear from their lives. But it wasn’t enough. I just ended a year-long relationship with someone. He was devastated and tried to call me out on this and tell me that he would always love me. But I wouldn’t back down. He’s taken the last of his stuff and here I am sitting on my bed. Alone at last.",2.654086538461541,4.680035423611116,3.848749999999999,87.19817307692308,76.70833333333333,6.930769230769231,23.22970085470085,7.882392219407189,1.083068482905983,1134,35,236,18,26,369,148,288,0.098,0.706,0.196,0.9851,2,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,7,3,14,19,1,0,11,0,14,4,0,3,1,41,33,21,0,3,7,4,2,5,2,3,0,1,4,5,16,22,0,1,4,2,3,5,5,5,0,2,11,6,47,14,35,19,2,34,0,0,3,4,37,14,0,1,19,158,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.09760593912521616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071829093640238,0.0,0.0,0.16645074960160805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690987368328475,0.0,0.06097179286067336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846032976405974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213248937886783,0.1143972272938516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858880140939865,0.10334829405651999,0.0,0.0,0.0904746015393507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114711244923798,0.14290985637490336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455174923169698,0.0,0.15677032618901907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844812337607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087916002107172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445910714353024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443257196307025,0.0,0.1766405180774594,0.08851532083460073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081821572712583,0.18928432768323827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685729276579026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777672881503785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693418761695191,0.08733436407893108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138456453030557,0.06407592931398637,0.0,0.0,0.1073849806220908,0.1133041457046028,0.0,0.09514275015363227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940736433121802,0.0,0.10434357921537307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124276465043677,0.0,0.10195867914824697,0.0847473569987386,0.07700095087503017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987679450231562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449996424225732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742264735639732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644942041551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790760392780806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015885541920817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166972733206224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710519549908579,0.10935711777693707,0.0,0.12882031954399564 lonely,ilikecinnamonrolls-,2020/03/28,"21 year old female in a relationship and lonely Hello everyone! Just like the title says, I'm in a relationship but I'm feeling really lonely. Lately I feel like my boyfriend and I don't really get along. I don't have any friends because I'm a sensitive person and I usually end up hurt or feeling like I don't belong. If anyone wants to text me every now and then I would be happy, without any obligations. If you feel like you got tired of me or you're not comfy with me anymore just tell me and I won't get mad or anything, I want you to be happy in the end.",0.3142857142857167,2.557786100840336,3.1939075630252134,87.30329831932775,87.15126050420167,6.089075630252101,20.264705882352946,7.447530270364453,0.8448554621848743,442,14,92,8,14,156,69,119,0.127,0.644,0.22899999999999998,0.91,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,11,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,24,20,12,0,5,10,0,4,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,5,16,7,10,15,0,12,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,5,12,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009526199024974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590494566614828,0.1028707385693274,0.0,0.12106841777267162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968387037519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606118734428396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395616690331215,0.14058085020604758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975561024571312,0.315310779783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366566730314538,0.0,0.15372977080009256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766646334833827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132270384295241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574965550405928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595940373547755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875044362727859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543792132611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846077538269154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849953623299967,0.0,0.0,0.315906757223346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699688204582205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285906319219387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909446431113306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203349198984054,0.0,0.17355208596574748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181982773845309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451085694438164,0.0,0.0,0.09474139022018696 lonely,small_21,2020/03/28,"i knite cat eared binnie so i knitted a yellow binnie for a girl i liked a long time ago that has cat ears, but i no longer mean anything to her i dont wanna throw away the hat tough its hella cute but that shiz is sad ma dude",-0.07588235294117851,1.5897327843137283,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,83.90196078431373,4.08,14.121568627450984,3.1291,-1.4821090196078432,176,2,44,0,5,58,41,51,0.16699999999999998,0.711,0.122,-0.3314,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,4,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540754948812946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287014053106009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752828270317021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681354638034814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514402264128025,0.0,0.0,0.3534878726471357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351023883697657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291406846668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yahayah,2020/03/28,"My brother (29M) has never had a girlfriend, and he doesn't have any true friend I think the title says it all. I am writing here on the behalf of my brother, who doesn't speak English very well. He doesn't know I am talking about this here. I am writing that in order to try to help him. He is a wonderful person. He knows his flaws and is capable to question himself. He is constantly trying to better himself. He is, objectively speaking, smart, responsible, comprehensive, curious and sensitive. Plus, he is very successful in his career. But he is deeply unhappy. Since childhood, he has never really been able to connect with people, he has had ""friends"" before, when he was in high school, that are no longer in the picture (and he doesn't regret them, for many reasons), but now, as an almost 30 years old adult, he is faced with the evidence that beside our family, he has no one. And he suffers greatly from it. He has tried a lot of things, he has been going to dance, sport or other classes almost every evening for a few years, he has tried several apps (including Tinder) but never succeeded in meeting anyone. He struggles to form actual bonds with people, he never really knows what to say, has a hard time letting go of his fears, which make him a bit awkward in his way of socializing. People don't really look twice on him, never contact him again, he has to do it all the time. He says he can get people to like him, but never to be interested in him as a friend or a potential romantic partner. He suffers because he is actually trying to better himself but feels like he is failing, and he doesn't know what else to do. It doesn't help that he suffers from a sensory disability that doesn't help in having a normal social life. He longs for relationships, for people with whom he can share things, with whom he can ravel, ... he wants a normal social life. He is currently going to therapy and has been for a year or so, but it is (obviously) very long. He feels like he lost his youth (not that he doesn't consider himself being young, but, he says that the 20s are the time where we are supposed to do so many things) doing nothing, going nowhere, having done nothing with anyone. As his sibling, I am deeply sorry about his situation. I am not the most social person either but I have friends and a significant other. He tells me how much he envies me... I have, however, my own insecurities to deal with, so I don't really know how to help him. I love my brother to death, and his unhappiness is a terrible thing to witness. I would love to hear if anyone else has ever been through this and how he can get better, and how I can help him ? Thanks a lot in advance",5.631987763915548,6.00291036276392,6.591165427063341,76.80588441698659,67.25335892514396,9.42996641074856,30.484704894433783,9.354420925462401,2.6215628119001915,2093,74,395,38,32,699,225,521,0.113,0.7390000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9553,2,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,0,1,8,18,32,0,4,24,0,67,5,1,6,11,74,90,35,1,6,15,3,3,3,6,1,2,7,0,4,26,20,0,0,11,2,0,6,20,11,1,2,9,11,41,21,56,77,11,45,0,6,1,2,106,13,0,11,27,275,67,6,0.06656959808190795,0.0,0.12992464989594502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333196730410215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526960946448442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964103239736225,0.06820842006605755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058020911406051,0.0,0.056645824885127774,0.0,0.0,0.17662619934732152,0.07267675973070133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193808624355992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863033256120439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812381130858335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112207143463604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396859170026802,0.060216012646501116,0.05608775750722998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275589252911372,0.07490930529207064,0.06731917796566726,0.09511466834189937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572602538021684,0.0,0.06955973487792033,0.0,0.1513321467477524,0.0,0.0,0.0733932168966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059633284279771034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502877516933072,0.0,0.22310099183699764,0.07033443529808933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292455080212566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680719242670109,0.09404015164431002,0.09756762918761644,0.0,0.0,0.11782399895880595,0.05590169640710395,0.0,0.07266858007307778,0.113190183475766,0.12016332263911443,0.0,0.04443572364107426,0.13498224788696242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893631418632805,0.0,0.30805546755787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044814411259045,0.12775064950315873,0.0,0.06985359497524099,0.0,0.04510928249504048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075488707954145,0.11625201067205025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457318501996478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058475657299946,0.0684446339791055,0.0,0.07147083536335519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117552652110192,0.0,0.06737198724011444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520469754980323,0.0,0.055067059444599616,0.07482701740088754,0.0,0.2714372877493614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451921491942785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959299772455273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350612132667955,0.058184762897395215,0.06128834200625264,0.07612813700466196,0.0,0.1769035319090243,0.04265511048832708,0.0,0.0,0.11645180394026215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259819367721652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478067044962888,0.03926447370752264,0.052839848397680814,0.0,0.0,0.059854063362969626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219188945089446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728913250231078,0.0,0.0,0.12860591578422814 lonely,Ribosomes420,2020/03/28,social media So i recently deleted all social media as i feel it is toxic and makes me feel so insecure seeing couples everywhere. I feel better without it but i am in need of people to talk to (hence the reason im posting) if anyone cares im m20 from scotland and very lonely :/ would appreciate if someone could reply :),4.0658064516129,5.901546870967742,6.184709677419361,72.80706451612906,72.2258064516129,7.540645161290323,28.529032258064518,8.238735603445708,2.4289251612903224,254,10,40,4,5,89,47,62,0.129,0.6890000000000001,0.182,0.6104,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,11,8,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,7,9,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321909105252498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811519385978365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088337424967704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353688206526668,0.2266360563904303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069851682596616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424944239194357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672293539107488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187587242993428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200054790235525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961666743601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105952261513519,0.20224094965415634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321979102040424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175885944319386,0.1735483922828626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463136795667055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900288861848387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197444940168662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455025028969486,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amazinggrainne,2020/03/28,"I’d like someone to talk to during the lockdown, I’m 21F, UK. 21F in Birmingham, UK. We’ve been put in lockdown recently, I’m quite a lonely person anyway. But I’d really love someone to talk to, ideally based in the UK. Times are weird and I think everyone should try and support each other",1.7678531073446315,4.012114627118645,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,80.6949152542373,7.3231638418079115,25.08757062146893,8.344100000000001,1.9487943502824856,229,9,44,5,6,79,40,59,0.071,0.73,0.198,0.8402,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,6,1,6,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534766834839605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959743607777752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941637181739375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162337725271426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266669439836054,0.0,0.2821471091555772,0.0,0.0,0.16993864104739204,0.0,0.2619219475321753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44952451989112907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010250512169899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264276704973545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997419126393412,0.0,0.0,0.15468096686319302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010079684879865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dragonfly609,2020/03/28,I cling desperately to everyone who shows me attention because it’s only a matter of time before they leave. I literally can’t remember the last time I felt like I was good enough for someone.,7.67837837837838,7.390606702702705,8.846621621621622,64.58722972972974,63.05405405405406,12.80540540540541,37.41891891891892,12.161744961471696,4.900632432432434,156,7,27,5,2,54,33,37,0.10800000000000001,0.708,0.184,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866564442478061,0.0,0.2605533210739007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163860562825781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925868555741085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399965046469906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568257108761652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495935554615108,0.0,0.32422118226330443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959366593915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232878606320612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468644755794529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594419415045109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35709491768325363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gdd08,2020/03/28,"I feel like I'm going legitimately insane I can't stop thinking about how alone I am, the thought never leaves my mind no matter what I try to think about. It constantly races back to it. I hurt myself so much to try to get it to stop, I beat my head against walls and the floor, often to the point that I bleed. I can't stop punching myself, I gave myself a black eye the other day. I've been on multiple different medications and I've gone to therapy for 2 years now. It feels like my situation just keeps getting worse, I just want to feel close to someone. I can't take this anymore",4.077210743801654,4.644758570247936,5.229411157024796,84.50957128099174,70.73553719008265,8.36404958677686,26.695247933884296,8.472884824447931,1.571503305785123,461,14,100,7,8,153,77,121,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,-0.5165,1,1,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,5,4,2,1,1,21,20,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,5,17,2,14,16,1,16,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,1,11,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196984217547348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646694357784175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767635013572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943283793297474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708360638905476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734789591456814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518680669818908,0.237241435807149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350059317331265,0.0,0.09436571772810226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704073972536439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775181462951664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475861070497782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758149183242528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622398510505591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727024122791204,0.0,0.0,0.16765548238787922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220602630809992,0.0,0.12806212877171208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569637299278355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663860532574708,0.0,0.0,0.14068717977364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416456623379945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248432144290941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988394580095846,0.0,0.0,0.21278652037953832,0.0,0.13181911200163315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254637694938663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793610471415863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921138267798652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692585642791334 lonely,muratings,2020/03/28,"I need someone to talk to, help. I'm have been lonely most of my life and even when I had friends they usually wouldn't invite me to go hang out with them. I used to go to walks every day in order to stop feeling lonely but now due to coronavirus and quarantine I can't even do that which is making me more depressed day by day. Anyway, I'm 16 year old teenager boy and I spend of most of my days by playing games(mostly battlefield 1 these days)or by playing the guitar. I really hope someone responds to this because currently I'm at the worst state of my life, I'm severely depressed and highly suicidal and I just want some affection.",4.41072048611111,5.500435367187502,5.35197916666667,82.02288194444445,70.328125,8.813888888888886,30.628472222222207,9.150863307647796,2.613424305555556,509,21,99,10,9,167,84,128,0.23600000000000002,0.633,0.131,-0.9636,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,3,0,21,19,7,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,3,1,4,2,5,0,0,2,1,14,4,19,16,5,22,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,4,12,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938256467705663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462885691012561,0.0,0.309096053607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703166791948685,0.0,0.1511826305744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072826999411043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386318649421919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395531086135316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027221742763487,0.18958406292075666,0.0,0.1782205078648266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534820099266041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197749721170738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330495745539641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188287974288846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495134313083775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271168811965548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040712048375138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001659170063786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627394028364087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422391861470482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549751550563946,0.19762348394734414,0.0,0.10583604492406562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555094801327938 lonely,awbckde,2020/03/28,Be my friend pls Im so sad and so lonely. Is there someone who just want to have a conversation about whatever?,2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.82608695652173,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.7208434782608697,88,3,19,2,2,30,22,23,0.221,0.5720000000000001,0.207,-0.3369,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593034288202762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421539126606945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037115638804248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35064707776001114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_CallistoNova_,2020/03/28,Animal crossing new horizons friend? (damn i really do be desperate) All my friends don’t care about me and the only thing i can do during quarantine for entertainment is watch tv and play video games... so uh Does anyone want to play Animal crossing new horizons with me ? 🥺,3.80294117647059,6.431963019607848,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,75.66666666666667,8.785882352941178,25.88627450980392,9.3871,2.7049498039215694,218,8,38,6,5,71,41,51,0.0,0.6809999999999999,0.319,0.9498,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,4,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903099548568933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193782489046407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741263249697265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840308256399812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050757035273848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382399923137858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067534093711248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810872725096616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847623857200044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,no_one_no_body,2020/03/28,"Does anyone else just up and delete all social media accounts? Every time I go back on social media I'm just reminded that no one gives a fuck about me. I have no real friends, no one who is there for me unless they want something like help on homework. Now that I'm home from college because of the pandemic, I can more effectively isolate myself from everyone. And today I deleted all my social media accounts that have any connection to people who I know in real life again. I'm alone and I've always been alone and there's no point in me being on social media ""friending"" a bunch of people and pretending like I actually have real friends.",4.187519999999999,6.010160912000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.88,7.240000000000001,26.9,7.908726449838941,1.8380400000000001,514,18,89,7,10,170,77,125,0.13699999999999998,0.716,0.14800000000000002,0.3431,0,2,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,2,16,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,12,5,14,13,4,13,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,0,7,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.12837435489121374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724933807559681,0.0,0.0,0.10946059119339513,0.0,0.0,0.08945888121822447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919831993118649,0.13478907861043762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011542484744732,0.0,0.08019199082761062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512076786395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989359960707194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083700734313394,0.12570218260093166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049068727181893,0.12161635847412999,0.0,0.12619526915578194,0.07476320593745751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817555691118595,0.0,0.13195592195858635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229673883068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291803988603242,0.12853790218927333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828410681250034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240116738774795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435778530418035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44919995864815215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363968536555983,0.0,0.10127403601855513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670818031180411,0.0,0.12469453424216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759191941457078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sendrakendra,2020/03/28,"Making friends as an adult is extremely hard Did anyone else have no problem making friends as a child but are now struggling as an adult? I just can’t seem to hold a conversation anymore I’m a 26 year old female who works in the engineering technology field. My workmates mostly consist of older males. I moved to a new city four years ago and haven’t made any meaningful relationships since. I’ve resorted to bumble bff to meet people and haven’t had much success there.",4.238666666666667,6.591248144444448,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,73.1111111111111,7.6111111111111125,27.91666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.165666666666667,383,15,69,7,8,122,70,90,0.08900000000000001,0.73,0.182,0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,3,3,9,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,38,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169428870802951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705872849933002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446380666897688,0.15120837808272974,0.22157565851616196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065073929337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33415141051051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371925373693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046228056211396,0.2886996859882641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298415789118673,0.15897005136152192,0.0,0.0,0.2088574622618201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269200238236057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992186011918948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692389225903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321736435911988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968676358931225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888583179567907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607347133972125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743398112833307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785183065997527 lonely,joyboi1214,2020/03/28,Please just talk to me I can’t stop crying,-2.9160000000000004,-1.726766599999996,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,115.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,34,0,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.42100000000000004,0.397,0.183,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667441117998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663554289447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135522027023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414699064130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,U_Catherine85,2020/03/28,"The Single Life-The Struggle Between Happiness and Loneliness. I am single and in all honesty, for the most part, I really enjoy it. Really I do. After 30+ years of messed up relationships and having to take care of kids and parents and partners, I’m done. Pretty much done. Like, this whole single life and living alone thing, I am really loving’. I am. For the most part, happiness found a center stage in my life. But, living the single life is not always a barrel of laughs either. Loneliness creeps in sometimes.[Continue reading](https://www.healtheyo.com/2020/03/28/the-single-life-the-struggle-between-happiness-and-loneliness/)",6.271672384219557,9.696018500000003,5.756861063464839,70.9522041166381,71.54716981132076,8.382847341337907,24.730703259005146,9.095868883498916,2.6942188679245294,515,16,71,12,11,158,62,106,0.109,0.6559999999999999,0.235,0.9454,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,6,0,8,4,0,0,1,13,13,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,7,12,10,12,8,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,3,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357707826521574,0.0,0.0,0.1233838248402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118500161966608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034911891213405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625853016924295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157012757317894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236854210637589,0.07244387151645086,0.0,0.261874251624935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338317284955005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900549968020476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465137746040756,0.3211533536218412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508577189764274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849827924912599,0.0,0.0,0.15920108105568712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550182030940047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149080484527292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851302765423486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555333166210873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954897696797846 lonely,EpicAriX,2020/03/28,"Friends are overrated They tell me to wait for them to text first, but they never do. They never invite, they never listen, they never care. I’m nothing more than their pet that they sometimes pay attention to so they can feel good about themselves for talking to a lonely person. I can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone. I can talk to anyone and everyone, as I’m pretty extroverted, but still completely alone. Self isolation just turns the volume up on all this. I hate living like this.",5.727689969604862,7.51694331914894,5.715227963525837,78.00500000000002,67.93617021276596,8.77568389057751,27.258358662613983,9.23628265651192,2.4104699088145902,408,13,69,8,7,128,66,94,0.22399999999999998,0.659,0.11699999999999999,-0.9079999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,9,1,5,6,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,5,14,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,13,4,13,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,0,8,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358740178781625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133780447967349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532126574651376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400193648163569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493989985774972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639743700838243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379234841306697,0.0,0.0,0.12527557688974647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600252084451372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008813540204833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921759702597092,0.0,0.1431801510773133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002358690856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558591855327805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241339658642034,0.14158187010727644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496338116631448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691563136092406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603690740937799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898410237673497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065774435467715,0.1417249903057767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637107348682515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Miinniizz,2020/03/28,"Day 16 Day 16 of quarantine, Cried and had a mental breakdown over a dog movie due to me loosing my dog a year prior for a situation I couldn’t control. Now I’m in another situation I can’t control. I haven’t talked or seen anyone and it’s getting to me really bad. I suppose. I don’t know what to do anymore. My birthdays on Friday, and I just know I’ll be sitting alone in my room for the time being until my new job starts up in June. blehh, how do I help myself....",1.810519801980199,2.9881828613861394,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,76.82178217821783,7.030198019801983,25.496287128712872,7.645422480735847,1.30550396039604,363,13,79,5,8,130,68,101,0.09300000000000001,0.877,0.03,-0.6901,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,11,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,14,0,13,10,0,19,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,11,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935641785640105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119617592342843,0.0,0.0,0.20046888901501225,0.141341217591992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687787307805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534351332125439,0.0,0.0,0.2220416589342219,0.2607275782911045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560997853816133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549040117015618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059308514139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218207609008492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370990708281594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952283887544113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949627045178988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544283968678992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307596482978496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624727390030509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178696510411326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017174403831855 lonely,methiazz,2020/03/28,"Looking for girl 30M, Algerian, shy, just simple guy, wenna find someone to talk to, may be love",6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,65.84210526315789,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,74,3,14,1,1,26,18,19,0.09,0.721,0.18899999999999997,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216120340251854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567510658399795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873686440390707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163335492984064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39085075394442825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707685991345325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,childrenofsad,2020/03/28,"I need a best friend I've never really had a best friend, I thought I did many times, but then you start to see them drift towards other people and leave you. And out of my friends now, I don't really have a best friend, I don't have that person I can go to crying and know I'll leave laughing, or that person I can go on adventures with, and all the other stuff you're supposed to do with your best friend. And it just hurts, I feel like I'm not good enough, and all I want is for someone to care and I know they don't.",6.620263157894733,3.6872973421052633,6.86164912280702,86.4772105263158,66.80701754385964,10.17263157894737,28.940350877192984,7.554174236665415,1.37435298245614,403,7,100,3,5,131,67,114,0.10099999999999999,0.539,0.36,0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,4,2,15,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,3,23,23,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,2,16,14,11,20,7,11,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,1,6,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534700492823017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442896058113638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483006226878334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623538184829712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666687444225522,0.094193034490113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50933149802133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986578165667225,0.1105887825803067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411472051592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449216515026454,0.0,0.0,0.2792183517057219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441481789925843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367430862573662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977644485226092,0.10169016614851964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140757536709228,0.23025112407302015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893183921548652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105066674526903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171532773480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332348260648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093569267461165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046734700536806,0.07688227957684357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776802444128589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chin-sweat,2020/03/28,"Don’t know what to do anymore. Hey everyone, I’m a 19 year old male in good shape, I’m told I’m attractive but I’m short (5’4 to be exact) I was talking to this girl and things were going great. We talked on the phone a lot, had a lot in common. She loved my long hair (I’m a hippie of sorts) but after a great FaceTime last night I went to bed to awake to a picture of her cuddled up next to a dude. Ps. She knew how tall I was and said it was no problem. Would really like some feedback and possible tips",-0.4465476190476174,1.3986141071428548,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,86.5,5.161904761904762,18.261904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.2682166666666661,388,10,96,4,12,132,78,112,0.054000000000000006,0.742,0.204,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,0,9,3,1,1,1,16,21,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,2,8,6,14,10,3,17,0,0,0,2,13,7,0,4,9,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520548158869389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808240146575414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118647506594012,0.16509421233211802,0.0,0.43401823523552224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817428922922044,0.1604451956991161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096162679210908,0.0,0.0,0.1741910433239279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346808176246663,0.17764950031186094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093341673348948,0.18471447091529689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654316092120573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218996739412961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883426330438029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609628337686055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723329201887276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164138776640766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076712326533052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808240146575414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246619681697748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398245417105721,0.0,0.0,0.12675402207839492 lonely,Connor0319,2020/03/28,"I feel extremely pathetic Is it bad that at 16 years old I've never had a gf, I've never kissed anyone, never hugged anyone, never even held hands with anyone? I feel like I've never met a girl that would ever want to.",1.8289130434782592,3.4840960217391337,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,77.91304347826087,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.03502608695652176,171,2,35,2,4,59,31,46,0.245,0.677,0.078,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,6,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,2,3,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165211804410547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579244039293128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114948667245982,0.17961228328363382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079960016903184,0.14185398537548938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700822025438978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7657230399121142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835925757369514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711804658902684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410539936130406,0.0,0.0,0.12786854726605754 lonely,celestial_nobody,2020/03/28,"I am willing to put effort into talking to you If you need a friend right now I am willing to expend energy to be there for you. I know that a lot of people don’t respond much on here, and I may not always be able to reply straight away, but I’ll do my best to be a friend to you if you need it. I’m not doing the best myself, there’s a lot of crazy stuff going on at the moment, and I’m dealing with a lot of my own mental health issues. But we’ll all get through it together, right? I just hope to be someone to talk to who doesn’t make you feel judged. I am equally capable of immature conversation to counter the dark feels as I am sitting in this spot with others who are stuck here until the wave rides itself out. Labelling people doesn’t really help in my opinion, so regardless of your diagnosis I won’t make an identity out of that for you in my mind. And if nothing is wrong and you just wanna talk to someone else who’s capable of more than one word replies, it’ll probably help me too! I’ll put a similar amount of energy back into you :) it’s reciprocal. If you *want* to have shallow conversation, be shallow. If you *want* an engaging discussion, we can to that too!",4.442073170731708,4.456485727642278,5.963723577235773,81.5158292682927,69.77235772357723,9.324227642276425,29.408130081300808,9.21078282632365,2.272771056910569,923,32,197,17,15,316,129,246,0.021,0.775,0.203,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,12,0,3,11,7,0,0,12,0,24,1,0,2,1,42,39,14,0,12,11,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,2,28,6,42,27,11,23,0,0,0,0,29,14,0,11,4,153,42,0,0.13348333627671302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110688289093462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541198843470566,0.10264044616216804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801650523100087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761545846766407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150819925159117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498637109400294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625778897531252,0.0,0.06973953388304972,0.0,0.07586165613074765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188654449993635,0.0,0.0,0.1789421331966235,0.0,0.0,0.13257907162103288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932192301336874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335895072685704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34044827727955274,0.0,0.0,0.17820232695959828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345198073511728,0.0,0.13478011781768376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812561095290437,0.19795240497594035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280808612229937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045176323699618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850810765096364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439176131271303,0.0,0.0,0.2683752426059293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551284325503282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279880796795092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619999531492035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280648442843273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218665483209301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746386033998974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594307365340345,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsjerryy101,2020/03/28,just looking for someone to talk to preferably someone in highschool,8.904545454545458,12.512294000000004,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,63.54545454545455,4.4,56.45454545454545,3.1291,5.076018181818182,58,5,6,0,1,16,9,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086446629550081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8246360518288215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911328693200829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,truexme,2020/03/28,In search of a best friend I’m 23 year old women. I feel like I have no one and I need someone to talk with. I will listen to you and also tell you about me.,-3.1982882882882886,-1.6878691621621618,-0.1093243243243247,106.82988738738743,105.4864864864865,2.466666666666667,8.869369369369368,3.1291,-2.40987927927928,119,1,33,0,6,41,30,37,0.055999999999999994,0.691,0.253,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828226721025886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711455291867048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882168999879527,0.2526555767696348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27323770615549864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278096047066427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262235241307974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711078561397326,0.0,0.23964992960877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996559216468238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842594140349462,0.3091154095434083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774616782661986 lonely,dummythiccccccccc,2020/03/28,"You. Are. Awesome! Girls, Boys, Non-binary, Legends, anyone and everyone listening to this, lend me your ears. You are all unique, special and wonderful people. Don't you forget that for a single second, even in your lowest and darkest hour I want you to remember that I understand how you feel and I will love you for who you are. I promise you that we will find someone that will make the loneliness fade, the long nights shorter and the days brighter. I love you all and want to try and lessen some of the pain I see in this subreddit cause every single one of us deserve to be happy, for no reason less than you ALL make my world better. Big love, and even bigger positive vibes, you guys are my rock 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lonely,jordanmuchwano,2020/03/28,Anyone want to talk about how lonely and shitty their life is 16m In bed rn and dont have anyone to talk to im tired of youtube and Xbox and just want to talk to someone about 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lonely,joyjoy67,2020/03/28,"Bored out of my head Country: Scotland Brief information about you: Usually outgoing, interested in most things, absolutely fed up of being indoors Hobbies/Interests: Travel, crafts, film, cooking Gender: Female Favorite Holiday: All of them Favorite Food: Indian, Chinese, Italian Age: 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lonely,YaBoiHary,2020/03/28,"Ouch One of my two friends moved three hours away and didn't let me know until they were already gone. They said they didn't want the whole ""ritualistic"" thing. I am deeply hurt and not okay. I'm so upset I don't even want to text them anymore, it's not like they can just come over and talk to me. Apparently disappearing was a better option. I never got to say goodbye and they leave for military soon. I probably won't see them in years or ever again if I'm being honest. It feels at this point like a waste of my time to talk to someone who wouldn't even tell me goodbye.",1.804795454545456,3.6834661916666716,3.119545454545456,92.12727272727275,78.75,6.03030303030303,20.075757575757574,6.980632752743323,0.1646666666666663,453,11,102,5,11,147,85,120,0.155,0.769,0.076,-0.6824,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,1,7,8,0,1,3,1,11,0,0,0,2,18,22,8,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,3,7,4,16,6,13,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,3,10,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328054489866434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182687027301224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307155398442758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291895904671808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868078286634646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433382097456018,0.16662867911833507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314221592188944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232034953315054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473297310383339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140994828594514,0.0,0.1972008372929684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012371126511116,0.0,0.0,0.19505201212376386,0.0,0.18836741801957296,0.0,0.17999160535233144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578629818148535,0.0,0.0,0.14207426839460238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482560415034688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741381882987345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860976020334928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522609125711647,0.14649135083720574,0.0,0.0,0.14679168577876156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560807112184729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29612237441723205,0.1610078409429493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238107671797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741445350218208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994660615472266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173039064731648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056641183962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862533420432834 lonely,Exoaria,2020/03/28,"Please god let there be someone weird out there This might be a shot in the dark but I’m hoping that there’s someone out there who has as much of a strange sense of humour as me. I have a lot of anxiety so dumb stuff and dark stuff takes the edge off how I’m feeling. So, I’m hoping I might be able to make a friend on here that’s a bit similar A lot of people on Reddit play games so I’ll mention that I have a PS4 if you’re into that, and I have a variety of memes everywhere from wholesome to deranged. So pls be no stranger, I look forward to chattin :)",1.4252459016393428,2.690856114754105,3.095868852459017,94.59626229508196,78.01639344262296,6.191475409836067,23.67540983606557,6.742157984588678,0.5000859016393444,434,14,104,4,10,144,73,122,0.111,0.664,0.225,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,10,0,11,0,0,2,0,16,20,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,18,13,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,7,1,71,14,0,0.1887479129029105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439163674497033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606383560913044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543661600393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458261692993468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749385318209347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300752900557466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850070946185574,0.0,0.0,0.32093345172163035,0.0,0.0,0.12599069751425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400463416009289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875143359684494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085403722828642,0.0,0.0,0.20718852843292895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985098818501523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321424054626272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191494053539874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zie_mole,2020/03/28,"“Happy” Birthday It’s my birthday today and I’m spending it all alone. Been off work for 6weeks with mental health problem. Then my wife left as she couldn’t stand it anymore. I just feel so lost, upset and lonely. This is the worst year ever. I just don’t know what to do anymore.",0.31144736842105303,2.7407570526315794,1.4729605263157914,97.19259868421057,92.50877192982456,2.85,17.651315789473685,3.1291,-0.9000157894736841,220,6,45,0,8,69,46,57,0.265,0.6779999999999999,0.057,-0.9094,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,11,9,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,6,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26928742595379457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157114518810443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351899839375225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146666217654712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767808349802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763738333284148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428922981582716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824968849672033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838268664596278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202452774695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879027972886603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464549418662923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892872001204904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743510537154166 lonely,12thcenturythief,2020/03/28,"Whats wrong with me? Some of my friends are kind and stuff but sometimes, I feel like there's a barrier between us. Like they just want to know me on certain degree and they come to me when they need me. Heck, most of our interaction are just college stuff. Honestly, I can't deal with it. I care about them but it sucks that they just come to me when they have some issues and need my help. Like, They hang out with their own group of friends. I get it okay, I'm not on it. But its kind of dick move to come to me when you're sad and need someone. At first, I thought it was because they thought that I was busy, so they didn't ask me to hang out. But I told them so many time that I'll work on it. I know, college and stuff. And sometimes it get lonely. And in this quarantine time, no one of my college friends talk to me except for one. I tried to reach out first. Like asking how they are and talk about anything but some of them ghosted me. At least until we have some assignment to do and they want to ask me about it. I know, I could talk to other people on the internet, which I'm doing right now. But man, that just sad to think about. Am I just wasting time with them? Really, I care about them. Am I not interesting? Am I wrong at something?",0.6864920433741695,2.6913631216730027,1.8035656949725407,99.48122799605692,83.18250950570342,5.113026334319111,19.246444162793967,6.238725200709706,-0.3218614561329387,963,25,233,8,27,303,119,263,0.122,0.693,0.18600000000000005,0.9548,0,3,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,0,16,3,18,21,1,0,2,1,15,1,1,1,1,55,41,22,1,6,14,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,20,20,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,6,0,4,6,1,47,15,42,34,7,28,0,3,0,1,34,12,3,5,14,168,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537853523331276,0.0,0.2909805695207386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324587062057785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156286759110074,0.0,0.0,0.2681178488885674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283702459426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696310414795787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245980876950463,0.07411999764666821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765017203266573,0.0,0.0,0.240474147408496,0.0,0.1084116146401602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954235462604524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082894721807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608216704601765,0.1710571146763752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275070983533267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518760218728898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027128419301606,0.0,0.2307909730368933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406092233999804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192813468396839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646578270293163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860310092627563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790819696619546,0.07987287150686298,0.205225510674662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356311480346715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501742574064452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647968697422138,0.0,0.16473399325216054,0.181494770143676,0.0,0.0,0.09913887777887026,0.0,0.0704403680893198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248001204900558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239048927082148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553223118649563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687166631836106,0.0,0.0 lonely,commuwuism,2020/03/28,My friends are all talking on a new app and no one thought to tell me about it Or they did think about it and decided but to,1.8867857142857147,2.4553026785714285,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,75.78571428571428,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9732999999999996,97,4,26,1,2,31,24,28,0.055999999999999994,0.873,0.07200000000000001,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36667162330879305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583676879334068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321598471718532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814622156346283,0.4148177445997892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30410189622367223,0.0,0.3767761402058437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kami283,2020/03/28,"Spending my birthday in self-isolation never made me feel more lonely than before Today (28.3) is my actual cakeday, I'm turning 25 and I'm spending it by myself. It's odd though, I've spent my last few birthdays also kinda alone but I still made plans with one or two friends of they got time. But this year? Man, I've never felt so sad over such a trivial thing. People just make it to be a big deal to turn 25... Anyway, thank you all. Once this outbreak is under control its gonna be a worldwide party and I'm looking forward to it",0.4393896103896076,2.830429172727275,2.277922077922078,92.72545454545455,89.0909090909091,3.8701298701298703,20.584415584415584,5.288315135182226,-0.05583116883116857,419,14,84,2,14,138,84,110,0.10300000000000001,0.8,0.09699999999999999,0.3428,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,3,17,19,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,5,3,8,2,10,11,3,12,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,2,8,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1803012247216806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135788577277169,0.0,0.1477542398301471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721899747797052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072264832267108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048168340267488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342130414965548,0.0,0.17740065685757928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427467934794655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777118492823513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506058276474284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515368845392574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965286341977186,0.12333018253728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849999499832104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676568004484396,0.12519962742537138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280908242870792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927472374425945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475513068639574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010418167358798,0.0,0.0,0.12274777529257545,0.0,0.18152789299498548,0.0,0.1077363065863896,0.0,0.17513293257843066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019363682504997,0.18048579216084426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898077919738075 lonely,juic3boxjones,2020/03/28,"34 m struggling &#x200B; everybody in my life has disappeared, nobody checks up on me, all i want is for someone to message me pretty much daily, just to make sure i am ok (i kind of need it) every time i try to talk to somebody i either get ignored, of they ghost me, nobody has checked up on me really since my mom passed a few years back, and my mind has stayed in what i call the dark place since then, and i am fighting a losing battle just to stay sane, all i want is one true friend, gender does not matter, though i seem to have more in common with women &#x200B; if i get a response (which i doubt) we can chat on here but i prefer kik or discord &#x200B; sorry for the rambling novel",14.363943661971831,5.891377859154932,12.797253521126759,66.54193661971833,59.140845070422536,15.045070422535211,46.06338028169014,8.07648339933343,4.260318309859155,544,15,112,3,4,175,98,142,0.127,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.3479,0,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,5,11,2,2,5,1,9,1,0,1,4,25,16,7,1,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,2,2,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,21,5,19,16,6,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,5,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942390827535279,0.4421262776944172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326123261146636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238462812768971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613795141664717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218845060566452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937050468640863,0.0,0.12673356624748636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630041404291745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856676912962247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568769765219746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095916029157599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246400312149948,0.14204837008865398,0.0,0.0,0.0891589599460853,0.08993182501025097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218634316958037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267177636647755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339118084167308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776987383070727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041396485026192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065760280497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276499746721186,0.0,0.0,0.13576943439012054,0.0,0.2585488811364774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267941691118398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431035629668924,0.0,0.0,0.09748486798723004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916260467651694,0.0,0.07072267902881797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234504287549041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307492081498804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421262776944172,0.07810402755015226 lonely,nthrny,2020/03/28,"I tear up whenever I read about something sad. I want to know if someone feels like me when I read about something sad. Lately, every time I read about covid-19 deaths, I tear up a bit. I can't stop thinking about the people who got left behind and their loved ones who passed away. It's not just related to covid-19. There was a video of a woman from Hong Kong who had PTSD from her traumatic experiences with the HK police. I teared up and I could not stop thinking about how terrifying she must have felt. As a person I'm not very open. I have trouble sharing my emotions with other people and I'm really surprised by how much I'm moved by all this. Imo, I think of myself as a pragmatic person who rarely displays any vulnerable emotions, with breaking down into tears. Is there a psychological explantation behind all this? Or am I just rambling? I apologise if this is the wrong sub for this. I like to touch base with r/lonely when I feel out of sync with myself and when I can't these emotions.",4.120118443316412,5.644843177664974,4.746213197969542,84.4264940778342,71.53807106598985,7.4868358714043985,26.331302876480546,8.021203637495839,1.5070862267343483,794,26,157,11,15,254,116,197,0.11,0.77,0.12,-0.3997,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,2,3,36,24,14,1,5,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,12,0,2,7,4,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,4,23,5,32,18,4,19,0,2,0,1,12,9,0,3,9,109,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264836068071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800264008751447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873957889825531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877712795760702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597574134686077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114788681607233,0.0,0.0,0.13326956553557842,0.0,0.0,0.13777480200675746,0.09733039673647546,0.13081245545056888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896414865487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487433605262116,0.0,0.15368546504005312,0.0,0.14802593961659669,0.0,0.0,0.13312066684720142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296256791431252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480232298859685,0.100152604379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232023699978477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889043202261888,0.2379202812220558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925810955681274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40883276243516936,0.0,0.08727929310946897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115436318925634,0.20976952291077025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278066827530783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618926543533905,0.0,0.0,0.07944305875403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241286129645796,0.08035830582649695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489578385869252,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatguy090909,2020/03/28,Chicago: Late Night (M) This is my first time posting in something like this - I created an account just for this purpose. Who's lonely in the Windy City tonight? Let's chat about the closed lakefront...,1.8936036036036008,4.6687265135135165,1.4852702702702736,95.39745495495498,94.67567567567568,3.547747747747748,27.78828828828829,5.46131890053228,0.9203909909909908,159,8,29,1,6,46,32,37,0.065,0.81,0.124,0.3071,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469408223165997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601041550622838,0.0,0.0,0.4170828942458181,0.0,0.19926859031560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827658768684655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906343804770044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31400441502885323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783694452863274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Manoftheyear_96,2020/03/28,"Naruto Been so bored I’ve been watching Naruto lately, and I realized how lonely he used to be especially in the earlier episodes of the series. Also find it inspiring how he found ppl who loved ❤️ and cared for him as he got older.",8.85936170212766,6.084257170212768,9.64308510638298,67.78250000000003,62.40425531914893,12.804255319148936,36.26595744680851,11.20814326018867,3.9216468085106384,185,6,35,4,2,64,39,47,0.098,0.726,0.177,0.6438,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,9,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,3,5,3,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982529042059729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802536585393552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408751710543029,0.0,0.0,0.4089271761811401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29828710914467804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420710790202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366074930969872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221143737176197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StancherHades,2020/03/28,"I’ve done it. Well, after all this time, I’ve finally managed to get a girlfriend, after years of loneliness. To all of you, thank you. I promise you will all find someone, I never thought it was possible for a guy like me to actually meet someone, but I’ve managed to do just that. I promise, there is someone out there for you, it just takes patience. Just remember someone out there thinks you are the hottest person in the world, and they will make you smile. You will find happiness everyone.😁",3.7534375,5.681732468750003,4.4545833333333364,84.49875,73.27083333333334,7.716666666666668,31.79166666666667,8.472884824447931,2.5546291666666665,391,19,75,7,8,125,58,96,0.019,0.8,0.18,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,4,17,14,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,12,6,13,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,7,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.18112841271678612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899432912911264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033264885686059,0.33928803124739065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697347175865977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837829063125564,0.0,0.19758510799247087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067958400732752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389599814162365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315373798627065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206733814581964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924718705295672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025974699529554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290664028315744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955548747440527,0.0,0.0,0.17088458755943178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893127998724673,0.0,0.14735346664979834,0.1082305804305237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688552172766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119526640559955 lonely,hayley_,2020/03/28,"my life is over, but it never really began. I am sick, I’m sick mentally and I am sick physically. I have always hurt the people I love most, I can’t remember ever being at peace in my own head. I have been handed opportunities on a silver platter and destroyed every chance I was given. I do not care about myself any longer, I can only think about the harm I’ve caused to the people who got close to me. I want peace. I want everyone to know that I am the problem. I want everyone to know that I am wrong and sick and anything I said was coming from a vile evil human. I want to be free from the prison that is my mind, but I’m damned to serve a life sentence. I have gone too far, I’ll never be able to save the soul inside me. I will never see redemption. I am so sick and I am so sorry.",1.5143109243697452,2.8262979941176494,3.9304201680672257,88.51117647058823,77.88235294117648,6.739495798319329,19.201680672268907,7.447530270364453,0.3269327731092435,609,12,138,8,14,213,96,170,0.319,0.514,0.168,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,4,0,9,0,21,10,2,1,4,27,39,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,8,3,26,6,15,27,2,13,1,1,1,1,4,6,1,1,5,93,31,0,0.15777785442018066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128381419798224,0.0,0.0,0.10729435143888948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983773064336024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086503792414855,0.16208131839977755,0.0,0.13591165097699398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271910227569015,0.13293464725206425,0.3015270026397834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261893634611199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619255975472076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890445639600596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342116508393687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288632924494292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240067367292722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590029675081382,0.0,0.15931065555396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650640240751081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999716802896265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876659634077592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097209831543654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107653367442887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873155210351155,0.0,0.15008287031870282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572852240520946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661939056019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109767832191636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722458656810903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250531542593392,0.0,0.0 lonely,private_ivy,2020/03/28,"I'm here because I had a good night sleep for the first time in months because I downloaded a ""partner sleeping beside you, breathing, heart beat sounds"" asmr that's all.",6.587499999999999,7.339357750000001,5.400000000000002,84.845,65.25,7.65,34.75,7.1686216300943375,2.2820750000000007,136,6,25,1,2,40,28,32,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820923744092281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665785162936138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286567836825503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713813955486939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25015348717274144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941053718097951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272541648869634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827464965607073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stephydrew,2020/03/28,"Depressed need help F22 Sad and horny: Do yall ever feel like u don’t deserve sexual pleasure? I feel like that everyday. Everytime i date someone i never get satisfied, its always one sided. I have given up so im just living life like im this existing thing. Idk if i should do anything about it or just give up. I dont want just an insignificant hookup. I want to be loved and cared. Id like some advice or second opinions about my problem.",1.3343333333333334,3.712475988888894,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,83.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.1421333333333332,349,12,69,6,10,118,66,90,0.175,0.595,0.22899999999999998,0.8138,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,19,17,6,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,9,7,5,14,1,7,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,5,8,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892780160998444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117103711040492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939574753894828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974865306544249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683054516902632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270109010697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520960881400466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587758004315944,0.2767536922527584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119844707016197,0.1858113699781601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983070710859534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184510011121846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681359374570465,0.37852137975828903,0.0,0.17103759257560186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481868881776255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362352930952044,0.14939071184904507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312537876965474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534142848362567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411844888105542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868337366322166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849447435083695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harbep,2020/03/28,"How do I find other people my age? Long story short, I’m in my late teens and haven’t been in public school since 5th grade. Lately I’ve really wanted to meet people, but I don’t know how. I know I can’t go out until after the quarantine, but I’d love to hear some ideas of how I could meet other teens.",1.8604477611940275,2.702306985074628,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,76.16417910447761,6.554029850746268,14.892537313432836,6.742157984588678,-0.5476543283582092,236,1,55,2,5,81,46,67,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,14,13,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958130581598856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415507497800666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938185982606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641582963875194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768586554902782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695671966236984,0.0,0.5533078776623919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703951817186729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134870550983649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34005248472381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571141435583654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820722056782266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287425574777984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465546119737685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leighathehuman,2020/03/28,"I hate chatrooms. Being home all day is depressing the hell out of me. I'm so freaking lonely all the time and it's just worse now. So I decide I'm gonna look for a chat room to find someone to talk to maybe and it's always immediately ""show me bobs and vagine."" Can no one just talk anymore. I used to make great friends online back in the day. Now it's all perverts. I hate chatrooms",-0.04085365853658374,2.174346621951223,2.142146341463416,94.30956097560976,88.8780487804878,5.231219512195122,19.175609756097558,6.742157984588678,0.1118936585365855,301,9,69,4,10,101,55,82,0.309,0.617,0.07400000000000001,-0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,3,13,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,8,9,3,9,1,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,6,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480926147041127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026860853170094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078513601422868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864788704032825,0.0,0.19129882388405495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030000659683426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715978732618107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487169103721015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385656686078083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227895557473023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651237144075775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825689962299066,0.0,0.22313445705699705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050418489754255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818895674537547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570393822241041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951128801338932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182752123536564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263441034701737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A13x_Sam,2020/03/28,"Heyyyy Hey I was wondering if anyone wanted to play some Minecraft:) If you do pm me",-0.31078431372549176,1.8055681176470595,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,103.11764705882356,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.04364313725490199,66,2,14,1,3,21,16,17,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928441019226622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157359183678345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7643744745730968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnotherNameForGloom,2020/03/28,Does anyone want to talk to me tonight until I fall asleep? Sad and lonely. Just got into a fight and it was stupid but it hurts and I can’t sleep because I’m so hurt and frustrated. It’d be nice if there’s someone out there who’s willing to lend an ear and some positivity so I can fall asleep not feeling alone and like crap,-0.11411111111110728,2.1505658428571444,1.6033333333333353,97.42055555555555,90.57142857142857,4.253968253968254,17.777777777777782,5.82211442006289,-0.5275555555555549,259,7,60,2,9,84,53,70,0.312,0.524,0.16399999999999998,-0.9229999999999999,0,3,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,2,0,6,5,5,0,0,15,10,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,2,4,2,6,5,1,6,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,2,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104408972982713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958561893519065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827191069345852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623050466342016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155786953787734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972996492249884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6417570910331762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643813211819268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995710070464304,0.0,0.25396926446399026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409201657109497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679479053273808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExoticDrogas,2020/03/28,What is lonely? I'm at the point of being so lonely that I try to start conversations with people across country in hopes of finding something real. I would legitimately move from one coast to the other just to feel again..,5.643571428571431,7.145183833333338,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,67.80952380952381,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.517704761904762,179,5,31,2,3,58,35,42,0.114,0.8220000000000001,0.064,-0.29600000000000004,0,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,10,5,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450700781617745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154405968226477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34278982241135303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668162790512644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386755901739745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392681913243059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262573676798326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928310444790711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656962756686826,0.0,0.0,0.24428326428816916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343191512334105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516891811749866,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uwuisbetterthanumu,2020/03/28,"I’m slowly fading away... I try to push my friends away but it doesn’t work I’m not alone but I feel lonely, which leaves me with a sense of selfishness and guilt. When I’m quiet my friends ask me what’s wrong and when I get distant they look for me once they notice I’m absent. I get so angry and upset on the inside when they do this. I don’t deserve them. Yes, I like to have friends and hang out with them but sometimes I miss those days when I was invisible, didn’t have any friends and I didn’t struggle with these feelings. I feel so disgusted at myself, why do I have friends? Why do people like me? Can’t they see how horrible I am? I love them so much and I always try to show it. I’m considered the bubbly happy go lucky friend that’s always trying to make other people smile so whenever I’m feeling like crap and I can’t hide it everyone gets concerned. I can’t understand why I am this way. My best friend threw me a surprise birthday party and all my friends attended, do you know how hard it is to do that? I cried that day because I felt so incredibly loved. I hate myself so much. So many people would wish to have friends like mine. I’m so ungrateful. I feel their love but I don’t know how to accept and process it, I don’t think I deserve to be love. I think of myself as a disposable person... I have this thought that one of these days my friends are gonna leave me one by one after they get tired of putting up with my annoying ass. So maybe I’m trying to push them away before they abandon me... perhaps this way it’ll hurt less.",0.8648785752833241,2.9520143302752326,2.414704982910596,94.88042768483541,83.06727828746178,5.4372728908077015,20.93263176830365,6.661559191721324,0.2298901601007377,1214,37,274,13,34,395,154,327,0.19399999999999998,0.532,0.273,0.9896,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,11,2,18,36,4,3,5,1,27,7,2,4,1,41,65,30,0,2,5,0,7,4,10,3,1,1,0,1,20,14,0,1,13,1,0,7,10,13,0,3,6,10,55,23,28,55,5,25,0,4,2,5,28,7,2,1,13,172,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034718572473291,0.0,0.0,0.12910185819201273,0.0,0.0,0.0527555518892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252475376558952,0.0,0.2186606391567879,0.0,0.0,0.04729069574304506,0.0,0.06601297845033066,0.0,0.08141309584529381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521555055098712,0.1500937542613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412889504634429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612828718415892,0.05542158282889295,0.07448683636247452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993640178970182,0.0,0.16212475637237814,0.0,0.04408924118573687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258299129428866,0.06949445467633228,0.07659199856382137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830486199340303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526944010171877,0.0,0.0,0.16428733918780308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160234235734404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514579826037528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800679077048309,0.0,0.05178377176237792,0.07865169444534552,0.07793730899502653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140571916949461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832281877762972,0.0,0.08261780576730217,0.15770613805838313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613479978690143,0.06773792676568904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798709785046219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181944807670784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672640987306416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811011414945599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941742026610287,0.0,0.06158809323821739,0.0,0.08916424804278618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068088605021326,0.0,0.0,0.08076120679608201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315526451131753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000564490594686,0.0,0.08921062050614055,0.0,0.0,0.05647754910771546,0.0,0.0,0.055109030385564514,0.08481912604969713,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rh_osullivan,2020/03/28,Conversation m20 I just need to talk to someone going through some stuff at the moment,7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,63.375,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.98895,71,3,12,1,1,22,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175285266463064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936949569777705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449874794068318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078142098883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426759947369482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DONATE_ME_MONEY,2020/03/28,"15M Searching for someone to voice chat with :) Hey I love exercising, i've been doing sports all my life. I like moovies, u can ask me anyhing about them as i've watched tons of it. I also love gaming, so i've played pretty much everyything ahahaa Dm me for discord or snap :)",1.319702380952382,3.603558232142859,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.75,5.161904761904762,23.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,0.6017833333333336,215,8,45,2,6,70,46,56,0.04,0.62,0.34,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,7,5,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628872208620226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346772913961075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528626764156848,0.17489842665806693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6462094932482252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631677461745663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642099344761053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033282665638429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abbymeaxh,2020/03/28,"they said they’d call my friends said we’d call all the time during the quarantine. it’s been a week. we’ve called twice. i know i’m overthinking, believe me, but i wish they’d understand how much this shit hurts, you know?",-0.021024844720496816,2.3214278913043493,0.8250310559006238,100.85195652173915,96.17391304347824,5.237267080745342,17.440993788819874,6.868970318607317,-0.019083229813664733,177,5,41,3,7,54,35,46,0.20600000000000002,0.679,0.115,-0.7525,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,7,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,9,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,0,1,0,2,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907976882149534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500480276620003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394727471276813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716737241941254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332421016865645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599339617840624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037067111542401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782301558421585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373709714886663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091048780654216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021620096681553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440226251608204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nunciesweetie,2020/03/28,"Birthday coming up and feeling more lonely.. My birthday is coming up on Monday and I'm just not looking forward to it at all. I feel soo alone and like such a loser that I don't have any friends to spend it with. I have my boyfriend but he's not able to take off work that day. I was disappointed but he apologized and said I would still have a good birthday. Today was his sister's birthday and when I FaceTimed him I see him with his family playing music and playing games and I kinda lashed out at him and said oh I wasn't invited I'll just sit here alone then. So then we got into an argument. He says that I punish him for having friends and always put it on him that I'm feeling lonely and it's not his fault. He said he just got home from work and didn't know his family was having a game night for his sister's birthday. I just told him sorry I don't mean to put it all on him but I'm just lonely and feeling down about my birthday. I feel bad, I don't wanna depend on him all the time for company and be clingy but I dont really have anyone else. I never formed close friendships because of my social anxiety and it really sucks. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I feel like the only person in the world without any friends. I don't want to be alone on my birthday. It just sucks right now.",1.8118478260869573,3.462792213768118,3.4739855072463786,90.63858695652176,77.94927536231884,6.049275362318841,22.007246376811594,6.816661863887847,0.4814594202898546,1025,29,222,10,24,341,127,276,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.9856,0,9,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,13,18,3,0,7,0,22,0,0,1,4,54,48,22,0,3,14,2,6,2,3,1,0,4,1,1,12,22,0,0,9,4,1,5,13,10,0,0,11,12,38,8,30,34,5,34,0,5,2,0,34,18,2,2,14,150,50,2,0.11324530072810092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186393567569696,0.0,0.0,0.09422916209767536,0.0,0.0,0.15402137568388005,0.0,0.08663234509097839,0.0,0.0,0.07918374735348127,0.11603319330642915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455509584859276,0.0690332842189708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951015983061022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303385041964412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272264904634393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460191743872703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351518190557714,0.0,0.3435613601321612,0.08090246546763631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247911527624906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498478536382984,0.1811452242947264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135942700877182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447331131938702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065186738932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950975310538039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233573314904176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734175727285183,0.0,0.0,0.10627304328626416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612815423241177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888142852090216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276856115873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509567891614905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671086805998744,0.3231666417160538,0.09005720847253362,0.0,0.0,0.09024184276178483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154393227752964,0.0,0.0,0.11200249809493353,0.12676884263578125,0.0,0.0,0.0904378434463799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514637259596408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603424554914014,0.0,0.10734330366478408,0.10821073786644682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679501245400296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916442873390884,0.0,0.16488785535015926,0.0,0.0,0.0804462124708341,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notgoodenoughtodate,2020/03/28,"Not that coronavirus is good but something about being stuck in isolation with a loved one would sound reasonably great. I know it would bring heated arguments as you’re sort of stuck together and have no room to breathe but other aspects sound great. Like being able to binge watch a show together. Doing dumb things that you never had to do before because they weren’t priorities like forts to cuddle in. Playing board games together. Learning to cook together. Must be sweet.",6.196605042016808,8.671561635294116,5.388067226890758,78.06058823529416,67.94117647058823,9.092436974789916,29.789915966386555,9.606745405546679,3.0692857142857144,389,15,63,9,7,117,67,85,0.166,0.5660000000000001,0.268,0.9319,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,12,4,1,1,2,13,17,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,4,3,8,11,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,1,3,40,8,1,0.25909638215889896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579427497183908,0.0,0.22047193786696334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173177526102945,0.0,0.5713093520415344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239259567875726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531628097181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338446006965492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998311027062438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557041401794446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663942333008601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946505328986786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213212348211707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681092720946275,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lackey02,2020/03/28,"I feel so lonely I have friends and they're all such amazing people but I'm just not anything like them theres nothing unique about me, theres nothing that really makes me who I am. I always feel like this feeling of loneliness will never go away I want to make and maintain meaningful relationships but I just find myself incapable of doing so I'm so awkward and terrible at talking to people I just feel so hopeless.",2.5973848238482367,5.2599761097560975,3.9365040650406544,83.06771002710029,80.58536585365854,6.571273712737128,27.40379403794038,7.793537801064563,2.0441094850948502,339,15,60,6,9,111,55,82,0.301,0.599,0.1,-0.9648,0,2,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,20,14,9,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,11,4,7,13,1,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855833400542826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353915039005173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095491230537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510936480635554,0.15933655172001795,0.0,0.0,0.2038503372282368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231661558929465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675617151131144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179276847656512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775575530377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720186689562652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280170099244119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092493609303757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428822039868642,0.0,0.0,0.2394565770741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926742566057896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155207193004514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,victoriaheworld,2020/03/28,"Make a friend I’m so lonely but I want to make friends in real life I’m 19years old Student I love playing the piano and singing I love dancing and swimming I love playing basketball and tennis Looking for friends who love to write songs with me Add my instagram victoriaheworld",1.4818867924528265,3.9111436981132113,2.507188679245285,86.52719811320755,102.58490566037734,4.384150943396226,29.82830188679245,6.2581,1.8198392452830192,228,13,40,3,10,72,38,53,0.025,0.456,0.519,0.9912,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,9,5,10,0,4,0,1,1,4,9,1,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717799675573412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377134058057264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709283044029163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7348368407479766,0.0,0.2717385476666929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135884474527091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168116877625006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200573568505669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chantellechani,2020/03/28,"I don’t want to be alone anymore. I’ve done all the things people say your supposed to do to fill the void that loneliness brings. I worked out, made healthier food choices, I prayed, for on antidepressants and don’t get me wrong those things helped.... however I’m still lonely. I long for a life partner. Someone to come home too. Someone who can’t wait to text me in the morning, or really ever. Why is that so wrong? Why is it taboo to just admit that you want love? To want someone to be with forever, someone who loves and likes you as much as you love and like them. Sometimes I feel like life is this game and I just get so tired of playing it sometimes. Not that I’d ever harm myself because I wouldn’t! But I get so tired of being “strong” and “pushing through “ and “fighting” day in and day out and I’m great full for all the things I have in my life but sometimes I just wish I didn’t have to feel any of it. Or go through these things. Honestly we’re all gonna die at some point anyway so what is the point ? I feel like I’m destined to be alone. I wonder if there even exists a person who is for me. Sorry for the rant.",1.2032737656595422,3.16581416525424,2.4117391304347806,96.04733603537217,81.07627118644069,5.290788504053059,20.854089904200443,6.280692351149826,0.017312306558585178,877,25,200,7,23,280,125,236,0.124,0.732,0.145,0.5061,1,4,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,4,1,2,15,16,1,0,8,0,18,9,0,1,5,40,42,19,1,6,9,0,3,4,1,2,5,1,1,2,18,12,1,2,5,2,0,5,6,5,0,0,3,4,23,11,30,33,6,21,1,1,0,3,18,10,0,5,10,131,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919242016621395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867733746590235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015592665004217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156317115900175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699479697224555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302616697048262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481270493465077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334884780425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670359753089533,0.18270426762215491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319223948803032,0.14429596925943786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211870800278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829087469809608,0.0,0.057395507905742965,0.0,0.0,0.11134292484834456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769213291927176,0.0,0.10130219894956533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399877223000247,0.1973563891164226,0.0,0.0,0.0893738496289036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734449388077315,0.09556011818045036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423999905164969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001443767391399,0.08818143852420139,0.0,0.0,0.19093826060743427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469741528747752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031209005949197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34227735806348736,0.0,0.2996480192909309,0.11305114692298655,0.0,0.0,0.08065153640496311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683757095222481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321485771047901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870131042425771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822573236808812,0.0,0.11613465636584533,0.0,0.10952042248144143,0.073522644734415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208355911245986,0.0,0.0 lonely,yesiamadorito,2020/03/28,"I feel empty and lonely, and I'm tired all the time Hi everyone. I'm not sure what's wrong with me to point out something specific in nature, but I do know that I'm not happy or content with things. Warning, this might be a long post. I'm 20, doing engineering currently. I do enjoy the course; it's difficult, but it's something that I enjoy to an extent and I'm hoping to go further into audio engineering (music is the most important thing in existence to me) I'm lonely and I'm unhappy with how i am. Gained weight and looking worse by the day. I'm quite confident and popular at my university and I do well in studies. I have friends who care for me and love me for who i am. I have supportive parents, and while we're not rich or well off by any means, we're okay and we're doing fine. Yet, I'm still unhappy. I had a girlfriend of 3 years, deeply in love as she was the first and only person I've loved in my life. She helped me through some of the toughest points of my life and she made me the person i am today. We've split due to being forced to live in places that are thousands of miles apart, with no sight of the future, or if we could ever meet again. The breakup hurt, badly. I was lonely, feeling empty, broken and grieving. Time heals everything, and it did the same. Tomorrow will mark 2 years from the last time I saw her, and I can feel my heart ache as i write this down. I feel empty and lonely every single day. I've moved on now, to an extent atleast and I've grown out of that. Yet I still have so much love to give and so much affection to pour yet I have no one to share it to. I fall in love with different people everyday, with strangers, with random people on the train. I make up scenarios in my head and break my own heart again. Only a shell of what I used to be as a person, i feel I've lost my passion for things except for playing music. She taught me how to play the ukulele, and I moved onto play the guitar, bass, piano and sitar and I'm okay at all of them tbh, just not excellent, but it doesn't matter either. i enjoy it. I've lost my passion for other things too. I don't have the energy to watch movies, or draw or read or text anymore. A few months ago, I met another girl. Totally different from my ex, but still a good person. We hit it up well, started dating quickly and broke up just as quick, mainly to our fault. We went in too quick and i went in with the thought of ""yeah i finally have a girlfriend"" and not ""yeah, i have her as my girlfriend"". It's bad and it'll only ruin things, but I did it anyway. Got hurt, started getting worse than before and went down a very bad path of self-harm in non violent and physical ways. I don't wanna die, but I don't have much to live for either. What's a life if i can't give all the love in me to someone? I'm tired of being lonely and feeling empty. I'm tired of being the popular person, but having no one to talk to at the end of the day other than my housemates. I'm tired of falling in love with strangers at the bus stop because i don't receive the love i give. I'm tired of staying up till 4am, listening to the same 20 songs on repeat, expecting some magical lover to pop up. I loved her more than i ever loved myself, and when she left, i lost the part of me i loved the most, and now, i only feel like a cracked shell. I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of all of it. Goodnight reddit, you've been kind. This might be one of my last posts. Thank you for everything. COVID-19 has made this a good excuse. I'm still in the process of thinking, but yeah. The quarantine didn't change much either. I feel like I'm at a mental impasse, where nothing affects me anymore other than my own mind. Quarantine? okay. Last minute stress? okay. hungry? nothing to eat? okay. I just don't feel things anymore, and it hurts not feeling anything except an unfillable, empty void.",1.7162437810945264,3.4747048781094527,3.3388805970149287,91.01351990049751,78.57711442786069,6.257711442786071,21.86318407960199,7.1686216300943375,0.5818303482587059,2998,86,655,36,72,993,315,804,0.18100000000000002,0.612,0.207,0.987,4,12,2,0,0,1,112.0,4,1,1,7,31,68,1,1,42,8,47,30,3,8,8,124,118,60,2,6,30,2,11,2,5,4,11,3,0,6,34,47,2,1,14,6,1,10,17,22,3,5,20,18,81,46,111,85,27,104,0,14,4,14,53,42,0,16,49,433,115,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216629836946045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032347975860568715,0.049879356949629326,0.0,0.0,0.14152448029207618,0.0,0.0,0.03914453762306939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915226484985204,0.028997105130061013,0.0,0.0404769954426861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849890319290126,0.0,0.05032079955618523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797930026501794,0.0,0.0,0.09203257222794538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936823374654462,0.09939719300323953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867409688306732,0.0,0.0,0.04213126541455715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860562371335183,0.04007822129193997,0.04545340957793435,0.08550237909764374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405188789506972,0.06796539735832245,0.0,0.052108587528057665,0.0,0.040461447440993004,0.0,0.0,0.036751037735983434,0.0,0.024852397130395176,0.13689512314863125,0.02703407809252728,0.07979582133785715,0.03804459813922042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050637184395147736,0.0,0.0,0.048818649354980884,0.0,0.0,0.1127369829007942,0.031883930892198285,0.0,0.0,0.0472459099688053,0.0,0.0,0.15276807786155616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953491234355888,0.026142213390618327,0.11632318289361515,0.0,0.0,0.05168293843813503,0.0,0.10079638165536603,0.046478794509445566,0.0,0.08400710283564992,0.04209631935421575,0.03994526896372981,0.0,0.15577877753970346,0.0,0.4722532772693624,0.09002027481537242,0.03175211212758677,0.0,0.0,0.05181566472261855,0.0,0.0,0.047937511022111266,0.1009245883941912,0.048030275322798716,0.0,0.03796844664808974,0.1011148392518565,0.1398722656307832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912858532508928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670023654933,0.1447108982973192,0.0,0.0,0.052818805638663376,0.05151167523404384,0.0,0.06595553710542511,0.20767338615502712,0.049698596501619764,0.0,0.08993456171848271,0.0,0.09111428484418477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059458699478413,0.047581026557817534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049623958788106534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403043424687003,0.07324057774519098,0.0,0.0,0.0673379683810733,0.05070132295555535,0.15195195673046158,0.03976910665461174,0.05448915962202749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397977738276001,0.04483242214228523,0.0,0.0,0.038233480287166485,0.0,0.04379436516473421,0.0,0.0,0.18961300685613186,0.03047975232675248,0.0,0.03776380081384685,0.08321211928577837,0.3827081677697301,0.04508904793668257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108361215505834,0.0,0.039248708740424375,0.0,0.037757386482100405,0.0,0.05792519656339624,0.12830844929253968,0.1322884658014137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695202545148278,0.0,0.052008308959266655,0.0,0.06126466310808828 lonely,bitchface3893,2020/03/28,"muting myself in vcs when two people i enjoy talking to start to get along with each other, i get really upset. i don't know why. i just get really upset, probably because i hate being ignored. then i just end up not speaking for a very long time, and they don't really ask either until a lot of time passes. i feel like i'm being selfish, but i don't know. got to love the fact that other people get along more with my friend than i do! i hate myself!",2.7579248120300766,3.743582747368424,4.980751879699248,83.52526315789474,74.15789473684211,7.112781954887217,19.887218045112785,7.447530270364453,0.5841428571428571,351,6,71,4,7,123,61,95,0.157,0.698,0.145,0.4472,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,2,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,20,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,2,14,4,13,17,4,11,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,9,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773031027061853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561276183683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679792493909325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589595838848687,0.13549054746481412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652803974635195,0.0,0.39635049879956497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516855232313484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744927981893117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084603602367166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926565216765888,0.0,0.0,0.16783991787720848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612390622195807,0.1711722771406931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26296769173985096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448164252372855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644961780366053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423975369435193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524386048471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118030715536272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526671375774445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648636633405802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711353733006598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Theguywhodreams,2020/03/28,"I'm here, I'm alone and I always will be. As the title says, I am alone. I'm 36, and the only woman who ever payed attention to me left me in August of 2018. There was always a part of me that thought that I would end up this way and feared it. I always tried my best to always show love and compassion with everything that I've ever done. I never think of only myself, I honestly don't know how to. I've had brief conversations with people online, but it never fails that when I start developing feelings for that person, they always say that they don't feel the same way and I wind up with a broken heart, it's happened twice so far. People that I think that I can see a future with shatter me all over again. Of course I don't want them to know how deeply they've hurt me so I pretend everything is fine, even go as far to wish them luck in their ventures as I lay broken. I would never want to want them to feel hurt because they've broken my heart, but I'm so tired of giving my all to someone only to be met with rejection. Why can't anyone ever feel toward me what I feel toward them? I just moved into a new apartment and literally days afterward the quarantine happened. I've been shut off from pretty much all social contact. It's been so hard, I had a panic attack the other day because of all of this, the second one of my life. How many times can I do this? How many times can I give up pieces of myself until I'm empty? I love everyone, is it so hard for just person to love me back? Maybe I'm asking the impossible, maybe I should just resign myself to a life of longing and loneliness. Nihilism and I have never got along too well, but it could be time to become reacquainted. I don't want to suffer anymore and I don't know how to assuage that. Another thing, I'm tired of people telling me that I'm good looking or that I have a great personality. If either of those things were true life wouldn't be the way that it currently is. Thank you to whomever read my drunk ramblings. <3 you guys.",3.864869505494504,4.511602341346156,5.096112637362637,84.98817307692308,71.25961538461539,7.673626373626374,23.991758241758237,7.7094869923839395,1.029282554945055,1578,38,331,18,28,525,192,416,0.16899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.139,-0.8596,1,3,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,7,2,24,21,1,2,15,0,33,11,2,5,12,66,72,29,0,11,9,0,7,0,0,5,5,2,0,5,28,16,1,0,12,4,1,3,11,9,1,3,10,11,50,12,50,52,10,45,0,6,2,3,28,15,0,3,24,231,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723675925370606,0.0,0.0,0.31581003137572994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795967480934193,0.0,0.0,0.07528089839006492,0.0530770330107132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096426057063504,0.08635695022862552,0.0,0.05836900026982381,0.0,0.09254631228733252,0.08383504526278775,0.0,0.0,0.07966135488168595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060681173199109,0.0,0.0,0.09790948822662697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776808160086958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672324569750576,0.0,0.0,0.05013689070563858,0.2059909263435818,0.0,0.07253388602855153,0.13644344567825803,0.0,0.0,0.08541823849775397,0.1919082541389152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563682317827994,0.04314058631593305,0.06366850214559662,0.06071101312434622,0.08368945994827291,0.0,0.0751614128288827,0.13425138515929202,0.0,0.13599832702100992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990402798954527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252337578639026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251520850173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247487704667578,0.0,0.1608493912111259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717669056321991,0.06374407581959635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553132842142888,0.0,0.0,0.1539187394411997,0.15252071097196376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067879059231155,0.055801528796333134,0.0,0.2341814571260521,0.07331296426537455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051437607592281234,0.17319565080464214,0.0,0.08906234460782605,0.0,0.0822015777311396,0.0,0.15787632179124472,0.19884129083919866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722629935470089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592910607836215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207310739061454,0.0,0.0,0.060489297706927264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773792217527503,0.06431708006564188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372847239955001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634743086625665,0.06988640722551401,0.0,0.0,0.10086055411129,0.09727828569852312,0.0,0.060262920860533836,0.13278868257660809,0.174491455762658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515369322839854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790913514181517,0.18075805489132046,0.0,0.0,0.06825091541649904,0.0,0.06849567231706011,0.0,0.08729110256241264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784653208796606,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raquelnoexiste,2020/03/28,"I don't know what to do. I feel such fucking empty and depressed. I don't have anyone to talk to and I don't know what to do to feel better. I have the feeling that I need to cut myself to feel better, but I don't want to do it because I've been clean for 5 days.",0.11548387096774347,0.9700589354838698,2.7589032258064528,97.36835483870968,80.61290322580646,4.960000000000001,18.851612903225806,3.1291,-0.7602683870967741,202,4,53,0,5,71,32,62,0.11900000000000001,0.727,0.154,0.4568,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,19,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,9,18,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951025089962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700925683050589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935542806511856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994964793621948,0.0,0.24032596861394295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643387319262596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579564186807936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066924230432528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689534858315528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427172740575246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164577643187771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ejsmasher777,2020/03/28,Help Can someone please just talk to me.,1.41,4.020190000000003,0.8049999999999997,103.54,86.5,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.7774000000000001,32,1,7,0,1,9,8,8,0.0,0.545,0.455,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858194858505923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318473143616058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877127836400227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626537975053389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boredwithlif3,2020/03/28,"Nobody is ever going to want me. You ever go into a game store and see a bunch of common trading cards being sold for pennies? And yet still no one wants them. That sure sounds like my life. Plenty to give, but no one wants what I got.",0.8681632653061229,2.8995354081632674,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,82.6734693877551,3.92,13.881632653061226,3.1291,-1.3097053061224488,181,2,39,0,5,59,42,49,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.091,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,10,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,5,2,5,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836589675556554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564623480757281,0.3038774349095489,0.0,0.21382077197421692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883416824721908,0.13061160070705755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36232071902215857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303990275014367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135026145643884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519701503182663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730622465775315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pokemon781,2020/03/28,"I feel lonely :/ Hey. I wanted to share something. I feel like reddit is my safe place, place where I can let out everything I've been holding in. I am 21M, and I am university student. So I have everyday interaction with people (not rn due to coronavirus but I mean like in global). Everything is like okay when I am at the uni, I hangout with people on classes and on breaks and stuff like that, you know. But I dont have anyone to hang out with besides uni. Like I dont have anyone to go out on Friday""s night, and weekend. Like everything is cool but no one ever asks me out. It makes me sad. Especially in those spring days (omg I loveee spring) when all coffee shops have their chairs outside and everything is perfect, sun is shinin' on me (DJ Khaled lol), beautiful girls(Sean Kingnston) and everything is just damn perfect. Everything except I dont have anyone to enjoy with. Sometimes I go to the downtown and just walk by myself, looking all the people enjoying and I really wish I have someone to enjoy as well. It is even worse on summer, when we have summer vacation. Whole summer alone. I ride bike, and watch other people have fun, whising I have fun too. Coffee shops are full, people are living their best, It makes me happy when I see people happy, but also when I came home, I realize again, I wish I can too. Also on summer, sometimes I lie to my parents that I am going out with my friends, just not to seem lonely. Then I go out and just walk by myself. I would really love to have someone I can talk to and tell all things on my mind, to let everything out of me. I am happy and sad in the same time. I can't put everything on this post, maybe it will be more in upcoming days. Please btw rate my English, since I am not from any country that has English as their first language. 😁😁",2.968817504655497,4.730069885474858,4.226011173184356,86.01875605214153,75.00558659217876,7.007970204841714,24.223836126629426,7.793537801064563,1.2469293109869644,1401,44,279,20,30,460,172,358,0.067,0.6729999999999999,0.26,0.9981,1,5,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,3,4,19,29,1,0,4,3,39,1,0,2,6,60,58,27,0,4,12,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,26,0,2,6,6,2,10,8,5,1,2,2,6,49,24,45,51,8,60,0,4,3,1,14,26,1,1,28,199,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952090617243184,0.0,0.1228018484282811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522130209541932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610590468280658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177891904180117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057585461799112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781584548595367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903347364337024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699567027621894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050712454269647315,0.06945188985021726,0.0,0.0,0.552039179292272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764453219986438,0.054851634793568325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530901383689894,0.0,0.0,0.059320023968990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745433336548318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452011570629425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701658264031548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219627037675635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702546808733212,0.0,0.22506492666876765,0.0,0.06779813116538133,0.0,0.06447584771344145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929693183904978,0.0,0.1025024689645872,0.0,0.07713581228791612,0.08363590969583366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752589474761863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205281229743404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052028103180125226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852550841967428,0.0,0.0,0.3193774339180632,0.0,0.1604374797185498,0.08428136411861559,0.0,0.0,0.0735339992261282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718508912152043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983744456244936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118370526357035,0.0698976123551681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351319489341717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301108599149443,0.05910898160970188,0.1518747317763323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789471043924248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061712841507927975,0.06710908886368629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510092086484817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477102520663236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528682294144011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903442511506838,0.0,0.0,0.08572210841842677,0.1765863811872002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824536159958581,0.05454229659714367,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheSixtyFreezer,2020/03/28,"Wow... So I was talking to a girl on Snapchat, and I started to like her... And she said she was depressed, so I tried to cheer her up... And when I noticed she was happy, smiling.. I asked her if she had a bf.. I got left on read, nothing new but it just feels really bad, it makes me feel unwanted.. Like I don't belong in this world... (I'm sorry.. I just want to vent to someone...)",-1.5829966329966323,0.3613996790123473,1.1213243546576876,100.13868686868686,95.41975308641977,3.9331088664422,18.47474747474748,5.565023196281405,-0.5104666666666668,278,9,69,2,11,95,54,81,0.091,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,14,8,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,16,5,9,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,5,45,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261959775996315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202295633997466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839614488774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446802083490066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935141274537297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575664097983669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628856454075681,0.0,0.0,0.2364147291471657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150735120654502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336823844761559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216308102495986,0.2754682408482721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202124054496515,0.0,0.155003057972324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015533876136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050083335585645,0.0,0.0,0.27084966845241365,0.1712575350130542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447487788451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642720812803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271177839352728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,andy978,2020/03/29,"Anyone else here feel isolated with no/fake friends and need someone to talk to? Same here. Feel free to chat with me. I'm in high school. I have a lot of acquaintances, but no real friends. In other words, I'm on good terms with a lot of people, and I'm good at working with them and occasionally goofing off with them, but once the bell rings no one really knows who I am. A lot of people in school just know me, but no one in school actually gives a shit about me, or cares about me in any way like an actual friend would. They deeply care about each other though. This was going on even before corona, so its not like I'm really losing anything here by staying in quarantine. So hey, I know what its like, and you're not alone. If you wanna chat with me about anything, I'm here for you :)",3.2005555555555567,4.3292022037037015,4.0972222222222205,89.73250000000004,73.25925925925927,7.375308641975309,21.524691358024693,7.793537801064563,0.6131876543209871,615,13,137,8,12,198,93,162,0.09699999999999999,0.6709999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.9802,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,3,2,13,13,1,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,33,19,12,0,4,8,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,2,0,2,1,3,13,12,29,17,6,15,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,5,4,89,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.24476517338187015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988748734641428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528346097817659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768995858583535,0.1284979084180166,0.2064043612048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671512419291952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557287872208423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047644055706322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283247235603014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682266436652365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29067559338247284,0.0,0.0,0.12030520800303865,0.07127369434250885,0.2103768051708027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250311056631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206767042722416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380775082858464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030230441042335,0.0,0.3198586439035259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299031899793468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355812159934424,0.1699628416912893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738877418256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274463911271554,0.16068239380415472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807664554289269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873210694968745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625993518099644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367093868438465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008002336277594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232152090789998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954504141352882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130035954484912,0.0,0.0,0.08908804237899727,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eyesonfire94,2020/03/29,"Titles are hard.... Stuck in lockdown, loneliness is heightened as I can't go to work (my usual social interaction)! I'm British female, aged 25, science teacher! Looking to have a chat, get to know some new people, share some cool music, movies, books :) Love to talk about anything thats not Corona related!",4.53709090909091,7.060068527272732,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.81818181818181,6.581818181818183,29.181818181818183,7.554174236665415,2.0591090909090908,239,10,39,3,5,75,50,55,0.077,0.721,0.20199999999999999,0.8306,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,7,10,2,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,3,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837176918982004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673489528508174,0.0,0.1922496625071257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030282467633795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590727171587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406607581547844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053066875686505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670841639001463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345175172165229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34482909337595397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718928922422688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725624788283801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626846512161055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dziewczynawpolsce,2020/03/29,"I’m tired of people telling me I should kill myself just because I’m single I have had three people today alone tell me I should kill myself just because I’ve never been in a relationship. Like ok, it sucks, but there is more to life than dating! I find it very rude and annoying when people have the audacity to tell me to kill myself rather than letting me decide what to do with my life!!",6.927278481012657,5.773938911392406,7.198575949367092,78.62925632911396,64.9493670886076,9.418987341772151,28.610759493670894,8.07648339933343,1.7449215189873413,310,7,62,3,4,101,52,79,0.293,0.67,0.037000000000000005,-0.976,0,1,0,0,0,3,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,6,0,2,1,9,3,0,0,1,11,12,3,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,12,2,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883590896562399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051825232058788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578188963298744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731072873484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656861363764215,0.24392639668857374,0.08435871913945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331751364846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591266526439953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538489181137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527682901689381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984608322262557,0.16367267573529767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247231806095356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dylan-MCFC-memes,2020/03/29,I have had a rough 4 years For most of my life I have mostly had a girlfriend by my side but I have completely changed in my looks and for 4 years I have not had a girlfriend and I just feel empty and I just don't know what to do and every time I try and confess my love to someone they just ghost me for a while. The closest I got to having a girlfriend again was last year but I just petered out into nothing and I'm just lonely and I don't know what to do,0.6629018338727093,2.050663359223304,2.5063430420711974,97.47714131607336,80.45631067961166,4.966127292340885,21.153182308522112,5.033348758259628,-0.3081879180151028,358,10,88,1,9,119,55,103,0.09,0.848,0.062,-0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,0,0,23,20,10,1,0,8,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,16,1,12,15,2,12,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,2,7,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387858861545123,0.0,0.2813597411318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260963457440769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568576114467168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462391137376946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949561495868757,0.2187409664548118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954345462337788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253463115709653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421962416456757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574889450284519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273719804931455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647697166239874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821919519665922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184255690047204 lonely,kcansylenol,2020/03/29,"I wish I did want friends OK, so I live a very introverted life, apart from my immediate family, work andy boyfriend I don't talk to anyone, and I am OK with that. But sometimes I want to be the kind of person who had a group of friends, to have the banter, people to talk to and do things with etc. I've had friends in the past, but I've never really enjoyed it? I dunno its hard to explain I've never enjoyed being part of a friendship group. But sometimes I wish I was the type of person who did enjoy being social....",5.145277777777778,4.496013342592589,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,68.35185185185185,8.681481481481484,29.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.6884888888888892,403,12,86,4,6,136,62,108,0.083,0.6890000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,7,2,12,1,0,0,2,15,17,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,10,9,14,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,3,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746702713896115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873604546891964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583721060555489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893809321744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049182541727404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494245543103987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866086409960025,0.0,0.0,0.14834394721228844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591384448158116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192378915114216,0.16037162507050806,0.11646758886408418,0.2933760483891369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076228305848166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125122912931784,0.0,0.0,0.33230557843182384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700583731619706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160937956583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386146690222293,0.1981773230725145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863752637273115,0.0,0.0,0.1223034197462158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,napaknows,2020/03/29,"The catch 22 When I think about my friends or end up hanging out with them, I always gets this deep sense of dissatisfaction. I don’t enjoy being with people. I feel lonely even when around people. But when I am not with people, i want someone to talk to or at least be with me. It’s a catch 22. I feel lonely either way. I usually force myself to hangout with people but this weekend I didn’t. TLDR I’m lonely",0.6071764705882359,2.9234238941176467,2.717941176470589,90.71573529411766,86.52941176470587,4.341176470588237,16.735294117647058,5.6839178017228535,-0.4694470588235298,321,7,66,2,10,108,56,85,0.128,0.8190000000000001,0.053,-0.5874,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,11,7,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,14,8,2,15,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639092792339175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081008959386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196917102538567,0.0,0.0,0.16382949190773635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508351142321104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163673947074333,0.0,0.12959177883126366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878447445063457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016529744550494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993668737598019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589353856545827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27318337037671697,0.0,0.14630167873875513,0.196884302651456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NeedWholesomeHelp,2020/03/29,I want to cry It's hard to explain but I really just want to cry,-4.044583333333332,-2.973884625,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,114.0,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.8245166666666668,50,1,14,1,3,19,11,16,0.41100000000000003,0.444,0.14400000000000002,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8059211206177705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286198846767986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500945700744685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327478178503845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MarsTycoon,2020/03/29,iMessage group chat Would anyone like to start a iMessage group chat? We can all vent our feelings and possibly make some new friends 🤷‍♀️,0.3782142857142857,2.6451518214285765,0.9225714285714304,98.42242857142858,102.21428571428572,3.6685714285714286,23.457142857142852,5.6839178017228535,0.3823914285714292,113,5,23,1,5,34,25,28,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056016578344606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209900489544392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376705256499316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135248409354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29174012635077184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221140887007539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927180998985347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935245070879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104740141666118,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayy1112334557,2020/03/29,"The downside of being an introvert I can count how many friends I have on my hand. I met them in my first year of college and before that I didn’t have any friends besides people you saw in high school. Coincidentally, two of my friends came from my hometown which was convenient. Even though I have a small amount of friends, I had many opportunities to make friends in college and through my jobs. People invite you places and show a sudden interest in you, and you them. But then things stop “clicking” and interactions become less natural. I’ve always felt like there was something wrong with me, but really I just hadn’t found who I was yet. I also failed to realize that I am very selective with who I have friendships with, and I used to make the mistake of forcing them even when I didn’t feel comfortable. With my friendships now, it’s as easy as pie and I’m so grateful. But still I feel lonely. That is the downside to being an introvert and not being able to connect with many people. Yes I love being alone and function better when I have a lot of alone time, but still I feel lonely and wish I could meet more people I had a genuine connection with. My goal this year is to put myself out there in meetup groups and become healthy and fit. I want to do meditation and heal my mind because I have suffered from depression in the past. I want to enjoy being alone on my own, that way more people will be attracted to me and want to hang out more. And not automatically distance myself from them as a defense mechanism. I need to be at peace with the fact that I am not the outgoing, expressive kind of person, and overall I just need to work on my happiness. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.",6.450744697564808,6.321344167164183,6.573479968578166,79.33775333857031,65.53731343283582,9.560094265514534,32.25844461901021,9.134995656068208,2.5768507462686574,1356,49,267,21,19,434,168,335,0.106,0.6559999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9937,1,7,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,4,6,16,24,1,0,13,1,29,3,1,5,1,60,50,31,0,9,10,0,5,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,13,26,0,2,6,2,0,3,6,8,0,2,14,7,48,16,46,27,7,35,0,5,2,1,23,17,0,2,15,198,61,8,0.0997691738323743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099923258454547,0.0,0.07978537226814003,0.08301594497041344,0.0,0.0,0.06784645943676389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081836234422349,0.22037442806392615,0.08489621858447863,0.0,0.0,0.08823772659882168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410935605305934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965756701358914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593104322862148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179319674158987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513388760537196,0.0,0.0957940527748336,0.0,0.0,0.0848636082947115,0.0,0.10939174949203448,0.3854070810737804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620614074481148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541160986165046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900551039256264,0.0,0.0,0.10389424165230712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874217879887063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482018381286563,0.0900455746323313,0.09440400459789584,0.13319339650688242,0.3034508486249752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007384245762688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795515645218835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095240965540331,0.34583691512425657,0.08711459431399944,0.10423755186863058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002955761322537,0.0,0.0,0.09979617278772747,0.0,0.06391468749272132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097173034034383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680718429698508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935158219925966,0.08341149669174433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185405085360812,0.0,0.0,0.06628220589854042,0.0,0.09802270673454412,0.0,0.05817620758410017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745998580627513,0.0,0.0,0.08616853300523332,0.0,0.08232001708485714,0.1765393309694851,0.07919212631534978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472962614836148,0.0,0.0,0.07263314679509393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908192955840586,0.0,0.12849615377439075 lonely,lapdm4556,2020/03/29,"Anyone want to connect amid this Corona Crisis? I'm 30. Male. Would like to connect with 25+. Doesn't matter what nationality. Male or female. I'm straight. LGBT, transgender welcome. Some skills I can offer: Tech analysis. I trade stocks. Something things I do: I like to play F1 on Xbox. Star Trek fan. I watch Star Trek on netflix. Fun fact: The stock market world puts volatility until AUGUST based on vix futures. United States economy and virus recovery go hand in hand -- that's the implication.",1.6909760827407894,4.194332098901104,2.576767937944407,86.12264382676149,101.63736263736263,5.218099547511311,20.737556561085974,6.794906146795322,1.060341435035553,395,14,68,7,17,124,73,91,0.05,0.6729999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.9649,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,9,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,5,27,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32377816455911024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631642927847406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524496468753842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654972256313338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564816373521309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076325411781857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312128128410906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894031780618593,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pooperspooper,2020/03/29,I dream this too often The dream usually starts off with me getting to know a nice girl. Things go well and an event happens where she Wild be the person I’d ask a my date. I ask her and she says yes with a big smile. Later the night comes and we head out to said event. Midway through we get separated and I am unable to find her again. Later on I catch her out of the corner of my eye and I realize she didn’t need me to had a good time. I realize this in the dream and I always have a head hung in sadness. I can’t be the only one right?,-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,2.1750000000000007,97.28000000000002,84.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5273333333333329,416,8,104,4,12,141,74,120,0.025,0.813,0.163,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,12,1,7,3,3,0,0,19,18,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,13,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,3,3,20,3,15,13,0,23,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,1,10,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774731822418033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398792055275892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837292232098718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494189531440687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228689566248485,0.0,0.1212168135368201,0.17889633896563548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861038423002888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377912274817218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721782393187208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815077726340418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015688093441614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452985971567278,0.16221557394720856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862353584979277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821472793547909,0.20288627930383096,0.16961563719378894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096675257909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169945317146956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437028446028868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490723436396854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191772045636374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBoyWhoNeverWas,2020/03/29,"It sucks when your friends still leave you on read during a quarantine I can’t pretend they’re busy working or out on the town with friends because they’re stuck at home the same as me. Really it’s just a punch in the gut to realize that they probably just don’t want to talk to you.",6.389500000000003,4.965268283333334,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,66.16666666666666,10.666666666666668,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.654333333333334,227,8,52,4,3,72,46,60,0.11900000000000001,0.755,0.126,0.34,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,10,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965229706688133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981478722543037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233785508130171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135928255200465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347585674777979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224723517976336,0.0,0.20652815648580936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574571651348362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591209395330996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901510904751903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470019952866425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wuutje,2020/03/29,"What's wrong with me? I'm (30F) looking for some advice for the following: I'm single since almost a year now and I feel that I'm running out of time. I would like to have a family and kids some day, but since I'm getting older I feel the pressure to find someone before it's to late. This feeling is getting stronger as I'm now sitting at home without even having a cat to talk to (my house is to small). Before this virus I was really close to a burn-out because I was always working or at the gym. Because of this virus I now have time to think about this and it really upsets me. What if I end up alone? Everybody around me is having childern, getting married and my life seems to be so empty at this moment. It's the same routing over and over again. I've tried ODA in the past, but I have the feeling that it's not really for me. I'm an introvert person and I have the feeling that I need to 'sell' my self by only showing my best pictures and pretend to be an intresting person. Before this virus my colleagues were pushing me every. single. day. to try to have more dates via these apps (just swipe 50 times to the right! You'll get there! yay!). I've had 1 date this year and I really missed some sort of connection so that didn't wrok out. So my question is basically... what can I do to feel less lonely?",1.6623076923076925,3.501488021978023,3.2783238095238083,91.00834285714286,79.03663003663003,5.9797216117216125,22.27531135531136,6.918507183188421,0.5681133772893774,1022,31,220,11,25,338,144,273,0.087,0.852,0.061,-0.7879,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,13,8,0,2,14,1,22,1,0,0,0,38,44,16,0,3,7,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,19,13,0,0,10,3,1,3,3,5,0,0,5,7,24,3,36,35,9,35,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,9,19,146,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906986585847405,0.0,0.0,0.12201461644993528,0.12619927549347568,0.0,0.0,0.10138849806458236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847183820859307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855657946256015,0.0,0.3110547050946822,0.0,0.12787347333553575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571656212807131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079224400219068,0.0,0.0,0.08048040817653816,0.0,0.10266341138829438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148688109152072,0.0,0.3696644384964158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136818377923467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546452201057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222492672701366,0.0,0.0,0.140597897864708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374514795439041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606586538990152,0.0595294831923445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232284388988556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090349818332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092671992452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631908127765435,0.0,0.2127884680503161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364992631636797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122394943026276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405875888995106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092715692674143,0.12711554384285267,0.0,0.0,0.2015902374765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324263797682612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793796703041308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780762032661367,0.0,0.0,0.21315417100223755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545554732277346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745851523052228,0.0,0.08870784601540664,0.0,0.0,0.08655834856036951,0.13322323811232842,0.0,0.15693409311794534 lonely,isthishowuaskforhelp,2020/03/29,Ahhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate me. I’m drunk and I hate me. I’m drinking vodka rum and cough syrup cuz I hate me. I want it all to end cuz I hate me. He doesn’t want me and I hate me. I don’t want me and I hate me. Nobody wants me and I hate me. I hate it here. I guess it doesn’t have to be this bad. But it is. And I’m weak. So it’s not changing. I hate it here. 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I wish I could turn off that desire but I can’t. I just wanna be included and recognized.,0.3049999999999997,1.960838309523812,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,82.57142857142857,7.057142857142857,17.642857142857142,8.07648339933343,0.3863142857142865,147,3,36,3,4,52,24,42,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,14,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948639604468097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669604780659935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300361163617796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370849986941843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7127453085112985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,garchu02,2020/03/29,Is it possible to be lonely even while having friends ? I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I have a handful of friends that I love. But I always have a feeling that I don't belong there. My friends only text me when they need something. I realized that nobody shates the same interest and they aren't interested in hearing whatever opinion I have. This quarantine isn't helping much.,3.721135029354212,6.2507439315068485,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,75.43835616438356,7.4590998043052865,32.34637964774951,8.418075326091056,2.9276982387475545,309,16,53,6,7,100,52,73,0.087,0.644,0.26899999999999996,0.9307,0,3,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,12,7,3,14,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,3,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973967430878225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442549222580989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670583773286246,0.18866220410840812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120936875558101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976427157190564,0.0,0.1770104468321986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901847347737205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383468049385873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413268334485048,0.19581550208635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084835881517013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977158855385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330534896650546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abnormallyme,2020/03/29,"It took social distancing for people to actually message me Since everybody is stuck at home and they can't see their friends, I've been getting more messages than normal from people. So that means it took people having to stay home to have communication with me. And usually it's for them to say they're bored.",6.142118644067796,7.406877067796612,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,66.45762711864407,9.289830508474578,30.00423728813559,9.516144504307137,2.7154372881355937,253,9,45,5,4,81,46,59,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,5,1,10,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2052884998378108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625295398591573,0.0,0.10990842487272916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220318503107424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291520638237076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061156511327728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375273634686713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167292814576538,0.0,0.0,0.16763579644817345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401831035011667,0.0,0.0,0.2144433471505922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422394571320076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674524431887474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316902677802032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Flowerchild4ever,2020/03/29,"Independent for so long I’m a 27 almost 28 yr F straight virgin. It’s hard. I haven’t dated since I was 18. I’ve had opportunities but haven’t met the right person. I’ve also only been kissed once because I took it slow as a teen for personal reasons. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever meet my soulmate or someone who feels the same way I will feel for them. I’ve only known unrequited love. I’ve only been in love twice and they didn’t feel the same way and the few times guy friends fell for me, i didn’t feel the same for them. I want someone to destroy my vagina but still love me completely. A two way street. In one way I’m so proud of being independent for so long and learning to love myself and focusing on my career. Im not unhappy because I’m single. The hardest part is just lacking intimacy when you want someone to touch you or hold your hand when you need it. I’m not desperate for a guy but I hope it happens one day. I tell myself that if I never get married, I’ll be okay because I can still be a foster mom but I really want to find love one day. I don’t need a guy, I just want one. Anyone can relate?",1.4954107142857147,3.0962645291666715,3.764642857142857,88.42750000000002,78.70833333333334,6.404761904761906,22.67857142857143,7.2636822038024595,0.7386071428571435,877,27,194,11,21,303,127,240,0.023,0.6970000000000001,0.28,0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,3,2,11,12,1,0,12,1,16,9,2,3,2,42,41,19,0,10,12,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,9,0,0,2,8,1,0,6,8,7,28,11,16,29,7,25,0,0,0,8,23,6,0,7,13,117,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727253127557324,0.0,0.0,0.07768350422008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792314233097113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764848518652687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185033510285453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529562651000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786946202073002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964693340373369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878497884074721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750507812595637,0.0,0.05075208581070522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885541477238921,0.08590133457972357,0.0,0.08701912295245952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648278451212454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049287895756793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193319428869408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383670576507324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377019177274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405742172900024,0.07492101357868135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345183700787794,0.2633006212649423,0.2216399857605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519407637076504,0.0,0.0,0.1696392900763543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223091720221036,0.09987697460567804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295775680918813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035591657100008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469213859069299,0.0,0.09607478647816264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515361972179958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490538627344539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566436119666083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792706080817303,0.0,0.0,0.0948924972515839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918476528568926,0.30842354702015834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534511020431543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the_biggest_red,2020/03/29,"Resource to meet people during this difficult time Hi everyone, I hope you have all been staying safe during this stressful time! As a resource, I want to share this website that helps you find a buddy to go through this tough time with. Find a quarantine buddy to do Zoom yoga with, play video games with, or even just someone to talk to. It's a great way to make this social distancing things a whole lot easier. Here's the link to sign up: [https://qtinebuddy.com/signup](https://qtinebuddy.com/signup) And feel free to share with anyone you think will benefit from this, we want to help as many people as possible feel less isolated and lonely during this time!",6.727948717948718,8.960514957264959,5.4150427350427375,79.39384615384617,66.09401709401709,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.9065487179487184,538,15,91,9,9,158,76,117,0.08800000000000001,0.66,0.251,0.965,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,0,0,3,12,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,23,12,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,9,20,10,4,8,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,3,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697277589195186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199392623585685,0.0,0.0,0.17351815527097597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836359145371061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319420990856477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320245287702394,0.0,0.0,0.20020491801766127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434334815616248,0.0,0.0,0.18036101621440284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438232824081616,0.0,0.0,0.1212135233307271,0.18410495557178636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517849207509302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471677189072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510934061296336,0.1538616182926261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193552037366121,0.0,0.0,0.20801208419070685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459561126573653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206411116737253,0.116356296391499,0.0,0.0,0.4235491116062451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421436672255145,0.14413862702629596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027400684821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SombreLook,2020/03/29,"I know this is kinda weird thing to admit but most women find bugs creepy and that makes me sad. I love insects and bugs. Expect the obvious gross ones like cockroaches. I don't even mind flys (they're just annoying though). However I'm talking about dragon files, Beatles, wasps and praying mantits... I all think these are really cool insects but very few girls or women like them and just think they're ""gross"". It really bums me out because I'm fascinated by life and it being one of my passions has really made me spiral and realise I'm not going to find the perfect person.",4.255585585585585,6.167177441441443,5.0596396396396415,80.75450450450452,71.88288288288287,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.063619819819821,460,15,83,9,9,149,80,111,0.09699999999999999,0.652,0.251,0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,2,3,28,16,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,1,9,6,6,14,3,2,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,3,2,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606572790679836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742699866129771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080167447689163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268544393466223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266946228372864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765864648434275,0.21809663339813906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145423495274034,0.21120512141099207,0.1489932953596628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253767865463745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025034859130089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489690662092604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289789206298155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940640289262516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828969813110698,0.2860457737527113,0.2193010536479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417025079622232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pooltiurf,2020/03/29,"A boyfriend doesn't make the loneliness go away. When I look at you with eyes full of love and admiration and am met with a set of distant and vacant eyes, it makes me wonder if the love you say you have for me is simply out of comfort. When we are out and you look at everything and everyone around us but not me, I wonder if I'm not good enough. I wonder why there isn't a sparkle in your eye anymore and if you are happy with me. Being held makes me feel taken cared for and when you do not touch me, I wonder if hugging me has become a chore.",5.428974358974358,4.040332709401714,6.13465811965812,85.81173076923079,68.05982905982907,9.167521367521367,28.047008547008552,7.793537801064563,1.3885623931623927,425,10,99,4,6,140,68,117,0.049,0.765,0.18600000000000005,0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,7,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,10,6,3,3,0,31,28,15,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,14,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,8,20,8,15,24,2,13,0,0,5,3,13,8,0,8,3,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317121008708376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137491730130878,0.0,0.0,0.14510926006659697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057601071749862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747033321631507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958637843186332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758196744339191,0.13880817132854645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780937001039737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777652699678487,0.12954390458443507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644130851397693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593953429880679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787912379578333,0.0,0.3092863146099808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282348564372313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578228573634645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936556601876404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699703632854952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SauntHalikaarn,2020/03/29,"Life is unbearable without a purpose. You **can** talk to professionals about it, but you know they don't really care and most of what they know and do can be had by reading books. You **can** talk to strangers on the internet, but while just shouting something from a rooftop may sometimes feel cathartic, it doesn't really do you much good in the end. You **cannot** talk to the few people you actually have a connection to (if you have any left) because you know you will just burn them out and alienate them and they will eventually have to leave you. I wish I had someone close to me who would understand and who would hug me now and then and assure me it's going to be okay. And that I could do something for them so I don't feel as worthless and useless as I do. What's left for me to do in the world? Nothing, really.",0.4545928853754937,2.9172387333333347,1.8684321475625831,94.44438735177867,91.96969696969695,5.2938076416337285,21.1133069828722,6.895973343053719,0.5702358366271412,641,23,138,10,23,205,89,165,0.051,0.831,0.11800000000000001,0.907,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,10,6,0,5,7,0,0,7,1,26,2,0,0,1,30,35,17,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,25,5,21,25,3,13,0,2,0,1,21,8,0,3,4,108,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.15993754974760604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145399154939956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990866581739967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671015327177177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085655278818425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451620255845278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574013296899234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314511437308123,0.13746706803852812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702166629726195,0.0,0.0,0.17354078440850532,0.3561440634654145,0.0,0.11576364796002946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048143583082452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726135014844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362392359369905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393901599113894,0.0,0.3149853551165375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886741675191958,0.25234823867406403,0.16209601324176265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39519696755038985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062012503773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847077488433148,0.15798860727715844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285213354561501,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AngusEFord,2020/03/29,"I think my health is beginning to suffer from solitude. Ever since this coronavirus situation, I’ve been away from school for nearly two weeks now. It was one of the only things that I looked forward to in my life because of the people and it gave me goals to accomplish, but now that it’s gone I haven’t been able to sleep properly, I’m lonely, I miss the people there (even though I hardly ever talked to them), I’ve been highly stressed and anxious, I feel like I’m about to have a heart attack every day. I’m beginning to become very depressed as well. I have no one at home as my mum goes to work all day every day and there isn’t anyone else. It was fine to be alone for a couple of days but it’s really gotten bad for me now and I don’t know what to do. There was someone at school that I always enjoyed seeing, even if we never talked to each other; but it’s gone now. Anyway that’s just something I wanted to say. Thankyou.",3.270324005891013,4.249861010309278,4.473048600883653,87.67412371134024,72.91752577319588,6.986156111929308,22.104565537555228,7.1686216300943375,0.5971720176730488,732,16,155,7,14,241,111,194,0.16399999999999998,0.763,0.073,-0.9612,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,3,16,11,1,1,5,0,14,4,2,0,4,19,30,11,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,7,1,3,10,5,17,4,28,19,2,23,0,4,2,0,7,7,0,1,16,108,31,5,0.12927532332992514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389024757218435,0.0,0.0,0.10756742504072987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604431860498618,0.0,0.09039231187326688,0.13245784580242762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706934307941671,0.12145842175188278,0.0,0.1079394951466246,0.07880503721175226,0.14277443797157588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304068640861484,0.0,0.3334875554685531,0.0,0.11134464655507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079929443949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077026366960754,0.23387386220770714,0.21784007100887634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536548776446346,0.0923543168173295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580529744234555,0.0,0.0,0.13741362351305747,0.0,0.1531918805823751,0.0,0.1365864768058338,0.12967368976550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104633686034821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131098399343783,0.06315739303019413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085587127749796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970509892292558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520060952004335,0.09831970876158236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792464638315155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281708240899084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280492584349987,0.0,0.2616670577800118,0.10301569536141612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693788335284464,0.14531087984655633,0.12936868442237595,0.0,0.10953456194316497,0.09952245972023804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808444609870444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078132160607587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588478053302298,0.08283440728104395,0.12701234880498416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628320645417435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666568055429404,0.07624993510812335,0.0,0.10369686660796984,0.0,0.11623404101579875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941139750458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bombay-,2020/03/29,"quarantine My life literally hasn’t changed at all since the quarantine because I literally have nobody to see or talk to. Im alone 90% or the time. Now I see all these people my age talking about how they miss their friends and how hard it is for them to not have anyone around and it’s making me feel even worse.... like, I don’t have anybody to miss lmao. Just seeing if anyone here can relate cause I’m losing my mind 😙✌🏻",1.2430961298377028,3.339247292134832,2.8509363295880163,92.2359800249688,81.69662921348315,5.7533083645443215,20.001248439450688,6.937597516519254,0.2407817727840196,335,9,74,4,9,110,66,89,0.10300000000000001,0.792,0.106,0.5106,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,4,2,16,15,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,10,2,8,15,2,5,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,3,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175673274605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592344811859555,0.0,0.0,0.18201088686280265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463564379396205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100345933648014,0.2162893578783556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504252079809992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338006221022762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157963673538292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831541270984328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084962718743986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441466787081328,0.09988780691156923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873610218863194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647724209328754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064442039854642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417453706506239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887794473500234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691296953750788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286710455199654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922105111441207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083600768951781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilovemesomechicken94,2020/03/29,"Alone asf. I’m aware everyone is in the same boat of this situation. It’s just making my depression much worse. I’ve tried watching movies, drawing, learning a new language. I’ve even played animal crossing but it’s just bland now to me. Maybe I am experiencing anhedonia. I don’t know. I don’t have any friends in person and even if I had any, we can’t meet up. Spoken to a few people online but obviously isn’t the same. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy but it gets boring so fast. Life is bland as fuck. I fantasise about travelling, having friends, pursuing interests like acting, dancing and learning guitar. Just being happy with myself. Maybe I should think about getting a guitar, as this quarantine is going to last a whileeeeeeee. Am supposed to be going to university in September. That’s if things go back to normal by then. Hopefully uni will give me a chance to meet new people and start fresh. Never had a boyfriend as I’m scared of being intimate and ashamed of the way I am and body... There’s this illusion that everyone is superior than me. It must be so nice to have someone to share that romantic bond with. I have thoughts I will be forever alone and will end up killing myself or even catching this shitty virus pretty soon. Just needed to document my feelings somewhere. I would appreciate any advice. Thanks for reading if anyone did lol.",2.998822393822393,5.723187888030889,4.14568532818533,81.81536196911199,79.38610038610041,7.252123552123552,25.852316602316602,8.306716005460428,2.0812911196911195,1089,43,195,23,28,354,153,259,0.12,0.6759999999999999,0.204,0.978,0,3,0,0,0,1,33.0,1,0,0,0,15,17,2,2,9,1,30,3,1,1,3,38,49,19,1,9,11,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,1,6,6,0,8,5,6,0,0,5,3,19,11,29,33,4,25,0,1,1,1,8,5,1,5,12,131,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256403053232014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632625123493675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623026850240222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990141551828668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886490349950906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281591130164742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073996370088664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387774915018307,0.0,0.0,0.2547642843871525,0.0,0.0,0.2457145268723919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501050536584899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867076932662908,0.11886391057060525,0.13434844732757573,0.12333919034878114,0.219213446349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686863011310796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277022617493175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428182443994643,0.14224726666824655,0.0,0.07066050329688829,0.10480437043264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081509857704442,0.06281440220070808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582365196665716,0.0,0.258338249793793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451614271397224,0.0953354459533494,0.0991636273240707,0.2483537187155284,0.0,0.0,0.12597449982413114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782730244547093,0.1122652146382481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308052321957261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860805753978558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287242668396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452173550698402,0.0,0.0,0.1089397091720837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910048178725399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837298693378308,0.0,0.0,0.08541836336945881,0.08238455587489535,0.0,0.10207280967523097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745856126835571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205547220258683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102714012182695,0.0913347576482798,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shadow_Dragon_5,2020/03/29,Acceptance Seems likes I'm that go to person when your life isn't 100% and I'm there to fill that void tell it normal out again people never stay around long and I'm starting to accept it as the norm and just life. Destined to be alone for good,1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692365,2.3083076923076935,97.03669230769232,80.34615384615384,4.929230769230768,16.16923076923077,5.6839178017228535,-0.7826584615384613,195,3,44,1,5,61,40,52,0.036000000000000004,0.764,0.201,0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997715351141637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766209298187465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644948655394972,0.2427677181492796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088786799761552,0.14140528534210553,0.0,0.0,0.25614442512813296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323321604675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283588786478326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066057312198826,0.2527269886162388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634944137971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486642852469572,0.3085034848868792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529824615574404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coop203,2020/03/29,Wish I had a guy best friend. [M] Haven’t ever had one that’s not abandoned me. Wish I could find one.,-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,0.2260869565217387,107.0968115942029,94.65217391304348,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-2.014872463768116,77,1,21,0,3,25,19,23,0.0,0.46,0.54,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017427866569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295676277357338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600854422376261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627952869497057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214333837127545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846978210418707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896726857561639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6612857784469821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notsowheatthins,2020/03/29,"Cyclical loneliness? tl;dr I'm feel alone even at my highest. Never had friends or relationships. Can't meet anyone because I work so much. Just lonely. So I'm in this cycle of loneliness. I'm introverted most of the time, have been since childhood. I've always been okay with being alone. But lately I've been getting extreme waves of loneliness that don't necessarily coincide with bouts of depression, but sometimes its one of the other, ill have extreme lows from depression, then i will come up and loneliness will hit. It's like my body is anticipating to be happy, but my existence forces me not able to be, so I get hit with a BITCH-YOU'RE-STILL-ALONE slap. I'm 23, never been in a true relationship, I've never had irl friends since middle school, I've been alone since middle school. No siblings at home, no people to relate to at work as the youngest person I work with is 50, no time to meet people because i work all day, no where to go to meet people because i live in the middle of Shit, No Where. I've tried tinder, bumble, but it leads no where, can't wrap my head around the concept of hookups, I'd be terrified. tl;dr I'm feel alone even at my highest. Never had friends or relationships. Can't meet anyone because I work so much. Just lonely.",3.5543379790940786,5.551384085365854,4.520034843205576,83.52060975609757,74.0,7.124738675958188,25.53542392566783,7.957251820313856,1.517205807200929,999,34,191,15,21,324,119,246,0.273,0.685,0.042,-0.9956,0,9,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,12,13,1,0,7,1,22,4,3,1,6,26,35,13,0,0,9,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,6,0,1,8,2,13,7,29,19,4,29,0,5,0,0,11,16,1,3,11,112,19,8,0.09399031719271304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867281130755215,0.0,0.0,0.0782074733116619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144043032974273,0.0,0.0,0.08367130940594229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918249989637646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440205380083573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096433579007435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061597896436284,0.0,0.16190744494544562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415943612398735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504865693135962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785005773008248,0.0,0.09821212285182196,0.0,0.053416863268328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000544403944895,0.0,0.0,0.09646118164689016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427995164632906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602517172343323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045918921346056005,0.0,0.08299517206360227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818739560229618,0.0,0.2899645077531142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369027141831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954831543704567,0.08206871959713881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30273127731211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024643780515016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647970992116872,0.2332492849528509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295882702978077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506078872234291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961301961035927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381325568739463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421303516778507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,L4uchmitSchl4uch,2020/03/29,Constant rejection is killing me In the last months I finally tried online dating and to my surprise some women matched me. But usually after some messages they ghosted me. The few who actually met me ghosted me afterwards. It's always the same. We even laugh a lot together. When we say goodbye they say we have to stay in touch and that they had sooo much fun. But everytime I get ghosted. My confidence is broken. I kinda want to try meeting someone again but I am getting so scarred that I'll get rejected again.. I really start to hate myself. For not being worth being loved. Or at least given a chance.,2.643003978779838,5.3658631810344835,3.962413793103451,82.54704244031831,80.98275862068967,7.017506631299736,27.888594164456233,8.139509932561175,2.3487488063660487,483,22,85,10,13,158,83,116,0.145,0.7240000000000001,0.131,-0.5982,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,3,0,6,8,2,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,16,8,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,19,4,9,11,7,16,0,2,0,1,14,3,0,5,12,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.21202670063266385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807881957397461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479447646410134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350649298864904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380114962407069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405478735911973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451169522068386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403799232598866,0.0,0.0,0.17710615544308114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847173816946461,0.19609699049898988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342490413468595,0.0,0.1597203493926735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391903812839446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455677599304301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409435586424155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378665368312738,0.2315836661574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950276456069288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392950559088597,0.0,0.12815299974179625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordFarqiplier,2020/03/29,"It all just feels so very arbitrary. Life just feels like a never ending road of ""It'll get better soon"" and ""You just gotta keep pushing through the hardships"". How do I tell people that I'm just too damn lonely to feel happy? I never lie to people - it feels wrong to do - but I just can't bring myself to answer the question ""How are you doing"" with my real answer. I've never been a people person, but I lay awake at night wishing I had a person to lay with me. I conjure a burlesque interpretation of what it would be like to not be by myself, but it's so daunting. How could I make someone else happy when I'm not happy with myself? I'm sure everyone wishes for someone to hold, up until the point where they get that - but why am I so sad without one? For something that shapes my perception of happiness, why am I so scared of the concept? Why am I so timid at the idea of trying?",3.3160025220680964,4.203036699453556,4.795081967213118,85.75675914249688,72.71584699453553,6.72366540563262,23.91298865069357,6.67199483983844,0.745710718789407,688,18,142,5,13,231,103,183,0.1,0.736,0.165,0.9151,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,1,18,14,1,2,9,0,15,1,0,4,5,42,30,15,0,4,12,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,10,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,2,4,19,8,24,22,1,17,0,2,0,0,7,7,1,1,10,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104503728930033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943418774631624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870828415948367,0.0,0.10465550053246206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290781996408088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389828400966528,0.08441418278603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346840454568245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031379737858717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333892928098426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105026852284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346055018132738,0.11545491111336953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887332969892905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733989509714101,0.0,0.0,0.1108860162584758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006889545565282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457537062109221,0.20634711026568006,0.0,0.0,0.11170025964332103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323672695484592,0.0,0.0,0.13449299237689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829969135593288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023472322462807,0.09096604680382148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136526598990627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327784969879963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022350642471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749513141997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198655467838474,0.0,0.2717584464922628,0.1139029075024145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393812530563591,0.12919041363752484,0.0,0.0 lonely,piratedversion,2020/03/29,"Quarantine is going to drive me crazy I live alone and don't have anyone to talk to. Normal days i can talk to people in office but none of them are friends. Now I am completely alone cause that situational company is also gone. And more than the Corona virus, I am worried I will be clinically depressed again or worse due to this loneliness by the time it ends. Anything that anyone can suggest? Please",3.827532467532469,6.174272792207797,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,74.32467532467533,7.5168831168831165,25.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.819264935064936,323,11,59,6,7,104,60,77,0.237,0.685,0.078,-0.9242,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,6,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,9,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390114886306082,0.0,0.16948820404595666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963865114585783,0.0,0.1744084201712488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177205850818988,0.0,0.0,0.22221487755181307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668365584944925,0.0,0.18254346347683012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771578071822714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374418553380335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204502885257006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714675122506255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765603255723397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693239116616993,0.0,0.0,0.2326462870361443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382292468361719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406984115507058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235838182028672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523518334901312,0.2159847914697368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,morganalilith,2020/03/29,"Alone is becoming lonely I usually love living alone and I know how lucky that makes me, but alone is becoming lonely. All my friends live with partners or housemates. Even after the isolation period ends I don’t see what will change and it’s making me feel anxious and depressed.",3.4642948717948734,6.4530901730769274,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,79.96153846153845,7.3128205128205135,25.974358974358967,8.344100000000001,2.2898358974358968,227,9,38,5,6,71,42,52,0.32,0.5479999999999999,0.132,-0.8847,0,8,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,13,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,9,1,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913264617183647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500164435849284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203756671873769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132790906334028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639179279860022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685624959642124,0.0,0.0,0.1257011838844838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622892206896687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703680483121426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459208133893644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361030530026927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176661033628016,0.0,0.25407332154387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165631986920605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096049537481668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CrazyHereBtw,2020/03/29,"I hate my life When I was little whenever I went to school I was genuinely very happy I would play and play do some boring math but PLAY, besides that fact slowly Over the years I’ve lost that feeling and felt like school was taxing on me (I think I’m using that word right). Eventually I moved I begged my parents to move because I just didin’t like we’re I was going so i did and got an new school. Little did I know that it would be what leaded into very dark times for me. For the first few days of the move I didin’t go to school or anything and those were pretty sick days but then school started, on my first day of school my teacher came to greet me and Lead me to class and show me around which was pretty nice of her but anyways I go to class and meet my classmates and sit down and the days go by until I make friends and these friends were great they would be really good friends until I made a joke about my “friends” place which he thought was super mean and I didin’t know that he would react in that kinda way because he would always act like that towards me but when I do it he’d get mad so he dropped me as a friend OVER TEXT (that kinda hurted me doe) so the next day I go to school and ask him why he didin’t want to be my friend but instead of telling me he just was speechless like I was a ghost and this would kill me and I ended up crying for a long time (by the way he didin’t tell me why he didin’t want to be my friend over the phone so I didin’t know) and when I went to school I went to my other friend who was in the group avoided me too he wouldn’t even say anything which just made everything worse due to the pure fact that I had no friends other than them because the others were just un approachable or would be just complete jerks so I avoided them. Which was horrible for me so then after months the other kid in the group we will call him jack (just a random name I picked) he tells me that the first kid would force him to not interact with me or else he wouldn’t be his friend anymore and he was in my situation to without friends other then him and couldn’t lose any friends otherwise he’d end up like me sitting on a rock by myself for 60 minutes every day at school which killed me inside but was my break from my teacher which we will get into soon. But jack really liked me and wanted to be my friend and couldn’t but once the kid found out he told me this he got super mad at him and I was really mad about that but couldn’t do anything and would want to punch that kid every single day (one day I was about to swing but saw a teacher and backed off) and that’s the end of the kid story but now to the teacher story ( this teacher story starts at the next grade by the way ). This teacher seemed really nice too until a few months passed and I realized how sexist he was (we will get into that later) one day during the rememberince day assembley (don’t know the spelling but it’s a Canadian day we’re we honour fallen soldiers by staying silent for a little while) some kid was crying in the funniest way possible and my one and only friend started laughing at that my teacher came over and told us off in a way that was very wrong for 6th graders (I’m 7th now) and after the assembley we got taken to the guidance counciler for being rude and ever science then he held a grudge on me. After a little while i noticed that these kids who didin’t speak English well would constintly talk shit about people like me in their language and get away with it and when I told someone no one did Anything so instead I ranted about it to my friend and apparently some kid was listening and told on me and got severely punished by my teacher anyways also same thing with girls minus ranting about it. After a bit my teacher started yelling at me instead of doing work and telling me that I have no empathy for anyone and would CONSTANTLY harass me and cried 24/7 an when i told someone about it I just brushed off and one day after school I came home crying super hard and my parents found me crying and instead of hugging me he just yelled at me to man up and after he left I wanted to kill my self so badly (luckily I didin’t follow through just cried like hell) and then when I went to school my teacher made me go to the principles office and read first grader books about empathy and then when I told him that I don’t want to read this and please I just want to go back to regular school he made me go do “volunteer work” at a kindergarten class in the school which was hell because the kids kept on trying to hit me and I have a kind of eating disorder of sorts (not diagnosed but I know I have one) where if I see some food I don’t know or think smells I’d nearly barf and they made me clean up the kids food and I couldn’t but he told me that I’d get suspended if I didin’t so I followed through and nearly barfed like 20 times and 5 were barfs I swallowed and after at my new school (moved again) I got new friends and though everything was good till I realized that people were being blatently racist to me and constantly making fun of me and I realized I have no real friends... (This was made very rushed and very long so I’m sorry if there’s any mistakes also very cut down but I don’t want to make a 10 paragraph essay about everything that happened so yeah)",3.793742621015349,4.7680794591368265,4.380443394988852,88.84694214876032,71.67217630853996,7.163111635838907,25.713105076741442,7.29771226091108,1.0434047225501772,4197,126,891,41,77,1334,358,1089,0.132,0.7070000000000001,0.161,0.9859,5,2,0,0,2,2,40.0,6,0,5,14,61,69,15,2,47,1,74,9,1,15,4,185,159,112,4,29,35,2,3,9,17,16,3,5,2,13,54,71,4,4,18,9,1,28,17,24,1,10,64,12,136,45,128,63,9,163,2,3,2,1,98,52,3,16,82,597,190,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495277496918365,0.025766583685965672,0.0,0.0,0.042116522928140936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030710417270034745,0.021652475808252702,0.0,0.10193106507929076,0.027566723544833645,0.028949469254358574,0.0,0.029094017889246725,0.047622607919291966,0.025855708953368445,0.07550749068961728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380736496017763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03162022809672195,0.10625217624664827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246775460020828,0.06692750599186062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409127912182065,0.2396497360503412,0.0,0.0,0.03143031517893806,0.0,0.0,0.03549025739302356,0.0,0.027098966548777925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031686429565460576,0.02586851212802953,0.0,0.08228130317050655,0.0,0.0,0.02045306136244902,0.028010944950356144,0.052181173042690064,0.0,0.08349199943448646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01565757765438079,0.0,0.02973266736071305,0.0,0.0,0.10536025414385183,0.07488955680770143,0.06790627195402657,0.4067185039939965,0.0,0.08089351232308843,0.0,0.14079166804535395,0.051946411630693835,0.12383357437331592,0.034140642461494744,0.0,0.0,0.027383547124791772,0.032964383100619235,0.02773987465718828,0.030572978085797432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031061894230019756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033150246565026416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027794328676988,0.032246813223389605,0.10211017230915292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364516022742485,0.0,0.02187253352605514,0.13615787744806207,0.12414615236790555,0.0,0.05480870292825181,0.0,0.034643558978479344,0.03380355999320397,0.0,0.0,0.17580733573259166,0.06201107748762705,0.0,0.0,0.033731563927423144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049434281782973176,0.13164982761463054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897228289795463,0.0658663842368476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035255531303498684,0.0,0.0329782798801846,0.12590208881511478,0.02355139581361029,0.0,0.0,0.0687692005307029,0.0,0.0,0.042936502467911315,0.0,0.0323533702399037,0.03399188496898875,0.0,0.0349100420918536,0.0,0.0630080652097126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949699870079415,0.035246622247180434,0.07935165441436504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026445196155166988,0.0,0.02462577982203283,0.0,0.4387560916064798,0.024676267322498543,0.028190711240031467,0.032304781713282535,0.034983296809144075,0.031786636422516834,0.0,0.034807609688805766,0.0,0.0,0.05247557902860441,0.0,0.0,0.034664427867479176,0.08767290730895344,0.033006136766468824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02488967557163192,0.10826423861947046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020572746666725608,0.039684127169098235,0.030424399518678674,0.024583918166714104,0.05417039299313163,0.0,0.0,0.2071285236566141,0.0,0.021024200416125655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037248850571202335,0.026745087555981383,0.0,0.15330348477052566,0.14611861040786192,0.12289871245224365,0.0,0.0,0.027842575425204425,0.11482491160228198,0.05588484524053166,0.0,0.0,0.029850572008559645,0.0,0.0450879178918656,0.0,0.03155747843742588,0.2419746097360071,0.03385697371264025,0.0,0.01994139138410427 lonely,LuckyOMann,2020/03/29,"Anyone else feel like life is passing them by? This isn't just a quarantine post, but the quarantine stuff feels like it's bringing this stuff to the forefront. This is mostly just a rant. I'm 22 years old and I'm essentially in my sophomore year of college after swapping majors twice (long story) and it feels like I'm missing a lot in life right now. All my friends from high school are graduating (well, just finishing their undergrad degrees considering that everywhere is canceling their graduations what with the COVID-19 stuff) and here I am just spinning my wheels. I had to drop one of my classes this semester because I have enough trouble focusing on in-person classes, and online classes make that a thousand times worse, and it's just making me feel like I've fallen even farther behind my peers. I haven't dated anyone in over a year, and I recently found out that my last boyfriend just got engaged. Like, yeah, I'm happy for him and everything, but also he's moving on and I'm just not. Like I don't dwell on our relationship, but again I haven't really dated anyone since then. That's one of the drawbacks of staying with your parents, I guess. Is the money I'm saving worth it? Totally, but it still feels bad to not be able to really date anyone while living here. Also the whole pandemic thing puts a damper on that too. Can't forget about that. Normally I'd throw myself into some sort of project to distract myself from this stuff, like I'd audition for some community theater shows, but with all that shut down right now I don't really have a good outlet for this. So I'm posting on Reddit at 6 AM, without having slept a wink last night. I don't know what I'm going to accomplish with this except to vent a little bit of my frustration. Sorry if my thoughts are a bit jumbled here, but I'm tired and I'm going to bed right now. I'll check for responses when I wake up tomorrow (today I guess???), but feel free to PM if you want to chat about anything at all. Doesn't even need to be about my venting, in fact I'd prefer if it wasn't. It'd just be nice to chat with someone to get my mind off of things.",5.161875436757511,5.709696181603775,5.785387840670861,81.5542313067785,68.31603773584905,8.828651292802236,29.1470999301188,8.841846274778883,2.1582771837875607,1687,57,333,27,27,548,216,424,0.091,0.779,0.13,0.9423,1,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,2,3,1,27,21,1,2,16,1,25,5,2,2,5,68,57,25,0,7,22,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,29,16,0,0,10,3,5,8,12,6,1,4,6,6,32,16,56,47,13,61,0,1,0,0,13,24,0,10,32,218,61,10,0.08446041740837988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508593057354612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362267506178357,0.0865396787052409,0.06950372703314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705209206220052,0.05148628651889645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844178015072564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055584102065343,0.0,0.0,0.08727018887557096,0.0,0.11157061826613417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590757712749871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623434875962703,0.2413541562901438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926064882390766,0.06525390897659024,0.0,0.04412708212070526,0.0,0.09600160320853053,0.07084139092478678,0.06755071140744788,0.0,0.18608534385397066,0.0,0.0,0.08990968486630044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923706819064893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641723657690773,0.1376930259391509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193137812136558,0.2888416557968374,0.08465152679098993,0.07458009595817833,0.07474481159207902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180522654749592,0.0,0.0,0.11275596893196625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528094462393299,0.0,0.0,0.0897680572195499,0.0,0.06262632931425065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926038023217861,0.08275327641562129,0.0,0.0,0.08862700029862743,0.0,0.1144651293774026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378329831548962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737475786908295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177946572290028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490604761924286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232251837319644,0.0,0.08339447281009743,0.0906788798677627,0.0,0.21638620494862815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547845154376242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986653007008284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715630375857062,0.0,0.0,0.09454652241246124,0.0,0.09002356714121182,0.06745019844430106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867478838190854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222349673546812,0.0,0.0,0.06705213710207918,0.04924954860351101,0.09707482518161073,0.08005860000575207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981694248142096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594005853849288,0.0,0.0,0.0942970397810622,0.0,0.0814168284046544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607238099446586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163169219002314 lonely,vitamintops,2020/03/29,"People piss me off. Ever since this whole quarantine thing started, I constantly see 'friends' post screenshots of their stupid skype/whatsapp phone calls with their actual friends on insta and title it ""long distance relationships"", ""well we gotta keep up somehow"", ""quarantine can't stop up"" and similar shit. i genuinely don't see the point of shoving down your stupid connections down my throat. like wow, you have friends. congratulations. great you can call them since you can't possibly meet each other (technically you are allowed to hangout with one more person, i'm from germany/munich and i was outside just yesterday, none of these citizen give a fuck about the restriction, it's a bit weird). like i'm not sure why the fuck they do this shit. what's the point. why do they think any of their other 300 people following them give a fuck? same with these stupid tag challenges, i've been mentioned 3 times but i genuinely can't stand them. almost nothing changed in my life aside from being able to visit fun places and MAYBE hang out with a friend or two, seperately. i need to understand the psychological process behind this stupid trend. are they trying to prove that they indeed have friends? do they want us to envy their stupid phone calls? i genuinely don't get it. humans are so fucking stupid.",5.07544817927171,7.603188533613447,4.4972268907563056,83.00561624649862,71.22689075630252,8.062745098039215,27.719887955182074,8.841846274778883,2.2833366946778706,1053,39,187,21,21,316,150,238,0.154,0.716,0.13,-0.8088,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,5,12,1,6,27,13,0,9,0,17,9,4,1,3,29,36,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,13,11,0,3,3,1,0,3,7,14,1,2,2,2,28,13,25,32,6,23,0,0,2,4,38,11,7,3,9,111,41,1,0.10546753119423334,0.0,0.10292109657129304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561049773770788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172153784782817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514322821301096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32308242397864656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157066350792262,0.0,0.0,0.1139729331940808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954014200952974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074197648857089,0.3900121324316501,0.05510243203716664,0.20234813245416344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627832547473542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374438766577424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449483632793802,0.1030522167414534,0.0,0.0,0.09333544623723997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595631088429583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820283800628873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101198940655913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146752865837355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623581305892006,0.0920901801664851,0.11019112247823336,0.0,0.19940181419458364,0.11889879463374176,0.10100874096570298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132326583809012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808793486901707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165218103234646,0.1744876633505297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746504614176823,0.0,0.0,0.08817557860181073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940189999360256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006794132596604,0.06757933539700542,0.0,0.0,0.0614989655867762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160553061031341,0.0,0.10302645294510247,0.1097954194854564,0.1268644541520564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220748246786785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482797668491932,0.0,0.19033608495542226,0.11775073211568453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,silky_josh,2020/03/29,"Looking for friends Friends who typically play games. Not the average person like GTA or NBA 2k although I play those games I also have my own taste such as animal crossing , Mario games , naruto games , I also like experimenting with new things such as new anime. I sort of find myself trapped in an endless loop off basic games because of how general everyone I surround myself with is. I felt it’d fit this since we’re in quarantine and I mostly just play video games. Kinda gets lonely yknow? I’m a male btw",4.395077319587628,6.430135350515464,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,71.78350515463917,7.73659793814433,27.5889175257732,8.472884824447931,2.0934340206185564,407,15,73,7,8,131,73,97,0.055,0.741,0.204,0.9228,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,7,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,7,10,5,2,8,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,4,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39378620419750143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500866096892521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352630758060363,0.0,0.2408394669121517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363990751344792,0.0,0.22503039839965414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804406427203871,0.0,0.12863394505146805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405703831150483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067533971063993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755800195991368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498004239314428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036664777740835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635701979236497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Greenstat1c,2020/03/29,"Morbid satisfaction I've been wrestling with this for a while now, but I get some sort of sick satisfaction whenever I keep hearing all these socialites complaining about how hard self isolation and quarantine has been. Hearing them talk about how lonely they are and how hard it is. Because I know that's how I've had to live my life for far too long now. I've had too many people treat me like shit whenever I try to speak to them, too many people call me intimidating, and so I stopped trying. And seeing people having to live the same way I have for so long, and that it's hard on them? I just feel kind of superior in some way. Like the kinds of people who once rejected me are now having to live the life they condemned me to. This probably makes me sound like some sort of sadistic person, and maybe I am at this point, but I've needed to speak my mind for some time.",8.132185714285715,6.097245440000003,7.775535714285714,78.2775892857143,63.171428571428564,11.264285714285714,32.73214285714286,9.827888789773867,2.678842857142857,692,19,146,11,8,220,94,175,0.19,0.695,0.115,-0.9339,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,15,11,1,0,4,0,12,4,1,5,1,29,21,15,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,10,20,7,21,17,6,15,0,2,1,0,15,5,1,6,11,94,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768530491000936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301289203803809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443671657598751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658133769421999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424794972621865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872648221043519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327316238787435,0.0,0.2654150993238725,0.07003684709779308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002711207667155,0.1867799892672433,0.0,0.3375914958987621,0.22555806105148934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506616440174261,0.2584052007978399,0.12802906614108514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867652017770456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944940064066694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357178051873493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35339914019393737,0.1112743513725603,0.0,0.0,0.12047054038172683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740021858810478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015519564208109,0.0,0.1329461114136976,0.0,0.1308137521188414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654426235325702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243021020743913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431039328384803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304470376637235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230944215367366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sixfourbit,2020/03/29,"Parasites Once I may have wanted a relationship but at 37 all I see are parasites. Men and women, attracted to what benefits them, what they can take advantage of. I don't see the point anymore, I would love to cut that piece of brain out that desires companionship.",6.873733333333334,7.354527440000004,7.43,71.47833333333334,64.6,12.266666666666667,34.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,4.4046666666666665,212,9,39,7,3,70,41,50,0.046,0.684,0.27,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,8,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,6,9,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,1,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107880791340359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498349632673897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28283707256426943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33373874952548305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962447517196101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364521120742409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994454913408361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356222490344017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848392430453232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222615678516594,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KrazyKarolyn,2020/03/29,"I see documentaries about lonely celebrities and my heart breaks for them I’m not really a fan girl, I have a few favorite actors, youtubers, singers but I’ve never been able to picture myself screaming and crying at a chance to see them. They’re just people you know? I mean sure I’d like to meet them and maybe get an autograph or picture but just be cool about it. I’m sure they have enough people trying to claw their way at them constantly. It also saddens me to see or hear stories about how people take advantage of their money or the things they could do for them. For instance I have a supposed half brother who is an actor, model, singer etc. in a different country. The only way it’s ever occurred to me to meet my father is through him but I’m deadly afraid they’ll reject me or be cautious of me thinking I might be after their money. I’ll be honest, I had a rough upbringing and a hard life but everything that I’ve accomplished I’ve done on my own and I’m quite proud of that. All I’ve ever wanted was a family. I see movies or father’s interacting with their daughters and it hurts that I never had that or a big brother to bully and take care of me. As far as friends go, I’ve always been pretty introverted but I try to be the best friend I can be and I give my all to the people I love which has gotten me pushed around in the past. I’m not without faults, I’ve pushed people away because I didn’t feel worthy (I was always the poor kid) so I didn’t want to be a burden and as time has passed I’ve realized that they could’ve been great friends and I just didn’t give them the chance. As an adult I’m lonelier than ever. I’m an affectionate person with no friends and a family that is somewhat stiff when it comes to affection. I can only imagine how lonely being a celebrity must be, constantly busy and surrounded by people that want something from them. Like just wanting to hug them and be their friend and say “I’m so proud of you, I’m here for you if you want a hug or just talk about mundane things, you’re special, you matter, you’re loved”. Isn’t that what we all want at the end of the 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lonely,selfassuredkid,2020/03/29,"a dood who just wants to meet someone someday, y'know. majority of my friends have met at least one person with whom they've had a connection with, I on the other hand haven't. my last relationship was almost 2 years ago, and that lasted 3 months. my friends share their experiences and i've always felt left out because i've never been in love. i've had crushes in my college but i never attempt anything because of self doubt. i downloaded dating apps such as tinder and bumble to hopefully meet someone while also improving my social skills, but i haven't had much success. the longest i talked to a person was 2 days, then they don't respond. it's a bummer because i really do want to get to know a person, that to me would be so dope. i want to experience what my friends have, the happiness, sadness, growth, etc. it'll happen eventually, i just hope it's soon.",3.780152155536769,5.685086934911244,4.967561284868978,80.94818047337282,73.14201183431953,7.4321217244294155,28.04775993237532,8.192908349453996,2.0176032121724425,688,27,127,11,14,227,107,169,0.086,0.7020000000000001,0.213,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,6,11,0,1,8,0,15,2,1,0,2,22,26,10,0,6,4,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,8,2,17,9,17,15,4,19,0,1,0,1,20,6,0,4,12,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169918402471055,0.0,0.13747597091423627,0.0,0.0,0.10979065751276504,0.11423616789947312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297786317431226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510718870188791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854060689020281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531144933038725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685916687324795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181980281567565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182094334206382,0.0,0.07172828938709262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214049765058565,0.14614761694760406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271963222045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090184157793415,0.22381913184587454,0.0,0.0,0.1491658428446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239094656571047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958346249109947,0.0,0.10092384945557943,0.0,0.2117728190793851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303116737080676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596286505958073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795140468813611,0.0,0.0,0.14739793849637695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322327370719368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399497306904904,0.2326505185784027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103483951236044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429313628927341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752678289942693,0.0,0.0,0.08841017350485696 lonely,mightyturtoise,2020/03/29,feel like I lost best friend I kinda feel like I lost my best friend over a stupid fight I had with her mom. At first she did reassure me that she didn't want this to affect our friendship but now she hasn't responded do we do over a week (we are a different continents right now). I don't really know what to do right now. I just feel so helpless about it. The current situation with social distancing and everything doesn't really help either. The whole situation is starting to make me feel like someone broke up with me...,3.2330662393162406,5.214699336538466,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,74.86538461538461,8.468376068376068,24.055555555555557,9.150863307647796,1.8663196581196584,417,13,85,10,9,135,66,104,0.18,0.647,0.17300000000000001,-0.4258,2,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,3,0,0,5,6,14,2,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,21,3,0,1,3,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,4,17,8,11,16,4,13,0,4,0,0,15,6,0,1,10,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325060171582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180974726472971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919023198041353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323459216108873,0.3319247788699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173524093741448,0.0,0.0,0.23930962024580366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380838016833273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851143742366793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269899712106834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381252375619426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337920183155927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138586255528372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984317406597452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645220868493055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481683969782173,0.0,0.15787393484076198,0.13122373522799494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096201946538542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913483481220472,0.0,0.12423010533239333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291062814646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rabbit_Pancakes_nsfw,2020/03/29,"I don't really have anyone anymore Hello, thank you if you're ready this. My name's Ashe and I'm a shy guy who's been struggling with some things recently. With the whole quarantine I've lost a considerable amount of social access in that either some of my friends don't have phones, I don't have their numbers, or they just don't want to talk to me. I've been feeling really down about this and I feel that the two friends who I do usually talk to are ignoring me or I need to be less clingy. I recently got out of a very very toxic friendship with someone who I thought was my best friend for about three years so that's been hitting my extra hard in that I'm still in a huge texting chat with him and his friends that I can't leave. If anyone would like to chat I'd be more than happy to, provided you're not a alien or anything like that.",2.655794542536114,4.004129988764047,3.621380417335473,91.74460674157305,74.95505617977528,7.108186195826645,23.950240770465488,7.7094869923839395,0.9125139646869976,670,20,151,9,14,215,101,178,0.068,0.716,0.215,0.9791,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,5,12,0,1,7,0,17,0,0,0,0,27,28,9,0,5,8,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,3,19,9,22,17,9,11,0,1,0,0,21,6,0,7,7,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501926526948461,0.2117875996576309,0.0,0.1246262540301553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893208586528962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315019017873066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680238360569869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112432640868374,0.0,0.0,0.14995426747659718,0.0,0.16121591897619825,0.13566488932896642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035828896614324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479766629849223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532000530199678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229447914889996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940389700247908,0.0,0.2990671492533426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543790101745395,0.12831877774084074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094409788550704,0.0,0.0,0.1583230983904599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345135827672715,0.0,0.13943012255413595,0.0,0.0,0.100613266434171,0.0,0.0,0.12023033912647428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793966775347184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679516843142592,0.24991581675789176,0.08932612960071604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690828295933343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758211634446394,0.0,0.0,0.09752555440942012 lonely,ispamu2,2020/03/29,"Is it bad that I am 14 and I havent dated yet? I am 14, I have not dated yet because I am not good at talking to girls or how you start dating. I've been told by lots of people I am ugly or creepy looking so i kind of have issues related to that. I dont think I'm ugly and I don't give attention to what other people say but i just wonder of what they say is true since i have not dated yet. Can i get advice?",-1.2734375,0.2879518645833343,2.289416666666664,95.74725,87.64583333333334,4.673333333333334,14.808333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-0.8821716666666668,313,5,79,2,10,115,56,96,0.1,0.857,0.043,-0.4429,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,1,1,15,22,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,3,14,3,8,20,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240842525504696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858127883228466,0.14498126980006454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787394284897627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425833811268433,0.2281518413016725,0.0,0.19948369760380416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482366837343063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766729157245876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972048212712304,0.0,0.0,0.20219778172031194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329768005357771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37826994866945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673856731476147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168339979419595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911617899802908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239428817819894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726037677877245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579205980047567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The-Punished,2020/03/29,"Being left to my own thoughts for so long is hurting me Hi there, I haven’t had a real conversation with anyone in 3 months, and flat barley spoke to anyone in a couple days. My whole teenage life has been like a long quarantine, if my hours for YouTube has been counted, I am probably somewhere in the mid 30,000 range. All this time, I feel like my head is making me believe in delusions, I make up arguments in my head and I’m constantly thinking about how bad my situation is. Thinking how people would react to me and situations of me just embarrassing myself. This sounds weird, but how do I tone out my own thoughts of self hatred because I’m alone so much? It won’t go away, it has to be what I think about 80% of the time.",6.148928571428571,5.548422081632656,6.5068622448979605,81.13947704081636,66.27891156462584,9.52687074829932,31.980442176870746,8.841846274778883,2.3455993197278904,574,20,120,8,8,186,95,147,0.121,0.855,0.024,-0.9191,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,16,3,2,6,1,23,28,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,4,18,2,20,18,5,19,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,10,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568343059287424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117647214939264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422721043546296,0.0,0.12643651132613667,0.09230943656393337,0.0,0.0,0.17060811679258642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364046301402113,0.0,0.0,0.16755280671485287,0.0,0.09765888525522692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656682313404793,0.10818058402468864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606033276609762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081875211734505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491266155490128,0.0,0.16210739117007025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452755907164104,0.0,0.10695846081366456,0.1479606779398786,0.0,0.0,0.2680189973153284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215946157837744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208688212693166,0.0,0.11131740542190506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498148765480893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326558512348774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723588380810231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797299955481195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404240622132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108789494030834,0.0,0.2404347027058888,0.17659840668250992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906456457375188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757049488374863,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jiffyquick,2020/03/29,"There’s got to be someone out there who appreciates me more than their phone I might be an impatient, curvy libra, but there’s got to be someone out there who will love every piece of me and my sarcasm and my road rage. And not cheat on me every week and actually look up from their phone when I speak. And play Minecraft and Overwatch with me. And drink coffee with me in the mornings after a wild round of morning sex. Or is it a pipe dream? Maybe I need to work out harder. Sincerely, lonely thoughts from a lonely girl in Alaska (Who isn’t looking for pity, but to be heard.)",4.25396551724138,5.171214224137934,4.5098275862069,88.55543103448278,70.55172413793103,7.179310344827586,25.70689655172414,7.1686216300943375,0.9639689655172416,454,13,96,4,8,142,75,116,0.135,0.7090000000000001,0.156,0.5817,0,4,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,2,0,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,19,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,12,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,12,3,20,6,2,11,0,3,3,2,11,8,0,2,3,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.22808569721279204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896534711589514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938533692069723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738687165807597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39254683112415545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094946375070808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348121021563299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479494342159904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330702280584245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960754884638968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555464420754794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874832307050191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015742783044124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glindor88,2020/03/29,Watching people being affectionate in movies/shows makes my whole body ache in desperation for that. I have just recently split with my child's father. We had been together for 3 years. Ever since I had my son I have been dying for affection. I crave intimacy and closeness. I was not getting that from him. It really hurts your soul to be with someone and still feel so lonely and to crave touch that isn't sexual. My relationship made me feel so low. I swear i could see hatred in his eyes when he looked at my towards the end of our relationship. I don't have anybody. He was my only friend and i don't know what changed.,2.6498780487804865,4.9754470975609735,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,78.02439024390246,7.3520325203252055,22.445121951219512,8.344100000000001,1.3617268292682931,495,15,99,10,12,162,86,123,0.161,0.765,0.07400000000000001,-0.8794,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,15,2,2,3,1,18,23,7,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,7,21,2,14,13,1,13,1,3,4,0,13,7,0,0,6,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344426966605264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223275986537107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685161167837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190494028427928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693860058778985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091798434367066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343893758506507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630662525066247,0.0,0.1102713696133808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225946617149382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599435097482318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723922143583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997123043057176,0.14088576140385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052243239859962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632406226331973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521194966803046,0.0,0.2083986135725104,0.4532039644349638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818937121495106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459296175278935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788324491223701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855466995986654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356435827481581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359172371660036 lonely,suz1227,2020/03/29,Feeling lonely? If you want phone calls from a girl letting you know she loves you and you’re important and the world let me know... times get tough and sometimes you just need someone to be there for you maybe you need to vent or just need a friend to be there let me know,0.6530357142857142,3.075213946428576,0.8050000000000033,103.54000000000002,88.10714285714286,3.9142857142857146,16.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.9534714285714284,215,5,50,1,7,63,36,56,0.065,0.748,0.187,0.7579,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,5,10,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,0,2,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084853807133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440713292978347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953302705168745,0.0,0.10788207321342234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34044315695225064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334475251040611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636454542663733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744613378468785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593273282167271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495761081772293,0.0,0.20422307740137866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204055004960083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179266739977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bwhite3060,2020/03/29,"Just need some advice Hey guys I’m new to this sub, I’m currently needing advice because me and my girlfriend have broken up and I’ve no idea why. Literally we were planing a date for Friday and then she blocked me on all forms of social media and my number. I’ve had trouble finding a girlfriend in the past and I’m worried that I will end up alone, I don’t deal well with these emotions as I’ve never felt like this. Can somebody please help me feel less lonely?",1.0867613636363629,3.470912562500004,2.5636363636363626,92.2268181818182,84.83333333333334,4.324242424242423,22.26893939393939,5.565023196281405,0.18899166666666645,370,13,75,2,11,120,73,96,0.18600000000000005,0.73,0.084,-0.8488,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,13,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,2,9,2,9,9,4,11,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,8,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086870037761852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165787431114475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747377960422804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558705778183332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522478318666756,0.18521268305279248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573417735494024,0.0,0.2007819595947201,0.0,0.1911261468910597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705545443981616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016451508654346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606393057345695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216239829790902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101103396725495,0.1612813882869831,0.2019633288008643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962270246389088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295440631542517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316509790324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801834313133334,0.0,0.1886926020278276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123651279764762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,big_bean_,2020/03/29,"If you feel lonely, im here for you :) im here if you need to talk to someone, or just get some things out of your mind, or everything you want, ill try my best to talk to you (i have anxiety it's still hard for me to socialize) and one thing is sure I'll listen to you, i know isolation is hard when you have nobody to talk to but we can do this, im sure you can! :)",-1.2134672021418993,0.4723707590361457,1.512690763052209,100.64311914323963,88.3975903614458,5.616599732262381,15.246318607764387,6.937597516519254,-0.5740082998661311,275,5,75,4,9,95,51,83,0.102,0.737,0.161,0.8122,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,9,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,13,7,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,14,3,12,13,2,3,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,5,2,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236756995896834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158443824876674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555083168809408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748922881081424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040109734937143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31000200601106714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607066726220266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950928300901391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471109818469238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829964323235613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172496889285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638241949271932,0.14660786112496205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818207918480485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261576850899451,0.0,0.0,0.41722517413238186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990704949669974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174760950494916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205764919130793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raguilar3645,2020/03/29,Lonely guy here I feel alone. I'm married. Have friends but I still feel lonely. Anyone out there to chat it up with. 32 year old male. American.,-1.4271551724137943,-1.2544222068965514,0.06512931034482783,101.05217672413795,133.13793103448276,2.8293103448275865,13.969827586206891,5.148860815047168,-0.9661413793103452,112,3,24,1,8,35,25,29,0.213,0.72,0.067,-0.5346,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,4,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41213836016372063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782438591486731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024135503076688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074418864196467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39401602497927374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175635235783296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177896401046996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562556700048347 lonely,garbagebitch63,2020/03/29,"Feeling like a loser and a burden Does anybody else feel like someone just texts you back because they feel bad for you? All of this quarantine shit has been so fucking hard on me. I’ll go hours without hearing from my friend and then I get a half assed response from them. It makes me feel like fucking shit and so worthless. I think they’re depressed or either just plain ignoring me, but idk. Anybody else struggling with just feeling ignored by someone you just really want to talk to?",4.235403225806452,6.437941720430107,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,72.65591397849462,5.940322580645162,30.97983870967742,6.6274283507984215,1.706764516129032,392,18,71,3,8,118,66,93,0.255,0.63,0.115,-0.9319,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,1,7,16,4,1,3,0,2,5,3,1,1,23,15,8,0,1,8,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,12,0,1,1,7,11,4,10,14,2,5,0,3,0,3,8,1,5,1,6,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454979187038807,0.1352434614358368,0.09873926125575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950996706074015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174656916198047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270620862007642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40950047115281135,0.3471477460947197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514250302426286,0.29948899555731257,0.08462594186845307,0.0,0.09205487539579874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450989673190002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825590847085428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951404754467158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374003446207749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081204513597371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376617822599776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33253272961394176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448402058817584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693328184825728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019043045361753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378788553213453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955378301915563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613939233143165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelyBoi0427,2020/03/29,"I often fantasize. When I'm at work I often fantasize about a cute girl walks into the store and we make small talk and she come back every week and we develop a friendship and I finally have the courage to ask if she's single, we exchange info and one night we go out have some fun. We into a relationship things just get a lot better. It's a nice picture to imagine.. but I snap back into reality, back to my bleak life. All alone at my register waiting for my time to clock out.",1.0060606060606077,3.3026681919191962,3.2957575757575768,87.46363636363638,84.25252525252526,6.428282828282829,22.131313131313128,7.686295010490155,1.1247494949494952,377,13,78,7,11,129,66,99,0.026000000000000002,0.846,0.127,0.7615,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,5,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,28,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,16,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,5,13,9,4,20,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,9,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437193245651719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199913269216579,0.0,0.0,0.5428369315988875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812036945604065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270632312503134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198266251397022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257780260244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294436874783395,0.0,0.1337371058544872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621263869322472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000596419796995,0.0,0.0,0.1570771367226468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083076754776265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945811957891345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526443423928927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891403502960076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633536483418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372162937855646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875855969714087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131490042210182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,psywarrior1998,2020/03/29,"Lets have a gathering of all us lonely ones on here and talk about life ? Seeing the posts and stuff I thought well I can understamd what each and everyone is going through Like someome asking for a clingy girlfriend , i understand the reason begind that ... Or someome wanting a friend to talk i understand the reason behimd that.. So lets all us lonely peeps get togather on any platform and have a great talk about anything Just randoms conversations flowing out throught our noyths or fingers(chatting i mean by it ) and everyone enjoying themselves. Lets do it and not be lonely again",4.926963812886143,8.098121184466024,4.329779346866727,80.69789938217123,75.01941747572816,7.628949691085613,30.72285966460724,8.575989854853784,2.9267165048543684,474,22,76,10,11,142,71,103,0.068,0.792,0.139,0.8316,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,2,22,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,1,1,8,5,10,13,3,8,0,3,1,0,11,4,0,3,2,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017323542392494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231071144966444,0.0,0.13985473901763354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858962418233247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557970754437673,0.0,0.07815922948198396,0.0,0.08502047920695355,0.0,0.0,0.16493327043043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589249075836565,0.10566609843737733,0.07308644608907326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629570141088554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137205866253646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327435419728168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762508588464266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192109221759844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125490260381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607256890328035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876478387316257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114753766892261,0.35989801606176336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823728314610678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345073405476849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dev-Kyuu,2020/03/29,"How have you guys dealt with losing a good friend? Pretty much the title. I'm a loner by nature and making friends is incredibly, incredibly hard for me. I'm a very awkward and quiet person. A few months ago I ended up hitting it off with another girl and we got pretty close. I thought she might even become my best friend if things kept up, but one thing led to another...well, incredibly long and ridiculous story short she's blocked me from her life entirely. I think things were probably more one sided than I thought and I just don't know how to process this. To make matters worse a friend I've known for around a year now and was slowly opening up to betrayed my trust completely and now I no longer feel as though I could ever be his friend either. The people around me kept talking about how proud they were to see me open up and become closer to someone else, but now I just feel like an idiot for it. If anyone out there has been in this situation before, how'd you deal with it? I'm so tired of constantly ending up at square one, alone. I just want to work through these emotions, forget she ever existed, and resign myself to the fact that me and people just don't get along.",3.9056826741996247,5.387199182203393,4.473333333333333,86.34332391713751,72.0084745762712,7.108851224105463,24.128060263653484,7.594959193182576,1.0430676082862522,941,26,188,11,18,299,150,236,0.163,0.693,0.14300000000000002,-0.8098,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,1,4,19,15,2,1,10,0,12,2,0,6,3,54,30,20,0,4,9,0,3,1,5,1,2,1,0,3,10,21,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,9,6,26,10,33,17,5,30,0,2,2,0,19,17,0,3,13,130,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867762287722304,0.0,0.0,0.11529296566983832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672773197465988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783686936573386,0.0,0.0,0.1981951143510982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458862937976537,0.09472431410743164,0.0,0.11682247709987127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167159079541331,0.12029634825587213,0.0,0.08887920480604929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114765054476801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299278369025564,0.12521895022116866,0.19719127742685266,0.0,0.0,0.07352518388643119,0.20138891110832066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257251477942837,0.0795263528999092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43002411668705015,0.0,0.05815961007865665,0.0,0.0,0.09336913921353646,0.08903201497090606,0.0,0.0,0.11022336290962027,0.0,0.0,0.09972000518714057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061178039664104726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862793843262464,0.05438486580212591,0.0,0.0,0.09851385790038936,0.0,0.12453754473399395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861266306224258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180919224322274,0.0,0.0,0.08885380515847505,0.0,0.08183231166014372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262980115243904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434922838442908,0.09719950231858067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650299135061394,0.12002076579636048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870687181570132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512727838949425,0.0,0.0,0.09432027140711388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947403720392143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218662949640972,0.07132875357322785,0.1093704032664794,0.17674978545511968,0.0,0.12794487443272634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184987606857656,0.06565886097124977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104159556627821,0.0,0.11344362411016595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168581966704671 lonely,Speedb0y,2020/03/29,"Anyone that talks alot that might be interested in a chat? I feel very alone and feeling like I am going insane. If anyone has anything they are passionate about and want to talk about it I would love to hear it, please?",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,69.46511627906978,7.593798449612403,23.635658914728683,7.793537801064563,0.9664170542635656,174,4,35,2,3,54,35,43,0.09300000000000001,0.561,0.34600000000000003,0.9106,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735690687650631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36938523949414415,0.0,0.21736446688383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671139375921712,0.18870145440973324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011667857368996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770463891312904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290453151756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383963918919356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802104799782433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994607086321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42461097074426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794291539193594,0.15579643864411954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876372642941697,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,punchherghost,2020/03/29,"I’m so tired I’m so tired of being lonely. I’m so emotionally unavailable and unable to make or keep friends and now I have no one. It’s been like his for awhile but has steadily gotten worse and worse until now, the worst it’s ever been. No one has spoken to me besides coworkers in so long. No one messages me. No one interacts with any posts of mine on social media. No one cares. No one at all. I switch between apps constantly hoping that someone, anyone, will care...but no one ever does. I don’t know why I still hope. I used to message people, and then I realized they never messaged me first. So I stopped messaging them to see if they’d message me, and they never did. I probably was annoying them and they were probably glad I stopped talking to them. But I miss them. It’s been years since I spoke to some of them and I still can’t get over them. I used to be used as someone to talk at and then abandon. Now I don’t even get that. It’s like I don’t even exist. I would take someone using me for venting than this constant loneliness. I feel like I’m losing my mind. It dawned on me the other night that no one actually likes me and I took it really hard and have been struggling more than normal since then. I feel like I am the worst person to ever exist. I feel like I deserve to die, because I can’t even make and keep one friend. I feel like I shouldn’t have ever existed, like there’s something so broken and wrong with me that no one will ever want me and that I’ll die alone. And no one will notice. I wish I wasn’t so alone. I wish someone cared enough to let me know but I feel so selfish and guilty for even thinking that. I don’t know what to do or how to climb out of this hole. It just gets deeper and deeper the older I get. I want so badly to make actual human connections but it never works out. I’m so, so lonely. But I’m scared if I try to make friends again, they’ll leave me too. I don’t know how to feel like a person.",0.5445454545454531,2.614107830917874,2.444762845849805,94.29346837944664,84.21739130434783,5.309530083443127,18.82938076416337,6.574015621080383,-0.033466666666666534,1518,39,342,16,44,504,173,414,0.262,0.6,0.138,-0.9962,0,7,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,11,4,31,30,1,2,5,0,32,2,0,10,9,77,77,43,2,11,10,0,7,9,3,6,2,1,0,3,18,20,0,5,12,0,0,2,22,13,0,12,11,9,59,17,38,56,6,38,0,5,1,0,28,8,0,7,36,240,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.11875537721959308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603784552194852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041377902906369855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254548948425975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050804527072342606,0.03709163769038282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611206920933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150752494082665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629872060177688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053247434914389914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684444476412884,0.0,0.0628709981978583,0.0,0.16075492055930685,0.2751970200505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845957879392811,0.2173447903670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175624746602496,0.0,0.0,0.14103023425971378,0.0,0.1271597431486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450677123362767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086918104791415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816684324537144,0.0,0.0,0.1337592153644682,0.0,0.0,0.06442796375190997,0.0,0.06221996403967031,0.0,0.2675400076400374,0.0,0.0,0.05384749334741385,0.0,0.06807199265658329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246281601674914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614379112139611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078638381436154,0.0,0.0,0.057100589410249085,0.059616934023271964,0.0,0.06927447233370385,0.0,0.0,0.4535449469676042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218350202573965,0.10625813801270337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058274404060342976,0.0,0.13120625921087786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898001097359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609182503926232,0.0,0.04848701280986977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066618493033604,0.0,0.0,0.062025638560417436,0.20622114676521094,0.0468428307200682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718464826249276,0.1017412799441023,0.0,0.06361027490349606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574921269806747,0.0978126879971752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898816537463536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986886559286196,0.0,0.0,0.06760302119572946,0.04131097550416458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020835703876695,0.0,0.0,0.07177802503528125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549047627755413,0.0,0.13994160846891934,0.0,0.0,0.044297186925025725,0.0,0.12401615213882583,0.04322381298080765,0.06652641165916794,0.0,0.03918333704409671 lonely,BlackFox78,2020/03/29,"I’ve just recently found this subreddit and I wish I found this much,much earlier. I’ve been lonely my whole life. There is nothing much other than that. Every time when I was a kid, I would always watch shows on CN (Cartoon Network) in the early 2000s to the late early 2000s such as Teen Titans, Adventure Time, Regular show, etc. And then some Anime on top of that, And the one thing they all have in common is that these characters have friends, and would always have adventures, and such. i never really had any of that as a kid. I was always inside the house, and still am to this day even before the virus, I rarely go out. The only real friends I had all move elsewhere to other states. I ended up being the only one to talk to myself, Father was Abusive, Mother saw me, For a while at least, as my father and we had a terrible relationship. Was suicidal for being autistic, from high-school all the way to early days of college. I was a stupid kid who didn’t have any friends, and who had a father who didnt really love, as far as I know, and as a teen I didn’t exactly have a good sense of direction. I guess I just wanted and still want friends, i always wanted some. too make myself forget, what I am , which is lonely. because I realized that had I had Friends, maybe I would be a different cheery person I once was, but even loners have their own cliques which is kind of ironic to which I always find funny. But I’m just getting this out of my chest here. Like many of you, I’m just a lonely guy who is... lonely.",4.40995114006515,4.9483751009772,5.348291530944628,84.05800732899023,69.9771986970684,8.224690553745928,24.796254071661238,8.238735603445708,1.3475134853420192,1184,29,242,16,20,389,155,307,0.09300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.098,-0.1361,1,8,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,1,14,17,1,0,18,0,35,3,1,1,5,42,50,21,1,7,6,4,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,5,21,13,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,19,2,31,11,32,25,10,31,0,4,2,1,25,10,0,3,18,178,52,1,0.0,0.11919514106647172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185383707643207,0.0,0.0,0.1368235781928933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061325130484697635,0.0,0.08560361512011437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975799883945716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510610978916557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891021823538738,0.0,0.11219614898882274,0.13289136168167595,0.0,0.08476025931894927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194703360582686,0.0,0.0,0.2206065093821303,0.3886184801031704,0.0,0.052559608624483486,0.0,0.05717358195315316,0.08437892565014496,0.0,0.0,0.11082279151115568,0.09961031045375028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106289950603738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607946902951423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047599389453404,0.055287403351049806,0.0,0.1134817447849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105710759373424,0.049148322311462406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907958781041032,0.0,0.06715161429581339,0.10199311617048347,0.1010667229282435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692240972411647,0.2218588261446571,0.0,0.07758930669632685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652889205506324,0.0,0.0,0.10713624824993903,0.13633900344396924,0.1530224255289693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784047543389542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450539217828395,0.12889451143704095,0.0,0.09933085628354248,0.10800728730078084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181307584937647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067937699478002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004061784596947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085887046234487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668345014378319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173219200151204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801034243752822,0.07985199358316407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231686454551294,0.11568560912882105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439112448098852,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thiccwizarde,2020/03/29,"Honestly, Fuck today. It’s 5am where I’m from rn and I just went trough an emotional roller coaster. I cried my eyes out and yelled into my pillow countless times. Ate some crisps bc why the hell not. Wrote everything down in my notes and feeling good. Writing here bc none of my friends care enough about me to actually ask me how I am or what I’m doing.. ever~ :) Atleast I still have crisps so 🤷🏽‍♀️",-0.5367307692307683,1.6696534404761931,1.2585714285714324,97.54796703296707,97.92857142857143,4.4893772893772885,18.366300366300365,6.297961479604792,-0.0930831501831495,315,10,71,4,13,102,69,84,0.14300000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.16399999999999998,-0.0139,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,1,14,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,10,4,8,9,3,10,1,0,1,1,4,5,2,2,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2608841373780705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499257212063025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725697579237032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936591553041927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007202048324599,0.0,0.27623247915110605,0.0,0.0,0.24182328031225625,0.0,0.0,0.2402669054169109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351745468364895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065453195776208,0.2471504437040573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242311297110561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349713774618506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588742367932376,0.0,0.25340595502189994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478257769814691,0.2412317153127017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shytesticle,2020/03/29,"What do you guys do when you're drunk? Like the title suggests, I'm drunk, and lonely lol. Probably not a good combination but I have stopped smoking for a bit and needed something to take the edge off of living I guess.",2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.0112454545454548,174,6,35,2,4,56,36,44,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.5504,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37062562331348026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284740783734589,0.0,0.0,0.3739768937255628,0.3361398316950229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658534012655084,0.0,0.29976818208833705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517210610713861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660182283476235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613492681532915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838215437200161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524766700546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wendyole,2020/03/29,"(23F) No one to talk to. Also, anyone need a study buddy? Hello! This is my first post on Reddit. I’m not sure how it works yet, but I hope what I’m writing is ok. I don’t really know where to start, heh. I live with my family that I don’t necessarily get along with. Not that we fight or have problems, we just don’t understand each other. Also, I have no friends. Quarantine time just made this a LOT more obvious. I used to talk to my boyfriend most of the time when I wasn’t outside studying or reading. Now, he spends the whole day sleeping and night playing video games with his friends. Which I understand! That might be his way of dealing with everything that’s going on. I have mental health issues, and so I know what it is to want to lose yourself in something in high stress periods. That’s why I love reading after all! But, having talked to no one in the past 14++ days and having no one ask about me somehow triggered the dark thoughts in my brain again and now I don’t have the energy or the mood to do anything, including reading. What I usually like doing in these situations is to talk to someone that would distract me from my thoughts. I kept sending messages/memes/videos to my boyfriend throughout the day, but of course he rarely answered them either because he’s sleeping, eating or busy with his game. This led me to being kind of resentful and act in a very crappy childish way aka being passive aggressive in my answers. He called me out on it and just lashed out on me by saying that I shouldn’t be one more thing to stress about in these times and now I just feel much more worse. He apologized and said that he didn’t mean what he said. But I know that everything he said was right. Of course, I don’t blame him for it. These things happen, and I deserved it. I know I need to change and I know I need to sort myself out. It’s just not easy when you have anxiety and depression ruining your life. If anyone wants to talk, don’t hesitate to message me. I don’t just like to talk and I love listening and helping out regardless of my being a mess. If you’re looking for a study buddy, same! God knows I should be studying way more! Thank you for reading!",3.0847031963470286,4.776644707762556,3.81070776255708,89.41186073059363,74.52511415525116,6.967123287671233,25.40867579908676,7.695328111545312,1.220111415525115,1714,58,358,23,36,544,208,438,0.153,0.728,0.11900000000000001,-0.9369,0,1,1,0,1,0,53.0,2,3,1,3,21,25,3,3,12,2,33,8,3,5,3,87,69,29,0,13,20,0,1,2,2,4,2,5,0,0,29,26,1,1,14,8,1,4,17,11,0,5,10,7,51,13,55,49,12,47,0,3,1,2,45,19,0,12,22,246,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635033602016266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043372820279848,0.0,0.0,0.11047534406725146,0.0,0.06500913328283248,0.0,0.07385304583092077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815682561812898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818858652418436,0.08066642377078415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357006529868506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284272385433464,0.08144410857949408,0.0680413957962758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083531046303642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199773190020235,0.0,0.07447286840095277,0.0,0.03994407600187995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719618596178438,0.0,0.0,0.122068275960574,0.0,0.04127351849203064,0.0,0.044896736367627116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985821892109279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397183910074567,0.0,0.0,0.0529511098818035,0.08346637953686845,0.0,0.07846345479428178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245403497362869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226490627387158,0.2604934539245727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579906169419314,0.07718947088314093,0.0,0.06975722893363373,0.0,0.06633894463352412,0.08837924890794448,0.0,0.06716180185278825,0.14259867803445578,0.07475040451341111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860526566063227,0.0,0.0,0.07961202845954889,0.08380505195399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807307552410895,0.17572942760882548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413485351806713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141260381154519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541312183430691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756588408891406,0.0,0.0,0.07559101050784585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607999328194475,0.0,0.050608538957421165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746438998570549,0.2254373348565045,0.06282287353316285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879775898568994,0.1581113440612914,0.0,0.06693527451146868,0.060816997331739474,0.0,0.0,0.0559156299613624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098530499695104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744552646017817,0.0,0.0,0.38097659087792696,0.0,0.0727313156549683,0.0,0.0,0.10496634595239476,0.0,0.0,0.12543216037002752,0.1381941921369909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448069926992145,0.0,0.06822944350617062,0.08700581927839518,0.06518213504664334,0.0931908659221582,0.18811628282815945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128396725583333,0.08819913821859597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057511936354194174,0.0,0.08050634299613679,0.056118353189001255,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beforecheeseburgers,2020/03/29,"My bff is my therapist I've recently grown overly attached to my therapist. It's because his is wonderful at his job. He listens to me, understands me, actually seems to want the best for me. And please don't get any wrong ideas, he has never once crossed a professional boundary. My title is more my desperate plea that I have to pay for any form of support and friendship. I am married and have an okay relationship with my husband. Much of our distance is my own fault. I struggle to communicate at times. Then he also just is distance naturally. He just plays video games and works 12 hour days. When we are together we struggle to find anything to talk about. It feels like we live in different worlds most days. Family, that's a bag I rather not get into but they instilled this loneliness I can't shake. What do people do to have support? I've thought about joining support groups for issues I don't have to get a sense of support. I wish there was AA for lonely, traumatized people. I don't even know the purpose of this post. I'm just so lonely that people don't even know I am lonely. There is no one to tell. So whoever reads this now knows, thanks.",3.022250891546044,5.240475022026433,4.064480805538079,85.17522760646109,76.31277533039648,7.319404237465912,27.10908328088945,8.269060116576782,1.9169779316131728,918,37,179,17,21,297,134,227,0.11599999999999999,0.72,0.16399999999999998,0.8267,2,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,1,2,15,17,0,3,6,1,22,0,0,0,1,29,42,10,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,10,4,1,3,8,8,1,1,2,2,26,9,26,40,6,19,0,3,0,0,18,6,0,3,10,118,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.1123245139327916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920483107979395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654879603209818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472045890195224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016608884731962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207941314176235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846460502014924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025876797282913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204969018573036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850943420508244,0.0,0.058199840826237775,0.0822300379330556,0.0,0.0,0.10520260908117887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804106476110683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335386441087217,0.0,0.0,0.1299379588311453,0.0,0.1201382580666124,0.11422256652128655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977379216349255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056233806968633886,0.0,0.10163859142031063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461439317395039,0.0,0.08877499557240842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258158203755475,0.07799718119957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393950390437927,0.0,0.0,0.12634919259208785,0.0,0.0,0.1102374353743567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513475300130675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365092307484785,0.1235781947303904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478599839415248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406625578378481,0.0,0.0,0.5224728246228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251591711444483,0.10060562358226714,0.10597193421129053,0.0,0.26728831247629475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137940464166897,0.06711783732423683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198269114554956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789108806614541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132363464444884,0.0,0.12482494890624488,0.08379679483048465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258477220697332,0.0,0.0 lonely,Menzoya,2020/03/29,I wish I knew a lot of you in person Nobody deserves to be lonely when they don’t want to be and id love to know people too. I hope you find what you’re looking for.,0.5284615384615385,1.2212238974358982,3.0953846153846136,96.02461538461542,79.25641025641026,5.2,18.128205128205128,3.1291,-0.8031948717948718,128,2,33,0,3,45,31,39,0.062,0.665,0.273,0.8225,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,6,7,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387501490689534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681203516947849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036891826993819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112368132856353,0.0,0.0,0.3150973428754205,0.3345090758932581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694896692114105,0.3236208171226323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860785016380974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262075218817865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomhuman1816,2020/03/29,"Second choice I am so tired og feeling like im always the second choice, the ""friend"" you only call when everybody Else Said No. Im just so tired of always being the one asking, and never the one who is asked, until everybody else bails and then im the ""backup friend"" i just wish, that i was someones first choice, just once.",0.5863418803418803,3.079144215384616,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,91.46153846153842,4.11965811965812,13.376068376068375,5.82211442006289,-0.8395982905982908,254,4,51,2,9,81,41,65,0.135,0.7240000000000001,0.141,-0.1328,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,9,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,2,4,3,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732560172086035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070106912565841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676671168022172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743369738638631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302473003630892,0.11730490330120565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966890105767346,0.0,0.0,0.2537218699750955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320943018558943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022009297970346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266415841819783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486822320489034,0.22253307984196566,0.12488191485074122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619232136521205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391265902848614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774487468853359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882252504808889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thefinancenerd,2020/03/30,"What if COVID-19 social distancing makes people less lonely? I'm currently writing a book about loneliness and ran across some interesting research that made me wonder if the COVID-19 pandemic and social distancing will make some people feel less lonely and improve some people's mental health. I've been reading stories in this subreddit for a while and thought it'd be fun to test my theory with all of you. I write freelance for magazines like The Atlantic and Quartz and would love to write up a story if I hear some interesting stories. But first here's the research that got me thinking about this in the first place: **The research** In the middle of the 20th century a man named Charles Fritz began to study the relationship between disasters and mental health. During World War II, Fritz arrived in England expecting a society in distress. But instead of finding a nation in hysteric panic, Fritz arrived to “a nation of gloriously happy people, enjoying life to the fullest, exhibiting a sense of gaiety and love of life that was truly remarkable.” Later in the war Fritz studied this phenomenon for the US Army. In order to do that he gathered more than 70 volumes of existing research on the impact of war on civilian populations. He learned that his anecdotal observations in England represented a broader truth: war seemed to improve mental health. Researchers have noted the same surprising observations all around the world. In the 1917 Russian Revolution, one researcher wrote that ""obsessional psychoneuroses” became extinct. Reflecting on his experiences in the Spanish Civil War, a psychiatrist wrote, “I had the impression that many depressed and other mentally ill people were better when confronted with the actual demands and situations that arose during the war than when they were concerned with their own conflicts.” The same observations would later be reported following civil wars in Algeria, Lebanon, and Northern Ireland. After the war, Fritz led the most comprehensive study of natural disasters and mental health ever conducted. During this period he developed his theory of the “community of sufferers.” He noticed that in peaceful societies people with mental illnesses suffer alone. The distress of their inner world doesn’t match the apparent equanimity of the society they live in. As a result they suppress their emotions and rarely talk about their feelings. Wars and disasters create a natural remedy, a sort of forced therapy. Suddenly everyone suffers and speaks openly about their pain and trauma. As he wrote, “Modern societies have perhaps become ‘sick’ societies not because the stresses of life have become more intense or numerous, but because they become absorbed by the individual as an unshared experience.” During times of public distress, suffering becomes a shared experience. As a result rates of mental illness go down. **My hypothesis** On the surface, it may seem logical to predict that a pandemic like coronavirus will make more people depressed, lonely, and anxious. But if people react like they do during times of war or natural disasters we shouldn’t be so quick to draw that conclusion. In my research I've discovered that there's a big difference between temporary loneliness and chronic loneliness. The former is what people feel when they travel alone, move to a new city, or break up with a partner. But it usually doesn't last long and rarely leads to prolonged rumination and self-doubt. The latter is what people feel when they come to believe they don't belong anywhere, they are destined to be lonely forever, or they somehow deserve to not be loved. (I realize that's a broad simplification, but hopefully you get the picture). I think some people will feel temporary loneliness that otherwise wouldn't have if it weren't for COVID-19 and social distancing. But I think there might be a large group of people who feel less of the pain associated with chronic loneliness and the depression that often follows. In my experience part of the pain of loneliness is knowing that I should be doing something else. I've felt most lonely on weekends because I've felt like I should be out at the bars or hanging out with friends. So I wonder if some people will feel less lonely because the obligation to go out has been temporarily removed. I also wonder if some people who felt lonely will suddenly have more people around given that more people are working from home. In the past I've felt lonely because I work from home alone and often times went 10+ hours without talking to anyone. But now my house is always filled with life because my roommates are working from home. I don't think we'll be able to accurately say whether, on the whole, more or less people feel lonely or be able to measure the degree to which that loneliness has changed. So the goal of my research isn't to figure that out. I just want to challenge the surface-level argument that everyone will feel more lonely. **What do you think?** Does anyone here feel less lonely than they did in the past? Does anyone feel more lonely? What am I getting totally wrong with drawing the connections between the natural disaster research and this?",8.083338651116737,9.876185352348994,7.680547548318483,66.10036582682365,62.366890380313215,10.694509847067883,37.81010012102541,10.730470411389485,4.732486324128068,4211,207,597,108,61,1330,379,894,0.183,0.7390000000000001,0.078,-0.9987,2,27,1,0,0,0,93.0,3,3,16,10,26,60,11,5,67,0,58,21,0,9,5,152,111,60,10,16,27,0,15,4,2,15,17,3,3,2,38,42,1,2,34,5,0,14,11,40,0,3,22,18,48,20,112,63,31,94,0,19,0,3,58,47,0,35,35,425,86,20,0.09120418544205212,0.0,0.04450106431476236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416900455621878,0.0,0.03646797707342223,0.037944594251375474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151738465512688,0.0,0.09565813059602908,0.0,0.0,0.08119106145362084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667916747564935,0.20145571454362904,0.0,0.05137794246921936,0.0,0.04033134519699025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048240967477134564,0.03928216499392245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783104691765613,0.0,0.0,0.0476444809827983,0.0,0.0,0.07981339729449961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809469693568649,0.051296216437276984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041249703635247166,0.0,0.0871495076593825,0.0,0.17843038814681375,0.0,0.0,0.2536356709625931,0.0,0.17514064150116526,0.0,0.041679486595451065,0.0775782335453298,0.0,0.0,0.03523206371538275,0.0,0.04765042257953795,0.0,0.051833440387996525,0.0,0.036472159379454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854427566900078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938915684498328,0.05139687275574392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722785149967795,0.04529316756360275,0.04490887548815326,0.05261869234589545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02506171756172181,0.03717179199787387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884042681185032,0.08911551621126751,0.0,0.040267483341734384,0.04035641704393742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234730073158888,0.043149802745108747,0.09131925299201447,0.04623336448764512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321693286152831,0.04837661393805227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846780769409426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044042785314592936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051918284811523635,0.0,0.0,0.03090115821920305,0.0,0.14557152552530594,0.05350423028835823,0.0,0.049382622525376466,0.08706471497313115,0.5374507373147186,0.0,0.0476444809827983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561443329495378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489595814755969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036264614465739003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302886503679656,0.047572928154903764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051258662871219565,0.0,0.139456772166403,0.0,0.035106718893321086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223704313854695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733064695051792,0.0,0.0,0.05214996728828185,0.0,0.0,0.14609989841916682,0.0,0.03620296781730786,0.07977284096383687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054853702705812066,0.0,0.050224262517078,0.0,0.02689729579634287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227359682020799,0.0,0.050913107978408284,0.0,0.043958790068595474,0.14836057290274374,0.09959659985762996,0.0,0.0,0.06478883656211662,0.04985872965399575,0.0,0.0 lonely,YourIceCreamBoy,2020/03/30,"[Serious] The people who live alone, singles and don't talk to almost anyone during the day, whats your schedule and activities like (indoor ad outdoor)? and how do you keep you sanity? I'm 21 years old. I live alone, I don't have any friends or a girlfriend. I wonder how people like me spend their day and time?",2.272795698924732,4.475969612903229,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,78.67741935483872,6.068817204301076,21.623655913978496,7.1686216300943375,0.7217655913978498,244,7,48,3,6,80,45,62,0.11599999999999999,0.802,0.08199999999999999,-0.2718,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991195895268696,0.4755942114364643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561363654079805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054216443997554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961469446858554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738894952195966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040796726721879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243426319634222,0.0,0.4054832908788448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092733644349146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183524646661222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454436452738515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388202834471816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489921906580725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785533825783434 lonely,Shuhuan_,2020/03/30,"What i feel now I'm always alone. I feel so lonely. Here comes the music. I never liked Metal but in this moment i love it. Especially DSBM, which means Depressive Suicidal Black Metal. The singer is shouting with pain and this is what i feel. When he's shouting i feel like he tries to drain off the pain of being alone. I imagine myself shouting, shouting loudly to evacuate the pain. It's so sad how this genre is adressed to this kind of people, who are suffering from depression, loneliness or suicidal thoughts. DSBM is a revelation for me. It helps me so much, and here is some artists i love: Thy Light Austere Hypothermia Photophobia -- What i'm trying now is to be like others, i'm trying to reject more people asking for something (because i'm their ""friend"" only to be helpful) and i avoid speaking with those bad people",3.917142857142857,6.203782229299363,4.792488626023658,80.67670382165608,73.84076433121021,7.288262056414922,26.50090991810737,8.192908349453996,1.9432132848043675,658,24,115,11,14,213,92,157,0.316,0.58,0.10400000000000001,-0.9927,0,5,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,1,5,0,10,5,0,1,1,19,24,10,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,14,6,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,11,0,0,1,12,13,7,15,20,3,8,0,6,1,2,11,2,0,2,8,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880987290468311,0.0,0.0,0.11572925961006557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300250232527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612956107551325,0.08478448383984738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980878858553842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958616658313456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813007562528459,0.09936183470986663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074561667810718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645051713648145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483487080049387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384865580407935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510579789720295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150355073794772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224294625122657,0.0,0.10727036808150253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577985942999757,0.4439864281521664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892705743270658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707387086410794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042712477494509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104173794408724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832872814307669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Didionr,2020/03/30,"The only human contact I've had in the past 11 days was with the Tesco self-service till. Other than that, it's been calling my parents and speaking to a guy online via text messages and a discord server, but that's about it. I haven't had any physical contact with any human being for the time being. I can't return home to my parents because of the lockdown, everyone I know I've either alienated due to what I can only consider some avoidant disorder, or just being way too embarrassed to face them anymore. I've tried making other connections, but they were arrows shot and missed. &#x200B; I don't like that this will be my life for the foreseeable future.",7.325591517857141,7.065208679687501,7.4898660714285725,73.93281250000003,63.765625,9.814285714285717,35.473214285714285,9.23628265651192,3.2961995535714284,533,22,91,8,7,173,88,128,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.9204,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,8,0,14,2,1,1,0,14,17,7,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,10,1,13,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598872834694569,0.2422243168308284,0.2711209939669393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769530522729709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151802015237068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355212337142986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285601432339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284650581662772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048137103035587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738152397609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199957903754488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955403994226402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080229368120428,0.09738922320906898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306341388542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032196106591883,0.0,0.0,0.4426949972581448,0.0,0.190296040928508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795887027364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623886755748268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534123232123466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822968640673654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422243168308284,0.0 lonely,elaborate_circustrix,2020/03/30,"How are you managing your loneliness through this pandemic? I'm finding that I am on social media a lot more, as if suddenly not being able to talk to people face to face. I'm browsing a lot more through the meaningless stories, news articles people share, and trying to feel connected to friends and family online. But, it seems to be the same people every time I log on and start swiping. And, it's mostly just wasting my time and not necessarily making me feel any better. How're you coping and managing?",6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,7.366666666666667,70.74500000000002,65.5625,10.566666666666666,33.70833333333333,10.504223727775694,3.7963458333333335,405,17,68,10,6,136,66,96,0.091,0.826,0.083,-0.20800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,2,0,22,11,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,11,9,6,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,4,48,11,2,0.23065486344950736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685321663795618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039954827524288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433667051889805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744087750303898,0.0,0.23325205872655064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108143665276734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820337533696204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921890332175972,0.0,0.0,0.15396391241691382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797211204804016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997952489359992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351235862348892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325869952362826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853916421897725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689934115093691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659951169933534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wooders0407,2020/03/30,"Being lonely right now So it's the big pandemic and quarantine. We are all going through massive changes in our lives. Losing jobs, connections to people, even losing family members. It means we can spend a lot of our time stuck on our own feeling shut away from the world. In my personal life I live in small village pub, since that closed we are all afraid we might not open the doors again, alongside still having to go to work and being scared you'll bring covid-19 into your home. Ive shut myself away from friends and family, the pressure had got to me a little bit and now I feel alone also. For any of you out there who are afraid of what will happen or have felt the same as me even just a little bit, you're not alone with these feelings and you're not alone as my messages are open and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. M22",3.3809581646423763,4.712802561403514,3.686198830409357,92.06279352226723,73.09356725146198,6.665047233468286,22.510571300044983,7.010146845296331,0.4822762932973457,662,16,143,6,13,205,110,171,0.12,0.8540000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9217,1,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,7,4,0,3,12,8,0,4,8,0,15,1,0,0,2,31,27,13,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,6,16,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,7,0,0,4,4,20,1,25,18,7,29,0,3,0,0,15,19,0,3,7,99,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162985987828097,0.0,0.1071463256001715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111317810486916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517632747842982,0.10302481913267313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925499305940871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173647192345593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698929476074807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526148946622148,0.0,0.2032378120029276,0.0,0.12864489413770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035150966233767,0.0,0.07000069790564092,0.0,0.15229149315323345,0.0,0.10715861360624937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848091118923534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343960851698601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295766318018054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463630443398292,0.0,0.2685727525757667,0.2366192603744593,0.0,0.0,0.2997858835382314,0.0,0.11390773488825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594699553516755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421350139056102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288708859546016,0.11698897205775023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442093030400542,0.0,0.0,0.13414056798431026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083229685962932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699916554780774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812668792269681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754137349535001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mhca22,2020/03/30,"Anyone lonely and from Germany? Contact me, I'm bored and lonely.",1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,95.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.3823666666666667,52,2,7,0,2,17,10,12,0.47,0.53,0.0,-0.7269,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JWill1507,2020/03/30,"Im Tired of this I have zero friends, no people close to me. Nobody actually cares about me. I try so fucking hard to fit in and be accepted and validated but nothing ever works. People only ever want me around when im cracking jokes, being funny. When im down people act like I dont exist. I sit at home every night with a searing pain in my chest and cry. Loneliness is gonna kill me someday.",1.4436585365853674,3.4696315975609764,4.092865853658537,83.97515243902441,80.58536585365854,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.9318487804878046,309,10,61,4,8,109,63,82,0.239,0.561,0.2,-0.8361,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,11,9,7,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,9,5,10,6,0,14,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.16478827759682413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503260133124698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216953619582526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854907197097523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979089987507316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054968557764094,0.14227638806472914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304649941577581,0.15611334722992606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512702356600607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693857711431791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472108493431777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682455277876006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249910788501696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846874472520234,0.0,0.1620309118428353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842975099474746,0.1796846983912067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512100321471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940859436440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464852638357358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960119189376987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229360270947832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skumel98dddd,2020/03/30,"Feel depressed af because of wasted potential I'm an 18-year-old guy. I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, but It is undiagnosed. I've done everything to get acquaintances. I'm already a good looking guy. I always cared about my academic performance and did really well in school. I work out, and am quite fit, have a six-pack, can run marathons. I have a strict diet and barely eat anything unhealthy. I'm charismatic and my social skills are great. But I can't utilize them. I've been pressured by my parents to get a wife and kids, but I doubt that will ever happen. It's not about looks, it's almost all personality. My social anxiety is holding me back so badly and has done it my whole life. I feel like this has started to create other mental health issues for me too. I, for example, am really worried about becoming depressed. Because, despite my social anxiety, I'm pretty extroverted. I want to have friends, I never did, and I got bullied in school. I'm trapped in my house. I never leave at all. No one ever messages me, except long-distance girls, but I don't want long-distant relationships. I want someone that I can actually meet in real life and hang out with. I feel like my life, so far, is totally wasted potential and I feel like this is making me really mad at everyone and I don't like it. Can someone PM me, please? Thank you.",2.8911235955056185,5.124430741573036,4.662091385767791,80.65996853932585,76.79026217228464,7.717692883895133,27.53393258426966,8.608573733854374,2.3263139775280908,1076,45,199,23,25,364,144,267,0.179,0.638,0.183,-0.231,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,4,10,16,1,2,5,0,26,6,0,1,7,39,48,18,0,3,6,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,0,5,10,13,2,1,5,1,0,2,7,6,1,1,7,6,33,10,24,40,4,19,0,2,2,0,17,10,0,2,11,128,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.08952307672361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186237813976797,0.0,0.1012351891889706,0.0,0.07633338381269597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053800865496786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549257604309748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054087675668147,0.07659741700106819,0.11184529423439768,0.10131743851077228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935330280958325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580276489422238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775969583500973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938708995788089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596458714986215,0.0,0.08765961197503097,0.082448219443146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554200265515686,0.19661298510326508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087656872235976,0.0,0.09585866095983286,0.0,0.0,0.0769455009058458,0.07337127712964865,0.1011414938195612,0.0,0.1816701308814888,0.0811236304473027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975132281984422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585336113894027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957506613451603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713732004645154,0.0,0.0,0.19439183520978146,0.17927425597322405,0.0,0.0,0.2435557896162059,0.15407366840522654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123584246676932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245034980361563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415080370527545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096263622759761,0.0,0.062164058336656634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186421767394782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010210286503115,0.0,0.10070080044286576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333054943500388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757467932950786,0.0,0.10441795376856923,0.17630917916031233,0.0,0.0,0.09849230431421004,0.1039212963875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568755313327906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740614449420765,0.1554586577562348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493264459458012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446004585092952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232838780228315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248349964313145,0.0,0.0,0.10242222611913143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678637307338696,0.09316441505617164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059076278828190776 lonely,Aspiegirl34,2020/03/30,"35F never been on a relationship, kissed or held hands with a guy I feel like I’m completely invisible to men. No one even looks at me. I’m not overweight, I dress nice and wear makeup. I’ve been told by multiple guys that I’m ugly. Even the folks on r/AmIUgly said I was ugly. The highest rating I got was a 3/10. Apparently I have bad genes and there’s nothing I can do to fix it. On top of that, I have Aspergers and crippling social anxiety. I’ve been told that I’ll meet someone eventually if I put myself out there. Well after 10+ years of going to meet ups and groups for adults with Aspergers not one person showed interest in me. Whenever I show interest in a guy I get rejected. I’ve even tried dating sites. Nothing. For those that think females can never be forever alone, you’re wrong.",1.920092592592592,4.106787351851857,4.019243827160493,84.28034722222225,79.80246913580247,7.753703703703704,23.70524691358025,8.660442795831766,1.7872209876543212,629,22,128,15,16,215,105,162,0.14,0.7440000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.7079,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,6,0,11,4,2,0,2,16,24,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,7,1,1,2,2,0,2,5,3,1,2,10,4,13,6,19,13,0,17,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,2,6,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462803979708965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215991044489804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327196552765802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665987406943095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149621530321253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037173966119293,0.11355651677497533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304671969347331,0.0,0.09033702035832072,0.0,0.12712975174755048,0.0,0.0,0.4721673018877285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776567225902666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348102950817928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518970262724665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050406215195503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154222091567196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879219294075992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979231796084284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706567295316981,0.0,0.0,0.15120131778028364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203322503773052,0.1346809088019222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185107836984156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377404195869034,0.0,0.10791909193928374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429184177123057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379085941731434,0.0,0.10236093680536604 lonely,Miymotom,2020/03/30,"I have the feeling when im alone, that i don't want to be alone. But when im with people, i just want to be alone. I want someone in my life that i actualy want to be with Having a hard time talking about this with people in my life, so i turned to Reddit.",4.1532183908045965,2.53866075862069,5.581034482758621,89.48408045977013,70.72413793103449,8.422988505747126,26.229885057471265,6.42735559955562,0.7666712643678157,196,4,50,1,3,67,32,58,0.233,0.7390000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.6992,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,10,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898167367026942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598323847406004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700494842327341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100957569580982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681636518501748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632070328239147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084148286365654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525773474459201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069080764308738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206479424775444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478642143075075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,automated-pizza,2020/03/30,PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME I’m so alone I can’t stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE TALK TO ME???,-3.6225000000000014,-2.608744249999999,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,116.5,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,65,0,18,0,4,22,16,20,0.35200000000000004,0.525,0.12300000000000001,-0.6895,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645727489167601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613124718296736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38666279639543377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863976164022933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942933366872865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658592527409976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176312671929309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sleep_doesnt_help,2020/03/30,"tested positiv for Sad Tired sad guy here, i was wondering what would be the best thing for me to do rn. Short story, today i met up with a girl i really like but before that we didnt speak to one another for half a year only recently she messaged me asking to be friends again. My problem is that i really like her or at least it feels like it . She has a bf over sea tho and they have been together for a couple of years i believe. I know i will never have her as a girlfriend but just the thought of her and her boyfriend makes me feel fucking terrible, sadly i cant really control my thoughts, they just pop into my mind and that quite often. After she left today i felt as terrible as i didnt for quite a while. right now i only see a couple of options for me, ether break the contact with her completely hoping i will forget her fast, which is highly unlikely. Or i could try pushing through feeling absolute miserable ( but i dont know if i am actually capable of doing so ) basically trying to telling her everything i just wrote down but i dont see where that leads and i cant think of any positive outcome. Maybe any of u had a similar experience and could share what worked for them the best.",3.60867941712204,4.812999303278686,5.172076502732238,82.12529143897997,72.36065573770493,8.864845173041894,27.899817850637522,9.2995712137729,2.3441938069216754,946,35,192,21,18,320,143,244,0.115,0.735,0.149,0.8712,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,7,11,17,1,1,12,0,24,2,0,3,2,44,42,18,0,6,10,0,4,3,3,3,1,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,10,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,10,7,39,9,29,25,3,24,0,4,2,1,27,10,1,7,14,143,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.11266099114746593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570177506797098,0.12105772038627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792867572298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823809078624217,0.13007081989676333,0.2423119601202889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104545775641826,0.0,0.12948520470874894,0.18435231699525514,0.2554829319392833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706093452934996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037575836394221,0.11293069440576617,0.0,0.0,0.1751225495451136,0.0824763646978688,0.11084857500351254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919515250849767,0.10673019153281647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431207324446242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197758006392545,0.0,0.11466631705325295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689484999237646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254350315001627,0.0,0.0,0.16920677972946166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770627078351597,0.0,0.11598344168714708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656997996134336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904092829000561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823082809786211,0.17560743095198594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046853340824486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455871823551632,0.0,0.0,0.22187761635942416,0.0,0.11399137365595853,0.0,0.0,0.09859230838340527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399486570915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090699590802492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669879140840412,0.07397467730670533,0.0,0.18330627815679906,0.0,0.1326909601678542,0.218863180738847,0.0,0.0,0.15676377961266738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519887219030176,0.08404781494297824,0.0,0.0,0.0820112356274351,0.0,0.0,0.1486899773705516 lonely,quessi,2020/03/30,"My mom made me text my ""friends"" I still feel lonely. Nothing has changed. I don't feel happy. I hate that I feel this why but...idk. None of my friendships seem genuine. I'm sure they don't care about me...",-1.6550581395348836,0.02613823255814296,-0.32165697674418503,106.94216569767444,108.5348837209302,2.15,17.002906976744185,3.1291,-1.3579279069767445,156,5,38,0,8,48,32,43,0.231,0.65,0.11900000000000001,-0.6139,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,10,4,2,10,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,19,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727371868264483,0.0,0.2876897063946324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125220959005235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010984223647045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28949851432756696,0.0,0.2684968108576967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573280498284069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185075044310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609457774057252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475753602582432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171816336556158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631203154221155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539484966512234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vibhutisharma010,2020/03/30,"20F (f4f) (Friendship) I want to be friends with a girl I am a Indian my nationality and looking for some best friend whom I can share things related to my life, I am a very good listen and I can give really good advice to someone , my hobbies include Cooking, law, music, series etc",4.199363636363636,5.459891436363634,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,71.0,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.516,219,9,41,4,4,75,41,55,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,6,5,8,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687142722135543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885820612548576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066833753050126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424908798592784,0.0,0.0,0.2637927429794412,0.0,0.4612923697688617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423156492143803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309199588699705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616381748423615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329957300726721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268925156980184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268932077104727,0.16219455287299553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,perishingsong,2020/03/30,"I'm sick of being told to ""hang in there"" You know how long I've been doing that for? YEARS. Yeah, let me just hang in there. It's that simple, really. I'm off drugs, been in therapy for 7 months so far, cut my dad off, and now I have to face my childhood trauma. GREAT. I'm exhausted, physically and mentally. How long will it be before I'm not fucking miserable?",0.6106578947368426,2.6699879605263166,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.86842105263158,6.957894736842108,18.71052631578948,8.07648339933343,0.7249789473684216,279,7,63,6,8,96,54,76,0.138,0.742,0.12,-0.1181,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,2,1,0,1,8,5,1,2,0,7,15,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,10,8,0,14,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331688060252079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31777343585446577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533248674457523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302105385327864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059291373979927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802015742089498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849939287503087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761453039337589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871824414691268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554269929375613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133630209516267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618355716660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645835853449865 lonely,kiritio334,2020/03/30,I quit I quit because no one wants talk to me and I accept that and I know I’m different but idc about that. All I wanted to have friends or girlfriends since I’m stuck In house with my parents cuz of rona virus.,-0.4973188405797089,1.6864011521739144,0.9956521739130472,101.5794202898551,91.82608695652176,3.936231884057971,18.536231884057973,5.46131890053228,-0.6061768115942026,167,5,40,1,6,53,35,46,0.091,0.777,0.132,0.431,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,7,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151021692278468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293954069846586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173726799956152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324643661679635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462428643673512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906521182335381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124092826527783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985072338547521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273816268656786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261409360814749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33189865453910883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stargazer1919,2020/03/30,"My boyfriend left me so now I'm going to be lonely and homeless in the middle of a pandemic. Title says it all. I put in so much effort for us to be together and start our lives together. He fucked it up. I'm 28F. I know I'm talented and I've accomplished so much in life. I do everything I can to be there for my family and friends. I love music and art and concerts. I just wanted a future with someone. Someone to hold at night and we tell each other everything is gonna be okay.",-0.5576421636615834,1.6419344077669926,2.4016158113730945,90.94808252427187,93.2718446601942,6.049653259361997,19.97850208044383,7.447530270364453,0.891716227461858,376,13,82,8,14,132,68,103,0.066,0.7879999999999999,0.146,0.8176,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,3,1,7,3,0,0,1,15,17,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,10,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,13,12,4,13,0,1,0,2,8,7,1,0,4,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010602984150687,0.0,0.21034216832212446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238563788528724,0.20627524738242467,0.0,0.0,0.12680694433991546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262353415567967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424257071173973,0.0,0.157599618211381,0.0,0.0,0.1970232529657154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137880936819252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280447467421382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938747455353568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243020136067651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743776657087934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781057740968877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579288551885567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502087689166425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683916164463201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160476578093205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,carlitz21,2020/03/30,"17-18yo male here, waiting for females to talk Hello,if interested in a new friend that is always connect, dm me if you want",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.8,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.5789999999999995,98,4,19,1,2,33,24,25,0.0,0.725,0.275,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639902678592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308211750067935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385595539644858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481993956265454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289028049306772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NormalPerson255,2020/03/30,I need some friends Pls dm me as I need someone to talk to. I have social anxiety so I really can't talk to anybody irl.,-1.8316666666666668,0.06871537037037001,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,99.0,5.662962962962964,21.564814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.94397037037037,93,4,22,2,4,34,20,27,0.068,0.757,0.175,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682482139984773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709132630574739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200087931566587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246369799136759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574460800656745,0.2971067378293539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636824177347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,danujauWu,2020/03/30,"What the actual fuck Okay this might sound cringy af but I used to have a crush on this girl and it was kind of obvious that it wouldn't workout because she was 3 years older to me. But I was such a desperate fuck, I kept on asking her to give me a chance so I can prove her something and we really do get along well, like the only thing that was stopping us was the age gap and I tried so hard to prove her that age doesnt really matter but it never worked out. This whole drama shit went on for around 6 months and I took a break and i wanted to see if she really cared about me but she didnt reply to me in like 2 months and normally I would be the one who would start the conversation. Now its been over an year and I'm still not over here like I still wish I could do something to convince her but it wont happen and I'm so obsessed about this shit , it's making me fucking depressed and give up hope in life . Like I know this is just plain dumbness but I cant help it.",0.5469586702605582,2.4025619528301867,2.206576819407008,97.22323899371072,82.77358490566037,5.5475292003593895,16.699011680143755,6.655083550727371,-0.4384912848158131,762,14,184,8,21,249,122,212,0.177,0.6809999999999999,0.142,-0.8456,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,13,18,6,1,10,1,21,6,2,2,4,41,43,19,0,9,9,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,18,13,0,2,3,2,0,2,7,8,1,1,10,3,26,10,22,26,1,26,0,1,1,3,16,10,6,3,17,127,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.12569182438976356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466077042635682,0.1204121499147466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851628650528414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313218599307076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283763180852697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093666698306333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572251323531076,0.06729354274093717,0.24711654633807398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389886814907735,0.0,0.11538097353321043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633302674932412,0.0,0.0,0.1279290945311606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412709138158102,0.07078601492299191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097641006175423,0.251703908356053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859760973302463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366381896096798,0.0,0.0,0.20561648632238735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933976799014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619826364667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087279327183191,0.0979594540574527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475408933245068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026382340230884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644260726553653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831559599693915,0.0,0.0,0.09116646634858393,0.0,0.2057223180757968,0.10768394148820082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557008883397417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310336537669088,0.08744786130968715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549325184418131,0.11124326542839788,0.0,0.0,0.07597054658919583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580814614097275,0.11940041411743535,0.0,0.14380243541807386,0.14811553369891886,0.0,0.0,0.09376913063305482,0.0,0.0,0.1829939843681724,0.0,0.0,0.16588807122879334 lonely,jayyoung77,2020/03/30,"Alone and no one to talk to........ I never did have a lot of friends during high school and college. I'm 23 y/o and currently with my parents but my relationship with them is pretty rocky. My dad always goes to school early in the morning everyday cause he's more ""comfortable"" there than at home. I suspect it's because he wants to dodge the responsibilities of being a father, but he doesn't admit it. My mom isn't very emotionally responsive, watches drama shows a lot, and just isn't very empathetic even when I tell her how I feel. Also with my older brother, we can't even look each other in the face anymore. Home is just a very gloomy, unpleasant place to be. I thought about running away, but I don't really have any where to go. I'm on a gap year before applying to medical school, thus why I'm living with my parents.",5.346,5.533441448484851,6.506818181818186,77.8002272727273,67.84848484848484,9.50909090909091,30.43939393939393,9.3871,2.5424666666666664,649,23,129,12,10,219,107,165,0.13,0.83,0.04,-0.9106,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,8,0,12,2,1,3,1,26,21,10,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,3,15,2,20,17,4,17,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,2,7,81,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416490424334982,0.0,0.1113148577631966,0.11582208422118268,0.0,0.0,0.09465794001133787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380448637998911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077906762378924,0.0,0.0,0.0848524881351113,0.0,0.11844540205445846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299246426577306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657657744517695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387507048463464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038159578652868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754235567510943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910819994964845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706804047870284,0.27924954067840635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229124711700499,0.0,0.1168894427769929,0.0,0.0,0.2366786399102286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022515811102607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302447787365035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735640794933804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432269919889548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912100078012195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454300196888827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161220447916745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917241525577825,0.0,0.0,0.14944423259697612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42262084445123693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188033832617207,0.1216632937873364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050594347681024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445534212237024,0.08210130904043487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256025892105773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963755306200308 lonely,GameNut1811,2020/03/30,"Quarantine thoughts of a 20M Not being at work for 40 hours a week has given me more time to get lost in my head than I could ever want. After scrolling through this subreddit a fair bit it’s obvious that A LOT of people go through similar problems to my own. I don’t enjoy being alone but I can’t stand most of the attention I get. I find myself wanting to spend less time with my online friends as I only end up upset, resulting in this cycle of indifference and unwillingness to do things. Hopefully, once this quarantine is over I can find the motivation I need to make real connections with people. If anyone needs someone to talk to, I’m more than willing.",6.910959651035987,6.317137740458019,7.652082878953109,73.53312977099237,64.72519083969465,11.149836423118868,34.74482006543076,10.608840637214634,3.609524754634679,528,21,100,12,7,177,93,131,0.076,0.802,0.122,0.7906,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,6,0,10,1,1,3,2,25,23,4,0,8,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,13,3,25,16,7,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,7,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870688776671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740025626173046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891798968406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547390665758622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137737476771236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481263373348032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330596514921805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407692347112114,0.0,0.1903866198237691,0.0,0.10354990548966483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869923771596524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096823924598074,0.1794328054489821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889560177000806,0.1549020885933804,0.0,0.0,0.12162161397387156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702017576756068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940397645522473,0.0,0.1385732462442836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263260727484194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743432290904711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738638603811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437962556639342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644750439525492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104727517347162,0.0,0.0,0.1446484689368892,0.2124875390768083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493556412928028,0.0,0.14615189174402482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264562317492964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mr-throwaway-69,2020/03/30,"“I don’t really have anyone to talk to anymore” “you can always talk to me.” I’m so tired of people not giving a fuck at all until you’re on the edge of suicide or some shit. Tells me I can always talk to her. Replied right after she messaged. Said Something about how I don’t really have any close friends. And then she didn’t reply to that for 2 days. Can I really talk to you? She apologised for the late reply today because she had work (for 48hrs obviously) and asked how I am. Then she tells me how she’s behind at uni, I told her I’m the same way. And again just no reply. I’m so tired of being alone all the time. I just want someone to talk to, that’s all. Someone who’d actually care what I have to say, wants to hear me talk. Everyone treats me like shit. All my close friends left me without a reason really. I just wanna die tbh",0.4536487285629818,2.5123692022471893,2.581661738616205,93.23953577764641,84.50561797752809,5.545121230041397,17.79538734476641,6.8360192770164,-0.04646516853932559,650,15,147,8,19,219,97,178,0.158,0.7490000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9341,0,1,1,0,0,2,20.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,3,0,6,0,13,5,2,4,5,25,25,12,2,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,3,26,5,25,19,6,17,0,0,0,1,28,7,3,2,10,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.11192313178745966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878662444459932,0.0,0.0,0.1908663484081914,0.0,0.0,0.0779946910785319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374393427282385,0.08019551683463719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722181008311553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991535626646965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116936434863268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396703965879488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903249083501714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095933994070517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722195956795814,0.10603117521833487,0.0,0.1100232967296743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926654792380196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937790027788526,0.0,0.12461351012774792,0.0,0.0,0.05603286021808968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795131937100104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389927478953976,0.11792277747329842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979465901376808,0.10909863333629136,0.09120791348632708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545997777924774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435681252634446,0.0882957292331326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545475141554158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531119158815144,0.20049223579983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687799741225321,0.2636438339590331,0.10871488157419587,0.1095933994070517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529697001614036,0.09103740238021757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055927604932743,0.0,0.08349735407527135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodie26,2020/03/30,Just moved from Australia to the states All my mates from Australia are sleeping and the Timezone differences are so annoying! Does anyone wanna chat I’m a 17M would prefer to talk to a girl my age.,2.7680769230769218,5.287068820512825,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,78.74358974358974,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.2275076923076922,160,6,30,2,4,50,31,39,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.5836,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947386809033418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404018160201406,0.0,0.0,0.3688776158976865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44801223744468177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42182741658727896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388042185595641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994378434942961,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jazzy4679,2020/03/30,"28F/Looking for friends My names Jazz. I’m 28. Mixed with African American and Italian. I love gaming. I write music. Mostly metal. I listen to everything though. I have 1 full sleeve and 1 half sleeve tattoo. I have plugs (gauges). I have my nose pierced and cartilage. I have 2 dogs. I’m not specific on race. I don’t care about what you look like. I’m stepping outside of the box here. I just want new friends. Dm me and we can chat! 🤘🏾",-1.5436666666666667,-0.35897969999999896,0.3250000000000011,100.74750000000002,118.22222222222223,3.5777777777777784,17.833333333333336,5.6839178017228535,-0.29459999999999953,337,12,76,4,20,108,67,90,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,14,5,6,14,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,1,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168433631665865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792935465394933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801891024139901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182299597299873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219249314039962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804755399056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001366272335701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053228513077045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832959379011664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SouperDooperPooper,2020/03/30,"Something that has always deeply irritated me is when people tell you ""It's gonna get better"" I hate the fact that it's all talk. If the situation hasn't changed for 16 years why should it on one fine day? I would love to believe everything will get better. But I want to see and experience the results of it. Not hearing the same line 5000 times in 50 iterations.",2.4307240704501005,4.639825849315071,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,78.17808219178082,6.911154598825831,24.127201565557733,7.957251820313856,1.2830407045009786,289,10,60,5,7,95,59,73,0.08800000000000001,0.746,0.166,0.6258,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,11,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,6,10,2,6,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697747033794726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317223450649995,0.0,0.3974770609115893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377143370086988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491994088146487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019556678264716,0.21981037922088145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480434170496475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185549209201108,0.0,0.0,0.25326551622836224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281036089971155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226992166690015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578624458821438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906549419109805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525844670540618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299342950018887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061410983446502,0.19640723147320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103073309358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325403111076721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276663605570786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962817636512402,0.0,0.0,0.14470645241377536 lonely,Waspmouse,2020/03/30,"My friends haven’t even asked my how I’m doing during the quarantine I live alone and all my friends live with a spouse. They bitch about it being difficult with the kids and all during quarantine. I rarely speak to them on the phone these days because they are so busy at home. We mostly communicate by short texts. But not once, not ONCE have any of them asked med how I’m holding up all by myself. And you know what?! I fell horribly lonely and feel like I’m going insane with no one to talk to and no one asking me about my well-being. My dog is the only thing keeping me sane these days.",4.271838842975207,4.887727619834717,4.644287190082647,88.7046126033058,70.32231404958678,7.7028925619834725,23.389462809917354,7.645422480735847,0.7958834710743794,466,10,101,5,8,147,78,121,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.066,-0.8977,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,4,0,6,6,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,22,16,9,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,2,17,3,14,15,4,8,0,1,0,0,16,4,1,1,3,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863591341518028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236245592290153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046468097575506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968714128088423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320872999133664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884584222306972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098090356900916,0.1285461101861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780357729011304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226161300699667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049019241628989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993513033853676,0.0,0.0,0.09888796280560792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790750106012417,0.0,0.31777306444908265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998680148867301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832513263392819,0.2438581934462451,0.13684921887225235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462551124011147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954129316493167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178381648738924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,concerned_youngling,2020/03/30,"Need some virtual hugs I used to hate any sort of unnecessary physical contact but all I want to do now is to hug someone, even if it’s just for a minute or so. Can someone just give me a virtual hug? At this point even a virtual pat on my head would do the job.",2.4692105263157917,3.0634176315789503,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,74.43859649122807,9.208771929824564,28.285087719298247,9.516144504307137,2.214266666666666,203,8,49,5,4,71,45,57,0.039,0.764,0.19699999999999998,0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,5,4,1,1,1,12,10,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,9,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,4,1,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958688402486357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804794061876659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763025948660308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436790809294976,0.2955997083984718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582323469494897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135690288312402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722794523217947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880901884158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876361663930574,0.0,0.0,0.1698863104639575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460674720108651,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kratos696969,2020/03/30,"Fake friends My friends are mean to me because i have a ps4 and they have a pc and they say they are better than me and call me poor. Even my best friend i used to be with very often before quarantine do it. I feel so isolated, but if not my family i don’t know what i would do. Hope they stop but i don’t think so.I don’t want to tell my parents because they don’t know how my friends are and they probably say I shouldn’t be with them but I’m very shy and I’m bad at talking to people. I feel like this group is the only place people will understand me. I just had to let it out somewhere. And this is the right place. Almost every night i go in my bed i turn on sad music on my headphones and cry. I try to not think about but i just can’t.",-0.3011694258541766,1.4323131556886253,1.8076435364565,99.5994469883762,85.10778443113773,5.127016555125045,17.607960549489256,6.2272716619740125,-0.5219070799577317,575,13,147,5,17,192,89,167,0.14300000000000002,0.723,0.135,-0.5323,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,2,7,11,0,0,4,0,21,0,0,2,0,36,36,14,0,5,9,1,2,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,1,8,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,1,4,31,8,15,29,1,11,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,4,3,97,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411158422858157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766633126542415,0.1718129142876964,0.0,0.1199166350817564,0.0,0.14789189542025966,0.12463654374035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389998899768855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547992882400007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307950897832334,0.0,0.11873523182313825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285137040381328,0.0,0.14251163813896905,0.10067671357604684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355126394993439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009081805450742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997013569984404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489718192305374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410516782470353,0.0,0.06884874456802391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535084333731997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224838919236756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717966954862257,0.0,0.0,0.15648032597168213,0.0,0.0,0.1953990405708741,0.0,0.2944728676415168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194078215136886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034901911933885,0.0,0.22413813300843285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781945270570338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113270025439354,0.12317449686424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805978579771257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567869653917267,0.15328572745903446,0.0,0.1467076988718954,0.0,0.12171379008638215,0.0,0.23255545684560225,0.08312110512664468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010894284110372,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OreoVerified,2020/03/30,How bad is this for general mental health How bad can being lonely to the point of crying when a human being of the opposite sex be for mental health? I feel like I’m going insane watching how seamlessly everyone just interacts with each other. This can’t be good right?,4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,70.15384615384616,9.046153846153846,24.538461538461537,9.516144504307137,2.391869230769231,218,6,36,5,4,73,40,52,0.252,0.6609999999999999,0.087,-0.8823,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,3,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,6,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033065267743592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529068517649484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077601718309085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211622726874505,0.17253693236947065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725740111339782,0.2025696422688588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513434041499347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799105039601092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867765903627118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830784481538466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625077870505548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pencilpenny,2020/03/30,"life kinda blows rn this quarantine shit is kinda fucking wit my mental rn. everyday i play games with some friends online but i still feel so lonely. i want to talk to someone n shit ya know? like i just wanna meet new people, im tired of talking to the same people everyday. idk where this is going its 3:42 AM in the morning. regardless, i am so lonely.",0.6283098591549283,3.137303450704227,2.6353380281690164,88.81441549295776,91.95774647887323,5.093521126760563,19.77605633802817,6.742157984588678,0.6053594366197186,279,9,53,4,10,93,53,71,0.254,0.6409999999999999,0.105,-0.9383,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,12,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,7,9,2,7,0,2,0,1,6,2,3,3,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119407529986835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245347972897766,0.21832234476472698,0.0,0.0,0.13421285283645432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508892060191274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297851188638865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680391185348836,0.11537385492047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379896251736787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280808613006477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274415633846453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848213210988419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000941465770559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885944245729057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796263697725556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27142649269978736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929088153867306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TobyxPyrize,2020/03/30,"When life loses meaning Over the past year I've been through a lot. Not saying my life is worse than anyone else's but sometimes it feels like the world is just closing in on you and all you can do is ""take it like a man"" I've loved and lost. Learned what real misery feels like and felt the emptiness of a broken heart. Sure I complain about it and cry but no one really cares. My friends who are girls talk about them calling each other and just letting all the tears and pain out in an ugly wailing cry. To be honest everyone needs those ugly cries to really release the waterfall of emotion. A lot of times if I do get to ""edgy"" as my friends call me I'll try taking to one of them but I just end up hurting them. I've learned that all the people who say they will be your ""rant buddy"" they don't care about you, they are just curious about your problems. I've learned to keep mouth shut. I look back at old pictures of me and my old love. I keep them to help me remember how beautiful love is but to also remember how I once was before the shit hit the fan. Broken heart, horrible 1st year in college, toxic friends wherever I turn. It just gets harder and harder to not pull the trigger Sorry for how messy this is",3.1788273684210537,4.458632348000002,3.937578947368422,90.26773684210528,73.52,6.86315789473684,25.157894736842106,7.273561745256523,0.9740000000000002,957,30,205,10,19,305,144,250,0.233,0.556,0.21,-0.4706,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,7,2,15,20,1,0,14,0,17,10,4,4,4,47,37,19,0,3,12,0,3,3,3,1,3,2,0,2,11,11,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,4,6,26,13,29,28,6,21,0,3,1,3,29,11,1,3,12,132,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971605864084225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970032121344652,0.10213650042068237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664968889450365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482246490398969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203573953824158,0.0,0.2032659029639115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848963410992976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327193714957884,0.11212939476556426,0.08828910700763698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525089983890248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080493349576837,0.14242639477218688,0.0957108315892626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310433549564953,0.0,0.10415998323580447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362484831421004,0.06681507803448887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671217713618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772047709460754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193210918535912,0.14081739437268964,0.14609950193707744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370819369619575,0.11151921887180473,0.10881522328205566,0.16949299237533133,0.2699020423298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858346461595822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073913310126068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092000291361465,0.1061586084229551,0.13509488259863994,0.0,0.10606920734729948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515822484988516,0.06910729378703921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538268937254553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346050742987696,0.12771832307951594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584167943062985,0.0,0.0,0.1585430487420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232265301042498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858854063923113,0.11158639679083518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394957585499288,0.0,0.1498976676010416,0.08012101699612584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058125666941681024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676778736638195,0.10842593464044388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158498285617044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283845226036796 lonely,Throwaway864920,2020/03/30,"If I had the nerve to do it I would’ve killed my self 4 months ago Honestly if I had the nerve to do it now I would. But I’m too big of a pussy to put a bullet in my brain or hang myself. So I just sit and hope that I don’t wake up one morning. Like what’s even the point anymore. I worked my ass off to graduate at 20 and get accepted to a graduate program thinking I would be happy that I would be a doctor in four more years, but the moment I got that letter of acceptance I realized I’m never going to be happy. Aside from the fact that I don’t struggle with school, I’m just a total piece of shit in every aspect and no one should really have to put up with me. Not my present or future friends, family, or significant other. It’s a cruel joke that I get to live a life I want to toss away when there people with more potential than me who lost their chance to live. But, “it is what it is” I keep telling myself so I don’t mentally collapse. Maybe it does get better like everyone says, but I don’t want to wait anymore. Just let me die already.",1.7395175438596482,2.8812465482456204,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,76.93859649122807,7.171929824561403,21.87719298245614,7.793537801064563,0.7308929824561412,815,21,190,12,18,279,125,228,0.139,0.695,0.166,0.1165,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,16,3,1,12,0,19,6,4,0,3,35,34,15,2,9,13,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,0,1,15,6,0,2,4,1,0,4,7,5,0,3,4,1,27,11,27,22,4,24,0,1,0,1,7,10,2,6,11,132,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401824124405426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194081068746778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551227395631569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208473574868448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375829957056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435879626921935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349237193614275,0.0,0.0,0.13165306798806875,0.11256054459410396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495555435407222,0.0,0.10837205257757786,0.12290663442194015,0.0,0.0,0.12125613836212402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937530322997423,0.0,0.20160365417980824,0.0,0.07310051289673637,0.0,0.1028731080604512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384726331430603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775357972896306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432774933007855,0.1423044296521712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152770735700142,0.0908515932116456,0.12567928914881885,0.0,0.22715634257017114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140409307314566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922103234498308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962367833353006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266719339820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920347686893301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431916523527174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917233231117695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159213578992968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586071657790757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240042493176608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228770838301636,0.0,0.13017529792487104,0.0,0.0,0.1341838559081404,0.0,0.13203164408845802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446670616960024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242385975437852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241766264139723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173263464898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364048225579856,0.0,0.0,0.3654858444449562,0.0,0.0,0.08283023893618459 lonely,bodaciousbeauty,2020/03/30,"I miss intimacy I miss romantic intimacy, I miss physical intimacy, I miss having chemistry with someone. I feel more alone than ever. I just want someone to choose me with out a doubt choose me. Sometimes I think all I’m good for is sex, that I’ll never find my person. I feel so worthless all the time.",3.331500000000002,5.15499581666667,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,74.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.398566666666667,239,10,46,5,5,82,40,60,0.245,0.6409999999999999,0.113,-0.7214,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,16,11,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,11,1,6,11,3,4,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576806117979866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757851948482817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083172032873961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786586161574477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572238420785226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514547435322666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662131051661289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166547509492739,0.0,0.3015382488928435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535747121545424,0.0,0.0,0.17778041658473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982858804706267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ALT_DEATH,2020/03/30,Any one feel late to learning social skills? I was talking to the one real friend I have and complaining to him about my lack of friends again and as we talked I realized I lack the ability to talk to people and hold a normal conversation. I should have learned this by elementary school.,5.227,6.7427680181818195,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,68.81818181818181,9.136363636363637,30.113636363636363,9.516144504307137,2.689454545454545,231,9,44,5,4,73,41,55,0.11,0.741,0.14800000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,8,2,9,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576955665119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232556500652644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766667353917142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749791924675041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388393811137242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303649334957387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689969751397195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745960668862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670467864904785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848921484574865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877907573340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlternativeHatred,2020/03/30,"Is it normal to be surrounded by people and still feel alone, or just empty? Even with my family I feel like I have no reason to be there and no one needs me, even when I’m doing something important for someone I feel like a husk or a man that lost his will, why?",2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,4.409285714285716,88.3857142857143,74.0,7.742857142857144,21.142857142857142,8.07648339933343,0.7427642857142862,204,4,46,3,4,69,43,56,0.182,0.7040000000000001,0.114,-0.4696,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,6,2,5,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552465710797999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255541388147837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323299400529151,0.0,0.37383566588394457,0.35212606025441634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408048129211971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26902791390109243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273861903676936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414674405884048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670000453430054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085652652373864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339035217979183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881521886534424,0.18972828155630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968142832644495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238165649961505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,renegade_kid,2020/03/30,"I'm lonely but I hate people. I used to hangout with people but now I avoid it like the plague. I honestly despise most people because of how fake everyone acts, no one's truly authentic. I know that probably goes the same for me but I'm so inauthentic with myself I barely know where I end and the mask I wear in public begins. I honestly can't stand people in general, theres a few people that I tolerate but the the majority of people I can't stand whatsoever. The worst part is that the people I do tolerate have friends who are garbage human beings. All my life iv been the black sheep of the group, a punching bag if you may. I'm always the go to when it comes to putting someone down. My parents aren't great people either, my mother gets on my nerves constantly with every little thing, and my father pushes my buttons to the point of me being on the verge of having an angurisum because he enjoys doing that to people. Iv got no on in my life that I care about and no one cares about me. Iv never been in a proper relationship, the closest thing being having intercourse with a guy that I fucking despise and the only reason he had sex with me was because he's a cum brain sex addict who used me acts like it's his first time but he's definitely been with other men. I don't feel like I'll ever be in a proper relationship because the men I do like end up being straight and I can't stand men with a hint of being flamboyant which really narrows the dating pool. I can't tell most of my ""friends"" I'm gay because they'll just think of the stereotypes. I don't fit into the gay community because I hate everything flamboyant and I old unpopular views. I hate being told it's self hatred because I don't hate myself in that way. My only solice from life is video games, music and movies. I hate people who are smarter than me and I hate people who are dumber than me. I'm scarred of social interaction and I often barricade myself in my room. I don't want to die alone but I think it's the only option for me. No one gets me and I don't even get myself. I hate when my parents bring up how I have no social life or dating life even though their the ones that fucked up my childhood by fighting all the time which led to me never bringing friends home. I hate by Dad and I can't wait till the day he dies. Some days he's a great guy but the cons outweigh the pros. I know I'm a complete trainwreck but their has to be someone out their for me, right?",3.4717063809371496,4.573596656804735,4.9055333439948825,84.29835438989285,72.57001972386587,7.374572205341438,25.14254491177568,7.730073105063049,1.2617329175329175,1943,58,396,24,37,651,217,507,0.196,0.6970000000000001,0.107,-0.9947,2,6,0,0,2,1,34.0,0,1,4,1,17,31,13,1,34,0,39,17,2,6,5,61,77,28,2,2,12,5,1,4,3,2,9,0,2,7,22,21,0,2,7,4,0,9,18,17,0,5,7,3,67,14,51,60,11,59,0,1,2,6,42,26,2,8,24,269,89,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770932546676907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643274734199383,0.0,0.0,0.05168069221343564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650327652657635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933556488581206,0.0,0.0,0.12665105083438913,0.0,0.0,0.05350246902309965,0.06512140114518394,0.06711910045843915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011192842375578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892123883644455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002246827134923,0.0,0.0,0.0820464507035889,0.05618226468165142,0.052330552940631735,0.059348992534473226,0.05582067556499873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031404801716292965,0.04437156527834779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283093533373178,0.0,0.0,0.1439586436626223,0.11483982540009555,0.09735010500543076,0.0,0.03529867866433183,0.0,0.049675229909215496,0.1369535097493337,0.0,0.12299779794249358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490567997607167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230163124583352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240248477031337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935148385693787,0.1213756967394374,0.06225077379488419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580648653799748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517424501191882,0.0,0.16835001437997132,0.14171290067875064,0.0,0.0,0.13793213449274908,0.0672593333985576,0.0,0.4736535924573463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058714249179367274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696533979111446,0.0,0.0,0.06243794252185564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039789407846968286,0.06385966744140265,0.0,0.1333662995248514,0.0,0.053041802501878524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479452228103201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266271285208579,0.10525160345475904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542870842134801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252656242101139,0.07959546313864159,0.061022991890067615,0.0,0.07243395661810167,0.0,0.0,0.059348992534473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072866046230963,0.0,0.0,0.03663422663622612,0.04930021464297892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lavendercola12,2020/03/30,"Nobody to talk to Ive been in quarantine for about a week now, and I'm really starting to feel the lonliness kick in. Previousky I'd always be with my friends but now we're all in quarantine. We talk sometimes in our gc but it really doesnt suffice. I talked to one of my friends for like 6 days straight when quarantine began and we got pretty close but that has since ended. I would try to start it back up but im afraid that the convo ended because i came off as annoying or clingy. I hope i. wasnt coming off as clingy. If i were to rekindle the convo, I wouldnt know where the start and i feel the momentum is gone so it would end quick. I have no clue who to talk to rn, where to find people to talk to. I feel like if i were to randomly start texting one of my friends and started a conversation itd be weird? Idk i have self worth issues so i feel like everybody detests me even though i have good friends whove shown care and love for me but rn i feel like i am all alone in the world. Any advice on what to do?",0.9467514677103744,2.7872700547945217,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,81.32876712328766,6.36320939334638,20.930854533594264,7.447530270364453,0.4988854533594265,798,23,187,12,21,264,119,219,0.052000000000000005,0.718,0.23,0.9928,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,0,12,15,1,1,8,0,19,1,0,0,2,33,39,19,0,6,8,0,5,4,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,2,8,5,25,12,31,25,2,33,0,0,0,1,16,14,0,5,20,118,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503892751359553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113282227644675,0.0,0.0,0.08944109428641013,0.0,0.0,0.0730975426184139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265391751165907,0.0,0.06552549492405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294102870648077,0.10959420330874152,0.0,0.0,0.09259394894882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932278029504113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561527149174964,0.0,0.0,0.07099676899584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717533097034194,0.2303747018696799,0.0,0.0,0.09824479517942854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33218901346487617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901583220563342,0.0859703446629567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676278269702454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610868837147108,0.1121926410385886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907422355257061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100586248209824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970147931657546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567732033359826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745207011601781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935695569715136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772293003134042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121365200111244,0.0,0.0,0.08891763751088494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631131349802757,0.0,0.3804132934615074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319858322492741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560932792342613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297930973826748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622276883523873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271699576676934,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Adoom98,2020/03/30,"Would anyone be interested in a game of D&D? I've recently had some issues with my group and thought it might be nice to offer to host a game for you fine folks? I'm not completely sure how it's going to work yet in terms of numbers but i was thinking maybe a one off game for 3-5 people? I'll probably use Roll 20 and Discord (Roll 20 being a site to play D&D on and Discord for a group call). If more than a few people are interested i might do a couple games! I was thinking about doing it on Sunday but that's not set in stone necessarily, I'm free a lot recently haha. Just let me know if you'd be interested :)",2.582727272727276,3.6953663636363667,4.844363636363639,83.84154545454548,74.75757575757575,7.704242424242422,25.32121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.450979393939395,488,16,106,8,10,171,84,132,0.062,0.732,0.20600000000000002,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,0,8,1,15,0,0,2,1,23,23,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,7,10,18,10,5,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,6,5,68,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39610068670382187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780937551425692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664662842482213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916493742586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225105901315613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038824343336107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907828177877404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045531260919237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869127572588356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539952422310094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363476363102788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878176237644408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238616428124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534438840060266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707600331532285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360961507139132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227519774384406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424589207381255,0.0,0.14511297721361502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786984217764374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307158682521267,0.0,0.0,0.1298471027455421,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,babyfartmacgee,2020/03/30,"I need a hug Hi I really needed to talk to someone, I've been craving talking and a hug for a while so I decided to come vent here. Long story short: -I've been living on my own since I was 7. When I was seven my father pretty much told me I was a shitty child and he wished I was more like my brother who was easy to love. My mother was sexually abusing me so I did a few suicide attempts at 7 years old and after 3 spent my 8th year in observation in a psychiatric ward. Came out that I was just extremely intelligent and had horrible parents. -lived in 23 different foster houses from 8-15yo including my 11th in Isolation because the child protection services didn't have a place to put me until my 12th anniversary. So never had people close to me, nobody ever got to know me and spent most of my childhood alone eating my way to morbid childhood obesity. -from 15 to 17 was between apartments and homelessness in Canada's winter. -on top of that when my mother finally killed herself (after +-50 attempts) her final letter was just hate towards me and making sure everything went to my junkie brother and to blame me (her bastart child as per the will) for her death. Even with all that since my brother who I don't really know is a junkie and couldn't do it, so i paid and organized respectable funerals... -And my weight has swung with my emotions between 420 and 270 lately I'm on the way down because I am careful at the moment. After that I fixed my life: when I was 21 finished high school and started college in IT. I started a few businesses in IT, insurance and cars. So now I am 32: -If have no family to speak of (only ones still alive are decade long junkies) -No one really knows of ever knew me, -If lost most of my friends either when they moved, made girlfriends or I flushed then for being unethical. -If have never in my life had a functioning normal relationship with another human being... Lately I realized that I haven't been hugged in years, I don't know if anyone even told me they loved me (even my parents made it clear when I was 5-6 they didn't and where just stuck with kids...) and I really wished I had people that I cared for and cared for me. Also I the last few years I started hating holidays and birthdays more and more. When I was a kid already birthdays pissed me off because my parents didn't celebrate mine (they did do my brother, even did him twice one year celebrating him on my birthday by mistake...). The last few years I don't even get a phone call of anything for my birthday yet everyone is constantly lived and cherished on Facebook on theirs. And that's my new thing, seing people's birthdays or love makes me incredibly jealous and then feeling guilty because of being jealous of their happiness. Watching a mother love her child or a happy couple loving each other makes me feel like someone is stabbing me in the heart. Most people, especially the ones that known me for a long time know I'm an asshole... And I am. When push comes to shove I'll put myself before anyone else without hesitation. I dismiss friends of years for doing things that hurt me. And I firmly believe people change so theres no point in trust because the same people won't be themselves in a few years and will betray you... Actually most people that don't work for me or have some form of business relationship ignore my calls/messages. But professionally I am well respected but inspire fear because it is know that if you cheat a customer or do something wrong there is no loyalty I will crush you... And at this point I am successful enough that the last women that got interested in me where there for the wrong reasons. I've never had a reciprocal loving relationship in my life. So for all my success and intelligence I find my life really sad: I get home and I have no one to talk to. Sometimes I'll think of a funny joke and just start crying when I realize I have no one to say it to. I miss giving a hug so bad sometimes it actually hurts, I think it's been years, last time I got a hug was at a funeral... Sad thing is I see myself as an amazing person: -If walk straight: if anything I'm paying for being too honest, -If never hurt anyone willingly, -If went from homelessness drop out to university graduate entrepreneur -went from 420lbs to 270 -if saved a few lives (cpr) -I create jobs, even now with covid I've been hiring... -I give back to my community (ex last floods I got 1000 palets of sandbags delivered) But yet I have absolutely no one in my life and don't see where to go from there...",4.254331887858008,5.757706003378381,5.232558827484201,81.15408430818881,71.17342342342343,8.04924028506118,28.005983595535827,8.580053182427356,2.0758774842006185,3593,131,681,61,67,1178,385,888,0.121,0.738,0.141,0.9606,5,2,1,0,0,2,113.0,0,3,6,7,46,54,7,1,36,0,70,21,2,6,10,114,133,71,5,17,24,12,3,2,3,5,6,2,1,9,28,42,3,2,18,2,4,13,23,20,1,9,47,8,114,34,95,75,23,120,0,7,3,11,65,42,1,20,64,482,142,11,0.0,0.056403623996167475,0.0929103748660696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930397152923185,0.05253282014772344,0.03806935263989748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049917536083088486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985865405151904,0.048776501475549024,0.07834900001732689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036604971269468455,0.03974782250454551,0.17411580222615772,0.0,0.0405079777308618,0.053634041883791526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860958236374363,0.05444693922710711,0.1456080770588115,0.0,0.05035931658285756,0.08201423339723155,0.0,0.05144362186382464,0.0,0.0,0.052673544624002,0.05229137822708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973663727569157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871135347486299,0.039767504746283364,0.05354872711232477,0.0,0.04918824012461856,0.0,0.1886541933563859,0.08612210711989025,0.0,0.04548820096051378,0.04278391257235585,0.0,0.0448773462511113,0.053568369368069815,0.04814059584132086,0.034008710040724775,0.0,0.10429694596092516,0.043509709075925065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355833613209935,0.0,0.04974283977881015,0.09133327114690512,0.027054770774601798,0.0,0.15229487439454645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135188718424634,0.0,0.0939993027134783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641163755911999,0.0,0.05029683554870022,0.04775125914112458,0.0,0.0,0.05492927535665438,0.152885011061775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047240184275389716,0.0,0.052667396874336095,0.0,0.15697334047860298,0.1940203668241452,0.1074000434247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812255697307002,0.046514370751945824,0.0,0.16814280870818016,0.12638562336226533,0.0,0.0,0.05196600507280162,0.0,0.25778986575281976,0.09008917899330074,0.09532924839690796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050596117768592734,0.03499483199883075,0.07059636203663815,0.14686229797177358,0.04597678456386048,0.0,0.0,0.046642365324018935,0.0,0.0,0.049952981979094015,0.0,0.2258065921237564,0.03620541607356399,0.0,0.0,0.1585777041389791,0.0,0.0,0.23102107497747165,0.04156646910007036,0.04973663727569157,0.0,0.09000340028907433,0.0,0.0,0.048430955748057565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571147059810446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248351344729374,0.04894542033142004,0.0,0.15332845870861314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378570600081983,0.0,0.04817836026469412,0.07586934826489124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875797456244785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067038520637762,0.0366483191236188,0.09416426210326496,0.0,0.13477902170304853,0.0,0.03801706631186373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052071666493760216,0.0,0.04486673820273477,0.0,0.0,0.11478823596767733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487907112678008,0.06100616485937173,0.0,0.0,0.055517208200214815,0.0,0.0,0.09097640192102756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557257420245755,0.0,0.057969534220204365,0.04280222012346985,0.1323897233015062,0.0,0.0,0.10948579850970212,0.0458891009329995,0.0,0.034656689567042744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409623531098472,0.0,0.2759020060106333 lonely,Deathmedical,2020/03/30,"Feel empty 1 thing I've noticed about my life during the quarantine is that nothing about my life has changed. I feel so alone and sad. I want to cry but can't. Im fine during the day and can distract myself but when i lay down for bed like i am now i can't help but realize that I am completely alone. It's agony and while i appreciate it when people say they're sending internet hugs in truth they don't help. Like if someone is starving and you send them an internet sandwich. My heart is broken, and i hate my life. I don't want to feel this way anymore but i can't kill myself because i couldn't do that to my family i love them too much, but they are so far away, so i just lay here every night alone in the dark. I don't even have words for how i feel right now. Sad but more sad then sad and like there isn't any hope of things getting better.",1.3937500000000007,2.940848918478263,2.8754347826086963,94.92989130434783,78.83695652173913,6.121739130434783,20.73913043478261,6.9077264865688965,0.17432173913043505,667,17,158,7,16,218,103,184,0.273,0.5710000000000001,0.156,-0.9753,0,4,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,1,4,1,15,16,2,1,4,0,18,7,1,1,1,26,28,21,1,5,8,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,0,5,27,9,12,27,2,17,0,4,0,2,11,6,0,2,11,99,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467644932531136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778109502102757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425995319860667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509400729142684,0.0,0.0,0.0876521209326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716922298709665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210914290730904,0.0,0.15075948235798511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794489010740606,0.0927316722880323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497093290273728,0.0,0.12114799334934505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355509791913013,0.0,0.2908150971597229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512354453898619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196135233593504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039003746203352,0.19275677029388671,0.0,0.0,0.14281440149230548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531622929766878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590806456742382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046861607323404,0.2107433603564744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977471429520154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057010750487308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349357450887325,0.0,0.13796892159922922,0.16370413399444342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968482523708516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279457364085095,0.0,0.11434636809185347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183150988114826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105334978339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962033823410788,0.11413260017460065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jazzlike-Star,2020/03/30,"quarantine should be named quaralonelytime If someone would have told me six months ago that this is what 2020 would have had in store I wouldn't have believed them. This quarantine, although I completely agree with and see the utmost necessity in, has taken a hit on my mental health. I'm feeling much more lonely and isolated from my friends. Two weeks ago I was at uni with a busy schedule and now I'm at home all the time. Although our deadlines for assignments have been pushed back I feel so empty that I have no motivation or drive to continue with my studies and assignments. I fear that this year I will fail in my courses. 20/f",5.07572859744991,6.644428303278687,5.075355191256829,82.8187340619308,69.24590163934425,8.700910746812388,29.94899817850637,9.150863307647796,2.4770626593806915,511,20,98,10,9,159,86,122,0.133,0.789,0.078,-0.7802,0,7,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,4,0,16,1,0,1,1,18,24,9,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,5,3,14,1,12,12,3,18,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,2,10,70,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968761598441202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721342589907142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522131758656464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471259233307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519043519699358,0.22638033865714205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729534164837587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379523483331442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245494894019187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255978829377163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868264329142525,0.0,0.16456260627221458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838716423987952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967556179421807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305343668272185,0.0,0.0,0.21390749653967514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867835781184147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956671466283353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180469564300173,0.0,0.0,0.14415828024218946 lonely,Danielhttps,2020/03/30,"I'm trying so hard to give myself a good life and I feel like I'm getting nowhere. I get no encouragement from anyone, in fact I have one friend and it's my ex girlfriend who just broke up with a dude after cheating on him with me. We were actually gonna try again bc we really do love each other, but I'm starting to doubt she really wants to be with me. She says the only thing that makes her happy is work, and that even I don't make her happy. I knew when she broke up with this dude we wouldn't get back together immediately, but I feel any sort of commitment. I'm scared she's gonna find someone else. Im 17 and I work 2 jobs and pay for everything I have. My PS4 account got banned for no reason and I can't get it back until support is back up. I don't have any friends anymore. I have no one to talk to. I can't bring up my problems to anyone and that's what led me here. I'm experiencing the worst feeling I've ever experienced at this point in my life. My mom told me I'd never be a good father the other day bc I've never had a make role model and it tore my heart out. I don't get encouragement at all. I feel like quitting to say the least. I wanna be happy in life and I don't feel like that's achievable and idk what to do.",0.9180413625304134,2.3802217226277413,3.2895072992700736,91.81277676399029,79.94890510948906,6.172506082725061,19.81082725060827,6.996647511020387,0.13065498783454998,968,23,232,11,24,335,139,274,0.14,0.684,0.17600000000000002,0.8893,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,4,10,21,1,2,8,0,20,5,1,5,6,47,49,15,0,4,3,3,6,3,3,3,3,2,0,0,15,19,0,1,8,0,2,2,12,7,0,2,5,10,37,14,30,38,4,26,0,2,0,1,26,12,0,2,15,143,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.10296687652576827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143506880082647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464197569154514,0.14755630490242344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434022828364958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804808727106297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814377849300528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969129501198243,0.09544385525013284,0.0,0.0,0.09482957849384016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667563657457822,0.2261386192410764,0.0,0.0,0.09643829009517796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630403951092193,0.0,0.2756347097366141,0.10121906909141423,0.0,0.17700101875287585,0.08438953964987927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33696626243508004,0.0945202165128615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503512395767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397370569390886,0.0,0.104706804344516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235839163063946,0.154647082528514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952309051055131,0.0,0.21129513174665665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357724134894482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275848766457468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299863573395086,0.080248489187232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974525469112934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096307269781467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122275990310432,0.0,0.0,0.135190509124308,0.108486421651661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678186415289685,0.10563836540629803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940204584046614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468366641489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973654044299036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480851312555955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009910798927356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082357279113828,0.0,0.14327476240611206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622351527493774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536315435422817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Benis_andvageen,2020/03/30,I've never felt more alone I havent seen really anyone but my roommate in the last 3 weeks. And even at that we arent in the best place right now. I have almost no contact with my family. And my friends only talk to me when they need a ride somewhere. I'm so tired of feeling like this. I cant even seem to get a job so I cant make friends there. I just sit in front of my computer for hours applying for jobs . I've applied to more jobs than I can count. I just want to feel alright again. I want to have a reason to get up in the morning. Even when I reach out to people I never receive the same treatment as I give others. I never get the affection and love that I give out to people. It just feels like I'm a battery and im reaching the end of my charge.,0.03727368791827956,1.8548174191616769,2.231595632264881,96.55992603029236,84.38922155688624,5.127016555125045,19.404367735118,6.2272716619740125,-0.1714280380415638,587,16,141,5,17,198,95,167,0.091,0.718,0.191,0.9229,4,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,13,7,0,0,10,1,7,2,0,3,3,28,25,10,0,3,4,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,2,5,21,7,24,23,4,25,0,0,1,1,10,10,0,2,13,93,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369577730143204,0.14165492815935735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563442204901848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435341653745808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211397246799259,0.0,0.0,0.271010583711457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893681912449415,0.0,0.20746866126416927,0.1954204186068473,0.13132292511019636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113399893989582,0.0,0.21437375661914215,0.2624090425495085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469323492171054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773763113720914,0.0,0.4071764222359425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148773728149464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336401438439508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344240494492202,0.0,0.0912966198212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141498019771963,0.3164618532227476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402155148575824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896414818650853,0.0,0.14289801737369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761988323823508,0.14062477698507786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680285768098543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451242991638001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993245111366676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719972064928206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613437763504564,0.0,0.10971054618285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AppropriateSweet0,2020/03/30,"I can’t even make friends online. I’m just really bad at talking to people, in real life and on the internet. It’s pathetic I know, but even just a small sense that they’re laughing or looking down on me makes me afraid and ashamed of myself, all I can do is run away and never look back.",6.186830601092893,4.528449868852462,6.848196721311478,82.18027322404373,66.70491803278688,10.100546448087432,31.80874316939891,8.841846274778883,2.2844054644808742,226,7,50,3,3,75,52,61,0.141,0.759,0.1,-0.3708,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,13,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,10,1,10,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,1,2,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571949805782199,0.2104950881227976,0.2285678996765709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361615555466094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114967982396324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504445798437824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933561001043251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597582550643446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654574382673933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113110652315736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978219097082324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31158481990423137,0.17536978987951532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200280363342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BabyPandaJr,2020/03/30,"I just separated from my friend group I just “social distanced” myself from my online friend group because they kept playing a game I didn’t like and sometimes I would just feel out of my comfort zone and like I didn’t fit in. Whenever I talked to them they seemed to have so much fun with each other but I just couldn’t enjoy it in the same way. They would always ask to play with each other and always ‘accidentally’ exclude me from that invitation. I feel a lot lonely without them, do I need to move on?",4.484384724186707,5.493347396039606,5.108429985855729,84.13653465346535,70.0891089108911,7.355586987270155,25.319660537482317,7.447530270364453,1.093892786421499,401,11,81,4,7,129,64,101,0.054000000000000006,0.7290000000000001,0.217,0.9134,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,24,13,5,0,4,6,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,19,9,15,7,5,7,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,2,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38803866561974026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179860853260802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214062236863806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357994219913861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602990955859597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783394234991095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982360795633641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478269144022901,0.17140961830238008,0.17289546454518048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122727270672564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376913885923093,0.0,0.0,0.2306149123016966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187416318248368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850825587418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247712826690424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312800437404577,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,90sbotched3000,2020/03/30,"17f just wanna talk on the phone Heyo fellow peeps just bored and I really like talking on the phone with people. Just bored on this lockdown of the world and would like a friend to talk to. Ps: bonus if u have an accent😂",0.21942028985506928,2.581161086956527,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,90.30434782608695,3.936231884057971,12.014492753623188,5.46131890053228,-1.3809594202898547,174,2,39,1,6,54,34,46,0.08,0.6859999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8437,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101284258196106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301012167831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421436895986394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164277083173166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8146242925094632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999046061092244,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FAeQku,2020/03/30,Hmu If you're lonely. I would like to make you feel less alone.,-2.611666666666668,-1.5614569285714277,-1.1271428571428572,111.4554761904762,118.28571428571428,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-3.131161904761905,49,0,13,0,3,15,13,14,0.268,0.573,0.159,-0.1796,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527904580040803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186936126353753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792790565494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207235360022787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477400031010609,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fmeo87,2020/03/30,Chat Anyone interested in talking? I just feel lonely tonight,5.091000000000001,8.268980099999999,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,98.0,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,3.825000000000001,51,3,6,1,2,16,10,10,0.205,0.574,0.221,0.0516,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929436603882606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287759741388752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815929720930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PMMysteries,2020/03/30,"A little rant. Not sure if this is an appropriate sub Reddit to post but hear it go...I get very upset seeing happy couples from time to time and I don't want to be like that. I'll vent in a journal but that feeling all come back stronger. I guess I'm pretty lonely. Well, I had family but I'm romantically lonely...I just want to get it off my chest.",-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,88.86666666666667,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3296666666666659,271,6,61,3,9,95,55,75,0.14400000000000002,0.579,0.278,0.9417,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,14,15,5,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,3,4,4,7,13,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280377715525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478791712659744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630495962567486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411569027101155,0.0,0.12020611475849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841377230036876,0.0,0.13511045402163735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189224403127875,0.0,0.0,0.2530736557980473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679449699398699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614546290530653,0.2382732336982295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768470874095464,0.2418622753945027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944426060372072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406271409744216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277250739562224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615652657108976,0.2804448880718897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375259255365806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cathalert,2020/03/30,"I have a problem. 14 M Lately ive been stuck at home a lot. I think the reason is pretty obvious. You see I usually go to school 5 days a week basically as normal fr most. But getting all this time to myself at home is really making me think. I prefer to be at home rather than school almost as if i think everyone hates me. Ik its horrible to feel but I honestly like this life, call me introverted call me an asshole but I honestly like being at home away from school from covid 19. I cant be the only one that enjoys being at home not exactly the events to cause it but just getting out of middle school away from toxic people can I?",1.05383116883117,3.2442253787878776,3.552294372294373,86.3877272727273,83.0909090909091,6.8017316017316025,19.277056277056275,7.957251820313856,0.8931238095238099,498,13,103,10,14,173,84,132,0.055999999999999994,0.789,0.155,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,7,0,11,1,0,3,3,25,22,7,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,16,5,20,16,3,16,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,4,8,70,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834538962384998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207774093902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136057283075074,0.0,0.0,0.12140873922881028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621966624618401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293100770455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975797992733471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349376110045272,0.0,0.067167363454176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668340091283284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927468772231106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331803495585715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347769037212854,0.11547862194682455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047681680792064,0.0,0.0,0.07888952781788736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157963868990476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008533910648387,0.08988515780387461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193472544935848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202368201255172,0.0,0.11308725950757258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571245495895249,0.12151405251986624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784388618901642,0.094178289891913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271848807476235,0.0,0.0,0.06891473101382935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016428272755504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480102551388694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bicyclewaffle,2020/03/30,"I hate feeling ignored. The worst thing is when you reach out to people, and you make an effort, but they ignore you. It seems to happen again and again for me. I want to make friends, but it seems I'm just socially broken. I always end up alone.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.47,95.165,81.0,4.800000000000002,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.4597999999999995,190,4,41,1,5,60,37,50,0.273,0.597,0.131,-0.8608,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29217971108356355,0.0,0.0,0.2347371801927469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986472562327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264272175283396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179566141656752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494679432124306,0.0,0.0,0.27852410522950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766197244091233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955787705404278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513642642328038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875744674832669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742059871899994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663951214820245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Doomstone330,2020/03/30,"Widowed in Your 20s Sucks I've been a widower for about four years now. I was married to my high school best friend, whose slow deterioration from mental illness eventually claimed her life. I was 24 when it happened. I've been dating on and off for two-ish years. I'm healed, over the grief, and moved on, but it seems like having lost my spouse categorizes me or something. You can imagine having two kiddos and a deceased wife isn't exactly helpful when you're dating. Most nights I lay here by myself after my kids go to bed and just wish for someone next to me. It's funny because I never wanted to be married, but now that I'm not, it's all I want. I want to wake up and see my love next to me, run my fingers through her hair, raise kiddos together, dance in the kitchen while we're making dinner...all that cheesy stuff. As if losing my spouse wasn't enough, most of my friends have melted away into the background over the years, too. I feel alone in my town and don't know how to start over. I'm exhausted.",3.7608455284552846,4.951350873170732,4.360487804878051,88.14186991869921,71.97560975609754,6.8325203252032525,25.3739837398374,7.0316486544052195,0.9094325203252028,799,24,168,7,15,254,132,205,0.11900000000000001,0.762,0.11900000000000001,0.7337,2,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,3,9,10,1,0,6,0,12,9,3,2,3,29,30,15,1,5,6,3,3,1,2,0,4,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,5,1,0,4,5,5,0,2,6,4,23,5,29,23,5,35,0,3,1,1,13,14,1,5,18,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312650149081387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798006409166256,0.0,0.0,0.0960128930471648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529058710628836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274359401781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963868564444067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337418785016976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951307507712791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928014597397587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557151939633592,0.16641147892627173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656000407735583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124963644945636,0.07694843168275876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620653487992333,0.1719340722674656,0.0,0.14215338580825287,0.0,0.10513505165614297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872684869986428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740168032334427,0.0,0.0,0.12147668902713507,0.0,0.3350142904963732,0.14780670591414194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940231818615194,0.12551018679602788,0.1433856015339591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345251208445308,0.1212541687561689,0.0,0.0,0.11148204496942746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030424077929333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077167760826712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786995777205617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112166951121605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30428197160633697 lonely,JLG9,2020/03/30,"25 M Looking for someone to talk to Im mexican-american, from Texas and I know spanish. like playing video games and my favorite consoles are the ps2 and n64. I like watching soccer and sometimes boxing I mostly listen to hip hop but I try to listen to a little bit of everything My favorite anime is Yu Yu Hakusho Im socially awkward I have snapchat",0.8876679841897221,3.4278634057971047,2.9317259552042145,85.21600790513834,96.10144927536231,4.8279314888010525,29.46113306982873,6.574015621080383,2.028292753623189,281,16,48,4,11,94,49,69,0.028999999999999998,0.805,0.166,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,8,7,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974057964793513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482835442036505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885082535517808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971174259424774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266175675935161,0.2730306352500021,0.0,0.0,0.228759353142686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776920127439021,0.2308157023639745,0.0,0.269424649942445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189562480309602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849513878844022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jv1190,2020/03/30,"Lonely I haven't seen any friends this year. I don't really have any anymore. my irl friends I stopped talking to because of some issues. I had some online friends that I really liked and I had the best time hanging out with them, but something happened and none of them want to talk to me anymore. I wish I could go back and do things differently because what I did ruined my life. I have no one to talk to now, irl or online... It's really hard for me to even start talking to new people anymore. I'm afraid i say something wrong and ruin things again. also i'm not very interesting or fun, so i just think why would anyone want to talk to me when i'm so dry. i have a lot of things going on in my life so it's right now when i wish i had my friends back...",1.9933014811275704,3.320920217391308,3.4586335403726736,92.32424271380795,76.63975155279503,6.196082178690874,23.56473960821787,6.67199483983844,0.5047760152890586,589,18,135,5,13,194,87,161,0.21,0.693,0.09699999999999999,-0.9381,1,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,13,13,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,0,0,22,25,13,0,6,5,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,5,3,24,8,17,18,5,19,0,3,1,0,12,4,0,5,13,91,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108419982012833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549091090947791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388686706649735,0.07964013892779204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516108293494215,0.0,0.1388623430840667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952893766072185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093829538911992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189991815950284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522856336748596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519892891307303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294617311006754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071963671345832,0.0,0.10203024776944844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887993390560316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089906984714367,0.05564481592520685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683201759373293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000341066774012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718024129072326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896254109459927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889795089742714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726828074632853,0.0,0.09057627144349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536850987211924,0.0,0.0,0.08061759980846199,0.0,0.0,0.09522383885649477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577345422173219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270063364356457,0.07298124770957058,0.0,0.0,0.06641484730507953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397778906331723,0.13435999808833302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277524100079473,0.0,0.2619541877492475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809098805186849,0.12452959717066472,0.0,0.07334658605822024 lonely,makangel25,2020/03/30,"1 What the fuck im supposed to do with all this love? No one gives me a chance. Not even my family.",-3.7713043478260886,-3.0593942173913025,-0.4568695652173904,106.53121739130437,121.6086956521739,3.5791304347826087,8.947826086956521,5.6839178017228535,-1.686314782608696,75,1,21,1,5,26,23,23,0.19899999999999998,0.557,0.244,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280605778273322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005055741701541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39276188435725534,0.0,0.40754954623262507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589049519518191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834387384853568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28788562090322345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShmerkleDirk,2020/03/30,"20 M Single Hello c: I’m a 20 year old American, ive been pretty lonely my whole life but I want to change that , I’m really into video games ; I own a ps4 and a home built PC , and I’m going to be replacing my broken switch soon ! I also like to read , I’m currently reading Lovecrafts short stories but we can talk about books together and maybe recommend each other authors and books. Being an American you can guess I like television and movies a lot , so we can definitely converse cinema together. I like to think I have many skills such as cooking , programming , some handi work, and I like to learn new things! Because of the virus outbreak rn im available 24/7 and wanna take time to make new friends. Please PM me and I can give you my discord or some other way to contact me ! :3",2.283333333333335,4.4423744458598735,3.9748025477707,85.20751167728237,78.4267515923567,7.243991507430997,24.47940552016985,8.238735603445708,1.6512687048832269,616,22,121,12,15,206,105,157,0.055999999999999994,0.731,0.213,0.9793,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,24,20,14,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,12,1,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,5,12,17,7,11,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,5,11,70,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415068962415396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078671120428053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718969702197852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671117469747054,0.0,0.0,0.16974661804520128,0.10056479491663148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493043674506624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749533428116052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113642578699808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249850579309174,0.3457954380258054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504366102304745,0.0,0.0,0.11811553674409545,0.17939958386719834,0.17777011544427626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417989343994972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856793180786325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423802491692332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800218221398532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539958833685823,0.0,0.113358737250068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304442077121031,0.14222575265441673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755775483785652,0.11338245126608774,0.0,0.0,0.10318100093163164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043697279333052,0.1404547184913992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975584188157666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288217485867911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395003484147755 lonely,Dependent-Debt,2020/03/30,"Looking for friends I'm 23/F I have a boyfriend currently for the past 8 years so not looking for a relationship. Just friends. I live in Canada get high almost all the time. Play videos games when I'm bored and have a few pets. I'm really shy, like will try to hold up a convo but eventually run out of thinks to talk about. I hate it, but I want to get to know other people. I want online friends who are not going to expect me to not be shy. Because I am, almost to the point where if you ask me to send pics without getting to know me first I'll bounce. I want to know people.. I want to be able to have someone to talk about my problems and life and share my experiences with. I also want to do the same for you! I would refer females as I have a boyfriend not that he's the jealous type, I just feel more confident around females. I am also looking to loose maybe 100lbs so if your looking for a workout buddy across the lands here I am. Waiting. Lol If your are interested or are too shy to make real life friends and want a virtual relationship leave a comment maybe there are more of us out here and we could be a community of people no longer lonely .",1.5676413043478306,3.560185858333337,3.131231884057972,91.19869565217392,80.0,5.840579710144929,22.93478260869565,6.895973343053719,0.5994456521739133,906,30,198,10,23,298,130,240,0.126,0.718,0.156,0.5852,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,4,0,1,15,13,2,0,15,1,18,2,0,1,1,47,44,17,0,13,13,0,1,1,4,2,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,6,4,0,3,6,5,0,1,0,5,25,8,35,38,5,19,0,1,4,0,21,10,0,6,7,131,29,1,0.10981931408545008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199363593790504,0.0,0.0,0.17564493159501815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776247258270176,0.10266623415220516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669448345604692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768178621831484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074243618497845,0.0,0.0,0.055527944902788534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341225245986123,0.0,0.0,0.3393845185753265,0.0,0.1721281769538369,0.0,0.06241284698184753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842383669656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603013483001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106146899455106,0.0,0.0,0.11628279695932198,0.0,0.0,0.15513725856302846,0.0536521696743307,0.0,0.09697246632055567,0.0,0.36888226052304707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330524491298733,0.0,0.2206565234357984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483496160896523,0.2284046545369897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381474855002992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508225215744693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499842193682136,0.07035306468739068,0.0,0.0,0.2358096891935701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304954844745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653720956040386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036778215640549,0.0,0.0,0.06403652518675566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456010553491822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209911314929534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388645660607486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586189986701183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801248985625375,0.0,0.0,0.07072003770338472 lonely,Dempsey64,2020/03/30,Group for older lonely people Does anyone know of a group for older lonely people?,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,84.33333333333334,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-1.365,67,0,8,0,2,22,10,15,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748622060708279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691555124076231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946333157853192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7433455729784105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skyler-Walker,2020/03/30,"True Love The truest love in your heart will never fade. For every fatal step fallen, a new, indestructible beginning is made. Your heart is the key to all the deepest secrets, the most true relationship and the biggest thing more powerful than anything. The will to do anything for love is the strongest thing we all possess.",5.646206896551725,8.209274655172415,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,69.6896551724138,7.398620689655173,30.565517241379307,8.238735603445708,2.43452,262,11,43,4,5,79,39,58,0.07400000000000001,0.568,0.358,0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,8,0,6,5,2,1,6,11,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,6,8,4,8,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532450941901991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808353848954836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086761597107258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811369984875048,0.20308849195247192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553621063624085,0.2072913960641702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043274675526204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851818266937767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,verybigusdickus,2020/03/30,I’m desperate. Or just lonely. I don’t know. What does being wanted feel like? I imagine. Every night I go to sleep hugging a cotton and thread pillow. I pat myself on my heat imagining it is someone who values me. I hug myself with my own arms imagining it is someone next to me. I bury my face the the pillow in my arms imagining it is someone I love. What is love? It is being wanted? Or cared? Or valued? I wouldn’t know. All I want is someone who would look me in the eye and say “I love you for who you are.” I want to be able to trust someone. I want to be able to be vulnerable around someone. I want to tell someone everything. I want to be able to believe that this someone is not going to hurt me. I want to cry in someone’s arms. Crying. Why can’t I cry. How do you cry again? It’s been quite long since I cried. Crying helps yet I’m unable to do it. I wonder why? Maybe I’m not someone who deserves the nice things in life. I would understand that. It won’t be a stretch to say I don’t. I wish I had someone to talk to. I wish I could listen to someone. Help them. Care for them. Tell them I “love” them. Whatever love is. It does sound nice. Oh it’s almost 2:30 am. I should be sleeping. I can’t. The voices are saying bad things. But they aren’t lying. I wish I could do as they say. I would’ve escaped from this nightmare long ago. Maybe it’s not a nightmare. Maybe everyone goes through hard times. Maybe I’m just weak. Not strong enough to deal with life. It is very likely. Then again I won’t be surprised if it is. I know I’m weak.,-1.5031005930401662,0.42249000302114936,0.8821265525344089,99.65572199843348,102.14199395770392,3.5394651449032115,15.797303345641716,5.46131890053228,-0.8066213942038716,1185,32,277,9,54,395,139,331,0.11800000000000001,0.665,0.217,0.9847,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,6,2,7,21,0,0,8,0,40,18,7,1,1,46,73,10,0,18,11,0,2,2,0,6,4,7,2,0,24,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,2,11,51,16,30,54,3,19,0,2,2,7,29,7,0,6,12,174,75,0,0.1746121267938897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051594371636640365,0.0,0.05828294077154096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051813937589072816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485979441064964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557602418034122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868580036972358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929423832845664,0.0,0.3836064442585489,0.0,0.060005811843913986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186949923179378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060140334580586575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049039415927709364,0.05561645666328813,0.052310040169138886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029429712604789836,0.04158097942356915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615739706333904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213938943010972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802588528285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623086310489214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596225838430243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822224726990683,0.05687111010152584,0.0,0.0,0.10301749165960264,0.048876736439661166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626571029067913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338951344392905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190065925889681,0.05462055081540062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190716342561009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514476219212328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048146985225278695,0.0,0.11649215305573347,0.0,0.5917931535787762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046782204442373784,0.10174579677259177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733635882348447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033939245109014735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605924606732777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802443048874204,0.2746420171393165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050401901683588,0.0,0.20079532844174616,0.0,0.06311980101777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403944500771545,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ruuani,2020/03/30,"I'm worried A while back my skate deck broke and I've been very unhappy and extremely distant from anyone ever since. Before my deck broke I was genuinely happy and full of life and I was hanging out with my friends almost daily. But after that I just kinda pushed everyone away and I began taking some drugs to feel something, and they helped. And now I'm getting a new deck amd I'm worried that what if it won't bring back my happiness.",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,72.97727272727273,7.301298701298702,26.20779220779221,7.957251820313856,1.6053519480519474,351,12,67,5,7,114,62,88,0.142,0.746,0.11199999999999999,-0.1761,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,12,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,9,3,7,7,2,14,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,8,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004580155574934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667008957210878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970777959812765,0.3225872288709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849155224259036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325669798640576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974124904932416,0.0,0.20043606353568166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606169647237217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620611831555051,0.0,0.10959170492371799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465899479462155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059868461833366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816072211994954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258892454348232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351684678674634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161484619422826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577145122930476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307517195823693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260458880603397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B-re-ax,2020/03/30,"huh My best friend and only real friend just stopped talking to me and i have no fucking clue why. I was feeling terrible for the last year and i honestly just wanna end it but it’s kinda hard to jump off some building with this while lockdown thing. It’s not only that, there are multiple reasons including my mom kicking me out and some other stuff you probably don’t care about. He and my brother were the only reasons why I didn’t give up yet. Guess I’ll just have to wait for a little while. Just a little bit longer.",1.82827615780446,4.148989254716984,3.085162950257292,90.10692109777015,80.98113207547169,5.741337907375644,23.78730703259005,6.980632752743323,0.9238415094339621,415,15,83,5,11,134,74,106,0.059000000000000004,0.805,0.136,0.8438,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,4,1,7,1,0,2,0,24,13,8,0,1,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,10,5,11,10,4,13,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,4,7,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671602517111018,0.0,0.18383942108485826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716859050464389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914449517919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514357788497258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601970254874416,0.1556748185608967,0.0,0.16153604560729234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855017336010519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084531148615224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726118611754434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33754415359067425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972175705008513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842069599817507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181554039907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916658880912762,0.0,0.3462681036884017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078246350702528,0.0,0.0,0.1927674727873195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534635288696895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187153573759066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038934743520529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843831963829713 lonely,Zenadler,2020/03/30,"Facing my emotions During the day I always have a way to hide from my emotions, (studying, music, Netflix, etc) but at times I can't outrun them leaving me numb and suicidal, is there anyway I could hide from my feelings all the time?",20.224,7.453094955555558,17.43111111111111,50.24000000000004,55.0,18.88888888888889,60.55555555555557,8.841846274778883,6.771222222222222,183,7,32,1,1,59,37,45,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,5,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427935429911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480167360178224,0.0,0.0,0.18158203827129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334311752181895,0.0,0.0,0.31401232450859673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236451473210332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981299594247046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079794673132445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283582293312916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348815309331954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hurting247,2020/03/30,"Just broke someone’s heart and I don’t know why I’ve been dying to find some one to talk to. And she came and became my best friend and then my girlfriend. I don’t know why but I just broke up with her, why, I don’t know I just feel empty . No matter how many times we called and texted I could feel anything for her. She was nice and was always there when I need someone to talk to. Now I just broke her heart when I left, I don’t even know if I made the right choice I don’t know what to feel right now. I feel like an asshole.",0.2190600924499222,1.7713920000000023,1.3936363636363645,104.17732665639448,82.38983050847456,4.290909090909091,14.964560862865946,3.1291,-1.5247050847457628,408,5,108,0,11,128,62,118,0.124,0.765,0.111,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,2,0,9,2,2,2,0,31,21,12,1,3,6,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,4,21,4,9,15,2,11,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,2,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193580599947253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059269020981772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378820413325986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963714421174953,0.16760655205899885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700294011253745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520888604108668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679050016030184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296386882258846,0.10469059805408262,0.0,0.0,0.1339379664463353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321902818882393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730914910929445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026819618065765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921977784532562,0.0,0.0,0.07159367830034223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866286042187312,0.0,0.14857195534945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866003669659728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930156608906583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502944392857789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483314087007608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355719864830484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545060547450338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966977382767048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anon--16171819,2020/03/30,"Just something: • It’s been around 3 months since my “best friend” ghosted me. I texted them but nothing: no reply, didn’t even read my messages. • Now that classes are online, the people I did talk to text very very little (they only text about classes/school related things) • Any other people I do reach out the conversation is very minimal (it dies down very quickly) I guess my dream yesterday and today have me thinking more than usual. My dream just consisted of all the people that are my “friends” just leaving me and hanging out with themselves as a group. I can’t help but think that I can’t keep a conversation up so no one is interested in trying to converse w me. And it makes me want to give up on even trying to make new friends because I’m scared all of it will end the same. To put it shortly, I’m sad and lonely but I don’t think I’m capable enough to climb out of this hole.",3.4231540930979136,4.962083241573037,4.218009630818621,87.46707865168541,73.32584269662922,6.8834670947030485,26.19743178170145,7.447530270364453,1.242233065810594,699,24,143,8,14,224,109,178,0.06,0.7509999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9662,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,10,8,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,2,2,26,25,9,2,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,3,0,3,6,3,0,1,3,0,19,5,22,21,6,22,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,1,8,95,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932321091125484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204729159586555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357435658684692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387707763877394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422872508372993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142913519877566,0.14166004926013795,0.0,0.18110536350619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31776734114395555,0.0,0.0,0.13151797723379569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103014738817774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918946563052778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186000526213145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516818215774502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740934458449766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302946652322602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943121683986694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324111931965513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315503119484783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929019180266145,0.10427006559842106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851418211681092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378224917717857,0.0,0.0,0.1371362300641805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726014535831546,0.13875163801506646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340981632885334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554560763304713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019508674206442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108256943478132,0.26354275830734586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995394379955524,0.0,0.0,0.1861626184616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509953214766292,0.4524845587354837,0.08086461845487075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eueieej,2020/03/30,"Want a friend 20 male, just wanna make a friend, mainly into sports and gaming (ps4 games lmao).",6.933333333333334,6.7281790000000035,5.852222222222222,85.165,64.55555555555556,7.2,18.0,3.1291,-0.4087333333333332,74,0,14,0,1,22,16,18,0.0,0.628,0.3720000000000001,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8663540302767594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742556946167585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307013294048624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hua2003,2020/03/31,"17M I want friends for discord Im swedish, shy, insecure, nice, a bit confusing, i stutter sometimes, i need friends and im down to talk voice chat or just text chatting. I like series, movies, music. Discord: Hua#3757",0.3770460704607075,2.0842972195121945,1.152520325203252,94.91355013550137,113.39024390243904,3.773441734417344,31.384823848238483,5.82211442006289,1.7581523035230355,170,11,32,2,9,52,32,41,0.28800000000000003,0.45,0.262,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32906473094894434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657415894832402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511551301579805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147255077445739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349378463123035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981049831370037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422642050048297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778108881427912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pgzeee,2020/03/31,"A page dedicated to all of us sad sacks? Perfect! Hey there new member here, and im looking forward to getting to know yall, yadda yadda. Soo, yea, im lonely. Like LONELY. and now even moreso cuz this lock down. Sooo now, its just me n my Cat Carl. My fiance Amber passed a lil more than a year ago, and ever since that, i guess im just having a real hard time with everything because of the whole situation. Well anyways i ran across this group and i figured what the hell why not?",0.07587412587412246,2.407983191919193,2.2789898989898987,92.2872027972028,90.8181818181818,4.258275058275058,17.716394716394717,5.8734145424116955,-0.2816066822066823,372,10,78,3,13,125,75,99,0.14800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.6352,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,1,11,7,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,3,16,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,2,8,3,9,5,4,12,1,3,1,0,4,3,1,1,9,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219010268774665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841244555649336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282996954567125,0.17570942769396336,0.0,0.0,0.17457856162604282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148713497267232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398727833947045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740090350024003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294670687962093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675422273907212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490029607603084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312031718999356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760698670965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109799702129115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068485896935716,0.2183441218657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326820959508807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336577444182477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465326507760234,0.0,0.1752795950187086,0.2168721778976116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509004868390713 lonely,orangejuice44795,2020/03/31,The bell curve. Life is random and humans have all sorts of random DNA and it follows a bell curve. I just find that really interesting the bell curve. There is so much variation. And as a forever alone person I am on the low tail end of the curve. But damnit I find the bell curve very interesting.,2.246836158192089,4.610065576271187,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,79.67796610169492,7.3231638418079115,18.30790960451977,8.344100000000001,0.7923536723163846,235,5,49,5,6,76,38,59,0.12,0.784,0.096,-0.1316,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640984557113637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136782358635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426183283674239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830925974329615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584287612834301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695878525195003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225211114016184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290064513819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,helloitsme11q,2020/03/31,I can’t stop crying PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME,-2.9160000000000004,-1.726766599999996,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,115.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,34,0,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.39799999999999996,0.375,0.22699999999999998,-0.3109,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667441117998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663554289447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135522027023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414699064130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KingJimXI,2020/03/31,"Alone. Unhappy. Bored. In lockdwown. I always feel like I'm a terrible person. *I'm a 16 year old male... I'm based in the UK.* The only social interactions I had with other people was at school but now I'm in lockdown, I have nobody. I do speak to one guy online (discord) who I'm great friends with but he's not usually online. I'm bored. I honestly do school work all day, from when I wake up and throught out the day - when I become too tired and go to bed... I'm unhappy. I can't describe how I feel. It's just a feeling of nothingness. Just - no joy, nothing. I feel down all the time - there are some rare moments when I laugh... Finally... I feel like I'm a terrible person. I've not killed anyone, I've not hurt anyone, I've not comitted a crime. Things I've said to people in the past, people I've pushed away - I look back on it now, regretting everything. I regret my entire childhood. I only focused on work. I never had fun. I never had a childhood. Never invited to a party, never had a first kiss, never been in a relationship. I spoke to my crush over insagram and told her my feelings - she said ""that's so sweet, thank you"" and that's it. I'll never see her again - we're going to different schools. I have an urge to hug someone but nobody to hug. Sure, my parents are there for me but that's all... Also - I don't remember the last time I cried. I think I'm physically incapable... No matter what the situation is, even when a loved one passes away - I show no emotion. What's wrong with me?",0.14967296882984016,2.4245427928802634,2.7036458865610657,90.16202989269293,88.70873786407768,5.712178504513713,20.10568897973088,7.1686216300943375,0.6347294498381881,1149,37,245,19,38,396,161,309,0.165,0.634,0.201,0.9601,2,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,3,18,24,1,0,18,0,15,6,1,1,10,41,41,15,1,2,10,1,6,2,1,0,1,4,1,4,11,8,0,0,8,1,0,4,16,9,0,3,10,13,33,15,28,31,4,46,0,3,2,4,21,14,0,1,30,151,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055035878894866,0.0,0.07763851365473033,0.08078215835710904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576760899959325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242834122040186,0.07465205906226019,0.0,0.0,0.10722230501659713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066428662685812,0.12522306128358654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014327359016407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092070994857571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412345780899759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725337180991223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945333226120738,0.13871450475411526,0.0,0.1063514257745435,0.0,0.08258010489987579,0.0,0.0,0.07500731544126693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103508226198814,0.0,0.0,0.1070361061191084,0.0,0.09612901032683062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393106436736417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740971747184024,0.0,0.0,0.07913690070571555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486125605880172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152660643416676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762263528889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492657374936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093155285019487,0.0,0.10187394858440207,0.0,0.13157406507733335,0.1476744149968377,0.0,0.0,0.1078009509345404,0.0,0.09267822902100332,0.20191869732923173,0.16954104312362844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042325195957546,0.10997791794549848,0.0,0.1846993594883116,0.0,0.0,0.29476437253778137,0.07736385074573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912714980702218,0.0,0.09896551604061732,0.0822594602884554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150107960978487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938244917217575,0.0,0.0,0.06449868943927213,0.062207886856646785,0.0,0.0,0.1132216133984802,0.11158445751372666,0.0,0.0927684887318188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069249627798178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135747942079238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614676145199184,0.0,0.06251929461371385 lonely,Jbrit96,2020/03/31,"Hell peeps,checking in on everyone making sure you all are okay 23 year old male from the uk looking for someone to chat to and see if everyone on here is okay,positivity is the key at times like this and I hope to spread some....hit me up people",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,74.68627450980392,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.163858823529412,193,6,43,3,4,64,43,51,0.08199999999999999,0.747,0.171,0.4588,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,10,7,1,8,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,2,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868246962960761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049833557715683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500157233829049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578560172467825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496728110222484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222115060607809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287917886871205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446898663478335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017392037505044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940372957891114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905120533112154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773883662370104 lonely,discombobulateddude,2020/03/31,I think I lost someone important to me today. Hugs to anyone who needs them!! Times are rough at the moment. Stay safe!,0.2850000000000001,2.5729860869565258,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,101.17391304347824,4.039130434782609,14.445652173913045,5.985473137389443,-0.5036,92,2,18,1,4,29,21,23,0.08199999999999999,0.605,0.313,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,3,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920180516558625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558947353486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096688858628377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538582950778709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451402156772088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760176527172624,0.0,0.0,0.2435246167593372,0.0,0.3958663670533613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kikuripuff,2020/03/31,"I love you but I can’t do this anymore I broke it off with my SO who’s been going to depression and substance abuse...I tried so much to help him, I made sure I was always there when he needs anything (anything at all) I would go the extra miles to help him. But I learned that you need to take care of yourself if you want to take care of others. It’s very painful to see someone you love and care so much for become an addict...he can’t stop. And it hurts me so much. And he said he decided to move away (he’s been saying this over and over for a couple weeks now)...I don’t have a choice, I can’t help him if he’s not near me. I can’t help him if he’s not willing to help himself too. He’s one of the most intelligent people I know and it kills me to see him throw it all away.... I don’t want to sound selfish but I really need to leave or it will cause me my own mental health. 😭",0.17439393939394066,1.613782297979803,2.168686868686869,99.10636363636364,82.08080808080808,5.208080808080808,18.070707070707073,5.82211442006289,-0.6179717171717171,677,14,175,4,18,226,100,198,0.134,0.6409999999999999,0.225,0.9671,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,4,0,0,7,12,1,0,5,0,14,4,0,2,3,32,33,18,1,9,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,5,5,28,6,24,25,8,15,0,3,2,2,27,8,0,5,3,113,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293167514309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870396998745144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764229753805702,0.0,0.0,0.1952335030323639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290072316561813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100995803502458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628326455693294,0.12185865930686897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125426785027533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216995198755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483254849187648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609086966583155,0.0,0.0,0.3975530110015372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698854384072586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123894861578891,0.0,0.06519218525986753,0.0,0.0,0.12560479627174267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412406253232547,0.11224410009242028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954424259163705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260776437429432,0.26160500980165113,0.2638727053064964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038212171250568,0.0,0.12622340344704455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223836156570444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599303240223644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283778749166999,0.09433389626252348,0.0,0.0,0.18905459713922815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050901665195644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917427150898016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180092237321132,0.0,0.17837970365354086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053733751338242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787652840193604,0.1399340237736021,0.0,0.0951523419435788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426648783202159,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i-hate-pimientos,2020/03/31,I've checked on everyone since lockdown. Not one person reached out to me. I feel low. So alone. I don't care if anyone reads this. I just needed to get it out. Shout out to my former nanny kid for the picture she sent me yesterday. She'll never know how much it meant to me. I'm sorry for the rant and vent. Please take a moment to check on those you love.,-0.5252631578947344,1.6592759473684209,1.3476842105263138,98.93678947368423,92.15789473684212,4.092631578947368,15.494736842105262,5.6839178017228535,-0.8248063157894743,276,6,64,2,10,90,59,76,0.156,0.762,0.083,-0.4177,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,10,2,12,9,1,11,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,4,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897786728744865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563608737499805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285265155599699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735190080925697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147053007701513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617903638417498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376559220182145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525219330253955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567827823108392,0.20746117874718095,0.2157917530858846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895933461701456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430235289981314,0.0,0.3071260504676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986630729818085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314456689706785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132026609401269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036770480799696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymouszeroonetwo,2020/03/31,"Why am I lonely? and have a broken heart ... (Sorry for my bad English) A year ago I was dating with a girl and I was very happy with her . Even though I wasn't know her for a long time I began to learn her actions and choices. About 6 month ago we broke up but since that day I'm STILL missing her . I tried to forget her but I have lots of moments about my firsts . Why we broke up ? I wasn't giving enough time to her . (Dude I'm an athlete and I dont have much time aaaand I was already told her that from the beginning) . About a WEEK later I learned that she was dating with her best friend .... when I learned that I was shocked and that drag me to depression. ( sorry if I bored you but I just want to tell someone this situation, thanks for reading )",-0.04842105263157848,2.1530559044586006,1.4619309420046953,99.29885015085483,88.68152866242039,4.06959436808582,17.81729802212538,5.399115186594226,-0.6754382165605093,575,15,134,3,19,184,89,157,0.205,0.688,0.107,-0.9056,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,2,8,12,0,0,7,0,12,1,1,0,0,22,22,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,9,0,30,4,18,13,4,22,0,5,0,0,17,2,0,2,19,92,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816251018712297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529692983063616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263463170084247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670518124983494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244628028948354,0.0,0.13681883695705813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617314610742886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413639041975947,0.0,0.10492012676410248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351192741367123,0.0,0.0,0.12272851953452345,0.0,0.0,0.1523851373143473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910071271615634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824016763282173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730080412517982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057885900557565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505013396479784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679400455631515,0.0,0.11677436299980898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588948042589885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314038643047678,0.17855609760257496,0.0,0.0,0.13459462879745654,0.0,0.0,0.35564320681483685,0.0,0.0,0.12685926601498512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884348947425446,0.1462494104039838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607110337438718,0.0,0.2778833153131497,0.0,0.0,0.1517897183032276,0.0,0.1078499562331374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106938508671465,0.09369491719913177,0.0,0.1274213455639788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866781135069528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229536179430294 lonely,reddit18274,2020/03/31,COVID-19 ruined the only thing that I was looking forward to this year The only thing that I actually look forward to in life are the holidays with my parents. We usually go to a nice quiet hotel in Spain where I am able to actually socialize and meet new people and just enjoy life for 2 weeks or so. But thanks to COVID that probably wont happen. We already had to cancel our flight to London for Spring Break so I’m pretty sure that we won’t go to Spain either. And tbh those holidays are the only good thing in my life rn. Fuck COVID-19,2.6007339449541287,4.680509119266059,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,77.07339449541284,6.928807339449541,23.74403669724771,7.908726449838941,1.3360121100917437,430,14,84,7,10,143,70,109,0.071,0.738,0.191,0.929,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,5,14,11,1,14,0,1,2,1,7,6,1,1,7,54,18,0,0.16657869520361485,0.0,0.3251135545061216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382373239884947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399931950240806,0.0,0.0,0.18934102258350344,0.1397183062641289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730499003396744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35297837621878264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797683001091987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088274184520246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380071812077516,0.0,0.0,0.1849659277641178,0.0,0.0,0.11548469304042346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947041914400748,0.1796000076132225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980600201034307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569984488515256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336328198996768,0.0,0.0,0.33200244974505616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346289870598792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361938142033894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727121821407423 lonely,seadork,2020/03/31,"I don't know how to have lasting friendships I don't have any childhood friends. Any close friend I've ever had has left my life after a couple of years. I have plenty of friends now as an adult but they're all surface level and I'm afraid to get close to any of them because everyone I get close to leaves. The pattern seems to be that I hit it off with a friend, they come to me with their problems and I listen. Then if I reach out with my problems, I either get steamrolled, (Usually a quick, ""that sucks"" before changing the conversation to a problem they're having without asking me if I'm okay, if I wanna talk about it, etc) they help me talk through the problem but start reaching out to me less and less, or they tell me I'm overwhelming them with my problems and cut ties completely. I have depression, anxiety, and PTSD from familial abuse so I know my problems can be heavy. I go to therapy and I really try to be mindful about not sharing anything that could be better handled by a mental health professional. But no matter what, confiding in people seems to be what kills my relationships. It's not even like my friendships are all just about venting. I like to have fun and go out and just talk about silly things with people. But to me, the level of trust and intimacy to be able to reach out for a shoulder to lean on is crucial to have a close friendship and I just can't seem to get that right. I'm worried I'm going to feel this lonely for the rest of my life if I don't address this problem somehow.",5.124004127966977,5.4587469215686335,5.614582043343656,83.49404024767803,68.34640522875817,8.27217062263502,30.811145510835914,8.032893268588372,2.013682352941176,1202,45,243,14,19,387,153,306,0.19399999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.13,-0.9817,0,2,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,6,1,14,26,3,2,13,1,23,4,1,1,3,62,47,23,1,13,16,0,1,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,12,24,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,14,0,0,1,2,35,12,49,38,7,30,0,3,0,0,21,16,1,9,12,172,47,1,0.09118485462297417,0.1080391420704535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602648401656915,0.0,0.0697561642026527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503736590156962,0.0,0.0852455300219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055585441030943435,0.0,0.07759159520226425,0.0,0.0,0.08064559385540837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964614855108598,0.07854767819887692,0.09560558520772992,0.0,0.0,0.07280368663729457,0.10089430727666726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785373816722913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169521653236964,0.0602267364936288,0.08248192143792805,0.0,0.08713103623334946,0.0,0.0,0.08596096569429998,0.0,0.04610580229570135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817967699515921,0.0,0.1905612920976794,0.0,0.15546736271410688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969252364681864,0.0,0.0,0.061119285959537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008825314801402,0.0,0.10022562282164592,0.07432782679814916,0.0,0.0965515949921,0.09907261135114524,0.0,0.12881311895346034,0.0890966280877393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189288655326402,0.0,0.09207070928910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264321939032848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107611376340504,0.10659021542783152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841535279312361,0.0,0.0,0.09789840888586117,0.0,0.07787136762243885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490338009553683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645411094280122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198727963751283,0.0796995820756372,0.0,0.10427782810025048,0.0,0.06057916565594774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190853075794155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042723486797918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878989459174217,0.0,0.0,0.0926026460878049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872005676430244 lonely,_lifeis,2020/03/31,Nothing changed I’m still the old version wanting so much love from a person who never recognizes my efforts.,3.0983333333333327,6.220433500000002,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,89.0,4.666666666666667,36.66666666666666,6.42735559955562,2.9726666666666675,90,6,13,1,3,28,20,20,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.6682,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045224529049566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451257744823722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811038004432071,0.0,0.29492604867389866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669176324527828,0.0,0.401258479488158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338919425424107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053805722605949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554605848657586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maximum-Firefighter,2020/03/31,This quarenteen is tough School is pretty much the only time i get to see other people. But this virus has ruined all of that. I'm lonely i have no one to talk to. I've been so desperate for conversation that i'd even go onto omegle only to have some lowlifes ask if i was a girl so that they could ask me for nude photos. I'm more or less just saying this to get it off my chest. No need to comment.,2.7110344827586204,3.2450561379310368,4.170747126436783,90.98646551724138,73.82758620689657,6.719540229885059,20.24712643678161,6.42735559955562,-0.0041632183908046905,312,5,73,2,6,104,63,87,0.193,0.773,0.035,-0.9098,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,8,17,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,11,14,5,4,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,3,1,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886466980448467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086636159788151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726166516535467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308512872978474,0.0,0.1485290263400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211947375286095,0.1937848411988167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709489891941135,0.3975310116241674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118449747900345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26588296614699564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783292935507008,0.0,0.2644962324905016,0.2082590261200633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100601167611095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523930279763832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mamamaureensmith,2020/03/31,"I dreamt about him again last night... It’s getting so old. I miss him so much. I keep having these dreams that he is happy with someone else and I have to be present for it for some reason. Like, she’s there when we are coparenting our kids or stuff like that. I’ve had this dream probably ten times in the last year. It always fucks me up for a least a day. It’s like experiencing it in real life. And then I wake up...and I’m alone and he’s still gone and I have no one to talk to.",-1.1592857142857156,0.8709205377358522,0.9439892183288447,101.7801886792453,93.62264150943396,4.160646900269541,13.231805929919135,5.773587663045528,-1.288774123989218,371,6,96,3,14,122,73,106,0.086,0.762,0.152,0.7889,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,0,11,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,12,4,11,10,3,16,0,1,0,1,9,3,1,2,15,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218333902071033,0.0,0.0,0.17822094592639245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813305368186798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892595919407367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801265652848526,0.11190399519965537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800630497524055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037946456282853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491823835433445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128678533132384,0.3139232065048725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745226969040468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100021988226616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247534833336256,0.0,0.14513882034323902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309300764116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437919762340936,0.0,0.22022016057658048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148015752679986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105021044174654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519315154344096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721555941695659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489430494037855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792956330098288 lonely,AtomicHZRD,2020/03/31,"Feeling empty and realizing how lonely I am I recently got accepted to an art school after passing the entrance exam. I was extremely happy at first, since I could now quit my job and finally focus on something that I enjoy doing. But suddenly, for no reason, it hit me. This shitty empty feeling inside of me was there again. And it's making me angry, sad, and frustrated at the same time. Because I'm supposed to be happy. But I just feel lonely. All my friends are gone. I don't have any friends anymore. Not in real life, and not even online. And I'm still young. I'm turning 17 in a few months. So I don't think that I should already be feeling like this. It just started with not having friends after I finished school. And to this day I don't understand why people just decided to simply not care anymore. It's not that hard to stay in touch these days. But they simply didn't care. I tried to also not care. ""This is fine, I enjoy being alone."" And I did. I could always be myself when I'm alone. I still had some friends online too, so I wasn't completely lonely. But they also decided to not care anymore. And to simply cut me off. Because it's easier to do that instead of staying in touch. So now I was completely lonely. My daily routine changed. Instead of being with friends or talking to them (doesn't matter if irl or just chatting online), I now had to find ways to waste my time. Listening to music, playing videogames, drawing, watching Youtube, looking at memes. The usual stuff. But the usual stuff now sucked. It's not the same anymore. Because I feel empty. Because I miss my friends. And I hate being lonely. I want to be with people so badly. I sometimes find myself scrolling through old messages. And I miss those times. Because I wasn't lonely back then. I also want to be loved. Saying that I just want a girlfriend seems dull. That's not it. I want someone who can fill this empty feeling in my head and stomache. But not just a friend. A person who is special to me, and vice versa. Someone who I can trust and build a deep, romantic connection to. Someone who is always there for me, and someone who I can be there for. Typing my thoughts out makes me feel pathetic. It's hard to talk about this mess, which is one of the reasons why I keep all of this inside of me instead. I'm just hoping that things will change at some point in my life. I don't want to be lonely anymore.",1.9325210084033628,4.3142293613445375,3.269438655462185,88.57850252100842,81.01680672268907,5.236571428571429,24.43596638655462,6.4601748715692375,0.8761767731092434,1880,71,359,17,50,611,205,476,0.165,0.691,0.145,-0.9022,1,17,1,0,1,0,72.0,0,0,3,2,33,40,4,0,12,0,41,5,2,5,2,85,82,34,0,10,26,0,11,1,8,2,2,2,0,1,33,19,0,1,19,3,0,3,19,17,0,2,12,15,54,23,48,55,7,49,0,11,2,1,24,15,1,7,29,265,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400000218404573,0.07458421441426506,0.162148505558354,0.1124760176943054,0.0,0.0,0.04596164974587185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351419689899875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197042569031698,0.05643253318292764,0.20600281071321674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756388357922911,0.0,0.14299670397323885,0.0,0.1417278978623948,0.0,0.0,0.10792584388576104,0.0,0.0,0.08717637373839918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044640743214990806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392190214149969,0.04828434709001452,0.0,0.07403853208744747,0.12354704969943332,0.05748968292513214,0.0,0.0,0.36552420839237804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405570048445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438957753226165,0.121089806503108,0.06672841976367126,0.06936402056164748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712939243157479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706991977695581,0.06007465596564891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547775125640083,0.033019717880671304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675627028501552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100013466840354,0.0,0.0902300324811814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394750057179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092145268584298,0.0,0.04579887184472427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371298248480604,0.0590145824093535,0.0,0.0,0.06389180027168362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188736310780802,0.0,0.07692909071406431,0.0,0.1389819055717747,0.06673425860892802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374809638632207,0.0,0.13680381681413978,0.0,0.06152889678533259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055908874157914436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290658407523003,0.05203196941934688,0.06684552147706582,0.0,0.04783860558493492,0.14407803798173094,0.10795053519807103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547424692881654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864814769857116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044901967725108814,0.043307182706624266,0.0,0.05365672935952242,0.1182320123432111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588730828334001,0.07351552316004797,0.0,0.07036071402705471,0.0,0.0,0.1488756211788858,0.0,0.1993235648980988,0.053647615550659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219739667222784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AndreSaysHello,2020/03/31,"A depressed 19 year old Hi y’all. I’m just a depressed 19 year old with no true friends. No one messages me. No one likes what I like really. I’ve been stuck at my apartment for weeks now because of the pandemic. My dad is working less so spending is even more tight. I’m running low on my own personal money which means I can’t enjoy things like local restaurant food. I can’t spend nothing to comfort me. Being stuck inside, my anxiety and paranoia is through the roof. Just want someone to talk too and not judge me for who I am or what I believe.",1.3263864306784647,3.5879404513274338,2.7019690265486744,92.46292404129794,82.53982300884954,5.18259587020649,26.23082595870207,6.42735559955562,0.9607941002949852,433,19,90,4,12,140,80,113,0.204,0.652,0.145,-0.6638,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,11,14,4,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,3,1,6,3,0,2,3,1,13,7,9,10,3,12,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550486386329767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355104467360666,0.0,0.0,0.22834947156157315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491337073727511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386735938512306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507986940710824,0.0,0.1565890486223974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297055702166905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207765043518121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447566373405129,0.0,0.4253543696209133,0.0,0.2746806435163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697120933468113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984115496268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172899137881129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290544900256484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465071183084185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954513914623754,0.0,0.16257661505023266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475524959661729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610368550457074 lonely,dae_ve,2020/03/31,"Slowly deteriorating Self-Esteem and Confidence. Loneliness is killing me. How can I make my life improve from this point. Slowly deteriorating Self-Esteem and Confidence. Loneliness is killing me. How can I make my life improve from this point. Since a young age I’ve been made fun of every aspect of myself. My forehead, my nose, my lips, my dark skin, my hair, etc. I’m sure everyone has went through some sort of name calling at a young age. But for me in particular, it was virtually everyday. I was considered pretty funny in high school and I would usually make fun of myself to hide the fact that I didn’t like being constantly made fun of. I couldn’t get away from these comments unless I distanced myself away from the people I talked to. I did and the loneliness I felt when I was with my friends only multiplied. I’ve been trying to learn how to make new friends, but it hasn’t been easy. On the outside to people it may seem that I don’t have much trouble talking to people and could even be sociable. But being so alone is taking a toll on me mentally. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. It just kills my mood for the rest of the day. I have high expectations of myself and am trying to made stride to meet my goals but all of this stuff is just a huge roadblock for me. I’m now currently in a community college and I haven’t made any friends, only a couple of acquaintances. It helped my loneliness when I could go on the campus near other people. I felt less alone. Even though I had almost no interaction with them, it felt better because I wasn’t by myself. I’ve tried to learn to love exterior self but it’s had been so hard. I’ve been called ugly so many times in my life. To be honest I don’t even think I am. When I look in the mirror, it isn’t even that bad. But what people have told me through out my younger years still prevents me from feeling good with the way I look. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m mentally breaking down to extreme levels. Please help me",2.6505666389581606,4.651822174563591,3.9676330008312566,86.45620982266556,76.63092269326684,6.9493211415904685,23.607716819063448,7.8897218956490685,1.1852027708506512,1576,50,322,25,36,517,181,401,0.11599999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9493,1,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,18,20,4,0,16,0,41,9,5,11,3,55,70,24,3,5,9,0,8,2,3,2,3,0,0,1,19,11,0,1,10,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,22,12,53,13,53,39,6,44,0,0,3,1,17,23,0,5,19,220,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020924376116001,0.16592026013033204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447119780127427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505144198140883,0.0,0.06688070803442643,0.048828620869884896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084252736252186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358346600612686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656036072704186,0.0,0.12790772356248506,0.08862986038375666,0.0,0.05165830125504427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933341321472374,0.21162293060449244,0.0,0.06748826352926934,0.07653961640549055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100260422312458,0.05722392985429753,0.2307275946395009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565672126265031,0.0,0.04184929053244869,0.0,0.045523052864280815,0.06718463601161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175446092795276,0.07908282170049526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737957229825623,0.16926149718030414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658585480663436,0.0,0.044021229727060164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973240200463188,0.07826627607865043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179314987069255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229397595166646,0.3031727374058336,0.213871258933184,0.08120950027280187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144525742454174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888320401350159,0.0,0.0,0.07736171973761903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184032780180848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776585715320035,0.0,0.0,0.08792647450707669,0.1514420352498759,0.0,0.0,0.08149117126714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106614761278891,0.0,0.07292063548239078,0.25068738332937324,0.0,0.0,0.06626009640517397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396849316810796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169609554333216,0.0,0.0,0.07549392719188561,0.0,0.060225730138328784,0.12876375797547365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051325270708768085,0.07869849498233933,0.0,0.046707340912831324,0.0,0.0,0.07653961640549055,0.0,0.16314927727073372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821956406983665,0.0,0.0,0.06358017813512402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425411735761515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690121299599276,0.0,0.0,0.05158220095089493 lonely,Thisthelife,2020/03/31,M4F 40 UK Hi there am 40 I live in London but originally from the great city of Athens Greece 🇬🇷 am mixed race dude I would love to meet someone nice on the inside and outside to be openminded and happy person because we really need to be positive in these days! Am simple guy who loves traveling and I have visited many countries over the years due to working on cruise ships plus I done a lot of traveling myself! So if you a person who likes to chat about anything am your guy! I hope 🤞🏽 it will be some positive response here! Good luck 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lonely,mayhemcarina,2020/03/31,Snap me on carina.mayhem for some kinky fun with my premium gallery Special for guys from 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lonely,Bazar-Bazah,2020/03/31,This is my first post here Do you guys ever feel like you can’t do it alone but you still shut the person that loves you most out 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lonely,SovietWaffleMkr,2020/03/31,"I miss her Everything I do, I’m always reminded of her. I sleep to escape the constant reminders and yet still I dream about her, dreaming that it worked out and I can see her smile one more time, but then it all sets in again, and I go right back to sleep to avoid the pain and live in a world where my hope still has purpose. I hate that it’s my fault it’s over, and I hate that I got so attached. I hate that my fear of losing her is what made me lose her. And, above all else, I hate that I can’t be in her life anymore. I wish that in 3 days I could’ve called her and said, “Happy birthday my marshmallow” but, like so many other things, I’ll never be able to do that again. The most painful thing I’ve ever done was reading that last “bye”.",1.4959722885809832,2.700066385093169,2.5791304347826087,98.62983277591974,77.69565217391305,5.699187768752988,19.838031533683708,5.8734145424116955,-0.3814351648351644,572,12,143,3,13,182,97,161,0.256,0.636,0.10800000000000001,-0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,4,2,4,0,10,5,2,1,4,19,23,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,16,8,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,12,0,1,5,2,27,3,13,16,4,24,0,3,1,0,11,9,0,2,15,96,43,2,0.1309397188572185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089523354513837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985701655432294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068456137470992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370409289143614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149931889731635,0.0,0.1045447108455943,0.0,0.0,0.08444528629023595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399679369030745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938333328746186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844247214673265,0.0,0.0,0.11768017626705647,0.0,0.0,0.1473435871231289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441605973356248,0.0,0.10472445474107672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393877655376877,0.0,0.517103455351111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300526855908202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673334716010582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248659577638857,0.06397053261296423,0.0,0.11562217067778008,0.0,0.0,0.2929761046365598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389832797265204,0.0,0.13275232311968665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098878336030376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872814224421045,0.0,0.27865818560137184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097515300473708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182180446159573,0.12455365752712225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434200310665356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620685639124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913725724220972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398106192946935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635200305496985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057421461362752,0.0,0.0,0.09532567481258003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lemonzz_zzz,2020/03/31,Fu:ked My boyfriend is kicking me out and i have nowhere to go especially rn i want to die,-2.2094999999999985,-0.8447889499999999,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,113.5,4.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.5795000000000008,71,4,18,1,4,24,18,20,0.19,0.732,0.077,-0.5141,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7849831518662691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298573033384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461212279781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Healthy-Tart,2020/03/31,"I have never known love or intimacy My biggest fear is I will go my entire life never experiencing real love and intimacy. I don’t know much about either. I have two friends who are really special to me, like sisters. I try to tell myself that if I can meet two people as great as them, surely I can meet a nice man as well.. but it hasn’t worked out that way. It hurts me a lot. To feel like no one is there for me. In my friends, I tend to be the shoulder. The shoulder to lean on. Even though they reach out and show they care, I always feel misunderstood, or like I’m just living in a society alone, invisible, unheard, and over looked. I’m not aesthetically beautiful. But I don’t think that should matter. I look decent enough, I dress well, I can even pretend not to be socially anxious for a little while. Not sure how to end this lonely rant..thanks for reading lol",1.917436497326204,4.025531619318187,3.666965240641712,87.21199197860966,79.39772727272728,6.413903743315508,21.716577540106954,7.510576382923642,0.7724322192513369,679,20,143,10,17,227,111,176,0.16899999999999998,0.648,0.183,0.153,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,1,9,18,0,1,6,1,15,5,2,1,4,29,28,14,0,2,10,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,3,2,3,0,5,23,15,20,24,4,14,0,2,2,2,14,8,0,4,7,101,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661386695812662,0.0,0.0,0.11778958086881768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992294200813814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433024748166665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538048416915248,0.1462697196565489,0.0,0.18699859901716645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159294789772412,0.14315436860455946,0.10113076765777557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187384053014602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045202931732016,0.0,0.0,0.1560708247217878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154332045653507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777978857249446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999882866884082,0.20747776153357508,0.1418806954786246,0.12500041386772912,0.0,0.2377501417846796,0.0,0.0,0.12034957747086113,0.25552754952832823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040631714598611,0.0,0.21836019237549875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592498079931387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814014716322077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159869371080394,0.16112671016601374,0.09068720778655512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430298585683568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668379759955349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373001641865855,0.130329783694031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070617904497252,0.13908235997318288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611020945963844,0.0,0.2765678541319601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236404488463007,0.0,0.0,0.2545595744948957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305764659098374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fuck_a_401k,2020/03/31,"Fuck sex Maybe it’s because I’m a girl, but fuck sex. You can go out and get a cheap hooker, sex is something you can do with anyone. Intimacy in a relationship should be the *icing* on the cake, not the cake. I know sex isn’t all that guys care about, but it’s easy to think that based off of the way it’s talked about all over Reddit. I feel like I could go my whole life being a virgin (and maybe that’s excessive), but I want LOVE. That’s what I stay up at night sad about, and craving. I can’t be the only one.",-0.9718078381795188,1.0349426725663733,1.2375031605562583,100.56639380530977,91.30088495575222,4.290518331226297,13.381163084702909,5.773587663045528,-1.2168730720606824,394,6,100,3,14,131,72,113,0.095,0.738,0.168,0.8625,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,9,0,11,9,0,0,2,17,23,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,9,3,13,18,3,12,0,1,0,8,7,7,2,0,2,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504454541349152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645147094697035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114955137952482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656213046960138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048862150115189,0.1481928011590639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835437245429462,0.10837710038988717,0.0,0.23578208411924656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539492013806845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400177094320575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651865728531815,0.10134308075236807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721969690795148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167960402874403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466526614803872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056445862137956,0.15776493782463086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270935657582905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969488587473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109989386633225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667297407809903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291704459910286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223515246636458,0.16465357622286225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159563822657814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lorn_silhouette,2020/03/31,"Am I truly alone? Yes I am. A semi-long time ago I made my mental health blatant and obvious to my friends. They say and do nothing. The moment i go out with it they say they can’t fix my problems. I never wanted you to fix anything. I just needed some affection from you. I know I can’t be really “fixed”. I can only make my life better by enjoying my existence with people who acknowledges me. They told me they do care but didn’t do anything to show that. Actions means way more than words. Actions cannot lie only words can because actions are driven by wants and needs while words can be crafted to mislead people.",1.7993920595533517,4.1425262096774205,3.3558064516129043,87.99217121588093,81.25806451612901,5.750868486352358,23.248138957816376,7.010146845296331,0.9553952853598012,486,17,94,6,13,160,80,124,0.027999999999999997,0.85,0.122,0.8381,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,5,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,15,2,0,3,3,26,27,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,4,2,23,4,11,21,2,12,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,5,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645545485550844,0.0,0.0,0.19226225119936727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055241729080485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316159417819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641793929285346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926762435719888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342142083678014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055008546669269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732170999115672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202034062917736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111974665924006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428145450350262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756526687884103,0.12391304617361693,0.0,0.0,0.20221133099716312,0.0,0.0,0.18707678383291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275292538727885,0.14317343587435225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812213725222187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236811696948577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25739237383360153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762797162835026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892276689630987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29524938276627066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082454729082914,0.0,0.0,0.17738254441617102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189850932912768,0.14734871040237768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,totom800,2020/03/31,Broken heart My girlfriend just left me. I'm a shy 22 years old guy and it was my first relationship. We were together for a half year and now everything is gone. It's the worst feeling I ever felt I just don't know what to do right. I feel completely empty..,0.13325396825396751,2.4676921666666694,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,90.29629629629628,6.048677248677249,18.825396825396822,7.447530270364453,0.5642730158730167,203,6,45,4,7,68,45,54,0.175,0.797,0.027999999999999997,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,10,11,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,3,7,0,2,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120074841423925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260065966433275,0.0,0.0,0.24103928155463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712181737838873,0.0,0.2575123662580134,0.0,0.0,0.22812928306239824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655584203234735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31781620172242714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473947368581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291398168828348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814289335363901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28794453574498474,0.0,0.2290398286657808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454217423212513 lonely,mshroum,2020/03/31,"I FEEL LONEY :( Hi guys, I'm a 17 teen girl. While in this teen age, everybody around me have nice talk,close friends, animated meetings, get boyfriend/girlfriend and enjoy their life, I have nothing. Although i still have friends but no one close enough to talk to. I feel lonely :( one of reasons leading to this situation is because I had an acnes face,and I didn't want to join any meeting or added new friends. Then now I have deal with it, I don't have many people around me except my parents. I tried to make new friends in some app but it's impossible because they only want to get lover with that app or have mad words to me because I'm not pretty,I'm not fun,I'm a girl and more and more. I hope when I write this, some buddies will come and change my life. Thank you for reading this.",4.0939772727272725,4.9494931250000045,4.1689772727272745,91.08011363636366,70.875,6.8181818181818175,28.29545454545455,6.574015621080383,1.0446250000000004,620,22,136,4,11,191,98,160,0.122,0.706,0.171,0.8857,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,5,11,1,0,3,0,11,3,0,3,0,29,23,12,0,3,7,1,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,2,19,9,16,20,5,15,0,1,0,1,18,5,0,5,8,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016429644541153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622440103979689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693653519613265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581647228381654,0.12687988432083142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518526238049566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521930513385144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895154117697018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551928509320747,0.0,0.1539090349441254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584323545818725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629519177171288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807481527893493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983192266998196,0.14933199172863362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451301025528186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133161384976387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961910861271476,0.11202296998746156,0.0,0.0,0.16355145461613554,0.0,0.0,0.10211442594306416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473328677459463,0.0,0.0,0.15144174401061158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556351251381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762838658757667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367770812078387,0.0,0.13560761247958714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000022839777913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737544648932242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lmaohibo,2020/03/31,"17F in need of someone who is down to talk about life, opinions/beliefs, someone open minded, and most of all kind. hi i’m a 17 year old girl who lives in the states, as you can tell by my reddit posting history i am diagnosed with severe psychotic depression, social anxiety, bulimia, and other things that might overlap by what i already said. i’ve been in treatment for two/three years now. had 4 psychiatric hospitalization and two residential treatment stays in the past two/three years. i’ve met so many people during those experiences, but they’ve all seem to leave me. they take all they can get from me, and leave me with nothing. i’m very empathetic and have been told i’m a great problem solver, well spoken when i want to be, and great advice giver (for others at least.) people have taken advantage of that. i want to have a mutualist friendship for once. :)",5.812289356984477,6.9172280670731725,6.125764966740579,77.69861419068737,67.10975609756098,9.134368070953435,30.152993348115306,9.339509955726095,2.6164585365853656,689,25,126,13,11,221,110,164,0.083,0.7340000000000001,0.183,0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,0,3,21,25,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,1,11,6,23,16,5,18,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,3,7,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104841429660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799109362066326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259196233767014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155066967159374,0.1361164114979023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118298573072912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006569643475119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570824928956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965244933821874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400121223107105,0.0,0.0,0.09472417813771272,0.0,0.0,0.11841948554827356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359640777976899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422669921160473,0.1354104665553131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943910106161613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867987842592868,0.0,0.14072338800603626,0.1428202386488402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280208980162353,0.18594667616057856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843802932302067,0.0,0.0,0.128322880843354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756705708823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208654064462075,0.0,0.15150343854068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367058301609183,0.2272579026962702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294087948158168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083224044530736,0.10779062516139884,0.11721597103415388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909514381219558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281455780986597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930109748294828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065283150087876,0.15820029793326906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205788561827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590827314355144 lonely,theborn_corn4,2020/03/31,"Is there really someone out there for me? Is there really someone out there for me? I feel like I’ve been told this lie that there’s someone for everyone out there, but I just feel like there is no one for me. I have tried to look in other places and always find nothing. And I’m not even talking about a girlfriend or something like that, although that would be nice, I’m just looking for a friend, a genuine friend. Right now during the midst of all this crap taking place in the world we all need someone, but then I’m stuck here in this room with no one and nothing to do. I have no outlet, no one to talk to. I am so lost, for the love of all good things. Please someone help me!",3.3159154929577426,4.144322281690143,3.742366197183099,93.52340845070424,72.66197183098592,6.525070422535213,24.059154929577463,6.2581,0.4003667605633794,532,14,121,3,10,166,78,142,0.127,0.655,0.218,0.9563,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,14,10,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,3,22,23,9,0,2,6,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,4,10,8,20,17,3,13,0,1,2,1,9,11,1,1,5,86,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043098282082256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765817368253055,0.0,0.0,0.12681655942107675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421117134037466,0.1896257713712418,0.0,0.0,0.1213007217236514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507329171161295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131652842120922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895725214266145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451612740802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289731935044632,0.0,0.1448760300701171,0.0,0.11978206486546668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840780193640404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469063686512644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979695050959457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773215507886308,0.14568315733305146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004352017006985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333939484942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562252434863616,0.10217185207780297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997864928444719,0.21334542203697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817112355363324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681655942107675,0.0,0.09010597381752553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427818426484856,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TowersAndFlowers,2020/03/31,"Opening up and brightening up someone's day Sorry if this is formatted odd. I'm on my phone currently. I'm reserved for most the time and very comfortable being to myself. I have two close friends I live with that have unhealthy traits that I find myself retreating into my room to avoid. I crave new friends and new beginnings. Retreating like this led me to craving someone to talk to. I care for them dearly, but I'd like someone to talk to as I reflect on what to do and where to go from where I am.",3.4893316831683165,5.083971336633667,4.4050371287128725,85.96715965346534,73.25742574257426,7.822277227722773,29.45668316831682,8.472884824447931,2.169959405940594,399,17,80,7,8,129,64,101,0.065,0.763,0.17300000000000001,0.8764,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,7,19,10,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,8,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138039820533592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352396935843023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166276857001494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32402869736223755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191778198433532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489847590231255,0.0,0.1851696834832436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050607557076281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330365232947211,0.0,0.0,0.234742921749178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370991834863307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227824608483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204847249807691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302515452315376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kittykatsnacc,2020/03/31,"Alone and afraid. Before this “little” outbreak I was normally content with being by myself for even long periods of time. I am very introverted and might possibly have schizoid personality disorder. I live in a smallish city and it is usually a bit loud with parties next door and cars passing. Sometimes they annoy me to no end, but I kind of miss it? With everyone staying in doors I feel more, isolated. Like everything is desolate and there is no one out their to help. It is dark, quiet. Too quiet and I’m scared too sleep sometimes. I want to know that people exist outside of my house.",3.0958108108108107,5.844265900900902,4.388671171171172,80.07327702702705,79.18018018018017,7.6639639639639645,28.16891891891892,8.59863814320734,2.6272756756756763,469,21,82,11,12,154,83,111,0.161,0.7509999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7758,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,16,14,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,4,11,2,14,11,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913491427920311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721181427430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017032195402082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117437779287344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163636964677217,0.0,0.0,0.12202809450304253,0.0,0.0,0.17654010399112302,0.16604473721058555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341703580889887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383652904417093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213180995925482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923925764321168,0.10153581685934382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026133894323853,0.18517177141454014,0.16314092615175582,0.16350123490063834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959945083968056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648768509012446,0.0,0.1810194259351348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519390715977122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808497192512786,0.1613198284944294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082820679016345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497071168974946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848871543463871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654523211060399,0.0,0.0,0.1969228911576852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773138420522016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034801289365135,0.1524411740921528,0.10897253523279424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontaskdonttell241,2020/03/31,"I miss not being alone When I first became single more than 2 years ago, I thought it would be good. I had lots of things to focus on then, I still do. But I miss being with someone. I miss hugging, kissing, holding hands and everything. I miss having someone there to touch, someone to care about. I miss not feeling like everything is my responsibility 110% of the time. I miss having someone to talk to. I thought being single would be fun. But it hasn’t been. It’s sucked. I’m trying to be strong though and not admit that I miss dating. I don’t even know what to do anymore. It seems wrong to want a relationship. It seems wrong to not want one. I’m all over the place. I’m just plain lonely.",0.788760951188987,3.192214659574472,2.2900959532749283,93.41647058823533,86.80141843971631,4.452398831873175,18.93241551939925,5.900188976854957,-0.2265214017521906,541,15,115,4,17,175,81,141,0.188,0.653,0.159,0.1451,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,1,0,3,0,17,3,1,0,1,24,38,7,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,4,3,14,7,16,26,5,11,0,8,0,2,3,3,1,3,9,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349783280605538,0.0,0.0,0.1577059853034792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101110340210047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524959787529558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057301850170533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737012406134827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699237875543984,0.10878184778061813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295209382299187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771700347075593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368370930618718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439151900631116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945466271154465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318221547552324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590899301609851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348118894349853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27724210795409565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160721211369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160316329700725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238900365120925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116154224923052,0.0,0.14960467978222305,0.241771030048804,0.08878996710561425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338145766856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796257959575414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633673557279326,0.3329670784506361,0.0,0.09805700423435887 lonely,k88885180,2020/03/31,Couldn’t sleep rn so if someone wants to talk I’m open :) As my title :D,-4.491764705882354,-5.479897823529411,-1.0757647058823512,108.83105882352943,144.88235294117646,1.36,9.282352941176473,3.1291,-2.4288729411764702,55,1,15,0,5,19,17,17,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.7925,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075273514941779,0.0,0.5143844711069516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879550770829482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580767736386504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fancyobscuritys,2020/03/31,"I’m scared to tell the truth No matter what I do I always seem to slip into a stream of perpetual lying that just makes me feels worse about myself. Whenever someone asks me why I never go to my classes and always have such a blank and lifeless expression, I just say I’m tired and get sick a lot. But in reality I’m always fighting a constant battle inside my head, I try to fight back the anger and loneliness that overwhelm my life. I always lie about how I feel to not burden anyone around me, but sometimes holding in everything gets to hard to do, and I get angry because I don’t want anyone to have to deal with me or think less of me, like I’m fragile. This has driven so many people away from my life and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried so many different ways to cope but it doesn’t always help and I always ending up losing someone else because I’m scared to tell the truth and I don’t know what to do.",4.376529209621991,4.494267494845367,5.556237113402061,84.02170962199315,69.9278350515464,7.909965635738832,26.47594501718213,7.492282038375204,1.2844584192439863,730,20,153,7,12,244,107,194,0.184,0.738,0.077,-0.9512,1,0,0,0,3,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,4,3,7,0,11,5,1,2,3,33,30,15,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,1,5,22,3,25,29,2,13,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,3,5,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801990383470121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152536348659386,0.16251987192521158,0.0,0.0,0.10345561448904844,0.10864494382041928,0.0,0.10918742279227044,0.08936183797556754,0.0,0.14168665774000672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255866742260174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981212828217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214195003449449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708236866706847,0.0,0.10293162293565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044461703058517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752316629210305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821519632962901,0.0,0.06604742357611453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041054361734781,0.0,0.11926968625771267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789618279939349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277369870071222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641715884508467,0.056776573215586885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001438768655812,0.0,0.09880147943904152,0.0,0.0,0.07757413409657554,0.2356466855996333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963184794943102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056855649899679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924184979624785,0.2327021353316403,0.0,0.0,0.10579738827058996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693647180244367,0.0,0.11493919051617148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031533293274784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446560986951296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335715630377596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780414162413753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854636988072664,0.09224572369640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486558178706956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843258478502262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bruh-bruhh,2020/03/31,fuck I’ve just realized i’m probably the least liked in my “friend group”. I feel like none of them actually consider me a friend. I can’t even text them either cause i just think that they don’t even want to talk to someone like me.,-0.243469387755102,2.051882204081636,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,94.3061224489796,6.06530612244898,17.20408163265306,7.447530270364453,0.3288693877551019,184,5,43,4,7,60,37,49,0.111,0.647,0.242,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,5,4,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.26865758923625305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828136738191013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636722010108969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920228437103466,0.19667767062066924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42539932234622296,0.2545146786290721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034997833903696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968249364163162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332647052984829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212794196716452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764040797735892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238179371415035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway84917749,2020/03/31,What is it like to have someone really loves you? Idk I’m in my late night sad boy hours but I’m just wondering what does it feel like when someone loves you? I’ve been alone my whole life I have my mom and brother who I know care about me but we all do our own things and rarely see each other and it’s been like that as long as I can remember from me being a kid to the 21 yo guy I am now. I’ve also never been in a relationship either.I don’t know I just want someone to explain how it feels being loved by someone else.Ik that seems like a weird thing to ask but if you could describe it I’d appreciate it.,-0.3424019607843149,1.6018399558823582,1.9151176470588247,97.48086274509808,86.94117647058823,5.097254901960786,17.154901960784315,6.42735559955562,-0.4358180392156865,478,11,118,5,15,161,87,136,0.054000000000000006,0.7120000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,3,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,13,4,0,1,2,24,29,12,0,3,6,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,15,8,11,23,4,9,0,1,1,3,17,2,0,3,11,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171142234385035,0.0,0.11714179319781955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694111933939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934840466991636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169541480659791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818759402892085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813164215862554,0.10464694044573908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504044600975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442554983126242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100561486515594,0.0,0.1652383453338479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346473703988386,0.28625529049005743,0.0,0.0,0.129632171536359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966178178567499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155822732921452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129761326669908,0.0,0.0,0.13746365784382636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384027286873206,0.0,0.0,0.1572671046907611,0.16593582120326206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672737895712185,0.13335192843310315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964557012787375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463258076850792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639901948529169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354218809168738,0.0,0.0,0.15885373912837789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goingtothecircus,2020/03/31,"What's it like to be held? Is it wonderful? Does it make you feel safe? Does it help you fall asleep? Scale of 1 - 10 would you reccomend? Asked by a lonely 26 year old woman currently holding her blanket wishing it was a warm body.",0.4247517730496462,2.8155715106382995,1.7756382978723408,96.28416666666668,89.2127659574468,4.835460992907802,20.599290780141846,6.42735559955562,0.2004780141843967,179,6,39,2,6,57,39,47,0.045,0.654,0.301,0.9195,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,3,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086469282840343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337138025365925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258226220878832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190816452265118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013741890337735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467765938781598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054164122425688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525433668870184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454836069691931,0.0,0.3258072291227456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341928221280754,0.0,0.0,0.19346927283733076 lonely,curlygirl_422,2020/03/31,Depression is one hell of a drug🙃 How can I be surrounded by so many people and still feel so lonely? Honestly doesn’t make any sense... I can’t wrap my brain around this. I’m honestly so depressed I cry myself to sleep multiple nights in a row. Been down this road before but I swear I’m not gonna do anything stupid. I just need to get things off my chest I guess? I feel like this sounds like I’m asking for pity but I just want someone to listen.. I think. Idk I’ll probably delete this later. Thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.,-0.12054054054053864,2.1841416306306343,1.5410450450450457,97.1942702702703,92.15315315315316,5.122162162162162,16.40900900900901,6.742157984588678,-0.1924947747747745,415,10,94,6,15,134,79,111,0.19699999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.138,-0.7005,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,0,7,3,3,2,0,16,23,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,4,13,5,12,20,0,10,1,4,0,0,2,6,1,1,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376063941640146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665185697165747,0.18013630576261067,0.1891719353875032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721867672175072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589191013275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430845114408744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227432408726647,0.0,0.0,0.3485712033791183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466423987034085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046306439910561,0.14456040926201513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572064138376228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291369561379573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977180688245561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507162475333553,0.2051533095558329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004154783002618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989377569868812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711904699196234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028549537919766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816983164434975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249827631530867,0.0,0.1714523115812632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159868040872818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186298663662823,0.0,0.0,0.13443377040825535,0.1296590807033855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935253494684599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nikitasupreme,2020/03/31,"Homebody You don’t want to leave the house on a regular day, but the moment your told you can’t leave, you suddenly want to go out. Any one feeling the same way?",4.524705882352944,4.248803823529413,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,69.58823529411765,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.8424000000000005,126,4,29,2,2,41,26,34,0.073,0.794,0.133,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,4,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821400465372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974618185772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481462950575212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740100736450754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532924869226779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484042642192576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747659338031788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925696641478011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611877110483198,0.24303272262174835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StuphCurry,2020/03/31,Has this sub grown during the pandemic? Just wondering if anyone here has joined recently due to loneliness from isolation.,7.591000000000001,11.2277081,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,68.0,14.0,35.0,12.161744961471696,6.7515,102,5,13,5,2,32,19,20,0.23399999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303520345100343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.607703927634815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674526670336212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crispydeluxx,2020/03/31,"Lonely Today is just one of those days where the weight of being alone is kind of just hitting me harder than usual. I’m not alone in that I have great friends, but I’m really sad because I thought that I would find a relationship in college. But that hasn’t happened. And to be honest, most of the time I’m ok. Most of the time I’m happy but some days just hit hard and I kinda just collapse into myself and wonder why I can’t find someone to share life with.",2.2585824742268064,3.7629864432989706,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,76.31958762886596,5.674742268041237,21.403350515463927,5.985473137389443,0.12518659793814454,363,9,78,2,8,119,62,97,0.138,0.679,0.183,0.7832,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,0,0,22,17,6,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,7,7,12,11,3,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,5,6,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016228328767481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819345644602705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500858337053504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544236310934044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979882158964725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137642504582356,0.0,0.0,0.1714561591106802,0.20639935681554505,0.17368722690520924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019064481911569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695013912210666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138478416666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421080642842885,0.0,0.0,0.20816514382507167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428224558256324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392688776027685,0.2261174682201701,0.0,0.18378491230741364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354228355866955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610561007504696,0.0,0.0,0.1749554371785791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026527777586676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377337905547082,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mr-who55,2020/03/31,"Hmm. Anyone want to just chat. I'm not too good at holding conversations but i like to communicate. (i know how dumb that sounds.) No topic off limits as long as we can disagree without conflict. I dont mind waiting a day or longer for a response, just someone to check in with or have a good convo once in a while. Like a reddit penpal i guess? Thanks you for your time.",0.8230666666666693,3.2273502400000043,2.449333333333332,92.34466666666668,86.6,4.4,20.333333333333336,5.82211442006289,-0.02526666666666655,288,9,60,2,9,94,58,75,0.183,0.652,0.165,-0.3651,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,13,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903278010391855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435133152879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31684445571877906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535081666379193,0.0,0.0,0.2978174977500099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485755402709532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641555977758834,0.0,0.0,0.2392484254495352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729732176391917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879105366057204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290639804700575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889902656478535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576414028815217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594575569263069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606046839373237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kittenbittenmitten,2020/03/31,Feeling so lonely and craving intimacy I feel so alone in my house even though my family is home. All I want in life is to find love but I fear that my depress and anxiety will stop this from happening. I hope by the end of this year I can find a partner who understands what I’m going through and can see past it.,2.796818181818182,3.9626323181818215,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,74.30303030303031,8.31030303030303,26.83636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.8415854545454549,247,9,55,5,5,83,51,66,0.22899999999999998,0.653,0.11800000000000001,-0.8521,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,15,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,2,7,14,1,7,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263373062814224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717938074909944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882246677940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355796034771686,0.0,0.0,0.14434091419208453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060162163105458,0.2459136667614833,0.22099665498644605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994757437945756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419899957864765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325059245513349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920934623168012,0.21705547835679556,0.0,0.25216111064895724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543583832708841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723720013964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861726362981545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414483441178205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827058146290044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471043197151327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750359995042466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889814776988495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072996758951284 lonely,Bifurzak,2020/03/31,"Acquaintances I wouldn't call them friends, seeing as they ignore, exclude me from everything. I get people have their own lives but for months now it just kills me. They live hours away so the only time i get with them was gaming and that rarely happens anymore. It upsets me when i go on and wait for them on discord, but they go straight to something else. Grown ass man, can't seem to keep people around. 😟",4.312166666666666,5.793546550000002,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,71.0,6.333333333333334,24.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.5994583333333336,324,9,66,2,6,96,61,80,0.24,0.733,0.027000000000000003,-0.9579,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,13,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,14,1,11,11,1,13,0,0,1,1,11,5,1,1,5,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846767091903488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610407226817575,0.0,0.0,0.20696893402820496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493988034997664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840233411698292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798170868687992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019487232458808,0.0,0.2301840066097595,0.0,0.25039083263032125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480099242064533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169404662665255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580314291329054,0.2437173366890352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890387597810069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758327200460928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753984633455707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054415577976081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554195377807208,0.20054299399474634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695893714331368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284523910992856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PastelCatSnowboarder,2020/03/31,"I feel so forgotten. I have no friends. Everyone ends up ghosting me at some point. I try my goddamn hardest to be friendly and kind, but it doesn't work. I completely changed my outward personality to get a friend and that hasn't done me any good. I starved myself to be skinny and pretty and that still hasn't attracted a boy to love me. Now I'm probably getting put in the ICU in my next doctor's visit. What am I doing wrong? I just want someone to hug me and tell me I'm okay. I want to be loved.",1.243679245283019,3.0968275188679257,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,80.41509433962264,6.504150943396226,25.69433962264151,7.554174236665415,1.2664709433962265,391,16,87,6,10,133,72,106,0.135,0.5589999999999999,0.306,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,1,10,5,1,0,0,11,19,7,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,17,10,10,15,1,12,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,4,56,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429795624603715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933590085655008,0.0,0.19164333900922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708501434514085,0.0,0.18704933878412952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189050615288586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465593332033488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242001793565724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42365051527741104,0.0,0.1909919918599005,0.0,0.0,0.15330878123598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033921608171744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329935592474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439061861600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959810021516513,0.0,0.0,0.17278797080958933,0.0,0.0,0.18595489817492425,0.1970697971753577,0.0,0.0,0.1837462888594409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487050621941853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459698572067825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975943239537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409690837442808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561899440507612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306739625467476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984330825872126,0.0,0.0 lonely,keeperofgoldenwaters,2020/03/31,I want to kill myself No one will notice I'm gone.,-0.12250000000000227,0.843105083333338,2.8566666666666656,95.955,81.5,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.5936,39,0,10,0,1,14,11,12,0.45399999999999996,0.461,0.086,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065245441640543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241524531656484,0.0,0.0,0.3714882681157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233545410013865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,white-knight40,2020/03/31,"M21. Bored af I don’t know if my gender or age was necessary but people who are quarantined with someone they can cuddle, have sex, and spend time with are the luckiest people.",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.29411764705881,8.062745098039215,23.098039215686285,8.841846274778883,1.752580392156863,140,4,26,3,3,45,31,34,0.042,0.813,0.145,0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033370144926544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7653045828934659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676650264025665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32184619637464723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jakerz40cal,2020/03/31,"29M [an interesting title] 29M [an interesting title] Hello all. Debated on posting on here for quite some time. Figured I’d give it a go. I don’t know what the accepted way of having a social media friend is (idk what discord is). 29M. Midwest US. In a relationship that has its ups and downs just like anyone else. Mall public safety officer for now (cue the Paul blart jokes) but was just hired as a youth counselor at a school for troubled teenagers. Type 1 diabetic since 2003. I used to work out quite a bit and was in really great shape until said relationship. I don’t have best friends in “real life” so to speak- I’ve always been a loner. But I’ve worked as a DJ, wedding coordinator, public safety officer, mental health professional, car sales, etc etc. In my free time i like to play guitar, write my own music, read dystopian fiction, binge watch Netflix (designated survivor, TWD, stranger things...) i do play PS4 but i don’t do the online stuff. I’m kind of old school. I play the story mode in games. A huge God of War fan. But there’s a huge loneliness factor. I would like to someone to talk to, text with, Snapchat with (that is not me saying i want a “relationship” or trade nudes or flirt with anyone). Just someone to talk to. Someone like minded (I’m all over the place politically). Someone who likes to be fit and workout. Someone who is a go getter, can be motivated but also understands that life just effing sucks sometimes. Memes, dark cruel humor (we all have our coping mechanisms). Someone who is just super chill to talk to. I do get along better with females, I’ve never been able to have a male friend really but I’m not opposed to talk to guys either. I’m not an alpha male type, I’m just a guy who goes to work and goes home and that’s it. But someone who can help motivate, talk about music, their life, different beliefs, etc. i don’t mind texting or snapping or trading Instagram or social media stuff at all. Hopefully i meet someone(s) cool? Have a great day :)",2.175359911406421,4.705091739018091,3.6454318936877113,85.33831395348841,81.22222222222223,6.166334440753047,22.9093761535622,7.447530270364453,1.1238973052787005,1561,53,298,24,42,513,213,387,0.063,0.67,0.267,0.9982,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,1,10,12,30,3,0,23,1,27,6,1,3,5,56,43,22,1,3,22,0,0,5,3,1,5,3,1,4,17,12,0,1,7,11,4,3,8,4,0,0,5,5,19,27,43,35,12,31,1,0,1,1,38,18,1,7,13,172,36,14,0.07884570582952975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305288246570602,0.06560594344797213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102615015399604,0.08078674317679208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274370387460664,0.06973261947789752,0.08607908990707333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050848957517547866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237698113881242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658654699605778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638014117630016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274799021599464,0.0,0.041193627059430464,0.07563598553024642,0.08961966324585126,0.0,0.0,0.1738553380537002,0.0,0.15613928975089278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380929830536556,0.0,0.0,0.05284861462138505,0.0,0.0790886716329229,0.07831157634923269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210566951734916,0.04333153793056488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707316131581318,0.19260014608936435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945792676824125,0.0,0.15922337300729228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081066901931612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273530499277297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237698113881242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551239121854443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772422691894331,0.07886704259728787,0.08974367475576701,0.10102115622816127,0.0,0.0,0.25395234263768346,0.0,0.0,0.07500032172884175,0.06270126991054964,0.0,0.15959212734164213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652219826312295,0.0,0.0,0.16074653563867644,0.4676399747976197,0.0,0.07798041914488264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051893900992785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168659586176061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052381583481779036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195113025913808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208116041170259,0.09484167609721983,0.0680973746109958,0.0,0.0,0.046505240120054296,0.0625840513219617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722018386751657,0.0,0.0,0.05600972722748315,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hardlyconfusd,2020/03/31,What the fuck is wrong with me? It’s like I feel like I act similar to my friends and I’m not necessarily ugly but every fucking day I have to hear about how one of my friends fucked a new girl or is talking to multiple different girls and all I’ve wanted for 3 god damn years is to be in a relationship and be loved by another human being. I try and I try and every attempt gets shut down. I ask my friends for advice and they end up telling me “it’ll just happen bro” like fuck off no it won’t obviously there is something wrong with me. I can’t help feel inferior to everyone I meet because I’ve never been laid.,1.0462477980035203,3.0319677175572544,3.4728244274809192,88.11226658837349,81.74809160305344,6.778860833822668,23.817381092190253,7.882392219407189,1.2255103934233706,485,18,108,9,13,168,88,131,0.18899999999999997,0.614,0.19699999999999998,-0.1776,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,15,5,0,3,0,12,5,0,1,3,19,25,9,0,1,4,1,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,3,15,7,16,19,1,11,0,1,0,5,16,5,5,1,8,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076406061770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510490576937179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466736953305367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781158526491263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290037778018767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150501662999602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275856051380004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427367925493202,0.13764601441528046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567208658980998,0.10290939834209313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338781787960371,0.5326878717709692,0.07526021579963747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738300061321212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235489742266634,0.0,0.09655372505506936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111267629356599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300108116986485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110029390496054,0.13912445463250747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761205505172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465586527224812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108967810523948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578198924175892,0.12590610989515674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560108281771724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496446312435095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314992274999622,0.0,0.09276352180868068 lonely,Z0mbiehunter_52,2020/03/31,"I don't even know at this point. I just hate ppl. The one person I ever thought I'd always be able to rely on just fuckin bailed when the going got tough for me, and gets angry with me when her advice doesn't pan out. I have no one else to talk to. My therapist doesn't help at all, I don't even know what I pay her for at this point. It's like, even when someone seems to genuinely care, I just can't bring myself to do the same. I can't care for anyone or anything anymore. The one person I ever did care about, bailed, like I said. So, what's the point of even getting outta bed anymore? I have tried all that, find purpose on your own, or have fun with yourself bullshit. It's a fuckin scam. It only works until you realize that no one would notice if you up and died right then and there. The more I do for anyone, the less I get from them. All I have ever done for anyone is try and be the one who's there for them, yet the moment I need them, they either bail, or hijack the conversation to talk about them some more. Every. Fucking. Time. The one person who stuck around only did it cuz he's in the same boat as me. No one cares, no one listens. I'm just so fuckin tired. The only reason I have gotten outta bed lately is cuz ppl expecting it of me. Ppl *expect* me to d ok shit for them. Ppl *expect* me to care. I'm doen fuckin doing it. Imma just be honest with all of them, and myself. I don't care, I never did, and neither did/do you. So fuck off. Maybe I'm just a sociopath, or have some other shit wrong in my head, but Idrc anymore, let it consume me for all I care.",0.4018308388444183,2.272131473372781,2.2515558649495304,96.6263626870867,83.37869822485207,4.568186564566656,15.858336233901849,5.319838191461821,-0.8873619213365824,1210,20,282,5,34,400,154,338,0.105,0.815,0.079,-0.5369,0,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,7,1,25,23,9,0,15,1,27,10,3,3,9,51,55,23,1,6,13,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,3,16,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,13,11,0,8,9,2,43,12,38,41,15,30,0,0,0,6,25,15,8,8,15,204,59,2,0.07613635416156893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439956411763596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335154581859184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652041463886816,0.15970892726453392,0.0,0.0626537322371705,0.06777749704824837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433826110281073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901751523960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791392428484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360215429840918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011493754586346,0.20660907368302933,0.06414816211515073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958724837732022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077366515500847,0.11933430791186155,0.0,0.043270044632989814,0.0,0.060893197611324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516888717646122,0.07813786470847713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051032593309032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368509821904202,0.0,0.08588512376041132,0.0,0.0,0.07785458052601928,0.0,0.07439275369509224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648920117683701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645414189056274,0.0587210499867525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668174384130388,0.0,0.0,0.41273571203369697,0.17371538452616642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994379832134033,0.0,0.0,0.21592039238150304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828085256997205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502003045200838,0.07242310785732192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693116773472103,0.0,0.0,0.15630574687608426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645100858092895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239103496246292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840017539056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044376069099872,0.04439572038395213,0.08750753899857236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338317350832184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055428172609223794,0.0,0.0,0.05408508153766072,0.08324315119056508,0.0,0.0 lonely,Javier1019,2020/03/31,"Mom was right... My mom saw me playing with my dog the other day.. and she said something that stayed in my head; u could say it was something that haunts me like many things she said to be throughout my life... she said “u’ll be a great father one day but idk about a husband”.. she’s seen me go through my failed relationships in the past and seen how I hurt as how much of myself I gave up... now I’m afraid she’s right... the more and more I go on; even if I find the one 1 day I’m not so sure I’ll be a great husband... I started seeing people in general as disposables; I don’t even make an effort to remember their name; it all started with my last relationship... now I recently met someone I had a crush on and really tried so hard to remember her name but I just got so use too not remembering names that I didn’t remember hers when we hung out for the first time... now I know her name and we hung out a couple of times, I gave her a couple gifts too for her birthday and special occasions but she cautions of me... and very rarely does she wanna hang out with me.. I told her I don’t have any friends but she thinks I’m lying or something... she noticed that I text my brother a lot and mentioned it but idk what she thought about it... I also made an Instagram for my work, which ended up being personal due to the fact that we got quarantine, she ended up following me... I ended up deleting it because I would see her having so much fun with friends; I’m not mad at her for it I was just disappointed that I invite her everywhere and she doesn’t... idk... maybe I’m just lonely and want to be treated equally for once if there’s really something there...",2.299139941690964,3.7604937900874655,3.7052842565597683,90.31611880466473,76.1137026239067,6.999125364431487,24.2033527696793,7.7094869923839395,1.0124128279883386,1282,41,286,18,28,422,167,343,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.2972,0,3,4,0,0,0,56.0,3,0,1,4,22,16,1,1,15,0,17,2,1,5,3,60,48,28,0,6,14,6,1,1,2,1,1,4,0,1,16,20,0,0,8,1,0,4,7,6,0,3,19,10,60,10,36,22,7,39,0,4,5,0,49,15,0,4,20,195,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327607022598293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231119546029675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558564867653589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315869198306083,0.2027725762205244,0.0,0.17728032262444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018558437380857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346959379021466,0.0,0.0,0.1210408282271045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374769405504022,0.0779399975741763,0.0,0.0,0.14158543369800486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415030179157417,0.0,0.1465689476880751,0.20204367290129552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208202537314675,0.0,0.0940382920766908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809126440920894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050357171508009384,0.07469026415635588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647206187499997,0.04476554053830855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790011588545558,0.0,0.08670203915676603,0.061163396238064764,0.0928979212682781,0.09205413876890607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146307030214501,0.0,0.0,0.13471643667538352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432078193430704,0.0,0.09758241662373904,0.12418102792900787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747071651015569,0.06352435129140017,0.08000733654795103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174003954872462,0.0,0.09047306733049526,0.19675156223870616,0.415193401281233,0.15650216798970062,0.26148188443072395,0.07286744836324748,0.0,0.0,0.14603368079422901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763736971645467,0.28216343274007993,0.0,0.0,0.12971164958754153,0.09766484488540413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635971014408186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060874561790995985,0.05871247749782136,0.0,0.07274358012315997,0.10685978522697599,0.0,0.0,0.08755590460298428,0.0,0.062210409143264214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913845979863597,0.0,0.07560392564995083,0.054045447371366885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670736018382563,0.0,0.0,0.06509096087544343,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ownerofthelonelyhrts,2020/03/31,"Loneliness is Palpable - this post is so long, I'm so sorry A year ago, I broke up w/ narcissistic, cheating ex. If you've ever dealt with a narcissist, then you have an idea of what kind of person they were. We were together for a long time, were engaged, etc... Emotional abuse became normalized over time & I feel they destroyed everything that was good within me. A month or so ago, I found an amazing ASMR voice actor/actress. Their audios threw into sharp relief everything that I was missing in my previous relationship and magnified the abuse I sustained. The audios I found started to help combat the loneliness while simultaneously making me feel hopeless bc that kind of ideal in a partner is completely nonexistent. I think because every single person on this Earth craves that deep down kind of love shown in those audios. To be utterly consumed by it and to have that love reciprocated. The other types of love in the world don't always encompass that ideal and it becomes undesirable through which to live vicariously. And I get that these audios are meant to be immersive and the character is whoever you want it to be, and not meant as some kind of cure all. I found an online community of fans/supporters of this ASMR person and while they're really nice, I still don't feel like I fit in. I joined the community bc I believed that I would find people that I could be friends with. But, a lot of them are so much younger than I am and I hate to say it but there are a few cliques that have formed. I just think... wtf, I'm a grown ass person who doesn't have time for that. But the truth is, I do. I *do* have time for all of it because I am so very alone. I've tried different venues and forums trying to make friends but haven't had a lot of luck. Different things keep getting in the way. Example: almost everyone in that community is playing AC so when we all gather to hang out with one another and the ASMR person, it's just them all playing AC together. There are a few of us who don't have switch's so we can't partake. I know it may seem silly... it just makes the goal of friendship seem more isolating. I get that befriending people on discord or reddit/imgur can take time but when you're this lonely, you feel that you don't have the kind of time to waste on waiting for people to be your friend. I don't know if any of you have ever felt the physical pain of loneliness/depression. This devouring chasm in your chest, the hollow cavern of your entire body, the heady realization that no one can help you. My only hope is to keep trying to connect with people and just hope that one day, they'll realize how fucking amazing I am. Such false bravado I'd like to believe. Stay safe out there, yall. And don't cough on anyone.",4.339744897959181,5.762877406307979,5.186956864564007,81.87512917439706,70.85528756957328,8.581094619666048,27.2041280148423,9.052201404669685,2.117927235621521,2178,74,426,43,40,709,256,539,0.113,0.76,0.127,0.8555,2,3,0,0,2,1,66.0,4,10,6,3,21,38,4,0,28,0,50,9,3,4,7,84,89,35,0,10,14,1,6,2,4,3,2,6,0,6,37,22,0,4,19,2,0,3,11,9,0,3,13,12,49,29,62,67,14,51,0,4,0,5,40,23,2,14,24,289,86,2,0.0,0.1693324108158756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668665080986416,0.0,0.0715550003951652,0.07400907752318721,0.0,0.0,0.05945889296019865,0.07742485974100458,0.0,0.048593982406834414,0.07493008541004544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996518968509653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712043205503614,0.07891989625660423,0.0,0.16101769656856038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937387923313899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492249531253413,0.0,0.0,0.057053506434442985,0.0,0.0,0.046084585683479284,0.0,0.061546787223945534,0.0,0.0,0.14931708459619294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038078420871961,0.0,0.0,0.07969470996279802,0.0,0.12927594886584778,0.06020656095306939,0.06828131054880628,0.12844392871821378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452552113455466,0.051049706135241416,0.06861101601857833,0.0,0.06531144108953345,0.0,0.0,0.23505047106651095,0.16562513421610014,0.06606189462238878,0.1120017791030514,0.0,0.0,0.059935693580095324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055011458379916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579376363544552,0.0,0.0,0.14194810381428571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066753683785607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703054791254847,0.0,0.3720632581961909,0.07854304473671532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982167083400195,0.0,0.06309884264228166,0.12647640216554054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121502302527327,0.1934812710562356,0.0,0.14309658057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570372018448658,0.0,0.052529951522806435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001380059380212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526564548797255,0.05434713192139051,0.0760364941307218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981602943905495,0.31197243736930674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684371407629054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577791126233252,0.0,0.0,0.07671929484996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682637730888593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010560519172532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799915321029384,0.050578435957264856,0.07616486442073693,0.05706655915559888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108984511949495,0.0,0.0,0.05372762466978912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747360988412218,0.09157497549244437,0.0,0.0,0.25000688006185684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455461496974153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595533835592957,0.0,0.0,0.058960445322578485,0.04214785961548603,0.05672014169751448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050761809081975535,0.0,0.0,0.046016696285223736 lonely,comandante_nino,2020/04/01,"Some nights it just hits you hard It just hits me hard knowing that days pass and that I’m literally having 0 apsolute contact with anyone. I’m mean I’ve kinda made peace with it and I have surrendered to the loneliness although it still hurts me.It sucks because my life was apsolutely identical before the “isolation quarantine life” we have now. I don’t know if the primary problem is me or the others but I just wish I wasn’t this cursed. I know this might sound needy and kind of cringy but I’m really desperate at this point.Does anyone wanna maybe chat here?(just hit me up in the dm’s and we’ll talk about whatever “you” want,I will also never judge or criticize you about your views/hobbies/mentality and stuff like that)",2.4057430069930064,5.066020531468531,3.4914291958041983,85.949451486014,81.44755244755245,7.491083916083916,22.92351398601399,8.472884824447931,1.720888461538462,588,20,114,14,16,189,96,143,0.13,0.787,0.083,-0.3824,0,2,0,0,1,0,11.0,2,4,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,28,23,12,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,15,2,10,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,6,6,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548344599701054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707612939934696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802637528827264,0.0,0.16475275836095574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248661531303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688339679540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726968443784272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016210283029818,0.3192184883285348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735130861189099,0.0945908844885232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320392141314126,0.0,0.0,0.1945130630005141,0.21090433210255494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053957333361262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932841655808035,0.0,0.0,0.18169528267184126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830294832046503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526414189684728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403521899772242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154621802680093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164373255402448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562102053669355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141995965638057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226485783327881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,holyfursofvenus,2020/04/01,Rent-A-Friend during COVID-19? I’ve been seeing that renting friends has been a long succeeding business in Japan and in the times of loneliness and isolation I was considering doing skype calls 5$/30min. Just trying to earn some money to help my family out and assuage some loneliness in the world. Is this a good or bad idea?,6.872500000000002,8.196052583333334,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,64.83333333333334,10.0,33.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.438833333333333,265,11,46,6,4,81,48,60,0.16699999999999998,0.652,0.18100000000000002,0.2347,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,7,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,2,28,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686094720665882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284958378439305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032739789175105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970955536565631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698301220252661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563146588492904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631647522247918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846979903889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563565033171064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758823811751196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841595543107067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bobtheliak,2020/04/01,"Bored of being lonely... It's not like I'm bored in my day. I have many hobbies I can do for hours, nor is being lonely really a new thing that I can't handle. I'm just bored of it. I recently nearly had great relationships. I know nearly isn't that great, but for me it's pretty damn good. Unfortunate things lead it not working out. No one's fault except I was interested in taking the risk and I think she was still in love with her ex. Point is I saw what I'm missing out on being with other people: friends and relationships. And I'm just bored of it now. And I dont know how to deal with. I can deal with boredom and the lack of having anything to do. I can deal with loneliness. Mostly because I'm just used to it, but I'm just ready for things to change.",1.2109259259259275,2.982791327160495,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,80.17283950617283,6.048395061728398,18.824691358024694,7.0316486544052195,0.10285876543209893,593,13,134,7,15,201,87,162,0.16,0.628,0.212,0.8647,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,17,1,1,3,0,18,1,0,3,0,29,32,9,0,1,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,1,15,7,25,25,2,16,0,3,1,1,10,9,1,1,7,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914301606315784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956652917874704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601498497623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120921653670507,0.4853750830719998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392506008478895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212465428095578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162849355939998,0.0,0.34603978948962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454802586616867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249325136192006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666985064082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163873934350674,0.0,0.0,0.15910608166088394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156748972290351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063422975490841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087980278356936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835301748203875,0.0,0.0,0.15965793296001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053570982213264,0.0,0.1549530392313723,0.33697600227301955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532740952153534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799456843455702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127792161705576,0.10055674133228454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554027986133152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424956072094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cun7buster,2020/04/01,"Being alone As a mentally ill introverted sociopath I've realized that being alone is blessing in disguise. I've been to many therapists took bunch od different meds and nothing worked. I am only happy when I am alone with my pc away from ppl. Because whether you like it or not ppl are selfish beings that will in the end hurt you and leave you, they care only about feeling good themselves. So next time someone tells you that you need ppl in your life tell them to piss off. You are enough for yourself. I just felt like someone needed to hear this, maybe not idk.",5.887090432503277,6.681596844036697,5.422306684141547,83.92174311926607,66.79816513761469,8.06343381389253,31.16775884665793,7.957251820313856,2.059001572739187,452,17,86,5,7,138,81,109,0.142,0.675,0.183,0.7391,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,7,2,1,4,9,1,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,13,17,7,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,13,6,13,10,2,10,1,1,0,0,12,5,1,1,6,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731229319212577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430643522033433,0.0,0.0,0.09282346531795714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552512307105519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909160338687714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348676026958131,0.15733745620612993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699318852159848,0.0,0.14620479066970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771834673237434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620961440260884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162136573037248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630100925991217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123383142995146,0.0,0.0,0.10755406323949314,0.14878460283593484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543796875227786,0.15297747230835995,0.0,0.16913962321707954,0.0,0.1534541421232131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258151946910661,0.0,0.0,0.16194276824693807,0.0,0.0,0.14610888216682724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316191045447882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803877445876594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661844992301224,0.0,0.0,0.1767992759082396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887909009527268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917955323870604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085567125779157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yaboymerv,2020/04/01,its my first cake day thank you everyone for supporting each other. it makes me feel better.,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,80.76470588235293,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.8479647058823527,74,2,13,2,2,23,17,17,0.0,0.628,0.3720000000000001,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37137857650955697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708088926136987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012444903581533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123204307492407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571774484767319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28029492543532697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765118495336518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865991109193533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ybs90012,2020/04/01,"I am fed up of having no-one who understands me or anyone to talk to I know not many people will pay attention to this post but I really need to let these feelings out. Ever since I can remember I have never had a friend and I have always been alone. In school, I would notice that everyone would be talking to each other during lunch and I would be sitting on my owne looking stupid. This made life very difficult because during group tasks I would need to tell the teacher that I don't have a group that would want ms. When I started high school I thought that maybe things would be different and I night make some friends. However the people that I thought were my friends treated me like shit and just abused and treated me like a foul. Where I decided to teach these pigs a lesion this just resulted in everyone heting including my teachers and my family. When I get counseling this made me very upset as I didn't find it helpful. If you have read this post I want to say thank you. Please forgive me typos, I'm on mobile.",4.2694745484400665,5.648206916256157,4.743172413793109,85.16073563218393,70.97044334975371,8.171954022988508,27.3264367816092,8.648137234880735,1.917773333333333,816,28,161,14,15,259,123,203,0.146,0.732,0.122,-0.7946,2,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,6,13,2,1,6,0,23,4,1,4,2,41,41,12,0,11,6,0,1,2,3,7,1,1,0,0,16,8,2,0,10,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,9,3,29,9,16,21,3,17,0,0,1,0,14,8,1,3,8,110,45,5,0.0,0.13221651962723358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557412551786014,0.0,0.0,0.09285225256296467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802668669096458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802454568052381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165883433128499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009400146622617,0.0,0.21325904929484585,0.0,0.0,0.10519761162565346,0.0,0.05642352019218842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019917142984138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864367847047903,0.0,0.058301441343345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479677380631146,0.11790151187739854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132723183931073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410886791753895,0.07881968490294525,0.10903498353033032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370793260762757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111792976880077,0.07448753909013385,0.1131352731775966,0.1121076768410408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548591429980958,0.08606548891080573,0.0,0.0,0.10472014433941902,0.0,0.0,0.1270465474480802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472563301018158,0.0,0.0,0.12249288173778705,0.0,0.0,0.2137457447469848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162071869212364,0.0,0.0714877450069646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264103066952255,0.0,0.0,0.08874126098605674,0.0,0.2258711289890766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454606591242605,0.09230883187793572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789843449135081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938446714968964,0.09753503365395214,0.10273755881271088,0.0,0.0,0.07413578348972748,0.0,0.0,0.17718081732707935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616966751271075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414773258498404,0.13163796065376365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756242253539097,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sunnydbabyy,2020/04/01,"lonely and also kinda mentally unwell? i’m incredibly lonely. i have a few friends and a significant other, but i still feel lonely constantly. it’s been that way for a really long time. i’m never getting the attention i need from others. and i don’t mean that in like a conceited way? just not enough friendly convos for a 20yo girl to feel normal. i definitely want to talk to others but i always feel like i’m annoying them by texting them. instead of talking to people, i just let my thoughts simmer and i get nihilistic and sad. and obviously the covid-19 lockdowns have not been helpful. i’m letting this loneliness affect my confidence and i’m definitely spiraling a little. very anxious and a teeny tiny bit depressed. i am in desperate need of adult interaction and would love to get some corona companions 🥺👉👈 ANYWAY i don’t know if i’m being a baby or if it’s valid, but i figured i had to at least get it out!",1.9503663003662977,4.563138065934074,4.452637362637366,78.575695970696,83.17582417582419,7.422710622710623,25.699633699633694,8.418075326091056,2.343297435897436,736,31,131,18,21,257,110,182,0.184,0.6679999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.7958,0,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,11,1,0,10,0,12,1,0,1,2,38,32,16,0,7,10,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,3,16,5,16,24,5,12,0,5,0,1,12,5,0,5,7,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655845933080512,0.1316829112489062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787859199751732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277619314489293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102012705776606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630694612984695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352229433082838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005922947686376,0.1130591840448433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445386917890353,0.0,0.3307320313373341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607666109297607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697417891893088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323658016083324,0.0,0.1546332335827179,0.1586155829135038,0.0,0.14005290051897226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283356549024406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238880377304455,0.0,0.0,0.1594863295722915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469185037712065,0.1220579342450525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505874110309806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971581861083084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138380191426112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263846376957852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544027550767982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563877126873602,0.09228121637144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305790051255463,0.09334436920634624,0.2512348620475973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242158182545099,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,numismaticfreak,2020/04/01,"I am lonely, but never do anything to change the situation Sometimes I wish my mirror image could come alive and slap some goddamn sense into me. I have been a loner all my life and despite being kinda comfortable with it, there isn't a week that doesn't have a single night, when I do not suddenly overcome with loneliness, longing for friendship and romantic companionship. So what do I do to rectify my loneliness? Absolutely nothing. ""Oh gee, I could start playing that MMORPG, I would definietly meet some new online buddies there"" aaaaaand I proceed to play said MMO for 400 hours as a solo player, only ever meeting other people when I am forced to due to pvp/raiding ""Oh boy, there are a lot of couples on the streets today, I wish I could have such intimate connection with someone, maybe I should try talking to that woman, maybe we have common interests"" aaaaaaand here I am, 27 years old, I could never randomly approach anyone to initiate a conversation,and I do not even have the guts to install a dating app/register on a dating site to try my luck there. I get, that I have a hermit personality type, but then why am I still getting these mood swings, when I suddenly become so incredibly lonely, but by the next morning I want nothing to do with anyone? Heck, here I am writing on r/lonely in one of my lonely mood, when I know from past experience, that even if someone starts talking to me and we have a conversation, I will most likely completely abandon the discussion come tomorrow, when I suddenly get back into my hermit self, until a week later the lonelyness hits again. Anyone else has this kind of a problem?",5.891871975019519,7.2044208163934425,6.6716627634660455,73.0985792349727,67.0655737704918,9.350507416081186,32.88446526151444,9.606745405546679,3.321184231069477,1299,56,217,27,21,429,176,305,0.129,0.7659999999999999,0.105,-0.8516,0,10,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,0,20,14,0,0,18,0,31,2,1,0,4,44,44,18,0,11,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,10,14,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,2,1,34,7,30,33,6,47,0,4,0,0,15,8,1,8,37,163,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586495306807234,0.1152095162971018,0.09252970304648372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646050672861015,0.0,0.0,0.12418270762783575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894810675324947,0.19371664373897787,0.11789268323278786,0.0,0.0,0.35910127837241723,0.1244142858590858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393037318305196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485329868994702,0.10170969630472107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998927865289372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623799381246352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073214313674744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170904296716459,0.06179486050656921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942069595626454,0.0549331952178046,0.0,0.0,0.09950711301543026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559366919211616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592502691983635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344350045370305,0.1085966182538474,0.11958271934939955,0.10551864999610466,0.0,0.21578113848181107,0.0,0.11798834925244063,0.0,0.0761932120950727,0.08551676210852452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733805262066838,0.07795271873437176,0.09817950558832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107591247599692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695753348538417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173009173047016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638886038354405,0.0,0.0,0.19054249029702533,0.0,0.11120743351005738,0.0,0.15917322304459133,0.0,0.08979585842211871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807522986461427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658131298940524,0.0,0.0,0.15268067843934294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632085920071101,0.0,0.18038743980857244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146088694124088,0.0,0.2586041537650636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987515436399821,0.0,0.0,0.07240858404332551 lonely,ALonelyCarpenter,2020/04/01,"School in my area is now cancelled for the rest of the year. The only thing I had to look forward to is now gone. All that work I did to build my social life...gone. Fuck this pandemic!",-0.5015384615384626,1.6638778205128233,1.0673846153846152,101.30261538461541,91.30769230769228,4.1456410256410265,15.492307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-0.9277630769230774,141,3,34,1,5,45,30,39,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,6,4,2,7,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,4,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37472388105099785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28629872627827474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403776833258018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082740559286374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410218694811048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41318600825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26928527322694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950872940165682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610212002502897 lonely,SolidProfessional8,2020/04/01,"Want to start a business together? Maybe we can make money and feel not lonely I have BS in STEM and experience in running a business",2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,82.46153846153845,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.1671435897435893,107,5,19,2,3,36,22,26,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.3421,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216551739096791,0.0,0.0,0.2696449786279958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559719566875206,0.0,0.5357565785131889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774619506830719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454537900341106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spidergirl_cynical,2020/04/01,"You should definitely ignore this. How do people deal with chronic loneliness? I've been isolating myself since 2017. Ever since quarantine, haven't spoken to a single person that wasn't mom or dad. If any of you wanna be cool and say shit like ""It's much better to be alone than the wrong people"" I just wanna say fuck you. It's what got me so isolated in the first place. And it's really ugly. I'm staying uptil 4 am since 2016, almost like slowly descending into madness. Daydreaming, hallucinating, loss of intelligence. I used to think there's power in being able to do things on your own, but it turns out it really alienate you. I now have trust issues, difficulty in communicating, foggy vision of reality and don't even know which of my emotions are real and which aren't. I think I'm manipulating myself. And one day when I put myself out there , I'm either going to really end my looking like a crazy person or end up fading so into the background I'll forget I'm a human. Fuck what load of BS is this. Anyway don't know where i was going with this and now I'm starting to feel conscious and embarrassed again. Fuck me. And definitely fuck you to anyone that pretends to be better cause they ""don't need anyone else"". Have a great day/night.",3.2473246753246765,5.3977745061224525,5.0323654916512055,78.81812152133581,75.36734693877553,7.393320964749536,21.34044526901669,8.296473431620573,1.3163061224489798,994,25,181,18,22,338,141,245,0.17600000000000002,0.687,0.13699999999999998,-0.8114,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,1,5,14,18,6,1,7,1,20,6,1,4,1,39,42,16,0,5,6,2,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,3,15,14,0,1,6,1,0,3,6,10,0,2,4,5,20,8,27,33,4,26,0,1,1,4,15,11,5,4,14,121,35,0,0.11530605074862092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546235390022187,0.11942229409013573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784120685220229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124934336530686,0.1181446752306225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395766328066312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845107663232185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872572740256776,0.1188754752501302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632340965120442,0.1297037873220617,0.20425387262841294,0.0,0.0,0.07615855904219979,0.1043009242981155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058302203817678484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807926786265364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42639434360060735,0.0,0.0,0.13106217173884704,0.0,0.09222078219187003,0.12712532801647292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034955952908358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673837995540474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899813618654624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682804205788566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504505304324765,0.0,0.0,0.0847632145844777,0.08549797559243849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082069175814873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813436413131396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987739440666487,0.20136159190397293,0.12047028139042465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591442874728075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312435294590338,0.22160402606921906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339199920260096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836000410098615,0.2861470701573301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161421619686007,0.1229009081397999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660421654797381,0.14776692293089802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541987224851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958740618950156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606906544652213,0.0,0.0 lonely,b0boo,2020/04/01,"Loneliness and anxiety I feel so alone and lonely. I have lots of friends but none when I need them. Anxiety stops me from talking to anyone for more than a few sentences. Quarantine and lockdown isn’t helping. On Twitter I see all my friends having fun and I want to join in but anxiety always stops me. I know I’m blaming it all on anxiety but what if I really am just that awful and that’s why no one talks to me? Sorry for rambling but I do feel a bit better now. Even posting this is scary but I’m gonna hit that post button as a huge eff you to my anxiety about it.",1.0503443526170813,3.0349471404958663,3.2631611570247934,89.62686294765842,81.72727272727273,6.677961432506888,24.13292011019284,7.793537801064563,1.2910986225895311,448,17,97,8,12,153,81,121,0.249,0.5670000000000001,0.183,-0.6633,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,2,22,16,14,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,15,4,14,14,7,10,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,2,4,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868472872669948,0.0,0.0,0.13552131123697106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229774700794459,0.0,0.0,0.1138828472111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404573017272151,0.17781241334549056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757443549487918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647044466878347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166670333390634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916866939391362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950937262142541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846668292190384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076641911272523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036527239860254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196985317928844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043390189607775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978670920198446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823202010454696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723340776987404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181829231537485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606524636686342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696530198912572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,82664828,2020/04/01,"My walls and rules. I don't know how to begin this. Sorry if all of this makes no sense but I'm only writing what crosses my mind. I have really big anxiety. I can't build any trust and because of that I feel really lonely. I'm really introverted and don't really like it when I'm around people a long time. But with this whole situation with covid-19 I'm lonelier than ever. I just ended my friendship with my best friend because she was only using my and it damaged my trust in people even more. I have the feeling that nobody wants anything to do with me. Everyone is avoiding me because I radiate this dark feelings. I usually don't tell people what's wrong with me because in my head a voice always says: ""telling anyone what's wrong will result in more pain"". I created this rules and walls over the past 12 years. Everytime someone hurt me a sertain way I created a rule that this wouldn't happen again. 12 years ago my father died. I'm in such great fear of forgetting him that I keep as much as possible what my father owned. I'm trying to keep myself distracted as much as possible. The only way that works is with Netflix or YouTube. I pretend to be a part of whatever I'm watching... Today was a very bad day for me. I didn't get accepted into my dream job. I'm standing here and I'm looking into this dark future. I don't know what I want to do when I finish school. Every friend of mine has a plan, is happy and I living their life like they don't see the bad parts. I only see the bad parts... I only see the worst case scenario in everything. When I have no energy to do anything I usually withdraw myself from everyone and everything. This is another rule I set for myself. ""Don't do something when you got no energy. You could make a mistake and reveal to much of you"". Not even my closed friends know everything about me. Not even my family knows my struggle. I don't like it when rules get broken. Especially my rules. Rules are there to protect and define something... My rules and walls define me. Nobody wants to bring up that energy to try to break the walls I build around me because nobody could even like someone they don't know that much to even try. I'm basically to scared to show someone my real me because that would make me vulnerable. That's it. That's everything that crossed my mind in the last 2 weeks.",2.5901937984496115,4.6734522094017095,4.085420393559929,85.15725402504474,77.11965811965813,7.25947127807593,24.131584178095807,8.20894155585173,1.5324290797058242,1846,62,363,34,43,612,201,468,0.21100000000000002,0.685,0.10400000000000001,-0.995,1,4,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,3,3,20,29,0,5,16,0,31,3,1,6,2,63,68,25,1,9,7,2,3,4,3,3,2,2,0,0,28,22,0,4,10,4,0,3,16,16,0,0,4,10,63,13,47,58,14,49,0,3,5,0,17,18,0,2,27,236,91,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087566381374721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714255693782699,0.0,0.0,0.0467009099610559,0.07201103920259491,0.05253568642462581,0.0,0.0,0.04801869921125445,0.0,0.11302627001342082,0.122269454806147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202063017463246,0.2511794620437392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720694888512811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096617537805549,0.0,0.0,0.04428927163405404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127312846625848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082508658815323,0.0,0.0,0.22679378797376076,0.062119877288189886,0.05786109807988635,0.13124256041687235,0.24688029476135065,0.0,0.06474006118447127,0.07727773142012198,0.10417143772667392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917288720148276,0.0,0.07175902230827153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054925147708239065,0.0757137084809791,0.0,0.0,0.0607284970257957,0.07310511790018395,0.0,0.0,0.07047969114897316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351730733619884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814869139635668,0.12208182755429338,0.0,0.0,0.18870812180031604,0.05597875751807708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850672124872707,0.13420326556691548,0.0,0.06064070534934358,0.06077463481260684,0.0576691542397024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752197688678294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138683024429295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019341831905664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611496721192298,0.07307434563448692,0.0,0.0,0.2231028721009385,0.06555743355257355,0.14283043302633036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548400123390994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781664400361543,0.17597817722934528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461259601851498,0.06875500029589451,0.06950210410952185,0.16417368647015493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719284181222638,0.0,0.0,0.1745626505457559,0.10573773275697457,0.0,0.07687530746318995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179333683459511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004881002158595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040044563191879184,0.0,0.06509524976143982,0.0,0.0,0.13987611830804353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931258513355987,0.15127017891031816,0.05666352729070082,0.12151772500192555,0.10902099804116523,0.05508641767873966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667245437556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049995741514372964,0.0,0.0,0.04878428476082746,0.15016923249866598,0.0,0.08844805399687697 lonely,daffy2cl3,2020/04/01,"What do you do now to fight loneliness? I'm in one of those phases where none of the usual activities like movies/series/books/artwork help to not feel lonely. Even tried gaming, I'm unable to focus or enjoy with this gloomy mindset. Quarantine heightens it all, I'm driving myself crazy. Any other tricks/techniques?",5.158965517241381,7.601014206896554,5.209862068965517,78.3713448275862,70.72413793103449,6.708965517241379,25.393103448275863,7.554174236665415,1.5991751724137924,256,8,40,3,5,80,50,58,0.149,0.68,0.172,0.3549,0,3,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34106624459213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312642328620094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535950661976958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361735095608529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450284364752104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33985832347193795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405145811165296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523784427620991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YouWantSomeCandy,2020/04/01,"14 year old here. My parents don’t love me anymore and my friends have grown apart, contemplating suicide I miss the feeling of being close to another person",4.192298850574712,7.0908886896551735,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,75.89655172413794,6.625287356321839,33.804597701149426,7.793537801064563,2.838508045977012,128,7,21,2,3,40,28,29,0.165,0.596,0.23800000000000002,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605576998240949,0.0,0.0,0.34100774484350177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386137083986158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656583894138028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103389053467615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360813727900294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818057856632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002373847856675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761171277714223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142873687262468 lonely,Saurfanghadhonour,2020/04/01,"25 [M4F] Miss having that special someone in my life. Let's talk world of warcraft and Greek gods Miss having a special someone to talk to throughout the day and looking to make that connection again. Let's talk about the games we're playing, the shows we're watching, our favourite moments in history, crime dramas on youtube. Send me a message if you're interested and thank you for reading my post",6.354399999999997,7.549268973333334,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,65.93333333333334,7.6,37.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,2.8616666666666672,323,17,57,3,5,97,53,75,0.085,0.759,0.157,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,9,7,0,9,0,2,2,0,8,4,0,1,3,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532934505334214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861179748458557,0.16789083224757395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960372606242527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586630921617522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276458667599155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775907478402916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027959827008987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731501119130383,0.0,0.2188373916159309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dove07,2020/04/01,"I can’t even online date correctly So at the beginning of the quarantine I was fine, but now the loneliness has set in and I keep remembering all the horrible parts of past friendships and friendships lost and how lonely I am. I even re-downloaded tinder for a bit hoping to find someone to talk to and after finally having a good convo the guy deleted me:( it’s hard not to take it personally and I ended up deleting my account because it reminded me of all my other bad dating experiences. None of my friends check up on me like I tried to do for them. I feel like I can’t make any real connections.",5.902928571428577,5.894677816666667,7.320714285714287,73.11000000000001,66.66666666666666,10.857142857142858,33.8095238095238,10.608840637214634,3.6354523809523815,478,20,90,12,7,165,82,120,0.177,0.6609999999999999,0.162,-0.4733,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,3,18,14,8,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,16,6,17,12,5,14,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,10,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801450711965374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945667302672934,0.12371782363361128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157132106817665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975547699123304,0.0,0.0,0.2680961282433233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852626928639516,0.0,0.0,0.102618768711943,0.1449891464311761,0.0,0.22232429798344047,0.1854947033519631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680042488996646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022673999174132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009546612197005,0.0,0.0,0.18180537528727128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015774033550167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039330788439534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830446094638648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154638355648446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547222009148072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977753720906998,0.1937409118437512,0.0,0.17721009905286664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100412184439356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299053653756088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719608047370914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259485372962148,0.16312535164633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779127317642906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatsgucciaye,2020/04/01,"I can’t fit in anywhere. I have social anxiety so fitting in in real life is just not happening, but I can’t find my kind of people online as well. I joined the social anxiety discord server and can’t even have a decent conversation with anyone on it. I just don’t know what to do? I feel like I’ll end up being alone for the rest of my life and that fact scares me. I need constant validation from someone and the urge has been increasing over the years. I don’t even have friends that I can run to when I’m feeling down. How do I get out of my comfort zone without it literally killing me?",4.0204838709677455,4.3871986290322615,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,70.7741935483871,8.458064516129033,29.20967741935484,8.472884824447931,1.9499870967741944,466,17,100,7,8,158,82,124,0.098,0.732,0.171,0.8856,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,5,0,15,2,0,1,1,18,22,8,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,2,15,5,18,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999889158520218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954353717301353,0.0,0.0,0.13501700669532612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866785869263915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102548086499764,0.0,0.0,0.25507578416147336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952699807371097,0.1379476102962183,0.0,0.0,0.17648597622550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918526275530594,0.0,0.10088453617643137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707538942997275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363178816947406,0.20107946248003086,0.10612034962664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277841404219944,0.09433680786450803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317801861492413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338682488903721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197851864183296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332248660980392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936735084405137,0.16360936430063475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361622873478258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613736906718426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243473031844018 lonely,Sofi115187,2020/04/01,"Loneliness So I always feel lonely because my friends like fortnite and I don't but I like playing with my friends so I play with them, but when I ask them by WhatsApp or by call or when we're playing if we can play another game they don't reply, this situation happened a week ago because now my brother plays while my friends play so I'm always lonely. I just wanna suicide.",2.652650375939849,4.761356407894741,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,77.02631578947368,5.9218045112781965,30.59398496240601,6.868970318607317,1.768472180451128,301,15,58,3,7,98,47,76,0.17800000000000002,0.511,0.31,0.9315,0,4,0,0,0,1,4.0,1,0,3,0,7,13,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,7,12,1,2,6,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,14,11,5,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,11,0,0,3,8,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595008238054352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866410178223879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436224679447987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720093735242949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325731312751995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372390015706976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747505673831787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538502041344335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054521984938885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270133241077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611531626013441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541356985267181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863643293270089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PlatonicDancer97,2020/04/01,"Coronavirus Sucks The title. I already deal with others being distant from me, but now that I can’t see them regularly it feels like I’m the only person in the world. It hurts. The only thing I can do is figure out how to enjoy being by myself, but why won’t people accept me (Read this as Will Smith in that episode of fresh prince saying “Why don’t he love me man???”)",2.689780701754384,4.067532276315792,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,74.92105263157895,6.119298245614036,19.24561403508772,6.42735559955562,0.06681403508771933,287,5,59,2,6,96,58,76,0.067,0.703,0.23,0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,8,14,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,4,9,10,0,5,0,1,1,1,7,4,1,0,2,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871493432255674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682661470954916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157051572189224,0.18589481251305107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785612904591339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271259659619721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348506147616282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958044292119671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803975652458866,0.2272062354301056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028144776412176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693025592832415,0.0,0.0,0.2073545020422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287264661910254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695999644158026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,temredex,2020/04/01,"Lookin for some friends Hi fellow humans , I am new here . I don't exactly know how this app works but I've heard from many people that it's great and you could meet intersting people So umm... Yeah that's it I guess",-1.2413333333333334,0.36384708888888895,0.5199999999999996,100.24000000000002,111.44444444444444,3.7777777777777786,11.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-1.148333333333333,169,3,39,2,9,54,38,45,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583132650605563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669108545564098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808841628922485,0.3805764200755013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898624078648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502544422065021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33365906579664545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790136512063564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515077723298032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JAJ5545,2020/04/01,"Not lonely, just haven’t got many friends. I’m not exactly lonely but really bored most of the time and want someone to talk to (message I really don’t like calling or stuff like that) I’m a 17 year old lad from Sheffield, England and am very caring about people/animals I play video games a lot and like making art such as drawing, painting, music and photography and I’m also doing a Health and Social course(lvl1) at college hoping to become an oncology or neurology nurse in the future. I look forward to any DMs or comments and hope to make some friends. :•)",5.7784523809523805,6.617551898148153,6.378994708994714,76.80833333333334,67.05555555555556,8.764021164021164,32.09523809523809,8.841846274778883,2.6982682539682536,447,18,80,7,7,146,79,108,0.025,0.6759999999999999,0.299,0.9862,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,23,15,13,0,3,7,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,3,9,11,14,3,7,0,2,1,0,8,3,0,8,8,45,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535248176376623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305516915730379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120247290870171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960311050841332,0.0,0.19573446816461648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966436085013719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354242453068145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040637435674704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813551421530304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813724081982049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121325352884736,0.0,0.0,0.1632129158725897,0.0,0.0,0.2562937456823208,0.19463566178762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144872231844946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459721741652273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569749712264364,0.1626624215903983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976899475386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430472520843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194397426865547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840203851412776,0.11323365767632056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236276024949494 lonely,DavePaez,2020/04/01,I'm a lonely piece of shit. All my life I've been lonely. The only girlfriend I ever had left me then got with someone else in less than a month and it's all my damn fault. Now I feel like I've lost everything. Even though I have friends and family I still feel like I'm alone in an endless void with no hope of escape.,1.2247619047619054,2.6626112857142914,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,79.0,5.80952380952381,18.80952380952381,6.42735559955562,-0.2479047619047617,250,5,60,2,6,82,51,70,0.259,0.581,0.16,-0.7783,0,5,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,3,10,10,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,7,4,7,6,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,7,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412876528422081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461734180852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538751210160765,0.21073556997800025,0.0,0.0,0.2093792756202092,0.0,0.21962428597253447,0.0,0.23559423341973215,0.33286899888186616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999278477768674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632815796985114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139272870966665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531236282850705,0.0,0.16455427789548902,0.22763568520063446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431532192428913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859551965571136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718491216040005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391413412169581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197395537282257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605090855404155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288927840588837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LissyWolfe,2020/04/01,"Does anyone else feel like the only people that become friends with you are just the super nice/outgoing people who are friends with literally everyone? Title pretty much says it all, but I feel like the only people I ""connect"" with and become friends with are people who are just super nice and friendly with *everyone.* I know it probably shouldn't matter because people generally have multiple friends, but it makes me feel like no one ever likes me outside of the people who like basically everyone anyway. Does anyone else feel this way? It makes me not want to reach out to the people I consider my friends because I feel like they are only hanging out with me or talking to me out of pity or because they like social interaction with literally anyone, not because they actually like me.",9.756339285714287,8.852764256944448,9.477301587301586,63.75500000000002,59.20833333333334,11.839682539682546,39.32142857142857,10.914260884657429,4.495167857142857,639,27,99,13,7,208,68,144,0.05,0.623,0.327,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,4,18,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,34,16,6,0,2,8,0,5,8,6,1,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,6,16,17,15,15,2,6,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,2,9,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.08766199112343526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843554248233474,0.18408472662156147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904030891708076,0.1984223223873609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722323573372718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008436476959974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125718361117545,0.0,0.25751179722843914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271059874315453,0.2567008252421329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164187402125079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936870828289157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510946855480484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992563426592227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660360407859666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087173642310025,0.2049613210819225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359420022402133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139031069470288,0.09685289373478133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143712988311234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157128046260182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220266726206855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298458681046071,0.07130357980430821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dwaidd,2020/04/01,"Are you feeling more lonely/disconnected due to working more from home? Hey fellow lonely people! I've been struggling being quarantined all day and working from home a lot. I feel lonely, I miss talking to people in the office so much. So I wanted to know if you are feeling similar about the situation and if it had any impact on your loneliness. I've made a small survey because I am curious how this massive Home-Office wave is affecting us. I'd be super happy if you would take some time to share your experience working from home or remotely. You can find the survey here: https://newremotework.typeform.com/to/HKOOo7 You can also hit me up for a chat, it's good to socialize these days! All the best and stay safe!",5.190717703349282,7.437792624060153,5.893875598086126,74.34167464114833,70.12781954887218,8.144634313055366,27.1285030758715,8.841846274778883,2.312464661654135,581,20,97,11,11,189,89,133,0.085,0.735,0.18,0.9297,0,7,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,7,0,5,6,10,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,3,2,22,20,11,0,5,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,13,6,13,13,8,9,0,3,0,0,14,4,0,6,4,68,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083054894514213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027497234728339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210605777835773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856479148849095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488744082319326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147799819721746,0.0,0.0,0.2291943867712439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809801500479665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267312460614705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608433466276507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062420771291955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303781381660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284554935369901,0.0,0.1429696619055381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107214773676624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095003788891019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983701510104665,0.0,0.15402223802230766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610470755834974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579572113926296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360457209402575,0.12144436931211855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810466001598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174857893193566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911969560770003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299966929791033,0.0,0.0,0.10733349249886164,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daze22OO,2020/04/01,"Isn’t it hilarious how people can just throw a ‘You’re a horrible person’ at you????? Like yeah bud, thank you very much! I’m having a horrible time on this planet and feel like I’m here by my horrible self! My only task today was to try and keep myself alive but yeSs!🥰🥰🥰🥰 I am a horrible person!!! Thanks for your report! Here’s your fucking cookie✨✨✨🥰🥰💕💕",-1.8898148148148157,-0.003875382716046261,2.047438271604939,92.40597222222223,99.12345679012344,5.1691358024691345,14.157407407407408,6.816661863887847,-0.21528888888888886,278,6,65,5,12,103,56,81,0.149,0.637,0.214,-0.507,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,4,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110660788321138,0.1852393612501161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397127053073468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304720177255676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533554585494035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061059119137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972044261376152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976149686736476,0.45281024633392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704997185596629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774453204003125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119615200168787,0.0,0.2457799634461845,0.0,0.0,0.17604329742818342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213944331072988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thislineismine,2020/04/01,i feel alone i feel very numb. i feel like no one ever thinks about me or wants to talk to me. my college friends don’t answer my messages and are consumed with their home lives. my home friends have mostly stopped talking to me. my family members are all in their own worlds. i feel very alone right now. there is this weight inside of my chest that makes it difficult to focus on anything. i stay up late at night staring at the ceiling. i’m losing hope,1.701208791208792,4.144181813186812,2.0930659340659368,96.26443406593408,82.5164835164835,4.519120879120879,22.286813186813184,5.6839178017228535,0.08706945054945026,359,12,75,2,10,109,67,91,0.158,0.725,0.11800000000000001,-0.2568,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,2,16,14,2,0,2,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,15,4,12,14,3,13,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,6,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546400088377292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408897153553755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548675688935803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139980185644795,0.0,0.3462719291182742,0.12231113290996895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645499760654149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434714575433505,0.1700483186519431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931302447244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836436515300357,0.0,0.15117992860604412,0.0,0.0,0.19153812077126114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428276615921075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066724601035706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601506987106328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462108202605459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824851024715985,0.0,0.1431376753114008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275221243207617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970326615603487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825292997838625,0.1009829996992214,0.0,0.0,0.20848539671883728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SI_North,2020/04/01,"If you are lonely Know that you are someone worth investing in. You are worth the effort. You are a cool, unique, interesting person. You are still here, keeping on forward, being the best person you are capable of being. So here is well wishes from me to you. I empathize with what many other people write about and wanted to offer a bit of positivity. If any of you want someone to talk to, even if just for a while, my dms / discord are open. I love you internet person, stay strong and well, I hope you find whatever you are looking for.",3.3689316239316263,5.384310423076926,4.574358974358977,82.84841880341881,74.57692307692307,6.92991452991453,24.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.3107427350427343,420,13,79,6,9,138,66,104,0.042,0.6609999999999999,0.297,0.9813,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,11,0,3,9,9,0,0,5,1,11,1,0,0,0,16,19,7,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,8,14,17,2,7,0,1,1,1,18,4,0,4,3,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030690822175925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109141935701705,0.0,0.20919738367774326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656197637008004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175135511402081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032005219415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031900997140942,0.0,0.0,0.10530832023889912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091098000030218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294285548278318,0.0,0.0,0.19427072151762695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328438934998384,0.5019407146793139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471486176723946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423944501407745,0.15302649665886142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401540511384118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260426909932081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34457544624752035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203514080018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AhsokaTano20,2020/04/01,"Kind of just accepting it. Lately I've started just accepting that this is how it's going to be for me. I'm likely always going to be lonely and without love, with few real friends. I've always been an outcast. I don't belong with most of society. My brain just isn't wired that way. And I guess that's just who I am. Some people just aren't meant for this world.",0.8767857142857132,2.964639454545459,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,83.02597402597402,5.4084415584415595,18.715909090909093,6.6274283507984215,0.07676753246753254,286,7,61,3,8,96,50,77,0.078,0.812,0.11,0.3468,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,1,0,18,15,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,9,11,3,6,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390844901796547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454105445679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384791351254425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999012138098691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29065775272945504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475655516999364,0.0,0.0,0.2976314570787452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289025544175595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381326577952121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829186255926594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003162031214012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675260890953652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942985363721867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433956149740666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MairtinALT,2020/04/01,"33 M Irish ☘️ - Isolation buddies? Hi, I’m still in self isolation and the loneliness really does set in, the worst part is not knowing the end date so nothing can be planned. The news where I live is predicting that the next two weeks will be the peak which will maybe be followed by another peak a few weeks later. Needless to say this is causing some anxiety. I would enjoy having some new women to talk to during this time. If you have been self isolating too, how have you been coping? How are things where you live now? I hope you all are staying at home and staying safe. [Some selfies + a verification pic + a ‘surprise’ pic 😄](https://imgur.com/a/FwYenRw)",5.1202380952380935,6.491867055555558,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428572,68.92063492063492,8.774603174603175,29.87301587301588,9.150863307647796,2.465006349206349,523,20,100,10,9,165,88,126,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.069,-0.6747,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,3,1,16,21,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,4,7,13,7,19,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,5,10,65,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861038775661626,0.1376007942300548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477702655484132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740629169421766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931228452967436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042524149194605,0.17865245151675455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885237713469296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176587111205653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807045584549151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372049674002255,0.1912948095523629,0.0,0.0,0.1725910399740268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478272443843314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522994464275588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304060912755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752892852445913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834370275494013,0.14364518325813094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445734665250331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949827521817027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488420490524583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570779440359108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885632734525405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777517123842985,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zackpattrick,2020/04/01,"20 M, Sometimes I feel like sacrificing my own life to save thousands of people suffering because I can't see people in pain and helping them makes me happy. So I'm 20, I've been hurt mentally and physically so much that I have become too numb to feel pain anymore. Lately though there were instances where someone asked me to break my guard off and let off emotions to ease pain but it only increased pain and made me cry and hurt more. I've always agreed to the fact crying and feeling pain makes a man weaker and when i don't feel ot anymore it doesn't hurt. I'm just too alone in life with nobody to cry after me if I die which even my own abusive mother says which is quite true but I wanna be a superhero in real life more like a crime fighter though with no powers I wanna use my life to save a lot of people. I've also been betrayed a lot of times, met selfish people and yeah the world has a lot of selfish people but I wanna be a selfless man. You know there are times after college, the money my mom gives to me at times to come back home after college, I donate it to the poor and needy on the streets to see them smile thinking this will get them through, most often I even end up donating my entire pocket money for a whole month for a good cause because I can't see people in pain being someone who has been in pain a lot in life I can just imagine what worse than me they could be suffering. I don't go to work even when at times I feel like i should work for earning money but mom doesn't let me work but even if I somehow will, I'm sure she will take my whole money because she's a crazy lady as she has threatened me to who has always hurt me and abused me over the years and never liked me being happy or becoming successful in life even breaking my Electronic gadgets at times or making me go through extreme tortures by beating me or getting people to hurt me despite of me being her own child she treats me badly even starving me at times. Though the torture has increased over the years my emotionless self has developed resistance towards every harm she does to me as I look at the sky always and believe that next year when I'll be eventually escaping and moving out, I'll save thousands of children suffering and also adopt kids who don't have parents and raise them as my own giving them all the happiness of their life that they wouldn't have gotten had they lived in orphanages or foster homes and treated the same way my own mother treated me and I wouldn't want that to happen for them and give them the best happiest life with all the happiness and no pain or atleast get them to safer homes. I still have a year to finish college and leave this abusive place but even after I leave the home I wonder what kind of life will i live. I wanna be a superhero to fight crime because that makes me happy. I wanna being justice to the poor, expose the corrupt people and even if I die fighting for a good cause I'll still have no regrets because atleast I'll be putting my life to use for a good cause. That's true people have not liked me over the years, nobody, also because of the way I look like which i have come to accept too that yeah I don't look like those good looking guys. So yeah even my love life is dry for which I don't have any regrets too as I have a lot of time and I wanna put my empty life to good use as well as yeah after I die nobody will cry for me that's great but me giving a lot of people who deserve a lot of happiness in their life who have the people they love with them, struggle with corrupted people or struggle with poverty etc will make me happy because atleast they have someone to live for but I have my own self to live for and What will I take to my grave after I die? No matter how rich I become I will only carry my body to the grave that's it while the worldly wealth wouldn't be of any use. I'm a spiritual guy and I wanna do good for the world as much as I can. I'm not a superhero, not a devil, not an angel but an ordinary guy who wants to be a secret crimefighter and social worker to do good to bring peace in this world. You know one fine day when I'll die on the battlefield or on my bed I'll still smile knowing that I fought for the truth and what's right and layed my life down to save a lot of lives.",6.8783229131242285,5.2027972958380255,7.0206048081199155,81.55170246161094,65.355455568054,9.529609961545505,31.69804065189525,7.738981096181357,1.9946761765244465,3392,98,714,28,43,1096,300,889,0.233,0.5820000000000001,0.185,-0.9959,2,1,0,0,6,0,32.0,0,2,16,10,39,76,5,2,49,4,66,26,1,14,8,131,121,69,7,19,25,5,5,7,0,12,23,1,5,10,32,36,0,1,13,0,10,10,21,33,1,3,9,13,107,43,115,85,28,84,2,12,7,2,60,36,0,22,41,493,139,9,0.0,0.12427437149651023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036210557880072006,0.0,0.08387838471024023,0.08727468671714199,0.0,0.0,0.04755133482145043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934671870256102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268517459919508,0.0,0.0,0.026883968770458837,0.029192188433630188,0.14918951074171807,0.11583984966143016,0.0,0.03939071271010645,0.036690938117007216,0.0,0.0,0.038835404308842254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077482123173973,0.0,0.060234116102785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02791467433651224,0.0,0.15361845459430265,0.022547890246948997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142753526095745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030595878816368938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932805456362446,0.030966356547537318,0.0,0.03899237775176058,0.20783133820567107,0.0,0.029457375137099475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839033540430803,0.049954367778511366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479931706501056,0.13415668550272852,0.039739936263956464,0.2052739315050965,0.0,0.038546228601916165,0.0,0.103854977773873,0.030917182317059262,0.2605272744077663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023434595719589068,0.0,0.14028076678981874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714014883383787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640801533228229,0.057643350573276436,0.0,0.03943917059954426,0.07404038051816582,0.0,0.07150295531708797,0.34573020987786,0.11956622189744852,0.0,0.15436243567203287,0.0,0.1174386222627665,0.0,0.0,0.23779062274350704,0.06310995892899493,0.03308231902140955,0.1166885465705126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352339300447238,0.0,0.0,0.0818952063665612,0.027906696959893663,0.03715955518675254,0.05140285256110684,0.0,0.026965199638908997,0.0,0.03718296612078484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02369146344370272,0.0531810429724343,0.2976201259479971,0.0,0.03882166727555237,0.0,0.0,0.2908627583141948,0.0,0.0365283227085223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029384527014527,0.0,0.03718687309388398,0.0,0.039794926534189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02985774440446635,0.0,0.027803546450278854,0.0,0.0,0.0835816469178458,0.0,0.07294692841586736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035639818593206606,0.08887072061704007,0.0,0.03457876066944165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376318199640934,0.0,0.0,0.07310069548147656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032951698822414874,0.0,0.05257482806091325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02240252859114767,0.10305129965662084,0.0,0.14270821527809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078533789442765,0.0,0.0,0.041243522043618114,0.0555031367134728,0.0,0.0,0.03143544467320592,0.0,0.0,0.0780686618876422,0.0,0.0,0.03791528960908956,0.07635924802254815,0.0,0.03562972721796286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125733693791641 lonely,mackeym10,2020/04/01,Disabled and lonely I have been dealing with my loneliness for quite some time now. I feel like everyone who’s around me is around me because I’m a good person. But that the only reason. I don’t know if that’s bad or not. Everything else I get into nobody ends up wanting to do. From the music I listen to to the games I get nobody really wants to join me.I try making new friends but just talking to new people is hard for me. No matter if it’s online or not. With my Asperger’s and narcolepsy it makes everything really difficult to even function day to day.I wish I could fine someone may be a girl who be interested in the same thing I am would spend time with me.,2.2528896882494043,3.9798720287769775,4.208075539568345,85.52395983213431,76.9136690647482,7.511031175059952,23.09412470023981,8.344100000000001,1.3825247002398084,528,16,109,10,12,180,89,139,0.10099999999999999,0.77,0.129,0.4483,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,0,31,23,8,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,14,5,18,17,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,6,8,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601264296946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881984797156208,0.10135032844343296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274478740710174,0.0,0.0,0.2144474165256465,0.17140638005855013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388885884869821,0.0,0.14725668539498896,0.0,0.0,0.10981291884159704,0.0,0.0,0.1588682031856273,0.29884687334728016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406586543436853,0.11877591425347775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845177918527909,0.0,0.17372759111467084,0.0,0.0,0.13945069110745922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489359734674528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137194563021207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812260580505959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195919064813616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211491770471944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644794201001908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526349472327135,0.14517149764685905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683758383402545,0.0,0.0,0.21302035503959735,0.17094259210136384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408712465805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363319432265305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104555117704574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389465677718648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128793764949148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961284770726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119037152819893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810607228373267,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nebulaglow,2020/04/01,"Looking for a friend :( Hey, I'm new here, I'm not sure if this is the right place to post but I'm almost certain my boyfriend is cheating on me, I haven't stopped crying for days and I want the courage to leave him, but I have no friends and the thought of being even more alone than I already feel is crippling :( I'm going through such a rough depression right now and I want it all to be over, but I can't do that without a support system, the thought of being by myself sends me into so many panic attacks it's crazy... I just want to be okay :(",1.0585893416927907,2.885374827586212,2.255485893416928,97.67446708463949,80.89655172413794,4.563009404388715,24.33855799373041,4.851557810540192,0.08138965517241381,424,16,98,1,11,135,77,116,0.27699999999999997,0.552,0.171,-0.9603,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,1,7,1,11,0,0,0,3,22,24,8,0,4,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,3,12,7,15,18,2,14,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,4,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312644145981616,0.1894070145719779,0.20181101689399686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805074090789394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008834893143184,0.11794152939360165,0.0,0.1575130188716646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078955116537385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246888491137764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282583013325865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393408894673603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364196870654696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357191479835186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854101360433161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766252339062935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145685637762396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106915100445385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514708940511997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123545485398583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289464853307455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752840043676546,0.1723608600480405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037026669225385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32359950404192994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628838690932566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SleepWalkingFantasy,2020/04/01,"I'm never reaching out again I just can't do it anymore. I refuse to fall into this trap where I think I can actually make friends only for it to be shattered again. My heart can't take it. All of my life has been filled with people leaving - from the moment I was born up until this point it's been an unending parade of being left behind. I can't reach out anymore, I have nothing left of myself to give. It was taken by all those people before me.",2.132553191489361,3.7618466702127655,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.97872340425532,5.5510638297872354,21.324468085106385,5.985473137389443,0.20364255319148936,353,9,73,2,8,118,65,94,0.11800000000000001,0.847,0.035,-0.6695,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,13,2,1,1,3,11,19,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,11,1,16,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.21191493107491768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307248663732648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478550584246545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677757705088343,0.0,0.0,0.20831778892124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573333344612273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299390194776072,0.4718857127742392,0.0,0.15338515262453473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449546844298441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748567529221178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836900546524226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515848230787786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30110009781715885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052845486444464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327582771625734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914610978542186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itswhateveryknow,2020/04/01,"I feel more alone than ever I know theres lots of memes going around like 'when you realise your normal life is quarantine', I guess that what gets me down, my life is literally no different, no one is there to check on me to see if everything is alright through this crazy time, which is fine, I just wish I didn't feel so alone. I've had other reddit accounts attempting to make friends but never have managed to make a proper connection with someone, or if I have, they have left. I genuinely dont mind being alone - im a very anxious person so staying indoors is somewhat a relief to me but its also making my depression way worse. This post is a bit of a nonsense ramble but its been going on in my head for too long",5.075762452107284,5.395539779310347,5.829885057471267,81.9608429118774,68.44827586206897,8.651340996168582,29.90421455938697,8.515128840125781,2.126984674329502,568,20,113,8,9,186,101,145,0.17800000000000002,0.741,0.081,-0.9389,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,10,6,0,0,5,1,15,3,1,3,2,23,27,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,5,1,0,1,3,3,16,5,16,23,4,16,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,6,6,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608696556268108,0.0,0.11861795914137062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675685771050271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204349107108754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193591109933822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775480874378572,0.0,0.0,0.15497133518404482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383947417743678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417129364067112,0.0,0.0,0.13330776704873715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499983276459101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459795222102395,0.0,0.0774953305913969,0.0,0.1685965991949952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340016773294347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222746324791134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021984331936956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151726605958177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115895698848434,0.0,0.20953710227133596,0.07246563635493082,0.0,0.0,0.13126573537029648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261032794841729,0.0,0.0,0.2970305536393921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976913675598075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143998049100432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533008314050122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051098572555084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295144096617995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205735544445902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819832264675363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256779508026131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809806045053595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649133065418185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223862488260613,0.0,0.11773597260438536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057003959365405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115904563345267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cottonxfeathers,2020/04/01,"Did I mess up by coming on too strong? Please help all right so I’ve been messaging this guy I met online and I just hope he will be interested. Here’s part of the 30 messages I’ve written so far. He hasn’t seen them yet. I know I sound desperate but does being desperate make me a bad person? What’s wrong with being desperate? Hi! I like your description in your profile. I hope we can chat. You have nice eyebrows and I don’t fill in my brows. I could but I like to look more natural. I use Instagram but mainly to keep in touch with my friends abroad. I am looking for someone (you) to go on walks, talk, support, and spend time with. I am nice, friendly, and honest. You wrote you’re not typical, I can accept you. You look honest, that’s why I like you . I want to get to know you and count on you. I am new to this country and I’m very lonely, I know no one. Eventually you’ll see, I’ll do anything for you. If you want I’ll send you my passport and address so you know I am who I say I am. I have nothing to hide. My friends say you’ll like me because I’m sweet and pretty, I am sweet and shy but I’ll be open with you. --- **tl;dr**: how should I approach this online dating situation?",-1.3662942253928492,0.5997716205533621,1.135162440952474,97.91479032102578,101.56916996047433,4.207423117709438,17.237925383206402,6.088129875631209,-0.3195382435168228,912,28,213,11,41,307,137,253,0.105,0.617,0.278,0.9940000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,17,1,1,8,23,0,0,2,0,24,0,0,3,1,40,49,18,0,7,7,0,1,4,3,4,0,3,1,2,6,16,0,1,5,1,1,6,4,4,0,1,6,11,49,19,22,34,4,20,0,1,5,0,38,10,0,3,8,130,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530642665633666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699394706648185,0.08541555933349376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070056013353316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118740357246272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261953689539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32476798255123857,0.0,0.07320666639478274,0.0,0.07963315272270799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874035514548308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391916119531096,0.0,0.0,0.2783406004223363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454466818456608,0.0,0.0,0.3080240967447935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738212805977752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529953223909961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353086817573394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532830632259654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444845924597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949486136115409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517357864720021,0.0,0.0,0.1223469608952303,0.0,0.1538091567291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255192652426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966130515780204,0.0,0.22285733384188675,0.0,0.0,0.11165711673710033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750021214995036,0.0,0.0,0.11872281526350695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590059717052942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262276318089695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170481938616894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101827737371962,0.0,0.11561327915817644,0.1652922474715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264360733190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319869965707744,0.0,0.0 lonely,l-tsuki-I,2020/04/01,Lonely Honestly all I want is someone to be there for me when I get lonely because it makes me super anxious and then I get really depressed because I have really bad self esteem/ image. I just don’t wanna be alone anymore because I feel trapped in my own head and it’s scary.,4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,70.96428571428571,7.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.4827642857142864,221,10,40,3,4,75,42,56,0.337,0.5429999999999999,0.12,-0.9298,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,8,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,4,8,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696005178645653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940738749911887,0.25815552657789664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734625424365375,0.4760439067342178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242028446210168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161951427618646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720003064351569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715104210340074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375756920655913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335198598905997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715579492406885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055807020615706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353636553107894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justaverysadgirl,2020/04/01,"Everyone at my school thinks I'm weird I am so so happy that we have been quarantined because school is becoming a nightmare. ! I AM ABOUT TO VENT! Okay if you're reading this, thank you, I need to get my feelings out. When I started high-school I was falling ill with an eating disorder. This is important because at the time I had extreme anxiety, which made me isolate myself from everyone, even my closest friends. In my second year of HS I got hospitalised for my eating disorder and I missed a year of school. This year I have returned and I'm a different person. I'm the old me. (the old me is a bubbly and fun person and when I was in primary school I was fairly popular (not in a gross way I just had lots of friends)) And I really, really want to people to like me but I have been labeled as a 'weird kid' meaning that no one wants to be my friend so I am being excluded and in some cases bullied (which has been emotionally draining as everyone chooses the other side over me) I've tried everything to make myself more likeable, going as far as to join a high intensity and high commitment sport in an effort to make connections, and it hasn't worked. (I'm literally crying writing this lmao). Does anyone else feel this way?? I feel so alone and I really want to fall back on my eating disorder to cope but I know that is a terrible idea as it's what got me here in the first place and it was just as bad (worse tbh) having anorexia. Sorry this is so frustrating",3.1985714285714306,4.88332247959184,4.800425170068031,82.46451530612248,74.20408163265307,8.437414965986395,27.215986394557824,9.075114841892004,2.2895945578231296,1155,44,228,26,24,389,155,294,0.17800000000000002,0.713,0.109,-0.9713,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,3,13,16,1,0,15,1,25,4,0,3,1,38,49,26,0,5,6,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,16,13,3,0,8,2,0,3,3,7,0,3,12,3,35,9,34,35,3,34,0,1,0,0,9,17,0,3,13,158,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184586446131478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784005251841521,0.0,0.0,0.06200720496973476,0.09086326728799717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818954184720424,0.07404419979068899,0.10811716159860386,0.0979402302726194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741095267127726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265185550572452,0.30490531670642834,0.0,0.07760457455944188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222571915896715,0.07408086483918061,0.09975320405007418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857238587360795,0.0,0.0,0.2542129778043149,0.07969997777796782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345180064685281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543126860198499,0.0,0.0,0.2055421326368114,0.0,0.046331704916882516,0.0,0.05039895839065951,0.0,0.1418511933009426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440164153615584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810862612497699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001090663846823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873627724252625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332462942720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539267062318301,0.0,0.08391127800266619,0.11838934343954165,0.0,0.0,0.09659865305565833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575518865893677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610974613151407,0.0,0.060091947424483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061479632463012676,0.1548641283324208,0.09265185550572452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870412260646579,0.0,0.17043227562747307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487451020265133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927013903500677,0.06276824855898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164474409404389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056822643036539326,0.0,0.0,0.05171009374573771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020798342287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691750516815833,0.14078031022462972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645601868150775,0.0,0.09037262302593743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132127806805833 lonely,matas24,2020/04/01,15M looking for f friends Im boring and i need new friends my snapchat-matukas248,-0.7420588235294119,0.4110134705882373,-0.7442647058823509,107.96830882352944,120.1764705882353,1.7000000000000002,33.661764705882355,3.1291,0.7650117647058825,67,5,15,0,4,19,14,17,0.131,0.514,0.354,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448306057562028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450770090649312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504381586177144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094326033593112,0.0,0.4030438887007279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sgtredpeppers,2020/04/01,"Is it me or is everyone else like this too? Except for taking online classes and doing hw all day at home, I \[22F\] have literally nothing else to do besides using one dating app and rewatch The Office. SweetRing is the only dating app I'm using right now which only takes about 1 minute to use up all 15 likes and the rest of 15 hours I just watch The office and day dreaming about how my life would be so much better if I have a bf right now. Anyways, I feel like my eyes are are going to be broken before I actually die from Coronavirus. What are some things that you guys are doing to get through the day without using your phones or anything that'd damage your eyes?",8.380888888888887,6.0551741629629685,8.30648148148148,75.58416666666669,62.92592592592593,10.185185185185183,32.87037037037037,7.793537801064563,2.3104814814814807,532,14,103,4,6,173,92,135,0.073,0.847,0.081,-0.1485,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,16,3,2,5,2,20,26,9,1,2,6,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,11,4,14,22,5,13,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,4,11,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15084965710557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720775052533373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153783007654654,0.0,0.0,0.13671514799151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29907765422876514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043162963830104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582667205279709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770965087880147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816126440119685,0.1104333559226588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076267408141984,0.0,0.08785246858171847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530604060582336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505827154785382,0.0,0.15223205495643494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091857829985418,0.2265627564798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363549905164723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483255232013296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474871091983014,0.2351330347309247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640242334352662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324527346864339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269736016457727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340365939200933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490114564838328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981056217594913,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CitraBaby,2020/04/01,"Lonely in quarantine I’m used to talking to about 50 people every day, but being stuck at home I talk to maybe 3 people out loud. Bump it to maybe 6 including texting. I’m so bored. My SO is working from home, but I don’t have the option to, so I’m stuck at home near him all day and he can’t even talk to me for most of it. I didn’t think I would miss work. Then when he’s done working he just wants to unwind, but I want all his attention. And I’m trying so hard not to be extremely needy and annoying, I’m trying to give him his space and time to chill out, but I feel like I’m going crazy. He’s under a lot of stress with work and it makes him more withdrawn. I feel so undesirable and uninteresting right now. I can’t make him want me.",0.977563540753728,2.36369019631902,3.1396713409290093,93.28989263803685,79.5521472392638,6.374934268185803,19.00482033304119,7.1686216300943375,0.04892497808939522,574,12,140,7,14,196,93,163,0.204,0.759,0.037000000000000005,-0.9814,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,1,1,2,0,10,0,0,3,2,31,30,17,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,4,17,1,23,23,5,16,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,3,7,81,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519701236640665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693422776039572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483455113699764,0.0,0.12097402035841195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451987379720147,0.1025750033141662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773692944202856,0.08160095453622337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862126187822825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320733328718819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014690837029343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220682745107486,0.0,0.0,0.19168418832588016,0.0,0.2884948180979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990833482958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226182360998316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447268598603118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462172975897107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200154247457694,0.0,0.0,0.0837238138157993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496549432332205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400874023425393,0.0,0.0,0.2540651357496622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418117599043363,0.0,0.0,0.10199652709111699,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KashmirCashmere,2020/04/01,"I admit it, I’m lonely It’s something that I have had the sneaking suspicion of for a long time. When I am sitting by myself with a million things going through my mind but nothing at the same time a feeling would slowly sink in and I would go as distract myself but now I realize I am lonely I have re written this post a hundred times and it never sounds right , “I am lonely” , there is just so much cognitive dissonance since at any moment people are just a press of a button away; but there is something missing that I just don’t know what it is and it weighs so heavy on my mind and it crushes my chest and it’s as though I am deep underwater with pressure around me at all times until I finally fall asleep or distract myself And at the same time I know exactly what it is that is missing but I’m not sure I’m going to be able to attain it and that’s what really scares me. At this point honestly I’m not sure why I am writing this since *maybe* 5 or 6 people *might* read it but I really don’t care. I just hope that of those 5, 1 relates enough to feel less alone in their loneliness. TLDR I’m fine don’t worry",1.0094632768361609,3.0653589576271187,2.995000000000001,91.10416666666669,82.3050847457627,5.797740112994353,21.27401129943503,6.996647511020387,0.5361248587570628,878,27,189,11,24,295,123,236,0.18899999999999997,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.9777,0,7,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,12,15,0,4,9,0,21,3,2,0,5,43,39,21,0,3,13,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,23,10,1,0,6,1,0,4,6,9,0,1,2,4,24,6,24,33,6,31,0,5,0,0,3,13,0,4,12,136,47,1,0.13705992359149075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419527457305644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320544802726004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220123903876721,0.0,0.0,0.12877230995099415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974172666659096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161953949701847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860323111555542,0.0,0.0,0.15014244685834022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336829393726685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136131429832861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506490991584399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129371935420125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769511535349058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539891953044787,0.2767829028703499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075481415667684,0.0,0.10570906255002842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151269321261622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900401871290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956592947635334,0.0,0.13126551993841395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709701395332913,0.0,0.17560819334526356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704842586443368,0.0,0.0,0.13722089381207325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675477026610236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110308506454994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835471189482234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910565230418047,0.0,0.13466067903739798,0.0,0.3996037182645336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367526273394013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919100545417332,0.0,0.19472687455615276,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelynumber72,2020/04/01,Looking for friends on ps4 or discord Looking for online friends during this lockdown crisis. I like watching movies and playing games. Message me if your interested in making a new friend.,6.717395833333331,9.905916781250003,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,68.6875,5.5166666666666675,41.91666666666666,6.42735559955562,3.5225291666666667,155,10,20,1,3,46,29,32,0.15,0.48700000000000004,0.363,0.8225,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,4,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7400180208255417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598264993371969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362246565161245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311992459903684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083597854068654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayyyyybd,2020/04/01,For a brief moment I remember what it was like to have friends It’s been years. Sometimes I start to miss it. But then most of the time I’m used to it because it’s been my norm for so long. But it still somehow manages to eat at you once in a while.,1.802678571428572,2.3503053392857183,3.145000000000003,97.45000000000002,75.96428571428571,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.28133571428571397,193,6,50,1,4,63,41,56,0.03,0.865,0.105,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,9,5,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238479020875427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339720011432032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565032277804957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219896837560882,0.0,0.0,0.29381052773545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535703382029883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760925287305865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32835757904692464,0.0,0.23499208874059374,0.0,0.26513650885811263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359251241278025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674235547739363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379782455398447 lonely,KingEltanin,2020/04/01,"I'm just tired of always feeling abandoned. But anyone I share my issues with, just ends up abandoning me It's come to the point that I don't want anyone to feel happiness or joy anymore",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.10526315789474,5.905263157894738,22.657894736842106,7.1686216300943375,0.942873684210526,150,5,29,2,4,49,33,38,0.212,0.546,0.242,0.3352,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127223828139217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299483834568267,0.4223040296674432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601297422544989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674653790395462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30538115811013633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214642044210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151895250989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854694892510658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34708253613307394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811611513591974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HollowCarrion,2020/04/01,"Been acting really erratic lately I have been acting a lot different than is my normal recently. I just wanted to know if anyone else feels deep ""needs"" of something even close to a kind interaction, hell I'll even take a bad conversation. Almost like a strong urge to text someone that isnt even in your phone because you don't know anyone.",4.924461538461539,6.709084830769236,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153849,69.92307692307692,8.892307692307693,25.30769230769231,9.3871,2.266292307692308,274,8,48,6,5,90,51,65,0.12,0.753,0.127,-0.1208,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,6,10,1,7,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201252060574057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741660581060903,0.2252389640540325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354654584678,0.1340046324646573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967265623024785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363743403279545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355814151343171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115124709875399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289162208777238,0.24162258139283996,0.0,0.2479746782625175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739647540163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868892406720205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299909761964762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153840010825316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082694562013376,0.0,0.2170528588112377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862588894657878,0.16923373312994613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652827110068941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965978941374376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ItsZohiee,2020/04/01,"I get sad when im not included in a close friend’s life This is an issue that ive always had. I know its natural but i hate that inconsistency. Sometimes you are really connected with them and their life and sometimes you are not active/included in their life. i hate not knowing the funny things, good moments, bad moments. I hate when they do tell me those things but im the last to know. I hate when i recommend them a movie/show and they don’t watch it with me but instead watch it with other friends. I hate that they could go months with no contact from me and they’re fine with that, but not fine when its their other friends. All of this makes me feel forgettable and easily replaceable. Maybe im needy and insecure, but it really hurts, bad. Especially with this quarantine stuff, im really isolated. Lol i feel like rudolph cause the other reindeer dont let me join in any reindeer games Feel free to comment. Criticism or advice. Anything that may help me, i would appreciate it.",2.3713002714038964,4.956241891191713,3.4015396002960783,87.04449050086357,80.86528497409327,7.406760424377004,23.698248211201573,8.418075326091056,1.70486005428078,787,28,156,18,21,252,103,193,0.256,0.568,0.17600000000000002,-0.9753,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,8,0,5,18,5,1,6,1,12,3,0,2,1,35,26,16,0,2,10,0,3,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,21,13,0,0,6,1,1,1,7,10,0,0,1,5,27,9,13,21,1,13,0,2,2,0,18,4,0,2,9,101,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473764266502268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918454895425428,0.0,0.0,0.07288787575889663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820218635032627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898606730349068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010610381563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557662250826813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256172646313278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258430118340622,0.0765713047998787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484271427730491,0.0,0.05599850952526204,0.0,0.06091436860710565,0.08989971948820714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291033716385276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718422693151762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474124096763802,0.0,0.4631026077977264,0.11187083707822423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671434001538047,0.0873681632010485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960151892928244,0.22711882111913645,0.05236402757053677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154524950227943,0.0,0.10767937575448183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555216666331489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205991845697426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120127580884601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269848817941653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936823581933788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241477679646053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613947757332802,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheesefries1121,2020/04/01,"Loss of friends Today it hit me that I really don't have close friends anymore. I have a girlfriend, so maybe I don't belong on this subreddit. But sitting here today i realized i have no one to text about any issues i have other than her, and that doesnt go by so well if shes having her own issues as well. I had a full blown panic attack today and had no one to talk anything out with. I attempted to message one group of friends and all i got were sarcastic remarks. So, I've sort of realized that ive truly lost my closer friends of the past.",4.3955900621118005,4.3837609565217415,5.695403726708076,83.49043478260869,69.86956521739131,8.6583850931677,29.472049689440993,8.418075326091056,1.9855962732919248,430,15,91,6,7,145,75,115,0.142,0.687,0.17,0.6578,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,0,1,12,17,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,2,3,5,0,15,6,14,11,3,11,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,4,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849557052963188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822503907079086,0.0,0.0,0.1312913352241783,0.0,0.0,0.18150463286397064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930540104157791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067268193329868,0.0,0.12760212257103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330455214411415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416141088630893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028365740005984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243339669842782,0.0,0.0,0.1871908180783516,0.0,0.0,0.1523030528029583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022081408862488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823563597826407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536879217680632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28689890767344994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Springrose-tac,2020/04/01,"Does anybody else ever think about who they’re supposed to invite to their future wedding? I have a small family. From my family I have only five people I can invite. I have maybe, MAYBE five friends I’d be able to invite and three of them I almost never talk to. And none of those five are bridesmaid material. Whenever I see wedding photos people always seem to have heaps of people at their weddings. I cant even fathom being close enough to that many people. How on earth do people do it? My future wedding is years away but when I think about it I worry about how embarrassing it will be for me when they’ll be almost no guests on my side of the alter :(",3.2566828591256036,5.099518832061069,4.457598889659959,84.31521165857045,74.41984732824427,6.290353920888273,20.306037473976406,6.980632752743323,0.4975740458015268,521,11,98,5,11,171,81,131,0.106,0.848,0.046,-0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,16,0,0,2,2,13,20,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,17,1,19,14,2,14,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,7,76,23,0,0.1622735679119525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249870757910012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502460796723534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246135877248498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420066928220264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555874350099956,0.0,0.0,0.1676719741120272,0.0,0.1071801611673762,0.1467857325134526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059541556993717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537215603178484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645199280191088,0.3260512200350593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515537942183594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341636072406385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625002992123169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931102399616365,0.1477277616580596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042934707412387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795669999697844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479668516102286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044988573873864 lonely,MeowMeowMenchie,2020/04/01,"im fucking lonely 24/7 even when I’m talking with one of my 2 friends i still fucking feel lonely. I feel empty, I just wanna die at this point. I don’t have any good fucking reasons for it but I still feel like that. I dont know what the fuck to do. I ruined my last relationship, and I feel fucking worthless. besides my friends that I’ve know for awhile, I feel like no one actually likes me or wants to talk. i wanna die so fucking bad at this point but I dont know how to do it so that it actually works and I’m not left half alive and facing the guilt afterwards. I don’t know what to do and I feel so fucking lost. I just want somone I can actually talk to, but it feels like I can never find that with anybody.",1.092101382488476,2.7321946387096787,3.0401152073732725,92.98588709677419,80.03225806451613,5.71889400921659,22.68433179723502,6.5431188927421005,0.34285253456221154,559,18,131,5,14,188,75,155,0.249,0.618,0.133,-0.9697,0,4,0,0,0,2,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,21,7,1,2,0,10,8,1,2,1,32,33,13,2,4,7,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,13,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,1,7,20,7,14,32,0,11,0,5,0,7,6,5,7,1,10,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.273888198321302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362052561422665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811441588131009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419038725262308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192912420304964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179211501002582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311291035785763,0.2005068719981523,0.0,0.0,0.08550746419487375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445605343412939,0.6054298445088632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846939352891155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105532303777627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566125853429792,0.07625971270155701,0.0,0.0,0.10164764938909106,0.0,0.0,0.18282475227212386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212620154180467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215528988877361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679041398254726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687919986330747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961899967933298,0.0,0.1004429277321644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942609387634542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558760298468405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036218270000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810906588907724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,candy378,2020/04/01,"Wanting to disappear all the time I've found myself wanting to disappear for months now. I just want to delete all my social media, change phone numbers, cut all of my relationships, and stop being where I am. I'm tired of this life, of the people i have to be in contact with. All I want is to start over, if that's even possible. To take myself away from all the suffering. I want to be alone, never having to talk to or see people ever again. I'm afraid of spiraling down to a state of utter desperation and depression if I have to meet certain people again. And this feeling, the need of disappearing, is not something that comes to me when I'm bored or anxious, it's always there, always in the back of my mind, lingering. It not a sudden urge, it's something I crave for every second of my waking hours. I want to feel alone, forever out of reach.",4.8048021390374345,5.389080635294121,5.8466844919786105,80.67098930481286,69.11764705882352,8.77005347593583,27.219251336898395,8.841846274778883,1.9478823529411773,668,20,132,11,11,222,97,170,0.16699999999999998,0.775,0.057999999999999996,-0.9632,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,7,0,9,3,1,0,8,33,26,8,0,9,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,1,3,15,1,32,22,5,25,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,4,13,96,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298164334880369,0.0,0.0,0.23954522695741345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261530585502815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523975866033516,0.11068374994299493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227325171011022,0.12399467321365032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397841920744035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507339594869024,0.13020523495086705,0.12127869852439452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556442710970918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782673719293935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175545928814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167162770760134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145342011026044,0.0,0.1148944151221423,0.0,0.0,0.10673236191098726,0.1110181848327226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993771221415967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622747908280282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545415662981651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470441965205724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673238177239764,0.0,0.2216296447741266,0.0,0.0,0.10188402707601917,0.0,0.0,0.1203433021993698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822767970152566,0.11569642014572545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839346757675381,0.16544200318270672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094100189917362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,definitelynotareddit,2020/04/01,"Left alone after a little relationship 20m Hey, these last few weeks for me have been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. I’ve always been a ‘lone-wolf’ and the most I would be with people is just as “acquaintances”. All throughout HS I’ve been fairly alone, towards the end of senior year I made a really good female friend. Enjoyed her company a lot but never really was sexually attracted to her, relationship went down the gutter after HS. Anyways, the reason I come on here is just to vent a little...as I said these past few weeks has been wild. After almost two years of being out of highschool and not really connecting with people in a Deeper level I somehow managed to find a highly sexual “friend” through work. We lasted roughly 1 month, our relationship went like this We would act as a couple, cuddle, go out and buy stuff together, go out and eat together, do the nasty (the first person I did it with) ect. However she would say that “I am not looking for a relationship rn” Everything was great, she made it seem like she was madly in love with me with all the comments she would make at me. It’s been a really long time since I’ve had someone to just talk to without having my guard up, and it was a great feeling. But all that ended really quick two weeks ago, we met up for what I didn’t know was the last time. We did our thing and for the next week and a half she would go MIA on me. Whenever I would ask hey what’s up, or just simply trynna talk to her, she would send one dry ass text and ignore me for a couple of more days. At first I was upset, I thought i was devastated cause I miss her. But after she told me what was going on (roughly 4 days ago she admitted to me that she found someone else that she liked a lot) I felt a lot of closure and my mind cleared up....I started realizing I just miss the feeling of having someone to talk to on a daily basis and just talk about small things that happen in my life. It was a great feeling to have at the time, now I just feel very lonely having no one to talk to . I hope everyone here is doing well, life gets better",4.262082066869303,4.884381434988182,5.421407463694699,83.10125000000002,70.34751773049645,8.406923336710571,25.2726274907126,8.527137837955566,1.5155478554542392,1629,43,336,25,28,542,202,423,0.095,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.9753,1,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,6,0,0,4,15,21,1,1,29,0,39,6,1,5,5,76,71,16,0,8,14,0,7,3,2,7,2,2,0,1,19,23,1,2,13,0,1,9,6,6,1,7,28,10,48,15,57,34,10,65,0,3,1,3,43,23,1,9,36,241,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410828624270905,0.0,0.0700986916488036,0.1450056453318345,0.0,0.0,0.058248767806279064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544410129273796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191267051456779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719131839585853,0.0,0.060302073399453676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491574194160235,0.0,0.09029331685413164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163136180035487,0.058479190520713924,0.07874485047332586,0.12400517356355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689162891627037,0.06291489975302507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415840945488741,0.0,0.0672146241218163,0.0,0.06398220312753357,0.11909038959981495,0.0,0.07675555121796293,0.10816952133406812,0.0,0.03657409514407931,0.0,0.15913908651963354,0.058715864437506975,0.0,0.2315383032225525,0.0,0.0,0.061904127362180324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396285604055534,0.0,0.06952956679797809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038472256612056464,0.17118731590724304,0.0,0.0,0.07605933133307721,0.0,0.09889150554236477,0.1026009589930979,0.07016219623305929,0.0,0.0619511583208051,0.058785559395737125,0.0,0.0,0.17854417704800046,0.06318116080725157,0.132478572538457,0.04672807873971742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068388011971351,0.0,0.05587636367204842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399124459904585,0.0,0.07444983332697305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094872770446884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682654626628333,0.09706363843761392,0.061124616223339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242311276768132,0.07197556343901726,0.0,0.3006315233597489,0.0,0.0,0.06658964258694103,0.05566982990001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372882852175879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790786508793181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794197257136318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954904851746222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013760042460115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133200559592714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301482558436347,0.0,0.0,0.05557519609561029,0.12245933267243513,0.0,0.0,0.06689162891627037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676707735257862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057760464723899764,0.0,0.0,0.2246112967006221,0.0,0.06294182150173405,0.12978844413007742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748116316088333,0.0,0.050963598670287324,0.0,0.0,0.3481008270428699,0.0,0.0,0.09016030146825346 lonely,LilGachi,2020/04/01,"Being lonely for so so so long. (RANT) After 4-5 years of being pretty much trapped in my own thoughts and nothing else it really does destroy you. Sometimes you can deal with it and then the next minute you're sad as shit with no hope. It's just all I'd need is a hug or something, ya know? Social Anxiety has well and truly destroyed me as a person and has taken my life. Any enjoyment I used to have has been taken from me and It's just so sad because I know there's so much to enjoy in life but, I can't go and get it because of my mental issue. You try and get help but all they do is diagnose you and drug you. I'm tired of living like this, I'm tired of living in a cell, locked by my own thoughts and feelings. It's made me a terrible person and such a mean and dark soul but, behind that I'm such a soft guy but, after not having love and just someone to lean back onto the feeling of love becomes completely alien to you. I don't even know what it's like to be truly loved, that feeling of LOVE is something I've never been able to experience because, I have been trapped in my house for the past 4-5 years and I'm only 16. I'm not even able to enjoy doing things that normal teenagers do and I've forced myself to grow up and it makes you wanna just end it. I love everyone deep down but, my issues just make me seem like I wanna be an aggressive little asshole. People who are upset and vent out at people calling them the worst things and trying to make them sad is pure projection and it's a way of earning attention. When you're so lonely for so long and you become deprived of just a hug or a hello it turns you into a sour person and you'll do anything to get a bit of attention. Sometimes you do wanna just fly above the sky and break free you know what I mean? Sometimes life is a bitch but, there's life being a bitch and then there's life being a stone cold bitch for years on end. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy. It's hard to even sleep at times because you know that when you wake up it's just the same cycle. You wake up, do nothing for most of the day and then sleep. But, I don't want that, I wanna escape, go to a mountain and just scream because I've piled everything on top of each other for AGES and after a while you can only hold so much before it bursts out. I know that people become lonely after a break-up but, I can't relate at all as I said before I've never even felt love, I've definitely liked a girl but never got anywhere with it. I don't even know why I got this fucked up disorder it seems like something just switched inside me and I was destined to be lonely for life, I honestly might as well be locked up on death row. Sorry for the long post, but I could write forever. Thank you if you read the entire thing I wish you the best in life. 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I’m always the one initiating everything. Always busting the mission to drive 20 mins south to hangout. My best friend since elementary school has a new group of friends and flakes on me every time. I’m sick of feeling this way I just want to drive the fuck out of this 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lonely,gothictimez,2020/04/01,"I miss candles. if you use candles, what’s your favorite scent?",-0.3049999999999997,-1.163851499999998,0.3300000000000001,98.04000000000002,147.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,28.0,3.1291,0.4165999999999999,50,3,9,0,4,15,11,12,0.127,0.635,0.23800000000000002,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thunder-Kai-7,2020/04/01,"Question for Ya Is it okay to message someone if they’re alright, who you can’t even call a friend but just have a decent relationship?",11.084444444444443,6.8405470740740775,10.2362962962963,69.76333333333334,59.740740740740726,12.281481481481485,45.51851851851853,8.841846274778883,4.214585185185185,109,5,21,1,1,35,26,27,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477302909876806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289607497054948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387634046570119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911904754255728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707562589929709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715170269543341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ash-the-scribe,2020/04/01,"Alone I know I’m not the only person alone because of the pandemic, but I’m really feeling down at the moment. I came back home once the pandemic became worse and I’m now at home. My brother and his wife are in lockdown at their own flat. My parents are staying with my grandparents for the lockdown. I’m here by myself and I don’t know what to do with myself. Even my cat has gone missing, but I think my parents might have brought him with them. I don’t know what’s happening with exams. I do my work from my laptop at home but I don’t know yet what the arrangement is for exams. I was supposed to graduate this year but that is all cancelled. I hope I still get my degree though. I was meant to start another course next year. I don’t know what’s going on. I wish I wasn’t on my own. I wish my parents would call me and check in more. I wish I knew how long this is going to last. I wish I had my cat with me.",-0.0015089986155985002,2.0565269593908617,2.0982118135671435,95.96847138901708,86.51269035532995,5.206183664051685,19.106829718504848,6.574015621080383,-0.014094416243654706,709,20,165,8,22,237,98,197,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.8686,4,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,1,1,33,46,10,0,6,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,10,0,0,9,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,9,1,38,1,23,35,4,26,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,11,114,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829264521931434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062904211496744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845834484963387,0.0,0.07012706718490007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174682850609202,0.13157464571419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598256518401678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058167473986658974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010343844504223,0.0,0.13075930181120854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172913078914997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34618226991750073,0.11426027142134855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161137545598209,0.09377262115595657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180641834241903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203882696536165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234591059556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251341040091795,0.0,0.08749279317509231,0.0,0.0,0.383213556839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004481339643206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369730803561624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142561492903529,0.12261689797377595,0.09187076632924984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371272510170013,0.11302581450505016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291594111309568,0.0,0.0,0.08375019268558198,0.0,0.11723517178788752,0.08172082511413557,0.0,0.0,0.14816345033653833 lonely,laraecarynn,2020/04/01,"Philosophy Friend [Female] I love science and technology, philosophy, and learning new things in general. I enjoy deep conversations and hearing new perspectives, so if anybody is interested in a good talk feel free to send a chat. Note: I am very introverted and typically bad at meeting new people, but I would like to learn something new or meet somebody interesting.",6.451021505376346,9.691966467741944,7.472258064516129,59.895053763440856,69.80645161290322,10.58494623655914,37.75268817204301,10.504223727775694,5.314830107526881,299,17,42,10,6,100,49,62,0.033,0.6829999999999999,0.284,0.9359999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,6,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,9,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,5,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468123827148954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578263616488144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163478187108413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547504738267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579437139537665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220922013325216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888197898907708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8082235607687144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503956228136028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610597351427325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815471418206418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898953104981904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726197916247887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861646411059906,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,X_niggle_X,2020/04/01,"Question for ya. Ok so i have a question, anyone elses fall head over heels in love with someone and Get attached but then everything you do makes you feel worse like your hurting them? like you feel like EVERYTHING you do hurts them?",2.987499999999997,5.8263718409090925,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,80.5909090909091,5.3381818181818215,24.70909090909091,6.742157984588678,0.8638600000000003,187,7,36,2,5,54,34,44,0.19699999999999998,0.565,0.23800000000000002,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,5,4,8,0,4,0,2,0,1,11,2,0,2,4,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549740325488475,0.21320698857674464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382775872961556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740255607981791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042738115941612,0.14865548847937365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871547519466944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355455713757526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455171625807471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049784818577833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780423393805026,0.0,0.13889790752471098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662041487336884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763091793883537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205571162293824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harrysleftnut,2020/04/01,I don’t know I don’t really know what to say. I’m a little drunk and very lonely lmao. It’s past my bedtime and I’m just sad. I started liking this dude and he seems all interested in person but doesn’t message me ever. I miss having friends. I miss having human contact. Even a hug sounds great right now. I want to feel wanted. Sorry like I said I’m drunk. I just want to feel needed the way that I need other people. I wish the people I thought about would think about me too.,-0.2369230769230768,1.987721823529416,1.9307843137254888,95.19468325791857,90.56862745098042,3.9227752639517344,14.708898944193061,5.369823440869387,-0.922436802413273,374,7,82,2,13,125,68,102,0.124,0.6,0.276,0.9614,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,22,26,4,0,7,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,5,3,2,0,7,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,14,6,6,23,1,8,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,1,6,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048515964099025,0.17870247190734312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978246616656548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263277845603807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178083321068517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714536027339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303366604850747,0.19800496150031088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929734263480252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859141291274853,0.273923608777573,0.1724999776492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265606785036716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871340582684702,0.1879228462710824,0.15710600747824066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798493336211313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114994542851216,0.13983253049103353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658715429221967,0.0,0.15683894111197388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300599479391684,0.3495743840197405,0.15681230139411256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271818872847152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033949610922722,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dru_21,2020/04/01,"Do you think that you invest too much of yourself in others? I feel that some people abuse of my generosity at University ; they will ask me for favours and I help them because I want to be nice and meet friends, but I don't receive the same treatment. I really want this semester to end soon so I can be in a different group because I have to do most of the group projects by myself. F*ck your lies, f*ck your laziness and f*ck me for believing in you until the end. It's time for me to look for new people who I can actually trust.",4.41791612057667,4.8475148807339465,5.422306684141547,83.92174311926607,69.91743119266056,8.797378768020971,29.332896461336823,8.841846274778883,2.056065792922673,418,15,90,7,7,138,71,109,0.057,0.7909999999999999,0.152,0.765,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,5,2,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,20,4,17,12,4,11,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,2,6,67,26,1,0.0,0.2779545127502984,0.22892906648250735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931292036667785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860116043441193,0.0,0.0,0.26430613713138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450999031683236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155597864068593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186173415159688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812460798592445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724283831734814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699915579555105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245295227261428,0.0,0.0,0.2265715187403848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252746937718372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028637410098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031781317281345,0.0,0.0,0.1367931478622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767382269335069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WokeGuitarist,2020/04/01,"Quarantine has me concerned for myself My girlfriend broke up with me a couple days ago and now being isolated has started to make me feel depressed more often. My girlfriend was the only person I ever opened up to about this stuff to and now that we're not together I don't have anyone to talk to about my depression. I'm 20 but I live with my parents, I'm brown so I can't talk to them about anything, and they're not letting me go outside unless I give a good reason. How am I supposed to open up when most of the people in my life don't give a shit about me, I feel so lost, scared, and so low. Can someone please give some advice",1.8184335839599013,3.634369984962412,3.282875939849625,91.26661967418549,78.47368421052632,5.636340852130326,22.36152882205514,6.42735559955562,0.4167047619047617,500,15,106,4,12,164,84,133,0.14300000000000002,0.779,0.079,-0.7723,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,13,8,1,1,5,0,11,2,1,3,1,21,22,11,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,3,19,1,20,18,3,15,0,5,1,0,10,7,1,3,7,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491288863511627,0.14959788874499713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800275466831978,0.0,0.13887726480044876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867326399343458,0.0,0.10883793482366848,0.0,0.2907100114773233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265546047832854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066291273221024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856774769054424,0.09591169163994152,0.14155008697019245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257122296738905,0.11920203631706378,0.0,0.0,0.14902049396988482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422434608025406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265036584102175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835158468255628,0.0,0.0,0.1873909286592542,0.0,0.0,0.11699875829223955,0.14735701884525704,0.0,0.18525068903115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351609078948402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689608332879441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732324142843608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142992028556621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945105797432172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931928349919472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712900184037075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peforox,2020/04/01,"im sick and tired im sick and tired of having nobody. i miss nice convo about flirting, compliments, all that shit, you know what i mean. i don't where else to come with my problem so i went on here. thanks for reading <3",-0.07631205673758856,2.1900554468085147,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,90.27659574468086,3.984397163120569,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-0.8327134751773051,174,4,40,1,6,55,38,47,0.341,0.48700000000000004,0.171,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558584916884406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937115532111227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155909984554666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311621823123409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599724652780243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836693403301425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387262006752821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449827186026126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197275503095508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486128368418814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212417085730488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hello12334567,2020/04/01,"I just want some positivity Just, anything. Message me about anything, I wanna break this silence.",5.825624999999999,9.532550312500003,5.967500000000001,66.5275,77.125,5.7,39.25,7.1686216300943375,3.68135,79,5,10,1,2,25,13,16,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9413736440473176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373657692965813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ScarlionisAngle,2020/04/01,"Weird Interactions With An Old Friend This has been driving me crazy. I have an old friend who I occasionally message. Who has a habit of sounding really enthusiastic about catching up and wondering how I'm doing. But as soon as I message back. That's it. The conversation is over and the chat dies. Now I'm fine with being ghosted. But I find it odd that this person clearly cares enough to message me back with rather long response first time round. But a second message, even a half-assed one is seemingly out of the question. It's like they're trying to get my hopes up. I'd almost prefer it if I were ghosted completely. At least then I'd know where I stand with this person. I probably just need to move on. I know they certainly have. The chances of me ever reigniting a friendship with this person seem paper thin at this point.",2.9958333333333336,5.449716283950622,3.873564814814817,85.32479166666668,77.51851851851852,6.519135802469138,24.939814814814817,7.645422480735847,1.3703074074074073,666,24,127,10,16,213,102,162,0.039,0.78,0.18100000000000002,0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,0,10,0,10,0,0,1,3,29,21,10,3,5,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,13,8,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,3,13,7,21,18,2,25,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,7,12,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084101404492165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470187769774441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376614007027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684104542560817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670160664462388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596678669422374,0.0,0.10609016229768646,0.14529295361870556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680676899675488,0.1366260808561464,0.0,0.0,0.24819429708175225,0.0,0.08391903489755878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953516059784806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654870927067334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847242175412243,0.0,0.0,0.1421465492608212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707171279960684,0.0,0.11910012769148424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370942275576682,0.0,0.10884249224206696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207501606045871,0.0,0.0,0.15184091867982308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731790639530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993483520590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289938687205287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29245080506462073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093660726912369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905266428334746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418909663134255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chocok0,2020/04/02,"I'm feeling gloomy Sometimes i think about my whole life. My childhood was alright, and my life may have some ups and downs, but it's pretty stable right now. I'm immature and very much alone. I've always been a quiet kid. I was a little bit too proud and a real crybaby. I really felt devastated after my mother died and I had to move in with a father who I didn't know much about. But it happened when I was 14 years old and now i'm 17 and It still hurts. Everything kinda hurts. I have been taught to fake my smile and to never complain. Actually I was often ridiculed when I did. So I've been faking from a while now, and I've become pretty good at it. I'm just so used to never talk about things that are meaningful to me, it hurts when I do. I wish I had more friends. I never really had a lot of them. People often say I'm weird, or they just avoid or act mean. I guess it's easier to hang out with the cool kids. I wish i was cool. I'm not cool at all. I wish I could drink with someone instead of drinking rum and vodka all alone. I've been thinking about panick attacks. They come sometimes. Last time the teacher got really mad at a troublesome student. I didn't even knew her name but I emphatized with her cries and I started shaking and I wasn't able to breathe or concentrate on anything. I wish I wasn't so sensitive. Sometimes life feels so empty. I'm used to reduce all of the things that could cause me stress but everyday that passes my loneliness fills me up with self doubt. I keep on feeling bad about myself because nobody really loves me. Everything doesn't feel happy anymore. There are good moments but there's this thick layer of self doubt overlayed over them, and they don't feel as good anymore. Everytime I feel bad I feel really bad. And I feel alone. Overall. I just wish someone hugged me Because nobody 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lonely,froggydyke,2020/04/02,"i’m losing people for a while now, ive been feeling completely out of place as if i don’t belong anywhere. i feel like i’m floating and looking at my body from a different perspective. that made me distance myself from everyone. now that i’m in quarantine, the only human contact i had with people other than my mom is gone. i basically disappeared without saying anything. i don’t text or call people but not one person seems to notice. it’s like they forgot i exist. they lose interest as soon as i start to feeling worse and need some support. they aren’t there for me like ever even though i’m always there for them. nobody truly cares about me and that made me lose interest in any human interaction since those made me feel worthless. i have no one to talk to and i feel so alone in this world. i don’t think i’m a person anymore.",2.4917857142857147,4.690769130952383,4.097857142857143,84.38464285714288,77.92857142857143,6.5809523809523816,23.595238095238088,7.645422480735847,1.278338095238095,666,22,126,10,16,222,104,168,0.136,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.7249,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,3,10,11,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,3,1,25,31,13,0,2,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,2,7,7,23,7,22,24,1,15,0,4,1,0,14,7,0,4,9,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083536365026985,0.0,0.0,0.10511313129464124,0.0,0.0,0.08590583171937359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528118441936165,0.0,0.0,0.10395531628546748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031941352797872,0.0,0.0,0.1289926995369419,0.0,0.12879750603938772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324501297388809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319835060518107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834369565857285,0.11426885962602175,0.0,0.12070965339854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193704364924014,0.09024713035169428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851491195395732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608180148193544,0.4239785539053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585973947622387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795117409775765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366893186255212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438226866212554,0.0,0.0,0.1712031747939342,0.09607641395147197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627350763442763,0.2206055184475781,0.1319835060518107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004592948453676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500220471512194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449795343694808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941400545436294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433529470925945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153584068915424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094443020225968,0.12411439328331887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217735006315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287367163124419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chaosxmanticore15,2020/04/02,"I’m starting to think that social media numbers determine your chances of being with someone Here’s an interesting topic to discuss , do y’all ever feel like you find yourself alone because you don’t have as many Instagram followers or friends on Facebook or even people on snapchat or Instagram Let’s take Instagram for example because a lot of people use that , do you guys reckon that the more followers you have the more attractive you’re deemed and vice versa of being less attractive if you don’t have a lot of followers I’m curious to hear if you guys think this is true or not (also if anyone is in need of followers then add me xxibby13xx and I’ll add you back)",7.565252747252749,7.210949723076926,7.809780219780222,72.14807692307693,63.30769230769231,11.428571428571427,37.802197802197796,10.914260884657429,4.244604395604396,544,25,96,13,7,178,81,130,0.015,0.823,0.162,0.9558,4,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,9,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,2,24,26,12,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,6,14,23,5,11,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,9,5,66,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386067833170535,0.0,0.1574080913181014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763092046357192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135320830862667,0.0,0.23997637816423986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000701104761733,0.17804763624779493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952519258702654,0.14061826021414728,0.0,0.0,0.17990272448892586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207347233630653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38979324367636303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218462412629177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127611706426146,0.0,0.09616315764787893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346824827579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955879769701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594992863817202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729198456784666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006474912121839,0.16677682283365064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393201294797153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799468358327927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522465790260676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000139156398775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Manylongyears,2020/04/02,"Many long years of solitude People often tell me, when I mention I’m lonely because I’m well into my 30s and forever alone (not one relationship or date ever in my life), that it’s not a big deal, it’ll happen someday, it’ll happen when it’s meant to be, just don’t worry. Most people begin wanting a boyfriend or a girlfriend in their teenage years. I was the same. It’s been over 15 long years of desire. 15 years is a long time. I don’t think it can be discounted or that we should be told to just be okay with our situations. Even if there were a guarantee we’d find someone next year, we’re still suffering through every week, every day, and every month.",5.114833333333333,5.0506362148148165,5.850509259259264,83.1735416666667,68.33333333333334,8.527777777777779,28.72685185185185,8.07648339933343,1.727685185185185,519,16,108,6,8,170,90,135,0.08199999999999999,0.84,0.078,-0.3818,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,1,15,1,0,0,1,23,24,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,5,0,10,2,10,11,2,24,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,6,19,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163336397451774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924826943883811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442031962050226,0.150939054919191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670035725745248,0.1324333964396781,0.3700623089562436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381322737507093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589342243704669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034115024941128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886964200657624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843358735553625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686056733676894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557053678686355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920908458096403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030001795063975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571861878187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164567456799653,0.0,0.0,0.12405006637965042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692071600950855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796605807786166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381161105171797,0.0,0.0,0.08537102363935481,0.0,0.0,0.13989803901907005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635456557095379,0.0,0.11743876049602545,0.0,0.13163735945798055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486832838871065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714061227513648 lonely,Anxious_ambivert2000,2020/04/02,"Heart aches Can someone tell me how to cope up with this feeling of being so lonely that the more u think about it, the more the heart starts to ache. I am in my early twenties and have no one to share this feeling with. I am also afraid that if i open up irl, people would assume that i am just seeking attention. At times, it also feels like my heart is being stabbed continuously. Did my best to distract from this by taking up different hobbies and concentrating more on my studies but....nothing helps.",5.913095238095237,6.327123234693879,6.0718367346938775,80.62197278911567,66.65306122448979,8.165986394557821,30.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.962668027210884,399,14,76,4,6,127,69,98,0.138,0.728,0.134,-0.1005,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,10,3,3,1,0,15,16,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,9,3,16,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31038883376734283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366017177087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027575433911139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437662510432466,0.13864070591535954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899070188494978,0.13007827094560864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948107880089575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621144915942967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150406509261445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345408484131097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644313932825342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736083115999004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591339255982227,0.0,0.16962213593839898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434958208005947,0.0,0.0,0.1131613772782153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378588355831388,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilikesoy_,2020/04/02,"No one remembers my birthday :( asked all my friends when my birthday is and all of them didn't even come close. even my closest friends who I've known for years. it honestly kinda hurts. am I not worth the mental space? ya know? People either completely forgot when im born, or they got the date so wrong. Such as, im born in June, but a lot of people said august, July, or even september. Like. yall. what do i do now &#x200B; ever had anyone forget your birthday?",0.8291935483870958,3.3318686129032287,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,88.67741935483872,4.820430107526882,19.577956989247312,6.42735559955562,0.2203698924731179,363,11,73,4,12,117,71,93,0.125,0.779,0.096,-0.2076,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,3,18,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,11,4,5,7,4,15,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,11,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999125149596028,0.22419536765936668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901110526766904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248849778156572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893585286256615,0.19345136064928972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655940423410553,0.1668965248888504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850982421961203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475665548884573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975178260039783,0.0,0.3985969627728652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139984533666288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014046561917463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686067080310406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593896893256456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250262539442515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558268942899349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090096872697858,0.0,0.1755077568603937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172869090662265,0.22419536765936668,0.11881601743011347 lonely,teamsigma01,2020/04/02,"COVID-19 blues I was just on a conference call with 40+ people, and we had everyone introduce themselves and say a pro and con of having to work from home. The overwhelming majority of pros was getting to spend time with family, loved ones, and pets. Unfortunately, some people are spending this time of social distancing in true isolation. While reaching how to friends and family remotely has been helpful, spending your days otherwise completely alone can be very hard on your mental health. My heart goes out to all the other people who are spending social isolation truly isolated.",10.914257425742576,10.503676465346537,9.812752475247525,60.68843564356439,56.62376237623763,14.020594059405939,41.982178217821776,13.023866798666859,5.9350142574257445,477,22,70,15,5,150,77,101,0.121,0.73,0.149,0.6386,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,10,3,1,1,2,14,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,5,3,14,7,3,8,0,1,1,1,11,4,0,1,4,47,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966610909547781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389134793821144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908827617262093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245855778802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181440945810237,0.0,0.0,0.3580088012855613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670281301760996,0.0,0.09920581278416483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009749810997898,0.0,0.0,0.20183630699134836,0.0,0.22501177574193107,0.12727429319267353,0.0,0.1904677133684891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137644515438075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135698334637025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866935280546846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949220249356163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510022517585364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871227628794797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144412291299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667301753200502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823678230656908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MissionSnow94,2020/04/02,"I’m here if you need someone to talk to [25 Female] I know the social isolation from the quarantine is rough on a lot of people. I am really close to my family so I am missing them a lot, but I am lucky to be quarantined with my husband and my dog, so I am not alone. I am currently being treated for anxiety and depression, and I am in a good place currently, though it hasn’t always been that way. I work in a corporate setting, so I am currently working from home, so I am available to chat most of the day, eastern time zone (prefer messaging or texting, no voice). If you have any questions feel free to ask. If anyone needs someone to chat with or vent to I am more than happy to lend an ear. If you would like advice on ways that I cope with anxiety let me know.",4.999182389937103,4.4906801132075485,6.513836477987423,79.82786163522013,68.62264150943396,10.337106918238996,31.50314465408805,9.994966539143718,2.8642125786163533,594,22,126,13,9,205,99,159,0.09300000000000001,0.769,0.138,0.893,3,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,17,1,1,0,0,27,25,15,0,8,8,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,20,7,22,20,4,14,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,11,6,92,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793657454926958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799191998892785,0.0,0.0,0.1429987087068632,0.0,0.0,0.1168685858270667,0.0,0.2629401175703098,0.0,0.0,0.12016634097182174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066300335255973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083348370511464,0.0,0.14802009690916507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201139128330302,0.0,0.0868960128103213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414541476816667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294486665977389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723864839443701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889611656197505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573532481772547,0.0,0.08396060094577798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221318294555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548594288329221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914393627286672,0.0,0.17955388354961485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251906029233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100959313553464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518646800393672,0.29122758884883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813206710886988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884853255584814,0.0,0.10021114094350972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728240172868425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022774130237657,0.0,0.0,0.1220822115744042,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xAndreHD,2020/04/02,"Does it get easier? hi guys, this is pretty much a rant but after highschool my life got really lonely, my girlfriend of two years cheated on me a month after graduation and the friend group that we shared decided they’d rather be close to her than me. i tried staying in touch with them but constantly getting plans canceled because they wanted to hang out with her instead made me feel really shitty and i decided to cut them off. since then it’s just been me, i’ve tried making new friends but nobody wants to stick around, ive had small flings with girls since then but whenever it gets serious i get scared thinking about being hurt again and call it quits. my mom tells me it’ll get easier but it’s almost a year now (in june) and i’m still in the same place wondering why i wasn’t good enough for anyone, still spending days by myself without talking to anyone, still putting a front when i’m with my family. i hate to admit i’ve been getting more suicidal as times passed and i’m not sure how long i can keep this up, i’ll have a few good days and sometimes i’ll wake up and feel as lonely as ever. in public i try my hardest to be a good person whether it’s opening doors, talking to elderly people by themselves, paying for the people behind me, stuff like that makes me feel good until i get home and i’m back by myself with no one checking up on me. sometimes being alone is nice but then i realize if i disappeared nobody would notice and it makes me feel so shitty. thanks for reading <3 i hope you have a good day",4.143115622241837,5.250518029126216,4.819118858487791,85.52837819947045,70.97411003236245,7.689379229185055,25.37231538687849,8.00094639256281,1.3622996763754045,1217,35,244,16,22,391,178,309,0.163,0.6809999999999999,0.156,-0.589,0,5,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,4,2,15,21,3,1,10,0,17,2,1,5,2,55,46,27,1,6,12,1,5,1,3,2,1,0,2,3,13,19,0,1,10,1,3,5,4,8,0,2,6,5,36,13,42,33,5,47,0,3,0,0,24,16,0,4,26,157,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339674297305373,0.0965999126955908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043353931514046,0.0,0.0,0.08303035068867774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171911144640304,0.0,0.05685671550143252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523941513966558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079207063155364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045490239660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162147714748871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637316334386456,0.0,0.0,0.08436833556105344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792694777735871,0.0,0.18864108554127945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412082085883893,0.0,0.3411092130692174,0.0,0.0,0.3911535558170508,0.07459678761262034,0.0,0.0,0.09235227120945884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208512168421136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355772610330794,0.09263846337949964,0.0,0.0,0.0998477963198542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290293737400438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587957854928236,0.04556716238431505,0.0,0.0,0.08254128963717891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882546228594446,0.18677596929524815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923706024356716,0.07444747189138516,0.0,0.0685644099457516,0.0,0.0,0.09008104696514503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618886655442816,0.0,0.0,0.06320237616532166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932377877472082,0.08144003741666381,0.09744762276920224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488943693415422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376242336037573,0.0,0.09920445595421637,0.09329555064651532,0.0,0.11950269829920138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337985182348683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430832914349107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844934437548715,0.0,0.0,0.09941374085104043,0.22345737104511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677219065416747,0.102022581167297,0.0,0.08790616372051177,0.0,0.0,0.14993428492718508,0.0815223623238861,0.08587077053273771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059763848798814426,0.0,0.0,0.054386668040160235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997325496382192,0.0,0.09111154053110317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002649122025238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416194784551116,0.0,0.0,0.08990925084358957,0.10114767295760893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625655243510879,0.0,0.0,0.12012604378968073 lonely,Sethrottle,2020/04/02,"Am i lucky? I've been on this sunreddit for a couple of days, scrolling through the posts not really saying a lot, like a typical introverted lurker. But i've noticed that most of the posts where you can see the worst pain of loneliness comes from the people who have lost someone, their partner, their last good friend or family. Me i have a couple of friends, but never in my life had a partner in any way. I feel lonely but, not in the way some posters have it. I feel like i should be happy, lucky that i never lost someone really dear to me. But still i can't shake off this feeling of loneliness. The urge to have someone at my side. I don't know man...",3.3871428571428552,4.654013766917295,4.2360977443609045,88.38061278195492,72.98496240601504,7.4252631578947375,25.33007518796993,7.908726449838941,1.2475569924812029,513,16,109,7,10,165,81,133,0.124,0.672,0.203,0.8884,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,2,15,0,1,11,0,12,2,0,0,2,20,20,5,0,1,7,0,3,2,4,1,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,5,15,9,16,14,4,19,0,3,1,0,10,8,0,6,7,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270956118650444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301040161460049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342366033971754,0.0,0.09740563210860266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238316300452125,0.0,0.22910480044170944,0.10790004556434987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337985506615636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126681710000261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078047700306086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830053564206896,0.12311438096692358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668109161486247,0.1475769800595782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297469564966208,0.12840528351074718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329763261215095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719553228910988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071279939444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470924522631517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893011993858914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351487344357407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010977467023833,0.0,0.0,0.12035602239714988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839165714770653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061742954557493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977046439267424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Raging_Tank,2020/04/02,"Being not normal is the best thing you could ever be in your entire life. Many that visit this sub feel like they don’t belong in the world they have no confidence about who they are and how they live. All because you are not like the other people people consider you weird since you don’t fit their standards of normal. People like you and I have trouble understanding and communicating with people. Most days I ask myself that wasn’t average thing to do. We constantly live “outside the box” realize that you are the best you can be because you are outside the box. Every thought you have is outside the box you can bring change to everything and that’s why every thing doesn’t work well together. Because change won’t co exist with normal which is way beyond you. Every time we break down, but know that every time you break you can become even more beautiful and better like than you were previously but you will never be the same. This year is a time where we will shatter into billions of pieces just so we can forge a new picture of a better self.",6.633998357963876,6.925436073891627,6.411440886699506,79.22615968801315,65.10837438423646,8.934154351395732,28.24671592775041,8.59863814320734,1.9585898193760256,845,23,156,11,12,265,111,203,0.022000000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.155,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,16,5,5,9,11,0,0,11,0,29,1,0,1,3,33,35,9,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,2,1,1,3,1,28,9,14,24,7,22,0,0,0,0,29,8,0,1,13,121,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085318043919655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230866456437406,0.12821621278778628,0.0,0.0,0.2436660515052476,0.20535063398958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245623179869536,0.0,0.0,0.12545589221220524,0.0,0.09269125871000776,0.0,0.0,0.07487074013652782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667869954721103,0.1050132688608258,0.39125531565729016,0.0,0.10433740334811713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870039068095925,0.08293726037484922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380198286259522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200031266027855,0.2268697915096921,0.0,0.20502547566916784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177006452752552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953850816120291,0.11212388085302337,0.0,0.0,0.3412411108281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219386197500597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111089909889294,0.0,0.0,0.09603379009464896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138220228707904,0.0,0.0,0.09216531654569776,0.20308526019976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085748717991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214966190016156,0.0,0.0,0.10438205009101767,0.0,0.10475637806740568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451749222214511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476044448301522 lonely,sadcamper201,2020/04/02,"Corona lockdown is causing me to slowly lose a best friend. I am a very emotional and sensitive person. I only have a few friends and I love them with all my heart and I think of 2 of them as my soul mates. I have never had a connection like I do with them and I never want to lose them. Since the quarantine, I haven’t been able to see one of them and she is my best friend. She has made a lot more new friends then I have and that’s great, just as long I still feel her presence in our friendship. Lately, I really haven’t been feeling her even care about me let alone our relationship, and there is nothing that really hurts more. It’s very close to the feeling of a boyfriend or girlfriend leaving you. It’s a sinking heavy weight on ur chest and feel like everything is falling and going no where at the same time. It’s breaking my heart, and It doesn’t help that i am already 4 hours away from my partner who I haven’t been able to see in almost a month due to covid. Just very very sad. Wish everything could go back to how it was. (Not sure if I should confront friend about my feelings because this has happened before, and nothing ever changes long term.)",3.0108927381745474,4.552720033755276,3.514399289362647,92.08307128580948,74.40084388185653,6.508461025982678,25.131912058627574,7.0608816371341465,0.8552835443037976,916,30,198,9,19,286,134,237,0.087,0.6970000000000001,0.217,0.9882,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,5,4,11,18,1,0,11,0,24,5,3,3,5,40,40,17,0,5,5,0,6,2,8,1,0,0,0,2,10,14,1,0,6,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,6,8,34,13,23,31,9,26,1,4,2,1,26,7,0,4,17,138,44,0,0.19620559288074865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823577971544917,0.10160491085683312,0.10825887535252368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921708066023136,0.07543499493841334,0.0,0.05980255415281607,0.0,0.08347825415838095,0.0,0.20590566480522204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002233917960622,0.1007785956032566,0.10377975066731908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832710026043964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035244172001102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479597181935844,0.08873959587141003,0.0,0.0,0.1763369354715545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480186076973647,0.070084657378869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789698858766238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150815999379177,0.0,0.0,0.1081586794088082,0.0,0.0,0.08675197890276239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250457225678445,0.06575623653578559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661149319029072,0.0,0.10502107259971752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066422744178278,0.10387669650478308,0.0,0.10031675602809573,0.0,0.0958561419542255,0.0,0.0,0.1736357754695239,0.0,0.21950387098658225,0.0,0.08340348934440671,0.08854160397633422,0.09282723801826573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830471616343439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132584892075732,0.09474829211933153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882645580631811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647699378832515,0.07461159737421938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856595778504774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569432693074878,0.0,0.0,0.10532568943029716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635045470221173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115164698180366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834501996183123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246072464614613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286031074168824,0.0,0.0,0.057204529526172984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237803248771952,0.05786357109634396,0.0,0.0,0.11946277701713913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281337438579353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nintenzo_64,2020/04/02,"Alone after partner dumped me. The only person in my life i connected with left me. I have no functioning family to turn to or any friends i can connect with. My bf of 6 months lived with me and from the moment we woke up to going to bed we'd text about everything. Food shopping, work day, cat memes etc. Now this person has exited my life and has blocked me on everything. Im living in a flat on my own with their ghost smothering me I realised i dont have anyone else to chat to. I never needed to. My social needs were met by a previous job i was at when i met my ex. But during our relationship i changed jobs to a less social one but that was fine, im getting my social life with my partner now. I thought I have lots of past aquintesses (cba to spell kek) and friends to talk to. But its not the zippy back n forth i had with my ex partner. THAT part of my brain needs someone like them to speak to. As did theirs to mine (but their social circle is big and can get that fix somewhere else) Im in a state of utter restlessness and i wont be able to cope with this much longer. I get about 2 replies a day from about 6 people in my life. I used to get 100 from my ex AND chat to them in person. It sounds selfish but i NEED people to bounce off of or my brain will wither n die. Enzo.",0.9343524475524492,2.7189856981818217,2.6950000000000043,94.57942307692308,81.10909090909091,5.685314685314686,19.667832167832167,6.67199483983844,0.029388811188811207,997,25,231,10,26,330,149,275,0.084,0.872,0.044000000000000004,-0.8176,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,5,1,7,8,2,1,8,0,18,7,2,1,1,31,33,15,2,4,8,3,0,1,6,2,4,2,1,6,7,14,1,1,1,3,1,1,5,4,0,1,9,2,43,4,49,20,6,26,0,0,0,0,31,13,0,3,12,151,50,3,0.09807294181075676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157399046423453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669296349578949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857488122355808,0.10048731860918562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541203857105375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189636754600378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374816842776632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649786819178654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178422987892068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149407573930495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385471687571854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937725453036527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628327263942922,0.0,0.09245444127088047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859019052721098,0.0,0.1515418231250797,0.0,0.2049562571388872,0.0,0.05573711292288401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178068196707818,0.0,0.19464452368800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655653823494213,0.0,0.2770872766496001,0.0479134855130972,0.0,0.1732004087969705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337810800591752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828088648290342,0.0,0.07209489664821944,0.2908793746997708,0.07563989872953808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645676351865241,0.07458889158309408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620343884263833,0.09362172014304317,0.13598285863318224,0.2569005298183263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529363673087112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998920542371072,0.08309688533752879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882731569047707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785896094383553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667519833591954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470353315282546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139826968133049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExistentialRaccoon,2020/04/02,"Lonely and failing in life (First time writing on Reddit, also English isn’t my native language). I’m a 26 years old male, and I’ve achieved nothing.  I got issues with making friends (like real friends) for years now. I can do small talk, but it never gets anything more than that.  So now I don't have any friend to confide in.  I study at a university in Sweden. I can’t make friends there, I barely know anyone in my class, like not even their names, because I don't talk to them and they don't talk to me. I’m also social anxious, making it even harder. Also, because of my social anxiety I’ve never been in a relationship.  Now my studies are falling apart. I’ve restarted my university program twice now, and I failed this whole first part of the spring semester. I was having some hope that I would be able to be more sociable now, but then coronavirus happened and closed the university, meaning we now have online teaching. Even though I’m social anxious, I’m now starting to miss going to class. I’ve now come to the realization that my feelings of loneliness and my failed education are interlinked. My feelings of loneliness destroy my motivation. I guess all I want is someone to ask how I’m doing from time to time. ",5.293212025316457,6.316574447257388,6.019786392405063,78.28638844936711,68.24050632911393,8.287869198312237,32.112078059071735,8.472884824447931,2.5462913502109714,972,41,177,14,16,318,131,237,0.157,0.754,0.08900000000000001,-0.9442,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,7,18,13,1,0,6,0,19,1,0,5,3,33,42,15,0,3,3,0,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,6,0,3,3,2,26,7,24,36,6,34,0,5,0,0,19,10,0,3,23,120,32,9,0.11249434159920912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698850530014041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650000988280778,0.0,0.08605786341284166,0.25417317153164626,0.0,0.07865865926989069,0.0,0.09257325799704927,0.0,0.10516702377539916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715101300829796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690391435797636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229043550006215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376103837865735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137525899305247,0.0,0.0,0.3476513970610768,0.0,0.058773650452862376,0.0,0.06393312676395002,0.0,0.0899720015305664,0.0,0.12392519999574322,0.0,0.0994783747579122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173226402526164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741486568206835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182394816173244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945808032444436,0.10991810599338893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527253965105165,0.0,0.0,0.122539316847842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352514259497726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794135475361187,0.0,0.11804388792326533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182040945838207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804318888553207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077682304546185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440214435417128,0.09531609057907328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962407398911882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125607170256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105251194562536,0.0,0.19678906572608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635207730310244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559591499097353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991275265173932,0.0,0.0,0.14488533543604684 lonely,omkar_699,2020/04/02,"Guess what I'm--> Lonely Hey wassup I'm just a 18yr old guy. I know everyone here all sad and lonely and same here but i just want to switch up the scene and just be hapoy in here so that people who want to chat or something can come in with a happy mind set not that I'm going to get anyone to chat with me from this post but what's wrong with trying haha. About me:- It's the pretty normal things that every person posts here i like anime, video games blah blah blah yeah i pretty much do all of those things. I'm a student I'm doing my bachelor's degree in art and doing animation side by side yea yeah just your everyday pretty cool stuff. That's about it for myself. Well about what i prefer i can't be choosy and ask for Hollywood actress to come and what with me here but i will rather keep it simple i don't mind any age or gender(but deep down i prefer girls) I'm not gay but up for a casual chat with guys too if any of you have any suicidal thoughts girls or guys you can feel free to message me i won't judge you or anything. If you are still reading, Why the fuck are you still reading it just pm or comment on this already I'm rather free so i will reply quick.",0.4203848275862079,2.663636644000004,1.884868965517242,96.90340000000002,86.56,4.5682758620689645,15.820689655172416,5.935793293072707,-0.6917006896551725,931,18,209,7,29,299,134,250,0.09300000000000001,0.723,0.184,0.9796,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,0,22,13,1,0,7,5,15,2,0,0,2,48,34,19,1,9,20,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,6,19,13,0,1,5,10,2,3,5,5,1,0,1,2,23,10,28,28,4,22,0,3,0,2,21,10,1,8,7,134,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810870425019708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532362074687315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750941652883162,0.0,0.10298970092661787,0.0,0.11700053082625765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561529483308636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544623273555097,0.11958841112400052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632807766152773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157013090439393,0.06538692505236028,0.0,0.07112695120801124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786939728576594,0.3717614385572709,0.0,0.13322697861038987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124113807257964,0.0,0.0,0.06878044555245644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114310497228174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527363454155564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200136008729576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226227074798256,0.0,0.0,0.13132631362957756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676486495192315,0.1092781840290246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972266671289036,0.3819747269509227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503723887178129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634837522291394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998936189970701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326947125273298,0.13689633199548076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629128910186308,0.0,0.0,0.09935696748090726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497021438532869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763616934653345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252697158959407,0.0,0.1129305083425844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683442213549935,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrswoozy,2020/04/02,"Anyone in Orlando, FL? Just looking to talk to anyone really once the virus blows over and things go back to how it used to be. I sort of shut myself off from people the past couple months due to life complications, but I’m trying to change that situation",6.025933333333335,6.2961542600000024,6.722000000000001,76.55433333333336,66.4,9.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,1.9466666666666672,203,4,39,4,3,67,42,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799240385568604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890190211425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873969479688527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006040786660006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439960420877227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918926349180339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281392284546836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684901237698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932583478427776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593452688414266,0.1883457758315336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740424586907015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053749548687095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836269776457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048931371743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445001856274704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464064261770096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,please-save-simba,2020/04/02,Is anyone from the UK that maybe wants a friend? I just feel really sad and lonely right now and I don’t really know what else to say. I’m F/18 and just wish I could have a friend closer to home aka the UK. Please feel free to message and I’m sorry for using a throwaway account I just want my main account to show the happy me.,0.05637323943662054,2.14882229577465,1.9980105633802845,96.54518485915493,86.60563380281691,4.676760563380283,14.508802816901408,5.985473137389443,-0.8326492957746479,257,4,59,2,8,85,48,71,0.095,0.653,0.252,0.9051,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,13,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,5,6,12,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666401945005538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902806227514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990873436658808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410053989982122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682537749967907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369806483673635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390562696794821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097546846195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942635354731254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616058492726167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053501881875002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352557693299386,0.0,0.1895231185390488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667818245470791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058335791126664,0.0,0.0,0.2811368301960669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740583918138791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,axnao,2020/04/02,"Im lonely Hello, i'm 20 this year, single and a little bit bummed, well i don't like to feel this way, but this is how im feeling this days, lonely, wishes to be more acceptable to the world, and feeling so insignificant. I just wanna feel great again, escaping this spiraling twist of mind in the midnight, longing for someone's embrace. Maybe there's a solution or somethin? I don't really know. Well i just want to vent here, if it makes sense. I hope everyone doesn't feel what i feel, cuz it suckz",3.2561633663366334,4.792889603960397,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,73.75247524752477,7.822277227722773,25.496287128712872,8.472884824447931,1.6562960396039608,394,13,80,7,8,130,70,101,0.13,0.614,0.256,0.9177,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,23,17,8,0,5,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,6,6,8,16,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776881900928248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682672629270292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730965323889657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495691210895397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997184503371156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992276621491507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913460452349719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955527052661783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850071132078477,0.18155983146917606,0.0,0.1603119980264503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091899279606624,0.0,0.181989464733452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290980116263464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604929131897088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348775782347807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684692909991464,0.14378839195584509,0.0,0.0,0.3257511058022795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831349303435248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665462327755048 lonely,DoommcDuck,2020/04/02,"I don't have any one. My best friends dont give a shit about me ,I all ways have to start conversation or try to make plans to hang out and I'm never invited to anything . My current friend group need me to play ""dnd"" and beyond that they don't even talk to me. Is something wrong with me ? Like am too clingy or just unlike?",1.4534782608695664,3.0154122463768167,2.576159420289855,97.0755434782609,78.71014492753623,5.759420289855073,20.195652173913047,6.42735559955562,-0.1543739130434787,251,6,61,2,6,80,52,69,0.04,0.72,0.24,0.9391,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,2,11,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,5,10,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720726904697828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443989695647275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346870353483826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054045982092173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211445274691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026558607504521,0.0,0.0,0.2499776289309192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730905140890836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394303436036285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322105703060166,0.2009798212925067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657967131097332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674875626477581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061166766030852,0.0,0.0,0.18444395920499465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944898243568608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692064209548578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684086613902514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28490964745826625,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToxicScar77,2020/04/02,"Slowly losing people Just had to cut a very close person from my life who I thought was in my corner like I was for her but as time always tells, I'm the fool. As time goes by, it's getting more and more impossible for me to find permanent people and I'm close to giving up trying and realizing it's not worth it and that I just need to be fine with not having many friends.....",3.938125,4.031941562499998,5.252500000000001,85.9025,70.875,7.9,23.5,7.554174236665415,0.8008249999999997,295,6,66,3,5,99,56,80,0.113,0.8,0.087,-0.2844,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,13,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267523560107646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490716258613048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105425980222417,0.0,0.14237661250557573,0.2614189662828422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924837444266552,0.13313591604216385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048719502246913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628505537380793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202064677583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37785191906382976,0.2379475353880677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381880682929628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163446047880422,0.3178086363569663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501820170268035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224851476755343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tjreddit264,2020/04/02,Does anyone wanna call a drunk and lonely Aussie? Hello I'm 23F and I'm very drunk and unhappy right now. And I don't have any friends. And I just want someone to talk to.,-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,93.32432432432432,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.8028551351351356,134,3,31,1,5,44,27,37,0.32899999999999996,0.637,0.033,-0.8914,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671696596109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747085556561386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011710839393892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34380908799128845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035355994017183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33551459445853715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328831919690473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31577944654379186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241644608474177,0.2317288838877645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaisyGirlBlu,2020/04/02,"Well I set up a tinder and it is not what I expected. It's frustrating and stressful. Also realized I am not ready for a relationship. I am lonely but no just not there. It's too overwhelming today.",0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,95.0,7.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1514166666666665,156,6,30,5,6,56,29,40,0.27,0.6890000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7687,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645841440513297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489467432466957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222334549047232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432141171669299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409910064266695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tiffycinnamon,2020/04/02,"I know being alone doesn’t mean being lonely, and I enjoy my alone-time. But recently I start feeling pretty lonely. (not because quarantine, I’m lucky enough to be in a country where the circumstances still allow us to go to school) Probably cuz I’m already 21, hardly met any guy I’m interested in, and terrified of the fact that I probably never will :((",2.959789915966386,5.537534558823534,4.857394957983196,77.53970588235298,78.41176470588233,8.003361344537815,25.890756302521005,8.841846274778883,2.530993277310924,282,11,48,7,7,96,51,68,0.146,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.5106,0,7,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,12,14,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,6,9,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381907954391048,0.2537895798156329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639486006850162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401941876905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376316892562331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628522470606867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307034133630461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277171927609102,0.0,0.0,0.2060176630787329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639145715730676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505165599411899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177375404500485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339731976087656,0.4959164942657806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227078338019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275289187597095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627816248480098,0.0,0.1836629988258696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766386381295157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deetdeetdoo,2020/04/02,"Make sure you don’t bypass red flags Buckle in this is going to be a long ride, or skip to the tldr hehe I’m not sure where to start. I was best friends with someone for a few years, we’ll call Doot. Yes, Doot. Things started off rough early on, Doot would send me unsolicited nsfw pics and links of nsfw stuff and it made me really uncomfortable, red flag, I know. For this, I stopped all contact with him for several months, which he as confused about. Yes, I basically ghosted him. I no longer ghost people as I’m a much better communicator, but when I’m being mistreated in a sexual way, I kinda clam up due to past sexual traumas... which I didn’t understand at the time... and I know now why I ghosted him. Anyways, we talked about it later on and he apologized for it. We’re all good now, so I thought. *The good times* Time goes on and at this point I’m in a relationship, Doot is a normal friend and our friendship is great. We help each other through a number of issues and enjoy talking about topics like Chinese history, YouTube drama, shows, mental health, etc. We’d talk (voice chat) almost daily and usually for hours at a time. My toxic relationship is finally over. What a great feat I had overcome, Doot helped me through a lot of this. I felt I finally had a “best best friend.” Eventually Doot realized he had feelings for me, which I didn’t share for him. He told me it wouldn’t change our friendship and that because we had should a great friendship he would be much worse off without me. I was glad we had each other still. I’d always refer to doot as “my best friend ____” every time I mentioned him to anyone. I made sure everyone knew he was my #1, and no other friend was before him. *Shit hits the fan* But then everything changed when I I became ready to meet someone new and it wasn’t him... problems started to arise. Doot was resentful of me for not being into him, he would even tell me “I know you’re in love with me deep down and you want to be with me.” Which I would politely and carefully try to refuse. He even mentioned once that if he kept saying it eventually I would believe it and laughed after... I’m starting to think he was trying to manipulate my feelings then. It makes me sick to my stomach if he really was going for that. Doot would tell me I’m “immature,” and “don’t understand” how I feel. He’d tell me I’m autistic, even after I told him multiple times he doesn’t have the authority to say that. But unfortunately, It got me believing that maybe he’s right, maybe I don’t get how I feel. He’d tell me I would regret not being with him later on, he’d tell me my taste in men was “weird” and everyone I thought was attractive was “ugly,” 99% of the time. During all this he was making inappropriate comments about me constantly, even while on speaker and when my mom was around. At first I would just pretend like I didn’t hear, or I’d try to change the subject, and often say “okay stop.” But he would just laugh it off and say “I love how uncomfortable you get.” This is heartbreaking thinking about it now. Doot knew about my past sexual abuse traumas and still did all of this. Eventually, I jokingly would say “okay I’m gonna kill you,” and then later and more frequently I’d just say “OKAY STOP.” Everyday he’d make some sexual comment about me, multiple times a day and it made me feel sad/weird/angry/resentful. *The excuses* When id confront him on this he’d give me some excuse about how he’s British and since I’m American I’m just a prude and that I need to lighten up. He’d also use his friendship with another person we’ll call beep to justify his behaviors. According to doot, beep was all for doots “jokes.” Although they weren’t nearly as bad towards her because she was in a relationship and he didn’t have feelings for her. Completely different situation imo. Another excuse: Him having autism. I know this is an excuse because he didn’t act this way towards me when I was in a relationship, I would never allow that out of respect for my partner. He had more respect for another dude’s boundaries than his own “best friend’s.” *Doot finds love?* Finally, doot came to his senses and realized I wasn’t into him and wanted to find a partner for himself. I fully supported this, contrary to his belief (more on this later). I thought that if doot had found a gf our friendship could be like before, talks on Chinese history, shows, mental health, and self reflection. I really missed that. During this time I had been expected to ship out for army basic training and had little more than a couple of months before my ship out. Tensions started to arise when all Doot wanted to talk about was women he thought were attractive, not a problem until it gets to being 90% of the conversations. He’d show me pictures of women he found attractive on tinder that he hadn’t even matched with... and ask my opinion on them. Often I’d say “yeah she’s cute!” But occasionally I’d say “eh not really my type,” and he’d then go on and on trying to convince me of how hot the girl was to him. He’d also go on and on for hours about what he’d do to beep’s sister’s bhole. Yes, hours. It was just creepy, and annoying! I’d tell him this, but he’d just say I was jealous. I wasn’t in the slightest, I was creeped out and annoyed. There’s only so much one can hear about another someones butthole. (No he had never even seen it...) But then one day I had enough and I told him to stop sending me pictures of girls he hadn’t even matched with and just send me one he’s actually talking to, because I had enough of all the random pictures and all that nasty talk. He took offense from this, and took it as me belittling him, and basically pointing out the fact that he had never been in a relationship/struggled finding girls that’d talk to him romantically. I’ll admit I could have said it nicer, but it’s the truth, it was creepy and he needed to stop that behavior. From this we stop talking for a while, and then I get a taunting message from him asking if I’ve thought about how I’ve acted. As if I’m some kid in trouble that must repent to mommy. This of course made me angry. And I asked him in return if he had done the same? Apparently not. Doot goes off on a rant over the course of a couple of days over messages which I am unable to respond to quickly as I’m working weekend double shifts in a healthcare job that doesn’t have much time for anything other than work... id be lucky for a bathroom sometimes. He knew this, but continued on. Yes, I reminded him. When I’d get home I’d shower and pass out within minutes. This seemed to infuriate Doot that I wasn’t available to him. Eventually Doot decided he was done sent me a message saying he was done with me, which I replied to without a fight and wished him well. I didn’t even get a chance to explain my side. *a lot of stuff I forgot to mention* HE WAS AN ONLINE FRIEND, caps because wow I should have mentioned that ages ago I guess. I almost forgot to mention he’d tell me stuff I DID NOT WANT TO HEAR about his sexual desires/kinks and his experiences with self pleasure and toys... when I’d get uncomfortable I’d say, “okay stop..” and he’d just laugh and go on and on until he got out what he wanted me to hear whether I liked it or not. Multiple people got creeped out by him. Four people I knew closely were very uncomfortable with how he talked about me in front of them. Anytime I tried to ask him to not talk about me that way at least not in front of other people he’d just call my other friends derogatory names. Doot would make me feel bad for not being with him and say things like “after all that I’ve done for you” in fights when I was getting mad at him for not respecting my boundaries. More details: Doot would talk sexually about me and random women while he was on speaker phone around my mom who was working from home- yes her coworkers could potentially hear his comments.. (I live in a small apartment, and my mom would walk and talk on the phone up and down the halls and she could defiantly hear us as I could easily hear her) I’d get angry at him for this after I had warned him multiple times that he’s on speaker and my mom could hear him.. his response, “you know better than to put me on speaker!” I guess it’s my fault he can’t have a normal conversation anymore?? He keeps trying to contact me and still places blame on me in his messages. He’s posting in my local nsfw (that he knows I view) even though he lives across the world. Sorry all the errors in my writing, I’m absolutely exhausted and basically just venting.... (and a terrible writer lol) TLDR: I was best friends with someone that didn’t respect my boundaries and would make sexual comments about me constantly. He still thinks I’m the abuser.",3.285161041819517,4.952674575287356,4.393225727561752,85.54498532648574,73.9367816091954,7.3959403277084865,25.84617265835168,8.105637354682791,1.5176869650281244,6851,235,1390,107,141,2237,528,1740,0.102,0.742,0.156,0.9987,5,0,0,0,4,0,218.0,12,6,3,12,73,88,11,2,57,11,142,11,2,20,19,292,266,122,4,45,43,5,10,5,12,22,4,26,3,13,85,96,1,13,43,10,0,20,41,27,1,5,98,41,214,61,224,113,40,207,1,3,4,4,256,92,1,27,96,912,299,5,0.0,0.06699938378192842,0.02759103680730518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025062914703572692,0.0,0.05662402029112601,0.0,0.0,0.045220909351912766,0.02352596983350492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185896905385496,0.0,0.0,0.02803989690968256,0.01976961707046563,0.0,0.023266832648234998,0.050339145804382604,0.10572831053966604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721468986920003,0.08617687592084321,0.0,0.0721764672356221,0.06370951902296809,0.17802892045689772,0.050011551272006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866117768733002,0.03233756200910203,0.028826904920372962,0.0,0.08972942533691892,0.0,0.029644419477393887,0.06110761543657173,0.0,0.1354454149192656,0.06256858657978852,0.0,0.05470256097627911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029539981766801476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573517953825632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058428546681519936,0.03153263118655356,0.16807051312359125,0.0,0.023821797989228042,0.054033432921083785,0.025410563852444258,0.02765708799726029,0.0,0.0,0.10007216821465968,0.0,0.02714717030099585,0.09291731560804342,0.07752490416615877,0.024049580949964552,0.0,0.06200126974405055,0.1965976013300378,0.0,0.1329464952319791,0.027122693774278672,0.08034293019819139,0.04742924897910194,0.06783914322336444,0.09351550843153623,0.06229330049703801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060107207367968735,0.2549319715957781,0.0,0.03790250846133248,0.0,0.056721620183197985,0.0,0.08353164956712827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02951038009623417,0.0280572684160411,0.025130949209941637,0.031280641969198185,0.0,0.09323086299358938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906546859463056,0.028337658875823832,0.04993236148964562,0.025021320393473417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807454968717153,0.07655431037480216,0.1070129727547494,0.1132374206916422,0.0,0.05680943112668485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056986446347347425,0.0,0.0,0.13245518674156098,0.045135569237324084,0.0,0.08313764305758382,0.04192915648489244,0.06541922376460714,0.02730689994549321,0.0,0.0,0.055404413997462175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03011055043531775,0.057476939503100434,0.02150341054913367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539808607373984,0.07840564928027119,0.024687490079400867,0.029539981766801476,0.0,0.053455540002677465,0.0,0.02707837345974803,0.0,0.0,0.054108193799331086,0.0,0.028422861407676938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245138318464257,0.0,0.0,0.15177677605739134,0.0,0.024145571433532558,0.02689474785002019,0.2698124176400916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025739299796241986,0.058991236814882636,0.03194121484784752,0.029022530060592844,0.023388283366133283,0.031780805150404164,0.0,0.0,0.09582480194260826,0.0,0.027963396180125888,0.03165007415205803,0.10006129439316908,0.0,0.0903176014457742,0.1654664593585954,0.0,0.02955779312527158,0.09709981040570988,0.0,0.0320846412556291,0.07994283697336341,0.0,0.0,0.29542910808068545,0.1729871206439206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037567558305165866,0.05434990470764392,0.0277787507262281,0.11223073346244307,0.18135273598980864,0.0,0.0,0.08105014938162569,0.06282620592909588,0.11517585197747494,0.0,0.0,0.05886780380732355,0.03400976029849633,0.024419384839875977,0.03113946816927624,0.023328750149410167,0.08338275609373301,0.06732700237562875,0.0,0.0,0.025421437219759074,0.0,0.025512601889767467,0.0,0.03251334095802448,0.05450964436303938,0.0,0.06175073551314431,0.0,0.028813299224636383,0.30127220581354297,0.0,0.0,0.018207325342710433 lonely,dexter7767,2020/04/02,Introveted guy I really need a buddy to share memes. Anyone up for it?,-0.5930952380952377,0.9584792142857168,3.93,75.19833333333334,114.0,7.580952380952381,11.809523809523812,7.793537801064563,1.2602666666666669,55,1,10,2,3,21,14,14,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485953924662828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352477064700922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757104384490109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110013431038384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LowYak3,2020/04/02,"Virgins, who wants to lose their v card at a Nevada brothel then maybe party? Must be 18 or older and this will be after COVID19 is over obviously. It would be more fun to do this with a few people so let me know if your interested.",2.3306250000000013,3.905527479166668,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,76.29166666666666,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.6318166666666669,181,5,39,2,4,61,43,48,0.051,0.778,0.171,0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,9,11,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,4,2,5,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472222770650139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599955568482407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032599206883164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519283573361158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118649103006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653294091790197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195559854154519,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shoiton,2020/04/02,"Looking for people to talk to Hey guys, I'm looking for someone weird like me to chat with First of all, I'm a 14 y.o. female, i'm a high school student, and I live in the Philippines. I watch alot of tiktoks, I like memes. I can't think of anything i'm interested in, that's it for now I guess? BASICALLY, I just need fun, weird, energetic, whatever, chatmates",1.6136872586872568,3.5690266621621625,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,79.67567567567569,6.390733590733591,26.787644787644787,7.447530270364453,1.390380694980696,279,12,60,4,7,95,51,74,0.048,0.754,0.198,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,12,10,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,4,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740321563219376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505356854163645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441824763035763,0.27361877228290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29196702286866777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700102740242077,0.0,0.24401214678689614,0.0,0.4641098433254536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049016545905593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157846965706588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966953108922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414089520173956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221105903927652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706668954729293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,horny_teen_19,2020/04/02,"19 yo lonely college teen Hello everyone ! I am glad I found this sub . As the title says , I am a lonely college teen from India . Really , the quarantine has not had any affect on my social life (on FB and Whatsapp) . I receive 0 messages from my friends if I do not initiate a conversation . I have no one who will talk with me :( I am glad that I stay with my parents , so at least I am not totally alone , but when I see my friends making video calls with each other and do not invite me , it kills me from inside . I get 0 notfications daily from FB and Whatsapp , I couldn't be more happy if any friend of mine thought about me and called me :( I feels good to have a place where I can share my loneliness ...",2.8230769230769246,4.085766692307693,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,74.38461538461539,7.437762237762238,24.88811188811189,8.00094639256281,1.2932853146853152,539,17,115,8,11,181,92,143,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.4592,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,2,1,22,20,10,1,3,7,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,3,25,8,14,14,4,8,0,2,1,0,15,5,0,2,1,83,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921928630934374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616127323296341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928270281658239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380115535878716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972592556801268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090470097119504,0.4458334320284307,0.0,0.10049629606267324,0.0,0.0,0.16133623737900488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047629227898962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128096559291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586433211701485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839685621659866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034310199003699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358480235485866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096753008254772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232260030204685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529665104591376,0.0,0.0,0.15328012070108146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607925533344425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050222815842184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460573619058246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270648087297115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,succulenteggroll97,2020/04/02,"Anybody tired of being the person that text first? A bit of ""hey, how are you?"" would've been nice but I guess it's too much to as from my ""friends"" and ""family""",-1.2679411764705897,0.773477500000002,0.5972941176470599,102.8918235294118,97.52941176470587,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.2912752941176469,121,2,30,1,5,39,33,34,0.07200000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923415635804019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33878429762127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568196381705043,0.0,0.0,0.2776502102114179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39588919383246657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641800500582179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137901015774801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130456863140591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552878286685605,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nicejanie,2020/04/02,"A companion? I'm putting something together to address the loneliness of right now and am hoping for some feedback from you guys. How many of you would want a caring person even if they are a volunteer, to periodically check-up on you at this time and have cool conversation? How would that impact your life?",6.187631578947368,7.705405263157897,6.528903508771932,73.63440789473684,66.54385964912281,9.910526315789477,31.793859649122812,10.125756701596842,3.2956701754385964,248,10,44,6,4,80,48,57,0.047,0.784,0.16899999999999998,0.7461,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,2,0,10,9,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066399053779986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201252793538756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017028795611204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026378322231217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522002970031745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089199973765186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605402854084104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063096635522363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021383829019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457448162400266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776741832394752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797211308093772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329031088824441,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nellzim,2020/04/02,"Hey lockdown buddies! I just wanted to say if anyone is feeling lonely/just wants to chat, feel free to message me. I'We're all in this together :) \*I'm in quarantine with a toddler so things are pretty frantic here - but whenever I'm on Reddit I promise to be present and there for anyone who needs an ear xx",3.045141242937856,5.606650491525425,3.8450000000000015,85.01009887005651,77.98305084745763,5.967231638418079,30.17231638418079,7.1686216300943375,2.0077774011299425,245,12,43,3,6,78,51,59,0.032,0.7929999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,10,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,9,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274912284898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814452880689339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796875400384048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837459745546999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999629918970672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505935928238156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449623104987836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QUIZ126,2020/04/02,"Lost I feel like a mix between Naruto, being there for everyone, and Saskue, being lost but with no Naruto to help me back. It seems people only want me when they need help. I've been so lost though that it feels like a crushing pressure. Well maybe one day I'll find my light again.",4.039210526315788,5.0233679649122855,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,71.10526315789474,6.401754385964912,21.267543859649123,5.985473137389443,0.06093333333333328,222,4,47,1,4,68,46,57,0.212,0.561,0.22699999999999998,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,3,5,3,4,5,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280095959377507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815590197883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898824262364164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009543781859316,0.2839266552356816,0.0,0.0,0.1816235628080545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663913757837823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416599000928966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507686114209899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963774338010634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473459954881219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465565219509196,0.15113308730136313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776521415660606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090431907500928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523825530080746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720832216218023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786702756700498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ryder2002,2020/04/02,"Desperatly Need someone to talk to Preferably a female, I've got problems opening up to males about shit",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,35.8157894736842,7.1686216300943375,2.9076105263157896,86,5,13,1,2,27,17,19,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760788032329373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486630190659754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499381286880678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826752455898009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984168481751731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779459427383062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SniperNoSwiper,2020/04/02,"When the realization hits.. So today on a game this girl and i talked, we hit it off pretty good. I know its just a game, but it made me realize how alone I really am. I actually had fun. I always told myself I don't need a relationship because I can have plenty of fun by myself. Sounds sad ik. But thats been my life. I hope one day I can meet someone I vibe with well. Online is entirely different too because they can't see how you look, and idk if i look that good to most people. But today I felt what it was like, to have someone show interest in you even if its online. It felt good, I guess i've been missing out my whole life.",0.1306666666666665,2.209847400000001,2.6918518518518546,91.79333333333336,86.11111111111109,5.9703703703703725,17.88888888888889,7.3011,0.21646666666666725,489,12,112,8,15,169,91,135,0.075,0.69,0.235,0.976,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,1,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,3,0,22,26,11,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,8,6,22,9,9,16,2,8,0,2,3,0,11,4,0,5,5,75,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.15542468098666407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495583097910707,0.0,0.0,0.13252551478262178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941791972801559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271606377426457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640339667269718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519642491121044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584862128890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40076470903381617,0.0,0.0,0.17545401473994424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581911854884155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753070329862493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499441916465115,0.0778113450283448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674936076455388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070525681946992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809679020432623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792556834971767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104178606266794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203499034142949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203252959611657,0.0,0.0,0.1709965244485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691768026697742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698981443966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801530494318406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019389382216262,0.15218944349619762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320298282728686,0.0,0.0,0.17781942269094578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Memegod697,2020/04/02,It’s amazing frankly. I can’t even initiate conversations online. I thought it would be easier since it’s not face to face and if anything backfired I would just be able to talk about the game. But no. I just remain quiet as I hear my teammates trash talk me because they think I can’t hear them.,2.096,4.3678819333333365,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.66666666666666,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.0395,236,9,49,3,6,75,43,60,0.039,0.8420000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,10,10,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,32,13,0,0.2682791759417213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077090293280446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354049557678887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771958655083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047402584458511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192330665950066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312652787747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190246330511538,0.0,0.21298369862297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381155658566812,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chibi_Dino_Bun,2020/04/02,"Single Forever (28F) I feel like I should give up on dating. I always wanted to have a family before I hit 30, but I know now that's impossible. I don't really click with anyone in my area. I'm used to seeking friends online than in real life. Whenever I find someone I like it tends to be inappropriate stuff and then getting ghosted. I'm trying to convince myself that I'll never be in a relationship again and that I need to save up money to start my own family. I'm looking into donors or adoption agency's. I honestly don't want to start a family by myself, but it seems like I have no choice. I don't want to marry out of settling because what's the point of being with someone if I have no feelings for them. Just feel like venting out.",3.5949376114081986,4.630649967320263,5.722127153891861,78.81139037433157,72.20261437908495,8.178015448603684,26.32739156268568,8.575989854853784,1.8894888888888888,587,19,114,10,11,206,94,153,0.055,0.768,0.177,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,27,30,7,1,6,5,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,18,8,24,25,2,18,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,3,11,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355167277787974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222769767300443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784137287815073,0.0,0.13657655777470795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539249167482504,0.0,0.2434659999413581,0.2293272985672455,0.0,0.0,0.1466971848076601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400451599072357,0.0,0.08385639337597425,0.15396947073520292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820846207713462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133682864556844,0.3136553834686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478241837826127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901122517695208,0.12379010411933478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172757674022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268798915103684,0.10282257743100476,0.0,0.0,0.1723205672263537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611625230530748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719879920703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272102419768636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373797407534365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897126171679157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862339009411076,0.0,0.0,0.284007162364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotesAndTeacups,2020/04/02,"Never Been Kissed I'm a girl who has been consciously saving her first kiss. I've been saving myself all this time because I believed that somehow, somewhere, there was someone out there doing the same for me. Someone with an ideal they were willing to demonstrably strive for; a part of themselves they held-firm for that one special person. Not because it was ordained by any external creed, internal insecurity, or lack of alternative, but because it was their informed-choice to do so; their way of demonstrating that future devotion. I still believe in such a person. Yet, there are days in which I reminisce what ""friends"" would tell me. With their judgemental looks plastered on their faces and stories of fun times they've had with their partners, I can't help but feel so...*alone*. Naturally, my constant moving has made me miss out on any romantic possibility, and I often wonder--would I really end up meeting the one? I'm just here to see if there is some sort of community for people like me or others who might feel the same way I do. Despite what seems to be popular today and despite what the rest of the world is doing--despite what society may deem as normal, and despite what people may try to convince you of otherwise, I'm rooting for those who're following their beliefs. Whatever you choose to do, do it for you.",7.111632928475032,7.754791607287451,6.979368421052634,74.35291228070176,64.10121457489879,9.825533063427802,35.09014844804318,9.725611199111238,3.4377813225371114,1065,46,183,20,15,338,150,247,0.04,0.85,0.11,0.9611,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,8,2,12,14,0,1,9,0,25,3,1,2,2,41,36,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,17,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,9,4,25,12,31,21,7,23,1,1,2,2,22,8,0,11,12,140,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272517786261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055714392092702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696726656991044,0.0,0.0,0.3322762175998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935301062697188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510017933987996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060672324196482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491214771191156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543029543255,0.0,0.0,0.1139280429203564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988400347563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204202142262095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383014459777165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953121278567876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643287301020528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672776138905106,0.0,0.0,0.11373105392611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448052193564795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984685020588175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968594925463991,0.0,0.2044618526465388,0.2575146053970609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624017960949353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446732581592028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750736653340485,0.13424300341808512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498865415250543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776258654643483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288874589869494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197145044971596,0.0,0.13977583505182942,0.0,0.0,0.10011637465594192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409543853404935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599152205397934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095042008392494,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sithis1979,2020/04/02,Lonely females of Reddit are you willing to be pen pals with a man the est of the world treats like garbage? I am so lonely and just want someone to communicate with even if that means occasional emails back and forth.,8.695,7.2896570714285716,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,61.61904761904761,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7633428571428573,175,6,34,2,2,54,36,42,0.126,0.79,0.083,-0.4481,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099293088022683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521146645899086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26045101512784874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807139629573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517030624750891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144425703709619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ccwandco,2020/04/02,"I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m so desperate for love and human contact right now. And no, this isn’t just because of the coronavirus, though I suppose that may have amplified it a little bit. For context when I refer to “love” I don’t specifically mean romantic love. I mean all kinds. I don’t think I have ever truly felt love towards anybody, not even my family, even though they’re good people. I’ve had many friends but I don’t think I ever loved them. Everything positive I’ve ever felt towards the people I surround myself with feels more like an appreciation for things they’ve done for me, or just in general thinking they are a fun person. I’ve also struggled with depression for a long time and finally got on some medication for it at the very beginning of the year. It has helped with my general sense of self. Basically I don’t hate myself anymore. Or at least it doesn’t feel like I do. However, being able to spend less time focusing on myself has heightened my awareness of just how fucking lonely I am. I’m incredibly touch starved and just overall I feel like I have nobody to talk to about anything. But here’s the issue. It’s not like I’ve never, ever had that someone to talk to in my life. I have, a couple of times. But every single person that has been there for me emotionally I have pushed away. I start to resent them for trying to help me, even to the point of hating them, even though they literally have done nothing wrong and have actually been there for me. This has happened with my mother and former best friend. The most recent experience I had with this was a friend I made during the first semester of my college year. She was basically my only friend until I later found another group to hang out with. I ended up introducing her to that group and we all hung out together. Her and I got really close though, and the closer we got, the more I started to hate her. It got to the point where I would flat out ignore her and give her dirty looks. I think I really hurt her feelings, considering that she later admitted she had a crush on me. Somewhere in the back of my mind I think I could tell and that’s why I pushed her away. We’ve talked about it and have resolved the conflict, but we don’t even talk anymore and things will never be the same between us. I just don’t know why this happens to me. I want to be loved and to love so bad, but every time I see it coming I start to freak out. It’s 100% the reason why I’ve never kissed anyone or been in a relationship. Because everybody knows I don’t want it. But somehow I still do. It’s been like this for a long time. When I was 13-14-15 I told everyone I was asexual even though I really wasn’t simply because I didn’t want anybody trying to flirt with me or get with me. And it worked. I later admitted to myself that I was just in denial of my true sexuality and needed to stop being so afraid. But I’m still afraid. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and why I’m so scared of love. I don’t even have any trauma I could draw from that would explain this. Does anybody here feel the same or have any advice?",3.1224170616113724,4.610556345971567,4.5214916271722,85.19457867298581,74.00789889415482,7.528454976303317,23.87642969984202,8.174460898885233,1.2696035007898896,2449,71,507,39,50,814,251,633,0.13,0.71,0.16,0.9574,1,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,4,0,5,4,44,44,5,4,25,0,57,12,0,3,10,113,116,43,0,8,20,1,8,5,4,4,2,0,0,4,30,36,0,3,25,0,1,4,20,19,0,1,26,10,88,25,74,80,13,67,0,3,2,10,52,27,1,9,41,362,118,2,0.05446186372109379,0.0,0.0531469227734969,0.0,0.0,0.05321950291032915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043553132741229295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407186981445646,0.057108012728942226,0.0,0.0,0.10802306894398034,0.03808100141519344,0.0,0.04481747339093187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233742748178362,0.041877811471299486,0.045473381333545934,0.0995983398829066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154365945312036,0.0,0.0594582496843984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691407321274331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696673315821814,0.06026101632618677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690792341922742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765994395435225,0.11146679068377628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126226631977804,0.048237046119313565,0.0,0.0,0.2518008314199884,0.19705549494508293,0.09177293821188608,0.052040644697401016,0.04894681139127406,0.05327415313153522,0.051341798134501265,0.0,0.13768777346646816,0.11672269897303295,0.10458385986596873,0.05966030963159062,0.0,0.0463252334593064,0.0,0.05971462250511282,0.16830840324969149,0.05034911542337092,0.0284540759637416,0.05224478230006696,0.0,0.04568002736363075,0.1742325104147709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632089245099243,0.0,0.0,0.16130944545032352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300927849086497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058302551520488424,0.0,0.0,0.05684403608840975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056713650248131776,0.1197232640013215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038468024974867135,0.13303657819565334,0.05458509509350349,0.0,0.09639407115652622,0.04573424895484054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932316667312951,0.05153313228567365,0.0,0.055215781685668465,0.0,0.11864987126943675,0.0,0.05486459802034251,0.0,0.0,0.054990957026148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038278186542157,0.1260130403073197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225762708497668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041420701505462086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551399783209976,0.09510799741849486,0.0,0.0,0.10296812969296147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046689934263651,0.055995866515878345,0.053774520096384976,0.058471659852932976,0.0,0.046510134043246346,0.0,0.0,0.05452582653375847,0.0,0.04339905418444569,0.0,0.056815601552231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046145360395454915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564516236639318,0.0,0.0869866294378457,0.04553255671166198,0.0,0.05693536489965768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509753232113326,0.04760206939604929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723640845386738,0.17448481599401644,0.2675425229399456,0.0,0.15878575353238072,0.0,0.0,0.052040644697401016,0.0,0.07395206099199422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551091634406274,0.0,0.0,0.044936741277683184,0.09636905484280243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657344402910465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039648885426622635,0.0,0.0,0.07737629080051618,0.17863649523725258,0.0,0.07014330926808518 lonely,Galacticotaku,2020/04/02,"Heyyy what’s up fellow lonely dudes I love all of you guys, if you’re lonely just hmu and we can chat and hang out, everyone deserves friends and I want to be that friend! Love to all you guys! ❤️",-1.9836627906976751,-0.38408393023255627,-0.047238372093023166,104.97472383720932,109.23255813953487,3.080232558139535,12.351744186046512,5.148860815047168,-1.5111837209302323,153,3,38,1,8,49,33,43,0.095,0.59,0.315,0.9115,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,4,2,3,0,2,0,2,11,2,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903790526347244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695679210960023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017959617756391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485435447397031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924166140569425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cassiano90,2020/04/02,"Tokyo Hey💭 My name is cassiano, I'm 24! Brazilian that grew up mostly in Japan. If you a loner that happens to miss hanging out with people and shit. Text me lol",-0.5752941176470578,1.6381614705882368,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,96.05882352941177,2.72,18.564705882352946,3.1291,-0.8089223529411762,126,4,27,0,5,41,33,34,0.207,0.718,0.07400000000000001,-0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810349457231782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45552185528221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744614378959829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wevibeatdawn,2020/04/02,What are things you do to pass the time people with friends use to hang out with said friends? I'm about to lose the only friend I have. Can someone just tell me things they do to pass time and help them feel less alone?,3.9503623188405843,4.3829434565217396,2.9595652173913045,101.15427536231886,70.95652173913044,6.133333333333334,21.85507246376812,3.1291,-0.5221362318840579,173,3,43,0,3,49,35,46,0.08,0.693,0.22699999999999998,0.8423,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,8,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123207432323897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275340233324696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846120343518832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906306914768188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821785436168669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183071158933904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486309276023812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399265272965305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371191214710128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204583339604973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335138066860947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415227635726343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784395362325687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Graham_Hollice,2020/04/02,"Anyone with the same interests as me? Knows there’s someone but can’t really find anyone Hello, I’m a teen and a diagnosed Schizotypal (although I’m really good socially when talking to people one-on-one.) Not seen as much of a “weirdo,” as I’m not socially inept. I’m really into the old internet; I love AMVs, 4chan, nostalgic stuff in general. My favorite movie is American Psycho, and I really like YouTube channels like ScareTheater and Nexpo. Into gore/guro and those dumb scary web games like Slendytubbies, Slender, etc. Been on BestGore a couple times, although I’m usually really empathetic towards those in pain. I can handle gore, but not stuff like that. I really want to watch the lost anime Saki Sanobashi, I play Don’t Starve Together, and I enjoy ARGs as well. I really really love flash games! Newgrounds especially. I used to play all the old JMKit games, do you guys remember those? It really feels like I’m back in 2010. If you seem interested in being my friend, DM and I’ll invite you to my discord server. Really looking for people like me.",3.596969696969694,6.274189151515149,5.255848484848485,75.01377272727275,76.67676767676768,9.212525252525252,25.556565656565656,9.642632912329526,3.039724444444444,844,31,140,26,20,285,119,198,0.111,0.593,0.29600000000000004,0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,1,4,19,1,0,8,0,7,5,1,1,1,25,23,16,0,2,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,4,16,16,19,19,4,14,0,1,3,2,14,8,1,2,12,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756872107671382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114092133414566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675954911325408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710395095387017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768639826956985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053355762409757486,0.07538588258343659,0.0,0.0,0.0964464049271323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152705709871177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850795628119695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448467949629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057992858299532185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932019071728617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861301406030228,0.0,0.11519117167506082,0.0,0.19047783668331286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757178360872409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145795178112265,0.0,0.07150533420082755,0.0,0.112284254945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631317020758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760094238730252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953735369933195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606446950396316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513547657533924,0.08940956860531042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159791575272546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481564936606767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061531497868191475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113826983740657,0.11621903136439715,0.0,0.062240389546978386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487813964935493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cypppp,2020/04/02,Just hits worse in the night. That’s all.,-2.4333333333333336,-1.4696182222222198,-2.0349999999999984,117.66750000000002,120.11111111111113,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.3926,32,0,9,0,2,9,9,9,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6773980106793027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7356167039482745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LETSPRACTICEBABYMKIN,2020/04/02,"Lonely and Alone So my ex and I have been talking for awhile we never stopped talking after the break-up which I did. We talked, we sometimes fuck, but we were better communicators and all. Last night she asked me “what are we? Do you see a future with me?” I said “we’re just friends. We tried to whole relationship thing. It wasn’t for me and you.” She has blocked me on all social media, and my number. Why do I feel so alone and hurt?",0.8015730337078644,3.07287168539326,2.067516853932585,96.09138764044943,84.95505617977528,4.458876404494381,17.888764044943823,5.6839178017228535,-0.5786053932584267,336,8,76,2,10,107,63,89,0.17300000000000001,0.718,0.109,-0.7451,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,6,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,3,21,14,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,20,2,6,9,3,7,0,2,1,1,19,1,1,0,6,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132379357326322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650298243354727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764390903580755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087179507745993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413106711461208,0.18443197698140265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356591371201192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261687119659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538645644773882,0.0,0.0,0.1872146385817016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418536817143027,0.0,0.0,0.18976755271030907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897346547313873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033623054651608,0.0,0.0,0.1973078642775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678861943722748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810449564853978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253709684561735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544552566530085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800152227078769,0.2227315358596867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mcrippled,2020/04/02,"Anyone else just have the feeling of completely not interest or anything? It seems a year ago i knew what made my happy i knew that i had hobbies and things to do people to talk to, but now nothing seems to have any purpose",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,69.66666666666666,7.777777777777778,30.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.9672222222222224,177,7,35,2,3,57,37,45,0.043,0.8740000000000001,0.083,0.183,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389335486811756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832984388930032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847068741134693,0.2761785901262344,0.2218108690455448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826106391894396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516853528686268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628900684848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693346655058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255048042472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586337158471321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686713258171425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907635295912397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664840113309086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907234907240674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735768128958428 lonely,thomasgiles2012,2020/04/02,"It’s been weeks so far. I just want to start of saying that I appreciate this community and the fight that everyone of you gives everyday. Thank you. • • My wife and I live on one side of the country and the rest of our family lives on the other. My wife went back to her parents place for what was meant to be a couple of Days. This was before Covid-19 hit the states as hard as it has. She has now been gone for weeks with no sight in the near future of her getting home. With airlines shutting down and states talking about closing borders I am not sure if she will be home in weeks or months. I have no family in this side of the country. No siblings or children. I am writing this because I need to tell Someone somewhere how hard this is on me. I am trying to stay strong because I know this is hard on her but she does have her family with her right now. It’s been weeks of me living alone with no clear end in the near future. I just really miss my best friend. Thank you for listening.",1.8936323567539544,3.8776502118226617,2.934477573243456,93.05358050298165,78.90147783251231,6.047083225304641,21.521648949961108,7.0608816371341465,0.4364738916256159,775,22,170,9,19,247,110,203,0.09,0.797,0.113,0.8969,1,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,3,0,2,8,8,1,0,9,0,17,0,0,1,2,24,31,12,0,3,7,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,13,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,6,27,6,34,19,2,37,0,1,1,0,24,18,0,3,14,123,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029595862250354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673621969939716,0.0,0.15337902579127802,0.0,0.10705072282407058,0.0,0.13202450430473472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920075356932382,0.0,0.08113376723914134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009273520391323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142582019229556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021199441609308,0.0,0.0,0.3557930529038051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971965708211331,0.0,0.0657278794441841,0.12068354484546387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380894990655608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252385188951181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913909515960541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332641534737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100416288653154,0.0,0.0,0.09328275574485344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524867114146509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969147809721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143936748896107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059385458213247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074367161746114,0.0,0.10004512357535614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659410232986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904537144938761,0.13409130819045448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856965033586027,0.0,0.0,0.10111723106070086,0.109959047081485,0.2316485398796181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541328412359347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420300260823946,0.0,0.4036524806200231,0.0,0.0,0.1166224232674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yA_boi-7,2020/04/02,"Well I hit a new low... So I’m going to be very honest I don’t really have the best luck with women usually I end up being friends with them and they don’t like me in any romantic way which I’m fine with, but I wish sometimes they would and I just got bad news yesterday about some stuff in my life and today I spent probably three hours looking at really dumb TickTock videos about kissing your best friend, now I’m wishing I was some of the guys in those videos thinking that I had a best friend that’s a girl and she liked me wtf is wrong with me...",1.359463869463866,3.228215264957268,2.6778399378399382,94.8083216783217,80.1111111111111,6.305827505827506,20.03807303807304,7.348242739294969,0.3202376068376074,434,11,100,6,11,140,81,117,0.126,0.532,0.341,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,3,6,17,1,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,18,20,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,1,1,4,1,17,13,13,12,5,15,0,1,1,1,11,6,1,3,9,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758180585772864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209085971703707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980651831621587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011873991455484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666760811085679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899090240894539,0.0,0.1265274398803437,0.0,0.0,0.15664342684497998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579568471128158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174173420875948,0.15457760537999016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284862673058712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279108684182174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056696103816452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026946596294581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564643992059975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110179226541126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136853111125978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995563315437455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423556664275516,0.13053203025991866,0.0,0.12557224104906145,0.0,0.0,0.1422413027345193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638456735661176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238113896333224,0.17296747782803085,0.0,0.0 lonely,supercow1486,2020/04/02,"I’ve messed up every relationship opportunity I’ve had Idk what it is, I can talk to girls perfectly fine normally I never freeze or stutter and always have engaging conversations in a normal situation but as song as it become a romantic shit my ability to function normally decides it doesn’t exist. For example This one time me and this girl were getting along really well, we would text back and forth for hours on end for weeks. Then we decide to hang out in person (we met at work, and had perfect conversations there) we come back to my house we kind of awkwardly sit in silence for a while, eventually we get a little closer. Till the climax. She ends up sitting on my lap staring into my eyes with the look 👁👁:visual representation. And I freeze we stared at each other for like 3 minutes until eventually said I had to go to the bathroom and ran for the hills like a little bitch. She leaves shortly after and basically never talk again. I guess what I’m saying is that I’m starting to get super lonely cause I can’t hold down a relationship. Hell I’ve only kissed four people a total collective amount of 6 times. And two of them were guys, and one was lesbian. I have 2 other stories pretty similar to this. And I just feels like I’m getting to the point of no return. That I’m just gonna had down a lonely spiral And because of this stupid corona thing I can’t even go and meet new people. Bad virus",2.8619010989011,5.055207585714289,4.666428571428573,80.7878021978022,76.71428571428571,7.3076923076923075,23.62637362637363,8.263242389622931,1.5685796703296706,1124,36,212,21,26,381,168,280,0.14300000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.15,0.055,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,7,0,1,5,8,22,4,1,13,0,16,4,2,1,5,44,35,20,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,3,0,4,14,25,0,1,3,1,0,5,6,10,1,4,10,10,24,12,40,23,3,44,1,2,4,2,24,18,3,2,22,140,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119638777716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870343370582557,0.1015464207978716,0.07413754769582845,0.13431814867900682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493576644172838,0.0,0.10476362390691617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154358985248653,0.0,0.0,0.08032791440612796,0.0,0.1024688854031449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061494000107854864,0.08688432630978225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541627199468605,0.0,0.1382372650654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397655947088954,0.12042149904766893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976978719098913,0.140331493853559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664701907336745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877649877510802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825006130782922,0.2437875026270677,0.0,0.0,0.10212896320988657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875994679642973,0.11745996681254545,0.0,0.0,0.3574811114993207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482377274600635,0.09249639814477154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862999792652572,0.10619263890077932,0.0,0.0,0.1149688534252214,0.0,0.0,0.1237298020909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791196621895981,0.0,0.0,0.2611456461802966,0.0,0.0,0.11568710458532028,0.09671596337945698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483970807883535,0.0,0.13670436137729886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608224545519495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550478957492806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079796975418711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183352521455372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880366500584925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755507599595206,0.0,0.1093496946969597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853976294760978,0.0,0.0,0.08639433834680926,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cheesecakesx,2020/04/02,"Can anyone remember what having a real life connection was like? I am agoraphobic and the person i live with is super toxic, that being said its been about eight years since i went out to places and did things. (A small part of me is loving the fact people bully me for my struggles of isolation but cant handle a week) . But does anyone else remember what having a friend was like? Going places? Doing things? eating in restaurants? riding in cars? Going into gas stations? I miss it....",2.8916483516483527,5.6302980000000025,4.038120879120879,82.31937912087912,79.98901098901098,5.837802197802197,17.89120879120879,7.1686216300943375,0.5501463736263732,382,8,64,5,10,124,69,91,0.079,0.765,0.157,0.8611,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,6,0,13,3,0,0,1,11,19,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,6,1,7,5,10,12,1,14,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551990021325821,0.18698000622444566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969603853422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673026765760947,0.15244488760060332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098938763304353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742370013445305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288963160469906,0.1783083466345944,0.0,0.16113980332625638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470209098269722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761617615736454,0.0,0.12651385321832095,0.15934104365716814,0.3813211881157013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771072337594215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134455209621358,0.0,0.17358739902418616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095554343204842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077555432470847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424731687483848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463804627529157,0.0,0.0,0.16916773813976255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751596508929082 lonely,Spacers-Choice,2020/04/02,"It's very difficult. I can handle it most of the time, or at least ignore all the sadness to the point where it seems like I'm handling it. Fake it till you make it, right? But sometimes I'll just be listening to music or laying in bed restless and it'll get me thinking. I'd just like a dang hug and for someone to care about 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lonely,ara_bella_,2020/04/02,"I'm nothing saying I'm too adult to my friends, but I've been trying to put my shit together and get more discipline in the last years and now struggling with some thoughts and problems about it that I can't even share with them because they won't understand Because of that, I've never felt so lonely, I'm crying everyday, and I'm really afraid to be wrong about everything i started to believe, so I end up overthinking all that hoping that I'm not just too worried about life and future, I'm just feeling alone with my own thoughts",15.419408099688475,7.1088576074766365,13.428411214953275,62.313707165109065,57.03738317757009,16.88348909657321,52.48909657320872,11.855464076750405,5.969120872274145,432,18,84,7,3,137,69,107,0.24600000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.081,-0.9726,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,11,9,1,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,23,18,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,3,8,3,13,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,2,8,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672666694761832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335010169707166,0.0,0.0,0.2248822228649767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925256720085834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678743580216874,0.0,0.0,0.1318347230747748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938870583311053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092437398525013,0.0,0.191648472485913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421140714582895,0.0,0.10428339901468214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982490483810456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270163440983434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409842443266368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539447655954671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915227534996179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909914104423833,0.0,0.20065435594443046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278696523696151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873090124779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488778359286572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412787705885548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086665328174229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169221454106668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355161259535091,0.0,0.0,0.2077919089390343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270472739741774,0.0,0.0,0.2182325997295792,0.0,0.12853664125194306 lonely,LargeGrade2,2020/04/02,i hate being alone i wish i was one of those ppl that enjoyed their alone time but im not. if im alone i feel like im wasting my life and i feel especially miserable when i see other ppl hanging out w their friends and im all by myself. does anyone no how u can b happier when ur 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lonely,clayta248,2020/04/02,"7 billion people & all i need is one (words for the lonely) maybe it’s something in my dna. something in the way i smell, maybe i give off this certain taste in people’s mouths, you know how they say humans are attracted to smells? maybe mine is good. maybe my smells good at first but it’s the kind u get tired of, kinda like that one song u listen to & at first it’s the best thing u’ve ever heard so u listen to it everyday until u get tired of it- maybe people get tired of me. or maybe i vibrate on a different frequency than everyone else, i can never quite match there’s & they never can quite match mine- maybe it’s in the way the stars aligned when i was born or the way the moon brought in the tides that just makes it all that much harder for people to just- well, that’s the problem. i ask myself everytime, what do i wish from them, instead? & i’ve come to realize it’s not what i wish from them but what i wish to find: somewhere to belong. somewhere where the cracks i make with my knuckles won’t scare away the birds, where my words won’t get lost in between the floorboards, somewhere i can sing a song & not worry by who it’s heard- somewhere that will want me. that will accept me. where i can sing, & i can dance, & they’ll watch hoping to join. & they’ll join me. & i won’t be afraid of them doing so. 7 billion people in this world & somewhere there’s a heart to call home. all i need is one.",1.2011000000000005,3.2507102433333337,2.116,97.70299999999999,81.56666666666666,4.933333333333334,18.333333333333336,5.8886186174403665,-0.4610666666666665,1123,25,256,7,30,351,142,300,0.07200000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9783,1,2,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,7,6,14,15,0,2,16,0,20,6,2,3,7,35,43,9,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,1,1,22,2,1,0,4,5,0,3,7,5,1,7,5,12,35,10,34,30,5,31,0,2,1,0,18,16,0,4,10,159,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.675020214802552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058242087968834864,0.0,0.058532898630507466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538000398267528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636152632099337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366593160052825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509023771885057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204365391799821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635391466263965,0.0,0.0595303176109531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569410692389962,0.10598469243682478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019670984455106,0.059763834631998934,0.0,0.10450856453627966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382579723835388,0.0,0.0,0.06249197732532105,0.061877954863629236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487586062354074,0.03423844945071653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03043663198222125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068007806895719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317146446551513,0.0,0.4381210496556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579766663976701,0.0923893177896177,0.09609919779992293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664827233621845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159548705226853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961268400128473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252743242639595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049543458710561886,0.06237316602106744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959231638653028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138935020176885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481404797186293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036746152781269546,0.1483525150463152,0.0,0.0,0.056015179862046335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149257682721654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326867177911208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsmissmaryjane,2020/04/02,"Surrounded by friends virtually and still lonely. I’m very used to social distancing due to my introvertedness and the fact my last relationship was long distance and I used FaceTime to talk to him everyday. Lately, I’ve been feeling extra lonely, stuck on the house, but at the same time, I don’t even care to talk to my friends I could FaceTime because I’ve been so depressed and down and don’t wanna share this side of me. This sucks. I feel so alone cause honestly, I’m don’t care to talk to my friends all I want is talk to the guy Ive been talking and hanging out with, but he’s be ghosting me all of a sudden and making me feel extra down. That would be easy to get over it I had someone to go make me feel special like he did, but I don’t, and I feel so damn alone, unloved, unwanted, and pathetic. I normally have enough confidence to not feel like this but this hurt, I’m pretty, funny, kinda, and have no problem getting guy but given I can’t get an another person in this time and day, and since my brain can’t do anything but think about him, since I have for a couple months, there isn’t much else to think about and I can feel any more alone and rejected, and I’m not used to it. Please someone, talk to me, give me some excitement to talk about my day and share my life with you. I need someone so bad.",4.44029411764706,4.658837441176473,5.183088235294118,86.40014705882353,69.80882352941177,8.458823529411765,28.5,8.313332769828598,1.688398529411765,1032,34,227,14,17,335,135,272,0.18600000000000005,0.618,0.196,0.3707,0,8,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,10,22,2,0,7,0,24,2,1,6,3,56,54,26,1,8,8,0,7,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,8,19,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,8,7,30,12,33,42,9,23,0,5,0,0,23,9,2,2,14,142,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814262127863908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159433811201202,0.0949761428661828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453578845199876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562662673349277,0.055213887426807794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011120360649884,0.0,0.0,0.18469519417236152,0.09304582574267813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231703992436503,0.1002198924872884,0.0,0.11682720418242527,0.0,0.07801240882547207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566407536477354,0.0,0.0,0.09358853997993304,0.0,0.059824158757543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205832986702872,0.06470704199313948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993485224868225,0.0,0.14196563256461936,0.0868881207843018,0.0514760538265218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936765643947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451178309614027,0.09696277629122564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383099216983259,0.1021729302820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397604226107592,0.08850107334051865,0.0,0.0,0.08015632689819918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091948742555499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229637336539096,0.0,0.0665832976604997,0.06716046797125548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874460360497477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908689445568476,0.0,0.09942452559138318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214768462563697,0.0,0.08666836925164015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724401978709632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149849716769743,0.0,0.0,0.09233015413441054,0.2302325785174313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233358464205097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509607199384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607404299277055,0.0,0.0,0.10563041991452757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346840410215029,0.0,0.07473414247116601,0.053423683083211236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064342123796235,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,corny_cornstar,2020/04/02,I drive people away from me and then get sad when because I'm lonely Am I retarded or something?,1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.2574999999999998,77,3,15,1,2,26,18,20,0.39899999999999997,0.601,0.0,-0.8519,0,2,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826083443690767,0.0,0.0,0.3780097880052584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239788705991909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42990220036047855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773865381158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,internetmouse,2020/04/02,Are there any ways I can call strangers just to chat? Any apps or good websites for this? I’d prefer not to video chat though. I just miss talking to people. I just wanna talk to someone voice-to-voice.,0.8207317073170728,3.2499291219512223,1.1348292682926842,101.53151219512196,87.04878048780488,3.28,17.956097560975607,3.1291,-1.0300575609756093,158,4,35,0,5,47,29,41,0.042,0.872,0.086,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540130341088922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408637441866253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998925737246017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142617676132105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828414502788737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366177613257869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279727996535763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649678247357746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,7abibi-Ya-3ennny,2020/04/02,"I get really scared sometimes that my friends will leave and forget about me It just happened so much to me because I moved so much during the majority of my childhood and teen years. I end up opening up to them and sometimes they end up leaving me. I just recently made a really awesome friend and she’s so cool but I’m scared that what happened so many times will repeat again and that I will lose her. I don’t know maybe I’m just overthinking which I tend to do, how do you stop these thoughts?",2.6480418041804192,4.616378930693075,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,76.52475247524751,6.469086908690867,25.083608360836077,7.3871296695380915,1.037494169416941,396,14,84,5,9,124,64,101,0.14800000000000002,0.765,0.087,-0.7434,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,10,6,0,2,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,16,15,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,17,3,8,10,3,14,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426436856413056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029812642023104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642900887127821,0.0,0.0893613166722416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250013331777953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399908576445692,0.0,0.0,0.36221323062299415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913499584592631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184214026703025,0.0,0.17340766780850175,0.17183262335803248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817884030107698,0.25146809293920136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191451488182095,0.0,0.16888132038988876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424816646942128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33832577643073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142997060399799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578661831161412,0.09973477277932834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014412275998063 lonely,killyourtvset,2020/04/02,"Do you ever feel like you have nothing in common with anyone and you'll always end up alone? I swear, I have almost nothing in common with the majority of the world's population. The few people I've met who I have had things in common with always seem to be in my life for a period and then they're gone.",4.306093749999999,4.491304921874999,5.953125000000004,80.87937500000002,70.09375,8.275,22.25,8.07648339933343,0.9631687500000004,241,4,50,3,4,83,45,64,0.055,0.903,0.043,0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,11,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884031627666866,0.2780605645838625,0.0,0.0,0.4467877157599864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877249294051112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377903873569453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285225901842944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357497260753608,0.19179958168453326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896328091277509,0.1311639994851208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152206607409167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861277196674876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444108158475684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836377926852678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spacepaddybogger,2020/04/02,"I'm insane and it prevents me interacting with people When I was told I had a mental illness it was like walking in shite and not knowing about it while everyone else freaks out. I live in Ireland,age 28m, and the only social life here is the pubs (closed due to corona-lockdown). That does not interest me. there's only so much drinking one can do before you get fed up with it and I think we can all agree alcohol doesn't bring the best out in most people. I'm out of a long term relationship 2 years now and have been actively avoiding new connections. So I'm reaching out now I guess. I'm not really looking to go on about myself, however I am an open person, but I'd rather hear about how your day is going over a call every so often. feel free to message me",3.69751438434983,4.542298670886076,5.1725776754890695,83.56097238204836,71.78481012658227,8.023935558112774,26.38895281933257,8.296473431620573,1.6221696202531644,602,19,124,9,11,203,111,158,0.071,0.8440000000000001,0.085,0.4872,1,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,1,14,6,0,1,7,0,12,5,0,1,1,29,28,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,14,3,2,3,2,1,4,4,2,0,1,6,3,13,5,19,22,5,26,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,3,11,82,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063765317842405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975346054549214,0.0,0.19702222351311535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917041884903287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107718417601294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429310298677435,0.0,0.0,0.1839143578019652,0.0,0.0,0.15683321795740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817959000838694,0.17939423107499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492731073209906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808673793619936,0.0,0.2133946692784325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681748576128425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115973506979011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317734826399053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260676921791714,0.09172059565760604,0.0,0.16577842848290106,0.16614456234990402,0.15765485752054142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919841238126595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801097527418818,0.0,0.0,0.18132108414870046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721791934217064,0.2855704398116434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031144800872724,0.1639278891065055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027146411103752,0.0,0.0,0.2015631920009487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191377944124651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029662423098805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939423107499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089881960889627 lonely,2525ifmanstillalive,2020/04/02,"Why does no one talk to eachother? people everywhere and never a word. Since the corona virus hit and people have been staying home I've seen a lot more people in my apartment building, sitting on their patios, hanging out around the building and I thought to myself; this is kind of like a nice community of people all together because of the virus unyet all they do is stare at me as a walk by never saying a word a conversation could be struck up so easily unyet never does. when im on my break at work its a room full of people. not a single word. all staring down at their phones, dead silence. When I walk outside my house, people everywhere walking people everywhere on the bus, unyet no communication. WHY PEOPLE WHY WHY WHY DO YOU DO THIS WHY!!!!!!!! im losing my god damn mind I havent had a friend, a phone call, a text message, an email IN YEARS. no one ever talks to me I never do anything. why is it like this god fucking damn!!!! 8 billion people nothing but silence WHY!!!",1.3088126079447306,3.887025000000001,3.0757836787564763,87.3338482297064,86.56476683937824,4.874697754749568,21.51316925734024,6.42735559955562,0.5791003454231434,767,26,144,8,24,254,110,193,0.084,0.861,0.054000000000000006,-0.6735,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,2,5,9,3,0,16,0,13,1,0,0,8,22,17,8,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,3,4,4,15,5,21,10,7,30,0,1,3,1,14,15,3,1,10,96,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194777195541377,0.0778315948182743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053296762050275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927621656896938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980606236317667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302186935550674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908580482215817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754851232666087,0.08082799855849207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769982265273883,0.0,0.0,0.10088294620640227,0.0,0.0,0.18887967632372074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910453103685513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542815706059975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097812256907888,0.0,0.07433020192402967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827978322686585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697268662263572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389182950241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849020731457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545519095115739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952816550995962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232333268115916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931891764048904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054649193974394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940997375641697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311387168183354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365037453312047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056302312888072886 lonely,isthiswhatavibeis,2020/04/02,"I want to be in a relationship so badly I want to be in a relationship so badly. The first problem is finding someone. Thankfully that isnt much of a problem. This is where the main problems start to happen Problem 1) almost as soon as i get into a relationship I loose that crush feeling that made me like them in the first place. Problem 2) I have no idea what it means to be a boyfriend, as in responsibilities. I'll happily do anything that she tells me to do, and ill really try my best, but im just clueless Problem 3) Im terrible at opening up. Not just in a relationship but in general. Im more of a quiet guy, ill joke around and with my friends i could be loud but in terms of actually opening up and expressing my feelings is just something i feel that im incapable of doing, and honestly it scares me Problem 4) im too insecure. Every text i send takes me longer to press send then it does to write the text itself. And saying things like i love you terrifies me. For somereason it sounds weird to me and i want to get over that but idk how. Its not that i don't have feelings for them, i do, but im just terrified of sayings things like that and even as far as complementing them.",1.9422166785459751,3.9657250819672174,3.92607982893799,85.80979686386317,78.91803278688525,7.194297933000712,26.182466143977187,8.18289091462,1.706028011404134,936,38,197,18,23,318,123,244,0.226,0.6409999999999999,0.132,-0.9756,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,3,12,22,0,2,11,0,16,3,0,2,0,46,32,21,0,11,11,0,5,3,1,0,2,5,0,1,18,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,13,0,2,1,10,26,9,35,26,5,26,0,0,0,1,19,18,0,1,9,139,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.08030037490847074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239868059250313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771530180740598,0.07325299713988714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741264324942346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863552727713743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569958252270003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201002744715218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054349877418283364,0.0,0.06933046129757597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642739413968155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520895176650952,0.1399867920992701,0.0,0.0,0.06357483733722406,0.0,0.08598326481855945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147720204307264,0.072766242819897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289216079070273,0.5333053660982827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060401484969907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426735316120772,0.07786207793033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963481466634192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060490513215899024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597254344699011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511637338306302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271524655811135,0.0,0.0,0.3533823568842655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087606700426593,0.08238377848356768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697216235045948,0.06334865766356068,0.0,0.0,0.0582432585604826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061869685692280026,0.0,0.07192258402640707,0.07575893942469285,0.0,0.0,0.10933583385681013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055867564037710926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560525482222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,under-the-lilac-tree,2020/04/02,"I think I got ghosted. And it hurts so badly. Met this guy after leaving a real piece of shit. He’s perfect and I was excited and happy and feeling on top of the world. I think he’s ghosted me. And I feel so stupid for feeling crushed. But... I am. I felt hopeful for the first time in years. Just venting really, there isn’t much anyone can do. I tried reaching out one last time. No reply. Maybe I’m overreacting, it’s been a stressful and emotional week. I don’t know anymore.",-0.14734693877550953,2.1718791632653094,2.0706122448979585,92.68510204081636,94.10204081632654,4.4326530612244905,22.306122448979593,6.1826913282559595,0.5011142857142858,370,15,77,4,14,124,69,98,0.213,0.593,0.19399999999999998,-0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,2,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,19,18,9,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,4,10,4,8,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,7,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851784658281035,0.1399656290191416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713610948890847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251677036298955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364047853726434,0.0,0.19219748939624512,0.0,0.0,0.17026706755677554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009664931013262,0.0,0.0,0.19820275979703994,0.0,0.2130879007447076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881697401388074,0.0,0.0,0.21428935673236474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000985617124556,0.1631677270818552,0.0,0.21195432423676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011007024952652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471502010414196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564241807638824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784071887734794,0.12823596158439046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547472726350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292975167535921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565255756656434,0.0,0.0,0.2334449940549197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590434008225274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056672145356388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289048611950986 lonely,MissionGuava,2020/04/02,I feel so lonely in this world I just want someone to be with me. Someone to hug me. Someone that will be happy to talk to me.,-0.6147619047619061,1.1886194285714282,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,86.85714285714286,3.733333333333334,20.047619047619047,3.1291,-0.6108952380952379,96,3,23,0,3,33,19,28,0.085,0.669,0.24600000000000002,0.6494,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002336552513608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579554565171884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8547370561972549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702733782280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983351005483433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lamham0,2020/04/02,"I feel like my friends have abandoned me I’ve never been super close with my friends and the ones that I did feel more comfortable around lead me on and made fun of me. I don’t have any friends were I can text them and tell them how I feel and they help me out. Ever since quarantine I have felt like my friends don’t really want to talk to me at all. I try to play video games with them every once and a while when but I invited one of my closest friends to play games today and he blew me off and it’s been going on kinda like this for a while. And when ever I join a voice chat with him and his other friends I don’t talk because I’m not playing with them so there’s nothing to talk about. My best friend and and some other friends have a Minecraft world that they play on and they invited me one time and I played with them twice maybe three times and then they have never asked me again. Should I try and be more upfront and tell them I want to play with them Note: I am very introverted",4.141403572730589,4.167958284360189,4.217725118483411,93.7323332118119,70.4218009478673,7.629748450601531,25.23550856726213,7.010146845296331,0.6433817717827202,782,19,188,6,13,241,107,211,0.026000000000000002,0.696,0.278,0.9948,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,11,3,10,22,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,3,5,45,26,24,0,3,2,0,4,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,6,25,0,1,4,10,0,2,6,1,0,5,6,5,40,21,23,18,5,25,0,1,0,0,32,10,0,2,16,131,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648504642602949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100124226006859,0.1051464530301512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856209308591288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803277934599413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034753370899428,0.0947627953414956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060817995698752,0.08035026047257975,0.10799108213818592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6951667923971393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392062139851935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538783709514085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484490889957942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642404532845236,0.0,0.0,0.11299358045432067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349120095268014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792024134723556,0.0,0.0,0.11977936887098345,0.2286425003457236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205265950159549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303827994075001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712030138204636,0.19661156100700086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116704909583315,0.0,0.1066106250235716,0.0,0.0,0.1527226687389314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928014575969914,0.1326781975784242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,totallynotNTB,2020/04/02,"Kinda jealous whenever I see people having a normal conversation Idk. I just haven’t had a normal conversation with someone in so long or even felt accepted by someone in so long that whenever I see other people just chatting with each other, it kinda just makes me depressed. Idrk maybe it’s only me that feels that way",3.98,6.719822333333332,5.420000000000004,74.015,75.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.391166666666668,260,10,40,5,6,87,39,60,0.127,0.838,0.036000000000000004,-0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,8,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,5,1,5,6,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592298547983727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024440296183567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501766727351866,0.0,0.2184106709949409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026145867672592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184063238008222,0.0,0.2285281639605171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457523603048715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300419434668254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31540359969801063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625345844805623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38547589045541575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805582386905303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smoketank,2020/04/02,"Never had a real relationship with a female. I know I’m someone worthy of attention and affection, and I know my family and friends love me, but I just can’t shake the feeling that no one cares for me. I’m 22, a virgin, and have been single basically my entire life. There have been girls here and there but these “flings” never lasted more than 1 month. I haven’t even kissed a girl in around 6 years. I feel incredibly empty and devoid of feeling due to this. Usually I waste my time playing video games and watching anime/movies to get absorbed in something other than these thoughts. Ya know they say that entering into a relationship like this is super toxic and unhealthy and that you should be happy with yourself before that. I feel like this rings untrue for me. I’ve never struggled with depression in my life but recently I just feel so sad. I’m really trying my best not to give into my sexual urges and I haven’t for around 1 month, the only thing that does is amplify these feelings. These past few days have been so hard for me I don’t know why. Am I truly depressed? Feeling alone is the worst pain imaginable.",3.032915851272016,5.391587621004568,4.102713633398565,84.22260273972603,76.89954337899543,6.911154598825831,22.757338551859107,7.957251820313856,1.2994790606653623,895,27,167,15,21,290,128,219,0.156,0.624,0.22,0.9263,0,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,10,17,0,2,8,0,17,6,0,1,3,43,36,15,0,1,6,0,8,2,1,1,3,2,0,2,14,17,0,0,14,3,0,2,9,7,0,1,5,11,24,10,21,29,5,22,0,3,1,3,12,7,0,0,15,116,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922824625194654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215064808586898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617349391962327,0.0,0.1309426273382263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272154206838576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046891525242622,0.0,0.21493534689444865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919057847911227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241205795854613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762583363155768,0.0,0.4416264254986479,0.08913857889213131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640009192694028,0.0,0.06518927125775248,0.11969460155730327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282425562188127,0.11177300637293308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742901348401186,0.1017074729039958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626314894443396,0.12191655907928126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261341706522987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991868514567285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28870022969910425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455009950721358,0.0948962584329483,0.13276834567463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911091264486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202014182632886,0.07993342691854295,0.0,0.12319928370844695,0.26792118639881896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922530216888573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572061520955098,0.09605713011616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044088837509546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828943091021787,0.0,0.0,0.0990566279003627,0.07275672963043475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847133635655593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374209459520019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258913820653617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035037266050002 lonely,PineappleLampz,2020/04/02,31/M all alone For years now. 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I have a best friend I’ve known since high school and when things get hard she completely ghosts me. She will read my messages and ignore me until a much much later date once everything passes. For example when my grandma died she did this. She is also doing it out during coronavirus. I am always there for her, for whatever she needs. I just don’t get it back and it really hurts me. It makes me feel like I’m annoying or needy and that I shouldn’t ever confide in friends. I’m really torn up about it and I don’t know what to do. I have even tried to talk to her about it and she always says she is busy replying to emails(she doesn’t work at all so it is definitely a lie) I know I’m not a crazy person who has an episode every time something bad happens, but I don’t really have uh family to speak for. When she does this it effects me deeply and often makes a bad situation ever worse. It makes me feel so bad about myself. Should I just end our friendship entirely? I don’t think I can go through this again.",2.5109210526315806,4.375348776315793,3.916526315789472,87.28768421052635,76.58771929824562,7.542456140350878,22.364912280701766,8.395991825355821,1.257044912280702,883,25,184,17,20,291,126,228,0.132,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.8717,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,19,13,1,0,7,0,21,0,0,4,3,32,38,17,3,3,5,0,3,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,16,9,0,1,7,1,0,2,7,7,1,0,1,5,34,6,18,34,5,22,0,1,0,0,20,5,0,2,16,128,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043018836204023,0.20899337192816855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656702582662273,0.3145744036316136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358718082141125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316733641435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033728489118732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990018047837856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123093387046094,0.0,0.0,0.08294763311443944,0.2271974394206477,0.10581068330858093,0.0,0.11286759822660147,0.0,0.11839025422418492,0.0,0.12699898403677518,0.08971786800914712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910797153509819,0.0,0.13122583974315105,0.0,0.07137278510319309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105430038211243,0.0,0.11249939091902654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268732767671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444121840740267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803633858453432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135443200659944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514866607655289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463868312051185,0.09311960205995046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374380547594025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965587885752484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256188715545343,0.0,0.32181157630861457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099870142353612,0.0,0.1270986097958112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388511587178792,0.14116267422726575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668138115067013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094037469831096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343301828648762,0.08046972437418469,0.0,0.0,0.14645911449092594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526389432552033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914272930812892,0.0,0.1279817283612259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeti-named-martin,2020/04/02,"i’m lonely and so are my friends miss my friends with my whole heart. want to wrap each of them in a big hug and just be with them. all of us except two in the group are extroverts and are struggling. i’m lonely and i know they are too. it’s so frustrating because we all know how to make each other feel better but we can’t. despite being only a ten minute drive (at the most) from each other we can’t spend time together. before all this happened i wanted to be one of three places. with my friends, at school or at work. all of those things which gave me joy/social interaction are gone. i’m lonely and i will be for awhile.",1.2260187903699349,3.256389511450383,2.3919083969465653,95.86188490898418,81.36641221374046,5.252143276570758,18.473869641808573,6.297961479604792,-0.2809781561949505,490,11,111,4,13,156,82,131,0.092,0.802,0.105,0.4095,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,3,2,5,11,1,1,4,0,12,2,1,2,4,30,25,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,4,2,1,15,5,18,18,9,10,0,4,0,1,13,7,0,2,1,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013519014015076,0.0,0.18165542645066404,0.0,0.0,0.1888053687384914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794170626396953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948014564386963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887793160254797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529743683001729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346456237623299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249929882797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446593101104519,0.16236086482431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230407579111091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605276466094628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317524204599995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418263684690359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448167862100988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853856130114345,0.0,0.25678968840383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518316126621914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383423632049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541570019855672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mr_Sweater,2020/04/02,"Mini panic attacks. Everyday. When my workday is over and my body is too tired to workout anymore and Ive convinced myself to stop eating, the chest pain starts. Its now almost as bad as the time I came out to my mom ; approaching full body paralysis. I really hate this, just as I was getting out of my shell and going from not confident to confident in social situations, a damn restaurant visit is nearly against the law. Holding pillow isnt enough, porn isn't enough, phone conversations arent enough, Zoom happy hours arent enough. I havent been held in years.",5.065911214953272,6.7154082429906605,5.506623831775702,79.40516939252338,69.37383177570094,8.340654205607477,28.328271028037385,8.841846274778883,2.302608411214954,450,16,80,8,8,144,76,107,0.27399999999999997,0.703,0.023,-0.9819,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,1,4,0,11,7,3,0,0,13,17,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,4,0,10,2,16,13,5,19,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,8,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154709212892209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322226709344122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576580482269746,0.0,0.0,0.12900086339786868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432288536802219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670658987331644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809184653618416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6385582953000092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071975865589279,0.0,0.0878057858026294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446788943313784,0.0,0.1525365472215441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152151162347422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094827582817288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439865967552805,0.1812722037768532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897651568908923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366422675820625,0.0,0.15749306977515068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935573996301956,0.0,0.0,0.1291687346809139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900900645620013,0.1775747700423153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949279327609133 lonely,peepeemisrer,2020/04/02,"Misconceptions So... I don’t mean any part of this in a bragging way but I used to think that if you were attractive that’s all you had to do to find love, well I know I’m not ugly that’s for sure but it doesn’t mean anything, I’m so single and overlooked it’s like a sickness, I decided I’d post about it after my third suicidal attempt, I’m deeply unsure of what to do at this point I’m just spiraling down...down...down any advice is more than welcome",1.8047959183673468,3.1433665714285723,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,77.16326530612245,6.940816326530613,23.47448979591837,7.645422480735847,0.8801387755102033,356,11,82,5,8,120,65,98,0.1,0.653,0.247,0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,15,17,6,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,7,6,12,15,4,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980234963197704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198430799640615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352230153592487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493826437272806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924156497416922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489065693781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122472872322984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123313392684138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546628100005543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230871059169716,0.0,0.22522486120074744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257234393354224,0.0,0.22164199766385934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068543859978775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310867524388887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666452015239168,0.0,0.0,0.2114432640444508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fiodio,2020/04/02,"Never felt more alone in my life Me and my husband have decided to separate, and I can’t visit my mom, I’ve moved in temporarily with a friend but she’s always with her boyfriend or working. I used to think I loved being alone and independent, but there’s such a deep loneliness I feel. I know it’s not right to be with someone because I’m alone, but this is the worst feeling ever. I’ve only moved out for a week. I don’t have many friends to talk to, I’m laid off and just spending all day in bed crying. I can’t stand this.",1.4344247787610631,3.070927530973453,3.22761946902655,92.048685840708,79.0,6.289911504424777,22.804424778761053,7.1686216300943375,0.613563539823009,413,13,95,5,10,138,74,113,0.11599999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.17,0.4937,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,3,25,17,8,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,3,13,3,14,14,3,15,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525440144347749,0.0,0.0,0.1479712872599203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840533548491624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534118077275664,0.11468756189236895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086011371109807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983539836930912,0.0,0.17074755103960693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747866421367641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773235639271853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560869461514898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050120967910406,0.0,0.0,0.18029473216322356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827583969023927,0.0,0.3780166338134671,0.0,0.0,0.13715575908242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352499965762227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186839530661275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067730889760098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429354150593961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139481945407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535905994279475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264689176106565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946452916773052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway2356gx,2020/04/02,"Care to voice chat on discord? Hey, like everyone in this time I’m struggling with major anxiety and loneliness in quarantine. I really want to vent and just talk for awhile, anybody up for it? I’m 21F and prefer people around my age to talk to. Not looking for anything sexual just friendship so please if you’re horny, go to PornHub.",3.5528645833333314,5.955391890625003,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.40625,8.016666666666666,27.854166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.499247916666667,267,11,48,6,6,86,50,64,0.134,0.684,0.182,0.5489999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,14,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223313042636178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402199530668356,0.25986492070872197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976252871084039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789358765884149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590117970290785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261420000886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513383522645604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237607837556587,0.0,0.0,0.3204333833086861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870072748123114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051713907372177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469258057336315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021712013309695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217815641906398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DioRemTW,2020/04/03,"The more people I meet the more I realize I'm alone. Hello everyone. This is probably going to be a long post mainly because I'm just venting. English is not my main language so my apoligies if this is a mess. &#x200B; So let's begin. I have social anxiety, which of course makes almost impossible to meet new people irl. And for some reasons I pushed away my only friends 4 years ago. Since then I've met some random people, but I didn't get close again with anyone. So, for my mental health's sake, I had to look for people on the internet. Meeting people online has been a vicious circle to me: The initial euphoria of meeting someone you get along with, that euphoria slowly fades away and there's no interesting conversations in a couple days. Sometimes I meet someone I like, and, I guess it's mostly because I'm afraid of losing them, I become so clingy and overdependant on that person, so when they dump me I feel like shit. I'm trying to take a break of social media (mainly apps to meet people, for my own sanity I won't stop scrolling reddit) because it hurts meeting people then watching them slowly getting bored of you. I also have been blocked by people for absolutely no reason, it makes no sense because we were talking and getting along just fine. It's disheartening. I'm trying to drop my thoughts here but it seems that I can't write english properly when I'm so tired and depressed. I expected this to be longer, but I'm so pathetic, I won't find someone who'll stick around without me ruining it sooner or later. Jeez. Thanks for reading, and I wish you have a good day.",4.3089462365591364,5.978022448387103,5.244274193548389,80.46974462365591,71.29032258064517,7.489247311827956,28.400537634408607,8.07648339933343,2.0114408602150537,1269,48,228,18,24,415,171,310,0.179,0.698,0.12300000000000001,-0.9581,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,3,1,17,18,3,1,10,0,19,3,1,4,0,43,43,24,0,3,9,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,14,14,0,2,7,1,0,2,9,11,0,0,7,3,33,7,31,30,9,27,0,5,2,0,24,7,2,9,17,148,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566426691995697,0.0,0.09676957460196403,0.10008842022292144,0.0,0.07728183443351114,0.0,0.10470785688459006,0.11742644764290375,0.0,0.0,0.07392824624420766,0.0,0.0,0.0675719394036916,0.0,0.0,0.08602882134244652,0.0,0.0,0.18159024688278774,0.0,0.0,0.235639916219602,0.10672971485160862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692874641614196,0.0,0.12464777381510228,0.0,0.0832346640330845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234230086761397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488633677663392,0.06903861811167529,0.0,0.0,0.08832590784672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466272421201815,0.0,0.20195866971532667,0.0,0.054921929863554465,0.08105585268938631,0.0,0.0,0.10645828675989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272228742511116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345359449636836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881949157839437,0.0,0.0944254538088334,0.0,0.0,0.08552209885511541,0.08115206491961767,0.10811384752268333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901399998345647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738895512466264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333413903985534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349799186396383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359761661735412,0.08438107717152778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925530425830109,0.0,0.10419272999623767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966647279223006,0.0,0.0,0.19872110283100414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797613023690957,0.0,0.0,0.09919810968549064,0.07994042882771445,0.0,0.0,0.1970217168064497,0.2456446559064852,0.0,0.09557802285547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079417685134807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266018244646362,0.07767442690608302,0.0,0.08897181711779131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672023483029912,0.0,0.11107182717689204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122249936776656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112959331464936,0.09315613885406744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742644764290375,0.062232074621157575 lonely,badgersauce_,2020/04/03,To anyone willing to hear out a rant Pleas just DM me I need it right now doesn't matter who you are,0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,80.73913043478261,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.2317652173913043,79,1,20,0,2,26,22,23,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.3557,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011431529641174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465996187026843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253899803300407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899351677093179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Four_oh_2,2020/04/03,"Alone with feelings. I would say that's the worst part about being someone that seems to chronically not find people at all or people who take the time to understand you. I've gone through periods of time where I've been completely alone with no one to talk to for months on end. To recent times where I've actually gathered a handful of good friends, which I am very grateful for having because I understand some people don't even have that. But it seems like whenever I try to get very real about myself with them, about problems or thoughts I've had everyday for years. Things that have lead to who I am today. It's seems like they almost never can relate. All I get are stares, and rehearsed responses like what i just opened up about is unfathomable to them. But I know they care about me. Which starts to make me worried that even if I become more sociable and start gathering more ""friends"", I'll always have to live a lie. Burning inside. This Quarantine isn't helping. Even though I'm used to being alone the feeling of being trapped is making a lot of bad memories and feelings resurface. I needed to finally vent. To anyone reading this who's struggling, i obviously don't and will almost definitely never know you, but I genuinely hope you get to where ever you want to be in life and wish you well.",6.576309523809528,6.9140948055555596,6.46120634920635,78.66157142857145,65.23015873015873,9.577142857142855,32.27619047619048,9.3871,2.793007619047619,1049,39,195,18,15,331,144,252,0.081,0.799,0.12,0.8667,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,4,1,15,13,0,1,6,0,21,3,1,4,6,50,48,12,0,7,8,0,4,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,16,9,0,0,12,1,0,2,7,4,1,1,4,6,24,9,35,38,8,26,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,11,19,136,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.1030175569130285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114189573130177,0.3280047917386588,0.0,0.0,0.08783968334294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381446612278972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881435162205194,0.06435228427089726,0.11658977070559955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107631958124702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068433897553087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350047725417544,0.0,0.0,0.20917679138619447,0.09549083279969924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601325980782851,0.0,0.0,0.11564280718781675,0.0964857571064504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312064373520466,0.0,0.1654622264300205,0.0,0.0,0.08854406940505354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707589180107949,0.0,0.0,0.10485123309077647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603304123207055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456465483560172,0.15472319995865907,0.0,0.09321704594659426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974875958911316,0.0,0.0,0.14093275426432672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426207585422946,0.0,0.0,0.0782761317500407,0.16283859753546762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715345098941652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431810013665154,0.0,0.21955930362758413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101276681106697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559494588221824,0.120157649723162,0.0,0.0,0.10423406277178968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395062100602378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883109975365775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944604960612293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944085156249534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036089933017601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793727784491738,0.0848502559503707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013361083192901,0.0,0.10371843051415716,0.08380791234925251,0.1846698120741322,0.0,0.10006458290615597,0.0,0.0,0.07167264118514133,0.0,0.0,0.2197966452445997,0.0,0.09117545618499613,0.0,0.1742066355107307,0.06226578494634171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491685194316896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213961249795864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072077812958673,0.0,0.07499132616984011,0.0,0.0,0.06798128638029588 lonely,marleysapieceoftrash,2020/04/03,"15/UK Looking for an older female friend I've been having down moments recently and heard of this sub so I thought id give it a try and stuff. Just looking for a supportive friend, one that I can understand and get along with. Would prefer that you be female and age 16+, just because Im more comfortable with females. I like cats so if you have a kitty or doggo that would be awesome. :)",3.337510548523205,4.652751379746835,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,73.17721518987341,7.2919831223628675,27.090717299578056,7.793537801064563,1.5458337552742614,305,11,62,4,6,100,57,79,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,16,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,5,7,9,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050759772580224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815077662934648,0.0,0.12899475906461044,0.2368484259959068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666937469474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062258758988645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146666672604757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730544005774295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437833958300888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826407712361649,0.0,0.2801785413824069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601056436476866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762850254124498,0.0,0.0,0.2570310086017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35078053498713363,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Desdichado11,2020/04/03,"I'm slowly losing my sanity from loneliness I think i'm going crazy. I started doing creepy, silly evil faces on the mirror. And frequently repeating random movie lines while talking to myself. Also sometimes punching stuff or even myself when I get angry at something. There are couple things more but these are more noticable for now. Wtf is happening to me?",4.630803571428572,7.789907437500003,5.3069642857142885,73.29875000000001,76.1875,7.4071428571428575,24.767857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.399466964285714,292,10,41,6,7,94,55,64,0.226,0.759,0.015,-0.9246,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399643643188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320196634726781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819216090992145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567732059939075,0.0,0.17053562565486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653492443925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356994678635726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416295394241719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310070960502361,0.2967750398976633,0.0,0.2123897572702552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435062026751806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411833856297565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935192319016806,0.1922715328060295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aureoille,2020/04/03,"Friends I’m not really sure what my thoughts on them are other than it’s seemingly impossible to make them. I’m an only child so I never had any siblings to be buddies with and growing up I never really connected with anyone or hung out with them outside of school. As a kid I used to be okay with my life if anything I went out of my way to NOT talk to people I was alone but not lonely that was just how I liked it but now my feelings about my situation have changed and I’m facing the consequences of my past actions. Now I’m in college and all the people I used to talk to are gone and the closest thing I have to a friend are the people I sit next to that sometimes talk to me during class but now with the semester coming to an end and the whole virus quarantine I don’t even have that anymore. And I feel like I really do want to make friends but then when I get the opportunity I either chicken out of it or I start to view it as a chore. For some reason it’s so much easier to talk online than in person I feel like like my digital persona is so much nicer and easygoing than I actually am. Approaching someone in person is impossible I never can think of what to say once I’m past “hi” and I’m always reminded that most people already have long established friend groups and I feel like I’m intruding something I have no right to. I’m not sure what the point of this was other than just to vent but now I’m curious if anyone can relate or if this is just me making thing difficult for myself.",5.1572222222222175,4.805347277070067,6.433078556263268,80.01105449398445,68.26751592356689,9.780325548478416,29.54635527246992,9.444778638647367,2.3531442321302194,1191,38,251,22,18,405,148,314,0.037000000000000005,0.7879999999999999,0.175,0.9927,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,14,15,0,0,13,1,22,2,1,7,6,60,49,28,0,4,19,0,4,5,4,0,1,1,1,4,18,18,0,0,8,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,7,6,33,13,45,40,7,34,0,1,1,0,18,11,0,9,20,180,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0969661002094667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291237875037604,0.1096519675025078,0.0,0.08267980519661143,0.0,0.0,0.06757174241057731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854357676357836,0.1389569144027238,0.0,0.08176909196570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051152047398944,0.08559432017858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800807278622934,0.0,0.0,0.06562977652496069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009681199638636,0.212959553153708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707722373991164,0.0,0.051914215109436834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701845783333545,0.2427240844746935,0.0,0.0,0.0879350739006783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898112490176756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608970812155422,0.0,0.22990970043956044,0.0,0.10567601596081792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582069355582108,0.0,0.07557171108555563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897106508976846,0.27554926979352,0.17352371740706665,0.0,0.0,0.09393223032630646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096767180029775,0.10216397338816842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485733666300123,0.0,0.07901919413590325,0.0,0.10056288581524574,0.0,0.09045834488913047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169064643977804,0.0,0.0,0.08419181030249563,0.07649618440937123,0.0982747221547394,0.0,0.07033119898305577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873010474410253,0.0,0.0,0.3194639309192163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202764537935774,0.0636692070576222,0.0,0.07888486847018276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163925618119705,0.0,0.0,0.058608168584558,0.07887146956156557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211253457870856,0.0,0.11093769567601183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,threw1away,2020/04/03,"I have no friends And my life is not any different. I am still sad as much, still angry, still happy for absolutely no reason whatsoever. I am starting to think you cant escape these things",2.289594594594593,4.83780491891892,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,80.8918918918919,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.4302486486486492,150,5,29,3,4,50,31,37,0.273,0.5760000000000001,0.151,-0.5451,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925480226667325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958258200434565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875679880297996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014126686233098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999338921398613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208143844063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111978412723666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041118983855125,0.0,0.6783588778839797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810867640998205,0.18142761288015724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fizzsd,2020/04/03,"I thought people would talk to me more during quarantine When I got to know that social isolation would be a thing, I thought I'd be able to muster it easily - I'm used to have most of my prevalent social interaction online my whole life, and maybe people would have extra time to spend with me! Bizarrely and totally out of my expectations, people I know retracted strongly in their own inner circles for comfort. I know I third wheel all of my current friendships, as I always had, but this just.... It's nice they have comfort but wow. It got too real that it felt too jarring and it still feels like this. It definitely feels like this shaped a bit of myself... but I still don't know what to do. I have much thinking to do, sorry about this vent but I really don't know where to talk about this.",2.6433333333333344,4.891789808917199,3.5238471337579615,88.44063269639065,77.66242038216559,6.4796602972399135,22.568577494692143,7.554174236665415,0.9295489596602966,628,19,126,9,15,200,90,157,0.021,0.797,0.182,0.9776,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,1,2,30,29,9,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,11,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,19,7,19,18,9,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,92,34,0,0.1461662031538243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121621990154385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957563712926215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781204823515973,0.20884232947696088,0.14034247694923788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338049303977689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40164561338447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324151193571923,0.142818847441712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146843597141018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074489774169475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039997236766194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636913904332554,0.09363781253987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799607394264066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636210976273992,0.0,0.0,0.2334570372984517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349657148353468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710633054982684,0.09365740104836373,0.0,0.232079276761618,0.08523068849646381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262406695065064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318934592520118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31149683102170084,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,futabakurusu,2020/04/03,is it possible to get out of the friend zone or am I stuck torturing myself mentally forever,2.6950000000000003,5.411099611111113,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,80.66666666666667,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222207,11.20814326018867,5.4503555555555545,75,4,13,4,2,27,18,18,0.259,0.603,0.138,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348693985020501,0.0,0.29407460733679397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672372228950635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345476061955254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brokeccstudent,2020/04/03,"need dating advice (19F) Just to give you some background: I’m a very loving person, I care a lot about my friends and the people around me. I love going out with people and just having a fun time- I’m extroverted and am trying to get my teaching degree in Biology. My personality is a very “mama- bear” type of style. I come from a Southern rooted environment and have dreamt about finding my husband, planning our wedding, and having kids of my own in my twenties. Recently, I’ve become so lonely to the point that I will find myself crying because of how empty my heart feels. (Play chasin you by Morgan Wallen when ur driving at night and you will too) I just want my heart to glow. It sounds weird but I truly feel that when you meet the right person your heart will glow <3 My friends are constantly saying that I have “the best personality and that I’m absolutely gorgeous” - that I “radiate love and warmth” etc etc. We’re all surprised I haven’t met the love of my life by now lol. But, there’s just so many things wrong with me when I try to date. I had this cute guy who treated me with a lot of respect, he begged to take me out for Valentine’s Day. He wanted to take me iceskating and teach me since he’s a professional hockey player. I denied him and cut it off last minute. Why?!?! My entire life everyone has told me how beautiful I am, and I know they’re not saying it just to make me feel better. I take my occasional selfies and feel great about myself for a day or 2. Then, reality hits. I’ve always been overweight (not obese) - it’s the truth. I gain weight very easily from a thyroid condition- and my parents have always told me horrible things about how much I weigh or how I look in certain outfits, etc. And- these comments constantly flood my head when I try to put myself out there to date.. So that’s what happened with hockey guy, when he told me he wanted to hold me close, my thoughts were - wow, he’s probably gonna touch my stomach and think I’m fat - or he’s going to compare me to his teammates skinny toothpick hockey girlfriends -how am I going to date such a fit guy like this? I’m so fed up with myself. So many opportunities present themselves to me and I deny them because I’m scared to death. I want to feel loved and be loved. I understand that I may have this great personality and pretty face but why can’t I get over what my dad and mom called me in the past? If anyone has any sort of advice for me, I’d love that. I appreciate the time you took to read this!",3.41861854513942,4.875146884691851,4.453916500994038,86.10195544680636,73.1948310139165,6.988000203904778,24.22944384972218,7.5161900641278425,1.0031013814548606,1965,57,405,23,39,640,249,503,0.066,0.691,0.243,0.9988,1,2,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,6,1,5,30,31,1,1,18,1,23,23,8,7,3,76,72,42,1,6,14,4,7,1,3,5,6,3,0,9,22,30,7,1,11,5,0,7,4,5,0,0,10,13,72,26,52,55,10,45,0,1,3,7,53,16,0,9,23,251,94,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456967572350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458665220015765,0.0,0.0,0.04682412910714499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814539531028237,0.0,0.0,0.06129602980410333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394739752470945,0.07604553544312925,0.0,0.0,0.07225964233828464,0.060897130619396375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030920597716288,0.0,0.07020281313575243,0.0,0.0,0.059312951773949074,0.0,0.14881675710642206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563457869450732,0.08881225546927106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303763884103704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579442026329378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407715229597104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586543428965402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639524050522724,0.0,0.07194835663731107,0.06605250921087391,0.11739657235618603,0.0,0.0,0.15182695429491572,0.0,0.2045334334341268,0.060888727598455476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066564999575456,0.0,0.0,0.2447824432006352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784120466223592,0.05612645602558492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726940996262064,0.03363933935519636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057821312815349475,0.0,0.0,0.11707703749661805,0.43501369901679204,0.0,0.04596160835828349,0.13961742274782316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064277754899789,0.0,0.0,0.050616745330796784,0.05105551126247207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461626092287978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645592989095581,0.0,0.06573040514967685,0.09547152495931233,0.3006100130454966,0.0,0.0,0.06509074242005293,0.0,0.0,0.07005083931560023,0.07423791914802316,0.0,0.0,0.06921883683656725,0.0,0.0,0.06887417439029131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679865400448274,0.0,0.0,0.05880225588166672,0.0,0.10951337988830402,0.0689364085903556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569580151339202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553123931948791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148912389134566,0.04411985047390135,0.0,0.054663608397195855,0.08030043947749163,0.0,0.0,0.1973832607898813,0.07650103968934094,0.14024517783751625,0.0,0.0,0.07168104660929035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704390976367618,0.1624511285123877,0.0,0.0,0.08384749927266494,0.0,0.0,0.12426283210226907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528272507218861,0.0,0.0 lonely,black_mirror-2004,2020/04/03,"I struggle making male friends I’m 15 and a male. Most guys I want to be friends with think I’m gay, so I really haven’t gotten really close to any guys. I guess my voice is kinda fem or something idk. You really don’t have to message me, but I was wondering if anyone else would understand what I’m going through? I love all my girl friends, but I’ve always wanted a guy best friend.",0.6307407407407409,2.83412787654321,2.633580246913585,92.21111111111117,85.04938271604941,6.0691358024691375,20.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.6009111111111105,302,9,66,5,9,101,57,81,0.033,0.672,0.295,0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,18,20,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,6,5,16,3,2,0,0,0,2,13,1,0,6,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943857541350518,0.0,0.0,0.1139589949145815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171746482838006,0.17170377848162466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586309389578192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999017188934082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178823355764552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523861341884136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846063975382203,0.4977866101309905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124596429634798,0.0,0.1118598208454106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220648626656255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900996746722704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751892310890098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737741227994796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445492701696652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976840539377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817315249706939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904282087022815,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soratakanashi,2020/04/03,"Confessed to my crush she told me I'm her closest friend and that she will always be here for me.. but she's in love with someone else and this someone else doesn't even care about her. Never wants to talk to her but will hit her up randomly because he knows she has feelings for her. I feel so defeated. have so much feelings for this girl and I'm happy she is my friend but inside I feel fucking empty. She left me mid call yesterday because he called her and I feel like shit. Why did I confess to her??? I should have just said nothing.",1.564373464373464,3.674122963963967,2.484193284193285,95.22515970515973,80.62162162162163,5.117444717444719,22.703521703521705,6.1124844417494595,0.260758558558559,423,14,92,3,11,133,68,111,0.136,0.703,0.161,0.6453,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,1,21,25,9,0,2,4,0,5,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,23,6,11,17,1,7,2,1,0,2,26,5,2,1,3,61,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262282174727536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897398577280069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500476594344406,0.0,0.17475898129091036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28637402917428434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132114897510258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333379880723565,0.12245187853145995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648543984831532,0.15846130581884893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246397707466644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419979174916177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623220479120706,0.0,0.0,0.0837399017849249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546998464511246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260025126509723,0.0,0.13219822400317247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446787112839895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630455558558321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594493067792058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904620668807619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776897262223664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378497308370024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109920265405099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466649398025742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mmaarr1147,2020/04/03,Great listener:) I’m here for anyone that needs someone to talk too :) especially during this horrible time. My ears are always 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lonely,sdmndolans,2020/04/03,"No one loves me I have some “friends” I have a “mom” But I don’t feel like anyone actually loves me, and I wouldn’t know how to show it back if anyone 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lonely,Reptarke-ke,2020/04/03,SMILE I want everyone sad who's reading this to realize that they are beautiful dolphins you all deserve to smile:) I hope you guys have a good day pm me if u need to I'll be able to msg periodically:) I'd love to hug all of you 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lonely,moaaz112,2020/04/03,"Broken heart looking to help people, to keep my mind busy. Here for you",0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.347457142857143,56,1,11,0,2,17,13,14,0.174,0.674,0.152,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381446913177746,0.304392892314283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036504509679912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813537294147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585405254323717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31483565767881644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,randalldazzle,2020/04/03,"How are you fighting loneliness during this pandemic? I had been struggling with loneliness before COVID-19 and I had made progress by spending a lot of time outside such as getting massages or mani-pedis,volunteering at an animal shelter and other little things however where I am all of that is no longer accessible. I do have zoom classes and therapy appointments. But it isn’t enough Do any of you have some tips?",7.4220000000000015,8.882035200000004,7.094666666666665,70.91400000000003,63.66666666666666,10.8,39.0,10.793553405168565,4.7134,340,18,54,9,5,107,62,75,0.174,0.79,0.036000000000000004,-0.8645,1,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,11,0,0,2,1,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,7,9,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227941181607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781380441812861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377389262895154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077347405521773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32760460514094475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778889381195695,0.0,0.30928757063086026,0.0,0.33138981118739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171027282368666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737986193436277,0.0,0.217154584974788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905976127691094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nilescaulder20,2020/04/03,"I don't know what to do and need advice I'm a 20M university student. I wouldn't call myself smart but everyone else always seems to think I'm some genius or something. This makes it really hard for me to connect with people because I've always been focused on education and my intellectual development to meet the expectations that were put on me and I never developed emotionally. A month or 2 after starting university, I started having feelings for 1 of my close friends, this opening up a new range of emotions that are still very alien to me. Eventually, me and this friend had a chat and decided to remain friends. That hurt but at least we were still really good friends. About 2 months after all of that, me and her started disagreeing and arguing a lot over the most insignificant things, almost as if we were intentionally trying to hurt each other. This lead to us deciding to take a break from being friends. In the space of a week, we went from spending a minimum of 3hrs a day texting, on the phone or actually doing something together to 0 contact. At this point, I started having a lot of problems. It started as just loneliness and feeling as though I had been broken up with, evolving into low self-esteem, self-hatred, self-deprication and depression which just keeps getting worse. I've tried getting a referral for some counselling but everything is shutdown because of the Coronavirus pandemic. Being locked down at home also hasn't helped, increasing the rate that the problems are growing at exponentially compared with while I was at university. It has been 3 months since that happened and I'm now at a point where I can't get through a day without having had at least 4 anxiety attacks with depressive episodes that will last 2-3 days at a time. Before all of this occurred, I was able to compartmentalise all my thoughts and feelings but since my ""break up"", this hasn't been possible at all. What can I do to get over this loneliness and anxiety because I'm scared that unless I do something soon, I may actually spend my life alone. Thank you so much for reading this far and thank you in advance for any advice. Please ask me any questions if you want more detail about anything.",8.248369373345103,7.979718007281559,8.153442188879088,69.96176963812889,61.8883495145631,11.180229479258607,38.630185348631954,10.637119530657019,4.185690291262136,1777,82,307,38,22,574,215,412,0.16,0.732,0.10800000000000001,-0.9724,0,1,3,0,0,1,39.0,4,3,0,2,12,19,2,1,21,0,33,1,0,3,5,69,63,30,0,8,13,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,25,24,0,1,10,2,2,6,7,10,0,0,14,5,32,9,62,44,15,60,0,5,0,0,22,29,0,14,23,221,57,3,0.08200019965387012,0.0,0.1600407323823415,0.0,0.0,0.1602592921342306,0.0,0.0,0.08211135504905184,0.08492747687511486,0.0,0.06557553003734379,0.13646147002210965,0.0,0.0,0.11152589534258632,0.0,0.1254598565815885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747917744531817,0.0,0.07665911746308371,0.093287065039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995968183198874,0.0,0.06977613030535984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373137201854429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865003520845344,0.0,0.14125330361161748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850064477500761,0.1844783753709364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835470481062885,0.07369649204550191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438529432595564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31676575421145,0.0,0.17136687954286833,0.0,0.0,0.06877787699654475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251250574409926,0.0,0.07345607240921874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496300533796439,0.0,0.08225288614044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175565819395873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728855451339473,0.0,0.0,0.04506516523928185,0.06684110713876043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791916604953482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942727478166236,0.0,0.0,0.054735770010943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963553311085436,0.0,0.06027958180949266,0.060802109022587626,0.06324360912502311,0.07919630380129405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684861365197635,0.0,0.0,0.09001159502214418,0.15503338695951002,0.09244290435333914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569262333997878,0.0,0.08243284925925716,0.0918589902396305,0.0,0.08202239007245699,0.0,0.10506285526676773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209650490401335,0.0,0.0,0.07464990205276663,0.2566322754540608,0.0,0.0,0.13566282504072716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893832795825154,0.0,0.0,0.2902008168386033,0.0,0.13097093073511346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165394508894916,0.0,0.0,0.15098953353402458,0.0,0.0,0.05447728901024114,0.052542416915257135,0.08056477982217336,0.06509899901398833,0.04781497584630927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134550586101237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098636143765321,0.0,0.0,0.06765875247007289,0.04836584230776702,0.0,0.06577561398653968,0.0,0.0,0.0760150066039835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904526628238229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356520892033753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ljacks0264,2020/04/03,"Maybe I’m destined to be alone... I’m almost 27 years old and I’m starting to think that maybe I’m just not meant for anyone. It seems that every girl I talk to or end up getting close to ends up gaslighting me or just flat out telling me I’m not good enough. The handful of relationships that I’ve actually been in have all ended in disaster. I either get cheated on or I end up finding out about some horrible lie that was told to me that ruins everything. I don’t understand. I’m not the most emotional guy out there but fuck...I just want some companionship. Someone that’s equally interested in me that I am in them. Someone who won’t lie or cheat. Someone who actually cares about my ambitions and livelihood. Someone who wants to build something spectacular in life. But the more I try, even the more I “let love come to me”, the more I’m disappointed. And being an educated black guy in an area of the country where there’s predominantly white people presents its own unique set of challenges. You know, I’ve literally had multiple girls tell me to my face that I’m “too nice.” If only you knew how crippling those words are. And I can’t even count the number of times someone’s told me that they’re interested in me, only to find out that they’ve been fucking someone else for months. It’s almost as if I have to be 6’2” with washboard abs, a 9 1/2” dick and a criminal record to be taken seriously by anybody. Normally I’m able to just shake this stuff off and get back to making money but I can’t even do that right now due to the current “situation”. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m finding myself slipping into a crippling depression because the idea of having to spend my life alone....it’s terrifying. And to the person that commented on and earlier post and called me desperate.... I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to be with someone that’s not going to lie or cheat on you. Also, I don’t want this to be misconstrued as me harboring rage toward women. Just simply venting...",3.810070337133155,5.375629491228072,5.044715013339804,81.81908804268738,72.38345864661655,8.05565526720026,28.66044142614601,8.654491914285503,2.1579280620907104,1593,63,314,29,31,528,201,399,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.9831,1,2,1,0,0,1,45.0,0,3,1,1,19,18,5,1,15,0,25,7,3,2,1,65,60,23,0,7,20,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,24,19,0,0,12,0,2,3,11,11,0,0,9,3,31,7,55,43,11,43,0,3,2,3,23,24,2,13,14,201,55,1,0.08632712586961114,0.0,0.16848564402224706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288829326183913,0.08940886750195255,0.0,0.06903577136879649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856133120719559,0.06036193361368539,0.0,0.07103986904286609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638023113826172,0.0,0.0526242146707015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814964746416881,0.0,0.08801625822540984,0.0,0.0,0.07436317501055408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435342701511939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211523640921412,0.09710639728983007,0.30584084108802784,0.08919899771864817,0.0,0.17105475739909054,0.0,0.07273432680355603,0.0,0.07758525432639693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670428729122475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961607361936336,0.1353070807384444,0.0,0.049061695041096365,0.07240709741668447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095485388462014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745281733291557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488626145711336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827533504339978,0.12195080399624658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791360153334588,0.0,0.057624026859083737,0.0,0.173454402180761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890548826030163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458225436789367,0.0,0.0,0.0905857968145274,0.0,0.0,0.13131133854623087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984835947915203,0.07537751651687474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267752356143103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268302615898537,0.0,0.07372289380924579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858897317159373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703530644222964,0.0,0.0,0.5120128552504667,0.06645883905620448,0.0,0.0,0.061102784013789165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882390553679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938647376058432,0.15090742606427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062987304136188,0.0,0.0,0.05033804131892674,0.0,0.0,0.16497853647223745,0.0,0.058610451804098025,0.0,0.0,0.08986958251987599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367190198641466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438516027916537,0.0,0.05559183871402994 lonely,Elyrae,2020/04/03,"Can you understand this one? I can’t understand smth. Almost everyone is bitching about how lonely they are, then some of them find someone worth talking too and have so much in common and amazing conversations, they tell ya how nice talking to you is and at some point they just never answer again. Wtf is this? I find it almost funny but can someone explain? I think it also depends on the particular situation and the persons involved. But...the action is the same. They ghost. Happened to me twice and it’s weird af cause no apparent reason was there. And no. It’s not just my illusion that the conversation was rly nice. They said the same and were always looking forward to talking. And I never put pressure on them or the conv or the subjects or anything.",2.9986101398601366,5.806141636363638,3.904016608391608,82.99140952797205,80.18881118881119,6.092482517482518,27.119318181818183,7.413659706084162,1.7943150349650343,606,26,105,9,16,194,91,143,0.091,0.8029999999999999,0.106,0.3385,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,7,0,10,7,1,1,7,0,12,0,0,5,2,35,19,17,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,8,0,1,3,6,4,0,2,4,2,16,3,9,15,5,13,0,1,1,0,20,6,1,8,6,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247913985297445,0.0,0.0,0.13276175876767918,0.13813738717659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661581191543548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705426519686494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863399674325812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034685435830632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680609961910732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941039243350986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203978060491495,0.0,0.25608127829000205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124957412603401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449574831410265,0.0,0.0,0.15693739043156382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689045504714392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069058537161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579178339115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660728619965733,0.0,0.0,0.2813271431687182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003085693907205,0.14510401562958256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637540673482523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34565395876632793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RattyRattyTatTat,2020/04/03,"I feel invisible to most people. I'm ignored at school. A lot. I honestly don't know why I'm worrying about this while I'm off school until (probably) the summer holidays, but I need to get this off my chest while I still can. Of course I have friends, but sometimes I feel out of place with them. That's why I spend my break and lunchtimes alone. While I sit staring at my phone, or reading a book (yes I am a total nerd), or simply doing nothing, I keep looking around to see if someone might notice me and talk to me. No one. Not even my crush (well he'd probably be staring at me). I'm not a very talkative person at school. I'm also terribly shy. So I think if anyone came up to talk to me I'd mess it up big time. I often get on with my school day very quietly while everyone else around me is socializing just fine. Do I maybe have social anxiety?",1.6230056179775296,3.374392803370789,3.5981882022471936,89.08020365168541,78.8314606741573,7.1466292134831475,23.484550561797754,8.07648339933343,1.2104932584269663,661,22,146,12,16,224,110,178,0.125,0.807,0.069,-0.8646,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,5,1,11,1,1,0,1,29,27,15,0,3,9,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,2,4,3,1,1,4,4,1,1,1,7,25,4,24,23,3,26,0,0,4,0,9,14,0,8,9,94,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051440402643488,0.0,0.1007748203108257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640177133171116,0.0,0.0,0.08811320411033424,0.0,0.0,0.2243616258823657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441285479421523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126979063345377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527006284883876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323227267265991,0.0,0.0,0.12041353372671508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743478833104366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735952402703624,0.0,0.1316761487350914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200866710413604,0.0,0.0,0.0692550090968392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582156622023367,0.0,0.0,0.10713415930110326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265998471901525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368289025295008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343914731274196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091559545551125,0.1434698670615507,0.0,0.0,0.08539159330573617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873635153606076,0.11003216929213218,0.1316597298549711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173277446199423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604993991370142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101390238463324,0.1004183077502741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569145550702774,0.106772810802381,0.0,0.12463288623422693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063641119832632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257351476151414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074586084651042,0.0,0.0,0.07348084866922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795252798546532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330337246992114,0.0,0.2274193870003809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797520068525306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,comradefromtheeast,2020/04/03,"I wanna stop loving. I dropped out of school a couple years ago to focus on something else, and even though I feel much better doing my thing, every single day I feel painfully aware that I've lost all my friends. I wasn't a lonely person at school, I've had friends that I felt like I would be together for a lifetime, yet now I realize that I've lost them without even noticing. Days go by one by one and looking back, I don't have a single guy to talk to. This made me desperate to have some kind of an emotional connection with someone, anyone and then I happened to meet a girl online, someone who lives in another part of the globe. Maybe it's cus that she's been my only friend for a year by now, I've grown so attached to her, more than I've been with anyone else. All this without even seeing her. But everything has to end, right? I feel like she's moving on, I mean, you can't do much with someone you know just through texts. This makes me realize the position I'm gonna be in very soon, she's able to move on to other friends of hers and be happy and feel in company, while I can't even keep her out of my thoughts for a moment. Everything I see connects to her and our conversations in some way, and I want it to remain magical like how it was, even as I know it's impossible. She's able to ""get bored"" and ignore my texts for days, that's normal, people grow apart, but what hurts is that I can't do the same to her. Or to anyone else. I still miss people I had split with years ago, it still hurts me while I'm sure that they've forgotten all memories of me. I just... wanna stop caring for them. I want to have other friends I can move on to, but I don't. And I do feel like I'm worrying too much for nothing, it's all a part of life isn't it? But thinking that makes me feel worse about myself cus I maybe whining over such small issues, I don't really know. All I know is I cry every now and then remembering the past and worrying about the future. I don't want to anymore.",3.4745714285714304,3.9541600761904756,4.672857142857144,88.27714285714286,72.04761904761905,7.904761904761906,25.23809523809524,7.957251820313856,1.1573095238095243,1552,43,350,20,28,513,186,420,0.11,0.787,0.10300000000000001,-0.7786,0,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,2,2,3,22,25,0,0,14,0,29,3,0,4,6,67,65,24,0,7,9,0,7,4,5,2,2,0,0,3,23,17,0,4,17,0,0,6,11,10,0,2,11,10,55,15,58,49,16,49,0,7,3,1,28,15,0,3,30,237,78,2,0.14625040557775115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964216030015033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667815102802213,0.0,0.0,0.07252055183842142,0.15339252610690232,0.1498508235877369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056228767195254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646732994101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455601778254968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809116460223049,0.0803246015685879,0.14147911890520462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832601711270864,0.08225601075426989,0.06476722496084837,0.0,0.0,0.2414925339091982,0.0,0.1232222744275256,0.0,0.13144043425269242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218457981793511,0.1044813189669582,0.07021166224045551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824817513988841,0.0,0.03820490032574461,0.0,0.04155873791587756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724054474889919,0.06466437532651184,0.07784313812637872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656408399381738,0.0,0.0,0.07632371318745687,0.0,0.06499704013886623,0.0,0.07614864589523285,0.1607507962540011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051650493298950134,0.14290112154391585,0.0,0.06457089377839724,0.0,0.061406753289721415,0.0,0.15964959402894907,0.0,0.06599835051549166,0.06919283497226883,0.09762328137615994,0.0,0.1469281897934275,0.07965478322486333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316155388162996,0.1612663138304832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164717278245168,0.07016560427355148,0.08325352804571558,0.0,0.0,0.09910305980973017,0.05561501186877797,0.07781037147750489,0.0,0.0,0.15837493724272214,0.06980628035114675,0.10139161658421676,0.06385010650468807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468458773843856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283659985344602,0.06244852363237983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801321838119488,0.11654263814162598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858762410682859,0.056295353681049036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679576281374256,0.1222718877226624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891963822728747,0.0,0.0,0.05877526806824732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048581135449394616,0.0468556772808356,0.07184514046313653,0.058053242849952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033595059158992,0.12939341764066006,0.058043382275789576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098017201905844,0.0,0.0,0.1485243860278327,0.07452082890271391,0.05194604599665284,0.0,0.0,0.14127069927626038 lonely,_Lymaxias_,2020/04/03,Is it normal... ...to say you have no friends but really you do. But you don't want to call them friend because you dont talk to them outside of school or over text?,-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,87.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.6437142857142861,125,3,31,1,4,40,26,35,0.077,0.758,0.166,0.6616,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,0,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101504154265426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367158095918435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864693547981354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095344065622471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230890091553142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112489232909348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223369939781943,0.0,0.3337287586620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504385847391154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449751457129344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YeetOrBeYeeten3000,2020/04/03,"I doubt I'll ever have a real friend or someone to be close with Nobody wants a mentally ill friend. My mom even said it's mostly a one sided friendship because the mentally ill person can't contribute much because of the mental issues. She wasn't talking about me, just people with mental health issues in general that my sisters and I interact with, but it hit me hard just the same. I'd just drag the other person down. Idk guys it just hurts sometimes.",5.355880149812734,6.3846093258427,5.972528089887643,78.6623127340824,68.10112359550561,8.18052434456929,28.316479400749067,8.344100000000001,2.0895153558052435,366,12,64,5,6,119,64,89,0.16899999999999998,0.763,0.068,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,4,3,0,0,1,18,7,3,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,7,2,8,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,1,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913723546844271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367582017859757,0.141986455731143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254602647697435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542290339796072,0.0,0.0,0.14061241032677982,0.0,0.0,0.16684954177961764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803738769697427,0.0,0.0,0.32766742042472063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327469118633919,0.0,0.0,0.1838389120198946,0.0,0.0,0.11538947038310925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636551409748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088217805167742,0.27411663844039885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866383937568578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931242197239586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299839566134136,0.0,0.15524527069418514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616485537982874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258373666499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,falsified-alt,2020/04/03,"I knew I was alone, but not quite this alone. Im not entirely sure why as I had been trying to reach out to friends prior to this lockdown and covid stuff. No body ever wants to hang out. Most of the time i just get left on read or some have the respect to just decline hanging out for one reason or another. This has beeb going on over the last few years. Slowly i went from a popular guy with a decent amount of friends. I get as adults our schedules dont always have similar free times. But the Last time i saw a friend outside of my family was back around Christmas/Halloween-ish 2019 (somewhere between those months) it gad gotten so bad that when me and my ex split up i had to move back in with family because none of my friends that would still reply to me didnt have room. At this point i cut nearly everybody who always leave me on read out of my life. If they cant spare a minute or two to talk in a time of need, or ever for that matter than I guess I could pick a better friend. (To clarify some of these people have left me on read for multiple messages over the course of months. They plenty of time to respond when time opened up.) This left me back at my familys home, with like 5 friends that would still message or whatever and 2 of them over the next year took time to hang out with me. They were very appreciated days. Over the course of a year, these five friends still talking to me dwindled down too these last twothat were willing to actually hangout. And around Halloween/christmas I saw 1 friend for a beer and havent herd from him since. And the other friend mostly has been quiet and I have been as well. To continue, my life growing up had been filled with my father making fun of me, growing up (I am a male) I had grown my hair out, by grown out i mean the hair on my hairline barely touched my chin. So maybe 7 inch long hair. And my father would always tell me to cut my hair because i look like a woman, would buy me ""gag gifts"" of tampons and mention how cute id look in that dress at the store. My older brother just kind of up and left us all when he turned 18, over the years my younger sister has said she just tolerates me being around, my mother is the type that when I pet her dog and it for appearantly no reason decided to bite me, she yelled at me and started asking me why i was harassing the dog. Basically my point with that is its been like that with her over the last like 12 years (im 28 now). And all of this must have affected my home life because my youbger brotger has announced to me that he cant stand being around me and is moving half eay across the country to not have to be around me. I have 1 friend who basically never talks to me anymore. And im stuck in a house around people who dont care about me and dont want to be around me. And I have no way out because literally everybody ive known has left except 1 guy who is married and has a busy life. I giggle to myself when I see those posts like hey check on your ""insert stereotypical extrovert type or person"" they dont do good being alone. They dont even know the meaning of alone. But ALAS, i wish to not be here any longer. I dont want to have to deal with the loneliness anymore. BUT... momma aint raise no quitter. So that option doesnt work for me I might be the saddest ive ever been in my life, but im not that weak. TL;DR My childhood wasnt great. Lost all but 1 friend who rarely has time to chat. Family doesnt want to be around me but I have no other option but to live with them ir be homeless. No friends and surrounded by people who dont want me around.",3.756002691790041,4.374295126514133,4.435278869448184,89.73110403768509,71.48990578734859,7.3975666218035,25.08880215343203,7.327094020958105,0.8887575450874823,2801,76,625,27,50,896,307,743,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.9925,2,5,1,0,0,0,68.0,2,1,7,4,37,36,3,0,30,0,73,12,5,6,9,114,105,46,0,14,25,7,5,5,12,7,6,3,4,6,34,46,1,0,8,6,4,14,28,6,1,4,26,13,88,31,116,62,10,118,0,1,5,0,61,57,0,16,49,425,122,6,0.0,0.0,0.043336578980092764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397647920709012,0.0,0.0,0.1108550276917858,0.0,0.0,0.03019950421304638,0.04656649481986762,0.0,0.0,0.08808318552917774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557991939302537,0.041516229637670564,0.0,0.0,0.10244286910498736,0.037079489814522436,0.10828475974088733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927597133722815,0.0,0.049328161257470575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045277727348854296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545681013568675,0.0,0.0,0.028639999657838137,0.045783518829578033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643274483001343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029331591016611012,0.12051089566196962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745864285074552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117215087802329,0.0,0.04640352614820308,0.0,0.025238542243574844,0.03724799123542049,0.0,0.04896085451361505,0.048921295632605256,0.08794338022559145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909128678691608,0.0,0.0,0.05124178829854753,0.0,0.0,0.191876481645895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624492736300348,0.024405912964424226,0.1447963840463076,0.0,0.04702250298103626,0.2412514346852297,0.0,0.15683623016484785,0.10847947307858546,0.0,0.03921378059242852,0.03930038711451648,0.0745844082214683,0.0,0.04847744692374065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964321625882775,0.0,0.04461460466363994,0.0967483957473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047110714833406654,0.0,0.0,0.07089335477769547,0.09439904453837017,0.0,0.03292855963091448,0.03425080129332235,0.0,0.04722925849440755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030092549568496475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236240294946874,0.03877604785634392,0.0,0.0,0.08396133307452176,0.0,0.042531350970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723422107436502,0.13326244135220705,0.0,0.0,0.09131927739884932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224293463460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538806089189888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673541506917442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03143277447385938,0.0,0.10639476587133062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083744686106357,0.0,0.0,0.04185476479897478,0.0,0.0,0.10708232446956677,0.03881524521729169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716100921052205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493398065154435,0.03015065750446765,0.048304017886032995,0.04338094097162562,0.0,0.053418313837324836,0.0,0.0,0.036641907675216065,0.1309672927578108,0.035249635311177245,0.0,0.0,0.03992884100570919,0.04116739892811538,0.0801440623275772,0.0,0.051067923912197916,0.0,0.0,0.03233013249113887,0.0,0.0,0.12618693848951745,0.0,0.0,0.14298904355085754 lonely,VelveteenThunder,2020/04/03,"I almost went to the end today. Lately, I’ve been feeling so emotional. People are really trying to get to my nerves. Especially my younger sister whom I just hate. She says the meanest things that goes straight to my heart. She has zero concern for the people around her and she doesn’t care if she hurts other feelings. I almost ended my life in the shower tonight. I thought that if I drowned, everything will be over. I wouldn’t have to deal with the fact that I have an insensitive sister with razor sharp words, I wouldn’t have to deal with the fact that my boyfriend is the biggest control freak that I have ever had in my life, and I wouldn’t have to deal with the fact that I have done so much unforgivable things in the past. My heart feels lonely. My heart feels alone. My heart feels empty. *I feel empty.*",2.5571874999999977,4.9436173437500015,2.986250000000002,91.46375000000002,78.6875,5.5,20.625,6.6274283507984215,0.2438125000000002,645,17,130,6,16,199,85,160,0.142,0.804,0.054000000000000006,-0.9258,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,10,0,18,6,4,1,4,28,29,6,1,5,3,2,7,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,8,26,1,17,19,1,15,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,4,7,91,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373763163232755,0.12275873174423832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551459377547306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084667365223853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293865660146933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665899073966531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212947722828402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332747084948093,0.20996034742715824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072148988942096,0.0,0.0,0.10652486368820936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958635628706165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061925720537372685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702135576550697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618225767688861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268861275507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370416937180524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743894036508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713134176690293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131478991417668,0.16434407261614226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593174400401867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942578159533582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157488792881379,0.0,0.0,0.09409758597359506,0.0,0.0,0.112350199748269,0.0,0.0,0.08047238413204097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987616902780258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,perfectlyavg97,2020/04/03,"I'm lonely in Singapore Anyone in sg Malaysia or south asia, hit me up I'm bored and idk what to do",0.29304347826087,1.5667533043478308,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,81.17391304347827,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,78,2,20,1,2,27,20,23,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.6124,0,2,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YourResidentIceQueen,2020/04/03,"I never thought I'd be one of those people. Looking for someone to talk to on social media used to be a weird concept for me. I didn't really understand it until I got so desperate that I was willing to share my woes to strangers just to have an emotional outlet. My bestfriend, who's the complete opposite of me, simply does not understand. And the rest of my close friends think I'm a tough cookie so the idea of me being lonely and emotional does not even cross their minds. Posting melancholic things on social media where my whole family can see is also not an option. So here I am. Hey!",4.803012820512818,5.796048393162392,5.746228632478633,79.91370192307693,69.34188034188034,8.585042735042737,29.15491452991453,8.841846274778883,2.346368376068376,470,17,87,8,8,155,81,117,0.11199999999999999,0.816,0.07200000000000001,-0.5695,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,16,19,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,2,13,2,15,11,2,8,0,3,2,0,8,4,0,1,2,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081633036585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462337119968789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081890091796405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39614727988926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163034890027534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659987044018347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360440123571343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408324797943508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878025331716975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478683324141865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777971935506364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580878341367453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932078644565858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207622502325205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686422160688686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280553682143675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031816236762956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589960741283263,0.14919754114832506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153167869735367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169840628407256,0.11282913511101016,0.0,0.1397930317363829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666245649478092,0.0,0.15208222091171122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659431666872607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cartoon_Kayla,2020/04/03,"it dont seem like it, but I'm very very lonely. I'm always online cause at home nobody likes me. and at school feel like a waste of space around my friends half the time... and whenever I like someone they instantly become bored of me and move on. and I'm kinda gross, but I just wanna make the people I love most laugh. so I become outlandish. also, I've felt alone for a while. all my friends are younger than me by 2 years at the max... so sometimes they don't get me but that's okay. i love the friends I have and they love me. sometimes it might not feel like it ut deep down they do. and ahh I hate not knowing references. listen. I don't have time for shows I just wanna improve my skills instead of wasting time on stupid shit. I just, I might need new friends. but I don't wanna rush anything. that's something I particularly don't like. when people rush things with me. im not the brightest mind so im not very good at spelling and wording and im so embarrest of that.. one of my least favorite things ever, has to be that im always behind everybody :{ it makes me feel so left out but I don't know what to do or say... even this one time I tried to join in and I did! but I got bumped to the back. i cried slightly and no body noticed but im glad.. not many people pay attention to me. sorry but not sorry for ranting. thank you for reading this though. that is all the attention nIeed for the week :\]",0.31128614157527323,2.514687762711869,1.8338235294117664,97.36872133599205,86.6271186440678,4.555333998005981,19.18494516450648,5.900188976854957,-0.2967008973080758,1090,31,249,8,34,351,147,295,0.20199999999999999,0.636,0.162,-0.8425,0,3,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,4,1,16,24,3,0,10,1,17,5,2,3,3,57,38,28,0,4,18,0,4,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,15,13,0,0,10,2,1,3,13,6,0,3,3,6,35,18,32,32,4,27,0,1,0,3,14,13,1,6,17,158,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971174608410919,0.0,0.0692696347107051,0.14414883379721533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712805214011104,0.07710977712505937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660509865814107,0.0,0.0,0.19132900803252206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621480955823504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898215355172917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514752463936584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151748488793766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721140565067921,0.07835235546478521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139236383504335,0.12376206886346665,0.08316836601162883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768824371642924,0.0,0.04525514754012625,0.0,0.0,0.07265238135346137,0.06927757885333034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551888737923607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688648606583779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678199701156523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952076950815315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941124106480859,0.0,0.0,0.2539076643564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345326173750721,0.0,0.11563846429020284,0.08781864327319891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377933984563724,0.0874610680298419,0.0,0.0,0.09206288924222886,0.0,0.06422730977906882,0.0,0.08365771548670012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861694868514136,0.0,0.0,0.11739131774007272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015329952681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866430053280924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888335461845671,0.0,0.08766362401966755,0.0,0.07885519863034743,0.0,0.0,0.08891373855544497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339247620093882,0.06668397286571927,0.17133792897387762,0.193927022388554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974765760250419,0.0,0.0,0.11509237996612215,0.0,0.08510328266736472,0.0,0.20203425934575592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880899867129325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144106375921779,0.0,0.0,0.06948099010599328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055780159825342734 lonely,EfficientMedia1,2020/04/03,"On loneliness and regret; you should feel less lonely with your partner than without them. When my ex called the night I was trying to end things with an FWB I don't love, he said I'd betrayed him but that he was so lonely and would want to be friends once he's forgiven me for the betrayal (telling his mom we married just for the bureaucracy but that I did love him with all my heart and mind and soul, the latter of which I'm not so certain I believe in anyway.) He said things were getting more serious with his new partner... but that he was lonely. No one understands him. I'm a friend. He's my first love. He'll be my last and only love too, no matter what comes with future partners. I cannot love like that again. Could not, if I wanted to. I've already healed too much since. The time before this he'd told me he'd been casually seeing someone too young, though he lied about her age, and with values that don't align with his own. That mine had aligned so much better than hers. He's my first love. He's hurt me like his wife had hurt him. Sometimes people leave us a bit broken. His mom taught me Finnish and how to have enough *sisua* and the grit to get through anything, to approach life with Stoa. A good friend to me now, but as a kid a tough mom to have, grieving his dad. And merely a mask, so he said... but a mask I chose to trust nonetheless. My ex is a survivor. His previous ex abused him, taught him all the things love isn't, all the ways it can be used to manipulate someone, to make them feel guilty. Lessons I'd learned at home and unlearned with friends before I met him, having come out of my family and first sexual experiences broken, having learned what love isn't, having been taught my mind and body are broken, having learnt firsthand what is not consensual, before I learned what these are. Someday, I hope to meet him again as strangers now. That is all we are, as that is what he needs, as he plays me into divorce, a divorce I'd freely have granted had he helped me and lied less and been honest and open all along. I needed to heal. And it was too little too late, and I got hurt again in the process since things ended between us. It's all behind us now. But I met my best fit, and married him before I learned how to just be with anyone. The right person, at the wrong time. Tomorrow is our second anniversary... a meaningless date. But an important one bureaucratically, which is why I suppose I will be blocked until our divorce is finalized. My heart is shattered. My hopes destroyed. But at least I have the strength and work to stand up on my own and support myself as I get old alone.",3.7148254850346087,4.977123538022816,4.072281368821294,89.8884785999805,72.17490494296578,6.915784342400312,25.46436579896656,7.2200825789825185,0.9463111631081214,2055,63,438,20,39,642,240,526,0.217,0.648,0.135,-0.9947,0,7,0,0,4,0,73.0,7,2,2,8,23,38,1,0,24,0,48,14,3,5,7,87,87,43,1,11,15,8,2,2,7,4,3,3,1,5,24,38,0,1,8,2,0,3,11,12,0,6,22,6,70,26,53,53,17,45,1,8,1,8,83,14,0,3,28,295,94,8,0.0,0.08128273067908592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105148845563859,0.07570455175310017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796845490990175,0.0,0.056454002563884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335026589409061,0.07729151201290298,0.07199407903852778,0.060673325983368685,0.07489614933996494,0.07620189918251201,0.0,0.0,0.07005081077704316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818993838998418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547735046759701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152288468117688,0.07088470901974749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710639734735732,0.0646723205085018,0.0,0.06937495872191987,0.0,0.0,0.07515067267458818,0.0,0.17505972451896898,0.0,0.0,0.2120084491533158,0.0,0.10752590602765198,0.0,0.0,0.05754051236691377,0.0548676768537881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258855789818472,0.045982801832205,0.0,0.06881388927454378,0.1362755002087502,0.0,0.0,0.22032114780156176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055920184220418286,0.07738659492168827,0.0726401296972656,0.0,0.0,0.04845596630617166,0.06703142108022107,0.06875771580157959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49533139291919603,0.0,0.04579269365039417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853791363315965,0.2410392155099113,0.0,0.0,0.100861444814755,0.10173575163782403,0.0,0.06625671069377664,0.0,0.06437878801389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198677129504698,0.07305941110142318,0.0929736430431422,0.05217528370219107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756032753159538,0.05990104666627695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058586150174528326,0.19577002856836084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466730118468947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349737448829053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625333143405207,0.0,0.06784961509436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784929075182985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996159855532005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230577964290431,0.0,0.06740159644544337,0.0,0.08000532523405632,0.0,0.0,0.06555261747012588,0.0,0.046576586373244126,0.0,0.0,0.07141760972181628,0.24756103988663106,0.059250523489858375,0.0,0.0,0.08092705006251011,0.05445346203322843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190307526046385,0.0,0.0,0.06613035064016162,0.0,0.049943428537464765,0.0,0.0,0.04873323939006438,0.07500605156208093,0.0,0.0 lonely,Choclatesk8er,2020/04/03,"Feeling two different types of lonely I don't have my mother anymore and my grandma passed a year ago very suddenly. My mother passed away from breast cancer back in 2014 and I haven't been the same since. It doesn't help that I've been dreaming about my mom and my grandma a lot recently. They're beautiful dreams too, one where everything is normal and my mom is being her normal loving and caring self. I'm laughing and I feel like myself again only to wake up once I start to realize in my dream that she's actually gone. It's like clockwork every time, the dream is going well and then my brain snaps to reality and I start coming out of the dream still talking to my mother out loud then I cut myself off once I'm fully awake because I realize it was just a dream and I'm talking to myself and then I get depressed.. Life has been so difficult for me and I was in a constant loop of trying to heal that wound by being with women but that never worked. If anything it just made my issue worse. I felt like I was using them while they were giving it their all and being an amazing girlfriend for me but at the time I didn't feel that way. Now I'm alone and haven't had a significant relationship in 2 years (which is fine because I'm focusing on myself) but I'm starting to really miss having someone there although I know right now I don't need it. I don't want to step back into that loop of getting with someone when I'm so broken and not being able to love them the same way they love me.. I've done it too many times now. At times I feel like I deserve this for the way those relationships ended and I don't think it's wrong to think that way but at the same time I am really hard on myself. Idk the point of this post. I just wanted to vent and I can't go to my therapist because she's not working at the moment due to all this virus stuff going on. I feel a little better now. I will hang out in the comments if anyone wants to chat. Hope you all have a great day and thanks for reading.",3.58024583402079,4.371764086124404,4.767264477808944,86.55619617224882,72.01435406698566,7.392311499752518,24.222405543639663,7.503015589744147,0.9656082164659292,1580,41,336,17,29,522,203,418,0.07200000000000001,0.76,0.168,0.9911,1,3,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,5,3,20,22,1,0,18,0,32,10,3,2,4,63,72,31,0,9,11,5,7,4,1,1,4,1,0,2,21,24,0,0,11,8,0,9,12,6,1,2,13,8,51,16,47,54,7,69,0,3,0,4,28,23,0,4,36,228,72,4,0.0866264500249579,0.0,0.08453491920871346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678912120621854,0.0,0.0,0.08971887705544973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591016120326005,0.060571228022737116,0.0,0.07128618731864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138840136680728,0.13322078587509184,0.0,0.15842003969272356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661405542328345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670376731494977,0.0,0.0,0.08832143915069507,0.0,0.0,0.0746210162664133,0.0,0.0936124178668054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586689383869189,0.0,0.07461123447151558,0.0,0.0,0.09050620277605034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864893443658177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672532262952797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298652031418064,0.0,0.07785426757668966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190046798310556,0.12377190641322612,0.08317497686539498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905174895263358,0.08309998435159431,0.1476954235695234,0.0,0.0,0.09550596697074963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760028405353467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058063883444531984,0.0,0.0,0.08603961095433245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041550756777217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760763145633234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118682350111165,0.16928523124475575,0.08682246050998693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364671002005117,0.2345512598098248,0.0819680415535511,0.0,0.08782562376634148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029117025969879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423241505374361,0.06681165861049483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975105697519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450868419018915,0.05870032444705928,0.06588331878131966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188999541670082,0.0,0.08296419336141447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664989237259685,0.0,0.1109902441660274,0.0,0.08553316870684631,0.1860087765657796,0.0,0.07397851500243252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903702799027807,0.0,0.0,0.07165829463367962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679661998538246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394394157466973,0.0,0.06917999488987865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916656008199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925411835690912,0.0,0.07975399655237041,0.0,0.10057998521202847,0.0,0.11101346270649497,0.0,0.0,0.2525628982050527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588136732574249,0.0,0.08462145435888974,0.0,0.0,0.07481743940912157,0.0,0.0714758935263537,0.1532835739159459,0.2750401756018448,0.0,0.0,0.07788758199085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261301746684194,0.0,0.08827975328010229,0.0,0.09471242425434394,0.0,0.11156918731269068 lonely,makemefeelnumbpls,2020/04/03,"I hate this empty feeling I have all the time I'm fine with being alone, I'm used to it if anything but it's been getting to me more and more recently. I don't really feel like I have anyone to turn to, its just me on my own.. theres no one out there that's thinking of me occasionally and it just gets me down.",-0.14685714285714369,1.5679528857142877,2.6385714285714315,93.95642857142859,84.42857142857143,5.7142857142857135,18.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,-0.0648571428571425,242,6,60,3,7,85,50,70,0.165,0.795,0.04,-0.8113,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,15,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,9,2,9,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180940452644204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147524309346639,0.0,0.25274181353886915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105883034904444,0.2194137270395142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209254880978585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322728093453216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004819993702856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081192305846504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675533683863056,0.0,0.30325381381478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679649695846746,0.0,0.0,0.17908996770902244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340692357656773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26526170120547155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Haneen-288,2020/04/03,Strange Feeling I feel a strange feeling ...I think I need to talk to someone but I can't because I feel like I'm really boring.. I feel like I choke,-1.3034375000000011,0.7068980312499988,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,99.9375,3.8100000000000014,25.15,5.6839178017228535,0.5747675000000005,115,6,26,1,5,39,19,32,0.41,0.51,0.08,-0.8855,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245927143928966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7152388220338302,0.40422183038357146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764310093205008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977413320513424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812393496700513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970867115234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273922905523949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127726393185192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SWAGBANANA33,2020/04/03,"Quarantine is my life. But I never realised it, people have pushed me into this life of solitude, only speaking when spoken to and socialising when needed, never having an intimate relationships eith family or friends, I'm only 15 and it's sad, sad how my childhood has affected my life now, the neglection since I was a baby, no-one ever being there or wanting to be there, so now I cling on to every bit I can from one person, but if it's not her then I don't, I let myself fall, for years I have been, falling into the dark, the darkness that some people fall into; some people never escape it. I can't hold a real conversation, I can't form bonds or connections, I never feel real or authentic when talking to someone, I feel programmed, like it's a task, that they're an object in my way, in the way of nothing, nothing but solitude. Someome help me, I've never reached out for help or even someone to talk to, but I am now.",5.408739002932547,5.39979678494624,6.864760508308892,75.96259530791791,67.70967741935485,8.914173998044966,30.887585532746826,8.575989854853784,2.43214623655914,726,26,135,10,11,250,109,186,0.07400000000000001,0.855,0.071,0.5234,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,9,0,15,3,0,2,6,35,20,18,0,3,11,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,2,3,20,2,18,15,4,28,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,8,16,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594430400557645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882946011569393,0.12092151725322645,0.11263144866333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602192353302205,0.0,0.13518558904981656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032810959831009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920622271688724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669720067710214,0.2832671241363125,0.06530945971368793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912227528460917,0.5155125812621006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653977553601265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058525534605703,0.20333983878518408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780313391694802,0.11672451310190995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304314977430006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352265239194031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058175535143992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653382976284625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489438070699804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884812570928235,0.2122184568143867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860857535002812 lonely,yeetyboiiiiiiio,2020/04/03,"Whenever i feel lonely i listen to music This is the first thing on my playlist so maybe it will help you guys to remember that your not alone https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AeJSAAdD5oo",7.904999999999998,11.61969816666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,67.33333333333334,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.845333333333334,155,4,24,3,3,42,28,30,0.078,0.7829999999999999,0.139,0.2359,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154294205907196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281347746392708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411843134531588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971623725963643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885585562669284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40296932401749497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543799075423452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647993607719017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sudokuPancake,2020/04/03,"Most Important Advice I’ve Gotten From My Therapist Hey everyone, I want to share the most important piece of wisdom I got from my therapist. So a year ago i was in a really rough place and started seeing a therapist because i was feeling lonely and depressed all the time. I told him that I didn’t have any friends or anyone to make me feel socially connected and this 1. Made me feel super down and lonely all the time, (especially on weekends) and 2. Made me really question my worth as a person. ****He told me that even though in my current situation I didn’t have anyone to connect with, this didn’t mean I was a bad person or I was doomed to live my life without buddies. He said it was most likely due to the fact that I was constantly surrounded by the same handful of people every day and that i just didnt happen to click with anyone around me.**** He was right! A few months from him saying this new people had entered my life and others had exited, and I clicked with a few of the new people and now find myself in a great friend group. The lesson here is to trust life and trust the fact that things change!!!! Question yourself when you start to beat yourself down and realize like I did that a lot of loneliness is just about the environment you find yourself in and says little about you as a person.",3.576666666666668,5.3196313513513545,4.619227799227801,83.91203346203345,73.32432432432431,7.713256113256112,25.074646074646076,8.418075326091056,1.646747232947233,1036,33,201,18,21,338,132,259,0.07,0.784,0.146,0.9553,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,3,11,15,0,0,19,0,18,4,1,3,4,44,35,19,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,0,3,3,0,3,12,16,0,0,10,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,21,11,30,10,32,14,10,30,1,4,3,0,24,13,0,8,18,143,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027433968976545,0.09320190426344577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150006203666573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055287415519925,0.0,0.0,0.09359853599339957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877890512149845,0.06409349458586587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122613376213304,0.0,0.0,0.11362098524947202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780779372466868,0.0,0.09055851952670292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944519891872218,0.0,0.08858654158283848,0.10046754141924064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948863236534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219548834297265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246466173716634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409154065278365,0.11591925848833352,0.0,0.0,0.09297658885787777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279438974774235,0.1027339919239191,0.10537975334601553,0.0928421779798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938783917285796,0.0,0.1989755174048676,0.07018299991020541,0.0,0.0,0.11453029574732605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392321987860299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309330375597176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867635621281475,0.27541741821717475,0.10985085274941707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556586497095194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471312014573275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979056361762655,0.10001397458970628,0.16722603506284645,0.0,0.0,0.08378444001193205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181838423054984,0.0,0.10717887310453662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883988220538782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662333676423604,0.06985157181399912,0.0,0.10330133172320023,0.0,0.12261811407264522,0.0,0.0,0.20093508283848127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015386020226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135298937585788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770790283393524 lonely,TheCicc,2020/04/03,"I was only good for her when she had no one else. She was very special to me. I cared about her so much, told her things I had never told anyone before in my life. She had this energy about her that I really cant explain, her presence was enough to make me happy, even just a text would suffice to brighten my day. Yesterday, after a few months of growing more and more distant, I texted her and told her I couldn't continue to try and be in her life because it hurts too much to be put off to the side all the time. Her response shattered me. She basically told me that when she met me she had no one else and that's why we were so close. Now she has more friends so she can't keep up with me anymore. I was there for her whenever she needed, sat on the phone when all she could do was cry because she was so depressed. I would talk her out of self harming when she was really bad, at least I would try to. We shared details of our lives with eachother that were personal and sacred. I promised never to judge her, and I still stand by that. All I can say is that I'm broken hearted. How can someone I thought so highly of just not care? I'm shattered and could really use someone to talk to because social distancing has got me feeling extremely lonely. Stay safe everyone.",4.238309668695063,4.732635413793107,4.91029073698445,87.20348884381337,70.34099616858236,7.980256930358351,27.996619337390126,7.928766900206844,1.5404025693035837,997,33,214,12,17,321,138,261,0.13,0.757,0.113,-0.7671,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,0,19,14,0,0,5,0,29,3,1,3,5,36,47,17,0,7,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,9,13,0,2,3,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,21,2,49,9,29,18,11,28,0,3,0,0,42,10,0,0,14,163,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110377745880408,0.07828753047962253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934849030976669,0.20475585671420676,0.0,0.0952727504108936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228308640429698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878759800998306,0.0,0.12298672275300762,0.07220723926146325,0.0,0.09643405761260784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870623895040872,0.0,0.0,0.1156882961593399,0.0,0.0739508811368362,0.0,0.0,0.1069859879341698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661214443602746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650277539792926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390972930437223,0.08954749391251161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918730077731178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267736792856893,0.0,0.11829565750052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985931592069225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951836422741656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816635938094034,0.0,0.0,0.09886588238170896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473655148227899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936825229814367,0.0,0.16461221129563522,0.08301956746546547,0.17270641294905975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173882350834406,0.0851533392265897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776226950514996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255431103396614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518018719614446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903792367554866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680242044432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413275832948655,0.18973273675576166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119338266949346,0.08941425054959233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998415074541932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438361996030805,0.0,0.0,0.08888656705260566,0.0652868572644018,0.0,0.0,0.4279439517366792,0.0,0.1520318272573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670057483315714,0.0,0.0923816699060844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102970588355473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386071203222889,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hazerfaze,2020/04/03,"I have no one to talk to about something making me miserable. I was rejected from a scholarship for graduate school. I texted the only friend I have and she has left me on read. Hi guys, I received my grad school decision today. While it turns out that I did get a place in the program, I didn't get the scholarship. I feel incredibly low and having no one to comfort me is making dealing with this rejection even worse. I texted my only friend these days and she didn't really respond. I am not surprised because she's academically gifted and smart, so I don't think she has anything to say to a loser like me. There is another friend I can tell, but he is studying at a top-tier university on a prestigious scholarship, and I don't want him to think that I am dumb. My few other friends haven't checked up on me in weeks, and I don't think they care. I am always everyone's second choice, and I am always the one reaching out. I can hardly call that friendship, now that I think about it. I also feel guilty for thinking that they should care because they have their own lives and I am not the center of their existence. I can't tell my family because they're going to be upset and disappointed in me. I feel very alone and worthless. I sometimes wonder why I exist - I am not doing any good, and I have no outstanding qualities.",4.593375262054508,5.487016792452831,5.602987421383648,81.11383123689728,69.75471698113208,8.907756813417194,28.684486373165626,9.150863307647796,2.291197064989518,1050,37,208,20,18,347,139,265,0.19899999999999998,0.703,0.099,-0.976,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,5,1,7,20,1,2,10,0,30,0,0,2,0,32,48,15,0,2,4,0,4,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,10,14,0,0,10,1,4,2,13,9,0,4,4,5,47,11,24,42,2,21,0,7,0,0,25,14,1,1,6,151,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982053592368072,0.0,0.09251770382991648,0.19252763737496068,0.0,0.0,0.07867355207648133,0.12131164569408308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520347834042772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157168569220186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813300286360935,0.0,0.23590848481187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074610844226308,0.11927189358715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641252773727626,0.0,0.0,0.11054729362038002,0.0,0.0,0.10906276942523044,0.0,0.17548987884188352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357528977225568,0.0,0.12088709156277733,0.0,0.06574961474621044,0.09703575785652163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455184918186324,0.0,0.0,0.103636023190279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569813846172162,0.0,0.0,0.0565205667899038,0.0,0.10215688932473796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544487023098733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351847648447585,0.1759757773145002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087201798503733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572187350714455,0.0,0.07411433900389959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200178156008952,0.0,0.23417005842692415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906424983412481,0.11442092797110345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298769466760172,0.20223730789889968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37064921655268857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966112922229668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583811442236756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545683304371484,0.06823729326421295,0.0,0.09279999369539346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043927412958242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254614837945612,0.0,0.0,0.11789857047246285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontdeserveagf,2020/04/03,The music video for Carly Rae Jepsen’s Run Away With Me tough to watch. The whole music video is a montage of the perfect day that I’ll never experience.,5.008064516129036,5.620070612903227,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,68.6774193548387,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,1.06434193548387,123,3,24,1,2,40,27,31,0.048,0.833,0.11900000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641813308673531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186248740357389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832810030490359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810459978382459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515952332492511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alex-VP,2020/04/03,"Top text It was nice having my people but I hate to say that it hurt me, it's exhausting to care for people. I don’t need friends, I'll manage on my own. Goodbye to all whom I care for, I guess I didn’t keep my promise but I know y'all'll be alright. Cheers to being lone but not lonely :)",-0.8953571428571436,1.1615560317460378,1.5288690476190467,98.12758928571432,91.85714285714286,3.784920634920635,17.398809523809526,5.148860815047168,-0.7149666666666668,222,6,52,1,8,75,44,63,0.21600000000000005,0.45899999999999996,0.325,0.8198,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,10,7,7,9,2,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,34,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817532129766121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204177092221588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142838939106664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166910865652034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30541350520420923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535827291972495,0.0,0.0,0.15679031517292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154214760362952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39557436455898415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268775201741291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kimberly_tgre,2020/04/03,"Still thinking about them(REALLY LONG SRRY) So I’m a 17F and I just kind of want to vent or say what I’ve been feeling lately. Uhm so two years ago I logged back into a game i hadn’t played for years and saw that someone I used go talk to on the game was online. I caught up with them and we always talked only on the game like where u could message each other. Then he told me his insta and I gave him mine and we quickly became close. I then caught feelings for him after a few weeks of DMing on insta. So I would do anything to get his attention. I sent him pictures of me so he wouldn’t think I’m some creep and he sent me his. He was cute I mean he was okay but at the time I REALLY like him. He would livestream on insta where he played guitar and I would always watch and talk to him. Then he just randomly started telling me how horny he was. I was 15 at the time and was like “woah what” and he’s tell me how he’s hard and stuff. I didn’t wanna say anything but that’s all he’d talk about. We’d talk about our fav bands and then he’d be like “I’m so horny”. So I’d say “well just watch some porn and finish it” but he’d say “no I don’t wanna watch any of that” so I just left it at that. The next day he told me how he came thinking about me. I was really like “what😐” and he would just tell me all the cross details like what his cum felt like and ugh it was just gross. After that I stopped talking to him for a bit. I was going through a lot at the time. I’m not gonna self diagnose myself but I did try to kill my self at that time and was failing in school cause I just planned to die and no one I knew irl knew about my situation. I started self harming and ended up with no one to talk to but some online friends. But at the time I rlly fucked up and pushed away one of my closest internet friends so I had no one. Then one day he texted me “hey how u doing “ and we started talking. He then mentioned role play and wanted me to role play with him and then I got really uncomfortable. I repeatedly told him how I didn’t want to do that. And he would keep pushing me like “come on do this for me” “it’s okay if you don’t know how to just follow my lead” and at the time I didn’t have my own room I shared with my sister and he wanted to do it over the phone. I thought “he wants me to moan so he can get off or something” so I just ignored his messages. At this time I then met some people online through my art Instagram and I’m still close with them to this day. I sent them what he was telling me to do and they were like “block him he’s a creep” “don’t do that he’s using you” but at the time he was the only one I was close to I didn’t want to lose him. I said “okay I blocked him” but would keep talking to him. Things soon escalated. I think by this point he figured out I liked him and started to say things to get me jealous. He’d talk about how many cute girls are at his school (since he lived in Washington and I live in Texas he’d tell me bout people) and how one girl even showed him her boobs. I would tell him “can you not talk about other girls boobs”. He then kept talking about their size and how he likes any size. Then he was like “well send me pics of u so I could see what size yours are”. As I mentioned before I was going through a lot of self harm and had issues with my self esteem. So I gave in. I sent him a pic of my boobs(not naked I had my shirt on but it was the first time I ever did something like that”. I remember then feeling so ashamed that I just did that and he replied “they’re cute” and idk why my 15 yr old self thought that it was such an amazing compliment. But at the time I was like “OMG the boy I like called me cute”. I then started to give in when he wanted me to send pictures. He made me feel special you know? He made me feel pretty and good about myself. Almost every week I sent him pics like that. Some with a bralette, some with a tank top and he even told me to hold a pencil up by putting it in between my boobs and squishing then together. At times I told him no but then he’d talk about how girls in his school could easily do it for him so I get jealous and did it. I thought he’d really be into me if I satisfied his needs. Then I started looking up how to pose differently so he wouldn’t get bored of my photos. Then I saw how some girl commented under this blog I think. I said “girls don’t do this. Have some more respect for yourself and stop sending gross pictures” I thought “what is she talking about” then saw how other girls were going through the same thing as me. How guys would ask for pics when they are most vulnerable. This opened my eyes to what was really happening. I realized then and there, he just wanted to cum to my pictures. He doesn’t really care about me. Then I think a week later I told him I didn’t want to talk to him because I was going through stuff and I needed time to myself. It was kind of a lie to get rid of him but I really wasn’t mentally stable at the time. He then was understanding and was like “okay text me if you ever need someone to talk to”. At this point I kind of still had feelings for him but i was confused if I was overreacting or not. But I soon forgot about him. I finished the 10th grade and was pretty happy. I stopped cutting myself, the scars were healing and I was just having fun with my friends. Then I got a text from him saying “I miss you.” I felt bad for forgetting about him but I reminded myself that he doesn’t really like me and will just use me. I then told him how uncomfortable I was sending pictures and he got mad. He was like “I didn’t force you!?” And I lashed out and mentioned how he tries to make me jealous by mentioning girls for me to send him pictures of me. He denied even talking about other girls and we fought. I said “I don’t want to talk to you anymore” and he was like “******(my name) come on I need you don’t leave me”. It hurt to do but I blocked him and let it at that. I think about him a lot lately. Especially with this quarantine and how everyone is lonely now. I don’t know he just pops up in my mind. I think it’s because I never really got closer. I once checked his insta and seemed like he was doing fine so I stopped checking. He really didn’t even care about me. All this time he used me for his own personal needs. I still have major self esteem issues. I’m not really pretty and I’m not really skinny. I’m an average ugly girl and knowing that makes me think I won’t ever find someone. I realize I need to be happy on my own. Be myself and to find self love but at times like these it’s hard and I just delve into my self pity thoughts. I really hate it. I wish I had money to get plastic surgery. I really hate myself for even thinking about him. Thnx if u got this far.",0.13256762435002045,2.171971051867221,1.9172764676015923,97.61719207941591,85.71507607192255,5.099210392702698,18.07306055990336,6.406414082436518,-0.30959506276590165,5215,129,1246,52,158,1708,401,1446,0.111,0.746,0.14300000000000002,0.9923,2,3,2,0,0,1,103.0,6,10,6,6,93,81,10,2,36,4,112,11,6,27,7,266,245,141,2,37,45,1,10,22,3,13,2,9,1,22,60,84,1,13,39,12,3,26,32,26,2,9,96,28,240,55,158,120,24,171,0,6,9,6,221,61,4,24,106,817,300,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02608023432233841,0.0,0.029461212610975764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896180776856016,0.0,0.0,0.040015027304744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02917805412610248,0.0,0.0,0.04842249631229865,0.0,0.027504972446265246,0.0,0.027642308512250125,0.022623187097673803,0.02456558205238881,0.03586994000920879,0.0,0.02503538528708147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03212047286740912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030042467960410612,0.033650164180238286,0.05999401458314237,0.03022381092004665,0.0,0.050687742196520495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047161514852161,0.0,0.0,0.05692297265369521,0.0,0.0,0.029862031161209213,0.030534696048215938,0.03073902837988613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02605856612502888,0.0,0.0,0.09716255663844936,0.07983983356835488,0.02478873989264763,0.02811334213297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892578523305734,0.0,0.05649818235526074,0.0,0.05378112616146316,0.025025768708366238,0.0,0.0,0.06819254092536653,0.027199545974505728,0.10760001612362716,0.028223621133155057,0.08360410073986399,0.02467721615258061,0.1176546285230354,0.0,0.0,0.02913174282740625,0.026017185411266425,0.06263910684677962,0.05271146641100799,0.05809494553849369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031496142825508715,0.0,0.0,0.06141645031743635,0.0,0.05230206078502381,0.032550343084939336,0.0919133647732408,0.06467677527280401,0.0,0.06637708465358688,0.031152940913359788,0.031966361693010044,0.03008530381036228,0.0,0.3162230711658823,0.0,0.05195914774158451,0.02603695167278646,0.024706507683335828,0.03291494316429228,0.0,0.07503888926795135,0.026553899477558315,0.05567834862750494,0.039277933161730484,0.02982861128440975,0.0,0.03204845409224636,0.0,0.0,0.029649781190938813,0.0,0.02970715674421784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089326269479454,0.02269154386265688,0.0,0.03128991878317172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0308727371777058,0.03133275679287746,0.1395565849211507,0.044752495269108204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079409217981073,0.025689570974336776,0.0,0.0,0.055625334307115935,0.0,0.0,0.08979621088690806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029576563396191743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033487915277985905,0.2638728078810717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033328632130810776,0.0,0.08395926821736499,0.14038213747994638,0.0,0.08932787164100965,0.02344499123001404,0.026784074315315647,0.2762357785524532,0.0,0.0,0.024337628635788908,0.033070808207194186,0.0,0.0,0.07478579361517686,0.04529995525719337,0.0,0.0,0.12494741502663315,0.0,0.09398365022570923,0.09839019885070492,0.0,0.0,0.0673607689019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256595181771991,0.15429323802004186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058638674019257465,0.1885200061441191,0.0,0.11678625018227352,0.25733721637316725,0.0,0.0,0.1967933949308253,0.0,0.03995030430917012,0.0,0.02874036482915481,0.030628642667757833,0.0,0.10164233269174226,0.0,0.0,0.1735346301966191,0.0,0.07080005002172811,0.0,0.05290661899012265,0.0,0.026548174596900363,0.0,0.03383307810828906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720055248386406,0.0,0.0,0.037892744474229 lonely,NikkiGaming247,2020/04/03,Describe how lonely you are in one sentence Cuz I'm so lonley I play uno with myself and pretend I'm 2 people,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,1.9916666666666671,91.47,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,18.5,3.1291,-0.5667999999999997,88,3,17,0,4,31,21,24,0.163,0.67,0.16699999999999998,0.0202,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989899396298773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7151315014011203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mn4587,2020/04/03,"I just need to vent Isolation has been a bitch, let me tell you. I’ve never had so much time to think about my past and how sad I am all the time. I’m up every night until 5 or 6 in the morning because my nightmares have been so bad that I can’t allow myself to fall asleep until I absolutely pass out. All I do is cry and panic and eat for hours of the day. I’m sorry if this sounds like too much complaining. I’m just so depressed and I’m not sure how to cope. I’m starting to see that the people I though were friends only spoke to me out of the convenience of me working with them that day. I just want to scream sometimes, but who would be there to listen? I’m sorry, I just needed to get this out there.",1.2748287841191086,2.6196041354838755,3.0677419354838733,94.30468982630276,78.61290322580646,5.801488833746897,19.66501240694789,6.297961479604792,-0.14165508684863548,551,12,131,4,13,184,97,155,0.155,0.802,0.043,-0.9152,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,14,10,1,1,6,0,13,2,1,3,4,28,28,15,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,5,5,16,3,22,20,4,18,0,2,1,0,8,5,1,2,12,89,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843314555365494,0.10836885556045707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527544571011898,0.22929793582022445,0.0,0.1531157442072484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819063024049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978153697845145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734708627789552,0.0,0.0928791278603488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507073233469386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817850792212425,0.0,0.08685097609272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136742414576913,0.26363306016435195,0.13710960423489602,0.0,0.0,0.1668280483560494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520448304465954,0.0,0.20857847536302607,0.0,0.0,0.16970457671422154,0.12324551092137145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166217549119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582218021035034,0.39800494942664333,0.12582874284333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675490797364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538155923554664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390984936603553,0.17466120655532227,0.0,0.2073218940376588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485520338024988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942096252755494,0.0,0.0,0.12628493745111338,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IsolatedGame123,2020/04/03,"I'm really lonely and tired tonight and just need to hear a womans voice Things have been hard lately. I'm lonely, working through some stuff, and just want to be open with someone. Also, I mean Im just going to be blunt. I'm lonely and just want to feel something good with a woman. If your interested, I just want to voice chat with each other and share porn we like while we, well...do stuff people normally do while watching it. I Just don't want to feel alone.",4.642056737588653,5.079430936170219,4.956170212765958,87.43333333333334,69.42553191489364,7.543262411347518,24.177304964539005,7.1686216300943375,0.7872326241134749,364,8,77,3,6,115,56,94,0.15,0.6940000000000001,0.156,-0.3491,0,7,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,29,19,9,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,6,4,10,16,2,6,0,3,1,1,8,1,0,2,5,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815311099682134,0.0,0.15300107527358595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347749350258053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873337035566699,0.16047280333857944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138798661001414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563512507140392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666186204412007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158208767541509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347084002242062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840702772353534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186371126638214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874560913967129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263940088035553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256652609574333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210750673988075,0.14728992861850512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380385272757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710661723679792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989784682566185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513894664907414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202251283160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928555127631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lopendepaddo,2020/04/03,"When I know I am lonely Have been having manic conversations with myself. When I play Exanima I talk to Derrin... Honestly, whole conversations with a fake man I'm starting to think moving to Sweden may not have been a great idea, but then again I would have been lonely in my country of origin as well. I always come to the point where I'm convinced that deep down everybody is lonely as hell, traveling though this life as an isolated consciousness. The moments in which this isolation is not felt are merely due to being distracted from the realities of the state in which we exist, and not because we have remedied our loneliness. Probably just depressed Will probably be content again at some point and shed this melancholy, can't happen soon enough if you ask me. Yeah Loneliness is a bitch. I think I should get a cat just in case I start talking to myself in public. (it became a poem i guess)",7.058402366863903,7.463930136094677,7.1998165680473365,73.54422189349114,64.20710059171597,10.310295857988166,31.69289940828402,10.125756701596842,3.168135621301775,719,25,125,15,10,232,112,169,0.259,0.6759999999999999,0.065,-0.9912,0,7,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,0,10,13,2,1,10,1,20,1,0,1,0,26,33,11,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,2,0,3,4,8,1,0,4,1,18,5,21,23,3,26,1,4,0,0,11,11,2,4,11,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171463051331854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045558250991247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111477484809391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570626663796813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704207761172442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883974483082202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506708292348958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526081907169208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010214089559024,0.2008589897727344,0.0,0.16123537310243655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058303634069873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020476684285383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878631419434378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378980540379706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447248958402621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931689514393355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581107161996628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931027239752593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366165899527336,0.1791400283336759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393814929663547,0.0,0.0,0.2035668984640389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952325086534552,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArthurFleck20,2020/04/03,Low self esteem is preventing me from talking to people I always feel like I ain't good enough for nobody or I'll just bore them to death,3.8479310344827553,4.664330517241385,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,71.41379310344827,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.5176758620689652,111,2,23,1,2,36,26,29,0.349,0.5760000000000001,0.076,-0.7909,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490353356784371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334279850844577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120982718979797,0.2996717636355405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518342486102456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493343471336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908099252581185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376020688942033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371566977582562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,desert_dweller5,2020/04/03,"Maybe I’m wrong... Does anyone else think that friendships take money to sustain? I’m broke and unemployed. It seems like nobody wants to be around me. I got nothing going on in my life. It costs money to leave the house. So I just sit around day after day almost like prison. It’s almost like solitary confinement. All I get to do is house chores or surf the web. I’m beyond boredom. I just want a damn hug. Not a virtual one. A real hug from someone who cares. I crave that physical touch. Not even anything sexual, although that would be great too from the right person. And with this COVID19 lockdown I’m not allowed to go anywhere. So it makes my life even more solitary and prison like than before. I’m on a night shift sleep schedule because my body clock is screwed up right now so I can’t call anyone because they’re all sleeping. So here I am bitching into the ether praying for an echo.",1.8083898305084745,4.342185022598876,2.461500000000001,93.17767372881357,82.954802259887,4.669943502824858,22.409322033898306,5.985473137389443,0.3235335593220343,707,24,140,5,20,219,116,177,0.109,0.7340000000000001,0.157,0.8439,3,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,3,0,9,0,8,8,3,2,2,26,24,9,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,1,1,11,8,19,20,3,20,1,1,0,3,3,10,3,4,11,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694237085987433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813229867172165,0.13784136333880526,0.1107063099229674,0.23951954101067466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401586031280796,0.0,0.11447468981183433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943193900328752,0.0,0.0,0.1373696534530503,0.0,0.1371617838355327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352078702410964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772766573203006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238212879121638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777109224398585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702861074906333,0.0,0.15291242198907626,0.0,0.10759552489931884,0.14831924074849492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045794484335365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244730835532518,0.0,0.0,0.19004431855606416,0.2628972593497263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979948108606126,0.0,0.13515295751558468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624681571985014,0.0,0.1290846766270149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116066597540058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174659640730112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531240150664093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977490359785446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247059767540378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692532967918936,0.0,0.11398640268908825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114943618750917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620106692669534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869796079088164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955658918490573,0.1470868815888328,0.0,0.0 lonely,BigJawnZ,2020/04/03,Fed uppppp Lifes just been me tryna please everyone and getting the shit end of the stick. Single dad trying my best up late stressed out just tryna have a intriguing conversation with someone.,8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,60.17647058823529,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.559164705882353,158,6,25,3,2,47,31,34,0.057,0.6920000000000001,0.251,0.8442,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388310750597502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596608367508897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085151466205563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868571611574587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642102726044573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805190893257826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35441318428705176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142036820131426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735658389907144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698453257108699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920684373244176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedditMJR,2020/04/03,"Keep me company Today is my 21st birthday! I’m having a few drinks to celebrate while self quarantined. I’m bummed that I won’t be able to go out but at least I’ll have a great story to tell my grandkids one day. Looking for someone to keep me company on this lonely night. A little about myself? I’m Michael, 21 from Chicago. I like to live play video games, watch anime, and all in all just vibe. I’m easy going, easy to talk to. I’m writing this post 6 shots of whiskey in. At this point I’m just winging it. If you’re interested in getting to know me then feel free to shoot me a PM. I won’t disappoint!",0.4471428571428575,2.547627031007753,2.456284606866003,93.86389534883725,84.89147286821705,5.546179401993357,21.617386489479518,6.868970318607317,0.4619851605758587,473,16,107,6,14,158,88,129,0.07400000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.217,0.9689,0,3,2,1,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,13,20,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,2,5,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,10,6,20,17,4,17,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,1,6,57,15,0,0.23022053820760954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847320147397766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552848156918195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640642147095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028072921117496,0.0,0.2616792745955389,0.0,0.0,0.2538189561237864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092611847073818,0.0,0.0,0.12652318701168752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247412607967557,0.2307414603895149,0.2032889530731048,0.0,0.19332726957021468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604637954087935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600339484383546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763282246034424,0.0,0.22048763676824013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401702305842655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506511492942316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850425480122828,0.2012228977744273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822215123984573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,polycephalie,2020/04/03,"i think i’ve forgotten how to talk to people i’ve been emotionally isolated for a few years now. these past few months have been excruciating. i’ve had no energy or motivation to start conversations with anyone, let alone continue them. i used to be able to crack jokes but now i feel so out of touch. i actually feel like an alien.",2.4151648351648376,4.984573769230767,4.55142857142857,78.97,80.53846153846155,9.252747252747254,21.59340659340659,9.606745405546679,2.2364945054945053,265,8,54,9,7,91,49,65,0.136,0.74,0.12300000000000001,0.0387,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,9,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,32,6,1,0.2846267208698177,0.0,0.27775462167085113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947874438933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901762113306748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201667512692623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878316442957017,0.20333738626050568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910501061397211,0.0,0.13905423876599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718633310097616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170841125501377,0.19732433040476766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014602579973495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877217676659484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823773100101063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24582610088211204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329027638655707 lonely,corizeus_,2020/04/03,"New member with a story Wasn’t always lonely. Never had a girlfriend but had a couple friends. It all happened over a few days. The first one I lost was who I’ll call Sam. Sam was cool, she liked the things I liked, and was emo. Perfect. We used to text every night, believe it or not. Called me her best friend. One day I invited her over to my house, it was Winter Break and cabin fever is a bitch (fucking kappa at that hindsight). She told me she had a lot of work and family, which I was cool with. We’re in high school so it’s good to work as much as you can to save up and shit. A week or so after Winter Break, I ask her over again and she tells me she can’t. She told me she was going out with the boys. At first I said “duhh ok” but I thought about it more and more and I came to the conclusion that she was straight up blowing me off. This was a total sperg moment on my end but I woke up and texted her asking why she was blowing me off. Turns into an argument, then I realize that I’m definitely the asshole right now. I apologized and said we’ll talk later. 5 hours later, I get a text from a dude saying if he saw me near her again he would beat the shit out of me. She legitimately contracted this twig-boy JROTC cuck to be her bodyguard. I took this as her “breaking up with me” and removed her from everything. My second friend (we’ll call her Adrian) was weird but I liked talking with her. She was the kind of person who didn’t know what porn was and still played Coolmath games. A little after Soldier Boy shakes me up, I text Adrian that me and Sam were done being friends (Sam and Adrian were friends long before we met, I thought it was pertinent) and she told me she didn’t want to know about it. I respected her request. Two fucking weeks later, she stops texting me. I can almost guarantee that Sam has lied about me twice to ruin my reputation just because of one mistake. So now I’m pretty much completely alone. My dad is cold and emotionally unavailable and my mother is just cold.",2.3239909847434106,3.9920414199029146,3.4644493758668524,91.19039805825243,76.54854368932037,6.359056865464634,21.965603328710127,7.110495986334442,0.5073090707350905,1563,42,341,17,35,505,203,412,0.09,0.727,0.183,0.9928,0,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,1,0,9,13,29,5,1,19,3,34,6,2,1,4,55,61,30,0,4,10,2,0,3,6,3,1,3,0,3,20,27,0,1,6,2,0,5,6,11,0,8,35,8,68,18,45,21,9,57,0,3,1,3,63,22,5,5,30,237,88,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468145282091887,0.09792868343418867,0.0,0.0,0.07867590437432934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678910813342014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763880254212338,0.0,0.08045787803144412,0.10652916886867404,0.0992278350326444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896484150578935,0.10814376428825087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913731627396546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462140709663166,0.0,0.12195808821368576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676083475557544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063597147052853,0.08374614214720204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966521736995172,0.0,0.08497839221512136,0.0,0.0891364183874301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085394518932047,0.0,0.0,0.36525815211230656,0.1748259695173684,0.04940018682803828,0.0,0.05373680862604937,0.07930680613029915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836131542030352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990073280952284,0.0,0.0,0.09311593556799017,0.1091017914141448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846269200686146,0.10392802101295363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385818712131674,0.09476722769284147,0.0,0.08367667834857083,0.0,0.0,0.10321607574952933,0.08038581832745978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901508208580232,0.0,0.07292531940336862,0.09132014807786283,0.0,0.08873184909032901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221525097914924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256027795984723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619467938915996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074798542258993,0.17988364560481535,0.07519256421552001,0.0,0.09569296842430317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941151685484519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551037241987198,0.07905077680893961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199669145493894,0.08264373527935358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281699852783358,0.0,0.0,0.15012948696681272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710491362269967,0.10505217436009673,0.0,0.10284681817040477,0.09236481649821313,0.0,0.0,0.08166367636015136,0.0,0.0,0.05576997497935853,0.0,0.15168987745271514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531962936384674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376718295188726,0.0,0.0,0.06716793802190102,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ivyprofen104,2020/04/03,"simulated reality smh You know how some people make fun of others that fall for ""objects"" 👀 now I get it lol I'm so lonely (cause my brain tells me to avoid everyone cause no one will like me) that talking to animal crossing characters makes me happy and I'm excited to wake up just to talk to them [which I should be talking to real ppl smh]. Anywhoooo Buck is a himbo and I love him.",-0.19263713080168546,2.107902215189874,2.5116772151898736,88.7807647679325,96.46835443037978,5.671308016877638,19.2415611814346,7.1686216300943375,0.7707966244725735,301,10,62,6,12,104,62,79,0.105,0.6859999999999999,0.209,0.8862,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,4,3,2,5,0,13,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,5,9,8,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512719297519973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46245343481568796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215080614220618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175988531838327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960967556102125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370212411678395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996631236414872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031501264620867,0.0,0.3004951154431594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252501748813166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604723125954625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561986886115921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427500709175204,0.19673626995604987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,seasidecrowbar,2020/04/03,"I (25F) am willing to get back into an unhappy relationship just to not feel lonely I dated this guy (25M) for about 10 months. At the start it was really great, but overtime things turned sour and we realized that we just weren't right for eachother. We weren't abusive towards eachother persay, but we argued a lot, always were super passive aggressive with eachother and just weren't a good fit. In the past 4 months since our breakup, I can't shake my reoccurring feelings of loneliness and longing. Once you add in the recent events related to social distancing, it gets way worse. Everyday I wake up and I realize that I have no one and that I'll have to learn to accept the fact that it's just going to be me myself and I for a while. I want to loved, I want to have a sense of belonging, I want someone to be with me, I want to not be lonely. I want these things so much that I am totally ok with going back to being in an unhappy and unfulfilling relationship, just to have the feeling that I'm not alone. I would go back to being in a relationship where nights end in slammed doors and days begin in awkward silences if it meant that I would feel as if I would have a companion, that I had a place in someone's life, that I wasn't all alone, that it wouldn't just be me left alone with my doubts, fears, and insecurities. At the end of the day, all anyone really wants is to have a person to spend their life with. In some cases they want that so bad, that they'll do practically anything for it, good or bad. TLDR: I've been having some dark thoughts recently about loneliness and would be totally ok with being in a not-so-great relationship just to not have those thoughts.",7.675701038575668,5.982357718100892,7.8558290059347184,76.25478208456975,63.80712166172107,11.392359050445108,33.822143916913944,10.270032843473604,3.0880446587537094,1329,43,273,25,16,435,160,337,0.158,0.698,0.145,-0.8958,0,7,0,0,0,0,36.0,5,1,3,1,15,19,2,5,18,2,36,4,1,0,5,70,60,19,0,14,16,0,4,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,23,22,0,0,11,0,1,4,11,11,0,1,11,5,33,8,46,34,8,44,0,2,0,1,19,19,0,7,20,198,56,1,0.0,0.10828072800444398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395355931695226,0.0,0.0,0.07604276328492462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390114081426818,0.0,0.07520515668348544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081692931162302,0.15261158246413578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787637023644087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188661862788073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283775442478102,0.18483559725240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549370275612007,0.0,0.15581500272037266,0.1533050997864975,0.0,0.2015128450659712,0.0,0.09048923333767253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992941472582939,0.0,0.12910115750186255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087617034377928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776954494918329,0.08248191740829716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458912610844245,0.0,0.06718124859289322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085762153608127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732603906814294,0.061927384020127735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724090534887258,0.0,0.07979713386919372,0.09548179551496168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170919503035499,0.0,0.18047073623057636,0.3924692766525327,0.0,0.07804549550533073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559772065671519,0.0,0.0,0.09315932456742533,0.1548667872677654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468542956887169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142925301739757,0.0,0.0,0.14510492291499424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940472004655544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773241791932534,0.0725401381333936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313294660763843,0.2596797915170809,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lphillabaum,2020/04/03,"Hi. I'm looking for a friend I'm a 16yo dude who legitimately just wants a friend. I love my friends but it's hard to talk to them about some stuff because we're so close. I'm very lonely for a lot of reasons and I'm just looking for someone to talk to. Whether it be a guy or a girl. On the off chance that you see this and want a friend too, send me a message. I'd be glad to talk :)",-1.2407954545454558,0.5478692386363662,1.1170000000000009,102.72800000000002,89.56818181818181,3.974545454545455,19.027272727272727,4.935628992294339,-0.8300036363636359,295,9,80,1,10,99,58,88,0.057,0.6709999999999999,0.272,0.9572,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,12,10,2,4,0,1,3,1,16,3,0,3,0,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588622818539493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587498528010927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188233813375118,0.0,0.0,0.1702967170540186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928059944568865,0.0,0.0,0.16162045140958134,0.17157716200686995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545957609716189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514890519910808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107532828675436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176247140004348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583975332372482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685651366486433,0.2242576792475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ColtsTech15,2020/04/03,"Every day I lose a fight It's been 257 days since I move to a new town. 241 days since I started a new job. But it's been over a year since I had a life change that made me challenge what I'm waking up each day for. For two years I grew each day working and doing what I could to make that special someone's life better. After all that ended, I found I didn't know what I wanted to wake up for each day. Sure working kept my mind busy, and it helped the time pass but each day I went to bed not knowing how I was going to make the next day pass. Each day I think I'll do something to improve my life. Find something I like doing that makes me healthier, be it physically, mentally, socially, or emotionally. Some days I came out strong, went to the gym for a few days in a row, or even making it a few weeks. Making meals for myself instead of fast food or snaking on granola bars and peanuts made me think I was on the track to setting my life back up. But one small slip, or just getting the doubt in my head set me back each time. I don't know how those out there win their daily battles, or lose them and get up the next day ready to fight like it's the first time all over again. I've always been a hands-on learner, progressing best when put into the situation. Through the years or therapy sessions I've never found how to take home the will to keep trying when the only thing/person/idea that knows what's happening, is me. I know I'm my own worst enemy, and don't stand up to myself. Thank you for listening",5.419218144938228,4.427659865203761,5.821652222017335,86.74619030057167,67.90282131661442,8.885192697768764,28.16909459708648,7.724431198458867,1.371487036695556,1183,30,271,11,17,381,164,319,0.085,0.794,0.12,0.882,1,0,2,0,2,0,31.0,0,1,2,11,12,17,3,1,20,0,16,10,3,10,4,57,48,19,0,2,11,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,16,15,3,2,10,2,0,9,5,7,0,3,15,1,32,10,35,30,14,62,0,2,0,0,8,16,0,8,36,164,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377669450659998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787408660351645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043661362084224,0.06778830904419103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766409325262142,0.0,0.0,0.08108268137247268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119663298870221,0.0,0.0,0.593174019146152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621789716320541,0.06788675854828939,0.0,0.0,0.05062481942253524,0.0,0.06457865685066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005424451715286,0.06519615506236193,0.09268222059373947,0.16807961871378913,0.0,0.0,0.08009010252772497,0.0,0.04356042748739476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777895512924212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866224355725364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051375070194334495,0.0,0.0768834923266641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865254732702756,0.0,0.0,0.07606061935483419,0.06812764284602271,0.0,0.0,0.2106167606057197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655302166214274,0.07489199931289213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149744836334524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505105889201028,0.2558133429169341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724245175507118,0.0,0.07739192430522376,0.0,0.0,0.0814639509447076,0.0,0.0,0.0591151236756853,0.1480528818213277,0.16303054828396926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519381947950276,0.0582937262585864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692546679569122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770517076162884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902103182778908,0.08615477770291521,0.0,0.07813227093176603,0.06494300939451106,0.1180136738928106,0.0,0.0,0.05425135413852035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223917409460727,0.0,0.05762923146625225,0.0,0.0,0.0705665368571313,0.08765286855461286,0.0,0.05092106098799876,0.09822499117735828,0.0,0.0,0.1340809727564759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203848610769085,0.0,0.07487327577370373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520856398391535,0.0,0.061481841556065814,0.0,0.0,0.1421056318186799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160029596373736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807504656117146 lonely,DMLammy,2020/04/03,"Just trying to make friends. 31 m pennsylvania usa Hit a new low, multiple people in a dream I had the other night said I need to make new friends and start talking more. So I decided I'd put a post out on here and see if I cant find some chill people to chat with. It's just hard to meet new people right now, I dont have a car at the moment, I work nights. I'm a mix of goofball and grumpy old man, just depends on my mood. I'm a huge D&D nerd, I read lots of fantasy and sci fi, big movie buff,listen to lots of podcasts and a bunch of other crap lol. Hit me up if you feel like chatting",2.2099242424242402,2.5386383257575744,3.986060606060608,92.60742424242426,74.83333333333333,7.078787878787877,23.75757575757576,6.937597516519254,0.5186303030303034,457,12,114,4,9,155,90,132,0.067,0.8059999999999999,0.127,0.8176,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,9,1,4,1,1,3,0,22,15,8,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,4,10,3,16,11,5,22,0,1,1,0,9,10,1,6,10,60,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769801019302333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914346482360532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259020922826182,0.11669097271271672,0.0,0.0,0.14929088073135313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239398330912755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632161516132944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980025060734151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777336627793208,0.0,0.0,0.21806301405505688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121115416406115,0.0,0.4732677928567701,0.0,0.30656926763686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713990930576637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397206260729365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643570022017286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642030025614487,0.0,0.0,0.16338538396028227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949247653429833,0.1553748683766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016177381483165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561372899004195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128745444921966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089794025315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189143255283167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,firefighter_82,2020/04/03,"Frontline Worker I’m kind of surprised to find myself posting this. But after lying in bed for two hours with not even a wink of sleep, I just felt like saying something. I am quite terrified. Every day I go into work, and all I’m thinking is I’m going to get this virus. I’m lying in bed unable to sleep because all I can think is tomorrow I’m going to get it. I work in a frontline essential service, unfortunately not my dream job as my username implies, but I’m still working with the public in close quarters every day. And I feel very exposed and vulnerable. After breaking up with my long term girlfriend last year, and losing touch with friends because my shiftwork schedule. I feel very alone. I’m scared. And I have nobody to talk to about it. If I try and talk to my mother about it, she changes the subject to herself. Or how her and my father had it way harder. My father, while caring and empathetic, isn’t worth much in the advice department. I don’t know. I miss my ex-girlfriend, and I miss my friends. But they’re gone or not around anymore. Anyhow, hope someone is listening. I’m gonna try to sleep again. Good night folks.",2.686748841129372,4.839254269911507,3.853160556257901,86.60547197640122,77.09734513274336,5.720691108301729,25.80615254951538,6.655083550727371,1.071912600084282,899,34,172,8,21,292,130,226,0.12300000000000001,0.753,0.124,0.627,1,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,8,12,0,1,5,0,9,3,3,1,2,38,35,18,0,2,10,3,4,1,3,1,0,2,2,0,6,16,0,0,7,1,1,5,5,4,0,2,3,6,25,8,29,31,4,32,0,3,0,0,14,9,0,5,16,103,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496125536474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244341696437809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268209731903813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383885399164573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590692513586424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038051273312182,0.0,0.13527835095941687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494192878962408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084462452069621,0.0,0.2154860707134298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293182843119535,0.0,0.12278328155152575,0.0,0.11687850618129116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759701057293905,0.0,0.1336223323492546,0.0,0.218028660294747,0.1072583029208916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701206750542296,0.12593442746268918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689954235735326,0.0,0.0,0.13316563559913167,0.07027860346224056,0.1042379327500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247490830107995,0.0,0.0,0.11316832629697987,0.0,0.14306317709059746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400530996314473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200051800450112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247212197816584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601437887498502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169400614590623,0.12802854895017327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839121427536751,0.0,0.10835092116494784,0.0984470106602923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212382510239182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556756690291947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638785817705757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364202732108686,0.0,0.1249185782481408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102608235637374,0.0,0.10150389152964276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792909117399269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234947248893329 lonely,soileilunetoile,2020/04/03,"Having a rough night. 32F if it makes a difference to you. I generally try pretty hard to stay optimistic and positive, but I’m really struggling tonight and could just use some reassurance. It’s been a hard year(ish). Dealt with some pretty serious health stuff with my dad in Feb ‘19, got dumped by my fiancé in April ‘19 (and later found out he left me for another girl who is younger, prettier, thinner and just all around better than me; he ended our engagement in a text message, lied to me about why he left, and was almost certainly cheating with this girl - emotionally if not yet physically), I’ve had a series of expensive events with my animals (vet bills in the THOUSANDS of dollars, which includes a surgery for my dog because he ruptured a disc and without the surgery would have been paralyzed at best), a generally precarious situation at work (higher ed in a program whose funding keeps getting cut PLUS I work for someone who is literally causing me to go insane), and now I’m trapped at home and have lost my second job (which is literally what pays my rent) because of the pandemic. I have a sinus surgery scheduled for the middle of the month which I absolutely cannot afford, but I also can’t afford not to have it done for health reasons. I’m exhausted all the time, I’m gaining weight I don’t need to gain because I’m in so much pain (and also can’t BREATHE, see the need for the surgery), so I feel fat and ugly and generally gross. I have a ton of debt; I’m able to pay it (or at least I have been - not having this second job is seriously scary and there is very little opportunity to find something else here at the moment because everything is locked down and laying people off). It’s been over a year since I’ve had any kind of intimate contact with anyone, (and I mean that literally, not even so much as a HUG) and dating has been a joke even before quarantine hit - college town where I definitely don’t fit the general demographic, plus see above fat and ugly and gross. Long story short, I’m lonely and sad and freaking out a little bit. I don’t really have any friends; I have a few acquaintances that I am in no way comfortable talking about any of this, and the couple actual friends I have have heard all of this feeling sorry for myself so much that I’m afraid to push them away by talking about it any more. I don’t want to burden them any further, and I’m sick of hearing about me - so I know they must be. But I was speaking to someone on Reddit recently, and I think they meant well, but their response to everything I said (when I was really making an effort NOT to complain) was to say how bad my life sucks and how hard what I’ve gone through is and how glad they are not to be me. Which, yeah, it does suck. Yes, it has been that long. No, there’s nothing left to cut or sell or whatever. Thanks for reminding me how shitty everything is day in and day out, as if I didn’t spend every waking hour trying (and often failing, no matter how hard I try) NOT to let that overwhelm me. If you’ve made it this far, you’re an angel. I think I needed a little bit of an outlet just so this wasn’t all in my head, but if anybody has some kind words or whatever, I would appreciate it.",9.482192307692307,6.222624200000002,9.442187500000003,71.20944711538462,61.6875,12.721153846153848,38.990384615384606,10.727762888450028,3.905457932692308,2528,92,507,46,26,837,304,640,0.174,0.703,0.12300000000000001,-0.9884,6,4,1,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,6,10,33,39,6,3,31,2,54,14,5,11,6,107,94,58,0,13,25,1,8,0,2,3,9,5,2,2,31,37,3,1,10,1,10,3,20,23,1,3,23,15,51,16,76,63,17,62,1,5,2,1,31,36,2,14,21,338,82,9,0.07428180198677381,0.0,0.07248832346033364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438249470568795,0.0,0.0,0.11880626042309428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525708629126693,0.07789094613276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051939563087075376,0.0,0.0,0.06612655242478692,0.0,0.0,0.06979019817396917,0.0,0.062022201906014325,0.18112598812951236,0.0,0.06320834237751083,0.0,0.07795416836212546,0.06569621741069173,0.1621929779030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630787250449246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930797452119965,0.08219140103591098,0.0,0.0958112342026298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760867300054915,0.0,0.0,0.06500450549485584,0.07601607352326523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205291392730525,0.08355702917790933,0.06579162855335652,0.0,0.0,0.0981248592878092,0.0,0.06258562192170641,0.0,0.20027908172241102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511822200586674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789222128760294,0.0,0.0,0.08144616180150534,0.11477987190200925,0.0,0.038809175669774966,0.0,0.0422160598938821,0.0,0.05940994282057499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661676165892204,0.0,0.07623455913882195,0.15791616387656232,0.0837209894760215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745107039606648,0.0,0.07315261202742061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742645320359268,0.06602507864848124,0.0,0.15470613195512808,0.040823335734983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421221856127471,0.07595817527753719,0.05246743351712759,0.0,0.22334964036097146,0.0,0.13147411449261107,0.0,0.0,0.0810873616663072,0.0,0.0,0.07028723709871879,0.09916735926763401,0.0,0.0,0.08091465882004799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059291025656113966,0.0,0.16381701430187687,0.16523704485569232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970843917731981,0.0,0.07127539239758769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790410745703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051497648546510726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114259482082373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276047334092282,0.07637406405905413,0.07334431803857548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065900405091699,0.059071870393103,0.0,0.0,0.11838595777226985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614466742104208,0.08349585771863352,0.0,0.0,0.12587745953966978,0.05718576024991539,0.0,0.0831523957834917,0.0,0.07917451740965538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765546774491001,0.08503489150943616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940979738463794,0.0,0.06838870319458068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951935586908401,0.0,0.0,0.04331431609691558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129740269043102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415562703706114,0.0,0.0612902660587229,0.04381333138692565,0.058961436883819884,0.0,0.0904552231859231,0.0667882608718988,0.0,0.06702777249786182,0.0,0.0,0.0716050063629645,0.0,0.1081560730767263,0.0,0.0,0.1055353217647752,0.0,0.0,0.095670090109878 lonely,_paninipress,2020/04/03,"My thoughts are dicks I knew it was too good to be true. Usually at night all my self deprecating thoughts and anxiety come to attack and usually their not that bad. The usual “your annoying” and “nobody likes you” are typical I’m used to them. However, lately these past few days they were really quiet. I don’t know if it was because I’ve been occupying myself with late night tasks like organizing my room or browsing the internet till 5 am and starting my day a few hours later. But this time it’s like they were regrouping and practicing a new approach with new tactics to tear me down. These thoughts came early in the night, it was only 9 o’clock. They were so violent and mean. Telling me that I don’t deserve to live and that all the mistakes I’ve made are the reason why I get to live such a lonely and shitty life. Telling me that I’m disgusting and embarrassing. Along with a slew of other thoughts that are just so violent that I’m scared to say them out loud. I didn’t even know my thoughts could get so dark.",3.75375,5.386597635467986,4.5876816502463065,84.76901016009855,72.64532019704433,8.424753694581282,27.95843596059113,9.017664075816787,2.189551970443349,812,31,165,17,16,262,122,203,0.161,0.764,0.075,-0.9619,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,6,0,7,15,5,2,9,0,17,2,1,3,3,38,36,16,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,1,14,16,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,16,3,22,5,17,18,4,28,0,1,0,1,12,5,1,2,23,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886040043825971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214626863096096,0.0,0.0,0.09698691258744374,0.0708087178388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285358046643714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005966093505954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274255289005062,0.0,0.0,0.14982434533019162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672113257784158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137531440689528,0.0,0.0,0.0974276530793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439203656454895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767458015942276,0.0,0.2620621198137158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204569060486258,0.1702465038051964,0.0,0.205138934195988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991132064025172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652989898544434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243718576048752,0.0,0.32701868472887563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834324253906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088576534627016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744136622228689,0.11942956630382102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237334622325176,0.11629422349304284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117792035148985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221708997417328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305407726916688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461081598379716,0.0677325483452256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032304562267913,0.3837942240925179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481434893318102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shattered_Skyy,2020/04/03,"If you need a friend. If you need someone to be your friend, or maybe just someone to vent to I'll try my best to be that person. PM me if you want to.",-1.713857142857144,-0.030692742857137745,0.633928571428573,106.10232142857143,90.71428571428572,3.5,14.464285714285715,3.1291,-1.6605714285714286,114,2,32,0,4,38,23,35,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314417967435188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629496380264766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009944533757829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443080413368095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160436513080626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077103098645509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034127780106452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671535583893808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,snackz710,2020/04/03,How do you meet girls? This sounds like a ridiculous question but.. How do you meet girls ?? Dating apps are stupid and other than that I just have zero idea how to meet girls. Any advice?,1.1408333333333367,3.77258475,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,90.38888888888887,2.8800000000000003,12.755555555555556,3.1291,-1.6756044444444442,145,2,30,0,5,42,28,36,0.166,0.774,0.06,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776555685039799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240484363402484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518024792542676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388059223211409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475745914110443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Boredartsygirl,2020/04/03,"Life’s unfair💔 but it is what it is Men can’t stand me bruh lol and I am never really interested in any guys I’ve met. The only man I really like and want lives in another state 💔 and the gag is I haven’t even met him irl :( shit lowkey sucks. I’ve never really experienced anything like this and am not one to care usually. But I kinda do, I know its stupid but I’m kinda sad also🥺. I know its okay tho. Everything will always be okay.",-2.1311458333333317,-0.5851951562499984,1.6087500000000006,93.02791666666668,109.9375,5.466666666666668,11.583333333333332,6.937597516519254,-0.2510791666666665,339,6,79,8,18,123,65,96,0.26,0.588,0.152,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,2,3,10,2,1,0,2,15,18,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,8,6,3,14,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,2,5,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788112498899756,0.18605145854391975,0.0,0.0,0.1520543160684321,0.2344620120776776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840021125818344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797307586886675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768437851714822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009554760389798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139718650035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576724026005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793388887599558,0.2184773891659103,0.0,0.1974411416285232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449051433898717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515158000976847,0.1700563642922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297278372716599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295201467409008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462616211861681,0.0,0.1318839010543756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kelsina,2020/04/03,"New feeling So, I’ve been handling quarantine well-ish, better now that I have a routine established again. So today I talked to two different friends on the phone, and for some reason now I feel so lonely. Like it was a high talking with friends I haven’t spoken to in awhile but since I had it for a moment now that it’s gone (aka the phone call ended) I feel more lonely than I did before. I don’t know what to make of this feeling, I felt like maybe I should feel better because I talked with some people but I don’t",3.156944444444445,4.274759138888893,3.9879629629629636,90.51583333333336,73.35185185185185,6.511111111111113,23.685185185185183,6.6274283507984215,0.5762740740740737,409,11,88,3,8,131,67,108,0.064,0.758,0.17800000000000002,0.8204,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,18,6,0,1,2,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,6,12,6,11,11,3,12,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,10,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725578420618853,0.0,0.14971811389596054,0.0,0.0,0.31122201250217546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796617702597718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382738269283744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583700136165585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448209719994916,0.0,0.1689369107721404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718727510959531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589788419750106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669598346179434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191783564976798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744612681755595,0.0,0.17676261818184336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699309087616519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219796394028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090303259652027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554534768557634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242591002866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677737911657325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187485495273086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819766935843274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yigitaga32,2020/04/03,"I feel like forgotten in a cell in a prison Hi, I don't see anyone for a while due to quarantine and also had some problems in my life. And now I am suffering from loneliness. It's like being forgotten by others. I'd love to have a buddy to check me sometimes "" hey yigi hows goin"" and that would spark happiness inside me. I feel like abandoned buildings in Chernobyl",3.258423423423423,4.922344121621625,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,74.0,8.176576576576577,27.1981981981982,8.841846274778883,2.2094306306306306,291,11,56,6,6,98,55,74,0.22,0.5770000000000001,0.203,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,5,10,7,1,7,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325971882459072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033730594625511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941307497159479,0.4155747225947175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096212878304355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543997373711967,0.4262921917376501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250861377293805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830961206127763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317743257599917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876637121419809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661553537411206,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kxxks,2020/04/03,i feel so lonely i just want to be loved,-4.3290000000000015,-3.4907218999999987,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,118.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,31,0,9,0,2,11,9,10,0.21100000000000002,0.377,0.41200000000000003,0.3961,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245945166308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7578923188684329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952966075466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BunBunMcBun,2020/04/03,"Sudden loneliness So as of late, in order to pass the time in quarentine, I've been reading a lot of online webcomics. So about a couple days ago I started reading my first comic and it just so happened to involve a love story. Now this is all well and good, but about part way through the comic I became increasingly aware of my own loneliness. These extreme feelings of hopelessness and loneliness just seemed to come out and smack me right across the face. Everytime I would look at the couple on the page, I would long for something like that. This is the first time that I've ever felt this way and I have no idea how to deal with it. Not to mention I'm also struggling with my sexuality, which only seemed to amplify these feelings. Its been a couple days now leading up to this point, I've had nights that were worse than others, with me overthinking and what not, but I still have no idea what to do or how to deal with these feelings. My guess is that this quarentine gave me too much free time to think but like i said before i don't really know for sure.",5.57663736263736,5.999003638095237,5.712857142857146,82.87598901098903,67.3809523809524,8.937728937728938,28.534798534798533,8.841846274778883,1.998018315018315,844,26,169,13,13,267,117,210,0.125,0.785,0.09,-0.8751,2,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,3,16,9,0,1,10,0,13,2,1,3,3,40,30,17,0,2,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,0,10,4,1,4,5,2,1,2,7,6,15,8,32,21,7,33,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,5,19,124,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820838602116924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761996306603847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387324752726047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515317282722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40520700701620216,0.0,0.15745111597425845,0.2516992394925774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042001417436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516797090535514,0.0,0.11720709734107003,0.0,0.0,0.20766669558270948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023871832730854,0.0,0.0,0.13447473261669976,0.0,0.10794679247783022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756061166579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670869112871575,0.0,0.13770116307971791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927523952918992,0.0,0.0,0.10802880382904434,0.1025087155119425,0.0,0.0,0.1037802165444426,0.11017364988066268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973607299137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455516289541195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284033309743693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219076499158786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539634906779668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442076391880213,0.0,0.0782016709961301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424778383852386,0.11611727094463375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225731693284076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397605452136457,0.0,0.0,0.08640233027589925,0.0,0.09748588699020408,0.0,0.0,0.1276148894197577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505027069082258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821803034983994,0.0,0.0,0.21354137008707752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378821521429546,0.0,0.0,0.10975629628171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244005592293886,0.17343116728278415,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dinasik_,2020/04/04,"I feel really stupid Yesterday I made post on one subreddit for making friends. Everything was great. I thought that nobody will even notice my post, but there were kind people that I spent my last evening with. I really appreciate them and want to say ""thank you"". I went to sleep happy and exited to see next day. That was rare and very warm feeling. I thought that everything will continue. But after only one evening of chatting no topics left for me to discuss. This day I spent again alone. After that heartwarming expirience this loneliness that I thought I used to is tearing me apart. I feel guilty and stupid for being not interesting at all. And for even trying to cominicate. I think this is kinda ironic that better you feel now, worse you will feel if you lose that thing that you were exited about and what was warming tour heart.",4.8894230769230775,7.0998696089743625,4.747692307692311,82.3973076923077,70.85897435897436,8.646153846153847,26.102564102564106,9.265573868473778,2.263771794871795,673,22,122,15,13,207,93,156,0.16699999999999998,0.637,0.195,0.6616,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,1,2,8,13,2,0,0,0,11,2,2,3,1,26,29,9,0,2,4,0,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,9,1,2,1,2,3,0,2,12,9,22,10,17,13,1,19,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,10,85,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042104675085038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991039356986298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487708203702335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35819993783306425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243702955407766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427691851983972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474955907757087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947855226382584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443285160116157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066416049840332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118676768284916,0.0,0.11051662637066634,0.0,0.0,0.14730917401897453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168048015528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829003853841367,0.09050138309127947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419195200677834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543598889353838,0.0,0.0,0.18374641489050847,0.1031154745837394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399480744122136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969827659456035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371334524498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781946825742424,0.0,0.0,0.1080405185345403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567893414773596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482478655552125,0.0,0.0,0.09007400465005648,0.08687484255430515,0.0,0.32290855399197754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920506122358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117098469149966,0.0,0.1118685399976622,0.07996919788197845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256849630868035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816864153167416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Acceptablefarm,2020/04/04,"Dreams about other people, happening for a long time I've been lonely for a long time, my only friends are online and although I am in high school, doesn't mean I can just ""make friends"", that's not as easy as it sounds and even more so when I am known as the ""edgy geek"" who people avoid. It sucks and because of this, I really think it's been influencing my dreams more recently, this has happened in the past a LOT, it's sad to wake up and see yourself alone. I just dream about having fun with people, nothing lewd but overall, talking and getting to know people and I almost started crying when I woke up, it hit me so hard that when woke up, I wanted to go right back to sleep. It's truly unfortunate and I hope that I can somehow get a friend or just some damn people to talk to in the real world sometime because it is really destroying me. Like a lot of you, I have been thinking about how lonely I am because quarantine did nothing to me, it did not effect me at all aside from just making me sad. Idk it's a bit of a rant but I guess thanks for reading this far. I wish you all luck in life and stay safe out there.",5.259735886431166,4.679859892703863,5.833476394849786,85.16239022779796,68.09871244635193,8.542621327170684,28.22350610762628,7.61054688173877,1.4415238692637833,877,24,191,8,13,285,131,233,0.165,0.679,0.156,0.1334,0,7,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,17,18,3,1,10,0,16,3,2,5,2,44,38,21,0,3,9,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,17,10,0,2,6,4,0,1,3,9,0,0,7,3,23,9,30,30,8,26,0,4,1,0,8,13,2,9,12,131,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204424112626273,0.12457314936745728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248740846037927,0.0,0.21996355633434025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313139161694003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212123625072386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944338721222002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878262064870635,0.0,0.12568200932968035,0.0,0.06835753583884352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250128264994446,0.0,0.21272529318989175,0.0,0.10774668713679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270817545358153,0.0,0.11946455036778594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610239426843456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495687366453986,0.058762422941729585,0.0,0.0,0.21288690881858685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045144323881698,0.0,0.0,0.16057482228849934,0.0,0.0,0.13101949125718365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308225922785282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147787824291106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482026524816115,0.416932840841031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031191583611038,0.1369042516171439,0.1541080842583421,0.0,0.11876136383878948,0.0,0.0,0.10271792182246134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172914033861433,0.09584708250338776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036623085136595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895936903492264,0.0,0.08513435470537649,0.12820180104344567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933519974329092,0.0,0.11073708065951128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414032281063667,0.0,0.0,0.140271731770922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094388671110745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831533554328404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,la_lebowski,2020/04/04,"Being in quarantine has made me realize how lonely I really am. As we speak I am trying to hold back tears. I am on the verge of a panic attack. I can feel it. I have been in quarantine going on 4 weeks. The first couple weeks I was okay because I was staying active. But the lack of motivation has consumed me. It has left me with a lot of time to think about things, mainly how lonely I really am. I would say that in my normal life, a few really good friends. Everyone else are just acquaintances. I have tried many times to make friends online, putting myself out there just to get ghosted. It just so hard when people don’t really want to put in as much effort as you or the conversation just fizzles out. I just wish I had one person that could make me feel less lonely. Loneliness is one of the worst feelings a person can experience. Quarantine is awful enough, but when you feel like you have absolutely no one.. it is literal torture..",3.576666666666668,5.3196313513513545,4.974594594594596,81.36423423423425,73.32432432432431,8.392792792792793,24.225225225225223,9.029198982220553,1.8754036036036041,740,22,143,16,15,247,111,185,0.126,0.779,0.095,-0.5664,0,9,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,3,13,12,2,1,9,2,24,1,0,6,0,32,36,11,1,6,8,0,5,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,7,4,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,7,0,4,5,7,22,5,22,28,8,22,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,2,9,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252044371136753,0.0,0.10308916417930047,0.0,0.08172593275089887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704150381436787,0.14834246555408656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199568483776184,0.0,0.0,0.1385269373541921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810666022706899,0.0,0.13114314539702976,0.0,0.0,0.2711529945941871,0.09577741414152492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140372295004907,0.0,0.0,0.207159495754148,0.0,0.07004441745019926,0.0,0.07619330406475594,0.11244894790721363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009760144570494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566406998969908,0.0,0.09469541036081404,0.06549831125183432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397887695454426,0.0,0.12685733442666391,0.17898138236895764,0.13592278544410905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855459125475467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135708866432672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725415862645434,0.0,0.0,0.15729861095832906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294510203432928,0.2341240770750206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954851114881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34354673493249605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661537324537984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289746827008878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906808557563617,0.08590465074866548,0.0,0.0,0.15635096524995745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204523801885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907612621465228,0.0,0.21508074729055596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417030892853906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523727322028787,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bobthebillyman,2020/04/04,"Feeling down Recently it just gets to the same point in the night when I just feel lonely and down. I am 18 and all my friends from primary school and secondary school stopped talking to me. And now my friends from college have as well. In school I always had friends around me. I always had people there who cared about me. Now everyone is gone. My girlfriend of 2 years never asks how I am. Never puts effort into conversation and always show that she (maybe jokingly) doesn’t like things about me. If I try talk to her about how it makes me feel she blames it on her depression and insecurities. I love her with all of my heart which makes it so hard. She tells me it’s “gay” Becuase I like self hygiene products like lip balms and moisturiser. Apparently I’m an “old man” Becuase I enjoy nature and the weather and things like that. I guess I just miss feeling like people care about me. I miss feeling like a person. Now I just feel like an animal in a cage. I don’t want to break up with her I just wish she realised how much I care about her. And I wish she would show me how much she claims she cares about me. My friends I have given up on and just accepted that people don’t want to stick around for me. I miss having people there for me every day to make me laugh and ask me how I am. To cheer me up when I’m down and to just be there. I’m just a ghost. I dont think anyone cares. I removed most people off my Instagram to see who would care enough about me to notice and add me back. Not a single person did. If you read that I appreciate you taking the time. I’m just in a bad place and I feel so alone so you taking the time out of your day means a lot",1.9717195004803043,3.6355885014409246,3.101403458213259,93.42855091258407,77.53025936599424,6.125225744476468,20.500384245917388,6.88968998030894,0.16260660902977842,1298,31,295,13,30,417,155,347,0.077,0.705,0.21899999999999997,0.9937,1,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,36,31,0,1,13,0,17,4,2,8,4,67,56,28,1,8,12,0,8,7,5,2,0,0,0,4,14,22,0,1,10,4,0,3,7,7,1,0,5,9,62,24,44,48,9,40,0,5,1,2,34,19,0,5,24,206,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979489557519102,0.0,0.0,0.19232165756784544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387132533935129,0.0,0.0,0.13717192858450564,0.14405246683233208,0.0,0.0,0.0592424863430796,0.06432896271268902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713121861561829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937469362692873,0.0,0.06635833905624038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902956129969238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796075927056765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491333772788056,0.07361934815728731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726921979363987,0.16512187855318985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380976448059829,0.0,0.04025258597484686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487323364880099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901676398412789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912981366133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634804529172322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550050255170238,0.06953569452274523,0.0,0.15428346206517515,0.0,0.07740158384608074,0.08392407734947048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132731858472075,0.0,0.11884297924805368,0.0,0.0,0.07230107037142637,0.0,0.0,0.08771570575493125,0.08084527183226911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670648744589645,0.134544620175396,0.08049513364905991,0.0,0.07283198193497227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745103046308995,0.0,0.0,0.0770653773252161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607217666088058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339195265857579,0.06139451381280154,0.0,0.08037424547218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441267521835063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585579346494874,0.12385094639378234,0.06734031333109369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236992190840508,0.04936702260902325,0.0,0.0,0.08985056768369627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230817716397799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088571751706608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927228333144844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719480983125982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946044432549457,0.0,0.0,0.04961415001618275 lonely,TheLazerShow15,2020/04/04,"welp I’ve been talking to this girl for the past two weeks through text. I finally managed to ask her if she wanted to do a FaceTime or something and she said “I can see, I’m probably gonna be busy later.” like what ?? we’re all in quarantine, what do you mean? sorry, had to rant. the loneliness is literally painful.",1.2454910714285743,3.5637645312500013,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,83.375,6.7821428571428575,26.330357142857146,7.957251820313856,1.7377482142857141,246,11,52,5,7,82,54,64,0.152,0.81,0.038,-0.7536,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,6,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,1,7,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,5,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262511287384016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30760407206019275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371853194817091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058749089408921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987923552958692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680565909724882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027512683421841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671063160260576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376226126100512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161745407350676,0.0,0.314334038595622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256974288361391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430204432770394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562386771199716,0.0,0.2252418456864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,johntwelvesthoreau,2020/04/04,"Need someone to talk? Have a conversation, rant about something, tell what clusterfuck concerns you. Just tell, i will listen.",4.855499999999998,7.9749875500000025,3.4700000000000024,79.09000000000003,98.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8495000000000004,101,5,14,2,4,29,19,20,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143976786206489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592618813580787,0.32642323557224423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340802782466963,0.7412060003955202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Doofenburb,2020/04/04,"How do I make friends online? Recently, I've been really bored during our extended break for COVID-19. I was hoping that during this time, I could talk to my long-time friend and play videogames with them. But usually, they are busy with schoolwork or don't have access to their computer. Besides them, I don't really have any other online friends. I really want to just put myself out there and make new friends that I can play video games online with and talk to about other stuff. My mother says that I should just talk to my regular friends from school but most of them don't like art or videogames. Is there even a way for me to make friends my age on the internet without it being awkward? Anyways, thanks for any advice about reaching out to people online that you might have and I hope that you have a great day.",5.9360126582278525,6.627486525316456,5.284658227848105,85.31572151898736,66.65822784810125,8.59848101265823,28.458227848101266,8.548686976883017,1.8616334177215192,653,20,128,9,10,197,93,158,0.026000000000000002,0.746,0.22899999999999998,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,5,0,9,15,0,1,3,0,17,0,0,4,0,27,24,9,0,5,7,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,22,13,21,18,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,6,7,89,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291110157721294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969905446127846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549105724794364,0.0,0.0,0.08520969122502177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726731297219248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124766594447631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566827322138542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624598641087195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645495985734035,0.0,0.0,0.11692646267666022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645833800113168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016373995472484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276071433114635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159883531366564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282211295353935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253927964789417,0.0,0.13045749269776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050710989827256,0.0,0.1337175485656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512515084305927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185911980698021,0.0,0.12164294366912408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704314699538357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551701530570127,0.0,0.0779307451801308,0.1048746709687203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273637801064137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,obinna7,2020/04/04,"Need friends (M32) my name is Obinna, I’m 32, I live in Nigeria, and because of that a lot of people assume that I’m automatically bad, I’ve tried for so long to find a friend, but no one even reads my posts, they just see where I’m from, and they automatically assume that I’m a scammer, it’s that people don’t want to talk to me just because of my nationality, so I kindly ask you, please give me a single chance, and I promise I will do my best to be a good friend to anyone who responds, I’ll try so hard… Thank you all in advance -Obinna",3.9091625615763586,3.7028723793103455,5.724581280788177,83.53568965517245,70.89655172413794,7.66305418719212,26.91625615763547,6.868970318607317,1.003501477832513,420,12,97,3,7,146,73,116,0.039,0.67,0.29100000000000004,0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,2,7,9,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,14,8,12,13,4,7,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,3,1,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342789179525932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839376362348874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593292502469794,0.2326478825489752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025698567725053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603680440601173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440878238647056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44228817354720745,0.0,0.0,0.18305482788115396,0.0,0.16005329486548767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709399436328042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871280973201447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850022188531172,0.16887236703347308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223090692405254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414928507363587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930661626554416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645853091391891,0.0,0.0,0.20946637187006892,0.0,0.0,0.18275570392187598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908746584966344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206124026529624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533763144870964,0.0,0.17568419808551042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591126080035125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255236070592307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Princess_nior,2020/04/04,"Damn this sucks I almost cried at work today because I realized nothing changed with this quarantine because a I work in essentials and two I never go any where anyways. Let me tell you I'm not completely lonely I have a boyfriend but... I feel all i am is work and him. Him and work. Then sleep. I always feel like I'm annoying him because we're around each other so much. Living together probably was a mistake. I have no where else to go though. I dont have enough money to get my own place. I'm ranting to say, I have no friends and I feel the loneliest I've ever felt. Sometimes I feel itll last forever because it's hard for me to talk to new people in person. I'm so awkward I sometimes cringe so hard at myself it hurts. This sucks...",1.2369362745098016,3.4331630000000004,3.0243423202614395,90.41141544117649,82.39869281045752,5.916503267973857,24.595179738562088,7.1686216300943375,1.0992748366013063,581,23,121,8,16,193,94,153,0.192,0.755,0.053,-0.9477,1,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,9,10,4,1,4,0,10,1,1,0,3,20,24,10,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,2,8,22,2,12,20,5,16,0,2,0,0,9,8,3,1,7,78,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406663431352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140316700662796,0.0,0.0,0.09104649057643044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918616547382425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264605699407676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416327322098514,0.0,0.14037602858571038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706654640824832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691239429621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118438599363682,0.0,0.0,0.1383391458456654,0.0,0.0,0.1211067798645592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707854109973146,0.09564757524211696,0.12855073640756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343933188666693,0.0,0.0699494630170177,0.0,0.152180028011836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986958665854305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433268181534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913426361713348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369066330505505,0.0,0.06540951966435785,0.0,0.11822303704020318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842098752599654,0.0,0.10326047855581978,0.12930710855238095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284664087421312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281910270701747,0.11690334552640327,0.1398814818445024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435083225270093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647084206497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398183651488016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648316661777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761180908734744,0.11702151906094133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315414764318107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690746387849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078633362674574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898799241767145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sandywatersaltybeach,2020/04/04,"I feel so bad Im going through a divorce and back at my moms house. My sleep schedule is messed up and i am just miserable with life. Im 21. My dads at risk for heart attack, mom is alcoholic.. I am not around any friends. Im somewhere im not really familiar with.. I met this guy on accident and we are together hes a good guy and does everything he can to help relieve me but i never feel relief. I always feel stressed. I applied for college and then the corona crap came out so im stuck home and im really just feeling heavy. My mom bitched about my sleeping pattern and she knows i struggle with depression. Idk it feels like nobody understands me at all. My boyfriend tries but im a mess. My marriage was toxic i was emotionally and sexually abused. I married a narcissist. I feel broken and like life is pointless. I just wish somebody understood. The only.person who asks how im doing is my boyfriend. My family just makes me feel bad. My mom claims to clean and stuff everyday.. Shes a stay at home mom. She doesnt ever really clean and she barely functions. She stays up all night all the time but gets mad at me for it. I feel ashamed and tbh i havent been taking care of myself. Havent showered everyday like i should. Havent ate like i should. I dont even look in the mirror. I just wish i didnt feel so alone. My boyfriend tries to comfort me but i neever accept it and it sometimes makes me feel overwhelmed and claustrophobic. He feels like i dont want him bc of how depressed i am and i tell him i do but i am such a mess. I feel like im not good enough. I have told him all of this btw.",-0.11591252278052624,2.2001489161676666,1.868086435824008,94.60174433741214,92.77245508982037,5.29955740692528,20.43452225982817,6.895973343053719,0.494376672741474,1254,44,277,20,46,414,160,334,0.22,0.638,0.142,-0.9835,1,1,1,0,2,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,16,31,4,6,10,0,27,8,4,4,6,66,58,26,0,5,13,6,12,6,1,2,3,0,5,2,8,22,2,0,16,0,0,2,11,17,0,0,10,13,55,14,25,46,5,24,0,4,1,0,29,11,2,0,15,167,63,1,0.0,0.07390514415851353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666077938161091,0.0,0.06460253553393515,0.0,0.0,0.051901677116110864,0.0,0.0,0.042417694967072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552770215914734,0.058312969396128386,0.07096149745423548,0.0,0.04796315355148337,0.10416240461375484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134131829618952,0.06359630323521183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744840070162402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545854983779255,0.0,0.14620798749452496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016439931253657,0.0,0.06445089375038249,0.0,0.04119863928441653,0.05642249815688186,0.0,0.0,0.05605936289732106,0.0,0.05880236958471442,0.0,0.3784690511132374,0.13368388979982745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819140199460045,0.0,0.03258879026068077,0.0,0.03544961462774708,0.10463575290601483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352373239196528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391564425555107,0.0418091957520304,0.0,0.12513606185358386,0.0,0.0,0.07197331884263443,0.0,0.0,0.6063892813565654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428011811765516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811576937139295,0.18284204270803686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052379977083714516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327268528909829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365269018836793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048108075926965255,0.0,0.0,0.058535479420613774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446415803370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198786380522423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248417294600815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169127861176716,0.0,0.0,0.13296864451894902,0.0,0.0,0.07145128838421927,0.0652087478607506,0.07140538793765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689885211441162,0.0,0.05451921396073452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637184089087856,0.0,0.0,0.059602766831553834,0.0,0.08469817147055457,0.0,0.0,0.06493542598594504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036790873357875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345822393822266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YomiRizer,2020/04/04,"Can't take this anymore I dated between the ages of 18 and 21, they all cheated on me. I'm 33 now and have been alone ever since. I've tried to get by, by destroying the part of me that feels love, but I cant. It's so hard dealing with the fact that I'm a good guy, but I'm too ugly for anyone to love me and I'll die alone. The loneliness is causing a physical pain in my chest and makes it hard for me to fall asleep at night. All I care about in life is having someone to love. I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to feel like this for the next 50 years.",0.9398473282442764,1.6897428702290114,2.9403740458015264,97.31407251908396,78.31297709923662,6.156030534351145,20.73358778625953,6.2581,-0.14704641221374093,440,10,116,3,10,149,83,131,0.217,0.618,0.165,-0.4704,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,7,0,10,7,2,2,4,18,24,7,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,11,6,20,22,3,12,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,8,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381125598102873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237591181641332,0.11413368975273112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642310323898618,0.16768140755280864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828219362939678,0.0,0.0,0.16940619520505296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765020540636115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506723075088411,0.116611011760967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528054824079867,0.0,0.0,0.13690895399974384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162262444958342,0.0,0.0,0.2924427004043993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529364945035535,0.07974556853691146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419623242275661,0.0,0.10895679462373273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735961635564388,0.15317959754249713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736874349061004,0.0,0.0,0.17676137564164934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502492577598246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830361732035515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272808496996394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082194890058462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255368641301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051142879745726 lonely,ALPHA_ME,2020/04/04,Got through a breakup and loneliness is killing me! Anyone wanna chat with me ..feel free to help me out...maybe i can help you too through something.we never know!,2.5730000000000004,5.5375846333333385,1.495000000000001,97.7025,86.0,4.333333333333334,27.5,5.985473137389443,0.8930000000000007,129,6,25,1,4,36,26,30,0.187,0.5720000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.2695,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832292576833856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126395068185454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835364263329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336035094314956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44037877727967895,0.0,0.21875559912460968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998905751703932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30699751196934777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anotherboredfriendly,2020/04/04,"23M Loner looking for a friend! Interests include but are not limited to Anime, Music, Games, Movies, Food, Reading, Engineering, Conversating, Making New Friends, Shows, Cats, Learning New Stuff, Photography, Social Media.",12.082727272727276,13.943410151515153,11.226818181818182,43.96022727272728,53.54545454545455,12.660606060606062,46.80303030303031,12.161744961471696,6.962284848484851,177,10,18,5,2,57,32,33,0.044000000000000004,0.69,0.266,0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34788322548642275,0.0,0.4445465345023553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159223768263746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192039358328492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557173073822825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877739210562771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932699092900009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32934316536418673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,malakh1405,2020/04/04,This lockdown has got me really bored and I'm sure it's the same case with y'all. Strike up a conversation in the comments section? Let's talk? :),0.375,2.7936541666666663,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6733333333333338,115,4,25,2,4,38,28,30,0.12300000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.179,0.4151,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41977987737053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367066856063585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362398679819273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946759747663387,0.0,0.0,0.4218639820471592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pageno69,2020/04/04,"quarantine birthday Today I'm 26 years. Nobody wishes me not even my family that's ok maybe they forgot living alone with my depression Jobless architect a man without friends, or a girlfriend. Can't even buy booze because of this lockdown This is my happy birthday. Being grateful even in the deepest sadness. Thanks for the company folk!",3.3145000000000024,6.413294783333337,3.860000000000003,78.075,92.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.9122,277,15,38,5,10,87,52,60,0.157,0.649,0.193,0.3691,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,5,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680192344395373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775059144681894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228878314123944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127675409191804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439558439784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993368003916848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754773537464283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850850280773585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599804548561133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382509211104913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529427844201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975855594226709,0.2494558008149329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666465806973246 lonely,crossbone0,2020/04/04,Loneliness is my closest friend Everyone leaves im nobodys favorite person im kinda just there ya know feeling like a nuisance to the world.. I've been in isolation way before this lockdown and I just wanna break the pattern. I just wanna lonely girl cuz this feeling sucks n together we can be less lonely,1.4268808777429456,3.830623913793104,2.945673981191224,83.33490595611288,102.9655172413793,4.867711598746081,25.96238244514107,6.574015621080383,1.8257379310344823,249,12,39,4,11,81,46,58,0.198,0.624,0.17800000000000002,-0.3182,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,8,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,6,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25105021331966365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819153952966725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983537449239679,0.21077067749905912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279407293558096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373696429243979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621416850876659,0.0,0.0,0.3123959296871516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144137566892277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576102663986495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418239983118802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,solway-firth,2020/04/04,"Stuck in my room under self-isolation and it really sucks being alone Hello everyone, hope you're well. Unfortunately I've been sick for almost two weeks now and developed pneumonia, I was told by my doctors I didn't have pneumonia, apparently they had someone else read my x-rays and I do. I can't get tested but was told there's a pretty big chance I have coronavirus. I had isolated from my family for about 6 days until I felt better because I just assumed I had the flu. My doctor told me I need to isolate, again, for another 7 days. I'm already a pretty lonely person but as long as I could do stuff with my mom it was tolerable. Now I can't see anyone in my house or put them further at risk. I have some (two, lol) friends online I talk to but I can't do anything like voice chat because my voice is shot from coughing and talking makes me cough more. I feel so damn alone. I miss my parents, I miss my dogs. I thought about making some new friends online, but I suck at making friends and always end up ghosting most people anyway. I want friends, but I don't want friends..if that's possible. Thanks for reading.",3.2501229105211418,4.815733137168143,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,73.82300884955751,7.500098328416913,26.714847590953788,8.167268648758528,1.6839349065880045,883,32,178,14,18,292,139,226,0.175,0.65,0.175,0.6162,2,8,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,10,16,3,1,3,1,21,6,0,3,0,29,43,15,1,5,7,2,2,1,4,0,6,2,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,7,1,2,14,5,36,9,21,27,4,20,0,3,1,0,16,9,3,7,11,110,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286112243493192,0.2334636996300031,0.12437645653366455,0.0,0.09378236826450932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818452235092773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880829235402112,0.0,0.09274936094910413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741191662982594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968136812347332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998843881600932,0.0,0.0,0.14537511113025434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307235249514797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415335616134356,0.0,0.09982613617268377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076976494627639,0.0,0.0,0.10625139274175148,0.0,0.056988723519179225,0.0,0.1082176820137514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34831273748090297,0.0,0.05888545610356246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119448133290276,0.0,0.13005029255256312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055063602103901696,0.0,0.0,0.09974333471528596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257010776555227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200264632502495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357180644018103,0.0,0.10885441769134616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514927411465573,0.0,0.0,0.07813777207548267,0.09841257565736937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706171929850993,0.0,0.2293298035606472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330301256569922,0.0,0.0,0.22547768217546202,0.0,0.07220384905682498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981395506818833,0.0,0.11757938003204503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549741124653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902408476431146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811813897326502,0.0,0.10376669719064384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947783280059374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230929483882917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019934322726592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295659892848247,0.0,0.09040783237510823,0.0,0.10133833393602404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thermawrench,2020/04/04,"Lonely and bored out of my mind So i used to live like this for a long time, only sitting indoors and going to the gym, never really interacting with anyone besides for small talk in the sauna. I did this for many years, but i was kinda ok with it, it wasn't that bad. But when i joined Judo and started taking courses on certain things, and now when i can't do that at all i feel that going back to what i used to do being solitary, i can't really go back to it for some reason despite doing it for years. I miss the physical contact and exhilaration of doing judo, and talking while waiting in queue, or talking with other people on courses, even though they are all like 50 years older than me. I made some textures today to try to be productive, i kinda gave up after an hour because i couldn't get the pants right, and then i saved it as xcf for future work. It feels so hollow. No new games to look forward to besides Elden Ring, but it'll most likely come out next year which is a long time. I do some knitting and drawing but it's not exhilarating adrenaline fun that is Judo or doing military press PR's. Thanks for reading my blog.",6.4844805194805195,5.494343129870131,7.242175324675326,77.42612012987014,65.75324675324676,9.258441558441561,30.938311688311693,8.07648339933343,2.1220415584415586,897,27,176,9,12,300,140,231,0.064,0.843,0.092,0.8165,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,9,12,0,0,7,1,18,0,0,4,4,41,35,22,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,18,14,0,1,3,4,0,5,7,4,0,0,5,5,18,8,32,26,6,40,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,8,28,126,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875543156403063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172033923012991,0.1179260846979292,0.08609609930297295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166222983575548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328498595455766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428262386434669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378993322465226,0.0,0.2408028658287301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908892068831613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700219330269806,0.0,0.1247138953259704,0.2499786702951196,0.1186025924987916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364083216276754,0.0,0.1431910440080476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426080063921232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089298400407426,0.1364065211370061,0.150205991649069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741627322922184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097915196133195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127412957552127,0.0,0.18095867988508815,0.14521403739585265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061469469941916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996750342135173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619182664201733,0.3405602215191078,0.0,0.13003104948654864,0.0,0.0,0.09383086227744918,0.0,0.138763563628988,0.0,0.16471158880873046,0.0,0.13387512757639758,0.0,0.0,0.09588991133253273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439649569128756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282142396015644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638051795211086 lonely,JohnbieCT,2020/04/04,"It apparent that I'm not worth anything to anyone. This week, I had someone that I've been there to support when nobody else would pretty much tell me that she is more important than I am. This happens pretty often with her. She gets a new job or some shit after being allowed to do nothing for a period of time and begins to go on power trips. The only one she attacks is me. Between being an amputee that is denied disability and being unable to find steady work or even friends, I deal with enough bull crap on a daily basis, now I have to endure this. My brother overheard everything she said and claims that it pissed him off but he doesn't want to say or do anything because he doesn't want to start a fight which has caused me to feel like its a them vs me kind of situation. That's how it always goes. No matter how often she does this shit. I'm now isolating myself and really only come out of my room when I know I can avoid speaking to anyone. I don't want to be around her or unfortunately, anyone that condones and stays silent about it, or has anything to do with her but I can't move or anything. I feel like once this Covid thing is over, I'm just going to sell my belongings and wander the streets until I run out of money and die just so that I never have to speak to or look at any of these people again. It won't teach anyone anything or open up anyone's eyes but it'll make ME feel better.",5.143359611885991,4.9596441202749135,5.927119466343237,83.05646452395392,68.27835051546393,8.221629270264806,26.739640185971297,7.510576382923642,1.3154554679603794,1113,28,230,10,17,366,166,291,0.128,0.8009999999999999,0.071,-0.9445,4,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,16,13,6,1,8,0,26,5,5,5,1,50,47,24,1,4,15,1,3,2,1,3,0,4,1,0,23,15,0,1,5,0,3,6,8,7,0,1,3,9,30,6,38,37,4,33,0,0,2,0,21,12,4,11,16,164,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082644240109908,0.0,0.0,0.07422974637400014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38162167146563103,0.0,0.4491299721831903,0.09717188195172327,0.0,0.1241805798838474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654041565575736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653951172136968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213316447167833,0.0,0.09402813145331326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253492662838692,0.0,0.0,0.1132865773652749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552305242982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118573713279413,0.0,0.0,0.112787210629488,0.0,0.07209643398610295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810227295439998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557748892503854,0.15596197517465682,0.0,0.0,0.09976650332561908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843335676359503,0.0,0.057029445790575964,0.0,0.12407161232671535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652619051016698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832037496250074,0.0,0.0,0.11366905910186555,0.05998922090225872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665610556520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166345358978988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286240227916821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601543330972958,0.08024213668950163,0.0,0.08418774941382143,0.10542343599878767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473801766693967,0.0,0.0,0.1162474573474933,0.07396685410654921,0.16603594185405826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567494813894342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221015589541156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699280564018254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383224512228403,0.08680514265483573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240938990858076,0.0,0.12269579060425492,0.0,0.0,0.09248742895438364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726109874405653,0.11634565204448555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386880717725438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954070566058984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251832112984008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364967560310053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314891111030685,0.0,0.08755826848673741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946678588247502,0.0,0.0,0.07754121039296652,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gayFLguy31,2020/04/04,Lonely and distancing ... It’s interesting how I feel more lonely now even though nothing has changed for me with all of this virus precaution. It’s almost like just the idea that I COULD have gone out and tried to improve my social situation (even without doing it) was somehow a buffer from complete misery.,8.76190476190476,8.65350328571429,8.125714285714286,70.05261904761906,60.78571428571429,10.323809523809524,36.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.6085666666666665,248,10,40,4,3,78,49,56,0.14300000000000002,0.732,0.124,-0.2928,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,7,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782505027474791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939536682238826,0.0,0.2913454248155781,0.0,0.0,0.22185964308879996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36706608909650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050135802336056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136857320463497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357551177761068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666274349445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234182826843504,0.0,0.2832573770167913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300962791160943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886580909911365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786045693366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oddly-,2020/04/04,"So I guess this is gonna be a mix of rant and my story? Probably gonna be a train wreck, sorry Apologize in advance for my english, it’s not my native language. So, I had a full time nanny (live in) ever since I was born, wasn’t and isn’t really close with my parents. (I care about them, but our relationship is kind of formal, if that make sense?) anyway, as a kid my parents were busy workaholic and my mother was also taking care of my grandparents in the hospital so I was very dependent on my nanny, physically and emotionally. Also, my mom and dad fought a lot, my dad hit my mom at times, and he always made us watch. Literally he called all of us (the kids) to go into the living/dining room before actually start fighting. Than I would cry, and he gets upset when we cry, and my nanny would console me afterward. Anyway, just saying that bc as a teenager I used to blame that for my lack of socializing skill? But my siblings are all social butterflies so probably it’s not the case and im just making excuses rip. Anyway, I was that quite, polite kid during kindergarten and elementary school. The kind teachers would describe “a dream to have in class” or something like that. My fondest of memory was 4th grade in elementary school, I think that was when I got my first taste of close friendships. We drifted apart after starting junior high school though, unfortunately (we went to different school). I was in one junior high school for one semester but transferred. I already made a friend at the time, so I was a bit upset about transferring. The first semester in my new school, I wasn’t able to make any friends. I made friends in 8th grade, unfortunately we were scrambled into different classes for the ninth grade, and I didn’t quiet fit in with my 9th grade class. Anyway, I am rather funny with my friends, but if I don’t have anyone, I am back to being that quite, polite, boring, recluse kid. Anyway, in those friendships (4th and 8th grade, it was like, in a group, like 5-6 people and I am grateful for them and though I would like to think we were quite close as a group, I didn’t feel personal connection with any of them if im being honest) Anyway, I entered senior high school after that. The memory is still quiet fresh as I only graduated last year. I remember I made it a goal to be more outgoing and hopefully give off more fun, approachable vibe. Not being able to fit in/make friends have always been a fear of mine since elementary school, so I was scared about this as well. My 10th grade class was awesome. I like the whole class but I also had a group of friends. But yeah, the class was awesome, one time the whole class just skipped a class together (except for like, 4 people) and we were scolded together. There were times when like almost 3/4 of the class (like around 20 people) go into one of us house after we went swimming together, and we were working hard together for the art and sport festival. However, they scramble the class in second semester, based on our grade n the first semester. The thing is, I was put into a different class than everyone in my friend group (literally all of them was put into one class! What are the chances?) anyway, I was put into the, idk what you call it in english, but basically if you are put in that class you can finish high school early. I don’t think I can handle the pressure and with permission from my mom, made formal request to be moved to regular class. I was hoping I can get into my group of friend’s class, but unfortunately I was put in a different class. I talked to them still, but obviously with them being in one class and im the only one in different class, they are naturally closer together. But the group chat was popping tho. Anyway, I struggled a bit friend wise in my new class. 2.5 years I was there, it seems like I moved between groups several times. Also, and I don’t mean to brag here, but like, everyone in my year know me, it always happen, from elementary school. I think it’s because my family is upper middle? I honestly don’t know how they know because I never brag and I look so fucking plain. Anyway it’s that situation when everyone know me and my name, some of them say hello in passing but that’s it. Anyway, this one stings. So I was in 12th grade, my birthday was coming, as per tradition, I was going to treat my friend (here it’s tradition for the birthday girl/boy to treat her or his friends, I heard it’s the other way around in some places?) anyway, we already set the date but my mom was asking me to accompany her going to a party she’s invite to, my siblings weren’t able to accompany her. I didn’t want her to go alone so I apologized to my friends (my friend group from 10th grade) and ask wether we can postpone/change the date. Admittedly it was a bit sudden (2 days before the day we were supposed to meet up) but my mom only told me that day. The party was in a city about 45 minutes drive from my city. My family has a house there, so I also gave my friends the option for them to stay there while I accompany my mom to the party and I’ll get back to the house and we can figure out what to do from there. But they never replied to me after that. I was like, okay, they are mad, but I thought it would last maybe 3 days tops. Well, weeks passed, graduation day came, and they still ignored me, didn’t acknowledge me on graduation. Made a new group chat. Not gonna lie I was sad about it, before they became angry at me the group chat was popping, shitposting, memes, whatever. Anyway, in my country there’s this program where you can go to public uni without test if your grade continually improve every semester in high school. It’s very selective though, slight decline and you are out. It also depends on the quota of the course/faculty of your choosing. Each year less than 20% of students can go via this program. I remember when I started high school my mom said I have to be diligent so I can go to uni via this program and I worked hard and I was already accepted but than my parents were like... actually you should study oversea instead since your sister is already there. So my hardwork went down the drain lmao. But anyway, I had to wait a few months until I go to that country (I can go for july intake (graduated in may) but it just felt too sudden for me so I chose the march intake the next year) anyway those long months without having any frend to talk to or meet was... boring and lonely. I pretended that I have friends to my family bc I don’t want to be seem like a loser (as I told you, my siblings are all social butterflies) so sometimes I would go out somewhere alone but tell my family im meeting my friends. Anyway, I decided to use my time to volunteer in a rural, underprivileged village quite far away from my country (1 hour by plane), 4.5 hours drive from the airport to the village. At first my parents were against it bu I was like lmao yall gonna send me on my own to another country but won’t let me travel within my own country? And eventually they let me. It was a fullfilling experience and I am grateful, but anyway I went back home after 2 months and felt lonely again. Than it was time to go to that country. I remember feeling sad bc I literally don’t have to say goodbye to anyone other than my family. Kinda wanna tell about my experience here in this country so far (where I am studying in) but I think this post is already super long so I apologize for that. But yeah, anyway, in my entire life I don’t think I ever had a close friend and I just long for that kind of connection",3.522433960152224,5.219614587642712,4.6946495970449975,83.50488014886949,73.37206178643385,7.64970002238639,25.571530109693303,8.344100000000001,1.6436155764495193,5927,196,1167,100,120,1949,475,1489,0.065,0.774,0.161,0.9994,12,7,1,0,2,0,203.0,17,11,16,16,88,68,4,6,67,3,120,3,0,14,9,191,201,108,0,19,45,15,6,14,17,13,1,7,2,5,55,72,1,2,27,9,0,36,24,18,2,13,75,16,200,50,178,100,21,195,0,5,2,1,139,81,1,22,88,805,255,59,0.08694997633856949,0.0,0.05656708948104437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029022613801672505,0.06003596849728015,0.1599191017295694,0.13906772932758565,0.07234934573106765,0.0,0.0,0.05912896555196366,0.030391543833029187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405316300957172,0.0,0.0,0.05160260893787648,0.05419099366169376,0.0,0.027230788329426787,0.06685916470262569,0.0,0.035335932356992984,0.0,0.07398802569575985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949268543152854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919043162122167,0.03314920306444182,0.059100863859547076,0.0,0.0306605152702604,0.02496656851287071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367364410104799,0.09345923591051204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140703152451454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03260234007800901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052434154385551116,0.024419701728991296,0.0830844285508789,0.0,0.056702507500983775,0.13661449890379793,0.03261429897108141,0.029309680394167467,0.0,0.055657075241442096,0.0,0.0,0.0986128072735616,0.0,0.0,0.3806715708391417,0.02679461734391831,0.04542777390897378,0.02780344675721589,0.19766270126480034,0.0,0.02318061303648564,0.0,0.03192840058798157,0.0,0.025629858973163458,0.0,0.05192673338899099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373484777332866,0.029072638578439083,0.057573963722039025,0.057085474636361225,0.10032859856741973,0.0,0.0,0.1252278601820092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054502013376793,0.06371391074313229,0.04725055718312272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059274827898213374,0.020471779901408433,0.1982370433216798,0.0,0.02559280736812324,0.07694799290344602,0.024338693737757915,0.0,0.0,0.024640586840824426,0.0,0.1645483399480588,0.058039784383626586,0.0,0.02911764603441408,0.03157133816390768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376144432826357,0.06940264156228411,0.06160937624748857,0.0,0.0,0.044707454698877776,0.0839768289673875,0.03082409542068113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711881133357147,0.0661293751214753,0.0,0.0,0.12873021185070566,0.0,0.0,0.060280165570139925,0.025307121840635542,0.030281406304902905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02775801404630705,0.0,0.062497853815332786,0.0,0.0,0.14568123660812315,0.0,0.12330933696028072,0.0,0.0,0.01856746044129267,0.0,0.0,0.031117244822455238,0.09849737330670906,0.0,0.027569779614070426,0.06914611110093814,0.029017364953640545,0.3519920723692889,0.0,0.05277066189727051,0.0,0.032742907978598836,0.0,0.07192591894352783,0.032578472155250164,0.0,0.0886345510084534,0.0,0.02231277992564312,0.028665249967994424,0.032444459937205614,0.06154364078151165,0.030892368571479364,0.06943836342184484,0.0,0.0,0.03029966471098228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02179185371617804,0.0465913982495844,0.050665407863500884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01925523356619583,0.1114280679031796,0.08542791028350159,0.023009522935406233,0.13520328116321906,0.0,0.0,0.055389619033919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459011566708576,0.05006457484568293,0.0,0.04782855774499986,0.034190232560462996,0.02300561467643191,0.023248675425692814,0.0,0.0521189806671609,0.10747133224052052,0.0,0.06471769561289596,0.0,0.05587778291549305,0.0,0.0422004122291325,0.0,0.0,0.12353353694844935,0.0,0.0,0.09332155665847393 lonely,universechild333,2020/04/04,"I’m so tired of this Life’s really quite boring. Obviously not for all of us. Sad that we got the short end of the stick but....”that s life” right? 😒😒. I’ve had some good times, yes. But I’ve had really bad times too. Like now, where I’m alone. But when I weigh them, the bad seems to outweight whatever good I’ve experienced. I’ve been alone for most of my life. Loneliness is tiring and I’m quite frankly tired of experiencing it. Dear fellow lonelies, I’m truly sorry for you, and I understand. Even if I don’t believe it for myself, I hope things get better for you. Love and light.",-0.7307031924072476,1.4239024180327924,1.5191285591026755,95.60779551337365,98.59016393442623,5.191371872303711,14.617773943054356,6.8360192770164,-0.283777049180328,453,10,105,8,19,151,77,122,0.2,0.612,0.18899999999999997,-0.1389,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,1,3,6,12,0,0,3,1,5,8,0,0,2,15,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,11,7,11,11,3,8,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,5,6,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060526994568383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673323462056101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646573077366925,0.0,0.13067449821145213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086427783169366,0.0,0.0,0.09758869882375476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719423973750128,0.0,0.0,0.2478544717471855,0.1181706462385497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675091829624107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130844887659043,0.07218408725820863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335180692879375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143045443385869,0.0,0.0,0.18930722806189496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617926662361964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345077287002994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165396091622156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815975920956678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231057568972058,0.5094570250791046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153814879316453,0.17772727492999868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tswizlle,2020/04/04,"Sick of being put in a bubble I've never done this before so please bear with me.... This post will be long winded but I truly want to try to see if anyone else has felt the same way. To sum it up, I had a very tumultuous childhood; my dad was an angry and loud alcoholic who was very distant and made me feel inadequate for most of my childhood. I was frequently yelled at over mundane things, told that he wished he never had kids, and made to feel pretty uncomfortable constantly. In no way do I hate my parents for my childhood. My dad has faults yes, but his own father was very abusive and also an alcoholic and his mother abandoned him and his younger brother when my dad was only 13. So, I understand his hurt and his own trauma he experienced. Same with my mom, she was a young mom, she was scared and she was told by her parents that divorce isn't an option. I just have so many memories walking in on my mom crying on her bathroom floor because my dad had gone on a bender. It was sad to be forced to have conversations with your mother at 6 about how daddy is drunk again and to go to my room and lock the door. Also, I had an older brother who tried his best to shelter me from the yelling and chaos in my household and I'm so grateful for that. However, when he turned 13, he got into the wrong crowds and subsequently became very aggressive, involved in drugs and forced me to help in criminal activities even though I didn't want to. So from the ages of 9 to about 16 my life consisted of a lot yelling at home, being forced to help my brother sneak in and out of the house, and also trying to ensure my mom was strong enough to stay around. I ate pretty much every single one of my meals as a kid completely alone. We didn't eat as a family, we didn't have family game nights, we all just pretty much co-existed and then arguments would happen. Due to my brother being years older than me, he grew fed up with my dad's behaviour and would step in when he'd yell at me, or my mom and my brother and father came to blows many times. I witnessed countless physical fights, had to break some up, and would just spend hours locked in my room trying to cope with my home life. I felt like I could never be comfortable around my own family and so I became a very guarded person. A lot of people that meet me tell me they think that I'm ""cold"", ""distant"" or ""difficult to speak to"". In reality, I just put up huge barriers with people because I've been hurt so many times by my own family I can't take more rejection. It's not a good coping method but unfortunately this seems to be how I've dealt with my trauma. I just don't know how to stop being this way. I can't make friends because it takes me too long to open up. Anyways, the point of this post is, I just want to know, am I capable of being normal? Due to such a tumultuous childhood, I withdrew more and more into myself as I aged. I have struggled so much over the years as I've aged and had to deal with the usual teen drinking. I have such a hatred towards drinking and personally do not like it. When I feel myself feeling drunk I get panic attacks. I'm sure it's because of my childhood, but a lot of people over the years have thought I was a bitch or lame because I just never wanted to get drunk. I never judge those who do, I'd honestly just rather not get drunk myself. I'm happy to honestly just be around people who are happy because of how little happiness I saw in my own house growing up. Because of people thinking I'm just being ""judgey"", I haven't had a lot of friends. I accept I've had an interesting childhood, and because of that, I just want to feel loved and accepted, but most friends I have don't wanna be my friend because they think I'm a judgemental person. And then I don't want to be honest with people about my childhood because they might pity me. In reality, I just had to grow up really young and so I might seem boring to most. I just honestly want to not feel alone anymore. I feel like I was cheated of having a normal life and I feel so sad sometimes. I know I deserve to be loved but I never really have and I'm 23.... I'm getting sick of it",5.1014876033057845,5.000131121605673,6.006918772136957,82.1679365997639,68.3624557260921,8.901147579693035,28.746375442739076,8.548686976883017,1.9107328170011808,3248,100,675,45,50,1076,315,847,0.191,0.669,0.14,-0.9954,3,2,6,0,4,0,86.0,3,1,3,2,48,47,6,3,32,1,73,20,0,7,8,148,133,69,0,17,28,21,10,3,4,6,8,6,5,5,24,51,12,4,22,7,1,10,21,23,0,1,39,20,104,24,113,72,25,102,0,8,2,2,76,43,1,17,45,467,128,0,0.0,0.05850001345218525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553139527590433,0.0,0.10227296735054484,0.0,0.11845290162745455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489656547216412,0.034523388105510804,0.05058940880578944,0.0,0.13185975185889104,0.0,0.056169954107068466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009787921062293,0.0,0.04201356356707246,0.0,0.05181487576813438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647060333273096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517676086053056,0.05335565975809213,0.0,0.03942105209307439,0.0,0.05423492522263312,0.0,0.050902336501176364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052665545339883,0.0,0.09673527616899197,0.05725806412438921,0.05052183940782354,0.041245568950950585,0.0,0.0,0.05101645080775352,0.0,0.03261100400779693,0.0,0.04159965134488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618132477209426,0.0,0.19971947224560188,0.035272733450762865,0.0948133990584778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258465142383645,0.0,0.1031833272418104,0.0,0.02806033269010401,0.04141249585720662,0.03948882877359617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366118837710042,0.15767834609578393,0.0,0.04874651736569408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618858651227122,0.0,0.0990521212716538,0.0,0.04862335887809841,0.11394173351348527,0.1057115904982635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140383435518872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462276514582106,0.0723648000408712,0.04948563201222375,0.0,0.08738871893949837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790374147684947,0.08912376868669344,0.09343758094980777,0.03295747045133576,0.15017219530810005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047558388068586,0.0,0.289130651985304,0.0,0.0,0.10888652169731143,0.0,0.2284812339598436,0.0,0.0,0.04633407285143022,0.09675190371038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345704138678706,0.037551085857344416,0.0,0.0579296489286075,0.10964777518524073,0.0,0.0,0.20537792791731702,0.12933418967968355,0.0,0.05419772997852743,0.046674307026894436,0.0,0.09457312125821833,0.15069305987977302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992688398514605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326038616603268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049431900455424005,0.0,0.0393446163530755,0.08989631243361539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883206263599656,0.0,0.0,0.05262602205601198,0.0,0.04127880224719407,0.0,0.051616334295650365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653432886854933,0.0,0.07424607612429854,0.0,0.043154976374376416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032801834019415825,0.09491042982934857,0.0485096190274982,0.039197371955963775,0.05758065167516568,0.0,0.0,0.09435777985778276,0.0,0.13408658427823825,0.05370463947837088,0.0,0.05139998489893438,0.0,0.0,0.054378389888651665,0.20369324619538806,0.2038540926482703,0.11757214237937355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056777563495530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522143397752012,0.053982623230275285,0.0,0.09538554392771906 lonely,sadspiltmilk,2020/04/04,"Why does this feeling exist Maybe being stuck in quarantine is causing this but I miss being in a relationship with someone that we could just talk about anything and everything. But, I'm scared to catch feelings and get hurt in the end",4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,72.63636363636364,7.127272727272729,29.181818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.1892,192,8,33,3,4,59,37,44,0.24100000000000002,0.732,0.027000000000000003,-0.8895,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264314327903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904171783694318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571792463797136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473981313789719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039381256069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407813502169185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858895335836815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147702339521995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264287164521303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840164113659154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352069654335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303825974419666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395360755056498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272285629773683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509840495253244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,navi2077,2020/04/04,"don't sit around waiting for your darkness to appear If anybody wants to chat,dm me .. 20 m here",-0.43416666666666615,1.8105452500000008,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,96.5,2.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.4308333333333332,75,3,16,0,3,24,19,20,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8336239278628135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523324604751877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,immersivewanderer,2020/04/04,Quarantine Loneliness I (23F) am feeling so suffocatingly lonely; it feels like groundhog day everyday. My birthday's coming up soon and the realisation that i'm going to be spending it alone between these four walls just fills me with dread.,7.774285714285713,9.805116428571434,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,63.28571428571429,10.361904761904762,37.80952380952381,10.504223727775694,4.599609523809527,198,10,29,5,3,64,40,42,0.222,0.6940000000000001,0.084,-0.7635,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,4,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979949266347136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141925171224937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100956076536043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862442466716128,0.3435050876506104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732668012155719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349092774031547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Riverside63,2020/04/04,"A Life of Pushing Away So recently, within the past year or so, figured out why I have tried but always pushed away from relationships . I am an old man who has had some wonderful opportunities for some what could have been well fantastic dreams but always had deep trust issues and backed away . Even as an educated guy and knowing at some point inside me there was a problem. Now as a senior as far as numbers go , alone and really afraid of a loveless life . Well through reading and self research figured out that an incident of attempted abuse by a trusted neighbor and early teen stupid relationship breaks well all culminate in a life of looking ok on the outside having some real issues . To be honest , I recently attended a funeral for a girl I grew up with sad enough, but ran into her brother and snapped , beating the guy pretty good and breaking down. They had a big family and his older brother finally got hold of me, we talked alone and he kind of suspected the reasons. After a lifetime apart from childhood relationships . Story got deeper as I learned from the oldest and the one I attacked left the funeral pretty quick and I learned he was a registered offender which included his own children. Thinking about it many there were not surprised or offended , even though I did not really stick around. Adding to my issues I recently had a social media request from my first real love into high school years. Blast from the past but a deep cut still, seems all happy lets talk , bla bla bla. Small town life mutual friends telling me she was acquainted with another woman who knows me. Wow it is a lady from college years that I was very close to but actually pulled my life long pull back from just before it got real serious. Again all me and trust issues. The primary forgetting I caught her cheating on me with my friend or so I thought , with a guy a few years older who was my mentor and coach in a sport I was pretty god at. I was always the nice guy and just backed off even though in a few future years a friend who had a baby with her asked me if I was involved with her. I never said anything but knew who may have been the guy getting in on the lady. Always just shutting up. So now I am alone in life and maybe figured out how my youth and life of trust issues has cost me or caused me to do what I did many times. I don't feel better only alone in a world where I see beauty in woman of all ages , and live life alone in all aspects, not close to anyone without a feeling for purpose or motivation. Just trying to keep on going and dreaming of a woman .",7.075490239738738,6.64793213426854,7.177697617457137,76.5195828694426,64.3306613226453,10.03788317375492,33.11073999851555,9.444778638647367,2.8954443850664284,2041,73,381,33,27,658,251,499,0.114,0.691,0.195,0.995,0,5,0,0,1,0,35.0,1,0,1,6,32,31,6,1,38,1,33,9,0,4,6,91,56,42,2,3,20,2,2,0,4,1,8,1,1,12,13,33,0,2,17,5,1,10,6,10,3,2,26,5,44,21,69,26,13,89,0,1,2,1,46,43,0,13,34,274,57,9,0.0,0.07165045364333593,0.059012790630072115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315824021587857,0.0,0.0,0.2012730644158228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341106921345879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042284031628242236,0.0,0.04976401333826218,0.05383366874897892,0.056533963340375415,0.06879661140909497,0.17044873531081364,0.13949969583001826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145795207746956,0.0,0.0,0.05348333273794555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062122287957149615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048282660103573835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248463253151487,0.0,0.11982526633945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700843295848635,0.0,0.06115379272306164,0.0,0.0,0.0662450651417589,0.0,0.05143818607662702,0.0,0.0,0.1401635510194884,0.0,0.03159457480871883,0.0,0.0687362428821383,0.050721768074410326,0.14509701768452285,0.0,0.0,0.2993882077619492,0.0,0.06437448677812697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389289957917434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155897863127468,0.0,0.05375105888259337,0.0,0.06297318063406526,0.0664686076197631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570394220930037,0.06183759922035573,0.3417101702717986,0.0,0.0,0.05339864563323258,0.05351658047431737,0.05078197414548108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545791195588758,0.0,0.0,0.12261998226986826,0.06075311863606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046640399708604514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345609671964815,0.0,0.040977976780920064,0.04599233705608797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154563800909338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716640175986841,0.0,0.0,0.18456792510164446,0.0,0.0578643625165596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048922746442122,0.20649407066702816,0.0774809286181376,0.062176174544179924,0.17912896909600926,0.1947756694437244,0.0,0.0,0.057523540525363785,0.0,0.0,0.06120176549279815,0.04818904208329833,0.055052222953728205,0.0630863843841482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164446794344465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048293706227438636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721159265181516,0.0528559474045046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038748568598279534,0.11882856103021328,0.04800869805896545,0.03526221252048635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211420839136822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049896444915904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631170980607693,0.0,0.05456735258859882,0.0,0.0,0.05829368161445898,0.06558023994318125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471270432622784 lonely,_Broly777_,2020/04/04,"Pain of loneliness Ever feel so alone and unloved and uncared for that you get chest pains and a lump in your throat and can't sleep? Just a heavy feeling of emptiness, heart break, and deep sorrow. Like you just need someone to hold & wanna cry and fall apart in pieces but can't. Yeah... That's how I spend most of my nights.",3.5818181818181856,4.942607484848487,3.1458787878787886,96.0188181818182,72.63636363636363,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.22385818181818173,258,6,58,2,5,76,52,66,0.23199999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.043,-0.8762,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,2,7,4,1,1,17,6,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,6,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684130214308611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808012372594791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467659682128543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344262973859681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620795522646651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540111988408082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071074725111895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661315515001442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216487281401168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432053906605217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551531942071369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593485342957828,0.0,0.21958658868279413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Parking-Permission,2020/04/04,"bad habits Im at the point of loneliness where I am talking to the most toxic person in my life because he's being ""nice"" to me again. Im at the point of loneliness where I lie in bed and wait on his response while he plays video-games. The point of loneliness where he's all i've got, and at first i started talking to him again just as entertainment, because i had better friends, but they been absent during lockdown and now the thought of letting go of this boy *again* cuts me deep. lol.",5.131033333333335,5.178982570000001,5.424000000000002,85.86033333333336,68.3,8.266666666666667,30.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8200666666666665,387,14,82,4,6,123,64,100,0.106,0.785,0.109,0.09,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,0,5,1,5,1,0,0,1,9,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,10,5,15,4,2,21,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,7,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050269681218966,0.2489630204168857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060278246581668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369672110657855,0.0,0.0,0.15776832406487418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160544424333608,0.0,0.16332144227507267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411530166556724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088135108356611,0.14423607409231692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783039832612733,0.0,0.0,0.5791193644557229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453739366131582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282645867802322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211600900964107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,twixxx69,2020/04/04,Can I talk with someone? I just feel really really lonely and don't have anyone to talk to.,1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,82.6842105263158,8.010526315789475,14.76315789473684,8.841846274778883,1.0234000000000003,72,1,14,2,2,26,15,19,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.4716,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931753532657006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200420223347485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372122227769065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35526067678758394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6740143245513427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluepotato_potate,2020/04/04,"I want to be alone These days I'm starting to believe that I want to feel as lonley as possible. I don't want people to care about me at all. I want them to see me just as a human being who's going about his own way. I think I'm losing/have lost the ability to care for people/love people. And even more, others care for me feels like a burden on me to perform better and not feel like shit all the time. They don't deserve to be around a person like me who can't appreciate others. I hate myself so others care for me seems misplaced. I want to be as lonely as possible. An ideal situation would be if people just forget all memories of me. Then I could continue living my miserable life but at least I won't be a burden to others. I hope I am able to change myself enough so that someday I can care for me and others again someday. But right now I'm just tired.",2.504402810304448,3.655793573770492,4.467419984387199,86.31504098360656,75.01092896174863,6.97720530835285,21.26814988290398,7.447530270364453,0.6464444964871192,676,15,144,8,14,232,97,183,0.106,0.693,0.201,0.8905,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,11,18,2,1,7,0,14,3,1,0,3,29,38,14,0,10,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,4,26,11,27,28,7,14,0,3,1,0,7,5,1,3,10,107,36,0,0.11711128415284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129197146699965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425387193011153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194431353205954,0.0,0.1035754138856285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970137962588187,0.0,0.12388821023158507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350383096412256,0.0,0.0,0.07552708990377306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100726234944165,0.0,0.07735089868012604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764495220414214,0.16732864959746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655704161466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562314747688544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163179297312743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271916338928786,0.17164397375286922,0.0,0.10341140948514736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784080083299554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435706562372077,0.10225705612945384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640507531770854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001239678134168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332253102074207,0.10661371470051978,0.0,0.0,0.12021305024851793,0.0,0.13163799015825195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289196969185304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504018213874376,0.0,0.0,0.06828853157352176,0.13460219336783807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34537634821045937,0.09295748627894566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319249617528686,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,a7xvalentine,2020/04/04,"I feel defeated... I guess I’m writing this out of despair. The last year has not been the easiest for me, and I developed social anxiety.... I’m tired of being told that there’s many people around me who value me, I know that, but I just feel like they only care when it’s convenient. Also is it normal to feel so lonely even if you have many friends? I feel I just can’t connect with anybody. I try my best to meet new people, and we get along, we start texting each other and just like that, whatever interest they had in me vanishes, leaving an emptiness in me I can never fill. I guess I’m also jealous, I don’t know how people can have many friends who care about them, and care about their feelings, I don’t know what it feels like to be a priority to someone, I can’t remember when was the last time I hugged somebody, and it hurts, it hurts so bad to stay so strong all the time. It hurts to know I can’t trust my “friends” because they don’t even hear me or try to understand that I have feelings too. I know I’m not the most expressive, and I take too long to trust people, but I just feel like I’m always interested in other people, whilst nobody ever takes an interest on me; I feel like my anxiety pushes them away and I can’t help it, I can’t help it, and I just watch them leave or find someone else. I don’t know how to make people stay and it’s killing me inside. I don’t know what to do, I have felt lonely for more than a year and I can feel envy growing in my heart because other people have what I can’t have so easily. And don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for them, and that’s amazing, but why can’t anybody love me that same way? What makes other people more special than me? I don’t know, I don’t know what I should fix about myself, and I just keep craving something that never comes. I’m sorry.. it’s my first post too... I just can’t hold it anymore.",2.4368933669185573,3.4981505440806018,3.9866171284634753,90.05052183039463,75.04534005037783,6.905424013434089,23.5607892527288,7.3011,0.7635075398824518,1454,41,327,16,30,485,161,397,0.124,0.631,0.24600000000000002,0.9962,0,4,1,0,0,0,51.0,2,1,8,4,29,34,2,0,9,0,34,4,1,4,4,76,79,29,1,3,15,0,11,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,30,21,0,2,23,0,0,4,20,11,0,1,5,13,61,23,30,71,7,32,0,7,1,2,25,8,0,6,21,219,91,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246176381664373,0.05850771470302606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758156854632817,0.0,0.06973358804352249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625952596632669,0.0,0.0,0.06606325925760725,0.0,0.058710089832829264,0.08572674548267255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379125678767748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150724931794876,0.0,0.0,0.060570148336697514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739161769547514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288479168074118,0.06360394515980185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555337787531201,0.20093220667484454,0.06751342904057861,0.0,0.06426663820780881,0.0598099050073562,0.0,0.0,0.1629755889813259,0.0,0.07347337307899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491980475975942,0.0,0.0,0.07485162741472695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792501178929273,0.08332361623920885,0.09426132768505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582099264691624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062499204793567006,0.07779313197345424,0.0,0.3477895771449174,0.1146322233308896,0.0,0.148906869430543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176179179702025,0.0,0.0,0.062226564321673776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346203482639516,0.0,0.09387162003551297,0.21386512776634334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846252906046024,0.06791066734939248,0.0,0.0,0.0688937729324829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347772773894264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899805526964924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734233530932404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965319047732247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167728983354937,0.11915534647901148,0.054131924024864435,0.0,0.07871188826319908,0.049769320513481694,0.14989287341444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573626178864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200248655960347,0.08081675135052296,0.0,0.06718899794875922,0.0,0.09547854188181808,0.0,0.0,0.07320039715105499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558127759051083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344835274644307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687841674431779,0.0,0.0905611121832994 lonely,zloduh_,2020/04/04,"I feel alone even when surrounded by people I can never enjoy the moment I'm currently in. Ever since my suicide attempt I've lost all my high school friends. Despite the support from my parents I still clinge to the past and can't seem to escape the cycle. I am so desparate for any meaningfull connection. Even someone replying on my comment means something for me. How can I get out of this state? I am not taking my medication regulary and I am so awful. My social skills are so broken it seems like God nerfed me in that aspect. I just wanted to get this off my chest.",3.185044247787616,5.256358876106199,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,75.28318584070794,6.99787610619469,26.34424778761063,7.908726449838941,1.7045369911504429,455,17,85,7,10,149,81,113,0.18899999999999997,0.747,0.063,-0.9367,2,1,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,4,1,7,2,1,1,3,14,18,7,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,17,4,13,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054255527081826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488136899271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620099405039803,0.1794143646725045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028916740045273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324081800663628,0.0,0.2072541022132107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956233182834808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690132482457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651694545108408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605579969452787,0.0,0.1998116723327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297585466800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202385968077676,0.0,0.18934270001578174,0.13750741585463336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073568069624687,0.0,0.36113159022376856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640729940495313,0.0,0.0,0.20218770053686536,0.16805703429364593,0.15269563441419065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839853499079593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169571849516177,0.225079501193272,0.0,0.0,0.14913071967464114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698899171207018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thowaway33333,2020/04/04,"But what if it gets better? What if I'm not lonely one day? What if I walk inside after work one day and my wife gives me a hug? What if I wake up next to someone else one day? What if I don't feel undeserving of love and affection? Those are pretty much the only things keeping me around at this point. But what if I can't take it any longer?",0.5691428571428574,2.213190066666666,2.433904761904764,96.696,81.66666666666666,5.352380952380952,16.047619047619047,6.1826913282559595,-0.7098380952380956,265,4,65,2,7,88,52,75,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.9693,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,15,10,10,0,6,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,7,3,6,10,1,10,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,6,5,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169120188645174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985742951155794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972820234190517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315735721497251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634138921725385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278788503390405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654175849266787,0.21398336073450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826957510729626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132401239397724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397774141702912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372311457393921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534619157655749,0.16965026021571378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108676261075965,0.0,0.0,0.2269363298700764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900144406787686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771640349275518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819384179960135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239328368213524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,L3gtphantom,2020/04/04,"No matter how hard I try... My name is Ryan. I’m 21, and feel the loneliest I’ve ever felt before. It seems like no matter how hard I try to reach out and communicate with people who I think care about me, I’m wrong. My heart is broken because my best friend of five years just told me I stress her out and raise her anxiety level the other day. Just out of the blue. When I though that I was being a good friend, doing my best to show her I care and value her just to hear that out of nowhere. In college, it’s like I’ve made acquaintances. People who I thought cared about me, have invited me to their houses and hung out with me off campus, just for them to fade away. Over the summer, I hadn’t heard from a single one of them. When the fall semester picked up it was like “I was gonna text you but...”, then whatever seemed to fit the sentence at the time. Recently I’ve had another friend of six years just cut me off for nothing. No reason at all. I’m starting to feel like giving up on everything completely. I keep trying with people everyday but I just can’t seem to reach anybody. I feel the walls around me shrinking by the minute. This loneliness is starting to really effect me mentally to the point where I wake up every morning feeling like someone else could’ve made a better use of life than me. I’m always doing the best I can, trying to talk to people the best way I’d want to be spoken to. I can’t remember the last time someone just asked me, “how are you”? These antidepressants and anxiety meds seem to keep me just from the edge of ending it all. I apologize for the long text. I figured maybe one of you in here would care. Being alone is so crippling and it truly sucks. Being surrounded by all these people, family members, and still managing to feel absolutely isolated and alone. It just sucks sometimes. It really does. Anyway, I hope you’re all doing okay during these times, if you ever feel how I do, I’m here for you all. Strangers or not. So many people like me, and billions of others feel unnoticed, overlooked, taken for granted. I’m trying to do my part to make sure not of you people in here are on that list. I’m here for you all. Whatever you need.",3.122585034013607,4.637088424036282,4.25461224489796,87.00110204081636,74.05668934240362,7.398276643990929,23.03083900226757,8.052868069273773,1.1079331519274371,1709,46,353,26,35,558,208,441,0.085,0.736,0.179,0.9906,0,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,8,3,6,30,27,3,1,18,1,25,3,2,11,9,79,70,24,0,5,15,0,10,6,3,2,1,2,0,0,18,19,0,2,18,1,0,1,8,5,0,5,12,13,52,22,64,52,12,49,0,0,1,0,28,26,2,7,27,241,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506915478347352,0.0,0.0,0.060532794844693226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628341635721009,0.11130520224452327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476181868800394,0.06801026882703587,0.0,0.06834985334345473,0.0,0.0,0.044346967945557585,0.0,0.061903835275211275,0.0,0.3053813351714817,0.06434036501869869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668883092203585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627568917305598,0.0,0.0,0.05808396403340948,0.0,0.0,0.0469169308710153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366292879928219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060772252801071486,0.0,0.06443380704607644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316108339973249,0.06129396665552199,0.0,0.06538189326322144,0.0,0.06858105503007816,0.0,0.25748770703490914,0.10394345520139404,0.06985021667858321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686165310433737,0.0,0.0,0.06978723808170634,0.0,0.06101820707941726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033719658812826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199313803624265,0.08620762908152194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225593194726262,0.0,0.08394229986145282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932487829779432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059299947816291186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051384599557430605,0.21324821229706695,0.0,0.0,0.0643803619931709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767326854807338,0.04856036119502381,0.0737558227390743,0.07308590600031012,0.0,0.08080747064805435,0.0,0.07331363786668138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394228262369803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980439581541943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859288301013357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877981612922849,0.0,0.35304380449513456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877109124925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320943505343353,0.0747978400156917,0.0718306225326373,0.0,0.08241016184553958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491094990575315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327957397880195,0.0,0.07195038232692738,0.0,0.10298389138916586,0.0,0.058097252503015236,0.0,0.08333345705717829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856484393004117,0.0,0.0,0.05847269639976343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661446697386866,0.07147528585018692,0.057754388125383326,0.12726115831551504,0.0,0.0,0.06951455631615024,0.0,0.2469581583017982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283156967415039,0.0,0.0,0.04290910261237098,0.05774457831288391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051678630767000494,0.07953934711669615,0.0,0.09369563061083604 lonely,Dr_Kevin534,2020/04/04,Lonely Why is that I’m surrounded by family and people who I consider friends/acquaintances almost everyday but yet I feel so alone. Is it all in my head? why can’t I hold a any sort of relationship for more than a day?,2.407,4.304639422222223,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,77.0,9.833333333333336,24.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.6993333333333336,174,6,36,6,4,61,39,45,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6741,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160000472364957,0.3268377033624729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459996717443472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351800953714705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749345391008536,0.0,0.15956282318909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238681948520209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877807994548806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338806521733711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56950978477633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swordofvictory,2020/04/04,"My heart is in pain from the loneliness I don't know why I am posting this, I just, need to get it out. I've been lonely forever. I've never had a family that was there for me - in a massive family, I was always treated as not human and isolated. I crave having someone that loves me for who I am, unconditionally, and I've never had that. I know, most families have problems. But most families go through ups and downs and they still have memories of happiness with their families. Maybe not always, but just at some times. But I don't even have 1 memory of happiness. It's either abuse, or doing absolutely nothing. I was denied ALL happiness as a child. I lived in the Middle East for most of it and every family member likes to remind me how bad I had it. They treated me differently than everyone else, abused and neglected me to an extent that no one else experienced. I felt alone and I just wanted someone to love me. I was always told the most horrible things and I have far too many stories of abuse. The only people that loved me all died... my brother died when he was 14 and it killed me. I'm still not over his murder. I miss him so much. - I don't want to be gay. I hate the feeling so much. But I don't think it's my fault. I know that children who have been abused typically turn out gay and hopefully that's the reason. But it makes me physically sick to even think about being gay. I don't even have any friends. I've only really made 1 real friend in my life and (because I'm gay) kinda liked her for more than a friend, which was just painful. Then she moved away, which just broke my heart. The only person I actually trust is a teacher and that's just depressing. The school holidays (it's holidays in Australia) is the most painful time because I can't talk to him about it. My family are really Middle Eastern - unlike me, who has left Islam and Westernized, I like to read books instead of yell about the Quran - and they don't let me leave the house apart from going to school. I'm generally someone who doesn't have emotions, but now I'm experiencing a level of depression and anxiety that I have never experienced before. I also have really bad flashbacks at night and I can't sleep. TLDR; My childhood was FULL of abuse and neglect, I was never permitted a day of happiness, my family hates me, I don't have any friends, I am gay and it breaks my heart... and the only person I trust is my teacher. I am so, so lonely.",3.1083282208588936,4.781330484662579,4.814559815950922,82.31864953987731,74.41922290388548,8.243783231083844,24.69943762781186,8.912814788092511,1.841494437627812,1913,61,384,41,40,648,216,489,0.20600000000000002,0.638,0.156,-0.9846,1,5,0,0,5,0,66.0,0,0,4,0,25,38,4,0,20,0,48,17,4,5,6,73,76,36,4,5,17,1,2,3,4,0,5,1,0,5,27,22,0,2,8,4,0,3,18,19,0,1,16,6,63,19,45,57,14,40,2,8,0,8,29,21,0,9,17,274,90,4,0.0,0.3617042947673073,0.05958142267557371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323515046628903,0.0,0.048826112129949965,0.15240935985396464,0.0,0.0,0.08303975382721519,0.0,0.04670733901633447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736371180236662,0.0,0.1019576905804466,0.0744378097127655,0.0,0.051953787645229066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937578750334225,0.0,0.10517413487834716,0.0,0.12673207111529633,0.06379006891870556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102008177771608,0.06867929116457656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097987173218405,0.0,0.05144194561447343,0.05834120747196725,0.0,0.0,0.4604620122391974,0.0,0.030871527456544437,0.0,0.05862291582029872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868550784414406,0.0,0.031899011991038416,0.0,0.06939856760823332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599791309849485,0.0,0.12055945731042934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705341041253173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060641950984246074,0.0,0.07044992288547952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754893495834961,0.0,0.10066362299511014,0.0,0.0,0.06464902609556536,0.0663370484674029,0.062433450393603936,0.043125350178600384,0.08948599297726413,0.0,0.05391318122406375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531508967689426,0.0577722505138175,0.04075506278868888,0.06190075841261267,0.06133852003382718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489240158290528,0.08976572873755452,0.04527192675657643,0.18835925833203895,0.0,0.0,0.05729651039523845,0.0,0.05858445992521648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137283000695234,0.1857420294630036,0.1949022731344901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232824016859497,0.10662272617681164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474352585587475,0.0,0.0,0.058421928604658974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107208607484554,0.0694945981091679,0.11734127232429367,0.06277528814201247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358297987214815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109965717005913,0.0,0.15519654264589003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751810387494944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907414925572058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056260346252578,0.07824387964296936,0.0,0.0,0.07120398022961406,0.0,0.0,0.05834120747196725,0.0,0.0,0.06641092062015931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202430658002093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509314953852733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoCommittee2,2020/04/04,Is it true that loneliness causes a sense of inferiority? And basically might even turn into an incel,4.788333333333334,8.024366722222227,8.242222222222225,52.00000000000003,76.22222222222223,10.266666666666667,25.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.836466666666668,83,3,12,3,2,31,18,18,0.226,0.645,0.129,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269778937359351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388223912780454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441970415322258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579814214378803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sakurakoryu,2020/04/04,"I felt like sharing this. Today it’s been officially a year since I survived one of the most difficult days in my life and I’m finally coming to terms with the idea of being alive. Realising this made me happy and I wanted to share with someone, but I avoid talking about these things with people around me because I’m afraid they would think of me as a burden... Feels lonely thinking like that and I know I have yet a lot to work on this area of my life (social life) but I think I can now really work towards being a better person, as I’m recovering my will of living. Pandemic still sucks, though. But I’ll keep positive. I have been spending a lot of time on Reddit lately, and people seem to be cool, so I thought: “maybe I could share it there?” So I came here. Thank you for taking your time and reading. 🌸",2.2735569105691056,4.259538591463418,3.711804878048781,87.92425203252036,77.71951219512195,6.324552845528456,21.29918699186992,7.3011,0.649333821138212,635,17,130,8,15,209,104,164,0.066,0.7390000000000001,0.195,0.9625,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,4,10,15,1,2,7,1,11,3,0,1,0,32,30,13,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,9,1,1,2,0,6,0,1,6,3,21,9,22,18,4,19,0,1,0,0,9,6,1,4,13,89,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252907623131624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075197106181956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166661025060605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027174983434396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824143312831435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886346389198375,0.0,0.0,0.0960111626558742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527497053396043,0.0,0.1429420124157917,0.16308376323111362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584787264890259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680601851035974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232570518984554,0.0,0.0,0.08181704285569537,0.0,0.16793591692943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31546150107380216,0.14546425222070386,0.0,0.13145812541171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531340394624917,0.0,0.14086780970684665,0.0,0.0,0.14956355154899448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088061123842074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642043293325507,0.12999069421666398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891389764250024,0.0,0.0953722469035802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355289435419809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314978888179882,0.0,0.0,0.1517578976348452,0.12614012691885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889065751682408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193442741819244,0.11965896875052233,0.0,0.13706281859082792,0.0,0.0,0.09890501157483453,0.2861765947382053,0.1462675662758862,0.11818901725778365,0.17361879878569672,0.0,0.1411147752577811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780951255443438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676352279167616,0.0,0.0,0.10575554138535184,0.0,0.0,0.095869724038995 lonely,That_Archie,2020/04/04,"There’s this girl All we do is talk on Snapchat, I have to consistently remind myself that however I read it is probably not how it was meant to be read. I kinda like her but she’s way out of my league. I’m trying to better my health for myself and I guess hoping it helps me with the chance of getting a partner",2.563432835820897,3.5798966865671638,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,74.67164179104478,7.151044776119402,22.35522388059701,7.554174236665415,0.7090620895522384,246,6,55,3,5,83,53,67,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.9332,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,12,3,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,40,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555795267035601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098024118238154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183442995248045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30717246755705324,0.0,0.0,0.1936973544519381,0.0,0.0,0.2870225694746849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411811417643892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311569560771154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781168575178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322713597690863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619860470487907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293790529571047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bae__blade,2020/04/04,"Loneliness After My Ass Got Dumped I got broken up with for the first time by the first and only guy I've really ever fallen in love with. It was a complicated relationship, long distance, he was in a different stage of his life, etc. I understand why it didn't last. But I let myself fall in love for some reason and now it's over. One thing I didn't anticipate about being broken up with was how lonely it is. Out of all the people in the world, there is one person who understands the most about what you're going through. A person who understands everything you went through down the path to love and what everything meant to you. And that person is the one person that you can't talk to. It's agonizing. About a month after I got broken up with, me and a friend started hooking up, and eventually classified ourselves as friends with benefits. It's kind of perfect because neither of us are ready for a relationship (he also just got out of a relationship), but we've known each other for years and are great friends, and are also highly attracted to one another. That relationship I have with him does a lot for me, and gives me someone I can rely on completely. But there's something missing and I can't stop thinking about it. It's the hand reaching out to yours while you're walking, the cute smile that that one person reserves just for you, the knowledge that you're important to someone, and that they think of you and, when they do, that same smile etches onto their face. Random gestures to show that you care, checking in, hugs from the back, kisses on the cheek, binge-watching movies together. It's that romantic, loving side of the relationship. Me and my friend don't have that because we're not in a relationship, we have platonic love and sexual attraction and that's about it. But now I've realized that that's the thing that I miss the most. That loving side of a relationship. Don't get me wrong, hooking up is fun, but there's only so much satisfaction it can give you- well, for me at least. I think the most messed up part of it all, is that I want that stuff so much, but anytime anyone shows that they may offer that to me, I back out. Because I'm afraid to have my heart broken again, for someone to walk away again, because I know that they will. I can never have that little loveable part of a relationship again because I don't want to get a taste of paradise only to be left on the side of the road again.",6.120899194750968,6.185476359081424,6.429176110945424,79.4382646137787,66.20250521920669,9.598598270205787,30.259543692215928,9.330973305703688,2.4232892335222185,1932,63,381,33,28,623,205,479,0.057999999999999996,0.7190000000000001,0.223,0.9983,1,2,1,0,0,0,55.0,2,8,5,3,26,29,1,1,30,0,32,15,5,2,5,65,63,29,0,2,9,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,42,27,1,1,12,2,1,6,10,7,1,7,11,2,43,22,74,47,16,62,0,3,0,9,49,32,1,7,23,289,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170137964744633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667676143947368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446167403493437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974230158313819,0.09778931927932308,0.0,0.19381094499122087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483142518326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667000736841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643512798614351,0.0,0.0,0.055645618914218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091657690096721,0.0,0.05751829558994561,0.0,0.0,0.11429621555382538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817454127338913,0.0,0.0,0.19650936384363088,0.0,0.0664434129066988,0.12199734220880575,0.03613809170659202,0.0,0.20342608640693752,0.07010515240421887,0.0,0.06296136101896274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535118106948788,0.0,0.06718340623741836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621632144520379,0.03494588207114056,0.05183208438653484,0.0,0.0,0.0690877181959368,0.06502225719181409,0.04491354543312682,0.0,0.06373111564878524,0.0,0.0562727030722436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405959432467988,0.3443397797460202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075472528522396,0.0,0.09348787011108138,0.0,0.0490423965939415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544178453261129,0.14508287546498722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771756056905254,0.0,0.04408338320832607,0.2776096099227947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073561176038288,0.06537826926314386,0.0,0.546151158645828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616317766771258,0.04895256102576531,0.0,0.0,0.045007373071165965,0.0,0.0,0.05316177671954204,0.0,0.0,0.07279217234750612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110901182392175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844890685388139,0.12223240026996103,0.0,0.0,0.037078228789074914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985896662569025,0.07648761587077019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501079881031153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057172561872886836,0.058946005019954326,0.057377590317644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952266070409381,0.0,0.04094809532982644 lonely,charliesburrito,2020/04/04,"I am so alone I hate myself, I can't deal with the fact that I'm not anyone's favorite person. I'm just a complementary character in everyone's lives. And that's ok I guess but I can't help but to feel extremely unncessary by my brain's logic. I don't know who I am, or what I am, what I feel. I have this necessity to be left alone and unloved because I can't deal with the pain love has. I am just an extra dish for public conversation, like, people don't love me the way they normally love other people. And I know it's my fault, I'm not loving and kind enough, or maybe not enough in general. I've been trying to play the social game for four years but only now I realize that I should go back to my ways. Should've realized I wasn't made to be loved anyways. (i know this posts sounds very selfish I'm just ranting)",2.090032467532467,3.360571704545457,3.99581168831169,88.80568181818184,76.27272727272727,7.528571428571428,22.23051948051948,8.192908349453996,0.9579087662337664,644,17,147,11,14,219,99,176,0.18899999999999997,0.65,0.161,-0.3236,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,14,1,0,6,1,16,8,1,1,1,31,34,10,0,2,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,6,1,0,8,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,3,23,9,12,28,3,10,0,0,0,5,15,3,0,3,4,90,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672688516185016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021960085810063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921481303913432,0.0,0.07865446580036785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403827647929462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660450630074628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666414904009808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232920884040754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048119013203455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332976727283007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213924040472378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738875241660813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648496257448393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436313905733918,0.21273176958757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018964636682185,0.0,0.0,0.06303671929987963,0.0,0.1139343697817036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822654785003321,0.12208971542240515,0.0,0.0,0.12962628924366285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642035753174732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813185100732033,0.1372952288254638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890398073652938,0.11266255149065495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357346309325926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315281225277702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876017591106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064618762971603,0.0,0.20483334804955333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309000721955945 lonely,Xenos_1st,2020/04/04,"Can anyone relate to me at all? I often feel like an out-of-the-ordinary freak. Some info/backstory: I'm 16 (going on 17 soon) and was never *truly* diagnosed with depression. But at the same time, I kinda was. Comment if y'all want to know more. Now for real. I have no real friends at this point, and I'm in a long-distance relationship that I'm unhappy with (also extra story). I almost constantly just want to be left alone because other people seem to always demean me or act like total morons. But there's also a part of me that wants the classic big group of guy friends (most of my friends throughout my life have been girls) that continue being bros after highschool & college. And of course I want the old-fashioned wife and kids (crucify me, idc). So I'm confused... Is anyone else like this? Do you find social interaction often exhausting, but also *yearn* (weird fckn word) for it? I appreciate any insight anyone can think of, all I really want is reassurance. If you're interested in more backstory, I'll gladly oblige. If I know one thing, it's that aside from this; my situation is wack.",2.58365351629503,5.0919842264150965,4.365351629502573,80.9286192109777,79.37735849056604,7.062092624356778,23.315608919382505,8.150884317080207,1.6558226415094346,864,29,156,17,22,291,137,212,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9467,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,0,10,16,1,1,6,0,13,3,0,0,4,42,28,15,0,9,8,2,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,3,1,17,9,21,23,10,18,1,2,0,0,16,9,0,12,10,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127760032988667,0.13577994614236685,0.0,0.3145215988161543,0.10908560887400788,0.1420466736991856,0.0,0.08915241933634291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750042694010078,0.13432732775769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991727480069198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416724046641364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129161412920574,0.13306362652429896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951713391821352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628804240162023,0.09365778606624398,0.0,0.0,0.11982292240892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038623444082063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450708745626165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980950045432013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440981395946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244041172874805,0.0,0.09259972786405712,0.19214634925912888,0.0,0.0,0.11601927526347762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111231555215004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375672789108005,0.0,0.08883667689058568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196840293741486,0.0,0.09088815521134752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393176923521147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29844074755475153,0.08398594515331119,0.0,0.0,0.14075221677429015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934841411999622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736176679954335,0.0,0.13363982585235148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709694011832952,0.08400351454493568,0.0,0.0,0.07644539887552926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866305526382053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Luicasas,2020/04/04,"I'm desperately upvoting every single post and comment Because I'm afraid that someone will feel even more lonely here. It might be stupid, but I know the feeling. You have no one and the only place where you might feel comfortable no one notices you. No one should ever feel alone.",5.368018867924532,7.149706509433964,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,68.81132075471697,7.564150943396226,28.34433962264151,8.07648339933343,1.9254943396226407,227,8,40,3,4,70,39,53,0.262,0.6409999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8223,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,13,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,4,4,1,0,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258105395449078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329074245086333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400498197850609,0.1972181841776849,0.18369741210051627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409646356580789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982210765929922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625850426413801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482255374896639,0.0,0.0,0.4432228435045861,0.16581959392809048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779213418364286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880989464759575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473383222229325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OceanSause,2020/04/04,"For those who are lonely, feel like you dont fit in, or barely talk to anyone. Please watch this❤ https://youtu.be/Wvo2bH2f_q8 A video of a man explaining why people like us are in the best position and why you should love yourself.",9.912558139534882,8.530298976744188,7.888023255813953,76.80319767441863,59.2325581395349,11.390697674418604,30.80232558139535,10.125756701596842,2.6146837209302327,188,4,35,3,2,55,37,43,0.08800000000000001,0.612,0.3,0.902,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,5,6,1,3,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749743999531308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964165998599722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103236828430915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281653195933386,0.20178420892156632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759841668333329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549245181927368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958170833409472,0.0,0.0,0.3100481589930563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270247176924505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397557256605507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097391156226362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jinxedaf2,2020/04/04,"Bro I just want a boyfriend lol Quarantine really making my feelings act up. The amount of times I’ve thought of texting the most TOXIC ex I have, just cuz I want attention/that feeling of being needed. I just want someone to have to love you don’t have with anyone else again. I wanna sing to him and have him be calmed from my voice. It’s ok though I’m strong in myself and most of the time I enjoy being single.... but this quarantine 🙃",1.625,3.779896833333337,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,80.66666666666666,5.777777777777778,20.0,6.937597516519254,0.3380000000000001,345,9,72,4,9,112,63,90,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.8705,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,2,8,1,0,2,0,19,18,5,0,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,12,5,12,14,4,6,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,3,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949998811656625,0.2923405554731193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834539328607154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885292733861509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257509354811279,0.0,0.19045103404390454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155863036341235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827811084155783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417478140912266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803220932414872,0.2265094959833085,0.3327407869074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048613371882923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oCyanide,2020/04/04,"Anyone down to talk? I’m might not solve all your problems, but maybe I can make you feel a little better about it. Or at least take your mind off of it for a while.",1.1858333333333313,2.4763970277777787,2.2011111111111106,100.655,78.72222222222223,4.800000000000002,14.777777777777779,3.1291,-1.4149888888888893,127,1,32,0,3,40,32,36,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.3104,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433202013343559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077657164823722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759523936666939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34877381986880096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228364264775134,0.0,0.3495991391782081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36915860794910577,0.35136709219608114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33297601471401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164248618411984,0.2796983090925801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheSpitfireGuy,2020/04/04,"Do you guys agree with me? I have heard people all over internet advising us that a relationship won't be making us happy. I agree. But what if a person is sad due to lack of emotional and physical intimacy in their life. Then will a relationship not make that person happy. I think many people on this sub lack Emotional and physical intimacy, and I guess getting a relationship does actually help in this type of case. Do you Redditors agree with me or not?",4.598768472906404,6.554535149425291,6.4824302134646965,70.72344827586207,71.06896551724137,10.948440065681446,28.52052545155993,10.914260884657429,3.7008732348111657,366,14,66,13,7,127,58,87,0.08,0.6990000000000001,0.221,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,17,13,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,9,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,2,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15609821682112412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998237107302602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35986770378762045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357267528286336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762143480761753,0.15838588505962808,0.0,0.3405615117519947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721804376512366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298471839655926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354953749217526,0.16217467751144118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179271708470769,0.2793423970326004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152126234954317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249612665292543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848251861056219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pipps-,2020/04/04,I'm so sick of not knowing what I want My entire life I've been wanting to grow up and I knew exactly what I wanted to do and all that. Shockingly it's a bit more complicated now that I'm here. I'm sick of not knowing what to do with my life. I'm sick of not knowing what I want in a relationship. I'm I'm sick of falling for people I shouldn't. I'm sick of giving it my all and getting nothing back. I'm sick of not knowing what the fuck is going on and I'm sick of having to figure it alone and then when I finally find someone I latch on like a fucking ramora and drive them away.,1.476590909090909,2.3144922651515145,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,77.1060606060606,6.795151515151516,24.56363636363637,7.1686216300943375,0.8386309090909085,457,15,109,5,10,162,66,132,0.267,0.6970000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9826,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,4,0,6,11,0,0,3,26,29,9,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,18,26,4,14,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,0,6,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076117462891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212032512925128,0.14905202971243625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116245450095246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234371929763726,0.177167478215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584064011187589,0.1012741026090666,0.18595028178696044,0.1101645038230802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261205367769683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383175004081545,0.09470109019259147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859959991058639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438518218996265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811306215721856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424114315210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457330591742535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Garlic_Bread_God,2020/04/04,"Lonely by behavior I feel pretty lonely right now, because whenever I try to open up to new people I get labeled as ""annoying"". This one guy keeps saying that everyone in the friend group I'm supposed to be in hates me. I cannot tell if he is right or not but he definitely is onto something. I am not particularly sad about being lonely. But it just sucks. This is rather short and I am sorry about that. Does anyone know how I can improve on myself?",2.096,4.3678819333333365,4.174444444444447,82.94500000000002,79.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,22.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,1.2015555555555557,354,11,68,6,9,121,66,90,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.3779,0,6,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,7,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,9,1,12,14,0,11,0,4,0,0,7,9,1,2,2,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350897585780162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126708251712412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171536398110731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371134851727721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546972860212807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917164569657596,0.0,0.12964568671975968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570287795349455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449921276239401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056296003151166,0.0,0.0,0.13637417709119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396602942032803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814968937903474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203271893932315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524529980343396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238294910822925,0.0,0.19733511652242944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103438891039976,0.0,0.27777836729832656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216889945187345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847438208617047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xX_Dirty_Grease_Xx,2020/04/04,"I have nobody I have nobody irl and get screamed at by my controlling, abusive mother when I ask to go to school / make friends. What do I do? The loneliness eats at me, it gets worse in the evenings. I have nothing to do in the evenings, so distraction isn't an option.",2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,3.0442222222222237,92.47300000000004,78.07407407407408,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.4424266666666683,209,9,45,3,5,66,38,54,0.259,0.69,0.051,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,4,12,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,8,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.3453792115193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27251265958143284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269414479076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982767358411362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850653080711702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521177128356745,0.0,0.3045928889729716,0.0,0.16566586924632953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457816308807704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27970160803971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295013031106742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706286851431224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NickNickNick256,2020/04/04,"I’m giving up I have no social interaction at all. Almost everyone I’ve ever known in my life either rejects me or tells me I’m worthless then ghosts me. I know I am worthless but at least if I’m not told it I don’t have to think about it. I just wanna love some and for them to love me back. I’m so touch starved that I’ve never hugged anyone who wasn’t my mom and that was when I was in kindergarten, I’m 18 now. Now anytime I think about people or even try to watch YouTube tv anything I feel the biggest pain in my chest just south of my neck. I would give up anything I would do anything to simply cuddle with someone. I know now with being stuck indoors that will never happen. I wish I could just sleep 20 hours a day. Whenever I sleep is the only time I’m happy simply because I dream of finding unconditional love. They love me and I love them no matter what we’re doing. I wish this could be real but I have no hope left. I just wanted to get this off my chest so I can finally accept this burning feels and being alone",1.4440410958904124,3.217706771689503,3.1745639269406385,91.80568150684934,79.45662100456622,5.2932420091324195,20.53904109589041,5.985473137389443,-0.0015572602739730712,809,21,177,5,20,269,124,219,0.14800000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.191,0.9546,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,15,13,0,0,3,0,20,14,5,0,4,43,47,13,1,10,11,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,4,33,9,21,34,4,24,0,3,1,7,16,11,0,6,13,120,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666759603415673,0.12066887166028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146626418500767,0.0,0.28763257201898296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895887378489387,0.0,0.07102320814189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860469681857624,0.0,0.0,0.07513909295268381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695353247827529,0.1053896589750568,0.0,0.11132997431063103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178215709820015,0.0,0.0,0.12763063903743274,0.10648771970319436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087148928488005,0.2235333672421412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030291087331743,0.12402670097187192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572038251807905,0.11473854732390247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806132574984871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265880879354042,0.0,0.08229421939591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257725909464481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645470720678432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971886681769006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861084756626215,0.12397449419476173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077312923028189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261350180211495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318760642379546,0.11876692731614208,0.09871825795496672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183457937175996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930937304993966,0.0,0.0,0.06793772046616088,0.0,0.0,0.11132997431063103,0.0,0.07910241214659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687204169124164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679607211998737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553024116366474,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thetrueayax,2020/04/04,"I'm invisible but everyone likes me. I have a ton of friends. I dont think anyone really dislikes me but no one ever reaches out to me. No one ever wants to date me. Which yes Ik, that's not everything. But it still sucks. Like not just 19 minutes ago one of the girls I've been chasing after for a long time told me that she fucked some dude she met on tinder for the fun of it. She knows how much I like her. Why would she tell me that. All of my friends only ask for help when they need help. I feel so alone for no reason.",0.4847129186602857,2.233227359649124,2.3219936204146734,96.8738038277512,82.42105263157895,5.548963317384371,18.25837320574163,6.574015621080383,-0.27904210526315776,405,9,99,4,11,134,78,114,0.168,0.594,0.23800000000000002,0.8812,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,3,19,15,6,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,1,17,6,13,11,4,11,0,0,0,1,15,2,2,1,12,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152412237838867,0.0,0.0,0.18872156172015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741016297711671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034802987254802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355663139130146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296508993126472,0.0,0.1741158786776198,0.1637646328829019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213424545248358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815603620117213,0.1684564156258222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427204447547635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014154047741748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26706564659400034,0.0,0.0,0.16125605760961848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395025070218305,0.1351113843579205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704242830507907,0.13858402177763793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673269272958442,0.18734912984684415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455185029494015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159265439311133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675711255828555,0.0,0.0,0.10625203111351607,0.0,0.0,0.1741158786776198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747613881965266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644222421283858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294415253681488,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,typicalwhitename,2020/04/04,"Parents & Family. Little rant. I mention abuse: Mother’s emotionally and physically abusive and draining. Father punched me in my eye so hard that they called CPS and I had to testify for a year. My sister, annoying and selfish. And literally all of them don’t listen to me & think buying you things equals love. I haven’t said “I love you” to someone in my family in over 10 years. I just feel alone and they’ll never understand, my mother & father are also homophobic and for trump (but they’re POC . Idk they’re weird.) My family isn’t close and don’t hug a lot and whenever I mention I’m feeling even a little sad my mother says I’m stupid. Growing up, I resulted in anger, I got into fights a lot and I seriously had no one ever. sorry for the rant I just needed to get this off my chest , I know it’s a little melancholy :(.",1.0773214285714303,3.531321613095237,3.559809523809524,84.50185714285716,85.84523809523809,6.455238095238098,20.9,7.734863291789972,1.1566228571428572,653,21,128,13,20,226,102,168,0.24600000000000002,0.672,0.08199999999999999,-0.9754,1,1,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,2,3,0,6,11,4,0,6,0,8,5,2,1,3,27,22,13,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,8,0,1,4,7,25,3,16,17,4,17,0,1,1,3,21,12,0,2,4,82,29,0,0.0,0.3121680241785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643736240674875,0.0,0.10534814745381088,0.0,0.4282032961888568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451580064844568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818374384125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700949014238264,0.11916152772178484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725630956941745,0.0,0.13321798868443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882591450080792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053602292370074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800836597336395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239791534974409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960981645699447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239921674200248,0.2377913194927332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976795695462396,0.10160187886883897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926680429835676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627573275317415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530981366110658,0.1047606765903278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161833662191843,0.0,0.0,0.14746614902179206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751864410804575,0.08441024085685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714041059003193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966558368090254 lonely,smolsinner,2020/04/04,"I’ve lost all happiness Idk what is happening to me but, I’m overwhelmed with sadness… and i tried messaging my friends but i was left on read",0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,91.06896551724138,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.3161655172413798,114,6,24,3,4,37,25,29,0.09300000000000001,0.654,0.253,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30669985045127424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510413353066707,0.4225844449028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313116163884089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43334221034462506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970797732144704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26951816556847663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MonkeyShitStorm,2020/04/04,"I Have No One I have one friend, but he has become insanely busy lately, and this social distancing thing has made hanging out with him even more difficult. All my family members live super far away, and visiting with any of them is nigh impossible. I am completely alone. I spend my days after work sitting in isolation. I spend my weekends cooped up in my home all by myself. It's been so long since I felt real human contact. Even just a handshake would be amazing. I already felt like an outcast before, but the social distancing has made that 10x worse.",5.004214285714287,6.75229840952381,5.599226190476191,78.29598214285716,69.66666666666667,8.678571428571429,29.315476190476193,9.188382445141503,2.6799761904761903,443,17,77,9,8,143,81,105,0.134,0.732,0.134,0.2432,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,2,16,14,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,5,2,14,4,10,7,3,14,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262563780883828,0.1945855371851107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991106128757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566868866034312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474362972777406,0.1500446118231829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848795978897913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371884551546588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292979800214114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662290831361951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386106402198992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362328189354572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687427374187562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890894001821527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614637282124872,0.0,0.15570341866422918,0.15604730113013754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336971295217376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389727679071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007031723712206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458627458486952,0.0,0.0,0.35949430127712284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171464173629172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837099812074107,0.0,0.1796962554315237,0.12526041494061085,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway_guy19,2020/04/04,Any other college/university students who feel socially deprived? Even before this pandemic I was lonely. Now it's just amplified. I was talking to a girl not long ago but I scared her away with my neediness. She won't talk to me. The worst part is that now she posts stories on Instagram about how important it is to reach out to people when you feel lonely.,3.08944099378882,5.6543594347826085,4.3296480331262925,81.57782608695653,77.84057971014492,8.000828157349899,27.248447204968944,8.841846274778883,2.5274621118012432,287,12,52,7,7,94,57,69,0.221,0.7340000000000001,0.045,-0.9349,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,9,0,9,4,2,9,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282273376589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395356019169796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679655373986227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426939294690719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883794668821371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842294842112964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240315019739473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30885619694244665,0.0,0.19772970171444806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315372074627564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855464079712865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907371465677752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584843053042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fassbinders,2020/04/04,"I can't sleep in the nights because of how low I feel. It's nearly 4AM and the past few days, week i'll be up all night dealing with angst, I can't manage to keep a healthy sleep pattern with the low feelings I get hit with they just take all my energy. I'm so desperate for intimacy, i'm stuck in my life living, being around family who I clash with they don't respect me and snap at me which puts me on edge, i'm wound so tight. I'm in my 20's and I really just wanna have a chance at sharing a bed with someone, never experienced it. I feel so unlovable it just eats me up and drives me to be self destructive. I should try and work/write at night considering i'm up but I can't brush off how demoralised I feel and get to it. I tried posting in the r4r subreddit but no one got back to me, I just wanted to talk about movies and was interested in what people are doing with their lives through this stressful time. If anyone wants to message reach out, it's mostly the intimacy I would really like, you know imagining how good it'll feel when someone puts their hand on you but it's the internet you can't do it through here. I always had medium length hair I get it shaved now even though it's grown out a bit these past few weeks if any girls wanna virtually rub my head that would be nice.",2.0944779435099967,3.6470072481751816,3.6122913360837816,90.38267692795941,76.88321167883211,7.100983814662013,21.767058076801014,7.893859768569023,0.7560944462075536,1022,27,232,16,23,338,152,274,0.081,0.8170000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7494,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,4,0,18,11,1,1,10,0,19,8,5,3,3,48,40,20,0,9,9,0,9,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,16,16,1,2,7,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,4,11,32,6,37,27,6,38,0,2,0,0,14,20,0,3,14,149,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361094620542192,0.0,0.0,0.08467814058415186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706755748163096,0.0,0.0,0.11084955402214207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574849982877613,0.0,0.07590647882638703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594402404785674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030535535443607,0.1283750626016351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741545364188175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224454845813127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738674914421952,0.0,0.31480627308363024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517030559795065,0.0,0.0,0.10444180196003366,0.09959033738576037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277938524199458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067945105387947,0.0,0.0,0.06843315421692532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795243956919054,0.06083437666420255,0.0,0.2199075853971966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960378073287327,0.0,0.0,0.3505618746648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437824425593952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377376192168528,0.08632676534985895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925612060730485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250354785384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595419108920546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299019319389206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24922065016016956,0.0,0.21101145817761247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263769512733945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362384249456132,0.10008477911363088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234065874938048,0.0,0.07260884540409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690823529324676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689071383205948,0.0,0.1997655045423085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065233272956276,0.0,0.0,0.17691143606064522,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pacifist_100,2020/04/04,Need someone to talk to? I am here for you If you are alone and need someone to talk to. You can always talk to me ☮️ I will try my best to respond,-3.858000000000001,-2.9027368,-0.4914285714285711,107.49142857142859,117.0,2.0,13.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.8235714285714288,112,3,31,0,7,39,23,35,0.055,0.8290000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472527849629474,0.0,0.0,0.22071428903372303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783698673152031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933680111315534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44950119340965705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396083138175109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009145115637276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RozeyLione,2020/04/04,Being Unlikable Sucks Being lonely sucks. It sucks so much. I'm tired and I just really wish that it wasn't so damn hard for me to find companionship. It's just seems that no matter how hard I try nothing ever develops. It's tearing my already low self confidence to shreds and I don't know what to do about it. It's to the point where I'm even touch deprived and just want to hold (or even be held by) someone. Not in a sexual manner but more in a way that provides comfort and a sense of security that someone truly cares. It doesn't matter what I do to try and be likeable it just ends with the person ghosting me or being told they just don't like me in that manner. Despite my best efforts I have never even had a true relationship in my life and at this point I just feel that I will never be compatible with anyone and that I am not worth people's time and effort.,4.752521346057257,4.815975613259674,5.886941235560019,82.16347061778005,69.11049723756906,8.570768458061275,26.95178302360623,8.296473431620573,1.598299447513812,690,19,144,9,11,231,101,181,0.139,0.703,0.158,0.561,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,15,13,4,0,6,0,16,2,0,1,4,36,29,14,1,2,11,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,18,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,4,4,15,6,17,18,3,15,0,3,0,0,6,9,4,3,6,105,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827945334293785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582356848476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383530821826124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688871860465429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467132325063811,0.0,0.0,0.3282229581155539,0.1498363341684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375561916418335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139748728160338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29677264628473266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103473616731222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700070270138822,0.08092629212988799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176890503265635,0.0,0.25551288852022624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894185091238844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483811315916527,0.14463574017324693,0.0,0.0,0.3131781144936667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611710019713584,0.0,0.0,0.1778418646493908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079794120816153,0.17280495451368522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807027184891589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658954289644887,0.19038576508650512,0.0,0.15828189782572066,0.0,0.22492558710597352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770233107143853,0.13148212300947607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904847807470245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway167303,2020/04/04,"I don’t know what to do To start if I’m 16M I’m from the UK, I feel so alone just now I have no real true friends only a few online friends, I don’t do anything but lay in my bed all day, I usually just act happy and hide my sadness but I’m sick of hiding and want to try and get some help. Thanks",-2.515000000000001,-0.8796858333333315,0.8049999999999997,103.54,94.83333333333331,3.7555555555555564,14.944444444444445,5.033348758259628,-1.2746222222222223,228,5,64,1,9,81,51,72,0.198,0.563,0.23800000000000002,0.5174,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,15,14,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,6,14,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296386518407154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354940851169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845564133492037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469649353699138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421895127269832,0.0,0.14951236827833814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30463400862873075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918141736068272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727192091618086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764569637486209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325724882913992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025530791835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634675125570734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429110599245145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517657252365605,0.0,0.16879088062992814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway543678910,2020/04/04,"Post-grad life is very lonely Just venting (quarantine is giving me a lot of time to think lol). Any wisdom is appreciated if you’ve been where I am! I’ve seen a lot on here that the quarantine is making people aware of how lonely they are. It’s very easy to feel that way with social media, seeing everyone who’s posting their FaceTime hangouts and all the Instagram story tags. It’s hit me the same way. It’s difficult. For me, I always had a group of friends to hang out with since elementary school. I was lucky in middle school to connect with a group and always hang out after school at someone’s house and go to a sleepover at least every other weekend. I stuck with most of them throughout high school, meeting new people along the way. I had periods each summer when things quieted down where I worried I didn’t have enough friends, but it went away as soon as I got back to school. By the time I graduated HS, my friend group fizzled out, I had a falling out with one girl as well, and I worried I wouldn’t make any friends in college. I was pleasantly surprised and made a new group of friends when I moved into my dorm. Funny enough, each summer I still worried I didn’t have enough friends. I was sensitive to feeling left out if I saw people doing something without me, but I hid it well. I did a lot of extracurricular things in college, including plays and improv so I always had people to see and hang out with. And then I graduated and life evolved again. I don’t talk to any of the people I met in the dorms or from my extracurricular groups. Some have removed me off social media. I have one close friend who I talk to at least once a month, my boyfriend, my family, and that’s it. I miss having people in my life. And the sad thing looking back on all of those times is that I think I was a pretty forgettable person to all of these people. I’ve tried reaching out to some that I miss and used to have wonderful conversations with and it doesn’t seem to refresh anything, so I let it go and try to make peace with the fact that our friendship is not the same anymore and it’s okay that we’ve gone in different directions. But as well as I handle those moments, I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt. No one reaches out to me and it reinforces how lonely I feel. I have a problem with social media and comparing myself to others on there, so I have time limits set on my apps so I don’t subject myself to it. At my current job, I don’t connect with any of my coworkers. I don’t really like them as people on top of that, so that whole situation is pretty crummy. I have an urge to change my life once the quarantine ends, but I don’t know how. I just want fresh faces, to make new connections, to build a support system, to feel loved. But considering my track record, I worry I’ll never make lasting friendships. It’s rough. Anyway, thank you if you’ve read through all of this. I hope this resonates with someone else and makes them feel less alone in this experience. I’m hoping for change and hoping there are ways I can make this happen that will become clearer ❤️",4.0844197603040024,5.134046025723475,4.929291142940663,84.90041727565044,71.05787781350483,7.648114586378252,26.51578485822859,7.924219607001951,1.4457543408360127,2436,77,497,31,44,791,272,622,0.08,0.7340000000000001,0.187,0.997,3,10,1,0,1,0,60.0,1,1,5,2,26,32,0,0,24,2,44,6,1,12,6,101,89,46,0,10,14,0,6,1,7,2,4,2,2,2,37,43,0,1,10,4,0,10,14,9,3,3,22,13,71,23,87,62,21,78,0,7,5,1,34,35,0,17,27,346,108,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059624777122396284,0.0,0.0,0.14370763800908895,0.0,0.0,0.1565972968431817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057093605965751124,0.0,0.0,0.047374902253320784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408856476039954,0.0885349875808587,0.0,0.0,0.0635811360214346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180207533621618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060148012835484065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048092040735606106,0.0,0.05098960677586495,0.17845445895171594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850489829451038,0.05501025089553598,0.0,0.05631414727956504,0.054271525904980314,0.0,0.14554467969564572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31134708654649285,0.0,0.0,0.05522603724493967,0.06543629762469504,0.0,0.046043694153899965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050908635846277785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082547747243909,0.0,0.17153890447199302,0.0,0.06642762639706316,0.06162948221800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712897706366425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031638764416931316,0.046926934160816745,0.0,0.0,0.06254957410016926,0.058868849639020726,0.16265253573454433,0.028125614459161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834399197307268,0.0,0.0,0.14683092839077966,0.05195884095196138,0.05447377819685868,0.2689972368574033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045951531372888224,0.061187408471186464,0.0,0.0,0.044401249598413337,0.16680332926928335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261955937307832,0.11703201857971747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192922755683099,0.0502675824885071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027158833600788,0.11713802571017992,0.0,0.055086363303118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758521160716967,0.0,0.03688058070025605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476190377030416,0.0,0.0,0.2913177076619223,0.09175108698968704,0.05240923121559419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762219486834991,0.06471067894350654,0.0,0.17605497109494025,0.09755712550369997,0.044319915655489775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597518283792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532933666987968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254457972400756,0.0,0.053002382833174336,0.0,0.0,0.11474011715588027,0.07377659182436404,0.0,0.0,0.13427726257033448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817200292322184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049721678380796136,0.0,0.09500195189690236,0.03395606079500256,0.18278437836253109,0.0,0.0,0.15528604021437922,0.053367626043863546,0.0,0.06427443869700915,0.0,0.055495071301812256,0.06243181063269986,0.0,0.2338590249856757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,geometricalwisdome,2020/04/04,"31 M4F long term or short term conversation. I'm just looking for someone I can relate to, conversation can be about anything and everything. My current hobbies as of right now are playing ps4 and making music. Music is like one of the main things that make me happy in this world slow indie rock and metal are mainly what i F@*K with they definitely help me cope. If your looking for conversation for 1 day, a week, a month or longer I'm your guy. Im really easy going and don't judge anyone, and I'm excepting of everyone. Reach out Dm's are open just say hi. 🙂",2.296275140788413,4.526217823008854,4.080080450522928,84.10729686242959,78.73451327433628,6.940949316170556,22.662107803700728,8.00094639256281,1.272865486725664,446,14,88,8,11,150,85,113,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.9402,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,16,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,13,15,4,16,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,10,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642802094825426,0.0,0.1958688879798711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350219702677176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743681058776374,0.21391561799441272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527135930259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235675667595452,0.0,0.2533750454128257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953873688372494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571007493216848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628378246374853,0.0,0.0,0.21063882116457688,0.3997510706255787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31775830146872674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998404055490967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612874486064125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248070151542514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032664393055378,0.0,0.1892818094513834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167224393146915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581288691202669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092402805557102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kizoon,2020/04/04,I think i am gonna die all alone....i will never be loved I have been single my whole 22yrs of life never have been gone to a date what so ever.I have tried talking to girls and to socialize all failed...i have been trying to do postive work for example working out ...keeping my mind set positive..but nothing changed its the way it is...all my freinds are having serious relationship and all .one of my freind is going to get married...i feel happy for him...but at the same time i feel sad...i always see couples everywhere sure i actually dont have any idea what going on with the couples the drama will be behind the scenes...but i want to be happy i want some to be my side i want to feel loved and cared. i have been really sad lately... working out in home helped a little but i just have that gutted feeling i would like to hear you're ideas and all,1.20167297979798,3.3228901647727263,2.9733333333333327,91.16055555555555,82.01136363636364,5.729292929292932,20.573232323232325,6.937597516519254,0.4012648989898988,663,19,142,8,18,220,104,176,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.58,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,7,0,24,4,1,0,7,31,43,6,1,4,2,0,4,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,5,7,0,1,7,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,6,16,7,20,30,8,17,0,1,1,2,8,7,0,1,6,90,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.1260526407428295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748094188197642,0.0,0.0,0.08784097279407711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316988381057646,0.0,0.1366462001778359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858513661886208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405950641591782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513879038188324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168429149537694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612517382037973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748671847686555,0.0,0.14682215224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750106872835189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455855413021105,0.0,0.08658085804632433,0.0,0.1295694333858963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916375467816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481346403946426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571095110847454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123757085445408,0.06310661510327234,0.12946366454852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331644403309759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042627848207566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992498739951052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394342982168305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752987497088667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275049828389197,0.0,0.0,0.1386817288460995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029328717488525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316739623477183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217425037865668,0.0,0.0,0.10382306813273448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276780922691722,0.0,0.0,0.07532087466436663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753977857973792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285658927158717,0.10253023475241728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144215240869514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821149249883558,0.0,0.0,0.0917596473821999,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alezae,2020/04/04,"I just moved across the country. I'm lonely and homesick. What do you do to cope? I have a lot of hobbies to keep me busy, and I've been enjoying reading lately, but the moments in-between are hard. I went through the hardest time of my life before I left, and I've been journaling using some prompts to help me manage my trauma. It's hard to make friends with the pandemic and all. I don't know, I feel like I'm rambling. What do you do to cope when you're hurting and lonely? Do you want to tell me about what you've been going through?",1.7678761061946917,3.4872001681415945,3.0187699115044246,93.54603097345137,78.29203539823007,5.5819469026548685,25.45929203539823,6.2581,0.6732980530973456,421,16,93,3,10,136,68,113,0.172,0.731,0.098,-0.7687,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,17,21,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,3,14,3,13,17,3,9,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138674884473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966628090329973,0.16907542492023206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284884847245012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450368624266082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240154775180892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586333450036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533576268966605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036109208214607,0.0,0.0,0.13006635756343266,0.0,0.26697143109427546,0.0,0.257140107089622,0.0,0.16716536866502069,0.1156238650387642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012063827965192,0.0,0.0,0.15797750204514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154027014829433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673170748905364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068579680138871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800281686068136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440487225442303,0.0,0.0,0.13959271881189428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193932936147816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OnePunchManOver9000,2020/04/04,"I just have decided to give up. I’m starting to realize my only purpose in this world is to have friends who only think of me as nothing more. I have always tried with a relationship. People just don’t like me more at all. Maybe I’m meant to be alone. All I ever wanted was to love someone so much they could feel the same way about me. It hasn’t happened, and most likely it never will. I’m currently 18, and people always pull the “You’re so young. You have your whole life to live!” Shut the fuck up. I have tried for most of the time, but I always get the same answers. So for the people out there like me who cannot manage to at least extract one good relationship with someone. Please do yourself the favor and give up. Stop trying to waste your life looking for someone who isn’t there/doesn’t exist. Your the real winner. Not the fake people trying to tell you otherwise. You matter. No one else does. I just don’t want people to waste their time like I have. Anyways. I’m thinking about deleting all social media and maybe go back to cutting again. I’m sorry. No one can change my mindset now. I have officially given up and decided to let what everyone else say about my life and myself slide because I don’t feel lost anymore. I feel abandoned.",1.7391441640844008,4.137667621513945,3.03236830455954,89.8797373469087,81.94820717131475,5.15278146672569,21.24848753135605,6.42735559955562,0.3829263981112585,987,30,195,9,27,319,133,251,0.111,0.76,0.129,0.7161,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,2,1,15,13,2,0,10,0,21,5,0,0,5,40,45,11,0,3,5,0,3,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,10,0,0,3,10,5,0,3,4,5,26,8,31,37,12,25,0,2,1,2,20,10,1,2,15,133,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608315500433052,0.0,0.0,0.2556816205271497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157974828128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787597980581705,0.0,0.06243835626003514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835385104431287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177937314148187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963428196053312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112870380570552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265080028575556,0.0,0.09787308656263743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553700279786133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913460246438404,0.09469181945837628,0.053513715213413235,0.19651401823451928,0.058211445298825173,0.08591064346609754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057557894855672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473822465387657,0.2170409894122756,0.2001620173531868,0.0,0.09044463907171207,0.0,0.0860126182690789,0.0,0.1118108257835863,0.0,0.09244408188289682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058027435849505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529539856807367,0.0,0.07899777359109311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982811663649774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208220916985172,0.15580021836784502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35504883199885784,0.0,0.0,0.1124337415670838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165839911634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199358543508976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145381072348093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441110608323606,0.26035739249829165,0.0,0.0,0.11465828764655644,0.07249813456802111,0.0,0.0,0.08563329471360777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952543700506617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126176740466938,0.0,0.0,0.11945164700209368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816398159711364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082782475675467,0.08130153468917192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143557355210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,busterkeatom,2020/04/04,"A cute guy smiled at me tonight and I’ll probably still be thinking about it for a couple days Okay I know we’re supposed to be on lockdown, I ordered some food because I got tired of cooking. The guy who gave me my order smiled at me and held eye contact for a bit. I know the drill of smiling at customers but it felt genuine ahaha I feel ridiculous. It’s been a year since I was last seeing someone, but we had to break if off before it went anywhere because I moved and long distance just isn’t ideal. Anyway the quarantine has made me even more touch starved and lonely.",1.4269230769230743,3.8280628034188062,2.443076923076924,93.57692307692308,83.35897435897436,4.283760683760684,25.23931623931624,5.369823440869387,0.4955264957264953,456,19,92,2,13,144,84,117,0.114,0.765,0.121,-0.2999,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,7,1,7,4,1,1,0,18,18,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,2,1,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,5,13,3,12,7,3,16,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,2,6,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478152693771608,0.0,0.17296239545665054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219112614661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249073630851514,0.0,0.1310882389572136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425372409627334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277620905624238,0.0,0.1951649804278238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578721295513345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256850975173368,0.0,0.0,0.4025259420197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341677296590434,0.1656870043537879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798819343131101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233298076409247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603709245142852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219152594054534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197481277413653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814179211983485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222463140977154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232661381475458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024313978109545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336216648999575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842744037738876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308951266284556 lonely,oppositeyatsume,2020/04/04,Talk Yo someone just want to talk I'm 20,-4.691333333333334,-5.861464799999999,-1.3099999999999987,110.3916666666667,147.0,1.3333333333333337,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.963666666666667,32,1,9,0,3,11,9,10,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434990009868725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8414234930034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087315039732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ty157_,2020/04/04,"Just read (F.16) Hi, I just wanna say I’m feeling so alone, I have the feeling that everyone have a beautiful life. I spend my days in my bed on my phone, or sleep. I think i’m just depressed. I have no friends. No friends in real life, just some virtual friends but that’s not real life. I think I have a problem with friendship. No one cares about me, no one think about me i’m a piece of shit My adolescence sucks, I do nothing of my life, I never been in a relationship with someone. Life sucks men",-0.4366987179487154,1.8116300096153888,1.4101538461538468,97.30151282051285,95.05769230769228,4.696410256410256,21.356410256410253,6.42735559955562,0.3182917948717945,387,15,88,5,15,126,56,104,0.24,0.597,0.16399999999999998,-0.8676,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,5,0,6,7,2,0,1,20,17,3,0,2,7,0,2,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,3,16,4,11,16,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,3,2,2,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028151687567366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577850136372837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980542313367984,0.0,0.1332919250613231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478768874749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649951688315586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586944822623473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465470147102439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935809205961635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849345708699893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973461443691468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808149053980696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479881873699924,0.352294555084228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615103665266198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306892962912518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885577428615152,0.0,0.0,0.15486870292214264,0.0,0.13112505247327844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974859936981995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,burrit02,2020/04/04,Anyone free to talk? Don't care bout what. I just want a distraction :( Idk. I guess I just want someone who will text me about random shit. Don't even care about what. I just want my mind off of everything that's going on in my life.,-1.0654591836734717,0.9680723265306136,0.5252806122448987,102.20588010204085,101.24489795918369,4.08265306122449,12.247448979591837,5.985473137389443,-1.1366142857142854,180,3,43,2,8,57,36,49,0.287,0.5820000000000001,0.131,-0.861,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836592995560284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356026014235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348570005893404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360635687494239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927680421815245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893516828257345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552585960539186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652136307872562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696186538805183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255256566358053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111176764331226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647743613234935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hanukel,2020/04/04,"That's it, ruined someones life again The friendhship between my best friend and me now officially ended. It has been laid on ice for about six months, now it is over for good. I did so many things wrong, I can't even list them all here. I ruined the best friendship I could have imagined...Why? Because I wanted to help her. Now I lost her, my only best friend I've ever had. I understand her decision, I was toxic for her life. I even ruined a bit of her life...How does it come that I'm bad at everything? I've finally found a true friend and then, I've ruined it again. Within a year. I am not suited to be anyones friend. I am annoying, clingy and trying to hard. I don't neglect the people that want to do anything with me, I do the opposite. I am dependent on them. I value their life over mine, I try do make theirs better. But they never want that. Because who would want such a a friend? That always messes with your stuff and your personal things? I'm useless. I can't even help people, I just make their lifes worse by trying. I make everyones life worse. Thats my destiny. Ruining lifes. Now I am back to having no friends. Who would have guessed? I said I would fck it up again. I was right.",0.4003884134298907,2.774933755102044,1.9412376563528648,95.22138907175774,89.0,4.957208689927584,18.10730743910468,6.532088108194933,-0.05741737985516781,930,25,202,11,31,300,131,245,0.145,0.638,0.218,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,6,5,17,24,1,0,9,0,25,6,0,4,4,31,40,7,0,8,3,0,1,0,6,3,6,1,0,1,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,8,2,42,12,21,27,5,24,0,8,0,0,25,8,0,2,15,144,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697861733858981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468756859623592,0.0,0.0761307023593449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113714717410513,0.07724488235603309,0.11279070409243007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912615343818129,0.08182064533624947,0.10100074741041597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969216187333164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386447713686267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095916019188172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193947411472087,0.0,0.0,0.18331282135165827,0.08368372924037325,0.0,0.08840058424283878,0.08314514066788176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134398330781368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143624368965924,0.4288540601322071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775959085567495,0.0,0.0,0.1019140162054028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287389676029193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401965639105372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574149939059728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009893799315052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526037688394398,0.09379413704077147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384336835566209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135209059608863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036066201950696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827438179687772,0.0807791927525951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900599707291975,0.08800149442579333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838636209782182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590578839426017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292367607306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843171819835725,0.0,0.0,0.09630978393063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826736391832494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347901625663208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855825719174013,0.19715674218917845,0.10114895538470572,0.0,0.059575640886848275 lonely,mustangwar,2020/04/05,"Felt too good to be true. So I am about to be 20 and I am still desperately looking for my first gf. More than that, I am just looking for anything even remotely related to love. Like I have never had a flirt or anything. I just feel like girls don’t notice I am actually a guy (and I really can’t blame them because I am honestly ugly). And it’s not like I have no friends or that I never do anything. I go to parties all the time (well not right now ofc...), I am a part of many of my school’s clubs... so anyway on to what happened today. So I have met the sister of a friend during the last holiday and I have had a huge crush on her since. She is cute, she has my kind of humor, she is very nice... and even better we actually had a great time together. So I added her on Facebook and we have been chatting pretty frequently for a month. Things were going great. I was thinking that maybe finally I had found someone who was interested in me. Well today I just found out that she has had a Bf this whole time, that they are very close and she never saw me as anything else than a friend... And now I just feel so stupid and so empty. I really like this girl but well turns out I just am not good enough for anyone. I know I shouldn’t be complaining because I still have friends (not many really good ones though) but I feel like I will never be loved and that I am just not « lovable ». Every day I try to tell myself that it isn’t thad bad, that I don’t need to be loved to feel like a valuable human being but it’s very tough and I always end up feeling like trash (Sry for my bad English and sry if this isn’t written well or this isn’t the right sub, I am not used to writing posts and am still a bit shaken)",2.9442975206611592,3.5265829669421507,4.375830303030302,89.55174545454545,73.32506887052341,7.4608925619834725,23.886391184573,7.554174236665415,0.819631052341597,1319,34,305,15,25,440,167,363,0.095,0.7070000000000001,0.198,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,2,2,27,38,1,0,15,0,45,3,0,1,6,57,69,28,0,3,19,1,6,7,6,2,0,0,0,4,18,18,0,0,10,3,0,2,18,5,4,2,15,9,49,33,29,46,6,35,0,0,3,3,31,11,0,4,28,220,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.15202353104960775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481273303417567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054464190953401326,0.0,0.2563952982432667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007383378625892,0.09496499217341353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888951537719913,0.08503834836848759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023416683679807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506912173454002,0.0,0.06898956417207378,0.08048369152142291,0.0,0.1028944172011479,0.0,0.06562772308204902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692373906518212,0.22258544083095005,0.07478893808857773,0.08532733844592606,0.0,0.06625525241786091,0.0,0.1708100355539046,0.24071796100393344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853611431062537,0.19599739822730275,0.0,0.17175333543944532,0.0,0.07712574174621689,0.06888000950993681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111296872424892,0.04280763681237432,0.06349271823015408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638011242115106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082002970610046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109028497465467,0.0,0.0,0.15794137578376444,0.0782534050560897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217298627914662,0.0,0.0,0.0577562422470948,0.24030174399696885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868103611253139,0.0,0.0,0.052781919470266316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434989999000117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459940663304387,0.07924459368009512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496996358556738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303940167860173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883128722897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443341450595637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659979944537079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661496100541253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808140807791623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174826254582078,0.04991031739504444,0.076528906888159,0.0,0.1362590889894544,0.0,0.14766581233568535,0.0,0.0,0.0528838399934853,0.08472458527807898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067274041482093,0.0,0.19280821145592467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280138559307816,0.0,0.0,0.08696410491265483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nankurunai,2020/04/05,test to see if i can post just testing to see if i can post here,0.9943749999999979,0.35703468750000056,3.187500000000004,100.7075,77.125,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.4548000000000001,49,1,15,0,1,17,10,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7687075561607247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396004167458039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,15-Capricorn-1396,2020/04/05,"I've always been lonely — maybe I just need to get on with it. 23M > I've always been lonely. Well, yes. I've always been shunned, whether from school to university to work. For godness sake, my only contact on my phone is mother. I don't even have WhatsApp, even when I had other people's phone numbers (and I would try to ask about them), no-one gave a rats ass about me, I would be ill for days and no-one would ask where I had been. Ditto for work. I tried acting on the routine advice churned out on the internet. Exercise (which I enjoyed until interviews and now the coronavirus came in the way), getting new hobbies (I started to write in 2017 and learnt how to low-poly-illustrate around the same time) but things haven't changed, mine you I now work 9-6 Mon-Sat, hence why I can't do any meet-ups (I tried Student Clubs as well at Uni too) I thought that the profession which I hastily picked at 18 was the route cause of my problems. I worked hard and in February got a job offer way beyond my dreams for the Autumn - but still I feel lonely and depressed. And don't get me on the dating scene — you wouldn't be surprised, but I've never had any form of intimate relationship, no hug, no kiss, nada/zilch. I'm trying to hold my sadness in as I type, maybe my acne-scarred blighted face (getting treatment, but not sure due to corona) will always be an impediment for me to find love? I'll probably look back when I'm on my deathbed in disappointed, why couldn't I be normal like everyone else? /off my chest/ Edit: Its pretty sad and gut-wrenching to see a lot of capable young men in their 20s crippled with loneliness, equally so for a lot of women in their 30s living out as single-moms still on dating sites.",4.101050096339112,5.020539138728324,4.833656069364164,86.08532032755302,70.90751445086704,7.616377649325628,27.133429672447015,7.793537801064563,1.4522874759152218,1346,44,278,16,24,434,204,346,0.139,0.768,0.09300000000000001,-0.9234,1,6,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,3,4,20,17,0,0,14,1,25,8,3,3,2,42,43,21,0,8,7,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,7,14,0,1,3,3,0,2,10,8,2,0,12,4,35,9,50,21,5,45,0,7,2,4,19,23,1,2,19,169,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028547055581159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503248799425788,0.0,0.0,0.14315504548664887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093699937426262,0.19679984480166945,0.0,0.0,0.08093517851071108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038454321594502,0.0,0.10812665437132322,0.1113466323277946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788125435490125,0.0,0.09065662751034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792767714178104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904086691478698,0.0,0.0,0.1005763844961964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053220472287040216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620185316048294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199671507725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418264253406096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428848210283663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445009556383876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142264519767782,0.0,0.09294276000046782,0.0,0.08838832482328048,0.0,0.0,0.17896935776337786,0.09499742830631687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148710637551102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327426807853765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804580860862215,0.08117972703309362,0.10165666402607693,0.0,0.0,0.10312829194350273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005174464957368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297108755058819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070829429166304,0.11348350620842346,0.10071554239213937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300528995547005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652444335146148,0.0838752091909434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450056510585015,0.0,0.16811476374361387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920230339479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992724660308056,0.0,0.0,0.08356131225269113,0.06137547715886989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858469937820902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709423806300064,0.0,0.0,0.18927512882586048,0.0,0.18995389472375368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065097727901737,0.0,0.0,0.2243120051555839,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,apraxez,2020/04/05,"Loneliness & poor sleep quality I can't remember when I last had a good night's sleep. These days I seem to wake up every few hours and feeling terrible the rest of the day. Sleep was never an issue for me in the past. I think that speaks volumes about the effects that chronic loneliness/stress can have on the body. I probably have 1-2 social encounters per month, if you exclude the ""hello's"" with the cashier. Has anyone noticed something similar?",4.538671096345514,6.5409995116279065,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,71.32558139534882,8.635215946843855,30.890365448504987,9.23628265651192,2.9206830564784063,362,16,65,8,7,115,70,86,0.129,0.8190000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,0,7,6,5,1,1,9,10,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,9,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149575623245486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003283072871538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065680180072015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398673623436787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566856765381943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940307779481645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598075274060935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831405705353728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410180005592234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158836912112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843751939052965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342963447170026,0.0,0.0,0.1745179422613002,0.0,0.0,0.211725281433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752706341851165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200504465941425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066497515097868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929786760920615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583055426221427,0.18957049166753925,0.0,0.14316690092682982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130251933384086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916049315777025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,umw111,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else find it difficult to get close to people because they just want to be alone, but they hate being alone? Sometimes I find myself in perfectly friendly conversations with perfectly friendly people, but all I can think about is how I can get away and be on my own. I find it hard to make conversation, and I often feel like I'm faking reactions to the things people say to me (""Wow!"" ""That sucks!"" ""Nice!""). Even when i text people, I sometimes have difficulty keeping up conversations or talking about anything beyond simple small talk, and sometimes don't respond for days at time for no real reason I'm generally an introverted person, but I hate how hard it is for me to reach out and get close to people. I want to be alone when I'm with others but then feel terrible lonely and anxious when I'm on my own. Has anyone else felt this way? And how did they deal with it?",7.29561403508772,6.6427660467836285,7.553333333333335,74.75000000000001,63.97076023391814,10.173099415204678,31.86549707602339,9.444778638647367,2.7101040935672507,698,22,131,11,9,228,96,171,0.207,0.66,0.133,-0.9226,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,12,14,3,0,2,0,12,0,0,5,3,39,30,18,0,2,6,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,6,17,7,25,24,3,18,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,2,7,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123750201525383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770718948413282,0.0,0.15808554842220346,0.2316532320343633,0.09302532229465246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620826492446547,0.0,0.0,0.06891038224311853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290382611872571,0.11654307736492868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892529211153077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888669897539987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746642889946878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431656926329894,0.08075843244110735,0.10853966695073684,0.0,0.30995964534373555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467454401801272,0.0,0.17718198194942128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252987866973493,0.2232144744275004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047842287646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522743531603208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545753874134263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918512945170907,0.0987053870203737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866846399736032,0.0,0.11622773743559338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898968769891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354092903109351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172046687115875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510120247128503,0.07243383000100452,0.0,0.0,0.06591668284958553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335219067773418,0.08972881683576601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexachaan,2020/04/05,Sad Sunday morning I find myself missing the one person that could care less if I was right in front on him or not. And it hurts. I keep having loving dream of him but he’s never acted that way. I thought we had a connection turns out it was just one sided. Sigh.,0.05402597402597209,2.349350454545455,1.8488311688311685,95.8018181818182,89.9090909090909,3.8701298701298703,15.129870129870133,5.288315135182226,-0.8821948051948056,205,4,44,1,7,67,47,55,0.067,0.769,0.16399999999999998,0.515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,1,2,4,0,8,2,4,6,1,10,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29897282065694536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412443950838616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801165246770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139143371479687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064091139290696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646562088371174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261610569260219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974075092565347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560416584564549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504212511817448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327959872233853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895568355676873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327564458991777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mjladieman,2020/04/05,"20 y/o Male with Time to Kill Well, since I am quarantined I would like to get to know more about people's preferences when it comes to relationships. What is your type? Post in comments below if you wish or pm me. Thanks a bunch.",0.5249645390070938,2.9406747234042565,1.7756382978723408,96.28416666666668,89.0,5.686524822695036,16.343971631205672,7.1686216300943375,-0.07888368794326261,180,4,41,3,6,57,43,47,0.091,0.713,0.19699999999999998,0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746413962539352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657404946187498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527350513555144,0.0,0.175219087459613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576286212801238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103463183933356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534831933287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34230108800130005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637371490775006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29353324392920865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859107004314461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666393650336425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666355378467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264856906160935,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,askignquestions,2020/04/05,"Need a buddy for a little bit So, like the majority of everyone, I'm alone. I live alone and have been isolating for about a month now. I talk to my supervisor/professor once a week and my upstairs neighbors twice a week. But I'm so alone. So I'm posting here so I don't post somewhere stupid. I just need a buddy. I haven't been letting myself sit still or else I start to think and my mind wanders to covid thoughts. And death. Not so worried about me, but about others. Maybe I should be worried about my health, I caught a cold a couple weeks ago and it's not going away. But I can't actually see a dr. So there is nothing to do. I would love to have friends who I could just call or text or email but I have no one. I've always been alone and was working on trying to make friends right before all this started. I just feel like I'm missing something. I'm missing something. I try to fill my time with work but there is only so much concentration I have lately. So yeah. Posting here so I don't post somewhere stupid...",0.2472938504542305,2.5913865141509436,1.8882599580712809,95.50970999301191,89.51886792452831,4.461495457721873,20.58770090845563,6.037888025583468,0.013867365478686278,799,27,176,7,27,259,114,212,0.087,0.773,0.139,0.9279999999999999,0,4,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,22,9,2,0,10,1,20,3,0,1,1,31,39,23,1,5,13,0,1,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,6,3,23,5,17,28,4,23,0,2,1,1,8,4,0,3,13,113,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.10660606897765193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968379271982508,0.0,0.0,0.4525740077828039,0.0,0.0,0.09089948958252801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263802948304404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929583219171468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926580009456993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155000715289493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722218587648285,0.12087604940951475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125907327707083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438701374859637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523688488269489,0.07804370380958384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688027858435358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208569847079708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612091889615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323162460642807,0.0,0.0,0.11170905997687748,0.0,0.10674188375586692,0.10949086248115894,0.09646416715614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859668255491742,0.0,0.07292100187833701,0.0,0.109749955675262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103049706727349,0.0,0.08719725976708806,0.0,0.08030667144129908,0.16200560274776354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482225323509324,0.0,0.0,0.1163409493844269,0.07402634196128415,0.08308473814397446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185009746481454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329350222411606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705306577522202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820223756665945,0.0,0.0,0.15464647199117967,0.0,0.08724214059867264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780592852006046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999893637750544,0.0,0.08672727593724848,0.06370086586530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483385698312432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628860617162541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906139411651354,0.22188451115021232,0.0,0.07760357292434014,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheWanderingPenguin,2020/04/05,"The best side of my bed When a heart burdens, even the fluffiest clouds feels like a volcanic rocks. Even the most favourite place on Earth, which is the bed, would be a shallow depth of sorrow confinement. THERE IS NO BEST SIDE OF A BED. If you can't get settled at your third position. You won't able to pull it throughout the night. I don't know any solution for this. Figure it out yourself. LoL",2.228259493670887,4.573562759493671,2.3017563291139247,96.1485838607595,79.63291139240506,5.468987341772152,23.799050632911392,6.6274283507984215,0.5435683544303798,314,11,67,3,8,94,60,79,0.122,0.7140000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6846,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,4,5,0,0,9,1,7,1,1,0,0,8,10,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,5,3,8,7,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,43,9,0,0.27656910090977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807647257723087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804844168944991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653425655311914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984164739166416,0.19758102095106486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444959402566787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277357162063895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199514495316882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511769265962356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595413658991209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895584571823724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646675413114675,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ReturnMeToDust,2020/04/05,"Why is that? I find it interesting how hard i will try to convince someone to think better of themselves, but i myself will stop at nothing to prove my little value when told otherwise.",7.2365714285714295,7.371864228571429,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,63.85714285714286,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.0444285714285706,148,6,25,2,2,48,30,35,0.105,0.685,0.21,0.4516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058654010046309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160894539698153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098027100768037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466202977166168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33184066505939563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930272179816503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913585908680384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221598876994805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33046280724579463,0.0,0.2348011426369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120647934011673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mortaliem,2020/04/05,"Friendship is bliss. I desire someone to form a connection in which we share our ideals, motivation and goals. Most importantly, lay off the persona and share who we truly are. Thus,being able to thrive together and support each other, to achieve our goals. Isn't thit what a true friendship is meant to be? :) 22, Male. My favorite interests are: - Psychology (Jung, Nietzsche, Freud) - Philosophy (Stoicism, Relativism, Hedonism, Nihilism) - SeIf-improvement (Really every Bestseller) - Psychological Horror (Silent Hill is my absolute favorite) - Religion/Spirituality (Positivity, Optimism, Meaning of Sacrifice and Pain) Hobbies: - Reading books (....while watching YouTube and eating) - Woodcarving (...After praying for my fingers safety) - Workouts (...in my home gym and trying to survive the bench press alone) - Cooking (...a.k.a mixing canned food and pretending I am 5 star cook)",7.7553383458646605,11.589235624060152,7.278909774436093,59.7970112781955,68.69924812030075,10.115789473684213,40.32706766917293,10.125756701596842,5.750843609022557,690,41,82,21,14,216,106,133,0.039,0.6779999999999999,0.284,0.9865,0,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,4,0,9,6,1,1,1,17,12,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,10,4,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,10,6,11,10,3,5,2,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,2,49,14,6,0.2829073055290509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29300664814888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948480144247163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836160660026096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420926368148388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377909429738624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081689928397016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010333195310365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829838642637549,0.0,0.18123766417748646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970644190585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210398577111179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207548993096532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lololololonely_01,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else feel good because of the isolation? Maybe I'm just weird but being in this forced isolation is making me feel happier than I've been in a long time. I don't have to deal with any people and can just work from home on my own schedule. I haven't been outside among people in 3 weeks. I just occasionally go for a walk through the forest, and my only company at home is my cat. I used to be a bit of a prepper so staying home for a while is no big deal, I was prepared for this, so I guess I didn't completely waste my money on supplies back then. Most other things I just order online since online shops here still function normally, just with maybe 3-4 days shipping instead of next day delivery... I didn't have any friends before this so not being able to meet up with anyone doesn't really make a difference to me, I'm just kinda starting to realize that I don't like people? Like especially now with all the talk of having to support eachother in these lonely times, while I've been alone for years now and nobody gave a shit before this. I just kinda feel like I could easily keep going like this for a long time. I'm really trying not to sound edgy but my conclusion is that I'm kind of happier without anyone? Like there's no stupid drama at work that I have to listen to and no people being random assholes in public. I'm a bit ashamed but I also kind of enjoy seeing super extroverted party people being forced into isolation... I know it's bad but i guess this is one time that I'm not jealous of them at all. The only thing that I dislike is that zoos are closed :( I heard about the animals getting depressed because they're used to seeing many people every day, and getting attention from them. I also just love going to the zoo. But yeah just a post about my thoughts since my mind feels more clear than it was in a long time :)",4.8205800000000005,5.323266794666669,5.765083333333332,81.55962500000003,69.05333333333333,8.383333333333333,26.825,8.344100000000001,1.70206,1468,42,289,20,24,485,182,375,0.19399999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.131,-0.9776,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,4,23,21,3,1,17,1,29,2,1,4,3,55,61,18,0,2,18,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,18,11,0,1,9,2,2,4,13,8,0,1,10,9,30,13,49,45,7,46,0,2,2,1,12,16,1,6,28,189,48,2,0.08428776084627039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729670037808246,0.0,0.13480978379286634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463713545188225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768078865153008,0.08636277165375117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064812085317803,0.07037675960451319,0.10276207336234956,0.0,0.14344535278649884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404080901092432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837411360555643,0.0,0.0,0.06729691847822508,0.0,0.0,0.1630758983801008,0.17379396073869172,0.07259692490882685,0.0,0.0,0.08806277034893988,0.0,0.0,0.07376078752176816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041160861781709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101607381429924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704736977908775,0.060215193190066525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512051494499756,0.0,0.08807375238627972,0.0,0.14370803070343924,0.07069657479212445,0.0,0.0,0.1857049425166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536424895982736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491883462884047,0.0,0.17554546474259178,0.046322349045731535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205893712051178,0.0,0.0,0.22377604790339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607299497765435,0.0,0.11252546974014972,0.08545456001093366,0.16935676963029006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510661071505561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964098988380706,0.0,0.08258410964321318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711556813382896,0.12820928055111455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506071233118265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807243756016312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799379581917504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433286524258606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652017526102654,0.13944741355544438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965931095371441,0.08983953821868967,0.06731231469077084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956487521531914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774730940459714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199408603956112,0.0,0.0,0.06691506707768938,0.2457443558683884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057225856820685615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559512569727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761055759151914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125039364004462,0.0,0.12272498751694305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054278554502207234 lonely,Raytheprocat,2020/04/05,"If any of you need a friendly voice or a friend, im here I need new people in my life and I think the most interesting people are on this subreddit! Pm me pls",-0.5027142857142834,1.4812689428571453,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,88.14285714285714,5.785714285714287,17.32142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.002571428571429113,123,3,30,2,4,43,30,35,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525213485764194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891025865112734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34190811554291495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235754145356052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469407888840736,0.0,0.3057078970529177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43888588976384796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282047280315693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,codeboyyy,2020/04/05,"Delete lonliness from your life We together can and will defeat the cruel feeling of lonliness that eats us from inside. Post your info in comments and let's become friends with each other. Age Country Goal of life/passion/interests",5.636707317073171,8.704133097560979,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,71.6829268292683,8.002439024390245,32.201219512195124,8.841846274778883,3.420263414634147,191,9,27,4,4,59,35,41,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782630513102177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35046181018621003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317770045846068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646137480910321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502282608488055,0.4838341080407195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280192057494901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119839242717615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MaMaMatthias,2020/04/05,"Feeling lonely despite having a small but very close group of friends... 2 days ago I skyped with my 3 best friends and for some reason they started talking about how some people are more extroverted and some more introverted and then they started talking about me, because I am more of an introverted guy. And they said that they found it weird that they don't know many of my other friends, but the thing is I don't have that many more friends than them... I would not call myself shy, but it takes me a lot of energy and effort to do small talk with people. But the weird thing is I love talking to people and getting to know them and most of the time people are very open with me and tell me very personal stories. One of the 3 friends of mine that as a huge amount of friends than told me that I am too open with people and I should instead do more small talk with them, but that seems like such a weird thing to say... and she also told me that instead of talking to everyone at a party I always choose to talk to only 3 or 4 selected people... I am so sorry that I can't explain the problem better, but I just feel so misunderstood at the moment, because I always thought it was a good thing to try to connect with people instead of just doing small talk... which is on what I worked for a very long time, because I had to overcome my shyness... Thank you everyone who read this far and sorry again if this sounds like a stupid problem, I just feel like my so called best friends don't understand me like I thought they would and instead made me feel bat because of my personality...",14.712169479606187,6.559603205696206,12.70396624472574,66.51810829817164,58.08227848101266,15.436849507735586,48.71870604781998,9.444778638647367,4.764248663853729,1247,43,258,11,9,391,139,316,0.057999999999999996,0.705,0.237,0.9968,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,9,5,17,24,1,0,15,0,22,1,0,3,0,59,44,27,0,6,12,0,4,4,7,3,0,3,0,3,21,21,0,0,14,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,9,7,42,17,37,32,13,22,0,1,0,1,40,12,0,8,14,187,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451754408961133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058204363845767236,0.12112220896380048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747083154491702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527620770988046,0.06437045535892037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863871445636134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693887271750087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909413298614226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720464425043686,0.05199603344610152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980256290289824,0.3936225735743744,0.0,0.03802599918882369,0.0,0.0,0.06104674373148945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206639630014952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999902624845119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422319620148108,0.0,0.0,0.06441047103895275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618773178561742,0.0656893016803565,0.06886882740418786,0.0,0.14758063289526704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049319496187709234,0.055354584835377495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532089140369801,0.1271022343967471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928658419604922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280247727403824,0.0,0.0,0.07483282104903312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923309202920873,0.057879788912905225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662587104924011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294872952297038,0.10303205431656537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472359354839472,0.4680003406536846,0.06361535881703173,0.06700860627212872,0.0,0.0,0.19341458309691947,0.0,0.0,0.1155627967459094,0.08488045006575709,0.0,0.0,0.13909413298614226,0.0,0.04941473086099881,0.0,0.0,0.07576944207243749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021366774320865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052986731566743904,0.0,0.0,0.10340559907705092,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Plubberdupe,2020/04/05,"My only friend made new friends and forgot about me. **I'm 21 years old, so please be 18+** I'm looking for someone who is genuine and can hold a conversation. My main method of communication is Discord. I'll text you on a daily basis if you do the same, bit of a high maintenance friendship. It would be really nice to have messages on my phone for once instead of push notifications. These are some things I'm into: * **Basketball.** It really sucks the season's been called off due to COVID, oh well. My favourite teams are the Toronto Raptors, Miami Heat, and Milwaukee Bucks * **Music.** Now, I've listened to a couple genres of music, but the one I listen to the most has to be hip hop. My preferred artists are J.Cole, Nav, Kendrick Lamar, 6LACK, Gallant, A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie, Nas, Mobb Deep, etc. I also listen to some rock music: RED, Breaking Benjamin, Green Day, Rise Against, Our Last Night, MCR, Pink Floyd, Aerosmith, etc. A couple years ago, I gave country music a chance, and honestly, it's not *that* bad. I love the vibes it gives you. * **Reading.** I love reading fantasy novels, mysteries, and memoirs. Currently I'm reading a book called A House in the Sky. If you're an avid reader and have some book recommendations for me or want to do a book talk/club, that could be fun. * **Video games.** I haven't been playing a lot as of late due to having lack of people. I used to really enjoy playing MMORPGs such as Tera, Mabinogi, and GW2. I don't really play on my PC anymore other than League of Legends. I mainly play single-player games on my Switch. I have Animal Crossing, so if you have it we can visit each others islands and whatnot. * **Movies/Anime/tv shows.** I love comedy movies since I love to laugh. My favourites have to be Hot Fuzz, Monty Python, American Pie movies, Superbad, etc. I also watch sci-fi movies, mainly alien related. As for tv shows, currently I'm watching Ozark on Netflix. I've been debating on starting You. I also like anime but I find them better to watch with other people as apposed to by yourself. I haven't really seen too many as of recent, but I heard good things about Dr. Stone, Rising of the Shield Hero and a few others. I'm a huge fan of Castlevania and Avatar the Last Airbender and I'd be more than happy to watch them with you! * **Roleplaying.** I've always wanted to try Dungeons and Dragons, but never had anybody in my social group who played it. I'm aware of the website called Roll20, you can play online but I'm too shy to join a voice call with a group of people lmao. I don't even know if they accept complete beginners. We can also stick to traditional roleplay and create our own OCs (original characters) and play out certain plots instead. Shoot me a message if you're interested in getting to know me some more.",0.985646067415729,3.583344526217232,2.569804307116108,88.52729073033709,93.43820224719101,5.0670037453183525,20.53267790262172,6.742157984588678,0.711771610486891,2163,74,406,32,80,704,293,534,0.08,0.748,0.172,0.9947,2,0,1,1,0,1,128.0,4,7,3,3,17,29,1,0,27,0,34,6,1,3,2,59,64,36,0,11,12,0,2,1,2,1,1,5,0,0,17,22,0,2,5,25,1,5,6,2,1,1,9,16,45,27,60,47,20,43,0,0,9,4,44,16,1,13,22,244,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974425722715013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877644416106577,0.07485406275008227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921630936523735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511297904415112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956245425028627,0.0982131992733839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36743754111463744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943215200671714,0.0,0.0,0.0718258705828039,0.1990784201107552,0.0,0.05801686336258988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009880872352333,0.059417839683959785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222195984857611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900599862498506,0.0,0.04700047256016415,0.0862979862721627,0.0,0.07545431717367057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957642670524262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504785209616436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380195061762072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887950660702928,0.14665908046393164,0.10147898303333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394999191645318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554388045497593,0.0,0.0,0.07648091416491813,0.32477024004475064,0.08512248203099335,0.0,0.0912054861775248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938282410733433,0.08688408667085523,0.0,0.08442151955618925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439805886622994,0.0958046383496958,0.06095933510493653,0.06841875824788604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710115138892014,0.0,0.0,0.098749245203513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699535245692718,0.0,0.2881539221132253,0.0,0.08882480877069365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441597702858332,0.0,0.0,0.09170305793329576,0.07622295476434332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367426688351635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230657194507706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953107083973988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061077046006535636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769669765193962,0.0,0.0,0.10612167066585457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088499094031301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390511920350424,0.0,0.0,0.11586279191546213 lonely,erct21,2020/04/05,"I REACH OUT AND GET IGNORED OFTEN. im a 27 year old male who cant seem to find out if im toxic or not? i recently ended a relationship with m gf that was sorta serious. she seemed to be an very anxious and quiet yet i still felt like she cared. Up until lately i got feelin she was cheating cuz she would always be too tired too wanna see me outta nowhere. We were fighting alot and she called my outlook on life very negative becuz i had **LOTS OF PROBLEMS.** Wrecked my car twice from having seizures while driving and switching job after job from being treated unfairly and was accused of stealing from 2 jobs when i never did so they felt like they didnt have to pay me for day. some she was there for and others she wasnt when i reached out or gave her opportunity too. She used to tell me i was an angry person for gettin upset when she made me feel lonely cuz she was too quiet and didnt communicate much. She was very insecure of herself and was like a hard shut case when it came time for her to open up. I never had a problem making friends in high school. Seemed to be popular but the same friends ive always had sorta IGNORE ME whenever ive tried reaching out lately. My blood family never have been close, never say we love eachother or give hugs regularly, so i never got the OLDER BROTHERS THAT ARE GOING TO LOOK OUT FOR U treatment. My 2 brothers never hung out with me or invited me out. I looked to friends instead and now feel it sorta backfired on me. Making new friends at my age isnt easy when uve got no car cuz it felt like i was **doing mostly favors** just to have companions near me. Ive been depressed since last year and now i feel like people didnt wanna be near me since then.",1.4630475302889074,3.761812045977013,3.133280521901213,89.35058247903078,82.27586206896551,5.371357564461013,21.474370922646784,6.643151254067905,0.4949113699906809,1344,42,271,14,37,444,185,348,0.12,0.759,0.12,0.2311,3,2,0,0,2,0,27.0,2,0,2,1,19,28,2,2,9,0,37,5,1,7,6,71,63,29,0,6,8,2,7,5,6,1,2,3,0,2,7,24,0,2,10,0,1,5,15,12,0,1,29,13,49,16,41,28,6,56,0,2,3,2,37,19,0,16,37,195,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606413824787692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915565764895128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962347171124216,0.10038604489685947,0.08948785226169917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660469745773551,0.0,0.07559658438148804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777385921496091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274219560487367,0.0,0.13313817316701634,0.06270324726229548,0.2528202703615751,0.0,0.08022062710497706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712450153605281,0.0,0.04585645233889337,0.08419744055479943,0.04988198551115726,0.0,0.2105942085389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862510871228201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273432929812916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961435619026235,0.0,0.26129596963152296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715446544154568,0.1980178451572246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061994884531804524,0.214401111290076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741019248877793,0.0,0.0,0.07461932198126635,0.07921628348863483,0.08305054880513994,0.11717495167957895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452140057936791,0.0,0.4061640226373953,0.08476927491165714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210035243246087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608489983459585,0.07663779621988659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796898821558545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666275864972718,0.09423264655083972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979860722371073,0.0,0.0888284099206218,0.06994170755353503,0.2397088411518463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520929335317714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700936173787635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671526670815816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051179671750587526,0.10087925329098987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059590393386234425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580551255532171,0.0,0.21725951009174446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234962955352371,0.0,0.0,0.11304262076346988 lonely,nickemi,2020/04/05,Pls someone message me Pls pls pls I don’t have any friends anymore I’ve tried this reddit thing several times I’m tired of saying things about me and then never actually talking with anybody for more than a few messages can I pls chat with someone I’m really open minded and we can chat about anything the most random things please,2.3420384615384613,5.162599569230772,3.009519230769232,87.9573557692308,84.07692307692307,5.096153846153847,25.04807692307693,6.6274283507984215,1.1064230769230772,272,11,49,3,8,85,48,65,0.045,0.768,0.187,0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.22735721637687345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843602276483135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310559386877414,0.0,0.0,0.19172466557721685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000162595852387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352458103482172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969039144285767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557447142516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925449266873173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527695741370825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632037986183803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948104665600733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726242962670933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643494665671806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585391228494278,0.2677789981684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817975768916087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedMfBackpack,2020/04/05,"No matter how much you give your heart to someone and do everything for, they’ll always leave. I’m tired of all of this. Tired of not being something someone wants. I’m tired of everyone turning their back on me, and making me feel like it was my fault, In return making it harder for me to trust anyone. I’m tired of pointless relationships that lead to nowhere, even though I literally give my all and do everything to make the other person happy and put them before me. Why even try anymore? Everyone is replaceable. No one cares about feelings. No one cares about communication, or commitment. It’s all a bleak and depression stained world. It doesn’t matter. Everyone will fuck you over sooner or later, no matter how big of a heart you have. Everyone will leave, and you’ll finally see that you only have yourself. It doesn’t matter if you have the biggest fucking heart on this planet, you’ll always be the one who gets fucked over. This isn’t the world I envisioned myself living in.",4.262074468085107,6.4202899414893615,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,72.45744680851064,7.67872340425532,25.57978723404256,8.472884824447931,1.8543872340425533,791,26,142,14,16,252,104,188,0.179,0.7140000000000001,0.107,-0.9439,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,8,3,1,8,10,3,0,6,0,17,10,3,6,4,27,36,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,3,1,3,20,5,20,28,4,16,0,1,1,3,16,10,3,3,5,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249086109133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683398869443577,0.06827310678284752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508017615501206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308560280863111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910374094072034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409835733166418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898239026341626,0.0,0.0,0.3732020020940239,0.1755075106540171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874080734461116,0.06975500463763706,0.0,0.10696133344198827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708035823094377,0.05101357880532819,0.18733297278237948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394103969401397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471164329527085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677619660072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770263476082145,0.0,0.08621910671692203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552909110830408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177763183162904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984929305539664,0.07426065155352221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525666634734297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815653206856467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483027569009512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780751951095179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546240911379526,0.07516908660658955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593213707002801,0.0,0.0,0.4488975029773764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629207175869678,0.10620575751821604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759140190064878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810613715581425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LDomy,2020/04/05,"Why can't i be happy? I try to make it short. I've always wanted a girlfriend ever since i was like 13. Now im almost 19. I've had a girlfriend but our relationship was complicated. We were classmates at that time and i was very depressed cuz i felt like i failed getting a girlfriend. And then we got together. She had family issues but i wont go into the details right now it'd be too long. Long story short i still think she was the love of my life. She broke up with me cuz as she said ""i dont feel the same like back then"". But we've met a couple of times after it. But at the end she blocked me, i felt depressed and lonely. Time have passed and with the help of my friends and nights talked through bout me and my sadness i started to feel better. Last year in July i felt great, we went on a holiday to Balaton(big lake, bunch of clubs, parties all night) and i enjoyed our staying there. And i met a girl at one of the pubs. We ended up drinking and kissing after like an hour, i got back to the place we were staying at 10AM(we went to the pub at 9PM last night) went to sleep for like 4 hours and we repeated the night, the only difference was that we had to leave the next day so we never met after that. Although we made it clear that it won't last because we live like 1k km far from each other, but still after we said goodbye i felt the same pain like before with my gf. I tried texting with girls in my town but none of them were intrested in me. I have 0 self esteem and self confidence so it makes everything even harder. I've talked about my feelings for like 3 of my friends and i got the same answer that i wont get a gf if i have no self esteem, but i think about myself as a failure until i dont have a girlfriend so its a paradox. I used alcohol to cure the pain but it just made it worse, so i switched to weed which seems like an option, but recently i feel like im becoming resistant against it. So i have no idea what to do with those feelings. Im sure i wont have anyone ever again. I sometimes think of suicide but its very rare and im too weak to do so. Also im boring... Sorry for making it this long❤",0.668333492594364,2.620950345054947,2.4794768275203083,94.9034579550884,82.91208791208791,5.275203057811755,20.44075489727664,6.391308007922933,0.06119971333014852,1657,48,379,15,46,548,208,455,0.133,0.698,0.16899999999999998,0.9633,0,2,2,0,0,1,43.0,13,0,1,2,23,29,0,0,26,0,29,9,1,8,6,79,65,39,1,2,12,0,9,10,8,4,5,2,0,5,22,31,2,1,15,5,0,5,11,10,0,1,28,11,60,19,51,30,7,65,0,6,0,2,42,19,0,4,49,248,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054344101389788,0.06609837979174972,0.0,0.0,0.05278729460577442,0.05492469383237897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046154958646264996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151354138931548,0.0,0.04023841362443899,0.07290164554659101,0.056168713310931415,0.0,0.0,0.0583795091368615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303759389603022,0.0,0.04257028062650762,0.0,0.11370674011386732,0.0,0.0,0.06896525269045244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472388167765666,0.06466359352635717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692858833101072,0.0,0.0,0.043598256833685116,0.11941766080475046,0.0,0.0,0.05932454430490484,0.0,0.06222731760350567,0.0,0.1668804194814492,0.14147031706029015,0.25351558771007915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199662696775938,0.0,0.0689738531350807,0.0,0.03751437984458583,0.0,0.15838004544610473,0.07277504683167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026770297689558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424437520431211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001094280795125,0.0,0.0,0.07451601505593511,0.356504703512506,0.06889614341655885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141819420905426,0.0,0.06989389565567494,0.0,0.0,0.04662403917797453,0.3224861498842383,0.0,0.05828706928036286,0.1752474016951477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957561067821447,0.12491843707706705,0.13218436276746154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050910134083763575,0.0,0.07020121549961511,0.24777952961452535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044729339916293985,0.05020274399404678,0.14047625013849308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896525269045244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517582676492194,0.07086885696797493,0.0,0.05637124113395306,0.12557916224627916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009202471878659,0.2065850405178439,0.0,0.0,0.054603245359956,0.0,0.0660565722448611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528449133347006,0.07389156089531952,0.04672144016090134,0.1407134122693445,0.10542958785952272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220302445960257,0.0,0.06221260839160653,0.0,0.0,0.10611090915430306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688751609444635,0.0,0.0,0.1154709637175517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963142223276069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057010497139849785,0.0,0.10892851334218732,0.0389337602807418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357273875388871,0.05956276649080819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726870983061632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250756831842367 lonely,beefhead74,2020/04/05,"How are you all holding up in these times? I could be wrong but I'm guessing many of us on this sub are in the same boat during this quarantine/isolation situation. I've been by myself in this house for a couple weeks now and will be for the foreseeable future. Without having work/school to go to, I've seen very few people lately. I have a handful of solid friends that I communicate with once in a while but most of them have their SOs or family with them. My parents live a little over an hour away from me but I'm hesitant to go visit them because they're in the most susceptible age. I feel like the walls are starting to close in and with no definite end in sight, I'm sure this will only get tougher. Those that are isolated alone, how are you doing and what are you doing to cope with this?",4.9820858895705475,5.181975337423313,5.6798834355828225,83.37270858895707,68.6319018404908,8.973987730061351,27.342944785276075,8.841846274778883,1.8015869938650304,632,18,133,10,10,206,105,163,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6715,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,4,0,3,4,0,0,9,0,17,1,1,2,2,24,27,10,0,1,5,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,15,3,28,20,5,27,0,0,2,0,11,14,0,4,11,96,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069781925043747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299136104141324,0.0,0.0,0.11224080181141426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700871327885906,0.2037306484738732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307996919861673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735765253466398,0.0,0.09309905834780118,0.13153883225089785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225440520309085,0.0,0.09619763656888106,0.0,0.20928479499782854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028342847357684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813258917364417,0.21245536005776575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770085485256004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899541029969903,0.1845414747108232,0.1625856191132732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667370208166675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960869599721517,0.0,0.14003524819881694,0.0,0.0,0.2044488602918809,0.0,0.0,0.12764899005281882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863441818696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696405005272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032451911221915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353549555473538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736468286714523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147952826832304,0.0,0.0,0.15192228739140434,0.0,0.0,0.14769385137317168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748978842602697,0.0,0.13404508638733198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131162308309936,0.0,0.0 lonely,iscokuu,2020/04/05,"Take this as a lesson Now as almost everyone knows what it is to feel/be lonely after just few weeks of it, just imagine that it's your reality for years. Why? Because it is for so many people. And think about if you could do something about it. So, when this whole situation goes away, make sure that no one you know is lonely. I don't give a shit if you hate someone or not, don't let it happen to anyone. You should know what it feels like now, and if you couldn't handle just a few weeks of it, you realize that those people are true warriors, they have lived with it for years and are still alive. But how long if it won't change? I think this is really our best opportunity to **wake up.**",1.3972827172827174,3.423936685314686,2.751613386613389,93.52763986013987,80.74825174825175,5.764035964035964,17.207292707292712,6.868970318607317,-0.23808051948052,538,10,122,6,14,174,88,143,0.071,0.7909999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8786,0,4,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,7,1,3,12,9,2,0,3,0,15,2,2,2,2,31,26,15,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,11,5,16,21,4,12,0,2,0,0,10,2,1,6,11,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711969267155179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954282537359033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062740957432328,0.0,0.0,0.10421878372987912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941740326221428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085848578808225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365017805321768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336455109366949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289025863709004,0.12213755505302408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400537420442785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118393947359995,0.0,0.0,0.16879271510688348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818739668691337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482347450009106,0.0,0.08352494863329843,0.0,0.1509653815946953,0.15129879975683302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141205817597722,0.1733318532238662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585042707263254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705145139651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952466880423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549329511881692,0.0,0.19217201965952813,0.0,0.0,0.14485823782339824,0.13161734418040846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653300945726687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113265397964358,0.0,0.12854453458733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909516150900088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742759015630653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542694783446592,0.1908765121699628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019193454337496 lonely,X_Hydra1,2020/04/05,"There’s no worse feeling than... ...going through your socials and seeing all your friends posting pictures either with their girlfriend/boyfriend rn or past pictures together saying captions like “missing you <3” whilst your sat at home alone wishing you had a life and waiting for people to text you back ;( Just needed to vent",14.942500000000004,11.071799678571427,10.922857142857143,66.62214285714289,52.214285714285715,11.914285714285715,53.0,7.1686216300943375,5.117314285714286,266,14,39,1,2,74,49,56,0.147,0.713,0.14,-0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,2,7,7,2,6,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,1,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976235876286165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209660304505569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530043321538885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220175699907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331621349474446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882506341489989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029744745327665,0.1403920766430942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307758676616556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743225121075271,0.19922278359563556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521633889463143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228524268273837,0.0,0.0,0.2289927861922251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293253937909586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304556928798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29284959585433445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,humorismydefense,2020/04/05,"I’m not as much of an introvert as I always thought I was Before covid-19, I didn’t mind staying home all day or just not hanging out with a lot of my friends or make a quick trip to a store in the morning, have a quick walk and than stay at home. But after, I really hate how stuck I feel. It’s safe and better to stay at home to protect others and oneself during these times but it’s been so depressing lately. I miss interactions with my friends, I want to talk to someone and see them and I can’t and I feel so frustrated. Am I wrong for feeling this way even though I know why I have to stay in?",2.8241085271317843,3.46651962790698,4.086821705426356,91.29131782945738,73.65116279069767,7.283720930232557,25.96124031007752,7.3871296695380915,0.9913007751937988,468,15,110,5,9,154,83,129,0.16399999999999998,0.722,0.115,-0.8877,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,2,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,28,19,16,0,1,7,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,2,5,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,5,4,16,4,20,14,3,19,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,3,6,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969720357936707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240829111379055,0.0,0.0,0.1272262711439818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927732717479067,0.0,0.1239003612955256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950135368956886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820916768375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228091174850445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420250362471005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43288880542241337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905783599004414,0.0,0.16227242777353268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229865977079835,0.0,0.0,0.09602298150550262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525050240731252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574849258711523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215590286004056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463220073248505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218861635381102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133125477641507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156235766538474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413348229377734,0.11420319796537265,0.08388182975151741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848482149878991,0.11418380009803755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298049399812516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572806517330626,0.0,0.0 lonely,TempestFelicity,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else have certain things trigger feelings of loneliness? For me, whenever I here the lyrics to Porter Robinson's ""Goodbye to a world,"" I just get overcome by wave of horrible lonliness. Can anyone relate or am I just going crazy?",4.010232558139535,7.1497737441860485,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,79.0,7.1609302325581385,31.85581395348837,8.238735603445708,3.17385023255814,193,10,29,4,5,61,37,43,0.201,0.753,0.047,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825779853401248,0.42684506763286456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36456018878841706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480069857311659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064011630760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765076591522772,0.0,0.23675735470420115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767634845121424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Turbulent_Debate,2020/04/05,"Broke up with my only friend Hi everyone, So I dated this girl who was also my only friend (been lonely all my life) through a long-distance relationship, not only did she dump me but she completely shut me out of her life despite saying we could still remain friends and that she trusted me more than anything. I feel betrayed and I have no one to turn to, no friends to console me. I've been lonely all my life (as stated above) and only had her to keep me ""company"" even though it wasn't physical. Now, I have no one.",5.578493589743587,5.389734221153848,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,67.36538461538461,8.856410256410255,30.794871794871803,8.344100000000001,2.121114102564103,405,14,82,5,6,132,70,104,0.185,0.679,0.136,-0.6059,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,13,12,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,2,19,5,11,5,3,7,0,3,0,0,15,3,0,0,3,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340351697564748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372762002640744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749044799701028,0.0,0.0,0.13318982278634475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018107366663417,0.0,0.0,0.15940081898497724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434770161818972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155296879209199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482746392140288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534834006025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762782030267407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260790707838281,0.5074874672513559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909905847945815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265959616447492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332202940005834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638968829764102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144902368512375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Water_Person1,2020/04/05,. I want this stupid cornavires to end so i can be with my friends,-1.9388095238095249,-0.7214782142857104,-1.1271428571428572,111.4554761904762,116.85714285714286,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-1.2783047619047614,51,2,13,0,3,15,13,14,0.20199999999999999,0.536,0.262,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735294561222338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875187040950357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485307615695693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sree7492,2020/04/05,To all the Lone wolf out there. I dedicate this [song](https://youtu.be/-S4tqUyf0ik),11.720909090909094,16.771456090909098,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,79.0,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.245509090909092,71,2,9,2,2,15,11,11,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,key-kunboi-_-,2020/04/05,7 days I'm considering deleting my account in a week. I'm made enough mistakes and caused enough pain. Even though it isn't confirmed my girlfriend probably killed her self 2 nights again. We had a bit of an argument and she hasn't talked to me or texted me back since. Our friends hasn't heard from her either. I'm giving it a week before i delete my acc. We usually talked on reddit when we weren't talking in person and it reminds me of her. Though it wasn't an argument it still felt like one. Having access to all of our old messages is hurting me. Now i feel selfish...,2.736666666666672,4.5364558717948755,3.596931623931624,90.11334615384621,75.75213675213675,6.389401709401709,25.375213675213672,7.1686216300943375,1.0267100854700852,455,16,95,5,10,145,77,117,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,5,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,16,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,3,18,2,9,10,5,14,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,1,12,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277056014283086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413222160641067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813168183591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061035363124907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710813978069393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34321096673302703,0.0,0.10969455964143204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397525707335825,0.0,0.15946326055064788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831333054003294,0.0,0.0,0.15931948472745894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779253846232293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374339222909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113851050733015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714932134256362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558552357546697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427347667660922,0.0,0.11254039958264712,0.0,0.17672129023190558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501502805721975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906279666291158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325811239471106,0.0,0.0,0.13738345038890784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263204831268122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004674830430404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634636433289804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829141332606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643941103856256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cforcool,2020/04/05,"Badly Need someone to talk to This quarantine Alone I cried full day today. Feeling depressed and negative. I feel someone would help by having good conversations. I'm tired of Netflix and prime full day.",3.8883333333333367,7.2024978333333385,3.934666666666669,79.67700000000005,84.55555555555554,6.213333333333335,29.42222222222221,7.554174236665415,2.5527288888888893,166,8,25,3,5,51,29,36,0.361,0.493,0.146,-0.8885,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734154183102172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204217465637072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28998209694930865,0.3405051567722583,0.0,0.2273753590458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266963912670889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142341561790946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694783418756674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574623766345992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473580207097717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218624369564648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341921695248514,0.2502329278328602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875318775589844,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Leertastenthrowaway,2020/04/05,"How are you all so charismatic I can't understand how it's so easy for you to not say anything weird or even come up with something to talk about. Isn't there way to learn this? Because so far it's getting worse and worse. I just want a single friend but everyone will just stop talking to me after a while because I'm weird and nervous when getting to know new people. And now everyone will think I'm an asshole because of this self-pity post.",4.5275091575091535,5.186266604395605,4.848076923076924,87.31775641025642,69.76923076923077,7.8249084249084255,30.551282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.8476798534798533,355,14,74,4,6,112,64,91,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.4392,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,19,14,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,11,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329330405141507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36288841755203377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709323047864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106300675824847,0.0,0.0,0.3792221280963056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330870521485568,0.0,0.20734591784415216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905348891528137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916476549651571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375683330090395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004379055074488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780174371196273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700870881779446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527632801006501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589872352911605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189855699200626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714773928434395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065755646950413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704081900027605,0.15750673696487416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044399942310042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gtartiny99,2020/04/05,My girlfriend is flying back home today. My girlfriend flew out from California 3 weeks ago to quarantine with me. Because of her job and other things she has to fly back home today. I haven’t stopped crying all night and still cannot sleep. I don’t know how I will be able to cope with her gone seeing as she has been there for me since this shit hit the fan. She is my rock and is arguably one of the only people that has been there for me. We are planning on getting married. On top of that it’s extremely risky for her to fly and I am worried sick about her. I have no idea when I will see her again and I’m seriously just sick to my stomach and distraught emotionally. I feel like my heart has been shattered into a million pieces.,2.98424944812362,4.471686536423847,3.7744536423841066,90.41391004415013,74.36423841059603,6.357836644591613,24.50386313465784,6.816661863887847,0.7088008830022074,581,18,125,5,12,185,98,151,0.203,0.7559999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9754,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,10,4,1,1,3,0,19,6,4,1,1,18,28,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,6,11,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,3,24,1,20,19,2,18,0,0,2,0,11,5,1,0,12,92,30,1,0.17964238390258616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924213432843412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762678091169892,0.0,0.1095083298466919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732872336050067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207350268656973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083258695084123,0.12833655495425308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385573112313532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287708986892,0.0,0.0,0.3603919163979624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027943852798986,0.0,0.0,0.17826734674875042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987267561386537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776419468749685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685822079837517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173032851382985,0.13662612795376458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454140991248362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863034431850234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440032554558136,0.14860203633739247,0.0,0.17977211948382166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346263983813262,0.15018907679603705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934641754116745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34055994981407645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409828450509873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824355609019029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Oritinalthor,2020/04/05,"not knowing what to do I have been in quarantine now for 21 days and at least 21 more days more. my elderly mother just moved in with me so I cant even leave the house for risk of giving her this virus. I am new to palm beach county Lake worth so dont really have friends to talk to or can even see. I have learned how to do the video chat but have only chatted with my 10 year old daughter so that was nice. I miss people my age, adult conversations, physical contact. I miss it all and I just feel very alone.",1.3272222222222254,3.1279728333333345,2.6071851851851875,95.60633333333335,79.92592592592592,6.171851851851853,20.059259259259264,7.1686216300943375,0.1814081481481482,398,10,94,5,10,128,77,108,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.078,-0.1823,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,1,1,14,18,8,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,13,16,4,11,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,1,7,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834806609529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092868635664057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102976641587113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167554433422421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124402463986722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852596247014625,0.0,0.0,0.2300265126313652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766831734590149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317812214284648,0.0,0.0,0.2539008840397532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548567105250256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158875801607104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516171838782933,0.0,0.0,0.18236958981517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623881669565418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536143418125998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108000160113411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927325225457797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785022408084815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441561917791996 lonely,parlejibiscoot,2020/04/05,"My first ever poem I don't know If this is the right place to post this and I don't know if this is worthy of being called a poem even, but while writing it on an impulse I'm sure to have felt myself astranged and cut-off from outside. I dedicate this to all my friends here. I bet this storm will also pass and a new beginning in an unknown beautiful land awaits all of us. *Oh heavenly peeps* *I ask no more* *Just your love and embrace* *to keep my ship stay afloat* *In these perilous times of distress and gloom* *When the darkish waters swallows me up whole* *When the winds of despair drives me off course* *Oh heavenly peeps* *I ask no more* *Oh heavenly peeps* *Please love me some more*",-1.2194202898550728,-0.6815427246376801,0.3557246376811598,99.33981884057972,128.42028985507247,3.2724637681159425,16.8768115942029,5.46131890053228,-0.3786318840579712,536,18,113,6,36,169,89,138,0.077,0.6659999999999999,0.257,0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,7,0,7,4,0,0,4,20,17,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,3,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,1,1,15,7,14,14,7,20,3,2,0,2,9,8,0,4,8,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369911911530213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38273514506758505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902235687528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352029175190243,0.18516355144301305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654482532240986,0.0,0.0,0.1741183568850468,0.0,0.0,0.15815129485275628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194743569546687,0.0,0.0,0.2249963621568858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695008452929153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977012639025072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386871972325552,0.22469995754357105,0.0,0.0,0.1960467379344477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748133255545731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818376759244146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292803822640295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193626558886039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622980307011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285410816922393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SEXWORKA,2020/04/05,"I can relate to being lonely, so hope this helps https://imgur.com/a/WfooXlF I’m going stir crazy at home. I’ve worked, slept, ate, worked some more. Ugh I need some fun",2.181290322580648,5.032856806451616,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,93.83870967741936,3.7703225806451615,9.425806451612903,5.6839178017228535,-1.53836,135,1,26,1,5,38,26,31,0.203,0.5329999999999999,0.263,0.5232,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437843049968955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875186609478706,0.0,0.4302755924058295,0.42604786766798736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806377510630296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245668869259919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheFearlessFrog,2020/04/05,"I can barely close my eyes without seeing their face. I loved them so much and they just, left me again. I dont even know what i did, they said i did nothing but i must have done something. People dont change their mind like that over nothing. People dont fall out of love over nothing. I miss them so much.",0.15890625000000114,2.458354578125004,0.9893750000000026,102.218125,89.15625,3.2,15.8125,3.1291,-1.334275,239,5,55,0,8,73,44,64,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9211,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,1,9,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,15,3,5,10,2,7,0,1,2,2,9,5,0,0,2,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535003859086692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962803552585698,0.5828016017044388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094816289882954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109628955273924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009660676193365,0.0,0.0,0.08098101066327831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992062242261029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736837859619233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437024788205607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771479596366058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983152252587946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767386414272375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320877054022732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276086454041453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978484549650845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IronTydes,2020/04/05,"I cried this morning I have not cried in about a year, this morning was rough for me. I had a dream where this girl I knew from a long time ago was running her fingers up and down my arm and I woke up and felt awful. Touch and words of affirmation are my love languege. Something I don't get from my family who have been cruel and something I can't expect at my job as a cook. It's been a really long time since I've gotten a hug.",2.0699240121580544,2.950676053191493,3.581185410334349,93.30500000000002,75.70212765957447,6.648024316109423,21.939209726443767,6.868970318607317,0.27387416413373833,335,8,81,3,7,111,62,94,0.131,0.767,0.102,-0.4019,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,1,10,5,2,0,0,10,16,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,4,13,2,11,7,0,13,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,6,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970708124749288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519727153830738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230193220121188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271465196798893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359926922097117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476151664302294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187181044769469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351574860692404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515542812926428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956950617320634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36424984838005386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589443599310315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234481304758346 lonely,sadradishpie,2020/04/05,"does anyone else feel like super lonely in self isolation i always see people posting screenshots of convos they have with their friends or instagram stories where they interact with each other. none of the people who i consider my friends have even contacted me and i'm constantly anxious. seeing no new notifications everyday makes me feel really depressed. i am happy in my own company but when i see a video or something, i dont have anyone to talk to about it. when im at school i feel like i have friends but i feel so lonely at home. posting this because i (obviously) dont have anyone to talk to about it. does anyone have any tips for what im dealing with? thanks for taking the time to read this post i really appreciate it in advance :))",3.7334265734265735,6.056793251748253,5.03846153846154,78.53153846153849,74.52447552447552,8.036363636363637,27.78321678321679,8.841846274778883,2.4990251748251757,597,24,105,13,13,198,85,143,0.081,0.747,0.172,0.9411,0,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,7,11,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,20,8,0,0,4,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,7,17,8,19,20,3,16,0,3,3,0,13,6,0,2,8,70,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905710169320013,0.0,0.0,0.08095641908727681,0.0,0.0,0.13448985056852006,0.0,0.3329632712179649,0.12197828754146656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072570284006196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864811353937816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273280089334475,0.102535483884861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083586336410605,0.0,0.2790456935178233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944895558326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862978670396617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407760812814248,0.1700951928395842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592753491015115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267283349957719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941440328398654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571835741330916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632124319607867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946516676613863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149768695603134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650651690247477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420439470684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907977003633767,0.0,0.15252982305777574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048248037201152,0.2845964623829472,0.0,0.12419256220964285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164862326612537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950894501537332,0.19137182905258726,0.0,0.10960299325124843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941758613766019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FlyPurplePanda,2020/04/05,Today makes 12 days in the emergency room in a row.. I’m new here but I found this page and I’m just so tired of covid-19. My work is just flooded with people dying of covid-19. I have barely seen my wife who’s a ICU nurse because of this disease. I have barely seen my 9 month old son because I’m probably infected by now. I just want this to be over. Will my son even remember my face when this is over? I just feel so alone. Me and my wife were already drifting apart before this started so will this just finish the job. I’m so tired and I feel so empty.,-0.285686274509807,1.913869394957988,1.584672268907564,97.831406162465,90.34453781512603,4.517871148459384,18.857703081232494,6.079149491110277,-0.22913490196078445,434,13,100,4,15,142,70,119,0.18600000000000005,0.802,0.012,-0.9731,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,1,1,0,16,20,10,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,13,0,10,13,1,16,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,9,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482115556584755,0.22888949468453926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528785996771169,0.0,0.17649634128601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376661730713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215265795712424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699677923894915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097522391706221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274217141133121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582907746419646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845226300350433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555803721128307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032434878708866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764894348007344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437966289165995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236302921906464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349626963476792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681061327441516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767899865300443,0.19660678629575146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233974818006765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100183352298327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BigBugThrowaway11,2020/04/05,"I Don’t Belong Anywhere I don’t belong anywhere. My family doesn’t accept me for who I am. No one has any reason to love me. Being around people makes me nervous and tired. I am always so, so tired. Being around people makes me feel scared and ugly. I feel trapped in place. I look in the mirror and I feel ugly. I hate being naked because I don’t like how my body looks. How can I learn to be around people again? I work 10 hours a day. On the weekends I am so tired that I sleep all the way through. If I stopped showing up to work nobody would notice. I am a loser. A big, big loser. How do I know where to go for answers? I have been on medication, type after different type, for years. I feel horrible all the time.",-0.2383025444405717,1.970847867549672,2.044573021958872,94.5591495294528,90.19205298013244,4.238550017427676,16.556639944231442,5.750287758089431,-0.5373258278145694,552,13,121,4,19,186,83,151,0.263,0.679,0.057999999999999996,-0.9847,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,1,2,7,0,18,7,2,6,2,25,30,10,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,9,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,6,24,3,17,24,2,22,0,2,2,1,2,12,0,1,9,84,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489160631586658,0.0,0.0,0.0938974881308909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687549565202661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417081014639506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337306213759136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904861513517211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426168101668466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016725223836725,0.0,0.2792646894368151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847266975109057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363230222891464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597860102262496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588382599706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745773019307635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190078010285264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462040533093832,0.0,0.18433571142020624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909863364663638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720223807491054,0.0,0.0,0.09356494053685356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871768216294651,0.0,0.14426168101668466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196674728811745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382397437139186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817729628304531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543903816960155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051414630146903,0.4760995926958326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959955467810696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010442430074989,0.0,0.0,0.09808634999026106,0.0,0.0,0.08891743337868332 lonely,ZukosScar0219,2020/04/05,"Biggest wish is to have a friend group If I, 27 M, ever came across a genie that would grant me 3 wishes, reckon one of them would be to find a group of friends who will love me and let me be a part of their group. During quarantine I see so many people doing things with friends online, and I'm just here on my own. Before social distancing, I'd at least see some acquaintances at work. It hurts to see so many posts here with people going through similar things. I live in a shared household with 4 people, and I just stay in my room as always, been like that for the past year before the pandemic. I'm lucky enough to work from home, but I genuinely know that if I were to pass away in my sleep, only work would try to get in touch and nobody would realise I've been dead for days. Wish someone would ask me how I am 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lonely,ElCortezzo,2020/04/05,"Harming others and suicidal thoughts I keep thinking of shooting people with a machine gun which has around 100 or 200 bullets and later in the shooting shooting myself with a revolver with 1 bullet in 6 chambers, just so I wouldn’t suffer when I get shot by police or get captured to 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lonely,xKenaz,2020/04/05,I’ve never felt this alone Um what can I say towards the remaining months of 2019 up until now a lot of things have happened and it includes everything from messing up my relationship and losing my home and despite all of this I have no one I can get close 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lonely,Lonelyconversation1,2020/04/05,"I feel really broken and want someone to talk to about it I'm 26. ive never had sex. Ive only been in one realtionship, if you removed 3 or 4 days from my life you would remove all the physical in person interaction Ive had with a women romantically. I can talk to women fine, several friends are women and its good. but I just don't know how romance works. I'm pretty religious at times. Don't want to talk about that AT ALL. But its relevant for the next part. I started watching porn when I was younger. about 4 or 5 years ago I started talking to women online, sometimes sexually. I just feel so absurdly lonely that I don't know how to deal with it. I just want to feel a connection with someone. I got to the point where I felt like I need to talk to someone sometimes. I'm super inexperinced sexually and sometimes I just want to say fuck it and fully immerse myself in sexual pleasure, at least as much as i can online. i try to find women who are willing to talk to me and basically just casually talk about sex in voice chat, share porn we like with each other, watch it together while chatting,ect .when seeking stuff out sexually online, people want kinks, or roleplay, or a performance. I just want to have a fucking conversation most of the time. Like I litterally just want to talk about it not put on a performance or have one performed for me That fills me with guilt. But then I have nights like tonight where I just a few days ago said ""i'm done"" and deleted all my accounts, and have this hole left, where I just want to hear a pretty womans voice tell me im not a horrible digusting person for engaging in sexual desires. I just want to feel wanted, or at least not repulsive. I don't know wtf to do, i'm tired, and i hate myself. in a perfect world I'm looking for someone to help me get comfortable with being sexual. Like becoming friends with a woman but the friendship , while being a real friendship, more or less existing due to the sexual component. Someone who will voice chat with me often and talk to me about sexual stuff and who I can casually be sexual ""with"", what I mean by with is that she could talk, send me porn she likes, i send her porn I like, we talk about fantasies, she would encourage me to masturbate while talking with her, who really wants to help me become more comfortable with mysexuality and can handle the weird bits of guilt and embaressment I have around it after I get off. She would almost be motherly but of course not in a weird way. I guess she would be emotionally ""warm"" for lack of a better word. Like she would be EXTREMLY kind and caring towards me without being condesnding, but just truely wanting to help me get comfortable with sexuality",5.40309796508395,6.083720801512289,6.471513955298565,76.37700961859227,67.82797731568998,9.853019014789279,30.3036250416991,9.916854025145753,2.8663785833426,2140,78,409,48,34,717,226,529,0.06,0.695,0.245,0.9987,0,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,2,0,7,28,36,3,2,20,0,40,10,0,2,5,105,82,38,0,22,30,1,6,8,2,7,2,6,0,9,21,31,0,0,10,5,1,6,10,8,0,2,8,15,61,28,76,59,15,50,0,1,3,8,56,22,2,12,29,287,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519400861399836,0.0,0.05941555230819615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282083708137796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106195788683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052477092324749536,0.06477858399849255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049610989731286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737426563064764,0.0,0.0,0.07653248818829776,0.06117190390895205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060720429054658666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674402434983008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000647911979676,0.0,0.05697102073450295,0.0,0.05423122525258266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168433392703064,0.109708725702985,0.09300045458958617,0.0,0.0,0.04976748399650326,0.04745571628445113,0.0,0.06536432480602203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585811473727024,0.0,0.0,0.06687499322506743,0.0,0.11931324175770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409211217098289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617883973369591,0.0978270915497322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446778210908308,0.0,0.04191015040498924,0.23190514221357475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049826557344934456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064633340984929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043618140803772514,0.043996240068405926,0.045762902876005,0.0,0.06310357386607157,0.05568199118153587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041402660339854,0.0451270329347101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642541534095874,0.0,0.0411355016132624,0.10361827723494177,0.0,0.0,0.056090867742389965,0.0,0.0,0.12073029795660295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964818464085982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753635731715774,0.07602319519659614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644128726582313,0.04718566941283303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703179717096264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513722755365644,0.0,0.1760518543098356,0.0,0.08399540746808994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584903449371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572295868055272,0.05186151067751954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919757192691289,0.06819699254378671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028465200589778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199686971698973,0.04709745688415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571969388485985,0.0,0.04319667445119929,0.0,0.0,0.2107498362177754,0.0,0.0,0.038209872267289134 lonely,tkeser4,2020/04/05,"First time here. This lockdown made me reflect more and I realised that I'm just a low self-esteem and lonely guy. Kinda need to talk to someone. I'm 18 and this lockdown has made me reflect on my relatively short life. I've never really had a relationship with anyone and a don't have any true friends, just people I know who just want to go drinking somewhere. But the worst thing is that I never had emotional intimacy with anyone yet I'm a very emotional person and I feel that I need to share that emotion with someone. I'm a big introvert which sets me apart from most people I know and they always point it out in one way or another. They have all either had girfriends or still do and I feel like I'm missing out. The problem is i overthink almost every sentence with people and that stops me from having enjoyable converastions. The most emotional connection I have had outside of my family, is my aunt's dog. This bring me to another thing. For a few months now I have been talking to this girl. And she is the first person to ever really compliment me on soo many things and it really means a lot when all people have been telling you is ""c'mon man you gotta lose your virginity"". Starting to think that, eventually, I'm gonna catch feelings for her which for me is pretty much a first. No experience in relationships really so the possibility of me falling in love kinda stresses me out because I don't know if I will be good enough. Anyway, my general problem is that i have never had real emotional connection or support from anyone and that hurts soo much when I reflect upon it all. I have no idea for how much longer this will go on, I'm really hoping that i might be able to pull something off with this girl, but what if I don't and I am just forced to live my life alone for who knows how many more years. I'm just scared of the future I guess. About a year ago I was depressed but I eventually made it out, however, now it's comig back and I have no one to turn to so here I am, on old Reddit.",2.8619704433497546,4.733500665024631,4.367004926108375,84.41420197044336,75.60098522167488,7.497142857142857,24.40788177339901,8.329178653251315,1.530505221674877,1594,52,320,29,35,531,191,406,0.12,0.823,0.057,-0.9618,1,5,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,2,4,21,21,0,2,15,0,36,5,0,5,8,79,71,27,0,8,14,1,3,1,1,5,2,0,0,6,28,22,1,1,13,1,0,6,9,11,0,5,11,3,44,10,42,53,15,49,0,6,0,2,24,18,0,14,24,232,72,0,0.07726452074622701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849033576711314,0.0,0.07736925669044817,0.08002274173282856,0.0,0.0,0.06429027079256816,0.0,0.0,0.05254252362074652,0.1620371736401729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207544818605166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941164719960889,0.0,0.047099734703546135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066547818501914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568981542104294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345609315966235,0.0,0.0798349040391398,0.0,0.0,0.06989018249225556,0.06509869112015097,0.0,0.0,0.0755795271889478,0.07283811379329165,0.0,0.11720178968515192,0.0551977890592858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716348562842592,0.0,0.0,0.059694377065604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782241540332028,0.06480581421157765,0.0,0.0,0.08511558048106083,0.076504023049412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674110278861737,0.0,0.0,0.08271326748166369,0.08722223925270181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985023984137607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914843197280537,0.03774754205491472,0.0,0.06822598737055903,0.0,0.0,0.08643923521603135,0.0,0.06568753253303332,0.06973424658176429,0.21932867312410767,0.0,0.15666819378122415,0.0,0.08416371396305979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196544650077964,0.0,0.0,0.06167180331311265,0.0,0.1703949387545284,0.11458132623627962,0.17877348481831393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107611723180706,0.0,0.10471287775831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426196069999767,0.13492879856822165,0.0,0.0,0.07303994620533558,0.08710413793380256,0.0,0.07860579469552602,0.0,0.1478634231053719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794393996549965,0.2474881523057943,0.0,0.0,0.1659063596835182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735526417159758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806037459041556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309319553908627,0.05948200287339653,0.0,0.0,0.054688225462485286,0.0,0.06170354607458711,0.06459659902006581,0.08850624746523701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767886251682283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420459009557785,0.06753259670380816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399334311491486,0.0495079850895728,0.0,0.0,0.045053563391941616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840416115062383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375132141085048,0.04557261619082945,0.06132898020094349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951163628750197 lonely,justafishbroo,2020/04/05,Only talking to one person at a time I can never keep in touch with more than one person during the same extended amount of time . Its just to stressful for me. So i guess i shouldnt have the right to feel lonely when they stop talking to me because its my fault.,5.625,5.094887055555559,5.852222222222222,85.165,67.33333333333333,7.9407407407407415,27.25925925925927,6.42735559955562,1.08997037037037,207,5,43,1,3,66,42,54,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8658,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,7,0,10,5,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546373850498316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895067950744854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809439677292115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266821159741892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669462733602486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456294509594592,0.19396157953361454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453641955614291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177939710209541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132162493393125,0.2921356606061091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099664262924975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974197388570491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,strawberrygirl00,2020/04/05,"I need advice please So about this guy on kik, we met on some chatroom 13 days ago. we have been chatting nonstop since then but the past few days he barely sends me messages anymore and I’ve notice too that he stopped asking for my selfies which he always asked me to send him everyday.... it seems to me like he lose interest or maybe he is talking to someone else... So i need advice if i should just stop talking to him or stop waiting for his messages and move on with my life? before this gets worse. i know i have a bad habit of getting attach easily with the people i just talk to online. because I’m a lonely person and I crave attention :( how do i stop it",1.8696410256410267,3.954811029629632,3.2318518518518538,90.38794871794872,79.44444444444444,5.635327635327637,22.97720797720798,6.67199483983844,0.6436780626780627,519,17,106,5,13,169,92,135,0.198,0.7240000000000001,0.078,-0.9601,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,26,17,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,2,14,14,2,16,0,2,0,0,23,3,0,5,11,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340413492949923,0.12854259178268831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065991415471645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381092800735565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711294999467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210772704967484,0.08839673368892931,0.0,0.12339280664833732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703887259207755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113722528060107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515234517937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358267183873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969368889634355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242483247934163,0.07084454813688645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222906782298618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568200867880787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412265254159954,0.0,0.21504611532918366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509481553334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842842757742824,0.10053165691313083,0.12661711524570718,0.0,0.1591774048241066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320116333480131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995374826863815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286647966177885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849393226291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34966057057625394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777755117272612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AwkwardAirport7,2020/04/05,"I seriously abused my ex boyfriend for years and then convinced everyone we knew I was the victim. I ruined his life and I regret it. I can't bring myself to say exactly what I did, if someone did this to my Son, or even if someone had done it to my ex, I would instantly think murderous thoughts. Inside of me I have an anger that never goes away, and a need for attention. Well, I've been drowning in online pity for something that didn't really happen for years, and not only that, what I did was worse. I was deeply abusive and manipulative and it was something we talked about many times, there were good times when I was caring and loving and a good friend and other times when I felt miserable, bitter, and like I deserved more or deserved to aggressively justify my behavior. When our relationship ended it was my fault, it had always been my fault, but I was so angry I focused entirely on getting him in trouble. I even convinced myself that I was right for years. I called the police and I was seriously afraid they would ask his side of the story, but they never did. I cost him his job with a protection order and slandered him to anyone that would let me, I slept around and had an attitude that I deserved this, I hated him, I justified it the same way every abuser does, by saying what I was doing was good because of how I felt I had been treated. In the back of my mind I hated myself, because nothing I felt was as good as his smile and his warmth and I knew it. I had made a mistake and possibly ruined his life and there was no possibility of going back on it. You guys I'm not even explaining this very well, but this Man made my life possible. I owe him everything. I am doing well entirely because of him. He was supportive in every way and he made me feel centered. I don't need him, so many people commented on how happy and lucky I was when we were together - none of them said a word to me about my accusations afterward. Everyone believed me or said nothing if they didn't, I even told people who had liked him how he was beneath me and they agreed. I have no respect for any of them, but I was addicted to their pity. I have been obsessed with posting online for attention of this for years. I'm amazed at how many people see my behavior as empowering and not abusive, but not a single person has ever told me what I did was wrong. Eventually though, my attention began to dry up, and it was almost entirely Men who wanted me sexually. Instead of moving on this made me more bitter, toward men and toward my ex who was literally the only person I've ever known above this kind of basic male behavior. I began to divulge more 'details', which were lies, I reached out to others, joined communities. I never became happier. I began to consider what was really happening during therapy. My therapist guided me away from revenge and toward taking care of my anxiety and other mental health issues. I hated it at first, because it took me away from my obsession. But it was the right move. Over that summer I spent some time writing and exploring my positivity, something I had banned from my brain for years. I remembered a lot of great memories and uncovered a lot of doubts about my own story. I've always known I was lying, because I'm careful about what I say to certain people like my therapist. I plan around it, but I spend so much energy on the lie that it felt true. Realizing that it wasn't hurt me. Realizing that I was hurting myself freed me, at least a little. I still haven't told anyone. I haven't told my therapist but I realize that I can because of client confidentiality. I don't think I can ever publicly admit that I exploited the law to hurt an innocent man. I don't ever think I can confess to his side of the story, even though I basically already did in our texts. There are influencers who have Retweeted me and basically vouched for me, even my work life is full of people who know about my story. To be honest though, there's a giddiness inside of me for the first time in forever. The kind of people who would be most upset about this were always the most full of shit. I am a violent, cruel, vindictive domestic abuser. I used to wonder if the police would break down my door one day, or if someone would call me a liar in public. It never happened. If it had I would've stuck to my lies even more. My ex is actually a good person who had an unfair burden on him that eventually made him distant and angry. You would not have done as good of a job as he did. Even the things he did that were wrong were understandable. I was never angry about it until I knew I couldn't have him. He stopped loving me. I know it. That's what made me angry. I can't even say Sorry because I could end up going to jail or getting sued. Don't do this. It's so easy to do, but don't ever pull this scam. Don't listen to women who tell you this is justice, don't get into those toxic groups that spend all days posting about how men are trash. Don't listen to people who think they're victims because of some petty shit no-one can even relate to. None of these women compare to that one man who made me happy for years. I often think about who I want him to be with, and it reveals a lot about how I think. It's full of revenge fantasies and a desire to be right. I wanted him to abuse a woman so badly. I wanted him to be too broken to love again. I thought pure evil about him. I'm really sorry. I needed your love so much I would've killed you for it.",4.924857924921795,5.437269048357667,6.138366006256515,78.9406277372263,68.82664233576642,9.000083420229409,27.97466110531804,9.04235418022936,2.1524180813347242,4311,135,842,75,70,1451,376,1096,0.2,0.6659999999999999,0.134,-0.9983,4,0,3,0,4,1,111.0,5,5,7,4,61,77,17,6,36,0,106,14,4,16,15,168,186,77,3,25,25,5,5,3,1,7,6,8,1,14,76,41,0,3,34,1,5,8,30,41,3,4,86,16,168,36,120,85,23,98,1,9,1,4,106,41,2,23,46,645,244,3,0.0,0.2769341745656353,0.03801478248671138,0.0424670594775973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900813568412848,0.0,0.042988175092565216,0.0,0.0972418650580938,0.0,0.0,0.02649096008230932,0.0,0.02980072065259637,0.0,0.0,0.05447694467069431,0.0,0.0,0.06935700501888313,0.03641797475683045,0.0,0.10979944396450422,0.059908488056239335,0.03252607319707458,0.18997445968527268,0.0,0.0,0.04388931675358235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043487031330177735,0.07955549433489298,0.0,0.11915266482732655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031102661001458462,0.0,0.0,0.05024593002194909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409007160160642,0.07972965472327638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900571925272796,0.0,0.0,0.2572962792004997,0.17618663008190605,0.0656430909303934,0.07444697398835921,0.03501053854777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01969698521103289,0.0,0.14961290238267974,0.0,0.0,0.06627076721287982,0.0,0.0,0.03009679115144067,0.0,0.061057655956785035,0.0,0.04427842327433852,0.196043294353976,0.0,0.042948388601545616,0.0,0.03857190102566396,0.10334420840475336,0.08293734583421393,0.0,0.11538096961850887,0.0,0.04140769391768573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510745865291545,0.0,0.0,0.04065924337288752,0.07731430779177405,0.0,0.04309830068397153,0.08113196270641951,0.042817660949120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983446399947658,0.11006120586475017,0.05709481925534302,0.03904347436707596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935528495728106,0.14063482415892273,0.2580233245362998,0.0,0.1184837703338014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925781002204836,0.0,0.03933377815672135,0.0,0.0,0.08280670116411301,0.057273299284916986,0.08665465028134345,0.15022375921266534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475737910070372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279427925505925,0.05925456737684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904704512869308,0.10204287414775096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317488435270295,0.07461687535378989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486734528664958,0.0,0.0,0.04182344555336461,0.04412879474759719,0.09980291633912786,0.07411087859393305,0.12391536715873057,0.0,0.0,0.0310423542672808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997417242220971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902017351109392,0.08996914813848643,0.0,0.08721460472701144,0.0,0.0,0.03110977667912017,0.032568399996261765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420604658734584,0.0,0.0,0.029289559940337467,0.03131081847163469,0.034048675249182064,0.0,0.04454881458858734,0.1356904210523383,0.025880190141126,0.1497660142360102,0.1148202411513448,0.061852360977884636,0.11357583031189394,0.0,0.0,0.14889394797671845,0.043280804732708865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055387212946812,0.0,0.03364489742195555,0.0,0.0321422267967059,0.09190745119680367,0.06184185510839951,0.0,0.0,0.10507655944478997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224539341808331,0.028359944032079063,0.0,0.03969880908785112,0.2490547373035565,0.08518307559811078,0.0,0.15051573104741045 lonely,RED-tm,2020/04/05,"Many Acquaintances, No Friends From the outside looking in everyone sees a well-known, very liked girl (HS senior, 18) who is friends with everybody. I’ve had my fair share of accomplishments and I’m known for having a very bubbly and extroverted personality. But when I go home, the contrast is so stark it’s unnerving. I have no best friend or group of people I hang out with. I don’t participate on social media. And the only texts I get from peers are in regards to school work. Corona has really showed me how lonely I am. It’s one thing to only feel this way on the weekends, but it’s a whole other animal to deal with this for weeks at a time. I also don’t have much family. Just my parents really who always ask why I’m not out with friends. It’s pretty hard to explain why when they know I’m “popular” at school. It’s like I know a lot of people on a shallow basis, but when it come to friends I’m lacking. I’m not sure if anyone can relate to this. I don’t have a problem with making friends. My problem is turning any relationship into a deeper connection. All of my human interactions are surface level...",2.4069047619047623,4.524803142857143,4.3208928571428595,83.08244047619051,77.83928571428572,7.1238095238095225,24.059523809523807,8.11559375814309,1.516770238095238,880,30,172,16,21,299,132,224,0.071,0.7609999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9709,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,7,15,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,2,2,33,33,14,0,4,8,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,3,13,12,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,4,15,12,29,32,6,23,0,1,2,0,21,12,0,3,9,111,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954029517717456,0.0992658925959646,0.0,0.0,0.0811270576738787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341627140851528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152797517656783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251963951760362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027650775599561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299149503903757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399481056242765,0.0,0.0,0.11246399014286544,0.0,0.060320896269973966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530182607097327,0.0,0.06232853220931829,0.0,0.06780007571497068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106868005937698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196661029666803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112664993971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165664231676552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018067754803042,0.0,0.0,0.10142330198540364,0.0,0.0,0.07963266211603101,0.1209499346119454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769810984245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083973787035884,0.18146374046414615,0.0,0.0,0.13246684459588004,0.0,0.0,0.16541309062821213,0.1041668316345304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136944326836666,0.0,0.2283050684948467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285132286859568,0.0,0.0,0.1280819218701701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414728626594673,0.0950654433493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160977727983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243740605205542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925660948740698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956390336509433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976248938640975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686748075579247,0.0,0.09469358095083094,0.09569404510098843,0.0,0.10726366116043387,0.0,0.21529664595816256,0.13319249310797998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685071465774842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mymentalabyss,2020/04/05,"Off my chest. I crave intimacy, companionship, and an emotional connection, but I know it’s something I can’t have. I try to fill the void with the wrong ppl and bad behaviors. It obviously doesn’t satisfy me. I know what I want and looking for, it’s just a constant battle with myself. Having my peace and solitude is now my goal. Thank you for reading.",1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,3.4753623188405776,83.80115942028986,87.69565217391305,7.12463768115942,25.057971014492754,8.167268648758528,2.0664318840579714,279,12,54,7,9,94,51,69,0.16,0.649,0.191,0.1154,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,6,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,38,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710581584773956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350817039253437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651726923711465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568237781688921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726131406441237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472464002622986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499212602603328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988819387075427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204070698093268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147918902486308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549393661073936,0.0,0.0 lonely,ryanlingKr,2020/04/05,"Does it ever get better? Short story is I got sick as a child(10) and the sickness turned into a severe disease state that has no cure. By freshman year I had to start homeschooling because I was just in to much pain and very malnourished from not being able to digest food properly, would always throw it up. Couldn’t make school days anymore so started homeschooling. When I left school to start all the friends I thought I had forgot about me instantly and I turned to a ghost. I’ve been alone leaving the house only for medicine and doctor appointments so 2-4 times a month max. Have no friends online or in real I’m 23 now. I’ve been talking to no single soul the last 8 years besides my mom. Just sit here and suffer from pain 24/7. I’m very alone idk why I’m venting here but loneliness sucks. Everything is getting to be too much lately. It’s almost been a decade of loneliness and it’s just the beginning... I don’t understand why I have no one. I mean maybe I can be negative about my situation or how I feel sometimes, but I don’t think that constitutes a life of loneliness. I’ve never really had a best friend. When I did have online friends no one ever messaged me first just like in real life. I’m not strong really, this is overwhelming I can’t do this for another 30+ years. I don’t want to be a 3rd person observer anymore. I’m literally not even a first or second person character in my own story.",2.282414486921532,4.553099816901408,3.697404426559357,86.61957746478876,79.0,7.155734406438633,24.227364185110666,8.192908349453996,1.5789490945674045,1124,40,223,22,28,369,159,284,0.19,0.741,0.068,-0.9836,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,18,13,1,1,14,0,27,9,0,2,4,37,50,17,1,3,12,1,1,1,4,1,8,0,0,2,8,7,2,1,5,0,0,1,15,5,0,5,11,1,21,8,24,33,6,31,1,2,0,0,9,8,1,4,21,142,29,3,0.10026357355376952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039948587090712,0.2076856485800582,0.0,0.0,0.08342732514415019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513509901315052,0.0,0.0,0.19886904667887426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111974382553372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522043467376524,0.08867498297542857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466171034369407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026240160636674,0.08774132888120267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622314472398166,0.18138828495460071,0.0,0.0,0.09011043487758427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069627537209346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056828889033215,0.12123911112633128,0.0,0.30985355285237803,0.0,0.10476715791091017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018993902270398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156907022359818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172819444722165,0.11310167814251892,0.1061646474762832,0.10893666603342747,0.0,0.14163825429433444,0.048983717529649806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692671390654928,0.0,0.10072823597500244,0.10921642487384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174274855566182,0.0800294278403303,0.0,0.1474105260733054,0.0,0.07732944897791272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588238456342594,0.07625496573730224,0.2133750227375172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509257016167107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824379438785936,0.12846282522815106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294417850627447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326929922418985,0.0,0.0,0.11270045755349185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916323797761543,0.0,0.21290122024541716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058806250585512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424484946759608,0.0,0.07959807785184746,0.05846449603750298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181159532331539,0.0,0.10437791605431028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654558972654714,0.05913805342162904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809445602620492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712243659501376,0.0,0.0,0.19369936229472692 lonely,_TheFinalChapter_,2020/04/05,"I fear I’m close to giving up I have been alone and extremely lonely for the past few years of my life, and it’s getting to be too much. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder last year and all of my “friends” have told me they are tired of hearing me talk to them about my problems, I never have anything happy to say... I, like most people, dream of finding love, but every time I get close to it I let it slip from my grasp. I can’t be happy, and whenever I find someone that makes me happy I spend all my time worrying that I’ll lose them... like always... I guess I just feel unlovable, like I’m not enough for my friends or my family, or anyone else I care about. I’m a burden on those around me, I’m broken. I’m scared that I have no one and never will. I don’t even know what I want out of this post... I just needed to get all this out there, maybe someone can help ❤️ I don’t want to give up yet...",0.33304779806659823,2.060516005102045,2.3403007518796994,96.65733082706768,82.8265306122449,5.3508055853920515,18.47905477980666,6.339386263674448,-0.2852510204081637,691,16,167,6,19,231,114,196,0.218,0.639,0.14300000000000002,-0.9542,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,9,17,0,2,2,0,15,5,0,1,5,34,36,8,0,4,6,0,1,3,2,1,4,2,0,0,10,11,0,0,5,1,1,0,7,7,0,1,3,3,32,10,24,29,7,18,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,4,12,109,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268725426872245,0.0,0.0,0.10192940092875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565450176313291,0.12551521862536005,0.10080665452382603,0.10905053035897118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489640894544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433441841713445,0.0,0.0,0.14039504495306435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023326171705228,0.0,0.0,0.1265747342730819,0.0,0.08090976736543128,0.0,0.10321111585502607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548163061382855,0.13784599938984538,0.06193943014555325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239246555937652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928562652174613,0.0,0.19200280527540653,0.2350253738784379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494701486216595,0.0,0.0,0.3912090010514736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806584450206058,0.0,0.08210883565060115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732252400404165,0.0998534459135521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252640428901328,0.08652502273008468,0.17954121054822386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704561131398935,0.0,0.0,0.11056058546137998,0.0,0.08176937044112784,0.0,0.12306721726726387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005123074054068,0.09083183036021514,0.18895833936542544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300883452387217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693963810038588,0.08492573225595605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173206632674616,0.0,0.0,0.11721548183420592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741652270457146,0.1226433741605524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758686518027947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846046147395243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286089231333418,0.14079515995418854,0.0,0.11705352609791568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450676314849467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440419303111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577713291168359 lonely,jamikabaker,2020/04/05,"Complex emotions and I do not jive. My boyfriend of 10 months broke up with me today. I’ve gone through plenty of break ups, but this one hurts the worst. We lived together, we spent every night together. This is the first on my own and I’m so lonely and depressed. I don’t know how people go through so much sorrow like this, especially when it comes to death. I feel like my other half was ripped off of me and I can’t do anything about it. I just can’t live feeling like this.",1.3609090909090895,3.482744737373737,2.335646464646466,95.9501363636364,81.42424242424244,5.172121212121212,21.011111111111113,6.2581,0.03320929292929309,375,11,84,3,10,118,69,99,0.256,0.64,0.10400000000000001,-0.9705,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,15,9,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,6,0,3,3,2,12,3,12,12,3,13,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949712314339487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836196099694087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198335958456168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590289533633403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940170480146667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286843268763466,0.3290177392492576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587223029982093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087087845300505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465146950315934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655339750911754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33750294606324444,0.0,0.4066749865397631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380371430920267,0.0,0.1692789949379905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609796588444247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560406444600546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964404353431058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827425710197995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cr-harris12,2020/04/05,"new here..need advice hey... i've been lonely for a lot of my life this year. Mostly school. So, I have these three friends who are super nice, but there's this one girl..lets call her Anna, who is the most 'popular'. She isn't that type of popular that is a slut and a huge jerk to everyone she meets. But she's an extremely nice person. So Anna hangs out with me and two other girls, but that group only likes when i put them in a good mood. I have to make them laugh. that's it. just make them laugh. It's so tiring, i know they're all great people but that's not all i want to be to them, just '*the funny kid*'. im not just that. if im not funny, they don't notice me. Then im alone a lot because it's surprisingly tiring and i dont wanna do it. i know this isnt r/advice, but it would be nice to have some help on what i should do.",-1.1482111436950149,0.7416980107526889,1.3470576735092872,100.4633137829912,90.39784946236557,4.457086999022483,12.217986314760509,5.852544927426893,-1.318765591397849,634,7,163,5,22,215,104,186,0.068,0.652,0.28,0.993,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,1,8,17,1,0,8,0,17,4,0,2,2,32,22,14,0,5,12,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,19,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,3,1,0,20,13,13,17,7,10,0,1,0,1,20,4,0,6,5,108,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953930038241204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653995576325924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213618812975087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433527232952074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771400433858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442489611384074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677374384851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267727032366925,0.0,0.16663717085411647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130886658593073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48978547820314006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612995540641648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455533023476573,0.10675771876010756,0.07384149099985172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569950295192223,0.0,0.0,0.20178004413767656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597614752995033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207883536461574,0.0,0.0,0.10241931791625636,0.11495208306263603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478445602910133,0.13197340969382293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194181025133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296614351057095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474363742396883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764606019061435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914884904026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736860415083384,0.0,0.0,0.09733200091033972 lonely,brokenbutterfly43,2020/04/05,(F24) Just need a buddy! Lookin for someone to have those deep ass talks with🍁💨 really just want to be able to have someone to talk to about everything from like little things to heavy shit.,3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,72.94736842105263,7.171929824561403,20.561403508771924,7.793537801064563,0.5315508771929824,151,3,32,2,3,46,30,38,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.6501,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,17,2,0,0.2973523791917224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26724114502542656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452713526242457,0.2980252012230202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048302143234635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904915482530445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052279441717952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038914118884077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780011577727441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975477080237297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538613738176947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bananainpajammas,2020/04/05,"Lonely LEO So, I work in Law Enforcement and I meet so many people at work. I always get the “you’re the cutest cop” comments and yadda yadda. I say thank you and walk away. Then the rest of my evening is typically thinking what is wrong with me that I’m so lonely. All I crave is human touch. Someone to cuddle with. Yet I’m always alone. I try to distract my brain with going to the gym or working a 2nd job. But, when the time comes to fall asleep finally, I just lay in my empty bed and stare at the ceiling. The loneliness is starting to really eat away at me to the point where I just want to run away and re-enlist in the military. Start to have another distraction for my non-existent personal life.",2.592291666666668,4.232185868055558,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.7361111111111,7.5777777777777775,23.805555555555557,8.344100000000001,1.3948722222222223,551,17,115,10,12,184,92,144,0.138,0.81,0.052000000000000005,-0.892,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,9,6,0,2,10,0,5,5,2,0,1,17,15,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,9,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,3,15,1,22,15,2,23,0,2,1,1,6,11,0,1,7,73,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752178376822231,0.0,0.0,0.28154002195746064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739834061273202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768461276356992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885908474064111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573224214309016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311177500943428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117407611203343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532670676740606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838874999196418,0.0,0.09614800364111332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788349262160346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949573222904482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152038004131567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728702565812488,0.14772008440498832,0.0,0.0,0.1599283048967889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838003787415892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345374822738142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334433943595234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394907348765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557567736139313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084027103740184,0.0,0.0,0.098649306265602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486105257364923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978582454896297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694917479554958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849700611971653,0.0,0.0 lonely,ipromiseimcool404,2020/04/05,Need a friend Hello I'm a 22 year old girl who has absolutely no friends and no social life. Please if any one would like to reach out to me and talk to me I would be so happy.,-0.4160000000000004,1.231961400000003,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.0,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-1.0137500000000004,136,2,36,1,4,46,32,40,0.099,0.5579999999999999,0.34299999999999997,0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505942116615915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44322007527988616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053439856693381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026018974220221,0.1401343749079006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126864645237038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009878362864074,0.0,0.19436859820066407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148615766648372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239483650085885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305492178592017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075224382303206,0.0,0.0,0.18471402623943572 lonely,BerryCat91,2020/04/05,"Oof. F(28). I’m on month 8 of self imposed singleness. I only live about 35 minutes from my parents but I’m single and live alone. Just really missing a partner tonight.",-0.0901298701298714,1.6206876060606064,1.9819047619047616,89.25000000000004,112.33333333333331,4.30995670995671,25.926406926406933,6.1826913282559595,1.4589861471861476,133,7,24,2,7,44,29,33,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.7086,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630400716229204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190432070984908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279787163087441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665914415574279,0.0,0.0,0.3892185509794109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245564563106202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656759197756369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OwlCupWithTea,2020/04/05,"Just talk to me Hi, I'm jay. I've been feeling more and more lonely as the days past. I live in a house with two couples, my brother and dad along with their girlfriends. And then theres me. Stopped going to school like a year ago because of anxiety and all my school friends stopped talking to me, not reached out once. I had an online friend but she stopped talking to me once she started talking to an ex. I just want to feel like someone out there wants me, needs me or just thinks im worth the time of day",2.188039832285117,3.8197151415094375,2.4731446540880526,98.30885744234804,76.83018867924528,5.08846960167715,26.872117400419288,5.033348758259628,0.3964142557651989,399,16,92,1,9,121,69,106,0.091,0.778,0.132,0.6623,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,25,11,8,0,3,6,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,14,4,15,9,3,15,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,1,13,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279518275701765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460221774942014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132117411472412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575899068369102,0.0,0.19322670349234825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149420139712175,0.1070224054797348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314815841740874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513897306112013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285757598239634,0.0,0.0,0.16181765218701544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637661473452854,0.0,0.13228264046563085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108025670823454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190798911670421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300807291942966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032260854012063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269312870941716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603441804755843,0.0,0.0,0.3757369741120628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816379144960332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599050514595883,0.0,0.0,0.08735387434559139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634001952666398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672052058131416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647102601586273 lonely,Sad_pup,2020/04/05,"New friends (F18) i just got out of a really bad breakup with a girl who lied and made me feel unwanted our whole relationship. i still text her everyday even though she tells me she is over me and doesn’t want to talk again. she was my best friend for 5 years and now she is done with me, i am so alone. nights are the hardest. i just want someone who likes the same stuff as me and is funny and into music and movies. arrested development, Seinfeld and dan from the game grumps all match my humor style. i love movies like scott pilgrim and kill bill (not really into anime at all though). my favorite band is the bleachers and a lot of other random indie stuff. please be my new buddy.",3.9162043795620463,5.129758321167884,4.395335766423361,87.951397810219,71.62773722627736,7.815766423357664,23.189051094890512,8.238735603445708,1.0552750364963503,538,13,114,8,10,170,95,137,0.11599999999999999,0.679,0.205,0.904,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,2,27,16,13,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,20,7,13,11,6,13,1,0,0,1,17,5,0,2,10,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314252749080014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958385576732746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754394887432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107771598868526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041728433613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452852965341287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831745072257384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370484495824012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495398906712965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334618625724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421259152226443,0.15088165494434858,0.15818470263823597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229166510680416,0.0,0.1568820909428078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350757186075053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419273214766266,0.0,0.0,0.17948301832938693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164654443717067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350589708820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827499723286181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436865689322475,0.14611801880461414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284965035676988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720788817740165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866445344727756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765499811970952 lonely,turtleman35,2020/04/05,"I rarely feel truly accepted I’m not sure why I feel like this. I’ve had people in the past that I’ve been very close with and I have an almost girlfriend who knows me in and out. But a part of me just feels very unseen. Like I’ve never felt 100% comfortable around anyone. Not my family, friends, etc. i feel like I’m the only one who fully sees me for me. I’m a people person and love being round people but my anxiety really gets in the way of that. I just feel like I’ve wasted my highschool years being afraid of others and in the background. I have no friends really, besides my almost girlfriend( but it’s long distance and we haven’t met in person), I don’t want to put all this on her. I was watching perks of being a wallflower today and I related so much to the main character. It made me realize I haven’t had that “I’m finally seen” moment. I always feel like I’m second best or a fleeting thought in people’s mind. Maybe it’s my insecurities talking but I just have never felt accepted and seen inside and out like that by anyone. I’m sure my girlfriend will make me feel like that in person, but I don’t know when I’ll even see her. I just feel very down",1.3414727891156453,3.35629130204082,3.2736989795918383,89.77394982993202,80.87755102040815,6.042517006802722,19.59608843537415,7.1686216300943375,0.3945272108843541,919,23,195,12,24,309,118,245,0.11900000000000001,0.765,0.11599999999999999,0.2904,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,8,18,0,2,10,0,15,1,0,2,5,53,44,16,0,1,12,0,11,7,5,1,0,0,0,3,13,14,0,0,16,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,11,16,29,16,21,29,6,24,0,0,6,1,16,13,0,3,16,122,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944337660442228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078272950336597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426997273383812,0.0,0.0,0.1357685689041473,0.0,0.0,0.08642648162275791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188501066995287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827574946750924,0.06412391117486023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152336071322097,0.0,0.3927138733632664,0.3467887137345512,0.18643418577234824,0.10635217770071118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001569151642455,0.0,0.05072305125287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671106072533323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33201674361498024,0.0,0.0,0.08591741685753425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876232547987166,0.09186443845437513,0.064805177640782,0.0,0.09753521194716623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802845593145126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136885087201969,0.0,0.14975630463120718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578749766634033,0.07383772954246351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513389631224494,0.09267888427489453,0.2692268332472103,0.2543133627198257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759752057226688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439063153125154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472879544771828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300345308198165,0.0,0.0,0.0780334697697943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707486702927731,0.0,0.0,0.09202549264909417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403165684103889,0.05726341297243478,0.07706177555660282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760436368718673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251973663781707 lonely,whutevernevermind,2020/04/05,"Human touch I haven't been touched or kissed by anyone in so long I forget what it feels like. I've been single for 4 fucking years. At first it was by choice after having my heart broken too many times. I wanted to work on myself before I got back out there. I knew that the reason I kept attracting broken people was because I was broken. But the longer I stayed single, the further I sort of withdrew from wanting anyone touching me or even being near other people. I became basically a hermit, not going out, socializing or even on any dating apps. I randomly met a guy about a year and a half ago and had a random drunken one night stand, which only made me feel like shit about myself and reminded me how much I don't want that kind of thing. I told myself I had nothing to offer anyone else. I made myself believe the negative self talk and eventually lost all sense of confidence and my self esteem went down the toilet. It's taken a lot of work and reflection and processing of trauma to get back to a place where I even want to date or have a relationship again. But it's been so long now that I don't even know how to open the door. I tried a couple dating apps and immediately regretted it and ended up deleting them. I feel like people are either too rude and pushy for sex right off the bat, or just don't have anything intelligent to talk about. Maybe I expect too much. Maybe my match is just on the other side of the world and we're never meant to meet. Maybe I already had all the love I'm ever gonna get and that's it for the rest of my life I'm just destined to be a lonely cat lady. Mergh.",4.24304780326057,4.9358843313069904,5.377835037303123,83.14185064935066,70.42857142857143,7.683945841392652,23.465183752417804,7.686295010490155,0.9982571428571432,1271,28,257,14,22,422,183,329,0.121,0.815,0.064,-0.9359999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,24,14,3,0,21,0,20,7,2,5,4,55,47,23,0,6,12,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,15,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,7,0,3,20,6,33,7,37,24,9,41,0,3,0,4,14,18,2,9,22,181,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009468091590192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215847489226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911634827172825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319994456262534,0.10413866989615883,0.08363823155283719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630448696696514,0.0,0.061956705596662935,0.0,0.08648522943347668,0.11450960224633565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124589240704208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490430687086332,0.0,0.09001982770336951,0.0,0.0,0.2685199658598605,0.09193609025665499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417150063858534,0.21782754326695114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645200877371789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396136496870164,0.10620181880038623,0.0,0.05776240110670605,0.0,0.08128804430244416,0.0,0.0,0.10063617688861133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043981680432375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058388403621974,0.055856797132778864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178891036903598,0.1489634728187496,0.0,0.0,0.17989032030845084,0.0,0.0,0.11094831495472053,0.08640777151158667,0.09173096648347316,0.19234194722026676,0.0,0.1030435226393476,0.3063227659815827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942913687340273,0.0,0.07838838326863468,0.0,0.0,0.09537902955425476,0.0,0.0975230235852485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887156562861463,0.07729918626550131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138598714846976,0.0,0.10618857634950814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449931455985223,0.0,0.1091196325013684,0.0,0.08679706967706086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205820314720367,0.0,0.10432847161262332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360567683236058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083310532423504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338323922080464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752281644662388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926509736677889,0.0,0.0,0.09711809171823674,0.0,0.06900455484299385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979151325388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942181123797254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798525705354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090122888617384 lonely,Animated-Amante,2020/04/05,"Hard not to feel down My 10 year relationship recently ended. I had my whole life planned out and it all just came to a sudden halt. With the world the way it is, I can’t hang out with friends or just decompress in a different environment. I downloaded bumble to try and expand my friendship circle. I’m 27 and in that app it seems that every person younger than me is married to their soulmate. I know one day things will be better but I’m just so scared of not finding someone to spend my life with. My partner and I would always be laughing and enjoying our favorite animes together. I miss the companionship. My phone rarely gets texts anymore. I feel so isolated.",3.857822410147989,5.924937488372095,4.625496828752644,82.78763213530655,73.34108527131781,7.79168428470754,28.7815362931642,8.575989854853784,2.262854263565892,532,22,100,10,11,171,89,129,0.087,0.7490000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8674,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,0,1,2,5,6,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,26,17,9,0,1,7,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,6,11,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,3,16,4,15,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766293312807732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051919539935907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877394836430536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427853981510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689944676691548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217815997572862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880121391986346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178850363174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146646605755806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940149839713626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400269857844288,0.0,0.11090462872936044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901561949471923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666047564902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29987141618837565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384264793821985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534984506845564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959539132420613,0.2279032970686657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252373669043992,0.0,0.0,0.19324666922639888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985943626360867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410256994345626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441204043761479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684935625170309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699682110386705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079366510831962,0.0,0.0,0.13669777367113553 lonely,Disciple_of_Bolas,2020/04/05,"Worried and want to talk with someone? 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If you or anyone you know is interested please visit our website at: [https://www.glimmeringbridges.com/about-us](https://www.glimmeringbridges.com/about-us?fbclid=IwAR08tLQ91a-vDW7BgQYUHzcN9AewectNztl3YMVCUxxoeziysMf19O6ocE8)",9.11730140186916,13.735190747663555,5.434947429906544,68.00793516355142,76.10280373831776,6.7871495327102815,27.24824766355141,7.865858978985527,2.545953738317757,618,22,77,11,16,167,68,107,0.092,0.6970000000000001,0.21,0.9262,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,22,11,7,0,5,8,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,8,19,10,0,10,0,1,0,1,25,5,0,5,4,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373679656727372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733203464558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781064471969974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164814721865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622766064462425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680662110171042,0.0,0.18068807986540772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377106212139065,0.0,0.17025994414253806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328295791728912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258577561431538,0.0,0.1639329498843459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632013853573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28763503887096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092842575379457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897494785616684,0.0,0.16089072866024484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083451685633161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30034565336711305,0.0,0.1361526979633019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237605504153974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anmxd,2020/04/05,"I don’t have any friends I’m a 24 yo F and I have no friends. I have some online friends but no one to hang out with in person. It’s been like that for years now. The last time I had a best friend was in the 10th grade. I don’t know why I’m making this post other than to vent about how painful it feels to be so lonely. I’ve had 2 long term relationships with very toxic men. I have been single for 2 years now and I guess I’m trying to find myself still. I look to fill the void of my loneliness through potential partners via dating apps, etc. Guys will talk to me for a month and then get bored and decide to move on. It just leaves me feeling worse. I’m in college but I’m a senior so there isn’t much time to make friends now. I don’t drink or smoke which makes it hard to have fun with people my age. It just really fucking hurts to feel this way. I don’t know if anyone has any advice for me but I’m crying in bed right now. I feel selfish because of everything wrong going on in the world and I’m crying because I don’t have friends. I just know I’m capable of strong relationships with other people and I wish I could show that. That’s all:/ thank you for reading if you made it this far",0.6990804597701121,2.4740557203065165,2.316082758620692,97.05219310344827,81.83524904214559,5.248796934865903,18.485977011494256,6.152001189255117,-0.38586878160919547,937,21,225,7,25,306,141,261,0.16,0.672,0.168,0.325,0,3,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,13,18,1,0,8,0,21,3,0,5,1,39,47,16,0,4,9,0,5,1,7,1,1,0,1,4,15,11,1,0,9,3,0,4,8,7,0,1,6,6,23,11,33,38,7,34,0,2,1,1,15,11,1,5,18,134,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723151187426604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924676393428665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672907735191778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378655044068105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515983305701588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876142557647944,0.0,0.24107690472700904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749826270158157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238323528466692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862250302777968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219407143323056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029555870612024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086846988786472,0.10144799318168976,0.057331869290816614,0.0,0.062364778072168926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208851809144048,0.10865463895961792,0.0,0.0,0.0983007674112101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747330215021347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092201970133254,0.08944845416933099,0.0,0.1161932386787033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361084803266795,0.0,0.0,0.0971117862867498,0.09214953901626534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038336584225559,0.2197463608023245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758921761077668,0.11663065572574792,0.08066765560359983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435909559882739,0.0,0.11676549366658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215249508906067,0.09581613691227844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050955415247296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976442960503634,0.0,0.07029888040842236,0.0,0.0,0.2356280741063032,0.0,0.09371286310838696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763430018487034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820062237279998,0.0,0.1010289995820178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279744115164751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450268109184441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905426477588064,0.0,0.08710232398093849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901852913342976,0.0,0.12618952832750946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182906867092927,0.0,0.1199777049933883,0.0,0.1413311415808275 lonely,nglbutterflies,2020/04/05,"Messaged an old friend from childhood And she responded almost immediately, gave me her number, and now we’ve been texting as if we never stopped talking! Nothing ever happened, our lives just grew in different directions. I’m so proud of myself for taking the first step and messaging her. Maybe sometimes, I’m lonely because of the things I do or don’t do.",5.7940909090909125,7.704355681818183,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,67.93939393939394,8.31030303030303,34.41212121212121,8.841846274778883,3.2700703030303035,289,14,46,5,5,93,55,66,0.036000000000000004,0.812,0.152,0.7875,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,6,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,3,7,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276431654372578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828205596833898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842127379685345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970976324657876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481432137053,0.0,0.0,0.2132812969240109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244116686584554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376378120709846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773368077641708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129125196932758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488456342421096,0.0,0.2896758502690958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730278715006554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079638473718686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756084258204066,0.2218845171161332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834002997251464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SupremeSaleem,2020/04/05,"I broke, I feel so hopeless... Maybe this isn’t the right subreddit for this but I’m just looking for any way to vent my complete hatred for what I’ve become, it’s almost unbearable... I’m an essential employee of a retail business, this pandemic has done nothing but build stress and emotion that I just cannot begin to comprehend. I work over 40 brutal hours a week to help out because of how understaffed we are despite our high demands in our products like cleaning supplies or sanitation items. Everyone is either quarantined, sick, or fired from a recent scandal we had and it’s taken too much of a toll on my mental health. Yesterday, a customer asked me for a bag, I kindly handed it to her and then she threw it back at me while saying “This bag has a tear in it? Are you fucking kidding me?” I ignored her but then she went to my manager and asked kindly for a bag saying “You should learn to teach your cunt employee some respect.” Then my mind went blank and I lashed out. We exchanged vial words, I became a whole different person. It became this huge scene where the whole team and even cops were involved. Mostly to comfort me and tell me that she was a usual psycho and that I didn’t deserve that etc. I just feel so guilty about it. Not for her, I could care less for that person. But for how I became someone I thought I’d never be. It made me realize that I’m not okay but instead of reaching out for help. Help came to me in a form of heroism and reassurance. I was praised for putting her in my place instead of being reprimanded for my actions. Instead of being happy, I feel an overwhelming sense of sadness in grief for becoming something I wished to never become. I was even heard things like “SALEEM? He would never do something like that, no way I don’t believe it!” It made me realize how fragile my current mental state actually is and I’m scared. I don’t know how to reach out or who to talk to because I’m just seen as a hero when I feel like the villain to myself and my head. I feel so lost, so so lost. I don’t know what to do so I’m writing it out on the internet... ugh.....",3.3514313346228235,4.826557489361704,4.5008166774124225,85.62454545454547,73.39716312056738,7.207650977863746,27.711798839458407,7.793537801064563,1.6474907801418437,1650,63,331,22,33,541,209,423,0.14300000000000002,0.693,0.165,0.8183,4,1,2,0,0,1,48.0,5,3,0,6,24,29,4,3,18,1,26,5,2,6,3,66,58,35,1,4,15,0,8,4,0,2,2,3,1,3,27,20,0,1,11,1,2,6,12,15,0,0,19,13,54,14,51,33,10,44,1,7,2,1,35,19,2,6,20,238,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.09197108013859738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437434961824036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409091551504034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621568535959406,0.0,0.0,0.07246981299878066,0.0,0.11490369741105713,0.3122638742236358,0.0,0.1061836371096702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779299552231897,0.09609068340184262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881576029414464,0.0,0.0,0.07524823609049212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846763096803524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096446986991711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601473257785904,0.0,0.0,0.105109864848265,0.12449797245050195,0.0,0.0,0.0900566590530002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238269547637939,0.06732978531352547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871294571323617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032725141683337,0.0,0.0,0.09672419519709173,0.10017972184871073,0.0,0.0,0.18951451521177248,0.09957670065663894,0.0,0.0,0.09281391018517918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628664839742752,0.10359092618445023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841765002537272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914340202969848,0.0,0.20576258028978409,0.0,0.0,0.17835681134118778,0.0,0.0,0.0946833708945128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995679866724333,0.0,0.09516219287247543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692820904627864,0.0,0.21806634935395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043214842312676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458498057689835,0.09846763096803524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947438576719807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305714120602934,0.0,0.0,0.08048607599688624,0.0,0.14989734805589358,0.09435728166486283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985483293251443,0.14511126448136444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795915456576932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575184195428256,0.08237567691069282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261324899869361,0.0,0.0,0.07482126788765693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379930781403382,0.0,0.0,0.14961711839551742,0.07559893253511464,0.0,0.0,0.17473507300401145,0.0,0.21044591207378888,0.10837893145183594,0.0,0.0,0.06861264262691091,0.0,0.0,0.0669500760408132,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nightspacexylan,2020/04/05,"I’m about to turn 20 years old... and I’ve never even been on a date I feel like absolute shit, I don’t wanna go another year being a lonely, isolated loser. I’ve never had a girlfriend, kissed anyone, or even been on a date before. I try but nothing ever happens.",2.9148181818181835,3.856295709090908,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,73.72727272727272,7.6818181818181825,24.65909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.5161818181818174,204,6,40,3,4,73,41,55,0.193,0.772,0.036000000000000004,-0.6948,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,3,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,5,6,0,11,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,9,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642769749253323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622626624922355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446022089783656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292882247644545,0.2279768967959026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127434685667083,0.18005133498006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432352944205589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287059961163566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231298473187684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38876441912076143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418309960870801,0.0,0.2644646351126113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587066856911896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111282668179004,0.27413787043755505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246000114310916 lonely,TooLate78,2020/04/05,First time posting here I feel really lonely right now the only person I wanna talk to isn’t responding so I don’t know what I did but I feel so bad I just wish I was better enough for her 😔,0.3752325581395368,1.9579990232558158,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,82.02325581395348,6.16046511627907,15.401162790697676,7.1686216300943375,-0.2359720930232556,150,2,35,2,4,53,34,43,0.18100000000000002,0.645,0.174,-0.0869,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,8,1,3,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601455830997793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755558535579336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193218653443245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150754578940532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501888615031066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122917523870404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369608819388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720484459293377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983952355758254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995979151527755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660766713603377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504258992249746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167732959038327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582868834034143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throw_990_away,2020/04/05,"Quarantine is like every weekend for me. I feel no difference from everyday life. I’m so lonely That title is so completely true for me. It’s all ove been thinking about. Also, if you actually clicked on this post,,,, cool!! You actually give a fuck about random people on the internet! I really want someone to play minecraft with to deal with some of this crippling loneliness, so if you want to play minecraft together send me your discord and I can set up a server for us :)",3.82,6.068594722222223,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,74.0,8.944444444444445,30.13888888888889,9.516144504307137,3.1352222222222217,375,17,68,10,8,124,66,90,0.13699999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.19,0.5562,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,2,13,11,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,11,5,15,10,2,8,0,1,1,1,8,3,1,4,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.4739770686621029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942086682583397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462571675386864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503697633568161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537286667395816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046132963406002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279327541949855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451277414315127,0.0,0.2329657812269809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715335598310542,0.11864522735727813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836300893634998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325850993970424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557721907209876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576772380414265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560976495920806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921210718676956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864808204656572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vatinas,2020/04/05,"Just a cry into the dark Hello everyone. I'm not quite sure what I'm here for myself to be perfectly honest. I guess crippling loneliness is starting to break me to my core, and I feel the need to let out one final cry of anguish before shattering. I perfectly understand that reading me complain is not the most fun activity there is, so I promise I'll try my best to keep it short. So for a bit of context, I'm a 25 years old male from France. Looking back at my childhood, I always displayed signs of ""higher than average intelligence"" (I always hate saying stuff like that, which is why I felt more comfortable using quotation marks, but more recent tests have made this ""official"" so it's not just some ego thing) and depression, among other, less noticeable things. But unlike me, who was always drawn to the complex, the unsettling, my family, friends and teachers were very simple people who did not see any of those signs. Of course this made me feel terrible, because having this kind of mind is horrible, but also because I never fit in anywhere. So I instinctively used my very high empathy to understand what people expected of me, and wore this permanent mask so close to my skin I forgot I was wearing it. In simpler words, I thought so much about the personalities I put on for others and felt them so deeply that I lost myself in them, and from a very young age, I forgot who I was, and at some point, even doubted I really existed as a person. All of this went on during my teenage years. My deep pain kept getting stronger, no one was there to see it (I was instinctively hiding it, but was still desperately hoping that someone would see through the veil and notice it), still never fitting in anywhere. Finally, when I was 13, I decided to listen to my suicidal thoughts and tried to end it. My parents tried their best to understand why I would do this, but how could I explain it to them when I myself was so lost in my own mind that I didn't know who I was? So they decided to take me to a psychiatrist, which I, at first, wanted to avoid, but I secretly hoped she would see through all the smoke and find me. She didn't. I tried my best to be perfectly honest with her, and all she diagnosed was some school-related stress (I've never been stressed by school). The despair I saw in my parents when they saw me after my try, combined with the relief when the psychiatrist told them it was stress, prompted me to keep hiding all this dark stuff from others and keep pretending I'm fine. I had been desperately lonely my whole life, but it was around 14 or 15 that it started really getting to me. I would constantly fantasise about having someone care about me. Just look me in the eye and say ""It's okay, I'm here for you"", but not say it to one of those misty masks my mind made me wear, to me, the real me, the one that's hidden under all this clutter and crying for help. I said I would try to keep it short and I feel like I'm failing, so let me speed up a little. I got my first girlfriend when I was 16, but the relationship was short because she suddenly died of cancer after 3 months. It took some time to get over it, but since I didn't really have the time to open up and let her ""get to me"", to my heart, I was less devastated than one may think. Then, when I was 17, I got into my longest relationship yet, which lasted 1 year and 9 months. This was the closest I had ever gotten to feeling understood. I slowly let down my barriers, slowly let her dig through all the fake personalities that built up against my will, and saw me. And right as I felt seen, she left me out of the blue. This time, I was truly devastated. I almost tried to end it again, but decided against it so she wouldn't feel guilty. After a few years, I went back to the dating scene, convinced that this deep desire for love that I had always had was the one thing that could help me out of this encroaching madness. (Of course, this is debatable, and I have known quite a lot of people who have told me that this was a stupid thing to believe in, but I still think it might be the only way.) I went through 13 relationships between 2014 and now, and every single time, I tried my best to open up my heart to the person who vowed to take care of it, and every single time, they broke it in a thousand pieces and kept one for themselves. Every time, I felt less emotions; less love, less grief. It broke me bit by bit. And here I am today, with a splintered heart that doesn't seem to be capable of working any more. Even though I was a hypersensitive person who lived a life full of hurt and neglect, I always believed. I believed that happiness would come for me one day, and that in the meantime, I should try my best to make others happy. So I did, waiting, hoping. But I'm tired of barely hanging on. I'm tired of having no one care about me, or hug me, or kiss me in the morning. This kind of thing, as simple as they may seem, are what I live for. They are what I lived for. I guess what I mean to say is, after 25 years of trying and trying, of turning the other cheek and doing everything I can to make the world a better place for others, I'm done. I'm done hoping. All of this is never going to happen. I'm not saying this to get comments telling me otherwise - I don't know why I'm writing all this, but it's definitely not attention-whoring. I truly believe that none of what I was hoping for is happening. So I give up. And as I'm writing this, I realise that this might be my last cry of anguish before I fade away. I'm sorry for (probably) ruining your mood, but I just had to get it out of my system. Now that I now my feelings are out on the wind, I can sleep peacefully. Thank you to everyone who's reading, and please, don't do like me. Don't give up.",6.051113580551785,5.431634725151255,6.60539737416142,80.41536060693366,66.48487467588589,9.731511434882222,30.63819950336805,9.107695989026183,2.315831416772989,4495,142,929,69,63,1474,412,1157,0.132,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9597,3,3,1,0,0,0,158.0,0,3,10,17,49,67,3,7,43,1,91,20,9,8,17,186,202,77,3,19,29,2,11,3,2,13,7,7,0,6,94,46,0,12,31,3,1,8,22,26,0,12,68,30,152,40,148,109,39,128,1,12,12,4,66,56,0,25,64,683,246,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781352744676189,0.0,0.0,0.030198528613025133,0.1571064543699216,0.0,0.0,0.05135937047978699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03361648752126635,0.0,0.0,0.03547896026623227,0.05807381505623538,0.0,0.06905871351744383,0.0,0.06426593780736847,0.17018089735126407,0.1981462235579818,0.033397719853804034,0.12368008049223175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550366308934246,0.0,0.0,0.032528911081692195,0.0,0.0408076728151198,0.0,0.06030030940055967,0.0,0.16592062350439124,0.024353584459383758,0.0,0.03252464698623534,0.03832797888671306,0.03919134566333466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772879665824721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247754836256047,0.06689244725961764,0.0,0.0,0.04988333712885657,0.03415819728634378,0.09544919708621194,0.07216706578937046,0.03393835509142331,0.0,0.035598972161678184,0.0,0.11456263845988965,0.026977422310579854,0.1450310682994017,0.08273359246858514,0.03451409344682938,0.0642412520099443,0.0,0.0,0.029175089203955857,0.0,0.11837558031753033,0.07245015243995558,0.021461207315077915,0.0,0.060403983822945886,0.0,0.08319894687743626,0.0,0.06678622279586015,0.08039742346209229,0.0,0.03728249150239595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424565952440182,0.050622599265645316,0.03989798412989598,0.0,0.18753261442089136,0.0,0.0,0.040425364594660534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342596068350497,0.0,0.07864732945586808,0.04150638755505768,0.06156269222091359,0.0,0.0,0.0410288914856624,0.1930727489732517,0.05334531317378216,0.05534631371419919,0.03784778389696468,0.10003451072333623,0.0,0.06342170763530637,0.0,0.08244410699282304,0.032104189966382,0.06816397002879182,0.10719491379143904,0.050413308619545766,0.0,0.0,0.04113425725022488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011974764973975,0.11438759175454732,0.0,0.06028307694882099,0.0,0.027759663932849683,0.028000295659146773,0.11649857431059198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859853457878054,0.03962522215365051,0.0,0.23029864198430702,0.028719960215402983,0.04018179081670257,0.0,0.0838612165035875,0.0,0.0,0.0785389527924077,0.16486308794562682,0.039453606634527454,0.04145170807208555,0.03569761593543196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071418802522895,0.0,0.0,0.03796158041865976,0.0,0.08032979092532459,0.07554511544477736,0.04298180866551293,0.07257456338819063,0.0,0.037285753781038836,0.12162785880026895,0.0,0.03224883091752922,0.03592063158962446,0.15015063700669018,0.0,0.07643500559330323,0.12036677934090853,0.06875482979142414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031237396795597207,0.0,0.0377896102066308,0.0,0.06399181406950014,0.0,0.0,0.04227184652335452,0.053456755383193284,0.0,0.09047115738965053,0.0,0.1297698941761897,0.0,0.08645768649592228,0.041305869459196426,0.0,0.03559055732322646,0.0,0.05678515823857544,0.0,0.03300594846384013,0.03476648794220905,0.0,0.0,0.12543809939461714,0.04839316372156799,0.03710130604017183,0.05995815766288703,0.13211714022626278,0.08680450653608965,0.03579428165061458,0.07216706578937046,0.04195534774926768,0.28201964109453315,0.04107458077406576,0.0,0.11793577903268428,0.0,0.0652290723356075,0.0,0.0934736526517831,0.022273205752090727,0.029973986765683882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501819889106948,0.10222391135461856,0.04216030258460725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027491432318873504,0.0,0.0,0.16095169173655094,0.0,0.0,0.1215885401705752 lonely,oliveswells,2020/04/05,"Stop thinking someone cant be lonely because their pretty! It's ridiculous! Being lonely is a human emotion that has nothing to do with looks! I am lonely and have been for 10 years!",2.5924285714285698,5.345171028571432,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,81.57142857142857,3.5,25.892857142857146,3.1291,0.6625714285714288,146,6,23,0,4,47,33,35,0.11599999999999999,0.619,0.265,0.7182,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,8,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836953241213105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398584693576552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283684713440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752058361974139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978202137313903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313202205996303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32692033619178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055757385358923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181184523351435 lonely,plsnopop,2020/04/05,"How to accept? How do I come to terms with the fact that Im not compatible? Ive failed so many times the cyclicality of my depression always cuts me short. I long to revel in my independence but my emotions keep telling me to seek a partner, but Ive been burned too many times. I feel so emotionally dull and a shell of who I used to be. Im fucking sad man.",2.1939912280701748,3.448600592105265,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.97368421052632,7.698245614035088,24.508771929824558,8.344100000000001,1.25510350877193,279,9,65,5,6,96,52,76,0.168,0.784,0.048,-0.8811,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,4,1,14,10,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,1,9,8,1,7,0,4,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916122355203415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547676903486485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545245556657167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844059124527002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088708850427766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905735343299225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651592165686489,0.0,0.0,0.19138388943544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054901491023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43659584791756734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881967909909471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511064720421892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859649951633208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pizzapartyjpg,2020/04/05,talk to me maybe? (17 M) got nothing to do on this boring saturday night! text me? i’ve got snap and insta :) can’t wait to hear from you! whoever u are ;),-2.5518181818181813,-1.0462742121212116,1.2156060606060601,96.14340909090907,109.30303030303033,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.20823636363636397,113,3,28,3,6,41,29,33,0.07,0.774,0.156,0.4971,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926157440744223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175595373220658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721984281265589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476717582113823,0.0,0.3554869580287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977789683310637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Reductate,2020/04/05,"I hope everyone here is doing okay. I've been sending out texts to people I consider (considered, I guess?) friends, just checking up on them, asking if they're okay, seeing how they're doing/feeling, offering to get groceries for those who are unemployed, trying to arrange zoom or FaceTime ""happy hours"" that everyone is doing. And based on the (very little) responses I've been getting, it really doesn't seem like anyone cares. I doubt anyone would have checked up on me if the situations were reversed. I'm not the type of person to fault people for that, though. Everybody is busy with their lives, and I understand. Nobody really asks me if I'm ""okay"" on a normal day, so it's honestly business as usual. I'm considered an essential worker right now in a field somewhat related to healthcare. There are seven body trucks outside the building I work in that get filled up every day. A big aspect of my job involves me dealing with death on a daily basis, but even this is starting to put me on edge. I wish I had friends or at least someone who could ask if I'm okay for a change. I'm probably going to stop reaching out for a while, probably indefinitely. I hope everyone here is doing okay.",5.753684210526316,6.7004659473684205,6.537122807017544,75.26752631578948,67.15789473684211,9.588771929824562,32.305263157894736,9.725611199111238,3.2015715789473687,948,39,166,20,15,313,141,228,0.047,0.812,0.141,0.9601,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,9,15,0,1,11,5,18,1,1,1,0,29,39,14,1,10,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,2,0,1,4,1,16,13,30,33,2,29,0,0,1,0,14,17,0,13,9,107,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383500279293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862741193553776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380757143637361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673804149780107,0.0,0.1314990476586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924806162935716,0.0,0.0,0.160333907095889,0.12815381533245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210280456034949,0.0,0.10473299268341836,0.3563385394341028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285274440169157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920766961324632,0.0,0.1948339404483408,0.0,0.07064584734046138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693684641546408,0.0,0.0,0.13232582913634602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692740264296356,0.12241616756361685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233543198150998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060729532004840124,0.1245870618602722,0.10976429346192944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179328547008066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235597195733354,0.10853902459533206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680453405620272,0.0,0.0,0.12496165642904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926694929601753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615646885380496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905562386751904,0.11316332622983008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972492062922934,0.0,0.0,0.10532389584198662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879842807693354,0.0,0.0,0.1039252098026909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212981143909148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439547445801518,0.0,0.0,0.12940671540051787,0.0,0.0,0.13690527026604307,0.10256529837992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429455283858115,0.0,0.0,0.0904960984839502,0.0,0.0,0.08830326952778036,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Longlifeawaits,2020/04/06,"The silence is deafening I've always been a loner. Someone who is still alone even if they are surrounded by people. I've found the love of my life on the internet, while gaming together. We fell in love so quickly, like they always do in the movies. It felt so right and I knew it's only this man that I'd ever want to be with. I've had other boyfriends before, but it was never the same. I would literally do anything for him. He was so sweet to me like a kind, charming little prince. Yes, he was younger than me, but it didn't matter to me. (He wasn't underage) He was so beautiful that every time I looked at him my heart skipped a beat. I found words to write thanks to his presence in my life. I wrote poems expressing my love for him. I found a reason to get up every day and work hard on my studies, and other day-to-day life chores. He was everything I wanted and everything I will ever want. I can't find the strength to do anything anymore. He came to visit me in my country for a week. It was the best week in my life along with the three weeks I've spent in his country by his side. After that, he went to another timezone which was the opposite of mine - so we barely got to speak. He also started studying so he was really busy. I don't think he will ever know this but even to this day I can't stop crying. He left me after a whole year of being together. He broke up with me saying he doesn't love me anymore. He broke my heart to tiny little pieces. Pieces I still can't seem to put back together. It's been almost half a year since that horrible day. I can't forget his smell, how his lips touched mine and the way we cuddled in bed. I can't stop my heart from loving him... I'm afraid I'll always be alone because I can't get over him. It's 2am and all I can ever think about is how his smile shined when we were together. How loving and caring he was towards me. I never think bad of him, even after he just decided to leave when it got a bit hard. I would have waited a life time for him if I had to. I would of died for him. My heart can't take it anymore. It's impossible being apart from him. His presence still lingers every where I go. He's always with me, no matter what I do. I know you would never see this, Kris, but you were the love of my life and I wish I could have you back. Every single day of my life it's all I ask for, to be able to love you again, even though I know it's impossible. But I can't deny it anymore. You are the love of my life, and you will always be, whether I like it or not.",1.2048554735547334,2.787607928044281,3.052126383763838,93.29203951414516,79.49815498154982,5.9926814268142685,19.963253382533825,6.816661863887847,0.11864932349323533,1955,47,453,20,48,654,214,542,0.064,0.733,0.203,0.9983,0,2,0,0,0,1,65.0,4,6,2,4,31,23,0,1,21,1,53,23,5,4,9,77,96,32,1,11,11,0,4,3,0,7,8,2,2,1,27,19,0,3,15,1,1,6,17,4,0,2,28,11,81,19,59,54,9,63,0,2,3,10,64,22,0,5,37,305,108,1,0.05661746937905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056694217206613835,0.1172772466826568,0.0,0.045276969807100116,0.2355513502713972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936835321203179,0.0,0.0,0.22459726422466506,0.0,0.0,0.09318270635585332,0.0,0.0529296910728497,0.0,0.0,0.08707067832934677,0.0472732220182331,0.034513483829118896,0.0,0.04817729636791253,0.0,0.05941654109303929,0.0,0.061811612765918865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647553019036938,0.05772528338847591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520444229376045,0.0,0.06219163156134148,0.21908150341866398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875999446983226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958121821117326,0.2048549698585899,0.19081063937313228,0.0,0.10176826152478458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436164940873325,0.0,0.051747341300513235,0.0,0.0,0.18623439854053966,0.0,0.0,0.05916058190136514,0.0,0.032177012598209466,0.0,0.09056432473337372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143626351861283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26836789526665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895838182736018,0.09334644148795926,0.0,0.0,0.059949725155197225,0.061515046140820324,0.0,0.3199247439993311,0.08298130703928554,0.11349115652140755,0.0,0.0,0.047544414804368204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598952894736528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131000648224194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306013674365093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392514244632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056916194575921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627060065738096,0.058212188147875425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835100949711401,0.0,0.04502448410904704,0.0,0.0,0.04511679280663355,0.05154241771925148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683455573913738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479717980742387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007413623500911,0.0,0.13564435254563442,0.0946694791266951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256929084204522,0.0,0.0,0.052125759007323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883456479464518,0.05562637620232598,0.0,0.06602820340110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018335104344524,0.04494031186681507,0.13624535646830715,0.0,0.0,0.052484961340534965,0.0,0.06321138263531591,0.06510729562859438,0.0,0.0,0.041218192018756164,0.0,0.0,0.1608777032492973,0.0,0.0,0.07291958800692093 lonely,Sl0thgurl91,2020/04/06,When your in a house full of people but have never felt so lonely 28f I have never felt more lonely then I have right now... The people that I care about the most can't be with me and its killing me... I gave up everything 4 months ago for something that didn't work because everything I touch fucks up and now im left with a crushed heart... Add to that a cruel hand of fate because of lock down I'm still living with this person.... And im so pathetic that I'm pretending in my head that how we are and how we are acting like a proper couple because of his son is actually real... So for the last month since he broke up with me I ve woken up and acted like he never said it looked after them because I still love him... Pushing to the back of my mind that it's not real that he wouldn't be here unless he had no choice... I want him to forget he said it too but his reasons for breaking up are valid and I can't argue with that ... I'm laying In bed cuddling a 4ft sloth Teddy because its the only thing that seems to bring me any comfort and it's like a hug.... I can't fix what we had it's gone but it hurts so fucking bad because I had got my hopes finally let someone in after so long and I don't no how to rebuild... He made me dream of a future I made plans in my head id imagined the life we would have and none of that is ever gonna happen no matter how much I want it ...i worked my hardest and I'm still not good enough.... I just want some one to give me a hug not because that person feels sorry for me but because they fucking care... I want to be needed wanted I want to be enough and I want to have some one so that I don't ever feel this lonely again,1.6585164835164856,2.6319573791208843,3.484395604395605,93.2356043956044,76.85714285714286,5.859340659340661,20.69230769230769,5.773587663045528,-0.10675714285714301,1282,28,303,6,28,432,167,364,0.168,0.703,0.129,-0.9773,0,6,1,0,0,0,42.0,4,1,2,3,25,23,6,0,14,0,26,12,4,7,5,67,63,28,1,11,9,1,6,3,0,3,1,2,1,2,25,21,0,0,7,2,0,5,17,12,0,2,14,9,43,11,40,41,9,43,0,5,1,7,26,14,3,5,26,207,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.08099401361119345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735726630649808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644144306836879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382029015619432,0.06929981030835654,0.4047581747681122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924385595187846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918356382992968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151811069137882,0.0,0.0,0.15015277091171056,0.0,0.0,0.1491863875146623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393250119684613,0.0,0.15938207007009514,0.09092018273461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301907651713926,0.0,0.07961918372507575,0.0,0.06961473148346801,0.06638103197521142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339480130831166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035965589442414,0.0,0.0,0.09835295459477587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243567848608875,0.0,0.0957684754216741,0.08885100782867099,0.0,0.17930402828098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182491977790808,0.0,0.0,0.06765439598777212,0.0,0.0,0.09017750106020768,0.08487101354574421,0.05862389722333715,0.12164579843413252,0.0,0.07328869868820252,0.07345056217613571,0.06969736325342359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749088783167267,0.15706930900069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380425600274828,0.0,0.13249632243572962,0.0,0.061013033330679714,0.061541918391122025,0.1920393763028658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248309980655977,0.06312367088149741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508063776928047,0.14494119387262652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889396450234785,0.0,0.0853357022021091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087978443853875,0.15790008825311028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755582043762649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865675090533381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703238824172658,0.06389586657474025,0.0,0.09290939498106683,0.0,0.0,0.19884677835554998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055140141161753836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426803342268438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208469728190522,0.0,0.0,0.05895935289602393,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThunderVirgin,2020/04/06,"AITA for ghosting my childhood friend group? And my only friends. I've known some of those in my current friend group since we were kids. We've been through a lot ""together"", whether it be bad, or good things, we've been through it ""together"". I write ""together"" because for them it has always felt like we've been a group battling, but for me, it's been a whole different story. When we were 14 years I helped my best friend at the time who were bullied worst and the rest of my friend group to get rid of the bullies by talking up to them and making the teachers and their parents act on the bullies. I've always thought to fight are for the weak, therefore I've never seen it as a viable option. What later happened were that the bullies turned on me and what did my friends do? Absolutely nothing. They all stopped talking about the bullying and acted like it didn't happen. Note that this was psychological bullying, not the physical kind. Yeah well, I don't know if I wanna blame them as bad friends because of it, they had been offers to bullying as well which had been very heavy on their mental state, but still... Oh well, the bullying continued till we finished secondary school and moved over to the high school. It was really a relief for me at the time, not knowing what was ahead. What happened was that all of us switched to the same high school. It was a relief at the time because we were all pretty close and we treated each other fairly well. We could throw some pretty hars stuff at each other pretty often, but it would all be fine in the end. We studied at the school for 2 months when my small friend group began hanging out with another friend group which was great. What wasn't so great was that I got left out from a bunch of things, including parties, holiday events, movie nights, etc... which had me fairly isolated. My mental state at the time was very good and so I was able to bring it up with them. They said they hadn't noticed it and apologized. I like to think of myself as a friendly person so I accepted their apology and life continued. Another month progresses and they're all treating each other bad, throwing curse words and each other in almost every sentence and making everyone feel like shit. Saying homophobic, sexualistic, narcissistic stuff like jokes, and in a matter of fact, the only jokes they said. This is when my depression kicks in. All this negativity from those I considered as closest really caused my mental to go spiraling down quickly. In a matter of weeks, I began planning my death. It was really disturbing, I had written a letter to every single one in my family and recorded a goodbye video that I'd have left on when I died for someone to stumble upon. Really disturbing. My mother luckily found the letter that was meant for my sister while she was cleaning and took me to multiple psychiatrists. I went through my story with them and told them all about how my friend group had become negative and toxic. Amazingly they didn't tell me that my friends were my problem but that I had self-doubt which caused a toxic behavior and most likely spread to my friends. I don't think that was a fair assessment as they never met my friends and I got into a depression after my friends became negative, toxic and said all those sickening jokes. Oh well, this goes on for more than one and a half years. I'm talking to a psychiatrist while failing school because of no motivation and depression whilst feeling lonely and harassed. I have my teachers tell me that I'm not good enough, I'm too far behind so I won't be able to make it meanwhile being associated with those people I called my friends. Now I'm failing school and feeling very isolated and lonely. Every time I go to hang out with my friends I feel cramped and harassed, therefore I haven't done it in quite a while (almost since we switched schools). They are my only friends and it really hurts to have to ghost them but it has made me a lot more positive, energetic and studying a bit better. **So Reddit, AITA for ghosting them?** **TLDR**: I want to ghost my friends since they are all toxic and bad people which made me depressed. I've found that ghosting them / being away from them makes me feel a lot better and happier. **INFO**: A lot of people I've searched up says that the worst thing you can do is ghost people, but if the people you want to ghost makes you want to isolate yourself from them which makes you isolate yourself from the rest of the world, then it isn't the worst thing, right? **INFO**: I'm very introverted and I have social anxiety with some depression. I've been told I act as if I may have Asperger or ADHD. Some of my friends have depression. Sorry if this was the wrong subreddit, didn't know where to post though.",4.5617009989452155,6.350495777533041,4.84936774834026,83.07315908667867,70.85022026431717,7.846770490786128,28.09710243841906,8.467506076407052,2.0310954395979413,3778,139,705,62,71,1189,336,908,0.191,0.612,0.19699999999999998,-0.9267,3,4,0,0,1,0,115.0,9,4,23,10,24,79,5,3,47,1,69,4,1,14,12,144,122,69,9,11,16,3,6,6,20,3,3,5,1,2,61,56,0,1,20,5,0,13,19,29,5,3,61,12,101,50,105,52,37,96,0,11,1,0,93,41,1,20,45,503,162,10,0.0794017710293488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771274933733777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795094041238309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606863423967596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325968009222473,0.03037106875262368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037300288814271484,0.0,0.13259432439062932,0.09680516527779452,0.04384650891079537,0.0,0.0,0.04166362999766009,0.07022441395897831,0.043343084542825816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053904293558568,0.0,0.0,0.08156749107159891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031697926593011516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516588711706987,0.0,0.041203251202760575,0.0414789754600893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062778973455134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035163200718876825,0.04102162745230877,0.044276981803998014,0.0,0.0,0.10034912499379492,0.03793589745334318,0.0,0.0,0.037426461574907366,0.0,0.10036980297179028,0.028362320544295407,0.03811907602432474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705994358798529,0.6134561133266572,0.0,0.020742074087795586,0.0,0.04512585629051035,0.099897657521861,0.06350484978199543,0.08754073287273323,0.0,0.0,0.10532208583931606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0266106667017362,0.0838923305522438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250061905670367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041342362926671164,0.06545570523303619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627025654983397,0.0,0.028041909533685787,0.11637508375969888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500909258990018,0.0,0.07513187560247568,0.15900389618084093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002746455259207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337773609854339,0.042195758343416566,0.0,0.0,0.061239540781748765,0.0,0.0,0.037256591643780805,0.0,0.03809407039013354,0.04519972129415427,0.0,0.0,0.05380469498347254,0.09058293727298243,0.0,0.0,0.04408313508100657,0.0,0.0,0.13761797604102233,0.03466528189687317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038022473984676335,0.1211702198832109,0.0,0.037988385715838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422267786234488,0.0,0.0,0.12716701929986982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033904339307578864,0.11329390060727867,0.06314347527626861,0.0,0.2812559096897974,0.0,0.0,0.0414166820332093,0.0,0.04075238846375843,0.09852294826610856,0.0,0.0,0.04047005313180595,0.033638431462340565,0.0,0.0,0.04444189097430748,0.0,0.0,0.031705178455743464,0.033191717978244155,0.0,0.0,0.09089603112132327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573020380164056,0.06940064765437608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550201698409338,0.0508774487726132,0.03900591844576195,0.03151806846670615,0.11574952804835352,0.0,0.0,0.07587179490668636,0.044109144591825744,0.0,0.0431831630437032,0.0,0.0,0.047755277033049964,0.0,0.0,0.13102955345076564,0.07024983267309018,0.0,0.03184565563937357,0.0,0.17847931981184184,0.03680311861825492,0.0,0.04432462087677549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028202369995572307,0.0434066859608773,0.0,0.05113213725357839 lonely,palkahubert,2020/04/06,"the end. My three year friendship has just ended and I feel relief and pain in the same time. I felt like I was being used for those past years and like I wasn't myself. We have argued pretty much every week and I always came back and apologised even if it wasn't my fault, just because I needed her that much. It was a fucking Stockholm syndrome all the way. I was never myself in front of her she never appreciated any of my jokes, thoughts etc. She tried to help me with my mental issues, but only by saying ""stop it be happy"" so it never actually worked. She expected me to do everything and to be perfect, even if she has never been perfect. I know that im not the best person alive, far from it, but I always felt like I was doing my best. Turns out, my best isn't even her acceptable. Besides her I have barely anyone to talk to so im posting my thoughts here, maybe to feel better maybe just because I want to.",2.104010695187167,4.022669561497331,3.655080213903744,88.44967914438507,77.98395721925135,5.683422459893047,20.62566844919786,6.522977012572876,0.2804566844919787,716,18,146,6,17,237,106,187,0.11599999999999999,0.682,0.20199999999999999,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,7,10,17,2,0,5,0,17,2,0,1,7,39,30,12,0,5,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,8,1,0,2,8,4,0,1,12,5,32,13,16,15,8,21,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,2,16,112,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.11078587813091573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892695081296856,0.0,0.0,0.07720218513089172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938064824311299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729517864696472,0.0,0.138409889271603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574184330813974,0.1004053175502914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298445299033768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011022739941041,0.0,0.12661250319001088,0.2249503406287453,0.0,0.0956513097831525,0.0,0.10203065763187956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480522367311928,0.0,0.21800725515099525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495378987538634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085149627388675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609468815143276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452570670330922,0.11849258858125948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062391415358200725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663905268993764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810606058200766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440841357726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669106684209567,0.084178757995015,0.3502357765444547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634232331075807,0.12080062604126775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837427206562902,0.0,0.0991273103071847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087273886460401,0.11549767114818772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902811476653434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491357195496362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124862204828643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025535534237716,0.06619844845856727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707731312596985,0.12348466733412122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805079134199668,0.0,0.0,0.06696110711123665,0.09011236912671844,0.09106443149347858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264893543546623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621520319043513 lonely,relbourn,2020/04/06,"22/f, seriously suck at making friends ?? Sooo, this is my first reddit post and I'm not totally sure how it works but I'm stuck in the house like everybody else so why not give it a go. I had a lot of friends in middle school and then one or two close friends up until about sophomore year of high school but we sort of just drifted apart. Since then, I literally have not had a single friend. However, I am lucky enough to be in a happy long-term relationship and I really love that man. I definitely consider him to be my best friend but as we all know, it's not healthy to not have any kind of social life outside of your relationship. I am pretty shy and usually don't talk unless spoken to, which I'm aware can seem somewhat stand off-ish, but once someone does talk to me I have no problem making conversation. I take a minute to open up but once I'm comfortable with you I can be super talkative. I enjoy going out and doing things, shopping, getting my nails done, grabbing coffee, hitting the gym, going for walks, etc. I don't need to have a huge group of friends by any means but it really, truly does hurt my heart to not have even one. Anyone have any advice on how to make friends as an adult?? What am I doing wrong?",2.695438898450945,4.420416008032131,4.0093861158921404,87.43614457831328,75.66666666666667,7.152495697074013,23.503729202524386,7.957251820313856,1.1178355708548482,962,29,203,15,21,316,155,249,0.11699999999999999,0.6409999999999999,0.242,0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,2,0,4,7,22,1,0,9,0,22,3,1,5,3,43,43,21,0,2,15,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,3,2,1,5,9,5,0,4,4,1,22,17,31,35,8,27,0,1,0,1,23,14,1,6,7,132,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991578289098912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070144982321533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095198595536302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064892103447028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759867379608468,0.10384167791250967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476731831722123,0.0,0.0,0.10484829849670513,0.11316874763479147,0.06702168081765278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631252308591435,0.0,0.0,0.5487822348300971,0.0,0.05301523392572188,0.09734174318526176,0.17300761369478135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080194462515409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024549360785695,0.0,0.10721134998303024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708573114653326,0.10862849355093596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566807505953227,0.05576667518099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167308280549489,0.049574376076788385,0.0,0.0,0.08980003845368112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626835719823726,0.09158296348002276,0.0,0.2032012014673205,0.0,0.0,0.11053338524543033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524063089923669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161299679179468,0.13752089008925455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718268019871494,0.10323409196767708,0.0,0.09709555306095212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001186375640586,0.0,0.0,0.21788714763245887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539133277859345,0.0,0.0923768240494719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393916518459174,0.0,0.0,0.10343851461949473,0.08597738612454632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956367039710254,0.0,0.07629475030539011,0.1631196291113168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741387199723414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912396425148497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175770882809133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156321867618827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387324538196463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094433470904767,0.0,0.0653450133806911 lonely,Mr_Ali20,2020/04/06,"21 [M4F] germany/europe, Looking for someone to love ( and rough up in bed) I'll try and keep this short as i noticed long posts don't do as well. I'm a 21 yo guy, ive been a dominant for quite a while now and i'm on the strict and rough end of things, i wrote an erotic post on my profile if you want to check that. Other than that, to be frank , i'm not just looking for a piece of meat to fuck, i'm looking for a connection, someone who loves me that i can love back too with all my heart. If i were to describe myself i'd say i'm funny , charismatic , optimistic and talkative. I love exploring new hobbies and interests and i'm fascinated by many things. I feel like i can make a rapport with anyone. I am very open minded and would love to hear and learn about your passions. Some of mine include languages( learning german as my 4th language) working out, motorcycles (buying one soon), martial arts ( i do boxing and did tae kwan do), video games(pc mainly), anime, cinema , i love art, i started learning how to play the guitar recently, When i was younger i wanted to be a director so i care alot about framing in movies and angles and all that. I also love to cook, could be something we do together, my fav dish to make is probably pasta with white sauce , mushroom and chicken. Kink wise like i said i'm dominant,rough. I'm mainly into bondage, orgasm control , impact and breath play, degrading and humiliation ,cnc. I'm not the kind of dom to give you instructions and expect you to obey, more so the kind of dom to force you around as i please. Appearance wise im 6ft1 , i like girls of all sizes and shapes. We can trade selfies in private if you'd like.",3.2763686763686763,4.737508054054056,4.429624624624626,86.11627338877342,73.56456456456456,7.405359205359206,27.22210672210673,8.012643519586192,1.637797505197506,1294,48,265,19,26,424,192,333,0.037000000000000005,0.752,0.212,0.9956,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,2,6,0,3,14,23,1,0,13,0,21,15,3,5,3,56,54,30,0,8,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,1,2,9,26,3,2,5,8,3,2,3,2,1,1,6,10,34,21,43,42,9,26,0,0,4,10,23,12,1,6,14,161,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081665989477605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140525755856503,0.0,0.0,0.09090918803910444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852461340221242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041189904244825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453719242255335,0.08153517173148661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044874278541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051635359164246775,0.07295514012555136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944090601886672,0.0,0.0979636038336701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111567540764252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509759538352413,0.12101367320045835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030801856090648,0.0,0.0,0.09076968434092353,0.0,0.21268625574738725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956431349477527,0.0,0.0,0.09037371946978558,0.2572673278937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451762420811233,0.0,0.1363328917117943,0.10353449137473597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311292518367114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862893230475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626523984526856,0.0,0.0,0.06919971614807277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209800313859004,0.0,0.0,0.19560704936959908,0.0,0.11010352502484064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861807117344516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083199797468076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971402931254714,0.08121058147551702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173053292808399,0.07861760277963642,0.0,0.0,0.07228164786723767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568908123335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933333901262945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426037828656897,0.12046702075399947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181888883915718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743451792386023,0.0,0.0,0.07254370641803692,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idk7682,2020/04/06,"My bf doesn’t trust me and I have no one to talk to. He always has some way to make it seem like I’m cheating on him when I’m not he thinks of these ways and it makes no sense like I’m literally not doing anything I’m literally on FaceTime with him 24/7 and I don’t even talk to other people I’m so alone and depressed and no one understand it I wish I could talk someone that really understood me because no does and it hurts so much I don’t even want to me be here anymore I don’t even know what to do about my boyfriend either I hate myself so much I wish he could see that I only want him I don’t even put my self first I put him before me I don’t know what to do anymore 😭",-0.6748538899430763,1.1732400193548391,1.897495256166984,97.69800759013285,87.51612903225808,4.937381404174573,17.504743833017073,6.2272716619740125,-0.46549715370019,533,13,134,5,17,183,75,155,0.162,0.7340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8773,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,0,0,14,0,0,2,0,25,33,10,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,12,4,0,3,1,1,24,3,12,29,4,8,0,2,1,0,12,2,0,2,4,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017842856328314,0.0,0.0,0.11261934965561188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684552413122256,0.0,0.0,0.111378854089086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250613080134038,0.0,0.11517012699924264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161267548159804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657396909816115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844286484609975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575810432890153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512588791207735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362690805351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448915096614035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876608321889884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224718405802005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069003127499356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899088877754026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342893953204745,0.10293731261918697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938324040811141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212176073825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670660246579498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078538471245402,0.12321461024383787,0.14119619238843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467887351752372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263598050303157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672474100376543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409007540890662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966205568103822,0.2148639220250592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112841969736024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,altaccount443,2020/04/06,"i just want someone to hold me and tell me that everythings going to be ok i just want a friend who enjoys talking to me. i just want someone to hold my hand, to hug me. i just want someone who cares about me as much as i care about them. i just want someone to hug me. i just want someone who loves me other than my parents. i just want someone to text me first. i just want someone who doesnt think im a nuisance. i just want to feel properly happy for once.",0.9593939393939408,2.5937574646464694,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,80.41414141414141,5.208080808080808,23.12121212121212,5.82211442006289,0.18571515151515205,355,12,83,2,9,117,44,99,0.0,0.603,0.397,0.9876,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,23,17,3,0,9,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,21,9,14,16,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,1,57,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307908080796161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017196362471719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722763070604829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627156014060648,0.0,0.0,0.0874432320986339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432327658881001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048310308121805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225472335806813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215012215256199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320093622648188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053389508663062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256739228376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712842774330315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097046768330606,0.09892503813725403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252170880626628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008128982539511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,macaronilackaphony,2020/04/06,"I've had it! I can't live this way anymore I'm going to make changes! I didn't do anything in my teenage years. Literally nothing. I was the goody two shoes in school and I got bullied for it. All the kids found a group, I was left to sit at the lunch table by myself, so I would eat at the library. I would go home, no classmates numbers' were ever in my phone. I was a ghost in highschool basically. Summer came no friends to do stuff with. I'm in my second year of college now and that's pretty much the same thing. I can't do this anymore. I'm going to be 20 soon and I don't want this to repeat over into my 20's. I had a bad youth experience but I'm going to try to join clubs on the meetup app and leave my house for once. I want to reach for the stars. I want to go swimming, I want to go hiking. I just want to go be joyful again like I was before highschool, when I somewhat had friends. I am longing for that feeling of belonging again. I won't let my circumstances box me in anymore. Hopefully I can change for the better.",0.36905992949471056,2.3224994234234235,2.4725460242851582,94.52723266745008,84.04504504504506,4.941950646298473,21.36388562475519,6.0469075449839425,0.07055518997258138,800,26,184,6,23,269,121,222,0.087,0.7709999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,11,0,23,3,1,1,2,24,45,7,1,8,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,7,2,0,2,2,0,9,7,1,0,2,12,1,28,6,31,27,4,35,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,13,123,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354603418258838,0.0,0.0,0.09808046508035308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951588192102,0.0,0.0,0.1014190683845071,0.0,0.0,0.10541091437558396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631778632568134,0.0,0.0,0.2521673634881409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195770724454585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781115672377173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658742272963905,0.0,0.0,0.06026435600094281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306820198521996,0.18416663433554292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474155675181539,0.0,0.09532445919327444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955393696660355,0.11837924533700399,0.0,0.13752540229782118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620146279517747,0.12949665385098666,0.12187643407614215,0.0,0.058228581287085975,0.0,0.10524400358886553,0.10547644272081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795580204509013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761590823354701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143628138914057,0.0,0.0,0.12692990211305902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121255680685267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062326208439135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364402095147028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918232030571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809199179132331,0.0,0.11642804744482255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514968977943533,0.09460482231371584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933356598908164,0.0,0.0,0.15350460154857445 lonely,NaughtynSweet,2020/04/06,Good thing for sunglasses I am walking down the sidewalk on this sunny day crying because it’s almost been a month of solo isolation (except when I have my child 50%). I can’t see my partner and I don’t know when the restrictions will lift to make that possible. And sometimes I am fine and sometimes I feel like I am falling into despair. I thought fresh air and sun would help but I guess not emotionally.,4.312166666666666,5.793546550000002,5.0975,82.26416666666668,71.0,7.833333333333335,30.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.3400833333333337,324,14,61,5,6,105,62,80,0.092,0.764,0.14400000000000002,0.4357,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,15,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,3,7,11,0,10,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247170988369626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046917182105907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711381830234201,0.15918905078728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277657714612175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248078949974991,0.17633996578496486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703465221156195,0.0,0.0,0.2719181113155965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544922861197572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356548241906334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059179158934798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476520652588794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970224509255386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827094100595384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966966441999366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882550010739051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398712894599285,0.0,0.0,0.1959605211550653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753454888258223,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,box_abr,2020/04/06,Low key I just feel irrelevant I love myself but really dont know what I'm doing with my life,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,96.14285714285714,6.609523809523811,11.761904761904766,7.793537801064563,0.10873333333333336,75,1,17,2,3,28,19,21,0.081,0.7829999999999999,0.136,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130175383449996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644727441924615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874578055928403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694498019914936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720783088863394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350829589101105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,suburban_dog_mom,2020/04/06,"fan-fiction pen pals? someone to mend the feeling this isolation brings. quarantined with the boyfriend, but things are so hot and cold. at times his presence can make me feel uneasy. One minute he's tender, the next he's aloof, angry and I'm the only thing available to soak up his wrath. trying to hang in there cause I don't think this is the best time to end it. not wanting relationship advice, but preferring a friend to keep me virtual company. let's play a game, send memes, watch a movie, write quarantine fan-fiction. I'll be your distraction too.",3.0279931389365373,5.646687150943401,3.3078044596912552,88.51069468267582,78.43396226415095,6.873413379073758,24.730703259005146,8.00094639256281,1.5321433962264153,442,16,85,8,11,136,84,106,0.11699999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.127,0.2818,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,14,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,5,6,4,9,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,4,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242926959858834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26088812563973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553784903043731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018392366571496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139710360916684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920660964695272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096520783598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420816348287506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594100756608554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438665334862765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684563494064713,0.18906988118427545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669010755306393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063616718378647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33031475490418016,0.15929147614314804,0.0,0.0,0.2899188324964893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878163426619944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662946374424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GeckoGojira,2020/04/06,"Not a quarantine posting. I actually like quarantine. It makes me feel less weird. I'm an absolute loner. I mostly keep to myself. Still I miss talking to someone. That's why I'm here. To be honest: I tend to be very tiring to others. I get very excited about the stupid things I like. Normal people care about their families and jobs, so I bore them to death. A few things I could talk about for hours for are gaming (I'm on PS4), handiworks of many kinds (sewing, nailart, theatrical makeup.... I find new hobbies every few months) or artworks. But mostly gaming tbh. To anybody thinking about answering (as if there would be people interested.. Haha to myself): I'll be hospitalized in June for my drinking and depression, so there's a chance I won't be a friend for long. Sorry about that.",2.386964705882356,5.070957053333334,3.7418431372549072,83.95111764705884,81.8,6.729411764705883,22.823529411764717,7.928766900206844,1.5006941176470594,618,21,113,12,17,202,100,150,0.147,0.728,0.125,-0.3356,1,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,0,11,14,1,0,6,1,9,2,0,1,0,17,20,8,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,16,9,21,12,5,9,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.16979174536714467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739712117911194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891898760294885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985963012087558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044657508327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465963271559137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402480257787844,0.0,0.08797592090974582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902614654320854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442630380273482,0.0,0.09090398782415003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134772997058026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266087562656446,0.15465267792906173,0.0,0.18118658916173594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000805789476084,0.0,0.0,0.153978036079947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614145706319227,0.1764012562717187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887928772788602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804320311311008,0.0,0.0,0.17047587264249256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412492167459383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663688006884445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742342309322526,0.0,0.0,0.19477054700078006,0.0,0.0,0.13895076953751798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796974318625173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311859948708861,0.11148747623244502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997897667926734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871243464148214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570013201741592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359939935795225,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TonyGostev,2020/04/06,"Hi stranger, have a good day Today my world collapsed like card home. My girlfriend leaving me tomorrow. I feel it will be cold night. In the morning her father will pick up her. Back to early days, 6 months ago, when we were in love I make her a proposal and present ring with tiny brilliant... She answered “yes”. We had together good days, I think so. I working hard and often got overtime’s at my work ( I am a UI/IX designer) She never worked and doing whatever she wants. We living together, I paid her bills. Today I found that she is cheating me... She said that I am terrible person, not giving her much time and thinking only about myself :( Couple words about me: don’t even have family, having no friends. Starting today I will live alone. So, I wanna make friends... I got a bunch of memes that I can send to. We can talk about whatever you want. I scared of loneliness.",1.8005665634674912,4.30802427647059,2.9618266253869976,89.76400928792572,82.70588235294119,5.931888544891643,23.06501547987616,7.273561745256523,1.0319999999999996,677,24,133,10,19,217,115,170,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.5739,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,1,0,3,9,9,1,1,5,1,16,1,0,3,1,24,31,7,0,3,1,1,2,1,3,3,0,2,1,1,4,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,7,5,35,6,13,20,2,23,0,0,0,1,26,5,0,1,18,88,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407389838151288,0.0,0.0,0.14496546724094878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076273695370332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548728179661591,0.0,0.2708048952826649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244807412271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195013030479796,0.0,0.0707724322497746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534685676572866,0.2162790995555867,0.0,0.0,0.1342708296694253,0.0,0.23479838190191446,0.22389167586547767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538455456702227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040012149188824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820675218622462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838168691417386,0.0,0.2471900343072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632730920632593,0.0,0.186860525389154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172176295491264,0.0,0.10289317501981048,0.0,0.10795256946458658,0.0,0.0,0.13135123961078576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064525817082576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221535969116765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314238392488886,0.0,0.14013318928289478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907063898430746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250162170642942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937271418741135,0.0,0.0,0.08161693446830695,0.0,0.3980221765826324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511445262780305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056968662128265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aiyengar100,2020/04/06,"I’m glad everyone’s alone and sad during coronavirus. Because now everyone gets a taste of what being unseen feels like. Something I’ve had to face my whole life. I’m lustfully savoring sweet vengeance. And nothing you say can hurt me. I’ll just get even more turned on and high off sweeett fucking revenge 😊 🔥",3.2735000000000016,5.8378446833333335,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,77.16666666666666,7.333333333333335,30.0,8.344100000000001,2.442000000000001,251,12,47,5,6,78,53,60,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.129,-0.5709,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,3,4,8,2,4,0,2,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603884934181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532592947239458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605620082064532,0.0,0.0,0.4804726170745312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271221854403795,0.17960980618666525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324276668315642,0.2627062832182632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26563209465712795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691432790087125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758074232971505,0.12282790358186775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412379688378226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199934052268586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355034304382426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734656190311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806941185415913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theavoidantpinecone,2020/04/06,"My sanity left me All I wish is to be loved , appreciated and understood. I am a decent human , I have changed for the better , I am at a point where I'm not completely disgusted to be myself. I don't understand why I have to suffer every day not feeling the warm embrace of a loving partner that could prove to me that I'm not completely worthless. I carry toxic crushes that only harm me further , I barely sleep at night , end up crying or punching myself in the head because of frustration. The past 4 years have been nothing but a steady decline in my sanity from loneliness and today I feel I finally broke down. why the fuck can't you love me",4.484314236111112,5.592308039062503,6.1816666666666675,76.07444444444445,70.171875,9.126388888888886,29.847222222222207,9.444778638647367,2.8165493055555566,511,20,93,11,9,176,85,128,0.21899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.12,-0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,9,0,12,6,2,0,2,15,23,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,3,19,5,14,18,1,17,0,3,0,4,6,10,1,1,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270403742559478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900714892096273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822983562405795,0.0,0.35329681366761045,0.0,0.0,0.13451782370415186,0.0,0.18506771692650306,0.10865586639398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492235531966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195193351392354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703774210185273,0.0,0.0,0.18456195194907216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575733815042087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290941174755795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305435731624572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456180191832797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810736427349206,0.0,0.16166140803806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813687304264396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083352645934887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592683571542798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860199140460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969964056766314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539395170646987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30405456119316465,0.0,0.19374404971765868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849580026174004 lonely,Ifeelliketalkingrn,2020/04/06,"This is probably one in a million, but here's to talking. I had a rough time as a kid. I was sensitive, and too eager to fit in, and kids have a pretty good ability to hone in on weakness. I had some good friends when I was growing up, but I was never what you would call top of the pecking order. I never had a relationship with a girl, not a real one anyway. I always felt like I didn't know what I was doing, and that I was inexperienced. I had a popularity spike when I turned 16, right up until I turned 19 but because I was so inexperienced, I pushed women away before anything could really turn into anything. I had chances, a lot of them, with girls that I'd consider out of my league, but I'd always pull myself away before it got serious. As I've got older, those opportunities have become non-existent, probably because I'm not mingling with new people. Now I would say I'm pretty much a failure, I haven't succeeded in achieving the career I wanted, and I don't know if I ever will. I haven't had a real relationship and I'm almost 30. It's cripplingly lonely, and I think the only way I'm able to deal with it is because I'm numb. I only feel things when I listen to music, and I don't even know if that's just self-indulging in depression, if that makes any sense. I don't know what to do. I can't even bring myself to have sex with a woman because I feel like I'll embarrass myself at this point. I realize that all of this is self-defeating, but I can't get past it, I'm absolutely terrified of people finding out how much of a failure I really am. I don't know what love is, in terms of a romantic relationship, and I'm 30. How do I get past this? Will I ever get past this?",4.0984933605720135,4.139430432584272,6.29956077630235,78.71944330949951,70.51685393258427,9.281716036772217,27.979570990806952,9.218907990703514,2.1568921348314603,1318,42,279,25,22,470,160,356,0.11900000000000001,0.726,0.155,0.8903,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,4,16,16,0,1,17,0,37,4,0,3,5,55,66,25,0,7,11,0,4,2,1,4,2,2,0,6,20,16,0,0,11,0,0,4,13,6,0,3,16,6,41,10,37,45,6,41,0,2,0,2,18,19,0,6,18,195,61,3,0.09126023981389987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138394765929184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518716604611008,0.0,0.0,0.06206009252042088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019880298093388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148399881710094,0.0,0.0,0.2225255805745268,0.10078976492155203,0.1553114848947207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931869083564917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286387557809994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940853000244478,0.0786023108267726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055305540252112,0.16510022331800794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228783862660986,0.0651963335577082,0.08762414173805581,0.0,0.08341020587126037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705074348994062,0.0,0.14303912602580854,0.0,0.0,0.15308951868629614,0.14597830112148116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507712057013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917028688060576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758619239271866,0.08236592946969393,0.0,0.06091691872315404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341735536019823,0.0,0.1407710459196121,0.08813970829081334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368060066293735,0.13881504944474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135467564123266,0.1265367191022991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627042454047408,0.0,0.0,0.1856889450783576,0.19678794752626025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774826463471274,0.1169272929535575,0.0,0.0,0.2939380331063857,0.0,0.07793574616359171,0.0,0.07257380561782907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040866648929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335152388596856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062924822709375,0.05847587674577043,0.0,0.0,0.05321457973089297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779480463989444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053827653913520235,0.07243813054976242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965731195919755,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mynewthrowaway84,2020/04/06,"Hello everyone Just wanted to say hi to everyone. Been a bit of a lurker on this sub as it's been morbidly comforting to know others out there feel the same way I do, particularly as the lockdown has made very little difference to my home life :-/ Not really going anywhere with my post but wanted to show a bit of solidarity as I was passing by.",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,8.045882352941177,67.65647058823532,66.5,11.505882352941176,31.70588235294117,11.20814326018867,3.7468117647058814,273,10,50,8,4,98,52,68,0.024,0.9059999999999999,0.07,0.4678,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,14,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082056359463697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431743070947139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448053730791445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176854395277077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227724062349425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334673188735724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279133632471608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643982727352546,0.0,0.233276737142718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023376406605832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291024941411475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491056684044692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509221452001795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920432008981154,0.2745640684115637,0.1847461888625535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guy_who_needs_help,2020/04/06,"Lonely, forgotten and expendable I (18M) have a group of friends that I've hung around for about a year and a half. They're a really fun group and they do make me feel happy. Having been bullied before (they don't know my darker past), I know the pain of being lonely so I try to change and be a better guy. I just want to be you know, thought of, appreciated... Everytime my name comes out during a conversation, I become genuinely happy, like really really happy. It makes me feel...wanted. Unfortunately, this doesn't happen very often. Most of the time, it's like I'm not there. Invisible. They always go out without me. But when I'm with them and someone else is missing, they're all like ""Hey, where did so and so go?"" I'm too scared to ask or confront them since I don't want to seem clingy or desperate. Then, they celebrate and remember everyone else's birthdays. Mine got missed. I'm the only one in the group that's uninvited to parties, only realising through social media. Even when they surprise-celebrate other birthdays, I'm not even remembered enough to be added into the whatsapp group. I'm always out of the loop. That hurts like shit. I feel like I'm regressing back to my old bullied stage and I'm so scared I'll lose everything. I put on a facade to try and contribute like crazy in conversations but it feels forced and I think they may feel it too. I really am at a loss here... Sometimes, I wonder if they would truly care if I died or something like that. Would they be sad or just move on? I guess the expendable friend will never know...",2.49598262757872,4.789029635179156,4.006211726384365,84.56673344191098,78.3811074918567,7.350662323561346,22.285450597176986,8.344100000000001,1.3972511183496197,1226,37,242,25,30,406,165,307,0.153,0.703,0.14400000000000002,-0.41,0,4,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,10,3,19,28,2,2,15,0,19,2,1,2,2,57,53,25,1,6,13,0,4,7,2,4,1,0,0,1,10,17,0,0,14,0,0,5,7,13,0,2,4,4,31,15,28,40,3,26,0,8,0,0,24,11,1,12,16,147,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164492634011238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646899121651784,0.0908062722291537,0.0,0.0,0.07468930537181437,0.0,0.0,0.10727580166778032,0.08265305541322795,0.0,0.0,0.08590627271404817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903359894287726,0.0,0.10275386768873544,0.08367150568084619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080875111602798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228436755242756,0.0,0.0,0.1003643865835799,0.0,0.12831090212256688,0.0,0.0,0.09281477390990472,0.08729690531905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455668956208501,0.06939185693752539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500894779992738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104058801889624,0.0,0.07768615836685484,0.0,0.10700298480347543,0.09617697217705612,0.08589441875309421,0.3101997538608003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398291891289646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352709492074076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33218004884999114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086670163085254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296741052277223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323704020493774,0.0,0.0,0.07491498176621485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192477676881044,0.0,0.06581985580180724,0.1477480945047213,0.10335639364449956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272446916562102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764552473573164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890362822453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006557892092474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449421856352286,0.0,0.0,0.0884262635941192,0.0,0.0,0.09970566074532168,0.08034944720017634,0.0,0.0,0.09901489311463163,0.08230050217477641,0.07477775295157106,0.09606705159755817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223892436907014,0.0,0.07711277695254384,0.0566390516486349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189390448666402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014492338032743,0.17187473539490214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936327759306716,0.10533662897964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380010370431789,0.0,0.0,0.06255048749746739 lonely,ForSleeplessNights,2020/04/06,"The moment I vowed to start integrating and making something of my early 20s... The shut down started ON MY BIRTHDAY last month in my city. I'm 22 now, but I told myself I'd use it as a marker to break from my anxiety and do the things I've always wanted to. Go to more shows/live music, have my first date, meet new people, go to the gym and work on my body.... Covid-19 said no. I've always been okay (but not really) with hiding inside my room and being alone. Now I feel like being forced to be alone is driving me crazy. I feel more alone than ever. I have no one. I don't want to use dating apps or reddit to find people anymore because I want something real. I've been hurt so many times through internet connections because they just weren't real enough and I let people in wayyy to much even though I ""don't trust people"". It's like when you're alone for so long the moment someone takes notice of you/seems remotely passable you want to pour everything out and you want them to see you for you. It's always a lie. I thought maybe just living for me and seeing where life takes me instead of actively browsing a subreddit and passing judgement based off texts would be more sustainable. Allowing myself to be happy out and about instead of needing to be around my phone 24/7. Now that I cant go out it feels like I need people more than ever because there's no possibility of social communication. There are no options to explore and meet people along the way on my adventures and journey to where I want to be. Sleeping is so much more hard. It feels like I cant sleep alone even though I've never slept near anyone. My ""friends"" or the people I do chat online off/on are all in relationships and all they do is talk about their S.Os and how theyre there for eachother during this quarantine. I don't know how to be okay right now.",3.9625203252032506,5.203116850948512,4.673875338753387,85.89504065040651,71.54742547425474,7.201084010840107,24.777777777777786,7.526774132740827,1.0936981029810289,1454,41,293,16,27,467,189,369,0.131,0.787,0.08199999999999999,-0.9181,1,6,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,4,2,28,11,0,0,10,2,28,5,4,6,5,57,58,26,0,9,7,0,5,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,8,19,0,0,8,2,0,7,12,1,0,2,7,8,39,10,48,41,10,48,0,1,2,0,18,18,0,3,25,193,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148406089080855,0.0,0.0,0.1999697673806156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128269108284029,0.0,0.07944598674128721,0.056013641587896935,0.0,0.0,0.07131344175451855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464999738878934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898235052897656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827733703858554,0.0,0.10582165833385436,0.14492523117282946,0.0,0.0,0.07199624611361574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202081473433574,0.17168832705221132,0.0,0.0,0.07321760761511466,0.0681401467144705,0.0,0.0,0.06189153531620406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658231457500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527685963101034,0.07176137317972221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575767713990788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402547038079986,0.0652990212491732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191624558977778,0.0565829175562801,0.15654763125338256,0.0,0.07073716678854322,0.07089339503038469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053472965395599335,0.08121732334755846,0.08047963454730421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394174427136821,0.0,0.11777775270232704,0.1187986967606092,0.06178452082722152,0.07736917214792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120392106256862,0.0,0.0,0.054283511198362916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38875944651815336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031016142764517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823617477485019,0.051319479226468005,0.0,0.0,0.08600641990325593,0.0,0.06841211842354622,0.07620141357813418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276720136551541,0.0729276600741043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603324657099694,0.08166040465626836,0.06787557002385136,0.12334268862447335,0.0,0.0,0.11340224670983992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046306360847366,0.06438808102383603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322044778959443,0.0,0.15741215233379574,0.06359710516298853,0.04671184032507268,0.0,0.0,0.07654698962092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837583857515973,0.0,0.0,0.2834999867401307,0.06358630294176508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058319854392283675,0.0,0.0,0.0569066944044673,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s0cia11yinept,2020/04/06,"I’ve forgotten how to socialise with people my age... I haven’t interacted in real life with anyone my age for 3 months... I graduated last year and moved countries to China with my family to have a gap year. It’s been 3 months or so since I have spoken to anyone my age in real life because of the virus (I’ve had phone calls and text my friends but no real interaction) Where I live things are starting to clear up again (I’m not here to be starting any arguments about the virus and China lying about statistics, I’m just saying how things are around me) places are starting into open up again and I’ve come to the realisation that I might have the opportunity to interact with people my age again in the near future..... thing is I don’t think I want to. I’m at this point where the thought of socialising scares me and I’d much rather remain by myself at home, occasionally texting friends :/ but at the same time 3 months is fucking 3 months... mentally I don’t think I SHOULD be like this for longer than I need to be but idk.... I’m just scared, lonely has become my normal :/",3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,4.916666666666668,83.85750000000003,71.96296296296295,7.807407407407408,24.14814814814815,8.278499904357787,1.2634037037037036,848,23,176,13,16,279,116,216,0.126,0.7929999999999999,0.081,-0.8753,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,1,2,8,0,19,3,0,2,1,36,33,12,0,5,8,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,7,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,20,4,33,25,2,37,0,1,0,1,8,16,1,2,20,112,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440573851149794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357493773321656,0.0,0.0,0.1104929608322103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566229441211521,0.13708059716160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267402206473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691824051486958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700912637701652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917893406709792,0.11474677988703501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450230644747967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117422493928924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533900873385072,0.060638677866642524,0.0,0.10960008109344688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508359217482234,0.1316715217993689,0.0,0.0,0.3962850464931787,0.1319197330663258,0.09124235414860904,0.09203327889623213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161107718320045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209811959492535,0.0,0.12967880150478184,0.0,0.117333355451301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238266087471212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870506812001796,0.24853119912107274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267320339320546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355795686724914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473790932709717,0.15906194661923811,0.0,0.0985372782035275,0.07237526918425144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732090897127974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598581981322587 lonely,axumite_788,2020/04/06,"Not being able to commit I am never be able to go futher or the extra to connect with people it like everyone can talk about regular topics at length while I can't everyone seem to have a switch in them that allows to do it by instinct while I am just stuck at a certain mode. Is not I am unapproachable as a person like I can make people laugh and crack jokes but that's it ,nothing else beyond going to work. I never join anyone for a party ,prom or drinks etc it always just go home and workout watch some youtube play games never anything deep.",4.9566795366795375,5.375990819819823,5.689781209781213,82.51297297297299,68.72972972972974,7.784298584298584,25.76705276705277,7.447530270364453,1.2548728442728443,435,11,85,4,7,142,78,111,0.035,0.81,0.156,0.8825,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,5,19,17,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,1,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,15,14,3,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,7,61,13,2,0.3733955424593736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155347501709724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054342258319576,0.0,0.1536363580409754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289273922125696,0.0,0.0,0.1559620313276496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821736624812465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567954423343653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31831393752497217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727308694918335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824222011082775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462221202776858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319784921745381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791415467616193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588654542579668,0.1630172925690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996263904960107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500605965285404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591820101493562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ScandiSom,2020/04/06,"The smartphone is the prime reason for my loneliness Before my iPhone I had a crappy HTC phone with a small screen. I didn’t think of buying a smartphone before i suddenly had the money. I know my iPhone is a problem but I obviously can throw it away. So I’m hoping that it accidentally gets destroyed. It could take a while since it has survived many falls and beatings.",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,4.823333333333338,81.855,72.75,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5098722222222218,297,10,55,4,6,96,51,72,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.114,-0.4372,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,14,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,4,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804921613975043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217670661988743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447853139646165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601794080429787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451074202413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684925701078997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108317850950768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933630026927617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152231955378391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536124957918241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051577887643646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964490048738483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JonTuna,2020/04/06,"I can't sleep and I think if I out this here it'll help I almost died 2 nights ago. Quick background, been physically abused since 4 and suicidal since 11. Didn't go public til late 20s, 31 now. Grew up introvert and now omnivert. I have lots of friends but there's no one I really like. Anyways, I havn't been living the best lifestyle and recently too much drugs caused me to go to the ER. On the ride there I can slowly feel life fade and it's just a wierd feeling. I consider myself to be a level headed person even under dire circumstances, there were a few thoughts going on. I am glad I got over depression though I'm still hard on myself, I apoligized to everyone I've hurt and wronged, and lastly I felt alone but I was glad to have this nurse at my side. So in my 20s I kind of lucked out I guess(I would never consider myself anything great) because I never had trouble getting attraction and hooking up, I just don't want anyone to be with me because I abused my ex at 20 and I dont deserve anyone. Well I'm laying on the stretcher and my hearts going as fast as a machine gun and I'm thinken 'It really must be nice for people to have someone they can think about, I'm in my last moments and I have no one to pour my last thoughts into.' I'm putting this here because I know if I don't it'll somehow fuck me up in a month. Here's to hoping we all find someone who understands them.",2.9777021943573665,4.196700782758622,4.158495297805644,88.7264890282132,73.93103448275863,7.065830721003136,26.285266457680247,7.520522993642371,1.2461034482758624,1097,38,235,13,22,359,166,290,0.14800000000000002,0.705,0.147,0.392,0,1,1,1,2,0,23.0,1,0,2,1,20,17,1,0,9,0,24,6,3,1,4,45,47,21,2,6,6,1,4,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,8,17,0,0,10,0,0,7,9,5,2,2,10,4,38,12,34,30,5,44,0,2,0,1,9,19,1,7,19,157,46,0,0.0,0.2639227038577647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098727358995615,0.0,0.11152613423410183,0.11535107635819013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575220239196452,0.0,0.09165226657479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367979064170494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688135870222922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441296861214285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592726176658987,0.0,0.11558983179810273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053085757600866,0.0,0.12915982586672026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356224251374649,0.0,0.0,0.10642373787843763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262925428894935,0.0,0.10693761917641048,0.0,0.10179487814615537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604817203138003,0.10296454037771807,0.0581889240524651,0.0,0.2531882793761661,0.0,0.0890768894491125,0.12279150665134797,0.12269229484941173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997702666936445,0.0,0.1143030454871754,0.0,0.0,0.13198010038024166,0.074652421794399,0.0,0.0,0.11062066377500787,0.0,0.0,0.11922941187103395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598008985538172,0.061208875005846874,0.2723568603633508,0.12563603119286354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866756898249781,0.05441227720549576,0.0,0.09834630641711324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468717788121704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889858981424688,0.0,0.08187355729843886,0.0,0.1717987782935228,0.0,0.0,0.1045180425273502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094138111778732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721351222842984,0.09724849342531794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196279742668253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269955833148626,0.0,0.10996953370876016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842613658857688,0.0,0.11145559341145247,0.0,0.1887356226114236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894434632824991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218263476859818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272941028374314,0.1094255288275421,0.17683887199773013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159454690028648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569195476483265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013964410220312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911771787265301,0.12177125306060108,0.0,0.0 lonely,biteme81,2020/04/06,"Be careful what you wish for Six weeks ago I was thinking about ending my life after years of traumatic events and mental health problems but now I find myself fighting to stay alive terrified I'm going to die if I catch covid 19 , why am I okay with taking my own life but not okay with something taking it from me ?",3.7100000000000013,5.370403174603176,4.120825396825399,87.96028571428577,72.80952380952381,6.309841269841268,23.711111111111112,6.742157984588678,0.7437834920634927,252,7,49,2,5,79,52,63,0.23600000000000002,0.619,0.145,-0.8765,0,0,1,0,2,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,11,10,4,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,3,9,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191655493155456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437425356275142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481115588320331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117404886558969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850093131093246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586605693774348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541147440876209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377171307570741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092112849907804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287527639769811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840437922836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548113091898827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594940130437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531830954583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176339322911795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215718832536628,0.0,0.2749127659983369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539499179077988 lonely,ejd13002,2020/04/06,"Anyone interested in texting on here? I've been feeling pretty isolated with this quarantine. If anyone wants to talk, I'm around. 29M from the northeast.",3.0967857142857165,6.2217765357142865,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,87.2142857142857,7.085714285714286,28.42857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.9289714285714283,125,6,19,3,4,41,26,28,0.075,0.684,0.24100000000000002,0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233666969069328,0.0,0.0,0.3968178408988195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253879083022699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534946700333564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582822349179065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629187660027981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Orracle_94,2020/04/06,"Birthday tomorrow :( It's my birthday tomorrow and I kinda just want to skip it, like is that an option? I'm torn between hating it and loving it. I really hate the attention and don't want anyone to talk to me but at the same time in my every day life I feel like I'm just a useless side character in everyones life that people just forget about, so for once it would be nice if people focused on me but at the same time I know it's just a obligatory hbd",2.134375000000002,3.6605336875000014,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.70833333333334,7.716666666666668,23.458333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.473795833333334,358,11,75,7,8,124,60,96,0.136,0.7040000000000001,0.16,0.3453,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,21,13,7,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,11,11,2,11,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,3,7,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200183255532552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941977365300466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520736872455852,0.2213880805397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714855593650915,0.1655181536874411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574884203020546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732981964059384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272965683211328,0.22638238138335184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910771861896965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467404569539364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212469624682242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842544503068303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622226345012488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701985987759325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273311501028084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458470681152018,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,H3RM1TT,2020/04/06,"INCEL pain Whenever my roommate and her boyfriend are having sex in the next room (walls are thin) I wish I were dead. Her boyfriend moved in a few months ago..they fuck a lot, once I could hear them all the way out in the parking lot...😶",0.2437414965986377,2.5357072857142846,0.8398979591836735,103.58664965986395,88.3877551020408,4.082993197278912,18.37074829931973,5.46131890053228,-0.7274925170068034,183,5,44,1,6,55,38,49,0.214,0.7340000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,4,6,3,11,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240759860886725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685306517214875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25109279403195645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30611656077768945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46181467845100393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679109351699288,0.28867123239696457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885309849155866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892485578701036,0.0,0.0,0.2890049682772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558598853582805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123302911333282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oe_wa,2020/04/06,"I lost all my friends . I am a teen and I feel the same way . One of my closest friends had two other friends and they would always talk to each other and he would go sit with them and whenever I asked why he would make up excuses . I am a possessive friend and I get a little jealous whenever someone else talks to him .We reached the highest point in our friendship last November and in the same month we broke our friendship . He stopped talking to me and he went to all my other friends and told them about me and they stopped talking to me , basically leaving me with no friends . Even when we were together with them I felt left out , they didn't think of me as highly as what I thought of them .Now , he hangs out with my friends and I'm all alone .Being a socially awkward person it's hard to make friends .Idk why but I get emotionally attached to people instantly if they talk to me and listen to me . I consider some people as my friends but I don't think that they consider me as a friend. It's difficult to see my friends hanging out and playing together and stuff.The most lonely I felt was when I went to school and was the first in my class and the class was empty and when it was time to go home I was the last one to leave .I thought that my friends would wait for me but I was alone and from that day onwards I realized no one will wait for me and I am Before we used to play together and enjoy but nowadays I feel sad and lonely , I love my family and they love me back but friends are an important part of life , they are needed to keep you happy . Ik my story is kinda scattered I'm sorry. I just want someone to talk to .",2.35381663767523,4.090760587537098,3.4031965619564133,91.3610682492582,76.65578635014836,6.784774378389442,26.457484907397927,7.6298220110432995,1.2992256011460148,1286,50,281,18,29,413,152,337,0.11,0.6970000000000001,0.193,0.99,0,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,6,1,11,2,8,27,1,1,12,0,22,3,0,3,3,71,53,34,0,7,7,0,5,0,13,5,1,1,1,1,10,33,0,5,9,2,0,6,4,8,0,5,17,7,61,19,40,30,9,33,0,5,1,2,51,12,0,4,13,195,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376440650733022,0.0,0.0,0.05775016216982104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488390407301288,0.0,0.0,0.05336783028374222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059058177228549814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476020598855512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057978612480915674,0.07807079971196687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584106395113916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654284517991597,0.0,0.07018607198746055,0.0,0.13327854268532774,0.0,0.0,0.059035491833314864,0.0,0.0,0.6970833825656695,0.0,0.07252204657133911,0.0,0.07888843318223229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388245539612454,0.062172862322283175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332973883826527,0.06961844266776107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689970812117065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131479757985424,0.0,0.14697883691856886,0.07540826843962639,0.0,0.049022500366726125,0.0,0.06956161242973449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576328687252745,0.0,0.12528066841966728,0.0,0.09265617889386324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539806565955966,0.0,0.0,0.051462609273557766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109099862067326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515838594342511,0.0,0.09623278005137176,0.06060139351283207,0.0,0.0,0.06560975224140346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024113022866256,0.05530645649373902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074921884731636,0.11761253396226436,0.0,0.0,0.07769273394056314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605065659356155,0.0,0.0,0.07945162781490038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347085864702067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894329211487524,0.0,0.11019895211569183,0.04047036293575091,0.0,0.0,0.06631904095491756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779818006512796,0.0,0.0,0.0599432645952692,0.0,0.0,0.04093661362875527,0.05509011719271916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867746355095866,0.12525365856840015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721206101027866,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheJoax,2020/04/06,"Just wanted to put my thoughts/feelings somewhere This post might be a little confusing because i'm just writing things that are going through my head while i'm writing this, and sorry for any mistakes in english, it's not my native language &#x200B; I always was shy since a little kid, and ended up discovering i have social anxiety. My family was always good to me, so the only friends i always had was my parents, sister and cousins, and no one was real mean to me from what i can remember I never really accepted that i felt kinda lonely in my teenage years, im that kind of person that acts like it doesn't care about nothing and no one, but if i really felt that i woudn't be writing here. That is totally my fault, i know, but idk I wasn't suicidal, i usually tought about suicide and those things, specially when Etika, a man that i really admired was found dead, but i never got even close of actually do it, just thoughts that flew through my mind, when those thoughts passed through my mind, i usually (and still do) think that i'm being pretentious or something, and that i shoudn't be exagerating things. But these last 2 years were different, when i discovered i had social anxiety i decided to talk with my mother about it and she put me in a psychologist, and it helped me alot, last year i started to talk with people in school and in games, i got to see a movie in the cinema with friends of my cousin that i didn't knew, i got 3 fun friends in world of warcraft and got into a group of friends in the last year of my college that made me realise how good and fun it is to have friends to laugh and joke etc. I was always quiet and the guys in my class would usually come to me, put me in conversations and ask what i like and all, they really helped my self steem, showing me two girls in another class that liked me, showing me that i was cute, but needed to take better care of myself, which i did, i took interest in what clothes i used, take care of the way i walk etc. But i never answered the way that i wanted, i never thanked them or the girls that used to talk with me, i always gave that cold and distant response to them like i didn't care or didn't wanted that, but i really wanted, and i am eternally grateful for them for making that the changing year in my life. And the friends that i made online, i used wow to train my social abilities and show my true self that i didn't show to anyone exept close family, i used to make jokes all the time, lighten the mood as much as i could, i honestly felt happier online than anywere, i made friends that joked with me, i got a real high post in the guild as the right hand of the guild master, alan, my biggest friend i made in the game and i felt really helpful to the guild, helped in events and everything. I can say with all the confidence that 2019 was the best year of my life. I felt confident, i left the psychologyst thinking that i was ready to take my very own steps since i made 18 years and could feel better. But now my college years are over, i lost contact with the guys i used to play online, along the year everyone in the guild just stopped playing. Alan was the best friend i made in Wow, i don't really talk anymore since he usually is working. One of those friends, i called her Tsu, one of the funniest girls i ever met, she had a real problem with depression and one day just unfriended us, and disappeared, she ended up showing again to one of our friend in common, but i never got to talk to her again. Because of my stupid way of acting, i just ended up not talking with the guys of the college, i don't have of them, most likely will never see them again to say how much they meant for me, and even if i did met them again, they probably won't even remember me. I talk to my cousins, that were my childhood friends, barely once in a week, sending them images or videos that i think are funny. Even with my family that always supported me and were kind, i feel like i'm being distant, today was my mother's birthday and i barely spoke to her, i wanted to do more, feel more, say more, but i don't know what or how. With the quarantine i just lay around doing nothing, playing games and listening to music, making me remember of those times and how they were meaningful to me, but i didn't embrace it enough. I just feel empty the whole day, except in this moments of memory where i feel kind of sad or when i'm seeing something funny in the internet. I don't cry, i just feel anxious and weird. This year, once this whole coronavirus stuff is over, i'm going to try to find a job, get a driving license and idk, just hope to get new friends to have those moments again. My dream is to go live in Canada alone, to be my own man, live my life, but the more i think about my current state, i don't think i have what i need to live alone in a country that i don't know, that too makes me kind of frustrated Idk, just found out this subreddit and thought that i should putting my feelings out somewhere, things that i never told anyone",10.24175785313085,6.003361715415021,9.61627626378199,73.55236634075308,61.29249011857708,12.98464738922405,39.576242978988965,10.247446810586672,3.7416932806324112,3944,131,818,59,38,1271,350,1012,0.09300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.19,0.9991,4,5,2,0,0,1,110.0,2,0,11,7,40,66,2,1,43,0,66,5,2,19,13,183,158,67,3,16,34,7,13,6,13,5,3,6,0,12,61,53,0,1,36,17,0,18,25,11,0,7,58,23,149,54,117,87,21,123,0,4,3,0,87,43,0,14,62,564,210,8,0.0,0.0,0.03566059731882997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569484365798565,0.0,0.0,0.182439712424022,0.039594214990050704,0.04440362119736329,0.02485042392165888,0.03831841505263936,0.05591043428301425,0.041283073503846836,0.03624073569765053,0.05110328824690506,0.0,0.0,0.03253092698982353,0.03416267693823107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455242319265517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669903439847707,0.06463844775593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731438485763782,0.0,0.14903168090318994,0.0,0.03865754093666008,0.03147847111592365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835306146522357,0.0,0.04014065780900496,0.04713429250974106,0.0,0.03147434471878305,0.0,0.0,0.038179550915338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970984840368862,0.03775858242816151,0.08150998246279341,0.09654495860824287,0.033055143590569235,0.0,0.034918305292583475,0.03284240065043558,0.0,0.10334817671581847,0.0,0.14781749878508538,0.026106253813814574,0.17543456507462546,0.0,0.03339954697314725,0.0,0.0,0.08013480352479338,0.3670283830455471,0.0,0.038184312169749525,0.0,0.06230451362641055,0.06130089857770288,0.17536016394297393,0.0,0.0,0.10854964361130767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037503556234345634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797573763195866,0.038609578349008036,0.0,0.03629534337326229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947260090644957,0.0,0.03626318785475503,0.0,0.0,0.15221522063272738,0.06024906360208141,0.08936201817643417,0.0,0.0,0.03970396587534964,0.0,0.07743398921471585,0.1071180854010091,0.07325116842739053,0.09680414596393806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989089020124513,0.0,0.0,0.2074666433858506,0.09757067337748468,0.0,0.0,0.03980592911562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038766240220486116,0.07379582005317813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372646979196074,0.05419219204296353,0.19728895151845008,0.035293358846304364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012779288302418,0.0,0.0,0.0778339880172891,0.14857448156468944,0.02779252080773952,0.0,0.0,0.04057656394990938,0.0,0.0,0.02533424446888561,0.03190784922953789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999599027328329,0.0,0.0393994249774248,0.03496661840225381,0.0,0.1469428238433895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247814554126588,0.16387221448842085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418794032632892,0.03120743544136307,0.0,0.08718113824682178,0.0,0.03698336396462448,0.08735987604881819,0.0,0.07624442517645037,0.0,0.0,0.09068598917720362,0.0,0.0,0.11175264844081903,0.0,0.05626501679982433,0.0,0.04090678278348783,0.025865251468991195,0.0,0.02918320574951695,0.030551499222473823,0.0,0.0,0.04183287568828591,0.07994399907356425,0.041468447884973066,0.0,0.0,0.08242713500017176,0.20560258176965265,0.0,0.03364379101847277,0.0,0.0,0.09710991133305172,0.11707606831595604,0.0,0.08703293799546091,0.04261691568347143,0.0,0.03463839469524265,0.034918305292583475,0.040600504547081535,0.024810229175189002,0.0,0.03569710170273719,0.0,0.04395660719040096,0.15780665576833222,0.16098735873717845,0.03015171814092346,0.10776974091838228,0.08701815510483181,0.029312508745199906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815976817554829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02660366515226156,0.0,0.0,0.025959026452213374,0.0,0.04440362119736329,0.2353242836918024 lonely,YoureAveragePotatoe,2020/04/06,"Having trouble with these ""abilties"" Yes, you've seen that right;""abilities"" as long as I can remember I have these 2 abilities: **Remote viewing** *Seeing other people or objects outside of the visual spectrum* **Precognitive dreaming** *dreaming about the (near future) ***back story*** Most people say its genetically, but I was adopted when I was ~4-5 years old. So I've never really had the option to ask my real parents, my current parents are really suspicious about it, and dont want to tell me anything about it. I also needed to go to the doctor way more often than other classmates. Because of this I developed social anxiety and never came outside as a child, this is also probably my biggest regret in life so far. ***why am i on this subreddit?*** I want to tell people but I can't without them thinking im crazy or delusional. And because I cant say it (bad) things happen. 4 years ago someone lost his arm because I didnt tell him that there was going to be an accident. This is really stressfull especially for a 15yr old. ***project STARGATE*** There was a $20.000.000 dollar military funded program in the 1970's-1980's called;""Project STARGATE"" this was a program to investigate these ""remote viewing"" and ""precognitive dreaming"" abilities. **the dreams are all personal related> family,friends or environments I've been to** Questions are always welcome :) So yeah that's kinda what I'm struggling with lately, if someone just want to chat feel free to send me a PM. If not then that's also ok, I just wanted to share my story. Hope you have a nice day in these unfortunate times.",1.842916666666671,4.3759291250000025,3.452500000000004,79.8091666666667,101.5,5.605555555555557,25.81944444444445,7.016131500887134,2.1280527777777776,1260,59,196,25,54,414,173,288,0.109,0.764,0.127,0.815,3,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,0,1,1,1,16,11,0,1,13,3,22,3,1,0,3,37,39,22,0,9,11,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,21,7,0,0,4,5,3,4,8,5,0,0,11,7,22,7,29,27,3,28,0,2,4,0,20,7,0,11,16,138,43,4,0.1113995061430319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874894073421683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672584344451488,0.0926933131393766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522031728556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091672301702642,0.0,0.10414350041579623,0.0,0.0,0.0856593439428493,0.09301393446895144,0.203724314915876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741135786057142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184346561105072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402211493864425,0.0,0.0,0.13055939153940374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632693748656075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606698210768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662181308742304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851021537976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106448453825566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033058288570538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256634951502889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786847656636153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985850573985612,0.0,0.0,0.12160572041152715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260132226704119,0.17183633339843965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337900845663088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473919366582155,0.0,0.0,0.23169117316096546,0.09726975188483593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010750910818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479294185486126,0.0,0.0,0.12679702644641733,0.2140961285478232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126193924424175,0.09513456956958874,0.0,0.1771787170674336,0.0,0.0,0.08877098345331534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135577676422117,0.18877688009985927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645895124662466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292104235503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400888189746814,0.07138030542154516,0.0,0.0,0.06495794788309953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628252599393623,0.08842374275614086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052072720932118,0.0,0.0,0.10738514862123563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347525915967144 lonely,jeonies,2020/04/06,"Just Want Genuine Love Honestly, this post may seem childish but maybe I'm lonely because of quarantine, but I really really just wish I could find someone that genuinely cared about me and loved me, you know? I'm about to go into college and I've never really dated not even in highschool. No one has really showed interest in me and if it was they were people who got on my nerves or were rude or just wanted to manipulate me.. all of this lack of dating experience has left me SO deprived of just physical and verbal affection and I'm afraid once I do start dating I'll be so inexperienced that I'll turn people off.",4.496630236794172,5.921495803278687,6.042568306010928,75.88430783242259,70.47540983606558,9.684517304189436,26.67030965391621,9.994966539143718,2.688456102003643,496,16,92,13,9,169,82,122,0.151,0.66,0.19,0.7785,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,9,9,1,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,29,24,12,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,11,5,13,17,2,13,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,5,5,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412890583044875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088549462285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948167977495794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236584870115575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313922138945354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711176846563258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640268188828518,0.0,0.14973868387596587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289241622138086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341745107279208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379506619891114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808984852543897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439729043225624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938551603401716,0.12686659744618656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595925782776887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930709959061295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797573015040045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044004503512564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863274921881054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325168256918528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364397434095272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085699014770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529627227610806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mtorres266,2020/04/06,"Tips on how to deal with loneliness? So I'm pretty lonely, and tbh, I'm not social at all, I heard that ppl like listening to those ASMR videos where people talk to them, but the thing is, I'm hard of hearing, so I can't understand anything that is said on those videos unless I see the subtitles which kinda defeats the purpose cuz I just want to listen to them in bed while falling asleep, where can I find regular audio like those ASMR comfort videos? I looked it up on YouTube and it's all ASMR Other than that, I'm open to any suggestions you may have",3.1876007866273355,4.737682017699118,3.92613569321534,89.27695181907573,73.95575221238937,7.146116027531957,24.059980334316613,7.793537801064563,1.0815455260570306,440,13,92,6,9,140,76,113,0.087,0.805,0.109,0.5434,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,2,17,19,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,11,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,9,9,3,16,16,2,11,0,2,2,0,12,9,0,2,3,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858809143481819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493594271481016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180205483117404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982826650183065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485939990724304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080746111105909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267080724260968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295371787980434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894998870458895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780855578337797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000941138760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781699027872045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786362188226163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970074124961805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815952835227685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845571020590829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122330986487513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nanothatfox,2020/04/06,"Does anyone know how to get over someone? I've been stuck on this same girl for months now and it's been hurting me in every way, I want to get over her.",-0.6950000000000003,1.297818029411765,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,89.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.5761529411764703,119,2,30,0,4,38,29,34,0.138,0.8240000000000001,0.038,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,7,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674043217225399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346675379540591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221421946696605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996083401467607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093997968711362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017382037587976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052524040917884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240321509051917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255674377214986,0.3035555576636637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CommanderL3,2020/04/06,"Do you ever hate hanging out with people do you folks ever hate hanging out with people, because when the hang out ends you go home and know the loneliness will be even 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lonely,jelloapcalysp,2020/04/06,Sad Anyone ever wonder what’s its like having a bunch of notifications on your phone all the time and always having people asking you to hangout and going to parties or something I long for that my life on quarantine is just for the most part the same 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lonely,AtomicSpazz,2020/04/06,Idek what to do anymore.. I feel like a monster. Like anyone who gets to know me runs from me.. I lost my ex and best friend on the same day.. I lost everyone I used to know.. I have a few friends still but.. no one actually tries to talk.. I get left on read constantly and they leave for hours on end.. it’s fucking quarantine what could you possibly be busy with.. ive felt lonely for years.. even in my relationship I felt alone.. I’m tired.. I’m so tired of waiting for someone who treats me like I’m important.. I don’t have the strength to be alone anymore.. i don’t even wanna try.. I wanna just shut the world out and secure my place of being alone so that I don’t have to deal with anymore betrayal.. it’s not like anyone would miss me anyway..,-0.1694230769230778,2.078482698717949,1.7481538461538475,96.42184615384615,90.60256410256409,5.171282051282052,18.6974358974359,6.742157984588678,0.046980512820512736,575,17,133,8,20,189,92,156,0.12300000000000001,0.716,0.161,0.8504,0,6,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,4,7,15,1,0,5,0,13,3,0,1,0,21,29,6,0,4,3,1,3,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,3,21,10,21,20,3,16,0,4,0,1,10,9,1,0,10,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.11934076607416592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799773970094824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638467232542887,0.17102084728889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833943077882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215577381338478,0.0,0.09764136864801623,0.0,0.0,0.07886915811006495,0.12607917697432305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831569800508664,0.0,0.0,0.16154734058285786,0.0,0.0,0.11685663216381705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061835242783722,0.08736646505419411,0.2348417801834043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896723208360666,0.11305832383541277,0.12778656020847934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043441402608535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441856364581786,0.0,0.0,0.12949110567909453,0.13287219115774002,0.0,0.0,0.2389856093895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669954938462724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286920664131972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777062632650302,0.0,0.0,0.1378674898499228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232654425869308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129739816200348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361884325517874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766370707448446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982948426475998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811166611666107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605844987791268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562227560361497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687375804865867,0.0,0.0,0.07875297219658428 lonely,AnotherFrikenAccount,2020/04/06,"I just want someone I had recently started to feel pretty good with my situation in life, but the just the other night I had had a dream where I went out with a girl I kinda like, long story short, I just realized how lonely I've actually been. The feeling of being with someone just gives such strong contrast to the loneliness.",8.518229166666664,6.88293228125,8.770625000000003,70.17854166666667,62.125,11.658333333333333,36.95833333333333,10.504223727775694,3.777714583333333,262,10,48,5,3,87,45,64,0.1,0.66,0.24,0.7757,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,11,2,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,3,8,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2621849528924873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716971031721103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577345041141699,0.0,0.22534918669709905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977086140784208,0.13125948659665013,0.0,0.0,0.23776611783337315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252130315193667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333584370198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652810225414889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30199839750269475,0.0,0.0,0.4552895449112431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016730643401053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846960830912232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906148114811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kaylove2001,2020/04/06,quarantine is anyone else seriously going insane in quarantine.. I’ve officially been 3 weeks in my house and I’ve never felt so trapped and depressed in my life.,4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,6.0100000000000025,69.78500000000001,75.0,9.333333333333334,30.0,9.725611199111238,3.682,132,6,21,4,3,45,23,30,0.349,0.6509999999999999,0.0,-0.9068,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589376736287658,0.3794385355918965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895769842032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935641771350936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35556708550744953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046246231159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273017369419356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615693003312466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856150686822259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704988007947186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LKY_CenTax,2020/04/06,I need someone to talk to It's 12 I'm not tired and a 14 yr old boy,-5.620701754385966,-4.6897218421052616,-0.6989473684210523,111.35403508771928,109.52631578947368,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.231329824561404,51,1,18,0,3,20,17,19,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560952705520879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039359003654441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069096737689935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860024016713811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519704973188707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HorrorIsWorstNaked,2020/04/06,Anyone in the mood to chat? Feeling lonely at the moment and I’d love to chat with some people. Hope everyone is having a good day!,-0.08722222222222342,2.2464379629629683,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,95.29629629629628,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.4912148148148154,103,2,20,1,4,35,24,27,0.073,0.583,0.344,0.8516,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,5,1,4,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108806207185838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867357192704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248425021635194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480743094921546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729165393108999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415965885622742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012765555544652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082355721561808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yarkora,2020/04/06,Having trouble making friends. I have alot of trouble making friends. I am an introvert or I think I am. I hate making friends because I dont want to end up getting backstabbed but I'm tried of being lonely. So any tips for making friends. And any tips for a good long lasting friendship.,1.3305357142857126,4.016832410714287,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,90.96428571428572,3.5142857142857147,28.42857142857143,5.148860815047168,1.0261142857142862,229,12,41,1,8,72,38,56,0.162,0.5589999999999999,0.27899999999999997,0.8621,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,4,0,10,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,6,14,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840250679724315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029957825365373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128667403882805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478894661831745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098725124722295,0.0,0.10310452991665807,0.0,0.0,0.16552348260786404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483716574813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086237781850707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464396675560906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269168326256816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264506002836439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398418726834946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639909528534237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yybg,2020/04/06,"Ex-attachment Hi! I have just been feeling really alone lately and wanted to vent. I have good friends, but I feel like these people I think of as some of my best friends don't think of me the same way. And, I really wish I just had like a solid group of friends, like.. especially rn i keep seeing all these people having group calls and stuff and i don't really have that. Just some friends im in constant ongoing convos with, some who will reach out to me when theres things that come up, but idk feels like its just not the same social networks other people have. I haven't been able to make friends at work that I can talk to outside of work, and barely even talk to at work because im awkward and always feel out of place and never have anything to say. And the thing is, I dont even want to talk to any of my friends rn because the guy i have been seeing on/off dumped me and it has given me extreme anxiety and the only person I want to be talking to is him, or if Im talking to anyone, i just want to be talking about him. He seems totally fine, we've talked since we broke up, but he games and keeps himself busy and is probably already talking to someone else. But I need to be talking to him throughout the day or else my anxiety eats away at me. I cry and am sad and in pain all the time. The problem is that he gives mixed messages. Like, weve gone through this before and he always comes back wanting to get back together. And this time, its been like 3 months of us in this in-between place and it is so unhealthy but I cant stop myself. For example, last week, he was in a bad place and we talked all the time and everything felt normal and he was acting like he wanted us to fix things, then by the end of the week, i could feel him pulling away so I got more needy and annoying. Then, he went to ""we can still talk, i just dont have much to say,"" then it seemed like he didnt really want to talk at all because of my ""attitude"" (aka me being sad he wasnt talking/giving enough attention), and then we had a big fight where i really screwed up. but the next day i apologized and he said ""thanks, but that doesnt mean everything is fine. but we can still talk."" That was yesterday, so I thought today he might text me, but he didnt so I texted him saying I was hurt and he said ""its not fair that you think that because youre upset, i have to take you back."" and I was like, i dont but i just thought we were talking???? and he said ""i have nothing to say"" It just is even harder because last week, he was saying good morning, and initiating conversation, asking what i was doing if i didnt reply, and saying he wanted to be kinder and that i wasnt alone and he was sorry he wasnt there for me before. And now hes acting like i just made that all up and im crazy.... which is so manipulative and not ok because he clearly just used me for support when he needed it, but isnt there for me when i need it. And i was so mad about it and telling myself to never talk to him again, but halfway through the day, i caved and texted him. I'm like so co-dependent and need him so bad. I dont know why. I wish I didn't. I wish I could let go, but ive tried dating other people, talking to others, etc but it never works because no matter what, I always just wish it was him I was talking to or seeing. Even when theyre nice and it goes well, I always end up crying and sad after cause I just want to fix things with him. It is all even worse because of this quarantine and being stuck inside and literally all i have is time to think about him and be sad. I dont really have any hobbies and nothing is interesting to me, i cant read or watch anything or sleep or do anything cause im sad and nothing interests me enough unless im talking to him.. sorry for the long post. I don't really want advice because I know this is unhealthy and the right thing to do is to let go, but i just cant and im so sad and feel so empty all the time and im just so tired. i just want to feel happy.",2.885733130796289,3.524444778301892,4.264480332587143,90.0880348576911,73.50471698113208,7.211416693316277,24.16061720498881,7.270048000033692,0.7671316117684679,3084,83,710,31,59,1024,281,848,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.132,-0.9776,0,3,0,0,1,0,99.0,9,3,0,5,50,49,5,2,19,1,88,5,1,6,13,174,153,92,0,25,42,0,8,11,6,2,2,9,0,2,44,60,1,3,20,2,0,9,28,19,1,0,38,21,98,30,78,102,20,77,0,8,4,1,96,23,1,14,54,473,142,5,0.03580943927611093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034992569617739964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417555905643962,0.03951660669930508,0.0,0.1191852884483785,0.0,0.0,0.04870329333150301,0.0,0.05478824606295875,0.0,0.0,0.025038792552791414,0.0,0.08840435208681803,0.0,0.03347699180418997,0.0,0.06728829394912852,0.08260574525567135,0.059798772068549624,0.19646191630366625,0.0,0.06094239066828565,0.0,0.03757979725344166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656544123623977,0.0,0.0,0.07357231660118796,0.0,0.061693322303844736,0.0,0.03869728232110964,0.0,0.0571818468427619,0.0,0.07866997512616081,0.0692823776762822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984198068407287,0.0,0.0,0.03664199621577725,0.05982838309660895,0.0,0.06343306878789386,0.0740014464774461,0.039936990590642735,0.11825898457503023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436643003078933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674429915884527,0.05116454114783588,0.034382677375041616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599770373341094,0.0,0.018708954041666587,0.03435167714510798,0.0407026591389316,0.06007051739492579,0.02864007984363925,0.0,0.0,0.0354569748353728,0.0,0.03811981398323774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038334745373516006,0.0,0.30944271479065105,0.0,0.0,0.06365814994591043,0.0,0.0,0.039359862656817436,0.05837894486444702,0.040394607252840185,0.0,0.0,0.07323515564712525,0.0,0.1924415154822936,0.0,0.0,0.03169022690202033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388375727907537,0.023903078781657112,0.0,0.0,0.03900697726853282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03798815615318907,0.0,0.0,0.02858275278821305,0.0,0.02632405815483294,0.10620898193391498,0.08285534145492987,0.0,0.03808374491937522,0.0,0.03508564742672465,0.10308036831403937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027234692204616544,0.038103768142975024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930302546064396,0.031267421141438184,0.11223972717870588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034295544183227555,0.0,0.03860863214682683,0.03426479721682785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035819129818941954,0.0,0.16058310627362055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03058106548234668,0.1021889310919912,0.1708626203880806,0.0,0.0,0.08560646051798451,0.06519913721697901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02962193821373397,0.0,0.035835300424895966,0.03650321375297096,0.030341221692626093,0.0,0.0,0.08017147101526349,0.0,0.0,0.057194928925681274,0.02993829467537713,0.0,0.0,0.04099324063786201,0.0,0.040636127329476315,0.0,0.0,0.026924241795930837,0.5180808753483573,0.031299028292247566,0.03296852053554595,0.0,0.0,0.1189510013984036,0.09178097106538954,0.0,0.05685738966409939,0.10440386006891336,0.04115768266656798,0.03394316134592053,0.0,0.0,0.024312258675150644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861486926983917,0.03092785809118524,0.0,0.0,0.23233468583192876,0.028423866105177886,0.08617251658564977,0.0,0.0321969864499943,0.033195708968375016,0.032312449144711534,0.0,0.16471635167124202,0.0,0.0,0.1042787931254886,0.0,0.036492877908342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_the_orange_box_,2020/04/06,"Is it too much to ask for? I just want someone to love me unconditionally :( I just wanna cuddle with someone, lay in bed together and watch movies. Listen to music, go on cute dates, and have a good relationship w someone :( is that too much to ask for? I just sit in my bad and imagine the life everyone else gets to live",2.1545833333333317,4.209811125000002,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,78.375,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.082216666666667,248,8,52,4,6,84,46,64,0.124,0.7190000000000001,0.157,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,12,10,2,6,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,1,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425378718086585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995975769310172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005382155964312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739373600569314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886359045541385,0.0,0.1292980942590765,0.19082299743142744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069569688602114,0.0,0.0,0.20089381749396965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053349397464593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448925692714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442585532864857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783006160297293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419016994269115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littlepeaches69,2020/04/06,Looking for someone to get me through lockdown. Anxiety? [18 F] Hey I have been feeling shit all through lockdown and I live by myself so not really got anyone to talk to other than my mum that phones now and again.,1.0221428571428568,3.6318421666666687,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.61904761904762,4.704761904761905,26.04761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.195876190476191,169,8,32,2,6,54,36,42,0.121,0.845,0.034,-0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,8,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878733493352183,0.0,0.0,0.2730977767824476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974854831880304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040583124737986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123769692839161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448831827069513,0.0,0.32798301641822736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502111143834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009176509539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309313007665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392784472518936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,flowerpowersss,2020/04/06,F 18 :) I think you’ll really like my profile and let me know if your interested in what my bio says :) 😘,-1.6236231884057981,0.2803498260869617,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,94.21739130434784,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.3738231884057974,78,2,20,2,3,29,22,23,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152158150319264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865081257416452,0.0,0.2802144346785508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674398327028443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561211727601623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36751669906789386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,insert-here-,2020/04/06,"Sitting on the ducking couchk I’m sitting on the couch, with my boyfriend as for we live together and he’s browsing through subreddit porn. I’m fucking sorry, I’m not a petite white girl. I fucking hate myself , and this makes me want to cry. I know I’ll never look like that but why the duck would he even do that near me. Literally we were sitting on opposite sides of the couch and I got up and he immediately swiped to remove it but he wasn’t fast enough:/ YAY ! Fucking want to die because I’ve been having an awful fucking week. I feel so ducking slone.",1.701519174041298,4.056247168141591,3.1196681415929213,89.4682337758112,81.7433628318584,5.5365781710914455,26.23082595870207,6.816661863887847,1.1320330383480823,442,19,90,5,12,144,78,113,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.07,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,2,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,6,2,6,5,0,1,1,17,21,8,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,3,10,2,13,16,1,13,0,0,2,5,7,6,4,0,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650525920132547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993685224828834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835286464475785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747852608801728,0.0,0.126233262089871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663624768499177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7067511466380192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285649196840412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869188759477912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503480721642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337180345072442,0.0,0.16876286868500942,0.0,0.16049305244823978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275743918926249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740388184192005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139437089953059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254555994938697,0.0,0.15330530572638462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724564893021769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357664920873608,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redditsabo,2020/04/06,"Would the day ever come ? It’s my first time sharing life experiences but here goes. I’m a 21 yo male currently on a semester off from uni and working full time. However my work has stopped due to corona. Anyway during high school I was the introverted fat kid , I had friends so hs was a good experience for me except for A levels , that time of my life I was in a dark place mentally and physically. Anyway I started university but the feeling of loneliness was always there. All my friends got gfs while I was the only one who didn’t. My main group of friends moved on to separate universities. To make a long story short I realized they were fake and I left the group. Only one friend from that group was genuine and he displayed the characteristics of a genuine friend and we still keep in touch. During university I got a part time job and I went from 198lbs down to 150. Since I lost the weight I’ve noticed a change from how people approach and treat me generally. Anyway I’m focusing on myself but it saddens me as a empty feeling of loneliness always consumes me , I want someone who I can build a relationship and grow together with. Maybe it isn’t my time I don’t know but people always tell me this. I don’t even have friends who are girls that I chat with on the regular and the ones who I have all have bfs.I’m just living life , focusing on myself and waiting to see where it goes. I don’t even expect to have a gf despite wanting one but sometimes the feeling just consumes you and you don’t have a choice but to think about it. I let things flow naturally and here I am … anyone ever been through this before ?",2.44125,4.7782491925465855,3.8722631987577683,85.22280473602487,78.8136645962733,6.882142857142857,24.96933229813665,7.972316293177498,1.5334127329192553,1288,48,255,23,32,424,170,322,0.071,0.8,0.13,0.9587,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,4,17,11,0,0,23,0,26,5,1,2,4,45,45,22,0,4,9,0,5,0,7,1,4,0,0,3,15,16,2,3,6,1,0,6,6,2,0,5,14,6,36,9,33,29,5,38,0,1,1,0,26,16,0,0,16,178,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480733839091781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948797208598664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456404462560675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512959997959452,0.08560604208655055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409110870488798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127752868659318,0.17978763981074064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442308385470766,0.0,0.0,0.1507467314985418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453156193032184,0.0,0.0,0.4606789156883364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833542277873145,0.15896461976105675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049991652046018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861813092047812,0.08833244928166137,0.0,0.0,0.05461599300043498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797536389906773,0.10162156263307896,0.2105825697580091,0.0,0.0,0.08775330672851947,0.0879471163684638,0.0,0.0,0.10848370662164407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663361249408074,0.0,0.0998393684177435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001504626758759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562394374000028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314342973011918,0.0,0.0,0.2693666045591455,0.1511641208492581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761756290432743,0.0,0.13779350275606586,0.0,0.10382970095554356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669564656093417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100576657627324,0.07919204205916143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220717558120802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420334014057272,0.0,0.09828818060906463,0.0,0.07034083064833448,0.0,0.07936404313962526,0.0830851320133935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686145706525847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660228631020863,0.06367792638133354,0.0,0.0,0.2897429058866145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723238962579433,0.0,0.0,0.12101661335189805,0.0,0.09212514913830464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469790926592632,0.0,0.0,0.07059585272773664,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,damn112221,2020/04/06,"subreddit makes kinda gives it away huh. i miss her, i never get the chance to hang out with her because of the virus. She half ass texts me and never wants to facetime. it feels so weird when it’s easy to talk in person but you never get the chance to anymore.",1.7633333333333354,3.6724034814814814,2.6071851851851875,95.60633333333335,79.0,5.060740740740742,18.20740740740741,5.6839178017228535,-0.4751659259259258,204,4,45,1,5,64,41,54,0.156,0.809,0.035,-0.5720000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,3,11,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,9,7,0,8,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,1,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855619280242285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053177979874743,0.0,0.0,0.1755272846995592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559255329743678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008765024651413,0.2762210129495601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220408382950613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662378156468456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25142058431457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143755038026914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983614933247593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,happyhappymask,2020/04/06,No one likes me Everyone hates me. My depression has caused me to be insufferable. I want to,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,3.1388888888888893,83.245,98.44444444444444,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.789866666666668,73,3,15,3,3,25,15,18,0.353,0.48200000000000004,0.165,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723072311734007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959965373559548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393269537379522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539246050910167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461887232283334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31154993463592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711824161343672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XxZmxncbvxX,2020/04/06,"I don't know why I can't connect with people I'm at a small get together right now(I know I probably shouldn't because of covid-19) and Ive been hanging out with these people for a while now but I just don't seem to connect. I drink and smoke with them and try to fit in but something just doesn't seem right. I'm always just a tag along with my roommate. It's always been like this, I'm always just an after thought and I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I read the room and make sure I'm not being obnoxious and try in join in on the conversation when I have something to contribute. Even though they haven't all known each other since childhood they act like they they're all ""best buds"" but I just can't seem to get that connection. I don't know why I can't get that connection with anyone.",1.8449309664694267,3.596453295857991,2.9081420118343217,94.27980670611444,78.17159763313609,6.163471400394478,21.325838264299804,7.0316486544052195,0.32866832347140074,633,17,144,7,15,202,88,169,0.026000000000000002,0.818,0.156,0.9655,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,1,3,37,33,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,14,1,0,9,2,0,2,11,1,0,0,3,0,17,4,19,28,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,7,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738878252132059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472992447757827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130472962358673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718526841650274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467277507140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989285285800034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476220025870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292615196843261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635025623698336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997956691827256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767771319166198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614885829815701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982091300453507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558232527912365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090632986199785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389987837724199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306165087344315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411662358608431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471584631745637,0.118908891332492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338209277140346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030699275744097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376133294709386,0.0,0.0 lonely,PointlessFacade,2020/04/06,*sigh* I feel so alone sometimes and the feeling eats at my core. Yet I’m so tired of trying to connect with people on a deeper level. So worn out from past experiences. Being torn between loneliness and exhaustion is how I spend most of my life. I don’t even know why I’m writing this here. Maybe just to get these words out of my head. To set them free in hopes they never come back to haunt me again. I hope everyone else is having a better night than I am.,1.6466198830409375,3.6158379894736825,3.0592982456140376,91.92953216374272,79.63157894736842,5.906432748538013,20.029239766081872,6.937597516519254,0.2485204678362569,359,9,78,4,9,117,75,95,0.179,0.6940000000000001,0.127,-0.6652,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,10,6,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,1,1,17,16,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,11,5,16,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218930609435757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647410719422129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894821672663868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845529753993843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922597693440274,0.17897408830461548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415067087069265,0.0,0.0,0.20472014393324384,0.0,0.20957258236184456,0.0,0.0,0.21665727598728968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119340961407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198770348667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255869726334602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774337146005967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132747980879105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523775722350225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523884295428098,0.0,0.0,0.20105428672558626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452096012371845,0.14853040921238034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118936436712661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462429486046796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545819578592933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332266149414906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Freator14,2020/04/06,"The people who I called close ignored me. Ever since the schools are closed, they are ignoring me and posting photos that are signifying they are spending time together. Playing games or whatever.",6.906363636363636,10.017811757575764,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,67.78787878787878,9.248484848484848,38.27272727272727,9.725611199111238,4.666927272727274,160,9,22,4,3,49,27,33,0.14,0.81,0.05,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432374599370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926442292653486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093183126705664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157223153064643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43930544121650206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35906999090864405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531116823975477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AccomplishedLettuce1,2020/04/06,"Tried to hang myself today Yepp..u read that right. I tried to hang myself ... milliseconds later im having second thought and here i am.",-0.37054945054945065,0.2050900769230779,1.289340659340663,92.43423076923078,129.0,3.024175824175824,11.406593406593409,5.288315135182226,-0.9016637362637364,106,2,19,1,7,34,20,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314076414624864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994961413102293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34107522207008817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170695085363016,0.0,0.0,0.3785731828246387,0.0,0.0,0.5423165541069377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xShadowLord,2020/04/06,"I never felt this much sad, depressed before. Gf broke up with me. I met someone very special to me, I've always been a depressed guy closed in his room in the dark listening to music constantly. I met this girl and we connected so quickly, the next day we met and went on a date. It went really well.. Things were going great between us and she became my girlfriend. I met her on 15 March. I was never this much happy In my life, I stopped almost being insecure, I got more confident. It's like my days were brighter and everything was better. Yesterday was her birthday and we spent together, things were so good and it blows my mind how could she do this to me. She never really loved me. She was a bisexual but she was trying to love me. She realized she prefers girls and broke up. It hurts me a lot and I still couldn't stop crying. I know I have to forget and let her go but she became my everything and now I'm broken and depressed asf. Felt like ranting after leaving work.",0.9455102040816286,3.4647244081632635,2.639028571428572,90.10597142857144,88.08163265306122,5.789061224489796,20.59510204081633,7.24861992348623,0.8043173877551024,768,25,154,13,25,252,112,196,0.14800000000000002,0.703,0.149,0.0385,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,2,7,18,0,1,6,0,15,3,0,1,3,35,32,16,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,10,16,0,2,5,0,1,4,4,8,1,0,19,3,37,10,15,9,4,29,0,7,0,2,28,9,0,2,18,110,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813210739677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647184985529498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088833891083261,0.0,0.0,0.11316903013451925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382778457556252,0.0,0.1021645723352503,0.0,0.14055657185207476,0.16504549086776305,0.0,0.33063180100427936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300019730011498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572074696511145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544370262370362,0.10732564718459492,0.1023402240546276,0.14107486667328226,0.0,0.1266991841071018,0.0,0.13621436550679522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698238454715891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032272928444153,0.0,0.0,0.1354897377628286,0.0,0.13084639216302474,0.09038098080536322,0.12502826883541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878587094130593,0.230975360355272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292017626248317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812866614203724,0.0,0.2960688047978126,0.0,0.13608547913157268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394717936893793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841895145079727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218794558184004,0.2139583270450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002008655137993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687552596476346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391850443330274,0.0,0.0,0.10557928964451296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115050196269199,0.2372379065996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315542336885993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnNonStop,2020/04/06,"Being alone 19M Before the whole quarantine I got rejected, stood up, called a heartless bitch and my friends stopped inviting me out with them (they posted photos of them on their stories in town). Had a couple break downs in front of friends and family, they acted like it was nothing so it would be nice to talk to someone but I probably won't reply.",6.533382352941178,6.756387338235296,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,65.32352941176471,9.15294117647059,33.17647058823529,8.841846274778883,2.7031352941176467,281,11,52,4,4,88,58,68,0.135,0.732,0.132,-0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,1,7,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,4,11,0,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,7,1,0,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712423021099657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946837208327494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336209573085795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853802568790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431411953118825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985320716656455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627978754005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600521920932567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474783193280004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470131929208977,0.0,0.2780781506176001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853223868894603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563016229928386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073039163587082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795512181014643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321683810870368,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,princessa_k17,2020/04/06,Lonely my mom passed away 7 years ago so i live with my aunt and i just feel so lonely because we don’t connect,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1908666666666663,88,2,21,0,3,29,21,25,0.23199999999999998,0.768,0.0,-0.6948,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020204304816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42609942189372296,0.0,0.0,0.27646317409620424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293146588479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40046877425176186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311602004711995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920536920293787 lonely,someonefun420,2020/04/06,"Omg I feel so alone I'm feeling so fucking alone right now. I have no friends and recently out of a relationship. My car broke down so I can't even go out (not that I would because of covid19). But even before this no one ever ever reached out to me. Even after me reaching out. My kids are with their mom for the next two weeks and I miss them like crazy. I just want them back on my full weeks (she's me ex ex, not my recent ex). I'm so alone. I have my parents and that's it. Besides my kids and their mom, my parents are the only other humans I talk to right now. I don't even have my dog anymore to keep me company. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of not having friends or anyone and I have no idea how to make friends normally, but right it's impossible. Why does no one care. I once posted on Facebook ""Do you ever get the feeling that if you suddenly disappeared, that no one would notice"". People commented, hung out with one friend once and nothing since. Only my children and parents would care of I wasn't here anymore. I can't stop crying today. I'm so overwhelmed and have no one to talk to about it. I hate myself and I hate my life",-0.3978896103896119,1.8141266785714296,1.6699278499278485,96.6912337662338,91.73809523809523,4.3243867243867244,19.144300144300143,5.941861826196648,-0.20335873015873007,921,29,209,8,33,305,118,252,0.159,0.7070000000000001,0.133,-0.7058,3,4,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,2,4,0,21,13,3,1,4,0,19,4,0,2,3,41,39,21,0,6,8,8,3,1,4,3,3,0,0,4,10,16,0,2,5,0,0,3,14,6,0,6,1,3,38,7,25,34,1,31,0,3,0,1,27,12,1,2,16,145,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34884652454274256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505280561537379,0.05887853001648311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474892697421998,0.0,0.051330966680303035,0.0,0.07165278378886668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170649088313453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249592371708136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368890881059245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246808134503207,0.22850642268183505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773068041819494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602282241666455,0.07784674230167585,0.04399396295954629,0.0,0.04785599650641086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627124065247173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505789968971456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748458274192263,0.0,0.0,0.04627720865528958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947692232310566,0.041138614382434775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620790773216655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724121768783934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955363616867132,0.0,0.08250363274533573,0.08079756704311318,0.09586866077037397,0.0,0.17935248227617073,0.2852995496175263,0.1280843426517726,0.0,0.0,0.2805011403901401,0.0,0.0,0.05837757704354924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806457109849201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662857896564532,0.09040532685127696,0.0,0.2157334278171074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965576213735218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039967194783896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536258146389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356395474607266,0.07981708542640202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225665886513091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049666658590533014,0.0,0.13508934436266531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598247810319765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945177744109914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ScaryLead,2020/04/06,"Boyfriend has a life, I don’t This is my first post on reddit so, sorry if its awkward haha Basically, my boyfriend has a pretty busy life. He’s introverted, but it’s mainly due to him working a lot (either actually working or schoolwork) and it’s very very important to him. He rarely sees his friends, and when he does it is usually an all day event. Which sometimes I am apart of, since I was friends with his friends for awhile hefore we started dating, but not often. I am very proud of him, and love him very much. However, I do not share the same work ethic as him. I laze around a lot and often find myself waiting for his replies back to me just to have someone to talk to. I recently got rid of a lot of friends due to toxic behavior and coming to terms with being at a new place in my life. (Graduating) and am hoping to make new friends eventually. I do not have anyone to talk to unless it is him, and it makes me feel miserable and pathetic to wait for his replies like i do. We talk often as a couple, and have the same interests, we even play games together and draw together when he’s free. He is an amazing person, but I cant help but feel like I am weighing him down since I am not as popular or hardworking as he is. Ive tried joining discord servers, or hitting up older friends I havent talked to much, but it fizzles out within days. I often find him to be the only person I talk to most days, and wait for his replies to my texts. What do i do?",4.345238678090573,4.620297897009968,5.446228361601678,84.23233956985489,70.02990033222589,8.595978317887743,30.127819548872186,8.532816995589336,2.057886378737542,1141,43,245,17,19,379,149,301,0.132,0.738,0.13,0.3011,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,0,5,11,20,0,2,12,1,27,5,0,2,1,56,41,28,0,2,16,0,2,2,6,0,3,0,0,2,10,19,1,3,4,2,1,1,7,2,0,1,2,3,40,19,39,36,12,30,0,1,1,1,39,10,0,13,20,173,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.09420987296634313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750355652849878,0.0,0.0,0.08594176008292427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423389902805473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316133177724264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682053441001592,0.0,0.18678244520134935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448348523692199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376427324466534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762783597144176,0.06896875095605598,0.0,0.0,0.17647304386638082,0.0821175362859167,0.0,0.0,0.447522992729938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721247918124105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470924837268988,0.0,0.0,0.09588677547639672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045688192481156,0.09432989514824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462265508853637,0.08713182117566738,0.0,0.12888343767701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193715962682485,0.0,0.0,0.1864793695819669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342361181732153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685913668617496,0.10086456515260872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924593788045916,0.0982166780672274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532237131954577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693050073662905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971905805590197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179868775036298,0.0,0.09548129779377036,0.1080694968465723,0.06833205942541769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879791015134803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554485102879105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632602757755984,0.3186250090402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084850811881387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coke_kitty,2020/04/06,"I’m so tired of having no friends I’ve always been socially awkward. I never know what to say and I can’t hold a conversation. I’ve never really had any friends because I didn’t fit in to any one clique. My only friend in high school had a stroke and couldn’t attend school anymore. I spent every day alone at lunch after that, in my teachers classroom. I’m 24 now and I still have no real friends. The only friends I ever have are guys who act like friends for a little while and then they try to pursue a relationship with me. My only real friend lives nine hours away and I love her but she’s wrapped up in her own problems and doesn’t really have time to talk to me. The only person I have to talk to is my boyfriend. I get it, “how can you be lonely when you have a boyfriend?” Having no one but a significant other to talk to sucks. If we argue, I feel alone. If it’s about woman stuff, it’s not like he can relate. If he’s at work, I’m alone. It makes me feel like I’m constantly waiting for him to get off work so I have some sort of human contact. At the end of the day, a relationship can end at any time. Of course I don’t want that to happen, but it’s the truth. Relationships aren’t a guarantee. And if I’m not in a relationship I literally have no one. I had no one before I met him. He has a close knit group of friends who he often games with and talks to on discord. When he’s online for hours with his friends I just sit by myself and feel lonely as fuck and jealous that he has all these people he can just so easily talk to. I game too, but I can never find a group of people to play with who also want to talk all the time. Whenever I make a friend online the second they find out I’m a woman the relationship changes and all it is is them asking for nudes, etc. I just wish I had people to talk to. People I could be close to and talk to about anything. Friends who would have my back in shitty situations and vice versa. Friends I have inside jokes with, can share things with, play video games with, whatever. I always felt lonely, but lately it’s set in more because every few nights my boyfriend goes on his server with his friends all night and I sit here alone in the other room and I’m reminded that I just wish I could have friends too. It fucking sucks.",1.3087346827630029,3.244622832985389,2.9069950984841633,92.76763978397022,80.5866388308977,5.6683489153126985,19.59884723608968,6.7026698264267655,0.06073727875102052,1783,44,399,18,46,586,198,479,0.124,0.703,0.17300000000000001,0.9735,1,10,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,3,2,21,34,6,1,22,0,40,7,1,3,9,77,70,34,0,13,15,0,5,3,14,1,2,1,1,5,22,27,1,2,7,7,1,2,16,11,0,6,9,6,51,23,60,55,9,54,0,3,0,4,71,24,4,7,28,265,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300360862665858,0.0,0.04440476404011592,0.09240549597461677,0.0,0.0,0.11328038974820324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055067667759359805,0.0,0.0,0.045693827413580725,0.0,0.05191006493631455,0.0,0.05216925894631769,0.042696683794209815,0.0,0.06769724706241499,0.0,0.04724921933650282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873999464177146,0.0,0.0,0.060004747436604514,0.0,0.08866726736225597,0.0,0.0,0.07162038821875162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836053188856562,0.0,0.061927062833100024,0.0,0.05022717199147272,0.09356745221473402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422805948284423,0.03966835892776482,0.05331443833610455,0.0,0.10150098338923293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005981801209689,0.10266726865720484,0.05802092522972055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498026456245412,0.04910216822785293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866711566205824,0.0,0.0,0.109365431229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03051607860034922,0.0,0.06263665199778827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138277306362618,0.05565244369757588,0.0490311840626376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011510732778752,0.0,0.07412914392017528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847708003165356,0.0,0.0,0.1042162856485956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050559415756856,0.16892254227994755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539811740011045,0.04848386232958976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313165110410439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640331562288776,0.07114378328081973,0.0,0.0,0.2980750287505178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441571421720157,0.0,0.11239217748879483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241445269162441,0.0,0.056602582674818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044343776345346725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356490439487608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570427253957868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688954039208471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713437552834496,0.06381989135542245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03769905414313806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550229373837461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770616549628014,0.0,0.0,0.08084834734086112,0.0,0.0,0.03944464748047576,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DollyAlchemist,2020/04/06,"Afraid of codependency I've been codependent since I was a child. I've finally managed to not be for 1-2 years after leaving an abusive relationship. I have no friends. I really want to have a social life or a significant other again but I'm so afraid of slipping back into codependent ways. I don't trust myself. I think my extreme loneliness makes me feel like I'm going to cling to the first bit of contact I get once I do start being social again. I'm also worried I'll use sex/romance to feel connected instead of building long term friendships. Using sex/romance is a self esteem issue of course (I feel like they won't like me unless they are getting that from me.) I just feel incapable of something normal, because I've never really had that. I also feel very uncomfortable around other people. Will I ever have a friendship again that I feel safe in? It's much harder as an adult to even make and keep friends. I'm feeling so lonely I'm literally day dreaming about having a friend. And that just makes me more sad. Guess I have a good topic for therapy next week.",3.2751434272885973,5.444474853080568,4.679441257171368,81.29301571464208,75.35071090047394,7.096133699176852,26.27113993514592,8.032893268588372,1.8150701421800948,858,32,156,14,19,285,132,211,0.135,0.6890000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8021,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,15,13,0,2,10,0,16,1,0,5,2,30,41,10,0,2,6,0,7,3,3,2,1,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,8,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,7,21,9,22,34,4,21,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,2,19,99,28,1,0.0,0.1444006375712893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492502089940067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084936060398154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371350305344088,0.0,0.07429319569490211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305472916534472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078598580423438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049655876429276,0.11024191617492553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313617253666701,0.1741334710404938,0.0,0.1335068957139991,0.0,0.103665873519091,0.0,0.0,0.2824784087511847,0.0,0.12734816080531886,0.0,0.06926374357546668,0.10222204153998586,0.0,0.0,0.1342578364223471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720468339640742,0.0,0.10832711836570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904685846442893,0.0,0.0,0.08608313685190264,0.17862428821766918,0.0,0.0,0.10785456264651842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440553154641387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959133641261557,0.0,0.0939966617382145,0.0,0.1296142708261555,0.0,0.11941054161837142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979172150700038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844920140020442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615107683432267,0.0,0.0,0.13084695407072466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271410530418282,0.0,0.0,0.10081534602646816,0.0,0.0,0.2484701776791673,0.0,0.09382447921655199,0.0,0.0,0.08626297073782557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937342127731936,0.0,0.0,0.07809187138463868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105198311347976,0.0,0.10055872771250073,0.07188438139417046,0.09673782573332468,0.09775988790098766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376885709762055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848279311083554 lonely,radgiegadie,2020/04/06,"I 24m need help Hey guys, so my girlfriend of five years has broken up with me. We were doing long distance because i was studying my masters to get a better job to give us the life we wanted. We discussed kids. Marriage, a house.what makes this worse is that i hit my lowest point in my life 2 months ago, where i was so numb i called a suicide hotline. Since then I've felt a strong determination to be the best version of my self, I've lost 21 lbs, started working out and passed my driving test. But my 23f gf thinks the relationship is dead, theres no romance and spark. She admitted she downloaded tinder and matched with guys, I tried to not let it affect me but deep down its destroyed me. I don't know what to do or what to say. I feel a void so deep and dark within me. I feel broken. I feel useless. I am pain. It feels like I've lost a family member. I just know I can't be alone right now. I am writing this because I need someone, anyone.",1.6492424242424235,3.454947762626268,3.122222222222224,92.27000000000002,78.94949494949495,5.410101010101012,23.626262626262626,6.139981653823899,0.41500808080808094,739,25,162,5,18,242,128,198,0.18,0.718,0.102,-0.9574,2,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,4,0,0,7,7,11,1,0,9,0,15,4,0,2,0,30,34,11,2,3,5,0,5,1,2,0,4,1,0,4,8,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,6,32,5,15,24,2,19,0,3,0,0,22,10,0,1,8,98,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301088567311914,0.0,0.0,0.15201659216208824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102629814028975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894765928606596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540332903527863,0.12981223126507535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987561505014887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836818882485455,0.0,0.2968592223898686,0.1048574393475462,0.14092883182681173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668486688903145,0.1408017670801297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906643941166144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838145525917827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456534150072696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132948009207554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008931418319488,0.20734571584335665,0.07170777433297043,0.0,0.0,0.12989292860800436,0.0,0.0,0.32044862733873025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797471363322267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171559130459524,0.0,0.0,0.2176664078569808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618095920846398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875160327432706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575834498479801,0.0,0.1253466618505632,0.0,0.11672287390296655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312030683424951,0.0,0.0,0.1214153599317386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436358235569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388943800445187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055009450687044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404870434526552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965187343576096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655452617841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865728124183808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685532382472793,0.0,0.14957819013112492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451950471407908 lonely,Ghostsliesometimes,2020/04/06,"Hi I want to make this discord into something special for people to just communicate in general and enjoy talking to others if they don't get to normally I'm going to try to get some mods who will be trustworthy, as well as a decent amount of members. Im new to managing a discord server as well as discord so I am open to suggestions. Just want to talk to new people honestly. [server ](https://discord.gg/6ttud4)",5.117692307692308,6.950309487179487,6.574871794871798,71.07846153846157,69.51282051282051,9.302564102564103,32.230769230769226,9.725611199111238,3.513600000000001,332,15,54,8,6,113,53,78,0.106,0.677,0.218,0.7861,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,18,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695014841142865,0.0,0.1343143995745735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552819233380146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775518074057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456506858957509,0.0,0.0,0.2315577295193593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32768930882767583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194192142730026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799135987431029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045568006298522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27879254072450976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249863762837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CanuckleHead92,2020/04/06,"I thought isolation would be easy ... But it's not lol. I live alone, but I rarely feel lonely because I like the peace and quiet. I dunno. I just tried to play an online game with my twin brother, but he only played for 10min, before saying he wasn't feeling it and quit. I was kinda looking forward to this all day, since I miss our bi-weekly visits, so now I'm bummed out. Video-called my parents yesterday. It just wasn't the same. I'm on the bedroom floor, typing this as my aging hamster and only physical companion, who probably won't live through the summer, runs in circles around me. This sucks. I mean I'll be Ok, I'm just super blah right now. I miss my family. Take care, internet peeps. 🤙",1.4419148936170212,3.7369956028368847,3.056141843971634,89.89400000000002,82.33333333333334,5.745815602836879,21.45673758865248,7.0316486544052195,0.6700133333333329,544,17,110,7,15,179,99,141,0.091,0.6920000000000001,0.217,0.9716,1,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,5,2,7,0,0,0,1,22,20,8,0,1,7,2,2,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,5,16,6,10,12,2,15,0,3,1,0,10,7,1,2,8,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194793984175094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864873591524087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291810454692003,0.0,0.18032353799750647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160608443659265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366672505674898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997740273707649,0.0,0.21430056620183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353066693981516,0.0,0.3742485783485189,0.0,0.17795471593243692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083689597725515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223408862537631,0.0,0.0,0.23530585216120406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284795548587863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253970392476509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809737315205098,0.0,0.16852282886640652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529777360125046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933324850904348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823635490999475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387596065525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699849414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053790281882526,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatheeverlovingfuck,2020/04/06,"My heart is too open to others Hi, I'm spending a very lonely birthday today and it got me thinking how my actions don't get reciprocated by my friends. On their birthdays I text/call them, post on socials, and genuinely celebrate it with them. But as its my birthday today I thought maybe I would get the same, but so far only one person had the decency to call (I'm super grateful for that) but I still feel upset and deep down I kinda knew this would happen based on how things have always been with my friends. I'm overly affectionate and supportive whilst they're not. I listen to their problems but they don't listen to mine. Should I cut them off? I'm tired of this.. :(",4.039701492537311,5.422835059701495,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.5373134328358,7.151044776119402,26.832835820895525,7.554174236665415,1.4118232835820894,534,18,105,6,10,172,88,134,0.128,0.708,0.16399999999999998,0.7471,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,1,5,9,1,1,3,0,9,2,1,2,0,24,24,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,5,3,20,5,16,16,1,15,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,4,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664184718521747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422536815929665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112749823206348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30904355781851106,0.0,0.2089865675269307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996062545477893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686194343575312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370044523890624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009298401256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552717141297738,0.15211125188557725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463485679678506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154753505617306,0.0,0.0,0.19137580704413584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387781510782127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972260995329446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269609714487828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132873069391158,0.12815381116794694,0.0,0.15877999750785154,0.0,0.2298739632555772,0.3791588115988992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650233753405965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841527070316981,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RomneyMcDonald,2020/04/06,"Desperate for human contact I typically keep to myself and I identify as an introvert for the most part. I have like one friend who I usually hang out with and we typically just play video games together and play poker or board games, but sometimes we go out and do random stuff. With this quarantine stuff going on my friend and I can only text and occasionally facetime each other but he’s quarantined with his gf so most of his attention goes to her (which is totally fine). So that leaves me spending a large portion of the day sitting home bored out of my mind. I would greatly appreciate it if anyone is down to just chat. I like video games a lot and Star Wars too so maybe we could talk about those things or just anything in general? Pm me.",3.506647214854109,5.714758455172415,4.547586206896554,82.32488063660479,74.79310344827586,8.323607427055705,26.3262599469496,9.057496981413335,2.23261273209549,596,22,115,14,13,194,101,145,0.06,0.8140000000000001,0.126,0.8449,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,36,10,16,1,3,8,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,17,0,1,1,9,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,8,19,8,7,12,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,7,4,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991828395732664,0.0,0.16466961831682392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976780563362197,0.0,0.0,0.12905136929041058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30920172898734344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274489158058224,0.0,0.0,0.22061680838328426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007219394038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786279193676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188262813070172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552269145174173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012237693514026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103267775763925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020493173585496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355965353928068,0.15218910374139047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669454832572044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790926618337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581454055187627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608370666281955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294107497859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203877259766422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421490694237867,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dreamingaboutstars,2020/04/06,"I’m here if anyone needs somebody I’m here to be ur friend or to talk if anyone needs to. Everything is going to be okay, everything will workout. 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He has my passwords and checks my accounts, he doesn’t allow me to talk negatively about us. I don’t know if he’ll find this old throw away account or not but I feel like lashing/reaching out. He’s being awful coming after me multiple times a week with what he doesn’t like about me, my anxiety and hesitation in making investments and life changing decisions, how I’m not positive enough about his thoughts and struggle to comprehend his ever changing plans for the future. I’m lonely even though I live with him. He’s in the other room angry because I “picked another fight” about how I want to be treated. TLDR; he’s a temperamental jerk and I’m a sensitive anxious type and it’s been a struggle feeling connected to him, or anyone, with any regularity and especially during COVID.",5.08206349206349,6.678031571428572,6.407275132275134,73.17059523809526,69.26455026455028,9.20952380952381,30.96031746031746,9.606745405546679,3.10204126984127,793,33,138,18,14,268,117,189,0.223,0.7140000000000001,0.062,-0.9878,0,4,0,0,1,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,11,12,2,2,8,1,11,1,0,6,1,35,25,16,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,14,0,0,7,0,4,2,7,6,0,0,2,3,22,6,22,18,1,15,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,3,8,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160162240077387,0.15666586410951275,0.11429565246440455,0.16878694942606207,0.0,0.20893715987575606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403724341037422,0.0,0.0,0.09107688650563392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534817508044974,0.3161047787008381,0.1287005705076215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437697346124266,0.0,0.09868166092595006,0.13514683806119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266334229820637,0.10673611648041816,0.0,0.0,0.13655494049600456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543118107243247,0.0,0.0,0.14332444035660233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613847838216603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821099689539388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527783876928943,0.10553031151475517,0.14598505173080178,0.0,0.13192877937835562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973007648823523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677711082484735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040679195504062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123844698547789,0.0,0.0,0.16954485753794535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401747573911925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467912418573213,0.11861216439769688,0.08712019941405973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35943552672240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812389323850033,0.0,0.11984497546351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bmoneyy13,2020/04/06,"How can I be okay again? I (F19) left a very emotionally and mentally abusive relationship almost a month ago. The relationship was a constant roller coaster of highs and lows and the lows were really bad but I remember after every terrible fight, getting back together would be the most incredible feeling. I would feel so whole again. I finally left him (M23) when I found out he was texting other girls behind my back. The reason I never gave up on him (I was with him for a year and 3 months) is because I trusted that he was loyal to me. So no matter how bad our fights would get because of his and my anger problems, I would always go back to him. I know that when you cut contact off with someone toxic and manipulative it’s better for your own well being and mental health. But I’m struggling to move on. Initially I was constantly on his social media, checking to see who was talking to and what he was posting. It’s only been two days since I last checked his page. I just feel crushed at the fact that someone who loved me and said would never give up on me can seem to be happy without me. I can’t get over the good times. Now I just have all these memories and this feeling of emptiness. I cry everyday thinking about him moving on and forgetting about me. I know I need to move on but I don’t know how. I feel alone and abandoned. What makes it worse is having previously dealt with abuse and trauma from my childhood. Now I just feel like this angry and sad shell of a human.",4.322046811945113,5.472864959322036,5.208571428571432,82.74005649717516,70.59322033898304,7.924132364810331,27.94592413236481,8.269060116576782,1.8308805488297013,1173,41,231,17,21,383,168,295,0.23800000000000002,0.649,0.113,-0.9932,0,1,0,0,3,0,28.0,1,2,0,1,20,23,4,1,11,1,26,2,0,6,4,60,50,24,0,7,7,0,6,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,14,18,0,1,14,1,2,4,6,14,1,1,12,8,41,9,34,29,5,46,0,4,1,1,29,17,0,3,25,169,55,0,0.0,0.22103109524313366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268260354373763,0.0,0.0934013756212548,0.0966047042268319,0.0,0.0,0.07761221947774227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151680065340432,0.15576135218379458,0.1137190713957182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249410165053814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159414020289526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245813816937044,0.060154617762581776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104921749383666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858815712928938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829756637229693,0.06663563345343128,0.0,0.10217813396982972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227115373625914,0.0,0.0,0.14619691401692372,0.08947781863763861,0.053010296078391035,0.07823459154886904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992929046137827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914689603557043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855009182874827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378439766705626,0.07603152269352284,0.0,0.0,0.20268698340145036,0.0,0.0,0.045569422598388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841842721160934,0.0,0.06226174457426421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799839549517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890232924260016,0.2974094889594997,0.0,0.06916218371978711,0.1438787628824623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093979253014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933160583523267,0.0,0.0,0.08925151741708792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975431292511725,0.09590216990068234,0.0,0.20028474980383734,0.10566232047871496,0.0,0.08872582459752851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432804824522937,0.08491399925814337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715799155853685,0.0,0.0,0.09508205162973923,0.15806310244411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751121605406356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497086097011234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597668131943363,0.0,0.0,0.054389365717743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111605982910972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696159136270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386537001036552,0.0,0.0,0.10413813584450113,0.0,0.08991371050584249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505512925190976,0.331299194402658,0.0,0.0,0.06006600112989155 lonely,WeirdVideoGamer,2020/04/06,I can’t spend time with any of my irl friends and none of them want to message me back. This quarantine thing sucks and it seems my friends won’t message me back. I just want to play with someone online on my switch and talk to someone,4.711564625850336,4.827161244897962,4.265714285714289,93.57095238095242,69.20408163265307,7.34965986394558,30.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,1.2340965986394554,187,7,43,1,3,56,33,49,0.094,0.742,0.16399999999999998,0.6864,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985170271567541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489401257420867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510765550042582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657549009140184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946892679085503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463591283671786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394006080205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022211441429694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443664164766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fuckingy0ung,2020/04/06,"I'm [18F] lonely and I know it but I can't get over it **Apologizing in advance for the rant. I just wanted to let out my feelings. You can skip to the end if you don't wanna read it (I have a TL;DR).** Hi. 18F here. I've spent so long being lonely and I don't know if I can take it anymore. I want to know what it's like to be secure in myself and not have to seek other's approval and attention. I don't think I'm ugly (many people have called me good looking/pretty and I've also gotten good ratings on r/AmIUgly etc.), I think I take care of myself and have a very good physique (slim but nice shape). People say I have a good personality and humor too. I've received a lot of male attention over the years but I have never had a relationship with anyone. This makes me very insecure. I feel like men only think I'm attractive physically and don't see me romantically. I'm in my first year of university and all my friends have found someone, and I'm out here being the lonely 9th wheel :( They all tell me the same thing, ""You'll find someone someday"" etc. but they also have someone to come back to at the end of the day. Deep down, I know they're right and I appreciate them trying to comfort me but it makes me feel even worse. I've tried so hard to satisfy others, hoping that maybe they would see me romantically but I just feel used. Whenever I get close to a guy, they only end up having sexual feelings for me, and not romantic. In the past, I've let myself get taken advantage of sexually because I wanted to feel wanted, but I just end even more lonely than ever. I've tried to shoot my shot in real life and with online dating. Online dating turned out to be a bust because most people in my area just want casual sex and nothing else. Unfortunately, I will get really attached (it has happened in the past). In real life, my efforts have been fruitless because most guys have girlfriends and it's really hard to approach people in class sizes of 200. Recently, one guy who I had talked to every day for a month and thought there were mutual romantic feelings led me on and told me that he would only ever date me out of pity. After hearing that, I felt so sad. The only opportunity for someone to romantically date me is because they feel sorry for me. Am I really that undesirable that someone would do that to me? This made me even more insecure than ever. The thing is, I don't know if I really want a relationship because I want to feel loved by someone and care for them, or if I just want to be less lonely and desired. All of this has really taken a toll on me emotionally. Before, I haven't cried in over 2 years. Now, I've ugly cried almost everyday this week while listening to Thundercat and I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm just tired of being lonely and insecure. I have a good life going on right now, I've been doing well in school and have a research job this summer. However, I can't seem to enjoy my successes because I'm always reminded of how lonely I am. I've been able to suppress all my feelings for a long time but I can't deal with it anymore. What can I do to make myself feel better and feel more secure in being alone? **TL;DR: I'm lonely as hell and crave male validation (even though I really don't need it) because I think it will fix that. I feel like I'm going to be single forever and it makes me feel really sad. The thing is, I don't really think I need a relationship to be happy but the thought of everyone being able to have one except me makes me feel left out. It's really preventing me from enjoying my life. What can I do to feel more secure in myself and happy?** Also, anyone who really likes music (rap/alt/RnB like JPEGMAFIA, Freddie Gibbs/Madlib, The Internet, Tyler, BH, Thundercat, Tame Impala, etc.) and anime and wants to become friends please HMU!",2.417131453804348,4.3636667174479165,4.453473731884057,82.95792119565219,77.13802083333334,7.316757246376811,22.32835144927536,8.229470617394643,1.3034956748188409,2981,86,592,55,69,1022,287,768,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18,0.9927,2,17,0,1,0,1,106.0,0,3,7,8,29,49,1,3,28,0,64,7,0,9,9,140,147,52,0,21,24,0,19,5,3,6,5,3,0,7,35,38,0,5,34,2,1,7,15,15,1,3,16,24,83,34,85,113,17,75,1,11,2,2,38,35,1,11,38,390,118,6,0.0934589055069186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046792796877124385,0.04839762018700016,0.0,0.11210857945216543,0.03888264810928919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268612110580976,0.06534863975822677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593206473043305,0.0,0.19940088469986567,0.05160900921955037,0.03976332250636958,0.0,0.0,0.04132840353173617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771599592731264,0.0,0.0952875828738416,0.0,0.0,0.04025328583858442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266021920723588,0.06027326238961731,0.04817601390543176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903646158310472,0.05256434473525239,0.16555370041263293,0.0,0.15634707657925687,0.12345745131077887,0.12680839598148888,0.039371579369560566,0.04465199465263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780450460016605,0.06676706076811496,0.04486760280008871,0.0,0.04270987324124602,0.03974804864034048,0.0,0.05123643298976119,0.07220611855980641,0.0,0.09765684150658377,0.0,0.053114849760904435,0.19597223952866236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880851506006273,0.04132270074349642,0.0994887427734012,0.08372082213434631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266748944632766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641289044925805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046371771384961874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840642576267608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077168714516698,0.09556806291540036,0.13202557773546902,0.11414825109754477,0.0,0.0,0.08270819039337902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972770966994699,0.042175155549641616,0.04421653806622231,0.1559613628654074,0.04737633061437855,0.09389203231239132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729900336282694,0.0,0.0,0.06929859421988843,0.03604063474285131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044838170217254364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333017310697357,0.1421594181151727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921710040193942,0.1295852750097207,0.04080235570530368,0.0,0.05129490653200235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754065299178182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046742098407022495,0.10637669522518993,0.29936084009889624,0.0,0.046139697110855735,0.15050983274314758,0.0,0.07981339465212448,0.0,0.03716113641244835,0.0,0.04729270095291762,0.07447464752372766,0.04254073875124383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375622820512014,0.0,0.0,0.05230979656085193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404195619977794,0.0,0.07026946583690298,0.037559364043020405,0.04084360139052733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313491602530984,0.14971173235906807,0.04591145007188308,0.0741959315114445,0.027248319688846667,0.05370863175990328,0.0,0.04465199465263404,0.0,0.09517869305327913,0.05082822589561095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035924361434722,0.0,0.0771133848515953,0.2480601775712693,0.0,0.037483548321686516,0.0,0.04201539000702775,0.0,0.04216606280857523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762130456461112,0.09958578750767816,0.0,0.0,0.09027670646381364 lonely,AlThoKing,2020/04/06,"Am I okay? I've been alone my whole life, not properly alone. I've got my family and we're fairly close. I spend a lot of my time alone in my room, playing video games, watching TV etc, and I have a group of friends but whenever I'm with them, I just think that I'd rather be at home, on my own. I've never been in a relationship either, the thought of being with someone is just completely alien to me, I'm kind of shy, that's half the problem, but I like being alone. I've never really been a fan of people, I'm more than happy to be on my own with a few dogs for company. I don't really use social media either, I just use twitter for news updates. I don't post pictures, there's probably one or two pictures of me on my facebook, which i don't use, and they were posted by other people on a birthday from years ago. Basically what I'm saying is, is anyone else the same? I've also recently been thinking about ways to change the world and become a better person, any thoughts on that, let me know. Also, I've no idea why i made this post. Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading if anyone did, it probably sounds like I'm either a kid or very old but I'm an 18 man/boy, whatever you want to describe me as, but make of that what you will. I'm going to stop venting now.",2.499132841328412,3.430440785977858,4.411843173431733,87.56588284132843,74.71955719557195,7.3388191881918825,23.513099630996308,7.734863291789972,0.9684566789667896,987,27,219,13,20,338,154,271,0.083,0.816,0.10099999999999999,0.7605,0,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,2,1,10,10,0,0,13,1,20,1,0,5,2,44,42,14,0,5,16,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,10,8,0,1,6,5,1,1,7,1,0,3,10,3,25,9,32,26,11,26,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,4,12,138,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451960723667148,0.0,0.0,0.441739292638738,0.0,0.1705413213658915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251094099966658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491140565908272,0.10925335521108416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776264586122084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430411904272316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127986660866281,0.0,0.1117978063965156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907431222967321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891880693617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051972779067156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238080615729644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059935403677408,0.0,0.08528043989274009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350787158653587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695693866721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037043918869166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103702815438872,0.0586001578874213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903472202762056,0.07531476379125776,0.1041864610304177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906516183024706,0.0,0.10089433206032576,0.0711752580446548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790635775924344,0.16447672877348016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188852662486724,0.0,0.07225413605790702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784535762815793,0.09310377079293024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30636148121173395,0.0,0.22992681243307575,0.10202893970407682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665721479170223,0.0,0.13661771512532445,0.0,0.1052826414065586,0.11447895370723088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479515133729593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086941846303358,0.0903458631036243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914608316364997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981690675875899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366462947898802,0.0,0.16930201410678736,0.06217585399053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416041366482592,0.0,0.0,0.2762780017398201,0.0,0.08797956373088425,0.06289216916312887,0.08463662874320749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621550959763807,0.11904675562344336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068665167662162 lonely,GordoGabbles,2020/04/07,"Reaching out in lockdown Hey, I'm never sure what to write when posting online and attempting to potentially start a conversation but here goes something I guess My name is Gordo and I'm 25 and from the UK. Im passionate about music, comic books, movies, politics, art and wrestling. I've had mental health issues for a long time they were slowly improving until the lockdown and now it's honestly abit like a regression. So I guess that's why I'm here. In my spare time (which right now is obviously, all the time) I write and am at the moment working on a comic book and a movie that I want to start production on once the dust settles on everything that's been happening. I peform stand up comedy as well. Which is a thing. I don't have an awful lot of friends or people I talk to regularly at all and I think now is the perfect time to reach out and try make some friends. I'm politically liberal but am more than open to healthy discussions and stuff around anything with disagree with. If any of this interested you feel free to message me saying something that you're passionate about or just drop in and say hey Hope to speak to you soon.",5.224,6.1381047333333365,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000003,68.33333333333334,9.377777777777778,30.11111111111111,9.558583805096642,2.6254444444444447,915,34,179,19,15,297,141,225,0.03,0.718,0.251,0.9954,0,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,13,12,0,0,13,1,11,3,0,1,6,41,25,20,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,11,17,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,14,13,32,22,5,32,0,0,0,2,17,14,0,8,16,113,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561714639595167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780813175322034,0.13826016365401508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958396236727055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853016138821665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399865604880704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421862561886929,0.0,0.13734144722508018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508886264728115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425936421165407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776307244126726,0.16210485563075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587735419939136,0.0,0.0,0.1374457908318339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320402839803995,0.0,0.0,0.10367163279133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565174631421547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978580406007808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540167952301893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767343910656728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874548569329735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326351730676081,0.0,0.24701987835185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391327622841226,0.0,0.0,0.21986055928708567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779451045430705,0.0,0.0,0.1463792514590926,0.0,0.0,0.12483350124045138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031820599328044,0.09951733850311986,0.0,0.0,0.3622535403721728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544631412219893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916067471485673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964369137221866,0.0,0.1401444723049665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306862232665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,28739,2020/04/07,sad i need someone to tell me it will be okay. My family physically hurt me today and i have no where else i can go,-0.9739743589743596,0.9124613461538472,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,89.38461538461539,6.5435897435897425,16.358974358974358,7.793537801064563,0.29329743589743584,89,2,22,2,3,33,23,26,0.294,0.642,0.064,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144601975102506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853194046795866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322937749099657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375597516924357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030721562755995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463202194383834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35725279806428145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38743341335555215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,egoplasm,2020/04/07,"Just got rejected More like preemptively rejected since I didn't even mention starting a relationship. I just told this person how I felt. Just to clear the air and get it off my chest. They were clearly trying to spare my feelings and let me down easy which I appreciate. Trying to do the chin up and smile through it thing but I'm actually just sort of numb to rejection at this point. We finished the conversation with, ""I think I need a bit to process this"". Is affection from me really that jarring?",3.5773958333333336,5.986016114583336,4.549166666666668,81.44583333333334,75.35416666666666,8.433333333333334,28.375,9.150863307647796,2.59805,401,17,77,10,9,130,71,96,0.121,0.7290000000000001,0.151,0.0276,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,2,2,19,14,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,12,1,13,8,2,8,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.2561137282559223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865278591413888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334601179278605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270280632443007,0.0,0.2519935385518255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711950003594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990555754230966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683733121858207,0.0,0.12822000694681973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946036436573589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291615632161523,0.0,0.0,0.2481004563481007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681324445535542,0.0,0.0,0.2817735067384685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710168023915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857637416101939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436038171027152,0.16816761692385673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507826011130729,0.0,0.3563731833278217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ana6732,2020/04/07,Alone I have no one to talk to. I have no friends. I feel empty inside like i am just alone with my toughts everyday.,-0.30733333333333235,1.8161860000000016,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.0,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.0288666666666666,90,3,22,1,3,29,18,25,0.342,0.47,0.188,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8132733141932823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985208326670897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30333779387948195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918146514658645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660499605772822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155736620544001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heavenlywrld,2020/04/07,what u ever feel like there's something wrong with u that everyone see's except u nd that must be why people have been distant frm u ? cuz same .,3.968,4.570144466666669,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,71.0,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.959,114,3,24,1,2,37,25,30,0.11199999999999999,0.797,0.091,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560609072142944,0.0,0.3761303721702836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903117564501174,0.2812093794554101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923077546788776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728935073134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136721786816966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030356360619272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35518988615236186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303726560106617,0.0,0.0 lonely,countessofloveliness,2020/04/07,"18F in need of a long-term friend Title says it all. Tell me your age (18 and up only please) where you are from, and some of your interests.",0.3689999999999998,2.211936566666669,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,83.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.0686666666666669,107,1,27,1,3,34,27,30,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417899616476862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915018531163426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32802710259292106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364580663977774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856121471693116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518068452516252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866689757394751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thyCynical,2020/04/07,Looking for a chat? Just wondering if anyone was looking for a chat?,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.4294923076923083,54,3,9,1,2,18,9,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33014313118333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7929858770071577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120340924192991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sawyerboobs69,2020/04/07,just a rant. everyone i meet always leaves me shortly after & i absolutely hate it so much.,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5798,74,3,13,2,2,26,17,18,0.33,0.67,0.0,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35755062145127103,0.4655873215585207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106034237229321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424246669539935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549976355554031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158840650524252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uhyeahitsspice,2020/04/07,"someone asked to kiss me. i wish they meant it. i know they didn’t mean it at all. they already said they wouldn’t date me. so why tell me they love me? i just think they’re too friendly... i wish they were serious.",-1.3521118012422375,0.6597308695652195,0.05546583850931697,106.369347826087,99.0,3.4981366459627328,15.267080745341616,5.288315135182226,-1.2134310559006214,164,4,42,1,7,51,31,46,0.027000000000000003,0.713,0.26,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,14,3,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,0,1,25,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960644694018102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081474963412154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072800365161223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744505951498746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421420222210679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922462476561716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552050406951277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273210797117357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344971134452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171909272893966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208981767835425,0.0,0.6170400666032622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dawezd,2020/04/07,"I’ve never been so lonely in my life Hello everyone, you look fabulous today you know that? ‘I was never been so lonely in my life’ This sentence is following me through the whole day, week, month. I’ve never had a lot friends. But.. there was always someone i could write when i was depressed. Now? Now i Am alone. I have nobody in my life. In couse on corona virus I don’t have nothing, no “happy” pills(i love to call them) no psychiatrist, no friends. Did i ended up here? Talking to You. That’s where i am. I saw people die. I saw people do horrible things. They did them to me. Beat me to last breath, every time to tears. And “thanks” to them I can’t cry anymore. Never more Thank you for reading this.",0.06443661971831105,2.4333776267605667,1.8874507042253512,94.17638732394369,93.15492957746478,4.248450704225352,18.367605633802818,5.985473137389443,-0.14731661971830956,541,16,113,5,20,177,89,142,0.22,0.67,0.109,-0.9565,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,4,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,17,5,1,0,4,10,25,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,10,3,24,6,14,14,3,22,0,3,3,1,15,7,0,1,14,82,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564575325911922,0.0,0.0,0.12569798184880634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981564958806154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425400999208613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061291859247915,0.0,0.16593754538316502,0.09742427291119192,0.0,0.13011185641324471,0.0,0.1567813708092722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379853894582314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727857565265854,0.14434885189877047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334245176561157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608112460362999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830212414001245,0.12313794172847115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201045224683361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685635175102802,0.0,0.0,0.12842985680789154,0.13634184384378215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057845017400225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660418229738933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449507114397297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094585674856988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110564024926548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799668090721347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142013184036185,0.0,0.27816026959763146,0.0,0.0,0.10036071403997038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808707637484353,0.0,0.1431917289220999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117503836994555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865840968385895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leaf_eater_vegan,2020/04/07,I've always been at least a little bit lonely my whole life Not always really lonely but at least a little bit.,2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,76.39130434782608,6.339130434782609,11.5,7.1686216300943375,-0.3856782608695655,89,0,16,1,2,31,16,23,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.3008,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494294398564658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896794577913523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075405204398396,0.0,0.541349761371675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300978871403766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015165934902353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yamaha_biker,2020/04/07,"what the f*ck am I? Hello dear redditors! Recently during quarantine I've felt that I'm straying further and further away from people that I've usually talked with. I've been socially active and explorer kind of person my whole life but for now for last week I feel that i dont need alot of friends, just my bike and a good friend. I dont really feel like talking to anyone, have I just given up? No one really texts me, asks me out or sth like that, pretty sad ngl. How are you guys doing?",3.893457142857141,4.824311260000002,5.2034285714285735,83.20100000000002,71.4,8.914285714285715,25.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,1.9049714285714283,386,11,79,8,7,129,74,100,0.114,0.6990000000000001,0.187,0.8475,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,16,14,6,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,10,7,10,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,7,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274509804450549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704026030328453,0.0,0.1712534463914356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272500939544831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843275236621961,0.1302173601135981,0.1750126701411777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816505634586117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288369680133582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048099551350388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189811456109934,0.0,0.14857852559451967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874628598594512,0.17810080298283673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515466901018253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351431772874362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636659624695395,0.15915557717340748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543929474945006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354017906795935,0.0,0.1799746607113157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858064989516796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930116244124611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007502590751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621008185735404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350362762438665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vennakittu,2020/04/07,"Alone In the End, You're Alone in this World. Nothing can change that. People come, People go. Happy Moments are Followed By Sad Ones. That's the Balance of life. You can't Expect someone to Be with you forever. Expectations are Followed by Disappointments. Cry and Enjoy When you're happy. Cry and Be Depressed When you're Sad. Everything in Life is Temporary. For Godsake, Life itself is Temporary. So Permanent people / Feelings are Just a Bunch of Pretensious Things that'll reveal their true self Sometime. I won't ask you to Stay Strong. Infact Who am I to ask something. Maybe just another one of those temporary people with Temporary feelings",3.217368154158212,6.373146974137932,3.6522109533468563,81.03153144016227,87.8793103448276,6.5225152129817445,26.65111561866125,7.724431198458867,2.360894117647059,523,23,82,11,17,163,74,116,0.171,0.7020000000000001,0.126,-0.6124,2,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,0,1,13,20,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,0,2,6,5,14,16,1,13,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30986357226560857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685983876808593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796959106505645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582480807247665,0.12885992014874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286387030004117,0.0,0.0,0.12884302837518855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249375902533522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444328696025648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127601829745527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501635526536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184860858536685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698291922315297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028487158656945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353717748609232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273428316623335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41483192843352706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560566665363631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674847969027453,0.11516292429344853,0.14794992031105111,0.0,0.0,0.15944474489052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993820139322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,splifficated2019,2020/04/07,"Letters of a broken man. Sleepless nights. The man sits by his window, Its 3:00am in the morning, the lovers are tucked together in bed, while he's tucked with his feelings. The thoughts of having someone someone to conversate with about the silent, yet desolate night often crosses his mind. The man has so much to express, yet no one to listen. The thoughts of not being broken and isolated often makes him wonder about the emotions and feelings he's missing out on. The man feels optimistic that one day a miracle will happen and his life will change for the better, but until then he sits by the window, looking at the desolate streets with deep conversations by himself.",8.209039812646374,8.623526180327872,7.1661592505854825,74.72696721311478,61.78688524590165,9.594379391100704,37.1007025761124,9.23628265651192,3.5006964871194377,542,24,88,8,7,165,77,122,0.071,0.8640000000000001,0.065,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,14,0,6,2,0,1,0,19,17,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,3,4,2,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,5,6,2,21,12,1,18,0,1,1,1,19,7,0,3,8,65,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894083132564769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265543148902083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811635567916258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090269700572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248592450006394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938217734487506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151268497259907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984159876232622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295436624274166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624191618011032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574332363138508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019518445568551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29024255091831386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629164391516256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400403847509911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322488520200272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YoungDeplorable,2020/04/07,Texted a friend/crush how I truly feel about her Let her know how much I’ve come to love and care about her. I didn’t tell her this in person because I thought sending her a text would give her the time and space she would need to take in what I said and respond. It’s been over 24 hours since I texted her and still nothing. Hasn’t said a word to me since. I think I’ve just ruined our friendship. I feel every emotion possible while somehow feeling completely numb.,3.6293303571428592,4.764964343750004,3.5252380952380946,94.21500000000003,72.22916666666666,6.3190476190476215,25.17261904761905,6.1826913282559595,0.5141744047619041,371,11,82,2,7,112,65,96,0.062,0.7809999999999999,0.157,0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,19,20,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,17,2,8,12,1,10,0,1,0,1,17,4,0,1,4,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531532387192504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928698297308543,0.0,0.0,0.16295185902813925,0.19833950793080868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278903112538006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938256759636116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869477380494668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615106577521148,0.0,0.0,0.18146760273213364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862928061319943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396202622112524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343754418248396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073190072417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906056776675002,0.1402659996683217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151221794962635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517458330155674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325899051539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598850069277949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129641730864484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107015876888888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223112290701306,0.0,0.16534155255497462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212114966418418,0.0,0.15017860927672727,0.11030563732102916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26875966138069485,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jessy4real,2020/04/07,Wish I wish the world turns out to be a better place in the next few weeks,3.1394117647058835,2.5194358823529406,3.5341176470588245,100.00352941176472,72.52941176470588,6.8000000000000025,17.0,3.1291,-1.1102470588235298,58,0,16,0,1,18,15,17,0.0,0.591,0.409,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780019240668486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342966268348049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328410999427134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419039543841451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521389084453655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7229346912285622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Popocatepettl,2020/04/07,"I many times overthink my mistakes I have done to others. The title is self-explanatory. Despite having some friends, I always had a remorse when doing minor mistakes to my friends and family members, even though they were not directly addressed towards. They haunt me for years and it just lowers my already fragile self-esteem. Do you feel the same?",6.268870967741936,8.651799758064518,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,67.54838709677419,6.895483870967742,34.980645161290326,7.554174236665415,2.900860645161292,283,14,41,3,5,87,51,62,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9247,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,2,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294648550799594,0.0,0.22217097728790994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324057335976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635541780806274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517101689846089,0.0,0.13500661833294758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41257745309703775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707029018015108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570924738634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623327429372921,0.0,0.15569376339051852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719435710330611 lonely,adegoroye,2020/04/07,"Looking for a friend I need a friend(Female between the age of 18 to 22 ) from London and West Midlands or the UK in general I’m Nigerian, I might be moving to the UK after the pandemic so I need friends around, I have a great personality",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,81.08333333333334,7.173333333333334,28.35,8.238735603445708,2.25387,188,9,37,4,5,65,36,48,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,9,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440818056660271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355014141971876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228872303402937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302454250798136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086579410599644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141409920859473,0.0,0.4066077825259783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394068099350896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smilie-face,2020/04/07,"At a loss for what I should do I do love myself. Over the years traveled a lot, graduated college, and learned so much. I have my own hobbies, like surfing, hiking, doing yoga. I’m a very understandable person and am open to all. Overall, a pretty down to earth Californian (girl 22). I know who I am and I’m confident in myself, but still humble. I’m at a point in my life where I miss love. I miss being in love and getting excited to see someone. I have always been a romantic person and cherished the feeling of love. Although, I have only really felt love once. It seems like every time I find someone I truly connect with they are not willing to make compromise, such as distance. Which is okay, I’m never mad at them. All of my friends are in long commutes relationships and I’m so happy for them. I don’t really know why I’m writing this but I guess I’m just lost in the dating field. I continue to be in this vulnerable state, which has been leading me to nowhere. Sometimes, I feel like I will never get the chance to truly love someone, ugh.",2.487744360902255,4.481669809523812,4.341478696741857,83.6222932330827,77.09523809523809,6.7067669172932325,26.290726817042604,7.669130373188453,1.5636666666666668,820,32,160,12,19,278,123,210,0.068,0.608,0.325,0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,3,6,20,1,0,10,1,20,7,0,2,4,31,48,12,0,1,4,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,9,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,4,25,14,24,39,5,25,0,4,1,6,16,14,0,3,11,109,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921870845099884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046633767699946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058444776946065,0.08518634736324837,0.11449080290531174,0.0,0.10898482143478097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212589900804803,0.0,0.124597811065398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313582577935593,0.0,0.0,0.12693508600089748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106432139263768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422399156425188,0.1747665233191714,0.0,0.0,0.10552521790806077,0.0,0.0,0.13016648246613896,0.1013750923571151,0.6457221407235963,0.0,0.07959481025196141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765642422194571,0.0,0.18393321467658008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698859796573173,0.0,0.09068874257154354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823463584371,0.0,0.0,0.11272201903155715,0.0,0.0,0.1213117526230118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277866791342598,0.0,0.0,0.1280210405763947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502025580765827,0.10855323288645556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030995051512581,0.0,0.11793316375609494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522663496192556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069530837493072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241348923008304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838695178058406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759715440603032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678779313395616 lonely,rahma90,2020/04/07,"Nothing's changed just came to the realization that nothing for me has changed during this self isolation period. I'm with my whole family at home and everyone's talking about how they miss their colleagues and friends . i just realized i don't even have a favourite restaurant . I spend most of my days locked up in my house don't even attend class unless it's a CAT, its my 3rd year in school and i haven't made any friends, never had a boyfriend my first and only date was in 2016 and had one friend I had known since high school but 2yrs ago we just stopped talking.I wish it was because we had a falling out but I just stopped initiating things first and that was it she never talked to me again(this was one of the most painful moments of my life ). I've always been shy but I used to try to go out, meet people and do things but it seems sometime after high school i just stopped. I've become so numb to everything around me . I would like to change or at least go back to how I used to be in high school but I feel its too late.",1.5838893653516308,3.843902646226418,2.083276157804459,97.2899399656947,81.5,5.363979416809607,22.37221269296741,6.574015621080383,0.28011509433962223,819,27,184,8,22,250,119,212,0.11,0.828,0.062,-0.8428,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,2,2,14,7,0,0,6,0,17,3,0,5,2,44,28,17,0,2,12,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,11,14,0,3,4,0,1,5,5,3,0,4,11,1,25,4,26,15,4,34,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,4,17,120,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152642845182936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591371036423151,0.0,0.0,0.0702147167916492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919159299962477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939420672589778,0.0,0.06294129602609135,0.11403342328461745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809247210623765,0.0,0.0,0.3276799177293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658882379993812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639358724240927,0.0,0.0,0.09866145240388424,0.09279599686902534,0.0,0.09733654151348176,0.0,0.05220717686127041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756517369306319,0.0,0.0,0.23931609052331496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736067475578725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727336375833,0.10356990343643596,0.0,0.0,0.11913863313444167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164724483357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292975014429112,0.050443579644129925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769928308516862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926819829437752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981456385624618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993208832732035,0.07852759307420218,0.10986712009978526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158174871064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179850508731677,0.0,0.09399649677876877,0.1077140723551323,0.0,0.0,0.08541089771240219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211860073024992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589692077964871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597965831889305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719172243113234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010114678782184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835268609568344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152768687845767,0.11873439343032033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334706628245795,0.0,0.0,0.06649072863186238 lonely,CapableWelder5,2020/04/07,"More Than Lonely , Don’t Wanna Be Anymore I am here for an intelligent friendship with good humor, mutual respect and ... the attraction of course. Somebody grown up but not tired of living is welcome. Would prefer a smiling positive person :-) Feel free to send a message if you feel the same way too I don’t bite 😇",2.5024213075060544,5.304488152542376,3.8971428571428617,82.13423728813561,82.72881355932203,6.083292978208232,25.37772397094431,7.447530270364453,1.716630024213075,247,10,42,4,7,81,52,59,0.024,0.527,0.449,0.9849,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,8,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,8,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829249593999614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904653743311853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238571685586644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409489620763233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371430418161459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44378544253912666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648222108008943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742869028158487,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Brenndd,2020/04/07,"Is it okay to keep pictures of your exes? So I [27M] have been talking to this girl [23F] on SweetRing and we were kind of discussing “is it okay for a person to keep pictures of his/her exes in his/her phone. I personally do keep a couple pictures of my exes just because I feel like it’s just a part of my life. I’m never going to forget them but at the same time I don’t have their contact info and I don’t talk to them. But from her point of view, she does not like it and when a guy is looking at pictures his exes, it’s like saying “OMG, I miss her so much.” Also, she said this is a good opportunity to see if a guy is willing to do/sacrifice something for her. We are not arguing because we are not that closet YET (And that’s why I’m posting this here lol) but it’s just an interesting question that I’ve never thought about. Would you just agree with her or is this something you would kind of fight for?",1.7086734693877546,3.0233696122448985,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,77.36734693877553,5.920408163265308,23.47448979591837,6.322622252153567,0.4365673469387761,708,22,161,5,16,240,102,196,0.03,0.8140000000000001,0.157,0.9708,0,0,2,0,1,0,21.0,3,3,3,1,11,13,2,0,8,3,18,1,0,0,2,33,30,13,0,3,12,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,1,5,13,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,6,24,10,24,23,3,12,0,1,3,0,31,5,0,3,8,114,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820725910861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021278116053932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355401144944054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935352727867075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473948848153357,0.10559875913205248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400642714701395,0.12397984922792267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927193295351305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941531474018472,0.0,0.30785225897332513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440580296756023,0.2166441991183372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412701167705115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086607175245985,0.0,0.22800741943063904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006877608175205,0.0,0.0,0.25813196402992344,0.0,0.0,0.13973254758575832,0.0,0.14156549939705626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558614859122142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060550631690127,0.11754807978503948,0.0,0.0,0.11778907555353005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275897568061443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761550627527875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173482584094363,0.08619186510453065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337965933633372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000646061131026,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BabsVolpy,2020/04/07,"How are you doing? How is this quarantine affecting you? I always had 0 friend and no social life, however, going to work, even if I spent my days without people, locked down in a office, made me feel ok. Staying at home, even if I have my family here is making me frustrated and feeling lonely and full of stress. I tried to reconnect with old ""friends"" but they ghosted me, or in the best cases they will have a brief and cold conversation with me, even if I try to bring out arguments. I am so scared by the fact that if this quarantine will continue, I will end up feeling worst than before.",7.036063218390801,6.137535077586211,7.412068965517242,76.35649425287356,64.60344827586206,11.1816091954023,32.264367816091955,10.504223727775694,3.1375333333333337,463,15,91,10,6,152,82,116,0.16699999999999998,0.736,0.098,-0.8689,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,2,7,9,1,2,4,1,11,1,0,5,1,23,19,13,1,4,7,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,3,4,17,4,15,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,4,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392651405898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676393754754398,0.0,0.2067478375225291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705392089964562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744906939075332,0.0,0.0,0.39036595908603705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857216953291564,0.0,0.298839631373628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044159254783728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119642384129684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197615178762312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915264119851134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864138195675208,0.13150443082248572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672685162782772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658060496556118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723946786094568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082493939900695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998441270382592,0.0,0.0,0.22567210311230704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675111242605441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899087698884689,0.0,0.1434242369161496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BabyGorrilaBlue,2020/04/07,"My ex left for someone else and my friends are distancing themselves. I feel alone in the world right now. I still talk to my friends, but my ex made it hard for me to spend time with them for 3 years. Now that she left me, it's hard getting back into the swing of things with them. I feel like an outsider. I feel like I just annoys them with my feelings and loneliness. She messed me up when she left, and to find out she cheated and then got with a different guy made me feel like I was used for 3 years by someone who I thought really loved me. I was beginning to feel better and was excited for the nicer weather to get out and try to get on my feet again. But this quarantine stopped that. Now I feel like I'm suffocating in my head with no one to talk to. The worst thing is that my family is also struggling right now and my mom especially is dealing with her own stresses with her side of the family. And with the world being shaken up I dont have anyone to run to for comfort. I want to just message my ex and talk to her again, but i know that's a terrible idea and won't fix anything. I just feel hurt and alone in this world. I don't know what to do with myself either. Watching TV shows feels weird alone, I want to share what I'm watching with someone. Playing video games is getting a bit boring now. I just want someone to share my life with...",4.140992907801415,4.453914872340427,4.6632624113475165,89.53333333333335,70.48936170212768,7.9687943262411345,27.368794326241137,7.793537801064563,1.3026581560283683,1062,33,240,12,18,338,131,282,0.179,0.67,0.151,-0.8823,1,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,15,23,2,2,10,0,14,4,2,3,0,54,41,17,0,3,8,4,11,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,13,25,0,1,14,5,1,1,4,10,0,1,7,13,43,13,44,32,4,35,0,1,2,1,27,18,0,0,20,159,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124088425345106,0.0,0.07238536820543516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329067820329362,0.0,0.07448670415317475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696009818857005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005377612327991,0.09881969505678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331770651958302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456963549015056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060837198520325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561424805144422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066028220637713,0.0,0.4119070935758353,0.2586577210046692,0.0,0.0,0.0827297049614522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986440210493464,0.0,0.1891628579572734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239366967391274,0.0,0.0,0.08962476843228127,0.0,0.0,0.1621685663917138,0.0,0.09289521635629183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689892307406474,0.10218120150517386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994901170368436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503670082484273,0.0,0.06393391190677046,0.17688558487307068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169394827319819,0.17129627746601442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601088744583168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133577717151715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798667169650356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459981710190554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067746169299536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228595056777176,0.07567517364344441,0.10368542225235323,0.0946266569768732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182592597454548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026921083503428,0.0,0.0,0.07185935074789795,0.052780429382699064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145421497302389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817649792174633,0.0,0.0,0.16016550542649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657827919486527 lonely,fernandoa200329,2020/04/07,"Hello world. I'm just gonna say it. I need company. I'd love to have someone to talk about life and love. I'm 17M straight. I know right what an evil combination. I come from Puerto Rico. I love all things video games, skateboarding, movies and much more. I'm looking for someone who wants to chat every day. You know someone to just check up on and talk to. Idk. But hey if that sounds good to you then my dm are open. If not then please leave me alone. I'm not looking for trouble. Thanks for reading this long ass post.",-0.16750000000000045,2.139292805555556,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,93.16666666666666,3.991111111111112,17.385185185185186,5.6839178017228535,-0.6587525925925926,405,11,94,3,15,126,76,108,0.11,0.6940000000000001,0.196,0.8871,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,17,18,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,5,13,17,3,12,0,0,2,4,13,6,1,2,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850467277011398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846596978891147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115276885593432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452139767337928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456066374307638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944028176412828,0.0,0.0,0.18249586128916653,0.0,0.0,0.12173730061465612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252607880856134,0.28946451069627194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666631733954318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669853646359433,0.1277968093973841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919071784707533,0.0,0.0,0.16506555447035873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723986210168072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718764931004066,0.0,0.13706121229595988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380998203653585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770599860922009,0.0,0.15867854707868226,0.0,0.0,0.11450299721579794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165766336252306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Status-Apricot,2020/04/07,"How do you know if you've fallen in love or are just simply flattered that somebody has given you attention? There was this boy in my class two years ago who kept staring at me from the first time we met and smiled anytime he saw me, made some friendly gestures occasionally, too. Usually, I am invisible and nobody gives a p\*\*p whether I'm there or not. Haven't had any friends nearly my entire life and only talk to my mom. And I didn't feel any sexual attraction, except for an intense desire to hug him and be around him all the time. After he left, I had vivid dreams about him, but I got over it a few months later. Did I fall in love, or simply felt attraction because somebody has noticed my existence?",7.510928571428572,6.365232807142861,7.465714285714286,77.15928571428572,63.78571428571429,10.285714285714286,33.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,2.7656428571428573,563,19,110,8,7,181,104,140,0.024,0.787,0.18899999999999997,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,12,4,0,2,1,26,25,12,0,2,9,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,12,5,17,8,14,12,3,19,0,0,3,3,19,8,0,5,9,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999094695434467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761609641986957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807569197231492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377696437955435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266782349120712,0.0,0.1949591636646545,0.0,0.0,0.17271362490102696,0.0,0.0,0.3137507601779632,0.0,0.0,0.19478338390104424,0.0,0.0,0.1623970685208478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159058123697828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206136509625532,0.0,0.14341972052939153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665198290187496,0.19213015056645769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378088779038701,0.16207200847216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311729658861765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442813708075576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320333034572276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367993512590417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834965504823324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236301096553523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075708746170422 lonely,chaosandcolors,2020/04/07,"Does anyone else want to be treated badly? I don't know what this feeling is, I guess the fact I have told myself for so long that I don't deserve love has made me believe that I deserve hate. Sometimes I even fantasize strangers beating me up. I have even asked someone before online to meet me and do that but was too much of a coward when someone actually offered to do it. I guess I would be less lonely if someone hates me even if no one loves me.",5.899677419354839,5.116298752688174,6.382279569892473,82.43341935483875,66.84946236559139,8.300215053763441,33.65376344086022,6.742157984588678,2.0367479569892466,356,14,73,2,5,116,64,93,0.221,0.703,0.075,-0.9264,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,2,0,12,2,0,1,1,12,24,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,15,3,6,18,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,4,2,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1628741314872969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670308849488364,0.17101277066787873,0.0,0.0,0.15603261734085996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393577860012126,0.0,0.0,0.14202292694936328,0.18804354201709386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605872876932358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942679289163565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307153580926863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843916273961731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677269283786377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295660966159861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172601923795526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770470048712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012745745653064,0.15792850697340224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269357166128378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309840302481584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242514018323946,0.0,0.16507222610305525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948383019750315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844424531511707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856374277352524,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Barfbab,2020/04/07,"Food is the only thing that makes me happy- who can relate? If you can relate, please share so we will feel less alone! I’m in my thirties, never been in a relationship, no friends in the same country. Every day all I do is wake up, wait for the next meal, and wait for the day to end. I only get out of bed to go to the bathroom or take a shower. I’m actually only ten pounds overweight mainly because there isn’t much food that I enjoy and I live in a small town with not many options.",1.53173678532902,3.135296067961168,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,78.61165048543691,5.3544768069039925,20.182308522114347,5.82211442006289,-0.11925587918015125,377,9,84,2,9,126,74,103,0.06,0.8,0.139,0.855,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,8,5,1,1,2,16,17,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,5,4,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,8,4,13,15,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,5,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.18754451060940147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904535365138198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715398832814068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788642048326184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021857024996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192386958589805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971743414071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647809208871249,0.0,0.14848139587234038,0.0,0.1004085556224111,0.0,0.1092229743316905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458415014156156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970258067047153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828475659567634,0.19484508629572514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412778422332196,0.0,0.14822466188405733,0.0,0.2043905721041671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43849529497955136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096105080636704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063344077017043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449895081986888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767895216005534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ekbrow86,2020/04/07,Just some thoughts I don’t know how to start these. But I’ve been thinking A lot lately about how the quarantine has been affecting me. About 4 or 5 months ago this was my life on a daily basis. Staying at home because that’s where my mind could escape my reality of having no friends nothing I enjoyed. I used to feel dead inside because of how much time I spent in my be quiet. But I worked up the nerve to go to therapy and it begun working. Started doing things outside of the house and my favorite to do was go to the gym lift weights and play basketball. Even going to work because everything felt like practice towards feeling healthier and becoming more social on my own terms I felt like I was making progress. But now that I’m stuck at home I feel myself becoming depressed again. 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I also have been kicked out of three colleges (UK) and have strong plans on moving with my cousin to Louisiana he lives there :)",4.612142857142857,5.000063825396829,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,69.47619047619048,6.934920634920636,25.273809523809533,5.985473137389443,0.705542857142857,243,6,50,1,4,78,48,63,0.026000000000000002,0.815,0.16,0.8288,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,11,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,2,11,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,33,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441465769415674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939786311088714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018194915405985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675397841619045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579430127012059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849680522446432,0.0,0.19880683214816144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391657214449144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45435269660860206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550388624620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203519293992687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814352574205273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903876328352577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AtLastKingOfBeno,2020/04/07,"If I died rn only 4 people will attend my funeral I'm 22 years old and I've never had a real friend irl When I was a kid my mom used to keep me in home all the time because my dad was threatening her I was in home for almost all the time and i rarely went to school in this phase so as I grow up I always felt like I'm not normal, I don't belong and I can't make a real friendship Its been months since the last time I had a real conversation with someone in real life and when they text me it's always because they want something from me wither it's a design or trying to copy my assignments and that's all. No one gives a damn about me or my existence It's so hard for me to make real friends and get a partner and what's making it real hard is my religious beliefs plus my hobbies as I'm a part of minority here that doesn't even represent 2% of the population (it sucks right?) It's just my existence is horrible and loneliness is one of the worst feelings in the world and the pain is always here it never leaves Sorry if I don't make sense I'm just having a breakdown right now",1.5736864406779674,3.0436311991525464,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,78.11016949152544,6.753898305084746,21.545762711864406,7.554174236665415,0.6994006779661017,857,23,191,12,20,296,126,236,0.171,0.794,0.035,-0.9838,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,2,0,16,0,16,2,0,5,5,41,33,20,2,4,7,2,4,1,3,1,2,0,2,2,12,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,8,4,0,2,8,4,26,3,21,24,5,24,1,0,0,0,11,9,2,5,13,125,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817361999600176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447332009204447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952942691949885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175078962683896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475497148891593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957233426465952,0.0,0.09413446687092213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149203548339632,0.0,0.05122223017173443,0.09404959302337827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565045747432725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966856735637161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714309740604145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991627282770654,0.0,0.10381096743610196,0.0,0.0,0.06924906055728304,0.047897743987758964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617717699108904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482410735593207,0.0782551680333923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123009590346262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605909043410753,0.0,0.0,0.10287724432603193,0.0,0.13286985954721833,0.07456438610380713,0.10432223938778816,0.0,0.0,0.10616854670098662,0.0,0.0679690913715239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695508251553406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745247987087444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922244366217953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811002974264411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306958463685836,0.0754765367600443,0.0,0.1097485602991131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715049982812739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656321390708704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846757046031158,0.0,0.0,0.057826957315133175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088473047211287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631350098473653 lonely,originalusername981,2020/04/07,"I'm not worthless Last summer, after a long day I just needed to go outside. I went up the hill behind my village. The sun was setting at that moment. I could feel the wind blowing my hair. I felt rays of light on my face, but they also touched my soul. I laid on the grass and watched the sky. Stars slowly began to showing. I was cold, but felt incredibly free and alive like never before. I saw the Milky Way, millions of stars all over the heaven. I still believe those stars shone for me that night... Just wanted to share with someone.",1.8774681393373,4.182350102803738,2.6503653355989836,93.38611724723877,80.6822429906542,4.264740866610025,20.942225998300763,4.851557810540192,-0.21084299065420573,419,12,85,1,11,131,78,107,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,8,0,3,2,2,0,2,16,13,5,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,7,9,14,5,14,5,1,20,2,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,11,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747177505405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076188484655865,0.29229679785234697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071394336452352,0.0,0.0,0.16731548286554335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311792055650996,0.0,0.4982006501648674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744409681410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114758834089433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674787455296566,0.0,0.0,0.22959369153024814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236934080079415,0.2000939045177552,0.0,0.0,0.24346416697002515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982023402626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718682307730915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302273805278505,0.2059291139450076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405008139757781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,McKenzietoo,2020/04/07,Does anyone want to VC? I just need someone to talk to right now. I'm a pretty chill person just want to hear a voice I guess.,-1.6132142857142853,0.3419255357142852,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.21428571428572,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-2.044242857142857,97,1,24,0,4,32,20,28,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260192959958459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828724712965758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35608903989930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36431879624637603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968087992388826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224366247267896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288547385267534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604809123882035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738830777148125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598107948524348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813146559859996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ESmithX95,2020/04/07,"Anyone else extremely lonely? When you feel lonely how do you deal with it? Q Or does it just never go away?",-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,105.36363636363636,4.0181818181818185,10.045454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.0131272727272722,84,1,17,1,4,28,19,22,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.7291,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826095433813391,0.4141264953150377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37973704178783424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166881312945189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369750001232425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376375276988248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043637369947256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297027680030313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172576401082885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2319440706,2020/04/07,"I don’t know what to do Hello everyone, I don’t really feel like putting my name here because of privacy but here we go. I’m a 17 year old boy just to let you guys know. But I’m so lonely and depressed Throughout my life I’ve always been taught to be nice to other and treat them with respect and others will do the same. I have a good amount of friends but I don’t feel like they are now after I think about it. I have been one of the bigger kids growing up and I’m not in terrible shape but not the best. But anyway these people just call me all these names, and it’s almost everyday. Shrek, ogre, fatass and a lot more are the main ones. It sucks because I give them everything I got. I don’t think they love me as much as I have loved them. I would die for them, but I don’t think they would do the same and that’s what truly hurts. I’m so tired of being nice to these people just to get insulted. They say they’re just joking but they don’t get what it’s doing. It makes me feel so bad about myself. Like I am the problem and if I fix it maybe they will stop. But it’s hard. I try to lost weight but it doesn’t come easy. I just wanna be loved by someone you know? That kinda goes into the loneliness. I just wanna love someone for the rest of my life that loves me for me. It’s so tough to get through the day without thinking badly about myself. I have thought about suicide before but I don’t think I could do that. I thought about calling the suicide prevention hotline but i don’t know. It’s a lot easier to talk about this in person so i apologize for my lackluster writing. Anyway, I also feel like a failure and that I will also be a failure. I’m bored with my life but don’t feel like I will find a purpose. I’ve been called a simp before for just trying to be nice. It’s basically bad to be nice to someone from where I am. I wanna just cry it out but I can’t. I want to talk to people but I can’t. I don’t know what to do can I have some help",-0.006704591629421941,1.9559204018691567,2.016733035351482,97.17566639577407,85.6355140186916,4.936692401462821,17.715562779357985,6.16605037968941,-0.4140326696464856,1524,36,363,13,46,507,175,428,0.184,0.611,0.205,0.7746,0,2,0,0,0,2,35.0,1,2,10,2,27,33,2,0,18,0,46,10,0,1,1,81,85,33,3,9,26,0,7,5,1,6,4,1,0,4,27,15,1,2,18,1,0,4,16,13,0,2,8,8,58,20,48,63,12,19,0,4,0,5,37,8,1,6,12,257,85,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821687131651843,0.0,0.0,0.13124267441633575,0.0682783969503838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554370507952585,0.10004295650651522,0.0,0.13964974353212412,0.0,0.08611426284534335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513695853469617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068525326050315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551622080064304,0.0,0.09013628879318124,0.0529202862336652,0.0,0.0706759873903196,0.0,0.08516270916279994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840943875400816,0.07374797203808972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074536375091055,0.2344875207841953,0.0,0.0,0.07499905023623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339740559099312,0.0,0.12861493970071713,0.07871701209301456,0.046635156969525256,0.06882592113677061,0.06562886294818683,0.0,0.0,0.08124980638085756,0.0,0.0,0.07350738445892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055001399229299884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784422962531914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254832254367323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839093329905951,0.17387887481754072,0.20044569952446908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957543288166775,0.13952467039538935,0.3703003977466564,0.0,0.05477400516917521,0.0,0.082437768058963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032168954540543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861055218356476,0.0,0.11120854439184727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066497415188733,0.07164942653923607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851792637338058,0.0,0.08249043195215168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256812296894372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525540174025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858110986602105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860372767393412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951512957418644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190938848224454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289559963638337,0.0,0.13028894661708032,0.0,0.09431300225893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114232852187174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048399627812808016,0.0,0.0,0.0999239043765022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910048261099406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658255907114835,0.0,0.0,0.052842326839333424 lonely,flippy927,2020/04/07,"Ever fall really hard for someone, get strung along for a little bit, and then they just crush your heart? 34M, been a good 5 years since I had a serious relationship maybe that's why I'm getting attached to this girl so easily. We were talking for a bit, told her I was beginning to catch feelings, said she wasn't looking for a relationship and now she barely talks to me. And with this corona lock down I don't have work to distract me so I literally think about her all day. Every notification I get on my phone I hope its from her. I usually fall asleep like a baby but the past few nights I've barely slept because I can't stop thinking about her. This is pathetic, we weren't even in a relationship but I feel crushed and defeated. How the fuck did I fall for this girl so hard and so fast. What the hell is wrong with me. I know, give it some time, it'll get easier right? Maybe so, but right now I just wish I could get this girl out of my head so I can get a good nights rest. Ugh.",1.605919145690315,3.4405800724637707,3.1951792524790257,91.55945080091534,79.19323671497584,6.869972031528096,20.55657259089753,7.85451343220497,0.6030734299516913,773,20,178,13,19,255,125,207,0.184,0.718,0.098,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,2,15,11,2,1,11,0,15,5,4,1,2,29,36,16,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,10,6,29,4,20,24,6,25,1,1,1,1,22,7,2,2,15,110,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357432286937994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635345407165117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963648366800151,0.0,0.0,0.07783804800774995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971766120708794,0.1091751977893401,0.10169042668699822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205365726494286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158023553510647,0.37834775899491296,0.11578128166708405,0.0,0.20246584948414487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162373534857508,0.0,0.1238675051726742,0.0,0.0,0.143023711195638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198769952625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633060920717962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058965297026709024,0.12096772139937495,0.0,0.0,0.10135308689124636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250794561059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265274580955395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521667599984875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732006703945128,0.0,0.0,0.3887425741440415,0.0,0.20614509977690296,0.11480822672346105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998398406389806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226416369943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090611045858752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401953473982125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467248393305416,0.0,0.0,0.07037800616667206,0.0,0.0,0.11532888599745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329280773169093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890812579466606,0.0,0.13879286175361055,0.0,0.0,0.08786712412733808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319606249691691,0.0,0.07772338107167448 lonely,m_reina,2020/04/07,"Lonely but not sad Yeah, it gets to me sometimes that I don’t really have friends or any real interests but I’m growing so much rn mentally and physically and I feel good :). With that being said, if anyone wants to chat about anything or be friends with my kinda aloof ass. HMU. What it doooo baybeee?? 🤪🤪",0.07393442622950985,2.3862712295082003,2.070967213114756,91.07956557377052,99.0,5.062950819672132,20.854098360655733,6.742157984588678,0.7542642622950821,239,9,48,4,10,79,50,61,0.10800000000000001,0.618,0.273,0.9302,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,14,9,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,4,5,6,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074940650333188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133490569084005,0.0,0.2510901847543779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427932840636016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714744592923679,0.0,0.15941414475624074,0.0,0.0,0.2559226489693153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074921618722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243004717377788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472967101885161,0.19546957104754606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902417921975408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017743935920005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996941783558915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whodetama,2020/04/07,"feeling blue hello i hope everyone is well and healthy. i've been a long time lurker in this sub but haven't posted until now so please be kind. aha it has been almost a year since i moved to a new place, and i still find myself missing home, my family, friends, and the place i grew up in. although, i now have opportunities i would not be able to have before, i still find myself wanting my old life back. i often feel lonely despite being surrounded by so much people. i wonder if this sadness will ever go away. fin.",2.157115384615384,4.3082989423076965,3.6698461538461538,87.27515384615386,78.80769230769229,5.6984615384615385,20.97692307692308,6.742157984588678,0.4645530769230772,406,11,80,4,10,134,77,104,0.094,0.701,0.205,0.889,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,17,19,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,2,3,13,5,8,12,1,23,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,5,12,58,16,0,0.17158953035144495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182212859066598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121401214711906,0.13194175725065174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601005216299914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521255388888866,0.0,0.1639611495585836,0.0,0.0,0.16175933813821444,0.0,0.17352164446841614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136594442695513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256964550329275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751828438100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721182894976416,0.1704271204813477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868409095269205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119875979250723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185133475340346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823725154516694,0.1261380481527179,0.0,0.0,0.16572223765546695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005434763799805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189585752089444,0.0,0.3585490764947844,0.18835377695699587,0.0,0.0,0.16433533834954694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141940632663996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740632411797925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005523503437797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120795073271636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542795948601171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608152614682846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189227921753128,0.0,0.0,0.11049803176259324 lonely,a__wallflower,2020/04/07,Anyone else daydreams about just leaving everything behind and going on roadtrips and at least enjoying life a bit despite being so lonely? Have something for yourself at the end of day? I want to do so much it's actually suffocating me. And I know it's not as fun when it's just you but it would still feel amazing to travel this world and catch cool sunsets and just... do something worth 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lonely,scummy007,2020/04/07,"Should I pursue this girl 😓 I work at a grocery store and she does too, in the beginning she was a hoe I’m not gonna lie , all my friends and coworkers who work there too told me about her so I started talking to her to get right real quick, she was a virgin before me so she only gave head, she didn’t make it easy for me since she thought I was only there for one thing( which I was at first) so I had to talk to her for some time , she caught feelings for me very fast and I did too but I was scared to take her serious since I knew her history with other guys so I would hide her if you wanna call it that and not take her as serious ,but towards the second half I started really catching feelings for her and I think she saw how I was acting in the first half so she started pulling back , she told me one day that her brother who lives in Boston wanted her to move up w her in a year and she told me she is more then likely gonna do it so she thought it would be best to break up now instead of in a year which I thought was a bullshit reason to end things w me but it was very true , long story short we broke up I didn’t want to but it was too late, we stopped talking and I would only trade eyes with her at work , 2months later I hear she has a bf, and then like a month later (now) I saw her at work and I just waved and she walked up and we started catching up and she said her brother ended up moving back to where we live at , When I waved and she walked up it felt like she been waiting for that to happen because she smiling an all that , I worked w her 2 days ago and we was just talking for like a good hour and not once did I get the vibe that she didn’t wanna talk But when we text she takes hours if not the whole day, but her responses aren’t too dry In the time after we broke up I definitely feel as if I matured in all aspects of things , and I would be 100% ready to give her my all , Im a 20 year old male btw I could really use some advice thank you",1.6633151794442114,2.56959457603687,3.1063720150816967,96.21570520876976,76.74193548387099,6.090099148163666,21.44644602709119,6.1124844417494595,-0.05454592933947788,1522,36,379,9,33,499,186,434,0.055999999999999994,0.8440000000000001,0.1,0.9632,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,7,2,0,8,26,14,0,1,17,0,29,3,2,4,5,73,68,38,0,13,15,2,4,4,2,7,0,2,0,3,21,25,0,2,10,0,2,9,8,5,0,7,30,9,82,9,50,28,9,72,0,2,3,1,69,24,0,5,42,271,103,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004658312350957,0.07261288026446015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597546138738652,0.0,0.04993474419727742,0.0,0.06970379988758008,0.0,0.08596494620067112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364457550098348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540261984839281,0.0,0.0,0.15848557748806705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168454150787314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510510285404382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425635567222287,0.0,0.07865143579266631,0.0,0.0,0.13935405060300374,0.0,0.0,0.06328747852930798,0.0,0.08559461972698124,0.07858052180980259,0.0,0.06870658137502783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811089243937372,0.07243733878067242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406862535634169,0.0,0.09232438120229997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613399383125513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848247021453702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240391095962136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007851156293015,0.0,0.14466524061754613,0.07249237222720098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467903053434836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653839292728166,0.17412578289947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595622034732922,0.08723701210797502,0.11101571586195212,0.18690059723091895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323742848061764,0.10495394638659157,0.08422246617350979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995513124298111,0.07792011138664484,0.0,0.08201140310097585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552219602089707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319199941367509,0.0,0.0,0.06848477318149801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477010255310114,0.3292016650193264,0.0,0.07541650837124647,0.0,0.0,0.16326245243049942,0.05248795108360371,0.0,0.1950945508282618,0.09553082102532708,0.0,0.0,0.2348204453501034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074843004021895,0.0,0.1351772338815129,0.09663141188429826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145539285105853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981761975872077,0.0,0.0,0.23276082468445064,0.0,0.0,0.1582521048349386 lonely,hartness1234,2020/04/07,It's all okay. We're all going to die anyways. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters anyways.,-0.33999999999999986,1.1436488888888905,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,115.66666666666669,1.8,26.722222222222207,3.1291,0.579622222222222,72,4,12,0,4,24,15,18,0.263,0.581,0.156,-0.4623,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812593795221972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730580956536412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298518199388724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,forgot_username321,2020/04/07,"Does anyone relate to this? How do I become normal? I don't get this feeling. I'm always so emotional. I get so happy when I think I connect with someone, and I get so sad when that person was not who I thought they were. I just feel so sad and lonely that no one understands me. I'm just so weird. I get so emotionally connected to people, trust them so easily, and want to mainly talk about deep emotional topics. I can't enjoy life. I don't enjoy traveling, going to restaurants, or talking about topics that I don't feel strongly about. I want to be a normal person who enjoys those times where you do kinda immature, fun things like running around and playing. I want to be a normal person that doesn't just feel emotional. I want to live in the moment. I don't know what to do to become this type of person. I want people to like me. I'm so scared they are going to leave me, but I crave the feeling of emotional connection with someone not simply a social interaction.",2.512666666666668,4.595476394871795,4.307820512820516,83.47301282051285,77.35897435897436,6.7948717948717965,22.115384615384613,7.793537801064563,1.1588461538461536,767,22,145,12,18,259,94,195,0.099,0.725,0.17600000000000002,0.8086,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,19,15,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,1,0,33,37,17,0,8,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,7,0,0,9,2,0,4,9,5,0,1,3,5,25,10,20,32,1,12,0,3,0,0,14,4,0,2,6,102,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387623825688237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048385777015442,0.0,0.0,0.0897361132615909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265816573673589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882134551659093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669494899676895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548453318201817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066179655762549,0.0,0.11457742746847023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730675376435972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055398736890103176,0.0,0.0,0.1067359075793531,0.0,0.0,0.07120019695557449,0.0984945868784772,0.0,0.08901096700102208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29629684951281915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830677624424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976832764513136,0.3520694474266022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092146895780424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275604627872184,0.17082024621170214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204339572729534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696908763875538,0.06459054382255322,0.0,0.08002638621285785,0.05877908695666724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049395619552843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728134338900125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnlovedByEveryone,2020/04/07,"It’s getting harder everyday I have a lot of friends. I’m your usual happy sunshine girl. I’m easy to approach. THAT WAS ME A YEAR AGO. Now, I have lost all of my friends I am still for a message I know I wouldn’t get. I always told myself that I was fine being alone, that having friends or not won’t make any difference but boy was I wrong. I have no one to talk, it’s sucks having a lot to talk about and share to but no one to share it with. This may came out shallow, I just don’t know how tu put my pain into words. I just wanna kill myself. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of it. I’m in pain and shouting for help and I don’t know how to do it either. I just want all of this to end😔",-1.558723684210527,0.2362110750000035,1.1167105263157886,102.05513157894741,91.375,3.8684210526315774,15.296052631578947,4.9825596385082,-1.1946875,532,11,140,2,19,182,87,160,0.19,0.662,0.14800000000000002,-0.9194,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,14,2,0,5,0,17,2,0,3,2,32,32,8,1,3,9,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,9,6,0,2,6,2,20,8,20,22,5,13,0,1,1,0,13,3,1,4,7,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337898388621792,0.0,0.0,0.16752114395315093,0.0,0.0,0.13458648722867472,0.0,0.0,0.1099935277464004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499551377245366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431345411493226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899122148541024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325986056567988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748960651831184,0.0,0.16901229586107552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218272236800647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841562552080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894912518745829,0.0,0.2666758148634352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656599147007096,0.2750230835662372,0.0,0.0,0.10796739930085784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920794875118585,0.0,0.3442204903844345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260044116858424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917138803981118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600122735923153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364096652312517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455621981199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814150339950716,0.0,0.09540258971274047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768449871241461,0.0,0.1041597849970528 lonely,kakavarna,2020/04/07,Binged anime. None of my friends watch anime. I just binged the first 13 episodes of Vinland saga. Unfortunately all my friends are normies. Please DM if you want to talk about it. It's a series I can't recommend enough.,1.6950000000000005,4.471820880952382,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,90.1904761904762,4.704761904761905,23.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.5756380952380962,175,7,36,2,6,52,35,42,0.218,0.701,0.081,-0.72,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091494441009403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368173002889617,0.0,0.0,0.6118607264905058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434663147693473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182708090152943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335571239812852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,foodie2001,2020/04/07,"F18 quarantined and looking for friends I'm a introvert looking to interact with new people and have a good time. Love to have some to chat with,I like books, movies, animals and I play piano. Feel free to message me if you wanna talk☺",2.009787234042552,4.4459138085106416,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.12765957446808,7.164255319148936,26.421276595744683,8.238735603445708,1.976892765957447,187,8,37,4,5,61,36,47,0.0,0.655,0.345,0.9545,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,7,7,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,3,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807032205464296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761126655125015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29975530330103617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459893151868053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002222178009524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225514637674533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451620361511089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477638765783317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872503418746449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839248335423613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ambtious-mstke,2020/04/07,"im getting exhausted i realized that im just useful for people around me. i am nothing more than a mere tool. i get things to work for them and it ends there. i just get sad time to time, i hope id be loved too. Im sorry.",-2.1794957983193264,-0.3775910784313705,1.1337815126050437,99.91058823529413,97.0392156862745,4.4829131652661065,15.128851540616246,6.1826913282559595,-0.7019266106442581,169,4,44,2,7,60,36,51,0.134,0.6779999999999999,0.188,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950371298425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854389707255165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33365490643015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143271863796465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898239729157755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921278272162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042591214643357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758058981861755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382959214822308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142456477601678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482580272145635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385548749398686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497539700975604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StillCantMakeAMove,2020/04/07,"I’m a fucking idiot and I fucked up my chance with the girl of my dreams. I’m done I’ve been incredibly lucky lately and have been dating this girl for awhile, but I’ve been so scared of overstepping I never actually made a move or anything. She’s really shy too so I figured we’d get there when we get there. I can’t describe how much she means to me. I’ve been a mess since January, spiraling further and further, but whenever I talk to her I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. She’s cute as hell, she has the best sense of humor, she’s the sweetest person on the planet, and she’s insanely creative. She is literally everything I could ever want in a relationship. But that’s just the thing, idk if we are even in a relationship. We met on tinder so I assume she has (or at least had) feelings for me, but we’ve never talked about it because she’s so closed off emotionally. She backs off whenever I throw her a compliment from time to time, but then jokes about breaking quarantine to come and see me. My biggest fear is that my craving for companionship and my loneliness has come out in the worst way possible and she thinks so much less of me now. I’ve been a hypocrite in terms of us wanting to hang out. I’ve invited her over to my place several times to hang out with me and my roommates. I never stopped to consider her safety and I feel like such an asshole about it. She told me her roommates were getting tested for covid and I spilled my guts. I told her how much her getting it scared me (she has an underlying lung issue with makes covid so much worse) and how important she is to me. I apologized for never telling her sooner. Silence; I haven’t heard from her in 3-4 days. We used to talk every day for months at a time, but now nothing. I sent her a text this morning asking if she was holding up alright, but still, nothing. I can’t stand it, I just want to be with her so but I’ve gone and fucked it up. I understand that I was selfish, but I at least want to know if she’s ok.",2.3511738382099807,3.9906437662650656,3.8766953528399313,88.3874698795181,76.39759036144578,7.248881239242685,25.110154905335627,8.052868069273773,1.3439239242685028,1573,55,342,26,35,522,192,415,0.126,0.755,0.11900000000000001,-0.9009999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,6,0,0,1,26,20,5,3,20,2,26,5,2,6,5,69,59,39,0,8,16,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,26,0,2,8,2,0,8,7,11,0,0,17,6,70,9,55,39,10,60,1,0,2,3,50,26,4,7,24,244,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.09539974046176064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804482198878858,0.0,0.09139248241546707,0.0,0.0,0.07517147065118117,0.0,0.05959364016706384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259317742020424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842331314548353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805347270490064,0.0,0.0,0.12609433409304266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004250807386847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996693697420523,0.0865864181833553,0.0,0.0,0.06456961384978274,0.0884295933484381,0.08236708759357461,0.0,0.08786046038938063,0.0,0.0,0.11000727404318944,0.09886087222351136,0.0698398239378811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113286865203623,0.2043024371205049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203612940573713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372638582311574,0.0,0.11027763350507604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776063925987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250295574377937,0.06525561555846553,0.0,0.0,0.10648939142879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780311668044037,0.10390349862336344,0.28745964226310083,0.0,0.30159441570053475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760687546487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536033504922733,0.10213848118429034,0.0,0.0,0.11020980661061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262761345452998,0.0,0.0,0.20991549023868836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574979804390588,0.0,0.1558042606954717,0.0,0.0,0.11044106924286358,0.0,0.08086815216688313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807132980568438,0.08173180809292495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357275586319676,0.08544662284926159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494745625409007,0.06264071480220525,0.0,0.0,0.22801876587395906,0.0,0.0,0.1868279004130985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177169571397897,0.11759334483524014,0.08443332493192934,0.0,0.0,0.2306457229826836,0.07759740476060127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962587803694188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WakaWaka11111,2020/04/07,"Ive got to be, the absolute worst hypocrite on the planet I feel like the shittiest person on the planet. There are 2 sides to me. **The first side** is the side I actually LIKE. Its me trying to be who i want to be. I fail at it but most of the time I try. I'm very religious. Its a huge part of who I am. I really truely believe it and I try so damn hard to live out my values. The big one being to love everyone, even if I fundamental disagree with the way they live their life, even if they are screaming at me cause they think I'm a bigot or something, I still am called to be nice to them, to love them, and help them if I'm able. It took me a LONG time to figure out what I believed, i searched for years, I read books on books on books. I read stuff by people I agreeded with AND disagreed with. I firmly believe we should try to understand other peoples beliefs and that we can do so and still believe that we are right and the other is wrong. in the end my beliefs shifted quite a long ways away from where they started, but I firmly believe them. I'm convicted of them, on an intellectual level as well as a historic AND experiential level. On its own I wouldn't trust any of those things, and even with them all supporting my beliefs I STILL constantly question things. But , all in all, I've done my homework and I'm really confident about what I believe. its something I can fully commit to believing. Its hard sometimes to live it out, its hard to try and deal with my internal struggles, but I really try. **The second side of me** is a fucking hedonist. I can't get my shit together. its like a damn switch in my head flips and I no longer care about everything that I know to be true and I just want to feel good. In some ways I'm lucky I never was any good with women cause if I was I probably would have knocked someone up by now. I Just want to completely let loose and feel every pleasurable thing I can but especially in regards to relationships and sex. Maybe because Ive never actually experience much in that department. At 27 years old I'm still a virgin, I want to wait till I'm married to have sex, but part of me just goes nuts. I watch porn, i try to flirt with women online, I actively try to numb myself to any guilt I feel towards my actions. I'm fundamentally broken. At the end of the day, a person should be able to stick to their convictions. I WANT to be a man of integreity, I want what I say and what I do to be in line with each other. Instead, I live this hidden double life and feel like a complete failure. I keep it secret from all but a few people (therapist, confessor, ect. )and they are all amazing and tell me how I'm improving, but I'm not. I'm not a ""good person"", i can't beleive it no matter what they say. Now with all this crazy stuff, being cooped up at home, I can't claw my way out of it. I want out. I want out of feeling like this.",1.97485697719366,3.673982983249584,3.810448073701842,88.19206948202553,77.62646566164155,7.0043679938152295,23.541070738306928,7.882392219407189,1.1026750676459225,2239,72,488,36,52,755,243,597,0.113,0.706,0.18100000000000002,0.9915,0,0,2,0,0,0,76.0,3,0,14,3,21,32,4,2,28,0,39,12,2,3,10,101,79,37,0,16,18,0,9,5,0,4,3,3,2,6,37,37,0,2,15,5,0,3,10,11,1,3,5,13,82,21,84,59,16,68,3,1,1,7,36,38,4,9,28,343,119,7,0.11567709765011762,0.0,0.1128841606845692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179965897081716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434122054974345,0.0,0.0,0.03525784252575459,0.0,0.0,0.4561496676372489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905962508781733,0.0,0.05897025526435822,0.11883224400973197,0.0,0.0,0.12128523603726607,0.06250292375897998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037301079128402484,0.05962900415647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918891656327185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024555737363774,0.0,0.0,0.11460544803181752,0.0,0.048731471941267916,0.055267212018900704,0.05198155823280542,0.05657719909828447,0.0,0.0,0.17546944883936152,0.12395961251193155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919744008375866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053470806390807715,0.03021825456302523,0.0,0.0,0.14553669186929089,0.04625877114738824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543593729544544,0.0,0.05935903751625035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038767960093153066,0.0,0.058016780338551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140955971650341,0.0,0.0,0.03178655382552509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591438348551972,0.08170615504847988,0.14128496708987606,0.0,0.20428999305545406,0.1023705912743774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044030969646575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810659632411624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251798837514072,0.0,0.08921730897463598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060691827500749175,0.0,0.0391928975572687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125267024104203,0.0,0.12029390160850255,0.1515071696916408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235973812029765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479241165780156,0.061518416163149486,0.11570840151557901,0.0,0.11115856625405607,0.0,0.0,0.06209695596546828,0.0,0.049393804672138525,0.0,0.0919910709901028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059370439206642624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900641472628714,0.08905388124272377,0.057203803715847164,0.0,0.040938422551753686,0.0,0.18475975921916515,0.0,0.0,0.06046540932726005,0.13242260130624794,0.0,0.06563449978886349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050553441010335286,0.0,0.0,0.06715501309165453,0.11527608543305401,0.03706060666885544,0.0,0.0,0.06745224589036088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426075590084519,0.3141486242412625,0.0,0.0,0.06021196911286575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772286012352637,0.2729173971371764,0.1836381915779398,0.0,0.0,0.05200380152419965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041086845616286255,0.06323737349269518,0.0,0.0744922582640524 lonely,IdrinkandIaskthings,2020/04/07,"Just want to have an honest conversation with a stranger Hey! 29 M originally from Iceland, currently living in Denmark and I'm sick of all this alone time. Anyone into an honest chat about anything that really comes to mind is welcome to add me on kik: stebbi112",5.0729591836734675,7.223263183673474,5.803826530612245,75.27063775510206,70.22448979591837,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.7993224489795927,212,9,35,4,4,69,45,49,0.098,0.705,0.19699999999999998,0.685,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271744340921338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839505020651224,0.0,0.3394117015932777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552896719302929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642014371701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164575306082375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26422641643222944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050326231063585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327405072437366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,medium_cold,2020/04/07,If anyone needs to rant at all just message me I like hearing about peoples problems it makes me feel better about the ones i'm having personally. ill seriously listen to anything you have to say,3.4352702702702693,6.268038945945951,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,78.45945945945945,5.8621621621621625,28.16891891891892,7.1686216300943375,1.873491891891892,159,7,26,2,4,52,32,37,0.218,0.659,0.12300000000000001,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,8,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,6,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478561886793033,0.0,0.29170157632673266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135031003391873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923250697668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995175186437093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317789974585548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366138859144855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262837688859665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020049067232355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457473674409981,0.3095126818758505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918337020949313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281891640660251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,torturedartistclub,2020/04/07,"If You Need Someone If you need someone to talk to, someone to listen, or a new friend, PM me! We're all getting through this!",2.641923076923078,3.859618576923076,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,74.76923076923076,5.2,32.230769230769226,3.1291,1.1516769230769228,97,5,21,0,2,31,19,26,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.5837,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318001801755359,0.0,0.15675176777332486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449325610204786,0.0,0.2897680264723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7626359217296724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115040459457754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sciential84,2020/04/07,"Reminder: Do not post your social medias or phone numbers on this subreddit. This includes, but is not limited to, Instagram, Snapchat, Twitter, Discord and Facebook. Posts and comments containing any of these will be removed and may result in a temporary ban.",8.629457364341086,10.713777837209307,7.5627906976744175,66.37038759689926,61.32558139534884,10.38449612403101,46.89147286821706,10.504223727775694,5.941068217054268,209,14,27,5,3,64,39,43,0.171,0.789,0.04,-0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29906404958891386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8423713161637258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482981819593649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,totally-not-a-trader,2020/04/07,"I crave a personal attachment but I don't want one (?) I've recently been craving to have a stronger relationship with somebody but at the same time, I don't really want one. I'm extremely goal oriented but at the same time, I just wanna be hugged by somebody and be told that everything is ok, and I'm doing everything right. I just want somebody there who will tell me that they'll be by my side and I want it to be *believable*. I've got really huge commitment and trust issues from some events in my life and that's probably why I persue success rather than emotional development. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I could take my first step into getting closer with people?",4.687954545454545,6.323481583333336,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,70.28787878787878,10.128484848484847,29.10909090909091,10.355215969177356,3.2140854545454545,547,21,102,16,10,180,86,132,0.039,0.741,0.22,0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,4,1,14,2,0,1,1,25,24,9,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,13,4,14,14,3,15,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,68,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401562042779606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751504798911625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546483896528886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560498332512828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959034202480535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513800948973376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277988903402281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512103537575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527908214501027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585532221547312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903434710311125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881100465912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471528127524074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643011868863832,0.159235582104853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662216421246345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365757593427056,0.0,0.18006513105893315,0.1957936040299416,0.0,0.1557401789370633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711707453305047,0.0,0.1593965478280906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126789971819512,0.0,0.0,0.17425921218883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43025845596742107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645575957645139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,normalredditor2020,2020/04/07,"In a relationship but feeling so lonely, advice? I feel like the quarantine is making it easy to just end the relationship, F[27] I love him but I want more than I think he can give. Is anyone available to provide me with advice. *sigh* I find myself just staring at my phone waiting for his reply all day, but nothing. 😔 I’ve had conversations with him about the things that give me anxiety , but I think i might be better off worrying about myself.... I didn’t think I’d ever feel like this....i just dislike the feeling of overwhelming loneliness",2.3773717948717947,5.096201480769236,3.788076923076925,83.34025641025643,82.26923076923076,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.6054128205128202,430,16,78,8,12,141,71,104,0.14,0.649,0.21,0.8094,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,2,23,20,5,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,16,4,12,16,2,6,0,2,1,1,11,3,0,1,5,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341612150989355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371646317317673,0.0,0.0,0.1222196008406164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459054700194658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272727478146755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481506009137494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811062630058068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535231551340645,0.2497448622211877,0.0,0.0,0.15975798972437724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353554896889598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079044016722697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577578568043319,0.0,0.11667594359418294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542816199801798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677189697184645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753253676182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612495993848332,0.33600163500472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309766881616686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751116989984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,btmer,2020/04/07,Exhausted I’m so mentally drained from putting myself out there just to get broken again. It feels like anytime something goes well it’s just bound to get ruined soon enough. I just feel so alone with no one to talk to about anything.,3.977,6.264589755555555,3.219722222222224,92.01625,73.66666666666667,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.194888888888888,189,7,37,2,4,55,36,45,0.3,0.616,0.083,-0.8992,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,2,8,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32407514441766605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574940994412679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233144415675625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164282727280655,0.2235393473601197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269598266643709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286954530626792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153345774307938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203248131145744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145558835774295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408895053334564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150113330876145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813391140242356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goatsoffire,2020/04/07,"I'm having a hard time coping with quarantine. Anybody else? I foolishly thought this would be easy. I've had to leave my job, school, the main things that give me a feeling of forward motion in life. Maybe I'm just getting depressed, but I'm having a hard time talking to anybody about it. I need to get out of my head but it's nearly impossible with the isolation. I'm so lonely my chest hurts at times (anybody else get that? I heard it's a thing).",1.2932608695652164,3.6078313695652175,2.748000000000001,91.747,83.13043478260869,5.419130434782609,23.33043478260869,6.742157984588678,0.7070443478260868,354,13,74,4,10,115,60,92,0.217,0.748,0.035,-0.9382,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,3,2,0,0,10,17,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,7,0,12,12,1,9,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447341769346292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384428201683056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024255804146346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750370846741544,0.194323795642748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629262233416764,0.0,0.20789546820844054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685559032568996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101966785994504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449259452419506,0.0,0.0,0.14308132400786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350899465804012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502032376291822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050118585902932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628182547153505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691572814870311,0.0,0.0,0.16081811265276155,0.3543609405033339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390005909828504,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotterthanurmom,2020/04/07,"I feel so lonely i have been crying all night because i feel so damn lonely. i feel so sad that none of my friends cares about me. i just want to feel like last year when my internet best friend and me texted everyday. But this internet friend found someone other which she tells everything. you know i really would tell her about how i feel but i dont want to be a burden and thats why i post here. i feel so sad for losing her just because she found another friend. you know i never experienced my friends asking me whats wrong or how i feel. i feel so unnecessary.",2.5197413793103465,4.306270112068969,3.684000000000001,89.311,76.32758620689657,7.398620689655173,21.944827586206884,8.238735603445708,1.0063303448275862,447,12,97,8,10,145,68,116,0.24600000000000002,0.619,0.135,-0.9462,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,13,16,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,26,21,13,0,3,5,0,8,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,9,25,8,6,16,3,7,0,5,0,0,14,0,1,1,7,63,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553810545083775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083862296955653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575887474594415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564811850904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317869727520269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198365729660214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148921465454948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616860343786035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228531428110826,0.0923418199182383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344907886991233,0.4993213959351633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207344648946044,0.10536238364990297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314884690485034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460644942890558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996916073547666,0.0,0.0,0.1212997177351666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379327143050264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280587603816207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951974030390894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595408220920346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247923473806668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663508723421405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182105418107148,0.14132314639018653,0.0,0.08323780494142705 lonely,198z,2020/04/07,"Who needs friends? Like everyone else, I had 400-500 fake friends on FB. I got rid of it in January. Today is my birthday and not 1 friend called, family did. Fuck friends.",0.2558823529411747,2.6757822352941183,1.6384705882352968,95.42711764705885,94.29411764705885,6.249411764705883,24.44705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.469018823529412,132,6,29,3,5,42,31,34,0.21,0.522,0.268,0.3761,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311907303236564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707674184210426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368654635803473,0.0,0.0,0.2336846302902276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7660636833385962,0.2291663878294107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825688454731746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110445960340036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838041477548188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349667129724744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,K3N0M1,2020/04/07,Bored Who wants to talk,-2.282,-5.292282199999995,-2.8149999999999995,119.69750000000002,171.0,1.0,2.5,3.1291,-3.727,19,0,5,0,2,5,5,5,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8062134510660232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916247724024181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,milksans,2020/04/07,"Female 22, feeling miserable and old. I'm in a place right now where I really can't see a future that I'm happy in, all that is waiting for me is more suffering and failure. I just turned out 22 recently and I've never been more miserable, I cried on my birthday alone in the bathroom, I genuinely felt sorry for myself, I never thought this is the person I'd be at 22. It feels like everyone around me keeps growing while I'm the only one who's stuck in the past. I am the same person I was years ago but just older and more miserable. I have no friends and I'm so bad at connecting with people and showing my emotions. Recently I've been feeling like I'm getting more and more stupid, I cannot count and I keep forgetting things and have memory issues, I once took an IQ test and got a below average score. I'm majored in something I absolutely hate, it is one of my stupid decisions I made as a lost teenager. I'm absolutely horrible at college and I hate everything about what I'm studying. I've never been in a relationship, and I'm not sure about my sexuality but I think I like girls and I really don't know how I feel about boys. But even so, the whole fall in love, to experience people is a taboo for me. I love my parents but they're really religious and things like dating girls or even just dating, I can never do it, especially because I know how much it will hurt and affect them. So I'll never really be able to even confess my feelings to anyone in case I'm interested in anyone. But I feel like I'm growing old and they are too, and I'm afraid of the day I'll lose them because their health keeps on deteriorating everyday. I have tried therapy, I've been on anti-depressants but it just felt like I kept lying to myself, faking that I'm better, I was just miserable with a smile. I stopped it when I realized that all the depressed people I knew never got any better so I figured it's not just a mentality thing but many factors. I live in a poor country or the poor side of it, not the rural side of it but in a city, it's a classist society. No matter where I go, it feels like I'm always suffocating, averting my eyes from street people, the poverty, the suffering, all of it. And what's worse, people see it as the norm. And what's even worse is that my sympathy is mixed with fear of ending up in the street one day. Even when sometimes I went out to the rich side of it, I couldn't help but see the ignorance of people in the higher class and the suffering of the workers from below classes who work there. It's a miserable country and there is garbage everywhere, it's like an ocean that I can't escape, one I keep suffocating in. I just want to feel loved, accepted and live in a better place away from the horrible things I try to avert my eyes from every day, I just want to run away because there are things I cannot change but I don't have anywhere or anyone to turn to. I want another chance in life but not in this life. I keep thinking about taking my own life because I can't see anything getting better but I know that when it comes to it I don't do it. Every time I tried to kill myself, I cry and think of the first reason to why I'm crying and it's because I feel sorry for myself, I hate myself but I know I can give it another chance, another day, maybe things will get better so I don't do it. But now I just want to end it because I realized they won't get any better, it's been 8 years and things just get worse. I can't remember the last time I felt genuinely happy and not sad happy, just genuinely, just happy. Sorry for my bad English and if you're reading this right now thank you for reading it. I really don't know the reason I'm making this post but I thought maybe it can change something idk.",3.646683826683826,4.466695781209783,5.238655083655086,83.1322082797083,71.88288288288287,8.483998283998284,26.74410124410125,8.788703293910665,1.8481195195195201,2950,96,619,53,54,1002,268,777,0.20600000000000002,0.647,0.147,-0.9959,1,1,2,0,0,1,68.0,0,1,5,11,41,52,6,7,38,0,45,9,2,7,10,137,125,59,1,6,36,1,12,8,1,3,4,0,0,5,49,34,0,12,32,3,3,8,26,25,0,5,21,18,83,27,74,98,13,88,1,13,6,3,22,42,0,4,45,402,132,8,0.047388567417712274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042007105753258465,0.0,0.0,0.04908026420058398,0.0,0.0,0.03943108431052253,0.0,0.0,0.06445170173452669,0.14907313446834233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099405564532615,0.0,0.038996753217152784,0.042185871961491435,0.0,0.0,0.08904623805037766,0.0,0.07913494874401268,0.17332578511834115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514680213392972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026164165627438,0.04082105475983748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616234833797862,0.12224682250422447,0.0,0.08163140735545506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053305760018128534,0.08394441012017861,0.0,0.0,0.15649850923587674,0.0,0.07985382380315212,0.04528180696006615,0.042589788762573286,0.046355112087680526,0.0,0.053325313150899806,0.21564975198176867,0.13541760812758855,0.1365013687222609,0.0,0.0,0.040308691237045176,0.0,0.0,0.03661228963450043,0.0,0.12379285292381785,0.04545943196012061,0.026932014933450574,0.0,0.07580193278392829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178404481194104,0.0,0.1403591983187261,0.0,0.05037183117571265,0.0,0.0,0.031763557831962864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073044153432472,0.0,0.0,0.04946135244775232,0.0,0.21060568047005715,0.052428428647311835,0.0,0.13021758667335515,0.038628007313274655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041583984069652,0.18521328281036228,0.0,0.08368994645728399,0.0,0.0,0.05301568541432283,0.05173021927675382,0.0,0.12831009680305355,0.04484020829826433,0.03163223672957958,0.048044569431793804,0.09521637085493992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775653004704546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03483604965046967,0.0,0.21929390763032014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945265977964278,0.05046727770433308,0.1284468788320247,0.036041140931801836,0.0,0.0,0.0526193960585146,0.0,0.04523774972837799,0.1971195952220841,0.08275573841378324,0.09902193361815728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045385148176230114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948027828741286,0.0,0.15179164870702816,0.09744667972033276,0.09358098665123993,0.05087758673034638,0.05368200903514298,0.08093915529598586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105021125364074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729640687881741,0.04686850489864874,0.15914286439491232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039618964280792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466316397053472,0.0,0.03563030511813765,0.0,0.0,0.04362902602340404,0.05419295679675617,0.0,0.2203800095274422,0.0910940416043497,0.0,0.07524245835063334,0.055265309500064586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265044205260207,0.09652117982809384,0.10309030676155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180401943364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392967676196021,0.04276081127433565,0.05290764317856901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0344994414752085,0.0,0.144878996151678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103336744358734 lonely,rbest823,2020/04/07,17M Who wants too talk and be friends or maybe something more idk Everyone is welcome to talk to me or just vent too me,-1.6203846153846158,-0.006594576923074413,0.05338461538461559,103.9416153846154,110.15384615384615,3.6184615384615375,20.584615384615386,5.6839178017228535,-0.15863692307692334,95,4,23,1,5,30,21,26,0.057,0.738,0.205,0.6605,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886776272839368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142625884413053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086461604229164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31314453902623185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538782695869383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399182139120493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JoyousJack30,2020/04/08,"YOU WANT MOST WHAT YOU CANT HAVE There was this guy who I was really into, he was into me too. One day he met a girl, her name was Anna, now.. I’m stuck alone.. I loved him, I really did.. I called him for a few hours today, had a great chat.. his girlfriend called and he sounded upset to go but.. I knew he was happy.. All I want is for him to be happy.. I’ll find someone some day..",-1.7996753246753237,0.064171023809525,1.154848484848486,100.38409090909092,94.71428571428572,4.006926406926406,11.207792207792208,5.565023196281405,-1.4771285714285711,282,3,72,2,11,98,57,84,0.055,0.8079999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.7739,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,12,19,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,1,14,4,6,8,4,8,0,0,0,1,21,2,0,2,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239805052141945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43853166465291377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696932209111885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626156224560445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203739558805995,0.0,0.0,0.2367432759365729,0.0,0.2126188782688884,0.0,0.4571733559654357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211468201313215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938044130772642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455082603623361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27512620241741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819421017034432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354124749158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533095162332698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,butterfly3ffect19,2020/04/08,"I’m in love with someone I can never be with and it makes me feel so alone. I don’t want to go into details about this, as I will just dig myself into a hole and get upset. I’m in love with my best friend, have been for 2 years. I think about her a lot, everything reminds me of her. But I can never be with her because she’s happily married, and I would never to anything to jeopardise her relationship. I just wanted to say it out loud to try and get it off my chest. Has anyone else every experienced this? How did you get through it? Will it ever go away?",1.077578304048895,2.8095787899159674,3.3047211611917504,90.6377387318564,80.42857142857143,6.007944996180291,20.902215431627198,6.980632752743323,0.3892621848739499,432,12,97,5,11,148,76,119,0.042,0.784,0.174,0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,12,3,1,2,4,26,26,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,4,18,4,22,19,2,14,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,5,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931762102729665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041759621869148,0.19110954783498188,0.1534882731815053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523963130410075,0.0,0.0,0.1136995316315259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957389444337745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581170483080786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687160461736749,0.15714930745945932,0.0,0.16763018951683212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943090138224995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410320474446128,0.0,0.2923435875035569,0.0,0.21200475036550515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585707802824247,0.33667922865930616,0.0,0.12450209291670465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315621227999744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025033590356145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483264564219572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803594327273454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951308753934838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266333561562532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200260850187116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249690758520338,0.0,0.0,0.12011136059460505 lonely,_hi_im_vegan_,2020/04/08,"Is it wrong if the people i care the most are only on the internet? Im in a smal telegramm group(12p) for nearly 3 years and i realy grown trust and care for them because they are very nice and carring people too but i still think that im too focused on this one group. I have no real intresst or can stay in other groups because it never feels so welcoming like ours. Ours is not that active like others mostly (maybe 50 messages per day) which lets me realize sometimes that my only hope if i open the messenger that someone started a topic so i can interact with them. (Sorry for poor grammar )",4.785,5.712682711864411,5.462500000000002,82.17052966101697,69.33898305084746,7.594915254237289,29.15677966101695,7.645422480735847,1.841030508474576,472,17,88,5,8,153,83,118,0.08900000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.21,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,3,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,14,9,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,13,8,9,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,6,7,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450546507409425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37549502848882704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875792047358635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310895438653127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828969640731358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978151574771141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830015110442852,0.0,0.17992732948036144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849978259743103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420235329868722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478102832396187,0.280100266714635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255325117208243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959667041305224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560249740423328,0.0,0.18212354524886806,0.20613460807235975,0.13033837206101911,0.19627345624595552,0.1470579759672511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799231234925647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193843609222554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013330216627865,0.0,0.11858297252430007 lonely,roncohen56,2020/04/08,"young men who deal with social anxiety and loneliness hey everyone! I'm currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of young men who deal with social anxiety a lot easier ;) Which is why I have two very simple questions: 1. As a young man who deals with social anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with? 2. Regarding social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers! P.s I understand that it is a very sensitive topic, feel free to DM me instead of commenting down below if you feel a little too shy about that. I would love to read your answers.",4.071928152492667,6.374212072580651,4.888621700879764,80.09156891495604,73.43548387096773,8.380058651026394,29.014662756598238,9.095868883498916,2.783751612903226,523,22,91,12,11,169,87,124,0.085,0.774,0.141,0.8866,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,21,16,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,7,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,4,18,13,3,12,0,0,1,1,22,7,0,3,5,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662037624848727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848221312842742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555063797621004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935181045583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997298949937117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435445764033622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102241046410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938065428846602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490946172506648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199456498081298,0.10567509425486836,0.0,0.1004967418299507,0.0,0.0,0.10174328667603057,0.10801123390557377,0.0,0.07988389858982145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797479234043057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109478259880329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406323249675425,0.0,0.2394144921806295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487973796560905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018053260733204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125137452944453,0.0,0.11690494914755965,0.12458575020943125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974885863468253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798794725329317,0.0,0.13762018329505182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002717433967265,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spiderpegs,2020/04/08,"To attached to conversations Does anyone ever start talking to people and you get invested for days and when their responses dwindle away you feel bad? Like Idk if they think im boring and don’t know how to reject me or what. I get attached pretty easily to conversations so if i think they’re ignoring then i feel bad, but I still have an impulse to respond asap even if they take hours.",5.505789473684208,6.391000105263162,6.330105263157897,76.75173684210529,67.68421052631578,9.237894736842106,29.673684210526318,9.3871,2.618808421052631,312,11,57,6,5,103,54,76,0.14400000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,3,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,11,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,1,8,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,4,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010610650111202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856832398478674,0.0,0.4062550647632726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689461982912928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128948084569401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606832708280159,0.2200594900609925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460180161947461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542061341038068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958049072360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627827164947668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369959783111246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885367242503422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686588020296505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475018733633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721938987489215,0.0,0.194282664602188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291528765789905,0.1955381842270632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117663043436992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,st0nervirginsunit3,2020/04/08,"No one knows who I really am All this is so pointless I don’t even know what is compelling me to post this here. I’ve spent so much of my life playing a character that doesn’t even exist. And I fill that role at all times when I’m around other people like my family who I’m quarantined at home with. They don’t know I don’t believe in their god. They don’t know that I’m not expecting to be reunited with them in heaven after this absurd and brutal experience ends. They don’t know that so many values they hold are complete and utter bullshit to me. And they never will. What is beautiful and meaningful and pure joy to them is absolutely nothing to me or something I hate and resent with every fiber of my being. It fluctuates... All of those hard questions of existence they get to answer with “god!” while I sit and nod all the while, slowly but surely seeing even more clearly the truths that they have the divine privilege to ignore. I was lonely *before* my views changed. Now the disconnect I feel is exponentially greater, the distance miles further away. They think I’m happy and content. They surely don’t know that I’m lonely and depressed so I guess my performance is top notch. Maybe I should pursue acting... It’s almost scary to me. To see first hand how people can think they know what is going on but be completely and utterly mistaken. How am I mistaken? What am I not seeing? Probably everything. But whatever. I’ll just float on a cloud of doubt and despair until it’s all over. Edit: the few friends I have that I barely talk to also don’t know me. I’ve never had an honest relationship with someone. Don’t know if I ever will or if I even want to anymore.",2.035297858099064,4.528051117469879,3.6096787148594416,85.60878179384206,81.5,6.5804551539491305,21.87282463186077,7.793537801064563,1.2047868808567594,1329,42,254,24,36,439,175,332,0.129,0.6990000000000001,0.172,0.9312,0,5,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,13,3,17,21,3,1,9,0,31,2,1,3,13,67,57,30,0,5,10,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,21,18,0,2,15,1,1,3,14,9,0,2,3,7,39,12,32,48,9,29,2,4,4,0,20,12,0,8,13,185,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944288856116782,0.0,0.0,0.0874029593340562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839100780818108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729548513525138,0.0,0.0,0.10268600040422486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300176874047583,0.12313773827551805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561933666214858,0.0,0.2291868984677785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413539428759898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680269397407204,0.0,0.0,0.2887525642318842,0.09886334419138773,0.09208552728179632,0.0,0.09822705960054656,0.10691122191777452,0.10303334828172174,0.0,0.055262701475865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296604495114752,0.0,0.0,0.0844408404110445,0.0,0.05710198756822786,0.0,0.06211471605972393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040047155523333,0.0,0.0,0.1163462767253716,0.09790661403676387,0.10790592251738784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963152960178443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405897477753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719810289001205,0.05339588636740845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080770584160718,0.10980125056566292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034420514128737,0.0,0.1685896734146244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487124501789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740609403633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154241420211406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046741433665856,0.0,0.11783820880442986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243511541286363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001700528514014,0.0,0.0,0.11734164195915014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612812578068898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260507348719996,0.08414042593059955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601798678738625,0.0,0.0,0.0878469672198237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006330490480215,0.0,0.0,0.06373063835052352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446486587261703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RudeAvocado7,2020/04/08,"I just confused about myself,write straight away without holding and read again,thank you for who will read this. I must tell me as every human being I live in a fairness balance of divergent emotion Trying with all my acquired forces to drive-apart my insecurities; I'm afraid to say,I am insecure about my-self. In a continuous contrast of sorrow emotion. I need help to understand my emotion, the world is so complicated. Because we made it, we want happiness, but we undervalue ourselves, Sorrow thoughts in my mind concern me every single breath, Scared to not be the same person, fascinating by the future, But scared to death by its own destiny. Listening, watching,observing;This actions make me contemplate my ID. I need someone who understand me who knows how to deal with my insecurities. I'm not scared to die alone I am scared to die without none except me! Why we live in a world of hypocrisy? Why we cannot deal without the masks created by us for the society? i am not longer appreciating the sadly fun pleasures,i am discovering probably what it means grow, living and dying i have big plans i want big plans,i can't afford a trivial life. Uncomfortable silence provoke me silence, a plenty emotion of disturbing fullness. Why I cannot afford something i want so valuable, which i might not be able to deal with it. Sometimes i struggle to follow my routes, like a boat without a captain in the storm. Living as a free bird is beautiful but concern me if would you remember me. RudeAvocado7",5.705599106068423,7.59821090252708,6.1680041258380625,74.33475330926596,68.13357400722022,8.74189444730961,34.85112600997077,9.23628265651192,3.4553573663400368,1208,60,200,24,21,390,155,277,0.198,0.655,0.147,-0.953,2,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,6,2,0,2,6,19,0,11,15,0,17,2,1,4,2,47,33,11,4,8,14,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,10,10,0,1,6,2,1,3,12,14,0,0,2,1,36,6,37,24,6,17,0,3,0,0,20,12,0,3,3,135,46,2,0.0876024037478651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907296707801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823053420159106,0.0,0.0,0.053401612228583785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709426949662258,0.0,0.0,0.27275239336322465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941636530206242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761760683653774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325438774968102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871804465277512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814399009904729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187616847798154,0.04279810950287469,0.0,0.30941810983920803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828915125637397,0.05847528474551327,0.0,0.0,0.09542469920609496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293230668341353,0.08845345514719033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991214474602916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649103997040525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445020781812284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525222040488375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923644637831854,0.0,0.0,0.06966494756332876,0.3508211540580333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138841248337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422523241502096,0.06744061027132439,0.0866410172943023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158105291832028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765683621078778,0.08065252361690542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954652329235059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059476281771994,0.0,0.0,0.18239438353245666,0.10537490550920024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501050229152505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371426311005448,0.0,0.0,0.3377823644554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062230234186731424,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sky1sFall1ng,2020/04/08,"So sad... I cant even put it into words well. I think the only time a girl has been interested in me was at middle school prom. She asked me to dance but I was too shy so I politely rejected. I cringe at it now lol. But she probably only felt pity for me. It's tough. Its tough for me to actually understand I'm lonely as fuck and this is my life. I don't want to accept it but I have no choice. I haven't even really had real friends my whole life. Man. Theres something really wrong with me. I got a few possibilities. I'm cursed , I was a MAJOR dick in my past life and this is my torture. I'm rly in a prison of my own mind. This is some sort of evil simulation fucking with me. Or just shit chances in life I guess. Who knows. It pains my soul seeing people be happy together while I'm just ignored. I used to not care at all about being alone but now it hurts so bad. Am 20m btw",-1.5564034304091483,0.4090812746113989,1.4345327854207603,96.63129533678759,98.94818652849743,4.941861711631232,14.427193139181705,6.647476241863616,-0.4639132035018756,678,15,166,11,29,236,122,193,0.341,0.58,0.079,-0.9966,0,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,13,22,5,0,5,1,16,9,2,1,1,28,33,12,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,16,1,0,7,2,26,6,20,24,6,16,1,5,1,3,7,9,4,4,5,105,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.14473801159078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536138200487659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865830362990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238402234984957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512211711227474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959266864368188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424095613776405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459094124885592,0.2742371701478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862430502035133,0.0,0.1633901710968254,0.0,0.0,0.15788840205593682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877862606850987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815122789261079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190485660602431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497599740508095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256066640074909,0.15782194181350648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415873296399957,0.10282576415637452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672074597836086,0.0,0.0,0.15991303729625927,0.0,0.0,0.14910162574168018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881956648453136,0.19003398118716291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501068115690728,0.11819109140802445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224738822398728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141832620037016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503686761842974,0.0,0.0,0.0864860392131025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440537681303773,0.0,0.12810005041413006,0.0,0.0,0.08748242700884151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335665131633667,0.0,0.0,0.16559293864478247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621636134254916,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rainbowrage1411,2020/04/08,"Why is it bad to be desperate? Hey. I’ve always been alone, 30+. Being alone so long, I can’t NOT start having feelings for anyone who talks to me. Even if they say one sentence to me. And I can’t refrain from....asking them out because I want it so badly. I’ve been told it’s desperate to ask out people I don’t really know. But why? On online dating sites I also can’t help but message people a bunch of times. I know I shouldn’t, but tell that to my heart......it doesn’t help that I’m very depressed about being alone and think about it every waking moment. But: Why is it a bad thing that I want a relationship? How does being desperate make me a bad person? I’ve heard people say it means you don’t like that person specifically and would be with anyone. But that’s not true, I’d only be with them if I liked them, the dates I ask them on are for getting to know each other.",1.2224598930481283,2.9221626898395776,3.2133689839572206,91.61652406417114,79.85561497326205,5.683422459893047,17.417112299465238,6.522977012572876,-0.24061283422459834,681,12,152,6,17,230,99,187,0.184,0.73,0.086,-0.9609,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,5,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,20,1,1,2,1,31,36,14,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,14,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,4,20,3,17,24,2,11,0,1,0,0,22,5,0,2,8,96,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681431842678544,0.0,0.09475215531442778,0.09858874487637928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569448549475385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230154296850994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39571903278585896,0.07222716083146191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205068075593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368674140321432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825801329268635,0.0,0.09982845260270223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990941397445069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190335471534838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404049155787625,0.15883556611329758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534824348004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577125893184395,0.0,0.0,0.10485521277975676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908944355277428,0.0,0.0,0.12906455084821092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802882851737756,0.0901129378131462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464270742651012,0.2069125037820888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590431960172425,0.0,0.0,0.1272082040296677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884475453824832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386406592155989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523349718744466,0.10356083222534512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871595618773934,0.07592019836232684,0.0,0.0,0.06908936939076284,0.0,0.0,0.11321718872275816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776226923021372,0.13977066749285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207419821554951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416811675919303,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YufeitesRiver,2020/04/08,"do you ever just pretend to be a certain way in front of other people and who you pretend to be is so different from what you actually are that you don't want to ever socialize and go to events because you don't want to have to pretend anymore and you don't want to mess up your image and then you just stay home and wallow in despair because you don't even know who you are as a person because you act to make others like you, because you don't think they will like you as you are but you don't even know who you are and it's scary because you don't even know what your real personality is like because what your personality SHOULD be is so ingrained inside your brain that it feels like it's you and the last time you were genuine was in like elementary school and now you just think about what to say and do that will make guys like you and will make your friends accept you and you laugh at things that aren't funny and hold yourself back from saying stupid shit because you think people will just think you're weird and annoying and everytime you make a new friend you know they're not really your friend because they signed up for someone else who is not you and if someone ever likes you, they really don't because you're not you and you don't even know how to think anymore because of expectations and the crippling fear of being rejected and the fact that nobody really knows you makes you feel so alone but you know it's your fault and you hate yourself for feeling sad because it's completely your fault? cuz yeah",8.394707792207793,6.354633211038967,7.778311688311689,78.48032467532471,62.668831168831176,10.618181818181819,34.33766233766234,8.841846274778883,2.6183025974025984,1231,38,251,14,14,386,121,308,0.165,0.6990000000000001,0.136,-0.8645,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,42,3,0,18,25,4,1,6,1,32,2,2,7,5,65,57,30,0,6,10,0,3,7,3,5,0,2,1,4,21,19,0,1,16,3,0,3,13,12,0,0,2,5,45,13,26,46,0,21,0,3,0,0,59,6,1,1,17,174,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.07710171414611867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182984353674085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671206060981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075330199052152,0.0,0.5297969329405338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820054829604072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283978498294406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254793924461938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600216149535948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873968358715744,0.21440540179902376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889074682616301,0.11984848187509098,0.056444285018072526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312724968648564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044902826095773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782316639058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780053613839829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925280546383336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039502513582678,0.06440315361105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701997926282155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636967245856681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630770849671875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955024996827477,0.20696371249627746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992992106429036,0.15184621027853698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566278947306295,0.0,0.07996166556236194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110194742433534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805400675907544,0.1338887070298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421343904189736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524902917175922,0.2531299594323361,0.0,0.0,0.04607097886553384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980525929389576,0.0627139328825605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LowPromotion9,2020/04/08,"How can I get over of this feeling of loneliness at parties? Context: At the New Year's Eve party in 2019, I was with 2 friends at a party with several people. Everything was fine until 00:00 when my girlfriends went out with guys they just met. I felt horribly alone. The others were trapped with their own friends or loved ones, and I felt horribly alone. Until I caught the attention of one who left me alone, she didn't even notice. I wanted to leave, but I was ashamed of the host. Every time I think of that New Year's Eve I get a knot in my stomach and I never want to see a New Year's Eve party again, if it ends with me leaving it aside for some people just met that evening. How do you get rid of these feelings of loneliness at parties? I know, it's not serious, but for months now I've been thinking about it. Maybe it's just a case of overthinking and anxiety.",3.5152549697493534,4.63281085393259,4.26797752808989,88.85079083837515,72.48314606741573,7.724114088159032,27.17545375972342,8.139509932561175,1.5496909248055322,684,24,147,10,13,219,105,178,0.142,0.73,0.128,-0.3501,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,11,6,0,1,8,0,8,2,1,2,1,31,26,12,0,3,8,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,12,5,19,4,28,14,2,29,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,3,18,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109270259277168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117425603455564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713814556554855,0.0,0.0,0.17470557126477998,0.0,0.11143003832212046,0.0,0.1188617292928488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374359956468196,0.0,0.2539699336166796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043588468394379,0.0,0.2072924003635924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095265163562625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268356094753843,0.0,0.0,0.28007663276599626,0.1436947954553902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936476195240855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286732366647638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556420241830633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200274855253516,0.3831963786394977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057251399854896,0.0,0.0,0.17923801201921025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337710083684736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538963588048728,0.0,0.0,0.14940983028066013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694865620446985,0.0,0.0,0.07711860574963422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601414655820922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260115626098204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555024975359491 lonely,ChildDestroyer69,2020/04/08,"Hey! I’m not lonely, but I am a 10 year old willing to help. My name is Chris. I am 10. My IQ is 137.",-6.401410256410255,-6.5721216538461515,-1.1923076923076916,111.32897435897436,130.9230769230769,1.7333333333333334,8.179487179487179,3.1291,-2.670082051282052,71,1,24,0,6,28,20,26,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.6594,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781532637451202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7485561616450479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459383422897608 lonely,YoungSinatra124,2020/04/08,"Angry at the things I can't change Hello everyone I'm new here and I've browsed around looking at the other post and I can relate to s lot of your stories. First and foremost I'm a 21 year old male. I've felt alone for as long as I can remember. I know when you say you're lonely people who don't understand say ""how fan you be lonely when you have a family and friends who care""? The truth is you can feel alone even if you're in a room full of people you know. I haven't had the best success with relationships most of them being long distance and nobody in my life has shown any attraction towards me. I want to settle down and find someone who I click with but I not sure if I'm gonna find that any time soon. I have big hopes and dreams and I will chase them until I get them but I don't want my success to determine whether or not I find love. I'm not saying I'm looking to find someone to fill the void in my life but I want someone to fill the void in my life if that makes any sense.",1.506026625704045,2.8528037834101383,3.0324039938556098,94.79400281618021,77.98617511520737,6.112544802867383,21.272145417306707,6.691623216298621,0.1574169994879675,779,20,186,7,18,256,114,217,0.085,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.8031,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,3,4,7,12,0,0,9,0,15,4,0,2,2,42,36,22,0,7,11,0,2,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,7,11,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,2,8,28,10,24,30,4,26,0,2,3,1,20,12,0,7,11,113,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453763908901057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416693280273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545396583602444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431581423491644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077723600811185,0.0,0.12531432020103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824130534228951,0.0,0.0,0.11319301704891085,0.0,0.0,0.1116729638026674,0.0,0.05989662341825237,0.0,0.11373958471964045,0.0,0.4330789204435233,0.10076149077791732,0.0,0.0,0.09152142555734297,0.0,0.06189013845625279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765689619874985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020435797877072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510140967009691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096656527466024,0.19895209414740145,0.0,0.0,0.10070993139203953,0.10691421824062756,0.0,0.07907255809345587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440881039698035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430319558497792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424964167415793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345134384345368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718104529826665,0.13419138881302822,0.0,0.0,0.2826109682365353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301110752740063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164656669362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869915046732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907461892997087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233203955359692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096112400458701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628395889420939 lonely,shinjisrobot,2020/04/08,Discord group chat anyone? Drop your user,3.197142857142854,4.304963714285717,2.632142857142856,82.42535714285714,126.14285714285714,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.3055142857142856,34,1,4,0,2,10,7,7,0.49,0.51,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nazzy72,2020/04/08,"I am no longer innocent without losing my innocence Feels odd, missing out on teenage love; and later, love in general, doesn't it? I remember classmates and friends in high school talking relationships, their first kiss, exploring their bodies, sex. And how those who did were thought of as the 'cool' ones, until there only were a few lagging behind. We were impressionable little children. How much of a big deal it was back then, and how much of a big deal it still is. To me, to us. University felt and still feels completely different. Walking into lecture rooms with dozens of people realising you are one of the few ones — and may very well be the only one — missing out. Feels odd that I realise I'll never be able to experience teenage love, in its purest form. The awkward, infantile teenage love. That first kiss in junior year. Having sex later on. If love is to be, never will it be so pure. Feels odd, how love is everywhere, in the air, even. Can't go a few hours without seeing happy couples/sex/anything-it-may-be on advertisements, movies, online, the media, the outside world. Everywhere. Because it just is such a commodity, such a basic human need. On a side-note: feels odd, being schizophrenic and not even being able to trust your own senses, let alone anything else. Time is yet to show the future, but it has only shown me not so far. I want to know what love, those warm feelings, having someone love back feels like just as much as I want to know what heartbreak and pain feel like. As they are all part of feeling and being a human. Something I don't feel I am. The concept of age seems odd to me, but being an adult and knowing that regarding relationships I am not even an infant yet feels even more strange. I find it unreal that I missed out on so much and that I might on so much more. Never getting to experience the lovely feelings of marriage or becoming a father are scary thoughts. My heart is about to explode from all the fascination and love I have for this world. It's full, and it always has been full. And at the same time, it's always been empty, for never has it received any of that fascination or love back. As someone else put it in some other post, I am ""the genetic scum that gets washed out with every generation."" The numbers on the calendar change and time is ever so merciless. Then again, feels odd that I indeed realise I know nothing, especially about the future. That everything may change and I have no way of knowing that — or the opposite — (un)fortunately. Hope is something that I always have, and hope feels terrible. I don't know whether I'd prefer to have it be justified for once, or completely gone. But in the end, I won't stop trying. I won't sentence myself to live a life alone, and if time does it for me — so be it.",4.888082706766916,6.202049838345867,5.440676691729326,80.99116541353384,69.41353383458646,8.306766917293233,28.849624060150376,8.6894789155246,2.1626421052631573,2182,79,413,36,38,702,243,532,0.10400000000000001,0.74,0.156,0.99,1,2,2,0,0,0,84.0,2,2,3,3,31,31,0,1,30,1,52,21,2,4,8,95,100,46,0,8,17,1,16,2,1,6,4,0,1,5,34,26,0,1,28,1,0,6,17,8,1,7,11,18,34,23,61,72,19,70,0,5,1,15,33,31,0,13,33,305,68,3,0.1123452166723661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163557629279727,0.0,0.0,0.14022033008861046,0.0,0.0,0.038199299909421454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622527044426237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295798054470202,0.0,0.034242300666436506,0.06203823264961419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239510465341984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884634279523708,0.0,0.11779182222378197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582298532729952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058688419981073915,0.0,0.0,0.04915702809552139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093850012706424,0.0,0.04975225807237911,0.0,0.0,0.1484059121182494,0.05081134018259656,0.04732784522796598,0.0,0.050484318341866716,0.10989517926249427,0.0,0.0,0.39763582001929904,0.08025944523837407,0.05393451304405094,0.0,0.05134074636666774,0.09556078390993407,0.0,0.0,0.04339881785835534,0.0,0.05869573883349127,0.0,0.03192418781571993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979678609927457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656481133894113,0.0,0.05934944479738316,0.0,0.11158414932489624,0.0553187041008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522597900567986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744029783440035,0.039676374489233564,0.05488619809002998,0.05629971062655913,0.04960144229074158,0.0,0.0,0.06284278033144257,0.0,0.0,0.5576776936330502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959026056100264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646665215123813,0.04165127732074395,0.17329511392129435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053899132682192236,0.0,0.0,0.0598219946024218,0.15225605266851105,0.12816539962302678,0.05977161573306045,0.0,0.0,0.060829460847364576,0.0,0.038943013829317454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053797831242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646898635639271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206167186824784,0.0636326150493304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684967854864964,0.044762296151819855,0.05113743293363529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518973751248787,0.08648883648507401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971903515678409,0.04696281581194967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514941480003778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918955295538103,0.13101879859591384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038137513793416906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756873147758638,0.0,0.0,0.04634828474880169,0.0662641195575568,0.04458720187756229,0.0,0.0,0.05050592095329072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829677982375488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617331807719465 lonely,BarMusic,2020/04/08,"My girl left me Hello guys My name is Kevin and I'm 17 years old. My girlfriend left me and I'm broken inside. I don't know what to do and suicide is not a option. Do you guys have experience with this and can give me tips to distract myself? Thanks in advance Kevin",-0.5975000000000001,1.6060489649122829,1.4729605263157914,97.19259868421057,94.43859649122808,3.5517543859649123,15.896929824561406,5.148860815047168,-0.902822807017544,209,5,47,1,8,69,40,57,0.161,0.7909999999999999,0.048,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,12,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793183406580644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529480381556414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221737608708713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449128669767918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729830654310971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766901619304171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884255806825509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427631860631854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980272180293707 lonely,dickssbefloppin,2020/04/08,In the military states away from everyone. I feel like im going crazy. I miss my fiancé. I miss sex and love. I miss my dog. My friends. My family. And im stuck in a shitty position in my job for god knows how long,-2.48420803782506,-1.0746296808510625,1.0083687943262412,97.13444444444448,111.76595744680851,5.493144208037824,13.732860520094562,6.937597516519254,-0.03418486997635917,163,4,40,4,9,58,32,47,0.23399999999999999,0.5479999999999999,0.218,0.2732,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,3,6,7,0,7,0,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26942171617345456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740127468543712,0.0,0.0,0.2703330678756927,0.0,0.14499514844670455,0.2048623567971411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215510979989087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297307651052614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195029059534495,0.0,0.28456637945393043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759653162507573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009710462068073,0.0,0.0,0.25377475982147635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881330299061905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwmerightaway-,2020/04/08,"In a relationship but more lonely than ever. Is it normal to be in a relationship but also be lonely? To start, I have seen my girlfriend in the midst of all of this. From at least six feet away, walking the beach or local woods. The problem is that's the only way I've seen her, I haven't held her hand, hugged her, kissed her. We don't live together and have people we're trying to protect but is it selfish to miss your girlfriend? When I suggest new plans, sitting in a backyard together, going on little dates out of the back of our car she gets mad at me and says we can't do those things. Not once has she asked me if I'm okay, she doesn't tell me if she's okay or not she just gets upset with me. I should note that this goes back before social distancing. He'll we haven't had sex in over a month and she claims it's only because we never have a house to ourselves but that has never stopped us before. Am I being selfish to miss the touch and love of the person I love, or do I try to suck it up and pretend I'm okay just to make things easier on her? I miss having someone by my side, I miss sex, the romance, holding someone's hand, cuddling, I miss the shit out of cuddling. I miss the love I once had. I miss being happy.",3.5338976201167505,3.8239028702290088,4.742725639874269,88.50961607543779,71.82442748091603,7.080736416704086,24.95374943870678,6.522977012572876,0.7116562191288729,960,25,214,6,17,318,133,262,0.171,0.645,0.184,0.8985,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,6,1,0,1,7,26,3,1,15,3,24,13,4,1,4,36,47,16,0,5,13,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,12,12,0,4,0,2,0,3,9,16,0,1,5,6,37,10,32,36,3,33,0,9,2,9,32,17,2,5,11,149,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876113337896624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714395894883732,0.0,0.12777880601766786,0.2091550229514282,0.0,0.0829058489140091,0.0,0.23145618527178186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302202861111255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211136404147393,0.0,0.0772933430359941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477716792987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692860080877746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363102131651741,0.12009268070307826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682426417661792,0.0,0.09078271085831133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855588125736193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097869922971793,0.13135204177455356,0.0,0.0,0.1332535534318388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896764031456756,0.0,0.20687202768407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428699468065126,0.1187521188670679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013600493761596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203153003661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081546300992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396045903611038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863740021967824,0.2304689183489895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626325468934556,0.0,0.0,0.11370416229357645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188721612624092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807080077825728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846735117078219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359423678219207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079524374944486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-rosalie,2020/04/08,What’s it like to be in a relationship? Almost 19 and never been in a relationship. Never kissed or even hugged a guy yet. Never been on a date. I feel like I don’t fit into anyone’s preferences: unattractive and skinny with no ass and boobs. so maybe that’s one of the reasons why I have nobody.I just don’t want to change myself for anyone. I don’t even have any friends. they always drift away because I’m replaceable.,1.1623255813953506,3.594515000000005,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,85.04651162790697,5.300465116279073,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,0.08385023255813984,334,8,68,4,10,110,60,86,0.126,0.703,0.171,0.4245,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,8,5,3,1,3,15,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,10,8,0,12,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,2,7,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954750316206196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581473783053216,0.0,0.0,0.13551544692102552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27867874478702404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872276514239593,0.0,0.0,0.1214776367477818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080903703753093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632416504244201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076062723194684,0.14236379484574385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539612037881529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731592927721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471371678547084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002009055362617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610849845669969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350355050532978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048903286939396,0.0,0.4278986415238527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753895749350897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798168332130471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonymousKerbal,2020/04/08,"This quarantine has really screwed me over I feel really pointless at the moment. My friends at school were the only people really holding my life up, but even then, I felt very secondary to them. Like a supporting character in a movie, or just another random person sitting with them. It’s the kind of loneliness that I felt even when there were five people sitting around me and laughing. But now, I don’t even see them anymore because of this lockdown. And now I feel really worthless. I’ve tried several times to reach out to them and text them but they haven’t replied. We talked for a bit but then they suddenly dropped off, without warning. It’s been 6 days, and several attempts, and the only way that I could find happiness was by talking to them and supporting them. Because I and probably other people in this subreddit are lonely. And lonely people will hold on to any friendships they have or could have, because these connections are very important to me. And I don’t want to lose them. Just a rant. Not looking for advice (I’ve had enough advice to write me a biography out of it), just trying to see if anyone else shares these feelings.",5.298208525345622,6.918949866359447,5.523338133640554,79.61929291474655,68.76958525345623,8.927304147465438,31.07402073732719,9.354420925462401,2.9018665898617515,919,38,163,19,16,291,122,217,0.10099999999999999,0.747,0.153,0.8852,0,6,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,11,2,11,13,1,0,9,0,16,2,0,0,0,39,27,19,0,4,12,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,8,26,8,28,17,2,24,0,4,3,1,18,11,1,4,10,121,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427599276660748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803784905087806,0.1203314156399771,0.0,0.0,0.11380687391015053,0.08023989262291167,0.11758083297117533,0.0,0.10215695224838313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986213073787915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528356379616928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324626640718264,0.0,0.0,0.0740079689503656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586370879012564,0.0,0.0,0.1185733718343468,0.0,0.2273852831518535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407187439187366,0.0,0.22036704324657908,0.0,0.1048846817774602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866001222660047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215963586787912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119500460519608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105538401538237,0.056063865721135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963659328523274,0.12838233729600515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455384667683227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182287677527815,0.10020029958292292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372611383904412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940619024837907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613895133392912,0.18289095970603736,0.0,0.0,0.2592826801350151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26044694341018765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447265919822933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691500401774099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558232507738922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893710333734166,0.06768591795901678,0.09108777747165084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062045347194896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Torbjornmain17,2020/04/08,"I feel lonely when I have no reason to My best friend is like 15 feet from me, my mother is downstairs, I have a girlfriend, yet I still feel lonely. I have no lack of company. Is there a definitive reason why I feel this way? I feel cold and empty today",2.613113207547169,3.7105483773584913,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,74.66037735849056,6.809433962264151,20.797169811320764,7.1686216300943375,0.4581358490566041,196,4,42,2,4,67,35,53,0.231,0.599,0.17,-0.1531,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,8,10,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,3,3,10,2,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884496576854416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559119128274538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123569236574606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428319886147305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652057637647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950434642705546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605360855185512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817186486775192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480192969619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mmmm-potatos-,2020/04/08,Friends and relationships Ps I’m bi and 14. I’m kinda lonely and cause I can’t have a friend without them leaving me or me feeling like I’m doing something wrong. I just really want a cuddle buddy tbh 👉👈😖. I do believe that I am awesome and I can be a boss but I just wanted to rant I hope you all enjoy your days. Ps it’s not Disney plus and thrust it’s Disney plus and lust,-1.2198930481283412,0.7767955882352952,2.0001069518716577,94.48593582887699,93.11764705882356,4.032085561497326,17.139037433155078,5.565023196281405,-0.5230000000000001,295,8,68,2,11,105,60,85,0.08199999999999999,0.684,0.23399999999999999,0.8858,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,1,22,14,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,12,5,4,13,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205702741081075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541267541025893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290239840294114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555947647131406,0.19153077970955493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142669762142577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662839128771649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838793170901989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098017665402809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175180233792936,0.0,0.0,0.2878391958310917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063965710074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162647947025142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584389490616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931253947895594,0.0,0.0 lonely,leiuy,2020/04/08,Sheez I have this friend of mine we used to talk and flirt a lot then suddenly 1 day he became cold he even ignored my messages.what should I do? Should I ignore him too(code of hammurabi) or nah?,2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,80.02564102564101,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.7272512820512826,155,5,32,2,4,48,34,39,0.163,0.7440000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416218944818221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498712922825859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092559459636832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503441460706126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257642805848633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575030690809838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brehyourbreathstank,2020/04/08,"A different kind of lonely i feel lonely but it’s a much different type of lonely than i see people talking about on here though i haven’t spent too much time here. i have plenty of friends and i am actually very popular in my school. i’m know as being a funny guy or just someone people want to be around. despite all of this attention i get i don’t feel loved at all and i actually feel quite distant emotionally from anyone in my life. i find myself being the center of attention in most situations but that makes me feel even more lonely and isolated. recently i’ve been group facetiming different friend groups and i’ll be doing my normal funny guy thing but then i catch myself and realize that i feel distant and lonely again and i’ll completely shut down and be quiet and have a generally sad tone when speaking. when my friends pick up on this they just leave the call instead of asking what’s wrong or just anything thing else and that really makes the problem worse for me. i’m sorry if this paragraph is hard to follow and doesn’t make sense i’m just looking for some advise or looking if anyone has similar feelings (maybe i’m looking in the wrong place for this issue) thank you",4.358671394799057,5.977773748936169,5.318687943262411,80.18361111111109,71.08510638297872,8.286052009456265,27.098108747044922,8.841846274778883,2.1344846335697403,961,33,178,18,18,315,133,235,0.16399999999999998,0.705,0.131,-0.6821,3,10,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,15,16,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,4,2,47,40,24,0,5,12,0,7,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,11,12,0,0,11,0,1,2,3,9,0,0,2,13,21,7,25,33,7,21,0,6,4,1,15,13,0,7,6,120,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.21165071728587584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165264222050895,0.0,0.08923988346943061,0.09653783936668664,0.10138017338487322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073309077789993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370110318312852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399015977482149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059075389969312,0.1219845094738515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162600768110268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289942050628615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911553094144657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513498835919558,0.0,0.056657330971906214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147525248109824,0.0,0.0,0.09714420937085017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131869954429022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292737310562813,0.05959779367113749,0.0,0.0,0.11482616670186753,0.0,0.0,0.07659695664037326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731960598285997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787462751830148,0.0,0.21716093418645066,0.0,0.1089462216528768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943712001007393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625175165818466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036234434873172,0.0,0.11330053258273833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037659268538206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534316974375525,0.0,0.0,0.06947177867253712,0.0,0.10707502105633918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975076273644156,0.08641554833582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189520555140512,0.0,0.0,0.09188395223498902,0.0,0.0,0.12139378710590235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716289762602063,0.0,0.0998403425160224,0.0,0.0,0.14409028405670687,0.0,0.10654533495013598,0.0,0.06323436405365268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947736790373803,0.0639628741020679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110513343352364,0.0,0.2371322137284285,0.0,0.0 lonely,HairyWolverine,2020/04/08,"Hard to accept a life like this For those of you who know that you will remain single for the rest of your life, either because you have become too peculiar or from mental health or simply because you are never chosen, how do you accept this and manage to have a positive attitude to life? I know that I will probably end up alone in this life and never have my own family, with wife and children. I struggle a bit to accept this and it affects me negatively, in that I generally have less motivation at work, to do hobbies and life in general. Its like my balloon of motivation is slowely leaking out ! Wish I had less focus on something I'm not going to be able to achieve.",10.824090909090906,6.8651356515151525,10.975696969696973,63.39354545454548,59.90909090909091,13.893333333333334,41.55151515151515,11.602472056035307,4.713776969696969,534,20,97,11,5,182,82,132,0.04,0.7809999999999999,0.179,0.9552,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,4,2,7,0,1,4,0,12,6,0,4,2,25,17,8,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,14,5,21,13,7,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,81,25,5,0.175061904568736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131133722517945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343222431849787,0.19334211968084966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911222591532933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550528863217425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503278351688505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994917146695866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682108083123306,0.0,0.0,0.18608261829284886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241888897330592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182570019624272,0.17105280770785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764212248059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700370660549897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874634211114846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347712068878433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830127126697943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131255068560933,0.0,0.0,0.12744715150326033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tbiller00,2020/04/08,"In need of a friend Hello I am 37m in ohio. Would love to have so companionship. Single father of three. If you would like to eat oreos,smoke and waste time let me know asap. Lol",-1.1585964912280673,0.8806633157894731,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,100.05263157894736,3.5859649122807014,8.964912280701752,5.46131890053228,-1.719224561403509,138,1,32,1,6,46,34,38,0.063,0.652,0.285,0.872,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880511575551353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299532293452835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841714211264306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877925585064175,0.0,0.18527462414440815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422735792077269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811972779778717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113445192443815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387940440963044,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plsgodwhy,2020/04/08,"a list of things i love.. add your list so i can read them :,) -hot tea -dog ears and all the positions they can make -breaking the egg yolk -getting all my feelings out -feeling a breeze but also the sun on your face -getting so attached to a movie it makes me cry -cooking well for my friends / family -finishing a book/comic/graphic novel and immediately picking up the next in the series -when ppl give genuinely thoughtful compliments/comments on my art",1.8864201680672248,4.643943599999999,2.603739495798319,87.20897058823532,95.35294117647058,5.2521008403361344,26.07142857142857,6.868970318607317,1.637907563025211,366,17,64,6,14,114,67,85,0.046,0.7929999999999999,0.161,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,0,9,0,2,6,2,3,2,13,11,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,10,3,8,10,2,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201074750197988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049499705948953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617132285215876,0.0,0.2807436671965203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448672038323965,0.0,0.2900875448717533,0.2663161623856289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505607828234957,0.0,0.37062389608763696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952495376967516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776927936612186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443684173284544,0.0,0.0,0.22039741690987052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961162261522016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Only_A_Username,2020/04/08,"I have been miserable for so long that I don’t know any other way of life Title says it all really. I’ve been miserable for as long as I can remember. I don’t know what to do but I don’t want to live like this any more. I’m feeling especially lonely tonight, though. I was going through some old things and found some old Christmas cards from my relatives, many of who have passed away and the memories just came flooding back to me. My relationships with people are awful. My misery and inability to connect with others has left me so isolated. I’m so scared of the future. I don’t want to be alone.",2.453569299552907,4.4243529262295125,4.017421758569299,86.01379284649778,77.11475409836065,7.7150521609538,23.38599105812221,8.575989854853784,1.5066131147540984,475,15,99,10,11,158,79,122,0.23199999999999998,0.706,0.062,-0.9775,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,1,14,1,0,0,1,18,24,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,2,12,1,17,18,4,13,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452941218745587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554540375263409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764671872450732,0.14442535405016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148210530459126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496964971486883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593973739967905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674492322650513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644673377072376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040717377828351,0.0,0.13266591379573967,0.0917615043980858,0.0,0.1658523681107385,0.3324373305577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042444050769916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941801814339612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021377537981618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120325106960576,0.0,0.0,0.2016530921618964,0.212768407683588,0.0,0.0,0.14936548521601006,0.1880449700054828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478217178536692,0.0,0.1845364991222459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156737066182566,0.14908624986103633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jetnecro,2020/04/08,Here's what you're in for I wanna make friends.maybe something more if it goes further.i do have to admit Im into feederism/bigger girls before I make your hopes crash if it gets there.i also like helping others and a cuddling buddy would be nice after all this isolation.hit me up whenever if you don't mind my thing,6.071612903225804,6.947778903225808,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,66.41935483870968,8.135483870967743,30.01612903225807,8.07648339933343,2.1622451612903224,260,9,45,3,4,82,54,62,0.043,0.764,0.193,0.8126,0,1,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,13,10,5,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509669453533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714375345228221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665944026424662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381269774652095,0.0,0.0,0.3168296751763229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456462348191785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584271079483522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258574500179061,0.0,0.32046896682401405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220896060463045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557457430766305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192320284478736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660179390415,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrspermstains,2020/04/08,"single for 3 years I've been single for 3 years, i live in a small town and I missed out on the dating scene, I had one gf for freshman year and sophomore, junior and senior year i was lonely. I tried too, i got rejected like 6 times, if you wanna go through my reddit history to mock me just know i only act like this on reddit and in reality I'm a somewhat quiet person. What frustrates me is I know im handsome, just recently my friend got a girlfriend, it wasn't until three weeks into their relationship he told me they met because the girl recognized me at speech meets (school activity) and she thought i was cute and wanted to talk to me, she recognized my friend and went on his snap to ask for mine, however my friend posted stuff about how he was deppressed (he has bad family stuff i don't blame him) and they talked, then she was his girl. I'm happy for my friend, he just got out of a toxic relationship and he needed her, however It frustrates me a little bit because I know im not too far off from being single, but some entity is just holding me back for some reason. I justify it by thinking my soul mate is praying for me to meet her single (sounds cultish i know). I'm moving this summer for college and hopefully I won't be single for much longer, but its been a long bitter ride that has admittedly warped my view on many things, i've even debated therapy on how I've changed, however im probably being a bitch and don't need it. Anyways im just waiting for senior year to end and just leave myself in the past.",3.2910576923076924,4.6699826570512855,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,73.39102564102564,7.764102564102564,25.179487179487186,8.344100000000001,1.5508756410256417,1207,38,245,20,24,404,167,312,0.079,0.833,0.08800000000000001,0.2306,3,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,0,14,19,5,0,10,0,19,0,0,3,0,45,43,19,0,6,10,0,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,3,12,15,0,2,8,0,0,5,5,9,0,2,15,5,43,10,36,24,10,41,2,3,1,0,37,17,1,5,20,161,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548056498620697,0.0,0.0,0.07853397017919454,0.08527678615782787,0.12451865366495403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150278019714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804316817102592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045952040886468,0.0,0.0,0.06745788109017481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628189969775493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156307996366497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804453568823618,0.0,0.2450552624963001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872247415710476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014411106574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412846502441585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451849594096893,0.0,0.0,0.10814409667926816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997940465147743,0.10236409400810267,0.0901853072614499,0.09038448815366044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354682825999753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855121220477268,0.07507950415779703,0.1514606458814322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920796179594252,0.07767674628987335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974975019527033,0.0,0.08917859327708576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781517868383108,0.0,0.11011664465808642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500973084827944,0.1008440128382609,0.21930523252703074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033640452947396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383569226364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418126805865446,0.0,0.0,0.11679798272105495,0.0,0.06785262478555894,0.06544270034448925,0.0,0.08108219102424953,0.05955457171556903,0.0,0.0,0.09759245517337274,0.0,0.06934160058263228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024068763644781,0.0,0.0819249293963478,0.0,0.0,0.09467831118032073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288515066090012 lonely,hikikomori_01,2020/04/08,"Don't you sometimes just wish for a huge supportive friend group? I've been feeling lonely lately... and yeah partly it's the quarantine that's driving insane slowly. However I've thinking about some stuff and generally about my life. Obviously I've been watching a lot of anime as well, since I have nothing to do really, and sometimes I'm just jealous of their lives. Well now to the point. Don't you just want to feel part of a group. Just blend in easily? You know how movies and media portrays different groups with people that have completely different personalities.... but still they are together. They accept each other and support each other. They dont judge each other's choices. And if someone is absent they dont feel the same, because everyone matters to each other. Dont you just wish for that? I also want to feel smth like that. But maybe I'm asking for too much. It's hard, very hard especially for me. I really want to part of something so much. Just go out with them all the time if possible, walk around the city, eat together and just helo each other. But I guess I'm actually asking for too much. Dont judge me, I just have my own dreams....",3.2690029761904733,5.601025870535718,4.3735714285714264,82.70476190476192,76.00892857142857,7.480952380952381,24.059523809523807,8.418075326091056,1.6895380952380954,921,30,172,18,21,300,120,224,0.057,0.8059999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9494,3,3,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,6,0,20,9,1,0,8,1,14,2,0,1,2,50,34,16,0,7,13,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,16,1,0,7,1,0,3,6,2,2,0,2,7,19,7,23,32,16,12,0,1,1,0,17,5,0,5,5,121,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.09888337655419037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103349357252444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902051043742062,0.1894595773357111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769773506215514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624248426711516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173638097406774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750316061877097,0.0,0.0,0.10368579644765157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682507278299282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494179139767355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828723822215902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758812382252584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162632149113448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815433948622469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556882693236713,0.0,0.11430455372945555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157231313461249,0.04950467636015955,0.0,0.08947616825536081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861470671180265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179951571160233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234674322418261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722878291363787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291912586992015,0.0,0.07024940196977397,0.0884773701962839,0.0,0.0,0.09578951903671892,0.11423425005449228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982907194379334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382114986114389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858565051387708,0.07800871636139244,0.2004357468350945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092219817260705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599850563482188,0.0,0.2299759653864458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492811573101624,0.0,0.0,0.059086286236738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360778906836806,0.1793010214119921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221551924316148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330487947546708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gaiaisdead,2020/04/08,How would you describe loneliness in the form of imagery It’s been a lonely year not dating and getting sober. How do you describe what loneliness looks like to someone who is always in social circles?,5.613423423423424,7.862269621621626,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,69.0,7.095495495495496,33.954954954954964,7.793537801064563,2.8279441441441446,164,8,25,2,3,51,32,37,0.195,0.745,0.06,-0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,4,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885707995235243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243981562652942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281463807121127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39215167419175617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760346897784601,0.3956767794115992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317343421352834,0.0,0.0,0.3007244766388405 lonely,Uhf1198,2020/04/08,Breaking point. I hate complaining. I really do but fuc* I can’t do this. I’m so tired of feeling alone. I have a girlfriend but she barely talks to me anymore and when she does it’s barely a full sentence. I have no friends except for her and I just look at my phone constantly to see if she messages me. I’ve used other apps to try to talk to people but nobody replies and if they do it’s just a girl trying to sell her nudes on snap.,-0.7784451718494232,1.3748842978723417,1.4151063829787245,97.79576923076924,94.31914893617022,4.1689034369885425,17.869067103109657,5.8734145424116955,-0.3820792144026188,340,10,78,3,13,113,64,94,0.151,0.77,0.078,-0.7804,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,13,12,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,15,1,11,12,1,7,0,0,2,1,14,4,0,2,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26360507994571164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524146049904082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750447810491369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273142292118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869252944320864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664086355882326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128496689091817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137319833128544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645153132911595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060286415791876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305148451923548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028188094638396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091457027438674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253232109637833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456035908996641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982282596544103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thisisit140,2020/04/08,"If anyone wants to talk Either on here or discord or whatever, feel free to message",6.293125,6.9718670624999985,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,65.875,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,3.193325,67,3,11,1,1,22,14,16,0.135,0.7,0.165,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303079442383238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834821426971335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095927690689378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473383355012212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kwitmato,2020/04/08,"I need someone to talk to Complain/discuss about insecurities, loneliness and self-improvement.",12.484285714285713,15.684967428571436,10.941428571428574,41.553571428571416,53.28571428571429,14.171428571428573,56.85714285714285,13.023866798666859,9.302228571428572,80,6,8,3,1,25,13,14,0.384,0.616,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279515187357065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020962858177927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890197294889928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638935916637921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,papasmurf12109,2020/04/08,"Ramblings of a sad person This is my first post and idk what I’m doing but I wrote something and I guess I’ll see if anyone cares. I don’t really think it’s poetry but something like it. “I can’t stand the silence” I’m never afraid Not of the terrors of this world Not of the violence Nor the sickness that spreads But I’m terrified Of the moments of pause Of the times without noise When the friends are gone The love seems distant The moments where the hole feels deep And help is nowhere to be found The breaks They break The silence is deafening I can’t hear The words spoken as affirmation The memories that feel warm The love that’s rooted deep Everything is numb in the chill of the silence The only thing that remains is you The last person you want to see The one you hate the most Despised No matter how you try The smile you paint washes off The bright eyes The brilliant complexion Leaving nothing but a clown No laughter to hide behind No safety in sight Just the cold The dead And the silence",1.943595068137572,4.537761776119403,2.5535842526497947,92.32000648929268,82.98009950248756,5.286696950032447,23.166991131300026,6.7026698264267655,0.7046403201384375,811,29,161,9,23,251,119,201,0.16,0.606,0.23399999999999999,0.9690000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,1,4,13,2,2,29,0,11,6,1,2,1,27,30,13,1,2,9,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,3,10,12,7,17,26,1,19,0,1,5,2,14,7,0,4,8,102,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625434000910452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840967299596347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622790141566458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259686794262026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358739420751927,0.0,0.19797878136334565,0.1395030696448406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891127666280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782692752790868,0.0,0.0,0.20350841714790144,0.0,0.12102804453466134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147183518109921,0.0,0.19119089097887326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882143050495539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259315847063814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926185976640948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325574362189128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235463871727648,0.13732683324865955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153225229751665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293011581837472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567373224933608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28777178852709656,0.16437841443706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780135214525345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995850153966985,0.11569793054940693,0.0,0.0,0.10528814773805092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259090236440208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065011507428904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405696702815418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aCultleader,2020/04/08,"I am ruining my life. Title says it all. Every once in a while I just randomly blame my depression on something in my life. First it was playing the flute, then fencing, and everything else I have done for over five minutes. I know it is my depression causing me to do this, but in the moment, I am blinded and just want the pain to stop.",3.517352941176473,4.6783807352941205,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.52941176470588,8.381176470588235,29.776470588235288,8.841846274778883,2.323037647058824,262,11,54,5,5,87,49,68,0.21,0.75,0.04,-0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,1,1,12,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,10,1,8,7,1,10,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662409820047783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470912689637829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656045357664583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681645253057727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186777649214192,0.0,0.23326221266582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076875187226008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426390845221688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666484646279213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640683850674896,0.0,0.0,0.2761740635198857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064005148570922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998103374674059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699115070011826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308630141025106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,techb61,2020/04/08,"Dude I’m fucking lonely. It’s like I really just want someone that’s okay with the way I act, I don’t really ask for much. Know that I’m a dork, flirty, rarely care about sexual things, and likes to hold hands and cuddle. As it was once described “hold me; kiss me; love me”",0.5379885057471263,2.528935327586204,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,83.65517241379311,5.935632183908046,14.839080459770114,7.1686216300943375,-0.3495954022988505,211,3,49,3,6,70,45,58,0.121,0.605,0.27399999999999997,0.8326,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,2,1,2,5,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,5,9,1,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913941326575932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177953346118611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881583729416761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130023371708422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045583112412976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813182424398566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291327768911281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319465782875771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993614927765503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409941581991137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070772910778783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384665954852186,0.247410157368358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frankiedavisjunior,2020/04/08,"I always end up alone I'm worried that I'm a terrible person and I'm going to be alone forever. I build relationships with people, but then they always end up leaving, and I'm starting to think I'm to blame. Last year I was with the love of my life, the person I wanted to marry and grow old with, but I screwed it up and now she doesn't even want to talk to me. I just feel like I'm always going to end up alone. What's the point?",1.0059374999999982,2.2518193854166704,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,79.10416666666666,6.0500000000000025,19.291666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.043183333333332914,335,7,80,3,8,116,55,96,0.183,0.725,0.092,-0.5904,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,15,15,0,17,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,10,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921962287035681,0.0,0.0,0.3954304506596502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42091381082465656,0.0,0.0,0.10462858109161324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800970624533174,0.11316842778878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800565719241425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291256260304959,0.0,0.16773375039546098,0.0,0.0,0.111889956576939,0.07739132418252058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297157881119524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622507666906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982183181882847,0.2766357178001122,0.0,0.0,0.1497490392043954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007349574615932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212370277187142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273242862152454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015029937079483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686912691370128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087345968880135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201110965921063 lonely,TrashyGlam,2020/04/08,"Lonely before and after the quarantine A few days ago I was on Instagram and a girl posted a story with one of those q&a stickers asking ""what are you all gonna do when the quarantine is over?"". I held back and I didn't answer to that person who don't know me that I will keep staying home as always because I have no friends. In that moment I didn't care so much, but now I'm afraid when everybody start to meet with their love ones again while I'm feeling miserable.",8.90376288659794,5.710484711340207,8.708737113402062,75.81712628865981,62.71134020618557,11.761855670103095,35.590206185567006,9.516144504307137,3.0520742268041228,375,11,77,5,4,122,74,97,0.10099999999999999,0.797,0.102,0.2815,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,12,20,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,1,9,3,10,14,3,16,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,11,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207311048635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719510782184813,0.2698007205224514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278943288120674,0.0,0.0,0.1914722475989253,0.0,0.15179333497860753,0.0,0.2118879833211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538808693293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605899508758999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590623304460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238343127177684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497759346981347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213302902311637,0.0,0.0,0.1368486176977218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473998882353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304997667766826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33746935158310065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742471001418487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384814121729623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762495729384148,0.2654100423035913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cdpd,2020/04/08,hello friends does anyone miss talking on the phone sometimes ? just curious,5.297500000000003,7.671593750000002,3.669999999999998,75.87500000000001,111.5,4.933333333333334,37.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,3.8221333333333343,63,4,7,1,3,18,12,12,0.1,0.562,0.33799999999999997,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750474005661564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693872909570309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144036841626514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304907531074798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43111966533257184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,urdaddysgurl,2020/04/08,"Lonely.. but who isn't Isn't it crazy that in a world full of millions of people you can feel super alone? There are a lot of posts about people not having anyone to talk to, but I genuinely want to talk to people. Message me!",4.040780141843971,4.32881165957447,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,70.70212765957447,7.117730496453903,22.04964539007092,6.42735559955562,0.4097858156028367,176,3,37,1,3,58,35,47,0.09300000000000001,0.764,0.14300000000000002,0.5334,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,9,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164012955841192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360961762451094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446774795164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972142352440103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353765238344261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925803256589961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910915618830074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018921238761926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlexPail,2020/04/08,"I do have ""friends"" But I feel like I'm alone. The only time I talk to these ""friends"" is at school and we don't even talk that much. After school I just go back to my usual self. These 6 years have been the same. Nothing changed . Considering I'm gonna be done with school in 2 years I'm gonna be alone for good in the future. But the problem is me. I'm the boring one. It's killing me. Guess I'll wait till I have the courage to stab.",-1.4812926249008704,0.4799753195876342,0.33649484536082674,105.93988897700241,94.77319587628868,3.3969865186360035,15.708961141950832,4.713530739802397,-1.3585647898493265,334,8,89,1,13,107,61,97,0.17600000000000002,0.736,0.08800000000000001,-0.8225,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,21,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,9,5,10,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,9,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559874081241989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214867324585547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180363598709828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758710398456435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351099996221675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689688379842674,0.1227758349433078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655550923526447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767121619943536,0.14414685958637702,0.0,0.0,0.18932164926067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013610389203006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396144251125817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633586255439358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490298426862993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116455850996905,0.13070622739229726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444549264318412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217903061257576,0.0,0.0,0.17928602524843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762669033065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021214539364466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892779937446992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134263781200264 lonely,baldestpianoman,2020/04/08,Loners of reddit how you cope with the quarantine? Personally cooking playing video games and playing with my dog,6.622105263157895,10.17453463157895,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,71.10526315789474,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,4.098136842105263,94,5,12,2,2,29,17,19,0.08800000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lexi_Blue,2020/04/08,"Fiance asks why I don't have friends; Am I lonely or bored? So my girlfriend of 5 years asked me why I don't have friends. Its been a month since our engagement and so she asked me how many people have I shared the news with and when I'll share on my social media; who will i invite to our wedding. ""None other than our parents"" Her- ""what about your friends?"" ""What friends?"" *** her eyes widened in astonishment and thought I was kidding. I explained my reasoning *** *don't have any friends because I don't want to put in the work into one. Friendships take time and quality investment which I find it very difficult to spare with just anyone. *Because I feel friendship puts me in an compulsory position to go out of my way for people. I'm worried about spresding myself thin, as I already put a lot of work in my relationship already. In turn I have this irrational fear of dissapointment; that others wont commit to the same deal asnI would expect. *Less people in my life, less drama *part of me feels that I might fail that person However something bugs me. I do wish I had someone; a buddy or two to chat with and do activities we commonly enjoy. My fiance and I are complete opposites but our personalities seem to compliment eachother. With my recent realization of how much i emotionally distance myself from my colleagues, with my sudden yearning for friendship- am i lonely or just bored? And is there something wrong with my idea of friendship? I just don't like wasting my time I soely aim to make aquaintences for proffesional gain TBH with myself, I may have detachment issues and an irrational fear of dissappointment, i get attached to people very easily so I suppose thats a big contribution to my shallow behavior. That's not to say I don't socialize. As I grew up, I've realized that being a a complete loner deprives one of opportunities . I currently live 3 different active lives- my sports career, my primary job, my night job as a musician. I guess my SO was just suprised that out of my 3 lives, I would at least have somebody to call friend, esp my band mates and co-athletes. Idk. I feel kind of petty and dumb. Looking for objective opinions. Im perhaps a little confused and I want to change my perception of friendship if I am in the wrong. Eager to hear from you reddit . :)",3.163678160919538,5.806783298850576,4.320229885057471,81.30609195402297,78.08045977011494,7.1770114942528735,27.82758620689655,8.238735603445708,2.2474965517241383,1825,79,326,36,45,595,239,435,0.142,0.723,0.135,0.5727,6,4,2,0,0,0,62.0,5,2,0,5,14,29,1,3,14,0,31,2,1,4,1,62,52,26,0,8,10,1,4,1,8,6,1,2,0,3,16,22,0,0,11,4,1,5,9,14,0,3,5,8,69,15,58,40,8,32,0,5,2,0,39,16,1,11,11,228,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497889047940103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699553881047601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058603818144141076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235060800424292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218293954191106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558218069225454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866276815715159,0.0,0.17575213134878465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640725708351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756647704770658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427805417611217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886252727843644,0.12713472236076076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660332804629495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885211006651877,0.0,0.043788698596917336,0.0,0.04763271290202418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232918475139604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446305187194022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461438430987487,0.09053214399908698,0.0874787277042314,0.16634242838536667,0.0,0.0,0.08727807363032952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919941850825247,0.040946672331921764,0.0840023861600457,0.22202456085643726,0.0,0.07038159473503264,0.0,0.0,0.07125459631277821,0.0,0.0,0.05594565628721355,0.08497296573987884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891207473918449,0.0,0.0,0.06689853126614276,0.0,0.06161200919209815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865258099708823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358736651686233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930641317304514,0.0907610323950256,0.0,0.2324208099487532,0.1463641074980538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527648656725945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617345805435836,0.08275497175501463,0.08998351916344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665125665666452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629997278348727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933076650939057,0.0,0.0,0.17087307192992668,0.07101426454956981,0.12904628745151808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301675156862574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665379553946178,0.09774376805310994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911641961637224,0.08187287073789483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830857991969567,0.09886985381774638,0.06652665365828743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125592733563129,0.0,0.09638051733480757,0.0,0.0,0.1220333491667383,0.08511590815069363,0.0,0.11907633481855985,0.1832721530727021,0.0,0.05397265811837406 lonely,joojooboon,2020/04/08,"Just looking to to connect. May as well be blunt, huh? I’ve lacked any sort of legitimate friendship my entire life. Basically been alone if I wasn’t being used by someone I thought wanted to be my friend. So I always turned too the internet because I’ve met some pretty great people. Here I am, turning to the internet again. I’m in my late 20’s, I’ve got lovely children, and I’d really like to add some friends to this list.",1.64781609195402,3.914417459770117,3.506436781609196,87.1405747126437,81.29885057471266,6.16551724137931,24.60919540229885,7.3871296695380915,1.2355195402298849,337,13,68,5,9,113,66,87,0.021,0.7140000000000001,0.265,0.9716,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,12,17,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,7,6,10,8,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,5,3,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299812069677296,0.0,0.0,0.1847669019204745,0.0,0.0,0.15100448619685905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536219330182805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431170837052795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759704716429695,0.2448155647665782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504868355337073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684346462127666,0.10848447696079164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864696215263379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041260582402876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394443898703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590897471485116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225362127063926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814582254610768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628624935653753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830624602753044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178355305216768,0.0,0.0,0.13097333394594735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996534141079852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mousielovesyu2,2020/04/08,Well then Actors kiss each other for like 7 seasons and dont fall in love but when someone holds the door for me I think about it for 6 months....,3.4887096774193544,3.7233444838709713,3.77758064516129,95.58637096774193,71.90322580645163,6.2,21.951612903225808,3.1291,-0.2946903225806454,113,2,27,0,2,35,29,31,0.07200000000000001,0.757,0.171,0.2537,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240873220091401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184677644398514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40359409186039547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569318759666292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788910486723444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653253260054945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020652195126472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Redmonk3y06,2020/04/09,"If you play osrs(Old school runescape) and are bored pm me! My user: Redmonk3y06 My social: Friends only(so leave a comment with you name so I can friend you) Favorite skill in osrs: Tie between Woodcutting/Strength How often are you on?: Whenever I can Note: I suck at grammar Do you need to use this format?: no its just info about me Where did I get this format?: Just Copied dating site formats tbh Quick thing: Feel free to ask me for help with osrs. if you've never played feel free to pm me Ill show you the ropes",0.16116206357477836,2.269108732673274,0.6197915581031808,100.08699843668579,105.23762376237623,3.3144346013548733,18.187076602397088,5.399115186594226,-0.4616455445544556,406,13,84,3,19,121,75,101,0.114,0.696,0.19,0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,0,1,8,8,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,16,13,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,16,8,11,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,3,3,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742012484887688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966083628973382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532145328967219,0.0,0.15324012940439596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965966369443572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105684002857453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748246988066888,0.2262154477498135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077750066803656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29684104061137034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898823775630523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948592829559392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253321963672526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ansil95,2020/04/09,"Lonely birthday. My birthday today and no one but my immediate family and girlfriend wished me a happy birthday. My friends, for lack of a more fitting word, don't give two shits. I don't have one single friend I can count on. I would say I'm alone today because of Corona but that would be the case even if everything was normal. Just feel like shit and friendless and didn't know where else to vent. I'm sorry.",3.2097038327526164,5.121151085365856,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,74.73170731707317,6.149128919860628,23.90940766550523,6.868970318607317,0.8210675958188154,327,10,64,3,7,104,61,82,0.187,0.609,0.204,0.6889,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,0,9,2,2,0,0,16,15,7,0,6,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,2,7,4,5,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,1,3,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000306596651147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177339191183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134035374652045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275645131457422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357819237399416,0.0,0.18207144163441824,0.0,0.0976553697819434,0.13797640418830118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984328045794107,0.0,0.0,0.18527365960829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559687407483115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614250019444904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435649884617317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923228321623484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174791765270544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358950712382335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965026778068157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619995100142808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366140709501236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886658180838425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209688003402467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743965604295212,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DazednConfused2308,2020/04/09,"Would very much like someone to talk to during these difficult times. Hello, this might be very long winded so bare with me. I'm Shawn and I'm a 24 year old guy from PA. This quarantine hasn't been easy on me. It cost me my relationship with my girlfriend whom I loved very very much. Now there are many reasons why the relationship ended but that's far to much to talk about here. Anyway, because of these events and effectively losing the person who was my best friend. I find myself feeling very alone and would really appreciate some company.",4.138835470085471,6.34543991346154,4.4608974358974365,83.66188034188036,72.94230769230771,7.699145299145299,23.09401709401709,8.515128840125781,1.4323773504273507,437,12,83,8,9,137,78,104,0.08199999999999999,0.718,0.201,0.9454,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,12,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,9,4,10,6,5,9,0,1,0,1,13,2,0,2,8,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956126106254966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802867241780643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154538608662438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790102132922487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301610802348539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319846405071417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156786332169022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298483051018032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054956965350555,0.0,0.0,0.12779493297025635,0.0,0.16155358769578912,0.0,0.0,0.1303322234676301,0.0,0.0,0.14640521008729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531921460919212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184654932705014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153000350486198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608991413274254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925103023349925,0.14847361299613726,0.0,0.3100764087215043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235489523104814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321364492417908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420441002580645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957511463706316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030412452774112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051640267435588,0.0,0.0,0.09299285110254432 lonely,Eris_Orchid,2020/04/09,"Hello Friends! Hello everyone! I have missed you, dad forgot to turn my power to my space back on all day. He apologized though and promised to keep the power on for much longer tonight!",1.8520000000000003,4.667815914285717,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,89.85714285714286,5.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,6.742157984588678,0.6379714285714289,147,5,28,2,5,44,29,35,0.054000000000000006,0.732,0.214,0.7633,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402216013620754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633739557695597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902285026035446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155165378792893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362990546742576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300209298266609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012352987427285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442046236800962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theturtle-paradox,2020/04/09,"kinda sad that this is my first reddit post just really miss the feeling of being intimately connected with another person. having someone that knows you inside and out, and of course vice versa. obviously this is about someone i’m no longer with, and i miss them. i’ve missed them every day since they left. we only dated a little over five months, so these feelings have often felt invalid. a lot of times i just figure that i’m whining and need to get over myself. i’m convinced that this never gets better, and so far i haven’t been wrong :(",3.243142857142857,5.628745361904767,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.33333333333333,6.104761904761905,20.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,0.7627904761904762,433,11,77,5,10,140,76,105,0.192,0.767,0.04,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,3,2,6,8,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,22,20,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,3,10,2,10,17,1,13,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,3,6,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734356287718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001846823279209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597447340383746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070630451020734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288947218266389,0.0,0.21732769828512602,0.0,0.0,0.19252982961490755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365129320702113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439386646244945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592563936332795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268581995835473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924313126149956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806672530576188,0.0,0.0,0.16783272379523595,0.17457202312095293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214636619979082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763663527009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167769425712928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500307187186326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723578680373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835645375542359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319841986321279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474738669962257,0.0,0.0 lonely,FreezingArrows,2020/04/09,"No friends, but I'm looking for some. I got a lot of valve games for steam if that seems fun to play, I'm really open with anything. I usually use Discord for voice chatting and stuff, and I talk a lot about my depression, usually just looking for advice, but I can definitely tone down if you need. I'm also good at consoling people. :3",3.655882352941177,4.851317529411767,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176472,72.23529411764707,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,2.607596470588235,264,11,54,6,5,89,50,68,0.125,0.612,0.263,0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,4,10,9,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,6,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158808816850217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766699834112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179868547121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027843764002686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068257171512186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529757031500865,0.1766902446923984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710350321839259,0.0,0.0,0.37563728892043335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380969526697886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315840566025393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152728072914705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111765699493664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290103095319577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756746864983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080431492431574,0.4866252716934917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saddler21,2020/04/09,"Struggling 41, no job, career failure, adult failure, single, No friends. Mum 150miles away under lockdown. Medical condition which rules my life and makes me pained physically and mentally. Anyone I try to talk to/get to know, I piss off. Give me a reason to carry on.",4.074375,6.964032687499998,4.624833333333335,79.00350000000002,76.29166666666666,7.173333333333334,30.43333333333333,8.238735603445708,2.728453333333334,211,10,34,4,5,67,40,48,0.33,0.616,0.053,-0.9349,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344245206716352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733617343481017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224791057142242,0.0,0.15201194218225955,0.2791104809181861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28872787290318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990122037727855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055100715903299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194214675050406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931064819236721,0.2932141360698889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095965593253536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991501264741097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416926588237503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385855152504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975392986596872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kvn_mcailao,2020/04/09,"I want a reset I have a lot of friends yet I feel so alone I always cry every night I always feel that no one will ever love me Someone who will hug me and cherish me I need some on who can hug me and feel me that I am special. It always breaks my heart overthinking into something That will never happen I'm scared, I'm sad, I'm alone.",-0.12905405405405546,1.8184219729729745,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,86.02702702702703,4.2405405405405405,17.35810810810811,5.148860815047168,-0.6666432432432425,262,6,60,1,8,89,46,74,0.163,0.574,0.264,0.8229,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,6,4,1,0,2,12,16,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,13,6,3,13,2,7,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,4,40,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140861000187739,0.0,0.0,0.4990151597878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958812041968528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808270528548131,0.16843001463427412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032364984942492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154447418676769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677683248683226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368903991707756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699535255694785,0.18042359946375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822828326280454,0.1541803690471238,0.0,0.0,0.18759889364774826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546195192064658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014147830427384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938029615583758,0.1538979423710858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791014964919252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KaporoSauce,2020/04/09,"I'm going to be alone for a long time My gf broke up with me 2 weeks ago, i couldn't talk about this with my therapist because corona. I started therapy on late january this year, I (m19) have been dealing with depression for about 4 years and anxiety for 2. I don't have any friends at college, I only had a few on my freshman year and since then I haven't talk to anyone on a friendly manner. Why is this important? My last two relationships were girls I met on my high school, I lasted about two years with each one. I do have some close friends from middle and high school, but I don't hang with them irl, only on discord and messenger. The people I got to talk to during the last two years were my ex's friends Even though I like being alone (it's relaxing and calm) I don't want to feel lonely, I was ""fixing"" those things with my therapist, but we only got about half of the normal therapy, she was the only person who I would talk my problems to. So, its hard handling all this alone, without someone who can actually help me handle all this. Thank you for reading, I just wanted to write about this.",5.394581043956045,5.2140010267857155,5.93267857142857,83.21809065934067,67.75,9.035164835164835,29.284340659340657,8.617729084823388,1.9636631868131864,866,27,181,12,13,281,126,224,0.14400000000000002,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.8471,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,7,0,20,0,0,0,2,29,30,10,0,6,4,1,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,12,14,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,4,0,5,9,2,30,8,32,17,5,28,0,3,0,0,23,11,0,1,16,123,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.09304442529721098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451891500682984,0.0,0.0,0.2962506417019794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483888622252268,0.0,0.07293980775854299,0.0,0.0,0.06666848627378805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058122338424346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982980497731251,0.08212179649663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297546076369055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821005275221196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946578623149961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054187610412707685,0.0,0.1525146043612228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541173162814387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390874583179178,0.20147761386790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316035764310755,0.10755499944708016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658148135679007,0.0,0.0,0.08437864776330978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934193211970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646092526503945,0.29006122393260536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610125444258398,0.08325288181487525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912337189626002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537229719198022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236645328228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929914866473117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887160601061642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078677586708524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748673996072843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30654360432517874,0.0,0.08778224246065362,0.2180740532984014,0.2214092592281214,0.06334397465263329,0.0,0.09367744731187648,0.0,0.05559730803519807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941901390587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247566627702467,0.0,0.07648120713829032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860353816077491,0.0,0.0,0.09191061880595056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677314144776232,0.0,0.0,0.30700008385754074 lonely,sunny821,2020/04/09,I need someone I am drowning in longing for any type of interaction. I have been feeling isolated for a while now after not having any friends due to a lot of shitty things happening to me in my teenage years I pushed them away. I’m f18 (I graduated last year but I didn’t really go to school my senior year) and I’ve gone without close friends for a while now and relied on my interaction at work with my coworkers and family. Now I’m quarantined and I’m in a midst of a depression really bad right now. My family is either oblivious or they think I’m being emotional. I know Im complaining and being over dramatic but I feel like such a burden right now and I’m just word vomiting onto this post. My point is I would appreciate some interaction I’m just really sad right now,2.10625,4.441176834394909,4.5464291401273895,79.94410230891722,80.01910828025478,9.020541401273887,24.462181528662423,9.516144504307137,2.589662738853503,621,23,122,20,16,217,93,157,0.193,0.746,0.062,-0.9684,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,0,25,24,11,1,2,8,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,2,18,3,20,18,3,33,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,3,17,80,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183363573156607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082636086680368,0.0,0.13403863653047215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382671337209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057840449643545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026730987297204,0.0,0.16234096415211785,0.11468505283522447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480553262878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091234798732871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195910568899095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340355888612413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822492740316927,0.13085610123813166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842848289300244,0.0,0.0,0.14206695750938747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364797081106844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190334402635569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175589878507445,0.0,0.15374656777636678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085253120496927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112837952127789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246831431872713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601938119018056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066512203501373,0.10286328460846196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474841470787634,0.0,0.11687018617673996,0.0,0.0,0.11403828145759046,0.0,0.0,0.3101346302048643 lonely,pseudointelektuale,2020/04/09,"Anyone lonely, yet doing better? :) Hey, I am 21 years old girl from Eastern Europe. I have (almost) bested my depression, so I am looking for people who feel similarly. I want to inspire and feel inspired. Preferably someone from Europe!! P. S. Ich spreche ein bisschen Deutsch",3.2916964285714267,6.466210729166669,4.046785714285715,78.2625,87.54166666666666,4.40952380952381,29.773809523809533,6.1826913282559595,2.006305952380953,217,11,30,2,7,69,41,48,0.105,0.645,0.249,0.8168,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,4,4,8,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33552268013095976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342876705165682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516336955318646,0.2963408397004993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885939890823257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33884138027106986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813731323299539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515980030293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229429355837705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390243403329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763206962300328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577311415169625 lonely,phatthrowawayacc69,2020/04/09,"got curved by my crush of 3 years and I feel so alone now there’s something wrong with me. like actually. if I was normal and didn’t have social anxiety maybe he would’ve gave me a chance. but now it’s over and the hope of him maybe liking me is gone and I’m just left with myself and the memories of so many wasted years. hanging onto the hope of being loved by him was the only thing I had keeping me from my loneliness. I have friends that I love dearly but I don’t want to talk about this to them because I’m super embarrassed about how stupid I was and the fact that I’m the only one of them that doesn’t have a boyfriend. Like it was insane of me to make myself believe that someone could like me. I mean, I actually get flirted with quite a bit, but not because they like ME. they just think I’m cute and try to fuck without even getting to know me first. I just want someone who likes who I am. It’s my own fault I’m so lonely because I have such a shitty personality and it’s the worst feeling ever. I wonder if he would’ve liked me if I was better.",1.237845605202434,3.012866273127752,2.9728508495909374,93.00165932452278,80.10132158590308,5.557289700020979,20.501153765470946,6.42735559955562,0.06345370253828397,832,22,189,7,21,276,119,227,0.18100000000000002,0.573,0.247,0.9603,0,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,4,15,24,2,1,11,0,17,3,0,2,2,39,42,18,0,9,11,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,10,2,34,17,22,30,3,11,0,1,0,3,17,3,1,6,13,128,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.2380773461005225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633851397990595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331733631953952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308072789460626,0.0,0.0,0.13743406342665124,0.0,0.1078848312620944,0.13317480627216005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739420435300293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056920401294826,0.11034140553864152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233574325162376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037594282408641,0.0,0.0,0.09424444511791484,0.11277213385986155,0.12746308793946642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756165437076303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242315038888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084248796932814,0.0,0.0,0.0670391517336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253584538638194,0.0,0.0,0.4171661438286932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019043326615165,0.0,0.08142518886905531,0.12367251084897422,0.2450984116794873,0.13287620897348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951830533673552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265943583083826,0.1855484790731843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651162116587376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974487445900978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434720653826588,0.20671309578210612,0.09390915243398254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804602418240584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104067131687549,0.07816234648943568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281904906645791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389850892509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175881098404366,0.1322863172170663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330770064899734,0.13337022629399242,0.0,0.1571072420168563 lonely,airam1998,2020/04/09,"I thought.. I thought i was going to be happy at last but just in a few days, I can feel he’s losing interest, but what can I do? It’s just a cycle. One day they will like you then the day after they don’t even know you.",-0.9994117647058828,0.4368208235294127,1.8076078431372584,100.27023529411764,85.86274509803921,4.864313725490196,16.08235294117647,5.6839178017228535,-0.912501176470588,166,3,45,1,5,58,37,51,0.068,0.74,0.192,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,9,3,4,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748340910828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962383457109323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502277376616757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885445372635138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627910816927995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328387992970772,0.24218429588494306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515293308487456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323900800472577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132941790309605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717442877266424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Darksky770,2020/04/09,Need someone to talk to Does anyone want to talk right now I just need someone kind and compassionate to relate to and stuff. Thanks,1.8538,4.630993480000004,1.9515,92.20325,94.2,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,-0.11560000000000015,107,3,20,1,4,32,17,25,0.0,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922407127217548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405971811027024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863021490922048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077211459254563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347927046291046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659025047427012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147344178191388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419641443016941,0.0,0.25312290406066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621635907567524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BeautifullyIronic,2020/04/09,"And you even spoke to me and said; “If you're so funny Then why are you on your own tonight?” https://youtu.be/M6o1SEj02t0 If you're so very good-looking Why do you sleep alone tonight?",1.9865714285714304,4.835811657142859,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,89.57142857142857,3.9428571428571435,18.42857142857143,5.6839178017228535,-0.6591714285714283,148,4,32,1,5,40,25,35,0.055,0.831,0.114,0.4769,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498984487408655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313891949766546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833626213124034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836989690140943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213614558255292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380821442624616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27875186458008955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096927869272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,senpainikoo,2020/04/09,distancing I feel like everyone is distancing and I dont know how to stop that. Its like falling down a hole. All this quarantine has done real good in not spreading the virus but my mental health has gotten a lot worse. I havent been out with a friend for almost 6 months now and they dont really seem to be in need of that as they found someone who is better for them. I miss talking to someone who I wouldnt afraid of them judging me. I miss feeling like a human being.,3.4968367346938765,4.465251744897961,4.5597959183673495,87.30663265306124,72.36734693877553,7.6408163265306115,25.22448979591837,7.957251820313856,1.2728408163265303,373,11,79,5,7,122,69,98,0.10800000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.185,0.8294,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,2,9,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,1,19,21,5,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,2,12,6,13,14,2,8,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,6,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562280932594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394605324965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969943367921455,0.43450810257843503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713043978102175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874588296005734,0.2648589145623925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325031342696984,0.14321758338991272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548084354406766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704126685134227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018753443961107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716894966207276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759624491747862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868109012767273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479617858160253,0.0,0.0,0.13745063984113984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099338287430885,0.11875374811907892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875527783780347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141293897578821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549788985433877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899461317666446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890942467623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway8765558,2020/04/09,I just really wish I had friends Like it's all I think about,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.4324571428571429,48,1,13,1,2,16,12,14,0.0,0.441,0.5589999999999999,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476327386499173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305908291453463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711699655674392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712476122554939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662661284529011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soetjexoxo,2020/04/09,"Is it ok? Hi everyone I'm new here and I'm not actually sure if I belong here... The thing is: I have a bf but I still feel lonely. Got no friends and apparently people I usually talk to don't really want to so I'm avoiding contact with everyone. You can ban me if you think I don't belong here, but I'd really appreciate it if I could stay.",-1.1007999999999996,0.9513008533333362,3.068333333333332,86.4225,93.8,7.2666666666666675,19.5,8.238735603445708,1.3398,264,9,61,8,10,100,49,75,0.21899999999999997,0.66,0.121,-0.7825,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,16,14,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,3,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2477857225009723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273153820209866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852558933926573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283877321490093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961751364229821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030800948733912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452339859321385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603362090697156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253306219331391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064103656297983,0.2027779191943115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931314792028904,0.0,0.0,0.2040883379985889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869073536914514,0.16269933964299715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796529783388649,0.0,0.1497664376087355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spiral_Out_Meow,2020/04/09,"Hi, I am 30yo male. Moved to new city because of work no real friends here. I need someone to exchange messages with, I can't seem to connect to people, I have a couple of old friends, but I want to learn new kind of interaction. Everybody around me seem to have a lot of friends and significant other, As an introvert I see this as a luxury now. I'm not ugly and actually handsome, but so isolated (probably because of childhood/family problems) that I didn't have close friends/ love relationships for almost a decade. Working on improving my situation, but the pandemic hit at the worst time, now I'm stuck in apartment in a city without friends. I guess I'm looking for people who learned how to connect to people better, and evolve, maintain relationships. Feel free to pm me, I have a lot of work but I'll try to answer asap. I like playing guitar, drawing, videogames and lasagna",5.887435064935065,6.831311011904766,6.6616017316017375,74.50461038961042,66.85714285714286,9.442424242424243,37.2965367965368,9.573946990214177,3.7340166666666654,702,37,124,14,11,232,105,168,0.07,0.6779999999999999,0.252,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,6,14,0,0,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,28,21,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,2,2,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,13,13,27,18,3,14,0,0,2,1,13,7,0,6,7,78,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.12509321935840154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836199380077284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411470058919522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628470823298052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337207074557262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183783633492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084445309591263,0.0,0.06481581980810336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49518953565067003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121378544157528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348831354433685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262629326572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764582666585848,0.0,0.0,0.21796209513886294,0.11569488076179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362437998519257,0.0,0.09504994695032047,0.0,0.2476099791925969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451198192504782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666087311122184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820859104604571,0.12265882219827523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590626767725784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752523679839581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214942129724386,0.2333954970978445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408893938387735,0.0,0.0,0.10861346977552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474758673147637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703139245806557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560873824052715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356887758652033,0.0,0.2799676705531842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ABA-Ltd,2020/04/09,"Free chat with a licensed psychologist During these hard times, it's only natural to feel anxious and our team of clinical psychologist's and behavior analysts is here to support you. 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lonely,thebaddestmuslim,2020/04/09,"someone to make me feel wanted i know that as much as i crave a relationship, a boyfriend isn’t what i need. i understand that my loneliness is due to not feeling like i have a place or belong somewhere, so what i really want is a figure that is going to make me feel wanted. i just want somebody who thinks of me as much as i think of 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lonely,Whole_Commercial,2020/04/09,My sad life 😔 I’m a 17 yr old boy I have no one left I’ve never went out with a friend cause I have none I’ve never seemed to be good enough to get a friend I just feel so lonely all the time i never fit in with anyone I did have a gf everything was going good but then she cheated on me I’m sick of life I might just end it plus my ocd stops me from making friends 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lonely,THEINSIDER20,2020/04/09,Anyone else see these #nakedchallenges and just get depressed As fun as these are to watch it sucks knowing I don't have anyone who would do one on me? And more than likely it leads to sex and I'm not having sex either. 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And I dont like coming off as needy. But I honestly have to post often just to get a answer. Like I just feel like. No one really cares I'm struggling cause I ain't a girl or got a sob story. And I know that sounds petty and could be false, maybe people are just sick of me haha. Like I'm quite contempt how I am. Yes I get lonely now and then and worry about my looks. But the main reason is I'm upset is that. No one gives me a answer. From friends to other redditors. Again I want to address that I'm not some incel that gets angry cause a girl is getting tips. Good for them I'm glad. I just wonder why I never get more than one person saying ""get yourself out there""",0.2942569444444416,2.4423303562500003,2.331666666666667,94.1777777777778,86.0625,4.805555555555556,15.138888888888893,6.139981653823899,-0.6099027777777777,587,10,129,5,18,196,101,160,0.192,0.602,0.20600000000000002,0.3477,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,18,1,2,6,2,10,1,0,4,1,30,30,12,0,2,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,1,3,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,1,4,15,12,14,27,3,12,0,3,1,0,7,4,1,4,11,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255065492703334,0.28725692527694857,0.0,0.12043819532818735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163085698897204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386207462266664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234645275489056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069463732069756,0.09988382486990993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802067992497133,0.0,0.4382852296704849,0.13412323562271536,0.0,0.11727014265569022,0.11182278410732116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683863746882345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098391197335519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740934077143507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046290497558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783390514546944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28422667615550723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969300787385514,0.12208101733585977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780813838379564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871040450508374,0.0,0.0,0.08956903413554734,0.14375304993083765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118645627606888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616493792323212,0.1600546619539252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824664772275451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261612413238559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162334408865472,0.0,0.1419888637470829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ITthrowaway17,2020/04/09,"My [21M] neighbour [18M] is miles ahead of me socially even though I watched him grow up and even taught him some things about puberty, and it's killing me When I moved here he was still young, like 7 or something. He was very similar to me, like me: he had a great fantasy and would often make up things, he was into drawing weird stuff like organs and skeletons, he was a bit naive etc. 10 years later, it hurts to see how great he is doing. Not because I dislike him or don't want him to be happy, but because he is a *mirror* to what I could have been. He is very toned and regularly posts on Instagram. Then he will get on the order of 500 likes and comments from buff dudes calling him King and sending fire emojis and girls fawning over him. He regularly goes clubbing or to festivals with groups of friends. He goes to a lot of house parties and from what I heard from him they are pretty wild. When he was 16 I met up with him for a night and he talked about all the girls that were chasing him (not surprising judging his social market value) and how happy he is. Meanwhile I feel empty. I have been through so much shit and social rejection during my teen years that I feel like I can never recover from it. This dude has been banging girls and having the time of his life since he was like 14 or what. We started out the same as kids but he clearly surpassed me long ago. I cannot imagine posting a pic of me and receiving endless validation and girls storming my inbox with heart emojis. I can't imagine having a different activity with great people to look forward to every month. Our lives are so vastly different, I bet we cannot imagine being in each other's shoes. I see him a lot on the lawn, as he lives next to me, and every single fucking time I see him I am reminded of my shortcomings. I feel so lonely, and he probably takes his exceptional social life for granted. I can never salvage my missed experiences.",4.5860997596153865,5.454988679687502,5.350208333333335,83.00985576923081,69.75520833333334,8.095192307692308,29.09214743589744,8.263242389622931,1.9470976762820509,1519,55,301,21,26,494,204,384,0.07,0.78,0.15,0.9861,2,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,1,2,15,22,3,0,13,0,36,6,3,3,4,57,53,34,1,3,9,0,4,6,2,2,2,1,1,5,13,26,0,0,6,2,1,5,8,8,0,0,14,10,48,14,43,34,10,39,0,4,5,1,55,13,2,9,26,203,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427219530975455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159053462804236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037898175863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707522931947968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590419679758953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865200375466469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602613803752442,0.12558325739914333,0.0,0.16019806447265084,0.0,0.0,0.09299491096588,0.0,0.0,0.1442079674508246,0.06791671858768042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344943117335784,0.08788898989058909,0.04966919425882355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144389742470785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024036663542942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265623743403012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969590237782506,0.10177244064949832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517884294866164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429891785378548,0.2786730303672181,0.0,0.16789386906914094,0.08413233752122842,0.07983331802846108,0.0,0.0,0.16164711441516028,0.0,0.0,0.06345874070490427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758825051110778,0.1010424178983478,0.06988604254738415,0.0,0.1466448646618007,0.0,0.1011060757480716,0.08921503606360315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590829785445156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820980523502376,0.09671850501046317,0.10249956496217773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272710653844396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758610882160712,0.0786413714087973,0.0,0.0,0.3876401023659077,0.0,0.07318812073876824,0.0,0.0,0.06728973899309458,0.0,0.0759215621862795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883030809772053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714794313490386,0.07641219273981467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631813371460074,0.0,0.0934039928854714,0.0,0.11087002716634936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688239074949353,0.05607366892562599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753369927906616,0.0,0.0,0.12244156719173717 lonely,fuckedc,2020/04/09,"everything is out of my control all my friends are slipping through my fingers and i can’t do anything about it. i’m so used to it. my loneliness makes me do the absolute most to keep friends with anyone, and i found myself juggling between two friendship groups that don’t really like each other. u can’t truly call me a part of either friendship group, i literally just linger by the outskirts, if anyone even remembers to mention me. and because i’m dumb, i betrayed the trust of one friendship group to warn someone in my other friendship about something, and now neither group really talks to me. i’ve already made all the necessary calls apologising, but they all seem fruitless. even called one, and she said wait they’ll call me back in two minutes, and that was an hour ago. it’d be easier if i could just see them all in school the next day but of course thats not an option. as some sort of punishment, i’ve chosen to isolate myself further. my depression isn’t taking this well either. just need to talk :(",5.621318681318684,6.596157081632657,5.702244897959182,81.03396389324962,67.46938775510203,8.479748822605966,32.423861852433284,8.617729084823388,2.5779023547880686,812,34,150,12,13,256,120,196,0.113,0.763,0.124,-0.4273,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,11,8,2,0,8,0,13,1,1,4,4,38,26,12,0,4,10,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,4,4,3,22,5,23,18,11,11,0,1,1,0,18,5,1,7,7,108,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882050224733726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791912444236746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745112907521527,0.0,0.1103054761852554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307033365412108,0.0,0.08171100448713102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474891195663861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503399523704784,0.107021951344922,0.0,0.0,0.08644626062440823,0.0,0.11545052494338727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706748546392295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046866835105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469705758107727,0.20712165548129294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320047657731779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914304630546127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548634716609307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683416234791894,0.08947434459046882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939074308128916,0.0,0.0,0.14255561584085874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166120209007933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515485967684033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174199091230102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184391213876966,0.0,0.1275050202720179,0.0,0.0,0.13565806761149746,0.10681444034222576,0.12202716904463995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357369273723453,0.10319239023921102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078320497085393,0.21547641154458394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26187990043071746,0.0,0.0,0.11576959845103198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052021778098873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manofbearisland,2020/04/09,It is Inevitable for me I'm 30 now and only getting older my longest relationships where in high school. Since high school only casual non meaningful and short lived encounters and none for the past six years I feel like I'm falling into a sedentary lifestyle of loneliness. It's hard to describe relationships I've had because I've always felt I wanted more where there was none rather it's me falling for a woman that is not looking for more and I come on to strong too fast or we are in different places in our lives either way we go our separate ways and now I feel like I have stopped looking altogether. I think about wife and kids sometimes but my friends suggests to focus on my career and relationship will happen when they happen,5.604577464788734,7.001432978873242,5.819830985915496,78.62904225352112,67.80281690140845,8.496901408450704,31.10140845070423,8.841846274778883,2.5900146478873243,601,24,107,10,10,191,94,142,0.052000000000000005,0.8540000000000001,0.094,0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,4,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,23,21,10,0,2,5,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,6,16,5,15,17,5,26,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,1,10,69,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198400712959578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779610810950503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406450896126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047513645848193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564641128152464,0.20578252026926355,0.1382862788390377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127311046163428,0.0,0.07524695087505573,0.0,0.08185254466632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472109766407924,0.0,0.12901782390612593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043399637441715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407263673131417,0.0,0.2543528621027388,0.0,0.2418889152329324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907451820705756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748785374564992,0.0,0.0,0.15047513645848193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638858196073423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915213304426177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913870356561215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244409117327111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041108143747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922851994510415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494948778600656,0.2286401742964524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927471718539582 lonely,sadhfcz,2020/04/09,"Honestly, really, really i need you Really really really I’m lonely young (21 male) I’m studying medicine , Any girl interested , she can message me or I message her I hope I will have ، I'm sincerely and honest",0.2209722222222225,1.7964433750000026,4.433333333333334,71.19388888888889,115.25,9.777777777777779,21.94444444444445,8.515128840125781,3.800611111111112,165,7,27,8,9,62,28,40,0.068,0.599,0.33299999999999996,0.8992,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,13,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422594818565064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28367715189162274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177767262613434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9148517759304508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Smuggle03,2020/04/09,"Kinda sad I guess The saddest thing about this isolation/ quarantine period for me is that other people miss all their friends and all. I’m sure they will be happy about meeting their friends after. But for me it just makes me realize on how I actually have zero friends, and after all this. Nothing is gonna change, I’m still gonna have no friends, I still am gonna pretend like I’m doing fine and all. This quarantine period just shines so much light on the realization that I have been in an isolation period for my whole life. Idk if some of you guys will relate",4.62026785714286,5.867716205357148,5.357500000000002,81.5875,69.98214285714286,9.171428571428573,27.392857142857146,9.516144504307137,2.33205,453,15,89,10,8,147,71,112,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18,0.8221,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,8,10,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,5,18,20,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,12,8,11,13,7,10,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,4,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.20259615308488316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196224872922484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415918975322294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870440012459206,0.2055652631368351,0.0,0.2210033323083718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664017162189702,0.10142712900569394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858042606133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261628964547527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992061565235203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392973916895133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315931680378687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566875226676514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792600195806176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178771062783454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,complaiment,2020/04/09,We need a world without mirrors! Then i could atleast live in 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lonely,angelbaby9191,2020/04/09,We all know this moment You just end up going ok 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lonely,retrokirbknowsbest,2020/04/09,"i feel numb, or sad. i really dont know. reflecting on life at 4am takes tolls on 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lonely,TRAVIESO714,2020/04/09,33/m Bored and 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lonely,sheperd1594,2020/04/09,Sometimes I get really mad at my sister when we talk about dating. She’s about four years older then me and vary pretty smart successful and a generally great person to be around. And although I’m as proud as a brother could be to see everything go so well for her. But it sucks when we talk about dating because she cares and wants to help. I’m not a social person and ever since the army I’m not really all there anymore. So she wants to help but oh my god her advice sucks. She’s like well if you just don’t look at all don’t even think about dating the right person just shows up for you. And in my head I’m thinking ya if your a tall blonde woman they just show up. But when your an overweight slightly crazed cripple you just end up on the couch watching re runs of how I met your mother.,1.9218875502008081,3.769902192771088,3.013951807228917,93.16498393574301,78.27710843373494,5.6314859437750995,18.897991967871484,6.42735559955562,-0.12483405622489975,628,13,137,5,15,201,101,166,0.068,0.772,0.16,0.922,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,7,1,2,20,11,3,0,8,0,5,2,1,1,3,30,21,21,0,5,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,9,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,3,2,1,1,4,22,8,21,17,2,23,0,0,4,0,29,10,2,2,12,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263355274150113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650539230890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148158060757648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014542349860295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968656350444966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288088022612882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147407656124819,0.0,0.0,0.10992550141438696,0.15054554006334828,0.0,0.0,0.14957662880361247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695285019397839,0.0,0.09458605261207892,0.0,0.0,0.18348975611442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080528215301838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310915537992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130933275715489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975935479935506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43596099179171205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931922900412974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323874810190704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213038311691004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326232298623636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376726860420814,0.0,0.0,0.16965451248594293,0.0,0.0,0.16460360953858608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754039591122136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328335645950874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632955221739015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992812674881656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071755180289413 lonely,LederhosenLeprechaun,2020/04/09,"After all this time, I can finally confirm to myself that I am not lonely, and that I no longer truly need this sub anymore. I may have been feeling lonely lately, but I’m not. I’m pretty damn fortunate to have friends that I can count on, hang out with, share memes and ideas with, as well as corny ass jokes that I enjoy getting a few laughs out of them for. I have a friend that I’ve had since High School. One that I can talk with without need for a filter that I usually put on around strangers. I can tell fucked up jokes with him and game with him, and just be someone a lot closer to who I really am. He’s very brutally honest with me, and he’s never afraid to speak his mind on stuff. He’s pretty much like the older brother I never really had, and I look up to him and wish to be a bit more like him. I have a female friend who is almost 10 years older than me, but who I can also be myself around. I game with her and mess with her whenever we’re in an online party together, and I can even vent to her about stuff going on, but that applies to the previous person as well. She doesn’t judge me much, if at all for who I am, and I can rely on her for advice because I trust her word due to how honest she tends to be, no matter the occasion. I have another friend who’s about 3-4 years older than me, and he’s in a relationship with another one of my friends. He’s super nice, but also straightforward and truthful with most people including myself. He’s also quiet like I am, and kind of like the first guy, I see him as a nicer version of my older brother. He’s someone I aspire to be in the future. I have another female friend who happens to be the above persons girlfriend, and I can honestly say there is no better pairing of people I can possibly think of. She’s incredibly nice and super upbeat, but can be blunt when the situation calls for it, which I learned once I got to know her more. I share corny jokes with her, joke around with her at work, and I listen to her vent about problems on the occasion where it’s needed, and she does the same for me. She’s honestly part of the reason I came to this conclusion recently. She helped me realize how many friends I really had, and how much I’ve foolishly doubted myself for not seeing that. I never stopped to see just how many genuine friends I actually had until she helped me see the truth. And for that, I’m honestly grateful to have her, as well as the others I’ve mentioned or didn’t mention as friends. All these people in particular, as well as a few others, have all been pushing me in their own ways to become a better person than I already am. I may not be as bad as I’ve been thinking I am lately, but I still have a ways to go, and I think I will for a while. Tbh, there’s still that voice in my head planting seeds of doubt in my mind, trying to convince me that everything I’m saying rn is just bullshit to trick myself into thinking that I’m better. That all my problems that I’m dealing with are just magically gone. But I know they’re not. I know they’re still there. They’re stubborn little fucks. But now I have a reason to fight back. I have more to fight for than I realize. If I die, who’s gonna keep the first guy I mentioned company when no one else is available? Who’s gonna tease the second person I mentioned and make her laugh with my somewhat unique brand of smartass, dorky humor? Sure others probably could, but no other dorks she knows will be able to do it quite like I do. Same also applies to the third guy. And if I die, I’m pretty sure the 4th person is gonna bring me back to life and kick my ass for dying on her. Or she’ll just never forgive me, but I don’t exactly want either of those to happen. Honestly, a year ago didn’t think I’d be able to say any of this in the future. But lo and behold, here I am doing just that. And now I think I can finally say my goodbyes to this sub. I hope everyone here can reach a point where they become this fortunate, because everyone needs a friend or two. And I have plenty of those. I was just too blinded by my own depression to see 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lonely,princessb7,2020/04/09,Loneliest girl ever:( I used to drive to the store to have some kind of human contact but now that we are all social distancing I haven’t spoken to anyone in days I have no one online to even talk to I’m going 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lonely,PoochTheGooch,2020/04/09,"My 18th birthday So my birthday is coming up the 15th and I never had any acknowledgement from people besides my family. I realize how selfish I sound but I always see my friends on social media get plenty of attention and wishes from others. I usually don't mind too much but considering it's gonna be my 18th I figured I wanted it to be special but with the quarantine situation going on top of this it's going to be hard to celebrate. I've never had friends come to my parties anyway but I just hoped this year was gonna be different but now people can't come even if they wanted to, which I doubt anyone does. I'm just prepared to have another depressing day alone.",2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,4.521961620469085,79.69014925373135,80.19402985074628,7.410660980810236,25.24307036247335,8.418075326091056,2.1237010660980813,538,21,97,12,14,186,85,134,0.08800000000000001,0.705,0.207,0.9612,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,2,27,25,10,0,5,8,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,3,3,16,4,14,16,1,15,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,6,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836503901229167,0.0,0.0,0.14329847253062727,0.0,0.0,0.11711357387263875,0.18058470737146864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041824200074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450495006508953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106582055050984,0.0,0.14833038691559008,0.0,0.0,0.17993027686946544,0.0,0.0,0.15070839661656552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374780947039205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623510108126232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661091000773093,0.0,0.08997635771054767,0.0,0.1957499607032424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427274779664532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105049760026755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389023725581798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659942761404738,0.0,0.2656489801398593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387873881321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372347788968807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935793026207383,0.0,0.17555370604402445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967287026434929,0.0,0.2031562850447756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804123396932333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090220420000772 lonely,heavnlydevil,2020/04/09,"everything i am is kind of pathetic but i’m kind of okay with it. i think there’s such a pathetic feeling that you get when you realize that you’re at such a low and lonely point in your life that you have to daydream/fantasize about people or the way you wished life was. having to constantly try and remind myself that my future life will be better is such a depressing thing because it’s not true. the future isn’t determined but my mind has made up scenarios of me not being alone but instead actually being human. i think about random people too much to fill the void in my empty heart only to realize what i am doing, and then instead of daydreaming about people i think about how pathetic my life has gotten. i mean maybe one day things will be okay. i hope so at least. i just wish my mind would shut the fuck up and let me be okay with myself. i like being alone but i hate feeling lonely. isn’t that weird?",3.686169884169885,5.066383875675676,4.807895752895757,84.12844594594597,72.4054054054054,8.096525096525099,23.484555984555982,8.634040054169528,1.4632393822393819,727,19,145,13,14,239,102,185,0.2,0.655,0.14400000000000002,-0.9518,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,15,16,2,0,7,3,22,6,1,2,1,32,37,13,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,2,24,9,20,24,2,17,0,4,0,1,6,9,1,3,7,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.13162918532556306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940223532894604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222519545448452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929562119714973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457637437345971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699024960916678,0.0,0.1161770319478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122675352579924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364047324276675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469984524383393,0.07047231792254822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317190523859046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984044635470787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397213839745187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809258255954267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379299762129238,0.3810956137652605,0.0658984396181334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763230430004022,0.0,0.0,0.1355110210290167,0.14693029322449416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723926239144217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991566600231908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914021798049606,0.10258680861003992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805387075093007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751077878718034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922440279845905,0.2592883235651009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157867505338227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107066152618204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102242668447967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581907653423737,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatonetexandude0,2020/04/09,"I just want to feel appreciated I’m only in my late teens but I’ve been in a slump for what must be a little over a year now. Every woman I’ve ever dated or was seeing has been the cause of us falling out. I have many “friends” but none of them truly know me and I barely speak to anyone throughout the day. When it comes to relationships, I try my best and I show good effort but it always ends up with me either being used for my time or them going back to their ex after I’ve brought them back up emotionally. I’m so tired of just playing therapist and having them leave. I’m so used to being alone and expecting (but not hoping for) the negative when it comes relationships that I no longer feel true pain when it happens. What I feel is disappointment. I get disappointed that the other person and I don’t last and I get disappointed bc I know I’ll have to go back to being alone. I don’t even cry anymore, I just get sad about it for a few days then go back to my antisocial, introverted ways. I feel unwanted and I don’t understand why I don’t get the chance to have a long lasting relationship. All I want is to matter to someone, to feel wanted and appreciated.",2.931275387639221,4.361288539419089,4.8780039309893,82.68168814151564,74.39419087136929,7.729285870277352,23.05765450971828,8.371475516178862,1.2436008298755183,922,25,194,16,19,317,128,241,0.205,0.674,0.121,-0.9766,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,5,2,16,11,0,0,10,0,19,2,0,3,4,45,48,20,0,7,11,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,10,12,0,0,8,2,0,7,8,5,0,0,4,7,29,6,28,39,5,36,0,4,1,0,14,7,0,3,21,134,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887403623671745,0.0,0.0,0.09193870047700572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957897598397784,0.0772589999583389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398479782021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595517428872006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350634407074055,0.0,0.1903591946477929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137094055513845,0.14251718149533985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242893110778094,0.09786365393835343,0.0,0.0,0.07297932490228554,0.0999468889339558,0.09309478698031146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934191038015804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536631414889714,0.0,0.2309113071611819,0.0,0.18838648473696604,0.09267595654077523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770824754216337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974408999337114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144769445059653,0.18013244406018122,0.12464047351661825,0.11699571703520335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074261975349076,0.0,0.09778248027499184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202216108872357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403460667943698,0.1175719242516936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647788261237177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558831279320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804830232458857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362002742521297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829043304832588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442912775213161,0.12699499773071946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501722728882883,0.0,0.0,0.1150267007116692,0.13290900173327222,0.1908602726701377,0.0,0.0,0.1955142072790843,0.08770388850044412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970239187299733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115361632347472 lonely,Muse2130,2020/04/09,"I’m 25 years old and I’ve never had a woman express interest in me. For the first 20 years of my life, I couldn’t talk to girls without shitting myself. Then from the ages of 20 to 24, I started to put myself out there and try to meet women. I didn’t try all the time, I would alternate between a few months of pursuing girls only to get rejected and then a few months of not trying at all because I was so burned out. I tried joining a bunch of clubs, dressing nice, even worked out 3-5 times a week. Despite all of this, no woman (that I know of) has liked me back. I don’t have good skills and that’s a part of the problem. I have progressed in so many ways in my life. Got a new car, new pet, college degree, got 200k in savings, a decent job, but I can’t seem to make any progress in my love life. I’m still a kissless virgin at 25. Anyways that’s enough ranting for today.",2.7367266775777424,3.295710021276598,4.109574468085111,91.35653846153849,73.78723404255321,6.63567921440262,25.631751227495908,6.297961479604792,0.6900436988543368,676,21,156,4,13,224,114,188,0.033,0.858,0.109,0.9211,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,7,9,1,0,13,0,10,6,1,1,4,21,20,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,3,0,1,5,0,17,6,29,13,8,32,0,1,0,2,9,10,1,1,20,99,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099124207860727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141942874296083,0.0,0.09052973442268827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344954076312398,0.0,0.0980888225188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263217164182813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758984567219528,0.0,0.0,0.12456233960864513,0.2375524970726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473723102159902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816166863850296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146889877834166,0.07255401710539572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403520981484576,0.0,0.09913093963610436,0.1505648605535419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370770031060919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453932953329307,0.2868619189958949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583525909893545,0.0,0.0,0.1129478195509908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608208218609837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210309791353318,0.0,0.14929260705234745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519705546764624,0.0,0.0,0.1524423988793309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511546526384442,0.0,0.11859951386626197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936594363221482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731936349255547,0.0,0.1407692084010162,0.0,0.0,0.4033115682140809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178795660941951,0.11912499665801125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315741824390033,0.0,0.10811635230208597,0.0,0.0,0.10549656347212306,0.0,0.0,0.1912699097304349 lonely,TalkToMeIcanListen,2020/04/09,"Heartache Hey guy’s, hope you all are safe with this coronavirus going around. If you have it, I pray you receive the best treatment and have a fast recovery. This is actually my first time posting anything on Reddit, excuse my lack of Reddit lingo. My purpose for coming here is in hoping to find someone to talk to that is either going through the same situation or once was or just to get to know me. I’ll make this short as possible. I’m 32 male, meet my love in 2006, we got married 12yrs later. We have 4 beautiful babies. My oldest son is from previous relationship. Perfect, right? She fell out of love for me because I didn’t put enough attention to her, it was always work work work for me. I admit, I could have done better for her. A woman needs that eye contact communication and the right affection. I learned that the hard way when she had told me she was in love with someone else about 2 years now. I asked her why did you marry me then do this to us? She said she just wanted someone to talk to because I made her feel like she was invisible. She was such a beautiful loving caring person and I didn’t know what I had. I got laid off work a week after she told me and my oldest son 14 couldn’t stand seeing his father look so weak crying to my wife. He left to his mom’s house and doesn’t want to come back till everything ok. I understood him for leaving and told him things won’t be ok for a while but to know I love him so much. My other 3 are with me, this hurts just expressing myself here. She is ready for a divorce but is willing to wait till I get myself mentally ready. I was not ready for all this at once, I miss my family but I know I need to move on. But how? Just lost everything I know. God knows how much I cried for my wife but it’s over for her. Y’all forgive me if this sounds stupid but Is It wrong of me to want to talk to a female so soon so I can move on? I don’t have no one to just talk to, it just would be soothing to hear a woman’s voice again. Anyway, I hope y’all have a wonderful night. God bless.",1.7210181997048686,3.4431356074766377,3.249360550909987,91.82719380226268,78.43925233644859,6.374422036399411,20.60895228726021,7.273561745256523,0.3893682242990657,1592,40,358,20,38,524,214,428,0.071,0.7440000000000001,0.185,0.9916,0,1,0,0,1,0,41.0,3,6,0,9,23,24,1,0,13,2,38,7,1,5,3,70,84,28,0,14,18,6,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,5,18,15,0,2,14,0,0,9,8,6,0,2,21,9,71,18,55,56,9,46,2,3,3,5,65,15,0,8,20,247,89,5,0.0,0.0,0.07831799334992633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677917766697232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604360892070052,0.0714445947407235,0.07502825264935432,0.0,0.0,0.06171168506399871,0.0,0.09784626858964666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422341348154941,0.07097965124136679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182604240718397,0.0,0.0,0.13826637111437168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407765185368981,0.0,0.17631425201547715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212945280684238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670433453045939,0.0,0.0,0.08292559939678608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425730969897405,0.0,0.0756579383157871,0.0,0.04057969705102269,0.05733469336763487,0.0,0.0,0.07335226256438157,0.06826546367438961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386058931780319,0.0,0.09122233596251894,0.0,0.12837564133449414,0.0,0.0,0.07946576806214678,0.0,0.0,0.07189334995934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045401499208744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391360780240891,0.0,0.09260431094589802,0.08591539460761352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463862735330745,0.0,0.0,0.0849792060757124,0.08719806086224466,0.0,0.0,0.039208884739493965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739458125871478,0.0,0.08760858506018603,0.0,0.3621695463829352,0.07593989079764568,0.05357130785279005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087887666631324,0.0,0.0,0.0939945144761852,0.0,0.1705982317107129,0.11799435848652955,0.11901718016926367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531454467850303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093941813244692,0.05438334433528907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007618805223623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047625139700408,0.07686278291600376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067915266319185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861645948352966,0.0,0.1370758711365926,0.07634155606316823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395340801754704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021077764521164,0.0,0.0,0.2040012011974894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802599014732625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053318325840113936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046797748355859516,0.0,0.0,0.2300633029709141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653773431903068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201068664846594,0.06370324489979386,0.06437628748759124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241829290782931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703389114324224,0.2337084431705025,0.0,0.0,0.05701135185364624,0.08774701723666553,0.0,0.05168204424752874 lonely,cognizantobserver,2020/04/09,"Here we go again Another night, another last message sent, another empty bed. Another 4 hours of lying in bed just wondering if anyone else even thinks about me before I go to bed and wake up to get back to work for 10 hours a day in my tiny room. I talk to people all day long but none of them matter to my personal life. I just want to be able to talk with someone about their day and share mine too. I want to cuddle and just relax after work while watching some tv (not that I watch any now lol). It’s getting old, and everyone thinks masturbating can solve it but it can’t and it doesn’t. Everyone thinks more money can make the feelings dissipate but it doesn’t work. I’m on repeat and there’s no end in sight, I’m just so fucking lonely",2.354375624375624,3.9991852467532496,3.8183116883116877,88.78647852147854,76.40259740259741,7.335864135864138,22.235764235764236,8.139509932561175,1.0342483516483516,584,16,126,10,13,193,100,154,0.076,0.848,0.077,0.0341,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,3,14,4,1,0,2,1,6,4,1,1,1,28,22,12,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,8,0,0,5,2,1,3,6,2,0,0,1,4,12,2,20,20,4,25,0,1,3,2,9,6,1,3,16,75,18,3,0.13069008645846605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888737403457806,0.5481598029210263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138154714762388,0.13390743781658931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049260946895766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120763779645608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528528821338412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917479745043396,0.0,0.1157526257294137,0.0,0.0,0.0863195695382562,0.0,0.0,0.24975995642335905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608083451112944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082087901885485,0.13656035228030078,0.0,0.14854837577714114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574068192968307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652986343713017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231027303064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565661393855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723664753617898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226437929520175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713726129931392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060405053379736,0.11411354254390385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107332861508978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008748208565134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512227911045448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416879811317094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417278238983625,0.2854318183595421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aidanbacon01,2020/04/09,"Song makes me feel lonley Long ago But it seems like yesterday It happened the strangest way My first love affair Summer day I'm swimming alone in the ocean When suddenly I got a notion That someone was watching And I turned to see who was there... I saw this Beautiful lady, beautiful lady Only a heartbeat away from me Two seashell earrings were all that she wore She was smiling and saying to me Come away I'll show you my home in the ocean And stranger, if you get a notion That you'd like to love me Well, just do what you feel, do what you feel Mermaid, mermaid I want you but I'm afraid Part fish, part girl I don't fit your world Mermaid, mermaid I want you but I'm afraid Part fish, part girl Oohh She put her Sweet arms around me, sweet arms around me Ever so gently, she put me down Next thing I knew was the soft ocean floor And the first taste of love that I found Let me stay I'll live in your home in the ocean I'll give you my love and devotion But suddenly she told me You must go back and find A girl of your kind So I left her behind Now the ocean reminds me of Mermaid, mermaid It's true love that we made Part fish, part girl I still miss your world Mermaid, mermaid It's true love that we made Part fish, part girl I still miss your world Mermaid, mermaid It's true love that we made Part fish, part girl I still miss your world Mermaid, mermaid It's true love that we made Part fish, part girl I still miss your world Tatsuro Yamashita - Mermaid",1.1747641982741328,3.473128172185433,1.6155147501505098,99.77998695564924,83.50331125827816,4.4553080473610285,19.74754164158138,5.565023196281405,-0.41218454746136857,1156,32,261,6,33,349,124,302,0.034,0.701,0.265,0.998,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,16,0,2,15,25,0,2,11,0,11,11,2,5,7,40,50,14,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,7,19,13,1,0,7,3,0,5,1,6,1,3,15,12,53,19,17,32,13,42,0,4,3,8,47,17,0,2,20,150,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051773326425327115,0.0,0.0,0.0604909215698828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398730788206853,0.0,0.0,0.10974857388673992,0.04491054934218455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503115307567525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037666988313514616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052831500847082886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859536819376393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053381955197660855,0.09936009595383186,0.0,0.06403907955657492,0.0,0.0,0.030514683973675932,0.056028283019681865,0.033193431812025304,0.0,0.04671255183283605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164816451867599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717180510930407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060820780703636015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345820586223512,0.05972401304097503,0.0,0.05706836722798672,0.0,0.05157349975384831,0.05168740362585721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217090041524392,0.2210603848636366,0.038986406904186886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211536134840494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442033605370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7589750714867075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742816819240287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644673394037935,0.0,0.0,0.04654195851878428,0.05317055841554732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049487148734438366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225294239901965,0.18657218112537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880229977518543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055809362031334436,0.0,0.0,0.06352887216990792,0.057054099725182474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889865285890133,0.0463599028346493,0.0,0.0,0.05251393873961237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thebiggapper,2020/04/09,"This is how i feel... Do you just feel like no one can compare to you? Nor good or bad, it just feels like im not from this planet. yes i have a few friends, but like i just feel like i think differently than everyone else. Ive never met someone i truly felt like we were on the same lvl. I lose interest in girls because none of them can see things how i see things. yk? i might sound crazy but like its the loneliest feeling when you cant find anyone like you.",0.5797959183673456,2.539544530612247,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,83.28571428571429,5.144489795918368,18.983673469387764,6.2581,-0.3225624489795917,356,9,86,3,10,114,69,98,0.151,0.579,0.27,0.9006,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,1,1,6,12,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,1,21,19,7,0,0,7,0,6,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,9,15,10,6,15,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,2,9,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051578389089524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319693862420688,0.09634890713071448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165133913795323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203473456050094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151028398129945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995869764802885,0.3387437329764928,0.1517576590148655,0.0,0.1444594757779287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211295941093142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325690986223649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072660413991778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405240842071081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768232007823252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767145807801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219018181638652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710220978979401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189886374174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391955272995715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000953838224906,0.10127531052239472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThiccNickBoggio,2020/04/09,"Hi everyone Just found this subreddit and I have a feeling I'm going to be here alot, I'm looking forward to meeting new people and hopefully making new friends.",3.640215053763441,6.183023129032258,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,75.7741935483871,8.004301075268819,36.13978494623656,8.841846274778883,3.857249462365592,131,8,21,3,3,44,25,31,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077625461702061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285401529878846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531455917317649,0.2488392631718961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304626175193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31989946811793485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704672278248458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499181173444729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622136377491633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329066424362634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexisrs1995,2020/04/09,Husband would rather sleep and lay around than spend time with me. I've been with the same guy for 10+ years and the past three years getting him to do anything with me is becoming a chore. He works 12 hour shifts three to four days out of the week and they are night shifts so I understand that he is tired. I usually let him catch up on sleep the first day he has off thinking we'll spend time together the next day. Next day comes around and he spends the whole day on the couch asking me what I want to do. Sometimes I'll ask him what we're going to do that day and he doesn't give a damn to even try to think of something to do. We don't do anything unless I force him to get up and do something. Im sick of being the only one who is proactive in this realm of our relationship. I'll even talk to him about things I would like to do in the future hoping he'll suggest doing it but he acts like we never talked about it. He can also literally sleep for half of the day if I don't wake him up. I am sleep deprived half the time because I force myself to stay awake just to spend time with him because he's awake during the night and sleeps during the day. Im just hurt because I don't feel like he values our time together. What do I do?,3.6223793787177776,3.7867277041198513,4.279863406036572,92.35195637805685,71.58426966292134,7.331042079753248,23.571050892267017,6.794906146795322,0.4370909451421015,975,21,232,7,17,311,130,267,0.049,0.88,0.071,0.3672,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,5,0,1,2,11,7,1,0,15,0,27,8,6,0,1,33,41,12,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,10,17,0,0,4,0,4,4,5,3,0,7,1,1,27,4,38,34,2,42,0,2,0,0,33,11,1,2,29,142,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169713934709471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755699223686455,0.1596240678516066,0.16763080447374284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639587236066753,0.09901699790492156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722991740820805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625609044627593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843267660673808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533230497686557,0.06404961087384936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076260569781572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368216341572023,0.0860053273086505,0.050953051095421885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877263002936375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904772918280753,0.0882921994086165,0.0,0.09597762313659096,0.0,0.1936857540930675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167839906803438,0.0,0.13140283811719947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914752886736474,0.0,0.1906984007269334,0.16827044836075838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060752606111609375,0.06818673240651275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558592363206559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962560091656298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485991658031624,0.0,0.0,0.13804172967675496,0.08867117186619328,0.0,0.0,0.09556039197334397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441227230283317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595628549124179,0.11489471713186415,0.0,0.0,0.261393006215773,0.1030453317912558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060869917824861876,0.0,0.0,0.0933341056851742,0.0,0.0,0.09874241011619918,0.0,0.05288089221093308,0.0,0.07191590154052943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009670100352143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526996990732012,0.0,0.0,0.1273768005770633,0.0,0.0,0.11546987099046313 lonely,MintyDoughboy,2020/04/09,"In a good mood still lonely though I'm in a good mood and not down at this moment but I do feel lonely with no one to talk to. I usually am always in a chill or good mood but I often get sad and/or lonely and although I don't feel sad right now I do feel lonely. Usually I go out often and hang out with friends or go out to places I don't feel lonely. Right now I'm listening to music and I just want to talk to anyone who is down to talk to me and talk about literally anything. We can talk about music, tv shows, movies, sports, your zoom class, your drama with friends or SO, we can literally talk about the moon if you want to just really want some to talk. Also if you want to rant or get something off your chest I'm all ears here too. So yeah anyone that wants to hit me up feel free to do so I'll just be chilling here :).",1.7975714285714304,2.8694316777777797,3.387619047619052,93.675,76.66666666666667,6.476190476190476,18.96825396825397,6.868970318607317,-0.103507936507937,642,11,155,6,14,213,87,180,0.149,0.706,0.146,-0.3737,0,10,1,0,1,0,16.0,2,5,0,0,19,16,0,0,4,1,10,2,2,0,1,39,29,19,0,7,12,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,0,5,4,1,3,4,7,0,1,0,7,17,7,30,27,2,23,0,7,0,0,18,14,0,9,6,99,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931279854980263,0.096898811142062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285427588483298,0.0,0.09583147639016602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944124604497705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799436866018518,0.0,0.12168450841207032,0.0,0.13236664800593398,0.2930275269390123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891204408504096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166933540332647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460322513666948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989016548786819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965175121718598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300007892590956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655207536007759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144151735053967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565146063310596,0.0,0.343437060933591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wiiiiilber,2020/04/09,"I want to cry. I can’t afford to live right now. I don’t want to live anymore. I don’t qualify for the emergency relief funds that the government has set up. I literally need $200/month to make ends meet, but since being laid off, that doesn’t seem to be a possibility. I can’t afford my medications. My transportation has come to a halt due to lack of money. My parents can’t help me because they’re barely making ends meet. My dad is an essential worker & my mum is off work due to her cancer diagnosis. My friends have stopped talking to me, I’m separated from my boyfriend geographically, and I don’t think I’m going to graduate anymore. I just want to die. I don’t know why I’m posting this here. I just am drowning and don’t know what to do. I’m in way over my head and I want to die because I am riddled with anxiety everyday thinking about how I am never going to come out of this depression. I’d be better off dead, because if I can’t afford to eat, I’m going to starve. If I can’t afford my medication, I’m going to relapse. I just can’t do it anymore.",1.9402002794597093,3.4620150973451373,4.608239403819283,83.20962971588263,77.23008849557522,7.589753143921754,26.05402887750349,8.371475516178862,1.7157469026548668,836,32,180,16,19,298,115,226,0.191,0.727,0.08199999999999999,-0.9849,6,0,0,0,0,3,28.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,5,0,25,5,1,3,1,30,49,7,4,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,5,0,2,7,13,1,0,0,0,0,28,3,30,46,1,26,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,8,108,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590911285366422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959576736724921,0.0,0.37319438501832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293926137864954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093734391443688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161028364588065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778480501647106,0.0,0.0,0.10803725416592072,0.0,0.2603641093676469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283516435821586,0.0,0.0,0.22219691821486096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691101425251858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515112374782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873282265978056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840766484831741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787193889276447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215233648286152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674580953631832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272576950635944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001212727839875,0.0,0.0,0.09300869768481727,0.0967434488073567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928107453242616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140947217656705,0.12013235953467072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712107479184604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419160097962515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376138989351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486954108622198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082015587290816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607477717157912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295939997989445,0.09956471558140532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131858627861241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131840422668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BeyondUnder,2020/04/09,"Feeling Invisible Have you ever felt like nobody could see you on whatever occasion. I keep going to parties that I'm not invited to, sitting on a park bench, eating at cafeteria or going to pubs. I keep hoping that somebody would talk to me or even say hi. I keep hoping that a girl would come and talk to me like some of that cliche scenarios in the movies. Within these vast sea of people, nobody really realize your existence even tho youre standing right beside them.",4.728238095238098,6.528005633333336,5.813174603174605,76.285,70.44444444444444,9.142857142857146,27.301587301587304,9.606745405546679,2.721492063492064,377,13,65,9,7,125,64,90,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,16,4,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,2,3,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,4,12,12,1,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,5,3,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589915742416933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537673747646575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970675616592044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544076430471333,0.17420860276267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973792469569336,0.0,0.18491651911412707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189065721834565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825704788438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135482923351893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817940731062716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351759670564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337803014976152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447073385569602,0.0,0.153155229227036,0.0,0.0,0.1534692263781032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095929546279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736206977851223,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsthatboi147,2020/04/09,"Friends wanted. Really just want people to talk to. I'm a 20 y/o M, I just want someone I can tell anything to and they can tell anything to me. I want a genuine friendship and if it turns into anything more that would be amazing too. Message me if your interested.",0.4821428571428577,2.9032366851851883,2.7148677248677267,89.33833333333332,89.55555555555556,4.567195767195766,26.232804232804238,6.1826913282559595,1.050569312169312,207,10,41,2,7,70,37,54,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625847689004174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606180689149206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798534888594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459876572003014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308448952082324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316368836893865,0.3983594966299698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787121841642956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376450879125135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618815140048616,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,edustin08,2020/04/09,"Actually very lonely Is anyone else actually really lonely? Like not the oh my friends are out of town and i’m alone for a few days kind of lonely, but the feeling that no one cares about your existence. You get depressed when you think about the future because you know you’ll still be alone. I haven’t felt love in so long for anything or anyone. How is it? I don’t even talk to anyone anymore. Maybe it’s my fault. Just a thought.",0.8747727272727275,3.3520251136363686,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.63636363636363,5.0181818181818185,19.363636363636363,6.574015621080383,0.14055454545454582,342,10,72,4,11,110,67,88,0.204,0.645,0.151,-0.5204,0,9,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,16,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,9,5,9,12,1,8,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,1,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.3619983468327249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841972699302421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183943727768462,0.3890703028127828,0.1900435007811056,0.1526320850774395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130652930385511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910655656688188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961756988466628,0.0,0.15975140088058118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494255616306174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250606425191415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378293939305096,0.0,0.17808737741136685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329936841805954,0.0,0.09690427894974718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931461556125221,0.1019335207576418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906148820325018,0.0,0.0,0.16414165008128934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740058249194628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633696421044388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568427702590004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882156296696685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812248014457854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490796972029687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884641977567915,0.0,0.14724832655245426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530382683104576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,magicalmaniac,2020/04/10,"I Don't Know What I'm Doing I'm very behind in my assignment work. I'm enrolled on an engineering course and completing assignments so I can get my qualifications so I can either go to university, get an apprenticeship or work. I don't know why but I can't focus at all. All my work has been started, I know what to do but I'm struggling to get anywhere with completing it. I'm also talking to someone I know, deep down, I shouldn't be (someone to whom I've consented to treat me badly and so on) but I just feel so worthless and deserving of it. I'm so scared of disappointing my family that I sometimes wonder if I should end it. I used to be unfortunately very suicidal a couple of years ago, but now I'm just more consciously depressed and too mentally dulled to hurt myself. I want someone to be there for me, I hate feeling so alone that I start trying to pursue people who don't care about me just for a false sense of companionship or attention. I'm 20 and I just want to stop wasting so much time but I don't know how. I'm not optimistic about my future because anything I'd like (children, a loving partner, friends) just seems too dreamlike. But it's nice to fantasise about, I suppose.",3.4280904741191836,4.958287446280995,5.175715528490648,80.64098956067859,73.29752066115702,8.400521966072205,28.852544584601997,8.99025400887824,2.390137190082644,950,39,189,20,19,324,126,242,0.24600000000000002,0.677,0.077,-0.9943,1,1,0,0,0,2,24.0,0,0,0,3,21,15,1,2,5,0,16,1,0,2,2,42,46,23,1,5,16,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,1,2,27,6,28,40,5,16,0,5,0,1,8,6,0,5,10,124,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161690249165974,0.0,0.0,0.13572957080930415,0.0,0.10480163634967599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078440115050872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942231876691204,0.07988762491902737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336154823000624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748094821083624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500571420664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287424859444375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607250840060153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235434541436985,0.0,0.13252689812569454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124986976695106,0.0,0.20540660573390948,0.0,0.07447944479287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938597660545345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140293072349404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36011169538055504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402502052885656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827886866028395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206883524783455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633774684720624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085443505442964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312051621638453,0.0,0.0,0.11930413500306765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331178935937576,0.0,0.12961303607431826,0.0,0.18551749689177305,0.0,0.0,0.10956471211654824,0.0,0.13700321956407707,0.0,0.1433487957523452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533402968435412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641703708471352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897519553232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318620198261113,0.0,0.2162620101798125,0.15459484397298187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182533683601111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421194890947635,0.2862206099046452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439270756886125 lonely,aaronswar43,2020/04/10,"Realized I will always feel lonely I don't know why but I can't seem to go a day without feeling really lonely. I felt alone even when I was in a relationship. I just can't seem to find way to talk to people and become their friends, I am awkward and weird since I can never get the social clues. I'm 26 year old but I have like 4 friends I can rely on that's all. How can I ever find friends. I am scared that I'm going to feel this way for the rest of my life.",-0.016730769230768768,1.5945215576923142,2.5352307692307683,95.40976923076923,83.42307692307693,5.313846153846153,18.09230769230769,6.2581,-0.34717769230769235,358,8,88,3,10,124,68,104,0.16399999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.15,0.3505,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,11,1,0,1,3,20,23,6,0,0,4,0,4,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,4,14,4,10,20,2,12,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683984191735058,0.0,0.0,0.14207312918294274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857392154062586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101160981845746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277515345259362,0.1544482050461281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590006979459717,0.0,0.16394152761480982,0.0,0.3121148189976808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957504070110693,0.0,0.08920697106306655,0.0,0.19407610537232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938367297619438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060191289146507,0.08341715398912904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316887096080549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916766464230666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837276016358092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938331974751464,0.0,0.0,0.18331572865542348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709450637576484,0.0,0.0,0.3108788195266657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412416417924516,0.0,0.0,0.17405254862019748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723798761634198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710581249489468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407038305880194,0.0,0.0,0.16459163639403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099538809153266 lonely,justanotherTA_,2020/04/10,"When will it break? I'm (m27) sat here miserable again and honestly I'm just fed up of going around in the same circles. This has been ongoing for over a year now.. I need something to break, something to change. And for fear of sounding needy, whiny and every other negative cliché you can think of, I just want to be cared for and looked after again. My abusive ex is off out there having moved on like it was nothing to her. Then the few attempts at throwing myself back out there when I felt I was ready have all ended in tears because people are just so goddamn dishonest! Why build me up when I explain how fragile I am? Why let things get so far and put in so many hours if you had no intention of seeing it go anywhere? It's not like I'm pushing things!! I'm fucking terrified of things always going to shit still so dare not hope anymore, and yet each time lasts a bit longer, and something clicks... Except for me the click is positive and for you, negative. I'm sick of being haunted by my past... I want to let it go, and u want to stop this obsession of being lonely.. It could be worse? I have a home, I have a life... And yet its not what I want... I am so deeply rooted with this need to be able to live and be loved in that other level it drives me insane. I know it's not healthy, but I'm sick trying to go this alone. I'm referred to as 'the nice one, the kind one' and yet nobody wants to take that home with them.. And it kills me. I don't want to turn into another one of the selfish masses, and I don't think it's too much to ask for someone to care in return not because they have to, but because they want to, and I'm enough for them like they would be for me? I'm just so royally fed up, and I can't seem to claw my way back out of the pit anymore. I don't have the strength or the willpower anymore, and yet I know that only makes my problem worse. I'm just so fed up... So done... And I honestly don't know what to do any more... I just want this to be over, and to be able to curl up in the arms of someone and just cry this shit out and be held... I miss being close for the sake of it... The companionship and the contentment of just your being there is enough... That you are enough, and that's it... Rant fiń I guess..",2.214662447257382,3.251014748945145,3.4859282700421943,93.52146624472573,75.56118143459915,6.532489451476795,22.66033755274261,6.816661863887847,0.3830489451476793,1717,45,404,15,36,560,211,474,0.166,0.746,0.08800000000000001,-0.9903,1,3,3,0,0,0,78.0,0,5,5,2,37,23,4,3,17,0,43,11,3,4,1,83,95,41,1,15,18,1,2,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,31,33,3,2,9,0,0,10,13,11,0,3,11,7,42,12,71,67,10,62,0,3,4,2,16,26,3,5,26,287,73,0,0.16454894293738104,0.09748179506926324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852115397592173,0.0,0.0,0.0684589511324424,0.0,0.0,0.05594946191055231,0.08627195697823999,0.0,0.0,0.2447825036608958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324172280802649,0.07691552458596733,0.0,0.0,0.12652798011876162,0.0,0.15046126248983546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898224139425221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677686139368281,0.0,0.08703548160827106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656894707330752,0.0,0.09037464359680496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419534939883863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287076136434625,0.2550345671390682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931979068122934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258165406690183,0.0,0.0,0.07899639497000452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606142311963357,0.04298501558880905,0.0,0.23379239075797925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063460602869312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505600626692638,0.08171711428322376,0.08102378146644637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102451270302137,0.08567620129786294,0.13564769356763853,0.06706467527441051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826244268544432,0.058112892343523674,0.12058545274657385,0.0,0.07264986564504647,0.0,0.06908983467856702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425592271032319,0.0,0.05491884857709207,0.08341340058033066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744474262776801,0.060481203151505125,0.1220109561959828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894457432897475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725393344172662,0.06257344298161388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854029256736024,0.05703875919433071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872555778545935,0.0,0.08270856818753522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556210164881628,0.07489958881205015,0.0,0.0,0.1689071252933731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394217853693402,0.1900167231107872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570449919316364,0.06878514215478873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061860163360145576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397850905061132,0.10543631843916712,0.0,0.0,0.04797490594716655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055858965489094484,0.08949099924871308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882209194422863,0.06530564589042387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484798270501602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768943066267233,0.058445423961450825,0.0,0.0,0.05298206215133089 lonely,TheHornyTrinity,2020/04/10,"21 [F4M] Looking for someone to own us! Snap - thehornytrinity &#x200B; Heyyyy guys any CEO's, Doctors, Attorneys, actors, Feet pics addicts etc. wanna take possession of three cute college girls???? We have pretty feet as well!!!!",4.047192982456142,7.3794460000000015,3.6484210526315803,80.18561403508772,89.0,5.691228070175438,30.017543859649123,7.1686216300943375,2.5460385964912287,180,9,26,3,6,54,37,38,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8529,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879955757132058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862392985822422,0.3210080409281672,0.17965169696114486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039978225045225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294630922894463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261580080629293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218449582698943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687663902472823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383915304671087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863074536285716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177764330823875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375298612110492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210080409281672,0.0 lonely,Vathsan69,2020/04/10,"My life I was born in a little town off the coast of India, a wee little lad, I was always happy, and playful, until I made it into preschool, where for the first few months the teachers here told me that I was pretty bright, and intelligent and will succeed in all my endeavours. Fast forward to a few months later, then the crap started. I was bullied, a lot, A LOT, everyday it was for a new reason. We have a small race here in India called the Tamilians, and I lived in a city where people from the same heritage were hated ( for this and many other reasons I did not know), and every single day I was bullied to death, beaten up, verbally abused for absolutely no reason at all. Every single day in school was hell to me. Some people miss their school, i am afraid of mine. Nobody was ever friends with me, so one day I made up a story about having visited and resided in the USA, for some reason everybody suddenly wanted to talk to me, asked me about how it was, for once I had people who wanted to talk to me. So I continued forging story after story, filled end to end with lies, and never stopped. To this day people know me as someone who's partially American. I was never really good at anything, at all, no sports, I play video games with a few friends, but I'm always made fun of because I suck. Everytime I try to soul my guys about why I'm sad I get labelled as an attention seeker or sympathy seeker and get made fun of and ignored again. Until today I haven't done a single thing that makes my parents proud to state the fact that I am their son, I've always ended up disappointing my father, who worked very very hard to bring us to the comfort we have now. You don't even have to ask me about my love life, topping this all off with around 12-14 rejections all from various diff girls. All I ever want is for people to like me and consider me as a friend. I have never had someone who I can call my best friend, and he or she the same. Havent had anyone except family show any sort of concern about me. I'm 19 now, and I am still made fun of all the time, still lonely, still powerless, still, a loser. I've always had dreams or goals, but I could never achieve them, my mother thought I was messed up in the head and took me through a psych analysis. People always roast me or make fun of me for trying to live off pity. So I've decided that I don't need pity if I am frickin dead. I'm almost rock solid about my decision to kill myself. If you were in such a situation, what would you do ? Honestly, after seeing my own dad cry twice in front of my own eyes, I've decided that I have nothing to live for. Just waiting for the opportunity...",7.01514342800057,5.342317408163269,7.535074211502786,77.96358462965605,65.08534322820037,10.37022977022977,31.49143713429428,9.057496981413335,2.413652147852147,2069,58,425,28,26,687,258,539,0.146,0.7170000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.6292,2,2,0,0,1,1,68.0,3,3,3,11,27,38,6,1,29,0,39,6,3,12,14,83,71,32,3,8,11,5,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,2,18,22,0,3,11,8,0,6,11,17,0,3,27,4,65,21,78,41,23,74,2,8,3,1,36,29,3,12,41,305,83,8,0.0,0.08211437691948249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939834193125942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883340480552096,0.0,0.0,0.047129366057539146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484592453256538,0.0,0.05703161306731346,0.06169560612437746,0.1295805103368123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042247316746314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273068821323171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153507471031618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055333921124292425,0.0,0.07612762509142441,0.17878240890841296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092245942425905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841493735572882,0.0,0.0,0.04577490015464196,0.12537958847508154,0.1167838859744772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533401693232108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895028411928939,0.0,0.0,0.21417761876902144,0.0,0.07241737330424344,0.0,0.0,0.05812923952187817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862224839437438,0.0,0.07377581860975428,0.06208312634637466,0.0684237432483732,0.07112630495962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667504624527438,0.0,0.07617576751951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790348941331774,0.033858627349524203,0.1389224240938618,0.18359115504043816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784023883251213,0.06254992351758631,0.3278874776169203,0.0925224454235608,0.07026378012963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063621590587566,0.0,0.0,0.051388331730374666,0.21380729173953408,0.06693461784439972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664994374343596,0.0,0.0,0.07380692024709855,0.04696245256919224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695433050885228,0.0,0.0,0.2882816530927636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050748645400864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439817093337422,0.28502584825753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402794981544634,0.0552266310094018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790104522211487,0.0,0.0,0.11744278022856187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905400843443695,0.0,0.22138632175247855,0.0579415785823936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140849714210817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604276141786083,0.0,0.0,0.05501994931464293,0.04041195083475118,0.0,0.06569246417622633,0.06622332067376728,0.07699973436881535,0.09410627170426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336465556703357,0.0,0.0,0.1143667702415972,0.12263258572201148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625364380840211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045442594403176,0.0,0.0,0.04923185471686861,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tja6247,2020/04/10,"Thisbis weird but i really wanna talk to a girl I know this sounds weird maybe creepy, but I desperately wanna talk to a girl. Trying to find my other half and being quarantined is not helping. And dating apps cost money. If anyones serious about this let me know.",1.9234285714285733,4.752351000000001,3.479714285714288,82.83700000000002,89.0,6.057142857142857,19.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.0692857142857142,210,6,36,4,7,69,37,50,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8216,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994315586037354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136390232395303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300107144923679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771799155328989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509009935053332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447470464041783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198349804375206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516327424064807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298088597163774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sasa673,2020/04/10,Keep pushing people away why do I keep pushing people away?I crave a connection so badly but anytime anyone tries I ghost them.....I'm so miserable I feel like I'll be stuck like this forever. I had formed a somewhat sort of connection with someone here and acted like a jerk and left them hanging . I will never find love or form any kind of binds I'm destined to be alone forever,4.022207207207206,5.875833472972975,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,72.37837837837839,7.636036036036036,28.54954954954956,8.344100000000001,2.1232144144144147,303,12,56,5,6,97,54,74,0.263,0.611,0.126,-0.8979,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,11,6,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,5,5,6,3,7,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273560411644292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928081573466964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349316736550647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124916703989204,0.0,0.1832896476540836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109956759090926,0.15682480417188865,0.0,0.0,0.200636883822906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902381092548658,0.0,0.22859582169423015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850862393570085,0.0,0.0,0.3217384785669925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812495664479213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930700320650938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304374419708839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599819498169032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903935890640035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980822419492307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LowerAcanthopterygii,2020/04/10,"Join CLD discord and chill with us! CLD welcomes and rewards everyone and has three core purposes, To allow members to self-improve; To socialize and have fun (typically through gaming); To help others through philanthropy. Also you can earn real money by socializing and redeem it as gift card from g2a!. also free help and support of any kind! [https://discordapp.com/invite/gT5zd9V](https://discordapp.com/invite/gT5zd9V)",11.849016393442627,15.703641114754104,8.70570491803279,54.37659016393445,55.885245901639344,9.47016393442623,36.790163934426225,9.888512548439397,4.4304137704918025,352,15,40,7,5,101,49,61,0.033,0.5820000000000001,0.385,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398728959319198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953200439923005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821606847183105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341999966600616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596067529399986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283757067413293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600734350685453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508258277519955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829017771055873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998762414303645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,carrylizard,2020/04/10,"How do I know if I’m lonely? I never had friends growing up and I got mildly bullied in school. I would skip lunch during recess because I didn’t have friends to sit with. And I would read books during recess because I didn’t have friends to play with. It was pretty much the same in high school minus the bullying. I also felt alone at home. My dad worked late and my older brother and I didn’t have the best relationship growing up. So I would spend most of my time home playing videogames by myself. I bring this up because I want to explain that I’ve always been alone I’m a senior in college now and I still don’t have any friends. Only people I talk to are people I have school work and projects with. But we don’t really talk after that Even though I’m alone most of the time, and don’t have anyone to talk to, I don’t feel lonely. I mean, I don’t think I do anyways How do I know if I’m lonely? Am I just used to it?",0.7424242424242422,2.7106430909090906,2.3952424242424257,95.52286363636368,82.73737373737373,4.566060606060606,19.4959595959596,5.341637118332708,-0.3739119191919191,724,19,163,3,20,237,98,198,0.184,0.7490000000000001,0.067,-0.9606,0,9,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,10,10,0,0,5,0,25,1,0,3,1,33,40,15,0,6,4,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,11,1,0,7,4,1,3,9,3,0,0,8,2,26,7,21,29,5,21,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,4,9,108,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703341389927032,0.0,0.0953160600429334,0.0991754825524642,0.0,0.0,0.08105316823792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334029698739784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797103324025235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508236797859762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872375534987501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026595680674919,0.0,0.11444092352362255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683430527304254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532699130276492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593059415738905,0.23911422537041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100722154577935,0.0,0.13445131421745365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983266119107587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761823558032274,0.0,0.09192654091030036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064923286167297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652624346039914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125890160739375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922207952507605,0.0,0.07635605396697827,0.0,0.0,0.1279652665737227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618793986226313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518514826123248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874007996724108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763720272278923,0.11710339796724327,0.0,0.13900109098997174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102941740224455,0.0,0.0,0.0703012469256269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735432243835731,0.0,0.0,0.2540070960105627,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,conehead-noob,2020/04/10,My girlfriend broke up with me and said something awful about lesbians The only person that ever mattered to me just left me and I don’t know how to deal with it and she said I should date a guy not a girl and I don’t think I can find anyone else :(,0.9783333333333316,2.692428314814819,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,80.66666666666666,4.32,18.20740740740741,3.1291,-0.8334992592592587,195,4,45,0,5,63,40,54,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,1,15,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,9,0,6,5,0,4,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911601136933784,0.28011958471282905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818523026501633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838163003917994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729622001601226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987281310927506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706983304591295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024757692627186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703820991478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079248369210304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387129398390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201115467679126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046839405809964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517678644804074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheReapersCreepin,2020/04/10,"I'm lonely because of me. I've been wasting my life for the last half of my life. I didn't care about school and dropped out, I didn't care about work enough to answer their calls, I didn't care about friends enough to contact them, I didn't care about my body enough to keep fit, I didn't care about my health enough to eat healthy, I didn't care about myself enough to do stuff I love, I haven't cared about myself enough and I've shut myself out from the world. How could anyone wanna be involved with me, when it's like I don't even wanna be involved with myself. I'm not really sure why I'm writing this.. I guess one day I wanna look at this If I ever do something with my life and see how far I've come. Right now I feel like my life can go one of two ways from this point, I can turn it all around, have a happy life and die a happy man or I'll be in a grave by the end of the year.",4.031212121212121,3.1052405050505096,4.54111111111111,94.565,70.71717171717172,7.402020202020202,23.050505050505052,4.851557810540192,-0.03580404040404028,692,10,177,1,11,220,98,198,0.172,0.72,0.10800000000000001,-0.8668,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,14,16,0,0,7,0,18,9,1,2,3,28,37,9,2,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,6,11,1,1,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,4,7,3,28,14,31,26,7,22,0,2,2,1,10,11,0,3,9,114,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972339802604947,0.0,0.0,0.07603649657073683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206753214204545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487560864251694,0.0,0.0,0.08721716098512948,0.0,0.6095962795826567,0.0,0.0,0.07357652801614648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819606400058102,0.0,0.0,0.05508491153513966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864616263812594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739976258239712,0.0,0.0,0.07565137989872461,0.5295324644538254,0.0,0.056415087836522576,0.07726177963068137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318784376703682,0.06101972068640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599058181804843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854269844178302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940930612535451,0.0,0.0,0.18184940974288835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907910015929039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591981559825059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962374389917354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301651884334819,0.08345785264389219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172617978114962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770893965358995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575736387229825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074376152299753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471834355783405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294301999635598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644344589842676,0.06806383473880008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575580767019976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777850197172222,0.0,0.0,0.08050160767528572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929058164746075,0.08343698757968114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677975930851915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707277646864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062182350190997125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055003763328171584 lonely,lukestorm22,2020/04/10,"Whats keeps you going? I am so bored and lonely lately Im 25, and ive not had a very lonely life. Ive had girlfriends and friends, and jobs, but now im down to just having my family. I lost my girlfriend of 5 years because I traded her for a girlfriend who was crazy, and then when that all blew up and during I became a cocaine addict, alcoholic, lost alll my friends almost and my job. The only friends I have left never want to talk to me anymore because I used to allways ask for money. Ive ruined basically every relationship I have left and now I have nothing. I feel like I wouldve prefered to have none of it so I didnt know what Ive lost now. I guess I can build myself back up, get a new jobb, and start all over again, but we are locked down and nobody is going anywhere. I feel trapped in my house. Ive always been an introvert but lately find myself actualyl needing just to go for a walk to the park or the shops to keep myself sane, but its stilll not enough. I used to be so sucked into video games and I had people around me all the way up till last year and was so self involved that I had no idea, but now that ive outgrown playing games, I have no passion and nothing to do, I have no friends to do anything with, and no girlfriend to spend time with, I cant get interested in any shows ecause its like im just sitting around watching tv, and then life just feels so pointless. Whats the point in even going to bed if you have nothing to wake up for, but then whats the point of being awake if you have nothing you want or have to do. I talk to people online, and am trying online dating, but its just not the same at all, nothing ever lasts long. With no job or any hobbbies or the ability to even start hobbies right now I just feel I have no purpose at all",4.14289391304348,4.1321183920000015,5.1489623188405815,87.18688695652176,70.41333333333333,7.3750724637681175,26.971014492753625,6.498293943080001,0.987753623188406,1387,40,305,8,23,457,174,375,0.154,0.785,0.061,-0.9844,4,5,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,3,24,17,1,0,14,0,36,6,1,2,7,70,62,39,0,6,22,0,4,2,8,0,4,0,1,1,12,23,1,2,8,7,4,5,13,8,0,0,11,5,45,9,43,49,8,53,0,6,1,1,23,20,1,8,28,216,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194363544278963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901343854204678,0.0844548657421501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701780839130531,0.0,0.0,0.1147089158655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364315061896423,0.0,0.0,0.06940507641276437,0.1501619199281729,0.0788470178014826,0.0,0.0,0.06485266761497034,0.0,0.10282641816746227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714632129838458,0.0,0.11141225969778597,0.07629084511815568,0.07106054075896022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950875301718324,0.0,0.17058044044896425,0.060252897128337375,0.0,0.0,0.07708572368361816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064516146550026,0.0,0.08812890005163344,0.0,0.19173068526983628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291061113400394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731765696009564,0.0,0.09521020132439834,0.2733067615253573,0.0,0.25108490972403524,0.14993149059965535,0.0,0.0,0.04635135393463837,0.13749759034151673,0.19027960073461286,0.0,0.18327248241251248,0.0,0.1191444323306718,0.0824090532263719,0.0,0.0,0.07463872200022123,0.0,0.0,0.2762029804193755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253744017833629,0.06504862225829901,0.08145661706370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046351039633137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641447796037198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694221903260292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945813917447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055017414022944,0.0,0.07202635853837694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798557501832978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939333364904466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557945920366898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917964589857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726168897630544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568629055685933,0.0,0.06958977662380393,0.09949246888370852,0.06694559325672203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086250823898663 lonely,lonelyassdumbbitch,2020/04/10,"went nocturnal to avoid my abusive parents in quarantine, blocked guy i trusted with everything, accepting that maybe my life is just happier lonely. [17f] New account because that guy I blocked knows my old Reddit. Not even sure why I'm posting. I just want a place to ramble I guess, since I don't really have anybody to be close to. Except for the whole internet, haha. tw: suicide, child abuse, pretty melodramatic of me, sad boi monologue, etc. I feel like I've just accepted my life is happier lonely because the few times I get close to people, it doesn't really end well. The guy I blocked? We were really close friends. I wish I had never been genuine with him, that I had given him the fake persona I give everyone else. He should have never known me. He was insensitive, but I overlooked it, I guess. He said he wasn't scared to tell me anything on his mind because he felt like our friendship was unbreakable. He said he cares more about the intention than the consequences. I finally blocked him after he said ""I kind of miss fighting death with you."" He missed the suicidal me. He was a kind person, but he has flaws too. He's clingy because his close friend died a while back, and he hasn't recovered from that trauma. He says he can't live without other people because he lives through them. I told him to grow to become his own person. Not to live through me. I wanted him to have a good life. Now that I'm essentially dead to him, I hope he learns to become a person he can be proud of. A person who can live for himself. I hate him so much, but I want him to live a happier life because I think he deserves to be happy. I hope we never meet again, not in this life or the next. People have told me to live because I'm a redeemable person. Because I'm a good girl. Because I'm going to have a good life. If I can't live for myself, then for others. But I just feel so empty inside. Even though I've taken antidepressants, switched medicines, had therapy, I'm still hollow. I guess I'm just typing this all because I feel so desolate. I'm sorry for all the contradictions about my feelings in this post. I just want to tell somebody. Please don't tell me I have my whole life in front of me, that I can be happy, that people will be good and I will experience life. I know that. I'm fortunate. I have food, shelter, family, more than a lot of people have. I just don't have love. So I'll keep living day by day until I can't bear it anymore. I'm going to try and go to college and find a chance in life, away from all the hurt that's at home. I'm going to be poor because of college. I'm going to be hollow inside like I've always been. Maybe someday life will show me what it's like to be happy, to feel normal. Maybe it won't. I have a little bit of hope left. I want to learn to take advantage of the life I've been given. I'm lucky to be alive while others die, to have food while others starve, to have a family (even if they're shitty) when others don't, to have a chance to go to college when others might not. I want to honor what I do have, as dull and empty as it is to live every day. I am lucky. And I am going to tell myself that every day until I have no hope left.",2.446666666666665,3.980135211567735,3.954391171993912,88.38172374429226,75.87975646879757,6.754033485540335,23.125570776255714,7.457515093567415,0.8706821917808214,2482,72,527,31,54,824,256,657,0.154,0.6659999999999999,0.18,0.9569,1,6,0,0,3,1,91.0,3,1,1,3,25,45,2,2,26,1,60,14,0,1,7,85,121,28,6,15,20,1,6,4,2,6,11,4,1,10,28,15,2,6,15,1,2,10,20,13,1,0,21,10,76,32,74,85,13,54,0,7,0,1,64,16,0,14,30,324,104,6,0.0,0.11185406975361696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039276114528804515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681202136169242,0.0,0.0,0.038843490418539836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434813682124021,0.03629567321757976,0.0,0.31651508180881616,0.10426251582082606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153271206909188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048125914773174266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121766375067121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797711920776424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943148449220494,0.0,0.041807248311622455,0.0,0.05264306817710141,0.09353006867267677,0.0,0.07953998689350313,0.045103843004392574,0.04242240482212732,0.04617292988987002,0.0889962995688026,0.0,0.11933456539915036,0.03372134940641615,0.045321632962241405,0.051707838264945655,0.0431420686219452,0.0,0.11415447410642855,0.0,0.07293679623528188,0.0,0.024661265873359855,0.04528076991287873,0.18778317793172614,0.15836427812343795,0.0,0.0,0.15599604322461194,0.14021316448788484,0.0,0.15074325356564472,0.0,0.04660252222099763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734777920614917,0.18753023155976,0.0,0.0,0.050531063668143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195559402535312,0.0,0.09830791266602104,0.05188232519877613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257092539218336,0.0,0.3667443680163176,0.09224268410461127,0.047309128735681785,0.3751246486746713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040129727547830264,0.04260193994457213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226323541847533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007420601098734,0.0476608909591885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03469913900992685,0.0,0.10921602565794868,0.04558829826255939,0.05020020664000021,0.0,0.0462482551190416,0.0,0.0,0.049530898325526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241259433180818,0.0,0.0,0.1636207392633996,0.2060762414152126,0.04931638165238783,0.051813976713534014,0.0,0.0,0.09041355614969417,0.048021732635882185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071705153503493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470065688127342,0.03753718228381568,0.04725776042867138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039046249851606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052839136751379134,0.0,0.0,0.037695836595216185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032633615275482,0.0,0.04448763136998934,0.0,0.035490272940396334,0.0,0.16502764538816972,0.0,0.05397997075205827,0.0,0.0,0.03024534301219938,0.046376043270982215,0.0,0.027524054478196527,0.0,0.0,0.09020768600878516,0.0,0.032047279277852135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704692055164086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042440557681413985,0.0437570268706934,0.042592755191041456,0.10539941719918997,0.05428034262641882,0.045501355524950535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,atmosfearlvl2,2020/04/10,"It's like I'm not meant to be touched I always thought I was a caring and sweet person. I would try my best while trying to get everyone happy around me. My friends would always tell me that I'm not really a ""touchy"" person, that I do bad hugs, like weird hugs without using any strength, barely touching the other's back, or that it can be clearly seen on my face that I hate it, I'm embarrassed when people touche me. And it's true, I don't understand why but it hurts, when people touches me. When they do, I feel a burning sensation, and I get really cringe and I just move away, violently. It's like a diffusing sensation, that start from the place they touched me to end up everywhere, head to toe. I hate that. I don't know why, I try to force myself to stay in hugs, letting my friend's head on my shoulders, stuff like that, but it really hurts at first and I always try to not panic.. It's like I'm not physically meant to be touched, it hurts because there's so many times I wish I could touch others, having an intimacy.. Weirdly I've never had this problem with people I inniciate a romantic or sexual intimacy, I mean some people are ""fine"" and it's easier for them to touch me..",3.0582970856894316,4.4966462520661175,4.639351892127014,84.48644410613312,74.08264462809917,8.069943453675513,24.720313179643327,8.6894789155246,1.6267074380165292,931,29,194,18,19,313,125,242,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.182,0.5565,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,3,8,29,3,2,8,0,16,8,5,1,3,35,36,15,0,5,10,0,9,5,2,2,0,0,0,2,21,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,12,0,1,6,11,32,17,20,23,2,20,0,3,1,3,8,8,0,3,15,123,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645902648582105,0.0,0.0,0.0720805811400169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435847572830508,0.0,0.0,0.09958627024994628,0.08150400402432406,0.08850182292236064,0.06461387872187613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123574772303768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806948607436867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462878933116534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388056020368823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128325157947357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359451436664588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015972615671884,0.0,0.0,0.16378373527460674,0.0,0.11075655772731116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283419074593914,0.0,0.2092972424495019,0.21756394472070487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34041115522554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825235994994873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838758978768777,0.0,0.2589202592898623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746280988917384,0.0,0.11546018339637015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265645193023635,0.0,0.0,0.08175027127324071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436289228487593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393576058377885,0.18510238075967606,0.11074274733977074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142338749959702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371031249546076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502416711662703,0.1129771098802798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133949907154927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264474716594744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414859465862322,0.06180683393055497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878559726469642,0.0,0.0,0.11034506342871568,0.0,0.09154608783659468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128892139222176,0.0,0.1218896047841465,0.10217588861312377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059233745093425,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jackalope360,2020/04/10,"Tired. I hate feeling like no matter how hard I try to be friendly I always end up coming on too strong and scaring people away. I miss being happy when I got a discord notification. Now it's just group chats of people talking without me. I'm tired of being ghosted. I'm so touch starved, I wish more people shared the sentiment that you can cuddle and stuff without having to be more than friends.",3.283351648351648,5.4402448076923084,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,75.28205128205127,5.482783882783883,26.52747252747253,6.1826913282559595,1.0900087912087908,317,12,57,2,7,103,60,78,0.217,0.51,0.273,0.6649,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,10,14,5,1,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,8,6,10,9,2,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693253824607992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719842610036055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246450863219045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704599406887288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536318178748072,0.13473779213956538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914279251412578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084279222529656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077105970839454,0.1689509557664711,0.18620609977717945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214174266494454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39226005266086944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882418449150729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590494558456755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159168988728355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335420717290095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280488393847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168837739533416,0.3636125060655346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rishav159,2020/04/10,"Do you feel a void in your life for friendship and relationships? I am 24 years old and been working fulltime for a company for 1.5 years. Before I left college, I had an awesome friend group. We used to hang out all the time, we shared everything starting from our deepest fears to career ambitions. We had similar aspirations and were always there for each other. Now that we left college, everything seems to have fallen apart. We have drifted away, being busy with our careers. However, I seem to be the only person in the group facing this problem. They still seem to be happy and have stuck together. I never had a problem living alone before. I didn't have an exciting group during high school. But after I have experienced all this, I feel like there is something missing from my life now. I feel like I will never be able to get those moments back. It all feels pretty damn nostalgic. With my current job, there is very less social interaction and I'm an introvert by nature, so it is difficult for me to make new friends. This COVID lockdown has obviously worsened the situation. Anybody can relate?",4.6235784313725485,7.0390851813725535,5.199607843137255,77.96990196078433,72.18627450980392,7.866666666666667,29.470588235294123,8.680891452615391,2.6124823529411776,883,37,148,17,18,283,132,204,0.129,0.7490000000000001,0.122,0.3001,3,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,7,2,1,1,8,13,1,1,10,0,23,3,1,2,6,32,37,7,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,7,5,23,7,22,25,5,26,0,1,0,0,20,8,1,3,17,107,31,7,0.1284230082137965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300750615666498,0.0,0.0,0.10685823058657047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065764364378198,0.0987493662371954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855704237688994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083663803837576,0.0,0.0,0.1445115879620714,0.25973812653018,0.1834908454561332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843859515786694,0.0,0.06709572132751443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670868025972074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568595909029682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744001965694748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27906394836988124,0.0,0.18141793724192726,0.1254819898331063,0.0,0.11339986907136207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572335520371098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809548192361395,0.12403174158730106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475834404514225,0.0,0.0,0.09767148470897646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213401726594274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065236825827967,0.0,0.2457669499090049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787824985245875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997094048955138,0.0,0.3507344503409057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435284194542425,0.0,0.1309110841831892,0.0,0.09886630590349313,0.0,0.0,0.09089846620332094,0.0,0.1025587802503004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488448883993963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091624593879358,0.0,0.105962431321828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349347949028973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540041355193744 lonely,ArtThePersonVersion,2020/04/10,I hate birthdays thats all i have.,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.7774000000000001,27,1,7,0,1,9,7,8,0.48100000000000004,0.519,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thelittlexd,2020/04/10,"Hello! Are you in need of a friend? I MADE A FRIENDSHIP FORM~ 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lonely,racistpolarbear27,2020/04/10,Does anyone want to join my groupchat on instagram if yes then um message your usernames to 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lonely,Carter_peepetouchr,2020/04/10,"Am I doing something wrong So this maybe a lot different than everything else that is posted here but I feel like my situation is still one that could be heard and plus I just need to express myself but I’ve been in a serious relationship for over a year and a half now and about three months ago my girlfriends body language and just general vibe had change I went from feeling love and appreciated by this amazingly beautiful and talented woman and now I feel like she’s lost interest, ive suffer from major depressive disorder and general anxiety and I’ve been vocal about my problems and how I feel now that I feel like she’s not into me anymore and she doesn’t seem to care and she’s never wanting to sit down and really talk she’s just quick to defend her actions and that’s not what I want I don’t want apologies I want to talk and confront our problems but I feel like the problem is me.",3.943238095238094,5.548030466666668,5.092063492063492,81.45500000000001,72.1111111111111,8.6984126984127,28.41269841269841,9.23628265651192,2.450769841269841,724,28,141,16,14,239,105,180,0.175,0.617,0.20800000000000002,0.9329,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,13,18,1,0,5,0,13,2,1,1,1,46,30,21,0,9,8,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,17,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,9,0,3,6,7,25,9,17,22,2,17,0,3,0,1,16,4,0,2,13,102,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117981754085994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648180435586698,0.0,0.1250776037114658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009139584383926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285882113430114,0.0,0.13341872047174802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069692235540363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086273647604022,0.0,0.0,0.131769034136358,0.14454497022265628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535745835378106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334893440793692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38262175516195984,0.36040191856556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646433869142745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376753771754252,0.1072231023842107,0.11382863646403782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267049507425907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066814547395853,0.0,0.0,0.0935167207580291,0.09727187147533957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546248564884706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078853483872458,0.0,0.0,0.3620407330691151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079599421768054,0.0,0.0,0.13540617149526607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481532724941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176467784590602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709368944410847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071995983251768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027416918683897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975564526975237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169149271345774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378929209480696,0.0,0.08121743925081518 lonely,dorkasourus9000,2020/04/10,"I’m used to it I’m used to no one liking me, to know that no one will ever want to date me. I took one of those “am I pretty or ugly” and I got 61%. My lips are too small, my forehead is too big, my nose is too weird. Why would anyone like me? Why do my parents still tolorate me? Why will no one ever like me?",-1.9495833333333368,-0.3870867916666647,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,90.52777777777777,3.6,13.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.73645,229,3,64,0,8,80,43,72,0.14300000000000002,0.701,0.157,0.2824,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,3,2,2,9,16,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,1,12,3,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873108139225314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306853832427435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724625565145827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011797528291316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698344361661453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990195174058213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044277437184327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730182272709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470271586625527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454835822559544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318016662251596,0.0,0.0,0.10859039224840104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983806442016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078350383004628,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,morana_schwarz,2020/04/10,"I’m heartbroken now, and I need an advice So, I’m a 18 y.o. lesbian, who has never been in a relationship. I fall in love for girls often, but all of them are either straight or just not interested in me. Recently one half-Italian half-russian small bitch has broken my heart. Actually, i’m so tired of searching for love. I have no will to do in now. I feel really bad. I think i’m ugly, not desirable at all, and I’ll never find a gf. Now I even hate seeing couples and all cute things they do. But at the same time I wanna know how it feels like to be kissed, how does sex feel and etc. well I guess I’m mixed up... that’s why I need your help guys p.s I’m sorry for my not really good English, bc I’m russian actually x)",-0.08503393665158399,1.8936418012820508,2.738823529411764,91.77088235294121,86.11538461538461,5.978280542986425,18.79185520361991,7.285733465282438,0.2977674208144796,555,15,130,9,17,195,101,156,0.242,0.609,0.149,-0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,11,11,2,0,5,0,9,7,1,2,5,32,28,11,0,4,8,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,1,4,15,8,15,25,6,17,0,0,1,5,11,9,1,3,8,79,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.3202820679778247,0.0,0.0,0.16035973071776927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701930282514094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815770501864434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360780091128125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830184272476752,0.10838860437271017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892649952121276,0.11723534639487701,0.0,0.0,0.14998733586037805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764196369054085,0.0,0.0,0.1807781567225568,0.16248795097872928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201791836995938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944630614341508,0.10999490410893543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901868174541804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017252581638773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962190585140326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336086101685714,0.2531329820280003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112005635118388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025740167262624,0.0,0.1620320952013235,0.17618540414471787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307689899725248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370007752642192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902286263188106,0.10515069317458584,0.0,0.0,0.09568988542104057,0.18861246777465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754846910205896,0.0,0.14807759762377282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aarbelai1996,2020/04/10,"What’s wrong with me? I’ve accomplished quite a bit in a very short time. I’ve got my own place, a few consoles and gaming rig, a car and the ability to get food. So why do I feel like that means nothing? Why can’t I find someone to spend my time with? What do I do wrong that someone just never is interested? I’ve spent almost my entire adult life not even getting flirted with. No one but friends message me. I’ve tried literally dating website under the sun except Christian mingle, and zero interest. I’ve gone to bars, date nights, been “set up” by friends. Nothing. I’m almost convinced it’s my looks. I’m a bigger guy who looks even bigger because I’m broad. I’m not that good looking and have a deep scary voice. No not James earl jones nice, just deep. I’ve tried every hairstyle and look you could think of. I basically just accepted I’m a big farm boy and just gone back to tees, jeans and boots. So why is it no one seems interested? I don’t have that high of standards and literally only have one rule. Someone genuinely nice. Is it me?",1.2062323943661966,3.584278877934274,2.7181983568075125,91.38180457746479,84.16431924882629,5.42793427230047,22.020539906103288,6.816661863887847,0.5664117370892017,823,28,173,10,24,268,121,213,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.134,0.6905,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,0,9,0,13,3,0,0,1,31,32,11,0,1,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,10,11,2,0,6,2,2,3,9,2,0,4,5,6,13,12,14,26,3,23,1,0,4,0,9,12,0,3,8,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424460679646661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308684657834793,0.0,0.07379640162979276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216500031244235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665570695435352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991656637792415,0.0,0.10199737186873767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121103369105803,0.08648452557396143,0.0,0.0,0.11064567114678688,0.0,0.14638494172123911,0.0,0.18705966191533388,0.0,0.12649659142673822,0.0,0.0,0.101538488987354,0.0968218872723061,0.0,0.0,0.1198673760432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790540879357015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855075041698782,0.059143279501577516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066360553490601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318686671457054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336811179827913,0.0,0.0,0.11360560740377335,0.0,0.2323186214418857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460979970960055,0.09207077329838437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648081839274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876107616307847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020750550169923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077185219942673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756967580704509,0.0,0.0,0.14118087415361713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438213731470294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988629763791253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771057123392194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264717877100466,0.0,0.0 lonely,Star_Lord_15,2020/04/10,That feeling You know that feeling where it feels like the world is spinning but you're staying still. Like everyone is moving on and leaving but you cant do anything about it. That's how it is tonight,1.763249999999999,4.461178825000005,1.9850000000000032,95.08,85.75,4.2,28.0,5.6839178017228535,0.92435,163,8,32,1,5,49,29,40,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644542356811896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070759656119335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874721237911692,0.22958167732412926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661261266645245,0.0,0.0,0.3402768467503131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140033022164153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415578411969414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425300290770221,0.25664077938765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Henrykuz,2020/04/10,"Hopefully this fits this sub I don’t know that I fit the dictionary definition lonely, I have a group of friends that care about me, but throughout my first two and a half years of high school I would find myself at home alone after school while other people would be making plans and hanging out. The root of this problem feels like it stemmed from the fact that my closest friend is somewhat introverted and spends a lot of time with his family. This combined with him having a packed schedule and a girlfriend largely limited the of social interaction I experienced. This year I’ve been making an effort to hang out with other people to stop feeling alone, but now with lockdown and whatnot, all bets are off. I’ve been feeling very lonely, but even though my friends have been online on discord I’ve been feeling very low on energy and feel like I don’t have the energy to interact with others. All of this combined with the fact that I’m still getting over a recent breakup has been making me feel like there’s nobody around who cares that I exist even though the rational part of my brain understands that I have people that do.",10.581235142118864,8.011558772093025,9.203875968992254,71.62405684754523,58.95348837209303,11.974160206718347,38.30749354005168,9.994966539143718,3.6497803617571054,916,31,165,13,9,282,122,215,0.109,0.716,0.174,0.9234,0,7,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,9,13,0,0,14,0,19,1,1,4,4,44,35,12,0,4,3,0,6,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,18,15,0,2,9,0,2,2,2,4,0,3,5,7,17,9,27,27,5,26,0,3,0,0,11,13,0,4,14,120,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597571816410385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571153518753186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256284181849498,0.0,0.0,0.2421444643244094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686481655267207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194572294111736,0.0,0.3602575188460053,0.25450232354433144,0.0,0.0,0.10853417691429366,0.10100759884631318,0.0,0.0,0.2752348948145412,0.0,0.062041303969095324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546454029710613,0.1191146463070877,0.11794427098085535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526118985152865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404387611874875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009559135275937,0.0,0.0,0.2377970740406905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859328958831168,0.0,0.2469762275566187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362648573694716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172500330477554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403600845633884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121049363596341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483287956842136,0.09927924544230496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333400249795799,0.0,0.06924333240283427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116000242597522,0.12362160330993978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959602574015714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871136436386627,0.0,0.0,0.1529405620918744 lonely,rodrigo__31,2020/04/10,"Hey Maybe you feel lonely, so do I but if you wanna play some videogames message me. Im 17M btw",-2.8372727272727265,-1.4026288181818174,-0.035909090909092,105.11613636363636,109.9090909090909,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.6003999999999996,74,2,19,0,4,25,19,22,0.08,0.778,0.142,0.3291,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242469105003767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6926849120584381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442449484765518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,7laloc,2020/04/10,"Numb I don’t really know how to put into words how I feel lately. Nothing gives me joy. I recently moved for my job. My last relationship ended badly just before Christmas. So I moved out and tried to focus on myself for a while. I avoided trying to date again and didn’t go out much trying to save money and get my finances right for when I felt I could date again or go do something fun. Then all this coronavirus crap happened. Now I’ve been completely isolated in a new city, with no friends for 3 months. I’m still considered an essential employee so I go to and from my shitty job every day, but little else. The things I did before to bide my time do nothing for me anymore. Netflix, tv, gaming, cooking, reading... I used to have a ravenous appetite for new things. Now every time I try I’m instantly confronted by how boring it is and how much of a waste of my life it is. Lately I’ve felt like my life is pointless. After 39 years, I have next to no assets. I work at a shitty job daily to pay rent and have basically enough money to survive on. I used to have a dream that one day I’d finally make enough money to travel with my significant other(now ex) and see the world. But traveling alone sounds awful. I have no kids and have always been wary of having any for financial reasons. I feel like my mom and so many other people essentially forfeit their lives just to raise kids. Either way I feel lost and without purpose. Why am I doing any of this shit? Why should I care? Why stay in this miserable situation? What’s the point? Why should you care if you’re reading this? I troll through facebook daily i guess in some vain attempt at hoping for some kind of interaction. It just feels so meaningless. I see all these “friends” that are mostly distant estranged family members that I hardly know posting something disgustingly offensive or political. Or people that I barely knew in high school. The only close family I have left is my sister who lives 1200 miles away and is wholly absorbed in raising her three kids. Of the 3 people I would call close friends, I don’t know that I could discuss a topic this deep with any of them. I guess the only point to any of this is to ask Am I alone in feeling this way? I feel like loneliness is crushing any enjoyment out of the pieces of my life that I have left.",3.7984476051543865,5.439338126914663,4.827354121079505,83.0630491733528,72.54485776805251,7.616070994407972,26.261184050571362,8.256446698504663,1.7163294918550935,1832,62,352,29,36,599,232,457,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9871,7,3,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,4,17,26,5,2,15,1,33,7,2,8,2,67,65,28,0,7,11,3,9,3,3,3,4,1,1,3,22,20,1,1,13,9,6,8,7,12,0,2,8,12,50,14,56,52,11,65,0,2,2,0,21,27,2,10,29,228,72,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801281896899254,0.0,0.0,0.05945674945791154,0.0,0.0,0.24296115293126555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086471406633989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680130208078078,0.0,0.06713485006190911,0.0,0.059662407249371975,0.0,0.0,0.12160683589400575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296411517576598,0.0,0.1457074097796976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491979434499063,0.0,0.0,0.11410289929342428,0.0,0.0,0.09216584865407594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059691950752591774,0.0,0.06328841633674939,0.147665387901905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120408780994471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472388370450653,0.0,0.2167804664507482,0.1020957315708798,0.13721708516167894,0.07827607240717208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561916340439609,0.0,0.03733258047386419,0.06854668350650918,0.12182952299901005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574327089072441,0.0,0.06318791503409349,0.0,0.0640101457604041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549672150010407,0.0,0.07097149328159477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272585026145996,0.0,0.0,0.07440996905163794,0.11781031987170767,0.058245817812087215,0.1612099663742035,0.0,0.15527334834092638,0.0,0.15141352401056876,0.10472873062795468,0.07161724238905089,0.12619313583849112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800218382835587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769714064195961,0.07244472165725094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368788734564785,0.05703514564491793,0.15189190216403686,0.10505611561985953,0.0,0.0,0.13802444872807745,0.07599379787786584,0.0,0.0,0.1371270724805178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842013621299532,0.10869034539775886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148614863010967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509719988462032,0.0,0.06843467359339643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183257317564211,0.0,0.0,0.14294979222155596,0.0,0.04577626096155151,0.07346821578643516,0.07055374426847967,0.07671652910752234,0.0,0.06102265714874343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723168407625455,0.11388165863442515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334810469704219,0.0,0.08031904243570022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001996098318308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616211866559491,0.05706450189731541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949437969062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333262242505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940545369816114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342932143635453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343619385526788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579101119851017,0.0,0.0,0.0688806091920898,0.0,0.0520204981449614,0.0,0.0,0.05075997911090733,0.0,0.0,0.04601503737620573 lonely,toocozy16,2020/04/10,"Friends how do you make friends again? Im not socially awkward, i just dont find myself appealing to others. In other words i dont believe in myself alot of the time.",1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.47058823529412,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.4726705882352946,132,6,26,2,4,44,26,34,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.768,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31274224356658203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506530353567709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537068539942779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289216002929977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299838479935027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528955351255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829620501963063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186153084180746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EdrickStorm,2020/04/10,"Anyone else reeling from a break up amid isolation? 26F if it matters I miss my ex girlfriend so much. It ended just as I was having the worst pain of my life from a kidney stone, and had to be taken to the ER. The last few days I've been so medicated that I haven't had time to process it. Every night I fall asleep as the birds start to chirp, after tossing and turning. Every night I dream about her, or someone whom I think is supposed to be her. I know time helps but I had honestly never felt this way about someone before. What do I do? I can't reread Harry Potter because it became an us thing. I can't sit down to play piano because the last song I learned was for us to perform together, and now her voice will never give words to the melody. I can't play Animal Crossing because I used to play it while talking to her on the phone. Everything that was familiar and comforting feels robbed of its home-y value now because she's not there. The person I consider my closest friend is stressed out with family matters and I feel scared to lean on him and cry like I need to. My brother hasn't checked in on me in ages because his biggest problem is that he can't find alcohol easily during this lockdown. My mother is feeling annoyed at me for asking too many anxious questions of her brother, my uncle, who's my doctor and has been treating me remotely for the kidney stone. Is anyone else in the same boat, of feeling like their life has been upended by this crisis physically and emotionally? Has anyone else broken up with a partner because of tensions running high/ not being able to meet? How do you guys nurture hope and move forward?",4.86243446737312,5.776021450920247,5.536330172894592,81.7626436140547,69.15337423312883,7.890462911321808,30.76910206358059,8.00094639256281,2.1435509202453984,1307,52,247,16,22,424,190,326,0.127,0.74,0.133,-0.5756,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,1,1,10,19,1,3,14,0,31,9,3,2,2,39,47,18,0,4,6,4,5,2,3,1,6,2,0,3,16,12,1,0,10,5,1,5,10,8,1,0,11,7,39,11,42,32,4,38,0,1,0,0,31,15,0,4,19,171,55,2,0.10141697739875943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838390596696164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457231726567654,0.0,0.2127393259781692,0.3117410347468115,0.0,0.0,0.0948111835822277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709370886235927,0.0,0.086298378053005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140178749815537,0.06540556040499318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038045737729202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416261322308314,0.11408044922163252,0.08982533982160773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089635507364662,0.0,0.09114703988155194,0.0,0.09560690041170353,0.0,0.205117884048113,0.07245230891774397,0.0973762026086697,0.0,0.09269328001900627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835450516259176,0.0,0.0,0.09728840593600208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041875237924472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679776621722548,0.10715260480023,0.10172949736585404,0.10072994191773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055736118495266385,0.16533674504729784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432676207861754,0.09909442477526656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282089705830964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216693512209003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779019698832754,0.07455314757506762,0.07519940369132559,0.156438050256521,0.0,0.0,0.1903459262285483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791481438084544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855339282942047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704235070864,0.0,0.0,0.1136102250522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153608671091216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718605516788756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717834585931599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617280495807995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151512482629687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737693336868057,0.06498390407905956,0.0,0.0,0.11827411018988923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103125487916742,0.0,0.0,0.24398427333527165,0.08759170622138884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050007608740363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LexiiiiNicole,2020/04/10,Loneliness phase sucks This is my 2nd time in three years (since my breakup) that I’ve went through the loneliness phase and it really sucks. It sucks not having someone to talk to and do romantic things with. I really just want someone to call my own. My dating life is in shambles and at this point I’m pretty sure I’m a hopeless romantic. I never would of thought that I’d feel this feeling again but I do and it super uncomfortable,3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,76.44186046511628,7.555813953488372,25.86627906976745,8.472884824447931,1.8343767441860468,348,13,69,7,8,111,56,86,0.154,0.682,0.16399999999999998,0.2386,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,15,16,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,2,7,2,9,13,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605608817478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580469835436984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023673340294066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680569135884726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122162955590895,0.0,0.0,0.2596033934045652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32694161754803497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110823247061557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324157023820247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404981960095087,0.0,0.0,0.20509895733596767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952607030730268,0.0,0.0,0.20257941766716345,0.14879383875984695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050806184568127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365485799327213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126807791448368,0.0,0.0,0.16432349907243374 lonely,kwerner13,2020/04/10,"anyone else get extremely lonely moods? i just recently joined reddit and i thought i’d give this a try, i’m just a teenager and i’m so outgoing and i’m usually super upbeat and positive but i find myself getting in these extremely super like dark lonely moods when i’m by myself and i want to know if anyone else does, i wish i could explain it but they’re the type of moods that leave my curled in my bed just staring at the wall trying to feel anything else other then the loneliness thats inside me. as strange as it sounds, it feels like i just want someone to hold me and tell me it’s going to be okay. sometimes it just hits me and i feel nothing. super weird. i sometimes turn colored room lights and some music on and stare at my ceiling for like an hour and regain any sanity i have lmao. gah idk i know i sound crazy, but i just feel like it’s so lonely as is, so maybe it might feel a bit relieving to know someone else feels this deep loneliness too, let me know <3",1.62652709359606,3.731900064039412,3.074903940886699,91.09531157635469,80.3793103448276,6.030443349753695,21.480049261083746,7.1686216300943375,0.619124334975369,775,23,163,10,20,253,112,203,0.109,0.6679999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9806,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,16,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,40,31,22,0,5,10,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,13,10,0,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,12,23,9,16,25,2,14,0,3,3,0,3,8,0,3,9,92,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344018778986183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715893451734948,0.2514412404474867,0.1009716213556862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395658923556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796594259560984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737557141643282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100003247637288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722447521258981,0.17531376748997313,0.0,0.0,0.11214555052748096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821134110688925,0.1177049926531553,0.06973322109826158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083475533354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697307805543149,0.0,0.0,0.1299215527317166,0.0,0.12546903344754384,0.0,0.2397800319148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326861279054882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301652790351404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773393133845304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115141865303232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792657437553386,0.0,0.242706817348678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724518280804073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974100711942018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666104520400541,0.13346233418210346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513668305187732,0.0,0.14474324379564624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109891113481718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ElLocoPillin,2020/04/10,"Anxious I’m going to FaceTime an old friend tomorrow. She’s gonna be the first person outside my family I’ve talked to in a while. I’ve been so isolated that I desperately want it to go well, but I’m scared she’ll never want to talk again. My life isn’t that interesting at the moment, I hope she does most of the talking. I’ve also gained weight so I hope she won’t judge my looks. What if she cancels at the last moment and doesn’t want to talk?",2.6876435935198804,3.5224567628866024,4.412223858615612,88.11020618556702,74.15463917525773,7.604712812960236,23.135493372606767,7.957251820313856,0.9121204712812964,354,9,81,5,7,120,63,97,0.114,0.667,0.21899999999999997,0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,10,17,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,2,11,5,9,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,9,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313074407341808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219716557238795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662715426727994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872700783018302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522408313037043,0.0,0.0,0.1382799897200764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034376317524347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555362975998549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589310058208654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641931110676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502986506490396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804089462636449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878100619935581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627898133898588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791908327091948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754313985964675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167022360310017,0.0,0.0,0.21795018804264246,0.1609250798724106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tedward245,2020/04/10,Birthday My birthday was last week. I just turned 15. The only people who wished mr happy birthday were family. Almost none of my friends even acknowledged it. I’m just super lonely and tired of this stupid quarantine. I honestly don’t know why I’m writing this. I just wanted to say it somewhere. Feel free to ignore this it doesn’t really matter.,2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,3.360909090909089,84.02803030303033,87.63636363636363,5.963636363636365,20.96969696969697,7.3871296695380915,1.257042424242424,279,9,47,5,9,90,49,66,0.177,0.627,0.196,0.3483,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,11,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,5,6,4,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277578352506589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308969663374394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613219318795065,0.0,0.14016195873851364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416603375256732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950873120975284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234329423846846,0.22595710895539245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082506126597866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921773731583473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758307762163975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204426260248356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186035995763541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301516817684258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635012699201397,0.0,0.22235519745820906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25013222177825395,0.0,0.3187692986549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wundumho123,2020/04/10,i’m convinced i’m unlovable i jus don’t get it everytime i have friends or potential boyfriends in my life i run. i cant help it idk why i cant have anything permanent in my life. everytime someone nice n sincere comes into my life for some reason i go for the ones that treat me like absolute shit. i know i do it. which is worse. it’s definitely some self esteem issues i have. i jus think im attracted to the worst bc i think that’s what i’m worth n deserve.,-0.9522666666666666,1.1637616400000006,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,97.6,5.466666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.0316486544052195,0.825566666666667,364,15,83,7,15,125,62,100,0.16,0.6,0.24,0.6639,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,1,0,9,17,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,15,7,6,17,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,1,44,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279048989214834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180939426520486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100228025147155,0.0,0.12240036819184208,0.0,0.13314534991899732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703132619892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530599929604944,0.2445249304738553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287528332809362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964315579817093,0.11445619372690755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875255407321495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087637523350056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444026141595965,0.0,0.2404825733216313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985026366678123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002312322321511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113990800172253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874887299488526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,its420somewhere123,2020/04/10,"Anyone like me ?? I m so fucking lonely and desperate that I make up stuff just to start conversations Stuff which are not even fkn true It's annoying it's come to a point where I m not realising that I m actually doing it If anyone experience this please tell me what to do I wanna stop this .",1.0677142857142847,3.4827705333333365,3.8795238095238105,82.51500000000003,85.33333333333334,7.428571428571428,20.238095238095237,8.418075326091056,1.3903095238095236,232,7,48,6,7,82,43,60,0.21600000000000005,0.701,0.084,-0.7965,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2448346252472901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085936208445323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612144098762065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571195196920382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454207437919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319458241966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257327072549705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747251201319754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754043274746864,0.23717425327927266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758281202411325,0.0,0.0,0.20975713883871303,0.0,0.0,0.5744231567736399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929086790682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BOSS_XO,2020/04/10,"Feeling heavy ever since this lockdown started and i started to feel like my head is heavy i used to have a fully busy day that’s why i didn’t realize what i lack now all i do is lay on my bed listen to music and wait for the day to end ,i feel like shit and i have zero energy and everyone i know (4 close friends)is always busy,idk what should i do all i know i can’t keep going like this",-1.2929310344827591,0.7314626091954041,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,95.32183908045977,4.279310344827587,15.295977011494253,5.985473137389443,-0.6582022988505747,305,7,72,3,12,105,55,87,0.07200000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,9,2,2,1,3,19,21,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,13,3,6,19,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,10,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587837185760286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881361333219383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785723056469146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020690404681412,0.0,0.21345871410036885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388580818980091,0.31917971518842936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269576826052061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292625836476269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985592923666573,0.0,0.0,0.2455385990144869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274112041664491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293066204296681,0.18479051292711088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162331775377548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293723183033384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157472506691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Big_Blue_Beluga,2020/04/10,"Would anyone pay for an online friend? I know Craigslist took down the part that people would regularly use to reach out to people just to talk but would anyone still be interested in something like that? Of course not sexting, just strictly platonic who texts you like everyday.",6.514795918367348,9.023217571428573,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,67.16326530612245,8.16530612244898,28.5765306122449,8.841846274778883,2.4011591836734696,227,8,37,4,4,67,40,49,0.021,0.74,0.239,0.9074,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574852264578661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749929562800392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404876990928847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497760537593319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768226477964491,0.0,0.35444365448037496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679665401530194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041466464100652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546591038786327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840146115880532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078245846466565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447771817574137,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,40zToFreedom,2020/04/10,"I'm going crazy here. This whole Coronavirus thing is starting to get to me. I live in a very small apartment and feel completely stuck. Everyday I do my best to do different things just to keep life interesting but I'm really missing human interaction. It's also tough not being able to see any of my friends or family during all of this. My work is at home so I've just been locked up here for weeks. I've been struggling with depression and anxiety since I can remember so all of this is making me feel claustrophobic. Right now the only thing that enables me to escape that feeling is drinking. I want to be safe and stay inside, but I'm also going crazy here. Is there anything you guys would recommend I can do to help me get through this crazy time?",3.839608501118569,5.611966422818792,4.853842281879196,82.3783920581656,72.69127516778524,8.456599552572706,26.510626398210288,9.075114841892004,2.1495901565995523,603,21,117,13,12,197,96,149,0.15,0.705,0.145,-0.21100000000000002,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,11,8,0,1,2,0,15,2,0,1,2,21,32,10,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,10,4,1,2,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,4,13,4,17,26,4,14,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,1,5,79,23,1,0.16503963222944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639642685334275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223260936616382,0.0,0.12625486692219032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581355503681927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319891188865494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730409143821736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214839340428256,0.0,0.0,0.17243128878465852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167600834065649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555846771148017,0.0,0.25034699082392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750921046196365,0.0,0.17245279216054013,0.0,0.18759165267162647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341518340117095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106225865972605,0.0,0.16554820763523018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669480823857795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657237304544148,0.0,0.0,0.14573301892483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016523606690444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552007728115194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572861448749432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695773076243116,0.14094294416271955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315152191336541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652248925270152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681590114632945,0.1759102887347869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725352575521497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289349945875385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623593676655684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617498093783184,0.09734465111835457,0.0,0.1323848379373108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842608554791272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015081787557212,0.0,0.0,0.11723941951742332,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,momofudge,2020/04/10,"Video movie session anyone? Hey all, this might be a strange post but I was wondering if anyone would be up for having video call on Facebook or Skype while we simultaneously watch a movie together? The more the merrier. It would be nice to enjoy something with someone during this crazy isolation time. I don't know about you guys but I'm really feeling the loneliness the last couple weeks and figured there has to be some way of connecting with people during it all... Im 24F, I have Netflix and stan, I live in Australia and I loooove true crime documentaries, cartoons and comedies :) Let me know if you're interested and we can organise something xoxo",3.4052302243211363,6.384812173553723,4.066664698937426,81.30051652892563,80.15702479338843,7.093506493506492,27.651121605667058,8.192908349453996,2.335292325855963,527,23,91,11,14,167,88,121,0.11699999999999999,0.65,0.233,0.9607,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,0,3,26,19,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,10,10,4,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,6,4,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040555466936088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201400490333234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405752945359897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993600398772516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152837411177184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348550095258503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389808640466929,0.17722941270760886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233056207212887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198919504007766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306522880983011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073428376740633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082318948447765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392872510149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842224765761504,0.33476692067524155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678156378046868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725808888254939,0.17440425415330718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578683181789745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890325262150264,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jpw589,2020/04/10,"18 months down the drain. We were together for 18 months. She said she loved me, she said she would be with me. She supported me, gave me strength. I supported her, did everything I could to meet her needs some frivolous some practical. I did my best to do my best. She encouraged me to go the distance. I bought the ring, made plans to prepose. And a week before valentines she called me and ended everything. Told me she was drifting away, and couldn’t be with me anymore. Left me, my family, my friends and lied to our coworkers about me. Saying I pressed a life she didn’t want. And when I said why, she answered with every gift I gave her. Love notes, pictures we had made together. The China set we were building together. Just up and left. Then I tried to get another job, it didn’t work out. Tried to go back part time for the hours and was “denied due to circumstance”. And then the COVID hit. And I just can’t deal with it. Anyone else relate?",1.4081283422459911,3.923312994652406,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.8288770053476,6.394652406417112,21.334224598930486,7.686295010490155,0.914060962566845,738,24,157,14,22,231,101,187,0.027999999999999997,0.8009999999999999,0.172,0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,0,5,5,9,0,0,8,0,16,3,0,2,0,29,35,12,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,17,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,18,6,40,9,19,11,5,21,0,0,0,2,31,6,0,2,11,105,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358348714711608,0.0,0.0,0.12846971015758624,0.09057797120830936,0.1327299047315909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170788865178216,0.09960891417632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022971845944952,0.0,0.2718902508145795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227568687796076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342782436576048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335509236795694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821475416873093,0.0,0.11473473942903872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914374945693567,0.0,0.23284591834123905,0.0,0.12211958037832138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008293595966634,0.0,0.06767974521737617,0.0,0.1472420956327929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757163888583314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854930076357424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281493015520849,0.0,0.0914985302152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338313415070273,0.2451493605198845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679653410973747,0.0,0.0,0.09605289559581323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028011210622715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696690261218841,0.10301607979869416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940028328846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553630880099389,0.0,0.0,0.12378182930825908,0.0,0.17589946173672502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640654701411212,0.0,0.103909852545617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689046435161875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430727841052336,0.0,0.0,0.09202209999575617,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Patient-Aerie,2020/04/10,"Anyone up for a call? [20] [M] Just really tired of everything. Would prefer someone my age. DM me for a number. I live in the New Hampshire area but if you'll talk to me I don't really care about where you live. [M]4[F] I'd describe myself as passionate, traditional, confident, but overall pretty introverted. I'd like to think I'm reasonably attractive, lmfao. I enjoy music, politics, philosophy, and a lot of other things. I'm really easy to talk to. If you have problems I can probably relate to them. Would prefer a voice call but texting is okay if you're not comfortable with that",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,4.387142857142859,77.85785714285714,85.25,8.200000000000001,23.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.4851,462,17,81,14,14,160,79,112,0.09699999999999999,0.624,0.27899999999999997,0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,1,7,2,0,1,0,18,11,8,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,7,14,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,4,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348724756458635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939224762709414,0.0,0.19666319372604074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335619815602873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423582356499396,0.0,0.34064904671388585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398733239895225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629340086534213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623746068915965,0.2079669691725004,0.18456872544446465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707089031839937,0.19832202048968786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343422611839345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100737478795747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814688252504178,0.12359548447345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169753359245026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404562665718585,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ursoda,2020/04/10,"Why is it so hard to connect to people? Whether or not I'm interacting with others, I feel this heavy, persistent weight of loneliness. Sometimes it's worse when I actually am talking to other people; I feel so disconnected during conversation with most everyone I meet. Is there something I'm missing? I'm at a point where I'm not really sure if I know how to function socially. I've expressed this feeling to my family and have been told that I have a sense of superiority and that I'm overthinking it.",5.212592047128132,6.674541835051548,6.966863033873345,69.79474226804126,68.79381443298968,10.491310751104573,33.444771723122244,10.608840637214634,3.949027687776141,406,19,72,12,7,141,64,97,0.13699999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.8166,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,17,9,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,7,2,10,15,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2314363276866425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661887218836194,0.0,0.0,0.22357563894561605,0.0,0.3597493626590984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124509603475105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303382731922803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288371449402797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241951608982399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193233020906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417572382309545,0.0,0.18257923092194905,0.23455971469189305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235227904286722,0.0,0.0,0.19062218352745616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661887218836194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879995666724617,0.0,0.0,0.2140022113824933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416887849361517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NYwasteland,2020/04/10,Anyone lonely but scared to find someone? Is anyone else lonely but scared to start a relationship with someone? I’m lonely but I get so scared when a relationship is starting to escalate and I cut ties completely because I fear that I’ll miss my solitude.,3.780000000000001,6.596542,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,76.91666666666666,7.173333333333334,28.35,8.238735603445708,2.458245,208,9,34,4,5,68,31,48,0.479,0.521,0.0,-0.9825,0,6,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739616149144995,0.2007270562733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942141322924772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540188017507188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636528640140341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044674725199104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905293651490736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235188561528134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206557013926009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58840299374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319780726592585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773240746614229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowAway47384729923,2020/04/10,"It’s ok to give up on relationships. I often see pretty girls and just fantasize about doing sweet things I could do for them (if I knew them) like bringing her flowers and imaging what her smile will look like. Or maybe seeing their look when I show up to bring her food at her job. I also sometimes find myself seeing a cute girl who is texting on her phones with a smile on her face and just thinking how beautiful it is to see her happy. Sometimes I’ll catch a girl in the middle of some quirky little thing they do that is unique or memorable about them, and I just think how beautiful people can be when no one is looking, while they’re just existing. You know…just those cute little things people do. And then I snap out of it and realize I’ll never have any of that, or be able to do any of those things and it hurts so bad. Thinking about it produces a rush of emotion within me that I can PHYSICALLY feel in my chest, and I become overwhelmed by sadness. It’s weird but I’m kinda addicted to feeling sad from this. I’m not sure why but I think it’s because I’m so internally dead, that feeling emotions, ANY emotions Is kind of a reminder. It’s like I’m emotionally dead inside and so anything that produces an emotional reaction (in a stranger, dark way) reminds me that I’m not entirely dead inside and that I am still able to feel something — anything, even if it’s deep sadness. It’s something that exacerbates my depression and social anxiety. Which in turn makes it difficult to connect with other people. I always hear women say, “fix yourself”. Sometimes we just have to accept that we are not always fixable, and that that’s ok. But I also think that people who fall into that category like myself owe it to themselves to find a way to cope. To me that means I have given up on relationships. I’m too damaged to be boyfriend material and now that I’ve realize this, things have gotten a little better. I didn’t know this at the time, but my depression and social anxiety has kept me from even talking to women. I don’t approach women in public. I don’t interact with them at work or other settings unless I absolutely have to. I’m short and ugly so I know no woman is going to be interested in talking to me. So in a way, my social anxiety help me “stay out of the way” of women. This all kind of happened over many years and now it’s been 12 years since my last relationship. I think about suicide often, but then I realize at least I still have ONE thing left: I can still fantasize about those smiles and looks of happiness on a cute girls face while knowing I will never have the chance or confidence to do any of the sweet gestures to make that happen. In the end, if you’re damaged and you are aware enough about it like I am, and you understand why that would not make you a good partner, it’s perfectly ok to give up on relationships.",5.923602279384352,5.868304212653779,6.542981306918037,78.86328913031902,66.6274165202109,9.42772540874474,31.302178196730036,9.095868883498916,2.509848974809607,2263,80,443,36,33,743,233,569,0.136,0.726,0.138,-0.8377,3,0,2,0,0,1,48.0,2,4,6,5,32,35,0,1,18,3,39,5,3,7,5,92,86,48,4,5,23,0,4,5,1,3,1,2,0,10,51,27,1,1,23,1,1,7,11,12,0,2,6,16,57,23,72,72,4,65,0,9,8,0,48,34,0,12,23,313,108,4,0.12363397500527855,0.0,0.0,0.06738964090793531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887004514399636,0.10287337131563196,0.0,0.0,0.16815068518648255,0.0,0.141869478716951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101740227131965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161460246741082,0.037683061817074884,0.06827200598261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467210194187947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935583442680398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648576150940818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476789530071025,0.05475150267336378,0.06387347281258979,0.0,0.08165907447119787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502610509594142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299921333651668,0.0,0.07474934666385373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860097447493252,0.035132018570785926,0.05184915623010688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932911578969512,0.13161066535754268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967223763727909,0.0,0.041434623676847145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661763636509212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134382157872,0.0,0.0,0.12874575965933932,0.1358919987102534,0.05038909541806602,0.0,0.0,0.06716433779568189,0.0,0.0,0.15100328798570595,0.18587058414888089,0.0,0.0,0.20764280198431606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378995752435935,0.06267272276782956,0.062103472714249,0.06733682166124398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535414331686548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377758113599895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142446259888988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628900998983501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654732408643131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915934961429942,0.0,0.0,0.19704054226900508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113565086130596,0.0,0.0,0.18904390188641712,0.0,0.0951794741685824,0.1834157438891634,0.0,0.0,0.06588868366590807,0.14810137821559735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761775102481833,0.0,0.058261779147240574,0.0,0.0,0.09937230593750496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464107581302557,0.23765897718681606,0.0,0.0,0.03604598253183395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672391312080518,0.0,0.06435366408340276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626978934268308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156043240759916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450035031386892,0.0,0.0,0.04391301430585736,0.0,0.0,0.07961622640430452 lonely,reddit_account_28,2020/04/10,"i feel like i don’t deserve anything good help me change my mind i feel like i don’t deserve ANYTHING good, i don’t love/like myself, sometimes i disgust myself, i have super low self-steem(in every way), i’m very shy which i hate, i think i’m worthless and useless and all that. straight to the point, i don’t like when people give me good/cute things, i don’t like when they compliment me i think they’re lying and making fun of me, i don’t deserve to be loved, i also realized that i wasn’t eating because i was forbidding myself to enjoy a nice meal (i don’t have an eating disorder i love food and to eat), i also feel like i should just stay home so no one has to see me, this ugly thing. i’m very kind to everyone, i don’t want to hurt anyone physically or mentally, i try to help anyone if i can, i listen to them, i TRY to give them advices because i’m not very good with words etc i see shitty/mean people i know living a happy life, getting what they want, nothing is stopping them, i am aware that they are insecure and have problems too but seems that my insecurity is bigger than theirs and as you can see, it stops me from doing many things. and i want to go to therapy, idk if a therapist can help me ?? maybe advice me but i’m too embarrassed to tell my parents how i feel (and i’m not sure that they can afford to pay for that, sadly) i’m sorry for them to have a daughter like me, also i think my dad will think this is stupid and not that deep, but i know it is!!!! is restricting me from doing thinnngsss aaaaah i think that’s all, feel free to comment anything, without restrictions, i want to be better. sorry if there’s some grammatical mistakes, english is not my first language",2.6252597402597395,4.0287365909090935,4.096379870129868,88.08465909090911,75.13636363636364,6.733116883116884,24.50324675324676,7.310402129719878,0.97935762987013,1328,42,282,15,28,441,164,352,0.159,0.665,0.17600000000000002,0.5031,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,9,3,11,35,3,3,6,0,33,8,0,2,3,57,69,24,0,10,13,3,5,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,17,10,5,5,14,0,2,1,15,14,0,2,2,9,62,22,26,63,4,13,0,5,3,2,23,5,0,6,11,182,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730246854110855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309693584804966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255714915677567,0.0,0.1987025097748727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981285923982628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118445461058621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514486543838652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224539102074338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470757300755776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976458823455886,0.0,0.0,0.06781400114880848,0.07690904111942692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034839247812737,0.17250037748544278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846243557714381,0.09732553323851864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205127955342164,0.15442145782609906,0.04574277359939402,0.2700356325924977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568020161702038,0.0,0.07946452140263657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618467728696504,0.0,0.08073530003917044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086163293293726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381511190587147,0.08846740358012407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685054310487726,0.23593210396984216,0.0,0.0710717390213936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179287262049067,0.0,0.05372588151087177,0.08160146456287956,0.08086028664650355,0.087674238869792,0.0,0.0,0.08111224307697107,0.0,0.08126920409446642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722971176955593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545402610283764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937159461663402,0.0,0.0,0.1115994853278849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608649130495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701545278251049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241381398465635,0.07327259288913326,0.08396578215764898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960397370262036,0.18019783106867746,0.0,0.08578872670293879,0.0,0.13458193290156292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585830480137144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034942656529783,0.0,0.09204421427662388,0.0934519306216388,0.16041650864576515,0.2578649816125287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929115372745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992312952382189,0.18989392219976475,0.06388705306111213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758686156115963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,medic20four,2020/04/10,"Lonely and pregnant 26 years old and 5 months pregnant! Bored and lonely at home and my amazon orders of books won’t be here for another week and a half. I’m from the Bay Area but born in LA. I speak German, Russian, Spanish, and English. My current favorite song is Fish Fry. My current favorite book is Dandelion Wine. I am scheduled to fly internationally for work on Sunday and am very nervous but also excited. I’m open to speak to all!",3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,4.38156976744186,82.79584302325583,76.44186046511628,6.16046511627907,28.19186046511628,7.1686216300943375,1.6511209302325582,348,15,64,4,8,115,63,86,0.08800000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.7842,2,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,5,1,10,6,1,15,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,36,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30775089088754404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403531059374562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860189764898152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30717010875225503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038176023630176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175276103318885,0.0,0.0,0.30868989989871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801630800071094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478198990335643 lonely,VenadoTuertoRojo,2020/04/10,"Anyone interested in a casual conversation How did your day go? What is it like to live in that place you live in?",2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,75.95652173913044,9.817391304347826,20.195652173913047,10.125756701596842,1.998234782608696,90,2,19,3,2,32,20,23,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934658761068976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067351085549096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385267080851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504553201625875,0.0,0.7412103207874646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384999769331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plycuda71,2020/04/10,small discord server for Kool Kids only small server full of losers. no rules and anything goes so make sure you have a sense of humour. looking for people around the ages of 17 to 22. dm if interested,2.7680769230769218,5.287068820512825,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,78.74358974358974,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,0.06622564102564121,160,4,30,1,4,50,34,39,0.171,0.657,0.172,0.0202,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850380405301164,0.4165260986640923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929142870033214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312323807577521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558555299610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243797514447812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409858698576435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bunnysocks65,2020/04/10,"Just another needy and lonely human Will I ever find someone that needs a friend as much as I do? I seem to be the only person I have met so far that needs someone to talk to as much as I do. Or maybe they just don't wanna talk to me particularly. I realize that being friends with me is very difficult. People often complain about how pessimistic I am, or how needy I am. Is it just me? Or do I somehow tend to find people who don't crave human connection as much as I do?",2.152799999999999,3.470065280000004,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,76.2,7.0,23.5,7.645422480735847,1.0259000000000005,368,11,79,5,8,128,56,100,0.155,0.7829999999999999,0.062,-0.8091,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,2,1,20,19,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,14,2,14,15,3,2,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,6,1,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058524708291634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757735992952484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35885509667099297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334360289078405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722391905602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329403972115127,0.2911288636643174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493057338354094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721989838747756,0.17141391661741942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871700099416746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326726321153343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315579705386311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197970794269795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,paouwg,2020/04/10,"How do you actually meet people Iv been told to go to clubs or to talk to people at school but I go to community college and everyone seems uninterested in talking, plus Iv always been a homebody and antisocial. I thought I liked being introverted but I kind of wish I went out with my friends more and had a girlfriend. I'm probably going to just get a job soon but idk what else I would do if that doesn't work out. I've tried edating and making friends online but i'm kind of bored with that and kind of want something real now. I don't really get out a lot and I went out walking with my mom a few days ago and I saw people outside walking around outside and I was stunned. Of course it would be weird to randomly approach someone walking outside and start a conversation, because i wouldn't want someone to do that to me, but getting out is a start I guess. It just seems so foreign to me. (im 21/M/NJ btw.)",2.112656445556944,4.0110529627659615,3.9123028785982505,86.71029411764708,77.88297872340426,6.551188986232791,27.548185231539424,7.510576382923642,1.5155246558197757,719,31,151,10,17,242,104,188,0.048,0.855,0.098,0.8687,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,2,0,43,37,19,0,7,9,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,6,19,0,0,3,1,0,9,3,2,0,0,9,1,17,6,26,23,3,23,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,7,7,96,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.12644074389219076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148551829116918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078118646757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534396273064974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898411628265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356134579687564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082383509937291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380882061999447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002095191935567,0.0,0.20308350947918885,0.0,0.22091130387781616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273496333888866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399568542654686,0.0,0.12857733164879925,0.0,0.0,0.4047788142002047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330091389719507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110155009164401,0.0,0.0,0.08648837548633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151749755372982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694806837883008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396973964998521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747799375751333,0.08300527857890153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113083915881496,0.0,0.2359096714074383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956694352524805,0.09974861772043106,0.0,0.0,0.18341934137883528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828545741703244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286338658212593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380882061999447,0.0,0.0879689087930723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284641576762026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022369402848254,0.0,0.0,0.14899806215562705,0.0,0.0,0.0943278426335981,0.0,0.0,0.18408433184610545,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mimihmu,2020/04/10,"Why not me ? I am recovering from lots of bad relationships and I can say that I’m a lot better than how I used to be. But recently a few of my friends have been in these amazing relationships and their boyfriends do these good things for them like buying them gifts , taking them out to lunch , being very affectionate towards them , getting to know their families etc . And I’m happy for them in all but I feel sad sometimes because the guys I’ve dated never did anything like that for me it’s seems like whatever I do I can’t attract anyone who does that kind of stuff for me and it sucks because Idk I felt like I was a good girlfriend in my past relationships bcs I put up with A LOT of things to make those relationships work but all I ever got was heartbreak , insecurity and depression. I’m currently working on my self esteem and depression but idk whenever I feel this way it always seems to get me down again.",4.553693157671057,5.820944292817682,5.421215469613261,80.99368465788358,70.16022099447514,8.663153421164472,28.840203994900133,9.057496981413335,2.264761665958352,731,27,145,14,13,239,110,181,0.157,0.688,0.155,-0.649,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,3,3,20,1,1,5,0,12,1,0,3,4,29,28,11,0,0,5,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,14,8,1,0,6,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,6,4,25,13,24,20,7,17,0,4,0,0,17,8,1,5,11,102,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984906351164974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839063283868809,0.0,0.0987492319020131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019443620807901,0.14630096727916958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612966425220294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067105107582615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501223076394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383098407070207,0.0,0.10854627277937544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312469772729394,0.0,0.12135054337858472,0.0,0.11521818444591092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927111921202378,0.0,0.125389404324142,0.0,0.0,0.20129950548859726,0.095974434043505,0.0,0.0,0.1188182124944556,0.0,0.12774152840560118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496084621976007,0.06594849880205737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345024637529165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060574419872841,0.0,0.0,0.08010049100740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255088844063088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455294787689982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063248035947795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848487104790295,0.5153375290166352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542829128773213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848578386257936,0.12518548210861274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868241526070347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373705342759998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022456929319073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594444582619475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364090088731276,0.0,0.09901202253513368,0.0,0.09524989028194604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828073930499094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472189685918826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyPanda7,2020/04/10,"Blah I really hate that if I dont initiate a conversation, it doesnt happen. Been told they like talking to me but it's been days and no word from them. Yeah I'm being a baby not messaging first but I always go out of my way to talk to people and it's like they dont care. I hate it. Wish someone would go out of their way for me like I do for everyone...",-0.29824999999999946,1.3789576750000023,2.765000000000004,93.05,84.75,6.5,17.5,7.645422480735847,0.19962500000000016,274,6,68,5,8,98,51,80,0.177,0.655,0.168,-0.2091,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,17,5,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,0,12,4,10,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057151025419258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675191678713047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445357042870665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523329238610385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843968599330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414530671618022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934544218955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064805996534185,0.0,0.0,0.3810477418377122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28283501195838645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378527651029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362538186837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350795819074174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310213635224808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843968599330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063507697762986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219129029743256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708463009871302,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tuyuki,2020/04/10,"I feel like no one cares about me.. It feels like i’m always seeing my ”friends” partying with eachother from nowhere. And i dont know what i did wrong, maybe im boring or something. But i feel like im a funny person but i cant let it out when im around them because everyone there is funny and i dont want to say something that people dont laugh at. I dont even know if my text makes sense because im swedish so my english is bad..",-0.5323011363636354,1.4497137812500045,1.7032196969696969,98.3955681818182,88.27083333333334,4.324242424242423,20.185606060606066,5.565023196281405,-0.2855916666666669,337,11,81,2,11,113,62,96,0.114,0.703,0.183,0.6576,0,2,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,19,8,0,2,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,5,12,6,7,17,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170477292692663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088102090923969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020565644253156,0.14901999210419853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462116715533715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730084650238695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073146160472122,0.0,0.0,0.11679556814432995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540879140200664,0.2619624338085077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443424315415157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281155325693732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434832255091458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498799092280645,0.0,0.17914554469516292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158917032099355,0.0,0.12279600657777814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282590292157765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847385762698887,0.10672612395708206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972018400061512,0.0,0.0,0.09740112213967322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819655045462694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720941524158284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363881938731875,0.0,0.0 lonely,violetveins93,2020/04/10,"Why do cemeteries comfort me so much lately?? [26F] Hello lonely people. Maybe you guys can relate, but lately...I've been very depressed. Trying to pull thru and have made little strides here and there, but it seems like whenever I start going down a good path and find an ounce of comfort and happiness, it goes to shit by the night time. I've been going thru a lot lately and I know those are big indications of why this is, but I'm just so tired of feeling like this every damn day. And I started turning to alcohol for a little bit and know this doesnt help....but Idk what else to do. I feel stuck and trapped and just nonmotivated to the max lately. And so, I've been visiting the cemetery every day. I find a sense of calmness and peace when I'm here...idk why that is. Whether it be just away completely from people or the fact that I am closer to death. I can't put my finger on it. I'm not considering suicide or anything like that to be clear bc I know theres far more out there...plus, I've had someone very close to me commit such a selfish act and have finally forgave him after 15 years. It still hurts to think about. I just need to get over this hump and could definitely use support and know that I'm not alone. Feel free to message me, bc i could use a good friend and someone to talk to and relate to.",2.4523985776628408,4.18335618587361,3.578739292064008,90.23603200258607,76.36059479553903,6.313948601907224,22.848068530790357,7.079830092131019,0.6317398092775175,1030,30,221,11,23,333,151,269,0.139,0.65,0.21,0.9628,0,4,1,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,0,0,14,18,2,0,11,0,19,5,2,3,3,51,44,26,2,3,12,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,15,18,1,0,11,0,1,6,4,6,0,0,6,4,16,13,30,34,4,31,0,3,0,1,8,11,2,4,17,131,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374895538089193,0.0,0.11023679891101347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875887143763692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000012163506744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620181270591995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159733813857554,0.0,0.0,0.1699628241957596,0.0,0.0,0.13728632689133122,0.0,0.09167417070830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891459020313756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935579728926646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145347987036915,0.07603872900501715,0.0,0.11659670714468374,0.19456327355842834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223308647271267,0.0,0.05560902353178939,0.0,0.12098138275514328,0.1785488813506982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538952330499547,0.0,0.1133043369554651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134258534367822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394318211554652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398032020564904,0.0,0.36019726067173785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599946138257267,0.21335599450901666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048906795746572,0.0,0.10071341517442173,0.0,0.0,0.1069304342380415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824356006883951,0.07892180613754332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998840652416868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758025134169714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106998744832808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689639377157767,0.0,0.0,0.10925621610768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036772203628595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067354061014282,0.0,0.08500085417506081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642497856041245,0.12078362883745385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555015815319217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820063495237333,0.0,0.0,0.062064364458342236,0.12233385890103025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722638455237217,0.11577306684519716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385506582038272,0.0,0.17564360946648866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881289473782814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854204193200614 lonely,tatertotsaregood99,2020/04/11,My story Ok i made a post this morning and I’m gonna post another one. But this one is gonna be more detailed a couple of months ago my aunt was diagnosed with cancer and she’s doing better now but it was worse a couple months ago she almost passed. In January my other aunt that I was close to passed unexpectedly it totally crushed me. Then my girlfriend broke up with me and that crushed me also. But I had to forget about it and keep pushing on and I didn’t have time to grief because I have to keep moving forward now that I’m stuck at home because of the lockdown it’s all I think about. Sorry if didn’t punctuate everything of misspelled something.,1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,85.71641791044777,5.4395522388059705,22.554104477611947,6.9077264865688965,0.8128373134328362,524,19,105,7,16,172,80,134,0.212,0.763,0.026000000000000002,-0.9796,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,1,11,2,0,1,2,20,20,11,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,10,8,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,8,0,15,2,15,9,3,20,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097051371098666,0.0,0.17492727976163128,0.0,0.0,0.13969991216814232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317819775976926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297938797964436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544995317480557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865833825525025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730715799665742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157000537547982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522879285691134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105458468346693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652963541527936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788725458412999,0.18566833208804528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674957787898104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346103780925359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344852645934928,0.0,0.19555168803657316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119346046304662,0.0,0.0,0.10186342256398516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802452133952254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kyokatsu-,2020/04/11,"Life in a few words My purpose of life is to stare at the wall all night while listening music, thinking how this happened and hoping for a miracle. I'm going endless downhill without brakes, it won't stop by itself. Someone stops my ride it for a while, but gets bored eventually and here we are again :)",5.184152542372878,6.210975169491526,5.5625,81.4535805084746,68.49152542372882,7.933898305084746,31.69915254237288,8.07648339933343,2.2793355932203387,241,10,45,3,4,77,51,59,0.063,0.782,0.155,0.6998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,8,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,6,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444252408928375,0.0,0.1788781989373959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833008348886884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261518345300393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446307890410893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953691102893052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666844478839456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262858342998238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016774229032972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034052586931275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RUSSIAG_5,2020/04/11,"Me just talking about my problems and wanting advice to help these problems I struggle to talk to people I haven't spoken to in years. A recent time I tried to talk to someone I didn't speak to in years I was at a school activity and there was two people from another school there aswell. This activity thing lasted a full week and I wasn't sure if I should have said hi because she was talking to someone else so I thought it would have been a bad idea to talk to her. I tried talking to her being like ""Oh my god I haven't seen you in ages I didn't recognise you at first"" and then she said ""I recognized you since day 1"" (I tried talking to her on the 5th day of the thing) I always had anxiety about talking to people from my old primary school because I was diagnosed with aspergus syndrome when I was 4 (Not severe and I have not symptoms now of autism or aspergus) and when I was in my last year of school I thought that people in my class only where speaking to me and where friends with me because I had this syndrome and they were told by their parents and teachers to be nice to me. I have no evidence to back this up other than every time in art class I once purposely put no effect into my art work once and people walked pass me and said my work was amazing. Another reason why I thought this is because when i first started primary school at age 4 I used to throw tantrums alot for the next two years to the point where my parents told me the parents of other children in my class wanted me to be out of that school and into a specialist school. Although the parents of my friends later accepted me (although they could have done that because of my syndrome) Another friend who was in the year below me stopped talking to me when she left primary. I don't know why I haven't spoken to her since and my parents and her parents are still really good friends. Another person I knew because my parents and their parents are still good friends I have a complicated friendship. My parents told me when he came over with his brother me and my brother would be babysitting him. At first we argued alot for the first few weeks but eventually we talked properly mainly about school and how shit it was. They only needed someone to walk them to their after school activity thing and somewhere to stay for like an hour or two after they finished their after school activities I don't know why my parents considered it babysitting and I cringe at the arguments and thoughts of it being  babysitting. I haven't really spoken to him lately because like the last two he has other friends and probably have moved on.  Over the summer I helped my brother and friend out a summer camp with the leaders of the camp being people from my primary (Not in my year they were either younger or older point is they knew me from school). We played one game of bulldogs and when I was about to catch one of the leaders they turned the head so fast to avoid another person, didn't see me and ran straight into my hand however I was startled a bit by how fast he turned my hand sort of clenched into a fist slightly and I feel really shitty. I tried to say sorry but he acted like I didn't exist and it was like no one saw. Also they try to give me extra help with things even though I don't need it such as planning a quiz, I can easily come up with questions that relate to what the quiz was but they insisted on helping me. They also never included me in conversations or anything which i'd say is fine because I get it there are people in the world who don't want to be friends with other people. Or it could be because of my brother who has the same syndrome as me but there are times when he tries to have ""banter"" with other people or ""live in the moment"" (I'm not sure what to say it's like it's him trying to be enthusiastic) but for example if I'm with him he either tries to pick on me like brotherly banter type thing or he's trying to be funny but I look at people's faces around me and they have no idea what's going on. I feel like they think I'm like my brother in that way which I'm not. I'm mostly quiet and shy and I keep to myself but when people get to know me,They know that I'm very chatty and expressive. Since I went into secondary school I met new friends and I've never told anyone that i have aspergus syndrome (except for one friend). I guess what I'm trying to say is I wish the people from my primary were honest with me from day one. My friends in secondary school would be like ""what are you fucking retarded"" if I did something dumb because that's what friends do in my opinion, They make jokes that are in their friend groups. Even though I do have friends now it's very limited to just my school. I kinda wish I could get to know people from other schools but it's near to fucking impossible. Any advice and opinions on the other people? I know I'm probably rambling throughout this entire thing im sorry.",5.027935066391169,5.5291440040363256,5.5120676565277975,83.5609171431775,68.59636730575177,8.148773885605369,29.65548668172281,8.010603183788097,1.8823176557269383,3912,138,781,46,63,1257,321,991,0.065,0.804,0.131,0.997,11,1,2,0,0,0,54.0,3,4,19,9,38,47,6,3,34,0,78,9,5,7,4,142,138,71,0,19,28,16,4,10,14,4,2,10,0,3,51,55,0,4,21,5,0,13,24,12,0,13,45,18,142,35,133,75,11,124,0,0,4,2,118,51,4,19,68,556,193,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059796788229373364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893577190379225,0.02545860996798371,0.0,0.0,0.02080656371646187,0.16041467679182972,0.023406120092597085,0.0,0.0,0.02139367574537071,0.0,0.02517818486437788,0.027237233751147585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023526700618363875,0.0255466699703788,0.1865124785804606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03340328423264098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034994067591328074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02635604193453729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328607523483296,0.0,0.0,0.059196333838767726,0.0,0.0,0.03105464601219964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03131068364334537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025559320115777242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041719447358799,0.0,0.025778740176744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030940862584232686,0.02185803490063758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410094132257626,0.0,0.0,0.3309412422694156,0.056571655650005125,0.047955982157514544,0.02935080198466566,0.017388607892267847,0.051325524914755616,0.0,0.0,0.0337053233553396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0314006768996693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203234013766544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030131236549253468,0.0,0.0,0.06907909835481317,0.03304930283699115,0.0,0.0,0.0271954371526028,0.0,0.0,0.10088970591775633,0.0748203141677224,0.0345140097153974,0.0,0.03324301824330987,0.0,0.0,0.1494782863066158,0.0,0.027017133086153246,0.0,0.02569322381862441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02042329779651508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032519072516962184,0.0,0.04537360409751068,0.047195574763212185,0.029550140549657263,0.032539559895179176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03210571709960357,0.06516821749574199,0.10366437567495228,0.0465397980211778,0.0,0.0,0.3397362016360006,0.0,0.0,0.29696314347668623,0.053431096398400685,0.0,0.0,0.05784687106152631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597606936357048,0.058553139860250375,0.0,0.030757777378493736,0.03427490857580051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880240599619795,0.03145813835777452,0.030210199405259968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731239143975279,0.09732576600568936,0.0,0.4644770172965073,0.024381325552730048,0.0,0.0,0.03456516081886738,0.03140670834510876,0.07592883799303421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777255120132605,0.023554561096098884,0.0,0.06850020628245992,0.02165625038946817,0.03261163267620686,0.04886856109917077,0.025579914339079128,0.0,0.03198594285447705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767338592606295,0.031801317468707346,0.0,0.2459218305114169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196111205310725,0.019604902377264328,0.06012150701049546,0.09716032078122927,0.05352292425851138,0.0,0.0,0.11694447486793726,0.0,0.20772909781376944,0.0665600745506726,0.1195527325268164,0.0,0.0,0.0264254183226536,0.0,0.05049037768028905,0.05413955081475868,0.02428595442858992,0.0490850846503897,0.0,0.0,0.0283631182418154,0.08282532691022354,0.0,0.07036857328853398,0.0,0.0,0.04454900695673893,0.0,0.0,0.0652042966668926,0.0,0.0,0.11821825779954065 lonely,LunaKruna,2020/04/11,"quarantine and loneliness I’m currently and 18 year old senior who waited so long for this school year to end with joy but since Corona happened i lost it all. No prom. No senior night. No graduation. I told my mother it wasn’t a big deal but deep down inside it hurts a lot. Quarantine has me trapped in my house. I understand i can go out and enjoy the sun but i can’t see my friends at ALL. I’ve been overthinking lately and now this loneliness is making me do things i shouldn’t be, for example, going out with random strangers during nights and acting like i don’t care about anything at ALL. i never felt so lonely before-",2.0692490842490834,4.432616706349208,3.4550793650793667,87.55445054945056,80.34920634920636,6.734065934065932,21.597069597069602,7.882392219407189,1.1024586080586078,499,15,99,9,13,163,87,126,0.20800000000000002,0.665,0.127,-0.8925,1,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,4,23,22,10,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,5,2,13,5,12,15,4,24,0,3,1,0,5,8,0,2,14,64,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934185673633128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647657630050681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741976157302005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996251115182768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714996386584043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591617459483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959886986600712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200899772988813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122729913582133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342423572923434,0.2072860451258713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184242597744976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459835095403966,0.0,0.0,0.17135738713421886,0.0,0.0,0.21137116577463955,0.16461819545296014,0.0,0.0,0.1292502302729496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934020369252662,0.0,0.0,0.3634192493245949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031832160284131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596496132408872,0.1542988783421563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601736065144147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863986654087212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502276733693346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015767531074019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493840971113033 lonely,Lunawashere02,2020/04/11,"A comment made me actually tear up I posted something before in another subreddit and I was explaining my situation and someone commented, instead of giving me advice or their own opinion like most comments, if I was okay and that they were there for me if I needed someone. It just made me cry a little, I know it's something super small but for once in a very long time I felt like someone cared in some way and that just touched my heart.",6.4481395348837225,6.545372186046518,7.0342790697674475,75.2653720930233,65.51162790697674,9.670697674418603,35.804651162790705,9.3871,3.33037488372093,352,16,64,6,5,116,59,86,0.024,0.8079999999999999,0.168,0.882,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,0,19,11,8,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,14,5,7,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17758541052053775,0.0,0.0,0.1778279301759075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082101757241626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485086278171867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553988311760505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989556349389992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472853289430845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457099354283195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564618221620346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001098782870547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781165207859692,0.18239092716232166,0.0,0.1610458311107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443861647968895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493524217941022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938018675195092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428573274218528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455220181553502,0.0,0.0,0.4625710582174033,0.2801928979766621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611351233273074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501518663886228,0.0,0.1444465877269682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UDPSendToFailed,2020/04/11,"It gets worse with every single day So here I am, 20 years old guy with aspergers, depression, serious anxiety, living far away from my country, having no friends, had never girlfriend, almost not goint out of the house since years. I live a completely separated online ""life"", that was all nice and fun, found some groups on fb when I was 16-18, so I had friends at least online. But that sucks. Everyone is growing up, all my friends got tired of me, because I don't change on my life, I just game at home alone. Slowly everyone left me, I didn't care until end of 2018, since then it just gets worse. The loneliness, the depression, every day is harder than the previous. Nothing makes me happy, usually I just wake up, play games, and go sleep. Thats my life since 7 years.",4.372391702257474,5.771076684563763,4.898096400244054,84.07159853569252,70.74496644295301,8.639658328248933,26.968273337400852,9.095868883498916,2.0775181208053692,602,20,119,12,11,192,101,149,0.205,0.68,0.115,-0.9205,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,5,0,10,6,2,1,3,17,18,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,0,15,8,16,11,5,24,0,2,0,0,8,10,1,2,12,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759262914704814,0.13196859380590828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747587860469316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971519520747285,0.0,0.0,0.07767399145371193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991308529672832,0.0,0.1347933642734239,0.0,0.13359734618671787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643505951515539,0.0,0.21949315503009253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128562156486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471353117128011,0.2435103594833305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970934907881344,0.29533290770399906,0.0,0.13314328265888578,0.0,0.0724156684365384,0.0,0.1019093381036238,0.0,0.0,0.126165738934984,0.0,0.13564085829627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781255395581134,0.0,0.0,0.14702546271140415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384420996696222,0.0,0.27000134158728395,0.0,0.0,0.2250282212117373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505377605706838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827408596764016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226283543566492,0.0,0.13370575602179324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162091865513963,0.0,0.12751192618817814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645043663732898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033502367126832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597035380794473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461627236923173 lonely,arnitkun,2020/04/11,"Random Functional depressed dude Hello! I am a functional (highly?) depressed dude. Stuck in the lockdown with 2 couples in a flat. I have no woman and no purpose in life. If someone could spare a moment or two to talk with me (correspondence messaging would be best, I just got drunk in an attempt to pass out). I understand that this post may be bland, but I am interesting to talk to. You don't have to make small talk, I will even help you of I can, I am 25 and have been a functional depressed dude for half of it and a Trainwreck for the entire duration. I have taken every bad decision I could and have failed miserably trying to put it all together. So I can give some rather detailed insights to stuff. If you have reached this far, something about me: - Pure INTJ, perhaps the purest you will see - borderline sociopath, but neither socipath nor psychopath, I am your next door failure - rather interesting once you get to know me - 25/M Computer science major - above average IQ, biggest idiot you will ever talk to - ugly, athletic, full beard, glasses, thin, brownish - odd taste in music, have a collection of dead hobbies - knows about stuff, a lot about a lot I might not be able to reply immediately but I certainly will, should someone talk to me.",5.762623390557941,7.024332287553651,6.143452253218888,76.95449168454938,67.32618025751073,9.258476394849783,33.44662017167382,9.516144504307137,3.22809034334764,985,44,174,20,16,317,142,233,0.19899999999999998,0.73,0.07,-0.9873,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,7,0,3,9,11,1,1,12,0,28,3,0,1,4,37,38,12,1,8,10,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,5,1,0,2,6,7,0,2,4,3,25,4,27,21,8,18,0,5,1,0,17,12,0,9,3,128,32,2,0.1319107981559877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101400065425298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384322444151953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106400772964396,0.1459567891761207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408437314828986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712583810166304,0.11932086896780845,0.11114053671249303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891794761908815,0.12654085743339016,0.0,0.0,0.10550111556608463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884170274436705,0.13937100065717753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498944980226222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317249780333596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429168683487785,0.0,0.0,0.08805148207325635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993651115292435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028863033427028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048069493339918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263340811209376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260678615369234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511582758171197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353518242169734,0.10155137699899136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020126090133027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301245143277815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895587730957137,0.0,0.12885768240976758,0.13732379296453975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370564630432104,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anghel950,2020/04/11,"My dog is gone and now I'm completely alone. The vet just called and they said he isn't going to make it. I don't even know what to do. He was my best friend, he was there for me when I had no one. He licked my tears away and made me feel loved. He basically was the only form of emotional support I had, and he's gone. I love him so much just thinking about what things are going to be like without him... God it makes me sick.",0.8297872340425556,2.1355049042553205,2.4244148936170227,98.60875,79.74468085106382,5.976595744680853,18.132978723404253,6.6274283507984215,-0.4218893617021275,327,6,85,3,8,107,63,94,0.107,0.6859999999999999,0.207,0.9152,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,3,0,13,26,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,9,3,13,6,8,16,3,7,0,0,0,2,14,1,0,0,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561519378609346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046666270127731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860827333504996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243766586541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839972966260946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503921428079764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438804051428352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101457907227421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830163723409847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476055036471509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971845111345945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064249840889233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932158587767463,0.2061242425932444,0.29081804411096723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013650742611876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476131390637528,0.1656761455555413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072144857811425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472007722969829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472235098965966,0.13958224134878286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998873069545573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,milkyyxx,2020/04/11,"need friends ? if you need someone to talk to, i’m here. i will listen and laugh with you. i’m a minor though so please be careful. i will talk to you everyday, be a real friend and not ignore you after one day of talking.",0.3061702127659593,2.3191591914893657,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,84.74468085106382,4.611063829787233,20.038297872340426,5.6839178017228535,-0.15566042553191473,170,5,38,1,5,57,32,47,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510041425475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587703044653926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804070652057328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365089210940428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682274141796374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702394927609817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802148020418928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859351977635773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936275650143779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187756286496334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lellua,2020/04/11,"I feel abandoned by my friends I’ve been trying to reach out to lots of my friends recently. Everyone is stuck at home, so I want to check in if everyone is doing ok and also to be social. I feel like I am constantly left on read, just blatantly ignored. I’ve been having really rough mental health days and on top of being ignored it feels like I can’t reach out to anyone for support. Like everyone is annoyed by me. I just feel utterly alone. I don’t even have any internet friends I could try to turn to. I think I might just be a draining and tiring person?",3.860282608695656,4.740029930434783,5.304945652173913,82.63220108695654,71.43478260869566,8.880434782608695,29.15760869565217,9.188382445141503,2.4010217391304343,442,17,90,9,8,149,73,115,0.11699999999999999,0.662,0.221,0.8735,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,1,1,16,2,0,0,1,22,25,6,0,3,4,0,5,3,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,13,8,18,17,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,6,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622136997407046,0.0,0.1206240844087928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257415384907537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546855392400414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300092740459887,0.0,0.1204308611226869,0.0,0.0,0.0972772172157528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996262424823601,0.0,0.0,0.4323928996771026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050703462799259,0.21551559068473788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496082674624882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033239842011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130154609533866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388455653535133,0.0,0.0,0.22107363251789613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823600017089876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200795412728305,0.1600139418571702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170482105985892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508775559705982,0.0,0.09662987637850827,0.0,0.1489330811101049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375905846847485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116774211357774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665009081007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336464066922602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481648703212724,0.16406705643962044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896741576792551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alixxxali,2020/04/11,"if you are feeling lonely or absent in life do this: read the quran. the woman who i loved had left me and i was in a state of confusion and great loneliness. i took the book out and gave it a bash. i finished it and now i feel so much better. ofcourse i might be saying this because im muslim but it helped me and i pray it helps others too",-0.926756756756756,1.17768064864865,1.4878918918918913,97.57535135135136,93.86486486486488,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.7586659459459462,264,6,61,2,10,89,54,74,0.07,0.7340000000000001,0.196,0.8569,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,11,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,10,3,4,5,1,8,2,1,0,1,8,4,0,4,2,45,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663371366703572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417588948791344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764314149762341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137312144155914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664460839825183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952686119314309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29699930136278074,0.0,0.1930776115305063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467121428778939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899847913957214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094622339487347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734274031789292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738161902691006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037057185500473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dnyancho,2020/04/11,"I am slowly starting to feel depressed due to being lonely Hello all, I am a 22 male and I have never really been in a relationship. throughout middle school, high school, and college I have never developed any meaningful relationship with others. The friends that I made throughout have disappeared. females seem to have no interest in me. I compensated for this by working on myself because everyone says it is not their fault, it is probably you. So I spent most of my academic years learning about myself; I'm pretty sure I am highly introspective. even though I am self-aware, I am always thinking why I'm lonely and it leads me to the worst of thoughts. I love myself (I'm really smart, kind, athletic, slightly average), but when others don't want to be involved with you, one will naturally think there is something wrong with you. My self-hatred is growing because I don't know what others see in me that they don't like. I know most people here will comment something along the lines of 'work on yourself to attract who you want' or 'be happy being with yourself' or 'go to therapy'. The problem is I have been alone with my thoughts for so long, I am sick of hearing it. I have talked to myself, comforted myself for a long time. Improving myself doesn't seem to be working. I can make friends but I won't be the person they'll invite to their wedding. My biggest concern is if something doesn't change that I won't be able to trust future relationships. Right now I am on track to financially secure my future. being rejected for so long, I will be suspicious if somebody is slightly interested in me. TL;DR Having been rejected and formed 0 meaningful relationships, my lonely thoughts are causing me to breakdown and although I am mentally strong (years of battle) I am beginning to lose.",5.459731343283583,7.195566256716418,6.120776119402986,75.04653731343285,68.52238805970148,8.82268656716418,32.50447761194029,9.281916038205594,3.175718805970149,1436,64,240,29,25,468,170,335,0.149,0.7,0.151,0.4166,0,9,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,4,6,10,27,1,0,8,0,48,2,0,4,4,44,72,17,0,5,7,0,1,1,2,6,1,2,0,2,13,11,0,1,13,0,1,4,11,12,0,1,8,4,48,15,38,49,5,31,0,7,1,1,25,12,0,8,16,185,61,9,0.09951119745188564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030635895532376,0.0,0.0,0.0828012879557899,0.0,0.0,0.06767102665164458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213222046742556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222541140399256,0.1052696521901883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570884855012308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572620740451537,0.0,0.0,0.09508721362395736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031585140860853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376420860625725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565545067483518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593152009073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215635178181348,0.0,0.0,0.21027808730355613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362559895050318,0.10937750335383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048616144570254184,0.0,0.0,0.2641928349304629,0.0,0.11132757597014567,0.0,0.0,0.08981274087686994,0.09415990110906954,0.0664244970162456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028388174807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349834029124887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743136276342987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898853468487605,0.08688933928916961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123866272982543,0.10728990161745314,0.09521877668068557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274988424350351,0.0,0.0,0.4273511401491825,0.0,0.08498201890396495,0.0,0.0791352983007457,0.0,0.2014212889411754,0.07929754061098672,0.18118251356199436,0.2076237630561302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298257444270979,0.0,0.0,0.07043453773776708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378812593175424,0.0,0.0,0.07998333109466106,0.0,0.0,0.11379972677308366,0.0,0.0,0.12752551448224872,0.09776924625053164,0.2370023258045333,0.05802577948204615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738856500669055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979337772369095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733601075284292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087998728841522,0.0,0.1281638971124971 lonely,arcticeyes,2020/04/11,"Never felt this fucking lonely I need people to talk to, because they want to, not because they feel obligated to. I'm tired of getting two messages a day, I'm tired of getting left on read and I'm fucking tired of myself. If anyone genuinely wants to talk, I'd be so incredibly happy.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,70.40350877192985,7.805263157894737,31.793859649122812,8.07648339933343,2.449354385964912,226,10,41,3,4,78,38,57,0.185,0.725,0.09,-0.7115,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,4,1,9,11,0,4,0,1,0,2,5,2,2,1,2,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280064040386707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319485417638454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806463924450512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256540587980312,0.0,0.1757753646754894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384894814925888,0.19129244552421565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488081545183397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198905474466622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574366480835887,0.1411944325014903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269172941604215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831189740579532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942885511872421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312341474459099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883223488448746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159581893437439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamhealing,2020/04/11,"(no guys pls) f20 chilling on vc while we do our own thing? I'm looking for people who are wanting someone to just chill on vc even if we're just chilling doing our own thing. I reside in the US and I'm constantly bored. I try to talk to new people but it never works out. Seems as though people are very limited in terms of how much of a friend they can actually be. I don't like to talk about surface things, I actually want to get to know the person. I'd like to say I'm fun? I like to talk and joke and laugh. I get really bored of people who just answer in one word replies... I play some games, I love decorating my planner, I like to watch horror movies and hear the birds in the morning I also have a small server (2people) that I just started and I'd be happy to have people join. It's dedicated for lonely women who want to find friends and stay on vc while we all do our own thing. Anyways if this interested you please come on by in the dms :) 🌸",1.788948747815958,3.2783337772277217,3.6480780430984265,90.07144146767618,77.56435643564356,6.337099592312173,21.78334304018637,7.048011613610866,0.4588086196854979,741,20,167,8,17,250,117,202,0.11699999999999999,0.649,0.233,0.9869,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,6,1,1,3,10,16,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,30,26,15,0,5,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,11,10,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,4,20,13,29,24,7,21,0,1,2,1,23,12,0,4,11,107,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.2499684853169589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242277496038378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103266116743673,0.0,0.13840525619507302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459335682365256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117059651195772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790325775654086,0.0,0.13382942790616412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681592586451454,0.0,0.13633987463715147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435158608689547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038752527393888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502869419932029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755204950502917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155940915554083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415100478583636,0.0,0.09878053507773216,0.12369713515567175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678798848448545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439607853394657,0.11183150790098954,0.0,0.14058959699644252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204912088057445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185161735106092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659608568029975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851884963892228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065324501213527,0.13651256676823725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088292509680172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403534891487843,0.0,0.12583456525262074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695557384864494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406032631504984,0.0,0.0,0.10567657134294182,0.22662861190615344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324125760617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nyteleaf,2020/04/11,Chill chat this is a disc chat to chill out and talk or play games and plenty of other stuff https://discord.gg/SNknYeF,6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,70.42857142857143,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.3832095238095237,99,1,18,1,2,26,18,21,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.81841506434092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746275162745409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CURLYMAN1993,2020/04/11,"Lonely at 27 So who else feels lonely and is about my age? I'm just fat lonely dude with no hope of finding a girl, no hope of having a family, no hope of having a friend. I'm into gaming, but most these days I listen to some crime/thriller audiobook and fall asleep within 15 minutes. Honestly the best time for me is during sleep. I am so peaceful and time goes on quickly. I'm really depressed. Even my 18 year old sister is in a relationship.. My 23 year old cousin has been in a relationship since 19 and she will marry soon. My parents met at 17 and married at 22. They had me at 23. &#x200B; Then you look at me, 27 and without a future. Seriously, fuck my life.",1.3402294056308648,3.4933609635036516,3.3855526590198166,88.21928832116791,81.70072992700729,5.958081334723673,20.73461939520334,7.1686216300943375,0.5921203336809175,520,15,108,7,14,176,92,137,0.098,0.713,0.18899999999999997,0.9519,1,6,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,7,12,1,0,7,0,10,5,3,0,0,18,21,10,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,3,13,6,18,17,3,23,0,4,1,1,14,10,1,5,12,70,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734621064192008,0.19888799310986247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177109224014406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555946329521748,0.0,0.14097654846083754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673286529672687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810848611378776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430206594496626,0.0,0.08276105891570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959971031962338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264580482226723,0.15131866842635985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877107637678523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561137206170075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744920035107105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34350731330487283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174624397009048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485700743448853,0.0,0.0,0.3514601452369464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539702321776512,0.0,0.16379728323772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908851711698046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778078852297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888799310986247,0.21080791724373013 lonely,fR1chAps,2020/04/11,"I just want to have a convo. It doesn't have to be a long one, just someone to talk to. This quarantine is really starting to take its toll on me. Although I am not a people person but I liked to sit with my mates and have a laugh. Nowadays I feel grumpy and angry all the time. I would like to talk to someone.",0.1570575692963736,2.082381507462689,2.232409381663114,96.10507462686569,84.67164179104478,5.0226012793177,18.526652452025584,6.1826913282559595,-0.2686869936034117,239,6,56,2,7,80,47,67,0.064,0.7490000000000001,0.187,0.8201,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,10,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706507138325767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841942080455369,0.0,0.0,0.25739759963163605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709093457926652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164229549977966,0.2539634434729961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632921672853892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928811433076481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586872785142307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186868283272704,0.4675566036390105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959994043022947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715538663163064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066151090154873,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sylliepilliepie,2020/04/11,"Recently (Feb) moved to Japan, I have no friends Moved here end of feb before things started getting more serious, for my job. Now all I’ve been doing is work, go home, supermarket. Occasionally talk to some people online but I really want to talk to more people esp if you’re around my time zone! Pls hmu 🥺🥺🥺 Some info about me: Hobbies/interest: as I grew older, I felt like my hobbies are so stereotypical lol. I really enjoy skincare and makeup, also fashion. I like photography and videography. I use to write, read and draw a lot. I’ve been cooking more since I live alone now and I want to be better at cooking. I really like singing even though I’m bad at it. I also love memes Gender: female Age: turning 23 in dec, so I’m technically 22 hahaha Favourite food: I really love spaghetti bolognese (but I became allergic tomatoes when I was 16) :(( so idk what my fave food is anymore",1.4234944823962152,4.0580184566474,3.642136100893328,82.95629926431954,86.97687861271677,6.613662637940093,22.892538097740413,7.84624498591911,1.6095687861271677,695,26,130,15,22,237,116,173,0.079,0.665,0.256,0.9897,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,1,18,21,15,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,2,4,0,4,1,2,0,0,4,1,19,8,14,16,7,17,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,4,12,72,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640567395320958,0.0,0.22609007174613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019050910120776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583980784179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180291680661126,0.0,0.0,0.12028641093653547,0.0,0.0,0.12502087394163428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520244275807246,0.0,0.0,0.09336652966541492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572716181562028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418646188659749,0.0,0.10921389740288656,0.0,0.07385443561930319,0.0,0.08033778671474268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179497228789725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027736107245795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718314125294726,0.0,0.12482291215988298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017867999237562,0.255164698118164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30048527498174915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960015745495906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413976222968401,0.0,0.3622337245553273,0.0,0.13957532261733496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693393034441985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005488855745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272386115154225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391288315813803,0.0,0.13888486177567586,0.0,0.08242778452172024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375840050275316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208910766210387,0.0,0.0,0.16675483600662924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291130380930412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jazill,2020/04/11,Signed up for a dating app yesterday And spent the day yesterday chatting and flirting and giggling and now I’m beating myself up over it. Telling myself it’s not worth it and I’m just going to get hurt again or hurt someone else again and I should just stay lonely in my room. I justified it yesterday because we are all in quarantine and maybe I could just talk to some people to ease the loneliness and not actually date anyone and it would be good to get my mind off things. But it all feels weird. I like talking to people and connecting but I hate this shame I’m feeling.,3.8808019323671488,5.505332017391306,4.579420289855072,84.98903381642515,72.30434782608697,7.893719806763285,27.560386473429947,8.515128840125781,1.9372705314009653,462,17,91,8,9,148,72,115,0.183,0.718,0.098,-0.9104,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,29,15,13,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,10,4,12,10,3,18,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,2,10,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.20526405825998026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707645306953948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822291096357488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794146913968255,0.0,0.0,0.13565359095448656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571427136876558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271110107320712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197906784273096,0.0,0.11954256028981615,0.17642541296410888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766979335074495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503522577594991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276278103190076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113174372884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238608780593987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916501810746751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822262231453018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241972496877295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813086628476346,0.18384872417634768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974229258748053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494213647185852,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BRTD_Double0Donut,2020/04/11,"Today is my birthday I am stuck with family two hours away from home, and even if this lockdown ordeal wasnt happening i would still have nobody to text or celebrate with.",6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.36363636363636,10.236363636363636,28.62121212121212,10.125756701596842,2.737739393939394,138,4,25,3,2,44,31,33,0.059000000000000004,0.831,0.11,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299242044940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409329143223706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334118807785659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134154131714157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555155352819356,0.0,0.3490356236055639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830429589252664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33595191053076856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462201300885575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517721912019673,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smolwifey,2020/04/11,"I lost the feeling of intimacy to something that i used to find so intimate I used to always believed that talking and communication is so intimate, perhaps one of the most intimate acts. But recently I've been feeling so hollow when i talk to guys i meet. It feels almost like a burden, knowing that it's just a matter of time til they lose interest in me. I don't know how to get that spark back...",7.174499999999997,5.945243450000002,8.287500000000001,71.26750000000003,64.5,11.5,37.5,10.686352973137794,3.9385,316,14,61,7,4,109,56,80,0.09699999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.142,0.1494,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,15,12,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,3,8,2,10,10,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252081006947644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713750651987152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293670376728842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338892755356296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411534966482227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055574805419979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750265672994607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268955995532586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720187031310176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987635936707413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516091897637908,0.2455084463552155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524002512560289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206481010857027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314149657963518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36153739908490257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114288381528408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884883660077985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NenioKielLaSuno,2020/04/11,"Loneliness hurts... ... but not as badly as other people do. Sometimes we're better off alone.",2.1372916666666697,4.743419812500001,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,100.875,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.803608333333333,71,2,10,1,3,23,15,16,0.187,0.509,0.305,0.5833,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560805656705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676825377301706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894629857456544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714149128686665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052904528189829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435527692739118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sandyloam333,2020/04/11,"i could talk to friends/ family but theyd only semi listen. i have almost nowhere to turn except escape into my inner world and implode i want to die so much every day im tired of ""we're here for you"" * doesnt do anything* ""here if u need me"" ""get help"" ""shy cont you just do it instead of saying you will"" i just want to vent and be heard and understood i dont have the energy to make friends or start new long convos right now, its nothing to do with anyone but me, i jsuts want to be acknowledged and heard, please. im poor i cant get a therapist really especially now. its just hollow failed overdoses. coward. i annoy myself and everyone i want to disappear same day repeats i cant sleep i get set off but something theres always something that i need to deal with and not havea total meltdownh over im invisible and the add on to everything i say yes so if nobody else wants to do it theres me the yes person whos a yes person because im terrified of rejection n abandonment",1.5569211822660094,3.6450057142857166,3.8305689655172412,85.67757758620692,80.52709359605912,7.015665024630543,21.972660098522173,8.07648339933343,1.2562671921182271,772,24,157,15,20,266,123,203,0.21,0.662,0.129,-0.9762,0,0,2,0,0,1,19.0,0,3,1,1,12,6,1,0,5,3,15,2,1,1,1,37,33,15,1,10,11,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,2,5,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,3,5,22,2,22,25,3,17,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,4,8,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105936480555456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059472816786487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453293399849568,0.0,0.09948668310554024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369676548056288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965252073333783,0.0,0.0,0.15593517264646994,0.12463793642363576,0.0,0.0,0.12547042638532013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168860791414462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099266465983267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185966020339723,0.11552081667919073,0.10865306643760088,0.0,0.11396950373621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868071034710484,0.0,0.1894887032412563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103369515755063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223514778231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698869977287248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069867493612025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887209181047252,0.17928494037677026,0.0,0.11676161265887053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600247832584193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194646402170596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112254850785106,0.0,0.13270693818176635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744874332943845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324408353847273,0.0,0.1922818839556412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098279416817492,0.0,0.0,0.1861425013820652,0.0,0.0,0.08557044645420223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717121131888326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036897598157475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895157544232895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149957155316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565364464248664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nicxle_,2020/04/11,"Having trouble sleeping and longing for intimacy I find it hard to fall asleep every night. These strong waves of being touched deprived hits so hard all the time. I'll just be lying on my bed, just wishing that there is someone beside me, someone that I can cuddle and fall asleep with, to hold me tight and to make me feel safe.",8.518229166666664,6.88293228125,7.48,79.43166666666667,62.125,9.158333333333333,35.39583333333333,6.42735559955562,2.2634958333333333,262,9,50,1,3,80,50,64,0.179,0.71,0.111,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,1,1,14,9,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,7,6,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368372507041837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213163208565685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569185467881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036173213900171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487629495329628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763514691858255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379150000761226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813010793093638,0.0,0.4763469711988709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391054727168164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324891207574985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wesitonfrontporches,2020/04/11,37M Yeah just another one Another dude you can ghost. Don't worry I'm used to it. Hell I'd ghost myself if I could.,-3.801428571428573,-3.8720769629629608,0.3365079365079389,99.52000000000002,133.44444444444446,4.5058201058201055,11.264550264550266,6.1826913282559595,-0.621567195767196,90,2,23,2,7,33,23,27,0.299,0.552,0.15,-0.6802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7776882349928139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960749375657639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512817622507959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202751977763225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765925041057812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tanzzz87,2020/04/11,"I just realized I don't have good friends So the thing is, I've got a crush on someone after a really long time. Well, obviously since I'm not good at dating, I thought I'd ask a friend how to go about it. As I was thinking of who to text, I just realized I don't really have anyone I feel comfortable talking to about this girl. I do have some friends I can potentially talk to but I'm scared they may make fun of me amongst each other because I'm the ""loner"" of the group, or maybe they may not take me seriously (tried once with a friend, he didn't take it seriously). I just don't know what to do. This sucks :(",3.8716984732824433,3.7572939847328257,5.388616412213738,85.59452767175576,70.98473282442748,9.298091603053436,27.825381679389313,9.188382445141503,1.85671679389313,476,15,113,9,8,162,79,131,0.147,0.727,0.126,-0.1904,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,8,13,1,1,7,0,14,0,0,2,1,21,28,5,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,4,1,14,9,15,22,2,7,0,0,0,0,13,2,1,4,4,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256355179087197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797532047432867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953046181400428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085094449357893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555277241270973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211554032408128,0.30141192104388803,0.14370546249449878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874670911705064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900998664715174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993692092039905,0.0,0.18051139473923788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135194095940436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302135397251599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988971406714668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863206926196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152241171106767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701920274469672,0.2888378501113613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937053781599555,0.11513084955727948,0.0,0.14264480969531915,0.10477208917939712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199003621054365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155272101146526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FluffyCatch2,2020/04/11,"Why do people continue to tell single people that there is someone for everyone and they will find someone yet there are some people that never found someone and are much older? I have heard many people say to single people, ""Don't worry you will find someone. There is someone for everyone"" but I don't believe that is true. There are so many people that are single and alone and have never found their soulmate so why do people keep telling that lie?",9.309470588235298,7.9172759176470615,8.245735294117647,73.79330882352943,60.411764705882355,9.911764705882355,34.19117647058823,8.07648339933343,2.692705882352941,363,11,61,3,4,112,42,85,0.079,0.861,0.06,-0.3971,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,0,3,14,19,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,4,14,5,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253489002885265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332963901323197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261031527248144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162688826657658,0.0,0.0,0.25944460316903906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516057448420613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398983024112727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697246403390717,0.0,0.18249803183386915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741554105824556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408594360740186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012241647707821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681869006918094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351520381517816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015093092109325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,venancioooooooooo,2020/04/11,Incredibly lonely 20(m) just desperately want someone to talk 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lonely,GuyNew1234,2020/04/11,"i think my loneliness is a testament to how unattractive i am. the title says it all really. all the people i know, get along with so many people regardless of what gender they may be. and here's me whose an ugly son of a bitch who's lonely as hell.",2.7325000000000017,3.972692634615392,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,74.57692307692308,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.2064846153846154,195,4,41,4,4,67,44,52,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.9633,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341482938645526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630037219910664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543700906882942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214038993151209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871066844990685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563996768605739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871667456172563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,5271983,2020/04/11,"You would think people would reach out to you but they don't I am sick of being the person reaching out to people. Even where there isnt a crisis going on. I never hear from people anymore, and I know its during a rough time right now, but it just seems like I am always the one sending out emails asking if everyones okay. I do not have any friends outside of internet. I live with my parents. They are still cool but, it just gets to me when I do not hear from anyone...Makes you really think about who your friends really are...Sigh...I want the world to get back to normal already...",2.0950770416024653,4.113366550847459,3.093636363636364,91.98919106317413,78.40677966101694,5.6468412942989215,19.201848998459173,6.574015621080383,0.04105762711864402,455,10,95,4,11,145,81,118,0.054000000000000006,0.768,0.177,0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,2,0,10,5,0,0,5,2,11,1,0,0,1,22,22,6,0,5,8,1,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,15,5,15,19,0,15,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,7,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924027431205308,0.0,0.14507556665716312,0.0,0.0,0.1185659399766962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291121097108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299641068783738,0.0,0.0,0.1340666056817275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515843556114083,0.0,0.0,0.16660165244907554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940921144914576,0.0,0.18218437154402195,0.0,0.09908876197571004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930167438369889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958197853581415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518001224790134,0.0,0.15395679091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344716927022741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082880775743142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814602652790335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359824447712576,0.0,0.0,0.36262301019760507,0.1522382132579055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338984418057795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889641034020132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872431741285173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923843843199205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343657609090145,0.0,0.0,0.10166656880477658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028378483466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477105728167505,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,silently-speaking,2020/04/11,"I just feel weird and alone nowadays Honestly I’ve been feeling this for months, maybe even a year, possibly longer. Of course all this extra time at home really hasn’t helped either. I really don’t know what to say, or even how to convey what I’m feeling. I just feel very very alone right now. Over the years I’ve lost most of my friends or they turned into acquaintances that don’t really keep up with me anymore. I do thankfully still have a friend or two left but I feel there starting to drift away as well. I used to be married not that long ago. Unfortunately things didn’t work out that well after she decided she liked her coworker more than me and promptly divorced me. There is a bit more to it but that is what it ultimately boiled down to. As devastating as it is, it’s probably for the best she’s no longer in my life. I think the weird feeling I’ve been having is the realization that I’m going to be 30 next year. I’m terrified of turning 30 having no friends left and being single. I’m afraid I’ll never have a family of my own. I don’t want to grow old by myself but I feel like this is how my story ends. Being alone during this pandemic has really opened my eyes to how lonely my life has been for a while. I feel like my life has no meaning, I feel like I’m living in a purgatory. I just feel empty and worthless. I’m sorry if this is really jumbled and filled with bad grammar. It’s very late and I’ve been very depressed. To anyone who took the time to read this, I thank you. I just needed to finally say something. I hope you find happiness and hold strong during this crappy time we are currently living in.",2.496936695831188,4.29727516716418,3.95576942871848,87.27656716417914,76.43283582089552,7.366958311888831,21.999485331960887,8.216663640201805,1.0849855892949043,1291,35,272,23,29,427,168,335,0.157,0.6829999999999999,0.16,0.0517,1,5,1,0,1,0,28.0,1,2,1,4,15,24,0,1,11,0,28,5,1,4,2,53,60,21,0,4,13,0,10,4,3,0,3,2,1,0,22,13,1,2,15,1,0,5,10,8,2,1,7,13,34,16,37,49,10,40,0,4,1,0,16,14,0,6,25,177,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445312486990513,0.0,0.0,0.2609686366376641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329669436485247,0.05872859504915307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891249065934272,0.0,0.07012913785371287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814357522526002,0.0,0.0916966292449778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234149147100356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439126710512996,0.0,0.0,0.11095078169425092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917942175053935,0.0,0.424684708417648,0.18000997521815373,0.0,0.09200824649172308,0.07676642878767882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194674162124522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047734130568678965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894101867752018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056297526220123836,0.0,0.08425001481812829,0.08342220613435286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465523151464531,0.0,0.0,0.04615936312202112,0.0,0.09474572412067686,0.0,0.18251335393315074,0.0,0.17797639062519413,0.16413541739394044,0.0,0.14833152444587314,0.074329562770272,0.0,0.0,0.09168630893026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438044256800688,0.09149103205616814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704096894248504,0.0,0.0,0.06227840537266971,0.06477918594658706,0.0,0.08932558663160789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881346282306484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468745021665982,0.0,0.0,0.09055671186907636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401392222546164,0.0,0.2690345448166587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172801991540716,0.0,0.13358633569160222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466052382198319,0.0,0.09402126412092937,0.05944939871687775,0.0,0.06707547523826098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465561191255695,0.0,0.0,0.055800016531062965,0.05381816506879026,0.0,0.0,0.14692782026037662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331730587732798,0.0,0.18271659864592174,0.08204719117875749,0.0,0.0,0.07254142346302546,0.0,0.2772061220294158,0.04954018177748964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103633891594995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114658884577968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622627236282182 lonely,bigmicheal,2020/04/11,Lowkey wanna die Kinda tired of being alone and havin no friends ngl😔😪,0.532,2.9896492000000023,1.495000000000001,97.7025,90.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3723333333333332,58,1,12,0,2,18,15,15,0.491,0.3670000000000001,0.142,-0.7655,0,1,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135213547774994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145842492110433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830703212553439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698736681271703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Master_Bateman69,2020/04/11,"I will probably commit suicide within the next 5 or so years due to isolation and the fact that everyone hates me Unless my situation improves I will probably kill myself within the next 5 years. I have been isolated my whole life I only had like one close friend in my life. That was when I was like 10 years old. Now I'm almost 20 and I have zero friends and zero future. I sit on my ass all day doing nothing at all, even before this quarantine that's what I would do. I have a job just to pay the bills but that's it. I have no life outside of that and no hobbies besides watching Netflix. Never had a girlfriend. No one gives a fuck about me and they just want me dead. I get banned from every community I join, people literally hate my guts. Even my family despises me. I don't know how much longer I can stand this torture. I got banned from Reddit and now they are banning every account I make. Not a single person on this goddamn planet cares about me and I just want to fucking kill myself. I can't take this anymore.",2.64431623931624,4.479717961538462,4.17724358974359,85.6955341880342,76.11538461538461,6.737606837606838,24.055555555555557,7.594959193182576,1.170550427350427,808,26,161,11,18,269,124,208,0.275,0.628,0.09699999999999999,-0.9941,3,2,0,0,0,4,17.0,0,0,2,0,12,13,8,0,8,0,18,7,2,2,5,30,32,13,4,3,7,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,1,11,8,0,3,1,1,3,0,7,8,0,4,6,1,33,5,15,23,5,22,0,0,1,3,7,7,3,2,15,118,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921752664840852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797558730436387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098057506391106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156753390480105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322180344838923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046284438379072,0.0,0.2174479170260178,0.12330573707920475,0.0,0.0,0.12164988152544128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993959898075944,0.23859561404990665,0.06741943398314708,0.12378942320009485,0.0,0.0,0.1032071578127782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548057092008991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805487178731886,0.0,0.2855330417340676,0.0,0.07091843980340057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734398200342129,0.1260873951757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613693947426795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486116097061027,0.0,0.09952561058786928,0.0,0.2744765443011491,0.0,0.0,0.12381985778982996,0.0,0.13540850445114744,0.0,0.17488521476046429,0.09814271439500058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946189287840962,0.11267502345527525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782595029530288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504929234329947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115166312093064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702397783779844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522253411490565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407145777133715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916681626936976,0.0,0.0,0.2492976163372108 lonely,SirJuice666,2020/04/11,"why do i even try talking... People dont even like someone that is socially mute but i feel thats how i should be because I can't even keep conversations without my stupid anxiety getting in the way. it doesnt help that i also hate my voice because of my slight speech thing which causes me to say Rs like Ws its not really noticable at first but i had people make fun of it before. So its probably best if i just stop talking to people.",4.177333333333333,4.831471177777779,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,70.55555555555556,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0726666666666667,346,12,71,6,6,117,66,90,0.14800000000000002,0.693,0.159,0.4818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,13,13,6,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,4,11,4,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158699020085452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544292721920878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585633126643144,0.0,0.1506566896550046,0.0,0.18580327387964016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818793379753824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075015293219455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508199847625864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952190671749168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150598819488501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250142805086632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480042907575236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186730247359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573703629812421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729955804121707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818239101936905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157283931747694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682329719404847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908900733156076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342289914132878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079743449055848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048039420460574,0.15001406968691372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802190462986145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846125069836521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762429340440855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202054717535222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053421691025536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976027751472086,0.0,0.0,0.17067008587157634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chefcito20,2020/04/11,alone I feel sooo lonely nobody talk to me ......,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.55555555555556,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-1.913533333333333,34,0,7,0,1,11,9,9,0.391,0.609,0.0,-0.5423,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370881433260549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35984791190960297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720232069264742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,felonydubs,2020/04/11,“You can tell me anything I’m always here to listen” And then you don’t answer.,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,87.8235294117647,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.1914470588235293,62,1,13,0,2,21,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696641724723503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633893548453478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983938213654411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_introvert101,2020/04/11,"I need and want help Hello my name is Anesa, and I'm not doing well. I'm not close to anyone I once cared about anymore and it really sucks. My mental health is getting bad again.. I just want someone to talk to before things get worse.",0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897961,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,88.18367346938776,4.082993197278912,14.289115646258502,5.46131890053228,-0.9232068027210888,184,3,39,1,6,60,36,49,0.203,0.6509999999999999,0.146,-0.6258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581549997655486,0.18201299051241127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734581070989706,0.0,0.0,0.2215024297023006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654007486878676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719997513700689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766945997334878,0.0,0.0,0.1744785669944848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623286399879541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301464298161009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772188915532641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667595896419509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205576201181176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922523243045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293667370997698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707210442553856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340476193848143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265275485089681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArmchairOfHeresy,2020/04/11,"I'm lonely under quarantine My friend group always say that I'm the softie of the group and, I admit that they're right. I'm a very affectionate person, and usually, I meet with a friend at least once a week, and, while we'd hang out, they would give me hugs often because they know how I am. But, right now, I've been about 1 month under quarantine w/o any physical affection and I'm starting to crack. I feel more lonely and sad lately. I'm touch starved and I feel like I can't keep going like this. I feel pathetic because of all this.",3.498851351351352,4.526750810810813,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,72.42342342342343,8.072522522522524,23.78490990990991,8.472884824447931,1.2991342342342351,424,11,90,7,8,140,72,111,0.134,0.669,0.19699999999999998,0.7453,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,19,9,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,5,12,6,9,16,3,15,0,3,0,1,12,6,0,1,9,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728402244435612,0.0,0.0,0.14488895165674634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976031276172323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231904992296763,0.1522109948181532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292211761759704,0.0,0.0,0.20438775896850053,0.12108761459190807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937862265886912,0.0,0.0,0.1170928873101692,0.0,0.2403423627890175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081819227196774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006345171608245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690327059692195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603685953461407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639062753415474,0.0,0.1694348523610037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080584466062033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346568584800752,0.1757978393390914,0.0,0.0,0.17090487775621468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135259424740904,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,P30NY,2020/04/11,"I know no one will see this but I need to rant I'm 13f I haven't had any friends in 4 years I barely get out I'm feeling very helpless it's really hard for me to make friends I've tried I really I always get forgotten I think it's my fault im depressed alot I think it's a burden on people I'm really scared of wasting my childhood I've already wasted so much time (I recently got away from my sexually abusive father) I don't know how to live anymore and it's kind of terrifying I really don't know what to do anymore.",-1.2084077079107516,0.8481145689655207,2.2280730223123726,91.24187626774851,97.27586206896551,5.488032454361054,19.754563894523326,7.048011613610866,0.6558941176470587,414,15,93,8,17,149,72,116,0.423,0.564,0.013000000000000001,-0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,21,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,3,15,3,12,18,2,8,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,48,21,0,0.0,0.1989859626197172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533017997094486,0.0,0.1397427107425155,0.0,0.0,0.1142075556611988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331102803268334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778874591159076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446497648370989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491744081216203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595059552369379,0.0,0.17548742714648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432001366395752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504446739039172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140814335108899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488764314139513,0.2768925917144068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148297468663776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121038029953642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345803050661736,0.12452821345544228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380307787790522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643109769217674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303564424726756,0.0,0.1658242599368951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814106041675025,0.0,0.1338294796345512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522323532090945,0.0,0.0,0.0979293911720073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402282868192402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857123881331446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081503128996488 lonely,Elshaddie,2020/04/11,"An unorthodox lonely life I’m a half Puerto Rican Taino half black Jew. My mother started converting when I was young but gave up. I couldn’t give up judaism but I was never accepted and know I still am not accepted by any Jew. I’m a bastard as well and my father left me but in a couple months after doing so had another kid and wife. He replaced me with four brothers and sisters I don’t and never will know as my mother doesn’t want me to as “you’ll hate them forever.” I’m seemingly hated by almost all black people my age because I dare try and succeed in life. I’m hated by hispanics for the same reason. I’m treated as a child or with indifference by white people. There’s no race or group to fit in with as I’ve lived an unorthodox life. Then there’s the racist, of all races, they hate me. I’ve dealt with Neo sons of the republic in Puerto Rico. I’ve dealt with black Supremacist and sadly one friend of mine became a white supremacist. I’ve always said I don’t care about race but it seems like everyone else does. As for religion again I’m half heartedly accepted by other Jews but I don’t think they’d ever invite me over for a sader. I’ve been dealt a hand to where I don’t fit in with anyone. My mother is Puerto Rican but works all the time as a nurse. She never exposed me to Puerto Rican culture all that much. My first language was Spanish but she put me in a program to learn English which made me forget Spanish which is a side effect in intensive immersion learning. As for having a girlfriend, that’s never gonna happen as I’m not just such a negative person I’m a coward. Not only that it’s a terrible idea, I get angry a lot and I wouldn’t want to be the boyfriend that’s nice once you get to know him. I was stuck up before and was humiliated by everyone, I can never let that happen again either way it’s not happening. Every single year it only ever gets worse. I lost my best friend since middle school to Nazism. He punched me at school in the hallway and he isn’t allowed near me. Everyone else sees me as a burden as they can’t hang out with him and me, most of them chose him. Every single social interaction at school is, “hey can you tell me the answer to this.” Everyone sees me as a means to an end, a commodity, a walking answer sheet. I don’t even look that bad, I’m decent looking I’m not perfect but I’m not ugly just slightly a catch of the eye. The only interaction that was ever romantic was a girl who touched my hair and wanted me physically never even wanting to talk. It made me very frustrated, she didn’t like me she liked an idea of me. She actually hated my personality, I’m wise enough to know that’s not the seeds of a good relationship. My step brother spread rumors around the school like that I’m gay and all this other stuff. I told my parents but they never believed me. I got a recording of kids talking about it. I showed my step father and he just deleted it. This made me spiral to a darker place. I’ve had mental health issues usually ranging from horrible dreams which I still experience to depression. I’ve been hospitalized as well, they did awful things and my parents don’t believe me. They put me on tons of drugs some of which were hallucinogens (they made me see things like the wall moving and carpet flowing like grass in the wind.) I got out of the hospital feeling the same. I just had to pretend my way out of it all. My step father broke down and said he was a failure and if he payed attention none of this would happen. The whole incident of me going to the hospital was one reason. I had a plan to off myself. I wanted to hang myself but I couldn’t as I was scared. As for life after it was worse. I was still picked on by people but they never came close to me. I learned if you don’t want people to mess with you then you have to be someone who can’t be messed with. I speak far less now, I used to be known as a chatter box. All conversations I have are blunt and to the point, I’m a good drone. One person tried to mess with me in the school bathroom. I looked around and realized no one but me and him. I started going ham on the metal trash can. I just acted like a lunatic. After I kicked it in I looked at him dead in the eyes. He left, I realized if I was angry enough I wouldn’t be scared, if I wasn’t scared he would be. As for people that I hate I make it very clear to them that I do in fact hate them. I told my friend who became a Neo Nazi how much I hated him. After he had threatened to kill me I simply pinned him to the wall. Because of all these incidents no one wants to be around me. I guess I had to admit at some point I was affected by this. I don’t see people as others do, I see people as types. Everyone usually fits into a certain mold. I will say I love my job as a lifeguard. Everyone there is nice it’s the only time I felt actual human connection. One person even told me, “your a good guard, you do your job, your not distracted, you clean, you go above and beyond and help people. Your a good guard.” There was a kid I thought was being picked on but turns out he just has some different wiring. I try to be a good person, I really do, her mother who works at the pool was moved to tears that I cared and I got an award. Now for another guard she was prying into my story. She’s around my age and she’s naive, I could tell it, she was the princes type so I told her just a fraction of my how my day was like. I told her how I was beaten by a group of people as she wanted to know, “did your trip on your shoe laces?”. Again I don’t know why I do this but It was a major turn off. I just like seeing the light in peoples eyes fade when they for the first time truly grasp how cruel everything and everyone is. She was into some dude who I knew i said I had a bad feeling about him. She didn’t respond later it turns out he’s a player and was using her. I felt bad but again some part of me knows misery loves company. If that had happened to me, a girl did that to me everyone would laugh at me. Now there’s the whole Coronavirus thing and I noticed my life’s not all that affected. I feel the same I’ve always felt, lonely and angry, upset. Some days I wanna tear my room apart and just snap things. I can’t help but remember all the times people have hit me and yelled and cursed and laughed at me. Whenever I go to sleep I can’t help but think about it. Now due to society being closed I just play the guitar or do nothing. I’ll go to sleep but always wake up scared. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lonely, angry, and upset at everything. I can’t go to sleep but I’ll try. Next year I don’t know what to do. I’m getting to that age where I’ll leave the house. I’m confident I can make it on my own. I just don’t feel happy, I don’t think I’ve felt happy in a long time. Some days I’m tired of pretending I’m fine when I’m not. I don’t even know what I want, what I could do to make my life better. I’ve read that if your happiness is going to be based on others actions you’ll be disappointed. All I want is to be accepted, I’ve already been disappointed. And I know people have it far worse. What about the Abuyudaya in Uganda who are treated like trash by fellow Jews everywhere, I read their story and connected, the only difference is that they’re always positive despite being hated by everyone, me not so much and I don’t live in poverty.",1.7376725378528732,3.4526447039431183,3.596286195556272,89.39123205261896,78.36651583710406,6.585308036746423,20.794233246358626,7.494556305946045,0.5933277962055121,5755,147,1255,80,137,1938,493,1547,0.168,0.6990000000000001,0.134,-0.9971,7,6,1,0,1,2,140.0,0,17,14,13,59,84,14,7,82,1,124,23,11,21,26,243,254,98,2,26,51,14,11,10,5,10,9,7,3,12,67,62,0,3,48,9,1,23,53,38,2,12,67,37,209,46,178,156,40,157,4,9,18,3,136,74,1,22,68,847,276,21,0.0,0.0,0.06369377588397883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032679069685394566,0.0,0.0360133481095706,0.0,0.10861917661838408,0.0,0.0,0.022192804536286144,0.0684409326846399,0.0,0.0,0.032364983636684636,0.02281903300322744,0.0,0.0,0.11620767619020247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174616350854651,0.03978778078995824,0.0,0.027769837962896414,0.0735365592577264,0.03424824228136672,0.028862856446607674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037325553251711684,0.06654677148416785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211251491218625,0.03610982036324945,0.0,0.06314029957330754,0.0,0.028108332576284444,0.0,0.0,0.06819290595753591,0.0,0.0,0.028558960993930824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037846043701220286,0.0,0.05452442826597298,0.0,0.028904774204169363,0.06744100962117502,0.0,0.0862199937558869,0.08856022049406609,0.054992506185109286,0.28065582055489,0.05866016454570476,0.031923127369294244,0.0,0.0,0.06600460555364901,0.0,0.1253382243742306,0.0,0.0,0.055518342055383633,0.0,0.0,0.07564076965704933,0.0,0.0682014100851777,0.03130630412140396,0.12982988779840268,0.13686274169028806,0.07830316806880701,0.0,0.0359509462134563,0.0,0.1442943687178474,0.10422115501692808,0.0,0.289981257530269,0.0,0.034689299842599566,0.0,0.03867243249333828,0.06562331898499557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037656213948974115,0.0,0.07368150494347701,0.0,0.03406228532163943,0.06477006931232111,0.0,0.036105605835109016,0.0,0.19728774927589626,0.0,0.0,0.034555574492320475,0.07091567989059798,0.033371326316650664,0.1383056798165367,0.15943730236421047,0.0,0.057634308277194665,0.028880798945568543,0.10962015677055692,0.0,0.03562477371837077,0.027744966733971917,0.05890841920897773,0.12351946668264885,0.06535201037917912,0.0,0.0,0.035548898764591635,0.0,0.0,0.032888234387691735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02604881117259033,0.06937132242545804,0.07197106855862075,0.0,0.20135995159430525,0.0,0.03470751356597805,0.0,0.0,0.03131400101906636,0.037154971998824525,0.0,0.03475503049350045,0.132685238643812,0.12410129980101665,0.0,0.0,0.07247423668371293,0.0353403423056001,0.0,0.2714985968907052,0.14247738053821346,0.034096452978767955,0.0,0.061700928610738726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561403897669563,0.0,0.0,0.06528732595727366,0.0,0.020906708740576752,0.06710808427219274,0.0,0.03503759581819255,0.03696890234300417,0.0,0.09312959425803936,0.025952527898680338,0.13069263821467375,0.16514095899303474,0.15603441289996206,0.05941904989225748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02699586988045088,0.0,0.09797520004435377,0.03326710094333394,0.027651386851123883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619820345462269,0.0,0.07818665584736041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03735907428652476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052461282796327516,0.05704856239085086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672452782071617,0.06273324692256077,0.0,0.025908410888563483,0.09514816353679464,0.03750893806578839,0.0,0.15591990030827224,0.0,0.08862763360838118,0.10649197612974934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637203255819233,0.07188531263149335,0.053854307616176766,0.192488691755742,0.05180802048388417,0.0,0.0,0.05868526566190022,0.0,0.02944785943226642,0.07287124789188021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751709206524759,0.0,0.09977304420141092,0.06954854393901971,0.0,0.0,0.04203152306035264 lonely,dead-frm-the-neck-up,2020/04/11,I don’t have any solid friends There are people I might talk to from time to time. But who actually gives a fuck about me? Trying to move on from being bitter to just content. People come and go and during this pandemic I can see who actually cares,2.127400000000001,4.40708094,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,79.6,6.4,20.0,7.554174236665415,0.7044000000000006,197,5,39,3,5,66,39,50,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.14300000000000002,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.4875081842226353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698623404271141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546724172171869,0.0,0.0,0.21516762827364935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929832429042002,0.23092217344240806,0.0,0.23961649729712745,0.14195855084965814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649823727019914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548188550134844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463388851637999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904627585503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076769168634628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913032414497421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958759365700785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ciggerets,2020/04/11,"Yo, I really miss you already. It’s been a long 6 days since we last talked and it’ll be a lot longer moving forward. You weren’t just a beautiful face, I genuinely loved talking with you all day and night. I wish you could tell me why we stopped talking but I’ll probably never know. It really hurts. Every single day not getting your texts makes me feel empty inside. I miss ya.",1.6719805194805204,3.957341571428575,3.18193181818182,89.39289772727275,81.33766233766234,6.447402597402598,21.313311688311693,7.645422480735847,0.9162480519480524,299,9,61,5,8,98,58,77,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.6458,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,2,17,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,14,1,1,8,3,10,0,3,0,1,13,1,0,1,9,34,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115022643148808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302541254337435,0.0,0.0,0.37081574000406575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614823418127255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690937015446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013476543888343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051766618052156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533166648625733,0.15622898900579515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961362086151788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294300851235324,0.17298119591660432,0.0,0.12793495466062793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037049113964898,0.0,0.0,0.14782048858299746,0.0,0.0,0.17986051199659672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206642568864542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556540672365804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585436485797857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602368634976888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621486483231703,0.16751983299168974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294390208322485,0.0,0.22040025863839244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JunoAugustus,2020/04/11,"Lucid Dreaming Anyone else had a dream of something beautiful? Like everyone loves you, enjoys being with you, and keeps you in their hearts. But suddenly you woke up, trying to remember every detail of your dream, realizing the fact that you'll never gonna have that dream again. And here I am, trying to find a way to lucid dreaming just to control my dreams and bring it back again, with zero success. Maybe, there's really no escape in our own world, our own reality. Happiness is an illusion.",6.458949275362323,7.514603228260871,6.935652173913045,72.64775362318842,65.6304347826087,10.046376811594204,29.46376811594203,10.125756701596842,3.068515942028985,395,13,66,9,6,129,70,92,0.023,0.6859999999999999,0.29100000000000004,0.9796,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,6,1,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,2,14,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,11,5,11,6,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816236958488154,0.2464194659770909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492875051423813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697398810945929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090590727858826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026306318105434,0.22980693263881186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981156809048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560154701565877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28499226434228564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137664049838653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749557731913872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217059578319558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416133939008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854875193155984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540697049493329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724382850961469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514774438931825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265658294148162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908967721559417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,killerpugsley,2020/04/11,I just want someone to love with everything g I have I’m 12 m I was abused for about 8 years by my parent my mom has found a new guy but I don’t want to get off topic I had a imaginary girlfriend when I was around 6 and intill I was 11 them I turn gay and had a boyfriend but I know judge me all you want but I stoped it from some help from a cousin I just want someone that I can love and they can accept me and love me back so I can feel a warm loving feeling every night I just cry and I don’t want that anymore,-1.9188970588235288,-0.0641311512605025,0.598019957983194,104.0220719537815,95.80672268907564,3.6472689075630247,14.160189075630253,5.148860815047168,-1.3470802521008405,399,8,106,2,16,134,72,119,0.052000000000000005,0.635,0.313,0.9829,1,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,12,5,0,0,1,25,28,10,0,5,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,23,6,10,22,2,7,0,0,0,5,13,2,0,1,5,69,26,0,0.0,0.18427127319766146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542386574985797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844990752822875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958885233415315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083652007572736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310362214560116,0.0,0.1397755229809549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727586739421218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052474620952396,0.0,0.0,0.08125520816828588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399385047659492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042448914797145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547227778025877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614682581737901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214858499254488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020667164387924,0.0,0.14594934416117314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269171359413168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635510546686692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916615414780087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586623267501341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001527725492382 lonely,profadventure,2020/04/11,"Hello? Is anyone out there? Im so lonely. I have all these ""people"" in my life but yet I am so heartbreakingly lonely. Everyone is so consumed with everything going on, not one person asks me If I am okay. Nobody messages me to say ""Hey I missed you. What are you doing?"" It is always for things that they need or want. Sometimes they need encouragement or a friend, or validation. Where is mine? Where is the people that actually truly care. My depression has me spiraling. I have turned off my phone not to remind myself how lonely I am. Does that make any sense? This probably sounds stupid. I just wanted someone, anyone to know that I am not okay right now. And I am feel so alone.",1.026411483253586,3.6380021515151526,2.76341307814992,87.62433014354069,91.87878787878788,5.5062200956937835,16.79585326953748,7.0608816371341465,0.35644848484848524,532,13,102,9,19,175,89,132,0.203,0.659,0.139,-0.9232,0,7,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,0,11,12,1,0,2,2,15,1,0,2,1,21,27,11,0,5,9,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,3,21,5,9,27,1,10,0,6,0,0,13,7,0,4,2,78,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.18976111924961828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139789198622865,0.0,0.0,0.16180306663418495,0.0,0.0,0.13223682752816546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719364762280079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179021945150503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982609707781612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748476835890946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016985812510654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581115272350449,0.17476461907103935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832285534700497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502363133792972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051389235337568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004597485376966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686799626166517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735010596311067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980096786175982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837349315046257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176849722761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696227739977137,0.16979158056469262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965658299726994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606446115629905,0.0,0.1546393088825898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647620366307499,0.0,0.1923220716285748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918800335868647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115124154704928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293905116066585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,randomgoy028,2020/04/11,"What is considered “Lonely” Does not having friends but having a family equal lonely? or does having no one in your life including family equal lonely? What does Lonely exactly mean in this subreddit",6.678431372549023,9.604314294117652,7.224117647058829,63.455196078431406,67.82352941176471,11.5921568627451,26.03921568627451,11.20814326018867,4.322286274509803,162,5,21,6,3,53,23,34,0.37799999999999995,0.622,0.0,-0.9375,0,8,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7229059983161972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191682400538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274181241302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944943257755641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999468614646011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865905005826988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VampiresOnMyThroat,2020/04/11,"My only real friend is in a mental hospital He almost committed suicide just the other day and i had to call the police I feel so lonely without him theres nobody i really talk to other than him and all the people around me have lost my respect and i dont feel comfortable talking to them I wish i got along with people that didnt always talk or even joke about suicide They think its okay to joke bc theyre suicidal but it really gives me a lot of anxiety But now that theres nobody talking it feels emptier before Quarentine is really getting in my head too I cry all the time And i impulsively lie when ppl ask if im okay bc i dont want them to worry and its become a habit Terrible habit And im making myself feel more alone doing that but idk what i should do to fix any of this Virtual hugs make me feel lonely too Like thanks for the love but it reminds me that im still alone and i cant be with anyone",0.6051733833177161,2.8479159278350537,3.0552764761012163,88.86392689784442,85.59793814432992,6.207685098406747,18.096532333645733,7.520522993642371,0.5373896907216493,726,18,152,13,22,250,115,194,0.19899999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.146,-0.8863,1,6,0,0,0,2,0.0,0,0,3,1,12,15,0,0,8,2,12,3,1,2,3,36,29,15,3,4,8,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,5,24,11,18,23,4,8,0,3,0,2,15,3,0,4,6,102,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172396473203848,0.2311113834501483,0.0,0.0,0.09283744285382096,0.0,0.0,0.07587327715223235,0.0,0.08535282716765892,0.0,0.0,0.0780142416236297,0.0,0.0,0.09932337763327588,0.1043054341353688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322330595116235,0.09494016895369896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392822404132348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255739638956813,0.07195517569921689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615247991587875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736927308084029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820726038876432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620080847696658,0.0,0.05829214240481587,0.10703072184192068,0.0,0.0,0.08923489838141688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450580180577005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36155305816142186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054508796357417885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179480630309905,0.09485513861685173,0.1006987379610972,0.0,0.1489513170165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112439061888953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848560829647223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470095464688174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269941843491307,0.2144290286549198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891021201491001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661273476151695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35871171152427034,0.0,0.10272117242118936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149129533752635,0.0,0.0,0.06505895161424467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580848235911184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283031243574328,0.10755212281044248,0.0,0.0,0.11330751535933405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MinervaMinkMink,2020/04/11,"I don’t “know” anyone. Im a 25 year old woman and have never gone beyond surface level conversation with anyone. I don’t know anyone beyond work and how they like the weather on any given morning. I don’t know anyone’s favorite colors, anyone’s fears or desires, or anyone’s morning voice. In don’t know anyone’s quirks or favorite things. And no one knows mine. I don’t have any friends or family. The only touch I’ve had in years was from the neighbor that I fucked but I don’t know him either. He didn’t even know it was my first time. There are times when I don’t even feel like a real person. It’s like im just a ghost that phases through walls. I don’t know anyone’s phone numbers. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. Why aren’t I likable? Alot of times I think it’s because I’m not worth liking. Like I’m not very funny or very pretty. I don’t have a nice smile or meaningful skills. My voice is kind of nasally. I can be selfish at times and I complain too much. I’m also lazy and kind of dumb. I am not offensive but I do not have any positive qualities. I have the charm of a sugar free gram cracker. I do try to better myself by working out, make up, etc but I still have such a displeasing personality that it never works. So I don’t fault people for never wanting to hang out or go on a second date But still, I wonder what it’s like to give someone a bear hug from behind or know the sound of their footsteps. I want be close enough to someone that we remember each others birthdays. And I just wish I had people I could talk to about anything.",0.9641229946524064,3.04880011818182,2.7843850267379717,92.3871657754011,82.66666666666667,4.973262032085562,19.402852049910873,6.068283710208149,-0.08275222816399319,1229,32,264,9,34,408,169,330,0.139,0.687,0.174,0.9058,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,6,17,22,3,1,14,0,32,4,1,2,3,61,58,22,1,6,20,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,1,3,13,13,1,0,15,0,2,3,20,8,0,3,9,8,35,15,29,46,6,32,0,0,1,2,15,14,2,10,21,171,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760559461885221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246771316392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728915845667068,0.0,0.06956817448496164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051534027267651314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476763979343047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749729970233181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735111031004593,0.09428303463224123,0.11167407231604147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969559416786204,0.09512957832897943,0.04274532375088878,0.06039448808787307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190860350922164,0.0,0.0,0.06531441577722308,0.0781546968608288,0.0,0.08109725640435801,0.048045310431068695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826326781501251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606816349176094,0.4181424933625589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780812976405106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056430261050170426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214569625721275,0.0,0.19560444871606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870917983885511,0.0,0.05728563368388698,0.06429551627077087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721702674795298,0.14763192252296575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600628416978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622358658138104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576590518867767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143258789073638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502548351632826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794903169880329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616377808403602,0.054169006887854684,0.0,0.0,0.19718086133256865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739625076292825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950661746246382,0.0997262706560252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628305780449,0.0,0.19443074277052344,0.0,0.09167865027527952,0.18463561446895194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924298339447943,0.0,0.10888034529635304 lonely,aprilthreads,2020/04/11,hi i’m lonely i’m 17 years old (f) and i’ve never even had a boyfriend before . it’s so sad watching all my friends have guys fall in love with them because they are beautiful and i’m over here with no one. it sucks so bad . i grew up on romcoms and i always wished when i was a teenager i would have a loving bf who would see me as me but that’s just not the case. all i want is love. i have enough love in my heart to give to a whole army as cheesy as that is. i try ranting to my friends about all this and they always say stuff like “same” but they don’t understand i have absolutely no one. and love is the one thing you can’t buy or fake so i don’t know what to do. and i get im only 17 but i would just like someone to care about me . i’m sorry to burden 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lonely,TheTahitiGunslinger,2020/04/11,I hate the feeling of loneliness... I can’t begin to tell you how much I hate loneliness. Don’t get me wrong sometimes it can be a good feeling especially when you need to think but coming from someone who’s been alone and isolated for three years; I can’t stand it! All of my friends barely have anything to do with me and who could blame them they have lives I don’t. I’m just a nobody who’s stuck in life right now and I don’t really know how to get back. I don’t mean to sit here and complain about my life problems I just don’t have anyone to tell them to so I figured I would post a little rant post anyways take care everyone.,2.1508080808080803,3.5656065185185213,3.443771043771044,92.23151515151515,76.4074074074074,6.686868686868688,23.38383838383839,7.348242739294969,0.7167777777777782,500,15,114,6,11,163,82,135,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9388,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,0,11,8,2,0,4,0,16,2,0,2,1,22,32,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,2,19,3,14,27,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,5,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920532748582058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209855396130772,0.0,0.1423876999235966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304822432133895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641407189299946,0.0,0.0,0.14904871857772614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814916557493145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533613210117584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497680157452514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368137806149574,0.0,0.18080048353409509,0.0,0.0,0.14512808368332467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341659612881699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950919301038896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444302716039796,0.0,0.1734199978807229,0.15278732201659498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847874487391594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719584516520274,0.12829842896715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142691769850074,0.0,0.0,0.1655648918481264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084647794472123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776538051999985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466064735854498,0.0,0.1711295956926246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009588683183154,0.0,0.30246904432940663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086966641009656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291447109927947,0.1891794855500223,0.0,0.1114246711834158 lonely,justice5150,2020/04/11,"No friends, for years. **I haven't had friends for many years**. I'm only 23. I've been **lonely & isolated** for over **8 years**. When I was young, *I had so many friends*. I was a **leader**, I brought **people together** & arranged hanging out, I didn't have to **think** about anything **social anxiety** wise. **This changed** when I got into high school, I don't really know why it happened then. I started **withdrawing**, **isolating**, **missing school**, not keeping up with **friends**. I felt like ***I wasn't caught up*** to everyone **maturity-wise**, & I was always **very poor** so that didn't help when I saw everyone getting cars. ***Severe Social Anxiety*** is tough to explain. I have a post where I explain it better here - [https://www.reddit.com/r/Needafriend/comments/fri8fb/what\_life\_with\_severesocial\_anxiety\_is\_like/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Needafriend/comments/fri8fb/what_life_with_severesocial_anxiety_is_like/) TL;DR - I feel like **everyone hates me**. I feel like **I'm being judged** by everyone, ***CONSTANTLY***, even ppl who **I don't even see**(like walking passed someones house). I always think **I'm wrong**, even if **I'm factually correct**. I always **feel like something bad is going to happen** to me, e.x. being ***embarrassed***, someone ***irrationally arguing with me***, being ***made fun of***, anything that would **make people look at me**. I always think **I have no future** because going out in public is ***so, so hard***. The last time I had a friend, was **well over a year ago**. It's **so hard** to **meet new people**, that ***I can't make new friends.*** I've been live streaming video games & a podcast for 7 years, **I met thousands** of people there. I decided to use this to ***help fight my social anxiety***. It has helped **only a little**, after **7 years**, **100+ hours a week**, ***I still have a very hard time meeting new friends. I literally don't have any.*** It's **not as easy** as ""*Facing your fears is the answer*"" because I've done this for **7+ years**, even **outside**. *Every time I make a post like this*, I get **really really kind** & **caring responses**, & even people messaging me on Reddit. But, *95%* of them ***never respond*** after first message & the ones that do, ***end up not responding*** after a few days. The people I meet from streaming, they usually **come once**, then **never again**. Some people come & **keep coming**, even **every stream** for sometimes **up to months**, then one day **they never come back** & **I never hear from them** **again** or **once every month** or so. I'm just having a hard time ***being lonely.*** **I need people**. I **need friendship**. I need to **live life**. We are ***social animals***... & **I don't have anyone**. **Not even my brothers**, they are **too focused on themselves** while I take care of my very sick & disabled mother by myself. **It's hard being alone.**",-0.0432394517027177,-11.285958488612833,0.9533634968230196,90.69954192546587,261.2153209109731,2.874012993503249,15.052527307774685,4.749545128288244,-0.2335590490469053,2122,66,367,28,348,655,226,483,0.068,0.846,0.086,0.8808,0,5,1,0,1,0,428.0,1,1,5,2,27,30,3,2,15,0,40,3,1,5,6,49,88,19,0,5,9,2,9,5,7,1,2,1,0,0,15,10,0,2,12,2,1,12,19,11,1,4,20,12,53,19,45,62,2,77,0,3,2,0,39,16,0,4,52,218,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068715948891838,0.0,0.0,0.047538065322020186,0.0,0.0,0.15276832691943024,0.5470532777062754,0.0,0.03121325095816045,0.0,0.10533903296521502,0.0,0.0,0.032094015093392804,0.0,0.07554279635526706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035293901512314436,0.038324186146117295,0.05595984882553599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059439987245912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359524955011772,0.0,0.04855561138454753,0.1581535062448851,0.0,0.049601080414259736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920279289721188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046971150044256255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040653355444488636,0.0,0.0,0.21221342359178905,0.0,0.11601698831489285,0.1754358524533876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051649726446551913,0.06962453689117667,0.09837188948207272,0.04407074200160747,0.0,0.0,0.03904211251269093,0.0,0.0,0.24823301406536166,0.0,0.04796121475337674,0.0,0.052171515618889566,0.0,0.036710043139650525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117759673457138,0.0,0.20558479404865534,0.04531627832423525,0.0,0.0,0.051732100544870235,0.0,0.09229645225041293,0.0484953682156702,0.0,0.0,0.045201786364532606,0.05296188925566972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159521354210611,0.0,0.04779729207275353,0.025225178560795637,0.03741423899865794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03242019191396115,0.11212094718919677,0.046003382282542415,0.08106024297716395,0.0,0.03854404090476517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343124035405088,0.0919148680488033,0.0930698282585762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327312588748269,0.0,0.0,0.10210174857835567,0.14160217316742674,0.1329901417737149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776299224178067,0.06220541205087635,0.0698173141405276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254567610737138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791811428861547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821323310830084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290553950660753,0.03657597878922525,0.0,0.0,0.05185339846362416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715514187437715,0.07778103715680648,0.03533569678880544,0.04539580386755287,0.0,0.03248792003479259,0.0,0.03665541995158434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451073052963281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882316868250044,0.0,0.0,0.107057528554399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039642452498139774,0.05055184214559184,0.11361574532321354,0.0,0.0,0.03681783033406383,0.0,0.04126918528156747,0.0,0.041417182093281366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032605705634512684,0.05018392515353493,0.0,0.20690452455073732 lonely,Ikester520,2020/04/11,"why do i feel lonely? i don’t know what it is but despite my family and despite having a good amount of friends and decent grades non of this makes me happy. i sit in my room all day and cry myself to bed most nights feeling lonely and depressed as hell, i’m not diagnosed with anything either. i just feel trapped inside of my mind with these depressing and lonely thoughts and feelings with no way to escape no matter what happens. i’ve been feeling sick for like two weeks with headaches and nausea (not it’s not corona) and i think it’s just because of the overwhelming amount of stress i’ve been having. i don’t know what to do at this point so i’m coming here in hopes that someone can help point me in the right direction.",6.405255102040815,5.868413972789117,6.185773809523809,83.44151785714288,65.73469387755102,8.710544217687076,30.619897959183675,7.645422480735847,1.8409734693877555,582,18,117,5,8,182,90,147,0.26,0.593,0.147,-0.9747,0,7,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,13,1,2,3,0,10,2,0,1,1,35,25,11,0,1,7,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,5,12,5,18,22,5,14,1,6,0,0,2,8,1,2,4,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206838820181195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524002168615317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871446917988929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896374381276106,0.1113388141524118,0.0,0.2973899494928714,0.17522643228237506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275006055623004,0.0,0.4364610178010444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333815907131345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480262651037298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266538813231434,0.1837789793142662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115717260860505,0.0,0.0,0.17147093019794316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975736314454145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434340807781897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152388472539006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431764977542805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201137620258907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326402073004723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743400907359458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627770104729898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775906300169246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062103549538913,0.0,0.137057240671957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686446432367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370339609545828,0.1384817630538648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578116214235635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lunarpope,2020/04/11,"What’s the point exactly? I [F21] think I’m tired of trying to have genuine friends, or holding out hope that I’ll experience being in love one day. And I’m tired of being told I’m too young to give up. It just feels like nothing could be more damaging to me at this point, than continuing to reach out and being told to “hang in there” or being told I’m beautiful and “i can’t believe you’ve never dated anyone” by shallow men who run the second they realize I have a personality, opinions, and feelings. Being a lonely empath fucking sucks. Will I always care about everyone more than they’ll ever care about me? I think maybe I’ve caused my own loneliness by caring too much... because it hurts so much worse when I would set myself on fire to please anyone and everyone else, and yet my parents are probably the only people who will care when I give up. What do you do when everything feels so shallow? When you really only have yourself but don’t like you either?",4.805473217881595,5.7663751937172805,5.832146596858639,79.41759565042291,69.31413612565444,8.599436165928314,27.781312927909788,8.841846274778883,2.113752799033428,766,25,145,13,13,254,113,191,0.091,0.774,0.135,0.8140000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,0,14,14,2,0,5,0,19,4,0,1,3,28,41,15,0,3,5,1,4,2,1,4,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,3,4,17,9,22,27,6,24,0,3,0,2,17,10,2,4,13,100,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592434859046446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121653243528086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027519583482034,0.0,0.0,0.1298839995660139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701531279578401,0.11842697427068875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204376615604468,0.0,0.0,0.07434773238560523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963038098153975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427970120190083,0.0,0.2203149069620878,0.1036085569314436,0.11276849238614801,0.0,0.0,0.1748710215494135,0.08235790414119593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906704177692767,0.10657689527698497,0.0,0.22117912678873144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450162216400175,0.0,0.0,0.12341239514400396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264249902420473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404703690524546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581685501571187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949193402194312,0.0,0.08891303907022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061675269619688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811846539274774,0.17535520652256706,0.0,0.0,0.12800767157168186,0.0,0.0,0.0799224313200391,0.1006603094775488,0.0,0.12654566328046934,0.21795861720462065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429412847399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385297806689374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477368553965611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650007530748932,0.0,0.3304723604431317,0.0,0.07826931013173791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174828063805951,0.0818934431342591,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,miki214as,2020/04/11,"Losing your wife, bestfriend, and much more. At times I felt lonely, it happened so quickly. I am a truck driver who only got to see her 2 times every 2 weeks. Until I got a job that was 1 week(work) 2 days home. I spent alot of time going out and do fun things. I am young 25 year guy. And it's tough. Life is tough don't get me wrong. We went thru the ups n downs. After her passing all I can think of was her. God only knows why. I used to tell her she was miracle. And so I really hated myself trying to blame myself and everything. Cry at nights. I grief alot. During those times I watched alot of Medium shows..like Long Island Medium, Monica the Medium, and Seatbelt Medium. I had the chance to talk to a medium. Kinda expensive but it was helpful and healing. After that I started looking into the bible and found God and Jesus. Even tho I'm still alive, I felt a little better knowing that our love ones will be waiting. And I know Jesus loves us. I found out that, that's all I have right now to go thru this emotional pain. I have dreams now and then of her. And I hope you can find Jesus as well. Thank. John 3:16 if it gets taken down due to religion so be it.",0.13932506887052656,2.4228627396694264,2.037818181818185,94.82006060606062,88.95867768595042,4.383691460055096,15.504683195592284,5.8886186174403665,-0.6232368044077137,901,18,194,7,30,297,150,242,0.076,0.731,0.193,0.9856,1,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,2,0,2,10,15,1,0,11,0,17,5,0,1,2,36,46,21,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,14,16,0,1,9,1,2,4,1,8,1,1,14,5,32,7,25,29,7,34,3,3,3,2,19,10,0,6,20,129,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149624374785118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384789617526385,0.0813029512464772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180869552697126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326623403965305,0.0,0.10621710095226568,0.0,0.11330112140106052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420886727133787,0.0,0.1152231886646444,0.0,0.0,0.2764524798065372,0.0,0.0,0.1317298767166524,0.0,0.1432938543349418,0.0,0.20165500319020527,0.0,0.0,0.12482640433577752,0.11148085869995952,0.0,0.0,0.12446531614357678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450022473958352,0.0,0.12645573730201146,0.12521323120064393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510229971470038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078498019111495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904503161391739,0.0,0.12635251020621166,0.0,0.11156555501790123,0.10586474472456613,0.1410370134206248,0.0,0.0,0.2275612422171313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267393911213097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830558032298248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542643574299355,0.19175965896009686,0.1341444494634848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076191273780342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076607483476011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045928155638112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923105311177254,0.0,0.10067747399745257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013280855414392,0.11018833893937746,0.11606579224059665,0.0,0.0,0.08375348357068405,0.08077880767981596,0.0,0.0,0.2940433246025648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855913919839761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516433874815511,0.1088816329440037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224709802786567,0.0,0.11334960378489613,0.11686560991563537,0.11375609060683713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177846428499656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783475476228288,0.0,0.08118317999640166 lonely,crybby78,2020/04/11,25F Princess in Captivity Looking for an interesting person to chat with during this time of social isolation.,11.643333333333338,12.608030000000007,11.096666666666668,47.565,54.55555555555557,13.866666666666667,45.77777777777778,13.023866798666859,6.964044444444445,92,5,11,3,1,30,18,18,0.126,0.748,0.126,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977098037961669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175135026416056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041721804149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456019418369097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ordinarydepressedguy,2020/04/11,"I no longer believe in a change Sometimes I wonder if maybe it's just me who wants loneliness. I am so conditioned and alienated from my condition that when there is a useful opportunity to try, slowly, to get out of it (very rarely, but it happens) I do not take it on purpose and I only realize after making a mistake. And this, damn, always happens. Furthermore, every personal initiative of mine always seems inadequate, embarrassing and in any case I am too afraid to take another step when there is a risk of failing or of making a shitty figure. It’s as if I must necessarily continue to follow this path and my desire to get out of it is only an abstraction of my mind. I don't know how to go on anymore, it's like it's part of me now. I am seriously losing faith in a change in my life in the future.",4.424747474747472,5.27404264197531,6.615364758698092,73.86459595959599,70.1111111111111,9.841526374859713,29.54208754208755,10.018931242160765,2.9775851851851844,636,24,121,16,11,226,99,162,0.198,0.72,0.08199999999999999,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,1,3,8,0,9,1,0,4,1,27,24,14,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,16,3,25,23,1,18,1,2,0,0,2,9,1,5,7,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479783465158515,0.0,0.0,0.11637839419435285,0.1794510880762955,0.0,0.0,0.16972099301849589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281174371178011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620785345065967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441895176448266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788230634511723,0.0,0.09726057081575136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30267011805946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405190693229304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087846535040656,0.08360843801191524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145748427389214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284693074840584,0.0,0.17192918174223698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279864245211216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031338156761313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532368367773489,0.0,0.0,0.1494294128436443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557958481477318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692579463878746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573460487596321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619015595487815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780661488428684,0.0,0.14120517824981912,0.10094048641070856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855897646906512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,saintrancid,2020/04/11,"The concept of making friends is lost on me I truly and genuinely just can’t grasp it. I’ve only ever had luck making friends in school environments, and even then I make maybe one friend who sticks around, and then like 2-4 who I eventually drift away from over the course of a couple of months. Now that I’m not in college or uni I just don’t know how to make friends, and even if I did my own insecurities prevent me from making genuine connections with those around me. Anytime I try to talk to someone I just automatically assume they are annoyed by me. It sounds stupid to say it out loud, but these past months after I moved in with my dad after an argument with my mum, the only way I’ve been able to meet people online is through tinder. I have over 700+ matches, but the only people who talk to me are the ones who added my Snapchat and know that I’m so desperate for approval and company that I’ll send them n*des. It feels like I’m being taken advantage of, but it also feels like the only way I can feel wanted by someone is if they’re viewing me from a s*xual perspective. And even then, I’m too insecure to take it to real life meetings and I eventually ghost their messages when I get depressed. Idk, I just feel like I’m doomed to be stuck in self isolation even without the current pandemic.",7.278391608391608,5.905296,7.616363636363637,76.62723776223778,64.37878787878788,10.547319347319348,33.94405594405595,9.466822959209583,2.860673426573426,1040,36,210,16,13,342,149,264,0.14,0.747,0.113,-0.8895,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,17,17,2,2,10,0,14,1,0,6,1,45,36,21,1,3,12,2,4,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,15,14,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,6,8,26,10,37,28,1,28,1,3,1,0,21,11,0,5,16,138,41,2,0.10862307810835564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686583631881477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339513789266566,0.0,0.0,0.10205495753587764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201893698829302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355689800777116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869780745676825,0.09825579293759126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196923681996004,0.23280104611357955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356876827812804,0.0,0.056751075059399636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193928059788921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672369243399167,0.212270996800542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857492123640273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36253374054676096,0.0,0.10912648189386433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734038092429508,0.11544914162390885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721161782715764,0.3304509825790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369301901190638,0.15061113087860434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363684350550362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638143152288072,0.0,0.10993235415502667,0.0,0.0,0.11331756028009388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407196317199595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167103642861821,0.1746142312288537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374793982946291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406870579521858,0.17243988682860464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470877107287316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skrtandyandyskrt,2020/04/11,"The Inner Circle discord server! The Inner Circle is a smaller community with movie nights, game nights and competitions! We have monthly competitions with different rewards, such as roles, emojis, and even nitro! We are looking for The Inner Circle to be a comfortable community with no drama. Come stop by! 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I should’ve known she was just using me. I’m a worthless piece of shit who doesn’t deserve someone as good as she is. She was everything I was looking for- funny, beautiful, caring... I’ve been depressed in bed for the past 2 days. I can’t even feel anything anymore, I’m just numb.",2.3589107142857166,4.174237212500003,3.3221428571428615,91.60000000000002,76.875,5.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.686982142857143,307,11,64,2,7,98,54,80,0.177,0.6759999999999999,0.147,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,5,0,9,2,1,1,0,7,18,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,3,8,2,9,12,1,7,0,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509152072632505,0.0,0.0,0.2082034094167909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579577537731855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316874570312706,0.0,0.2179147739845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167108902682815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273866026058901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585613558059944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152078378922611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221047773934928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124623687831707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194797339317644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830480976374718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597083066643848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437222217538532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902299651165272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851703050387306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TwinkieMarie72,2020/04/11,"Just getting out my thoughts... TLDR: I feel like people act like they want to be friends, but it's just not actually happening for now and I need to let it go, completely or be disappointed always. This is obviously pre-covid...but...idk...I'm frustrated that I would have people that I thought I was cool with constantly try to make plans and then never follow through. Don't get me wrong, I get it. We're all human and as we get older we just get more tired and want to sit at home and chill. That's fine. But it seems the only time people wanted to go out was when it was to the bar. Which, again, I absolutely get. Let's do that, but not all the time. The same people who would always say, ""Oh, let's go do (insert a non-bar type venue...like a theme park or the roller rink or the movies...or the mall, etc..)"" would almost always cancel once I'm already at the location. or if they didn't cancel they would not show until hours later. Which if it were a party that would be fine. But this is usually for outtings where after a few hours, the hang out time is over. I'm aware that the reality is...I'm not a priority. and that's okay. it's still frustrating even if I can consciously recognize it. My next plan really is to stop sharing what I'm up to. Because I realize before when I was going out by myself, it was fine. I was happy and having a good time. I'm really just bumming myself out by putting myself in the mentality that I'm getting all hyped over having an even MORE exciting experience by hanging out with friends. This way....I'm not setting any expectations that cause me to have to rely on the presence of others for a good time to be a good time. since I'm venting....one recent discussion...my co-worker recently said she's thinking about doing some tik-toks and mentions she wants to do them with her, her bf, our other friends. I said, cool. I'm down for any tik tok you want to do. You pick it, I'll learn it. I said, we should do it in our work clothes here in the lobby, since no one can sit over there anyways. She says, nooo...I want to get dressed up and look cute. AGain....I totally get this sentiment. However, I told her..nah, I'm not going to do that. YOu can get dressed up if you want and if you happen to swing by while I""m working I'm down to do it at the end of my shift before I go home. but I know if we make plans to do this, you're going to wait until the time we're supposed to get together to even get out of bed and shower and decide what to wear and how to do your makeup and hair and stop to get a coffee and snack and gas and do your taxes. and then you'll show up like 4 hours later. I'm just ready to do what I can with what I have at the moment. If I wanna do tik toks, either they happen right then and there/spur of the moment kinda thing or they don't. Another thing, they've been talking about working out and dieting for the passed year or so that I've known them. I said, okay...what's your plan. I don't mean...what is every single specific step for the next few years, just what is the general plan you're shooting for and what specific things are you going to do to get started so we can do this? To which I keep suggesting different things. One of them shared a IG post with me from this one gym. I said...okay...when are we going to try one of their classes. They said...whenever, just let me know. I said, okay. I went on the gym's IG and looked at more posts. and shared a different one with them that showed more kick boxing type moves which is what they'd expressed a strong interest in. and they responded....where is that? I said, it's the same gym you shared with me. Then they started asking me questions, ""how far away is it? How much does it cost?"" I don't know...let...me..just...do...all...the...googling..and research for the gym you shared with me. So...I went to the gym and asked questions for myself. I liked what I heard and I gave them my friend's phone number and IG, so they could find out for themselves. and any new questions that may just pop up. I've always shared info for anything fun and different I'm doing as an open invitation for anyone who wants to join. It'll always start the same, ""Oh! that sound like so much fun! when is that, what are the details? I want to go?!"" then when the time comes, and a lot of these experiences are like...first week trials...no sign up required, just show up and enjoy. so, It'll be opportunities all week to do whatever and whenever it's good for your schedule. and I""ll talk about ideas with people who are interested for months. so when the time finally happens, and they've spent these months talking about, ""yeah, that'll be so fun, can't wait, let's do that."" the tune changes real quick when it's time to actually follow through. I'm just tired of being strung along. Maybe I'm just not their cup of tea. and they just don't feel comfortable telling me. Maybe they like having someone around that feeds their ego and wants to hang out with them but they get to make all the calls on it. I'm like a platonic side chick or something lol. I've spent a lot of time at home crying about it. I feel really pathetic and worthless and unloved. I don't even have much of a connection with friends from home. I try to keep in touch but I guess there's not much to share between us. I don't know. I don't want a romantic partner, I don't want a spouse. I want friends. Maybe this is the time in my life where I recreate that relationship with myself. and just enjoy experiences and learning and aging. and just enjoying the quiet. Also, this includes Netflix Parties. I literally can not get one person to watch literally anything on Netflix with me. If you aren't caught up with Netflix parties, it's watching Netflix on your computer and it's live streaming for whoever has the info, and anyone who is watching it, can chat while the movie or show is going.",1.5494775073276372,3.637711339181288,2.8968464239695315,92.36132757741815,80.55388471177945,6.096056525494528,20.7539257748892,7.236517504871161,0.451447367005084,4551,127,1000,61,118,1474,400,1197,0.05,0.795,0.155,0.9989,6,0,1,1,0,0,236.0,9,15,22,11,51,51,2,0,54,6,96,10,2,8,8,209,197,96,0,31,47,1,5,7,8,11,3,11,6,4,79,80,5,7,23,18,4,25,23,6,0,6,25,23,111,45,143,147,25,142,0,2,5,0,101,49,0,27,70,640,190,12,0.0,0.0,0.07547778197204158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038725034943073375,0.0,0.0426761892975029,0.03092647406183585,0.16089355704313082,0.0,0.0,0.07889610745589085,0.040551605894303656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408157936711825,0.0,0.06364852955937109,0.03442682399194967,0.07230734411068186,0.0,0.03633419225403185,0.0,0.0,0.023574465494761426,0.0,0.0658150893418657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039489060986907264,0.0,0.0,0.039727425664604535,0.0409104959783135,0.0333130311651612,0.04054749818988435,0.04179135516875311,0.0,0.030876934080038807,0.0,0.04248004865474601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121394633468785,0.0,0.0,0.033842663609304866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034252455833477295,0.0,0.04313018532658658,0.10217158270207884,0.0,0.0325833437751951,0.0,0.0,0.11348770648332875,0.0,0.0,0.058662104240023986,0.02762772193422314,0.0,0.042363956441550006,0.03534606700310426,0.03289490424259415,0.0,0.0,0.17927018585840335,0.0,0.3232775001420295,0.0,0.2417639044132376,0.12974700945614726,0.0,0.0,0.042602242406394784,0.0,0.13679225325523248,0.041167714877777185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516713312327746,0.0,0.11425419925001502,0.0,0.0,0.04365667200846954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874798937299118,0.0,0.0,0.0850138253138823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372721971861845,0.027315609732685868,0.15114787941574434,0.0,0.0341486251512193,0.0,0.06495050872427771,0.0,0.0,0.06575614401579304,0.0,0.0,0.07744280696781558,0.0,0.1165555109386199,0.0421258120289102,0.0,0.0,0.03897289727462977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061736220314430976,0.04110286661822755,0.11371527899068125,0.02867525198074845,0.029826702675038543,0.0373502499165343,0.08225752376484552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041185069932082916,0.15723337758320918,0.02941226428745668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405360006682066,0.0337674333636604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407534491821798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038876656780476485,0.12996652916299195,0.0,0.0,0.04401789927776276,0.0743239970707003,0.0,0.0763690782396555,0.04151991275893648,0.0,0.03302619957666834,0.2942920816776836,0.061508026967282886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035206093770629755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398076900618478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276717888063965,0.029772066299825886,0.0,0.0,0.0821180220387542,0.0,0.030883998115816488,0.06466407100857098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932507425549915,0.033801567690055365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276946077751303,0.02477984841221248,0.0,0.061403468742412565,0.2706037345520948,0.08889695767100858,0.0,0.03695333830422325,0.0,0.0787684955871096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046518390929978594,0.0,0.04259241879202723,0.0,0.29653141298067115,0.030696519559529376,0.06204167373706657,0.0,0.0,0.07169979804081204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261648929022933,0.0,0.0,0.13735957093265164,0.042282430590978914,0.0,0.04980778874345418 lonely,cl2121,2020/04/12,"just need advice i recently discovered what being touch starved is, and now i know what i’ve been feeling for months. i’m only a sophomore in high school but it feels like loneliness is killing me inside. I’ve been single for over a year and i took the time to learn to love myself and enjoy my own company. i was happy for a long time, seeing a therapist, got put on medication, finally somewhat stable for the first time in 3 years. slightly before quarantine though, my depression was creeping back in. I realized i’m so tired of doing it all on my own. i put an act of being “hard” and having no emotions most of the time because of all of the pain people have put me through in the past. deep down though, i just want the physical affection again from someone other than my family. i haven’t kissed, cuddled or even received a hug from a boy in 7 months. i’m shy so people don’t really talk to me, besides the couple of friends i have. when there’s someone new, i distance myself because every friendship/ relationship that’s good in my life ends up hurting me in the end. i have such good intentions in my heart but it’s always unnoticed. they say someone will come along when you least expect it, but i’m losing hope. I know the only thing to truly fix this is of course, physical affection, but I came on here because i’m too embarrassed to tell anyone i know and i need advice on how to cope with this other than “filling” the void with food all day.",4.184830870279146,5.413870041379311,5.2170935960591125,82.25488505747127,71.0,8.282430213464696,27.94745484400657,8.704169506293173,2.087607553366174,1152,41,223,20,21,379,164,290,0.133,0.687,0.18100000000000002,0.9513,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,17,16,1,1,17,0,17,10,1,4,3,38,37,17,1,5,7,0,4,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,12,10,1,0,7,0,0,9,3,6,0,1,7,6,29,10,40,27,9,48,0,3,1,4,10,17,0,4,23,153,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153336443191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580325921396686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210319447244275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929213708625531,0.0,0.18858113502352564,0.0,0.08774666423523497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794065175851401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882787790877912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409919954312266,0.0,0.06650321683275802,0.0,0.08881623378857842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599498275051065,0.1826656331432185,0.0,0.0,0.06810911943895959,0.0,0.08688219538994339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721140510711114,0.0,0.1042801180409028,0.07366822606756315,0.0,0.11296181160657318,0.0,0.0877129590338194,0.1246918903473074,0.0,0.07966947480284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298263039859416,0.08247367529078356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977208086578892,0.09237435916155574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219649800213715,0.0,0.10895087309244292,0.0,0.1024204230867633,0.0,0.0,0.11039101006530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408588254839827,0.0,0.17001449803757154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283599124646446,0.050378729093833126,0.0,0.0,0.09125705995505252,0.0,0.1153637714395124,0.0,0.0,0.09306891325518384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388153235736168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461718579289264,0.0,0.0,0.1529228468776041,0.0,0.09959296177521054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685327511590935,0.1097258743109602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843874278559342,0.14297944562211956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31098919562827165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606066461656449,0.0,0.101817560885491,0.11071120256360867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200435863629192,0.0,0.10436192173398733,0.08217248306218873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211715324799384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288313696733812,0.0901305411990732,0.0,0.0,0.1197290936722632,0.06850767398977263,0.0,0.20262776549243094,0.0,0.2405180460791294,0.11852010799186075,0.0,0.0,0.11456899058603368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060822251203402684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281049555276642 lonely,iamblin,2020/04/12,"I’m feeling lonely too much 1 year ago, I moved to another country and lost all my friends. I don't know, everyone just forgot about me and it's a very fucking feeling, I've been feeling very lonely for the last six months, I haven't been able to make a friend for a whole year. But during all this time I communicated with one girl, I thought that she can become my friend ( and later can be a girl, I don't know), but as soon as she found a guy, she also completely forgot about me, it's very insulting. I just don't know what to do, I'm not in the mood for anything, sometimes I want to die, because I can't do anything in this life, neither make friends, nor have a girlfriend( all those times when I confessed my feelings to girls, I was rejected), I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm very tired. I will be very pleased if someone answers this thread or wants to know more about me, thank you.",9.610965045592707,5.08443160106383,9.006626139817632,78.32500000000002,62.776595744680854,12.019452887537994,40.155015197568396,8.418075326091056,3.19221641337386,703,25,159,6,7,225,101,188,0.106,0.748,0.146,0.5166,0,5,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,1,9,13,2,0,8,0,17,3,0,2,3,35,40,13,1,3,8,0,4,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,9,5,0,2,13,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,8,4,24,5,18,29,7,13,1,4,0,1,15,2,1,2,10,101,33,0,0.11816392814708092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474519269893752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449565064776924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390518156490635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447768929173276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203163384053185,0.13050277497010784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389263049940195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263550173835602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291069714842952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898892999979102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295606481474722,0.36517263107254977,0.10924064750380524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700086657192894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469902327972594,0.09631937256927224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346267697280017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898988609996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577506791922321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431732009736707,0.12558955530500987,0.08686408330393379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007093581895885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297085091438409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001199128625813,0.0,0.11686714638128218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087894692134063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380895990992573,0.13780467350340256,0.13581205278902872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874880792450302,0.13939229268591902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192580589906416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919370574462807,0.0,0.1521873911403124 lonely,away8321,2020/04/12,"I feel so alone I’ve been married for sixteen years and have a one year old, but I feel so alone. I love my husband, but he doesn’t like to talk. He likes to work in his shop or tinker around with his 3D printer. I have tried to get him engaged in something, anything that I like, or that we can share as a family, but he has no interest. He’s not rude, he just finds a way to do his own thing. When i point out that I’m lonely and wish he would talk to me, he shrugs and says that he just has a bland personality and i should know that by now. I have a couple of longtime friends, but I don’t share any interests with them, either. I like to walk, to do landscaping, and to read and discuss books. I’ve tried to talk to them about books or movies or history, and they either call me a snob or tell me I’m weird. I can’t get online much to find community there because i feel like I’m neglecting my child. I feel like I’ve forgotten (or maybe never learned) how to socially interact properly. I tried to start therapy, but I couldn’t afford it and there was no one to watch my child while I went. I am getting to a point where I hate my life. I don’t have an identity; I just exist around my husband’s interests, and when we do see our friends, they all talk about guns and things like that. I find myself fantasizing about leaving with my child in the middle of the night and just moving somewhere completely different and starting over. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve told my husband over and over that I’m lonely and don’t get to pursue any interests. He will look at me with sad eyes and say, “tell me what to do,” but when I DO try to pursue my own interests, he acts antsy and depressed that he can’t go work in his shop/garage. It’s like every now and again, I will start swimming against the current, but it’s exhausting, so I stop and just float downstream until I can’t stand it anymore and start fighting the current again.",5.003450279810586,4.549658806930694,5.601523891519587,86.18798751614294,68.60396039603961,9.10529487731382,29.44640551011623,8.587818076936951,1.8405429616874724,1514,48,342,21,23,491,177,404,0.121,0.716,0.163,0.9601,4,6,1,1,2,1,44.0,3,0,4,2,24,30,4,0,12,0,29,4,1,1,2,68,55,42,0,4,21,3,4,8,2,4,2,2,0,4,16,28,0,2,10,5,1,6,13,11,0,2,4,10,52,19,44,46,6,44,0,5,4,1,49,15,0,6,29,217,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188927655803634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240489341244648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090736195698212,0.0,0.0,0.07505629084594287,0.162388651070505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559946006488516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313341461884904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956296975997374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091975352107957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855718934492892,0.0,0.0,0.09529279281772343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684654913647783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598264564634105,0.0,0.18446972199589504,0.13031781549464452,0.0,0.0,0.2500869732838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140933920526197,0.0,0.19060935297787307,0.0,0.0518355242205964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004887110516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025090041919862,0.0,0.0,0.09657594597433958,0.0,0.0,0.06442280325795469,0.3564763955023789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659162445935236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231864749093258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163054657894046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969395124398587,0.06704826578586276,0.0,0.07034511830677635,0.0,0.0,0.08559239058402933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570729794166788,0.0,0.12360960208899563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963917838195328,0.0,0.0,0.17244180238998946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912325342161509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506428957200554,0.0,0.0,0.07268084938419732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297491911588167,0.0,0.07021626054063099,0.0,0.0,0.25822954857467234,0.0,0.0,0.07625384835284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323766642679544,0.1594393657265624,0.0,0.10430412769209314,0.0,0.12118888828378388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715301128529973,0.0,0.24769657807595635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239654760190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845505926468685,0.0,0.0,0.10488452864270352,0.0,0.0,0.1328008051832829,0.0,0.0,0.06479144123370942,0.0,0.0,0.11746973274016717 lonely,social_xx,2020/04/12,"Hello- Hello Friends (?), tbh I'm really nervous to post this, but here we go. I just wanted to try to connect with people. How does this work..? Do I post my hobbies ? Interests ? try finding ""like minded"" people ? I should mention that I tend to overthink a lot so...It's nice meeting you all :)",-0.12642857142856911,2.01516778571429,1.9761428571428568,90.86885714285715,103.28571428571428,3.6685714285714286,21.67142857142857,5.6839178017228535,0.442748571428572,220,9,41,2,10,73,45,56,0.027000000000000003,0.708,0.265,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063183929076726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513215039112099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244444118973288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627421611072698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433854028377085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337732937019531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764562934097353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812650767684718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266986871821729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615556038017147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733789631160809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218695053262325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001845456464463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotpotayo,2020/04/12,"Idk I've been staying with my parents for Corona quarantine. I love them very much and the company, food, pets, laughs. It has been utopian. But today I remembered it's only temporary. Soon(ish) I will return to my shite apartment w my beloved cat and work part-time w ppl I hate. I have about half a friend who is absent more often than not. I guess what I'm saying is my life totally sucks and coronavirus is actually giving me a reason to smile. I won't be smiling anymore though because of that realization that things are going to get bad again in the near future. I'm ruminating...",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,4.692842105263158,81.72189473684213,74.6140350877193,7.717894736842108,27.18947368421053,8.548686976883017,2.1110800000000003,464,18,87,9,10,153,89,114,0.11699999999999999,0.725,0.158,0.7120000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,4,0,11,3,0,1,1,11,20,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,13,3,10,15,3,9,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,4,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2117881359511856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523357531793652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812094128021979,0.13229832601680036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624312610923873,0.0,0.16767538518217046,0.0,0.11338823386364352,0.2081931460766425,0.12334208056310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390809393400847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427033451426825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329337764054926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958763493441842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595406379027302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505966298404162,0.0,0.0,0.240984040884746,0.23502030196525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231410507229445,0.0,0.0,0.2458505499704777,0.0,0.0,0.1725894698689136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313230966943435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418383769438456,0.0,0.21322902348500425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571727891313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907092592136215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579990542977213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kowichibar,2020/04/12,"I feel like I’m never going to have a romantic relationship. I don’t know how any of this shit works, but what I do know is that anyone that I’m interested in will either be taken, not interested in me, or perhaps even that we’ll never be in the same situation. I’m hopeless. All I desire in life is companionship, and now I can’t even talk to my friends, and even on call, nobody picks up. This has driven me nearly to the brink of suicide, and in all honesty the only thing keeping me from doing it is my own fear. Please help, and sorry for the formatting.",6.051333333333332,4.998945626086961,7.481521739130436,75.56170289855073,66.65217391304347,10.10144927536232,30.471014492753625,9.2995712137729,2.414536231884058,437,13,90,7,6,152,76,115,0.136,0.65,0.213,0.8616,0,0,0,0,0,2,14.0,1,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,5,0,13,2,1,2,4,20,23,7,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,1,11,4,15,17,5,14,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,1,4,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951949273088518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345640290816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094967902082824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065293924122879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086809006762304,0.1037377798476337,0.14657018732113464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851026241516067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660021258128365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375180284392576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236041509938605,0.0,0.0,0.2255070528581444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491437422320916,0.10023344058144863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164723757290208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560375153773048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520997547359736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027083539943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059931261929493,0.0,0.23061448141114085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966584397904075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244176242784489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490415962947935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363027609814732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936283898122274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SqueeTurtle,2020/04/12,Hi😊 I would love to chat if anyone is interested,0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,80.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,39,1,9,1,1,15,11,11,0.0,0.504,0.496,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199990661461679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712011629170017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282896649622987,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hannanzzz,2020/04/12,It's getting hard This loneliness is killing me,1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,111.22222222222223,6.2444444444444445,37.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,3.807400000000001,40,3,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.632,0.368,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34454091196369746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907471092350149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7295953761597566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,firechick323,2020/04/12,Spent Easter for the first time without any human contact... I live alone with my pets and i just realized this is my first Easter living alone that I’ve had zero human contact. This is lonely AF.,1.5818421052631564,4.289735605263161,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,87.68421052631578,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.05322736842105247,155,4,27,1,5,50,28,38,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.6705,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970822752996318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602058661150468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490372361888771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090618853048565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808149507192496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778637090146466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pinyapoled,2020/04/12,"Confused. It's my first time posting stuff here, so I don't know. Lately, I don't know what to feel. Sometimes, I recognize the feeling of being lonely, the next is— different. Blaming myself has become a habit, for me. And then, the next, I would cry like a damn baby. I can't stop crying. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what word to describe what I am feeling. I don't know what how to explain too.",0.012209302325583591,2.15873743023256,2.1709767441860457,94.81530232558138,87.48837209302326,4.370232558139535,20.227906976744187,5.6839178017228535,-0.10254511627907004,313,10,69,2,10,105,52,86,0.16899999999999998,0.71,0.122,-0.7057,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,20,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,4,12,1,6,18,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067954459369347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991901094391195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898436640070625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675032170486612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455867919684507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993031921100354,0.0,0.2049718163016083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877217134307712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38649190565617536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402372396612292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797114714160843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191400669338986,0.0,0.0,0.2080094240559967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595398882468143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907843538213473,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LucidIrony,2020/04/12,"Sick of being alone now I've been alone pretty much since I was 16. I'm 28 now and I've had 1 real relationship... she's now married to the guy she left me for, so I find it hard to trust people. I did however thought someone was different. Opened up to her. Trusted her. We told each other we liked each other. Then all of a sudden she wants nothing to do with me. Now I'm back to square one yet again. I'm literally SICK of being alone. Can I just get some advice please, I feel like I'm slowly spiralling into a dark place at the moment. Thanks",-0.3474712643678153,1.8651237931034537,1.972551724137933,94.69428735632185,91.24137931034485,4.47264367816092,16.354022988505747,6.079149491110277,-0.4746590804597699,424,10,95,4,15,143,79,116,0.122,0.715,0.163,0.7272,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,1,16,19,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,14,5,13,10,5,16,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,12,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721453163579765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634762079752939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944806584013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947365969584107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916967387987392,0.1295575074211975,0.0,0.0,0.1657519338354232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474864418670098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795664410277361,0.0,0.0,0.1624552722584311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970388739124483,0.0,0.0,0.17719830968805314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331417748461746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740116010453176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288843147953507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257262565972305,0.0,0.18947365969584107,0.19906942606834646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449961498777664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064176455055461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470358135934532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500157880383305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365848950946262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696404377431073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397278892958562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328907584149847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696577998812996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jon234589,2020/04/12,Chat Anyone ages 17-19 want to chat ? 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They aren't theyselfs and trying to be kinda ""cool"" in school. But they expect me to do the same and i still want to be my self. Has anyone any tips for this kind of situation??",1.1854000000000011,3.231110740000002,2.7059999999999995,93.473,81.6,4.800000000000002,20.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.2003999999999997,187,5,41,1,5,61,39,50,0.055,0.8490000000000001,0.096,0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,7,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271383550441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335476623324862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580554126013337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478201713600109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196026035766121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380361027806329,0.0,0.0,0.3484454303568725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754414019991088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571373309914722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667409364829054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677096619705525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700783980913544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,deando22,2020/04/12,How are you? How are my fellow loners on here doing with all this quarantine stuff? Anyone else's life not much different because they stay home all the time already? I hope your mental health is doing okay!,3.4926923076923084,6.191661282051285,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,77.2051282051282,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.6462256410256408,166,4,29,2,4,51,35,39,0.046,0.8190000000000001,0.136,0.5764,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,2,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746681472616416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481930342291665,0.28548163795510645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984566649136787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911011705700365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327533145862765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961626476725851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794810464391461,0.2767349717032258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967992844502487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807859085577158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481956796343856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969744721328418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189560586549105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246699796250194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tickle_Me_Dead,2020/04/12,"I made a mistake in getting conformation of my unattractiveness I have been trying to find a partner and having absolutely no luck on dating sites/apps like tinder, so I decided to try a site that my friend said he used, the site basically gets people of your desired gender to rate your pictures. So after putting up three pictures and getting 250 votes the result was that out of 10 I'm a 4 and holy shit that hurt. I know I'm not attractive but damn. This kinda killed my drive to continue using dating apps and putting myself out there. Thanks for reading my sad ramblings",7.561484848484845,7.334171754545458,7.436363636363637,74.40121212121215,63.27272727272727,9.87878787878788,34.69696969696969,9.2995712137729,3.1064242424242416,463,18,82,7,6,148,78,110,0.165,0.715,0.12,-0.7456,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,11,3,0,6,0,4,1,1,4,0,19,15,7,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,4,1,11,5,14,11,0,14,0,2,0,0,6,7,2,2,5,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001527054417925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919097251310933,0.0,0.3432393885022128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234433104973686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422797623073017,0.0,0.12035106434214507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698735231346293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721343913232854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518199505774137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402904590466027,0.0,0.0,0.21904905690886364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830944335586252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247898777640462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161638117665368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735939209219997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37827374262468383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yoda622,2020/04/12,Fed up Vent I am a 38-year-old female mother for in a relationship for about six years. I am tired of arguing with everyone in the house about keeping it clean because I bought my house it’s my house and nobody cares unless it has to do with them. Like every night I have to get up and clean my kids are 21 19 14 and 8. My boyfriend Sees his part of the bills and that’s about it he only cares about doing stuff around the house if I yell or am I am mad at him. I am tired of arguing and fighting all the time with everyone in the house because I have to be in a mean one because if I don’t they just leave the house dirty and nobody wants to clean it because apparently it’s my problem because it’s my house.,4.216862745098037,3.8644998366013112,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,70.24183006535948,8.368627450980393,27.45751633986928,7.793537801064563,1.2827594771241824,557,16,131,6,9,183,80,153,0.151,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,4,0,9,0,13,3,0,0,1,20,22,10,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,9,10,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,19,3,25,19,2,11,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,4,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759302146524066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999054839617329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064191881832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290260906371652,0.18804258888656292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140768470210851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7947478739471407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745860655413196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041868240543904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807116192734194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718174752779616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233768562352317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324972031875417,0.0,0.06667546320333863,0.07483435293580859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655293913963906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415138268988232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564014299950762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840862225597059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263951928769335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737531567133671,0.2261827324905745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580363248334135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672719126114426 lonely,3XALIS,2020/04/12,"Someone asks me why I don’t date anyone. I tell them some things but there’s stuff that i don’t talk about and it kills me inside. I’ve had some dark times like everyone and I’ve changed a lot. When my so called “friends” decide to play truth and dare, someone asks me why I don’t have a girlfriend. They think it might help me with my anxiety/depression. I tell them I don’t really care. Then I go home and have a metal breakdown where I criticise myself where I’m not capable of having a relationship. But the thing I know that I don’t have to think about this because I’m ugly af and it’s not like anyone’s going to be attracted to me. Ever. And yeah, I don’t really know now....",1.4927161803713531,3.2006152689655174,3.3268965517241402,91.07660477453585,79.06896551724137,6.944297082228117,20.809018567639253,7.882392219407189,0.7144748010610078,534,14,121,9,13,179,81,145,0.105,0.6829999999999999,0.212,0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,9,8,1,0,5,1,13,0,0,0,2,22,24,11,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,22,7,8,21,3,10,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,4,8,78,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757836305482876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304273418086533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920269211761047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661722154408214,0.0,0.1659207613969518,0.0,0.17215369476000278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016475446191748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720452884633406,0.0,0.1555017501171498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572985700375594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849738664371825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907888099901723,0.0,0.1632380311806148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004388424116885,0.0,0.17887150697493973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590097191094507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138352797671903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263776547104667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085064056558223,0.0,0.0,0.17471815524683254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757723061658464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629441857086013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308014767853665,0.28447784009306704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622986911134734,0.2085500240337603,0.0,0.0,0.0948929926273136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936888536913912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,komicalkosmos,2020/04/12,"Feeling lonely (I don't know a titlek) I'm a 14F from Brazil. Last year was great. My real life friends were nice to me, and I've finally hangout with people that are not my family (I've been lonely my entire life, I feel in a cage. I've been stuck for a long time, and I don't know how to socialize very well, and to maintain a conversation too). My group of best friends were together (virtual friends). But this year, well, it's been a shit. My real life friends just started to use me and just talking to me for favors, and to degrading me like everybody in the town (it's a little coast town, and I've done some shit, so I not have the best reputation), calling me a gothic, depressed, emo and everything, just because I'm sad and that shit. I'll not touch this topic. And well, my best friends (4 people, we have separated, I talk just to two friends) have a fight. Now my only two best friends (they are the best people I've meet in my life at this moment) have theirs friends. But I'm alone, and we are having a hard time, and we don't talk very much now... And I feel very lonely, but I give their time to talk again. I just want to have others friends and not depend just in they. But I don't know how to socialize. Y'all have a tip to me be more social? And I accept new friends too.",2.7216044776119404,3.7773543694029854,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,74.33582089552239,7.151044776119402,24.220895522388066,7.554174236665415,0.8656292537313433,993,29,227,12,20,324,117,268,0.09,0.7170000000000001,0.193,0.9779,0,7,0,0,1,0,49.0,3,1,4,5,17,33,4,0,14,0,22,7,3,4,0,47,36,21,0,1,14,0,5,1,10,0,4,0,0,0,8,18,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,10,3,2,8,5,32,23,21,27,8,22,0,5,0,0,31,8,3,2,15,146,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778380104144983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578194040785718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394078522618962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668830656061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468589006082315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685619019161319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749751064840354,0.0,0.07080019040646805,0.0,0.11392262365876657,0.0,0.0,0.08227139358383691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802419972645607,0.0,0.0,0.07204540294632875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280104897582223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727731391298647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238235248184848,0.061218766533202025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121891785438784,0.03669141093423347,0.0752726874865376,0.0,0.06646357198142748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055209163993252486,0.0,0.0,0.07253470566606589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057119026989931536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620037530221034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096674722584107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312756863464929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296733925880487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531581142631458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414589881632581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313790555735035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146728951269017,0.0,0.0,0.06486466407546664,0.0,0.18590290685017127,0.044297548846312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257917999013916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672741961452627 lonely,zx_noregretz_xz,2020/04/12,"please tell me someone understands i’m in love with my best friend. have been for a couple years now. all the boyfriends she’s had in that time were shit. i’m not saying i’m perfect, but i know i wouldn’t cheat on her or do drugs. i really want to be with her but mostly i want her to be happy. so for now i’m just her best friend. i’m just scared that’s all i’ll ever be to her. sorry if this is weird or something i’m new to reddit i just had to get this off my chest.",-1.0555555555555571,0.7289960370370387,1.2496296296296308,102.13333333333335,88.62962962962963,4.340740740740742,13.629629629629633,5.46131890053228,-1.3180703703703704,364,5,96,2,12,122,65,108,0.13,0.639,0.231,0.9221,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,2,1,2,0,11,4,2,0,4,21,23,6,0,4,9,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,14,7,13,15,5,10,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,4,6,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240604993915669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355524599448526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430417333660145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275824211360692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121937596252679,0.0,0.10555842465696663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150770964173441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103680856543796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235047993775447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513308733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178106286918886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943305639347422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067163171138327,0.20227894096286544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739285324287746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711892368172225,0.15554153523269235,0.0,0.22616908898155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659330994482328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781211255783446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033248600748225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383388031495552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010820024520406 lonely,Demented_Hyena,2020/04/12,Anyone want to chat? Feeling board and alone right could use someone to chat to,1.1660000000000004,3.3691042666666675,0.5199999999999996,100.24000000000002,106.33333333333334,2.0,18.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.9256666666666664,64,2,12,0,3,18,12,15,0.11900000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.16699999999999998,-0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633743329873989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128344146117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572147008638161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622027998659636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820795151444467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790829093218097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386412338404552,0.0,0.0,0.2638897414989871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_whoami777,2020/04/12,"The World is a dangerous place to live alone ! Feel free to DM . I'm 20M. I love science , coding , traveling , reading books, watching movies , football ,.. I got no good friends . So We could help each other , talk about anything , motivate each other . And I am looking for long term healthy friendship .You won't regret . Have a good time !",2.5730000000000004,5.5375846333333385,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,86.0,5.0,27.5,6.6274283507984215,1.4880000000000002,258,12,45,3,8,78,52,60,0.09300000000000001,0.52,0.387,0.9725,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,5,6,4,7,3,6,0,1,2,1,6,2,0,0,3,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839536380331789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561553259448125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188995087735528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386267363687259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182022973537995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599154268549782,0.21927586306357766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376791466325912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209389609464435,0.2426285782916353,0.2302306702064715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474458208206012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286445465951884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274240527544451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036451422652625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986859428301758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nzHempire420,2020/04/12,"Just feel so damn alone . Feeling a bit weird posting this as I don't usually open up or talk about anything not even to my closest friends but here goes.. for years I've struggled with affection.. recently I've been feeling extremely lonely, it's been on my mind for a while now and it's really starting to bug me. I haven't been in a relationship since I graduated high school which is coming up on 5 years now... Nearly 5 years without any love or affection. Nothing at all now I'm nearly 21 and it's all starting to creep up on me.. I live in a share house with 3 of my closest mates from highschool, and it's been awesome.. but seeing them happy the way I want to be is destroying me, I'm super happy to see them happy but at the same time it only makes me think about how lonely and deprived I feel.. I'm one of those guys that hates talking about feeling or even the idea of crying but it's all getting a bit much, I find myself staying up till sunrise every night sitting in a dark room with music playing that only makes me think more about how alone and worthless I feel.. I average maybe 3 hours sleep a day and eat once every couple days.. I try to hang out with my friends still but I just feel like a 3rd wheel. Watching them cuddle and kiss and just be happy with each other isn't too fun to be around when your literally sitting there constantly feeling alone.. and the thing is that feeling doesn't ever go away, it just sits there. When I wake up and before I go to sleep it's always there, I try to utilise my art to help me keep my mind off it but I recently ran out of paper and ink for my black pens and due to the whole pandemic I ain't working and being a NZ citizen in Australia Im unable t claim anything and on top of that my mum's really sick, in and out of the hospital.. So I'm in a bit of a dark place right now... I just feel so lonely.. as I said I love with my closest mates but even then i still feel so alone.. I want nothing more than to cuddle up with someone and hold them close and just forget the world for a moment... Someone who wants to be there at my lowest when I can't help but cry... I just want to be happy and feel loved... To be able to love someone .. I'm sick of sitting up all night alone crying in the dark by myself because i just don't know what to do.. I'm trying to cope but I'm failing and no one around me seems to notice.. I'd give the world for someone who generally loved me for me, been alone with nobody for years and it's getting too much...",2.7274918503381507,3.7327177779886185,4.099734345351045,89.73732399163141,74.2561669829222,6.771352114046612,24.51851311244101,7.010146845296331,0.7921614265557344,1947,58,432,18,39,644,220,527,0.154,0.7070000000000001,0.139,-0.9148,1,12,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,4,4,40,29,3,1,21,0,23,14,3,6,5,99,71,46,0,4,22,1,12,1,4,0,2,1,1,2,22,37,1,2,18,2,0,5,10,11,0,2,7,17,50,18,83,57,14,85,0,6,4,8,27,42,1,4,32,282,72,7,0.06037626524448865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37518961358639374,0.0,0.0,0.05023788932518091,0.0,0.0,0.04105793075660685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936904381003324,0.10749535315832527,0.0,0.0,0.056725488662313986,0.0,0.0,0.0368048109008068,0.0,0.05137575480100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197745732994143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200880642824728,0.0,0.06524529366810906,0.0,0.0,0.06680518911810833,0.19896147696019967,0.07787539255778685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061779992296254214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963386131559706,0.05461378852005882,0.10173921495089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663366457368496,0.043132815954410916,0.0,0.0,0.05518281262519308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329310551618084,0.0,0.06308821330358942,0.05791841516741356,0.06862644582004293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978199493494341,0.0,0.3213582852242424,0.0,0.05960906219213088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809378758326612,0.0637908391177875,0.0,0.0,0.05945845939334006,0.06966610381959785,0.0,0.068157454436764,0.06521672708318116,0.0,0.0,0.05366519867111885,0.0,0.0,0.03318121640262586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029496793475501017,0.0,0.053313348355340136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245968314964114,0.0,0.08060325176015848,0.0,0.060656073559703524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192563311685138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876700387363051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331806986315568,0.0,0.11586530971793045,0.06873877815204196,0.0,0.0642987520172472,0.08182503975938303,0.09183774075428736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308034674748808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782377256300639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735716307649634,0.0,0.11922855616404232,0.06482151368607808,0.0,0.05156100062848466,0.0574316542731309,0.0,0.0,0.061104003762386415,0.0962241329168896,0.05496428430464458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994387052135076,0.0,0.12083973652236606,0.0,0.204626454453076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546926258996171,0.06435306543291562,0.09643312683089976,0.0,0.0,0.06311838152615543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970563099824804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040111307837867566,0.07737334576385634,0.0,0.0,0.03520588579712483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297456269660985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649592627229985,0.0,0.14244594214516804,0.047923869067251976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674079439847362,0.0,0.05820056516363745,0.0,0.043954640175836265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552134121535185 lonely,AgentTsu,2020/04/12,"Sometimes I think it's my fault that I'm lonely. /Vent\ I put up this fence whenever I meet people because of my experience in high school. I actually had a big group of friends in high school. Specifically my tenth grade year. I was playing football and interacting with a lot of people, and everything was going great. Then I started hearing about a lot of people who I thought were close friends talking about me to each other. It's one thing to think someone is gay, but it's another thing to talk about them in a negative manner to other people. At that time I wasn't sure of myself, but it definitely hurt hearing the things I heard. I did not even know who to trust at that point. By my 11th and 12th grade year I had crawled into a shell. People still talked of course, it is high school. I had very few genuine friends, but it was never on a level of friendship they had with others. By the time I graduated, I was super alone, and when I started college I had a rough Freshman year. I could not connect with anyone because I was afraid to build any kind of relationship with anyone in fear that they were only going to be temporary. I'm trying much harder now, in my sophomore year of college to put down my guard and allow people into my life. I've joined a club, but even then I sometimes feel alone within a group of people. I feel I don't belong or can't connect with anyone because of my own insecurities. It's truly a bad habit that I want to be free of and that I'm working towards breaking. That is why sometimes I blame myself for being lonely because I could totally just suck it up and put myself out there, but I'm just afraid of feeling vulnerable again :( Sorry for the vent",5.363928218171544,5.787644109792286,6.075099618482407,80.08969337289814,67.84272997032642,8.199463049314682,29.994206584711037,7.957251820313856,1.9651648721209565,1343,47,259,15,21,440,163,337,0.145,0.7340000000000001,0.121,-0.8577,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,2,12,20,1,4,13,0,24,2,0,1,3,45,44,16,0,3,10,0,4,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,24,17,0,2,7,2,1,5,7,10,0,2,16,7,39,11,50,23,7,44,0,3,0,1,19,23,1,3,15,187,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.08256902063435684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752648462960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753900158246954,0.08872296711324514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748784845146698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064741222451182,0.20631454470688268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351114534936798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117707396793639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604373064036503,0.08276668562623142,0.0,0.09521192443958797,0.1283469749347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611285981814489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961737988708382,0.0,0.0,0.09328493161556363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072754831630573,0.0,0.0,0.2681913914296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057880171251384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811028584937912,0.046500494007280964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976389567180525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386804355451033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621994908442143,0.0,0.06525792264384077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057335221301224024,0.06435117178598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106147227213979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998560576623827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551750243872577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084152829502104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256895316280406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169139840721303,0.0,0.25105003327662423,0.094716108132924,0.11977749352663025,0.0,0.06757118216963189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974572565869166,0.0,0.0,0.20402354931532776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863718380059356,0.10843179337845953,0.0,0.06717240683478726,0.09867577256153072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574459341326736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981368862334314,0.0499062978788105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763490899810839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159847961230607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794918870474145 lonely,2015cashcarti,2020/04/12,"I feel like i’ve always been living a social illusion Hi! So first i’d like to apologize for my english if it isn’t perfect, and i’d like to apologize too if i’m too emotionnal but i just don’t know where i can express this feeling in my chest. Well yesterday was my 22th birthday and i wasn’t feeling it even before the day. Since my 10’s, my birthday always’s been synonym of a kind of loneliness feeling. I don’t really have any « family social environnement » (?) but it’s okay, i understand and i don’t take any of my family’s member responsible for this feeling even tho i know they should, but i know they tried and try to do their best, but you know, life lmao, so it’s okay. But when it comes to whom i may consider to be my closest friend, i find my self lost. I don’t know how i should describe my friendships, but i’ve always seen anything around me as a kind of superficial, empty, been wondering why are ppl acting this way, and why they feel the need to express some things, but i’ve been aware of my own issues and insecurities so always tried to understand them, learn from them and stuff, put in my head that people and so, my friends, have their own paths to live and that they can’t always be wondering about me, how i may feel, like, i understand. I’ve always let my friends have their own space, let themselves grow, but always been there when needed and tried to show them that they’re part of this world and that they’re loved ; and they’ve always thanked me a loooot for that, and told me that i’m « special » for them, that they love me, that i’m so kind, bring me to their safe place etc even tho i’ve never asked anyone to put me in a higher place in their heart, i’ve always been a giver without any expectation and been okay with that, i just love to help people and watch them grow. But being told to have any special place in someone’s life brings me to those « what should i feel for them, what should i do » kind of thoughts and i’ve always tried to believe them, tried to reach peace in my psychic who’s at constant fighting when it comes to social stuffs, always tried to « rationalize » when it comes to my fears. And yesterday, actually none of those people reached to me and told me anything for my birthday, and i’m so in pain but i don’t want to, because it’s just a birthday, like i’m not dying or stuff, i don’t even like birthdays, but i feel like i’ve been « lied » to, that i’ve tried to find within my self a « matching love » for those ppl, and this is what brings me this feeling. I truly want it to be nothing, like « it’s okay, they might’ve forget , it doesn’t mean they lied to you, or they’re just maybe no ""happy bday wishers"" » but why do i always have to be the one whom it’s okay to forget, why are people around me always SOOOO SORRY when they realize the wrong they do me but they never realize it before, why do i always truly believe and forgive them? Like, i understand ppl don’t always got the time or the energy, but i also know they would’ve done it different to other friends who « are not that special » so why always me? Am i an « envy person » for that? All i’ve ever wanted is to be a part of the reality everyone live in, even if it hurts, like i know i’m TOO kind however it doesn’t mean i’m fragile, i’ve never asked to feel special within anybody’s life, so why do i always feel like « i’m asking too much » , am i actually asking too much..?",2.7643506493506496,4.133917071428574,4.022493506493508,88.89196103896107,74.71428571428572,6.919480519480518,23.15584415584416,7.486611883883027,0.8134285714285716,2650,73,573,32,55,869,223,700,0.068,0.7020000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9990000000000001,2,0,0,0,2,0,74.0,0,2,24,4,39,48,1,2,17,5,55,11,3,2,6,112,118,60,1,13,27,0,13,11,4,6,4,0,0,3,49,27,0,1,34,1,0,11,20,7,1,2,18,15,87,41,65,86,12,47,0,2,2,4,60,20,0,11,26,370,136,1,0.0,0.0,0.07822510072481086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032052168006824686,0.5669497550303726,0.0,0.0,0.10902379996307897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028025048450130333,0.0,0.06596527488860482,0.07135985462326258,0.14987852394223328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024432553390935443,0.0,0.06821069536578239,0.09031345174715256,0.042061758231882684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357678048788367,0.0,0.043312520348213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025848450785906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159698016124323,0.04187533917727418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101601971327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447000826375865,0.13236316269607645,0.03625488818551011,0.0,0.0382984043176658,0.0,0.0,0.07556820077016874,0.045101433456937255,0.2431893939122392,0.11453337788342613,0.0,0.0,0.07326525977056228,0.034092247155104546,0.0,0.0,0.12386363226663367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032055843888690636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266618014977301,0.0,0.0,0.041133908074237384,0.0,0.0,0.0474952989531551,0.026864952219969814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290674536925405,0.0,0.0,0.04183337638917888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868710602677376,0.15418943204538985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196955907263627,0.08492961505508237,0.2153930859020809,0.0,0.10617480690108648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375233645269117,0.0,0.14469599147507176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026600652088875,0.08731830223353915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251882012599496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892720295020747,0.05943800720944015,0.09273709799427347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845808871930043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027159420245692886,0.0,0.042648220599613484,0.0,0.0,0.08680602768912712,0.0,0.1111464178598667,0.03499653549794457,0.12562601753182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058345947747028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02567643972049813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362490097696465,0.0,0.0,0.03315480376605113,0.0,0.0,0.12257032744557328,0.03395987271267982,0.0,0.0,0.04486656764266568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764691958468955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03013536612131344,0.0,0.0,0.03690051680366621,0.0,0.0,0.026627542604965904,0.0,0.0,0.03181924800736215,0.023371120876878964,0.0,0.0,0.1148952129529974,0.0,0.21769491507760064,0.0,0.0,0.16689984919512174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092112420093212,0.031813843381550036,0.0,0.0,0.036036965572794205,0.0,0.25316339261949394,0.0,0.0,0.03863593864333691,0.08693066063034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028471865470831192,0.04382147044403515,0.0,0.0 lonely,Salem_Alvian,2020/04/12,"Happy Easter everyone! While this isn’t my first Easter alone, it’s definitely hitting hard cause of this quarantine mess. I moved out from my parents house a few years ago, and they suddenly moved several states south. I was very close to my family, and being here on my own kinda hurts. I had a few lifelines if I needed company but I don’t have any friends really. Never been good at that. Thanks to this covid thing I can’t even see the few people in life who would normally stave off the loneliness for a while. Which really sucks, cause while an introvert by nature and typically being fine being by myself for extended periods, this is a bit much. Especially on a holiday. I hate holidays by myself. I just feel so isolated. So to everyone else who feels alone today here’s a happy Easter greeting and a hug. 🐇",2.9462499999999987,5.489812681528665,4.77190684713376,78.32754179936306,78.23566878980894,9.020541401273887,23.82523885350319,9.516144504307137,2.6111914012738846,649,22,117,20,16,220,106,157,0.162,0.645,0.193,0.8166,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,2,0,10,0,12,2,0,2,1,18,20,11,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,4,15,7,16,12,6,21,0,1,1,1,5,8,1,2,10,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188272608845916,0.0,0.0,0.3081782914507377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117414629464568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242705002753516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056719911065968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242849337269164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826647019215952,0.0,0.0,0.2843275220712701,0.0,0.0,0.14025466370706913,0.0,0.15045326081898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655049639993685,0.0,0.0,0.11494551882959958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247879332007736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167539090560925,0.1332758709236297,0.14688747989918655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166984428429266,0.15926993315170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508630594103634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162549515655245,0.10936895345855813,0.11031700672525836,0.11474677055335247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577085789382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652003696252491,0.0,0.0,0.10314393686963903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062200139691146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855680889668613,0.0,0.0,0.16807679946781334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697479951006913,0.0,0.0,0.09884149669683366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410241540891274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275743672790727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568762723012297,0.0,0.0,0.09580815836371366 lonely,instalolot,2020/04/12,"Existentially lonely It’s so very unlogic and hard to explain. I have friends whome I have chosen wisely. I have what you would call ”cool” friends, but also some who are, normatively, very far from cool. It doesn’t matter to me - I like people which others might find strange. I have a small family. A little broken and my father died from alcohol five years ago, but there are still some people who love me, no matter what. My boyfriend for eight years loves me more than I probably deserve. I love him too. He’s my safe harbour although we’re in a long distance relationship due to his career. Although I sometimes feel we don’t connect on an intellectual level, but you can’t have it all, can you? Based on the society’s norm I am beautiful, and for that I’m very thankful of course. I have a job, a degree and food on the table. Still, I feel so incredibly lonely. Like, on an existential level. I know people will leave. Either while alive or through death. It makes me always feel a little down and insecure. It drains me. Maybe me being raised by a father who always told me I’m not good, retarded, stupid and selfish is contributing to this, but cognitively I know that’s not the objective truth. Although that’s not what I feel inside. I don’t even know anymore. I’m tired. Excuse me for grammer mistakes - English is not my native language.",2.69730015730016,5.247169177606178,3.9148176748176766,84.0807579007579,79.23166023166023,6.462519662519663,23.87830687830688,7.662118739084242,1.3519702845702848,1063,37,198,17,27,346,148,259,0.154,0.621,0.225,0.9745,1,4,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,0,0,8,20,1,1,12,2,20,6,0,1,2,37,37,18,2,2,10,2,5,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,17,7,2,1,9,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,1,7,33,14,19,32,5,20,0,2,0,3,22,12,0,4,10,136,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250468928077123,0.13563618928335114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149586382516076,0.21121102293580973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258680375606515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959693848373632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172030775217786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382779931521689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196465058658178,0.0,0.2566931676611752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600027847109574,0.0,0.15346912199675306,0.0,0.1961122622149496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645236163321332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369313398048755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594601635714514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925158539075944,0.0,0.0,0.13438728710492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401094088489463,0.2544093170707384,0.0,0.1123179769614375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34364394579346763,0.0,0.08471840420096301,0.0,0.12750566868852595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463939090159574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263965803093822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683851079347914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626187721845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125524634133304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027129287918156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684856474562055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458729742712895,0.0,0.12127509217220787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141606414788623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015853717166576,0.0,0.0,0.16346139342073804 lonely,empty_shell21,2020/04/12,"Is it time to move on from this girl? So I went a few dates with a girl I met online a couple years ago. The last date ended very awkwardly. I remember going to dinner and that went alright. Conversation wasn't great but not terrible either and then we went on a walk through this mall the restaurant was located in. Then she took my hand and held it as we walked, and I just clammed up and basically froze. Just didn't know what to do or how to handle it. Because something like that handed happened to me before and I guess I didn't see it coming. So we continued walking in silence for the most part and I walked her to her car, gave her a hug, and she left. I texted her that I had good time and she texted back that she felt the same. Then I just didn't text her again and she never texted me again either. I felt like I'd blown it and that I should just move on. Fast-forward a couple years and I texted her a few months ago, because for some reason I wanted to, see what she was up to and try to find some closure or maybe see if it was possible to start over. So we ended up meeting up and had some coffee. We just caught up with what each of us had been up to recently and then I left without really asking her what she thought about how things ended. I ended up texting her to find out and she acknowledged that she felt the awkwardness too during that last date and said she wasn't really interested in dating at the moment. I asked if we could just hangout again, just to have fun and not go on a ""date"". She agreed and we did hangout again and it went pretty well. I've text her a few times since then and it always seems like we little nice back and forth but she doesn't seem to ask me any, or very few, questions. And I'm almost always the one who reaches out to her, not the other way around. I've gathered from my interactions from her that she's pretty reserved and probably an introvert too, which makes us pretty similar. So I'm not sure what to do, that I should keep reaching out to her and try to hang out some more or wait for her to initiate because I don't want to hang out with someone who isn't as interested in building a relationship with me as I am with them. I think I should move on if she doesn't reach out to me again but I'm pretty lonely so letting go of a chance to have a relationship with someone, especially when they've shown some interest in me in the past, is really, really hard. What do you guys think I should do?",3.6705966386554607,4.40836811568628,4.623053221288519,87.87088235294121,71.76470588235293,7.867787114845939,24.375350140056014,8.052868069273773,1.087970308123249,1929,50,426,26,35,628,207,510,0.045,0.825,0.13,0.9936,0,2,1,0,0,0,41.0,10,1,1,0,27,18,0,2,22,1,32,4,2,4,2,111,72,51,0,10,24,0,7,3,0,4,0,1,0,3,30,48,1,3,15,3,0,20,15,4,1,1,27,11,70,14,69,39,16,89,0,1,3,1,57,30,0,18,41,310,100,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350243800322795,0.0,0.07540468504778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531560539986147,0.0,0.0,0.05120835606693009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703528671115669,0.2111933217357754,0.0,0.0,0.11580611568185566,0.0,0.13771131375985854,0.0,0.06407697359744892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486652953802756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060123005517467916,0.16664180821768304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26678304079345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690693977156267,0.0,0.13765044003007162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838862340603274,0.0631602553639702,0.0,0.08302139179461204,0.08295431303563414,0.07456142154770858,0.06658984807147726,0.0,0.06745634634278724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693241844661119,0.0,0.0,0.041384344339031404,0.12276335298650433,0.0,0.0,0.16363300909664502,0.07700201917493821,0.0,0.1103671526030154,0.07547299649643323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026507595761407,0.0,0.07565159167129684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010582373513108,0.2401042671593193,0.0,0.0,0.058078013990985076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051026996416702525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154538690021781,0.0718848605518348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489237674255776,0.0,0.3064392987856497,0.08118894830272119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435615541466887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929631171444928,0.07742362324602073,0.07435224139263012,0.1616936407882623,0.08530317614832322,0.0,0.07163002487791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001928871610692,0.13710533335551986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062291095968260275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760731175742948,0.057971627033010224,0.0,0.0,0.053299573929214895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097181741141254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500277071011729,0.09650174197655294,0.0,0.0597818598249101,0.13172866988145096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366396886822916,0.10225105645766423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115953269822296,0.0,0.0,0.1242650768017203,0.08883085912074737,0.059771705638279715,0.0,0.0,0.06770608858793369,0.279225090291326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258902748567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698482205755994 lonely,give_me_a_breakk,2020/04/12,"Someone up for chatting regularly Like everyone on this sub, I feel incredibly lonely. I haven't got anyone I can talk to when I feel the need to share something. So that's why I turn to you guys, the people on the internet. I'm a guy and 16 years old, to avoid any misconceptions. I'm looking forward to hearing from you :)",3.4752307692307696,4.899899907692308,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,73.0,8.276923076923078,29.92307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.416292307692306,254,11,51,5,5,87,49,65,0.078,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.4033,0,3,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,10,10,0,7,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,0,5,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915066228224046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392369399844004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376802297069093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515392483366173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893884548600896,0.0,0.0,0.492580305410156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280346288829248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152103283433477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887763516892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844363943949518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610091404063755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244390855631425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107552648986992,0.19149099598893987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992652831834706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055598524646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444774465605927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017939397351347 lonely,feelingoodwednesday,2020/04/12,"Cant connect with happy people I cant make friends and I think I'm starting to realize why. I cant connect with people who are happy. They expect someone to be social and friendly and my entire vibe is awkwardness and wanting to leave the interaction asap. Even though I want friends seems like I only ever get on with people who have a dark sense of humor, or can talk about real shit in life. I dont know how to make friends with people who are already happy and enjoy their lives",4.2414580265095685,5.4622014226804145,5.2637702503681885,82.00505154639177,70.85567010309279,6.7799705449189975,27.259204712812963,6.868970318607317,1.3851101620029458,386,13,71,3,7,127,64,97,0.218,0.667,0.11599999999999999,-0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,12,1,1,2,0,10,2,1,3,1,22,20,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,10,12,19,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,2,3,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178864137809595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182674219627178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683503743495166,0.13261784408646213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530844996091989,0.0,0.07659808138484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682097044057859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057345045503278,0.0,0.0,0.155239647037049,0.0,0.0,0.10355552967153347,0.07162662148493547,0.0,0.1294600047260762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572766813026507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150410468348786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40656581918240936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687516476275008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346894774677834,0.0,0.0,0.1504938587607627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945122702378327,0.12422283807804566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377186464712433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784019140273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394226790538696,0.1440443469130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729496731326263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229342505295708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jo_Am,2020/04/12,"I would like to talk Hello, I am looking to talk and make friends. I like science, programming and technology.... actually I am happy to talk about anything . Just message me",2.181290322580648,5.032856806451616,3.9570322580645154,77.73554838709677,93.83870967741936,6.3509677419354835,32.006451612903234,7.554174236665415,3.0606722580645163,135,8,22,3,5,45,21,31,0.0,0.6609999999999999,0.33899999999999997,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.28427556378716834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397224872269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506461205588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010384913124545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284637727245759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462619334384794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445102065657274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7024294228256921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069375567125553,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_PH0EBE_,2020/04/12,"Being lonely fuels my self loathing I'm really not sure how to go about this but due to the lack of interaction we all have to face. I feel even more lonely than ever. I already am an outsider at school, but I hold my few friends very close and not seeing them has completely ruined me. I guess I feel like I'm giving up, allowing myself to wallow in self loathing, believing that I can't do anything right. I hate so much about myself, I hate my body, I hate my personality, my face. Everything I do is never good enough. I don't ever feel accomplished or even pleased with myself when I do anything. I literally feel like I'm pointless, a waste of space, taking up too much space. I don't know why but all these feelings surface when I feel alone",2.8338307692307723,4.7231799933333365,4.171333333333333,85.70746153846156,75.73333333333333,7.015384615384615,24.205128205128197,7.882392219407189,1.2638974358974355,589,19,119,9,13,194,92,150,0.28,0.62,0.1,-0.9855,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,11,11,3,0,3,0,11,3,3,2,6,28,29,9,0,1,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,7,26,5,14,28,8,16,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,2,8,82,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392094377135387,0.1483260704451606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212178836620393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143536273787328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493005110586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092755637016818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888267085759765,0.0,0.1775546226458514,0.2431652001858897,0.0,0.0,0.12080009434638846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077739624459056,0.1920467360048321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038457379241936,0.0,0.0,0.12893944368518626,0.07638896645005575,0.11273771382492838,0.0,0.0,0.14806905940550938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398109614814185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738688648745948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133301835813244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761535366572444,0.0,0.10366618189088153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173626507496916,0.0,0.14754310373729096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610723846048471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478640632122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603128174840676,0.10710830166476756,0.0,0.2804403323841433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668093874628608,0.0,0.10106047352937322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109032934253836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128517624410387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowawayQuestions91,2020/04/12,Realised how dull my life is I was talking to some friends that I’ve known for a long time and i told them a joke that I’ve been telling them for 6 years and I just realised that I have no new meaningful memories I just reminisce,2.2854081632653056,3.7433513673469374,3.15484693877551,94.26247448979592,76.14285714285714,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.60585306122449,183,8,43,3,4,58,34,49,0.105,0.731,0.163,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,3,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183563187687288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910499674370756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646598868744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979698468515589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311979956969063,0.3601583589672037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402753373757293,0.0,0.0,0.3937407224436091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653529508175045 lonely,Kitchen_Chance,2020/04/12,"It hurts when people downplay my loneliness because of my age. It is NOT always easy to make friends as a kid I’m not an adult yet but I have been very lonely for my whole life. I was bullied for years since i was 3 and never had a friend in real life. People always talk about childhood as if it’s super easy to make friends and it makes me feel worthless for never succeeding. I have always tried to make friends but other kids just never care. Just because you’re in an environment where you’ll be exposed to many others doesn’t mean they’re going to take any interest or offer any kindness. I don’t feel secure with my family because they were very supportive of the bullying (as in, they encouraged others to bully me and justified it) and now I feel uncomfortable being near them. Even when we aren’t in quarantine I spend most of my time just sitting in my room because I’m not allowed to go out by myself (not that I have anywhere to go to) and I don’t feel good being around my family. A lot of people think it’s “a phase” or “being edgy” but I have genuinely never had a real life positive relationship. I’m in physical pain recently from being so touch-starved and I don’t have any way of relieving it. It hurts to think that I’m probably stuck like this until I’m an adult because of how long I’ve gone without success, how that makes it even harder to get better, and how I live in a relatively small town where it’s impossible to find people who I can connect with. It also hurts that people always say to “just put yourself out there” or to “confide in a trusted adult” because I keep getting rejected for my personality and I have zero close relationships at all. There’s nowhere to turn at all and I feel so afraid because of how little protection I have. I do my best to self-care but it doesn’t fill the void of not having care from anybody else.",4.340130932896892,5.297361425531918,5.553191489361705,81.00653846153848,70.38297872340425,8.444189852700491,28.291325695581016,8.730908602173464,2.092490507364975,1480,52,291,25,26,494,181,376,0.172,0.675,0.153,-0.7208,2,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,3,5,23,28,0,1,12,0,29,4,0,10,6,64,60,30,0,1,18,0,5,1,4,1,4,1,1,6,21,16,0,3,9,0,1,6,16,8,0,1,8,6,35,20,53,46,6,44,0,6,0,0,22,21,0,6,16,203,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469352739672272,0.2692520775492005,0.0,0.0,0.16503877807043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201573243209664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451996268340641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489670676720644,0.07154707211192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496034157260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757929881651678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686378394587487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252551608381112,0.0,0.2045204830125681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393865040869721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000415840179224,0.0,0.08453098213833744,0.0,0.13792736936254887,0.0678528022149499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25980664145330296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190522147915354,0.0,0.08424207066561762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142042863338286,0.03952232583315119,0.08108032930410533,0.07143378234336227,0.07159154911195438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877597646409529,0.0,0.0,0.2699978204344796,0.08201714688210579,0.0,0.08812085623315692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957188495570326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608041200817051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804199480099855,0.07063638651664952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722095278871983,0.0,0.0,0.08132411265157471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415763576399655,0.0,0.0,0.07987630671186724,0.1737068123711187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433276583308742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843935084398904,0.0,0.0,0.06691906785573111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180127723359299,0.0,0.0,0.06082468846925899,0.06502217114678703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367142396749136,0.0,0.0,0.04717185584508838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492394441813296,0.08799301286056048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349746022817022,0.0,0.06421249720022447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031892663588227,0.0,0.07798209327333527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520951974544872 lonely,vapegod_420,2020/04/12,Damn once all of this is over I’m really gonna feel bad because I really don’t have friends.. Don’t get me wrong I’m going to enjoy being able to go to restaurants and public places and what not but I just wish I had people that I could look forward to seeing again or even if they felt the same about me,2.2119402985074608,3.1411018358208938,3.725552238805971,92.21907462686569,75.41791044776119,6.554029850746268,19.370149253731345,6.742157984588678,-0.015714029850746325,241,4,56,2,5,80,53,67,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.033,-0.7243,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,18,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,2,7,13,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,2,36,10,0,0.2609284951720643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178643944781492,0.15905958880615825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833017145000293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234081018590147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193328718305594,0.0,0.2505322744174096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159270810881907,0.0,0.13632436930091876,0.0,0.2965833538116301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219114219423768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27788033157339986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808949645908353,0.0,0.272614741655564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343149509263939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792622812598208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300054892233972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28528434822925314,0.0,0.0 lonely,Itsnotokaylike,2020/04/12,"I posted on a r/amiugly. 1 minute after i posted someone commented saying how i look like a terrorist. Idk if i should cry or laugh. Just fucking end me.",0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,89.32258064516128,6.970967741935485,23.87903225806452,8.07648339933343,2.0646709677419355,119,5,22,3,4,43,26,31,0.276,0.541,0.183,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701023125282735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984204000511708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114868006158653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460721408349252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829367460724101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453725295462681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794064202536544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548010331427554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,myfuckedupsadlife,2020/04/12,"What’s the point ? Is it just me ?🤣💀 Is there really a point in sleeping tbh or eating like why are we all trying to live longer where all gunna die anyways everything’s gunna leave some day, wich kinda makes me wonder about the whole world and why we do some of the thing we do yk I mean I’m also writing this at 4:43 am so mabey I’m crazy but it’s jus like lil things that I think about too much durning the day and night that just puts me in confusion and a spiral of more questions and then I don’t wanna do anything during the day and I’m jus sad the whole day jus stuck idk mabey jus me 🤣.",1.946564885496187,2.9465049160305377,3.3006793893129784,94.73086641221373,76.17557251908397,6.156030534351145,19.20687022900764,6.2581,-0.2452143511450382,468,8,112,3,10,153,82,131,0.128,0.833,0.038,-0.8687,0,0,0,2,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,8,0,8,2,1,1,2,25,16,10,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,9,15,8,14,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,7,8,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133061913103702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369246796850125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292307854629039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726864079338793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025836883927076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954047973416046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761828398229236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257936449863045,0.0,0.14692529718703734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106652540532712,0.0,0.0,0.18124733936387805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231569416357713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561456146060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145844044574425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726776922396858,0.18639472635751228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065936067155862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651002749083152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210840626763644,0.1066159055040041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296779467072915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028194163786665,0.37153667920887606,0.0,0.0,0.18044270840555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Daniel-Strz,2020/04/12,"Hi🐺 Basically just need a pal , nothing else. Someone who I can just talk to about how my day was, about Videogames and TV shows , about random stuff. I’m an introvert so I don’t really get out a lot. I’m passionate about music . 21. if you wanna chat, let me know. You can be a guy or girl, doesn’t matter :)",-0.4839615384615357,1.6346889692307731,2.101826923076924,94.46504807692308,90.07692307692308,5.711538461538463,17.35576923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.10457692307692312,233,6,55,4,8,80,52,65,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,9,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,4,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150571112688948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785669243504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422151545647854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33018242898899103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326344981546455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409901957404314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834997191198955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725981135031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319968323571839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136259925090373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825435143150001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817372415098533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680262528341317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,julianvu0531,2020/04/12,"I see myself in Travis Bickle ( from Scorsese's Taxi Driver) Big appreciation for Netflix when they released this Scorsese's masterpiece during this hard time. I've watched this movie for about 7 times now, but that was a year ago. The more I watch, the more I see my personality, characteristic connect to Travis Bickle's. He's a God's lonely cabbie, who suffers from depression living most of his life alone. Some of his personal aspect are quite related to my social life. 1/ I push myself away from people that I think care about me because of my insecurity. I always think that the presence of myself among them would ruin their days. I'm blessed that I have a good co-worker who actually talks to me, but for some whatever the fuck reason I keep a cold vibe toward them. ( Travis Bickle is cold and distant to his cab buddies despite that they actually like him and try to merge him into conversations) 2/ I'm socially awkward. And I swear, as a waiter, social awkwardness is a quite big liability for the job-performance, and of course my empty social life. (please don't tell me to quit for another job, my circumstance is complicated even though I fuckin' hate my job for that reason). 3/ Rejection from romantic interest becomes a regular thing to me since high school (probably almost a dozen of girls now). I'm average looking but they think I'm either needy, too introverted, underconfident, etc. Some of the girls that I had a crush on and really cared about, turned me down in despise, and after that, I just wanted to do some mad, crazy thing to flush my frustration and sadness to the toilet, before I moved on ( not assassinate a presidential candidate haha). Man, I'm already feel lonely right now. Can't believe it's 2:45 am now. The more the list goes on, the more I hate myself. 4/ Watching porn regularly ... hmm ... Glad I've reduced the amount of time spent on porn haha. And for sure I'm very aware that I would never take a girl to a porno theatre if I'm lucky enough to find someone lol. There are some more minor things that I can see myself in the character. I'm God's lonely man :( . This is definitely my most favourite movie of all time. It perfectly portrays the life of a lonely, mentally ill human being and his unique perspective toward society. Do you guys see somewhat the picture of yourself in the movie?",5.523706011730205,6.903554920454546,6.250938416422289,75.52673020527861,67.97727272727273,9.222873900293257,29.420821114369502,9.536714749202195,2.7208885630498534,1855,67,332,39,31,608,234,440,0.18899999999999997,0.69,0.121,-0.9857,3,9,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,6,4,14,31,7,3,28,3,18,9,0,2,4,42,45,16,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,9,21,10,0,1,7,1,1,2,4,19,0,1,3,12,47,12,53,39,18,34,1,9,8,4,32,18,2,11,15,210,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.1731933390077659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786619566545123,0.0,0.08885950182621502,0.09190706062482944,0.09792592637790902,0.0,0.0738381326029381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930508004271112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337341019052295,0.0,0.0,0.05409459959850827,0.098005487063239,0.07551053291705405,0.09997870325812816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095108028332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722945011650345,0.0,0.07643095271498852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169132682306697,0.09896767781944442,0.05861141218496545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486921157944111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110603153822726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203797097928626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443024028682417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786577080701488,0.0,0.0,0.07949290322263326,0.17522319896800295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375784892441684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641799237746315,0.07887548837874712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250716517260102,0.04335349628062186,0.0,0.07835834941009559,0.0,0.0745185880023444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942825336732951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943157380411442,0.0,0.0,0.06844115040099212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152059584947645,0.15496731306017714,0.0,0.09740900619010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567587869907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28315522322579345,0.0,0.0,0.056848611095674,0.18247737754921048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578280164007499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980881945842514,0.28285464940338434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340599264410255,0.0,0.0,0.3618338031634049,0.07518844581713968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363565652296938,0.0,0.06672084321287912,0.07132521671094755,0.0775619820691898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686316683244158,0.1705815105247964,0.08718582460928091,0.0,0.2069781910673563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024809951977352,0.09652277985551083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321914289542948,0.05234068601481543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460320275022106,0.0,0.0,0.126075579397986,0.0,0.0,0.057145142687603234 lonely,nicoleluxe01,2020/04/12,"touch starvation - it’s killing me I’m an 18 year old woman. And I’ve never been kissed. But this is only the start of it. Even though i’m a relatively social person (as far as having friends, talking to people, etc) i severely lack in one area of my life: physical affection. (and mental but we won’t get into that now.) Growing up in my family, we really never hugged each other, cuddled, or had any physical contact - except for my infant and toddler years of course. But since i’ve been single my whole life, i literally do not Know what it feels like to be held - cuddled, have someone play with your hair, or stroke your arm, grab your waist, give you a kiss on the cheek - nothing. My family doesn’t even say i love you. We know we love each other, we just never say it. But sometimes i can physically feel the sheer extent of my lonlieness and touch starvation to a point where i end up hyperventilating and crying in bed because my body feels wrong - isolated and alone and like i need a hug that would last a thousand years to feel better. Also small side note, i’m extraordinarily insecure about my body even though i know many people who look like me, and i deal with body dysmorphia and all kinds of appearance-related insecurities. So when someone tries to touch me, even if it’s just a sibling messing around or a hug from a friend of a friend who i don’t even care about - i hate it, but simultaneously feel like i need it extremely badly. But my mind makes me feel bad about thinking i need physical affection, so i turn sour, and often deny this simple physical contact, and feel terrible about it because i know i need it. Not that i get much of that often anyways. But i feel like i’m predisposed to rejecting physical contact and in the rare cases where i’m presented with it, my mind makes me feel weak and like i’m emotional (in a way with negative connotation) and basically like i should not be allowed to feel good things or emotional things, and i don’t deserve to. I cannot stand the thought of someone touching my body and feeling and acknowledging the presence of something (my body) that i try like hell to hide from the world. And my mind makes me feel like it’s wrong for me to feel. Which is so not true and screwed up obviously, but i feel so messed up and turned around and engrained in these negative habits i feel like nothing will ever get better, and when a real relationship does come around for me i’m going to make it all fall to pieces because ive never received any kind of real love/ let myself know how it feels to be loved and touched.....any advice on how to help me grow and not feel this way, i am absolutely open to. I want my mind to learn that having emotions and being touched and having feelings is okay and NORMAL. I just don’t know how. I feel like a lost cause. (and none of my touch starvation is from quarantine FYI, the amount of physical affection i receive in vs out of quarantine has not changed one bit)",6.610551724137932,6.258538805172414,7.001853448275861,77.14536637931036,65.25862068965517,10.353448275862073,32.43534482758621,9.903583721103773,2.9081206896551723,2337,83,462,45,32,763,252,580,0.14,0.672,0.188,0.9844,1,4,1,0,0,0,69.0,5,5,0,3,34,48,4,2,21,1,30,25,9,12,9,138,91,55,1,10,24,0,28,11,3,4,4,2,1,3,31,46,1,1,29,1,0,7,19,16,0,3,6,32,64,32,64,76,14,53,1,2,1,12,35,27,2,7,27,303,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008441508237129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530832620943944,0.0,0.04098747750471712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045625965343593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368796848073468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558921377923043,0.0937311384628214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065927077163702,0.05595564585190267,0.2846559216645722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225645100409413,0.052651555508479435,0.054219502367623136,0.04415042958876933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629966206798592,0.0,0.05284020088021058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044852362109324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296017103446265,0.045395467978305584,0.0,0.05716130126289633,0.16926256446376675,0.04636180659053157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663464663231944,0.0,0.4923917481301763,0.2196934501530428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187951897692275,0.0,0.08033365627754285,0.04916711392463652,0.029128596406893238,0.04298907968586306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060230918387061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435420108077733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670450362101751,0.1067454539983148,0.1690057964096856,0.04177851667657373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052410268438719855,0.07240385290657557,0.27543906737302004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304010715759938,0.0,0.055949348129950435,0.0,0.1850334646425305,0.0,0.13684867759356706,0.051963095816625504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051651563871898884,0.0,0.20700606107614844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037677286054772614,0.15201555058013005,0.1581197135488076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021763615390367,0.09835840408181493,0.0,0.0537820210532261,0.0,0.06946151824266424,0.03898066486449515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106557192622938,0.04475265795310989,0.0,0.0,0.048451209291517104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667561279988382,0.03283436225658926,0.0,0.0,0.05502717467248526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151782407009338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790196808565992,0.0,0.04239749939052427,0.0,0.0,0.05224658061457337,0.13028100176352925,0.03945751770127985,0.050691111183500434,0.0,0.036277554890518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119569429014947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810121569901617,0.0328412310221687,0.10071278413619593,0.040689625476850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695956466403036,0.1114983764319276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030230695389840807,0.08136542836429844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722280300217415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036409079886719216,0.11207550975435276,0.0,0.09901689487460652 lonely,O_Dear,2020/04/12,"Remembering that song from Akon I can't help it. That probably forgotten semi-catchy song from 2004 pops into my head sometimes coming to forums like this. I wonder if there's a name for that almost psychosomatic relief factor that listening to weepy kinds of songs can cause... Anyone care to share their go-to lonely-themed tune, whether it be well-known or long lost? Another couple of liked ones of mine are 'Honestly OK' by Dido and 'Lonely Soul' from UNKLE featuring Richard Ashcroft, from the Verve :)",7.1154212454212455,8.416953967032967,6.533791208791207,75.23204212454212,64.27472527472528,9.583150183150185,28.353479853479854,9.725611199111238,2.6287787545787547,405,12,68,8,6,125,76,91,0.109,0.675,0.217,0.9041,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,11,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,5,8,13,7,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337010328966937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447241738335353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318798649710112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379512235432612,0.2397503430479243,0.0,0.20104022639779304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823569636001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263788531247653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952000109246654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643282358347935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303421777140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803992037405865,0.0,0.0,0.20653808720502495,0.0,0.0,0.2547669347642175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814749124198618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162814573283104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437933349364745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308234045196908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984084511947698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530957171826663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DMurph3302,2020/04/12,"I’m never going to win. It’s just the same over and over, every single day, every morning waking up with the out in my stomach as if every bad thing that ever happened is here to torment me, the subtle darkness is surrounding me each and every day, I find comfort in the rain, to hear it. I pushed so many people away, ones I’ll never get back, but I’m content in the fact, I have me.",5.965,4.297549419753088,7.166759259259264,79.74791666666668,67.14814814814815,8.593827160493827,30.12654320987655,5.985473137389443,1.568083950617284,297,8,61,1,4,102,56,81,0.075,0.903,0.023,-0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,4,14,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,13,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066005974206213,0.15604117151383404,0.16943864654543364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174700910718435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356242365687184,0.6839114217639436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547497077524772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602290787733204,0.0,0.1153301854993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794509356059776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871763188539734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573986456261328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130253109342503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375110848475164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406865864455396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481813077409122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JudahMannowdogg,2020/04/12,"It's 1 am and I just want to hear another person's voice I've been feeling really sad and apathetic towards life and just want to talk to someone. I'm generally a very shy person but I'm pretty good at listening if you just want to rant about anything. Random things about me * One of my favorite anime is hunter X hunter * I had a huge Minecraft phase in middle school * I eat kiwi with the skin on &#x200B; Hmu if you want to vc :)",-0.205248796147675,2.0734350000000035,2.0038924558587503,92.01845505617979,97.87640449438204,4.790048154093099,18.716693418940608,6.5431188927421005,0.26937495987158977,341,11,71,5,14,114,65,89,0.08800000000000001,0.652,0.26,0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,17,13,6,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,7,1,13,11,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,0,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225168943067182,0.2495454421129965,0.0,0.215346982239998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690009367366293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014344446362665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384058239981968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722535169992531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314654440463267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505798215023882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916314213794828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35864004457963816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893379332631892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315644442368686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078440825886089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740082281046027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506757712791525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643783493157574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694506806212912,0.4845271069104201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495454421129965,0.0 lonely,Arctrooper_Rob,2020/04/12,"Happy Easter! 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i hate sitting here and feeling this big ass hole in my chest, this void that i know a hug or a good conversation with someone i care about would fill. i wanna do something about it, but i don't wanna cry out for help. the last person anybody wants to love is a desperate one. i'm a walking contradiction. i need love, but i run from it because i'm scared. i don't think i'm asking for advice or anything, i just... had to get it out, i guess. 18 y/o male, if that means anything to you.",3.1565793528505384,4.316189084745766,4.7195454545454565,85.10884052388295,73.40677966101696,7.668721109399077,24.934514637904467,8.150884317080207,1.36093220338983,1120,34,236,17,22,377,162,295,0.18899999999999997,0.595,0.21600000000000005,0.892,0,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,1,12,22,6,1,10,0,18,16,5,4,4,59,58,20,0,10,12,0,3,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,17,15,1,2,9,1,0,8,7,9,0,3,11,5,37,13,36,42,1,29,0,2,1,11,18,13,6,9,7,151,54,2,0.0,0.11468833409367606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458867508696606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065825117145202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896646137054545,0.0,0.09049190543155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900640739579328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080571984824976,0.0,0.0,0.09869074954943442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063266973188454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825027441653308,0.0,0.1468300531458721,0.0691516257804751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579481851021241,0.1011446255245588,0.0,0.05501183026176098,0.1623770621661924,0.0,0.0,0.21326509158518767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556676211894216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488082886777508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103067045285764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063939373696606,0.07890227994150563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729000829200936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368142824095873,0.0,0.06461258996281577,0.0,0.0,0.21088010050610395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133671972185649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177357216981495,0.14931125965147427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287910331453572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559199073501147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451919854595254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270454045288017,0.196954211087099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973074807861488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860314521833816,0.0,0.0,0.1039234967102865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697666990900451,0.0969104446266624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936048470734828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460467457900373,0.07451887609042365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780157032450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430746724492492,0.12404691261754593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418647574020188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046919524028973,0.0,0.0,0.1375232843173386,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,svetlanathebaddest,2020/04/12,"friends? f17 hi!! my name is Svetlana and I'm a 17 year old gIrL. I'm looking for friends of all different backgrounds and experiences. BUT before you message me, I'll list some of my interests so I don't feel like a complete stranger lol. - I love fortnite, I won't play with you but I love it lol. - drugs. I favor weed but experiment with psychedelics too. hope that's okay!! - memes (dark humor.) please send me memes. I'll send them in return. - true crime - rap music (ex: wiz khalifa, lil wayne, 6obby, a$ap rocky, etc etc.) that's it for now, please message me!!",0.08019191919191826,2.3959663727272758,1.2751515151515171,96.8049494949495,98.9090909090909,4.262626262626263,20.65656565656565,6.139981653823899,0.17795959595959587,431,16,92,5,18,135,77,110,0.063,0.622,0.316,0.9851,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,2,13,10,6,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,13,12,7,9,4,7,0,0,1,2,15,1,0,2,5,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156061164796104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906920050886331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983678768898779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018241435164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234979662890608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714476109216022,0.0,0.0,0.09600114032964366,0.13563915809481594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29337751334483736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885781795052658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275815049363756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943826896342966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427200494051525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992307385918548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168281698496287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226644215927725 lonely,SlyMacross,2020/04/12,"I'm all alone in this I have no family, very few friends who aren't talking to me right now. I've been single for the past few years, because I've been debating wither or not someone wants to date me cause of the problems in my life. Now that I'm try to get back out there I'm getting just crickets back. Anytime I try to make a connection with people I either get ignored or they eventually just stop talking to me altogether. Now that this quarantine is going on its just making me feel worse.",3.2561633663366334,4.792889603960397,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,73.75247524752477,7.426237623762375,27.476485148514854,8.07648339933343,1.7215435643564354,394,15,80,6,8,130,69,101,0.142,0.825,0.033,-0.8451,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,3,1,18,16,2,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,12,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581598940838934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32045848830259865,0.0,0.12702483851223034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406083759033268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643952774603896,0.0,0.10536179946522377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099174771520916,0.0,0.32660554058455643,0.0,0.11842559416285693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718301528102765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781868670916153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989196650682012,0.14446254914458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938888785727416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795303434689566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655736910512454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421271288700854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334971483357011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829489512435195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193305563449118,0.12290630188590257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123542215881592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418811813982506 lonely,littlesmiggles,2020/04/12,"Just got a new Reddit account and decided to go here Hello to whoever is reading. I'm 17 and a guy and my interests are anime, games, cats, listening to weird music and tech stuff. and I kind of wanted to just vent to anyone who may be reading. I have never done something like this because I don't really have a lot of confidence (I'm scared to give my order to employees at restaurants lol) but I really want to try to maybe connect or simply share something with someone. I have always never really been a social person. I'm always kinda left out anyways. I did have a friend group a few years back but ever since I moved it changed. There has always been a few decent people in my life up until that certain point in my life. After realizing that my friends were rather abusive to me because I'm half Asian and half white (why I decided to stick with them so long is a mystery to me) I decided to beg my parents to move because I was too scared to confront them about it. Luckily, my father got a job opportunity and he agreed because we were going to move anyways. After that I've felt more separated then ever. I tried to join the anime club but I was just ignored by everyone. Now I'm inside all the time and I find myself a little more confident because I don't have any human interaction. That is why I'm posting this I suppose. I kind of wanted to see if anyone else has had a similar experience or just wanted to talk. Feel free to dm me to talk about whatever! Games, anime (I don't know too many but maybe I can get suggestions), or just life in general. If you want something long term then maybe I can help with that too because I would like something like that. Thanks for reading. I hope you are well in these times.",3.0805684189605462,4.856157080691645,4.719203020967903,82.54014409221902,74.73487031700289,7.437503726522906,26.08655470535625,8.216663640201805,1.7612828977442114,1365,49,263,23,29,460,180,347,0.069,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.9873,3,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,2,1,21,20,1,2,13,1,29,3,0,0,6,54,53,21,0,10,15,2,2,3,2,2,3,1,0,3,13,13,0,1,8,6,2,5,5,5,1,2,12,5,37,16,41,38,7,35,0,0,2,0,27,10,0,9,21,181,50,4,0.0,0.0994241113685787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946896936187545,0.0,0.0,0.057064250079251734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173489365648942,0.08597958732588085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452451956609291,0.0,0.30691838015123285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876965601926136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587293442225484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009919825388553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518096420571566,0.0,0.0801832158614793,0.0,0.08208378172910541,0.0,0.0,0.04242933009590346,0.0,0.08057039127801653,0.0,0.07669567758754599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966316143413287,0.0,0.04384148829066227,0.08049774711979067,0.09538027353448604,0.0,0.1342270361359755,0.0,0.0,0.08308783824073311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624564002966943,0.0,0.0,0.08334532068722521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832714816832987,0.0,0.0,0.17476658433347567,0.04611682069312577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117257093849146,0.0,0.1778123600270421,0.12298810741828553,0.08410365567435696,0.0,0.1485221149786514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134049766261953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507540534145956,0.25290802190849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756121458706805,0.0,0.0,0.12943896539682595,0.08104445468179526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317632567934928,0.0,0.0,0.05817525151679115,0.07327027875522309,0.0,0.0,0.07932564842375847,0.0,0.08036620836110217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518094742829837,0.0,0.1612719546944647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802467165439547,0.0,0.06686842082932988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941434857618872,0.0,0.0,0.08553953442604424,0.07109987616620181,0.2584037197514453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606120552857128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489344062275754,0.0,0.07725653736711204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786160356195883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394390104891408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474726172128901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544856870663923,0.0,0.15143827470691662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960994395721076,0.0,0.0,0.05403772513758137 lonely,magicbullet51,2020/04/12,Quarantine thoughts? Anybody want to talk about what all this has got you thinking about existentially?,7.88625,12.104985125000002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,72.75,8.200000000000001,39.25,8.841846274778883,4.481975,86,5,12,2,2,24,15,16,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.168,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890591859478247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914872454893277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918139128783642,0.0,0.4854495667619158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606687898432277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_Bad_Catholic,2020/04/12,"I don't matter I'm garbage. People take what they want to see and throw the rest away. I don't know who is this person whom everyone seems to think is a good person. I do lots of things for other people, but they can't see me. I'm no one to them, unlovable. I'm 23 and all I have are scraps. I can't pray. My only consolation is philosophy.",-0.2260999999999989,1.6618969733333344,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,85.93333333333334,5.3500000000000005,16.041666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.4592333333333332,263,5,64,3,8,91,51,75,0.161,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.8493,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,20,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,10,1,6,20,3,2,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531814830913595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494984466216439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900374092462474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349730180367307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198340583879653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693251933525458,0.19858325629289705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620367362251376,0.4559762423234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41613614384790737,0.2377015476943848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963195900611994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346755395305571,0.1673064997664973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400737651299698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jayden-is-me,2020/04/12,I really need someone to talk to Ive been having a hard time in this self-isolation with the fact that i have no friends to talk to. And everyone i tried to talk to either wont reply and/or doesnt want to talk to me. And right now tbh i dont think that anyone would ever want to talk to me,3.1437692307692338,2.9126891846153846,4.72596153846154,90.12278846153843,72.53846153846155,8.346153846153845,22.403846153846153,8.07648339933343,0.7159999999999997,227,4,56,3,4,77,42,65,0.102,0.845,0.052000000000000005,0.0145,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,12,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,12,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274077190815578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249145150279875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172144596831584,0.0,0.18140056960201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667016711566508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005964616883248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407641983510455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161657577210372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212260352977784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804486558120035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085109454156435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7629323263491972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164201728191668,0.0,0.0,0.1106974223818443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288891218123244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239454890453457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485712279814893,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RayyDayy,2020/04/12,"I don’t understand friendships anymore So I’ve never not had friends. But for some reason I’ve always felt lonely most of my life. I always think about how I wish I had friends that are more like me because basically everyone in my life knows almost nothing about me. I’ve stopped talking to my dad due to our toxic relationship and me and my mom only talk about basic stuff. They know none of my hobbies, interests and I always hide what I do from them. And it’s the same with my friends. They have no clue who I am yet they talk to me ever day. I’m fake in every conversation I have with them but I don’t even mean to. I just think that if I shared any of my interest or feelings with them they would start to think I’m weird. I’ve only had one friend that I felt I could talk to but now even that relationship is fading after 7 years of knowing each other.",2.030174581005589,3.8585387318435735,3.47368365921788,90.08415677374303,77.88268156424581,6.262709497206704,22.3606843575419,7.1686216300943375,0.6240974860335191,679,20,147,8,16,223,103,179,0.059000000000000004,0.807,0.134,0.9173,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,7,0,11,11,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,2,2,38,28,11,0,4,7,2,3,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,12,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,3,32,8,21,21,6,13,0,1,0,0,23,2,0,5,12,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408887896829578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093363425915991,0.0,0.0,0.08427046004008686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289623223571708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554102920299519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894075348420847,0.0,0.0,0.07991872746279391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369716875084733,0.11209354680829317,0.10440870119410334,0.11841172851226672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265812941392766,0.0,0.23796699086305725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382963913453034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431105411874706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505799000812725,0.06054149125593511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498618653232786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513465797546365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557543598622928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890544375578355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397200755437514,0.18849485397314308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741132209721553,0.0,0.266089336610885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771184939202105,0.0,0.0,0.1036034195033708,0.0,0.0,0.14185978034680913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39841169495375867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382105231147699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900602507945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250291696887932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802985044509351,0.0,0.0,0.07980099537870697 lonely,restrainedthoughts,2020/04/12,"It's never going to stop, is it? I don't have the money, courage, self-esteem, or self-worth to leave the person who has made me feel the loneliest I've ever been, even when I was actually alone, for the past 5 years. I used to cry about it every day and night over the years. The ending of last year/early January, I started to feel like an individual again. Not this co-dependent, fucked up person that he made me. I felt like I could be okay on my own. But it must've been a dream. Cause here I am, crying almost every day again. Wondering how the fuck did I let THIS become my life? I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself. Everything just really sucks right now and I have no one to talk to. I might delete this later anyway. Gotta say it did make the tears stop.",1.8147978436657723,3.5232823081761,3.5336253369272232,89.95655660377359,78.1194968553459,6.3038634321653175,17.64645103324349,7.1686216300943375,0.017939442946989903,593,10,130,7,14,198,110,159,0.159,0.713,0.127,-0.6441,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,3,0,10,1,15,3,0,6,2,24,31,6,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,10,2,0,2,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,8,5,15,4,14,18,1,23,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,4,20,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1242760295317316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275234502250054,0.1318970422976117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406489750047107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082437231509764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167926696631413,0.0,0.2797777911959388,0.16426148657932932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279502660193018,0.0,0.0,0.08411401539257407,0.11519610746587446,0.21459711652622013,0.0,0.11445470519281838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931772028390343,0.0909794510989686,0.12227675826724475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546756157147514,0.0,0.0,0.07237640568354918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380791541074916,0.0,0.13484613014358182,0.0,0.13022484151027722,0.08995165022400839,0.1244343556153229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410048497856097,0.08500766110056478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509909470673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822080314576064,0.0,0.0,0.11951011738534753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629621135017336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157076752862404,0.0,0.22239564736904946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158419615718733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875690426173976,0.0,0.10127448337917598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657093584311654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851176327640752,0.0901395657135751,0.0,0.0,0.2129419754618629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235976497836807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999021938543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381065316325455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460292577391036 lonely,stinkykierstin,2020/04/12,"I’m at my breaking point Me and my boyfriend of 2 years broke up in the middle of February, I moved back in with my family, got hit with the quarantine, I’m failing my online classes, and now my Poppy died and I can’t help but feel absolutely broken and beyond devastated. I feel like I’m being hit in every direction and drowning and I don’t know what to do about it, I tried talking to my family and my only friend but rn everyone is struggling with their own issues and I feel so alone and scared and I just don’t know what to do I feel hopeless",3.5326304347826074,4.330996817391308,5.304945652173913,82.63220108695654,72.13043478260869,8.532608695652174,26.54891304347826,8.841846274778883,1.8659782608695648,434,14,91,8,8,149,67,115,0.24600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.073,-0.9733,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,22,19,13,2,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,4,17,2,15,15,1,13,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216144026719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047279038060555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659140496542573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583368087873089,0.1994160433508076,0.0,0.0,0.3934762262086055,0.0,0.4220877917576857,0.14909102256370302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123645293935934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691164210215476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988317717048404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782229699024666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229385509566718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195733814970374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218086756845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872117755387075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728326901019974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893908311511794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181722624891157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774031768343153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416895148629623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439208221869067 lonely,yuzumi69,2020/04/12,"I feel like I’ve ran out of time It has always been difficult for me to have friends ever since I was in elementary school. I always wanted a friend group of some sort, but the people I talked to never felt real. When I was in middle school up until now I used an app called discord to make friends because it was hard to irl. I met a lot of people there, even the ones I became close with drifted apart at some point. Now I’m in high school and I have people I talk to from school but my relationships with them never felt genuine. I felt left out, I don’t really get asked to hang out and I’m not in any group chats.. and now I only have a few online friends. The quarantine makes me feel 10x as lonely and I don’t know how to deal with it. :(",1.4431103074141056,3.0873729493670865,3.0013019891500896,93.64582278481014,79.0,5.780108499095843,18.247739602169982,6.5431188927421005,-0.22530705244122995,578,11,133,5,14,190,93,158,0.09,0.818,0.091,0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,4,3,33,26,10,0,1,3,0,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,9,6,18,5,26,17,4,27,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,4,10,86,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045014472092813,0.0,0.0,0.0835664711627923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488151534969478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749099653128373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548001096453604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668973235495198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116482765930755,0.1111571260253522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426937653580412,0.08778954891788585,0.3539685496589399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797646626675525,0.0,0.06420269191108881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008142526649556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298354597845657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067534751814306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351564262366955,0.0,0.0,0.060035732340667176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447300424316236,0.0,0.0,0.16405428110277304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895540124360356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327051192596331,0.09346009130238736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555803574837689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161666805796519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987079829122312,0.07872370840835934,0.0,0.0,0.13193322348093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974674440960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165229807664107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754169730077908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165562379815191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613376568652684,0.0,0.0,0.07248115344083357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,harley_pixel,2020/04/13,"Fitting in Why is this so hard to do? Or maybe it's just me... I don't know, but I've never felt as if I am wanted anywhere. Siblings, cousins, school, extra curricular activities.. Now that I'm of an adult (30f) age, I worry my life will forever be this longing feeling of being wanted. I am amazing at job, and my coworkers seem to love me, but I always feel left out. Divorced, single mom, that's been offered 6-figure salaried positions all across the US, but turned them down because I am scared of finding out that I can feel even more lonely than I currently already do. People often talk about these ""groups"" that I never am invited to join and I begin to wonder if they truly existed or I somehow missed the memo on how to become a part of said groups. Workout buddies, study groups, lunch dates... Idk I want to feel as if I'm wanted but someone, as if I'm needed somewhere. I want to actually be busy with people, outside of telling my mom that work has me swamped as I sit as home and work spreadsheets just to so I'm not crying nightly.",3.981025641025642,5.132605692307692,5.135307692307691,82.94302564102564,71.40384615384616,7.46974358974359,29.73205128205128,7.793537801064563,1.931872051282052,816,33,159,10,15,270,132,208,0.086,0.7929999999999999,0.121,0.863,2,2,0,0,2,0,35.0,1,0,2,2,10,5,0,1,4,0,15,3,0,1,3,40,38,21,0,10,13,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,9,6,1,0,9,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,7,23,2,28,31,5,19,0,2,0,1,16,9,0,10,9,109,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.13270480642936608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006629214318767,0.0,0.11315302482550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289710689476595,0.15018821467677454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937658438151474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981888279443434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750387547881856,0.0,0.13056993852963342,0.0,0.12429069474839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181866109983434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640719048256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494724392168134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473552439761458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775151012920004,0.0,0.09605244370903544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034522307417952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227346041224994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661836294301696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185353279738018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083348142975616,0.20976487127740026,0.0,0.0,0.1276156556797939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726190180198914,0.0,0.1885541051496896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293558604676491,0.0,0.13614784973349298,0.1376272559921695,0.0,0.12379849372617067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522230826026165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930211440446293,0.11885962677015274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791604446375994,0.0,0.0,0.16357698656420686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010466364220197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227081431892645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747333509112878,0.1980019685468564,0.1381025554372336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sodiepop3662,2020/04/13,"Overwatch? Just want people to play overwatch with on pc, also just want to make friends. I'm 21 years old, and also play animal crossing.",1.5657692307692308,4.297451346153848,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,93.23076923076924,4.138461538461539,21.884615384615387,5.985473137389443,0.5617999999999999,109,4,19,1,4,34,20,26,0.0,0.6559999999999999,0.344,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050111233742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29225353526357284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25250081611401004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969349049475602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622475456032512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462315831972741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435960381404379 lonely,Dream_1,2020/04/13,"My personality seems to not attract anyone and it’s getting to me I think it’s the reason I’m alone lol, I’m not hideous, but am considered boring, dull and just an uninteresting introvert. The problem is, it’s hard to change who you are, this is as good as it gets for me. Anyone else feel the same?",1.665053763440859,3.7172791612903278,3.856129032258069,85.82086021505377,79.96774193548387,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.0848301075268814,236,8,51,4,6,81,44,62,0.215,0.701,0.084,-0.7879,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903607185436532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920580789454967,0.28725434437039216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965758516977962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234198602965948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175468594165916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929452993865575,0.0,0.0,0.2351464392847797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114084099659684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479305542481974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682595525315952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882491405063829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552224556385697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963861038717135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dorkylsr,2020/04/13,nearly 30 and have no friends which makes me depressed. its hard to make a living to live for oneself. it gets lonely. i need connection. i need friends. i need someone to talk to. i need to express myself..but cant do so because of parents who never let me be who i am. And society has too many prejudices and rules/regulations.,0.8037264957264973,3.3505219538461546,2.6574358974359,88.87367521367523,91.0,5.350427350427352,25.68376068376068,6.937597516519254,1.40240170940171,257,12,50,4,9,85,49,65,0.18100000000000002,0.727,0.092,-0.6124,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,14,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,12,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564272569704274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752221659845252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184801056955798,0.0,0.1076839533312974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463405050766474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076141042818106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639977622193978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751600131429903,0.20896316105176985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113117295849376,0.15896471644202784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288607320881909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463631015859027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566338793536126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,coolusername12345678,2020/04/13,"Looking at girls makes me depressed I’m young, only 16, but I’ve never spoke to a girl, nor did a girl ever speak to me. Everyday I saw people together, my friends or schoolmates having girlfriends and being happy with them, which used to make me feel depressed and sad, preventing me from even thinking sexually about girls. But now it’s been almost a year that I feel like I’m just empty. I don’t care about having a girlriend or any relationship anymore. Jeez I can’t even get hard anymore. I know this will sound cliche, melodramatic and everything, but I just feel numb at this point. It’s like I don’t care about anything or nothing even touches me. I can’t feel that ticking in my stomach when I’m close to a girl I like or any kind of sex drive at any moment just never. I don’t know, I guess my brain decided to prevent me from feeling delusional about my isolation from girls and just decided to shut down that part of my emotions, I don’t know...",3.62870855148342,5.210284261780107,4.512125654450261,85.39234205933684,72.87434554973822,7.3969982547993025,27.91657940663176,8.021203637495839,1.7524950087260036,758,29,151,11,15,245,102,191,0.113,0.733,0.154,0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,0,5,0,12,4,2,3,3,38,34,13,0,0,11,0,7,3,2,1,1,3,0,6,8,6,0,2,11,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,12,24,8,21,28,1,18,0,3,2,1,12,8,1,6,12,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136936152180658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789856585777941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712400547056174,0.0,0.0,0.11253423970603947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526590962545588,0.0,0.0,0.2788530675694311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355664922083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382622092123666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709678006358986,0.12369890929655288,0.0,0.0,0.12290278298165815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457265153863288,0.09769478428492362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565331310975826,0.0,0.0714466381713843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506464011711067,0.0,0.0,0.14557374777634824,0.12250183794937095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424048931977297,0.22546395641259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042857012153806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483621331721615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256441456766967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094126332282997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121606123471188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400513012746304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808776806272078,0.0,0.09480577205985782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292736884995265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468191597617223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762437782629569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181087666117327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806301852512162 lonely,beanbeandoedoe,2020/04/13,"When people cut you off/you cut people off How do you deal with the pain of being so close to someone for so long, and suddenly things change and you no longer talk? Being a lonely, introverted person in general, it hurts even more, because it's harder for me to get close to people and open up to them. Recently, I was dating a girl, but due to uncontrollable circumstances, we were unable to continue. She hasn't ever reached out to me, and every time I see her it's like passing a stranger. I don't want to reach out to her, because she already seems to have made it clear that she's moved on and wants nothing to do with me anymore. It just makes me feel more empty and lonely, especially since she always seems happy and has many people around her. It makes me lose trust in people, and makes me want to socialize less, because I always end up getting hurt in the end....",8.086372832369943,6.180464190751451,7.98594653179191,76.32377528901736,63.16184971098266,10.730924855491331,33.1856936416185,9.188382445141503,2.6761335260115606,687,20,136,9,8,222,100,173,0.174,0.741,0.085,-0.8406,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,1,1,8,12,2,1,5,0,10,1,0,5,2,33,23,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,17,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,2,22,3,27,18,3,26,0,5,1,0,17,13,0,2,12,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300318874648715,0.0,0.2156546035123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851612268018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536047829722552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698627695482946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708654578588364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359917190287235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955237977970436,0.0,0.0,0.08559141740501902,0.11721944400737228,0.10918318004903367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552340702541838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540839204277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379484578599151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774525085067002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330997766120165,0.0,0.0,0.11468098801024612,0.0,0.14497542760842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261896307268162,0.2595022780659637,0.1313815325257543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773115851681747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434284045218227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378903909732225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491987824607234,0.11315093325519825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279521659463128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326457535963246,0.2359434502181515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719623913178436,0.0,0.0,0.1320982848019,0.10979919114831088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041576404223905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609227322577119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556359796226736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293024517045297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xvmir,2020/04/13,"sad i get sad about growing old and finding no one and being alone, right now i'm actually at the ripe age of 16 supposed to be enjoying my life and i'm worrying about my lonely future haha, i just don't have any hope that someone will want to be with me forever.",3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,73.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,208,8,44,4,4,73,45,56,0.264,0.596,0.14,-0.8077,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,7,7,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3171462975375509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365947462150021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100639169134603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703772394109484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979543444522766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227913897731059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955217457002045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34102549491306017,0.0,0.2202236748659355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775422553184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753655232368882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168929792882927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33004617779767803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lightssupp,2020/04/13,"Make it pass, so I’m not trapped in my head. Quarantine is getting the best of us. You just want someone to talk to throughout the days to make the hours pass by faster, so you don’t have to be stuck with your own thoughts. You aren’t looking for anything crazy. Just casual, fun conversation, connection and friendship! That’s it? Is that too much to ask? These are my daily thoughts, and I can’t help but wonder why people talk to me in real life, but completely ignore me when they don’t have to see me face to face. Am I really that forgettable? Anyways, if you just want a friend or someone to chat with to make the hours pass, send me a message. I know I can’t be the only one desperate to have someone to talk to during these dark times.",3.587411198073447,4.706568198675498,4.220590006020468,89.25281155930166,72.3112582781457,7.610114388922335,26.31005418422637,8.00094639256281,1.3487430463576162,582,19,126,8,11,185,89,151,0.064,0.809,0.127,0.7822,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,5,1,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,14,4,3,3,0,23,29,9,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,2,0,4,6,1,0,1,3,2,17,4,20,24,3,12,0,0,2,0,17,2,0,3,6,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962817805703186,0.0,0.14726293509211993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531088802954982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516008622705536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158943737086433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170203948489522,0.0,0.08229937447171012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166425650565788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558448564778064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102572578225196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657063534215469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126330008494804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227982120076906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154438929023873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579768248266452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067418022430648,0.11980349769301366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920675816988767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792958965360489,0.10091340043924653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552560190656312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40040670800453343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798335623321292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011166273797864,0.0918530491546188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894810234939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582253832688175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214019374552994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708271992170967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pogbankz,2020/04/13,"I just want a girlfriend ffs I’m 16 and some people say that’s not even a mature age for a relationship. But even if that’s true I can’t stop how I feel. I have little to no friends or family and I know barely anyone in my area. And I’m just sick of being in my room doing nothing. I mean I know we’re Supposed to be isolating but I’ve been isolated my whole life. I believe I’m what they call an introvert. Anyway, since I have pretty much no one in my life I get super upset when I get lonely. Like I just want to feel loved and wanted. I want to be someone’s hero and be someone they can’t wait to see. Shit I’m trying to write this in a way that doesn’t sound dumb and cringey lol. But the thing is I there’s no one to find. I don’t know anyone and even if there was someone I could set my eyes on I wouldn’t be confident enough to talk to her. I have very severe social anxiety so it makes it unbearable trying to make small talk with someone especially when if you don’t know them. So I’m basically fucked. I have no one, can’t find no one and even if I could I’d ruin it by being awkward like always. I’ve had a girlfriend once but it ended really badly for me. But I learnt a lot from it and I’ve sworn to myself I won’t make those mistakes again. I just want a girl that understands me and we can trust eachother and actually spend time with eachother. The thought of being able to hold someone and just chill for a few hours makes me all teary. But that’s just a dream I wish would turn to a reality. I feel like I need it to be real because I don’t know how much longer I can take this chilling loneliness. Idk maybe I’m just a fucking idiot.",0.6557738095238079,2.473785569444445,2.810873015873017,93.23000000000003,82.19444444444444,5.7809523809523835,19.452380952380953,6.868970318607317,0.10585476190476184,1295,33,301,15,35,439,174,360,0.198,0.653,0.14800000000000002,-0.9544,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,2,21,20,5,2,14,1,31,8,2,6,2,74,68,29,0,16,19,0,3,3,3,3,3,2,1,1,16,15,0,3,13,1,1,0,15,11,0,4,4,7,43,9,28,51,8,19,0,2,2,3,18,9,4,7,11,194,59,0,0.09173282953439674,0.0,0.08951800900582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632906273637695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017536351001767,0.0,0.0,0.12828345460994825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659308097837184,0.05591948145082738,0.0,0.0,0.10335148580108622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366947529981738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648240002988228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124805922115359,0.09478453464004634,0.0,0.2423546750181957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647754767227095,0.0,0.13914862462716132,0.06553395174845904,0.0,0.0,0.1676842886282197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087255654515258,0.1696110454828552,0.09585323459761548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903383589200228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206982045679416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958722072442266,0.13444808071892642,0.09194039427247548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798797127311677,0.08279246014357693,0.0,0.24492950412522005,0.0,0.09215795699761384,0.09992394376343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486836924485304,0.06801873075729269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802012398634756,0.0,0.0,0.09769246961844832,0.24864215742718185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359599375874693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332526618399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441204288233866,0.05876639955308044,0.0,0.0,0.09848672886684323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294962793193062,0.0,0.0,0.07309918844943722,0.0,0.0,0.10363198666204472,0.09416243128087637,0.07588234453175728,0.0,0.0,0.09351006752269364,0.3886246439010546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669275301495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897167151837172,0.14746274720384697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060943215838092875,0.0,0.0,0.07282561999381923,0.05349015059738056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245611395055592,0.09977897678831096,0.0,0.09549711067729677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568919140496523,0.2705319978752337,0.07281325027265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241642820695043,0.10548822681137213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516437015777825,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lordi_tourette,2020/04/13,I don't know what to do anymore Ok here's the deal since this corona lockdown nothing has changed in my life. I had a dark past at beginning puberty but now this times are over. For 3 years and because of it I'm now 3 years in complete isolation. I lost my social skills have complicate social annexity. Im total shy and insecure about everything and sit 24/7 home. I tried in the time 3 times to break free of my isolation but failed all. The first I tried to get well with normies( I met some times with people off my class)but I'm so far away from western society it just doesn't worked with them since I have wierd interests and probably some kind of autism and political views that don't fit in any movement or group after I gave up that I tried it with political movements at first the right what ended in me getting humiliated because someone doxed me and my chats and everyone laughed about me being gay and second I tried it with the left what ended in me almost getting raped by a old speaker on rally's (yes I can prove this) everytime I try to find some friends or a relationship it ends in humiliation and me crying in a pillow and falling deeper into depression . I also fucked the relationship with my parants up because of political and some other private reasons there are 3 people I have a good relationship with my grandparents and one friend that stood loyal to me but I don't see him often because he has shit tone of other stuff to do. My life is nothing but sitting alone in my home I lost hope in breaking free because I get hurt everytime I want to find friends or a relationship if someone has any useful Tipps or can help me somehow alse I beg you please pm me I life like this for 3 years now and I don't know how long I can handle it. I know one thing for shure it won't be 50-60 years,4.2743814541622775,5.417702761643838,5.2411643835616415,82.49007112750266,70.6986301369863,8.355110642781876,29.380927291886195,8.730908602173464,2.171491043203372,1448,56,292,25,26,475,186,365,0.163,0.6890000000000001,0.149,-0.8716,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,7,14,23,3,1,12,2,23,7,1,3,3,51,43,25,0,3,10,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,3,0,21,21,0,0,7,1,2,3,6,9,1,5,6,3,43,16,46,34,6,51,0,5,2,3,19,23,2,13,22,190,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415406741902551,0.08704024687458464,0.0,0.06720687501143223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430036333002358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334524333764952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895848432561701,0.0,0.0,0.25615046720164353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890333195995129,0.0,0.08811449496069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231415500877176,0.0,0.08664170113241501,0.0723836552702792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233038768110826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030396170289049,0.07552986497955083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536223432696306,0.14296901182622698,0.0,0.0,0.19478762677847172,0.07769376148667728,0.1756300322388248,0.0,0.0,0.07048888785536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563303388916211,0.0,0.16859823885593198,0.08347082826092304,0.0,0.0,0.089966715280065,0.0,0.09077777987634077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751488041777755,0.13855880048005034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130986536692404,0.0,0.17808012308436152,0.04105777068146462,0.0,0.0,0.07437288530483915,0.0,0.0,0.18347949547800013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127757480781088,0.0,0.08818599696383853,0.0,0.11389555685884295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022582943556861,0.11652571226205315,0.0,0.0,0.09225084437423384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060949229901592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640726774923743,0.0,0.3609106659486768,0.0,0.07176982615650968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696911626353175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626600297303813,0.13903775571494048,0.0,0.0,0.1713366924194953,0.1424138872802149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620586162603384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583253923205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960179416649805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852887155934633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258370379144928,0.0,0.0,0.049569055971787686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556218476473661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061182227764000174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647639662925328 lonely,jchpr,2020/04/13,"[22M] Undeserving. To my lonely hearts, How have you come to be so broken? This isn't a message of hope, but one of desperation. I want to tell you a story. I want to share this experience with all the hearts around this world, the hearts that beat together. Our protagonist is going to be J. He was lost too. Once upon a forgotten time. He is lost too. Trapped in the longest moment ever. But he didn't, doesn't, have to be. How could he be? When he breathes with a billion others. So please, send me a message. Let's not disregard what we're owed. Happiness. You are not undeserving.",0.3345233265720076,2.774272655172417,2.4315212981744447,89.78325557809332,94.0,5.832860040567951,19.754563894523326,7.285733465282438,0.7663251521298178,452,15,95,9,17,151,75,116,0.191,0.662,0.147,-0.6993,1,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,0,3,9,6,0,0,8,0,15,4,4,2,2,17,23,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,2,4,0,8,3,13,13,1,11,0,3,0,0,14,4,0,1,4,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216831919429445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692177334117755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544648390463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478156550797224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819545416020616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353038567651572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939214354585892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476105794940491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809341255864916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627932596114788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39771621737823504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940031868274329,0.12344188633197466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999659786445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592230354943647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622374191481684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148950474138756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Its_Haleeyy,2020/04/13,"How to get through this quarantine on my own I live by myself. My parents were letting me come over but are not anymore. I've been having my boyfriend over a couple times a week. My boyfriend is still working. I've been nervous about having him over because of it. I finally decided today to stop being selfish and unsafe and told my boyfriend I don't want to have him over for a bit. I'm not sure for how long, I'm gonna keep an eye on the news and play it by ear. I know pretty much everyone is doing this already but I'm so sad. Just thinking about being completely alone in my apartment for god knows how long and not seeing my parents and boyfriend is killing me. I've been crying all afternoon and don't know how to make myself feel better. I know I can video chat but it's not the same.",2.8141538461538467,4.211510769696975,3.806060606060608,90.38139860139864,74.63636363636364,6.531468531468531,26.631701631701628,7.010146845296331,1.1030932400932398,627,23,134,6,13,202,96,165,0.179,0.743,0.078,-0.9593,2,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,6,0,18,2,2,5,2,34,35,14,1,1,8,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,4,19,3,20,26,5,18,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,0,9,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749653074864354,0.17846564591595304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603860238766632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858500210308424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303108678069212,0.17655992089045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931027399994775,0.16956376784927854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789437181855288,0.17764541414090024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154533511491379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081772142704702,0.0,0.0,0.17715993331060856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449373178382301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437470698630518,0.17892283291586367,0.0,0.3555155110185942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537299692472587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280460709060333,0.2862400031626008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795153608731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118885208881409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591490972367331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453070243704773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887250489542754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915240940991826,0.13520789215328238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242226461432465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362573897486363,0.0,0.0,0.09430213715007599,0.0,0.15329474669027301,0.154533511491379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538857259588154,0.0,0.12972464926525526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773646401427755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SnorlaxLover1234,2020/04/13,"Struggling during lockdown 😕 Not feeling the best struggling with this whole lockdown thing kind of wish I had more friends, just made this account so that I could post here and be more anonymous than on my main acc. I know most people won’t read this but if you have got this far and wouldn’t mind talking for a bit then that would be nice.",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,4.575294117647061,92.53882352941179,66.5,6.8000000000000025,30.235294117647058,3.1291,0.8948999999999998,273,9,58,0,4,78,55,68,0.10400000000000001,0.785,0.111,0.3466,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,13,6,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,5,4,5,4,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429728977210652,0.0,0.25276709802124664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485516207988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706681282028422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178876887933254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517298386793185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410993405877831,0.12724097231198125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907608059328185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337758796918961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051140248256446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173849669602647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315892687568528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840837743073845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609232255582034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381599481059302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584911966485544,0.2662441803350762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446986402314615,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sleepless_in_____,2020/04/13,"Having no drive, no motivation in life, and being told you don’t never stops hurting no matter how many times someone says it. In my case, my life is literally full of empty promises and broken dreams. Since a young age of 13, i settled into this pattern of laziness and solitude. I do have “friends”, but they all probably laugh behind my back about my incompetency in life. For 6 years, I noticed I would always do things late, I would never have a plan, no motivation, no willpower, no intention of wanting to excel in life. Now I’m on my second year of university, and with internship opportunities roling out, I realise how pathetic my life has been and how little I’m worth to anybody but my family. Always stuck in circles, always falling flat on my face, always crying in despair, getting back up and then sinking myself further into the ground. Naturally suicide is always on back Of my mind, but I know I’ll never do that as that would further cement my image of being a failure and coward not to mention the pain it would inflict on my family. Suffice to say, I hate every ounce of my existence, I hate that I’m not my family’s umbrella, but their rain; I hate how my family has to suffer embarrassment and pain for my failure because they care so much for me. My mind is a an filled with the blood of demons, my insecurity knows no bounds, there is no confidence left, no hope, only hatred for myself. I wouldn’t want my worst enemy to live a life like mine. To be relatively well-off financially and physically, but to be a complete failure of a human being from within. Sorry for the messy writing, I’ve remained quite for 6 years, thought I’d vent here even though no one is listening.",7.547253699025624,6.8610864355828225,8.394345001804401,69.03468603392278,63.47852760736197,10.738072897870808,35.127390833634074,10.056822442137396,3.5167966798989534,1342,52,236,25,17,456,178,326,0.302,0.588,0.111,-0.998,1,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,1,3,6,14,19,3,2,12,0,25,10,2,7,4,49,42,22,1,8,7,0,0,1,1,5,8,3,0,1,7,14,0,2,5,1,1,3,17,11,0,2,4,3,37,8,45,28,4,40,1,3,0,0,13,21,0,1,17,175,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771824332970068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913612010657973,0.0,0.05526557074381038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243403965266296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505541621698836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958589027823604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988015754889076,0.0,0.07638506548019458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34186518934984955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004378770903068,0.0,0.04736617347154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268524312141964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900459603820877,0.0,0.0,0.09705353892609994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964886750306888,0.0,0.10226856991533652,0.0,0.09850249111728274,0.0,0.3842155646992353,0.044291957671765435,0.09086526255339823,0.08005455137542546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191513711508603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308176397546735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664562338760281,0.0,0.20976803233671235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321715324236287,0.0,0.0,0.06143364702545109,0.06895111038998065,0.19293753010031425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774694853025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096428202548929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419314051586604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499499228392748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681602973800132,0.0,0.0,0.10148658752169656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579592402001825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916746205336696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023055863307891,0.0,0.0890731125392142,0.07197401244268367,0.05286464797668232,0.0,0.0,0.08662963462420066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694738133568206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815143402487932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576094066320964,0.0,0.0,0.1751464443386304 lonely,ds5678,2020/04/13,"Depressed about being alone Hi, I'm 21F, and I've had a rough couple of years. Even though I'm objectively somewhat pretty (5'7"" and skinny), I've never felt attractive. I never had a boyfriend, and guys rarely approach me. The longer it goes on, it weighs more and more on my mind. This past semester, I hit a breaking point and dropped out of college. I would have graduated had I passed all my classes. I'm living at home with my parents now, which has been helping my mental health. They think I graduated. I have no idea where I'm going in life, but I really wish I had a boyfriend to hug, kiss, and cuddle.",2.140261707988984,4.395573818181816,3.3606818181818205,88.92768939393942,79.41322314049587,6.0168044077135,23.306473829201106,7.1686216300943375,0.8640738292011014,476,16,97,6,12,154,82,121,0.06,0.8079999999999999,0.132,0.887,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,10,7,1,0,3,19,19,8,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,8,2,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,2,14,3,10,10,4,17,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,5,61,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143149458646729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289618364293522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782267366852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667395675669514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868327880637215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760192037475516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489119971676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995473022329104,0.0,0.0,0.1386994403576485,0.0,0.20756560172302865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359646369089224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615932785435493,0.0,0.0,0.18272116742391925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853469960733,0.0,0.20893823694511995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31919117733468005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976899577443916,0.0,0.19753613885317253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561379400392875,0.0,0.0,0.21052011303319515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256334090788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259107241995502,0.2033056563257876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379569257077541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699567579379744,0.0,0.0,0.1332548128322369 lonely,rBulldOze,2020/04/13,"What am i?? What am i supposed to be?? This is me sending out an SOS or trying to",-3.6375438596491234,-2.2139951052631552,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,105.31578947368422,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.2044877192982462,59,2,16,0,3,22,15,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hobo0001,2020/04/13,Never having a gf means carrying a loser tag. When I tell girls I never had a gf they act weird.,0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,82.33333333333333,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.07178095238095272,74,1,16,1,2,27,16,21,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234874892898062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7412987403748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200440763487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hecklimgs,2020/04/13,"Anyone else use sex as a coping mechanism when they just want to feel like someone wants you Not sure why I’m confessing this. Guess just looking for some advice or guidance in my life. I was raped at 18 and have never been the same ever since. I was so starved for someone to care about me that I kept going back to him even after he did that to me. I’ve never been able to have a normal relationship after. It seems no one really wants me aside from sex. I’ve never had a sexual relationship lasting longer than maybe two months. I’m incapable of it; or they’ll lose interest in me. Or ask me to do disgusting degrading things like have sex with their friends; or film it which I deny doing and feel disgusting they would ask me to. Yet I still continue to have sex with them because I miss any sort of touch. I feel so disgusting. I end up catching feelings for people solely because they will touch me or even a few minutes of sad cuddling. I’m so alone and fucked up in the head and I don’t know how to deal with it. I feel like a disgusting person and for the majority of the time I try to cover up my sadness with validation but just feel like a disgusting and used slut. I find it impossible to say no and have deep consent and boundary issues. Deep down I know no one would want someone like me. I’m disgusting and used. I want to take my life daily.",3.7058664259927814,4.796939036101083,4.89164440433213,84.66028249097475,71.99638989169675,8.283682310469315,26.12436823104693,8.697196308434329,1.7156297472924191,1071,34,224,19,20,354,145,277,0.187,0.73,0.083,-0.9832,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,6,1,15,23,8,0,10,0,18,11,1,4,5,56,49,21,0,8,10,0,8,5,1,4,2,1,0,1,10,13,0,1,11,1,0,2,8,14,0,3,7,10,33,9,38,38,4,27,1,4,1,8,18,10,1,9,20,150,43,0,0.1023265100135108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999228130268058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597940431323688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958553573473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154907501131053,0.10484560189634164,0.0,0.0,0.19132294759828467,0.0,0.0,0.07868276996187568,0.0,0.1247545814878161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043286966631723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549413868195284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548066886530982,0.0,0.09063091575469484,0.0,0.0,0.13517138959924732,0.09256018661047756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104361481826631,0.2193062375983668,0.0,0.0,0.09352457635131642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905720780455547,0.09459920964007554,0.0,0.0,0.05815451375602682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272418717262755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050165204727157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680229119217906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247194766800188,0.0834097629983723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455248035392326,0.2499578204046693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859284968212597,0.11447719059754048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280073292631862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167604404093394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367615382549917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002582538380132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867818283209776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094031793419686,0.08934756162631301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555298253469283,0.0,0.0,0.2197207542543342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137414784812218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315421160135562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464554649615391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601027596171152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171808307733126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644152470323036,0.0,0.07693680083886292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798118642327315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059667410876873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947298341064816,0.0,0.09995813165976483,0.0,0.0,0.2651317511225615,0.0,0.0,0.30177413397212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233375941670084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453796336451985,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PoorLittleFool,2020/04/13,Cannot feel pain anymore Its exactly how it sounds. I seriously cannot feel it anymore. So used to bad stuff happening. It's not even suprising anymore. Everything just seems so pointless and empty. Same damn routine day by day. Health is declining. Time is ticking. Is it really too late ?,1.7484905660377343,4.243965452830192,2.9524716981132078,83.33474528301888,102.01886792452831,6.648301886792452,27.941509433962263,7.554174236665415,2.732103396226416,231,12,39,6,10,74,40,53,0.18,0.773,0.047,-0.7597,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426729159504493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803596883854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786177177455453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267285343101113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941362483083432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844273013031829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101731208460998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296089886566332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436691766252744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985033006024005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383818143301819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664778497410096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472802651826068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595742030740387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656365857679086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NevJrX,2020/04/13,"I need help and I don't know where to go. My youth is slipping away (22yr) I'm lying on my bed rn with dry tears staining my face and pillow. I've been lonely for most of my life, I've never had someone I can trust, not even family members. I feel hopeless and forgotten whilst the rest of the world moves on. All throughout high school I never felt like this, even though if I look more closely I had reason to be concerned. Even though I was sometimes bullied for my background (Indian) and for being shy I would eventually overcome this and move forward. During high school, I met new people and always seemed to have people to talk to in class or during lunch. I never felt alone during school hours. However, after class was over I would head back home and not communicate with my friends from school. No meetups, movies, parties or even sleepovers . . . Nothing. I wasn't allowed to play video games and wasn't given a phone till year 11 because of my strict parents however I didn't organise anything verbally with school friends. Here's the crazy thing: I was ignorant of it and didn't think twice. I had YouTube, music (hip-hop), tv shows and Reddit to make me feel like I was having interactions; the comment section took the place of banter between real friends. This went on for all 6 years of high school. The penny dropped once I applied for college, got accepted into my first preference (like a good Indian boy) and started to transition to this next phase. I had played off my lack of socialising as me being a nerd and focusing on studies (makes sense). However, I always had looked up to college kids and thought ""This is where I hit my stride"" ""This is my moment to be part of a friend group and go to parties"". At my first orientation, my heart sank and everything got worse beyond what I could imagine. Do you know when your in a large group of people and you look around to see everyone in their groups: laughing, yelling, bantering. You immediately become self aware and a wave of anxiety and depressive thoughts envelopes you. You string together about 100 of these moments and this sums up the worst years of my life: college. The worst part is that I know that I have a lot to offer and I try to make everyone around me feel good and welcomed when I do interact with others. Even if they laugh and banter with me;again once they leave campus or the train carriage we were on its . . . silence. I make acquaintances and not friends. People tend to use me for whatever they information or resources they need or will only talk to me if I bumo into them. Then I'm tossed to the side or as they go back to their ""best""/""original"" friend group. So here I am. Sorry for the wall of text. If you've taken time out of your day to read this I appreciate it. Have a great day and stay safe during this quarantine.",4.447093382807669,6.187623489795923,4.673998144712432,84.40990878169451,71.05936920222635,7.6565244279529985,27.6756338899196,8.269060116576782,1.8379875077303651,2227,80,425,34,42,697,275,539,0.098,0.797,0.105,0.8498,5,5,0,0,1,1,75.0,1,7,8,2,20,27,0,0,19,0,36,6,3,7,5,88,74,43,0,11,13,1,5,3,6,3,2,1,3,3,18,36,1,2,17,7,0,8,12,7,0,3,26,10,65,20,73,39,12,67,0,3,4,0,42,32,0,13,30,284,83,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088344234631637,0.0,0.0,0.11389551531160695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052356591988805164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056320481427414276,0.12185263758119225,0.0,0.0,0.06430185313596176,0.10525263138404864,0.0,0.04172053165251627,0.07558686182150595,0.0,0.0,0.07182380357858134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054643958137891774,0.0,0.0,0.08827657854066176,0.0,0.058947473604473936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602064673836325,0.0,0.0,0.13079515382693008,0.06150966962923837,0.0,0.06451936196986288,0.0,0.10381631673867556,0.04889371713220001,0.13142671577689571,0.0,0.0,0.11643045684022875,0.0,0.0,0.31726053195649273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668848725040035,0.11480884298389266,0.10947581517226218,0.07545560004408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023942550513793,0.0,0.0,0.08110200729392386,0.045874046461816635,0.2169325958277824,0.06865113538139858,0.0,0.06739984465115996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283888888268122,0.0,0.0,0.07246832624259329,0.0,0.0,0.09668272315345112,0.10030932443796896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241767935398652,0.0,0.0,0.05818543984312029,0.0,0.0,0.18273755164337568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548227599357255,0.0,0.10149513321288582,0.15835598393363245,0.0661000048640947,0.07278696572466188,0.0,0.0,0.06567025075259322,0.0,0.0,0.14577323198223802,0.0,0.052051882298230184,0.0,0.0,0.07599478094837406,0.14822820881165272,0.0,0.1897913644223016,0.0,0.07150547818933603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845875530198027,0.0778999702242776,0.0,0.07036795967078326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155910263907752,0.05453800583182758,0.0623054189646593,0.07139809074237767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798918851234061,0.0,0.06768914183640201,0.07661323912915548,0.04844235017009088,0.07294818361019083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001933588556327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045468650627869235,0.04385373870962194,0.13448436562094612,0.10866780253454236,0.039908051061923036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603961866405932,0.04646642662436819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911038821381848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344478296454789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974644586901975,0.09723595774665927,0.0,0.0,0.1322198011620806 lonely,usptwat,2020/04/13,"being single during quarantine is depressing... I was in love with my boyfriend and everything was going well until he dumped me (in a not so nice way). It was terrible and i was devastated. A few months after that , my country went under lockdown and we can’t see each other anymore. Maybe i thought that if i would dress up and go to school , he’d want me back. But there is no school due to covid. If we were together , we would constantly be texting each other or would be on facetime, but now i have nobody. Sure i have my best friend , but nothing except a boyfriend can make one feel wanted , loved and special. I know your friends and family can , but love from a significant other is way different. But i could look at the pros this way , I don’t have to talk to anyone while watching my favourite tv series ? Ugh... maybe there are no pros. He was a shitty person , but i miss feeling loved and special. I want a boyfriend or someone that shows me love. I really need that right now.",3.760937500000004,5.345845302083337,4.397833333333335,86.33050000000004,72.54166666666666,7.411666666666667,26.34166666666667,8.021203637495839,1.5243266666666666,766,26,153,11,15,244,116,192,0.087,0.657,0.256,0.9916,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,1,0,1,7,18,1,0,7,0,25,5,0,1,1,39,45,20,0,10,12,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,5,1,1,8,5,24,13,15,29,5,22,0,2,3,5,16,7,0,4,9,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193428156876154,0.08597014682833372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454167346556393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902941229477208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328662728439912,0.0,0.09816631050844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058974531629378,0.0,0.0,0.12845754982235527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050036516129297,0.0,0.11590719151342263,0.0,0.12433536578852587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998316223434952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975169030614715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757061397060879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324781259986823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548400591848661,0.0,0.08207069842428154,0.0,0.2470414635643815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813825681808673,0.0,0.0,0.09116655437852354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797473034948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331473005120812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735600691628047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876551209993783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499941976599568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488658040854762,0.09797597021592544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417592135748943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587979352317868,0.0,0.0,0.09882329773056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097609302193637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755892667355128,0.2927781685964669,0.0,0.0,0.11054764908091774,0.11397674101356295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620224324706785,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,galeGTTG,2020/04/13,"Penpals. Anyone? Hey guys! I live in a small country and I want to know more about the world, and how the world looks like to other people. I love writing (not texting) and therefore if you're bored and you love writing, PM me and let's be penpals on email! I've been doing this with my friends, but since school's suspended, I want to make good use of my time to see the world from a different angle. I love to hear stories from people's lives in all parts of the world! Just don't send me inappropriate stuff :)",2.463162393162396,4.2535698461538445,3.212820512820514,92.60995726495727,76.5,5.776068376068378,23.09401709401709,6.42735559955562,0.3763196581196584,400,12,87,3,9,126,70,104,0.051,0.718,0.23199999999999998,0.9608,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,5,3,0,4,1,20,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,10,6,14,13,3,10,0,0,2,3,12,8,0,1,2,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322641546532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906839215319316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720677256600415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981161413434455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865948310411626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474665292045486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471298493965432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483481985683174,0.0,0.09308571613196799,0.0,0.3364915725617271,0.0,0.16000130841677548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158954937418191,0.0,0.12718350926671734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633070323473546,0.0,0.2641857848993649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283146669743545,0.15183162754937726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761241837162962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811684796601136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110241844448422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456095727544934,0.0,0.0,0.22476481292261252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,letmeknow127,2020/04/13,"Looking for people from Sweden Hi I am searching for Swedish friends. I’m a female, 19 years old and gay",0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,92.33333333333331,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.27444761904761883,83,4,16,0,3,26,19,21,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253973845655774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462370969359091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777691286272857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817213704797571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35457267410648496 lonely,a-noraml-guy,2020/04/13,"Lonely, and quite possibly an abomination Most of my friends dont seem to care about me. The few who does arent responding as much anymore. A failing non official romantic relationship, and being replaced by that person. Identity crisis and possibly and an identity very few will ever accept",5.649999999999999,8.737786941176473,6.897803921568631,63.77611764705881,71.74509803921569,11.138823529411766,35.69019607843137,10.793553405168565,5.4353419607843145,238,13,33,9,5,80,43,51,0.201,0.659,0.139,-0.5946,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,4,4,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983288381386076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568450522796976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045330422333512,0.0,0.2952435619791537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278723565937031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946296016445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518717441674354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996324952724736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679946588274528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679435716320921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046340277588343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293347766633231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785700262641085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Qwerty172xx,2020/04/13,"I'm so lonely, I have no one. I want to kill myself. Im 17. I don't have anyone to talk to or any friends. In school, I eat alone, sit alone and the only social interaction I have is with myself and sometimes, I also eat in the toilet. I haven't had any friends or anyone to talk to since I was 11. I'm a senior in high school. My family all hate me. I live in a house that experiences domestic abuse. They all side with the domestic abuser in the house and see me as the protagonist. I think I should just kill myself because I am a waste of space. Everyone always try to bring me down, and always criticise me on what I wear ( I wear normal clothes), what I do, what I say and how I act. I'm better of dead. The question is, will I go to hell if I kill myself and the reason why I'm depressed and suicidal is mostly because I'm very lonely and I see everyone being happy with other people. Also, everyone sees me in a negative way",1.5305135861451191,3.0760957868020284,4.143624962675428,85.99476858763813,78.44162436548224,7.071842340997312,21.232905344879068,7.928766900206844,0.919304210212004,718,19,155,12,17,254,101,197,0.29,0.6459999999999999,0.064,-0.9945,0,6,0,0,2,3,25.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,5,0,11,0,15,4,2,2,2,25,28,16,5,4,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,11,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,2,4,31,4,21,23,3,17,1,3,3,0,9,11,1,5,1,105,36,3,0.0,0.25614689981386685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390510681693104,0.0,0.1728851085400678,0.17988536305291347,0.0,0.0,0.14701494986278488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116336411658018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178592611905313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956001614500065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310101158401107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212138386563848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098647080266724,0.0,0.10573645529988226,0.10190119268645484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702596766640254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061432184389073476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506783542088307,0.0,0.10672022588636636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114207009970874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494514110048192,0.0,0.0,0.11675982795121707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35876924587889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544878530217066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059089508020358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324714066240624,0.08221018816401499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493861457145164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108976846176955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111384055644344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596050989406645,0.0,0.21879334598705075,0.25841023553208603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941628919606816,0.0,0.0,0.11018799289805503,0.0,0.0,0.10690750922604994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182370475115622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376336657742067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926212755107512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338857899916118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918868637289584,0.06375651018183373,0.08579980868883634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753782066891188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Original-Chicken,2020/04/13,"Alone in a crowd I turn 25 very soon have been lonely pretty much my whole life i have family but fell like cant talk about my issues to them as will be laughed at I have no friends at all no one to confide in no one to express my self to I haven't had as much as a cuddle from a women since 21 it just fells like im alone in the world at work in a crowded place I fell isolated and alone I breakdown most night crying myself to sleep and I dont sleep well as it is fragile mental health suicidal thoughts depressed no motivation and just fells like will be like this forever my my self and I just wanting a companion someone to talk to hug give love. I know there are worst things going on but just had to express my felling somehow sorry",2.792884615384615,4.048075339743591,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384616,74.44871794871794,6.7384615384615385,25.179487179487186,7.1686216300943375,0.8975102564102571,587,19,130,6,12,189,92,156,0.239,0.5760000000000001,0.185,-0.8266,0,5,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,9,12,0,0,6,0,15,7,2,1,1,17,22,10,1,1,6,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,7,3,1,2,4,1,17,9,22,14,6,18,0,2,0,3,14,10,0,2,6,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259505626737257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058653010406955,0.0,0.0,0.11807510432571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066803473983407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923591003638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591511424941427,0.0,0.0,0.13150887250800444,0.07791120050452621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457198745882425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480803337346289,0.14308596506069662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534087983830955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683046553814524,0.2679002898371487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372875062733707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815411127202573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155331532453116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864933855157806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579097322630755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322949366272475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946944645544815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602878113585234,0.0,0.0,0.11340196519472386,0.0,0.2743772849841662,0.0,0.1161556054005037,0.0,0.0,0.15346062604147004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995381341795472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037491631443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107626397117467,0.0,0.0,0.1088338595068976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911415985806467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311330853424655,0.08085902035951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326004836119732,0.0,0.0,0.15305568506824266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980288919009446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CodedTiles,2020/04/13,"Bartending alone I work in a bar that has a very close knit neighborhood community. It's a family. You go anywhere in a 5 block radius and someone knows your name. I tried to convince myself that I'm apart of that family, albeit on the outskirts. Today I learned that a very dear member of that family passed. A month ago. I'm not friends with people on social media. Nobody thought to tell me. Normally I accept that I'm not on anybody's mind, but this hurts. There's not really a point to this, except that I'm heartbroken, and grieving alone. I would have liked to have known sooner.",2.8010988142292486,5.093028904347829,4.0837944664031625,84.40450592885377,77.34782608695652,7.312252964426879,22.62845849802372,8.296473431620573,1.4640434782608698,464,14,88,9,11,152,74,115,0.19899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.077,-0.9443,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,11,3,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,1,5,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,13,9,0,13,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664805199980672,0.0,0.0,0.38902503560945423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531146194167506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451000469414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673565270248994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105242041605784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321440219952284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175353514573656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963260994190467,0.0,0.14990660754966656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401203055546567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020246664591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753932855931234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031465703227975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914466734157524,0.15912916598885388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415252882244166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909862709566327,0.0,0.0,0.17802008800832628,0.0,0.0,0.12750934967204175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309922648799117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672650979983494,0.0,0.0,0.1334134625548392,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SharkAttack2902,2020/04/13,"My heart feels like it’s breaking from thinking about my loneliness. I have no hope anymore I’m so scared. I can’t stop crying. I feel so alone. For the next 6 weeks, I’ll be very very very lonely. I have to do independent learning from home, and I won’t be able to see my boyfriend. I live far away from my school and travel a great distance (4hrs a day) just to get to and from it every day. But public transport is a manifestation for germs and my parents don’t want me catching it (fair enough). But thinking about not seeing my friends, not seeing my teachers, not seeing my boyfriend, barely seeing my family AT home because they work long hours is SCARY. I’m frightened. I’ve never felt so alone. I wish it would end. I can barely do this anymore. I have no hope.",1.6763951612903227,3.943673232258067,2.728770161290324,92.75315524193552,81.19354838709677,4.907258064516129,21.945564516129032,5.985473137389443,0.17578225806451586,601,19,126,4,16,191,91,155,0.203,0.6970000000000001,0.1,-0.9445,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,14,1,1,1,1,24,31,9,0,5,6,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,6,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,8,20,5,14,26,1,16,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,2,10,74,25,3,0.12293883400301847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546551112294069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384457736170004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155050814447804,0.0,0.0,0.07494237213123754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504253638940328,0.15857075491193282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888731674750583,0.12702867914694205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358126995597557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158957914220121,0.0,0.12432313674115583,0.08782752757609694,0.11804056002656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949822381877687,0.0,0.06423046665332613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554049850053826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456831102209841,0.0,0.0,0.2466353486497068,0.24421200327963244,0.12106998735070496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006170441350641,0.0,0.10855724276851582,0.10879699943317812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481800772183906,0.0,0.13074684467287334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365090263302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308321969001625,0.12442066340215645,0.4898316687795512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278237006310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575484815531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043122397462491,0.07251250953033632,0.0,0.09861411708106947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413735918870054,0.0,0.0,0.08950093534864369,0.0,0.0,0.08733222038827886,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HamAndTurkeyOnFrench,2020/04/13,"Just Feeling,,, Meh Hello, I'm HamAndTurkeyOnFrench. New account for venting because I don't want it on my main. Over the past couple weeks I've started completely shifting how my life works. I'm a college student taking now online classes, and getting up and going go class was the only thing that made me interact with people in real life. I've just realized with how some people are reacting to quarantine that I basically live in quarantine already, and it feels like shit to realize that. On top of this I've been wanting to come out as trans (FtM) to a couple of online pals but I've instead started distancing myself because of them already not being the most open minded or well educated on the subject. Thanks for giving this a read.",7.452895683453237,7.707778417266192,7.825098920863311,69.90728866906476,63.38848920863309,10.115467625899283,37.518884892086334,9.827888789773867,3.9156395683453233,596,28,96,11,8,196,96,139,0.033,0.873,0.094,0.8477,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,1,0,7,0,5,3,1,4,0,27,21,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,3,2,7,3,20,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,3,7,63,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629862584449007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051478741759565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167352731289648,0.17244024009084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639586229776315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631864341768526,0.11749506667933175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592707970446235,0.1577714763452758,0.1869404686240272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323354342837008,0.08035013804555582,0.0,0.14522713811520915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562239908877384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660645157984312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588429952668952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250843613480875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570021061293824,0.22804104827687385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451123970063147,0.18719914812514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882273763224892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328207997746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365851482817998,0.0,0.0,0.1514188706373939,0.0,0.0,0.10926438918309242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401348022624526,0.0,0.13192529246510526,0.0,0.1478753443282128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973374017092853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MarieMewMew,2020/04/13,"I feel so.. separated from society. Like I’m not apart of it. I’m lonely. I’m lonely in the way that I don’t feel apart of society.. I don’t feel apart of anything that’s happening.. I feel so alone in my situation. I’m not struggling with online school.. I’m not working. I don’t have any friends that I’d *miss* because of this pandemic. I don’t have any real life friends at all, and all except one of my online friends are people I hardly talk to. I can’t relate to going to college, I can’t relate to working, I can’t relate to going over to friends houses or hanging out anywhere with them. In fact, I’ve never had that. I can’t relate to having a hobby. Nothing I do is consistent. I can’t even relate with the popular choices of escapism like video games or art, watching tv shows so you can forget about everything that’s happening. It really does hurt",0.6690502942750136,3.0057496235955057,3.2280738362760846,87.01593632958804,86.47191011235954,5.862386302835741,23.08293204922419,7.2636822038024595,1.152443766720172,675,26,135,11,21,234,89,178,0.08,0.787,0.133,0.8432,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,5,12,0,1,3,0,17,1,0,0,4,21,31,6,0,0,6,0,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,5,0,3,13,5,0,1,1,6,17,7,25,30,2,14,0,4,1,0,8,9,0,2,3,84,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643478952990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581997776583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305827183110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967317802421098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886470086841962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480872924904948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261419041579745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320939890218462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903928568043446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803665910348673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806459850308917,0.0,0.1421489409739731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309905906495555,0.1698736025479299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208260727813993,0.15504915115629708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238623391693468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522607697608514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752781457889554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001092164917907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061617391079526,0.1016564942968456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160595827534238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836651809877574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658900904960734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275435115485076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259553046871772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310464577888539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kankerhurensohn,2020/04/13,"Where do i even meet people? Where is everyone my age? I'm making another post here sorry if it's spam. Yes where do i meet people my age? I'm a NEET, no job no school. Where is everyone my age? (20). There is nobody my age on courses that you can apply to, only old people above 60. At the gym there was only people in their 30's and above. On the streets it's just boomers walking their dogs. There is no such thing as [Meetup.com](https://Meetup.com) here, tried it but nothing within my city. Where do people meet people?",0.7619780219780239,3.283400692307694,2.1706043956043963,92.73153846153849,90.15384615384615,4.509890109890111,16.082417582417587,6.1826913282559595,-0.407462087912088,408,9,84,4,14,131,62,104,0.086,0.895,0.018000000000000002,-0.5873,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,7,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,5,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843506163108181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611990342425495,0.0,0.0,0.3359852484699088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744628795641847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173535866912238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686930659937672,0.0,0.18448152166567036,0.0,0.0,0.2674206818157583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313011629304801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683760135751882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792766038887114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680330219997733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679940297337454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936247971048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KRockWXRK,2020/04/13,"Almost 25 and I feel worthless It's interesting, I was going to make my own subreddit, as a support group but I didn't want anyone I knew to see me express my inner anguish like this, so I made this account as to keep things neutral but I guess the account has to exist for over a month. Wah-wah! Anyway, on with the show. It's currently 2 months away from my 25th birthday and as of late (or I guess especially as of late) I haven't felt whole. I've craved some sort of romance or some sort of excitement in my life to break the sad routine that hasn't been fulfilled. I'm growing more bitter and jaded as time goes on. Let's start with my love life and lack thereof. I find it funny when people on here say they haven't had sex for a few months or even a few years. I've never been close to it ever! I think maybe a girl tackled me and kissed me once as a joke and then played the harrassment card on me when I started to like it (figures). I've never been approached by a woman ever, not even for a friendship. If anything like that did happen, I've had to pursue it which tells me that I'm not physically or emotionally attractive in any way. I had what I thought was a long distance relationship once but it was very high maintenance due to her being emotionally unavailable most of the time and she eventually walked out on me without even so much as a goodbye, so I guess I'm a loser for that too. Now let's look at one of my friends; He's good-looking, lost his virginity at 14, banged a hot co-worker who came onto him at his first real job (18) and now is dating someone very affluent, intelligent, and beautiful (21-23). And I have other friends with more social as well as romantic experience than me. Going back to this friend who I know very well, dare I say hes my best friend. In spite of this, I feel resentment towards him behind his back for having what I couldn't dream of, and with all this claims hes depressed. Please! If I had half of what he had of a life, I'd shut my mouth forever. I've never held down a job for more than a few months and that was just recently. I've been turned down by god knows how many employers and got fired from a volunteer job placement once because they didn't like me, soul crushing, I tell you. At my recent job, I thought I'd make friends but it wasn't happening. I dont know if I'm the problem or I live in a socially frigid town. I was mostly annoyed by my peers there. I've never had one crowning achievement or a great moment in my life that I can be proud of, plenty to be ashamed of though. My upbringing didn't help things, my parents despised each other and got divorced pretty quickly. Perhaps this is selfish of me, but I hate how I dont have one talent that only I can do and I guarantee you that anything I can do, someone else can do better. Sometimes I have hope for the future. Other times like right now i wonder what death's warm embrace would be like and how it would probably give me the closure that I probably need. I'll go into more detail if anyone wants to know anything. Call it an AMA.",3.5552474027117427,4.5276486275752825,4.708143687268887,86.28263461877094,72.23296354992075,7.574023595703468,27.01746786406057,7.870641169985416,1.4626851276633213,2408,82,510,31,45,793,297,631,0.128,0.675,0.198,0.9945,7,0,0,0,1,0,66.0,0,2,2,8,27,44,6,2,27,0,50,9,1,6,7,93,96,50,1,13,19,1,6,6,5,2,4,2,0,2,37,25,0,2,14,4,2,7,17,15,2,5,30,11,70,29,76,57,18,73,1,5,2,4,39,28,0,22,42,346,107,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496337938201446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044117522148618686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072482860685052,0.0,0.16016087186045402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609526090656225,0.09977041377509016,0.0,0.039547464525615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808276912136067,0.05737705238982409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624507515882354,0.0742002174443251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587711922426947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206705907998852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419510336631343,0.14595227030220834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854884376914993,0.11736709474897045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346062645959293,0.0,0.0,0.06560594094051468,0.0,0.06229059379198239,0.0,0.05929497452385074,0.055183013964688825,0.0,0.0,0.2506130102684987,0.0,0.0,0.06223443112875548,0.11061061849638633,0.054414438949971465,0.10377362764687348,0.07152539883375178,0.21440282546210054,0.0,0.1147382701888274,0.0,0.0,0.0640510632917502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348463821615007,0.06854446158870534,0.0,0.06443594766067591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575154449525992,0.05766426966371481,0.0,0.0,0.1426153751623634,0.0,0.1463646384676166,0.0,0.0,0.1326790605032736,0.18329376029992925,0.19016917055800392,0.0,0.057286199853246636,0.05741272064410055,0.10895805634553224,0.0,0.07081920362926622,0.0,0.058552615216857624,0.06138670755027133,0.08660971654562162,0.06577351098528221,0.0651760967833932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071318209418618,0.0,0.04769091119906525,0.04810431484538722,0.20014374726235384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727067077969888,0.13188382624404274,0.04934069359004899,0.0,0.0,0.07203649581264247,0.0,0.0,0.0449764597577123,0.0,0.0,0.07121374860651894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600164304099658,0.13989338850428326,0.062077032033212576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384245087407162,0.0,0.0,0.12811333572792238,0.06965194088093099,0.0,0.0554032691203288,0.0,0.10318310356049104,0.0,0.0,0.051697324207082604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226467707478626,0.10993749526788088,0.0,0.06416346651188895,0.0,0.09183833709719967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361987762468772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134079836872388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620071588300524,0.04156956077115962,0.06373978791714932,0.10300770137842083,0.1134881678979739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056584650928491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058709063812632,0.07653042776101249,0.051495102555351516,0.0,0.0,0.1166616190127415,0.0,0.0,0.07243110909238662,0.0,0.06253760662928011,0.07035464452811667,0.04723009113604633,0.0,0.0,0.09217129881345314,0.0,0.0,0.04177765470162603 lonely,QuietestburbMisfit,2020/04/13,"This is the time of night... This is the time of night when I am alone. I have seen faces I grew up with on TV. I think about my parents' heroes and stars, how they were vanishing, blinking out, during my parents prime and I watched it happen through my young eyes, but now these are the seemingly unchanging faces of my youth, my pass times getting older and some dying. As I lie in bed alone, up too late on Reddit, up too late on YouTube, I wonder what was I supposed to be doing with all these years? If I have a relationship, then I have a mutual witness to my life, then that means something? My life will mean more if it is observed? Or was I supposed to do or say something amazing? Did I? Was anyone around to hear it? I can't get this picture out of my head of me dying saying ""wait, wait, I was going to ... i don't know"" Kinda sullen I suppose, but this is what's on my mind, in bed, alone.",1.8164391891891896,3.44341927567568,3.0793750000000024,93.57906250000002,77.86486486486487,5.706081081081082,22.37331081081081,6.322622252153567,0.2613310810810812,686,20,154,5,16,222,106,185,0.037000000000000005,0.902,0.061,0.7485,2,3,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,21,6,4,1,1,27,35,14,2,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,12,8,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,6,27,2,27,26,3,30,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,8,15,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255288904977691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576136892823894,0.0,0.0,0.12191802946217503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427310451289683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143105546840418,0.0,0.07783407186959282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110790387219987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055423859718585,0.0,0.15435702735523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526629570690123,0.0,0.30897998613110444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346921533892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983659482071127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828442340796546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570439628180902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30414225334964645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470372622288554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782251670125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246777099908906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086764536518254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775454539445188,0.0,0.0,0.23957680564297454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852068995726642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819383770181959 lonely,charlizle,2020/04/13,"i wish you were here. i miss your name on my phone screen. i miss your texts asking if i’m okay. i miss talking to you about things and our late night convos. i wish i picked up your phone calls and talk to you on the phone more so i could hear your voice again. i miss venting to you at night. i miss your advice and the times you’d be there for me. i wish i treated you better, made you feel loved, opened up to you, and told you how i truly felt. i wish i took the time to be your friend and get to know you. i’m sorry i didn’t treat you right. but most importantly, i hope you’re okay and i hope i hear from you one day again. i hope you found happiness and a good group of friends even if i’m not in your life anymore. i know it’s time i let you go so goodbye.",-1.2454135338345864,0.6809501228070225,0.4898078529657468,106.0542105263158,91.63157894736842,3.724979114452799,12.821219715956554,4.892091775363687,-1.7018183792815371,585,8,158,2,21,187,91,171,0.043,0.67,0.287,0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,21,0,1,9,18,0,0,4,2,7,2,0,3,0,30,36,13,0,10,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,6,45,13,16,24,2,19,0,5,1,1,37,8,0,6,9,95,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817423245527242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993294339320333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305593886326047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695532453331863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348601430774506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655508204794087,0.0,0.0,0.07799171742277766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987504139169703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061147309005463474,0.0,0.11611455097292815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259668533146773,0.18686492058482249,0.0,0.06318245010489487,0.0,0.06872895524930703,0.10143278078580456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873532318481465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27260033994593874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603409763978285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292312081752033,0.0,0.13641758120605488,0.0,0.0,0.12366208600688065,0.08541848527098653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091466658176432,0.11442963614554055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269746730869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194726433367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327603775655934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537448314792816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440257194553906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803424466599676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155084345832087,0.0,0.0,0.11555657056690223,0.13436090409986629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562674774736631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,altobscure,2020/04/13,"I'll be alone for the rest of my life I'm coming to terms that I'm going to end up alone. My parents will die and I come from a small family, one sibling (I hardly talk to), and no cousins so really I'm going to be all by myself. Romantically don't even get me started, no one ever feels the same way. It's like it's my destiny to be unhappy and alone. I just have to say it hurts. Every single day I wake up with pain in my heart because I won't be talking to anyone. No one wants to get to know me or spend time with me. I'm in this constant state of heartbreak. I don't even know what this is, it's all over the place I just wrote everything I was thinking. Sorry",1.126193693693697,2.2605196824324345,3.491621621621622,91.9963963963964,78.52702702702703,6.284684684684683,21.11711711711712,6.816661863887847,0.24037657657657616,515,13,124,5,12,179,88,148,0.203,0.762,0.035,-0.9698,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,4,2,0,3,20,28,5,1,1,3,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,3,0,3,2,3,16,1,21,20,6,20,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655937856384949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477760564052008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913462985993332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581625524224853,0.0,0.16193307156694633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966399322264681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551915961633286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272135731011847,0.0,0.0,0.1979471369975384,0.13554661229586076,0.12625388475997845,0.0,0.13467423415156474,0.0,0.14126389742643894,0.0,0.0757679404094399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657938811476887,0.0,0.1703247933696403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342348871827641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757127922000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041599548410432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470571249895552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584247789708062,0.07320844309722875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046238113370825,0.0,0.15944944563460428,0.0,0.16638910573620208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565598640154733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599683226504564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916559887344587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774320798310985,0.10606359047257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088521189534906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601691426731036,0.0,0.0,0.08737790733786087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838457016206695,0.1189428215145804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sir_North,2020/04/13,"Good night, everyone. A fresh account, because I'm too nervous to post with my main, and leave a trail to... here. &#x200B; I figure I'll make this short and truthful. I've tried to make a post, my first post, many times now, but I feel like I ramble into nothingness after the first paragraph. &#x200B; For all 19 years of my life, and still now as a sophomore in college, I've been lonely and alone. I was always the fat loner kid in school. Only managed to shed most of that weight by not eating anymore, and slowly wasting away. Never had a real friend or gods forbid a relationship, no matter how much I ache for one. Never really talked truthfully about this at all, I guess. I know I've always been the hopeless romantic, the kind of person that just wants another to share my time in the world with fully, but I think I've lost the will to try anymore. I don't know if it's the spiritual side of me, but I've gotten so much colder in the last few years. Nothing describes it more than a bleeding heart of stone. Maybe if I let that heart harden, it wont bleed so much anymore. &#x200B; I've lost count of how many nights I've fallen asleep crying quietly or unable to bear being awake anymore, desperately holding a pillow like the love that's never going to be there. I feel like I've been broken open, and each day another small piece of me dies under the moonlight. I wonder how much longer I'll keep this up, really. Too proud to get the help I desperately want and need, or maybe it's too terrified. &#x200B; I love you. Sleep a bit softer for me, will you? I'd like to think someone out there sleeps just a bit softer.",4.9551869704937195,5.542125628834358,5.4857581069237495,83.38201431492844,68.78527607361963,7.927315220566754,26.566754309085606,7.793537801064563,1.426010400233713,1289,36,255,14,21,415,181,326,0.179,0.691,0.131,-0.9545,0,3,0,0,0,1,59.0,0,2,0,5,17,19,0,1,21,0,12,13,6,5,7,54,34,21,1,5,11,0,3,4,1,3,4,1,1,2,11,13,3,3,8,0,1,2,8,6,0,3,8,4,23,13,37,20,14,37,0,4,0,2,11,15,0,8,21,156,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421806459525672,0.0,0.0,0.1192535863482395,0.3105739692397183,0.3482985806726396,0.0,0.15028334645431918,0.0,0.0,0.2842695362596571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732685281173466,0.0,0.0,0.04368322150618322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646814360884462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871505614373589,0.0462147194853296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437168229195576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332598706731586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847412353399979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246681638388826,0.10238772092050946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190778100765322,0.0,0.0,0.05536427566828927,0.0,0.03743935002950415,0.0,0.040725983377804836,0.06010494018514636,0.0,0.0,0.07894147980204244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698346981157364,0.048032133187248464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369462859194924,0.0,0.07462277832519963,0.07876483484004161,0.05841239831648168,0.0,0.07587750735785806,0.0,0.07327712229747117,0.050615520033509324,0.1400376669870846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645053335972986,0.0,0.12935174939610264,0.0,0.0956671047773396,0.14530382081756366,0.14398404078993865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107131430780982,0.05313492194760492,0.165805641706995,0.0,0.0,0.1344959592327878,0.0,0.06875962497038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855861569557776,0.05450059752798543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257067722904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589118134588186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156467618808393,0.09181435815192443,0.0,0.0,0.07693593504247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252366378028223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342334189630682,0.0,0.06071721683334803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572277038895982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759752847207991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091833565203916,0.0,0.0,0.08357095009899812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730476225657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453375375510938,0.0,0.0,0.08726247606161358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771212536065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482985806726396,0.09229327676154413 lonely,chompy97,2020/04/13,"The quarantine with my family has been the most fuck up experience in my life Sooo, I just remembered why I don't spend a lot of time with them. Can't seem to fit with they. I have been the last 3 week lockdown in my room all alone. I really start to missing my friends and be out of my house... Anyone else in the same spot???",1.4534782608695664,3.0154122463768167,3.0892028985507274,93.39728260869568,78.71014492753623,7.498550724637681,20.195652173913047,8.344100000000001,0.6869304347826084,251,6,61,5,6,83,51,69,0.156,0.8,0.044000000000000004,-0.7787,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,1,12,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,12,8,4,11,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,3,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706378338616058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271367725968687,0.2677424615756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829055568544248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556108311183974,0.2463393394517329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188707051167465,0.2415764208896602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015160774482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300211797821844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457062679216168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215599130316774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674015560978301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960127228173597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378863535443337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495620815289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237167010411834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960671793430294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357911785102704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bellemiel,2020/04/13,"I don't know if love is a possibility for me. A little back story about myself. I grew up with an abusive father who I am now gladly estranged from. Because of how he treated me, it took me a long time to start dating. It wasn't until I was 24 that I decided to give it a try and then at age 27 I was in a relationship. That relationship was a mistake. It was my first relationship so I downplayed the warning signs that he was being toxic towards me. In my gut I knew he was wrong, but at the same time I thought maybe I was being over dramatic. Luckily for me, I finally listened to my gut and broke up with the emotionally abusive scumbag. Months after our breakup, I would have a couple of flings that were fun but empty. Dating again was draining, I scared off a guy that I liked because I told him he was only in it for the sex. I regret that deeply. But it was my fear that I was being used and abused again that made me do it. I don't know if I could ever be in a functional romantic relationship. I feel broken and so very alone.",2.572459644322844,3.929689009302329,4.600027359781123,84.60846785225719,75.18604651162791,7.291381668946649,25.205198358413128,7.928766900206844,1.3475882352941175,807,27,171,12,17,278,116,215,0.222,0.701,0.077,-0.987,0,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,14,0,25,4,2,3,1,27,38,14,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,18,2,33,5,25,14,1,32,0,2,0,2,17,12,0,2,19,133,49,0,0.0,0.4544083947496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240365878441213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983010490930206,0.0,0.1558601234470407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206981699013257,0.14145249993151054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438027642198403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156385756686546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385551263841104,0.06463973213266865,0.0,0.0,0.14004244300156635,0.0,0.10874061677386916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226357521871162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658167346087884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051501306648126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245615396277819,0.12812923894580927,0.0,0.11313435430511733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153805679493758,0.1209652746587031,0.0,0.0,0.12843243697552775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204064776674476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722806109259736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412036263644162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490091581975602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799011606912408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048579174948942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014906596757792,0.14908903407195628,0.0,0.0,0.12215657383952876,0.14203491521339934,0.0867949508665967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104126917741782,0.0,0.1054813672258224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081384978570556,0.13977294316631114,0.0,0.0 lonely,HAsian007,2020/04/13,"I feel like I don’t fit in with anyone First of all I’m gay and 13. Definitely not out of the closet yet. When I get to talking with guy friends and the conversation falls on girls, I’m really quiet when I’m usually talking the most. They’re all getting girlfriends and stuff (like the kind of -1 month- girlfriends you get in 8th grade) Sometimes they ask why I don’t have one. I just answer I’m waiting til college. I have some friends that are girls. One time a girl actually liked me, and I had to turn her down. Worst feeling ever. Well thats not all I want to say here. I don’t actually want to be gay. I can’t picture myself living with a guy. I can’t imagine having kids that I know aren’t mine. When I have some sort of crush on a guy, I feel the need to shut those feelings off. What am I supposed to do? Tell him?? I’m scared that if these thoughts continue, I won’t be able to live a fulfilling life. I just wanted to rant because there’s no one to rant to.",0.4307773386034235,2.4720824444444456,2.3877580149319293,94.70216403162055,84.45893719806763,5.309530083443127,21.00329380764164,6.574015621080383,0.1853014492753617,754,24,175,8,22,251,116,207,0.094,0.7979999999999999,0.107,0.5428,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,17,3,0,0,4,34,38,9,0,5,5,0,4,3,4,1,1,2,1,7,8,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,10,2,1,4,2,6,24,7,25,33,7,21,0,0,0,2,21,9,0,5,14,112,32,2,0.1352980784164191,0.0,0.26406281510395363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460356226577428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264854394212962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247645281128732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238485788882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736430947989486,0.09665697425452413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150844763839507,0.0,0.0,0.20906191952626133,0.0,0.21206298525097952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40189910749752505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089212844145013,0.07435628554723248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556503402505696,0.19829942083303448,0.0,0.2389413640348058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799363537302403,0.0,0.0,0.10032181079004808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750444384302702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667541353885681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075944624239684,0.13545697943545068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381325911674558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488393000514322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749494086199053,0.11825648404015275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074115613206228,0.07889339756293888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716545749581336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490117186071443,0.0,0.23940693630702325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164922114236508,0.0,0.12208547150092472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iamfree4u,2020/04/13,"If not virus than this lockdown gonna kill us Hey Friends... I am 37 M I am here to make some chat friends... I am open for everything.. Looking forward to hear from you.... PM me please Cheers",-1.2535164835164851,0.5988776410256413,-0.10432234432234287,105.73384615384614,105.92307692307692,3.2542124542124533,20.95604395604396,5.288315135182226,-0.3865340659340659,144,6,35,1,7,44,33,39,0.114,0.754,0.131,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,5,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917071409735649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015317823394113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658196892480861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590942211923718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725613094700615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166563771993484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35628595486157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39042384102454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DenisaAdams,2020/04/13,"Lonely I feel a little weird posting here, but I need some kind of support. I recently moved to a new city where I only have one friend. We moved in together and since the third month in she hasn’t really wanted anything to do with me. She recently told me that when our lease is up I should plan on moving out alone or finding a new roommate. I tried calling my parents and they didn’t really want to talk. This quarantine has made me realize that my friends back home don’t really care to stay in touch. I feel so alone and like I have no support. I’ve never felt like this before.",3.3878338001867405,4.690338352941176,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,73.03361344537817,7.97796451914099,24.986928104575163,8.515128840125781,1.5244950513538749,460,14,96,8,9,150,82,119,0.083,0.698,0.21899999999999997,0.9676,1,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,20,20,7,0,4,2,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,4,4,18,8,12,15,1,21,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,10,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784937999822073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063870750602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338170770918237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440478624702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372857691595982,0.0,0.13707802647692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596123246692507,0.0,0.12909053329078093,0.0,0.12288243564203084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774736714314354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486164704056738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000621825931395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136836103365784,0.13475155811573253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721732660139953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731458635700594,0.4286887444767536,0.0,0.09969100114402746,0.10369407921841824,0.25970016302969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110499903686103,0.1022532626634917,0.0,0.0,0.14928786345989298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287633897680147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839123164386874,0.0,0.2655010624237627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121623134250908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330297868538527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051385027765207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080636814045813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847019770341353,0.0,0.09128092043689524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860105244192246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ForMyDream1000,2020/04/13,"Hello I’m really lonely. I honestly don’t know why I’m even making this post. Even if I make good online friends it’s nothing like having real friend in real life in person. I don’t have any friends. I’d really like friends. Online friends I do but no one in person. And I’ve also never been in a romantic relationship. I really would like a girlfriend and I really want a wife and children one day. I’m really depressed and lonely. So extremely lonely, I just sit in my room everyday alone. I know there’s people who love me and care about me. I guess I just don’t feel very loved or cared about. I feel really unlikable and worthless. I’ve had suicidal thoughts, and I have tried suicide but thankfully it failed and I don’t have those thoughts so much anymore. I’m doing better now than I was, I just feel super lonely. I don’t want to die. I want to love myself and be happy. I don’t know what I really expect from making this post. I guess I just needed to vent.",0.5852763819095479,2.997007366834172,2.9907819095477386,87.79781105527641,88.39698492462311,6.199075376884422,18.51276381909548,7.554174236665415,0.7690275778894478,762,21,153,15,25,261,99,199,0.23600000000000002,0.506,0.258,0.5316,0,9,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,26,0,0,3,0,17,4,0,3,1,39,44,16,3,7,8,1,3,3,6,1,1,0,1,3,7,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,3,25,19,12,37,1,13,0,7,0,3,16,6,0,4,7,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129991161362116,0.0,0.07821727008995524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651300472194019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699956154403927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650350179865818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944418105063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307826840598298,0.0,0.08424215399705112,0.0,0.10150958373566807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292029324737756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836446088916644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778322880241406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203696986038678,0.0,0.0,0.21549376072268087,0.0,0.0,0.10411876462680793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125866763846364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908490181782045,0.14335259918589954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264827455128692,0.0,0.19586341905690632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071900361744962,0.07252362246634278,0.07543579828601359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384971125386862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255488417455172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780796687001911,0.17080488712480174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734664834051595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265453926090634,0.4386095549284912,0.0,0.0,0.1050095210945729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397283219930707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004875079516424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552977455329191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664054221160991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070209898246182,0.1730696259150527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825678657543569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948021709553917,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PeaceLoveHappiness11,2020/04/13,"Hello ☺️ I’m a 28-year-old female. I love graphic novels, reading, and some video games. I would like someone just to talk to. I’m reserved at first, but once I get to know someone, I open up and become more about laughing, fun, and just being myself. I love rain, but I also like sunny days! I'm very much a free-spirited that is tired of being caged! Looking for someone to just chat with will having fun and getting to know each other. I'm a very open person, so I'm okay with either female or males.",2.0102777777777803,3.6881995576923146,3.5532051282051285,90.16957264957266,77.46153846153845,5.006837606837607,22.132478632478627,5.033348758259628,0.0995888888888885,390,11,80,1,9,129,68,104,0.033,0.665,0.301,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,0,0,20,18,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,12,14,5,6,1,0,1,2,8,4,0,2,4,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439986045167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132332028597688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451567062129032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422721240296506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174463151415525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221498995782573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865076117872934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213211799125454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485106044450967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419303666195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025969162037781,0.2056157141448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858329820386472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931245629869648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907686375547006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518421324847612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190822386572165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186097598834489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371530329729742,0.0,0.0,0.1243322406560103 lonely,dwalx96,2020/04/13,Theres no one there. Idk why I'm posting on this subreddit .. But I have no where else to turn to.. My birthday is on Saturday and I'm turning 24 and I know no one will think of me or say anything to me. I lost my girlfriend. She cheated on me twice and ran off with a foreign guy. I can't see my mom because shes sick from cancer and we can't risk giving the virus to her. I have absolutely 0 friends now.. My last friend stole money from me so I had to cut him out of my life. Im a still suffering from traumatic injuries from a car accident I got in a year ago. I just want to be noticed and loved. Everyhting's not okay... I've been told it gets better since I was 19. Nothing is.. Nothing has improved. It keeps setting worse? Why am I nothing to anyone..? I don't get it...,-0.9866396103896092,1.0791453035714298,1.7167532467532496,96.3555194805195,92.98809523809523,4.721212121212122,21.326839826839823,6.351523495107088,0.2392404761904761,593,23,141,7,22,204,111,168,0.231,0.677,0.092,-0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,2,7,10,2,1,5,1,15,4,0,0,0,16,32,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,7,5,0,3,7,2,25,5,20,23,0,17,0,2,1,1,14,7,0,1,6,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571307247259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705041715906824,0.0,0.1259874752295908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332776132091512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540367037352746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789461302778596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365678961907181,0.0,0.15997587188340387,0.1468665615861526,0.0,0.0,0.12244729805826048,0.0,0.0,0.1515921320615792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653732485069491,0.0,0.0,0.13608147223785574,0.0,0.0,0.08413923530562188,0.12479616155349675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813838837762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712570104130234,0.0,0.13817787216510033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930775979405986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44070800960799983,0.17430428587596625,0.0,0.0,0.20748776026371832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662657169953947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175051140392952,0.0,0.0,0.1220001229510817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266451182162475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226510100214184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809969090061983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629270547126266,0.0,0.0,0.3330556109942909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030178775735608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27629616348947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602101400003154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859077018744296 lonely,Fuzz_Roux_Dough,2020/04/13,"I haven't been physically touched in over a month I don't mean sexually. I literally have not been touched by another human being since I last saw my mom February 29th. I'm drunk, sad, and lonely. I have been alone since my divorce over a year ago and there is no hope of my situation getting any better due to the coronavirus. I'm 29 and live with my dad because I can't afford to live on my own. But my dad rarely talks to me and I can't even remember the last time he hugged me. I have no friends and no one to talk to. I haven't felt so hopeless I'm such a long time. I don't know what to do.",1.2072935461485057,2.5411103816793923,3.466759195003469,91.41902845246356,78.77099236641222,7.206384455239418,23.359472588480223,8.00094639256281,0.9373450381679382,464,15,114,8,11,160,76,131,0.159,0.752,0.09,-0.7824,1,3,0,0,1,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,15,2,0,0,0,13,24,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,4,18,4,13,18,1,13,0,3,1,1,9,4,0,1,9,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767761215860166,0.0,0.0,0.195911176399694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286342780895532,0.19834919812116814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530927626414708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672953364925682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249374164894336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816218403474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614340101486165,0.0,0.09882751790847487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787708843722525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395657402676564,0.3083788760301571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340608721311412,0.167399335083516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060490787446502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154016894611855,0.15098452360081838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817870658768532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142797255245568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129477599636835,0.21262209855176686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407690155264994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205997048834553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181188314961952 lonely,Purple_Turtle1125,2020/04/13,I’m a trans female and it feels like no one will ever love me I’ve been identifying as female for a while and it seems that most guys just aren’t open to dating a trans person even IF they’ve gotten surgery. There was even a study that showed the vast majority of people said they wouldn’t date a trans person. It just looks like the odds of anyone ever loving me is really small.,6.569556962025317,5.3273679493670905,6.750474683544308,81.84191455696205,65.70886075949367,9.418987341772151,23.54746835443038,8.07648339933343,0.9640354430379748,304,3,65,3,4,98,56,79,0.027999999999999997,0.807,0.165,0.8979,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,2,12,14,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,3,4,5,8,2,8,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,3,7,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634301800132468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087542994979814,0.4228462200921188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818143833932962,0.16697750405607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314304800382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283783631192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962752097290734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42190278414766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838220396683614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162039675961569,0.40816986321695103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497340913821248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233174607646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127799635228685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whateverforvr010,2020/04/13,"21 m feeling lost and alone...but it's getting better, so would love to talk about anything. Don't want to talk about my sadness, i just feel like I would connect with someone who feels the same and that we can grow from there. Im happy to help you out with tour feelings and i'll try my best to understand ⚘🌷🌼. I am a big fan of movies (if you saw a movie i probably have heard of it), music ranges from all eras, and just wanna talk with someone. Thank you all for reading 🌻🌻🌻🌻 Edit: stll open for any convo so feel free to dm",1.6212547892720297,2.6351747844827607,3.1694252873563222,95.29588122605364,77.01724137931033,5.845210727969349,22.371647509578548,5.82211442006289,0.0527808429118779,409,11,99,2,9,135,81,116,0.052000000000000005,0.7,0.247,0.9748,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,0,3,7,9,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,2,26,19,7,0,5,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,8,10,8,18,14,4,5,0,2,1,1,11,3,0,1,2,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253400478411712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827935389379598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909616748487196,0.15936162480633267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455542281703327,0.1287263283637292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414078216203674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181345447004328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077620427692502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946339379786952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803074500439967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669646466279544,0.0,0.1626266862616544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942731175892536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023674065417444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053453801355466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344848169123193,0.0,0.1658928822546293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223358100462019,0.0,0.0,0.18758204104671825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627953865822501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560007411957422,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justend1t,2020/04/13,"Being in quarantine has really made me realise how little I matter to people. I’m quarantined with my parents, and I already know I have no friends or anyone that gives a shit about me who’s not blood related. But after a month of seeing people online tag each other in trends video calling and staying in contact it’s truly struck me that I’m not just disliked I’m completely unimportant. My phones hasn’t rung since I stopped working, and I’ve not gotten a single email text or even a comment on a damn meme. When this is over I don’t have anything to go back to. My jobs gone and honestly my life’s. it changed that much being forced to stay inside.",3.2926370575988884,5.1444031908396965,4.3675225537820985,84.96101318528802,74.34351145038168,6.9010409437890345,26.412907702984036,7.686295010490155,1.560093129770992,522,19,99,7,11,170,91,131,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.7121,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,5,0,8,3,2,2,0,18,18,9,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,1,12,2,13,13,3,15,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,2,5,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031878620515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959995161655833,0.0,0.16429497346291616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535185588073397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038650153219192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112032720203558,0.0,0.2093292707691114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186696994346128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424912736763546,0.0,0.0,0.19152251280863336,0.11346571993198325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981218603987799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097224419057207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410187291748439,0.0,0.2001017922548142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891369728684426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935875892936188,0.0,0.14676575306170112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168774489835646,0.0,0.0,0.2768244019845577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279009293791371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590952348730989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049378992930309,0.16515257805292746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256007614512495,0.0,0.1669163750349847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534760855838874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,keil35,2020/04/13,"touch starvation & worthlessness I’m a 17 y/o female, and I’ve never been in a serious relationship. Sure I’ve talked and flirted with people but I’ve never been kissed, cuddled, held or embraced. My relationships always fall off before I can get to that stage which has led me to believe there’s something wrong with me and I’m undeserving of love or touch like that. I’m terrified to let someone see me naked because I hate my body and I know they will too. I want to be hugged or touched lovingly so bad but at the same time I repulse at the thought of someone being that close to my body. I’ve given up on pursuing a relationship because I know I can’t have one, it’s too late for me. What girl gets to 17 without a first kiss? I just feel like I’m surrounded by people so much better than me and I’m so out of place.",0.950501835985314,3.219571186046516,2.9649449204406366,89.92913708690331,84.23255813953489,6.179192166462669,23.006119951040397,7.475848149327749,1.0242395348837214,652,24,140,11,19,219,106,172,0.188,0.6579999999999999,0.154,-0.8668,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,15,1,0,6,0,10,8,2,1,3,27,28,13,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,5,5,17,10,22,19,2,18,0,1,1,6,8,10,0,3,7,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899036837826606,0.15494423329382712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940194984864327,0.17434721346799548,0.0,0.12168544641501294,0.16111597505639846,0.0,0.12647497533873134,0.0,0.3176893029571015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723068667431009,0.10216172949437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163870466686212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942685375832512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411863508638573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718196827223882,0.0,0.16131417761656555,0.0,0.0,0.14623076827918088,0.0,0.13972857414088272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581324852750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512402722962357,0.0,0.22058623129703345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690287305377544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828124317131884,0.0,0.14940822151837752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605967266509242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395527535549682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233280420785586,0.11009108138024383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477910706033028,0.0,0.0,0.114940797009777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352880593292462,0.0833864912788703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434716982301127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785027161109858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635187898171488,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hellainia,2020/04/14,"Wanting people to play with. Ever since the corona virus and the schools shutting down, it made me realise how important I actually am to anyone. After the first week no one talks to me and I grown to being by myself everyday now. It would be nice to be able to talk to people, make friends, and have people that wants to talk to you. don't get me started on wanting to feel loved, thats a whole new can of worms. Right now all I want is a friend to talk too and play games with. Since honestly I am getting sick of being alone all the time.",4.405057915057918,4.687359621621622,5.0519433719433735,87.08594594594597,69.9009009009009,7.784298584298584,26.66795366795367,7.447530270364453,1.1949629343629344,422,12,91,4,7,136,73,111,0.061,0.743,0.195,0.9371,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,3,3,18,22,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,9,7,19,16,3,15,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,10,64,13,1,0.15753808065284294,0.0,0.1537344415758348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316194055709035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015428893529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250221317582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965598706777123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340018109249424,0.0,0.0,0.2434270606445617,0.0,0.16461428999323333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218426848651206,0.14906634102515492,0.10515789213901712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215125997643192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675188056793936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276512076913465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453666010407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943694817739926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606342565392755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150626433013344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064925671692835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186172171635792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716801665598907,0.0,0.12636754574917294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758856410396974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191053250743156,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ideservealotbetter,2020/04/14,"Why am I not happy being lonely? Why do I want friends/relationships? (Quarantine Deep Thinking) I have always asked these deep questions but they have become more apparent ever since this quarantine thing started to happen. I always wanted to know why we need people? How others have a skill in which they can interact with others with some ease? Because they are more outspoken people actually listen and live that person. Not some old rock that people just casually walk by not even noticing whether or not I exist or not. Other people are like who cares if you are lonely or not as long as I am not lonely. It’s like yes in essence we are all humans, but I don’t feel like I know you as a human. Which begs the question. Why do I or we need people? What happens when we don’t get those things? How do people make us happy? Why are we social creatures? Why does are psyche get affected when we don’t have things? I in truth don’t care if I am lonely for the rest of my life or not. I just have some questions that have been on my mind during quarantine which I hope someone answers. Thanks and stay safe.",3.2724617996604413,5.317681276497699,4.144394858113023,85.69147950521466,74.9447004608295,6.4117390249818085,22.480960465680326,7.273561745256523,0.8593004608294925,875,24,166,10,19,281,117,217,0.033,0.743,0.22399999999999998,0.9924,1,11,0,0,0,0,22.0,7,2,3,1,8,16,0,0,4,1,25,1,0,4,3,55,45,19,0,7,20,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,18,10,0,1,8,2,0,1,12,4,0,0,1,2,27,12,14,43,7,14,0,4,0,0,23,6,0,14,9,123,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.09464004368333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613929065649538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066469663610337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911907811657765,0.10710854851589736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775839233393394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486924439649113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405542662675437,0.08772540194436462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049036806706808114,0.06928366844946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133775773450468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715210024111854,0.20647741534425285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632460308042892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659709296139352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850096626570186,0.1421409208459057,0.0,0.08563652220820345,0.08582565677365753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473596549784917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792376121799763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438212427118761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041418487819447,0.10176586637238813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034089471552976,0.08468058507057881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259247337690337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412193507990693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022417478936836,0.0,0.0,0.09886051950288216,0.08217218788416959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864406972827933,0.10336947288286093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928761969951866,0.0,0.0,0.19329078047563103,0.062141887981472035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665691372124715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144045109179611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250648116312748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RetroPlasm,2020/04/14,"Finding it hard to watch shows where everyone’s friends with each other Been stuck indoors watching this TV show (won’t say what it is because it’s kinda embarrassing) but basically everyone gets along and super happy with each other. Even when they have a small argument it gets solved in a clean half an hour. It’s unrealistic, but it’s sad to think what my life could be if I spoke more, tried harder with other people to make friendships. The worst is that the show has an introvert character who very easily makes friends with the extrovert main character. It never happens in real life, at least in my experience. I used to just expect people to be my friends, I’d wonder why no one wanted to talk to me. I’ve got wiser, at least a little. I know now how to be a more pleasing person to be around. The hard part now is getting the courage to go talk to people. And to watch TV characters do the seemingly impossible so easy, is kinda depressing me.",5.60206306306306,6.40330167027027,6.368445945945947,76.86275900900901,67.43243243243244,9.626126126126128,30.011261261261268,9.725611199111238,2.759153153153153,759,27,142,16,12,250,114,185,0.10300000000000001,0.669,0.228,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,1,12,0,14,2,0,4,1,30,30,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,1,1,15,10,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,7,9,6,23,20,9,15,0,2,3,0,10,9,0,5,5,99,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000037952023946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902039473703463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659551138859316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257780560594728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964534553823474,0.0,0.0,0.27908168381795384,0.0,0.1428483490776863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347156641652033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384743275142946,0.0,0.22888873142192906,0.0,0.08299395033932945,0.0,0.11679597424552048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291365480211542,0.1554549022397043,0.2616338664559354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381314279582533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025594778839013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629493054057385,0.0,0.1463634851051228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495639600258344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262969446438212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989557772540295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813956746139735,0.0,0.3037227986319539,0.12751043063765474,0.0,0.16030044119643044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662175869935298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613134646341015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294300841335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347516755254135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357208491828672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914685830402717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612567202355185,0.0,0.12049256397561392,0.08613407926906158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317721179102644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583666185077463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheBlindBookworm,2020/04/14,"How do you deal with loneliness? Sometimes it feels it's too much to bear, I've been stuck between four walls for weeks and the silence is starting to scream. I want to blame it on the virus and the fact that I'm stuck in a foreign country right now, but even if I was home, I've been feeling like this for much longer. I'm tired of myself. How can I like myself at this point, when I seem to be the only common denominator when someone leaves. Whatever they're looking for, I'm not enough. Every time I meet someone new I'm terrified they'd figure out who I am and leave, so I try to be who they want me to be so they'd stay longer, or I try to be myself so they'd leave sooner, but eventually they always do and it feels so horrible it's difficult to feel anything else. Why does it seem so easy for other people? To have people to lean on and to go back to, to have someone who would see you as irreplaceable, that if it's not you it's no good. Are you just born into it, because you felt it growing up it's easier to find and attract it yourself? Or is loneliness something that I'd always feel? I've felt it for so long I don't know who I am without the empitness and fear and sadness and self loathing. Even when I am with friends, even when I share how I feel, even when they reassure me they'd be here for me no matter what, it won't stop. It's a holiday and I feel mopy and stupid today, and alone.",2.6581818181818164,3.5889158000000023,4.084848484848486,90.06409090909092,74.33333333333334,7.187878787878788,24.63636363636364,7.520522993642371,0.9233999999999996,1100,33,252,13,22,365,145,300,0.174,0.684,0.141,-0.934,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,7,0,23,12,1,1,7,0,26,1,0,3,1,49,50,33,0,5,10,0,9,2,1,2,1,1,1,1,26,16,0,1,14,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,7,12,32,7,33,32,3,29,0,1,2,0,22,10,0,6,18,169,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141169313504909,0.0,0.0,0.18336308553472613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067167592225203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472435107926295,0.0,0.06716687125937247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359440506256875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642236979776048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204422013795208,0.0,0.0,0.11384906423257485,0.0,0.2911007905244686,0.0,0.09283439563177903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398713004507946,0.3899848055117652,0.07871515232267143,0.211586980054615,0.0,0.100705771354613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512753977300029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261985238568472,0.09241673668450888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052308753822034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060553999213610814,0.0,0.0,0.35000542032821136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076602368789698,0.0,0.0,0.09750897718499564,0.09252643413450294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199517876424305,0.0,0.0,0.10641596214373196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379955716413727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527748045790367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041590721146016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940961522816012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780202627711085,0.20061393700423452,0.11494547598290353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800745008489566,0.0848246822279075,0.10897435136373218,0.0,0.07798848596838757,0.1174410071750665,0.0,0.0921183840521166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424891586267646,0.12663978558846525,0.1044411248773667,0.0,0.0,0.14961479978042322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299782287058944,0.0,0.08838260009626814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942351868241568,0.0,0.0,0.10621301324178416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827123477413479,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IllsOfSelfBetterment,2020/04/14,"It’s hard out there I literally can’t imagine a possibility where I devil a social circle. I’m 26, just finishing up my freshman year of college. I talk to my classmates but most of them are 18-19 and while they’re perfectly friendly in class, the people they build a social circle with are, understandably, people their own age. I’ve tried dating apps and never get any interaction. I’m a different person online and in reality. I have a really hard time being jokey on the internet or text, I don’t know why. I honestly can’t imagine where I could meet close friends, or a significant other, or any of it. I think I’m gonna be lonely forever and that’s hard to deal with.",4.735555555555557,5.528342407407408,6.692592592592592,73.7966666666667,69.37037037037038,9.851851851851851,29.074074074074076,9.994966539143718,2.8510740740740736,535,19,102,13,9,188,90,135,0.079,0.746,0.17600000000000002,0.9497,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,2,22,17,9,0,1,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,13,4,12,13,2,15,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,4,7,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650561079962386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505798021831693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944357989967204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704430512870896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914200079356287,0.0,0.09853443895909288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068390976568089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364828455292363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545806189634053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26149959743643275,0.16467611139606206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261540714293606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208204237220956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845029154855344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158757160459005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084569868133707,0.0,0.0,0.1099727515941626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804536068927716,0.0,0.0,0.19633670709816445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017995986186904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214506426824776 lonely,Throwaway1293y1293,2020/04/14,"This feeling of rejection hurts Everyone you loved, cared for, had a connection with is now gone. Parents, siblings, friends, relationships. Nobody cares about you anymore, no one wants anything to do with you anymore and no one listens. Sadly not everything lasts forever and people change its just a matter of moving on, but thats the hardest part.",8.128499999999999,9.76401285,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,62.16666666666666,10.0,40.0,10.125756701596842,4.5760000000000005,281,15,41,6,4,86,51,60,0.142,0.696,0.162,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,2,2,3,4,8,8,1,5,0,3,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418709168698846,0.0,0.0,0.17371740323755588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304612614749689,0.0,0.223315924993486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171520114005284,0.1897231666203429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673855822044308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309542095645946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598703331438455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207476441274167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052609073774315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436600826348024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609379504514376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344016896050976,0.22860084705153685,0.0,0.14635023595655264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266425156108061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451231400843565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImPlayingTheSims,2020/04/14,"What is the song that sums up your loneliness best? I'm pretty damn lonely. Ever since I got sober 4 years ago, I've been 100 percent alone. I've spent all birthdays alone and even a couple Christmases. I'm coming to terms with it. I know there are people lonelier than me. I came across a song that captures the feeling of being alone for eons. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2JD9kjeN5s",3.721174603174603,6.9384445142857185,2.6147619047619024,90.169126984127,82.42857142857143,4.825396825396826,19.206349206349206,6.42735559955562,0.16773015873015895,316,8,55,3,9,90,56,70,0.222,0.6609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.7059,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,12,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,5,1,7,7,4,9,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880104432974388,0.0,0.0,0.6968255206417531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353566064064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565041286906237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318798977879725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481495169539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481276394278938,0.20286425978551503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339720621777145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936850360714338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325244387375515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155479970532394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281623224767947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551773459949875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442196110838895 lonely,SomeLoser74,2020/04/14,"I need some serious advice. I’ve always been a social introvert and have always been an extremely shy person. Throughout my elementary school years, I only had like 2 friends. (Looking back at it, idk if I’d even call them that now). I wasn’t really picked on per se, but I wasn’t really able to form meaningful connections with anyone. When I was in 6th grade, I transferred to a small private school. I got into a group of like 6 people my first year, and I felt I had made a connection with them and we were getting along really well. Around 8th grade is when I would say I started feeling truly depressed. My two older siblings are HUGE extroverts, and always made lasting relationships quickly. I never really realized what I was missing out on until that period. At that point, I realized I wanted to make more friends. I never knew how to make it happen though. I would honestly say pretty much every social situation I’ve been in has been a result of someone else and not my own doing. On top of all this, I’ve always struggled with feeling like I annoy people constantly, and it hit a new level recently. I’ve isolated myself to the point that any conversation I have with family or friends just feels one sided and awkward. I want to get back up and fix relationships and make new ones, but I don’t know how to make it happen, especially with this whole “quarantine” shit going on rn. Any advice? Anything is appreciated!",5.381755030959757,6.6678451360294115,6.565216718266258,73.4912383900929,68.22794117647061,9.696904024767804,29.38931888544891,9.93914555978268,3.026063235294117,1135,41,197,27,19,382,159,272,0.09699999999999999,0.721,0.183,0.9771,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,2,13,15,2,2,8,0,21,1,1,10,3,53,46,19,0,6,6,0,4,3,3,2,0,2,0,1,11,19,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,7,1,4,16,7,29,8,29,27,7,40,0,2,1,0,16,19,1,3,23,137,40,5,0.09499499909460636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565602736889164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31617379654970496,0.0,0.0,0.1291997138033082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642271211069292,0.0,0.07817279015637425,0.0845656893035599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460905812247989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700051515321352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265584642957222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818190535226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935613225149851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274330098281353,0.0,0.08003738383792125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895528308079806,0.0,0.1440969774677717,0.06786444633408509,0.091210096336,0.0,0.0,0.08080269770165438,0.0,0.0,0.22017870196562714,0.0,0.09926193250586787,0.0,0.053987847146078,0.0,0.0759761787342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680075279471162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220676716854577,0.07743360307573781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139229274524634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977187413758828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977313005260778,0.2536395981756268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983225459922092,0.0704375881513877,0.14653199911538656,0.1834935241537556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874213975281054,0.07224797745005092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171514277268576,0.08294596908148456,0.0,0.0,0.17960195848324778,0.0,0.0,0.09664406539785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434249156239052,0.0,0.09379610132384188,0.20397815628326216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108767220021616,0.0,0.1922800212493959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975110014557953,0.0,0.10677835911677593,0.0,0.19367087714925527,0.08048895446243617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723794929573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930939867926797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333210429449622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279631080219727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206102340311454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541191262681046,0.0,0.0,0.10605852402213327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349634436342681,0.0,0.0,0.1223473297670802 lonely,galexius,2020/04/14,"Another day Ah yes, there goes another day where i haven't been so much as messaged by anyone even those people i tried so hard to call my friends. I've been left on read messaging ""i miss you"" to the people i care about and i thought cared about me too. It's funny because the whole lockdown situation really doesn't change much for us, except the undeniable confirmation that we are, in fact, more lonely than we care to admit. I really am tired of trying so hard make people like me back and i shudder to think of all the years of my life I've wasted in these fruitless attempts. Why is it the people who try so hard to be loved and give love end up lonely? Anyway Sorry you had to read this... Bye",3.300672215108833,4.7227017816901435,4.485390524967993,85.89706145966711,73.43661971830986,7.417157490396925,22.76824583866837,8.00094639256281,1.0270619718309852,551,14,114,8,11,181,96,142,0.126,0.688,0.18600000000000005,0.9159,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,1,12,10,0,0,5,2,9,4,0,1,2,12,20,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,16,7,20,15,5,11,0,3,0,2,15,6,0,0,7,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264098248128817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805354345351485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683279207712613,0.0,0.07676607251963735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858913471980646,0.0,0.3851836557059752,0.0,0.13321778607381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624295271805144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115370572907661,0.0,0.0,0.08317591685055174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972936027702879,0.0,0.0,0.12080402398879513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338427015943018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682387198219875,0.0,0.08894844628072006,0.061523288168488864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273144111699188,0.0,0.08405959599432793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514683515368024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34921744924515113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519291852695729,0.0,0.16134862387008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155117407303888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096890039507326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806911885514533,0.0,0.09997476158016773,0.0,0.14473860077260767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649565823015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514789029859918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363270169096673,0.1405969216980402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109512225361856 lonely,spoopyabra,2020/04/14,"quarantine loneliness this isn’t ever something i thought i’d have to deal with. I’m 17, F and have a good network of friends and family. I live with my parents and dog, who are very supportive. I have a number of mental health issues- depression, OCD, anxiety but have never felt truly lonely before. Until now. It seems the situation with COVID-19 has really forced me to realise who is there and who isn’t, and i just feel so lonely since hardly anyone has reached out to me to call, or even chat during the period the country (UK) has been in lockdown. Does anyone else have this issue? I just feel so incredibly isolated (which i obviously am) but i didn’t realise the mental effects would have such a heavy toll. Does anyone else feel the same, or should i just grow up? If anyone wants a chat or potentially make a friend, feel free to message me.",6.126951219512192,6.5598470609756125,6.707219512195122,76.18534146341466,66.19512195121952,9.730731707317073,31.03414634146341,9.642632912329526,2.8265312195121948,674,24,124,13,10,221,102,164,0.1,0.7659999999999999,0.134,0.5743,1,6,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,10,0,18,1,0,2,3,34,29,14,0,4,9,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,8,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,6,12,6,14,23,1,9,0,3,0,0,11,3,0,5,5,84,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516350219806124,0.0,0.0,0.38448642617782375,0.2817067220450772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697609789579128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037134371491206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417246287185398,0.11840195349803788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406003104153293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296756238575931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907970586976302,0.12434869126745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959365395260952,0.0,0.2780340746364021,0.0,0.13199191532980986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124166055785208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530257750614335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231453317857764,0.0,0.0,0.1461232485312331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696409591313904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138775343588933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917617065202864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27707308414939696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602466172767376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264319180695207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806623976647161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514672585339534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371587843389408,0.15452105306060024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583044638771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599833076690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913512756085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342642272952773,0.08108284996382449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765412021477483,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Carmelboxer59,2020/04/14,"Does anyone else have a burst of motivation to get to know someone new over messaging and you check fanatically to see if they have read your text because you are so desperate to make a platonic or romantic friend and they end up leaving you on read because you come off desperate? I feel pathetic, but there is this person I have been texting recently because it was my birthday two days ago. I got the typical texts from people who pretend to care about me and wish me happy birthday then I don’t ever hear from them the rest of the year. One person I had been friends with in the past but became disconnected with messaged me happy birthday and asked me how my life was going over Instagram which made me feel really good. So now I attempt to try and text them casually and build a connection but I get the feeling that I come off too strong even though I only initiate conversation once a day (for only the past two days) and leave it at that. well this person puts me on read and I get the feeling I should probably just leave them alone because I don’t want to be weird. kinda hard to make connections with people even though I’m socially competent and I’m not on the autism spectrum or anything. Guess I feel weird for always checking my text conversations in desperation and excitement of a social interaction with someone. I get excited when I see the *typing...* sign and the little green bubble next to there profile pic on insta because it means they are on and may potentially talk to me. I know I am pathetic, but I wanted to know if there are any other people with the same experience as me?",8.426407766990295,7.1766705404530775,8.597398058252427,70.11434951456313,62.042071197411005,12.123495145631068,36.78122977346278,11.20814326018867,4.049190550161812,1283,50,236,30,15,423,166,309,0.081,0.75,0.16899999999999998,0.9867,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,6,4,17,13,0,0,16,0,18,1,0,5,1,53,49,28,0,6,10,0,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,10,19,0,0,10,5,2,4,3,2,1,3,7,10,40,11,38,39,2,33,0,0,3,0,27,14,0,7,15,165,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916609583198722,0.0,0.0,0.09249608678077724,0.0,0.0,0.07431135621724792,0.0,0.0,0.06073245828956458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446184654615274,0.09150653331588486,0.07349282096365325,0.0,0.08349086352618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220644120367354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910553917793335,0.0,0.0,0.1538617562496276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278868941312386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815397574115968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460531993627217,0.0,0.07910032239745779,0.0,0.0,0.11797409754914638,0.08078414016994376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736029726473514,0.0,0.0,0.2257838766587549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799817806341022,0.0,0.1866388399228741,0.0,0.050755757554296,0.07490725867936512,0.07142771404284179,0.0,0.09838275905188924,0.0,0.0,0.19013991493223736,0.08000236788064789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006565334314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724391639088275,0.0,0.0,0.2836926243047053,0.0,0.0,0.0630808356295087,0.0,0.08951001289159081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450532745858846,0.11922748018029085,0.0,0.0,0.09728252271723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625416012173727,0.09498000203326268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511003606362076,0.06051736805354022,0.13584541785194792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050905869383426,0.18574463160323246,0.2339407321844913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628905895600308,0.0,0.0,0.0897791416773521,0.0,0.0,0.2679963089424521,0.0,0.057212950011933626,0.0,0.08818081160839447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423337228918712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207638580805216,0.15134064699562524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178233521670513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548918536374175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060634225528178425,0.0,0.17448175106021366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535226788623599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029855900357077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269971775206684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751138205484588 lonely,ooky_spooky07,2020/04/14,"Working front line My version of loneliness is working front line at a long term care home, rampant with COVID. I work my day job from home and then go in to the care home in the evening to help out. Yes I have co-workers that we help and support each other because we are not being supported very effectively from higher up; they have decided to helicopter parent from afar. Coming home every night to an empty apartment, to decontaminate myself as effectively as I can. Falling asleep crying as I don’t know when I will be free of this.",6.770711974110036,6.965529970873785,7.029271844660197,75.2419012944984,64.8252427184466,9.585113268608417,33.671521035598715,9.2995712137729,2.974684142394824,429,17,78,7,6,139,75,103,0.095,0.68,0.226,0.9487,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,5,2,5,0,0,4,1,9,1,1,2,0,13,16,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,19,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112128121506373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048085094453847,0.0,0.0,0.12876330458484295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641961494464786,0.0964018747999602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872976252264426,0.0,0.12594287797220302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495261238010307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038583989942896,0.0,0.5997602777379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148335282414563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821499928101866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228460347298646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027633151787902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659792320804788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392550016809669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233361954727242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352912600435631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,liuxiaobing,2020/04/14,I'm so lonely i could die When you';re too lonely life is kinda not worth living,0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,86.05882352941177,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.1914470588235293,65,1,13,0,2,21,15,17,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.0,-0.8789,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614896513537852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599877533832028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40826175226389,0.0,0.0,0.5103886634079796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Newengland933,2020/04/14,"My 27th Birthday is in two weeks... I have been broken up with my ex for 4 months this hurts. She would make my day special. She was amazing. I never had that much love in my life. I remember wanting to cry from all the gestures she did for me on my day. I think ill be crying pretty badly and missing her this year. I don’t have close friends either. Covid-19 actually makes it slightly easier. Im not expected to go out it can just be another sad day. Usually, ill go out and drink at a bar or club and come home depressed. I really need love... i really need someone sometimes.",0.7834432234432214,3.1731389743589737,2.7974908424908413,89.89096153846155,86.60683760683762,6.077899877899879,22.88705738705739,7.447530270364453,1.130690354090354,448,17,93,8,14,150,87,117,0.21600000000000005,0.644,0.14,-0.8663,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,12,7,0,2,2,23,24,4,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,2,3,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,0,17,5,13,17,3,19,0,4,0,2,8,8,0,1,8,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1570178110682101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872049566011008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434702192059933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860341671243712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534880903792336,0.3113067640157141,0.0,0.13858524769970798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762337601147244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431301608599858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828894089429203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139851328548235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224965325751251,0.0,0.17380251194578453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365032559670535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904419123944195,0.0,0.21480758470209765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843098888342327,0.0,0.11828198792819287,0.238614605792963,0.1240980707978852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369587724650286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061567616318188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822713771614548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363323237194315,0.0,0.15913687074905394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309994423866144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717854417103108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721157649550148,0.0,0.09490457306197307,0.0,0.12906642922828268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430065162806545,0.0,0.0,0.10361605439786177 lonely,Qi_ra,2020/04/14,"I joined tinder and it just makes me feel worse I was hoping to find something. Anything. A friend, a boyfriend, it didn’t matter. I got matched with a few guys and most of them are creeps. The others ghosted me after a brief conversation. It has been making me feel like shit. I still want to try but maybe tinder just isn’t the place. I’m new to my area and have no friends. It’s been a year since I moved and I just thought things would be better by now",0.5382870813397105,2.80726837894737,1.3171291866028731,101.00172248803827,86.26315789473685,3.8755980861244015,17.057416267942585,4.851557810540192,-0.9920526315789476,356,8,83,1,11,109,68,95,0.077,0.752,0.171,0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,0,7,0,10,1,1,2,0,20,19,5,1,3,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,2,11,5,7,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,6,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619682966252645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893656286151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652402362327272,0.15296243446023958,0.0,0.0,0.19569548550770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308464848015955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124579788023744,0.0,0.0,0.21200562216489172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126626103285137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046048406288239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858443007216782,0.0,0.21510537791685289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275683299617439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679175679173112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237026076686073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197840102593316,0.17711656084284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483471749771245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099099045907554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224722315253502,0.0,0.0,0.16998187699847994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453687335310118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628944811148562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819953116324947,0.1520997961127276,0.0,0.0,0.13788181015103113 lonely,Ash2395,2020/04/14,"How do you deal with the fact that there's a big chance you'll never find someone in your life? Not being pessimistic, and I hope everyone of us here finds happiness. But I've been thinking about how long it took me to accept the fact in question and how I've been dealing with it. I would love to know your stories about this realization. &#x200B; I've written some stuff about myself below, just in case anyone would like to read I'm 24 and have been a loner for as long as I can remember. Until I was about 18, I was, in a way, ashamed of myself and constantly tried to figure out why I'm always left out of everything and why every friend I have drifts away, or why I always drift away from them. I always behaved as I thought I should. But then I started giving up on it, I had to be myself. With time, I became comfortable with the fact that this is the way it's always going to be. Now I almost embrace it. I can't imagine sharing my life with someone even if it happens somehow. And I don't feel sad about it either, it's just the way it goes I guess, for people like me.",4.379687499999998,4.583177593750001,5.241964285714285,85.97803571428572,69.9375,7.65,27.160714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2393517857142862,847,25,179,7,14,277,124,224,0.035,0.802,0.163,0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,1,0,15,11,0,1,8,0,20,3,0,3,4,47,35,18,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,11,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,1,29,9,37,19,2,29,0,1,0,1,13,13,0,8,11,132,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540881851076668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835975430702855,0.12487613076269248,0.1400445092388458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805872891674662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165672003005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454710321319695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376407146588937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612324728922623,0.0,0.09710527605083602,0.11012878671351294,0.10358159441259522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058275171360067476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067755460142198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904386346170158,0.0,0.0,0.11056078417693653,0.06550070166119516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696371918731433,0.0,0.10191748279129527,0.12268852285909156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447182489399625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333980815626604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522227390272833,0.0,0.1628126224177544,0.11261318556214114,0.0,0.0,0.20398982688572329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401996027878947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888899008318088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990163274775224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910927516437595,0.0,0.11528377681791535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305587148630762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530628732057345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157637486848257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319366391262594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384920458647297,0.0,0.09149768089869943,0.06720471080092252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804986577273095,0.07824894175858246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863467248364786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744464189611988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119926023721477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374426327347874,0.0,0.1400445092388458,0.0 lonely,Taberl0ney,2020/04/14,"24M I’m so lonely, hope to make a friend to talk to on the regular Hi, I’m 24, and I have a mental illness that causes me become delusional and experience psychosis at times. This and this alone makes it very hard for me to relate to people. To be honest I am a drug addict, I have battled with some pretty rough addictions and I just had to be carful not to let myself get carried away. A couple days ago I found out my girlfriend of 5 years who I’ve built a life with has been cheating on me again. My first girlfriend best friends of 10 years asked if we stop talking because it’s hard for her to let me go and she loves me more than her boyfriend. I work in healthcare and feel like I’m living two lives, one being a sober, well collected person who has life all together, and the other being a psychotic drug addict who has no control. I love dogs and I take in strays and foster them until they can be adopted out. I’ve also been super into gardening for 10 years. I grow a lot of entheogenic and other magic plants. I’m pretty weird, but I’m easy to get along with and always trying to make the world a better place.",4.22975574712644,4.66514096982759,5.242862068965518,85.02167816091955,70.33620689655173,7.565977011494254,25.380459770114946,7.3011,1.0988283908045977,883,23,182,8,15,291,142,232,0.073,0.7809999999999999,0.146,0.9575,0,3,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,6,5,15,2,0,12,0,17,10,0,5,1,35,35,16,0,2,4,0,4,1,4,0,8,0,1,1,10,19,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,4,1,3,4,4,23,11,32,24,5,24,0,1,0,2,20,11,0,4,11,122,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728722121021512,0.0,0.0,0.10106543264593816,0.0,0.0,0.11808283495999247,0.0,0.09117596301842593,0.09486774973142016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658654005326293,0.0,0.10711874113532008,0.0,0.0,0.06950112029686491,0.12591813594499449,0.0,0.0,0.11964935764169025,0.10083502111347226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712251082909995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787500509519714,0.0,0.12615295043536487,0.0,0.07352879819042454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644372099991836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152635666000353,0.0,0.0,0.057648277180227366,0.0814507385588641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697919545308124,0.0,0.1250091065901993,0.17617195118386167,0.0,0.11913392284351945,0.0,0.06479607896016291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426607722873796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324039615501705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331715434990869,0.1610611683590858,0.05570087555232178,0.0,0.20135071186533032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692957145762544,0.2058019345966948,0.0,0.22831320796618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489804604067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725799688170615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904209227176125,0.09955154439644197,0.11911906787079875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231983930591146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531977255328196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572340649277031,0.18327827559940846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648175725011055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740718007822611,0.0,0.11137389986456983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407246742147836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251116366486557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300264720010396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026143824653505 lonely,RocknRoll42042,2020/04/14,Lonely tonight I'm so fucking lonely right now. That's all I have to say.,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,90.25,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.5730249999999999,58,2,13,0,2,19,14,16,0.336,0.664,0.0,-0.6779,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209788985737044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736309678498182,0.0,0.5341654427701868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,caleb-27,2020/04/14,"Always felt lonely and like being alone for the most part but this is next level lonely at this stage Been single for over two years with very little in the ways of meeting new people in that manner, left high school three years ago and all my friends left but still play online with them but has become less and less the last few months. Even at work the people I would consider to be friends, I don't talk with as much anymore as we have separate breaks and such now. Just seem to be completely alone and isolated pretty much the whole time and dont really know what to do",8.933947368421055,6.5756452017543925,7.689719298245612,80.54036842105266,61.894736842105246,10.874385964912284,29.817543859649124,8.841846274778883,1.9997038596491228,459,8,94,5,5,139,82,114,0.095,0.77,0.134,0.7966,0,7,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,20,14,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,5,4,16,8,10,23,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,2,11,67,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789542933627494,0.0,0.0,0.3222285364590893,0.0,0.0,0.12943920326557098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427469903787325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718048888009811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631027356398075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182316318700223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274656506128957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936294314512294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037206599228095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435872410168975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549225041557658,0.1268029671969389,0.0,0.0,0.33803493599754136,0.0,0.0,0.07599924076516118,0.1559129767340907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416729602145485,0.0,0.22871044966284934,0.0,0.0,0.15024177101355735,0.16544087492369464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845739006992966,0.0,0.21569280344618466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582614493921545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965635190895307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743602427531456,0.0,0.14161688048644752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423120550113273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503402914393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907088627538018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196048081527105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835410628728802,0.0,0.1234770710472379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736782870529776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325025156527345,0.0,0.0,0.11050606220146462,0.0,0.0,0.20035235126426815 lonely,gbcJas,2020/04/14,"song recommendations for whenever u want to be Sad as Fuck ‘i’m gonna be alone forever, but i’m getting used to the thought. except for late at night, maybe i’m not’ February 15th by Hobo Johnson i’m feeling really fucking alone tonight/ lately and this song has been on repeat so i figured maybe somebody else would like it :)",4.177968749999998,5.866457109375002,5.073875000000001,81.48362500000003,71.65625,8.245000000000001,31.55,8.841846274778883,2.65406625,261,12,50,5,5,85,51,64,0.121,0.73,0.14800000000000002,0.431,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,10,17,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,9,11,0,7,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,6,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434270042638224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882926009557615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824097702117162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958112843552255,0.11184351758364697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829639280213973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458451640920703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301271679439816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008915909267588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371396775358498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994885033376506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488903401773926,0.0,0.0,0.12626491067647513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520702438506975,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Justgetahouse4,2020/04/14,"[17M] I just want a girlfriend, or any friend in general. I feel so lonely and confused, I had friends before but I dropped them because they were toxic and now I’m completely lonely. I don’t socialize at all (even before quarantine) and I basically haven’t talked to a female that isn’t in my family since I was 10, I don’t know what to do anymore. I know people say “things will get better” but that’s what I told myself in the past and it didn’t so what will change in the future? I just can’t see my life changing in a positive light and that scares me. I don’t want to to be lonely anymore",2.252142857142857,3.5504492936507965,4.120825396825399,87.96028571428577,75.90476190476191,7.262222222222222,23.711111111111112,7.908726449838941,1.100688253968254,465,14,102,7,10,158,76,126,0.13,0.742,0.128,-0.3018,0,7,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,2,5,0,14,1,0,0,1,18,23,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,4,18,3,10,15,1,10,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,2,3,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683219785768288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699326961184143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369387039882844,0.0,0.31741004857922106,0.0,0.0,0.16495164068104068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946025948069741,0.0,0.1955506480188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318712681687985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582364575582465,0.0,0.09430431806636877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881920593546203,0.0,0.09744301045810703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500042385887804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173649232908696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780434983026166,0.12930153293087612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831907107416425,0.18672757786745214,0.0,0.1486231531874637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428178554086378,0.0,0.0,0.19012196147168536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990849373301293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123907981680353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821689560249088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001512966252912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-images,2020/04/14,What should one do when faced with loneliness crisis? Suck it up and build tolerance? Reach out? What if there's noone to reach out to? Or what if those people are not prepared to help or if I'm too embarrassed to admit this? Should I just ignore it?,0.6988285714285745,3.2235897400000013,1.5917142857142856,96.37300000000002,91.6,5.257142857142857,15.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.2289142857142852,197,4,42,3,7,61,37,50,0.318,0.5820000000000001,0.1,-0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,15,7,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687114747125214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749451483775043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882221815670322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mei8Mei99,2020/04/14,"My life... kinda sucks (sorry this is a LONG one) Throughout my entire life I've always been bullied and it wasn't until high school that I found a ""decent"" group of friends. (side note: my parents are pretty neglectful generally). I really really thought they were decent people. I mean they didn't go to my school but they treated me like I was a person, which is rare. They were all very nerdy and not very attractive people, but they were a family and I loved them. I happened to meet these people because I was volunteering at a dog rescue center. I was pretty close with this group for a long time, but when college began things started to change... The ""leader"" of the group really liked me and supposedly we were best friends. We did so many things together and for once in my life I felt wanted. However, as soon as the first semester of college started she kinda became cruel. She would spread nasty rumors about anyone who disagreed with her or anyone who liked a person she liked. For instance, I dated a guy who was in this group. For whatever reason he really p\*ssed her off and she kept feeding me all these lies about him. She would say things like ""he's cheating on you"", ""he doesn't care about you"", and ""he really doesn't want to have sex with you."" Maybe, I was dumb to believe her, but who was I to question her? She's my best friend. She'd never lie to me. Eventually, she got everyone to hate him (including me) and he was forced to leave the group. Her tendency to lie just kept getting progressively worse and worse. No one in the group really called her out on it. I suppose it was because we knew each other for so long and we were ""a family."" Idk. I regret not saying anything sooner, but I was really scared of getting kicked out of the group. Mostly, because I had no one else to turn to. Things really hit the fan when I told her I liked a guy she liked... I told her cause I trusted her. I really didn't think she would turn to harassing me. She would leave me texts/calls telling me how much she hated me and how I was such a wh\*re. Eventually, I had to block her from everything, it was just too much. A couple of days go by and I start to pursue the guy. TMI: we would make out and cuddle like everywhere on campus. Little did I know they were f\*cking dating... I mean he was so affectionate to me like out-in-the-f\*cking-open. I obviously broke it off, decided to unblock her, and told her what had happened. I was really hoping she would understand what a sh\*tty human he was but that was wishful thinking. Instead she pretended that she was sorry for hurting me and that she'd break it off with him. She also faked having an asthma attack and I skipped class to make sure she was ok. She then proceeded to scream at me for being a wh\*re and trying to steal her man. I couldn't handle her sh\*t anymore so I left the group. I tried really hard to keep in contact with everyone else in the group, but it was too late. They already chosen a side. I was the ""enemy"" of the group. To this day I have no idea why, even with text message proof of her sh\*tty behavior. So I tried to find new friends. I was really lonely and felt so out of place in college. I don't remember how but I met a really attractive dude who, in retrospect, was a massive loser. (I thought he was so cool and I had no idea why he'd ever want to date someone like me). He seemed really kind and we had some major chemistry. We ended up taking each other's virginity, though it was strange to me why he never had a gf. After a couple of months he would get so aggressive with me and threaten to hurt me. He told me constantly how replaceable I was. Like literally he'd show me pics of other chicks and threaten to leave me for them if I acted up. Again, I just got fed up and left him, but that just angered him more. One night he was driving me home (not sure why I agreed to the ride) and proceeded to drug me. I woke up without any clothes on and the car windows all fogged up. I hated my life so much at that moment. I never saw him again. I avoid him and his friends like the plague. I reported him to my college and nothing came from it, not even a restraining order. So I left. I left that college. I left all of my hopes and dreams. I have no one else in my life.",2.0572692044677474,4.169930065420566,3.5207054935035345,88.41392295418284,78.95327102803738,6.698974242078871,21.887622521085024,7.765008861874849,0.9592016070207432,3320,98,685,54,82,1091,329,856,0.17300000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.133,-0.9852,2,3,1,0,0,0,143.0,7,3,9,5,35,56,11,2,36,2,66,13,0,8,12,136,122,61,0,16,20,1,3,12,6,7,7,3,2,8,37,50,2,7,20,3,0,7,20,23,0,6,63,8,148,33,95,45,15,83,0,7,1,4,122,39,2,10,47,482,185,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051661432386814136,0.03743787753799236,0.03895376675135371,0.0,0.0,0.03183575344166463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642782472653763,0.06546816625002605,0.0,0.038524693283052684,0.0,0.0,0.053258734086283024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561382883013144,0.0,0.0,0.052744387615579584,0.09825874826205666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780327128020447,0.05354380103029874,0.047730934723568236,0.04809182236414539,0.04952398179605837,0.0,0.0,0.050590301171295135,0.0,0.0,0.10359964519379193,0.0,0.06038350571877276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054290448692256216,0.0,0.11732358467708072,0.0,0.0414641269581927,0.0,0.0,0.061841631112153725,0.04234677865639948,0.0,0.08946733153526445,0.042074234742867006,0.0,0.08826588721229749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989933655004811,0.0,0.042787992102366994,0.0398207501506921,0.0,0.051330147428351375,0.18084546945552096,0.0,0.07337659619457418,0.0,0.053211999933851485,0.0,0.0748843421528472,0.0,0.0,0.1390624039688201,0.08279656476965074,0.0,0.041936976212196005,0.13866013497517735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946253716558735,0.04695918548761471,0.09299556469172704,0.0,0.0,0.10023268805691556,0.1056967009625125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416112551657701,0.0,0.048750538918458486,0.025728257728101226,0.0,0.05280927300423327,0.14871073384716346,0.2543227576818575,0.0,0.16533382531794188,0.27445688385198835,0.0469208522301253,0.0,0.12428920278093958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225229638076813,0.0,0.06249865013520942,0.04746298469950732,0.04703188317096233,0.10199035226411493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736722542584252,0.0,0.10324306645512507,0.0,0.10831966552774716,0.04521414499411623,0.0,0.04393263452601345,0.0,0.04492018185827084,0.0,0.0,0.04985636582521695,0.15861501926244448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198243255292605,0.0,0.0,0.09736672055393153,0.08175397121012712,0.04891163117723826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525521526433756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244342859899854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198717440667862,0.048133538538106334,0.0,0.0,0.05303218248403555,0.0,0.0,0.0744582126174643,0.04686990551419625,0.09475840414898913,0.0,0.042618548255470665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039666132897855984,0.0,0.0,0.10481094848863376,0.09940753176718717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882450230373905,0.0,0.035198996403989734,0.0,0.040918306731062636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440702032637893,0.059994225556494314,0.045995424804652,0.07433164021834572,0.02729815846241384,0.0,0.0,0.1789346630705289,0.0,0.0953527804607108,0.10184238739900686,0.0,0.0487359865481325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725442975162962,0.08283796472444238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897274803418189,0.0,0.05383485182329821,0.04512791581482571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541681344290256,0.23279185008132586,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MasterWolf713,2020/04/14,"Feeling very alone because of coronavirus I’m been completely alone and isolated in my apartment for all but about 6 hours out of the last month. My partner had to go home from college because of the shutdown and I never got to say goodbye to her and now it’s unlikely I’ll ever see her again. I’m ok mostly, but I can’t sleep any more and I feel so alone at night when everyone has gone to sleep. Everyone else has wives or girlfriends now, so I don’t have a single friend to commiserate with. I don’t know how I’m going to make it to the other side of this social isolation. It’s getting harder.",2.2487023460410565,4.098140717741939,3.93700879765396,86.91414956011732,77.30645161290323,7.089736070381233,25.788856304985337,8.00094639256281,1.556574193548387,475,18,98,8,11,159,83,124,0.096,0.8340000000000001,0.07,-0.2992,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,1,8,2,2,2,3,18,21,11,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,4,9,2,18,17,4,18,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,10,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313919822999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630308741936245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085109045083007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931680200766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286971564904813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470220012314864,0.0,0.32684405914216896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295108865657602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213374379231482,0.0,0.08935367481711255,0.0,0.1943952698153024,0.0,0.13678457787567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715523480515603,0.0,0.1684254971746592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399104730416533,0.13940846837205845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416073415046744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651078474659606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190527595746404,0.0,0.0,0.1604956843004962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600620489485776,0.0,0.0,0.13628504330657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34229767992465016,0.1743387836753683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411138064220881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pladerade,2020/04/14,"i want too much from people i want someone to hug me and tell me everything will be ok. i want them to hold me tight and not let go. i want them to tell me that they appreciate my existence sometimes. i want them to stay by my side whenever possible, and not abandon me. which is clearly too much to ask for",2.55890625,3.8452583281250017,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,75.09375,8.245000000000001,26.8625,8.841846274778883,1.8417225,239,9,54,5,5,80,39,64,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,14,11,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,16,2,8,8,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013897953929296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360673518538135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242886463460025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028283033330892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31671882089775244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934597541194655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428550994239197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825257318336682,0.0,0.2130571313004836,0.0,0.0,0.2296103970579507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765753470707205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353051932184401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chaotic214,2020/04/14,Goodbye everyone.. I finally found my special someone!! after a long time of being alone I'm happy again and not lonely anymore. I hope all of you get to find your own special person one day too :),1.333947368421054,3.9802697631578963,3.521368421052632,83.35257894736844,88.21052631578951,5.145263157894737,26.02105263157895,6.742157984588678,1.565983157894738,153,7,26,2,5,52,34,38,0.09300000000000001,0.593,0.313,0.8857,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,4,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29801215114216906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853610386733981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556867581178066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27494816744717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520541103819383,0.2629894021741985,0.0,0.0,0.3154923641520638,0.0,0.0,0.1503324197485235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630487753088986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579102174995913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546410922786194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949802598443111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512437129847065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380140466540784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778367064552227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ilikeike95,2020/04/14,"How I got here. I know it's been a rough couple of months for everybody so I feel guilt for complaining but here goes. I had to put my cat down suddenly a couple weeks ago, my parents came to visit because she was the family cat until I move out on my own. They're the last people I've had physical contact with since mid-February. My sister won't pick up the phone anymore when I call because of her social anxiety. I've been single since the end of October. That relationship lasted almost 4 months and it was the longest relationship (of 2 total) I've ever been in. In December I matched with a cute girl and we talked for a month, just long enough for me to start developing feelings for her, before she abruptly changed her mind about wanting to meet. I've done my best to stop developing feelings for anyone since then. Deleted my Tinder account. Haven't hooked up with anyone since mid-November. I don't know anyone in this town where I'm going to school who I'd even be interested in. I'm close to having to cut off one of my best friends because I'm developing feeings for her, and she doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone right now, probably me least of all. It seems like I her only male friend who hasn't made a pass at her. I've grown to hate the vulnerability of wanting someone. I hate having someone stuck in my head because it always fizzles out so quickly and hurts me so deeply. The only thing that was even close to keeping me level, weightlifting, is now impossible. The amount of conversations I have with my therapist that end with her saying she wishes she knew what to tell me has increased significantly. I feel sad and alone all the time.",5.1383636363636365,6.031198351515155,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.51515151515152,8.787878787878787,29.54545454545455,8.97023862654752,2.3215454545454546,1336,48,257,23,22,440,177,330,0.111,0.7859999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.3253,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,2,16,14,3,1,15,0,21,1,1,3,4,42,45,13,0,4,2,2,6,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,17,0,2,8,1,2,8,5,7,0,1,14,7,39,7,49,28,11,50,0,2,0,0,35,20,0,2,23,168,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301147234435663,0.0,0.09377287817512006,0.09698894797160497,0.0,0.0,0.07792092090269828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163888502427768,0.0,0.09287160549307227,0.2619176644238493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283427745522792,0.0,0.07968579452558147,0.0,0.19655126550912527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562297130573633,0.10710600367721132,0.0,0.0,0.09906498370104937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723489490044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958323061098276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658850081242268,0.09676128543585844,0.0,0.12370451559004925,0.08470811080303821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882810545611344,0.0,0.1894007967535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470123632462606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322114372643996,0.0,0.07489721005658359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491194922987844,0.09610774759766263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024991174539404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323681104141974,0.0,0.0,0.10293071518306722,0.1526678738420236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457506742851097,0.0,0.0,0.08287370684647552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861004928381258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945557003063382,0.0,0.22424187899563156,0.09953081022922804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345691007917426,0.1424439089563914,0.0,0.0,0.10398273012058934,0.0,0.0,0.06492230117535737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009661581841042,0.0,0.0,0.09414003126118932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016220690343189,0.0,0.07997311801119666,0.0,0.07447100729636245,0.0,0.09477468715272193,0.0,0.08525174340134778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098595451953544,0.0,0.0,0.09546023904691857,0.15869179603496714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628307577550058,0.0,0.0,0.07829219601619287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526905643169543,0.08185067602358832,0.0,0.0,0.10873014991800634,0.06221419903028549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460569859435101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570439871028567,0.0,0.0751171215426767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768820528982408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway67837927,2020/04/14,I wish I didn’t have the feelings to long for a romantic relationship or just someone to hold me I’m a ugly 21 yo guy which isn’t the worst thing in the world but god does it suck in this appearance based society. I had a rough upbringing and spent a whole lot of time alone and had to grow up pretty fast. Fortunately I have some good friends as a support system and we all stuck together close as I grew up and still do and I’m know as the “funny all around great guy to my friend group” my friends are great and I cherish them for not making me alone entirely. I just have these feelings where I want someone to be in relationship with who I could talk to even about the stuff I couldn’t tell my friends or just hold me. I’ve tried my hand at asking people out or relationships but typically end up rejected or friend zoned. Which sucks but I’m not mad at them as everyone has there preferences and all that. I just wish I didn’t have these feelings or urges just to have someone care about me in that kind of way it makes life more difficult knowing it’s a whole lot less likely for someone like me.,4.8739269981120215,5.090858585903085,5.288637507866582,86.02507709251103,68.86784140969164,9.128886091881688,28.549087476400253,9.04235418022936,1.9198611705475144,877,28,194,15,14,280,124,227,0.1,0.617,0.28300000000000003,0.995,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,12,20,3,0,11,0,16,2,1,2,3,49,37,19,0,6,15,0,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,13,12,0,2,6,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,6,5,24,14,30,28,11,24,0,1,0,0,18,14,2,9,7,131,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212134416509555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545978141608698,0.10024804009218996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093308199266881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561653490803198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384000311611226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949762878966851,0.0,0.0,0.0708261452897659,0.0,0.0,0.10246537984278616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266012948129832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142383460560237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994164815327599,0.0,0.2364487213345204,0.0,0.21235433910160015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166628985355292,0.11786450564981403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574158263739568,0.1047768996488464,0.0,0.0,0.09489750917842962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233070631145534,0.0,0.0,0.14315723551543394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434160852834185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090941424828298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453831637774569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36343146080499533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563612228883162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275571398439808,0.0,0.12168632550810067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618953158220319,0.09372605105740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124059907736889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625282128763903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280392147101906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324858750293427,0.0851162758456176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944281904030926,0.2466244805202485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,d0902987,2020/04/14,Lost every friend I’ve ever had. [F16] I’m very shy. It took me a long time to make friends. But they’ve drifted. I’m an only child with parents in their late 50s. Can you imagine my boredom..? Does anyone wanna have a late night chat?,-1.0654591836734717,0.9680723265306136,0.7660969387755117,100.47934948979595,101.24489795918369,2.45,16.32908163265306,3.1291,-1.196818367346939,180,5,40,0,8,58,43,49,0.091,0.7759999999999999,0.133,0.4708,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,4,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653839401324033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842966912503785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544408261375814,0.2006737897599772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680288087822345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373464398892204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107785143013727,0.0,0.0,0.2599975468418593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898451747927214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351230583703727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114379483910487,0.0,0.0,0.2644665745243001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888250520068715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646226125696605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652037621017027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Madmax415_,2020/04/14,I dont wanna wirte something long and meaniful I just wanna chat with someone would appreciate a dm,2.064035087719297,4.903719263157896,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,93.21052631578951,6.743859649122808,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.7139333333333338,82,4,13,2,3,28,17,19,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880623659081796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440443648934635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425142065351858,0.3862815838558191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35643795820735963,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Grayhairedkid,2020/04/14,"Fuck This Stupid Life. I've been planning my suicide for a while now. I just needed to figure out how exactly. Well I've settled. Shotgun to the face while sitting on train tracks. 100% death rate. My problems? Can't connect with anyone. I'm 5'9 which is very short to most people it seems. I'm 75% black 25% Korean so nobody looks like me. I'm unemployed. No car or license. Not in school. I sleep on a couch. My penis is 6 inches give or take which is apparently really small. I'm starting to get skinny fat. I'm 22 and losing my youth. Depression stole my teen years. I'm apparently attractive but I'm too fucked up for anyone to love. The only girl who would love me left after I fucked it up. I'm still stuck on said girl since December 2018. I've got Tinnitus that's probably connected to my TMJ/Dz but I'm too scared to call a dentist/specialist and being told I'm not enough of an emergency to see. (Fuck Covid) That Tinnitus makes things lose meaning because all I'm able to think about is the ringing. My only passion is music but the ringing makes me depressed as hell when I'm in my studio. And lastly. I've got no future. so fuck it. soon as I get my taxes I'm buying the gun. and walking to the train tracks.",0.11376209447922747,2.4918757091633488,2.2506818440523624,91.69942629482071,92.70517928286851,5.259009675583382,19.12361980648833,6.868970318607317,0.4380867615253273,957,30,199,15,35,320,150,251,0.22899999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9921,4,0,0,2,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,3,12,19,7,1,10,0,9,13,4,3,2,27,47,17,2,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,2,10,6,2,0,4,0,2,2,5,13,1,0,6,6,16,6,26,39,3,27,1,4,3,8,9,12,6,4,13,100,26,3,0.12140071115423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697723998923361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400474671895622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396369950168674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912450925386733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543938707798902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611650061854402,0.12685372189702718,0.1164586242917997,0.0,0.0,0.1941904777521188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895778272777188,0.0,0.0,0.1319022278827577,0.0,0.08574891253379534,0.05931025528317445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194602181915076,0.2716326853646188,0.0,0.0,0.2191377632338196,0.0,0.16207183477484005,0.0,0.0,0.13224096428496387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001708905803604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466142271670294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416396733927066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089049965782892,0.11616408505043065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777240420827174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547987679079595,0.0,0.12154329039067854,0.12286400096272272,0.09674064898686237,0.11051864794297196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042392278711272,0.0,0.12148838529594333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592804820099514,0.0,0.09695076474745967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279267386998006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127822628306267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065323810813009,0.07778867376176211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600358202104895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016830081324322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091538189669448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623958204739998,0.0,0.0,0.07817807770466077 lonely,lrigeipmaerc,2020/04/14,I have fantasies where my ex boyfriend comes into my house and violently murders me Why am I like this,3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,77.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.7425000000000002,83,4,16,1,2,26,18,20,0.308,0.593,0.099,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871833107528663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525849262260868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630600448048803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103335455115582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waffleawesome21,2020/04/14,"Stuck at University M(22) I've posted on other subs too, hope this helps. I've been stuck at a nearby hostel. I couldn't go back home as all international flights back to my country were cancelled. Really miss my family and I'm just really bored.. besides the online classes and working out. There's absolutely nothing to do :/",2.535122950819673,5.4769479836065615,4.406700819672132,77.04972336065576,85.55737704918033,6.9844262295081965,24.018442622950825,8.07648339933343,2.0707196721311485,261,10,44,6,8,88,50,61,0.124,0.752,0.124,0.26,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,7,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856341441090676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976914184156547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794663401381977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166219786957485,0.0,0.3167553621667829,0.31364304414523553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030016028891109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243212251086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404596413960225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298932520892654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,f00l_ofa_Took,2020/04/14,"Am I stupid for still thinking about him? I hardly even knew this guy. I worked with him for 4 or 5 months. He was really cute, almost the same age (I'm 20 he was 19) he was suuuuper super funny, was always really kind to me, we had the same favorite movies, very similar sense of humor, and even though I didn't know much about his personal life, I felt like we were really similar you know? A few times I thought he was paying more attention to me than anyone else at work. I thought he would stand closer to me than everyone else. But I tried texting him and he almost never replied. And some days it seemed like he didn't even know I existed. So I know he couldn't have liked me. I don't know why I thought he would. Anyway, he left. Went to the army. So he'll be gone a long time, at least 4 years I think. And we never spoke outside of work anyway. So why do I still think about him? I hardly knew him at all. And yet I just have this feeling deep down that if things were different, maybe we'd be super close. Idk. I just feel so dumb.",0.6367451136816911,2.708980688073396,2.342301555644198,95.15126246509772,83.86238532110092,5.809652971679299,17.276426007179893,7.079830092131019,-0.09243661747108113,802,17,186,11,23,263,121,218,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.9557,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,4,1,0,5,18,10,2,0,5,0,21,1,0,0,3,44,43,13,0,4,5,0,5,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,18,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,19,6,32,8,18,17,8,23,0,0,0,0,25,8,1,6,15,113,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641899340916456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822661969982492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254293749991126,0.12095563727556552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613214519458474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333657551558146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972303766745968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339116940722794,0.0,0.0,0.11280133197859707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937872280018548,0.0,0.1133460083454095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688753966875375,0.0,0.0,0.21149828410947333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293036196142762,0.3243845201837196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826109967379934,0.0,0.083381835121033,0.17301903129298404,0.0,0.0,0.10447007031254993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859656426782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094225964450904,0.0,0.08677994685395345,0.0,0.1820940648217116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030762479308695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268765489744721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074678081421554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854892597838385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784268255210707,0.2269240102840051,0.11598300952658035,0.28115428998164554,0.13767119605704872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014784435285835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740317977177973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109433045737517,0.21304257899797494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578242706405122,0.0,0.0,0.16771791964939642,0.0,0.0,0.0760199913051983 lonely,ShadeofBlu,2020/04/14,"We all yearn for that one deep connection. There comes a point, in most of our lives, where we fall asleep hugging a pillow, longing for that one person who you might not even know yet. A person who gets you, loves you and accepts you the way you are. You feel the sinking in your chest and somewhere in your mind you know that a meaningful hug will fix it. This is often followed by a feeling of incredible loneliness and a sense of disconnect from the world. Yearning for someone who understands you and seeking a deep emotional connection is something that many of us want. We yearn for that warmth and acceptance that person might bring to us and how you can do the same for them. The unsettling reality is that the person we yearn for during our loneliness most probably exists somewhere in the world, and it is entirely possible that you may or may not meet them. This thought has crossed most of your minds and the uncertainty has haunted us ever since you hugged that pillow. Loneliness is a powerful feeling and it is quite natural to experience it. It is also incredibly subjective for when a person feels it and how often. Some might feel it at a young age, some during their 30s or 40s and some in their old age. It is also powerful in a way that makes you humbler and more appreciative of that person when you do eventually find them, but also devastating when you don’t. The very core of our human nature is built upon having a shared experience, and while this might not apply to everyone, it applies to most. It can be quite disheartening when you achieve something, or have a particularly good moment, and don’t have that one person to share it with, who you know would truly care about hearing it. This is where your own consciousness might devalue your experiences and achievements. Which can be quite dangerous for you as an individual. This leads to grief, discomfort, and depression. It is a slow and painful process. What is fascinating to me is that most of the time you find that person purely out of luck and coincidence. And you are glad you found them just as they are glad, they found you. It also takes some time for you to realize that you have found the person you are looking after you initiate a relationship, Sometimes too long. But you’ll know for sure at some point, as you realize that words aren’t necessary for you two to understand or stay with each other. It is quite beautiful. We yearn for this connection every day when we realize we don’t have it. For some it might be subtly and for some it might be prominent but what is constant is our true desire to seek that warmth, acceptance and love. Even though it may not feel like it, remember you are not alone in this. Hang in there. I hope you all, myself included, find that person.",7.001769851116624,7.458627890384616,6.836550868486352,75.92457816377173,64.32692307692308,10.70967741935484,31.96650124069479,10.527976200630613,3.2568182382133997,2213,79,410,52,31,700,216,520,0.075,0.7509999999999999,0.174,0.9946,4,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,14,35,8,9,25,30,1,1,27,0,54,8,2,4,6,123,83,44,1,9,13,0,6,1,0,13,1,1,2,11,53,33,0,0,28,0,0,7,9,11,0,4,4,8,60,19,54,62,18,51,0,8,1,5,79,20,0,31,22,327,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062317321278513076,0.0,0.19246969408287445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061346682882943926,0.0,0.0,0.05183058457061646,0.0,0.06502171350471422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038804266018918836,0.0,0.05182379028968776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768244277310771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948260294445961,0.05442664000597535,0.05069528938272908,0.057494411620719776,0.0,0.1765715686287056,0.0,0.0,0.18254064842244866,0.04298501001322192,0.0,0.0,0.1649811426009459,0.0,0.0,0.1979178259251839,0.0,0.0,0.03143601247177265,0.0,0.0,0.05046721291332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781525306570932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976176089682481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322700489414161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029395714952681833,0.0,0.05313065614159906,0.1064959982163144,0.05052711683076812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861041134680584,0.0,0.04016352175650549,0.06100229731308779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468113522360463,0.1215078228589506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313763232978799,0.0,0.12231696710134485,0.0,0.06402445202956916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253757311998083,0.0,0.0,0.11375900638445476,0.06783192416015242,0.0,0.0,0.0648727576636676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599012593066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645993857162791,0.06816016699191367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977272470984539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050981312018512415,0.0926426414062798,0.059509045543766764,0.0,0.0,0.06413254272429485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056708919232623126,0.0,0.0452398781356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911610061480772,0.047767758865953365,0.07017048713505107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877673162448086,0.12527687249667155,0.21712903126990965,0.0,0.0,0.04964603176874045,0.035489453412481844,0.0955192906442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274259416689705,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway44776655,2020/04/14,"Misery loves company..Is anybody else kind of...happy because of this quarantine? I no longer feel bad about not being invited out because nobody is going out. I no longer feel bad about not having friends because nobody is hanging out with their friends. Social media isn’t so depressing anymore bc, similar to me, everybody is at home, by themselves. I know this sounds really awful, but I don’t feel like a massive loser right now bc I’m in the same boat as millions of other ppl. I know everything is going to go back to normal as soon as the quarantine is over, but this quarantine felt like an equalizer for me. I’m kind of happy that ppl are not living their best, most amazing, friend-packed lives bc I don’t feel as anxious that I’m...not. Does anybody else feel the same way?",2.6278228476821184,5.206554543046362,3.797909768211923,84.64269246688744,79.72847682119206,6.688907284768213,25.33153973509933,7.865858978985527,1.7485791390728482,620,24,112,11,16,201,88,151,0.174,0.675,0.151,0.3968,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,6,14,0,0,5,1,11,1,0,0,0,21,25,7,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,8,4,0,1,1,7,10,10,21,23,5,15,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813474622441787,0.1388200794206892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763406689408643,0.2337507523147224,0.25598697737210263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689776354867187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056242649232066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249526456908655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338665005123233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580276252380634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35388418112403763,0.0999999629710982,0.13440036350240214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244388370192693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865733858284896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980173300704104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404088582077254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915300781082491,0.15385596039477964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677188423931724,0.0,0.2472054162674752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263351702095165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371482423091319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896731789013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954003093725572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268944631305766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110763408589534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mlotz23,2020/04/14,"I can’t talk to people I’ve always had my own little friend group I’ve stuck with for a while and will probably stick with a few of them for a long time but I struggle to name 10 friends I get 2 snaps a day while my friends and my sisters phones are always going off, at school people are nice to me but I’m always quiet and to afraid to engage in conversation on the few days we’re my courage is up and I don’t care what people think I’ll dick around in class and have a great time with everyone people say I should talk or why I’m so quiet but I don’t know why I’m usually scared to say things out loud because I’m scared of judgment but I can’t think of 1 time that’s ever happened I’m kinda young dark black hair blue eyes decent build and I feel like I’m a decent person I mean relationships with girls I’ve had a few and spent all my time with or texting her but they never stay all my friends that are girls which I was really close to all 3 of them moved away I only still talk to one I don’t know why I’m writing this I guess just to relate to someone I think I repeated the same points multiple times but if your still here thank you for being somewhat interested in a part of my life",2.542981116914426,3.3736239770992387,3.8848413017276013,91.77074527922865,74.49618320610686,6.889835275210928,21.80474085978305,7.0608816371341465,0.35163053435114433,950,21,223,9,19,313,142,262,0.063,0.765,0.172,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,3,0,7,16,0,4,10,0,16,4,3,0,5,44,38,19,0,2,10,1,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,3,6,15,0,0,7,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,5,10,29,12,33,30,10,33,0,0,3,1,25,13,1,6,18,130,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651026483770996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945412025110028,0.0,0.0,0.09977912074507338,0.0,0.0,0.0647390045898529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827876446028736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698142370090652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606467793567278,0.0,0.10147938830762053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369830104934583,0.07586985238347406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282018104910989,0.0,0.05548551983644567,0.0,0.06035634584433715,0.0,0.0,0.11708672550651482,0.11699212299419855,0.0,0.09391299150891352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167303332586561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750127456443049,0.05188433254943155,0.10644107299229273,0.0,0.09398434083901784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568377399253935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287461305304453,0.0,0.0,0.08190858205496039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196439126972219,0.08077047232000857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500508635086501,0.0,0.2945049721510146,0.09273041732391933,0.0,0.0,0.10039405619568846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450239388422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803493365262088,0.0,0.0,0.11401988406771653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689102321761048,0.21265099830285436,0.10748085055219797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998356906211287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319589196262665,0.169624146618904,0.0,0.0,0.11102410503721102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560804719672768,0.0,0.0977754018786584,0.0,0.0,0.07055507360761328,0.2041474985446305,0.0,0.0,0.3096326195443025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696514588136556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874890334312873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hylpmei,2020/04/14,"Gamers Here? I play a lot of games, but I feel like nobody likes to join me in these games. My current roster of interesting games includes Risk of Rain 2, Planetside 2, Killer Queen Black, Dark Souls 3, GTFO, and For Honor. The first three I play quite often. Let me know if you are interested.",3.109999999999996,5.123224561403512,3.7612631578947346,88.4008421052632,75.3157894736842,6.665263157894738,20.171929824561406,7.554174236665415,0.4909045614035099,228,5,47,3,5,72,48,57,0.111,0.5539999999999999,0.335,0.9464,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,2,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,7,6,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279510604837368,0.30065631441448554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579759741372204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312889156587229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43034905597638107,0.0,0.4112134585770056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35779279878676634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476272528792089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_tumblrfeminist,2020/04/14,"I lost my partner of 7 years and just need someone to talk to or if you have tattoo you’d like I would be happy to do a commission for you I’m very lonely and depressed. I only had him and I can’t really think straight. I’ve tried talking to my “friends” and family but they started bombarding me with their issues and to be grateful it wasn’t me who died. Anyway, it would be helpful to keep my mind off stuff like this so if anyone wants a tattoo design I’d be happy to help design one. I’m not charging anything just want to keep my mind preoccupied.",0.7752453580901886,3.034198129310348,2.8434482758620696,90.56945623342176,84.94827586206897,5.293368700265252,20.9920424403183,6.67199483983844,0.4510763925729444,437,14,91,5,13,147,75,116,0.084,0.69,0.225,0.9517,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,23,22,10,1,7,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,16,5,12,12,0,4,0,3,0,0,13,2,0,3,4,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033590853737855,0.0,0.14162315008595944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822896910485134,0.0,0.17861201592646087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224000669249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296357676302076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664060428854334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307092127926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962707054497706,0.0,0.30593972506457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815815667589773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786683516485314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475426868601905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276095313791683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661901375227515,0.1308893559171657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102512884953463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581927106980794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218128477381227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701264929800172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27665397247287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027435245040618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684420205573595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200003643290895,0.20301738116880325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445089652767794,0.0,0.0,0.1108263771291698 lonely,Barb1eG1ggl3z,2020/04/14,[F4A] Keep me company on here or snapchat?,1.41,4.020190000000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.5,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.2626000000000013,32,2,7,1,1,10,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hoffman158,2020/04/14,"Have been feeling lonely for a while, I try to put myself out there but it never turns out good. Ever since middle school I have been feeling loneliness. Now I’m in high school and it feels even worse. I’m an junior and I just can’t wait to graduate. I have tried changing the feeling the loneliness I have been dealing with. By putting myself out there and being more social. But when I do that no one really cares which just hurts. Then there will be others saying that I should talk more and be more social. And it just makes me mad cause I have been trying and no one has seen that I have. It’s like I tried for nothing and I have been wasting my time. Each time I have tried my confidence has been lowering and now I just don’t feel like trying even though I know I should. Right now being in quarantine. I have been feeling even lonelier. No one to talk to except my family which is great and all but I also just want one good friend to talk too as well. A friend who would try to talk to me, who would play video games with me, listen to my problems, hang out, a friend like that is what I want more than ever.",2.271157205240172,4.056157458515287,3.0458056768558954,93.61936353711792,77.0349344978166,6.152052401746725,18.8735807860262,6.961326702584282,0.021099388646288464,874,17,192,9,20,275,108,229,0.18,0.628,0.192,0.3119,1,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,21,16,1,0,6,0,32,0,0,2,4,46,49,18,0,7,9,0,6,3,3,5,0,2,0,0,14,16,0,1,7,3,0,3,6,4,1,4,8,9,27,12,22,32,6,23,0,2,1,0,15,9,0,0,14,150,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860735753958853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021942744234676,0.10097717402575493,0.10398424269314484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013389653602461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477094565782493,0.17782890427564116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266481717085796,0.0,0.2982087769074601,0.07022275516263274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278299745354721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489221405613907,0.0,0.1083717998616974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385522896817014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522801057896894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402096718894255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406753144766754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561341160345485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581201389837898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431776126980168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643193151446626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405609477478273,0.0,0.1976294648640832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297100018392304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394433433006962,0.0,0.07816900590905651,0.0,0.19896180672265376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131155163163853,0.0,0.0,0.20040099526095728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31602673472986303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657542148684604,0.0,0.11463449551859295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671562082121936,0.10691793292548286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595517586590295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838000090412952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001721259703212,0.13965346171954093,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inscape_,2020/04/14,"Is this how everyone else feels? Hi there, first time poster. Now that we are pretty well into this quarantine and basically trapt in our homes I've begun to realize how lonely it really is. For quick background, I'm a 31 y/o guy who lives in a small town, but drives to the closest city for work (working from home now). I work at a large research university. Driving to work I always had my morning shows to pass the time, and being in the office seemed to be alright. At least there was interaction with other people. But now that all communications is email, I have this strange feeling of being lost. I have no interaction with other people. Is this really what it's like to be lonely? Waking up with a strange emptiness and desire to talk to people, yet having none to do so? I've always been rather introverted, but I feel like now I've crossed a threshold I didnt know there was. How are you all coping with it? Sorry for the ramblings, but I haven't really had a place to vent before. Thanks for reading-",2.787041467304625,5.087290085858591,4.088351940457205,84.31217703349286,77.43434343434343,6.592663476874003,22.54226475279107,7.669130373188453,1.0854303030303036,799,24,153,12,19,262,118,198,0.102,0.7829999999999999,0.115,0.5425,0,5,0,1,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,6,15,8,0,0,10,1,21,1,1,3,2,26,29,11,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,13,9,0,0,6,2,0,4,4,3,1,1,7,3,11,5,27,18,4,25,0,3,0,0,10,11,0,1,12,110,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604619538287715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309227629625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285295363817561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701896479540635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333873537239501,0.10991697272342567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087247298135188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523446999973617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086664470507135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455693832075294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503355703602564,0.0,0.13586040529239188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795538423223316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31999958455719274,0.0,0.1607500136359362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653001938485844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390073777499386,0.0,0.29569824027352803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006754729535362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722326672943174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236661175594969,0.0,0.1416527888705821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794329585602156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833780981929986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480450328475541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ninjafudo12,2020/04/14,"Wife is leaving We had our troubles. Different schedules, different shifts, different values. She lacks christian discernment and I do not. I told her to hold on and be patient until our schedules aligned and things righted themselves slowly. It was too late. She was living a lie and didnt feel the need to tell me. She told another guy. The other guy is ""just a friend"". She tells him everything. She tells me nothing. She confides in him. She doesnt think he has alterior motives. Im a man, I know better. It doesnt matter though. Its so confusing. We have been trying/not trying to fix this since I found out about it (her true feelings) in october. We went to counciling. She hated it. The councilors told her the inconvienent truth. That she was doing things unkind to me and bad for our realtionship by secretly talking to this other guy and even hung out with him alone a few times. Her friends on the other hand tell her what she wants to hear. She went with what her (new less than a year in length) ""friends"" said. She is moving out ""to find herself' and filing for likely a divorce or perhaps a legal seperation. Im moderately lucky in that she doesnt want ""maintinance"" (aka alimony).... But she wants her half of the house. Ita going to suck. Where this leads to the loney page is that my long term friends do not share the same world-view as me. In fact im not sure I know anyone with the same world-view as me. So after she leaves I dont know who to talk to. Ive reached out to a few and they seemed supportive at first but one ditched me twice on biking plans. One talked to me for a day and then radio silence. Another seemed annoyed with me after a minor difference of opinion was expressed. So im a 31 yr old male in quarentine at an ""essential"" job with a wife that is likely leaving me for another much older guy (she ia 25... Other guy ia 37?.. Yeah wtf?!). I dont know how to connect with people anymore. Online dating sucks and i dont want dates. I used to be in college, or school... But if you arent in college and arent in school, how do you meet people? And how the heck do you meet people with the same views? Im part of a small church but have not seen many females in my age catigory. I mean... Grocery stores arent likely places... Im not a bar guy and frankly I dont want to talk to a woman that does not dress modestly. I feel alone again and feel like there is no point. I wake up, work, come home and ponder the point of playing a video game pointlessly or watching a movie pointlessly. Im going to get financially raped in this divorce and im just so fricken angry and resentful at my soon to be ex for messing this entire situation up with her idiocy and impatience and disloyalty. Do I lock myself down to this home I love? Or do I cut it let alllllllll the work i put into it go? If i stick myself here i'll be tied down but since we were married I was settling down into a career and this house and...UGH wtf.. If you say yes to a guy and make vows TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY. 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Throughout the 23 years I've been alive I've always valued myself as lesser than everyone else I always put others a head of me and gave people attention when they needed it I always helped out people when I could and never wanted anything in return. I've made many mistakes in my life too many to count but I always did things on my own ofcourse I had friends but I've learnt to keep my circle small due to many of them slowly drifting away and I understand that. Some of them have stabbed me in the back and at one point I was bullied for being dumb they would call me names make fun of me and try to break my spirit. Those were tough times in my life so far eventually I got tired of it I set my goals and started to work towards them. I've always wanted to help people even if that meant risking my life I'm willing to put myself in danger for others even if that meant death. I don't enjoy making things about me. 1 more thing I need to get off my chest I've always been afraid of getting too close too others because everytime I do I hurt them in someway not physically stand alone my soul is jealous it wants love but I reject it because I'm afraid what would happen to me how I would change would I go back a step or forward I've been asked out 9 times total but ive said no everytime mainly because I don't want to hurt them although I do still care for them even if none of us speak anymore and every year my mom pushes me to go out and find someone but I just don't think I'm ready for someone else yet I'm still changing and growing and rn all. and ive been in love with a girl i cant have, i just dont know why god put me in this path and i dont know why , why god i dont care if i get rejected from her. a friend is all i need rn. and also I want to do is help people and I know I can't help everyone I can't cure depression or save someone dying from cancer or Corona all I can do is be there tho and give them attention and try to help them to my best capabilities I just want to protect everyone I can and I know I can't do that I'm just a boy in a world much bigger than I can imagine but maybe when I risk my life for someone they can protect someone else they care for or cherish the ones they love that is my true goal in life to help people in there time in need. Sorry but I needed to let loose sorry once more.Now I'm stuck here with all my problems and i just need a way out. I tried breathing fresh air, but nothing helps and i keeping getting strokes where i feel like I'm gonna fucking die. If anyone knows how to cope with this, please tell me",2.413357120695004,3.430051150170648,3.800336642879305,91.5371819733168,75.04095563139931,6.4194228979211925,23.045144275519704,6.574015621080383,0.424154948805461,2138,57,487,16,44,705,252,586,0.171,0.6609999999999999,0.168,0.7069,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,13,4,31,32,4,4,12,0,47,15,3,5,7,104,106,48,3,24,24,1,3,1,2,7,8,2,0,2,20,29,0,4,15,0,0,10,15,17,0,2,15,5,84,15,65,79,13,65,2,6,0,4,38,33,2,10,21,312,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746924960139628,0.0,0.045351095953480115,0.2831243857610301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624124209359431,0.03965306375194872,0.0,0.04666763119477327,0.0,0.05301634603330818,0.0,0.053281063855197736,0.0872132279274039,0.0,0.1037099649220212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951381613686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790741583891217,0.0,0.17345936866221615,0.0,0.11998366350508062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527844970019178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884437931487902,0.0,0.11771238926901145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993916620465732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421221900439463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236958119384098,0.0,0.04778075725928338,0.16256696976371302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057348723575860835,0.04051375096656085,0.0,0.0,0.051832060552096534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876282607603113,0.05242763082749697,0.1185148757924076,0.0544015547454771,0.06445938374652015,0.0,0.04535629701417533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050148608847769664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820098695411701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660813826877061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141880236483578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081319507776687,0.0,0.0,0.15583210930679753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159799654730394,0.20028032221486866,0.02770572054561899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535494055832515,0.05366052634965991,0.07570894681111406,0.17248560935337776,0.0569729799557852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641825617333118,0.0,0.0,0.041688494124578944,0.2522991986999141,0.04373837289976852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441492978961925,0.0,0.0,0.06039447156524011,0.07685654669856018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965784288045329,0.0,0.0,0.062250727984209615,0.05360943330530302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054263966028785054,0.0,0.17102812837409267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394435042865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046911231920188194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402516805778607,0.0,0.0,0.12696476655386246,0.040139744452636385,0.0,0.0905776170394996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956718107032588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070284661256786,0.036337581866202236,0.0,0.0,0.09920445430106699,0.06517998866035378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550743205771803,0.0,0.0,0.059037278491252815,0.0682153421838133,0.0,0.06245823134140281,0.0,0.2006947366605788,0.04501388684654527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351630114136694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128567325144728,0.0,0.0,0.1611410875753938,0.0,0.0,0.07303896984889488 lonely,Markymark5t,2020/04/14,I had a friend cut me off on my birthday now I’m just lost Idk what to do I’m just frustrated with myself and my life I’m honestly considering just ending it all. 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Hey y'all, I just discovered this sub and after crying for 30mins straight after realizing how much I relate to all of you I started thinking about my loneliness and the first time I really noticed it. I told someone when I was about 7 years old, that I made up stories and worlds in my mind and played them out in my head before falling asleep, kind of like a goodnight story for myself. The other person just looked at me weird and laughed at me. She told others and they all made fun of me. The thing is, I still do this. I still make up a story for myself while trying to fall asleep. Mostly the stories will be inspired by movies/series/books etc. I like to imagine myself being the well liked lead role or my own character who's liked by everyone in that imaginary scene. It makes me feel powerful and not so lonely anymore. Due to corona my school is closed so I have a lot of time and lately I've noticed that I will take about 3-4 naps a day and set 5 alarms for after my ""big"" sleep so I can fall asleep multiple times. That way I can make up more stories instead of facing the hard truth that I'm lonely as fuck. So I guess my question is wether anyone else imagines scenes in their head as well and if anyone has tips for kind of getting control over it again? tl;dr: I make up stories before I go to sleep where I'm well liked and it's gotten to a point where I'll sleep multiple times a day just to imagine a scene in my head. Does anyone else do this? Does anyone know how I can stop this from deteriorating further?",5.354834307992204,5.2576359259259275,5.737686809616637,84.29880116959066,67.82716049382717,8.179077322936974,27.5464587394412,7.475848149327749,1.3701197530864202,1256,34,260,11,19,403,167,324,0.05,0.802,0.14800000000000002,0.9815,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,4,4,22,20,1,1,13,0,16,12,11,11,3,49,38,24,0,1,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,14,0,3,9,2,0,5,2,5,3,1,6,3,40,15,44,28,8,52,0,2,1,1,14,23,1,6,27,174,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834016752189445,0.2940130606444056,0.2585020949923557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312078959552044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432199155405964,0.0,0.0,0.09237665961285813,0.1084712790702812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078168332888246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107568804352626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379043986825676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035833437555731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252199489064748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153290705744487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774636682982583,0.04393723721020788,0.0,0.047794291056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264238083871214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533443770659742,0.0,0.3452313377639398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514827100231464,0.04621753889240245,0.0,0.09486513446601648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054278515761776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062034091425465,0.0,0.0,0.07149630385983971,0.0,0.15914932260010234,0.2806771667045051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491404628121055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182100746564086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149009572818493,0.08824570645070608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734302995551354,0.0,0.0,0.07949889402797869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420794157692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387472312212992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511070348060266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247334913985303,0.0,0.07125515685096337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595243242430363,0.0,0.13432002418905845,0.14061779743449224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323051496402239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055870342651906615,0.0538859934139325,0.0,0.0,0.1961506626310818,0.0,0.0,0.16071666875111462,0.0,0.057096376106703615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675232323052625,0.0,0.0,0.22684004054262444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054155742431207965 lonely,LLDN8991,2020/04/15,Today is my birthday I'm 22 now and feel kinda shitty so I need some bday wishes,-2.4333333333333336,-1.4696182222222198,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,120.11111111111113,1.8,10.055555555555557,3.1291,-1.7637111111111112,64,1,13,0,4,23,17,18,0.175,0.74,0.085,-0.4033,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906527550054729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42623126616352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448743175814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610293955585967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theandrizzler,2020/04/15,"The Good Ol' Days - It's too hard now... Hey everyone, remember the good old days, when you were a kid and you could make friends by just simply asking someone their name? Or as a young adult, where you could meet people in your class? As a full adult, with a job, it's so hard to meet people and create strong relationships with others. I've personally been feeling this very hard lately, it's quite challenging. You want to stay hopeful, but especially with what's going on with the world right now, it's hard. I know I'm not the only one out here feeling like this, so I'm happy to be involved in this community to not feel like I'm the only one going through this.",5.363208955223879,5.425641402985081,5.824589552238809,83.13673507462687,67.80597014925374,8.789552238805971,27.19776119402985,8.472884824447931,1.6071671641791039,524,14,110,7,8,169,82,134,0.038,0.746,0.21600000000000005,0.9707,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,3,9,9,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,23,18,9,0,4,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,7,7,9,16,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,2,10,65,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334429347366771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279330682097401,0.0,0.0,0.18411140118232505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363944969154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652139056954367,0.20394743246817532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028082050751137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224523155649428,0.2394476235862456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194972951251848,0.5114691742302612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177334948782594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164774672064973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844634927892309,0.0,0.1610173031938849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947142476695315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952802748981496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978195889472992,0.0,0.19344907585179305,0.21712089758191885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979163364379826,0.12463534546849325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518219051964452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324968927312022,0.16169696192145794,0.121899457072128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094341360902702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214219354901007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777571656204848,0.08419194157391423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bombs_,2020/04/15,"Lonely during quarantine is the worst The hardest thing about being in this quarantine is that no one's checking on me, it's not being locked up. I'm used to it. I see everyone on Facebook and Instagram doing virtual drinks, but I don't get the offer. No one's called me in a month. Nobody asks me if everything's okay. The worst part is that I'm teleworking. My managers haven't asked about me since the lockdown began. I could be dead but they wouldn't know. No one actually cares. I'm going to die alone.",1.680264783759931,4.045020009708736,3.4132744924977945,87.268773168579,81.9126213592233,6.8522506619594,21.984995586937334,8.00094639256281,1.2589495145631062,403,13,81,8,11,134,68,103,0.268,0.6759999999999999,0.055,-0.9766,0,6,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,6,1,11,1,0,1,0,9,23,4,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,7,3,0,3,1,1,9,2,9,17,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2112211007851004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417386980718676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046975525476523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101664126044812,0.0,0.22068219588966229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281535929793487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246378683461906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203570960586127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682443469770992,0.19452865457605029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130846516269322,0.0,0.123011848197523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895363970421102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727659726137137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400103742527407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439106569873544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248027768113974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790472388757987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379780423700206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869407584207912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,discusser1,2020/04/15,"""Seen"" Oh wow [a comics](https://www.instagram.com/p/B-9qZvTjtfx/?igshid=ej4zg1zioanx)",20.593333333333334,27.276320000000005,5.831666666666668,61.26750000000001,71.22222222222223,6.2444444444444445,37.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,3.807400000000001,76,3,7,1,2,15,9,9,0.0,0.513,0.48700000000000004,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nikuuta,2020/04/15,"Is there anyone willing to talk to me? I tried so many fucking things. Tried finding people to play games with. Result: They Ghost me. I tried making new friends in real life. Result: They see me as ugly, pathetic and desperate but it’s all just a fucking joke. Do they fucking realise I don’t laugh when they say shit like that? I tried messaging people on the Internet. Result: Ghosted. Tried talking to my Family. Result: HAHA Mental Illness HAHA. Yeah peak fucking Comedy. „wE ArE tHErE fOr yOU iF YOu NeEd uS.“ Oh really? That one time I almost wasn’t allowed on vacation because I had a bad grade or when they asked me what was wrong and I told them and they said „It’s not that bad.“ Or when they did EVERYTHING for me in my Childhood and then expected me to be a independent person and screamed at me when I wasn’t and told me to grow the fuck up. Isn’t that fucking supportive! Now here I am begging for someone to talk to. Maybe they were right. Maybe I’m just as pathetic as they say. Anyway, I need someone to talk to. Please, anyone?",0.2564991433466588,2.6069187961165063,2.0671159337521448,91.03383780696748,98.90291262135923,4.9478012564249,20.136493432324386,6.661559191721324,0.6610935465448322,816,29,159,13,34,267,115,206,0.179,0.664,0.157,-0.7571,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,10,0,12,19,7,0,5,3,14,9,1,7,1,28,30,19,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,11,0,1,9,5,33,8,23,19,1,17,0,0,1,6,27,7,7,4,10,108,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204732067553074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425145330515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527132438364032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017981319256748,0.06212288881429286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158939773842978,0.0,0.0960709030125978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314314214014012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873477786289547,0.5652803556202227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198146599316707,0.049787676572916176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802516742528646,0.10331991086856697,0.2047629329663764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270048178613793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511287278956731,0.0,0.09842451881958962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905629621215925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413019844536002,0.08898316311183654,0.0,0.11186567431816874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159949549345603,0.06528562874215119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702988089871755,0.09693896492081716,0.1620845368190483,0.0,0.0,0.08120842036871642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460830639299183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269463104581176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564532712933008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764294700587643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770392935107017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594240610250095,0.0,0.0,0.19475717295056685,0.0,0.34594821068261994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258419297799293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114216877996716,0.0,0.0 lonely,urlocalbr0,2020/04/15,"calling all lonely ppl:) any1 wanna talk (abt anything at all)? idc if ur awkward or bad at answering, im just bored n wanting to meet new ppl.",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,82.44827586206897,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.1640252873563228,109,5,22,1,3,37,26,29,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.8271,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505577797044304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556882258152059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43498876212906623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601479529092821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114288506832625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423988319622726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512630256449841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,only_here_for_girls,2020/04/15,"Yeah, so, umm You ever think that you have a great life, great girlfriend, amazing passionate hobbies that you follow, but when you look all around you, no one cares. You're all alone and people would not care if you went missing. Like, no one's life would be affected if you cease to exist.",7.079761904761902,6.553556500000003,6.018571428571431,85.15976190476194,64.35714285714286,8.895238095238097,29.380952380952376,7.793537801064563,1.6407095238095242,228,6,46,2,3,68,41,56,0.217,0.535,0.248,0.32,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,13,11,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,1,7,7,2,7,2,5,0,1,1,1,8,1,0,2,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301624611849752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783112980421927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531550210500148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010190611662764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900170206600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139341541335332,0.1085699764205696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661658312261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301176554823388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406576663443305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423955171964633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600872239136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157305374830233,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,what_do_i_put_here13,2020/04/15,"Is there something wrong with me ? Recently i talked to a few people from the ForeverAloneDating subreddit, we had what I thought was decent conversation, then nothing. Am I doing something wrong ? I've been alone for a long while and this just makes me feel worse. Anyone else going through something similar ?",5.2036477987421375,8.584838830188684,4.330471698113207,79.74841194968555,75.79245283018868,7.306918238993711,29.58805031446541,8.344100000000001,2.7130654088050328,250,11,39,5,6,74,45,53,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.8966,0,2,3,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320343922383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665162720105588,0.2295520122285253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715386425147507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327965629920154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127325184952114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826537562086716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954619630187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149691975605832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531879673909754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120915317352075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174230507596167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007216418717478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786006634518609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283124752736499,0.0,0.489897790087079,0.0,0.0 lonely,TripSitter_,2020/04/15,The Ups and the Downs. I'm going to begin with something that is kind of rough to talk about. I've been battling with xanax ever since this crisis. I know its not the way to cover your loneliness but it numbs it. I have friends I can text but I just can't keep a conversation going. I have a hard time meeting people because I have PTSD and anxiety. Not that I'm going to meet and friends anytime soon with this virus going around. I'm in WA so its an epicenter.,1.2287500000000016,3.4116227083333364,2.781083333333332,92.22225000000002,82.33333333333334,5.506666666666668,21.058333333333334,6.742157984588678,0.3656408333333334,364,11,78,4,10,119,63,96,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,0.0548,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,15,17,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,13,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110792374398876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075166809727724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431647626526542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141478062732967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365814466055134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381865357792475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120754338941914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042826143474366,0.0,0.2465316440888517,0.13010788840426346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412794764416347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767401681015157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583644714588125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225650547544744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028524142850345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380468818528024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791575730204732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MuchEntertainment6,2020/04/15,"It's just dawned on me today that in my 27 years of life, I haven't had a single positive close relationship And it's making me furious. It's making me hate life itself. How could things be so unfair? To start: Abusive family. The family members who weren't directly abusive were toxic. There wasn't an ounce of genuine love or support from a single family member. Then came the bullying - and, talk about unfairness: Some new kid was told to sit - of all places - right next to me. That new kid's first words to me were ""Be my friend. Now. Or I'll batter you."" and with those words, a decade-long campaign of intense daily humiliation had begun. Through all of this I had a best friend. However, he himself was of course pretty toxic and it was always a very surface-level friendship where we couldn't share most of ourselves. However when he got a girlfriend and other friends, I was very quickly shoved to the back of his mind. Then I finally got a girlfriend, who turned out to be just as abusive and nasty as my family and my bullies combined. That woman did more damage in just a year and a half than my bullies did in their entire decade's career of grinding me down. Of course this story wouldn't be complete without intermittent nasty coworkers who ordered me around like a rented mule and berated me in full view of the workforce who didn't care to help me. It's kinda funny in a way - everyone I meet has someone. The classmate has a partner; the coworker has a friend group; the abuser has their victim; hell, even the birds fly in pairs. Yet, I'm always alone. It's been said that I'm a great guy and people like me, that I'm interesting and helpful and fun to be around - and somehow, nobody wants to know me. Somehow that isn't enough. And I guess it's getting a little late to start now. Everyone I meet my age is loved-up and/or raising kids; they already have a rich and full friend group that has existed for years - and understandably, all of their time goes to those people. I'm just their useful acquaintance that disappears from reality once our shared obligations are fulfilled for the day.",4.936430568499535,6.246074997543001,5.365512157925952,81.5914742014742,69.2948402948403,8.267355757010929,28.285097009234942,8.641336200584522,2.0807301364059985,1672,58,314,27,29,534,213,407,0.129,0.7070000000000001,0.163,0.9237,3,1,0,1,1,0,54.0,2,1,5,2,20,22,4,0,26,0,33,3,0,4,3,52,57,25,0,4,7,0,0,2,8,1,2,1,1,6,26,23,0,0,2,0,2,2,8,5,0,2,20,2,34,17,45,29,12,47,1,1,1,1,42,18,1,8,26,215,60,1,0.0,0.4264598942138965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319510429023972,0.09929832223403784,0.0,0.14974589377017486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020764358392003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919126409475458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443145879293534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029164187421728,0.0917435215737925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434531543983923,0.0,0.0,0.0718439907674287,0.0,0.0,0.058031499819718085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297634705855916,0.0,0.059432829578497014,0.0,0.0,0.17196495539824969,0.0,0.0,0.33931132397006525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857182347084394,0.0,0.0765393737141863,0.0,0.0,0.34760266742320545,0.0,0.047012329809276936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393502452083135,0.09920641947712112,0.09912626370814016,0.08909717728139177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883944384073138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062722697175772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945222593281095,0.0,0.1015045840861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711510853731128,0.08792215918452613,0.09018646384709693,0.0,0.07963199842869928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121304321822191,0.0,0.12012851393377967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085703614256883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381201146517933,0.0956977911504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095828807882494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247655687650338,0.0,0.09401293555440517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915449168053365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660791518954233,0.0,0.07684486974383034,0.08559430457122115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624218424254903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273806611735623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021114818033374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232481340073364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978061303086471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524697285801246,0.0,0.08529322870803141,0.08598247769912484,0.0,0.0,0.0978755111289892,0.0,0.093675329410444,0.0,0.07771629892505705,0.0,0.1484905645287941,0.053074221486478605,0.0714242049456826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674026482229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383803255959138 lonely,Scmotts,2020/04/15,Your heart jumps when your phone chimes Then it drops when you realize it's a sports notification or an advertisement. Smh why does no one call or text me?,3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,77.33333333333334,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.086,125,3,27,3,3,39,26,30,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821008083232456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131669650809639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594801424661987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199296907962763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260267981158693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anotheronelmao123,2020/04/15,"Even though this note might be worthless, I want to say I love and miss you guys, I wish the four of you wanted to talk to me again. I leave and end this world alone but free of pain of grief and sadness. I’ll never hold anger towards you like you feel towards me, I’m glad I met you Z** and thank you for being a part of my life. I’m sorry things have to end this way, I love you like my closest friends and hope you the best",-0.7724854932301709,1.1912300106383,0.6725145067698257,105.46136363636364,89.3191489361702,3.418181818181818,14.9284332688588,3.1291,-1.575242553191489,327,6,85,0,11,103,59,94,0.153,0.484,0.364,0.9855,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,0,1,3,16,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,14,16,7,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,18,11,11,12,2,9,0,4,0,2,15,4,0,2,6,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098075905854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364703072924648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437473603590441,0.0,0.0,0.1281704150948024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981192102139566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992514570705207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192143336888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273877344693305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547449071081286,0.0,0.0,0.1370656280509879,0.1896093408076464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35028147016435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205859950528802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966591538142673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206486458390934,0.0,0.0,0.2101408801177001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543190217782257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722685079093948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559727413446261,0.0,0.17865826335678908,0.0,0.0,0.12892043069677198,0.0,0.19065644238854573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289154006968777,0.15403052590005736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315178887328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jackaroni3755,2020/04/15,"Why do girls never like nice guys? All I’ve ever wanted is somebody to love and be loved by, someone to cuddle with, someone to help through their problems, someone to hang out with and talk to. But I’ve been led on by so many girls just for them to leave because “they’re not ready for a relationship.” In wish they would’ve decided that before leading me on for months at a time. I’m going to have to change something because being a nice and respectful guy obviously isn’t working.",7.059062499999996,6.23884428125,7.016749999999997,78.95325000000003,64.52083333333334,9.346666666666668,34.825,8.238735603445708,2.613365,385,15,75,4,5,123,69,96,0.121,0.722,0.157,0.7728,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,4,19,13,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,21,10,1,13,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,0,5,46,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505383352309874,0.0,0.15707607626717493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952761973181684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669760306986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490914322648599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36555457850409867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372960753995932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545861454661675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018340654149523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332069622016257,0.0,0.0,0.18714955521261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734133688075274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237043422814244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663172848618208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818509853425287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692182240015429,0.1421096409199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836983328098416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763836801897103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887844742627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665675622691058,0.0,0.21227423090760936,0.0,0.0,0.13438678301270007,0.0,0.0,0.13113043015270326,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,matt_h2,2020/04/15,"Here because of a breakup Long story short, this breakup has been the worst thing mentally to ever happen in my life. I loved being in love and I’ve felt a huge hole in my life ever since it ended. I’ve come to terms with it and I am not chasing someone who doesn’t want me anymore but I feel lonely for the first time in my life. Any words of advice, support would lift my spirits.",1.9467857142857168,3.659750250000002,3.02714285714286,93.71500000000002,77.75,5.071428571428573,22.67857142857143,5.288315135182226,0.07998214285714278,300,9,65,1,7,96,59,80,0.071,0.7909999999999999,0.139,0.5574,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,2,13,14,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,8,3,10,10,2,14,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989464032365449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384486069460412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190719433427048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410695581167876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753752969579079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032086553612295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36831875359091865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029415376049502,0.0,0.19547892801617145,0.0,0.0,0.1731740822786511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003451800317175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314062396218687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801712971862091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36749697693868894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051714657535026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841226948734594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250167654136556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310322294697408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525656531151334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871533112099215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008302593245893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462493924910322,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TomasMockevicius,2020/04/15,"2016 2016.02.22. I woke up to a phone call from my mother. For two years I've been lying about my progress in university, drinking extensively and living of the money she was providing. Lies have finally caught up to me and the whole thing came crushing down. She gave me 2 days to move out of the house I was then living in. I was devastated, scared of what future holds and furious at myself for being so selfish, lazy and ignorant. After two days mother arrived and with tears in her eyes told me to go. I left with backpack full of clothes, phone and 5 euros. At that time I had two friends and one of them had talked his brother into letting me sleep in his garage. So there I was: lost, angry, broke. But the most prominent feeling was loneliness. No one gave a damn about where I was, how I was and will I be there in the morning. I remember that I didn't blame anyone, but I really wanted someone to talk to, someone to tell me what to do, how to get out of this mess. Eventually I found a job, a place to live, made peace with my mother, made some friends and met a brilliant girl. Last night I dreamed of this and it hit me hard. I woke up and it got me thinking: how many guys out there are suffering the same way I did? I believe that it is my obligation to share what I've learned in order to help at least one person. If you need to vent, share something that's strangling you, or just have a question - I am here. Shoot in comments or hit me up with DM. I wish you all a great day!",3.1200772311212823,4.358275006578951,4.004256292906181,89.89566361556066,73.60526315789474,7.129061784897026,25.71739130434783,7.586124646067393,1.1151451945080093,1158,38,254,14,23,372,172,304,0.136,0.737,0.127,0.7591,1,0,2,1,2,0,40.0,0,3,1,2,13,14,2,1,13,0,22,3,2,5,1,46,44,22,0,4,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,13,20,1,2,6,2,2,4,2,9,0,6,25,3,41,5,49,13,7,40,0,3,1,0,33,23,1,6,11,180,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267335904553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321148108307335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120732173710384,0.13523048347909247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287573122019713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582626529362852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978367326984915,0.0,0.0,0.12952175666714766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963966920953432,0.18269767778073712,0.0,0.06177342903384485,0.0,0.06719624251061529,0.0,0.09456412880188468,0.13035560539402333,0.0,0.1170722272271194,0.0,0.0,0.10591623044500216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925109726660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642846722113608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733098407158706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637811925838198,0.0,0.0,0.12846375796739656,0.1209043188645109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132136577085036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290685590453404,0.0,0.0,0.22375552059376724,0.0,0.11987274427236032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566615433554895,0.0,0.08767049448141097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095647475795056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403593169984509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323911302846492,0.12353145284000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245137753165356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574500803454565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339383371981646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837486060650668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832138679552973,0.0,0.2003619551211033,0.09102384788079414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006723326078045,0.10334347386462586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855074342503977,0.07576085346805632,0.0,0.0,0.06894436136261928,0.0,0.0,0.11297956314543108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464981695537678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973865511074051,0.09385023191597434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200626950776484,0.13596556277299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614010630309219 lonely,codybillwallace,2020/04/15,I just discovered this sub and idk what is wrong with me. I have felt like a lonely soul for the past few years. Life had beat me down over and over. I have goals but no will. I feel defeated and discouraged by daily bad luck. I work every day and I do a good job of acting like myself but deep down I’m naturally miserable. Something made me wanna search the word lonely on Reddit but I seen I’m not totally the only person that feels lonely in a whole room full of people.,0.9033209647495326,3.1976091836734675,2.8151576994434144,90.74737476808909,84.71428571428572,6.012615955473097,16.051948051948052,7.348242739294969,0.08970204081632628,372,7,79,6,11,124,71,98,0.268,0.621,0.111,-0.9531,1,6,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,12,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,13,7,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,4,11,4,12,8,4,13,1,6,1,0,1,9,0,1,5,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191443923939924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926595685582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211351365663544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541684450574776,0.0,0.2520042028152273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220140256729908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26045254374441823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853843218273125,0.25645086633005765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483474206606259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961380037624749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505492032241178,0.18195775953820345,0.22917126123970386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205568809934502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293028895611508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910751004457732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869604521746951,0.0,0.16901660311236608 lonely,IMrGreyI,2020/04/15,"I need help Good morning, everyone! I think I really need support rn. I’m 17 and I feel really lonely over the past year. I haven’t ever gotten a gf in my life and actually, I wasn’t caring about it before. I was telling myself that I didn’t need a gf until I graduated from school (I think I will say the same thing at a university, work, and so on). Actually, I really need a person who can support me, who I can talk to, with whom I can discuss different things. But I never got ANY attention from any girl EVER. I mean, I do everything I can for that: I have great stylish clothes (shirts), I’m slim and tall, I behave myself friendly and confident but it doesn’t work at all. I do have great friends but I can’t discuss my feelings with them because they all already have had relationships and also it’s just uncomfortable for me to talk about it with either my friends of parents. Also, I’m a furry so it’s really difficult to hide it because people treat us extremely negatively without any reason. (Please, don’t hate me because of it :( ) Recently I was watching Alpha.m’s videos and it actually helped me for some time to feel happier but now I’m feeling really bad and lonely again. I can’t get why I never get a chance to get a gf. Why do I never get any attention? I’m a very friendly and open guy but I’m always kinda an outsider (Every company of friends is just a bunch of jerks smoking weed, eating only fast food and walking in shopping malls all day long). I frequently dream about my imaginary relationships and even what would I do if I was a father (How I would parent my kids, etc). No one normal would think about it at my age. That’s weird. (To clarify, I’m not an old-fashioned guy. I’m actually very much modern). I always tell people to be happy, give advice over relationships and THEY DO WORK! I look like a happy guy but actually, I’m really sick of it. I make myself look confident but I’m not happy with the way I look or behave. I’m trying to change it and I changed my personality a lot past several weeks. I just want people’s attention because I try so hard. I can do a lot of things (be a team leader (I’m always one but everyone does almost nothing except me. Although I’m not a “Nice guy”, I’m pretty persistent), easily say or present anything in public, even be a DJ (I learned it after a party just in case), there is almost nothing I can’t do or learn). I understand that my mental age is WAY older than 17 as I am surprisingly more experienced (And that “more experienced” guy is writing a post on Reddit. Lol) and sober in a plethora of ways (life situations, style, way of thinking, etc). It’s just sad to see than my peers do so many immature things that any sober adult would NEVER do. Omg, this post is so teenagerly stupid. I’m sorry about that. I just need to talk to someone...",2.2603278356090293,4.239641502636207,4.500698594024602,82.28426946735165,77.73462214411248,7.5403677166418825,24.826314722184684,8.44344225975766,1.7684730025686095,2201,79,438,45,52,763,244,569,0.10300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.154,0.9832,3,4,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,3,5,26,27,3,0,24,1,43,6,1,3,9,90,90,38,0,12,24,3,5,1,8,5,3,2,0,10,29,20,2,0,16,6,1,1,18,9,0,2,8,14,64,18,52,74,14,46,0,3,5,0,46,14,0,10,26,286,93,8,0.0,0.0,0.2719635037708352,0.0,0.0,0.05446698218867714,0.0,0.0,0.11162804111723834,0.0,0.06150878134302106,0.08914805947265678,0.13913660215551465,0.0,0.0,0.18952033527369616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045868006866550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653928946548763,0.1359106018850395,0.0,0.047429327759087016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056829079093813725,0.0,0.11792780907511187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594669832392251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823483183132019,0.0,0.0,0.048777105694672473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703436406769415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432624290998807,0.07362945993235953,0.10083726403306616,0.04696206012494726,0.10652098245248663,0.05009413764598755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273216914682906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673991722389348,0.0,0.21531699613607252,0.0,0.11648418823630792,0.053469413868515635,0.0,0.04675077933338352,0.04457914167969414,0.12290370725620538,0.0,0.2759492140645136,0.0,0.17800389499330466,0.04993071583283895,0.055030193893467784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472063536313697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873945138758598,0.027230998182130102,0.0,0.0,0.04932678688884919,0.1404188156792624,0.0,0.0,0.09477369818640943,0.0,0.0,0.03720585771429126,0.056510054268535614,0.0,0.06071552787715881,0.0,0.0,0.056171262154127925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040974184585921516,0.20664682497121306,0.17195575923922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461186058484842,0.10696511947718802,0.0,0.05848814202900007,0.0,0.07553965181981992,0.04239161374622021,0.0,0.0,0.1237819367312918,0.0,0.10641734216251987,0.11592609898612476,0.09733735412978647,0.0,0.061184095818158965,0.0,0.0,0.10676408246577293,0.05670605649885134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424492484517768,0.057308424494283285,0.055035009124934836,0.17952675325349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865092792604648,0.0,0.05641030157248824,0.044416339537264905,0.0,0.0,0.06296859929828842,0.0,0.0,0.06265236918587769,0.0,0.0,0.047227019895022634,0.0,0.0,0.06239464737128999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650269743833426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440139872621978,0.09743574908271364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812063578680634,0.14285982912623071,0.0,0.0,0.03250154675076941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568551693640768,0.0,0.0,0.058025707024155534,0.06704650961674898,0.0,0.0,0.09198014084846794,0.03287599035831297,0.17697039409180235,0.044710033942411666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059058887434792,0.0,0.0,0.053729890521364086,0.0,0.12173479748419162,0.0,0.0,0.15838002320159406,0.0,0.0,0.03589374353042071 lonely,wHAtisLife59,2020/04/15,"It sucks being this old not having any friends. I’ve never had any real friends, people that ask you how you’re doing genuinely want to know. I’m not sure how to change to get people to actually like me.",3.625,4.625247690476193,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.09523809523809,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.0531809523809526,161,4,33,2,3,54,32,42,0.20600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.6975,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2594533644325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616050531293218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485550477575969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281258021760877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108251165501012,0.0,0.1389074918236562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611666125230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989195236217332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050573866050946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789886330045881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686452531370366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026212950215976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505818364115754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681858391381293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Dead_Guru_,2020/04/15,I am bored Just text me I want to kill my time . That's all,-5.738999999999999,-6.443182399999998,-2.3274999999999992,118.42875,139.66666666666669,1.5,3.75,3.1291,-3.5180000000000002,44,0,15,0,4,15,14,15,0.39799999999999996,0.526,0.076,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.800125204847571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42170982638224497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265682581959063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mysticbookangel,2020/04/15,"my 4th reddit post tonight Im pathetic, I have no where else to go but onto reddit. Had a break up today and I feel utterly lonely now. I feel like I have no one now",-0.6382432432432452,1.1827624054054056,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,87.1081081081081,5.8621621621621625,17.35810810810811,7.1686216300943375,0.1178162162162164,127,3,30,2,4,46,28,37,0.263,0.655,0.08199999999999999,-0.7343,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,5,1,3,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345719350088807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050164174461185,0.2861220485940761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276171730419221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326159362134651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566733099659026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713936881258991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835746843111783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796334978160877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VictoriaLQ84i,2020/04/15,"Yeah, I'm new here Hey! I'm new in this community, I used to be very lonely when I was younger, but I'm fine with that nowadays. I kinda need to make some new friends though. I play electric guitar and I really love video games, I'm playing Persona 5 Royal right now (Persona 5 is one of my favorite games, it helped me A LOT). I love music, specially Metal and Black Metal, but I also love OST's and other kinds of music as well. I'm not sure if that's the best community for that, I'm just looking for some people that share the same interests as me. And hopefully I can help someone! Have a nice day and stay safe you all!!",1.9623317140874368,3.483681916030537,3.8270645385149216,88.83582234559334,77.1679389312977,6.595697432338652,23.359472588480223,7.348242739294969,0.8416198473282437,485,15,106,6,11,164,86,131,0.027000000000000003,0.568,0.405,0.9965,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,7,18,0,0,4,1,5,3,0,2,2,23,19,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,12,17,10,17,6,9,0,1,2,3,11,2,0,6,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964756734619807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325818753151613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261869309904865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491485915255744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340949431933476,0.0,0.0,0.17344204903184915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818450888373722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664103840463755,0.0,0.0,0.1484599494192494,0.472817701674756,0.0,0.1165635584568874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294822414654876,0.0,0.505961804457989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833043452900052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106300321143285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186926089727804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912881501946398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795921482448535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612703931077265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458201703709127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156819791683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081995200236134,0.0,0.14408393171574227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700886678579326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lvl505,2020/04/15,"I'm tired of living this way my head is banging, I feel like throwing up, my heart hurts and my stomach is turning from crying so much. was life really meant to be lived this miserably? I will never get a taste of what happiness or love feels like and I'm so done. why can't a bullet just go through my head right now so I can end this shit",1.815799086757988,3.1925752602739763,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,77.21917808219176,6.510502283105023,21.755707762557076,7.1686216300943375,0.42091050228310495,266,7,62,3,6,87,55,73,0.198,0.653,0.149,-0.634,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,2,0,8,9,5,0,1,8,17,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,7,4,6,12,1,8,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103906595841343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960053659848076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964191434316064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369028040999367,0.2736632760376492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006839775004717,0.0,0.1088529555187355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038910726562799,0.0,0.0,0.3931374503346858,0.0,0.0,0.22696823141175906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050406740612241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528584195631593,0.18714727885245047,0.0,0.33825534560227993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286654680213545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407992299284381,0.0,0.14772251557485286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270132498923805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356864298732887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660648210948584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201396908868276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833355031284068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203045197889925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282927768650025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imogenchampagne,2020/04/15,"Who's afraid of loneliness? With social isolation measures confining many of us to a company of one, warnings of a ‘loneliness pandemic’ and a ‘social recession’ abound.  These warnings signal a relatively new understanding of loneliness – one that speaks volumes about the times we live in. [Read more here.](https://thecorrespondent.com/403/whos-afraid-of-loneliness/53352848406-2e064741)",11.816181818181818,16.147110981818187,8.438181818181821,54.15727272727276,57.36363636363637,13.127272727272725,41.90909090909091,11.979248473330829,7.054563636363637,324,17,36,12,5,92,41,55,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.8934,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487148060190036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855634702214611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720332113405872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38172614399698895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28174060028387576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742427248812744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424076384018804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932225508248669,0.3388075661972205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hiatus6372,2020/04/15,"I (18f) haven't had real friends in a while. College feels like my last shot to make friends again Warning; this is long. It's my first time ever typing this out, so bear with me. I've kept this to myself for my whole life. In elementary school, I was in a group of 4 really close friends. This was around the time middle school became a thing, so after 5th grade we all went our seperate ways as none of us would be going to the same school anymore. Phones weren't as widespread among kids either, so only one of my friends owned a phone. Meaning we basically had to say bye to eachother. Then 6th grade comes. (I ended up going to another elementary school instead of a middle school next.) After around 4 years of friendship, I had to make friends again. For about 2 months, I was alone. I rode the bus so it arrived super early to school. We weren't allowed in the classrooms, we were to wait in the playground. So every morning and recess I was on the swings, swinging back and forth until it was time to go back inside. Pretty depressing. Until I was finally able to connect with again, three people. We became very close and got along well. It wasn't really a group; I was really good friends with them, but they were casual friends with eachother if that makes sense. So I would spend time with them seperately, sometimes together. We would text or FaceTime eachother every day. Junior High comes and now my friend circle has expanded as I've started to meet the friends of my friends. Along with my elementary friends, we formed a group of about 8 people. We would spend Halloween together and eat lunch together. I became close friends with one person from this group, but they were more important to me than I was important to them. I was super comfortable with her and we were always laughing and could talk forever, but I noticed that I would always be the one sending her messages first, never her. At this point, I have 3 close friends, M, A, and L. In 7th grade, Friend A would end up having to move, and switch schools in the middle of the year. Now my close friends are down to 2. In 8th grade, Friend L moved, and switch schools. Now I'm down to one close friend, Friend M. Because she took different classes than me and our school had A and B lunch, we were shared lunch once or twice a week. So when she wasn't there I was pretty much alone. But she had started drifting away too. Around this age she started coming into her own, and became very social and her friend group grew and grew. She became closer with them, and little actions from her made me feel unwanted (if I was sitting next to her, pretty obviously turning her back towards me and excluding me from the group.) Finally I decided I'd rather be alone than in bad company, I'm not going to tolerate being treated like this, and started spending lunch alone. I would eat my lunch in class then spend lunch in the library for example. This continued for 1-2 years. I still clung onto this friend though, probably because she was my last close friend left. In high school, this continued. People changed and grew, and our friend group seperated. I would spend lunch alone. Days when the library were closed was hell. I had nowhere to go. Sometimes I would spend these days in the bathroom. After a year of this, I begged to change schools. My new school was small so everyone knew eachother. The first year I only had casual friends, but by the second year I became closer to a few people. I made two relatively close friends (in comparison to what I had the last few years prior), but eventually we would graduate. We were comfortable with eachother, but not soulmates by any means. The first friend promised to call me once college settled down for her, but I'm still yet to receive this call after about half a year now and we haven't really talked since. The other friend I talk to more often but it's still on a monthly basis at best. My phone rarely gets a notification from a friend, the last time I FaceTimed someone was maybe 7 years ago, no one is close to enough to respond to my Snapchat stories (I have about 4 friends on there anyways), and I just wouldn't have imagined my social life to be like this when I was younger. I don't know if I've ever been someone's best friend, I'm not a go-to friend for anyone and I myself don't have a go-to friend. After taking a gap-year, I'm supposed to be starting college soon. I feel like this is my last chance to make friends or I'm going to be lonely the rest of my life. Everyone always says college is where you make your life long friends. My success rate over the last few years doesn't give me hope though, and I feel like if I do make friends we're not going to talk to eachother again once we graduate since that's how it's always been. Note: I used to be really outgoing to the point I annoyed some people. I took this to heart, and I tried to be less annoying until eventually that gradually became my personality and I became a lot more boring and uninteresting. I would say my mom is the only person who truly knows what I'm like after all this time. I'm not able to as relaxed and 'myself' with anyone else as I am with her. I don't have any brothers and sisters and my father was absent from my life for a while so there's a disconnect with him. TL;DR I started off with 3 close friends, lost all of them after changing schools, made 3-4 more friends, either we drifted away or they moved, now I have none.",4.595921052631578,5.837322238721808,4.74199248120301,86.00037593984962,70.03383458646617,7.554887218045112,27.627819548872186,7.85451343220497,1.5513263157894732,4298,145,855,52,76,1341,364,1064,0.10300000000000001,0.758,0.138,0.9946,3,7,0,0,0,0,133.0,19,2,8,10,52,67,3,0,47,0,82,15,1,12,7,158,137,74,0,20,26,4,4,6,36,12,5,3,0,4,33,80,9,2,11,3,6,25,20,8,1,14,48,7,127,59,139,67,27,177,1,3,0,0,120,60,1,12,97,572,160,30,0.0516296633684245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02288329071023904,0.0,0.0,0.13368190139476355,0.0,0.0,0.0859200317772562,0.0,0.0,0.035109941547124726,0.027069101857535305,0.0,0.0,0.025601376378539608,0.036100661076668865,0.02645034571614549,0.0,0.0689420197832731,0.0,0.0,0.04850776827922451,0.059550036332087025,0.02155430617007742,0.031472963580181604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418214640806167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271965884158343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192600699210405,0.06671157508361468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02061104252787141,0.0,0.0,0.04994529248572724,0.0,0.022234276702768598,0.0,0.0,0.02697100470315687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283003498548841,0.021564979385307825,0.0,0.045728557248450125,0.026673621869275237,0.0,0.0,0.04670198637075111,0.04350021815701958,0.049334355889145816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052211018193770116,0.055326362739745484,0.0,0.05655777258210098,0.0,0.08783233057231224,0.0,0.0,0.7180010972194917,0.0,0.013487184087115309,0.024763938824447072,0.13204047374250694,0.021652256040323677,0.02064647912761852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030590699839360018,0.0,0.05454957401395966,0.0,0.02563995262787841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028374312754941382,0.12625519969392374,0.0,0.0,0.0280478901580747,0.0,0.09116889526915407,0.07567093682034633,0.02587324314719968,0.0,0.04569062739029834,0.0,0.0,0.028179938250626688,0.02194684675080026,0.0,0.07327985374835748,0.1033896036279893,0.0,0.02593446817600029,0.05623983916267724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03023401886946205,0.04121030472495591,0.0823112420769837,0.0189768715804988,0.0,0.019909989628757296,0.024932125303010217,0.05490873271807994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029390356972028013,0.0,0.08247585971616506,0.08746399021158673,0.058900028270132035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894837694969757,0.06762154590653519,0.0,0.0,0.04880672006515304,0.0,0.0,0.07878889326707582,0.027832754731038176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029382930042527983,0.08268821101725074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158697086028184,0.0,0.3396378420826397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270859106458065,0.0,0.0,0.05262993992728656,0.04374564622747575,0.0,0.05106305723844578,0.0,0.10963122440576956,0.0,0.061847273788168226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01940954073108491,0.08299593543730069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017150227101248132,0.0,0.05072588212135816,0.0,0.09031701571464833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057362455704001,0.017526576183524233,0.028079123956896344,0.02521733951372376,0.0,0.03105206401971667,0.022295726130226585,0.0,0.04259987937471511,0.0,0.02049061180941904,0.02070710085043189,0.0,0.02321063392075915,0.023930607598996283,0.0,0.028821337674635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171927341235846,0.0,0.0,0.18286295755342796 lonely,archerz2,2020/04/15,"Lonely, and too late to rectify my situation Ever since young, I was always taught to put my studies first and focus on school over everything else. Whilst everyone was out playing together and socializing, my parents thought all of it was a waste of time, so I spent most of my years inside watching YouTube and such. I've never had friends over to my house, been to a friends house, gone to a birthday party or anything of the like. I didn't even have a phone until 2 years ago, once I begged my parents constantly. This didn't do much though, as everyone else had a phone 4 years ago and had already made their group chats etc without me. I had people I would talk to daily about common interests, but no real friends that cared about me other than what I had to say, and didn't have any interests in meeting outside of school. Furthermore, my school wasn't exactly full of angels, and most of the people were antisocial and not open to the idea of making new friends. I don't think my situation is too uncommon but to summarize: I have no real friends, everyone views me as a temporary option. Everyone says to make new friends in the future in a new place, but I have missed out on so much socializing that I won't even be able to do that. So here I am now with good grades, staring at a screen all day to forget my lack of social life. I hate being alone like this, but I feel like it is also too late to practise socialising at an age where everybody is good at it and has their own friendship groups.",9.832575757575757,6.582546777777778,9.31906565656566,72.33193181818183,61.020202020202035,12.862962962962966,39.56481481481481,10.864195022040775,3.9976107744107736,1191,44,238,22,12,384,159,297,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.8758,2,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,17,18,1,0,13,0,30,1,0,3,5,40,42,22,0,2,7,2,1,3,6,2,1,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,2,1,2,11,3,0,1,19,7,28,15,42,19,10,41,1,2,4,0,22,16,0,4,26,167,38,5,0.08489661157047443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051144757759766,0.0,0.0,0.08792728610858676,0.0936855219559992,0.06789178960060745,0.07064078175239058,0.0,0.0,0.057732607096780825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698626776623942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655775355865966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174307703387828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054751291141514835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184045054374206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468216330685066,0.1121468225265708,0.07679384558823314,0.0,0.3244894020798004,0.07629960031442734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292627766779429,0.06065015626909201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221301443239142,0.0,0.0,0.3935454690251884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241449978571968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381782772606221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959185826301381,0.0,0.09583794081198917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153415137522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059964987443309185,0.12442858835953108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803312265821748,0.11333829491256882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248175556672466,0.0,0.06547750055323913,0.24598102943710665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041212059688948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853528062479355,0.0,0.0,0.11771324196535718,0.0,0.0886988897684622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534454322978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932618604016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502638604264386,0.0,0.25775970996929104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022735438847355,0.1908546968676008,0.0,0.2596242126411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682366805538568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439832071942989,0.08341048982435056,0.06739842654342153,0.049503896927208864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183730401128858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030811705688325,0.0,0.0,0.16401190321991854 lonely,jimmlyy,2020/04/15,please help i want to kill myself i cant remember the last decent conversation ive had with someone im so lonely i hear voices i cry myself to sleep while cuddling pillows i just cant do this shit anymore so this is probably my last desperate attempt at seeing if someone cares,3.178214285714283,5.286873250000003,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,75.42857142857143,7.337142857142857,29.057142857142853,8.238735603445708,2.3601400000000003,226,10,40,4,5,77,42,56,0.271,0.586,0.14300000000000002,-0.8831,0,2,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,5,10,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,1,4,9,0,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,1,3,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242492549033535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305433565032545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838106709802255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548525092011622,0.0,0.15156277693886294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442472861538129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250167134247523,0.0,0.0,0.3686342749755387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482107230921257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243794490501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25614870991675104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801875406709512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210786981355574,0.0,0.0,0.2262822670285558,0.0,0.3831797332584165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337082505000816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatessentialworker,2020/04/15,"I'm an essential worker, struggling to get up everyday English isn't my first language, and I'm exhausted, so please forgive any errors. This is a throwaway, and I'm going to do my best to not divulge any information about who I work for, or where I live. COVID-19 shut down half the country, and sent the other half into dissary. While many business have had to temporarily (and permanently) close their doors, a few select industries and business's have quickly implemented and rolled out new ventures to try and keep things going, and to ease the stress on other companies within that industry. I've been thrown into the middle of this situation, and surprisingly I've flourished. My boss is loving how well our branch is coping with this extremely annoying and manual process, our customers are super happy, and I'm doing well. I'm focused, I'm calm, I'm somewhat collected. I used to work in hospitality, so I'm no stranger to stress, long hours, and pressure. I've worked through earthquakes, and I've given up nights to help cook for victims and survivors of massive incidents, some naturally occurring and some not. It's in those situations where I feel I thrive. When the pressure builds up and I can just switch off and get shit done. This is no different, I'm getting shit done and I love it. But this time it's different - I've never had much of a life outside of work. Hospitality never afforded me the time to take a weekend off to go away with friends, or attend that wedding, or celebrate my birthday. Growing up I was always told that if I worked hard I'd be successful. Well fuck, I've worked hard, but I've lost what should have mattered most, and gained nothing for it. I turn 25 next month and I'll have nothing to show for it. I'll bake myself a cake and probably sit alone on my bed wishing I could rewind to my highschool years. But for the first time in a long time, I feel wanted. My phone is constantly buzzing, I'm constantly answering emails, and I'm constantly working. I do my 13 hours at the office, and then I go home and remote in to keep on top of any other issues that my pop up. There's always something to do, or some fuck up to fix. My employer loves that I'm working hard, and my paycheck reflects that. But I can't help but feel that once this lockdown ends and normal business resumes, that my life will go back to the boring, monotonous drag that it once was. I'm dreading that.",5.9821706454465104,6.513389380341881,6.361485411140585,78.1973076923077,66.52136752136752,9.361155319776008,33.44562334217507,9.314750747691287,2.9444800176834653,1922,81,362,34,29,621,233,468,0.106,0.779,0.115,0.6283,4,2,1,0,0,0,61.0,2,0,1,17,14,29,6,6,16,0,28,12,2,3,2,70,68,42,0,6,13,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,4,0,29,32,2,2,7,3,0,8,8,15,3,4,11,6,32,14,53,53,8,65,0,1,0,5,17,28,4,10,28,227,61,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877985141429035,0.0,0.0,0.12658346541868695,0.0,0.0,0.15517934455160567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146507376102115,0.058488882501551716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982496880280054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659601007449625,0.0,0.06073129013345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589423639879537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556807243281222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737054357838232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153814450361099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940079920438338,0.0,0.0,0.05876722108819836,0.1406407542606584,0.11922163890112185,0.0,0.21614595696486089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097204307566705,0.2044164744839341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196882217930194,0.0,0.07629886565532984,0.0,0.14981636250177316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939154485108517,0.0,0.13521919235503382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745316977052354,0.0,0.0,0.06716632086402155,0.1346293252593729,0.0,0.0,0.08303335474308296,0.0,0.20595346267466708,0.0,0.0,0.07711743412039818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060713934517257415,0.0,0.05591613778012605,0.0,0.1173312174833415,0.07346353942907605,0.08089542712486364,0.07138135265291355,0.07452703090376192,0.14597182149682486,0.0,0.0,0.16201235684398707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349594668678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201036412874746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615817142874125,0.0,0.17099930324678456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855814543115299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742631875280369,0.07951909975241395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057191015345416873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050533854196458436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741521736666016,0.0,0.0,0.07268286106826102,0.0,0.05164278234874671,0.08273630125275819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569528011597249,0.0,0.0,0.04486479536105648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051732813975952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747038697942845,0.0,0.0,0.4430067225694508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898302501866307 lonely,Anthony_Ramos_Trash,2020/04/15,"F[15] Just want someone to talk to I'm pretty lonely and just want a friend to talk to. I like, anime, memes, video games, and just vibin. So does anyone wanna talk? Just dm me if you want to. Hope I find a friend haha.",-1.6604347826086965,0.14435197826086998,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,105.30434782608695,2.3000000000000003,7.9239130434782625,3.1291,-2.332947826086956,165,1,38,0,8,54,30,46,0.045,0.56,0.395,0.9468,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,4,0,6,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726546699188092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160844406918503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256836284281859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815450057471881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452507752308858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063436171263148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512099955068281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921750141221404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954033282284231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43692567779042896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Emkay-OwO,2020/04/15,I have someone but still lonely You see I have a person that makes me super happy but in this quarantine I can’t see them hug or be with them and it hurts so much I just feel sad and lonely all the time I miss them and need them I have no happy otherwise,0.058095238095241086,2.028598142857142,2.1678571428571445,96.14380952380957,85.42857142857143,5.161904761904762,14.690476190476188,6.42735559955562,-0.6730380952380952,200,3,47,2,6,67,40,56,0.253,0.493,0.254,0.4767,0,5,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,4,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,11,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,12,4,2,10,2,3,0,5,2,1,6,1,0,1,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319516179337938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029464168349722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031730083127667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903916620712866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081856504860081,0.2099902858947044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728058155255134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513497770471826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399556685928325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261650428831748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513704227405687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OneWhackMan,2020/04/15,"I legitimately do not believe that I have any even half way decent qualities. I'm pretty sure that if you were to ask any of my ""friends"" what my good qualities are I'm sure they'd struggle to think of one, or alternatively they'd say: ""Hes funny."" Which is not true at all, I struggle with self improvement I practice and practice at things but do I improve? Nope. I'm a borderline moron, it takes me way too many tries at something for me to understand it and even when I do often people have already moved on and gave up on me. When it comes to self improvement people say: ""instead of comparing yourself to others, compare yourself to who you were yesterday."" I dont think the person who said that considered that what if you from yesterday was far better than who you are today. I've tried to give myself credit for things but me doing something right is such a rare occurrence that it just seems like a waste of energy. Girls veiw me as weak and not fit to be with them at all, and they're not wrong. I'm reasonably sure that I'm unwanted in most things I do and in all groups I'm ever with. I'm socially awkward which im sure anyone who comes to this subreddit is tired of hearing. I'm not creative and am barely capable of coming up with something that someone else didn't do. I look around myself and see people that have futures and their lives ahead of them, then you look to me and what have I got? Nothing. I cant play sports for shit and I am absolutely terrible at everything I do. No one believes in me I haven't got a future. I'm not expecting upvotes or even for anyone to see this just thought I could post my thoughts somewhere. I dont ever share my thoughts with anyone ever so the internet people seemed like the best option.",4.175042735042736,5.292961341880343,5.148278062678067,83.158758974359,70.9088319088319,8.351042735042736,28.28501424501425,8.726425361277474,2.0625449800569804,1385,50,277,24,25,454,171,351,0.109,0.738,0.153,0.948,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,5,3,16,22,2,3,7,0,31,3,1,1,11,60,63,22,0,5,14,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,4,27,20,0,0,9,2,1,4,13,8,0,3,11,8,40,14,44,48,5,35,0,0,4,0,30,16,1,9,14,195,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617160542722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185292539140498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281080377810935,0.0,0.0,0.07758150358705859,0.08147298858885901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637521454247084,0.09145799033287336,0.07707662262448857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252146507130689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958175905648628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427705568930185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280219802649393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172684205746448,0.2364950505570941,0.0,0.0,0.0783243227180845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733146305953475,0.0,0.0,0.08360171118186499,0.0,0.07309683926903937,0.13940278218144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822378465494283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413638073615994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515365628710721,0.0,0.07695457720067207,0.0,0.1463672085102052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835588225161863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262609280269604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362226531092706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810947039271415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167387283530095,0.07609555424692024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346510033613867,0.08866234010601275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960416818183825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442516978979401,0.08289910142327926,0.13860951030251895,0.0,0.0,0.13889368598209234,0.1586752057518363,0.18183180415271932,0.0,0.08945767688435312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888379079861129,0.07384146171777517,0.20127575540870696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822150929842873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32854937017325764,0.0,0.06552555431008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369470296944411,0.11168372074800606,0.0,0.2075608295269094,0.0,0.10016549365757177,0.0826075058709385,0.0,0.0,0.11833753672945138,0.0,0.0,0.09072567003793933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383503829963941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528426268222293,0.0,0.0 lonely,themanwhoisherern,2020/04/15,imagine being wanted like oh boy i sure would like people who actually wanted something to do with me.,2.311929824561407,5.213185105263161,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,92.68421052631581,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,1.1849859649122814,83,3,12,1,3,28,17,19,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.4064371486828674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069549444494318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887438478359849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206367071512719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392539781958833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913167978824621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29586472148770243,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Justanotherguy45,2020/04/15,How is it possible to be surrounded by people who love you and care about and you and yet still feel absolutely lonely. I feel like I have no one yet I have people around me who love me and care for my well being. However it feels like I’m just coasting or I feel like everyone’s my friend because they feel sorry for me ya know? Is this normal? I just want someone to talk to rn 😞,1.0187962962962978,2.981630679012348,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,81.71604938271605,6.519135802469138,20.001543209876548,7.645422480735847,0.5885172839506176,299,8,67,5,8,101,52,81,0.065,0.623,0.312,0.9743,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,17,18,6,0,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,14,9,8,16,0,5,0,1,0,2,10,2,0,1,6,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603559860677876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684853869093806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35741753606311577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748673255966348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44313200625021415,0.3756583643460283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542023108349813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632883304749272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568976067356937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163925398252433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173634485468664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187736835570364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303297610852884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760089755792165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851344906203334,0.0,0.0,0.1962106502742982,0.0,0.0,0.13997815001752478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088273568789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338417986771582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759699973631294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Heyits_Me8,2020/04/15,"Got rejected by my crush I had a crush on my best friend for months and I told my feelings for him and he totally just friend zoned me😂. He said that he had feelings for someone else which really hurt to my soul. We are still best friends but it really hurts when you can't be with the one you really like. It's hard seeing him everytime and I try to get over my feelings for him but it never seem to work.So It seem like I have to pretend that I don't like him anymore. This is kinda why I never had a boyfriend yet I'm scared of rejection and being hurt and also because I feel like in not good enough or attractive.",1.9470454545454527,3.4266759772727298,3.4824242424242438,91.46863636363638,77.10606060606061,7.2242424242424255,22.60606060606061,8.00094639256281,0.9299606060606056,487,14,111,8,11,161,83,132,0.203,0.607,0.19,-0.2434,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,2,5,17,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,3,22,22,10,0,0,5,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,7,19,11,14,14,4,9,1,5,1,0,15,3,0,4,10,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111223766524109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780616225315787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470576467431397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916496968261682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607919059573843,0.0,0.0,0.14357780647598145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810395792096741,0.09926958102900443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220691934630886,0.0,0.0725983264011231,0.0,0.0,0.11654898021580384,0.11113512064929597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244765134344404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462630595380756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154585345013776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109126684335185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434154325695898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415960023547827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670546658597256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217816020920636,0.0,0.13911833780977545,0.0,0.1107292573899529,0.2529990845136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773624067622587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096975569527256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277759273156853,0.0,0.09434141999153124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538540233746245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011609981399719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ItzTimbitz,2020/04/15,"19M going through a rough time Hi I'm kinda new to reddit but yeah whatever. I'm not going to tell you my name but I'm from Europe so there you go. I'm actually just looking for people that will keep me distracted from my fucked up mind that won't stop telling me that I'm not good enough. Recently I've been having a revival of my self-doubt and -hate so it would be great to have someone to talk to. I've been single basically all my life, sure there were some occasions where I had something romantic going on but most things were just one-sided and I was usually just kept on the hook. When people ask me ""how are you single? you're not bad looking!"" it really hurts me because I don't have an answer to that. I guess I'm just too boring for anyone to really be interested in me for more than 2 hours. Talking to guys is for me really difficult because of my past so I prefer talking girls/women/whatever you wanna call it. Maybe someone will pass me a text, would be lovely. Thanks for taking the time.",0.7548076923076934,3.144770019230773,2.9153769230769235,88.97962307692309,86.78846153846155,6.020307692307693,19.377692307692307,7.404127859558343,0.6744213076923082,796,23,164,14,25,269,123,208,0.124,0.726,0.149,0.6983,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,0,13,13,2,1,6,1,20,3,0,1,2,29,41,10,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,2,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,7,3,21,6,24,26,7,19,0,1,2,2,15,5,1,4,9,107,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12909867912851206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250219440821636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367590000773482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045895339391916,0.16128891321484407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508572934279856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366938156884645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230255219381347,0.0,0.0,0.3007401639406185,0.11096091527880188,0.0,0.14585326750444438,0.1457354225013002,0.1309906606891569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061174101174478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028174934557987,0.0,0.14162216734908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175879098312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344230961598536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221852488493932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939940761685335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329058884542423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335780050021781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776920050805174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896450179578493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628843685883473,0.1834303261053314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542504455929304,0.0,0.1306231697515109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801023147745978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241825025449318,0.10184545263022513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060269573595977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468438852232215,0.0,0.09946771369465908,0.318995799215765,0.23125945820058946,0.12179742651329875,0.0,0.0,0.08788945100454107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542819789045487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145701817495801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879540040499135,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayma2233,2020/04/15,New I have no one irl all gone my online friends don’t talk to me and love of my life left me I don’t want to do anything without her she was my everything and now she’s gone don’t see myself not being lonely ever again,-1.4677714285714285,0.5188582800000034,1.119714285714288,99.75700000000002,96.2,3.6571428571428566,15.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.0029142857142856,174,4,42,1,7,59,37,50,0.042,0.7509999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.8181,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,7,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,3,1,11,2,4,8,1,7,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920645728415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591478316844994,0.0,0.0,0.2940102753018367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274577939042275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35543607368517555,0.0,0.2310670356597508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952545510801117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159516340225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216769753050044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606863962313782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294089553086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295429426046515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153490736932393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,machine261,2020/04/15,"[M4f] Feeling pretty lonely off and on. Not exactly looking for a relationship with someone at the moment, but I guess I'd just like to talk about whatever comes to mind with someone. Whether you're older or a bit younger that's ok. I'm 33 and around for chatting. I mostly just work , sleep and play video games, if that's something you can relate to I'd love to hear from you. I am a Christian too.",1.3285185185185178,3.705216913580248,2.633580246913585,92.21111111111117,83.56790123456791,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.6438740740740747,314,12,65,3,9,101,60,81,0.021,0.7559999999999999,0.223,0.9481,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,1,2,2,1,0,1,19,9,7,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,14,9,2,7,1,1,1,1,8,4,0,4,3,39,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204457507839773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723117230415225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148608843897811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261187304820479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747740196634708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281124462892428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185834607745788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094574293896587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251192922985304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185205314616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537588307012392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677932587683958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960900318337384,0.0,0.4226805419385093,0.19202252906909364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004814764131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815871870515652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,driventoSuccess6,2020/04/15,39 f usa. Any physically disabled men care to chat? I'm disabled too. I would like to find someone who understands.,0.8022727272727295,3.1408924090909096,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,102.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,28.22727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.224600000000001,91,5,17,2,4,30,19,22,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077645452905803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614274151987917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41364269758565375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110386627453024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38346286910136496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471143513746523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214942327518361,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theexdreamgirl,2020/04/15,"24f bored at home hit me up 24f exotic dancer out of work because of corona lol Hit me up let’s chat",-2.377173913043478,-0.7504079565217356,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,106.82608695652172,4.039130434782609,10.097826086956523,5.985473137389443,-1.3518608695652174,79,1,20,1,4,27,18,23,0.084,0.8029999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.1779,0,0,0,0,2,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354711911370105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836784548117098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950171991357783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236194684541719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aski4777,2020/04/15,"I've been numb for a few months until: **I'm a middle child with mass social anxiety and likely some mental issues. I'm very quiet and shy/awkward in general. I've never been able to make friends well. I'm now 21 and hate myself due to these issues having effects on me at my age.** I met with a gal who came out to meet me, because I have really bad anxiety with driving. She came out from about 30 minutes away, and we hungout at one of her favorite spots at the beach, and we just talked for a long while. She literally made my heart feel again, just her smile made me feel so good, and I felt again. She is so sweet, and told me she'd love to meet up again. She had just messaged me not too long ago and told me that I was truly a amazing guy, but that she had met someone else she gets along with, and hoped to stay friends. And there it is again, that pain right in the chest. I haven't felt that in awhile.",1.84,3.2930430000000044,2.918125,95.514375,77.33333333333334,5.841666666666668,20.333333333333336,6.322622252153567,-0.09401666666666664,704,16,165,5,16,225,115,192,0.069,0.7959999999999999,0.135,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,1,14,13,1,0,7,0,11,5,2,4,1,38,31,15,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,7,21,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,15,6,25,9,27,15,2,32,0,0,0,1,26,14,0,2,15,106,32,0,0.14049927420681724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454412934322788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496312040958104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320036930705924,0.0,0.11731102530408816,0.08564705348936008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213874805177505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736911512670133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208130913961992,0.0,0.2698026729339585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709878145733646,0.0,0.0734050718793699,0.0,0.0,0.11784412526176352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391163707291731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871394562464953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649231641270867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954748103654044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932894788289958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864084848498604,0.0,0.0,0.2486748728374261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680608042955532,0.2658876207696417,0.09378435652779456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159022261850568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214518023061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836170177380804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520594435233556,0.0,0.14950113369142526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900074327464157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998561249763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322131656303685,0.11904457909805835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975353228119406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129279945895224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685061549374701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592661549495745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632572079643625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skeletoneg,2020/04/15,"I've never felt lonelier I've recently moved to Canada for a better life, and I've never felt lonelier. I finally formed my circle of close friends, only to leave them a few months later and now I don't have any friends here. I haven't been in a relationship in a year, and even though I've been dating on and off, it doesn't feel right to me. I looooooooveeeee hugs and I haven't hugged anyone in a long while. Although my friends back home and my parents are my rocks, video calling is not enough to satisfy me, and because I've been video calling everyone for the past few months while being at the house all the time, quarantine hasn't changed my situation at all. The only downside is that I wanted to go and explore the city on my own, hopefully meet a bunch of people (play music with them, grab coffee, go to pubs...I'm dreaming) but everyone knows that's not possible right now. My love life is messed up...that's another discussion...but please wish me luck...I hope this person likes me back... I want friends. I want to explore Toronto. I need hugs and I'm lonely... Sorry for rambling!",3.02879385964912,5.034350587962964,3.866832358674465,87.58771929824562,75.52777777777777,7.139961013645222,25.720272904483426,8.032893268588372,1.5223740740740737,861,31,173,14,19,275,120,216,0.048,0.738,0.214,0.9883,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,7,15,0,0,11,0,14,6,0,0,4,31,29,14,0,7,3,1,4,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,6,5,0,5,9,2,0,0,5,4,22,13,21,23,8,34,0,1,0,4,13,11,0,2,19,104,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010991586998199,0.12352646441023273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237042826804461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811661005554913,0.0,0.07181146858940965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041869673535206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057957651822226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461969912219895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217217408936611,0.0,0.07780761141298209,0.0,0.0,0.22513116944239853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059564614617416724,0.0,0.22621824550149494,0.12904716452644535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640564780750899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390004561335228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816577250571242,0.2340094409069585,0.0,0.13592856759054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474131563608544,0.0,0.0,0.12473611259417425,0.0,0.0,0.16641514529822388,0.057552477687307216,0.0,0.0,0.1042517348361478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632158948520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880580769444716,0.12520568984885114,0.0,0.08734925325736483,0.1817135003760871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918861350145626,0.0,0.0,0.13080602305086128,0.0,0.11245606329572813,0.08166960046356035,0.10286082545024516,0.0,0.1293120540731207,0.0,0.13280491078371026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631601285780688,0.12647607690558033,0.0,0.20120582534984802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241523705853006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187054424615552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574061277539816,0.0,0.06869173622155883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084493585828143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546735931159615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586111459564841 lonely,lilb5269,2020/04/15,"it all feels pointless listen i feel like i was doing really good. recovering from a break up and keeping a good busy life focusing on myself and improving myself. then all this stupid shit happened, i’m not working or going to the gym or able to meet with anyone. the thing is that i’m pretty alone in life. i have a great family but i don’t live with them so it’s not as easy to talk with them. i don’t have any friends. i’m not sure what i keep doing wrong to not be able to keep any friendships or relationships. i’m always open and caring, and eager to do things yet no one seems to want to include me in their life. granted i’ve dealt with this my entire life so i’ll admit i’m used to it but some days it kills me to the core. i’m constantly thinking of every trait of myself and how i can be a different me in hopes someone will want to stay. but lately i’ve given up on that, kind of in a hopes to just be myself and know that people will come along who will love me for me, and want me around but in return in kind of made me antisocial and stuck in my head. i’ve deleted all my social media and i’ve stopped replying to texts from anyone who i slightly know. at the beginning of all of this quarantine shit i was motivated and creative, feeling good about reinventing myself during this but i’ve lost steam and i’m so fuckin unmotivated and sad. staying busy was my only way to cope with my depression and now i’ve lost all motivation to wake up, i just want to sleep forever and just not even more from one position. i need help. i need connection. i need some type of light. i want to talk with someone so fucking badly but no one seems to want to care. life feels really pointless, and i don’t really have a reason to help myself get better. i don’t know what to do. this was probably a stupid post so i apologize but i needed to put this somewhere no one knew me :(",1.6259197462768924,3.575957270408168,3.4725041367898517,89.03658852730281,79.61224489795919,6.686817429674572,20.798676227247654,7.730073105063049,0.7435335631549918,1478,40,319,24,37,496,176,392,0.157,0.649,0.19399999999999998,0.8754,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,6,14,29,7,0,11,0,23,13,5,6,6,85,73,33,1,12,18,0,4,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,19,25,0,4,15,1,0,3,12,13,0,4,10,6,40,16,56,57,8,32,0,4,0,3,17,15,4,9,10,207,59,4,0.1650756680902845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548430396242399,0.0,0.0,0.06867808989358637,0.0,0.0,0.11225711498725413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542474532918677,0.0,0.0,0.0734761713371772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891564382006253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299800684698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830564533460446,0.0,0.0,0.07109903563060244,0.0,0.08919407650006203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053230074774471545,0.0,0.07108971551920805,0.0,0.0,0.08623446929469471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054515460953964166,0.0,0.06954168501062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780932425864387,0.0,0.1669344355106069,0.05896504513368867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376852583932709,0.07630489757779517,0.0431226116651156,0.0,0.046908153172986335,0.2076864576481587,0.0,0.09099825341892052,0.0,0.0,0.07298793406073636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470762989601448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064674067517503,0.0,0.0,0.16395738549164324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009025785115424,0.09131588437345324,0.17190090578782452,0.13608190512111298,0.0,0.09310627189791952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914945655991412,0.040323816567421365,0.0,0.07288241962507945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019959186137602,0.0,0.07449361771793238,0.07809929425485093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480303244550114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371908977969185,0.06277374208857762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057221341644401465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904842945059665,0.08397065011087472,0.08898974508574949,0.0,0.0,0.08297332031810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862754997404455,0.08486264005525447,0.0,0.0886147448423835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502786884208904,0.0,0.0,0.1694478010935847,0.0,0.0,0.08259744188178493,0.08413692757448521,0.1398680778821076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594869816771347,0.0,0.06900532506129793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779093179240351,0.0,0.0,0.1326815690557989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966893882054883,0.052886911324459086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128618794667689,0.0,0.0,0.29209771800819656,0.06551469084509239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008852620572262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024216452210487,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shugokaboy,2020/04/15,"I’m the big sad I’ve been alone for about only a year now after being cheated on into a 3 year relationship and I’m really struggling to not cry, I don’t have many friends and there for don’t talk to anyone, this is really difficult for me because I’m very dependent on people loving and wanting me around but I’m not able to get that. I just want someone to hold me close and love me but I’m not allowed to have that because I’m not the most beautiful person in the world, I’m too scared to ask anyone out now because rejection has just gotten so much worse for me causing my already bad depression to grow as I search for someone to at least hold my hand",7.909016786570746,5.087816460431653,8.47089928057554,75.59277577937651,64.25179856115108,11.568824940047962,36.11630695443645,9.725611199111238,3.2039342925659464,524,18,110,8,6,177,83,139,0.231,0.6579999999999999,0.111,-0.9654,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,5,0,8,3,1,3,0,24,22,8,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,1,10,3,23,19,3,16,0,3,0,2,7,10,0,2,5,69,13,0,0.16987592158811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594022286789074,0.18746230370487324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756238837264565,0.0,0.0,0.15122558600026434,0.15881105512111124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418392988040908,0.3106643552064481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450936594722244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660072310579395,0.0,0.0,0.14631388234221698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124571562353424,0.0,0.08875315765969079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066393032641319,0.0,0.0,0.17222752141014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487834854131888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919829326996218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177705746559165,0.14832910231099214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176537305818444,0.0,0.0,0.1823831654967146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007543260383085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878706341868157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759119726082534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653983098698413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016542615592664,0.20039443977206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311807700428816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878904780375769 lonely,clouds1012,2020/04/15,"Lonely but I just can't connect with people? When I first realised how lonely I was when I hit 16, it freaked me out. 8 years on, I'm still very lonely but I'm just coming to terms with it. I cry about it constantly, in my head I talk to myself, trying to come up with ways of meeting people. And then when I do meet people, I almost immediately jump ship. Despite my desperation I just can't seem to find it in me to keep up with people. At first I thought it was laziness but when I used to see a therapist and brought this issue up, she told me that I was probably just scared of letting people down. I don't know but I'm just so tired of getting along really well with people for weeks, even months and just have it all fall apart for literally no reason. Or am I just dense? Probably.",2.08964285714286,3.722893835365857,3.800522648083625,88.67914634146345,77.10975609756099,6.636933797909408,22.0801393728223,7.447530270364453,0.7001529616724733,615,17,134,8,14,206,94,164,0.165,0.797,0.038,-0.9683,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,1,1,0,10,2,1,3,1,34,25,15,0,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,5,1,2,6,1,21,1,27,17,2,29,0,3,1,0,5,10,0,3,13,96,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395789316794639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014425334273745,0.0,0.1506310508555129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531133494814742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206576819440017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739991787267566,0.2371300941950892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282551224963964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430543350791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548692608224445,0.0,0.12389622018287695,0.0,0.0,0.07660508849598026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253570009328242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125975341382616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798127742206639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30057195149324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929679146428184,0.14331611640025485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139553688308696,0.0,0.11107576841221464,0.1268954040799513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131701932181967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203638716983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184251205941874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110660075337289,0.0,0.16020827869508875,0.0,0.13319310079579078,0.0,0.09463664767257457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038818970096148,0.0,0.11501133287712208,0.0,0.11064127928342253,0.1118102353239392,0.0,0.12532833347570035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897625780370182 lonely,curioserandcurioser3,2020/04/15,"Loneliness Being apart and lonely is like rain. It climbs toward evening from the ocean plains From flare places rolling and remote, it climbs to heaven which is its old abode. And only when leaving heaven drops upon the city It rains down on us in those twittering hours when the streets turn their faces to the dawn, And when two bodies who have found nothing, disappointed and depressed, roll over; and when two people despise each other have to sleep together in one bed That is when loneliness receives the rivers That poem is a joke yet still disappointing with its purpose, the loneliness of thinking you matter to nothing and thinking your loneliness matters to nothing it’s not because of other people, people in general just don’t like you that much, that’s the reality of it all nobody likes anything the only reason we’re alive is because we’re so far removed from a survival enviornment that we just have to sell our selves to support ourselves, with no reward, same with people you can be like ohhhhhhhhh or you can shove it up your ass pretty much, it shouldn’t be that way no one wants it to be that way but good luck putting all your faith in someone to be your entertainment and your slave and your mirror to distort your self image, perhaps the most honorable path I could take is you know what, still the call of misery is all I have the tolerance for, ask yourself are you lonely or are you scared I don’t give a fuck about motivating my self or any of you with this and I don’t want to have an affect on any of your emotions when you read this i started it as something offensive in reality I’m the loneliest person alive it feels like, the same way your life perfectly fits the puzzle to make you the loneliest person alive in your world but that’s just my point real loneliness is when you don’t matter to yourself, when you don’t have the same drive or idealization you have for somebody across the room for yourself you’ll be getting as close to that imaginary light across the room until yours goes out and there is not light and just a distant memory, people suck if you do",9.584278606965167,7.651674990049756,8.559800995024876,73.47114427860699,60.29353233830845,11.221890547263682,36.76119402985074,9.586721724236666,3.291471641791044,1694,58,313,23,18,526,197,402,0.127,0.7090000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9075,0,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,26,1,8,19,27,4,1,23,0,35,6,4,4,4,62,53,31,0,6,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,3,4,29,20,0,0,7,3,1,6,10,10,0,4,1,3,37,17,50,43,10,51,3,5,0,2,39,26,3,8,20,228,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432512168257672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667470680015726,0.0,0.09846602731718088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284120716613181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699395914019065,0.0,0.0,0.10755009759215356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409461229669894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071753049310463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847809725601993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956713717753801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053256225718370256,0.07524524807666981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548503308443893,0.0,0.09737262024795308,0.05502873109142545,0.1010387432641971,0.0,0.08834284217295839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037253522245618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057884670973955374,0.0,0.0,0.11152551913942846,0.0,0.0,0.07439519753365575,0.2572859542576881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030623366776924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548541424829229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031907532684854,0.0,0.11052240783861972,0.0,0.14274387793474252,0.16021104657672056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651005470741949,0.18393401427814746,0.1100437389664956,0.0,0.09956755452331888,0.0,0.0,0.1071548810727884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058821893025816,0.0,0.0,0.10535496844696042,0.11988457676151347,0.0,0.10829314874467057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545016642562424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197569489586916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540253112334773,0.0,0.08924277251365333,0.08108545901174939,0.0,0.0,0.07455061447076736,0.0,0.1682277029830226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952322499860507,0.0,0.0,0.07919239409798746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497789253260992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456494932719018,0.2057773047329532,0.0,0.12669476962260334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424855666225085,0.2508097375722429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,icy_eyes,2020/04/15,"How lonely life be sometimes. Back in the day I used to get so lonely that I would walk around the little pond near my house every day almost full blown crying the lyrics to any Lil Peep song that played. Most of my friends would make excuses not to hang out and the relationship that I was in was so toxic that I didn’t have any escape yk. Walking around that damn pond while the rain is falling down onto me is what got me through. (Btw, I’ve never been able to get through the toxic relationship, I need advice)",5.7189644012945,5.652553533980588,5.539951456310681,85.91957119741105,67.05825242718447,8.031715210355989,25.904530744336572,7.1686216300943375,0.9936161812297736,406,9,85,3,6,126,70,103,0.113,0.818,0.069,-0.568,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,14,16,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,1,9,2,15,8,2,19,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,2,5,56,15,0,0.1915458800353301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871764171018178,0.0,0.0,0.1918055301103376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051553362425983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410328866325425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728695832560834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104041549172025,0.24706249285500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138566523583014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798787176519662,0.0,0.2001496331076184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319673831340128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101822811863392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352945197536108,0.0,0.19197929270363429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785836230171732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202884297716414,0.1477319911121856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112971822269321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894437731704118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654341401440471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213739491463784,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Seeker__99,2020/04/15,Did you ever feel as sad and lonely as the Joker? [Like this?](https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn%3AANd9GcS4UqyHjxZ3qOHmedyzrUNegiUQ708gD_uAenVrevIYOlL3AE85&usqp=CAU),22.09552631578948,29.341624736842114,10.483552631578947,28.36111842105268,64.78947368421052,8.215789473684211,25.802631578947373,8.07648339933343,3.6397263157894737,166,4,12,3,4,39,17,19,0.348,0.5670000000000001,0.085,-0.6848,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6871178653739091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736388436868185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320653043177016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098211451772962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dave70a,2020/04/15,I am only loved by people... Who don't really know me. Once they get to know me they don't love me. Even my mother. I am not the only one who feels like this.,-2.3916666666666657,-0.6373034999999962,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,97.88888888888887,3.991111111111112,7.2,5.6839178017228535,-1.9494933333333333,118,0,31,1,5,42,26,36,0.087,0.748,0.165,0.4646,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934093043113146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260288142743988,0.21561125512245052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576819012720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317308901241904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744784272982542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447858940278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214150135687613,0.204512493939789,0.4590762303247484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923523867008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334553813115699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peepboy1469,2020/04/15,"Anyone ever just feel so alone?? People day they care but your always left out?? I'm not sure what to say but I've just been feeling so lonely since I've been in isolation cuz of this cornona stuff I've been mostly alone with my family I have friends and recently I introduced one of them to my main friend group and she got along with them so well alittle too well because now when we talk and try to have fun she doesn't seem all that interested but when shes around them she seems to be having so much more fun and talks more sne seems more interested then what I say or do is just meh, I just dont feel like I'm enough for anyone at this point not even my friends especially because I'm always talking to them first because if I'm not with them things dont change they stay happy whenever I say I gotta go and dont seem to care they say they do but they seem better off without me.....",1.1798684210526318,3.2584334202127683,2.3912877939529693,95.54184210526316,81.81914893617021,5.660022396416575,18.937290033594625,6.8360192770164,-0.04214255319148963,705,17,162,8,19,225,103,188,0.08900000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.243,0.99,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,10,2,17,16,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,1,3,39,32,19,0,1,14,0,3,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,7,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,1,2,2,4,7,26,15,19,26,8,17,0,1,0,0,27,7,0,8,9,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063603595305536,0.0,0.0,0.1692249915068786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422051164955256,0.0,0.0,0.0905238081734488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596403717680096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993470193945026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735522381620547,0.0,0.10757233635863396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558029617289687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575324558392535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507080458228246,0.0,0.06716391232795255,0.0919825456702956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586232128199174,0.0,0.15424940367768308,0.07264587059287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649569307458854,0.0,0.0,0.2356915049680361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791588515359114,0.0,0.08132911924604425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824868205694996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048422295957464,0.0,0.0,0.04967958141177178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475232179527921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890636651105829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049760024477855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612795314038093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040455359120924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234652627622944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628643176283385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411729850043606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838579304991068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640834014151362,0.0,0.0,0.09583966147194067,0.0,0.0,0.24519869544322875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675569358045327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903942292504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828593051870572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802352644396864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nephren1,2020/04/15,Flash news boys and girls I got friendzoned well i am kinda upset about it but not that much cuz i am glad that it did not ruin our friendship we are still friends and nothing is weird about it she is a great person the person who i genuinely wanted to be with after a very long time but you don't always get what you want i guess gotta live with it..,-0.284399999999998,1.9704750266666693,1.1803333333333337,99.9585,92.06666666666666,3.5333333333333337,14.166666666666668,4.935628992294339,-1.245133333333333,277,5,63,1,10,88,56,75,0.055999999999999994,0.675,0.26899999999999996,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,10,4,6,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804064969646347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245366208839569,0.0,0.13690657790044578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957961163706526,0.2889031760703901,0.28866975109284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313886444880093,0.23189968334850686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263165168957053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514371896145394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576114323347848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926776491714336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527992978100091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621280122274364,0.3091193339246189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356079994508919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ReusedThrowAway1991Q,2020/04/15,"Lonely but don't want to meet new people? Actually it's more conflicting... I DO want to meet people and 1 days have a romantic relationship but at the same time I don't want to meet or speak to new people. I just wish I didn't have bad anxiety and depression, i feel like I have no quality of life.. I've never had a relationship or a date and honestly the way I'm feeling I feel like I'll never have that in my life. I hate the thought but at the same time I don't want to change it even though I do?",1.4230202020202007,2.6786161909090933,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,78.0,8.161616161616159,22.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,1.2543737373737385,391,11,94,9,9,138,57,110,0.17,0.614,0.215,0.8063,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,2,23,22,9,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,4,11,3,9,19,3,12,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,10,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.15679261262141525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291357581106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415433842525434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996958258401698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362009363710206,0.0,0.13838648564642028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612228505507727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372164484298706,0.2295680975071269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863025284617527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697465152970386,0.1569923644189737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478401731536708,0.3103558749855938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33416902781115915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34500301557342106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578593415007568,0.12755555392057658,0.18737817238831628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379073835226058,0.12753388810248314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476477377282852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OreoIvoirienne,2020/04/15,"I lost my childhood and my teenage years I know it may seem like I am exaggerating since I am only 15 years old but I feel like I lost my entire youth and I am never going to get it back. In this entire lifetime I never went out once with friends, no one ever came to my house except for schoolwork, I never did any of the things kids do with their friends. I never learned how to make friends and now it’s too late. Even my therapists seems to think I am an lost case.",3.054155844155844,3.8447970707070698,3.9903607503607503,91.6436363636364,73.24242424242425,6.465223665223665,24.24386724386725,6.1826913282559595,0.41615036075036027,366,10,84,2,7,118,64,99,0.11,0.725,0.16399999999999998,0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,5,23,20,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,1,17,5,11,13,0,18,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,3,15,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993103377976502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122936308711726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702770917712886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645622628280624,0.1320990533714053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738408215038341,0.1043290405449168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338484051154217,0.0,0.07629843563440529,0.0,0.08299633457713786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850737910743654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025825336927023,0.0,0.1647363788800756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426928473996783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782507284491639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974809983404034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505317202936841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324152771439056,0.15552490505802294,0.09895862004081726,0.1110679092785708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26589365516049424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080352226711563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695605030136554,0.09702065977212357,0.09357477304316524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537799378956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808640189879625 lonely,yoyoyoyoyoyoyo55,2020/04/16,"I feel alone. I feel alone but I am surrounded by my supporting family. They know what’s going on, they are trying to help me but I just feel like nothing is getting better I talk to randoms online I don’t have any real friends. I always think about the worst possible outcome what just brings me down I need help ? Can anyone help",0.5672727272727265,3.057501484848487,2.1809696969697008,91.18145454545456,94.75757575757576,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.4465503030303033,262,8,51,4,10,85,48,66,0.14800000000000002,0.5770000000000001,0.275,0.903,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,16,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,6,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315792103712882,0.0,0.0,0.17336536903377675,0.0,0.0,0.1416863529299311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568440677827368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427021507685232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964155123601993,0.0,0.3160467559040716,0.14884655099660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097206593841631,0.0,0.1088552039901909,0.0,0.11841111623995745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189614124226181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450468767499565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017901539034237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449020250221498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999191491450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348853229438925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714993603924306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364351272642005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746526598934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350340571538985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145717989641612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,raven7589,2020/04/16,im pathetic so alone i know i dont have any skills to get girl so what point anymore be alone forever just wish had some comfort is all im just nothing ugly as fuck and have no social skill fml,-0.26162790697674154,1.8168856279069807,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,88.06976744186045,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.2333851162790692,154,5,36,2,5,52,35,43,0.215,0.578,0.207,-0.0978,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,8,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968247895216926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310630999104386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378668746110423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811025604993499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221737575913506,0.12531179100179715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181585875473743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318153562226396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301426639848385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267358947866115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444969976685425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758158070894288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,breakboyoscar,2020/04/16,"abandonment. This seems to be a recurring pattern with my relationships and I have no clue why. I LOVE to love; and it hurts when unrequited. I keep asking for reasons why but all they tell me is ""It's not actually you, it's me."" Or ""You're just a really good guy"" And I'm tired of it 💔. This time it felt like something special; I thought she'd stay. We were literally doppelgangers and everything matched, I was finally able to let my guard down again, and allow someone in. And then she just stopped talking to me out of nowhere and wouldn't get back to me no matter how much space and time apart I gave her or how many times I reached out. I got stonewalled. It was an ""almost"" relationship but this hurt me the most. I am broken 😪. Can anyone help on how I could get over this? I'm tired of feeling this way.",1.4636684491978578,3.672420678787884,2.8559001782531186,91.8744385026738,81.60606060606061,6.549019607843138,23.645276292335115,7.724431198458867,1.0513992869875226,632,23,141,11,17,205,109,165,0.157,0.695,0.14800000000000002,-0.5735,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,5,1,38,26,17,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,2,23,5,16,14,3,20,0,3,0,2,16,8,0,5,11,92,34,0,0.1437315402515926,0.0,0.14026124976161095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392637558399646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050043486868218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343695878035189,0.0,0.0,0.11052068243497126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147579393490218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917664051491493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267498540077642,0.0,0.13800481875696732,0.15745087680343575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501875949618076,0.0,0.0,0.12055519666629733,0.11495524286528093,0.0,0.0,0.14231682228964435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634022169980508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077351731315057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775519704097196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146975238017042,0.0,0.07021997040639898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259446653462114,0.0,0.0,0.14572122225782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565922004790326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207810514160113,0.14777996183286204,0.0,0.3086277684057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084779606592428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178326762869675,0.11065156177339554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531986978182427,0.0,0.12016600352267068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552596760025115,0.1256277014039716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141067879909222,0.25143305093739626,0.33039652351096843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140874064992047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593907181321851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CommercialButton,2020/04/16,"Tumblr anon didn't come back I had someone anonymously send me an ask on tumblr that was like ""you like X *and* Y? Why aren't we friends already haha"" and I was so happy that someone noticed me there and sent me an ask and maybe wanted to be friends and I of course answered them. (btw I'm not a creator there, I just reblog gif sets and pictures so it's a miracle anyone follows me) They had autocorrect turn one word into 'naked' in the middle of a sentence and I at first read 'naked stripper' and made a joke about my dirty mind. They sent another ask saying they can't believe they didn't notice that misspell earlier and that they're so embarrassed and added laughing emojis after that. They also said something like ""how can I ever reveal myself now haha"". I replied that the misspell is totally okay and that it's a miracle that hasn't happened to me yet since I'm always the one embarrassing myself. I told my age and what country I lived in (they're already in written in my bio) and that I'm always up for a chat if they wanna talk. They didn't come back. And I'm a little sad about it because I would've liked an internet friend, someone else to talk to. Someone who liked the two things I liked about! My friends don't care about those things so I'm kind of alone with them. 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Sometimes I feel like my whole life is just some cruel joke. I realy like physics, I always did. Since like 5th grade I dreamed about visiting college and studying physics. I really sucked (and stil does) in mathematics but I was like second best in class in physics for whole elementary school, so I thought it would be ok. Later I went to grammary school where everything was harder and my grades from physics dropped. Now I fullfild my dream. I am studying at university in neighbouring state and I realized that maybe I don't have what it takes to become physicist. I stil can understand like everything, but the mathemarics is really hard and sometimes I feel like I can't solve more complex problems. I think most of the people here are really briliant, they can solve everything, they have great grades and so on. My friend swhom I met here also got an internship after first year. Now is my second year, fourth semester from six. I am still hanging on but I don't know long I can last. I am repeating my second subject, which I thing I will fail again. All of it makes me little bit depressed and worried. I fell in love with physics and I don't want to lose but I thing I will. Also my social life makes me sad. I was loner in elementary school and still it is little bit hard to make a friend for me. All the harder find a girlfriend. I am 21 and had not been in relationship because like to my 18 I cold not find courage to ask someone I like to date. Now it is better and in first semester on party organized for physics studets I met a girl whom I fell in love with. I tried to ask her out but she was like only girl in her ""class"" (she is studying astrophysics) and there was a student who was really sexist and he wanted her but she hated him and she was sick of men because of him. So I tought I should wait and we became friends. Later he dropped out and after some time I asked her out but she said that she has no time. I thing it was true but I also took it like she is not interested. It hurt, still it hurts because (as a friend) I asked her if she want to write a comics with me (she is really good artist) and she agreed but every time we met for discussion she seemed like she was in hury and so on. Now I thing she is avoiding me which makes me sad. But I am not surprised, I am not someone handsome. I am skinny and almost bald. Anyway I tried to move on. I met a girl from lower grade and I think it looked good. Even we went to date! But she did not pass last semeater and she lives too far away. I was really hoping for the best. Now I am home because of the pandemic, studyng from home overwhelmd with homeworks and I fear that I can't handle it. Also I can't go see other people and I am thinking about the girl I fell in love with and that she does not like me in that way. All of it makes me really sad. But maybe it shold not, that is life and maybe I am just a cry baby. 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I make music... mainly started for myself as a way to cope (after suicide attempts) I started to get a little bit of love and buzz going about a year ago, but havent really grown since. I've been struggling personally with (being very blunt here) staying alive since about july last year. It has hindered my ability to be passionate about my music, I dont make money off of it so its basically a hobby at this point, which is the most depressing and crushing part about it. I am only 19 but my mind and body feel older. I have no one irl that I can actually talk to, my ""best friend"" doesnt EVER contact me first for anything. I broke up with my ex because I didnt want to get too close because im afraid im going to die via suicide in the near future. It has put me in a stuck and spinning circle of just nothingness.",4.332626527050612,4.5667617696335085,5.691845549738223,82.60419066317628,70.04712041884817,8.042059336823735,27.958551483420592,7.793537801064563,1.6076279232111688,722,23,149,8,12,244,119,191,0.18100000000000002,0.7,0.11900000000000001,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,0,2,7,0,14,3,1,3,1,21,30,9,3,2,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,1,1,1,4,7,4,0,2,3,1,20,5,29,25,5,27,0,2,0,2,8,10,0,1,11,103,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.12879736720609886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699587264065807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861160489351904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091247038186726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385090890297232,0.0,0.14409236919832105,0.14660449552325272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367764533141715,0.0,0.13697857794622628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546842916087412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938710473693648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673508754036192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226554226281428,0.0,0.0,0.10197052851775272,0.0,0.2068686132232557,0.0,0.1500191233177672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851307861208075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758459415251977,0.0,0.13975202302379433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322826641666579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191207334639736,0.0,0.2643010800237743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326623848565736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943578953755882,0.1003797966717574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429258348073073,0.0,0.0,0.1152433577382508,0.0,0.0,0.12476756243357727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268039701949033,0.0,0.0,0.2640394788508167,0.0,0.08455234456930144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835709488311747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683794113401853,0.14067740713795387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797835730296118,0.0,0.2887381978642559,0.14977390484953013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060837579597974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890064119146753,0.15569519232300327,0.10476277384839956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998676667236315 lonely,gayranuj,2020/04/16,Gay and single Relationshipz in gay world r so difficult to get...,4.98,7.212943666666668,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,70.66666666666666,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.065566666666667,52,2,9,2,1,18,11,12,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.5009,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheetahsarecute,2020/04/16,"I just feel so lonely and would like some UK friends. I’m 18 and have no real life friends who live in my country. I just have online friends from other countries. I’m from England so if anyone from England or the UK wants to chat, please message me. If you’re lonely like me then at least we can relate on one thing :)",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000001,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,78.54545454545455,4.4,23.12121212121212,3.1291,-0.1391333333333331,249,8,54,0,6,78,48,66,0.10800000000000001,0.648,0.244,0.8725,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,8,8,0,4,5,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,7,7,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196955414797582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242457670676772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.652869872325677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895710548057854,0.27522673740740194,0.0,0.24872633936111785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087192265415734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091972420662933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206105928201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713397438486698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661406516360005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009557106911727,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cluelesswan,2020/04/16,"Haven't been hit up at all during quarantine I texted my friends and we had like 4 exchanges worth of texts and the conversation ends. Just realised it's almost always been like this so I'm especially feeling lonely during this quarantine. I admit I prefer talking irl way more but this is driving me nuts. Everyone seems to be having calls with each other for hours including my friends. I already don't see them that much since I don't share a lot of classes with them. I feel like that one person who isn't added to the other groupchat if that makes sense? (not for certain tho, just a feeling..) Maybe I'm just being too sensitive or overthinking lol Anyone feel the same? Or know how to cope with this loneliness?",2.7950000000000017,5.4825664710144935,3.3893043478260867,87.14917391304351,79.94202898550725,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.3634573913043484,575,21,107,9,15,180,96,138,0.08,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.8649,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,5,1,11,0,0,2,2,30,23,9,0,2,8,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,8,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,3,5,12,7,12,17,6,6,0,1,1,0,12,2,0,6,5,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047669555482783,0.0,0.22565953445097525,0.0,0.17015186114866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298399439182666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208806907666732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111723104661887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539872831683075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135846663170546,0.14608752496986854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159765616976349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013812216776031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238222389358073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997101017891677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738498808135545,0.0,0.0,0.1364985022843215,0.0,0.20543744860277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032350204767106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856755320176278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855257036489428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629518628584059,0.1861597968538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915604210936236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436112266626707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231445279192186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Crebyn,2020/04/16,"Is there anyone willing to teach me how to have normal functional conversations with people? Like become a pen pal of sort These days, I spend my days speaking to only three people - my mum and two brothers. Other than them, a community support team accompany me for walks. I suffer with depression and anxiety and it’s tore my life apart. I crave human interaction, but I’ll never initiate conversations with anybody. Phone calls are persistently rejected unless they’re from my family. At Uni, I never made any friends. I remember during every seminar I’d sit by myself listening to the other students’ free flowing debates in disbelief how effortlessly their words came out and so articulately. I was too afraid to speak for fear of humiliating myself as I have done in the past by forgetting halfway through what I was saying or just speaking gibberish nonsense. I’m always beating myself up after every interaction with my support team for not being able to keep the conversation going. They have to think of a plethora of topics to keep me communicating with them and so there’s no awkward silences. Whenever somebody responds to something I tweeted, it takes me several minutes or hours to compose a reply just because of the overthinking I do. Is it offensive? Is it just too weird? Does it make sense? I don’t know. Guess I also find it difficult to talk because I’m so ashamed of how little I have accomplished. So I’m always scared that once people know I struggle with finding a job that lead to three suicide attempts last year, hence my embarrassment. Sorry for the long post.",6.181054798859679,8.257343648083626,6.930479885967696,68.60989151092812,67.22299651567944,9.538739309471016,34.299809946151406,9.910423181423305,3.9083951219512185,1285,61,197,31,22,424,177,287,0.215,0.737,0.047,-0.9949,1,1,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,4,7,15,18,1,7,10,0,15,1,0,6,2,42,32,18,1,1,8,2,0,1,2,1,1,5,0,1,12,13,0,2,6,2,2,5,5,13,0,3,5,5,31,6,41,25,0,24,1,3,0,0,25,7,0,4,11,139,43,8,0.12478444678813574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997900770130933,0.2076613120026843,0.0,0.0,0.08485770285694265,0.0,0.09545976024287336,0.0,0.0,0.08725218657716721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213488110937304,0.13781461766142014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274188719082285,0.14272016416969627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095129003726172,0.0,0.1074766611701803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091997102918453,0.1276978132988193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102725566561272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176356709004892,0.1404171947779123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228101447406989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640815404730986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091787676840226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374641364600566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288754417366105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238293088812175,0.22182829960858672,0.0,0.0,0.13715653711909725,0.10171597889058404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813894508097421,0.060963377594812025,0.12506679773212545,0.0,0.11043030866995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180740607126336,0.08329458719818993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924829161602813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222622636056786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289136330558524,0.0,0.09490419478490417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912087411374005,0.2595294707273141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195090064160004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135645293683807,0.0,0.0,0.09923360056688307,0.12493100005767226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097090638995038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606516355399176,0.0,0.1396859719261878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304517973910743,0.0,0.13649393145095612,0.2832078229051597,0.0,0.0,0.09382237436866432,0.10029701157746902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995683492671238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189627262272967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035709251276553 lonely,Echo-Blank,2020/04/16,"Every single one of my chats ever: (Chat is going really nicely) Them: (sends picture) Also them: Now show me what you look like! Me: (sends picture) Them: 👻 It hurts, man. Or if they call you cute, which is the equivalent of “You’re not good looking, but I don’t want to be awkward and say nothing”. Most men don’t wanna be called cute :\ It’s almost an insult, but I know you’re trying to be nice...",-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,1.6104012345679024,95.53930555555556,96.4074074074074,3.6876543209876544,14.157407407407408,5.46131890053228,-0.8915851851851855,300,6,64,2,12,100,61,81,0.14800000000000002,0.746,0.106,-0.5758,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,4,0,3,9,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,3,11,6,5,9,2,5,0,1,2,0,16,0,0,4,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495101197118069,0.0,0.0,0.1992630415124512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088656652542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539065962715404,0.2099384550049077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161039098730122,0.2089939486771382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667441585186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693860936734611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217330260083914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184840434866018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390875939291157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884563573731712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596261904289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815185698869006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917167229889546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469683102533658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluebaby6669,2020/04/16,"I have no friends I'm 21 (female) and I literally have 1 friend who I rarely ever see. I'm lonely as fuck and suck at making friends. Any lonely peeps out there wanna be friends? Lmao this is the saddest post ever 😂😭",-0.8401552795031044,1.2988451086956552,1.5945962732919268,95.33456521739132,97.91304347826087,3.4981366459627328,17.440993788819874,5.288315135182226,-0.5760397515527949,169,5,37,1,7,57,35,46,0.284,0.452,0.265,-0.0516,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,9,0,5,0,2,1,1,5,2,2,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927840516607515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503361397123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7692792999427134,0.2301283329755352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616022358802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840256485834915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836201506621726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tkxboxer,2020/04/16,"Hard to Be Friend I’ve been alone for a couple years now, I know a lot of people have been for longer but my biggest challenge is hanging out with friends and they all go into detail about their relationships, their flings, flirts and pick ups, Im never that lucky, and my last few dating attempts were nightmares, so when they start going into discussing dating, amazing sex, all that, I just instantly sink into depression about how worthless and how meant to be alone I am, all of this while just smiling and giving advice on the surface, I sometimes really hate social outings because I’m always just the guy in the corner watching other people hook up and always find love and intimacy, Sigh, makes loneliness the only person I know really",12.82897810218978,8.784703284671536,11.202569343065694,63.54808759124089,56.299270072992705,13.003795620437955,41.9985401459854,9.888512548439397,4.2970099270072994,598,20,96,7,5,187,97,137,0.159,0.6659999999999999,0.175,0.4044,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,10,11,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,4,4,30,19,13,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,4,2,11,7,17,13,5,23,0,2,1,2,13,11,0,2,9,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971298164395002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597493819428832,0.0,0.0,0.2890226538324017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587053181610334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216783694586095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958583058576558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873559941614873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683614031435601,0.0,0.0,0.16660467111883795,0.19740675574175215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196533393006272,0.0,0.0,0.15557848661880655,0.17146788587906406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759856145465767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089423044823764,0.1415681229816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476520843850153,0.15674826658526422,0.0,0.11592926197819675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394869441382767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208749367915776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408084447826189,0.15164611596686964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252101815619355,0.0,0.0,0.1864617140831301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703956334954232,0.0,0.0,0.17176879489653665,0.0,0.12292790076705808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118408619704526 lonely,whatsuppsourya,2020/04/16,"M20 Hey there, anyone up for being a friend. Can assure you wouldn't get bored.",-0.5120833333333329,1.4360036250000014,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,106.5,2.1333333333333333,5.333333333333333,3.1291,-2.6401416666666666,62,0,13,0,3,19,16,16,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.7517,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998473942778659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.66279347556834,0.0,0.4482052122879593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheLlamaOnFire,2020/04/16,"How does it feel to be wanted? I've always wondered this. To have someone who wants to talk to you and enjoys your company. I've seen people who are always texting on their phones and I thought that there are people who want to talk to them. What's so different about me? I've realised that my friends only talk to me because I'm there, not because they want to. None of them go out of their way to speak to me and nothing would change if I wasn't there. I just kinda want to feel like people want me around.",2.2324737945492683,3.875185433962265,3.0297484276729603,94.31829140461218,76.73584905660377,5.4658280922431866,22.155136268343817,5.82211442006289,0.09056519916142536,400,11,88,2,9,126,64,106,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8875,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,21,19,6,0,8,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,15,3,17,14,1,5,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,3,1,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806950095704785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433988671868337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639056145721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040546001900994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829844266885674,0.0,0.0,0.14096565007838713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628977701957533,0.11507840599083018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445306010258896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154772090620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869748125392792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545643943820661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251160261566132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350259854884213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364859080085582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884195315212276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278826629645405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700689231345538,0.12786094158567515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746886722794888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144294162808498,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darlene_alderson,2020/04/16,"My Potential Partner Makes Me Feel Lonely Hi guys, To get straight to the point, I've liked this guy from my college for a long time now. When I first started liking him, it was during my second year of college and he had a girlfriend. But after college ended, I told him how I felt and he said he felt the same way but needed time to figure out what he wants. In September (the start of university) he told me that they broke up. So we started a long-distance thing since he moved somewhere else for uni. In December, we finally saw each other and had a great time. We made out and made plans to spend a whole day together the next day. But when I went home, I got a text from him that he still isn't over his ex. This was really upsetting since he kept reassured me the whole time that he's over her, but he wasn't. We didn't speak for 2 months until he messaged me to just catch up. I thought I was over him but as we kept talking, those feelings came back. Not long after, he told me still has feelings for me and I said the same. We agreed to try and start things up again but it's been really delayed due to Covid-19. I feel super lonely not being able to see him, especially since he is a very slow texter (he goes days ignoring my messages). It makes it even worse that him and his ex are at the same uni and it makes me a little paranoid sometimes, especially since he said that he 'thinks' he's over her now. No matter how bad the situation is, I can't seem to let him go. I don't know what to do since I am now in love with him and he doesn't even know it. Sorry about the length...",2.22459393128068,3.6476284518072326,3.386880856760378,92.68136769299423,76.22891566265059,6.605265506470326,21.934850513163767,7.242747475848597,0.4596455600178486,1234,32,283,14,27,399,163,332,0.10099999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.085,-0.6694,0,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,6,0,1,3,16,12,0,1,17,0,20,1,0,7,0,58,58,22,0,2,9,2,6,2,2,0,0,4,1,3,19,20,0,4,12,0,1,5,9,6,0,2,25,12,42,6,37,31,6,56,0,3,2,1,56,16,0,1,36,176,61,3,0.0910588157011277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700186085489152,0.07603030758116881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414702681679626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617620905807346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606795610626838,0.0,0.08065108302278194,0.0,0.0,0.1202869779489012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416829291907966,0.0,0.17486148600455115,0.09975048168083732,0.0,0.07745458211796166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757447288981974,0.0,0.05175082341418218,0.0,0.0728280532973138,0.10039266577635228,0.0,0.18032508758145416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133941663024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008708743115743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311380847791972,0.0,0.08897347558625465,0.09126485534175252,0.0,0.2417525593250271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218413634379464,0.17232410625292305,0.18234739969138425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268227794086397,0.09678111035942223,0.0,0.06751895804032197,0.0,0.0,0.09684208353789034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860800136478775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666921806475546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598533579722517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256208668918697,0.08289652588436462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37662396661905184,0.1023539240628867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005949709630381,0.10193288908236747,0.257807593721642,0.0,0.14543937568877602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318962681393207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099086199350476,0.058346812307455226,0.0,0.07229052829827938,0.2123885108437029,0.0,0.0,0.26103180192673753,0.0,0.06182295860341992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513305940407929,0.053708848753088415,0.07227824946456461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441243443418192,0.0,0.2033278316650544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279671257171278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586388918309817 lonely,NotAHorribleBoss,2020/04/16,Something you really want but can't have because of corona? In my part of the world alcohol is banned currently and it's difficult to get meat and poultry. So yeah I've been missing my monthly hangout place where I just order beer and wings.,3.9864893617021298,6.076256106382981,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,73.04255319148936,8.104255319148937,30.89893617021277,8.841846274778883,2.784919148936171,195,9,35,4,4,63,42,47,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.7589,1,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348820431097525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480593982514098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126029701799381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248058723731668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406631318597449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251529208462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606883564068415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327288640656525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400165482925422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,allieisawkward,2020/04/16,"Lost a friend I started chatting with someone I met here on Snapchat. Yesterday (April 15th) they texted me early, there is a time difference between us. I messaged him later but didn't hear from him. I don't think he even opened my messages. I think the day (the 14th) before it took me a while to get to their messages but we chatted most of the day as far as I can remember. Then this morning their Snapchat profile was totally gone and so is their Reddit, or he blocked me. We hadn't been talking that long but I really enjoyed his company. I don't think he was lying about his identity. We would share face pics and videos that I think were recorded in the moment, but I guess anything is possible. Anyway, I looked forward to talking to him and I'm genuinely really sad I don't have him to talk to during these long work at home days. He did express a few times feeling bad about himself, saying he was ugly a few times. I'm sad at the thought he might have had a bout of depression and decided I didn't like him or something. Well maybe you have a new Reddit and you're following me and reading this. Perhaps you can figure out I'm talking about you and I want you to know you can talk to me any time again. And you're not ugly! And I miss you.",2.270066496163686,4.196788521568628,3.4029326513213998,90.41232736572891,77.50980392156862,6.473998294970162,25.98891730605285,7.423996415210882,1.2563469735720374,983,38,206,13,23,317,139,255,0.152,0.782,0.066,-0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,6,4,2,10,11,0,0,12,0,24,1,1,0,1,39,46,20,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,6,15,0,1,10,4,0,4,7,6,1,0,15,4,43,5,23,29,4,30,0,5,1,0,44,8,0,5,21,137,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855879809547042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357068259865654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508644928960446,0.0,0.0,0.10709616978771172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350463450974474,0.0,0.10840159607921787,0.0,0.0,0.1314951683280185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312824063569738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363775377974197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723783433532172,0.0,0.06575578334308835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864714100419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185148615619048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624616786679813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916844724486937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061488023182945765,0.0,0.0,0.2227613248310629,0.10568929982001472,0.0,0.1373892357560415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264416100117189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335157999773457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121554760364965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188635765508933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589239006450048,0.0,0.1612561392669727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257295442204873,0.0,0.0,0.10008759640481173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663935544133768,0.09689189209529617,0.0,0.0,0.08908317448006238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058007951958039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225797463050697,0.0,0.09991745631208544,0.2935560197575657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983323668367545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139207568070776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423450450820462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316175455833145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162636394273202,0.0,0.0,0.08940614729949392,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smilysuzuya,2020/04/16,Gonna be alone forever I guess So I'm going to become a chef after 3 years of study and with shifts and stuff having a social life will be difficult. So I guess anime and cigarettes will keep me company. I'm not asking for much but having better social skills would be nice especially when it comes to talking to women.,3.8100000000000014,5.407093750000001,5.442625000000002,78.83987500000002,72.4375,8.245000000000001,22.175,8.841846274778883,1.5914099999999998,256,6,47,5,5,87,48,64,0.052000000000000005,0.828,0.12,0.743,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393152999467781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601606881963975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551948933358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043596203553738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990434062064019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313204673395614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090917964539782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538260098276875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320916511147596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986052962126905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710865767343455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451596196466315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572257142056806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414307505032805,0.0,0.0,0.14879930736344973 lonely,SunkistSkies,2020/04/16,"My birthday was the loneliest it’s ever been My birthday was last week. I woke up that morning, and song myself happy birthday. I took a shower and ordered me some BBQ. ( back at home we always had a cookout for my birthday) I picked up my food, with curbside pickup, and drove home and sat on my bed and ate my BBQ. I did get plenty of Facebook happy birthday wishes, which put a little smile on my face for a moment. But all in all, I just laid back in bed and watched a few movies. As a backstory, I moved away from home earlier this year after graduation. I’m currently a healthcare worker. The thing is I didn’t really get a chance to make friends prior to the pandemic. So I’m just kind of stuck in the foreign city by myself with no life lines. I’m trying my best though. My best to be the best for my patients. But it’s kind of hard. Before this I was volunteering at a couple local animal shelters walking dogs, but since the pandemic started that hasn’t been an option. I had thoughts about tinder, maybe dating would help. Not sure how that would work though. Do you FaceTime? Do you go walking in the park wearing N95s? Lol. Truth is, I think I’m finally in that point in my life where I am ready for a relationship, but that’s not really what I’m looking for. I truly just want people to talk to. People that can take my mind off work. People I could laugh with and just make my everyday fear of contracting covid-19 at work or not being able to save every patient a have a lil less overbearing. I don’t think I’ve ever said this about myself until today. But I truly am lonely.",2.623848214285715,4.504978831250003,3.9490178571428594,87.10562500000003,76.3125,6.446428571428572,23.30357142857143,7.310402129719878,0.9386071428571424,1246,38,249,15,28,409,175,320,0.052000000000000005,0.79,0.158,0.9867,2,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,0,7,15,14,0,1,20,1,24,6,2,4,6,46,49,19,0,5,13,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,6,0,14,11,2,0,3,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,17,5,35,12,40,27,8,44,0,1,2,0,8,19,0,3,17,171,49,5,0.1067528549402896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882692710322816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002978213054976,0.1641727119772039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083881683489617,0.0,0.3360916053962166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523346811095579,0.11812000351967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193128138019557,0.08994388450007379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012664086814764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169425345487616,0.0,0.0,0.12908597593739268,0.0,0.08247699091496144,0.0,0.11154792128939957,0.0,0.06067010758307409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272807982904197,0.09562958962886672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155418841287117,0.0,0.32124545280261224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223333416967956,0.0,0.08701782489008461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508053970026333,0.0,0.10699440563143592,0.0,0.0,0.08964551175629748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251671924429446,0.0,0.10724759134646283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778995167156637,0.0,0.0,0.11346139037289953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202696453286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091595349066476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731610455137364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677722487565375,0.0,0.0,0.11461261506518175,0.0,0.0,0.10154641120601718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830706476017171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556022018066595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061330241307888,0.0,0.08026486135837763,0.08580390107472989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092185331009776,0.1368058379087602,0.2097682759299704,0.08474984241297953,0.0,0.0,0.10118922419969907,0.0,0.11860634978559753,0.07247818106301905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629655997148818,0.0,0.08563070100015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276051476729186,0.0,0.0,0.2331520494506905,0.0,0.0,0.1516683305210855,0.0,0.0,0.06874533855171365 lonely,one_lonely_squirrel,2020/04/16,Feeling some type of way Ever since a horrible breakup six months ago-he ghosted me after being together for a year and a half- I haven’t been feeling like my regular self..I feel like I lost a big part of me and I’m having a lot of trouble trying to put myself back together. If anyone has advice I’d really appreciate it.,3.3367164179104485,4.545245358208955,5.8389850746268674,77.06683582089553,73.02985074626865,8.942089552238807,28.32537313432836,9.3871,2.642644179104477,257,10,49,6,5,92,52,67,0.128,0.7070000000000001,0.165,0.1263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,3,6,2,6,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345349427694109,0.2127543369449018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678205356890097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455283457416755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710273819737716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640687226006185,0.3429263086711802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451347379871906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619992095357919,0.2040478743911001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915736501379212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990738417004544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127628826846464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375651807162258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503827192996223,0.0,0.0,0.19853870863359094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295099957680229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050872465460997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455853705140982 lonely,G4L_Mobile,2020/04/16,"I hate my life I am just turn 19 this year. I am a Malaysian Chinese. 1. Fking bad memory (I cannot even remember what movies i watch or what I write an hour ago) 2. Loss of concentration (I cannot focus in anything anymore) 3. Socially Inept (I have the poorest in social skills in the world) 4. Shy and Awkward (I am fucking scared to do anything freely in front of people) 5. Boring (I cannot be any interesting. Even in talking, just 1 minute is enough to make the other person bored of me) 6. Jealousy, very high (I am fucking Jealous of my peers, everyone of them so happy and sociable) 7. No Friends (I have not a single friend from birth until now. 8. Ugly (I am very short for a man. Just 151 cm. I am too skinny and my face is Fking ugly like an old man) I AM FUCKING DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO PLACE TO RANT ABOUT IT. I JUST RANT HERE AND CRY ALONE.",-0.9196869983948625,1.1815474887640498,1.6061396468699876,94.87014044943821,99.3932584269663,4.115890850722312,18.154895666131626,5.985473137389443,-0.14798459069020842,655,21,143,7,28,222,112,178,0.301,0.637,0.062,-0.9932,0,1,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,1,2,12,17,5,2,8,0,17,6,2,1,0,13,23,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,0,1,22,5,17,22,2,19,0,2,1,3,10,10,3,1,9,90,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453234828036525,0.0,0.0,0.15718491142687505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320681024708507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051214997995493,0.0,0.0,0.24978273039943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267191620878635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667089972689125,0.0,0.0,0.13071675289255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681595067139792,0.0,0.20048143353219014,0.0,0.0,0.14501993687683049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345097198260628,0.4209186252183088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615588655019106,0.0,0.14983855877052404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035023945458854,0.0,0.0,0.14945999038699725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719756809450473,0.07414572315322103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130569607882732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925400742284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521617538180816,0.13251714945415252,0.15856428361384772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192250231010892,0.12960824644475166,0.0,0.0,0.15194531059446242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094148257752241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198462006067187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507898848160318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504474501202915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977330156220924 lonely,Revathy_Rupakula26,2020/04/16,"It's always hard to get over an ""almost relationship"" There are always few parts of your life, which leave you in a kind of daze, you don't even know what to do, a battle between the two words, hello and goodbye, if said hello, a new hope for the foolish heart, if said goodbye, a pain and a mark inside your heart that you had to leave, when you are in between there's even more bigger battle which goes on, you don't even know whether to wave hi or bye, then you finally realise this is what unrequited love is all about.. There's strength in loving but there's even more bigger strength in accepting the fact that you are not the one anymore",6.295681063122919,5.70286651937985,5.958383167220379,85.16720930232562,65.97674418604653,8.611738648947952,29.281284606866002,7.447530270364453,1.5015284606866004,507,14,107,4,7,157,76,129,0.092,0.782,0.126,0.8626,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,0,2,10,11,2,0,10,0,9,6,2,0,2,16,17,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,3,9,7,16,14,5,12,0,0,0,2,18,8,0,5,5,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720796485303956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612650828891375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569700297493905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147752637543024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198051299602854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202348615504121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063681743715342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720800173764716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559316077992757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634862896921073,0.17256085735769985,0.0,0.0,0.3324703911441668,0.0,0.0,0.11089031736467214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833885048047161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516268941980911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638397672703774,0.0,0.16705390861347172,0.0,0.0,0.17001044841727067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685540373379486,0.0,0.0,0.2986766784130973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336144929221432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Matchesto_gaming,2020/04/16,"22 M want people to talk to Hi. I’m 22 from wales, I like rugby and gaming, I have a funny sense of humour and I don’t mind carrying a conversation Thank you :)",-0.6372857142857136,1.3132732000000047,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,88.42857142857143,5.785714285714287,14.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,-0.18114285714285705,122,2,28,2,4,45,28,35,0.0,0.59,0.41,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819246587623684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336220680072838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663869285590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247785106546974,0.0,0.4865606026451127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31171582334086234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fpwdp,2020/04/16,"Worst situation ever Im the type of person who is ok being alone for long periods of time but now feeling what true loneliness is. I am stuck in a city (where I work and dont know a lot about), my roommate left for his home before the lockdown started in my country. And worst part is my family is in a city with highest covid cases in country, even if I want to do something I wont be able to. Luckily I have some of my college friends in the city that I am in, just want all this bullshit to end so that I can go and socialize with them.",10.105782608695652,4.59318251304348,10.295543478260873,72.45548913043478,63.0,13.586956521739133,42.66304347826087,10.125756701596842,4.073217391304347,419,16,94,6,4,143,76,115,0.16399999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.6757,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,0,3,17,20,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,3,17,16,6,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,7,71,18,3,0.21807326547302755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585813557427395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855642870626004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555802430094548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314818563466665,0.0,0.0,0.14403533514698502,0.1972597535504192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055800666643588,0.0,0.11026439539164623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848286395033693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239360622686965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874526587668652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235556548271107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984736359538778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693724101020766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298797757816502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853980919313968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615209542270385,0.0,0.0,0.19041316393308053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512348730333386,0.0,0.22229823153586226,0.0,0.16788345385693745,0.0,0.0,0.15435337971874644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716027479606845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572505241189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587599345044206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,INRI81216,2020/04/16,"Call it an Advert Feeling depressed but not interested in professional condescending therapy? Got you covered! I’m a nut job, truly, but I get lonely. I’ll love to chat about my weird thoughts with strangers and then get on with my normal life wherein I try to look normal. Join me for that psychopathic recognition! I sure as hell don’t have anyone else to text. No trolls allowed, just sad lonely people who are too mad for society and are forced to act normal! Fuck me uh? Have a nice day! https://chat.whatsapp.com/GH4n1j7KesM3yljVWkVnE3",4.603760765550241,7.882508189473683,4.049760765550238,81.41014354066986,77.6315789473684,6.822966507177035,24.42583732057416,8.00094639256281,1.7336315789473682,438,15,73,8,11,131,75,95,0.315,0.531,0.154,-0.9725,2,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,12,3,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,15,14,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,2,2,8,4,12,12,0,5,1,4,1,2,5,2,2,0,2,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679056181194772,0.21510193952113127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436583456062105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538990377067553,0.0,0.18081563446997487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753727131317398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614881369015272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408037249730703,0.2193634432570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790320067243653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832685726887912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828241873922632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762914799674898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947340910363167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170715165013813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554163171267825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978600784279897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400775432999952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666639506349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253123837015452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wildefrequencies,2020/04/16,"TALK TO ME, AMAZING PEOPLE! I'm craving some company, by one or many chill people who just get it, you know? they just get it. DM me or comment on here and I'll DM you if you fit in this box - 1. you're bored, 2. you love music 3. your brains capable of contributing to an intelligent conversation that you will benefit from immensely Just message me! Let's go on adventure, start a cult, find some penguins. You know you want to. :D",0.6066144200626944,3.0314966206896585,2.8209822361546517,88.9245141065831,88.54022988505747,6.841797283176594,22.85161964472309,8.00094639256281,1.4961356321839083,334,13,71,8,11,113,65,87,0.021,0.705,0.275,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,8,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,11,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,4,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,5,1,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296291861821937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698797937524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085423374525417,0.0,0.1678139457087109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245553973487569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019429367449004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26650096142693025,0.0,0.0,0.2993667122993997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200088793987694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094187671248219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900010222948795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733419586958865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416329314401066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnderAGrayMoon,2020/04/16,"My first post on this sub This is my[M21] first post and is really nothing more than me venting a bit about my situation. I've been back in the States for almost a year now, having been a missionary in the Philippines for the two years prior, and I'll be honest in saying I've struggled socially when I got back. I've had issues with depression and anxiety for years and since coming home I haven't been able to bring myself to really make friends, despite desperately wanting to. I did make a new friend at work back in August, we'll call her Sara, and for a while that was really great. However, with her being kind and intelligent and attractive I developed feelings for her that in the end she simply didn't reciprocate and I haven't seen or spoken to her since January. Last night I had a dream that the two of us spent the day together. We sat in a tea shop, listening to music and making jokes at one another. I held her hand as she laughed and we talked about the meaning of all of this. I suppose this dream is just my mind telling me I'm lonesome and finding me of what I'm missing in my life. With this quarantine going on there isn't much I can do to change my situation, but it seems I ought to be ready to make a change in life once it's all over. Thanks for ready kind strangers, I hope this day is going well for you.",6.5671692145492875,5.5391998154981525,6.9378835002635775,79.79857011070112,65.60516605166053,10.694886663152346,31.53426462836057,9.957137785484203,2.6781194517659466,1054,33,223,20,14,344,146,271,0.032,0.795,0.17300000000000001,0.9874,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,1,0,3,10,15,0,1,15,0,23,4,1,4,2,36,46,16,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,12,17,1,1,4,4,2,4,4,3,1,5,13,5,32,12,39,28,5,39,0,2,1,0,20,13,0,4,19,151,44,1,0.10837527819422232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852218633501293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364092860122205,0.0829067911823991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000169797399624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183177348371286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066327611880858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929334856083575,0.0933557059613798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978617754440895,0.0,0.09334346830483292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598832899329117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479779696775997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905304088581167,0.184367912536938,0.0,0.0,0.16746094219270993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318433621408525,0.0,0.08667761024199536,0.11948412680747195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870924040887163,0.10764110465350872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311563365353185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257123500043037,0.0,0.0883403163839869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309732805265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893653589698814,0.0,0.0,0.11805244925499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942813665715807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796682992920838,0.0,0.0,0.10466951900908338,0.0,0.10170285704259306,0.0,0.10398900232477268,0.0,0.0,0.11541613429039616,0.07343789327864994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758711763236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828393495645373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618437108520165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866078297723026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792983000829683,0.2436367068729245,0.0,0.11047494809840637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132973715642436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710794342994042,0.09472476997549782,0.09977739548341133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117337985038553,0.0,0.1303621157715981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392254698558836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744239044428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889849326872755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093703778020314 lonely,cro_redditor,2020/04/16,"I miss her... I miss you every day, i see you in my dreams every night coming back to me. How did i hurt you? Why have you forsaken me? You never even said goodbye and it makes me cry. You were my sunshine but the sunshine is no more for me. I adored you, micica... I feel so empty and torn apart from the inside, so lonely and abandoned.",-0.4505396825396844,1.7305764857142842,1.7719047619047643,96.21198412698416,91.28571428571428,4.253968253968254,14.920634920634921,5.82211442006289,-0.7579841269841272,254,5,57,2,9,85,48,70,0.281,0.579,0.14,-0.8851,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,5,20,3,4,8,1,7,0,5,3,0,9,2,0,0,4,43,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282558961366453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962278728372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183135181116641,0.18688635527435396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139923900076586,0.0,0.4883101181554502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652322185596972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021918199897663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343270640387855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223498865063126,0.0,0.0,0.27194214202817785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756504254284876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091989522785844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148449518543304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fuckrussiaihaterussi,2020/04/16,"should i message this girl i used to know a few years ago i dont really care what happens i just wannma talk with some. do i just add dher on facebook+ im so scared what if i creep her out by adding her out nowherrek im wiritng with my toes on my keyboard brtw",-1.5603639846743318,0.3902983275862084,0.7578160919540231,101.1076819923372,100.20689655172413,3.9570881226053647,16.78927203065134,5.82211442006289,-0.6074888888888892,205,6,50,2,9,68,42,58,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,8,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,31,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254106094732746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922681706890207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33596246064101665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534917937885274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192822782028415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754040570872907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364123104575392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869958785499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304058155327619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475815199798917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845991335439204 lonely,narwal_smoker,2020/04/16,"I think I sometimes prefer to be lonely I just dont want to talk to my family anymore. I already talk to them too much , my dad doesnt like me and starts screaming and trying to hit me , my sister calls me weirdo and makes fun of me ( we are the same age lol) and my mom is ok , but I talked to them too much.This quarantine makes everything even worse bc we live in an apartment so we cant really get out of the house except when we visit grandpa who lives nearby . I just want to stay outside a night , listening to chill music without anyone disturbing me . Thx for reading my 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lonely,soniiiety,2020/04/16,"anyone use discord? also this is how im feeling i want to move forward to advance in my stuff***\[*****10:47 PM*****\]***but i still feel blocked***\[*****10:47 PM*****\]***like something is holding me back***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***it hurts me when i try to move on***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***i feel like im in a wasteland***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***a desert***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***maybe its because I havent drank enough water***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***i really hope I can get better from whatever this is***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***I been getting pains in my chest area***\[*****10:48 PM*****\]***and very very loud tinitis***\[*****10:49 PM*****\]***the loud static sound in my head/ears***\[*****10:49 PM*****\]***and tingling asmr feeling of doom***\[*****10:49 PM*****\]***like im dying***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***if i feel it again I will have a panic attack, it feels like im drying up because of it, maybe its a thyroid problem***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***when i was awake today I felt suggish***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***slow***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***and dizzy***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***and saw faint light vertigo in my eyes***\[*****10:50 PM*****\]***like that there was a clear flashing thingy***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***idk how to explain it***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***but everything flashed its natural cloours***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***kinda like the opposite of fading***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***it was like it was popping out***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***or the astral and physical was seperating***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***like dual hands***\[*****10:51 PM*****\]***dual vision***\[*****10:52 PM*****\]***there is sets of two everywhereMessage 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lonely,thoroughthrowrow,2020/04/16,I need someone to talk to This is a throw away cause I dont wanna seem desperate on my main 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lonely,throwaway33r35t4y5,2020/04/16,"I can't make any friends and I don't know what to do Every time I've moved to the next major stage in my education (sixth form, university etc.), I've told myself that it's a chance to meet new people and potentially create some relationships, but it has never happened. The few friends I had before have just slowly drifted away since I don't even live in the same town as them anymore, and I'm struggling to come up with any reasons to live. I try to tell myself things get better but when that's all I've done for the past few years and nothing has gotten better it really doesn't mean anything. The only people I feel comfortable talking to about this are some online friends I met a few years ago, and they have genuinely helped me during my suicidal period and are all-around great people. I wish I could talk to them more but I'm scared of coming across as needy as they all have other friends and things to do, I don't really want to disturb them. Obviously COVID-19 hasn't helped at all, my parents have forced me to come home which makes me feel even more isolated and powerless because we live in the middle of nowhere, and I'm struggling to keep up with my uni work as working from home is really difficult for me, so uni only serves to pile on more stress at the moment. I miss being able to go in to the studio at uni and just chat and work with people there, as superficial as it might've been it kept me at least a bit sane. I enjoyed my first few days at home with my family, but after a week or so I just cannot stand them, we aren't really compatible people (they're much more outgoing and boisterous than me) and I just need my space, but it's hard to get when they keep insisting I join in with their games and conversations. I don't want to open up to my family, I've never really felt that close to them, and after mentioning that I'm lonely to my mum she just says stuff like ""you need to get out there and talk to people sometimes"", which just makes it frustrating to talk to her. I don't know what I want to get out of posting this but I just don't have anywhere else to let this out at the moment, I hope I'm not wasting anybody's time.",8.390211709047902,5.543615642696634,8.340615020697815,76.97993494973393,63.35955056179776,11.795387344766407,33.308693081017154,9.93914555978268,2.8006404494382022,1711,44,367,27,19,558,201,445,0.152,0.754,0.094,-0.9784,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,9,6,16,20,1,5,13,0,29,0,0,4,6,76,66,33,1,8,15,2,4,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,22,31,0,3,7,2,0,6,14,9,0,1,8,5,51,11,67,55,20,54,0,2,0,0,36,25,0,4,21,242,73,3,0.0784096094507922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695053878130113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664244641323138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776126328461412,0.0,0.0,0.06452442764629765,0.06980117621376608,0.0,0.0,0.07366840916552707,0.0,0.0,0.04779777014951999,0.0,0.06672080250200506,0.0,0.0,0.13869385533980094,0.08560298560946375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262880704166966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260369289846802,0.0,0.0,0.050567711430615433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024025370309681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550116739480767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744744118183656,0.10357761508721874,0.0,0.06606347774101799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478352030273416,0.0,0.07929250896695604,0.0,0.07528552134152246,0.0,0.0,0.0666951737432763,0.0,0.0,0.2423162790329444,0.0,0.1638631388030174,0.0,0.044561988001044085,0.0,0.0,0.08644687122973649,0.0,0.0,0.0693373586856237,0.0,0.07023960885105136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051126168224688,0.0,0.23595369422377144,0.07787843424593327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938812716759455,0.0,0.0,0.08618374153143261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017913807700808,0.0,0.03830697455530065,0.0,0.20771136502706306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570170695069986,0.0,0.0,0.08541105125658803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318020465945583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333700594573336,0.05764008487162658,0.11627946376641722,0.1209486492150895,0.07572848940877766,0.08338950918854236,0.0,0.0,0.07523613498689627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192680825192993,0.0,0.0,0.0870645921434327,0.0,0.0748508444530235,0.32615610301578546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509473143588717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511560180348769,0.08061813761742735,0.0,0.08418257657297744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062354468566550574,0.07850169772720697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486123920024217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754910867535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981794270746556,0.16394149669877814,0.08976024348645394,0.08576738634457956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520906958933169,0.06853345470342584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418372085096113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091442547648266,0.0,0.0,0.07492374200022517,0.0,0.053234977875147305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874405753102195,0.0,0.06289545910669289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016718123618783,0.0,0.0,0.17124938860235447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098643545256612 lonely,Noodle_Toodles,2020/04/16,"I finally caved into being social, hi. I personally didn't see the social point of media till recently when I realized that I haven't really spoken to anybody new and endless sources of entertainment can only go so far in supplementing an interaction. Honestly, it's depressing that I kind of resented a fundamental principle of life and I'm paying for it. Sorry but I needed to vent.",5.184131455399061,7.537080957746482,7.971478873239437,58.98754694835682,70.40845070422536,12.057276995305164,32.960093896713616,11.538034831475384,5.268040375586853,312,15,46,13,6,114,56,71,0.077,0.862,0.061,0.0009,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,3,10,6,0,10,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242253779012489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828903201492771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676427378534754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689181932611498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824032085627716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914823801782363,0.0,0.24941070296684764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640386685963987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254860224881245,0.0,0.0,0.24412115319118524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543575476410394,0.0,0.2549817676086121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057845895910805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264882217154051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890795827785083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shahriarazim,2020/04/16,"Anybody here from LA Hello everyone, (M29) here from LA. I am not native, moved here 4 years ago to work in the film industry. After being in lockdown by myself I actually realized it's important to have a family. I am open to have some nice conversations. You can msg me. Thanks",1.4415873015873009,4.100984111111114,4.244497354497355,78.37166666666667,87.5185185185185,8.27089947089947,22.529100529100532,8.841846274778883,2.422421164021164,218,8,40,7,7,77,43,54,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.7579,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.38389216155465705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487167433253933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759012665084295,0.0,0.0,0.37085334080311627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181116058235258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362180911932028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639280574207393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533304395466346 lonely,iamthewhalerous,2020/04/16,"Not JUST quarentine My relationship wasn't perfect before this all started happening, and now that it's basically the only support I have, I have been feeling really alone. I have a daughter, but kids and adults give different companionship. I find myself sitting at night just wanting to share my thoughts and being told to hold on EVERY TIME bc of a game. I know it sounds like I'm just exaggerating but I just wanna see the front of his face, and feel like he wants to spend time with me. I'm so lonely and when I say I'm lonely I get told its my fault, and I always do something wrong to make no one want to be around me. So heres me, venting to literally no one, the same as always anyways.",5.860305755395683,5.7196273597122325,6.721501798561152,77.81951888489209,66.76978417266187,9.539928057553956,31.04406474820145,9.188382445141503,2.468085611510792,549,19,110,9,8,183,93,139,0.185,0.722,0.09300000000000001,-0.9420000000000001,2,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,2,29,27,12,0,4,7,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,8,0,1,5,1,1,1,4,4,0,2,5,5,17,5,14,20,2,11,0,2,1,0,13,3,0,0,8,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840019059758482,0.0,0.0,0.29565426291018954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815483010531878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511753491356503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561661001549848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496859890483711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796602000786941,0.12692015010521446,0.0,0.0,0.16237777911416876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281987884612616,0.17042740623922836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571039168350527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097637144093399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359114505716622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858925259111827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672162619600664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407736684663177,0.13511823403992168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138133754095694,0.0,0.0,0.19074006797469253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412821519260494,0.0,0.0,0.14157180702581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367711435894959,0.0,0.0,0.12574847476646836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160616179277088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410419847195951,0.2071896402349856,0.0,0.0,0.3395229802607079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143649439336207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424303061240628,0.0,0.0 lonely,TikiheadM,2020/04/16,"No contact I have recently been through a major depressive episode because of covid, dead family ect. I made it clear to all of my ""friends"" and ""family"" online that I was feeling distraught, lost, mentally eradicated and yet, nothing. No messages of support. No calls. Not even any fucking effortless likes on my posts. I deactivated all my accounts silently, since I decided that they were pointless vents for me to pour my sadness and frustration into. It's been 3 weeks. Not a single person I considered close, friendly or family with has checked on me, sent a single message, called or any contact. I don't know what to do. I clearly don't have any friends, and I'm fucking lost man. This is some sad shit. I honestly thought I had company and friendship, for the first time in so long. I have no partner, obviously. This is rough.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,5.020779220779222,78.6583116883117,73.54545454545455,8.296103896103896,35.02597402597402,9.04235418022936,3.5444597402597404,658,37,114,15,14,213,102,154,0.226,0.649,0.125,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,3,16,4,1,4,0,14,3,1,1,5,23,25,8,1,0,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,8,10,0,1,10,2,18,6,14,15,6,13,0,5,0,2,14,5,3,3,7,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080239317291241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203875557699392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083441304700296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300427367549199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972384452704662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270042747144369,0.0,0.0763423045580041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842734661303432,0.0,0.0,0.349950772417944,0.2791654921207058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829771378111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376340479818072,0.0,0.0,0.1336165396633712,0.0,0.0,0.3296348552898806,0.0,0.0,0.1428651935002391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521568735963081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487370889803336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183384991320335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460142408582696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490789881811297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498342925116368,0.12489594645309987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133543208359364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986483537491735,0.08804028164921512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111066624060615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotNK1,2020/04/16,"Even in quarantine I have no friends So like idk how this is possible but I get ignored EVEN IN ONLINE CLASS! My 2 “classmates” that I call friends were chatting on zoom before the teacher came in, and they’re not shutting up, and as soon as I mute my mic, I hear STFU followed by THE MOST text messages I ever got in my life, all saying mute your mic. Quarantine is good because I all I do is stay home, but like at least before it I used to see my “friends”. Stay safe everyone!",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714288,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142857,72.57142857142857,7.2326530612244895,29.306122448979593,7.447530270364453,1.538044897959184,371,15,81,4,7,119,68,98,0.055,0.7190000000000001,0.226,0.9654,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,3,14,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,14,7,11,10,4,14,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,4,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159455903677513,0.0,0.323696390509665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421787061142592,0.21754082392375584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512537236068509,0.17204891961661808,0.0,0.1817465013870408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408496035532158,0.0,0.0993728803069458,0.0,0.0,0.1595327114965353,0.1521221988115916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143718778561728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078847047081196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343455484670537,0.18584652656903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442457711865626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512565470606729,0.0,0.0,0.1515666515546364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054608069419734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642737661015591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lahkli,2020/04/16,"Am I naturally not likable? I never get 3 digit reacts on my FB profile picture despite having 1000+ ""friends"" there. Am I naturally not likable?",3.1311111111111103,5.955530259259259,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,79.74074074074073,6.562962962962962,38.62962962962963,7.793537801064563,3.9683185185185184,115,8,16,2,3,42,21,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383763766988588,0.0,0.4316934761504428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6372725824339093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rosegoldsequins,2020/04/16,"Just lying here I haven't been in a relationship in 5 years and I miss holding hands, cuddling, and just having that someone who gets you. Pretty much all of my friends are married and have kids. And I find myself at some point each night just lying in bed staring at the ceiling, eventually looking next to me wishing someone was there.",6.36671875,7.063739734375003,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,65.71875,7.65,34.75,7.1686216300943375,2.3842625000000006,269,12,48,2,4,84,51,64,0.122,0.758,0.12,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,13,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,7,8,4,9,0,1,2,1,5,6,0,1,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569497419253583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720204394632384,0.0,0.14687997363411429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360802469643678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066645179155258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989872890375585,0.26382352966115863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576080336835345,0.0,0.0,0.28601252099724034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183077702068395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764048094099389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232881610684685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103992252347806 lonely,jixidixi,2020/04/16,I miss you Hunter I think you’ve picked someone else. I’ll never forget our good times together bud. I genuinely hope he makes you happy,0.4588888888888896,2.6750185925925933,1.812296296296296,91.68733333333334,103.8148148148148,5.122962962962963,16.511111111111113,6.742157984588678,0.3589911111111115,110,3,21,2,5,35,22,27,0.13699999999999998,0.581,0.282,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401907896115228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156759195638026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335069392686642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044741047154721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183108832300257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140830775650423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450470706763183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609383657220791,0.0,0.0,0.2374607486081146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MenialFerret,2020/04/16,"Untitled. I've never felt loneliness like this before. I know there is no changing what happened but I long to see you again. My life isn't the same , it never will be. You were the best thing that happened to me in our brief life together. I miss you more than I can express. Where ever you are, know that you still have my heart.",0.8242164179104492,3.2204417761194044,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,86.46268656716421,5.141044776119403,18.82276119402985,6.6274283507984215,0.013658208955223737,257,7,56,3,8,81,50,67,0.07400000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.109,0.6609,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,3,8,15,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,13,2,4,11,3,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,7,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032022238271192,0.0,0.2506071156425944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252619994709197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600934763655455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928659106163596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223422066541824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298055948148043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247777724799515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373446848362585,0.11666619893386387,0.0,0.0,0.2113315381776662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683563981211672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029363043214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070693850184992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864889936585302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Witty-Injury,2020/04/16,Chat About? Anything. Bored,5.141666666666668,-5.652083499999996,-0.3200000000000003,99.73166666666668,259.0,0.5333333333333333,26.33333333333333,3.1291,0.13793333333333324,22,1,3,0,3,5,4,4,0.41200000000000003,0.588,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,veggieplant,2020/04/16,"i realized that i'm worthless i was gonna write out something long explaining my story, and the circumstances, but i realized nobody cares. i keep feeling sorry for myself and expecting people to feel sorry for me, but i'm the problem. i'm not worth the time, or the pity. i'm not worth a friendship. someone who i thought was my soulmate decided we were better off going back to being strangers. and i don't blame him. there's nothing special about me. nothing worth saving. i don't bring light to the world, i bring negativity. i have nobody to comfort me because all the people who tried, realized that they were wasting their time and they're better off without me. the world is better off without me. i'm not seeking pity. i don't need anyone to tell me i'm worth it. i'm sharing what i realized. i've made peace with the fact that i have no worth, i do not need reasuring.",3.1356761904761896,5.0481508342857175,4.401142857142858,84.2881904761905,74.94285714285716,6.9523809523809526,28.23809523809524,7.793537801064563,1.8454952380952383,696,29,133,10,15,229,91,175,0.205,0.609,0.18600000000000005,0.4789,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,3,3,12,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,2,35,32,7,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,9,0,5,3,11,4,0,0,6,3,26,8,15,24,1,13,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765293542542653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293833477505454,0.0,0.10257115635311756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464430791470171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155466244099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701569824165176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562736136775082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955929262757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890686966871533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592138877591942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952877553350936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229044928667115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330383079451114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610043282165917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256812859504767,0.12953656438460548,0.0,0.3767118115792963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706869537668146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358149720088708,0.19623023883368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142390789780666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32439776883126986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Papatoxicity,2020/04/16,"Lonely people chat Any lonely people wanna start a group on discord or kik? Would be better than hoping any individual might consider us worth talking to. I had the idea because I was supposed to meet up with a girl I met in rehab but she made the plans and then cold shouldered me all day. Anyway, leave some info or PM if you wanna try to make this a thing. Preferably kik, i don't really get discord.",3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.75,6.833333333333335,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1274583333333332,318,9,59,3,6,106,65,80,0.128,0.805,0.067,-0.5994,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,2,1,18,12,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,8,2,10,5,2,6,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,6,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413575213621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299844380589386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219762968654136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186489728511674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112957547802373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492852534416207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833321027161538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657574268871015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748856818559774,0.16753478394761415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662559744637023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34800351594582435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078775136001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764884330943256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173265431091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674362747719926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704026933779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019046782724505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829291272127465,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anon-04-myous,2020/04/16,It sucks I knew that I didn’t really have friends but it really hits hard when you realize you’re alone :/,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.0909090909091,9.854545454545457,20.090909090909093,10.125756701596842,1.9578363636363645,84,2,19,3,2,28,18,22,0.3670000000000001,0.5479999999999999,0.086,-0.7334,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106458522562533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38092528938016207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416714128215625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317144137823114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chomptheleaf,2020/04/16,"Even having friends, I feel so lonely. My friends were all sharing old photos versus new photos of themselves and talking about how much of a glowup they've been through and how hot they all are and it just sent me into a spiral of how much I hate myself, and hate seeing myself and looking at myself, and how I haven't changed in the last ten years. I just hate the mortifying experience of being real and known. It's not even that I think I'm ""ugly,"" I just can't stand seeing myself. it's like there's something wrong that I'll never quite be able to figure out, and even if I did, I couldn't fix it. I have such a hard fucking time convincing myself I am good and deserving of love and affection, and I feel like people say I'm important to them because they feel like they have to when I'm whining about feeling like shit. None of it feels genuine. I don't ever feel like I have anybody I can go to who isn't going to get sick of me as soon as my depression and anxiety come out, and I am so fucking touch-starved. I just feel lonely and unworthy, even when I'm in a room full of people I'd call my friends.",6.848677331252439,4.8833571373390585,7.306960593055012,80.40240733515414,65.60944206008583,10.017791650409675,32.76980101443621,8.296473431620573,2.278531330472103,875,27,188,9,11,289,122,233,0.154,0.679,0.166,0.2482,0,4,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,22,23,6,0,6,0,18,5,1,5,4,46,44,25,0,2,7,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,8,18,0,0,10,0,0,4,8,11,0,1,4,13,30,12,24,37,6,23,0,4,3,3,14,8,3,1,15,130,38,0,0.11124743960917456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510398680338603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781540662434975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359607405037217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768504022242444,0.09582981870180914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581725672291193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293911538649075,0.10062967816261338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882134264778982,0.0,0.0,0.3937503365456806,0.3179007723403351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578484876425278,0.2056929306026445,0.058122195627051065,0.0,0.12644896725629146,0.09330907424515314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965585466578844,0.3295014449564984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068151127945047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717493983390794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341983088808617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040515763730973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355933681440332,0.0,0.08580088361370458,0.10744347040121484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673547403621545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424993453208138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832534574237015,0.0,0.1266239414392866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846842912248967,0.0,0.0,0.17729961222790308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419389809015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564371406929434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941647797973827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128286732682687,0.0,0.0,0.06486927666432063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216316112969881,0.0,0.07163970371772874 lonely,terminatortaco,2020/04/16,"Need help making friends I am a pretty chill, good to talk to guy, yet I struggle to make friends. Of the friends that I have, me being a 20 year old male in university, most are female. I struggle to make male friends. I wanna have a group of friends to call the ""boys"" and just hang out and do guy stuff with. even with the friends that I have, I am always the one making plans. I am never approached first or asked to hang out. I feel that if I stop approaching my ""friends"", I would just disappear and be completely alone. Currently, im thinking about joining a frat when I go back to university in September. Also, I would want to approach a group of guys I was vaguely acquaintances with in high school so I have friends in my home town too. I don't know how to just make friends and keep them. At home and in university. I am open to any advice or help you can offer.",2.9731574675324666,4.463043767045459,3.727629870129872,90.72840909090912,74.39772727272727,7.074025974025973,26.775974025974026,7.7094869923839395,1.2904087662337669,677,25,149,9,14,215,96,176,0.06,0.7340000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9790000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,12,12,0,2,9,0,17,0,0,6,1,35,30,12,0,6,6,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,2,6,4,11,0,2,3,0,0,7,2,2,0,2,1,1,22,10,26,25,1,27,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,4,9,101,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658424595301414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236730994424463,0.0,0.07904144636207662,0.08224189691719046,0.0,0.0,0.06721385301562617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092401045293448,0.0,0.0,0.07600102635180607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009255852977156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363072417774008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528217262763067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997592630511853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840723324643465,0.0,0.0,0.6872643201184905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617243437908707,0.0829013943528027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935982023320749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324992855062012,0.10442874263741313,0.19828698553540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676299140145483,0.0,0.0,0.0878525709665612,0.0,0.0,0.05431928402302396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298787235835685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328780470814572,0.07623066615783224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371481708854643,0.0,0.06697580825477839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100554712007693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000302609475862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263376047909664,0.0,0.2066557929396163,0.11314691317127895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794429776804053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333198719058937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582977541828326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042466188008176,0.0,0.0,0.06364902210494146 lonely,MissVendetta,2020/04/16,"I have no friends This goes beyond the quarantine... I sit by myself every day just wishing I had genuine friends, someone to talk to, someone to listen to. I didn't have many friends back in my hometown, and now that I've moved.. I have zero. It's not for a lack of trying either. I even signed up for Bumble and met up with a couple other women, but one ended up blocking me recently. I have literally no idea why. If it was because I'm a jerk or something, I could understand but I really am nice.. just super awkward and shy. I mean tonight I wanted to play Apex or Valorant and literally no one wants to play with me. I haven't gotten a text message from someone that wasn't my mom or a coworker in... months? Sometimes I just wish I knew what I needed to change. I just wish someone would tell me why they hate me so much, and I'd do everything I could to be different. But everyone just leaves me..",2.647409420289854,4.188143559782613,4.392913043478263,85.41585507246378,75.3586956521739,7.297971014492754,26.94057971014493,8.021203637495839,1.6768562318840583,701,27,144,11,15,237,110,184,0.12300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.5546,1,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,10,10,2,1,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,37,29,13,0,11,14,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,3,0,3,7,1,26,7,21,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,7,106,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727220806057317,0.0,0.07711442805631047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338223129414609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020030623594582,0.13997202604629194,0.0,0.08158330677121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216763629451644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204319952490904,0.0,0.0,0.08355335951762764,0.0,0.10658336749754348,0.12087805548485307,0.11369181564840505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320532957769946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248945076856365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428053286520182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394732303366153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825314446139238,0.0,0.13779773296403766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815758084061634,0.10097266724803636,0.13445157649253042,0.09299350501264576,0.09379960942730077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144202041237405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104040260905114,0.0,0.12490543615818805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287388418559628,0.09738739846618373,0.12511368507505102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016774933815906,0.11056829943416972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588653526284958,0.0,0.0,0.1316930143099702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922828142048858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829670743284866,0.0,0.4364130746305208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986337147610345,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hugh_davern,2020/04/16,"Never not lonely For a little background, I’m 18 yo and I’ve had depression since 5th grade when my gramma died. After telling my parents and them not believing me for years, I eventually told them I’d kill myself if they didn’t help me, about a year later I ended up going to the hospital and soon after started medication. I’ve taken different antidepressants for the past two and a half years, but nothing ever helped, few weeks ago I decided to stop all psychiatric treatment and just continue therapy and try to rehabilitate myself w/o any meds. Anyway, the point is, through all of this, I have an unflinching feeling of loneliness which is often accompanied by strong feelings of detachment, like I’m not even there. I was a v shy kid, but after being frustrated heavily by social anxiety, I eventually forced myself to learn how to talk to new people. What I’m trying to say is that since highschool started, I have had no problem making friends, and I even fell in love sophomore year, but nothing changed. I felt as alone as ever. It used to be more than I cld handle, the thought of being like this for the rest of my life was terrifying, but at this point I’ve reluctantly accepted this is how it’ll be forever. Let me clarify, I have a set of friends, and I would kill for them as they would for me, so I don’t think it’s them, as they’re the only people I’ve ever had a connection with, outside my family. I’d also like to clarify I feel empathy and other emotions, I’m not psychopathic. But back to the point, I feel so far from the people around me, and it never goes away. I don’t know what made me decide to post this, ig I’m asking if anyone feels or has felt similar, as when I’ve brought this up to my many drs and therapists, they don’t seem to understand. There was one therapist who said I may have a hard time connecting w people bc my brother rejected me sm when I was little, I hope that’s not the case but if anyone has similar feelings please share Ik a lot of people here have it worse than me, so I apologize if I sound too obnoxious, it’s not my intention to garner sympathy",5.6888305489260125,5.82695164916468,6.91441909307876,75.34102243436755,67.1145584725537,10.618081145584727,31.79579952267304,10.444984826868176,3.2578686587112173,1667,63,322,41,25,567,217,419,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.11,-0.9388,2,4,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,7,1,25,17,3,0,18,0,31,4,0,6,7,69,62,36,3,8,18,2,9,3,2,4,3,3,0,1,19,13,0,1,17,0,0,3,13,7,0,3,16,12,46,10,49,37,6,45,0,3,0,1,25,12,0,10,31,225,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723500641777901,0.0,0.0,0.09023984043995578,0.0,0.0696773951737328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925101846271344,0.0,0.06665379601580783,0.0,0.0,0.12184588419772162,0.0,0.0,0.077563689124968,0.08145428055408889,0.0,0.08186099284841246,0.06699717414666176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816506118322957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217141240656332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504447352340911,0.0,0.09042662025581966,0.091031737861469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800891166574563,0.07717083738702649,0.0,0.0,0.11509636904007076,0.2364407459623393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213789760664389,0.0,0.2643316280208518,0.0,0.1673158846223955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346320044756179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951767823393602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805087937913349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680207664927493,0.0,0.0,0.08653921024040745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279166943012235,0.0,0.047884070859340905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909577284295732,0.061542112105968036,0.1277011546320942,0.1746532110111754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407434844541921,0.07863773657929267,0.08244399878519007,0.058159589026870115,0.08833559374930715,0.0,0.0,0.09678118464393366,0.08777376130494863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439921698559934,0.0841501723755687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720612750754374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590411748979253,0.06626587814743383,0.0,0.0,0.0967469507694846,0.0,0.08317492547855743,0.3020229738327605,0.0,0.0,0.09564197914991013,0.24709649839235,0.0,0.08344593486760457,0.0,0.0,0.08337112312699306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288006592085446,0.06928884121718684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931938517384428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414877417482802,0.0,0.0,0.0888175087998268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334135603990284,0.0,0.0,0.07284412733565683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003135702070679,0.07615498568386933,0.0,0.09964012732943897,0.2023280298387383,0.0,0.05582903782405611,0.0,0.06917105629384919,0.05080588697290735,0.0,0.0,0.08325592988272115,0.0,0.11831036376341575,0.0,0.08511281894916861,0.0907048373789316,0.0,0.07525187581463479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988999472707386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879236022037572,0.12378853257739407,0.0,0.0,0.22443405427132893 lonely,umtumn,2020/04/16,quarantine is really getting to me i haven’t seen anybody other than my parents in over a month. i don’t leave my room. i’m so lonely i just want to be able to hug my friends again.,-0.7094999999999985,1.3742570500000006,1.9850000000000032,95.08,91.0,5.2,20.5,6.742157984588678,0.3536000000000001,142,5,33,2,5,49,32,40,0.11,0.696,0.193,0.5143,1,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,6,6,0,5,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.4218471925987696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259180945646035,0.0,0.22039774703206674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44667526703594496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367144044753619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684113851314803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702461135934872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881640387863815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,castawayed_,2020/04/17,"Anyone else slowly drifting away from their friends because this quarantine is forcing you to finally realize things? [18F] I've known these people for years and most of the stuff I have noticed I brushed aside. But, now that I've had no choice but to spend all this time chatting with them I'm really seeing the kind of people they really are and I hate confrontation or seeming judgmental but I know the kind of people I want in my life and they are not it anymore. Maybe i'm doing a little growing up too That being said anyone up for chatting? I could use some different people to talk to. Wish i had a solid group of friends that made me feel good about myself. I'll talk about anything at this point lol",3.1288876591034867,5.416756266187054,3.6907913669064776,87.64561704482568,76.26618705035972,6.579081350304373,24.36137244050913,7.61054688173877,1.2585811842833423,567,19,108,8,13,178,94,139,0.068,0.778,0.154,0.8916,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,4,0,4,7,2,0,5,1,9,1,0,2,1,22,21,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,4,15,5,19,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,4,4,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068893186074694,0.21248740601580066,0.15568593986433202,0.12503805455627753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275763304414044,0.0,0.0,0.09262445882334026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131597681071787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875052301237755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269308204810054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682812094407834,0.0,0.0,0.1664486747275811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347851598442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744452824914482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001454949444998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164553446355757,0.0835051760128997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073234754561802,0.0,0.15228913148955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377433886078225,0.0,0.0,0.1526495001688244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299075774822045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213590221086932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143637443657315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468012987161645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453479765769742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108075030181292,0.13832531573252338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739410426632118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442557906830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094572123171666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860053997135264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123197385746332,0.0,0.0,0.08962128849361782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472962314983245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784780652979956 lonely,LazeFox,2020/04/17,"A hug is all I need Hello. First of all, I'd consider this a phase of mine. I happen to let out most of my feelings on certain occasions, and they simply overwhelm me. Pay no heed if you'd like to avoid reading some fool's banter. I'm still fairly young, and thus inexperienced. As a result, I tend to make some awful decisions which I, to this day, regret having made. Toughing everything out is what I normally do, I never reach out for help, and I simply try holding back tears whenever they well up, even if it's rare for me to do so. My past has been somewhat rough, I'd call it. My mother conceived me with a man she had an affair with, and we used to visit him up until a few years ago when he suddenly disappeared. It's not that I hate him, I wouldn't even say that it lies that heavily on my mind, but it's just that I can't tell anybody about anything really given that society perceives most things as unethical. Since my parents (stepfather and mother) usually fight every day, though, it's not all too serious as violence is not involved, I'd like to move out in about a year once I finish school. This quarantine, as well, is just adding to the already existent pressure on my chest, and not being able to talk to my friends isn't improving the whole situation. I know, none of this is really severe, but I felt the need to cry out for once. I wouldn't ever decide to pester about it in the presence of my friends. I'm there to provide a shoulder to cry on, people don't expect me to cry all by myself in bed. All they probably see is some boy, who allegedly is happy 24/7 when in reality, I'd just want to drop everything, say ""fuck it"", start a new life. This post is already turning into a jumbled mess haha. Anyway, all I'd like to say is that I'd want to receive a heartfelt, warm hug. If that is too much to ask for, I'll simply wait and work towards a better view of myself. Thank you.",6.275334190231362,5.1242169125964026,7.253597686375322,77.70044794344477,66.24935732647815,10.453521850899744,32.30347043701799,9.642632912329526,2.7651633933161954,1485,50,306,26,20,503,207,389,0.149,0.71,0.141,-0.3691,1,2,0,0,1,0,54.0,1,2,3,3,21,27,3,3,16,2,24,6,2,5,9,67,47,21,0,12,12,3,4,3,2,2,1,3,1,2,24,16,0,3,6,1,1,4,12,11,2,1,5,9,38,16,57,37,16,43,0,2,2,3,32,17,1,9,23,211,62,4,0.1055438824276255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355828361862682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294059754756005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685362231633792,0.0,0.09866928269298887,0.0,0.0,0.08115673075178287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093344987074605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777210447208856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34780499666350106,0.1361341454765541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942147787076903,0.09547048415709122,0.08892527301559736,0.0,0.1897120720342487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336615819424475,0.0,0.10133867862151248,0.0,0.0,0.08977557247582092,0.0,0.0,0.16308588350132627,0.09757361859287618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333210666672474,0.1123534254247264,0.0,0.10420273307981028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074383962167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800415757124069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792577059906007,0.07454876546205715,0.154690229180137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986817349733504,0.07045136108211851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656923407309833,0.0,0.0,0.11217644392077687,0.07758689761906276,0.15651890295681206,0.08140194870214694,0.1019349393341604,0.0,0.0,0.10341059569100068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248015804114636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171939911594954,0.0,0.10075357831639577,0.07317083886117731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010818643418624,0.0,0.11379415635571175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557244410113653,0.0,0.13522822737740758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179819458309743,0.0,0.10681604373571613,0.08410480948229458,0.0,0.0,0.11923454527148128,0.0,0.08730699020451872,0.1186357459639752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470450321365492,0.0,0.08428748084329263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483217476411532,0.09225000527667206,0.09717062667154727,0.0,0.0,0.07011866569280112,0.0,0.10369632860958143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716573680859601,0.11480143639246915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091156027128634,0.11624167536663453,0.0,0.1245050328070296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897932512263068,0.0,0.0,0.11783597554110715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683720342888423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593359978255756 lonely,aidenger,2020/04/17,FRIEND WANTED looking for a friend around 14 years old to talk gaming with :),6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,66.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.17705714285714302,61,1,11,0,1,17,13,14,0.0,0.521,0.479,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35202469869729586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110306426269011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320693083574378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149468882085861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31783902535705016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332402675604477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464986008138674 lonely,ThreonA1127,2020/04/17,"Lonely Depressed third year medical student about to be sent back into a covid19 hotspot. Post pretty much says it all. Despite guidance that third year med students should avoid direct patient care for the time being my school (DO) and my hospital are sending us back in . I fear like I will likely be exposed to covid19 and expose my partner as well. I dont have enough room in our tiny apartment to self isolate and am dreading going in next week. Never felt this alone before.",6.308464419475657,7.5737926741573025,5.442191011235956,82.46455992509364,66.07865168539325,6.832209737827719,33.934456928838955,6.42735559955562,2.1291782771535583,384,17,65,2,6,115,73,89,0.20800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.106,-0.8201,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,10,1,0,0,2,9,14,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,2,2,2,8,4,10,7,3,18,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,10,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327374909876728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018349035507584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700903084206253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001076100279824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690447523829201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002383358920936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279660383491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085529698351186,0.0,0.0,0.18844740297164791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115432391303498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917725943053534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800874368658268,0.19771867332621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442790606689015,0.0,0.15137345422712548,0.0,0.2087325180412092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796983621525826,0.19967442057902576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607964792777354,0.0,0.19863300283282534,0.0,0.0,0.20474961575354875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444505077713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608541637596706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743380289018094,0.0,0.17646788857749388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252779434309423 lonely,green_apollo,2020/04/17,"I'm so lost I just saw a post about a guy best friend surprising his guy best friend for his birthday after not being able to see each other for a year. I want that so bad. I want a guy best friend. I've never had close friends growing up. I was the bullied black sheep of the batch. No one wanted to be friends with me. I'm already 31 and I still don't know the feeling of a best friend. The one whom, I always hear, will always nag at you just so you guys can be together. I want that so bad. I've been trying and I still am trying. None of them seem to click. But I'm still trying. I want so bad to have a guy best friend. I just feel so empty without one. I don't know where to find him.",-1.3200980392156865,0.6612586078431377,0.8131078431372565,102.85848529411768,93.640522875817,3.5828758169934645,14.1859477124183,4.935628992294339,-1.359187973856209,529,10,134,2,20,174,81,153,0.17600000000000002,0.568,0.256,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,6,14,18,1,0,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,23,29,9,0,5,6,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,5,7,18,13,16,20,7,12,0,1,4,0,20,4,0,1,6,89,22,0,0.0893999763621131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865509698683196,0.0,0.1487758840321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239357380685713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690987982590325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040662843483772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170995877784126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834913997979712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426001602137664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076027075247468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982637779945057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759063488423088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895077310418403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817392130176243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856204649189171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124020650664557,0.08138638085177417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418480981632249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209014674390905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636521116594616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861783869674809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057570653683840387 lonely,Needcompass,2020/04/17,"It's my birthday This is year 4 of whatever happened to me. I was asked to hang out with some people but I turned them down. All my laughs are fake and I get so much social anxiety. I don't know what happened to me. All I've ever wanted was to make someone laugh. I watch robin williams sometimes and I notice how he always is over the top. I think he did it because he never wanted to get personal.",0.730952380952381,2.868576857142859,2.659523809523812,92.61880952380956,84.0,5.161904761904762,21.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.3124380952380954,312,10,67,3,9,104,61,84,0.077,0.7909999999999999,0.133,0.7008,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,4,16,18,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,12,2,10,15,4,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,3,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548132408533145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179721491202983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962867295022687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432116926933424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125084440573067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548339184667914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154972281422764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911187560374013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681819629871924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727012388994564,0.0,0.1811931888128072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747038041731325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287150163783626,0.20513259530715774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394824613237818,0.19905618446894227,0.0,0.232352661756318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053423105545988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555373510326481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713665676598065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512877934994442 lonely,DoubleR7,2020/04/17,"Ugly people of the world unite! I’ve noticed a lot of people posting how they get ghosted after sending a picture of themselves to their chats. Personally, I’ve never sent a dm to someone else(don’t want to be/seem a creep) who’s looking for a friend, date, etc.. so I’ve never experienced that myself/don’t know how true that is. So, I decided to make a post dedicated to those of us claiming to be ugly and want to make friends. I think we would just be more understanding of each other and maybe all of us in this thread could become friends.",5.184913217623496,5.947839186915889,5.920961281708947,79.83775700934585,68.34579439252336,7.983444592790388,31.173564753004012,7.957251820313856,2.1396499332443266,431,17,82,5,7,141,72,107,0.061,0.773,0.166,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,4,4,22,15,6,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,16,10,5,10,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,1,4,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934546684372197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688338838885508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912044082498177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973696095245092,0.0,0.08957195906864461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422066030501276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396904965876478,0.0,0.0,0.14575481777004162,0.0,0.0,0.2288792403334649,0.0,0.17223766702695142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644550210874481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951891391640675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771415847577315,0.14969752774129386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839025345569833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560753860719292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145263207205061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985383476329824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847834399473556,0.41244995091720266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202243199342524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178828019752028,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,M1A_eg,2020/04/17,"That level of loneliness! I always thought I have been alone all my life. I lived in a country that somehow I grew allergic to its socials and I felt I couldn't cope with its culture, yet I was surrounded by my family and friends. Never had a relationship that led me exploit the sweet feeling of love and how it can fulfil one's soul. I decided to leave that country for a better social life and over 18 stressful months of studying to be certified to work in another country, I was able to achieve that dream. Here I am, in a totally new environment, feeling like a complete stranger, treated as a complete stranger, trapped behind a tongue forced to speak a second language encaged thousands of miles away from my home, family, and friends and can't even go back. I can't make any friends, everything is so different. I can't approach anyone at work, afraid to say something that might end up offending them without me noticing. Everything is so stressful working as a doctor in a totally new environment in a very challenging time, I keep apologising for every right and wrong I do and it is tearing me up inside. I am worried sick about what can happen to my parents back home and I can't even go and see them. I can't say anything to my family and let them worry and my friends are already living pretty hard time in my country and I miss them all so fucking much. I can't find anyone to talk with, I can't find anytime to talk with anyone. I am extremely anxious, and extremely lonely.",5.198749999999997,6.39890915277778,5.8412777777777825,78.8315,68.58333333333333,8.815555555555557,35.23333333333333,9.120678840339163,3.260388333333333,1188,60,216,22,20,386,153,288,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,-0.8169,2,4,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,6,12,18,2,3,12,0,26,7,0,3,5,37,39,20,0,1,1,1,4,1,4,1,5,3,2,0,11,17,0,1,7,1,0,5,10,8,0,3,6,9,35,10,38,29,5,30,1,2,1,2,19,15,1,2,11,156,46,6,0.09466956644316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804911998771518,0.10447022067792934,0.0,0.07877266310155957,0.0,0.0,0.06437855153911179,0.09926929480721487,0.0,0.10694966346002388,0.0,0.198585486102354,0.0,0.07790498681289568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889451740049134,0.1455901059823972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372753827826344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851847850356308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890954754300962,0.0,0.0968983127475848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384913645262562,0.0,0.0,0.1250567115715278,0.0,0.07976319279328542,0.0,0.17016580398046452,0.0,0.2677381256008935,0.0,0.09573555459172786,0.06763195718286975,0.09089762995596007,0.0,0.17305253729049533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256588878389944,0.08752048869163431,0.0,0.0,0.10760579254132918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371598495464498,0.0,0.08480533653517942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899225880542589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841466604585121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024140165701438,0.0,0.09680604574749864,0.1337358289810034,0.04625076821962116,0.0,0.16718992319234624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544297986160294,0.0,0.06319267072204261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042944948866504,0.0,0.0,0.07556434473458543,0.0,0.06959302415564958,0.0,0.07301500583461391,0.18286491438843006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778192886120316,0.0,0.0,0.06415054828952435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051193501472842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631298339618773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163968526375132,0.0,0.08084729247673858,0.0,0.15057007798754096,0.0,0.0,0.07543938754511496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930074019383635,0.0,0.07288125738449534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688733701113336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218362297514634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515706106268404,0.11040517101099008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811230691466749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125808375985284,0.0,0.20676171563915266,0.1922830801862884,0.0,0.0,0.10350630942808342,0.0,0.0 lonely,misolost,2020/04/17,"My life doesn’t feel drastically different since this pandemic started. I guess social distancing and self-isolation were just part of my day to day life. So of course a lot of people have expressed how excited they are for this pandemic to be over so they can see all their friends again. I am excited about it being over too, obviously, and I do have family and a couple friends I want to see. They all live in a different city a couple hours away and this whole thing has made me realize I don’t have friends here. I miss seeing the employees at my job, but I’m their manager, not their friend. Most people I talk to are significantly older or younger than me, just people I know around town. And all this has become so apparent to me now. I don’t live alone, I live with my brother, so I don’t really feel lonely day to day, I guess if I do I just keep myself busy. My ex and I broke up in October, so I know this is sort of related to that natural loss of associated friends. But they weren’t my friends anyways, a couple never even liked me. This all occurred to me today and it’s hard to not feel weird and embarrassed and sad about it. My life just doesn’t even feel that different since this started. Working from home is different, but I didn’t really go out much before this, I was cooking at home, I’m saving money so I don’t shop much. A few years ago I was a thriving social butterfly, but a lot has happened since then. My mental health is getting better, I’m in therapy, life is okay. I’m just feeling really alone and wishing I had some close genuine friends where I live now. Edited for redundancy, still redundant though sorry!",4.649149113082039,5.4651916920731685,5.766008869179604,80.27788248337029,69.57926829268294,9.622172949002216,29.23835920177384,9.800150414767053,2.6440804878048776,1297,47,261,30,22,432,160,328,0.102,0.78,0.11900000000000001,0.5657,8,5,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,7,3,26,20,0,1,9,1,30,6,0,2,6,54,56,25,0,3,13,2,6,1,7,0,5,0,2,0,14,14,1,1,8,2,2,1,11,7,0,0,7,9,43,13,32,47,13,32,0,5,3,0,20,14,0,9,18,184,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888148821874096,0.0,0.0,0.1609595129054078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917462154096116,0.0,0.0,0.07300714113962145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581993239970112,0.06612189811602594,0.0,0.0,0.06872445045772317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579399130348125,0.0,0.2004552066396547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247440180230443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264787375260084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325409666829273,0.0,0.1964518936623844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202470668541702,0.0,0.04059806448138767,0.0,0.044161987265726614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120336142234713,0.0,0.06871496736729718,0.0,0.06960911868557278,0.0,0.0,0.08259761374817205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558904723814865,0.0,0.07652454371464823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711099952688638,0.06906847038359873,0.0,0.0,0.0854101324190165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954357054382825,0.037963120551535175,0.0,0.2744625204499981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132125356011611,0.0,0.07352709081565799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830915276871561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424538303975723,0.0,0.059931490335647375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414779072310595,0.0,0.16161421779123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934094327084727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185764345585132,0.0,0.08106407877400752,0.0,0.0,0.1928370803070924,0.0,0.0,0.15842252029916046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698526231334504,0.1100011064541116,0.0,0.06205593875964085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245696501235524,0.0,0.0,0.08886333510003695,0.0,0.05162426947164432,0.0,0.07634553736111399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365599647927047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458328841593024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675573179671538,0.0893578156666999,0.0,0.0,0.05657073556759819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050039976631685 lonely,Viried,2020/04/17,"Online friend He is my first online friend and he’s also the first guy friend that I’m really close with. I met him on an online game so I decided to ask for his social media account since I really wanted to make friends who have same interests as me, which he is. And so we started talking and became really close. We spent lots of time talking everyday. I could text him all day bc I feel like I’m not alone when talking with him. I feel like he’s the first person who is really special to me bc I don’t want to lose him and I know that I will feel lonely without him. So when we argued about something, I would try to make up with him even if it was my fault or not. And now this is the third time that we’re argue. He just assumed things by himself without listen to my reasons. It felt as if he doesn’t care about what I’m trying to tell and just want me to apologize. We haven’t talked for a few days now and I know for sure that our friendship won’t continue if I don’t try to talk and make up with him. But this time he made me feel really disappointed of him bc I had never thought he’s the kind of person who would act like this. If I try to make up with him that means I’ll have to accept what he said were true which I don’t want to or I’ll just ignore him from now on which mean we probably never going to talk again. But I’m afraid of being lonely, I need someone that I could talk everyday with. He’s the person that I’ve been looking for so I don’t want to lose him. I want to spend more time with him even in the future. I really don’t know what to do bc there’s no one I could talk to so that’s why I decided to post this here.",1.3355432780847138,2.6353009337016573,3.1977679558011083,93.6282173112339,78.33701657458563,6.4841252302025785,19.24898710865561,7.1686216300943375,0.0936792633517496,1286,26,308,15,30,432,149,362,0.073,0.792,0.135,0.9458,0,5,1,0,0,0,20.0,6,0,0,5,21,24,2,1,8,0,26,0,0,6,5,78,62,26,0,16,15,0,5,3,4,4,0,2,0,4,24,22,0,1,16,1,3,2,15,10,0,5,10,8,49,14,47,44,5,33,0,5,1,0,59,8,0,8,25,204,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922330238013171,0.0,0.061171133725369725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151028932488468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798934081798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321943780558075,0.0,0.0,0.09866284485228208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010453298993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547079013233437,0.10929270951396468,0.07344492663004626,0.0,0.0,0.19519379243980103,0.0,0.0,0.23639208466269646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434725280625851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573973623117823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965530984865721,0.12611505759716113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211131511742854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423454944717574,0.1711513882363682,0.0,0.06503130409907408,0.0,0.07237918211449272,0.2042377151961276,0.0,0.0,0.16664581133677975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056718320685889084,0.11799167368860533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183339009701457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037125904371825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325880119222708,0.0,0.08247199961712434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401884965776204,0.07864717009135327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276201389232333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327549931660381,0.0,0.0,0.07797460990614907,0.0648119626279742,0.058887768623925515,0.0,0.0,0.05414188177796326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209340459192097,0.0,0.0,0.4918550694498663,0.06685793579834858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081830873716656,0.0,0.0,0.06072660902328401,0.17841388578356868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077339161380516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707040329705647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902270671896933,0.0,0.0,0.14747234376492202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867634849262683,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,krab777,2020/04/17,"My birthday is coming soon and I have no one I cut contact with my last so called friend because they didn't give a shit about me. Now I'm all alone. My birthday is coming in two days. I can't even count how many times I was completely alone in this life, how many times I was a friendless loser. I just want to have a honest and decent friend who cares about me like everyone else does, but I see I'm not allowed to have that. I have no support, no care, everything is going like shit. I'm stuck in an endless nightmare. Deep inside I know I'm destined to be forever alone for my whole hellish existence. I'm definitely going to get insane.",2.5536363636363646,4.183929515151519,3.75060606060606,89.5459090909091,75.81818181818181,6.618181818181819,24.87878787878788,7.348242739294969,1.030642424242424,504,17,107,6,11,164,82,132,0.19899999999999998,0.589,0.212,0.4545,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,4,0,4,0,12,3,2,3,1,14,30,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,4,1,16,8,11,25,2,14,1,1,1,0,7,4,2,0,8,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619475337171608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063092904963482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181384644060686,0.0,0.3031682393498081,0.0,0.0,0.2561407777944238,0.15588295872091815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588310610587217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010653603608285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419892468324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819846673531883,0.0,0.0,0.1420653792868148,0.13361954613772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973194590361914,0.0,0.07767657602148556,0.14262265305077504,0.16899091150903253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170791795865583,0.12119000716764247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501358294552593,0.14527023675653564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014663255385921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074605997708884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847476389373432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522559963516793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871468210874166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733872317077343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523391815113354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769239509721342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599038112510614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OEvans1998,2020/04/17,"i feel like the loneliest person ever man genuinely never had a friend in my life, it honestly makes me cry when i see people seeing they cant wait for this virus thing to be over so they can see their friends again ):",7.9818181818181815,5.8391917272727305,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,63.54545454545455,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.186581818181818,172,4,36,2,2,54,41,44,0.21899999999999997,0.624,0.158,-0.5152,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,5,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,4,8,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,5,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899120096443129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387375700971556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334496943762286,0.18854988733516992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078195254586702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864198267903341,0.1289416645653932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761736824033169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355718949059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297412468281155,0.2304513477974909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309482357787695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534173010382434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Serchus,2020/04/17,"I'm terrified (just a vent don't mind me) Hi I'm 25 and just come out of a long term relationship (he cheated on me) and I'm terrified for the future. My friends are in relationships and 3 are getting married and I'm bridesmaid for them all. I'm scared I'll be 'always the bridesmaid never the bride', I'm a big girl (currently losing weight so I am making changes lost 1.5 stone so far) I'm quiet and I think I'm rather dull I never have anything to say and it takes me so long to come out of my shell. I'm worried because I don't have many boxes to tick apart from kind, funny, patient. It seems I would go for anyone like that. How can I really fall for the guy of my dreams if I'd go for any nice guy????? I know this all sounds dumb but I'm really scared right now, all I ever wanted was stability and someone who loves me unconditionally (oh and won't cheat). Sorry if you read all this crap, just wanted to vent somewhere :(",0.8201020408163231,2.8395369285714334,2.9819999999999998,91.13799999999999,82.77551020408163,5.7567346938775525,20.00408163265305,6.961326702584282,0.2727946938775516,722,20,162,9,20,245,115,196,0.155,0.754,0.091,-0.914,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,10,14,4,2,7,0,12,3,1,2,7,35,36,15,0,6,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,3,6,12,1,0,3,2,0,5,5,9,0,0,2,4,17,5,17,31,5,22,0,3,0,1,13,8,2,3,10,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088447189863676,0.0,0.0,0.0987952786916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158304784519362,0.0,0.11955293649277045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856124707538551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536868160644867,0.25029145068026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141394020154462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224285040230143,0.0,0.07590272452400143,0.0,0.16513177151091274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876997813335816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512866057228469,0.07984200522085462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097639550318137,0.0,0.0,0.2571361880830061,0.0,0.16253098908427524,0.15859011609280788,0.0,0.13112073518067,0.0,0.09697542684636397,0.1472909635865607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669123213791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409755043100568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531916307462422,0.0,0.18613998182825345,0.0,0.0,0.3119523751840497,0.0,0.12406819663929425,0.0,0.11553236646191332,0.2909009448143147,0.0,0.0,0.13225731754863215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309514400046632,0.0,0.0,0.16262889591804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923236560968634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930894606374938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137963717846136,0.0,0.0,0.17691171659142835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753873798448802,0.0,0.10320263593877606,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eppimoo,2020/04/17,"I hope someone knows what i feel I feel like a complete failure. like i let myself down. i feel like myself from a few years ago would be so disappointed if he saw me now I feel so inferior, like everyone is better than me and more capable than me and more important than me. i feel like i have no place to go or no group of people to belong to because for some reason i just feel like i never have friends i get into times where i feel like my entire life was a waste and i get filled with nothing but regret and self hate all because i overthink. i compare myself to others, i overthink every little event and anything and it makes me see how lonely i am I get so effected by any little social thing, like the smallest bit of exclusion sends me down a spiral of sadness and self-hate for days. It sucks. it makes me lose motivation to try anything at all, and makes me cut myself off from any opportunities because sometimes i just think of myself so low. i always worry about how others see me because any little piece of honest feelings people say about me send me down a route of overthinking and self hate forever. anytime i see someone whos got a better life than me, it just sends me down. this whole quarantine thing hasn't helped at all either. or maybe its nothing. because it feels just like summer anyways. staying home alone with nobody checking up on me, with no parties to go to, no people to see, and no awesome places to go. I just wish i had a place. i wish i was somebody people wanted to see and talk to. I feel like nobody ever has my back. I feel like im nothing but a shallow friend to most. I wish things were different, i should have been a different person years ago. i graduate high school next year. i hope college gives me a fresh start to have a better life with people who care about me. but idk lmao. because even when i get high as fuck i still feel inferior.",4.11095238095238,5.231898984126985,5.010211640211639,84.07738095238095,71.06349206349206,7.2931216931216944,26.698412698412696,7.526774132740827,1.3971492063492057,1488,48,293,16,27,485,177,378,0.17300000000000001,0.623,0.204,0.9134,2,4,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,7,22,34,5,0,12,0,17,4,0,8,5,66,62,25,0,10,12,0,12,11,2,2,3,1,1,3,14,16,0,0,17,0,1,7,7,13,0,0,7,19,56,21,46,51,12,45,0,8,6,1,17,20,2,7,28,198,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537716231873813,0.0,0.0,0.06156028693919606,0.0,0.0,0.049457534591888286,0.0,0.0,0.12126051022102285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782552546717456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045704483124923916,0.0,0.21739868844714905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770538119367766,0.06489137024747615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060143991368951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232006213285315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383328696031932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420101533877348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392585218968824,0.05376546210851692,0.05007944014343303,0.05679596626038109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36064626862667903,0.3397026054662016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184396588370372,0.0549498699997585,0.1242165040655384,0.057018757358779384,0.1013406871881226,0.0,0.04753834161989652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736628648049666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984032617171845,0.1255999276519046,0.05962159078184377,0.11807154329878615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420370320115068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032665806228671414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077982091437052,0.12594936100120016,0.31942475561497635,0.17871876322499594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649639849218725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902683907587802,0.0,0.05971389118020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584258084732504,0.0,0.06321344374828418,0.0,0.0,0.1710983275874447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060356139896467,0.05189934371377048,0.1863015230081602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111260465448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726782456860144,0.0,0.06015486359747092,0.2368236626894947,0.0,0.18602173402657585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058999329215335,0.1007239763201578,0.0,0.05878612629672034,0.0,0.042070826102236863,0.0633534569723091,0.04746760632370578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047774357888016934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118464753688778,0.0380857454006133,0.0,0.0,0.03465902604663417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403547917729458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035058325527559366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636088351192196,0.2050537805467111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036261004333055,0.0,0.04222335471834602,0.0,0.0,0.11482919888136782 lonely,Usernametaken1499,2020/04/17,"Ideal girl A guy just told me (21F) I'm an ideal girl in the eyes of plenty of guys, and he's not the only one, my friends too tell me If ""I wanted to have a boyfriend I'll do it in a blink of eyes"". Then why the f*** am I still alone? No guy ever asked me out or if I make the first step it's always the same ""I have a girlfriend"" excuse! I'm seriously loosing hope here...",-2.7562986425339377,-1.095345905882354,0.5647058823529427,102.6596380090498,102.1764705882353,3.085972850678733,12.42081447963801,4.713530739802397,-1.6380045248868775,278,5,74,1,13,98,58,85,0.068,0.765,0.16699999999999998,0.8588,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,10,0,4,2,2,1,1,14,11,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,8,4,7,10,1,8,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,4,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342518414528681,0.0,0.0,0.18819792967033971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144557792863064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459064003266275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238659984068648,0.0,0.0,0.1747442970485361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718543212769761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464544770755665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097534261213086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326383417734946,0.1720183004075284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062576936443853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976892417505248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612244427532204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334054423949721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040901561184445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DisastrousImplement6,2020/04/17,"I'm thinking about suicide I have no friends that are close who I can trust. I feel like I have nobody to talk to. My life has fallen a part in a couple of weeks. I'm starting to think maybe I'd be better off dead. &#x200B; Nobody would understand. I could never explain things to anyone. &#x200B; I sit here thinking what is the point in living with it. Why am i living? Legitimately nobody cares. People would be sad after i died, but would that even matter if they only care about me once I'm dead? &#x200B; I tried joining a discord server to talk to other people. Nobody seemed to want to talk and were ignoring me in the voice call. They continued to talk to each other and it felt very hard to get a word in. I eventually waited for a silence to begin talking and a guy talked over me mid sentence and then the other people began talking to him. It was like I didn't exist. &#x200B; I feel so deeply unhappy and like nobody would ever understand.",2.5082873851294885,4.899768968253973,3.773071567808412,85.7288972431078,78.89417989417991,5.460428849902534,22.1166805903648,6.5966054737557815,0.6610042328042325,761,23,140,7,19,248,112,189,0.16399999999999998,0.713,0.12300000000000001,-0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,0,2,32,38,9,4,7,2,0,4,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,10,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,5,19,8,25,26,2,20,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,2,12,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527501294957313,0.3955977693050669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569107493079583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719840664287638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310970487666461,0.0,0.16596788429438766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498439858418198,0.09005802016052304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447140828809589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375824261791685,0.07362316808783356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230786026960701,0.058146022189008974,0.07814849412174464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288278267246618,0.0,0.04252363970964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059026815370643,0.0,0.0,0.07291069466743001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057489142731511386,0.11929115940938488,0.0,0.14374016942072432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176858665635088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277405425235004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667916941643841,0.0,0.06190181644216485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813893915342412,0.0,0.16927961608763167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694116748368211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409566067188415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057609241699948986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902896557203059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579351892828673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054072820055058486,0.15645694050134148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525940820247264,0.0,0.0,0.1694626058181792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671564171773716,0.048006748049220616,0.0,0.06528726013580691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734430659515097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312724206024133,0.0,0.3955977693050669,0.0 lonely,MyConverseIsReversed,2020/04/17,"I feel so alone. I don't have a single good friend. I don't know a single person I can share my secrets with except my parents. I don't have a single person to talk to at school. I tried to make friends with them but everyone tries to climb the social ladder and doesn't really care about me. They all come to me when there is no one left. And as soon as they can get in a group with someone more popular they leave and never say a word. I have to sit alone in the classroom telling my teacher I am just doing homework, but I really don't wanna stand alone in the cafeteria. I can't hold a conversation with my older sister because my conversation skills are so low. I haven't had a real friend since first grade. Sometimes I just feel like I'm super annoying couse I can't talk. Just because I dont like the things they like, and they don't like what I like. I just feel like the only people who care about me is my parents and my cat. Wich has been my only support system for all my life. Every secret I've told somebody has been told. Every joke I've said has been overlooked. Every try at going into a conversation is ignored. Every morning I sit outside the classroom with my phone, and I don't leave until school is over. I just can't handle this anymore. I want to laugh with people. I be nice to them and they be nice to me. Have some same interest and atleast they hear me speak. All I do is listen all the time, all my life is inside my brain. Every achievement is only for me to remember. Why can't I just have one real friend? I try to hang with girls and boys. But the boys don't want to have a girl In their group, and the girls doesn't like me. I don't have an outstanding style. I don't have a wierd humor. Nothing that people normally is singled out for. Wtf is wrong with me.. I just want to fit in. Or I think I might get depressed soon, and I don't want to take my life. Help",1.7584529791816232,3.4472985854271414,3.2242541277817662,92.2000351758794,78.2211055276382,5.855104091888013,20.41665470208184,6.610729790773281,0.1448455707106966,1479,36,327,13,35,485,168,398,0.127,0.682,0.191,0.9804,2,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,10,5,15,29,1,0,20,0,51,5,1,1,6,63,75,21,0,6,12,3,3,7,4,1,3,5,1,7,5,22,1,2,8,1,0,4,20,5,0,3,7,8,61,24,42,65,12,29,0,2,0,0,46,13,0,3,15,224,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578469714413029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823003125960665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117560488446356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926403834862742,0.0,0.0,0.16922054269782558,0.0,0.0,0.07148552486628244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147615409143394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725956436128844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349598543002634,0.07929716065589723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258814093070055,0.11857114974233167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058827770878907,0.0,0.0,0.2564606678075003,0.0,0.0867140461511079,0.0,0.047163142514349284,0.06960514209003467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353182101847826,0.0,0.05562410419322104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560721218464898,0.0,0.0,0.17574145036372776,0.09016507915584816,0.0,0.17584746543499954,0.28380109750534616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055394135663864856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803556624616342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400430765920558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130915398655511,0.07962778852085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246760531745294,0.18934492688496374,0.0,0.0,0.18429338328075506,0.0,0.0,0.17259717820598425,0.14492122829776724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889136186846178,0.10632655860540012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400753151359753,0.0,0.07893916879860982,0.06599419862825316,0.0,0.16797354449622945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864729347323208,0.0,0.0,0.0845942898515163,0.07031419533865632,0.0,0.08207577418293964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417210103790002,0.0,0.0,0.06239552303341806,0.1334028165067436,0.07253386206878029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055132545635687716,0.053174400764420884,0.0,0.0,0.048390097705125916,0.0,0.0,0.15859432131179446,0.0,0.2253695547169015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957903601069548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488241192291283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073271442735907,0.0,0.0 lonely,upchucknut,2020/04/17,"First post Not sure how to start this but i (20M) feel like screaming into the void and just need to spill some things i’ve kept inside. I have been dealing with depression & anxiety for about 5 years now, and i’m currently in a depressive slump. My roommates had decided that they do not want me living in the house with them starting in the fall. their reasoning was along the lines of “you have been really depressed lately and the negative presence you exude is making our lives stressful because we don’t want to have to deal with you being suicidal”. Never once had they tried to check in on me or show any compassion, just that i was an annoyance due to just being there. they take advantage of the things i provide for them & are only nice to me when they want something. A friend from high school recently OD’ed and passed away, and between school problems and quarantine beginning to look like a reality, i never really had time to grieve his passing. My grandmother passed away soon after, due to a stroke that seemed to have accelerated the deterioration of her sanity from her Alzheimer’s. Her burial was the last thing i went to before quarantine started. Days before her funeral the girl i was talking to decided that things weren’t working out between us and left me. We hadn’t been talking for much more than a month, but i had spent a good amount of that time with her. i have never met someone like her & i was quickly getting way too attached. i wanted to be more serious with her and my biggest mistake was using her as an outlet to complain and spill about all the stuff i had going on in my life. it was overwhelming and i was too lovestruck to see that she, in fact, was not my therapist and i drove her away. I have now been in quarantine for over a month. i am back in my hometown with my family, doing my university classes online. Every day i have to listen to constant complaints and arguments and bad attitudes and i sit and wonder if the way my family is acting is how i acted towards her and it makes me so upset. i’ve been doing my best to avoid acting like them and maintaining a positive attitude, but it’s hard enough doing that when i felt like i was truly happy, now i’m at an extremely low point and i just can’t be a positive thinker right now. during quarantine, my elderly neighbor passed away. she had been dealing with many tumors and had exposed wounds from countless surgeries and finally stopped fighting. I had known her most of my life, doing yard work for her as a child and spending lots of my summers swimming in her pool. I guess i’m dealing with a lot of loss all at the same time, and i feel so numb at this point i don’t know what to even do. i feel empty inside & i am usually a sensitive, emotional person & i haven’t been able to cry in weeks. i think about all the people i’ve lost and i want to scream and cry and no tears will come out. i just feel a pain in my chest that never goes away. i feel so alone and i’m honestly extremely embarrassed making this post but i’m laying here and my mind is consumed by the thought of just wanting to die and be done and i needed to spill.",5.432644230769231,5.897663514423076,6.005128205128205,80.50653846153847,67.70192307692308,9.412820512820511,30.26282051282051,9.40045753921074,2.5397512820512818,2499,89,490,47,39,812,288,624,0.19899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.092,-0.9969,2,6,1,0,2,0,53.0,4,3,8,7,28,36,2,5,30,0,58,7,1,7,9,110,104,44,5,11,15,0,8,5,2,1,6,3,2,3,20,44,0,3,16,4,3,13,15,23,0,1,36,13,85,13,85,62,14,90,0,8,2,0,46,33,0,9,44,361,105,5,0.06564612602014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798958872112927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35563775058085073,0.0,0.044641616795282286,0.0,0.05021910672406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838348167128005,0.05047781881596199,0.05481177318630906,0.0400172691165703,0.0,0.11172003635500502,0.0,0.0688915592140213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654832486111645,0.0,0.07094014101425926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421837385706332,0.08467264102898021,0.270713093660214,0.16962273644683187,0.0,0.06813031462223991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717877876675275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384305604566513,0.0,0.06782999649442374,0.0,0.04335864711294895,0.0,0.055309692466175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377065051239318,0.0,0.1659632688058885,0.046897605545510944,0.06303057566661939,0.07191212229778382,0.0,0.05583856125740008,0.0,0.0,0.05071803412091107,0.0,0.03429739140159509,0.0,0.03730820623281871,0.055060855946347936,0.0,0.0,0.07231660882088291,0.0,0.0,0.06988152183320231,0.05880603470083391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935873636270698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757468156096588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607739406616347,0.05351035437814674,0.07405168949471418,0.0,0.07132470799886477,0.0,0.09273560038924307,0.16035690629769594,0.0,0.11593346393714735,0.0,0.05512621245760873,0.0,0.07166050122930016,0.11161997762929868,0.0,0.0,0.1314578966069171,0.06655486821752955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628387367340477,0.0,0.10479622297741774,0.0,0.04825745596487825,0.09735154128979663,0.20252135736815335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991098175367598,0.0,0.04992683696605504,0.06985210648146048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551075816426129,0.0573196651516755,0.0,0.0,0.12411361558427925,0.0,0.1257416849240465,0.0,0.0,0.06281447689831116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410917858726752,0.06749515089556303,0.06481762983724511,0.0,0.0,0.05606143293686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287476842358886,0.05231146320547176,0.05976176763267727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055621749547141774,0.050537594989852525,0.0,0.0,0.13939399762745433,0.0,0.0,0.054883100791787084,0.07519741556097335,0.0,0.07514910859502462,0.0718062070686443,0.0,0.06187069688400094,0.0,0.04935771700596718,0.10552773892787606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622021198411445,0.17444947669385855,0.042063386879319764,0.0,0.0521156913165658,0.11483635198353115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456941044279719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896420680793109,0.05669717568411318,0.07229993339636773,0.0,0.23231871575496815,0.1042136785182864,0.05265736258008362,0.0,0.0,0.060854616501071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711904233925981,0.09558232316851244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227395286419108 lonely,ronn69,2020/04/17,"Help I feel like iam unwanted. and noone cares if i died and people treat me so bad i always wondered why they do this to me .. and noone ever loved me i just can't understand why just why i don't deserve this life I don't deserve to be lonely or disrespected Sorry",3.1483928571428565,4.030262767857145,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,73.10714285714286,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.2643714285714287,209,6,45,3,4,71,36,56,0.237,0.545,0.218,-0.0754,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,12,10,6,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,2,9,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939091402307996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457986182065184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376012716238255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186021422682724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107993173861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783275028080895,0.16648484579667433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562027597659431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646040554851204,0.11385227244276278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032899119279524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615615865017663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608708040731299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426043496684379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308509361152813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527234924438726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExmakNSFW001,2020/04/17,"M here looking to find an online Female friend to talk with throughout the day I'm stuck at home like most everyone else and I'd just like to find someone to chat with and keep company. I'd like to get to know each other and just see where it goes, not looking for anything other than conversation.",7.331500000000003,6.141238483333336,7.15666666666667,79.37500000000003,64.16666666666666,10.0,33.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.5498333333333334,239,8,48,3,3,76,43,60,0.031,0.8009999999999999,0.168,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,11,7,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,4,26,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584858309352386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613232713250057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089646199281946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902491960649025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457257244488629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326193396420094,0.0,0.13069079484424534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509165154107486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234097631050911,0.0,0.0,0.13747352535378773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666256357065463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201187453867154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993337226652941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119476252239238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105762442852607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,__secondaccount,2020/04/17,"I'm pretty worthless I'm so lonely. I'm almost 20 but I've never had a boyfriend, and I only have two friends who I rarely talk to. I see people talking about how lonely and bored they are because of quarantine, but for me, that's been my life ever since I graduated high school. I rarely leave my room and I don't have a life. I'm miserable, and I tried to change but it never works out for me. If it wasn't for my mom and my dog, I would've already killed myself, but now, dying seems like it would be better than living like this. I'm just a waste of space. I know it sounds like I'm just feeling sorry for myself, and maybe I am, but I truly feel like there's no hope for me. I'm ugly, I have zero social skills, and hell, I can't even drive. There's no point to my life and I can't think of any downside, other than how my mom would feel, to ending it. Lately all I can think about is suicide.",1.780578231292516,2.754335765306124,3.4733469387755096,93.43355782312928,76.55102040816327,5.8389115646258505,19.189115646258504,5.6839178017228535,-0.3361206802721095,694,12,164,3,15,232,106,196,0.23,0.618,0.152,-0.9653,0,5,0,0,0,2,25.0,0,0,1,3,12,14,2,1,3,0,16,3,0,2,4,34,32,17,3,4,8,2,3,4,1,2,3,1,1,0,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,3,5,27,7,17,26,1,12,1,4,1,0,8,5,1,4,10,103,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401689611420556,0.0,0.14769077512883216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101271268293204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158486358511273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836660196275553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158018701767336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890009356397182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853850672670893,0.0,0.0,0.08839706926628374,0.1210618497207799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301371299813875,0.0956120903641227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340095629729608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140452783281332,0.0,0.13292882522136748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806912414972676,0.0,0.07355247717729732,0.0,0.15097224570908374,0.14171244412669973,0.0,0.0,0.2835958627711708,0.2615410119489831,0.0,0.11817917675378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445572374530246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134929824845624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644433864067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017879098957582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278466718132057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651778369735964,0.0,0.0,0.13615879319912666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354486462352461,0.10664954615278438,0.12183879029112145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071008826478207,0.0,0.0,0.1364284128668501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981785743348236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639428770600202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151437710503629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715127371875616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086550260219628,0.0,0.13073781240620969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743382006072764,0.0,0.0,0.285218645380704,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dhanessh,2020/04/17,"SELF LOATHING (M) I have never really accepted myself. i always think less of myself. Really never got close to anyone of the opposite sex cause i tend to think im never good enough which usually is the case. If anyone out there feels the same, i just want you to know you're not alone. And hopefully with time, things get better.",2.2758035714285683,4.849981937500001,3.647589285714286,85.19562500000002,81.1875,7.4071428571428575,16.955357142857142,8.418075326091056,0.9774357142857144,260,5,49,6,7,85,47,64,0.163,0.7490000000000001,0.087,-0.7342,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,19,11,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,7,10,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158596200619561,0.0,0.0,0.17342161898547964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914633507861085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433000320383594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141041134118912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153529319341194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538310003792108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889052303920964,0.0,0.0,0.1748122862401006,0.16669201640632167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700746978143972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251286936537461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145418397497576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822376198865223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703758141617456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174268662842337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846457401587706,0.267093444189854,0.0,0.0,0.12153101562917434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295445000771796,0.0,0.12293114936033417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnikkaForbes,2020/04/17,"Lonely Poem 😳 Lonely Wish I had someone to hold me What do u do When it’s only you No real family or friends No kids or loved 1 Just you on your lonesome Lonely Wish I had someone to hold me I hope and pray It will change for the Better one day I envy all Who have someone Being on your own I wouldn’t wish on anyone Lonely Wish I had someone to hold me",-1.3242807825086302,0.6961408987341784,1.6995166858458042,95.66950517836595,95.70886075949369,3.3790563866513232,14.776754890678939,4.851557810540192,-1.0105291139240509,277,6,62,1,11,97,49,79,0.198,0.532,0.27,0.836,0,8,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,15,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,13,4,7,9,2,5,1,4,0,1,8,3,0,3,2,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910627289200177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800403774607145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650688382473863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006324085505534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470999193785384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055553880242302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498218508598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083151685135195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573623528923264,0.11867488232675563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760682979063452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288462064443007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177497547985366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TitanRekt,2020/04/17,"I really don't know what to do anymore with schooling being completely on line rn I have no idea what i need to do for my classes. I can't sit down and focus in my bed room for 8 hrs. i get more and more behind everyday. i hear my parents talking about not wanting me anymore too. the thing that sucks even more is that I'm the big brother how am I supposed to set an example if im a failure. a person that i thought i had a thing with is using me. every girl ive been with has cheated on me or thrown me away after getting what they want, hell one them fucked my best friend when we were dating. so tbh im a failure and so is my life.",0.9892619047619036,2.3686187357142856,3.2042857142857137,92.86904761904765,79.5,5.80952380952381,23.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,0.5173809523809529,493,17,115,4,12,169,93,140,0.166,0.773,0.061,-0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,1,7,6,4,0,7,0,15,2,0,2,0,18,27,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,22,2,16,22,4,13,1,0,0,1,10,7,3,2,4,85,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725971360249214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764930063579513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713893773548707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695910138286246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407438198546268,0.0,0.15827329419826824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513388119968154,0.17366601774538468,0.196289687304176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172269909668706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120618847527237,0.4058244891025018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323846961240636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326853242949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928977407203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729328211223287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858725997729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402499853792366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034271186246842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011611144913526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098820952244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496008576108656,0.0,0.0,0.1491333937381299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224369305163716,0.0,0.0,0.22159978843332487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,commanderklebold,2020/04/17,"Extreme Anger I didn't like how i was treated by the society because they see me as an unworthy person who didn't deserve anything. My eternal loneliness is caused in the hands of those losers who took pleasure from my endless suffering. All i want is one friend that helps me pass through time during my loneliness moments, but no one would do if it wasn't for my soul. I really doubt that someone will read this entire post as it was pretty much nothing except random person's life which you've never probably cared of.",10.946199999999996,7.82867602,9.854000000000003,68.94200000000002,58.8,12.8,43.0,10.686352973137794,4.574299999999999,422,18,74,7,4,133,78,100,0.21100000000000002,0.684,0.105,-0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,9,1,1,3,0,10,2,1,2,2,11,14,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,2,11,5,10,6,2,8,1,2,1,0,7,1,0,3,5,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832088870032659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357156752840093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699029326671755,0.22870653854549464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200654621748465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922693808001766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572530423431955,0.1087677710403024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366167328119527,0.0,0.17170913571456092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213623414514203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017252433660009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887910012276047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322191715663324,0.2264989086559825,0.240037204867204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226943386602468,0.0,0.14262509938275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774105457657394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886371425865892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981972867095398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473546665532235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313153549531932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815287035872838,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wysa_ai,2020/04/17,"""Have you ever longed for deeper connections and a support system? Canceled plans to stay at home more often lately?"" We have broken down the types of loneliness and also listed down some self-help tips to help you. Hey everyone, sometimes reading about what you are going through can help, especially if it is relatable. It is important to understand what the feeling is that you are going through and try to figure out how you can change that. Here are [some things](https://blogs.wysa.io/blog/depression/self-help-tips-for-loneliness) that can help you to deal with the feeling of loneliness. I truly hope it can help someone.",7.333692660550457,9.43099478899083,5.962282110091742,76.58360665137616,64.41284403669725,9.119724770642202,31.973623853211013,9.516144504307137,3.188145871559633,508,20,79,10,8,150,67,109,0.073,0.722,0.205,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,6,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,17,19,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,16,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,5,3,60,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954460029715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136560213338772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670061960231783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653064959006906,0.0,0.15478988748263645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381561056005692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841270850744075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6514772098905522,0.0,0.16249075306418548,0.16089418056849972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273354723099344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433574421980317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620354075872963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33798507388466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725493189009044,0.0,0.16021380520744646,0.0,0.0,0.17266146034776478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382611436637805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099816428737626,0.0,0.0,0.16863893769240748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheTarquin12,2020/04/17,"22 [M4F] London - Looking for a girl I can properly connect with, be really cute with, and cuddle :) Hello there! :) I'm 22, 5ft7, 60kg, study Economics at the London School of Economics (LSE), and live in central London. As far as my personality is concerned, my female friends have always said that I'm quite cute, charming, loving and affectionate, so I'm hoping that's your cup of tea! I have always been quite sociable and popular throughout life, but deep down, I am fairly shy and introverted. I'm quite fun and enjoyable to talk to, however, so I'm sure we'd get on just fine! :) In terms of my interests, I thoroughly enjoy reading books on philosophy, history, and economics, as well as non-fiction and detective fiction. I also like travelling (lived in 9 different countries till date owing to my dad's job!), discussing politics, following all kinds of sport (especially cricket, football, tennis, chess and badminton), spending absolute hours on good old YouTube, doing loads of window-shopping (I've always had a habit of trying on *reeeally* nice clothes, but hardly ever purchasing them!), playing the piano, listening to a lot of music (primarily EDM, classical, and folk), going on lovely long walks, watching plenty of documentaries and films (mainly comedy and romance), cuddling, and so much more... I enjoy trying out and doing a wide variety of things, so I can almost guarantee that I would have great fun doing a hobby of yours that is not mentioned in the list above! Just try me! ;) On that note, thanks a lot for taking the time to read my post! I hope to hear from you soon :) PS - I would be perfectly happy to share pictures of myself through a DM",6.141450719822814,7.607810033222594,6.935548172757474,70.86739756367665,66.60797342192691,9.985825027685491,33.270210409745296,10.181067101454742,3.7533937984496135,1304,57,210,32,21,432,194,301,0.006999999999999999,0.6609999999999999,0.332,0.9989,3,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,1,3,1,4,11,30,0,0,11,0,18,6,0,0,4,33,37,26,0,4,5,1,1,1,1,2,1,3,0,2,6,17,1,0,0,8,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,22,30,42,29,7,30,0,0,2,4,19,16,0,5,10,132,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407992872301075,0.0,0.0,0.09909234950691784,0.3093140308730569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129461624704814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208546175871306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573407278680957,0.0,0.06473888473299956,0.0,0.07042202232293088,0.1039314729412667,0.0,0.13661337315887698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190658537126745,0.11100077721727264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396577843739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614507031479474,0.12202832026781052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296350020100387,0.0,0.0,0.12903523807555958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752268173907686,0.0605371245374897,0.0,0.2188330614023108,0.10965818516649374,0.10405483823163296,0.0,0.0,0.21069103422562588,0.2236707631827721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108954796698504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002475760508447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081951438153944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867340508660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39538686570758574,0.2478909843297969,0.0,0.07938117441338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786864935045364,0.0,0.0,0.1254055186905361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167855557008166,0.0,0.09316637275757107,0.099595739608758,0.0,0.11408148451350365,0.0,0.0,0.08232160014136354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722540602497467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238426078723314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141173311420743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604700210911275,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notathrowaway922,2020/04/17,the lonelier i feel the more i jerk off literally cumming 7 times a day at this point and smoking weed really isn’t helping.,9.91,6.5351088,10.68,63.02000000000001,61.0,14.8,45.0,13.023866798666859,5.7358,100,5,19,3,1,35,23,25,0.207,0.6920000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.3848,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878500223103891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040833814881856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031023910943259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685126622767106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852690360799663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35067826031797106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ABetterMeB,2020/04/17,"Can anyone help please I've been battling depression ever since i was young.It started from going outside and being playfull and veing an open child with having a traumatic experience that made me shut insidd myself and become slowly an introvert. I am all alone , and things are very bad for me .I'm 20 and i've been living alone for 2 years and i've tried to make things better.But i'm broke, hungry and have nobody to turn to. I've lost about 6 kg in the last 17 days and all i have left is a bit of rice with.some old bread. I....have nobody to turn to. I cant go on like this anymore.Does anyone who is ok financially and it wouldnt hurt them to help me out a bit...help me ? Please i am at my wits end and these have been some of the worst weeks of my life.I literally dont know what to do.I'm from eastern europe and anything would help me really.I am in pain. Im sorry if its the wrong sub im just done with everything.",1.3759785673998868,3.1348352639593955,3.2336632825719143,91.37207416807672,79.60913705583756,6.205188945290469,18.558657642413987,7.1686216300943375,0.12085019740552695,725,15,163,9,18,243,123,197,0.179,0.7340000000000001,0.087,-0.956,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,3,12,1,0,8,1,21,2,0,2,3,26,32,12,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,15,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,7,0,14,3,22,22,5,18,0,4,0,0,6,8,0,2,9,92,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636730293075237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801158135050182,0.0,0.1047507814128907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628381896109053,0.0,0.14058443109289406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125797643928748,0.2779406175602793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209305343481754,0.0,0.10963673899596288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026429807704418,0.14918571946524986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274326488628235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514324389255905,0.0,0.0,0.11440218184951835,0.1245163715714381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468638420193927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412855921439281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626912380500655,0.0,0.2749952243161138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995656218751578,0.10376027788663696,0.0,0.0,0.13830354158835154,0.0,0.08991037134956492,0.062188626301774075,0.0,0.11240150223515896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895466788544553,0.0,0.0,0.12044712624675563,0.0849686510261463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357193825210156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544806540177345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27945761260741186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529757081888093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424933960426932,0.09009820060458364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913480007082013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642316924510676,0.2769151095537279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050295433195624,0.0,0.0,0.10210626779773732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042485342140133,0.13917423309237306,0.0,0.08197211824757449 lonely,clementine21sky,2020/04/17,"I still feel lonely when I'm with him. I (F23) have been with him (M26) for 9 months now. He's a good man. He's nice to me. I still feel so, so lonely with him. Even when we're together. I know I should feel lucky for being with a nice and attractive person but... I'm lonely. I can't really connect to him. We can't seem to share anything deeper than daily trivial things. Even sex feels empty sometimes. Am I the only one who feels like this? Anything I can do to not feel like this?",-0.5490440627333797,1.5866739611650509,1.5912621359223316,97.76589245705752,90.94174757281552,4.33427931292009,14.719193427931293,5.8734145424116955,-0.8355042569081403,370,7,86,3,13,123,63,103,0.11800000000000001,0.693,0.188,0.8509,0,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,18,19,6,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,14,8,11,16,0,6,0,3,0,1,11,0,0,2,8,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271685607975047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625931022951715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030743003939867,0.2840261066801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673261207060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109247814004441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423400084174897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866941851743255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470281824616356,0.15118602493003344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357262849425642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734766654039073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096768472073949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660484565259995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750217279723025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206485997901654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThatOneRandom00,2020/04/17,"With 13 current family members in the house, i feel so much more alone than ever before Yea my family are rabbits fr. Anyway, every day i [17 m] wake up, play my ps4 bc i literally have nothing else to do, even when its not fun anymore i just jump into the next game, go to work, come home, sleep and repeat. I dont have any friends, never been in a real relationship(i say real bc 4-5th grade stuff yk). My brother who moved out is an absolute ass and will attack me when we argue and iv never fought back once all my life, is ironically the only one so far who can actually make me forget about the bad things about my self and actually makes me want to live and be happy about who i am. So i go back to him almost every time. I haven't had any actual physical contact in years, aside from hand shakes, high fives, bro punch to the shoulder etc. And from even dropping my sexuality from straight to being bi years ago, i still have never been on a date, had a boyfriend or girlfriend, or even a hug. I've even caught myself walking downstairs to hug my mom bc i was depressed af that day, but caught myself in time. My family doesn't really do that, and if i did they'd think i relapsed completely back into depression, bc i had to meds at some point, and start treating me differently, which will only make it worse. I started cutting again after a year and a half of being clean, and just want to die lately, and cuddle a pikachu plush every night to bed. I work at Wal-Mart, no disrespect to the company or anyone who works there, i just feel like i could've done better had i stayed in school, but my idiotic ass just had to keep skipping class until i got kicked out. I just want to be held in someones arms and talk to, god im so lonely and desperate its sad. And as terrible as it may sound, even started crying reading this subs bio, and idek why which makes it worse. Ik more people had and have much worse than me, but still felt like i should share. As a matter of fact, it actually helps a little knowing i can get this off my chest. Sorry for the essay long rant",5.833934782608694,5.216366540476192,6.534596273291927,80.73736024844723,66.92857142857143,9.399585921325054,28.49896480331263,8.716276077567194,1.8880983436853,1617,43,338,22,23,534,243,420,0.179,0.731,0.08900000000000001,-0.9933,2,3,0,0,0,1,51.0,1,0,1,4,28,23,5,1,17,1,35,14,8,4,6,64,60,33,1,5,13,3,4,2,2,4,2,2,3,1,18,23,0,2,5,3,0,9,8,12,0,3,17,6,42,11,46,34,7,63,0,4,0,6,21,20,2,7,34,220,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.3054973110168312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937627155568178,0.0,0.07837004304474626,0.08105785143124733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644434272678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761681055085576,0.05472397519020217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903654431586183,0.0,0.18054044516757484,0.06534713110035817,0.0,0.0,0.06659685901249805,0.0,0.0,0.0692181057750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741746496039333,0.08205826497430688,0.0,0.0,0.06248739753236196,0.0,0.08596927663226903,0.10094754926331047,0.0,0.1348172549051473,0.0,0.08122562622440782,0.08176917254206552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800911958879935,0.09172476924042312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537948955297639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728499497912176,0.258463011914725,0.07079422556995373,0.19782226598046385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134086680387333,0.0,0.07914521172404841,0.05591178317582456,0.07514566765459862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046653542088759,0.0,0.04088968486208632,0.0,0.08895841539474827,0.0,0.0625948322190159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331343255772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245867750729108,0.08269016261603257,0.07850512543034018,0.0,0.0,0.09030609305877016,0.0,0.0,0.08453849866806246,0.0,0.0,0.06956459683407946,0.0,0.0,0.043011821416310964,0.0,0.08828514715562619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055280144064195,0.07647162767798074,0.07844104090340234,0.06910850376130262,0.06926113498091588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896718361461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693360768327102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916617950568131,0.0,0.08318219546782178,0.11506602024305028,0.0,0.1810859545481488,0.0,0.08323460117830382,0.07344541750749961,0.0,0.07509637304223117,0.0,0.0,0.08334855496251907,0.05303367957954984,0.1190465248973896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054258370188606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398473208809811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828513165775176,0.17816302380145985,0.05013789191970965,0.0,0.0,0.08402619532597683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062238636170495965,0.0,0.07920729806160362,0.0,0.0,0.08164637100431567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832047361112958,0.0,0.06631279282525099,0.0,0.0,0.08761008705893407,0.16618688482494715,0.08341895982371805,0.12500338684204731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959350092072453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290560028959945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051995092300489085,0.050148380487252175,0.0,0.0,0.09127267996052954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848632048359605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062104379041756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093126822604934,0.0,0.2392729610740612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119825793028735 lonely,Giandreii-,2020/04/17,My heart physically hurts Im feel so fucking lonely my heart hurts.,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.76923076923077,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,55,2,10,1,1,18,10,13,0.507,0.493,0.0,-0.8508,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431391806348372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617128211876162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709277637607479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061089698422271,0.0,0.3057865704784992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,conormann,2020/04/17,"28M Ireland [Group] Would anyone be interested [Group Chat] Instagram Hey I’m thinking about starting a group chat for people in their 20’s - early 30’s to kill some boredom through lockdown so we can make some friends and acquaint ourselves with people across the world. General idea: - share in each others culture - talk books, tv shows, gaming, etc. - share memes and pics and videos If I get a good response I’ll make one but I think at least 10+ would be needed. If anybody is interested either comment or dm to let me know. Also if we make it you can add your friends too if you like but only if they’re cool 😎",1.4433333333333351,4.050755371900827,2.379140495867769,92.37295316804408,86.19008264462809,4.548980716253444,22.942699724517908,6.079149491110277,0.4484574104683197,484,18,96,4,15,152,92,121,0.036000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.183,0.9473,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,3,1,0,4,10,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,30,18,13,1,8,9,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,9,10,13,6,7,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,8,3,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992236282858153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857286564882788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369744118024801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283272610263909,0.0,0.11101345679517363,0.0,0.0,0.17822043318492434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398671392697128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508065938422895,0.0,0.11677495179007187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172779881016729,0.0,0.10380832921455982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255016177317113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755325232133802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439837972963297,0.16160269139865427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294617542542833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503963703043438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078557008882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230070808060736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188327066743265,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fortunr,2020/04/17,"I feel so alone I feel so alone and starved of conversation. I have a boyfriend, we don’t live together and he spends 98% of his time playing video games with his friends and the other 2% sleeping. We rarely talk, it is an issue and I’ve addressed him about it because I truly feel so alone, we haven’t had a genuine conversation in weeks. Thats not the point though, I’m just so alone and this quarantine doesnt help much. I spend my days going back and forth between watching tv or napping or playing my switch. I just long for a conversation, really about anything. I’ve been spiraling into a deep sadness the past few days and I truly feel so alone, and reading these other posts on this sub and relating to many of them just solidified how lonely I truly am. So anyone, I’m looking to just talk about anything! Or even have a dumb little conversation about our day, or something we find funny. I have a good sense of humor and a very broad range in taste with movies, music, literature, sciences, seriously anything. I consider myself to be a very open minded and open hearted person. The only problem is I don’t have any friends and haven’t attempted to pursue any (until now), so I struggle with having confidence to talk sometimes, but this is genuinely coming from a place of longing for just some conversation.",5.588074229691878,6.679275123015878,6.018160597572365,78.31768907563027,67.6111111111111,8.627824463118582,31.490196078431374,8.841846274778883,2.592065546218488,1049,42,191,17,17,338,142,252,0.10300000000000001,0.813,0.084,-0.3466,0,8,1,0,0,0,30.0,5,0,1,1,21,12,1,1,14,0,17,3,2,1,0,43,26,27,0,1,11,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,9,23,1,0,5,7,2,2,6,6,0,0,2,8,24,6,26,23,3,25,0,2,2,0,23,11,1,5,11,128,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709643400234269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995690811217327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770941687356081,0.0,0.27219603430850925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847807290739533,0.0,0.06721156600725774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497653270470152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331968399506407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282362431899816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299675000078065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077278384122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703683721218466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266152141779108,0.09247823341152688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065492458142966,0.07390285741007419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507952908151213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050635159790732,0.0973588382700893,0.19514772486756302,0.09258800385732648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178316304583978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132801035571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105148748350498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838553197746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525266046754887,0.0,0.09627204811585936,0.11519496460954674,0.0,0.10422838252583316,0.0,0.10559560588102268,0.0,0.0,0.10550093630737094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028670940908876,0.0,0.0706333757054592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033649852816657,0.0,0.0,0.08488112698579986,0.10904686599883186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152644222965829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658608925769003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832681726302072,0.0,0.06429166891998793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194693341797846,0.0,0.0,0.08844141239397801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_bath_of_khan,2020/04/17,I want someone to hold me I feel a void in my life. I want to stop feeling this way. Do I fill this void or do I ignore it? How do I fill it? How do I ignore it?,-4.319916666666663,-3.0403318249999987,-0.009999999999999787,107.00833333333334,104.75,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.0548333333333333,117,2,36,0,6,44,22,40,0.205,0.687,0.10800000000000001,-0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,25,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540667117096184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171496126080368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804454006317831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753931409681616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529676416205682,0.35640387975928634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Farewell2Kingz,2020/04/17,"Hi, new here Hi everyone :) In new here. Searched for “lonely” on a hunch. Gotta love reddit! So yep! I’m lonely! Landed this way because the 8 months leading up to COVID saw tremendous loss in my life... and right as I was putting my life back together, socializing again... COVID! Yep! As you can imagine I’m terribly depressed. I try not to bring people down and I feel bad when I do, but... sometimes I just have to talk. Take care! :)",-0.598691176470588,1.3191330352941222,1.0583455882352943,96.93693014705885,106.88235294117644,4.007352941176471,19.43014705882353,5.985473137389443,0.06195588235294114,328,12,70,4,16,105,65,85,0.174,0.637,0.18899999999999997,0.3738,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,2,4,3,0,1,0,8,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,2,8,2,11,10,0,17,0,4,1,1,6,7,0,0,6,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960812284422314,0.19502902309723505,0.1423878201549094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814974200242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011815750596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319510445547489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810475123735305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299680433394046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108145072030476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864408301670388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511848354770282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193452955846774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348117888447017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947551161945806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381047594084536,0.0,0.0,0.23101597636664975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756226221192202,0.18774225532539845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585850643644132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854044371608418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SirMandudeGuy,2020/04/17,"I deserve to be lonely I'm a fuck up and deserve to be lonely. It hurts but that's the truth. Throughout the years it has made me a bitter and cold person, but that is just how I am now. I don't smile and I find it very difficult to. My meds and the occasional visit/call from my therapist is the only thing that's keeping me from killing myself. Its been a good while since I cuddled with someone. It's been a good while since I felt anything but pain in my heart. But I caused that pain. It's my fault. It said that to love someone, one needs to love oneself. It's never going to happen to me. Never.",0.3623660714285748,2.461292468750002,2.2647767857142864,95.1096875,85.25,4.5946428571428575,19.299107142857142,5.773587663045528,-0.257954910714286,468,13,105,3,14,155,71,128,0.24,0.613,0.147,-0.9033,0,4,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,8,0,9,7,1,3,3,20,20,11,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,5,4,16,5,12,13,0,9,0,3,0,4,4,2,1,0,6,75,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552111161086036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691760964401525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812271278615056,0.0,0.15051842751102112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224794203100586,0.0,0.0,0.09359385847784166,0.2762586829799439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562974470298676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515163762422535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629790333974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637893452273246,0.18219873051301005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726794352712865,0.1558282259962714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292708426451168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211128995612115,0.2540293031239534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115943146941581,0.12524979850509918,0.3504713213820464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379594115902553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566524408471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724570385981284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907287329326136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912111155673037,0.10940890277147593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588175926386453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106051262207015 lonely,UnknownWuns,2020/04/17,"I feel empty... Almost a year ago, my gf; who I adored dearly, and was the one person I could open my heart to, she left me... She abandoned me when I needed her most. She left me for another guy 3 weeks after leaving me. She made me feel like I was nothing. Like I wasn't special to her. This led me to planning my death, and led to me being in the hospital for 4 days... I have not been the same. I have been this empty sad human being that feels like a stranger around my own family and friends. Recently, it's been rougher. I have had 2 panic attacks in the past two days... I just can't do any of this anymore... I was given a space on this Earth. Obviously, I don't deserve it anymore... I truly believe that I should not have this space. This ""gift"" called life. Because all it has ever done has hurt me. And what my ex did is the final nail in the coffin. I'm just waiting out my days until I either decide to live my life out, or to just end it. I can't be the same happy person I used to be. Because I can't trust anyone. Not even my family. I have been very resistant on trusting anybody because I do not want to be taken advantage of again. I don't want to be abandoned again... I don't want to be alone.",0.6349609375000007,2.463495886718753,2.8309437499999994,93.00468125000002,82.3203125,5.346,20.39625,6.360717304075467,0.10220612499999993,921,26,208,8,25,313,128,256,0.136,0.758,0.106,-0.7081,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,1,1,10,0,36,3,1,4,3,41,49,7,2,6,9,1,3,3,2,1,2,0,0,4,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,11,6,0,2,14,3,44,11,24,26,6,31,0,4,0,0,15,13,0,3,19,153,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004376326688506,0.0,0.12430956969357852,0.12857293731421346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442033413920662,0.13017296657097344,0.0,0.0,0.24622960370344454,0.08680247634841813,0.0,0.0,0.11051206752032393,0.0,0.14122863891485374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270261343121717,0.0,0.0,0.13986472268150088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267621368477023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911671854109344,0.0,0.0,0.2401825861581815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703964053453468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995233579174507,0.0,0.0,0.08199415119494334,0.11229290396543984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340587197098879,0.0,0.18830869865235775,0.17737312466241778,0.0,0.13599071514094374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591125265479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291939449735105,0.0,0.1321507115293067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710802628507572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289581842221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314477014495491,0.26975974948478265,0.0,0.17536932874454456,0.18194749092436416,0.0,0.10961903338281362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174654901433969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920491934951595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911691579776434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412135085898632,0.0,0.0,0.14565305599872316,0.0,0.0,0.11850690811875488,0.0,0.2167907720297112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257454728991612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212680018275176,0.0,0.0,0.10721821608638422,0.0,0.10242956532059108,0.21966524757340805,0.0,0.09957865469536037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994292058340571 lonely,woohooguaido,2020/04/17,"I am so starved of interaction I really didn’t expect for quarantine to hit me this hard. I have a good amount of acquaintances at school, but I don’t text any them. They’re nice enough, I just don’t click with them that well. I have one friend though, who is just the best. Very caring and definitely there for me. She’s the one thing keeping me sane. I also have another “friend” that I KNOW is toxic, and I’ve known this for over a year, but here I am, still somewhat regularly talking to him. I keep talking to him for a multitude of reasons: I hate hurting people’s feelings and will go very far to please people, I have low self esteem so if this is the best interaction I can currently get it, I guess I’ll accept it. It’s also hard because one day he’ll treat me like absolute shit but the next he’ll act like we’re best friends. He shares my private information to others, insults me (what he calls teasing but he very obviously strives to actually hurt me), etc. He’s always liked finding out exactly how to push people’s buttons but he especially goes hard on me. And one day I can promise to myself that if he ever talks to me again, I will confront him and tell him everything on my mind. In the end, though, I always sigh and act like everything is normal. Cause it really does feel normal, for a bit. You know, I laugh at his jokes, we’re having fun, until...it starts to get bad. My least favorite part is how he always manages to get me to do what he wants, which I guess I can’t blame him for since I’m kinda a pushover. It’s just frustrating to see him being all cocky and assuming he’ll get his way, and it’s even more frustrating when I inevitably succumb to his wishes. But... I’m lonely. I literally had a dream of me just cuddling a random person, and it was the highlight of my week (lousy alarm clock ended it though). So I don’t really want to lose more friends since they’re limited in numbers. Ughh. I also know “confronting” him won’t do anything, I’ve done it before. Sometimes he makes fun of me cause he was able to make me angry, and he rarely apologizes. After a couple weeks, maybe months, we end up talking again. So it’s really just getting worked up for nothing. I don’t really know what I’m hoping to get from this post, I probably just needed to vent. Before I spread unnecessary worry, no this “friend” doesn’t have that big of a role in my life, as in he’s not detrimental to my mental health, he’s just annoying. We really don’t talk much, it’s just that when we do, these frustrations come up again.",3.36322429673886,4.667389629126215,4.636504854368933,85.34092108538714,73.09708737864078,7.92282798108041,25.049788399302958,8.463088693708992,1.5052275329848133,1989,61,416,34,39,658,242,515,0.155,0.649,0.196,0.9841,1,3,0,0,1,0,69.0,3,1,2,6,32,43,10,1,15,0,34,4,1,7,4,72,70,33,0,10,17,0,5,4,5,6,2,0,0,2,29,16,0,3,12,2,0,5,11,17,2,4,5,7,63,25,50,57,14,44,0,5,2,1,56,16,1,9,25,258,92,3,0.0686000744475214,0.0,0.0669437769810742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457836425347586,0.17124227213317122,0.0,0.0,0.046650403021102994,0.07193315940890388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645201616515647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727819673665643,0.04181796866033822,0.0,0.11674722144122796,0.0,0.21597463753323856,0.0,0.07489351403318317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004834595904735,0.0,0.06994234785454444,0.14094234643559722,0.0,0.059092889870828426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590467758191312,0.0,0.0884827457521777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032387436769835,0.07020169359694257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227791313897634,0.07088221486008707,0.07650721661971789,0.04530970218987702,0.062052694766164235,0.0,0.0,0.12330664711019383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937251768455258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269922524989945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500123674156384,0.0,0.21504424521103047,0.0,0.038987003197862434,0.05753848773809369,0.0,0.0,0.1511414320894471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435657683147247,0.06772837119964763,0.0,0.07291867125361362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681353525996098,0.0,0.0,0.1468755970331172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194979630396513,0.0,0.0,0.15080322747768735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845426132750788,0.13405812500581882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674593608730987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158216476405726,0.0,0.06891799525923521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913274013339582,0.0,0.06926651950901096,0.0,0.054755924941125314,0.0,0.050428947944658915,0.05086608597445002,0.0,0.0,0.07295695742581561,0.0,0.13442701556728742,0.06582362158663589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859407433180861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428719559821224,0.0,0.1426759622010226,0.05989893897935436,0.0,0.07530228152765002,0.0,0.0,0.06569990850868138,0.0,0.073962482885237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263681785778284,0.07053230185831727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942693772407481,0.05466537765309507,0.0,0.0715648387690826,0.0,0.07041699061082186,0.11349338095319772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784722772796031,0.0,0.04855548577660111,0.0,0.05478410806811927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569070658140954,0.05995948873780992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557484125132008,0.0,0.2021976745292627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980673740058505,0.08092420255158013,0.05445154602580946,0.11005368365819804,0.0,0.06167970546606458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888670009774097,0.0,0.0,0.04994167122073901,0.06966670552831432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417619880241515 lonely,NOT-JEFFREY-NELSON,2020/04/17,"Extreme loneliness? I want to preface this by saying I am mentally healthy, and extremely headstrong. I am not at all considering any type of self-harm or suicide, I just want opinions on how I feel. Recently, I've been feeling what I normally feel after long periods of being alone. Loneliness. However, this time it's different. It is the same feeling as loneliness, but it feels more physical. Physically sickening in fact. It's so incredibly difficult to describe here. Hopefully one of you understands what I mean. I understand the stereotypical feeling of being ""empty"" inside, but in this instance I can physically feel the loneliness to an extent I find concerning. I have been reaching out to people I haven't talked to in years in an attempt to speak with people... to converse. This, however, has proven ineffective. It's difficult for me to reach out on Reddit of all places, but I am curious if other people experience this feeling. I have been lonely many times in my life, but after this period of extended isolation due to current events, the loneliness is near-physically debilitating. What's worse, it makes it more difficult to have legitimate conversations with people because I think I come off as craving conversation. It's all so hard to describe. My mind is diving into other people's minds to try to simulate what their thoughts would be on if I contact them, how to effectively talk to other people, etc. It's almost as if I am a recovering addict and I am craving my stimulant, but my stimulant was conversation and people. I know it's a horrible comparison, but that's the extent of my desperation. I was **never a social person to begin with**. I am quite introverted, but I am not at all shy. It's just that this isolation is starting to get to me, especially when all other avenues of curing my loneliness have largely failed. Am I going crazy, or is this just how extreme loneliness feels? I feel almost physically sick from it, despite knowing that it's all in my head.",5.747417582417582,7.736443412087915,7.309670329670329,65.81032967032968,68.17582417582419,11.024175824175826,34.97802197802198,10.98876172936215,4.702748351648352,1598,80,252,53,28,550,174,364,0.20800000000000002,0.722,0.07,-0.9961,4,5,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,1,2,5,10,8,0,1,10,0,29,4,1,7,8,71,55,24,1,8,17,0,11,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,32,10,0,0,19,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,6,13,37,1,52,45,12,34,0,2,0,0,14,16,0,9,16,199,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993288155186412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195779093132366,0.104442105533535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857615320552067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061472468400707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686662508158276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535863457066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246570808548786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986430205203086,0.0,0.0,0.509888456787451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216794278625064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052685886761028984,0.0,0.057310945483392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033480269199667,0.0,0.10349318893657987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001590570711545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084047041049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122782726555213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892421726127896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731295074677293,0.10223816176704592,0.0,0.10984671738906483,0.0,0.0,0.10162521804496744,0.0,0.20364374780275207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777572043345092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880394399093503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683332837186922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893789839823013,0.08805151832103547,0.10535863457066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072580913278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956950561448727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019376398960887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520040620735792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279592231182506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137662733756912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030499812827298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621062791102805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461560915697295,0.0,0.08005744165865711,0.11760379413525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846523352460639,0.0,0.0,0.2099605706691373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118958683158672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027668157600377,0.07163540471845252,0.0,0.0,0.06493906978127392 lonely,Manager_Pants,2020/04/17,Things one can do to gain confidence back? Any ideas? Been a rough year...,-0.2566666666666677,1.3784685714285736,-0.2842857142857138,105.41261904761903,113.28571428571428,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.8225904761904759,56,1,13,1,3,16,14,14,0.0,0.609,0.391,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35627248684465324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028496127845696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914235165219476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550107112563997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34805834416506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737681107622103 lonely,TheFireChicken1,2020/04/17,"M20 I’ve felt extremely lonely as of late, mainly due to the Pandemic. I feel like my friends have been very distant lately, and my love life has been non existent. I don’t really know what I want but it would be nice to have some sort of interaction with someone. PM me for my Snap. Hope everyone is safe.",1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.32258064516128,8.004301075268819,23.23655913978495,8.841846274778883,1.7090236559139789,240,8,51,6,6,80,53,62,0.027000000000000003,0.7,0.273,0.945,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,12,15,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,7,6,7,10,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257315349054363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361596409731323,0.19237874680104464,0.25855783074309513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080505333033457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674628356354566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799313904332848,0.0,0.607535120728859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902054313776446,0.1315600671531351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430421072138578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251220166647313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816607262340194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219004653895294,0.15883249928398865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912938184340081,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,weekend-of-vampires,2020/04/17,"Looking for a friend I’m a 21 year old college student with barely any real friends. I keep thinking oh I’ll make friends soon, ooh I had a conversation with this person maybe they’ll be my new best friend but nothing ever happens. I have no friends and I’m convinced I’m doing something wrong. How do people have tons of friends? I can barely make one. I’ve come to hate my birthday because I’m only reminded that I have no one. People would ask me if I’m doing anything special and I’d feel so ashamed that I had no one to spend it with. This all probably made no sense. To sum up: I guess I’m turning to the internet to see if anyone wants to talk. I love all things movies, tv and music.",0.2683984674329487,2.5858712000000037,2.118563218390808,94.2213697318008,88.72413793103449,4.325670498084292,23.227969348659002,5.82211442006289,0.3575440613026819,544,22,116,4,18,179,91,145,0.158,0.653,0.18899999999999997,0.4868,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,13,1,1,4,0,12,1,0,4,3,24,34,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,3,0,3,3,3,12,10,12,28,4,7,0,0,2,1,12,1,0,3,5,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134202401001604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391947994036416,0.0,0.110533694931616,0.0,0.12557081790538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188006212282446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409602722202388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157045559276461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149988784991116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791609252669475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226505520610067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796832851130284,0.0,0.11877849570914442,0.0,0.0,0.13261292738412062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193895497213003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279474587524965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122880262791215,0.12709657845388025,0.17931892869143262,0.0,0.13494222493305255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972683449168476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888340580193658,0.0,0.1409459640781787,0.0,0.2730555805635451,0.10215620912232506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624077994385296,0.11728280932431932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481938954498627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528852617328841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070354362393576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340589222251052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796111291259748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923606173236273,0.08606666088938465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461012979021085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922525823746959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541688403182906,0.14685754144723626,0.0,0.08649750378053732 lonely,Proper_Hamster,2020/04/17,"The most successfully lonely person Hello, 25m I think I’m very successful for my age. For my job all I do is travel to different countries. I’m extremely fit, make a lot of money, own property and see the world. And amongst of my empire of dirt, I am lonely. But at the end of it all, I have no one. I’ve been in so many relationships but I can’t manage to hold on because they cant keep up. I have pretty much given up at this point. I think I’m at a point in my life where I want to go back to the states and settle down but I don’t know what to do anymore. Does anyone have any advice? Or pen pals lol Chin up, wash hands and press on everyone.",0.1927665995975829,1.9444335281690144,2.824869215291752,92.87521126760565,83.43661971830986,6.02897384305835,17.88933601609658,7.1686216300943375,0.039125150905432886,499,11,119,7,14,174,92,142,0.052000000000000005,0.83,0.11800000000000001,0.8768,2,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,6,1,11,3,1,1,2,19,23,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,2,3,14,2,22,21,6,22,0,2,1,0,5,16,0,3,3,75,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022998433619212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078229635324946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531054154772896,0.1447548398627289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159187407579857,0.0,0.12619890237963124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629429214334125,0.0,0.0,0.1811666526244856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336035363992367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781872612519874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176555717137892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543773721429867,0.18401097580782802,0.0,0.0,0.11377406885523783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622600740879346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760029978485419,0.0,0.0,0.13818902544800332,0.20988816834568366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218524674086942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402837013975456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807639298383341,0.0,0.0,0.3914060705011433,0.0,0.0,0.21061615471280246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222645267711449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497000880225982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530312396264244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081511897973986,0.1221071451474201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gsmitty19,2020/04/17,Chat? Kik? Talk? Can’t fall asleep and looking to just talk to someone we can get deep or as simple as you want hmu if your interested (m22),-0.2643103448275852,2.0155679999999982,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,93.13793103448276,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.4727999999999999,108,3,25,1,4,35,26,29,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242857504716992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390344975371246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39385383992743256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7472347693841888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27417218094261897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cosenzao32,2020/04/17,"Urgh I don't know why, but in the recent days...? Weeks...? Months...? I've been feeling... hollow inside. I don't know how to explain. Doing the things I enjoy is no longer making me happy. I think I've been lonely. I do have friends, but I didn't have physical contact with anyone besides my family since these damn virus stuff began. Oh, what am I saying. I've ALWAYS been desesperately needy for attention. For all these years. God, I just wish I could hug someone, kiss someone, I need love. I've always felt like this, but I NEVER TOLD ANYONE, none of my friends, and definitely none of my family. I've always been that funny, snarky guy, so I am insecure of what people would think if I simply started talking about my problems. People who think I'm completely ok. In fact, I am really fucking insecure with EVERYTHING. I'm always worried about what other people think about me. And I think that's why I came here, at 1AM, in this miserable subreddit I've found some days ago, to start speaking up about my personal issues. A place which no friend or parent of mine would ever acess (I hope). My last resort: Random strangers on Reddit. I truly hate myself.",2.7949140049140047,5.210300252252253,4.078787878787882,83.79272727272728,78.009009009009,6.55888615888616,21.8026208026208,7.686295010490155,1.121073873873874,904,26,165,14,22,296,135,222,0.151,0.623,0.226,0.9713,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,0,9,19,3,3,3,1,18,4,0,2,4,38,43,9,0,8,6,1,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,14,5,0,0,12,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,10,4,28,11,20,30,4,21,0,2,0,4,14,7,2,5,14,102,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098614629097332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702689518319103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557435979481996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723806154058326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664139890130967,0.0,0.0,0.08882246613621518,0.0,0.0,0.14349149796694033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063017426946297,0.0,0.0,0.09998251835831587,0.0,0.2097494046546554,0.0,0.0562503253921091,0.0,0.10681551455358833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197767681229825,0.2578497588420706,0.10284697233698832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015299856500467,0.0,0.11842555193977768,0.0,0.10983435646897556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049435373995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161139964018862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227796970512778,0.0906819583415866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435014761409247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040565263726743,0.0,0.0742588958860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887970827032574,0.0,0.0,0.08248897352972764,0.08580130661422329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352772543091753,0.0,0.0,0.23137604248221946,0.09713745214067768,0.11623046959736973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644930020623204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126830981996403,0.0,0.10984396715380176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846886527407498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920254853297551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885201185428876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574837970808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735233048287292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941691880522834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390822001696838,0.3564160937657971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630222002089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923642564802506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076801141637912,0.0,0.12792969601550866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129777319826619,0.0,0.15805475771686678,0.0,0.0,0.07164005690327366 lonely,throwaway402929482,2020/04/17,Hitting me hard tonight That feeling that u get inside when u know ur truly alone in this world. I broke down a bit tonight keep telling myself I'm probably gonna b alone forever and a part of it is because of my depression I'm sure. I keep trying to think positively and that things might change but the reality of it is it honestly might not and this is what I'm scared of most I think. Some days are harder than others. There are some days I find myself at peace with my loneliness but there are also days where it gets the better of me and I try my best not to start crying and tonight is just one of those nights where it's gotten the best of me. Just wanted to vent.,2.8316363636363637,4.2179149428571465,3.7864935064935072,90.58396103896106,74.57142857142857,7.090909090909091,22.72727272727273,7.686295010490155,0.7613571428571428,532,14,118,7,11,171,83,140,0.10099999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.218,0.9705,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,26,25,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,13,5,15,20,7,15,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,5,9,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253000506332959,0.0,0.1255878781894184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573244900201193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296155797095342,0.1388924879934305,0.17145116662644666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613152780754262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250525117301765,0.3038407967905044,0.0,0.13526160351068753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794060690192775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353519733239745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409781805403953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068040729138634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791755082677577,0.0,0.0,0.08630717097420189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319733015278497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737497732861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106416950041727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006314251828653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931978878229578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722825041277932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115641708070442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480119324712729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137263212003485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433292925595447,0.2012546647071902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132448768473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262850805502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somedayhappy,2020/04/17,"feeling lonely lately, the quarantine doesn’t help lol. What’s going on with everyone?",4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,5.428333333333337,69.5025,81.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.591000000000001,71,3,9,2,2,23,15,15,0.135,0.486,0.37799999999999995,0.5423,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330438925233009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206271136029193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31703562727261786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739111056692189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292723826776192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodbyepiss,2020/04/17,"i need friends This pandemic and being in quarantine has made me realize how lonely i am. I’m 16(f) and yet, i only have like one friend (that I’ve been talking to less and less due to not seeing them in person for so long). I started school not really knowing anyone and I’m bad at making friends (social anxiety, shy,etc.). When people get to know me they say I’m kind and funny and really talkative and so on. I just get really scared of people judging me so i end up hiding my personality and blending into the crowd. I really just feel alone. I hardly text anyone anymore and have been feeling really down lately. I haven’t gone out in so long. It’s gotten to the point where I’m so desperate, I’d rather have fake friends than none at all. Before the pandemic happened, I used to want to always stay inside and would dread seeing people. Now I’ve realized I’ve really taken the ability to do those things for granted and I should have tried to be more out there. I wish I had tried to make more friends and stopped hiding in my shell. I just really want someone to talk to. I miss being able to talk to people about things. Anyone here want to be quarantine buddies or friends or whatever? I’m sorry if my grammar is is off or if some things i said don’t make sense, this is all rushed and I’m new to Reddit. Also, I’m sorry if this seems pathetic haha, it is",2.3092446043165467,4.233002197841728,4.197159712230214,84.77697697841728,77.38129496402877,7.325697841726619,22.271079136690645,8.238735603445708,1.3054510503597119,1073,31,214,20,25,364,147,278,0.126,0.727,0.147,0.7342,0,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,18,15,0,2,4,1,22,0,0,6,2,52,55,27,0,11,12,0,3,1,6,2,0,2,0,2,10,16,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,8,7,24,9,33,41,8,29,0,2,2,0,17,15,0,8,12,140,34,1,0.09225778217873558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555123884584536,0.0,0.0737785150765162,0.07676586538954641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057695084607833,0.0,0.0914949295157184,0.19352635919895836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703139450910816,0.0,0.0,0.0785045775273687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171301144983797,0.0,0.10289181437263437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329661341152054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276688019358045,0.0,0.09640176677770683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158325209465128,0.0,0.08264485155695943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607228312913216,0.10140492867197956,0.0,0.1040707967637532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045072492251950466,0.0,0.0,0.16329046809016784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729654419737072,0.18474835799317585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840797649141912,0.0,0.08910314092285157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251626085448067,0.07016620064181306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558397192985173,0.1611118736998489,0.0,0.0,0.08721342450943073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41371888361457215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877582776715164,0.07336709134476521,0.09236613446114328,0.09336980097279997,0.14703501548225462,0.08398801993554714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404519063475177,0.07816971945222351,0.0,0.0,0.2065500677864364,0.06530053307430794,0.09833452051401613,0.0,0.07713163693144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245993195777086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387591314691312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527395627897814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968110232139043,0.0,0.0,0.16324809073719546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060918964451588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655372814546894,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anosu,2020/04/17,"I think I’m lonely. Work / online class used to fill that hole but now I’m remembering old relationships. I remember college. There was a guy there that used to say that I was like the wind. I was always alone. To the point that I had a guy look to me for guidance when his grandmother died to deal with the loneliness. I even used to have a friend who I constantly had on edge that I would stop having as a friend that always seemed to ask me for guidance because of his anxieties. I dumped him after college because he seemed to be more aggressively and sort of bully me and say strange things like I made you or I just want to keep pushing to test the limits of our friendship. There was the passing little things. Then there were the big things like a sort of bf I had in college. Long story short I denied him what I offered and the relationship seemed to evaporate. It wasn’t much of a relationship anyway since we didn’t really hang and only talked at work. Sometimes he would even bully me and once told someone within earshot that he hated me. And yet I think of him. I was desperate. It’s been 4 years since I touched a man. The quarantine is making it worse even though I think I’ll be back to my essential job as a cashier next week. I wish that I could just meditate through the pain like usual but not this time.",3.821716981132077,5.219340332075472,4.4054245283018885,87.077570754717,72.09433962264151,7.715094339622643,25.70283018867925,8.238735603445708,1.433796226415094,1048,33,218,16,20,333,145,265,0.196,0.7,0.10400000000000001,-0.9816,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,3,16,11,3,0,17,0,20,1,0,5,0,37,40,14,1,5,6,0,1,4,3,2,1,2,0,3,17,8,0,3,8,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,14,4,34,6,29,21,2,27,0,1,1,0,28,8,0,6,19,145,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057745165540537,0.0,0.0,0.1699584934222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781281639649588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954765334785784,0.0,0.0,0.07853065421327074,0.0,0.12451339607245628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036482586822506,0.0,0.08154144414144443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529018907663497,0.0,0.0,0.1059934502825348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023650983809253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780873632624806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022469082478837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008309319974494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134696047135264,0.09077666715165217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995796657551631,0.10235977185494044,0.0,0.09038067181937763,0.08576237306091425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663663047020726,0.06817168982466175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507633405094014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861501439712017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071668742981352,0.1087637156792544,0.0,0.07767346651879874,0.1086721207222511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654461758880276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542625032869165,0.0,0.0,0.3289439590939668,0.2313837810708048,0.0,0.0,0.16243365783021588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789223555546082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896380607351796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653330280274503,0.0,0.10100788021444436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538415310982132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820871678892036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354927946489496,0.19631981140680774,0.1003409138070269,0.0,0.0595520571230944,0.0,0.0,0.0975883344947029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646191774698992,0.11248031714471088,0.0,0.060238144073872624,0.0,0.08192147025282596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744294676172412,0.0,0.0,0.14870179706088987,0.0,0.10407785441789323,0.14509857424916345,0.0,0.0,0.06576752428050864 lonely,idkejat,2020/04/17,"I need someone to talk to. I’m super lonely right now, and whenever I try to change that it doesn’t work out. I need someone to talk to that can give me advice and not judge me for my problems.",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.85714285714286,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.1484476190476185,150,4,35,1,4,50,29,42,0.121,0.789,0.09,-0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680997822814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902347318274279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318950749291137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068664468467066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625238664693748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343005125749296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649258410460296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410376621931499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627129498579376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973612997641504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boombeyada,2020/04/17,"I'm in love with a person that doesn't exist. She's perfect for me. She's smart, funny, sociable, and is beautiful. Only problem is that she doesn't exist. I don't wake up by her side, we don't hold hands as watch Netflix, we don't cook food together. I wish I even knew someone like this, where I had a crush on someone, but I don't. There's no one that I like, it's all of these emotions to long for someone, but those emotions have no where to go.",0.7397505668934272,2.3614677142857157,2.7444217687074857,94.78073696145128,81.04081632653063,5.580045351473924,22.113378684807266,6.42735559955562,0.2576630385487526,348,11,82,3,9,117,63,98,0.055,0.706,0.239,0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,10,5,2,0,2,12,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,1,2,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,2,13,5,11,13,1,8,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,3,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989019435272392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647086992163982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815395356435445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260317326761084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216682181085414,0.0,0.0,0.1962512666176376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001477158923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027080907277054,0.16865902720175072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936329147104701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219506805646335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636914377086522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501389393693985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maxbar78,2020/04/17,"Any subject you wanna talk about ? I’m lonely and bored, it’s 4 in the morning but I don’t really want to sleep more than I already did. I don’t know how to distract myself so I figured out why not try to listen to what people have to say ? Feel free to pm starting either a conversation or just telling me something you find interesting and I’ll be there to listen.",1.2303947368421078,3.4436525657894776,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,82.55263157894737,5.378947368421053,22.657894736842106,6.6274283507984215,0.645242105263157,289,10,59,3,8,98,60,76,0.081,0.7829999999999999,0.136,0.731,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,15,12,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,8,3,12,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538672067966743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180665271206237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214033566056374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930864776712495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623178989345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231213141357006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054293481081096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550095739190153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209014823203585,0.0,0.0,0.2468673542672949,0.0,0.0,0.22697180453443155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577423175377207,0.2802796252599923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771381165794948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913941432023834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28935470625314946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mila525,2020/04/17,Why do I feel more comfortable being around strangers? I keep pulling away from people who are close to me and charming strangers. If they come close to me I pull away again and charm more strangers. I am a delight to have around and a mess to deal with. Is it that difficult just to be accepted as I am.,3.1239344262295106,4.811458114754103,2.9024262295081966,95.9831475409836,74.40983606557377,6.847213114754098,26.95409836065573,7.554174236665415,1.1353318032786888,239,9,54,3,5,71,42,61,0.073,0.688,0.239,0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,11,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,12,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406091698644665,0.0,0.0,0.5705608370014409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615595636716036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313040213091458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352985355797935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698897919938442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050621883219192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739884896399857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpaceGhostMike,2020/04/18,I wish I was fluent in English I have this stupid Russian accent and there is a bunch of other things that prevent me from having a normal conversation with people whose native language is English. Sometimes I really feel useless because I can't communicate even the simplest things properly and I'm always afraid to mess everything up.,7.814500000000002,9.372022783333335,7.7633333333333345,66.12000000000002,62.83333333333334,9.333333333333334,36.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.984666666666668,277,13,38,5,4,89,50,60,0.161,0.775,0.064,-0.7769,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857267241672756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932643057941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268048528865659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30861542457910285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362753347925222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364478027459915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380623358314772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998345366036567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396199877702869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562640964629258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948798059937844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Breezay1,2020/04/18,"Want a girl who I can trust my all with🥺 18M Long story short, I've been chasing this girl for over a year with all kinds of horrible twists n turns. I'd literally take a bullet for her, no cap. I just want a girl who I can spill this all out to, feel totally comfortable in doing so. I'm vulnerable as hell, so I'll happily spill it out to ya if I fuck with you. I wanna help you just as much too though, tell me alllll you wanna let out. Hopefully my vibe'll allow that to happen, because I'd love to hear it. About me: - J. Cole the main light source in my life. I'm for real, I'd be much more numb and incognative to my thoughts if it wasn't for him. 4 Your Eyez Only is my favourite album, such raw thoughts n ideas yet so developed. - I write music of my own, heavily inspired by the aforementioned. I'd be sure to show you some if you'd wanna see. Nothin to listen to tho (yet). I mainly do it as a form of self therapy, it's unreal for that. But it also allows you to confront your own thoughts in a way that I feel is unparalleled. - Tech n Gaming is another huge hobby of mine. My room's defo a testament to that lmao. - I draw obsessively, drawing is another form of therapy for me. So rewarding, in my younger years it was Lego. - Here's what I look like: http://imgur.com/gallery/4E1vKCN - Here's some of my socials: Insta: @2mydemonz Snap: mark.b115 Snapchat is what I'd love to talk over, so if ya interested. Be sure to hmu on there :) Thanks so much for reading, I'm wishing you a great day",1.1101638349514538,3.2464254563106816,3.183704490291266,89.43584799757284,82.46278317152104,7.098745954692558,21.953984627831716,8.17850203761792,1.1909489482200653,1162,38,256,25,32,393,169,309,0.067,0.736,0.19699999999999998,0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,11,0,1,19,19,3,1,10,0,17,5,0,2,6,39,40,18,0,11,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,4,17,6,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,7,36,14,45,29,16,20,2,0,2,3,29,13,2,7,7,165,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664941901862901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796830443879685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129614270492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600735707679917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486351150365458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329087645447845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703190458262622,0.0,0.0,0.1179314388277026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030849141257566,0.0,0.08938963335063488,0.0,0.0,0.13245840306541418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054928979879098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887583897410952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363715217399407,0.0941974148849228,0.06515386094999133,0.0,0.0,0.11802103590073162,0.11199036150319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407285432588383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941089019794699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101427692403853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339793430209892,0.15179497588401306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062721238040268,0.0,0.13912548915232012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594560601132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513839207009681,0.0,0.10027151012272968,0.10719119910728488,0.1165641304228676,0.12278166886434053,0.30502178401275604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102733529573451,0.3176232240707351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450593912081678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732054257228287,0.10585642483433666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335953978914116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717613110848327 lonely,theleatheroverground,2020/04/18,"social media tag friends challenges are making me realise how irrelevant I am I keep seeing things like ‘post a no makeup selfie and tag five friends’ or ‘name 9 albums and tag 9 people to do the same’ or hell even the 555 running challenge. And nobody tags me, because I’m not the first person who comes to mind for anybody. I know it’s dumb and such a minor thing right now but I do hate it when the little things expose such a major revelation that is I am nobody’s first or second or any choice. I’m barely an afterthought. It’s probably all for the best, because if I were tagged, who would I even tag next? I know it’s not important at all but the frequency at which I see these posts is making me miserable.",4.1077931034482775,4.988736089655177,5.201551724137931,83.5961206896552,70.86206896551724,7.731034482758621,25.53448275862069,7.908726449838941,1.3663655172413796,563,16,113,7,10,186,90,145,0.134,0.784,0.083,-0.8111,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,3,1,10,0,9,0,0,3,2,27,20,13,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,4,1,2,12,6,6,18,5,14,1,1,2,0,7,4,2,5,7,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116921579648101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096197518906632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804349955482638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481066310733271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712266605838144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924953555079316,0.0,0.0,0.2656728448370128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975004790577086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282357598468851,0.0,0.0,0.18898177111939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399867270842458,0.1723238676048283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953566696867206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360516422668368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182854641249012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919796184690346,0.15012686088785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293320780999809,0.0,0.18537482580216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683140456972646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740195965453314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752659059492779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34267758172883983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213756950336227,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YeetDatNeet,2020/04/18,"Lonely again I have so many people around me that care about me but I cant myself to talk to anyone. I'm depressed even though I have absolutely no reason to be. I know I'm not alone, just lonely.",1.09,2.9408134761904776,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.90476190476191,5.152380952380953,15.261904761904766,5.985473137389443,-0.6882095238095238,154,2,34,1,4,52,31,42,0.20800000000000002,0.64,0.152,-0.5521,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442653396242453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324212592832331,0.0,0.0,0.2959057734248092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389031521930894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862949561801306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954654609270075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267791517152754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370006311486059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304437622095397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417617532789916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716989737057883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265805403358223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoIdeaWhatToD0,2020/04/18,"About to be 27-F... Having a rough few days Welp, this week I just found out that my grandmother (last surviving grandparent) has Coronavirus and this guy I've been seeing apparently is falling for somebody else and doesn't really want to talk to me anymore, awesome. Also my birthday is next Tuesday so that was a great early present. 👍🏻 Nothing like having the same things in common with a person only for them to do something as equally shitty to you as you've described what other people have done in the past. Especially since he said that he always had trouble with acceptance himself ever since his divorce... Feel lonelier than ever now and would like someone to talk to. Audio chat on Skype or Discord is welcome since I miss hearing someone else's voice. Clean chat only. Not into poly couples or anyone who is married. Thank you.",4.982054590570718,7.247615890322582,5.275483870967744,78.47630272952856,70.74193548387096,7.091811414392061,30.632754342431763,7.882392219407189,2.390280397022333,673,29,108,9,13,213,116,155,0.11800000000000001,0.754,0.128,0.6813,2,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,2,19,24,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,2,9,7,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,7,10,6,20,16,3,18,0,1,1,0,18,5,0,2,14,75,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404600323122345,0.12906872381862786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383313571134682,0.10846053377293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716326187217913,0.0,0.10003682150386617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587372596075571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915859767393423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806221392605863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843118011188739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170076405300884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710156537070637,0.0,0.15358897233203045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482671526028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644003315553035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151563433168212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496735189282613,0.0,0.0,0.14883773841835748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359450239005273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807552792328602,0.10753772495239863,0.135441083253255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937111660768312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755059226005726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360716386538036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38494003534036697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628581304922685,0.11941567684192615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493523162746604,0.0,0.14280973523184962,0.0,0.0,0.1030520068193778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149128383367212,0.0,0.124424492191882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018977298015144,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Elem_Lucifage,2020/04/18,"Need help It’s not a post about me personally . Recently I started using Omegle to improve my social skills . I found a girl named Emily and we talked for a long time . Sadly she couldn’t leave any contacts for me in the end . All I know is that she spent nearly most of her life (17 years) in a hospital in Ohio and she really needs someone to talk to . If possible , please help me find her and/or befriend her directly . She is in the hospital right now .",2.0436666666666667,4.302550255555556,3.3877777777777784,88.58500000000002,79.77777777777777,7.1111111111111125,22.222222222222207,8.167268648758528,1.2348888888888891,353,11,73,7,9,115,67,90,0.045,0.8370000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,10,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,15,0,12,7,2,14,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,7,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430494336590227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631316169111334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922617615714984,0.0,0.0,0.2306447225354521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199466183676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560626965471975,0.0,0.0,0.22273684936062732,0.0,0.0,0.14858080943332444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615862299101046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119529230135338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367492546413608,0.0,0.2309079456588997,0.0,0.2371450159251185,0.2014630977435501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475957219033485,0.0,0.2077013760916912,0.0,0.0,0.1796430507548257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443166147120168,0.17823413090816842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889120546803145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381527008346432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266039549332472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816802224899618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546250001388452 lonely,mayalourdes,2020/04/18,"A Friend! Hi friends! I used to feel very lonely. Things have gotten much better for me now, but I always like to check in on my fellow pals on the Internet. How are you today? Are you ok? My DMs are open to chatter if anyone needs a little extra support!",0.03736263736263723,2.378808230769234,2.057142857142857,93.54500000000002,91.69230769230772,3.740659340659341,15.120879120879119,5.288315135182226,-0.7785197802197801,196,4,40,1,7,65,43,52,0.032,0.69,0.278,0.9277,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,7,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509443470133628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087647742312526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672898430749103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524913293969088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660103710382631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734005900975353,0.3022691669167037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217009723399704,0.22362276389425428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422370854860665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003608449406012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28586898837637964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604741324790582,0.0,0.2488406647765159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FoldedFoamFinger,2020/04/18,"Any success stories? I've moved across the country 5 years ago and have barely managed to make any meaningful connections. Meanwhile most of my friendships from where I came from are slowly drifting apart. I'm not looking for the perfect person, a best friend or a girlfriend.. just kind of want to feel wanted or accepted again. I'm starting to feel hopeless as time goes on, and my mental well-being, self esteem and social skills are all plummeting. Is there anyone here that's had even a little bit of success. What's your story, advice, breakthroughs, struggles?",6.001470588235293,8.165017725490202,5.231519607843137,80.26433823529412,67.82352941176471,6.668627450980392,31.37745098039216,7.1686216300943375,2.1554274509803917,456,19,71,4,8,137,81,102,0.049,0.71,0.24100000000000002,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,5,6,9,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,18,15,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,7,12,13,4,13,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,3,5,43,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057359822991686,0.18662985558958894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28634707322784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721355526923308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094737788621327,0.0,0.2298537328546664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408001862216682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905882661964655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290938678956575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266167841760892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924365891261027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110150892780297,0.0,0.0,0.176799483627132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053621802685598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217349175379926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376932025418328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383427318336645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196377823175409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146176922867845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902037646916202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201007635289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276680987848025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483623618799134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892995772166566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558002090229054 lonely,H4M-TP,2020/04/18,im sad and lonely :) yea death would be litty fuck life :))))),-1.9450000000000005,-0.15253883333333107,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,42,0,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.542,0.33299999999999996,0.125,-0.875,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315434971809897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210580831521515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061129645049396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084368103109566,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hawtie_nigg,2020/04/18,"You’re not alone :) This is just a normal post for everyone to read and let them know that they are not ALONE In this . We are always their to help you Never regret that you are alone. People may ask you to not isolate yourself and that is true up to a certain extent but being around filthy and selfish souls is even worse. This social comfort zone is really addicting to human mind . We are Just happy and too lazy to get out of it. I know how you feel because I’ve been in that situation for almost an year. Not being able to make friends, feeling a burden to everyone , pushing away close ones. But I have found the things that I love doing. I did it myself . I had faith in myself. You need to trust yourself . I live with my parents and I love every moment I spend with them . You need to cherish every moment you spend with the people close to you. Find happiness in small things . Don’t let somebody become a reason of your happiness . You mustn’t depend on anyone for your own good , for your own happiness. You’ve got a whole life ahead . You can’t let this small phase of your life ruin the opportunities and good people that are gonna come into your life. I broke up with my gf and got know she started dating someone I thought was my best friend. Since then he used to behave in a very strange way , like I was a total stranger to him. Somehow I learnt he tried to talk her into breaking up with me.We were friends for almost 4-5 years and that is Something.As of now we have completely stopped talking and I guess they are pretty happy in life.It felt bad for few months. But then I learnt that this is just a part of your life. I'm completely fine now. Life is all about ups and down . You need to feel everything and that’s Life. Things are going to be better for you . Trust me they will be. All you need is faith. This is what keeps us going regardless of the hardships we face. Till then - believe in yourself, stay strong and remember to Smile Everyday :) Hugs!!",2.361268826077985,4.484185521628504,3.1147733993535525,91.64947390138231,78.00763358778626,5.775366205900557,21.054191596176327,6.766488616294105,0.3383142699951862,1542,41,319,15,37,485,197,393,0.08199999999999999,0.648,0.27,0.9983,1,3,1,0,0,0,45.0,5,19,6,5,12,33,0,0,13,0,37,11,1,5,7,76,66,20,0,8,10,1,4,1,4,4,7,0,0,1,21,28,0,2,12,1,2,4,8,6,0,1,11,4,53,27,56,44,10,47,3,3,0,3,48,22,0,6,18,222,74,1,0.07589948175256005,0.0,0.0,0.08274163829457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200473463552966,0.23582691902883135,0.0,0.0,0.06315444899884337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053070682392241116,0.0,0.0,0.06756663038436345,0.07095576976173949,0.0,0.0713100615646869,0.0,0.06337289693991686,0.046267619602840634,0.08382501447627137,0.0,0.08551272483880107,0.07965182347340773,0.06712692370417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653806829304255,0.15915832513897887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013089187250517,0.0,0.12789717378867502,0.14505041483081005,0.06821356017236556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513117549506005,0.0,0.07287540511063112,0.0,0.0693707512867916,0.0,0.0,0.08321986416767445,0.1759192539756687,0.0,0.03965434658012818,0.0,0.08627084916844649,0.1273217685350524,0.12140749821426645,0.0,0.08361183613367976,0.0,0.0,0.40398204835364265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873822726330405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674629467522075,0.0,0.0,0.12513711068483516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328370873176329,0.3752703400332368,0.03708065295339191,0.0,0.06702063293047741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700449119059865,0.0,0.05066349343896855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663684005998149,0.0,0.06058224221159932,0.0,0.0,0.22511401600272815,0.058538359382204024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743653771316649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143145312956157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427739238813144,0.08219174238751993,0.0,0.15785743203368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269072296436402,0.07721705929859013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592002123024089,0.0,0.04862315152799472,0.07803730828246691,0.0,0.0,0.08597931710593784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627848356293206,0.0853141975535025,0.0,0.07736996339961442,0.0643093845858163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053722043836950666,0.08089874880084179,0.0,0.0634553652989602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201025682287499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127272935730918,0.0,0.0,0.0602557104571505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051530765937157184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129773129162788,0.06555278296143763,0.0,0.06262502128262692,0.0,0.060245475785105834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473906084997697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077348056179991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977535555727817 lonely,L19999,2020/04/18,"Lonely 20m Lately I've lost alot of friends just growing apart from them and I'm honestly feeling so alone, nobody to talk to, I miss talking about my problems and listening about other and just talking tbh, Anyway if you're interested in being friends feel free to message me x",3.6822222222222223,6.0678983333333365,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,74.92592592592592,6.542222222222222,31.170370370370367,7.554174236665415,2.2861303703703704,226,11,39,3,5,73,44,54,0.17300000000000001,0.547,0.28,0.7909999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,6,8,5,1,4,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28005199482204896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734438926343017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178194601903741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050220445956717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517263888046763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587354900943629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520098374994527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,banban0215,2020/04/18,"Tired of meeting people only to be left behind and the feeling is much harder everytime I was in a toxic relationship last year. I got over that after a year and forgot. Met someone from work who thought I could consider a bestfriend. However, I have always felt the relationship was one sided. Now, she returned back home to be with family, which I understand. We rarely talk now. Met someone at beginning of lockdown. Connected and enjoyed each other’s company. Just felt happy again and could not believe someone would this be amazing. Couple of days ago, he told me he is going to reorganize his life and it’d be best if we talk again after the lockdown. That will probably not happen. I cried. I could not help it. I just feel sad and I am tired of this feeling. Being alone during lockdown sucks major too. Sometimes I have no will to do things but I am trying to just snap out of it and live my life before all these people came into my life. It’s always been the case of reset for me.",2.57796875,5.095955026041668,4.010250000000003,83.40975000000002,79.46875,6.34,23.6625,7.554174236665415,1.3619950000000005,783,27,141,12,20,258,120,192,0.066,0.861,0.073,0.2876,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,7,0,22,5,0,0,1,35,39,9,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,13,14,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,12,5,19,4,22,15,5,23,0,1,0,0,16,7,1,1,14,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080257779432678,0.0,0.0,0.12621516352665954,0.0,0.0,0.2028025250209181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370649648224427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369795525303116,0.13729987984730452,0.12788957214418384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938084752464738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918973409229341,0.13484106537554605,0.13386274268093434,0.07859270393251892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488327248380555,0.0,0.18485548895733567,0.0,0.2340186068067664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925856501170702,0.0,0.09746640016911856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077646258545692,0.1297273284273952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168339578542856,0.0,0.12224031440403592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993360638775036,0.0,0.0,0.13240644417621414,0.0,0.2582301023149253,0.0,0.0,0.10760883676658978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958463803877703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257873139199673,0.09268365952155218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897139376692175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313908484665298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26167434236982234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097669075566721,0.0,0.12052738725808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959005941337792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096154735678271,0.0,0.0,0.09674702591311704,0.0,0.2801312839010281,0.0,0.1164470233267281,0.0,0.08273818878942943,0.0,0.0,0.12686553773395087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871901401296965,0.0,0.0,0.08656924594396298,0.0,0.0,0.1569538505537103 lonely,lycheejoos,2020/04/18,"I'll never come to terms with being forever alone Everyday I'm sinking a little deeper into despair. After living in extreme isolation for years I thought I would've gotten used to it, how wrong I was. I just wish someone would tell me they love me and that everything will be fine, but I am obviously delusional to think this could ever happen. I'm being left to rot in utter indifference, and isolation is slowly but surely killing me.",5.461606425702815,6.9965920481927775,6.723072289156628,71.50019076305223,68.27710843373494,9.388755020080325,30.700803212851405,9.725611199111238,3.2450417670682734,352,14,57,8,6,119,64,83,0.19899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.8002,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,4,19,19,5,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,10,10,1,12,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341424624253029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474105194716446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050013503239587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449511068648168,0.0,0.0,0.2031789799314844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999147658244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501152262425031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562794211211275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658358379884716,0.19962576060783585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403885016263132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436070065959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155011301493485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307023020551788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759693486880006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485784025358234,0.0,0.1794759539715453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525366422922188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599716987146087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211901937811104,0.247174295588612,0.0,0.14558298713457027 lonely,Karahkwa_yako,2020/04/18,"Feeling alone.. Hey y'all.. I've been going through a lot of crap lately and I just feel alone. I live with my boyfriend but I have no friends.. my old friend from highschool abandoned me again.. First time was when my grandpa died and they all just.. left. Second time was when my great grandpa died(very recent) and she just dipped out again. I'm horrible at making friends and honestly I'm scared to because Everytime I try.. they either literally block me.. or just stop talking to me. Maybe I'm just not supposed to have friends. I know with everything going on that nobody can really hangout but I haven't hung out with anybody except my boyfriend since highschool.. that was back in 2018. I'm just feeling really lonely",2.7336029411764717,5.578003683823532,2.7352941176470607,90.59132352941177,82.01470588235293,5.458823529411767,26.14705882352941,6.9077264865688965,1.258258823529412,575,24,107,7,16,173,84,136,0.207,0.64,0.154,-0.8266,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,11,10,1,1,1,0,8,1,1,1,1,31,19,9,1,0,12,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,3,18,6,15,15,3,20,0,2,0,0,12,6,1,2,12,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33969067577748985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260990447794771,0.0,0.0999674615236565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701968863930589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738463985088862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487565052032444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949075854664142,0.0,0.0,0.5067965142517166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863998595322236,0.0,0.0,0.18080078310067269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012522800286707,0.0,0.18498912054094346,0.0,0.17817682615453898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480715890033086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941938149782282,0.0,0.0,0.10946534259789673,0.0,0.1647511168063852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208108879746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101138148561809,0.0,0.16192144191384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418371448160718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565514487064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371039150802543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180984627187692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912490757426047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133920234770486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530984431939114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexowens0520,2020/04/18,need new friends often feeling left out and lonely. i feel like eveyone has a best friend but me. ik i cant be everyone's best friend but i just want someone who thinks i'm one of the most important people in their lives and comes to me for stuff.,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,74.38461538461539,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.7724461538461541,196,6,44,2,4,62,44,52,0.028999999999999998,0.5770000000000001,0.39399999999999996,0.9647,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,10,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,6,5,9,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649990472927211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084280778672455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116973025992893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240412693827292,0.15827295932746166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134991387010897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407110656682123,0.0,0.0,0.10823649443553399,0.0,0.19562973641169465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427402162433594,0.0,0.21397111929765728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501257326149648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359254043159906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771574372286254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536178909307628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419581371647048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067394458625986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadbabeya,2020/04/18,"I feel so awkward and I don’t know how to make friends. This will probably sound stupid but here it goes- for the longest time I’ve had trouble making friends, but I was always good at making online ones. For example, I go outside and make a friend and we hangout for a while but they leave and never wanna hang out again while as online I have friends for weeks and months etc it doesn’t make any sense and it drives me crazy to the point where I’m questioning why nobody likes me outside of the internet, I try to be myself when going outside but I tend to act awkward as I don’t want people seeing the things I like and I’m just scared of judgement. Online I make tons of friends, but they all so toxic and salty and so bad for me, even though I’m anonymous. I’m always sad though, and it shows on how I talk and act in real life and online. I just want a friend to talk to, I’ve been on reddit for almost a day and it’s been nice so far but I don’t feel like I’m welcomed here.",1.3887443609022547,3.1097045761904814,2.6557644110275724,95.708007518797,79.42857142857143,5.18295739348371,20.100250626566414,5.750287758089431,-0.2255238095238101,771,19,176,4,19,248,108,210,0.127,0.672,0.201,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,0,16,19,1,3,8,0,11,1,0,8,2,42,31,32,0,3,8,0,2,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,4,2,0,6,5,7,0,1,4,4,20,12,23,25,3,23,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,2,12,111,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874873504660825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734940360009676,0.0,0.0,0.08064389504326826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099016012440644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764794385415161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225694844141214,0.0783262443882696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992329482147428,0.08471927880068315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549724689301113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479256728040348,0.0994659738309265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517285415195317,0.0,0.0,0.1255675513188145,0.0,0.0,0.08376219950612225,0.17380829525378516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749503973026968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465579669165264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146236326135683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035828640980774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221397584162128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210397502535023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278579030547366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328456811740414,0.0,0.0,0.13497908694794575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187272588946494,0.0,0.0944992688693944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063305751848134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878458655164196,0.0,0.23302418252570456,0.0,0.06914960658780306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051345618533062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989252984754832,0.0,0.09512412690241884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700720954044952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cDkUf,2020/04/18,"Is self-confidence key? Recently I have been thinking alot about the role self-confidence plays in our lives. I think it plays a way bigger role in our lives than we might think. Let me explain. Have you ever been in the situation where you don't text your friends to hang out with you, because who would wanna hang out with you? Have you ever failed a test because you panicked becaue you taught you didn't have it in you? These are just two simple situations to which everyone can relate. I know the second example doesn't really have to do with being lonely, but not succeeding at school is definitely bad for your mental wellbeing. What if you did have the confidence to text your friends? Or the confidence to go out and meet new people? I'm wondering what you guys think about the role confidence plays in our lives. And please do link me any studies about self-confidence and the effect on life. I recently read a study which explained that students with low self-confidence actually did better at school. It had to do with the way the self-reflect. I hope this post is allowed on this subreddit. 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Now I feel formed a habit to talk to her, but from last few days when she doesn’t texts me I feel little uncomfortable. We used to chat like 24*7, I also know we can’t continue that but still i feel disheartened not talking to her. I also don’t want any sort of relationship with her , it’s just I feel comfortable while talking to her . From past few days I had been trying not to text her but after 7PM I always feel like I need to talk to her. If someone here could help me with this then it would be grateful.",2.1973770491803317,3.654766114754096,3.289311475409839,93.20937704918032,76.37704918032787,6.519344262295082,20.39672131147541,7.1686216300943375,0.2066432786885244,454,10,105,5,10,146,72,122,0.07200000000000001,0.768,0.16,0.8988,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,24,19,9,0,5,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,5,21,3,17,12,4,14,0,2,0,0,18,1,0,2,15,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692229537063301,0.14006200180745165,0.0,0.0,0.1144685027394189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439584767734486,0.0,0.0,0.21711468215918067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255573219283003,0.1202532317204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282640516391428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250841653947793,0.2744188309671383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447267178515265,0.1687084212371991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481274168362333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068768827973326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072078841318887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262338256263887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442659480637986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411812178732215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428335368679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453809533798088,0.0,0.0,0.0992839472069562,0.0,0.13502220316952931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195750583541544,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lehombrearana,2020/04/18,"Is social media making me feel lonely? Staying at home, I’ve kind of developed a schedule where I balance school, music, reading and chores pretty well and keep myself occupied throughout the day. But there’s always those times in between where I just don’t know what to do. So I go and check my texts and my Insta and I keep refreshing, hoping that absolutely anyone has texted me or sent me a simple “Hi” or even a meme or a link. But almost 95% of the time, I get nothing. I just stare blankly at the screen and literally wait for a notification to pop up. Even if I text someone myself, it feels like they take ages to reply, possibly because I may have a schedule very different than theirs. But regardless, this feeling of having no one to talk to, nothing to do just makes me feel empty. I yearn to have someone to just talk to about even the stupidest of things. But today I questioned myself about this. Do I have this feeling of loneliness because I check my social media or am I really a lonely person? Are people really busy with their own lives, or do they not want to talk to me? Or maybe I’m just overthinking this whole thing. I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused about everything. And I don’t even know how to stop staring aimlessly at my screen all day. Please help me out.",4.456392156862744,5.583969639215689,5.3906862745098065,81.64642156862747,70.25490196078431,8.333333333333334,27.10784313725491,8.680891452615391,1.9359019607843144,1018,33,197,17,18,334,141,255,0.094,0.831,0.075,-0.5723,1,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,0,19,8,0,1,11,0,17,0,0,3,1,51,38,21,0,5,17,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,9,0,4,10,1,2,2,5,4,1,1,1,9,32,4,31,36,3,20,0,3,4,0,14,8,0,12,10,142,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187608096292622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868473521928664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292790647070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445949687508674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297443021379414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239118004345863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133368349606194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065900697526164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998387220886397,0.08472789320768177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196362654712485,0.0,0.06740313661423185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949510770702455,0.0,0.11896551148798933,0.11779660150391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083433211415897,0.0,0.12350369235597525,0.19553844313115115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579419894634938,0.0,0.10472600932824692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833289703470432,0.0,0.11914968242267733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275998765912213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803664573833411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222233550495765,0.10355698145309923,0.0,0.1301872304319565,0.0,0.13370372659085444,0.0,0.12065887949450528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285918915925848,0.0,0.11863213616329953,0.0,0.15195644677876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002957355748113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417956129157799,0.20097886025678996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264118637964661,0.0,0.0991549450916068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891724711061899,0.2859786621404082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575851950171477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383132756856599,0.0,0.11241897162093127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785745488004198,0.06995337718443805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663568042805288,0.0,0.0,0.13241271066847796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rockyraccoon1999,2020/04/18,Just kill me. I am so alone. I am so socially isolated and touch-deprived. I am broken in very deep ways.,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,107.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,19.13636363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.8968727272727279,80,3,18,2,4,28,17,22,0.48100000000000004,0.519,0.0,-0.9185,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804666675485738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51324321103965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728937048754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827710009281469,0.0,0.3682269577775717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wellingtons-Rogue,2020/04/18,"How to accept being alone forever i'm 20m and i don't have any friends. I literally mean i have 0 extended contact with another human being other than my father. I can't do this anymore. I thought i would be able to get numb and be essentially a living husk of what a human should be because that sounds better than just whatever this is. I hate most people because most people are lying, self-serving backstabbing cum stains that shoudnt exist, i fucking hate everyone. All i ever wanted was for a proper friends group but it's not going to happen. Nobody can like me, i hate myself just like everyobdy else. I've wanted to die for a long time but i don't have the balls to do it. I don't want these feelings anymore i have to accept it. I can't kill myself because i'm too much of a pussy. I'm going to go mad.",1.5101050420168072,3.6746756547619057,3.9272128851540633,84.50798319327733,81.14285714285714,6.0957983193277325,22.97759103641457,7.285733465282438,1.0793532212885162,642,22,125,9,17,223,100,168,0.17800000000000002,0.71,0.11199999999999999,-0.8427,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,6,0,6,0,22,2,0,1,2,23,40,5,2,5,5,1,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,2,2,18,7,14,31,4,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,5,84,28,0,0.14987344921711787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522369392157626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191908484720276,0.15715537921091455,0.0,0.0,0.2972683788524545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740843907030778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255088649587665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554497832131622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520003547994282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556911523378168,0.0,0.14321050341252192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578051911746184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158371017596,0.13855558877263915,0.07830269141744665,0.0,0.255529605075242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325325961780303,0.0,0.0,0.4439070081176239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581276595986014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464411937742989,0.0,0.13234100146759178,0.1326332863147447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325612310463514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101742298346674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780675772003224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563506937181882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898277765166035,0.08739241348885338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26519773030628724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646579824451152,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YukiMachi115,2020/04/18,"The more I try the more I realise that the kind of friendship I want simply doesn't exist. I'm a guy and all I want is a female best friend. I prefer talking to girls, in general they're better at dealing with emotions than guys, I find them a bit easier to talk to. There's girls I have met which I feel are close to me, but I don't feel close to them. Im starting to think that this kind of relationship doesn't exist in the real world.",3.4922456140350877,3.559882452631584,4.86921052631579,88.35364035087721,71.84210526315789,7.596491228070175,24.25438596491228,7.1686216300943375,0.7563333333333331,343,8,79,3,6,115,61,95,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.825,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,14,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,12,5,13,13,5,7,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095485168026638,0.17659793192847856,0.2179953854263708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058580466996197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246095609837175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192521242815825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825010076070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426982559890653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954229149749491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156852439971324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158653882481157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727595039727175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437819131605576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413322898928867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209853489478653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279448517760378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556746224951854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355491387109589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throw2525252,2020/04/18,"Does it worth it? I've been thinking wether should or shouldn't I post this. Lately I've been feeling I'm not being quite on the right path emotionally, so I'm here to get some advice. For some reason I'm feeling sad more frequently. At first, I thought it was normal, because people sometimes tend to have mood-swings, but the ""pain"" doesn't seem to fade. Lately I've been kind of drifting away from my parents as well, because they like to mock me for everything I do/say. I am writing this because I need some emotional support, so I could feel a little bit better. Thank you for reading my message :).",4.8475,5.729539159663869,5.085199579831933,85.09821953781513,69.16806722689076,7.294537815126048,30.00105042016807,7.1686216300943375,1.6688226890756297,476,18,93,4,8,150,82,119,0.048,0.7709999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9159,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,4,9,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,25,5,0,5,3,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,3,3,1,1,5,3,11,6,13,16,5,12,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,6,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306270430987995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471645031039726,0.0,0.0,0.2864512145658064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385316483405702,0.17100574023700138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506095166485506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707305611632498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523884156098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407741694152496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759932135435355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323434311318558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183574775185938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311209619695513,0.0,0.0,0.3533840408519585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652434659177305,0.1569902350290842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614347113110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346984049079113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667154941955625,0.0,0.1739255345116647,0.0,0.0,0.10859155092923917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500138113836185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666014685501214,0.15667820157266904,0.0,0.0,0.16104770413839975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376612905365198,0.0,0.12456308595303225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259536195996408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549168249136718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774846516493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420921256689329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036590474005527,0.0,0.12435133968520695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408344077185544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,59zjdm,2020/04/18,"Well... I've been feeling extremely lonely and just flat out forgotten over the past couple months, hugging pillows, making scenarios in my head, you name it I've probably done or thought it. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere and whenever I'm in someone's company or a groups company and you just know that if you weren't there it would literally make no difference really makes you just feel empty. Thought I would post here to share my thoughts and check on everyone else <3",7.582717391304346,7.3249127065217445,7.490347826086958,74.13291304347828,63.23913043478261,12.142608695652175,37.96521739130435,11.602472056035307,4.493545217391305,387,18,72,11,5,124,67,92,0.11599999999999999,0.787,0.09699999999999999,-0.203,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,3,0,24,17,7,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,6,3,9,4,7,9,0,10,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,3,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143559169432373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240412079740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982506069629436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183456050439707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511503443696567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938635031329728,0.13839904409080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882041942350875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106467628655345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464552523229736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879440542210522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546315309246079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849349255475756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553750019249127,0.0,0.20887113078313504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241068683607332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641447762298271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613942509289529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418438814523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275237073242053,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Different_Story24,2020/04/18,Today is my birthday. I turned 26 today. I don't feel much different other then the fact that It's another year where I accomplished jack squat and I have absolutely nobody to celebrate it with. Happy bday to me I guess. \*𝓫𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓲𝓷𝓿𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓫𝓵𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓼\*,2.2703343465045585,5.1885320212765995,3.0966565349544086,84.82000000000002,90.48936170212768,6.941033434650456,25.863221884498486,7.957251820313856,2.2850753799392094,203,9,36,5,7,64,40,47,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.8901,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,22,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232062856126524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32203500120644296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558504724988274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395503636238208,0.0,0.0,0.3281168259399601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265846945481103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843324612281032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335265994606296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984901712192468 lonely,Ariel303,2020/04/18,"Was adopted, disowned by adopted family. Extreme trauma, PTSD, So much to offer, but no opportunities. I've been told I should write a book about my life story, it's that intense. However, I find a hard time finding anyone who truly cares and I struggle daily due to all ive been through. Could use a friend and some encouragement.",3.640215053763441,6.183023129032258,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,75.7741935483871,6.713978494623658,28.075268817204304,7.793537801064563,2.0288623655913978,262,11,45,4,6,86,52,62,0.127,0.589,0.284,0.9253,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,5,4,5,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177991996023225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796423167239496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189867979368792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258562684040147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013659719328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190469593967973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456971197462221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372901122723168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162416998816274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206135711812403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867324733484165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993234406443696,0.0,0.0,0.2620821486791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688610929474224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JP71319,2020/04/18,"I am feeling very lonely. What should I do? I have been feeling this lonely for 1 month. During this quarantine I have found how many people care for me It's honestly very hard for me Please tell me ways to entertain myself...",2.0240909090909085,4.623675045454547,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,82.63636363636364,6.247272727272727,20.163636363636364,7.554174236665415,0.8627236363636364,178,5,34,3,5,57,32,44,0.145,0.579,0.276,0.6727,0,5,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,8,3,4,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30020286467930163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977570696115123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228400489461439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637618657124803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985175977705382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502049945014256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041287521674171,0.0,0.0,0.3232084899194444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573549621358233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858903613541325,0.0,0.23371406028805114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cuzpplfoundmyaccount,2020/04/18,"That depressing moment when you find out no one actually cares about you I was always the class clown. Whenever something sad happened, people would come to me to seek advice or distraction. Recently, my closest friends broke up with her ex. She came to me and we started spending a lot of time together, and naturally, because we had a lot in common, we started liking each other and began dating. A week ago, she ended things with me and got back with her ex, who told her to completely cut ties with me (he found out about what happened between us). She argued with him about it and told me she could work things out but I told her that it was okay, that I understood her boyfriend's worries and that I wished the two of them the best. What she didn't know was that during our short time together, I fell in love with her. Usually my breakup routine is simple. I go out to have drinks with a couple of friends, we joke about stuff that don't matter until she's out of my mind. But because of the Corona situation in my country, I can't do that. So instead, I call a couple of my friends. This made me realize that no one actually gives a single fuck about how I'm doing. Some of them would keep trying to change the topic while others started talking about themselves. They told me to just ""stop being sad"" because ""it wasn't like me."" What really sucks is that my ex who recently cut ties with me wasn't like this. She would've listened to me. I've always felt like I wasn't allowed to be sad in front of others because it was my duty to make people laugh. For the first time ever, I've realized that I'm alone. There's no one I can open up to about how I'm feeling, which is why I'm currently letting out my emotions on a sub for people who feel like me. I know this won't do anything but at least I feel like someone's listening. Thank you.",4.065355743452258,5.009905171581772,4.905268096514746,85.44630800164983,71.0107238605898,7.775995050525882,27.48288306867396,8.012643519586192,1.6006742421117757,1451,49,298,19,26,471,180,373,0.152,0.746,0.10099999999999999,-0.9275,2,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,6,3,3,3,16,27,5,1,13,1,26,3,0,5,1,62,64,16,0,4,5,3,4,6,3,3,0,2,0,0,30,28,1,3,11,2,1,5,10,11,0,5,20,6,57,16,52,37,7,46,0,5,0,2,47,17,2,4,30,213,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.17327177473230915,0.0,0.0,0.08675420173378819,0.0786975810474568,0.0,0.0,0.0919486834547376,0.0,0.0,0.14774314476906045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305788132419705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826587821897029,0.0,0.21647639174961344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316850256081598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065369305961253,0.10153998196888472,0.09051651466519152,0.0,0.09391683298228268,0.07647559163620285,0.09308351131620192,0.0,0.0,0.0708831264851241,0.19646543395392926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646556673183279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697001287625084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998648750990788,0.07863219686827945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030604959812218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346685957857876,0.12684804153696047,0.08524214602490703,0.0,0.08114276280274918,0.07551571189353383,0.0,0.09734202921801637,0.2057722315673147,0.0820751243001396,0.0,0.08516528970281251,0.05045537867916873,0.0,0.07100499596255014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701465962490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891120947584665,0.0,0.0,0.09758167240775142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078295101533652,0.0,0.26023878115972165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095414141064994,0.0801268742616802,0.08400521443836376,0.05926093857454887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964188537083538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047765626638096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184645371811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056874356670106076,0.0,0.17531789323323374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979176479106154,0.0,0.0,0.07522249712799686,0.06834671913291876,0.0,0.0,0.18851554781289692,0.0,0.0,0.07422355329162626,0.0,0.0,0.10163117218507643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135751844427618,0.0,0.08173614320553628,0.0,0.0,0.11796217636468302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553039454458279,0.0,0.0,0.3393300832622752,0.0,0.06027538465305439,0.0,0.08672457319674458,0.0,0.10679068652433962,0.0,0.09777796593135224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121347921807278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010959933025139,0.0,0.10209192807103898,0.0,0.0,0.06463246022077136,0.09015978968483424,0.0,0.1891990146778709,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThaRealSeanHazey,2020/04/18,"Hey, I’m a 14 year old male, hope age doesn’t matter too much. I’m not depressed or anything, I just wanna talk to some people.",-0.27833333333333243,1.6086087857142848,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,86.14285714285714,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.0741095238095233,98,2,23,0,3,33,25,28,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481066693349985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643436309863989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201509931554127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109659193699158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438848275344433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326649055166626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400047691968942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724088610759162 lonely,gimmieilleatit,2020/04/18,"Is it bad that I love being alone? I mean I guess it isn’t bad since I like it but, I think it just feels a little odd. I’ve always been super shy around new people and pretty quiet, but it just makes me feel so ominous I suppose. I cut my friends off about a year ago because they were pretty fake after knowing them for about all of my high school years, now I’m 20 and I love the feeling of just thinking “oh it’ll be great when someone sees how great I am for just me”. It’s like waiting for a package in the mail or Xmas eve when you’re parents tell you to open one up but you’re just like mehh I’ll wait till moro because I feel like I’ll have more presents or something about it just feels right for waiting, ( at least that’s how I see it I know I’m weird ) it’s hard to explain. I’ve had girlfriends in the past but now I just feel like I’m turning Asexual, I use to really like making love with my partners but now I just feel like I’d just rather have a relationship just because I care for their well being, and the fact I haven’t even really felt attracted to women weirdly. Anyone else?",1.3925221953188045,3.04283448305085,2.7928571428571445,95.05545197740112,79.16949152542372,5.3426957223567415,21.407586763518964,5.916634753146586,-0.010524374495560984,862,24,198,5,21,280,128,236,0.105,0.611,0.284,0.9954,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,1,25,23,1,0,8,0,13,3,0,5,2,49,44,16,0,1,18,1,9,7,3,1,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,3,14,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,4,12,26,17,23,36,3,24,0,0,2,3,16,10,0,3,21,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944557658298322,0.0,0.0,0.11036023213375157,0.0,0.0,0.08866341061267186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450667021929278,0.10917956218440428,0.0,0.09485773351602132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794018543970794,0.1948672668330632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864128984844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901414874008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037945736099735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771466087948677,0.2283716109424528,0.10231079629888036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232516366453338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349574812118118,0.1173838213573148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545355049974903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258262315555424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712115513019095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644063161816117,0.1067974456521981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851377022784325,0.0,0.14225436823726992,0.0,0.0,0.1160710919055089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029127767977636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220533342498513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183182050533132,0.0,0.10172008326664528,0.07387274919681974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168122101744348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365254393807699,0.0,0.0,0.1144016311529818,0.0,0.0909985318199294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784070446500994,0.16982321355969454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814450525494273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028484077004433,0.08203227610977389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313493748702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655399974175414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590269908133012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920304650685773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580694621863173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372375782544934 lonely,SumInternetDud,2020/04/18,"do you ever feel intimidated by other people with more friends? I have this irational fear of being judge for not having a friend circle when meeting new people that do, i automatically feel like an outcast and stops me from trying to get more involved with them, do you ever feel that way?",12.392777777777779,8.473839018518525,11.547407407407407,60.36333333333334,56.96296296296296,12.281481481481485,39.96296296296296,8.841846274778883,3.675696296296296,233,7,39,2,2,76,43,54,0.174,0.731,0.096,-0.5852,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,10,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687547931127799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915677604771376,0.3930373245369522,0.18510631442145306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003713307585697,0.0,0.13537287549698784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658674391376926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502474551188238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592647689501855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662531366830692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591685560571033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056673226536259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Barbarialien,2020/04/18,Realisation. Had a dream a week ago that i held hands with my crush. It was like a warm ray of summer sun washing over me. When I woke up I felt like human waste.,-0.3681428571428569,1.6492646857142894,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,87.85714285714286,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-1.014285714285715,124,2,31,1,4,42,30,35,0.121,0.634,0.245,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875387362104717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528082916802621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374010432970158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44117403860473403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eshther,2020/04/18,"Anyone want to talk on discord? Any lonely people want to talk on discord? I’m a girl, from europe. borisjohnson#3262",2.2778571428571444,4.882856666666669,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,101.38095238095238,2.1,19.535714285714285,3.1291,-0.3243428571428573,94,3,14,0,4,28,16,21,0.332,0.563,0.105,-0.7691,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29243170976706906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006834411331085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981251526754067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912755257957621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507279709952132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jamie_Knight,2020/04/18,"I've suddenly found myself all alone. Just a few months ago I was very happy. I was in the 12th grade, always surrounded by my many friends and I was in a relationship. Then I graduated school, which meant that I didn't see my friends everyday, the only time I would see them was at parties. This was fine however since I had my girlfriend to talk to and hangout with, but recently we broke up and I've now realised that I'm completely alone. Everything I used to have is now gone. I always had many friends and usually a best friend, I would see them everyday at school and play video games with them on the weekend. But now that I don't play games anymore and I'm single, I have no one. I still consider these people to be my friends but I'm not close with any of them. If I initiate a conversation or ask them to hang out then they would, but none of them would message me first. I am an introvert and usually like keeping to myself so I guess it is my fault that I don't have any strong connections with anyone, I've just never been completely alone as I am now and it hurts so bad.",2.8765315315315334,4.445599445945948,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,74.81081081081079,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.7690252252252257,855,30,186,18,18,279,118,222,0.128,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.7357,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,7,3,9,16,0,0,8,0,23,0,0,1,2,35,36,19,0,5,9,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,1,2,7,0,2,7,4,0,2,12,3,34,12,21,19,5,30,0,2,3,0,21,9,0,3,20,130,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834713724510814,0.0,0.0,0.34472049855421755,0.0,0.0,0.18463229926806274,0.0,0.0,0.15089447945778994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002884629863638,0.07757618243161317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371974678842634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263546637473724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164312217264254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326500189923417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099711316111038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437080508582443,0.0,0.12164681277113985,0.42858390371997457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221977862294787,0.0,0.0,0.118104323025478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118770232002812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861410535374217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420272302012494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496412352446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855622091285383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855685708564605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518003558373586,0.08437960602451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691614524646104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954601575958632,0.11911472869042247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456701228247972,0.2652293390132941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177586650800444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860180120800497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917437571146734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469363790761312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958219193853799,0.2443831921390159,0.09154225754811456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152520694283798,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theonlymeme,2020/04/18,"My dad is making me go insane. He’s gotten rid of almost everything that I own at one point in time. The only thing I can use is my phone atm because he turned off my internet to the computer and it won’t be on until 12pm. But anyway he’s making me go insane. I woke up today at 4am not being able to go back to sleep, then I just sat there laughing, and laughing. Idk what’s wrong with me but I don’t wanna do anything rash. I just need to calm down but idk how because my father doesn’t even let me do my homework let alone relax. I do chores all day then homework then eat and finally sleep. I just need it to be better for me, this quarantine needs to end so I can calm down. AAAAAAAH",0.3689999999999998,2.211936566666669,2.6273333333333326,94.037,83.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,18.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.11533333333333308,535,13,123,5,15,182,93,150,0.096,0.787,0.11699999999999999,0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,15,4,3,4,1,21,28,12,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,1,3,0,19,6,19,19,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,10,83,25,3,0.16697959090674472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672059401411718,0.1729404977696222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740997573304167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839699837225715,0.0,0.2035784175364445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767987870449215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768802225795517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086180799816938,0.0,0.0,0.14789435537500906,0.0,0.0,0.11028844497187656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007048940080578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829179799404164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846950486754566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414958898311141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229203470960504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714397525999122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314969226418913,0.12699550327312115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784968598039406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342003631406365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093382053990204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736714227202224,0.0,0.15827712776850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816258455099589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442167539086033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182565969761198,0.0,0.0 lonely,meebleepe,2020/04/18,"Idk what I'm supposed to title this Maybe typing it out will make me feel better??? Idk I just am so sick of being here. (21 m) I woke up from a dream I had today. I don't normally dream (I smoke too much) but this one hit me. I don't remember much, just the girl and how i felt.. I woke up with feelings I had never felt before. Not only did I feel satisfied, but I felt loved. More importantly I felt like I was able to give the love i had. Ever since moving back in with my parents in a community with no one my age range, I just cant deal with myself anymore. Haven't touched anyone in years, maybe not even since I was just an innocent... not with meaning at least. Can't connect with my family, always been a black sheep but now it just seems like they're so out of touch and I'm of such a different generation. The fam is all huggers and the emotional type but im so repressed that I just can't allow myself to be myself with them for whatever reason. So I'm just this fake form of me. They don't even know who I am. Also no friends. Lost some to drugs, some to girlfriends or college, the rest moved away. Never been the texting type, always wanted to talk in person, but now that sure is backfiring. Idk its almost as if I purposefully push people away. For reasons I probably can't talk about but idk I probably wouldn't talk about them anyway. At least now I can maybe go to sleep after dispensing my emotions... didn't smoke so now I'm desperately hoping I can dream again.... and I promise ill respond if anyone reads this as soon as I wake up. Thanks for getting this far I appreciate it",1.349772497006537,3.4462311155015217,3.18268029842498,90.00147186147188,81.31003039513679,6.176328635903102,20.607994842037392,7.348242739294969,0.5766141843971622,1243,35,267,18,33,415,170,329,0.10099999999999999,0.726,0.17300000000000001,0.9819,2,0,3,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,3,2,31,13,0,1,11,0,27,7,2,5,5,61,54,23,0,6,19,1,9,2,2,2,3,1,0,2,13,13,0,1,13,4,0,4,17,3,0,2,16,11,39,10,41,33,10,32,0,1,1,2,17,14,0,8,16,191,52,5,0.09825513386093196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838832363704282,0.0,0.0,0.07857459504998518,0.1635122848539202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744269084798687,0.13740454828243345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462786524713745,0.07555213301159436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836078820830943,0.0,0.0,0.08689868128123415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129672864217096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265570234545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394476133821947,0.0,0.0,0.22104760162816425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979317849781666,0.08887739378978632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262619572110843,0.0,0.14904224374960265,0.0,0.3773613478763018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591167268855828,0.0,0.05133425211123877,0.09425527750421303,0.05584065686361602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758951785770756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613240523542923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399845197622851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600499069187376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725708534065206,0.0,0.17735818889207494,0.0,0.06558606481579039,0.0,0.2961314650527129,0.10702864525406956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885931538547114,0.14445765753676834,0.0,0.15156083294083356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626916964349323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316044313403688,0.07472745684714052,0.0,0.0,0.10910069844142037,0.0,0.0,0.0681177383440641,0.0857925930101801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118713052457459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828172309556657,0.0,0.0,0.20204528395694815,0.0,0.0,0.11130391297079573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944778366224222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625553241406008,0.0,0.09832609254353177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926043008621824,0.0,0.0,0.2369212642772871,0.0,0.0904601262655894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313437822891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795342365391532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327308478533686 lonely,jenverine,2020/04/18,"I feel so lonely but I dont want to interact with anyone It’s so weird that sometimes I crave for people’s attention (especially opposite sex), but once I get their attention I’ll push them away. I dont get it. Living on my own during pandemic makes it worse too. I still go out from time to time to get food but I dont want to interact with anyone yet I feel so lonely and empty. Sometimes I wish I could feel something but I cant. Is it just me or anyone out there feeling the same?",0.2383656957928828,2.4447884271844704,2.7652669902912628,90.5248584142395,87.05825242718447,6.151779935275083,19.26294498381877,7.492282038375204,0.6252789644012946,380,11,83,7,12,131,61,103,0.18,0.7659999999999999,0.053,-0.89,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,23,18,9,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,15,0,12,17,2,10,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328767309265752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909336697038705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670010747809698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579463338257851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209513350790572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188714700534892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872507119961795,0.0,0.09018651149424636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012513242646712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592601736076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168998410702352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001484468804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221664039005595,0.3138945946825648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672909397299775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850654502745768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871975511054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248430762942444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171746134349513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawaysmug,2020/04/18,"Moved to Vietnam fir my husband but he’s cheating I just really need someone to talk to. I feel so alone, I don’t speak the language, and I rely on him financially. Message me on /u/smug010 because this is my throwaway.",0.2317207792207796,2.6106337954545467,2.4159740259740268,88.9368181818182,97.4090909090909,4.3324675324675335,29.01298701298701,6.1826913282559595,1.5507441558441557,173,10,33,2,7,58,37,44,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8528,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562186727072544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685208977599986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272687226669294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681751383626709,0.0,0.3266205296181912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28219157182264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37322891974144706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354052185732016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,derpakertaanon,2020/04/18,"It's 4:00am. Haven't been sleeping well; it's been almost two months since this whole isolation thing started, and also when she left me. I keep wanting to see how she's doing with all this going on but I also don't want to care about her anymore. >A lot of people complain about the night, and how lonely they feel inside their bed. But that’s not how it works for me. I notice I’m lonely at 9 am. When the sun wakes me up and everything is silent around me. I notice I’m lonely at 1 pm. When I walk down the street knowing I  have no one to go visit. I notice I’m lonely at 3 pm. When I draw on my yellow paper knowing there’s no one to say “This drawing is from me to you. I think about you a lot. ” I notice I’m lonely at 6 pm. When I look in the mirror and my body is untouched. There’s no sign of someone else living, touching, breathing my body.  It makes me sad thinking how much love I’m willing to give and it’s all going wasted because after all, maybe some people aren’t meant to be with someone.",1.6437500000000007,3.04804920833334,3.3483333333333363,92.43,77.75,5.170370370370371,20.333333333333336,5.033348758259628,-0.22762777777777776,783,18,173,2,18,261,121,216,0.20199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9878,1,11,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,1,18,10,0,0,5,0,13,6,5,5,3,33,37,18,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,0,5,7,7,1,3,3,6,27,3,27,32,8,26,0,6,3,1,12,12,0,4,9,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122341991787077,0.0,0.0,0.19540880679582875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116613478864845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876287714832936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447758454407051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714208211200084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456695751671384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206268445414277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980424837930246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177604647480865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720271227354845,0.20830694936715244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859597626719444,0.0,0.0,0.13428988164411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274498953420508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788397799851993,0.0,0.10259738456780093,0.0,0.0,0.20773997087300086,0.11026894903124328,0.0,0.08155367940448524,0.0,0.12274259087567135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752001734506192,0.0,0.08981369383393879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465425201273155,0.0,0.0,0.5563944534395189,0.0,0.0,0.1655797480640714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940343075234912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715955764962593,0.0,0.0,0.09735875309632992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106556040287852,0.0,0.1222646098818896,0.0,0.2070392930771488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647706746298886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116855507611187,0.15657137639196206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934856600492112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412558357749866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985123442543224,0.0,0.0,0.1364055601479834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889458565246502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the-eternal,2020/04/18,"the moon is made of cheese / ihavenobody my dearest and only friend (internet friend) disappeared from the internet with hardly a trace — it’s been months and still i naively hope for her to return all i can do now is play minecraft, watch better call saul, eat some olives and pistachios and plan my demise — take me to the moon, baby. gromit and wallace proved that it’s made of cheese.",7.587499999999999,7.544824972222226,6.016111111111113,83.99000000000002,63.16666666666667,9.422222222222222,30.5,8.841846274778883,2.1512666666666664,306,9,59,4,4,89,54,72,0.024,0.7829999999999999,0.193,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,2,12,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,5,7,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483758542035816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267893822222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832707669982405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277632381125863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479893026238017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749590852511347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238949241031299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096662686057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105450834155403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108035940208293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814506337117786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,90skidjkr,2020/04/18,"M23 looking for talks.. Hey I'm having rly hard issues with sleeping lately, 3 weeks allready, and im getting rly anxious about it.. I wish I could talk to people but most of them are not there when u need them:/",3.919457364341088,4.8339268372093045,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,71.32558139534885,5.7333333333333325,25.96124031007752,3.1291,0.4440914728682173,166,5,34,0,3,52,39,43,0.07,0.882,0.048,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040562135154796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148896558597876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061667880596665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110023985658324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907218031647857,0.28091650471673285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036062572453577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260132504007443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956693283933652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186590623994288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269338463205399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326556499935714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589115492756047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095024214804052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tennessee_wolves,2020/04/18,"Bored, lonely, can’t sleep 😞 Anyone want to snap chat? Worth a try 🤷‍♀️",-5.538333333333332,-7.697019277777778,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,158.44444444444446,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.280066666666667,55,0,16,0,6,20,18,18,0.29100000000000004,0.506,0.203,-0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611339094923242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599708092122826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477534956137901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889869607964278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZestIsBest32,2020/04/18,"I wish I could make my own friends. I know this is a common sentiment in this sub, but I still need to vent. I mean I’ve made friends in the past. Good friends, too. Then something changed. Part of it may have been puberty, part of it may have been moving schools, but a big part was my parents finding out a friend of mine was atheist. They were afraid he would influence me. Made me afraid as well. I couldn’t branch out, and even if I did, my parents had to approve anyone I spent any time with. They still do. And now this quarantine has removed the one place where I could spend time with non-approved friends. Instead my parents break stay at home and social distancing orders, to bring over shitty family friends I can barely talk to. I hope this quarantine ends soon, and I really hope I can graduate early. I just want out of this fucking house.",3.3742857142857154,5.238229221556889,3.4765141146278893,91.38378742514973,74.14970059880241,6.9271171941830625,26.89863130881095,7.7094869923839395,1.3821517536355867,668,25,139,9,14,204,105,167,0.027000000000000003,0.75,0.222,0.987,3,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,10,13,1,2,5,0,20,1,0,4,0,31,33,9,0,10,4,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,10,0,23,10,18,17,4,27,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,5,11,96,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605575756566091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820187120283227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183130143305404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859197533226193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905798502248966,0.0,0.0,0.0738699668589509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054337999481857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222070478156328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184487638513906,0.10339525992465258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938069768041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218570446185044,0.22216682057913,0.0,0.12904956983968036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061464922950257385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165343472689752,0.07465477755339725,0.0,0.0,0.1218277041887764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188693495626772,0.0,0.08292873057145488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578639829211048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725587926005691,0.3633389149560797,0.10676494905686684,0.0,0.0,0.11685010595943797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164824837119392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318912596917632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400787855008,0.0,0.08610071382777475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920769149783216,0.17863283366683896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989360942230798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043084567234806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596675625367293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055854659018253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861170213416365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944868178966355,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadalways167,2020/04/18,Anyone want to talk for a little bit? Even if it's just for an hour or so.,-2.276666666666668,-0.7954097777777775,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,91.22222222222223,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.276866666666667,56,0,16,0,2,20,17,18,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31006703512488143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841270583289014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292891221865016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436703972364128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444483592519087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564242712038793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155533382737384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gwidj,2020/04/18,"craving physical affection more than ever before being quarantined i wasn’t receiving any type of physical affection nor did i really care for it.....but all of sudden i’ve been thinking about it everyday and craving it? cuddling, kissing, holding hands, hugging.....it’s really all i want right now and every night i cry in bed because i don’t have to someone to do this with. it’s sucks so much.",3.6463428571428578,6.054692720000002,5.423238095238094,75.26400000000002,75.13333333333333,9.085714285714287,32.047619047619044,9.606745405546679,3.738161904761904,314,16,52,9,7,107,55,75,0.11,0.732,0.158,0.5623,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,3,11,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,9,7,4,8,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,5,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886416318059586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722828667102506,0.0,0.26135155465807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131473472783765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373763332660606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778236269378621,0.25877675277084905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257815437901864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822791844423074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935205412025632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622939113240549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602367702558697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968014317532341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115776876940248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kb1999_19,2020/04/18,"I’ll probably be alone forever after falling in love once Fell in love with this girl I had a thing with and talk to for a while, and then she got back with her. Ever since then my life has been a total wreck. Clearly I’m not a good guy, not goood enough for anyone. I guess I just gotta fake my way through life",1.0679901960784337,2.6003741323529432,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,79.73529411764707,5.7098039215686285,18.686274509803926,6.42735559955562,-0.3425666666666665,243,5,60,2,6,78,50,68,0.16399999999999998,0.684,0.152,0.2718,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,3,12,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,10,5,2,11,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,6,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473808151183864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670123418032257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836640609095229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468001371664884,0.0,0.0,0.216057209979524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033948846186472,0.19103344516444346,0.0,0.2631247220818659,0.2365031136396981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374194320968804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43115030521345854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543718233520702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752512047319115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758258148413133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919818796128809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868405204843947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959126848142932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TofuMaple,2020/04/18,"Problems Since the start of 2020 I felt this empty hole in my heart. I had great friends, and I got back from network for my anxiety my life was great, then before the lockdown I lost all my closest friends. I went to my old habits when I started the school year. The only friends I have love me but I want to disconnect from them because I don’t want to them to leave me. Recently I’ve had thoughts of dying but I’m too scared to. And in this quarantine I only have my family who don’t know what pain I’m going through, because I don’t want to worry them. Today, I’m making plans on being mute for about 3 years, and if my life doesn’t get better I’ll keep doing that. Thanks for listening to my 2020 so far hope all of you can be safe in this quarantine.",1.7407232142857154,3.402506768750001,3.1008928571428567,93.18625000000002,78.1875,6.321428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6029196428571426,593,18,134,7,14,193,94,160,0.115,0.687,0.198,0.9219,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,5,14,0,1,4,0,13,5,1,1,2,19,35,9,1,6,3,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,2,25,10,21,25,2,18,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,2,10,82,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066322672931447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123332677192216,0.0,0.176364750956943,0.0,0.12309358449257778,0.0,0.0,0.12793853761244928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013250824247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363709995415343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889468253985662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33528800143897136,0.0,0.07557800702735129,0.0,0.0822126627598479,0.0,0.11569648152781775,0.3189726396806088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142081790367567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436783621676818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857897061602985,0.0,0.0,0.07950043518861362,0.0,0.0,0.15317228476965752,0.0,0.0,0.20435291348653106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579116557896494,0.0,0.13055979093059464,0.0,0.09656055876304276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517945834954671,0.0,0.0,0.2200383574885197,0.15392666260576254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841848555920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283264945647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482822447623234,0.14640195319940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966286567893687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047798214719496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331819550771053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484255576287054,0.0,0.0,0.13711918266618284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559696935303602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409972145435167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690755629822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631044380215808 lonely,chlo3st3in,2020/04/18,"so fucking lonely i feel like i’m the fuckin issue, i mean why don’t i have friends? why don’t people reply back? it makes me overthink so much and i already have nobody.. i wish i had fake friends instead of no friends at all, it just hurts so much. all i have is my boyfriend and a small part of my family (all was abusive and crazy)but even then i feel excluded and made fun of (which happened a lot)i’m so tired of feeling so excluded from everything and everyone, like i don’t belong. is there something wrong with me? how tf do i act? i’m doing my best and it just hurts so much... i just wish i had friends i guess.. i used to eat in bathrooms and library’s cause i had nobody and it hurt i tried being social and make friends which was very hard but felt like i was put down cause i wasn’t good enough. and moving a lot didn’t help at all..",0.4311235955056176,2.610411494382024,1.7360561797752825,98.46779213483148,85.74157303370788,4.683595505617979,21.259550561797766,5.985473137389443,-0.032706516853932666,658,22,152,5,20,209,96,178,0.131,0.672,0.19699999999999998,0.9201,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,14,19,2,0,4,0,19,4,0,7,4,35,35,19,0,2,4,0,5,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,5,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,10,5,23,11,11,24,11,10,0,4,0,2,7,5,2,2,5,101,29,0,0.0,0.13189013032530555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283892425263075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559440137414402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681827600662685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870243629048298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390308464148052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501820168415375,0.0,0.07352253982202689,0.0,0.0,0.10636629932419774,0.10004278812613014,0.0,0.10493792111859884,0.0,0.1688526997808091,0.07952349302540374,0.10687990327240447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300086524420144,0.10290896880642043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336578153383536,0.0,0.0,0.12262607590077287,0.0,0.09843552993231634,0.0,0.09971641912176576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461213071588722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35749518568334177,0.0,0.0,0.1161839902739954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314873014783313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927214746359067,0.0,0.1053289905550534,0.1486073187511962,0.0,0.0,0.12125472114734118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831028032715825,0.2454881065807885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054335015815924,0.0,0.0771718388893929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190236935545476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347167390406633,0.0,0.08569576284222273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794027336312927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557561114830523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096140461813135,0.0,0.09184657302361952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088903498761213,0.0,0.256013624854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170553121260726,0.0,0.0 lonely,tacoburrito79,2020/04/18,Qurantine is a bore... anyone up for a chat (20’s M)? Will be up for a few hours so feel free to message,-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666628,0.025000000000000355,105.57,107.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.6522166666666669,76,2,21,0,4,27,20,24,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.5542,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340222940011926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38616810435633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7521265749111267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MightBeMood,2020/04/18,"Today was my birthday If it wasnt from the 2 idiots I was playing with as the day turned to april 18th No one seemed to remember or didnt want to wish me happy birthday Im most likely overeacting Gotta love an alt account ty",0.7720408163265304,2.7795384489795936,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,82.87755102040815,5.552653061224492,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.5388661224489795,180,6,39,2,5,61,41,49,0.105,0.667,0.228,0.8234,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,3,4,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030069052965992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508890976767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001615924838596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537854914873396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841010248687087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330291317629546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35658410749946023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656367286363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983744079778054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423899895805841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566525918627608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619811912427951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blaq99,2020/04/18,"I like my co-worker I never had a good friend or a girlfriend. I mostly just been by myself since to beginning . Im always lonely. I just wake up watvh YouTube and go to work, repeat. But ive been paying alot more attention of my coworker and ive been getting attached to her alot. I like everything about her. Her family is funny ass hell 😂😂 and i enjoy them alot. I really like her though, she's is beautiful and just so funny. But the thing is , that she has a boyfriend. And its been really hard for me to like her, tbh i want her to be with me , but im also to fucking ugly. Sometimes i wish she broke up with him. She just makes me feel happy and i haven't been happy in a long , long time. Im just always alone.",-0.2178431372549028,1.8934892091503281,2.378594771241829,93.14867647058828,88.28104575163401,5.491503267973857,16.34313725490196,6.937597516519254,-0.07497647058823498,551,12,124,8,18,190,87,153,0.14,0.6709999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.7841,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,2,0,8,0,14,3,2,1,1,27,22,13,0,2,9,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,30,9,15,15,5,10,1,2,0,2,14,3,3,5,10,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009033362126546,0.0,0.12361144905443165,0.25723314840039874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891965748176338,0.0,0.14571705099086946,0.0,0.07815642239281118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942221089665267,0.14289964290444854,0.08075767091843178,0.0,0.08784702621339405,0.12964794998361145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32909027263353297,0.13846646069318727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008939744877259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020649615395498,0.0,0.0,0.2735833237693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317824106507127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921572212873027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804600548292012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278638417146783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528760023558576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269099817078263,0.0,0.15186654489714094,0.0,0.09013237784733197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117077435739453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777505692398117,0.0,0.0,0.22506101731407288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wafflenuts7,2020/04/18,"My birthday Today is my birthday and I can tell it’s gonna be a shot show I feel like I will probably spend it watching lucky star",0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.17241379310346,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.4912666666666663,104,4,24,1,3,35,24,29,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583785782663418,0.3650607972513883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496503579526846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509478914931045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466393312722964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843712955959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,V0r0xD3ath,2020/04/18,Nothing Lonely i'm lonley with my mom workin at costco 5 days a week my grand parents doing god knows what and me just left alone. You may be thinking your dad!?!?!?! Him and my mom don't live together,-0.2072357723577234,2.0980551463414656,1.4652439024390242,96.7284349593496,95.09756097560977,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.6271008130081301,155,4,33,1,6,50,37,41,0.046,0.7509999999999999,0.203,0.7856,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935840419046851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281134405735228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578483956972006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30798533210527623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503046096828445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639810901931766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199211847874416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147541120460871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163279655776804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273783623800202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,R0dela,2020/04/18,"The cloud over me. I’m not happy. I have not been happy for a while. Days come and go and the same feeling remains inside. The feeling of unhappiness, drag, misery, and the unknown. Some days are better than others. Days where everything goes right and everything feels in place, but those days don’t occur as much as I’d like them to. For a long time now I’ve felt this heavy cloud take over me. On a normal day it’ll come and partake in my day and suck the remaining happiness that’s there, if there is any sometimes. The whereabouts of my everyday doings sometimes will make this cloud go away. Wether it’s work, my relationships, me gaming not thinking about the world. All of these things make the cloud get lost up there, but sooner or later it returns. The emptiness within me has been expanding and throughout time it just feels like the its gotten bigger but still, nothing in there. Am I doing something wrong? Why do I feel this way? Am I being dramatic? What could it be? I know that I’m I’m tired of feeling this way. The old me, where are you? The one who gave motivational speeches, made sure everyone was okay, went out of the way to try and make the world a better place. Where did he go? I think that version of myself has been sucked into this cloud. I can’t give a speech anymore without feeling some form of false sayings in the words that are coming out of my mouth. Some disputable lies. The optimist that once existed in me has left. I hope the old me returns. The one that enjoyed life, looked forward to doing things, who was not so insecure, the one who was happy, and lived the best version of the life he was given. I miss that old guy, I hope he returns soon.",2.277647058823529,4.67942320241692,2.9656770925893063,91.13977918962149,79.81570996978851,5.585960547360939,22.12200106628754,6.794906146795322,0.5498710858361475,1324,41,266,14,34,414,174,331,0.113,0.737,0.15,0.94,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,6,13,20,2,1,26,1,29,4,1,5,2,53,67,18,0,5,11,0,8,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,27,15,0,0,12,1,0,8,7,6,0,3,15,12,24,14,33,47,10,56,0,2,1,0,14,25,2,7,24,180,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058630078353905636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550345781846108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100310423948677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904787461700458,0.15250272061967388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280326892683747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883674452962706,0.0,0.0,0.3336145015128037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238342258239847,0.15497140246264746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30515505963894657,0.06159298173166624,0.08278122199230498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504448739908983,0.08270658449715135,0.14699622538570292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536774704907674,0.0,0.36711565527383017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126458949471512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738225433464655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367432272266647,0.0,0.12179432348857926,0.08424191286743354,0.0,0.07613062163099085,0.07629876171501855,0.0724000246354252,0.0,0.09411533684411784,0.0,0.0,0.08158000037799913,0.17265026071183182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337894161306377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447372311045692,0.08272691855237588,0.0,0.2714086864332317,0.09181760501222838,0.17526730173678176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015548295997025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925641004404969,0.0,0.07362829668096174,0.0,0.06856270651569404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663735627600776,0.17054036064752265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688524930241154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125789490901844,0.0,0.064823969720908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455663147531492,0.11048791892437862,0.0,0.0,0.10054690067262743,0.09909301792719633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058535246123181006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053035903167011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992342548919013,0.07779685091380098,0.0,0.0,0.0831094902471811,0.0,0.06276653377404606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094264050476583,0.0,0.0 lonely,polarathena,2020/04/18,How do I become okay with being alone? I spend 90% of my waking moments finding something to distract myself from the fact that I am so alone. I’m trying to make myself okay with not needing other people. The norm seems to be craving attention from others and finding the “one” or building friendships. I want to be okay with just me and myself. Why’s that tough,3.714333333333333,5.7705325285714295,4.300000000000002,85.01333333333334,73.71428571428572,5.238095238095238,25.952380952380953,5.46131890053228,0.8692380952380954,287,10,50,1,6,91,49,70,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.133,0.2263,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,3,5,1,1,2,1,17,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569648105391909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969609035632202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915096313837554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948194680675228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937384447407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822025428608477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641009068624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478160710418545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699979620469494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255437126509255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158594563200824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262570238598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KvotheWind,2020/04/18,Just blah Just looking to complain,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,90.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,39.333333333333336,3.1291,2.2715333333333336,29,2,4,0,1,8,5,6,0.494,0.506,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MahoKira,2020/04/18,"The pandemic helped me! Yesterday, my crush asked me to be his girlfriend! Obviously i was soo happy! The fact i did everything to feel better with myself helped a lot. But the pandemic gave me the opportunity to chat more often with him. I wanted to share my happiness with all of you! I know that depression and loneliness is hard to deal with..... But during these hard times we can do it!! If you need help i will help you (even if it took me 8 times writing the first paragraph) I made my new bestie here too... So We Can all Do it!",1.6949742710120077,3.9825783773584966,3.3078044596912552,88.51069468267582,81.26415094339623,7.250771869639795,20.957118353344764,8.296473431620573,1.1327094339622643,412,12,88,9,11,136,70,106,0.092,0.725,0.183,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,3,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,4,23,17,6,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,21,5,10,10,4,6,0,1,0,0,18,0,0,4,5,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004774113692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703321804976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985541369846834,0.16587940929301695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720535445013478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308948187276166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097380420469121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381885620715916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100360295444995,0.3450496261306312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163620602318071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584365531213608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373503053570435,0.0,0.18223542888838534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280470149098778,0.0,0.1860067801156688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460416134559905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139770588217899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359588975038673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarthMittens458,2020/04/18,"18(M) almost 19, and I’m anxious about whether any of my friends will actually remember my birthday... There’s a lot of ‘being distant’, and it’s hard to believe people are ‘too busy’ to reply/reach out in this quarantine. Was I wrong to remember people’s birthdays just for this reason? I know that I’m prolly just embarrassing myself, but at this point, I’m too scared of feeling forgotten! How can you ‘live with it’?? All these insecurities- I just want it to be over 😣",2.7761050061050057,5.180067978021982,4.432454212454214,81.29310134310134,78.01098901098902,7.560927960927963,26.5946275946276,8.515128840125781,2.139204151404151,370,15,70,8,9,124,66,91,0.18899999999999997,0.754,0.057,-0.9008,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,19,12,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,1,14,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2183469782446332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405253947101894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521571532546161,0.0,0.0,0.2527729491355528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520887681973762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313433669814263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286810479776027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043536674094325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229667286273676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975746747761972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022359920679285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023909534858457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151535028450655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300514801212339,0.0,0.0,0.50692853445018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401201873298707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197309661053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446346649613653,0.0,0.0 lonely,delhwrd,2020/04/18,"Just a shout into the void Just been dumped and thrown out by my first and only boyfriend. Were together 5 years, lived together 4. I have no friends or family. I have no job or school (on disability for severe PTSD) and I was pretty dependent on him tbh. I never really needed to leave the house since I have nowhere to go so there was no opportunity to meet people and now I’m completely alone. I don’t think I really NEED anyone but a safety net would be nice. Like Im not good at talking to someone regularly because the emotional exhaustion is real from mental illness but just knowing there was someone there if I needed would be nice. Like we just reach out to each other during mental breakdowns and have each others backs. I’m fiercely loyal and love to give advice, definitely a giver and not a taker. I struggle to talk about my problems and feelings but it would just be nice to know I COULD if the urge arose. If anyone would like to have a casual friendship like where we maybe don’t talk that much due to awkwardness etc but we like each other’s pics and know we can rely on each other and we care about each other, I’d love that. I’m the kinda person who would die for you and wants to hype you up on socials!! I have a lot of love to give just nowhere to put it:(",3.476627906976745,4.946419879844965,4.671232558139536,84.54847674418605,73.06976744186046,7.485581395348837,23.752713178294567,8.07648339933343,1.2415699224806196,1011,28,203,15,20,333,140,258,0.10800000000000001,0.627,0.264,0.9949,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,2,0,2,15,23,1,2,11,0,24,5,0,1,1,62,43,21,1,14,17,0,1,5,1,5,2,1,0,1,10,24,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,2,21,18,29,29,8,18,0,0,0,3,22,10,0,8,11,143,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391098286037907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013274146442266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870617232286226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176635090629174,0.0,0.06482185929678706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841734251463632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149199641813602,0.0,0.0,0.0849011943408518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036069591415372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961446382294035,0.0,0.0,0.1185935182838231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024476769285567,0.0,0.05376702556904602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044993426758924,0.0,0.0,0.08215546298320496,0.0,0.0,0.20401568527513772,0.060433591507569565,0.08919017053657266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269826332541592,0.0,0.0,0.1148618727637658,0.0,0.10552275689289156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531959178467948,0.0,0.0,0.1125952009983009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975367751901685,0.0,0.09389724552707036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040365127765412,0.2879190434006996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682949781699537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432474590658826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816970247179961,0.2365419249410815,0.08201341084564928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087384452746535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372047186978781,0.09284909618838334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818264255067847,0.0,0.1017498513314988,0.12430190025893273,0.10689774393033523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103443338544966,0.1362440131551752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761840741501899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013019226511773,0.0,0.08796280889466494,0.0,0.0,0.10839686425059687,0.1801974648736333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116619665174483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564082105939491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813625732168081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272013490313805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776926684527359,0.0,0.0,0.0684773420319907 lonely,Divine_Cuisine69,2020/04/18,"Weird animal vibes I’ve felt lonely for years now, I’ve never had friends and I suffer with bad depression and anxiety because of it. Lately I don’t know why but I felt a connection with a random animal that I never met (orca) and although I only watch videos of them they seem to ease my loneliness, depression and anxiety. I find them so fascinating and they way they live is not to dissimilar to humans in regards to their social structure and what not. I was curious to find out if my reaction towards these animals is normal based on my mental health?",4.1027622014537934,6.1641322149532725,5.8092834890965745,74.58833852544134,72.64485981308411,9.615368639667706,27.77673935617861,9.994966539143718,3.171233437175493,445,17,77,13,9,152,73,107,0.223,0.696,0.081,-0.8964,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,23,10,10,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,3,16,1,14,5,0,10,0,4,1,0,10,4,0,3,5,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992103806240945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632869697172229,0.11921341402681565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368763195624858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755423735390181,0.0,0.35748215125360816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510915195804479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078743665683352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074763323626502,0.0,0.22060362723410049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726857471913187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970815473910711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016605450371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916102572243237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873450431976298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803324677192028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935189143449086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522883843307492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764652257050866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259361859668255 lonely,sneeksnakes,2020/04/19,"I guess I just don’t get it. I literally don’t have friends. I have people who I consider mostly friends. I have people I love and care about. I don’t have friends tho. I don’t have people I feel comfortable just calling and talking to. I don’t have people to hang out with. I don’t have people to just be around. Friends are not easy to come by for me. It’s my fault. I’m hard to be friends with. I don’t blame anyone. I wouldn’t really want to be around me either. I’m negative and sarcastic. I’m hateful and I think I’m better than I am. I’m jealous and mean and I demean people. I’m not a good person and I don’t blame anyone who stops hanging out with me. I know I’m replaceable and it’s ok. I understand the motive. I do. It’s me. It’s not anyone else but me. Loneliness is a hard feeling. It's hard to feel lonely. It's a sad feeling. It's a broken heart for an unknown reason. It's wondering what you did that no one wants to be near you. What you could have done to make people forget about you. Are you that forgettable? Are you that terrible of a person that no one cares to be around you. To talk with. To make sure you're ok. Just to check on you? Are you that worthless? Do you even matter to anyone? If you tell anyone, will they only love you out of pity? Will they include you just to be nice? I need a new brain. I need to stop hating myself. What happened to me? Where did this awful version of me come from?",-1.2860990605139548,0.7409930551948065,1.2560044211108057,97.7296145344018,98.96753246753245,4.179718154186238,15.644100580270797,6.01570014992238,-0.5642414479137883,1103,28,256,12,47,373,126,308,0.214,0.645,0.141,-0.9733,0,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,13,2,2,13,25,3,0,8,3,37,4,2,4,1,57,70,11,0,7,11,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,20,20,0,2,11,0,1,4,15,9,0,2,3,7,47,16,39,57,3,16,0,4,0,2,30,9,0,4,3,179,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202595409226843,0.09385950643184944,0.0,0.2446419422534409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101662462209096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022607767310061,0.0935383078018913,0.0,0.18679352873885627,0.0,0.0,0.15781811393155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313863869578874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374307892614486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652370003173484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050382506285783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852716955219331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538665604567742,0.0,0.04785950456592413,0.0,0.0,0.07683340274226727,0.0,0.0,0.10091254549155684,0.0,0.08100544536969702,0.0,0.24617857842135146,0.1808807087578388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855162420711076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050343368270156334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535304795501113,0.0,0.12229326188333045,0.0,0.0,0.09978401799098903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584696516138206,0.0,0.08847207519896946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124146989077857,0.06966925425202841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44454857188989694,0.15997081200270366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868410762642207,0.0941845531235855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531707168151831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633603836935065,0.0,0.0,0.14725625176308446,0.08006626047216339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586963840146575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953633838999596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806126630481318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934103598472688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hycocine,2020/04/19,"I’m lonely Just like you The difference is I actually cared about you And you left without saying a word And now I’ve nothing left but to get used to being alone",-0.02117647058823735,2.3299086470588217,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,94.88235294117644,5.072941176470589,18.564705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.3293129411764708,130,4,27,2,5,44,27,34,0.125,0.767,0.10800000000000001,-0.1531,0,3,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.27472084282964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156762380701784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870262422975797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941262680639649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708147382327966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117400037601812,0.0,0.0,0.13753541684753187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701239998079703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387431861073911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431410617674249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137319170611496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thisshortenough,2020/04/19,"It's all just starting to get to me I've been isolated for over a month now. My country has extended its lockdown until May 5th. I live alone and while I do have friends and family it all just feels so superficial. Today was really hard, it's my mam's anniversary and while people have messaged to check on me, it just doesn't feel like enough. When this quarantine is over, it's likely that all I'm going to do is just go back to work and that will be it. Sorry for the rant, I don't even know what point I'm trying to make",2.160347222222221,3.503597276785716,3.8026190476190496,89.9646031746032,76.23214285714286,7.477777777777778,21.373015873015877,8.167268648758528,0.8286575396825393,413,10,94,7,9,138,74,112,0.11,0.861,0.028999999999999998,-0.6911,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,1,3,16,24,9,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,3,12,19,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,11,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044955955209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859424027620161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986167832442055,0.0,0.15971789617309426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796361538124385,0.0,0.24453995593206496,0.17275416536342206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682727084923065,0.0,0.12633944008026893,0.0,0.2748604306760369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216620599813276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289633933099435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627921456105666,0.0,0.21352890587043385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141477405650334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930160807051672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764551090127194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859529629600814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491420912892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069441551681817,0.17115936898905448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921431040170656,0.0,0.0,0.16417791936761725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604570926813348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,datasianguy0,2020/04/19,"Looking for some new friends TL;DR got no friends BOI Bit of an embarrassing post but here we go. So I'm in my mid 20's (M) living in Glasgow, Scotland. As the title says, I don't have any pals. Used to have a good group of ""friends"" from secondary school but that almost immediately fizzled out after school due to defending my now wife from that group picking on her all the time. That was 8 years ago. Been on my own since then really. I've tried socialising with colleagues in work but never seemed to connect with them all that much to warrant hanging out with them outside work. I suppose eventually I'd love to have a little group or circle of friends of my own. Being out the game for 6 years though I'll probably find it quite hard getting into the swing of socialising but I'd love to try and give it ago. To make it even harder, I don't drink either so I guess pubs/clubs are out of the question? Been quite hard finding people that also aren't interested in going out and drinking all the time. I guess I'm looking for some people to chat with 🤷🏽‍♂️",3.658472222222224,4.900854384259258,4.6435185185185235,85.81583333333336,72.28703703703705,7.066666666666667,26.92592592592593,7.413659706084162,1.295625925925926,841,29,174,9,16,274,129,216,0.048,0.8420000000000001,0.11,0.9541,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,4,7,9,0,1,9,0,11,4,0,3,4,35,27,13,0,0,6,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,8,13,2,0,4,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,5,13,8,37,22,10,30,0,0,2,2,20,14,0,8,12,104,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039498114693464,0.0,0.11883503796863712,0.0,0.0,0.09490369020394382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070250454157822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956145638578048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325110121035769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838316948948945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169320813024697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667494748456602,0.0,0.0620023552920248,0.11384307676872052,0.13489053036539558,0.0995382626361983,0.0949145741714108,0.0,0.2614659535546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261749117553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894269432432228,0.10479146558259607,0.0,0.1993128264875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142161420372374,0.0,0.07921592943640282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723916915979997,0.0,0.09152883528905484,0.11461625208328816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645474528525638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365704948796752,0.0,0.12795082623942386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329422293221942,0.25244917359438496,0.0,0.0,0.07602571159166335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437446255087772,0.0,0.24020918980916195,0.0,0.10803650651601322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816849907675193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659676866108927,0.0,0.13839972478279644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114394176939487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249637908780558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727924171065565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284454811114204 lonely,TaxiSeatHeadRest,2020/04/19,My mom thinks I’m mocking her I start laughing when my mom tells me that she loves me or anything like that and she thinks I’m mocking her but really i laugh because its such a shock for me to hear that someone appreciates me and the laugh is my only way i know to react because I’m so scared of showing emotions.,4.66090909090909,4.6781903939393965,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.30303030303031,7.8121212121212125,31.65151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.809406060606061,250,10,53,2,4,82,43,66,0.14800000000000002,0.594,0.258,0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,10,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,5,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,32,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951175429637233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907450436731663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266711663471929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672350200857663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030692796853202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583772264631632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399688230657946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553899617654887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032934242149426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189579180197382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373838705393368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089863748005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782442374463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724057198693116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385513511003376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820323157367932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,girl_with_a_bomb,2020/04/19,"I am always alone I am always alone, Never able to actually make friends because I feel too shy Currently I am a biochemist, in research depending. I have collegues to talk but they never give a friendly response, they are just very serious at their work. I live alone. Cook alone. And I sleep alone I am a girl who is lost in my work routine and sleep schedule. Can anyone help me ?",1.3645945945945923,4.038148702702703,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.0,5.122162162162162,24.967567567567574,6.742157984588678,1.167955675675676,300,13,57,4,10,96,50,74,0.26,0.6679999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8929,1,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,3,2,2,2,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,2,5,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,37,14,3,0.14335428401220074,0.0,0.13989310209183128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423590242331943,0.0,0.0,0.23856449634081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023664853445494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738744096747893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248423331085824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151032844429916,0.0,0.0,0.13751849180839934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608735479476098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658445915500674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648813522565844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569009774240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211273226829828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869156255233602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522274332524035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182822975852139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872725220432897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,owenturnbull,2020/04/19,"Hi. Hi everyone, I’m feeling extension lonely right now. I lose a good friend who I cared for deeply today. And it has destroyed me. I’m just seeking a friend who won’t leave and will stay even though I have depression and anxiety.",1.1409420289855063,3.731566717391303,2.5347826086956537,90.54463768115944,88.34782608695654,6.544927536231885,22.88405797101449,7.793537801064563,1.432953623188406,183,7,37,4,6,59,35,46,0.27,0.486,0.245,-0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108414855130036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28100354963326235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738315329353984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203831496563325,0.0,0.0,0.2633579028278641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935708704614885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258723961423069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116923853570254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918320115430043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083379543579382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353700926092472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937644108145279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078618325517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612467846828885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sugarwisps,2020/04/19,"Hurting.. I have a big dose of health anxiety and hypochondria.. This pandemic, my health worries, my boyfriend breaking up with me recently when he's all I had, loneliness, it's getting to the point I'm struggling to cope; I haven't eaten, I can't sleep, I can't bring myself to leave my bed :( I've cried nonstop, it's getting harder, not easier.. I'm so stressed and overwhelmed, I'm unsure why I'm reaching out because nothing helps, but I'm so desperate to talk to anyone and have someone there, I'm in a really dark place..",3.0190476190476185,4.9025545238095285,4.3561904761904815,84.6104761904762,75.19047619047619,7.333333333333332,30.714285714285715,8.167268648758528,2.3447142857142853,415,20,80,7,9,137,69,105,0.218,0.755,0.027000000000000003,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,6,5,1,0,1,8,16,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,10,14,1,10,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351706898569413,0.0,0.0,0.14945796820976656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029914272882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479276440105454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334960861246936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544094635702588,0.0,0.0,0.14327115908448942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882226222708624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263288699925624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050975152262709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332175884253044,0.0,0.2020614858112652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693280560477855,0.0,0.21105092346269996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139029340332325,0.0,0.18110846749582746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448482617461033,0.22345641240908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171803001803541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928748355923258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707204577085368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,what-thehell,2020/04/19,"Someone made me feel awfully bad today and I can’t stop thinking about it Im gonna start off by saying that maybe writing this down for the people who are mostly in the same situation as me, will make me feel a tiny bit better. So I have an assignment in uni with a girl that I don’t really talk to. I am a loner, so group projects are my least favorite thing and they make me anxious because everyone’s running to their friends for that shit, whereas I go up to anyone who needs an extra person. This girl called me on the phone today to talk about the assignment and a little later she said something very unnecessary, insensitive and rude. “Even if I’m behind with my assignments and lectures, I have friends and people to ask. Who do you even ask haha it must be awkward for you to just text people” I froze and had no idea how to respond. The ideal answer would be that its none of her concern, but my soft ass couldnt even be rude. I am so rude to myself, that I tolerate rudeness coming my way from anyone with the thought that “they’re right, it’s the truth. What could I possibly say to a truthful fact, other than agree” I am now crying. My own thoughts have been terrible to live with during this isolation, and hearing what others know about me...out loud...? Didn’t help. Sometimes all I really think of is dying and cutting ties with life. I am not adaptable, I was never able to accept that I am alone. I will never accept that. It has ruined that charming persona left in me. I actually hope quarantine doesnt end any time soon, because I am not ready to go out there and face my loneliness amongst people who are continuously accompanied by others. This was never the life I wanted to live, but it somehow is what was offered to me. Ive tried to change it, I got no people offering me warmth and friendliness. She proved me that people in uni are shitty. Who even says that to a person out of nowhere? If she thinks I have no one to ask, why wouldnt she offer me her help instead of asking who would I ask if I’d need academical help. It’s certainly why I would do to a person if I felt like they had no one. I’d be more than glad to welcome them in my world if thats what they’d want. I really don’t understand how people work. I dont understand their behavior. I dont understand why they cant be nice.",4.6400000000000015,5.06006674734607,5.6650594479830145,82.41032802547774,69.42462845010616,8.657919320594479,28.014225053078555,8.648137234880735,1.9009529511677281,1822,58,374,28,30,604,229,471,0.162,0.7120000000000001,0.126,-0.9296,0,3,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,7,3,18,26,6,1,17,2,49,5,3,5,10,77,83,24,1,18,10,0,5,1,2,8,2,6,0,5,38,19,0,1,17,0,0,4,20,10,0,2,13,11,61,16,52,54,9,33,0,1,0,1,52,15,2,8,14,267,99,7,0.07545374772364677,0.0,0.0736319734443167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814732698200598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131113587133919,0.0,0.0,0.0852412578723109,0.0,0.10551802959078516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526953430718829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300072764409713,0.09199180855193756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673270817779572,0.08237595016489634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704671266058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982006028170849,0.06499672253250491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024367783000019,0.0,0.08288239883938743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830907752669655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768624607638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668296246243022,0.0,0.0,0.1993459550009028,0.0,0.0,0.07209928944926622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763033639610515,0.0,0.07244743054244443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659075664035115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576420732729421,0.0,0.06034725488563281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850418574958991,0.0,0.15172516980725978,0.0,0.0,0.07494259660090545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517809691825856,0.08150299546965542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146740646293957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198071767642844,0.0,0.1065904268992679,0.03686288982176035,0.07562447762986259,0.13325408323344207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139616049141044,0.10073192502697498,0.0,0.07580343126140301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189599573223644,0.17458374546142458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225882443176522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661708971111007,0.19764990637669552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506276342448951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501280868620228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443708828372105,0.07177379281955652,0.18001154604456587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745218773883311,0.0,0.08481317382948028,0.0,0.0,0.06393171558957968,0.058087981334248535,0.0746256858460202,0.0,0.0534065509971054,0.0,0.0,0.06308271169214008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129372856620388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012811723627222,0.1450431445575403,0.0,0.11980369485433508,0.04399768708062416,0.0,0.14304266053373832,0.0,0.0,0.05122814179027516,0.0,0.0,0.2356500371989527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225724402772963,0.0890091506932007,0.05989167286016575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042558137226732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493122699261303,0.0,0.0,0.16080053252728888,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sniperpro1127,2020/04/19,"im so lonley im a male that has been looking for a women for over a year and every time i find out i was cheeted on if u care give me a text",-2.9308333333333323,-1.612055749999996,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,92.61111111111113,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.4654777777777777,107,2,31,0,4,41,28,36,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285172300812205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147802070990884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944964880242745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090956956939903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6960898211870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705774409499352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788476396550244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749435658448245 lonely,babsquinnxx,2020/04/19,"I’m pretty much incredibly depressed and irritated all the time Fucked up a really good relationship with a lovely man. Quit my job. I’m irritated 24/7 and being a maladaptive daydreamer doesn’t do much for me. I’m so sick in the head and I’m losing hope. I have no desire to want to be a living being right now. I’m not suicidal, I just feel stuck and paralyzed in a wasps nest. I don’t have any friends or anyone I can go to really.",1.3786324786324755,3.435496802197804,4.432454212454214,81.29310134310134,80.97802197802199,8.44004884004884,21.1001221001221,9.150863307647796,1.7799733821733814,343,10,72,10,9,124,61,91,0.23600000000000002,0.545,0.22,-0.4173,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,7,0,9,4,1,0,1,13,21,6,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,6,4,8,17,3,7,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,2,2,43,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193424434398775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562214694558862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243256357098248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296859587552192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726148545226426,0.2065495261399515,0.0,0.0,0.1269755561902498,0.1873953082726524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292948601054361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190790732611584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217113101001976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728522959021627,0.0,0.0,0.24995144844992398,0.0,0.0,0.2016465774611976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284809391922329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729993146746574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376362087100164,0.0,0.0,0.28625899795816745,0.0,0.0,0.23987101925595555,0.0,0.19080069364791605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438679853851825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027884154113534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177975716793094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Burntmatches,2020/04/19,"Don't Suffer Through This Quarantine Alone Hello Reddit, My name is Dan, I live in England and like all of us at the moment, I'm finding things to be a little stranger than normal, each day is more difficult to get through than it used to be and the uncertainty is unnerving, it's during these days I am wondering about those in more difficult situations. Some of us can cope better than others, some are surrounded by family and friends while others can take this whole experience on the chin, however there are people with the likes of anxiety, depression, loneliness and stress that are having these emotions exacerbated by the circumstances and are finding things extra difficult. If you are one of these people, and you want a new friendly contact in your life, then please consider reaching out, no matter what you want to talk about, I can be simply a new option to try and help you get through this. I will write some random stuff about me to help you along with starting a conversation, or just tell me about your interests, or rant about your day. Don't suffer through this quarantine alone. I live in Newcastle upon Tyne, the most northern city in England. I am 30 years old and before all this mess I was a full time self-employed photographer, I love nearly all genres of music (sorry thrash metal) I am a lover of various sports (NUFC Fan) I have a Bengal kitten and I play video games (shock horror right, another reddit user who plays games) my favorite movie is School of Rock and I am completely unable to eat cheese unless it's melted. I am a professional night owl, lover of ASMR and I've visited the country of Greece 14 times. The most famous person I ever met was David Beckham, I drink real ale beer, I used to race bikes as a full time job. If you're needing a friend, somebody to rant to, a shoulder to cry on, a gaming buddy, or somebody just to be middle of the road normal with you, then please get in touch, all I ask is that you're 18+, not looking for romance or anything weird, be able to hold a conversation, and have a passionate hatred of those that reply with one word. I'm happy to chat via Reddit and move on from there (Please don't look to recruit me to your Discord cult)",7.679547598627785,6.973862610849061,7.566929674099487,75.13827615780447,63.22169811320755,10.539279588336193,32.95197255574614,9.800150414767053,2.9842160377358486,1753,58,325,30,22,562,230,424,0.11800000000000001,0.735,0.147,0.9047,3,4,2,0,0,0,50.0,2,10,0,1,10,25,0,1,23,0,32,9,1,2,5,58,50,24,0,7,10,0,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,23,20,3,1,3,12,0,2,5,10,0,2,3,3,34,15,63,41,17,39,0,3,2,4,37,20,0,14,19,223,57,4,0.09820197342452752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034152566044047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297333152341363,0.07512424087914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808118567779775,0.0,0.09180558885995567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356264646716527,0.0,0.0,0.08685166519527147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296290076488654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787025659741792,0.18999644643676905,0.0,0.08458121581378429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620054807429343,0.0,0.1004851349628334,0.0,0.11046400247832623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888293071315661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960603734905046,0.092576080792824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950964926253246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761180320178706,0.0,0.15391943393200064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453782676868542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164542555540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745030581076472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936295800712447,0.09595304768389404,0.09842417595546583,0.17342828335482713,0.0,0.1649298497551959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863111507666048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437315656186978,0.0,0.07281551898160006,0.0,0.1896881557372752,0.0,0.09215589967479956,0.19243416740569252,0.0,0.0,0.10304645175904477,0.0,0.13308839735901576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616176718196887,0.08574617536760536,0.0,0.3233888319629263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117753449051448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386394873807967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938563985876632,0.0,0.0,0.10244607533637988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038313263056447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992906933477717,0.06950786223266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249002876796184,0.0,0.11241776495478782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383566262885935,0.07893102641399534,0.08583285320022581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048205517074046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717870812695787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666726938084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362497654792667,0.16962995007711731,0.0,0.0,0.11584413650236912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963899633383437,0.0,0.0,0.10649585116317374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323885120722576 lonely,KensleyWhite,2020/04/19,"This is my life now I feel so pathetic. Any feedback is appreciated. About a year ago my first and only girlfriend broke up with me it was pretty devastating. But had no choice but to move on but was pretty depressed. In the following months I joined the Army and graduated made some good friends. Now I'm at my unit and deployed. And I'm just as if not more lonely as I've ever been. I'm a pretty shy person and really self conscious. So I avoid going up to different women and trying to make small talk. And if you know Army women the majority of them are unfaithful. And online dating apps are a dead end for me. They usually lead to being left on read or conversations that slowly die. My friends back home are always busy and rarely if at all text me usually only texting in response to me. Nothing against them they're just more interactive if I'm around them but unfortunately I'm five thousand miles away. Which leaves me pretty lonely. And now to get to the main point. I often find myself wanting to talk to my ex even though I know she wants nothing to do with me. I also know she's manipulative, verbally abusive and cruel. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to talk to her or develop some sort of friendship. I know a relationship is out of the picture and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't want that anyway. I'm not sure if it's because of desperation or loneliness. But whatever it is it made me reach out to her about a week ago. To surprisingly positive reception at first but quickly died out rather quickly. I was left on read multiple times and ultimately ghosted. It left me feeling extremely pathetic and depressed. But I should've known better and have know one to blame but myself. And I still find myself at times wanting to talk to her. Even making excuses for what happened like I used to when we were together. I just want someone to love and that loves me. Someone to talk to after a bad day at work which is often for me. Someone I can tell anything someone who can hold me. Someone who wants to talk to me and I don't feel like I'm burdening with my presence. Sometimes when I listen to one of my roommates who is one of my best friend's. Talk to his wife I become jealous of what a beautiful relationship he and his wife have. I'm ashamed and embarrassed that I feel this way and wish them nothing but the best. And then my other roommate who is engaged. Dose nothing but talk to other women and try to have an affair. And it infuriates me to no end that someone could do that to someone that they say they love. Sometimes I want to tell his fiance what he's done but it's not my place. It's just that I Know what it's like to have someone who says that they love you and then they talk to other people. I don't know I just wanted to get this off my chest I'm too embarrassed to talk about this with my friends. I know they won't laugh at me or anything but I still don't want to say anything. Which brings me to you kind people I'm glad there are communities like this. Or else I'd have no outlet and if anyone decided to read all of this thank you and any feedback would be greatly appreciated. I've also become jealous of fictional characters. If anyone cares who it's Moxxie and Millie from Helluva Boss. It's my dream relationship.",2.6122153707324403,4.7611370000000015,4.017916979996993,85.35195142126638,77.31804281345566,6.91849400912418,24.94149496164837,7.925487318751,1.4492087832756813,2594,93,517,43,61,855,259,654,0.149,0.6579999999999999,0.193,0.9906,1,5,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,4,10,7,33,40,3,4,14,0,37,7,1,8,5,123,89,64,4,22,34,3,4,4,5,3,2,4,1,5,43,37,0,3,17,4,0,5,12,14,0,7,9,8,79,26,81,74,10,62,0,5,0,4,71,26,0,17,34,360,122,9,0.0,0.06052500756615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905640032153698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170212100998732,0.042505152190908516,0.0,0.0,0.06947638998753154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143684942921093,0.0,0.12611088125750922,0.045474704522666776,0.0,0.0,0.04799416458538944,0.03927967754685302,0.04265217529265847,0.031139725607705324,0.11283433088884293,0.0,0.0,0.10721692399161234,0.045178766553815385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208252792572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040785622693047786,0.0,0.0,0.03294431212236796,0.0,0.0879954344110119,0.0,0.1060321880897511,0.05337086758167873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227564957927623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267329570559829,0.0,0.09048876007657904,0.0,0.0,0.06747968582691094,0.0462075024239453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331640845393378,0.03649370885583241,0.0,0.0,0.09337788193185696,0.08690235562148765,0.0,0.0,0.15786641125227946,0.0,0.05337752329848526,0.0,0.029031648851935106,0.04284600083279281,0.0,0.056319193161475635,0.0,0.0,0.04517253246499092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124041889589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053195088663559764,0.22459106813886887,0.0,0.0,0.05408952630899473,0.16650550263671082,0.0,0.03608143701379013,0.099826303426449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844176250829464,0.09667194860685824,0.06819660477715171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077396709323949,0.054293149868705856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196062083394052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384549832957753,0.07770185411976659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708290471948723,0.04460370945226813,0.05337086758167873,0.0,0.04828995104858765,0.0,0.0,0.25984890290794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329048584308735,0.0,0.032725080947770935,0.0,0.0,0.1645320897124624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186976728219848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290714824761665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462597137596877,0.0,0.10104479592744968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158990728414361,0.04270767938156494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629025501530382,0.0,0.0,0.4105858429073709,0.08929759558811615,0.04703036762727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050188792880711104,0.0,0.05957382182744188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936401420311859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411931479862218,0.11252142573047318,0.0,0.30130079762441897,0.04054731151413442,0.04097570519349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874293452878414,0.0,0.0,0.03718903591027438,0.0,0.0,0.036287900986645014,0.0,0.0,0.032895780286988294 lonely,Synthcities,2020/04/19,"Hey everyone. This discord server is for anyone who has been feeling lonely and needs someone to talk to during these tough times. You are not alone and we are here for you. https://discord.gg/j23UpFB Feel free to talk about anything.",6.06025,9.316756525000002,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,71.25,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.2574999999999998,191,6,30,2,4,53,33,40,0.142,0.72,0.138,-0.0413,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35806789560646124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417396746840265,0.0,0.2845030601889924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33035603193138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496189315281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563514663006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293253842121336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557629648415531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015956249935228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,doraexploraah,2020/04/19,"Am I unloveable? I got broken up with today, again. I don’t know what’s wrong with me that no guy wants to have a long term commitment with me. When all I want in life is someone to build a future with. Someone who sees value in me and chooses to be with me. Every time I meet someone new I get my hopes up and find happiness in the possibilities, but when it all falls apart again, I wonder will someone ever want to stay?",2.464691558441558,3.828287125000003,3.928766233766236,89.28636363636366,75.47727272727273,6.392207792207793,22.798701298701296,6.868970318607317,0.537624675324675,329,9,72,3,7,109,60,88,0.068,0.8059999999999999,0.126,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,4,20,15,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,14,12,3,19,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,11,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470288774347472,0.1534112808619071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641893630650084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512992227101302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562698498768184,0.0,0.0,0.18028903446671848,0.0,0.19382884436696435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084773550712452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006707662015432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286093503947086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113614984707142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585517679649368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526921722794064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509515812295995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171073069716043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407435373308854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617302358036812,0.0,0.17259170626420733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221886631710984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745931591355367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907723036869066,0.0,0.0 lonely,lnlsnd,2020/04/19,"I'm so starved for physical contact, it's getting unbearable I'm losing my fucking mind. 29M, never been intimate with a woman except for holding hands one night like 10 years ago. I have no friends except for random people on Discord. I'm extremely introverted and became increasingly reclusive over the last 3 years when I went back to school. For example, I literally haven't met my neighbors in two years of living in this apartment complex. This causes extreme anxiety, because they surely think I'm that weirdo reclusive guy...which makes it even harder for me to leave the house because I'm so terrified of a confrontation. It's fucking ridiculous. Anway I keep having these dreams where I'm deeply intimate with a woman, and when I wake up it just crushes me. Had one last night that was just bliss, and it has destroyed my entire day..I just want to go back to sleep and feel that intimacy again. Sorry for the ranting, but I'm sure other people are in a similar situation and I just need to let this off my chest and commiserate. I'm terrified for my future, I've already wasted so much of my life because of social anxiety and depression (tried lots of drugs/therapists over the years without much luck). I'm seriously so lonely that it's like physically painful, this can't be healthy.",6.787809523809521,7.419095563265302,7.203673469387756,72.50727891156463,64.79591836734693,10.125170068027213,35.517006802721085,10.047579312681364,3.692504761904762,1043,47,179,22,15,341,144,245,0.215,0.718,0.067,-0.9886,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,15,16,5,0,8,0,11,8,4,2,3,33,32,14,0,2,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,16,9,0,2,3,1,0,3,5,10,0,3,5,2,15,6,30,25,4,29,0,3,0,2,8,10,2,3,18,111,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083099389175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797302037505665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129425377739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922797379843162,0.0,0.2286502329459469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843960533729654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063360112117249,0.0,0.10768761436612796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258072061936983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632186068842696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659738218289077,0.23117527829702136,0.0653226861513961,0.0,0.07105707306079942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237987347604113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426710781296606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113185003913767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383125025252494,0.0,0.1323880514801035,0.0,0.12785100323972085,0.08831194256665946,0.12216607076194212,0.0,0.11040322557677476,0.0,0.0,0.1398758853046293,0.0,0.10629550045846096,0.0,0.0,0.08345807626812647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262440232310273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382194806290447,0.09270769464018637,0.0964303590279708,0.0,0.0,0.2346631906448916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944627567138842,0.0,0.13304006637922125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335924690400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653639884066895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405382519614735,0.1251196661012241,0.12745169880647367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996014495953338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567740573609866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451687368153495,0.0,0.08011377271843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488673602658289,0.0,0.12213552836443115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374556264188363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590347988909185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052385233112507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220592636905952 lonely,skysky719,2020/04/19,"Hurting a lot Sending love, good thoughts, and hugs to those who need it to right now. Life in quarantine isn't helping with being lonely and suffering alone, but in reality, at least we have this subreddit and other internet people we can try to relate to and connect with. I usually never post but I feel like this is one of the parts of the internet where people can just understand.",5.74232876712329,6.980808438356168,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,67.35616438356163,10.223561643835618,32.40821917808219,10.355215969177356,3.5774898630136978,308,13,54,8,5,101,55,73,0.109,0.764,0.126,0.5116,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,17,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,4,4,11,9,3,10,0,3,0,2,6,5,0,1,4,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577516952903421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583489529875774,0.17779100538457293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087382675974036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668106521631935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664178264171649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578248864054974,0.12158409905750985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115782651681257,0.2246126524414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184532112037727,0.1919419729403377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686390716969368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694992712429957,0.0,0.345066804828064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834628997957796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253150153845746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757301140870734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896470938868835,0.0,0.0,0.2590798641871564,0.0,0.0,0.27409241257112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alonelyhumanbeing,2020/04/19,"Ugliness holds me back Hey, so im pretty into film and all that stuff and I wish I could start a youtube channel the problem is I hate what I look like... I hate myself so much and I dont think I could bare to look at myself and edit a how ever long video I make. It just makes me sad that my looks hold me back from doing so much. Anyone else relate?",-0.636637806637804,1.3586018441558458,1.5388744588744598,99.26799422799424,89.0,3.941702741702741,13.750360750360752,5.033348758259628,-1.2798357864357863,270,4,65,1,9,90,54,77,0.20800000000000002,0.715,0.076,-0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,2,18,15,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,14,1,4,13,3,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,6,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251481019780392,0.18338780866137053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525161764975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580450055179624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976511181643526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495161672266998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189911150078767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35341456682708045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933308502463329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744137305273877,0.0,0.0,0.15839309102782995,0.4508984196360328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894322656724395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631441518189019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820886405816606,0.0,0.1712612270462836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668410349210665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048911204061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146841875693234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582001640994715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dis_Why_U_Inkel,2020/04/19,19yo KHHTTFFSJMV here Who is a bigger loser than me,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.9039999999999996,42,1,7,1,2,14,10,10,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-Lazzy-,2020/04/19,"I am afraid of slowly becoming a NEET with no friends and I don't know what to do Hey guys. So, this quarantine made me think a lot about my life lately and I decided to put my thoughts into words. I don't have any friends so I decided to post this here. I am a 2-year college student and I've been able to keep my grades up on a passable level for some time. However, this semester is different. I started skipping classes and ignoring my tasks rapidly. I skipped several weeks of college just before quarantine was issued in my country. I didn't do any studying from home either and I've been skipping online classes for several weeks as well. Previously, I was studying lazily, but I was still able to force myself to binge at the last moment, do tasks at 3 a.m. and so on. But now I can't force even open up a textbook or look up what my homework is. Whenever I try to do that I just can't. And so, I've been doing nothing but watching, playing and reading for about two months now. I completely rely on my mother when it comes to housing and food. In fact, I've never worked in my entire life. Our family is in a lot of debt and all of it will eventually be mine to repay. It is quite worrying. It's not like I don't feel guilty. I do. A lot. However, whenever I think about my real life and how to fix it I immediately sink into a depressed state. I'm a fat, dull and emotionless person. Furthermore, I'm very introverted, to the point that I find it hard to engage in a daily conversation with people even if I'm aquatinted with them. Finally, I don't have any friends right now. I've had them in highschool but my relationship seemed to drift away from me until it was almost non-existent. I didn't have a decent conversation for a full year now that I think about it. Whenever people approach me it seems like they are very far away from me. They always talk about things I don't have any experience with. I can't start (throw my self at) a conversation without cracking some stupid joke. I try very hard to keep the conversation going but can't do that after all. And so, I think my current situation is pretty bad. If I don't try my hardest in the next semester I will drop out of college (I decided to give up on this semester for now). ""Relaxing and taking a break"" doesn't seem to work for me (it makes me even more lazy). Whenever I try to think of my problems I sink into tears or force myself to sleep. I think I should go to a psychiatrist or someone like that but I've never been to one and I'm a little bit afraid. I think that the only option that can help me right now is antidepressants. I don't know whether it's a good idea but it's better than nothing. And so I've been waiting until the quarantine will be over so I could go. I hope it will be over soon.",2.7062503745879525,4.33869022887324,4.4548816302067715,84.64819448606534,75.40845070422534,7.791789032064729,25.993557087204074,8.529434386809921,1.7666685196284089,2182,79,454,42,47,738,241,568,0.08199999999999999,0.833,0.085,0.7036,5,3,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,4,4,29,22,1,2,23,0,54,6,2,3,5,88,87,41,0,6,18,1,3,3,3,5,4,0,2,3,27,26,2,4,19,4,1,8,19,8,1,2,14,5,67,14,76,64,11,73,0,2,2,0,21,34,0,16,30,316,94,13,0.154660581638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774351159180663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434499676201487,0.0,0.0,0.21034899810288846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530870756430458,0.0,0.06456756274562911,0.0,0.08540523067741931,0.06580238184209614,0.0,0.0,0.06839235805015809,0.0844246492048431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666131982488454,0.08107933865358291,0.0,0.0,0.06174194479610042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660446616939443,0.0,0.0,0.08079369499266438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532277833002235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564386294060586,0.07290011596470683,0.0,0.039100518553450224,0.0,0.0,0.08471155371768363,0.07067848485241147,0.0,0.09350809461257614,0.0,0.17923557258250775,0.0,0.0,0.07418226136622906,0.13184575904941298,0.06486097902834995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656914576201439,0.0,0.0,0.13854550271386384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051832863883540484,0.0,0.07756858681817771,0.07680642731120445,0.0,0.08922877304177178,0.0,0.08729648565953092,0.0,0.0807127325749497,0.0,0.13746943118469052,0.0,0.0,0.08499741094483125,0.06303450815407738,0.0872319363144429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386201400199332,0.11333902197118828,0.07750526679716979,0.0,0.0,0.06493796815671335,0.0,0.0,0.1972303436913524,0.0,0.07317179094133963,0.051618569601367216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172430035787901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928377508196025,0.0,0.08224164157924434,0.0,0.0,0.14840099930100398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052401006382748534,0.05881317080436582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722217372475297,0.06752182717496348,0.0,0.0,0.0731021201830642,0.0,0.0740610425380512,0.07867270650451066,0.0,0.07399464463008161,0.0,0.0777383010429417,0.0,0.08225028305986845,0.07735121749413754,0.08801880070744776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302379228637262,0.0,0.13207929166813762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119577731758649,0.0806723584341895,0.17472243486706676,0.0,0.0,0.08692248689295907,0.0773861378304071,0.0,0.06552170446483196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946955571730883,0.0,0.06175607013982441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058142754822604774,0.06215515854112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051374809085661687,0.3468508952765967,0.0,0.061391613033141376,0.04509191445040283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000876549053574,0.0,0.07554045759963067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914167658271648,0.0,0.0,0.12405938960785658,0.0,0.06952921844104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454364081184857,0.0,0.11259474543139672,0.0785326640285443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959634382878196 lonely,Throwa3ay1112,2020/04/19,"Reached out to an old friend and she ghosted me She was a good friend of mine in college, one of my only ones. It's been a couple years sine we talked. We had a brief conversation and I asked if she wanted to hang out (once the virus situation allows for it obviously) and she never responded. Why do people do this? Was being friends with me really that horrible? I hate feeling unwanted like this.",3.1021978021977996,5.214096692307692,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,75.66666666666667,8.046886446886448,25.24542124542125,8.841846274778883,1.9964190476190475,314,11,61,7,7,105,60,78,0.107,0.69,0.20199999999999999,0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,15,11,4,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,1,12,5,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,4,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298916109586866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520882192964525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151970801294704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280598667409929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910919771611422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493375949253305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113056371870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571560563165192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906798689069966,0.24263022248698946,0.30876536447395625,0.1732740587712979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794779449461355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459529547570229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560891020913962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312014888328484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437932133496264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055800436472806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671426908268054 lonely,luckis4losersz,2020/04/19,"Psychology of Loneliness: Seeking Solitude in Isolation (2020) Hey guys I'm a PhD student in Psychology and I recently released a video delving into the research on loneliness, isolation and solitude. Let me know what you think! [https://youtu.be/uq65-IJEYvY](https://youtu.be/uq65-IJEYvY)",11.937692307692313,17.192715076923086,8.328923076923079,49.24107692307695,64.8974358974359,11.325128205128207,46.26153846153846,10.355215969177356,7.458390769230768,244,15,23,8,5,69,31,39,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.8832,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,15,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138162770263949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851870215732624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306348778592692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123747786445346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325055019050802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreekElias,2020/04/19,"Anyone who wants to be friends.... Hey, I’m not lonely tbh I got good friends and a gf. However, I know during this quarantine everything is hard on everybody, I want to reach out and just help others and be friends! If you got fortnite, overwatch, Minecraft, anything! I’ll even try buying the game if I have to or even a simple discord chat. I want to help anyone out who needs someone to talk to or anything! Hope all of you are well and healthy!!! ❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙",1.293631156930125,3.0942608144329924,2.9679725085910644,92.9800916380298,80.03092783505157,5.9605956471935855,26.241695303550976,6.937597516519254,1.033745475372279,357,15,80,4,9,118,62,97,0.040999999999999995,0.665,0.294,0.9686,1,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,14,8,0,7,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,7,6,10,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,5,0,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739750616240921,0.0,0.3224408386807201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587985224785481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607475077948925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540877022517291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432325630685327,0.3133804325242995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550034314669558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626338703068429,0.0,0.0,0.19458667491830828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766913754109084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526764973303607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599718347961512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574681449578722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301265535671125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466652235762665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615009446140067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Irish_Tap_Water,2020/04/19,"Feeling out of place I am in a very good place surrounded with lots of ""friends"" yet I cannot allow myself to be vulnerable around anyone. I have lived my whole life (22 years) without trusting anyone and I feel like I can't take it anymore. I have dealt with depression my whole life yet feel like I am superior to everyone else because of this. How can I allow myself to emotionally connect with other people if I feel like I am a God beyond the understanding of everybody else?",7.216451612903228,6.760128064516131,7.904860215053768,71.51729032258065,64.05376344086021,10.880860215053763,34.72903225806452,10.355215969177356,3.530081290322581,382,15,70,8,5,128,59,93,0.11699999999999999,0.698,0.185,0.7652,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,3,0,17,15,3,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,14,7,15,14,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890168019349935,0.2240682538454197,0.0,0.0,0.14263559658558847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767261571436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800288991175902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676974399342089,0.18023329916173111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310333175330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32406142517235603,0.3433976309847944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379063254039943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439042549569122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263454968272318,0.2348357921226552,0.0,0.14148297624436054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621888026984028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108091309525407,0.0,0.33480527769053275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047042269723032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680148583311769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322036813293545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357774434796622,0.0,0.15445267334499496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031806428570469 lonely,rishajd81,2020/04/19,"My birthday in 2 hours, and it's the same shit all over again. I don't even know what I was expecting. My family hss been taunting me for staying in bed all day (even though I usually do due to my manic depression). I have been multi-diagnosed. I am turning 20 tomorrow. Never had a girlfriend or even that close of a friend. Had a really bad and abusive childhood. Was 2 years late to college due to my anxiety. Can't associate with people at my clg (or anywhere) bcz I'm on ASPD spectrum. Been self-harming for six months. Attempted overdosing on pills once. Yet it's like, they all want to be saviours of a dead person, but nobody cares when you are alive. So much pretence, no real substance. It has been like this every year, sitting alone in my room hoping for someone to give a shit. I think I will become dangerous if I keep disassociating like this, which I really don't want. It would be really cool if it was somewhat different this year. But I am not hoping for anything. I don't hope.",2.402941490782794,4.626228791878177,4.087186748597381,84.22678867218809,78.34010152284263,7.396099385519638,25.59684744857067,8.371475516178862,1.8822548223350248,780,30,152,16,19,261,127,197,0.14,0.711,0.149,0.21600000000000005,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,8,14,3,0,6,1,23,3,2,0,4,28,35,11,1,9,7,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,1,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,9,1,20,9,19,22,6,27,0,1,0,0,6,9,2,8,19,105,31,1,0.0,0.15683378625093775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709276078897484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126073880806992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892713491713846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052129379207408,0.0,0.14618945163324906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349574395869989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536605633524944,0.0,0.11400789282340094,0.1343501779097938,0.0,0.1382958148197403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622823618408714,0.0,0.11152528763893883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478425375529685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226676540057232,0.0,0.0,0.126978921829792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944122415503064,0.13035527725687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176542736423871,0.0,0.0,0.07274569015101373,0.0,0.14931625186847688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400415336618868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565443767544366,0.0,0.09730530793491256,0.0,0.10208993951342436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096701683827886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176692490270927,0.11557815381666968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066313979572327,0.2543939384789511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380881211596938,0.0,0.2717465755087829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121545129006029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410860922470679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481571875766611,0.13005034995233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397777797980774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457840481256911,0.0,0.15614750593865484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940300404029572,0.0,0.0,0.2557208985946056 lonely,remember-the-aylmao,2020/04/19,My friend died 2 years ago today :/ Feeling pretty epic rn,0.5881818181818161,2.873626454545456,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,102.63636363636364,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.1544909090909092,45,1,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.302,0.302,0.397,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393928184252683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612104792585614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246987972085333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433374549003135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521081351015389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212332471717229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861749599829809 lonely,ItGhzSoBad768,2020/04/19,"Need to vent my only friend blocked me on social media after i told him it was a one-sided friendship. talk about depressing! goes to show what kind of “friend” he really was. he’s a fake friend and honestly i’m glad i’m rid of the toxic relationship. he never asks how i’m doing, never initiated anything. i’d always be the one to start plans and whenever him and his friend would hang with me i’d be the one walking behind them. red flag anyone? not to mention, he says we’re really close friends but then he later retracts his statement by saying everyone is just a friend. i thought we had a lot in common but other than hanging out and playing video games, i don’t see anymore similarities. sorry for the long rant. i’m still trying to get over the fact that i have no one now but i’d rather be alone and not have to deal with the fake bullshit. it’s painful as heck, makes my depression worse but hopefully i can find people that are better than him. i’m an honest guy and i was emotionally drained from being the pack mule in the friendship. *Rant over*",1.7529699938763024,4.164865244131459,3.2564809144723417,88.20986527862829,82.00469483568075,5.95786895284752,21.46744233517045,7.255503002510835,0.7675957950602168,839,26,168,12,23,275,135,213,0.171,0.67,0.159,-0.7167,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,6,18,0,0,13,0,16,1,0,2,3,32,30,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,6,11,0,1,3,4,0,3,6,5,0,3,6,4,17,13,25,19,1,20,0,2,2,0,29,7,1,2,10,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280398679895358,0.0,0.0,0.10286723007785864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122604362208265,0.08644258928031512,0.0,0.10173415353956748,0.0,0.11557417741964775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933767635630846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745359042200174,0.21295880924512467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390632790383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813050887011173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299246761574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730816010815573,0.0,0.0645897930852013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240976502179232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278910291816425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873807391605838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940564576010037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510290964746524,0.0,0.0,0.08252171175192907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166755329591857,0.19069690190978747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33509031944299633,0.0940235958844992,0.1315474127864182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570711453126906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158396724051299,0.0,0.0,0.13272869644622245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662565978271265,0.0,0.0,0.09851438976400996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602174434756602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838985099540085,0.08750353983342678,0.0,0.0987283579992019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936637370304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814570674528487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813050887011173,0.0,0.08393434254873965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259860614299396,0.0878207856560548,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fair-Split,2020/04/19,"I hate losing people in my life maybe if I was alone it'll be better I hate losing people, friends growing distant, girlfriend breaking up, becoming my ex. I feel like being alone and keeping to myself I won't be able to get hurt. I tend to let people know my secrets too easily, I feel I trust people around me too quickly, then for all of a sudden they change from my friend to an acquaintance then to someone that used know me. What's the point? If I'm alone in my apartment with my own thoughts who will fade? who will judge me for the things I've done? Im so mad i havent met a bestfriend or my ""true love"" maybe im pursuing for something that doesnt exist, someone who i can trust 100% isnt real. The only person i could ever trust is myself. Sometimes I just wanna take a break from being social, just forget everyone and figure out who I am.",1.963664285714288,3.871106205714288,3.4424821428571453,89.86258035714287,78.37142857142857,5.517857142857144,21.794642857142854,6.322622252153567,0.3735214285714292,666,19,136,5,16,219,109,175,0.14800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.737,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,8,15,3,0,7,0,18,2,0,1,3,26,33,8,0,4,5,1,2,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,26,9,18,19,2,16,0,3,0,1,14,7,0,3,7,93,35,0,0.12440534177954855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865392461867519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074712964789968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373959259642034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002641511114472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131604356043114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932754245617688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730985725258692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253175397983238,0.0,0.11887463534415747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580615753203986,0.08887520102467213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192230516916172,0.0,0.06499665643868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564903857968706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317849138748553,0.0,0.2687582343714876,0.0,0.0,0.11057718385383808,0.0,0.0,0.13673984472256315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721289068936978,0.08787117200194199,0.06077816603694994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783555115945836,0.0,0.0,0.11228067806487152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499637740639869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946158683427476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449879995863566,0.10862594590417594,0.0,0.0,0.1176032593417507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416005147405556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268155792101379,0.21081648475843665,0.09577330999698637,0.123040064056326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353733458240716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826493811862619,0.0,0.0,0.09876394516143697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744627210373736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BHoles_n_Gravitation,2020/04/19,"Birthday 'alone' My birthday would be over in 30 mins here and I am feeling unwanted. Some of my friends wished me but I feel a great sense of disconnect. I just wished people actually cared and did more. I am a male, just turned 26 and year after year, every birthday seems to feel worse. My family ordered dinner delivery to my house but my mum and sister ate first before me as I was busy. My mum asked me to choose a cake but when she saw the price, ahe got another cake that I didnt really like from last year. I could be overthinking though.",2.5143119266055045,4.5726219449541325,3.4921926605504616,89.43938990825691,77.25688073394495,7.295779816513763,21.90917431192661,8.238735603445708,1.0955533944954134,428,12,90,8,10,137,74,109,0.077,0.8109999999999999,0.113,0.6199,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,0,20,21,10,0,5,5,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,17,4,10,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,9,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17774480937820475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886447026757642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909922965763093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702786536620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498985534064458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857064218289436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454259682477906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346291522906327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170774235497188,0.0,0.27629016813794977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549303207208712,0.0,0.0,0.14072284664468285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567599935721484,0.2008127535058582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101679945135383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847045086776936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898562700419227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627467828434724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668515198685775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581569470416502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789540852372314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981187406439794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189097808243678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561877228492515,0.12938880880596054,0.0,0.0,0.3518814020939767 lonely,usamajr9,2020/04/19,I get anxious only around certain people. Is it okay if I get anxiety around certain people only??,3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,79.0,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.770355555555557,78,4,10,1,2,27,12,18,0.175,0.52,0.305,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767915552586494,0.3509944493808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531649578163842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246483482815397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725917772043055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307905605433561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,true_axolotl13,2020/04/19,"The lock down has shown me how little my 'friends' care about me. In the three weeks we've had to stay inside only one person has texted me, and it was only to ask for help with work. Nobody cares enough about me to even start a basic conversation. I could due and no one would even notice. I feel so alone.",2.663333333333334,4.063769619047618,3.1843174603174624,94.67457142857144,75.03174603174601,5.674920634920635,15.774603174603175,5.6839178017228535,-0.8522482539682539,238,2,54,1,5,74,50,63,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.5886,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,7,3,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396249176388602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021579775494706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409482204316239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265240822548325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343678373370915,0.0,0.2856528721406797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933893827628094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706877498076395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449430983146186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167322556307801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461940439434582,0.0,0.0,0.2930636530902365,0.3289250317036264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881501235572712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305788054121036,0.230486224006541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345705945541212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157427450791068,0.0,0.0,0.15361279492883895,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Miss_Blaze,2020/04/19,"Night time loneliness. It's strange that during the day I'm okay with being alone, I text my friends, I watch YouTube videos and I'm good-ish. But at night when I'm ready for bed. I roll over unto my pillows then this wave of loneliness comes crashing down immediately!! Some days it makes me cry and others I fantasize about having someone near me. But I'm jolted back into reality and it's just me, in my bed. Alone.",0.8917532467532467,3.424085880952384,2.4191341991341986,91.3198051948052,89.0,5.435497835497836,20.731601731601728,6.980632752743323,0.5659666666666672,330,11,69,5,11,107,60,84,0.174,0.7390000000000001,0.087,-0.7639,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,11,7,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,8,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380563804656515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973581982763872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375622186042524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532903968743395,0.3350414057024745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068632842715012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787045202867755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338870397266234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875255735021859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008985345723545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146542545794267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,one2tre,2020/04/19,The world wants me single I feel like the world is constantly trying to keep me single. Everytime i meet a guy or I start hanging out with him he disappears and people talk trash about how im such a low life woman for opening up. Like everywhere around me there's married people and ppl in relationships but no. I have to be single so they can have someone to say hey at least im not single and miserable like her. .,2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.8169047619047625,86.39892857142858,78.28571428571429,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.2375047619047623,330,10,66,6,8,109,62,84,0.07200000000000001,0.807,0.121,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,9,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,11,8,5,13,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,1,5,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871339741235306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533610338780133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185467769565967,0.16749368774197346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321459095740229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065002077846847,0.0,0.0,0.20839311855576045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656015004762551,0.3436265363010558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250811903165451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171540814245685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864469008159765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986517614693652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594745396301694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844491042244746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591785940607427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828679872762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zombiedude710,2020/04/19,"It's hard to live Every single day, just more and more internal pain and struggle, nothing goes right, somehow everything ends up to shit. I got no one to love and hold and support them with anything, all I can think about is my fuck up with my ex when she got with my best friend, all I can imagine is them eloping and its driving me to the point of sadness. No one sees my pain, I'm left in a dark black puddle, none of my friends say hi or try to chat daily, parents don't ask for shit, all this quarantine has done for me was make my life a living shit hole. I just want it all to end..i just wanna be able to finally relax and be able to wind down and chill out..",5.794899396378268,4.065479838028172,6.198893360160966,86.7506338028169,67.52112676056339,9.241046277665996,30.84909456740443,7.447530270364453,1.6455038229376244,515,15,121,4,7,167,94,142,0.209,0.6809999999999999,0.11,-0.9383,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,14,4,1,3,0,10,8,3,1,4,26,21,9,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,8,0,2,4,4,15,6,22,15,9,13,0,1,2,2,12,8,4,2,4,80,19,0,0.27971130077391604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508928379476835,0.0,0.13074615398675776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676987667316807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019532453030576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312088719053992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477411897731068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783441737575255,0.0,0.12569324062340256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320502890872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161042571240459,0.12929429517881616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237106793425104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528319229742155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195357335754012,0.0,0.09878418189126452,0.0,0.0,0.24699020313195602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622518480338074,0.0,0.09335473263021768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341952684740357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895396163897672,0.0,0.2976325451364833,0.0,0.15529314895435936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322087949568296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943596127217106,0.0,0.11121882658248533,0.0,0.0,0.1114468461863094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43067944602753855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620749170169026,0.0,0.0,0.1587065346946804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961385364430849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495280624674536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249048613318298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Queerforlyfe,2020/04/19,"F 25 just got a Reddit, nowhere else to turn Feeling very lost in the huge thing we call life and I just can’t shake this feeling, nobody to talk to :\",0.9770833333333327,2.739848375000001,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,80.875,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.7368458333333336,116,3,28,0,3,36,28,32,0.188,0.657,0.155,-0.2887,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600136286867933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945271897297195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565402077781505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819826240786361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903078305450266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848720590648333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833825990113331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423199721667534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834951715618842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29090736723838473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,icarly1234,2020/04/19,"Does anyone else feel lonely during this pandemic because they know when it’s over they don’t have anyone to look forward to seeing? I always see people on social media posting on their massive video group chats with their friends saying they can’t wait to hang out with them when this all done. I don’t even have any friends to group chat with let all anyone who cares if I’m doing ok during this pandemic (except for my sister and mom). I even feel like if I wasn’t here anymore, no one would even care. Does anyone else feel like this?",8.19803738317757,6.445920579439252,7.313009345794394,80.7476448598131,62.83177570093458,9.30766355140187,29.811214953271023,6.742157984588678,1.5885940186915888,430,9,84,2,5,132,69,107,0.042,0.7809999999999999,0.177,0.9356,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,16,21,5,0,3,3,2,3,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,7,11,7,13,17,2,9,0,1,3,0,17,5,0,2,5,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111317259994744,0.0,0.0,0.09898218896368234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435115313591207,0.4071009291324008,0.29827598708088937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872879563639569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968054397630982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475180201634395,0.14895299614109964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431845534860207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884125246689373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079049299635906,0.20796861705692385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249104041300332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999305789371879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883954490936951,0.0,0.14222135075060674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222929118704699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047190835404322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863163337963374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090930364716144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394011699311828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157509415428888,0.0,0.0,0.2319765056770041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837468903324186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339788446694187,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abdus_s_khan_,2020/04/19,I feel like a never deserved anything. So i lost my pet bird sunny before sunny was gone she was sick i went to the vet to get her checked and the doctor said that it could be respiratory infection. One week later at night 3am he collapsed on to the floor of her cage and left me alone. Since then I’ve noticed that everything i love always flips up on me. I always wait for something bad to happen. The worst thing is that it dose happen.,2.3023333333333333,4.173976066666668,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,77.22222222222223,5.833333333333334,21.25,6.6274283507984215,0.33199999999999985,346,9,72,3,8,113,68,90,0.17300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.121,-0.6478,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,1,6,15,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,6,2,11,2,10,7,1,13,2,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418464641594093,0.0,0.0,0.3441518903130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018053865908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267114686475438,0.0,0.0,0.17597338750216945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511467932595478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167075091283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586042670350653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045653745399876,0.14773948850786187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804558151499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657488948216862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469112772717106,0.0,0.0,0.10103307851030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257489625469208,0.0,0.186647003386412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949855755670278,0.0,0.0,0.1940697970887839,0.0,0.0,0.23544560446903864,0.0,0.0,0.1401344806001527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671619018430955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106886535593024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920638905482415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739015114643652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658842007659652,0.0,0.0,0.19170765352797486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mystwave,2020/04/19,"I'm fine with it? No doubt in my mind would say I'm not lonely. It used to be when I was in school that I fooled myself into believing I wasn't lonely. I truly convinced my own self that my loneliness didn't exist and that I was fine. But enough lamenting about the past. Afterall, no way I can travel in the past and slap the shit out of myself for thinking that way among other regrets. Anyway, I've reached a sense of complacency. Sure it might be depression or whatever other infliction one may wish to call it. I wake up, take a shower, go to work, come back home, eat some dinner, and watch youtube/browse the internet, and go to sleep. On my off days, I couldn't careless about my sleep schedule. I mostly just spend time at the computer. Sure I may take a walk on a nice day or see a movie in the morning that's been out for a while, but chance occasions don't make up for the days where I just spend my free time at the computer. I just don't have much interest, let alone motivation, to do things. I'm just living life day by day because I just can't see the point in doing much more. I just want to work to make enough money and seriously hope that this year I don't need to use my savings towards my health or my car. I won't lie, I';; be blunt. I hate living in a world where I must work just to survive the basics of rent, utlitilies, food, and the internet. I'm only here because my family for whatever reason needs me to keep existing even if we rarely interact. Nonetheless, I'm just going through the motions in life. These are stressful times, and it's made work especially stressful. Yes, I'm still working, but despite being so stressed at work, nothing is different in my life. Sure I might go to the store less, or omit seeing any movies, but still. Nothing's really changed. Like I said, day by day. No one wants to be with someone like that, irl. I mean, talking to my siblings and dad is just small talk anyway. Not much going in my life means that's all I have to say, and I know they understand I'm not much of a conversationalist...but my family already accepts me cause we're family. Part of me wishes life would just hurry up and end. I've loneliness my friend. It's been with me all along like a companion in disguise. It's always there, but I accept them because it's all I have. I've convinced myself that I can live a life of loneliness, and I'm living proof of that. I'm fine with it....always have been.",3.3435293156059283,4.5512667520161285,4.530850043591979,86.45512641673933,73.01209677419354,7.8621621621621625,25.300566695727987,8.358175599149588,1.4485007192676544,1903,59,405,31,37,626,227,496,0.11800000000000001,0.75,0.132,0.5505,4,5,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,2,8,24,32,2,4,23,1,37,14,4,8,8,88,77,24,0,13,23,1,0,3,2,8,7,3,3,1,23,21,3,1,9,1,6,10,14,13,0,2,9,7,52,20,59,53,15,61,0,4,4,0,14,29,1,13,23,261,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976483050858112,0.07433363236409447,0.0,0.11209812980837397,0.0,0.0,0.045807231488429696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517958196303083,0.0,0.12318641941422093,0.0,0.0,0.07589185466112801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878227391253572,0.0,0.0,0.06919745888130173,0.07125813756906031,0.05802482959062157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040921994712307,0.0,0.05801722332886813,0.0,0.0,0.07037705000190805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892627943780467,0.0,0.0,0.05966112488965983,0.139202142499812,0.0,0.04449076283316605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905035451166909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145219562900202,0.0,0.05204230707567406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141170974629748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650423098109387,0.0,0.07160072020025192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756775158724812,0.06690385649324904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987282196399875,0.0,0.0,0.037019392668204094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888034665304875,0.2854709183403159,0.0987263426577766,0.0,0.2379210880366523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373782991699263,0.08992688486873206,0.0,0.0,0.14674996413417746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291700981150424,0.06801457839735671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806992802818826,0.09989343818050077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292678166172266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129000095078783,0.0512304513717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294450947946185,0.12860582532692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367714173533111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043152655419234284,0.06925748266685282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407495540016797,0.10713503570231707,0.0,0.06817209717182618,0.16103202414510792,0.0,0.07027135723660476,0.0,0.06914425558487343,0.0,0.0,0.1348176511060571,0.0,0.05707406093693815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758785166457296,0.0,0.2314825718160711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904585141380054,0.0,0.1012929428161606,0.10828312038265248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475110970216637,0.043161682714233617,0.0,0.0,0.11783478592899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012432175409415,0.0,0.11635513396444926,0.0,0.0,0.07946155744077768,0.10693474920586714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492176267377128,0.0,0.0,0.29423407469717705,0.0,0.0,0.09570147677637117,0.0,0.0,0.043377746681110566 lonely,Littlespookycat,2020/04/19,"I want to end the lives of me and my daughter because my husband left us /u/sweeneyswantateeny here and my husband left us. I am probably going to end my daughter’s life too so she won’t be an orphan.",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714288,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.57142857142857,7.504761904761906,30.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.979609523809524,159,7,33,2,3,54,31,42,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728090005086192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279827701907339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731037410989755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250116972918529,0.0,0.17065360772493615,0.0,0.0,0.2133427054322268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604923528881442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812450328180334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425055995008078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thelebaneseguy1,2020/04/19,"Single for most of my 22 years what should I do? My mind Is getting out of control My problem is getting more and more complicated. I have been single for all my 22 years except two short period of times I spent with two girls. The first said that we cant carry on because she is depressed and I dont deserve to be around her, she also added that I am the most handsome guy she dated and I will easily find a girl. In The second experience I found out that the girl I was dating is so boring and uninteresting. she basically doesnt do or speak anything insteresting. So I told her im not interested in her after a month time. I have been so lonely ever since I graduated University. All my mom says is “everything is good at its time” & “you should be grateful you are single” & “You should love yourself” but she herself knows that my 24 year old brother wont survive his girlfriend leaving him. Ive been having very dark thoughts lately. Everyone talks about handsome or above average guys getting everything they want. But here I am an above average guy feeling lonely af for 1 year and 4 months. The reason I am single is that I lack a social life due to bad luck and not having had alot of friends in my previous school for no reason. Only one girl in my life had a crush on me. She told my friends about her crush but I didnt know what to do back then I was shy. I tried tinder or cold approaching people but the conversations never happen more than once or twice since the other party doesnt do effort.",4.102080072245633,5.349068473509933,5.236484045755571,81.96936785069236,71.21854304635761,7.875015051173992,26.31005418422637,8.296473431620573,1.6501337748344374,1197,38,236,18,22,396,168,302,0.099,0.7909999999999999,0.11,0.6574,0,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,1,4,10,14,0,0,13,0,39,3,0,3,4,46,54,19,0,6,11,2,1,0,3,5,2,3,0,7,9,11,0,1,8,0,1,1,10,6,0,6,14,5,46,8,27,33,13,33,0,3,0,1,39,11,0,8,21,177,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714725242313655,0.0,0.2361486913838117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896771235670361,0.0970108365588196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837950332735319,0.09098955671348614,0.06643013655888261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222470680555265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385999090234877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771786537981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857410867191584,0.0,0.1041302637551478,0.19587937120238572,0.10659844145235853,0.0,0.0,0.055101024402329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960115780174947,0.09269406262519424,0.0,0.11948544119029762,0.16838759900560402,0.0,0.17080478838657026,0.0,0.0,0.09140304324390497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370709073826515,0.09636621523785592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771167899042602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977959852894952,0.0,0.1229285244632766,0.11538876945732254,0.0,0.0,0.1539445028040776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835417444312307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100336648897591,0.12763017992286627,0.17396557928442724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404822294886359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143509103240748,0.11605479752588067,0.07384426698729021,0.08288038316524582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554953015267805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427433881293337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408885913696847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366016134273867,0.08666127831852645,0.0,0.1102884980218938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802904597420308,0.0,0.0,0.11108626893518812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758996131530293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651396178322614,0.19063256220627625,0.0,0.0,0.2082605275102956,0.0,0.0739868583595556,0.0,0.21290544225752375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991577158104799,0.06427626686131657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807052578696968 lonely,dfreeds,2020/04/19,"Alone after my best friends suicide Hello everyone. I feel so alone. My best friend killed him self the day before my birthday 2 months ago and since then everything has gone to shit. I have no friends he was my main and closest friend. I get so emotionally attached to people and I have no one. My boyfriend doesn’t know what to say and there’s nothing anyone can say. The person who introduced us for whatever reason blocked me on all social media this morning and I think I’m just upset. 2 new girl friends I made haven’t answered any of my tents in almost over a week. Like if you dint wanna be friends with me just tell me. I constantly feel like a burden. Like I’m “too much” for people. I feel alone and had no one to talk to so I came here",1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,2.5544736842105285,93.66881578947368,81.89473684210526,5.378947368421053,22.0,6.6274283507984215,0.4093210526315785,588,19,125,6,16,186,99,152,0.19,0.619,0.191,0.2824,0,3,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,1,0,2,8,15,2,1,4,0,9,1,1,2,1,23,20,11,2,2,3,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,5,5,21,11,14,14,5,14,0,0,0,0,20,4,1,2,11,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399540266801267,0.0,0.11747711430422635,0.3645184604175869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978031995218844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203153193281293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982904837817562,0.0,0.246236181870572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418063390524199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677917051089144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075660458529839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196705362591454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210245657026764,0.10543792895243308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795864445990364,0.0838120624656182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438379628678557,0.0,0.061293856629177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979507753888594,0.0,0.06447495069094092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719470692512008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100920746804464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364217516202082,0.0,0.08624229034113966,0.0,0.0,0.11330653633202087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256986543541816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899553951714082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626671750829216,0.1024376255529403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062252938469555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659209798738688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238834746489605,0.0,0.12042532705366515,0.0970467312019338,0.0,0.0,0.1195910121589831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832694211682194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942958317807464,0.10254117619323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517269096444237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111920974540687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941054902590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bathtub_shampoo,2020/04/19,"Why Why? Why doesnt anyone like me? Why am I always the afterthought? Why do I always feel so alone? Why can't I just be happy? Why does everyone say I'm not alone? I'm all by myself. Even my family thinks I'm an afterthought. I don't want to die, I just want to stop existing. I want to disappear and find someone who actually cares about me. I really need a hug right now",-0.7787613636363631,1.3719067375000016,2.4388636363636387,90.53068181818183,94.125,6.90909090909091,16.022727272727273,8.00094639256281,0.7131249999999998,289,7,66,8,11,103,51,80,0.231,0.654,0.115,-0.6749,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,16,2,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,11,4,5,15,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1226912564402444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604301714694563,0.0,0.0,0.20922960003328156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879111276121282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818688941140455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048460693088335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002440217568146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830413899738721,0.0,0.0,0.1201373805045301,0.0,0.0,0.1185240723695222,0.0,0.06357126637437192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491205113680487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338385556957459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142378177152012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932248564368742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805438310984733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737003170041892,0.0,0.0999830269597978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652794085435886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511326527217713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056068041902238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247083751231628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7941424028185093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheLivingSymphony,2020/04/19,Am so lonely am a 6'2 blonde male and want connection..... lets talk I want to escape the pain...... I want to know love please let me connect with ya.,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,0.5166666666666693,102.045,102.33333333333334,3.733333333333334,12.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-1.1961333333333335,110,2,26,1,5,35,25,30,0.08,0.573,0.34700000000000003,0.7436,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267369817119468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053595109889142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671512926029833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149645582923229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249187917717138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379133526046753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237648896832052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lemonwire,2020/04/19,"I really can't keep this up. Everyone hates a downer but that's all I have left in me. Been forcing myself for years to stay awake and all I have left is hatred and agony, of course I try to keep it all to myself but it still seethes and I feel like people recognize that and stay clear. Im nothing but a fake facade of someone who may or may not have once existed. No one wants that in their lives and I would only be doing the world a favour exiting quietly. I hate myself for the life I've lived so far and I just want it to end peacefully before I lose my shit but I'm still too much of a pussy even after 2 attempts at ending it. I need a heroine dealer.",2.7520422535211253,3.4403964577464805,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,73.85915492957747,7.651830985915493,22.65070422535211,7.908726449838941,0.8548738028169005,515,12,117,7,10,174,94,142,0.174,0.67,0.156,-0.5885,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,3,0,7,0,11,2,1,0,4,26,20,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,16,2,14,15,4,17,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,3,7,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330639612439996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775090935061003,0.0,0.0,0.10347266571038674,0.0,0.0,0.14969565196558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921216632345608,0.11191816591018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30933927055542826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922003166984004,0.0,0.0,0.2784937860224808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404237982071823,0.0,0.11065381898945892,0.07653632050128234,0.0,0.2766678703642731,0.0,0.0,0.17526282905401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151633628254123,0.11616164432009796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503198048784054,0.0,0.0,0.16683813094165206,0.10615708912997256,0.11914723487354292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860854245497197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036061430219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608095700843711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273778312606624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339581195701453,0.25021827230816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636207572720356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848046346323161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112869985125305,0.0,0.0,0.10088411157244677 lonely,the_big_chinook,2020/04/19,"Why I’ve been feeling extremely lonely recently (im a little drunk,im sorry if the grammar is bad or if this is the wrong sub) and even though I have a gf, and a lot of really good friends, I feel like I have no one to talk to. I think I have made a lot of mistakes, but I am not sure on how to approach them/fix them if I can at all. I think that everyone is lonely in their own way, in the sense that no one knows exactly why goes on their head but them. I’m just not sure what to do anymore, because even with all these amazing people that I am surrounded with, I feel like I have no one to talk to.",5.978972431077692,3.2449676616541367,6.984323308270677,84.46966791979952,67.87218045112782,10.671177944862157,31.941102756892228,8.841846274778883,2.1444997493734337,461,13,115,6,6,157,76,133,0.18100000000000002,0.703,0.115,-0.7182,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,5,12,0,0,7,0,12,1,1,2,5,29,20,10,0,4,9,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,3,15,7,15,18,5,10,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,6,3,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508869159041897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127034684947011,0.0927461543231563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098061987521704,0.0,0.0,0.1453810275308631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307871868388848,0.21738477698916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754681724639075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761197241844013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614462087221415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286853259922765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361489005885703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866068281617595,0.1524892179700404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586964053093646,0.0,0.14396323810241513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092920835325816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054781571368802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746795607822324,0.0,0.15022479125785934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031382434554798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867896449689857,0.0,0.0,0.2445767084072669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497669166278053,0.14948164888953153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076558600594944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745743201722774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634662760945715,0.0,0.0 lonely,witch_voices,2020/04/19,"Lack of Relatable People Around Me I've always been quite introverted and was definitely more reclusive than was healthy in my teen years (22 now), so I always assumed my lack of social connection was due to that alone. Now, I'm making efforts to meet new people and make new friends. Fortunately for me, I'm finding it to be relatively easy to form acquaintances (as easy as it could be for someone without much initial socialization practice). However, I'm finding a common theme: None of the people I'm meeting are even remotely close to being very relatable to me and it results in the connections feeling fragile and weightless. Anyone else experienced this or something similar? It feels like I don't even have one close friend because I can't relate to anyone I know on a deep level, and that being friends with myself is my only option at the end of the day. It's frustrating beyond explanation that we as humans have a biologically-wired need for socialization. It would be so much easier if I didn't have the innate desire for connection, and I'm sure a lot of you might agree.",11.582426108374387,8.406344945812805,11.22152093596059,59.80548337438424,57.669950738916256,14.090886699507385,44.0942118226601,12.161744961471696,5.350163054187191,876,38,146,20,8,291,124,203,0.045,0.7879999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9741,1,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,8,6,1,0,9,0,20,0,0,3,1,33,31,13,0,7,3,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,5,14,5,28,18,8,19,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,6,10,104,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129762754399333,0.0,0.0,0.2270370282357901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078640076490194,0.1397859791944948,0.0,0.12144929782106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316486822935706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892616651960103,0.0,0.0,0.08798437761075176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396757501903974,0.0,0.12083417019809045,0.0,0.0,0.1802180035447976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796357108676202,0.09746375181433303,0.0,0.0,0.2493843184179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162103799910002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497692345849465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665152958372697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598568488348665,0.0,0.0,0.1821326790553984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447278970996949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057965248514514,0.10115917805018676,0.0,0.2635248390537107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244672751873613,0.10375917470268456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837447149172168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510731818459674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41721161794829387,0.11559448142999122,0.10502846697800644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858119674852578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256688127760496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315111316765905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691410071794383,0.0,0.0,0.08785476363325159 lonely,mountain-kid01,2020/04/19,"Can't Sleep God this sucks... I can't sleep right now because I am so fucking lonely that I am actually nauseous. I can't handle Corona anymore I'm gonna lose my shit. I'm a senior in high school and my year is fucking over now and I never got the chance to do any of the things I wanted to do. I never went to any parties, never took a girl to a dance, and never did so much as held a girls hand. I feel like a complete piece of garbage. It's not that I didn't have the opportunity to have relationships either. Several girls liked me, and a few even asked me out, but what did my dumbass do? Push them away. I thought I didn't have time for it, but now that I spend every day and night home all by myself, now that my prom is cancelled, now that there is absolutely no chance of feeling what it's like to have physical touch, I find myself here. Ranting anonymously to the internet. Nobody gives a shit, I'm not special. There are people that are affected far worse from all of this than me, but that doesn't change the fact that it hurts...",3.4278494623655935,4.156015410138251,4.625271889400924,87.6683840245776,72.3179723502304,7.6299846390168975,25.065745007680487,7.793537801064563,1.0827206758832566,812,23,181,10,15,268,119,217,0.17300000000000001,0.768,0.059000000000000004,-0.9739,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,12,13,5,0,12,0,22,7,5,1,7,26,39,11,0,1,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,17,6,0,1,4,1,1,4,13,8,0,0,9,4,23,5,20,29,6,25,0,3,0,2,7,7,5,0,17,126,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.13234538207952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445225801158874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449842047979432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678622547531385,0.0,0.12741928633228686,0.0,0.0,0.08267258421505981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346778826432166,0.0,0.14219480223456596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874635651147082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957561282991293,0.0,0.1142655485810124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714691301890974,0.19377365470151314,0.0,0.0,0.12395405960040225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507566786687042,0.0,0.13009889029006888,0.0,0.0,0.10846756010592808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328978712397114,0.13603773841016806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518382353151066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877098262369786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172388969623393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969617318561456,0.0,0.4183934671702518,0.0,0.0,0.12727001504094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402170787981497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456049336485646,0.0,0.11581858627557053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725449943318374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321179528865395,0.2784235950688649,0.0,0.0,0.27143552839044616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009978299140242,0.0,0.0,0.10766698913771636,0.07908100835711067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506786114339061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999208432172512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572093295283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820818411022998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873347183709031 lonely,boredwithlifelol,2020/04/19,"im lonely but i also want to be alone im such a deep thinker that whenever im by myself in silence my thoughts get to me. ive never been diagnosed for depression because i never talk about it to other people. the reason being is because im afraid. because the one time i told my parents i feel depressed they didnt believe me. that i was making it up for attention. thats its my problem and i should just get over it because its all in my head. since then ive never talked about it to to anybody. im afraid they'll look at me differently and pity me. but i also dont like being surrounded with people because i feel like its all fake. the friends. the feeling of being happy. all that jazz. you see my problem?",0.4109023117076802,2.7236625771812086,2.764507829977628,89.98607568978376,87.65771812080538,4.921849366144669,23.04287844891872,6.42735559955562,0.7013934377330346,560,22,114,6,18,191,84,149,0.20600000000000002,0.716,0.077,-0.9671,2,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,6,13,0,2,5,0,13,2,1,2,6,24,24,7,0,4,3,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,5,23,4,17,13,3,12,0,4,2,0,8,7,0,0,7,83,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169430278407885,0.0,0.1805917546828377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441512667186552,0.0,0.0,0.12721342842556946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945022933054656,0.11460354657168323,0.0,0.1179692584032493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233230407138166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127546316646924,0.0806645266449541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723571634709032,0.0,0.11798396998676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019717881830885,0.0,0.0,0.11588053317496927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098229738881669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032643385769668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481784372353362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536979681722297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612546403633937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765122558526138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537567998998528,0.0,0.0,0.15655826014445712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608352863711094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609258797950482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997643629117484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093402171531758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815091625577508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963970594928855,0.06584003501980891,0.0,0.0,0.10789248383771373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659856446527378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Relaxwon,2020/04/19,"What I'm learning... It's not surprising that nobody has contacted me or even connected me through SM or phone means to see how I'm doing ESPECIALLY during this pandemic, even though they say I matter(what a load of shit that is). Posting/saying what I want to say during this whole fiasco has really shown me who matters to me. No one. I can't fucking stand this bullshit of seeing others profiles having all these likes or comments about how they're doing or how good they look when I'm just waiting until my opportunity comes to prove them wrong and show them what I'm capable of. But it's hitting me so hard these last couple of weeks of talking with no one or seeing any other person besides going out to getting essentials(mainly beer). Communicating with others is what I want but I DO NOT want them to talk with me at the essence of them running out of others to speak with. That gets on my nerves to put it nicely. I'm not a second option...I hope this is over soon cause I'm sick of this bullshit and being alone.",5.365765422696119,6.0473335049504975,6.125445544554457,78.82187738004572,67.91089108910893,8.393602437166795,28.409748667174412,8.384062270229773,1.9369911652703733,816,26,155,11,13,268,118,202,0.16,0.763,0.077,-0.9621,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,1,11,9,2,0,3,0,11,4,1,4,2,34,33,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,22,9,1,1,3,2,0,4,6,3,0,3,0,8,19,6,28,31,2,15,0,0,4,1,16,5,2,6,6,112,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354412612870875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738223814976867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221408208936688,0.0,0.13602297862671964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747211950365201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085922914255428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598256305843682,0.1649998775040389,0.0,0.0897422399597454,0.13244497781240036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145373927307772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156837373001044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287153564276801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714542947664511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260218825773495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200711639936814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400386585830228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378783829046417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874024276299986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115932726022893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767221749979381,0.0,0.0,0.37749452661982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208936184625727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538394799840077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551429171991559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794130841659479,0.0,0.1266635452484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629763022069578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264661759681846,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRealHanSO,2020/04/19,"This sucks. This is my first post here sooo yeah. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this so I’m just gonna put it here cuz I need to say it. Recently my loneliness has been affecting me way more than it usually does and I know it’s cuz of the quarantine but it’s honestly destroying my mental. I’m a gamer, and lately I’ve had literally 0 motivation to play anything. I don’t really have any online friends that I talk to. I don’t have any irl friends either. I just sit here. Alone. All day. Ever day. And I can feel my mind slipping. Whenever I get on any form of social media, all I see are people quarantine-ing with their significant others. Several people have had babies in the last couple months. The part that gets me the most is when I talk to my grandparents. They always ask me if I’m seeing anyone or even just taking to anyone. I’m their oldest grandchild and I know that they want to see me have the kind of life they had. I feel pressure from them and my own mother about finding someone to settle down with. For context I’m only 22 but it’s well known that I’ve never had a relationship in my family so they’re probably just trying to encourage me. The pressure and lack of motivation are honestly just the worst. Idk. 🤷‍♂️",0.2383935519733207,2.636779198443584,2.7009516397998894,88.77655252918291,91.64591439688715,6.20562534741523,18.626903835464148,7.554174236665415,0.8017529516397999,982,29,204,21,35,336,141,257,0.10099999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9022,1,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,3,17,13,2,2,9,1,19,1,0,5,4,38,39,15,0,4,10,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,5,1,1,5,6,31,8,25,33,10,20,0,0,3,0,17,4,1,3,12,137,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282099731545072,0.0,0.0,0.10670838938334216,0.0,0.0,0.2616287659354921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901131106319964,0.0,0.1055330026993847,0.0,0.11988982611294953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418983605600999,0.0,0.16541215851342933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222625046517823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470324442484603,0.11600307037932972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120896019145423,0.0,0.12968695528337482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721171283216343,0.10908336900356796,0.0,0.0,0.1981603360317129,0.0,0.13400327364717615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354527490920665,0.14095791872090516,0.10453510263697026,0.14466360859931754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905817726068882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292387083176784,0.0,0.12948879928283732,0.0,0.10236228158288076,0.0,0.0,0.09509050611662752,0.0989088519627912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753452555562392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887459379058867,0.0,0.17781499790366953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282127535908142,0.0,0.1382675666205637,0.0,0.0,0.12891956352675926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821557034942943,0.0,0.12662442001110574,0.1376849110451109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198392360215007,0.0,0.0,0.3065790297311506,0.0,0.0,0.14487800568829162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072751503496116,0.10865981669022344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642272179106448,0.3092304231976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870685299929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412414671154187,0.0,0.07564100156614653,0.10179326699183963,0.0,0.0,0.11530579358590043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,duhmbish,2020/04/19,Today I realized that I am alone because I deserve to be alone. I was gonna type a bunch of stuff but it’s irrelevant. It is what it is.,-1.601774193548387,0.2971068064516125,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,93.83870967741936,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.6001548387096771,105,4,26,2,4,39,24,31,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7902155745142238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232552291462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367138935508392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616071801142289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imagine_how,2020/04/19,"Just lost my girlfriend and my 2 best friends in the same week... life comes at you fast Lost my girlfriend who begged for us to stay friends. I agreed and then suddenly became cold and showed no interest in staying friends. Found that weird Lost my friend due to starting a business with them and having to leave it. They didn’t take it lightly (long story). I went from a job with 500 people where everyone wanted to socialize with me to a small office job with 3 people that I can’t relate with at all. Never have I thought I would have a socializing problem but wow here I am in quarantine with literally no one to talk to... I’m feeling so lost and confused, I’ve never felt like this before. I wake up and just nothing. Out of no where nothing to look forward to and no one to talk to. I just don’t know what my next step is. My whole routine has been tarnished. I try to workout to maintain something but even with that I feel hopeless. For the first time ever I just realized, I’m completely alone.",2.7536055555555587,4.791151505000002,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,76.45,6.2444444444444445,26.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.2315277777777776,791,31,161,9,18,250,123,200,0.168,0.73,0.102,-0.8957,3,2,1,0,0,1,22.0,1,1,2,6,10,16,0,1,6,0,11,2,1,0,4,38,29,11,0,3,6,0,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,8,16,0,0,7,2,0,4,9,8,0,3,10,6,22,8,31,18,4,29,0,5,1,0,15,11,0,1,15,111,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706449055175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096179793011884,0.0,0.11861750356785805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736491962871256,0.11850929694239833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465492924379857,0.10224166819154268,0.0,0.10800454621391736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430223878985278,0.0,0.10852606065704627,0.0,0.0,0.09614284848158387,0.0,0.12393103013042,0.349305294403468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432870757646564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211806596026629,0.0,0.0,0.11968193716213794,0.0,0.0,0.07983608975858167,0.05522051212632828,0.0,0.0,0.10002756473818833,0.09491632614321864,0.0,0.4935402744382066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435066141814906,0.0,0.1202081724492984,0.0,0.0,0.21690973785383924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318345039853715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567208691606003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815398174472003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304387146306263,0.0,0.08701564346071186,0.0,0.0,0.08000287311224684,0.24094884978302586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498412925839326,0.1816976867935033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973281010347581,0.06590841967934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673962184237855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596059066792762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666773697034795,0.0,0.09066545981798327,0.0,0.0,0.1047794936315998,0.0,0.1261934179832663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029292511861615,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JMills2001,2020/04/19,"I feel like I feel like because growing up I never really socialised with anyone at all other than just a bit of conversation at school and so I played games and watched movies and tv every other hour, my knowledge of social interactions and how people in general act was tainted with the fact I interacted with media a hell of a lot more than actual people and now nothing I get I will view as good enough because it’s not how I pictured it in my mind as a movie or game.",13.094596491228074,6.598585336842112,12.534736842105264,61.596491228070185,58.78947368421053,15.192982456140351,45.35087719298247,11.20814326018867,4.9382982456140345,377,13,72,6,3,127,65,95,0.049,0.8140000000000001,0.136,0.7283,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,22,5,11,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,10,4,15,3,5,10,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,2,5,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.22089551023161166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827675053906798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759749132973623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471273916928148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338912401415928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071875617489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289096669032141,0.3234244342504881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826418727885606,0.0,0.0,0.18986071865133636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229198136637085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117692830675967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924438769095304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285599029352129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458342134032911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719931457980227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138601862583991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501253946463022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908923762567995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307463526794207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedBeard-Bear,2020/04/19,"Bring back PenPals! There’s an App called Slowly, you write letters to people and it takes time based on the location of the person you’re sending it to (i.e. my Penpal in Brazil takes 21 hours from where I am in America) I’ve made two new friends this way I really think this is a super way for all of us to make new friends!",4.871029411764706,4.68114580882353,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,68.85294117647058,8.564705882352943,27.294117647058826,8.07648339933343,1.4151941176470588,257,7,57,3,4,82,54,68,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,10,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734640850033586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035168270040904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34857914182183136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221598116463596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345785095330894,0.15058246893567048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357506966502482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639507030910665,0.1969756915306762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451814724025724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392298407152022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454837963117778,0.0,0.0,0.13154281219752836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203677610156293,0.0,0.2713558985560281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581242377947667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iw2dsobad,2020/04/19,[F18] if you usually stay up late & wanna talk pm me 🥺 but only if you’re funny & can hold a conversation 💀,-2.102599999999999,-0.3080813599999992,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,102.6,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,0.13960000000000014,86,2,20,2,4,33,22,25,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7015222735088407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365181350170618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462111243837824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450529263382733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602017755778889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565426727612466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,minithroaway1,2020/04/19,"Sugar baby in a world that doesn't like sugar babies. Im sure I'll get shamed for my life style pretty heavily but I thought I'd try. I'm a sugar baby, I have been for a while. I just find the gaming community to be so harsh on people like me or on sex work in general. I just want a similarly nerdy older man to spoil me in my favorite games and to have a real relationship. It seems impossible. I play a lot of mmos like ff14 and BDO, I'm in north America. DM me to get to know me.",-0.14739167374681372,1.6545636915887876,3.3120475785896346,88.6421920135939,84.98130841121495,6.507731520815634,18.138487680543754,7.686295010490155,0.4188766355140188,373,9,88,7,11,137,70,107,0.146,0.7390000000000001,0.115,-0.5101,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,15,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,11,5,14,10,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,3,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407230324700839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752086256043097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844938045812827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447458484535381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860319115007616,0.3860200614525063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239148472958969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259337944888085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795045935041073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997822132848661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827697719903809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397697501435681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482309697441719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090929833658353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788166051512904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553473696110058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174256930550332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,laurieee999,2020/04/19,i just wanna know what’s wrong with me ? like what’s soooo bad about me that makes people leave ? and why do i take it to heart every single time ? I get my hopes up when i meet someone new & then i literally wanna die when i can feel us fading off & its so bad to the point where i stop breathing & i have the worst anxiety & then i have panic attacks just waiting to be ghosted or to be told “it’s best we move on because this working anymore” & i tried to let it go but it’s making me so suicidal 😔,3.3442471042471027,3.363068855855857,4.8393307593307595,88.61027027027029,72.15315315315316,7.423938223938223,25.76705276705277,6.868970318607317,0.8743323037323036,397,11,92,3,7,134,76,111,0.243,0.703,0.054000000000000006,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,2,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,2,0,7,2,2,2,0,16,17,9,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,3,12,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,61,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7012363301143338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902059621985536,0.0,0.12836885644859933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472557206982039,0.0,0.0,0.2161525688060417,0.07890490503516417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358384032071758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343374029253207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090580673772301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544832395387802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762661399041152,0.0,0.0735632524362817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338601715307465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856228311990314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113637226004693,0.0,0.0,0.13705737136463952,0.0,0.13236030166213042,0.0,0.06323743095159437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728032767999174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757333280387432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501313861638472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186895446835605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973680939018387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223618361203124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967337259127427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821692613247608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158542236308172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973221326463702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547700986666597,0.0,0.0,0.12368465576769755,0.0,0.08788068691588845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569936122344946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679870080003445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423324353646237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152139191357202,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoldForYourWitcher,2020/04/19,"I’m (19m) tired of feeling like crap I’ve gained weight since quarantine started. 7 pounds. I feel constantly alone, and I’m back on my old bullshit of convincing myself that no one gives a shit about me. I want to be with someone, but I don’t have any way of meeting new people. I’m too unattractive for tinder (important for an app where people judge you almost entirely by your looks). I feel like a fucking waste of skin, and I’m honestly starting to believe that no one would really care if I’m gone tomorrow. I don’t add anything substantial to anyone’s life. Everything I do amounts to hardly anything. I’m done caring. Before all this started, I was moderately happy. I was gaining self confidence and feeling good about myself. Now I just feel like no one could possibly give a fuck about me or my well-being",3.8582211538461517,5.682124187500001,4.918749999999998,81.7189423076923,72.75,8.173076923076923,29.18269230769231,8.841846274778883,2.4707836538461536,650,27,121,13,13,213,107,160,0.16,0.58,0.26,0.961,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,8,13,4,0,4,0,10,8,3,0,1,19,33,6,0,4,4,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,4,9,17,9,16,26,2,13,0,0,1,2,6,2,4,3,12,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602639753104036,0.1303486461230316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558625547619851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800129722860403,0.0,0.20713718916734605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677533671945192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709401069788453,0.14179638128164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566367389956431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600540186988871,0.0,0.10048561026816387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879417312497374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311107212420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181823541208945,0.2697342124399217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327033064735306,0.0,0.2414646907892272,0.0,0.1055618685446068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339758326430968,0.11274207053315442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889566906872401,0.184460350699724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568716909309386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215523097857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206448423577016,0.0,0.25584942889759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450512122014308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188349718499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062644414823064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129504092886274,0.0,0.12918916360822422,0.1041092130835812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663720556102013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672441356123261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465272069109528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423300791907518,0.09989847091204664,0.0,0.15325845094459298,0.113159473184557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940434484564795,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kairid,2020/04/19,Always feeling lonely I'm always feeling lonely like no ones there and just feels like no one's ever there when I need someone just feel like every day is getting worse never can find news friends I even feel unwanted by my own family and significant other idk guess I'm asking for help or just someone to talk to sorry vent over,14.239692307692303,7.531896123076923,12.878846153846158,60.61365384615388,57.0,14.846153846153848,44.80769230769231,10.125756701596842,4.683923076923076,268,8,47,3,2,87,48,65,0.21600000000000005,0.556,0.22899999999999998,0.25,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,18,13,4,0,2,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,3,4,5,13,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056091718275481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168017754116202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843368891993522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212935952335935,0.1661144099023106,0.1547260326875657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312102872976068,0.0,0.4642737467741159,0.2623873004913529,0.0,0.0,0.16784516519334575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188110357041467,0.0,0.09594519633872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230201039567694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309114462688185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691541408298495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616797606497033,0.1416357819166975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488807050964933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111979927870251,0.0,0.0,0.2055718216580302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760422319094324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871465571021816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boar9,2020/04/19,"24/m Isolation is getting to me Sometimes I feel like I can totally live as a hermit and work on projects and stuff while I'm alone, but lately I don't feel like doing anything except for wallowing in my own loneliness. I'm 24, I feel myself getting too old for this shit. I should've had my life more figured out by now, or at least have more friends. I'm falling into old habits. I vented on this subreddit with so much pain and emotion just a few years ago, but my loneliness changed from a raw and all-consuming pain into a kinda dull depressing pain. Not much better. I get less catharsis out of writing posts like these, but I'm trying the best I can. And the dull pain is still enough to stop my from getting shit done. Kinda annoying Friends come and go. Need to remind myself of that these days. I hurt myself. I go on tinder even though nothing will come out of it but failed expectations and awkward conversations. I DO want a girlfriend, but I'm graduating in a couple of months, and OH THERE'S A PANDEMIC AND WE'RE ALL IN QUARANTINE. Idk what to do. Video games bore me mostly now. Anime is cool but it triggers me to watch porn sometimes, which I'm trying to quit. Doing responsible things like HW and job applications should be top of my priority but thinking about doing them and loneliness on top of that makes me want to immediately numb that feeling with something else. Idk what I'm doing anymore. I'm afraid.",4.3736098310291895,5.8920203906810045,5.113292370711727,82.06612903225809,70.89964157706093,8.038300051203278,28.3394777265745,8.563005593585519,2.0615327188940094,1135,42,218,19,21,367,156,279,0.256,0.623,0.121,-0.9937,1,3,1,0,0,2,29.0,0,0,1,7,10,25,3,2,9,1,18,9,2,2,2,51,43,23,0,5,11,0,4,4,3,2,6,0,0,0,14,20,0,1,6,2,0,5,2,16,0,0,2,6,24,9,36,38,13,33,0,5,1,1,7,15,2,4,16,144,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957464570876378,0.0,0.0,0.11186825004640126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071192563976609,0.0,0.0,0.08888498484982367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335232816087827,0.09552817189033368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426277528813028,0.18608620126282865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951364318256848,0.0,0.06965904895800203,0.0,0.0930309039531518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053416504276432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023048299549402,0.12149938855770274,0.0,0.1116056612668782,0.0,0.07134115778814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845721737717105,0.1543281305983924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690019250364288,0.0,0.22572804039101735,0.0,0.12277184851799612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562948592397047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718561979584416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184266845224648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629233775114003,0.21107757029044186,0.0,0.09537690973291442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209910186158823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621445059802879,0.0,0.15880305358589414,0.0800898105743729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364079097497084,0.0,0.2266816447144629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597311477312949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344600191681673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488446081080185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174631018674892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315320653368817,0.2136540098429476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625882557320326,0.09030318550506898,0.0,0.0,0.12364833247564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175862527753309,0.06920997125773025,0.10612161417833202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666663074801167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274169995405925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863429849597041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955643089500603 lonely,754Sportsrlife754,2020/04/19,Someone to talk to. Male looking for a female to talk to.,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,1.5,94.995,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.1626333333333334,44,2,9,0,2,15,8,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194954947044085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232663972796199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8030374131113908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shayalldamnday,2020/04/19,Anyone want to talk? I feel like I have a hard time connecting with people but here I go lol I’m having a lot of depression and I feel like when I talk to people I’m a Debby downer compared to them. I don’t have very many interests and I’m kind of awkward but if you’re okay with all of that let’s talk 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lonely,Kikibabson,2020/04/19,Skype anyone wanna skype with me? im 17 turning 18 soon. dm me <3 im lonely asf 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lonely,bruhidkkkk,2020/04/19,"i kinda don’t want friends because i’m incapable of keeping relationships i think as a person i’m just not made for relationships. i can’t engage in human interactions like a normal person. i have this feeling of overwhelming existential dread that makes me feel like what’s the point of even having friends. my mentality is that “i came into this world alone and i’m gonna go alone”. this mentality kinda sucks because it leads to me pushing people away as i don’t see the value in their company. whenever i post things like this i usually receive a lot of messages of kind words and some even offering friendships but i just don’t think i can do it. i’ve become so accustomed to my loneliness that i feel like this is how i will always be. sometimes however i find myself being envious of other people’s friendships and wish the same for myself..then i realise that i can’t do it. i get bored of conversations quickly and find them draining, i am self conscious about how i put myself across, i overthink my every move. i like my loneliness but it can sometimes be suffocating. now i’m not gonna sit here and say i have no friends because i have 2 really good friends but i just sometimes wonder how much of my constant distancing that can take before they eventually stop trying with me. a part of me actually wishes they will just stop talking to me because it’ll just make things easier as i feel like all i’m doing is bring them down..like i’m a dead weight they have to cry around. at this point i’m just ranting because i have no one else to tell this to so i’ll just tell this subreddit. anywaysssss thanks for listening 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lonely,UtopianSoldier,2020/04/19,"I'm lonely I don't want to say too much. Just want to say I'm so lonely for so many years. I've done everything. I'm not even ugly or something. I'm just unlucky. I think I must have completed 8 years of waiting for love. I don't know when my day will come. No need to reply. I will probably just delete this after a nap.",-1.6066666666666656,0.3426716666666678,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,96.22222222222223,4.546666666666667,15.533333333333335,6.2581,-0.5544933333333333,248,6,61,3,10,86,47,72,0.14300000000000002,0.755,0.102,0.0665,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,13,19,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,15,1,6,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859555373493808,0.2660671367742012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636570393321828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596890779668852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760898750106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280670725629681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946227324285182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290322712585609,0.0,0.0,0.25727726342908097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654602650724186,0.18816308111211336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736009346852173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036072594954344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536022664457645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260197573375645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993536262313272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268318967045729 lonely,Bradleys1612,2020/04/19,37/M SoCal. Divorcing and lonely. Going through a divorce. Alone in our dream house that I spent a year remodeling for us and we just listed for sale. Just really missing a womans company. Anyone up for a chat? Nothing dirty or weird.,1.0163636363636357,3.4081583636363675,3.1822727272727285,82.0434090909091,101.72727272727272,5.836363636363638,21.409090909090907,7.1686216300943375,1.5632363636363644,184,7,31,4,8,62,37,44,0.156,0.7120000000000001,0.132,-0.2661,0,3,0,0,1,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40911836427422205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762049921269928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449720016077496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557964518407812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790293569281649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530579329227318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751566781493479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543779242163381 lonely,Awkwardcactus0025,2020/04/19,"Loneliness or something more? From time to time, I'll have little windows where I'll have no one to talk to. During those moments, my gut will suddenly sink and I get these pains in my wrists(I can't find anything related to this, more on this later). My mind will race and I'll start thinking things like the people I talk to don't like me as much as they act like they do. It's like this never ending doubt in my mind. ""They don't like talking to you."", ""She doesn't like you."", ""You're annoying."" Just various thoughts like that. More on the physical emotional pain. I feel this piercing pain in my wrists like someone is pressing down on a pressure point. Sometimes it'll be in other places like specifically centered on my heart. My chest will feel extremely heavy and pressurized. It becomes harder to breathe even. I'm not sure why any of this is. I'm down to my last resort which would be this. I can't find anything on the internet so I thought this would hopefully be good help.",2.8717239404352815,5.064313984536085,3.3937457044673534,89.92751431844219,76.68041237113404,6.785337915234822,26.241695303550976,7.793537801064563,1.4664258877434135,779,30,158,12,18,243,111,194,0.08900000000000001,0.738,0.17300000000000001,0.9233,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,0,4,19,1,3,4,0,19,8,5,0,2,21,29,7,0,3,3,0,3,9,0,6,3,0,1,0,16,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,3,20,12,23,18,5,26,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,3,18,98,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045274048904763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471297620148495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066066246223426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330793248865468,0.10478478707548293,0.0,0.0,0.07814058348583201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963903419703435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626070392629312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061810465838133065,0.0,0.0,0.09923020429279134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019423144017915,0.07929861296105407,0.0,0.0,0.11750543373326157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643590360994653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201889243591467,0.11857458171713492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389124619616739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696917495636693,0.0,0.09124556511107143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016780884906544,0.0,0.377660609010032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201909964058611,0.0,0.12360551721224172,0.0,0.11183824895444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024104194935672,0.09107842203172356,0.11700853694296437,0.0,0.08373822397069977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150284146543486,0.0,0.0,0.28527178462063235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859783921616596,0.07580627655604884,0.0,0.18784490750532493,0.13797139512528175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675356460642044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680836371316784,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowawayMyLife736,2020/04/19,"It sucks when you’re always an afterthought to other people I thought if I made some good friends on Reddit, it would help me by giving me someone to care about. That way I wouldn’t be so lonely and depressed, I’d have something to live for. However, every time they either stopped talking to me, or found somebody better. What’s the point of trying again if everyone is just going to forget you. I used to hate being numb to everything, but now I realize... happiness is overrated.",4.6981677018633565,6.3621538478260895,5.440062111801243,79.46891304347827,70.30434782608695,8.300621118012423,29.447204968944106,8.841846274778883,2.528029192546584,382,15,67,7,7,124,74,92,0.133,0.7,0.16699999999999998,0.6595,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,10,2,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,18,16,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,10,5,12,9,2,10,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,4,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154717320270347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296666248343367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224538727845989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792218764811405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383004467645733,0.20848485895978075,0.19609036607400826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392282940229745,0.16856898063664008,0.0,0.0,0.20930267356503146,0.12399940973766632,0.1830029992434184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322617014822974,0.0,0.21541224927260688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462446249218307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926611133129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645166636206103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512618192862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625509273775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486721311073875,0.16796926416661706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824122033711691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536862073117354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732143036037983,0.12722527025755384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813310918178355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844155290527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318488246549651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499217167828666,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ovrprotectiveunicorn,2020/04/19,"It’s not just losing you from my life that hurts. It’s how it happened If you moved away I’d miss you, but with us still in the same city and with the same interests that brought us together, it hurts more that I’ve fallen into enemy status with you four. This grief haunts me every day and every hour with no sign of letting up. Suicide is the only medicine to get rid of the pain at this point. I’m sorry for my mental health collapsing last year due to finances, work and school stress. I never want any of you to feel at fault. I’m sorry that I isolated myself and was more snide than usual. I love you and you brought joy to my life and it breaks my heart that I’ve ended up getting you to borderline despise me and not be able to stand my presence. I never meant for reaching out to you to make you feel pressured. I didn’t expect after a year that your emotions towards me would get more negative. You and the group might want to punch me in the face for pissing you off but I’ve never felt that desire with any of you.",4.066297786720323,4.586883976525827,4.636529175050303,88.9192605633803,70.73708920187794,7.400268276324612,25.073440643863183,7.1686216300943375,0.8968567404426553,809,21,175,7,14,258,119,213,0.28600000000000003,0.6559999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,2,14,0,2,3,14,2,2,7,0,7,8,3,2,3,39,24,12,2,6,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,15,0,0,4,0,1,4,8,11,0,1,6,3,31,3,35,14,5,31,0,5,0,1,18,12,1,2,13,121,45,3,0.12907412655849673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554966440035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126939076213306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324213359416055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519101947583066,0.11432136490035047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750103709392826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052751326308534,0.0,0.12393140302218275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202307711366105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413982384182955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719976075341425,0.0,0.15295346143950775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711201465727912,0.0,0.2763530441109063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052126404393604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198703944569087,0.18233774552736495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440093173603905,0.0,0.0,0.1164944386094001,0.0,0.08615798175481518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007636101240422,0.13692725086348187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371853695967759,0.0,0.0,0.2986497707082374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981666895506373,0.13734397106080892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201677004246025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062990701593738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897583445570274,0.0,0.0,0.10307876420146184,0.0,0.1478539758768061,0.0,0.0,0.1411861448765308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31052056354368274,0.0,0.14215691494893806,0.0,0.15226252807901253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396750140001353,0.0,0.0,0.09169055618954763,0.0,0.0,0.16623901128440433 lonely,primeboy217,2020/04/19,"I feel like I’ll never be in a relationship Hey guys , throughout my life I’ve been rejected countless times , I’m kinda chubby and I panic or experience anxiety quick, I had failed attempts and just realized that what I look in a person and what I wanna share with regarding my passion and interests will never happen. Most of the times you see girls and guys with a generic relationship ( which works out for them) but like the more I genuinely think about it I’ll never find a person who has the same passion like I want to be open with them and just feel myself! Is it that hard to find one ? Like I’ve never had a gf nor a friend from the other gender which makes me think that I’m either socially weak or that I just never had the chance and right person . I just wanted to speak my thoughts for a sec ! Take care and stay safe you guys",9.146990701606086,6.075587147928996,8.907371090448011,74.20218934911243,62.13609467455622,12.024006762468302,34.20202874049028,9.957137785484203,2.9992005071851224,664,17,135,10,7,216,95,169,0.105,0.721,0.17300000000000001,0.9203,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,3,6,15,0,1,12,0,9,4,0,1,5,42,24,12,0,3,8,0,3,4,2,1,2,1,0,7,12,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,6,18,11,15,16,4,14,0,2,2,2,20,5,0,4,12,93,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733708491601677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972810500648865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446364345367468,0.0,0.0,0.12867119184306008,0.09089919178418372,0.0,0.0,0.23258732160264345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983041299624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779582832182423,0.11251656300908512,0.0,0.11398068119173155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987229760400968,0.2486491667951332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068482729604834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493266991795173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906707786481837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622008344757741,0.0,0.0,0.1492869350571423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332991850023829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732130084212292,0.0,0.1086609622164896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139259075414787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970360148771534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561928446474444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566749798773752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305855390954366,0.0,0.10101313627521194,0.1483875557017815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009709808441382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263112502024202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwmeaway1170,2020/04/20,"Surrounded by people I could really use some company. It's weird being surrounded by so many people and not really talking to any of them. I'm in the military and all the people whom I would talk to, have left to different bases. I wasn't necessarily extremely close to any of them, but could still at least talk and be friendly with them. I don't know if it's just me and the age gap (I'm older than most the people here, about 10 yrs older, but look young) but it seems hard for me to make friendships. I'd like someone to talk to.. This might sound weird but I feel like my looks hurt more than help. Guys don't really care to talk to me or get to know me, they just want to flirt, even the girls. I'm good at flirting but that's not what I want.. I'd like a real honest friendship and it seems extremely hard for me to have that it seems. I've been stuck in my room watching Netflix. I feel like I have good personality traits but being like this has made me reconsider and wonder if I'm a boring person haha if I'm not interesting or don't attract people mentally. I don't know, it's been pretty frustrating. Maybe it's the age gap? Maybe I come off as snobby or overconfident? I really don't know. I recently lost a friend today because his new GF didn't like that he talked to me. I guess I was just an object to him anyways. Felt good to rant though. /rant",2.012007042253522,3.7683453697183107,3.756597183098592,88.36305070422537,77.69718309859155,7.2200563380281695,20.514929577464788,8.109356740369918,0.8005187605633797,1071,26,235,19,25,359,142,284,0.114,0.6679999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,1,10,24,1,0,10,1,21,0,0,3,1,52,50,21,0,8,18,0,5,6,3,2,0,1,1,4,14,9,0,0,11,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,9,9,29,18,31,34,5,20,0,2,3,0,22,10,0,14,15,140,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475781679720048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055917185437792526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352389320255232,0.0,0.0,0.07901646557251593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647638556960618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583734735293048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058618102809625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276194085756184,0.13106252194460266,0.0880742855674215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173929313956815,0.0,0.0479246494669327,0.0,0.0,0.2308139580949541,0.0,0.0,0.10104990457720127,0.0908261940437011,0.0,0.0,0.16434244613989366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148405739773453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819785918220256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164757652337031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966389540103483,0.0,0.0,0.26888512075800985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540586208167242,0.0,0.10013310813717424,0.0,0.0,0.08679625737525533,0.061229861874702064,0.09299887248843837,0.18430834611852204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924413206499962,0.09731004007397268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088592500695078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796691276863864,0.16018855940328156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332143431678068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440775580017636,0.2350559465906769,0.0,0.0905713834867016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052008169815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772173745144709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325494824416262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423700774736976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012333871417462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694842617497146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922445875285589,0.0,0.0,0.10820835601165693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994762559794596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516169455637051,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lemon-lime-no-time-,2020/04/20,"Am I lonely or do I genuinely like her? Welp I am a straight 16 year old Japanese American male(75% Japanese 25% Swedish) and I am so scared of liking someone again. As a Japanese American who has never been in a place where I've been around a lot of other Asian People. My High school is mostly populated by caucasians and so was my middle school. Over the course of my life I've asked out 9 people with 8 being rejections starting in eighth grade. Now that may not seem like many, but none of them were just for the hell of it. It's always been a lot not being good enough in the eyes of people who I like for me; and after so much rejection it has really gotten to me. Part of the reason why I mentioned my ethnicity is the lack of asian acceptance in a majority of the dating community even beyond high school. Even in apps like Grindr it can commonly be seen that users will write things like ""No asians"" on their bio. Even just in social media platforms go I always see people posting about how they want a tall white man or strong black man. Rarely ever have I seen someone wanting an Asian boy if ever. To a degree, being constantly told that I as an asian man am the ""Model Minority"" always comes with the backlash of not being accepted socially. So I've simply learned to despise myself simply because so many people see me as not being good enough because of my race and who I am. Even though It sounds pathetic, that is truly how I feel. I mean hell, I did have one relationship but it went awfully and left my brain scattered as how I am supposed to behave as not being a doormat. Just after so much rejection I didn't want to keep fighting and that combined with my recent clinical diagnosis of OCD as well as generalized anxiety disorder and quarantine life has gotten so lonely and hard to cope with. However, back in October I did meet this one girl from a buddhist temple and I am pretty sure I really like her. But that self doubt and uncertainty in the back of my head is horrifying. The last thing I'd ever wanna do would be to hurt her but I cannot say if I really like her and it's so scary. Back in 6-7th grade and one in eighth grade, my crushes were to the point where I'd turn red around em and be super nervous. With the girl now, I still was super nervous to talk to her as of a couple of days ago but I wasn't blushing and my heart wasn't racing. Just the fact that that didn't happen makes me question whether or not I truly like her or am just lonely. Like I really care about her and thats for sure and it made me very sad to see her upset. But part of me wonders, am I sad that she's sad or am I sad that the person who I could give love and affection to is sad. I do feel an very strong urge to protect her and to ensure that she's happy but I just can't tell. I do really enjoy talking to her but I just don't know man. I bring all this up because I don't know what I'd do if I find out I didn't like her. I can't stand the idea of ever hurting her. A lot of me just wants to shower her in my love, protection, and my affection but the other half of me wonders if that's just because I'm lonely. &#x200B; I'm just scared and I don't know what to do",3.878480049362405,4.42475690799397,5.3080087069792965,83.84486785273553,71.17194570135744,8.440545728781023,25.77708076237488,8.575989854853784,1.5768736048265453,2502,71,532,40,44,844,268,663,0.17800000000000002,0.664,0.158,-0.9582,2,9,0,0,2,0,53.0,0,0,3,4,45,51,4,6,31,1,60,9,4,8,9,114,98,59,0,12,35,0,3,11,0,3,3,2,1,9,33,30,0,3,16,0,0,4,20,24,1,4,21,14,76,27,78,64,14,60,2,14,9,2,48,30,2,19,35,382,109,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781353170209124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628046161683535,0.0706657655649068,0.07924935212263398,0.0,0.0,0.049893066988048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611912805189448,0.06097182934914385,0.0,0.0,0.15045029829583614,0.0,0.1590298528950153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280701002372912,0.0,0.0,0.06649606405313993,0.0,0.0,0.056181193661208176,0.0,0.0704795731874281,0.0,0.05207280612246337,0.07216461067215778,0.0,0.0420614585413307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747476887507646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477924159386162,0.0,0.17230859137371635,0.2359806379060635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595431124321151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059609833329732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256489857270461,0.03706598850922885,0.10940676381381977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767376761201477,0.06942782692667679,0.058424245671104234,0.0,0.06693446285960003,0.0,0.0,0.07728592960455047,0.0,0.1378168711190003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963856530050342,0.07362536097515776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057970469358278376,0.0,0.0,0.10752950159713197,0.05316294672887305,0.0,0.0,0.07086164343072694,0.0,0.09213352893392174,0.3504947908792828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634295343989994,0.11772706412726085,0.061712673546403286,0.04353480888960665,0.13224554218391374,0.0,0.07104362229897987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588830388234153,0.0,0.050301629742239284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843734406269669,0.0,0.13258413490223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125365442692658,0.0,0.22607643324310975,0.05694752614495587,0.06814094420194182,0.0,0.0616539136239541,0.0,0.062462663300412086,0.0663521145384716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306124649520745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890778208293365,0.06705694913101676,0.06439681146153191,0.07002179561329604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186550508771473,0.13059305279842698,0.19801814949854327,0.1559155175117464,0.059373773655605276,0.06803860963658442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296700806688982,0.1105212679865578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046163001262795135,0.0,0.052084719357259925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293802202385308,0.0,0.0,0.10484261650362477,0.05700509242261409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665844530589506,0.0,0.06407824886888938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062320436870628514,0.0,0.0,0.07094055411893245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076265432241073,0.15387361509539338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864054855550215,0.06045952737277554,0.0588508413966173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145646129274198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633036614127289,0.0,0.07924935212263398,0.04199949580329646 lonely,DirkThePizzaJerk69,2020/04/20,"If COVID doesn’t get better by the end of the year I am killing myself I can’t handle this, I am completely alone, queer and stuck in an unsupportive household with the scum of the earth. I hear that this can last until 2022, and if that’s the case it’s over, I quit. I have until January to live. People who have somebody to love are so lucky, they are so incredibly lucky, I have no one to hold me at night, no one to talk to about my deepest feelings. I had that for a short while last year, I loved him, I lost my virginity to him, and then he breaks it off with me as soon as this all hits. People who say you can be happy being alone are stupid or fucking lying to you, it hurts so much to be alive. I have been on several anti-depressants and medications but nothing fills the emptiness of being alone, only the loving touch of another human being can fill it. And if that’s going to be impossible for the foreseeable future than life simply isn’t worth living. I am already having such a hard time, I just want to be loved. My main goal in life is to be loved, it’s the only thing I need. I am literally the ONLY single one out of my friends and it hurts so much because at least they have someone to weather this with. People say “do zoom calls/have group chats!”, like my main socialization wasn’t already like that for years and that’s why I feel like shit. It’s like this reality was designed to bring me nothing but pain, I am so starved for the simplest affection, I just wish an angel would come from heaven and save me, as far as I am aware that’s the only hope I have. I need to be held, I can’t live like this",5.6530102209033934,4.742460178041544,6.3478684470820985,82.89781981536434,67.39762611275964,9.269304319155953,28.514507088691047,8.344100000000001,1.6794801846356733,1268,33,279,15,18,418,169,337,0.1,0.6809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9940000000000001,0,3,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,2,2,4,10,26,4,0,16,0,39,13,1,1,1,36,61,27,1,9,8,0,4,5,1,1,4,3,0,1,23,13,0,2,2,1,1,5,7,8,0,3,7,7,38,18,44,43,7,30,2,3,0,8,23,10,3,7,19,197,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865146674270454,0.20351874337622647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669340221503288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056212207231220515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155493147138063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943336029282473,0.09668360758651356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942294766542699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167337435147813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325135737485246,0.06587700709643615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124355827630023,0.08524946038501896,0.048177502251357474,0.0,0.052406790030455175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816248518803716,0.08260476244444262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393078671104604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915883454600726,0.0,0.0,0.1974319117385853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020200552589826,0.0,0.0,0.15033185400824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026558038247654,0.2252531431244263,0.0,0.2442773848791817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006614152919936,0.0,0.4161292993091991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289492647777757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557437451552534,0.13674958671767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653568202479199,0.0,0.17696177867418636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745780697204187,0.2805286585408834,0.09812116548071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917867130108658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807990818988474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466630053197478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417447656685568,0.0946553502147661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399957148052747,0.0781318011231384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411734059083523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061262239726602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377015938270402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438963428375546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320791680546248,0.0,0.10604043371162386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550549083009773,0.0,0.0,0.17814650409771038 lonely,codeverydamnday,2020/04/20,"Had a million knockbacks with friends now just tired of life For context I'm 21 about to finish up uni, though I have no friends there. Most of them didn't want to know me anymore after I fell into depression-- I managed to get over the worst of times with distractions but I feel like I fell off the treadmill with life in a big way. I made a few online friends and things have gone sour a few times. At one point I was in a fandom, lost interest in the topic, boom, friends didn't want to know me. Countless times I tried to be proactive and make friends with people but they weren't giving me much back, some were totally rude for no reason! I went to a concert and was going to meet a few of them and they kept lying/changing where they were so I couldn't meet them. I made a couple of friends in the line but it hurt my self esteem a lot. It's so frustrating. I don't know what is wrong with me to have had people scorn me so much. I keep good personal hygiene and brave myself to be bubbly and friendly even when I don't know people. It's not that I feel entitled to friends I just don't understand why it's been impossible to make any. I feel so hated by the world I just want to stay in my room and wither away. How long can someone keep trying? I have no one to talk to. There was no point recovering from depression because my life is empty. Thanks if you read this.",2.589873821830345,4.043991423076925,3.4938309516570385,92.16124809972638,75.32867132867133,6.5123745819398,23.62359379750684,7.079830092131019,0.655459288537549,1081,32,240,11,23,345,149,286,0.196,0.643,0.161,-0.7683,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,6,1,17,23,3,1,14,0,24,4,0,6,1,46,51,18,0,5,8,0,3,1,8,0,4,2,1,2,8,13,0,3,9,2,0,5,12,10,0,3,17,6,35,13,41,31,10,33,0,4,0,0,21,17,0,4,10,167,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493471896622664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469786089263392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971357291103887,0.07342393072082891,0.0,0.0582082440202964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101302756688972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565501234306454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644863472271813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306853933956696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448439235708719,0.06821623083795947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901867411771512,0.0,0.049888235055425084,0.09160023270924456,0.05426770042786908,0.08009031624709963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427405692293657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222125639544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974720984520508,0.0,0.0,0.2099095519289266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233676270242665,0.046650329411164336,0.0,0.0,0.08450336053671301,0.0,0.0,0.10423579705104452,0.0811799885252026,0.0,0.18070500830081707,0.12747718660828225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403884790048905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940949198519625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859685895035864,0.08337593069110362,0.0,0.0,0.180532949440558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551325872672788,0.0,0.0,0.09817696959957814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961420250177776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090617980563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017768830892469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674916997122658,0.0,0.08791198579268156,0.0,0.0,0.06343759789698147,0.0,0.09381590383576356,0.0,0.16703844480707333,0.10974874077051464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965937837176586,0.0,0.0,0.0994057701773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896286023110374,0.07579346821211863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851779357400429,0.08616254305600086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044005022365345,0.0,0.0 lonely,Duckfanmask,2020/04/20,"I don’t have anyone that I feel like are friends I have several “friends” but... it’s like when I’m with them I don’t feel like they want ME to be here, they juste need the company and I’m convenient but often when I try to initiate and make them spend time with me, they never find time for me or if they do it just feels awkward. I want to hang out with them to not look all alone but most of the time it wouldn’t change anything. It makes me think of Lars in Steven universe when he says “do you ever feel lonely, Even when you’re with people ?” That’s exactly how I feel. And I don’t know if it’s because of me, because I’m not able I want too much from them or if i just never met the people that are “good” for me. I’m just confused.",0.9279365079365078,2.3306351975308672,2.471005291005291,97.95666666666668,79.74074074074075,5.863139329805996,19.596119929453266,6.5431188927421005,-0.1887139329805998,570,13,143,5,14,186,80,162,0.052000000000000005,0.8220000000000001,0.125,0.7399,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,8,0,14,9,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,3,5,46,30,16,0,8,14,0,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,1,7,25,6,16,27,3,13,0,1,1,0,14,2,0,8,13,95,33,0,0.1606245738461797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663586166677434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231243674061264,0.0,0.13218033817474273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958304987064753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991950107082293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609101613896672,0.1452941229742692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060830538253311,0.2295004553000364,0.0,0.0,0.14680795053589926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481962946141509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472427176088672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827506509035289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541915996188334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348841876981366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144363006251637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807754347728235,0.11910108624035723,0.2477671470821048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227137099699452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773510812080702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814600484789612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292174118460408,0.0,0.0,0.2809844421549401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905354196761592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842216058810516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AquarianScientist,2020/04/20,It’s my cake day and I’m quarantined. May I have some validation please,0.532,2.9896492000000023,3.068333333333332,86.4225,90.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8543333333333327,58,2,13,2,2,20,14,15,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065599649957555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8622047331483973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BauhausOfficial,2020/04/20,"I’m extremely lonely Hey, this is very cringy to write but I’m very lonely. I have no one to talk to and it’s been like that for the last 3 years I’m 17 now btw. I used to have a bunch of friends but then I just started ignoring people for some reason and now I have no one. I feel like I don’t really need friends, I’m relatively happy alone but it feels like I’m going insane. Sometimes I don’t speak for long periods of time and I kind of live in my mind. I imagine scenarios that will never happen. I get really deep in my mind sometimes and feel like nothing matters and everyone around me is fake. It feels like I’m the only person in the world that thinks the way I do and it’s driving me crazy. I’m not even sure why I wrote this but thanks for reading",-0.4597922077922085,1.7079121636363652,1.8488311688311685,95.8018181818182,91.0,5.082251082251084,17.554112554112553,6.655083550727371,-0.10031601731601736,597,16,138,8,21,201,90,165,0.174,0.6459999999999999,0.18,0.621,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,31,30,11,0,1,6,0,4,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,5,16,11,15,27,2,19,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,15,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837183397499536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189344956923938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824315064328181,0.0,0.0,0.12766285546383654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27021362898780604,0.3817824352481524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064418252536325,0.0,0.0698017599174282,0.0,0.07592934471080491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814419520184093,0.1422222801888906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912638047728507,0.0,0.10890381911745596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263570148361993,0.0,0.11797340097066718,0.11823395391411202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269800754370664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099064515332002,0.10304243695707184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281951430891021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810649400715715,0.1016106748917084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262310879112982,0.1166564960762162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336385932909299,0.0,0.1711782864724661,0.13736555830842487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427245590967763,0.0,0.09456449367040012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591871723574155,0.0,0.0,0.10738457935506532,0.0,0.12300317538489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560704800796093,0.0,0.0,0.07790465633464012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153896107945591,0.0,0.22047200760505511,0.0,0.10604739705812087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055542028272292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603559011341333 lonely,YugoEX,2020/04/20,"I don't know if a friend is what I need, or maybe just a shoulder to lean on? I'm not exactly ""alone"", but something is keeping me up at night and I don't know how to tackle the issue. I mean I've always had sleeping problems, but recently I realized that people have all kinds of friends and they're never ashamed to turn to them if they have a problem. I'll almost never be the first one to talk, only on very rare occasions. My birthday is coming up and I absolutely hate the thought of making my relatives feel obliged to call/text, even though it's completely out of my control and is something that people have been doing all along already. If you think you know what to say, have any advice, or you can ""force"" me out of my comfort zone to help me improve myself, please reach out. I don't know if that's what I need, but I guess there's no harm trying. I'll be 23 y/o in 24 hours and don't feel anything special in the slightest. Do I really want to?",5.299859090909095,4.591937595000001,6.073909090909094,83.89945454545456,68.05,8.872727272727273,31.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,1.9764,749,26,162,8,11,247,118,200,0.122,0.762,0.11599999999999999,-0.4731,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,2,5,10,1,1,7,0,19,2,2,3,5,47,38,16,0,9,11,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,10,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,3,3,23,5,24,33,2,17,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,8,6,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443193846555618,0.0,0.0,0.1377566128275669,0.14248116528241891,0.15181205890851254,0.0,0.11446936833819465,0.0,0.0,0.09355240560686506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320849492380555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047448358133954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850448535625188,0.14423966350143896,0.0,0.15429659816883612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086377314417067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911918208849886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170170819576617,0.0,0.0,0.21257268173870095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151549007544888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582202174535346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221035801514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354788662609349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358747345773906,0.0,0.12227865215164625,0.0,0.14325812011359826,0.30241978182771506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182912975570748,0.0,0.13820768586259333,0.1498542011968262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040130159031113,0.2122051297496981,0.0,0.0,0.1291002473708337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322108015801386,0.10462828270614546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907476123359791,0.0,0.0,0.15101069076317047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632720695454239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813094770447309,0.0,0.1358339063931578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940128871639787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766948109955554,0.0,0.0,0.21181641366473986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105736591063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881493842075288,0.13516195384756918,0.1092153161675987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934010876560378,0.14963679674460367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350976442719955,0.08114242675559344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeadpoolTattooGuy,2020/04/20,"30 M4F Looking for longtime chats and real relationships I am going to be honest and say that I want someone to talk to. My job is boring and kinda lonely, can’t really interact with a lot of people. So I have plenty of time and reply often. I’m into video games (mostly rpgs) and marvel and other typical nerdy things. But I am open to talk about anything even politics if that’s what you want. I’m a great listener too if you just need to vent. I have nothing to hide so you can look at my profile or ask me anything.",1.8356074766355164,3.799444196261682,4.132532710280377,84.49225700934579,79.0,6.522990654205607,21.914953271028036,7.554174236665415,1.0088063551401865,407,12,80,6,10,141,77,107,0.053,0.813,0.134,0.823,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,22,18,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,11,2,13,17,2,5,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,7,1,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591249016049062,0.0,0.20399032011288226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412100263241398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240097753669282,0.0,0.0,0.24056954286066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653277675458685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36647107507860094,0.0,0.0,0.18550836062569245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617947361451021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937163303805686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127446389432694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483627486199136,0.13978640889103738,0.0,0.0,0.2342683277590661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735237584077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848826669342516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35076656105524706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449643563850398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272359055499881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574035282793797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Celes_,2020/04/20,"i just want to make a friend i hear internet friends are pretty cool and I don't have many in real life, if anyone wants to chat up a mildy depressed 18yo girl i'd love that c:",0.11115384615384727,1.9702297948717948,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,84.38461538461539,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.601723076923077,138,3,34,1,4,45,34,39,0.07200000000000001,0.5479999999999999,0.379,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071126529958803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551199838460032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576927946101253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338433211836891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092175733823476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733558307311345,0.0,0.1977184023870442,0.3003042621562331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013458521160699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371448839109105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349417467564023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,emrebuyar,2020/04/20,"Deciding to become better Hey everyone, I'm here today because I genuinely need help. I'm 17 years old and I have a problem; I'm lazy and undisciplined. I can't do anything productive and have trouble focusing on anything beneficial. I don't normally like ranting about how bad my life is, but it's come to the point where If I continue like this, my life will surely disappoint. I don't know what to expect from sharing this information with you, but one things for sure; I want to stop being the way I am, I want to be able to sit down and read a book without getting up or looking around every 2 minutes, I want to be able to study and get good grades and get accepted into a good university. Any and all tips/recommendations are deeply appreciated. Have a blessed day everyone.",4.752906698564594,6.118980486842108,6.1017224880382805,75.92796650717703,69.78947368421052,9.737799043062203,32.239234449760765,10.018931242160765,3.3444131578947367,622,28,117,16,11,210,102,152,0.109,0.6409999999999999,0.249,0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,14,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,1,3,32,27,12,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,13,10,18,23,1,16,1,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,8,72,18,3,0.3056776425057021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393563951844133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515466543590945,0.1360589546268524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761403166430196,0.0931691268370874,0.16879847013743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517351708308026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165711123522375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856839566787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877329878983526,0.2920880869417836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395559277447,0.0,0.0,0.2563879037562649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024446401817043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399621908008023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590915886364564,0.14933865575416294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283461164116379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332804934531693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974959407340122,0.0,0.0,0.1603786326477986,0.0,0.10356754078071567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444820879567841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624611060530127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288018160848724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277800982367712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880975605153196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153932152021514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487333157340776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704448900767341,0.12131634224896642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733116962169313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098423189869245 lonely,Rvghteous,2020/04/20,It would be my mom's birthday today Almost absolutely no one has checked up on me after my mom passed unexpectedly last month. I'm in an unexplainable amount of pain. Feeling seriously like trash. Just needed to let it out.,2.955714285714283,5.87626219047619,4.824095238095238,75.43757142857146,81.85714285714286,7.1695238095238105,25.06666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.0425752380952384,180,7,32,4,5,61,39,42,0.156,0.757,0.087,-0.4964,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790676152982278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091395538402848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271694135599655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497924035729016,0.0,0.13615377729142816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527963381583093,0.2224475692016888,0.0,0.0,0.20664498302214201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888474462404605,0.0,0.2965456358816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641653793239414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797326434908386,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,neapolitan_gang,2020/04/20,"| Looking for Friends | Throughout the few years, I haven't gotten the chance to interact or socialise because of my life. When the chaos of my life toned down I lacked confidence in myself, it caused me to brush away new people. I was a total nervous wreck during middle school, I got a reputation for being a mean, lonely person who never attended school. Now I'm in high school and things are sorta the same, I still don't have friends... well in real life at least. I have a small group of online friends on other platforms but most of them left me due to reasons that I am unaware of. But hopefully I can meet some nice people here, it would be nice to have people to connect to. I'm a freshman (cough, highschool wise) and I'm basically trash for everything Nintendo, Sega and Danganronpa, also I love doing art. I'm am pretty weird but in a good way I guess???",4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.275000000000002,82.47583333333336,70.17647058823529,7.784313725490197,27.696078431372552,8.07648339933343,1.7530196078431368,680,23,131,9,12,221,110,170,0.083,0.736,0.18100000000000002,0.9721,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,1,10,0,14,5,0,2,2,21,25,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,2,16,10,22,19,7,22,0,1,1,1,10,13,0,6,7,89,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944594399388404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033193322848764,0.0,0.0,0.09105060859970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343746757123392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342382906611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461936290732929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252790246463755,0.11945964257363052,0.0,0.16454074429285362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781074763334407,0.0,0.1483516660443048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228388930226909,0.0,0.3164995903282265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542772919962508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480639819895254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270064845547413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519834592593706,0.14425620750583215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106495510689876,0.1304184546323792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195638556222998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000837280536624,0.0,0.15357056346518572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534915350146588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928189103850438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923047832553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185578009566687,0.0,0.0,0.13429573221383895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061035511765126,0.0,0.0,0.09618520256810473 lonely,Vespid90,2020/04/20,"Nevermore... One day quarantine will end. Sooner or later, people will return to their habits, to their hang outs with each others. Not me. I've been isolated for so much longer my social skills are... Nevermore. &#x200B; I've become a lone wolf, full of scars, pain and misery, yet strong, independent and confident. I've never dreamed about becoming one. But what else could I have been when my past life is.... Nevermore. &#x200B; My heart is full of love, aching to be released from my lonely chest. To find someone to be given to. It will never happen, I know it. I'm struggling to accept it, but what else can I do when my past relationships ended up so badly and are... Nevermore. &#x200B; I have so much will to live. Will to experience life at its fullest. So many dreams and desires to be brought alive, to make them beautiful and special. It does not matter. Because they are all... Nevermore. &#x200B; I'm full of thoughts and ideas, ready to be shared, to be expressed. So many of them, glorious, innovative, unique. Yet no one will ever know about them. My will to bring them into the light is... Nevermore. &#x200B; Though I am still here, walking amongst you. My loneliness shall remain unbroken and with it, my soul shall be lifted... Nevermore.",2.8391492245143763,5.820425991266379,3.205812377653966,86.14314410480353,83.8471615720524,6.477397982231591,24.053756964312605,7.753152298057669,1.6331637102845955,988,37,176,19,29,305,130,229,0.10099999999999999,0.743,0.156,0.9605,0,3,0,0,0,0,81.0,0,1,7,2,15,10,0,1,2,0,29,6,2,2,4,32,40,18,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,6,2,0,4,5,5,0,3,5,1,22,5,28,19,7,26,1,2,0,1,13,7,0,1,15,128,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387484245107928,0.4920420533103802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762099662046088,0.04936909467412711,0.17888817757484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466175371751072,0.0,0.0,0.05223009620035725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087251518485879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530896208188836,0.0,0.14346138496671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325763208582159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922110085550013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402090743571932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161678493988999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959703176772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142478220863093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901698304598686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440742300385495,0.0,0.0,0.07151325269522874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309418286945986,0.0,0.054059638805297267,0.1642167825337541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906993979637068,0.0,0.12492476730878435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463723229617147,0.0,0.08617617679069621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546230468358696,0.05614638325163366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695003092701838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255633379882811,0.06862026020152312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467654705614091,0.0,0.0,0.08466549010781999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956959218339656,0.06429485458191189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920420533103802,0.0 lonely,flynrider00,2020/04/20,"I[M 26]want someone to love because I don't see any other reason to live well I have dated couple of times. I wasn't serious and they weren't either. From a year now, I have this feeling of having someone whom I would love like that in rumi's books and b loved back equally",3.7086842105263145,4.6107468421052635,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,71.80701754385964,6.401754385964912,26.530701754385966,5.985473137389443,0.915670175438596,218,7,44,1,4,71,45,57,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,6,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,6,5,6,9,2,6,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,6,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925253778012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800723478477828,0.0,0.14275584352307072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591191447763901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184100112539678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441003311142267,0.0,0.2067879668236268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340781698167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407792288810447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866136100909233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396845159608519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655404825990505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381272592472838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055873023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635695446681598,0.0,0.0,0.1508062377420758 lonely,isventinghealthy,2020/04/20,"I feel kind of cheated in the world of dating Yeah this is probably very selfish but hey... I just felt like sharing my thoughts and I'm not trying to attack anyone. I don't live in a big city or anything and I've been looking into meeting girls so i could maybe find a girlfriend. I'm 21 and have been looking for girls of around the same age and I met some wonderful people that I'd love to date but for some reason it seems really common to me to find girls that are like 20-22 together with guys aged 30-35 and it just kills all of my motivation. I guess the type of girl I'm interested in just prefers older guys, but what am I supposed to do? Wait ten years until I can get someone? Magically age myself? How am I even supposed to compete with that :( I mean I realize that there are other girls, but if they can't change who they're attracted to then why should I be able to do that? I suppose I just got unlucky with my choice of girls.",0.7396585140747582,2.9817827005076154,2.517501153668668,92.96238001845872,84.93908629441624,5.4092293493308725,21.137286571296727,6.782984794422108,0.3972761421319793,740,24,162,9,22,244,122,197,0.063,0.758,0.179,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,5,1,16,1,0,3,1,42,33,15,1,4,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,10,0,1,12,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,4,20,7,25,24,4,17,0,0,2,1,16,7,0,7,12,103,31,2,0.16731697234491727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169919173769456,0.0,0.13768761190989612,0.14894757864507385,0.0,0.19034721070473426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699917130211398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335889877114652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105112822298694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460048853010355,0.0,0.1606505322562211,0.0,0.3058493630414479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741621229685513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381866748053814,0.0,0.18431850852018214,0.3313402163167744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851114398278053,0.1742348792678334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348524236201084,0.0,0.14774395196959708,0.0,0.281008233826888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101010003203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809238765007245,0.1822572335348428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599652145244127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803959952395904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718753688008956,0.17202971417296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231908763680727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417671277037507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283098655469194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359724124768375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805402503544395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097754305102895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144811924387147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774664448770613 lonely,angelbb773,2020/04/20,hiii i’m very lonely rn someone pls talk to meeee,-2.46939393939394,-2.488785818181816,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,134.45454545454544,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-1.4610242424242426,40,1,8,0,3,14,11,11,0.231,0.662,0.10800000000000001,-0.3597,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925379383023294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620929705297568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770184435123877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jacktheripper2021,2020/04/20,"NEEDED: new friends because my only friend has covid and might die! Hi! I have one good friend and I normally talk to him a lot. HOWEVER multiple people in his building are now in hospital for covid.....a few died. I would hate to be left with no friends. If you’re interested with being friends with a nice and funny female who’s a good listener, look no further! Social media I have; WhatsApp, Instagram. Discord doesn’t work on my device, sorry!",1.8277540106951875,4.581405058823528,3.388342245989304,84.53299465240643,86.64705882352942,6.385026737967914,25.37433155080214,7.686295010490155,1.8757058823529411,350,15,63,7,11,115,65,85,0.182,0.529,0.289,0.9094,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,13,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,9,9,9,2,7,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,3,2,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295286059319912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35055919298450205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524141716418542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331131791495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667424263229473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349784684375536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418238023600967,0.0,0.0,0.14358296118121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916400676496266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522868101950696,0.0,0.16311356342872702,0.0,0.0,0.16547486926098354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444321686755453,0.12844731286016806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708601921653475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216055471097494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905684599974776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574617701809175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229528377320885,0.0,0.0,0.11997354307365643,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kodzukn,2020/04/20,"I hate saying goodbye's and move on in life to my online friends This is my first reddit thing and idk how it works. I think im just gonna rant here so sorry in advance! <\3 Anyways I hate saying goodbye and finally moving on to this so called adulting life. I played this one game for approximately 8 years now, and the fact that my friends in that game are leaving and our only way of communication is in that game. I couldnt ask for other way of contact since I get really shy but during our gaming time, we openly share and advice the things that are happening our life. Since they left the game and I dont know what to do, so I left too. I just miss the times and memories. Sometimes when nostalgia hits I come back hoping that Ill be able to talk to them again and finally I can say a whole-heartedly goodbye. I just hate it, they helped me more than my in real friends with my problems, they even asked how I was and told me in my darkest times that its gonna be okay, while my in real friends doesnt even care. Haha I sound like a fool, I personally think its one sided but I am so happy that I was able to talk to them eventhough its only virtually :) and yes I feel lonely because its like losing a shoulder to lean and cry on because my in real friends only cares about me when I am needed.",3.6014748625294573,4.545946944029853,4.661052631578951,86.76815789473686,72.09701492537313,7.283896307934015,25.299293008641005,7.475848149327749,1.0695567164179098,1023,30,218,11,19,335,141,268,0.163,0.6679999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.6907,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,5,4,20,23,3,0,7,3,15,5,1,2,1,35,36,23,0,4,5,0,1,2,5,2,4,4,0,2,20,16,0,0,4,6,0,4,3,8,0,3,3,5,39,15,26,27,1,34,0,3,0,0,33,15,0,1,15,145,59,1,0.18219258695426366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901824367697286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032547461085126,0.0,0.0,0.0700474266452973,0.0,0.11106290995686552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930195008163522,0.0,0.18575748489927268,0.0,0.0,0.07847139061347351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006500083222923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676417750540657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033648538407996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606102311939875,0.0,0.0,0.1995830735051012,0.0,0.07748646069508522,0.0,0.0,0.35190385183152834,0.0,0.047594053480943734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055615147169841,0.09697369833510096,0.0,0.2698161902543304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794954638195337,0.06105992529026796,0.0,0.0,0.09047917406168604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839962915774747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006414052114206,0.0,0.0,0.09645782152587294,0.19795277881412215,0.0,0.19303201836107245,0.0890100950828147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019134508714718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936418866083589,0.0,0.06754674733634984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345841210142022,0.207848508436674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954176971639174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716685003445149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110625764810803,0.05835861825535925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733028673152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071159065481124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009656357507613,0.10197484238425338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643950006130252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210406591316448,0.11674165310606477,0.0,0.0,0.15935694391050598,0.0,0.0,0.08704641226329257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461599515741955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170575843102726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663191866029709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058663026289971186 lonely,souththroaway,2020/04/20,"I was catfished and now I feel even worse Basically an Egyptian girl sent me a message on reddit. We talked, she said she had lived most of her life abroad and that she was back in Egypt. I got a little suspicious because she said she had lived in ten countries, she had lived at least three years in Nigeria, that she was born and lived part of her childhood in Egypt, and that she had moved to Egypt in 2018. But I ignored because I needed affection and because it seemed she spoke fluently Arabic and English and knew quite a bit about Egyptian history. I told her quite a bit of personal stuff. So she started getting more affectionate, ""u/souththroaway, I have romantic feelings for you"". I got a bit distrustful and questioned her about some things. Well, she blocked me everywhere. I am quite devasted and wanna die even more. I mean, it is an awful feeling. You feel lonely and deprived and someone takes advantage of that.",6.526006305832894,7.400756450867053,5.95866526537047,80.3538991066737,65.41618497109826,9.065475564897527,34.80241723594325,9.095868883498916,3.0380104046242766,738,33,134,12,11,226,100,173,0.146,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.8959999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,2,0,4,8,7,1,0,7,1,10,1,0,1,0,28,28,13,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,12,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,15,7,30,3,16,13,9,16,0,2,0,0,28,8,0,4,6,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434391516874284,0.0,0.22437890134971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018493708644189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733673470668694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207612060139115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481505725980187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410241687935328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962587896155188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666221938138284,0.0,0.12297136359450388,0.4333632927675579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364945536250886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040403194112796,0.0,0.09097585601387582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286536758130546,0.0,0.0,0.10713144413562474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374450722838593,0.3914996960287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341969293510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169577585013518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395801054607433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684326301250507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404549818633151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922504255405997,0.09861658331215917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151227121382959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723912965277836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031641015739924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503540644752675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901074801602775 lonely,angelixm,2020/04/20,peepeepoopoo i need to keep myself stimulated and i have no one to text. i’m a 18yr old f i just want some friends. idc how old u r or if ur a f/m or non-binary lol !! i have acnh and minecraft on my switch if anyone is down to play or something. I AM DESPERATE I WANT AMIGIS,-2.452741935483872,-0.7521578870967716,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,103.67741935483872,4.415483870967742,15.877419354838713,6.2581,-0.4949729032258064,209,6,54,3,10,74,45,62,0.087,0.679,0.23399999999999999,0.7835,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,15,9,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296119287149656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370667559230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918805001616873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349066690498644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6891621349932997,0.0,0.22251975323042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280406544817635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873757469355101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Need_To_Ramble2,2020/04/20,"A discord server for those who have it Hey guys, So I was feeling kinda lonely and figured I would make a quick server in case people wanted to join, I'm gonna spread it across a couple of subs but if you guys want to join and interact with other people I feel like we can all be friends. If you're lonely, upset, or need to talk to someone, join and say hi! [https://discord.gg/TJ5Emjp](https://discord.gg/TJ5Emjp)",6.6392207792207785,7.706390584415589,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,65.23376623376622,7.19896103896104,24.49090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.833516363636364,333,7,60,2,5,100,58,77,0.115,0.675,0.21,0.7945,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,19,13,8,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,2,9,9,1,3,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,4,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923457373893977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671872206447806,0.18875322489664847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041296648173239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232231694147819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908071892398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636367311337714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590997401004032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36634289836650574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011211989800851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386611169792767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236373165532352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31167836319520786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876887428191569,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ya-boi46,2020/04/20,"Lonely forever? I want to make friends but I am extremely socially awkward. I don't know how I could make a friend, especially during the current lockdown. I just don't want to be lonely anymore",2.128378378378379,4.991638054054056,4.198702702702703,78.14021621621625,87.37837837837839,7.284324324324325,31.72432432432432,8.238735603445708,3.311198918918919,156,9,26,4,5,53,27,37,0.191,0.575,0.23399999999999999,0.1612,1,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,10,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396891715846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347545140804946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292623384017253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824079321940407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572713629086495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491574130646279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040559697228247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToxicPythonYT2,2020/04/20,For anybody that is lonely and thinks they don’t matter. This is for everyone who doesn’t think they matter or just need a friend to talk to if you are struggling with quarantine please talk to me. I am a 14 male for a female if needed but for all you others out there if you don’t think you matter you do. You don’t need to listen to what others think. Your never alone. You all rock in your own special way let all those bad people deal with their own problems. Ignore what they say about you. I know people say nobody’s perfect but everyone is perfect in their own special way. If you want to talk about problems you are having private chat me and I bet I can make you feel better come to me to vent about something or reveal why you are upset. REMEMBER YOUR NEVER ALONE YOU PERFECT IN YOUR OWN SPECIAL WAY.,2.1329268292682926,4.330097597560975,3.013597560975612,91.71295731707322,79.12195121951221,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,0.003982926829268153,642,16,129,4,16,203,82,164,0.13699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.2,0.8490000000000001,0,5,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,17,5,4,5,15,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,1,8,43,28,10,0,10,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,1,8,2,1,1,6,7,0,0,0,4,29,8,21,27,7,10,0,1,0,0,33,4,0,7,2,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532379260474106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501101344394772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182393258606465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186548030243087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200866640720394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632417960310838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964782429116259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642116036464422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757008469669896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085321787286353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194561092182596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064076960075387,0.21247430251693789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098956719690735,0.0,0.0,0.15120224110676234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636060184541052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560378154236456,0.0,0.0,0.2190801187689371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604254668145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400059608234947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33214175062233475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530447911204448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124535231434935,0.3280058302539195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429310483931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AstroKnight45,2020/04/20,"Social Instability Being a much more introverted person that likes reading books and writing over being on my phone or going to socialize, I had little friends from the start. To add on top of that, most of the friendships I've had were toxic, and they almost broke me last year (those alongside some other issues). Now, being a freshman in high school, I did not attend summer school (I'm smart enough to avoid it, but barely). Weirdly enough most people went, and friendships bloomed before the year even started. Entered the year with only two friends, and now I only talk to 1 regularly. I've tried to make friends, but everybody has their groups, and idk what to do. My social skills are awful. Reading books and learning more has its drawback hm? Now I feel more lonely than I ever have. I've tried to ask girls out, but I just can't follow the social media-driven culture nowadays. I'm 0-3 rn, in half a year. I wish one day I could befriend everybody, but rn im in such a lonely place idk what to do to at least try to stop it.",3.8157673267326717,5.491485762376243,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,72.56435643564356,6.238118811881187,25.00123762376238,6.6274283507984215,0.9228801980198024,812,25,154,6,16,260,126,202,0.11199999999999999,0.774,0.113,0.0566,0,5,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,7,10,0,1,9,2,15,0,0,1,1,29,26,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,2,4,0,5,2,5,1,3,5,1,13,5,23,17,10,31,0,3,0,0,17,12,0,5,15,101,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099053775482425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295670178781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281466580417443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647032892432206,0.0,0.0,0.0779232586578139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969266565263054,0.0,0.07980492950205287,0.10929471375630737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109363575151167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800513443344889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866862705614632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766009629770567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305136250722023,0.12611173628560568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848992860993867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059029847351639575,0.12110014684478396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806527945384937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882156450115307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187533350955492,0.18378837761967792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837660556479671,0.10550125848240798,0.1262382381490186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417188969022409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456624532178334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926706263583643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104359252245616,0.0,0.0,0.10101657411341536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971159656309374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610029799153316,0.0,0.11803017892935636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120076087035502,0.0,0.0,0.13894480068677964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112338647754844 lonely,Snowwhite_x,2020/04/20,"Tired of living.. Maybe dying is better.. Living is pointless..😔",1.384242424242423,2.3220013636363674,3.003636363636364,80.05878787878791,126.27272727272728,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-0.8664787878787878,49,1,6,0,3,16,9,11,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271476402490407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838991496446141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.65325924983028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716155740881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251471298126602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonymousAmber,2020/04/20,"33/F/NY --Looking for sometime to talk to, similar age and area Good Morning Everyone! This quarantine SUCKS. Has totally put a damper on my life and goals Ive set for 2020. The beginning of March started out lovely. I just moved out of a shitty apartment situation where I was living alone in the city and moved back in with my Dad to help him around the house (my mother passed a few years ago.) I got a new job, alot of my friends still live locally so I had a really good plan of action with turning my life around for the better. Welp the quarantine stopped that. Im obviously stuck at home and Im not feeling as connected with my friends as much as I was hoping, (mostly because our conversations are now purely text messages, Ive never been a huge fan of phone calls, which is now totally biting me in the ass.) So Im looking to broaden my relationship hopes more. I am looking to speak with someone around my age, females mainly but guys I dont mind as well, (Im not looking for a relationship but also dont mind if something happens.) I really ultimately would just like to just talk to someone everyday that can check up on me and vice versa and a friendship can ultimately grow. I dont mean to be ageist about this, its just what I prefer as Im hoping to meet someone that I can be friends with for a long period of time, and this is why location is important to me too because I would love to eventually be able to meet as well. After messaging me for a bit, Id really like some proof of who Im speaking with. Im not in the mood to get catfished, just be honest about who you are. I promise, Im being honest about who I am. I guess a short videochat would be ideal but we can talk about that when the time comes. Just to point out some of my interests. I love to read, watch movies and tv shows. Horror is my favorite genre. I love to laugh, so if you can do that, we're golden. Im pretty introverted but am extremely extroverted when Im comfortable with someone, ( I note this because my friends would NEVER think I was introverted, but I REALLY do enjoy my alone time.) I work in media, (artist,) but have recently started a new career in regards to making more stable money. Im pretty spiritual and healthy, (and you dont have to be, its just the path Im currently on.) I used to party alot when I was younger and in the past maybe 5 years, really dwindled down. I drink occasionally but really prefer a soberish lifestyle. If you sound interested, please feel free to hit me up. Leave a message and tell me about yourself.<3",3.954783304014075,5.176658297830375,5.301194093501788,81.46166799936032,71.54437869822485,8.558004158004158,28.29836345220961,8.994212911058018,2.217728972759742,1995,74,400,39,37,668,238,507,0.048,0.7190000000000001,0.233,0.9988,2,4,2,0,1,0,68.0,2,4,0,5,30,30,1,0,26,0,42,8,1,2,7,79,71,35,0,13,20,2,2,2,4,4,2,3,1,1,16,27,1,1,6,5,3,7,9,1,2,0,8,10,51,29,73,51,13,66,0,0,5,5,38,27,2,12,33,265,67,5,0.05220076071716236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046272824762091935,0.0,0.0,0.10812849035449816,0.0,0.041744929485899335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940923272668365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040139162830835226,0.0,0.09546329766971476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616733080450595,0.05698971082464896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053302813087156266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496633318659896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471561115813897,0.051136872465658664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988006387970405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052788546151924534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132071296197584,0.0,0.02727274296777233,0.0,0.0,0.08756704288247694,0.041749716975758376,0.0,0.05750502309575507,0.0516869601018996,0.04616096030652698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034989069563903,0.0,0.052361619189186186,0.15554140135019456,0.0,0.060232669259312636,0.0,0.0,0.6766293512405788,0.0,0.05180120030226879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527306840464196,0.0,0.0,0.07374188210886061,0.051005309848268184,0.0,0.09218845615104927,0.046196030572545836,0.1753419676195258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845289840403406,0.0,0.034844413124255874,0.0,0.05244268039950868,0.05686193159837751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054157751203776,0.0,0.0,0.110962294971972,0.038373565423623066,0.0,0.08052088947979201,0.10083163996832856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983153274372472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730075967320294,0.0493465916546867,0.0,0.0,0.1062138803231732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524761824676034,0.0,0.0,0.05221488698436361,0.0,0.2006468639537109,0.0,0.051541953661501584,0.11208816284177513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867584217222788,0.0,0.0,0.17691814063112155,0.04018669589849698,0.05162788711926892,0.0,0.07389593422289686,0.0,0.04168759493919738,0.043642173354884906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587098240434824,0.0456257657084641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03344813969322175,0.0,0.0,0.09131605008472513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056779437834487474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045084697005835145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386950588813596,0.0,0.04710306723830252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038002775510153734,0.0,0.0,0.14832769080191865,0.0,0.0,0.06723115686536946 lonely,LostThrowaway002,2020/04/20,"Birthday, Alone, Every Birthday Feels Worse and Worse. Last night got so sad I drank cooking wine because I’m underage and felt a little better. Can’t even attend AA because of coronavirus. Stuck at home with family. Would rather be at my old sober house.",3.713404255319148,6.572668425531919,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,77.51063829787232,6.313191489361702,24.293617021276606,7.554174236665415,1.428382127659575,204,7,35,3,5,62,41,47,0.264,0.688,0.048,-0.8906,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,4,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452059380542985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864631178598343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093898401849103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563739086833435,0.0,0.19947561501351505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231907784217144,0.0,0.11971003141973313,0.0,0.22732114906341125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935395252406628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748375491477924,0.0,0.0,0.2731825464097891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929862628634162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372898945266109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221777678253828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484336945864704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825454893036838,0.16818338276651698,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Covidconcerns,2020/04/20,"Concerned about being lonely if my bf dies of coronavirus I am really worried about this. I would have no one to talk to without him and I don’t want to go through the effort of getting to know a completely new person. In his building in London there have been three people in hospital and 2 casualties. I don’t want him to die :(",3.795909090909092,5.209873439393941,5.291333333333334,80.63700000000003,72.18181818181819,8.31030303030303,28.35151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.2858278787878787,261,10,50,5,5,88,49,66,0.204,0.758,0.038,-0.9079999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,8,0,14,10,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816913199358232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557666040609836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036696125816708,0.0,0.15268914995821575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765187579091735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594794171924082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205511908513386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625926249818456,0.2345888969649789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211439893452307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159436539692965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169324822412796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589845566307367,0.0,0.0,0.27284349077876463,0.0,0.19085270642660745,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Daddygeek84,2020/04/20,"Just need someone to talk to. Turns out that avoiding your crazy by working too much is the perfect way to make quarantine worse. Let's see if I can sum up my crazy. I'm a 36yo guy, got married at 19, have a 14yo son (who is awesome), I'm a big geek. Just over 6 months before the quarantine, I was able to turn 15 years of working ~100 hrs a week at a weird mix of jobs into a real, grown up job for an amazing nonprofit organization. Sounds pretty good, right? Turns out actually achieving something freed up a large portion of my brain to start having intense panic attacks. I've been fighting depression and anxiety for years, but it's gotten exponentially worse. All those years of labor-intensive jobs have fucked up my body. There's nothing that can be done to fix any of the issues, and I'm avoiding narcotics to treat them because I've had some drug issues. Idk, that's the surface of me. I guess if anyone can identify, is going through something similar and needs to talk, or just wants to chat, let's talk.",5.172957692307693,5.883624564999997,5.690999999999999,81.6626153846154,68.35,8.353846153846153,31.384615384615394,8.384062270229773,2.2698076923076926,803,32,157,11,13,259,130,200,0.16699999999999998,0.758,0.075,-0.9437,3,4,3,0,2,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,5,14,3,3,12,0,16,4,2,1,2,24,33,7,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,6,2,9,5,29,24,4,22,0,1,1,1,10,13,1,5,6,87,15,7,0.11538963068242772,0.0,0.11260363439171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846890574308958,0.0,0.0882727516367492,0.0,0.0,0.0806831127157014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127236308921153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034044785617735,0.0,0.0981880768628644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817186695800795,0.0,0.12881298948365744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938491982469286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808365461219755,0.0,0.0,0.13381533780844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667585420216713,0.0,0.0,0.06557858627190627,0.09678334759247356,0.0922876287001076,0.0,0.127114687338686,0.11425387590749625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087359053045876,0.3435192106206256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359874305188971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702347449568718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921029023294226,0.0,0.08482465545265615,0.17111989810863748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071946271533853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538486952101236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739273772507555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133866172168215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854211412456272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919505961080482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977692596237162,0.1776651502532615,0.0,0.0,0.0816733745041921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782374427830301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765323496477311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805979381873829,0.09159091789050362,0.09255860153821624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801005084135204,0.0,0.2351837833546681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292141688550454 lonely,ThrowAwayHeart88,2020/04/20,Is there a woman as lonely as me? I'm 31 and I've gone through a lot of pain in the last year. Trust issues has me really questioning my own reality. Do people just lie? I have morals and pride. I'd love to chat with a woman that also has gone through some pain and we can vent to each other and perhaps develop a relationship. I'm up to chat with almost any age.,0.5338461538461559,2.4979087307692325,3.1894230769230774,89.56182692307692,83.48717948717949,6.464102564102564,18.724358974358974,7.645422480735847,0.4764820512820514,283,7,64,5,8,99,56,78,0.134,0.747,0.11900000000000001,0.1197,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,12,9,4,7,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,4,3,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115046356329536,0.0,0.0,0.2165453895799505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414199962592773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826275210372852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207246144571823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021036595870464,0.24439259333374114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57626526496857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772711685802415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033393830981437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347078179290398,0.0,0.0,0.2907200370055939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437563357532818 lonely,ltpcel,2020/04/20,Leaving university with no real lasting friends feeling lonely during quarantine So with the Covid 19 epidemic all classes and social events were cancelled so I (22M) had to move back home and end my final year early without the chance to have a send off or say goodbye to friends. The thing is for my 3rd year I had a year abroad so the majority of my friends from 1st and 2nd year graduated and moved away so I had to try and make friends again for my final year which I did with two of my flatmates but that fell apart after Christmas because me and one of them started a sort of relationship but it didn't work out and I realised I didn't want to be just friends with her and she never really made too much of an effort to be friends with me. So to not go crazy I joined a uni club which went well and I met lots of cool people there who I became friends with. However obviously I only had a max 5 or so months with them and they all had other friends that they were closer with so I knew it was only really a temporary thing just so I wasnt entirely miserable during my last term. Then the coronavirus pandemic started and everything was shut down and I had to go back home which kind of made me feel depressed because I never got to say goodbye to anyone and we were planning a big end of term party. Since I've moved back home no one has really reached out to me which I understand why because I'd only known them for around 2 months but I feel very lonely luckily I have my family and I feel very bad for those who live alone during this. I fell out of contact a bit with my old school friends since I started uni and I get a lot of anxiety texting people first because I feel like I annoy them and they don't really want to talk to me. I know I need to get back into contact with them since I'm probably not going back to uni so I need friends at home but I feel it's a little pointless because I'm not gonna be able to see them in person for a long time however I am feeling lonely. Any advice or people in a similar situation to me?,3.404464394400488,4.501443500000004,4.77249543517955,85.20713633597079,72.72641509433961,7.92379793061473,27.356664637857577,8.360895534625662,1.7504494217894098,1620,58,340,26,31,540,196,424,0.083,0.774,0.14300000000000002,0.9816,2,8,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,9,4,21,21,1,1,18,1,24,0,0,3,5,72,56,33,0,4,13,0,7,1,10,1,0,2,4,1,16,32,0,0,11,1,0,10,12,7,1,4,21,11,54,14,56,31,9,60,0,5,1,0,34,16,0,6,35,228,70,4,0.06540970866766999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391761028652752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774473164370352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044480844888499814,0.0,0.050038248096521895,0.0,0.0,0.0457359891519134,0.0,0.0,0.0582285083777701,0.0,0.0,0.06145457444921822,0.2514801423253878,0.054614374572148135,0.19936575646422686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141046089907796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633728622967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586717449888598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058786028508139486,0.0,0.06166245201688453,0.0,0.23151179830952226,0.046728708941661215,0.0,0.14330627728826298,0.0,0.055637464778154934,0.0,0.0,0.5053537866084405,0.0,0.06834774618538192,0.0,0.11152153440949387,0.0,0.05231411931213864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244508390132354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811414606022091,0.03594746527208868,0.1066352853633446,0.0,0.06925943706270875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195587968301948,0.06555771183203679,0.05775797111496765,0.057885533847393665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112179904718717,0.0,0.12378449576388145,0.04366148845038152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441881082702577,0.2085605062310852,0.048083662008276636,0.0970009403473364,0.10089599941027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863648614939895,0.0,0.08864662281955771,0.14924109274836153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604056841931855,0.05711323463853284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052272897403067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445056847144545,0.16761253713529253,0.0,0.0,0.07022554820895925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403285137200108,0.0,0.06619811722936518,0.05212306918460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232276080552646,0.07352325310182266,0.0,0.06667696074784296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889198537069916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525738461513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691060797913938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038140927135061634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440889857930624,0.0,0.06389578096591521,0.06809381352031678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079397198193674,0.0771606817586132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058811183482450936,0.060635455246759326,0.059022088243209835,0.0,0.0,0.06305262500473682,0.0,0.04761904693593411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060853920220848 lonely,haitianking35,2020/04/20,"Feeling Lonely I just need someone to talk to, I'm experiencing an extreme low today and can't seem to focus. If you don't mind...",3.1133333333333333,4.2203160740740735,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,73.44444444444444,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.5981259259259255,102,4,20,1,2,37,23,27,0.17600000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.057,-0.4767,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804424857118016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553916138491455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344182607454493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105826394941379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821393785189859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625048195961017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275048220900121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nooblious,2020/04/20,"A message of Hope This is a message for you, for those who are still fighting, for this struggling to hold on, for those who needs to believe. I am going to share the stories of my own, and I know this will be helpful because I’ve been here before. I tend not to share to much with strangers, but I know you are brothers and sisters fighting the same war. I grow up being rejected from most people, as friends and even with girls. Everything stoped when I stoped trying so hard, I was true to my self, and now I have a lot of friends. But yet still I felt like too much of a coward to ask any of my crush out, judging on my looks and experience. Every night is like a torture to me, I would...well seeing that we’re here...pretend to have a gf, and we all know how that goes. Any chance to a relationship to a girl I would grab on, but most of them ended up rushed and creeped out, I am not proud of that. I was devastated. And then one day, I met a girl at this camp, it was only two days, so I guess I could pretend to be someone that I’m not, for some odd reason, I was one of the guys, if not the guy that has all the girls attention. I was funny, nice, and confident, I didn’t have anything to lose, and being at the wonderful camp, there’s zero time to think about how miserable I was. Anyways I was able to impress most of the girls, but there was thins one girl that I took particular notice. She was very nice, cute and probably the funniest girl I’ve met. So I asked for her number, and we talked after camp was over, funny enough, she asked me out (not dating) I agreed, though she lives on another island. Things escalated, and three days after I asked if she wanted to date me, and she said yes. She was everything to me. Everything. Though she’s really, really busy being a school model, swimming, band, and everything else, we still talked everyday, through FaceTime or just texting. And being the guy that was lonely for his entire life, I naturally put too much into her, too much to pull out. One day, and I mind you this is shortly after, she told me that she can no longer bare it anymore, she couldn’t see me because of the the time, the distance, and her parents. She said that she could bare not seeing me anymore, and that the pain is effecting her life too much. I was completely horror struck, that night was the worst night of my entire life, I’m pretty sure I was suffocating, it’s like there’s a expanding metal ball in my chest, I thought of killing myself. But I held on, because of a promise that I had with God, I told him that I would hold on because I know that I can trust him, that he answered my called when she came into my life. Still I struggled, we became just friends, and after a while things seems like it’s going to be bearable. Until one day I crossed the line and suggested to be together again. That was the biggest mistake of my life...she blocked me out completely. It’s been a while now, for most of the time was pretty much normal, infancy better now that I don’t do desperately want a gf, but this whole quarantine business...and this video... let’s just say I was constantly reminded. But even though it was painful being lonely, it was nothing like being dumped, but at least it wasn’t constant. I sympathize with everyone here, none of you are creeps, I get how it feels to think that you’re going to die alone, and the thought of a gf is laughable. I don’t blame anyone to doing anything (just don’t hurt anyone). People say that we are losers, creep, and fucking scum of there world, but I know better...I know that we are soldiers, holding the fuck on. Those people had it easy, they was born with “courage”, but let me tell you what true bravery is, it is the very thing that dances with hope, it’s is the core of your existence, it’s is the very reason you are here today. You held on, you’ve won every night, alone, by your self. It’s fucking overwhelming, but you held on like a man. Sure, you cried, but isn’t that what makes us human? Isn’t that the very thing that streams through your vain? The very essence that powers, fuses and the very thing that gives you strength? DO YOU NOT REALIZE THAT YOURE A SOLDIER!? You’ve won the battle that killed our brother and sister, the ones who gave into the fear, so won’t you fight for them? Won’t you fight for your future? WONT YOU FIGHT, FOR HER? Because i know she there, even though you don’t. I’ve been though it all, and it is not with sheer luck that I had a gf, it’s is because I held on long enough for me to find her. You never ever know who she is and when she will come. It is no matter if if, it’s is, and I repeat, a matter of WHEN. So for those of you who had the heart and soul to read all of this, congratulations, because this is the manual to get a gf. Hold one, be true, and mean while, enjoy life, because you’ll only have it once. Work on your self, for her, do everything in your power to make sure that when she appears, you will be there, wrong as eve you can be. Because one day she will come, oh yes, she fuckkng will, because you’ve won the battle. There will be those who are not your final partner, but merely armor that requires you to kill the bosses. They will hurt, oh yes beyond anything you’ve ever felt, but just like always, you will hold on, because you believed. And when you see her, you will know, that all is won.",4.666253483046873,4.8648479223659935,5.038338345242366,87.70376624272355,69.31423290203327,7.975413137638978,26.87014097718432,7.5979879213660455,1.2258945954147924,4140,116,901,41,67,1314,368,1082,0.14300000000000002,0.691,0.166,0.975,3,8,0,0,7,1,183.0,8,33,4,14,55,70,16,5,53,3,107,12,2,9,14,170,175,76,5,16,33,5,6,7,9,15,7,4,0,16,79,55,0,11,26,7,0,15,25,34,0,11,51,15,143,36,112,90,25,101,1,9,5,3,142,33,3,18,60,648,222,5,0.04384489433782682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908201752114124,0.0,0.0,0.03648246443032616,0.0,0.0,0.05963206331042691,0.04597519461997314,0.0,0.0,0.08696470741713133,0.061314739131158674,0.0,0.10824183663876503,0.0,0.16395623032077958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29400184698217363,0.0,0.03730877575243256,0.09879636325633884,0.0,0.07755449204852495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044770539271986716,0.05014687870934717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553698835954897,0.09194107505837668,0.09476150919023116,0.0,0.07001316087446365,0.0,0.048161557632473935,0.16965797790173667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550407810657594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662678316529523,0.0,0.03883356252920584,0.09060699266001876,0.0,0.08687741759726339,0.0793204341922749,0.07388242898881175,0.04189567547146201,0.19702481947865744,0.04288871983800073,0.0,0.04933769573626837,0.022169295968877244,0.0,0.08419594872383103,0.04802993862558525,0.04007343910753978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016233698103262,0.12160169492431808,0.0458142953204721,0.04206001783890469,0.07475419157452051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830009423021165,0.13024001603675006,0.0,0.0,0.03927641331178085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051956410895260284,0.029388308463938282,0.0,0.0,0.08709574616236887,0.0,0.0,0.09387373242063483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552363826979686,0.0,0.2168640655652096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966875008580798,0.18581367311027375,0.14994280477613145,0.0,0.03871584497600269,0.03880135177061447,0.03681866862496306,0.04905122167439994,0.0,0.03727536125776135,0.0,0.0,0.058533614863367216,0.0,0.0,0.04775994350511304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427084450680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338625317902056,0.032510433594859695,0.033815885465329924,0.0,0.0,0.16458185280581172,0.04295868729855345,0.04207035862048431,0.04991770280561885,0.0,0.046693381527233103,0.2376834809447652,0.0666920357410485,0.09330811774069378,0.0,0.048684566468736916,0.0,0.0,0.0911895874404205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921204013122787,0.04727221177503707,0.0,0.0,0.04407622885059105,0.0,0.0,0.043856759388916464,0.0,0.05617632405099168,0.09015970747225223,0.0,0.04707300802517797,0.0,0.0,0.08341306979009883,0.06973443956528039,0.0,0.04437337383707353,0.13975481667856715,0.0399147451060895,0.1372193610314985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371496366903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400583570197896,0.0,0.0,0.09167240661814684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396988209117285,0.0,0.0,0.07048173050733159,0.0383223701932058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145642997855344,0.05618807582488043,0.215386930371136,0.06961589716402354,0.0766989314390612,0.0,0.04155983318332825,0.08379135094292402,0.048713290872207035,0.029767805200932557,0.0,0.04283009085573524,0.0,0.052740009408953736,0.0,0.0,0.21705977782503003,0.05172170932498345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895125873673835,0.0,0.0,0.04754791761139957,0.031919605268109205,0.0,0.0,0.09343846489835453,0.04793750907159091,0.0,0.0 lonely,supalonelygrl,2020/04/20,"had a bittersweet dream :(: (19F) I had a dream about some sweet guy that I don’t know. It was nothing more than an innocent kiss which gradually made its way up to softly making out. It felt so real & I was so happy I almost teared up. I literally felt like I was on cloud 9, and I had all the happiness that I’d lost over these last couple of years.. I felt like I was seeing colors for the first time, it’s unexplainable. I know it might sound like I’m thinking too much about it but I’ve always been afraid to even face a guy’s direction, so this was a total shocker lol.. I always get sad knowing all of my best friends are in one relationship after the other & they all look so genuinely happy in each relationship yet, I haven’t even had my first boyfriend & realizing it always makes my sensitive ass feel so so so soooo lonely. Anyways, I was pretty happy yet bummed when I woke up, but the only I got from that dream was butterflies & that I’m probably in desperate need of intimacy :( - this is really sad now that I reread this lol",1.4410541427399508,3.7875454433962297,3.4227071369975413,86.94066858080393,82.77358490566039,6.894503691550453,20.06644790812141,8.04050195162591,0.9873270713699748,822,23,171,17,23,277,124,212,0.11800000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.221,0.9747,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,17,16,0,1,9,2,17,3,2,3,4,26,37,11,0,1,2,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,18,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,19,10,20,11,20,17,9,20,0,4,3,2,6,9,1,3,13,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053644762259994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626590068813302,0.456031290527873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042383226870496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642596762444428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899606949885354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053203325244691305,0.0,0.3030884100150021,0.0,0.0,0.17900329133958764,0.0,0.0,0.08129413467573382,0.0,0.05497406995272437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415551982592732,0.0,0.0,0.2083723345057869,0.0,0.448042432694474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348151891922314,0.08576984559363597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421823218547204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835984709123931,0.0,0.11486207103329794,0.0,0.0,0.0995634517446862,0.14047279416067718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162374706193902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735016138371248,0.07802066311990588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009631959440066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130104379356142,0.08002595287064679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704844198722988,0.1134469430889463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976549301474138,0.0674078068092897,0.0,0.0,0.2259377618238676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384818553440268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742190814677204,0.0,0.0,0.06135570266494296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352020108194819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775941688166205 lonely,ab_pride04,2020/04/20,"Wife left me. Title says it all, just looking for someone to talk to.",-0.09928571428571333,2.231877642857146,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,94.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.4210285714285713,53,2,11,0,2,17,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551444920816557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262067201745375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036170763406776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300379508765765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079423335175739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,turceyufe,2020/04/20,"I feel lonely, and it's not only quarantine. Hello, first time I post on this subreddit. I (15M from Belgium) feel lonely and I live in a place where there is nothing, not even a bakery or something. So quarantine or not, nothing changes for me. I have no social activities excepted school where I don't have a lot of social activities either. It makes a long time that I haven't got real connections with someone (as friend, nothing more). I am quite afraid of people but on the other hand I want to be friends. I am a only child and I don't have so much friends in the same passions. I am passionate about Python devloppement and open-source software as well as music and ecology. I know it's not really the kind of stuff that is common, especially where I am. What could I do?",3.6737445887445896,5.222193409090913,4.969545454545455,82.29098484848484,72.70129870129871,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0833307359307356,611,22,120,12,12,203,92,154,0.034,0.78,0.18600000000000005,0.9766,0,6,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,8,0,15,3,1,1,0,24,21,13,0,2,9,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,1,3,16,7,16,18,5,14,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,3,5,91,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550676415321655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491516722917195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333587773170604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821490009689684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307903089729567,0.0,0.0,0.3626261141675995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512993408424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292195527302478,0.08598259932760358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815106157733864,0.13845617837008886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133010934712401,0.0,0.0,0.10443374071191687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501112007114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503632588643034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379794511030439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084649649904515,0.0,0.1634603178503831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983893922291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640726004016498,0.0,0.1780780188572295,0.10022794036869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583390135268783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318968714871563,0.13256230747823486,0.1204453340788449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910150833795244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245826408148189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922801640293522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067023605361265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,usagihatesyou,2020/04/20,"I just want someone. This past month is the loneliest I’ve ever been. I haven’t talked to anyone other than family members. I am slowly going crazy. No one ever texts me. My friends don’t text me. I hate being alone. If anyone sees this, I want to be your friend. Please. I’m 17, F, I can keep a convo. I’ll show you my music. I just want someone to talk to. :(",-1.5837445887445902,0.3585740779220785,1.1644480519480531,98.14286255411258,100.42857142857143,3.0861471861471865,12.91017316017316,4.7782277997778095,-1.341613852813853,272,5,62,1,12,93,55,77,0.20199999999999999,0.6459999999999999,0.152,-0.7269,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,9,16,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,13,2,5,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097335298879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848656935977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685193939147601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203167449142455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475859515423793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157682743930026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111308944263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810592803073187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259261864924265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803342926898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944561606852583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360311065894095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232374691183246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34519129242552593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274551491443413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604453221941883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yoyojzy_type_beat,2020/04/20,"Reality check Its been almost 40 days of quarantine and a lot of my ""best friends"" have not even hit me up on text. Sometimea i would text them or call them and have a decent conversation but never ever have i gotten a call or text from them. I have 3 friends who have called me and only 2 of them are good friends. I went out of my way for those ""best friends"" by gifting them various things (not expensive, im not rich like that but the emotion was there) before the lockdown. I guess i was just getting excited as these were first actual best buds as i was mostly only picked on growing up in highschool and middle school. I guess they weren't my best friends",5.4102272727272736,5.613621234848484,5.595000000000002,84.33750000000002,67.71212121212122,8.721212121212123,30.13636363636364,8.472884824447931,2.003118181818182,521,18,108,7,8,165,82,132,0.042,0.655,0.303,0.9923,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,6,5,4,13,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,22,19,10,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,8,0,19,13,15,9,7,14,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,7,5,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.1233450967193834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265681914787642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755441334344372,0.0,0.5305828016048424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38719596041589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815155143986308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421794484069328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348393011223193,0.11433319096702226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751309960010692,0.0,0.0,0.4882694800128367,0.0,0.06603713947402008,0.0,0.0,0.1060156844324552,0.0,0.0,0.2784807699847805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653029232914113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061751118403196276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745808543401626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748504606655466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226100653653225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792036444145674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397245353670238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032793956295907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717115014561688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978869871028694,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,johnnyspargo666,2020/04/20,"Am I lonely? I don’t feel alone, I have friends and family who are close to me, but I always feel the need to go out, even if it’s for no reason! I will just go into the shops to buy a drink or drive my car around for ages. Right now I have no sport because of this virus shit. I have a little home gym at home but I can’t sit in it all day other wise I’d burn myself out. My job has been put on hold as well, I have been looking for labour work but it’s very hard at the moment. When ever I sit still I get myself in trouble whether that be eating Shit food, to smoking weed and masturbating. I need to keep moving. Is anyone else like this? I wouldn’t call it loneliness but maybe some where along the lines? I use to want to stay inside all day now all I want to do is get out!",0.6174759152215792,1.9583965664739904,2.413202312138729,98.30323314065512,80.44508670520231,5.306974951830443,16.157610789980733,5.6839178017228535,-0.8843723314065508,598,8,152,3,15,198,109,173,0.162,0.754,0.084,-0.9438,1,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,6,0,17,5,2,2,4,33,30,11,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,9,3,2,3,4,2,6,5,4,1,0,2,4,20,4,24,25,4,32,0,1,1,0,3,14,2,3,10,100,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736133146831913,0.0,0.0,0.12642409386764353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106238167520066,0.15567782834711552,0.0,0.13525650460808514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261963292260016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551450799119183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597411577103072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884081543984892,0.0,0.1554698983201323,0.1269242071571784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035322420237333,0.13743608298581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323306500071065,0.0,0.15364823612185188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837233153404022,0.0,0.11738646355779345,0.0,0.15876204808304187,0.0,0.17269905930954668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610607289965235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048112143777712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077443187262635,0.1350489482212903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422894228305256,0.15228119695215475,0.0,0.0,0.12758915525604414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264154685557216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148541815689466,0.0,0.22531932382604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273905917679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621695927806312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297537151923669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119231292587493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619450596799577,0.1213374092958686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122513643581676,0.0,0.12536427274099088,0.1792332381268965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660997561699334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106122416795704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,berryyblastt,2020/04/20,"i keep having dreams about my ex we broke up a month ago but this quarantine just makes everything that, much more empty :( anyone relate?",3.272266666666667,6.2848727600000025,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,81.4,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.6187333333333339,109,2,19,2,3,33,25,25,0.287,0.652,0.06,-0.7879999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180793687723787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297808384798001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238785720347894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41921426564346814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148225836467023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764576171428399,0.0,0.3467088100270241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jfrdeeb,2020/04/20,"My real experience with girls 💔 I am a normal person, but it is by my nature that I am rare in speaking (from a child age) and I do not feel that I have to speak a lot in order to attract people, well my problem is that I am with this ""feature"" I cannot communicate a lot with people and especially girls, because they do not like the silent people? (they fear? I do not know?) Always when I am alone with a girl, I see her somewhat embarrassing, and she does not know what to do ... It is annoying to me, frankly. Because of that, I do not have girl friends and I cannot be emotionally connected, because I always get to this stage.",1.6166279069767415,3.5077271937984515,3.7869961240310097,87.05863372093027,79.3875968992248,6.470542635658915,23.92829457364341,7.492282038375204,1.0453457364341079,484,17,104,7,12,166,69,129,0.18,0.775,0.045,-0.9552,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,2,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,23,22,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,4,20,4,14,21,3,6,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,3,3,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007875905437568,0.0,0.0,0.3226255009093185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545382990481393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965418783255906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218074113708956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896389804959608,0.0,0.21815410566663326,0.09802490495708563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978104824289096,0.0,0.10128742813415943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308830260334816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471355084858518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32963732810123497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994835223606465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032085932937171,0.16927705657679856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550439420085502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066291939299326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448678029112525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430958160073612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FriendlyEgg9,2020/04/20,"My only friend is avoiding speaking to me during lockdown It has been six weeks since I last saw my friend, and while I have mentioned speaking on Skype twice during messages, she hasn't shown any interest. Given that my university is unlikely to be open for 18 months, I don't see how our friendship can be sustainable. She has quite happily been speaking to others on it, and the only reason I mentioned Skype last time was because she said she was a bit lonely. I don't get it or understand it, and I don't know what to do. Right now I am about to give up, it hurts and feels very lonely, but stressing about it just makes it worse.",7.835238095238098,6.216350936507936,7.4904761904761905,78.76285714285716,63.444444444444436,10.304761904761904,34.49206349206349,8.841846274778883,2.7123111111111107,502,17,100,6,6,159,79,126,0.131,0.802,0.067,-0.8014,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,2,0,18,0,0,3,0,15,28,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,7,16,3,11,19,1,12,0,3,2,0,15,5,0,1,7,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996748286082933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546849400406734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470666838794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407087668281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180384619180632,0.0,0.10753462548608306,0.19744528360009625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203390140178133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311557237668796,0.335548313299068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738922117320382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428687619823712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130770881076258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189193233779879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116215104727609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175772703074992,0.1957859038926358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401520274710454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702598672748689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357708732184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001771950274052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427020329143068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982648285673754,0.0,0.0,0.16509972137037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097523971699992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somelunacy,2020/04/20,"19 [F4M] looking for a click or something Hi, I may seem like an asshole or anything like that. I'm looking for someone that can give me attention and validation. I'm going through some things and I know this isn't probably the best way to go but it's worth a shot I guess. About me: I'm an artist. I'm in college too, studying architectural drafting. I love music, and movies. I'm bipolar and I'm trying my best to put up with every day lol. I'm insecure, hence, the need for attention and validation. About the potential dude: I mean, beggars can't be choosers. As long as you're someone around my age and someone who's patient and understanding you're already qualified lol. Ideally I like smart guys who are funny, good looking (that's just a bonus now), and compassionate. But again if you're none of those but nice then just go for it and hit me up. Have a good one.",1.5598744019138768,3.923170238636368,3.174904306220097,88.7988038277512,82.4090909090909,6.432535885167465,26.308612440191393,7.669130373188453,1.5470386363636366,686,30,143,12,19,226,107,176,0.053,0.672,0.27399999999999997,0.9925,0,0,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,8,14,0,1,9,2,7,2,0,0,0,30,29,18,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,6,1,3,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,11,13,17,26,4,15,0,0,4,1,7,4,0,7,9,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964166092988014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650429253330814,0.13684969765744093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32265418293590986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914125228084128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952169928154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746902766642667,0.2620999350905507,0.2578779706804044,0.0,0.0,0.16934771543861962,0.1522139830575934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448438558860237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253098659831881,0.0,0.0,0.13604363268868522,0.3872761026558616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874469609101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745386217092256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139866856360026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041694512635071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574379813167628,0.0,0.0,0.1545381801000404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994736457062726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907573806940247,0.11834662043530908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212944446392733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437059978335568,0.0,0.0,0.1600353169299986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202140464190453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrmoviebear,2020/04/20,"I broke up with my girlfriend I finally broke up with my girlfriend today, I put it off for a while and I really liked her but it had to be done it was putting an emotional toll on me. She took it well and it wasn’t that big of a breakup, but why do I feel empty it feels like I was the one dumped but it was her, I feel this shameful regretful feeling but I knew I made the right chose, but gosh I don’t want to feel lonely again.",0.3575672514619903,2.0066156105263167,2.1898245614035083,98.16321637426904,82.36842105263158,5.906432748538013,20.029239766081872,6.937597516519254,0.041994152046783466,333,9,84,4,9,110,59,95,0.212,0.6609999999999999,0.127,-0.894,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,18,8,0,2,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,6,1,1,9,5,16,3,10,8,0,13,0,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,60,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813286642063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977210923149986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388910636625566,0.15227887904043688,0.0,0.23350227043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827476928397606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016936128177937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444020238752578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285618430260364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365533621951303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203428652114165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204721648575136,0.0,0.2368244545923363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572508839123722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165308219685454,0.0,0.1923403757532152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Leffigi,2020/04/20,"I just realized that I'm lonely and that I barely have any friends anymore I know it's petty but I just saw an ig post from one of my friends that I consider close. It had 24 names that were important to her and all of my friends that were in the group were there except for me. After that I realized that I haven't really had anyone message me during an entire month of this quarantine except for one person who I'm barely hanging on with a conversation who could just stop talking to me anytime. I've also seen an IG story where they're all having a watch party and the only who's not invited is me and someone who didn't have access to internet (I'm pretty sure she would have been invited though) Anyway guess that's just me realizing i've been alone and this quarantine just made it more apparent to me. Just realizing that idk how to connect with new people in college anymore. I talk to them but I never get close to them so that group was the closest friend group I got now. I have another friend that carried over from highschool but that's it. Just being alone sucks because now I'm just in my room watching movies, shows and video games alone. No communication other than people messaging me sometimes. Just really peeved that I never realized that I'm alone.",4.334267141958482,5.877162338645422,5.264097295030408,80.85101698469283,71.03187250996018,8.312098972530931,27.1547494233592,8.841846274778883,2.10575219123506,1021,35,192,19,19,334,130,251,0.091,0.789,0.12,0.9086,1,8,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,18,8,1,0,8,0,19,0,0,2,5,43,32,13,0,2,15,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,25,10,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,2,0,2,13,4,26,6,25,16,3,20,0,1,4,0,24,10,1,1,8,139,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218470228418451,0.0,0.10073416867071376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566052265376035,0.13208529041679593,0.0,0.0,0.2498468735184701,0.08807766005030461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678709764077933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057280630938184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866012504309233,0.0,0.06581151589096794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074572130277967,0.0,0.13876465398983975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922707226006718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919113306127545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054406489746906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430395409131265,0.12165778638271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071429423718792,0.095802062200698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465654743631526,0.10998778332217456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063965446583655,0.12815169491733816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613928149332891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672973962780496,0.0,0.1245826104686966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531238418722157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187205261032569,0.0,0.0,0.20249179845983387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375997746269167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948192515707187,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hanzo0it,2020/04/20,I want gf I just want someone i could look up to and think about hugging them at night i am so tired of feeling like 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lonely,Squidwardtentaclebal,2020/04/20,"my heart aches i’ve been in a rut lately. i spend so much time worrying about my relationship, when in reality nothing has gone truly wrong. all the problems in it seem to be in my head and me overthinking things. i don’t know if i’m ready to continue this relationship and i don’t know what to do. this fits in lonely because i still feel alone in a relationship that’s been going on for 10 months. sorry if it is wrong to post it here. hope everyone has been doing okay",2.07053837342497,4.064133144329901,3.941168384879728,86.00277205040095,78.38144329896906,7.61008018327606,22.117983963344788,8.515128840125781,1.2968382588774334,373,11,80,8,9,126,66,97,0.21100000000000002,0.718,0.071,-0.9094,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,1,11,2,2,0,1,11,19,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,1,8,2,13,14,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,4,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173055085663045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696285265323716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676659214588847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872121990844778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972175148716364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007942428271928,0.0,0.0,0.20792884731943576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427799374436376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928637846011292,0.0,0.1979340451511859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005582095440625,0.0,0.12898819099212294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836500103725585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680485652047072,0.0,0.0,0.16789790471189614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651566070411552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973826517172673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964205700088396,0.0,0.0,0.14012790833111374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657225794621365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231602561941187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819491948036867,0.0,0.0,0.3836905141394278,0.0,0.0 lonely,sahltnpephr,2020/04/20,"I just want someone to love me Someone to love me effortlessly, without barriers. Someone who’s gentle and hesitates before touching me. Someone who actually listens to me speak and wants to understand me. Someone who apologizes and teaches me things without belittlement. Someone to adore my sensitivity, my openness, my resilience, my intelligence. I pray every day that God sends me a man like this. But so far, nothing. I knew someone who hurt me when they weren’t happy. I knew someone who left bruises on my skin when I raised my voice. Someone who blamed me for their substance abuse. Someone who threw water in my face and called me a bitch, whore, cheater. Someone who told me no one will ever love me again. That I deserve to be hurt. I knew someone that I called my friend, I was lonely. So he took me out and he encouraged me to drink, and drink, and drink. I was highly intoxicated, and I wanted to go home. He told me no, he told me to go to his house to meet his signs he told me then he will take me home. I knew someone that raped me and texted me the next morning like nothing happened. I want to know someone who loves me, I want to experience love so pure I thank God everyday for the blessing. But I’m alone, and I’ve been hurt. And every time I fall for someone they leave. I’m lonely and it hurts so bad.",2.626370656370653,4.908089196911199,3.712948262548263,86.8948895752896,77.88030888030889,6.151722007722008,27.348416988416986,7.24861992348623,1.443601266409266,1038,44,205,13,25,335,122,259,0.17800000000000002,0.615,0.207,0.757,1,5,3,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,3,0,9,23,2,0,4,0,7,14,2,0,2,34,37,21,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,2,1,3,2,1,16,14,4,1,6,3,0,6,5,10,0,1,14,5,50,13,21,20,0,22,2,6,0,7,39,7,1,0,11,125,66,1,0.0,0.07163579749141191,0.05900071952122414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261883669443613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048198611943234,0.0,0.0,0.05144742631629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347384624037118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038992016136674905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768479642098758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468997723970133,0.10188114578438566,0.0,0.0,0.05914196349693269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467116268213752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872218283412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053465014181112436,0.06436131893046827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387983024052422,0.1212936080144766,0.0,0.0,0.06976329120388905,0.2588968324124647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322750570908862,0.0,0.0,0.06401893215531587,0.06569050242057523,0.0,0.0,0.059075885688714865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283977680320176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430042008862713,0.0,0.0,0.116026947096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040969594706240814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.768419691249483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045458766245578736,0.0,0.0,0.05566389872172562,0.0,0.0,0.04016726493716734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525499960950535,0.0,0.0,0.23109036770243194,0.06717383222119114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294150534326333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830582589380722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656351519975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LesLaxley,2020/04/20,26 M looking for a friend 26 M USA Feeling pretty down and looking for someone to play WoW with. I haven't really played since BC so just getting back into it. I do have discord.,2.5582882882882885,4.048312216216221,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.48648648648648,6.014414414414415,28.54954954954956,6.42735559955562,1.3387549549549551,140,6,28,1,3,47,31,37,0.115,0.557,0.32799999999999996,0.8461,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,6,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829520342859645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606051381334665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284298554615018,0.0,0.1922530904745539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180169556941427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743654748544051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357358513266743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439484509682097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178619746405256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Poptropica_Fan_Stan,2020/04/20,"Kinda feeling down bro’s Lately I’ve been feeling kinda down and in the gutter. Before these times of quarantine, I used to have a schedule,work, and friends around every corner. Even though it sounds like a pain it was my jam always looking forward for something during those days. Now I look at rn and it fills me with blue. All my friends that I would talk to never text back and when I make new ones they always leave with hurts. It makes me feel I’m never good enough especially when I try my hardest. The only group I have is a group I met through a friend on Xbox. Even though I join them they were in a tight clique beforehand so I’m always pushed to the side. I try to start a convo but they usually just stomp me out like a zig zag.I kinda feel like trash or a old lawnmower who only sees use once and a while. Everything in life is just too sporadic.All in all I just want a regular friendship and someone to connect to that won’t leave me out to dry. I want to feel at home again but u guess it’ll be a while before that happens. For now I’ll guess I’ll just play videogames and suppress the feels with immense amounts of work these teacher are giving me I’m not even good at because they’re online so frick Anyways if you gotten this far thanks for reading. I’ll probably get over this or suppress tomorrow but I appreciate the time you took to read. Have a nice night(I’m on the west coast it do be night) :)",1.9590058910161967,4.063487010309282,2.7773036327933265,93.66150773195876,79.2405498281787,5.531713303878252,22.420348551791854,6.5431188927421005,0.3794554737358857,1124,35,241,10,28,353,165,291,0.04,0.799,0.162,0.986,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,4,1,21,13,0,0,18,0,15,2,0,4,4,49,43,21,0,4,11,1,7,3,3,3,2,1,1,0,15,13,0,3,6,4,0,4,4,2,0,1,6,12,26,11,33,32,4,43,0,1,4,0,16,20,0,8,24,147,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543851076715777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907191011760537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836042210586648,0.0,0.0621217432340186,0.0,0.17343121021886615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572177688620033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052974807830193,0.0,0.2019264284435923,0.0,0.08586129412597793,0.0,0.09158770877950684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916435225017463,0.07280259433750706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619997785072214,0.0,0.05324235734427678,0.0977587665169197,0.0,0.1709500138742834,0.0,0.0,0.22452475663141291,0.0,0.09011628741924944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222132930633146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909387063183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495587136232276,0.2158102295021906,0.0,0.0,0.07198013861530156,0.14936027538224206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115292929059464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604782600748966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719438182027054,0.09842270381727056,0.0,0.19126619231344086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693456701585843,0.10852794689934693,0.06905502277603506,0.15501018510069678,0.1084365504941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987330370030524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386975192026974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812069228407319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634572323086526,0.07845321704684864,0.0,0.0,0.07213051032002615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190922627238377,0.0,0.09382254868745732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024680652866075,0.0,0.11884593042521124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322275817586525,0.1383767324828551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760303722716592,0.11223649183062342,0.0,0.12021512984428916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483794538874874,0.0,0.0,0.07239202091864443,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MaurosCrew,2020/04/20,"I just finished watching Steven Universe Future So I've been following this show for years, it's a big thing for me, today decided to binge watch the last episodes I was missing and I cried a lot, a whole lot, it touched me so deeply I wanted to share it with someone, anyone, I wanted to talk about how and why it made me cry, why some scenes hit me so hard, why I identified with some parts, and then I realized there was no one I could talk to, this thing I've been following for years ended, I'm overwhelmed by emotions yet there is no one to listen, I feel so so lonely, I mean, it has been like this for a while it's just I needed it to be different today",4.772173913043479,4.426913572463769,5.417210144927537,86.9479891304348,69.07246376811594,8.63913043478261,28.119565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.5352869565217393,515,15,115,6,8,167,77,138,0.135,0.8190000000000001,0.047,-0.8908,1,2,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,21,11,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,6,6,15,2,14,12,6,14,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,4,12,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073153592244148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644047660107596,0.0,0.34791003433306106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654562928811348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813777452218346,0.14026317603670355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007341229004683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186271141869686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908749926224125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773684729393341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692701991478104,0.0,0.14984750077003756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250442470537058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742462893832835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462259549133014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149238457959431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418099425937505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545733826528618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041952492855803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002204185343599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868139502914086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286956468446959,0.17680734329346035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039619779231701 lonely,CowgirlBebop575,2020/04/20,"Am I alone in this? I grew up in a very abusive environment and it caused me to learn to keep my feelings to myself. Growing up, I had casual friends and people to hang out with but I always felt lonely. I feel lonely because I struggle to open up to most people and share my feelings due to my trust issues. Does anyone else experience lonliness due to attachment issues rather than social issues (people tend to like me often invite me to do stuff)?",4.11152709359606,5.946274701149428,5.3973727422003295,78.50275862068966,72.10344827586206,7.270279146141214,25.072249589490966,7.957251820313856,1.6246663382594422,357,11,62,5,7,119,57,87,0.135,0.66,0.205,0.7235,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,9,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,4,13,5,18,7,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,45,16,1,0.0,0.21058303134223424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407646612462936,0.0,0.0,0.14788703307870424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427415466160595,0.18210715573325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083436099775569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825794401393641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553423035202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847205028808186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385573119652836,0.0,0.0,0.2695995013611767,0.0,0.17065032815688494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731508993323732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565172345721828,0.0,0.1579761235524878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683074330992344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696503990290957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811751114602625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858037887741059,0.20346030330213155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664728678335898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kevinsmith1234567891,2020/04/20,"favorite teacher So, little bit of advice: if you are ever feeling depressed, DON’T tell your favorite teacher that you are. They will tell a guidance counselor who will have police come to your house to determine if you need to be taken on a psychiatric hold.",7.347801418439715,8.457217680851066,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,63.680851063829785,7.9687943262411345,36.94326241134753,7.793537801064563,3.101062411347518,209,10,32,2,3,64,35,47,0.064,0.792,0.145,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994905179166097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33459880341985404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640069770613222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397236935654417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772303808382741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549664327219938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35363890725750097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071753305855829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725240925617995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357572933872045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwthisthefkaway,2020/04/20,"my therapist wildin She said that I don’t need to think of myself as odd for having no friends, and that there’s nothing wrong with me. She listed off the good things about me and it was heartwarming... But why doesn’t anyone like me if I’m a catch 😐",1.3769811320754712,3.2632383962264164,2.347773584905664,97.10996226415094,80.13207547169812,5.749433962264153,18.147169811320754,6.742157984588678,-0.2317366037735851,197,4,46,2,5,62,46,53,0.081,0.72,0.19899999999999998,0.7618,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382530835877769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632546058254066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857962493973917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646817996984026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526541305568335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32694888084031165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412143263795257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956249923640877,0.2263722806862276,0.21833220716319807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746453251566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725453134976987,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArmagonStormhammer,2020/04/20,"How to not feel abandoned? Hi everyone, I’ve been having a dilemma for a while now. So, the gist of it is that I am trying to keep in regular contact with people, or before the quarantine I wanted to do things with people, but they never seem to answer back. I fully understand that some people may be very busy at times, but I can’t help but feel like they might be avoiding me. I rarely ever have people text me first to start a conversation, very seldom do people invite me out to do things, even though I initiate conversations and outings all of the time... I feel like a ghost. I don’t know if it’s something I’m doing that’s driving them away, but I’m trying to not be pushy or come off as too insistent. I don’t really know what is going on anymore. Any thoughts about what might be happening, and how I can improve this situation so I don’t feel like everyone is drifting away from me and I am the cause of their unhappiness and disapproval of me? I need help, and I don’t know what to do",5.148088235294118,5.027019397058826,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,68.26470588235293,9.545098039215684,28.764705882352942,9.2995712137729,2.224458823529412,783,24,162,14,12,264,113,204,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.124,0.9073,0,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,26,0,0,3,3,44,45,19,1,3,9,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,11,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,2,4,23,3,25,36,2,20,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,8,12,122,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571700763841704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250058119093042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685261557795784,0.09692318270774863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725762077033707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948608590296015,0.0,0.10857924828950756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325355918033955,0.11401769259848722,0.0,0.2408886585533269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25493475910907226,0.2701462918246851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721642103080364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163602100925964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146388898568738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897472408224268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120373131241946,0.0,0.0,0.2078181628316601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474215517362444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674341588350898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346304421069973,0.09721603955383143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43692929213177584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074961908847912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474942576893532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168330802906098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703795979517957,0.0,0.0,0.08921747028245848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748146908363756,0.0,0.1238415854217786,0.10006808514909228,0.14699928253465552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711567263741543,0.0,0.0,0.13122048262080113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800571147958155,0.07434641545442533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EvilDran,2020/04/20,Girlfriend admitted to cheating on me yesterday. We split. I’ve never felt so lonely during COVID Girlfriend of 5 years tells that she ended up sleeping with a coworker at her work party on Saturday. I broke things off. She didn’t social distance. I’m so sad boys. I feel so lonely. I feel like I lost my best friend at the worst time. Any thoughts on how to stay positive and feel less lonely? Lost my closest friend to betrayal.,2.0707228915662625,4.791441674698799,3.1433855421686765,87.3092951807229,84.06024096385542,6.211566265060243,23.96265060240964,7.554174236665415,1.4609527710843375,341,13,63,6,10,109,62,83,0.293,0.516,0.191,-0.9057,0,6,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,4,13,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,11,10,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,5,4,11,4,12,5,3,15,0,7,0,0,12,8,0,0,7,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506875033405682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325430350519217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626128154860167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361247967870443,0.15830257951254706,0.21275932108098253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423968254137921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082567504856628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837791636398853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090239951935998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217481235090896,0.22588115784705334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361834262881806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367776212759216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472132843139108,0.0,0.0,0.17591619598757344,0.12920980029682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131877243384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269546828140445 lonely,newtrivagoguy,2020/04/20,"None of my friends have contacted me since school got canceled. I think there's something wrong with me. I reach out to my friends sometimes, but it's never the other way around. Even in normal life, barely anybody talks to me unless I talk to them first, even the people I feel close with. Do I even have any friends? I'm not sure anymore. I'm never anybody's first choice to talk to. I don't know what to do. I don't want this to bring me down anymore.",1.6300945626477519,3.63474319148936,2.291843971631206,97.23388888888887,79.85106382978724,4.6033096926713934,22.14657210401891,5.033348758259628,-0.15326335697399518,356,11,79,1,9,110,57,94,0.147,0.841,0.012,-0.8645,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,3,16,14,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,14,4,15,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419292304743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306760124096885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948644957210466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327332884860635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084906560935551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856692470609329,0.0,0.0,0.3892090598361696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343028041818879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228570513567487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860848731765887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590240613759156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452820179524333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641618019154955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994633365455838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890706272910927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927479132629208,0.16607944954764178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826478150567866,0.0,0.0,0.404908754515598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759783013799926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904492390416154,0.1332889064715273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183596675365767,0.0,0.0 lonely,cumhat,2020/04/20,"Am I exaggerating I’m 17M and over the past few weeks my best friend has been talking to the girl I liked for a long time. He knows that I liked her, but I refused to tell him that I still like her to this day. He asked me if it was alright if he made a move on her and I just said “sure”, not wanting to seem like I own her, because I was only talking to her, she wasn’t my girlfriend. He said that it was okay anyway because my relationship with her was only platonic. I am finding myself mad at him, how could he say that after listening to me talk about her all the time? But I should not be mad, it is my fault for not saying anything when I could have, and now he’s in deep and I don’t want to fuck it up for him. This girl is PERFECT and I have known her for so long, we planned out the whole summer together, and my friend nosed his way in. Soon enough she stopped talking to me as much and only sends snaps of the ceiling now, and my friend constantly talks about how cute she is and what they talk about and do on facetime, really not helping. All this time in lockdown has given me so much time to think, which is turning out bad for me. I’m too afraid to tell my friend anything now, and I don’t think I could talk to the girl about it. I think I’m overthinking it, but I was hoping you fine people could help me figure some of it out in this confusing time. Hopefully this was somewhat legible! Confused as ever, Thanks!",2.7956599214738773,3.7393764019933577,3.8196632437330114,92.04629341588648,74.01661129568107,6.934521292660827,24.31304741769857,7.1686216300943375,0.7066199335548173,1111,32,257,11,22,359,143,301,0.105,0.7070000000000001,0.188,0.9811,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,1,3,18,26,3,3,8,2,27,2,1,3,5,57,48,23,0,11,10,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,0,3,18,16,0,2,8,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,12,6,49,18,38,30,11,37,0,0,0,1,52,13,1,9,25,185,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076315483280106,0.0,0.0856365684421561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648479389901909,0.111680845295002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613184178436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899044948245246,0.0,0.29255060726132376,0.0,0.0,0.05907644582099383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465052853541037,0.0,0.0,0.08286028262882532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372360852969599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28308942850768715,0.08468562493534187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279930487532224,0.0,0.0,0.1819651699154507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050342688972767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790106645413489,0.0,0.0,0.16213178895617833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667710397275802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735963873690848,0.1346776927292195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900494255488555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744556025739966,0.06350608192422215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586833157850639,0.0,0.0,0.09834748861057246,0.0,0.0,0.1742711221421592,0.14569298391219898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339205639068993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315438427289231,0.07658432501956419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633487341262477,0.0,0.0,0.515389926774062,0.1601303602306685,0.08433586212861409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608677602295156,0.0,0.0,0.2670726318754172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963790955561584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805980820340656,0.07271030710716646,0.0734785118247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022716321529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressedasfuck69420,2020/04/20,"In my dreams. In my dreams we're still friends, we still hang out like nothing happened, In my dreams you're still by my side, In my dreams you still love me. Than I wake up and remember that you're gone.",1.361046511627908,3.18866551162791,1.5001744186046508,103.45398255813956,79.93023255813954,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.4629488372093022,159,4,40,1,4,47,25,43,0.0,0.608,0.392,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,8,2,0,13,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005542379446701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295495983643909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681980955740396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342850259829553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490782010753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940584847563549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8292176429195388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,droppedsignal,2020/04/20,"I am so annoying everytime I join a conversation, I can feel the life drain from everybody within it. I just can't control myself, I'm loud, obnoxious and don't know when to stop. Sometimes I think I'm funny, but I'm really not. I bring nothing to a conversation, and that's why people don't like me. all I do is annoy people because I don't know when to stop and I can't shutup. I just wish I could sew my mouth shut, so people didn't have to deal with me. I feel so sorry for all my ""friends"". everybody hates me and I know it.",-0.4190977443609043,1.7125029298245629,2.5944862155388466,90.96473684210527,89.87719298245615,6.064160401002509,18.669172932330827,7.447530270364453,0.5420120300751883,410,12,93,8,14,145,64,114,0.225,0.74,0.035,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,3,0,12,2,1,1,2,22,24,10,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,3,19,2,8,22,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819674172584872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358689893250549,0.16790719367208498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168097506146012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266768849327775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624770221601385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076274096601089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34672563655723143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854089339855248,0.10274180799653587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178822851348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373859865201668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472336921237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799177503104052,0.235413290300884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516399220957866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475155259032245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976276409817425,0.0,0.24183426986079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,runawaybeauty18,2020/04/20,"Uncertain and Unsettled I am 25 years old. I am also late-deafened individual. Since the COVID-19, I took on the role of being unemployed as well as many other things that seems to burden me. I am not very lucky in achieving help such as Social Security to Unemployment. To Food Stamps to Food banks. To quarantine to roommates in a one bedroom apartment. To keeping it together to wanting to scream my body apart. A wanderlust at heart. My first wandering away was when I was 18, freshly out of high school, decided then to move to Arizona with a guy who I fell for. He was my first. And to this day, still my last. Being inside had made me curious about the ways to move again. Maybe with a little bit more of a challenge. Maybe out of country. Or back to the East Coast. The whole being employed has been a bit more hard now that I wear my hearing aids more often now since my latest hearing loss. I haven't before and that was also the time I had two jobs. On top of it all, I am just not so sure how to see past the moments I am living now. Is it supposed to be this hazy? Not knowing? Is this normal? Or am I, like everyone say, delusional? Why must it be a bad thing to be honest? I was looking at Portugal last night. Daydreaming through the night at the idea of getting away from everything that I ever know, things that are lacking me or letting go. Truth to be told, I still lose everyday to something because I truly believed that it wasn't meant for me here, that I wasn't enough to pull through the denials or the pushing aside for something more. I flushed my anti-depressants back in February. I did my withdrawals. I focused on the picture I had in mind. I had ideas of how I would want to write, to share. To go places that I want to see and possibly live. That is until the virus outbreak and on that same day, my trailblazer had a flat. Coincidence? Any advice or suggestions would be nice.",2.6311094224924005,4.776810074468088,3.694927051671733,87.70600000000002,77.24468085106382,6.8503343465045585,26.43434650455927,7.859703344183488,1.5824557142857136,1492,59,300,24,35,481,203,376,0.075,0.8320000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.589,6,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,7,22,16,0,1,21,0,38,5,3,3,5,48,57,21,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,23,9,2,2,7,0,1,8,6,6,1,4,18,8,37,10,59,27,11,58,0,2,3,0,13,22,0,10,28,225,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032223261089682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783363132928026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285606111896719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368341349194458,0.1421470409191615,0.07717579274148742,0.056344910735202584,0.0,0.0786517372964586,0.1041377725745452,0.0,0.0,0.2018208199982528,0.10266969606561857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922033926388607,0.0,0.0796104461461117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550564498827466,0.0,0.0,0.08360888057181923,0.0,0.08832151670975873,0.08307077372544003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572430512669625,0.22353519391469048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829123774897922,0.0,0.1050610197190219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152094755383952,0.0,0.0,0.08279977242469291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208352284612686,0.10953085160759883,0.06195436516681351,0.0976581334842999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868607077092316,0.0,0.0,0.09172323012890128,0.08215667339958592,0.0,0.0,0.10159501600647597,0.1506867513654135,0.10426588136777412,0.0,0.0,0.09451667648181852,0.0,0.04515698232579096,0.09263986671259296,0.1632360433625024,0.0,0.07761852791717899,0.10340633600001516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746018483707678,0.0,0.09371024538896053,0.18571816926218515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332868103598184,0.0,0.0,0.19647846107727052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347994392181468,0.09056248348717902,0.0,0.0,0.09699049510440336,0.0,0.06263344992550653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088235583709599,0.0,0.0,0.09657043249622917,0.0,0.0,0.1042017520361397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350462070370391,0.0,0.09354482615966038,0.1473106381224625,0.08414545862268259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291929817981142,0.0,0.0,0.09422148186481412,0.0,0.14231537240485798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763058932288686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871148624084968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842205954287897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389709779895245,0.0,0.0,0.08832151670975873,0.10269393404786256,0.0,0.0,0.09029138550999233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626502647530058,0.16355410539384238,0.07336720549814471,0.0,0.0,0.08310632032098539,0.0,0.08340435068811923,0.10319560116474444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132026708382108,0.0,0.0,0.059522355051727024 lonely,hurtingeveryone,2020/04/20,"Looking for reassurance. As everyone can unfortunately relate, the Covid situation is getting everyone stuck inside and restless, lonely and many other emotions. I’m coming from a different place I guess. I am a mod in a gaming community here on reddit (this is a throwaway account so I don’t get anyone who makes my situation worse) I am having to sift through so much anger, and tbh I’m starting to receive more and more hateful comments and messages as this progresses. I truly am very kind when I comment and I would never want someone to feel singled out or bullied so I’m very careful and kind when reaching out to situations. I guess I’m lonely in a different way; I’m missing interactions that were meaningful, I miss seeing real people and knowing this stupid corner of the internet is just that, the internet. I miss when I didn’t blur lines between feeling attacked, and feeling personally invested in strangers opinions of me. I guess I always knew like the mods suck meme and I got that, but I wasn’t ready for the things I’ve had to endure lately. It’s never been so bad. I miss talking to people who aren’t psychopaths plotting my demise. Tbh I wish I could just ask them why they’re so mad so I could fix it... but it almost never helps. Will I never be good enough for internet strangers? I suppose this is another of my short comings... Anyway.... thanks for listening hopefully you’re a nice person who’s having a wonderful fantastic awesome night. Just keep being you, don’t let this virus get you to heated online and please please please just be respectful to people at the very least. Some of us are being told awful things all day every day and could use the love.",3.9281163793103455,6.2867210875000055,4.975323275862071,79.04562500000003,74.0625,7.413793103448278,28.84698275862069,8.326086129247049,2.36074676724138,1348,57,232,24,29,441,180,320,0.14400000000000002,0.66,0.19699999999999998,0.9742,3,4,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,1,1,15,25,6,1,14,1,29,1,0,2,5,53,71,26,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,17,16,0,1,7,1,2,3,9,14,0,0,9,6,29,11,28,52,8,26,0,6,2,1,22,10,1,10,13,159,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061079213612512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529337378111038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488469507842356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327140509532089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459418741338243,0.10294331221583124,0.0,0.0,0.0755538096290941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225868019396384,0.0,0.0,0.155895024847258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167422283677756,0.0,0.0,0.116714717098299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890816747956027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178696791911612,0.0,0.0934984282457385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624015302385664,0.1729305737614987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726055357662809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182894094244888,0.0,0.0,0.07589715103806292,0.07237162454733524,0.0,0.2990486338018748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933829547102297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606522867498645,0.0,0.0,0.08987513142199917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043000844298602,0.0,0.18845892733546768,0.04972991028631003,0.0,0.10207455306689328,0.0,0.0,0.09253024462738237,0.0,0.04420793003701928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598723995733643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166907105066741,0.0,0.06040153004306875,0.09174076208234563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651918792631786,0.0,0.27916009993709084,0.0,0.0,0.08491698103729832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819922939168185,0.15802149126439285,0.09454083739780136,0.2979863840337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299530336355872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721073248079628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30513735138512554,0.0,0.0,0.07667029968611905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404796480727433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273093200656569,0.0,0.08330931349025385,0.0,0.0,0.12023258677676815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646528688074935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088460799908777,0.07815269182378454,0.0,0.2239865540859604,0.053372244085116816,0.07182526645101253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165146362974582,0.0,0.10405688483621214,0.0,0.0981305180209434,0.0,0.0,0.09221513602801036,0.06428017197651131,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KynesThePlanetologst,2020/04/20,"Hey y’all. 32 M Hey. I’ve recently went through a breakup, living in a new city, started a new job and got diagnosed with a chronic illness. I’m a sad sack of shit recently, but I’d like to talk to someone to get my mind off things. Hit me up if you can empathize or are also in need of a friend.",-0.5161688311688302,1.284275045454546,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,86.42424242424242,5.58961038961039,24.58008658008658,6.868970318607317,0.7716086580086587,227,10,56,3,7,79,52,66,0.09699999999999999,0.784,0.11800000000000001,0.5187,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,11,6,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,2,6,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541675032891547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353309786353101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913290743644014,0.0,0.12113622985872399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854380147273185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300832781722206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113274102005368,0.0,0.20473485244646386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341104739777603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191976125381667,0.0,0.4478597818587235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578635858875871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379988941965303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645252198316124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641102782405819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863586692287638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403614563627255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149346790291317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RohanTheBlue,2020/04/20,"I feel like no one cares. English is not my native language so I'm really sorry if I make mistakes. Hi, everyone! I've never been much of a popular guy, so naturally, I don't have any friends and no one really talks to me (not even on social media or text messages). I've read books and watch videos about getting friends but it seems that I can't make it work, most of the time people just don't care when I try to just talk with them. Some time before this lockdown I started showing up on popular hang out places by myself just to watch people gather with their friends. If I can't experience it, at least I can watch other people enjoy having friends. That's really pathetic, I wish I had a group of friends, I want to enjoy what those people experience.",4.0092224880382785,5.190582960526316,5.247775119617227,82.05033492822969,71.36842105263158,8.158851674641149,26.976076555023926,8.575989854853784,1.8764526315789467,598,20,118,10,11,199,98,152,0.177,0.6809999999999999,0.142,-0.5833,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,8,13,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,24,21,9,0,5,9,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,1,0,2,2,4,16,12,16,19,4,12,0,0,3,0,15,6,0,6,6,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074426976429747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354822971092607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721034276505613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881363412144208,0.0,0.0,0.12750833246030074,0.0,0.2610612711865967,0.0,0.0,0.0674716406645815,0.09533008153439457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154798706427199,0.0,0.06971727193104142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212729856220098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519239852076368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814544198446788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098094287720296,0.0,0.10291771448558708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084577923365014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700439914597244,0.0,0.13941715757700168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334768372597916,0.0,0.2564566386465332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147942554410425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602601588015387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937596814431095,0.09445003289371844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450920231678375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562072121967632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059749388118707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870679770418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345024974910462,0.0,0.0,0.09714643802079287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KWOPPER__,2020/04/20,"I am so lonely and I miss my community and I miss having hope When I was in college, I had everything going for me. I was going to graduate near the top of my class debt free and go off to be in a PhD program to be a professor. I also had a vibrant community through my church with people from all walks of life. Everything was perfect I have overcame from my poor economic predicament which was my small town in the rural south where there was little room for advancement. However last minute my world came crashing down and I found out the recent data showed that history professor jobs were shrinking. My degree, history, became useless overnight and I had a mental breakdown which led to me burning bridges in my church. I lost friends who I thought I would have for a lifetime and grow old with. I began to spiral even more from fear and I began to go insane and slam my head against the wall repeatedly. Then I got sent to the psych ward. I missed my graduation because I was freaking out about the future. And all my dreams began to vanish. I then thought about law school and got a job at a law firm. My plans vanished when all these lawyers hated their lives and looked like they were going to blow their brains out. After that all my career prospects faded and I went back to my small town because I had no where else to turn. I took a job as an electricians apprentice but got fired because I was not good with my hands. Now I work in a grocery store making minimum wage. I am so ashamed, I got out of my town and now I’m back. Now my biggest fear is that I am going to live hear for the rest of my life. Also, I am constantly made fun of for having a history degree which brings so much shame. To combat the shame, I have turned to drinking heavily and smoking a pack of cigarettes a day. No one from my old church wants to talk to me and I am so alone. I fucked up my life and I see no way out. Every day at work I think about buying rope and hanging myself. Now on every shift I look up ways to tie a noose. The only way for advancement in my community is to be a correctional officer and I’m not physically capable of doing that. I don’t have a future. I fucked it up. I’m a failure. I lost my friends and community. I have no one. I just want to die and make this pain go away. I’m tired of being a laughing stock. I know if I don’t kill myself then I will be miserable for the rest of my life. I am the definition of a 25 year old failure and I did everything right to end up here. I worked so hard in school to be a failure. Hard work doesn’t always pay off. I just want to die",2.1294465694477647,3.914281799625471,3.690502032034427,88.83995099211096,77.44569288389512,6.866778229340984,24.09578452466332,7.768660622080223,1.129714048928201,2027,68,436,31,47,672,241,534,0.23600000000000002,0.706,0.057,-0.9987,8,4,2,0,0,4,42.0,0,0,3,11,25,28,4,6,31,0,41,12,3,4,6,58,90,36,3,6,6,0,4,1,2,2,6,1,1,0,11,30,1,0,5,3,7,18,9,19,0,2,31,8,77,10,77,51,8,89,3,8,3,2,9,39,2,2,30,301,88,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051975263430712,0.0,0.12434433829312695,0.06468956935134032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304342364101134,0.1195612905161614,0.0,0.14217679519652876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678846279131376,0.0,0.08891888304905733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401407794567031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002774136274218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137282732452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615991507747258,0.0,0.0,0.06494547083607442,0.0,0.06885846325404649,0.0,0.0,0.05134944343335745,0.0,0.13100602134608827,0.0,0.20961496306710944,0.0,0.0,0.17496813002104128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524272256072556,0.1201302622454304,0.1437468913696935,0.0,0.0,0.30928754174297474,0.06520831474386242,0.2487171972840219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928742493022633,0.07675650021214983,0.07978818437199475,0.0,0.08762358987286276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721773185494919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314479645923604,0.0,0.0860126605764429,0.0,0.04272628942959214,0.06337206297239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965267754047346,0.03798198715763253,0.07792031368209598,0.13729946031217036,0.0,0.13057143231029653,0.0,0.16973439437325294,0.0,0.0,0.07356363171745295,0.1037899823165698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834807022117055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715107989534589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244739011536906,0.0,0.10536323590206338,0.059128120024511927,0.08272552372602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389817850813481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676321653075556,0.0,0.0,0.06639329340432737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736296815520012,0.06195222175147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062488004372128765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981547278328253,0.0,0.1234407400341188,0.0,0.0893557519341853,0.0,0.0,0.08637688975830732,0.0,0.16912716617643078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375669854515282,0.1851296597002916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206983833098476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639539854575536,0.0,0.0,0.055227391657057576,0.0,0.0,0.0500648450965139 lonely,Chinobeno,2020/04/20,Need friends What up y’all I need new friends add me on da snap my usernames kyler6970,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,0.3755555555555557,108.40000000000002,83.44444444444446,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,0.4236888888888895,70,4,17,0,2,19,16,18,0.0,0.693,0.307,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577011307867867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312174742172916,0.0,0.4110884610452172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ESPete2018,2020/04/20,"Lockdown is proving how lonely I actually am It's showing me that work was just a distraction from being sat around being lonely all day. It's showing me that I don't really have friends who contact me often. It's showing me that my friends only seem to want to talk to me if other people aren't around. It's showing me that actually I have nothing to look forward to. It's proving to me that I don't actually have anyone in my life who chooses me as their number 1 - no partner, no best friend, not really many friends, certainly no friends who class me as their best, only acquaintances I see at work for a quick fix of human interaction before I home and lay in bed with the knowledge that I'm not really wanted, and easily shoved aside in favor of other people.",5.848431372549019,5.901310967320264,7.158954248366015,74.0152941176471,66.77777777777777,9.675816993464053,32.68627450980392,9.444778638647367,2.9993607843137253,610,24,112,11,9,209,84,153,0.153,0.711,0.135,-0.2529,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,4,6,12,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,1,4,20,18,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,2,16,5,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,2,19,9,19,14,3,9,0,2,2,0,15,7,0,3,3,83,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.4123437830845488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984846244319741,0.0,0.0,0.2507702527115382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985179485589137,0.0,0.2956238573351117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083570265108702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440964413614973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412826419703577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948554007243264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827736048450747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427983855451168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514804196080624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142434326764732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952933861892632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706936825236839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223810806489833,0.12822328649763648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320877910744835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615232128622673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507893412852185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,roughlysour,2020/04/20,I love every one of you. Crazy that people like me exists. No matter what kind of people you are ı love you and ı think you should keep existing.,0.060999999999999936,2.4016641000000014,1.8883333333333359,94.8825,91.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,10.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-1.1596666666666668,113,1,24,1,4,37,23,30,0.122,0.5589999999999999,0.319,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828412099294189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983850372851308,0.0,0.3495792500107164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640057623734439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059636019501251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747859081904884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654633692587242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151026105587532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,squilliam2210,2020/04/20,Want to speak my mind I’ve been feeling a sense of loneliness and depression for a while now. The people i try to talk to and speak my feelings say that everyone else is going through the same thing because of quarantine. But I know myself and I know the difference between being bored and being depressed and I guess it just hurts that the people I thought I could talk to chalk it up as something everyone else has and thus I shouldn’t complain. I’m not here to say no one else can feel this way because of quarantine im just trying to speak my mind to the internet,3.7020175438596494,5.331184464912283,4.358771929824563,86.37307017543861,72.77192982456141,7.873684210526315,28.456140350877188,8.515128840125781,2.03839298245614,455,18,91,8,9,145,69,114,0.172,0.8029999999999999,0.024,-0.9509,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,24,18,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,8,11,0,15,12,1,5,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390313903803247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269834610528148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739682290117624,0.0,0.0,0.16616682638189226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985818353694596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039461614396092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125183574670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038820564377688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520457748012944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025958113920625,0.0,0.17179449900309482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748125274956478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211776179787235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777213408334872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052176629906312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295588372178285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224396182485554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556666195048802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566157399429622,0.0,0.0,0.1262629405067875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596047858134101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938081009287721,0.12624149424422285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_murder_not_muckduck,2020/04/20,"Why are all guys on dating apps the same? I’m 19f, have been single a year and a half, and am legitimately looking for a fun real relationship. I know I’m relatively young, and lots of people my age enjoy being single and seeing a bunch of different people casually, but I just don’t want that. I don’t enjoy intimacy when there’s no connection. I use online dating apps, and it seems like the exact same story replayed over and over with every match. You talk, get to know each other, interest develops, and then the guy confesses he just wants to mess around or he gets distant/ghosts. I don’t think I’m a very complicated person, I love to be silly and fun, I’m caring, I’m well read and always love to learn more, and enjoy deep intellectual conversation or debate. I’m so tired of the same routine only to end in failure, but i don’t know what else to do, especially during these times. Anyone else in the same boat or was but succeeded?",5.100918003565064,5.694178802139039,6.767713903743317,74.29706105169342,68.46524064171122,9.441889483065957,26.27852049910873,9.516144504307137,2.186736541889484,744,20,142,15,12,258,117,187,0.073,0.665,0.262,0.991,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,7,15,0,0,10,0,12,3,0,1,2,39,33,19,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,9,14,17,29,11,16,1,0,2,2,12,7,0,5,10,89,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525502253168248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365907638376825,0.1665521779639312,0.0,0.14470439153375095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573104964926494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698306564077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27158013909647305,0.0,0.14397147936385388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695579168810865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698518354668128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32190106632771365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680004812572587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941395468104508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365014653537595,0.0,0.0,0.13819460679318046,0.29341631249550576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362696623834744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253840741755803,0.14193281087118478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259447030074006,0.18501803515398496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451838466775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295316885381375,0.1479798536905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306519199936061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415578525705073,0.0,0.0,0.094784493152486,0.18682786672382212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039142573512306,0.0,0.1341211711748752,0.19175297144434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461524046948934,0.0,0.14667652674313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467718087280604